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adhd,Seftari,2018/01/01,"Lethargic/Depressed when off meds First I'll give some background to my medical history. I have struggled with depression for a few years now(I'm 17 currently) and would have bouts of crying and absolute consumption of my life every week or so. About 6 months ago I was diagnosed with ADD and started taking a 10mg xr of adderall once in the morning and once at noon. About a montg after starting I noticed that I was no longer having bouts of depression and was overall happier. My mom is super anti meds and blames everything bad on adderall and will take it away randomly. Every time she does I don't feel any withdrawals, but my bouts of depression come back and I feel like I just want to lie down and die. Does anyone else feel this way, or is it just me?",5.4008163265306095,6.5058395918367395,5.555244897959188,81.41654081632655,68.04761904761904,9.14530612244898,31.706802721088433,9.3871,2.8322957823129244,608,25,114,12,10,192,102,147,0.171,0.768,0.061,-0.9418,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,4,0,11,3,0,0,0,25,21,14,1,2,5,1,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,3,13,2,19,16,2,21,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,4,14,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897183304332787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126952405574472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938449342088166,0.13751720215097912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609764439251075,0.10320160490226336,0.1120623492268886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561271895441662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742681030560995,0.0,0.0,0.4623902548311957,0.1362234917729639,0.13929202918110087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349016117526569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121178400213074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616068455615984,0.0,0.12062209826532565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358655857979374,0.0958818798414394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416161142396244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874945446543806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479869590480892,0.06556975113136612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29816104057558696,0.13520559859956766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718878419689009,0.10712763202384074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280252683218212,0.0,0.2858651854026118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999347444527545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030869395760082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182312662514654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826074966399589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791623755976157,0.10653212765658124,0.10765766936162834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095341149781313,0.0,0.0,0.0864288490168988
adhd,LisaLoves2,2018/01/01,"Concerta not working on the first day?! Update!: Thank you all for your insightful and kind responses, if not for them I would have chickened out ONCE AGAIN! I took my meds (Concerta 18mg) at 3:15 and I feel absolutely NOTHING! I know some people say they feel nothing and perhaps there’s a slight change or feeling/“buzz” but I feel ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I feel exactly the same as I did prior to taking it. I actually just took a nap otherwise I would have updated earlier with this post:)

I should mention that prior to taking my meds I took some vitamins including:
B Complex
Vitamin D3
Zinc
Omega 3-6

Does this have any affect on the Concerta? 
Also is there any point in continuing or should I simply get a higher dose? 

As always, Any advice would be greatly appreciated:) ",2.9806982758620686,5.751418979310343,4.789892241379314,76.86276939655173,79.89655172413794,8.314655172413794,27.68318965517241,9.017664075816787,2.933491379310345,612,27,106,17,16,207,98,145,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.8155,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,2,5,3,0,0,6,0,11,3,0,1,2,30,23,10,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,5,18,3,12,13,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,8,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1328455519750933,0.0,0.0,0.13302697260749755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886500397984236,0.11327303392433136,0.0,0.0,0.2777240313592272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400999281688054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779411417914944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913035094621242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27533045846253146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579412105390086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112354262643182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500864142049892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417609106710606,0.07481478823476995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024247397643138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918680303240935,0.0,0.0,0.14497652700729946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437704198420553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868908782547409,0.0,0.13037717625368522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825792146878853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047091948371328,0.0,0.0,0.12533239273655394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537442030599135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910598384302942,0.0,0.0,0.29011358112832764,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,featherflutter,2018/01/01,"Comorbid anxiety and ADHD-PI Medication Question Hi, I was recently diagnosed with ADHD-Pi. I am an adult, and I have also had problems with anxiety. Personally I believe that the anxiety is related to the inattentive symptoms because It usually occurs when my life seems too hectic and out of control, but not when I don't have much going on. My psychiatrist perscribed an SSRI for me to start on. I understand that this is to treat the anxiety. I am worried that this will be treating the wrong thing, but I am not sure if this is the usual procedure for ADHD and anxiety. 

Does anyone else have experience with ADHD and anxiety? How were you treated? It it normal for me to start off with just an SSRI? 
Thank you",5.1368888888888895,6.746474281481483,6.981666666666667,69.05250000000002,69.14814814814815,10.733333333333334,34.24074074074074,10.793553405168565,4.375385185185184,568,28,94,18,10,198,80,135,0.156,0.7959999999999999,0.048,-0.8802,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,8,0,15,4,0,2,1,24,21,12,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,10,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,14,5,16,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,7,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580636045136624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928359870991076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328446275812683,0.0,0.0,0.08117182699822965,0.11894645818006393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076651448089817,0.0,0.0,0.13079206435410706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020320192194654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782745441203528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158988948921134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969771036694887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135568966352038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597580931722953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199678979496795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694702064893253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533845591516835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374215018708934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136406115520376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108108292161628,0.0,0.0,0.13004576597348105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146234573661989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056826737042567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433617401391476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941210291563656,0.12066047324496185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687875781775964,0.0,0.0,0.07712408724518119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085229494789725,0.0,0.0,0.2557103169013316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789357741524625,0.0,0.0,0.1269246268751665,0.0,0.0
adhd,vanillasky0,2018/01/01,"Fist Day on Concerta 18mg UPDATE! Update!: Thank you all for your insightful and kind responses, if not for them I would have chickened out ONCE AGAIN! 
I took my meds (Concerta 18mg) at 3:15 and I feel absolutely NOTHING! I know some people say they feel nothing and perhaps there’s a slight change or feeling/“buzz” but I feel ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I actually just took a nap otherwise I would have updated earlier with this post:)

I should mention that prior to taking my meds I took some vitamins including:
B Complex
Vitamin D3
Zinc
Omega 3-6

Does this have any affect on the Concerta? 
Also is there any point in continuing or should I simply get a higher dose? 

As always, Any advice would be greatly appreciated:) ",2.841137218045116,5.7507665864661694,4.597739661654138,76.90457941729326,82.38345864661655,8.137030075187969,27.109492481203013,8.841846274778883,2.8957522556390978,568,25,97,16,16,191,93,133,0.0,0.931,0.069,0.8062,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,1,1,26,20,9,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,16,3,10,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,7,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.13909386491770442,0.0,0.0,0.1392838185635868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398540585443573,0.11860076491265173,0.0,0.0,0.29078661895675056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078341871338144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919234590593868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473357741942236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621034931770106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446879691089901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714564103226716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842855230251245,0.07833365810038402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31664911075408875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102993142418917,0.0,0.0,0.15179541327489807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988160110286928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474190390458138,0.0,0.13650939058600794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334976957206888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071687861232517,0.0,0.0,0.13122732862278566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750857966207245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30375890396255584,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JITTERdUdE,2018/01/01,"I absolutely hate being so motivated but equally incompetent Like I want to get up and write an entire move or screenplay but actually sitting down and executing that is scrutiatingly painful. Five sentences in and I want to lay down and take a breather. Then five seconds into that breather I want to get back to writing. So I get all of this pent up energy and ambition that leads nowhere, and it’s just downright torture. ",5.781923076923079,7.779519243589742,6.423589743589744,72.16307692307696,68.1025641025641,9.302564102564103,37.358974358974365,9.725611199111238,3.969112820512821,343,19,59,8,6,112,54,78,0.177,0.67,0.153,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,19,10,12,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,5,1,11,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.29195911403148084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23005299454204906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689317673779506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538093220875045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461655331177593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179838147988241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835143926719217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494812310295687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293970450907546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,currentlystruggling,2018/01/01,"ADHD-related sensory issues and layering clothes I am a Florida-native about to experience my first real winter in Chicago in February. I’m definitely not a fan of layering/heavy clothes, but obviously that’s a necessity in cold weather. It feels like there’s way too much going on - which causes anxiety - and I find it hard to concentrate on anything else (including recognizing my owns needs like hunger). Any veterans of cold weather with this issue? Tips to deal with it? Thanks in advance.",5.372045454545454,8.102405750000003,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,71.04545454545455,11.21818181818182,36.0,10.9516,5.27545,398,22,60,15,8,136,66,88,0.059,0.7979999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,12,6,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,14,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716811510844553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372909581690433,0.0,0.17293589308887075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602877660424516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322267127044529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330587582940077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884479074189991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113083986773688,0.0,0.0,0.11430313274425727,0.16149788054385916,0.0,0.0,0.2066154755775048,0.19228720082387551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847556209765068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025060737516134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718974850962501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208837760172344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618069873958516,0.16762121864327326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730668117612376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081264122265102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943654061452782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,itsbrainfog,2018/01/01,How’d you guys decide on a career?? I kinda want to do everything so i end up doing nothing which has caused a lot of issues for obvious reasons. I can’t imagine settling on something cause that would mean i have to actually complete something and then do that one thing. How did you guys decide what you wanted to do???? ,2.7347619047619034,4.994094777777782,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.41269841269842,6.104761904761905,26.37301587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.4731396825396832,253,10,46,3,6,84,47,63,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.2422,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,4,1,15,12,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,0,8,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.20838208852495613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387242823206834,0.0,0.0,0.22389031941611087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913110844546868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191400465121794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228719865444683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287798318584426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154220043766506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260526374889146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048952771872639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469873893379115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955242193555954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287836602066156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186502513636648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519002527252424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169112563715995,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alnyland,2018/01/01,I’m guessing many will relate. I do. [Original post](https://reddit.com/r/todayilearned/comments/7nfr33/til_flow_is_the_mental_state_in_which_a_person_is/)Aka hyperfocus? From /r/TIL,23.21,30.542903888888887,11.076111111111107,23.66750000000001,65.66666666666667,15.133333333333335,43.38888888888889,10.125756701596842,9.554622222222225,162,7,10,6,4,38,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198367441695994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704519818782982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388756321716099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,proweruser,2018/01/01,"""Somebody with your IQ can invent new programming languages"" I'm currently working on a paper. I agonized about it over months. Now (5 days to deadline) I've actually made a dent in it and am about half way done. I should really get some sleep now. I'm too tired to get anything more done today. But as I lay in bed a ton of shit that happened in my life comes flooding back to me. I guess the stress eroded my carefully built defenses. My only idea of how to maybe get some sleep is to at least write one of the events, that won't stop running through my head, down.

To understand this story I'll have to give you a short explaination about the german school system. After the first four grades, childreen get split up into 3 tiers of schooling. The orginal intention was that the highest tier would go on to university, the middle tier to do white collar work and the lower tier manual labor, but often still very skilled labor. In reality for decades the highest tier will get you university or white collar jobs, the middle tier manual labor and maybe some white collar job and with the lowest tier you are basically fucked. But there are opportunities to get to a better tier later.

I had been in the middle tier since grade 7 and after grade 10 had graduated that tier. After graduation of the middle tier there is an opportunity to do two more years of school and get qualified university access. You can't study everything with it (like medicine or law), but most things. I didn't have the grades to go, but back then there was a test you could take to get in anyway. I was told that 3/4 of people who took the test failed, so I shouldn't get my hopes up, but I passed. I would like to say that I studied hard for it, but that would be a lie. I barely glanced at the material. It was way too much to even wrap my head around making a studying schedule. It was all the material from grades 6-10 in all courses.

So these schools, they come in different flavours. Of course there is the common material like math, german, english and these things, but there are also special courses, that are meant to prepare the students for their eventual university studies. The one I went to was for economy and IT. It was a really weird experience going there. I had always struggled with school, but the economy and IT classes were easy. It was just logical. Only hard part really was math, which irritated me, since that was the one thing I had never struggled with before (I later learned that it wasn't the math itself, but that I just didn't understand that particular teacher). Yet, I felt weirdly disconnected and as if everything around me wasn't real. Which today I'm relatively sure was dissociation, probably caused by some past trauma that would be too much to get into now, but back then I didn't have any words for how I was feeling. My mental health was not good. I started just not going to school and instead staying in bed most of the day.

That went on for a while. At first it was just the occasional day I wouldn't go but it became more and more. That prompted my mother to take me to a child- and tennager doctor who was specialed in ADHD, or so I was told, I can't really verify. I was diagnosed years before so that wasn't the issue at hand. The issue was why I couldn't bring myself to go to school.

When we got there they wanted to administer an IQ test. I thought it was a bit strange, but in hindsight, I guess they wanted to make sure that my intellectual faculties were up to par with the form of school I had chosen, or in other words that I wasn't as just dumb as a piece of wood. ;D

I have to say, that evening I was on fire. My brain was as clear as it hadn't been in months or years and probably hasn't been since. The woman administering the test said she had never seen anyone actually getting done before the time was up in some of the categories. The final score was 132. Now take that with a grain of salt. The test was for 15-16 year olds and I had turned 17 ~6 months before. They didn't have one for people aged 17 or up.

Anyway, afterwards came the review of the results with the doctor. The conversation wasn't very long. I'm sure there was a bit more to it, but what I still distinctly remember was him saying ""Somebody with an IQ like yours can't just learn programming languages, they can invent new ones. I don't see a reason why you wouldn't be able to do this."" (well that but in german) And I guess that was it for him. It was such a weird feeling hearing those words. On the one hand, of course they massaged my ego, but on the other they crushed me. It was suddenly clear that I couldn't expect any help here. Yet again...

**tl;dr** People with high IQs can't have problems.",4.238604842799187,5.556902598060347,5.0036891480730255,83.49551977687629,70.9719827586207,8.088133874239354,25.392748478701826,8.539824195847483,1.5699240111561867,3713,109,747,61,68,1201,361,928,0.071,0.85,0.079,0.8559,8,0,0,0,0,0,116.0,1,8,8,9,51,29,4,3,60,0,95,15,8,9,10,132,156,56,0,17,31,1,8,4,0,10,6,5,2,2,58,34,0,2,14,0,0,15,26,13,1,11,67,21,74,16,115,73,23,114,0,1,6,1,37,42,3,19,57,526,132,42,0.05088832073121829,0.0,0.09931932061030403,0.0,0.061157872419475685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040695371703311375,0.04234315942675208,0.0,0.0,0.0692116062642045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035582297067659405,0.0,0.04187675199586023,0.0906027888026045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738993248118948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732088513613685,0.0,0.0,0.0450065842912426,0.11111373255794844,0.0,0.0,0.05680819571415493,0.0,0.05820268211318594,0.05188403451426712,0.052276323224050784,0.0,0.08767156470017294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040630183283533065,0.0,0.0,0.098456270957699,0.0,0.0,0.051650574351450464,0.0,0.05316746413717036,0.0,0.10417270518236506,0.0,0.15622926046685962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722251180757295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147028275071226,0.0497785423782988,0.0,0.0,0.05146132796931937,0.0,0.0488607682563284,0.0557456679595834,0.0,0.08657115923532717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470454325125356,0.2924575196848728,0.048816714239412896,0.17352603236017686,0.04268270904932196,0.04070003882532448,0.0,0.16817766745633597,0.0,0.04500037396135626,0.0,0.09117187978064868,0.0,0.10445219670223273,0.05409190529212653,0.057354835914579974,0.0,0.03410936870637226,0.05376630481521613,0.0,0.05054358474313388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744671995785716,0.0,0.10622837128519212,0.10099761225806264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594392587889645,0.0994458521636247,0.0,0.0,0.04503456248506315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815175950399872,0.0679366984847494,0.0,0.10224831605940797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128345823629532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185571631427773,0.0,0.07481754204534788,0.0,0.07849642022675453,0.0982965145348166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533987322704713,0.0,0.20689945876539306,0.07740572206329477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510709232125564,0.04857866027146125,0.10583866247368404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973243342528692,0.04869325032194312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057922049863357125,0.13040144532137146,0.05232166914954183,0.0,0.0,0.05764654730321015,0.0,0.048406446323579336,0.12140530545930052,0.0,0.41201357902219465,0.0405514030896855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223612994577678,0.12628603432278074,0.0,0.101850143335711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601901533430568,0.05424017899295658,0.08127895734214922,0.04254491475946328,0.058292399463922034,0.1063990437345444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388492015190485,0.0,0.11478505218066094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142381728662964,0.0,0.0,0.040399642380001814,0.029673389051408268,0.058488638706142876,0.096472355676064,0.09725194245950902,0.05653879675653175,0.0,0.055351880006409566,0.04971049499219536,0.10595307310843843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397638811867643,0.0600305000763986,0.0807855606801664,0.0,0.0,0.04575471177899836,0.0943479662922167,0.09183758857593832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409460713860334,0.0,0.0,0.14459841196083115,0.0,0.0,0.13108164044708775
adhd,MObrien37,2018/01/01,"Best Jobs for ADD/ADHD adults? Hi! I think this is my first time posting in here but i really enjoy reading what works well for everyone. I was diagnosed with ADD/Anxiety about 5 years ago (when i graduated college) and I have worked in HR since then. I always found the jobs extremely hard to manage because of the long periods of sitting still, the detail oriented nature of HR paperwork, having key follow ups, etc. 

Last year I moved and took a “break” from corporate life and went back into retail at a high end department store. This is the first time I have had ZERO anxiety about a job and actually look forward to going to work everyday. I love not sitting all day, not having my day revolve around tedious paperwork, not having keep track of a million emails. My bosses here love me too. The problem is, the money is obviously not that great as i have not yet taken an assistant manager position ( my boss wants me to move up). 

I understand I might never make as much money as I did previously in a traditional office job, but does anyone have a job where their ADD/ADHD does not hinder them? What are some jobs that are like a high end retail job (Account Manager? Liquor Rep?) that have some growth potential and a decent pay? 

Any advice would be appreciated. I am in a pretty bad relationship and I am planning my exit, but I’d like to have a few life details nailed down before i finally get away. ",5.477538207352335,6.481960200743494,6.644281288723668,74.04408405617514,67.8104089219331,9.992647666253617,29.81433292028088,10.125756701596842,3.0754583230070227,1110,40,199,27,18,374,166,269,0.065,0.787,0.147,0.98,7,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,7,12,10,0,0,17,0,23,6,0,3,3,34,38,14,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,9,1,1,3,2,7,9,7,2,1,4,7,2,25,8,29,28,7,50,0,0,1,2,8,16,0,3,25,138,32,19,0.0,0.0,0.08712193712316743,0.0,0.21458835130064208,0.08724091526503347,0.07913909485089894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428601102998332,0.0,0.0,0.06071174442284565,0.0,0.13659404795111746,0.0,0.0,0.06242488629155751,0.0,0.0,0.07947588063168047,0.0,0.0,0.08387912655274908,0.06864886746891433,0.07454296246281683,0.05442272008755295,0.0,0.07596855558794284,0.0,0.0936912019802788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515317120642594,0.0,0.0,0.09061475780082412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625463992264765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581466876990986,0.0,0.09956798400687812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530845321936505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779910996209393,0.0,0.15187874917455702,0.0,0.09788814320249707,0.0,0.0,0.046643795870852,0.0,0.05073844641579103,0.0,0.0,0.09842873131243617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799750816743564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886531079218978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201588270507028,0.07935392179007764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727730577922363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611864161528,0.08723292936480541,0.0,0.0,0.07900775593476979,0.07497059385357031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611528135401586,0.0,0.059593407781827576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947092925223499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977565410820446,0.06562921648810077,0.0,0.06885629246520981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550314243113899,0.09082728785842144,0.0,0.08542648634329987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930163470525301,0.0,0.057193436535046285,0.0,0.0,0.0958505969368145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738512498487766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712971068215773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057205401083197764,0.0,0.0,0.10411682719061492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919055961667683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294099996493599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265816782667061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027117177611834,0.08276111371382508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498519516530446,0.0,0.0,0.06342015671044786,0.0,0.0,0.11498353358498532
adhd,djskunkie,2018/01/01,"Routines not Resolutions I woke up with the hangover of New Year's Eve. Not alcohol, the one of the OMG I now have all these resolutions to achieve, and how am I going to do them and I'm sure there is a 100 more things I need to fix about myself and which is the most important, and I've overslept and behind already and... GAHHHHHHHHH (yes, this was before meds).

While procrastin..., er um waking up, I scanned YouTube.  Luckily I ran across [this video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJlBq1ldcCc).  It's very true, maybe before I tackle resolutions I should work on taking all my meds daily, and remembering to comb my hair, make my bed, etc.",4.085645530939647,6.564777747899164,4.990435446906037,78.55202444614213,74.04201680672271,8.024751718869366,26.784568372803673,8.841846274778883,2.182791596638656,508,19,95,11,11,165,85,119,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.8685,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,5,1,7,3,2,2,4,20,14,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,2,13,2,13,10,5,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,5,63,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392154097961072,0.0,0.0,0.24701148191443276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809403561628752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963922899713184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721264541095234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494140161654717,0.0,0.22487597851141,0.0,0.4972684893017857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659734995703775,0.0,0.2161847328364295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167884106869164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25356552033740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096524917108764,0.0,0.16829878425650185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487084321495759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469030276321835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629571803708823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414473165158526
adhd,lifeisanoccasion,2018/01/01,"2018 Resolutions??? This year, I’ve decided to keep a daily checklist in a notebook that has what I need to clean around the house that day, how much money I’ve spent (so I can deter my impulsive buys), whether I took my lunch to work, too all of my meds (including my asthma meds I always forget).  

Hopefully this will be a helpful coping technique for keeping things at home straight. ",10.22187214611872,7.308143424657537,9.417808219178085,70.88187214611875,59.95890410958904,12.473059360730595,40.77168949771689,10.504223727775694,4.142437442922374,302,12,56,5,3,96,57,73,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.8638,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990176068811953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129216436417415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542518452702588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031786536650597,0.0,0.2399178692137765,0.23756052724823745,0.0,0.2759825591630453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42518981413403617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313519545152173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582542696602552,0.17734955118165371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890111232770404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26573869731879696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412648932156294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402460952972008
adhd,olrustyeye,2018/01/01,"Potential One thing we ADHDers are great at doing is seeing potential. We get excited and do the project half way then forget what we saw in the first place if we get that far at all.
2018 right now has a ton of potential. Those of who are newly diagnosed, won't be so new next year. We'll have new people join and they'll be unsure what's next for them. But more importantly all of our lives will be forever changed this year. We have some control but the most important controlling factor we have is our attitude. 
At least for me, this year I'm going in with great expectations for good things. If bad things happen then so be it, but I'll do my best to keep and open and positive mind about it.
We have the ability to see potential where others don't. Let's use it and keep our fires going this year and get some serious work done in our lives! ",3.5324776386404286,4.867018848837212,4.457209302325584,86.67204830053673,72.72093023255813,8.780679785330948,24.27728085867621,9.265573868473778,1.7197427549194986,670,19,144,15,13,217,103,172,0.048,0.777,0.17600000000000002,0.979,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,12,0,2,5,5,7,0,0,5,0,23,1,0,3,2,33,36,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,15,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,2,4,16,5,16,25,9,26,0,0,3,0,15,11,0,5,12,102,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232038124347717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117270333646567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230660401838782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017560731502525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653715664373814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766287065563518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442447715019385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108468228964072,0.0,0.15290408260782806,0.11283080206992348,0.0,0.2966223037309333,0.0,0.0,0.11895749826092596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391389462975144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755801863758918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375710565690999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358290295770057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984467299920444,0.2861316779963312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115569434825273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326072503281732,0.0,0.14054702141067868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488118618460552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439348333690975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681116290022735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161839513314388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677742592063104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793373169969044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465114318586388
adhd,Pperson25,2018/01/01,"Personal strategy to start doing work. Ask yourself in your head ""what does me doing work and being productive look like?"" Then try to imagine what doing work and being productive looks like. Personally I find that to be super helpful to finding the motivation to do work.

Also I got three essays due tomorrow that I haven't started yet so please pray for me.",4.622727272727276,7.1669749090909125,5.684848484848484,73.89727272727276,72.63636363636364,8.642424242424243,29.181818181818183,9.2995712137729,3.0955636363636363,288,12,46,7,6,95,48,66,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,1,0,6,14,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,3,7,10,0,7,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,8,33,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546547237832713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807944919388529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692377793253201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535117658909476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546724602588357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847497336196185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962591997351186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896216146989955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32479948946821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33772314744223475,0.0,0.21228525880787924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737663097456945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129980378074735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.563163844989197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ariviaci,2018/01/01,"-20F(-50 with windchill) and we have been stuck inside the house all weekend!!! Going nuts!! 4 year old cannot sleep in past 5am. Running around the house like his feet are on fire. So much energy!! 

I can’t even function when I first wake up but then just irritable depressed and restless because it’s nearly impossible to get out of the house.

Potty training a 20month old and she’s been running around pantsless since Friday. Extra diligent making sure she doesn’t pee in the house. So far successful but it means we are even more tied down. (3 day method seems to work wonders)

Can’t wait to go back to work tomorrow, but I know I’ll be impatient and ready to be off later. 

Can I ever be happy? I just want to enjoy moments like this but I’m so discontent everywhere I am. I love my family but I’m always waiting for the next thing and then disappointed when it comes that I keep “looking forward to the future” that I can never just be calm and satisfied. Stir crazy....

Edit: thank god for legos!!",1.5654251700680248,4.185665474489799,2.88683673469388,88.91113945578233,85.58163265306123,5.51156462585034,21.942176870748305,6.996647511020387,0.8272013605442177,787,27,152,11,24,254,130,196,0.114,0.682,0.204,0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,4,14,12,0,1,7,0,16,5,4,1,4,34,35,18,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,4,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,3,2,15,9,21,28,4,36,0,2,1,1,6,12,0,2,22,97,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076493407223337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370066868968816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023596121786469,0.0,0.08114756626380623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466946745935196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585017044285917,0.0,0.11465443586010765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584651663549428,0.12041295456708415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549190993907616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132301991050713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954871991212894,0.0,0.15130818290685374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417067068484012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144017195228242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832149544149625,0.0,0.0,0.0731582336885951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006957213142786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178568845479117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014429446296375,0.0,0.08885737425623258,0.0,0.0,0.14500465021326794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785712998619256,0.0,0.10266889538986053,0.0,0.14157262360598796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793701339037412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707630170096074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211857307126134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011667886367067,0.0,0.13321424953353894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546224632563416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255727367427452,0.0,0.0,0.08843775938623112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851651215101027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436091535309614,0.1938231437125653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572370046759385
adhd,La-la-la-la-lies,2018/01/01,"I probably can't be diagnosed. What to do? Woo.

So I'm pretty sure I have ADHD. Pretty much every official and unofficial symptom clicks with me on a daily. My therapist thinks I have it and when I told my doctor he thought I had it too. I know a few people diagnosed with ADHD and they think I have it.

In the UK, you have to see an ADHD specialist for an official diagnosis and then that's what allows for meds. So far I've been kicked out of college once, lost some jobs that should be easy and all of my personal projects over the years I've been unable to finish. It's impacted my relationships with a few people too.

There isn't any specialist in my area or in any of the towns or cities I can reasonably reach. I could get a private appointment *maybe*, but I can't afford it anyway by a long shot. If I could, I don't have the evidence required and doubt I'd be diagnosed because the process here is awful. 

I've tried therapy, exercise, dieting to the extent I can afford, meditation, supplements and things I can find online like bullet journals, pomodoro techniques and such.

Meditation helps a little but not much. Supplements can help but I also can't afford them anymore.

Any tips or advice? Thanks in advance.",2.0724112815744604,4.6713265774058605,3.9576197117619714,82.45455447078879,82.38912133891212,7.55747714241438,24.33302339996901,8.515128840125781,2.0795902990856963,968,37,181,24,27,326,137,239,0.039,0.848,0.112,0.9285,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,3,10,5,0,1,14,1,25,7,0,2,2,35,35,20,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,10,12,1,1,6,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,6,2,24,3,20,23,7,17,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,6,6,126,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439013982256667,0.11898745169244175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737551075652223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841334142579535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075826524815685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422687803900703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443905701164604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37076705638722296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463174495585212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259235294398862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129110032976132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361724187641105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323316683677186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083307839669878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691891746819488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948827988136182,0.122040624402469,0.0,0.10775828651106073,0.0,0.0,0.13292099641948918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232941466743025,0.0,0.13525358206669966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902272581086945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296758632154782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883318478734266,0.10632059329326833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24775777497467485,0.1312833782333278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519480825029153,0.0,0.1307301538282015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703102398326133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476217076230885,0.12656056748563174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121049493491844,0.1392490099028087,0.14137867235696594,0.08089532542065568,0.15604432569867618,0.0,0.09666789235428988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163517762916518,0.0,0.082670513661765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841273562012556
adhd,Ol_gray_balls,2018/01/01,"Has ADHD ruined your adult life because you weren't diagnosed as a child? Long story short I was recently diagnosed with major depression, general anxiety with lots of social issues, and adhd. The results of my evaluation revealed a 33 point difference in my verbal comprehension and my working memory. My doctor says that is related to my adhd. Do you guys and gals ever wonder what life could have been if you had been properly treated? I'm also new to this. How do you deal?",5.354918831168831,7.4363775113636414,7.012857142857148,67.17500000000003,69.3409090909091,10.483116883116883,30.75324675324676,10.608840637214634,4.068533766233768,383,16,58,12,7,132,68,88,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,11,5,0,2,1,14,13,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,11,1,8,7,2,7,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,3,4,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020243353462015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353202747861215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773750366161746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017880721852069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331812743305935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721467039560956,0.14381767107768598,0.3389577548949024,0.0,0.17445618469569274,0.0,0.17090877842751154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104091318848512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533420134160506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742813641914501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358826125556411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777003338572298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419584918094479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126812866592996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784792342349596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487036048183445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278739003237794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170212764068875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108022149319186,0.12156177351789466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PenguinWithKnees,2018/01/01,Vyvanse and breastfeeding I have a two month old baby who is exclusively breastfed. I'm going on 30 mg of Vyvanse (and possibly more depending on how effective 30 mg would be). I would hate to have to wean my baby so young so does anyone know if it transfers through milk?,2.182138364779877,4.812858943396229,3.885188679245285,82.94086477987422,82.20754716981132,7.3069182389937115,27.701257861635213,8.344100000000001,2.4066503144654097,216,10,40,5,6,72,41,53,0.069,0.8740000000000001,0.058,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,9,10,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352224998838957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943906605564288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118695948288086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321307178875062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487962767580104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685156063428995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530009114197233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792465787569669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286192254619169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477945533926507,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,amymonae,2018/01/01,"What were your favourite mobile or tablet apps of 2018? Especially for calendar/routine building and workout related, or any other app which you really enjoyed as well!",8.783571428571431,11.0650845,7.991428571428575,62.70357142857145,61.14285714285714,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.8336571428571435,138,8,18,4,2,43,27,28,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.7390000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244604692288651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940674468693804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6934252477089443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Purple-Brain,2018/01/01,"Vyvanse lately has been keeping me up all night no matter when I take it. This hasn’t happened before. Details in post. So I’m 22F, 5’6, 120ish lbs. I have been taking Vyvanse for 3 years. I used to take 20mg once a day but due to brain fog when it would wear off at about 4pm, I began taking 30mg by stirring it in water and drinking half in the morning and the other half in the evening. This was fine until about a month and a half ago. Now if I take Vyvanse after 2pm, I can’t sleep at all at night. But if I take half in the morning, it wears off by noon.
I try to solve this by taking vitamin C and magnesium at night, as well as Gabapentin (which I’ve been prescribed for anxiety but helps me sleep), and it doesn’t work anymore either! Magnesium used to knock me out but now it keeps me up even longer. I stop doing anything mind-intensive after like 8pm, and I don’t drink any caffeine after 2pm either. Today I went skiing for 4 hours so in theory I should be exhausted, but I’m still up, and I even only had about 15mg of the 30mg. I can’t take melatonin because it makes me feel like I can’t breathe, which is also new.

Does anyone have any insight? I’m at the end of my rope. I want to continue with Vyvanse because it helps with my anxiety and my brain fog, but I don’t know if I can live like this.",2.553028169014084,3.1919520492957787,4.157859154929579,90.54453521126759,74.28169014084506,6.947605633802817,24.76338028169014,6.961326702584282,0.7767047887323937,1018,30,235,9,20,342,141,284,0.044,0.845,0.11,0.9472,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0,9,0,21,12,7,3,2,37,43,25,0,6,11,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,11,3,3,3,3,0,1,8,1,1,4,7,1,26,5,41,33,4,45,0,0,0,0,2,17,0,3,29,150,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882577860060975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013398540670646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362858136985436,0.0,0.15331326046028454,0.0,0.0993765371801845,0.07006573854994175,0.0,0.08246026250310602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221682025665732,0.0,0.08526716298658897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237240715984908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462400227100851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769016171613088,0.0,0.0,0.19632570673244812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875197962805825,0.0,0.0,0.1985535782593139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066671137159831,0.07158654626683165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861104246953548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433073785764166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868184258627316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813380103210702,0.0,0.0,0.05507010452799849,0.0,0.11303572185590682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686545666916015,0.0,0.0884829426094769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688768497614858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117858970137147,0.0,0.07998275794146825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967787137894868,0.0,0.2821071058646227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671516534063644,0.0,0.07621049695082298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596879031221928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200554941707799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002392543570408,0.08377595376987274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027341397878369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498272184680967,0.0,0.0,0.06803268793014344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309007328191647,0.0,0.0,0.059103566520415735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009642257888437,0.09289113525160077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295050909532982,0.0,0.0,0.07118283080431552,0.0,0.0,0.06452880157511473
adhd,cameron2198,2018/01/01,"When I took some tests for ADHD... I hope some of you laugh/smile at this. As an adult, when I went to get diagnosed, they had me take some tests. For one of them, the psychologist sat me in front of the computer and told me to follow the directions on the screen and... something about pressing the spacebar to start or something.

I thought to myself, ""Oh, sure, this will be easy."" Letters started to appear and disappear on the screen, but no new instructions followed. I started to wonder, was I supposed to memorize these? Was there some kind of pattern or order to them?

I was patient and waited and tried to stay focused. Other than the letters, there was just a simple, white background.

After several minutes, the test program stopped making letters appear.

The psychologist asked me, ""[Are you] done already?""

""Well, yeah, but... it was just a bunch of letters that appeared and disappeared...""

Apparently I completed missed/skipped over the whole bit where you're supposed to press the spacebar every time a specific letter appears on the screen (or is that backwards? I've since forgotten). :) I had to take the test again. Had I been more attentive... and not so impulsive, I might've noticed that these instructions were given to me beforehand. Haha...",4.614717261904762,7.280983299107145,4.5842857142857145,81.19404761904767,73.15178571428572,7.480952380952381,31.20238095238095,8.418075326091056,2.718154166666667,985,46,165,18,21,304,133,224,0.03,0.903,0.067,0.8466,2,0,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,3,0,11,5,0,0,17,2,15,1,0,1,1,32,38,16,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,4,0,0,11,2,0,1,1,17,6,22,5,29,19,8,31,0,0,4,0,13,8,0,13,10,124,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983511393835002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213045585257095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429411296028928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801855965725528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730457768270572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675164597315176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889759019137626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905691563994807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622881903960285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392619994305965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186820934031202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016833170697536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175085888568986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940078426599075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790399511721784,0.0,0.0,0.11183826862186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864530469338651,0.0,0.13652632553085425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25411828451035273,0.0,0.0,0.3504575510097126,0.1759152318090101,0.0,0.13798439977820576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555227110410846,0.0,0.2481855018115187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310267146279514,0.09623864099370462,0.0,0.0,0.15770687264751312,0.1833702565568477,0.11205422542995523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483946196048163,0.15299769164809748,0.0,0.18426603320404375,0.0,0.0,0.1789834703226892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mnleichm1,2018/01/01,"Taking Yourself Seriously ... On vs. Off Meds. Hey... LONG time lurker.  26(m), student / chef.  Newly diagnosed /  medicated for a year to the day (+/- 3 days).  Happy New Year ADHDers!  It's crazy how much a year can allow a person to drastically change their life habits.  I've been prescrbied medication / CBT therapy since I was ~12 years old.  Up untill last year, 100% of those meds went right down the toilet and that CBT equated to me telling numerous therapists to go fuck themselves and that I'm fine.  After failing out of college twice, getting fired from several jobs , destroying relationships, turning to drugs and years of SEVERE alcoholism, I knew something needed to be done..... I got the courage to see a doctor.. explain my life and my history with this faux-disorder used as an excuse for laziness and drugs ;) After just ONE YEAR of help from medication, I am finishing college, on great terms with family / friends and am hiking from Mexico to Cananda on the Pacific Crest Trail.  OK anyway...
 I've been on a week vacation from meds, and for some reason.  I feel like TOO MUCH of a goofball... I can't stop laughing and joking and making fun of people who aretaking things seriously... everything seems SO absurd (and maybe they are) and dumb... I keep getting in trouble at work, as anything asked of me is met with a beautiful soliliqouy of me fighting their anger with my humor.  
    I know I live in my own world when I'm off meds, and I love it and wish it was the way things actually were.. but It's hard for me to put on my ""real-world"" hat and have to force myself to act angry over trivial shit in order to seem like I simply don't care.  
    Is it me or is it them?
   For example,  
    My executive chef (my boss), flipped a shit at work today because an order of scallops wasn't delivered... YES, THIS IS SERIOUS.  this is a huge err in the culinary world and it could cost the restaurant money and serious reputation.  BUT, in my unmedicated mind, I thought, ""scallops aren't in a place they should be HAHA"".  and the pure absurdidty of that idea manifested in me accidenttly BURSTING OUT LAUGHING....  I got sent home for something that wouldn't have happened on meds.  
Anybody have similar experiences of taking yourself / things seriously?  on / off meds?  any examples?  ",4.59470026674154,6.594731076372316,5.578467640039307,77.01730977116385,71.17183770883055,8.748027516495858,30.46195423276709,9.325443323948027,2.93475426084515,1767,76,314,40,34,581,240,419,0.122,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.9563,1,0,5,0,2,0,99.0,0,0,5,3,6,30,7,0,20,3,27,14,2,6,1,52,58,26,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,2,10,0,1,1,19,23,1,2,9,1,2,5,5,14,0,2,14,4,33,16,66,39,5,60,0,1,1,2,19,29,4,4,25,197,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0753980995602262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257125968340642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052541877529620085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635813353704153,0.0,0.07223100875184953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709915553987922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877535963505318,0.0,0.08173461297454925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168867417814864,0.0,0.0,0.09965722244012266,0.0,0.0,0.0784208978346455,0.0,0.0,0.08855074577835043,0.07908253850845595,0.0,0.07906745812407902,0.0,0.0,0.1792024248110583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943951532552807,0.07557859782243677,0.072837218136674,0.0,0.03906678283630596,0.05519711031758759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596936430314419,0.07142892606669841,0.08073405346727916,0.0,0.04391066774583593,0.0,0.12358947123681872,0.08518335941715804,0.0,0.0,0.06832392036789152,0.08224850767796593,0.06921298319957647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178814276731381,0.0,0.0775016610585973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722116672114211,0.0,0.0,0.07667217191564735,0.0686754116493542,0.0,0.0,0.04246203781787148,0.06298012231941111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914708982498864,0.07549415578167594,0.0,0.06822514842712818,0.06837582869143681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973338909196705,0.0,0.05157403337709483,0.0,0.07762164165783572,0.0,0.5149344550693048,0.2335047567005576,0.0,0.0,0.07801418099858988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359522899115168,0.05728995864133667,0.0,0.07462163800333547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107512027626895,0.0,0.05235579507622875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053564831504926094,0.06746356970557661,0.08072398662709407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776712288548408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794285855951987,0.0,0.0794398188681346,0.0,0.0829521598048497,0.0,0.0659826671827724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156906246790751,0.14067570582441702,0.0,0.1745716852898361,0.15861988995055548,0.06391322406976753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896254290140265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459580470554589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618517913281486,0.0,0.06753176628668182,0.0,0.08835762663680939,0.08970896062559823,0.1539914495299543,0.0,0.0,0.06133864467955074,0.0450530093890975,0.0,0.07323683079361289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404057808538784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673091780548694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132822606682181,0.061976175916817124,0.0,0.0,0.07162410407253031,0.0,0.0,0.08884929318566419,0.0,0.0,0.11249759929051854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482864442361759
adhd,AutumnSonata,2018/01/01,"Why can't I stay interested in one thing, stick on to it and work on it tenaciously? I'm 30 and I've been diagnosed with ADHD and recurrent depression. Since the vague memories of my childhood I can say without a second thought that my interests kept on shifting.

I'm talented in music, but I often get bored really fast, doing music. I love to read but I am often unable to sit and read a book peacefully. I'm fed up of this pathetic life. I still don't know what to do with my life, with all these ever-changing desires. 

If I had concentrated on music for years, I would have been great at it. But I never do that. I am completely unable to stick on to anything. I get bored of everything fast and I am highly intolerant to boredom. Life seems completely pointless despite my medications. My doctor tells me to start doing something, along with the medication. But I don't feel like doing anything. Can someone please help me?",3.0966176470588214,5.414233361111113,4.862745098039216,79.05794117647059,76.5,8.235294117647058,27.25490196078432,9.007467420416297,2.557686274509804,735,30,134,18,17,249,104,180,0.118,0.743,0.139,0.7909999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,4,0,18,9,0,0,2,27,31,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,9,10,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,2,20,6,27,24,1,19,0,1,0,1,4,10,0,4,8,95,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770244057963786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424285491131224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558224872150333,0.0,0.3088797565125635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686814936262866,0.14950507386675335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076645495958213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324010179467913,0.0,0.0,0.13238256835447967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447864555177261,0.10523021647447288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391497624317588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239733022100233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873120971115212,0.15562915754325066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095151006660807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121242712822581,0.07196270157762258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329428223221351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967758753316408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360583354236298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981340722123301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616897331199639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946771103748235,0.0,0.0943633152191441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713783366024187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409519892824753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218470018764756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480570548222587,0.1133977310573048,0.0,0.0,0.10425877380416526,0.15700080916254466,0.11763292735688108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287455510689427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785870719209044,0.0,0.0,0.11693870966689406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329141605509038,0.0,0.0,0.14199068471623688,0.0,0.10723520360111816,0.0,0.0,0.10463676606053177,0.0,0.0,0.09485552960296714
adhd,tocatta,2018/01/01,Just took 3-4 hours to finish one chemistry test... ***This*** is why I'm going into therapy in 2018. Taking that long on tests isn't sustainable realistically. I need to learn tools on how to manage my focus better -_-,-0.3102439024390229,0.789012243902441,2.7016829268292706,82.99545121951223,121.6829268292683,4.566829268292683,13.85609756097561,6.2581,0.0990565853658536,166,4,30,3,10,58,36,41,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,7,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,16,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31689822890772323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363721290377326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35286556981727635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170952276404508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656841288003544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428017777000296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694063569731947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097614942058888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39809829692418897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32332123871633056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HaxusPrime,2018/01/01,"My Whole Life I Have Never Considered the Possibility of Having ADHD. Need Advice. Let me start by making this clear. I have not been diagnosed to have ADHD by a doctor nor have I ever taken Ritalin or Adderall. That is my next step. I am not asking for a diagnosis from you fellow redditors. I am asking for advice on what to do about having ADHD that does not lead me to having to take a pill everyday for the rest of my life. 

I am not going to go into my symptoms because I do not need to prove anything. I have taken an ADHD online quiz to give me a good idea whether or not I might have the disorder. Please note I am not saying this online quiz gives me a proper diagnosis (I feel if I do not say this people would be criticizing me saying ""Oh you can't get diagnosed from an online quiz... Yes, I know that). 

I have taken Modafinil in an attempt to combat my symptoms. I will tell you that it has SOME, but truly does very little for me. I need to focus and maintain focus and am desperate for it. My whole life I thought I was just lacking will power or I was suffering from some nutrient deficiency or something which was causing this. 

What can I do without having to go to someone else for help or prescription? IF you cannot answer that question then please give some answer. What has helped you or even fixed the disorder once and for all, if you have something to share? Thank you SO MUCH!



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adhd,ItsNotAlrightt,2018/01/01,"Long term side effects of ADHD medication? Hey, I’m in my 20s and my therapist thinks I have ADHD. After looking into it I think I agree. He wants to put me on medication, but I’m concerned about the long term effects of the medication. The particular drug he wants me to try is Modafinil. Are there any negative long term effects of that medication? 

If that medication doesn’t work out he said we can’t try others. Any medications that I should avoid trying?",3.048207070707072,5.628059022727271,4.8506060606060615,77.70146464646466,78.0909090909091,8.002020202020201,26.823232323232325,8.841846274778883,2.4227989898989906,366,15,68,9,9,124,56,88,0.096,0.884,0.02,-0.8243,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,0,6,7,0,3,0,15,14,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,11,12,3,13,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,7,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998988780591024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969592176896414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469372856157772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312528926084436,0.10477547754961992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7541566230365608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542843342455715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868495721776175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486772723067054,0.0,0.15989531118337674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25413216626337715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718530019126147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083413415155396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,questinforsuccess,2018/01/01,"What do you prefer? Reading paperback/hardback or on a tablet, i.e. iPad or Kindle? I find that physically holding a book makes the act of reading more immersive. I bought an Amazon Fire 7 tablet and I feel really guilty for not using it that often but then again I can't seem to focus when reading on a display.",2.802185792349725,5.193939737704921,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,77.85245901639344,6.689617486338799,24.92076502732241,7.793537801064563,1.5950306010928959,248,9,45,4,6,82,50,61,0.077,0.898,0.025,-0.413,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,7,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,31,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286204815884146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823885412098124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859940607182368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8478572996687838,0.0,0.18100404999838846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572162077496424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402612401325155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TimHatesChoosingName,2018/01/01,"Taking my meds really feels like trading in happiness, sociability and 'freedom' for increased productivity and decreased weight. Are there any ways to overcome this personal struggle? Hello everybody. Recently my parents have decided to lower my dose of concerta from 48 mg to 36 mg (or something similar to that). However, when my dose was lowered, my parents instantly noticed that I became more socialable and I actually had a conversation with them instead of the sarcastic snarks that I usually gave. I have also started getting a lot less panic attacks when my dose was lowered (in fact, I can't even recall the last time that I had one), so that's quite positive as well.

However, I have also noticed that I have been slacking off on school tasks quite a lot. Even though I still do my work, I tend to procrastinate on it a lot more than I was before. Additionally, I have started to gain a lot more weight since I dropped to 36 mg. [This](https://i.imgur.com/YqAok52.png) is my 5-day-average weight. The red line represents the point at which I lowered the dose of concerta. 

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Does anybody experience this personal struggle with medication, or it is just me?",7.825261389096344,8.962624849514564,8.118155339805828,65.0831926811053,62.64077669902913,11.775354742345035,40.603435399551906,11.51311941424646,5.313894398805079,933,51,145,28,13,306,123,206,0.091,0.809,0.1,0.7123,8,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,4,13,7,1,3,10,0,16,8,0,0,1,16,23,12,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,11,6,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,1,7,5,24,3,22,16,9,19,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,6,10,110,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.11097814224176697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188995743102648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733616619174881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937737811062705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677068079904266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334252104421451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952056983510528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022715482521568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124381686665584,0.0,0.0,0.05750223159235787,0.08124439204554085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941605505778909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210612288306724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270017432713286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555976349290236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867360440749531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263216392570143,0.11456488626986434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895087614120177,0.0,0.0,0.07706227221959817,0.0,0.0,0.13343051836870173,0.25255391240109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859868295333946,0.0,0.0,0.10750586437652287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419187775517728,0.0,0.0,0.0728544560035269,0.0,0.11228865245261883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150946797090778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940736028270698,0.0,0.0,0.11592721609676712,0.0,0.08755023060633332,0.0,0.0,0.1609887535523175,0.0,0.0908200703926657,0.0,0.0,0.23777786914775206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550623564382594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173317519469576,0.0,0.06631333300926405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525083243366675,0.0,0.0,0.09026875525479852,0.0,0.4154552959442364,0.10225146287426233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827923690964381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,agrady262,2018/01/02,"Today, I started my quarterly goal. I will lose 10 lbs by March 31st. A challenging, but doable, short-term, well-defined goal with a rapidly approaching deadline. Vague goals with far off deadlines never get done. I'm putting my deadline anxiety to work.",4.317333333333334,7.436381622222225,3.9155555555555566,83.02000000000002,77.22222222222223,7.1555555555555586,33.44444444444444,8.238735603445708,3.1222444444444446,203,11,33,4,5,61,38,45,0.135,0.833,0.032,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,5,3,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,16,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793314430455004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736654520371798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907708132990908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084987616499626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28161882344907435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670670023915783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584482882388566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461104496532665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32830511407350005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658265947162619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrgoodcat1990,2018/01/02,"Ive read the hippocamous is larger in adhd Which is related to spatial memory this must be why I can drive all over the country and never get lost and remember every route and shortcut , yet i cant remember half the names of streets lol 

(Spelling is wrong , tiny little buttons) 



( A few studies worth looking at  besides 100% negative that they stuff down your throat  ) 

The ADHD brain is different , but not all is negative.

I'd rather hear about the whole picture than cherry picking the worst of it to push medication for the pharmaceutical industry ",7.627333333333333,8.295303600000004,7.666,69.78633333333336,63.0,11.066666666666668,37.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,4.409466666666666,440,21,72,11,6,142,79,100,0.141,0.8140000000000001,0.045,-0.9227,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,8,1,10,3,2,1,4,14,14,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,2,5,3,0,1,1,2,5,0,11,11,5,10,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752465800933742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072302114477851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065772933541493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658922101890264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330152748663916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228469413819943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981692783960957,0.0,0.0,0.16603659108485827,0.0,0.21583680084487744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918400399520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249531166840286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777539756088466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479607183214765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263442608863929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178413253143344,0.22074943047914392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617784913466326,0.0,0.0
adhd,GetEatenByAMouse,2018/01/02,"How do I deal with self-doubt caused by my family? Hello, guys.

I've been diagnosed with ADHD by my therapist a few months ago, after she had the thought of it for a long time. 
When the test results showed that I actually have ADHD, it was a great relief, because it made me realise that it's not me being ""dumb"" and ""not being able to do anything right"" - it's a mental condition that makes certain things very hard.

But my family, especially my brother, tend to react kind of annoyed when I try to explain something by talking about ADHD.
Recently, my brother and I had a conversation about that. He said that I should not talk about ADHD that much, because I am GetEatenByAMouse, not ADHD (which is obviously true) and he thinks that I talk about it way too much. When I talked about how I'm trying to see the good things that come with ADHD, for example being more creative, he interrupted me (irony!) and said that I was creative and ADHD had nothing to do with it.
And he said that he thinks ADHD is more like a collection of symptoms that some guy bundled together as to explain these symptoms. 
And while I get what he's trying to say...

It makes me anxious. I talk much about ADHD because it's ""new"" and I'm still learning so much. I talk about it because that helps me see myself not as a failure, but as someone who struggles. 
And everytime he or one of my family asks ""so it's absolutely certain that you have ADHD"" or ""but we never noticed it before?"", I start to doubt myself.
What if I could do better?
What if I unknowingly use ADHD as a way to get out of resposibilities?
What if I don't actually *have* ADHD and my therapist ist wrong?

And I know these doubts have no reason behind them. But i just can't stop thinking them.

Do any of you have similar problems? If so - how do you deal with it?


-> TL;DR: My family makes me doubt if my ADHD-struggle is actually real. What can I do to stop doubting myself?",2.6230952380952397,4.745709616402117,4.386550264550266,82.8491904761905,77.17460317460319,6.965502645502646,25.08571428571429,7.957251820313856,1.571950476190476,1497,54,288,25,35,505,166,378,0.09,0.833,0.077,-0.8369,1,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,1,3,2,1,19,18,2,5,11,0,30,3,0,12,5,73,55,36,0,8,17,2,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,37,19,0,2,9,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,11,7,44,9,40,39,8,21,0,0,2,0,37,2,1,13,17,213,81,2,0.05045528736346274,0.0,0.14771124661211066,0.0,0.7882868560134139,0.0,0.04472556794987295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03431132559268157,0.0,0.0,0.057000113194147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152040243103156,0.0,0.047168882721699376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302829947088363,0.0,0.042933733338796735,0.0,0.0,0.04462360146754618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183147867083485,0.0,0.04346276244715987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028444137562609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403437157499314,0.0,0.05121105459845935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025901808276424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272161036444043,0.0,0.0,0.04231950120557759,0.0,0.05562713244102948,0.0,0.09991733411761447,0.0,0.0,0.04519802704923703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381911556791735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052541417520240136,0.027728906415200216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024649904810781102,0.0,0.0,0.04465134158136489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774201286111961,0.10103788832051598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508470624521328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027292900199607,0.0,0.1483617666876629,0.0,0.03891422808450385,0.04873003094242829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841320901186777,0.05744367907869531,0.0,0.0,0.03418980851058271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482788958714348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057429163087782176,0.0,0.051876438725883565,0.04981850930019762,0.0,0.0,0.04308853972539072,0.14398359728160118,0.04012406963837424,0.0,0.0,0.0804126631212069,0.0,0.052635868609387564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042750601249465836,0.038842945234706466,0.0,0.0,0.035712512087797785,0.0,0.04029365766421302,0.08436575894813797,0.0,0.10549364273933974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488472511025454,0.0,0.2433242926226071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716495493982808,0.06704050193527547,0.09698913254188808,0.0,0.04005586225630047,0.029420883812307914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276748444323497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357716845256957,0.0,0.04163089618001686,0.0,0.080098117217606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516493612824167,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cloudian_,2018/01/02,"I'm completely fixated on success while knowing full well I don't have the drive to achieve it and it kills my motivation I don't know if this has been covered a lot before (I barely use reddit past looking at pictures anyway) but I've always been fixated on being super successful and imagining myself on chat shows and stuff, sometimes I rehearse answers to questions I might be asked (yes I am that sad). But every time I think about how I might get there or about anything I have enough passion with to pursue my mind is just completely blank or reminds me of my terrible work ethic and it completely kills any of the little motivation I had in the first place. I think it's more I like the idea of success without any of the leg work. I've been diagnosed recently but its still very hard to shake the thought im just lazy and useless. Dunno if this will resonate with anyone but just something that's been on my mind.",5.368020257826888,6.276778209944755,5.808522099447515,80.28342771639043,68.00552486187846,8.685267034990794,32.21040515653775,8.841846274778883,2.6580383057090247,740,31,138,12,12,238,112,181,0.113,0.725,0.163,0.8986,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,10,10,13,2,1,7,1,17,3,1,4,0,38,27,15,2,2,12,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,11,2,0,2,3,6,1,1,6,2,18,7,19,16,4,17,0,2,1,1,3,9,0,9,7,98,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194189669456037,0.0,0.0,0.18297355661177336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406831886017847,0.0,0.11070886323287953,0.0,0.12576981629112335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447733003496513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231646005916331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654775261318453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900813405195073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334951410976835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443335706459667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028772855645209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051478073464456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187092503307442,0.14531828912333614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976807686685569,0.0,0.1478711923862944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572583069090604,0.13483700374066873,0.0,0.0,0.11297349737757335,0.0,0.0,0.11437480182123305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854356477768777,0.27167914118446684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842658515066732,0.0,0.0,0.1405579285657803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070729626766152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132834707990678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356976473661098,0.13305617700685307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743790460387884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154007635284495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240611010440604,0.0,0.10680385344467516,0.07844703835849387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619296778987932,0.0,0.11100348073724553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209609601313326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968462132120973,0.0,0.19588266369876267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,e1yK,2018/01/02,"A little poem I made... I am fishing inside my head

Waiting for thoughts to reel in

And slip out of my hands",1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,79.0,4.6000000000000005,24.54347826086957,3.1291,0.180408695652174,83,3,18,0,2,28,21,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421531334798719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294611295768572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49985788948188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41938405125597583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LtKetchup,2018/01/02,"Is it ok to game while studying on Ritalin? I'm taking Ritalin to study and I feel like I need a break. Would it be a bad idea to play a game and then go back to studying?

My friends thinks it's all I'll think about because it raises my dopamine levels, or something.",1.5399999999999991,3.1632742280701787,2.9331929824561414,94.33768421052632,78.64912280701755,5.963508771929827,25.43508771929825,6.742157984588678,0.7766940350877185,209,8,48,2,5,68,41,57,0.06,0.758,0.182,0.7236,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,10,10,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604894298822604,0.2828546851478157,0.2065080437731613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128979930872765,0.24201383534286655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617290545194365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252799743485768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382424532005569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550350264326813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511900086372142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607979032240674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547091745396232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43413395919738657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406489877204297,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,squardothegreat,2018/01/02,"Will I get a new script the day my dose upgrades? I am prescribed 20mg ir twice a day. Last time I was in my doctor told me at my next visit if I feel like I need to up the dose to 30mg ir twice a day I can.

Well I still have about a week and a half until my 30 day prescription of 20mg is up but if I get switched to 30mg twice a day at my app tomorrow will he get me a new prescription for that day? Or will I have to wait the week and a half to get my dose change? I also pay out of pocket so insurance isnt a factor.
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adhd,BlitheCynic,2018/01/02,"I am beginning to suspect that my coworkers hold me to a different standard than they hold themselves. I got called into my manager's office the other day and confronted (although very gently) with a laundry list of ""complaints"" that have been lodged against me. When I was called in, a bunch of things ran through my head that I was expecting to get shit for. I thought maybe they would ask me to wear headphones when I am playing my music (my job is with animals and has minimal public interaction so it is not weird to play music while cleaning, feeding, grooming, etc), or that my podcasts were too racey, or that my buttcrack shows too much, or that my style of banter is inappropriate, or that my work style is too disorganized (even though the work gets done). As much personal dispute I would have with some of these, at least they are things I know I do and I can see why people might have problems with. 

Instead I got a laundry list of things that almost all fell into one or more of the following categories:

- Mistakes I made once or twice that were characterized as things I do all the time.

- Mistakes I made that I have seen countless other people make countless times with the same frequency.

- Mistakes I used to make regularly but have since fixed on my own.

- Mistakes that were made but not by me.

- Outright falsehoods (for example, that I never do the laundry, which I typically do at least twice a day)

Of course I said as much, but my reluctance to fall into the pettiness by naming names (and oh could I name names) may have cost me some credibility.

I have really come to dislike the culture among my coworkers, since I have always gotten a strong impression that people deliberately overreact to others making mistakes in order to make themselves look better. When I first started the job, I struggled a little bit due to my symptoms, which were untreated at the time. After getting medication, I was able to step up my game and become an employee who is - I believe - on par with my peers.

However, I think some people have seized on my poor first impression and fanned the flames deliberately to turn me into a can't-do-nuthin-right scapegoat for all of their bullshit. A friend of mine, trying to help I am sure, has been telling people I have ADHD, but I think that in the average person's head, all they hear is either ""making excuses"" or ""stupid."" I am a highly intelligent person. I am not stupid even if I do brainfart things sometimes, and I know it is obvious I am not stupid. But people at work do tend to treat me as if I am, giving me ""tips"" that insult my intelligence and always assuming I will do astonishingly dumb things. I also think this has created a mentality where any time I mess up it is the rule, while when other people do it, it is the exception. This is the only reason I can think of why I get such strong reactions to mistakes everybody makes and why people tend to view isolated incidents of me making mistakes as trends.

It is really frustrating, and I am beginning to feel as if there is a conspiracy against me. My civility toward my coworkers is beginning to wane, as I am tempted to throw them under the bus for every little thing they do, like they do to me. I have not done this, but I am finding it harder to let things slide or happily pick up others' slack when they make mistakes (like everybody does sometimes) as I have always done. Because I have always done that in the mentality of teamwork and community and having each other's backs, but clearly the sense of comraderie is not reciprocated. I am struggling to keep my head above water and not descend into paranoia and pettiness, especially since I do not know the specifics of who said what, what exactly they said, and how or why they said it. But I am certain now that there is at least some aspect to it that is personal, and I am definitely done trying not to take it personally.
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adhd,made08,2018/01/02,"Having trouble with concerta so I've been on 36mg of perscription concerta for about half a year now, and I only take it as needed, which means I really only take it while school is in session. when I first got perscribed the drug I was on 18 and I worked my way up to 36. today after not taking anything for about 2 weeks (and also missing a couple days of my zoloft) I took my regular 36mg at 7:30 ish this morning and it's making me feel crazy. I felt so hyper and pretty happy at first, then anxious and restless, then like I was going to cry, and now (4:30 pm) I just feel irritated and angry. maybe it's because i was behind on my antidepressant but today was just awful and i don't know what to do. i've felt like shit the past two weeks (tired, anxious, depressed, low motivayoon/energy) from not taking concerta and today i took it and was all over the place. am i developing an addiction? is that even possible? i feel so stressed out. normally the concerta makes me feel clear, awake, and focused. i get shit done when I take it and when I don't, I feel stagnant. I just need some perspective on this because the more I think about it, the more it stresses me out. 

also for reference i have ADD, generalized anxiety disorder, and what my therapist describes as ""low grade major depressive disorder"" also known as dysthymia. i am perscribed 36mg concerta as needed and 150mg sertraline(zoloft) daily",3.1306569343065713,5.319461,4.747903649635038,80.54344671532847,75.86131386861314,8.033635036496351,26.288467153284675,8.841846274778883,2.25265798540146,1110,42,206,25,25,373,146,274,0.214,0.7290000000000001,0.057,-0.9921,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,18,14,2,3,9,1,16,6,2,2,2,47,42,32,0,4,6,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,19,0,0,12,0,0,3,4,11,0,4,12,7,30,3,30,30,5,37,0,5,0,0,0,14,2,1,21,143,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488037061890704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308112976587185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359847056054418,0.21737417059160413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917057120863648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729439231852665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645176363562016,0.1056794160132092,0.062045875410489365,0.0,0.16572674942727258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205242492432718,0.0,0.0,0.09845367020414933,0.0,0.0,0.11157015067086616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354414328039311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432270016361797,0.0,0.18474856564466802,0.0,0.0,0.1636680926814053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050264445467806326,0.0,0.0546769366723317,0.0,0.07694592270033647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241466770061568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287312336456282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940042451346525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843850033064227,0.0,0.09665336017875473,0.1047981665576572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400991613637568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426291859265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463402708780714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918409403533035,0.0,0.0,0.10051635584991374,0.0,0.0,0.10845949549059,0.0,0.0978776099224229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163298501245595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736712150015377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975112227397452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041072159258904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616803164141621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117043172164394,0.0,0.061645878289404765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110576363134339,0.2735803688454075,0.0,0.21378013438607285,0.0,0.0,0.09398074339636532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636503166591099,0.15434369913987234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004020239228011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061954472676074276
adhd,worriedhighschooler2,2018/01/02,"I’m a high schooler in need of assistance on choosing a psychiatrist for diagnosis After a couple months of persuasion, I was finally able to get my mom’s permission to seek out a possible diagnosis due to my ADHD symptoms. The problem is, my mother doesn’t speak English and so part of the deal was that I had to find a psychiatrist or psychologist on my own. I’m 16 years old (which I believe makes me still a child) and am looking for a diagnosis and medication if ADHD is confirmed, since I plan on applying to colleges near the end of the year. I read on the sidebar that psychiatrists can prescribe, so I searched for some in my area (Atlanta). 
I have my list narrowed down to [Dr. David Tascarella](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/psychiatrists/david-w-tascarella-atlanta-ga/317696), [Michael Joseph Rosen](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/psychiatrists/michael-joseph-rosen-roswell-ga/261191), and the [Atlanta Center for Adult ADHD](http://atlanta-adhd.com/diagnosis-add.php). I would greatly appreciate insight as to who to choose or even recommendations for other psychiatrists. Thank you.",11.19602209944751,11.996280011049723,9.91872375690608,56.188361878453065,55.519337016574575,12.76486187845304,45.17182320441989,12.161744961471696,5.9685023204419885,906,49,131,25,10,283,115,181,0.018000000000000002,0.945,0.037000000000000005,0.4201,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,13,0,10,3,0,1,0,17,17,10,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,16,2,28,13,3,22,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,4,9,86,21,2,0.134946943693579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487200086166013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203899417293426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931622646505446,0.0,0.0,0.1391243734476669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952293773755653,0.0,0.0,0.08913118359467156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782778066181934,0.12333906176591497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705042083501938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877948182673245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257885511359994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332144544635946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007813279565503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594484863275832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804822947976555,0.10771336298727376,0.0,0.0,0.10006144884227408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160411688710242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613438953648314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213240286363375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291260001319225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498346225304866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116295063265668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776880355176573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026154475952482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424101505937077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246491153688874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958624369829548,0.0,0.0,0.17380281465864394
adhd,Sak17f2,2018/01/02,"What are some tricks for word retrieval problems? This is apparently common with adhd. I have read some of the tricks online, but they are all aimed at parents of young children with adhd. So, for those of us that do have Adhd, what do you guys do to help you?

I want to say that I don't take medication, and I don't intend to. I have in the past, many different kinds, but I don't like the way I feel. I know a lot of people say medication helps, but I would like some alternative tips, if at all possible. Mainly, I want to help others understand me in a conversation, and not get impatient with me. My fiance's family struggles more than those who chose to be around me (I can see the impatience in their eyes as I stutter and stammer) and it's something I'm mildly selfconcious about, even though my therapist says that I am very well spoken (probably because I struggle so often to find my word that I have to rework my path with more colorful disruptions).",6.859999999999999,6.153135449735447,7.389465608465611,75.7467380952381,64.87301587301587,10.946243386243387,32.127513227513234,10.355215969177356,3.0608471957671965,756,25,149,16,10,250,112,189,0.117,0.785,0.098,-0.3856,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,2,0,8,11,2,2,6,0,17,3,1,1,2,32,26,12,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,0,2,12,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,7,27,4,26,24,9,10,0,0,3,0,16,6,0,6,5,112,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701476475751302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608395979704368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794908442722049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624061358324605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612820268841738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292984657061687,0.0,0.06593433608437915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918355936439083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812880186564604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291168500352533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622138217559525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579190010443895,0.07166462321820119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741405046257373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108617161449874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220548982554325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627292717380317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479415910087484,0.0,0.1244818911310254,0.09040318517005612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700680391389226,0.0,0.0,0.14059363468298233,0.12477552595152215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043564022872378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110987814909318,0.0,0.0,0.10391219758660332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003885617863579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726455218113483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804483621118124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140485932646672,0.0,0.0,0.1281176838020488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357513652906414,0.1568555677340883,0.0,0.0,0.10759394706390256,0.15382701238142818,0.10350572981378788,0.0,0.0,0.11724557693804415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263266872142327,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chunky_Sax_Player,2018/01/02,"My medication lowers my heart rate? I was officially diagnosed around a week ago and prescribed 18mg concerta. Normally I'm a very anxious person with racing thoughts that make it almost impossible to focus. I'd actually gone to the doctor before because my resting heart rate was so fast and was scared that there was something wrong with me (around 120-150 bpm). So naturally I was very hesitant to try meds because I knew that they usually increase heart rate and anxiety, so I was very suprised to find they actually had the opposite effect on me! My resting heart rate is now down to around 80 bpm and my anxiety is completely gone. I'm very surprised and happy that such a low dose is so effective for me and that I'm actually able to think clearly and not be a complete mess all day. Has anyone else noticed this effect? ",7.242222222222222,7.4082112547770755,7.823524416135883,70.04226468506725,63.8407643312102,11.308987968860581,37.189667374380754,10.980518767755715,4.261010474168435,665,31,117,17,9,221,92,157,0.111,0.784,0.105,0.5145,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,10,6,0,1,6,0,12,8,4,4,2,25,21,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,11,0,14,2,14,9,4,15,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,71,21,1,0.1113607862996206,0.0,0.32601619032564555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987146179292544,0.0,0.11151174144681696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703813934226675,0.12580599093097616,0.0,0.07786605104794489,0.11410228557283918,0.0,0.2974041289932033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576900342959947,0.0,0.0947598270315056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335193314150599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181849451526316,0.0,0.0,0.11302885396797878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398248353821253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302764744934153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178174120710601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854562776135315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278522717853256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433418958567407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123696729086661,0.1121842764479534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910992643992201,0.0,0.12678499329643994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723594321106316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114915741321625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573097388921798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135549530932596,0.0,0.08840802520136079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560666398344641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264817317564815,0.3675372453687976,0.0,0.0,0.08932690559047528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175553810952933,0.0,0.0
adhd,Black_r00m_boy,2018/01/02,"Love Vyvanse, but want to try Strattera after bad side effects of long term use. So I've been on Vyvanse 30 mg for 2 and a half years now, moving back down to 20 mg twice in that time, to sometimes give my body a break. I prefer the 30 mg, but it is the highest dose I can take as I find it to be very strong (in a good way) when I take it, but also because I am a naturally very underweight person. 

However, recently I have been finding that when I take my Vyvanse, I have a very very high resting heart rate (105-110+ bpm), and every so often I get a very slight ache in my chest right where my heart is. I do have a history of heart disease in my family, and I'm sure the fact that I am very underweight does not help my high heart rate.

 I absolutely love the effects of Vyvanse, and since I am a grad student, I kind of rely on it to help with my ADD. But I don't not want to hurt my body more than I possibly already have, or risk having a heart attack because it is a stimulant drug. I have been on Ritalin and Adderal briefly about 4 and 5 years ago, but neither of them were as good as the Vyvanse. 

I have considered going to my doctor to ask about moving to Strattera, and she has mentioned it before- but I know that for a lot of people it does absolutely nothing, or has very negative effects. 
Has anyone had experiences moving from Vyvanse to Strattera that they would care to share?",8.2815625,5.077082364583337,8.683888888888893,75.55000000000003,63.89583333333334,11.683333333333335,38.236111111111114,9.516144504307137,3.36922361111111,1083,41,231,15,12,364,145,288,0.09,0.78,0.131,0.9043,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,4,11,13,1,1,16,0,26,14,8,5,2,35,41,23,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,5,0,31,9,36,34,5,31,0,1,0,2,12,13,0,4,12,154,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461019699069926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288190846360538,0.06730942898600324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885249347506535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868608031185836,0.09575369159822664,0.0,0.06472029449785809,0.07027708775415553,0.10261653545955077,0.0,0.07162109837361777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698420796958545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581528047233039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614991101287453,0.14731264601021773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760860767711232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709154965282465,0.0,0.0,0.08233283351399445,0.07934646483596179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385676246978733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397450848881805,0.080741986690354,0.04783483421457412,0.14119290000006576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986997215563849,0.11283259174714205,0.17785704488381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010399951221387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764842328551875,0.04625674451565304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448637421482088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155695306834613,0.15193051154413198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837302657545703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807618377339714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835176202741115,0.07349258934227093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488721024881573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310612839699638,0.0,0.0,0.07187934294218629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962495982052519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324468730808679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793277090224434,0.0,0.1898524572950442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907926355092835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714481007926596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269446250938748,0.0,0.4861341409594022,0.0992893912198332,0.06680894819365486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059790807492332385,0.0,0.0,0.10840336381943078
adhd,sirlordbaron,2018/01/02,"ADHD Empowerment What is something that, despite your disabilities and shortcomings, makes you proud to be who you are? What makes you different and valuable? All too often we fall into the trap of thinking that we are inherently broken and unwanted, but I believe we all have something to contribute regardless of who we are or how we function in society. 

What makes you, you? ",6.86454545454545,9.040685454545457,7.079212121212122,67.8188181818182,65.66666666666666,10.734545454545453,37.44242424242424,10.793553405168565,4.835827878787878,304,16,46,9,5,98,44,66,0.08199999999999999,0.86,0.059,-0.1506,3,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,5,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,2,21,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,2,6,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,0,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691906164279707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34610537202017033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32095506403625523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6151683487196963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729899026322397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683917753136573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nowlan101,2018/01/02,"So I tested positive for weed during my monthly doctors appointment. I've got another appointment in a little over a month, if I fail that they're gonna take my script away. Any advice? Long story short, I've been smoking weed every night for last 4 months. My doc does drug screens during monthly checkups to make sure my adderall is being taken. They found weed and called me this morning. They said I need to take another, if I fail I'll lose my script. 

I tried to get more time to be clean but the nurse seemed to turn more against me as I said that, so I lied and said I smoked about two weeks ago. I'm pretty sure I'm fucked because I know it takes up to 60 days for weed to leave your system if you're a regular user. Any advice? I'm trying not to panic.


Edit: I live in New York ",3.0945528455284546,4.119567073170734,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,73.39024390243901,6.930081300813008,23.422764227642283,7.1686216300943375,0.711530081300813,616,16,134,6,12,200,105,164,0.113,0.785,0.102,-0.4436,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,3,7,1,1,4,0,4,4,0,1,2,14,24,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,7,4,20,2,19,14,2,20,0,3,1,1,7,7,1,4,12,63,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437216202435201,0.11054393665558768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960808668266047,0.26152926333485155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171649596175258,0.0,0.0,0.07601933953525496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273382989641553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042475648423845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764140412441044,0.10913065818034573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144618834680786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506979571566144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673318758442962,0.0,0.11528826198816587,0.06515349746971558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973841217789317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853490329571812,0.1016516590943422,0.0,0.1320451604996521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498771211515072,0.11011727627969106,0.11036047839324152,0.0,0.13951360049933614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324191611410785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981550881608676,0.0,0.0,0.0924675775604714,0.0,0.12044138734609235,0.0,0.1170277012375322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631508154593284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687036634089224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35587057665046784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352723974396148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506699070377804,0.0,0.2812891382091812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271680306316625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933375115965527,0.13564381711266213,0.12181919187786296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003126183712664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,peejsmom,2018/01/02,"Smoking and Ritalin? I’ve always been a social smoker or when I drink. Not ever buying my own pack unless I’m heavily drinking. 
Well, I drank a few days after I started my meds and it wasn’t a lot but I smoked a cigarette and now it’s like I have this need to. 
If I’m working and stuff, I don’t need breaks but during my lunch or at home, I crave it. 
Does anyone else have this issue? 
Is it my meds making me crave it?
My meds still make me feel slightly geeked but not as bad. It’s been 3 weeks. ",-0.6878757939308393,1.3308317155963325,1.861651376146792,96.64938602681723,89.64220183486239,4.454763585038815,15.724064925899787,5.873414542411696,-0.6885968948482706,383,8,90,3,13,131,70,109,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.8448,0,0,5,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,2,1,20,16,13,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,14,2,5,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,9,59,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412028868841428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211088401293947,0.1774688105517358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461879324082474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170278258014188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157270865888114,0.0,0.0,0.33934957544196553,0.0,0.0,0.14469040526556085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566736794400655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757756321959423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373856069548482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078083619392624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461912807592724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725254747231095,0.0,0.0,0.2312311299088827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771745395793072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685836460005895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656050583496802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259526588308566,0.0,0.1383215961566046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827808454937496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893446223116165,0.0,0.15573193780807673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609517470634865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alpha_Kangaroo,2018/01/02,"It's hard to tell people I'm ADHD Just recently I've been diagnosed with ADHD and after so much doubt from my parents, friends, doctors and even myself, I have a hard time telling others that I'm diagnosed with ADHD. I think my parents believe I'm being overdramatic but they see it helps so they haven't said much about it. My friends think that having ADHD means that you have to be super hyper-active all the time and don't even realize there is different types of ADHD. Previous doctors thought it was just depression, and I thought that maybe I was just lazy. Does anybody else have this problem?",4.666513409961689,6.436802586206897,5.102183908045976,81.43898467432952,70.55172413793103,7.914176245210728,30.13026819923372,8.515128840125781,2.3982118773946364,484,20,87,8,9,154,71,116,0.135,0.746,0.12,0.0447,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,9,6,0,1,2,0,12,4,0,0,1,19,22,7,0,1,4,2,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,4,11,3,8,14,3,4,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,1,4,59,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6779708823240455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711556253293188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097176330885286,0.2290307630416865,0.0,0.11787850409436612,0.0,0.23096310598299974,0.0987342467132944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425112407727217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490401933200851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433721099516905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213875117848026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562447116787271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113348254791266,0.12289991018073165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587926619124116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25055845577183605,0.0,0.0,0.07821890956693897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795864727786228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140144728602087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073227691737612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899072169928432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722870292564398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458789029695274,0.0,0.1791414913984056,0.13157876793844428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,notkiel,2018/01/02,"Do you also have 2 different personalities? I think one of the struggles of having ADHD is self awareness and fitting in. 

I️ have 2 different personalities. The first one I️ show to my family. The second one I️ show to strangers/friends/workmates, basically everyone that I’m not related with. 

The first one, I️ act “myself”. I️ don’t feel the need to “fit in” or “act normal”. I️ just act how I️ want to act (boring, quiet, weird). People may see this as weird or socially awkward and that’s the reason why I️ only show it to my family. 

The second one, I️ act like “somebody”. I️ act “cool” or “friendly”. I️ act like this to fit in, make friends and be normal. 

I️ don’t really like doing this but I️ have to. (college and job purposes). It gets tiring. When I️ act like this the whole day, I️ get very tired and I️ feel like getting a sensory overload or something at the end of the day. 

If I️ act like my true self to everyone all the time, I’ll probably have 0 friends and 0 jobs. Normal people just don’t like being friends with weird people like me.

I’m just curious if you guys also do something like this.",1.805253126861228,4.1548333013698695,3.641286480047647,85.91564026206076,81.28310502283105,6.731070081397657,23.220369267421088,7.893859768569023,1.3541580702799283,859,30,171,16,23,288,103,219,0.058,0.736,0.206,0.9863,4,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,7,21,0,2,12,1,15,2,0,3,2,33,27,18,0,7,11,0,2,9,4,1,2,1,0,5,9,8,0,0,4,3,0,9,4,6,0,9,0,5,8,15,18,24,2,23,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,7,16,94,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509940084046764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317775830735536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353010711350534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001228304484508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848256155972262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302860882545213,0.0,0.0,0.1805707431526931,0.0,0.09685045900709308,0.06841957645352148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629273250335921,0.0,0.0,0.2959730137813098,0.0,0.15011084036351638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482939340938414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900779768381704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211045034985599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392859153962373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101376653101814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815088437437054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244881211527429,0.072838964786092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918885589941124,0.16724893164660545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325847548610086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135403191544483,0.09846962511677697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631792955205463,0.0,0.1998222845268777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762755096167892,0.0,0.14746001651746574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001217480216406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613668668369605,0.0,0.0,0.055845456449128465,0.2201517811109409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790219768512435,0.056488840419069326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641938479499592,0.10692608110523116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Samkerrigan2,2018/01/02,"Overactive mind with a very good imagination So I don't know if this is just me going into one of those thought holes. But I thought I would get a second opinion on my thoughts. 

So basically over the past couple months I have had increasingly worse problems. My brain never seems to shut down. I have trouble sleeping and I can sometimes sit here for hours thinking about random things. The thing is sometimes the things I think are extremely vivid. Usually it's not bad things it's all logical things that could happen. I usually think about every possible way a situation could go and then every situation that could happen after that thing etc etc until I have several ideas of how it could turn out. It's everything from what if a terrorist attack happened and I was in the middle of it all the way to what I would talk about to them. And the weird thing is one of the thoughts of the situation usually match what happens. I thought this would be the best thread to post on as it could relate to someone who can talk to me about this.

Thanks to anyone who can help
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adhd,Spacecat93,2018/01/02,"New to this/Meds thoughts? Hey all! Glad to find this thread. My psychiatrist just told me I have a lot of flags for ADHD and my brother is on Vyvanse. I took a bunch of screening quizzes online too and feel like it totally describes my experience and my daily struggle. I’ve been on meds for anxiety and depression most of my life which help and had good enough grades in school to get by (though organization and sloppiness was always an issue) 

I just graduated college and want to start my life less overwhelmed but am hesitant to get on another medication and become reliant on it. Has anyone had success with a low dose of something and stayed consistent with that amount? What meds have been helpful to you? Lastly has anyone had success just treating it naturally, or is that unnecessary torture if there are available meds? I go to therapy and do yoga and am focused on health but it hasn’t been enough. Thanks!! ",4.976967418546366,7.118659549707607,5.389945697577275,78.17434210526315,70.46198830409357,8.394486215538848,31.512531328320804,9.04235418022936,2.8816145363408516,737,33,130,15,14,235,110,171,0.087,0.74,0.173,0.9548,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,12,1,2,4,0,18,5,0,0,2,28,28,16,0,2,7,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,10,2,12,7,22,18,9,13,0,3,1,0,6,7,0,4,4,94,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352187024721452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013930382519647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513995274474968,0.11045359415576386,0.0,0.0,0.2019137190556038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594611154393999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435798585607588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298375156115297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123555038700095,0.0,0.0,0.07300504024562783,0.10314817263204347,0.0,0.0,0.13196463428219646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086967481473582,0.0,0.08205692491827066,0.12110270041208132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534737589814519,0.0,0.0,0.19355550534150734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506996967805904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769247505915005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039658018105672,0.07053887575340584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227503684651742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811352239281253,0.14545199205762274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944725646989825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461246197153776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115408797071476,0.0,0.0,0.10219595054587748,0.15389445265274307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094181935156664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292966462056902,0.1651160300467263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185684148203798,0.11462500616460525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796538591959387,0.16041626967383382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516160089485943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mistaugustine,2018/01/02,"Need advice/help with mother I have ADHD, my mother has ADHD. Some days she just gets all defensive about everything. At the same time she attacks you and thinks you should agree with her on everything, yet any rebuttal and she is like ""this is my house and I shouldn't be attacked like this here."" She thinks she can attack you but you can't bring logic to the table and disagree. Any help? I am 32 years old btw. She is not medicated, I am.

I wish she would get medicated but thinks her sugar free diet will cure anything.",1.0428432732316215,3.6399420291262174,2.287052704576979,91.76944174757284,89.87378640776699,5.272954230235784,17.065880721220527,6.868970318607317,0.10647350901525596,411,10,83,6,14,131,67,103,0.093,0.7609999999999999,0.145,0.5794,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,4,7,4,0,2,0,14,4,0,0,1,23,22,6,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,4,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,20,4,6,17,3,8,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,1,7,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764776752882859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302755964592845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288931548492274,0.0,0.0,0.5345677544441552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101340062287784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153791201036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366543411741255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997159201432086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073000530282093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304302520055255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155765193049668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613916989072212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435685050193705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010865634113082,0.0,0.0,0.09133222008914706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801167848725763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126546720757044,0.0,0.0,0.10086459297098456
adhd,QuantumDrej,2018/01/02,"Is it possible to black out from sensory overload/stress? Not being dramatic here - this is almost what seemed to happen when I went to Goodwill last weekend.

The store I went to is usually pretty tame, even around Christmas. A busy Goodwill is normally not bad at all.

However, this time was a damned nightmare, and I don't know if it was a particularly bad holiday rush or just too much *stuff* that happened to be in the same store going on at once.

As soon as I walk in, I pass two parents with a baby in the cart and a smaller child standing near them. The parents are very loudly arguing about something as they wait in the checkout line, and the small child is screaming at the top of his lungs like he's being murdered for no discernible reason.

So I think ""meh"" and grab a cart and start browsing. I get to one of the aisles and I hear some kid from the toy aisle behind me testing out a toy. I have no idea what sick bastard invented that toy (and I have no idea what the toy IS, just heard it), but it basically is just a thing that sings Fur Elise....in meows. Just replace every note of Beethoven's song with meows. But that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was when I guess the child got bored of listening to the whole song and decided he was just going to continuously spam the first two notes of the song. Just this repetitive, loud as fuck ""MEOW meow MEOW meow MEOW meow MEOW meow"" for about five or ten straight minutes. At that point I felt myself getting shaky and panicky. 

I moved away at that point to a different aisle. The parents were still in line and still bitching at each other. There was a store associate on the aisle I'd moved to who was putting new items on the shelves, but for some reason seemed to be throwing and banging them against each other as hard as she fucking could. Every blow felt like an ice pick to my skull.

I tried taking refuge in the clothes, but then the arguing up front with the parents got even louder because the dad started yelling at the screaming child. I have no idea why the kid was screaming to begin with, but the dad threatened to not buy some toy if he didn't stop. Kid didn't stop. Toy was put back. Screaming got even LOUDER, if that's even possible. 

The point at which I had to leave was when the sales associate putting things away went over to the shelf of knicknacks near the clothing aisle and started once again slamming shit around. I couldn't deal with it. Went back to the car, sat there for awhile to calm down, and headed home.

I don't know if it was because I was tired, or particularly grumpy that day, but it was absolute agony for some reason. I was sick to my stomach and had to wait before I felt fine to drive home. 

Even the meds don't seem to affect the sensory overload, but that day was as bad as it's ever been.",4.791189189189192,5.597794100900903,4.845225225225229,87.04135135135138,69.25225225225225,7.657657657657657,28.153153153153163,7.63319966405982,1.4659369369369375,2206,73,454,23,37,686,247,555,0.142,0.7909999999999999,0.066,-0.9921,6,0,1,0,1,0,61.0,0,0,3,2,30,24,9,1,44,0,41,10,5,5,2,84,77,41,1,7,23,6,5,2,0,0,3,13,2,7,30,25,0,4,17,12,5,18,14,20,0,6,33,19,30,4,80,38,15,80,0,0,1,2,28,34,6,17,29,308,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021205969631472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483801369478907,0.0,0.0,0.13175448282009966,0.10783130918589584,0.17563433009147095,0.08548536010671634,0.0,0.059664413325673536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055982729055087145,0.0,0.0,0.09043934492961044,0.07228756112059384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325735447872309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315581275294772,0.06342485213430259,0.1181532144057494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196998361752733,0.0,0.0,0.059641495063355414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296440965205337,0.07326649017816922,0.0,0.0796982281688863,0.0,0.1682369407631826,0.0,0.07724179439558351,0.0,0.12400848528178933,0.0,0.06281107086799244,0.0,0.07196028364410174,0.0,0.07902696910319487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066616117677966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374607175208782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706895276821475,0.057154723628551375,0.0,0.0742437922025552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851126117839586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778841942040124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904657562897045,0.051544071997699385,0.0,0.0,0.06771944765620018,0.0,0.0,0.06869978505639224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934466000710628,0.04751310235249643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114265786309061,0.15185978349671192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884972206865328,0.15809279277098734,0.0,0.07133420929349453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114608922117079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627590064767285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914956844685546,0.0,0.0,0.07197410578322297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397950187517935,0.0,0.0,0.14888754713853616,0.0,0.11199107360683937,0.1172419242625528,0.08031880098562734,0.0,0.08026720403172524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271926727445468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316525505627027,0.04492815044690083,0.0,0.0,0.04088579388920557,0.08058919130728945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760484892594667,0.0,0.13698826573938824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722398327677052,0.0578538786087393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599966924577639,0.06326969783081235,0.07828314049919788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Killatrap,2018/01/02,"I’m going to be written up/probably fired if I am late for work one more time hi friends

i’m finally posting on here after over a year of putting it off (ha ha ha) because of a dire emergency i am facing:

i am having a lot of difficulty coming to work on time, usually being a minute or two late, sometimes even 10 if i have a particularly hard time finding my wallet in the morning. in most areas of employment i’m sure this wouldn’t be too much of an issue, but i work at a bank and banks are uptight and my supervisor is very strict.

anyways, it’s really difficult for me to get to work on time, because no matter how much time i give myself in the morning, i always fall behind because of distractions while getting up, procrastinating getting in the shower, distractions making breakfast, procrastinating getting out of the shower, distractions getting dressed, and of course the inevitable “oh my god where is xyz”. 

i have a general strategy to help myself improve and i know i’m going to do better tomorrow (because threat is *usually* the perennial motivator), but i’m still just very very overwhelmingly sad and discouraged and figured i would share my experience with some people who know what it’s like.

many blessings everyone, and happy new year!

TL;DR: ADHD inhibits my ability to come to work on time and it’s become a big issue and i’m really sad in the work bathroom which is super cold also ",5.750750414593696,6.850321496268657,7.080099502487568,70.82053897180765,67.24626865671642,9.985406301824213,33.91873963515755,10.125756701596842,3.7015490878938646,1123,51,191,27,18,383,150,268,0.165,0.687,0.14800000000000002,-0.4818,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,9,9,21,1,5,16,3,17,2,1,3,1,36,37,17,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,13,1,2,5,0,2,6,2,10,0,2,1,3,18,11,35,31,6,42,1,4,0,0,6,17,0,6,19,127,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098949868434285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050823919094807,0.08376808134552599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454775417406041,0.11118552600414253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903717306486943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344191748841728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649363100890468,0.0,0.0,0.0961974583055274,0.0,0.09847760638693782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028245675377683,0.09201338668790594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777797849076737,0.0,0.2629876899162475,0.09657480794512607,0.11442968192189247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071683836216825,0.0901833205798138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747905473096852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015311487122235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065460241640657,0.0,0.2271272765508856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049183789933815086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558866685081848,0.0,0.0,0.06720007389695958,0.1020667189539922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801261958188616,0.0,0.0,0.09723070428622704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821869587611512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979404944131956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641699818258977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120426844550537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289875274677004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956826700414832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803976652013251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948832023783304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35221975424234025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834298726423574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175438641814613,0.2491975447603603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397472811721696,0.0,0.0,0.07151527956081173,0.0,0.0,0.12966034736816626
adhd,hazza26uk,2018/01/02,"Buying stuff and never using it We just did a big clear out over the Xmas break. I was genuinely shocked to see how much stuff has been bought on a whim then discarded. So many things still in their wrapper which were a great idea for the time it took to order them on Amazon, but once delivered the great idea never quite made it to fruition. The unopened packet of 'Don't forget' post-it notes was particularly poignant.

Software is another thing. I dread to think how much money I have squandered on plugins I have bought then barely touched. These time-limited one-click holiday deals seem particularly cruel for us ADHDers. 

Mindfulness is everything and I vow to make 2018 a less wasteful year.
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adhd,amazinggstatic,2018/01/02,"Sleep study - VENTVENTVENT So my primary referred me to a doctor for a sleep test. I went in for the evaluation today and explained to him that I go days without sleeping, and when I do sleep I wake up 4-5 times a night. 

The following conversation then took place:

Him: I see you take Mydayis. Why?
Me: I have ADHD
Him: Why do you think that? 
Me: Uhm...because I’m diagnosed...
Him: You know there’s no real test, right? What has convinced you that you have this disease? 
Me: Its not a disease...
Him: I won’t be giving you any medication to sleep. You know that right?
Me: I’m not looking for more medication. I want to know why I can’t sleep.
Him: Then stop taking this medication that you don’t actually need. And your problems will miraculously go away.


Needless to say I walked out. I am fucking livid. And ended my appointment in front of the doctors office crying. So that was cool! ",0.7963631984585753,3.3421056184971114,2.5680708092485567,89.48963993256262,91.08092485549132,5.426685934489403,22.23723506743738,6.996647511020387,0.8824876685934493,684,26,139,11,24,225,100,173,0.092,0.852,0.056,-0.7907,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,9,0,0,4,4,1,0,7,1,12,14,7,0,0,19,32,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,3,4,33,2,15,26,1,24,0,0,2,1,19,8,1,0,9,91,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.10423816937920813,0.0,0.12837350527490268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263935246881595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003582666972226,0.0,0.0,0.06511476789759116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733366803361148,0.06888825111750445,0.0,0.0,0.10841719989013514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866384145126988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460832577582637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875077140330388,0.0,0.10246878243136917,0.12141334194739073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611180319114467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896995374370547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228212451211879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920359329233956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024069730488212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160122920974484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220962534768492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158134806695747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244259412389666,0.0,0.08494531722688238,0.0,0.0,0.08511947117343943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413659956846116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893039542290387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606264674101775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844414259391197,0.0,0.0,0.06228596279131085,0.0,0.10125020680346343,0.0,0.11867782897807196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300354650465674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902060576451016,0.2891577002701584,0.0,0.0,0.10296795987765303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Klaus889,2018/01/02,"Vyvanse lasting about 6-7 hours Hey everyone! I’m new to this subreddit and I had a questions for people who encountered a similar issue to what I’m experiencing. I was diagnosed with ADHD 3-4 years ago and have been taking vyvanse ever since (Adderall gave me multiple side effects, so my doc and I chose to stay away from it). Recently I’ve noticed that I’m starting to crash about 6-7 hours after I’ve taken the meds, which is unfortunate because that’s when I get home from class and start doing all the studying. I’ve done some research, and it seems that most people take boosters in the afternoon in order to combat this particular downside. I’m definitely going to speak to my doctor about it, but experience has taught me that it’s better to get other patient accounts and research the issue before doing that. Also, I just want to mention that I have a B.S. in biochem and am currently in a Biomed Master’s program, so no need to explain how the drug works or any further science behind them :) I’m just looking to see if taking a booster is my best option, and if there are any other options. 
Thanks!",5.1115277777777735,6.290023023148147,6.305629629629627,75.50233333333334,68.76851851851852,8.352592592592591,32.455555555555556,8.648137234880735,2.7972633333333348,887,39,154,14,15,298,135,216,0.051,0.8490000000000001,0.1,0.9265,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,12,3,0,0,10,0,13,3,0,2,2,28,36,17,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,17,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,12,3,25,29,4,24,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,9,14,103,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266181162788866,0.0,0.12735359962203727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489177640075104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953992323553777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349814364161086,0.0,0.0,0.08757908234142124,0.0,0.12225144892595972,0.0,0.15077139620542826,0.12706325566084567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582066684684794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470509624304496,0.0,0.14702292103119416,0.0,0.0,0.16661003513132489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995652917945974,0.0,0.13728156249630022,0.0,0.14053551844121498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012189147172295,0.0,0.08165021096658959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411138114144664,0.0,0.2829693827330182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999055118624498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710913402288638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064549147349148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958349473578542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652849180996396,0.0,0.13875608817683285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356772292761335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920352011416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094178058492584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185547055086936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448532207749235,0.13079055327650746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188442011189025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033788356147409,0.15313167704248795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32406286015605895,0.0,0.0,0.1322708006764556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473949866197741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045924963891805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251790740656264
adhd,Huskies_SemperFi,2018/01/02,"Coffee acidity reducing Adderall effectiveness: XR vs IR. tl;dr: is there a difference in the way the acidity in coffee affects Adderall effectiveness for XR vs IR?

New to Adderall (6 weeks) and it has changed my life. But I have noticed that when drinking coffee, the Adderall doesn't seem as effective. I believe it's the acidity, and/or potentially that I often fast until 12-2pm so coffee/water are the only things I consume before that.

I haven't quite figured out if delaying my first cup at least an hour or two makes a difference or not.

Does anyone know if the XR delivery mechanism means that when I time the coffee even matters?

This is the first time I've been on stimulants, so still learning all about how they work and affect me.
",4.077664637520751,6.601186683453243,5.133956834532373,77.29885445489762,74.25179856115108,8.305700055340344,30.11676812396237,9.057496981413335,3.0285092418372987,595,27,100,14,13,195,93,139,0.023,0.968,0.009000000000000001,-0.4242,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,0,11,0,8,2,0,8,1,28,12,14,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,10,0,10,11,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,13,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610985323321487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656401727849465,0.21931363801500936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592303954391655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40675371388936,0.0,0.0,0.17034709528783484,0.0,0.0,0.19069136843689855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857020161878308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33115309434194296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169955800333202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106979302580261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749316034036374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993615957853433,0.0,0.0,0.21204033460868532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880025359412601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216201617714891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480466740161909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704343393435706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720992293907387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554546483290936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932255665400036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270140469593319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015321480433148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451097475005873,0.15614342638501796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171381465102534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,avatar387,2018/01/02,"High schooler. How do I start the new year. Good morning. I got diagnosed with ADHD at the beginning of January and managed to clean up the mess I made earlier in the semester grades wise, but I’m having bad anxiety about the new semester that starts tomorrow. Does anyone have any suggestions about how to keep up with school work and activities without feeling like you’re drowning in planning?",5.568750000000001,7.947925041666673,5.970555555555558,73.63000000000002,69.41666666666666,10.355555555555558,35.611111111111114,10.504223727775694,4.519594444444444,321,17,52,10,6,103,56,72,0.165,0.76,0.075,-0.7858,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,11,11,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,3,13,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,30,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738678697944111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496643704851193,0.0,0.1743278268006165,0.0,0.0,0.15933922346861365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027055489377168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129373556796556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941961025253568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115223140621067,0.16279775149771006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113520699699726,0.1822567151647981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24076807750053625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255050554942064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113308173359087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156258757950752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401764806208801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306270573787299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225897373943701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966850378029146,0.0,0.16589959246065145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674745955914256
adhd,JnnfrsGhost,2018/01/02,"Organization App [Rant] Got up this morning and decided to start my day off on the right track and check my organizer app for my tasks of the day (I almost never remember until at least part way through the day). My subscription apparently ended with the new year. No problem, I'll either pay renewal or use the free version for a couple months. 

It's gone. They have taken down the app for an unknown amount of time to rebuild it. I just spent the last hour going through all the home organizational apps in the app store and can't find another that meets my needs. I shouldn't be this upset about an app, but it was literally the only way I have found to stay on top of cleaning and cooking and other things that are my responsibility as the stay at home parent while also getting school work done. 

So, if anyone has a good way to keep on top of life or an app that keeps your organized at home please share it. 

I am trying to start bullet journaling and may just need to make a part devoted to house maintenance. Anyone bullet journal?",7.859752475247525,6.690505767326733,8.060277227722777,73.25279207920795,63.1089108910891,11.050297029702973,33.071287128712875,10.125756701596842,3.0186281188118813,823,26,160,15,10,270,130,202,0.032,0.872,0.095,0.9331,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,5,6,0,1,17,0,11,2,0,2,2,31,26,15,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,11,7,1,2,4,1,5,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,13,5,30,16,7,35,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,5,15,104,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638557405771422,0.0,0.0,0.10093367723571964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234689129261773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650420365814676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396539258817985,0.0,0.2441937021026971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291612378405026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178857035931088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535775178606525,0.0,0.0,0.1383876670822871,0.0,0.0,0.06594185856683983,0.0,0.0717305998575917,0.10586272095359288,0.1009452527482945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798102549843454,0.0,0.12429584274483625,0.14563456862752294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437046512654613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288165006336676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914902263811877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424914812563486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074319695337676,0.0,0.0,0.18717288122084635,0.09734439091856197,0.12189873511643215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599180250636076,0.0,0.0,0.1401462479784041,0.2733559732690697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854560190765658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077021552682345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429764063018107,0.10778647969143956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773579605360874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867052276145806,0.2690556930943214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385129487333721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359668059650805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569134968351208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900879009495694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005495477389289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188564754191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127798957625959
adhd,ManSoldWorld,2018/01/02,"Does the idea of non-ADD/ADHD people abusing Adderall enrage you? Because it enrages me.

Because of people like them, I'm too scared to lodge my prescription with the campus pharmacy (history of having suspicions of people who claim to have ADD/ADHD and probing people who do have it, as a result) and I'll just do it through the CVS a couple blocks down from my dorm. I hate these people and their perceived idea that this is some miracle drug; sure, it brings YOU a high and focus, but it makes me feel less crazy and more in control of my mind. I need it to focus and live a more controlled life, and what these people do trivializes ADD/ADHD and medication completely. It disgusts me to no end.

TLDR: Hate (with a thousand burning suns) non-ADD/ADHD people abusing medication. Do you?",4.9189818181818215,6.411244280000003,5.6975151515151525,78.50209090909092,69.53333333333333,7.854545454545455,28.96969696969697,8.296473431620573,2.1785333333333328,622,23,109,9,11,203,88,150,0.222,0.742,0.036000000000000004,-0.9815,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,2,2,8,5,1,8,0,8,4,0,4,1,25,15,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,14,10,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,13,2,16,15,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,76,27,2,0.0,0.2587633628195309,0.0,0.0,0.5249387275522781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313207944204178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449194365385035,0.0,0.2449495096520513,0.0,0.12082542373037515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955598374259104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663492149000385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671694724363623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055213750400517465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562068134561216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537359998931045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465423246732045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712972168441835,0.05334858889574973,0.0,0.09642376573667982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728904608798376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001083644929825,0.0,0.0,0.11025877240533567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809688755312372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299286287651968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932616966712856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291774919349186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jajajashutup,2018/01/02,"Concerta helps me sleep? Hi there, 

I'm diagnosed ADHD and I take Concerta about 5 days a week. I take long breaks sometimes because it upsets my stomach (btw, are there any stimulants that don't?). Like a month on and several weeks off. 

I've also always had insomnia and a delayed sleep cycle. I fall asleep at 7am sometimes. However, there have been several instances in which I haven't been able to sleep at all and I've decided to take my concerta early in order to cheer up and be productive for the rest of the day. The problem is, everytime I do this, Concerta gives me this warm, tingly feeling that makes me fall asleep in a matter of minutes. It makes me feel so comfortable and non-neurotic. Concerta naps are super refreshing. 

I sometimes even think I should take Concerta at night. Has anybody else experienced the same?

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adhd,theboneladytobe,2018/01/02,"So, I graduated in November. Umm?! Life has been running so fast since the end of the uni year in November (Australian here) and it's all just clicked together that I've graduated.  I have a degree in forensic biomedicine. Undergrad is over. No more dumb classes to sit through and assignments to forget about. 
No more letting people down in group projects cause my prioritisation skills are shitty.
Thank fuck. How'd I get here, honestly? Haha. 
Wooooooo!
Keep on trucking, ADHD students of Reddit! You'll get there and then be so distracted you won't realise you've graduated!",3.329251040221912,6.494238631067965,4.234625520110956,77.80633495145631,85.01941747572816,7.603051317614424,30.658113730929266,8.418075326091056,3.2188036061026346,461,24,76,12,14,148,80,103,0.191,0.7340000000000001,0.075,-0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,8,6,2,1,3,1,9,2,0,1,1,8,14,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,1,6,3,13,9,3,13,0,0,1,1,3,7,2,0,4,48,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38018800149117865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249758381969093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801898275201947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924579985966485,0.3305568345461005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811840321526963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32348656656981434,0.22344546670810844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193153989529312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616857710817229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912501084675119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037173013963996
adhd,sneakypiiiig,2018/01/02,"Looking for advice, I'm at a loss for improving my quality of life Hello everyone, this is going to be a long one but I'm just looking for any advice because I feel like I'm falling into a mental black hole.  


Luckily, I am highly organized in the short term and hadn't struggled to maintain a day to day existence until now. I struggle immensely with boredom and lose/change focus every day/week/month/year, never reaching any long term goals I set for myself. This is beginning to catch up to me since I have to work to provide for myself and can't rely on family or school to keep me afloat.


For example: I changed majors in school 5 times and can't seem to reach the fitness goals that I've had for the past 6 years. Everything feels like a damn yo-yo when it comes to my mind.. I make some progress then due to anxiety, depression, and/or my newly diagnosed ADHD everything is back to where I started because I lost interest or couldn't sustain focus.


The fact that I loathe working for other people, doing jobs I couldn't care less about is another huge piece to my dissatisfaction puzzle. I hate every job I've ever had. Everything becomes a huge bore and it becomes a mental prison with me counting down the seconds until I can escape. Fortunately, this doesn't keep me from doing the job well but it gets to the point where I'm miserable mentally.  



I was diagnosed about 4 months ago with inattentive ADHD at 24 years old. I take Adderall IR in the morning to keep me from being the incessantly yawning/tired individual I am without the meds. The medicine helps but I'm having a bit of an existential crisis coming to grips with the fact that if I don't take pills, whether they be antidepressants (I was on Sertraline for about 6 months after beginning to feel the onset of panic daily just from sitting at the computer at my last job) or stimulants, I begin to feel the onset of hopelessness.  


I am about 2 years out of college with a degree that is not so great.
I studied graphic design, videography, photography, and sound design largely because I didn't know what else to do and I was good at design in the past. However, the depth of knowledge was never substantial in any subject and I came out largely uncompetitive with people who had been to art school or a focused design program. The full time job I got after being unemployed for 8 months also didn't provide me with many opportunities for improvement with my design skills. I was the only designer on the team and was stuck working within very limited brand guidelines. This has caused me to be even further behind the game when it comes to presenting a portfolio to potential employers.  



At this point I want to give up on design because I've lost interest and don't feel like trying to catch up any more. The risk v. reward is not good enough for someone whose heart is no longer in it. I'd like to pursue something else but I'm petrified of picking something only to waste another few years, ad nauseum.  



Now I'm so very fortunate to be on the other side of the world on a working holiday visa but the only problem is that I'm stuck doing the same shit type jobs I had before, just in a tourist destination. I'm back to counting down the minutes until I can leave work and cry on my walk home.  


The other working holiday makers seem to be functioning well with their jobs but I hate the fact that I can't figure out and work toward a career that will suit me. I feel like a failure and, to be honest, very ridiculous. To an onlooker it would be the best scenario: enjoying the sun in paradise with not a care in the world. But to me, the depressed, anxious, ADHD dude, I'm losing it. My history just makes me feel like no matter what I choose I won't be happy and I'll never progress so what's the point.  


TL;DR:
I'm feeling very aimless due to a lack of career direction and my quality of life is slowly being destroyed by anxiety, depression, and ADHD.
I've hated working since I started at 16 but think I could do well if I just found something to pour my heart into. The only problem is that I lose interest in everything. I don't know what to do.",6.144766335814722,6.379694191066996,6.960486972704718,75.06714071546735,66.14640198511168,9.942473118279572,33.04476840363937,9.776946690846593,3.1749488006617046,3282,131,598,65,48,1093,341,806,0.192,0.6679999999999999,0.14,-0.9941,11,0,3,0,0,1,73.0,0,0,2,23,26,47,7,5,54,0,62,8,3,6,7,106,119,41,0,10,24,0,9,6,0,3,5,1,1,0,29,35,0,4,17,5,2,9,22,24,3,2,21,13,63,23,119,81,14,107,0,10,3,0,9,52,2,10,50,401,92,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468334957740986,0.09541053878508354,0.043275014113214216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904046104696367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279411909809866,0.1023817579167255,0.07469265808514011,0.055151467404418425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507744975275503,0.0,0.11903820655545992,0.10783329111584747,0.041541292851814585,0.0,0.051232429377912114,0.0,0.05329760076080528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583582232482106,0.09954825542231098,0.05015046367891928,0.10328785761091716,0.12615949295991868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038977923567723456,0.0,0.05362527527266018,0.0944524659751561,0.0,0.12614295517544075,0.09910032279454634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815638623891451,0.0,0.0,0.05044297944119276,0.0,0.03224442662467511,0.044159494910517634,0.08226406675988322,0.046648556241385454,0.17550113741280113,0.0,0.04602211928267582,0.0,0.1974744434977363,0.17438117902363856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352741001884579,0.0,0.0,0.025505863169245926,0.046831542530166366,0.02774490899678237,0.08189396338077172,0.03904493837663355,0.05382301559951517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051968632630568966,0.0,0.14459568635459116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570127601351232,0.03272228326174231,0.05157985394704775,0.048969342612061866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339116615417654,0.13017745875945533,0.0,0.0,0.053659187416319636,0.039793923710576884,0.0,0.05169217197328064,0.0,0.0,0.06896447332539403,0.14310270757498153,0.0,0.0,0.08640639015576787,0.081991170437362,0.1638476034032824,0.10658320439548674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517399693973944,0.04949470769151716,0.0,0.0,0.05422679851549441,0.0,0.14759392307981514,0.0,0.049293177794356026,0.0,0.15586713826821774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295644840882507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051227229041206766,0.0,0.03308095377305905,0.14851590982166946,0.0,0.05727846691948145,0.0,0.0,0.09320633844400264,0.06768976432489295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844893593215618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934261987482565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482220158833863,0.0,0.0888857960154046,0.0,0.0,0.050111904893260666,0.08076700613029601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041364100160617034,0.11274953546356285,0.0,0.0,0.06910854508767275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207223938477172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341148261450653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031281183388457,0.0,0.0,0.05693339271299192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03314483224036323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112283888760354,0.028794655285968168,0.0,0.03915958123738007,0.0,0.13168217673099805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705968274273696,0.0,0.2843259567573226,0.0,0.0,0.03467954974564273,0.0,0.0,0.15718887258100092
adhd,treebob07,2018/01/02,"I keep beating myself up and I just can't work... I'm in first year college and taking a computer programming  course and the first semester is about to end, I'm close to failing or close to passing in all my classes I feel like an idiot,  I just can't  focus I can never get any work done and I'm just lost. How do I get in check, what can I explore or do to help myself, I've spent so much time on r/ADHD and all your  amazing posts just seem to daunting for me(I don't know what kind of adhd I have and I'm not on any  meds)

Edit: spelling.",0.033123249299720214,1.8197884957983208,2.457331932773112,95.10739845938377,84.21008403361343,4.9750700280112055,20.00070028011204,5.985473137389443,-0.11416022408963665,417,12,98,3,12,143,73,119,0.104,0.818,0.078,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,7,7,6,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,3,24,23,10,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,4,0,2,2,5,3,0,2,3,1,12,3,14,20,3,17,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,3,7,62,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730093298917512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676493982264317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138562401270516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429850763042526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995034951966208,0.14058760416404847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347808254102543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056304593865745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190492896948727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174916975421558,0.0,0.2049276519974423,0.10815124433852208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614219321143927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482073687633085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859055339184588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466410466458685,0.0,0.15177743134886498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884714797418316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791512303103265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796241940629845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147504754134822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653253526248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267270190575737
adhd,chaothicc,2018/01/02,"adhd and paths; bad combo 
maybe it's just me, but when i'm in an open world game, any designated path/road is completely ignored. i just! can't! follow! it! ",-1.4817857142857136,-0.2235802499999977,1.3116071428571452,93.80125000000002,117.125,4.328571428571428,13.946428571428573,6.18269132825596,-0.3422196428571427,120,3,26,2,7,41,29,32,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.7787,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553613484071199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132587593898085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846246910598744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829842455697204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627862632778231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,meevdaldmkwfe,2018/01/02,"Adderall ""High"" vs Adderall effects. So I've been taking adderall for about a month now.

I'm on 40mg of IR a day, spaced out into 30mg and then 10mg to ease the comedown. I tried XR, but the side effects (irritability, back pain, depressed/anxious comedown etc.) were significantly worse. I process medications very strangely due to a variety of liver enzyme deficiencies, so my case may be irregular.

One question I had was the distinction between the ""high"" and the effects. So, I take the pill, and it starts to kick in in 15min, and about an hour or two  later (I think) I ""peak."" I feel energetic, euphoric, able, and focused. I don't like the high for a variety of reasons, most of which is I don't like drugs in the abstract, but that's neither here nor there. Then about half an hour after that, I sorta crash, begin craving cigarettes and feeling hungry, but still more focused than I was without the adderall? I usually take the second pill when the first one has entirely worn off. So an example of an adderall timetable (how I took it today) would be:





12:56 PM: Take the dose.

2:30-3:00 PM: ""Peak""

3:20-3:30 PM: Crash. Still focused, but hungry, craving cigarettes, no Euphoria.

So I'm hoping what this is is that I get a short ""high"" when I take it, and then that goes away and I'm just focused. So my question is, is there any distinction between the ""high"" and the intended medicinal effects? Or is the ""high"" itself the medicinal effect? Either way, this period seems rather short.

Also, does anyone know if dexedrine is an easier comedown emotionally? Because adderall tends to make me depressed and anxious when I come down.",5.1957219251336895,6.629030699346405,5.722127153891861,78.81139037433157,68.80392156862746,8.439453357100417,32.86333927510398,8.841846274778883,2.8316130718954264,1278,58,231,22,22,412,167,306,0.131,0.747,0.122,0.4325,0,0,3,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,0,6,23,5,0,0,26,0,19,7,1,9,2,48,41,32,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,12,13,0,0,13,0,0,2,6,2,0,6,7,2,19,3,28,30,5,45,0,1,0,0,2,19,0,10,25,157,31,0,0.10067019579444272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050591920567587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845918526833003,0.0,0.0,0.11372866661573132,0.0,0.07039094159811432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458296280907952,0.07740916656558755,0.0,0.06136761696931691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671845972859113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492394804990961,0.0,0.0867070921242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880971667441947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674546644967344,0.0,0.0,0.11324042043083225,0.0,0.0,0.11227387927525964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180375158921827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563001711535963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259602229349275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381815342046853,0.0,0.0999882192835425,0.19827972878166256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532570685556008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836474523432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719813740967208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141463122115038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035398983343317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643346007091886,0.0,0.10712018610183448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554731749282905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350572787412017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164636534312763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125488272996072,0.0,0.16079069680487038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784572933848581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450539658073297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542357455610202,0.0,0.11184829166450648,0.0683484547792217,0.0,0.09834015333960427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108739980894449,0.08306345456621711,0.0,0.07990731560971953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704247632152832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259153000997416,0.07151321872334981,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ABadBrick,2018/01/02,"Major Difficulties With Listening To Long Detailed Conversations I find the most challenging aspect of my ADHD is the difficulty of following a long and detailed talk with someone. Most people just think in a completely different way than I do.

I often don't go out a lot or for long to meet people because it's just mentally and emotionally exhausting. Even if I like the person, I find all that trouble outweighs the benefits. If I have to follow a conversation too long, my mind really tries to shut itself down and escape the situation. This is too bad as I'd like to meet more people.

I really can't see a way pass this. I have not taken any ADHD meds. Does anyone have any tips?",4.786946564885497,6.492369259541987,6.5434274809160335,71.48201145038169,70.14503816793894,10.125496183206108,28.367175572519088,10.355215969177356,3.2874574045801523,547,20,95,16,10,189,83,131,0.104,0.809,0.087,-0.4779,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,0,1,21,15,7,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,2,10,4,15,14,6,14,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,7,6,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456074567706556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555983779094288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005390369964504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005592810967965,0.08765106663990742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075766900050544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502265475927589,0.0,0.0,0.12582875161900553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174073766750166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496979057822914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26283696442968524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171732211916785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049388366932491,0.0,0.0,0.5089869870059579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224235078399505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597146619690038,0.0,0.14490322238389358,0.0,0.145183625888481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990508786395365,0.1255490417237468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422694452000385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457942155166345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616223285157546,0.0,0.0,0.1218300444736246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557034102179585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213274188499776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976217630804142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826245474141646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Random_Robot,2018/01/02,"Lost and trying to find help. Need some advice. I'm not sure what to do. I went to a doctor as a kid and was told I had ADD, was given medicine (which I took once and refused to take more), and never thought of it again. Now I'm in my mid thirties, struggling to keep a job, struggling to keep my marriage together, struggling to keep myself together. My insurance was supposed to be started in November, but I forgot the deadline and put it in too late. Now I have to wait until March to reapply. Until then, I am not sure what to do. With everything else going on in life, I have had to take some time from work, which is affecting our finances. I am the only income at the moment, while my wife takes care of our kids. Some family has been helpful right now, but I'm not sure it will be enough... Anything that I can do to try and calm my brain, or any advice would be welcomed. Just trying to hang on...",3.4630100334448137,4.349965869565221,4.4876086956521775,88.09819397993313,72.3695652173913,7.183277591973244,26.11036789297659,7.321109707123232,1.1482078595317722,696,22,148,7,13,227,108,184,0.08199999999999999,0.833,0.085,0.6791,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,2,6,10,0,3,6,0,21,3,1,1,4,33,42,14,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,8,0,6,2,0,1,5,4,4,0,0,13,0,17,6,28,24,5,28,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,4,14,106,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463358974395041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571369295063845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372280766440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407058875627098,0.0,0.0,0.12850943486038552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901054819842575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529291363462813,0.0,0.0,0.13023631108675116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327949390270872,0.0,0.1188223041178158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520119427224902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163325083505631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896818980779427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250784195469895,0.3360989418803897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218221093857705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902803424221753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375910336586689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345942998268444,0.0972122801970005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423188616559106,0.0,0.09586152744712584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670822159732464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764019751254628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921402023133641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953031344233221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35638265117120826,0.0,0.284306382960646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006421550328906,0.07349679902668788,0.0,0.0,0.1204396716788628,0.1400386243454168,0.2567251615820923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684330200945955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176094514166852,0.0,0.0,0.08953746743463953,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bamchibamchi,2018/01/02,"GP thinks Im pretending to have ADHD for the lulz. Typing this on mobile so sorry for the formatting. Also.. Im ranting. 

I've been dealing with this cough for a few days now. Last night, however, the fever started. I thought I could sleep it off but woke up this morning barely able to breathe, shivering and sweating at the same time.

GF was already at work so I decided to go to this small clinic nearby. GF said she will take me to the hospital as soon as gets off work but I told her I could still walk a little bit and maybe the fresh air would do me good. 

So I lumbered on to this clinic, coughing virus along the way, and cant quite figure out if Im hot or cold.

The GP meets me and while she was writing prescription asks if im taking any. I told her Im on Concerta 36mg. She asked what it was for and i told her.

And she did this tiny, condescending smirk or smile... And said the very words that made me storm out of her office.

""But youre not a child anymore. You dont have ADHD. Ask for a 2nd opinion, I can recommend a great dr for you. Otherwise, your just wasting time and money.""


... I passed by the registration and they politely reminded me that I still need to pay. So I did (it was minimal as I, fortunately, have a great insurance). But as I was paying, I made sure to voice my concerns loudly to everyone within earshot.

But im still sick and furious and waiting for my GF to drive me to the hospital.

/rant",1.726745038553915,3.6074522901023935,3.462700037921884,89.5650802679813,79.0,7.071116167361902,23.47983819997472,8.045849151850463,1.2084398685374795,1103,37,241,20,27,368,162,293,0.055,0.852,0.094,0.9096,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,1,3,11,5,1,0,17,0,19,10,3,2,1,42,39,30,0,6,11,0,1,0,3,2,7,4,0,1,12,15,0,1,4,1,3,4,3,1,0,0,17,6,36,4,37,18,3,31,0,0,0,0,28,14,0,5,12,156,48,5,0.0943822884139552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685833883049575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415320222907733,0.07547748194525837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641831926280668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360186882920134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470409698393543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030410141496558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071315468367485,0.0,0.0,0.06086876797509395,0.09730399504241084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061533909855027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018632124364667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931085021099447,0.0,0.053639629546340765,0.07916338558428193,0.0,0.20811361235026796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116944054144738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693416209360192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459584810761502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861360673109458,0.0,0.0,0.0948196945536078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998327094531373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857138404493628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038718147375986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955833921648567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944504501738902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565324468765926,0.06680426952236998,0.0,0.2261214523378703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895418986165002,0.0,0.1419274697331476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047635942588864,0.0,0.07492899439675994,0.11007014275287,0.0,0.0,0.2705589637309401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778752724543816,0.0,0.07491626740908576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742286010597826,0.0,0.0,0.0670464697291277,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Binary_ink,2018/01/02,"Recently diagnosed with ADD and receiving medication, feel like I've lost connection with who I am as a person. Is this something that goes away? I was recently diagnosed with ADD after years of struggling a lot in academic settings.

At first I was relieved and happy for finally receiving the help I need. The first few days with medication (Concerta, 18 mg) allowed me to study like I never had before. The buzzing in my mind went away, my mind was a lot clearer, and even though the side effects can be ghastly I was able to cope with them.

The main thing, however, is that I feel like I’ve kind of lost connection to who I am to a person. I don’t know where my ADD starts and ends. I don’t know how much of my personality was caused by it. Sometimes I feel like I miss who I was before my medication because it’s who I was for decades before this… it’s like a friend who I was never aware was just went away. I was familiar with that person and comfortable with who I was to an extent. Now I’m not. 

If you really asked me to pinpoint what exactly was different, I can’t really give an answer, but I just know I’m not familiar with who I am now. It’s all quite confusing and tiring to try to think about. 

Is anyone else familiar with this situation and if so, what is/was your approach to it? 
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adhd,Tettrabyte,2018/01/02,"Is this normal on ADHD meds I’ve taken ADHD meds off and on, I’m ADHD-I. Currently I’m on Mydayis 25 mg. I’ve also taken Adderall,Ritalin, Vyvanse, and Concerta. When I first start I experience side effects. I have lots of energy and no appetite. I only sleep a few hours. After a few days these go away. I always thought this meant the med wasn’t working. Is this expected that these effects wear off as you get used to the drug or am I just building a tolerance? Thanks for any insights. ",1.3390909090909098,3.718415232323232,3.772525252525252,84.04545454545458,83.54545454545455,6.428282828282829,25.161616161616163,7.686295010490155,1.6829313131313133,384,16,73,7,11,133,70,99,0.025,0.894,0.081,0.6124,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,5,0,5,3,2,3,0,14,16,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,7,1,11,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,7,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825438243567556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292111520986423,0.13444301364083452,0.0,0.0,0.10987627105600056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180465876355806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420225256840224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737524359814003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805096602589114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743527525516422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441606161884478,0.0,0.0918265706963277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911843778984314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736494999165932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384188805336548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583088059607856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288476684452765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616912908151203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436333602589015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875618673350918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827218717524114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395485802439766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762823574229946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ArmchairExperts,2018/01/02,"How do you unwind? Adderall has changed my life. But it's come at a cost. It keeps me awake and makes me search for a way to unwind. It seems that nowadays I've started to drink more than I'd like. Is this something that is normal in people with ADHD? I know it runs in my family and I'm afraid I have alcoholic tendencies. 

What are some alternatives to calm the side-effects of Adderall or any other medicine?",1.5671352074966514,3.9436080963855455,2.7922088353413663,91.46962516733605,82.49397590361446,5.616599732262381,22.475234270415,6.937597516519254,0.6787627844712185,324,11,67,4,9,104,65,83,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.6812,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,2,0,13,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,2,1,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,10,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329795953468417,0.0,0.0,0.29609938660218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841444065523733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930991831628091,0.2386679014686554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714192858110636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611932492585248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24626906918936675,0.0,0.0,0.15226827591049807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569997157913596,0.13536049531466635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849437650110964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714659392717985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208273935592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522305603920041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329901055645167,0.0,0.0,0.19610880294438496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992216407272586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Virginia_Blaise,2018/01/02,"How do you think/ how does the voice in your head sound? When I was a kid, I didn't always think in words. There weren't much images either. Thoughts were usually abstract and it felt like my thoughts were going by very fast. It also caused me to speak very fast. 

I've never spoken to myself in my head. However, I do think out aloud when I'm trying to organise stuff (eg. this books goes here, that file goes there, where's my pen). I often imagine conversations with others and those are in actual words, but my own thoughts remain mostly abstract. 

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adhd,LL120AD,2018/01/02,"Dating a person with ADHD and struggling - how much can one with ADHD change? TL;DR - ADHD is causing issues in relationship, so how much is it realistic to expect someone to change with ADHD? 

I've been dating someone with severe ADHD for a little under 2 years. He's a wonderful human - kind, funny, caring, and more. I also adore his family. We've been very serious since we first met. But over the course of our relationship, his ADHD symptoms have worn me down, and I'm starting to think that I might not be able to be the partner he needs (and vice versa) because of it.

He's 35 and was only diagnosed at 22 or so, which I realize means un-learning a lot of behaviors from his youth. He has gone to therapy on and off since diagnosis, as well as trying medication. At my urging, he is now in consistent therapy and taking adderall. While I do notice a difference from before, it's definitely not a huge change, which scares me for a potential future for us. 

Here's the situation - while he has a job and pays his bills on time (most of the time I think), he still seems to lack a lot of ambition and is overwhelmed by accomplishing many tasks like pursuing a new job. This is especially true for things that may involve his failure (which usually results in him stalling on things for as long as possible). When he's pushed about these things, he tends to say he's working on it (despite appearances to the contrary) or say that he's working on it at his own place and doesn't want to be shamed about it. His executive functioning skills are relatively low (one of the first conversations with his mom included her saying, ""I hope you have good executive functioning skills, because he certainly doesn't!""). This has led him to do things like forget his wallet at work a number of times, put off scheduling things like trips, house hold maintenance, or doctors visits, not cook and get takeout every night, etc. These things stress me out - I worry about having to take on the bulk of household responsibilities one day if we were to get married - but I think I could learn to live with some of this.

The real problem is our communication - it's just in the toilet at this point. His mind runs so fast that I frequently don't know what he's talking about. I'll often try to get clarification early on in a conversation, but (more frequently) am losing my cool out of frustration and snap at him that I don't know what he's talking about. This really upsets and hurts him - understandably so - but I'm also tired of not being able to connect with my partner over what he's saying. He also is very chatty, sometimes talking at length so that no one else (including me) can get a word in. His texting is similar, with him sending me text after text after text, regardless of whether I respond. I know this isn't the case, but it's almost impossible to not feel like he doesn't care what I or others have to say in these moments and makes following his stories harder. It can also be overwhelming. 

He's also reactive, which can stress me out, especially as I grew up in an abusive home environment and am triggered by strong outbursts or what my silly brain perceives as dangerous situations. The reactivity used to be worse, and he has made some progress in this space, especially with driving (I used to be very uncomfortable in the car with him because he would drive very quickly and/or check his phone frequently). But he's still difficult to be around at times, reacting to stories about my work or life stress with a bigger or more aggressive reaction than I even have (which then causes me to feel like I need to calm him down). When he reacts strongly, I can often become anxious, which frequently leads to him becoming even more reactive. It has led me to either NOT share information or play down stories if I think it may make him reactive. Conversely, if he's not talking, he is frequently hyperfocused on his computer and the tv and his phone all at the same time, making connecting romantically very difficult.

If he feels shame, which has been happening more and more as I've been snapping more and more and outlining how his actions come across, he reacts very strongly in an angry way, which has led to loud, drawn out, ugly fights. One minute he is reacting in a way that seem very hostile and the next he is calm and telling me exactly what I want to hear, which often leaves my head spinning and causes my fear of abandonment to flair up.

I work in a very demanding job - basically my dream job - and am going to graduate school at night, so my time and bandwidth is extremely limited. This has put added pressure on our relationship since I started school last fall and my job last spring. My patience is extremely limited, and I know I haven't been a great partner for the last few months, between everything I have going on and the fighting we've been doing. I really want to be a more patient, understanding partner, but - at this point in my life - I know that is going to be hard for me to do without quitting my job or ending school (which aren't options). He's told me I'm mean in the way I point out things and need to be more patient if things are going to work. I'm somewhat hopeful that I will be a better partner for him when I finish school at the end of 2018. But, before starting my new job, we did go to couple's therapy for a few sessions and it didn't seem to have a huge impact. He's continued in therapy with the counselor we saw for couple's therapy, but it doesn't seem like they've made a lot of progress on his communication skills or executive functioning skills. It also sounds like he went to a renowned ADHD expert back in his 20s, who told him that, compared to many adults with ADHD, his executive functioning skills weren't that bad, so I'm not sure if he really things he needs to change much and that I perhaps just have too high expectations. 

So...looking at the biggest problem areas - executive functioning, communication issues, and reactivity - what is realistic in terms of expectations for how much someone with ADHD may change/work on these behaviors? I realize that the ADHD will never go away, but will he always be talking over people or reacting so strongly that it overwhelms me? How can he change if it seems like he feels shamed and unloved every time I point out how some of his actions hurt me? I really do love this person and have imagined a future with him, but we're currently taking a week apart without speaking to evaluate things because we've been fighting so badly and I'm worried that we may not be able to make this work. Apologies for the rant, but I'm really looking for any input, guidance, or reality checks that may help here. ",9.818377742946707,7.4524455869905974,9.576652037617553,67.72446081504704,60.21473354231975,12.916363636363634,39.42257053291536,11.425555453439689,4.368569780564264,5323,207,975,116,55,1743,457,1276,0.13699999999999998,0.785,0.078,-0.9978,8,0,0,0,5,0,152.0,9,1,0,27,48,66,7,14,50,1,94,11,2,28,6,221,174,102,0,25,46,1,5,8,5,10,7,9,1,9,76,64,1,4,30,4,4,29,24,34,1,7,21,17,105,32,172,128,31,171,0,8,2,1,126,78,0,47,69,656,181,27,0.10237256396940506,0.040431582739401166,0.0,0.0,0.4101064262901122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417044504304391,0.0,0.0,0.16373460484028918,0.02839405803921955,0.0,0.0,0.023205618001332192,0.0,0.0,0.038550619364534265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030377762058904918,0.0,0.0,0.03206079791599672,0.026239394203739105,0.05698454320639969,0.08320715307728509,0.07537496926689229,0.058074341228231886,0.0,0.0,0.03018007120425665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809387934316416,0.0,0.0,0.06958376782702783,0.10516482301716763,0.1804943309367721,0.029394966391113806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027245387399408245,0.07551552991657359,0.0,0.02200727822978501,0.0,0.0,0.03463533250113456,0.0,0.03565251348616088,0.0,0.034927552373215334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02850638034531497,0.0,0.06044780392671921,0.0,0.03805748993034893,0.0450774086687644,0.0,0.05750220029113539,0.0,0.03066861982489015,0.0,0.03216924746182711,0.03839919857750779,0.0690168590590807,0.048756653436498966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580520337435516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131391920300705,0.0,0.11636137456095072,0.028621749874712412,0.0,0.03762203772772271,0.0,0.0,0.03017590674252015,0.0,0.03056856976526107,0.0,0.03502126170600993,0.0,0.03846043993494734,0.0,0.022872723902552718,0.036054078159153485,0.03422934286999271,0.06778603666499418,0.0,0.03937473133905059,0.07306129803265161,0.0,0.0,0.0712335730379595,0.2370409379190477,0.0,0.0,0.03553509061985225,0.09376880647290907,0.08344730311916572,0.0,0.03613258793742157,0.0,0.0,0.048205846298658,0.13337083658002302,0.03420140111162736,0.030132283179100425,0.030198832545401913,0.05731144703015046,0.03817623773134681,0.0,0.08703349300925686,0.03079841195804625,0.06457826352859629,0.09111264184741996,0.06919314123713423,0.0,0.0743424891387965,0.0,0.034376529353069826,0.0,0.036200370856467406,0.03445570215718851,0.03996583654735603,0.02723760128971612,0.0,0.10034081820758957,0.1012106120336878,0.026318677467195285,0.06591470680364997,0.03629146105762632,0.06404647758507699,0.0,0.0,0.03885061419998436,0.0,0.0,0.11561716461408095,0.02595298266104697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023657415316160037,0.05959184944281065,0.03565251348616088,0.0,0.12903355025068652,0.03846989470503952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530447866797504,0.0,0.0686084681874336,0.0,0.0362952743564799,0.0,0.03884079666789481,0.10930414313019604,0.0,0.0,0.10990982184058566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568461967053286,0.03416426519051784,0.13814200019651335,0.0,0.1553268956552269,0.0,0.038550619364534265,0.0,0.08468364280437808,0.0767140340959338,0.0,0.0,0.08673994123975019,0.0,0.033749694475141416,0.0,0.07245982768623997,0.0,0.054503241217332486,0.0,0.1172674261461645,0.03567401044249198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321616433372115,0.035468097239624616,0.07697142768220988,0.13713864852467644,0.02982604438755605,0.0,0.19511991459405306,0.0,0.2267059420839457,0.0874616071581796,0.0,0.0,0.13928661905412734,0.03922073422343463,0.0,0.06521424796841027,0.0,0.046336167349092856,0.0,0.0,0.07104896630301907,0.04104719655128379,0.05894468413693262,0.037582972041800576,0.22524823092527765,0.06038199061082838,0.08125857622828847,0.027372365266129867,0.0,0.030681743153059125,0.031633464142156204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578899899536135,0.03700622623453726,0.19874252218954452,0.06930953866229367,0.03477546287254759,0.02424084407717133,0.0,0.0,0.021974858259981567
adhd,shinzeethellama,2018/01/02,"Tolerance build up I started on 5mg ir twice a day on adderall.  It didn't last as long as it should. So doc bumped me up to 10 mg ir twice a day. I'm on my 3rd month. I feel like it's not lasting as long as it should again. I have one more script before I go back to chat with him. Is it normal for tolerance to build quickly? I would like to bring it up, but I don't want him to feel as tho I'm high searching. This medicine really works for me and I am able to be motivated and get so much more done than I used to. Has anyone else had a quick tolerance build up?",-0.5738762019230776,1.0846713359375002,1.8015625000000028,99.68334134615385,85.640625,5.500961538461539,17.658653846153847,6.67199483983844,-0.39747307692307693,433,10,115,5,13,147,77,128,0.011,0.873,0.116,0.8892,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,14,22,11,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,2,13,2,23,15,3,22,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,14,75,20,2,0.20901565499569189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614860582903078,0.2141612388704346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607201369252732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785692767092193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695956120770203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138955837460025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460575944585144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113691907671228,0.1493208256922249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920205293222712,0.0,0.11878841350171128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083651525872194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407513115386873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422898248471189,0.0,0.0,0.36994455466420495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668343016918951,0.0,0.15365055607133338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047909636702139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163441719274916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390078074196865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794235640362302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805224166370961,0.0,0.0,0.12328284872534638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216588620130012,0.0,0.0,0.1484787243568297,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,katnissrey,2018/01/02,"Dealing with unpleasant thoughts/feelings when my CBT and other non-medicinal coping mechanisms don't seem to work I am no stranger to having untoward thoughts and feelings.  I have an ADHD diagnosis, though I also suspect C-PTSD, and I've worked fairly hard over the past several years at CBT, mindfulness, regular exercise, healthy eating, and getting enough sleep to work through these times and I've gotten to a place where it typically helps.  


I have found starting on vyvanse (~6 months ago) has helped a lot as well--seems to help me stay more logical and able to utilize my non-medicinal coping strategies better, or just ignore the thoughts that don't need addressing. 


Truly I've been in a better place emotionally/cognitively the past 6 months on vyvanse then possibly ever in my life, and I am grateful for that when I look at the big picture.


However, I still get the occasional storm of thoughts/feelings that none of the above strategies seem to help and I feel trapped in an immature and illogical brain that is out of my control when it happens.


Some examples include the general ""feeling"" of being a failure, the feeling that loved ones in my life don't love me, the feeling that I'm terrible at my profession, etc.  


When I'm not in one of these funks I can quickly acknowledge or discard thoughts as needed, be confident in my analysis of the situation, and if anything needs to be handled regarding a situation approach it in a reasonably mature and logical manner.


If I'm in one of these weird cycles I attempt the same strategies and they don't work, and my brain feels overwhelmed with the feeling that all the bad thoughts/feelings are true and must be based in reality.  This feeling of my brain and emotions seeming completely out of my control is distressing and disconcerting.


Beyond feeling uncomfortable, I'll sometimes approach people (often my husband) in an emotional and illogical manner and they're like ""huh? what's going on here?"".  My husband has started to be annoyed by these cycles b/c it's a wash, rinse and repeat cycle that I can't seem to prevent or control.


Beyond that, I can often ""stand"" outside myself and recognize these times as being something goofy going on in my brain, not sure why, tell myself it will pass, but then I feel so down on myself, like what am I don't wrong to still have these, how can I handle them better, and which thoughts during these cycles, if any, can I trust? And I then feel like a failure for even having these cycles at all.


And then usually I'll wake up one day and I feel in control again. These episodes can last a few days to a week or 2, used to be every few months, but has been maybe 2 weeks total out of the past 6 months since starting vyvanse. 


Is this relatable at all?
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adhd,throwayz2,2018/01/02,"Relationships post medication Previous relationships have been unmedicated but have ended messily so I'm still worried about this aspect of myself. It generally would start with an all consuming urge to be with someone that would fade to nothing or even to negativity fairly quickly. I suppose that's normal for people but I think it was more intense for me because it seemed to happen a lot faster with me than for them. I'm back on the dating scene now but I'm a bit wary because I don't want to end up hurting any more people.

Anyone have any experience post medication? (Methylphenidate for me)",5.533565656565656,7.810122518181821,6.447575757575759,70.6058080808081,69.27272727272728,8.888888888888891,31.313131313131308,9.444778638647367,3.2014646464646472,487,21,80,11,9,161,76,110,0.115,0.868,0.017,-0.8919,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,1,16,17,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,17,12,5,14,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,10,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285072396100425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747758679197895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919051624033367,0.0,0.2048365708727208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342510512371168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761674123461673,0.0,0.0,0.11097004853611117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434754118052425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857206457650676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985984616752526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283741721525867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338507934991976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646156531723934,0.1612116197913025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329561173459689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218172569518813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36076307029590815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295141099597254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423556466333191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891944446564252,0.0,0.1341742460775873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765502141779963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909756907320023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062389113551113,0.0,0.2387011785496888,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BottomHippo,2018/01/02,"i only really miss my ex-boyfriend of 3 months when i'm coming down from dexedrine. AKA right now, and i just found out he's already dating somebody new. i don't even know why i'm posting this and i feel so pathetic but god being in love with someone who doesn't love you back sucks and so does coming down from amphetamines",3.5476119402985056,4.808522268656716,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,72.58208955223881,7.151044776119402,25.34029850746269,7.554174236665415,1.0962262686567157,260,8,55,3,5,83,52,67,0.105,0.6920000000000001,0.203,0.8773,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,2,8,12,0,14,0,1,0,2,5,5,1,0,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269756393764556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796677992424346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42114365412686783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391963624004345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145676399780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360114582954168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802654943824644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434319766071925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44125091285143503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951174698445894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360911058260477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859150612376396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411530224388302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156600778638661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875876324018106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071214921993205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205778907410914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fallinginadarkdream,2018/01/02,"I finally told my mom about the problems I have been having in school/social life. After months of consideration of deciding to tell my mom about how hard school has been for me to focus like i used to be able in the past, I finally decided to tell her tonight. I have problems with paying attention and fidget a lot during certain long boring classes in high school. I have had a 3.5 GPA and higher for all of my schooling and now things have been getting harder and harder to pay attention to and focus. I have many other symptoms and get very aggressive at times, and I think enough is enough and its time to do something about it. I look back now, and I remember all the times I forgot my phone on the way out the door, or forgot where I put my keys/remote, but the thing is I have very good long term memory. I end up interrupting teachers and talk out of turn a lot, I am acutally considered the funny kid in my grade. I was pondering not telling her for a while because if I ever considered the military as a career path, I couldn't enlist because of it. After thinking about it, I feel I needed to tell her that I am not doing as well as I did years ago. She also notices my grades have been slipping and I did as well, and after investigating the counter a few months ago, I realized her herself is taking vyance for some add adhd related symptom. She has mood swings every now and then and is a pain to live with, and I think she might be Bi-Polar. I do not belive I am bipolar, I had a ""girlfriend"" that to my understanding had a very bipolar personality and would not let me talk to other girls because she got jelous, she actually blocked me when I went out with a couple of my friends. She was very clingy, and I am happy that is over. I have OCD, and so does she, and guessing whatever she has is hereditary, I am also burdened. She was very open to the idea, and is making an appointment with our GD. Best wishes from me, as I will soon receive help and may update you on it soon. ",8.715480882352942,5.8878551275000035,8.896970588235295,73.18414705882357,62.725,11.911764705882357,36.52941176470589,10.056822442137396,3.3794676470588243,1561,52,315,25,17,519,200,400,0.069,0.8490000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.8957,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,0,1,19,15,1,0,21,0,47,6,0,3,4,73,67,36,0,7,7,2,2,1,2,4,6,0,1,3,12,30,0,3,14,0,2,3,5,6,2,0,17,3,62,8,51,42,10,49,0,0,1,0,33,15,0,8,31,247,74,10,0.0843874570979272,0.0,0.08234998509054413,0.0,0.10141732446346836,0.0,0.1496087781390173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496923790572773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488874558144471,0.0,0.15432543177251282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855942993190659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337311620377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384803238343421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474223946448809,0.17438960274270593,0.0,0.0,0.0763332862181705,0.07110007220618418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266883386809425,0.0,0.0,0.18488466884892693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519754002172036,0.0,0.08817792673963899,0.0,0.0,0.07078019527795755,0.06749235838212765,0.0,0.09296229791940354,0.0,0.0,0.08983201725913208,0.075594586173945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056563133681488624,0.08915998161685665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526316738697874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629189230777297,0.05960535658186244,0.041227448962942934,0.0,0.07451567066735375,0.14936048802651092,0.07086421043809657,0.0,0.0,0.14348639660126886,0.0,0.0,0.05632928289220985,0.0855556363621682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952175634163567,0.0,0.1976671396858272,0.13471452630452604,0.0,0.0,0.0625722301685267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960756792222898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979420411030478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055737643977418,0.0,0.07368387256195258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149479933539282,0.0,0.08483270235546495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559453854033306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416184472576769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496558727211993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542175860995932,0.06344886558902545,0.13565488295050396,0.29503342812528977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121265535588518,0.16221622527653445,0.0,0.0,0.14762101457926433,0.0,0.0,0.08063583160209564,0.0,0.0,0.09178932085422492,0.0,0.08785031892245974,0.0,0.07288366840029792,0.0,0.3481424493762242,0.0,0.06698283553152655,0.0,0.0,0.1517489169144297,0.0782280181715333,0.0,0.0,0.09704141101461576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994642832794118,0.0,0.0,0.0543427556196042
adhd,NoHydroNoLoss,2018/01/02,"When do I notice positive changes with Strattera? Hey guys, I've been on Strattera for a bit more than a week now and I honestly can't say I see any good changes. I get dizzy, can't eat, have a constant need to drink water, and feel even less focused than before. 

When does it get better? 

Thanks.",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,2.4700000000000024,95.165,80.5,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4463333333333344,231,8,50,2,6,72,46,60,0.03,0.684,0.28600000000000003,0.9439,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,6,10,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341091119341438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919629463061243,0.0,0.0,0.1995185917074625,0.2462890240221496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772947615127729,0.0,0.0,0.24378578677143545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974178712587935,0.0,0.0,0.2209951626156507,0.0,0.2308378609695367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900198602157602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406655098943272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357259635377687,0.0,0.0,0.18921662538690207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233724434457516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727428045268855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683901736645176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940053255546431,0.0,0.0,0.17976833753611468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769563740304095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095702069881872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EyedMedoc,2018/01/02,"Ambitious plans that are never seen through I am VERY ambitious and plan miniature, weekly projects. I have to do a certain number of things from my list (which is...quite large) every single day, or else I feel horrible. Whenever I go to the library, I come home with 5-25 books. 

 

Here's the problem, I don't go through with my plans. This type of thing has been going on for years. I've been prescribed adderall before, but i've always prioritized using them for work and school and never for misc. stuff like reading for ""fun"" or doing projects.

 

TL;DR I make long todos lists daily, make plans for ambitious weekly projects, and borrow 5-25 books from the library but never really carry out my plans. 

 

**Anyone else like this? If so, how did you deal with it?**",3.3032653061224484,5.9394583741496625,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,77.50340136054422,6.64108843537415,24.765986394557824,7.793537801064563,1.5740361904761908,619,22,110,10,15,195,96,147,0.028,0.8370000000000001,0.135,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,9,3,5,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,4,4,24,19,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,1,0,0,4,2,12,4,18,15,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,10,68,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243314243920154,0.4856973927211314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447963112471192,0.15310092841097556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714747493226722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871418507049914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636510024460633,0.15404795510727806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24964651883841685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258948343698662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555246578373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547606161717469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988287159061706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600049472890314,0.0,0.0,0.1322341406839279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994812528269496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34573134841352593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297707711860574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892913768109534,0.1494628569968328,0.0,0.0957238291797162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122346750393084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105292323582488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853923421934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905299638676987,0.0,0.1232891462451344,0.0,0.0,0.2397153064782562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878130222244464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622314022540653
adhd,BlueWashout,2018/01/02,"Adderall Comedown I'm sure this has been discussed before but I'm pretty new to Reddit so please bear with me. I'm a female, early 20s, been naturally thin all of my life. I found out I had add freshman year of college, and was prescribed adderall xr, 25mg, as needed. 
Now I've noticed that I have no desire to eat on it and since I just started a really intense job I take it maybe 3-4 times a week. Because of this on top of naturally being thin I'm thin as hell now, I don't like it... it's awful.
What's worse though is the comedown. I'll feel very productive at work, I can focus, I'm happy and feel successful but after I get off I feel like hell. Like nothing is good in the world, like I'm guilty about literally any given thing I could feel bad about, Luke I'd be better off dead. I know it's the adderall making me feel this way but I cannot stand it.
I know I have ADD, and I feel as though I can't keep up with my job without the adderall, or some sort of ADD medicine. I'm seeing my primary doctor later this week who prescribes me my medicine, would you all suggest maybe some sort of stimulant that at least has a gentler comedown? One that doesn't suppress my appetite would be great as well but if I had to choose one thing to focus on it's the comedown, I can force myself to eat if I need to, I can't force myself to be happy.
Or any other advice on dealing with ADHD medicine comedown effects, it would mean a lot to me. Thank you so much and happy new year",2.1802555910543115,3.4956375431309894,3.7694773162939335,90.33678466453676,76.12460063897764,6.030364217252396,24.021597444089466,6.360717304075467,0.5615069392971246,1153,36,253,8,25,384,156,313,0.168,0.6629999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.301,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,5,10,18,2,0,10,1,26,4,0,3,3,53,53,21,1,9,10,0,9,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,20,12,2,2,12,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,7,10,33,15,36,38,7,31,2,0,1,0,6,16,2,9,17,156,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642295027576586,0.1027945256647361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307128601908325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783273816798992,0.0641253897874562,0.0,0.0895124909381557,0.0,0.0,0.09303569504360147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398898519095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845057043348524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076706906760235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152797957712913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191359991580581,0.07515073622200237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533997801528666,0.0,0.0,0.05495961220925834,0.0,0.0,0.08823187907463953,0.0,0.11597694403257755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33594345082177296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877796442778207,0.0935014118692656,0.0,0.0,0.1156239297723807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430175338565997,0.2055702320215028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943232173959216,0.0,0.0,0.0702179254661423,0.0,0.2113633660814348,0.11458729009432905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732981890604433,0.15600028861122042,0.0,0.2031943702043968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093664342592447,0.11976426001462065,0.0,0.0,0.1425645843714827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547160968211093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702028909780363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739007909185321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382613412802888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701770465028133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744569751112021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914426050790312,0.0,0.07909292442736947,0.0,0.0,0.09684865865356357,0.0,0.0,0.1397726648790645,0.0,0.206705476276974,0.0,0.06133956660279456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679620725397412,0.0,0.0834982359328786,0.1687608362675135,0.0,0.09458219233729022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140342622672416,0.0,0.07658260877468864,0.0,0.10720184644077654,0.22418076106246407,0.0,0.0,0.13548319338714218
adhd,Beba2468,2018/01/02,"Does Vyvanse or Ritalin help with studying as an adult going back to school? Just started going back to school to finish my degree and was diagnosed with ADD. Was prescribed Ritalin with a few questions for those that have been taking it for a while. I've always lacked motivation although I enjoy learning, staying focused has always been an issue because my mind is racing 100mph.  Anyone have trouble focusing while on Ritalin? Whats it like once you start studying or doing homework?
",5.446120689655174,8.241986298850577,5.6052729885057495,74.24515086206897,71.06896551724137,7.108620689655173,32.71408045977012,8.07648339933343,3.0054839080459765,396,19,56,6,8,125,65,87,0.029,0.818,0.152,0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,0,13,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,10,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,8,43,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35422695731118986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883406192472995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734668491699864,0.0,0.12975521419121205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604464621421696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627196728605747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419422613136175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267307938564167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216665719978895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399082787526777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492416688560384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266849940544769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238447750921858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308438436212844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013215447299668,0.2268764757850177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004143419788144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CaptainJAmazing,2018/01/02,"ADHD and head injuries? So almost a month ago I was involved in a serious car accident that I have no memory of. I already had ADD.

At first I knew basic things like what year it was, but couldn’t tell you what building I was in. Now the therapists are saying that I’m making really great progress and I feel like I can handle norma day-to-day life on my own; it’s the advanced complications with therapy, lawyers, etc. that I need help on. Pretty good, considering.

I’m also occasionally having to really stop and think about things that I normally wouldn’t have to, the name of a not-that-long-ago ex or “what was that city next to Disney World?” It feels a little bit like, to borrow from the movie “Inside-Out,” like several dozen shelves containing my individual memories have been knocked over and the memories scattered around. While none of those memories have been lost, they feel like they’ve been disconnected from the usual system and I have to hunt around for a while to find them.

So my questions are 1) Does anyone have any advice involving ADD and head injuries? And 2) The border between what’s “normal” for me and what is not is kind of fuzzy. Are there any tricks for knowing the difference beyond “what would you normally know?” (which is kind of uselessly vague and hard to nail down)?",4.3506854838709685,6.257183020161289,4.9476129032258065,81.67641935483873,71.62096774193549,8.508387096774195,25.706451612903226,9.120678840339163,2.0694896774193547,1031,33,195,22,20,330,147,248,0.076,0.77,0.154,0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,4,9,13,1,0,13,0,25,3,2,1,0,38,37,16,0,7,3,1,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,18,14,0,2,9,0,1,2,5,4,0,2,10,5,18,9,30,24,4,25,0,2,0,0,12,12,0,3,15,129,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988240770597246,0.1137384131410594,0.20635168804490364,0.0,0.11655131006467816,0.0,0.12844315772739764,0.093079866109533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830318718464162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138506440175526,0.0,0.0,0.20722984206605746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270715921312341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012839928823038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160646865079568,0.0,0.0,0.1018567648948814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980955628666685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765562022184423,0.1663031261441023,0.0,0.0,0.10638158031107364,0.09900427952001764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762537303915976,0.0,0.12832428079134614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042657433479922,0.0,0.2389066883273931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801613154970846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424119065346476,0.1279336833202132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221219436573972,0.2843200042507968,0.11665689752025,0.0,0.1030046138163173,0.0,0.0,0.12705729041881372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769358693890048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290420740311754,0.0,0.0,0.08630432973666782,0.0,0.0,0.12378584256363567,0.0,0.3421228483019956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841406706405327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038739462102014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912935504672134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925608089581936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149156193550618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731020515854154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173307789927548,0.0,0.13310614852688016,0.13514186258425856,0.15465338257108732,0.07458027603830708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819103239885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268262619081866,0.0,0.0,0.07495361899618717
adhd,alabamerpammer,2018/01/03,Been trying to clean my room for over a month now Guess what I'm doing on my only off day this week? Slept til 5 and now I'm hungry and then I'll prob be get and sleepy and it still won't get done.. the never-ending cycle man ,-1.2457051282051277,0.5732391730769244,1.1784615384615411,102.04987179487179,89.96153846153845,3.466666666666667,8.666666666666666,3.1291,-2.2557410256410257,175,0,45,0,6,59,43,52,0.0,0.942,0.058,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265231515049611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594442902824069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110976946822597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670207091345782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869345738407083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803593983390268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27090082203999666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26713668823331826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050370061381863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847143992508904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817465376448436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShadySunroof,2018/01/03,What kind of music helps you focus on work? I work in an open office environment - I am allowed to wear headphones. I usually listen to instrumental hip hop. Is there another kind of music people like for helping with focus? ,3.1182926829268283,6.11814912195122,5.164097560975613,72.64370731707318,82.17073170731706,7.182439024390242,25.27317073170732,8.238735603445708,2.4448204878048783,178,7,27,4,5,61,33,41,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.7691,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121217779739057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39902957084710455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6199328081982444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542132123938456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635951190547752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278297169346913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333990983990015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,meganahs,2018/01/03,"Having ADHD is like trying to navigate with a broken compass. I know what I need to do/complete yet I can't move due to being overwhelmed by deciding which path to take. I'm easily distracted or think about possible outcomes depending on which direction take. I dream about the destination without ever taking a step.

My medicine is what makes my 'compass' work. It doesn't change my situation but how I navigate. ",4.635808270676692,7.237083144736843,5.878496240601508,72.25447368421055,72.8157894736842,9.606015037593986,31.90977443609023,9.957137785484203,3.936498496240601,333,16,53,10,7,111,57,76,0.055,0.858,0.08800000000000001,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,3,1,12,14,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,10,13,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29063001534509897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558217419043756,0.0,0.2535518421067147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874708549346428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329022317969477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814484545049707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614219309960043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570246750641241,0.0,0.17931224581463445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726245035853403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718245737840958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454732180321892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495348646711524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641851988217018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331133647493098,0.0,0.17605351492593652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mavienoire,2018/01/03,"I realized recently that I have a fear of getting into trouble. I’m in my 30’s.  I realized that a lot of the ways in which I react to things at home and at work stem from a fear of getting into trouble.  For example, when I’m at work I immediately become anxious if my manager asks to see me in her office despite the fact that I’ve never gotten into trouble at work.  At home, when my husband asks me to clean up a mess I become defensive because I automatically think he’s mad at me.  I’m starting to think that reaction stems from my ADHD and having always gotten into trouble as a kid. I was wondering if anyone else experiences this?",4.919076923076926,5.128940715384619,7.449038461538461,70.59971153846155,68.76923076923077,9.884615384615383,33.17307692307692,9.827888789773867,3.3349230769230767,503,22,93,11,8,184,71,130,0.193,0.777,0.03,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,9,2,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,2,18,17,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,1,16,0,25,14,1,20,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,4,5,66,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593367574699425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565630295835018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418059484571814,0.0,0.11399628502720514,0.1670463121393933,0.0,0.0,0.3048272149320077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938324728507407,0.3601137129543927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619293737543894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947730677435532,0.0,0.3669143247078765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035575920828014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32707026942208833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860460850505146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574090251634504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097516589106575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299159887309928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153954150470162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083117105674665,0.2089295982540779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940780332235885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680205592605105,0.35606933716041683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ChefXcellence,2018/01/03,"My ADHD was a side effect of a bigger problem I'm 100% there is a large number of people out there on this subreddit that have this same problem I'm about to describe. I had mild ADD throughout my whole life but nothing that really hindered me. Near the end of middle school and going into high school it seemed to get so much worse and I eventually saw a doc and was prescribed Vyvanse. Things were great for a while but I still felt strange that I just ""developed ADD"" in a few years. After nearly 2 years of taking the medicine and doing fine I eventually did enough research to figure out what my problem was. I had internet addiction and was on the computer for the majority of my days at the time. The reason this is such a problem is because of how internet addiction greatly hinders your ability to set long term goals and it lowers your attention span significantly. After lowering my time online to pretty low levels I began to feel different after a few months and my medicine made me more ""wigged out"" than anything. I decided to stop taking it and my normal mind felt like like it had reset. I could (generally) concentrate on what I was doing and didn't constantly daydream for long periods of time. This made me realize that the number of people with ADD/ADHD isn't rising over the years, doctors are just mislabeling the side affects of internet addiction because they are so similar. I just wanted to share this so hopefully some people who maybe developed ADD later in there life can see if it is linked to there internet usage. Alrighty, well thanks for reading and have a good day fellas :)",6.223278145695362,7.336223612582785,6.787741721854308,73.29260596026491,66.18543046357614,9.881059602649009,32.318543046357625,10.008157457239328,3.3806140397351,1289,52,218,29,20,422,162,302,0.084,0.7759999999999999,0.14,0.966,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,2,15,15,0,0,18,0,24,6,0,6,0,52,42,18,0,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,18,18,0,1,11,1,0,2,2,5,1,0,17,5,24,10,41,24,10,47,0,1,2,0,5,21,0,4,25,161,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333413926126203,0.24504250312565706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389422102076059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429266990804315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016918101820553,0.0,0.08139689479355276,0.0,0.0,0.1314955874550098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651358510034577,0.0,0.10434772918591942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090295349164889,0.10533916419416696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154778984658028,0.0,0.19577144338920088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326343404103296,0.0,0.057939193059988126,0.08550884335782827,0.0,0.2247952654847572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771327872045176,0.0,0.10125700937936156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401726582501312,0.09961293442526016,0.0,0.0,0.18044090616524575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929306434637683,0.0,0.0,0.10242010683322038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293805415251962,0.0,0.08137363341935497,0.0,0.07494324546950251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998870414315164,0.09782150989293782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203297101424431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371740047417753,0.0,0.3902004916839925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197522823934743,0.0,0.06531026854887911,0.10481915302888582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063529083240483,0.08123906968344491,0.092809302352091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141551680361125,0.08523279175263346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330387511867954,0.0,0.0,0.0938596895937998,0.0,0.0,0.0677294818618765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833946575608048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060131359302818314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166317156373427,0.0,0.0,0.11382089903212918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389335454614734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695281256266556
adhd,EgadsSir,2018/01/03,"Can anyone recommend good introductory material to explain to friends/family about ADHD and what it's like to have it? I've tried to explain to my boyfriend how it affects me, and he tends to respond with things like ""yeah, that happens to me too sometimes"". Sure, but these things happen to me every. single. day. 

It might be good ol' self-doubt creeping in again, but I feel like he doesn't believe or understand how much of a real problem ADHD is. I'd really like to send him something he could read to start to understand, because I kinda feel like I can't explain it to him from scratch without, like... undergoing the emotional strain of feeling like I have to justify my illness as real?

Any material you think is good for ADHD beginners would be greatly appreciated.",7.641879310344829,7.546023420689656,8.08012931034483,69.41467672413796,63.06896551724138,10.836206896551724,38.81465517241379,10.411451182825502,4.1832931034482765,616,30,106,13,8,204,93,145,0.052000000000000005,0.7120000000000001,0.236,0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,1,2,1,12,1,0,3,1,27,25,8,0,3,4,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,12,12,22,20,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,11,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296976271172543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104724653357863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333420818655722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265170279482318,0.0,0.0,0.1342763064859001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515642416142203,0.0,0.0,0.07686196093204882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340627154157722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004152314097242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123533503692392,0.0,0.18078466141733796,0.2554290416437088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29989039958148106,0.0,0.13139760236677564,0.0,0.0,0.2107829365281206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075811162650973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643233122438954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876118342354063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140402333186376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192133692189664,0.2713084066903758,0.07635047543147523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433189758789152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175144661851904,0.11787317228107062,0.0,0.0843570081166003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232679243131408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835727691156454,0.07636644752539071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091615526782121,0.0,0.0,0.2481434921313508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148863439118128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846628461259578,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TwoMeterPetR,2018/01/03,"How to go to the psychologist? It's a serious question. 
I haven't been diagnosed yet (but im pretty sure i got adhd) and I don't have any idea where the fuck i should start.
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adhd,Fleetax,2018/01/03,Who else's parents smoked/abusive?  I've noticed a lot of us come from backgrounds where second-hand smoke during early childhood and childhood trauma are fairly common. Bed-wetting/fire starting/ hyperfocus in arts and other crafts aren't out of the ordinary.,8.573333333333334,10.319332111111112,7.304444444444448,69.41000000000001,61.22222222222222,7.777777777777778,37.22222222222222,7.793537801064563,3.3405555555555555,215,10,28,2,3,65,41,45,0.07200000000000001,0.928,0.0,-0.4215,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,16,3,0,0.0,0.4177677007137821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037295769726871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454807765735186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299763862769695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40143201591336136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915152854192087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495687245431315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241286578985529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MidnightMooseKnuckle,2018/01/03,"Looking for tips on how to find a more ADHD-friendly family practice doc. So here's my situation... I live in Minnesota but travel out of state frequently for work. My current provider will only write 30-day prescription, which cannot be requested in advance but generally take 3-4 days to refill.

Frequently, I find myself in a situation where I need to leave for a work trip (often to states such as California which do not accept out-of-state prescriptions) but do not have enough medication to last the trip. Similarly, there have been instances where it takes them so long to send the script that I've left before the pharmacy can refill - again being proactive in requesting refills is not an option as they will not refill until 30 days has elapsed.

I do well cooping with my ADHD when I have my medication and take it every day. However, not having my meds puts me in tailspin, which is exacerbated by the stress of work travel. 

Anyways, I'm tired of this bullshit. I need to find a doc who can be flexible with my circumstances without treating me like I'm a pill-fiend. But I'm all in my head about how to find a new doc... I feel like if I come out and explain my situation other docs will jump to the conclusion that -- oh this person is just out to get as much pills as possible at once.

If anyone has any recommendations on how I should approach this I would be eternally grateful!
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adhd,wizard7926,2018/01/03,"Peter Shankman's new ""Faster Than Normal"" Book - Who's Read It? I just finished it over the course of 2 days (lol) and it had some really helpful ideas re: how to better manage symptoms, pitfalls, and ""triggers"". While some of his habits are hard to replicate for most (getting up at 3AM every morning to a fully-lit room, doing all of his work on airplanes, and getting his dopamine fixes by skydiving often), I really did resonate with the idea of figuring out exactly what your triggers are that keep you from being focused, and eliminating them. Spend hours in front of your closet? Whittle down your wardrobe and set your clothes out the night before. Know you'll get into an online chat frenzy when you need to get stuff done? Don't even open the page before a certain time. Find out what music makes you get into the zone. Use apps and automation to help eliminate the ""fluff"". Make dopamine work for you, not against you.

Wondering if anyone else has gotten a chance to read and share their thoughts!",6.476774193548387,7.453572537634411,5.744247311827959,81.48637096774196,65.55913978494624,8.135483870967743,31.09139784946237,8.07648339933343,2.178643010752688,796,29,142,9,12,241,134,186,0.02,0.882,0.098,0.929,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,10,2,3,5,3,0,0,10,1,10,1,0,6,3,40,24,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,14,0,1,7,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,17,3,29,17,5,24,0,0,0,0,20,13,0,6,9,92,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052981638394078,0.1543003786502773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628719211697515,0.0,0.0,0.13318731720832994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712006067331423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541089775988711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258011717671917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946529096408276,0.0,0.12688114183892638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763932185140546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933932724171506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349017956377969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187869758227575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483038221486453,0.0,0.0,0.34000245226758913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133854024481919,0.0,0.0,0.08276200335930547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104406396678293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116628403437858,0.0,0.14544370860386813,0.0,0.14132137841008027,0.14754921761349382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301267610433514,0.0,0.19294753129956616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239301615255578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652384269933425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955406235561344,0.08781202000715044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006404608454308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331174167300752,0.21926707169190712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,One-Thousand-Wombats,2018/01/03,New here Just found this subreddit and it makes me so happy to see others that understand what living with ad/hd is like. I feel like the world isn’t so scary anymore now that I see there’s other people like me. So thanks guys I guess haha,2.718,4.175647400000003,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,75.0,6.6000000000000005,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.08579999999999988,190,3,41,2,4,61,40,50,0.069,0.621,0.31,0.9234,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,6,2,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515987857459113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827658741740255,0.18124085048185526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816514861937897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794753278808929,0.2511994490914541,0.0,0.2700646718034469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718299270076342,0.0,0.2240186823918492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934440260119735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450216878792713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588122932545533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043265736503045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335696780207944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641070330101085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lovelydelusion,2018/01/03,"Can ADHD Affect Your Sex Life? I kinda already know the answer to this, but looking for some more anecdotal evidence.... I know for me it was harder to focus before I went on meds which made my partners feel kinda.. How do I put this appropriately.. Inadequate? Which made me feel awful. & I know people tend to either be more hypersexual or hypo.... What about relationships? Does it affect yours in any way? ",2.0122909090909107,4.868694520000002,4.218424242424245,76.96254545454549,90.46666666666668,5.927272727272728,18.81818181818182,7.348242739294969,1.0585999999999998,319,9,53,6,11,109,57,75,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,5,0,17,14,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,10,0,8,9,4,5,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,4,0,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27089503576539337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874188525207844,0.0,0.0,0.2442280522266647,0.0,0.15328427733492714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918044894637249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972549116193692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279447882876977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716328624197819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921140977120635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928484775822912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265705164998015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503760160190188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626861608002202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265959791409856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200242676690886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789173370819548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895425798840508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,number42,2018/01/03,"Ok guys, it's now ~1pm and I'm ready to start work! All I had to do was feed the dogs, go grocery shopping, talk w/the wife, cook lunch, oh why not cook dinner while I'm at it, oh cool there's a lot on reddit today...

*edit:* aaaand instead I recorded a Vince Guaraldi song: https://www.bandlab.com/band/band6481288197080589/cast-your-fate-to-the-wind?revId=a5b515c7-ccf0-e711-80c2-00155d60b1c1

At least I'm productive!",6.277564102564102,9.945368846153851,2.1348076923076924,89.40477564102565,91.30769230769228,3.3974358974358982,16.185897435897438,5.46131890053228,-0.6937948717948719,345,7,54,2,12,86,51,65,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.7639,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,3,5,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,5,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,24,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442077527705077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254694080321023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653145869710437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041430500827577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453756503021025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40730425626101213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877363670617638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31282587267668976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BernardoSanders,2018/01/03,"Really having a hard time determining if my medication is causing my irritability and aggression I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD 3 years ago. At first I was given Wellbutrin, which seemed to work great for a month, then I just got mean as my wife put it and I stopped taking it. I was then put on Adderall. It worked, but I hated feeling all jittery. About a couple months ago I was put on Strattera and it was working great. My mind didnt feel like thousands of people talking over each other, I was finally focused, didn't forget things, and was motivated to get things done. I was sociable, wanted to talk to people, wanted to spend time with my kids, etc. 

One thing I did notice about Strattera was that I did not want to put up with bullcrap. If I felt like someone done me wrong, I let them know. My wife dropped off lunch for me and instead of waiting for me to come down and get it when she called (2 minutes from my office to car) she left it on my car and left. I was so mad because I felt I wasn't worth an extra minute to her, and this not being the first time shes done that. I get in a huge fight with her about how I wish she would have waited an extra minute for me and bringing up all the times I take on my lunch break to bring her lunch, directly to her office, and actually spending time to her. She said the Strattera is making me mad and took the medication away from me.

So here I am, almost 2 weeks later without it, and I can barely function at work. I have forgotten things with clients, forgotten my wedding band in the bathroom everytime I go it seems like. Strattera made me feel perfect, like it was a missing puzzle piece.  Now its a battle in my head whether I keep feeling miserable like this to appease my wife, or take Strattera or something else and be an asshole, yet functional and motivated. 


I don't know what to do.  ",5.490022172949004,5.572159392953931,5.981173934466617,82.05458425720622,67.53658536585365,8.660310421286033,31.13587090416359,8.296473431620573,2.130836314363143,1452,53,294,18,22,470,185,369,0.156,0.737,0.107,-0.9477,0,0,1,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,1,9,12,17,6,1,14,0,33,7,1,6,3,64,69,27,0,7,10,3,7,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,21,21,3,4,13,1,3,11,7,9,0,4,26,8,55,8,47,39,7,52,0,2,0,0,23,18,0,8,26,213,76,6,0.0,0.0,0.08270657442314193,0.0,0.1018564785933024,0.0,0.15025660939592292,0.0,0.08486775580513096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962811034579607,0.0,0.0,0.051664562311873635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654215521657559,0.0,0.0,0.08706454274415609,0.0,0.07300709213586676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937774375543212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602237802969978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601948317502732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080014682240343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452185237553956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141438847767002,0.060547466568137975,0.16275209058345752,0.0928426253328341,0.0,0.14418149419865106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283962806462704,0.0,0.04816700859933376,0.0,0.06778461168374601,0.1868806746149052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759219234892115,0.08367591172463235,0.08698089482619373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533224415132968,0.0,0.0,0.0931559206777312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416848036527692,0.08666555076384676,0.0,0.2070298538719137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019521391308299,0.056573198193107126,0.0,0.0,0.09232072052660263,0.0,0.17075919818364524,0.0,0.0,0.08557623739132056,0.0,0.13529786293747556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649170312678826,0.0,0.0,0.0574307374749684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751393600541668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34080016909118543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054294858120678524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061938665749567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543116577361683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181083089410037,0.06524689922842106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085719348979763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117082965344304,0.13624229148642253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252241609158575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710039747417786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094163555952755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996831407177372,0.0,0.06798363932013403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974616167007492,0.08169874132995733,0.0,0.2468043922171812,0.0,0.0,0.06020600647899463,0.09266395755401237,0.0,0.054578068922170236
adhd,InstigatingDrunk,2018/01/03,"I'm in such a weird predicament and want to vent Sorry for the weird formatting but this works for me:

-Back when I worked full time, I would take 2 XR 10 mg adderalls a day as prescribed.

-I had a mental breakdown in August and quit my full time job (didn't feel fulfilled or appreciated after 3 years)

-I was jobless for 3 months. (Tried figuring myself out to no success. probably because I was smoking weed and it left me in a dazed state during that period)

-Eventually started looking in October, and got a job in Nov as a temp (30% more pay but no insurance)

Today (only 14 capsules left) I take 1 xr once every 10 days, usually on days I feel absolutely depressed. I feel likes it has become a ""break glass if meltdown is imminent"". on the other 9 days my work is pretty bad

Anyone else in a weird situation when it comes to their meds and life situations? I'm in need of advice..

Thanks yall

tl;dr: quit old job, now a temp with no insurance. limited Adderall left. ",2.9536680012319074,4.992823492146599,4.669251616877123,81.59766861718512,75.8586387434555,7.635478903603325,26.418540190945482,8.4952907291091,1.9928605481983364,761,29,146,15,17,257,128,191,0.163,0.725,0.112,-0.6685,4,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,7,5,9,0,0,11,0,8,1,0,0,0,20,22,13,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,5,4,15,3,21,16,3,37,0,1,1,0,2,15,0,2,20,81,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503515856701757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231294537960397,0.12061861457777075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051983614273126,0.0982917416777984,0.07176135435879948,0.1300130981364316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140582974150933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036800627087288,0.0,0.10139253682380872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834041357222267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991846402356798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785691408671235,0.08409958411522526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415187744642893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35045844252805514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837111645725743,0.0,0.08314950555250246,0.057512314212089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885561293813673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076099234410482,0.0,0.1186346257706362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396341952569964,0.0,0.0,0.08728829585449657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352791401751202,0.12536854328022376,0.0,0.08953178261860742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976412018677425,0.12692266299912636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250420589895773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646456599681059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177851729008774,0.08332321087090648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702240550642154,0.0,0.0,0.10838126576459887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728759824425665,0.0,0.11158531626423657,0.0,0.0,0.07992452575990433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296525538876905,0.0,0.06943463015475222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571058863369326,0.0,0.0,0.08362530082780502,0.0,0.0,0.07580817428589193
adhd,Kitjhii,2018/01/03,"Experiences with medications plz? Im truly a drug fiend at heart, so I stay far away from drugs.  I exercise, eat pretty decent,  but no matter what Ive tried, I have absolutely no motivation.
Ive always wanted to try medication,  hoping for a miracle motivation thing.  But OMG I so do not want an addicition.
Has medication helped you with motivation?  I also think i understand that these medications are like a speed?  Does it make you feel good?  That is what I need to stay away from, the ones that make you feel good.",3.0789795918367338,5.659465469387758,5.209551020408163,75.16759183673472,77.9795918367347,9.226122448979591,23.065306122448977,9.642632912329526,2.4816212244897957,408,13,77,13,10,141,66,98,0.064,0.608,0.328,0.984,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,9,1,5,0,19,17,5,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,12,4,10,17,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,49,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211980830616797,0.11665962784703225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634495392094288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226920646970172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251805444394877,0.1434620563579495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714484953976186,0.0,0.0,0.14178109169676012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519024185290915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661405185739084,0.09397471311195016,0.0,0.0,0.13925261756598253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144265042026595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849581054767621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717238084458224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649566702247871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395830280504104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500477443539436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263624406541364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988742069009133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314424446725154,0.08983603653872976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037645240199555,0.0,0.0,0.14595564248650034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539001560567002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dummerkopf,2018/01/03,"What did I accomplish today? Well, I spaced out, noticed that ten minutes was equal to 600 seconds, and then proceeded to count to 600. Not until I got to 456 did I realize that I was going to be counting for ten minutes. All while I was supposed to be working on a project. Good fucking job, Noah.",2.9108474576271206,4.7129109322033935,4.212,85.88172881355933,75.27118644067797,6.753898305084746,32.13898305084746,7.554174236665415,2.225756610169492,231,12,45,3,5,76,41,59,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,6,0,6,2,10,2,2,9,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,5,37,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484606063927041,0.0,0.0,0.21421486717488586,0.3161463692324862,0.30146093790295536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740393841876371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42913101664090825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572803326875191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33890037268941786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27440550926030105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jabberwocki52,2018/01/03,Being diagnosed as an adult in the UK I want to speak to my GP about getting a proper diagnosis but I'm worried cos I'm at uni and my grades aren't that bad that they'll think I'm just faking it to get meds or something. Also I was reading info on the NHS and it said they might ask parents questions about when you were a kid but my parents would definitely not cooperate I'm pretty sure they don't even believe ADHD is a real condition. ,2.158951612903227,3.8457493440860233,4.4233198924731205,84.05497983870971,77.06451612903227,6.800537634408602,25.603494623655912,7.6454224807358475,1.3904204301075267,351,13,72,5,8,122,69,93,0.104,0.7759999999999999,0.12,0.1238,2,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,16,19,8,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,9,1,9,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,1,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451141041707656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310262578357707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067025979599814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029378673691015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297872817901509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700988705469814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471025977495255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131159901403974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654786825070014,0.0,0.0,0.2163638729927026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529354654465061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074954130803335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284761175606137,0.0,0.2040100504905417,0.2321452791328629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400777458890087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570144135666817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222503940193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306860372918612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029785918831075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712605790379884,0.0,0.1448836789530288,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NoviceoftheWorld,2018/01/03,"Books about Coping with ADD for Teenager? My sister is 15 years old and has textbook ADD. My mother is not receptive to my suggestions that she see a counselor to learn coping mechanisms, so I am looking for different ways to help her.

What are some good (preferably short) books for teenagers with ADD to read, specifically with the goal of learning how to cope?

Thanks in advance.",6.289565217391306,8.045835927536235,5.354318840579712,81.25408695652175,66.53623188405797,8.418550724637681,32.64057971014493,8.841846274778883,2.7664179710144934,305,13,53,5,5,91,54,69,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.8343,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,8,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,14,8,1,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,2,34,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795202993976209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046779601093524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434796925862036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30503960883762865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811711389216775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633496057435047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894642596059337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344329970909132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833197777911895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339219306174798
adhd,ChikaraPower,2018/01/03,"My mom acts like she is the victim from my ADD Is it possible that she is suffering more than the person that actually has ADD, I just feel really angry when she acts that way as if she completely forgot what ADD is and the effect of it on me.",4.709411764705884,4.479386215686278,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,69.19607843137254,10.72156862745098,24.84313725490196,10.504223727775694,2.2528901960784316,191,4,41,5,3,67,36,51,0.153,0.8029999999999999,0.044,-0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.3690654710941364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965320954100511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122763963164174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476782790899546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429394610561807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33022681314656266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263600089378214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228252143266896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001949754269295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Anathemachiavellian,2018/01/03,"Do most of your worries stem from career/job issues? Because mine do.  

I'm 27, female and was diagnosed officially 3 months ago. I am not yet medicated because of errors with letters being sent from the hospital to my GP, but will be soon.  

I find most of my worries and stresses are job related. Like many of you (and oh my god, thanks to this sub for making me feel less alone in 'how I am') I coasted through school until a certain point, and then when I actually needed to study, I didn't. Have made bad decision after bad decision since then. Dropped out of university because I didn't know how to study and couldn't just sit down and work. I've had roughly 15-20 jobs in my few years since leaving university. Pretty much all of them have ended badly in one way or another. They all start off great, and I apear to be the model employee. Then the boredom kicks in and I do something to fuck up and end up leaving on bad terms (not fired though, though I'm sure I eventually would be).  

I thought I had found a good job. I'd been there for 1.5 years. Then in December I was told my contact wouldn't be renewed (this career path is all contract based). Another failure on my part.  

So here I am a month later. All I can think is what a failure and lifelong underachiever I am. I think I'm smart? But I've done nothing with my life. I've never been happy in any job. I feel I'll be going from one low paid job to the next, never succeeding. I'm 27 and have nothing to show for it. No goals or dreams. I just feel like a massive loser.  

Does work and career bring anyone else misery because it highlights all the places you struggle? I just don't know what to do. Sorry for the rant. ",1.7792743221690586,3.8493267573099454,3.391584263689527,89.20538277511963,79.67251461988303,6.133758639021798,23.813928761297184,7.229369725052465,0.9347590643274852,1309,46,275,17,33,433,185,342,0.181,0.687,0.131,-0.9601,7,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,2,5,13,19,1,2,11,0,35,4,0,4,9,55,59,27,0,4,9,0,5,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,15,0,0,12,2,1,3,10,9,0,2,15,5,34,10,40,34,12,44,0,2,0,1,9,16,1,4,24,177,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.08482991896830827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705709061468753,0.0,0.0,0.0900319671655512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059114529932153076,0.1823047446371856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060782602184708615,0.08906877566026186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903274961133463,0.21196383310601927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823084994895862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607193366419998,0.08895829079004987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261781496548471,0.0,0.15398613880284612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186136156028028,0.06210191533787356,0.0,0.0,0.07945130133348106,0.0,0.0,0.09531288593923873,0.0,0.08036422728919419,0.0,0.0,0.04940361107839567,0.07291170998256342,0.0,0.0958392521688662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925372692717933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073102869496792,0.5175802176976559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554753364684074,0.0,0.0,0.1840899864015894,0.0,0.0,0.06140034589389508,0.08493799120792059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225408373326923,0.05802561467418845,0.08813210702958761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757156880238756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877139549815395,0.0,0.06390263233895302,0.06445656558439315,0.1340896197481043,0.0,0.0924497102748765,0.0,0.0,0.1668209574423481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781033951101658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413536354186887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082204040043908,0.0,0.082175765240429,0.0,0.0,0.08843778873107984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797653444346408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381671820550182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692199759311553,0.0,0.0973096170474162,0.061528615648029486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995765877697666,0.090876802245972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192931675492011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003231242502876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140086409182484,0.17081410819058826,0.06901171631833812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306414449531417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899999440387725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657032853090755,0.176560727561777,0.0,0.061751688866822474,0.0,0.0,0.11195852799868783
adhd,sniffinglipgloss,2018/01/03,"Need some advice on how to not lose it I'm going through some... Career annoyances which is really testing my patience. Naturally, I'm ""OK"". Medication turns me into a normal working adult. But I have my limits. I know that I'm creeping up to the point of RAGE. I am trying my darnest but I have an asshole of a boss that is setting me up to fail and is just being an ugly human being. I can only take so much before I lose my shit and turn into the Hunk which always ends with me looking like a psychotic demonic bitch.

Please help me :( I have to deal with my boss everyday and IDK how to manage this irritation anymore.",2.0154533333333298,4.125600192000004,4.331700000000001,82.55968333333334,79.08,6.726666666666668,24.016666666666666,7.793537801064563,1.436106666666666,484,17,93,8,12,168,81,125,0.24,0.664,0.096,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,4,9,4,0,7,1,10,2,1,4,0,21,20,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,16,2,15,18,3,10,1,3,1,0,4,6,2,2,3,67,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267688238124314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640651862295697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955443682408071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778118850797655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327850796007665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746383027517101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205895356052832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216207776523192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083620853014581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632962251675577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557712914969808,0.4411762168187707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863281544495615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494612748657393,0.14620257774337614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931893895291879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996028139465273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164386635690793,0.1863938700000216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263151929431787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239704602796665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825087229629316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338687114535176,0.42893901278754737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354556536848168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bluh742,2018/01/03,How do so many ADHD'ers get good grades in school? How is that possible? ,1.24642857142857,3.9118350714285732,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,91.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.7275428571428577,57,2,12,1,2,17,13,14,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014557180635604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799690439728198,0.0,0.0,0.34997111031628764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230279520125757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703888414442596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222812144759927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,808potus,2018/01/03,"Reminder that prescriptions are now FREE for people under 25 in Ontario Canada as of Jan. 1st Last night I went to go refill my Vyvanse prescription and was confused when it came out to $0.00. then I remembered that as of January 1st, prescriptions are now free for all people under 25 years of age with a valid OHIP card. Very exciting, especially for people who don't have health insurance. ",8.148013698630137,8.111026780821916,7.853527397260276,71.26193493150687,62.01369863013698,11.683561643835617,34.688356164383556,11.20814326018867,4.010098630136987,317,12,54,8,4,101,56,73,0.03,0.83,0.14,0.86,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,5,15,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33197286950741783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649578473171262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085260741425956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365954774751643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27238340326956745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036760370920418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32880082206909544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394896723179519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906805635955805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869138445988419
adhd,Delet3r,2018/01/03,"Finally got to see a psychiatrist. Asks me about ten questions, we talk for a bit about my issues now, he says I don't have ADHD. Now tells me I need to make lists and plan ahead, that's what he does, because he has ADHD. He ""compensates knowing if I don't do it ahead, I'll be in trouble"". So...I'm about ready to give up on the medical industry.  My daughter is diagnosed with it my son can't be diagnosed because he has decent grades in school even though he has many other symptoms. There's no way they got it from their mother she is super organized and always plans ahead.  

I realize people here have said that they start making lists and planners to help them but I'm 45 years old and whenever I try I forget where the list was or I have lists and three different places or I just start a list for a week and then forget to add stuff to it by the time I remember it again it's only half accurate on things I need to remember.  

When I pointed out to the psychiatrist that I didn't get into a lot of fights but did get into arguments easily and lost my temper easily and seem to have emotional control issues then he said he wasn't saying that I didn't have it at all but that it wasn't my main issue.  3 weeks ago when I saw him he told me I didn't have ADHD because I didn't have the childhood symptoms.  Like getting into fights having bad grades.  

Although he did start me on some new medicine that he said helps with ADHD but it's not a stimulant 1 mg of something I can't remember now.  So I don't really understand why three weeks ago he said I don't have ADHD (those were his exact exact words) but now today he prescribed me for some new ADHD medication.  I just really do not have faith in the medical industry and specifically the mental health industry at all.",3.9952892561983484,4.838615834710744,5.383543801652894,82.32695206611572,71.09366391184574,9.003592286501377,26.365730027548214,9.281916038205594,2.040622787878788,1400,43,288,29,25,471,175,363,0.09,0.851,0.059,-0.9109,1,0,1,0,2,0,26.0,1,0,4,9,18,9,3,0,13,0,35,8,0,4,4,53,61,24,0,3,12,3,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,20,17,0,1,8,0,0,0,15,6,0,4,19,8,38,3,37,40,7,45,1,1,2,0,40,16,0,8,29,191,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449776937943214,0.0,0.13399000501628164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288663655617965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065487507700675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631041581479995,0.13821425209505184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251118965106742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476673045168588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534193924653367,0.0,0.07896252993572171,0.0,0.0,0.0661384870097962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501465316581243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049918307061488414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279159155849251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845856566508768,0.07250094248520549,0.0,0.0,0.12089265818050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033547885394945,0.0,0.0,0.1013161748928518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366502075213428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153548495832165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036923408920699986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250190314346915,0.06425339221241258,0.0,0.0,0.10089730016079017,0.07662384712938464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284095113671288,0.07616446772302883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207969931243356,0.0,0.1459866780839409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930600159071433,0.0,0.0,0.0574801877878726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239600753055468,0.0,0.07896252993572171,0.0,0.07144528238056236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466423427332784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968339208663844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568441409229296,0.0,0.2875665054888561,0.12020471820827199,0.0,0.07648858915747833,0.06022558029368572,0.06880302928857704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058183346410252336,0.0,0.0,0.1604826912142646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651829630365139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710817646189612,0.0,0.06074643036697858,0.06605817353468628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021041432424738,0.0,0.07425463065999187,0.0,0.04406991962642897,0.0,0.07163874934290049,0.07221765738115535,0.0,0.05131224482713664,0.0,0.0,0.07867897070962362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998999911980006,0.18187143068417336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819704921832265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048669511165337034
adhd,oyvho,2018/01/03,"ADHD dissociating is at an all time high with my vacation lack of sleep rhythm! I looked at my bank account and felt like I’d used an inordinate amount today. After getting my brain out of the box under the bed I realized 70% of what I spent went to a whole entire year of contact lenses and my school fees for the semester. I've also had a lot of the typical ""Why am I in this room"", where did my coffee go; oh, it's still in the kitchen, etc etc.

Anyone else feel like holidays and vacations negatively affects your ADHD? Anyone got good tips to avoid impulsively fucking up your rhythm as soon as a chance appears?",6.047072599531617,5.924578180327869,7.06943793911007,75.4204098360656,66.37704918032786,10.250117096018736,31.362997658079625,9.957137785484203,2.886106323185011,486,17,95,10,7,164,90,122,0.037000000000000005,0.856,0.107,0.8249,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,1,10,0,4,4,2,2,1,15,15,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,1,1,3,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,6,3,11,3,19,9,7,21,0,0,1,1,3,10,1,2,10,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228916865873437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069925665392982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604285636991066,0.1802714525961411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640736954325888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697540065127732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924395003881495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896061503620764,0.1256916624706204,0.16893011380569214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265381311009802,0.09192145512607494,0.0,0.099990829183146,0.14757023179436649,0.1407153926558994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858904048273864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191091874951556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774539571708908,0.0,0.0,0.14957800499585355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780608023511152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760671896782883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050601334987106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259210340610506,0.0,0.16677066903619472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195578081719688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309826115981582,0.15875859962316716,0.1964308695292014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329967389376512
adhd,evanthepineapple,2018/01/03,"Is it really that terrible for spouses and partners My wife is killing me with criticisms and just constant arguments lasting hours. Bringing up constant examples from our past about how my ADD causes her problems. Etc.

I get its hard to be married to someone with ADD. But is this really my fault that she is so unhappy and constantly trying to get me to do things that then dont work out how she imagines and then blames me.

I get my impulsivity causes problems but can I be at fault for how she feels and her happyness anger and sadness?


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adhd,treacle-tracklement,2018/01/03,"I don't identify with the ""Intelligent but doesn't push themselves"" stereotype of ADHD. I did very badly in school, to the point I was put in learning support (maybe americans call this special ed?) and had a teaching assistant sitting next to me in most lessons. I didn't pass my exams. I didn't really understand the lessons and NEVER knew what I was supposed to be doing. The teacher would say something and I wouldn't understand any of it. I still have the same problem now, where if anything is complicated it just won't go in at all. I have learned very few skills as it takes weeks for me to learn anything. 

I was only diagnosed this year, and I am 32. I thought I was stupid, but after being diagnosed I felt better. I still don't feel I fit well in this sub though - you all seem like intelligent people - sharp as tacks, but with a lack of focus. I have a lack of focus and I'm pretty dull brain wise. People I work with joke about how slow I am - I work in a supermarket and I have trouble with anything more complicated than putting stock out, as I can't make a plan, make steps to act or visualise well. Medication helps with focus and settling down, but not with thinking quickly, making a plan/decisions and executing it. Can anyone else identify with this? I'm hopefully not the only one.",4.6509886264217,5.8533538188976415,5.4763254593175885,80.93348206474192,69.86614173228347,8.636570428696414,30.25284339457568,8.998388855275968,2.463472265966754,1026,41,199,19,18,335,144,254,0.123,0.721,0.156,0.8748,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,7,12,14,1,0,12,0,26,4,1,4,3,53,43,19,0,7,9,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,16,0,0,13,1,0,7,11,5,2,1,11,4,26,9,32,27,8,30,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,5,11,141,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962200056905625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466268186064609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705166254950153,0.12756257092962991,0.30735291286684085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395035056124544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010806808725984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898056873482087,0.12712603631982686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527250199941163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400182447351436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294976049770099,0.0,0.11953728288175085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075489244857068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834481609986447,0.0,0.0,0.12365427321162124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608232708250567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493094757194659,0.0,0.12507463878643654,0.0,0.0,0.1254183003411084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602027480027432,0.0,0.1324046798324206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436284028109009,0.1893721696393472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262201131142038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769053525741505,0.0,0.0,0.126658883702397,0.0,0.11912745226661747,0.0,0.2503090809633033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975639257141144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900554070906116,0.0,0.125998284268483,0.0,0.11333799901821452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584438543633196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884799324422947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127847563519122,0.0,0.0,0.09360675065616374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977307716420949,0.12231832440897016,0.0988372400156513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592129212113613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544722525171866,0.0,0.0,0.09986451781489784,0.0,0.2238767060070004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127156673170536,0.0,0.0,0.08843956967753519,0.0,0.0,0.0801724148734503
adhd,cleverusername86,2018/01/03,"Social frustration (rant) I have a girlfriend. She has a friend. We all get along.  Outside of that, it's really hard to have a social life. I did have a friend but I have to initiate Every time so I gave up initiating. Everytime I ask when  he's free he says ""don't know yet"" I ask him to get back to me. Nothing. Fuck you dude.

No response is a response. No excuse for that shit. 

 I had another friend but he moved. I hate having to initiate every fucking time.  

I tried meetup and it was a board game meetup. I got chewed out by bending a card. The guy didn't have the balls to tell me himself. He went to the organizer. Pussy. Just tell me. This isn't high school.

I go on my state's subreddit asking for help setting up a Meetup. Nothing. ""Just go on meetup.com..."" Jesus Christ. FUCKING HELP ME! they expect everything to be set up THEN they'll be up for it. Fuck.

How about give advice on setting a meetup? 

I look for groups. There on days where I have my daughter. Sigh.


I just hate the process. Why can't people say ""oh I have work but how about (insert date here)"" 

I know people have lives. I get it. I just wish people weren't so wishy-washy.

I'm sorry. This sounds angry. I just wish it was more simple. Occam's Razor. Set a time. Keep
In touch. Don't just ghost people.

Tl;DR  Socializing is a pain  in the ass. If you can't go somewhere, try for another day don't just brush it off tell them your busy.. Don't play games with people. 
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adhd,CovfefeDrinker,2018/01/03,"My doctor is seeing me next week to discuss medicating my ADHD I have not been formally diagnosed by a psychologist, but given my family history of ADHD (brother has it, mother strongly suspected of having it, niece strongly suspected of having it, cousin is diagnosed with it, my grandmother likely has it) as well as my symptoms, my doctor is taking it upon herself to do a number of tests on me to determine my medication next week to help get my ADHD on track.

My relationships have started to suffer with people: people I play online games with would constantly get mad at me because I couldn't focus, couldn't complete things I started, I always forgot about things which resulted in them not really wanting to play with me anymore, etc. It's pretty disheartening when they won't let me do certain things because I just can't stay focused; I'd get the shit responsibilities in team-based games. They would constantly come behind me to make sure that I locked doors to our bases, etc. They wouldn't let me have codes to safes in games because I'd forget to close them and lock them... 

I am constantly losing my keys and things that I put down, even though I try my hardest to remember things... I struggle to retain some things that I read if I am not interested to learn it; I will do sub-par in courses that I don't have interest in, and do alright in courses that I do... mainly because when tests come about I panic, and think about the clock more than the material.

Even if I start assignments early I still end up procrastinating until like two or three days before the due date, and even then I find I can't keep my attention focused on it as much as I want. I would do a few things, think ""Oh, this is so easy, I will come back to this after 'cause it won't take much time at all to finish!"" only to realize later that I created bugs in my programs, and need to flesh them out... which results in a chain of me sitting there trying to figure it out, going off to do something else to clear my head, then coming back to it to fix it and encountering another bug... wash, rinse, repeat.

By that same token, it helps to know that there is something to describe my problems that I have... it's kind of comforting, actually, because now I can start looking at different techniques to help improve my ADHD.

To put it simply, ADHD is exhausting. It is really, really exhausting... sitting down, reading a book, getting bored of said book and jumping to another book... then jumping to the computer to program, then jumping to look up articles on physics, neuroscience, psychology, etc... my brain is in overdrive, and it makes me so tired in the run of a day.

Not sure what the point of this post was, but I feel better. I feel better to know that maybe, just maybe, this medication will be a complete gamechanger for me, and I will finally be able to be the person that I've always wanted to be: reliable, focused, relaxed.",10.097531556802243,7.194518863799285,9.964570671653423,66.83279803646565,60.18279569892474,13.001838865513479,40.21069035374786,11.20814326018867,4.401560760479977,2298,89,417,46,23,761,259,558,0.098,0.763,0.138,0.9717,1,0,2,0,0,0,90.0,1,0,7,5,20,30,2,2,15,1,50,16,4,5,5,74,84,29,0,13,11,3,2,2,0,10,12,1,1,1,43,21,0,4,14,11,0,11,12,11,1,2,5,6,66,19,85,61,11,77,0,3,3,0,22,27,1,4,37,312,109,15,0.06302527011683247,0.0,0.06150357212951444,0.0,0.3787206350713428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488414717265368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217498198406516,0.0,0.0,0.06250413256062222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692508480418298,0.0,0.1920980984190665,0.0,0.05362986283893823,0.0,0.0,0.11148145944817643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035704515865608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474431351965279,0.0,0.2171627582674006,0.1321615932231112,0.2043237805766729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129217054969974,0.0,0.0,0.12793864499414268,0.0,0.06584799302714077,0.0,0.12901806914787795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052649525956590566,0.0,0.05582168243225859,0.0,0.210869508474081,0.12488278952006646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941461556075151,0.0,0.0637349405371037,0.0,0.0,0.06904110276212458,0.057603955087745726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171240945580098,0.0,0.035818713425315694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468210993073903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673353013090935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601975591607977,0.0,0.06563112023681368,0.06927408040600735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889521757430936,0.0,0.06158192689944739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585070715649754,0.07050915602099071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413971440445737,0.0,0.12663471000885532,0.0,0.0,0.1904739871440121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266165063279014,0.04673243920133335,0.0,0.0,0.13405617955070342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479335579512924,0.0,0.07394657492905324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738757335486949,0.05503123486802389,0.0,0.0,0.05957925182801292,0.0,0.06036078697813184,0.06411935770242548,0.0,0.060306671753157966,0.0,0.12671560832765885,0.0,0.0,0.12608465130001226,0.0,0.12112680567335413,0.0,0.0,0.06766555355657664,0.07139534500022791,0.0,0.059951464522741825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022298037388583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469453407746054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703986414408937,0.0,0.0,0.17843844231191625,0.06717655216552064,0.05033206212836276,0.0,0.0,0.06588769657935019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880114242336055,0.06550738759631397,0.09477431907242884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930983227744867,0.08076809648399479,0.06192200789301329,0.0,0.036750541840921386,0.07243827660752576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558004264388952,0.0,0.06156653097421936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152181173005007,0.0,0.10111014012406767,0.0,0.056667286865690024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431403082297522,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kentsoldtheworld,2018/01/03,"What formats work for you all as a planner? I am an adhd design student working to develop an app for people with adhd that helps structure your goals, daily agenda, finances, habits, and anything you would like to achieve. One of the features will be the option to fully customize the format that works best for each individual user. 

For me personally, I benefit from a simple day by day checklist, however, I would love to hear what methods work best for you. 

Thanks in advance!",7.950689655172415,8.316054413793108,8.0143908045977,68.59468965517243,62.33333333333333,9.718620689655172,38.089655172413785,9.3871,3.8346248275862056,382,18,59,6,5,124,65,87,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.9747,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,10,0,6,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,15,4,4,4,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,3,45,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514694769839777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456779784361935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942312590563262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422691710081469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116976666164352,0.0,0.12589825512974867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176407935799992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952359250279164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727823192354615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302174293658103,0.16400560547069834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292830602967535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469688890214885,0.0,0.0,0.2668575885574841,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ta_ref,2018/01/03,"Seeking advice from past and current postgrad students living with ADHD After taking a year long break in 2017 to decide what I want to do with my life, I decided that I would like to return to school and continue with my studies. For those that are curious, I am planning on undertaking a MA in Positive Psychology (Keen on helping make the world a happy place).
Due to having a short attention span and suffering greatly from my ADHD, I have never been able to hit my full academic potential in my previous qualifications something which I would like to change with my masters. So for the postgrad crowd in r/adhd, I would like to know from you what steps, measures, etc. you took to help with focusing on your studies.

TL:DR About to begin my masters studies, need advice to help improve my academic performance.",8.386400000000002,8.139761073333336,8.557166666666667,67.10775000000002,61.6,11.5,39.41666666666667,10.9516,4.586466666666668,651,31,105,15,8,214,93,150,0.02,0.7959999999999999,0.184,0.9712,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,4,2,7,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,19,17,4,0,5,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,18,6,30,11,2,25,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,13,76,24,4,0.15179488300875585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472838534805673,0.29666440573640035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057885894005247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929141971995662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735439440016564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158847557720082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30523473114588306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342249792246917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072172149770967,0.22247793714712225,0.0,0.13403766270790707,0.13433369475634904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013242631149284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255398236501378,0.11707357163405735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449053917808857,0.0,0.0,0.15859334485020612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362452554689446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685911696714447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413086091630745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686497002808074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895325548683701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32349218904438737,0.0,0.0,0.09775092786690746
adhd,donkeyjr,2018/01/03,"My doctor told me I might have adhd, wtheck? I came to my doctor because I was scared I might have alzheimer or something, so this is what I told him. My short term memory seem to be getting pretty bad lately, it's pretty scary because of how bad it is now. My short term memory was never  good to begin with anyways since I was a kid, I used to always misplaced things and putting stuff in the fridge that is not suppose to be there. I do this very often now, like 5 times a week or sometime even 3 times a day. I've thrown my keys in the trash a couple times without even knowing. Ill be on the phone with someone and would end up searching for my phone. I can't read books at all,  it just goes in and out, its like im reading a blank page. I can't remember numbers, like if someone were to tell me to write down some numbers, I would need them to repeat it about 3 times before my brain start comprehending it.  I would go auto pilot a lot, especially driving or doing repetitive tasks.  He told me I might have adhd and told me to come back next time. I'm 27, and no doctors had  ever told me this? I'm literally dumbfounded.",4.107945402298853,4.513075857758626,5.039413793103449,86.48029885057474,70.5948275862069,7.565977011494254,26.673563218390804,7.3011,1.1819749425287362,877,26,188,8,15,287,138,232,0.099,0.826,0.07400000000000001,-0.6851,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,1,9,0,24,5,1,2,3,36,41,11,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,3,3,0,5,6,3,0,0,11,0,27,4,23,21,6,36,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,11,24,123,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089498995858254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993102918620465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386551725119485,0.1604150128840995,0.11711664060020847,0.0,0.08174143085274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723662596549044,0.0,0.109868992906685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274864809004256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062904431877266,0.0,0.061951849082795725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949696592459565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508215298487455,0.0,0.0,0.12689569285815686,0.08689330668153643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018827310035035,0.0,0.0545940774728954,0.08057199578291663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037631195485286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052792997722193015,0.0,0.10836178099918742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079268208873336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081668221572876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057188474591772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122853286103145,0.07408870454046998,0.0,0.10216270703540736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545856604913256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656854024767787,0.0,0.0,0.19217538998346093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881917923360432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617451912990373,0.0,0.0,0.08745096324640576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794632303613352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278553222338718,0.07395298929549653,0.09500747693027424,0.0,0.06799296521378108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099676631745111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396215930663449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381912458010866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007174693998144,0.0,0.0,0.4589553517252958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296646540647626,0.0,0.07926096234360329,0.0,0.0,0.07705490085145357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260005018595707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471842518117306,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Deviline3440,2018/01/03,"How to reduce effect of meds after work I'm 22 years old and just started a full-time job. I was diagnosed with ADHD 3 years ago during college. I'm on Adderall XR 20mg in morning, IR 15mg at noon. The dose forces me to focus, which is a good and bad thing. 

During work it's a life saver and it's difficult to function without it. But when the work day is over I don't want to be focused anymore. Instead relaxing and hanging out with friends at night, all I do is play video games that involves puzzle or strategy since i have to be concentrated on something. 

I never had this problem during college. My classes had me so busy that I didn't have free time and needed to be focused all day (school fucking sucks). Do you guys know of any way I can reduce the effects of Adderall so I can finally have a life after work?

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adhd,DumbUsername81,2018/01/03,"What's been you biggest challenge & what's your best coping strategy for dealing with ADHD... What's been:
1) Your biggest (#1) challenge in life due to ADHD? 
2) What is your best coping strategy (obviously, this doesn't have to do with your biggest challenge... it can be a way you've learn to overcome another challenge)",3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,76.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.553666666666667,254,13,43,4,6,82,37,60,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,7,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,29,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280233185487907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310026318631343,0.0,0.0,0.2739782412408097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484012457325186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693715302228742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455206761695447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739446085205127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SaveTheBeesSir,2018/01/03,"Vyvanse Dependence /Depression. I feel like a shell of a person. Hello. 16F here. I have been treated for my ADHD with various doses of Vyvanse for the past several years and I currently am prescribed 50 mg.

I abused and misused my medication this summer. Going back to school, I was no longer able to do that and I had to go back to my intended dosage. The adjustment was very difficult, and I completely withdrew from friends, would sleep excessively (5/3pm-6am most nights), and felt very fatigued and indifferent for about a month until I finally got used to being back on my intended dose. Still not sure if what I was feeling was withdrawal or not

I have never brought this up with my mental health provider in fear of losing her trust and fear of being taken off Vyvanse.

On December 8th my father died. I had a very difficult relationship with him and a complicated childhood as a whole (alcoholism, parents weren't around, all that stuff). He lived in another country at the time of his passing, so I missed the last weeks of school to be with his family in his home country and I arrived back in the states on Xmas.

I cannot be around my friends without Vyvanse. I zone out in my own thoughts, I resent them and find no joy in being around them. I feel so disconnected and alone from them, even though they are supportive. On New Years, I was at a close friends get together and I felt like this and I went to the bathroom and for the first time had intense urges to self-harm. Called home, left the party, and got drunk alone instead.

As you all probably already know, adhd medication does wonders for grades and it also does wonders in social situations. I can talk to people with so much confidence, I’m chattery and peppy and empathetic while on it. Like Im the best version of myself. 

**I feel like I live in these two worlds as who I am medicated and who I am not medicated.** Nobody knows the real me because of how different my personality is on Vyvanse, even I don’t know the “real” me I've been on this drug so long. When I crash from Vyvanse now, I feel like Im in a dark deep hole. When I'm not on Vyvanse, I'm dissatisfied with everyone and everything around me, including myself. the only time I'm happy is when im on amphetamines.

i cannot sleep anymore and I get about two hours every night. no sex drive at all off vyv and I am losing all my friends. I am just so exhausted.

i feel like an incomplete person without Vyvanse. How do you all deal with this? And have any of you been diagnosed with depression *after* being diagnosed with ADD? Considering that might be an option. ",3.3257120541525644,5.588814910179644,4.555812288466548,81.79829015881283,75.54690618762477,7.949336110387922,27.657771413694352,8.779410014580577,2.326205727675085,2054,84,388,45,46,675,242,501,0.118,0.7709999999999999,0.112,-0.3027,4,2,2,0,1,0,64.0,0,3,4,4,29,29,1,2,22,0,38,17,2,6,7,84,68,42,1,2,9,2,8,6,4,2,13,0,2,3,15,39,2,0,16,1,0,6,14,12,0,3,20,8,60,17,73,39,12,72,0,6,0,1,30,33,0,9,38,279,75,3,0.06521215678034832,0.07726574221392271,0.0,0.0,0.15674467961465818,0.0,0.0,0.06969196331491627,0.0,0.1350802549339405,0.07196323661011862,0.052150138216741235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044346502830778206,0.06838063233688975,0.0,0.0,0.06467293649685392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221058125848604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057649303150984,0.0,0.039752725495944406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843613527062448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665889032289603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837370567099205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723087018434394,0.11233427015720923,0.1323779328538746,0.06767992306623327,0.06813282413541523,0.0,0.0,0.11413519571090483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562539837566573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861440290458434,0.0,0.05494405466470273,0.062313010409206775,0.05860848161003401,0.0,0.061476217679185374,0.14676361287333994,0.19783935524530544,0.18635031133554356,0.1252277942818913,0.07143673020783058,0.059602729879406825,0.05546942724371856,0.0,0.0,0.20153100225099194,0.0,0.0681413207704377,0.0,0.07412314302602939,0.0,0.10431223804227832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941955350780883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931747319958105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082622064990185,0.0,0.06422083843999292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132095935519066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751668776373463,0.05315661152660597,0.0,0.0,0.07085319915004401,0.0,0.0,0.19115619485763236,0.0,0.11516705835828855,0.057710706643709336,0.0,0.14591144562704106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627775491574021,0.06571851597162483,0.06917979295226664,0.0,0.0,0.052051721381807685,0.0,0.047938438640483735,0.0,0.050295635510948726,0.06298230738113007,0.0,0.12239438309141075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959678380378341,0.0,0.0,0.07241038276612986,0.0,0.06225238255618831,0.045209898535206364,0.17082221985136525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030973462668268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845142234812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001345141370575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199636834520748,0.0,0.0,0.06803050176483276,0.07367117525934573,0.0,0.0,0.0733011965033735,0.13051850444015084,0.06647558147701434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052078512642763176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465231764168331,0.0,0.07400198271531845,0.06146168601130339,0.0,0.0,0.05241506142744854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407061293648755,0.051771168214998206,0.11407719912268252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740560295482775,0.0,0.0,0.056322365596722004,0.0,0.16142057674000795,0.0,0.0,0.052309258632536194,0.0,0.0,0.06045232266802447,0.0,0.07280704418488056,0.0,0.12572438407002856,0.14143960452784435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046324845148576425,0.0,0.0,0.08398898180399918
adhd,LegendaryJay,2018/01/03,"[Success] I feel like I am finally allowed to try to function. I just got medication that doesn't totally screw me over. I can maybe try school again without failing so much and finally get somewhere with my life!


Also, I cleaned my room today and did some KhanAcademy yesterday.

**TL;DR**- *I'm not totally immobilized by ADHD anymore because drugs and sleep.*

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adhd,fromonecomesmany,2018/01/03,"How much does medication solve your ADHD? How much of it do you still have to solve using lifestyle changes? I ask partly because I’m in grad school, grad school is already hard, and if I can mostly medicate my way to 100% it’ll be less stressful for me to implement MORE lifestyle changes",4.998750000000001,6.340204232142861,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.17857142857143,7.742857142857144,31.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.249192857142857,231,10,44,3,4,72,44,56,0.085,0.852,0.064,-0.2885,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,6,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,30,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148014111645266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173247059523185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784345926569407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248573649993988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251169326910136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583616384543488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999480299344306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048338980867769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29541496288780844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758880588554452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40670601047793625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046383983209034,0.0,0.23016590165229295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353996098298158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948975840276275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,insideprocessing,2018/01/03,Why do I love reddit so much is it because I have adhd,0.2869230769230775,0.9196930769230748,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,79.76923076923076,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.21909230769230748,42,1,10,0,1,16,12,13,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020225764065035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536332437035285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521104310395661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682424489328595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520129584154755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Neeraj1993,2018/01/03,"What antipsychotics do not interfere with ADHD meds? I have bipolar disorder and Adhd. I have to take antipsychotic for bipolar and Ritalin for adhd. But my antipsychotic renders the Ritalin useless. I was wondering if there was any antipsychotic that didn't interfere with the adhd meds.

PS - other than abilify, I am already giving abilify a shot, but akathisia is very bad. ",6.275833333333331,9.354680750000004,7.376250000000002,61.17708333333337,69.625,11.766666666666666,38.79166666666666,11.20814326018867,6.089560416666667,304,18,41,12,6,102,44,64,0.138,0.835,0.026,-0.8042,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8116655275681883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632236370721447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481897728342952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097678785254927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350861724009424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619695165550784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750928483394148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694886508386938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393130938608132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310294727444276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Strix0239,2018/01/03,"I cannot seem to hold any relationships for long It’s weird. I can be really attracted to someone, I can go out with them and enjoy their company and all. Everything would seem perfect but then it just dies. 

I was thinking of putting it somewhat nicely, I think it’s just a me getting bored of the other person. I just lose interest. And so it just goes downhill from there. I would binge game instead of messaging them. 

It’s been over 4 relationships i messed up in the past 2 years. 

I was wondering if that is something to do with ADHD since the whole hyper focus shifts from one thing to the other. ",2.8190909090909098,4.9836413445378165,3.998838808250575,85.66126814362109,76.73109243697479,7.35248281130634,25.10389610389611,8.296473431620573,1.6670773109243695,476,17,94,9,11,155,81,119,0.09,0.7929999999999999,0.117,0.5035,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,7,9,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,23,18,7,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,0,13,5,16,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,5,4,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319924742775729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127150398420956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034150887483027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734888443523528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085365350159728,0.0,0.10970714536604197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083131190794507,0.0,0.215958572754448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080659247608958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427527230128168,0.0,0.16855210882789778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940550948589296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366418562593265,0.0,0.0,0.4144981218146376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35146653195255506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968186601988818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635592803632048,0.1486090016068569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282449361090413,0.24738011096862905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155184643818362,0.0,0.0,0.20933995269200492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742553169387101,0.0,0.0,0.12430923811044413
adhd,SplooshU,2018/01/03,"Confronting ADHD to save my marriage. I was diagnosed with minor ADD in my teens and took Concerta for a short while until the side affects freaked me out. I made up my mind to learn to live with my distractions and try to struggle through them.


Many years later I have a degree, a job, and am coming up on my second marriage anniversary. And my distractions and forgetfulness is killing all that I have struggled for.


I make lists and plans for work and then get sidetracked from tasks (e.g. Browsing reddit instead of working). My time/goal oriented wife is frustrated with me for forgetting promises (most recently our diet - we promised not to eat after 6 and I took too long cooking the soup and thought nothing of eating a bowl after 7) and our fights are rough.


I read a blurb from ""The ADHD Effect On Marriage"" and saw myself blissfully unaware of the damage I was doing. Each day I swear to myself to be better - to overcome my mind and put an end to my self loathing that springs from being unable to be completely trustworthy. And yet I hit times like tonight where shit hits the fan and I'm just so dead and exhausted inside. I don't want to blame ADHD or make excuses. The problem is me. I try so hard to be better but keep failing.


I'm going to reach out to a psychiatrist tomorrow and see about getting on medication with counseling. I'm desperate to try anything to get a grip on reality and just be a normal person. I always thought of the idea of medication as a ""crutch"" or ""it would make me not be myself"". But I'm trying every day and failing. I don't want to be myself anymore if all I am is a loser who can't keep promises or stay focused. I'm so tired of all this. What else can I do?",3.885556318681317,5.4466076517857145,4.972619047619048,82.4287912087912,72.18452380952381,7.788278388278389,29.292124542124554,8.384062270229773,2.174607509157509,1345,55,257,22,26,442,185,336,0.165,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.9798,1,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,3,0,1,9,10,23,5,4,18,0,25,10,1,6,3,64,51,31,2,6,10,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,28,4,2,5,2,0,5,5,16,0,1,8,5,37,7,49,33,5,35,0,4,2,0,13,12,1,5,18,178,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733859904374448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617229418079876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270616949696472,0.0,0.0,0.08522311138747297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318522633280787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920992158961494,0.1085833083228268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357848681694448,0.0,0.0,0.10511375504040438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119405788002272,0.0865131778540853,0.0,0.09172563385201253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725587080026849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232139175718582,0.0,0.11771390791338925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277165605775282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690945406409277,0.0,0.0,0.10276979886344297,0.18410221246459627,0.11457655947918068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059540515941025,0.0,0.09144758269008407,0.091649551410531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799333921880483,0.20738631387298087,0.10499611773956524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086566419097888,0.0,0.0,0.20913720035326389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146925919935162,0.09937100949579862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042677826943143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909532373511908,0.0,0.1041089141921048,0.0,0.0,0.10359052303321686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225547245841367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252590226606453,0.0,0.10803827108673764,0.0,0.10630541550260457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038384296017452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653201653762644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443411002387806,0.1207762502985896,0.11902985627557824,0.0,0.0,0.2301234906743451,0.281248551263897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216768853425808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507894632804492,0.0,0.0,0.0735678269067276,0.0,0.0,0.06669085299272483
adhd,crustydomino,2018/01/03,"16F - I forget to do things, and sometimes don't know how to cope with overwhelming situations. I can't get up in the morning sometimes, i forget to brush my teeth on some days, and on others i just cant push myself to, but yes i still do it so don't freak out.

I can't keep clean. I don't have the motivation to clean. I have a ridiculously fucking messy room. I want to clean it, but when i try to, I overplan how I'm gonna start doing it.

I don't know what to do. This shit overwhelms me so bad. I can't keep track of schoolwork, and I'm behind, and it makes me depressed.

What do I do??

I'm taking focalin btw.",-0.08898720682303107,1.7752251119403013,2.232409381663114,96.10507462686569,85.19402985074628,5.0226012793176995,19.272921108742004,6.18269132825596,-0.2207019189765456,471,13,114,4,14,160,72,134,0.274,0.662,0.064,-0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,2,3,1,16,3,2,4,0,21,30,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,0,1,18,0,16,29,1,11,0,3,0,1,0,6,2,1,4,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262314494268252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650503366838886,0.0,0.2090152675522011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243487467389972,0.12678745651047746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314006491132311,0.0,0.0,0.2667352147931767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619871722783869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491019778531695,0.0,0.2727764052342637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800227465640074,0.0,0.1717663228384819,0.0,0.1938002399181343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246108938942446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122221352503133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476011606967175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431357598281907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,saysayjury,2018/01/03,"The Boredom How do I deal with getting bored, like I have a job which is relatively knew and I actually like but because it's not brand new to me now im bored the same with people and food im only truly interested and engaged when the person is new I only really want to eat when the taste is new. 

How do I deal with this as obviously it's not possible to always be somewhere new with someone new eating something new ",1.4312643678160908,3.6440794827586203,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,81.75862068965517,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.3464390804597697,333,12,67,6,9,117,53,87,0.065,0.754,0.181,0.8883,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,2,1,16,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.1267513235974905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807668577796477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917812703270022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678163227081393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658143844996539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706030721421288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786078293786575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806012678921746,0.0,0.12889315951047145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691280317429074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7526761104937746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757037533589814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004753874602266,0.11341262982315604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464284786699065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832091666150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005313577485012,0.0999936328582895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661092820759162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,verovladamir,2018/01/03,"Handling Big Life Changes I filed for divorce about 4 months ago. It was my decision and it was a long time coming, so I wasn't taken by surprise or anything. That said, it is still emotionally draining. 

In particular, my soon to be ex is refusing to move out of our apartment. I can't make him since his name is on the lease and I dont have a court order. According to my lawyer this is unlikely to be granted unless he was physically abusive, which he isn't. I've considered moving but I'm the primary caregiver for our two kids (husband works nights and weekends), so I would have to move them and I'm hesitant to uproot their lives. 

I'm doing what I can to deal with the stress. I take my medication (lexapro and Adderall), I see a therapist twice/month, I work out 4 days a week and I meditate daily. But I'm having a hard time coping with not knowing what life will look like in a few months. This is exacerbated by the fact that my husband is refusing to acknowledge that the divorce is happening so he won't work with me on making plans. 

My son (age 6) also has ADHD and I'm trying to manage things for him too. He likes things to be consistent and thrives on routine just as I do. My (ex) husband isn't at all interested in maintaining routine or even cleanliness in our house, which is making my stress and anxiety worse. 

Any tips for helping me (and my son) cope with the lack of planning?

Thanks!",3.216987467120536,4.920220078291816,4.6701562741760805,83.34039764815104,74.19572953736655,8.160977874052298,28.231626179792666,8.841846274778883,2.2335485378307283,1106,45,223,23,23,369,157,281,0.119,0.828,0.054000000000000006,-0.9445,0,0,0,0,2,0,35.0,3,0,2,5,10,7,0,2,12,0,29,3,0,3,2,37,46,20,0,2,7,7,1,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,14,17,0,2,3,1,0,4,7,2,0,1,6,4,30,5,35,34,3,30,0,0,2,0,28,12,0,2,15,148,44,5,0.0,0.1464278541375007,0.0,0.0,0.14852498937950218,0.0,0.10955052453677164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883077044557913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404194487687665,0.0,0.09454208207611237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169981229517908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307363984902803,0.10645741668926062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970201283893846,0.12741056735900302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484053925033594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901633702446325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162663658247014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928568637642228,0.0,0.11070776288007264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283632874125571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426003393035405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791900878756456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458328742386545,0.12075464328721765,0.0,0.10912769837920357,0.10936871493708963,0.10378015943909426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474815675008488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449874788006812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295932776197202,0.3940534540677765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597602223854052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755750554559108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984811353787622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223067592411003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869503138712374,0.0,0.28313208647616805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292043679525386,0.0,0.0,0.113780337878232,0.0,0.14349155146974318,0.16420858334206456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441266551421356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390600978467018,0.0,0.12072445375674025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991323227295113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699137568796853,0.0,0.12594353374405864,0.08779114098946385,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kaase22,2018/01/03,"Following Through With Plans and ADHD Hi, I’ve been following this subreddit to try and better understand, though I struggle with a different mental health issue. 

I’ve been dating someone for the last 6 months, and I’m confused. I’m not sure how much is disinterest or his ADHD. He is 26 years old and has always been horrible with following through with plans from the start. 

He is hard to pin down, but he’s been through a lot of my crazy and still stuck around. My question is, I can’t tell how much of his rescheduling is genuinely him struggling or how much is disinterest?

I’ve seen him genuinely struggle and have bad days, I understand needing some time to myself, etc. 

Do you ever find yourself missing time with someone you care about even though you want to see that person because you got distracted or caught up in a project for hours? 

Apologies if I sound ignorant, I genuinely don’t want to blame him for things he can’t control, but his canceling and rescheduling can be hurtful. ",7.132954545454545,7.457392111702131,6.641411992263057,77.8877272727273,64.05319148936171,10.240618955512574,36.23984526112186,10.018931242160765,3.573557446808511,799,36,146,16,11,248,110,188,0.207,0.748,0.045,-0.9844,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,4,10,12,0,5,5,0,18,1,0,4,2,37,36,18,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,13,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,9,0,0,8,4,18,3,24,27,6,20,0,2,2,0,19,4,0,8,12,96,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30526080255296034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056749222780525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305772637788783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604044631572028,0.07741856960243965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123219750572706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294858812850643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244230798134944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190507370491841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268890929444713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163957420007908,0.08388289639663324,0.11487958460616375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607652139813725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157422114473967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376786050212565,0.0,0.0,0.13499601742060427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507030370033018,0.0,0.13595708969231765,0.0,0.0,0.13255594328885253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352268373956487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797162322526367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279870358432994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137090638314583,0.0,0.2800808222997845,0.0941695578138297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326608025530198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089228685762582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422700730475872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120327410101324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521490015628147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989189039068113,0.0,0.10142308245598468,0.0,0.0,0.3983067452686372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969684485746328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100438402158604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843737544545504,0.0,0.24955547803133546,0.0,0.14811049171511992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622527425482454,0.0,0.0,0.26442483077399115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981684210078414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178441543956927
adhd,Skullmohawk,2018/01/03,"Concerta Anxiety/Depression (Help?) I’m 17 and currently on 36mg (early-release) of Concerta. I have been on ADHD medications since was 8 years old. I’ve been on Daytrana, Adderal, and Ritalin. I have been taking only Concerta for a couple of years now. I’ve had periods of severe anxiety and depression. I’ve spoke with a psychologist and much much more. I’ve noticed if a miss 1 dose of Concerta, I undergo a whole week of withdrawal symptoms. I also had an adverse reaction to doxycycline which gave me similar symptoms to that of Concerta but on a much more intense level. 

A couple weeks ago we refilled my Concerta ex and the pills were a different shape leading me to beleive maybe it’s a different brand of Concerta, I can’t necessarily remember what I had prior. Although starting Tuesday of 12/19/17 I’ve been having Anxiety with multiple panic attacks each day and depression. Last week my symptoms got worse, more intense depression and anxiety. Within the last few days I’ve notice a loss in appetite, dry mouth, fast and irregular heart beat, shortness of breath on standing, dizziness, chills in hands and feet, headaches, irritability, insomnia, obviously still depression but not as bad, and still some pretty bad anxiety. Sometimes these symptoms are more prevelant in the morning prior to me taking my dose and at night. 

My question is, has anyone experienced anything like this while on Concerta, or am I just crazy. I’m not even sure I just need some hope and something to look forward too because I don’t wanna be stuck like this. I’m going to the doctors soon to try and get weened off Concerta, I would really like other people’s input.
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adhd,RebornOldFart,2018/01/03,"Doctors.... frustration! Finally have insurance that covers psychiatric visits with a measly 10 buck copay.  No referrals necessary... so no hoops to jump through.  In-network doctor within 5 miles of my house (only other one is an hour away without traffic).  Shaping up to be a magnificent new year.

Psychiatrist only takes patients through referrals for doctors. Regular doc only does non-sick visits on certain days... that day comes next week.  Doctor says it will take a couple weeks to do the referral and get an appointment.  WTF?  Fuck doctors.",4.3273745819398,7.755942673913047,4.998260869565217,71.83235785953178,84.21739130434783,8.048160535117058,32.07692307692308,8.617729084823388,3.9776093645484956,434,23,59,12,13,139,77,92,0.162,0.778,0.059,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,6,0,5,6,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,13,8,0,19,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,9,34,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202958741617404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105142532321796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549027015051756,0.0,0.1812563662604112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191758516701703,0.12297598037025495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394027893034973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991479461021774,0.0734194712969504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839062557638954,0.16214910018579712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572169299632095,0.14945188334747625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522462031182684,0.3206309713752448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117525795880618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131738239626427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544430130285406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546285430324126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049467443686587
adhd,quiteawhile,2018/01/03,"I've been diagnosed and stopped looking into it because it was stressing me too much and I wanted to try to change lifestyle first - I'm looking for advice on my next step and on what to expect from medication **Here's some backstory**:

Some time ago reddit showed me some ADHD stuff and I decided that **at 29** I was old enough that I wasn't going to be *impressionable* and feel like I had it even though I didn't. **I asked for a reference from a neurologist** uncle of mine, went to the neuropsychologist and **she told me that I was very likely to be ADHD and a strong one at that, that she'd like to do more tests to make sure.**

I got home, cried a bunch and told it to other people. Everyone said that it was quite obvious from the start, my grandma started listing people in my family that she thinks are very similar to me and might be ADHD too, and I don't disagree with a lot of them. I was going to ask my grandpa but then I realized that while he's fine to work out every day, organize a international trip with his new girlfriend he never seemed able to pay all his bills without missing one for longer than 2 or 3 months. 

Then I thought about what she hinted as being the last step to being completely sure and decided to **google the test**. Turns out? **Not the ideal way to get diagnosed**, apparently what you need is what we did the first time which is the structured interview. I decided that I couldn't be sure and that, since my country is in the middle of a economic depression, it wouldn't be completely unrealistic if she was just going for a easy cash grab from a desperate person. Then I went to **talk with my neurologist** uncle, who **told me that he can't know for sure if it's sleep deprivation or ADHD before I do a lot of honestly really radical stuff** like not being near artificial lightning 4h before going to bed and doing it all for 3 months straight, having to start again from scratch if for example I have insomnia in one of those days. C'mon, it's not like I was going to be able to stay 30 days without missing sleep and I wasn't going to go insane without anything to do for 5 hours.

**Fuck that guy**, right? **I decided to go to another doctor**, but by then I had already researched a lot more on ADHD and talked to psychologists friends of mine, so **I asked how the diagnosing process was** before I paid the bill, turns out that **he asks what you think you have and he gives you a prescription for it**. Not going to this one either, but **at this point I knew that if I walked into a clinic I was going to be diagnosed and get a prescription regardless of being ADHD**. I asked around and apparently I can only get decent doctors in the capital, everyone else is shit. In as much as I realize that this is a really serious decision, I can't realistically afford to pay for all of this without nearing bankruptcy and I'm not going to do that during a recession when everyone on my safety net is on the same boat.

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I'm a really introspective person and for some reason my anxiety also manifests as a somewhat healthy mental regurgitation, which means that I was already used to thinking about my habits and questioning them, so integrating my ADHD research was no trouble at all. **I've started to take on more responsibilities and make an effort to seem and be respectable, and it payed up**. I'm **currently an admin** to [a very cool community project to carry on Idea Channel's torch](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxVG9JnDocRPTiBMc_G04_w) and am **actively helping with the next episode; I've started a small woodworking hobby shop** that sometimes friends come around to hang out and we make stuff together. Not only that but my grandfather, who **owns the small real office I get my small salary from, decided that** since he can't take any money out of it **I'm free to have it** if I vacate the place.

**Those are all incredibly huge things**, and I'm 100% sure that if I was looking at someone else's life that turned out like that about 4~6 months ago I would have been envious. **I'm proud as hell for having accomplished those things**, and I try to remind myself of it, **but at the same time** there's also **my 2 year relationship** with an incredible person that has helped me through a lot of this, and **is starting to notice that I'm stressed out, spacing out and missing increasingly. I'm feeling stretched out, and I don't want to compress in again without at least trying some pills first.** I feel like I have accomplished a lot, and that the next step is really important, so **I wanted to ask you guys and gals a couple of things.**

**Please indicate how I can relate your experience with others, as that is really useful with this sort of thing** and I haven't done a lot of research specifically on medicine because until now, this is the start but I'm probably going to look more stuff up before walking into an appointment. I just can't ignore all the distrust that this whole thing has instilled in me.

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**I'm really looking for general advice** but here are **a couple of starting points**:

* How often do you take your pills?

* What does it feel like? How does it affect your ability to direct your attention?

* Is it worse after the effect passes?

* Have you gone without pills for an extended period of time? Would you say that life is easier or harder than before you tried it?

* Assuming I have the ability to get my hands on some, should I try it without being prescribed that specific pill even if it's one of the main ones people take? Assuming I do it anyway, what could I expect to go wrong?

I really appreciate you taking the time to read this whoever thoroughly it was, I realize that it is a lot of thing but whenever I talk about this people seem to make hurtful assumptions, so I've grown accustomed to providing enough info to minimize that possibility. **Thanks again, I hope you have a good day :)**

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Completely unrelated, but I feel like y'all will appreciate this: [I wonder if the admins don't link to a /r/outoftheloop on what tl;dr is because it'd sidetrack most adhd people.](https://i.imgur.com/trrp0vQ.png)",1.0967661476355277,3.64878815397924,2.9269831314878907,84.80136281718572,97.3910034602076,6.318367935409459,21.159241637831602,7.511717243868097,1.4945120530565164,4790,175,881,113,192,1584,432,1156,0.062,0.8140000000000001,0.123,0.9972,6,0,0,0,0,0,238.0,2,16,2,12,33,44,5,2,57,1,92,20,4,13,13,192,191,78,0,23,36,1,8,9,3,6,15,2,2,5,94,58,0,2,35,4,10,27,28,17,0,9,33,16,105,28,160,135,38,132,1,6,5,1,64,54,3,37,58,646,199,16,0.07212159777566472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467045807032861,0.07047639064237464,0.06393144485992518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958797656258476,0.05767561568438349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024522579821210443,0.03781289183286872,0.027586412446444757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02967496490549248,0.06420351268701124,0.2022718746605766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594698489336487,0.0,0.15342541925103784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038147543732029617,0.031063185200519306,0.11342718464544785,0.0,0.0,0.028791613618022755,0.07980117616405953,0.03961109429361832,0.09302492818877016,0.0,0.03105911324168378,0.1464038071891862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381951137715967,0.06311409623235499,0.03690271730420902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024834050027365,0.0,0.0,0.0745208898205817,0.0,0.047635635135838184,0.0,0.03038277835250168,0.1033729160667307,0.0,0.035274380837095845,0.03399491186253428,0.0,0.09116711711730624,0.10304736772302303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201989133696767,0.0,0.0,0.05572096753611999,0.033337627495829164,0.09420139532152824,0.034592804188807176,0.26642437938209096,0.030246087214098823,0.028841115087270407,0.0,0.0,0.07141172073935774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834158673099393,0.0,0.03617192150231849,0.03581650992413536,0.035512623009739834,0.0,0.03860383103660694,0.04070825260883625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019818071997389074,0.02939436406429695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050941617397992967,0.1585573635175716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140994460751442,0.0,0.0,0.21460321167644492,0.0,0.0,0.09628345309728216,0.0,0.0,0.03928078157429267,0.0,0.03632746109103595,0.036340803688519004,0.038254808979195434,0.0,0.0,0.08635015689653555,0.0,0.05301767278251159,0.026738625450604108,0.027812311180031392,0.03482774427492935,0.11505320615416074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041055458543162886,0.03783974235348225,0.0,0.14661438352323453,0.05485172503205719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000006988320777,0.09446069597700343,0.03767585968798464,0.03958392832417158,0.06817822165854355,0.04065313251143473,0.0,0.0,0.0388796403218137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039634765589663,0.03835509842868285,0.03607055745214411,0.0410450838479361,0.16171029809951673,0.03707650717426534,0.0,0.03871580262828381,0.0,0.030795725217351192,0.03430207758218272,0.02867699465009039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848519087578166,0.0,0.0,0.03701589185075548,0.059659730964057,0.0,0.07217368313104572,0.0,0.030554197875944888,0.0,0.0356650521723062,0.0,0.2041921524537682,0.03843601357246458,0.0,0.030148442565914608,0.08261504657858082,0.0,0.16512394902409133,0.0,0.0,0.16993438094878424,0.0,0.13556616470927849,0.08695291256176603,0.0,0.033199938694790154,0.0,0.0,0.14374315461998333,0.06931891156824659,0.03542955181661893,0.02862824628661542,0.10513670912378943,0.0,0.0,0.1033729160667307,0.0,0.1224145767591562,0.11767138221266152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062289904181866015,0.0,0.08926180702450685,0.06380878046137847,0.028623383665135487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685744369340996,0.0,0.04026059415289406,0.0,0.2433292630668284,0.03910639814316149,0.026252691072383882,0.0,0.03674903482693854,0.05123311379010239,0.03942682266479744,0.0,0.023221972184030937
adhd,hevoshioer,2018/01/04,"Do you also feel muscle tension on your forehead when having to do something that you don't like? When I am procrastinating(which is almost always), and I realize I have to do something I just feel sort of a tension on my head, a resistance, almost like a physical pain which I always feel when trying to make myself start a task, maybe on my forehead, temple or around my eyes.  
Is this normal, is this how resistance of doing work manifests itself physically?",13.072784313725492,8.542060435294122,12.257647058823533,57.646078431372594,56.41176470588235,14.627450980392153,43.62745098039216,11.855464076750405,5.169745098039216,367,13,59,7,3,121,53,85,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.8811,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,0,2,4,0,11,5,4,2,0,14,16,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,12,2,9,16,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,6,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485951951028396,0.0,0.0,0.17912789085931688,0.3727618411121049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940211607481256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397742330688801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298824277524781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218864271380129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951770928938696,0.0,0.22503204213451428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946652479782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383453688151455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448829913263628,0.0,0.0,0.15854407952584373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207719716629495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307027243232833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AlcoholicFetus,2018/01/04,"I hate driving Does anyone else absolutely loathe having to drive long distances or maybe even short distances that just might require a lot of attention? I hate being behind the wheel because I want to look at everything I'm driving by, (buildings, people, nature, etc.) but I can't because I need to devote my attention to the task at hand and making sure no one dies because I'm too distracted by my surroundings. I hate this so much that I only drive when it's absolutely 100% necessary, otherwise I'm walking, sun or shine.",8.546969696969697,7.768496222222222,8.580484848484847,68.81072727272728,61.52525252525253,11.556363636363635,38.9919191919192,10.793553405168565,4.338691313131312,422,19,71,9,5,138,70,99,0.17,0.721,0.109,-0.7504,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,14,14,6,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,0,3,9,2,10,12,3,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,2,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377411690102592,0.19602808006144667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498773526824381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855806125444644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674238249286721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982178648372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337033871276698,0.12636385076302767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194444015792967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566661269687664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931056516694085,0.16065908297318296,0.0,0.0,0.16265187147766014,0.0,0.0,0.12770636796842466,0.0,0.19220482251968396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295835078215865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064087257759714,0.14186000318516293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964214728751036,0.14550609383668806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263593390725198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031511655075427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128444169804049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OneInAZillion,2018/01/04,"Day 1 back on Concerta For the first time on 10 years I've made the decision to get back on Concerta and the difference is mindboggling.

I'm 100x more focused and determined to do the things I set my mind to.  I still daydream a bit but it doesn't get in the way of my productivity.

I have no desire to do the normal things I do such as endlessly browse the internet for entertainment.  I haven't checked any social media the entire day, nor do I have the desire to.

So far today, after around 3.5 hours, I've accomplished the following:

* Cleaned my entire apartment spotless - something I've been putting off since I moved in around 3 weeks ago

* Did all of the laundry that has been sitting on my floor since I moved in.

* Organized all of my papers (banking, income tax, etc.)

* Completely turned everything around and accomplished nearly everything I've needed to do for the general maintenance of my life that I thought would take days but took under 3 hours..

..and now I'm writing an essay demonstrating a link between will power and self confidence.

What a difference.  Hopefully the crash isn't too bad.",5.430256410256412,6.941790615384619,5.872807692307696,77.65552564102566,68.32692307692308,9.96974358974359,31.65512820512821,10.203070172399654,3.3906701282051284,880,37,159,23,15,283,123,208,0.03,0.81,0.16,0.9812,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,17,0,17,1,0,1,2,25,29,10,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,3,1,3,5,5,1,0,1,6,0,15,2,29,21,5,40,0,0,0,0,3,16,0,1,16,105,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170459117906897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897920489963068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35263204354670696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306194558923546,0.11024827900139222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441539975234746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844192298761795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554655435124506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759083802557696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726002989044146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733892489375225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231355824992452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379713939707933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114598208802675,0.26006653529331103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326409045665242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493988745577135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332323647328906,0.0,0.0,0.2806762512588559,0.0,0.09790633710071173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937162796626764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327371444426503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137747009522284,0.0,0.0,0.2184504862411603,0.0,0.0,0.13459863321847673,0.0,0.1016512064581834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054476917090356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992780024986464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544364522579764,0.0,0.0,0.10482538590914146,0.07699386121511073,0.0,0.12515892861360164,0.0,0.14670182307791238,0.0,0.14362211744083553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480758090047762,0.10591490228702552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379776306600604,0.0,0.0,0.08502973501735167
adhd,zAxAyAw,2018/01/04,"Do you guys have any tips to avoid getting stuck on your phone in the mornings while waking up and getting ready? This is really slowing me down while I'm getting ready. Are there any Android apps that can restrict certain apps to only be used at certain times of the day? I still need to use my phone for my alarms and to check the weather for the day, but I always end up on Reddit or going through news articles.",7.6147590361445765,6.08018225301205,7.003704819277111,81.80748493975905,63.81927710843375,9.263855421686749,35.207831325301214,7.1686216300943375,2.3356048192771084,329,12,66,2,4,102,61,83,0.076,0.843,0.081,0.1306,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,6,1,1,2,2,12,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,15,13,0,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,8,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204192661067466,0.0,0.0,0.3602842032894388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34167910129055484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462409918455934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152002959266341,0.0,0.1505496252565125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622941295296947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964211032803583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146952519176894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697026820041453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155067748628192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446619303232928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575796809462955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hooklinensinkr,2018/01/04,"Meds make it so I can do my job, they also make me uncomfortably aggressive and angry. I'm watching myself become a toxic person. Every minor mistake someone makes in traffic that used to just get an eye roll or a ""geez guy"" now ramps me up to 10. I'm a complete asshole in video games, I used to try to team build but now I catch myself blaming people for things, and overall acting like a toddler. I have very little interest in small talk or conversation with most people, and I'm kind of rude about it. 

I've never been an angry person, my uncle is the classic ""Homer Simpson Angry Dad"" and I've always had a hard time understanding why, and was happy that I wasn't that way until now. I've been on meds for years, but I recently switched from methylphenidate to dextroamphetamine (which is magnitudes better for my high-detail, focus-intensive job) but I'm noticing friends become more distant and I'm getting in way too many petty altercations. 

Anyone else experience med-rage? How do you calm yourself down when you're that ramped up? I've really gotten my shit together since I made this switch and I don't want to lose it, but I also want to like myself.",4.473872982821447,6.013348938053102,5.362847475273298,80.29191306611142,70.68141592920355,7.6185320145757425,26.568453930244665,8.124751697461798,1.7517145236855804,924,30,168,13,17,302,142,226,0.152,0.727,0.121,-0.5261,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,11,13,3,0,8,0,12,2,2,7,1,28,29,19,0,3,7,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,10,8,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,3,20,8,23,22,2,23,0,1,2,0,11,10,1,3,11,99,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948327987923952,0.1013608663040595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517674412334234,0.1248151286899346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907292265096955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773656087327407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772200511072082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176183351471237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263543217120276,0.0,0.0,0.11915965287252366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411492125104393,0.0,0.12728791037846984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061722491501067,0.0,0.1296756476908336,0.10912341972405534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287055408197833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417676340573429,0.0,0.0,0.12685286352681152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902651882988703,0.1220918700912277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628120796732007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526546727891185,0.2439398490385658,0.12350254282793326,0.0,0.0,0.40593112789891495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395219043249407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386885913354092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890407899066315,0.21273047606795686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803859964642172,0.0,0.12027883638527068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250426150376065,0.10076764869348263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321450090109484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791127565513147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092929391834927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071032026451193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270522757308245,0.0,0.0,0.1268149970767597,0.0,0.2104202308766876,0.0,0.10051115178969387,0.14370074351526488,0.19338411507922112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992020509754068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844566166146615
adhd,questionablysober,2018/01/04,"Any Advice for Writing when you know what to Write but Can't Focus? TL;DR I have a million ideas stuck in my head for my passion project that i cant organize enough to get onto paper help! D:

 

Im a huuuuuuge fantasy nerd, always have been. I love knights, dragons, wizards, elves, orcs, the whole shebang. I got into dungeons and dragons around 7 years ago and I fell in love with being the dungeon master.

 

Ive always been praised for my passion in my campaigns and the liveliness i bring to the table when DMing. I guess you could say i found a way to redirect some of the H in my ADHD for a better use. I've always done things like play music, use visual aids, voice act, and just do anything i could to create the most immersive experience i could for my players. Recently i bought a portable smart light that i can change the brightness and color of to use for lighting and even more immersion. I take it very seriously and its a passion of mine.

 

I've also had an interest in game design since i was about 12 and i had been scribbling random game ideas all over the place whenever i could focus on something long enough. At this point theres easily 50+ half to complete games that ive designed on paper scattered through various text documents and school journals. 

 

After playing around with the 4th and 5th Editions of D&D for a few years my creative itch wasnt being scratched anymore so i started wanting to make my own rules and world. So i tried my best to buckle down and forcus on a project that had been in the back of my mind for a long time now. I wanted to make my own tabletop RPG. Not just a D&D campaign or a map. I'm talking the real deal: Lore, Characters, races, cultures, world map, weapons, magic, creatures, all that nerdy stuff.

 

Its been around 6 years of me trying to do this and ive made nearly no Physical progress. Thats not from lack of trying though. I'd say i have around 70% of the game designed IN MY HEAD and if asked about anything i could recite it to you no problem like some sort of walking wiki or something.

 

My problems come in the form of not being able to get the ideas out of my head and unto a paper or some form of documentation. I get too overwhelmed with my ideas when trying to write things down because i get too excited and my thoughts swarm with new and old ideas. I end up writing a bunch of half finished paragraphs or a bunch of non-descriptive bullets that i dont understand when looking back at. 

 

I've developed a bad habit of ""starting fresh"" over and over whenever i want to work on my project and thus i never make any progress. I've documented maybe 5% of my full vision but I've documented that 5% like 20+ times and its beyond frustrating. 

 

Anyways, this is the wrong place to be rambling this much lol. I just need advice for a way to once and for all pull these ideas from my head out and put them unto paper so i can move forward and do what ive always wanted to with this project. Please help! D:


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adhd,INeed3Quid,2018/01/04,"I read an old post on here which motivated me to buy sticky notes. Got them at about 4pm after failing to do anything for the whole day. About an hour ago started braindumping lots of things that I want to do and lots of things that I need to do on sticky notes and sticking them around my room.

Already done about 3 jobs that I've needed to do all week. My head doesnt feel like as much of a cluster-fuck and I'm getting distracted by sticky notes rather than shit that I shouldnt be getting distracted by. Highly recommend seriously.

There's actually a sticky note stuck to the top of my laptop screen that says ""Apply for X"" and I can't focus on this post properly cause I keep looking at it.

[Here's the comment that motivated me to go and by sticky notes](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/1ojwe9/girlfriend_reaching_her_wits_end/ccsuq4g/)

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Seriously if you're motivated like I was;

1) RIGHT NOW, go get a big piece of paper and write ""BUY STICKY NOTES"" in big letters on it, stick this piece of paper to your wall.

2) Tomorrow at some point you will get distracted by this big piece of paper. Drop what you're doing, go buy sticky notes.

3) When you get home leave the sticky notes somewhere where they're completely in the way, leave them there until they annoy you enough to use them.

4) Braindump all the shit you want to do and need to do onto sticky notes, randomly stick them around your main room or in convenient place.

5) Get distracted by sticky notes, do what sticky note says. Throw that shit in the bin and feel accomplished!",0.4253210368893328,1.9548612305084767,1.0219117647058835,95.46287761714856,116.35593220338984,4.582751744765703,16.202642073778662,6.303781248473895,0.03977666999003039,1233,35,246,21,68,373,149,295,0.136,0.8009999999999999,0.063,-0.9595,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,6,6,13,13,4,4,12,0,15,4,4,5,2,34,38,13,0,8,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,17,10,0,1,5,1,3,4,3,11,0,0,4,6,24,2,46,31,12,45,0,1,2,0,17,26,3,6,13,144,41,11,0.0,0.0,0.1115281439300114,0.0,0.13735140264229564,0.0,0.10130900037890474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611913222673565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940488999565539,0.20348026563099486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740477612688913,0.0,0.0,0.1198283016795169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370600262337583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695582383742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180895703454068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557441910242652,0.0816470348712614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565698066129063,0.35826310693519564,0.0,0.19485671260886386,0.0,0.09140617878122932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729197860022307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207510511584023,0.11463971187302788,0.0,0.11255019641218364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341273950816864,0.10158400860971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24202798669583303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116702293692162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095972741859478,0.0,0.0,0.1943263435269588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401448526277526,0.25422826796814685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199255383896255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940614487185433,0.0,0.10803865764291634,0.0,0.21891172511572926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431845867376035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760092688500922,0.0,0.18177206338679056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35194352416874863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089330256665024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185511436265803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870773201183032,0.0,0.0,0.13481949356017953,0.09071612233792836,0.0916745635261175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759794674520822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,catsinpacks,2018/01/04,"It took me 15 minutes to find my car keys this morning Last night in what I guess was an effort to help me leave on time for work I stuck my keys in my work bag.

This morning I spent 15 minutes looking for them while actively dismissing the thought of them being in my bag because I never do that and am not that organized. I ended up being late to work because I tried not to be late to work.",6.423072289156629,4.592509108433738,6.8615361445783165,82.82676204819279,66.34939759036145,9.74578313253012,34.003012048192765,8.07648339933343,2.3336771084337347,308,11,68,3,4,101,52,83,0.039,0.899,0.062,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,5,1,14,0,13,4,0,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,8,46,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397815811123824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772437022356952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829027327429776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045073802480025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341337815884275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312154713793212,0.4514799536999025,0.2118943366461853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804734650779785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543420779318308,0.0,0.0,0.18779565285938804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887004106990055,0.11668946207340558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233664541543796,0.1358658762578425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.582748390119167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sholatp,2018/01/04,"Advice on taking medication outside of UK for work. Hi, I'm in my first job and may have the opportunity to work abroad in the coming years. I'm based in the UK and I'm on Concerta 54mg. 

Is there anywhere I can find guidance on how to prepare to work in specific countries? Are there many countries in which taking prescribed medication is illegal?

Thanks!",2.336847826086956,5.0551278115942075,4.191141304347827,80.37627717391305,82.47826086956522,6.928260869565218,27.46557971014493,8.07648339933343,2.228984057971015,285,13,52,6,8,96,45,69,0.051,0.86,0.09,0.4122,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,6,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,13,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,31,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327865884448046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052061078369205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177294765249541,0.20263047315701346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363973653621652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415184799560614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799647460469722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582247581475303,0.0,0.0,0.21932168758625445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202826935261201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340637147869032
adhd,mobo_jordan,2018/01/04,Anyone take antidepressants in combination or for their ADHD?? Still feeling really out of it and wondering if that would help :( Edit: I feel dreamy and unmotivated. Nothing feels very real or crisp and things just feel dulled. Stims might be contributing but probably also depression. ,6.158115942028985,9.994886260869565,6.126086956521743,64.79681159420292,77.69565217391305,10.023188405797102,27.231884057971016,9.725611199111238,4.105997101449276,232,9,31,8,6,73,42,46,0.201,0.742,0.058,-0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,9,8,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29343020497597383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525288876258254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072079699676382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029273847821128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938140395336746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365381356733738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901282105502105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427597525172836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324338272958503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779050070195226,0.15641372613228854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949847188073972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357626503928415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220758025358284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014557390894306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477869775456714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734426819569811,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,trumpeterbuizel,2018/01/04,"Not diagnosed, but experiencing all of the symptoms. What to do from here? About 6 months ago I did a neuropsych evaluation because I was certain I had ADHD. Like many people here I would get obsessed with hobbies to the point where I couldn't think about anything else, and then suddenly not be interested anymore. I learn a lot of things due to my curiosity but can't get myself to sit down and apply it in a project for any extended period of time. I couldn't focus in lectures in college because my brain was moving faster than the professor's mouth. I am addicted to whatever is new and challenging to me rather than sticking with the things that should be important to me and have the best consequences. Though I am intelligent, I feel like I am not living up to my potential because my focus is scattered across so many things and I never stay interested in anything long enough to do anything significant.

This is affecting my life in several significant ways. I am working as a software engineer and while I used to love programming because there was so much new to learn, but after I learned everything I was curious about I became bored with the field and now hate my job and can rarely ever focus on it long enough to get anything done. I worry constantly that someone will see this eventually and fire me. At the same time I don't know what new career I could ever move to that would hold my interest for long enough. I have this dream of creating something great too, that I feel I'll never be able to achieve because I focus on or stay interested in anything long enough to do so. It also affects my dating life, I can't get in a relationship because I get obsessed with new guys all the time even when I've been seeing one for longer.

However, my diagnosis was instead dysthymia (long lasting depression) and anxiety. I get where this is coming from, however I took a leave of absence when the suicidal thoughts and lack of focus became terrible to do a behavioral health outpatient program. There I learned how to set goals and started feeling better because I was taking actions in my own life to do the things I enjoy and making baby steps towards figuring out my career.

After stressing out about my attention issues still, my psychiatrist put me on Adderall, which helped a little bit when I eventually returned to work, I was more on task. However my patterns of obsession/disinterest came back (at my worst I was interested in nothing), as I find myself blowing tons of money now on Japanese candy, plushies, figures, arts and craft supplies, that eventually I know I'll lose interest in and they'll just sit there. Like the $400 worth of hobby electronics purchased during my college years. I'm trying to study music now, but I worry it's all futile and even still I don't feel functioning enough to sit down and write a composition or practice an instrument.

This all culminated in a breakdown yesterday when I felt absolutely powerless at work following a switch to Vyvanse (so I could focus the entire day instead of being unable to focus after 3). I couldn't do anything. I kept looking at other things online, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't do it. My focus instantly wavered. I have since added the Adderall back into my routine, but I wonder how I'm ever supposed to make it through this and reach my work, personal, and relationship goals without a diagnosis. Even now my psychiatrist does not think I have ADHD because I didn't really have functioning issues at an early age. I did well in school, and while I've always had obsessions, didn't have any problems with focus until my teens.

But nothing anyone else has said explains what's going on with me. As my depression and anxiety get better, my attention and interest stay exactly the same. I guess at this point I do have stimulants, but I don't know what else to do. Seek another neuropsych evaluation? I absolutely failed at the CPT which some people say is an indicator but for some reason the doctor threw out the results because I was pressing the spacebar too early. Seek life coaching? I don't know. I'm hopelessly lost and tired of fighting my own brain and not getting answers on what's going on, and I don't see myself progressing towards my goals until I get through these hurdles.",8.575210946754549,7.921348012453301,8.712302645566933,67.48337545181182,61.403486924034866,11.819202381313975,39.38611305166601,11.109010140700741,4.537780269112778,3446,159,579,80,41,1134,338,803,0.12,0.772,0.107,-0.9196,5,0,1,0,2,1,71.0,0,0,1,16,45,35,2,4,33,0,66,14,3,11,11,123,114,57,1,12,18,0,8,3,0,5,10,2,0,2,32,38,0,2,25,3,3,12,22,16,1,1,25,15,90,19,102,74,23,116,0,6,4,1,12,42,0,7,57,433,122,26,0.053817771525919635,0.0,0.0,0.058669314764686425,0.12935700599228195,0.0,0.04770620727920599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303805244545263,0.044780697161353904,0.0,0.0,0.07319586025529462,0.056432625902869085,0.0823408958232202,0.0,0.05337276808711314,0.037630637176438206,0.05514266681830368,0.26572464236709153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276508866129816,0.0,0.2952613260333449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647843092380736,0.09519489091972444,0.058755067825684223,0.0,0.0,0.12015686325717448,0.0,0.06155319340772794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635924481842133,0.0,0.05815789190591503,0.0,0.08593822274304287,0.0,0.0,0.034708010401064436,0.0,0.09270633551064293,0.05462390524361753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508476961101807,0.04709629453389464,0.055074265402191236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487352709288974,0.0,0.0,0.2780407219171132,0.0,0.1066383915761348,0.1460437664122849,0.0,0.0,0.04836794285755603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108847529306434,0.0384474267314162,0.05167350041847285,0.0,0.0491884681835528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530580793811929,0.0,0.061171759578423274,0.0,0.0,0.05933428310075009,0.059286342805011764,0.05328805502864652,0.0,0.0,0.04821015239960047,0.053133907454192414,0.0,0.05720577449959914,0.0,0.0,0.03607291782388804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234354235410757,0.05340583402109945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830735909731507,0.043868666755905235,0.0,0.056985249373186775,0.0,0.0,0.1520523344373858,0.07887793418076611,0.05393954550484799,0.04752207824466866,0.2381351712696668,0.0451933737296588,0.060208320284686014,0.058748455033090785,0.04575394480961471,0.04857263998822898,0.0,0.07184756079079213,0.10912554658805874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042956831780499034,0.11439954814355655,0.039562254423707935,0.0,0.08301516632232787,0.2079101563979768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327920650488903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036468314800837606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746209329733734,0.04699160224821548,0.0,0.0,0.10175037906609063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149633910150075,0.0,0.054101724951786695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03447704252230322,0.0553336324658357,0.0,0.115560291760182,0.0,0.0,0.051193024866822284,0.04279805200459205,0.0,0.05446645797792584,0.12865738828736856,0.0,0.0,0.060798763204658324,0.0,0.044518616743746416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559962316864203,0.04143154981907877,0.0,0.0,0.038092495684595794,0.1720877512928322,0.08595788371969793,0.0,0.061648075451671364,0.0,0.0,0.058867907071576776,0.0,0.0,0.05593727107211121,0.04046426648318605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877068017396452,0.06896850985487732,0.05287568727646521,0.042725299088165566,0.09414472610345363,0.061855611455031385,0.0,0.0,0.059793524377918426,0.0730774683495919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648127516612265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042718042026206465,0.0,0.0,0.04838863985633205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187841125933105,0.05836307750742744,0.15671991454973933,0.1093091187227366,0.0,0.0764612015694285,0.0,0.0,0.034656880377742554
adhd,lolihull,2018/01/04,"Could you use your tips on how to manage sweatiness from medication. Hey everyone! 30 year old woman here who's really fed up of having sweaty pits and feet while on my medication.  
  
I've literally had to give up wearing T-Shirts which is really annoying now it's winter. Also on an evening my feet are *freeeezing* but they're constantly sweating so I can't comfortably wear socks.  
  
Do you know of any tips or products that could help combat the sweatiness and that also won't make me smell weird or like a man?  
  
Thanks! ",2.661954545454549,5.345976850000007,3.767454545454549,84.2437272727273,80.5,7.236363636363637,23.09090909090909,8.296473431620573,1.6517,415,14,78,9,11,134,80,100,0.1,0.794,0.106,0.3963,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,0,9,8,5,3,0,11,15,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,10,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,7,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645023904205717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549795153124082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462784607690477,0.0,0.3639185074421788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052550952582686,0.0,0.0,0.21776779530343054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862202368452727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275627066207215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524763768635835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134021300787897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212472548172976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591696594295127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391422506214771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919965867400452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981929490427773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683204681858454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675984418925198
adhd,yellowwoodendoor,2018/01/04,"Been diagnosed and taking medication for 12 years, all of a sudden things are really going south! Help? Hey everyone, 

Thanks in advanced for helping me out or providing any info or guidance. 

I have been diagnosed with ADHD for around 12 years now. I am female and have been taking different doses of concerta for these 12 years.

the past few months I have been experimenting with the dosage of my meds because the past 3 years have been unbearable. 

I am a university student doing an honours degree and I am very lucky in the sense that I live with a loving partner, have a supportive family, do good in school (with work) and live in a lovely apartment. But for some reason I am feeling horrible. 

I did so good in high school and the first bit of uni, I realize it is an adjustment and all that but the problem is, I cannot focus, I have so much trouble studying and answering emails. 

I used to be able to sit down for hours with my head phones in and study until I know it but now the anxiety is unbearable. My chest is tight all the time, I am constantly sweating, I feel like I need to rock back and forth. I just feel like screaming and running but obviously I do not. I have so many aura headaches and floaters. I feel dizzy. don't even get me started with the digestion problems from the anxiety and stress. 

I cry for hours sometimes, lie on my couch and just stare at the wall. I have my fingers picked a part. I have to keep gel nails on just to keep the ends of my nails rounded, if not my fingers will bleed. 

My shoulders are constantly up to my ears and my back is hunched. My eyes are always glazed. 

I have no motivation or drive to do things I used to love to do. All I can do is mindlessly scroll through my phone and feel horrible about it. 

I have told my doctor this and they played with my meds a bit and referred me to a psychiatrist... that was a month and a half ago... maybe more. 

I am usually so organized, happy, calm and outgoing. Now I just feel like i'm going to explode. I get frightened so easily, I am so jumping and every call I make or conversation I have is terrifying. I always feel like I am forgetting something. 

I just want to feel normal again... I just want to feel okay. I hate this so much. I don't want to complain to my family anymore and I hate calling the doctor over and over again trying to get answers. I just don't know what to do. 

I am in a very shaky state of mind and I just need help. :( 

Thank you so much xox",2.2600212089077445,4.330861926829268,3.6670767055496647,87.82159597030754,78.10569105691056,7.2050901378579,24.31353835277483,8.18289091462,1.436869954047367,1916,67,400,36,46,629,223,492,0.121,0.727,0.151,0.7018,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,1,5,26,27,2,2,26,1,52,19,8,6,5,95,91,41,0,9,19,0,13,4,1,1,8,2,1,1,12,32,1,3,19,2,0,6,7,9,0,2,8,17,63,18,57,81,13,55,0,0,3,3,18,20,0,8,31,282,75,7,0.07455638367806401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960228467989684,0.0,0.06608973565582718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407376761503845,0.0,0.0,0.05070089754841859,0.0,0.11407085888784575,0.0,0.0739398987107194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637098834473433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465851391503312,0.0,0.04544887948281347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279252208474018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226080727745314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611379282308802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189668657228412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513463200673755,0.0,0.07789555242621349,0.0,0.15262323583795562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603482643167581,0.0,0.0,0.04924378826136016,0.0,0.06281696883922963,0.07124181964802055,0.0,0.07293044948552313,0.1405702463669089,0.0,0.3392815298067575,0.2130523815867151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341762186941498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685789981159815,0.0,0.08474422199355974,0.1250687146509909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936665679562029,0.0,0.14721798685259924,0.07651635917090553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992071719486413,0.0787729127853857,0.0,0.0,0.14684603936614346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253827894393316,0.0,0.0,0.08194847730316898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569793230678948,0.0,0.13166930544799998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018701414350503,0.0,0.04976696504491497,0.07558847096241529,0.07490190846368955,0.0,0.1656306694655236,0.07510771282627078,0.0,0.0,0.07528069387896293,0.0,0.1190203882848793,0.0,0.1644225617124947,0.11056522759355426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304942618538136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073729805679261,0.14234500890274046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268078024070774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776272850948081,0.07665637976921655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091008131511432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057397146650718274,0.0737381698593996,0.0,0.05277139210693452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540408560349634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460570066474764,0.0,0.0,0.11211424373894277,0.0,0.0,0.13728300224941398,0.0,0.0,0.0990638968766614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347442688923435,0.0,0.0,0.07124181964802055,0.0,0.05061889050784744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878555491514804,0.08211332337484055,0.12303364942111665,0.13192586034784473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427793527987457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192047466646462
adhd,canonicallydead,2018/01/04,I just ran my clothes in the washing machine and forgot to use laundry detergent. I was wondering why they still smelled like cat pee...,5.167200000000001,7.233169919999997,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,69.8,8.200000000000001,40.5,8.841846274778883,3.9094000000000007,108,7,19,2,2,33,24,25,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570366588540421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201617498534143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544005288194587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747433183222456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705569218599028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aszhearbijani,2018/01/04,"What are some ways to make school more bearable? I'm in 11th grade and am at a new school this year. I don't have any friends. All of my classes have content that is too easy and unengaging, but because I find it impossible to focus, I am severely behind in all of them. 

My teachers don't understand this and think that I am either lazy, disrespectful or unintelligent. The other kids in my classes think the same thing, based on either things teachers have said to me, on in one class's case because the teacher will have our other classmates mark pop quizzzes and are almost always either blank or very incomplete. (There has also been an instance where we had to do a verbal test in front of the entire class and I had no idea what I was talking about. It was very embarrassing.)

I am on winter break right now and I am dreading going back. I have a lot of overdue work to do during the break but I don't know how I'm going to get it done. My parents are very impatient and sometimes unhelpful when I ask them for homework help, and my mother doesn't believe I have ADHD, I just spend too much time on my computer and it's shot my attention.

I don't know how I'm going to make it through this school year successfully. I see a therapist who is helping me, but not as much as I need due to cost. **If any of you have advice that has helped you through school, I would appreciate it tremendously if you could share it.**",3.582608834827141,5.074664693661973,4.5269398207426415,85.59917413572344,72.83802816901408,7.417157490396925,26.64148527528809,8.00094639256281,1.5179070422535208,1119,39,229,16,22,363,153,284,0.084,0.8490000000000001,0.067,-0.6924,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,3,2,2,12,5,0,2,10,0,35,0,0,4,2,44,53,22,0,5,12,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,20,10,0,0,8,0,2,4,7,2,0,1,7,2,33,3,30,43,11,28,0,0,1,0,19,12,0,8,9,169,53,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504170428307006,0.11793343819979756,0.0,0.0,0.12085008347682083,0.0,0.0,0.09651293994984772,0.10042082507157496,0.0,0.0,0.1641418991798062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128255737484636,0.0,0.0,0.092800458873409,0.0,0.14713872445312987,0.0,0.0,0.1359723427020673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635833941961157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235041775247727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030526258224836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324208038263004,0.0,0.06305370824031077,0.0,0.2057667351340391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426808245678797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624035367042106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265227392266307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260333535017027,0.0,0.0,0.16111833426787467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743690843424112,0.0894875008037189,0.0,0.11655976106745015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178028689625963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400806139013302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306560037014012,0.11480048594403165,0.0,0.0,0.4885646714397165,0.09617150470598666,0.0,0.0,0.13634137812423702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936202146329175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700322662598364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401263131702045,0.16035747846435172,0.1546620553634639,0.0,0.0,0.07037326103090989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563888907278947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987369729458732,0.0,0.09579531578655234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786119981297162,0.0,0.0,0.08573221761040872,0.0,0.0,0.15543628136916482
adhd,Alice42,2018/01/04,"Any help for people with ADHD in the workplace, specifically social skills. tl;dr I really struggle with knowing how I should behave in the workplace, I am often blunt/rambling, unempathetic/overly empathic, and lack patience/completely distracted. Any help on the subject would be much appreciated.

I have a mix of autism and ADHD. I often struggle with regulating my emotions, translating the multivariate representation of thoughts into a linear cohesive sentence, and struggle to understand anything from basic social interactions to office politics.

Add to that I am really stubborn, if I think a workflow is inefficient I lose respect for it, this also applies to people. I have a general inability to lie or deceive, or even hide my thoughts as I have zero filters.

The key area's I need to improve on are:
 - Politely dealing with things and people I disagree with, or find inefficient.
 - Talking to members of the public while representing an organisation.
 - Talking to co-workers/colleagues/superiors in the day to day of a job.

Any comments from your personal experience, resources, groups, videos etc that might be of help I would love to know about. A few recent brain glitches have lost me a handful of close friends recently, and mean I am always struggling to keep a job. I need to get them under control.

Thank you so much for reading.",7.062116858237553,9.427416456896553,7.6961494252873575,62.84157088122609,65.4655172413793,9.81072796934866,39.18199233716475,10.125756701596842,4.827953256704982,1086,61,150,27,18,359,144,232,0.13699999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.119,-0.3553,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,4,7,12,1,5,16,0,15,3,2,2,0,39,29,14,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,8,0,1,3,1,21,4,37,20,5,14,0,2,0,1,18,9,0,7,5,116,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25772852831463683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574822703423171,0.08922024043280488,0.0,0.0,0.21875113602404872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823748468932281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969916625939198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242394052113644,0.0,0.12026256269638252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830320782052055,0.11054482533328024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061430235641928,0.0,0.0,0.11958482289374488,0.07082145908766885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488715484419986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800220264648664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284218760664183,0.0,0.056020920017045915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561306134404967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280961011875865,0.09530698826376743,0.0,0.0,0.1178567071611163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995795403763647,0.11704934526190645,0.0,0.09677523783497162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680004925986487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374935513301855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764622149711535,0.15901276118271196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301006917831906,0.0936252072137628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725455854978318,0.0,0.13738285548205298,0.0,0.21174457347435008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860587325897926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44838166978248695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723676577275584,0.0,0.0987188726792998,0.0,0.0,0.07123588545299436,0.06870579760485339,0.0,0.17025020595254978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162557052080767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233989688067903,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ABurlyKeel,2018/01/04,"medication query I know this is a broad request, but I would really appreciate it if people could let me know about their experiences with any medications that they've been on. Thanks!",5.47909090909091,8.236038727272732,6.2212121212121225,70.0518181818182,70.81818181818181,10.460606060606061,26.15151515151515,10.504223727775694,3.2848060606060603,150,5,26,5,3,49,31,33,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.8455,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087408571678616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450796836910976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30026222957310084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33739038602873994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138836846319467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6184524974257529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280489712395706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664411029851406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826041840457909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805299780642495,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,invertedswipe,2018/01/04,"Is my medication working or am I experiencing placebo? I was prescribed 15mg Adderall XR about a month ago and i'm a little skeptical. I've noticed that *maybe* its easier to focus on my work and it seems like I can pay attention in class better and I know for a fact the medication is real and working because it elevates my heart rate a lot. My skepticism comes in however in that I still find myself doing the ""distracted forgot"" type of thing where I go to youtube to look something up but the recommended tab is just so appealing so I watch a video and forget why I came onto youtube in the first place. Also I heard so many people hype up ADHD medication over the years that you'll go from lazy to pumping out 100 words a second is this an effect that only nonADHD people experience? Would going back to my doctor for a larger dose make my medication stronger or would increasing the dose just make it last longer?",6.886256983240223,6.722645921787713,7.805525139664805,70.98270111731846,64.64245810055866,10.958882681564246,33.54245810055866,10.577609850970193,3.5364833519553085,736,28,134,17,10,249,118,179,0.07,0.8640000000000001,0.065,0.3041,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,6,10,5,2,1,14,0,11,8,1,3,1,28,24,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,1,1,6,0,3,0,2,4,4,17,2,20,17,2,26,0,0,2,0,2,13,0,4,8,91,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121334122789233,0.0,0.11890932406475255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727379134125373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031473817576353,0.0,0.08177208586436903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863823157679748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342340210160033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155519748876296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730063851803645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121720590960648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260390915704335,0.11410162978343395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870899820490606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895963070287095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372126660485717,0.10934412540986624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553530013516128,0.1344461289660541,0.0,0.0,0.11264600203801645,0.0,0.0,0.11404324428403463,0.0,0.0,0.17908245858517774,0.13599954516441598,0.13476427493914478,0.0,0.0,0.5405382409595976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707134610570612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527222428722592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020214944561042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859951819060792,0.0,0.1401504695810485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268365003271056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211838793972615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326952958360967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071264562211494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911838502553872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104283487079533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929722383535304,0.0,0.0,0.1905821131952048,0.0,0.0,0.08638343844421713
adhd,Ma503r,2018/01/04,Sooooooooo tired Do you guys ever feel super drained if you don’t eat breakfast/lunch/dinner (mostly lunch). I have been taking medication for a while now and notice that if I don’t eat I feel super drained after school. Do you guys get this too?,3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,3.84,88.905,73.16666666666666,5.633333333333334,22.416666666666664,5.985473137389443,0.2968166666666665,196,5,38,1,4,60,33,48,0.156,0.69,0.154,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,2,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207316469896598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016454832189664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573150813028717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293959742531786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038909123445787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563315562600028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289692955832077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575169349671403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131469655446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924527877115429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,turf_life,2018/01/04,"I'm getting very tired of not being able to stick with something or even choose something to begin with. I'll start by saying I've never been diagnosed with ADHD. My SO says without a doubt that I have it but I haven't seen a doctor in years and am not excited to go now. 

I have started so many hobbies that it's ridiculous. I have crocheting stuff, cross stitching, lettering, drawing, journals, bike tools, a guitar, a PC with hundreds of games, blah blah blah, and yet I never have anything to do. 

I have so many things I could/would like to do or be good at, that when given free time I lock up and just sit at my PC. I don't want to waste time doing one thing and miss out on doing another thing, so I don't do either. 

I also have a problem with wanting instant results. I want to read a book but it won't be interesting right away so I don't read. I want to play guitar but it'll be weeks before I can play anything(because I obsess over learning properly, not just learning A single song) so I put it away after 5m. 

It's driving me insane. I either don't do anything or I do 10  things for 5m each. I just want to find a good hobby and enjoy it enough that It consistently makes me happy and fills some time.

And then yesterday I spent 2h cutting little tiny pieces of paper in order to glue them in a pattern and make a geometric bunny. 

Is it time I see a doctor about a diagnosis? I'm nervous that ill be told to fill a prescription. Right now I self med with marijuana(which isn't helping anxiety) and I know that's bad but I've done it for 10y. I'm so afraid of what I night hear from a Dr.

Wall of text I know, I just kept typing. If you read it, thank you. ",1.3594638694638732,3.228215264957268,3.2829681429681443,90.46986013986016,80.1111111111111,5.963947163947164,21.747474747474747,6.980632752743323,0.534938461538462,1302,39,283,15,33,438,181,351,0.138,0.7490000000000001,0.113,0.1564,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,0,18,20,2,4,14,0,31,6,0,3,2,55,57,27,0,7,18,0,0,4,0,2,6,4,0,1,23,17,0,1,6,11,2,6,13,9,0,1,7,6,34,12,40,43,7,42,0,1,2,0,11,15,0,6,20,189,57,12,0.10378059954237898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247241130229679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299330795914259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882300741735257,0.07939187458992747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708051814864375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950105790369918,0.0,0.08665246569934758,0.06326369022433502,0.0,0.08830964640822841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286036403034708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533512397105624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124476823843213,0.0,0.10620358518640534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723310163021768,0.0,0.06854610721959613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485358783764898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054221079874609016,0.0,0.05898090634478896,0.17409248611790498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047637800526944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696827822849205,0.0,0.06956194827210653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407020682268093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070195877583972,0.10401542488321938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854871212820094,0.2104344778535499,0.0,0.0,0.1152768504301468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008399247620606,0.0,0.0,0.09739106237990594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032442011294274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930401788594084,0.0,0.104328166934024,0.0,0.0,0.31142605213949776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725612992325912,0.0,0.16506099640871666,0.0,0.0,0.08269970131575785,0.0,0.10826579903044736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979075157815031,0.0,0.0,0.14691288502382047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880395718512267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554723269533924,0.0,0.0,0.2757888755779118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420612086985397,0.1192805324310371,0.0,0.09916681028263084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562986340609698,0.30606243236356073,0.0,0.08324653700363277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000407945395223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372276030404049,0.0,0.0,0.0668313035246803
adhd,FerousFolly,2018/01/04,It's 4:13am and I have a skype appointment with my psychiatrist at 8am. Thanks reddit.,0.7974509803921563,3.1890624705882367,2.5847058823529423,86.62450980392158,100.76470588235293,6.972549019607843,17.43137254901961,7.793537801064563,1.1818784313725494,70,2,14,2,3,23,17,17,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,you_clod,2018/01/04,"In one hour I have lost my phone no less than 15x I've been home sick for the last couple of days (yay) so I haven't taken any of my adhd medication and instead replaced it for cough medicine. Last night while watching tv with my husband I seriously kept losing my phone the very second it would leave my hands. Usually if I put it down, it's in the blanket or pillow. Instead we've found it underneath the table, underneath a box of Whataburger chicken strips, on the table that's behind the couch, in the giant mess that is the coffee table. It hasn't been this bad since I've started taking my medication. Geezus fuck it was driving me crazy last night",6.768175824175827,6.215898015384622,6.9020879120879135,78.65576923076925,65.0,9.274725274725276,31.64835164835165,8.418075326091056,2.2787582417582417,522,17,101,6,7,168,86,130,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,0,9,1,8,6,1,0,0,7,15,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,10,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,6,0,2,7,2,11,1,15,7,1,20,0,2,1,1,3,8,1,2,10,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577357192913202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209413859387593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499093606460181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865886732891186,0.0,0.1157891885536988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968576036890403,0.0,0.16598289990460974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180094412142192,0.0,0.1768118667446638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390500003805844,0.0,0.190108153945036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086062178116648,0.19599037393559227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617376394775782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33697441327669203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166172966746401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048844514955725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851829444344694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708014992323935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499260047948622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773921112456205,0.14814025165714942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754088153225585,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,technicolourjpg,2018/01/04,"wellbutrin XL and anxiety? i was wondering if anyone experiences an increased amount of anxiety (or no change) while taking wellbutrin XL since it is an NDRI

edit: i was just confused because i was thinking of taking it for adhd, however i was worried it would exacerbate my anxiety.   ",12.547599999999996,9.827825360000006,12.568,49.48400000000001,55.4,15.6,53.0,13.816669648895859,7.6182,228,14,31,7,2,78,35,50,0.223,0.737,0.04,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031548025579198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789103842714152,0.0,0.0,0.17637867073133234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376891488105382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668464561891712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674835126391065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866334011947352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793203660602109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163125319255425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27355375308380875,0.0,0.2561715467204658,0.0,0.17919076193294398,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fedora-tion,2018/01/04,"Problems with taking meds with food So, to start, since I'm in Ontario there are no legal instant release ADHD meds. They can only give XR. I HAVE to take my meds first thing in the morning. 

The problem: I've never been a breakfast person. I snack throughout the morning and then have a large lunch. But now that I'm on meds that require me to take them in the morning (preferably with food) and which then suppress my appetite I'm having trouble eating enough. ie, I don't FORGET to eat, I just feel full and can't get anything down without fighting it and tend to get spacey in the afternoon (not to mention I was underweight to start with and losing more is a legitimate health risk.) 

Anyone else have this problem and/or have a solution to making sure you get enough calories? Or making eating breakfast not a full on struggle against your own body when you aren't normally a breakfast person?",4.868326585695009,6.569597614035089,4.790292397660821,84.14700404858303,69.93567251461988,6.431129104813316,30.69770580296896,6.67199483983844,1.7369546558704454,716,30,127,5,13,221,105,171,0.094,0.833,0.073,-0.6787,0,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,3,2,3,5,9,1,2,11,0,13,12,1,2,2,28,29,11,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,9,10,2,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,1,13,1,21,27,6,18,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,9,89,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612432076730438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919856966988173,0.11605491342907585,0.0932086777361802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581354627158745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476997164324425,0.09461962586500426,0.0,0.0,0.2340691429971791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572709451659759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634442617721208,0.27392460035081473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753121245709091,0.1086555467847756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039699184426285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671623991950154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121253520690986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032541850863498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735810667793224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097712025369112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861442764645072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977998760480688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32514222767089146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369521842680867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603412219267492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118410737536083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675233484249773,0.0,0.2554869331483853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752492289849129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918486310025856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LostAndContent,2018/01/04,"Can anyone explain the tugging sort of brain freeze sensation that happens when trying to focus? I've noticed over the course of my life that there are certain moments in time where having to sit through something or focus on a task is physically uncomfortable. 

For instance: I get a weird knot in my stomach every time I watch something that I feel either takes to long or isn't moving forward? (My best example of what I mean is the episode of family guy where they made fun of Charlie and the chocolate factory and Peter wins the golden ticket then falls on his run home. The super long over done scene of him clutching his knee is the part that puts my stomach in knots.) 

On the other hand if I try to do a task that requires a lot of focus and attention to detail (ie. Coloring, trying to fill something into a small space, etc.) I get this tugging sensation behind my eyes and in between my temples that's sort of like brain freeze without the cold. If I don't listen to my head and persist with the activity I often times find myself punching myself in the side of the head just to get the feeling to go away while I'm trying to do whatever it is only to have to put it down cause I can't stand the discomfort any more.

So....anyone else get like that?",8.796678885630499,6.548515427419352,8.61885630498534,73.42555718475077,62.064516129032256,10.953665689149561,37.46480938416423,9.095868883498916,3.3002451612903227,998,37,187,12,11,324,144,248,0.026,0.857,0.117,0.9741,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,6,9,0,1,19,0,14,10,9,2,1,28,28,12,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,12,7,0,1,6,1,0,8,4,2,0,0,2,10,22,7,40,26,6,37,0,0,3,0,7,19,0,8,12,130,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602948213638993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691406139418592,0.12962195002428456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885802142542835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276188427335428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824485615742185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995811707625635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946116119319426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568083722440076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108937542326325,0.0,0.0,0.10658807950008824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192600731296829,0.0,0.12793205169524174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562562227300945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437992462854665,0.0,0.07189716439629981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526237856022193,0.11187022168105902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966651766464965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689740220688595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893560342323544,0.12361041195302128,0.0,0.0,0.2239104276262187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755220756855292,0.0,0.11970451655960032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780382493958349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445752053600976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440297009161082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621470361601238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369953645156697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254350088327622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921751117572713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511794460604264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130273499904746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435613290711512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194877795362953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,napmug,2018/01/04,Passwords and ids confuse the shit out of me I just brought home a brand new Ipad Pro. After having to create 2 passwords back to back (one for Apple id and one for unlocking the device) and now I can't unlock my Ipad because I have no fucking clue what my password is.,5.7340476190476215,4.873599071428576,6.440000000000001,82.13833333333334,67.21428571428572,8.180952380952384,32.95238095238096,6.42735559955562,1.9335666666666669,212,8,43,1,3,70,43,56,0.07400000000000001,0.815,0.111,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,6,0,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299661760719558,0.0,0.21007047836073348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185855138086257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456709748977532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328255679265704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670320217230847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537362377041627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,patmeonthebacksnail,2018/01/04,"Switched from Ritalin to Adderall. The immediate difference is overwhelming positive. I was on Ritalin for a couple of months. It was working fine until I was prescribed birth control. It messed up my emotions completely and was taken off of it after one month. I was told the mess of emotions should subside and Ritalin should work as normal again, but it didn't. I was still taking Ritalin every morning and afternoon as prescribed and noticed that it was making me depressed and exhausted. Days where I forgot to take it I couldn't get much done, but I didn't feel so down. Even when I tried increasing my dose as suggested by my psychiatrist, I still felt terrible. I was able to see my psychiatrist yesterday and she decided to have me try Adderall for a month to see if it is the Ritalin causing depression, or if I'm just depressed. Took 10mg ER Adderall this morning and I finally feel focused, calm, and relaxed without feeling sad and lifeless. It's nice to feel like myself again. ",5.517298136645962,7.384736630434784,6.2096273291925455,73.95152173913044,68.56521739130434,9.822360248447207,36.51242236024845,10.125756701596842,4.216072670807454,796,43,132,21,14,260,110,184,0.132,0.745,0.123,-0.4067,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,0,1,5,0,17,7,0,3,0,30,33,20,0,6,7,0,5,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,6,1,0,2,4,9,1,1,16,7,19,5,23,14,2,22,0,5,2,0,3,5,0,3,16,99,29,2,0.13849117270784891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226858352022548,0.0,0.0,0.14520535967935533,0.0,0.15532962633529224,0.0,0.15323784845703084,0.0,0.08931534930770238,0.0,0.35784673236050096,0.0,0.0,0.1446937991361568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417245527882797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115678577881845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914721134321769,0.0,0.11668478608166336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801011924609304,0.09893812145433199,0.13297324411560235,0.15171031030640647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235592172749185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676597915257148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244393318406953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316269983176405,0.0,0.10180694693883408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569194479352745,0.0,0.15767311804119827,0.0,0.0,0.09384520280655936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207190682711602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119845884165784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825625287440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233425043117164,0.15386878862951525,0.18805283093859496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350054842134335,0.0,0.2016464463064405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,diceblue,2018/01/04,"What metaphors or analogies have you found helpful in describing what ADHD feels like? Have you ever had static noise in the background like a TV, heavy traffic, construction, or radio noise, and you get so used to the white noise you forget it is there. Then the noise stops and suddenly you realize what *real silence* sounds like. You hadn't even been aware of the static in your ears.   
  
That's what I felt last night, mentally. After taking several steps lately towards homeopathic treatment, I had a moment of clarity last night I have never experienced before. Like someone turned down the volume in my head, turned off the static.  
  
What helpful metaphors have you found for describing the condition to others? Probably my favorite was a guy on youtube who said trying to think with ADHD feels like walking through 3 feet of water. That one really clicked with me.  
  
TLDR: Getting treatment for ADHD is like turning off the white noise of a TV in the background that you hadn't even realized was there all along.",5.702271062271062,8.058479043956044,5.221120879120878,79.24054578754578,69.0,7.930256410256411,30.265201465201464,8.648137234880735,2.622209816849816,814,33,132,14,15,248,105,182,0.03,0.8420000000000001,0.128,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,9,0,0,6,6,0,0,13,0,13,4,3,1,3,22,27,6,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,11,5,1,1,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,11,10,15,6,24,16,1,24,0,0,3,0,14,10,0,2,18,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391107756314143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363598075300863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088487130080534,0.11016779330711368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123163340742346,0.17401638969155322,0.11693937345096787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670771780868724,0.0,0.0,0.1272625362877399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059318058590285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249936797335798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326915632623548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985533924746828,0.13738662674286098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570083747958361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273764184570556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393346162001516,0.0,0.0,0.2285869930825256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252937867739374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131232346455282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862590503045194,0.0780230431139751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585203643076405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759023906197038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319392570190487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182352535670768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157239071044572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803936509972759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268874077600925,0.3974240110179401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051891424252202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theSelf-Obsessedpete,2018/01/04,turns out i probably have ADHD not aspergers. i just realized that my non verbal communication is good and im not sensitive to touch. i just realized i am hyperactive most of the times and feel like a motor often. i realized i can go so deep in my Imagination to the point i get distracted from things or even abandon a task i need to complete because i feel restless.,6.802500000000002,6.5648498055555615,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,64.83333333333333,12.755555555555556,37.444444444444436,12.161744961471696,4.891544444444444,294,14,54,10,4,104,52,72,0.109,0.8109999999999999,0.08,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,18,10,4,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,11,2,7,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446440410462848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481346086141392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006748335151314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941010537235228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900009324606011,0.2048698702463295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982645797158275,0.0,0.16297905364536236,0.2405306258639019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097628132961087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401022427655965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126376965340601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710920954789344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918856226831376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051847764449395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721897459204654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119254292247598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Retro21,2018/01/04,"Songs that you identify with? I was listening to some music and this song came on:

[It was supposed to be so easy - The Streets](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QIKqw-pTiJ0) (NSFW language)

He's talking about being hungover/coming down I think, but I'd be many of us can relate to days like this.

What songs do you find you can identify with?",1.4030769230769238,3.5732385873015886,1.8460317460317484,90.45901098901102,107.57142857142857,4.478144078144078,19.131868131868128,6.297961479604792,0.4733721611721618,273,9,49,4,13,83,50,63,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.732,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,9,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546117775972142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563420260062333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632899565435296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941888843664343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40298281834908456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194797524665613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546894411770707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781200753663098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vividh89,2018/01/04,"Sh*t No ADHDer Every Says (Very Funny) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AeC040DqzFk

Found it hilarious!

Also, it's a good funny channel about ADHD.",10.036500000000004,14.44282365,5.830000000000003,62.170000000000044,87.5,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,2.043,123,3,11,2,4,33,18,20,0.08800000000000001,0.56,0.35200000000000004,0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901189233504981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261325316840755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436049119239988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471522434875401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420590445241586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243138631585338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33649320441764075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PlatformKing,2018/01/04,"Has medication helped you with these common ADHD/ADD traits? I stopped meds years ago. I could never tell if they really helped or not at the time as I was pretty spaced out and young. As i grow older I feel i get better at mastering my ADD but i'm thinking of giving meds another go

Recently I saw that youtube series that describes ADHD and I realized myself it's more than just concentration/organization issues. Rather a nearsightedness to the future that causes me to not act/prepare accordingly. This and the common trope of never finishing projects before starting new ones.

Has medication helped you fill in those particular gaps?",5.05370750988142,7.905131556521745,5.828142292490121,71.89841897233202,72.56521739130434,8.703557312252967,26.976284584980235,9.339509955726095,2.871608695652174,519,19,82,13,11,169,86,115,0.014,0.915,0.071,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,2,21,12,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,2,14,1,12,9,1,23,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,15,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001467699896768,0.0,0.14757209789140646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745659835263669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165993612909394,0.0,0.0,0.1472356592858994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101806404876554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291859217634386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417593415065001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697752764608431,0.15970021316658484,0.09461289638750453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347587115349531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375906800469992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36983754172468586,0.3354167675089138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567951415481683,0.1607848312747412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128093392590778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936728225546127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664963291527868,0.0,0.1643762677198958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178335026550178,0.0,0.0,0.1391824923512546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455085138656974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066719434240653,0.0,0.0,0.0970742630002518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720593472841908
adhd,benza0w,2018/01/04,"I think caffeine ruins my concentration I've not yet been diagnosed (have an appointment in February), but I am now certain that I have ADHD.

One thing I noticed at work yesterday was that I had a fairly productive start back at work, until I drank a cup of tea.  Then my brain went into its usual spiral of distraction, inability to focus, fidgeting etc.  

Today I had one cup of tea before leaving for work to help wake up, and now at work I'm only drinking decaff.  Result = still slow but more productive than yesterday.  Less distracted, less jittery.

I have read a lot about caffeine but never before thought it was making my problems worse. 

Anyone else?",4.745409836065568,6.835669114754097,5.9007868852459024,74.4864262295082,70.96721311475409,8.814426229508197,29.41311475409836,9.3871,3.0223809836065576,520,21,85,12,10,173,85,122,0.154,0.797,0.049,-0.9195,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,2,4,0,9,7,2,2,2,14,16,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,8,0,11,1,15,8,5,21,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,14,63,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010850685348164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699341983973205,0.17143821243068547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865807613652008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28475249684900833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678347490849548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698253858814189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390903962790318,0.0,0.0,0.13977365576227765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866050488439228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121504799407636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716679027596782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224873337480498,0.0,0.0,0.1116868125916414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290468210925543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049392836134454,0.0,0.0,0.2267595334268397,0.12725373128846673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010180195628929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736440003510306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842933510468175,0.0,0.1336212662491163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115938931654692,0.10721133675387964,0.0,0.13283269242992385,0.0,0.0,0.15859896269591994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842783732294265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510650156257996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872412517012829,0.0,0.17051247887809054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NewAge77,2018/01/04,"Questions Regarding Speech/Medication So like everyone else I've been diagnosed with adhd and have been prescribed dexedrine/adderall since august. I am prescribed 10mg twice a day instant release dextroamphetamine but i only took 10mg once a day for awhile and only like 3 days max out of the week. So I could allow my brain time to recharge so my natural dopamine wouldnt stop being produced because of the artifical dopamine being released with the stimulants. That being said near end of work days say like 6-8hrs I'll be stuttering mess cant even forumlate normal sentences anymore. I basically just sound like blabbering baffoon. I'm wondering if anyone else has this problem and if it's just because of the medication or multiple variables like not eating for extended period of time and not taking the second dose to carry me through? My last question is I've also noticed a problem in my own speech medication or not it's like whenever I speak I can't find the correct word I'm trying to think of and I end up substituting it for something thats similar but doesnt sound as good for instance like screwing a common phrase like ""what goes around comes around"" and saying ""what goes around comes back"" instead because I can't remember the exact saying at the split moment so i substitute it with whatever else comes to my mind that will atleast get the message across. There's other lesser times with just misplacing a have in a place it wouldnt be or messing up like stuff like quick/fast, heat/hot. It's really annoying me and making me lose confidence in myself because I use to be able to string my sentences across perfectly and could relay what I wanted to say so descriptively but now I'm struggling hard. I'm curious if anyone else has this problem and if it could be caused by the medication or any other theories. My only other theory would that the brain is like a muscle and the fact that I haven't really used my brain for anything tasking or challenging in a while is causing it to become worse since most of my day to day work I'm mostly on auto pilot.
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adhd,Stumblecat,2018/01/04,"Being sick is BORING! [rant] It's always tedious as fuck to be taken out of the running because some fuckboy couldn't cover their mouth when they cough, but it's even worse around New Year's! I always make resolutions and do pretty well to keep them all year, but I like to hit the ground running and start on day 1. Except I've spent the past few days in bed, sick and unable to concentrate on anything long enough for it to be stimulating; I can't work, I can't read, I can barely make it through a podcast and it's frustrating as everloving fuck! Hell, I even forgot an appointment with my shrink because I was caught in barely lucid limbo! 

I hope you guys are doing better!

TL;DR Fuck!",4.917972424979722,5.646154211678837,5.505790754257909,82.70123276561235,68.92700729927007,7.840713706407138,26.17112733171127,7.793537801064563,1.4076008110300084,545,15,106,6,9,176,95,137,0.221,0.647,0.132,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,2,5,10,5,0,5,0,12,7,1,3,1,19,25,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,6,1,0,5,0,13,4,18,15,4,19,1,0,0,3,5,7,4,2,10,67,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29122628965719705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440092245330175,0.15578616695585268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335547062492213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547723496631844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257196902063549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082069496544045,0.0,0.23117031133472785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853511266552198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327647326618872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738134429503299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554710700069807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549564717032272,0.0,0.0,0.1548685633809133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336263153142667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901507588096604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705629880840842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803684486408872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504630666624615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386515714611775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573450720981572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274013194380939,0.0,0.17833888008355314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253871717793089
adhd,HoloTehWizewulf,2018/01/04,Why? I've had adhd for a while and it's made my adult life miserable.  I'm 25 and the longest I've ever held a job was one month.  And I only lasted a month because my boss owed my dad a favor.  After a while he pretty much told me manual labor was something I just couldn't  handle.  I'm currently on disability for epilepsy and D.D.D. which only gets worse. (degenerative disc disease)  Thankfully my wife has been there for me.  So thankfully my life ain't gonna be a sob story.  But I am getting tired of being unemployable.  I want to work but my doctor forbids me because I have the grand mal type epilepsy.  Anyone know of a stress free safe work environment?  I really need to get back to school.  ,2.0062857142857133,4.2558847714285735,4.155714285714286,83.07928571428572,79.85714285714286,6.857142857142858,22.142857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.2548571428571431,548,17,107,10,14,188,96,140,0.091,0.746,0.16399999999999998,0.8529,5,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,2,9,0,11,4,0,2,1,17,26,9,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,7,0,15,7,10,15,1,10,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,9,62,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639079634336174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200803483997858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320527823537711,0.0,0.20937480473588627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577694194757354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553431606820678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691716521212737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041941452562331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943804700413049,0.1399860640994281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426014899592809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162498785458069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27415274964214953,0.0,0.12624418960554715,0.1273385240813983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637134726965405,0.2612227663611274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747151339500623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001714529735898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738038933389828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220916015031353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967206227123911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162190368235229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738287553240386,0.0,0.16409911803737778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129311424274336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496314939175276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500486751271454,0.0,0.17501153396696134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,7live00,2018/01/04,"Having a routine Hey everyone.

Is liking to have a routine for a lot of stuff during the day also part of ADHD? I really like to have this routine because it helps me do the stuff I have to do and not procrastinate. 

For example exercising around 6 p.m. or walking the dog at for example 4 p.m.

Ps. Doing these things would have been so much harder without a daily routine.

Can anyone relate?",2.5318421052631557,5.068348236842108,4.728157894736842,78.0846052631579,79.78947368421052,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,2.0085315789473683,310,12,53,6,8,107,55,76,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.8153,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,11,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964647514045972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727212177344933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724863282066837,0.0,0.0,0.21959996478207805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037552675833518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908997887464518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357159577684317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653462606537988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410334816562286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972086930601044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134021938370773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671334004818754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803129891782128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647855058513639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388507093111707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377933870575311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523636189237327,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,unofficialuser112,2018/01/04,"At work , I made a list of 5 things I needed to get done today . When I logged out I didn’t finish one of them! I started out with five things that needed to be done but in all honesty I could of wrote a list of 100 things to do .  I tried just writing one thing down but it’s impossible to situate myself in one spot . 
The question I have to ask , because I can’t keep having days where nothing gets done is , what solution have you found that works in order to be productive?
For example . Let’s say your whole house is messy ( my work compares to this ). I try to start focusing on small areas to clean like the bathroom but before I know it I’m off into the guest room spraying windex on the windows or starting to tackle the garage. After about 8 hours of cleaning I still have messy bathrooms . 
Who has some tips that can help me?",2.637489433643278,4.258614207100592,3.5711115807269667,90.96001479289944,75.56804733727809,6.248689771766696,23.31403212172443,6.868970318607317,0.6183132713440407,647,19,138,6,14,207,114,169,0.039,0.852,0.109,0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,5,1,0,0,7,0,18,0,0,1,1,21,32,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,1,18,1,30,21,3,26,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,3,11,100,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947433012806012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442539732586837,0.0,0.11784922693070732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057715936300608,0.0,0.0,0.08931795596394443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251860669998512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185285428709094,0.0,0.0,0.1447160668503235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283042296155948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638988859895773,0.15980488287159805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310091016610968,0.0,0.0,0.07611334795598422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416207402190926,0.0,0.06766176616746768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104752068496725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053848934502497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328898936009293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154382499786684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514633641906456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013695340403384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155674423880451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940828770763356,0.0,0.11060245724419823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680402663226783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312772695765835,0.0,0.0,0.188058319234721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462496110003054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30247849699555496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_Classic_Rando_,2018/01/04,"To whoever recommended The Practicing Mind on here, THANK YOU! It was in the comment section a few weeks ago, discussing book recommendations. Cant find the OC but just wanna say how grateful I  am. 

It's changed my perspective in a vital way, probably more than any book I've read in my adult life. I feel more hopeful and peaceful in a way I never expected. I've read it twice (in audiobook form) and want to keep it on rotation for my mental health.

THANK YOU! 

Ps: and thanks to anyone who's taken time to chat, share things and give recs in this sub. We're helping each other more than we know.",3.8458097928436885,5.312455313559326,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,72.13559322033899,8.295291902071563,27.517890772128066,8.841846274778883,2.028957438794728,469,17,95,9,9,153,82,118,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,19,13,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,9,6,16,11,7,15,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,4,59,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356034960402804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547571034998056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901633819637834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519113334655253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329572063180447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686422692439702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770024487731125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196129539742346,0.0,0.0,0.12367570987107615,0.0,0.0,0.1832638351166017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400434216349094,0.0,0.0,0.10140395830167223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032755272880153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594651096056825,0.0,0.1863063376951388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423084164566862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893708260302115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36912746146821707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467327785517255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096265468408997,0.0,0.0,0.12258276906011124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759147983081656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088310190489877,0.2929169299631727,0.14800583960011787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pawpatrolbatman,2018/01/04,"Do you all watch howtoadhd I realize this is my first time posting here so I totally seem like a shill. I’m not I promise. I’ll ahare some of my story in a seperate post.

Do you follow that YouTube channel? I find it extremely helpful personally.",0.3763775510204077,2.7680267142857176,2.9334438775510243,84.94057397959186,98.18367346938776,6.531632653061224,28.57397959183673,7.6454224807358475,2.5660387755102048,195,11,37,5,8,67,40,49,0.043,0.8240000000000001,0.133,0.6337,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,2,6,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262773013373519,0.3036507734532845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392791382529314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174404560323152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117050343965104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6837848078946672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249852173115044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208160491693254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vodkacranston,2018/01/04,"Inattentive ADD & vague memories of life before medication I was diagnosed with inattentive ADD in early elementary school. I was a brat and refused to take the medication at the time. Apparently, I always had problems with teachers all throughout elementary school for being ""in my own world"" and ""zoning out"" all the time. This was the norm for me through middle school and high school as well. I remember everything being difficult for me and having to work 3x harder than everyone else, but that's about it. 6 years ago before going into college, I decided it was time to finally revisit my diagnosis and start taking medication. It didn't completely solve everything but at least now I'm only having to work 2x as hard (lol). It's just weird because now my memories are so vivid, and I actually feel like my life has its shit together. I really can't remember much before I started taking the medication (have been taking it consistently for 6 years now), high school and everything else before it is such a blur. I'm sure this is rare as most people are diagnosed early on and are compliant with taking medication, but I'd be super interested in hearing if anyone else has ever experienced this or knows why.",10.41945945945946,8.769563018018019,10.821153153153153,57.02091891891895,58.45945945945946,14.825945945945945,40.66846846846847,13.506818969022046,5.810713873873874,978,41,156,33,10,334,127,222,0.077,0.8490000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.5403,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,1,0,7,1,21,10,1,0,4,34,34,17,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,11,15,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,7,5,14,5,26,24,6,28,0,0,1,0,2,12,1,4,16,106,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.08413143373312748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642260645255533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173610712342024,0.09341172961485178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060282121331983185,0.0883353878948254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255463342314679,0.0,0.2934435900438141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039267100535572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750087232423619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605965071930425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798457770253167,0.0,0.08238019855727105,0.23244800662662599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359187394018844,0.0615905713277943,0.0,0.09444210735698592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899682425928099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722989761666303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716829610534557,0.0,0.0,0.1821774971008893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738040005894666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178955714181924,0.04211930805570969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342525448100761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337646131673833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556885746213355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059769226259915965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249418013610807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523024366429677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532500402063624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362607006830736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884963867655015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204398431683412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125471493073183,0.0,0.3241071643714329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081444874625125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751582427988911,0.0,0.07779380638136572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255281548878577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103666717752077
adhd,J244377,2018/01/04,"Zoloft to Strattera? Hi folks, been on a low dose of Zoloft for the past 3 years.  Zoloft has helped me cope with my combined anxiety and depression, but I’m finally getting around to directly addressing my adhd/sct symptoms.  Has anyone made this transition before?  ",5.79031914893617,8.328113936170215,5.562712765957446,76.10875000000001,69.21276595744679,9.806382978723407,33.026595744680854,10.125756701596842,3.953855319148937,213,10,34,6,4,66,42,47,0.123,0.877,0.0,-0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,4,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800301432444605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190434986136436,0.0,0.0,0.2211055570874203,0.0,0.0,0.28149925303840856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907649820854274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723563497278277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34639913623274193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520979185334014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119528976834197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992111945338063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018639218670464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32866946749690523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036327157285236
adhd,The_JayMo,2018/01/04,"I picked up my phone to make sure my alarm was on. This was an hour ago, my alarm is still off, and all front page links are purple.",2.061379310344829,2.434042206896553,2.27189655172414,104.60025862068966,75.20689655172413,5.8000000000000025,14.5,3.1291,-1.607841379310345,100,0,28,0,2,30,25,29,0.15,0.779,0.07200000000000001,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,4,3,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591523152132768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100996265591803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34575137870892936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136543604246654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881839577874391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gingiva,2018/01/04,"Anhedonia / Emotional Blunting from Adderall? Please help! Hey guys, long time lurker first time poster here. I just wanted to ask for some advice regarding some issues I've been having with my meds.

I was prescribed adderall around august of 2016 for my adhd (10 mg initially, now 15), and it worked really well for me up until after graduating university. After graduating and getting more free time I've noticed myself experiencing a lot of emotional blunting or anhedonia, the onset of which seemed to coincide with me starting adderall back in 2016. I can feel depressed or irritated, but very rarely experience pleasure, happiness, or excitement anymore.  I have approached my psychiatrist about this and she prescribed me 150mg wellbutrin, which I am on my second day of. I am waiting to see if this treatment works but in the mean time I have a few questions.

1. Is it likely I will experience similar side effects on other stimulant medications such as ritalin or vyvanse were I to switch? I love what medication does for my life, but this is a side effect I'm unwilling to put up with. 

2. How long can I expect this side effect to persist if I stop taking adderall? Is there a possibility these changes are permanent?

3. Does anyone else have experience with this side effect? If so, have you found anything that helps? in addition, does anyone have experience with wellbutrin and adderall as a combination? I have searched for previous threads in this subreddit but found limited information. 

TL;DR: blunted emotions while on adderall, seeking advice and similar experiences. ",6.495061885115835,9.140590664233578,7.100612503966997,65.37318787686453,67.54014598540147,10.020691843859092,36.36559822278641,10.276239652853533,4.6228462710250735,1278,67,185,36,23,419,163,274,0.063,0.848,0.08900000000000001,0.7404,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,9,11,8,0,0,7,0,19,5,0,6,0,45,33,22,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,14,12,0,3,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,3,24,8,37,27,5,33,0,1,1,1,10,14,0,12,18,134,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055062978687656,0.19603948144694752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947850535059982,0.14027526305522994,0.10277732020901953,0.08254487324058991,0.08929531733614693,0.09377436674970573,0.0,0.0,0.07713060058827789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611248140743124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469031159777186,0.0,0.08639506646983068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334041622892745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379439782640669,0.33849873443471645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49060197781387205,0.0,0.0,0.05071869941632316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853218674418378,0.0,0.21996491869582066,0.0,0.0,0.05240674933005924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932061343788914,0.0,0.10677964847627952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446857179670366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469541003511128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085045195806904,0.04900538407300744,0.0,0.0,0.17753870940814362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527820847000953,0.09053181613281297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926473362875498,0.11141948884128522,0.20209935751984734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420123434256957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010797675041474,0.0,0.11308211081888027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083716711692282,0.11236782949056194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425982353828688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993242713993334,0.09131656513391008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099846366583168,0.0,0.0,0.08386191451043692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541907407323764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339614245258888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276454096946173,0.05916421144439996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018886861928803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460507241505248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sad-burger,2018/01/04,"Advice for someone not medicated, but doing horribly? My boyfriend is not recommended to go back on medication for ADHD (unsure what medication he took, but he says he tried a lot of different kinds). His counselor said it’s not a good idea considering his experiences on medication only made him worse. He’s failing school, can’t pay attention, and for dopamine reasons, is becoming bored of me. 

I’ve been working a lot and educating myself on ADHD and what it’s like to live with it. I understand that medication is a necessity for some and doesn’t work for others. What are some tips my boyfriend can use to prioritize school, and focus easier?

TL;DR: My boyfriend isn’t recommended to go back on medication because his past experiences made him worse. Any tips to help him focus? ",6.470349650349653,8.034394111888115,7.645741258741263,65.71630419580423,65.92307692307692,11.314405594405596,34.579720279720284,11.20814326018867,4.428617342657343,630,29,106,20,10,214,82,143,0.183,0.7509999999999999,0.066,-0.9554,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,0,10,6,0,4,0,22,18,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,5,2,12,3,17,13,4,10,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,4,4,67,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628867026966506,0.10687661476149253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437640584657358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819994471627456,0.0,0.0666718829278631,0.12079228625899024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142699932552932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397272915447588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431674690030653,0.0917356686901645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330944582881711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346716941750348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389364082375107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534334157196512,0.0,0.09657708416487752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596756463398356,0.0,0.2069800139256848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610819928037571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318199374032195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044075219997222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245217122634854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403739175216778,0.08697664797528068,0.0,0.22137969931426701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926701610559024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215158185344877,0.0742561044470575,0.0,0.0,0.1138596427905844,0.0,0.09446190464772164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924758487893564,0.0,0.2229179106509955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sadboyaltboy,2018/01/04,"I Need Advice About ADHD and College A few months back I got tested and a doctor told me I did have ADHD, as well as MDD and GAD. My family and friends always told me I just need to work harder and never bought into the whole mental disorder thing. I recently got put on academic suspension because I've been doing so poorly in school, and I know that I need to be better but I feel like I need help. Like when I try to do stuff on my own I feel like I'm locked out of my own head, like I can't think no matter how hard I try. And I really try to do well but it feels almost impossible sometimes. And my friends always tell me that it's just me, that I don't have ADHD and I'm just using it as a crutch. And I don't know if I am, I just don't know why it seem so weird to them that I think ADHD makes doing schoolwork more difficult. Even with a diagnosis I've been straight up told I don't have ADHD, or my friends will say ""That happens to me too that's not ADHD you just have to focus"". It just makes me depressed, like I try very hard to do well, I worked full time and went to school and I tried to focus and tried to do my work but my brain just couldn't grasp what I was reading or what I needed to do. And I would always forget to do assignments or forget I have a test on a certain day and that's mostly what caused me to fail. Now I don't know what to do, I don't want to go through with getting medicine if my diagnosis is a joke, I just don't know how I'm gonna be able to go back to school and do well without help. And I tried all the things people usually say like getting a planner or phone apps, but I forget those instantly and it's very hard to keep track of them. I guess I just need advice about what to do so I can learn how to deal with this.

TLDR: What should I do if I have been diagnosed with ADHD, am failing college, and no one believes me.",1.6471531173594125,2.715360154034233,3.502755959657705,92.71435398838629,77.0440097799511,6.4816931540342315,20.849709657701712,6.9077264865688965,0.204543337408313,1449,33,346,14,32,489,166,409,0.08900000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.149,0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,7,27,21,0,0,10,0,41,4,2,7,3,88,80,40,0,13,22,0,6,6,3,4,2,2,0,0,24,25,0,1,13,2,2,4,14,5,4,1,12,8,56,16,41,61,8,23,0,3,0,0,16,9,0,11,16,240,80,17,0.06376545337784045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364357841821519,0.12462172609440343,0.0,0.0,0.06385189065725044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917389606299073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980633952820412,0.0,0.03887082852959112,0.0,0.0,0.07184183004960704,0.0,0.056395361668095084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118333447124263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550468562157101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112344224436665,0.06573938250089156,0.054921091557899857,0.0647205929262592,0.0,0.0,0.07308073395080877,0.06526664350583093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042116480569749995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060112394464606575,0.0,0.09672518749600814,0.0911081052681385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779509330802007,0.0,0.06662963513577888,0.0,0.07247875326015296,0.0,0.10199811630256532,0.0,0.0702448358764711,0.0,0.0563875798333806,0.0,0.17136396424523506,0.0,0.0654417514994092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548127856219319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667766480783017,0.0,0.0,0.17521912782894544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869154776177092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512787055313747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642605792101686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050896976528281464,0.0,0.0,0.28368765426325643,0.0491798486604989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043209121471729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044206936552853585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410189278113095,0.0,0.0,0.06378270921511657,0.0,0.04084978224159537,0.0,0.06296069248900311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141769576790634,0.0,0.19360212928037185,0.0,0.05804967389224384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630656638691052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299618836656835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573381682835928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472586767341418,0.08171665557672234,0.0,0.0,0.03718214865281126,0.0,0.0,0.18279186993299465,0.0,0.30304790018484706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507287835432758,0.07022863818029397,0.10522635419045984,0.037610516508179564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933120203908916,0.05911121411999851,0.057538403591688825,0.07119185150073752,0.0,0.061467621580728014,0.0,0.1392660285058567,0.0,0.0,0.04529714855938324,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pettythebest,2018/01/04,"Is getting check for ADHD so stressful? So when I got diagnosed it was fairly easy. I just had to fill out a form and got a diagnosis. However, I didn’t go in for adhd but to check if I have depression.

Now my cousin wants to check if he has adhd. We all think he does and have been telling his parents but they shrugged it off. 

Now, he has called so many psychiatrists and psychologists and most aren’t taking new patients. Those that are accepting new patients want him to come in for a consultation then take 3-4 hours tests and then go in for a follow up. That sounds too much.

What was your experience?",2.6375206611570263,4.688690603305787,3.8157024793388414,87.29809917355374,76.85123966942149,7.375206611570247,24.223140495867767,8.296473431620573,1.3889933884297525,477,16,101,9,11,155,80,121,0.067,0.8759999999999999,0.057,-0.4991,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,0,1,19,24,15,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,2,0,0,7,1,10,1,14,17,4,19,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,3,8,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005382843252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008205445326485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348147661740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434626681577238,0.16906053180247646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576263934839442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629330738815101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702362757008522,0.0,0.18932608643593526,0.0,0.2664353802291289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403351926413384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887132892762885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244484795342316,0.0,0.0,0.3217401012525098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495133674546552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080028009671698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504731355304874,0.0,0.1455856364468081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672848180378204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648935940631126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,garrypig,2018/01/04,"My FitBit helps me wakeup better than multiple alarms I’ve talked to other ADHD people, and found that many of us have trouble waking up and often set multiple alarms.

Well, I got a FitBit for the purpose of being more healthy, It’s the Flex 1, so not too fancy, and got it for $40.

As I browsed the features and settings I found a feature called Vibration Alarm. It vibrates your wrist to wake you up.

I was skeptical because the vibration didn’t seem like enough to wake someone up, but it has worked every time and I’ve had more energy than an annoying alarm.

Features aren’t very extensive and they could definitely have done more, like, wake you up between sleep cycles, so I don’t know why they haven’t done more.",6.489734042553192,6.373497645390074,6.598643617021277,79.14562500000002,65.45390070921985,9.603191489361704,31.809397163120565,9.188382445141503,2.6188503546099304,572,20,109,9,8,183,91,141,0.103,0.7659999999999999,0.131,0.6106,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,2,2,5,11,2,4,7,0,13,6,6,0,0,14,19,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,9,0,13,4,15,8,5,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456295892799727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390485067522378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525773935303306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079947310016399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918822089421632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824343306226432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307078650199666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574330882724703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097529236472493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988894409017636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524472256542665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269042027547907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257547173819103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944127106584094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954147614910244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701054411898594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869895783639492,0.0,0.15832132517604625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018667702759916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089564398365807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247631181164356,0.0,0.0,0.1541746422003603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800475646889176,0.0,0.16860724396992974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360323991123147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,New2raleigh18,2018/01/04,"In new to my adhd dx at 45. So apparently if I have pain issues it means I need to buy on the street? Cause I told a helluva lotta doctors that pain was causing me sleep deprivation for 6+ months. I didn't ask for pain meds but should I have to? Isn't this illegal or something to treat us worse for having a disability? 


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adhd,eiqht,2018/01/05,"My parents normalize my problems... Whenever I discuss my problems with parents, the first thing that they say to me is that what you are feeling is normal and a lot of people experience what you feel. 

I'm sure that it is true, but it doesn't make me feel any better and it also doesn't solve my issues. I'm setting up my first meeting with a therapist. 

Does anyone else relate to this? How did you deal with it?",3.872690763052209,5.01302785542169,5.017048192771085,83.73151606425706,71.65060240963855,7.461044176706826,28.29116465863454,7.793537801064563,1.7241983935742968,324,12,64,4,6,107,53,83,0.045,0.846,0.109,0.6454,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,3,2,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,18,13,5,0,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,12,3,7,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,2,48,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460392528271754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296570251146673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643550387182248,0.18527432398550106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599230693733069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864203636129204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823924803529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105424406363535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687939245848924,0.0,0.0,0.2742883175589486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076155571933224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887320206363759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372907556689808,0.0,0.0,0.12070062098540613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354335897125558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015646338534565,0.0,0.0,0.12535975959744525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34604599179783296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379754572216452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042334604734116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994920401695727,0.12013063142845795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,absorbant-towel,2018/01/05,"So my friend let me use his smart watch today and it got me thinking... I met my friend today and he let me use his apple watch briefly.. I noticed he'd set it up so it could remind him of events and vibrate on his wrist to remind him of things... he also said it helped him to stop checking his phone all the time as he could just look at his watch, but you can't really get too distracted by it as you can't browse the web etc.

I was thinking at the time ""i've gotta get one of these"" as I'm constantly distracted by my phone and it's an ADHD nightmare as I just type in anything that I'm currently thinking... but i'm also worried it'll just distract me even more as notifications constantly come through... but there's less chance of me going on a tangent with the watch I suppose?

any opinions / experience?",3.981006493506496,4.451371321428574,5.046125541125544,86.08675324675328,70.90476190476191,8.013852813852813,28.36796536796537,8.00094639256281,1.6124095238095242,634,22,138,8,11,209,93,168,0.08800000000000001,0.861,0.051,-0.7999,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,3,6,0,9,1,1,2,1,22,26,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,4,6,24,3,21,15,4,18,0,0,5,0,21,6,0,1,9,90,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845736069024975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456361296547016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443983172010772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638345409111842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229578040670606,0.0,0.33193136456979433,0.0,0.2452426541693469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128256803103264,0.1014383020412128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502309473765406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373114295144623,0.0,0.1604786763368215,0.0,0.08728319134593794,0.0,0.1228321501365634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294159953964396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409240766205965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896872393403094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485212456036542,0.0,0.0,0.10406994733393786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838743630247544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608998059961906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283999600027414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203188917371868,0.2952240552173417,0.0,0.0,0.17910774948722316,0.0,0.29115222536487995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26528803894396313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596819171272866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,J0yDiv,2018/01/05,"Experiences with SpLD / Learning needs assesment UK unis? Basically I was rlly close to speding £800 for a private diagnosis due to my area's mental health services having a year and a half waiting list and a real lack of private psychologists. I found out that my uni does screening and assesments for under £70 (can't remember how much).



Question:
1)Was anyone diagnosed via their university?
2)Has anyone gone through the process? 
3)What can I expect? What did you have to do?



 Kind of anxious about it, the fact they call it a test totally throws me off.

My sister was tested for dyslexia at our school, which was private, and they said she didnt have anything (and basically told her she needs to pull her socks up). 
When she changed school and got assessed by a more qualified professional it was a positive diagnosis.

Has anyone had a similar thing with adhd at any UK universities?




(also sorry this is post is so long to read)


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adhd,look_squirrel,2018/01/05,"Evaluating potential CBT therapists? Hey y’all!
What criteria do you use to evaluate how well you and a Cognitive Behavioral Therapist would match? Any traits to seek/avoid, or certifications to look for? I’m getting diagnosed in about a week and want to see what options I have. But even the in-network options for CBT are overwhelming!",5.000499999999999,7.993790050000001,5.813333333333336,71.19500000000002,73.5,11.333333333333336,35.0,10.864195022040775,5.134499999999999,273,15,45,11,6,89,48,60,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.546,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,8,9,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,3,1,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964340311903129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931858132123069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907886508325315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509169097352066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425688161555587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301832310876448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670775145393124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494814385376992,0.0,0.0,0.17037652730328376,0.0,0.23170527292705226,0.0,0.2597189392308014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051971518819806,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,icequeen15,2018/01/05,Mobile ordered a coffee and forgot to pick it up Dammit. Wasted 5 bucks. Only realized after driving 10 min past it.,1.9330303030303035,4.7530347272727305,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,88.0909090909091,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,1.0670424242424243,92,3,13,1,3,32,21,22,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231223754514377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7821243540587122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,anmich11,2018/01/05,"Looking for help from people who have been here before (college/add/etc) Hi all-
I just found this subreddit and I'm so glad I did (kinda embarrassed that I teared up bc relatability). Anyway, I guess my experience is pretty common after all, but I could use some advice or reassurance from people who have been down the same path as I'm pretty discouraged atm. 

I'm currently on break after my first semester at a top 5 college and just got my grades back. I struggled like hell with the unstructured time and abundant distractions. I failed one course bc all essays, withdrew from one course bc I knew I was gonna fail, and scraped by in my other two. I'm currently feeling what seems to be usual here: frustrated that I'm watching my ""bright, intelligent, talented!"" potential disappear, like I'm shooting myself in the foot, wasting opportunities at renowned institutions, etc. Not sure if I'll even be able to go back bc academic probation, and my parents are sick of my ""bullshit""/don't wanna pay for me to fail out. The worst part is that the classes really aren't hard-- I just can't do the work outside of class.

Had been diagnosed with depression in middle school and am in treatment w varied success, but something was always not quite right even when my mood was regulated. I was finally diagnosed a few weeks ago with pretty bad inattentive ADD and given some adderall. Helped me a lot to finish a final paper that was two weeks overdue. 

I guess I'm just curious as to what helped first-year/recently diagnosed and in-treatment college folks get back on their feet and eventually succeed. I'm not feeling too optimistic about my prospects considering how pissed the school/my family is. If they let me back, does anybody have experience with which parts of assistance from the college itself are worth my time(tutoring/accommodations/other stuff in the faq tab) for someone like me to make sure I don't fuck up a miraculous second chance?

(tldr: on the road to flunking college, feeling pessimistic, wondering if anybody has tips or anything at all helpful and encouraging and similar that I can hold on to so I can conjure motivation)",7.4991156462585025,8.307073061224491,7.607040816326535,69.61534013605446,63.28571428571429,11.02312925170068,36.2312925170068,10.864195022040775,4.2228721088435375,1728,78,286,44,24,559,222,392,0.177,0.657,0.166,-0.9227,3,0,1,1,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,11,19,29,4,3,15,0,30,9,3,4,6,59,56,24,0,5,14,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,14,17,0,2,8,0,3,2,6,15,0,6,14,7,32,13,45,37,13,42,1,6,3,1,12,20,3,13,22,194,46,18,0.09352040163606043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138705411430438,0.08290019335222287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781646592437652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695932209183717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876456647529866,0.07808562901632443,0.0,0.0,0.0795789736892349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466843088205383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054898489235192,0.2847637172148364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184033369458175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859993765186388,0.12353868653740754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296179591637735,0.08816271155987651,0.0,0.14186017512256074,0.0,0.0,0.2048940575023724,0.0,0.15909681171342732,0.0,0.10254029331098563,0.0,0.08645810434486256,0.04886054994260934,0.0,0.053149799428274566,0.0,0.07479680843963417,0.0,0.20604653197085776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377591058698661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507390155647634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563094687393807,0.0,0.1370680330242814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853358365926967,0.0,0.0,0.07950770114976795,0.0,0.0,0.062425594289890377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674368895122476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384333862348236,0.2025469629504871,0.0,0.12967054235544498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854316089654751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947045879372823,0.0,0.0,0.059911564014805865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986591201040243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929527854329675,0.0,0.08513746126882525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923953282105982,0.07199657417287461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097767829246162,0.10705848531323013,0.0,0.0,0.17628374354699045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906499653026938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271168670517776,0.0,0.0,0.08077160013952751,0.10299950993929703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003285025756252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141888626106332,0.06808396621365975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060224072466813286
adhd,lizardbear7,2018/01/05,"At my part time retail job, 30 mins over schedule ofcourse, unpacking boxes in a rush, cutting my hands 6 times while doing so, bleeding over the stock, no bandages or time to do anything about it, not realizing I had wiped blood on my face as I wiped away my sweat until after a co-worker saw me That's it basically. Like. Why can't I do things fucking normally. This event the other week sums it up. 

I hate feeling so fucking incompetent and stupid at my part time job and every part time job I've had. I just want to show people that I am smart, or for something to be easy. Co-workers/boss treat me like an idiot or think im weird, say passive aggressive shit or give me looks or say oh that's all you've done??. 

Im working literally as hard and as fast as I can and it's still too long or not good enough. How do people do it??? I also have OCD traits which makes the insanity in my head and ability to get shit done even better :)

Wish me luck, working in 42 degree heat today, I already sweat my ass off because im ways in a rush, 5 hours sleep, co workers think im insane or shit even though I try really hard to be normal and nice. Trying hard not to hate myself anymore because of this. I just want to feel competent and for things to be easy. 

Relate?????? This sub reddit is like, all that makes me feel not completely fucked in the head. ",2.092602286401924,3.7965596245487374,3.6506001805054136,89.44656212394706,77.30324909747293,6.349518652226234,22.37199157641396,7.1686216300943375,0.6415897713598073,1044,30,225,12,24,346,157,277,0.171,0.677,0.152,-0.8389,3,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,5,12,22,12,0,8,0,17,16,12,3,2,37,36,25,0,5,13,0,7,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,16,7,0,0,6,1,1,2,6,13,0,0,5,11,24,9,31,28,6,33,0,0,2,4,3,13,7,8,20,133,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576603975044648,0.06939949402933737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606437535447037,0.0,0.0,0.07141415051550604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153449867426607,0.0,0.0,0.10580294242902102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675158247901705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909892234370802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761612971654606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896689525858791,0.0,0.11463731897667155,0.0,0.07311753571587938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163868421643934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068554305616344,0.04533998706106074,0.08324915405833078,0.0,0.07278858228448945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332187443553591,0.17135841812527025,0.17812663450369534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546273981771686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749575912555353,0.0,0.2583530839814302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271918316741336,0.0,0.0,0.0767992948456507,0.0728749813735695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585525094200375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005577081581505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28192918490128444,0.0,0.12032735447108699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559473932302909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802497956079246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267241273630582,0.0,0.0,0.08684462284612429,0.0,0.0,0.06680898486146894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930417733865135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530814287731095,0.11121273886526853,0.0852628252194037,0.0,0.25301626451735376,0.0,0.08225914141475127,0.0,0.0,0.11783849501169633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237248505807768,0.06888347251075337,0.06961124565116457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830721176980872,0.0,0.09979495963385744,0.0,0.0,0.18953487941614694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yes_butIforgot,2018/01/05,"The laundromat and my first day on Methylphenidate I ended up putting detergent in a machine I couldn’t use for blankets, and using machines that were way too big (and therefore expensive) for what I needed to wash.  Then I tried to tell the attendant about the detergent but there was a language barrier and now I feel bad.  Either my dose is too low or my attention to detail really just is that bad.  I took my meds a few hours ago and feel no difference.  

Actually other than I have a headache. 

Here’s to hoping it starts working. ",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,71.15686274509805,9.02156862745098,30.39705882352941,9.516144504307137,2.910035294117647,422,18,79,10,8,136,74,102,0.162,0.8029999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9186,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,3,0,19,14,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,3,2,11,1,11,10,2,17,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.21381709150436864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422537702972936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36589084109518605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141306064568181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892046531565155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940640090857154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157444097962808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637253418685612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762296031775855,0.21577652776325607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433787857176229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624652663733456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026332685012345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036572942328873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550852553220847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150941384188605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343624191855498,0.14875945555164907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37847666829292426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391715442716002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951270404573606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheOneRickSanchez,2018/01/05,"Ritalin sedation Hey guys. I was recently prescribed Ritalin and have been taking it for about a week (20 mg). I've been feeling really sedated, and I only came to that conclusion after I got a full 8 hours of sleep last night, woke up feeling springy, and took my med then got really tired. I'm curious if anyone else has experienced this? I already talked to my doc, and am going to try a different med, but I'm not sure what to try. I like the idea of Adderall, because I did notice improved focus while on Ritalin, but I don't know if I'll also feel sedated on Adderall. Any thoughts or experiences would be appreciated! ",6.278711943793915,6.213751180327868,7.843208430913353,69.87286885245904,65.88524590163935,11.889461358313815,36.28103044496487,11.491704259439757,4.424221077283372,492,23,91,15,7,172,88,122,0.038,0.8240000000000001,0.138,0.8976,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,10,5,1,0,1,20,24,12,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,4,9,2,12,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,9,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024674165163695,0.13062075766792872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107494625622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420921859192155,0.16735833780503742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956888516890908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868143259964704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065268501564082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644733204836734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597751943012579,0.0,0.0,0.2477646978736149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282833597246422,0.0,0.2612714756477044,0.0,0.0,0.16172957945329913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085431145431975,0.0,0.0,0.18438789897628688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976589323232614,0.13314167728199938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979834077476011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628617756065601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532809653087992,0.0,0.0,0.1859605671366661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422535586421432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092760782853905,0.0,0.1612758512677499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634552325518529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394344615116629,0.0,0.12280930121570112,0.13128431239069066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967154927742822,0.0,0.1877321666566931,0.0,0.0,0.18147371951317692,0.22179057234004407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101930750849078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160301118859554,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lockadrianup,2018/01/05,"My experience ADD is not being able to control what you focus on. There are things that you simply can't focus on without becoming exhausted, and things that you can't not focus on, where even when you force yourself to stop doing them you keep thinking about them long after, distracting you.

As far as I know there is no reliable way to control which things we hyperfocus on, they seem to be a fundamental part of our character. If you hyperfocus on a useful, productive and practical task or skill, ADD can be a blessing (although you still have to survive in a system designed for people who can more-or-less choose what they focus on at will). Otherwise, well...

I'm diagnosed with ADD. And even though sometimes it seems like everyone else is too, no one really seems to understand it, sadly not even those who live with it. This post documents how I've come to understand my ""disability"". Hopefully it can be useful to my fellow ADD-havers, to parents and to educators and employers.

I love video games, and I'd really love to get into them. I'm envious of my friends who can get emotionally invested in a 300 hour RPG. But I can't focus on them for more than half an hour or so at a time, so I only play games that are designed to be played in short sittings. Arcadey games. I don't consider this a bad thing, because spending time on video games isn't exactly productive, but I wish I limited my play by my own volition, not because of some mental limitation.

I also can't focus on studying. Unlike video games, I have strong incentive to force myself to study, so I do. But it's exhausting to focus for long periods, and after a couple weeks this leads to depression for me and I can't even force myself to do things that require no focus, like a netflix binge, let alone study. This leads to me often starting the semester off well, and then quickly degrading in performance. And since classes have to start off slow, the time interval during which I perform well is also the interval with the least impact on the final grade.

I hope this doesn't sound like me just venting about how horrible my life with ADD is. I'm trying to provide a case study of how ADD actually affects someone. I'm actually quite well off because I hyperfocus on computers and programming, which society values relatively highly, and is something I can build a career around even if I never finish school. While I can't focus for long sittings on video games, or my studies, or hobbies I want to pursue, I can spend a whole night programming or configuring a fresh linux installation while hardly noticing the passage of time.

I have a friend who hyperfocuses on music (performance and composition). He's really good at it and while he won't get a cozy 9-5 office job, I'm quite certain he'll be able to turn his passion into a career. I have another friend who hyperfocuses on video games, and I can only hope he finds a way.

Outside of programming, the only time I experience that long-term focus flow state in on amphetamines which force me to focus on EVERYTHING. I see kids who refuse to take their drugs get a lot of shit from people who think they know better. They get mocked for complaining that it changes their personality, and people tell them that it's all for the best. It disgusts me. Stimulants don't make someone with ADD into a ""normal"" person. You don't get to choose what you focus on. Just like with hyperfocussing, you can't NOT focus on whatever is put in front of you. If the first thing you hone in on is the paper you need to write, great. But then you stop to go to the bathroom, and when you come back, before returning to the paper you hone in on the pull-cord of your blinds and bat it around like a kitten.

And you know how I said I don't notice the passage of time while hyperfocusing? Same thing applies when mindlessly fidgetting with the blinds, or spinning coins on the desk, or repeatedly throwing my phone into the air and catching it. This can go on for uncomfortably long before I realize I've spent the last hour doing absolutely nothing.

I waste my time on such things anyway, but without the drugs I can catch myself much earlier — because I lose focus on time wasting just as easily as everything else.

Even more dangerous is focusing on something productive that isn't the task at hand. I've sat down to try to start and finish a final paper with a three days to go, managed to get distracted by a (computer-related) project that had been stewing in my brain for days and had just come to a head. I slipped and let myself work on it for an hour after making decent progress on the paper, and then spent the rest of the day working on it. And the whole night. Until the stimulants finally wore off and felt so sick (from forgetting to eat all day) that I had to stop. The next day I had an anxiety attack because I had squandered a whole day (and messed up my chemistry probably), and finally the next day I managed to squeeze out the paper, no drugs involved. It got a C-.

ADD isn't about not caring enough to perform up to expectations. It's not about being lazy. It's not about being easily distracted, or a lack of willpower, or only being able to focus on the things you feel like focusing on. It's about a lack of control over your capacity to focus.",7.782147404319817,6.9674687408867015,8.123977832512319,71.5835719022357,63.06896551724138,11.551534672224328,35.08573323228496,10.85066028722374,3.734763167866616,4192,158,771,95,52,1385,389,1015,0.101,0.774,0.125,0.9774,4,1,5,0,0,0,118.0,2,21,11,24,46,48,6,3,60,0,63,18,4,16,5,146,120,72,0,13,31,1,5,6,4,3,10,2,0,3,57,54,1,11,16,16,6,14,31,18,4,4,13,10,91,30,151,93,19,148,1,3,3,3,70,63,1,21,70,549,148,25,0.1446078873601193,0.0,0.09407762541662856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049923386616031316,0.0,0.07709525018433115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050544659497018536,0.03687487934043263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858211189353326,0.0,0.05483744938152471,0.0,0.03706484642258319,0.04024718189006978,0.14691937655474074,0.053236016774849564,0.08203377417952636,0.0,0.05058568539559296,0.042631308311568986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538100756645362,0.0,0.0,0.04914579292470764,0.0,0.05099199016847,0.1245668905033301,0.0,0.0,0.16219004193261732,0.0,0.05333529229266532,0.0,0.2176069565488911,0.0,0.041516853829085903,0.04892465389946855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769923937200604,0.0493233233893528,0.0805342228070403,0.05422146986353735,0.0,0.049806201255969615,0.0,0.1910242915437834,0.0,0.0,0.04605967780248792,0.08664282985924733,0.09430284127750097,0.0,0.0,0.024372697610043983,0.03443596787469712,0.046282083136910485,0.21121449630042471,0.044056329751460406,0.04100113170518133,0.0,0.0,0.11172369505905386,0.0,0.17628718957550393,0.0,0.08218399487682777,0.04043007834764086,0.03855204590126722,0.05314356877507345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318008773030159,0.0,0.04946980393599862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092872417330455,0.0,0.14362826095041334,0.1898795200120623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047833671613950565,0.04284471153891595,0.0,0.0,0.07947271307015244,0.039291576252039634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858090820656247,0.03404694246858411,0.14129621867524572,0.0,0.04256380462609894,0.21328904961478246,0.0,0.05392641223030824,0.0,0.040980151535528295,0.0870095094742519,0.0,0.0643512584743518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857691277363579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03543447866882035,0.03574163871921367,0.037176839175200385,0.0,0.1025280858321338,0.09046980418701966,0.04722834215042086,0.04625172267277464,0.1097580254760799,0.0,0.0,0.03266334898558574,0.14664108615778848,0.0,0.0,0.053523315241241966,0.05219875002508624,0.0,0.1002529012644416,0.08417735297108073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616479425962106,0.0,0.051970586913017314,0.0,0.0,0.048456955921138224,0.0,0.10253885889612101,0.0,0.0,0.09263951553947353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045851738584157975,0.0,0.0,0.048783634085029635,0.0384112545932413,0.1316455895602314,0.0,0.0,0.04947930610132753,0.03987371292032204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168386245993171,0.07421747772799027,0.04767363273775446,0.0,0.102354206966204,0.0,0.03849468188113817,0.12089866894562498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036242378207059056,0.0,0.04213122246779543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882131643385265,0.06177259680652768,0.04735883837232343,0.0,0.22485872540136204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545284213766282,0.05243061874920764,0.0,0.1003612737419612,0.0,0.08326318999589379,0.0,0.0,0.02843115954205595,0.0765220066955686,0.038665241542328775,0.0,0.1733598099278111,0.0,0.0,0.16144954199219486,0.05543064461575965,0.09293122871377378,0.0,0.070184176179862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GlitchedGamer14,2018/01/05,"Finally got diagnosed, and feel so relieved I'm a first year university student, and I felt it was obvious that I had ADHD. I kept missing details in lecture because I'd space out, it could take me hours on end to get through just a few pages in the textbook, make very careless mistakes on my work, etc. A little off topic, but I got distracted and just blew 18 minutes on youtube while making this post. It is really hurting me, and made my anxiety a heck of a lot worse. The issue is that I have tourettes, so while I have symptoms of many conditions, doctors always included them under as ""features"", not specific conditions meaning I have not been medicated for many of them at all, ADHD included. Maybe I could have pressed for meds, but my mom always shut me down. She's supportive and all, but was adamant that if meds were needed, I would have been diagnosed with the condition itself. Hense, as a child I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder and so I got put on meds, but I was diagnosed with ""ADHD features"", and got no meds. Even last month, before I got the test results back, she was adamant that I didn't have it, and made me feel pretty dumb for thinking otherwise. She was apologetic later, but that only goes so far. This diagnosis, and potential treatment, have come way too late in my opinion, and it will take a long time to get over that.

Anyways, as a condition of getting accommodations at school, I had to have an updated full psychological evaluation done. This guy was awesome, and diagnosed me specifically with ADHD and a couple of other things, and he's referring me to a doctor he knows so I can finally try to get meds. I'm honestly so excited to get this started, because school is unbelievably hard right now, and I won't do well like this in the coming  years. And in regards to my mom, although I wasn't direct, I brought it up more than a few times to her. Vindication! I know this post isn't much, but I don't talk really to anyone IRL about this stuff (made for some awkward silence in the interview with the doc when I couldn't recall basic symptoms that I knew I had), and I just wanted to tell someone about it, because it just feels so exhilarating to know that it wasn't just me, and there was a reason for the way I was acting.",9.33149282296651,6.8685929818181855,9.398397129186602,68.92746411483253,61.22727272727273,12.990430622009567,40.88516746411483,11.520995432342351,4.579909090909091,1792,78,339,41,19,595,216,440,0.093,0.843,0.064,-0.7781,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,2,22,13,1,2,21,0,40,10,0,7,3,72,78,38,0,8,14,2,6,1,0,3,10,0,0,2,28,25,0,1,12,0,0,5,10,7,1,1,31,6,44,6,51,41,11,54,0,2,0,0,15,24,2,4,22,245,72,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313769037758654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471577175448483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054673108067212,0.0,0.0,0.04819964693441143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053005321611556855,0.0,0.12606298782085798,0.0,0.058657016055330226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875957464748672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007498956140548,0.07627319668311434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498283771513743,0.0,0.0,0.07900333851444043,0.14111195801791485,0.0,0.07054252456877867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061054292316541074,0.0,0.07687866106296289,0.045529681923124544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456398448000648,0.0,0.06618661449599443,0.15102574792547516,0.0,0.05863448475390912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007357531701884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756606041857375,0.0,0.0,0.0682546358744744,0.0,0.0,0.06175054420204885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788524705416793,0.0,0.07379434085842301,0.0,0.0,0.07194827782798667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365153567882567,0.05618970093979473,0.07775957261261998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033677245135861074,0.06908910516041315,0.0,0.06100365042476779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058604481644568114,0.0,0.19567858165117305,0.09202679845621003,0.13977474769846418,0.06925259384365204,0.0750883864850061,0.3828458351668239,0.06944287585682662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146729632695925,0.055021766321229584,0.0,0.05067378174361727,0.05111304208943647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242675124458187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203776640345938,0.07012977462768942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929683462419589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883206558063918,0.07087473794150108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886851596455675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395280144736825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058406816944543326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879122387004695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891194119191021,0.0,0.07822449848302243,0.0,0.14329583118716788,0.10365826912815036,0.05540583836641238,0.06025059354981965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579610824131816,0.04416956599766254,0.0,0.0,0.08039092433553165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680107005358376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056877051114080285,0.040658545785797716,0.10943181927738953,0.0,0.0,0.06197916197315771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018413927905981,0.0,0.07024874810133659,0.048968117421818086,0.0,0.0,0.08878135069693938
adhd,jrt364,2018/01/05,"I can't block out external stimuli. I've done nothing all day. I'm struggling a lot with motivation. I have SO many things that I want to do (and that I need to do), but I just can't get to them.

If I'm honest, I've done nothing all day. I've sat in front of my laptop watching YouTube and browsing sites like Reddit. That's it. No exaggeration.

Part of the problem is that any sound, movement, or flicker of light distracts me, even when I'm on my Ritalin. I just can't block out sounds, movement, or lights. Even through headphones and earplugs, I still hear stuff like my dad yelling at people. It's too distracting. So now I've just given up on doing things and have no motivation. Like, ""what's the point if I'm just going to get my focus messed up?"" I can't even watch YouTube videos well, or read Reddit well.

How do I block out external stimuli? I also can't stop daydreaming.",1.9191176470588225,3.944270611111115,3.158300653594772,91.27794117647059,79.0,6.0130718954248366,25.032679738562088,7.048011613610866,0.9219640522875824,690,26,149,8,17,223,97,180,0.105,0.7040000000000001,0.191,0.9344,0,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,17,11,0,3,3,0,14,1,0,3,2,31,26,15,0,5,10,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,10,8,0,4,2,2,0,4,7,5,2,0,4,8,16,6,18,22,4,21,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,6,9,94,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469842334256105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454243874169948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725491804286132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34473756570779696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337517010393832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760019970438194,0.0,0.0957262132010626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898399165656616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468683587421508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319849243570576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076793949304034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489335910180314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323238285419888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240006516667573,0.0,0.11677250071438047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922671747381156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611707614715482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848185009342262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345134218791756,0.14082026283291202,0.0,0.17608615963364152,0.19281922980550728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238031452731737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993480753991789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028888681521931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aasteveo,2018/01/05,"Social media is an even bigger trap to people with adhd. Everyone is addicted to the dopamine fixes, and it's hard to stay focused with a slot machine in your pocket. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39RS3XbT2pU

Just watched this and thought the adhd community could especially relate. They really are exploiting our vulnerabilities, and it's hard to stay focused with a slot machine in your pocket. ",10.929531250000005,12.759845390625005,9.087500000000002,58.4075,56.03125,11.4,37.875,11.20814326018867,4.9102,331,14,42,8,4,100,43,64,0.145,0.779,0.076,-0.3976,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,9,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835735377682955,0.5475905731913202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189567812706625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047291671459007,0.0,0.0,0.2176917083957169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081638220308413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794165590613093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459472823439959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223373101858355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856514710164198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086357857459293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Thermawrench,2018/01/05,"So ADHD prevents me from becoming an police It's almost like someone up there in heaven wants me to suffer.

Military? Nope, prohibited no exceptions. Every other male in this god forsaken country gets to serve, it's volunteer of course, but most do it anyway cause tradition and for the cameraderine in the barracks. I feel so left out, and it has a lot of things that i like to do, even if it is a rather tough job that destroys your knees and your back, i'd would still do it voluntarily.

Police, no exceptions same as above. What can i say, it's a job with diverse work environments, physically active, you get to be with people, lot's of paperwork which can be really hard, but that's something you just have to bear with. Sounds fun right? My ideal workplace.

Engineering of any kind. I'm utterly horrible at math, takes me ten seconds to do 7+56 in my head and that math is so mindbogglingly boring, i used to almost fall asleep on those math classes when i was younger. And then there's the fact it's solitary work, fucktons of studying, i hate programming and unsurprisingly the profession itself is very sedentary which is another minus.

Just end it already. This whole crazy world is just too damn frustrating. 

Is there no place for us rejects? Us dimwitted, slow people? I just want a job that won't make me want to jump off a bridge 3 hours in. An education would be handy too for a job. God i wish i was normal.

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adhd,What_IWasntListening,2018/01/05,"Diet & Concerta Is methylphenidate one of the drugs like Adderall where diet and digestion are going to play a big role in how it is released and how it works?

I'm titrating up, and I would love to find a lower dose is effective if I am better about my diet.

I'm on non-generic. 

Thanks! ",2.591525423728818,4.314276966101699,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,75.94915254237287,6.753898305084746,25.359322033898305,7.554174236665415,1.2910108474576272,227,8,46,3,5,75,45,59,0.034,0.687,0.279,0.9441,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,3,0,9,11,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,7,10,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38661728608737983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155807136797562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413801090799178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261295169142994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027905842245716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432556531731053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32204645112144514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417923210028437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285144352658941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977120202356085,0.0,0.0,0.25347663437568224,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,missmollymma,2018/01/05,"IEP accommodation suggestions? My son finally has been approved for testing for IEP accommodations in 8th grade. He has a lot of sensory seeking and executive function problems associated with ADHD. Forgetful, disorganized, uninterested. What IEP accommodations would you suggest or would have helped YOU in 8th grade as a person with adhd? ",8.84188679245283,12.582247528301888,9.917584905660382,42.838264150943424,64.28301886792453,12.541886792452832,42.67547169811321,11.602472056035307,7.037508679245282,281,17,33,11,5,96,40,53,0.129,0.8220000000000001,0.049,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,23,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6983606504277389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182793922895363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474713534897287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701216924256775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536939198535824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801367690681705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127916694647253,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bleyck,2018/01/05,"I went through 8hs of making a silly mod for a game instead of studying for a important college entrance exam What is wrong with me? I knew it all the time that I needed to study.

And how the hell when doing that I had all concentrationin the world? I f*cking went to sleep at 5:00 AM 

Seriously...",4.545508474576273,5.41370723728814,5.5625,81.4535805084746,69.84745762711864,7.933898305084746,30.00423728813559,8.07648339933343,2.0040813559322035,233,9,46,3,4,77,45,59,0.139,0.8109999999999999,0.05,-0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,6,0,4,1,1,2,2,8,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,9,5,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284350191429605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808660253792374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790609123764688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087395380591326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7022793490964571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141445114914649,0.0,0.0
adhd,happy_jedi,2018/01/05,"College GPA-Wow!!! Thanks to family support and a therapist helping me get on track I have had a complicated up bringing, too long for here.  but, I'm 38, with ADHD, diagnosed as an adult.

I was never supposed to go to college because...family shunned college.  Long story short, supportive hubby, years of therapy to get a clear head from fucked up family life growing up, step kids who are proud of me...when I was diagnosed with ADHD, I told my therapist one more reason for me to not try college, I can't handle it...well, between her giving me the skills I need, coming to bat for me, making sure the Community College was setting me up for success, my hubby and kids...

Sorry for blabbling but holy shit I'm so happy...

I just found out today I'm now 70% done with my Associates in General Studies and my GPA is 3.29

and I've now had the same job for 5 years.  A home care aid to a gentlemen in his late 60's who mentally maybe 6 or 7 and whose attention span is about as bad as a 2 year olds, and who gushes to his family how much he loves me....

So happy to have my shit together.

It was a long, hard fucked up road getting to where I am now, and a lot of fails, trial and error...but I'm at a point where I can say to everyone-Guys, with the right treatment, meds and support system, employment and family support your life can be awesome.",3.3159963099631034,4.4501935424354215,5.152064575645756,82.25887177121774,72.98523985239852,8.519630996309964,27.57214022140221,8.982922981607832,2.1747297416974165,1034,38,210,21,20,355,157,271,0.111,0.7,0.189,0.9715,2,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,0,4,12,18,4,0,14,0,17,10,3,3,3,33,41,19,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,5,16,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,6,0,1,9,2,24,12,40,31,4,37,0,1,0,3,17,17,4,2,13,131,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278583280700112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773905753575263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450155295924932,0.0,0.0,0.0798424707339924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881526574849164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485196406442073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43688980025198254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162756446525736,0.0,0.17137705167672124,0.1452769012677031,0.08891473743669377,0.052676703891715776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917756531790064,0.0,0.1973361147484979,0.08303020674997894,0.0,0.09512458785034984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212678607954879,0.0,0.09297358159822104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197849871272537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455605653758136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093649508207855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460777847090059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879998938150874,0.08365450304298082,0.0,0.061869933302581614,0.0,0.09311751433309576,0.0,0.10295542900240558,0.0,0.09340766364493214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681363157093642,0.06872694819368852,0.07148666909403811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972604226494201,0.0,0.0628077607521099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876200819769266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952986604519375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791550117454577,0.0,0.07370918633451731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028571878309267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375658319568852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207247962516429,0.08735730576255002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533462091855311,0.10599676055628568,0.21523573190281786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785734874297561,0.08856731822001968,0.0,0.06292904091589162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790640228154786
adhd,Haamaimadrasi,2018/01/05,"Reading every post here is like watching a movie on my own life. Every post has images flashing of the exact same thing occurring with me...
this dude who bought a brand new sampler had me thinking about that time when I watched too many PC modding videos and set out to create my own PC out of carbon fiber, a week later I set out to actually design that shit completely learning a to z about computer hardwares and carbon fiber within a span of 4 days..
Now to make all this shit basic requirement was tools, next thing I see I bought myself a damn toolkit. As soon as I bought the toolkit, I realised I didn't have money for any other shit left hahaha that dream ended there.",7.159707792207791,6.5504765075757625,7.050649350649352,78.09954545454549,64.22727272727272,9.361038961038963,31.73593073593073,8.418075326091056,2.350565800865801,537,17,100,6,7,171,92,132,0.103,0.82,0.077,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,4,0,8,0,6,4,3,1,2,13,12,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,6,3,12,1,18,6,4,21,0,0,3,0,1,7,4,0,11,65,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.1782958669578928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242471582225505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915650183100756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783102609492305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618243448258441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078773845758961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985119024821853,0.0,0.12905149546065675,0.08926150681421596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195847172698734,0.1852364191876286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764597479144052,0.1943111751600655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499659766708794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827566386410861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559397961657716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626389317593363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276508433845045,0.11707139346985987,0.0,0.0,0.10653803497626414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465566914852706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,drowningGreenBean,2018/01/05,"At what point in a relationship do you say you have ADHD? Basically the title. When dating someone, at what point do you tell them you have ADHD? ",2.4130952380952384,4.968523642857143,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,80.42857142857143,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,1.0048190476190482,114,3,21,2,3,39,19,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766352283774618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322316363829985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022339756811556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386626429777945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852060582231796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460501843184221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rauau,2018/01/05,"My experience with adhd & long time medication, also tell me your coping techniques primer: what you are about to read is written by a fellow adhd guy, so dont expect me staying in focus :D

hey i'm 22 years old, and i've been diagnosed when i was 4 years old, i was medicated and went to therapy from then on until i refused to take my meds at 16. i refused to take my meds because the first thing my mother would ask when i got home with bad grades was: 

""did you forget to take your meds before the test?""

i felt really shit about that, and i discovered that my grades didn't drop when i didn't take my meds. what changed were my friends. on meds, i was lacking most social skills and so did the guys i hung out with. i discovered that i could not stand them when i was off my meds. since then i got other friends, and they still are today, and we all love each other and tell us so occasionally. 

i've just now discovered this subreddit and i've read some of the all time top posts. I feel like the medication i got as well as the therapy did not do much for me, i still got loads of the issues that were described in the posts i've read:

-not doing things despite them being certainly rewarding, like lying in bed, thirsty, hungry & having to pee, but still not getting up.

-being a people pleaser. i always wanted to belong with the cool kids, medication really made that worse because fellow pupils were bullying me without me noticing. i still feel really awkward at e.g. public transport. i have a low self-esteem & i always try to be friendly around every stranger. but i don't think that's a bad thing. 

-not being able to relax on the sofa with my family. i am able to do so sometimes with my friends though.

-i have these times of unwanted, really strong arousal, or really strong sense of having to fall asleep, worst is when this happens at the uni. it never happens with friends luckily.

-neurotypicals seemingly mostly remember good things that happened in their lives and tend to forget bad ones. when i go look at my memories, the most common feeling is shame. i still did not overcome most of it. sometimes when i remember stuff i feel like i have no place to hide from my shame that is like a burning sun to a winding worm, making me talk to myself in incomplete sentences and physically cringing. i have like 4 strong happy memories, and a lot lot more strong negative ones.

this summer was the first time that i felt understood by someone, and i realized that my problems can be helped. i think of going to a _new_ therapist.

from therapy i only remember one coping strategy: whenever i get stressed out about a deadline or anything else, i simply remind myself that ""it's all ok"". it somehow helps, soothing myself, getting me off the usual adrenaline rush that comes with that. what are some of your coping skills? any links and tipps would be appreciated! thanks so much for just being here and forming this amazing community! i can't promise to become an active member, you know why!! :D",5.77935023106008,6.508272982728844,6.22592634084862,78.29773561125893,67.01381692573402,9.230098492274658,30.156420669374036,9.287647586759268,2.5638892872146757,2383,84,442,43,37,771,276,579,0.115,0.7020000000000001,0.183,0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,2,6,4,10,29,37,1,4,24,2,47,10,4,2,5,86,86,37,0,8,13,1,6,5,7,2,5,0,3,3,32,28,0,2,16,4,0,7,15,11,1,5,26,8,72,26,64,50,18,66,0,1,1,2,35,21,1,13,38,316,104,6,0.11334007532645628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621274522774435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531900864496286,0.0943080221557418,0.1842058863948481,0.0,0.038537568909390564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046634612396695,0.05044834826596351,0.05297883532235704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195134301922285,0.0690910579344622,0.06258760426029808,0.04822202810590879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994938566885726,0.048816219538808894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524641379115435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751889533325515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641686208488601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734054472722104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047746950889952434,0.0,0.0,0.0554341709623016,0.05342346800469737,0.0,0.1146162951465601,0.08097017245963824,0.10882424641069906,0.0,0.0,0.0964070101728794,0.0,0.0,0.21891565261251786,0.0,0.08882326712846503,0.0,0.06441377673108598,0.047532138900189966,0.18129682410298456,0.0,0.0,0.11222449387445048,0.15033938144975753,0.06032630886757483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596946338507228,0.0,0.056844668368658514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914879598239691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03114437065018987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843058944041692,0.0,0.050040681499850116,0.05015120002987042,0.04758855892341493,0.0,0.0,0.0963576789631042,0.05114692153705487,0.05362255986113345,0.03782769019025903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776858189901137,0.2283564038214474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833179964411554,0.0,0.043707426642886064,0.05473227550850203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451921348606586,0.11893134320228525,0.0,0.11520325245811705,0.043100117292583985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039287868692497216,0.0,0.05920812775540064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854846207217607,0.0,0.0,0.0542255725879491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005612014073,0.0,0.1815213862315581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925883165264612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159027391083817,0.05911920855872034,0.0,0.058170979290980036,0.046878040767032995,0.0,0.0,0.05776796677153654,0.048016339010830064,0.0,0.11209623259608716,0.0,0.0,0.06040271996056289,0.22628382640762956,0.0,0.0649153366751569,0.0,0.06487363493667395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170435262598166,0.0455492296508286,0.099064221501362,0.052174156820620515,0.19442138073196866,0.06579828156977917,0.15059621966933706,0.0726237437975342,0.055678024274624635,0.0,0.13217901875919655,0.0,0.05371656945116101,0.0,0.0,0.038475235654361936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068167077711164,0.0,0.0624140402034301,0.0,0.03342545648381906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050953169657164864,0.052533692666624734,0.05113589453056685,0.0,0.0,0.054627894032341966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057751609835593236,0.08051353762628967,0.0,0.0,0.07298729250990114
adhd,PM_ME__YOUR_FACE,2018/01/05,"To those of us who have struggled with education in the past - what are you going to do differently this next semester? This coming semester will be my first post-diagnosis semester.

This time, I am going into it much more prepared than I ever have before. Mostly in regards to organization. I have a daily planner book, as well as a calendar on my desktop. I'll be writing down every due date, quiz date, and test date. I already have all of the relevant school dates written in (vacation days, midterm, last days to drop, etc.)

So, what are you doing different this time?",5.1458490566037725,6.872355047169813,6.386933962264153,72.87115566037741,69.28301886792453,9.450943396226416,32.117924528301884,9.827888789773867,3.420211320754717,449,20,77,11,8,151,75,106,0.047,0.911,0.042,-0.1449,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,0,2,8,16,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,1,16,12,5,24,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,14,60,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813436650084026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759140630918666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808167472749226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26665061706202536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43198275686951454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056129585404195,0.0,0.187001309793237,0.17418098037793125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584649107667924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498159718564826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851451473276818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197211583933135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986227429072355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734948741350905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197992512504364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922424623555186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161216120922498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109467352097086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867364729938676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587727339287854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,feel-electric,2018/01/05,"How to see a doctor without insurance for a diagnosis? A friend of mine is currently without medical insurance and has taken adderall before without a prescription (which i don't recommend) but is now looking to see a doctor and get a proper diagnosis as he is having trouble focusing on his work, and he's 26. What is the best kind of doctor to see for this? Can he go to a clinic of sorts? Or would he need to find a primary care or a psychiatrist. The big thing here is just that he doesn't have insurance and doesn't know who to see. Thanks in advance for any advice!",5.387593984962408,5.69552663157895,7.012305764411027,73.79447368421054,67.77192982456141,10.724812030075187,32.95238095238095,10.608840637214634,3.579638095238096,452,19,86,12,7,157,71,114,0.031,0.823,0.146,0.9364,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,11,0,13,5,0,1,0,17,25,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,5,3,5,18,23,1,7,0,0,5,0,8,3,0,3,2,63,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404140288055349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107198809799387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341377820489964,0.0,0.16543068291710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072179357572025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840455500990526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407769037048668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179023259975065,0.0,0.08235901388462412,0.0,0.08958894392756163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415505160616006,0.0866333699850428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323756796556774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880305499604538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168861043525752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024662632813623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513130100674887,0.0,0.0,0.10472725684122082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558703665933999,0.0,0.1147618748724143,0.0,0.0,0.1119810570636863,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CalifornianTuff,2018/01/05,"Embarrassing Q about Vyvanse hey so it's a bit awkward but I'm on 50mg vyvanse a day and on days when I've got nothing to do I can easily spend 6 hours masturbating.....the time just flies by and before I know it the day's gone.

Is this something other people who take this med or any others for that matter have experienced? if so how do you stop yourself? 

I feel really guilty and upset that I've wasted so much time do something that I wasnt enjoying after an hour.....what's wrong with me??",0.558462783171521,2.8443899514563142,2.9943932038834937,88.88213996763756,86.37864077669903,5.763430420711974,19.26294498381877,7.1686216300943375,0.4691624595469257,387,11,82,6,12,133,77,103,0.254,0.706,0.04,-0.9744,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,13,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,2,6,1,8,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,9,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848508596426127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579926527052232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383810031470094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422451916549016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040402209696146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463396935645553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300603703902912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999912511786387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425369705774915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605119395702252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209512147308766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513759877763476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988022286676735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336192086003852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182549883361638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417158200697676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546425931702782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387308021979216,0.0,0.0
adhd,ItsYort,2018/01/05,About to fall asleep when suddenly... My brain is finally winding down and I'm about to fall asleep when suddenly Mother Nature decided that I need a gift and gave me an earthquake! Thanks Mother Nature love you too! Thankfully it was small just a 1 here but I'm on the 3rd floor so it felt like I was on a bus 😂,0.9659340659340678,3.175388846153848,2.7360439560439573,91.98538461538462,83.61538461538461,6.791208791208793,20.05494505494506,7.957251820313856,0.8461868131868133,245,7,54,5,7,81,47,65,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,3,4,3,0,0,7,11,6,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,7,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38605248945044734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320440120423841,0.3788318502520733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895149683359198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121184771027468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564231407257558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6367741354354698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yyctower,2018/01/05,"Music - The constant soundtrack in my head Noticing over the past few days that I always have music running in my head.  That if I need to knuckle down and get-shit-done it's best if I play music in foreground.  I think this settles the extra soundtrack in my head, allowing that inner dialog to do something else.

Anyone else notice this?

First day on meds.  Vyvanse 20mg.  I don't think it's enough because I'm still all over the map, but at least it's a start.  Soundtrack still there, feeling tired AF.",2.91,5.028847272727276,3.4797979797979792,89.70636363636366,76.27272727272728,5.208080808080808,25.141414141414145,5.82211442006289,0.6789474747474755,396,14,76,2,9,124,66,99,0.042,0.8909999999999999,0.067,0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,3,4,3,1,1,10,9,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,11,9,6,20,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,2,8,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741200271999707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547165510648813,0.16920826970429295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066949156392392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330713445035484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846065173951106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213006832048729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591116480336386,0.0,0.0,0.17063661290792276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350113967200941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047034431731995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628027425634056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084523355721338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834363737041292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224512614299068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760322456725207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764744737348174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695166663840459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713496210028227,0.0,0.0,0.11688889303716453,0.0,0.2637664373320625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116336203883704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898073051180893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wifeofagamedev,2018/01/05,"Who are some successful/famous people who have ADHD? I found this post from ADDitude Magazine to be very inspiring: Celebrities with  ADHD  http://bit.ly/2F3JKYA

Emma Watson is listed, and I have always really respected her so it's pretty inspiring to hear she also has ADHD!

Any others not listed there? Or share your own success stories! 
I want to focus on the positives of ADHD for a while :)",5.137267080745339,8.210816391304348,6.039792960662527,69.31695652173914,73.4927536231884,8.580538302277432,25.799171842650104,9.23628265651192,3.0938389233954453,317,11,42,8,7,104,58,69,0.0,0.6659999999999999,0.334,0.979,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,5,8,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8440210439815751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404060865405003,0.1460912398150424,0.0,0.0,0.11939601939977118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916808189283581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250731066813107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788412583250686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172057722722715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815090637731953,0.17862139733036506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247689755902254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486654776752053,0.10355781549613532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,huggle-snuggle,2018/01/05,"For ADHD parents - the connection between ADHD and sleep issues in babies, toddlers, kids... My son didn't sleep when he was a newborn.  It was so difficult to get him to fall asleep and then so difficult to keep him asleep. As a newborn, he might sleep ~8 hours on-and-off in a 24-hour period and would scream his head off during every minute in between.  

Nothing I read gave me any indication of what the issue was, none of the usual advice worked at all, and no one seemed to understand how awful his sleep was.  

Everyone had advice and insisted sleep would come eventually - get him to 10 pounds, wait until he's 3 months, wait until he starts crawling...walking...starting school.  All of these things were supposed to help him sleep, but it never happened.  His sleep never got better.  

Despite everything we did (structure, routine, sleep training), he didn't have one night - not a single one - in almost 7 years, where he would easily fall asleep at a ""normal"" time.  Most nights he would finally fall asleep between 10:30 and 11:30.  He was exhausted all the time. 

Fast forward to his ADHD diagnosis (and understanding that I also have ADHD) this past summer, and reading about sleep disorders common with ADHD kids and it all clicked for me. 

I realized that he was never going to be able to sleep on his own on a normal schedule. I'm not sure if it's a problem with melatonin receptors or what (there aren't a ton of helpful studies at the moment) but it was clear that his brain wasn't wired for normal sleep.  

We started giving him a very small dose of melatonin just before he turned 7.  The first morning after he took it and got his first good night's sleep, he turned to me and said ""Mommy, can I feel like this again?"". 

There are a lot of uncertainties about the safety of extended melatonin use, particularly in children, but persistent sleep deficits aren't good for children either, and it isn't an exaggeration to say that the melatonin has been a life changer for all of us. 

Once he's older, well before puberty (since melatonin is a hormone and there's some concern it could interfere with puberty), we'll look at cognitive behavioural therapy to help him ""teach"" himself to sleep.  In the meantime, I hope they'll continue to do new studies because there really isn't a lot out there right now on the connection between ADHD and sleep disorders in children.  


TDLR - This isn't a recommendation for parents to try melatonin with their LOs, it's more just a heads up that if you're experiencing sleep issues *well beyond the range of normal*, there may be an ADHD-related reason for it.  I wish I had known some/all of this so much sooner in our journey with our son.  ",5.815042184204358,6.991381352589643,6.034769158659482,78.09384344973053,67.14741035856574,8.69472697445512,30.700960862432623,8.925248442259385,2.553937707991563,2117,80,377,35,34,675,244,502,0.056,0.8640000000000001,0.08,0.9388,2,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,6,0,2,5,22,13,0,0,28,1,38,26,23,3,10,76,65,30,0,14,11,4,1,1,0,8,3,4,0,7,23,23,0,4,7,2,0,8,15,5,2,5,20,8,33,8,66,34,16,64,0,0,2,0,53,23,0,12,36,253,56,5,0.0455556945952056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832436446320984,0.08903299503327823,0.0,0.0,0.045617447630647984,0.0,0.0,0.03643087250896678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0309794344960716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027770328592567263,0.0,0.07752908153013792,0.0,0.0,0.04029030982520574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050855221341015784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039242197116898934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637251523366485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442154553278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038382637497457565,0.043530418432121784,0.040942520854026124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02303432798280412,0.032544997321273056,0.0,0.049904036684287764,0.0,0.077499301101089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476019403680796,0.043701173335590975,0.02589035106984926,0.07641991050233575,0.07287010111937345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040284750280548495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350657094577967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160506544301272,0.0,0.0,0.04524708375555737,0.08972636536082162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264492824909328,0.0,0.040491994513948325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03217733433453999,0.022256211272200857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825530996510622,0.0,0.0,0.07745964491557725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048327392858791784,0.0,0.0,0.03636212079921485,0.0,0.033488677232877365,0.0,0.10540608027393256,0.04399797371555051,0.0,0.12825280005064546,0.1785396332539857,0.04371191760797733,0.0,0.0,0.04851532796686124,0.0926091529450625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116841538999104,0.0,0.04348806522541257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043590647296669616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113604522628306,0.0,0.029184144477916923,0.04683884133409199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890431427221918,0.04333389770913354,0.03622771681380215,0.0,0.046104795032807504,0.0,0.04147219340724306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768414132871256,0.0,0.72941750996836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673366532507942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293570302648103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209690698776938,0.0,0.030265179243477186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312778373531171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061405290665991,0.03092932627581446,0.09910302814514166,0.0,0.09485016936293697,0.0547978914733006,0.039345493427645484,0.050173161536564585,0.03758821901933968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192008092013943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238680054240245,0.0,0.0,0.03316508823101368,0.0,0.0,0.12944583353481087,0.0,0.0,0.02933637371719535
adhd,MilesBeyond250,2018/01/05,"What are your experiences with hobbies? I once read an article on chronic procrastination that essentially said ""Procrastinating can seriously impair the things you have to do, but you'll still get them done, eventually. Where it brings you up short entirely is the things you don't have to do, but want to."" And I think that with ADHD, this is ten times as true (not least because chronic procrastination can be a big part of ADHD).


Try as I might to tell myself that 01/01 is just a number, I can't help but feel a sense of renewal and excitement every new year, and I want to hold onto it and maybe translate it into something effective. I can't help but feel that my days are a little empty - or rather, chock full of pointless distraction. But I find taking up hobbies to be difficult. It's hard to find something you don't get distracted from within a week, it's hard to find something that you can actually consistently stick with, it's hard to find something that won't become too distracting to the point that it interferes with the things you have to do. It's hard to pick one thing. Man, I wanna learn woodworking, I wanna learn cooking, I wanna learn the trumpet, I wanna learn German, I wanna learn modding, you know, I've got a bunch of mod ideas all fleshed out already, I wanna learn to paint, I wanna learn to play basketball, man, learning a sport is a hard thing as an adult. It's like this thing where everyone just expects that once you hit 18 you know what you're doing. I wanna write a symphony. I wanna write album reviews. I wanna write a novel. I wanna get more into poetry. I wanna get really good at grilling things. 


So what are your experiences with ADHD and taking up new hobbies? How do you decide what to go with? How do you stick with it? How do you enjoy it instead of feeling ""Hey you could be doing work instead?""",3.755798319327732,5.7263790756302555,4.883492997198882,81.24557563025212,73.36974789915966,7.673165266106444,25.345378151260505,8.447377352677275,1.758041344537816,1458,48,274,26,30,479,165,357,0.066,0.816,0.118,0.97,0,0,4,0,0,0,48.0,0,16,1,2,13,11,0,3,17,0,33,4,1,5,2,74,52,18,0,17,10,0,8,1,0,3,2,1,0,3,32,15,1,2,21,5,0,2,6,5,0,2,3,9,38,6,53,41,6,26,0,0,0,0,28,17,0,2,8,205,70,14,0.0,0.0,0.08700389517716835,0.0,0.3214464067139822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983864285141898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434898247337875,0.09846636333808463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118422046602091,0.0,0.0,0.0574985748009626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123806672418312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511820703445707,0.08519286837172847,0.0,0.17442435395412575,0.0,0.0,0.1352406346562152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32594974871968363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632239183918206,0.0,0.05066970064234223,0.07478025264742927,0.07130660761482979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993336151917859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951946192353295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064685039673972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799617520502836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043557368517433005,0.08935824773883644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956970021351296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458097043077694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221583060206574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989755202730246,0.06041476023001033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654781475296656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428172220408356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089180639476157,0.0,0.05711594486337435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480825998318378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745481563321243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120050601687497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406920340661202,0.0,0.07792672162038072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41462137674826177,0.057127893200700025,0.0,0.0,0.051987879391760916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053141957159151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105173642026265,0.0,0.07151597645563157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490700291813828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741387091167086
adhd,TracyHoward_TH,2018/01/05,"It's hard to tell others about my ADHD, and there's nothing I can do about it to stop it from harming me. It's really hard to tell others about my ADHD, I always get told that I'm lying just because I want to be a ""special snowflake"" , or I get told that it's not a thing and I'm over-reacting. So far I've avoided telling anybody about it; in fact my teachers criticizing me for my ADHD is the reason I got my depression and anxiety. It's also really annoying when people make fun out of me when I just freeze, and they make such a big deal out of it. In-fact a lot of  my other conditions were related to the stress of me being criticized; it has caused me numerous issues all branches from my ADHD and the things that surround it; such as: Temporary Insomnia, continues stress and anxiety attacks (regularly include puking), anorexia, depression and sudden weight loss that has caused my immune system to become really weak. The only reason I'm probably still alive now is because I used to take vaccines as toddler (4-8yrs of age). Getting medication is even a bigger problem due to the fact that I live in a foreign country since I can't even speak with a doctor, or therapist. I am still really grateful for my mother who had really helped me out throughout all these years with my education; and now I regularly get A-A+ on most of my exams, without her help.",10.933022388059705,6.768175212686572,11.153044776119405,62.83449253731345,59.93283582089552,14.451343283582089,43.2179104477612,12.161744961471696,5.14890776119403,1079,44,196,25,10,370,145,268,0.189,0.752,0.06,-0.9859,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,19,13,2,3,12,0,13,6,0,7,4,36,28,16,0,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,22,13,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,5,5,30,2,33,21,4,23,0,3,0,0,13,10,0,4,12,140,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734716286767482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876379261452436,0.08195300075023189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506917918865895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204854982035524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200792762547096,0.10877636624440948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023562537326052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154063819515936,0.16966154761457636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008104485062382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010570385349893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583143367085455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877282558842191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645847010988328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320338471208727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279976635530703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086969992896827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373413794335521,0.0,0.0,0.13148797532503842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922004568600708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450546133394122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749073909954577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828175713650479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619073211085972,0.09424327410118176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154815881400033,0.20253178313173828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147336827413586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731122906787198,0.08234348778891512,0.2256438641648171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405351572587862,0.0,0.25825831249906994,0.0,0.0,0.1143564777542899,0.13086704419653505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188226117777839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506522274174022,0.0,0.0,0.05809296807797571,0.0,0.0,0.11993638070156175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494250305075537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342543827229599
adhd,tlopez14,2018/01/05,"What’s the best way for an adult in the U.S. to go about getting on medication? I’ll give a little back story.  I’m in my early 30’s now. When I was around 13 years old, I was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD. However, my parents and family doctor felt that I would probably grow out of it, and I was never put on medicine. I’ve dealt with the same symptoms my whole life. Whether it was school, work, relationships, it’s always had an impact on me. 

Finding this subreddit has been pretty eye opening. Hearing all these similar stories has been somewhat encouraging. Sometimes you feel like “nobody in the world could possibly understand what goes on through my head”. Seeing other peoples similar battles makes you realize you’re not crazy. 

So I do have a pretty good health insurance plan, but I don’t have a primary doctor. My doctor retired a few years ago, and I’ve just went to the express clinic the few times I’ve needed to go to the Dr. since then.  I know I need to get a primary doctor, but it just hasn’t been a necessity yet. 

My concern is that since ADHD medicine is sometimes abused, it will be difficult to talk to a doctor who I don’t have a relationship with, about getting put on some medication. My basic question is what have other people done to take steps towards getting on medication, if they don’t already have a primary care doctor who knows about their condition?

I realize I won’t be able to just walk in one day, and get a prescription. Hearing these stories about how much medication has helped people, it’s really made me want to at least look into that route. 
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adhd,Squigettina,2018/01/05,"ADHD diagnosis.... or not... how do you handle the seeming ""invisibility"" of ADHD?? Hi there all, 

I'm a lurker. I've had a read through a few posts, but not all of them - I apologise if I'm replicating matter in this post.

I'm not sure where to start.

I'm a 31 year old female who is having a hell of a time with psychiatrists.

Now, I'm not a diagnosing physician, I'm not a psychiatrist and I'm not a therapist. My sole claim to pyschology is a degree & a masters degree - so I'm happy to hold my hands up and take it if I'm wrong, but I've been keeping a journal of my symptoms for a very long time and after a LOT of research have finally happened upon ADHD materials (which I'd previously dismissed as a childhood issue). I fit EVERY DSM criteria for inattentive ADD, and a couple of criteria for hyperactive. I've been lurking around forums, watching videos and it just feels like I've finally found people that ""get"" me - I've been like this my entire life and was just dismissed as ""naughty, stupid and lazy"", it feels good to find people who aren't any of those things and have similar issues to me! I've also been able to implement some strategies I've found that have made my life - which is particularly difficult at the moment due to stress - easier.

So. GREAT, I thought to myself. I might be able to FINALLY find help with the things I've been struggling with for so long (underachieving, procrastination, hypersensivity, attention issues, sleep issues). So I take myself off to a psychiatrist (I've been through the system before, diagnosed as anxious, depressed and given those medicines which NEVER worked) and I asked to be evaluated for ADHD. 

She looks straight at me and says ""oh, I see you've self diagnosed then?"" and drops the whole thing, asking me pointless questions about my family and feelings - ignoring the symptoms I've listed. 

Psychiatrist two tells me to take Xanax and that sleeping better will solve all of my issues.

I'm currently looking for psychiatrist three - but does anyone have any advice that might help me either get a diagnosis OR find out what the actual issue is??

I feel SO isolated it's unreal - it feels like ADHD is some sort of imaginary illness that doesn't exist to psychiatrists around here. My partner believes that ""ADHD is just the new thing, everyone is getting diagnosed with it"" which makes me feel like crap when I mention anything about the process, or about helping me with some of the particular symptoms and I just feel generally lost. It doesn't help that I currently live in Italy (I'm English) and don't speak with high enough fluency to actually find and research my own doctor and go along to my own appointments, alone. I'm completely reliant on my partner's help right now.

Arrrgg!

So. Anyway. Sorry that turned into a bit of a rant - but does anyone have any tips that might help? ",5.481959937156326,6.893499395522388,6.400231736056561,74.29912804399059,68.1044776119403,9.448075412411626,30.709740769835033,9.747274676799606,3.0317395522388058,2260,89,401,51,38,749,251,536,0.11,0.7609999999999999,0.129,0.8876,2,1,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,1,4,24,19,3,2,30,0,32,17,4,3,5,88,75,40,0,2,20,0,8,4,2,4,13,2,0,3,31,30,0,3,17,2,0,1,11,10,0,2,14,14,35,9,60,55,14,44,1,2,4,0,22,17,2,15,26,257,66,6,0.11524922348143207,0.0,0.11246661721752296,0.0,0.4155215109189351,0.05631010367083401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059681719089767576,0.0,0.04608238118985181,0.0,0.06243624274575733,0.0,0.11756013604746668,0.0,0.0,0.06509940907339158,0.0,0.0805849367361352,0.0,0.04742014552748496,0.10259624315276923,0.10774246645355952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903430033814805,0.06492320440067285,0.0,0.05096428627026095,0.06291115137727052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060418309056023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376053685347002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963199365410799,0.2339510717131155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898123188049392,0.10085537211941294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954162795784122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048551220720678336,0.05506278596673885,0.0,0.0,0.05432335549003565,0.0,0.20395714585371816,0.12350110242452815,0.0,0.1893748364795548,0.2106714046926051,0.0,0.0,0.12636482492492426,0.0,0.0,0.09031944379915097,0.0,0.032749394811947614,0.04833279034692646,0.0,0.06353133787688968,0.0,0.0,0.05095725385411242,0.061342470723293525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317473754507098,0.06088356611479105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608707398789778,0.0,0.05121940260612429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140393486939479,0.11260989825977948,0.0,0.05088358789887975,0.10199193609950556,0.09678032146576,0.0,0.06290407082386013,0.048990384226340264,0.0,0.0545258009338881,0.038464875799371384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339182014505034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444365301906994,0.05565420910086742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604673365188226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989930033148393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037689826734932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645527531615358,0.0,0.05764020577903337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049211103571042164,0.0,0.045825404138776206,0.0,0.0,0.04591935487371813,0.05245928229968808,0.060115037506410875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533245509231632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450603504728157,0.040786996782327736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600879805575012,0.060241755835983964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431051460635709,0.17968210700510873,0.12997960967280803,0.0,0.05036645056896101,0.0,0.0,0.06690661564753321,0.15313292607349213,0.0,0.0,0.04574750499053553,0.06720274902172743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267903025008491,0.05629087248710805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047546339623639584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433582111498583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195140365305474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300346687537249,0.0,0.03710836066391228
adhd,TheRobShot,2018/01/05,"Your wasted potential? I was officially diagnosed before Christmas. During the discussion I was told that ""I wish I could've seen you sooner, you're the type of person I would have recommended to the Center for Talented Youth. The speed you're able to process and relay information is exceptional"". 

While that should have made me feel good and proud about myself, it just hit me really hard. Like the potential I have was completely wasted because my ADHD wasn't caught early enough. I feel disappointed and frustrated with the educational system that there aren't efficient ways of catching this earlier.

How about everyone else? I imagine it's a silly question because that's how most of us will feel; but how do you guys feel about your potential? Do you think if your ADHD was utilized earlier you could have been on a different path in life? ",6.642584670231727,8.435259437908499,6.8789898989899,70.51727272727273,65.73202614379086,10.792394533571004,31.55614973262032,10.832165505486646,3.875109803921569,686,27,112,20,11,221,98,153,0.077,0.8340000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.2694,1,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,7,0,1,8,7,1,0,8,0,18,2,0,4,0,25,29,9,0,5,4,0,5,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,6,20,5,13,14,2,11,0,1,1,0,14,3,0,3,5,79,27,1,0.17328508164908374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41650998749470336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126595479860605,0.0,0.1474528414340358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168611122242034,0.0,0.0,0.27670807472273645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588071025150706,0.0,0.18104602847372694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475745026179151,0.0,0.0,0.17904981136564754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165581321484732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504725756636417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534330503223844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715794746743202,0.0,0.0,0.15522939649881354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239637781743858,0.08465833792617597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396653411435344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130584937879665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941189496009416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101086052251133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103408337580577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165581321484732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844061719449394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754563205641174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926929201689425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309675021163055,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ultie,2018/01/05,"Insurance decided to deny Strattera despite the fact that I've been taking it for my entire adult life. I don't have an 'adequate need' despite being diagnosed twice (once as a kid and once in college) and on strattera for nearly a decade. I've been seeing my current doctor for about a year, and before that, saw his partner for 6 (she retired). I've been with this insurance carrier for about a year as well.

 I recently changed jobs, but the new job had the same carrier and the plans were identical. Basically my group # changed. My prescription was covered on the new group plan 2 months ago with 0 problems, but apparently that's changed with the new year when I need a refill. 

I'm still trying to fight it, but no one is being real helpful. Spent like an hour on the phone last night getting bounced between departments and help lines. Every pharmacist and CSR I've spoken to has given me a different answer, and I even ended up on the medicare appeals line. 

All I want to do is stay on my medications and continue to function - why the hell is that so much to ask? ",6.496343042071196,6.623014378640777,6.9147087378640775,76.06326051779938,65.40776699029126,10.167637540453077,35.127831715210355,9.928628108626363,3.4453637540453084,846,37,156,17,12,276,127,206,0.093,0.8420000000000001,0.065,-0.7706,5,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,2,0,17,0,15,4,0,0,2,24,26,15,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,3,7,11,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,3,1,2,9,2,13,2,27,15,3,29,1,0,2,0,12,8,1,0,18,101,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174906985357408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390910242512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278368396296197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206363460408855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452758351259891,0.0,0.1384784305242762,0.0,0.13566259883962373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739308393587015,0.0,0.0,0.08754289942243385,0.0,0.11167255362093764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924784987179637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776805390772838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305274077065693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630554430076353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803961570069127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361850378548828,0.06475344345104994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352236255468086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579395136642987,0.0,0.0974337968366684,0.19655678290770232,0.0,0.3840303636732529,0.0,0.12438191349443525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230631957877106,0.08981405198059625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682502336977658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086208620243305,0.0,0.0,0.13086947189244458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561900490362182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127239243387754,0.10584840400091204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965526932421068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998748059520803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817684714772204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917139135881155,0.0,0.11959875588874548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25605857079475336
adhd,scoobydoo226,2018/01/05,"Any tips/success stories for studying for the MCAT with ADHD? Especially CARS? Hi- just starting to study for the MCAT (test date in late summer), and wondering if anyone had any helpful tips for studying that has been successful for them? Or if anyone has had success with this or other exams?",4.753962264150943,7.478980622641512,4.796830188679248,79.55147169811325,72.9622641509434,6.504150943396226,29.467924528301893,7.554174236665415,2.1569426415094344,235,10,37,3,5,73,37,53,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,9,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,26,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086600151875121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624754745077576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755254388295452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279205371628269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38357806790712257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406808930925001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687570836634589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,micky1701,2018/01/05,"Pissed off big time Fucking annoyed my mum was talking to me about why I was kicked out of college and I explained I had the assignment finished (idek how, only.time I've had it done on time but was last minute) I had to upload a bunch of other stuff too and I forgot to upload my assignment and missed the deadline. Apparently ADHD isn't an excuse (I never used it as an excuse she just said it...) She doesn't understand at all what it's like and I'm super pissed off and needed to rant
Hope your all having a better day than myself ",1.3467125382262992,3.706074550458716,3.1084633027522948,88.95486620795107,83.31192660550458,5.468195718654433,20.09250764525994,6.816661863887847,0.4392379204892967,422,12,84,5,12,140,74,109,0.156,0.7090000000000001,0.134,0.0996,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,4,0,6,0,10,3,2,2,3,18,20,8,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,9,1,13,4,14,11,3,12,0,1,0,1,9,6,3,1,7,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162213101724118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327098783513214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696918143445147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692649884506935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432518941258049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613393493916632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144794117745267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854803649276034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951015046884677,0.2029357780605518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028911686532496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30121154670250816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114873619711072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068569128347865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273919106973988,0.0,0.2272527818461207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742652771967615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TeaAndSushi,2018/01/05,"Anyone diagnosed in adulthood? How did you know you had ADHD? I have always struggled with certain things and I thought I was just weird and/or incompetent. I work in education and have had to study ADD/ADHD as part of my work. This led me to an article describing how ADHD manifests in girls and women, particularly in adulthood, and I recognized myself in the article. I have an appointment with my regular doctor next week for something else and was wondering if I can ask her for a referral. Can anyone tell me how this sort of thing works?",4.466754675467545,6.886816445544557,5.727260726072612,73.98899889989,72.66336633663366,9.637403740374037,30.03410341034103,9.994966539143718,3.5360090209020902,435,19,74,13,9,145,65,101,0.079,0.899,0.021,-0.6848,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,4,1,18,14,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,15,1,14,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,58,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244404760137956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441121782164823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422040492862522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191401713565354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578935716396182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772724999477631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468226270991227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518348473406263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841949289689107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755339037302665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333403162077131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181061098892026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138013095328354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301262262914999,0.0,0.0,0.13749754485421384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892664359530849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782267271781924,0.3782642358316469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrheaddotcom,2018/01/05,"His Speech Somehow Made Me Grow Hey Brains!

Hope you're all doing well and had a awesome new years eve! 
I just recently found a few inspiring people who really helped me mentally to understand certain things. This is not directly ADHD related but those who can relate might find this interesting. 

What do you guys think of his speech? 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hER0Qp6QJNU

PS: Does anyone make use of the new Chat function within the reddit app?

Regards to everyone!",6.580537974683543,10.006842797468359,5.139731012658231,75.80174841772157,70.39240506329114,9.013291139240506,27.59651898734177,9.516144504307137,3.1645810126582283,387,14,57,10,8,113,68,79,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.9202,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,3,2,17,13,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,6,5,5,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,5,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452065755641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808281074447865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364186122857264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533174544798015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236665668858292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356479643657465,0.0,0.0,0.23220789408060505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969735194091454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419529262305611,0.0,0.0,0.21034718696302968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039313021545,0.14136604566580355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342631775254414,0.2246671011113617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090805079566112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682288587437606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356728917164408,0.0,0.20910905140039346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069846691534876,0.1357012737292054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204724001246848,0.0,0.1829115420319457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041733905357652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638058356302982
adhd,Pride_of_Punjab,2018/01/05,"I'm just a filthy person, in the most literal sense of the word. And I fucking hate it. I mean yeah I do certain things out of habit, like showering and brushing my teeth. But I have absolutely 0 motivation to do other stuff like washing my bike, my clothes, trimming my nails, taking out the trash. My place is a fucking mess, and it's only when the clutter I've somehow been oblivious to all the while builds up to a point when I can't walk around without stumbling upon something do I muster the will to clean it up. 

Stimulant medication is banned where I'm from, but have any of you who are on it experienced an improvement on this front? Because the strattera which I've been prescribed doesn't help one bit. Also, any other tips in this regard other than scheduling it into your day planner? ",4.880873900293256,6.14994086451613,5.435777126099712,81.18821114369503,69.38709677419354,8.217008797653959,30.865102639296193,8.575989854853784,2.373387096774193,634,26,120,10,11,204,103,155,0.061,0.841,0.097,0.5309,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,7,7,3,0,11,1,13,5,1,2,2,20,20,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,14,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,2,13,3,21,17,3,21,0,0,0,2,5,14,2,2,7,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499141036859087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976121383617498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947974564710173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339150649264458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889631618786344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112171313671326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045937531564103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160408493295038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667138514487815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381018525017007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836067587665866,0.0,0.22043955928334327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827905720995538,0.16642355024063976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910664234474188,0.2286218099422805,0.0,0.20685697105928474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845941962141872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504981731229343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452647503968065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453752281000332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109360400417312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ArdentFire,2018/01/05,"I had a short, involuntary med break, now I'm getting nausea and vertigo? Hey, all. I've been taking Concerta 54mg for 4-5 months now, I've never had any serious side effects. I take it daily, although I did skip a day or two when I was sick, I didn't have any problems then either. Due to shitty bureaucracy my meds ran out this month the day *before* my prescription became available. So I missed a day. It was a pretty horrible day.

I took them the next day, which was yesterday, and had a veeery dysfunctional day. Around 7pm when the meds wear off I started to get intense nausea and vertigo, that lasted until 12ish when I finally fell asleep. I woke up this morning feeling okay, took my meds and immediately started having the same nausea and vertigo.

I've also had pretty bad sleep, and haven't been eating normally. I mean, my whole schedule just got completely blown to hell.

I did search, and saw that some people experience nausea when getting back on meds, but that seems to be more related to breaks of more than a day. It seems a little too big of a coincidence that the nausea came back after taking the meds for it to be completely unrelated, but I'm absolutely no expert. Just my luck I won't be able to see a doctor until after the weekend short of going to the emergency room, and it's not quite that bad yet.

Gaaagh. I had a severe nausea+vertigo for a week once, due to a nutritional deficiency, and this is starting to feel a like that. I would honestly rather be in any kind of physical pain than that.

Have any of you had similar experiences? Maybe some advice? I tell ya, even just some sympathetic emojis would be awesome. Maybe some prayers. 

I hope everyone has a good weekend",3.9177597658448704,5.808749297872343,5.4096386355960835,77.98132275132278,72.7386018237082,8.643071034560396,26.77485083868063,9.250403328903447,2.383153236519194,1345,48,251,31,27,453,181,329,0.098,0.7809999999999999,0.121,0.7588,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,1,2,18,14,1,0,22,1,28,10,3,1,2,40,55,22,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,16,12,1,0,6,2,0,6,6,7,0,1,21,4,25,7,30,26,10,57,1,1,2,0,5,12,1,9,38,166,41,1,0.08136448772664112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950843572928049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506715143881515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213225670451464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243164434984575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251285374633781,0.13587189730964508,0.0,0.0,0.06923518627768384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305929821242384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061823471444734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673135442729015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328000089676597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083256183610983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374047677668685,0.0,0.0,0.07774725482132541,0.0,0.15918016323555012,0.0,0.0,0.08228065944781075,0.05812680628930578,0.0,0.0891308192397951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752875992534635,0.0,0.04624131342040562,0.06824467199313318,0.06507461362240262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808132951019213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847285932625895,0.0,0.06632291707072811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975057882421354,0.08154859191997749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634831281037293,0.08862977995123733,0.5422656213212228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988871568182514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275330889634692,0.0,0.08653205575727085,0.0,0.07971992265562869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665052397925875,0.0,0.0,0.08657755156406839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564078910452322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555387015868642,0.0,0.07785482624030686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654114805004166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483696242239517,0.14814234757977515,0.0,0.09191871165044213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142324818660511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277060958090995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352790650499534,0.0,0.07111614855804985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079787930411248,0.0,0.0,0.07948128178646037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652656842240689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084054485342374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559799523961595,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jbeeeee,2018/01/05,My focus has gone downhill at work. It’s at the point where managers are questioning my ability to do my job. Have you ever disclosed having ADHD to an employer? I’m going to speak with my psychiatrist to adjust my adderall but in the meantime I’m stressed about losing my position. Any advice?,3.1700595238095244,5.913499696428572,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,78.82142857142857,7.3047619047619055,28.97619047619048,8.344100000000001,2.7419619047619053,237,11,38,5,6,80,44,56,0.13699999999999998,0.835,0.028,-0.7514,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,9,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,28,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757487648489184,0.3055213943947888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126151101906453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28281300226637457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776881965449861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102603684310962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34977930738360863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955586283380271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502434886858543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581435428037121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227615481154558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,qdft665,2018/01/05,"Drinking and ruining friendships.. common? So I've been impatiently waiting for an appointment that I've rescheduled about 3 times now.. I'm still trying to get an official diagnosis, but thanks to the internet, I'm worried about the end result. I do research when I don't have anything to do (I've been unemployed for a while), and I seem to relate to BPD, or borderline personality disorder when I'm drinking.. Is this common for ADHD when drinking, is it comorbidity, or do I possibly have BPD? 

I ask, because whenever some kind of jealousy, betrayal, or something negative comes up, I'm quick to cut ties with people when it starts to affect me. It hits hard, and regardless of how long I've known someone, I just don't care anymore at the time. The damage is done, and I strike back the only way I know how; by cutting them out of my life. It's more common with people that I talk to through social media or text, and it's not super common, but I'm finding myself to have less and less friends these days because of my emotional dysregulation. It's happened with family members that have complicated my life to a point of dysfunction as well, but I just don't know anymore. For the sake of keeping it decently short, I'll leave it at that.

I guess what I'm asking is: has anyone else cut people out of their life seemingly out of nowhere because of overthinking, or any other negative emotion? Also, is that a symptom of BPD? I just recently started looking into it (probably not a good idea), but I can't help but wonder if it's related..

EDIT: failed to mention in the second paragraph that those issues seem to hit the hardest when I'm drinking, which I'm currently pretty buzzed and just had an instance of pushing a longtime friend away..",7.909687445127304,7.024538465671648,8.403950834064968,69.90875329236175,62.85074626865672,11.345039508340651,38.81035996488147,10.59048541779884,4.18125636523266,1386,64,245,29,17,463,179,335,0.189,0.754,0.057,-0.9927,3,0,5,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,2,21,14,3,0,16,0,21,8,0,4,0,50,50,29,0,2,17,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,22,15,4,2,9,4,0,2,8,6,1,1,4,2,20,8,44,44,4,37,0,3,1,0,11,11,0,12,23,169,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452566681229792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620710786877978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480363888553163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901339924826246,0.06663224434029291,0.09764064402590457,0.07841938832279992,0.0,0.17817529283584316,0.0,0.0895324731455539,0.07327571394377877,0.0,0.1742722268936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600608777038345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715926036312664,0.0,0.0,0.08208791452796997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145717434349464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921594016562793,0.0,0.0,0.09751952622898136,0.0,0.3734099641853572,0.0,0.0,0.07960646330235019,0.21438733996269893,0.08440278679209604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898353276183324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709759591270994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724884106361186,0.0,0.04978752846916578,0.0,0.0,0.07992864241091936,0.0,0.0,0.10497781531850796,0.0,0.0842687561035217,0.0,0.08536530060097673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387400413229254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757607563957397,0.0,0.09946287022851673,0.0,0.08470227532944735,0.0,0.09923472756301292,0.10474290963591412,0.0,0.0,0.10090328904672832,0.0,0.0,0.20192831681084752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433277833516514,0.08002351665738727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247588563564221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819596259304129,0.08320762436904662,0.0,0.0,0.0900842588428754,0.10743041466453034,0.0,0.09694893169820556,0.1027437647174026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409198364501872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602580475471272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714090856680473,0.08074285903138212,0.07336248753902119,0.0,0.0,0.13490010642587708,0.0,0.07610244126522019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904764291740063,0.0,0.07659424071992213,0.0,0.08773452279021972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113416910203257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469882112292362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564046818243395,0.0,0.0,0.08568134679952642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334299742767322,0.0,0.09677635636629507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheGreatCornlord,2018/01/05,"Tips on how I can enforce a system of consequences and rewards for myself - a la Dr. Russell Barkley If you haven't seen any of Dr. Russell Barkley's lectures on ADHD, 1. do it now, they're on YouTube and they're excellent, 2. he says that people with ADHD lack all internal motivation, and only immediate consequences and rewards will work to spur us on. In the absence of immediate rewards or consequences, work will simply not get done. He suggests that the parents of ADHD children make extensive use of timers (physical and external representation of time is very helpful), artificial consequences and plenty of rewards.

That's a great concept! Except I'm not a child and my parents can't provide that kind of service for me. As an adult, I'm the only one in my life who can do that for me, but I'm not sure how I can try to enforce consequences on myself without me letting me slide, much less what kind of consequences would even work. Same with rewards, a juice box might cut it for a kid, but I'm not sure what I could reward myself with at my age that isn't a major distractor as well.

If anybody has any advice/personal experience/examples, please let me know! I very much appreciate it and thanks in advance!",5.499833690987124,6.6962719313304735,6.396671137339059,75.13904104077254,67.88412017167381,9.430150214592274,34.73417381974249,9.673873057562805,3.492167596566522,972,47,173,21,16,322,129,233,0.038,0.802,0.16,0.982,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,12,5,15,1,0,11,0,18,3,0,5,3,36,28,17,0,5,11,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,12,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,1,1,1,2,2,17,14,31,19,7,15,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,4,3,118,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659378606310165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576536744330482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031818141433954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322499450286332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535699520696392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751876426981553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424795341541742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662197061355241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691519898143158,0.07102292523941761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642984316167053,0.09128089464276157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626384660453043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370954974094123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900018433123216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875714381749298,0.19657461970660572,0.0,0.0,0.28699529210149943,0.0,0.0,0.08959369872340878,0.11284102963063093,0.0,0.14185872280716744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277104893921447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360062543565844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118980129055136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535664047442199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877405363602062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545105465279505,0.11161558017505427,0.0,0.21326106286128088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619573886782394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457573400418667,0.0,0.2822488861095706,0.0,0.0,0.09180321907641674,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Corvidox,2018/01/05,"Welp, I forgot to take my prescription to the pharmacy all month. My psychiatrist gave me a script for December and another for January, and now I have four days until I can use the January script. Because I forgot to go to the pharmacy for a mooooonth!

I still have some meds from November left over because I've been on winter break and keep forgetting to take them. Lol.

Is there any reason I SHOULDN'T just skip out on this one and only use the January script? Like wouldn't the pharmacy think it was weird or decline me for turning it in this late in the game? :( ",5.652506493506492,6.316851809090912,6.20038961038961,78.59772727272731,67.27272727272727,10.64935064935065,32.077922077922075,10.608840637214634,3.3994285714285706,449,18,87,12,7,146,71,110,0.043,0.902,0.055,0.3296,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,8,1,8,0,0,3,1,19,19,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,11,1,17,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,8,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721018041803406,0.24241216016070335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185010083765083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909183546914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313847986248224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548321383436105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607808655118993,0.0,0.2511775114280832,0.0,0.0,0.11294276498069275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678862395451724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845254977766559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665340442437473,0.17582264287445715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769132059650802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846204739010306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476368533475873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481306707733369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145721973470625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993302150935702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TTTrisss,2018/01/05,"How do any of you handle disappointment? I missed the deadline to apply for financial aid for this semester of college. My parents can't go any further into debt to keep supporting me. I'm into my 7th year of ***Community College.*** I got a D in Calc 2 last semester even though I've always been fantastic in Mathematics. I've had every opportunity and option open to me, but here I am, unable to go to class for a semester because of previous failures, procrastination, and indecision, and I feel like breaking down and crying. I know I have ADHD, but why can't I handle it like others seem to be capable of doing?

Every failure feels like a bomb that blows me apart. I jump to forfeiting because it's the only way to avoid more disappointment and pain, but ultimately that just causes me never go anywhere. I can't learn from my mistakes because the only thing that I can see is ""YOU'RE BAD. YOU'RE WRONG. YOU'RE THE PROBLEM."" People just say, ""Keep on going, you'll get it,"" but I've been at ""it"" for what's approaching a decade out of high school and I still don't get ""it.""

I guess this should be a discussion instead of just venting, so I'll make my rhetorical question... un-rhetorical?

How do all of you handle disappointment? How do you handle failure? How do you not give up? How do you keep trucking?",2.805119047619048,5.226676067460319,4.6364380952380975,79.77522857142857,78.00793650793649,7.524063492063492,26.34984126984127,8.488131031819089,2.1573601269841274,1027,41,189,22,25,348,138,252,0.22,0.711,0.07,-0.993,2,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,0,1,14,16,0,2,9,0,21,1,0,7,2,43,42,17,0,3,8,1,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,4,6,0,1,6,6,11,0,0,4,4,26,5,30,34,2,25,0,4,1,0,11,13,0,5,7,126,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162225966778673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231849151575224,0.0,0.0,0.18358911607493905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270699531247674,0.2468571568050992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866697350896398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827489279566947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915644491747816,0.0,0.2274616888722293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365051358274306,0.19286689341057656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410483809305151,0.12949009422906382,0.3068607768412438,0.0,0.10795998757251073,0.0,0.14870140514675642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426192644332024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599431171929424,0.0,0.0,0.07418433025474745,0.11003094608099964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784083640189992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901036625002836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410890009881256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532463931692324,0.143633759320508,0.0,0.1498850790716173,0.0,0.0,0.0935817345235582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916259667917454,0.0,0.0,0.15121430560881188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107345640994553,0.0,0.13661221879248162,0.1075657198362738,0.12288544728423233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779934709921128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317959396190592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967816223153062,0.0,0.1326222638149671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714496077633093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180313836922495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758511493176674,0.0,0.08692603669487463
adhd,kiss_my_grits,2018/01/05,"I'm so happy I found you guys. Now to just remember to come here.  

I read your posts and it's like you're all talking about me.

I just got my first Rx after 10 years of not having it for various reasons.  I take my first med in the morning.

I'm excited to play with my kids and be in the moment.  I've never been medicated as a mom.  Hoping there is a vast improvement.  I know there will be.",-0.6118823529411763,1.4015801058823565,2.301470588235293,93.70161764705885,89.11764705882355,5.752941176470588,17.911764705882355,7.1686216300943375,0.17372941176470658,299,8,71,5,10,105,63,85,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,2,14,14,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,11,5,11,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649637719443808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880601245669578,0.0,0.25011059974645083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244022923965125,0.0,0.0,0.22586454550498145,0.0,0.24282710242580965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265644813437735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536316946661324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114429162066009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533785418398749,0.22979660491935444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715941731692405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593232480837712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846611381134928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281715096818747,0.0,0.0,0.2345348454042291,0.0,0.0,0.25840391332325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151016589935775,0.18334600046752586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689521940576164
adhd,t20a1h5u23,2018/01/05,"Today I drove 90 miles without the oil cap on, forgot to turn the stove off, and almost got fired from my new job. My engine is completely fucked, my roommate discovered I left the burner on when the paper towels she was using to clean the counter caught on fire, and it's my third day on the job and I forgot to submit my timecard, the paperwork for a security clearance, and another form I needed to start a project tomorrow (assuming my car can even make it to the office).

I was walking in to ask to borrow my roommate's car tomorrow when she told me about the burner (it's her house), so now I don't feel like I can even ask. And there's no way I'm going to make it on this job, it's detail-heavy data entry where you have to make sure your records are entered precisely at all times, while keeping track of lots of information in your head at once. 

After 4 months of unemployment I thought I was getting it together, and now on day 2 of a new job, it's already going south again.
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adhd,Redaxel,2018/01/05,"Field Guide to Procrastinators - I am all of these everyday. http://20px.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/09/field_guide_to_procrastinators_20px.jpg

Today I was everyone except The Napper. Yay ADD!",20.634,27.672488399999995,12.32,15.640000000000045,65.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,4.2995,168,4,13,4,4,44,19,20,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7099465771334046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7042555343173121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,llore_lei,2018/01/05,"Any suggestions for keeping on weight healthily? /best meal replacement shakes Does anyone have any healthy ways they keep on weight with stimulants? 
I'm already about 10 lbs under my ""ideal"" but still have high cholesterol because I eat like crap when I do eat.
I was thinking of using one of those calorie replacement drinks like ensure. 
Does anyone have a shake they actually like or anything else they've done to keep their weight up? ",6.56692307692308,8.75949441025641,5.062051282051282,81.92461538461541,66.43589743589743,7.764102564102564,30.948717948717945,8.344100000000001,2.3934717948717954,356,14,59,5,6,103,59,78,0.063,0.7559999999999999,0.181,0.8776,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,3,8,1,2,1,0,6,8,1,2,0,10,12,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,2,3,7,5,10,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.1459823163228078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508087022980605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034583107654184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091994231979985,0.0,0.12310324353542168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119120856710287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698983672519934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618217067401345,0.1530867588179704,0.0,0.14654532107048526,0.0,0.3061443341168329,0.12496672122158843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805443832705976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988984759086808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925244391022328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136887113507508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946608563368133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585389434688983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920131950820035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874087741498232,0.0,0.5464961406399519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,odileLee,2018/01/05,"Customer thinks Im "" simple."" Im three points from Mensa( I like puzzles!)- and last customer comment I had was just "" simple.""

I hate my life.
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adhd,HODLandBrash,2018/01/05,"Anyone here on Dexedrine? How is it for anxiety? I heard good things about Dexedrine, especially when it comes to people with anxiety",4.519855072463766,7.949720695652175,3.817391304347826,81.34898550724641,81.17391304347825,8.284057971014493,29.40579710144928,8.841846274778883,3.191214492753624,108,5,18,3,3,32,20,23,0.147,0.74,0.113,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6711193533108332,0.0,0.0,0.3067084543353241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778509584024193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679118212764396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040989035877049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141403447169056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,borisdarker,2018/01/05,Beware vitamin C Ok so this isn't talked about much. Ok so when you take your meds if you take it with large amounts of vitamin  C. Just a PSA,-1.4651612903225804,0.4807140967742001,0.5312258064516122,102.29683870967743,101.58064516129032,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,-0.28835999999999995,111,3,28,2,5,36,26,31,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133726267017434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397520626977161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6949966933620472,0.371479041483931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JacksonTheRanga,2018/01/05,"exercising and getting fit to help with heart rate caused by meds Just a bit of background im currently on 50mg of vyvanse a day and just turned 17.

so basically what i'm asking is would exercising and increasing your overall fitness level help reduce your heart rate on vyvanse because i'm fairly sure it can help normally. from what i've experienced i think it has and can but i'm not sure. 

since i got prescribed vyvanse i get the motivation to get fit and exercise to improve my body and fitness level. But the thing was my heart rate was always high on vyvanse even while sitting so id always exercise at the end of the day when it started to wear off and wasn't so noticeable and my heart rate was down. So i started working out with weights, some machines and just things like pushups, pullups ect taking it very carefully so i don't do to much as its hard to notice when your body is at its limit on vyvanse and to not overheat. for this reason i never really did any serious cardio because that would rocket up my heart rate even when not on vyvanse partly because i was unfit but also a regular pot smoker which i always had trouble stopping but since coming onto vyvanse i never have any urges to go smoke unlike before so my lungs are obviously better but i'm not sure if i can contribute that to my heart rate going down over the last 3 months or so of me using vyvanse.
any help would be much appreciated.

also i know one of the rules is don't ask questions that you should be asking your doctor which i guess you could consider this one of those but im not seeing him for another 4 months and i think he's on holiday anyway so i thought id ask here to see if anyone has had a similar experience.

P.S. sorry about my very poor english it is my first language but my doctor thinks i may have a language disability or something i cant remember how he phrased it but thanks for reading to the end if you have <3 ",6.132431289640592,5.9454752816537475,6.942805966643177,76.61743657505289,66.20930232558139,9.62034296452901,33.35318299271788,9.218907990703514,2.8679312661498706,1542,61,295,25,22,514,192,387,0.038,0.825,0.13699999999999998,0.9891,1,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,0,5,22,9,0,0,12,0,33,18,10,5,6,65,63,40,0,9,21,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,20,15,1,2,9,6,1,4,11,2,0,3,10,5,34,7,41,45,6,45,0,0,2,0,19,22,0,9,19,200,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174185255815563,0.1832593415512204,0.0,0.0,0.14977240200535188,0.07698112892780949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133287501278108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745292501569608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342577385753804,0.0,0.06247002758937796,0.0,0.0,0.06492884261467173,0.08014922890946377,0.16309312333781173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748506105104835,0.07541654663512322,0.0,0.06323978275448877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058615218581142166,0.0,0.0,0.09469209631006216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028497021149154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004627858554968,0.0,0.0,0.0969786967407366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181311789300185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244603163601966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150675773301619,0.0,0.08344589739546665,0.0,0.058715995824075926,0.0,0.08087395413756364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576465117697639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52197667009114,0.1968318073720415,0.07756607168251406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585997424643514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034649246809209,0.05984232414135735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035866441463489857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154656166890586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719693537977632,0.0,0.10793568294015622,0.0,0.1132430242147879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193027180928392,0.0,0.1671649743833827,0.0,0.0,0.09949464511168507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795003615721002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224064059570416,0.0,0.07343400885588397,0.0,0.04703097920743856,0.07548196502902693,0.0,0.0,0.08316391159365676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700313234064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145787371782908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651779316084085,0.0,0.0821811214047244,0.1039258150604262,0.0,0.0,0.061377509934903526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075758798915443,0.0,0.055198298241036066,0.0,0.0,0.0675898784032545,0.0,0.0,0.09754618757362833,0.1411224534784748,0.0,0.058282628266250434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985350503618803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634062473444171,0.0,0.1211487113134928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939864700578605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344636969522714,0.0,0.0,0.15645390025237554,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DizzyDottie,2018/01/05,"Misdiagnosed This might get taken down but I discovered today I have been misdiagnosed with ADHD for two years! I actually have OCD with anxiety traits. 
Getting on the proper medication and therapy has so far been a life changing experience. 
I just thought I would share this for anyone who might be in the same position. ",5.836842105263155,8.527348824561408,6.866526315789473,66.13768421052632,69.52631578947367,10.875789473684213,32.452631578947376,10.793553405168565,4.464764210526316,261,12,41,9,5,87,45,57,0.038,0.905,0.057,0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,10,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,1,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2341862478109547,0.0,0.2884097993826227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358434522500688,0.0,0.0,0.16779987191949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386743751413515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347468748162777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507597029944873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695052499644372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417550006196709,0.0,0.5091625503524586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744384960396418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051762746140855,0.0,0.0,0.22747335417150846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442597527876602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047518714609772,0.0,0.0,0.15453950623391294
adhd,KanyeWaste69,2018/01/05,"Does your mind wander only when you're not busy/doing nothing or does it wander regardless? I start the Adderall taper process in 5 days since I don't think I need to be on it but I notice something for myself. It's more prevalent when I'm waking up but if I wake up and kinda lay there not feeling like getting up, my mind will wander a lot and it's not easy to control it as long as I'm laying there. As soon as I get up, all those thoughts go away instantly and then my mind thinks about what I want to eat. Then I proceed to take my Adderall and  then my mind seems to go into overdrive.  I'm curious too because I want to ask my friend who has  almost textbook example ADHD but isn't diagnosed this too. 

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adhd,LoisMustDie946,2018/01/05,"I’m about to get fired for symptoms from my adhd.. So I work at a grocery store. Today my boss took me aside and said people have noticed me taking things off the shelf and eating them for lunch without paying. He says people have seen it a handful of time. What’s really happening is my adhd brain gets my food with all intentions of paying. I go to grab my wallet in the break room food in hand to go pay after and  get distracted with something and I don’t end up making it back to the register to pay. I’ve even caught myself doing it before and rectified it. But I guess I’ve been slipping too much. 

I have disclosed my adhd, memory loss symptomswith my boss prior to this and he was very understanding. Mind u this was in an informal conversation... But now it looks like they went to hr and they are currently deciding my fate. I can’t believe this. I know I’m ultimately responsible for my actions but I’m just so devastated right now.

 Does anyone have any advice as to what can I do in the event I do get fired? Should me disclosing my symptoms before this mean anything? I just don’t know what  going to do.  I’m shaking with fear and shame right now. Fuck adhd man.
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adhd,Psychedelic_solocup,2018/01/05,"I’m starting on adhd medicine I am 16 and was recently was diagnosed with adhd from a non psychiatrist I guess you could call it. A couple of months ago I gained the courage to tell my dad I’ve been having a hard time in school and feel like I can’t focus like I should be able too, so I asked him to get me tested for adhd and turns out I’ve got adhd. That test was now about a month or two ago and my dad is the type that medicine was the very last thing he wanted to try so I had to try everything else before I finally told him that nothing was working and I think we should call a psychiatrists and maybe try medicine. At first he was not about it but I convinced him a little to call the psychiatrists and got an appointment in about a week from now. I am not sure what will go on at the psychiatrists all I know of right now is that she wants to have a 1 hour meeting with my father first than a 1 hour meeting with me after. If anyone has any experience with their first meeting with a psychiatrists they could share it is greatly appreciated. ",6.433265221017513,5.1198203165137635,6.862026688907425,81.16358215179318,66.0183486238532,10.129107589658046,30.827356130108427,9.095868883498916,2.17162752293578,831,24,184,12,11,272,121,218,0.018000000000000002,0.89,0.092,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,2,5,9,7,0,0,16,0,23,1,0,0,2,31,38,12,0,7,5,3,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,11,2,25,7,28,21,1,29,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,3,21,124,34,5,0.1059292898656412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092256849508697,0.0,0.1877998481165472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203554957876508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740682224527241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902958662135374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013802361480434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32449694567231235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915183682589818,0.11720874442903795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751599941959143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884903291331515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952024153711978,0.10361917172568648,0.0,0.0,0.053561031775103296,0.075675905845687,0.0,0.11604035926502712,0.0,0.2703101995371348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534368188459092,0.0,0.06020205657208681,0.0,0.16944265986068566,0.11678741604011393,0.1166930553607412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489183708664813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086380253742679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821596741989887,0.0863465094344799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350340066649033,0.10616897706833002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642020953430884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910349709275938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164201055482908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459239433757136,0.0,0.0,0.09046303475745104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720609663890912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497729658196364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983710207671508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258686836501824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037471326922294,0.06787521170864562,0.0,0.0,0.061768220781439,0.0,0.0,0.1012199759666088,0.0,0.21575710331269232,0.11522064901249846,0.1034775240709088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874027579518431,0.12495967939203773,0.0,0.08497008677395143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771177846339401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gotenksheree,2018/01/05,"Could lack of motivation be a symptom of ADHD? What I also mean is “brain fog”, or the boring state of not wanting to really do anything at all... not enjoying many things. and just the blah feeling, or you only ever doing the things that you REALLY enjoy doing, and nothing else is “fun”. The motivation to achieve is not really there. Or could this simply be something like... a dopamine deficiency?

My whole life I’ve been struggling with staying organized and on task. As a result I haven’t watched many movies, haven’t read many books, and just been not doing much for most of my time, sad I know.

I am always distracted and can never focus on one thing. This is paired with having virtually no motivation to read/do anything... and I am literally sleeping my days away!

I hate reading text in general and would just rather watch videos because videos “register” for me better. Could this be ADHD, or something else? (just don’t say depression). I’ve been like this my whole life, and I couldn’t have been born depressed! My whole life has been blah like this...",4.528146984924621,6.4625088341708565,5.033489321608041,81.12752041457288,71.2110552763819,7.990075376884422,27.010364321608037,8.660442795831766,2.0390726130653265,834,29,153,15,16,266,110,199,0.147,0.7559999999999999,0.097,-0.865,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,5,8,14,1,2,7,0,30,6,2,4,3,42,35,14,0,8,13,0,1,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,5,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,4,15,7,17,22,7,12,0,3,2,0,3,5,0,5,8,113,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623678746376341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729177257960159,0.09082628535571516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965167824219974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255537183970184,0.0,0.0,0.06654030060264235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653934479768224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185385937964058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26145582929508704,0.0,0.0,0.07039639524720831,0.0,0.1880312861819177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237115893232805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873757849124527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519240087659147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776865360335387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059989117176625736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312996937081701,0.15998388172380518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320002365626106,0.0,0.11890255565526912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024199794513566,0.0,0.08418760384721022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047378365674519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396672621259351,0.08301782738304819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32755571246909765,0.0,0.2097838064737152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868049925625653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092345293474402,0.0,0.0,0.16806677899801614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163454508745717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411323621854508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134545656158328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755458722150292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364956554828083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438285904736374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656053172917212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754107631869439,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JonTheAndroid,2018/01/05,"Question about the H in ADHD So in grade 6 or 7 i was tested a they told me i had ADD in high school my teacher brought it up again then i was diagnosed with ADHD and that was probably why i was doing not bad but not good either i think my GPA in Highschool was in the 60's 66 i think, People usually grow out of it but going to college and reading and studying makes me think i never grew out of it im 25 and i still very much have the AD part i was never a Hyper kid, but i do like to start a number of different things not always finishing them i always wanna start new things i get bored fast. could this be the H maybe my Brain in hyper and and not me physically ",0.5918884540117411,2.344267582191783,3.0250880626223093,91.94863013698631,82.08219178082193,5.815264187866927,19.33268101761252,6.868970318607317,0.15345166340508865,521,13,119,6,14,180,90,146,0.044,0.906,0.05,-0.0346,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,1,2,28,22,12,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,9,0,20,2,17,11,3,25,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,12,86,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791124931708659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248167413187223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316947922677674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607460705969086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593153974486734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008877713877015,0.0,0.1647903130635758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240543177843378,0.0,0.08963943664098306,0.13229325680255455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664639449254465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037136647393536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705705630720895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528346605852848,0.0,0.15845717194807368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159469082867218,0.0,0.24329634436135295,0.1523329508574984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080210882757366,0.0,0.1093474904017165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005552503621266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668944602644968,0.0,0.15776888713735646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962733923688432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327883827102804,0.0,0.1259603504065733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957256314558464,0.3031937488131337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071414730817634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737131305211334,0.13014063687824345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423233665366064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IreAda,2018/01/05,"I hate restaurant menus I don't know what it is about them, but mind mind has such a hard time taking in any of the information on restaurant menus. Yesterday I looked at a takeout menu for a while, and literally didn't understand anything I was reading. Finally I just looked at the dude and was like ""no meat, no spice"". Luckily, he made me something delicious. 

Today at lunch at a different restaurant I was so overwhelmed by all the items on the menu that I had to get my boyfriend to walk me through my options. I was impressed by how quickly he could scan the large menu and then list to me which items would be veg and suit my taste preferences. 

Trust me, I never let this issue get in the way of me eating food, but if baffles me that I can read and understand complex academic theory, but show me a menu and I can't process shit. ",4.841960569550931,5.616313951807232,5.22316538882804,84.49363088718512,69.12048192771084,8.927929901423877,31.35596933187295,9.095868883498916,2.4775373493975903,660,27,136,12,11,210,104,166,0.055,0.787,0.157,0.9666,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,1,11,0,15,5,1,2,2,26,25,14,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,6,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,7,6,22,3,18,14,3,18,0,1,3,0,4,8,1,2,9,95,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760841863775914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231886372115404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808237845825014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806905436143976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696574239183285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894526137597525,0.0,0.0,0.20912558151260405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071307697655575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492460273645728,0.17074722012794682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050947573192813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504595866566287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768478116196984,0.0,0.08449211082027118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904602090179519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364458493487816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492499655495436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338571881069347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34598327355916103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775253883063427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133141383650339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300329930087857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084552433697903,0.0,0.1639314820986801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36008334586330826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727556046149664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285504907462252,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xjboix,2018/01/05,"Diagnosed at 24 looking for answered questions. First off, I went through my life fairly normal. I felt smarter than everyone else and never felt as if I had adhd. I was the kid in school that didn't have to pay attention and didn't have to study but still made good grades. Was really board in school felt like I was smarter than the teachers.

Started my adult life struggling a bit until i landed a decent job. I ballooned to 330+ pounds and decided enough was enough. 6 Months into my weight loss i began having strange symptoms. Almost like I was getting dumber.


Symptoms:



1.	I would randomly Space out mid conversation

2.	I would forget things someone just told me.

3.	I would forget where I put stuff all the time.

4.	I would randomly get angry (really angry) over trivial things.

5.	Would find myself in LALA land when I was driving (luckily no accidents).

I didn't really notice it until one of my friends pulled me aside and asked me if everything was going on. He pointed out that I am forgetting stuff and spacing out randomly and that’s not me. I was always the ""genius"" of my group of friends. It hit me something is wrong. I went to the DR. I was worried something was wrong maybe I was doing something wrong with my weight loss. After asking me tons of questions she said I think you have ADHD, take this medicine and tell me if it helps.


My questions.

1.	Is it common to randomly get adhd?

2.	Could my weight loss have triggered something?


I know someone will ask, I lost 150 pounds during my weight lost and have maintained that weight loss for almost 17 months now.


*I used words like genius and dumber, I in no way am trying to put someone down or make fun of someone, it’s just kinda how I felt at the time. *



Edit 1:
Also i noticed my typing has become worst. Like when I’m typing a paper or something and go back and proof read it I find myself saying what in the world was I thinking here. Almost like my fingers were working faster than my brain.
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adhd,emilyclairevoyant,2018/01/06,"Going back to college soon... So, I’m going back to college soon to start my spring semester of my sophomore year and I’ve made it a goal for myself to put more effort into my school work because my GPA last semester has put me on probation in the Honors program. I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD for at least a couple years now and it’s definitely the reason as to why I did so poorly last semester. I’m on medication (short-acting Focalin), but I guess I just need other ways to remain motivated with this disorder to actually improve my grades and GPA from my fellow ADHD/ADD fam. 

The main reason it affected my grades so much is because I could never stay focused on studying or doing work for more than a few minutes, even when I was on meds. I also never had the motivation to do anything and would put everything off to the last minute constantly. It’s just annoying at this point and I want to improve, but I just don’t know how. ",4.487878411910671,5.555835521505376,6.103978494623657,76.78366004962781,70.12903225806451,8.948883374689826,29.36145574855252,9.265573868473778,2.604074110835401,741,28,138,15,13,254,111,186,0.077,0.831,0.092,0.4253,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,7,15,2,1,0,8,0,11,2,0,7,2,29,21,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,5,0,17,1,28,14,6,33,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,16,102,24,13,0.0,0.0,0.12940243113782754,0.0,0.3187286149630064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604341636867197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912184020433156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392866914282107,0.0,0.16166840456053438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329787701986946,0.0,0.1058735493186456,0.14672386675477514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345903264273718,0.0,0.0,0.15197573744724618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875837289425517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917597595385347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072388275934714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607831855346776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287572175887426,0.3242700143249513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254731648402957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729321373539175,0.13358463664000444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747923941618483,0.09832422794758723,0.2045448468745316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253536951590814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399911107915284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27267811126921304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342023849429607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385783396038028,0.1413382810899197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821330839328766,0.10525492813088644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965453608156346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930746654129404,0.0,0.0,0.09419811740264478,0.0,0.0,0.17078533005619415
adhd,scndplace,2018/01/06,"New studying and focusing tips? Im sure my story is very similar to pretty much everybody's stories on here, but I'm really at a loss. I was diagnosed in like 6th grade I think? But my add has been so so bad lately. I have multiple homework assignments and I've been working on one for the past 4 or 5 hours and I've answered 2 questions. I took my meds, I threw my phone accross the room, I've listened to instrumental music to drown out the music in my head, nothings working, I always find a way to distract myself. I'm gonna have to talk to my doctor about increasing my dosage, but for now I have 3 test retakes, an essay, 2 readings, and 3 more homework assignments all due next week. I try so hard, come in before and after school, try to get help from all my teachers, but I still get D's and C's. I also work at a preschool and will sometimes stare off into space and my boss will get super angry at me for not realizing when a kid is acting up, I know she wont because theyre super desperate for teenagers to work there for minimum wage, but she acts so intensely it feels like she wants to fire me. My room is also a mess I find my floor covered in old papers and dirty laundry and I sleep surrounded by garbage. Does anybody have any tips that are new, like stuff I havent heard before? Thank you so so so much
TL;DR my life is uh spiraling out of control and I always find a way to distract myself and I'm looking for new tips to help focus and study",3.2655382775119612,4.262185434210527,4.743169856459332,85.66809808612442,72.94736842105263,7.632535885167465,27.305023923444978,8.00094639256281,1.6107289473684219,1148,41,241,16,22,385,173,304,0.138,0.763,0.099,-0.9253,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,8,15,12,0,2,10,0,17,5,2,2,3,40,35,29,1,1,7,0,3,3,0,4,3,2,4,1,3,18,0,1,9,1,1,6,3,5,1,1,6,7,35,7,36,25,6,41,0,1,2,0,12,19,0,2,17,141,38,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930585751009775,0.1865660932170026,0.0,0.0,0.07623745582992572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360570779534914,0.06834014997035655,0.0,0.1907917308638448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657133249957138,0.0,0.0,0.12573893756443644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378751609021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474754652720548,0.09810668695628168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668530077215366,0.08009015774901353,0.0,0.0,0.3073947344075971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571580398072226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042697363756077,0.0,0.115055409955767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502875965751779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040404589765576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109615021395785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161176350737881,0.0,0.12646299153710902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791853739410678,0.16431128760801636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414269663620664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245269951621669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482492936840898,0.0,0.0,0.32482454560339336,0.11922839802091985,0.0,0.0,0.10757089153135142,0.0,0.11763875201230675,0.0,0.07596745305331866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702001200737662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405439609889888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255868996068264,0.0,0.11213859025305836,0.0,0.07181941703459753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345953636781705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218921540683474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087792799460768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952979499739311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128337127067874,0.0,0.0,0.10566070092154954,0.0,0.0,0.09010836650741663,0.0,0.10321421637747458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183444125635055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124556393156057,0.15222828848607767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250104896446268,0.06612435175326578,0.17797262472248904,0.08992647762353796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264645711241909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AndyCandyHandySandy,2018/01/06,"How do you guys manage medication and nutrition, any good diets to suggest? So long story short I’m on ritalin. It works ok, it doesn’t get me started with tasks but it keeps me going once I start them. Only one problem, I’ve been losing a lot if weight. Initially I welcomed it and thought it was a pretty sweet deal, I could get enhanced cognitive functions and weight loss in one package, why not? 

Well lately I’ve been getting more and more sick. Colds and influenza that lasts too long and occur too often. I went to the doctor, he checked my liver and said it was fine but said I have to work on my nutrition and sleeping habits. So currently as a sort of emergency solution I’ve started taking vitamine supplements. I’ve also changed the times I take a dose as while the effects diminish after 6 hours I usually can’t sleep before 10 hours after consumtion (I take long acting ritalin). So my sleeping is taken care of, but I can’t use supplements as the main source of vitamine intake. So I figured why not just head over to this subreddit to look for advice, most diets out there doesn’t consider appetite suppressing medications. So.. any decent diets for people who eat once every 8th hour or so? 


Tl:dr; Meds work but reduce appetite, need advice on a healthy diet I can follow.


Sorry for any grammar issues I’m not English speaking and kinda rushed this post on the phone:) ",4.161444253859352,6.172010305660379,5.226972555746143,79.0420711835335,72.35849056603773,8.138936535162951,28.649228130360214,8.841846274778883,2.529716981132076,1101,44,192,22,22,362,164,265,0.083,0.8140000000000001,0.103,0.6547,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,6,14,10,0,0,10,1,13,21,5,3,0,36,36,27,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,10,11,7,2,3,0,1,5,7,3,1,2,9,8,18,7,24,26,5,31,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,7,17,115,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935318610719624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919013119237901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020208668957184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426284789206104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096242712633606,0.0,0.10475515369745404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906327943262352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209026499505773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013561228804952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132713599626723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343270115710424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520918014654506,0.0,0.05627810032091545,0.08305734012958813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805016326084014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016280576140914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29255857003932273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335620865876756,0.0,0.08801783039951687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071846373712825,0.11170433615355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290160984768834,0.0831559280990661,0.11078346977387063,0.0,0.08418738038005921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099942770506468,0.19951422281663547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342566636564056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109164520059966,0.1342035928369916,0.07531285535271767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865135776472069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483842662544682,0.10074386543262503,0.0,0.09475340118012147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188390604360013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728907275448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085020448594693,0.21027088071874397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336307448866405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861466418150975,0.05774218230601191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855256701743073,0.10906187447031472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411711627188547,0.08903522628725714,0.0917970215739158,0.17870903700649846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216273795312564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,homicidal_ideation,2018/01/06,"Headaches with Vyvanse? My fourteen year-old son is presently taking Vyvanse XR (non-generic) for ADHD, inattentive type.  While the medication does incredible things for his focus, concentration, work production, and motivation, he says that as the medication wears off it gives him terrible headaches and puts him in a very surly mood (more so than usual, lol).  Has anyone had a similar experience and found methods to counteract this, or alternative medications that render the long-lasting effects without the side effects?  Thanks in advance for the advice. ",11.381666666666668,12.281371611111116,10.047777777777778,55.08500000000001,55.111111111111114,12.977777777777774,46.88888888888889,12.340626583579946,6.532822222222222,455,26,59,13,5,142,74,90,0.034,0.903,0.062,0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,7,1,3,4,1,3,0,10,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,11,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371547857413208,0.19283060279976927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379791628359124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726866133568726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302861733432936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163644157485492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929889069124195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085196445988925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463266125160665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5963738627804619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070667995708269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837322131500745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569263724904164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483691489979639,0.0,0.0,0.18167684619145424,0.0,0.0,0.1310986506784683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733338252520235,0.16281961376138926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022106166465924,0.0,0.1436600881078644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270753752747881
adhd,squirrelpie,2018/01/06,"Struggled with focusing my whole life, just got prescribed Focalin and I’m too terrified to take it. As a child in elementary and middle school I was in gifted classes and in a way I felt like my ADD almost helped me succeed! I could always figure out problems really well and hyper-focus in interesting projects. At the end of high school and my first two years of college (sophomore now) I have struggled intensely with academics and completing tasks. I am a biology major and many of my courses require some vigorous studying. My main problems are not being able to do things in order and just not being able to read/complete problems because nothing seems linear, if that makes sense. Anyways, I just got back from an an Integrative Medicine doctor who prescribed me Focalin 5mg once a day but said I could take it whenever if I needed to sit down and study. I’ve never taken medication in my entire life for anything mental health related and I’m having anxiety over how it will make me feel. I just don’t know what to expect. Any tips? Should I take it and try to forget I took it or should i prepare a task for myself to try and complete so I can know it’s working? 
TL;DR: First time taking medication for ADD and having anxiety about being able to focus. ",5.003448593822043,6.631056871369296,5.838305670816045,77.05191678192719,69.49792531120332,8.011157215306595,30.816274781005074,8.515128840125781,2.5612570769940066,1010,42,173,16,18,331,148,241,0.081,0.887,0.032,-0.8514,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,12,10,0,2,8,0,17,6,0,3,1,51,36,20,0,11,10,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,10,18,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,5,1,3,7,3,23,5,29,21,4,25,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,6,10,124,33,11,0.31444231911104514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495618716360734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721373298312728,0.0,0.0,0.07127718656069444,0.0,0.1603650089689829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625307880214877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059557801012443,0.0,0.0638937063940016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329686789072458,0.0,0.0,0.1673710702705293,0.0,0.0,0.06759642755420021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728167922402136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283418776913628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299716149236836,0.0,0.10063797916235816,0.0,0.0,0.17830965066861454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765883163041215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141249374310072,0.0,0.0,0.07025468611350548,0.11074185807403676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520618347090775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806660610152053,0.05120687800753924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992845979416416,0.10626505263502496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111783703297436,0.10562796668039494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777183317788939,0.08083910041750796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005719619144304,0.0,0.0,0.11162360252204563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008788330264849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484247055609408,0.0,0.06714660045942814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997022173470478,0.0,0.0,0.21215494280973488,0.0,0.09541882589703532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914892312126213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152286548560735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696338349075975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117948317265636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164523287885816,0.1423237960936549,0.0,0.10238815183850723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319655894171298,0.0,0.0,0.0942404692950801,0.0,0.0,0.11702120663496272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630591776759559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749684803704023
adhd,acecardx321,2018/01/06,"Diagnosed with Mild Case of ADHD I’m 28 and today I was diagnosed with a mild case of ADHD-Pi after job hopping and academic issues. I also meet the criteria for impulsivity, but have no hyperactivity. I’ve been prescribed with 15mg Adderall. 

For the people that were diagnosed in adulthood, how did you feel and how did your life change? We’re you worried that the medication wouldn’t work? Did you still have doubts?

 How do people with mild cases feel about having ADHD? Did you manage to cope without medication down the line?

I would be delighted for some answers :)",3.2929874213836463,6.199616254716982,4.775754716981132,76.55595911949688,79.84905660377359,7.3069182389937115,24.87106918238993,8.344100000000001,2.132122012578616,457,17,77,10,12,152,70,106,0.076,0.838,0.086,0.4606,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,5,0,14,6,0,3,0,19,17,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,2,8,0,15,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,55,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5838144378285618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949298056149733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712973179512365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930575547443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375033482880494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900974044664632,0.16068758305292435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143738440104014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32624887707501565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451961633832734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931512851017007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348788271745775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609187031128605,0.0,0.11788480016672535,0.16444475042054693,0.0,0.1150283101342436,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,caffreeine,2018/01/06,"All I ever wanted was support Half an hour or so ago, I was talking with my aunt about my cousin in her first year in elementary school who happens to have dyslexia. At one point she mentioned how my cousin was very sad when teachers said she should be more careful and take classes more seriously, and how my aunt went to talk with the school many times to get them to stop making those comments to the child. I’ve been crying since she told me that. It broke my heart to see a mother defend her child against such a comment and how my mother is, to the contrary, always the first to tell me how I’m not trying, I don’t care and I’m bound to fail. Whenever I try to tell her about this, she claims “there’s no way that’s the case because she lets me have my meds, and if she didn’t support me I wouldn’t be able to get them” She just saw me crying a few minutes ago and now is going on about how unfair I am towards her. My entire childhood is rewinding in my mind and I feel that as a kid, if only I had one person tell me it’s okay, like my aunt does to my cousin right now, I maybe could’ve made it through. ",3.7598870056497162,3.944541203389832,4.346,91.9266836158192,71.28813559322033,6.80180790960452,25.055367231638414,5.6839178017228535,0.4256133333333327,868,22,201,3,15,276,133,236,0.118,0.833,0.049,-0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,16,10,0,0,10,1,18,1,1,7,2,30,38,18,0,5,5,8,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,9,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,5,11,4,39,6,26,22,4,24,0,3,2,0,36,8,0,3,14,136,48,4,0.1249261843826416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147904968113655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394859303433296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615384247673647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474114174368434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974339289339834,0.0,0.2744510949252694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932374581595014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300288593313185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316643243571296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125242972346081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053755040363438,0.0,0.07099842950970407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047181227451028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803812998955648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302712715338505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774548753919845,0.0,0.061032623424045127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820817625162668,0.08338919814313303,0.12665554302402354,0.12550514343280447,0.0,0.13876482825680733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613983377446894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693064313054834,0.09501199261246646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908072557536108,0.0,0.0,0.11809562395288073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066862788777012,0.1188334091562613,0.0,0.0,0.2528639361718162,0.09954999470534882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033402306728899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044438839681326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835295071903172,0.0,0.0,0.09392894340027144,0.20082186977401628,0.327572974484689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284546274328084,0.0,0.0,0.11937232277163233,0.0,0.16963335765140214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307718544410778,0.07368470027471087,0.09916059032769677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158078245045928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804483668765777
adhd,Emblazonet,2018/01/06,"Women with the hyperactive type? I'm a cis woman, I'm 28, and I got diagnosed last summer as ADHD. I was an absolute poster child for traditional ADHD as a kid—bouncing off the walls, interrupting conversations, terrible social skills, impulsive (I once reflexively stabbed a friend in the eye with a pencil, and I honestly couldn't have said why I did it. I liked her!)

I ended up getting misdiagnosed or ignored/expelled during my school trouble. I mellowed out considerably by late high school, which is why I only got diagnosed last summer. (LIFE CHANGING!)

However, I've seen so much literature and support for women with inattentive ADHD—which is terrific! I'm so glad there's knowledge and support for it—but it does leave me feeling a bit like an odd aberration, and a bit lonely.

Basically just wondering if any women have similar stories? What was it like for other hyperactive girls?",6.834517221908528,8.326607403726712,7.928119706380575,64.29089215132696,65.0248447204969,11.320383963862223,36.37549407114625,11.20814326018867,4.781392546583851,716,35,111,22,11,243,107,161,0.102,0.725,0.173,0.9154,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,11,0,8,4,1,0,0,17,20,11,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,0,6,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,4,12,8,14,12,3,12,0,1,2,0,11,6,0,3,9,63,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844135727388929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136747279097132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933664304058268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213205500360618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727393685203287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757685187038774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190005601279704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793501461409958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380400476542807,0.0,0.07019606816789167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491538143292951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419557111136147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903802768170505,0.1515607231714057,0.14226482764002318,0.0,0.0,0.0949004320808334,0.19692035806213135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876796835231266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430859852693355,0.0,0.10218467084098473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780442200673678,0.0,0.0,0.27195322795369425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369601996586237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049338148724157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424728691707934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570460344501518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AllMyName,2018/01/06,"PSA: Prescription Savings and the New Year Happy new year, it's only a week late!

If you're using a prescription savings card for Vyvanse, Zenzedi, etc it expired on 12/31/2017. Make sure you go to the manufacturer's website and issue a new one!",4.3886956521739116,6.679667217391309,5.568913043478261,75.61902173913045,72.47826086956522,8.078260869565218,33.23913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.2041043478260867,196,10,33,4,4,65,34,46,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.7639,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566946889310549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080800871339088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450148007604148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023234198959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963601638250217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363684848576434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6668840426645612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596568328609145,0.17505076722618826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692768091291065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878856154676625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462438800235392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964372803184645
adhd,keepcalmandFREAKOUT,2018/01/06,"Happy surprises that are terrible Sometimes I wonder if the majority of people would understand that is an absolute moment of terror to get a text: Hey, I'm gonna be 30 minutes/an hour earlier!! 


Like it's a good thing. It ruins my whole planning, which usually is out of whack anyway and I'm running behind anyway. 


I get super upset about stuff like this and it often feels like I'm being a terrible person for it because no, I am not happy that we can spend 30 more minutes together if I have to manically clean wrapped in a towel because I thought I had this time for a nap.


I also can't really explain why it upsets me so much when my precious estimation of time gets shaken up and I have to adjust to a different thing. 

I feel so sorry for friends who can't understand this when I react so unhappy, pissed off and like it's a disaster, because in that moment, it feels like one. They also can't understand why I can't just be done a bit earlier. I just can't. I have planned to do this and that and I simply can't be spontaneous and if I have to, I will get angry and frustrated.


Know this? How do you cope? ",2.5930406803033783,4.211035759825329,4.981268673868076,80.81642610894049,75.68122270742359,8.314502413238335,26.463111928292346,8.99025400887824,2.228846288209607,875,33,173,20,19,308,122,229,0.18600000000000005,0.6729999999999999,0.141,-0.9004,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,3,14,20,2,3,10,0,25,1,1,2,0,31,43,19,0,4,6,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,1,1,22,10,0,0,11,1,1,1,8,8,0,1,3,3,22,12,20,33,5,14,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,5,13,129,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980076578954326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398886907051365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320882943609545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704967204119153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342372900274804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897765208822615,0.1874225043317628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134526975476722,0.0,0.27413352616886083,0.0,0.0,0.11002313862378807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792758750930989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918068431918145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720902002031047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204267319793348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642851851828704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888739078013598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094004022130232,0.11453671317781615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403388992224405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297351604986831,0.14683936899019345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501636807183144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429332170061138,0.0,0.0,0.104138081975774,0.15297807799725632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096725551120304,0.0,0.0,0.1444704310864754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672957888143664,0.14645189971862324,0.0,0.0,0.14225339739073747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931827634555852,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,notagoodname_atall,2018/01/06,"Medication and thought loops? Hi everyone, 

So, I’m going to be placed on medication finally and I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions on anything in regards to thought loops/ruminating thoughts? I was hoping to be placed on strattera, tbqh",4.88651162790698,8.24369951162791,5.875627906976748,68.25483720930234,77.13953488372094,9.951627906976746,38.83255813953488,9.888512548439397,5.352687441860466,201,13,30,7,5,66,30,43,0.0,0.923,0.077,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,7,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,1,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508389687695894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509528779466533,0.0,0.18253141134631645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194975096277507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429829192605908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606020477726648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030820008625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44690214560947217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634902089647135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282790610578281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405443803716529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HelplessProgrammer,2018/01/06,"How can I get motivated to do things? I am interested in so many things, I have a bookshelf and computer folders full of books that I'm extremely interested in reading but I can never sit down and just read them I have no interest when I pick the book up and now I have a bookshelf and computer folders full of unread books, on top of 6 or more udemy classes waiting to be taken. I want to read and learn new subjects but where do I get the motivation",4.513514492753625,5.085969119565217,6.294347826086959,77.24557971014494,69.76086956521739,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,3.0678637681159424,357,16,72,8,6,124,58,92,0.031,0.787,0.182,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,4,1,17,15,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,11,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,4,56,13,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719296053930151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638427925824007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007133434287166,0.2513416793107204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7809320993167402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457841501917601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349645682218088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wht_vr,2018/01/06,"I’m missing 10 days worth of my 70mg Vyvanse, and I’m scared of withdrawal. Alright, I’m a little paranoid here. 

I should have 10 pills left. I never double dosed. I called my doctor, she said she can’t fill it again before the month is up without a letter from my pharmacy stating that they miscounted. 

That being said, I happen to work as management at my pharmacy, but not in the pharmacy itself. I talked to my pharmacist and she checked inventory counts - apparently they have exactly the amount they should, meaning they didn’t have any extra and didn’t miscount. 

Of course, this likely means somehow I lost my pills/someone I live with or know took them. I really can’t think of any other possibility.

However, does anyone have any recommendations on how to get by the next 10 days? I’ve been taking this Rx daily for about a year now. And has anyone experienced a withdrawal from Vyvanse?

td;lr: I’m missing pills, can’t get a refill. Anyone ever experienced Vyvanse withdrawal? What should I expect?",3.579874686716792,6.237512846560848,4.896881091617935,77.67175438596493,76.61904761904762,7.788471177944863,26.34948482316904,8.6894789155246,2.370792592592593,804,31,138,18,19,266,114,189,0.068,0.895,0.037000000000000005,-0.8081,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,2,7,6,0,1,9,1,16,5,0,1,3,22,34,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,2,2,8,4,0,0,7,4,23,2,19,23,3,18,0,3,0,0,13,6,0,2,10,91,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223443562257201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314401517434232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444974212259386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133972070674565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203798980426582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172375993373506,0.13827034014579198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292363803318034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651011073705417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972239009660814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683485052291733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716717772440478,0.0,0.0,0.0771927593392205,0.15836148847967546,0.13952040151686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247999955960616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34422529062125146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611726252901848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186240338278427,0.0,0.1680390161043441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812573722528904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122139000445013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005959187015535,0.0,0.1581895393912807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387625222851415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879932265909893,0.1269976071306364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124256495507447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554822595014016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523101900487838,0.0,0.11502877300047712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174937722061614
adhd,Parasol747,2018/01/06,"Obsessed with self ""maintenance"" I can not stop bettering my self and it's getting annoying. I have been really depressed and losing weight fast while also going to the gym alot. While at the gym I work out my muscles alot and I can't stop.. I don't know how to explain it but I love buliding up muscles, or exfoliating my face, moisterising everywhere, using lots of deodorant, popping pimples, etc. I can't stop, is anyone else like this? ",4.246523235800346,6.356752481927714,5.525851979345958,76.56385542168678,72.3734939759036,9.080206540447504,31.1342512908778,9.606745405546679,3.302695008605852,348,16,61,9,7,116,60,83,0.08800000000000001,0.76,0.152,0.8125,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,1,4,0,7,3,1,2,0,18,13,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,3,2,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,10,3,7,12,4,10,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,4,7,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653785458411027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459994590138658,0.21189188483307028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828985251105366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811724840987128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727555540247611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306375863251169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804489619827606,0.0,0.11752967514553612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365232566350945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103243767282817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313572266969252,0.0,0.17581466700191364,0.1866458195128077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248190457658165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314767262149609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518684251404529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860951551086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518276936071707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055346431757655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,animatorcollin,2018/01/06,Is there anyone here who has SCT (sluggish cognitive tempo) comorbid with ADHD? I would be interested in hearing about your symptoms and how you deal with it. I haven’t been diagnosed but I highly suspect I have it. ,3.823,6.5238273000000016,5.125000000000004,76.13000000000002,76.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.0370000000000004,172,8,28,4,4,57,34,40,0.085,0.866,0.049,-0.3377,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249596296609608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724600752369444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645470553202896,0.0,0.3588975234066274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985339722472648,0.0,0.0,0.3735988202106993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675267808914417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118797125155395,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SuperFriedNacho,2018/01/06,"It's terrifying how sensitive I am to generic Adderall XR manufacturers If I have Actavis made generic Adderall XR, my depression returns strong. If I have Impax made generic Adderall XR, I have severe panic attacks 1-4x a day to the point I admitted myself on suicide watch. Sandoz made, I'm perfectly fine and get full benefits. 

How in the hell is there such a significant change between manufacturers? I know there's that range generics are allowed but even when I halved the dose of my Impax Adderall, the attacks still happened. Feels like there's something else going on I'm not aware of.",5.410050968399588,7.703075000000005,6.129663608562691,72.6871763506626,69.64220183486239,8.147196738022426,35.96432212028542,8.841846274778883,3.561445667686036,481,26,76,9,9,157,72,109,0.177,0.7,0.122,-0.802,1,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,3,1,6,0,6,1,0,6,1,15,17,7,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,3,10,5,8,14,1,10,1,1,1,0,1,5,1,2,5,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523158944015273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029869095385076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820629266196198,0.0,0.1712217935392087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606766648400548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130218530178794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051669655316936,0.14201914735729465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038621530198824,0.0,0.1129797476221511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579371200640306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092525020105232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712116787349408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643137466001903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332430334335295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879254778114956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245817014236776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530420597482755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875789867275875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744940246371167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NoxiousQuadrumvirate,2018/01/06,"Went on holiday, forgot to pack meds **tldr: Travelled interstate to see family and forgot to pack my meds even though I really tried hard to remember. I ran out today and can't get any more until I'm back home on the 16th of January. It kinda sucks.**

So, yeah. Out of all of the things that you'd think are important when packing, like underwear, a toothbrush, goddamn phone chargers, *I forgot my meds*. I even sat them on top of the bag so I'd remember to put them in after I took one in the morning, and I still fucking got it wrong. Sometimes I feel like I'm simultaneously the old person with dementia and the family member trying to keep them organised. I just wander around and never get anything done, at least not in the order I'm supposed to. 

I had a smaller supply spare in my carry-on luggage, but not enough to last over a month. I ran out a couple of days ago (I think) and didn't actually realise until I went searching for the full supply. I figured it was just buried in some odd pocket somewhere but no, it's not there. I'm dry. 

I can't even get any more. My psychiatrist is away and I'm using Modafinil off-label, so without his signature on a script I'd have to pay full sticker-price at around $300. I need the meds but I'm a student, and it's not $300 worth of need. 

The fog is already back. I lose most of the day without realising it, and I haven't done any of the things I swore I'd do. I got about 5 pages into this awesome new book before I got distracted for about an hour. I don't even know how I used to live like this. It just sucks. It's not the end of the world, but it sucks.",1.16036327668375,3.1289092373887293,3.274032910709469,89.77830231094326,81.25519287833828,6.2213470011689616,21.48808560381261,7.348242739294969,0.6794993076162217,1251,38,273,18,33,425,172,337,0.08900000000000001,0.848,0.063,-0.8043,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,3,2,21,10,4,1,21,1,15,1,0,3,2,51,50,21,0,2,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,14,16,0,4,7,3,2,7,14,7,0,1,17,3,31,3,48,32,10,49,0,1,1,1,7,23,4,3,21,175,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0939603733162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535093618941242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625300779484954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643151974172554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792344375016431,0.1714283143918184,0.0,0.0,0.09046302578410166,0.14807460504454284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193153273491967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653763745746628,0.0,0.12419185468528902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706618405064816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528002421434934,0.09948825223316167,0.0,0.2543816154150229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153805592857106,0.0,0.048684642198846766,0.06878609834554072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901402817775285,0.15091498023216954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102398315932546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625254187694953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965818110558008,0.0,0.09482143339835386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558262547537347,0.0,0.0,0.052915775707945284,0.07848521168501879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112011645808814,0.0,0.08502151185715655,0.0,0.0,0.10771840386753696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278041835174181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685385230350929,0.0,0.0,0.14278837086365712,0.07426100886685699,0.09299275452771764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010350209388229,0.0,0.06524527911608699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407243991231916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679312478294216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061682703869091526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814450891192572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672676271625016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522843098009516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689340933558889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127935090934941,0.12339121509389607,0.0945996269267881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912670213440506,0.0,0.106976294591003,0.1307425321297442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631883257822813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785145141945771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856308108120456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527264737368064,0.0,0.0
adhd,IThinkYouAreNice,2018/01/06,"My brain is all over the place and I can't accomplish all of my goals! I'm an older individual. To this day I still have difficulty accomplishing all of the goals I want because my brain is all over the place.  

Sure, I have accomplished goals. But I am not where I want to be professionally, or even personally.

As I have stated above, my brain moves from one subject to another and I don't accomplish anything!

I have tried meds and I don't like them. Does anyone have any recommendations on how a middle aged person can focus on one section of a goal to another?

Thanks",2.244880952380953,4.758528964285716,4.169642857142858,81.79202380952383,80.78571428571429,7.661904761904763,22.72619047619048,8.59863814320734,1.6661583333333332,452,15,91,11,12,153,67,112,0.085,0.81,0.105,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,8,4,3,0,0,6,0,13,3,3,1,5,14,17,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,15,3,13,16,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,5,65,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443618056606565,0.3529125360430927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766529898601713,0.0,0.1384801137146009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258193504471444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635684498545989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852668802557834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726297488616585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114736262513926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221311503233054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692116032200493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885502407337833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806178616840025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938712359529397,0.3516335975798771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438863711848634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860192234601336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492962840611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425108379349815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851182531409856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AdinDoesGaming,2018/01/06,"Found this comment comparing State Bar scores to ADHD accommodations compared to IQ. Source on this? The post in question https://www.reddit.com/r/LawSchool/comments/35k5rz/when_i_find_out_my_peers_with_adhd_get_an_extra/cr5vea2/

Does anyone have a source for his comment about scores, accommodations, and IQ? I am very interested to see the data. ",16.412857142857153,22.675836476190486,7.914571428571428,53.280428571428594,53.28571428571429,8.121904761904762,29.82857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.2766228571428577,300,9,30,5,5,72,33,42,0.0,0.921,0.079,0.5192,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,7,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421150394697415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572272064108402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193045837770456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033566597001224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523231802808192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412104917727748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314926220095944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035359364119395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NewYearNewThrowaw4y,2018/01/06,"I'm getting real tired of this roller-coaster ride. Thought I started the new year on a great note. Finally got diagnosed last November, after way too many years going through life unchecked that I've also had to battle serious depression and anxiety. Not 100% there yet, maybe not even 60%, but getting there, definitely.

Anyway one of the steps Ive needed to take was complete my application for my university's centre for student disabilities. To do this, I had to make my mum answer some questionnaires, which essentially required me to ""come out"" and admit I may have a problem. 

Huge fucking mistake. Should have taken it as a hint when my mum was talking about how her depressed, narcissistic sister (my aunt) was hitting her equally depressed, probably anorexic daughter (my cousin). No one in our entire family (they all come from a conservative small town in a third world country) wants to take them to a psychiatrist or anyone because they're terrified everyone's going to gossip about how we have crazy genes. Goes to reason that my relatively milder condition would again just be reduced to a case of me not trying hard enough.

I was so optimistic about this new year and just like that I am once again depressed and hopeless. I study neuroscience and I was trying to explain everything to my mum only to realise that she literally was not listening to a word I said -- and I do mean that literally. I think she just wanted me to shut up.

I just don't feel like trying anymore. I know myself. All it takes is one small shitty thing to cement my eventual downfall. Where do I even go from here?",6.397576271186441,7.725784240677973,6.682500000000001,73.42375000000003,65.91525423728814,9.696610169491526,33.733050847457626,9.888512548439397,3.495606779661016,1281,56,216,28,20,413,185,295,0.162,0.765,0.073,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,2,0,2,1,23,14,2,0,10,0,22,4,0,4,2,47,51,14,0,7,10,7,2,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,12,10,0,2,9,0,0,7,6,11,0,4,12,4,35,3,34,34,5,33,0,5,0,1,21,12,1,3,15,154,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177338630967898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779094791808888,0.0,0.11381090420584496,0.08024273419550433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995652089433528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977108461930645,0.12032348750235672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39536985800907865,0.11647880126591285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857757092824647,0.0,0.1515955571016779,0.0,0.0,0.10965792559620427,0.10313872614233448,0.0,0.10818534460026877,0.0,0.058026012960008685,0.0819844380855145,0.0,0.12571377300700892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609360404803833,0.11991453845676694,0.0,0.195661950438464,0.0,0.0917839112802969,0.12652310629795568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280225727743196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306899564912237,0.0935445698009424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105825446735056,0.11213170227371252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660307073860398,0.1163484448555588,0.11529166360299704,0.12500708658892629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509295215144214,0.0,0.2216714978564666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221546256811855,0.23329267139971685,0.08728001411664656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237304954093901,0.10980964874946612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062179887954736,0.0,0.11799220781751447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916286821803638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122759101130192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588553070150552,0.09223959600710288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624132487520496,0.07353345863101811,0.0,0.09110647800302796,0.0,0.1318995308321345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374315352258865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353766299037455,0.091091003205429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152208325675313,0.0,0.0,0.22170468391147832
adhd,DexterMorgan95,2018/01/06,"New car, keys already lost Wow, I love having ADHD. After finally purchasing my own car I've lost the keys in my house after driving it for 10 minutes. I've been searching for them for the past 2 hours with no luck. I'm amazingly good at losing things.",2.048235294117646,4.24143029411765,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,79.3921568627451,6.432941176470589,23.925490196078428,7.554174236665415,1.248283137254902,199,7,39,3,5,66,39,51,0.156,0.614,0.229,0.76,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,5,8,3,1,11,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30059254599084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760108038570248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739914192076279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978663376190684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631528648757575,0.2886019331123052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798174269012619,0.5460654422530095,0.0,0.2257407460470968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415649727265273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876538856136703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616690681666665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SmpleSexyStupid,2018/01/06,"Are these side effects? Hey!
So I finally got diagnosed and prescribed Dexedrine (15mg XR + 5 mg IR to take as needed). I took it for the first time 2 days ago, and it really helped and I didn't feel any side effects (other than it being a bit hard to fall asleep, probably my fault because I took my IR booster a bit late). Took the XR for the second time yesterday, and during the day - night as well as today I feel sick, almost hungover like. Stomach has been hurting, slight fever, tired/lethargic. I haven't taken any medication today. Now I could just be falling sick... but could these be side affects of the medication? I'm not sure because I was totally fine the first day, so I might just be falling sick.",3.5184526112185712,5.035062843971629,4.556608639587363,85.22454545454549,73.04255319148936,7.3967762733720175,27.711798839458407,8.00094639256281,1.72351914893617,555,21,111,8,11,181,89,141,0.132,0.825,0.043,-0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,8,0,13,9,2,3,2,20,23,10,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,2,1,3,8,3,11,4,9,8,3,24,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,16,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213110572121105,0.0,0.13703752828351815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861281308562553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684744051264108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988139196556832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853040202658267,0.0,0.0,0.2647746913209739,0.0,0.0,0.1389019180538738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839298498211552,0.0,0.0,0.14991469698077167,0.0,0.23281251403154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945306085538133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259252809019025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172902327636633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650291623313552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437503770982974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668589835712134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757280221300187,0.0,0.14517836507156856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147403766388848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842634874185507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754962231183147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767090734019685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898140784867393,0.0,0.10289568645980963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595990250313134,0.0,0.2594394236819267,0.0,0.4561428839398682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304639988822452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,foreverflaco,2018/01/06,"My gym motivation has been lost What can i do to get it back because i remember i used to be soo happy to see my weight go up up from constant hardwork counting calories and eating went from 112lbs to 124lbs at 5'7"" as a teen but. now i dont even get up to find food to eat or track meals and now im just staying at 124lbs i want to gain weight still and be healthy but i just feel no motivation to do it. i also have adhd but dont take medication because my parents thinks its bs what can i do to get back on track please help me out and if you been through the same thing ide like to hear your story too.

tl;dr: i have adhd lost motivation to eat enough calories to gain weight while going to the gym cant get medication what should i do? also ide like to hear your story if you went through this.",2.48004977375566,3.622913276470592,3.8088235294117654,91.04662895927605,75.05882352941177,6.642533936651581,23.665158371040725,7.010146845296331,0.5785791855203621,627,18,145,6,13,206,91,170,0.04,0.757,0.203,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,7,11,5,0,0,3,0,17,10,0,4,0,24,35,14,0,4,8,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,5,8,0,7,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,6,7,18,3,26,26,2,19,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,3,9,97,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670282349633311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768461928462045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084977634012868,0.0,0.1354444712287531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005379303345405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260404082227068,0.0,0.0,0.3410325247275959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479041688068585,0.0,0.07337693402191353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617276661565341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015384496483148,0.0,0.13433602851497706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216936814866615,0.0,0.12627524009640584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826226504595948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504233714318125,0.0,0.07446436706385141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000122944331905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855041766144194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254575365241296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238322388740559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335740358520388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194850719165433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258485225951419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852801089984455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841205954028605,0.08872028922895638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352931157617959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380631427554242,0.07118493240210669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595006293818514,0.0,0.0,0.06552647208449218,0.0,0.0,0.4058498728145773,0.0,0.20597161015175872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hiAnxiety,2018/01/06,"Is muscle loss inevitable when taking ADHD meds like Vyvanse? I work out hard but feel like I'm losing weight I'm already skinnny and trying to get bigger and I go to the gym 3-4 times a week. I'm prescribed vyvanse and been on it for a few months and it makes me work outs better than usual. But I feel like I'm not getting the gains I should be. I make sure to eat 2000-2800 calories a day as I'm more aware of making sure to eat enough days I take it, and notice the days I don't take it I look stronger... is this an inevitable side effect? I take dexedrine as needed too and it isn't nearly as bad as the vyvanse is..
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adhd,rainfal,2018/01/06,How do you guys read scientific articles or technical papers? I'm currently in grad school.  I love what I do but I have a lot of lengthy papers to get through.  Either I just can't seem to focus on it or I just get overloaded by the amount of information thrown at me.  What is the best way to get though these with Adhd? How do you pick out the key points?,0.8893243243243241,3.0897411081081114,2.8472297297297287,91.1246283783784,83.86486486486487,6.943243243243244,20.06081081081081,8.07648339933343,0.8587621621621624,278,8,63,6,8,93,54,74,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.8732,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,3,0,14,12,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,12,12,4,7,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,4,1,45,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350961816926435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29261200667691345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370272049131539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276082824164813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370489651560521,0.25165248793340306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635818852583864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890271421785234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218807259368295,0.0,0.25383386512172346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739463668751726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132010033104416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lostmyself_1,2018/01/06,"Any valid non-medication methods of treating ADHD? hi, 

I come from a country where support for ADHD is pretty much non-existent, and any issues for the people who believe themselves to have ADHD is seen as a matter of lacking-in-willpower. 

I just dropped out of college last year, came across another reddit user's description of his ADHD symptoms, and I related a lot to them.

I've heard numerous suggestions from others already, for alleviating ADHD symptoms.. consuming sugar, exercise , and meditation which seem to be the ones I would agree with.

Are there any other ways in which I could improve my symptoms? Hopefully my country becomes more progressive soon, or I can save enough money and leave for elsewhere..",10.676190476190476,9.762927730158731,10.206349206349207,59.291428571428575,57.412698412698404,12.526984126984127,45.60317460317461,11.538034831475384,5.721517460317463,578,31,81,13,6,188,91,126,0.01,0.838,0.152,0.9474,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,8,5,0,0,0,17,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,10,4,18,9,4,11,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,3,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7153900904957486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313774387173913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428794297932668,0.1248369689507965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148417734573895,0.0,0.1341314445129628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616439021442447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255322188871248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505376608493456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230130989430319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824603516408615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425992131591727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704371012516276,0.0,0.1260594504125713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121421245584702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224053386709778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751731552624499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067308245262035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253604137356715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111923370805094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838096144400318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509941196530595,0.0,0.3712235215161099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449836509899552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457150888824802,0.0,0.0,0.07666593270166708
adhd,YourThrowawayNotMine,2018/01/06,"Am I On The Right Track? Hi guys, I just found this sub and wanted to post to get your advice and also use this as a reference when I go see someone, if I don't have a list of things I will forget. Using a throwaway so it won't be associated with my main account though some of these things are fairly well known about me so it's not like anyone that knows me won't be able to figure out it's me.

I know the first step is to go see someone about this, I just can't go to the doctor and be like ""My life is falling apart and I have no idea what I'm doing. I can't do anything right no matter how hard I try and I hate everything."" so I'm trying to put everything in order. I'm looking into places in my town and will call some Monday to see what I can arrange, my problem is that I no longer have insurance and I'm already paying off some medical bills. I also don't have a GP so I can't just go see my doctor and ask if he can recommend anyone for me. We'll see how it goes.

All of these things are just starting to become overwhelming, the last few days have been a downward spiral in terms of how I feel. I used to think everyone dealt with this and it was normal but over the last few years I started to see that it wasn't the case. If I can get an appointment with someone I'm going to ask them for advice on having more focused or productive days because I struggle with it constantly and I'm not sure if I even have ADHD or if it's something else, maybe even a combination of things.

I'm going to list all the things that come to mind, hell, even this post is taking hours to write, I've taken multiple breaks to get lost in YouTube, play LoL, etc.

* School was a pretty rough time for me, it wasn't that I couldn't do the work, I made mostly A's on all of my tests. It was more that I couldn't sit in the classroom, I ended up failing a lot of classes due to absences and then dropping out. I went back and finished eventually.
* I just took a course to get certified to teach TEFL, I almost didn't pass it because I already didn't have much time to do the work since I was working 60 hour weeks at the time and when I got home it took so much longer to actually do the work since I couldn't just sit down and do it.
* I had trouble staying focused at my old job, it required a lot of concentration for the tests we ran and I would sometimes have to redo things.
* I stopped myself from moving to get a web development job when I graduated because I have so much trouble sitting down and coding for a long period of time, I get sidetracked so much that I never get anything done. I still do personal projects but it takes days to get 2-3 hours worth of work done.
* I've even tried Cold Turkey to block everything on my PC so I can get work done but I just sit there and think about random shit instead of working half the time, I don't actually need distractions, I can make them for myself.
* My last relationship had a lot of problems due to me not paying much attention to my SO, I was always doing random things instead of spending time with her.
* I'm always listening to something while I'm home, whether it's music, YouTube, etc. I always have something playing as background noise.
* I didn't even finish my workout this morning, I got caught up doing other stuff while I was doing a cooldown for a few minutes.
* I'm pretty sure I have an addiction to media, I'm always watching something, I have Amazon, Netflix, Hulu, Google TV, etc. I also go to the movie theatre between 1-4 times a week on average. Last week alone I watched about 22 hours of Netflix and went to the movies 4 times.
I don't know what to do. I don't sleep well, I normally sleep 4-5 hours a night, I also have weeks where all I do is sleep. During these times I can sleep for 12 hours, wake up and stay awake for 2-3 hours, take another 3 hour nap, get up for another few hours and then sleep 12 more for the night. I tried coffee at one point but I always feel so tired after drinking it, sometimes I can't even finish the cup before I end up going to sleep.
* There is plenty more, I just can't think of them right now. I had a lot more to write but I forgot most of it by the time I got home.

I feel like I can't do anything I want to do but I don't know if I actually have a problem or if I just have no self control/discipline. I normally attribute it to just being too lazy and worthless which then makes me feel even more depressed. I'm not always depressed though, there are times where I feel like I'm on top of the world and can do anything for a few days and then it goes away and I get depressed again, and then I feel even worse because I think of all the stuff I wanted to do and how stupid it was to even think I can do those things.

I also have trouble with changes in routine, I park in the same spot when I go places, I hate having to park somewhere else. I redo things all the time because they just don't ""feel right"". I can't deal with light touches, like it someone brushes past me, it gives me a sensation in that spot that I have to use my hands to ""rub off"" so it feels normal. This gets even worse when I get really stressed, like to the point where I can't slide my hands on my steering wheel while I drive or my own hand brushes against my shirt, etc.

I had been thinking about going back to Uni to further my degree but I feel like it would be a waste of money due to the fact that I may not even be able to finish high level courses.

I know you everyone here has different problems but I was wondering if anyone has any experience with any of these and if they have any advice for how to deal with them.

Sorry if this is just a shitpost or doesn't follow the rules, I read the FAQ and the rules and didn't see anything but you never know. If the mods need to take it down it's fine, I have it saved to use as a reference for later anyway.",3.3452334494773552,3.9675125349593507,4.4821777003484335,89.00810975609758,72.4308943089431,7.255516840882695,25.455865272938446,7.216428283854871,0.9458060394889656,4558,133,1018,43,84,1497,405,1230,0.123,0.8340000000000001,0.043,-0.9983,3,1,5,0,0,0,113.0,2,3,6,12,74,37,5,4,56,1,115,19,12,14,11,182,221,94,0,29,43,0,16,7,0,8,6,1,3,3,67,43,1,4,29,9,7,25,38,22,2,3,37,31,137,15,137,167,39,166,1,7,10,0,27,52,2,30,85,695,204,25,0.06600981080363752,0.0,0.0966240799719994,0.035980218594993486,0.03966548246782701,0.09675603472271088,0.0,0.0,0.033049645211213875,0.034183128237615504,0.07284346765974206,0.1319700546274529,0.1647763515729546,0.0,0.0,0.06733340237900524,0.06921704212904399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923339177767734,0.0,0.135801124727515,0.0,0.06171026243194221,0.0,0.031009195080057037,0.0507574699655424,0.0,0.10059741996246134,0.03645132495258584,0.028084743570800444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033701698584902406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03491481362084335,0.028430803549619982,0.0,0.035666577531911776,0.03701780787220981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514173422589695,0.0680532164574845,0.0852812299800746,0.0,0.0,0.03448310140887389,0.0,0.06756383843270126,0.0,0.1013264318533814,0.0,0.03233224219506513,0.0,0.0,0.05514272673251993,0.0,0.05846509962215956,0.0,0.14723677590303144,0.23979371615347486,0.0,0.0,0.06307520301117182,0.08898804241970702,0.03228513062778848,0.0,0.0,0.1501944467184646,0.07073613304125376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02807395567422331,0.0,0.036188175215223516,0.0,0.0,0.22416811098780634,0.03166131270099133,0.18757448338197066,0.0,0.07919111371596796,0.0,0.0,0.03268004537163596,0.0,0.0,0.02956591241593387,0.06517102211525087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034871494652071185,0.0993198335205656,0.0,0.2925286513999451,0.0,0.0,0.03725852082776043,0.0,0.0,0.0655045517417121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883179713596933,0.10761361203410197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023312340756318013,0.11287170746013225,0.0,0.0,0.029208302676806006,0.02771580803969273,0.0,0.03602875306600745,0.11223836122416,0.0,0.031230039516427926,0.04406206128600931,0.0,0.033157863636928415,0.0,0.0,0.033248969900177526,0.0,0.0,0.033325545814925014,0.0,0.0,0.03507899117181418,0.12131201531712382,0.04894543830362159,0.0509108354675201,0.0,0.0,0.06194573581199689,0.12935119875536652,0.0,0.0,0.034633096196526034,0.0,0.02236497807393791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031506916788925955,0.0,0.028818610338320637,0.06896620281774778,0.0,0.06240060746584651,0.0,0.06321915195284528,0.0671557085426512,0.0,0.12632494823881282,0.0,0.03317904594486877,0.0,0.0,0.033013836997953634,0.0,0.021143787539308682,0.0,0.0,0.03543491666051672,0.0,0.11274403550965567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033402726314444166,0.1841044551201945,0.0,0.034431314436500944,0.0,0.03387906110173192,0.054603997623332214,0.0,0.19817244689868235,0.0,0.11185979696797904,0.1016351546084252,0.0652853907512893,0.03694628944593181,0.0467220838374463,0.07035767543188064,0.026357760088066826,0.027593578777754882,0.03780700762584819,0.03450389325922786,0.07556544066129639,0.0,0.0,0.062213465488405874,0.0,0.09926232540404097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973429333255436,0.12688926421089305,0.06485430396445853,0.0,0.23094510909862714,0.037934283541668494,0.0,0.0,0.07333932861876592,0.08963265707577889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252820641922434,0.0,0.0,0.058401445000815726,0.0,0.10589817715253964,0.0,0.059350747372055035,0.06119175593896727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579241201326838,0.16819574953335156,0.0,0.06726963658481265,0.046891475680909116,0.0,0.0,0.02125407697044171
adhd,coffeepot-pilot,2018/01/06,"I'm back on my Adderall! After having to stop Adderall because of not being able to afford it and having to find a new doctor after my old one closed, I am finally back on my Adderall and will be restarting it probably on Monday morning! YES!",5.41,5.869394999999997,6.875,74.27000000000002,67.75,8.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.5881166666666666,192,8,32,2,3,66,34,48,0.044,0.8690000000000001,0.087,0.4782,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,28,6,1,0.29915250689684625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600596244428759,0.0,0.18236059157113532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061952669860141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277069488464791,0.2734199716991001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889233552982353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313910233120058,0.0,0.20271348080103374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225369994074864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501048909283074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lurky_mclurks_alot,2018/01/06,"Seriously, how do we find a job we like? What do you do and how did you get into it? Yes!  Another jobs post.  Seriously- how do we find something we like and excel at?  I'm 30 and it's killing me that I do not have an established stable career.  Trying to figure out some next steps as my resume is a mess and I keep job hopping in unfulfilling low skilled jobs.",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,2.921333333333333,88.96066666666668,87.8,6.0,20.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.7051333333333338,279,9,61,5,9,97,54,75,0.146,0.693,0.161,0.3252,4,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,4,2,0,2,3,8,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,0,19,11,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,10,3,6,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,40,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035395572726188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548230789129245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141361513926912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7704904486379318,0.17253244368217405,0.21475215893389132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966309582882215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643646040896305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590216807651191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943411142710986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317868459646101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Otherside19,2018/01/06,"Have you noticed any novel effects after starting medication? Currently on week five of meds and I've recently noticed that some of my coworkers are much taller/shorter in relation to myself than I previously realized. 
It's entertaining in small ways; My apartment is designed for shorter tenants, which is why I can reach the top of the fridge at home and not at work. The only downside being that my cute coworker is suddenly six inches taller than me which is a little intimidating! 
I'm doubtful that medication could affect spatial awareness but it's fun feeling like I'm replaying old levels in a video game and discovering it's different than I remember. 

For those of you who are/have been medicated; **Have you experienced any changes outside of the expected attention/hyperactivity symptoms that surprised you?**",6.170769230769231,9.099513349650355,7.101398601398599,63.74132867132869,69.34965034965036,10.274125874125877,38.27272727272727,10.389873798559362,5.147836363636364,671,39,96,21,13,223,97,143,0.034,0.8220000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9278,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,3,0,6,0,1,6,0,11,4,0,2,0,14,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,11,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,12,5,18,12,2,21,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,2,8,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064422839486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871741532392409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126848997672242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485979554007265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946383583468856,0.1264026586651174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748059549501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644168100084201,0.17733571629202569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653530104665065,0.5347312909693615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006785023290646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028841669411685,0.18566389971413386,0.0,0.0,0.13456731655787707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470232529992086,0.0,0.20043327476685835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523576059741828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390358947504454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140443055469003,0.1419268756046918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965664455277526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881105153826886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zoomshrimp,2018/01/06,"The lies I tell (and hate myself for telling) There are many circumstances where I feel like I have to tell small lies because understanding the truth would require a deep understanding of ADHD, which most people don't have. 

I hate this. Integrity and truthfulness are really important to me, and I don't lie about important things. But telling these little lies makes me hate myself. 

Here are some examples:

 


*""Sorry I'm late, I hit some traffic.""*

True version: ""Sorry I'm late, I was reading every single Wikipedia article about medieval undergarments.""

 

*""Sorry I didn't call you back, I was having phone problems.""*

True version: ""Sorry I didn't call you back, I was feeling too shitty about myself to talk to anybody and sort of felt like you'd see through the phone that I hadn't showered in two days and was sitting in a pile of laundry, and then by the time I was ready for human contact again, I felt too guilty about not having called you back sooner, so I avoided you.""


 

*(When someone asks ""What did you do this weekend?"") ""Oh, you know, just relaxed.""*

True version: ""I sat on my couch and read the internet until my eyes hurt, while part of my brain kept pleading with me to get up and go outside or at least wash the dishes. I couldn't seem to do anything I wanted or needed to do, so I just kept on clicking and feeling miserable.""

 

You just can't say these things to people you don't know really well. It would make them really uncomfortable at best, or make them think you're pathetic or crazy at worst. So what can you do but lie? But lying feels horrible.
 

TL:DR I hate that being honest about my reality would make other people uncomfortable, so I lie and make myself uncomfortable instead.",4.056187915216704,6.353335321100918,4.649176420963832,81.8138532110092,73.46483180428135,7.690772962142782,27.178002741748394,8.53829466247534,2.131363893282716,1378,52,248,26,29,439,168,327,0.165,0.7490000000000001,0.086,-0.9814,1,1,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,10,2,2,24,20,4,2,8,0,31,4,2,5,5,59,64,25,0,7,11,0,6,2,0,3,1,1,2,1,13,11,1,4,12,4,0,1,9,9,1,1,14,10,44,11,31,43,11,27,0,2,3,0,26,12,0,9,15,174,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476216630243303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271687599485179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488668718916618,0.0,0.07371394203871959,0.0,0.0,0.18189194397925776,0.0,0.04806612120657106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274802624948878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802248143432169,0.24154346050630202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085161377109304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643437797399572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594753619198743,0.05633033043514401,0.1514163938017034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119577893674037,0.0,0.044812172403935056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113915097739776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441036802412921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666760297660525,0.0,0.1778920731665037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704408286295783,0.07902823882168443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631643509315389,0.07994134615513998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846614582383219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538667616120985,0.0,0.16399362073564286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544863322198503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774232492540693,0.0,0.1515396500739737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270454530651874,0.0,0.0,0.06283310146933851,0.07178191890564949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668092004895808,0.0,0.0,0.35306369234994145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337650221941735,0.2756728885197165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047686395936224,0.05052378377471741,0.0,0.0,0.04597796680629612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702482128738294,0.16417089635313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046507669466002925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089546178098564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803795920968548,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,angleneri,2018/01/06,"GUYS, I GOT AN INTERNSHIP B PROUD OF ME So on tuesday, I was at work and I kept thinking to myself ""I can't do this. I can't have a job like this forever, hell even for a couple more months, i can't do it"". It's not bad, I was just dreading it, but because of that, I went online looking for places or people that might hire me to do something I like and am good at. So I sent a bunch of emails. Wednesday morning, I have a reply and it's from one of the people I emailed saying he'd like to talk to me more and wanted to start interviewing people today. 

Yesterday we were supposed to confirm, but you know how we are, and so I forgot to check my email, and then I read it and got too nervous and didn't confirm on my end until almost 9pm. So today I didn't know if should have still gone or not. So I went anyway.

It went really well. I felt myself being nervous, and I think it showed but I got comfortable quickly and we had a nice chat. I made him laugh twice, and I got the internship on the spot, and we start on monday. 

It's at this one PR Firm in Hollywood (on the same street as Warner Bros); that branch focuses more on writers, artists, and filmmakers. This is a really good opportunity because I sort of want to pursue a career in PR, and it's vital to know people, and through the internship I hopefully will; but also, I'm a writer, so maybe I'll meet people or something. And I'm also very interested in the sort of art stuff they manage, so even working with that sort of stuff sounds super cool. 

It's not a super huge deal, and I'm very scared to not do well, or fuck it up somehow, but I'm going to give myself tonight to be proud of myself, and continue the usual beating myself up in the morning. 

Anyway, just thought I'd share. If you guys had any accomplishments this week, what were they? let's revel in it. ",3.9997207678883058,4.1511702068062855,5.413835078534036,84.59738438045378,70.75392670157069,8.146771378708554,26.649650959860377,7.9370924344782425,1.4114760907504358,1417,41,307,17,24,479,180,382,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.168,0.9896,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,4,2,2,9,22,27,2,4,18,1,28,1,0,2,0,62,60,42,0,6,17,1,1,3,0,3,0,2,0,2,24,23,0,2,7,5,1,6,9,7,2,3,22,5,43,20,43,31,5,43,1,0,1,1,25,19,2,13,21,219,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098956289926518,0.0,0.0,0.161303978272015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858339760602357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420791861474616,0.12295792473264673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159176224913753,0.0,0.0,0.10397486175734373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932569196991735,0.0,0.0,0.13322471487730267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683455355356103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323683635480967,0.0,0.09674724524441056,0.05731699982477646,0.16918117429364446,0.32264495462593884,0.0,0.0,0.19972035866151144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016963789684244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008089354712976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627826943470175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312887394078836,0.0,0.14781482732474416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469099506032804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954294068797054,0.0,0.0,0.10132024516349873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698893810076864,0.0,0.0,0.08049978410312969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668100492481394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495933443500385,0.0,0.1053697646809112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088014399984148,0.0,0.12921783867774755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802022356771711,0.10097129855987473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528290505856102,0.0,0.0,0.1427683351615992,0.0,0.08054121771311443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090477292280726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106170202733369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292448703293942,0.0,0.08006589894509714,0.0,0.0,0.19119342215709145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107516785852906,0.16642832977681174,0.11897124998115788,0.0,0.08089807435236253,0.0,0.1813576513921193,0.2804748120208873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684415450352367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SynthsNotAllowed,2018/01/07,"How does the weather affect your ADHD? I noticed that I tend to be more spacy during overcasts it rain. I'm still not sure if it's the look of the envrionment changing, the shift in air pressure, or if it's just a correlation and not a cause.

With this weather comes this question, does anyone else have their ruling faculties clouded when it's cloudy outside?",6.922391304347826,7.111193376811599,6.870833333333337,76.52625000000002,64.5072463768116,8.63913043478261,34.64130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.6892,289,12,51,3,4,92,53,69,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.575,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,1,14,6,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162325854580876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398746315217432,0.2696090244705648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27030823992693065,0.27835793478781345,0.2266642418994845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605357977081724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198123652974299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220963948732028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995766315157584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947671804364335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101369276497292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799805545872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gonnalearnmesomethin,2018/01/07,"Using Google Assistant to help with Morning Routine I have been struggling to get a morning routine going, but I have recently discovered some of what Google Assistant (GA) can do and it has been a game changer....

I now wake up, tell GA ""Good Morning"", and then it tells me the following:  

* The current Temperature outside

* Forecasted High

* What the weather will be like

* How long my commute to work will be

* Any reminders I put in the phone for the morning

* and then starts playing some news!




Has anyone else figured out any other tricks to help with their morning routine?
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adhd,ItsJurgi,2018/01/07,"I need help I need help, im tired of being a useless student, i never get good grades and i want to turn everything around. For starters i have no idea how to study, help would be appreciated. In class i cant concentrate for shit, i do take meds but i feel like they dont work",-0.052154963680386864,2.1154164237288136,1.8971428571428568,96.47322033898304,88.15254237288136,5.405326876513318,18.59806295399516,6.868970318607317,-0.04489539951573862,215,6,52,3,7,71,44,59,0.125,0.629,0.246,0.7104,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,1,1,11,14,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,11,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,29,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943848531068654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559138688173844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624602852875456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040833080529648,0.15599494949394982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408300652522715,0.0,0.0,0.18314827255112084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390821549655534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24649952541324624,0.23586403582493615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667865537245776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254643600317824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238192779783325,0.16841109768084567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414127822275295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417798908753714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509703198669593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375107258050641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879316512768282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589671743551704,0.0,0.0,0.15511520914510846,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Neednewmain,2018/01/07,"I like doing the dishes. Here's (probably) why... I think I had always hated doing it. anyway the thing that helped me (btw I hand wash them not using dishwasher so that's like more work)


I always pre wash it by soaking it with soapy water immediately after I put it in the sink.. 

Then it just seems so easy. 

If you let it pile up that's bad and you more likely won't do it ( I need to apply this suggestion with my other responsibilities lol)


Also when I'm waiting for my food (cooking/microwave/etc/people) I do the dishes. 


Seeing the sink get cleaned gives me pleasure and doing it more often by not letting it pile up give me pleasure more frequently (I seriously need to think like this for my homework and laundry...) 

Doing other's dishes is some thing else tho especially since they don't pre clean it. 

Tldr: pre clean them immediately",2.1091531165311683,4.650479359756101,4.0084552845528485,82.5518563685637,81.62195121951221,5.839566395663957,20.696476964769648,7.1686216300943375,0.7603899728997292,661,19,123,9,18,223,95,164,0.083,0.7879999999999999,0.128,0.8254,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,3,1,9,9,1,0,5,1,12,8,1,1,0,18,25,10,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,19,5,5,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,20,6,12,21,5,8,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,4,8,89,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839819861539848,0.2880041018458259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450014649706713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445716997705624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301068538278546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926813396086494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041813088498384,0.3320350708337513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086361159993668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600029652723982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539367232361894,0.0,0.3381988226955789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566476353588327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199799028499773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659088835043253,0.0,0.0,0.17397583881851902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790858527734515,0.1575498050116458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431592744581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995036899203736,0.22178321236076076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947062859062366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561621910810282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599172492954444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,softsavage,2018/01/07,"Vyvanse Coupons 2018 [Posted here](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7cg221/us_vyvanse_coupon_for_2018/?st=JC5BL6DS&sh=5a7f6cc2) a couple months ago asking about Vyvanse coupons.

Finally got [updated cards](https://imgur.com/a/Qwrip) from my doctor. 

Just an FYI to anyone interested. Ask your doctors about coupons. Reps often stop by with loads of goodies. One will give you up to 30 pills for free. The other drops your co-pay to $15. ",8.783939393939395,13.305545272727272,4.791212121212123,73.77348484848488,73.54545454545453,7.1757575757575776,30.06060606060606,8.167268648758528,3.072042424242424,372,15,46,7,9,98,58,66,0.036000000000000004,0.826,0.138,0.7456,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,11,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811200795785055,0.0,0.20735131713730667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25344653984993515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355863583084715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43735744043323205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882222782510955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478843328131357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562421809815041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243923480139692,0.0,0.0,0.1870829984886772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670852615891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850669208465046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240256757532781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556320960296067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,smittyle,2018/01/07,"Hyperfocus in the Start of relationships. So this isn't a easy subject for me, I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child and spent a life on no meds because it made me a angry child. I'm now 26(M) and realizing it's rearing it's ugly head. I've only been in one  long relationship about a year, I've been in many very short relationships. But now it seems like I can't even get a date, I know for a fact I have hyperfocus and I try to control it but it never works I end up breaking and texting the new person because of my want of to know more about them usually ends up with me saying sorry for my hyperfocus or for asking to many questions. And then I feel stupid because it's just a circle I'm caught in. Find some who attractive and cute  and I push them away everytime and I'm sick of it. I feel like I should give up but I also feel like I'm missing a big part of my life,at 26 my friends are all married and having kids and I can't even be in a relationship for 3 months or find someone for a date

So if anyone knows ways to not have the hyperfocus or have found out that meds help please tell me I'm tired of this 

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adhd,itsmeyuii,2018/01/07,"Skipping lines and words when reading? Hello everyone!

I have been diagnosed with ADHD a couple of weeks ago (I never thought I had it, I thought there were more symptoms of depression) and since then I have been trying to dig up more information about this.

After telling my therapist about my reading/focusing problems, she didn't say a thing about it. So I am curious as if this is related to ADHD, depression or what other thing. Highly doubt it is dyslexia, I don't think that's the issue here, after doing some research I barely can relate to any of the symptoms.

This has been like that all my life, though. Studying is painful. I sometimes have to go through the same page 30 times in order to actually comprehend what I just read 29 other times and it's frustrating; reading a guide and skipping words, then realizing I skipped 5 steps that were right in the middle of the page; hell, even reading a very short reddit comment can sometimes lead to me skipping words.
This also occurs when I am typing, I can omit words or write them twice because either my brain thought I wrote it or I did not.

Not sure if this is the right place to even ask this, but I am in need of help. Does anyone else experience similar stuff? Not only being unable to focus (if only that would be the problem, it would be a piece of cake) but also being unable to read when I am trying to do my best job.

Sometimes I feel like a total dumb when my sentences don't make too much sense because I wrote the same thing twice/forgot to write down a specific word or when I skip a complete paragraph and the text doesn't make too much sense because of it.  
It feels so damn sad :(",5.333788883974641,6.086230761609907,5.6426271561256085,82.00289989680086,68.0092879256966,8.133805100987763,29.93203597228365,8.11559375814309,2.021648798466756,1308,47,249,16,21,417,166,323,0.108,0.8340000000000001,0.058,-0.9531,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,20,15,4,1,17,0,34,6,1,3,4,53,47,27,0,8,14,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,26,6,0,0,8,5,0,3,8,11,0,1,13,3,29,4,31,28,14,29,1,3,0,0,13,11,3,9,16,187,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.091186248254979,0.0,0.22459907711491434,0.0,0.08283099972336842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945161703338558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354399800715968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533705937487826,0.0957427236510496,0.0,0.0,0.0873559775932097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088475630192973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806197480438301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043125588350218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797251958015103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339217602937537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096350745500665,0.09484201193448327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177202469015124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805908792215922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343557350859816,0.0,0.0,0.0892881638124264,0.0,0.09140454234254257,0.0,0.0,0.09449451323078048,0.06675522902744509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053105437318288866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626324333184613,0.098726966485603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752952976531602,0.09272710775639707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600109079102133,0.09130241837739113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474698005558682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738174850275062,0.06928631386807775,0.072068496018099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213422615150725,0.09942924189795267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097627361003046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788234065603502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673381527488584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595985019608601,0.0,0.07430910223077522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729647233544196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27725060177421484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696912767968386,0.0,0.0,0.08806830311562587,0.1942447471283089,0.0,0.0,0.08167272705322969,0.0,0.0,0.10849376313215653,0.18623682331364533,0.0598740808221881,0.0918066282766275,0.2225483499185168,0.10897396413835607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688243534480065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709971964660882,0.0,0.0,0.07495381178050721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275751998013707,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SuperMassiveBlackMol,2018/01/07,"Just got distracted mid-way through writing ""To actively be treating my ADHD"" on my new years goals, but I believe I can do it! Going to call the ADHD Centre in London tomorrow, when they open. Wish me luck, it's time to finally get on top of this thing!!",3.138529411764708,4.590990647058824,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,73.90196078431373,8.237254901960785,28.43627450980393,8.841846274778883,2.3083686274509803,197,8,39,4,4,67,44,51,0.03,0.75,0.219,0.8904,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,8,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6289182172436926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29479618910067623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671795585657257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286630851640249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670421887661507,0.0,0.14870487177948896,0.0,0.20926983597634768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252708548535196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738323125338265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257344805741846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768998655446516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30089095495764456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168497587395446
adhd,Rad_Hero,2018/01/07,"Strategies to succeed for the next semester? Hey everyone. My parents are rightfully upset that I did bad in some classes and I wasn't able to graduate. My next semester is going to be my last, whether or not if I graduate. Any advice? I'm desperate. My life has become extremely depressing these days.",2.3398214285714256,5.276800482142857,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,88.82142857142857,9.22857142857143,32.0,9.188382445141503,4.3704,241,14,39,9,8,82,45,56,0.191,0.7559999999999999,0.053,-0.8153,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,5,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,27,9,4,0.2637258076010615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25770980693996204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934259271200986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020003351254366,0.0,0.2912644346109741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700813284109751,0.0,0.2271466516455829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520013108840108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988145402330438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497173220951665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627733720734474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609507765755688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928362994958374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522039871797514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alchemist137,2018/01/07,"Interesting software analogy - IRQ ""In a computer, an interrupt request (or IRQ) is a hardware signal sent to the processor that temporarily stops a running program and allows a special program, an interrupt handler, to run instead. ""

This is an analogy to my thinking process with the exception that the interrupt handler itself can be interrupted by another IRQ. 

I was just interrupted to make this post ... but I don't remember anymore how did this pop into my head, it was some kind of association. Yeah, associations are dangers... they are IRQs.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interrupt_request_(PC_architecture)

I used to program these when I was 10 yo on C64 : https://www.c64-wiki.com/wiki/Interrupt

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adhd,Niith,2018/01/07,"Who here is resistant to Lidocaine (dental anesthesia)... apparently there is a connection between ADHD and Lidocaine resistance. Lidocaine only lasts a few minutes for me and my ADHD brother...

Articaine works too well  4+ hours  when it should last 20 minutes...",6.837790697674418,10.025701558139538,7.811802325581392,58.202819767441866,68.30232558139535,12.672093023255815,40.98255813953489,11.698219412168324,6.916353488372094,209,13,26,9,4,70,36,43,0.0,0.949,0.051,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7143427450010851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267781292658074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845081808993156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603065553943566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672145474973619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163619455649659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,philamander,2018/01/07,"Whipped cream kills I put whipped cream in my coffee. I always put tons of milk and cream in it to help take the acidity down and I might still be able to take my pill without it being totally neutralized. So, I added whipped cream, noticed the creamer had cooled my coffee, so I put the coffee in the microwave while I put the whipped cream in the fridge.

Except I put the whipped cream can, under pressure, in the microwave and my coffee in the fridge. :( I didn't open my microwave for an hour because I was afraid it was going to explode if I touched it.",4.156545454545455,5.406438245454545,4.147045454545456,89.82056818181817,71.0909090909091,6.590909090909091,30.113636363636363,6.6274283507984215,1.4283636363636365,437,18,89,3,8,134,55,110,0.08,0.895,0.025,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,10,1,8,2,0,0,1,9,11,7,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,4,9,15,1,15,4,2,18,0,0,6,0,1,9,0,2,3,62,19,0,0.16542056614048825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764316259414902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083884174105706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401231985608216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087791856808774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290593621282953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301334733855945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548507947975558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833241095107608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8314667921906866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321050778022503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875135778836355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945952271276204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OhShitAFly,2018/01/07,"What kind of joke utility computer program do you think would convey the “feeling” of having ADHD the best? One idea: a reminder/to-do list program that detects when the computer is idle or the program is minimized, and removes something from the list at random",11.36468085106383,9.211837489361704,10.396276595744684,62.38250000000002,57.085106382978715,12.804255319148936,49.03191489361702,11.20814326018867,5.855689361702128,210,12,31,4,2,67,36,47,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.7655,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,23,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501703198414492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930968116969332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939804112640207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228533020229029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39006565331452503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538239473314841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28836867227267843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400146470784173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660896740917522,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,atouchofthepoet,2018/01/07,"My partner of 9 years left me And I won't deny that ADHD played a role in why. But my diagnosis became a reason to refuse to try harder and be better. And be the partner he needed.

Now, I don't want to conflate all the issues in our relationship to my ADHD. I think my condition is fairly mild and I'm capable of having it under control (especially now that I'm on medication). So many of my other issues in our relationship had little to do with ADHD, or were tangentially connected to my mental health -- my lack of identity, my self-doubts which were magnified by us working in the same profession and him being exponentially more successful than me, my codependency issues, which were due to my sheltered upbringing -- and yet over time, despite years of therapy and starting medication last year, I came to use ADHD as a crutch. As an excuse for not trying. I think I was so lost in my own head about what I really wanted -- and that would have included leaving him, so that I could finally learn who I was, and painfully learn how to be responsible for myself -- that my obsession with ""curing"" ADHD became an excuse to stay in a rut, a sheltered bubble where I could do no wrong, and simply refuse to become better. Do you know how many hours I've spent learning every single iota of information about ADHD and psychology and extending that research into learning more about science and health and things as far out as how the gut microbiome affects the brain and all kinds of useless stuff? I could have written hundreds of papers on the subject. But I didn't, it was just a game for me, a way to waste time, an excuse to continue being lazy and not actually implement what I had to do. E.g. I spent months researching medication, re-reading the same articles over and over, before I asked my doctor. I needn't have wasted that time. My husband told me repeatedly that I was looking for things to be wrong with me, and that I had it in me, but if I spent even a fifth of the time I did researching various cognitive enhancers or psychology science articles, and doing the work that I wanted and needed to be doing, I'd actually be successful at my job. And he was right.

As soon as he left, I seemed magically capable of cleaning up after myself. Sticking to a schedule. Knocking things off a to-do list. Doing my freelance work. Being RESPONSIBLE for myself. We started dating when I was 24, and I had just left a 5.5 year relationship. I am 33 now and I've been with someone since I was 18. I have never had any time to actually learn how to be responsible and take care of myself and be autonomous for my own needs or ambitions. Especially my emotional, social, and professional needs. I came to see everything as a possibility instead of a reality I could execute. Over time, my amazing track record for failure turned into me just shrugging my shoulders and blaming it on my ADHD, which could never be cured, right? Merely managed. But I was not managing it at all, and though I made some progress, I became complacent about the art of self-reflection, which is ironic because I refused to see the writing on the wall, that I needed to be by myself for a while. 

Now I see that I was really lazy. I always had it in me. Medication HAS made a huge difference, but I needed to work through all that other stuff before I could actually use it. It's always important to remember that it's a tool, and it has to be used in order to be effective. I forgot that, and over years I'd fallen into so many bad habits and had become codependent on my husband for so many things, literally EVERYTHING -- from chores to him doing the intellectual work of our profession to all the social and networking aspects of our lives as extroverted, well-known writers, where I actually should have made plans to see friends and acquaintances in our community, instead of waiting for him to do it for me, or staying up to date on those shared interests because it wold have helped my career -- and I became a person I don't recognize today. I became obsessed with psychology, I turned away from the subjects I love and write about, I refused to stay up to date with current news on those subjects (it was almost like I thought, ""HE can do the reading and thinking and having opinions for us""). I became obsessed with and found too much comfort in my cats, but then I just became obsessed with cats for a while. I am a smart person, but all I could talk about for months were the different cat personalities from some crazy cat lady's blog. I became obsessed with reading Dr. Axe and learning about leaky gut for a while. I became obsessed with everything that wasn't my husband, that he could never possibly connect with, as a defense mechanism. But this is not who I was meant to become. We eventually couldn't talk about anything except for cutesy conversations about our cats. And it drove him away. I was a bad partner as a result of that laziness and codependency. I was selfish, I didn't pay attention to what he wanted, and always assumed he merely wanted what I wanted or needed.

I think it's important in your ADHD journey to truly root out all the mental blocks that are holding you back. We are plagued by self-doubts and insecurities, but it's too easy to say it's because of our neuro-wiring. Truth is, a lot of non-ADHD people have doubts and insecurities and are also holding themselves back. Sometimes this kind of admission means you need to start becoming responsible for yourself, once you have the proper tools you need (medication, diet, exercise, external structures, etc.). Yes, you will always be worse at others doing certain tasks in life, or it will always take you more time, and you have to learn how to live with those shortcomings. But you're selling yourself short if you don't address the real issues in your life so you can truly start trying and living the life you want to live. Some of the things holding you back are self-imposed. It's only by necessity that I am changing. By losing the love of my life, I will finally take the steps to become the person I know I can be.",8.054929647798375,7.286086041594459,8.521324501365921,68.8062049466851,62.50086655112653,11.28993331962518,36.023793437711134,10.566462162232213,3.810292647534002,4828,190,846,100,59,1612,413,1154,0.083,0.807,0.11,0.9906,3,0,0,0,0,0,147.0,12,14,0,15,43,38,1,9,52,1,102,23,5,17,12,200,166,93,0,31,27,3,0,1,4,6,15,1,3,7,64,69,1,12,24,7,5,6,17,19,0,0,45,6,135,19,165,89,23,113,0,3,5,2,78,53,0,17,50,653,199,27,0.0,0.0,0.18552225686542348,0.0,0.4112606410098411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807401697359143,0.0,0.0,0.030406559996514287,0.15818872806200984,0.0,0.0,0.0258565872511298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03128925769014816,0.0,0.03554588202479909,0.0,0.07144673489050962,0.08771081023657552,0.06349435784461603,0.06953444463332406,0.2099641851047387,0.06470865248809396,0.0,0.0,0.06725557960088574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424456575521492,0.0,0.08697516555616734,0.0387664479346901,0.0,0.040222737579607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264543949698564,0.242862822767552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945078865161694,0.0,0.03891761492215387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042770167359542983,0.0,0.0,0.04240511107640266,0.025113486532266232,0.0,0.03203557558506583,0.0,0.10251644808534864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330352698171385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168968194914897,0.02937607032619175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902202944537447,0.08083222709362703,0.0,0.0,0.0254856639122218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037444479417031135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874234388931072,0.037731440064222126,0.0,0.0,0.07918911455288682,0.04179231642720119,0.030993392402482257,0.0,0.04026031164347471,0.12393459296005367,0.0,0.10742559588494884,0.018575860986494552,0.03810850940935564,0.13429817021920007,0.0,0.031929303294971866,0.04253742441868062,0.0415060236503555,0.032325349054630574,0.06863353744285075,0.10793335726015214,0.0,0.15419528956091574,0.0,0.041417622594087114,0.0,0.19151821997536256,0.07663542483696073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069835452937297,0.0,0.02795089448474664,0.25373865485667685,0.08797583157136497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049269558975962,0.0,0.028917806048685962,0.040458594817380435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02635999710171001,0.13279903637867066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572925650379376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140982950519214,0.043277901406855834,0.04871634297511309,0.03909343754645842,0.0,0.12246572782565356,0.04307205281096697,0.06494197281442105,0.0,0.030236998703900817,0.0,0.0,0.12119596105215336,0.034614233757755936,0.15866293775929474,0.0,0.0,0.031452584725951686,0.0,0.0,0.07751825117253992,0.032216320184401286,0.0,0.03760520059605265,0.0,0.10765001570818104,0.12158069980008132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705327551833777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576450907684649,0.0611220512356405,0.0,0.0,0.043482014534967306,0.0,0.12630221637507355,0.097453068325079,0.037356889221845865,0.030185598471024425,0.1551984790183639,0.0,0.03604086101307948,0.036332104848817465,0.0,0.07744429520532425,0.08271507003818826,0.0,0.0,0.0914727131146961,0.09851763277470496,0.0,0.0,0.15698648864186074,0.03018047132708272,0.0,0.0,0.03418677187602951,0.0,0.03430937020710688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840407539481792,0.0,0.03874815098269874,0.027010075744866212,0.08314321639074895,0.0,0.12242613833809657
adhd,depressionranting,2018/01/07,"So tired of being the problem employee. So tired of making screw ups. So tired of doing my best, only to be told that I've produced the wrong thing entirely. I'm medicated, and working jobs that are within the only strengths I know that I have, but I am still always, without fail, the problem employee.

I never nail it; I always need more guidance than anyone else. I make more minor mistakes; I make more major mistakes that are sinking the groups that I'm working with. 

Half of what I touch turns to ash. The half that I did correctly enough is never enough to impress people beyond the big failures.

This is AFTER being medicated and having coping techniques for a good long while. This is AFTER a major career change to something that I would be better at. 

But at work, I cause trainwrecks. Just as often, I do something that I'm really proud of, only to be told that I missed the point entirely and nothing that I produced can be used. 

I don't know what to do. 

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adhd,yolomcswagger83,2018/01/07,"Why can (or do, I’m not sure if everyone is affected like this) meds such as adderall or Vyvanse cause you to feel numb or emotionless? Adhd meds are mostly stimulants so shouldn’t they make you feel “good”, instead of apathetic?",3.7708139534883713,6.196961372093022,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,74.81395348837209,8.951162790697676,29.3546511627907,9.516144504307137,3.0758883720930235,181,8,33,5,4,59,38,43,0.174,0.715,0.11,-0.2783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,14,9,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404550834415268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910130663667881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706922009795004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864761316030851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376071092079024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839937753254353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909580595548695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293344371163384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669939865375615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562182467070965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JGraham626,2018/01/07,"I have been choosing not to take my medicine. Should I tell my family? The past three or four days I’ve been choosing not to take my medicine. I’m on focalin xr. I haven’t noticed a ton of changes as far as my inattentiveness goes with or without it. With it I get anxiety and am generally less social. I notice I’m a lot happier without it, because I’m not constantly worrying about something. However I do think it helps when I’m in school. 
I should tell my doctor and family, yes? (I’m 17, parents control my medicine and all that) And does anyone have any tips on how to combat anxiety? My problems are anxiety and being less social.",2.479146981627298,4.645163259842518,4.23986220472441,83.51496391076115,77.81889763779527,7.697900262467193,29.480971128608928,8.59863814320734,2.4982341207349084,502,24,98,11,12,169,74,127,0.083,0.826,0.091,0.4724,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,11,1,0,2,1,25,20,11,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,0,14,0,14,15,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510952292583756,0.0,0.3547254823050756,0.0,0.0,0.10807546512098264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942214096977345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350931067203844,0.0,0.0,0.1670298907966172,0.17335782781213604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968165965224796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820386109540854,0.13526090226323473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914203149773253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075385047889566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360168375062023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140566404001874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519466297947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162617797547847,0.0,0.1475498137123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478978624339446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642806556415464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151191732944145,0.0,0.1189917140224179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242733841817184,0.0,0.2701933037216157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903903229592424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979903529297888,0.0,0.0,0.15696829411277388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Iinfinitesimall,2018/01/07,"I'm 15 and I've been seeking diagnosis for the almost 3 years now. I've talked to my mother about this before. However, she's one of those sceptical parents that never believe in mental conditions/disorder/etc. I have been talking to her about it generally over the past 3~ years now and I always ask her if I can get a diagnosis. I've noticed through my life that I've had a lot of typical ADHD symptoms and have managed to talk to me doctor once about it. She advised I spoke to my mom which I did but that didn't end well, clearly. I've expressed how important it is to me but she just seems to think I'll be fine, it's a thing of age. 

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and that's why I've come to this conclusion. I really want to know if I have ADHD so I can get treatment or if I don't so that I can work on improving my nature.

Does anyone have any advice?",1.3232085561497335,3.047934903743318,3.8443850267379673,87.09245989304813,79.64171122994652,6.966844919786098,23.834224598930483,7.928766900206844,1.2650021390374329,685,24,149,12,17,240,107,187,0.04,0.899,0.06,0.5076,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,1,0,6,0,17,3,0,1,2,25,28,13,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,14,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,7,1,21,2,21,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,8,9,100,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572041479065371,0.14522138136087842,0.0,0.0,0.1488128924923645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365662493097974,0.0,0.0,0.101060876804533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391257577955748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893163739386066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645739156858102,0.16743420471313675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801559850529295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521101083052712,0.13005087455053554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162562758276972,0.0,0.16574104172187742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528668968457926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167296211221557,0.0,0.1676401798687479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496865659357256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526882675385403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976537996082076,0.0,0.0,0.1740519249894823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461830583515455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919511194313636,0.0,0.15826633579809898,0.10070295933409117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650154195928625,0.0,0.14186643732216042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520429529152494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352902755301951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446419075842432,0.0,0.3583447438347949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873083872399324,0.19044842299894413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765487900362569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361953406117544,0.0,0.13409871156101774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819089988072436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140179272808686
adhd,cassystats,2018/01/07,"Good strategies for math learning? I haven't found any good sources after a quick search of /r/adhd or the interwebz.  Any help would be great!

Edit with s.ome further information:
I was diagnosed with adhd this summer. This request is for myself, 37 y/o, going to grad school.   Haven't taken a math class since my BS in 2008.  Just looking for strategies to understand, not memorize, math concepts.",3.676250000000003,6.636068569444448,4.145000000000003,81.37500000000003,78.58333333333334,6.377777777777778,27.055555555555557,7.6454224807358475,1.9536888888888888,315,13,52,5,8,99,57,72,0.033,0.8290000000000001,0.138,0.8218,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,10,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,29,6,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563765264920717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482220982193826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349425021841437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538006595868788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155271665642107,0.3883009081684641,0.0,0.2552022759050425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515297811149284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438090811769287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342653068353549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914787154983725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409738945090452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443337341599798,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OiManWhoCares,2018/01/07,"My boyfriend has Adhd Hey, He reaally likes me a lot and have loads of things in common with him and he thinks I make him feel alive :) yes I know he likes me but i had this thought that what if he's only with me for stimulation? Also is there anything I can do to help him?",-0.3714769975786929,1.7167824576271191,1.2971428571428592,100.77491525423729,88.83050847457628,4.049394673123486,16.90314769975787,5.288315135182226,-0.9206581113801456,211,5,52,1,7,68,46,59,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,13,11,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,11,2,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261907396633586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359375303556844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918264354489085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930922515478614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376978875051527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489281038365905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465040526538282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30148977910156083,0.0,0.0,0.23671516545661864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26970854801863936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355973155965269,0.2272295961324551,0.0,0.2815329047088482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gearboxx88,2018/01/07,"Just need a hug Hope I  am not the only one, due to the stress in our lives recently my wife is having a hard time being close. 
And I don’t mean sex or anything, even a Kiss when leaving or a cuddle on the couch or in bed. She Made it quite clean she does not want to because there is too much going on. Getting new therapy, dexamphetamine and sleep medications just to get to the end of the day just for it all to start again. 
My dad dief 8 years ago and me and my mom lost the connection. I love her because she’s my mother but I have no real connection with her. We just dont get each other. 

There are friend who tell me to ask If I need anything but as a 33 yo M, just asking someone for a good hug and a shoulder is too much for me.. 
I hate the being weak/asking for help and I am sick and tired of it..

Sole reason I’m still here is because i have two fantastic sons (3 & 6) and i love them with all i have. I just need something to make the time in between bearable.. any thought?

Location south-east of Amsterdam Holland ",1.1214383561643828,2.8149772511415527,2.9051575342465767,93.7371883561644,80.14155251141553,6.023835616438356,21.45228310502283,6.961326702584282,0.35086283105022803,794,23,185,9,20,264,131,219,0.094,0.748,0.158,0.9519,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,2,15,11,1,1,15,0,15,12,2,3,2,40,36,16,0,6,14,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,5,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,1,26,8,23,31,5,20,0,1,0,7,21,6,0,5,13,123,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073842516450168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535612444549186,0.0,0.08495324566249164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056051689522187,0.0,0.3503638765565346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284592587400176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056625398687511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932266019898584,0.0,0.14641110377500394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106464205445832,0.0,0.0,0.08251174720376397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651670171246418,0.0,0.19580438119102256,0.0,0.07099772447440786,0.10478111585984244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190821191101892,0.12333751874000524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373455654369366,0.0,0.0,0.12407865683554135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227747777685292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103110141319627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637033338526794,0.0,0.2254992784020076,0.11820700240965393,0.08338837006385831,0.0,0.0,0.1360798868318596,0.0,0.1258487381369262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463105843645108,0.0,0.0,0.1836684155249692,0.27789078879267753,0.0,0.12065328920652145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465237502140119,0.09501104911542267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287305507729025,0.0,0.1421919356280504,0.0,0.1284436484760935,0.12334831097349175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250151631292745,0.0,0.10584849950943716,0.09617332504001437,0.0,0.0,0.08842251822723231,0.0,0.0997652215138652,0.0,0.14310110107864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918990719622147,0.0,0.14286256058512534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917645114848714,0.14568947873280227,0.14358284572966146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203351781650985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368396856395555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804475680006228
adhd,ohsnapt,2018/01/07,"informational organizational overload, and a resolution 

i get obsessed with information, and organization. I've spent far far too many hours in my life making giant bristol board charts, calendars, syncable todolists, etc


eventually I abandon or change them, and there is no  continuity, but they make me feel great, or at least that i am progressing 


Not to mention, I am the most interesting man in the world. I am thinking about a million things, doing research, new hobbies etc etc


holy shit, i feel exhausted, finally realizing the absurdity of jumping around, never sticking with it, never moving forward in ways that make sense to other people


but, i did it. i finally did it, i created a massive life organizational structure with many moving parts. I feel intense relief, Recently acquired vyvanse helped, but the groundwork is all me, over many years, now i must work within it


simplification of life is the hardest thing in the world to me. The only skill that matters is the one I have difficulty with: the ability to decide on a path, figure out all the steps and what is required at each one, and the order in which they should happen, and then storing and accessing the info, and then follow through and make them happen, and then feel the feelings that you expected to feel with those accomplishments


how do you simplify? 






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adhd,Jhotbeer,2018/01/07,"Postive fibes Shalom everyone! 
First of all i love this subreddit! 
I love the fact that i am not alone, i love that this is a place where we can be funerable and most of all i love the people here!

You guys really made it less daunting for me to start back on meds, although it is ugly fight for me. I have taken some hits but i am still on my feets and going strong!

But although i love this subreddit, i sometimes get the feeling that there is too much rambeling here. With that i mean there are to much negatively loaded posts.

Nothing wrong with those posts but i know that we are more than that! I love our victory stories and i know that we are funny and witty people. And more even i realise we are caring and wise people each time i enter the comment section! 

Because of that i would love to see more of postive posts on the frontpage! I would even like more shitposts about adhd because almost everything is less daunting if you laugh at it. So the main question do you share this feeling and do you have ideas how i/we can get more postive fibes around here?

Tl Dr: love this subreddit. Helped me alot, but think to much negative posts on frontpage, i know ars more then that so how can we get more postive fibes on the frontpage?

Disclaimer:
There is absolutly nothing wrong with posting about your problems and please don't hesitate to do so because of this! 
I don't want to lose those we need them more then anything else but i am just a postive feels junkie 



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adhd,MyPreciousthrowAway_,2018/01/07,"I need help with... Basically everything Hello people,
I am sorry if this post will be all over the place but I am currently pretty hopeless. I am currently in the first year of my college studies (Japanology + English and english literature). For 20 years I struggled with lack of motivation, laziness, loss of focus, impulsiveness and so on. Then I watched the video in this subreddit's FAQ and decided to visit a psychiatrist. She diagnosed me on the first visit and basically asked me how I managed to get through Secondary school and survive till now. She prescribed Straterra (Atomoxetine) to me, saing that she would never prescribe Amphetamines to an adult.
Well... Those worked for quite some time... The doctor said placebo itself doen't really work with this type of thing so I guess my body just got used to the dosage or something along those lines. I got diagnosed last May. Now I am at my first exam period and all will left me. I can't force myself to do anything. I sleep either too much or too little. I always drift off to TV shows and video games. I straight up DO NOT want to study what I should. It feels like all the effect the pills had on me is gone. Caffeine stops working after my third cup of coffee and I am basically tired and willingless the whole day (which I presume is thanks to my awful sleeping schedle). My sleeping sucks, I can't stop my brain since as you all know, we don't have an off switch. I keep lying in bed for hours before sleeping and if I take a sleeping pill I have prescribed (Chlorprothixen) I always oversleep.

I don't know what to do. I am immune to basically all advice there is. My motivation is gone if there even was any. Is there anything I can do?",3.2588873839009302,5.788565464396285,4.201670859133132,82.91677873452014,77.01857585139321,6.885797213622293,25.88322368421053,7.972316293177498,1.7175976006191944,1347,51,249,23,32,434,188,323,0.1,0.818,0.08199999999999999,-0.7312,2,0,1,0,0,1,46.0,1,1,0,12,13,7,1,1,13,1,30,14,7,5,6,51,48,22,0,8,9,0,1,1,0,5,7,1,1,1,12,15,0,3,8,5,0,5,6,4,1,4,7,3,44,3,38,35,10,41,0,2,1,0,13,15,1,8,21,183,56,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033712410723822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176042104353388,0.0,0.0,0.07193698449395132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410301084379068,0.0,0.0988940860294726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900146892056898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750256383218395,0.0,0.11809031793362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682221534750435,0.0,0.0,0.21473777401092525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827476317758147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986956452196733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507215143623224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348774507609847,0.07557235971989694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26994033843523163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526795601409005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921081419229134,0.0,0.1165333861284515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090501897505619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417627465857277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402598946241043,0.0,0.0,0.1162726228945204,0.08622836289328531,0.0,0.0,0.11493500418856177,0.0,0.0,0.05168088931337468,0.1060237077632366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777636678658523,0.07843775403948244,0.08158741097738673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333754777260709,0.0,0.11052212915325543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013121643880556,0.10762071260532337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125146759045983,0.0,0.0,0.06776816242541049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062513981524446,0.0,0.0,0.1070594082597747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750590624161404,0.0,0.5293037235603865,0.0,0.0,0.08143795964690091,0.0,0.11841691747674454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688090414574734,0.0,0.11058876931832963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953666506295376,0.0,0.0,0.0973920155424074,0.0,0.0,0.07027842068004042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168370431761357,0.12158354711822927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913637126258812,0.0,0.0,0.06239434953546896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511283350963992,0.0,0.0,0.11810444734648025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103679682572906,0.0,0.0,0.0751461660878696,0.0,0.0,0.1362433043424503
adhd,DaturaToloache,2018/01/07,"Impulsivity & novelty seeking: are you a cheater? ADHD folx seem to be predisposed towards impulsive, thrill seeking behavior and we also get bored quickly. Does this equal a higher incidence of infidelity? How many of us live poly or just avoid commitment all together? Raise your hand if you're an impulse or serial cheater, poly or just generally promiscuous. 
For science.",6.771904761904764,10.033967063492067,7.42246031746032,60.54892857142861,68.84126984126985,11.81904761904762,40.65873015873015,11.20814326018867,6.297901587301588,307,19,42,12,6,101,54,63,0.179,0.708,0.113,-0.5913,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,2,14,4,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151599944221736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762537286037897,0.0,0.37429152776343855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302302874529476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804817262092826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050359056727686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502288953372823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144818466620176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155300380302212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,asgoodasitgets123,2018/01/07,ADHD was the reason for divorce I am in the process of finalizing my divorce.  My wife is a perfectionist and I have been recently diagnosed as having ADHD. She claims that I am a tornado of mess and disorganization and very inconsiderate.  After my diagnosis she feels vindicated and says that only a small percentage of the population could ever be married to someone with ADHD and she feels justified in our divorce.  Is this common?  Can someone who has ADHD be in a relationship with a perfectionist?,6.466131621187802,8.760863382022475,8.593290529695025,56.09853932584269,66.86516853932585,11.37784911717496,36.30979133226325,11.20814326018867,5.1872330658105925,407,21,59,14,7,145,56,89,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.119,0.633,0,0,0,0,3,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,13,1,0,1,1,12,15,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,10,0,12,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8038212894999849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350450656451346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697158094130185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125206882617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909397503217855,0.0,0.0,0.18317165448450404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271716233374499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719209232627882,0.1651008497272265,0.17952221069341662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329730271913961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833549494668899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796672021656553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ProgMM,2018/01/07,"[Semi-Meta] Why do we still have subtype flairs? Subtypes have been considered obsolete for about five years now. Why are we still discussing them? According to Dr. Barkley et. al, they were introduced in a misguided attempt to try to find predictors of drug successes, which turned out to be fairly bunk. Virtually all patients outgrew overt hyperactivity, hence the high concentration of ""PI"" people.

Granted, a lot of people who identify as PI may be better described by the disorder that is currently known as SCT, while being virtually unable to find treatment for the latter thus far.",7.192499999999999,9.761505850000002,7.1030000000000015,66.40150000000003,65.5,10.6,36.5,10.686352973137794,4.7805,475,24,69,14,8,151,80,100,0.046,0.87,0.084,0.6072,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,3,4,2,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,1,1,10,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,16,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,46,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612320259186895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26710769262123696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702763583901697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260264177888301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462413692256004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813982755276852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32314981479070004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722450671279136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823288065140031,0.2535030586318458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206019668831039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008341532378272
adhd,Hoggs,2018/01/07,"Who loves driving? I keep reading here a lot of you with ADHD are too scared to drive, think they are bad drivers, or have a lot of accidents. I've also read someone say it's common for ADHDers to have road accidents.

I seem to have bit of a different experience. I absolutely love driving. I drive everywhere, I've had many people tell me I'm a good driver, I've never had a speeding or traffic fine, I play racing games a lot on pc/xbox/ps4, I'm the fastest person I know on the local indoor go-cart track, and in 10 years of driving almost every day I've not had a single accident. I've of course had a couple of close calls but who hasn't over 10 years?

Am I alone in this feeling? Some of you must be the same.

Perhaps my general interest in driving has become a trigger for hyperfocus?",3.3058997955010234,4.422141466257674,5.199524539877302,81.97797801635994,72.98773006134971,7.887321063394682,28.307259713701434,8.344100000000001,1.9852744376278117,621,24,125,10,12,214,104,163,0.066,0.81,0.124,0.8240000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,3,8,0,1,12,0,14,2,0,1,2,22,23,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,4,0,6,3,2,0,0,4,2,12,6,19,17,7,22,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,8,7,76,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565634931585474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630226717513207,0.16861375843826856,0.0,0.130192688962575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359328576249693,0.0,0.17980200225053708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773760278998274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623902951927338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013730038062115,0.0,0.10499381235669844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009342418111484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716769435153678,0.0,0.0,0.15925158104258996,0.0,0.0,0.08231757550657154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925241201165059,0.13655058132535225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470588498618092,0.0,0.0,0.08947171357522624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152252785805403,0.29387029620327515,0.0,0.0,0.16505566048576226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556292761943075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128663980440645,0.14215241414813085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256920840011237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946667323992014,0.16299318849265787,0.0,0.0,0.14820881315801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794159397732952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229611108979967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431693863388404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967828194137286
adhd,Andrew_Korenchkin,2018/01/07,"How DOES Amphetamine cause insomnia, anyway? I really don't get it.  I mean, once they start to wear off, you'd think they really would make us sleepy and our brains would be pretty inactive.  But they almost always fuck up my sleep, or at least give me a trwirling roulette; someday I slept fine, others I do not.  It's frustrating, but also perplexed me.

On another note, Methylphenidate for me does not have this problem.  The only thing I can think of is that the half life of Methylphenidate means it leaves the body much quicker.

TLDR:  Why after the meds take effect, sleep is so hard?",4.505929292929292,6.5272459363636415,4.194848484848485,86.75671717171717,71.45454545454545,7.4343434343434325,24.040404040404038,8.167268648758528,1.3167373737373738,463,13,88,7,9,140,86,110,0.107,0.846,0.047,-0.8273,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,3,1,4,4,2,0,5,0,10,9,6,5,0,19,21,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,15,1,9,16,2,6,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,2,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619957912473091,0.0,0.0,0.12937260466004033,0.13461100354388725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963676063439614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969721612368972,0.0,0.18059607119842427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618902382442902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314340205838695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149559762861427,0.08452154159599946,0.15519075530605933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491996344162664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129794959832245,0.0,0.0,0.11426752276799773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798706667496384,0.0,0.0,0.3524440590739527,0.17969721612368972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892433811927967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228668743698305,0.0,0.12303831442955887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458485518702615,0.0,0.15479825739005434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072763305327779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237866562419726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145062358703038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163579096016627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747711486371646,0.2073196915858561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945972045559492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597812407743072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298427610080788,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,strangelystrangled,2018/01/07,"I absentmindedly set my phone down and now I can't find it. it's been four days since I last saw it. I am going insane at this point. My parents have been helping me look but we've basically turned my house upside down and it hasn't appeared yet. I just want to cry at this point. How am I *THIS* absentminded?

EDIT: I FOUND IT!! IT WAS IN A BIN WITH CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS THAT HAD BEEN PUT AWAY!!!",-1.0628861788617885,0.8004771829268299,1.3639512195121952,95.02047967479677,106.43902439024393,4.1378861788617884,15.222764227642276,6.079149491110277,-0.5431684552845528,307,8,70,4,15,103,59,82,0.094,0.866,0.04,-0.7284,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,17,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,2,11,0,8,10,0,16,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,1,4,48,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23452106812805565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741898406600002,0.1609807220195641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281431586462197,0.0,0.0,0.27368944866736084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418616900011036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673113580853314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880216542047436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346915789170944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961333851845776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771673961322099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719328275677038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509315470579491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648371900052115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715089304692574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147229117325286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FinalFatality,2018/01/07,"Adderall makes it harder to talk sometimes? Adderall history: So i started adderall when i was 8. Stopped taking at 15 until i was like 22 because dumb me thought i was better without it. (i'm really not) 23 now and i started taking it for a couple months early 2017 when i was 22 and stopped again. Started back up in november. I'm at 30mg right now and thinking about going up in dose because it just doesn't give me the motivation it used to. 

So a lot of the time i struggle to get sentences and words out because i'm either talking too fast or forgetting what i was going to say. But on days when i take my meds it gets twice as bad. Like I'll try and say words and they wont even come out as words, or i'll combine two sentences that I'm trying to say into one and then it doesn't even make sense. I've at times found myself trying to say a sentence and i'll just forget to say some of the words? I even still do the thing where halfway through my sentence i'll just completely forget what i was saying.
I don't remember this happening while on meds before so i don't know if this is a sign of my dose being too low or something else.",3.2083597754454445,4.0212808049792566,4.529694898706371,87.83675372223581,72.90041493775934,6.998389065169637,27.45447888699048,7.048011613610866,1.2410735172077128,898,32,193,8,17,298,128,241,0.084,0.8490000000000001,0.067,-0.7059,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,21,7,1,1,8,0,14,2,0,4,0,44,38,24,0,1,11,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,13,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,7,4,0,3,8,6,20,3,29,28,3,40,0,1,0,0,10,15,1,6,24,126,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470124878438373,0.09197357861070446,0.2014456694021671,0.0,0.09373252267502256,0.0,0.0,0.09742182687426096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948874940469294,0.11549385806519465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188276217209325,0.0,0.07103990030922842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201912189065402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182660607498478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077763663312492,0.0,0.0,0.11510132370629556,0.10566928279708936,0.1252055549129951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740838391491298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605374875929477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076308805191103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364857393062452,0.0,0.0,0.1470566447647074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471143156660005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792347968160563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464286825895415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705671582853489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478245216144973,0.09407049452170907,0.0,0.5255909479171095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480155257513466,0.10894463667642673,0.0,0.2339016611462472,0.0,0.08796873430192811,0.1841865311642021,0.0,0.11515636413570987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484651892028445,0.17707443543018273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318109653085685,0.07058192054155116,0.0,0.08744958160471697,0.12846279345404074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436100512894536,0.0,0.10760397202384016,0.0,0.0,0.09513726416152912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618405150503828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,skycake23,2018/01/07,"I am like a new person on adderrall I have been prescribed adderall for a long time but I never took it as directed and always abused it. Lately I have been disciplined and taking it like I am supposed to and it is like a magic pill that makes everything better(I know your not supposed to say that). I can think about things extremely clearly and talk to people way better, I am not shy and I am focused and have way more willpower. The willpower is prolly the biggest difference because normally I feel defeated and like I can’t get my life together but when I take adderall I feel like I can control my emotions better. I want to start taking it monday-thursday but hope I dont build a tolerance from taking it regularly. I dont think i built a tolerance before cause i would go through the whole prescription in like a week and a half and be forced to take a tolerance break while waiting for the next prescription. I don’t know why I even abused it cause when I take it normally i still get the positive effects I am just not speeding my nuts off. I think that adderall is just exactly the drug I needed to function and if you take 1 and it feels good its really easy to think “well i bet i would feel even better if i took more” and it is so easy to just keep popping them but I have learned the hard way that less is more when it comes to adderall.",5.702205882352942,5.718766573529416,6.180441176470588,81.03073529411766,67.08823529411765,9.594117647058825,32.44117647058823,9.354420925462401,2.7370323529411755,1076,42,215,19,16,349,131,272,0.087,0.685,0.228,0.9913,2,0,1,0,2,0,12.0,0,2,1,6,12,13,0,0,15,0,25,3,0,5,3,55,55,24,0,9,12,0,5,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,17,13,0,4,12,0,1,4,8,1,1,1,4,6,35,12,18,48,5,26,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,20,150,52,1,0.0,0.21397556530360912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513476110205172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550445233982439,0.0,0.0768365294653418,0.0,0.0,0.3194432351786601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552083075081827,0.0,0.07778330854816698,0.0,0.0,0.10127633453889302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434167809935223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116560161830096,0.0,0.1047164429220214,0.0,0.0,0.1015725439550387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192813062067074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115357870614909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262853482427185,0.06450855849887477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435344315997303,0.0,0.051318155293074236,0.07573726644457847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088883185953442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968580087855675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026057495269061,0.0,0.0,0.09925029896656776,0.0,0.1018595232772504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377980104797037,0.26468881087495955,0.0,0.0,0.07991045400152333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027428845435704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695445879592025,0.06964300563478112,0.08720989690806714,0.09603242526456836,0.0,0.17694477376103626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260092325008716,0.07884430195448879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784689648945635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180820346346273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639130416556585,0.0,0.07211170735960667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752474239292115,0.07257771735570502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998965267791296,0.23143599095115275,0.0,0.0,0.052653203673252935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006477100343909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053259810358261606,0.21502187901328695,0.07243121508831342,0.0,0.08118830491983357,0.0,0.08147945702750453,0.10081394413071114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828951931665594,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sivadneb,2018/01/07,"I just can't seem to ""get started"". I do okay at work. But at home, in my personal life, I don't get anything done. Every night I come home, eat, watch TV, and crash. My apartment is a dump 90% of the time. I tell myself ""I'll do it this weekend"", but it never happens. I generally suck at being an adult, and I'm much older than most of my friends. I haven't been on a date in over a year. I feel like the years just keep slipping past me, and before I know it I'll end up old, fat, and alone with dementia like my uncle. 

Why is it so fucking hard to just be like any other normal person and just get off my ass and do something about it? Why do I always end up on the couch wasting hours in front of the TV? Even if I do find motivation to do something like clean, exercise, whatever, the moment is fleeting. 

It sucks.

Just venting and getting this off my chest.",1.6392490842490837,2.986299884615388,3.4705714285714286,91.79109523809522,77.62637362637362,6.172014652014653,23.122344322344322,6.742157984588678,0.503858168498168,657,20,151,6,15,221,109,182,0.103,0.748,0.149,0.8737,0,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,4,0,9,1,16,7,3,1,1,27,31,11,0,2,8,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,4,3,9,9,2,1,5,4,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,3,19,6,22,27,2,31,0,0,1,2,5,14,4,3,19,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880012291559733,0.0,0.0,0.11954601890735585,0.0,0.0,0.09770140092382466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822922648310652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225368217732348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237600910415611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702560680008914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701159277092518,0.0,0.0,0.25450023033517544,0.0,0.0,0.09489352915964593,0.0,0.12104925463143805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264451885150439,0.10263879515792017,0.0,0.0,0.131312952237144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100007888242563,0.13282178847275755,0.3002492677032881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270480433971486,0.0,0.12870125200424407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822802744647696,0.0,0.14148727596475086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770163996099532,0.0,0.0,0.07895798125119767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147927790216738,0.2807621321591753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561492596492708,0.0,0.1108081525283946,0.0,0.0,0.1348257689999708,0.14076735561096376,0.0,0.0,0.15075884615264404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715049887460834,0.0,0.2508964498971757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307929425175679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121034963730332,0.0,0.0,0.10169127543795882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557503620516006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377588202225175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592819772765647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459440705230352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850391949897155
adhd,tracking_down,2018/01/07,"I have so much trouble starting and finishing things, no matter the task Laundry? Can never get myself to start it unless I have absolutely no clothes. When it's done, I sometimes put it in the clean hamper but I will never put it up. It took once took me an entire semester before I finally did.

I can never get myself to do the dishes, someone always has to ask me to do it. Sometimes I can't even get myself to play video games because it takes effort to figure out what I want to play, start it, and so on. I'm constantly just avoiding doing anything that isn't mindless for whatever reason, I haven't figured it out yet.

It makes me feel pretty shitty and kind of worthless not being able to even take care of myself half the time.",5.3523809523809485,5.6271409727891175,6.2725170068027225,79.18319727891156,67.84353741496601,8.165986394557821,29.258503401360546,7.793537801064563,1.9196748299319721,581,19,108,6,9,193,92,147,0.11,0.75,0.14,0.5832,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,2,3,20,31,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,5,1,1,4,4,0,4,9,3,0,1,4,1,16,4,17,25,1,21,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,12,85,29,0,0.14839455811544194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347615999224495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211607729322015,0.0,0.13872888004507644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904599452786819,0.0,0.1262728391805895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129814197755084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036179919020574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185915444222006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602641218567973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750327473407488,0.0,0.0,0.16255898494677026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325900955674007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453009670738854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905451984468587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908707471154452,0.0,0.34335309435885986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803536131849044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097061441004728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298355035515989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257432082142774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573422753267138,0.0,0.293532024830396,0.0,0.3151032960501264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314847954437944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858675057043492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653006019453896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32974362842031435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752695514691343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,seeeeeek1,2018/01/07,"I'm frustrated and I don't know what to do So I went to the neurologist last week, she prescribed me some benzodiazepines for my anxiety but the topic of ADHD, which was even more important for me was left on hold. I'm on summer break for 2 more months, and then I'm leaving to my college city. She mentioned we were going to talk about the ADHD anyway but it was hard because we had nothing to work with (implying I wasn't going to do anything this summer, at least not as concrete as college work). I mentioned I was building my portfolio to freelance this summer, so she told me that in two weeks (this Thursday) we were going to talk about how my work was going. Problem is, I haven't progressed anything... my portfolio has barely advanced so we still won't have much of a concrete thing (a freelance job for instance) to work with. I'm frustrated... I feel I need to be put on medication right now or I will keep drowning in my own frustration, but what will I tell her now? ""Hey, you know, I didn't do anything these last weeks, so putting me on medication would be dumb anyway haha"".

I haven't accomplished anything in years, yet I have been trying day after day to do something with my life.

TL;DR My neurologist said she was going to consider medication for my ADHD once I started working but I haven't done shit...",5.612861969111968,6.0270271274131275,6.304592181467183,78.69349058880313,67.3011583011583,8.946042471042473,32.789816602316606,8.841846274778883,2.680391698841698,1042,43,198,16,16,342,129,259,0.081,0.878,0.041,-0.8781,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,4,1,0,8,14,7,5,0,5,1,31,5,1,1,0,25,49,15,1,3,6,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,3,0,2,9,8,6,0,1,16,3,38,1,35,27,6,40,0,0,0,0,18,10,2,2,20,147,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704105917888764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859370717584736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381759780128855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626276677561374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325140407495189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513586583361123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785697789210116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051947035307283465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919397045460705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203238713195222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195085779847776,0.09131757914746584,0.0,0.0,0.11292340027007695,0.16748912504477093,0.0,0.10878390276914836,0.1116243115527034,0.0,0.07256635071005567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31049088151353565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200388456805206,0.0,0.07552369228697257,0.07617836146795783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857915234279116,0.0,0.0,0.10941180731299867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830566343753938,0.0,0.2065586042540905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773704136770727,0.09772664155772487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545830019104352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909214641806074,0.0,0.0,0.07271794705415599,0.0,0.08204609234548005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515260332681725,0.08979687583583959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682540569846822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816983525294816,0.0,0.06975184191523487,0.0,0.100359354894287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722885004772005,0.0,0.0,0.09523845049381832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739696705264826,0.0,0.0,0.07298158741632801,0.0,0.0,0.06615941400211367
adhd,-Riukkuyo-,2018/01/07,"Should you tell someone with ADHD to change? Say someone you know, like relative, friend or lover, doesn’t like how you act/behave. If they told you to change who you were because a part of you is annoying or hard to deal with, should you change?

I know changing the bad parts is something you should definitely seek out to change, but doesn’t ADHD make us who we are?

I read an article that said people with ADHD can change, but only with medicines, therapy and coaching. 

Can someone with ADHD really change without outside help, should you even tell someone with ADHD to change?

Sorry this has just been on my mind for the past year an I know it’s probably a dumb question.

By the way, when I mea they don’t like how you act or behave, I don’t mean like manipulative or being a jerk and saying it’s because of ADHD, I meant like small things that you accidentally do from time to time. Forget birthdays, appointments, speak without thinking, etc.",4.145930018416209,6.143720314917132,4.436441988950278,84.74755432780847,72.37016574585634,7.036611418047882,25.87882136279927,7.793537801064563,1.4376295395948435,751,25,142,10,15,235,102,181,0.123,0.774,0.103,-0.612,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,11,2,0,5,11,3,0,8,0,18,1,0,4,0,37,27,12,0,5,10,0,1,5,2,4,0,4,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,5,22,7,21,17,3,10,0,0,0,1,29,3,1,6,10,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335025311339997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061775423985965625,0.09020265620795853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261410940322536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627656964575875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251422031316344,0.04886721689801715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057161589188224775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627714294572061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959142031467367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198271567518057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807297100560193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049386392904994685,0.0,0.0,0.08059271037914419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470501612287825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626987310504705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602397863852795,0.07062824236309341,0.05129274639526229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797696854930171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288152670408065,0.0,0.07400626651118965,0.0,0.047397482933808674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037786146783324,0.11767366288310005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507532204394464,0.05695822587452731,0.0,0.08282154369104887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933447803147993,0.0,0.08460971887407767,0.0,0.04915317349003751,0.047407398223065216,0.0,0.0,0.08628394862871276,0.0,0.0,0.07069702750064341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899634278742617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872683733220575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264019953025744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764471590567754
adhd,sizzlemoo,2018/01/07,"ADHD makes being married quite difficult. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a wee child, but the symptoms never went away even as I became an adult. I’m now a 24 year old high school teacher and coach with a masters degree, and I’m something of a workaholic. 

A year ago, I went to a psychiatrist (hadn’t been since I was a teenager) and he wanted to address the OCD/anxiety that I had, and also what he thinks might be mild Bipolar II (i seriously question this diagnosis, my brother is a behavioral neurologist and thinks i just have ADHD, but I’m trying not to sound like an Aderall junkie ) so he put me on an SSRI and lithium instead of ADHD meds. He said the combo should treat everything, including the ADHD. 

This has made my ADHD like 729738294 times worse and he (dr.) doesn’t seem to get why that’s an issue?? I legit have no focus or drive or motivation and every task seems so daunting. I chug caffeine and work 10-12 hour days, sometimes more on game days, and I’m on so many committees that I have a meeting every weekday and some weekends, which is a real struggle, so by the time I get home I legit turn into a potato. I do nothing. 

Problem is, my husband sees my lack of productivity as laziness and a disregard for him as a person, when really I just forget or get overwhelmed. 

Today this lead to a HUGE fight. Like, the HUGEIST ever because I said I would take my car to get detailed while I was on Christmas break, and I didn’t because 1) kept forgetting 2) have never done it so it seemed scary so I put it off, which resulted in him doing it today. Apparently, my constant lack of doing things “for him” means I don’t care about him. 

I’ll admit, I don’t do much at home. I leave the dishes in the sink until I have no dishes, and I throw my towels on the floor, but not because I don’t care about my husband. He knows my medication makes this worse, and I constantly show him research on ADHD to let him know that it’s not intentional, I just legitimately don’t think that way. 

Does anyone have any experience on dealing with a spouse who is SUPER annoyed with your ADHD??? I’m desperate. ",4.29690642745453,5.2498013126491685,5.731223767591146,79.70651551312652,70.47971360381862,8.070479795901573,29.00674841576825,8.326086129247049,2.0555727265245665,1646,61,318,24,29,557,220,419,0.128,0.7879999999999999,0.084,-0.9409,2,0,1,0,1,0,54.0,0,1,0,6,17,14,2,2,28,0,34,7,0,7,3,66,67,35,0,6,12,4,0,3,0,3,5,3,3,3,19,20,2,2,12,4,0,8,14,7,0,0,14,4,44,7,38,47,5,47,0,1,1,0,29,16,0,9,24,212,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789318252739789,0.0,0.06259665283784976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647143592820126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802117077504031,0.0,0.05402089962882347,0.0,0.0,0.04937621466352273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634587589176677,0.0,0.0,0.12914022287835136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399504455346246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262120285980307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108270817055276,0.07280179703902688,0.0,0.0716735583939977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179636921529745,0.07226448859168133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046641075011549966,0.06387604092229272,0.11899372729322112,0.0,0.0634649346533796,0.06907581007023007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757537991396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460947794271053,0.14166682562670513,0.0,0.0695423461419552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370455670639289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761720233003523,0.0,0.0,0.07477194426743869,0.0,0.07220944777039222,0.0,0.10349795014269177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681838469210882,0.09427319999986336,0.07159334544805389,0.0,0.07692131635043675,0.0784382431927603,0.07113799712734144,0.0,0.07491221267705157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051910743839889466,0.0,0.10892652849433568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775777203497213,0.0,0.07409941135428239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165899953040287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756979112363598,0.0,0.14197678196950106,0.07910586584343955,0.07510860379152168,0.0,0.08037624896352757,0.045238294652383416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343436080153308,0.0,0.0,0.07146696741993241,0.05627165610067399,0.19285793763704054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841412587716326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436349876611102,0.06984083948564349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382297457413685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339686254044046,0.053094299166605116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046914004875477006,0.1357432747544576,0.0,0.0,0.08235329072828394,0.0,0.13387105767509658,0.0,0.0,0.04794349810472393,0.07680972096964768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041651032991134714,0.056051541280093715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309231224688254,0.06371978288927395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140914905702178,0.0,0.14392708190644288,0.05016344374427526,0.0,0.0,0.09094852989472632
adhd,UnidentifiableKid,2018/01/07,I’m ruining my own life I have really big aspirations and goals and I could achieve them if I only got up and tried. But I don’t. I can tell myself all day “go do it dude!” And I still won’t. I’m not sure if I just don’t have the energy or I just forget too much or if I’m just really scared that I can’t handle it cuz all my problems. I’m so different than anyone else around me so it’s hard to find the motivation and excitement when you’re just going to disappoint. ,-0.973824175824177,1.031489580952382,2.3942857142857186,92.2826373626374,91.28571428571428,6.6593406593406606,15.695970695970695,7.882392219407189,0.35050915750915745,366,8,89,9,13,132,66,105,0.16399999999999998,0.759,0.077,-0.7734,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,10,6,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,2,3,26,16,15,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,1,14,2,5,13,4,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,5,3,60,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124800815605656,0.25094105669197114,0.0,0.2180234048173902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554212436286167,0.0,0.0,0.15794783437691862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588067894791217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045923623291803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384492617507865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783780124181699,0.0,0.19587832026296606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939284558542632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172988430183854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003833515912795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862664416804682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434749342970204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137935098666286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451994128296052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195586860558462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082645032588545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140636870155272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627901937029307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cyberdreamsinc,2018/01/07,"ADHD is making me feel like an idiot. This has been pissing me off lately. I'm a student and as such I have to do a lot of homework and assignments. My brain, however, doesn't like this fact, and I will spend hours procrastinating and running from my responsibilities, even if I completely understand the material I'm studying. Sometimes I just stare at my work for hours and still can't put pen to paper.

I've been feeling like an idiot lately because of this. I'm afraid that my teachers, even with knowledge of ADHD, have written me off as just a poor student. My grades are alright at the moment but if this continues they're going to start dropping. My family knows I have ADHD but they're beginning to just start calling me 'lazy'... I used to like to think I was fairly intelligent but now I feel like I'm barely classifiable as a human capable of complex thought. 

The 36mg of Concerta that I take daily doesn't seem to be helping, but I think I'm going to go up soon. I know I just need to power through high school until I can go to University and study something I actually like... but it's getting really hard. 

Does anyone have any coping strategies that have helped them? Sorry if this post got a bit rambly.",4.265667131566712,5.760890046025107,5.634358437935848,78.31621455137147,71.13389121338913,8.15629939562994,28.75894932589493,8.680891452615391,2.266550720595072,967,37,180,17,18,325,136,239,0.051,0.84,0.109,0.9187,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,10,11,3,1,10,1,18,2,2,2,1,36,47,18,0,4,12,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,12,0,2,6,3,4,0,0,6,5,25,7,28,39,2,27,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,5,19,115,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.11246717166361077,0.0,0.41552355938702135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837381040263541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058533400960191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025520327715286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258229230424563,0.0,0.0,0.12865688287080404,0.11768292296915693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208372138211714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008558693235424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224280087024786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864724659450826,0.0,0.17482127257410066,0.2470034225384432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021325937499782,0.0,0.2619964500983182,0.0,0.09217578664766866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324117594820216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449901195715476,0.12176773252602348,0.0,0.0,0.2269956589362004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667654289176514,0.0,0.260013569807216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33783136023667376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979812514853803,0.0,0.0,0.07693013085261265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545626018026714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037744241138908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585787280968934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383196766762873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663894203788085,0.0,0.10491908183452668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872492020402042,0.11398499086685628,0.1290127061076248,0.16314879142809255,0.0,0.09203863248225266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665350030381094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769482580751422,0.0,0.09149546103980828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199790976050795,0.0,0.0995388163876088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839032209362552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sam130,2018/01/07,"I've heard many people call ADHD a mental illness, do you consider ADHD a mental illness? I tend not to. I know it is grouped with mental illnesses like PTSD, Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, etc. I feel like ""illness"" implies that you can ""catch"" it though. Like how a cold would be an illness, or how you could get cancer at some point.

AFAIK you can't get ADHD all of the sudden, no matter what environmental factors (outside of the womb). I've heard people talk about ADHD like depression and how mental health treatment needs to be better. I agree that it would help folks with ADHD to receive psychiatric/psychological support, but not in the same way that it would help people with depression or anxiety. 

TL;DR - I think illness implies that it can be cured, or brought on environmental factors, so it's not a mental illness. ",6.08534090909091,7.782359388157897,6.567511961722492,72.58849282296651,66.96052631578948,8.685167464114832,32.239234449760765,9.095868883498916,3.0503342105263167,665,28,107,12,11,216,86,152,0.194,0.6920000000000001,0.114,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,1,6,9,0,0,8,0,12,10,1,3,1,27,23,10,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,3,9,2,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,4,9,6,12,13,5,11,0,3,0,1,12,6,0,4,5,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015883119774721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317398588510753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854276318159911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022276634547927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993294210506972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868431691806043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165365699050132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062068414159414,0.0715215148025619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461094370534424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641657961264528,0.0,0.0,0.13420870760147094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055020077117518384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564271930828264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149995798363816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044571999027787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423331767603304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082194810924158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464016009939123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702799559047684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360826529905713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046790080238356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414905648894319,0.09836156985635644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794658923848672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335449826350888,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lonelygiirl,2018/01/07,"How can I deal with my excessive cleaning problem? Once I take my Vyvanse, I have this urge to excessively clean and organize but I have more important tasks to complete (e.g school work). Part of my problem is anxiety-related avoidance - I really feel uncomfortable about starting my school work. But starting work in a clean and neat environment helps so I clean.
I also clean because I feel like a failure and ""dirty"" so I must clean but in an excessive way. It must be perfect or it won't be clean. I waste hours and when I need to start my important work, I'm exhausted, hungry, anxious and depressed because I'm experiencing the Vyvanse crash. Although I'm diagnosed and medicated, I won't do well in school if I keep this up. What should I do?",4.189061032863851,6.294858915492959,5.312323943661976,78.0523356807512,72.52112676056338,8.958685446009389,32.960093896713616,9.516144504307137,3.3776178403755868,594,30,109,15,12,196,82,142,0.191,0.557,0.252,0.8945,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,7,9,0,1,4,0,13,3,0,1,3,24,24,17,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,7,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,19,4,10,17,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,71,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128858805732175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171341306720853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491041871431046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590206757768346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636271728818665,0.13063114963560912,0.1539395015509194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533754711582011,0.1083514201438619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165964818023407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936211263470076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480920175636218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740971669027767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278923028929406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245966216448923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152112818023148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424131639140946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902509711682837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716219880586707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604873647337225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32205349136232203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403521929207106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203867439982024,0.0,0.0,0.1363674579287073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44166350650493735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ConscienceOfStewie17,2018/01/07,"Give me hope!    I'm the dad of a 17-year-old ADHD boy--he was diagnosed roughly 10 years ago. My wife and I have versed ourselves on the condition through material by Dr. Russell Barkley and various websites. In short, we knew we needed to know *how* to support our son.
    We've been with him through the physical, mental, emotional, self-esteem and academic challenges.  We've learned to be his advocates at school. He loves sports and has played them until he was cut from the basketball team his sophomore year in high school. He's always just gotten by academically--which we understand, and have always just encouraged him to do his best.
      He has friends, but he and one particular one--who he's been friends with for 14 years-- consider themselves ""brothers.""  I've always felt this friend has a hard influence over my son, though he says different. At any rate, we recently had to withdraw him from the private high school (at their request) he'd been attending as he was involved in an incident with this friend. However, my son was clearly at fault. The school has invited him to re-enroll next year in hopes he's matured--which I agree is needed.
      This past spring my son stopped taking his Concerta, which was working--but he was always sensitive prior to taking it in the AM, and when it wore off in the evening--the latter leading to him punching holes in the walls if he disagreed with us on an issue. But we've noticed since he's stopped the Concerta that he's had more of an even temperament--which is good...but now have found he's smoking pot with his friend. We've had the calm parental talk with him, and he's said that he won't do it again, but we still smell the smoke occasionally. He doesn't seem disoriented, but...

It's funny...as one who toked for a few years decades ago, how worrisome I am of my son doing it.

Lastly, we've been told by teachers and parents alike that we're doing the best we can for our son. But I write this with tears in my eyes hoping he gets past this stage, graduates high school, gets a job, and becomes his own person. 

Hope seems fading right now.
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adhd,Wybesesink,2018/01/07,"Could we have a coping tactics megathread? I'll push my luck and say maybe monthly?

We all have some creative ways in which we deal with ADHD, so maybe we could share them with each other to make life a little better for all of us :). 
We could even give them topics like ""medication"" or ""social skills"" where we share, for example, techniques for eating and drinking while on meds.",5.438732394366199,6.794395971830987,4.90574647887324,85.1825633802817,68.15492957746478,6.806760563380282,25.46760563380281,6.742157984588678,0.9726202816901406,298,8,55,2,5,90,54,71,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.9296,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,7,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,2,20,7,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,9,4,4,8,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917330601029094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600961464675496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766837796322071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517225244861856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495563334673824,0.0,0.20363858128420068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314453050055177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091009008812287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056780007780098,0.09722703018446777,0.19946193596745354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284180869286966,0.0,0.399867863587191,0.0,0.22105705749741286,0.2004832806184133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588491847636438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158262036295883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286729514393226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393864878059693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796616904234692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RytonRotMG,2018/01/08,"I've been diagnosed for 9 years. And I feel like I've had to throw it all away, to be honest.


I'm 17, 18 in October. I was diagnosed back in either 3rd or 4th grade (who the hell knows at this point, I sure can't remember. Ha.) I spent the rest of elementary on Adderall and was a really damn good student. Constant A's, attentive student, et cetera. But when I hit around seventh grade I realized that I really wasn't growing or hitting puberty like the other teens were. I was 4'11"" from seventh to eighth grade, voice hadn't deepened, more private mechanisms weren't... Working, all of that shit is pretty much hell for a kid to go through when they're in middle school, especially when you basically look 10 when you're actually 13-14. 


So anyway, it was figured out that Adderall caused growth stunting and loss of appetite (which I was more than accustom to at that point) so with my ready consent I was taken off meds for good, so I could have a chance to hit puberty normally. Come ninth grade (the technical start of high school, but where I live it's part of middle school) and my focus is absolutely shit. I never had to study before because I was always able to listen in class and know what was expected of me the first time around, but now I had to ask again or read the material I was given over and over to get information that normal people would understand instantly. 


I continued to take honors classes because that's where my friends and the less annoying people were, and I barely got through most of it by the skin of my teeth. I cheated a lot because I couldn't deal with feeling less intelligent than my peers. Hell, I'm pretty sure I can't remember half of the math that I've taken from 9th to this year because of how much I've BS'd through it all. Subjects I'm naturally good at? Cheated because I'm afraid of failure. I've quit drawing and most art classes because of how slow I take things in order to get it perfect. Without meds, I can't deal with physically working differently than the average Joe so I fake it to seem like I'm above the curve.


Coming into 10th grade I started taking an online schooling course in addition to a college program offered elsewhere for free through the school in 11th. It just make focusing harder because there were no such things as late assignments and you can work at your own pace. So many times I've waited weeks before submitting something because I just didn't feel like it at the moment.


Fast forward to January of last year, I found a real friend group to hang out with after pretty much drifting through school without a solid amount of people to hang out with. I feel like I'm constantly a burden to them even when they have similar issues and such. I get worked up and borderline have panic attacks over the smallest of things, even activities that I enjoy I will stress over to the point of concentration loss, but other times I'll be the mediator and advice giver even though I'm a complete and utter mess on the inside and out. Back to the subject a little, it got a bit better in 11th because I tried harder to get work in on time but the cheating just worsened across the board so I could keep up consistently. Because of this, I tried getting back on ADHD meds but the appetite suppressant was too much to bear and I had a horrible rash after only around two weeks of taking said meds, so I feel trapped inside my own head without any easy way out.


Currently I've been enrolled in the college program for around 75 hours across 2-3 months, and only completed about 20% of the first 90 hour course. Pissing away 60 hours because of lack of motivation to do the work I'm supposed to love, anxiety towards talking to the instructors which are actually nice, and just depression makes me feel worse every day.


I doubt any of this was actively coherent at any point, I just needed to rant with a wall of text that you guys probably won't want to read (trust me, I wouldn't want to read it either. Really long!) I just wanted to get things off my chest. I don't really know what to do at this point, so any advice would be appreciated.",7.100283076387076,6.6000699425717855,7.290364370118747,75.97261823882937,64.30586766541822,10.397479894318147,34.35824405539587,9.820803871038708,3.1740055221670582,3268,126,620,59,43,1060,355,801,0.145,0.737,0.118,-0.9785,3,1,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,4,2,15,42,45,12,4,40,1,48,11,8,6,7,110,105,44,0,14,20,0,7,5,2,5,2,3,0,2,36,37,0,3,19,4,2,10,16,22,0,4,32,11,57,24,127,59,24,109,3,3,1,1,22,57,7,8,47,400,93,32,0.049293823433447834,0.0,0.0962073219030569,0.0,0.059241596525340674,0.09633870750778416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101640994249171,0.0,0.0,0.13408596116790472,0.0,0.03770964000345962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755278150129136,0.046083070733241055,0.0560788404429522,0.09262633953833044,0.11371172248256625,0.0,0.3305396295993249,0.0,0.0838908261604293,0.0,0.0,0.043596381006813116,0.053816088200988335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063833527474538,0.0,0.08492452822899349,0.10336727203146524,0.10653822235991334,0.0,0.07871421387337864,0.0,0.0,0.03179043813830798,0.10163953495072243,0.04245669789228157,0.10006438631623576,0.0,0.05150155383245049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767431643001374,0.0,0.04153217226785142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954662944974226,0.1056465519306803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838586020614587,0.0,0.054048133079623965,0.07616857141213165,0.0,0.15452392929865974,0.0,0.028014815833835204,0.12403596109909197,0.07884954735239445,0.0,0.0,0.04880863516299352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050589684111122316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208163087614523,0.0,0.0,0.1456334597920999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144994472712715,0.0,0.04381461518202319,0.0,0.0,0.08127178864250971,0.040181045257232116,0.055605579920748466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041236101192512,0.049405361032383736,0.043527349196444826,0.043623482552440085,0.04139439671742432,0.0,0.0,0.04190784591930991,0.04448960020804712,0.0,0.06580801982927698,0.04997619998999329,0.0,0.0,0.21901730135013134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03934585957407041,0.0,0.14494652817440865,0.0365507454761328,0.03801843549969629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659496179014174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498034797178581,0.0,0.0578356808515677,0.0,0.05338040713039759,0.0,0.10252239149266107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299298158205145,0.0,0.0,0.15044861964369294,0.05314707894134086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243004891813294,0.14792148912640804,0.05610716285861085,0.12631554212781734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168058538701596,0.0,0.04688971425719248,0.0,0.0,0.2993278859176958,0.0,0.044875245507278234,0.0,0.0,0.10119880276631453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379487935573874,0.0,0.0,0.06978084388022239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646590819657001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929176904351734,0.0,0.14825128211973615,0.03962050805896025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099450376652802,0.0,0.0484309312449507,0.0,0.11497449941788285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693454075951911,0.0,0.04815290282179265,0.05131660863427274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722432265992143,0.039127142602853104,0.07908106360143677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425524602069571,0.0,0.2153189432769217,0.0,0.05023461736783568,0.07003383571646812,0.0,0.0,0.09523081838896552
adhd,melinaabella,2018/01/08,"brain fogs / farts i’ve recently been bumped up to 15mg adderall XR from 10mg IR. Since i’m on break from school, i figured i don’t really need the 15mg XR so i’ve just been normally taking my IR’s during noon. but right when night time comes (around 9-11pm) i get serious brain farts. it frustrates me because i stutter sssoooo bad and i feel like i know what i’m going to say but it’s excruciatingly hard for me to put into words. i feel stupid af not gonna lie and i hate it. i feel like crying whenever that happens because i just want to have a flowing intellectual conversation with someone but my speech gets all distorted and it just makes the situation flat out awkward and gives me bad anxiety so i just refuse to not talk and give one word answers. 

for those who have taken adderall has this happened to you before? if so how did you cope? ",1.6748850574712648,3.948209706896552,3.3708045977011523,88.11298850574714,81.24137931034483,6.395402298850574,23.459770114942533,7.594959193182576,1.0848873563218393,675,24,142,11,18,224,115,174,0.254,0.682,0.064,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,10,10,3,1,3,0,7,2,2,2,1,35,28,14,0,4,10,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,4,6,18,2,16,23,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,7,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186758640164986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381007290421929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905815397725274,0.1891345465017552,0.0,0.13200624928709806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463581352132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363282920288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040566072374466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235318813161238,0.2216532400307034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210055588845346,0.2976342743972368,0.08816531990330485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743661440609416,0.0,0.13896816237396886,0.15316113123755315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525671186847034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157971256204775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035520839198918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150287114761433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558125167240255,0.15199681764442774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051217314299511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155950913315802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938179003668468,0.0,0.15317453308563844,0.0,0.0,0.13248222490977926,0.0,0.12336751377523128,0.0,0.1570022744062945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128327127220629,0.17437532126087785,0.0,0.0,0.13144318201209734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664026092200334,0.12468954957507886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045895198833673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150111089163017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Omfgjustpickaname,2018/01/08,Do you still have symptoms even when properly medicated? Anyone else still feel like they ADHD even with their medicine-assume it’s a med that works well enough that you see improvements. Does it fully stop your ADHD symptoms or do you still push through? I’m curious how much my ADHD still comes through when I’ve taken my medicine. How much does it control ADHD? Is it strange to still get distracted in conversation or studying or lose your train of thought when you’ve taken medicine? And how much of that is ADHD vs what regular go through? I feel unmotivated to go out to get groceries or get started on homework. Do I simply lack discipline at this point?,4.4897507331378295,6.895811758064518,4.412815249266863,83.50285923753667,72.54838709677419,7.412316715542523,30.62756598240469,8.296473431620573,2.3665741935483884,534,24,97,9,11,164,75,124,0.116,0.8140000000000001,0.071,-0.7053,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,2,3,15,4,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,4,0,19,20,11,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,3,3,11,2,13,17,5,19,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,4,11,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515114014049648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581124493263491,0.11109124197925113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339602854298476,0.0,0.0,0.12160459111180645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897617998647212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057274218190853,0.0,0.0,0.11202900004947523,0.0,0.14322353326263446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964293091652716,0.0774567613962686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699381982133247,0.0,0.12323754250071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296955563025907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129658327823445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043249785943964,0.10922384716992388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910812985762156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249391836231952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639836675379597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674171199653251,0.0,0.4329300980216471,0.09064572046415977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538412720612894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607502707982541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748447816350976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893257143139125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FraserBlue,2018/01/08,"At what point does thinking become overthinking? I have a few issues in life that i assume are normal human problems, but that my mind thinks them over to the point that i am occasionally having close to breakdown like behaviour. The issues are things that cannot be completely sorted now (uni problems) but my mind always runs through possibilities that they could turn into and i cannot stop this. Yhe reason I thought this was related to ADHD is because i cannot really control these thoughts, they just seem to happen and i cant get rid of them. I think it my anger to my inability to think correctly that has driven a bad change in my sleeping pattern recently. I was wondering if anyone here had similar issues and if you had any advice?",8.68842857142857,7.835195557142861,8.561428571428575,69.30357142857143,61.28571428571429,11.428571428571427,35.714285714285715,10.608840637214634,3.7599285714285706,598,22,103,12,7,194,95,140,0.111,0.8490000000000001,0.04,-0.8996,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,2,3,5,1,0,4,0,17,2,1,2,1,30,29,7,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,2,10,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,19,1,13,20,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,6,4,76,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647446934959123,0.13395394259313453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406235281637067,0.0,0.0,0.09321976394264736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585020525379327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445688853826715,0.08356329023169035,0.15139516736508854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501349562805044,0.0,0.14372679457624052,0.0,0.1537479700831651,0.10944800443379746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996048529822365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161915181000246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122025378214794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42923077051915004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682434685338832,0.06697084032684134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768254154133612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431025079277895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591716603789693,0.15453820290829615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623359604332366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781758296603233,0.14094207346053547,0.13535092558270498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479337155419196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717997358761205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460583346953493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107050889249177,0.3513438156597253,0.0,0.2176539646633746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910473738413674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865847028050388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,laxatk,2018/01/08,"I'm having trouble with dehydration despite (more than) ample water intake. The course of medication is otherwise extremely successful. What remedies/supplementation have you used to counteract this? Hey all. I'm happy to say that after 5-6 years of guidance from my primary care, some trial and error with medications and a touch of discipline that I consider myself an ADD/ADHD success story. I encourage anyone that believes they may have ADD/ADHD to speak to their doctor about it. 

On to the topic (and inb4 drink more water). I consciously and purposefully drink 1 gallon of water per day during business hours.  My job is in sales and therefore minimally physically demanding at best. Outside of work, I wouldn't be surprised if I drank another .25-.5 gallons each day. Despite this, I regularly feel dehydrated. I'll readily admit that I drink 2 cups of coffee each morning and have no intention of stopping as it isn't excessive by most standards and it's something simple that I enjoy and look forward to. 

The question- Has anyone tried supplementing with electrolyte packs / tablets to counteract this and found success? If so, what brands, what dosage, what frequency, etc? (I realize that dosage and frequency largely depend on the person/body type, just trying to get a feel)

Thanks everyone. I hope you all find a way to make focus and productivity the least of your concerns.

TL;DR - I drink a ton of water and still rarely feel hydrated. I am aware that coffee is a diuretic but you can pry my keurig from my cold, dead hands. Any success with electrolyte packs or something similar?",6.441324951644102,8.683906549645393,6.899871050934883,68.42454545454548,66.83687943262412,9.808123791102515,33.74016763378466,10.125756701596842,4.019760283687944,1285,59,192,33,22,418,177,282,0.055,0.838,0.107,0.9263,1,0,6,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,2,6,4,13,0,0,11,0,14,13,1,5,2,47,29,18,1,4,5,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,17,18,9,2,9,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,9,23,12,33,24,12,13,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,9,8,130,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117978889760554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882144516809121,0.1360233525112655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814073098311716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615068687724314,0.13613375943297415,0.0,0.0,0.14409033562463322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322587901860826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731810218700566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327745238667055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083071847398168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467275150202133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395358585119536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677188876049576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856227209303764,0.0,0.0,0.14223193487126193,0.0,0.0,0.06777365592406315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808998360012575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884181872858075,0.12774865407291022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872767252960338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089326273171032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658950325421265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613597006896989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326701842086735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453167523302009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315902231159728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973050043174004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359503329201268,0.10845222441422367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194292937021113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761435353913243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203694274260567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296616888115276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944381368103712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353580896051771
adhd,porefluda,2018/01/08,"Controlling Hyperactive tendencies at home/directing them toward something productive Hello folks,
I'm very hyperactive and I have a weird outlet for it.  I literally jump up and down against a countertop.  It's something I have done since childhood and I am currently over 40.  Even at my current age I can do it for hours.
It has some upsides (it keeps my weight down/ and makes me more attractive in general to women), but I wish i could give it up when I was alone at home so I could do other things that could be more productive to me as a whole.  I've always wanted to have other hobbies but I just end up doing it in exchange.
TL/DR  Does anyone know some good techiniques to redirect hyperactive energy from an old crutch to something that pushes me forward in life.  Thank you

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adhd,Vascodamus,2018/01/08,"Unusual state of mind after starting Adderall Hey there,

I am just under a week into being subscribed Adderall 10mg, and I had an unusual experience.  This Sunday I woke too late to take my morning dose, so I just took my afternoon around 11:30am.  I had a couple McDonalds burgers at noon.  Fast forward to 6-6:30.  I pick my wife up from an appt and she noticed that my mood seemed low.  As time continued, my reaction speed slowed, my speaking slowed, and my feeling of scattered attention escalated to about the worst it has ever been for me.  We went out to eat, and I began to feel better after eating.  We ate around 7-8, and by the time I was settled down at home at 9 I felt ""normal""  

What the heck happened to me?  I've already emailed my psychiatrist, but I'm curious if this has happened to anyone else, or if anyone knows what could have happened.  This was my first day with zero caffeine in a while, and all I ate was burgers at noon and dinner at 7.  Thanks, all!",5.1710558464223375,5.613436816753925,6.062526178010473,79.94659904013963,68.26701570680629,8.670331588132635,32.147033158813265,8.59863814320734,2.5061619546247806,756,31,146,11,12,250,125,191,0.023,0.92,0.057,0.7345,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,8,0,12,6,0,1,3,33,30,14,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,14,5,0,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,13,4,24,2,30,15,3,39,0,1,0,0,7,15,1,4,22,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554709685508196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224627926606095,0.16299473747463222,0.0,0.28322720960848635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069201899060468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270112497568688,0.17601735094000806,0.0,0.10259248182952377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32555406933600456,0.13288968663303846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438956240824841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560931227955835,0.0,0.0,0.16086975374734264,0.0,0.15274032108125338,0.0,0.0,0.13531210345088635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422017815903486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956872084588405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742539148915034,0.0,0.1794474937029964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062395179339614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558631689686757,0.0,0.18111194350164173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481910533196246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259659157078199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960724558829675,0.0,0.0,0.14645812358488816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855199225482512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674208323611226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276031891302148,0.0,0.0,0.147467376988797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,loganb98,2018/01/08,"Advice for studying with ADHD I’m a 19 year old university student and my life is pretty much about to be ruined because of my inability to focus without the crushing pressure and anxiety of knowing I only have 1-2 days to study 3 months worth of my course. 

I am from the uk, starting the process of getting diagnosed so I’m not on any medication yet. I have 3 weeks to study for my Sem 3 exam. That’s 21x more than I’ve had before so I was hoping to get some help to start studying early before I screw up once again.

I really need some advice here and please take into consideration I’m not on any meds

Edit: do you guys also listen to music or anything? I find it helps me get less bored but it distracts me a lot too",2.2058307692307686,3.9391998600000018,4.4860000000000015,83.45146153846156,77.06666666666666,6.482051282051282,24.205128205128197,7.321109707123232,1.1148974358974364,569,19,114,7,13,198,105,150,0.076,0.8270000000000001,0.097,0.2697,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,2,5,0,8,4,0,0,0,18,21,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,14,1,22,18,6,14,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,5,10,72,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994549769954824,0.32435376182882336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272035317438147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572072554393224,0.0,0.12696105136499286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657320432422312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011693534835595,0.0,0.2824441572030071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703224557495264,0.0,0.0,0.16844870024928058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168694907145436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601260648869599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432921755327026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248266924646665,0.0,0.0,0.16483846042035696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912087884461363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172244001578379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109559724965753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434720434870944,0.16719001292729518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132469885629379,0.0,0.1220017189705349,0.12305927803602312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414999075741372,0.17674491492203315,0.0,0.12622215180703894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217726451200905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688437839291913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631998893927014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349385807808472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478333552377498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312530929729316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998217096814107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068745712758729
adhd,blah1e41ruf01n,2018/01/08,"where to get diagnosed? I'm 34 and would like to see if all the issues I have are ADHD related.  Never talked to a Dr about it before but from the research I've been doing recently, I think I fit the profile of someone who has ADHA.

So, do I just go to my normal GP to begin the process of getting help?",3.6510000000000034,3.5459039076923102,5.8151923076923095,82.3135576923077,71.46153846153845,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.8159999999999998,234,8,50,3,4,83,52,65,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,2,9,14,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,9,12,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934615648133005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735101180682484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29503854395017026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037411996022567,0.0,0.1652026415577151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483962384834486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30339898814020666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201371326771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241937269798432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848089907773877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870157734681861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316378292583549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462959461494117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364110726345305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625882418369888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064938553835872,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CobiiGames,2018/01/08,"Will my concerta affect my gains? Since July 2017, I have been going to the gym 3-5 times a week. I want to gain muscle and I haven't really thought about it but what if my concerta affects my muscle growth. I have had was diagnosed with ADHD at age 7. Since then I have used concerta. At the moment I am using the 36 mg pills. Will it affect my muscle growth.",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,2.764000000000003,90.08866666666668,87.8,6.0,16.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.27353333333333385,279,6,59,5,9,96,50,75,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.8705,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,5,0,11,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,11,0,6,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641771729948944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075640045464337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221609528998158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412557955687829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013308360692291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056800817139876,0.17669631905766287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234326276291926,0.0,0.0,0.17873200085628535,0.0,0.24306838327256805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alpoi61,2018/01/08,"Little encouragement from the other side I'm newly (1 year) in relationship with an amazing man who knows he has ADHD since 3 years and he is 26. 

When i met him (on tinder) he surprised me a lot by telling me right away that he had this condition. This opening towards me told me a lot about him, among others that he was honest and that he isn't perfect but accepts his condition.
 I can describe myself  briefly as someone who loves challenges and who is too much positive (i even try to change every word in my sentences so it sounds positive). I learned those are essential to help him to accept and live easily with it, so it was the perfect match!.Thats how I approached the situation, and i've never been afraid, well never too long, because I learnt and im still learning how he works  so we could be on the solution mode to every little challenge showing up. 
When he saw I was interested in understanding him, he showed me reddit and this page, which I'm frequently using since. 

During the past year, he taught me to be more patient when he is thinking about an answer to give, to be more comprehensive with his awkwarness which is never that bad (because I am often worse than him), but most of all, he taught me how to love him and his ADHD, as a part of him.  (He wouldn't say he did taught me this, but he really did)

It's only been a year and i know we'll have so much to go through, but the consciousness he has, the efforts he puts and progress he makes everyday tells me it won't be harder than any other relationship i could've had. 

I truly love him and he is the best guy I've ever met. 

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adhd,Apotatoinbrooklyn,2018/01/08,"PSA anyone who has trouble eating due to stimulants: buy this soup Dr. McDougall's black bean & lime soup.
(I have no affiliation with this company, just currently eating it!)

Pretty much all I want to eat when I'm on Vyvanse is edible slop, but oatmeal and smoothies can only go so far. This stuff is a godsend!! It's seriously amazing, thick spiced up black bean soup. It's vegan too! And 340 calories!! I'm about to order a case of it. Best part is you can make it in the microwave or just fill it with hot water from a water cooler because it's in a ready to go soup cup.

I swear to god this isn't an advertisement, I just feel like I hacked my appetite. ",2.762774762550883,4.3683242462686565,4.483297150610586,84.61672320217096,75.19402985074628,7.260786974219811,24.86838534599729,8.00094639256281,1.3757552238805966,515,17,106,8,11,174,91,134,0.071,0.725,0.204,0.9733,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,8,6,0,2,1,14,15,6,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,5,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,3,14,15,4,13,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,4,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056217426645446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552438675186509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534335501736153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299977640258296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815558530804867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122616615561911,0.1586135040429832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523619383681765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084693792338168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820229002032126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321268639955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885873947836874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404296193523356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587753508296124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541635825819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095510645670372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RaeADropOfGoldenSun,2018/01/08,"Stopped taking the SSRI i was taking w Adderall and feeling not great Hi! 

So I was on Adderall (20mg in the morning, 15 in the afternoon. Or ust the 20mg if I sleep really late or its a weekend or whatever.). My doctor had me take 10mg of Celexa as well to counteract side effects (especially since I was prone to anxiety and stuff anyway). 

After about a year and a half of this she said I should try just stopping taking the Celexa to see if I really need it (I forgot it fairly often anyway, tbh, so it was more the equivalent of 5mg a day). She said to stop for like a month and see how it goes.

Like 3 days in though I am already not having a great time. All the Adderall side effects I never really had (anxiety and restlessness and all that) are coming out in full force. Idk if it's placebo or some sort of withdrawal or if I just needed the celexa, but it's definitely a thing. 

Do any of you have experience with things like this? Should I wait out the rest of the month? How long does it have to last for me to know whether it's withdrawal or if I needed it?

 If any of you started Adderall paired with an SSRI and then stopped the SSRI I'd really appreciate your input!

Thanks",2.2157533177205297,3.919070770491807,4.126674473067915,86.171174863388,76.95081967213116,7.434504293520686,23.504293520686964,8.269060116576782,1.3440572209211554,924,29,195,17,21,314,128,244,0.07400000000000001,0.833,0.093,0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,2,12,8,0,1,19,0,14,2,1,4,3,53,32,28,0,11,18,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,16,12,0,6,4,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,9,5,20,7,27,21,6,30,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,15,22,139,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309477414196415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613900279947559,0.0,0.1815539763543052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221780020024504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305583541836665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145676652476828,0.10384292590815908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607533449381542,0.0,0.0,0.05999965619863965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616530928738187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521416624555684,0.0967263084433253,0.13385720655478026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391846972222072,0.0,0.0,0.10501315736628013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943159515962585,0.0,0.0,0.26396167581938884,0.09152033988001858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040746205287432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257516664897739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911834107383715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981593873957008,0.0,0.11874885132323285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399039130744196,0.0,0.0,0.3968308412235462,0.0,0.0,0.13584092166229172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568796966238961,0.0,0.0,0.10924908950121798,0.0,0.0,0.15766905383603685,0.0,0.11658594652794453,0.0,0.06919343948506045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056449245620698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066924265088707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641518078845433
adhd,_Peanut_Buddha_,2018/01/08,"To others who take Vyvanse, what is your experience with it? First of all, I’m sorry if this breaks the rules. I’m not asking about side effects or medical advice. I’m just trying to figure out if my experience is what’s normal. 
So the main thing I’m trying to figure out is what is your experience with the energy aspect of Vyvanse. When I first started taking it, it really helped me getting up in the morning and gave me the energy to get tasks done throughout the day. I’ve been taking it for a couple months now and I’ve noticed it’s not having that effect as much anymore. It doesn’t give me much energy anymore, it still helps keep me motivated and focused but the energy isn’t there you know? So it’s a little harder than before to keep tasks. I used to be able to wake up an hour early, take my medicine, then go back to sleep and I’d wake up full of energy once it kicked in 30 minutes to an hour later. I can’t really do that anymore for example today, I woke up at 9 (slept in a bit) and took my medicine and I didn’t get back up until 11 and was still super tired and it was really hard to get up even then. 
I’m just wondering if it’s normal that the energy slowly goes away or if I’ve built somewhat of a tolerance or something.
Has anyone else experienced this? 

Again sorry if this is rule breaking. I’m not necessarily asking for medical advice and stuff I just want to know others experience. ",3.9128965517241374,4.745431910344832,5.771206896551725,79.5119827586207,71.27586206896551,8.696551724137931,24.84482758620689,8.982922981607832,1.7778137931034483,1114,30,223,21,20,386,144,290,0.03,0.871,0.099,0.9471,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,6,15,1,0,0,14,0,17,7,4,4,1,44,47,25,0,8,15,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,25,13,0,2,8,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,9,2,16,1,37,37,7,40,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,10,20,154,41,1,0.09613495231478088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788392555575525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602012139194405,0.06721979390747154,0.09850161934955537,0.0,0.0,0.17974640629936367,0.0,0.09032195226885112,0.14784368854720148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180376374606932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495446919338697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637149622028856,0.0,0.061999091196859674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837943356055318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030841689135203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349622933358394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761537208596735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354468265677896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009061790425643,0.09222140617210917,0.054635708831335464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611803444503016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887446419754844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934712623718844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089832550323886,0.0,0.0,0.10566651129200297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635247777757007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369170109440834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673400175671377,0.0,0.14134050276149562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838368377086231,0.0,0.10945028038855177,0.0,0.10238058670981204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475953638697173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620437982762424,0.0,0.0,0.0740093830207427,0.0,0.2152304168638532,0.06804481405228599,0.0,0.15354699420232884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005152031459567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28912607999312395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386779060715242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049298566305593,0.09112469402948367,0.0,0.10680946928535333,0.13053864431546394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302973246436465,0.0,0.0,0.056702885645985725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425425494287076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,stormandsaint,2018/01/08,"Meditators: Do medications enhance or inhibit your practice? I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI at the end of last year, and I am considering starting medication. I'm a meditator, and I would hate to think that medications would in some way inhibit the neurological benefits that come from a regular meditation practice. 

I'm curious, did any of you meditate prior to starting meds? If so, how did it affect your practice?
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adhd,Joe_mojo,2018/01/08,"How do you battle insomnia? I’ve tried melatonin, tea, warm milk, seroquil, exercising, eating healthy, marijuana, meditation, putting away electronics before bed, not eating close to bedtime, etc, etc. Nothing seems to help and I just can’t take it anymore. Any suggestions?",6.4129545454545465,10.102627113636364,6.078363636363638,67.1575454545455,73.31818181818181,8.974545454545455,38.345454545454544,9.3871,4.911814545454545,219,13,29,6,5,68,40,44,0.111,0.79,0.098,-0.1576,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765809676672205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24450499483021645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316358202186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097904378316401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045512881813208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5499225514334236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525297267034872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365652256533788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784440556000195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224444026448626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537009830803106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738691528851452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chandummy,2018/01/08,"Any tips on returning to my desk and studying after a break? The way I study is I tend to stick on a timer and just focus on the work at hand until there's a natural pause in the work, or I feel like it's a good place to break. This can vary between the 45 minute mark to the 2 hours mark. 

My question is this: Often times when I take a break, I feel a sense of dread and apprehension about returning to work. Maybe the taste of the break is much better than the prospect of studying.  How can I entice myself to return to work after a short break of 10 or 20 minutes? 

Fyi, I attend a university in London - Thanks! ",5.228169642857143,4.446837531250001,5.922678571428572,85.16875000000002,68.21875,8.876785714285715,26.879464285714285,7.957251820313856,1.3193245535714275,476,11,107,5,7,156,75,128,0.048,0.7829999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,2,16,0,5,2,1,1,0,11,10,8,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,23,10,1,24,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,10,68,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419972333600787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054448149970536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930612259107974,0.16199229148446184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901895442655181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330589534064488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107799957134886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780372973496135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666894456983512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369084811912223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401510272327377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048993412849314,0.0,0.0,0.20876357213775268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222141860722414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998586911670358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603151429746202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jedders7,2018/01/08,"Stimulants and Lasting Effects So, do stimulants have long lasting effects?  I used to take them, but stopped because I felt like I was getting more depressed when they wore off than I should be, but now I am worse off than before I started the meds.  I literally dont have motivation to do even the most basic things and get anxious sometimes when doing simple thing such as responding to emails and serious issues.

I am not sure how to handle this since I am afraid to take any more medication right now.  Has anyone else experienced similar?",7.391833333333333,8.001311049999998,7.312000000000001,72.32433333333336,63.5,10.266666666666667,36.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.8273666666666655,435,20,74,9,6,139,70,100,0.195,0.774,0.031,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,3,8,5,0,1,2,0,13,1,0,7,1,18,21,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,11,2,10,16,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,10,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310054853533986,0.0,0.0,0.21763447972965025,0.0,0.13470215037469507,0.19738798902059693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743485427902076,0.0,0.16392705548170794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592520993054766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577898656601655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609305209019721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272404768704277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496980508515595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012985518659028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010717578984305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140634434854206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411681676152556,0.0,0.0,0.17048512625215448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139856224637591,0.194069983932586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645181281220456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935827445527062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053123709056116,0.0,0.13635541321810582,0.0,0.0,0.16106018941696126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815660196988682,0.0,0.28969074762479324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559701014944034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638378158940484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963221316383667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Madaeht,2018/01/08,"Psychologist said I do not have ADHD/ADD and that my symptoms are caused by neuroticism. Would appreciate insight from someone with similar experience Hello,

so I hope I will not make this too long but I feel that if I omitted information this post would loose its purpose. I greatly appreciate anyone taking the time to read my story and give a response. 

So, I am 21 years old and lately have been struggling more and more with symptoms that (I recently realized) have been there pretty much since I was around 10. Some background - I remember as kid I was a completely different person - talked all the time, made friends easily (quite extrovert-y), was quite confident, actually above average at math etc. And I feel like around the time I went to high school (I was 10 at the time, I live in central Europe so our system might be different) things started changing - I, over a couple of years turned into an anxious, asocial, procrastinating teen, my studying performance got a lot worse - I am the son of two teachers so I was always pushed towards good marks so I made up for it, I got good grades BUT - I only usually tried memorising things(which took ages), not really understanding the concepts and not being able to explain things with my own words. My math got a lot worse etc. Now I see that it is because of my inability to focus. Throughout 95% of classes I would not pay attention but imagine random scenarios in my head (football, fantasy stuff, naked girls :D) or just stare out of the window. And I always had to catch up. My ability to talk to people was (and to extent still is) terrible, it was (and to some extent still is) like I have no vocabulary, nothing to say and if I do try it will be full of pauses, weird word choices and sentence structures.

Currently I am studying economics at a university and I also work around 20 hours a week in a corporation. And this is the time of my life when I finally realized that with the current performance of my brain I will not make it far. I have great trouble understanding concepts in school, learn slowly, my ability to argue my point of view is terrible even though it makes crystal clear sense inside my head and reading long sentences and understanding them on the first try is impossible. 

But mostly - because my job requires great focus and comprehension of rules, keeping up to date with them and attention to detail in addition to being fast paced - I feel like the slowest, dumbest employee in the building, everything has to be explained 100 times to me, I even created a habit of recording training sessions so I can listen to them again if need be (usually multiple times). 

Overall my career is in huge danger and I feel like being diagnosed and trying medication is my only chance.

So, after battling this realization I did what any sensible person would do - google it. I visited reddit quite frequently before so I was not new to this but I stumbled upon this subreddit. After like 5 minutes of reading I thought I had the answer. I saw myself in almost every post. 99% of symptoms, every other story felt just like mine.

I decided to go get diagnosed by a psychologist. I just got back from second session during which he presented his diagnosis - basically - I did well on tests (as I read here - people with ADHD can see it as a challenge in addition to being able to focus during stressful situations)and taking into account various other things that affect me - most connected with anxiety - he diagnosed me with neuroticism and said that I do not have ADHD or ADD. Pretty much that, I do not do well in school/job because it might not be the correct field for me (which might be partly true but I dont think it explains the symptoms) and that I suffer anxiety and try to avoid failure which is a self fullfiling prophecy - and I do agree with that, I also planned to take psychotherapy sessions, BUT I do believe that ADD symptoms are the CAUSE of other anxiety related problems.

I plan to seek a second opinion but I fear that the approach in my country is a bit old fasioned concerning ADHD/ADD and would like to hear opinions of people with similar experience. 

Ill list some of my symptoms here in random order: 
inattentivenes - while studying, while working, inability to finish tasks or I take ages to do so, not understanding concepts, trouble reading long sentences, slow reader (read faster when I was 10, I could swear), lots of pauses and finding the right words when talking, problems with vocabulary - I just cant seem to find the right word, boredom, cant even focus on conversation with my girlfriend quite often, ALWAYS ALWAYS have music playing in my head, 100% of the time, tapping my fingers/feet, inability to filter out annoyances, terrible self discipline, procrastinating, always playing with some object, and being super impatient, I dread waiting for bus etc, I also quite frequently tense up my muscles and it created some physical problems for me...I could go on for hours, just one last thing - when i get a couple of beers, not drunk just in the mood, it is like my symptoms disappear, I am suddenly the most talkative life of the party, I think I even articulate better...could just be my imagination

TL;DR - I suffer from most of the typical ADD symptoms which greatly affects my life, got diagnosed with neuroticism, afraid that my country is a bit old fashioned and not up to date concerning ADD/ADHD diagnosis and treatment, would greatly appreciate any relevant response and/or advice",8.336997439180536,8.441698741448691,8.481703676605086,66.44248966526432,61.58551307847082,11.454443021766965,38.79707334918602,11.022393298168332,4.585774084507043,4375,206,697,105,55,1434,417,994,0.129,0.7509999999999999,0.12,-0.9337,8,1,1,0,0,0,140.0,1,0,3,15,44,49,4,9,41,0,81,23,4,9,4,175,131,65,0,16,34,1,5,8,2,12,17,5,1,6,45,55,2,5,30,11,2,9,17,24,2,5,29,15,103,24,116,76,28,111,0,2,5,0,33,43,0,29,63,514,148,26,0.07960594042668499,0.0,0.038841957280741884,0.0,0.23917717653536674,0.03889500183021249,0.0,0.0,0.03985692514152739,0.0,0.0,0.09549126269757884,0.16559629883482274,0.0,0.0,0.05413476929416,0.0,0.09134748980306,0.044966026876039934,0.0,0.02783116223832299,0.0,0.0,0.1062992466288097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030606027203334756,0.0,0.07279056361272236,0.0,0.03386939602427498,0.04484431726051607,0.0,0.03520249259963605,0.08690906918813247,0.0,0.0,0.04443327839067617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177722928371207,0.04210626480020911,0.0,0.041732656985491084,0.0,0.0,0.0953382987545714,0.08808245895294113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615967076824071,0.0,0.08317126448515387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664878465298352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317249968365305,0.10515794574064084,0.0,0.06707143818553961,0.0,0.03577234311741705,0.07786988491964729,0.0,0.04478940737442727,0.08050231074122657,0.08530574962026416,0.03821709334406466,0.04360220831490305,0.07275838736678134,0.033856386130112374,0.0,0.0,0.030751676051291792,0.0,0.04159081825891822,0.038182635914582416,0.045241890464102125,0.06676968595164151,0.15917035675068647,0.2194145758851942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254799178822187,0.0,0.04486084022219848,0.0,0.0,0.04205402336510363,0.0,0.03953333042039935,0.07839581592471496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899661247536989,0.0353787087616294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032444733155541174,0.0448994840960013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434204492607482,0.15556576576444064,0.0,0.03514675192260028,0.10567312833714136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015171857230979,0.0,0.07532506562284469,0.07970637507760538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400973050050966,0.0,0.12667398415539247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585195257905141,0.02951339807158919,0.0,0.03844195666005255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819202341174514,0.0,0.12529956497589484,0.0,0.026971522725526543,0.060543904875554534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310273796991811,0.0,0.08278310365379593,0.06950883663631956,0.0,0.0,0.03762667230854565,0.0,0.07624048581436656,0.08098786026612148,0.0,0.114258200956874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167679133168127,0.23888244877416576,0.0,0.025498801931968854,0.0,0.03930063121957025,0.0,0.04508900612639221,0.06798303816492023,0.07572347892270741,0.03165291948789497,0.0,0.1208481925051954,0.06343562790421657,0.03623512918721255,0.08304635727553128,0.0,0.0,0.032925428273021945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033724927496244686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028172747181767214,0.0,0.06357340685593597,0.0,0.04559416789918516,0.04161070661834757,0.04556487811708645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096421069409737,0.1197075202386865,0.09597635924330987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105773299134934,0.051008272278427295,0.03910621614389104,0.031599112314477124,0.18567545614725986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442225644482292,0.13511802019637706,0.04329420188149494,0.03888171830065995,0.16574518287690854,0.0,0.0,0.08767469673744263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03192754182699102,0.0,0.07157530073270088,0.036897752156663084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795407273280127,0.0,0.08112525422054763,0.1696493282193182,0.0,0.0,0.05126361565150627
adhd,Broomsbee,2018/01/08,"Can’t get ahold of Doctor Can’t get ahold of my Psychiatrist and I don’t have a General practitioner that I see. I’ve been out of adderall since December 29th, which hasn’t been all bad since I’ve been on vacation, but I’m back to work today and Have 7 hours of training everyday this week. It’s been rough. 

I tried calling their [my Psychiatrists] office with no luck. I’ve already left 2 messages with my Psychiatrists messaging services (one before I ran out one after) but I’ve yet to hear back. Not sure if my doctor is on an extended vacation (He’s big into sailing so this is possible) and not able to check his answering service or what. 

Anyway, what should I do in the mean-time? Go to a walk-in clinic? Will I be looked at like a dude just trying to get pills? Should I take in my old scripts? Thanks for the help!",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,79.0,7.295238095238094,23.595238095238088,8.278499904357787,1.4097666666666668,648,22,137,13,16,216,108,168,0.047,0.853,0.1,0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,17,4,0,0,2,22,28,8,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,2,5,4,14,4,21,19,1,21,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,3,10,84,21,5,0.17196701152900398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976987345288976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644640339513442,0.14358527155984804,0.0,0.0,0.14633126084229944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755975458356429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35203104633227755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695369975417525,0.0,0.0977328156332688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381932017489426,0.0,0.11526586291886347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935286623951432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868426611949477,0.0,0.0,0.08401439544379842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440897868578206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732248941201207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045045063467735,0.0,0.23305859510658444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938669669806712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703544354457786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845057779897113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620768732201005,0.0,0.12929779111116468,0.0,0.0,0.15832411971925653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300461935461766,0.0,0.0,0.23350862523418006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794156375833572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519403251033726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,panama699,2018/01/08,"Are you capable of finishing tasks easier if you are doing a favor (someone asked you for help)? I found out that it's much easier to solve math problems when a classmate asks me for help than doing them on my own.

What about you?",2.8528260869565223,4.762324500000002,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,75.73913043478261,8.078260869565218,22.369565217391305,8.841846274778883,1.5810608695652182,181,5,36,4,4,60,37,46,0.051,0.655,0.295,0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,8,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350272551004552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37239312665963736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553014379359016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967139357897866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249855938437776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877723130047071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,101oftheliesivetold,2018/01/08,"Need some advice for my friend (x-post r/depression). For a while now, my best friend has struggled with symptoms I consider depression (lethargy, general dissatisfaction and disinterest). He’s finally got his parents’ blessing to see a psychiatrist. He’s a senior in college, and like a lot of students, has bought and taken Adderall to help him concentrate studying and completing assignments (I don’t condone this, and I never did it when I was in classes with him. I have a prescription for Adderall as well as an SSRI [the former of which I started taking after graduation] Anyway, I guess that’s a separate issue). 

The Adderall makes him feel energized and “happier,” for lack of a better word. I know the sensation. He’s planning on telling a mostly-fabricated tale of symptoms that align with ADHD to this doctor to get a script for it. Although this is better (IMO) than buying it illegally, I wish that he was open to trying something that’s approved for treating depression. I understand that he doesn’t want to (potentially) waste months testing meds that aren’t as effective, but he is stubborn and extremely reluctant in considering somebody else knows what’s best for him. 

Part of me wants him to make his own mistakes, and knows it’s useless in talking to someone who’s already made up his mind. But I am frustrated by the situation. I myself have been prescribed a litany of psych drugs beginning when I was ~14, so I’ve told him my experiences for the most part. I am glad he’s getting help and truly want him to feel better, but most importantly, realize he’s doing himself a disservice in the long run. Welcoming your opinions! 

**Tl;dr: My friend is depressed but wants meds for ADHD because he knows they’ll help. He’s stubborn but I think he’s ultimately hurting his chances to feel better. What do you think? **",5.812142857142856,7.6171122619047615,6.4736238095238114,72.58804285714288,67.75,9.542666666666667,35.166190476190465,9.888512548439397,3.860233476190476,1464,73,241,35,25,479,184,336,0.114,0.685,0.201,0.9797,2,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,1,9,6,26,3,1,18,0,20,4,0,4,1,53,50,22,0,8,5,1,3,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,17,13,0,2,12,0,2,1,4,10,1,0,10,4,36,16,41,39,10,22,1,5,1,0,38,8,0,6,14,164,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227486114441545,0.09443136757645956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663998824209447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890827565811084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282658213756935,0.3418659839940333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013207786682262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292902912776073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989108175040379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206682708391054,0.0,0.08072679568003115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945283375751373,0.0,0.0,0.14658586460948891,0.0,0.0,0.10585977546687464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223981695961978,0.0,0.1009764150149206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728846257014388,0.0,0.10645520849188443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431878268234093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345060310978883,0.0,0.0,0.10086264945838734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243399378253186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047211361736600815,0.0,0.0,0.08551962596222068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215628597724804,0.0,0.09143911331592457,0.1290102695113545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146811372544868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757459187597296,0.0,0.07713375909160071,0.0,0.0,0.07165420775385488,0.07453147234850865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730259964015984,0.2092942692511976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925503663886184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700620663570061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086226676490548,0.0,0.0,0.08187918434325811,0.07439494604411791,0.0,0.0,0.06839930375562064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102470103860982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008831569872199,0.0726580814591012,0.07767218093058696,0.08446393270738396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384061402004533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233963076687092,0.0,0.06560935251817605,0.0,0.0,0.10060125692113484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279931514627867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688717334929083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111263799746427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the-saddest-potato,2018/01/08,"Psychiatrist wants me tested (23 y/o female) I'm in grad school and currently being treated for depression. I've been having a number of problems with concentrating:

   -It's difficult for me to focus on tasks unless I'm very emotionally involved in them

   -I don't notice people talking to me and lose focus during conversations

   -I lose my train of thought frequently


Psychiatrist wants to test me for ADHD, but here's the thing: I've only had these problems for the last three years or so. They're new. 

I've discussed these problems with a psychologist as well, and she doesn't recommend testing because I didn't have any of these problems during my childhood. I don't mind getting tested, but I'd rather not spend ~$500 if I can't possibly be diagnosed with ADHD for age reasons. 

TL;DR: 23 year old female, symptoms only developed over the last few years. Doctors don't agree on whether I should be tested for ADHD, and testing is expensive. What do you guys think?",5.828776030599236,7.4127271602209985,6.39911602209945,73.98263493412665,67.45303867403315,8.884147896302592,32.15512112197195,9.265573868473778,3.0906732681682962,780,33,129,15,13,254,114,181,0.145,0.833,0.022,-0.963,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,2,4,10,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,1,0,26,23,12,0,9,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,7,8,1,1,4,0,15,2,22,15,1,16,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,2,11,80,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586182266388335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650209387599768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754149195932449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955936728213116,0.1291079075449548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019719681989295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308574430547327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645808068125668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595052022013445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073741064972144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846142257344567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843831103284695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285301247764364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482094277662788,0.1334776752351874,0.0,0.0,0.19348653781848385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881862297493848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434017591336734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486862633344733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078540380194362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287357685166032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221215124927466,0.0,0.10224058887833104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450771999808906,0.08150625586127629,0.0,0.10098461360285024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495542294856253,0.15005471577148927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437036610500123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457428091776151
adhd,itsthedanksouls,2018/01/08,"How were your experiences with Vyvanse? Hey guys, I just got diagnosed this past summer with ADD at 20, and my psychiatrist put me on Vyvanse @ 30mg then 40mg.

I'm just curious as to your experiences with it.

So far, mines in terms of concentration + energy + motivation has been great.
Downside for me is the appetite and aversion to foods - except for very sweet fruits like citrus. It's actually so bad my family physician said I am experiencing malnutrition having lost 7kgs of muscle over 2 1/2 months.",5.577370820668694,7.329288500000002,6.970547112462008,69.00500000000002,68.25531914893618,10.477811550151976,30.44984802431611,10.608840637214634,3.578235866261398,405,16,71,12,7,138,76,94,0.113,0.7240000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6446,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,0,11,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,5,9,3,15,5,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2348328417945074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009268421818597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442475659466249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707900334095305,0.2268567911287853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909864546531821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246417957285453,0.2653097423172522,0.0,0.23827439061211195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175660079265466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626902467145331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192078936069688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972096007136106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191266761417946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22890658698605898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985556661520434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wren293,2018/01/08,Anxiety from too low a dose of ADHD meds? Vyvanse has worked really great for me for months and has always calmed me except for occasional issues during the comedown. I've had some circumstances in life lately that have caused me some anxiety (with resting heart rate of 110-120 for hours) and even one night of panic attacks so i've been trying to lower my dosage of the Vyvanse slowly but I'm starting to feel this physical anxiety afterwards even when I'm not actively thinking about anything to provoke it. It almost feels like taking a lower dosage of the med is making me anxious. I also get more anxious after I eat something. Anyone else ever experienced this?,6.869274193548389,7.943560120967746,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,64.7258064516129,9.425806451612903,32.435483870967744,9.516144504307137,3.258454838709677,541,21,84,10,8,176,90,124,0.206,0.7390000000000001,0.055,-0.9352,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,5,0,6,4,1,3,1,16,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,7,3,18,13,4,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,10,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817482623090461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143432559885547,0.0,0.0,0.12093803787625244,0.12583491449314008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34707006283989045,0.3416921867732504,0.0,0.1057430614435819,0.15495231659754638,0.12444885025089175,0.0,0.0,0.1720451912273005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535417649440056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474535559537075,0.12633269708426062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977108793577053,0.13679558398810754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529321829639261,0.10803826116857072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901108140905727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673086650687854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920748020906327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893042391222802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578441263994624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059326753558826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681774578826307,0.07388301010789164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009467498470793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359633793712496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070980571200797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419184784959765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247690557691112,0.0,0.0,0.17743503063319158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688137909372406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164237240437912,0.0,0.0,0.1070408957687718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370563291126315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690164613825526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026747858347548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009675092641202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rocto,2018/01/08,"Medication has the opposite effects of possible side effects? I’ve been taking a very low dose of Retalin (like tiny half tablets 2x a day) for a few days now and I seem to get the opposite effect than the “possible side effects” paper says.

For example, it mentions having a lack of appetite as a possible effect. But for me it has been the opposite: since I started taking meds, I’ve been eating nearly 1,5 or twice as much. Then again, I am underweight so that’s honestly a good thing.

Another example, the meds could make you “tired”. But I felt awake **(not in a happiness or hyperactive way, just simply feeling rested)** after taking meds and after they ‘ran out’ I started to get tired again like I should’ve been since I barely slept.

Does anyone else have similar experiences? I find the appetite thing the weirdest. I don’t get how it makes me so hungry. But I’m not complaining!",2.5599812030075206,5.282396464285718,4.223897243107769,80.52812030075188,81.38095238095238,7.822556390977444,26.104010025062657,8.6894789155246,2.5019119047619056,698,29,124,18,19,233,101,168,0.076,0.825,0.099,0.5985,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,5,7,7,0,0,14,0,11,6,1,8,0,25,27,13,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,9,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,7,3,13,5,16,19,4,18,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,12,83,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403980987965705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938098080819043,0.1309758753616127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206102279999912,0.0,0.0,0.16487820798795438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186398407589644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080093832923473,0.10678469319294127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504125106128486,0.0,0.0,0.06463416286536405,0.0,0.1227358475898308,0.0,0.11683335336801635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035606652523166,0.0,0.0,0.10721686660995472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607630459271947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490154565892067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706536464436481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42596747182118383,0.1287742286301534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396899358345874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323238362934653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165471944879914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637068400991435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114828728582593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095599124496128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883344075993255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984776163929605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938411695990498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547227910137708,0.0,0.10146467827811644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,The_Dacca,2018/01/08,Today is 1818 And it's throwing me off trying to write it.  For one thing I have to do on Mondays at my job involves updating a form with today's date.  Today's was 20 entries and it took me forever because I kept typing it wrong.  1/8/18.  I can do it if I slow down and focus but that's the hard part.  01/08/2018 makes it easier but 1/8/18 has been throwing my day off.  ,0.8357692307692304,2.8748222564102583,2.7355769230769242,92.81567307692309,82.84615384615384,5.438461538461539,21.28846153846154,6.6274283507984215,0.35481538461538475,288,9,63,3,8,96,55,78,0.05,0.9,0.05,0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,11,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,1,8,0,9,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,44,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520624788483543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087469197357246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234583120053131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754075495703484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650989321641912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903385825308204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701301730150885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572357663008289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093486436743972,0.0,0.2771482636186174,0.16936025826747678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27273454869322405,0.0,0.0
adhd,123blegh,2018/01/08,Diagnosis through school Does anyone have any experience of being diagnosed through there School in England? I’m seems that’s the route I’m headed down is private is too much money and the nhs wait list is too long. I’m wondering does it give an actual diagnosis or just an in school one ?,5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,6.095000000000002,76.3,68.64285714285714,9.885714285714286,30.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,3.054192857142858,234,9,44,6,4,77,41,56,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,25,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.2083694101973476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520419076031366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930150967395553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672318432773127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737139948489853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886823333291515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048324513565717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913805377363366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889627348605658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696530154060495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468993521160112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6482955123429898,0.0,0.19438496475839695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315585447097592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Turkish__Delight,2018/01/08,"I am so anxious right about my exams that are in TWO WEEKS. I am so mad ar myself. Why are you so anxious you moron. You have two weeks to learn that is about 80 hours left to learn. You have always passed by only learning a day before the exams. If you stop being so fucking lazy and start learning right NOW you won’t be anxious anymore and it’ll be smooth sailing and at the same time i am thinking: just wait for the day before that has always worked. My meds help me focus, but i just cant find the motivation to start.",1.241059216013344,3.3301944403669737,2.5644537114261894,94.32589658048374,81.66055045871559,4.3306088407005845,19.08340283569641,4.851557810540192,-0.4907688073394501,410,10,88,1,11,132,69,109,0.145,0.838,0.017,-0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,2,9,3,3,0,5,0,15,1,0,1,0,17,20,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,14,0,9,15,1,16,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,10,61,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631045449956981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358256551352176,0.1567932027958657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906374396491245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392347290561755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450098324549793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616135502062064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597142555109698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569713531922547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717766445259391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561400272081987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024254660753828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700339085121688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380868052888428,0.0,0.0,0.1321790885613181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013044099057646,0.0,0.0,0.09218966688535024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888241084271195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363735253529485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266110088911108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150990393829746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fairchildnise,2018/01/08,"First Job Woes I'm 17 yrs old and I'm going to be applying for my first job soon. I'm hoping to be working on the floor staff at my local movie theater. The job would consist of me doing a variety of things(concession stand work, cashier at box office,ushering,etc). I have ADHD-PI(unmedicated) and I'm having a bit of anxiety about it all even though I haven't even applied yet. I'm super forgetful and terrible with math and im just really scared of screwing up. Logically I know it's too soon to be panicking about it but I can't help but worry about how my ADHD might cause me to make a fool of myself.

What was your first job like, and how did your ADHD affect it? Any words of encouragement or advice? ",2.3372679045092823,4.254933379310348,4.466206896551725,82.90832891246689,77.27586206896551,7.771883289124668,22.877984084880644,8.617729084823388,1.5410265251989388,560,17,114,12,13,193,92,145,0.134,0.767,0.099,-0.2996,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,6,13,9,1,1,5,0,12,1,0,5,1,23,21,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,2,0,12,4,19,14,2,15,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,3,8,75,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875855700669455,0.1321519742174255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919657578017014,0.0,0.10345589021075323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764371423282932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892559181574632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508249382229007,0.17864544903401894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450974204726528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685827048239723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064647132287497,0.0,0.0,0.1343207974446581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607910376940694,0.0,0.5368071887838244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432268638522882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606993861370421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027170869067083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434650237854699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190842097083078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866362477677348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539577087771973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286960854631547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690820838658168,0.1373396788139457,0.0,0.09606844321844672,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ScatteredMarbles,2018/01/08,"Am I never going to be happy at work? I have never been happy at work and I fear I am never going to be happy.

**I don't want to hate my job, I have a good job, and I have at least another 40 years left of work - I want to enjoy my job**

I have a 'good' job - the kind you're always reminded that other people would 'love' your job. Reasonable pay, flexible working hours (as long as you make up a full time week) - I'm a software engineer.

Prior to that I have had other full time jobs as an Software Consultant, Web Developer, IT Support, Retail Assistant, Packing, etc and unfortunately I wasn't ever happy at those either and it's all for the same reason!

*It's not the work, it's me!*

Outside of work I am happy as larry, I am free to do whatever I want to do. I have a list of all of the things I need/would like to do and I eventually get around to them and this makes me happy - **life, living, I love it!**

Inside work I can't help but feel utter contempt that I 'lose' 37.5 hours of my week - my list of things is not getting done - my work keeps me from getting done what I need to do, and then once I have done the things I need to do I don't have any time at all for the things I would like to do. For this reason alone, I hate my job!

*Yet, other people are in the same predicament as me - and they manage to enjoy their jobs and enjoy what little free-time they have left (and some even work longer hours than me because they enjoy their jobs!)*

Now, I do of course recognise that work helps me live the life I want to live - but I can't get over the fact that it's also the very thing that gets in my way of living! It's not even like I work silly hours! I work 37.5 hours a week - a standard full-time 7.5 hour workday 5 days a week job in the UK.

Changing jobs hasn't helped me - I still 'lose' my time
Quitting my job would be selfish - I have others I care about and help to provide for.
I can't change my hours without changing career and taking a large salary cut - which would put financial strain on those I care about
Sometimes I do think about jumping off a skyrise to end the burden... which is odd because I love life... but don't worry that's not going to happen!

TL;DR;
I work to live (and help others live), but work stops me living and for that reason alone I hate it - It's the same no matter what job I do. I just can't get over that fact, and I have at least another 40 years of work to go :(

I love life but I want to enjoy work as well.. I don't want to hate it for being the obstacle that stops me living - I can't seem to recognise it as an 'enabler' (the thing that let's me lead a good life).",0.5375085995086017,2.392209502702705,2.441670761670764,95.53002457002458,82.8018018018018,5.045372645372646,17.298116298116298,6.011323194940764,-0.504646846846847,1994,40,465,14,55,663,193,555,0.095,0.727,0.17800000000000002,0.9949,14,2,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,2,6,21,13,40,6,2,28,0,52,9,0,7,9,68,90,29,0,12,12,0,1,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,42,16,0,3,7,0,3,7,20,12,1,0,6,1,75,29,65,75,13,59,0,2,0,4,18,20,0,2,34,313,117,34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952231964797338,0.0,0.030701007804477293,0.03194411584453381,0.0,0.0,0.02610697451750824,0.08051193721960298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417583879581361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680519658942895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828370067059348,0.0,0.12183672672842825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024758808488174192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786096413736627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034002741850348406,0.0,0.0428157491756913,0.0507133556780594,0.03472656217503913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320018103797897,0.01941147808076516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034525462344925,0.0,0.0872732180718932,0.09660082673722133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394874587371267,0.24520551548709724,0.0,0.15161136852101156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286622963533367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646495619577002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952586569556828,0.03412339463694157,0.0,0.03997797883411553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342315838309251,0.0392570647995283,0.13558234053944768,0.05626723179339902,0.03847754053492883,0.2711973450794394,0.03397453804833147,0.0,0.0858986875996486,0.0,0.0,0.13859632716909764,0.0,0.05125214546746594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539859407471535,0.08882776256135136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040884814443595256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053230518469591495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859323053908275,0.0,0.040833206970665184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788802565699686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03494942738884931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03796935783333257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03065884152494489,0.06419264429349446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356528144656861,0.0,0.0,0.028865008765841683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303034599501272,0.024599193492798037,0.0,0.0,0.0895436420135657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03167632631321456,0.13586288372951932,0.030472729761662907,0.1231787306756072,0.0,0.03451782609726934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700723937207088,0.0,0.4471818817365596,0.038987592564284974,0.0,0.1363581652014765,0.0,0.0,0.04944467021617433
adhd,jac0b711,2018/01/08,"One more semester till... I graduate with a projected 3.8 GPA as a math major and go off to grad school for a program that's 12th in the nation. ADHD has been a struggle and it still is. I have to pass a standardized test with a B to be fully accepted into the program and I still I put off studying for it too often. However, the point is that one has to try harder with ADHD to achieve the same things as people without it. Just as there is hope for me to study enough to pass this test, there is hope for you. Now that I've gotten to the end of the road, I just want everyone to know that there's hope that you can do something that you consider great if you put your mind to it. Whether it be going to school, going back to school, starting a family, making a daily routine, having a successful relationship or friendship, or anything that you currently struggle with, there is hope that you can achieve it.",7.158803418803419,5.803196516483518,7.403260073260075,78.00285103785107,64.6043956043956,10.726251526251524,33.95848595848596,9.725611199111238,2.97632039072039,714,25,144,12,9,233,97,182,0.025,0.833,0.142,0.9661,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,0,3,12,9,0,2,15,0,15,0,0,1,0,27,27,11,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,2,0,2,2,0,13,7,30,23,4,22,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,8,8,113,29,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098065896150482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606724209605724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911009326728602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141601715051418,0.13318002712027255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316195542319396,0.0,0.0,0.12150803069324513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197571063550324,0.0,0.0,0.1421040302663927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120758782708398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083574478078307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860364987965292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301443100352583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468128843565825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935757511175409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184472610777937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25914438527750777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838191294902893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913371556131872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922746010896856,0.0,0.0,0.09123051424578184,0.0,0.20586684579971945,0.0,0.0,0.2694920831418956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563020506390348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750929674593544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602391877694092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424741546553128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Deemo-Cookie,2018/01/08,"Any US organization lobbying for legislation protection for ADHD at workplace Sorry if the question has been asked before. I'm new and haven't found anything yet. 

I know US has laws protecting ADHD kids in K-12 public education. I don't think colleges have similar protections. I could be wrong tho. 

But for workplace, is there any US organization that is lobbying for formal legislative protection for ADHD at workplace?  ",6.3470238095238125,9.578605527777782,7.268650793650793,61.27000000000001,70.1111111111111,10.780952380952382,35.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,5.177688095238096,346,18,47,12,7,115,50,72,0.101,0.899,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,8,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900637834501755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258929028143204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346785172196033,0.0,0.15300032783680342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926289742436235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066946642681096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794451183172718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994344422175507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806417874424675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333703917462024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832043545047386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486693924233666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905897236523621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789368928349553,0.0,0.0
adhd,oncekanyeinterrup-,2018/01/08,"Questions for U.K. ADHDers about driving... Hey :-) I’m a 24 y/o female from the uk and was wondering if anyone can help...

I’m due to start driving lessons next week for the first time, and am unsure on what the protocol is for confirming my ADHD diagnosis to the dvla.

I already had a provisional licence when I received my diagnosis and all of the info on the gov website guide points to telling the dvla when you apply for the licence, I can’t find anything about what do do when you already have the provisional/full licence.

I’m on medication (Elvanse 30mg) so I’m guessing this is something I’d need to inform them of too? 

Does anyone know if I need to send anything to the DVLA before I begin my lessons or is this something I do if/when I obtain my full licence? 

Should I also tell my instructor I have ADHD? I guess it’s hard to know as at the moment I have no idea how my ADHD will impact my ability to learn how to drive as I haven’t done it yet haha.

Sorry for all the questions - I’m pretty nervous about the whole thing as it’s a completely foreign concept to me (even my parents don’t drive!) so anyone who can share their experiences of learning to drive with ADHD would be great. :-)

Thanks! ",3.694814814814816,4.946223604938272,5.116975308641977,82.4213888888889,72.20987654320987,7.375308641975309,29.549382716049386,7.793537801064563,1.9163975308641965,948,39,186,12,18,318,129,243,0.038,0.862,0.1,0.9471,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,4,14,5,0,1,16,1,22,1,0,2,2,30,37,17,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,13,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,3,1,25,4,31,30,4,25,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,8,12,126,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477347651103679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147116060415897,0.09111774567673668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390084099815164,0.0,0.18752575924087614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695451476869447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946388134989692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970962773222587,0.11660013925142615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525626967225188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145514525956322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413906019232004,0.09691727265269028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561920928782358,0.25103542557635705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206782500093477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637155413249051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286243471922095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252368455981854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147825236539542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168970074763387,0.0,0.0,0.12117644118461775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651684284743328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771009183101632,0.0,0.0,0.11591790253107598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552776654953447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543309721984152,0.0,0.12754645798006706,0.08064729086847705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917709610861686,0.10490060780726884,0.0,0.0,0.07569664724580089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643930756216868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913957639922035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720989746836806,0.0,0.0,0.12356302739241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093967922422811,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,humanescum,2018/01/08,"How long after/before taking ritalin lowers vit c its effect? Hey everyone, this might be a strange question but from a lot of doctors/ experiences from ppl online I got that vitamine C lessens the effect of stimulants like ritalin. Now I was wondering if you can have like orange juice a certain time before/after taking meds without it having this effect. For example, I wonder if it's still bad to have vit. C after one hour of taking my ritalin. Does anyone know? I think that having to be conscious about this lowers my fruit intake a lot...",3.756764705882354,6.3743174215686285,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,75.76470588235293,7.609411764705883,25.88627450980392,8.548686976883017,2.3923027450980388,435,16,68,9,10,146,68,102,0.092,0.816,0.092,0.3313,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,0,9,6,0,5,1,19,17,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,3,11,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,8,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131399129495831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690665949966207,0.0,0.0,0.15990741299373987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923456874096777,0.16445143023269854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956711109262175,0.0,0.18382335248459136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502980446126085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850648902193253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327677900755446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361797133873092,0.0,0.0,0.16630467382448166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195283933564643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873849777563455,0.0,0.0,0.1993550862788812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734051768887833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051516364054065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007440667446653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238808952382377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041255261058655,0.0,0.0,0.10957857732265423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114968521901692,0.4075858478407804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,callsign__iceman,2018/01/08,"I’m losing my mind because there is nothing to do I live in madisonville, Ky. Population 15,000. There’s nothing to do here. I’m 20 years old, so I can’t even drink. All I have here is my family. I’m no longer in school and I’m currently unemployed.

All I seem to have is my German Shepherd. The love of my life is in Nebraska, and all forms of purpose are abstract to me. I don’t know what to do anymore. 

Help",0.043750000000002835,2.151464965909092,2.457909090909091,93.11436363636366,86.8409090909091,5.792727272727273,22.43636363636364,7.1686216300943375,0.7518145454545455,319,12,73,5,10,109,53,88,0.057,0.86,0.08199999999999999,0.4767,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,3,8,19,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,10,19,4,6,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494424169209989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332558662134912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639598128817686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612802798550222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711272677101064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859001565548945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823001246913127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765755440413133,0.0,0.0,0.22209869338444765,0.0,0.0,0.2813889829744825,0.0,0.0,0.2270085878836557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396570128024804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826846313500978,0.0,0.2639302177345843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545538746831504,0.0,0.22897634651472984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619720376926329
adhd,Dekarch,2018/01/08,"Polypharmacology So psychiatrist appointment on Tuesday.

Currently prescribed Adderall.

Looking at treatment for depression and insomnia. The concern I have is that the first thing he is going to want to do is yank me off of stimulants, although the insomnia is not stim related - has been going on for years, actually easier to sleep on stims.

But beyond that anyone had any particularly good or bad experiences? Any issues I had should be bringing up with the doc beyond the obvious?

Not going to lie, I am pretty nervous about mixing meds. Could have been prescribed antidepressants a few weeks ago but I was really hesitant about going through my Physician's Assistant. I trust him to save my life in case of trauma but I do not believe he has adequate training to handle polypsychopharmacology. Am especially concerned about insomnia treatment - taking benzos or whatever to crash me out at night and stimulants in the morning sounds rough.",7.903541666666666,10.276932937500003,8.0475,61.11416666666668,63.375,11.333333333333336,37.708333333333336,11.20814326018867,5.251895833333332,770,39,106,24,12,250,107,160,0.095,0.7979999999999999,0.107,0.3038,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,7,0,20,6,1,2,1,19,28,9,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,5,3,11,3,28,20,1,24,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,2,7,83,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.19819960030443906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800388913039013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762345254417775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420146052829976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958283818634587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882795768292905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216152179874851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493264308876166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867407756095407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727596307837981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461713324186581,0.17035347848741958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198716020548686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345792336864946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705556858240786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256020681622031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905987629904484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066291538585211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011322561914304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032500582569778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527084648004255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493286048834105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979563541218408,0.0,0.16291727996802982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079191734406415
adhd,gremicethemenice,2018/01/08,"My previous phycologist believed that ADHD was a made up learning disability by the drug companies so doctors could prescribe stimulants She sat me down one time and said stop using excuses that you find it hard to do certain things because of you're ADHD it's such an excuse and a cop out and you should stop believing you have it. I mentioned that I don't believe people understand just what it's like to have it and how hard it can be and she said ""so you don't believe that the parent and teacher know what it's like"" and I awkwardly said ""no they don't because they don't have it"" which I believe is true anyway it was shocking that this phyc believed that the drug companies had made it up and doctors were in on it so they prescribed its very disturbing and frustrating as I think people should be more understanding of what it's like :/",6.16397590361446,6.502966361445786,6.4514698795180765,78.37515662650604,66.10843373493978,9.77253012048193,34.06987951807229,9.642632912329526,3.140580240963857,680,29,129,13,10,219,90,166,0.13699999999999998,0.784,0.08,-0.8341,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,3,0,7,9,1,2,6,0,19,4,0,5,2,29,30,14,0,3,1,1,2,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,25,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,10,5,16,5,12,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0,6,97,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692705844885446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524857106691067,0.0,0.0,0.6944606197186023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202289619909776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210300478447887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382722936540373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389490476375473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840548338002597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645865090696235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505685456645543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441442063103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696136527842561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407138578197708,0.0,0.0,0.14244243932890344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931640914188529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177658799925902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825037090745871,0.06582631970116018,0.0,0.0,0.05990367537981385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389462747196253,0.0,0.08872719696687517,0.0,0.08476440430709259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheWildOnion,2018/01/08,"Ds get degrees! I finally checked the last of my grades over the weekend. I had been on academic probation for the past two semesters for failing most of my classes, and if I didn’t pass this time around I probably would have been kicked out. 
But i did it! Two Ds, a C, and a miraculous B+! No more school for me ever again! 
I know school is starting back up for a lot of folks, and I just want to wish you all luck in your academic endeavors! ",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,3.873406593406596,90.44659340659344,74.38461538461539,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,1.9795890109890115,343,14,78,7,7,111,67,91,0.062,0.846,0.092,0.3956,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,2,17,13,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,12,1,14,7,4,16,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,4,9,58,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077133935650564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941656151567065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106057174839224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556018864642949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190542655312725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823220463222687,0.19019529791917644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836903666261546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274012783013006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515694763058194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722853447703392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651523536270082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360567465946925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455859504860222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376242282722945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683182751162632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575111676716334,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rand4870,2018/01/08,"One year of Adderall, very different experiences So I've been taking Adderall XR 10/15mg for 1.5 years after being diagnosed with adult ADHD, and the effects have been far beyond excellent, but very different from what most people are experiencing. 

When I take Adderall, I feel

- Significantly more energetic. (I was quite lethargic before), but not more so than a regular person

- Significantly enhanced intelligence. This is different from concentration. My thinking is significantly more logical and advanced. I can learn and solve complex problems at a far higher level than before. I am excelling in multiple different subjects in a very short time. I learned finance and made nearly a quarter million last year in investments without taking significant risks (i.e. no crypto or derivatives). I turned an existing hobby project into something that is considered the world's best (I can't name what it is because it'll expose my identity)

- Significantly better language abilities. I used to speak with an occasional stutter as words don't come to my mind fast enough. Now I speak eloquently, with advanced vocabulary that just spring up in my mind. My mind is so much clearer. My ability to speak Chinese has greatly deteriorated because of decades of 99% English only speaking. I found myself able to speak Chinese far, far better, going from stutter every sentence to hardly stuttering and being able to hold a conversation in reasonably deep topics. 

What I don't get: 

- I don't get addiction: I have no urge to take adderall at all. I take it because I want enhanced performance. I've tried getting off of adderall, and I never felt like I wanted to take adderall. I know what addiction feels like, and I don't have it with adderall.

- I don't get significantly greater concentration: Yes, my concentration is notably better, but I can still easily break concentration. There is no urge to keep doing whatever I'm doing like what many experiences.

- I don't have problem sleeping: I've found that I actually sleep better, and sleep more with Adderall. I used to be able to get away with 6-6.5 hours of sleep. With Adderall I want 7-8 hours. Anything less is difficult. 

- I don't feel happier: I actually feel happier without Adderall. Without adderall I become more easily happy and more easily angry. With adderall it becomes harder to be happy or angry.

- I can't get high: I've taken stronger than my normal adderall doses before, but I actually don't feel good at all. My heart is racing and it is just not a good feeling. 

- I don't lose appetite. In fact, I'd argue I have better appetite with Adderall. However, I don't get noticeably worse appetite without adderall. 

TL:DR: If anyone's seen the movie Limitless, that's exactly how I feel, but to a lesser extent. I became much smarter (but not unparalleled smart like Eddie). Things that I've read years ago actually started popping in my mind (but I don't get perfect recall like Eddie). I became much more eloquent, and made quite a bit of money on the financial market (but not nearly as much as Eddie). 

Does anyone have similar experiences? I mean I'm loving the effect it has on me, but I can't talk to my doctor about it for fears of losing this drug. ",6.030844155844152,7.997847123924274,6.985590283210765,68.4981350727586,67.43373493975903,9.41262713190424,34.54705836332342,9.800150414767053,3.8591683304647164,2573,124,398,60,44,858,264,581,0.13699999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.166,0.975,5,0,2,0,0,0,95.0,0,0,0,18,12,32,1,2,15,1,46,12,5,8,6,90,90,31,0,7,22,0,9,5,0,1,6,5,0,2,21,22,0,2,20,1,3,4,26,11,0,3,10,16,53,21,66,75,20,50,0,2,1,1,12,28,0,4,22,262,74,9,0.17503844118229964,0.0,0.22774969199363826,0.12721182502200612,0.07012073039229368,0.0,0.051720338964302746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159396528075746,0.0,0.04801390761709293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481812580130301,0.0,0.0,0.10670180909665662,0.12887747080930362,0.14894482125577085,0.0,0.06123068166906043,0.258012128129499,0.06369888107075622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026003937191953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059220111089930985,0.0,0.2438372213365121,0.0,0.05971975385463499,0.0510591064806234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766300691476806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060287166822002185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915914534738408,0.0,0.0,0.1712211827198148,0.0,0.06565563663781315,0.2065109554164153,0.04168249911832305,0.05602145107603986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794707739728078,0.0,0.0,0.2438676295267036,0.0,0.03315945996212029,0.09787595988074688,0.0,0.06432683311448881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422111697676412,0.05226668741522161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691404651927535,0.0,0.061645907795462425,0.0,0.0,0.11491840383708107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051860736351130574,0.0,0.0,0.032065516541029376,0.04755989721103692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252490138082385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305488283891552,0.0,0.0,0.052659675708013255,0.11041707019942816,0.0,0.05915383532971924,0.0,0.06355605890830268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356519036580276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156452593354987,0.0,0.04500014553913443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057166836059551036,0.0,0.06642747514434164,0.0,0.0,0.039536859258529865,0.04437487401779406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044987190689562,0.050945605097656936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165876583574956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411661873665306,0.058361936356788685,0.0,0.0,0.05998955671553863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335531358015507,0.0,0.0,0.04491771454221576,0.0,0.0,0.0412977031955814,0.0,0.04659530841151885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632142479326128,0.04689642289467442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876258752393653,0.03738585512237852,0.0,0.0,0.0340221075584185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961320391258009,0.06346385348421693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078467537840716,0.0,0.1444250454839189,0.1032422076989528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497441471786267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945970850571676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502920230142404
adhd,Treemurphy,2018/01/08,"Constantly arguing with myself that basic hygiene isnt a waste of time. It becomes annoying how often I internally fight against myself on if taking care of my body's worth it. Drink water. Shower. Brush teeth. Eat. Stretch. Paper work. etc.

Its gotten to a point where its physically exhausting even reminding myself on the basic tasks, because i know im opening the floodgates to an internal brawl on how important time is. 

Should i ask for higher dosages of methylphenidate? Is there an existing trick or hack around this? Is this even relatable to others with ADHD??",3.5353606789250343,6.761075584158416,4.047333804809053,78.89467821782179,85.23762376237623,7.242149929278643,27.016265912305517,8.192908349453996,2.708258274398869,458,20,71,11,14,144,76,101,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.087,-0.5759,1,0,2,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,6,0,5,6,2,2,0,11,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,1,14,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28361058914515785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007851723695775,0.22061604694738296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385552257017342,0.2606291692861593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212842627529165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406045373012856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550181779541356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311774794309896,0.0,0.24147367853924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318795436033404,0.311734457451333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549065224150289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969231761517128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308405123723168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774329015825827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752119070814309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718013916419893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,uoduckuo,2018/01/08,Accidentally took my medication twice I totally forgot I took my adderall in the morning and ended up taking another one a few hours later. I’ve been dealing with horrible anxiety that prevents me from doing anything including sleeping. Feels like someone is sitting on my chest and I’m constantly trying to find air. Ooops,6.2499999999999964,9.043125228070178,7.487578947368423,61.68505263157897,68.64912280701755,10.174035087719297,39.47017543859649,10.355215969177356,5.379676491228072,266,16,35,8,5,90,50,57,0.13,0.805,0.065,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,8,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,6,1,6,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517833163699645,0.1836886330518079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759560073034385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594808705581203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754979412965494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267214289977365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141022798860007,0.17153943226014287,0.0,0.0,0.219462331377774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364666007008819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173089002960098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418923331553073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270930328109945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402901287435202,0.0,0.2034501170720401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805378900345767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335570204098976,0.1630234907431971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,feelingempty_,2018/01/08,"Why am I completely useless when my Vyvanse wears off? It happens 6.5 hours after I take Vyvanse 40mg. My brain becomes completely fried for the next couple hours and I can't do anything except read/watch things on my phone. During this period my work ethic is considerably worse than  when I don't take Vyvanse. Is it normal to feel this impaired during the comedown?

Is there a scientific explanation? Should I raise/lower my dose? Should I switch medication?",3.2467532467532436,6.36401138095238,4.104848484848485,79.23409090909092,84.0,6.387878787878789,25.493506493506487,7.686295010490155,1.9946571428571442,372,15,60,7,11,119,60,84,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.8499,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,9,4,2,0,0,7,13,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,11,0,7,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,39,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206358069882774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092391558402445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341403288830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384546053289641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313545468123638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572238695581214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489794713168506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118238450844772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063657709209527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237000880273114,0.0,0.20486419451782945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914697937418505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144199131594343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389103686313139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886715609496627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222029893819525,0.0,0.21308097717003965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DorkasaurusBBQ,2018/01/08,"Have to share how dumb I feel with people who will understand This past week I got back on Vyvanse for the first time since March (when I found out I was pregnant with our daughter who is now 7 weeks old). I started on a low dose to ease into it, but some days it gives me a headache. 
So I go into the bathroom for some ibuprofen to relieve my Vyvanse headache. 
Would you like to guess what pill I actually took??? 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
Yeaaaahhhh.... looks like momma REALLY isn’t getting any sleep tonight. Fml...",-0.3900793650793659,1.8143753888888907,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,91.4074074074074,4.567195767195766,21.603174603174605,6.18269132825596,0.1776063492063491,394,15,91,4,14,130,78,108,0.038,0.82,0.142,0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,14,17,4,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,2,11,4,13,11,2,21,0,1,1,0,8,6,1,3,15,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.21574501006388333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034394716207095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999909657675272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258017498908446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117861525070658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880529941777512,0.0,0.24240597876630166,0.0,0.0,0.11550668570819338,0.2120828543761746,0.12564650183483736,0.0,0.17682018427055354,0.0,0.24354772958527704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601986646721774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565394732405133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198930400045914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104863554753414,0.15327103971459607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416313611507199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288205207523747,0.0,0.2212425544591496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648360818498674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289152116665089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563122663914602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301550864787923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546787193545705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570509426162675,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LittleSadEyes,2018/01/08,"A thing my Fiancé just said. ""You can't remember what you wrote on a grocery list a few hours before we go to the store, but you remember a joke from a show we watched a month ago?""

To be fair, ""This is my Pit Bull, Featuring Ludacris... Whose a good featured artist? Who is?"" is an iconic joke. ",3.497,3.982159366666668,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,72.0,8.0,26.666666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.334166666666667,222,7,51,3,4,72,45,60,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,3,4,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,3,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719795527212981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610832712784947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437424559807996,0.25734807933979803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021582679168757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449027193800141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.69513995524085,0.0,0.2918583723128526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383917484293615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,time2fly80,2018/01/08,"Tips for complete mid-career change I was diagnosed with ADHD last year, after a 2-year struggle to figure out who I am, why I'm here, and how 15 years in my career had led to such unhappiness.

I work in an industry I do not believe in. It is ultra-conservative and does more harm to the world than good. I progressed from a Technician, to an Engineer, to an Assistant Project Manager over 15 years and now make good money while feeling pigeon-holed into it. EVERY day is a struggle and my performance is less than stellar. Mainly, the quality of my work is low because my interest in what we do is low.

I'm struggling to change careers, as ADHD always seems to kick in to squash my motivation and follow-through. I've daydreamed for 2 years about finding ""the perfect fit for someone like me"", feeling like I'd flourish if I could only find it. I go between hits of serotonin, produced by the thought of loving what I do everyday, to bouts of depression from feeling like I'll never make any of it happen. I've been described as a race horse whose gate never opens. It's hell to be driven but have nothing to show for it.

1) Can you relate?
2) ARE there specific jobs suited for adults with ADHD?
3) How do you commit to a direction when interest/motivation varies so wildly from day to day?  ",5.4905952380952385,6.0967027023809575,6.426309523809526,77.04160714285716,67.6111111111111,9.157142857142855,32.813492063492056,9.188382445141503,2.927130158730159,1019,43,187,18,16,339,154,252,0.062,0.8220000000000001,0.117,0.8616,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,2,0,8,9,16,1,3,12,0,18,2,0,7,4,34,32,14,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,10,11,0,0,9,1,1,3,3,8,0,0,5,3,17,8,44,24,3,31,1,3,0,1,7,13,1,2,18,123,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130564211527376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532767792155517,0.0,0.0,0.0779084721087103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983806857023482,0.0,0.0,0.12907609235537926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423902271727573,0.0,0.12011975243153965,0.0,0.0,0.09147123356835173,0.0,0.0,0.2216558191282047,0.0,0.09867510169619484,0.11628157612461085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002570455848184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652637924390144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378328510987606,0.16369123951594247,0.0,0.0,0.2094215923240716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511021672993572,0.19218422036323288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130989783033184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368858609662336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338617753731576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791275664173602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339984131809236,0.0,0.15294672858342145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767199605951812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099286920234515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713222917269185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429613309322842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707098071970184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593062224076736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095221398414736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337754885772896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681010441016886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368882145638688
adhd,DoubtingStream6,2018/01/08,"Boredom, lack of motivation and anxiety revolving careers/jobs I'm currently in the process of speaking to my GP about an official diagnosis but it has been implied that I have ADHD-PI.

I have a horrendous lack of motivation for anything, despite having high ambitions. My motivation and procrastination are at the stage where I will find a way to not do work for my course, even if the deadline were tomorrow. I'd still worry about it, and this makes the depression come on as I *know* I should be doing things, but I just *can't*. 

I struggled through secondary school, started sixth form, dropped it, then started a course at college. All the while I've had no idea what job or career I want. There have been multiple times I thought I'd figured out what I want to be, but I'll either get bored of it or have such an utter lack of motivation for it that I'd also lose my ambition regarding it too. Now, I'm still at college (just starting second term), and I decided the course I'm taking (animation) isn't what I want to do for a range of different reasons. But at the same time, I still have no idea what other careers I might want to do. Anything and everything I think I'd enjoy always ends up being a complete waste of time or requires me to do something beforehand which I don't want to do. (For example, to become a mounted police officer, you'd have to do about three years of regular police service before requesting to go with the mounted division and even then, spaces are so few and far between that you might never get in. And I don't want to be a regular police officer because the job is different to that of a mounted officer).

It scares me because I get bored of things very easily unless I completely enjoy them and I worry I'll never have a job which won't be a struggle to go through every day. I know people will say 'do what you're passionate about' or 'jobs *are* boring in real life', but when I have hardly any passions or they all require money I need from the *actual job* first, it becomes a struggle. I'd rather poke my eyes with pens than work a mundane job (e.g.) at a desk all day.

I have work to hand in for a deadline today but I did nothing over the Christmas holidays and it's giving me a hell of a lot of anxiety. I might call in sick as I can't bear not handing in my project considering the last project I handed in was horribly unfinished.

Any thoughts? Has anyone had the same problem?

**TL;DR I get bored easily, have no motivation for anything and thus finding a job/career I'll enjoy seems impossible and it's making me depressed.**

Thanks for reading!",3.5553109243697487,5.3742334274509815,5.087282913165268,80.21705882352943,73.54901960784314,8.229691876750701,29.985994397759104,8.909455092898707,2.632481792717088,2048,91,385,43,42,689,234,510,0.147,0.718,0.135,-0.8885,11,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,2,2,12,20,19,1,4,32,0,50,8,4,9,5,82,81,33,0,14,19,0,4,0,0,7,2,3,0,0,25,16,0,2,18,2,1,3,13,13,0,3,9,8,43,6,64,59,13,52,1,3,1,2,9,20,1,11,26,278,68,28,0.0,0.0,0.0683674296580057,0.0,0.08419724410072144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602611748119205,0.05829465920260955,0.0,0.0,0.09528497766012063,0.0,0.10718981089456253,0.0,0.0,0.04898684720948617,0.0,0.17295764079677145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541457204109143,0.15474921336539707,0.05961500687291137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153802162027298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060349582496283465,0.14691095354825778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036445460598123,0.0,0.12068334298242345,0.0,0.0,0.1463933841736499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062051435631127486,0.0,0.0,0.09254655225585384,0.0,0.0590276874961278,0.0,0.06296446736979013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806522324235828,0.05959210758857327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464116404425014,0.06720692925383896,0.07963223226738028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275905875502917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402112780952358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817605523952766,0.0,0.0,0.5561815855565382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700513409704826,0.057107395380510524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049484708696307333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837804533303112,0.0,0.059561614466183875,0.0,0.0,0.09352978708095153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296442577925896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194782415428153,0.10806756339614207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672234525986153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857005509974125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703695405382655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007790954446974,0.07974242363614666,0.0,0.07203226951594023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571368947548164,0.07014123143081227,0.07090339827349942,0.0,0.06377903739376611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393480294057382,0.0,0.0,0.1487642574729792,0.0,0.16784750533791706,0.0,0.0,0.21972247978041026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052675611905314716,0.0,0.0,0.06450086899328328,0.0,0.0,0.093088107481754,0.0448909466864175,0.0,0.11123796222733363,0.12255581247761707,0.0,0.06640769338832092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780597140976981,0.2479355053632313,0.05560953400854038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301125129908974,0.14229653014823365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045115667211846185
adhd,shadowbabeee98,2018/01/08,"Psychiatrist refuses to prescribe anything to me. 
I’m 19 f and have been struggling with focus and attention issues since I was young. My boyfriend and all my friends all think I have ADHD. I had a weird childhood,my mom didn’t take me school and didn’t teach me any life skills. First time I went outside without her I was 17. Anyway I went to a psychiatrist and when I mentioned ADHD she automatically said she would not prescribe any stimulates no matter what unless I brought in my family and showed her my school records. Well I never went to school, I didn’t even get homeschooled. Me and family are no contact so I can’t have them come in to verify I’ve always had attention issues. I told the psychiatrist and she pretty much said that’s too bad.  I also mentioned I have severe anxiety and she prescribed me benedryl. 😑 I’m extremely frustrated with her 😭",3.0550581190560067,5.622147101796408,4.210038746037338,82.37549489256783,77.98203592814372,7.282705177879535,26.589996477632972,8.313332769828598,2.0579132793237056,694,28,128,14,17,226,96,167,0.14,0.799,0.06,-0.8918,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,1,1,3,0,15,1,0,1,3,25,28,13,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,12,0,1,3,1,0,5,9,4,1,1,15,2,31,2,11,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,0,5,86,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278807122611542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908838823147984,0.11350546318064755,0.0,0.0,0.18552926925740565,0.0,0.1043545781059194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225520712533704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389807265037565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117506601937433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009864216774133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571936232773807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603172342500293,0.0,0.0,0.1053913420270568,0.0,0.07126948373480083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847567505327365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635161878915913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976373586487136,0.0,0.0,0.10027829617420422,0.0,0.10520911354374987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877974109622135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951753176999404,0.0,0.0,0.41416777311334974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410639440224852,0.0,0.1128411689405662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260712833626402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256462271880187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740711011878566,0.0,0.0,0.07954276001170847,0.0,0.0,0.13034722637052604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265050183976313,0.3793650412178848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149601217348394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690295874822466,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Orlybayu,2018/01/08,"Tips on BED and Vyvanse? / Any healthy rushes? I've been taking 30mg of Vyvanse for over a month now, and it's not helping with my nightly binges. I usually do okay until about 6pm and I go my college's diner and stuff myself. I end up buying snacks when walking back and eating those too although my stomach hurts. I usually take the Vyvanse at 8:00am. I've tried it later and usually binge in the morning. I don't know what to do! It's depressing! I've lost over 110 pounds and am slowly gaining it back. Any tips? Anything else I can get hooked up (that's healthy)? I exercise and dance but can't do that all the time. Vyvanse might suppress my appetite, but I eat when I'm not hungry.",1.3082978723404253,3.57019131914894,2.8050780141843994,91.69400000000002,82.61702127659575,5.178439716312057,25.002836879432625,6.42735559955562,0.8322828368794322,540,22,111,5,15,176,91,141,0.067,0.892,0.041,-0.5086,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,1,9,6,1,0,1,17,16,14,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,9,4,1,1,2,1,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,13,1,13,13,1,25,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,1,14,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703773082977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342060245976232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802675369581946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501102611974376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566713888090613,0.14559163455237698,0.0,0.1543635928550823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105601919052783,0.0,0.09904942049154557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681866372716003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657426292356905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578174176476976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025120303564927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848874217122948,0.0,0.0,0.1391115548525768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355340885055647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951309399178915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620792452855157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162620384686467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183271650333474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758464874830715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jManYoHee,2018/01/08,"First time in six years that I've actually organised something for my wife's birthday! I have been married for about six years, and every year, my wife's birthday would roll around, and every year I would completely forget until the last minute (the day before - disaster).

This year I have been diagnosed with ADHD-PI and recently started meds. So this year is the first year where I have amazingly planned ahead for her birthday, and the date hasn't magically snuck up on me out of nowhere. 

I actually was able to organise money and buy thoughtful presents ahead of time. And even organise a meal and decorations for the day! (It wasn't ""perfect"", but a massive improvement)

It certainly wasn't to the level she deserves, and I have a long way to go in actually doing a decent birthday. But this is the first time I've been able to manage it! 

It had been a real strain on our relationship. So this is huge that I was able to do it. 

The medication really helps me with clarity of mind, and reduces the effort required to take action. Also helps with being less distracted, so that I can actually plan things. 

It's not to say it didn't take a whole lot of bloody hard work! But I had the edge to actually make it possible!

I made large use of Google calendar and to-do lists, to remember, and plan what I was going to do. There's no way I could just do it all in my mind. I have to externalise as much of my executive function as possible. 

TL:DR - First year actually remembering and organising birthday for my wife. Accepting and working within a diagnosis, and with the help of meds, made it possible. There is hope!

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adhd,Aarxnw,2018/01/08,"If somebody asked you about what happened start to finish, last Wednesday at work, could you remember? My friend continuously manages to recall with complete ease how his last week at work went, day by day. When I try to do the same it's like thinking with cotton wool wrapped tightly around my brain, I don't even know which day was which. 

I don't know if this is normal or had anything to do with ADHD but I don't know anybody with recall as bad as mine.",4.8898168498168495,5.6385628351648345,4.848076923076924,87.31775641025642,69.0,6.945787545787545,28.353479853479854,6.42735559955562,1.1373501831501835,362,12,74,2,6,112,63,91,0.053,0.884,0.063,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,1,0,19,17,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,10,2,15,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,12,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362403380121301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176131796242396,0.17499001031920156,0.18376750197812405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412871008053345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943842757187687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610112417935653,0.0,0.0,0.15694607828345608,0.0,0.0,0.3803164140656692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983339906366864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187039269448166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738272299988915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32409111073743946,0.32046346722573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096034740907524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259800344687494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226768080932428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391340807128984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595486386938545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334589162106023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767752973681992,0.0,0.0,0.182223437195082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862122952093648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,godmademedoit,2018/01/08,"Got diagnosed this weekend thanks to this community! OK so here's my story - Skip to the end if it's TLDR haha - I'm 35 years old now, and I have known I was ADHD since around my early 20s when I decided to research into why I kept losing jobs, was crap at relationships and couldn't pay attention to anything that didn't intensely interest me.
After taking this revelation to the NHS in about 2003 and waiting 6 months for a psychologist's appointment, I was swiftly rebutted and pretty much told I was just immature and needed to grow up - that ADHD only occurred in children and magically disappeared aged 16. Also that I had really bad anxiety. No shit Sherlock. That's because I can't pay attention to anything important for more than 5 minutes and I've been subject to constant childhood trauma due to being called useless and lazy for most of it. I'd clearly displayed heavy symptoms of inattentive type since I was about 6 or 7yrs old, but apparently that didn't matter. 

Because of this - and around the same time nearly dying when I got my tonsils out in my 20s because my GP didn't seem to think the previous 10 years of frequent tonsillitis was a cause for concern - I developed an intense distrust of doctors. Being called a manchild and vomiting up a pint of blood will do that to you. I developed my own strategies for dealing with my ADHD, and lo and behold they worked.. a bit.. things got better. Oddly many of the strategies (being accountable to others instead of yourself, making things urgent, constantly apologizing and politely asking people to repeat themselves etc) I recently found out were already advocated for ADHD! Thankfully as an adult asking for clarification or help is not as frowned upon as it is by most schoolteachers, but it is hard to get over those years of negative reinforcement by primary and secondary education.

After losing yet another shit job (for having a day off to look after my sick girlfriend) I decided I'd had enough and applied to university. I had no A levels having dropped out of 6th form twice, but I had a lot of amateur experience in the subject I chose (Audio engineering) - Thankfully I'd just produced a metal album that got 9/10 in Zero Tolerance magazine - they gave me an unconditional offer as an adult student.
I absolutely destroyed my first and second years, although I struggled massively with my attention and only my passion for the subject and good relationships with my fellow students (accountability works good with collaborative stuff) got me through. The wheels fell of in the 3rd year and I had a nervous breakdown. I needed an extension for my final dissertation and thankfully my tutors recognised my talent so granted me it to avoid all my hard work going down the shitter at the last hurdle.

I got a job in my field of study at another uni, I'd managed to keep my amazing long-term girlfriend throughout and things were going well.. until shit went bad at work and my then long-distance relationship became stressful due to all the commuting. I became heavily addicted to internet pornography and social media (political arguments taking up half my day etc) and my impulsive spending got worse when I should have been saving money. Last year I had a nervous breakdown and went for help. I finally registered with a GP in my new town and he suggested I had anxiety and prescribed me Sertraline after about 10 minutes conversation. It gave me fucking insomnia, I felt suicidal and had to take time off work while my girlfriend basically cared for me for a few days till it fully wore off. I was once again angry that a clearly unqualified doctor would nonchalantly piss about with someone's seratonin levels while they're having an emotional crisis. I went for CBT but the waiting list is extremely long (I'm still waiting now) and paid good money for specialist therapy to do with the porn stuff - this helped massively. The initial appointment with a psychologist I told her about ADHD and she suggested going private.

Thankfully one of the users on here recommended me an online psychology service in the UK, and it's probs gonna work out about £600 in total to get fully diagnosed and treated along with a follow up. I gave them absolutely tons of info, my girlfriend and mother were hugely supportive giving their own evidence along with my self-assessment, and we even found school/special needs reports that I was shocked to see pointed directly at attention and impulse control problems.. how this remained undiagnosed as a child I have no idea, it was all there on paper! I did a video conference assessment for an hour with the doctor and she pretty much laughed at the end and said there was absolutely no doubt that I had ADHD.

I can't describe how this felt. It was a revelation. Thankfully so many of my mates have been patient over the years with my attention problems but it's good to just be able to explain it to them without feeling like a liar anymore because it was undiagnosed. There is so much closure, and such a feeling of ""fuck you"" to the doctors and teachers who played it down and ignored me.

I start on a small dose of Concerta next week, hopefully it helps. Although the good news is I also just found out my job is secure again and this means my girlfriend can move in with me.

This has been a good week. ",8.472277143244971,8.457691674203499,8.645248114177122,65.77893269212127,61.34326824254882,11.742162927340072,39.53012468731215,11.246162497289625,4.7696578138028665,4281,206,684,107,53,1408,444,973,0.133,0.742,0.125,-0.7839,5,1,0,0,0,0,88.0,1,2,5,12,38,55,10,6,54,2,60,22,6,6,6,137,127,72,2,10,14,1,6,1,7,4,12,2,0,4,42,65,0,9,22,3,8,11,13,26,1,6,56,10,89,29,140,62,21,117,0,3,2,4,51,47,7,9,59,501,131,26,0.047180202955408285,0.0,0.0,0.05143338528091048,0.3402086126966703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206452717136048,0.07545998251540435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989451130328458,0.07218545224598605,0.0,0.04679008363304591,0.0,0.0,0.07765057403695877,0.08400076682841913,0.08821424180813134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878699749874384,0.11504245524322144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041727055455533416,0.05150856206187353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635252456079274,0.0,0.04810336130873398,0.048467064820242364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197007664125424,0.05291660942857684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912819833562958,0.0486407175712662,0.0,0.09577382572853856,0.04896560187430514,0.0,0.0,0.1931637476849487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053071378043126435,0.08357531198467391,0.048749761716163804,0.10523679563738712,0.031162079084955618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615129166154162,0.0,0.0,0.04771145644147473,0.03370554641839398,0.0906007873620614,0.10336721237509698,0.0,0.04013145653185244,0.0,0.15519197196178314,0.0,0.0872346747612261,0.04929941750627155,0.0452595497815031,0.08044078982328692,0.2374350947365728,0.2641402280790264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845283894235138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649558210005948,0.0,0.0,0.0468605871054422,0.04646299618292074,0.0,0.0,0.053260706342614615,0.0,0.0,0.1872762856339964,0.041935932186146906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691632493292518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023049863999909083,0.0,0.0,0.12525898482339815,0.03961948784479113,0.10556515775714001,0.0,0.040110921372664254,0.0,0.0,0.031493151833015105,0.0956666411422262,0.0,0.051393072368885385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765878787361485,0.05014508912562938,0.1040486333878618,0.10495056801976296,0.0,0.0455669340127866,0.050176681090809375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901537287461723,0.05024537635225973,0.03197052655583433,0.07176534073791478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032708812187718275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460054178214926,0.0,0.0,0.09599845598957332,0.0,0.09029016480547468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03022484613137671,0.0,0.046584758556370814,0.15196164382816527,0.0,0.0,0.044879177168357605,0.0,0.0,0.04774888422169477,0.03759651331399179,0.04295108480610454,0.0492192413024179,0.0,0.1452894010079763,0.07805590286295684,0.0,0.0,0.04809427536997901,0.03997563285857191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03339439048700992,0.0,0.03767817102534175,0.0,0.05404476308015388,0.04932299204930935,0.10802008923856396,0.051607484376410113,0.05353953520309702,0.0,0.04903829584773575,0.10642092292128702,0.0,0.0,0.2606231521269775,0.05395467387496861,0.0,0.09403329124122337,0.03023116900072708,0.0,0.0,0.05502231151288045,0.0,0.0,0.09016541157414366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569022588971389,0.0,0.04242066857150294,0.1312095624536706,0.0425727947561252,0.0,0.0,0.0454800320195449,0.0,0.2060864979902546,0.0,0.04808065752906422,0.033515462513368864,0.0,0.0,0.21267752687697006
adhd,snootsnootsnootsnoot,2018/01/09,"Got an Adderall​ prescription last week -- insurance still pending On Friday, I was prescribed Adderall. So ever since Friday, Walgreens has had it marked as ""delayed"" with an ""Getting insurance approval"" note.

I've never had such delays with this insurance before. Is getting Adderall approval supposed to take days? Or could it be stuck because it's not an approved drug? I'm having trouble getting more info from my doctor or pharmacy.",7.204639639639641,9.848705770270273,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,65.62162162162161,8.176576576576577,40.711711711711715,8.841846274778883,4.492403603603603,353,21,44,6,6,110,58,74,0.093,0.8290000000000001,0.078,0.1351,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,2,11,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741957918374284,0.0,0.2431595237080775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815499179736,0.0,0.0,0.18429065846602247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924860384031789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33138925667911856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25848501605220736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478912268417512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285472590547632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329314008222248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039465079420092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363824690293947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228207189176178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148549060680892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292183143229537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,soupermercado,2018/01/09,"The problem with losing interest in hobbies and activities One thing I kinda feel like I despair over is the fact that I feel like I’m always going to be cycling through different interests my entire life— I can never just stay invested in one thing, because sooner or later it all just feels horribly bland and boring. I’ve had such a hard time picking a career path and struggling in college due to this, but I feel like it extends even to things that are supposed to be fun. I just hate that the things that used to bring me such excitement and joy now feel lackluster. I’m constantly having to switch interests and chase down new activities to keep me from feeling restless and depressed, but sometimes it’s hard to constantly find new content to be engaged in. I think I experience it with friendships too, to a certain extent. 

Does anyone else feel like they have this problem? How do you keep your focus on fun pastimes once the novelty wears off and you cant hyperfixate on it anymore? Or how do you manage to keep up with constantly new things to stave off the boredom and discontent?",8.054024713150929,7.73710279611651,7.809752868490733,72.42584730803179,62.300970873786405,10.791879964695498,38.14474845542807,10.230975488527342,3.95867572815534,880,40,152,17,11,281,122,206,0.135,0.67,0.195,0.9482,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,1,10,22,1,2,8,0,12,1,1,4,4,41,29,14,0,2,7,0,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,3,9,0,1,2,2,9,0,2,1,9,16,13,28,25,2,25,0,3,0,0,5,11,0,3,15,106,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826797307954748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520394623869224,0.07417437154423348,0.10869262291103923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466605387742476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439079489060371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136749588412976,0.0,0.0,0.11083217116298998,0.0,0.0,0.09283228537254344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861714691996751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006556599578646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376767104938303,0.0,0.0,0.37546454035674304,0.30313743579993113,0.0,0.0,0.0969562034687793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060288333701475225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900556580812355,0.10473312409314944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828692671152837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492821803578494,0.2073034681513559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867761627078605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181628391950488,0.3073613618906353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297290925918965,0.14376659735770286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030105720385836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491692026761168,0.0,0.0,0.11306833793217885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089899827027082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523778454844138,0.06797248543576223,0.0,0.0,0.06185674242139446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162001052112044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LOLcatzramazing,2018/01/09,"Trouble with books that have multiple characters does anyone else experience extreme difficulty enjoying/understanding books that contain multiple characters? i'm attempting to read ""catch-22"" at the moment and while i want to enjoy myself it's so difficult to keep up with so many different names/personalities introduced. i find this happens specifically with most war books i've tried to read over the years. the added titles of lietunant, seargant etc strewn about dont help.  even something simple and fun like ""the gang who couldnt shoot straight"", the names just all seemed to blur together.  i find myself to be a visual person, and if i'm watching a movie with multiple characters there's not an issue, as i can put a face to the particular name. i wish i had more examples but i've learned to steer clear of these types of books! is this an adhd thing, can anyone relate? ",6.888593481989709,8.482176075471699,6.819599771297884,71.91457975986279,64.9748427672956,10.813264722698683,33.322469982847345,10.832165505486646,3.9755735849056606,712,30,119,20,11,226,108,159,0.065,0.84,0.096,0.5681,1,0,1,2,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,11,0,8,1,1,0,2,26,15,9,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,8,3,20,12,4,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,4,71,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149791338338064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610344622783284,0.18031584576349974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386525364666464,0.0,0.0,0.1540043068498685,0.0,0.20625129786407104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701159442164274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626807074668576,0.11623541187122638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721455869502048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216913781683208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562158750420865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795799989152013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836810044243669,0.0,0.15642218019444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597662653704807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841960103477014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073239287134502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691197859708002,0.0,0.0,0.35206215598207796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020872738121558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548066094692338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691558734183165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194812136592037,0.0,0.0,0.18320498238796995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379960096090622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237228747602426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133275747694302
adhd,v44lerie,2018/01/09,"struggling with creative projects i'm in my 4th year of an art program in college. i was diagnosed back in highschool and have been on/off medication between then (i'm terrible with getting prescription refills which really doesn't help my case haha).

although i've always loved art and creating content, it's been a huge struggle from start up til now in a school setting, mostly thanks to my inability to manage my time and lack of effective school habits. process work and building up my ideas especially have been issues - i often find myself falling into the trap of ""due in 3 months? doesn't exist until then"" when in reality i should be developing my work. i know i've got it in me to do so much better, but as i'm sure you all understand, ADHD makes it difficult to bring that out. medication does help when i have it, but it won't take me far without enforcing good habits (which is, of course, much easier said than done).

this isn't limited to just school, i often start projects or have big ideas that i'm super hype about at first, only to fizzle out not too long after. it's aggravating, especially when i still Want to continue working on whatever project, but if my interest is shut off then i'm shit outta luck.

its hard not to compare myself to my peers, but it can be disheartening seeing them putting out great work, and a ton of it too, whereas i really struggle to keep up.


TL;DR art school is exhausting to keep up with, and keeping myself consistently interested in + working on longterm projects is incredibly difficult.

how do you sustain interest in projects, for school or otherwise? how do you keep yourself on track with work when your deadline is weeks/months in advance?

would love to hear any tips/advice/anecdotes on the matter, particularly those of you in creative fields :)",9.972613412228796,8.02338385502959,9.501550295857989,67.07550098619332,59.5621301775148,12.800315581854045,41.46824457593689,11.4731,4.713372149901382,1445,64,255,32,15,467,190,338,0.12,0.7070000000000001,0.173,0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,5,1,12,16,22,1,3,6,1,26,7,1,4,2,50,51,27,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,15,14,0,5,6,3,0,4,7,9,0,1,7,4,27,13,57,39,6,56,0,1,1,2,12,29,1,7,22,172,42,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140636582492447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713311995100765,0.0,0.0,0.06303860175117178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127992546057407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198486630943949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408768738385227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112165209133718,0.09486341635491437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472534500607565,0.07884985083774215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048431480597667366,0.0,0.0,0.07775165012498553,0.07413997961477158,0.10220114169117668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304023169840069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447868081319027,0.0,0.1242685743577054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929211713483248,0.0,0.09675383008104216,0.0,0.32958106018353595,0.0,0.0,0.05094502932513212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203583192960552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732920673608834,0.0,0.061877403389848575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867692852094031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479831565150341,0.0,0.1362890847813628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050188183442838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931882508489383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877090018704853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817812088721255,0.0,0.0,0.4690824510145761,0.0738692218777189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515434680432576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122587298211394,0.0,0.07402966206395,0.0,0.0,0.29072784060596363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873678531587184,0.0,0.06969822531192507,0.0,0.0,0.08534492409864604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540536206565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650308583359687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054676361256434894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935867398659107,0.0,0.404916517627678,0.0,0.0,0.06585081749623425,0.0,0.0,0.05969521424983814
adhd,dirty_black_socks,2018/01/09,"Any Project Management tips for the ADHD brain? I accepted a promotion, and am now starting to regret it.  I'm moving from an adhoc based work flow, to a project based work flow.  

In my previous position, work was assigned to me in, typically, 1-2 hour bits.  Get work, do work.  In my current role, I'm getting assignments that can take weeks to months, and require a lot of steps, including individual research, documentation, testing, scheduling, and other things I don't love.  The size and scope of these projects seem so daunting that I procrastinate.

My brain is having a hard time breaking the projects down into smaller parts and going bit by bit (or bite by bite).  I know that's the solution for the non-ADHD brain; I know that's what I need to do.  But as most of you know, it's not always that easy. I'm scatter brained, so even drafting the steps isn't easy.  And even preparing to do that step can provoke anxiety and make me want to escape (as I'm doing now.)

Any tips? ",4.9035164835164835,5.9634889894179866,5.688465608465608,80.17369963369964,69.15873015873018,8.989987789987794,31.998778998778995,9.265573868473778,2.7782117216117217,765,33,149,15,13,250,111,189,0.094,0.865,0.041,-0.867,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,11,0,12,5,4,2,0,24,29,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,5,0,0,7,3,1,0,0,1,1,12,2,22,28,6,22,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,4,9,88,24,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28808754458459274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972989859374458,0.0,0.0,0.16301255191360065,0.0,0.09168960859384216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925555425149334,0.0,0.0,0.5351963032108428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832768212261586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523975827292272,0.0,0.06811699868779611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736754706334638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803414127244945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760937759335626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189739252350448,0.10817483352262487,0.0,0.08000489503385125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566801655501933,0.12738809418730088,0.0,0.08887179899389921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979250493818195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911251594386548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848347831236072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011689073302476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962708459425508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988907112963326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069424868386855,0.0,0.0961413549444552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362834372963476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DLCss,2018/01/09,"Question about Concerta Just today I started taking Concerta Generic and I was wondering if anyone could resonate or explain any of the feelings I've had throughout today. I'm in school btw.



My first period class I was able to focus really well. It was as if a voice in my head was repeating everything being said and I was finally able to concentrate on a lesson, something I haven't experienced in what seems like forever. I drank a ton of water and peed a lot, but nonetheless, I felt as if it was working. 




Fast forward a bit over an hour and a half later, and things are taking a terrible turn. My brain feels like static and I can't concentrate on my history lesson, which mind you, is my favorite subject. I am either staring into space or I wander onto Reddit, and on Reddit I get extremely invested in the website so much so that nothing else seems to exist. My mind feels like TV static or like a wet rag just filling up my brain. No matter where my mind goes, it isn't the teachers lesson.




By now, it's lunch time. I grab some fries and sit down at a table with my good friends. I quickly leave to take a piss in the bathroom and when I come back, I see my friends have eaten most of my fries. Normally, I'd be a little agitated but not angry since they are genuinely good friends of mine, but for some reason, I was fucking pissed. I storm out of the cafeteria and go to the library to cool off. Yet, I'm still very mad.




After lunch, we have our final period, Accounting. Accounting was a horror story for me today. We have an online worksheet to complete so I go to my Google Classroom (basically where assignments are listed). Then, for the next half hour, I'm just staring at the Google Classroom page. My mind is still filled with thoughts of anger, a bit of depression, but I keep trying to revert my focus to the instructions of the assignment, but it wanders off to what seems like nowhere. So much so the teacher asked me if anything was wrong. I soon explained the situation to him, he sent me to the nurse, and I was sent home. 



Can anyone resonate with some of my feelings of the drug? Is this just a one-time first-time thing or can I expect for this to continue the next few days? Is there a drug I should try next based off how I acted?




By the way, 16 y/o in High School.",4.065851481851484,5.275486125274728,5.166173826173829,82.58140193140194,71.26373626373626,8.24042624042624,28.073593073593074,8.666027191798058,2.071783882783883,1797,65,352,31,33,593,233,455,0.097,0.8,0.103,-0.446,0,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,3,1,1,5,23,20,5,0,33,1,31,14,5,2,0,71,64,34,0,8,19,0,7,5,3,1,2,2,1,0,13,19,6,1,17,1,3,9,5,8,1,3,18,14,49,12,57,42,13,66,0,1,3,1,17,26,3,18,36,245,62,10,0.1648392639553331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056048176034421984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525944606135885,0.0,0.06782433450985254,0.0,0.07705123006663159,0.0,0.0,0.0633756095305599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996178324416345,0.0,0.0,0.1840151341918258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099721501579842,0.08641541602946437,0.0,0.0,0.06580536958767444,0.0,0.0,0.05315384421956277,0.0,0.0709879082516944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911612131854872,0.0,0.06885102666115926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407345077297778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669536944304505,0.11776120310613228,0.07913577182282917,0.1805733563834998,0.0,0.14021219371222932,0.0,0.0,0.19103160964562474,0.07619562167109663,0.043060855963469966,0.0,0.09368195242814437,0.13825935385982674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845863204734871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870808663362051,0.0826736109596306,0.0,0.1623334706548599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325835585508872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727048980895813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133034503934885,0.08260612365584569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007022375348106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328813324057733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211758256559695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629626409157608,0.0,0.0807537399932967,0.07908385975233784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584967566490786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232885043387924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052800126720186316,0.08474110864336291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839994391657272,0.0,0.0,0.16682613547109254,0.06567777578047572,0.22509521246272346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817837127290202,0.09264311959010768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345065935530629,0.0,0.0,0.05833703972531009,0.0,0.13164084912628676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185907917992342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951188241779217,0.0,0.0,0.06543198142803748,0.04805955020730037,0.0,0.23437252212063875,0.0,0.0,0.11191503989220628,0.08964889219858951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680048280637114,0.0,0.06542086754578352,0.0,0.0,0.07410514734780417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938057509366558,0.060002473692820475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901129291169916,0.0,0.0
adhd,messyentrepreneur,2018/01/09,"Changing prescription to another brand... Hello /r/ADHD,

Hope this is allowed here. Just looking to get the option from others. I was on Adderall IR and then went to Vyvanse. I got off Adderall because it made me very moody when it wore off. Vyvanse was amazing because it was a smooth activating and smooth coming down. However, it only lasts me 5-6 hours and made my blood pressure skyrocket. Bunch of other random issues as well.

Has anyone had issues with those two meds and went to something else like Adderall XR, Concerta, Strattera with better results? I know we're all different just looking for the thoughts of others.

Thanks for our help /r/ADHD",4.228585434173667,7.057302831932777,4.539684873949579,80.17798669467788,75.30252100840336,6.3196078431372555,30.08473389355742,7.492282038375204,2.283822969187675,523,24,82,7,12,164,87,119,0.039,0.804,0.156,0.9301,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,4,1,19,20,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,11,4,7,6,16,9,2,11,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,3,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882269751262419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936591477703844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112937280288888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691999001503704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428497214578475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086483808826722,0.13913362671726076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875214065273358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492772977703782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438659260668163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918085878053334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826224419248792,0.0,0.0,0.16042401607985796,0.15906289074004376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371660722087545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876617815401727,0.13165888980518278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890963347598587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712692156752922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566485065119203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794103075174195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284186869671833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434460072470173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870425706761234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822740831951668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577798109986447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332694298034433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522425853778456,0.299457977475976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Thenarwhal27,2018/01/09,Dry mouth on vyvanse So recently I’ve been switched onto vyvanse 30mg and I’ve noticed the common side effects of amphetamines like not being able to sleep or no appetite but a big one I’m starting to notice is the dry mouth. Is there any way to help with the annoyance of dry mouth? ,4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,70.3793103448276,7.8689655172413815,31.74137931034483,8.07648339933343,2.2494,228,10,45,3,4,75,44,58,0.077,0.833,0.09,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,4,4,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,24,0,0,0.3028667763020897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595979362971695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300521599764385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796540850941411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6896316644148128,0.0,0.0,0.2052303658760745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990444034781732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030855030658236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437066311336173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040154974055766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wvnderlich,2018/01/09,"What are your experiences (if any) with Cerefolin NAC? Recently diagnosed and prescribed 10mg Adderall and a ""medical food"" called Cerefolin NAC. I'm familiar with Adderall (husband also has ADHD and used to take it) but I've never heard of this other stuff in all my years of mental health treatment. From what I gathered it's kind of like a dietary supplement?

Anyone else ever take this stuff? What was/is your experience?",4.928571428571427,7.548783415584418,5.4038961038961055,75.91155844155847,71.98701298701299,8.036363636363637,31.779220779220786,8.841846274778883,3.12510909090909,341,16,54,7,7,109,59,77,0.0,0.947,0.053,0.5818,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,3,11,7,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284267081602651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199858052265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925383732268295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132901074978497,0.19474875386702956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408229997965945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291663046688431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587787512317209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192882366121634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718490563079184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298328997696709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203508354980831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792822677515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928583997090424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147511315859125,0.191545439443065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465933833650856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876707875757434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351684080721937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858173508259901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415909746585153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239858272947593
adhd,birdsatemyface_,2018/01/09,"How common/likely is it to be prescribed Vyvanse in the morning with dexedrine in the afternoon? I'm prescribed Vyvanse now, just switched from Adderall. I like it so much better. Adderall made me feel anxious and not myself at all. My doc said she was going to do an IR in the afternoon most likely because the positive effects wear off around 2. I just went up on my dose but I think I still will need the extra boost. I think she meant adderall as far as the IR, but I'm wondering if dexedrine would be better considering how much I like the Vyvanse. I wanted to know if that is even a possibility and hear about people's experience with dexedrine.",4.970714285714283,6.3052051190476215,5.4160317460317495,81.16785714285716,69.23809523809524,7.822222222222222,32.253968253968246,8.167268648758528,2.39095873015873,519,23,97,7,9,166,81,126,0.012,0.851,0.13699999999999998,0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,9,0,8,2,1,4,1,27,23,11,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,13,5,17,14,5,15,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,7,70,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371530710516239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687584486833156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796702239169802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713194075024747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386520641829346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053448306878436,0.0,0.0,0.1061433016511784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930399469493776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365983113869349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536810972408836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076731062144912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863407866641306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086349010990793,0.15565513513438645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553407410446298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665647459677194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996847044852198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676446610978335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26902017501377656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381793726114253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460058730510096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276523787222351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912317136656722,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bethie1984,2018/01/09,Red face for adhd meds? Tonight I noticed my face was red. I’m on a new dosage of equasym and just wondering if anyone else gets a red face and warm ears? ,1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,79.9090909090909,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,0.2490484848484851,120,4,29,1,3,38,26,33,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099852231868552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853373944610465,0.3495392984585545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849795555228812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823210760961888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789307785510426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294761316550737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883913226577749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36995289391874175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dannnii,2018/01/09,Adderral high. I'm been on a steady dose of adderral 30mg xr for a year now and from what I've heard is that the high goes away with time. From my current experience now is that the high is everlasting and feels like it's getting better with time. And in don't crash afterwards. I always get a afterglow and sleep like a baby. Was wondering if anyone has the same experience.,3.4334649122807015,4.995929802631583,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,73.34210526315789,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.809445614035088,299,10,62,6,6,99,54,76,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.8465,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,7,2,1,0,0,10,13,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,9,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,9,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716989075319536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442840264331966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387168854750567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824989315669466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40369785630531296,0.0,0.0,0.10433626011966032,0.147415774779318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561768314457666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540571788063243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162340749059496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649803391461105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064753560540986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377670030729488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328819977474439
adhd,OxymoronicParadox,2018/01/09,"Kinda lost on what to do. I was diagnosed with ADHD at 7 or so, not sure exactly how old. I am currently 26, in college and I work as well. So I was taken off of medicine and therapy when I was young because my mother said it made me zombie like and I ended up somehow making it through high school by making up the credits my last 2 years after failing freshman and sophomore years. Anyway, my jobs have always been simple enough I can daydream and get through them, but when I enrolled in college I've been stumbling through despite the late and missed assignments. I've thought about getting help or at least asking my school for extra time but I do not have my records from when I was a child and have not been able to retrieve them. So I'm concerned that they would require me to test again and then I'm told that I'm just an idiot or that nothing is wrong and I just am a failure. If you can get through this rambling and can offer some advice that'd be great.",4.4918799058084735,5.18619281122449,4.85938775510204,87.07682103610676,69.86734693877551,7.0511773940345375,30.89324960753532,6.67199483983844,1.6048921507064366,765,31,155,5,13,242,123,196,0.086,0.825,0.08900000000000001,0.1549,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,4,14,10,1,0,5,0,21,1,0,4,2,34,37,25,0,2,11,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,13,1,22,5,23,21,4,24,0,3,0,0,11,9,0,7,16,115,30,11,0.1660060777455973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199507045580196,0.1622192178908546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813035515395647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519327351887655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011957641810093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849267451129676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470321116682473,0.17152865453295288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601939719216693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183022286767458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112703746549374,0.17539453550434678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647354170044967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531710989870946,0.187262086412824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110218429562155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812152439080456,0.0,0.0,0.15707896462192314,0.22162069190701145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928730880557612,0.0,0.17419545336598447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790979494535612,0.0,0.0,0.3360140266401103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645876367399336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984241747522332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179028267117962,0.09679947891897173,0.0,0.0,0.15862592132009135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925940042175878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085440172163847,0.0,0.0,0.11792595468341845,0.18150158594413965,0.0,0.21380494269022354
adhd,x60s,2018/01/09,"I'm exhausted of internet arguments, but I get so angry at everything! How do you control that? I'm constantly retweeting angry political stuff on twitter and I frequent kind of divisive subreddits. I sort by controversial constantly even though I know how stupid that is. It's like crack and then I feel exhausted and shitty afterwards. Does anyone else feel like this? How do you cope with it?",3.7426134585289503,6.9494326197183165,4.93737089201878,73.71510172143975,81.95774647887325,9.916118935837249,30.424100156494518,9.725611199111238,4.2883884194053215,320,16,51,12,9,105,50,71,0.343,0.585,0.07200000000000001,-0.979,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,0,13,9,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,6,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162577286591513,0.25149462035962244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304929119220281,0.27529533319433896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147967335924208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050436830495015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621187569906616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059646601094815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482158520751664,0.1753509858615026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282385598324687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556005276688801,0.13489402162923936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398309362017577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809838610195748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115538230433764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rara267,2018/01/09,"Diagnosed With ADD So I was diagnosed at a very young aged (don't even remember it) but never was given any type of meds to deal with it till later on in life. A couple years ago I was involved in a nasty head on collision that left me unconscious and with a severe concussion. After some time I noticed I had some memory issues and speech issues. So speaking to doctors they blame it on my ADD, Knowing my body and knowing this isn't how things were before they didn't budge. So this brings the try of medication, was prescribed 60mg vyvanse which was way too high for me (being med sensitive) was dropped to 30mg. This seems to be a good amount for me but I cant seem to take it for long sperts without having symptoms. But I noticed that ever since taking it i've noticed having a weird feeling in my brain where it literally feels like my brain is fried. when I don't take it it gets worse now.

So my long story is to just give some back story on what I seem to feel may have some connection. And my Question is does anyone have issues with any of the meds even besides the Vyvanse and if so what did they do?

Thanks",5.621467611336033,5.335307820175442,6.051754385964912,82.91240890688259,67.28947368421052,8.945209176788127,29.380566801619437,8.384062270229773,1.9022991902834017,885,27,183,11,13,286,129,228,0.091,0.8540000000000001,0.055,-0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,15,4,0,0,9,0,25,10,4,1,2,35,41,17,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,17,11,0,0,10,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,11,5,20,3,28,27,5,29,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,10,16,128,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208163414539854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128128831410086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263395609839994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987581751696919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839257961419385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538510903120128,0.0,0.2319245430212278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493909959350207,0.0,0.0,0.10709372044924677,0.0,0.2108680922295033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632359794647156,0.09090439190633974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722096024804514,0.09396365403273704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757160770346434,0.07421050810839487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427199988355258,0.09964930235367997,0.0,0.08712798977969866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066088602321714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975287559697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252651244660376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417733224262898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286381809284722,0.0,0.07337214709122322,0.05074957391372137,0.0,0.0,0.18385763168863875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34615532709360386,0.1046462187408754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801171651424061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547975855880751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636720283142853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176735942056798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837000582368531,0.0,0.11735264212345588,0.0,0.08592900617030774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796908041355112,0.2343101240762897,0.0,0.0,0.09563696285111316,0.0,0.0,0.069011968490223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057213320299293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052638522966502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571027997877605,0.0,0.08245357033401066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013474468150496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586061952908672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689406602555738
adhd,skapade,2018/01/09,"How do you get out of a housework slump? How do I get my shit together at home? Housework has always been the thing that I am by far the worst at. I basically don't do anything at home.

I am lucky enough to have a husband who likes tidying, but even so my apartment is a disaster zone more often  than not.

I know the specifics of how to actually tidy things properly and in particular I have a lot of plans to throw away/donate a lot of stuff. The idea being that owning less stuff will lead to there being less stuff to make a mess with.

We've tried using a points system to compete with each other (childish I know), also I've made cleaning schedules and simar thousands of times and never followed through with any of it.

Some things definitely work against me:

- I work only night shifts which means I'm changing my sleeping rhythm every few days which leads to me being completely unable to form routines or habits.

- I have been working way, way too much lately which has left me with no energy to get anything done.

- I think the biggest thing is that I don't really enjoy being in my apartment even when  it's pristine. I'm always feeling restless when I'm at home. None of the activities I could do at home for fun entice me. Which makes me feel generally unmotivated to tidy up, since I don't get any satisfaction out of the place being nice.

Okay, so I know what housework needs to be done and how to do that housework, but every time I have a day off I cannot bring myself to even do the tiniest thing. Instead I just lie in bed and sleep all day if I don't have anything planned in with friends. Basically all my time off the last three months has been wasted by me just sleeping all day.

How do I get out of this rut? I really want to get this thing of sorting through my stuff done because I'm moving in a few months and dont want to transport unnecessary shit. But every time I think, ""well today I could get started"", my brain just shuts down and I go to bed instead.",6.112399816807876,5.679113508816125,6.368634073734832,81.5435487749027,66.30478589420655,8.931028165788874,31.395580490038927,8.150884317080207,2.066532493702771,1561,53,320,17,22,502,191,397,0.097,0.821,0.08199999999999999,-0.8775,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,8,22,13,2,1,18,1,40,6,6,11,4,64,70,22,0,6,9,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,7,0,25,16,0,3,9,0,0,8,10,5,1,2,7,2,38,8,55,54,18,57,0,0,0,0,4,26,2,8,21,233,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.07390975940185254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060567976359046,0.12604084306315114,0.0,0.0,0.10300942727698036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697876579457626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711587261149484,0.0,0.0,0.046169429657869486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454910991106684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012119158158723,0.0,0.0794102782901463,0.0,0.0,0.12094190948896012,0.0,0.0,0.1953800261854841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325200571586874,0.08876484841304036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825802012426859,0.0,0.15007350967231006,0.0,0.1914386222815536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659122807808696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851530502767896,0.0,0.2769913400652496,0.0,0.04304388183785788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30388718843022605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549944209083381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124871542537663,0.06173691001334509,0.08543622152759282,0.0,0.08229000033033483,0.0,0.0,0.037001959748419584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878016964518313,0.0,0.07166551156104445,0.10111194898856564,0.0,0.0,0.08250132821385033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090734705239603,0.08049794000583994,0.055676443391175966,0.056159068783173116,0.0584141282604005,0.0,0.0,0.07107536389214024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057602471088905614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913051475257883,0.0,0.07159727501157068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703992526461656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548877187851914,0.06265159256195764,0.0,0.2273793117813259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360803398355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468094210049831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019033914935799,0.09706022547612304,0.0,0.0,0.17665469573899753,0.0,0.07179115355535462,0.0,0.0,0.05142140645173037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541366570822812,0.0,0.0,0.08934494900198109,0.12023524358251407,0.0,0.0,0.06809792331052325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541538603781422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adams_cs,2018/01/09,"MyDayis to be or not to be? Ok, so I was diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago and started the journey of finding the right medication and dose. I began with Adderall XR 15mg and worked up to 30 XR 2x a day because it would only last a max of 5 hours. Working a full time job 10 hours a day and then also a wife and mother the crash 5 hours later was not helping. 
So my doctor told me about MyDayis. We decided to give it a try. With where I was on the Adderall he started me at 25mg then 2 weeks later we increased it because I was more unfocused then before (we had a feeling I would need it increased because of where I was with the Adderall but my doctor hasn’t had a lot of experience with MyDayis so he didn’t want to throw me in a higher dose). 
Now I’m at 37.5 and I just don’t know how to feel about it. It takes a long time to work, I don’t ever feel it actually start to work so I know it’s steady incline which is nice, but I feel scatter brained for the first part of the day, I take it at 6am and I don’t start feeling like I’m able to focus with ease until about 11-12. In a job where I have to focus on a lot of things and I’m always monitored by others, the focus problem is noticed. Then to top it off the dry mouth side effect is crazy and makes my mouth have a weird taste too. Just looking for some insight on what others are doing/have done and others experience with MyDayis.",2.0538872148084337,3.0470197524752507,3.996010905438372,89.87733964700821,75.8976897689769,6.3256708279523615,24.72506815898981,6.498293943080001,0.6711106041038892,1087,35,247,8,23,371,149,303,0.055,0.872,0.073,0.6008,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,7,17,5,0,0,23,1,23,10,3,3,1,49,46,24,0,5,7,2,5,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,16,20,1,0,11,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,11,7,22,3,41,31,9,49,0,0,1,0,10,17,0,4,29,166,38,8,0.10736176772157766,0.0,0.10476959817507699,0.0,0.1290279812479172,0.0,0.09516972924679323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585716685820734,0.0893335913162457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963402113215197,0.0,0.09135695676322682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985123944566466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771837508893432,0.0,0.0,0.10896993428994496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977863714131865,0.0,0.1098683635887604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711486548136816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100408198794844,0.0,0.0,0.27142667810104226,0.07669926831219061,0.0,0.0,0.09812671067510477,0.09132186477818947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102991190508813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071962329814838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31718914447362306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130799765422814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800643957397836,0.08751417007734068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245153665640434,0.0,0.0,0.0950117859557924,0.09015684513397668,0.0,0.0,0.18255027124747888,0.0,0.0,0.07166481363194223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081556859486674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569513870435222,0.0,0.0,0.07960739038953064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222320841400214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165346225879967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626233211458033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027307121861071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168636301949476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396484712527405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614453759795512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132638790523631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520702027783462,0.0,0.0,0.10258876994544597,0.0,0.07289159287142892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332475224967166,0.0,0.08611913410425136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312642582295163,0.0,0.0,0.1525334388596172,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwyourtoothbrush,2018/01/09,"Why can't getting a refill be EASY?! It's difficult to work up the nerve to interrupt my day, call the doctor, wait for the call back...likely an entire day later, interrupt my schedule to go pick up the script (after 8 and before 4:30), find a good spot in the parking garage, wait in line to show my ID, take it over to the pharmacy, make sure it's in stock, remind them to use a coupon, make sure I'm not trying to refill it a day too early..... Without the added complication of the doctor's office thinking they wrote me a script during my checkup (when they refused because it was two weeks too soon... I mean I'm going to ask because I'm THERE) and denying me a refill because they THOUGHT they wrote me a script....And I had to wait for my new insurance card to come in, so I have less buffer time than usual before I run out... So now I have to wait ANOTHER day while they ask the doctor AGAIN....So I call again, first thing in the morning to advocate for myself, and they can't even get ahold of a nurse, so they say they'll call me back, but I NEED TO pick up this refill at lunch time because I can't really go AWOL from work to pick up a script before they close in the afternoon........And why is it SO EASY to get pain pills, but SO HARD to get behavioral meds?  Don't even get me started on the time that 90 days of pills got stolen from the post office... I don't do mail order anymore.


Anyway... Sorry for the rant. I'm really glad I can afford my meds and healthcare.... I'm upset that some damned thing always goes wrong.",5.437187267311993,4.54527375,6.110677587490696,84.35971332836934,67.82911392405063,8.954281459419212,27.132539091586004,7.928766900206844,1.4061491437081162,1179,27,258,12,17,387,156,316,0.119,0.8190000000000001,0.062,-0.9418,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,10,3,16,9,1,1,24,0,14,8,0,6,2,32,46,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,11,7,1,5,4,1,1,5,7,5,0,2,6,2,32,4,42,38,2,45,0,0,0,0,21,15,1,1,23,150,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791564309469477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975291897175843,0.0,0.0,0.0943441728098208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786887791659822,0.0,0.0,0.14629939774787498,0.0,0.23196336563645556,0.0,0.2428478649409197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885566565393284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194674477709858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067574203588768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29211115759756817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566596791581636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694781081965211,0.08091819411660303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850953468644255,0.0,0.16219504618894875,0.0797911860435415,0.0760847762998871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521849460294158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700107066111202,0.0,0.0,0.1036253095596811,0.21133770501630747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053826905859148,0.0,0.09187790153638137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122585869762828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110899206669927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188642913879832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565181569100299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649112137834928,0.06733405675641889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931927140854134,0.0,0.07152650848989968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640132822891012,0.060955963550215764,0.0,0.0755232142718569,0.1664145710812784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645875560662814,0.0,0.0929289504481864,0.0,0.0,0.0821624512623381,0.10477311580819827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630817469099578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168146725141667,0.0,0.0,0.09170267858247062,0.0,0.13851268381741422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401057565178692,0.0,0.0
adhd,SmartAss23,2018/01/09,"I got adderall but its not working So I recently made a post that im going to my doctor to get medication for the first time. Well yesterday I got prescribed Adderall 10mg XR, I told my GP that I didnt want XR I want IR instead to be more in control over when im medicated, she didnt seem too happy about it, she probably think im a drug seeker but anyways I got precribed 10mg IR twice a day. Yesterday i took 5mg to see if I will need more and I didnt feel anything at all probably because I had a meal before. Today i took a 10mg pill as soon as I woke up and I absolutely felt nothing either. So I have an appointment with her in a month and I want to request an increase in the dosage but I dont know how to go about it since she didnt look very happy to prescribe me 10mg. Thanks",1.3139529220779202,2.391732619318184,3.99581168831169,88.80568181818184,77.92045454545455,7.074025974025973,25.63961038961039,7.7094869923839395,1.2173405844155845,615,23,145,9,14,219,102,176,0.078,0.86,0.062,-0.1388,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,10,0,9,6,0,3,1,23,32,13,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,5,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,14,4,24,4,19,16,5,22,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,2,10,90,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474139296646652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758929770900462,0.0,0.10830673047126987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275643036389002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208569572136115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302774657758152,0.0,0.0,0.14917234847063235,0.0,0.14760551574080702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435708261165457,0.0,0.12220969116911135,0.0,0.0,0.10826512774828306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649905330493197,0.0,0.14467341646701584,0.0,0.3053946562600064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709859179086002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41245586618293895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995029222535169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688395796034326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204363309918042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564443725361213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159445562974703,0.0,0.0,0.09437722621153036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221295231495601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189998519868844,0.0,0.2744608257035027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567460222195934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014264536747792,0.11587181441494522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528813336563338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171832161004506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155650596050204,0.0,0.0,0.07421855695942338,0.0,0.12064747663890282,0.12162242099041735,0.2828276810729016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502012988868284,0.2252208408771939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444087752997753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266206180182752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UDYE,2018/01/09,To young to remember being diagnosed? Anyone else in this boat with me? My mom got me diagnosed at I don't know what age but for my whole life I can only ever remember taking medication. It's just been there my whole life. Anyone have similar circumstances? ,1.4337244897959174,4.087993265306127,3.655892857142857,79.76098214285716,95.93877551020408,8.164285714285715,20.410714285714285,8.472884824447931,2.363793877551021,206,7,36,7,8,70,39,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784180087153753,0.2039921808767612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041461975485165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631492164906198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800891404839189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592312006000952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941516609793632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28124761730774017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056316223473566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317288598182756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141762039040804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510624167674686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969159896966838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445558172380098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SomeThing__Unique,2018/01/09,"What’s the worst time you’ve lost train of thought? I was in the middle of a huge presentation that had a slideshow and a long speech. It was a group project and I was given the role of talking (I don’t like group settings very much). So I start the speech and all of a sudden I’ve forgotten everything. So I’m just staring at my classmates with this dumb look and all I can say is, “ I can’t remember what I was going to say” it was awful. Lucky one of the teachers saved me and asked a question related to my topic and got me back on track. ",4.067937888198757,3.974727843478263,4.977142857142859,88.64,70.56521739130434,8.310559006211179,28.60248447204969,7.957251820313856,1.5055093167701863,422,14,98,5,7,138,73,115,0.134,0.775,0.092,-0.698,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,11,1,10,0,0,0,2,15,19,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,10,6,11,3,11,9,4,13,0,1,2,0,8,5,1,2,7,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122251518770485,0.0,0.0,0.1984085642668555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319000499880206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664396773983787,0.0,0.20636956078576527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606005685308927,0.0,0.0,0.2283477644851483,0.21667958172006346,0.0,0.281669404444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896811862666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748472960737457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905181016305365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922968378196499,0.0,0.0,0.41039042857305796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263442957335185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739413530668047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484640050700234,0.15045892933531962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290115234046156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AnthropologicalMale,2018/01/09,"Hello insomnia...it's been a while I wasn't sleeping well, so i thought taking a break from my meds (Adderall 40mg XR) would help

well...It's been 3 days i'm running on roughly 4 hours of sleep any tips on going to sleep it seems i've tried everything.",-0.3900793650793659,1.8143753888888907,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,91.4074074074074,4.567195767195766,20.67724867724868,6.18269132825596,0.08779153439153475,197,7,45,2,7,65,43,54,0.043,0.894,0.064,0.223,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,3,1,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244727303540548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445748849640449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147480923781802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740430813959205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502603544381246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207680666406331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900884512877075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408128471592468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6730132754262315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855234870454192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797059322468425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220069456620114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031220435834176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924809998290415,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GAGCK,2018/01/09,"Hey, sorry, new here. I've just had my treatment delayed for a few months. I'm super frustrated. Anyone willing to talk coping strategies or methods for overcoming this? I'm sensitive to noise, constantly bubbling with ""other"" tasks to do, and then I never finish those as I return to the one I left to do them.     
I'm wasting a lot of time, energy, and getting nowhere.          
Sorry if this isn't allowed. I just need to start working.            

Edit: I meant like I need methods for being functional without meds and without exhausting myself. Sorry. I made a mess of this.
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adhd,Glibhat,2018/01/09,How to schedule each day effectively without wasting my time? I have a few goals at the moment that I want to work on over the next few weeks. I want to set up my day so that I'm more productive. Like *12pm-3pm: work on task A. 3pm-5pm: work on task B* etc. What's the best way to go about doing this? I've tried to plan my days like this in the past but have ultimately ignored them and wasted my time browsing reddit or what have you. What has worked for you guys?,1.5364146620847663,3.3973459175257767,2.7246735395189,94.72442153493704,79.51546391752578,5.5482245131729675,21.087056128293238,6.42735559955562,0.06457021764032111,362,10,83,3,9,116,66,97,0.07200000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.125,-0.1709,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,8,3,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,15,9,6,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,12,54,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129586086372202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926119838676944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263164405061319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153276799180718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009289187086924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827905792892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581439822648826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371609342189625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665588855293354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777362196423498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938235216821024,0.16107343360653614,0.16277521945355986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195613690029756,0.0,0.5909309873229501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Isikien,2018/01/09,"Quick rant on infantalising Went to my new placement this morning. I'm a student. I did terribly these last few years and had to repeat placement

My new 'boss' so to speak, obviously now knows that I have a disability.

So I emailed some stuff over to her, objectives. Go me, I think, I'm prepared this time.

She tells me this morning that they're not appropriate objectives for a third year. Ok. I get it.

Then she says, not cruelly mind you, 'You'll be working independently, no-one will be there to babysit you,'

Mmm, dig that knife nice and deep into my self esteem. Nice choice of the word babysit. 

Yknow, she made her point. No need to fucking kick me while I'm already down, even if you had no idea. But now truly I feel the weight of the word 'Infantalising'.

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adhd,Tyflowshun,2018/01/09,After Starting A New Job... Does anyone else write down your schedule yet still show up too early or late by accident in the first month or is that just me?,4.856129032258064,5.430398000000004,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,69.0,7.490322580645162,25.177419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.9588580645161286,122,3,25,1,2,38,30,31,0.097,0.903,0.0,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,10,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371705875836896,0.34754178168466976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968287726632521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833509791514073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885161217192083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365952315873073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826227928990297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707394240056549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32759327012139783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400814937489683,0.0,0.2708787748353089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,B3cause,2018/01/09,"Finals in a week and not prepared at all I'm a 21f in my third year of college (University?) and my finals start next Tuesday. I've been diagnosed as ADHD-PI in October so I'm still figuring out how to deal with that knowledge. 

So far I've done very little this semester and even less as finals come closer. I just can't start studying? I get up early, eat, sit myself down and then... nothing. Just mucking about on the internet, not even really enjoying what I'm doing. I know I should just study, but I don't. I'm not even that stressed, I only start panicking when I can feel Failure's icy breath on my neck.

How do you guys deal with this? Any magic words to get started? I'm motivated for and enjoy my studies. It just feels like the me-I-want-to-be is inside my body yelling and cursing to get my stuff together, but my body (this behavior doesn't feel like me, you know?) isn't listening, just going from one easy pleasure (?) to the next while not doing anything of value. 

Sorry for the rant, I'm frustrated and hoping that some of you have some advice for me.",2.3964327485380106,4.244926148148148,4.030721247563354,86.41271929824562,76.87037037037038,7.139961013645222,24.331384015594548,8.032893268588372,1.387651851851852,832,28,170,14,19,278,127,216,0.07200000000000001,0.777,0.151,0.9669,0,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,3,0,1,15,8,1,1,6,0,13,6,4,3,1,38,35,18,0,2,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,11,1,0,8,0,0,2,8,2,0,2,2,5,20,6,25,32,4,32,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,3,19,108,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896954318430308,0.12112716478076267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429349289256052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200421250885516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27537160749568684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677605700585784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558384613415097,0.0,0.12581148038583811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268487639342087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683667309972158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456128658381821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188025765513856,0.1771066221842755,0.0,0.4073591687502088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428375085079225,0.0,0.07044635124533913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273470855179057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311505342170825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624459769206373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111607698497433,0.1242352417140137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26365460420369263,0.0,0.0,0.1189379430626942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399495883363714,0.09427318674961037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940859848286445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875721455246978,0.35094329138835184,0.0,0.0989904379170376,0.0,0.14198976804974714,0.0,0.14189855354670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227566526924492,0.07311173377786248,0.0,0.09942903812691524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982280663442974
adhd,emmalykke,2018/01/09,What countries can I transit in with Adderall? (Going from UK to Australia). I want to go to a semester abroad in Australia but am finding it difficult to find a connection there that will allow me to take my Adderall because so many countries ban it in transit. Can you have it jus in transit in countries and Singapore? I have googled but the information is not easy to find.....,5.571408450704227,6.960025577464792,5.902929577464793,78.03326760563381,67.87323943661971,8.496901408450704,39.55211267605634,8.841846274778883,3.755155492957748,300,18,52,5,5,96,47,71,0.157,0.797,0.046,-0.8889,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,13,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278010957184296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8221469116061267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408127627749508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039914110556433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254428930741564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685381527654773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,matzobrei,2018/01/09,"Tip: If your attention wanders when streaming TV shows and movies, try turning on subtitles. If you get distracted while streaming a show or movie and end up missing key story elements, try turning on subtitles.  I tried this a couple weeks ago and they've been helping me stay much more focused on the show.

Wanted to share this discovery in case it's helpful for some of you.",5.890285714285718,7.453176028571431,5.715714285714286,79.01928571428572,67.28571428571428,9.028571428571428,35.42857142857143,9.3871,3.4745142857142852,302,15,52,6,5,94,57,70,0.062,0.8009999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,5,3,11,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,4,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880105701645894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731141417828001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186192709014889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895916814603842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33089163862224896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144940835895035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630893268744452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027467565823541,0.536963156187681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455874975918397,0.0,0.19799318250122366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gloot_papi,2018/01/09,"Kaiser assessment for ADHD/anxiety? I recently had my over the phone interview with a nurse about my concerns about ADHD and anxiety. The thing I'm worried about is going into the actual assessment and having them treat the anxiety first and foremost and pushing off the ADHD thing, especially since it was emphasized more during the discussion. The only reason I feel this way is because a reddit post said ""don't mention anxiety or depression during the assessment, because Kaiser prioritizes those things over ADHD.""(the post only got one upvote I don't even know why I'm trippin so much) 

I'm probably overthinking it and haven't even gotten a diagnosis yet, but still worried that I'm just gonna get an SSRI and struggle another semester with no help in sight. Thoughts? 

TL;DR is overemphasizing my anxiety history gonna fuk me 

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adhd,2b-_-not2b,2018/01/09,Chronic indecisiveness has now culminated into anxiety. Any resources to help build muscle memory for making decisions? Being indecisive and having decisions forced upon you has totally led me to have anxiety when making decisions as an adult. Any resources people know to help with this and slowly build a muscle memory to make decisions and slowly remove the anxiety associated with it? Do meds help with this? I feel like Vyvanse is helping me with the anxiety a bit.,7.903541666666666,10.276932937500003,9.2275,52.6541666666667,63.375,12.833333333333336,35.833333333333336,12.161744961471696,5.9387083333333335,385,18,48,15,6,133,52,80,0.158,0.703,0.138,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,4,1,21,12,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,12,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635827004663543,0.0,0.5930290484790962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158053733588603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799162689533797,0.13845149887579786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196029972492068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650798107689888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468139694448442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880910893547634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526926173289493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435723656938536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HiddenShyv,2018/01/09,"Relief Today was the day. After months of anguish and effort, I was finally able to see a psychiatrist. The appointment went extremely well. After about an hour of chat, and looking over my psychologist's reports, I am finally medicated again. My thoughts are calm and my focus sharp. I am going into tomorrow with a renewed confidence in my ability to control my thought process and become the person I know I can be.  
      I was diagnosed in 2010 after a horrendous first semester of college.  Soon after family troubles and my naive decisions led me down a path of self medication and self destruction. After run ins with the less than savory side of socialization and the justice system I am worlds away from where I thought I would be. 
     Luckily, I have built a strong support system and carved out a comfortable existence for myself. I am thankful for the life experiences and the lessons of my past. Here's to moving forward. Better than I was, always improving.",6.241880835927078,8.214284624277461,7.0612716763005805,68.13925300133396,66.91907514450868,10.640995998221433,35.273010226767454,10.727762888450028,4.522184882169854,772,38,119,23,13,256,110,173,0.087,0.7090000000000001,0.204,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,6,11,1,1,14,0,14,4,0,2,0,22,24,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,13,0,1,6,1,0,6,0,3,1,1,8,3,21,8,30,13,1,35,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,0,17,95,21,2,0.15457064051909036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286151553077263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522420492202692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071112845486935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670517048926906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336411675049934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968527582477052,0.0,0.0,0.15688594644045478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119974620817336,0.1457154434466775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386491626708883,0.0,0.13147770786308996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784605708880766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222094502683473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494798165781885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109177814595548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298004084254513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114273173336949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337681057240857,0.16428412892503064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475551664080091,0.0,0.13496512123373122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317278816542407,0.0,0.32250177733100704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756530246945472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754049311161018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230787856948446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681354685921999,0.0,0.0,0.14651489374149093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897756901432795,0.14328853233817793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980254817643048,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MandatoryFunEscapee,2018/01/09,"Blue Falcon. Just found out the dude who gave me shit about my ADHD symptoms before I got diagnosed also has ADHD. Title says it all. Dude was diagnosed as a kid, been medicated all his adult life. I found out years after we met when I was 34. When I was about 32, he said something along the lines of ""You are from XXX background? Weird, they are usually pretty knowledgeable dudes, and you seem pretty inexperienced.""

Actually, I had a lot of very broad work experience. I just couldn't access all the information during a typical conversation. That is, until I got medicated. Now I think I can speak a bit more intelligently, but damn, I wish I had been diagnosed in my teens or twenties. Life may have turned out very different.

Sigh. Anyway, we are working at nearby facilities again and have met up a few times. He's a good guy, and I'm sure he didn't mean it, but man his words destroyed my confidence for years. And we are talking and I confide that ADHD was causing a lot of the problems that I've had in my career, but I'm treated now, so...

""Oh, man I got diagnosed as a kid. On 36mg Concerta for life!""

""Yeah, wow, small world..."" This guy is awesome at his job. He's confident and runs full speed through solving issues that would stymie me for weeks or months. He goes outdoors and does awesome things. He is fit and seems pretty happy, despite the fact that I know his workload is pretty large right now. 

Did he not see my symptoms back then? Did he not think to say ""hey, man you might have ADHD, worth getting checked out."" I know thinking like that isn't fair to him, and the frustration caused by that line of thought is worse than useless. Still, it hurts and I can't really get it out of my head. Years later and his words still haunt me.

Between ADHD, depression and a job I loathe I am about out of gas. I'm just taking it one day at a time and trying to survive through the end of this assignment in March. Then it's just 9 more months until I can separate from Active Duty. Maybe it's time to go back to school and get set up for a new career. Little late in the game for it, but better than trying to take 5 more years of bullshit until retirement. Probably end up losing my mind and/or suck-starting a rifle.

Fuck this job. Fuck active duty. And fuck ADHD. Feel like I'm in a prison inside another prison and the only thing on the menu is shit sandwiches. No rest. No leave. No help. Goddamn, does anyone even give a shit? I've tried to say it. I said to my shrink today that I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up. Just have everything stop. And I'm sitting at my desk like nothing happened. ""You aren't planning on hurting yourself or anyone?"" No, not really. I just want to not feel like this. I just can't seem to get across to anyone that I am in a ton of very real pain, and I feel helpless to do anything about it. Maybe no one wants to hear it. I can't just set down the burden. No backup. No one is available to do my job if I am not here. There is so much depending on me these days and I feel like I can barely handle my morning routine without running out of fucks to give for the rest of the day.
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adhd,leeanncat,2018/01/09,"Starting medication? Hey guys!

I’m a high school sophomore, and I was diagnosed in seventh grade. (I’ve always shown symptoms but being a girl + good at school made nobody really think about it until I made an offhand comment to my psychologist about how coffee affects me.) My parents are very opposed to medication, and my grades have never suffered, so they’ve never had any reason to change their minds. However, my psych has me using coffee and soda to self-medicate, which works... but the sugar is disastrous, and it really only helps for about an hour. I do a lot of EF skills based stuff like lists, etc. but that still doesn’t give me the ability to sit through a lecture D:

My main thing is, how do I try and explain to my parents that medication would positively affect areas of my life outside of school? It gets to the point where during breaks I’ll spend three hours watching YouTube just from accidentally clicking one video and then I’m lost in a rabbithole when really I should be doing things like reading or chores :e Thank you so much even though this post was total gibberish!",6.499144884241973,7.307132820388348,6.628834951456312,75.7608625840179,65.45631067961165,9.445257654966396,31.380134428678122,9.466822959209583,2.8317099327856607,875,32,155,16,13,280,144,206,0.052000000000000005,0.7979999999999999,0.151,0.9714,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,13,6,0,0,10,0,16,8,0,8,3,29,28,18,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,2,10,6,2,1,3,2,1,0,3,2,0,2,6,3,17,4,20,18,5,19,0,2,2,0,11,7,0,2,11,103,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028613759225899,0.0,0.0,0.08196087352433153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749906534631705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232995072295393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344168088372299,0.0796053738041604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296913867997947,0.11561819635789207,0.0,0.1010903317201759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193383211380343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078511120998617,0.12734087667344607,0.0,0.0,0.2373849427131669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513010236122251,0.11776448130084295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315668584513626,0.102465720621374,0.0,0.2280866163178407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387568078898404,0.36424761982430426,0.0,0.0,0.12169550694729367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859946231520388,0.0,0.1859120317409889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167060067637504,0.09166440339314064,0.0,0.0,0.2676566513661686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393472145284887,0.0,0.11542926841177095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055723414264292,0.0,0.23163347040182586,0.12391938113320147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659320451793599,0.0,0.0,0.12573346250596384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530794528930928,0.0,0.09625111599750268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379718528849067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252712266416986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096287569326962,0.0,0.0,0.16014240211391914,0.07722730894426946,0.11841482570908073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182830449685155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409457315899663,0.0,0.09944543259624816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774335768685834,0.0,0.0,0.08561723094028445,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,goandloveyourself,2018/01/09,"Taking Zoloft for the anxiety, now I'm feeling depressed Hi all. I usually take 70mg vyvanse daily, but recently have been so anxious I can't sleep and I have been panicking at times so have dropped it back to 30mg for a while. My doctor prescribed Zoloft, which I thought would help with the anxiety and sleeping. I'm only on day 3, taking 25mg per day, and supposed to take 50mg per day starting day 5. I feel flat and depressed. I wasn't depressed before taking the Zoloft. I'm still anxious. Have no motivation whatsoever. I am barely moving from bed. I've got no energy, brain feels foggy,and still can't sleep.

I know it's very early days, but is this the standard when starting SSRIs and being on stims? ",2.705693391115929,4.802868345070426,4.126338028169016,84.93399241603468,76.8169014084507,6.622751895991333,26.416034669555803,7.61054688173877,1.5638736728060678,563,22,108,8,13,186,88,142,0.209,0.72,0.07200000000000001,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,13,8,4,1,1,17,29,11,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,3,9,0,9,22,1,22,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,17,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889399271196764,0.2790184336472856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495664131036456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508139682125572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785633954893994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982060730627127,0.0,0.3190867933812357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639785190161773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732165877634546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876670613147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277313959848216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786719886299969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125095417453633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392015861128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219320598911653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707393211389424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481455081338826,0.0,0.19723948984268166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642477765057514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980377346539376,0.07200835628052632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600743858035302,0.10189266996643286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772417222072998,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,budsey12,2018/01/09,"Doctor wants to take me off meds because I tested negative for my concerta So I’ve been on this medication for at least 3 years, I’ve been seeing the same doc that originally prescribed it to me. It’s a controlled substance (obviously) so I go to see her every 3 months for a check up. Last week they had me give a urine sample and sign off on a form for taking controlled substances,  basically saying that I agree to not sell my pills, to take them as prescribed, and to not take any other drugs while I am on the concerta. Well my doc called me back today and said I tested negative for my medication. I’m very confused why it didn’t show up because I take it every day and literally took it 2 hours before my appointment as per usual. Has anyone encountered this before? I asked if I could come in next week for a follow up appointment because it just doesn’t seem right. ",7.022528735632186,6.120638954022992,7.683333333333337,74.41166666666669,64.63218390804597,10.721839080459773,32.55172413793103,9.994966539143718,2.980579310344828,694,23,135,13,9,232,104,174,0.062,0.91,0.028,-0.7501,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,5,2,0,1,7,0,8,6,1,3,1,19,25,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,1,1,2,4,6,1,1,0,6,5,20,1,24,18,3,28,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,3,13,88,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746325908995436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993126544598012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202385550312758,0.0,0.0,0.09889772957019843,0.0,0.2352092752060607,0.0,0.21888540753500585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133126907108247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107912558613562,0.0,0.0,0.2885074575003591,0.10268937362425856,0.0,0.0,0.08294665014161218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316438787547528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915367367640955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672897666493088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123380142606234,0.0730954105646845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666080689349896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483916858194356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286333040624385,0.2591340849658354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266002734572954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367845261028574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983732189622768,0.1223432249285293,0.10228056881815817,0.0,0.0,0.2049805266102419,0.11708713396515882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835159544487838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191288564094124,0.0,0.1428970571922225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165230251027175,0.1061216317307324,0.07586102194245793,0.0,0.2063359204688231,0.0,0.11564118872306645,0.0,0.11605589347473652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282445748040212
adhd,jules_woke,2018/01/09,"Emotionless Zombie on Vyvanse 17/F .  I’ve been on Vyvanse for over a year, started with 30mg, then to 40mg and now the past few weeks I’ve been put to 60mg.  I just feel like an emotionless zombie, I’ve lost all my interests, and all I do is study and do my homework.   It works great for getting things done,  and I’m extremely organized.

I lost so much weight because trying to force feed myself when I’m on the Vyvanse is impossible.  I’m exhausted all the time, so I feel like an actual zombie.  I also have sleep apnea but I’m weight for my appointment to get a CPAP machine.  

I guess I’m just wondering if anyone has had similar experiences?  I also feel like I may become dependent/already am,  I just don’t know what to do. ",1.7623428571428583,3.702752320000002,4.085904761904764,84.85200000000003,79.13333333333333,7.752380952380951,24.714285714285715,8.634040054169528,1.8368285714285708,568,21,118,13,14,197,87,150,0.038,0.8809999999999999,0.081,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,7,0,14,5,1,0,3,20,30,12,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,5,13,5,13,23,5,13,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,11,71,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.15363134874031145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373060918246996,0.2517973261939289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008042053029926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959693524415889,0.17387175797565071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110804256236502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399913243287713,0.0,0.0,0.2388077115906234,0.3374092936341897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450390123617206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735698177251172,0.17342957859255936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652075023470443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307406096917397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34371220477750764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573095570157635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502870750955921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582630824501751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754613295689385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143148930346683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045911157962503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180012013072283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688629067712913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262828048903526,0.3834205917664438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072876245323682,0.11461268924453526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138132788883264
adhd,pjdetweiler,2018/01/09,"im looking at something in the internet and then for whatever reason my mind goes like “lets search this random thing that has nothing to do with what im looking at” but then i keep scrolling down and looking/reading the web where i am still and in like 20 secs ive completely forgotten about what was this so interesting thing that i was going to look up. 

then i go back on everything that have seen in the current website to see if something ‘inspires’ me and helps me to reconstruct the moment when i first thought about that new thing

sometimes it works, sometimes it does not",9.366964285714284,7.342715339285718,8.212071428571429,76.0829285714286,60.78571428571429,11.46,41.15,9.888512548439397,3.913047857142857,466,21,89,7,5,143,74,112,0.024,0.86,0.115,0.8846,1,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,17,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,9,4,16,12,0,21,0,0,5,0,1,9,0,2,12,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615325964279575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201548823366278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435714301439813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744800621594525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955073102638582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648000005132767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996704629733928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35442940762836783,0.0,0.0,0.1458255069363068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677641230050773,0.0,0.1603044419129439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133113250382491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656554685165421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845173591116438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574215501324738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410601842192415,0.0,0.0,0.16868267083016536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073587082109878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526053023694153,0.32452227646176635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101982247144028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269857530118417,0.0,0.0,0.13024660122682494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943881406506025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mhbatman,2018/01/10,"Best anxiety med combination? Long story short. Anxiety meds that doesn't affect Adderall? My shrink keeps prescribing me things that are awful (Benzo and SSRI, etc), any enlightenment?",5.832068965517241,9.510963241379311,5.796137931034483,63.83765517241382,89.0,9.216551724137933,26.4896551724138,8.841846274778883,4.084759999999998,150,6,18,5,5,47,27,29,0.197,0.6829999999999999,0.12,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550960189875327,0.0,0.4398728481702629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017131162135931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206380758797796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555428740480209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442811858833897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386945362950197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100197410114014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chad_The_Saviour,2018/01/10,"Non medication based ways of managing ADHD Do they exist? How effective are they? I'd like to join the military and it's been a dream of mine ever since I was a kid. But ADHD obviously precludes that or at least the way the recruiters put it taking medication for ADHD. Has anyone found a non-medicated way of treating and managing it? I'm totally open to personal experiences, studies whatever.",3.4352702702702693,6.268038945945951,6.195878378378378,67.11652027027029,78.45945945945945,10.186486486486489,30.871621621621625,10.125756701596842,4.360113513513514,318,16,51,12,8,114,55,74,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,2,3,11,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508132952886716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621668638017886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328149655126462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657327349826066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791973690144374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818799634041935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050575380754584,0.3636893728821587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761424117417794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146225956391546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931961585659936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572094483454838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298409581466992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,witch-haus,2018/01/10,"ADHD Immaturity? I keep hearing about how people with ADHD are ""less mature than their peers"" or ""emotionally age more slowly"" or ""hit milestones late"" or even as specific as ""three years behind in maturity levels""... I've always kind of resonated with this because I often feel like a baby around my peers. It's gotten way worse as I get older and my friends actually seem to *enjoy* adulthood and all it entails...whereas I'm 27, can't keep a job and feel like I'm still 21. I guess I also do small giveaways like using txtspeak in casual messages to friends (I'll type ""u"" instead of ""you"" which no one I know has done for quite a few years now)...That kind of thing. I think some of my friends think of me as a little kid who can't hold a serious conversation (which is untrue but I guess I give off that vibe...) and it makes me really sad.

But at the same time I'm not stereotypically ""immature""...whatever that means. It's more like everyone around me is content to settle down, but for me everything is moving too slowly. And it's only going to get slower.

I guess my question is: Does anyone else feel this way?? What IS this ""ADHD Immaturity"" I keep reading about?",3.389342105263161,5.227204513157896,5.0303508771929835,80.37078947368421,74.04385964912281,7.60701754385965,25.157894736842106,8.371475516178862,1.7003473684210515,911,30,174,16,19,308,139,228,0.038,0.8690000000000001,0.093,0.7674,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,1,11,13,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,3,1,39,37,17,0,0,7,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,15,9,0,4,9,2,0,2,4,2,0,2,2,4,21,11,28,34,7,21,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,10,11,110,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.1044427214516179,0.0,0.3858762581800144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558929612206885,0.08905487428255535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483562953129418,0.10966160806774716,0.0,0.1905530922987094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524254605023196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365987701749703,0.10952557893245493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940716097699818,0.12039074856695445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069019434339589,0.0,0.0,0.10226869731399968,0.09618878989232876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623479029941843,0.15291993966583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806592876728314,0.0,0.11183417496097124,0.10266986234219716,0.060825798884620134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35370627121874665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062698605911035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620758800531888,0.28539102170895003,0.0,0.22290389231430452,0.058819132232073884,0.0,0.12073089615092752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915156030510895,0.1072689740957838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714412224387397,0.0,0.0,0.11658356503609045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375255437847168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252413195317603,0.08139870690355201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419890964231965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989451419785173,0.1138361797529106,0.10705576651158584,0.0,0.06856411092473486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743318229588313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547174355805373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110385258601445,0.13715690830918678,0.0,0.0,0.062408189830090215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243679484258308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699057899225307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906945636142401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784350493448674
adhd,vvwwvwvwv,2018/01/10,"Stimulants and coffee aren't motivating enough, I still hate and avoid doing things. What else can I try? So, my chores: Study (Japanese language) from books, websites, podcasts, etc. Feeling a bit burnt out on it, started 2 years ago with a strong start for about a year and now I really hate putting the effort in, but I still wish I knew more. 

And art work. My job is drawing, since like 10 years, but since a few years ago I've drawn less and less and grow to hate it as well. I procrastinate as much as possible on doing it. However, I need to be able to do my job. 

I take Adderall, Lexapro, for ADHD and depression. I exercise more which helps a bit with energy but I keep hating doing things. It seems like all I want to do is really just sleep, walk around, eat, and play games. I just don't know what to do... I wish I didn't have such an aversion to productivity. 

Any tips or advice for doing things you hate and avoid?",2.2146899841017493,4.205194405405404,3.3243879173290938,90.61103338632752,77.91891891891892,6.9475357710651835,21.152623211446734,7.928766900206844,0.7743131955484901,715,19,156,12,17,230,112,185,0.16899999999999998,0.682,0.149,-0.7939,3,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,4,10,13,5,2,7,0,15,3,1,2,1,33,32,17,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,13,1,3,5,5,0,3,3,8,1,0,2,1,18,5,21,29,11,19,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,13,101,28,6,0.11099632688534908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333960150608822,0.1084643260091512,0.1967830932974508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548130850826958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988102635158165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423584823243594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560097370184012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357695266709696,0.09272318837512823,0.0,0.0,0.11468887686100812,0.1237902450311006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612307793969508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479294657937481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439849820909493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029345483900936,0.0986586353088551,0.0,0.0,0.061000678451464216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845439735029676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159507166178963,0.0823023699561352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513168105865724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115819659109742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221417845228235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104688726592767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183634617207908,0.0,0.11107648710517384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712754292881856,0.0,0.17728362006088064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345542415446279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122308254122552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535921996490033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546850941264487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979902799290208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552805961647677,0.0,0.0,0.08080664793240706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859119814265568
adhd,micultra8,2018/01/10,"Chemically what's happening when we're jittery/antsy/full-steam ahead? hyperactivity isn't usually my identifiable adhd trait. But right now I am bursting with energy. I'm ready to drop the deposit, grab a fajita bowl on the way home, pack my suitcase, clean the litter box, etc, etc. But I'm stuck on a train at the moment and it's hard not to bounce my leg. Why?",2.5528571428571425,4.842058888888894,4.482539682539684,81.24500000000002,78.16666666666667,8.003174603174603,22.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.7131047619047617,288,9,58,7,7,98,58,72,0.08199999999999999,0.804,0.114,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,7,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413341966435843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335098364178037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511559981911498,0.0,0.2544241575962917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848930058438457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425496451370424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31280547553018395,0.0,0.0,0.22544010578092746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562818839024016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,milanop1ano,2018/01/10,"Why do I still have dry mouth two days after I stopped taking my meds? I used to be on Concerta 36mg from September 2016 to January 2017, but I felt that Concerta was making my way too anxious so I switched to Vyvanse 20 mg, which was great. I had no side effects. Then, I decided to stop taking meds all together at the start of May 2017. 

I've had a lot of work lately, however, so I took 20 mg of vyvanse two days ago, but noticed that my mouth was extremely dry. I decided not to take it yesterday or today, but my mouth still feels really dry. I know for a fact that I'm not dehydrated, I've drank more than enough water. Is this normal? And if so, how long will it be before it starts to go away?

And if I start taking the meds again, will it go away after a few days?",2.5546114519427405,3.48425112269939,4.475598159509204,87.1681620654397,74.58282208588956,8.378118609406954,24.62627811860941,8.841846274778883,1.5446609406952962,595,18,135,12,12,204,96,163,0.067,0.897,0.036000000000000004,-0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,5,0,13,5,3,4,2,26,30,13,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,2,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,2,15,1,18,17,5,28,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,19,87,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474438425556732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623498796684628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432339855876093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014739491456696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504422071679882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337503576741411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545082621486517,0.0,0.12428663534591824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713212990451344,0.0,0.0,0.14271257699852088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113909199003113,0.0,0.14601858275352694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455395494767055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004874467836401,0.0,0.0,0.0864049417610829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43134964135652143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682773421147814,0.0,0.14737296556293442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292520493237872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748636002337565,0.0,0.20674845060733896,0.2164421270984712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893034141064631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269787110152255,0.0,0.14381715773504886,0.0,0.0,0.25289615306692875,0.0,0.0,0.11179814121746516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274670128801086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680316632053528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423684632038026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TiltingBloo,2018/01/10,"Are meds the right option? Currently in high school and I'm flunking, hard. Part of it is track and stuff but the main reason is my adhd. I can't focus for shit and by 6th period I space out. I constantly forget to do work and always get distracted on the chromebooks my school has, and when I try to pay attention, its tedious as fuck. It sounds egotistical, but I know I'm very smart. I don't think I'm dumb or anything but my work ethic is so horrible and I constantly forget about work. 

I used to take meds in elementary school, but I stopped because I always think that I'm lower and I'm almost a wuss for getting an easy out, and I HATED being treated special because of adhd, like teachers sitting me in the middle of the classroom or my mom recommending to the teachers and eventually getting a seat cushion to fidget on (my mom is an occupational therapist, she knows her stuff). I don't want that at all.

But at the same time, if I were use the meds for it then I would do leaps and bound better in school, and it would be a lot easier. 

I feel like for me using the meds is like stitching up a gunshot wound with the bullet still in there; sure, the pain goes away for a bit, but as soon as you take that stitch off or time runs out you're in an even worse world of shit then before (I'm no doctor the analogy was probably wrong).

I want to be able to fix it on my own without meds or drugs, but I know if I take the drugs then I'll immediately do well in school again. I want to fix it for good and if there is anytime to do it, its now - I'm just a freshman and the workload is not too hard. I need to fix this since my grades are dropping hard and my dad is really getting pissed about my bio grades.

TlL;DR - Do I take meds? I don't want to be treated or act differently but I want to be able to focus better. But I feel like I can fix it on my own, for good, or I could take meds and instantly do good, but I would have to be on meds.",2.7129197080291974,3.6276066058394174,4.366625304136253,88.1572372262774,74.18248175182481,7.523795620437956,23.918978102189783,7.908726449838941,1.0007494890510942,1509,42,343,21,30,509,181,411,0.14400000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.142,0.7509999999999999,3,0,2,1,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,5,14,25,6,1,23,0,35,9,3,4,2,73,69,42,0,13,22,3,5,4,0,3,5,1,0,0,16,19,0,2,9,0,1,2,7,10,1,0,2,6,42,15,53,57,8,44,0,1,0,1,6,25,5,12,19,227,58,13,0.12828641879267735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417534555941634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423015874303259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674457724624893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278439597754633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060264656693195875,0.0,0.0,0.07820221018452607,0.0,0.0545811468256794,0.0,0.0,0.11345891233687908,0.07002777171521958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863204412966418,0.0,0.051213133322524716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701600163297823,0.0,0.06565329279765691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877151755709642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236598485726621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486546791717424,0.0916478432183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059299363497008976,0.13404871798500026,0.0,0.0,0.16140084236307525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172379149826427,0.06332813966922621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777082243380242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575429118314708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534852844958494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054532262845892514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699891647029367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024750321519967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047561377011730036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682528972302251,0.0,0.0,0.06946084506611001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915722855097113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109178242004101,0.06594990229587536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477795035193142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32458176175804404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168416536530908,0.05305992565028788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122484988107745,0.05362659519812967,0.0,0.0,0.14685725726082646,0.0,0.0,0.06045421575234696,0.0,0.24113855372571555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447520994658152,0.0,0.08220075718379066,0.0,0.0,0.07480484245006201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354902870926786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661974148011786,0.0,0.052924865372301635,0.1891666339760538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057672448537076225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183176490230534,0.0,0.1400910611474142,0.0,0.06536741028255556,0.13669648678972415,0.07013053010519234,0.0,0.0
adhd,wandersomemnts,2018/01/10,"Just found out that I got honors last semester! For the first time in my life, my report card is on the refrigerator. Thanks r/adhd! I'm a 21yo female college student and I somehow pulled off four A's and a B+. I couldn't have done it without this sub! I've gotten great info on my condition and its improved my lifestyle by helping to balance it. Thank you guys so much for your knowledge and advice!",1.5029629629629608,3.922989172839507,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,83.19753086419753,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.7649851851851852,317,12,62,3,9,105,65,81,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.229,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,9,4,10,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31009266458034873,0.2521364063891917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26404639744661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947363749808493,0.0,0.2829081352506225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063640049690387,0.2844704978526503,0.0,0.2554826442894506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294690954527508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032261316774228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224878188725435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967607972907552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751045369121251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504548787271142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872429070538266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Leila_Paige,2018/01/10,When you figure stuff out… So I found out that elvans is the UK name for vyvanse (sorry for spelling) so… ,1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.0,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.3755904761904767,81,2,16,0,2,26,18,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650164767026222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768531340920979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899125721178345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BrandonBusch,2018/01/10,"New health insurance 10x price increase for vyvanse PLEASE HELP Business I work for switched healthcare providers. 

I got the high deductible plan because i thought that had nothing to do with prescriptions (and I was wrong)

I cannot switch plans

I looked for generics. Generic addy is $160, RX is $220, vyvanse is $300. The coupons i found online don’t put a dent into the price considering i was paying $30 per prescription before. 

I am in talks with my doctor now but I talked to four different pharmacists, our company hotline, my doctor, and a few other resources and I am basically getting the answer that I am not going to find a good resolution. 

I am new to this subreddit so I apologize if i have broken any rules, I am getting really anxious and I have no where else to turn. Nervous about the future and cannot focus at work. Any help is appreciated. Thank you :(",3.3902470059880225,5.834525131736528,4.520145958083834,81.2457279191617,76.12574850299401,7.288772455089822,29.599176646706585,8.278499904357787,2.4141020958083828,695,32,125,13,16,227,108,167,0.098,0.763,0.139,0.7089,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,8,0,18,4,0,0,0,15,27,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,4,3,5,2,0,1,6,1,21,2,14,21,2,12,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,4,79,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799920296716605,0.0,0.0,0.18938324522320024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219058043239183,0.0,0.142647607059204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514604993829866,0.0,0.3431692317881765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004005404720488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321811236195712,0.0,0.0,0.18380643516567108,0.0,0.0,0.17516789186369713,0.0,0.09527254942652816,0.14060681681878467,0.13407543783167467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819137510696278,0.0,0.0,0.22472846097745325,0.17711877105645266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077371525958832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238116867687788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085320046834706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840162041273981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852251104274632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739320759853517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694821793397232,0.0,0.15433856503188442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308586175036988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234202622057366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440849488058189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832858575370293,0.0,0.0
adhd,jomangojo,2018/01/10,"Afraid i won't be able to stop with meds So after some research, I have come to the conclusion that I likely have some form of ADHD (people in this sub always tell others who experience symptoms like me to at least get checked out). However, I am putting off going to a doctor because of fear that medication would change me negatively.


Without wanting to sound up myself, I do well in school, but have kind of coasted through so far without putting in any real work because while I can concentrate intensely for periods of time (I tend to respond very well to exams), I can't keep focus for the periods of time necessary to properly revise, and as I have more serious exams coming up (UK A-Levels), I'm finding myself more and more unable to just cruise through without working, and I'm getting particularly stressed about how I'll be able to function in a more independent situation like university.


I've also had issues with relationships because as soon as I really get anywhere with them I just lose interest, even to the point of dreading opening their messages and having to reply to them (I've heard others call this a ""thrill of the chase""mentality). This just makes me feel shit, especially if they are really interested and eager to talk to me. 


From what I've heard, stimulant meds would be a solution to a lot of my issues, but I'm just anxious that whilst they would help me revise/focus and even potentially keep a relationship for more than a few weeks, I might become too work focused and just less fun, and be unable to function without meds because I would feel so comparatively distracted and dysfunctional without them.


Do meds drastically change your perception of life without them? Can you live healthily taking meds as/when you need them, as with anti anxiety medication, rather than as a daily prescription? Do you find that your medication has changed the type of person you are?",10.878748806112704,8.738229042979945,10.457065902578801,61.531081184336216,57.9971346704871,13.432741165234,42.75090735434575,11.979248473330829,5.167765463228274,1532,68,253,36,15,502,185,349,0.091,0.8029999999999999,0.107,0.7846,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,6,8,5,18,19,1,5,13,0,26,7,1,4,0,56,46,23,0,8,15,0,2,3,0,6,6,3,0,1,11,17,0,3,6,1,1,6,9,8,2,0,3,5,35,11,61,33,12,28,0,1,0,0,26,12,1,5,13,189,46,9,0.15172558919913498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911723367334264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066744943280136,0.06312392234860703,0.0,0.0,0.051589301773780336,0.0,0.05803483022306913,0.08570336441153711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498102181957687,0.08378449639815434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746439525507914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407583329162573,0.1306981603932499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764878485450727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021332070791676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420837004735527,0.0,0.08536673503686225,0.07671701674294941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867443978720045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890553717068793,0.0,0.04311457442972181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508492321010115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836209557827538,0.0,0.13486067504990976,0.0,0.07899942649409064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053584135355050036,0.11118818839073827,0.0,0.0669882375022452,0.0,0.0,0.08487106220558167,0.0,0.06449583508934477,0.0,0.0,0.05063900447946562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42133231378645897,0.2292713531648577,0.0,0.08047843657212006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056251300941599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259370975868723,0.06624046607994565,0.0,0.0,0.07171486191881171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525261240340648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634846873369349,0.0971992975967189,0.0,0.0,0.16289650108322604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767771982560691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787206847880418,0.0,0.08527295965640742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342469319631648,0.08690057490017683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885049093420983,0.0570393802975968,0.06097564066754675,0.0663074262680469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847241120688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259475053921859,0.04474584179205751,0.0,0.0608525578545441,0.0,0.1364195262007603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438774160943068,0.0,0.16568705397002428,0.0,0.0,0.2155630106944887,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blue5211,2018/01/10,Reading is so difficult with ADHD Does anyone else find when they have to read a page or more after a couple of lines the impulsivity to skip forward becomes really intense that you just give up? ,7.932972972972973,7.708436486486491,8.527702702702705,66.87371621621624,62.51351351351353,10.643243243243244,34.71621621621622,10.125756701596842,3.592524324324325,158,6,26,3,2,53,35,37,0.086,0.872,0.042,-0.3916,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325675407738454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349131293696745,0.28353564547665794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056190607857213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061889849151352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421623588541088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311667459972659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529200142312001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654581325509148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535962201303594,0.0,0.17727598372958314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BlinkerBeforeBrake,2018/01/10,"ADHD makes it so hard for me to keep my budget organized. Any tips? I really enjoy making a budget, tracking expenses, and planning my money for the future - but I can't seem to find a simple method that works for me to ensure I've paid all my bills, accounted for all my regular and side income, and put enough money away into savings goals.

The one I've stuck with longest is EveryDollar. For $15/mo, I can track my transactions automatically and add them to categories. This gets sticky though when my side gig doesn't pay in the expected timeline, or certain money bleeds into other months.

I need a method that's extremely flexible, ensures I don't miss anything, and EXTREMELY SIMPLE! How do you guys keep your finances situated?",6.271231884057973,7.28026134057971,7.149420289855076,71.11514492753625,66.02898550724638,10.191304347826087,31.27536231884058,10.25414643259724,3.3735884057971024,587,22,99,14,9,196,96,138,0.03,0.8590000000000001,0.112,0.8725,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,3,4,4,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,3,3,24,16,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,2,0,11,2,3,1,0,1,2,1,16,3,14,14,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,62,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554937656879164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591790723701668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867747435750495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541561681848506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369069908422848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095572889675648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978906399265285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702273029700604,0.0,0.0,0.20538937703596732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075882692608975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609166364089085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300869173167472,0.0,0.0,0.17000782760412034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553657079614969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048920261265984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688230451968246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872742546046488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577197394885256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252659228298108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691819054884255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,allgoaton,2018/01/10,"I was doing great on concerta, and then took two weeks off... and now I'm having alllll the side effects! Has this happened to anyone? Hey all! I have been on ADHD meds since... May.. ish? I went through various small to large doses of Adderall and Vyvanse before landing on Concerta and gradually building up to 54mg. I had no noticeable side effects, not even the common lack of appetite or dry mouth. I could even drink coffee with the meds and not feel jittery. 

Then, I got my tonsils out and stopped taking the Concerta cold turkey for a little over 2 weeks. I have started taking it again and my body seems to have totally forgotten how to handle it -- I am having manageable but annoying side effects, dry mouth, increased heart rate, lack of appetite, a bit more trouble sleeping. Ugh! Has this happened to anyone before? I'm trying to figure out if I should stick it out until my body gets used to taking it again, or if I should try to get a lower dose prescribed. Any thoughts?",3.539679144385026,5.8149236096256685,4.475401069518718,82.56839572192514,74.93582887700535,6.752941176470588,27.577540106951872,7.724431198458867,1.8568737967914442,773,31,137,11,17,250,115,187,0.134,0.8390000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9602,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,0,7,0,16,9,6,5,2,36,33,16,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,11,1,1,7,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,7,2,13,1,25,22,8,29,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,6,11,97,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719624044479455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730386095892844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000990916612481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435124814960255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562136145514935,0.3178741286940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424308489142446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017048988541672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901482844552744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234893353541823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951378752695346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443950321755708,0.1577535891455135,0.0,0.0,0.2530621881145512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695584254852834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341046112951092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178741286940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290515348771267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026075545284355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836279479764655,0.0,0.1431900330119995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127750096097483,0.0,0.0,0.11962688611679655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275016750555835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359485488396245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897458577631554,0.19429295030397106,0.0,0.13977491215723284,0.0,0.0,0.1235809653765476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295510357724237,0.0,0.0,0.13264280211631985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,joelharris1980,2018/01/10,"Back from vacation and back to square one I’ve been working so hard this year at managing myself, being productive at work and training my focus.   And I had vacation that I needed to use.  So I took from Xmas to 1/8 off.  And now that I’m back it feels like I’m starting over.   I’ve accomplished nothing for the past 3 days.  I’m just staring at a computer screen and trying to make it seem like I’m doing something.    It’s like getting back to work after a break is harder than getting back in the gym.  

The scary thought that this is making me have:   Can I only take 1-2 days off at a time?  Can I never take an extended vacation ever again?    Or do I need to spend any extended vacation being hyper diligent and structured and not really relaxing?   

I know.  I’m very lucky to be able to take 2 weeks off.  It’s not something that everyone is able to do.  But after these wasted days and the ass chewing that I’m sure is coming my way when my boss starts seeing how much has slipped through the cracks, I wish I never took the vacation at all.  ",3.2129716981132077,4.4593973254716985,4.661462264150946,85.24191037735851,73.38679245283019,7.941509433962264,26.45754716981132,8.472884824447931,1.7553528301886798,811,28,167,14,16,271,119,212,0.07,0.8390000000000001,0.091,0.5302,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,13,6,0,0,10,0,16,2,1,5,5,32,43,14,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,0,4,2,1,3,4,0,0,1,5,6,14,6,26,35,2,37,0,0,4,1,0,10,1,3,25,108,26,7,0.24228086694131384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237964884251588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657475789311625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435175692793423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343766736716716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957845749491166,0.0,0.11575487554043976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061252243025525975,0.08654274987644042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658175320282375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085180339836495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657561413944348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754929026234278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617243600250913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905215719785414,0.1796481929072663,0.1868619407268115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623751309065332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820878928587772,0.09213275845143253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115642251073505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760566365938383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653324137131992,0.11028170091519317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651964814362698,0.0,0.0,0.17148764463384045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417342490795218,0.0,0.2732475895709193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617197265797407,0.0706379609423002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691829578410086,0.0822464024596799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046264395986946,0.0,0.09995354446581127,0.0,0.09615563746596363,0.0971715486518569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930552002856225,0.0,0.0,0.2645750350267125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801046740997877
adhd,distracted_dragon,2018/01/10,"To-do lists feel overwhelming If I'm on one of my brief motivational kicks, to-do lists help me a lot. They are great reminders and help me organize what I need to do. However, after that burst of motivation fades, to-do lists feel overwhelming. 

I think that it's an executive dysfunction-type thing. My brain has trouble picking out individual tasks, so instead it goes ""look at all of the things you have to do! let's briefly glance at them and then go do nothing."" 

I need somewhere to organize my tasks so I don't forget about them, but I feel like I should find something that works better for me. Right now, my list is organized by ""do today"", ""short term"", and ""long term"". Does anyone have any suggestions as to ways to organize a to-do list or other organizational recommendations?

TL;DR looking for to-do list and general life-organizing tips",3.3225625,5.899093131250003,4.608750000000004,79.83125000000003,77.0625,8.25,26.25,9.017664075816787,2.3445625,671,26,128,17,16,221,103,160,0.012,0.877,0.111,0.918,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,3,5,5,6,0,2,4,0,12,1,1,3,1,24,22,11,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,6,17,3,18,20,4,17,0,2,3,0,8,6,0,3,9,75,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343406558168885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719925939441044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353770109021166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904269880874971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171053203205325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29763913518925245,0.1401772297513471,0.0,0.0,0.17933848353103368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151445656715546,0.0,0.0,0.21632957369157466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630397984720658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006448413044541,0.13859363831781332,0.09586155469917806,0.0,0.0,0.1736455802264033,0.32954517225800944,0.0,0.0,0.16681639784144714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909843522135603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827518886904945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296149513965574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756796586032588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105718045878336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607152762925869,0.1257277205971682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859904621337701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574766117552005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284807421519394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yosieyos,2018/01/10,"Despite my hard work, I feel unworthy of a promotion due to ADHD I've been in my current role as a coordinator for 18 mos. I work long hours and often am the last to leave the office. This is sometimes due to my ADHD requiring more time to complete tasks, but I always make sure that my work is thoughtful and concise.  Despite my responsibilities increasing 10 fold and carrying out all the duties of a manager, I have yet to receive the title or compensation of that role. 

I've mentioned to my boss that I'm interested in advancing and asked specifically what steps I should take towards accomplishing that, but she always kind of brushes me off and says she'll discuss it with the leadership team. Note: I work at a start-up so roles are a bit undefined and the process to advance doesn't really exist.

My family & friends see the level of hard work and dedication I put into this job and say I need to stand up for myself and demand to be fairly compensated; however, because of my ADHD tendencies, I fear I make too many mistakes to request a promotion. These mistakes aren't earth-shattering and I do feel that I make up for them in other areas, but they're still marks against my overall performance. 

For Example:

* I'm often 5-10 min. late to meetings, but once there, I'm a key contributor and offer a lot of value.

* I sometimes need to be asked multiple times for a deliverable, but once completed, it will be accurate and thorough

* I need more help than others to kick-off projects, but once I am confident I understand all aspects, I execute virtually flawlessly


I try hard to eliminate these type of mistakes, but as you all know, some adhd slip-ups just happen, no matter how hard you try. Has anyone successfully advocated for yourself or your performance despite having ADHD pitfalls? 

**TL;DR I know I deserve a promotion for my hard work and value add to my company, but I feel my adhd slip-ups negate all other efforts and rule out all hope of advancing.**",5.314967729123223,6.822223777479893,6.627804587429253,72.1502283785126,68.59785522788204,10.029947373647106,33.117763876477014,10.25414643259724,3.7326922649190735,1571,72,272,42,27,532,200,373,0.059,0.815,0.127,0.9728,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,1,19,9,11,0,1,17,0,18,0,0,5,6,63,40,28,0,8,11,0,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,15,19,0,2,7,1,0,8,4,4,0,0,2,12,41,7,47,32,11,34,0,0,1,0,22,13,0,7,12,181,56,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749188084347956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268326600169408,0.08638727319592229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574897398653664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907331823644382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860258442870214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870443604883254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719048875864626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516221901350402,0.0897182620404931,0.1209414429661047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159909433696616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050485449508094,0.0,0.3571114833122107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344124650224046,0.0,0.0,0.07918974386823174,0.07851785464823621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911958645855102,0.0,0.0,0.08302638310092282,0.08763489512292577,0.06499047970759045,0.089938758196385,0.08442241278102079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055841975859244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677834783135095,0.0,0.0,0.15966090789567788,0.08083356693483584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773560493727842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547291058226793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080150533801017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051076991805816825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268087742809928,0.0,0.0,0.06353437811127655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770974629043122,0.0,0.056433207363612174,0.0,0.06367237154341426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514445226653729,0.0,0.059946934434793014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329660527046621,0.09298224851384827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826268667526624,0.0,0.0,0.08300159915595491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482657388356491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pill_beam,2018/01/10,"Not sure if right place to post, but some things I can do that ensure my mental and physical health remain great while on Dexamphetamine? Been taking this medication for a month or so now. I just wanted to really make sure I remain as healthy as possible on this substance because I know it can be harsh on your body and mental health sometimes.

I take 25mg in the morning, and I take 25mg in the arvo (i am still yet to find an appropriate time to take my arvo doesage, maybe if anyone could help out?). I notice that I don’t really get hungry on this drug so when I start to come down I stuff my face with shitty foods like maccas or take away. But this obviously isn’t good for me. 

What is a good diet plan I should be maintain on this stimulant? What are some good vitiman I should be taking to ensure my mind and body stays healthy, and maybe even help prevent tolerance to the drug and maybe make it more efficient? Is one Zantac okay to take 1 hour before each of my doseagers, and I mean continue taking this daily for a long period of time? 

I have start drinking a lot more water on this drug, like 2-3 litres a day. 

Should I be excercising ? Like doing cardio? Or is this bad for my heart, is it to much for the heart if I go jogging three times a week?

And what are some good sleeping medications or natural vitiman I can take in the evening to help with sleep? But won’t cause any cardiovascular problems.",4.971535139379661,5.46274007773852,5.593963486454655,82.95962995681195,68.7173144876325,8.691715744012564,26.676285826462504,8.680891452615391,1.6908226933647428,1114,31,229,17,18,361,150,283,0.069,0.7120000000000001,0.219,0.9936,0,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,9,13,0,0,12,1,25,19,7,4,3,47,44,24,0,9,12,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,0,0,18,13,4,1,3,2,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,0,26,11,33,34,8,36,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,11,20,153,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456995733253012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610979249241392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539365571829945,0.0,0.06700196674806141,0.048917150072539335,0.0,0.06828334248106377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782701885516017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243463435737075,0.0,0.0691247292643596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406981394801071,0.0,0.0,0.05175196083705005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861042282336246,0.2791792700112167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600330780133846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334329019884232,0.0,0.09703364939743728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192516579282855,0.0,0.04560558887493756,0.26922578305921274,0.0,0.08847137763996657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059525840556833,0.0,0.1901835333750728,0.16136138680332351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902603790207882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410104284277338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176122662595845,0.0,0.0,0.07101508795845034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822218653752367,0.0,0.0,0.10712951014237956,0.0,0.2418533485576985,0.08741129971339939,0.0,0.16167858489524356,0.1617379673077519,0.0,0.08102547393791458,0.0,0.06405150425793216,0.0,0.05898996277523162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136047827358124,0.0,0.0,0.05437669222630751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383987617246665,0.0,0.0,0.09046518444457786,0.07685338114759778,0.0,0.0,0.07678447982574603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028151446178445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852955208577337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060768637344405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936523765015288,0.0,0.11359690872941774,0.08553144228601026,0.06408447186245342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186234603495692,0.0,0.0,0.1512616043714008,0.0,0.5430143068201398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331180400298645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037607232511706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733110535412841,0.0,0.0643684130531402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EyesRealize,2018/01/10,"I FORGET THINGS Hi. I made a cup of tea. I placed my cup of tea down because I think I needed to get something else then forgot where I placed my cup of tea until it occurred to me where I placed it 30 seconds later.  I also always find myself asking what somebody said after they said it because I was thinking about a new movie that just came out. And one time I was focused on something away from me that I crashed this golf cart I was driving into a hedge with my sister and mom in it but I kept driving, no damage done. I’m not taking any ADD meds because I’m taking meds for this other mental disorder. ",4.2757142857142885,4.580074468253972,5.255674603174604,85.43446428571428,70.19047619047619,6.617460317460318,26.86111111111111,5.148860815047168,0.8616539682539677,477,14,96,1,8,157,81,126,0.106,0.878,0.015,-0.8926,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,18,19,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,7,3,2,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,10,2,20,0,17,9,0,20,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,6,67,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191150736927125,0.12684780053434608,0.0,0.0,0.10366892958531564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251701142484755,0.0,0.14322861823424354,0.0,0.0,0.2787901347704393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743583216559158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471703449591924,0.0,0.0,0.1560058211496941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734958993899792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139333449371173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964706723049786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442486783610691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386676575812538,0.0,0.15363033767761616,0.0,0.0,0.17854363950178928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130372374871112,0.0,0.14723389607361514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330177542819946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778228155687314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900232921188474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472171272111705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292417728617883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127876079457993,0.19536327783598212,0.0,0.0,0.08889285038076343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,antillus,2018/01/10,"Switching from Adderall XR to Vyvanse. Side Effects? I was just switched from Adderall XR 30mg to Vyvanse 50mg. 

First thing I noticed was that food tastes noticeably worse, kind of like cardboard. Anyone else notice that? I can't afford to be losing weight at all. 

Also it takes much longer for my ADHD symptoms to improve after I take the Vyvanse in the morning. Almost like the Vyvanse ""peaks"" later?  

I actually wanted to do 15mg Adderall XRwith 30mg Vyvanse in the morning, but the doc said no. He said I can switch back to Adderall after the month if I still don't like the Vyvanse. 

Still undecided, not sure I like how I feel now. But I was on Adderall for 10+ years so I guess that's to be expected.

Is it true like the doctor says that Vyvanse is ""safer"" than Adderall? Aside from abuse perspective that sounds dubious. 

(yes I read the sidebar and I did go over these things with my physician as well)",2.855373878364908,5.175859316384184,3.603921568627453,87.76875373878366,77.3050847457627,5.520638085742772,27.360917248255234,6.522977012572876,1.2260165503489528,717,30,135,6,17,227,110,177,0.118,0.779,0.104,-0.5504,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,0,9,1,12,6,0,2,3,18,20,8,0,3,5,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,10,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,1,1,6,7,15,9,23,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,15,87,25,2,0.0,0.1637829060469279,0.13489497765700575,0.0,0.1661285998108063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841987898763775,0.0,0.0,0.11054447861561804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096655376585991,0.1416355296427497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629225828973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148681899649546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547551437517295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989450435186513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758049208382315,0.16715128513958313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785607141165054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227868088857469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439478747560534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376670803641784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546468066283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033586099586193,0.0,0.101616791179623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721358451184682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826990556085605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629815208219152,0.10992803056337223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207853027443374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028249334102948,0.14367649357935522,0.2078672703239319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367105859761887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153310873236634,0.0,0.0,0.1683299423706716,0.12428761665311655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087072487623445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901719650667393
adhd,Wayward20,2018/01/10,I just found out how boring working in an office is. I just started my first office job and I can't believe how boring it is. I can't focus on anything and I find my mind is just thinking about everything except my work.,0.9860869565217384,3.22436282608696,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,83.78260869565217,4.549565217391304,22.243478260869566,5.6839178017228535,0.3586747826086953,174,6,34,1,5,59,30,46,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,8,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533401797939047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346849552921126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27668212998175634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813758316669686,0.2618631102026805,0.0,0.33754944349074745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055006898665645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108479324241015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179028550660873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972624126739573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482473018945727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,amiloco0,2018/01/10,Stimulant meds and acne. Has anyone who experienced acne from a stimulant medicine had better luck switching to a different stimulant. Adderall works great for my adhd symptoms but the cystic acne is too much. ,7.549619047619046,10.558411200000002,7.840000000000002,59.63333333333336,65.57142857142857,10.380952380952381,37.38095238095238,10.504223727775694,5.306523809523808,172,9,20,5,3,56,30,35,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144878785672601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411534319730121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050250590224121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603341409240859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802398013170851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830923790486934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535320724476152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584702759880589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510822835325961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,haelaeif,2018/01/10,"Slept 34 hours in the 3 days, what do? Is this a relatable experience? When I've been up, I've felt so foggy and unable to literally get ANYTHING done, I just crawled into bed. 

I've a future-deciding essay due in two days from now. :( ",2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,4.823333333333334,81.855,76.5,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.7763999999999998,180,6,38,4,4,64,40,48,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,6,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012118223131648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721186398960922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745761709544939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580479561390702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514465746427713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123577089042196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604662019298398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575585037294398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gorgans1,2018/01/10,"Feeling really weird off concerta. Some days, concerta is a god send. But on days I don't get to eat breakfast I feel like hell. Get way too talkative with people. Feel really sick and anxious. And then crash really hard. Does anyone have any advice to avoid all that? It makes me want to stop taking it. But I find on the days it does work it works really well.",0.6175000000000033,3.119267972222225,2.4596666666666667,90.25200000000002,91.5,6.768888888888887,15.533333333333335,7.908726449838941,0.6567566666666669,282,6,58,7,10,93,53,72,0.25,0.635,0.115,-0.9091,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,15,11,5,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,4,2,7,11,2,10,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,6,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997900677553996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524902366783985,0.0,0.0,0.2080714866943533,0.0,0.1287832549520906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35634346541111384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32235511069448153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188462583835094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938151269903194,0.13157855222563233,0.0,0.0,0.16833759707772405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924533695588516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498950891122138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998126588598031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294188237662736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768753543575267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719628568951171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398310553038547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384807789068302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863440296645348,0.146193870476359,0.0,0.0,0.1656003461802859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681711263205253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,levi_spinny,2018/01/10,"Seriously, there should be some kind of ADHD people meet thing I’ve seen a few posts on here about how there ought to be an ADHD dating site or something like that. I agree 100%! EVERY relationship or even friendship that has gone sour has been because I talk too much and want sex too much and am too impulsive. I think, however, if there was like a national network of all of us ADHD people to hang out and meet each other, we’d probably all talk each others’ ears off and have a lot of fun in the process! Surely, it wouldn’t be too hard to do something like this. What do you think?

PS. This subreddit has been so uplifting and helpful as a 25-year-old who only got diagnosed in March! Keep the posts coming fellow ADHDers!",5.354444444444448,5.856463496503498,5.70736596736597,82.44344211344213,67.88111888111888,8.873038073038073,28.47630147630148,8.841846274778883,2.0251886557886563,572,18,114,9,9,183,99,143,0.021,0.8140000000000001,0.166,0.9663,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,7,0,17,3,1,1,3,25,25,11,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,4,6,6,14,12,9,14,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,5,5,81,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386041640532774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910652216382268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868408690626232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162514827540888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866902206076283,0.0,0.12586539547469422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194788150798448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382183996856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013127932504877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278245673958303,0.0,0.15556407272945025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189495315737068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700389389960914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963397403941826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675703126042204,0.0,0.0,0.11361591069008672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071329388859305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861438238930424,0.0,0.1610649706963358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038624751142658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300115620287632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079593258201775,0.0,0.0,0.24014399649447116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924640418066873,0.1914429311936032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969474562354446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811260658203382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620063967602026
adhd,strugglingbunny,2018/01/10,"Looking for help for tutoring a third grade girl with ADHD and dyslexia. Any suggestions on how to help her with her writing? I have tutored this girl for the past year in OG (phonemic based reading and spelling), but now her mom wants me to work with her on writing. I am open to any and all suggestions! She is a third grader with ADHD and dyslexia.

TLDR; help me tutor this young ADHD girl in writing",4.211923076923076,5.819568910256411,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,71.43589743589743,7.2512820512820495,29.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.9791128205128208,317,13,59,4,6,101,47,78,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.7609,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,14,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,0,4,41,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333059570226661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766244211404041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40898419570756733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079641941149948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820797187279585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415881963599685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344509321936702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996472290364353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480703809350998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097652571590332
adhd,ilikeeatingmeals,2018/01/10,"why can’t you just believe someone with ADHD about something ADHD related!!!! My housemate keeps saying off handed things about what it must be like to have ADHD and about getting prescriptions (she is totally neurotypical)

The other day she started talking about how GPs just give stimulant prescriptions out like candy so I finally snapped and told her that actually in our state if you’re an adult you have got to see a psychiatrist to get stimulants prescribed as they are a controlled substance ....

..... she then spent the next half an hour GOOGLING THIS??? 
Like .... do you think I am lying or don’t know???? I wish it were that easy!!! 

**tldr; housemate says incorrect things about adhd and then when someone with adhd corrects her, she’s prefer to google the things than believe someone with adhd about their own experiences???**

Does this happen to you guys?
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adhd,heytothesun,2018/01/10,"Should I take a Notebook with all the symptoms, descriptions and details to my consultation? I'm just thinking.. is it appropriate or to much? I've been cataloging everything I can remember from childhood until late teenage-hood that might resemble adhd. ",6.7282558139534885,9.888960837209305,6.7141279069767466,66.07258720930236,68.53488372093022,10.811627906976746,40.98255813953489,10.686352973137794,5.7882139534883725,208,13,29,7,4,66,39,43,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114957705644914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30772517907498304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862397757526035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632300921264927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170187334613303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878701050980777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558825482473922,0.257440629351286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193947663655014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TlawsoNottap,2018/01/10,"Doctor asking me to take drug test for adderall now (Massachusetts) I had a change of doctors at clinic that I've been going to since 10 years old (late 20's now). I foolishly stopped my adderall script for a few months for no good reason and suffered from horrible ADD.

I went to doctor's to get my script back and take a physical (under now new doctor). The nurse practitioner doing the physical said I would need to take a drug test in next 3-6 months to keep my script.

**The issue:** I smoke weed daily at night. Are they going to care about weed? I thought me asking the nurse would be a huge red flag. I still tell the doctor I don't smoke weed at all because I don't want that in my file (I'm a little paranoid about insurance and other doctor's/reviewer's perceptions--maybe I'm just an idiot).

I'm hoping to hear from MA residents who had to deal with this or anyone who was in similar situation.

*edit: I just realized they asked me to do the drug test at that appointment too, so they couldn't be testing for adderall, since they knew I wasn't on any. They must be checking for weed or other substances.*",2.360465513559685,4.484114139013458,3.685060858424088,87.55621823617341,78.01345291479821,6.758829809950888,22.726670937433273,7.793537801064563,1.090190860559471,875,27,177,14,21,286,123,223,0.079,0.867,0.054000000000000006,-0.5153,0,0,5,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,0,11,5,1,0,13,0,17,9,0,1,2,23,39,6,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,9,3,23,3,30,23,2,28,0,1,1,0,15,11,0,3,14,108,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901970198535774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096727477149957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28465081184112395,0.0,0.0,0.07804296218762319,0.0,0.061870070731520364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348034941719876,0.0,0.10736766355963782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463631466152896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233031817740612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531039963847907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302665770975008,0.0,0.11536326238388117,0.08512872385207296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439161423683808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080688325382764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593382994906517,0.0,0.09021292478724384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449015307567335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172409595257008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196481029475672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620237930060108,0.0,0.0,0.07525684383755442,0.0,0.0980239660020901,0.10794049211129768,0.09524565981996554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650134526960024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435319181273067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654445777981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679145049863103,0.11408400696529525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810535936996032,0.08485389940182035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289335711597363,0.0,0.0887106171838643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057525111434581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059864052417576814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408636597098084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419748131541596,0.0,0.0,0.06535909399988116
adhd,helpfulsj,2018/01/10,"Imaginary conversations... I'm currently not medicated now, I will be soon. I notice this yesterday and it just kind of stuck with me. My whole life when I am doing something like driving, or taking a shower, or walking, every now and then Ill make up these fake arguments, conversations, and scenarios in my head. Its never intentional they just kind of happen and go on for while. Like 30 - 60 minutes later I am still thinking about this made up scenario. Sometimes there will be emotions like anger or frustration or excitement attached to them.

I'm kind of hoping I'm not the only one because typing it out makes me sound a little crazy.",4.82677966101695,7.1047147288135655,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,71.20338983050848,8.448813559322032,29.59661016949153,9.120678840339163,2.8544854237288133,510,21,85,11,10,166,85,118,0.152,0.746,0.102,-0.7645,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,11,2,0,3,0,7,4,1,4,1,21,19,11,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,1,10,8,12,13,1,20,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,14,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137947498304664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552628890171407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394265136911767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383938021022844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615715248422214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875151160831681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814741376361232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707989648012028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905481447901393,0.26779140747433977,0.1831253183706179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288641231243934,0.243923216646006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406301138691175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409186768268167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080187028316649,0.0,0.0,0.1238103082967778,0.13896062903854567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406605428391123,0.18070673553693145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459139549221773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737660584665048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707440437727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399130512967675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,choffie,2018/01/10,"Favourite calendar software? Which digital calendar or planner do you use & why does it work for you?
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adhd,SunAvatar,2018/01/10,"Dyanavel XR experiences? I was recently prescribed this drug by my new psych. First psych, really -- previously I was only getting treatment through my PCP but I have enough fun comorbid conditions that I thought it was well past time to see a specialist.

Previously I've been on Adderall IR. This has 'worked' in that I'm more productive on it but comes with that jittery 'on drugs' feeling, totally kills my appetite, makes me impossible to shut up, and has some annoying physical side effects as well, so I told my doctor I was interested in trying something else. I'm just starting the Dyanavel today and am curious to hear others' experiences with it, positive or negative, especially if they also have Adderall IR experiences for comparison.",8.43346153846154,9.516214153846157,8.719807692307693,61.48894230769233,61.30769230769231,12.961538461538465,43.17307692307693,12.38480682065935,6.145538461538463,600,35,92,21,8,198,92,130,0.093,0.752,0.155,0.797,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,5,6,2,0,2,0,10,3,0,2,1,16,21,9,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,7,3,12,4,15,14,4,16,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,3,7,65,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532711969765007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577014330717092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320633223623838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39248859880800135,0.0,0.1413636298411101,0.0,0.0,0.17485201080316914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965960364176586,0.0,0.0,0.08556394742718912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394051630262122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841173760587223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907259823460435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721955133818935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295728903442792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343608169123236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870128686022256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154196160770262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840822470185156,0.0,0.1670867388806296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484837096054814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027569750587162,0.0,0.0,0.11977651009243526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434371063026554,0.09867496238320672,0.0,0.16040308120624286,0.161699287992694,0.0,0.1148909249446226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043025827501735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319594771486304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sjfjdjjdjdj,2018/01/10,"How can i be more productive in the mornings? I get up around 8 and get ready, shower, eat breakfast, etc. I take my meds before I eat. However for maybe an hour and a half the Vyvanse isn't useful. My classes start around 9:30 depending on the day.

How can I get more done in the morning? Id prefer to use this time to get a head start on my homework but it's usually me dreading going to class and having to do homework, and in the mean while not getting much done.",1.5849713631156952,3.457962938144334,3.211271477663228,91.23576174112259,79.41237113402062,5.9605956471935855,24.179839633447884,6.937597516519254,0.8337454753722797,363,13,78,4,9,120,65,97,0.073,0.908,0.019,-0.7107,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,0,8,4,1,5,0,15,20,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,9,0,13,17,4,16,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,7,54,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045480379359733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555406222146008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031545694834002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350094556486047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500611865484454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077004198961794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468423753675135,0.0,0.0972137344124572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555039962993318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845339463434314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184638822759296,0.1863275770495736,0.1900020500890616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574411855437215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421453156888521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861106112366413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974276215940717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954708754688568,0.1883914353687171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,biochromatic,2018/01/10,"Will Vyvanse interfere with a drug test (for employment screening purposes)? If so, what should I do if I have one coming up? Question is in the title really.

I have a job offer that requires me to pass a drug test. The only thing I'm taking right now is Vyvanse (as prescribed by my doctor). Do I need to do anything ahead of time? Should I tell them ahead of time about my prescription? Should I stop taking it for some number of days before the drug test so that I can just pass without needing to tell them about it?

Thanks.",3.0066239316239307,4.932014192307697,3.893589743589746,87.72918803418806,75.34615384615384,6.545299145299146,24.055555555555557,7.3871296695380915,1.0618004273504271,412,13,81,5,9,132,65,104,0.023,0.924,0.053,0.4515,2,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,0,6,0,12,4,0,0,0,16,19,5,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,1,18,15,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,4,7,62,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565172873168186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060963082157258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246544145130966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414707354318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116178874100888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157737050011267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564013589942631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624789638803316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993633064716465,0.1346126035915763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982748046801682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338747058299335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115268475424032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797566879280558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661562877707152,0.0,0.3094027027477599,0.16295313170823753,0.0,0.0,0.11758755250665255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064143089747089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706167756922458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lorikitty,2018/01/10,"My process for getting anything done is to imagine myself going through the actions necessary to do the thing. I don't remember when I started doing it, but apparently it's not how most people get things done. I can't imagine being able to just do a thing without thinking about it first.

It's how I am able to get anything done, but requires so much effort I often just don't feel like it. The other problem with the process is sometimes I think I've done something when I haven't.

Does anyone else have a better way to get things done? I've been trying lists, right down to silly details like ""put your socks on first,"" but it can still feel really overwhelming to look at the list.",7.227301587301586,6.402217000000004,6.965502645502646,79.47333333333336,64.18518518518519,9.195767195767193,34.84126984126984,7.957251820313856,2.564682539682539,545,21,104,5,7,172,81,135,0.07,0.8909999999999999,0.039,-0.5967,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,10,6,0,1,7,0,19,0,0,2,0,21,30,8,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,6,3,10,4,15,23,2,14,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,8,79,21,1,0.2457071192361332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590206537249194,0.125877989990703,0.20219602352798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865398989355372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750997791729873,0.6286092266706601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262838483644124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242369021586753,0.08776660753844867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899835010271486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567436572270368,0.0,0.06982050909233964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004008731278895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316604861953776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031150203102112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517118953341338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755426481885135,0.0,0.1235017597970114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870313613651651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916913417710794,0.10491626865338344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457867227586048,0.1215053118196532,0.0,0.08695638182146867,0.0,0.09811101140740043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264737842834962,0.15743920078787754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340950266121737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751543726231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842644743231764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwaway93838dnsn,2018/01/10,"Perpetually distracted from my goals. There’s nothing I want more than to have goals in life; a career path, relationships of any kind, self development etc. But I find that I am so wrapped up in immediate distraction and gratification that I never get anywhere except backwards. It’s not just pleasure seeking, but it’s also escaping my anxiety and depression. I’m almost 22 with no accomplishments other than graduating high school. Since I don’t have any direction and no idea how to find one, I feel like I’m consciously and subconsciously constantly trying to distract myself from the negative empty feelings and anxiety. I really don’t know where to turn at this point. I’ve been working since I was 13 and ended up getting laid off at the job I was at a few months ago and have since been going downhill. Tried college, but since I couldn’t figure out a major I wanted I couldn’t bring myself to care. I want to go back to work to a job that I don’t hate. If things don’t give me some kind of relief or satisfaction, it has been nearly impossible for me to keep up with them long term. I just want to move forward with my life, but have no idea how. 

Has anyone felt similar or overcome anything that I’ve described?",5.975183615819214,6.710064343220342,6.796000000000002,74.36142937853107,66.58474576271186,10.022146892655366,31.411299435028248,10.047579312681364,3.084935367231638,979,37,181,22,15,325,139,236,0.166,0.732,0.102,-0.894,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,9,11,1,3,6,0,18,2,0,2,1,44,38,18,0,7,11,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,10,0,0,5,12,5,0,1,6,3,23,6,32,30,6,28,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,5,10,123,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041484936318597,0.0,0.11765005160912065,0.0,0.0,0.09395733986584627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597955280968193,0.0,0.1797602608418676,0.0,0.0,0.08215229002372136,0.0,0.09668490678591432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034316288164357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978968763348645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269658013129395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119464262852572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040619641136961,0.0,0.1310332847224833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881374415773388,0.08393544166407979,0.11280958047601873,0.0,0.21476890147201605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276817384312078,0.11270786870717285,0.1335454435859129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599782790825296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124135467091529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652655948499068,0.0,0.0,0.23318295381972384,0.10443120980582098,0.0,0.2446971492524628,0.06456986385144646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597443485896254,0.057400063808890685,0.0,0.0,0.1039756492204362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378002520620067,0.1248741127290378,0.0,0.0,0.0906161379636365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273557881079355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961479791446767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110667700345894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526760663584693,0.0,0.0,0.1261411354715587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890694891472785,0.0,0.0,0.12256851456455965,0.0,0.0,0.3887583722847101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805565819430305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953706406581847,0.1277962378594661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27719644086877543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106938439836486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PoicephalusBirb,2018/01/10,"""You don't have ADHD"" Yesterday, I went to the store for the fourth time for a medicated cream I need, and left without it again. For the fourth time.

I got closer this time- I went and grabbed it off the shelf first, and put it in the basket right next to the bag I'd gotten from the pet store, so it was in full view. ""Ha,"" I thought to myself, ""Now I CAN'T forget! It's right in my face!"" Not only did I forget to hand it to the cashier and accidentally steal it (first time I've ever tried to buy it where it wasn't locked up, actually, it's a $20 little tube) but then I left it in the cart in the parking lot when I grabbed my bag of crickets.

I'm gonna call up my insurance today and look for a new doctor. I can't live like this anymore. *Edited in* I've been seeing my doctor for over three years now, and she won't give me adhd meds because of my severe anxiety, which my current medications have about 95% in control. She finally agreed to try non stimulants on the condition I go to twice weekly therapy. I have a high deductible so it'd be $120 an appointment. And I am a shift worker, one a week is hard enough. But the amount of times I've gotten in trouble at work, always because I forgot something. Been late. Totally missed an appointment. Lost track of the date and been scrambling to pay my bills.

P.S. My licence has now been missing for weeks and I already lost the house key my mother gave me to her place on Christmas Day...",1.259152731326644,3.3340927357859558,2.938471571906355,91.74692697881832,81.50836120401338,5.859576365663322,21.33790412486065,7.03164865440522,0.4819283389074696,1124,34,246,14,30,371,170,299,0.109,0.865,0.026,-0.9712,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,7,10,8,0,0,22,1,19,6,2,2,2,23,38,15,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,15,9,0,2,1,0,5,4,7,6,0,5,17,8,31,2,38,17,5,56,0,4,4,0,8,25,0,1,28,155,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.10604776617265277,0.0,0.2612041932668888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992176838047165,0.0,0.09042344313889113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313344569702094,0.0,0.1077729862690772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249034823836162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109658126273075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188439469521167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008416581046825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245989225194168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228677087352518,0.0,0.0,0.09829964728171192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190443817897587,0.0,0.1848719462732813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042476622910242,0.06176055169501787,0.0,0.08691457360045846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734837219070104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481746926931904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539238933117355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258625270272533,0.0,0.23614393509066495,0.0,0.0,0.05309143484009169,0.10891745182798286,0.09595897813996457,0.0,0.09125674048739854,0.0,0.2372556891663085,0.09238867389591736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207096045389772,0.21895032707027398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057858451968647,0.0,0.1049556695003563,0.11557343655629705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736386612714589,0.08264961805369023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135386502880808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924493275008014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856098363661628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659716329919814,0.0,0.0,0.12276793029242584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836606758425986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427539929791312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627307964345347,0.31683630177263106,0.0,0.10300793193100867,0.0,0.0,0.14756171124879502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615093105888662,0.0,0.0,0.20147924908749926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475550556395807,0.0,0.07911418970856292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998092148758785
adhd,freebooterDplunderer,2018/01/10,"My life is making me sad I haven’t woken up thankful for being alive in years. Life’s just a burden these days. It’s like clockwork to me—wake up, shower, put on clothes, do my thing, go back home, sleep. There’s no motivation for me to do things. I just...exist, waiting for something meaningful to happen. But I know nothing will happen. It’s all useless, dreaming of better days that will never come. I’m just...lost, I guess. Got myself into a hole one day and never found my way out. 

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adhd,CyberKipper,2018/01/10,Missed prescription appointment I missed my prescription appointment. It's taken 5 months for me to get it and missed the letter telling me to go in to the clinic on Monday. I fucking hate myself,3.8724999999999987,6.881062361111113,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,78.16666666666667,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5798,159,6,26,4,4,50,26,36,0.274,0.726,0.0,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,7,0,5,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726093202338834,0.2670883368263725,0.0,0.2905348291950689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047182174604463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080463230131031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44682377177475335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ywnktiakh,2018/01/10,"Remembering meds is hard. I made a reminder system, and I've never had a reminder system work this well (100%)! Maybe you guys will like it. :) So, my situation might be a little different from yours... In order to time my meds right, I have to take them while I'm at work. 


---**Tried**:

1. Using an alarm on my phone --BUT-- sometimes my phone is dead or on vibrate and I don't notice it
2. Always keeping my phone on 'sound' mode --BUT-- it's rude to coworkers/my students AND I found that I would just silence the alarm, and forget to take my meds anyway!


--**Considered**:
1. An auditory alarm on a timer --BUT-- if I was absent from work, it would go off all day and someone would have to break into my office to turn it off - too annoying


--**Other issues**:

1. Sometimes I don't have my phone with me - if it goes off and silences itself after a while, it's like the reminder didn't happen
2. Sometimes when the alarm goes off, I'm not in a position to take my meds at that exact moment, but I have to silence it if I don't want to be rude, and then I instantly forget 
3. Sometimes I take my meds but later in the day, can't remember if I've taken my meds -- a phone alarm can't tell me whether I took my meds or not



---**So, I needed a system that**:

1. Was on a reminder/timer system
2. Was silent 
3. I didn't have to silence immediately
4. Could somehow indicate to me, later in the day, that I did, in fact, take my meds


---**What I did**:

1. Bought a light timer, like the [SunSmart Digital Timer by GE](https://www.homedepot.com/p/Defiant-Indoor-7-Day-SunSmart-Digital-Timer-15079/100685884?cm_mmc=Shopping%7cTHD%7cG%7c0%7cG-VF-PLA-D27E-Electrical%7c&gclid=Cj0KCQiAkNfSBRCSARIsAL-u3X_w3-mPiq48KofHERbTpaEsB3tVveUZF7qK6mfbzf8U7lekqkXiC9AaArc1EALw_wcB&gclsrc=aw.ds&dclid=CNaP2_LBzdgCFRi2yAodcOUJWw) (it's a programmable on/off switch that you can plug electronic devices into)
2. Bought the cheapest little lamp I could find (it was actually cheaper to buy a separate lamp base & shade)
3. Programmed the timer to turn on when I should take my meds, and off whenever it would be far too late to take them
4. Set it up in my office at work 
 

---**How it works**:

1. The lamp switch is always on 'on'
2. The timer allows electricity through to the light every morning at 8:00 AM, when it's time for meds (for me, anyway)
3. I (eventually) notice the light and remember to take my meds
4. I take my meds (sometimes with a delay, if I need to finish something or if I'm not in my office when the light turns on)
5. I re-set the timer's switch so that it's ready for the next day, and to indicate to myself that I did, in fact, take my meds - if the lamp is off, I've taken my meds


--**Other problems solved**:
1. If I'm absent from work, the cycle can still occur without irritating anyone


--**TL;DR**:
*I have not forgotten a single day of meds* since I set this reminder system up in my office. It's a lamp on a timer! That's all it is! :D

--**Feedback Invitation**: 

What have I forgotten? Any other ways our ADHD might mess up this system? :)",1.9189055735930758,4.722914989583336,2.8149025974026003,88.20477272727274,87.47222222222223,5.4922077922077905,21.195797258297254,7.035267151848704,0.7582081349206349,2398,79,459,36,77,756,216,576,0.071,0.871,0.058,-0.5172,1,0,1,0,0,0,212.0,1,3,2,6,16,14,3,5,35,0,43,0,0,4,6,70,74,38,1,19,23,0,1,3,0,8,0,1,0,1,34,14,0,2,5,0,3,2,13,10,1,0,17,6,58,4,66,44,3,75,0,0,0,0,13,38,0,14,27,290,92,11,0.0,0.0,0.043872366151727536,0.0,0.05403058650341815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481704800138197,0.1948472014647362,0.0,0.030572872562091968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03143556673322508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179035325145104,0.0,0.0,0.17396452343197905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469713735384288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787891883422037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109065086618735,0.0,0.0,0.04929395055141258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02555057626848211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451532941317424,0.03975606903602729,0.0,0.04027339361464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046924304073845007,0.0,0.03996059347748425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050714401234875466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589238848368348,0.090119132149012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042540194814626835,0.0,0.0,0.04516619256949001,0.0,0.7490703707623084,0.0,0.0,0.0953863262621758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667133673103709,0.03467425742167996,0.0,0.04781317239399687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236959660604036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301858075779832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278540459973305,0.03839374932783098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037189589454923316,0.05053449531066829,0.0,0.0,0.038092631554623085,0.034610741324733164,0.2223222644057148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035903388736787875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380270026731437,0.0,0.039295133361227474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243055556265999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049949813950364935,0.030523421942442057,0.14670365837615773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882913862125433,0.0,0.0,0.02651729858238511,0.03568544041737192,0.0,0.0,0.04042249697239108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333775299923732,0.0,0.19637905581379672,0.0,0.0,0.1277470372435425,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,921875698314298768,2018/01/10,"Can Concerta cause intrusive thoughts and depression? I talked to my psychologist so he could make an analysis, and I'm going back later to continue consultation about how I've been feeling when I am on Concerta. For now I'm just wondering if anybody else has had this problem and might want to give some details so I could get an idea of what to expect. I'm not sure if that fits all the rules of the subreddit perfectly but I haven't been able to find anything about this",5.666451612903228,6.441985268817207,6.315215053763442,77.39282258064519,67.27956989247312,10.931182795698923,33.77956989247312,10.864195022040775,3.774234408602151,382,17,74,11,6,125,68,93,0.066,0.877,0.056,-0.2248,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,3,26,21,10,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,5,2,11,14,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,5,5,50,9,1,0.23993882056584204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744920521322976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449814247562235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464832629111044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831432484446034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665895456756184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043809630577306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213202770329936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192997351389389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253581306360391,0.23017118014898316,0.13636276111985782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708617229652191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601610258831757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453717140295673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295890468359857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261394988240025,0.0,0.0,0.1928537352498371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048462210294234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152213297021424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602034157988237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,isthisathrowawaay,2018/01/10,"How do you keep a healthy consistent sleep schedule? I just can't seem to fall asleep unless I'm exhausted. And, whatever I do, my sleep schedule always returns to me sleeping around 3am.",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.823333333333338,81.855,72.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,34.22222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.1736222222222232,150,8,27,3,3,48,30,36,0.075,0.843,0.081,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,4,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390418467208889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557421109648468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553496647112861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26153097194886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8624691690946554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShutMum,2018/01/10,"For those with ADHD/ADD and live in NY state and have guns. Does that count as a mental illness? Long story short I am thinking of applying for a pistol permit in New York State and one of the questions asks if ""Have you ever suffered any mental illness"". My gut reaction is no, but I do have prescribed and diagnosed ADHD, does that count?",4.224090909090911,5.74440534848485,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,71.27272727272728,7.098181818181819,26.83636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.5524945454545451,267,9,49,3,5,86,49,66,0.092,0.908,0.0,-0.6007,0,0,0,2,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,1,1,11,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281946130052436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943782435501785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543698296201132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304205535422728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846101550432556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877684008489271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404365101914395,0.19447221071153084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429134844799561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122363295209562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890857495829105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461707679044733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408071990106155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Boourns10,2018/01/10,"Breakdown at work. I completely broke down an HOUR into work on Monday. I was already beating myself up about making the same mistakes over & over again, and my co-worker walked in the office door and verbally confronted me about every. single. one. 

My boss sent me home and gave me three days off - I think this is mostly to do with the fact she is sick to death of my careless errors, my messiness, inability to actually get stuff done and show up on time. She would much rather not have me there messing things up. 

Going back to work Friday and have no idea how to explain my breakdown, or even face my co-worker...or.my boss. I'm terrified I'm going to walk back into the office and breakdown. Again. And I'm sick of saying 'sorry'.

Needed to vent, but also after any tips to make the transition back to work easier...

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adhd,hankikanto,2018/01/10,"How do you handle being overwhelmed by thinking about all the things I need to do? I often catch myself doing a mental to-do list. (I already have an actual one). But I’ll often start thinking of more, and then more, and then more, when suddenly my brain is racking up the things I need to do and stressing me out. 

I did a lot today, I went into school and confirmed my school schedule for this term. I worked a little bit so I made some money. I’m at home trying to relax but all the guilt of not doing things is eating at me, especially the pile of dishes in the sink. ",2.8633333333333333,4.136021829059828,4.406495726495726,86.6246153846154,74.2991452991453,6.2256410256410275,21.547008547008552,6.42735559955562,0.3879162393162394,442,10,90,3,9,148,75,117,0.041,0.931,0.028,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,3,9,0,10,3,1,2,2,21,18,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,2,1,1,2,1,3,0,1,3,0,14,1,15,14,9,17,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,4,8,74,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.1870033897186293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146864283487016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092104990745362,0.0,0.0,0.21392263050265256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960854905754629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222067149325514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920637598173258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291710625962172,0.0,0.1813250874619816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931181258138013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418266575041234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985355344199506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878798979584505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356368110545381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195116967695992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819316828640274,0.2455777331408079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164298159419304,0.0,0.0,0.1301042972997683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764307489506787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950903620409447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ajeanmoss,2018/01/10,"My impulsivity is getting the best of me I told myself I was growing out my hair but the moment I even think of a haircut I’m chopping my progress off into the bathroom sink. I wanted to stay natural but I bleached it when there was leftover bleach from a friends hair project. I didn’t think, no gloves, no warning I just started slapping it on. I was going to leave that part blonde but it ended up becoming pink when I bought dye on a whim. I shaved the sides just to have something to do. I’ll take sporadic turns while driving if a shop or sign catches my eye. I just broke up with my boyfriend on a whim for close to no reason, because it seemed like a good idea for one second and I just went with it until there was no going back and I regret it 100%. I feel like I have no control over my own actions as cowardly as it sounds. I want to be calm and collected  and aware. I’ve been trying to get meds for months but Kaiser is doing everything they can to keep them away from me.

TLDR a vent post about how I have zero impulse control ",2.1039877600979224,3.9005917953488414,3.202692778457777,92.25552019583843,77.55813953488372,5.642594859241125,24.804161566707467,6.339386263674448,0.6296046511627909,816,29,176,6,19,262,132,215,0.129,0.7390000000000001,0.132,0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,4,12,8,0,0,11,0,15,3,3,4,0,33,33,17,0,4,10,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,3,6,1,2,7,6,2,0,3,9,7,28,6,31,23,3,30,0,2,3,0,4,12,0,3,11,126,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579799444176457,0.12929491177108554,0.0,0.10250104701652883,0.18570550686955986,0.0,0.0,0.17646024093918938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37718303974138734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489286188312099,0.0,0.0,0.1110597205759143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111997112475575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502033844106133,0.12012448068307945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991020413886184,0.0,0.17570007180442446,0.0,0.1911239964942542,0.14103399629011554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981785996885867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945706600598596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780437358101883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642965765001604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677376902861564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421358847941744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394097731014295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208716426631044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103865459675168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288345227108673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530750070941604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294480236786616,0.0,0.0,0.11901554020767527,0.17922267291019947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642586021349098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548402933903751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067197229903582,0.0,0.11416099439440365,0.1828960019958925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835529453590467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558742524128493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HopefulAboutADHD,2018/01/10,"This is the e-mail that I sent to ""Todoist"" (task-management software) about EFDD. This software is great; there are obviously things that could be improved (as always), but I'm sure that your team is working to constantly optimize this system more and more. 

I love (!!!) how this software is totally cross-platform; I don't think I've ever seen something that actually works on PC as well as iPhone/Mac, which is absolutely CRUCIAL, since a lot of people have a PC but also an iPhone. 

I wonder if I could talk to the team that works on this software, since I have a bit of a unique perspective on the future of productivity due to some problems with ""Executive Functioning"" in my brain. 

I wonder whether the visionaries behind the big-picture vision for this software could comment on the following: 

**1: the potential for software that helps you manage VISUALIZED (maybe?) constellations and hierarchies of tasks** (see this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wccW-KB2OsI) 

**2: the potential for software that is cross-platform, ubiquitous, and pervasive in an individual's life through the use of wearable technology and HAPTICS (some thing that buzzes you to give you a sense of the passage of time and buzzes you when you go off-task or whatever so as to constantly be a PART of you)** (see this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0) 

**3: the potential for something that addresses the vision that I laid out here**: https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/4k59s3/dr_russell_barkley_we_can_now_say_that_this_is/

The optimization of human executive-functioning is the FUTURE of productivity (or at least a central part of it), and I think that efforts to make a system that helps people with poor EFs could also help the AVERAGE person too. 

It's a common trend in technology/software that when you design something useful for the DISABLED then that progress actually bears fruit for the AVERAGE person. 

This is important to remember. 

(Consider speech-to-text and text-to-speech, for example, which I'm sure have been pioneered for the disabled but are obviously going to be generalized to the non-disabled public in a VERY useful way in the future.) 



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adhd,TheEdmontonMan,2018/01/10,"ADHD without ANY Hyperactivity/impulsivity I’m sometimes filled with doubt over whether I have adhd, sct, or nothing at all and I’m just a lazy fuck. I know SCT isnt in the DSM (yet).



I pretty much understand my symptoms are the Inattentive presentation, but since many researchers are moving away from subtypes, I sometimes worry that I’m actually sct, since I showed no impulsivity etc as a kid. 



All the other ADHD symptoms are there though, enough to counteract any other possible disorder I think.



I’m wondering what those of you with ADHD-I were like in childhood? 


I find some more impulsive symptoms came out as I got older (emotional impulses etc), and fidgeting has been there somewhat, but it seems odd to me that a disorder in executive functioning can, in certain people with it, just exclude something as major as disregulation of impulse control.

It’s definitely there as I get older in certain areas, but I was always described as well adjusted (but no friends), and not annoying.",8.585617977528088,8.897220146067419,9.11829213483146,61.3927191011236,61.02247191011237,12.063820224719102,41.395505617977534,11.602472056035307,5.293463370786517,798,42,123,22,10,268,113,178,0.147,0.747,0.105,-0.7822,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,2,1,6,0,10,4,0,1,4,33,23,16,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,7,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,5,0,13,5,24,18,10,18,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,6,6,91,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.11123864431715663,0.0,0.5479794888212959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948495342455749,0.0,0.0,0.15503539904489014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709817334575583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303751860989176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278504519108762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612868221111788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822438435903305,0.0,0.11778303888444536,0.2542599011006651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418558872928023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806906226947825,0.1053827211432981,0.059555524013939966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911689108375764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264640023228843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569018046876533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556884912796453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115425336304098,0.08379640433628706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937731271740099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902691545859734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850757683911535,0.0,0.11596969376485805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377300552361787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858884881523072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775573969409685,0.2254797674552901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35544047621954056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304074581259462,0.1119954495799048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866851425679725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249148057281372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988312950148738,0.12361823440960724,0.0,0.1157632602534984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Allen_Zoomfig,2018/01/10,"Learning a new language... Good evening everyone,

I have decided to try and learn a new language (my fithh attempt so far). All other attempts at this have failed because of lack of interest or simply it being too difficult. 

That being said I was wondering if anyone had any helpful tips to keep me on this task. I want to learn Russian and I know it's going to be a bit of a challenge learning a new alphabet and all but I want to try it. 

Any recommendations on how to stay on top of this would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!",2.651456310679613,4.960220407766991,4.465834951456311,81.3902087378641,77.93203883495144,7.226796116504855,29.717475728155346,8.238735603445708,2.392208543689321,414,20,78,8,10,140,67,103,0.052000000000000005,0.7490000000000001,0.199,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,2,21,17,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,5,14,9,4,11,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,3,56,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27074686415198496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919335022536022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135033297430298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173312850119895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148289177716388,0.0,0.0,0.19021851879212404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313523758551107,0.1669692447896881,0.0,0.21947376573215652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334314447233163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694126307084593,0.0,0.0,0.10940286229979747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767849029347513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935976571358254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218057441589055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832755639330791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703089399702322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483156260117494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158813375822332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141257771964053,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Oxbury,2018/01/10,"How to cope until officially diagnosed and medicated? Does anyone have any books, resources or techniques that have helped them get things done and stay focused? 

I’ve recently spoken with my GP who believes it’s fairly likely I have ADHD, though he has referred me to a psychiatrist for an official diagnosis. Actually getting in to see the psychiatrist may take three months or so as a new patient.

I’ve just started university and am absolutely struggling. I want to give up because it’s so damned hard to focus on anything for any length of time. I can’t finish books, movies, tv shows, anything, let alone journal articles or textbooks. There are other symptoms/issues, but the feeling like I can’t get through uni is definitely the biggest issue.

I’ve just come across the pomodoro timer, so will start using that. Is there anything else you would recommend?",7.530193548387097,8.768635987096781,7.431774193548389,69.38766129032261,63.322580645161295,9.812903225806453,37.435483870967744,9.888512548439397,3.988729032258064,698,34,110,14,10,223,116,155,0.046,0.853,0.101,0.8541,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,9,4,1,1,7,0,15,2,0,2,0,18,27,14,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,3,8,2,16,22,0,15,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,4,10,70,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.1507260606685676,0.0,0.18562521636302987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996907588907458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006975683370144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799871432045648,0.0,0.3813105742051813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941544974840058,0.0,0.0,0.17401819468557778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304953657260085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676884528457813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516484547072433,0.15806136440614035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902755675383312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809722412442649,0.11034287398467907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420895071342298,0.14816756673074774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836158160006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352811004770056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224223411249123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794097571342927,0.0,0.15091808375597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559743251766464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232847209528206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917385985165926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250594306304238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230808508300924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186484666685239,0.16462876425914996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147018145577935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613113898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261321660038457,0.0,0.15175151613548282,0.0,0.090064108592796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339975973246995,0.0,0.0,0.09110171858687677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972059051482093,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bettrsmartrstrngr,2018/01/10,"how do you choose a adhd counselor ? My Doc suggested a counselor or a therapist on top of medication,not sure about finding one that's right for me.",5.147241379310344,6.286358379310348,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,68.65517241379311,9.937931034482759,35.1896551724138,10.125756701596842,3.753882758620689,119,6,22,3,2,40,26,29,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031794542071136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826716053610705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837126075480369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35755573059567936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946067923689133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861269531377719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DieFledermausFarce,2018/01/10,"A Little OTC Interaction PSA Now that Flu Season is Upon Us. I had a terrible experience last week and ended up in the ER because I didn't know that Mucinex (guaifenesin) does ***not*** mix with stimulants. I took my normal dose of Vyvanse, 1 1200 mg pill extended release Mucinex (guaifenesin was the only active ingredient), 10 mg Claritin (loratidine) and then a shot of espresso while at work. Within 15 minutes of drinking the espresso I became very woozy and had to sit down, another 15 minutes passed and I lost the ability to speak coherently and most of my motor functions. I had the presence of mind to text my boyfriend all of the medications I had taken that morning and ask him to take me to the hospital but eventually I became completely paralyzed aside from being able to blink. This continued until the caffeine wore off! I'm still not 100% *five days later*. Please, make sure you know exactly how OTC medications interact with your prescriptions! ",4.567368242094523,7.394235352601157,5.635470928255696,72.78449506970419,74.08670520231216,9.157293437606256,32.141788507310444,9.627879704456738,3.811187963277797,768,38,123,22,17,253,122,173,0.033,0.908,0.06,0.6688,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,11,0,8,8,0,3,3,22,18,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,1,1,10,1,16,1,23,7,2,23,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,12,79,20,1,0.1914227223809581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072341487106526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895440525811634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166895148419588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070308244673485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234518199290087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751531433053876,0.0,0.0,0.18752139254181266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954371475536764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724815362917413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104018441678004,0.15603506759089866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918558563792768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089605139576126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777615361108913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385676508214066,0.0,0.0,0.19328238112061827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755362504105366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558560620894892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101246660096141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287043336424402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041365044918706,0.0,0.1439260643787437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126776879206304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302579657661381,0.0,0.0,0.1579437933735502,0.0,0.0,0.15354776145338567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935802172695771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,deervote,2018/01/10,"Weird Reaction to Ritalin So I used to be prescribed 30mg vyvanse for ADHD inattentive type and it was very helpful. I was able to focus better but didn't really notice any effect on my energy levels (one of my biggest issues because I also have Crohn's Disease). I got off of it at the beginning of the year and felt I didn't need a psychiatrist anymore because I started using modafinil for energy as well as implementing habits to speed up my metabolism to help with focus. I've been having trouble in school as the semester comes to an end and my friend who has ADHD hyperactive type offered me one of his 5mg Ritalin. I took it and thought it would help me focus, but it just made me lethargic, gave me a headache and definitely did not help with focus. Has anyone had this type of reaction to Ritalin?",9.11305605786618,6.928770594936713,9.792603978300182,65.05664556962029,61.40506329113924,13.079204339963837,40.292947558770344,11.765960540728905,4.776854249547919,646,28,115,16,7,222,99,158,0.046,0.773,0.181,0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,0,13,3,0,4,0,20,25,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,1,2,13,1,16,3,24,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,80,23,4,0.1636186651489627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39327567916724265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084578740582992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126630302439552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226575018091816,0.1144059749956088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948083924252685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470741299446868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409429922391133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491757272923025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709957737608898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126411374820441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086079336914133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386805692636436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170775376951758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548199370977658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132116700337765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628093472930485,0.0,0.0,0.2217444839785475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481830658979303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559082431438546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581013333308365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298949437460266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817863572919428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826279863126554,0.0,0.13500253428071904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471128297806577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623000527298295,0.0,0.0,0.10536505590727573
adhd,medalofme,2018/01/10,"Will I have a problem taking my Concerta with me to Europe? 

I'm going to be traveling through France and Germany, with a layover in Dublin this summer with a friend of mine. Will I have any trouble taking my medicine with me? I didn't have trouble going through customs in Paris two years ago, but the websites I found weren't super clear on whether methylphenidate is legal, specifically in Germany. I take 72mg of Concerta.

Will it be easier across an EU-EU border? 

Do I have to bring any sort of documentation with me?

Does it make a difference that I'll only be 17? My friend is 18.

Thanks so much!",3.50957627118644,5.460349618644072,4.312000000000001,85.16477966101695,74.0,7.092881355932204,27.90169491525424,7.908726449838941,1.7570277966101695,477,19,93,7,10,153,75,118,0.103,0.757,0.14,0.7512,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,1,1,13,25,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,3,0,1,3,0,13,4,18,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025168515014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310722566459518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869307187846744,0.0,0.0,0.19992772073809412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504956443846739,0.3530167332446687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596792505034788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249946106860812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794508851434314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375485064127436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860627900374324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153226161030579,0.0,0.0,0.2103361520842356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317315574189395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712136422597372
adhd,rupavu,2018/01/10,"How much does your ADHD cost you? I'm not talking about the actual medical expenses because we all already know it's expensive as hell. But the expenses that result from carelessness, forgetfulness, not paying attention etc. 

 

In the 9 days of 2018, I've managed to lose not 1 but 2 pairs of $80 headphones, spend $70 for a locksmith because I locked myself out of my car, and about $50 in coffee/food because I've woken up late/forgotten my lunch at home etc. So here's the count so far:
 

+ 2 pairs of headphones= $160
+ Locksmith= $70
+ Sleeping in= $50 
+ Grand Total= $280

Also, how do you guys cope with the attachment that you have for certain things that are crucial in your daily life? 

 

Those headphones were critical for my day-to-day activities and I was less productive at work this week because I didn't have music to drown out external noise. Also, those earphones have been with me since my first ""big-girl"" paycheck in 2015 and traveled with me to different countries and been there for my ups and downs. Not only did I lose the original pair but also my backup pair. And now I have to spend another $80 to replace them. I feel like a toddler who lost their favorite blankie/toy and can’t be placated with anything but the original thing.  

 

I have other items like this too, if I lose/misplace them, it will ruin my day/week and I will be an utter mess. These items have almost a sentimental value to them because they are so important to my daily life. The rest of my life can be a disorganized mess but I meticulously (almost compulsively) keep track of them.  


Do you have items like that? How do you deal with losing them? How do you plan in case you lose them? What about the emotional stuff that come with losing something like this?  

Edit: also any cheap but good earphone recommendations would be great! My wallet and I are currently crying over the loss of these 2 pairs of Bose earphones. ",4.38532102022867,6.198847237467022,5.215627968337731,80.17047801231311,71.34828496042215,8.641723834652595,28.992172383465267,9.21078282632365,2.5928078452066843,1569,62,290,34,30,510,199,379,0.133,0.7390000000000001,0.128,-0.4695,2,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,1,9,8,10,18,20,1,0,15,0,29,6,1,7,3,48,36,28,1,2,11,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,20,19,1,1,3,1,8,3,6,12,0,1,8,1,42,8,44,21,10,25,1,8,0,0,22,15,1,3,11,196,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.07269610064741137,0.0,0.08952817682336216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919140251572172,0.0,0.0822067758580515,0.2382936024168347,0.0,0.5650049853529729,0.0,0.05065896407702195,0.07811420914828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061302807131000586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705644913504705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417060499604943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182895182734044,0.1921717262107312,0.07680078518326401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783112692138942,0.0,0.0,0.06519083141128418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379653319254772,0.0,0.0,0.16616260899688093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766676870641992,0.053219042794154715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336517070658962,0.09007931102333533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062482636689155414,0.0,0.08213069169903837,0.0,0.07376148476198292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472427800593293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662143298887265,0.0,0.0,0.040940349861689714,0.0,0.08403328882908996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578534712460123,0.14557742911311128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000432194610259,0.08131978673989577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504559307534409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476219061204765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056656591358268275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162280212334886,0.0,0.07454851911379236,0.0,0.0,0.0573496748755879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527863160050005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598760340602357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898196355226316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951034173193675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054233043328122565,0.0,0.0,0.05291891167180355,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fizz141,2018/01/10,"When people don’t understand why you’re the way you are- what do you do? Currently undiagnosed and living in the UK, and it’s taking me a lot of effort to make myself go and get diagnosed. 

In the meantime I have so many people who don’t know that I have adhd. It’s so frustrating not being able to tell people, out of fear that they won’t believe me because I’m undiagnosed. 

I just feel like people around me, see me living life like a ‘normal’ person when really it’s all falling apart, too much to cope with, a huge struggle and ten times harder. And I’m the only one who understands why..

How have you dealt with people not knowing about you? Any advice?",3.5642105263157897,4.875060796992481,5.0345939849624095,82.65580075187972,72.60902255639098,7.726015037593986,23.07443609022557,8.238735603445708,1.2725945864661652,518,13,102,8,10,174,83,133,0.09,0.8540000000000001,0.056,-0.6536,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,1,9,5,1,2,7,0,10,2,0,2,1,22,22,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,0,2,13,2,12,20,3,13,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,6,69,21,0,0.14861604081831614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786076005899394,0.14522587507023946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106400401764634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229978475867452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059495907862587,0.0,0.0,0.1674393857728817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084215308750795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723436363939365,0.0751447356501326,0.1061713292554941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764574742669055,0.0,0.08446192085505372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335097877701762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497190472845692,0.1452125813152929,0.0,0.2624613736293202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634804334381974,0.0,0.0,0.09920236126869576,0.15067333917980236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924988998228348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561216582873718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007060754718582,0.1130291959376122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151582509938473,0.12976579445463265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520724127942942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184277431485292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536575386523171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174076720088864,0.0,0.12989697019236526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665920853970162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309429079436097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179644956942828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682057221841955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wishfulwanderer1793,2018/01/10,"When I am on adderall, is this how normal people feel? When I am not on my meds, I feel miserable. I feel there is no point starting anything because I know it will be too torturous to try to pay attention. It is as if my view of the world has a black and white boring filter over the world. And I have to have constant stimulus not to want to die from boredom. And then Jeff Jefferson over here is content with playing connect the dots with the design on the tile floor. I am grateful my medicine helps, but I wish I was born normal.",4.470119047619047,4.984259953703706,5.067883597883596,86.20833333333334,69.83333333333333,8.023280423280424,30.243386243386244,7.957251820313856,1.8878052910052907,417,16,87,5,7,134,71,108,0.13,0.79,0.08,-0.3315,0,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,19,20,10,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,12,1,15,17,0,15,0,1,3,0,1,9,0,1,6,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951994338601407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520612055021876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751398164136465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424196497719354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862109885133921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065776736930982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992539961334113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28281108296190866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989217853408234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651250007585667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406859989144121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021221068935184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728615031147288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501738599340813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29278559139557964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Indiveren,2018/01/10,"can add/adhd-pi affect how caffeine affects anxiety? Some articles such as https://www.healthline.com/health/adhd/caffeine#outlook point out how while caffeine for nurotypical people can be bad, it can act in the same way as adhd medications in those with adhd. Since the levels of stuff is off in the brain of someone with adhd it acts differently. I was wondering if those differences could cause someone who has adhd-pi to have their anxiety be calmed by caffeine instead of making anxiety worse (I believe I read that caffeine can cause anxiety to get worse then if you don't drink it). 

TL;DR can caffeine calm anxiety because of how caffeine reacts differently on those with adhd? ",8.679741379310348,10.696246629310348,7.765000000000002,65.21750000000002,61.1551724137931,10.282758620689657,36.05172413793103,10.411451182825502,4.2862103448275874,563,25,79,13,8,174,72,116,0.15,0.81,0.04,-0.8924,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,13,3,1,9,0,19,16,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,19,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,2,60,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7657525750590594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34816576323369897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600128353720194,0.05548741884658912,0.0,0.0,0.1025529391953496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161294842727224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701355566585284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267530092584072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530229081186925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916892031606763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047556311663898336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675431359303316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075926327765679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169715882162896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310461848183763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604715319814016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104868703004723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529603860503073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424877220441613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042007652349596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225065774282828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871170441801648,0.0,0.0,0.18552257613725026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,i8chicken,2018/01/11,"Adderall strategy for new teen user My teenager just started Adderall immediate release 5mg and reports excellent results after Vyvanse and Ritalin failures.

I took Adderall for a period a few years ago but found my tolerance skyrocketed and it caused blood pressure issues.

I am worried the same thing will happen to my teenager. Are there any tricks for keeping it effective without having to constantly up the dosage? Do people stop taking it for a period?",7.63016877637131,10.011602924050637,7.917151898734177,61.751845991561204,64.0632911392405,10.329957805907174,42.280590717299575,10.504223727775694,5.606466666666666,377,23,47,10,6,123,61,79,0.14400000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.107,-0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,5,0,5,2,1,3,0,13,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,9,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227324598888405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818897187679555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691763648204856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831606850194016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873017035171517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171172591012415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734906077919568,0.0,0.2329037630624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306961952550744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165818778051546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854657522593543,0.0,0.0,0.2190683045452016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701349276419067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740806848409706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29112429573558285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258698327090423,0.0,0.0,0.26610356670484103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873833742586095
adhd,Gallifreys-Librarian,2018/01/11,"Any advice for a college student? So currently I’m going to be taking 17 credit hours for my next semester and I need to do AMAZING to get my GPA up to transfer. (Went to college and got depressed which fudged up my first year very badly)
How can I get on the road to near perfect success? 
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adhd,jabroniii92,2018/01/11,"Mydayis and nausea? Week one? I was on 70mg of Vyvanse everyday for the past couple of years but my psychiatrist wanted me to try Mydayis. I’ve been taking 50mg every morning since Saturday, so it’s been 5 days. I’ve been noticing a fluctuating nauseous feeling on top of fatigue for the past few days. Just curious if anyone else has experienced this as well? I’m hoping this only lasts for a short period of time. I’m really rooting for Mydayis to be a good experience. ",2.8298924731182815,5.171435860215055,5.315268817204302,75.35956989247313,77.49462365591398,8.004301075268819,28.612903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.775529032258065,377,17,66,9,9,133,68,93,0.027000000000000003,0.7859999999999999,0.187,0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,3,3,13,7,1,15,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,11,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561335595061401,0.2287928532975691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707246734092664,0.0,0.2880145335773051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865349216156421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881362750040754,0.0,0.0,0.2184260615263949,0.0,0.0,0.11290502546089907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728985597988956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217830338817087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820158149136199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542236575365374,0.0,0.0,0.15131095900258598,0.1698264573659264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42632206289551294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430489562271415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471252729260015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789059215772842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020553019377226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160313655628402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170560121567593,0.0,0.17911435782099974,0.0,0.20076966927257606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379512282464135
adhd,LazyLurkerLady,2018/01/11,"Reconsidering a career in child care. I've been attending a Jr college for 2 years taking GE classes to transfer to an Uni and become a special needs teacher. I'm also working part time with a special needs toddler. The only jobs I've had have been with special needs kids. There are parts of the job that I love, like seeing him light up when we play and seeing his self esteem grow when he completes a task with just enough challenge that he is proud and not frustrated.

 However, I have a hard time pacing myself to slow down and be attuned to him. I was isolated alot in school and have issues socializing, I tend to loss myself and either people please or shut down and get stuck in my head. I don't want to cause more harm than good by modeling abnormal behavior that I'm not fully aware of or can control. 

I'm medicated which helps and I have been in therapy for years. I meditate, execerxise and use alot of tools to plan and organize externally.  I don't know if I should be in a career with less harmful consequences if my short commings effect the quality of my work. I know this is something for me to figure out. I wanted to share though because its something that's been weighing on me for a long time and I feel this community will understand. Thanks to anyone who read this.",5.640119047619049,6.2833646388888935,6.239007936507938,78.38446428571429,67.2936507936508,9.315873015873017,30.829365079365076,9.354420925462401,2.6557412698412697,1027,38,194,19,16,335,154,252,0.051,0.7909999999999999,0.158,0.9786,3,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,8,6,16,1,0,14,0,20,4,1,4,0,42,42,19,0,8,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,10,17,1,1,6,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,5,23,12,34,31,8,23,0,1,2,1,14,12,0,6,10,130,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072707564506662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379297357270634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176977244437511,0.14814577490064634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676345483791294,0.13779750625172832,0.0,0.0,0.14064198829501856,0.0,0.15044807944526398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860124642926036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678246118437042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008199090684122,0.0,0.0,0.11250926814146538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016202459582866,0.0,0.13766511625535247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991041560850288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000606539929406,0.2662241383521234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743836190234613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553344607124646,0.0,0.0,0.11870862415060406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106551152487688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351307371382844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838667983016937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201860815862764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905185150878857,0.0,0.09299495995146953,0.0,0.0,0.14724413027020555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417510806170332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575563522270534,0.21378252624302674,0.0,0.13993603153460654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673762245654153,0.0,0.20653321595576216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100855689982118,0.0,0.0,0.1234969924688703,0.15339941748423733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179069799183235,0.0,0.2346522533229847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396432299903297,0.0,0.11585286193377385,0.0,0.0,0.15823708898039307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530929990316734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276198912822788
adhd,somewhereonabike,2018/01/11,"Having goals/long term aspirations Curious as to whether this is an ADHD thing or not. I don't have any goals or aims in life. I don't mean I'm flatlined, sitting all day monosyllabic with drool hanging from the corner of my mouth staring into the abyss. There are general things I want for life, to have a meaningful relationship, maybe have a child, build a house etc but I've just kinda drifted from thing to thing all my life, quite directionless. I make the best of what I have then move on. Lots of people have specific goals like swimming with dolphins, flying a plane, visiting India, owning a fancy car, learning five languages. Tangible things. But I don't.

If I think about what I might like in any specific terms for my life, I'm faced with a blankness. The best I can come up with is that I'd like to continue to stay stable mentally.

I've only recently started meds and I've had a lot of light bulb moments of self awareness. I wonder if I've spent so long surviving the present, that I never developed a skill set for looking forward because doing that was never an option?
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adhd,alos87,2018/01/11,"Getting medication among other issues Not entirely sure where to start on this. I'm a college student who has for years dealt with problems focusing on work but only recently have I considered that it could be related to ADHD. When I was younger, in high school (I returned to college much later, am 30 now), I recognized my difficulties and brought them up to my mother. She, however, didn't think I had a problem that needed to be medicated based on my grades and her own (limited?) understanding of my character. I accepted this and went on from then thinking that I just needed to ""buckle down"".

Now I'm in school with a more serious study load and recognizing how serious the problem is. Distractions are frequent and come in the form of thoughts, the environment, or just blanking out. I'd like to say some days are better than others but the truth is this is all the time. Trying to focus feels like running a nail along a chalkboard and sometimes I just give up entirely. This semester I'm taking 18 credits and really do not want to screw it up because of something that can be solved.

The problem is I have several mental health problems and I'm not sure if they would steer a doctor away from medicating me for this. I've been ""diagnosed"" as bipolar by a few different doctors and have been in the past (but no longer) on risperidone. This was mandatory when I was hospitalized years ago in my twenties and again about a year ago when I went for help because of disorganized thoughts. Needless to say the risperidone did not really help. For a while I thought I was also depressed and still think I could be, but it's not something that concerns me as much.

So I'm wondering exactly how to bring this up to a doctor. My school offers help in this but asked me to see a counselor first, which I have. I'm afraid of asking for medication because: I know among college students this medication is abused for cramming and also because of my aforementioned issues, that perhaps they would think I wouldn't be a candidate for this type of medication. The last thing I'd want is for a doctor to think I'm looking to abuse or to try me on rounds of various medications that take months to figure out and may do nothing to the issue that I feel is most pressing.

I was with the counselor today and specifically made the appointment for issues with concentration. However a large amount of our time was spent discussing bipolar disorder. She took out her book and read through the ""criteria"" for the two types and I honestly zoned out the entire time. And this happens all the time. I feel I shouldn't have even mentioned the BP and am upset that so much focus was devoted to a diagnosis I'm not even sure is accurate.

TL;DR: I feel I have gross problems with concentration and disorganized thinking in general but have been diagnosed with BP in the past, hospitalized over five years ago, previously on risperidone, and am worrying about how to bring up going on medication for ADHD.",7.715270356050553,7.687135819320215,7.781042183622834,71.39379652605459,62.89982110912343,11.291615211495182,37.35247273356801,10.875528500678817,4.150315551964914,2389,108,422,57,31,774,249,559,0.113,0.799,0.08800000000000001,-0.9233,3,0,2,0,2,0,54.0,1,0,3,4,22,25,1,3,33,0,49,18,0,4,7,100,97,43,0,17,18,1,6,2,0,5,17,2,0,0,28,32,0,1,18,2,2,9,10,14,0,3,22,10,43,11,86,63,13,73,0,1,3,1,21,32,1,7,34,312,71,19,0.0,0.13943208002305665,0.0,0.0,0.14142902200246546,0.0,0.15647491654253876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941090066140577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001532718458824,0.0,0.05528232433342172,0.0,0.0,0.143473809832538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052039393688546286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068564014100162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395825685625224,0.0,0.0,0.03794707467925487,0.0,0.05067899594663218,0.11944317104898215,0.0,0.061475507222489664,0.06743599070250468,0.2409018370070265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772682179233774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190055343280916,0.042035465488897236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004946174506324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03074158682199398,0.05644490136036345,0.033440253448129974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052032212921398986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254440320653837,0.0,0.0,0.1183180790898682,0.062167923816467976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565561334006106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032337046541232706,0.04796263324314977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057492719486855325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941096617495085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055676039608106125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742026571224137,0.05929710318825467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696570286577975,0.0,0.12976299756871845,0.08725855630746394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645877877711791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475063935236015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123392973067994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378128685013217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885614378895492,0.0,0.07538910425551575,0.0,0.05809761949256781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358421049079094,0.0,0.17864833430551194,0.04688803790021661,0.0,0.0,0.06647270128923168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059615327380642,0.05819448290142956,0.0,0.04164741112380845,0.0,0.04698987632955832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663686352462651,0.0,0.08848104655584864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03909082815541954,0.2262146257078185,0.0,0.14013768837141952,0.13724082369166615,0.0,0.05577364930207582,0.0,0.06537365030970288,0.07989729508516577,0.0,0.05747834589293025,0.0612547449537758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941097343847698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909094833374666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380970949050906,0.042836381518450664,0.05975510038408901,0.0,0.08359680928099752,0.0,0.0,0.1515646921442511
adhd,yellowsubluv,2018/01/11,"Vyvanse and poor sleep Hey ADHD fam.
I’ve been prescribed Vyvanse 50mg and I love it, it is so much smoother than Adderall. However I haven’t been sleeping that well lately. I wake up abruptly in the early morning hours 1-2xs a night and sometimes I can’t get back to sleep. I’ve been on 50mg for about 3 months and this has just started to occur, so I’m not 100% sure Vyvanse is the problem. I’ve been taking 3mg of melatonin it helps a bit but I think it wears off by about 2am and I will start waking up. I will be sad if I have to stop taking Vyvanse because it works so well for me. I started on a 30mg and that barely worked I like the 50mg dose. I don’t know if I wanna try a prescribed sleep aid, I’m also on 300 Wellbutrin XR. I am going to consult my Psychologist if this problem persists. Anyone have this problem? And how did you deal with it?",-0.08594470046082847,1.9755808817204328,2.0750384024577606,95.96112903225807,86.95698924731182,3.972964669738863,21.76036866359447,4.892091775363687,-0.16715023041474675,668,24,151,2,21,224,107,186,0.115,0.8190000000000001,0.066,-0.8540000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,11,9,0,0,7,0,17,9,7,1,1,23,29,16,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,4,2,0,5,0,16,5,20,21,2,19,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,3,12,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615698818616584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056336866920567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667189324305164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631042171571904,0.0,0.08427964709023318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509398742758791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253598821252786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223311603352531,0.0,0.0785741387227646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092670162465911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615442795522714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759819474680866,0.0,0.15595892460502134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754495631314934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478154556509426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035471540046857,0.0,0.10163415565277288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974400225493066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968773028758583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534238649414454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367388372067552,0.0,0.29357517856394705,0.0,0.0,0.11558830645028148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030475626461974,0.0,0.2079027910837628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885889387224844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386682964788563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486177103212457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130420297398996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ItsBabySheep,2018/01/11,"AHHHHHHHHH!!! My new professor posted this as part of this week's module online, and expects us to read all of it. Also, we have to read the entirety of ""The Italian"" by Radcliffe, by the 14th. It could be even worse, so I am telling myself to preserve so hard!! http://www.hplovecraft.com/writings/texts/essays/shil.aspx

I want to cry, omg. But I can't withdraw any classes since my transcript pre-summer 2017 were not looking good. I *only now* managed to make a complete turn around after last semester's classes, so (partially) to submit in records for an out-of-state university, in the fall. 

Guys... guys, click on that link... and tell me, how would you handle this? Genuinely. Because if I wuss out, then that long-sought-after university isn't for me. AND I AM NOT WUSSING OUT!!!!

Edit: What the fuck is the word 'shewy'? I can't find a definition anywhere..",3.579339658444024,6.4840731806451615,4.257495256166982,80.77800759013286,78.48387096774194,6.227703984819733,25.891840607210625,7.5105763829236425,1.5629544592030356,673,26,119,10,17,214,108,155,0.105,0.884,0.011,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,1,0,0,8,2,1,0,9,0,11,1,0,2,1,21,16,12,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,3,15,1,21,12,2,14,0,0,2,1,7,6,1,1,6,81,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416572376530907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045995093003145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769042336083375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798171348142904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572587925277856,0.0,0.0,0.14143032213208034,0.0,0.19457783437479245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699801392879534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190097207814652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376127640525814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857499529818866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507890458022591,0.0,0.0,0.15868090277592256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439115617607615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676160343389756,0.1487513518619649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824102643394005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710810362102673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347214720874144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918232503252384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696492900925895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543719798147801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653042862589102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309652933453932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267533609909995,0.0,0.0,0.2130752683293824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448061364020332,0.0,0.14208946198319786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805188101844876,0.12583379110485088,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,purebishop,2018/01/11,"Dating: how do you slow things down? I'm sure many of us have been there: we rush into things and fall hard and fast. How do you pump the brakes on this? I'm dating someone who wants to go the same speed I do, so it all feels very natural. Do I just let it happen and see where it goes?",1.168095238095237,2.1971502539682533,2.435111111111109,100.04600000000002,78.20634920634922,5.674920634920635,15.774603174603175,5.6839178017228535,-1.00796253968254,218,2,57,1,5,70,47,63,0.022,0.888,0.08900000000000001,0.6408,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,2,14,14,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,5,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544393009047743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735882081036485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27009898769766194,0.0,0.2736136421487636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123324054967373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096675364759973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339559785991136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587977501578421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878729505030475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058406329552741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674059020306608,0.0,0.0,0.2520194325589207,0.1801560284314913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ninetiesplease,2018/01/11,"Strong enough to climb the mountain but too weak to take the first step I am becoming increasingly overwhelmed by daily to-do tasks. And I’m so scared that I’lol always feel SO affected by these dumb small tasks. 

I don’t know what it is. They are so easy when I do them. I think I just hate myself because half the time I’m too busy and forget, the other half I start to do it and get sidetracked and I’m all cases it’s so unappealing that doing it at all becomes this weird ball of confusion and anxiety.

It’s enough to make me go from someone with so much confidence to feeling like a little kid who needs their mom to do these things for them. 

Idk. I think I’m tired of managing this shit for my whole life. This constant feeling of being overwhelmed no matter how many tricks I learn to help me organize and stay on task. I’m tired of feeling stupid and weak and for feeling crazy because of it. Is it really my ADHD or is it my inability to cope with the stupid monotony of being an adult. ",3.619819376026272,4.837192985221673,4.3944039408867015,87.66122824302136,72.34975369458128,7.580821018062397,25.355993431855502,8.021203637495839,1.2795959934318557,788,24,167,11,15,253,118,203,0.279,0.604,0.117,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,3,10,15,6,4,7,0,12,6,1,3,2,31,32,17,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,19,10,0,0,9,1,0,4,2,13,0,3,0,5,18,2,24,30,7,14,0,2,0,0,9,4,2,2,6,110,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801755644628749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474604411560668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468893601489705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278055172980034,0.3311513003316623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201103174487988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098163482112137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790220885745105,0.10710338818279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275224829147533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832738542221818,0.0,0.08520339680625644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801566709496156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048869453780827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239250376103559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589343412442774,0.0732436881722148,0.15025994121704964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007324088448727,0.15199607321613762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558532852779354,0.0,0.0,0.11020897503828664,0.1111643099436748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604304845826683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500967887980963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389145871168786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702733463380667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611465315115864,0.15979553375553976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272171921819578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960066086154762,0.1921262802574032,0.0,0.0,0.08741997408270555,0.3446236134986461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738112343122336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cometbru,2018/01/11,"Having trouble getting my days started. I also can't get two productive days in a row. As the title states, this is my issue. I have a tendency to get up in the morning, go to school, then waste an hour or two in the car watching youtube videos on useless stuff before mustering up the will to get things done. Even then, on these days I will go into the library and do nothing, despite my giant workload. 

When do you all take your medication? Should I take it upon waking instead of carrying it around in my backback? Don't let that suggestion prime your mind into thinking this is the problem either though, as it could be something else. Just trying to see what you guys have experienced and if you have been able to correct this behavior.",5.173380281690143,6.463136760563383,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,68.71830985915493,7.933521126760564,31.805633802816896,8.238735603445708,2.431845633802817,588,25,106,8,10,188,96,142,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.885,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,9,0,18,2,1,0,2,16,29,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,2,2,3,13,0,20,21,2,25,0,1,2,0,7,13,0,2,8,87,24,1,0.16724075308102526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374236981647605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887972734078764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423095630084527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352813283126544,0.0,0.0,0.32356935076487553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711453551511454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970818933448031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046094012490974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34950556350922274,0.0,0.19009354808122766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559463910395855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646984537005204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455589570484312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101500093303754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847746410955053,0.0,0.0,0.16886548563224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604720130892972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002681434148566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692565706756785,0.13326922747228287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287501023657138,0.0,0.0,0.1183738658141818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145065027816027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514884658968118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111073250838773,0.10716112168868457,0.16431319077442455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354549337066495,0.0,0.3267398294565911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HighLordHydra,2018/01/11,"Highschool Student Help! Hello! I need some help guys. I am a junior in Highschool currently on track for either valedictorian or salutatorian in my school. (3.98 unweighted) This year has been a challenge, I’ve actually had to try this year, it was a wake up call. But I’m managing, I’ve noticed now that my AP US History class has a lot more reading assignments, that I’m not retaining the information like I used to. Reading is very hard for me to do, let alone retain what I read. Any school or life related tips would be a god send thanks! ",3.647047619047618,5.686534657142857,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,73.85714285714286,8.857142857142858,28.809523809523807,9.444778638647367,2.741380952380952,429,18,83,11,9,144,78,105,0.036000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.147,0.8856,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,11,2,1,1,0,13,16,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,3,9,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,5,49,14,13,0.0,0.0,0.17552506339914112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862888346101872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231629760283055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836651727753988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809743815637327,0.0,0.0,0.16112625298261438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411232403887199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392705052101951,0.12704597312867213,0.08787434005056476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291720352262672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336972259655488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047807254374882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397495376322943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640717089826476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165598138996586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211845499914785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163588622738027,0.1553480611157175,0.0,0.1484098034298509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277729512791636,0.0,0.0,0.2316579806281064
adhd,Justgottaride,2018/01/11,"What tools or methods along with medication will help focus? I mean REALLY focus.  For instance... New kitten in the house.  Dog is consumed by this kitten.  The kitten fell asleep and my dog has been staring at this kitten while she sleeps for over two hours.  HAS NOT MOVED!!  

I'm not certain that kind of focus could actually exist for me, but I just started with Adderall and I've got to say, I'm quite jealous of this dog!  I can barely sit though 5 minutes of meditation, even with medication.  

Any suggestions? ",2.293125,5.122662062500004,3.509166666666665,84.1525,84.625,5.7,22.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1109333333333329,402,14,72,6,12,130,70,96,0.075,0.906,0.019,-0.7377,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,1,14,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,6,2,15,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.21893459854529215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256664200899087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791263333526889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818198055887905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179434305555968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037801101487222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220940932031995,0.25887138795701364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362745387969466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443844401352493,0.0,0.4520208552101721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384500277301653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667997541506415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386253246539386,0.0,0.0,0.14372524855047406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784132341936497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451341900007885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879707218606998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204241065970473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191587134854996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Samii2020,2018/01/11,"My boyfriend So lately I’ve noticed my thoughts have been a bit more scattered then usual. I’ve been having trouble focusing and staying on task. So my boyfriend just thinks it’s funny to make drug references toward me (I don’t do drugs btw) bc of my inconsistent thought pattern. I know it’s my ADHD acting up, it’s so annoying but I try my hardest. Does anyone else have struggles like this or someone close that makes you feel like you’re crazy? I have a lot of energy and a lot thoughts ",0.6766666666666659,3.1899346938775537,2.0090204081632663,92.29550340136049,94.91836734693877,4.654149659863946,23.88027210884353,6.42735559955562,0.8852304761904759,392,17,77,5,15,125,68,98,0.106,0.7809999999999999,0.113,0.1666,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,1,12,2,6,11,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215897081154246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561120545495932,0.18406642488066205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612463274454306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572076045677061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41665982693823866,0.0,0.15006944335157946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083336340326424,0.12833765199698188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872760007177936,0.0,0.202646165952728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552988982156045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30545367249077043,0.0,0.0,0.2398274224700249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452579304116492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221171003958972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147651582029265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878028295550707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510856992248475,0.0,0.4278516170261769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219664292149745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785239744539965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nosurfuphere,2018/01/11,"[Accountability]Studying for a National Examination Test I was let go from my last job about 8 months ago and have been unable to cope - my wife has been a great companion while I dealt with the grief but (like many in this community) has never really understood the need for me to be on medication. We've talked it over and am finally on something. I've put off studying and scheduling my exam for 6 months and I just have to get my butt into gear. I'm nervous and anxious but I just have to persevere. Scheduled the test for one week away. Need to have excellent study habits between now and then. *Most* of the material isn't new to me, but the things I don't know can be complex (Home Inspection).

Any tips for me to help me stay on track?

tl;dr - Put off studying for an exam I have to take to start working.",3.504971153846153,5.241135362500003,4.8450000000000015,82.24769230769233,73.5,8.423076923076923,26.05769230769231,9.057496981413335,1.9820336538461536,638,22,131,14,13,212,103,160,0.046,0.883,0.071,0.7096,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,8,0,17,2,1,0,1,21,26,11,1,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,4,0,14,3,29,19,1,28,0,1,0,1,4,10,1,1,15,88,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634967585258789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542692630346808,0.0,0.0,0.208367029643895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328938782019288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020472624262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636336433459286,0.0,0.1048226737650968,0.0,0.0,0.2033480234480492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362762565170025,0.0,0.18501042572209225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830302857176994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136453317784114,0.15034489691174344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886045037581346,0.0,0.09010907450188403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869953005810331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858059722214236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944397869043906,0.0,0.0,0.2735229024271081,0.1422530879760729,0.17813529189572735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249827139672278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708304291937001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181583072191206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199250962202226,0.0,0.0,0.13054904013103302,0.19659069628485165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867747581375947,0.14824754213289498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253510976819905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794829600269144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427601714056012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,solarpinacle,2018/01/11,"Concerta/Thorazine Questions Hi all, 

20 year old male who has been prescribed concerta for the best part of 4 months. I have been suffering from severe anxiety creating a pretty serious case of insomnia which has resulted in being prescribed Thorazine/Chlorpromazine 25mg at night. I was wandering if anyone here has had any experience with this combo good or bad? Also heard that weight gain is a problem and am curious if the concerta would counteract this as i am uneducated in the science of anti-psychotics. Anyway hope you all have a cracking week. 

All the best!",6.427252475247524,8.751601168316835,7.092165841584157,66.70181311881188,67.01980198019803,10.990594059405945,36.387376237623755,10.9516,4.957682178217821,462,24,69,15,8,152,77,101,0.128,0.652,0.22,0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,7,0,14,2,0,1,3,13,16,6,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,4,4,10,9,6,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,5,5,53,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350233126176193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753981269365732,0.0,0.16597332560084355,0.0,0.0,0.15170303733545001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115201307336815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45537095079785994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222789688254612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819752275176362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154896101501042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317490067614374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360167322517134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276623642338073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349458571480992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207256794463276,0.0,0.2076008178316313,0.0,0.0,0.2430441499268269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451023351302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740317212890141,0.2641980656856009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412171287473106,0.0,0.0,0.13971472216172925
adhd,payne2098,2018/01/11,Adderall makes me very tired? Im 17 and ive always though ive had adhd but my mom refused to take me to anyone. But 2 weeks ago after nagging her we went to see a psychologist and he prescibed me 10mg of adderal in the morning and 5mg at noon. The adderall doesnt give me any energy it actually makes me very tired. It calms me down and removes all anxiety and i can think clearer but i dont feel any more focused at all. Ive always thought adderal did the opposite?,0.11656666666666735,2.34537259,2.646000000000001,90.93466666666669,88.1,5.333333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.816661863887847,0.9450333333333334,369,16,80,5,12,127,66,100,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.094,-0.6498,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,2,17,17,9,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,14,1,9,13,3,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1829152137686213,0.0,0.22526745528466455,0.0,0.16615498840025214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119315762769981,0.0,0.0,0.25493238731987866,0.0,0.14339172374678485,0.0,0.0,0.13106298823865029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967925959996532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477571683417872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981032624295912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024682640129033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502364222733736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952843750312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936607538569527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093217867413732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010451688028785,0.1841596661553486,0.14880708359068714,0.0,0.43087132639366266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30931663426321915,0.0,0.0,0.15035372950389886,0.0,0.0,0.17375952953493193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StrangeBirdFlying,2018/01/11,"Recently diagnosed, feeling sort of lost. Okay so, I was diagnosed yesterday and I have no idea what to do about it. I was diagnosed by my general care doctor and he recommended me to a psychiatrist. But I don't get to see the psychiatrist for 10 weeks. Which to me might as well be a year away.

I feel like having this new diagnoses explains so much of who I am and the challenges I've faced in life. I want to do something about it. Are there any certain skills a recently diagnosed adult should work on first? I am much too impatient to just wait ten weeks to do anything about it.",2.520313479623823,4.710156172413793,4.0865203761755495,84.54688087774295,77.79310344827586,8.700940438871474,26.92476489028213,9.339509955726095,2.503113793103448,460,19,95,13,11,153,78,116,0.058,0.7909999999999999,0.151,0.7722,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,9,7,0,0,5,1,14,8,1,0,1,16,23,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,3,11,6,18,17,2,11,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,9,70,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653994099503453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168237347739442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333792333772952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474108898646446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7204490213988218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453054964973401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356186292568812,0.1014186402104167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075394656420033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416998710816197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025933378627805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100272907125787,0.06935611827464933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496975819841588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506006720562711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087187824215256,0.0,0.0,0.1371090807657882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803433481641696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131264038750913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929031671780567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373365751916126,0.0,0.22774886042983275,0.0,0.127642093972722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335100407733973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141973808545324
adhd,ashley34,2018/01/11,"Is it worth seeing a psychiatrist instead of my primary care provider? I started seeing a therapist for anxiety in March, which led to testing and diagnosing me with ADHD as well.  It's something that I had suspected for a long time, but I didn't have it confirmed until then.  I went to my PCP to get started on ADHD meds, and she put me on 30mg of vyvanse.  I've never taken anything like that, so it's hard to know if it's right for me.  Also, I'm not being medicated for anxiety, and I'm not sure if I want to, but it seems like something that should be discussed.  I'm considering seeing a psychiatrist because it would be nice to talk to someone more knowledgeable about my condition and these types of meds.  However, my insurance only covers 20 therapy sessions a year, which is why I didn't go see a psychiatrist in the first place.  Would it be worth it?",5.822280701754388,5.8164242397660875,7.2263684210526336,73.71007894736844,66.83625730994152,10.582690058479534,34.64385964912281,10.355215969177356,3.5841199999999995,679,30,130,16,10,234,101,171,0.1,0.8320000000000001,0.068,-0.4911,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,1,2,22,30,13,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,4,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,5,5,14,6,22,18,1,20,0,0,4,0,3,6,0,3,12,89,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33374603793483903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103982636208076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124426700370966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426329520046795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464283868517344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156878146808125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409317710451118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810736807537962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254439475294892,0.0,0.07891274321090662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438404265913075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763093812630817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567206410083624,0.0,0.0,0.12287957547336488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30846635156734864,0.13987869652914986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070911568957915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056031383618048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507069818514934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958452585997974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857877684537388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425879965559847,0.12640556861934746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764877709649517,0.21378997591274584,0.0,0.0,0.19656020038902772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086628676326292,0.0,0.0,0.11160390976285647,0.0,0.0,0.15878926601331206,0.16121777547408142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096566832868451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189845707159105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484454714474623,0.1287171164215061,0.12529225636922514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727283330178824,0.0,0.0,0.08941608090359919
adhd,GrimmerAb,2018/01/11,"American to Scotland - Adderall Question I'm considering a job in Glasgow and nervous as I have heard obtaining a prescription for a controlled substance such as Adderall is difficult in the UK. If someone has experienced this similar situation, could you share with me your experience? ",10.053546099290775,11.835004425531919,10.102978723404256,50.53333333333336,57.93617021276596,13.926241134751775,53.9645390070922,13.023866798666859,8.399360283687944,236,18,29,9,3,78,41,47,0.1,0.852,0.048,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217161815764023,0.30020555384250985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36780033158763975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731221677381789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212062610364333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226399638891387,0.0,0.0,0.31858373821118235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,santims,2018/01/11,"Concentration improved so much that I forget to do everything else -- Recently diagnosed and on meds Diagnosed with ADD @ 35 years old. I have been taking 10IR in the morning and then 10XR someplace around noon. Talking to my doc i might swap the 10XR to the morning and the 10IR for the noon.

Everything is good, getting more work done at work, schoolwork is faster, reading comprehension is better....everything is better.

Problem...I am now so attentive to the things that i am doing that I forget to do the other things that I need to do. Example, 1:30PM is gym time Monday through Friday. I haven't made it to the gym in a few weeks now because i keep forgetting to stop what I am doing and go to the gym. I have a pile of personal papers on my desk that i need process while on a break at work, been sitting here for 2 weeks. I could go on.

Does this happen to you? what do you do to manage this?",3.5451573849878955,5.145826683615823,4.474047619047621,85.50419491525425,73.12429378531074,7.769007263922517,26.767150928167876,8.418075326091056,1.777755770782889,701,25,141,12,14,227,95,177,0.039,0.906,0.055,0.5765,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,12,0,23,2,0,1,0,18,32,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,7,0,2,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,16,2,25,26,3,28,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,15,103,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241853171822962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067627346595636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631135702669569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876431807347072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019550858604789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301716308662698,0.1522223142418453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426106382058097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401059195785564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777154391230612,0.0,0.16907546094846093,0.12476396668940355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315386319888368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221533031162996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075030972966093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522708645088388,0.0,0.0,0.1577996413025301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934794828442501,0.22059163893996628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560875071577795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988226700652564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142333117941168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487896863013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687211941964962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436118620585805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118410612141228,0.11955915938933814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976450268083789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673699035582713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863564479618865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248740755731859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578975764773197
adhd,PsyAntIst,2018/01/11,"Sometimes The Simplest Things Are Exhausting 1. Complete report updates for owner of the company.


2. Write long, rambling email describing the changes.


3. Spend 30 minutes simplifying the text so it is readable, easy to understand 


4. Send email to owner.


5. Remember to check email after sending


6. Resend email with attachment and an apology for not sending attachment the 1st time.


It took less time to write the SQL script than writing the email. 

Sometimes the simplest things are exhausting!",4.404355885078778,7.830833457831331,4.102409638554216,77.02208526413348,87.9156626506024,7.37312326227989,34.09545875810936,8.139509932561175,3.911664318813717,399,23,56,10,13,121,57,83,0.055,0.848,0.097,0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,0,5,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864211740478789,0.0,0.2838797662684725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960822003765014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067107978504217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53556402936076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35975302802203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157569449220624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30081696604460845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818638158575679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,goodquoter,2018/01/11,"How do I force myself to study right now? Procrastination is the story of my life. Although at the end of the day (sometimes the next morning before the exam) I will get my studying half done, which is usually good enough for me to get a good grade, I just wish that I had the motivation to do it right now, without procrastinating the whole time until I’m in a heavily time pressured situation.",10.634429824561401,7.246979197368425,10.592631578947374,64.24008771929824,59.65789473684211,13.29122807017544,41.12280701754385,11.20814326018867,4.397707017543859,313,12,59,6,3,105,54,76,0.025,0.833,0.142,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,9,0,7,1,0,2,0,5,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,8,2,10,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,45,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655460712568134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138977928060434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435564987091366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417897947118307,0.22653050894369264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908465077933715,0.0,0.0,0.36777132139250335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485363289898696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331611212950326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37445453609438495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464316630910972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683107755550435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25567780829046555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414586695463075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447703699134213,0.25211182180612457,0.2113367211956431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrstinton,2018/01/11,"How do you get yourself out of loops? Are there any techniques or tricks for disengaging - and staying disengaged - from easily ""rewarding""/stimulating behaviours in order to get things done?

It's 5am (again). I've been up since 11am, when I woke up and immediately literally exclaimed NOOO! after looking at the time - because it was the third time in a row that I missed a 9am booked doctor's appointment because I stayed up (like this) and overestimated my ability to wake up with three hours' sleep. I haven't even done anything *useful* in the past 18 hours besides feed and clean myself, and even that took stupid effort. I could have gone to work and made hundreds of dollars.  I ran out of all my medications (for anxiety, I've got nothing for ADHD) almost two weeks ago. This is not good for me. 

I'm not having this particular problem because I'm anxious about anything. I'm not anxious about the next day (like I have been in the past). I'm not anxious about going to bed. I know I need to. It's a thing I *want* to do. But other things happen first. They keep happening first. I open one more video, look at another subreddit, play ""10 minutes"" of this game. I do these things because they relax me for the length of time that they last. But I end up in this position over and over again. Like I have no foresight. But I *know*. I *know* I know. I want it to stop. How do I stop it? 

I know the rules say not to ask if you have ADHD, but I really just want an opinion on the nature my behaviour from someone that isn't me that's *also* experienced with this stuff. 

Putting this post together is hard. 

I think I've identified what's so distressing: the feeling of a lack of control. That I can't do what I want to do and I can't see why. ",0.9969586488841244,3.4929858126801143,2.757785671201664,89.6637825882984,87.12680115273777,5.879203806715367,21.614436029756718,7.3071595529392575,0.8466858655586083,1355,47,283,23,43,447,179,347,0.092,0.856,0.052000000000000005,-0.8904,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,3,5,14,11,2,1,14,0,24,5,2,5,1,51,58,19,0,9,12,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,27,13,1,4,7,5,1,5,10,5,0,6,11,7,37,6,46,46,3,48,0,1,3,0,8,18,0,4,24,188,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477513410279545,0.0,0.08289592864694996,0.0,0.0936423556731715,0.0,0.0,0.07478438400566373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359380838497053,0.09805925050435316,0.07153917083514176,0.3169379976240304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391072601573155,0.0,0.08742445352145495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280249441644694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488568663467604,0.07466458965035068,0.0,0.0,0.060309819576420565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571716956000766,0.0,0.19139783417883205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282705636168293,0.0,0.0,0.12353233123150803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728429242957168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908862716060082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977160727354244,0.0,0.053147065197861935,0.07843644056669911,0.07479296060369492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539105583108368,0.0,0.08377160083144591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418803889268906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312095369500176,0.0,0.0,0.25696861471145616,0.07622768768749777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706098171668427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570590871784386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884867129252046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420711917665522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934062548804383,0.0,0.0,0.09945489149984353,0.0,0.0,0.0897307312970425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336858438382778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854242544864274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956208568490072,0.0,0.0,0.08948179063477618,0.0,0.0940089977187318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059908481933176966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743673510752449,0.0,0.0,0.07451981819300439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735706289648976,0.0,0.09358312642749404,0.0,0.07923545643426529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935035383963026,0.0,0.15636644216231785,0.0,0.0,0.10705297781236237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851041225953144,0.059921014453693223,0.0,0.0,0.16358907871010345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389926202626612,0.0,0.0,0.09135114365610923,0.0,0.0,0.08076744493728867,0.0,0.0,0.2206316729329749,0.0,0.07501256599491359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438327508455068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808046371218211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,moongu,2018/01/11,"Idea: small support circles for check-ins throughout the day and week I think what I need more than traditional therapy is just to feel connected and emotionally supported. And I think we all know how to support each other and give kindness to each other out of mutual understanding.

Wouldn't it be great if we could form small groups, say groups of 4, that communicated regularly for daily and weekly check-ins for a fixed window of time, 3 months at a time with a group?

We could each promise to give one or two hours of our time per week to listen to someone by voice if someone needs it. And maybe we could choose our check-in partners/groups based on a micro-goal or micro-focus you'd like to get better at (for instance, waking up at a set time to give yourself enough time to get ready), and share strategies and motivation.",9.537331536388141,7.377500415094342,8.779263252470804,72.57622641509435,60.572327044025144,11.601437556154535,35.921832884097036,9.957137785484203,3.2615078167115907,662,21,126,10,7,209,100,159,0.021,0.8340000000000001,0.145,0.9494,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,6,1,0,2,2,9,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,2,1,38,23,13,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,17,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,10,9,26,17,7,20,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,4,12,77,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144073827144192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018130141972553,0.0,0.0,0.08126247670768806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173809979262525,0.0,0.13019632890213292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371165987868191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166429845752262,0.3626249865767798,0.07161125962664608,0.0,0.0,0.1389204031785758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408904823024695,0.0,0.0,0.14224374020363198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312142939099624,0.06924877644887137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155943267896144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265884537575242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057558764278288,0.0,0.0,0.18686147639618295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538390843575454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020383375391988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352640343264867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289652311628741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409712413637452,0.0,0.0,0.16147718814426884,0.0,0.0,0.3673711785708766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308808475490104,0.1311751255430191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032196219334485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GrayPuppy507,2018/01/11,"Sitting at my desk with tons of work to do.... And I just CANT. I like my job, I really do but I get so overwhelmed. I took my medicine today, why can’t I just do something..... ",-2.3980701754385976,-0.6666658947368411,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,102.68421052631581,3.5859649122807014,16.859649122807017,5.46131890053228,-0.7813298245614035,128,4,33,1,6,44,28,38,0.048,0.893,0.059,0.0949,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,4,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,24,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137104870277627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059166237258312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998399944874648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620463654060005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149048250354953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877292940237733,0.0,0.4544669319566065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691018337207363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977915229237784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Scorpio1986,2018/01/11,"Switching Psych Doctor? Hello reddit!

last month decided to get back on meds after going off them many years ago in high school and currently on 10mg Adderall twice a day. I usually feel best on 40mg so my psych said this month will up my dose. I recently found a new psych that’s literally next door to where I live and my current doc is pretty far, never answers phones and kind of have to guess when to catch her for a refill.

I was wondering if I can just go to new psych that’s closer to me and if will up my dose or just go back to regular psych. I have Cigna insurance with co pay so don’t want to waste money.",2.641923076923078,3.859618576923083,4.093846153846155,88.86615384615385,74.76923076923076,7.661538461538463,22.23076923076923,8.238735603445708,0.9699846153846154,485,12,108,8,10,161,90,130,0.034,0.892,0.07400000000000001,0.7245,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,18,18,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,3,2,13,2,19,13,1,33,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,5,18,64,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553253417241726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269472599318349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388658590994708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300486631770652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934900197689965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859842696362817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212387154943425,0.0,0.0,0.09154721249468954,0.0,0.2987512003871564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302878977299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851335835373352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246864165370344,0.0,0.1428307979916663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547258410125887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764944837708185,0.0,0.0,0.1946341597484329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797239586305198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351434101839086,0.3384645094656056,0.18635251767484828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826561639438376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730123805228067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666779761970124,0.0,0.0,0.1773358579610696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929842794306902,0.0,0.10335154739457494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002275542174304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128383934665248
adhd,innfay,2018/01/11,"Just another ADHD adventure... I finished my shift at my work study job and halfway to my apartment I realized I left my sweatshirt at the office I work in. So I walked all the way back to the building, went up two flights of stairs, looked for it in four different rooms, sighed, and gave up. On the second walk back to my apartment, I realized I didn't even bring a sweatshirt there this morning.",5.354675324675323,6.102794857142861,5.43418181818182,83.53127272727275,67.96103896103897,8.757402597402598,33.581818181818186,8.841846274778883,2.7240358441558445,312,14,61,5,5,98,53,77,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,1,12,1,12,2,1,20,0,0,1,0,1,12,0,0,3,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226882441404294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815486463240661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412924231376146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805283272470295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773435981643732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644764502592183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917291289460999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254747673500718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262288266576044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312506220770275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489048292281718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909465410084621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thatmillenialguy,2018/01/11,"Unexplained daily mood changes (21M ADHD-PI) Hi all, I’m currently a college student (21 M). I was diagnosed a few months ago with ADHD-PI when seeking treatment for anxiety and depression. My ADHD seems to manifest itself most disruptively in my inability to emotionally regulate, triggering anxiety and mild depression. Thanks to my structured upbringing and coping skills I built growing up, I’m super organized and I do well in school even though I still occasionally procrastinate (valedictorian in high school, deans list at top 25 college). 

I do however suffer from sensitivity to rejection and performance anxiety which I’m currently working through. My medication (20mg methylphenidate CD, 10 mg Ritalin booster, 300 mg gabapentin 2x/ day) definitely helps, but I’ve still struggled with really unpredictable mood swings. 

I’ve been monitoring my sleep (9 hrs.), diet (timing and macros), exercise, meditation, caffeine intake, timing of medication, etc. for the last few weeks over winter break. 

Though I hold the above variables fairly constant and follow my doctor’s advice, my mood fluctuates day to day and even every few hours inexplicably. Does anyone else experience this? I can be drowsy, depressed, irritable, and withdrawn for a whole day, and it really hurts me socially, emotionally, and productively. The next day I can wake up feeling calm, focused, energized, sociable, present, and generally more like myself. Do any of you experience similar mood swings that occur for no apparent reason? 

I’ve struggled with feeling like a different person each day I wake up and I’d like to feel stable and like myself every single day rather than oscillating between apathetic/ withdrawn and energized/ present without explanation. Any advice or related experience would be helpful. Also yes of course I’m working with my psychiatrist now to work through the issue! 

TLDR; ADHD-PI college student (21M) - my biggest struggle has been that my mood changes day to day without explanation. i have controlled for most common variables that impact energy levels- clean and consistent diet, exercise, meditating, etc. I’m taking 30 mg methylphenidate and 600 mg gabapentin daily. I’m seeking advice/ related experience from those who feel “like a different person every day they wake up” as I describe it. Thank you all so much!",8.710365597556319,10.796983837628868,8.870114547537227,57.0635070637648,61.13917525773197,12.346086292478043,41.43222604047347,11.92444826548165,6.11401458571974,1891,105,251,64,27,620,217,388,0.095,0.742,0.163,0.982,6,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,1,8,12,26,0,3,9,1,13,13,4,3,2,42,28,25,0,2,5,0,4,5,0,1,7,0,1,2,10,22,2,2,6,3,0,2,3,9,1,0,3,4,27,12,38,22,14,45,0,6,0,0,10,13,0,4,34,143,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33207669296678266,0.2025087181364696,0.0612340994820636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524221134443073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395176946924412,0.0,0.1585350490169553,0.0,0.0,0.0483014331227257,0.07077929138018231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461522099493628,0.0,0.0,0.07464953392314977,0.07747763580749283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455004669066728,0.0,0.17849214897923735,0.07011342629294345,0.0,0.14434507746609504,0.0,0.07070497645235936,0.060451235786712736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057706389772766924,0.1554084792744329,0.0,0.0,0.15408202101357335,0.09125165956096344,0.0,0.1746053519911723,0.0,0.0,0.2702888946219825,0.0,0.0,0.13971306498792266,0.0986996740077081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260399283927437,0.07298543911738177,0.0,0.0,0.06802860454701054,0.0,0.07395017695169076,0.0,0.0,0.07210021547528632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056308360221448035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874181733124935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391790453823254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513795920280354,0.0,0.05078079271608706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346598101357217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063371250822613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850716802122571,0.07102440852794034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982266444851862,0.0,0.06288665396515379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691285877007248,0.07041703525185063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033267792918633,0.0,0.0,0.21664816715572946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193858536685976,0.0,0.0,0.12719677168501098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357389438200355,0.0,0.08056069084386955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541076628865784,0.0,0.062110047219282975,0.0,0.0,0.07712390148437476,0.0,0.13317880322923709,0.0,0.15087034872937036,0.0,0.0,0.049071526436993564,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Noon800,2018/01/11,"I just want to get this off my chest I have always been unable to manage my emotions. In childhood, I was frequently accused of crying to seek attention or get others in trouble. I was often punished for my involuntary reaction to others wrongdoing me to a greater extent than those who did me wrong. Other kids looked at me funny for behaving this way, which I had no control over. This affects me more than I'd like to admit. 

Did anyone else ever have any similar issues?",4.728238095238098,6.528005633333336,5.944285714285716,75.34500000000001,70.44444444444444,8.253968253968255,29.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,2.688714285714286,377,15,62,7,7,126,65,90,0.16399999999999998,0.723,0.113,-0.7216,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,2,1,9,13,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,1,12,1,16,7,3,9,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,4,53,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286940425293821,0.0,0.0,0.18690482997488195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217884232188928,0.2816123952936559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082633659645065,0.0,0.0,0.3019056273053375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959871921250025,0.3091649636780017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861410863924735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719157452982536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686800878129665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427596246933565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080157275211935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211140032288596,0.2181601077962723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005011560912537,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ich_Komme_In_Frieden,2018/01/11,"Effect of Ritalin treatment for three months I got diagnosed for ADHD last February and started treatment. I started off on a 10 mg dose the first two weeks I think, then 20 mg, 40 mg until I decided that more than 30 mg made me feel a bit uneasy.

After nearly three months I started to doubt whether I really had ADHD (the inattentive type) or not and developed anxiety over whether the drug was affecting me and my function.

After I stopped treatment, I find myself more stressed and have a harder time trying to relax. I'm 21 years old now and was 20 during the treatment. My question is: Do you think that the treatment can be harmful and do you have any similar stories? I can't take my mind off this matter and really feel like I'm inferior to other people somehow now that I tried to drug myself for better performance and could potentially have damaged my brain in the process.

Tl;DR: Got diagnosed, received treatment. Am now anxious that the treatment had damaging effects and would like to hear your thoughts or stories.",8.432812499999997,7.9538008229166675,8.184458333333332,70.58137500000002,61.60416666666666,11.013333333333335,40.03333333333333,10.355215969177356,4.316542083333333,826,40,137,16,10,265,114,192,0.105,0.8240000000000001,0.071,-0.7645,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,5,4,10,0,2,10,0,16,7,1,4,0,33,31,15,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,10,1,0,1,2,6,0,4,8,3,21,4,19,20,3,26,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,5,21,97,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301630089063671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341034633570576,0.0,0.10508096454652846,0.1551790909464416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214848448967846,0.1499628863007467,0.0,0.0,0.15334056013984515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967176452198317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278837512898607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31859083368999397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389079296948958,0.09813088975721072,0.0,0.0,0.12554567519865034,0.11683939158969885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972064673878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481608868769606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196773535176413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421551664027612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997451655065498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869568444840094,0.0,0.21928084567109452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441375036502249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522898110118316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538760135657139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599424182769913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167495557363177,0.0,0.0,0.11484013843961095,0.1573468242270927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327854972211463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603105884217315,0.0,0.109049472776255,0.08009643751555963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651851632219005,0.0,0.13418196179451738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018289275423948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757747630717803,0.0,0.0,0.08845612819383146
adhd,5spikecelio,2018/01/11,"Moving to Singapore, anyone living there that has ADHD can clarify a few things ? Im moving to Singapore later this year for study purposes, i have ADHD and treat it with concerta. I live in brazil and here is pretty simple to get your meds ,consult a psychiatrist and he will provide a prescription that is pre-authorized , you go to the pharmacy and buy your meds, simple as that. How is for ppl in Singapore to acquire this medication ? Does it take a long time ? Refills are easier to get ? Would you advice to my doctor write a letter about my treatment so whoever im appointed to won’t think im trying to have the meds inappropriately ? Since being a foreigner in Asia and asking for something usually used as drugs raises many red flags .",5.545971223021585,7.070556726618707,6.894309352517986,70.39124820143887,68.06474820143886,10.452086330935252,29.727338129496413,10.577609850970193,3.5394397122302164,591,22,99,17,10,201,92,139,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.8645,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,0,12,3,0,2,0,11,19,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,19,15,1,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,5,65,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328560286936196,0.1353226511071514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968295791300785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294616351849371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174182150845718,0.12118621209950173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605947317228302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470187745667434,0.0,0.07870230454579985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487517884729319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445636418135968,0.1225518893129384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039864245346328,0.0,0.0,0.4614656344850627,0.13950567837039948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943681247669007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088560795739666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455343959600335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660992831129096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412095535356823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200104500426266,0.08873344013767963,0.0,0.0,0.08074975507476266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940199400691144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960367002722724,0.15251795653998862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837338035274573,0.0,0.0,0.0891776327146401
adhd,Planter_God_Of_Food,2018/01/11,"I’m a highly desensitized person Sometimes I feel a bit cruel and evil, I constantly put others down when I’m like this and feel nothing for what I’ve done; no remorse or anything. 

And I’m not edgy enough here to go out and say I’m a sociopath or something stupid like that, I just have trouble truly relating to people on an emotional level and have only been able to a couple of times in my life; so i’m wondering if going to a therapist could help.

Also I think that I may just be normal, like whenever they show those ads of people who are starving and dying in 3rd world countries do people actually feel bad or is it all an act? Did I miss the syllabus that told people to fake emotion to feel accepted by others? Anyways this post probably doesn’t belong here but I’ll try anyway.",5.976729559748428,5.711026547169813,7.033333333333335,76.10333333333334,66.54716981132076,9.582389937106921,31.50314465408805,9.150863307647796,2.6636465408805035,627,22,118,10,9,212,109,159,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.077,-0.8053,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,8,0,12,1,0,0,1,26,27,14,1,3,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,7,1,0,4,3,7,0,0,4,5,8,4,15,20,3,16,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,6,6,78,19,1,0.14603613029331908,0.0,0.1425101972012258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167850406341666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017529214668675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193406886168395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594336312541659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578131765613244,0.0,0.11659796697114196,0.16158620051796674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156244711293934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944566395153794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32854198130843704,0.0,0.1508943605113058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295361021484225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599139649927294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788493982610118,0.15429518959481758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314963762763288,0.2140376300743413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430844012811105,0.140125605632654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106705772813122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049722603270639,0.12751311609599306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986224470605654,0.0,0.15745164818601906,0.0,0.0,0.14680664639462554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613379227032287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242574777959903,0.14443346699427514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955920300430247,0.0,0.09357405561146387,0.0,0.0,0.08515484196548496,0.0,0.0,0.1395437807361424,0.0,0.09914894640580847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836995381885813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Spuriousantics,2018/01/11,"When you were a child, what things did adults do that helped you manage your impulsivity and hyperactivity? I work with a child that is constantly hurting other kids, breaking things, disrupting what is going on because he is so impulsive. He has a reputation as a bad kid, but he’s really a great, kind kid who just can’t control himself. His family is working on getting him on meds that will (hopefully) help, but aside from that, I want to do what I can to help him out. What did adults do when you were a kid that helped you manage these symptoms? What did they do that helped you feel like you weren’t a bad kid? What made it worse? ",6.376251428571429,6.1087511280000015,6.572685714285715,79.74520000000003,65.72,10.022857142857145,29.857142857142854,9.606745405546679,2.3396742857142865,501,15,104,9,7,161,72,125,0.094,0.735,0.172,0.9164,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,1,3,4,7,0,0,7,0,18,1,0,2,0,11,24,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,18,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,1,15,4,9,16,0,9,0,1,0,0,30,4,0,1,4,74,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923323774102689,0.10671378372078967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917559924605865,0.19634252769936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650291826671876,0.0,0.0885146276291667,0.12506153082630653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146062410094744,0.0,0.09948954386022962,0.0,0.0,0.19300215660461514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866887211908892,0.0,0.0,0.17387217777391914,0.0,0.0,0.1874033005161179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822960567528796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552453775363411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564419265381838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445006829659392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214669180134447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195237874809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326016259615877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325379406887784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548887414686596,0.0,0.1783991441372593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thrawny,2018/01/11,"United Healthcare Ancillary Program and Vyvanse Picking out my new healthcare plan, and I noticed they have this policy in place. ""If there are generic drugs that treat the same condition, you will be charged the difference between the generic drug and the brand name drug""

Is anyone else out there using UHC? Did they try and force you to switch from vyvanse to something like generic adderral xr?",9.243260869565216,10.008511260869568,7.041847826086958,75.30016304347829,59.57971014492754,9.218840579710145,41.88768115942029,8.841846274778883,4.004272463768117,323,17,49,4,4,93,53,69,0.024,0.863,0.113,0.7622,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,2,0,11,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334892769561526,0.2247123477398379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913567379382424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7630012478989813,0.0,0.1832080835025057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714537881064114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181410901421224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968959525035495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913567379382424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688380589394144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889930454242814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941623739267227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,username_815,2018/01/11,"Concerta XL Day 1 - wore off after just 2/3 hours I just wondered if anybody had the experience of an extended release stimulant working brilliantly but wearing off extremely quickly?

My gut feeling is that I have a high metabolism, but I'm not sure if that would make a difference with this med. Any ideas?

I'll be speaking to my doc later but would be interesting to hear other experiences.",6.441666666666666,7.950536500000003,7.562111111111111,66.49400000000001,65.94444444444444,11.315555555555555,39.4,11.20814326018867,5.1464300000000005,316,18,51,10,5,107,58,72,0.034,0.852,0.114,0.6924,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,2,2,2,1,17,13,5,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504875213232026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652562278006438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535766494533246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474827084413627,0.0,0.0,0.12271970588263954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27354788040373224,0.0,0.0,0.2564327573222918,0.0,0.0,0.2390170265704844,0.0,0.0,0.27398611172077114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200848259602887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959222254417603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287480169253313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632048610291727,0.17669323265346334,0.0,0.0,0.344823487600424,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Klogavis,2018/01/11,"The 'no meds' post For some people regular medication works poorly and/or the risks and negative effects aren't worth it.

Feel free to share your experience here. What did work for you?


Personally metylphenidate made me feel like a complete zombie and the long-term risks of using it didn't look that pretty either. Maintaining a healthy lifestyle/habits and using tricks like learning something when I don't have to (but have to do later) or seeing things as a challenge did help a lot though. 'Gnisodorcim dsl' did also work wonders, thanks to its effect of not lowering the bar for things to get you motivated/interested and thus focused but to highten your interest in things (be it social or work/school related) itself. (Concept reversed against filter/auto-censoring)",7.160444444444442,9.272632488888894,6.457222222222224,72.81250000000003,64.85185185185185,9.251851851851852,33.5,9.642632912329526,3.5142000000000007,626,27,96,13,10,192,97,135,0.084,0.759,0.156,0.8304,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,6,4,10,1,2,8,0,10,2,0,6,0,22,20,12,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,4,1,0,6,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,5,4,6,8,14,14,3,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,5,4,66,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329656317859771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433037155735467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626434422314654,0.0,0.0,0.16814167556624487,0.1187829396408473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686893339875737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144691816378176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246172485943028,0.0,0.0,0.14714324510136464,0.13962447529706434,0.0,0.0,0.14135635403162736,0.0,0.15732818883516042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468789381534145,0.16749899443060373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527031235717546,0.14518008428677168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924018717946178,0.1691558217433485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682735761651428,0.13249523731931204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694907816484736,0.0,0.128002358019062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530785851672757,0.0,0.0,0.3313861350617636,0.0,0.1633589060226121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872068677603168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031214315714195,0.4841846056570853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jojangers,2018/01/11,"Just finished my first year of school after getting diagnosed Getting diagnosed with adhd and finding this sub has honestly changed my life for the better, I went from feeling completely useless, dumb and everything else under the sun to completing the first year of college with top grades and I couldn't have done it without this subreddit, so thank you.",16.252580645161288,10.936969096774193,13.248387096774195,55.29258064516132,51.58064516129033,16.916129032258066,56.806451612903224,13.816669648895859,7.572070967741936,292,16,43,7,2,88,49,62,0.094,0.731,0.175,0.5817,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,4,2,5,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,5,3,10,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887758202036746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757919889159554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026761142269704,0.0,0.4168038245281907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034857271165833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034061819830365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660431237481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786376725169668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050184143548976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166812462672385,0.33813977453292915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769360697068528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039399610532927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011613624353236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829966264085356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425766924853626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160291080680406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559970129642057
adhd,itshexx,2018/01/11,"How do I get the ""motivation""? To go and get tested? I'm always saying I will but never do it due to pushing it aside for most of the time nothing at all. Just kind of looking for advice. How do I go about starting?",-0.03782608695652101,1.9461343478260889,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,85.95652173913044,4.549565217391304,20.069565217391304,5.6839178017228535,-0.06545565217391314,164,5,36,1,5,58,33,46,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,2,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,8,10,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,27,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292306844491964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803413304652081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35204969579277623,0.0,0.3829545664579943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35084645417048443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829248163317535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985060138452193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232802523891768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679293445802117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847107342883794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645858926690896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beige_buttmuncher,2018/01/11,"How do I get better effects for vyvanse since I wake up early for school? Hi so I’ve been recently diagnosed with ADHD in November and didn’t get the scrips for Vyvanse until I was on winter break. The first time I took it of course I got up and did all my weeks chores in 5 hours I felt like a champ. Then when school started this week I took it a second time and felt pretty good on Monday. But now I feel like I’m not feeling all of the full effects like I did on Monday, the only time I feel it’s full zen focus is with its peak usually during the middle of the day. For the entire day before the peak I can focus, then after it calms down and I can still focus but it’s not as strong as Monday. The only gripe is that it’s during one of my least favorite classes. 

My psychiatrist prescribed me with 30mg XR Vyvanse and 5 mg IR adderall for the night for a kick then I can sleep at night after the adderall crash.

I feel like the effects of Vyvanse that are weakening of it might be of my daily routine.

So I usually get up at 615 and get dressed and then eat breakfast and during that time I’ll take my antibiotics (since I just had deviated septum surgery and have to take the antibiotics for the infection after 3 days of recovery). Then I go upstairs to pack my backpack and then right before I leave I take the vyvanse, and Ieave around 650-700 then usually get to school later from about 30-45 min based off of traffic (I go to school in downtown PHX but I live 30 min away). 

Is there anything that could be a problem with the effects of the vyvanse lessening of effects or is it just my body adjusting? This is my first week of entirely taking it everyday.

Thank you for reading the long post. ",4.281684315435406,4.875793286532954,5.238427806154231,84.53204559611314,70.28939828080229,8.017989286159212,28.354428802790583,8.04050195162591,1.7281241061417716,1343,46,276,17,23,441,167,349,0.057,0.878,0.065,-0.3,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,10,11,11,0,0,22,0,21,7,3,6,2,42,44,29,0,2,8,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,16,16,2,0,12,1,0,4,3,1,0,4,11,6,31,10,51,29,5,69,1,0,0,0,2,19,0,2,48,183,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156085920600398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638928969555152,0.08263633580931991,0.0,0.0,0.08721468216663475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797907542811934,0.0,0.0,0.08209855926674682,0.0,0.10311065093067408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411536695911809,0.0,0.0,0.1795985659364146,0.0,0.0,0.09421816399382198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498591408265106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774590210600564,0.1326322583771796,0.17825830338746673,0.0,0.0,0.15791839259073565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249321607822705,0.0,0.10551224505179377,0.07785947264682598,0.07424279363297456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141658821095423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829113364792044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814037060634284,0.0,0.08196856195862333,0.0821495955637626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847552287480116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422502088408592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629024535898615,0.14119930140166795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890327901412662,0.094439145567975,0.0,0.08882357460360417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285282295925744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165615736636236,0.0,0.0,0.07927435070285219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37578636291490297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357606946751606,0.0,0.09289474152119297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570392558603373,0.0,0.074132323098692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279179518813185,0.0,0.0,0.08546327663428745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651431923095785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626998602468347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067097989973332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338235090930975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,savagechirs,2018/01/11,"Whilst everyone else actively seeks out job/research opportunities... ...I'm stuck in a loop, always drifting from one matter to the next, not really having an idea of the bigger picture. Maybe I should've gone to a state school instead.

Goddammit I need some Vyvanse. I know what the problem is, but the prescription can't come soon enough. I'm meeting with my psychaitrist on Friday, but I'll have to get tested, for which finding a time takes several hundred dollars and ostensibly a long time to schedule. I don't have the patience for that!

I'd be so much better with meds. I know this! Everyone else tells me to suck it up, exercising, meditating, maybe I'm just not trying hard enough, etc. but I know that trying hard won't get me anywhere, because that's what I'm doing with my social life. Exercise/meditation help calm me down, but in the end, I get too focused on those to really be productive.

I don't want to squander the $60000/year tuition that my parents are paying for, and it's fucking aggravating.",5.091200294550808,6.522999283505158,5.8720176730486,77.64422680412373,69.05154639175258,8.635640648011782,31.382916053019148,9.04235418022936,2.7502132547864515,807,34,146,15,14,264,124,194,0.064,0.826,0.11,0.8209,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,2,0,12,0,12,3,0,0,0,24,30,7,0,3,7,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,1,3,3,6,3,0,1,2,2,14,3,22,25,5,20,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,1,8,90,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179420719861132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640561367140215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253607401098451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209960398550397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681726353497815,0.0,0.12554280251664116,0.2929181626740676,0.15808163844618833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708842645100789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955112856969694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103972077496226,0.22216562125344866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539489389496256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500778104021633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600113282136202,0.0,0.0,0.1406587016253698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336958100417492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001177321405536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543867019806476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284801096951649,0.0,0.15744524178407535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419789228294392,0.10510112074987404,0.0,0.0,0.15074598025500965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604916587061428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738954954741105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562953054183466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816092240092687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345214154470567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012997923442024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448980139162304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657358489147976,0.0,0.12389019806042605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530372484968742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192469268658208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083604077461681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127826361429173
adhd,WatcherOnTheWeb,2018/01/11,"I took two pills by accident (Concerta 54mg) Am I about to die?
Seriously though, should I be worried?
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adhd,TrickyCharlotte,2018/01/11,"Wondering if I should take my doctor's advice? So in the last year, I've really been going through some stuff and I've been also trying to treat my ADHD.

Now I did manage to get a diagnosis of ADHD though my psychiatrist did not give me a type and he started me out on 10 mg of Ritalin. I found this really crap, just seemed to make me tired and then after a while, I'd crash and become more tired.

Now I went back to my doctor as for other reasons I did not wish to continue with that psych and my specialist recommended me a psych that specifically deals with ADHD patients but my doctor wants me to try citalopram 20mg for a month first.

I am really apprehensive guys of taking an anti-depressant for ADHD while Ritalin didn't work and I can't deny my depression is quite bad at the moment (struggling with uni and other serious issues in my life) I have heard that anti-depressants can make things worse.

I guess I am looking for some advice? Should I try the anti-depressants for a month or ignore that and push with another doctor to see this other psych? 

I really want to treat whatever is wrong with me but I'm just not sure which route to go, it's like I spend most of my days wanting to do something but I can't find the motivation to do anything or stick with it so I end up doing nothing. I can't deny I am pretty depressed but it's like the depression comes from being bored but nothing sounds interesting if that makes sense?

Sorry if this is a bit convoluted I'm just a bit all over the place with my thinking on this. Any advice welcome.
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adhd,clendificent,2018/01/11,"How do I tell my new boss I need supervision? I started a new job about a month ago. The role is a step down (with less pay) from my old job but the change was needed. My last boss was a super nice micromanager so we were always communicating, I always had short deadlines, there was always a good amount of pressure. 

With my new job, I know what I have to do (for the most part), I know how to do it (for the most part) but I’m really spinning my wheels. My boss comes in half way through my shift and has given me instructions maybe 2x since I was hired. I’m fitting in really well and I know he likes me but today I took all morning scheduling 2 social media posts. Not ok. 

What sucks is our building is a bit remote so we have the slowest internet. This makes it super hard to stay focused. Also, there isn’t enough work to make it a full time job, so again, no pressure to keep focused. I’m feeling really guilty because I negotiated for a 15% raise over the person I replaced. 

Do I say anything to my boss? I don’t want to add to his work load or seem like I’m not competent. 

I have a supervisor who’ve I’ve asked to give me more work and that may happen at some point. ",1.1684523809523846,3.140296775510208,3.1292091836734706,90.80986819727892,81.24489795918367,6.042517006802722,20.412414965986393,7.1686216300943375,0.38028231292517,910,25,204,12,24,306,141,245,0.076,0.7609999999999999,0.163,0.975,5,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,6,11,11,1,2,15,1,20,0,0,8,1,37,43,13,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,1,5,0,1,3,5,3,1,1,8,3,30,8,23,34,12,27,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,6,14,126,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989440725282374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011952497486377,0.28130560703270235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273568072730046,0.0,0.10535154266890652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869582441491233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303016752506485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921289367420468,0.09707393536277398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644066754459252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056980317872282325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810416305232036,0.0,0.09452046518233967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996529127354958,0.0,0.1009496430797913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473165600574409,0.10016557550148296,0.0,0.0,0.18579726074490124,0.09185878971483276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011096081200243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044519166556675,0.0,0.11321397602572815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994945297281305,0.0,0.0,0.16711895975419633,0.0,0.32651508608195073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825099968513687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440682944951904,0.0,0.0,0.0983980601302597,0.0,0.0,0.10653009727926564,0.0,0.10792751354440556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657959768877286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961697607928985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259030630151712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321975241722047,0.0,0.0,0.11487501337461907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976377696350746,0.12011437568462086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849752731406801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571144613699746,0.0,0.10681857055043872,0.0,0.12520464350333993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646849413650102,0.08944943919423919,0.0,0.0,0.10132338686931358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461227353030939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JonnyBlack01,2018/01/11,"How I describe the ADHD ""weather"" of my mind to people without ADHD I know for many people it is hard to describe the feelings of ADHD to people without it, but I was brainstorming recently and came up with a way of visualizing what it's like using an analogy with text and paper.

For me, I have about 3 different major ""weathers"" of ADHD: on medication, off medication, and after medication. (Or as I call them hyper, clear, and foggy)

On medication would be best visualized by black text on white paper: easy to focus on, simple to follow, and not distracting. This is how I assume most people's minds work normally.

Off medication would then be black text on a mosaic of random colors for paper. Not only is it hard to see the words in the first place, but your eyes are constantly being pulled in by the amalgamation of colors. This would be the hyper state of mind, where everything is a distraction and it's hard to just do 1 thing.

Finally there is the after medication, which for me represents the rest of the day after my medication wears off. This one is on white paper again, but now the text goes from black to light grey and almost white. The information is all there, and there's no distractions, but it's just hard to keep your eyes focused. These are the moods where you want to do things, but nothing sticks. No matter how many things you try, you can't scratch that itch, and your whole head feels foggy and out of focus. 

Again, this is just my attempt at describing the weather of my mind, and this definitely is not a blanket description, but hopefully this gives people ideas about how they can describe their own mind to others.

So, how do you describe your ADHD to others? I'm interested to see what other ways to describe it people have come up with.",8.723035714285713,7.324656184523814,8.825,69.19500000000002,61.55952380952381,11.852380952380953,34.09523809523809,10.820120047756994,3.542509523809525,1402,44,253,29,16,462,159,336,0.045,0.846,0.109,0.979,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,8,3,4,19,8,0,3,18,0,26,12,5,6,2,63,40,26,0,6,15,0,7,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,24,17,0,1,6,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,2,21,23,4,57,31,7,37,0,0,13,0,14,18,0,6,13,197,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378160911867922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295847967169143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646177545234753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439791487606605,0.08333210352578499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276219274272253,0.0,0.07873546766359421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698848842426426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612289442376728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654816135181879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368012184686168,0.0,0.0,0.0798142560593374,0.0,0.061974436072518374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989367735453215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261071972928897,0.0,0.07477508727311859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723661364640944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224974934033823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476106209474429,0.0,0.0,0.04004179373300362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03559557629832852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773662976911095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137894810503414,0.0,0.0,0.36783770920198106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138705078822012,0.06991086125716595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493716282803416,0.055413096186208835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307051352499503,0.0,0.07612289442376728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194017836890708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611951881578107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521427080754645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946696361935556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292740018371706,0.0,0.0,0.04297454743874915,0.11566530031891875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134526945157644,0.0,0.14046832986160096,0.0,0.053042740030168,0.0,0.0,0.1552723525492076,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sn0tface,2018/01/11,"I didn't take my meds today. And it was awful.  I made the mistake of waiting until the last minute to renew my prescription, and I had to deal with a day without.  It was my day off, So I thought it wouldn't be too stressful.

I spent 1hr45 in a cellphone store buying a new phone.  About an hour of that was checking out. The kid helping me was new, and the only one in the store. It wasn't his fault, but by the end of it, I was done.  I couldn't focus on *anything*, I had shut the proverbial door.  To the guys credit, he knew he was taking a long time, waved a fee and offered me a free promotion.

I get home and try to apply the promotion and spent another hour with customer service who pretty much said it wasn't happening. I was almost in tears. Not because of the missed promotion, but because my brain just couldn't focus anymore.  I had put in every single effort I could today.  I had vet appointments to get to, Dr's appointments, and after all that effort I felt like I spent my day with electrical wires shorting out my brain until a total blackout.

I can't wait to get my meds.",2.339807965860597,4.047465256756759,3.743418681839735,89.03498577524893,76.61261261261262,6.295305832147938,23.84637268847795,7.0608816371341465,0.8627891891891891,845,27,175,9,19,278,118,222,0.04,0.862,0.098,0.9193,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,1,18,1,21,3,2,1,2,31,38,12,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,9,12,0,2,3,0,10,1,9,4,0,1,23,2,26,4,28,10,4,27,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,17,120,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626804648124335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269549724144098,0.0,0.0,0.13495834297080822,0.0,0.0,0.1119851899063364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591057255509165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30382855795095354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086516640876422,0.0,0.0,0.2632879503586522,0.14029619386473904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139260747857087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052965866846516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465628399301933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066157596690733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132941591294826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474413759214052,0.1203382589083511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912139540465304,0.0,0.13650292465769653,0.0,0.2680298254426426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092627918515327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648356253275013,0.0,0.0,0.1204296845356374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287655721941519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023163553911125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003708806143624,0.0,0.0,0.2628607359138211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221375455786393,0.10349769349294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844592210729384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368015827741658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944664583281895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558832792167992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046358302116453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803516052342883,0.07935142888863624,0.0,0.2579826408734767,0.0,0.0,0.0923918169361717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117971337161982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tryingnottobefat,2018/01/11,"Attending a mandatory academic probation information session tomorrow because once again I managed to screw it all up [rant] So I’m on academic probation, again. This time i have to go to an information session about it though and I don’t know why, I know I’m shitty. I know myself and I know that anything we implement to fix this will maybe last the semester, but it’ll all fall apart again. 

I’ve failed a grand total of 12 courses I’ve failed. I’m just about to start the second semester of my fourth year of uni, I should be done after this. But no. I’ve got at least a solid four more semesters. 

Thinking about the money I’ve wasted, the debt I’m racking up, and especially the fact that I still have a quite a few “hard” courses to take, it really makes me question whether or not I should even continue doing university. 

It also really hurts my self worth. I just want to be good at something. I just want to make someone proud for once in my life instead of being a disappointment. 

Thanks for reading. ",3.4000445632798595,5.386151500000004,4.685686274509807,82.2132352941177,74.4040404040404,8.2951871657754,27.80867498514557,9.007467420416297,2.367792275698158,799,32,155,18,17,264,117,198,0.161,0.7240000000000001,0.115,-0.9128,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,4,15,9,1,0,12,0,12,2,0,2,4,30,30,10,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,8,1,3,3,3,5,0,2,2,1,17,4,24,21,6,21,0,4,0,1,5,7,1,2,11,103,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362966038818177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025327303184326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103895438543709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441391766317438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257054156642653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686199316966396,0.142952577760211,0.13631223496844164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267605459188668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245391937937064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37466591406820177,0.13892706467680402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038310064322945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275330312724708,0.0,0.1712246091906079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36301488175822416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092592005805792,0.1812783303775908,0.17048086691452138,0.0,0.21836972356658998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780060931739022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444088062315013,0.13120899327537835,0.0,0.0,0.12063458962910792,0.0,0.1361094073983928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814571726304608,0.0,0.0,0.15691341442964998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920770264783053,0.1674512714726874,0.0,0.09938187032314948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010536566514408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537908478002363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975438776212122
adhd,Shootingflies,2018/01/11,"Smartwatch apps for ADHD My husband recently acquired a smart watch.    What are some good apps for ADHD on the Androidwear?

Anything that could link to a schedule, calendar, or planner of sorts which I could edit from the home computer would be great.

Also, we are trying to disable distracting apps such as calls, message, etc. Is there a way to do this?

Thanks!",3.9368571428571433,6.884217938461537,4.0068131868131855,82.8746153846154,77.30769230769229,6.791208791208793,29.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,2.3955714285714294,286,13,47,5,7,88,54,65,0.031,0.779,0.191,0.9105,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,9,5,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,2,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622765215672567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707364350642214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925043621961304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886856622249966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373547954229192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608936569367461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620928774884425,0.0,0.25790852266298725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346507468631749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309775386769599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537120747220448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588230354952767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568265316910906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617707762916314,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MakeItCherished,2018/01/11,"Can Concerta/adhd meds reduce anxiety as well? I've been recently diagnosed with adhd at the age of 24.

I've read a bit about Concerta and other adhd medication increasing anxiety and paranoia.

I have anxiety, more specifically social anxiety, (sometimes severe, to the point where I feel sick and can throw up and/or develop gastritis) and I feel like after recently being put on Concerta 27mg XR I actually feel less anxious and overwhelmed in social situations. If anything I feel more confident and bright and less fixed on the negative/self loathing thoughts that come with social anxiety. (this might have something to do with me being able to focus more on conversation and focus less on stressful thoughts such as my brain thinking about all kinds of unnecessary things like what might this person be thinking about me and figuring out their thoughts and intentions/motives/etc.etc.)

While I'm writing this I figured I may as well ask about Vyvanse too. I'm considering asking my Psychiatrist about trying this out as I've heard lots of positive things about it but I'd like to ask and get the general consensus from you lads on r/adhd between the correlation of anxiety with Concerta vs Vyvanse.

TL:DR- Can medication such as Concerta reduce anxiety instead of the more common side effect which is increasing it?

Btw this is probably written badly and a bit all over the place so I apologise for that but I need to go for my daily run.",7.005977011494252,8.606759348659008,7.561551724137933,66.67612068965519,64.70881226053639,11.623754789272027,37.48850574712644,11.429527900616536,5.055491954022988,1174,60,183,38,18,387,144,261,0.105,0.8140000000000001,0.08,-0.1352,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,14,10,0,2,9,0,15,5,1,1,2,44,35,22,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,3,4,1,0,1,14,19,0,0,12,1,0,7,0,3,2,0,6,6,16,7,41,23,14,28,0,1,1,0,12,15,0,5,9,129,30,1,0.08607566942557242,0.0,0.08399743679476987,0.0,0.4137849104476901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609335605776666,0.09724100598567846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083294181489982,0.0,0.2414073946549383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186958858723916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879446752195956,0.0,0.0,0.09608891401195498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414656754948994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736499258834875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199424897030665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408977898422598,0.061492475436360924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449709846326199,0.0,0.04891878654913314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963456402585415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261566726939957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317845605055427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561066436116117,0.17342436265312125,0.0,0.1826253656705707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382401821821493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515795444906734,0.0899307542773674,0.0,0.08136932972225891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928041299954339,0.0,0.0,0.08652982203212213,0.0,0.0,0.08609896272415904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997867862323954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979569561683633,0.09724100598567846,0.0,0.0,0.09675265886351817,0.0,0.2632299156441561,0.0,0.06626525560053315,0.08513103801105933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859938850766332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436970007000645,0.11030762676941427,0.0,0.2050034003349867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843972938463025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478472817183575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Volvglass,2018/01/11,"Looking for help/advice regarding getting help as an adult male in the UK. I have been suffering from depression and anxiety for most of my late teenage years into adult like (currently mid twenties) but for some reason have never been able to seek help professionally despite KNOWING i need it, i discovered this sub reddit through another post and ive been reading for hours and realized that so many of these posts apply to me directly whilst also putting into words things ive never been able to understand or explain to myself with how i  think/feel/react,It brought me to tears reading so many different posts and seeing myself in them.

After having done some research and reading it seems to be extremely hard for the NHS to diagnose ADHD/ADD in adults without prior symptoms as a child and the thought of going and getting told its all in my head or i am trying to get medication is abit daunting however that is what i really want to push myself to do is to seek help and see what options i have as im sick of not living my life and just watching it go by (i wont go into a rant of all my issues but as many of you here already will know after years of feeling like and not knowing why you lose all hope). 
I am really hoping someone could give me some advice or point me in the right direction how to go about this, as i mentioned preferably someone from the UK but please do reply regardless of where you are in the world if you can give some advice and have been in a similar situation.

TL;DR - Almost certain i have some form of ADHD/ADD along with depression/anxiety after discovering this sub and looking for advice how to go about getting help either it be medication/therapy/other.

Thankyou.",9.161839430894307,7.38732654573171,9.1270243902439,68.57326016260163,60.98170731707317,12.039349593495936,39.244715447154476,10.793553405168565,4.245161544715447,1369,57,239,27,15,450,173,328,0.054000000000000006,0.847,0.099,0.9307,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,1,12,8,0,0,10,0,28,6,1,4,6,65,57,30,0,8,12,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,5,14,18,0,0,11,3,0,8,6,3,0,0,9,7,29,5,56,43,11,38,0,3,5,0,19,15,0,15,14,178,43,5,0.17063321225932607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506796207718656,0.33348160037045593,0.0,0.0,0.08543225708063555,0.0,0.09414899639589014,0.06822765909785072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894619004188771,0.13053394033474428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811836771911144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348306784383117,0.08659455932115756,0.0,0.08913769469152913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730850936360812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627727907268913,0.06095020046609523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782976215587577,0.16368692546591698,0.2424369669272365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642692120291128,0.0,0.08755945173049859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859296134592008,0.0,0.0,0.16947728083571065,0.0840196713161422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215657502315286,0.08904837084921204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066332652056646,0.0,0.09624084784405157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026164202117884,0.08336276849343725,0.0,0.07533612628517589,0.0,0.14328892322518266,0.09544745911642204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594929429339236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859475049134408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632611824023542,0.13160285249825732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365201343439128,0.0806517695566848,0.0,0.24512917495205105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576675376504404,0.0,0.0,0.2560190820448248,0.0,0.10931200508643596,0.08771968056197899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285991547271617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597257821421813,0.07766903395281216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958994399154106,0.0,0.0,0.14457696702162398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867662091376341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668056210981681,0.05466743627432093,0.0,0.06773185530956978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152367331972624,0.0,0.05792437523293111,0.0,0.0,0.08881759583269731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050321944772318605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698496688283027,0.0,0.0,0.08224216377880557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988219426538892
adhd,SexyToasterStrudel,2018/01/11,"I feel like I take meds to appease everyone else. I’ve always been a “spaz”. Fast talking, loud, jittery, never still, full of energy, spewing the first thing that pops into my mind and jumping from idea to idea or activity to activity. I was that weird kid in school who would talk and flail all day and invite herself to your house for dinner and stay til your parents couldn’t deal with me anymore. So eventually I was put on meds to slow down and learn how to “appropriately conduct yourself and calmly interact with others”. 

Now as an adult I learned you can’t outgrow that behavior. Because it isn’t a behavior, it’s my character. I still hear things like “you’re just a little much”, “calm down”, “slow down”, “why are you always so loud?”,  “one thing at a time” and get called things like “eccentric”, “unique” and even “corky”.

I take meds so I don’t annoy everyone else. Not to help me function or relax or focus. But because people don’t like how I really am, who I am, so for them it’s best I walk around as a dull version of myself. 

And it sucks, because I love who I am. Having your husband sigh and say  “I can tell you didn’t take your meds today” breaks your heart. 

I take meds because it’s easier than apologizing all the time for being the way I am. 

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adhd,PM_ME_UR_LASTPICS,2018/01/11,"ADHD and tics I have had ADHD for most of my life and I always thought that my tics were a part of my ADHD but I’ve come to realize that I probably have Tourettes combined with ADHD. I have a meeting with my doctor tomorrow to get my medicine changed for ADHD, and I was wondering what the process is for getting diagnosed with Tourettes or how I should bring it up with my doctor. Do any of you have ADHD and Tourettes? If so, tell me how you got diagnosed. Thanks :)",3.6733282674772014,4.952327457446813,4.459908814589666,87.00500000000002,72.29787234042553,7.924620060790273,30.44984802431611,8.418075326091056,2.1691933130699086,367,16,76,6,7,118,55,94,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,10,5,0,2,0,19,18,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,15,1,13,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,57,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8539258187871236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985371020199424,0.0,0.0,0.08053143884099538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527542401281094,0.10201059665910203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039292217018596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424211281636868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374185687446357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471338304087047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364539489437292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282401514576463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767960791906147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350658488506499,0.10902763298222663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401432809126538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842427400862974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,5hep06,2018/01/11,"Vyprexa with Clonidine for child and genetic testing Hi everyone! This post is about my son, who is 11 with ADHD. He has been on adderall for a few years and doc switched to Vyvanse and added clonidine to help him sleep at night. 

My question is have any of you used the combo or similar in children or as a child? He has been on the Vyvanse for three days now. The first two nights he was up until about 2 am and I will admit I was afraid to add another medication because the doc was not very informative. But obviously going to school off 5 hrs of sleep is also going to be good for no one! Melatonin is a waste as it dose absolutely nothing for him. I did try the clonodine today, 3 hrs ago, and he is still wide awake. Is this fast acting? 

I was also wondering if any of you had ever tried the genetic testing to see which medications your body is able to metabolize and which ones they can’t? I work at a psych off for adults and the psychiatrist thinks I should do this for him, but for some reason some people are telling me no but did not give a reason? Thanks! ",4.11662015503876,5.0800601348837215,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,70.90697674418605,8.151937984496124,27.82170542635659,8.447377352677275,1.779347286821705,839,29,175,13,15,275,132,215,0.054000000000000006,0.921,0.025,-0.7932,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,2,7,3,0,1,12,0,27,6,3,3,2,31,36,18,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,7,10,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,1,0,5,9,1,16,2,33,24,3,25,0,0,1,0,24,9,0,7,12,125,23,5,0.1423232915615662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104493884983665,0.0,0.1261610106733033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763176968359106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935694374709793,0.14923838059869546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675895753889802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808909243552005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178674894506708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873956537965184,0.0,0.13599600421774416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121060119096381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652946990470066,0.16177121287195834,0.11937402447900973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539630228748876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867514861572024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671215357727022,0.0,0.13656303673372275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288389143570728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866905019516256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630637152445732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943465876438226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926640952720536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403876933820456,0.11341323671589225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848521514812555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365956448755725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439682997781493,0.13103216513262256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119501847001386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490583897468356,0.0,0.0,0.19325634524816696,0.0,0.13902917547255084,0.0,0.0,0.12292162774587155,0.0,0.11743162083917615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434353859336875,0.1036130513190417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916515335132411
adhd,coulduseagoodfuck,2018/01/11,"To all the people in my life that I have to ask to repeat themselves because despite ""listening"" I wasn't actually *listening*: Sorry... Especially when I have to get them to repeat themselves for a third time because I still hadn't zoned back in for the first repeat. Oops.",4.893235294117648,6.781523372549017,5.809950980392159,76.11727941176474,70.17647058823529,8.237254901960785,30.39705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.690917647058824,216,9,37,4,4,71,34,51,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,6,0,9,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.342651862278763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282587997237927,0.0,0.0,0.2699970071636108,0.0,0.4280907198358652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986706790716677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345073636623527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480132377936529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434290701604525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930608670201276,0.0,0.0,0.2804125715543224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047465076504449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AngelicSnail,2018/01/11,"Could it be the brand or?? I know questions like this get asked a lot but could use help I’m at a loss and just tired.  
I am prescribed 20mg ir twice a day. I’ve noticed over the past few months maybe even longer that it does almost nothing. I may feel it a little but only if I take my full dose at once. I’ve been prescribed since I was 14 which started at 10mg twice a day. I didn’t start actually taking it till I was like 17 or 18 and I did terrible in school till then. After school I may have abused it a bit but not for a long amount of time. I was upped to the 20mg around then. 

At 20 I got married and pregnant and had already quit taking it before that as it wasn’t really a problem for me. Got back on it probably 6 months after my child was born but my new doctor put me on 15 mg XR and Wellbutrin which worked it’s way up to 350mg. 

I didn’t like the XR so I asked to go back to IR. she said that 20mg twice a day was a lot but she did it anyways. I am in a different state than I was before and where i am from I know a lot of people on adderall who get higher mg and doses than that so to hear her to say mine is high was odd. 

At the beginning I could feel it working, you know how it feels when you first start. Never feels like the first time but it does what it’s supposed to do and that’s all that matters I’m not chasing a high. But recently it’s almost like it’s nothing and I’m almost wondering if it’s the brand because I think I remember the pill from years back and how it didn’t have much of an affect. It’s like an orange pink pill from Walmart. Oval shaped. 
I don’t want to take more than I have to but I literally cannot concentrate I can’t do anything and maybe it’s me getting off all my other medication but it was before that too. Some days I just don’t even take it because what’s the point. Maybe I’ve developed a tolerance? If so what can I do. Could I try a different medication? I have been feeling so hopeless and I’m hoping it isn’t from medication. I just don’t know what’s going on with me. ",0.21220434432823865,1.9245138407079665,2.4614963797264693,95.71172164119068,83.15929203539821,5.613515687851971,19.343523732904266,6.680037744263671,-0.06014336283185884,1584,41,388,17,44,538,188,452,0.066,0.8540000000000001,0.08,-0.2957,2,0,0,0,1,1,28.0,0,2,0,6,19,11,0,0,26,0,42,9,0,4,3,70,80,38,0,10,19,0,5,6,0,2,9,3,0,1,39,14,0,0,13,0,0,3,13,4,0,5,20,9,43,7,43,53,12,59,0,2,1,0,14,23,0,17,37,257,82,5,0.0,0.08879459848075454,0.07313306172923932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513224132694776,0.0,0.08270090362271312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167128550445523,0.06671470672197366,0.14012222728756507,0.0,0.0,0.1728784515597541,0.0,0.09136849521629237,0.0,0.1913116230682424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181779146487213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239341927341912,0.0,0.0,0.19332683033095166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659790714788274,0.0,0.07670681627491281,0.13116535977371294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899761849775912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946587894090014,0.05353893134809479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749209103373885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746307699356533,0.0,0.0851830906497374,0.0,0.11987671415811475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446563527894696,0.0,0.050232372751243086,0.15836171511613653,0.0,0.07443480443327076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647457350249624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967869696376016,0.07511206520804045,0.0,0.06632174722765306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114028050658946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586941888447634,0.0,0.0,0.2264900293967258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963676444169033,0.0,0.055091354705307176,0.0,0.05780026998464963,0.07237992589025029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381868480765506,0.08532252399945017,0.0,0.0798113082544412,0.0,0.05699714229885677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154108865275384,0.05195568789949368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084487861200206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808006818620805,0.07170984375868794,0.0,0.07533790384052891,0.0839527425746988,0.07971056522830035,0.0,0.0,0.048010079467259714,0.0,0.07399666984351319,0.0,0.08489523441153705,0.0,0.07128747166859221,0.05959727770893244,0.0,0.15169160603777285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199320391988657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591340449582319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28173713684771634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048020122908296686,0.0,0.0,0.0873991396589249,0.08613537021137763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088103279828079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472625118646733,0.0,0.0,0.044203023548158416,0.059485861962701274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127193587654168,0.10911805365509188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048260507842178425
adhd,kitt-cat,2018/01/11,"I feel really overwhelmed by university and it's only a week into the semester. I started late because my train arrived late (so I lost a week of classes), moved across the country (we're talking Canada here, so this isn't an hour or two drive from home we're talking), can't buy credit for my student card (which are needed for laundry but more importantly printing).
    
We do a freewrite for the last 40 minutes of class and I can barely write a paragraph because it takes me longer to understand the texts given and I'm always marked badly because I'm not going deep enough into the text. I haven't had a day where I immediately come home and just bawl. 
    
We have an essay draft due in two days (I started on Monday, so I had half the time as the others to read the main literature and write it) but before that we need to have finished four library assignments which I haven't been able to start because I can't print. 
    
How do you manage to stay on top of things at school because right now, even on a really strict schedule, I'm falling under. Even taking meds, although helpful, is not a cure-all. What are your tips for getting through university?",5.675980952380954,6.1650730711111095,6.096523809523813,79.97850000000003,67.17777777777778,8.206349206349207,31.62698412698413,7.957251820313856,2.189965079365079,911,35,172,10,14,294,142,225,0.044,0.905,0.05,0.3058,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,2,0,2,10,4,0,1,17,0,16,0,0,1,0,24,33,14,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,0,2,1,2,5,7,3,0,4,5,1,18,1,25,28,3,36,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,1,17,114,28,8,0.1300277410640034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819349687041092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856773252607016,0.3963185203937872,0.0,0.11064403064981176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200738548360813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771427211930529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435341512524354,0.0,0.1717641933038836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574593277843675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793412800884166,0.0,0.07389776173714183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715485396805335,0.0,0.26085685220234706,0.0,0.12805113285418918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598996353858088,0.2933539110598916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419406393531907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444315076661714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819891089958292,0.0,0.19282784484686785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889195635359048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300629284173793,0.0,0.1665982009523971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104298040915203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159501580655875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27610291312263596,0.13859227123277307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552935825618573,0.20902274580790844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638465344222114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582022146981497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540364184995919,0.13536346412220893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086008214582186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ericluser,2018/01/11,"emotion and long term memory i have really good long term memory. if you couldn't recall the events of a day that we once spent together, i would be able to in detail. now since memories correlated with emotion tend to stick around longer, and adhd'ers have kind of emotion x2, is this the reason why we have good long term memory? ",6.182142857142857,6.9600141587301625,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,66.14285714285714,10.744444444444444,26.86111111111111,10.686352973137794,2.8061777777777785,264,7,49,7,4,85,46,63,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.7496,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,9,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,7,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,9,28,7,0,0.1807978526993912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172838845971448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609484202731637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659965795793616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101197486833816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032893218964562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882731416632576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800012307869912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925438125212642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582373403283555,0.18589030441481966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495578520663947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314194075413616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843360721383726,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PraxxtorCruel,2018/01/11,Is this what is referred to as zoning out? Someone will be talking to me and i will hear everything being said (mostly) but it's like i am not processing it? Same thing when reading. Im still conflicted in regards to what zoning out actually means in ADHD. ,1.8592666666666664,4.520917460000003,3.9440000000000026,81.62866666666667,84.4,6.533333333333335,26.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.046533333333333,203,9,36,4,6,69,39,50,0.0,0.926,0.07400000000000001,0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,8,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.28883209984140945,0.0,0.35570836780205617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660061876947106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335890256089602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31970732582181594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446000341345376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322407109163373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960583697160449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154311671860915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507814308979021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363686317807711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378961250160184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966348134536708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jagfan87,2018/01/11,"Vyvanse questions I recently started on Vyvanse about 3 weeks ago. The results have been overwhelmingly great. However, there have been several days where the effects wear off in 7-8 hours. Most days I'll take it at 9am and I'll feel the effects until almost 10pm!

I realize it's only supposed to work for 8-12 hours depending on the person/dose. 

My question for all of those on Vyvanse is: in your experience, are there certain kinds of foods/beverages I should avoid that will lessen the effect of the medication?

I feel like certain foods/drinks and especially eating habits have a huge effect on how well and for how long the medicine works.

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks!!!!",5.026194503171247,7.383505178294578,5.357279774489079,77.54112050739958,70.86046511627906,8.411839323467232,31.882311486962646,9.095868883498916,3.041071317829457,564,26,97,12,11,179,91,129,0.029,0.815,0.156,0.9456,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,7,10,0,2,8,0,11,3,1,8,3,24,16,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,6,8,17,10,2,20,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,5,11,57,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010239670776376,0.0,0.1695613071634378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515140984803453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840996563265155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588066876614874,0.0,0.1732686738522404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563896272425646,0.0,0.0,0.17123846095113676,0.12097064991681243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733777471864365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335153672075145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633298038943607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082726949266767,0.0,0.0,0.1498532873879121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058394309779135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878444103533845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785396963781608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793806703211891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719469397792014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129670108704785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985389795030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731641701467392,0.0,0.0,0.1558979428529268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582773150403826,0.0,0.15224959664798468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465510897573007,0.0,0.0,0.1202884306391844,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Endiee,2018/01/11,"I don’t know how to begin to improve. (Idk how this will look on mobile so I apologize if this is a wall of text.)

I recently got diagnosed with ADD with a depressive syndrome to boot because of the ADD. My doctor prescribed me Strattera to help combat the ADD but he also encouraged me to eat a more protein based diet and also focus on exercising for 30 minutes 5 times a week. 


My issue is really just getting started and sticking with it. It’s this never ending cycle of starting, going for a little while, and then stopping because I don’t believe in myself. I don’t really know where to go from here. Since Strattera proved ineffective for me, the doc moved me up to Vivance instead, so I’m hoping that changes things.


What do you guys think? ",4.968082191780823,6.014257589041103,6.187561643835617,76.70504109589045,69.0,8.305753424657535,31.723287671232878,8.548686976883017,2.6505035616438355,592,25,104,9,10,199,98,146,0.051,0.86,0.09,0.7544,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,10,4,0,0,8,0,7,5,0,2,2,21,20,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,9,2,1,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,1,13,2,21,18,1,21,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,2,11,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955993212836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253278529567449,0.0,0.0,0.20822768551534646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551396031094231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591843049262701,0.18758736046827046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917004354134945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891159427135386,0.0,0.0,0.16369474703823567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656028181266472,0.0,0.21007375549841065,0.0,0.1478166109489612,0.0,0.0,0.18299983391392055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388025734872998,0.0,0.0,0.1835669355011262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290298342706624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314334097917933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523715799860108,0.0,0.0,0.15520138391411212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964333122952616,0.0,0.0,0.14254378060107215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679952484784544,0.0,0.1824864325752276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288415885705495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616316313252698,0.0,0.0,0.15451693154020382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278550892100393,0.11842453099431235,0.0,0.0,0.10776942557165266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825062672282613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rattle-bonez,2018/01/11,"Trouble Speaking On Vyvanse. I have recently been subscribed vyvanse as a new adhd medication, but I when i try to put words together in a meaningful way they get mixed up and I slur my speech like a drunk.  I am not sure if its because of the new medication, and it will go away as I get used to the effects, or if I should seek an alternate medication. It would also be helpful to know if anyone has experienced anything similar to this. ",4.686201550387602,5.791111883720928,6.465116279069767,74.2401550387597,69.69767441860466,9.919379844961243,35.26356589147287,10.125756701596842,3.789672868217055,346,18,65,9,6,120,64,86,0.085,0.802,0.113,0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,2,1,16,13,11,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,11,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240413150272683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997454008219025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987491378542932,0.0,0.1646185760266337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879472481562155,0.0,0.0,0.1219445277747272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902871638687945,0.0,0.11368920697537922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408479497563475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993855602503706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773104285015566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045676820021196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864060959814278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109875040894665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975186072531616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885384255640933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358162570717346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277316687502353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587850457456308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210500778007876,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,minerva092,2018/01/11,"My thoughts and feelings about having ADD.. Just want to start off by saying that I’m new here on Reddit - my brother told me about all the communities here and recommended me to join.  So I did, and couple of days ago I randomly searched and found this community…

** **

I’m an university student in my twenties from Denmark. I was diagnosed with ADD summer 2016 and have been on Elvanse medications since. I am a very shy and introvert person. I have really hard time talking about my feelings, because the minute I do I start crying and can’t get any words out. Maybe because I have hold a lot of emotions in me for so long.. 


I really don’t know why I am writing this, and why I’m writing this here. I just think I need to get all my emotions and thoughts down ‘on paper’ – maybe some of you will read it and some of you will not. I don’t expect any response, but since I have a hard time talking about my feelings, I kind of need this to get out – I need to know that my thoughts have been heard by someone.
*(Sorry for any misspellings. English is my second language; besides I’m typing really fast trying to get all my thoughts out)*


I have been feeling very sad and isolated for a very long time now – I guess I’m depressed. But I am also angry – I am angry about having ADD. I know many of you have embraced having ADD or ADHD and from some of the posts I have been reading, you have accepted it and learned how to cope with it – but I am TIRED and ANGRY. I feel like it has limited me in so many ways that I feel like there’s no point in trying at all. 

- I feel **ANGRY** about having an EXTREMELY hard time studying – and the fact that I have been struggling for all these years. I love my study, I want to finish. I really do. But I am ANGRY that my friends are able to study much easier without lack of focus, pass all their exams and finish years before me. I should have finished my master’s degree this year, but I am still on my bachelor. All my friends and co-students have finished and are currently working, while I’m still here - stuck. I feel this is so unfair!! – I feel stupid and not good enough. I keep asking myself if I should continue at all because sometimes it feels like a lost game. My friends have already finished and they’re getting engaged or married, while I haven’t made any progress. I actually feel so ashamed and embarrassed talking about it that I have isolated myself from everyone..


- I feel **ANGRY** about the fact that it’s so difficult for me to plan studying and actually sticking to it. Resulting in days before the exams where I find myself crying to sleep because of my nervousness and anxiety. I am so afraid of failing again and having to postpone an entire semester, that I unintentionally make it worse and can’t concentrate AT ALL. Actually some days I am SO nervous about my exams that I decide to use the entire day doing all sort of other non-studying stuff - which makes NO sense! But I am afraid of failure. 

- I feel **ANGRY** about overthinking about everything – playing every possible scenario in my mind (usually negative) and stressing myself over it. What if I never finish my education, what if I never meet someone who will love me for who I am, what if I never accomplish anything and all the dreams I had about finishing school, getting a job, getting married and have kids will never come true. What if I actually have to watch MY FRIENDS living the dream that I had for myself with desire. What if I never get to get happy..

- I feel **SAD** about feeling so lonely.. Sure, I have my family and a very supporting mom and brother who I am thankful for – but I still feel lonely. I feel empty, I feel like I’m a big disappointment to my family, even though they tell me the opposite. Having them supporting me actually makes me feel worse, because I feel a responsibility to achieve something – wanting to succeed to make them happy and proud of me – but I can’t..

- I feel **SAD** about gaining so much weight the last couple of years and not being able to lose it, because I can’t stick to any plan I make. I hate my body so much and feel so insecure. 

I know I should talk to someone about these feelings more often, but I don’t feel comfortable talking to my family or friends about it, and as a student I can’t afford the psychologist bills. So I have kept it in me for many years, and this is the first time I’m expressing my feelings.
I feel so lost, and broken. I really just want to give up. I don’t feel like I’m achieving anything – I don’t feel like I’m going ANYWHERE. I have no motivation due to all my failures, but on the other hand I have a VERY strong wish to finish school like I always wanted.. **I’m TORNED and CONFUSED and ANGRY and TIRED**

Is this really how the rest of my life is going to be? Should I just accept that I’m not going to live my life like I’ve always dreamt of, give up on everything in order to not disappoint myself again….
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adhd,hyperadhd,2018/01/11,"Bitter/Metallic taste in mouth from Concerta? So I recently got back onto Concerta ER after missing about a week while I was getting a new prescription. For some reason I now have this lingering bitter/metallic taste that just won't go away. Not sure if it's 100% coming from the concerta but it started the day I went back on it and hasn't stopped since then (this is the 3rd day.

Has anyone ever experienced something like this?

I've been on Concerta over 10 years but have never had this happen to me.",4.938673469387755,6.265206132653062,5.643469387755103,79.5372448979592,69.3061224489796,8.865306122448981,29.306122448979593,9.23628265651192,2.561412244897959,403,15,74,8,7,131,72,98,0.034,0.904,0.062,0.5466,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,1,3,13,17,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,5,3,5,2,12,11,1,25,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,17,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453798932565009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108655136225056,0.3618860135383475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202703368888334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035179137737591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128562387995571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294257695979158,0.0,0.13373515677337405,0.0,0.18820321074440666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080886187989704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496321141567455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148973250395425,0.22726906625118226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194340864665825,0.2323455551271511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946553190750032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115728069959744,0.0,0.0,0.16655744145262005,0.0,0.0,0.1967341995161904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178196656855545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887558087347861,0.0,0.0,0.2181397204509751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153539353895878
adhd,lotusiv,2018/01/11,"Taking a break from school * I took a break from school for two weeks
* I also took a break from Adderall-XR
When I came back to school after my winter break, I still did not take any of my prescribed medicines; however, I can tell my ADHD got worse. I could not listen in any of my classes at all, and I especially could not do homework. I ended up playing League of Legends, watching TV, than sleeping. 
TL;DR: I have not been taking my Adderall-XR and I took a break from school for two weeks. My ADHD got a lot worse.",1.9306730769230784,4.025613798076924,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,79.28846153846155,4.929230769230768,21.93846153846154,5.6839178017228535,0.12282230769230827,401,12,83,2,10,128,57,104,0.067,0.913,0.02,-0.6597,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,1,11,17,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,8,2,16,1,15,7,2,20,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,8,57,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30448556692514794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130464676176697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229127124152088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740784717972333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488630783495068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022847411451089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219943573248907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026325296374772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076974201555707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128210941061203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676985565437124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011655099594674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285739106880959,0.0,0.11072247899933227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222329906835369,0.0,0.0,0.2474927209045329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032274946660773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581921630348123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HyperRealisticBlood,2018/01/11,"I feel broken. I often feel like I'm a mistake. Im a failure in school due to my inability to organize anything. I often lose important things or forget to do important tasks. I used to try and fight against my adhd, but after years of failing to do basic tasks, I just dont care anymore. I can't seem to remember the most basic things and Its like Im a burden to everyone. its like I shouldve been thrown out in the garbage but yet Im still here making things worse.",1.7009750566893445,3.5614373061224534,3.8280952380952407,87.01134920634924,79.0,6.804535147392291,24.154195011337876,7.793537801064563,1.2815405895691607,368,13,77,6,9,126,61,98,0.274,0.62,0.105,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,18,12,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,9,4,13,11,1,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,5,8,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011072553593765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338358971161985,0.0,0.0,0.14386953628126475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825002251145602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489852189886448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705679401168647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679779444442015,0.12489801636271093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665366148340679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623815041738884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558915671054225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669984945880255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980474041909628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693648543160412,0.0,0.1591579387652793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961882601826053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484462587343359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869755161292456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099629701652634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816589223184295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258427365602687
adhd,monstertrucktoadette,2018/01/11,"Travelling in Russia with Ritalin So I know Ritalin is banned in Russia, but it is legal if you bring your own and have a letter from your doctor. Has anyone done this though?

I can live without it for the few weeks in Russia, but my other option is mailing it to my family in France where I do want it bc I'll be studying, but that option also doesn't feel great. ",4.030799999999998,4.648542480000003,5.5213333333333345,82.19400000000003,70.86666666666667,8.133333333333333,23.0,8.238735603445708,1.2174000000000005,286,6,57,4,5,97,56,75,0.086,0.871,0.043,-0.6418,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,0,13,14,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,1,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587660252754969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262539742724841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311968380429281,0.0,0.3311336815520477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050415021279322,0.0,0.16361127490249672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35674701172902273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778305669921628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28572620277810395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179147441112136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085528955625788,0.0,0.2595555717454279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119186281999869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,guiiids,2018/01/11,"Concentration issues on Adderall IR 30mg Hi everyone.

I have been diagnosed a couple months ago with ADHD and started the treatment in early December.

My first doc appointment, she prescribed me Adderall XR 30 mg once a day to start.
First day taking it I felt OK, a bit of euphoria but it didn't do much for concentration or any other thing than the euphoria. Second day didn't feel even the euphoria. Emailed her and she said, try taking 2 pills at once. I did and worked like a machine that day but at the end of the afternoon I was feeling terrible. Sad, depressed, tired, anxiety, all the side effects at once. Repeated the dose in the next days and felt the same horrible way. Decided to not take it anymore until my next appointment, which just happened first week of January.

In the second visit, she prescribed me Adderall IR 30mg, twice daily (I read many people felt better on IR than when taking the XR, so I asked to try the IR). Started taking it this week, on Monday more precisely, and took one in the morning, effects lasted until Noon and then took my lunch and then the second pill, lasting until 5 when I leave work, so perfectly timing, BUT, here it comes:

When the pills is fully working on my body I can sit all day long, doing my job like a machine, processing 100x more than I would without the med. I don't want to get up. I want to work more and more and more. Sometimes I wish I had workload to last like 20 hours so I could keep working forever. But, besides wanting to work so badly, I still do feel like I can't properly concentrate. When I am writing emails I often keep writing ""Good morning"" when it is 5 pm and I already sent hundreds of emails saying ""Good afternoon"" (correcting 95% of them from the ""Good morning""), or typing wrong messages because I am thinking about other things. I also can't read random texts, even subjects I wanted to google, I keep skipping parts of the text, or moving to other subjects because I am not paying attention to the previous one. I also can't concetrate on talks I am having on my phone with my friends, I can't concentrate in any other activity around the house. I keep starting many tasks and moving suddenly to the new one. In short, I feel like workwise I have like a magnet keeping me in the chair and answering thousand of emails with pleasure but concentration on it basically the same as when I am off the meds.

Have any of you ever experienced something like this?

Ps: I am new to reddit, first post actually, so please forgive me if I posted in the wrong place or did something wrong.

Ps2: Please forgive my grammar mistakes, English is not my native language and I am still learning it.

Thank you and hope to her from your experiences!",5.022473051085765,6.35702159152216,5.727554028016456,78.98253866583349,69.11560693641619,8.462448575743373,31.560745716815077,8.841846274778883,2.6918988803832726,2142,91,386,37,37,697,245,519,0.085,0.747,0.168,0.9942,1,0,2,0,0,1,70.0,0,3,1,14,23,27,0,0,31,1,32,8,1,2,6,76,69,43,0,10,15,0,7,7,1,1,6,2,0,0,18,19,1,5,16,2,1,7,11,8,0,12,14,10,56,19,57,53,12,85,0,2,0,0,27,24,0,8,57,267,74,12,0.0,0.0,0.0606798550658719,0.0,0.07472968626339678,0.0,0.055119858030795006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861847059298648,0.09945252309962052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268559896860313,0.0,0.0475684271162199,0.0,0.06166701499564664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055354427107664576,0.0581310028752508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191868211136954,0.07581013178195428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499419438274363,0.06788573608854173,0.06906926541534925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356357460677983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496466068796048,0.06880228517423452,0.0,0.2406102746304761,0.0,0.05355655315455353,0.06311258164989697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507406289165925,0.0,0.0,0.08214015658951661,0.056246430880679814,0.0,0.059416775477875036,0.0,0.06082511878544127,0.0,0.0,0.12576267753292034,0.08884448477247825,0.17911103205191886,0.0,0.0,0.21156509581436567,0.0,0.0,0.04804101998099383,0.0,0.032487096437767,0.0,0.0,0.15646385313652264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498660589109672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061759935083663675,0.061235929921083725,0.07174872499050454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490098939319912,0.06170521944934203,0.2763474178910328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205786551636338,0.0,0.06584088391089939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126500615075381,0.0,0.0,0.05502838134124484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260838993186636,0.0,0.0,0.1381385308306985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963241901281695,0.13217749244988578,0.045710316782266495,0.0,0.0,0.12010992863828016,0.13226076574367918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866275948190731,0.12640671617510935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733615080344192,0.0,0.04310859598988299,0.0,0.06496609115404547,0.13651251050621452,0.0,0.0,0.11910475046171674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439600013483222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059148534829263986,0.049448964506468684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957402096820572,0.061498770024848624,0.0,0.1760486170602609,0.0,0.0993159300953801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337625176132629,0.04997887144341198,0.0,0.057248069756516126,0.0,0.0,0.08262081664624495,0.03984318486635725,0.0,0.0,0.036258342000093785,0.07146811109621486,0.0,0.0,0.13817114219886056,0.08443386951943127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467042674792428,0.04935652079942969,0.09975597247422616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150528016829884,0.05994043179206843,0.0,0.2716118069297417,0.0,0.0,0.04417172120500882,0.20395605379954887,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chineoh,2018/01/11,"Everything I do is in excess Anything I do, eating, smoking weed, exercise, gaming is in excess.

I've recently quit smoking weed about 8 weeks ago (And I don't drink) and also tried to live a completely clean life which involves no refines sugar, no caffeine and a very clean diet. 

It makes me incredibly stressed doing it to the point that I drink up to 8 litres of water daily because I can't handle not doing at least one thing in excess.

It's so fucking frustrating! If I'm not doing anything in excess is spawns an internal dialogue which eventually leads to serious anger and frustrating.

I completely crashed last night and ended up eating around 4000 calories in one sitting. I just don't understand why I can't live a life of moderation.

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adhd,itslit42,2018/01/12,"More than forgetting things The other day I forgot a homework assignment, but not only did I forget I had it, I forgot it existed, I forgot ever seeing it. When I got to class and saw other people having it I was so confused. Apparently it was given and the end of class and when I pulled it out my folder it was there and I had written my name on it.
  I'm no stranger to forgetting things, but I don't think i've ever forgot something and not remembered anything about it. I can't count the number of times where i've completely forgotten an assignment, but I always remember when I'm in class the next day. ( or before) Or it's happened before and  I just don't remember it happening which is very possible) 

Is this a normal occurence with adhd people? I know we are forgetful but this is weird to me. ",2.4548654244306403,4.560292167701867,4.646931677018634,80.86364803312631,77.63354037267081,7.77159420289855,24.39792960662525,8.648137234880735,1.9778742028985508,633,22,118,14,15,219,89,161,0.106,0.8809999999999999,0.014,-0.912,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,0,2,36,29,16,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,18,9,0,4,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,14,2,18,0,11,15,1,15,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,3,10,93,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384765858683226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421203170290424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273369400329038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745037470615445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691168438483643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804645249303896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286127340054508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918047559213793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290039518799525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852688225682246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864461719210795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154119764364403,0.0,0.15803682102231986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226736427346227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236460720081359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183814094584655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481542005106016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853283200288546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417431684421182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431712962043106,0.10335260969466556,0.0,0.0,0.09405358234992944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308692380378312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IHateMyLifeToday,2018/01/12,"To write a 3,000 word essay. So. There's an hour left. I applied for an extension for it earlier, but... Well, idk if I'll get it. So, I have the choice of spamming it in an hour, and getting an abysmal grade and ruining my chance at a masters, or, I don't get an extension, have my grade capped anyway, and ruin my chance at a masters. I've not slept in a LONG time, because I was reading irrelevant material that I thought I'd need to know.

What do?

Edit: meh, I guess I knew when I posted this I wouldn't do it, if I'm being honest. I'm gonna pretend to sleep and wallow in guilt, then try to do it before Monday and just hope I've not ruined my future. 

Whether I try or I don't try shit seems to go the same way. Ik that's disingenuous but it doesn't /feel/ it :( ",0.07922041105598865,1.9257557951807271,2.64835577604536,93.46719702338768,84.42168674698793,5.592629340892984,20.608079376328842,6.794906146795322,0.2418756909992914,586,18,139,7,17,203,96,166,0.073,0.8240000000000001,0.103,0.6649,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,1,11,0,11,3,3,0,0,27,27,16,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,5,1,0,4,1,15,3,13,20,1,17,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,7,8,84,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344647533104272,0.0,0.17231866412106792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239369662544942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317404873574166,0.0,0.11508947666941227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230844498865419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113528689491356,0.3988574896093739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129263027978098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200246043983499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921244984212525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015648125890718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394586573165948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025619452303911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435489818949155,0.0,0.0,0.20787067312931465,0.0,0.0,0.20265339215872674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076805200599514,0.11808354413979635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124671734134636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074074491302326,0.0,0.0,0.1820782425154972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Piestrio,2018/01/12,"Why is it so hard to get help? I was diagnosed with ADHD in high school and saw a therapist and was medicated throughout high school and university. Since then I’ve more or less coped fairly well but lately have found myself slipping further and further. 

It’s gotten to the point where I’m just barely holding things together. I can’t focus, I can’t follow though, I can’t remember anything and it’s massively and negatively affecting my life. 

It’s been more than a month since I finally admitted that I needed help and I can’t get into see anyone. Even my primary doc keeps rescheduling my appointments. I have to struggle to remember to make calls and then it’s embarrassing to the point making me want to cry when I do and then every time it’s the same answer “we’re not taking new patients”, “we need a referral”, “we don’t take your insurance.”

I’m absolutely at my wits end and just need to vent. 

Sorry.

EDIT: I’ve made two more calls since I’ve posted this. One said they weren’t taking new patients and the second didn’t answer :(

EDIT2: I’ve heard “If you need help, ask for help” a thousand times but apparently what they forgot to add was “just don’t expect anyone to actually give a shit.” ",2.32957627118644,4.833500466101697,4.0416000000000025,82.90001016949155,80.35593220338983,7.165830508474578,22.57559322033898,8.238735603445708,1.5528171525423728,954,31,180,20,25,319,136,236,0.097,0.8290000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8001,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,2,0,9,4,1,2,9,0,16,4,1,4,0,44,43,21,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,16,0,3,6,0,0,1,10,3,1,4,13,5,21,1,16,30,5,24,0,0,2,0,17,10,1,2,12,110,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.10406367255540863,0.0,0.12815860540603616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912806443156554,0.0,0.08775429756472057,0.0,0.09969248677276307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177794102950334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171372490776902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823570728393596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444994950683404,0.0,0.0,0.07043364185446925,0.0,0.08984743135769971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681712885834575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169234755062946,0.0,0.0,0.11142830062154138,0.10229724759744642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552703930568562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28590982333106063,0.2253385989522956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478508864507583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029273337339433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532183889363614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009038101187142,0.14236388856004772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742694525524232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511773462009348,0.0,0.0,0.3162840194401886,0.0,0.20598401678611336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226092364355607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161546845671047,0.0,0.10213008698180592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416009850107158,0.0,0.1014375158596346,0.0,0.0,0.21584746005249775,0.08497697944078797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946276089760396,0.26463710068358104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193729317211497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148158464398036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405363631362687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381537410463997,0.07084579882731916,0.0,0.1047716633398548,0.0,0.12436338963577792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417019854037164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289807728144761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588070710066464,0.0,0.09622454812536524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jitters95,2018/01/12,"Tips on handling ADHD unmedicated? Long story short, I spent approx 4 years getting fucked over by meds and never finding any soultion. The frustration grew until I dropped my meds and therapy all together (Therapist was a condescending bitch and their 'I unno' attitude in regards to medication really pissed me off) SO I've been unmedicated for my ADHD, Depression and anxiety for about 2 years now.

   I hasnt been easy but my anxiety prevents me from making appointments with any professional and my depression saps any energy that I would have to go through with it. But I have been able to sustain myself! I moved out and have an awesome partner who helps me out a bunch but there is only so much they can do. I want to be better for them.

  So as of right now, I am able to perform the bare minimum of what is necessary. I can work, I can shower, I can buy shitty food, but I'm finding that my ADHD is getting in the way or me making any progress? I feel stuck and that no one cares because from the outside it looks like im pulling my weight.

  I want so bad to go back to university (dropped out after first year ) But going back into my uni docs and reading some of my old essays..... I feel like there is no way in HELL I'll ever reach that level again. My ADHD has gotten pretty out of control and I think its promoting the depression. I just dont have the attention span or motivation to do anything let alone go back to school. I cant even watch Netflix or read anymore which I used to love. Now I just work and knock myself out with weed because I cannot stand being conscious during my free time. The bordom is so intense, I makes me want to hurt myself sometimes. 

   Anyways, I've made it this far, and like I mentioned, I cannot seek a professional due to my anxiety/Dont want to because of bad experiences and lack of resources in my province.  So I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions on handling this on my own? No medication or therapy? I know I can do the stuff if I want if I can just.... try harder.... idk, I feel so lazy and shitty, like everyone is doing better than me. I just want to pick myself up, all on my own, without the help of multiple different drugs and some bitch telling me how shitty i am, basically. ",4.193822278911565,5.438347233560092,5.571535572562356,79.66335778061227,70.9954648526077,8.687103174603175,29.42750850340137,9.103633062298675,2.4731705782312923,1754,69,340,35,32,590,221,441,0.19,0.665,0.145,-0.9839,2,2,1,0,0,2,54.0,0,0,3,10,25,21,6,0,13,0,38,8,1,9,4,74,69,36,0,11,17,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,1,1,14,23,2,2,11,3,3,7,10,12,0,2,10,6,60,10,54,55,9,53,1,4,2,2,11,22,5,10,23,244,74,9,0.15432088260547466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37092742359865866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799149468180911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623587301506868,0.0,0.11805505279835765,0.0,0.07652242414323812,0.05395237462849496,0.0,0.06349646869647263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779948495960179,0.1288514909879986,0.14110886652247592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648427991103748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867021238198092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654199600651645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993745250892364,0.0,0.0,0.08061623839858452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808629250916549,0.0,0.08948161509235876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096374376300452,0.06979603667695856,0.0,0.0737301083028338,0.0,0.0754777175219355,0.0,0.0,0.11704391260355468,0.05512343468406072,0.0,0.0,0.14104649094289054,0.06563263195467868,0.09330271190306706,0.0,0.0,0.07133358463759408,0.08062629180181932,0.0,0.17540822782165294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343803466585537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260184828478574,0.0,0.08334651740516183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042405360620114685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890177901189059,0.0,0.15078677638432572,0.0,0.0,0.06828456245543675,0.06479533734057599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964031082048207,0.07301107522207029,0.1545155811906698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141571142200931,0.15546205384474476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200933789444685,0.05672180255167698,0.0,0.05951088912299124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096690336391152,0.0,0.05228591195465136,0.05868399259338133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849990848426168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436264402796102,0.0,0.04943095450455291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589459527504911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809048599772808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631364943578257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833024481779209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744162668271103,0.0,0.17647937845763867,0.08958921949297187,0.0,0.04944129518472835,0.0,0.0,0.04499287383145807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052386874700168826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664184715275058,0.0,0.0,0.27306736463072306,0.12249273356640145,0.0,0.09396063036281976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743799119390698,0.08367720714875904,0.11234744048962676,0.0,0.0,0.05481256366025125,0.0,0.0,0.1490663831835667
adhd,reinameansqueen,2018/01/12,"Word Vomit & Bestfriends The other day I was off my meds (adderall -generic ) because I was sick at home and felt no need to take them. I FaceTimed my best friend because I was going stir crazy but couldn’t leave the house due to being contagious. After awhile she asked me if I had taken my meds this morning and I said no. 

She told me she could tell and we started to laugh. My mind flits to and from different thoughts at what feels like a million mph during conversation when I’m off my meds. I tend to not finish sentences and move onto a different thought and if I’m excited or really happy it gets 100x worse. The best part is that because she knows me SO well she understands what I mean when I speak in “half” sentences and she can easily keep up with what I’m saying. Anyways it felt really good to be off my meds and just basically word vomit to someone who understands. Having a friend who understands you and doesn’t judge makes me feel so happy. This also definitely showed me how helpful my medication is especially in a professional setting because people who don’t know me would have a very very hard time understanding me. 

If any of you guys are also starting a new semester good luck!! I wish you all a successful and productive semester 😊",4.089098360655741,6.016345614754101,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,72.36065573770493,8.322622950819673,27.77377049180328,8.982922981607832,2.3306186885245896,1006,38,188,21,20,328,146,244,0.076,0.669,0.256,0.9961,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,1,3,10,14,0,0,10,0,17,4,0,2,1,45,47,22,0,8,7,0,5,1,2,1,4,3,1,1,12,12,0,1,13,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,11,8,35,14,20,31,4,22,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,5,11,128,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481353231608688,0.0,0.10487712477566126,0.0,0.0658237828686538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904900711586725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360208453385567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316034053972573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728277110517158,0.0,0.0,0.06242463801844274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022599274279255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788471793167948,0.06915022407552493,0.18587637386844216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956684390752764,0.0,0.05057128766040592,0.0,0.05501071517077178,0.16237377077963042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584206952318126,0.0,0.20607972783664555,0.08670912788094362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487951373197069,0.0,0.09709307602502797,0.0,0.0,0.1116882026595652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603566521341241,0.0,0.0,0.10639178076224902,0.0,0.0,0.10249171656358552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047289049722518496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461128026421978,0.0,0.0,0.1054379129809529,0.43006880550296894,0.09751057712767958,0.0,0.0,0.09773515436010284,0.0,0.0,0.1028775533344302,0.0,0.07177211731795474,0.0,0.09348502048610284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481933523202222,0.0,0.06710532634446907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401845421454825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207402007354797,0.0769751095902406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820139194723929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702371451732984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072777642933322,0.0,0.08460292113248664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536885173761871,0.056441825968924775,0.0,0.0,0.09249157893508272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403067199563808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973169345374358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703014930362246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113092424112468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864217006192616,0.06876024835869557,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PrettyFlyForAHifi,2018/01/12,"Worklife has changed dramatically Went to my psychiatrist yesterday. I see him every 6 months since I started Ritalin again 2 years ago now. I had just started a new job. Got out of retail and got myself a trade. I decided to go back to Ritalin just for work because I was struggling. Well yesterday the doc asked what had been happening and I told him I had just won apprentice of the year for my state. He was really impressed. First trophy I’ve ever won and I’ve gone from hardly holding a job at a servo to this. I still have good and bad days but I actually enjoy this job. It’s physically demanding especially in summer though it gets to like 47degrees in a heat wave but it is interesting and I enjoy it most days. Hope to go far in this business.
Sorry if my writing sucks ",2.635086580086579,4.951264629870131,4.658155844155847,79.95199567099569,78.02597402597402,8.002770562770563,26.500432900432898,8.841846274778883,2.326261991341992,619,25,118,15,15,212,100,154,0.07,0.743,0.188,0.9631,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,10,13,1,1,7,0,9,2,0,0,1,18,26,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,13,2,16,10,16,13,1,29,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,3,19,76,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.15462897000860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046056743329402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148133793174184,0.0,0.0,0.1218419151306123,0.13230309021618858,0.0965925394921823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762410580668832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043803988391727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433313850914483,0.13350495353085573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478152189072512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827860622819366,0.0,0.18010696199325654,0.13290431905731193,0.2534614632560131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012100430990454,0.0,0.1419443244033582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573813111356028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717256419242724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774129826764745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647706265376113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303657641389207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151016465765704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262679135062736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310753993201541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773771098566676,0.22431016272135232,0.0,0.12654216098097276,0.0,0.0,0.16565129968142694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556809786787419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141029561462724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246984195929208,0.14688913255271074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535693875704868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040793163386655
adhd,terryleon69,2018/01/12,Adderall Script Contingent on Drug Test Took a drug test that I need to start receiving adderall which I may or may not pass due to one time opioid use about 3 1/2 days earlier. The PA I spoke to said he personally didn't care about marijuana but they were mainly testing for amphetamines. My question is whether or not this would disqualify me getting the prescription and also if I would get a call from an MRO if I fail.,8.349268292682929,7.13578404878049,8.234268292682929,72.53969512195124,62.17073170731707,12.102439024390245,37.57317073170732,11.20814326018867,4.022843902439024,340,14,66,8,4,110,65,82,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.7625,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,16,16,8,0,5,8,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,2,8,1,8,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,7,4,43,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653271293057133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381778686519733,0.0,0.23781745467979445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042918934908947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409999362548054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437306181846644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295448990537876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805858558372335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366792998878186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129726510335977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221877461198631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509800417547696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360119721219578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591531838488626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145610371654604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33139314054123103,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hikedreamer,2018/01/12,loud sounds how do you cope with sounds around you that can distract you from what you are trying to focus on? wonder how everyone else handles.,5.555555555555557,7.2691277037037025,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,68.25925925925927,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.9966444444444448,116,3,21,1,2,34,22,27,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428759271452269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155931434483344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753776870739237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33776637389044145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395119864981099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sorinash,2018/01/12,"Great working memory, awful focus, ADHD diagnosis. Thoroughly confused. As part of my diagnosis to get on Vyvanse, I got a neuropsychological evaluation. While there were a bunch of little tests thrown at me, the main two were: 

1. The WAIS-IV, and

2. The IVA-2, which is described as a ""psychological test where you see or hear the numbers '1' or '2' and to click when presented with a '1' and to refrain from clicking when presented with a '2'"". 

At the risk of entering into /r/iamverysmart territory, I got an excellent score on the working memory portion of the WAIS. However, I did horrendously on the IVA-2. There's a bunch of different things that are measured on the IVA-2, but one of them, Sustained Visual Attention, was literally in the 1st percentile. 

I got my diagnosis of ADHD and healthy dose of confusion. I'm even fairly certain that the person giving the eval was confused.  I'm not an ADHD researcher so I'm a bit iffy on the topic, but my understanding of the disorder was always that it was a result of shitty working memory. I'm not really sure on the exact question to ask beyond ""WTF, mate?"" 

TL;DR: Took a neuropsych eval, working memory was awesome, focus was abysmal, diagnosis was received. Wat. ",5.853851351351353,7.466676310810811,7.308637387387389,67.37619932432435,67.42342342342343,10.234684684684686,34.145270270270274,10.411451182825502,4.057062162162161,959,45,155,26,16,329,125,222,0.107,0.8079999999999999,0.086,-0.4318,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,5,8,8,0,4,26,1,12,1,0,1,3,24,26,14,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,14,4,10,4,30,12,6,21,0,0,3,0,9,13,0,6,5,108,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269377277132007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160989980975435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366320851252644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955977384298395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526973913707304,0.1675024791175081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653180155368997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635821689646885,0.14020200211951395,0.0,0.0,0.3506725320553489,0.16113273532045347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472355732553756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648237165653644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903615598436473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582680193618425,0.0,0.0,0.12761400343353954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372332201692882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362850407993004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646396097136685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377462220635388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970966772872822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237988619672747,0.0,0.0,0.1427689477435358,0.15214904579265018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42560063408380494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,runscarlet26,2018/01/12,"Suggestions on keeping a healthy diet? I am on vyvanse and when I take it I find it helps me concentrate and move though tasks easier. Helps take away the struggles that I only feel. However, I often forget to eat and then when coming down I feel like shit. All like shakey and what not because I haven't eaten. Then when I do eat sometimes, I find I get pretty bad stomaches and then my poop is soft. I think it varies on the food I eat. But I was wondering if anyone had tips on how to eat healthy and stay full?",1.8077142857142867,3.836790771428575,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.38095238095238,6.485714285714287,21.92857142857143,7.554174236665415,0.7903142857142864,401,12,86,6,10,130,68,105,0.103,0.7,0.197,0.8577,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,6,10,3,1,1,21,16,16,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,7,1,6,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,15,2,8,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,8,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801651458145503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513972607091594,0.0,0.12898495247877867,0.09417001595235006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307146568992073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322893901836935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562201920918501,0.11036106060818304,0.0,0.0,0.28238516748342063,0.0,0.186798705528044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070980271052072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070903469346164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730956609355968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509429579528265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418856266267925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748955231922475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716243386541875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857224397957992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527853868120689,0.0,0.0,0.16465589823930998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149679484086898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323005592552473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898501074365423,0.15177652769799202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675277562545999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,qtMITTENS,2018/01/12,"Having increased difficulty doing my work as I fall behind Over the past few weeks I've started falling behind in my work and I've found it more difficult to get my work done as the tension and anxiety starts to build around it. I feel like I'm caught in a downward spiral. Today it reached a point that my manager's superiors have started questioning him as to why I'm so behind and now my work is probably going to be more thoroughly scrutinized going forward. I'm already behind deadline on several things. I'm having trouble getting started and staying focused on even the simplest tasks now and I've started to dread opening my email to see what else I've screwed up or neglected to deal with that needs an explanation. A couple months ago I started seeing a therapist and I have an appointment with him next week but I'm worried that I won't be able to dig myself out of this hole before my situation gets worse.

Is there anything you guys do to get back on track once you've started to fall behind? Should I tell my manager about my ADHD or is it just going to come off as making excuses? Do you have any recommendations about things I should ask or discuss with my therapist?",6.312467532467532,6.739956329004331,6.986991341991343,74.35762987012987,65.7965367965368,9.890043290043293,35.11471861471861,9.784248007369934,3.469038095238096,956,43,171,19,14,316,130,231,0.111,0.8540000000000001,0.035,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,10,8,1,2,9,0,17,1,0,1,0,26,45,15,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,1,3,0,0,10,1,6,0,0,3,3,22,2,36,37,4,41,0,1,2,1,12,14,1,4,19,115,33,6,0.10753990434237153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924206684891962,0.0,0.09532763661297833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867295859093142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313082265326545,0.0,0.08226773247225203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849617828008471,0.09573331464843284,0.10053529374012396,0.0,0.0,0.08269154839714267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150853790714032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263610535706628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189908587131631,0.0,0.0,0.11086891931563143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005065919954626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983579085892403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102909258514323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437540684808841,0.07682652914967912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791195440771245,0.0,0.0,0.22474064589208584,0.0,0.1833522176875135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648141269862348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052538565211295934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178372120957567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858373256555474,0.0,0.0,0.07973947643668836,0.0,0.0,0.11436990828172723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452648840182818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026590070886082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165996957248083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159462055757297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046930452675395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713907610450374,0.0,0.0,0.12148948189009445,0.0,0.0,0.1208793582261896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328210845886641,0.11462322938939735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399461640838724,0.0,0.0,0.2497242351577928,0.14288946792135182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193525500560167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252404911283373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703803690688258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131613246213024,0.10921199297085864,0.10959234991593404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,needadvice41890,2018/01/12,"Wife's younger brother (17) is really struggling and we're not sure what to do. Hello All, 

My wife and I live on the west coast and her brother (we'll call him Nick) lives with their mom and his dad across the country. He's been diagnosed with ADHD for a couple years now and has struggled with school because of it, but that's just the start. In the beginning of high school his motivation was low, grades weren't great but he had a girlfriend and some friends that he'd hang out with to keep him occupied and seemingly in a good place. I should state that his home environment isn't a great one. Small house in which Dad is next to useless (alcoholic and yells a lot, but nothing physical). Makes it a not so fun place to be. 

As can happen in HS, Nick (now a junior) found his way to alcohol and drugs sometime last year, seemingly triggered by a breakup to previously stated gf. Not knowing the severity of it in the beginning, we all just thought it was weed and some drinking. As time passed and he'd get in trouble for this or that, we started to realize it could be worse than we thought. Grades continued to slip, not going to class, staying in his room all the time and making up excuses as to why he didn't feel well and couldn't go to school. No motivation for anything. We'd have conversations with him asking what kids were into in HS these days and he'd lead us to believe he had tried smoking or drinking, decided it wasn't really for him, wouldn't do it anymore etc. He did admit classmates were doing acid and other pills but he'd never partake. 

Eventually things spiraled to the point where he was admitted to into a 6-week ""stress program"" for kids his age. Pulled out of normal HS, group meetings a few times a week, parents attend too (just his mom). He opened up a lot about things hes done including partaking in the acid. We thought this would be a great step in the right direction but he admitted to us that most the kids in his program would just snapchat eachother about doing/dealing drugs outside of the meetings. He wasn't going to class full time during this 6 week period, then had the holiday break but is just now getting back into the full swing of the HS environment and it's not going well. 

Earlier this week he had a huge blowup with his mom, blaming her for him being like his dad and keeping them in that home environment (she works her butt off to do everything she can. If it was so easy for her to move out she would have already done it but she may have co-dependency issues and isn't in a great place financially). He takes no accountability for any actions and everything is always someone elses fault. He says some things that make you wonder if they're true because they're a little out there. I know this is a symptom of ADHD. ""My ex gf makes out with her new boyfriend whenever she can in front of me and just turns and laughs at me"".

I'm writing this because I know he's a good kid deep down but he's struggling with a combination of so many things from ADHD, to having to live and grow up in the same house as his dad, to depression and anxiety. He doesn't have a lot of friends and the ones he does have aren't great influences. His mom works all the time so my wife and I are scared to death for what this year might hold.  

If anyone has been in a similar situation and come out better on the other end we'd love to hear what helped. If anyone has had siblings, children etc. who have gone something similar we'd love to hear about it. Any advice is welcome. We just don't want this to get worse than it has to. 

He hates taking his medicine because it makes him feel like crap, but clearly when he doesn't take it he feels pretty shitty too. I really do like this kid and I hurt to see him going through some of the things he's dealing with. We just want to brainstorm some useful solutions to help his situation improve. He will be seeing a therapist starting next week.

If anyone knows of other useful subreddits to post this in, please share. 

TL;DR- Wife's brother has ADHD and bad home environment w/ alcoholic dad. Struggling severely as a junior in HS and could be depressed/severe anxiety. We don't know what to do. 

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adhd,Timberwolf0n3,2018/01/12,"Music Therapy not helping/making it worse...??? So I've tried 'Music Therapy' in order to help me concentrate.

Problem is is that it actually IS helping me concentrate (well, technically speaking only)...but it's helping me concentrate on ONLY the music.

My mind and attention-span is literally so zero-in and laser-focused on listening to the actual damn music that I can't even do ANYTHING else.

I'll just sit there and listen to the damn music. 

Doing nothing else. 

Just sit there.

Just sitting there.

Just...sitting...there...

And droning as the music flows.

Can anyone relate or have solutions?

Please note that I AM listening to 'party/club music' mostly (pretty much always).

Timber by Kesha and Pitbull.
Avicii songs.
Buncha 2000's hip-hop/pop/rap.

I figure that's got a lot to do with it, but is there anyway to help this?

Or is music therapy just something that's ineffective for me?

Please advise.

Thanks guys!",3.051586826347304,6.00606498203593,4.695242514970062,76.27232485029944,81.81437125748502,6.932814371257485,24.51766467065868,8.07648339933343,2.1630361676646706,720,27,112,15,20,241,99,167,0.046,0.831,0.123,0.9072,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,2,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,19,18,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,5,8,2,13,17,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,2,4,0,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.2949892816301396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576383028492238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568332713353362,0.0,0.1243785490310807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525226633568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982911857248566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088358178072026,0.0,0.0,0.14965622095361067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052342730385705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849713637035562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261224980448748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110815521929886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450266456553935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149517445608898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318212227438556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537676805779198,0.0,0.14462429710998598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635795622192123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391529936405935,0.5185386560171206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261678479518337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358965151588092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540285437446724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,amandanick7,2018/01/12,"Adderall and loss of appetite? I’ve been on Adderall IR for a few months now, and my dosage is currently at 25 mg 1x/day. I rarely take it on weekends. However, even on days that I don’t take it, my appetite is repressed. With each day I don’t take the meds, it increases a bit, but takes maybe 4-5 days to get back to “normal”. Has anyone else experienced this? It’s not the worst side effect, but I’m only 5’1 and I’ve lost 7.5 lbs in ~2 months (I’m 101 lbs now). Also it’s unfortunate not really enjoying food...",0.5928940783986647,2.521040633027525,2.9974812343619703,91.22130942452046,83.0366972477064,6.532443703085907,20.91826522101752,7.686295010490155,0.7223504587155962,395,12,91,7,11,136,74,109,0.136,0.8220000000000001,0.041,-0.8465,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,10,12,5,17,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,10,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489209955282614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668747116090426,0.18564354835461824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393186585407208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978050737175396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673925712308021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135527286658612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966976176090985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908738410210926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466071778848943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778281106046453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202282679215684,0.0,0.20125363477358665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892373233989916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752101812270896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377979499600036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607056531565695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449087209552258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,scrappythrowaway43,2018/01/12,"My office job has really taken a toll on me this week. **TLDR: This job is overwhelming with its noisy environment and constant interruptions.**

So, this week concludes the first month of my time at an office job. It's also my first ""real"" job at 22. Overwhelmed by all the stupid little mistakes I've made, and realizing that other people have to correct them, I've actually cried two days in a row on my way home.

I'm at the front office of a doctor's practice, meaning I answer and make phone calls, handle documents faxed to us, and do ""receptionist stuff.""

The work itself isn't difficult, and I don't get led off course by my phone or the computer's internet. But the environment is overwhelming. 

- The waiting room has a TV in plain view of my desk. I can hear it all day, and if I turn my head, I can't help but focus on the screen for a few moments. The home improvement channel is a lot of fun, but it's distracting too.

- Phones going off and phone conversations all around me. For the first few weeks, I actually had a moment of decision-making whenever the phone rang: do I let someone else answer the phone so I can keep working on my stuff, or do I just answer it? 

I've had these moments where I'm just staring at the phone blankly until someone picks it up. After a few days of forcing myself to pick the phone instinctually, I've largely solved this issue. After all, everyone else is stopping their task when they pick up the phone. I should too.

- I'm on the phone, and everyone else around me is too ... man. I actually have to cover my other ear so I can listen to the person on the other line. It seems so rude to me, especially because I genuinely like the people I work with. 

- So many little details. You can schedule patients in these timeslots, but only on these days. For this type of appointment, you have to know whether the patient sees the morning doctor or the afternoon doctor, and schedule them accordingly. When the patient tells you she has a certain kind of insurance, you have to ask, ""is it X or Y?"" And so many others.

- All of this means I'm slow, unconfident, and just constantly lost. 

I've asked my co-worker the same questions multiple times, and she gets annoyed. 

When I interact with patients, it seems like they know they got stuck with ""that guy."" I'm a deer in the headlights and it shows. 

I've had patients ask me if they could talk with someone else, even though I said what I was supposed to. They just know I'm not 100% sure of myself. They can tell.

I want to end on a positive note though. Yesterday, I decided to take two sticky notes. One would have a check mark for everything I did right, and the other would have a check mark for everything I did wrong. I also labelled the ""mistake"" list with ""it's okay.""

And you know what? I lost count of how many ""good"" check marks I had within two hours. On the other hand, I only had three check marks on the ""it's okay"" sticky note. 

Yes, I'm a little slower than my other coworkers. Yes, I'm not as charismatic with patients as they are. But in the end, I'm a net gain to the office. I help a lot more than I drag people down. 

That's a lot more important than all the mistakes I made.",2.81159090909091,4.7434817022293,4.101625940938047,85.99299768384485,75.9267515923567,7.1787376954255935,24.31627099015634,8.061468544071445,1.366795159235668,2471,81,500,41,55,811,265,628,0.073,0.8440000000000001,0.083,0.8789,5,0,0,0,0,0,109.0,1,5,10,10,25,23,3,4,50,4,40,6,3,9,9,90,80,44,0,10,18,0,1,2,0,3,3,5,3,3,36,24,0,3,15,3,4,3,5,14,0,8,16,10,64,9,72,59,15,70,0,5,4,0,46,33,0,12,35,337,100,14,0.0,0.0,0.1971269892095477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769513993641397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198843948380976,0.18884668666545196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104663459707995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687563014852478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552987301534215,0.0,0.053761313525564784,0.0,0.07396405382701055,0.17370135611013635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067598892564616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249981516147224,0.0,0.11927719328031285,0.0,0.0,0.04447396296545394,0.0,0.0,0.1286824657681241,0.12103225119405585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182469500974298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035924857308007,0.0,0.03826788640299545,0.05647718808718901,0.053853745441452036,0.0,0.0,0.06667198231754304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910487280054417,0.0,0.07589114954991484,0.0,0.09026611828874374,0.0,0.1350844755356793,0.0,0.06631115869611072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027997799222221,0.2672773716056433,0.05985021377693937,0.0,0.07011877349979345,0.14802165606402976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885433719315086,0.0,0.06579270883024052,0.20246130707053933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700765314266295,0.17173677277194216,0.0,0.1274275245788143,0.04494646408118267,0.2048005835998346,0.0,0.14669455083426494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374594976955845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456277647635096,0.10242221314822614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400442985124376,0.058794100713223475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543032288599867,0.0,0.0,0.07664167943858116,0.04313636082556351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750350295131732,0.0640507604728205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365707262978818,0.12259804294733148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711575287155051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629486053115931,0.0,0.0,0.15416434298956105,0.0,0.0,0.06346219877889397,0.0,0.050627347123272416,0.05412111614876503,0.11770706725804453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231208702322814,0.0,0.07852686073436296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732408651589834,0.19732878053761324,0.0,0.08099540559981096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971577623933216,0.05344718513520941,0.16203560875489506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960819805873945,0.0,0.0,0.09566533956389574,0.0736199715208801,0.0,0.0
adhd,confessionboxlate,2018/01/12,"A fucking running record I am going to write out what I saw. I am going to add in details.

I am going to write an analysis.

I am going to start writing what I saw.

I am going to write one sentence, of what I saw.

Edit: omg this is fucking painful. One sentence.

Edit: Look, you didn't look up stuff. Be proud. Even though you wanted to. One. Sentence.",-1.5231547619047596,0.08723204166666676,1.1657142857142873,95.86500000000002,110.52777777777777,2.6126984126984127,19.03174603174603,4.65589566412798,-0.4428920634920632,265,10,55,1,14,90,38,72,0.048,0.848,0.104,0.204,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,0,7,22,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,0,3,4,5,10,1,10,17,0,10,0,0,5,2,6,3,2,0,1,40,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373048268356589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843691519908172,0.0,0.0,0.5907237814641559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491388942962299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42260090547484586,0.0,0.22120227505158013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471407280175639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379764136924013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424409008817845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261483833633485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,simoro,2018/01/12,"My therapist's comment about what to do with my terrible concentration just hit me, and I thought I could share with you all as a reminder/suggestion. Hi everyone,

I'm a longtime lurker/first time poster, but reading all the posts in this sub always brought a lot of comfort and occasional laughs (especially due to how relatable some of the situations are). Also, sorry for the clickbaity title. (I didn't want to make it too long…)

That said, as the title suggests, I had a revelation that kind of came out of nowhere, and I can't believe I just realized this now.

In the last two weeks, I kept expressing my frustration about how I find it really frustrating that I'm unable to get through anything without getting distracted. Twenty minute episode? Takes me AT LEAST double the time. Writing in my journal? Takes at least an hour. Readings for school? Dare I even get into that…

My therapist then just commented and said, ""So?"" (Cue my somewhat offended look when they first said that.) But then they went on to say that it doesn't matter that it takes longer than ""normal"". What matters is that I finish(ed). I shouldn't get frustrated about constant distractions, starting new tasks in-between, etc. They just said to keep going until I finish a task.

It's probably one of the most encouraging things and positive takes on my terrible focus that I ever heard. Now it's a matter of internalizing it…

But yeah, I wanted to share that. Maybe as a gentle reminder or suggestion to everyone here.

Thanks for listening and being a really positive community!

**TL;DR**: Pretty much look at the fourth paragraph.",4.018721461187216,6.853550369863014,4.7744931506849335,78.16799543378995,76.12328767123287,8.276894977168949,29.25388127853881,9.029198982220553,2.9970708675799087,1276,57,215,32,30,410,170,292,0.078,0.759,0.162,0.9849,0,0,0,0,1,0,54.0,0,1,3,1,18,15,4,2,17,1,10,0,0,3,3,44,41,21,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,20,11,0,2,3,2,0,4,5,8,0,3,12,9,27,7,39,25,11,33,0,0,2,0,21,10,0,5,18,154,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748933657234317,0.09103184887047136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002913836573309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325943092576905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251275963747808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822550255366325,0.0,0.08734919062060734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201298127036705,0.07225948203211159,0.09896104732071116,0.0,0.20907802460154945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099992127985883,0.18611583997846007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863367773222956,0.0,0.06217610182596224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077396674555873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724218753323433,0.0,0.11392612477007563,0.0,0.08917783990462327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681798764165872,0.1837415059654532,0.0,0.0,0.0930103024999624,0.0,0.0,0.07302718258330093,0.0,0.10990976323910763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042360646368357,0.0,0.0,0.10566185396612338,0.0,0.0,0.10719146282741387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413413215852338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477758910220997,0.11130192383469636,0.1179546641180572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188647041794581,0.0,0.14017240120592314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162682582727305,0.0870014548454789,0.0,0.11072141984058648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229732704712254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246741738340998,0.0774358268198602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290289990688929,0.0,0.0,0.10072334993507936,0.0,0.2540500409988583,0.07268232328509683,0.0,0.0,0.08685356004006403,0.12758724215065942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687058615061304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905714841677565,0.0,0.0877562838919295,0.0,0.0,0.10141744174294116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546034324528593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,katiesucksatreddit,2018/01/12,I tested Negative for Metadate CD in my urine two times in a row and i don't know what to do. For some back ground i am a 20 year old college student who has pretty severe ADHD i got back on my meds that i taking in high school about 2 months ago (Metadate CD 50mg). my doctor gave me a 1 month script and told me to come back in a month to do a urine test. i tested negative. i told her that ive been taking it everyday so it should be in my urine. she said these things happen gave me another 1 mon script and told me to come back in a month. my appointment was today at 11:30am i took my pill at 8:00am and my urine was negative again. she said she is going to send it off to a lab to be tested again because they use a  type of paper test. i have no idea why it would be negative someone please help i need this medicine to function as an adult.,2.4646948160535094,3.10369310326087,3.910434782608697,92.23623745819398,74.48913043478261,7.183277591973244,22.8494983277592,7.321109707123232,0.5653274247491638,657,16,157,7,13,218,105,184,0.11,0.845,0.046,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,9,0,16,6,4,1,0,13,34,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,11,6,0,0,2,2,0,5,6,0,0,1,12,2,27,0,23,17,1,33,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,1,16,103,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406892667705793,0.0,0.11363967641271867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442664408824884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943049942618048,0.0,0.07814823143860143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086222654718188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312159517781192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285780363343469,0.0,0.10253154744368538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336495273639577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592832971981032,0.13544808781860004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471979051720668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704541964863045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423989330211862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093052658478071,0.0,0.0,0.09505709594347783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452209897686335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072276375917878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304233213827138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389106207525665,0.0,0.0,0.1297430882260957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482710261233478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862163892213393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927776870844055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516896817285231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475320872289475,0.0,0.12151659062852978,0.36749567469969896,0.1424325501734949,0.0,0.0,0.12523069075231347,0.0,0.0,0.11072179849080276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156786374406168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106808841063384,0.0,0.0,0.08255522491132129
adhd,leddituser123,2018/01/12,"Trouble studying for exams, possible ADHD-PI I'm a 21 year old University student who possibly has ADHD-PI. I have not been diagnosed yet (i have made an appointment with a psychologist specialised in this but it's in 2 weeks...). I've done online tests and they say i'm likely to have ADHD. My psychologist (who can't diagnose herself) also thinks so. 

Throughout elementary school i was the smartest kid in class. (my psychologist said that with smart children it's hard to notice the adhd, is this true?) In early highschool i discovered World of Warcraft and became addicted. I have been having problems with my studies ever since. I dropped videogames completely, i know that i have an addictive personality. 

Basically i'm the biggest procrastinator ever and i have to force myself to study with brute force. It's easy for me to procrastinate a full day away. I also daydream a lot. I can daydream for like an hour while studying without even being aware of it. These past weeks i'm having trouble concentrating for longer than 20 mins straight. 

Basically i'm failing exams left and right and my psychologist appointment is in 2 weeks.... And then i'm sure it'll take a bit longer to take tests done... So i'm asking here if anyone could help with my situation...

Edit: my appointment is with a psychologist who can identify adhd-pi but obviously cannot prescribe meds. Should i look for a psychiatrist instead?",4.6288372093023264,7.2680970193798435,5.753662790697675,72.95863372093027,72.99224806201549,8.641085271317829,30.905038759689933,9.2995712137729,3.266392248062015,1133,52,187,28,24,375,143,258,0.06,0.838,0.102,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,0,13,0,25,4,0,1,5,29,40,15,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,3,13,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,4,22,5,27,29,3,28,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,2,17,123,35,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234011628822686,0.6157074119910856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388040329200135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716450169814929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578974869669186,0.0,0.0962680399319725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186384680075594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743126330136657,0.0,0.0,0.08180894464949105,0.0,0.0,0.06608062422432412,0.0,0.0,0.20799704243248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971192496596008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767632217271262,0.18536860582668635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917873691894968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867927316635136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090612664874893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056311382078257165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132713400470136,0.0,0.0,0.10011719807541074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860437205230132,0.0,0.0,0.08711099250021806,0.0,0.0969536514405724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381409660176744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665562688069113,0.1075184402241788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781321687773648,0.0,0.08946737003881959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102490270809525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804394414351904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750345892979636,0.0974664637943988,0.08148326450777467,0.0,0.10369875717102116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475904985726265,0.11517351684508854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657084559083036,0.0,0.15407993469463327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565461589944625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465706523627305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877137180060498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598327770924957
adhd,dgardndan509,2018/01/12,started a task last night and finished! last night i decided i was going to set up a punching bag stand and it was after my adderall had worn off. it was horribly boring and i ran into many problems but i stayed with it until it was finished!,0.4293877551020415,2.8918609183673496,2.5522448979591843,89.23204081632656,92.87755102040815,4.4326530612244905,23.3265306122449,6.18269132825596,0.800297959183673,191,8,36,2,7,64,34,49,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,0,5,0,7,2,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897022147276082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133862461454123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192686196342425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910421213843963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30132568615151595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289443482109544,0.335651431029414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FurtiveThrowAway,2018/01/12,"Elvanse/Vyvanse: what are the signs that it's having an effect? TL;DR - Been on Elvanse for a few months, haven't noticed any significant differences, wondering how I can determine its effectiveness and what I should look out for.

Started on 30mg for four weeks at the beginning of November and then moved on to 50mg, which I've been on since. I'm just unsure of what I'm meant to look out for as signs that it's having an effect.

The first couple of days felt 'serene' and calm. That wore off by the third day. On 30mg, I was frequently tired throughout the day. On 50mg, I don't feel quite so tired so often. I have noticed there are instances where I feel calmer or indifferent that would normally provoke irritation, anger, frustration etc. Other than that, I haven't picked up on feeling, behaving or thinking differently, hence being unsure of what Elvanse being effective is supposed to be like (beyond vague anecdotes like ""I feel totally different"" and ""it just makes me so much more focused"" etc.).

I don't feel a sense of clarity when it comes to organising myself - sorting out my day or week still feels messy and chaotic. When it comes to a task, I still have a bajillion browser windows open or I feel the need to get up and do something else. I still can't focus when reading something, and my memory still feels quite leaky (like I'm not absorbing - paying attention - to whatever I'm reading). Same goes for whenever I watch something. If Elvanse was/is being effective, how would I know (e.g., where these examples are concerned)?",6.995101419878296,7.3020708793103495,7.053975659229213,74.87270791075053,64.34482758620689,10.547667342799189,34.989858012170394,10.328600350310266,3.6237525354969566,1225,52,220,27,17,393,157,290,0.115,0.804,0.081,-0.8440000000000001,3,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,8,19,6,2,0,12,0,25,2,0,10,1,56,52,22,0,6,8,0,9,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,18,13,0,0,19,2,1,3,6,2,0,3,6,12,18,4,35,39,7,40,0,0,3,0,0,18,0,8,22,150,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921867880097135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536104721495005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126254256508138,0.0,0.2625768851290489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190373830127079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850300123352631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270389154306336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117326932459341,0.0,0.09773152239793244,0.0,0.0,0.08658000569533134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317952819730967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055939496172229715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918402137770276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095095865885274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679436407423242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124544560173096,0.10818351680418027,0.07482518743671332,0.07547380170189154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972968945751716,0.0,0.23177044329306745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216526096183268,0.2036291734927835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419929275511252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508191275988,0.0,0.0,0.0720453920296318,0.0,0.3251490520285062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522102635826403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339784619736767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632948503479061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038370480878648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461318806039336,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hp8675,2018/01/12,"Moms with ADHD,, how not to lose your mind - resources, tips and tricks I am a 40 yo working mom of a 1.5 year old and 3.5 year old.  I work in tech in the Bay Area and my hours are long.  I feel like an insane lunatic - have piles of papers, constantly feel behind on signing up for kids preschool, classes and doctors appointments.  Meal planning and housework are overwhelming.  My work wipes me out.  Self-care including exercise or time for myself does not happen.  My kids finally go to sleep at 9-9:30pm each night. I take an hour or two of downtime and then work until 1-2am daily. 

I was on meds in grad school and took a break to have my kids. I am considering going back on them but wanted to hear from others on how you manage.  My husband helps but he finds it so frustrating that I am “messy” and lose things.  He doesn’t believe I have ADD and chalks it up to being lazy and inconsiderate. This puts pressure on our relationship.

Are there coaches or resources to help moms?  
Any good therapists that can work with me by video? 
Any tips on how to handle spouse being upset?
Is there a way to tell at their young age if my kids have it?

I am looking to improve my life in 2018.",3.2458434547908226,4.914172923076921,3.9379442195231684,88.76524291497978,74.04273504273505,6.8066576698155625,24.28160143949618,7.475848149327749,0.9766786324786318,920,28,191,11,19,292,149,234,0.111,0.805,0.084,-0.7849,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,2,8,7,9,2,3,7,0,17,5,1,3,0,32,27,22,0,2,8,5,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,8,15,1,0,3,3,0,4,3,7,0,1,2,4,24,2,35,23,1,38,0,3,1,0,21,16,0,4,17,119,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844462186217815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667606276424978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857951925531374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978777146994336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448722497019198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179091930995622,0.10080982684840184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649430906247722,0.08229688704641637,0.0,0.12619287780621632,0.10528813380325236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093842205940018,0.09662192749048233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018684841422413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298355919855816,0.0,0.1544284804455532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268920314323805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136717367168084,0.056279522381532214,0.0,0.0,0.10194587756763976,0.09673661644661158,0.2577523519759757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795809551538453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163163108488654,0.4047526281109921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081047479684938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176012031284685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580498165655707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367865793040955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658569431293217,0.0,0.0,0.12017578032097667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528037211633628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661394145948845,0.0,0.1006874111735736,0.0,0.0,0.13375280258654915,0.07653188639262601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717240093661737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798830351410198,0.0,0.0,0.11253090419124144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794628029463512,0.09143815798216062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193245882137625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483664116068235
adhd,Hjalti_Dovahkiin,2018/01/12,"Im just a piece of shit And here i am, getting good grades but still being unable to focus on my studies. I keep claiming to have ADHD but i have never even been to a therapist. I keep claiming to have ADHD, but i rarely lose/misplace my belongings. I keep claiming to have ADHD, but my inability to organize things is simply down to laziness. 
I keep claiming to have ADHD, but what i really am is a worthless piece of shit. I don't even deserve to kill myself, i should just stay miserable forever because i'd deserve that",3.774134615384616,5.2730442980769245,5.478076923076923,78.94192307692309,72.36538461538461,7.892307692307693,30.30769230769231,8.472884824447931,2.487638461538461,413,18,75,7,8,141,56,104,0.24,0.742,0.018000000000000002,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,1,3,0,13,2,2,0,1,14,18,6,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,14,1,13,15,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6713787327936855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513569498554936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448877882401898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296680452282839,0.0,0.0,0.1171405330992588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508572180923178,0.0,0.0,0.4965463887551863,0.15451356092833946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624428482358602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771472472752447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947004045717873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867188257343123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488594239717098,0.11153299081613144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215651048828067,0.09278417646974814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,entr,2018/01/12,Combining Methylphenidate with caffeine. How do you combine coffee and Methylphenidate (Concerta)? I see that taking the two together in the mornings induces a fair amount of anxiety. In comparison if I take Methylphenidate in the afternoon it gives smooth results (which has a downside - harder to fall asleep at night). This also could be related to higher levels of cortisol in the morning.,8.446406250000003,11.195072078125,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,62.59375,10.12,40.925,10.355215969177356,5.13469125,319,18,43,8,5,94,52,64,0.059,0.905,0.037000000000000005,-0.1027,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,3,0,7,8,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,10,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917441929076537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790841688954813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912768586109233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34996591258612864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423562403902783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071208519544184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485942832426967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637340644705073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yungjens,2018/01/12,"Frontal Lobe development Can the frontal lobe have restoration after the age of 25?

Can it get stronger, like working out for a muscle? I’m not well versed in brain tissue science but I’d like to know. 

I’m curious if my Adderal medication (25 mg XR taken consistently for 2 years, prescription is 4 years old. I am now 25) could cause some kind of “brain atrophy” akin to leaving a cast on a broken leg for long. ",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.361975308641977,86.98888888888894,82.33333333333334,6.562962962962962,26.28395061728395,7.793537801064563,1.6807876543209876,324,14,65,6,9,106,62,81,0.068,0.8079999999999999,0.124,0.5504,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,6,4,3,1,0,8,11,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,9,31,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528499957530888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437320010853914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770383809383607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937084844180302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578573649758289,0.1360850749626331,0.0,0.0,0.26219305347981364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419485351328592,0.0,0.0,0.2191352617841169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494503636088849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598347697706803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263946156628375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026977765682156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31891738266571706
adhd,JorbKranklin,2018/01/12,"How common is misdiagnosis? I was formally diagnosed with ADHD at the beginning of last year.  I thought it was a pretty sound assessment at the time, but now I'm not sure.  I was also a heavy marijuana user, and abused alcohol on a fairly regular basis as well.  I went for therapy for most of last year, and I think it was pretty helpful, but I also quit all substance use around the same time, so I'm not really sure which one had the bigger impact.  I started college classes in the spring of last year, after a long break, and aced all of them, which was a huge shock for me.  I was used to scraping by with low B's and C's.  I have since stopped therapy, and don't really keep up on any ADHD coping mechanisms that I was using, such as meditation, using a planner, etc, yet I still seem to excel in my academics this last semester, which was the most academically rigorous one I have had yet.  So I'm wondering if I was misdiagnosed, and just had a substance use problem.  If anything, I think I might have extremely mild ADHD and the drugs were just making the symptoms worse, because I feel almost as if I am a new person after a solid year of no drugs or drinking.  

TLDR: How common is misdiagnosis, and how plausible is it for drug abuse to make it seem like someone has ADHD?",6.935986622073577,5.942659284584984,8.18418972332016,71.0491273943448,64.8498023715415,11.2628762541806,34.08604439039222,10.560738912317856,3.5026451200972932,1001,37,190,22,13,347,139,253,0.142,0.764,0.094,-0.9276,0,0,5,0,2,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,16,8,0,0,17,0,23,8,0,10,4,50,44,24,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,9,11,2,2,7,1,0,1,4,3,1,2,15,2,20,5,28,28,6,37,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,11,25,137,29,5,0.0,0.20969491830453016,0.0,0.0,0.4253963250034351,0.0,0.0,0.09457005223183074,0.0886110337049429,0.0,0.0,0.14153256876317166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060176968613368215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282061857847708,0.07877582203835917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053943340776919375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981658306685449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668756909775206,0.3078646748172031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869094530948104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044743748702934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931370534097107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865493746399839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885281624696214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323227163328487,0.0,0.0,0.07831182079015034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813696554899955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093875051321489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546523609616645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992769140212095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726699744274665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005448213202238,0.0,0.08467401219156293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941211557321202,0.0,0.0,0.11337930306496136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111791074247464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732007354829937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749782045768715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626344415987917,0.0,0.07066909047356472,0.07398250491009824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680359053972293,0.09197611432896348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023945231830558,0.0,0.0,0.11340302138323498,0.0,0.07025203264932812,0.10319972027711084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821394033795463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956410790779497,0.08203211733923052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596480104460517,0.0,0.0,0.09017997011225948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279414158620056
adhd,Jkell84,2018/01/12,"Strattera and live damage I was just prescribed Strattera today my doctor, 40 mgs. I've never taken a prescription before so I'd be nervous about taking anything, Adderall included.

The only thing that worries me is the danger of Acute Liver Failure. A quick check of Wikipedia pegs the likelihood at around 0.1%.

My doctor, knowing how I am, assured me that liver damage is EXTREMELY unlikely, and he's personally never had a case where Strattera has caused liver damage.

I know no one here is likely a doctor, but maybe some advice or reassurance would be nice haha.

I really hate my ADHD and my internal aversion to this drug is infuriating. 

Thoughts?

TL;DR: Freaking out about a potential major side effect of Strattera. wat do?",5.290358974358976,8.063080830769234,6.244230769230772,69.58993589743592,71.46153846153845,7.717948717948719,30.833333333333336,8.59863814320734,3.1301794871794884,588,26,81,11,12,194,95,130,0.228,0.687,0.086,-0.9592,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,2,1,8,1,12,7,3,3,3,19,18,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,10,5,9,11,2,9,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,59,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220483694076361,0.1805475727160077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204362298593602,0.16447761115211826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721910152450666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898017682974612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673361026329717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214265599781788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241451121964916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308104671230465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026552283338496,0.0,0.16314848823449687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561855536719146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500013859437096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519971028169133,0.14052004825385192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132730616370358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183634549261589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891824911908698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274785652627515,0.0,0.0,0.14668062115702912,0.0,0.0,0.17513304848029546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763507540687474,0.0,0.13124983066207624,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rutr0,2018/01/12,"Better late than never.... At age 45 I was diagnosed with ADHD. Started medication and researching the trappings of this atypical neurology. At age 46, I enrolled in college. Just found out I earned a 4.0 for my first semester. Really pleased with myself, but also kind of mad I didn't figure this out about 30+ years ago. Nothing to do but move forward I reckon. ",2.157483660130719,5.0131940294117685,4.1890196078431385,78.48669934640527,86.64705882352942,7.139869281045753,26.67320261437909,8.167268648758528,2.5515241830065363,286,13,48,7,9,97,57,68,0.07200000000000001,0.866,0.062,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,12,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,7,2,13,2,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,9,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087073053839572,0.0,0.2276993748623233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541850203616846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227180260061842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607172061219768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849312471335025,0.0,0.2816442247113847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674901286250293,0.0,0.0,0.28976006300410584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587690673623214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730117010179313,0.0,0.0,0.19811364761253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647327987955944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196565097995285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645572238322116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181360349115086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541558104808626
adhd,madeofstars,2018/01/12,"I have lost one half of FIVE different pairs of gloves this winter. Five. Pairs. I JUST purchased a new pair of gloves for a work trip to northern Ontario next week...and within one day I've lost one of them. It's so frustrating--I started crying this morning because this is the fifth pair I've purchased this winter. To top it off, all of the remaining single gloves are left handed gloves so I can't even mix match the singles.

I hate losing things, it is the absolute worst part for me about ADHD. A couple months ago, I literally drove away from a trailhead with my trekking poles leaning against my vehicle, and didn't even realize I had left them until I was two hours away and getting on a plane home. Another $100 down the drain.

I am just starting my journey to figure out how to manage this condition as an adult and have finally talked to my doctor about it...but man it sucks. I've probably lost thousands of dollars worth of stuff over the course of my life due to it.

Thanks for listening.",4.120118443316412,5.644843177664974,4.506619289340102,86.14426057529612,71.53807106598985,7.689881556683588,27.854145516074446,8.238735603445708,1.8028222673434853,794,29,157,12,15,250,123,197,0.12,0.846,0.034,-0.9482,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,6,9,8,2,0,12,0,10,3,1,1,1,11,21,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,12,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,7,0,8,7,2,16,1,32,14,5,27,0,4,0,0,6,11,1,0,13,105,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645284369842547,0.0,0.12277392790250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523173270510664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025493102529684,0.0,0.0,0.08442971359321409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325015523062355,0.1521382676584117,0.08932252236444622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447054197236564,0.0,0.14176296793346674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295891940410686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172249440099814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236173274582551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674234224448556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892909482496646,0.0,0.13639686156255748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009662978711472,0.0,0.09782826706578608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494864076074133,0.4535748486818174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055121060185302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376637972083422,0.14729876216909735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815582189889729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998448870015982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932889967384308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606527475285815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855199156596164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132289846998504,0.0,0.12751430500632746,0.0,0.0,0.09201477061592958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529661719350886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109818684177923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083132042548512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cookienookiebutter,2018/01/12,"Strattera to Adderall Obligatory long time lurker first time poster here. 

I tried Strattera for about a month and it made me extremely tired. I wasn’t getting anything done besides several naps a day and going to sleep around 8pm every night. My doctor put me on a small dosage (10mg) of Adderall XR right before my new semester starts. Hoping for success with this! ",4.669754901960786,7.0967307794117644,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,72.08823529411767,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.0425803921568635,295,12,50,4,6,90,57,68,0.048,0.851,0.101,0.5572,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,2,9,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,9,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630553332261834,0.2015414291210366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926472678221794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460074082117897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172703793478305,0.0,0.23168284951002466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074933172837694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257326825740165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828314709726095,0.0,0.1286666963705645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248634161631589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035432028157035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142224219228313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807080152617492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865574204482102,0.0,0.2124583535422256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759162938810326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334189708219315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557642957754284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265606138105049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024504150361915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264027953899513,0.26021017648501243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370877830663238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThreeWolfMoon-Kin,2018/01/12,"One of those days. You know, when you wanna quit. When you make so much mistakes you get furious to yourself. When you wonder whether suicide by train is actually painful. When you noticed a huge hole in your bank account. When you screwed up because too much procrastinating.

One of those days, when you asking to yourself whether its worth it. When you walked with sigh, wondering whether all of these will end. When the time goes so slow you swear you can see the escapement behind the sun.

Are life actually worth it? And why?",3.372905342080603,6.3030861030927845,2.9336269915651343,89.73609184629805,79.72164948453607,6.0014995313964405,27.37488284910965,7.348242739294969,1.5062041237113402,420,18,80,6,11,124,64,97,0.16899999999999998,0.767,0.064,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,12,0,1,11,5,2,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,12,11,14,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,12,0,11,10,3,17,0,0,1,1,13,3,1,2,13,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.39616682636100536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976293612822984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237373560033357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26181618481325103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797838564949574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605092810012916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155487247851707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337382651125674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549360822629022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29843365828623564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310989910084575,0.0,0.0,0.2750948538217303,0.0,0.21598962543149586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589880764770567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175222069390469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220318978144099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836178797473786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831617744825904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402556675068326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ninadymond,2018/01/12,"Focalin=increased high BP, increased tension Was recently prescribed Focalin. My BP jumped up and created irritability and had me on edge.  I’m already on a very mild BP meds but it did help this problem while taking Focalin. Is there another ADHD med with less BP side effects. My tenseness was noticed by strangers, I’m about to discontinue it.",4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,4.7771428571428585,76.84285714285717,77.8888888888889,6.774603174603175,37.57142857142857,7.957251820313856,3.587419047619049,280,18,44,5,7,90,50,63,0.158,0.746,0.097,-0.6355,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,7,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135051587769944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878674539387919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735363146073014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748501481334879,0.2756147861445033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795172468496106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969928582570839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960948721112464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575695308600149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613558912089768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523828289913116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Healter-Skelter,2018/01/12,"If your parachute doesn’t open, you have the rest of your life to fix it. https://www.reddit.com/r/Showerthoughts/comments/7pw5t2/if_your_parachute_doesnt_open_youve_the_rest_of/?st=JCC1ICSW&sh=a5ef6ec9

Saw this on r/showerthoughts and honestly thought I was here for a minute because this is exactly how procrastination works. If I were falling from a plane and my chute wasn’t opening, I’d take a minute to enjoy the view before and wait until I’m 200 ft up before I try to fix my chute .",13.913026315789473,14.903784776315787,9.054210526315792,63.98947368421055,49.92105263157895,9.705263157894738,32.1578947368421,8.841846274778883,2.316142105263158,417,10,63,4,4,111,55,76,0.023,0.888,0.08900000000000001,0.6808,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,8,2,9,6,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,1,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058504937325706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833667688909995,0.0,0.6374693327753398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645725119386919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28163283824153856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973697114197943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431098363482896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726941458456608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,o6villma,2018/01/12,"When is the best time to tell parents? Hi all, I'm new to this subreddit and I didn't manage to find a specific answer for this.
I haven't been diagnosed with anything at this point but I do have a strong feeling that I have ADHD. I couldn't exactly tell you which specific ""kind"" of ADHD since I'm still very early on in my quest to resolve this.
It's recently dawned on me that since elementary school, I've shown a lot of the common symptoms: disorganization, lack of concentration, always spacing out in class, finishing other peoples' sentences etc...
My parents have always been aware of this, but I suspect they only attributed it to me being a kid. These symptoms are still incredibly predominant to this day and I'm 20. I checked up with my doctor a few days ago and he gave me a quiz to fill out. My next appointment is a month from now and I am wondering when would be the best time to let my parents know (if I even should let them know...).
Should I tell them that I believe I may have ADHD and that I'm going to get tested? Or should I wait until it's confirmed that I either have it or don't? Should I just keep it from them? I live with my girlfriend and I'm in college so I don't see them that often.
Thank you for your answers.",3.0461857707509883,4.519785426877473,4.501602766798424,85.31936067193678,74.17786561264822,7.4315415019762865,25.693478260869565,8.07648339933343,1.455297391304348,975,33,203,15,20,325,135,253,0.024,0.8759999999999999,0.1,0.9569,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,5,4,9,6,0,0,10,0,27,4,0,1,2,42,43,15,0,8,7,3,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,20,11,0,2,9,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,4,2,34,6,30,28,8,31,0,0,1,0,19,11,0,7,18,149,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076566061339853,0.0,0.1002277915643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816295141319225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304517374016552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273887029664979,0.2373153820164509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458387673423753,0.0,0.0,0.1147614472293632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157296947675692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610049642747595,0.0746802222269324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717048211234607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334193006823847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059073264094309436,0.0,0.06425904214901203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049986480096497,0.0,0.11774272491327252,0.12427822294414086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312389928852008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998409478484229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612620883449777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024964732074676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920159559949702,0.12024889880600526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599316463910822,0.0,0.0,0.376645267448591,0.0,0.0,0.07838698298333628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068856273245426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164082190707646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443066025994937,0.09010040573968743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706172191006645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059219846055366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504149524522505,0.0,0.0,0.29647874917306194,0.10409764843387698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318614987151222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329278478123423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261721694265842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032012824667963,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,woodsoffeels,2018/01/12,"Take your medication, people! My ADHD is the 'forgetful' sort, if you ask me to fetch you a drink and I need to walk the dogs at the same time, you won't get your drink, because the moment I see the dogs they're getting out. If you send me up for a drinks order more than two drinks long I will forget it unless I write it down. 



I feel unmotivated, down and snappy, creating a horrible environment for those around me, and the more stressed I became the more stuff I either lost or forgot, creating a vicious cycle. 



Unfortunately for me, I can't take 'stimulants' like Vyvanse or the like, because I have a dodgy heart. So I'm left with dopamine spreaders, which while not organising my mind does make me a touch better. It gives me more motivation, ever so slightly helps me remember, and makes life easier.



The problem came when over Christmas I forgot my medication, and everything shut down meaning I couldn't order more. My house was a tip, my memory was literally working against me. My wife came so close to divorcing me, I couldn't remember to shut the fucking door for god's sake. 



I would lose my car keys, I would lose my bank card, I would be irritable, I didn't cook, lived off of junk food and was literally *literally* battling my own mind to remember stuff, it was awful.



I'm back on my medication, feeling better, motivated, happy and better at remembering things. I'm also practicing writing notes and reminders to constantly keep me remembering things.



Take your medication. It can solve a lot of problems.",5.924427677585572,6.9865466433566485,6.825281560544718,72.93909642988591,66.83216783216783,10.216856827383145,31.83584836216415,10.307518312809881,3.3443524475524486,1204,48,219,30,19,401,160,286,0.146,0.7490000000000001,0.105,-0.8804,0,0,4,0,0,0,41.0,0,7,0,9,8,15,3,1,18,1,17,13,1,5,1,55,41,19,0,10,7,1,3,2,0,5,5,0,1,0,11,14,6,3,10,5,1,5,6,9,0,1,10,4,43,6,27,23,9,30,0,3,1,1,15,15,1,6,10,147,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101914383749969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781536970697749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549091410107289,0.07927753522097514,0.0,0.0,0.06520677362794729,0.0,0.10338786697604722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499891451124232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193979621772184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163980981659826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420997104115543,0.0,0.0,0.33229098284509784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670740542299649,0.0,0.0,0.07621371647818825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575591856720757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025417672659387,0.0,0.0,0.07839720502178525,0.08861009804352797,0.08134889510681828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027229547234623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048965352876672,0.05684035683856459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097849027045024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537507034618614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213658984588954,0.0,0.05989749006271431,0.08285901993313015,0.0,0.07488088150574826,0.07504626144668017,0.0,0.18974136920888976,0.09257036439630403,0.07209482089714092,0.0,0.0,0.11321071983327907,0.0,0.0,0.09237320462834556,0.0,0.3417125487326509,0.0,0.0,0.17124977454209714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287890467652484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879037119398727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228630601490626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803152980391455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757545827846373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713931720719544,0.0,0.1941538294419432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127950979823155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267610014770718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944817468804415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283830458140948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173617497624152,0.0,0.0,0.18072070033521195,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Swagmatic1,2018/01/12,"What were your favourite excuses for coming too late to school? Mine were: 
- (in the winter) ""my bikelock was frozen i had to walk""
- ""i forgot my books at home so i had to go back""
- ""my bikechain slipped off the gears i had to fix it"" (works great)
- ""the bus was late"" (only works if teacher doesn't know you dont take the bus)
- ""my alarm clock didn't work""
sometimes i just sneaked into the classroom without them noticing me
or i was hiding behind others that were late as well",2.081052009456265,4.1977076489361735,2.291843971631206,97.23388888888887,78.8936170212766,4.6033096926713934,22.14657210401891,5.033348758259628,-0.15326335697399518,365,11,79,1,9,110,68,94,0.051,0.925,0.023,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,3,5,3,0,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,17,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,11,0,15,2,12,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,55,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454301560824367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291971213605566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166026279948509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748757341073636,0.0,0.0,0.20851772630110366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897139330858836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394151675251498,0.0,0.6400444203412545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153270324433453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438427385134902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141078957585192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705551268233733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220306376987715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005158964358946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231564947942436,0.0,0.41306912134413787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,trev-dogg,2018/01/12,"Adhd meds and history of substance abuse problems I have been recently diagnosed at 26 years old and have been taking adderall xr. The problem is I crave more of the drug when it's wearing off. I'm afraid I'm going to abuse it because I lack self control in moments like that. I have a history of drug and alcohol abuse mostly from when I was in high school. During that time I did use stimulants without a prescription. I also was prescribed adderall IR about a year ago and abused it by snorting and binging it. I knew I couldnt handle the instant release so now that I'm trying meds again I'm sticking with extended release to prevent abuse.

Anyone else had problems like this? I need to do something to help me with school so I don't want to go off the meds, but I'm afraid I'll abuse them. I also dont want to take strattera again because of the side effects, so I feel like I don't have any good options.",3.194774774774775,4.842886675675679,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,74.13513513513513,6.663063063063063,29.63063063063064,7.3011,1.7397279279279283,725,32,143,8,15,235,104,185,0.17600000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9638,0,0,5,0,6,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,11,9,0,2,8,0,16,5,1,4,0,26,31,13,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,2,16,4,21,23,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,15,88,24,2,0.0,0.6726209889862279,0.0,0.0,0.11370904103145035,0.0,0.08387063444077808,0.10111483637747748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132742548867195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434155624781694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615712282318184,0.09694441697576396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535305199877695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061189521052622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603240017808007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088826795706076,0.0,0.2194471046305084,0.0,0.07903882905874136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784026996116378,0.06759309231410518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075439566108072,0.07935871086773193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341855025935518,0.09996611586501117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867257030936406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31528835438077857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015594549849588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928269899782934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160180266748296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342106033363956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151119516230167,0.0,0.0,0.0987042512139482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283937599259674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227765717207988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055170863205409384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642374858887353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171712362257554,0.0,0.0,0.11161295065182733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120564207996117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185812751819322
adhd,vrodievro,2018/01/12,Alcohol + vyvanse How does this combo affect you guys?,1.7940000000000005,4.1530844000000045,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,105.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,2.5280000000000005,44,2,6,1,2,15,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288259105540354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149171077650748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826133763884406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Stephodrawrus,2018/01/12,"Already got Diagnosis (from uni edu psych) how long does it normally take to get NHS treatment / meds, and what is usually offered? I was diagnosed last year, and eventually managed to get myself to a dr to request treatment. 

But because i have ADHD it wasn't so simple...
(entertaining story)
>The doc referred me, and said the MH team would mail me a questionnaire.
>But it was really really long, so naturally i got distracted more than a couple times. And ended up sending it back late (there was a three week window). 
>I was too embarrassed to admit id done this, so i pretended i had never received it.
>So they sent it again. And life stuff came up and i missed the deadline again.
>I moved house and I went back and got referred again...managed to meet the deadline and was so hyped...until they realised I had moved house and had to inform me that this meant i had to re-refer to a new gp and a new MH centre even through it was a few blocks away >:( (just because it was a different 'area' of the city.)

Anyway, ive now got to the point where ive got an 'initial' appointment with my new areas MH team, and im wondering how much longer it is gonna take (since ive already pissed away half a year). 
And also what i should bring with me to enable the process to be as quick as possible

TL;DR, (im already diagnosed, but wondering how long it will be before i can get treatment. Going to initial appointment with MH team of local area and wondering what would be beneficial to bring.)",5.142600937274693,5.853809702054797,5.9214924297044025,79.98125811103101,68.41780821917807,9.161067051189617,30.094448449891853,9.276330184999452,2.520353424657534,1171,43,227,22,19,384,153,292,0.034,0.946,0.02,-0.2457,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,4,20,5,1,2,16,0,27,5,1,3,1,38,51,26,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,0,17,18,0,1,8,5,0,10,2,4,0,2,23,1,22,1,28,20,3,41,0,1,0,0,15,10,1,3,21,149,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320463768958887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118410965187286,0.07532807514490067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699947035465613,0.14486098844631548,0.0,0.11484135596832665,0.0,0.08015339843946813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773451201823242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422548460744682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121281773213286,0.0,0.09841420697633516,0.0,0.0,0.08243108161532142,0.0963946593081678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342921866109444,0.0,0.0,0.062215212798483785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476397198642667,0.0,0.05353345052159926,0.0,0.37668357047896783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173778272964162,0.0,0.0,0.2034945211438279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767818718117806,0.10625658148418053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653303892511038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500800532103157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462992095633156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022973321161575,0.06924450119827925,0.0,0.07264934553928064,0.2729236860401246,0.0,0.0,0.0922915509832286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904515614440223,0.10619122776095917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068804708045748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960145278298269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791945770943666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783126536850644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416465259524439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492613009077082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374299110056548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555791604365866,0.0,0.0,0.08732013490922794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064528740285741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382750403939034,0.0,0.0,0.12131757554276887
adhd,thearticulatedspace,2018/01/12,"Any advice for a possible ADHD teenager learning to drive? I'm a fairly standard learner driver, and I'm looking to improve my driving. I get distracted and phase out behind the wheel... Not to an insane degree but  I really want to learn how to control that so I'm not a danger to myself and especially not to others. Any tips? ",2.9641145833333336,5.220410515625002,5.348125,75.71770833333336,76.65625,6.7666666666666675,27.854166666666664,7.793537801064563,2.2011229166666664,259,11,42,4,6,91,45,64,0.027000000000000003,0.815,0.158,0.8013,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,14,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,10,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118689838356538,0.3348907515372127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661070245568831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843766913592208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905103134559566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877888023359181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863523081986693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195478220973497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202138335487116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thatoneguyhere633,2018/01/12,"The FAQ about my ADHD that I sent to my family & friends Hello,


This is my second post here, and in my [last one](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7poyxk/you_dont_need_medication_you_need_to_think/dsiycrp/), many people asked me to share **the FAQ about my AD(H)D** I wrote for my close friends and family.


I had to translate it in english from french (thanks google translate), and it's far from perfect (and far from being 100% accurate) but... it's here : 


[MY AD(H)D PERSONNAL FAQ](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1a9hUf3wSmPr6Um_VoJBsnjboUSk5s7zXsmLqZokWKjY/edit?usp=sharing)


I hope it might help you,


If you have any question, do not hesitate,


And thanks to every one of you for your help and support <3


Have a nice day!",7.183589743589742,11.014547358974356,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000001,71.13675213675214,7.360683760683763,26.09401709401709,8.384062270229773,2.1507401709401712,599,20,90,11,13,169,77,117,0.02,0.745,0.235,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,4,0,1,4,9,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,16,9,14,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,2,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379259420292098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740819454134945,0.0,0.1238988403026691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032772026848447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175006953373104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350713630023718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34351444152025146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815267932086261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442429213414383,0.0,0.0,0.1809607339702144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485132333365192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471712228667134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328009137207056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469200796797579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631106493533414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744924361861305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041000850448852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206752714492802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354813345410221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,doubtful_adhd,2018/01/12,"I'm unable to regulate my emotional reactions and learned to disable any reactions instead. As a kid, my emotional outbursts were so strong that they continuously got me into trouble. I managed to make friends easily and lose them just as quickly.
I don't know how, but around 16, I think, I learned to fear this rejection. I couldn't regulate my outbursts but what I could do was to avoid and block emotional situations completely instead. 
I stopped caring what people were telling me,  didn't matter if it was positive or negative. After I fucked up my first relationship because I thought maybe the girl who tells me that she loves me could deal with it (Oh boy, how wrong I was) I learned to block those feelings as well. Saying 'I love you too' totally automatic and regretting that I couldn't show her my true emotional state. And it always worked so well in the beginning just to come crashing down a year or two later. Because, in the end, not meaning it the same way like the other person and also being unable to express you true self made me just as sad. 

But hey, it worked better, didn't it?!?

I'm at a total loss now. I don't want to fight it anymore, I don't want to avoid emotional situations. Part of me wants to punch every whistling biggot at work in the face. Tell my boss that he's an incompetent idiot and that I don't understand how he's even able to manage this firm but then asks me what this window (about a Logitech Product Registration) is supposed to mean... I mean, WHAT THE FUCK MAN.

I truly and honestly envy stupid/ignorant people. 
They may be stupid, but at least they can just react appropriately to their emotion and don't even have to think about it.
I envy religious people, how they're able to just believe in an invisible thing being there for them.

I fear, I'm about to break... I fear losing my control and falling back into decade old behaviours, resulting in a even worse life than today. But I also fear suppressing all this any further. Knowing that NO ONE actually knows my true ADHD self and showing it will scare the very few friends I have off as well... I completely stopped going out of my way to engage with other people.

My psychiatrist wants me to go out and do sport, as well as try to eat healthier but I don't have the energy for this... Keeping my emotions and impulsive behaviours in check costs so much energy that I just can't get any to help myself instead. Coaching wouldn't help either. I would have to drop any emotional barriers I put up in order to muster the energy for it and while my psychiatrist keeps telling me that those people are really robust, I don't believe her. I'm not a simply misbehaving adult. I instinctively know how hurt people and when I let loose of my emotions I use that instinct to do as much damage as possible. Until 10 years ago I destroyed multiple relationships between other people purely out of spite. Friendships which lasted for years just gone after one party talked to me for half an hour.  I'm a manipulative bastard who knows it's wrong and doesn't know how to deal with it...

I could probably go on like this and fill a whole book, but honestly, who of us would actually be able to read that from start to finish?",5.961488176869054,6.648913717990276,6.568330632090763,76.14897851473219,66.60129659643435,9.893845322694595,31.541744587125464,9.913227119182745,3.0272886090678632,2552,97,473,55,39,836,288,617,0.213,0.64,0.147,-0.9951,0,2,0,0,1,0,71.0,1,2,6,10,38,45,8,7,21,0,41,7,1,14,7,112,84,52,0,14,21,0,1,2,2,5,1,1,1,8,42,27,1,11,17,6,2,8,18,26,4,5,11,2,70,19,80,58,11,62,0,8,0,4,45,22,3,4,28,338,112,11,0.16017797472166867,0.0,0.10420706491847408,0.0,0.06416759943916565,0.0,0.0473293700015992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853961790094734,0.04442696885281629,0.0,0.0,0.1452353540633779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295116993938001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047530785734997694,0.0499149279758602,0.0,0.0,0.04105565845488168,0.0,0.0650953377814126,0.0,0.0,0.12031048400097485,0.0,0.04722146730542296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443737351038282,0.0,0.0,0.04599304736518352,0.1119623726547803,0.0,0.059884406286665325,0.1278890790148248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009097236451512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463401887183149,0.0,0.5405359865876692,0.04729004742055736,0.0,0.0,0.10579604162920382,0.0,0.04498561737413589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403263382528377,0.026996932276303724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541576782376501,0.0,0.0,0.08250207062087682,0.09872130437112303,0.02789546022998951,0.0,0.0910328343372003,0.0,0.04270298630712735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715759466994248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052581013234971295,0.0,0.057157944939739226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491569577732888,0.0,0.0,0.17605925178219548,0.04352214268921968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459761051424045,0.03771281352380081,0.05216991169798988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946545451626282,0.0,0.0,0.09637791730131537,0.05052142420768202,0.03564001397635723,0.0,0.053640101663673515,0.1744807722542569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849949448960859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056026613211608296,0.0,0.07236049407331413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057819045797959885,0.0,0.2591102252295913,0.04662040972481995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601921997719101,0.0,0.0,0.05756631611727255,0.0,0.0,0.053674368682919166,0.0,0.0,0.05340710705215454,0.0,0.03420470406605162,0.0,0.0,0.11464746661163296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245998485727317,0.05345536532333619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140037410196114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003116985414235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037791598313169486,0.0,0.0,0.08927730610816076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042914996215810984,0.18667014671568094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035471709657703666,0.0684237189989998,0.0,0.04238780662520178,0.0,0.0,0.050609996972385385,0.0,0.0,0.036250110159203125,0.0,0.05215686884434604,0.05558364022164588,0.06422479379877458,0.04611411377995794,0.0,0.04405453477998323,0.12596949274541724,0.08476121377535928,0.0,0.0,0.1920256478349488,0.0,0.0,0.059610996163829685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166114733078464,0.0,0.054411680209533256,0.07585722500777617,0.11675298013227595,0.0,0.10314936407956518
adhd,CuteDogeOfDoom,2018/01/12,"Can't get to bed ontime Really am struggling to get to bed on time even if I put my phone away and give myself 2 hours to get ready for bed I somehow manage to do other shit for way too long and get distracted. One thing to note is my meds wear off by bedtime so yeah. 
Any advice / tips is appreciated. ",1.197864583333331,3.0154663906250008,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,80.40625,6.141666666666668,18.479166666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.12081041666666704,235,5,53,3,6,80,49,64,0.127,0.753,0.121,-0.1058,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,4,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,12,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,3,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094027478897095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767252314718814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316557516537017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285372895465994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152797381908318,0.2365274291433672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281666721164955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820209436767746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738779154089009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707869369265535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478657316859688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579557283760271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530952301271072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776307018965744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380670111648507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377392120000548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957116663554357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThaiMegadose,2018/01/12,"I keep forgetting to answer people. Tips? I really don't want to, but when my phone gets a notification I read it and say to myself ""I'll answer later. I don't want to get distracted now"" just to completely forget about it until days later when I check through my conversation history. People get offended too. 

Anyone tips on how to handle this better? ",3.8369154228855713,6.122100477611941,6.0247014925373135,71.7575497512438,74.07462686567162,9.242786069651741,23.106965174129357,9.725611199111238,2.5572905472636824,280,8,47,8,6,98,46,67,0.172,0.7609999999999999,0.067,-0.6355,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,10,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071784045222577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620514439729932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31066274619401885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108765512843406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644103233564999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633632175518395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108313596950135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963781161418946,0.0,0.18981604347877545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562800941685386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34952839623739435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ripekumquats,2018/01/12,"Reading and ADHD tip I have been diagnosed with ADHD for as long as I can remember, and I've always had problems reading. It's impossible to stay focused and when I do I typically have to reread things a bunch of times to truly understand them and be able to recall them later. Recently I read an article about a font that someone designed for people that have dyslexia, it's made in a way so that letters that typically get switched up or flipped around are ""weighted"" differently, allowing the brain to better distinguish what's going on. A few months after this I got a Kindle as a gift and when I was messing around with it I realized it had this font available and I started using it. I've noticed that when I do have the motivation to read once in a while, using this font helps tremendously. I swear my ability to recall things and my comprehension has probably doubled or something and I thought I'd share that with everyone. I highly recommend using it if this is something you also struggle with, it could help.

TL;DR: When reading (on the Kindle or other e-books) use the font designed for people with dyslexia if possible, it could increase comprehension.",7.19897318278052,7.7073874999999985,7.675688073394498,69.89955187014823,63.90825688073394,10.560903316866623,37.41143260409314,10.389873798559362,4.14509978828511,937,45,155,21,13,309,120,218,0.031,0.8340000000000001,0.136,0.9655,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,2,9,5,0,1,12,0,17,3,1,7,0,35,28,23,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,22,15,1,0,6,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,1,18,2,28,18,4,24,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,5,12,120,40,6,0.10909828524640318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622298757125192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872458592954238,0.09077851300641906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942412080979181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964885675223326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178976730419605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421220672197302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073246302423613,0.0,0.11398448769614285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042480868572404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056999351175578174,0.0,0.06200306967650104,0.0,0.08725586502957558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625256181502022,0.11526832827433095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654854932024327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323143538632724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870812104253244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420912085159592,0.0,0.1161861132045712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127002846933116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299192429674248,0.0,0.0,0.11762640376605815,0.10439232493555076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456390439589816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772139496562247,0.0,0.12358708974449845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243862305196024,0.1679783800853014,0.0,0.0,0.07722032782319667,0.11628425608391806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405321551684415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449601059748036,0.0,0.0,0.08661185208892623,0.0636160874723471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357516249918405,0.0,0.3769035597654135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659714072141289,0.0,0.13285232018095133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Heliosboss117,2018/01/12,"Is This Normal? Is it normal for me to feel really empty all the time. I'm not sure if this is just depression or ADHD but whenever I'm not sad or angry it's just numb. I want to go to therapy bit I'm a minor with no money and my dad refuses to do anything involving money exceeding 50$ and my mom has been saying ""we will talk about it later"" for 4 months. I was really hoping that somebody here can help me understand why I feel this way",0.9029356725146194,2.6874404631578983,4.1771929824561465,83.91479532163747,81.21052631578948,8.011695906432749,20.029239766081872,8.841846274778883,1.4390467836257308,344,9,73,9,9,126,68,95,0.11,0.733,0.157,0.7748,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,2,22,18,6,0,5,8,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,8,2,8,15,2,5,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,4,3,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621466192394053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795001775919512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813851094550015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878727189901032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205834280204835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239667681189696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620612747016348,0.0,0.0,0.21664962073522914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554680508359704,0.17410712528651984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274368712871142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947586044575784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346357944780294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205582393485084,0.0,0.0,0.1753224566755431,0.0,0.0,0.2494475710601454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719177946296767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270782060802829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865712968513426,0.17313929325737504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682595561168525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PRO_Crast_Inator,2018/01/12,"“Win the morning, win the day.” 
That’s my new motto. 

I found that if I haven’t even started getting any work done by a certain time - say 11am - I’d feel so bad about myself that it was almost impossible to get the day back on track. I was feeling too anxious and self critical. 

But if I make sure I get a couple of work things done as soon as I get up, that stops my anxiety before it starts, and I’m more likely to keep working throughout the day, as a result. In fact, by 11am I’m probably feeling a little proud of myself for being in top of things, which is a nice change. 

So if I win the morning, I often win the whole day, too. ",2.9222467320261467,3.2098005220588277,4.706274509803921,88.23545751633989,73.19117647058823,7.220915032679738,25.405228758169926,6.937597516519254,0.8869454248366013,485,14,111,4,9,166,82,136,0.085,0.7040000000000001,0.211,0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,9,9,10,0,0,11,0,7,0,0,2,3,19,21,11,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,12,9,16,15,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,12,71,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953777742022115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155315610348783,0.0,0.11424113082449425,0.16870643419140746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482966303592072,0.12468877604106983,0.0,0.0,0.12707338024825027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797699474639582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523671977654614,0.0,0.3852357754667762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056438138532065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863458751706047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652531365670406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373849873407764,0.0,0.0,0.3120862184648018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273611693389714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295770676138799,0.14967324834217746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968250296114753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422900758692178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100876056415322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187574608997956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578933454765573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114006528312848,0.0,0.0,0.1248510359226242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407467961500115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984235362722727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707864108669597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672758056604042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32615373105701795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cqp12,2018/01/12,"You ever just wonder what the fuck made your brain like this    Had this thought when I went to start my vehicle to warm it up just before I left for work, then my brain decided I needed a small bandaid for a scab on my finger, which is basically healed. I go to get the bandaid, sit down in my vehicle only to realize I grabbed a giant one by mistake and for some reason I also had my eye contact holder in my hand for zero reason whatsoever. Why am I like this ",5.9184210526315795,4.923511368421051,7.0978947368421075,78.01526315789475,66.89473684210526,10.126315789473685,31.63157894736842,9.3871,2.5806421052631583,360,12,75,6,5,123,65,95,0.062,0.8320000000000001,0.106,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,5,0,4,10,5,3,1,14,13,4,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,5,5,15,3,14,8,1,15,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,2,6,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059521578064984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152310776600425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762805203805067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929638728897687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972147046470387,0.11145304420957003,0.0,0.1212370092511676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177727252640096,0.0,0.0,0.2084387720061508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018524333108428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817712647873375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445539395745334,0.1622426003909713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386654336833869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509919048770458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935551687605532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775358959034287,0.1924918311854602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313409003258549,0.15530249465646218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,amazingspidermen,2018/01/12,"How do I know I'm not just a POS failure at life? I definitely want to be wary of self-diagnosing in order to find an excuse of why my behavior sucks, but I feel like something's not quite right and that a lot of posts here are way too relatable..how can I tell the difference? and that I'm not just a chronic procrastinator, discomfort avoider, bad friend who forgets to text, drug addict, lazy, clumsy, forgetful, and prone to zoning out? How does one get diagnosed?",6.7170329670329645,6.351380263736273,7.3277802197802195,74.94221978021982,65.04395604395604,11.236043956043956,33.58461538461537,10.793553405168565,3.4539740659340663,368,14,73,9,5,122,70,91,0.205,0.6609999999999999,0.134,-0.8809,0,1,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,20,11,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,5,2,10,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383651116168985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825669392572397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438583720491277,0.0,0.2284468698966375,0.0,0.0,0.1913455704799065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535691975613687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055802158425997,0.15620644626537822,0.0,0.0,0.19984577552785895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893152175766166,0.0,0.1142376794017094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016650854641495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444177171297482,0.10682328948570816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589179378010612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481655949596007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941007031100226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256542128498256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867293033354312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281037867267177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833051547808695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911132151841185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896778192582226,0.17355735100149822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973012065696847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UASHIT,2018/01/12,"How does working memory affect the ADHD-I diagnosis? I was just told I probably have an ""unspecified personality disorder"" and not ADHD as I strongly suspect, and the prominent reason given was my high working memory.

Do any of you have high working memory and ADHD, or are they really mutually exclusive as my therapist suggests?",10.132631578947368,10.184430684210524,12.521754385964911,39.12894736842105,57.94736842105264,16.72280701754386,45.31578947368421,15.021129683784007,8.292326315789477,267,15,32,13,3,100,40,57,0.12,0.8109999999999999,0.069,-0.458,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,10,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535929920006467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327718146984536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077635377695415,0.0,0.15864007684484438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38306630193591856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828742930835393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545139664665026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613314230453647,0.18638688655573601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048101701882688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322160264724853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959238120537566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,melodicprophet,2018/01/12,"Big appointment tomorrow, cross your fingers for me! I meet with my psych for the second time tomorrow and I am really hopeful that we're finally going to get my meds set where they need to be. I just saw my therapist at the same practice and she is supportive of me going back on meds. I am really hopeful that the psych is going to start me back on a stimulant, which made an incredibly big difference for me before.

My life situation is a complete mess and I've been really depressed on top of not focusing. And the not focusing makes me more depressed. I desperately need to change my scenery. Without meds I struggle to focus, but with an abusive environment on top of it, I have no chance of organizing my thoughts and behavior to actually get me out.

Please send your positive vibes over the internet :) I really could use them!$",5.60536248561565,6.924010468354433,6.8902991944764125,71.24578250863064,67.73417721518987,11.568239355581124,33.98388952819332,11.389717465364855,4.4252708860759515,666,31,119,23,11,226,93,158,0.097,0.75,0.153,0.8340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,2,4,7,0,1,9,0,9,2,1,4,0,24,25,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,4,2,25,3,23,19,2,25,0,2,1,0,7,12,0,2,7,86,29,2,0.0,0.16343233939473645,0.1346062437356458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121294932557114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117373904293002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591865444702262,0.0,0.1446239219440751,0.0,0.0,0.11013116723877016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376092177457252,0.0,0.0,0.14411440981427093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110282515959095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413238187923685,0.0,0.23517768006087475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27400437479439266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742871413014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051896521779094,0.09207376509062153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596494684297376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455651220548346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141298740922088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534629239215309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550465404423558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976322497458669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420130470249984,0.0,0.0,0.15652884199996775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601550475366451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950626878273816,0.0804319525057669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913295214627788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329659796099429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Italianabanana,2018/01/12,"I struggle with weird ocd like patterns I dont have ocd, at least not most symptoms but one problem I have it in life is my excess need to control my environment before I can do something. Call me crazy but in order to clean I need everything to be a certain way. For example it should be near sunset, and no one else should be around. It sounds weird but its almost like my mental energy is dependent my surroundings and certain things (peoples voices, presence, sunlight) zap it from me. 

And it leads to a domino effect because I can't do other tasks if the house is messy. This pattern of things relying on others makes my life so difficult that sometimes I wonder if my problem isn't adhd but something else, like a lack of mental stamina. ",5.9802486402486394,6.6377024405594405,6.367505827505827,77.71057498057498,66.55244755244755,8.593317793317793,32.67210567210567,8.515128840125781,2.662741103341104,591,24,104,8,9,191,91,143,0.175,0.6859999999999999,0.138,-0.7237,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,11,0,1,4,0,16,3,0,5,2,29,20,10,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,0,2,15,5,15,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,3,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277910368145332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062532419656428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279702453190615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778315677244026,0.0,0.13649529404045022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379438346702951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991108081554624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879968445045494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26800040671807995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441642622982746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508916048710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660166351763544,0.2351015677113001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707350765194767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233068359431662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378808258067045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173930661474344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120662900422286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30697736141035337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469796506802898,0.15864749814571558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769314785039308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667252097704161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131357399568564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732431134545716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739555068342313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ghdawg6197,2018/01/12,"It may not be ADD/ADHD. It may have to do with your sleep. Hi all. I (20M) had been diagnosed with ADD since age 13, and put on medication from then until just this past summer. I was dealing with all of the same symptoms as ADD usually brings: inattentiveness, foggy/cloudy mind, inability to focus, short attention span, the whole nine yards. My doctor had me on Ritalin for 7 years before a seemingly unrelated medical issue arose - freshman year of college, my roommate was quick to point out my obnoxious and disruptive snoring. I knew I snored but he sent me a Snapchat of me snoring after I woke him up once and it was horrific. I decided to see a sleep doctor to see if I had sleep apnea. Fast forward two years, I finally see a specialist and yep, sleep apnea. During an introduction video to the CPAP machine however, I noticed many of the symptoms for apnea were similar to the ADD I had, being caused by a lack of air flow to the brain during sleep. I thought it was pure  coincidence though, and I continued to take my medicine and use the CPAP machine. One day I forgot to take the medicine, and I  was freaking out on the ride to work, that I would be a foggy, confused mess....but then I wasn't! I was able to function totally normally without medication. My brain felt normal for the first time ever: not empty due to the lack of medication, but not burnt out either due to ritalin. I decided to continue testing the theory and long story short, I have been med-free for four months now. It's been life changing. If you have ADD/ADHD symptoms like me and also are a heavy snorer, please consider getting a sleep study done! Your issues could be entirely related to lack of air to the brain during sleep. 

TLDR: thought I had ADD for years, turns out I just had sleep apnea, preventing my brain from getting enough oxygen during sleep

EDIT: inattentiveness*",5.221779661016947,6.542638997175143,6.099066666666669,76.55582033898305,68.63276836158192,9.50580790960452,30.82666666666667,9.791249743138472,3.0555745988700567,1471,59,266,34,25,485,186,354,0.084,0.884,0.032,-0.9513,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,0,2,7,3,0,1,22,1,31,26,13,2,5,60,49,19,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,1,0,7,20,0,2,8,2,0,6,5,2,0,5,25,4,35,1,47,16,10,46,0,0,3,0,8,15,0,6,28,182,42,6,0.07082707125146798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024075171673253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664038329068291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026862097470746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162657417418351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275891238995448,0.07492565004955065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056549653143056385,0.0,0.0,0.045677601579785516,0.07301960045400124,0.0,0.07188798642210267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498901725171742,0.0,0.07248068452415543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318329787233402,0.0,0.0,0.0640671408733071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800509556939327,0.07758759455609109,0.0,0.06024547062447255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400844289866082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478501218714429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002725503025525,0.0346025293999094,0.0,0.0,0.06267972925959613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180753350057772,0.0,0.0,0.07867290934011947,0.28540329160016525,0.0,0.0,0.07151515143557068,0.0,0.056533492543246626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879098363063758,0.0,0.08063709005846376,0.0,0.07542851933726973,0.047994256499006016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761245375968747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774685526379442,0.06695447566522712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712007691760708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932001732677693,0.0644783055885751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058588885245973464,0.0,0.637903995437475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084933869450474,0.10650628608665834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958723789588471,0.11245756622606913,0.04129983482295012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770395150160975,0.06918775703671509,0.0,0.0,0.061171848902448624,0.07800601261023613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907589567172983,0.0,0.06827476921648347,0.0,0.051562951417416035,0.0,0.0,0.05031351928909348,0.0,0.0,0.18244124691679375
adhd,psychokineticclio,2018/01/12,"Wellbutrin experiences? Neurologist prescribed me Wellbutrin 150mg today. Does it really help your ADHD? Can you define a different feeling by instropection? Do you notice the ""stimulant"" effects it supposedly has (by its action on dopamine receptors) within the first week/two weeks?",7.178257575757577,11.301050613636367,7.115454545454547,57.1098484848485,76.95454545454545,10.206060606060607,36.87878787878788,9.725611199111238,5.843406060606062,233,13,25,8,6,74,39,44,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.6655,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495618371281834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038908271981939,0.0,0.0,0.2545369245818893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284520668148358,0.0,0.0,0.14706950744318806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474086513102813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495991466971105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33115043322188137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633483714924395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275704930110268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841317277167004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666268888068253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tanialol101,2018/01/12,"The only that i'm good at doing is ruining my life.... 
Btw the title is supposed to say the only thing that I'm good at is ruining my life.
  
My ADHD (inattentive type) has completely ruined my life before it even started. I'm a high school senior who is supposed to be doing college applications or at least be finished with it by now. I'm not. I missed all the deadlines for the schools I wanted to go to (It was Jan 1) so I have to make up a whole new list which I still haven't even done. I'm dirt poor so college is the only way out for me. I would honestly go to community college but that would mean commuting and I really can't live with my mom anymore because she's toxic. (She thinks I can pray the ADHD away). I haven't done my homework in about 2 months. My grades are already horrible since My ADHD was diagnosed the summer before junior year (wasn't on right meds during junior year so GPA significantly dropped). I haven't written a word for my personal essay either and my dream college's application is due on Jan 15 and its a reach for me so it has to be a really good essay to compensate for the bad grades and there's no way I can write a good essay in 4 days especially since my ADHD mostly affects my writing skills.  I've racked up about 20 detentions at school for coming late every day because I have anxiety because I know what awaits me at school and that is that it makes me feel really dumb or that I cant do the things that my friends can do easily or that I cant do the things that are required to pass a class. I've been depressed for about 2 months now. I have no help from anyone. My guidance counselor thinks she knows what I'm going through and thinks that all I need is a pep talk. I avoid all of my friends because I don't want them to see me like this. I also am secretly jealous of them because they complain about how senior year is hard but at least they can still have good grades and go to college (all of my friends are in honor classes/NHS). My meds don't help much anymore because they don't last long. All they do is take away my sleep and appetite. I cant get them changed cause I have no insurance and I don't have any money for them. Without no insurance, I cant go to a therapist or a psychologist. I feel very alone and that I just burden other people with my problems. My friend had to do a whole history project because I didn't do anything. I feel very guilty. If I told her why I didn't do it, she wouldn't understand. I tried every single ADHD tip there is. I CANT DO IT.  People refuse to understand that. I have my whole future depending on me getting into college, obviously, if I could do it I would've already. I just wish I never had ADHD or that I never existed at all because if this is how is how it is going to be for the rest of my life then I'd rather not live it.

TL;DR: too tired to write one but the gist of it is that my life is ruined by my ADHD and I cant do anything about it because it's too late. ",2.9569879265824532,4.00503540609952,4.560335333938166,86.48965367436666,73.75120385232745,7.471965943192128,25.903028822667324,7.893859768569023,1.3567568846395424,2330,77,501,32,46,785,244,623,0.125,0.773,0.102,-0.9293,0,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,8,3,26,25,2,1,24,0,77,8,1,8,9,81,115,31,0,13,18,1,4,1,4,3,7,1,1,1,38,17,0,3,12,1,2,8,27,13,0,1,12,6,81,12,62,95,16,58,1,6,1,0,31,21,1,10,27,351,119,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778959951958465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058834817981577935,0.1253756569941956,0.04542845867734842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038630641072513926,0.0,0.04345712422863409,0.0,0.1126743638139372,0.03972070641762367,0.0,0.09349447949289556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674390802435602,0.0,0.04743139000136115,0.311660639517208,0.0,0.09667697845330953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835633611362887,0.06009416955533532,0.048934115692524885,0.05956095552005116,0.0,0.0,0.04535568849955692,0.0,0.0,0.07327150401501642,0.0,0.04892770109906106,0.057657809337449836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626636652203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750408454824214,0.0,0.09572452930144476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616982890017952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755554850097172,0.0,0.059358522924221835,0.0,0.1937080277332146,0.23823466934037504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088782581158189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615293739468597,0.0600196104446201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243917496952708,0.04630520671159171,0.12816131865483274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006219728616282,0.027752982689191914,0.0,0.10032306970840878,0.05027232029775725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583809584761178,0.0,0.0,0.06187936934481216,0.12619932293333547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665315565711302,0.09068545375855627,0.0,0.04175960895414674,0.04212159773097183,0.08762596908042816,0.05486445954134067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849382669120825,0.1296126254274969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876550581238616,0.04960159532360546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435653288150653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917586734623193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048512783569789115,0.0,0.04517512820604052,0.0,0.2299664687371953,0.045267745752482665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398251204230236,0.0,0.05684792685444215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020821732856024,0.0,0.09073212997966897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271172028916606,0.045659235690446026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659571911369576,0.1132199436853817,0.10919870632918134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529117674431191,0.0,0.05428142887504549,0.0,0.038568157276310966,0.0,0.0,0.11827597591529344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374328622268968,0.06701236474710295,0.09018134867623626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051259392936197946,0.19026863079977127,0.06532513332183486,0.05475982597325964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106197905863415,0.0,0.0,0.10974534640861304
adhd,AlexAdrio,2018/01/12,"I constantly stimulate my brain by having conversations with myself Hey there! So I have combination type ADHD and I've always had this thing where if I'm by myself and not talking to others, I'm always talking to myself as if a second person was listening to me. 
It's almost as if my brain is just racing too quickly and I struggle to keep it quiet, so I have to stimulate myself by explaining situations. 
Just curious if this is normal for any of you people that also have ADHD haha. 
Cheers! ",3.2830208333333317,5.618525427083334,5.778333333333332,72.63333333333334,75.97916666666666,8.016666666666666,24.20833333333333,8.841846274778883,2.298883333333334,395,13,64,9,9,140,61,96,0.024,0.843,0.133,0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,1,8,2,2,2,0,17,13,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,12,2,13,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,2,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790107883240263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955809965621502,0.0,0.0,0.15937050546034656,0.3316470860532974,0.0,0.0,0.13552264314557452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44494253210216905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153594808059953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713629096303365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952598828739909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381611751712257,0.17401055524483772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240080110437876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083390404208064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320360218364521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239806191009462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rainshadowmom,2018/01/12,"High School Boarding schools that embraces ADHD kids? My 16 year old daughter can't handle traditional school any longer. She has struggled through middle and high school and her frustration and anxieties are through the roof.  She has ADHD, depression and social anxieties. She is on medication, actively working in therapy and wants desperately to find a school with understanding teachers that teach outside the box and with other kids that get her.

I am on the search for a high school, prefer boarding school, in the states or Canada that embraces students with learning differences. A school that allows teaching to expand beyond the walls of the classroom or computer screen. A school that will allow students to grow and see what their potential can be.

Does anyone know of such a school? It must exist!",7.9960869565217365,10.176216724637683,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,62.91304347826087,9.288115942028986,35.53913043478261,9.642632912329526,3.7762730434782616,660,30,97,13,10,196,89,138,0.109,0.846,0.045,-0.8463,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,11,0,10,1,0,2,1,21,15,9,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,16,12,0,14,0,1,2,0,10,10,0,2,2,64,17,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754883324483514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872011058776674,0.0,0.13211311382286886,0.0,0.0,0.06037705325906709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437205129340341,0.0,0.0,0.09021606468394967,0.0,0.0,0.07556437245654983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892119257310423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045113657626002855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736965837139877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047455014431901976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869872806283369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906084870274225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8738954428932771,0.06880877362752266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802167581537525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027046115177872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874732025822924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989209333318092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093072958990343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286291794077505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560576353116473
adhd,skettiandskydivin,2018/01/12,"Took a diagnostic test today. Looking for the name and it's reputation. I took a test on a computer today to test for ADHD/ADD. The name of the test started with a C. The instructions were to press the space bar on every letter except X. Don't press the space bar on an X or an empty space. It sounds so easy and I was really skepticism about it's efficiency.

The test was surprisingly difficult and I think I hit the spacebar on all of the X's except maybe ten. Then I hit the spacebar at least five times on an empty space. I was so frustrated because the test sounds so simple and in theory it is but I just couldn't do it. I genuinely tried and like reset my brain, but fuck. I just couldn't do it.

Anybody know the name of this test or it's reliability? Thanks.
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adhd,alakazam318,2018/01/12,"How can I get myself in the right mindset to read for school? Whenever I'm assigned a reading for school, I immediately get this overwhelming sense of dread and despair, and at this point it almost feels as natural as my body telling me that it's time to eat. 

I could elaborate further but I'm sure you all know what feeling I'm talking about......plus I've got readings and assignments that are due tomorrow and I should probably be working on those instead....",5.54617424242424,6.703532784090911,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,67.75,9.503030303030306,36.25757575757576,9.725611199111238,3.609880303030304,367,19,68,8,6,118,68,88,0.045,0.878,0.077,0.3956,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,1,2,14,14,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,10,10,1,9,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,41,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625822397007248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177035354885335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648410009435834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054930437115054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819944056721284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479603220702813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567531434682844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771237775208814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852763065629726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131311389726698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881367537456123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673765635828675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39670984062527176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472065533149906,0.0,0.0,0.1575313845822328,0.17130612411341475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428482982850165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268490790476612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jennielizross,2018/01/12,"Feeling Like a Different Person On and Off of Medication Recently I have been struggling with feeling like a different person when I am on or not on my medication. I have been on medication for a long time but only started to notice the differences in how I act and feel other than concentration and motivation in the past few years. Off my medication, I am creative, fun, full of ideas, and can think of a million things to say when talking with someone. On my medication, I am more reserved, hard-working, and serious but it is harder for me to talk to people because I have trouble keeping conversations going and thinking of what to say. Sometimes it is hard to describe my personality because there are two different versions of it. I don't know if any of yall feel this way but I am interested in what everyone has to say.",7.12222222222222,7.258406133757965,8.34963906581741,66.27029016277424,64.09554140127388,11.308987968860581,39.737438075017685,10.980518767755715,4.653940410474167,661,35,114,17,9,228,90,157,0.054000000000000006,0.8140000000000001,0.132,0.9091,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,6,0,15,5,0,2,0,25,25,14,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,8,0,1,9,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,2,8,15,4,28,23,4,22,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,10,93,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287001299964703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064306940796194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478224404206754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239251324716817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672594181897234,0.15310507867245765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089944021620468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198213777778408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096650998493474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524551414865927,0.0,0.0,0.05889034410762085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470238925334957,0.0,0.0,0.09483002435148544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539743897511615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199824894276062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814972556982338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229288977844833,0.07428874169727621,0.28069445360093365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580399788175936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556451631327279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079325310170372,0.0,0.10598039987543036,0.0,0.07584583734774006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202311459857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722564785850306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118993747895859,0.13732296313376974,0.0,0.0,0.062483746950344164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467621290198642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505574678436717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801112092071487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900519550818814
adhd,currentqsfordays,2018/01/12,"Physical side effect from my meds, help? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed meds. Aderall has been so helpful but I am anxious taking it because it causes some physical side effects. When I started taking it, I would get a red flushed face pretty badly. That's gone away fortunately but I find that I compulsively chew and lick my lips while on it. Additionally, I'll make popping or clicking noises with my mouth. I always had a pretty bad oral fixation, even before being diagnosed, chewing my nails, pencil ends, inside of my mouth, etc. With my meds, I only really chew my lips and make the noises though. I'm a college student and I'm worried people will start thinking I'm on cocaine or crazy or something! I can generally recognize I'm doing it and stop but in high stress situations, not so much. Any advice? ",3.530008064516128,6.257679109677423,5.0887701612903244,75.83315524193553,77.25806451612901,7.22983870967742,28.39717741935484,8.278499904357787,2.536943548387097,662,29,107,13,16,222,102,155,0.15,0.772,0.078,-0.9135,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,10,10,5,5,0,27,23,16,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,9,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,16,0,9,16,3,15,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,4,7,67,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661572755986807,0.13510251337794724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504036573301775,0.0,0.0,0.0940190647721636,0.0,0.0,0.1561903319632813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989639990360508,0.0,0.23087656870103934,0.08427979287420283,0.0,0.1176459779960269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202736461542176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806545871471857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245409694314095,0.0,0.15419238611193314,0.09131702084268012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636380691648294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722332409798292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534064552699814,0.14607543352439484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457438571391946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607149397857633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163433145596112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051501906865714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584955086411986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813128412441888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857056349228687,0.0,0.1365114746177852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540593963465027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643649934476504,0.0,0.0,0.19571712425331114,0.0,0.0,0.11558850639086905,0.15837219150793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790315070669946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858909196051518,0.13583617023092634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040604314965607,0.0,0.09821335028839356,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrilock,2018/01/13,"Walgreens no longer taking manufacturer coupons? Just talked to local pharmacist, apparently corporate has a new policy as of this new year, where you can’t use manufacturers coupons without having the prescription go through insurance first.


As someone without insurance, who has been depending on these to save $450 or so a month on my adderall xr generic, this is seriously bad news.
Does anyone know if other pharmacies are still taking manufacturers coupons without other insurance?",12.471962025316449,12.69578882278481,11.380854430379749,48.64444620253167,53.17721518987342,14.988607594936704,50.129746835443036,13.816669648895859,7.685554430379746,403,24,51,14,4,129,63,79,0.095,0.866,0.039,-0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,12,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,11,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509553220611444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025914942656684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892681183995566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836359411918521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269527386570035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864750928214984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232135469159246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170158542849597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292291382191028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241004928725978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246448552171702,0.17352422074897556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864596613024677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243308272688193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902609500145235
adhd,sktzo,2018/01/13,"what are your experiences with meditation? I have tried it on and off when my mind races i cant even breath to 10. But I’ve had periods where i meditated for 30 minutes and it felt amazing and i could focus with clarity. 

Its a challenge for us, but it maybe we a way around the medication. I for one get really depressed on the pills. Doesn’t matter which pill.",2.1726418786692747,4.3176422328767154,4.156594911937379,83.83630136986301,78.72602739726028,8.007045009784736,24.127201565557733,8.841846274778883,1.8131776908023487,285,10,60,7,7,97,57,73,0.07,0.835,0.094,-0.3269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,0,0,13,8,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,9,2,10,5,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658723452697804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384571658576459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25723699324123595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972633194342816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921485746992593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867621895457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603847735818535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000459472591762,0.0,0.0,0.3008703690421097,0.0,0.0,0.3015633055089831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023809828372596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913304135135265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277177528792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592534036140539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706385604493185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,umiumisumi,2018/01/13,"Do you ever take a break from your meds cause you aren’t sure if you really needed them anymore? Maybe since I was diagnosed as an adult, it seems that I’m always fighting with some doubt that I’m actually benefiting from the meds. Even though I remember that every time I have done it in the past I’ve been re-convinced of how much more functional I am on my adderall, I still keep having the urge to “do it on my own” every few months. 
Anyone else deal with this?",6.2654736842105265,5.356763547368423,6.725263157894738,80.68684210526318,66.15789473684211,10.126315789473685,28.47368421052632,9.3871,2.0678,367,9,78,6,5,120,72,95,0.06,0.914,0.026,-0.4696,1,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,5,4,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,2,2,13,15,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,12,2,10,12,5,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,5,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.18080417419050374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416577410571794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374555623077268,0.12955037947474432,0.18983875766083427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903310935306532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910130312159568,0.0,0.1880528256676448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960327322371384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547756290001688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237408250171485,0.1675941624366903,0.31220867437899313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468321035779085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613621432256286,0.0,0.4116032077469664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478867825730276,0.0,0.1362003265965656,0.13738096479847028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686839780398889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869355070947114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988336037831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866973417501913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532635141361417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796290058178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174621909793402,0.0,0.13930566876890998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203426424953098,0.0,0.1080368365370554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phoenix-sparx,2018/01/13,"(Kind of gross.) How to deal with perspiration? 18 F, been on Aderrall XR for 2 years, and one of the most stubborn and embarrassing side-effects I’ve had is the sweating. It’s a lot more intense than the perspiration I get from exercising or from being hot, and it *smells* different too. Like how those Dove commercials say “stress sweat” smells different from regular sweat? And it never. Ever. Stops. It’s currently around 35-40 degrees F where I am, and just sitting in class has me sweating. It shows through my clothes and sometimes I can even feel it drip down my sides and it’s so embarrassing. Nobody has told me anything yet, but I think they’re too polite or they just think I’m anxious all the time. 

I’ve used Dove clinical protection white gel (the $9 stuff), and I put it on after my shower before I go to bed bc I’ve heard you need to give it time to work. Like if you put it in only a half-hour before you know you’ll start sweating then it doesn’t work (and really, it doesn’t). But still, it’s not enough. 

Does anyone have any advice? I can’t keep wearing the same black shirts over and over again, and no matter how much I touch-up my perfume during the day, I can still smell it. It’s just really embarrassing and if I can do something to fix it so it’s one less thing to worry about, that’d be great. ",2.037100371747212,4.0289509553903375,3.301567286245355,90.55672267657994,78.47955390334572,6.534483271375464,21.912416356877323,7.554174236665415,0.7265627063197027,1033,30,224,15,25,335,161,269,0.08199999999999999,0.862,0.056,-0.7602,4,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,1,2,19,10,1,4,9,0,18,11,9,4,3,43,32,24,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,21,14,0,4,4,2,0,3,6,6,0,2,4,10,21,4,25,24,8,29,0,0,2,0,10,10,0,6,17,141,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640320444896714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492422748895694,0.0,0.0,0.1576940447002601,0.0,0.09760276473100774,0.0,0.1148685472716606,0.12426239181043808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375572147099691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002233359943076,0.1439084935290535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916782738144837,0.0,0.0,0.12215388576976127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423111168528,0.0,0.09219616979907252,0.12626480657887598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705795901397816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729286620288104,0.1339049658820599,0.07933074359491532,0.0,0.0,0.15389561560736942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374654840511685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407170631894625,0.0,0.14535881033833745,0.0767135916526025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639071830782326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867222683022938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026128096805966,0.10350229802574967,0.1076584181882641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891760871841492,0.10616251762796186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28064780871248235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884654220164434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111005513437469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074612101430095,0.13805552068715435,0.0,0.0988006893661756,0.0,0.2229493766510572,0.11670132756951387,0.1598969099624056,0.0,0.1597941918765879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927356746898072,0.17888395590145909,0.0,0.0,0.16278908609239906,0.0,0.0,0.13338175499827767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055870707596948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324259826829832,0.1417577936247275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988971741189246
adhd,DippintheDots,2018/01/13,Losing insurance = no medication So my insurance is gone and i have 10 pills left (vyvanse 40mg) i have been on medication for about 2/3 years now and was off of it for a few months last year (lost insurance.) Does anyone know what I can do without medication so that I dont lose control of my day to day life. THANK YOU ALL!,1.2115351812366733,3.3987660597014937,3.4652452025586378,87.26626865671642,82.43283582089552,7.410660980810236,23.004264392324096,8.418075326091056,1.46728315565032,254,9,56,6,7,87,52,67,0.073,0.835,0.092,0.3064,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,1,6,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,9,8,2,11,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309462951487278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134896744634021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551536365801502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657341843886728,0.0,0.2230845646165167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460940412802328,0.1551577221988794,0.0,0.0,0.20681192188335734,0.0,0.13444729240119455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258978685070229,0.2077855822780536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575261921349041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151932681451858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524539240782122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348713825935845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451536832815066
adhd,alejandroELmaestro,2018/01/13,"Strategies for getting out of bed? I keep procrastinating with YouTube videos, food, sleeping. And the cycle continues.

**What has worked for you in the past?**",2.8392307692307703,3.3639319615384657,2.0159615384615357,86.39778846153845,133.23076923076923,4.3769230769230765,26.32692307692308,5.985473137389443,1.634553846153846,125,6,20,2,8,36,24,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425158100883161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440389415863855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987854748326356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42829228218172416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44897934696043895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32662642620667043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dopaminjutsu,2018/01/13,"Tips for ADHD and weight management In my experience managing my weight has always been difficult. I am very underweight. 

When started on medication this was exacerbated as I could go an entire day without feeling the need to eat, and working as a shift worker on a 12-hour shift, I would straight up forget to eat then go home and sleep after like a pop-tart or something. Upon waking up I'd eat similar bird-feed-levels then work my shift again, forgetting to eat a lunch if I remembered to pack it. I am currently re-evaluating different medication options with my provider.

Additionally I find myself not eating to satiety but eating to when I'm bored of eating. I can be eating amazing homecooked food and still not finish because I just completely lose interest in the act of eating. Its just another chore to me.

There are some clear solutions that I've discussed with docs, based around organizing life and using tools and the environment to remind you to do what you need to do. But are there any other tips and tricks you've found when it comes specifically to managing your weight?

TL;DR: I can't gain weight in part because ADHD; help me gain weight. 

Thanks much.",6.336328725038402,7.786891142857144,6.7460092165898615,72.46377572964673,66.14285714285714,10.026298003072196,31.97818740399385,10.203070172399654,3.4398635330261134,946,38,161,23,15,307,139,217,0.08900000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.114,0.8208,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,6,10,8,1,0,8,0,14,21,2,1,1,35,25,18,0,5,9,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,7,12,16,0,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,6,19,4,29,19,3,26,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,4,13,104,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745436094815696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489278956947557,0.0,0.0,0.05303494427285025,0.08177788086622771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942641725100525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508229270823557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718030109629185,0.08176959711629407,0.0,0.0,0.062267576857331725,0.0,0.0,0.050296215961443236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148152166501385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7182165660585681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628784718386669,0.0,0.0,0.03943339576083876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128019699154747,0.0,0.09430416368159136,0.08551050985390027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864547391064237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227413626607722,0.0,0.07822895694922374,0.0,0.0768030931507159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055085677354685024,0.03810130635843696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872493307660597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713068433940394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733061818937778,0.11565516524316548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445408878794207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834591736181592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804495470559396,0.0,0.0,0.060039459284412684,0.0,0.0,0.05520075531048063,0.0,0.062281822455342514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180145447084242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673571382197948,0.0,0.06434878923497322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748457190915573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517825845632052,0.0,0.1135533062334636,0.0,0.0,0.055400886745865977,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,axiscarthage,2018/01/13,"Looking for medication advice in the UK Hey guys,

I'm a 32 year old man who's been managing his ADHD without medication for my whole life. I'm pleased with where I'm gotten to - but I now want to try some medication to make things that bit more manageable.

I've gone to get a referral from my GP, and her lack of knowledge about the topic means I want to go in armed with as much knowledge as possible.

What medications are available on the NHS, and can anyone give me any general advice on the process I'm entering into?",7.640857142857143,5.973690419047622,8.445714285714287,71.91428571428574,63.85714285714285,12.20952380952381,37.19047619047619,11.20814326018867,3.9941047619047616,414,17,83,10,5,141,76,105,0.03,0.921,0.049,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,3,6,1,1,0,16,17,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,20,14,6,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,3,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501208644638535,0.3171287314751011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034638068598092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346009462405116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715234328582413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477723881489113,0.15566024324700495,0.09221945402552637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606687587439397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461320846219712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362624936618874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831375253638646,0.0,0.0,0.1767551419484303,0.0,0.6538633178291349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928411175735384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027077270170698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811923768834606,0.0,0.1829304285638157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780225800292363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101678990307173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141727151696014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116408964429007,0.0,0.15641854329574426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449392362389114
adhd,cherrychapsticc,2018/01/13,"Just got my first dose of medication (concerta) what should I expect now that I'm gonna be experimenting? I heard about the ""honeymoon"" period and that for some people it didnt help them too much but I'm really really hoping that I'll find something to work.
My hopes are very high and that worries me.


I start my first dose of concerta tomorrow, and my psychologist said I should use it for a month and then we'll talk about it.",3.3885548172757467,5.105221941860466,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,73.76744186046511,9.565448504983387,22.75083056478405,9.957137785484203,2.0868458471760807,341,9,71,10,7,115,59,86,0.063,0.8390000000000001,0.098,0.6031,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,14,16,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,11,2,7,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,8,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456157323642872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004774255884801,0.3731496189918766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543029473985558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470223807704583,0.23175011555363265,0.0,0.43571830517172255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209670876825388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507914689791892,0.0,0.16124386894392936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206625749848576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810361445281615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086473966843156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886255564768915,0.0,0.0,0.1552535736748464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630126335316618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894437197881645,0.0,0.1809826592804296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968582763207428,0.22275557182534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theCurlGurl,2018/01/13,"Eating tips for when on Vyvanse Food repulses me when I take my medication, but obviously I need  to eat.  What can I do besides for eating before I take my meds?
I’m pretty desperate- I’m out of energy, and my mom will take me off the meds if I lose any more weight ",1.5801785714285683,3.2919238035714287,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,78.82142857142857,8.051428571428572,21.91428571428571,8.841846274778883,1.487282857142857,207,6,45,5,5,74,40,56,0.111,0.77,0.119,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,6,9,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,7,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671472429084674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855802971257865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720040839552616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531797222061115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846208182482887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139541039759528,0.18771370100121326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182342206469372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381656243589414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957048341266874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203039641721306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690678834625594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,says-okay-a-lot,2018/01/13,"Everything just... Stopped? Hi /r/ADHD

I was lying in bed with my computer, mind going a million miles an hour like usual, fidgeting like I do, and generally not being able to focus on much... But suddenly, as I was sitting there, everything sort of... Stopped for a few minutes.

It's important to note that I always have music playing in my head and always have for as long as I can remember. I can't turn it off, and it can switch at random to something else. It doesn't matter whether I've heard it once or have been listening to it for a while, *something* is always playing in my head– in addition to all of the other things I can't really focus on at once. 

For the first time in YEARS though, I didn't have music playing in my head and I didn't feel the need to shake my legs and feet. It felt incredibly weird... Not in a good way. Not really in a bad way either. And as soon as it had come, it came back again a few minutes later.

Has anybody ever experience anything like this? Are there any possible explanations as to why this happened? I appreciate anybody who takes the time to read and respond :)",2.771291866028708,4.628803000000001,4.533971291866031,83.17964114832539,75.81818181818181,7.722488038277513,26.124401913875605,8.532816995589336,1.9010909090909087,860,32,171,17,19,291,124,220,0.057,0.833,0.11,0.8914,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,11,0,20,4,4,0,2,32,31,18,0,1,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,15,11,0,2,3,4,0,4,8,3,0,2,9,4,15,7,34,21,5,37,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,3,19,124,30,2,0.12655779608319284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209787698491872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159186740246393,0.0,0.0,0.08606364118831993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414628275338723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731513324143497,0.10567047340679206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474840333759892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901833513256612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572279908581277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447877212781316,0.0,0.0,0.2274839732515476,0.12379780910645295,0.0,0.0,0.06399142433595792,0.0,0.12151533115257725,0.0,0.0,0.10764999669628376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192571203963374,0.10615067486061684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191464111282737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896544321192295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463393601527935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854892394551322,0.0,0.0,0.11199966699203716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778729647181367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303454204779923,0.09384100218767613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695598448579221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267489942551412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659204442017707,0.0,0.16215232973694407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433653119943528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486074895866906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161596881705835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515571234250443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407937618232206,0.0,0.12434239208270913,0.0,0.147593737293892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765854015251633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938553243488264,0.0,0.0,0.200911375500642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419872615913992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149907131724181
adhd,spiral_arm,2018/01/13,"If I move to the Netherlands, what are my options? My ADHD is being successfully treated with Adderall XR in the States, but it looks like it's not prescribed in NL? I'm planning a move to Amsterdam in about a year, and will probably be spending a few months there this summer.  I'm trying to sort out what's going to happen with my ADHD treatment once I get there (and over the summer since I'll be there for more than a month).  I'm 42, recently diagnosed, I went through medication titration under the care of an ADHD expert here in the States.  I hear that methylphenidate is sometimes prescribed in NL for severe cases, but Concerta did nothing for me except give me eye strain and headaches, and nausea when it was wearing off (and we started with a super-low dose).  So it has to be Adderall.  I'm taking Adderall XR right now, 15 mg with another 5 mg for evening coverage, and it's working great.  I REALLY don't want to go back to life how it was before.",7.91,6.309681904761902,8.021164021164022,74.95809523809527,63.28571428571429,10.516402116402118,36.873015873015866,9.150863307647796,3.2273111111111117,756,30,144,10,9,247,119,189,0.041,0.8740000000000001,0.085,0.8797,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,11,6,0,1,11,0,13,6,2,1,0,21,29,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,4,3,11,5,29,20,2,27,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,3,11,96,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536586955747757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605912080700268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443953531621096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664165514550785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517400515012925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105727389039642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829948171168593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775648050219641,0.14276936637946852,0.1691647493855276,0.0,0.0,0.16408338095686748,0.0,0.0,0.1316080972962107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773995771538122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512160850796222,0.07270983680321204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249780257025798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499285392948896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758615847001235,0.3163611938726768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428044673354321,0.0,0.0,0.1584969488194457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046174179782158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534301936112352,0.0,0.14694968231327168,0.0,0.0,0.12709828762306696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813326298519335,0.0,0.12311204870265935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471946845575002,0.0,0.1053412151352739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119001242709358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104443377371766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778260266880611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796503489225034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834854698980728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584034404092813
adhd,SkinnyandJealous,2018/01/13,"Medication eliminates my social anxiety, depression, motivates me and restores my confidence and thinking ability... Or am I just getting high? In a nutshell, I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD a few months back at 24 years old. My Psychologist was going to trial medication for me but decided that I would just become addicted and that I'd be okay without them and tackling my issues without drugs would be best at this age.

I got my hands on my own medication (Vyvanse) to try, and as I said in the title this is what it gives me. It's incredible how much it helps but I'm not sure if I'm eliminating my ADHD symptoms or if I'm just getting high...

When I mentioned to my psychologist that I tried an amphetamine in the past I got these effects she just said I was high. Isn't this what the medication is suppose to do, I mean not get you high but increase focus, motivation etc

I'm not going to continue using the drug unprescribed because that's irresponsible (and expensive) but just wanted to know what the desired effects of the medication is and how it helps you.  

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adhd,LunarBend,2018/01/13,"Just found this subreddit, really enjoying everything on here! I was aware of my ADHD at 21, my parents were aware of it when I was in 2nd grade when they had me tested by a psychologist, they however decided not to tell me at all. At 21 I had friends in university that also had the condition and that led me to figure out that I too had it. I then got tested by a psychologist and psychiatrist and this led me on a path to understanding the condition. 

My whole life I've struggled to understand why I was different from everyone else. Now I'm 24 and after numerous failures am finally starting to cope with what I have. Reading things on here are really helping me get better at living. I'm looking forward to understanding more and more, 

I'm studying medicine and hope to be a psychiatrist one day to help others also suffering from ADHD understand themselves. Wish me luck, medicine isn't a program that likes students with ADHD.",8.307740112994352,7.54294192090396,9.013333333333332,65.46994350282488,61.99435028248588,13.064406779661017,40.00564971751413,12.261556223090626,5.163944632768361,748,36,130,23,9,254,103,177,0.059,0.81,0.13,0.9177,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,0,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,1,24,27,11,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,1,18,6,27,16,4,21,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,2,10,98,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773820454758717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177148055858028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710313226436805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539148883644053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833701630691353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060896461652406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652045539721815,0.11899877304508133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450452735091665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451773181740994,0.10229723300964924,0.0,0.0691771339454489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589788371596727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749909165417924,0.0,0.0,0.13150991532681558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352290053960104,0.06468731721397099,0.0,0.11691770767101145,0.0,0.11118843816523953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972233384210407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470221795239093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324427189128764,0.0,0.16964648550217398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371827662883156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842042767143564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572945594463235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796525276994734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513609588207729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947662160113458,0.1478275616264474,0.15226138640875286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,number34,2018/01/13,"Thought you all might like this illustration I did for an article about ADHD in women. [Here it is!](http://ellatrujillo.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/adhd-1458x1803.jpg)

It's really nice to get illustration work that is personally relevant to me.",8.875135135135135,13.414127324324324,7.387891891891893,55.2753513513514,73.05405405405406,11.608648648648648,34.42702702702703,10.355215969177356,5.84200972972973,209,10,25,8,5,63,34,37,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.7082,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7698724182819418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734259668471868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648152818372393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397857881195025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967204547031105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519123721399826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542810037887536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331809140947223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Anoffalsunday,2018/01/13,"Mishearing Things I was just wondering if this is a common experience for anyone else...
I know a major symptom of Adhd is listening issues as well as auditory processing...but one thing I've noticed is that often when I don't quite hear what someone has said, or if I'm just catching the tail end of it, my brain will try and fill in the gaps for me. This often means I end up mishearing some pretty amusing things....""What did you just say..?!"" Of course, at the moment, I can't think of any good examples of this happening! Just wondering if this is a commonality! ",3.606747474747476,5.404728927272728,5.267575757575756,79.06580808080808,73.36363636363637,8.888888888888891,26.767676767676768,9.444778638647367,2.4632828282828285,442,16,85,11,9,150,77,110,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,0,0,17,20,8,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,4,8,3,12,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,9,6,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860101536666973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236940299422124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718438298046186,0.18637170617919785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030536507072498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519489402857127,0.0,0.3222078579602297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779270513652412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525639000779013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084809772911096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500754638945315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898498828116171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996408244623932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981356858710892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070873111782814,0.0,0.0,0.1232559548363403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505139937474613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346645940450732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302266900404642,0.14464926042703186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411803711037364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905731714189075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168433339374285,0.11655021053519042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349395890161215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635443820559269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394512161291318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pinkies_Up,2018/01/13,"When to take an XR med with an ever shifting schedule? So I was recently prescribed Adzenys, and from googling it looks like it kicks in within an hour, and can last up to 12 hours. 

Is this one of those medications where I should try to hit roughly the same dosing time every day? Or can I just take it say 10 hours before I shouldn't need it any more (giving myself a potential extra 2 hours for lee way.)

I'm asking because my shifts at work can vary day to day. One day I may be working from 1:00 pm to 8:00 pm, the next day 8:00 am to 4 pm, and then from 2:00 pm to 10:00 pm, and so on.

There's no way I could always hit all the times I would really *need* the medication, without changing the times when I take the medication. 

I'm sure a big part of determining this is just to wait and see how the medication effects me (I've only been on it two days so far) and adjust from there, but just looking for other's experiences. 

**tl;dr** How do you take your meds when your schedule isn't consistent? ",2.417075956596232,3.96395482524272,3.857241576242149,88.9909280411194,75.99029126213594,6.788806396344945,22.797258709308966,7.5105763829236425,0.7611191319246147,778,22,171,10,17,257,125,206,0.009000000000000001,0.97,0.021,0.2978,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,3,15,2,0,0,12,0,16,5,0,3,3,29,32,17,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,14,2,24,22,5,34,0,0,3,0,6,9,0,2,24,108,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594755599294593,0.0,0.0,0.07024237781600426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656445573187364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296609169289552,0.0,0.08789422927100743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926966897912233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247058084567148,0.0,0.0,0.3996903384421153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343389441446763,0.08702830663397125,0.0,0.0,0.1010397928786354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908748750176598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068888511525852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419709677036782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050463451846836836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734792115962021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294691539021465,0.416224926685024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318001979200027,0.0,0.0,0.1098526451206018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998721444731546,0.07855852894867156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185560943043822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617175994334706,0.0,0.1019887891839714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214226674050452,0.0,0.0,0.08231067390406592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735186980783253,0.0,0.31065213627611776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069189698100935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012876307137632,0.0,0.10090167124089088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397740730686702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957019294430347,0.0,0.15039620288223066,0.0,0.0,0.07337596129306992,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blob_oui,2018/01/13,"Will medication calm me down and stop making me feel so cloudy  I already take sleep medication which is why i've generally avoided ADHD medicine, not wanting to mix the two (anti-anxiety medication and melatonin are helping me since I will not get through my depression without sleep, but it's probably making my ADHD worse) and i'm prepared to stop my sleep medicine for a while to try ADHD medicine, if it's successful, so what's your experience with ADHD medicine ?

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adhd,JNASYKWA,2018/01/13,"I cannot stop my thoughts My boyfriend hates that I cannot shut myself the fuck up. I try very hard, I swear I do. I have a hard time finishing a sentence without starting another one. I'm afraid if I talk to a doctor they may think I'm pill seeking and it's destroying my day to day life. ",0.7909523809523833,2.5674896031746037,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.53968253968254,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.8520285714285718,227,9,54,3,6,75,45,63,0.256,0.6890000000000001,0.055,-0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,12,0,4,10,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,6,30,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979232130568365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318631569660456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334850849444125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378616253069999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609648662734906,0.25402185354233403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817324269936411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434721753261853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211207915014527,0.0,0.0,0.2151070153417595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680096996211167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486185139397586,0.0,0.20426052190652635,0.15002860365358972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746838775065459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122922364460927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480195946117448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phylosopher-x,2018/01/13,"I'm only realizing now how common my symptoms are, and how much I've let them ruin my life. I like things organized, laid out in lists in journals and planners, and also notebooks and post-its and scrap paper... I also can't keep track of shit, no matter how hard I obsess over it. I will forget at least one detail, and it will probably be the important detail. 

I am not diagnosed ADHD, to start. I'm going to see a psychiatrist asap and get it at least diagnosed, because just doing research on the subject has made me bawl my eyes out today. I've had doctors tell me before that I seem ADHD typical. My mom didn't want me on medication when I was younger, and I resisted it when I got older. 

I got a C average in high school, except for my arts/language/literature classes which I was good at, and managed to have a 2.9 GPA. I flunked out of college due to anxiety, and I'm realizing now that severe ADHD may have been the source of that anxiety (not to mention the terrible relationship I was in at the time). 

I've been told by everyone, my family, parents, teachers, ex boyfriends, that I'm just not trying hard enough. That I make mistakes because I'm just not paying attention, I'm lazy, I'm dumb, I'm never going to do anything for real. 

I'm currently in the best relationship of my life, and I'm even scared these issues are going to ruin that. I know certain things to be absolutely true, but my brain gets confused and forgetful and other things aren't so clear to me. How can I expect my significant other to trust that what I say is true, when sometimes I say things that I don't even realize aren't true because my thoughts are scrambled? 

I'm about to seek treatment for this because it's damaging my life in every aspect, and it's hurting the one I love. I'm losing job opportunities. I'm scared to go back to college, even though I want to. I'm scared of failing everything because I can't keep things straight. 

Does anyone else have insomnia due to their ADHD, not being able to lay still or stay comfortable, or thinking too much? And then the insomnia just exacerbates the ADHD because you don't sleep well. It makes me feel truly insane, and I know I sound insane trying to explain a thought to someone that just doesn't make sense. 

I've read on this sub people forgetting they've already completed certain tasks, like that guy getting his wife a birthday present. I feel like my whole life is in that state, and I have a hard time successfully taking naps when I need them because they just become anxiety naps where I wake up every few minutes feeling like I've forgotten something I was supposed to do. 

I've also come to accept the fact that I sometimes do the opposite, and feel like I've already checked something off of my mental to do list when I haven't, just because I thought about doing it. Obviously that causes a lot of problems. 

When in long serious conversations with my boyfriend, I understand things as we go along, but I forget and my brain just superimposes buzzwords from the conversation to fill in the blanks. I never thought I did this but we've mapped out entire conversations and I definitely just lose track of things and then just assume I still understand when I don't. It's not fair to him, and it causes a lot of communication issues even though he's really skilled at communicating. 

I can't let this rule my life anymore. I can't ignore it. I have so many goals and ambitions, I have projects I haven't finished (some I haven't started). I procrastinate frequently, sometimes to the point of completely dissociating and losing track of time, and then panicking because I haven't been productive and I'm wasting my life. I like reading, and I can read really fast, but it ends up taking me weeks or months to read a book because my mind goes elsewhere and I have to reread entire paragraphs. I have to force myself to be active, do anything, even if it's things I enjoy. I have to also force myself not to do too many things at once, because I get manic and start acting on like 10 different project ideas simultaneously. I'm an artist, and I feel like compared to the same number of years other artists spend working, I've gotten almost nothing done. 

Activity makes me manic and productive, eventually stressed out, burned out, and exhausted. Inactivity makes me extremely depressed, but in an unhealthy comfortable way. 

It's also worth noting that I feel significantly better when I have a regular caffeine intake. It doesn't solve the problem but I definitely feel more clear headed. 

Sorry for the novel, I'm just trying to bring this all to the surface and come to terms with it. 

TL;DR Realizing that ADHD has ruined so much for me, and I'm finally going to seek treatment. If anyone could share their stories of finally getting diagnosed, trying different meds, what worked/didn't, I would appreciate that. ",7.005625647379006,7.0686212314316474,7.542485529175218,72.20652923614357,64.34983853606029,10.326713650303637,34.85876475008632,10.014867643315872,3.475053926924873,3880,161,691,77,53,1283,381,929,0.139,0.737,0.124,-0.6177,5,0,2,0,0,1,109.0,1,1,5,12,49,52,2,6,30,0,65,23,7,13,12,153,137,71,0,11,30,4,10,8,0,4,15,3,0,1,53,46,0,3,26,10,4,11,26,26,1,2,20,15,97,26,92,106,16,92,0,11,2,1,28,36,2,13,50,459,150,23,0.04489970780518763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237643406775072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496057161754048,0.0,0.0990958881299754,0.17953140054995456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030444607251918,0.0,0.04452844523135377,0.06278983933518545,0.04600505664840128,0.07389726764125502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0345251038086274,0.0,0.30107489647423724,0.049588199679943934,0.03820634432247375,0.0,0.04711947324970719,0.0397101428176359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024584627099774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922487362193306,0.0,0.07735424516467686,0.09415297876210024,0.0,0.0,0.035848763159966414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867205254042176,0.13671677487252332,0.0,0.09382127648151184,0.0,0.0459567535021328,0.039292036874111175,0.04594798993029255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037507944466567335,0.0,0.03976781417606325,0.046393400611206316,0.0,0.14827916773048436,0.0,0.07565988066877832,0.04290359494256333,0.040352962225430375,0.0,0.04232744854706813,0.0,0.15891848946101358,0.12830544090964746,0.0,0.09837087044040813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729122080555855,0.0,0.15310523195916328,0.037659744654783264,0.07182079599635129,0.0,0.0,0.044457769849140974,0.0,0.0,0.12066395697616936,0.0,0.04608005377413791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474390064611995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048066065843298214,0.0506863049008392,0.0,0.09372725927660852,0.0445560318580794,0.07981784662841601,0.0,0.0,0.04935141036185893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182598655815864,0.19028394878949687,0.1754858340941658,0.0,0.0,0.03973482849618472,0.0,0.15069386440062327,0.0,0.07634425189444992,0.04052373929581407,0.04248518915478565,0.14985451805953878,0.09104251285331348,0.0,0.0,0.049873453456995336,0.04523173192489088,0.04524834494364886,0.0,0.04533590541532261,0.05258599512177295,0.03583851840190155,0.0,0.09901935439022014,0.03329256441541482,0.06925884527709235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043082480590893535,0.0,0.0,0.047816723444584916,0.06085040804473287,0.0341482510441674,0.0,0.0,0.049855811995483265,0.0,0.0,0.03112780399167321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244473674401629,0.0,0.04300150865177287,0.0,0.04840947909806999,0.08592591306314709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964743321512766,0.05110569727931327,0.05752780508545933,0.0,0.0,0.0964109658724064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141209957799607,0.1348573209910489,0.045440901379846035,0.035779253935968355,0.04087500767075152,0.0,0.050723889626147135,0.046088904835886485,0.0,0.0,0.04493213383719,0.0,0.03804337671827643,0.06913197733937286,0.13322087730565904,0.05026154689468711,0.09534073284611884,0.047857114424112036,0.0717139293050797,0.0,0.051432463590564935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666798820065878,0.06751798486383925,0.0,0.0392443236564647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846433691784666,0.028769919790823963,0.08822746990065737,0.14258141060515436,0.07854414208527108,0.0,0.042559673014284864,0.04290359494256333,0.0,0.12193581722198428,0.0,0.0,0.0934843585968862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529660219496314,0.03563929814638715,0.03601583729269686,0.0,0.04037022955499715,0.0,0.0,0.05012892030348611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032687522035115636,0.0,0.0,0.03189546418925443,0.0,0.0,0.02891393973179552
adhd,kmullmann,2018/01/13,"Intuniv and Low Blood Pressure Low Blood Pressure on Intuniv My 11 year old son recently started taking Guanfacine (the generic version of Intuniv). He took 1mg for one week then increased to 2mg. It made him really dizzy and lowered his blood pressure more than I was comfortable with, BUT he said it really helped him focus. We reduced him back to the 1mg to see how he felt. He is still dizzy, but his pulse and BP are normal and his focus and impulse control is like it is without medication. So, 1mg isn’t enough. He wants to go back to the 2mg, but I worry about the lowered BP and pulse and that he is dizzy all the time. 

We had him on Vyvance, a stimulant, which helped him focus for part of the day, but he didn’t eat while he was on it and the crash and burn at the end of the day wasn’t pleasant for any of us. We wouldn’t give him the Vyvance during the weekends because we wanted him to eat and we wanted to give his system a break, but it made life challenging for him and everyone around him. 

I was so hopeful that the Guanfacine was going to be the answer for us. I want something that works consistently (all day and weekends) for focus and impulse control.

Has anyone experienced dizziness and lowered blood pressure with Intuniv or the generic version, Guanfacine?  If so, did it eventually subside?  If so, how long did it take to subside?  

This is my first post!  I look forward to any feedback any of you may have. Thanks!",4.794315789473687,5.601697273684208,5.496491228070177,82.3721052631579,69.24561403508773,8.105263157894738,31.842105263157894,8.20500826718156,2.300157894736842,1133,48,221,15,19,368,131,285,0.102,0.8170000000000001,0.081,0.452,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,7,1,0,5,11,12,0,4,16,0,21,8,4,7,2,50,41,30,0,9,9,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,22,2,2,2,2,0,5,5,6,0,2,14,5,28,6,31,24,8,34,0,2,2,0,35,8,0,5,21,148,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434627779173653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344424060615656,0.0,0.0,0.10623654923201717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352785098115448,0.0,0.07274763029951165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676965077822839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308903426711681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422611769898034,0.0,0.0,0.10569847254343337,0.12330855196088952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403303264227925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458365644101225,0.0,0.0,0.10150925089308346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289606902471691,0.1356456177085401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998013640583988,0.0,0.0,0.11853003864208247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429229832085675,0.058302753750318986,0.0,0.0,0.10561080023729323,0.10021426779514728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258419122307529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022096446610125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692637332753487,0.0,0.0,0.12522566081577732,0.0,0.08086684316489655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923194536925994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429327650327425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290257340745164,0.0,0.11783235279135988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351822357711144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509731847549724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091872592950774,0.0,0.0,0.08446839101583478,0.0,0.09530386500595267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794553715656326,0.0,0.0,0.10987083958608916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695872279099231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258944331681838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870989975364857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815557119630562,0.0,0.09572613099520703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503803698809713,0.0,0.0868798354127586,0.12119402018600502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685006903656315
adhd,Auzz1e0123454321,2018/01/13,Itchy brain feeling. Anyone else get that? Its really distracting and rather uncomfortable.,8.272051282051281,11.745875692307695,6.069230769230771,59.267435897435924,99.76923076923076,10.964102564102564,27.41025641025641,8.841846274778883,5.29568717948718,76,3,8,3,3,22,13,13,0.407,0.509,0.085,-0.6901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332518067081498,0.4872607630365115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308749853147353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972639307976119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404541403449465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845707802942785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046517518279235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_ingeniousdesignx,2018/01/13,"the ADHD struggle is REAL. a letter to my teacher After spending OVER THREE HOURS writing this email, I felt the need to share it with the world. Yay at posting on reddit for the first time ever!

*Note: I'm a special education teacher taking a required course for my licensure. Here goes:

I wanted to write to you to explain why my lesson plan assessment is not completed. I know there was a time limit of one hour for the assignment, but in all actuality I spent a good 4 hours total (AT LEAST) on it---much of which was spent over-analyzing every little requirement and brainstorming the most effective way to modify the lesson. To be completely honest, the only reason there's any content in the document at all is because at 3:00 today, the only content it included was my learning goal. It was very important to me that I met the deadline, so at that point I had to tell my brain to stop over-thinking just to submit something ""acceptable.""

As unbelievable as it seems that one could spend THAT MUCH TIME on something that is of such little substance, I wanted to explain to you my thoughts as to why I believe this happened. The reason I over-think and over-analyze is because I am so passionate about teaching that I want my work to be an accurate reflection of my knowledge and devotion to the profession. I could probably work on the assessment for another 20 hours, and STILL not be satisfied.

Another factor that plays into this issue is my struggle with ADHD. I don't remember if I shared that with you during our brief conversation about why my brochure was not complete, but after this incidence I feel as though it is important for you as my teacher to know that I do significantly struggle with ADHD in every aspect of life, including the classroom (as a student AND as the actual teacher). 

You would think that as a person with ADHD, the 4+ hours I spent on the assessment would comprise of novel distractions and attending to things other than my actual task at hand. Instead of being distracted by external stimuli, my distractions were caused by my desire to produce something I was proud of that I could submit knowing that I thoroughly analyzed the task and made the most effective decisions. My thoughts would be going in a solid direction for a while until *poof,* I have an even better idea and abandon my previous thoughts. Or I get ""off-task"" by over-analyzing an insignificant detail that shifts my focus from completing the assignment to making every attempt to ensure perfection. During this process, my concept of time is non-existent. I kid you not---I once spent TWO ENTIRE HOURS editing ONE PARAGRAPH of an essay just changing the wording or sentence structure and adding or eliminating content as my inability to be satisfied and distractibility took control.

That being said, much of my adult life has been spent relentlessly trying to overcome my difficulties with ADHD. I have tried at least a dozen different medications in countless combinations in attempt to find something that allows me to function ""neurotypically,"" and still have not discovered a combination that effectively treats my symptoms of ADHD. In addition to medication, I have gone to therapy to develop organizational strategies and have drowned myself in resources in attempt to come up with a solution to overcome my difficulties. I'm honestly surprised I haven't given up yet, despite the incredible amount of failure and heartbreak that ADHD has caused.

Please know that what I have shared with you is just a small portion of how ADHD significantly impacts my life. However, I am not looking for pity or want to use ADHD as an excuse. I just want you to know that I'm not being neglectful of this course. As I have witnessed throughout my academic career, many academic issues caused by ADHD can be interpreted as carelessness/apathy/etc. and can cause negative perceptions of students.

Thank you for taking the time to read this email in its entirety, and I apologize for taking up so much of your time. I know you are very busy! Thank you for all that you do, and I hope you have a great weekend!",9.077489878542508,8.867217099865046,9.082078272604589,63.78967611336035,60.18758434547908,12.350337381916333,40.45748987854251,11.710417453093624,5.105727125506075,3305,159,516,88,39,1084,326,741,0.085,0.7659999999999999,0.149,0.9938,2,0,4,0,0,0,84.0,1,14,0,22,21,32,0,7,43,1,52,9,2,16,6,120,100,42,1,15,17,0,3,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,37,27,0,7,32,4,7,6,9,11,0,7,24,5,76,21,118,61,13,64,0,4,1,1,35,32,0,9,24,394,113,19,0.0,0.0,0.14454206327969174,0.0,0.5933645814320416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03357516715061607,0.10354327913237196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019434760445432,0.0,0.0,0.05562618876587742,0.0,0.04366619045621798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551163242577169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287768309459409,0.05222982926455858,0.0425302575398651,0.2070655812811744,0.0,0.05537574411565912,0.11826038452833774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158402157480682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506367404957704,0.03261023969892783,0.04466048445449985,0.12479602910331285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02496434892389115,0.0,0.04740558845149054,0.0,0.04512580453007473,0.041996441039860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02579522722977076,0.0,0.028059675035983958,0.04141152526648615,0.0,0.05443363780195632,0.0,0.0,0.04366016508344457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903828700822172,0.29173331571196204,0.0,0.0,0.0557358318625595,0.0,0.10306465965904492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628038529632412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462031308677708,0.0,0.09896894442046164,0.0,0.0,0.04146068020189149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046717695519780604,0.03295669802228196,0.05005622523346714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947571480501996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145178626277309,0.036609272981354565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052580373798007236,0.10036877174764862,0.07510041153410943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311038615178988,0.0,0.054196459738405485,0.04667321311433623,0.0,0.047285452367073766,0.0,0.05323218160887172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938611697877469,0.056197005411051534,0.0,0.1015268323979731,0.0,0.0,0.05592970791554053,0.0,0.04696479721269134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494710276029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203823884387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885829345364692,0.04127783478987029,0.0,0.1548453736682294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131719798483008,0.11136650401223497,0.0,0.043153964944885284,0.09091160058972654,0.056462049375570776,0.0,0.032801065238035845,0.09490820539972747,0.048508482100464295,0.11758935984427818,0.17273790644703996,0.0,0.04679959969246875,0.0,0.054854948586189466,0.06704172083567864,0.0,0.048230008479546886,0.0,0.0,0.04264220893458138,0.0,0.08147538888279772,0.1456066534929248,0.039189795607960654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365369857373344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188790880365595,0.0,0.0,0.10521896788738723,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,submarinebunnies,2018/01/13,"Vyvanse day to day vs high distraction situations  I'm on 20 mg vyvanse, we are slowly titrating up. I started at 10, which I developed a tolerance for within a couple of weeks. I think 20 is sitting better with me, especially during my regular day to day tasks. For example, I'm starting, finishing and cleaning up after projects. It's amazing! I'm also a better mom in all aspects for sure, which was definitely a motivator to get a dx and rx. 
Today I went to a business workshop, and it was much harder to deal with my ADHD. Though I think my meds helped me be more aware of what was happening, I still could barely deal with the noise distractions in the room. This was my typical experience when I was in college too, but I wasn't medicated or aware of my ADHD and I really struggled without knowing it/why. 
I would really like to get more out of experiences like this, instead of struggling and feeling overwhelmed. On the plus side, I at least didn't feel nearly as exhausted or as drained as I used to after something like that- just overwhelmed in the moment and frustrated at the lack of ease.

Is vyvanse a medication which you can take extra of for high distraction situations? Or can you take something on top of it, like adderall? Are there other solutions or coping mechanisms that have worked well for folks? 
(Cross posted in twoXadhd)",5.541067366579178,6.964506763779527,6.591286089238848,72.93978127734034,67.97637795275591,9.738932633420823,33.796150481189855,9.994966539143718,3.649417147856518,1074,50,184,26,18,359,145,254,0.112,0.736,0.152,0.7185,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,5,9,18,1,7,12,0,17,5,0,2,2,32,34,18,0,3,8,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,2,0,12,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,9,1,0,8,2,22,9,46,23,7,39,0,2,0,0,7,21,0,4,18,136,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779795856008436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248590667418592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456747685364154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233775690050136,0.12796541560279956,0.0,0.2983408057200494,0.23846180271474215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262573571432321,0.0,0.0,0.11695304347135055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084554421003173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226962458619854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751829652501367,0.2443828495097043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355865769142037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600456556565865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846197232944698,0.2330120371535369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544882461517455,0.0,0.0,0.08501664835064009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076150199447853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817773370024254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259992699951881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806727917304135,0.0,0.0,0.1637164695283323,0.0,0.09235888196481913,0.0,0.0,0.24180666294921654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899951468689946,0.0,0.17391002431378613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820873165625356,0.11362632835169804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096234400897402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988516284652164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276809952023377,0.0,0.10398396246009438,0.10720945454211407,0.10435686284105597,0.0,0.0,0.11148324864877762,0.0,0.08419516316057797,0.0,0.0,0.08215501342107617,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JessTheBorkNork,2018/01/13,"My old doctor convinced me to try medication for ADHD, 4 years later, my new doctor is trying to take it away from me. It wouldn't be so bad if I had just never known what it was like to think clearly on medication.. So that I knew how to do things without it's support. I flunked out of high school/college and my old doctor prescribed me Adderall. A high high dose. Twice a day.
I got a new doctor 4 years later due to a new location, and he swears that I should try to go without it. I just accepted a job in the office, before I was just a miserable machine operator. With this new job, I need my brain to work. I'm basically like a secretary, and I have to remember things long enough to write them down. I recall having a job in college where I was taking calls for pizza orders and my boss yelled at me so bad that I went home and cried because he made me feel bad for forgetting something immediately after he'd said it. I don't want to go back to that.. I'll never be able to get a better job if I go back to that. Until you've experienced the look of doubt on someone's face WHILE YOU ARE TALKING TO THEM, you can't tell me that I don't need this medication :( I'm so scared to lose everything that I've worked so hard for...",2.8618898597845965,3.8454450000000016,4.715504978662874,85.5340825035562,73.90347490347492,7.6147937411095326,24.828490144279623,8.032893268588372,1.2384084942084947,961,29,211,14,19,329,135,259,0.14800000000000002,0.785,0.067,-0.968,4,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,4,12,14,0,3,11,0,17,11,2,3,3,34,37,15,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,2,8,2,1,0,18,7,1,0,6,0,0,4,8,8,0,1,9,6,31,6,35,23,1,37,0,3,1,0,12,12,0,3,22,135,49,12,0.08729617619068313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491303956317552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201763114554336,0.13425074203851906,0.2186659822665148,0.05321493875202709,0.0,0.0742826162710846,0.0,0.0,0.07720637379214784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745140320764037,0.08913915618830445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589075043282616,0.056298811810521335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574053415474973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020028574379467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845617427025102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413956963862151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560864904283121,0.0,0.14883728601100496,0.0,0.06981872675715056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782002271503993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766996091143396,0.08756518241439779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34651193939317315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529700437317393,0.0,0.0,0.07725436887829258,0.07330680189638841,0.09766209166029226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260175264486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638251404657568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945801703911886,0.13465638543362118,0.3372447637674667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832053042293652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098889550251526,0.0,0.08303865418053975,0.0,0.0873987013079399,0.08834839082538924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396576679956668,0.06720486133688089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990626662346962,0.0,0.0,0.13127172070444074,0.07016535970168823,0.07630070572537481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599140099421272,0.055935864837886866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780512008591665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514895464832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092442991172763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830079735301318,0.0,0.12710531191851562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243175069847504
adhd,Thenaze18,2018/01/13,"Jokes too bad I always say things that I think are funny, but they are not.

90% of the time I end laughing alone.

I'm the only one.?

(Sorry if my english isn't that good)",-1.4359459459459458,0.5420210810810815,1.0095135135135145,101.00508108108109,94.94594594594594,2.9600000000000004,12.805405405405404,3.1291,-1.676368648648649,128,2,31,0,5,43,31,37,0.12,0.684,0.196,0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646910100569625,0.0,0.0,0.2929927578644657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940062045134279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31187456112959944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29534226559358745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386062032412511,0.2678037762043618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800206357411057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394170466852324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339334486944045,0.2256248248589364,0.0,0.0,0.20532450131400665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ColdbloodedEdward,2018/01/13,"Medication Effects and Hyperfocus - Wondering Whether Others Can Relate I'm not on an exactly low dose for adhd. in fact, it consists of two different medications (IR) at upper dosages. 

It feels like l-amp (Vyvanse) controls my mood and impulses in the morning along with improved focus - else I'm all over the place, my mind remains a nonabsorbent sponge which I can't remember or learn at all and have issues even taking care of myself. Hell, it's a chore to brush my teeth daily, and d-amp (Adderall or Dexedrine) makes me focused and controls irritation, frustration and impulsivity and ""giveupness"". I feel like medications for me improve uncontrollable emotions most, focus coming in at second, and then motivation. Another good part is during class instead of thinkin about women or other distracting things, it numbs that part and can take notes and absorb *some* of the things talked about in class.

Tho, sometimes I notice that sometimes it feels like I've gone like autistic on a task - no offense or ablism intended, and may become too detailed in completing a task - it has to be done completely properly and satisfactory to its standards. Normally unmedicated, I prob wouldn't even start the said task to begin with as I just *hate* the thought of ""there's TOO MUCH of it"" or ""this is gonna take a long time"". Other problems are sleeping and sleep cycle. I work terrible shifts - well until I can finish internship applications which I'm still putting off. Hours are in the area of 8ish to 4am-ish, it's extensive physical labor. It feels like the medications also interfere with sleep a bit. Does anyone else have that?",6.934793814432992,8.49369858762887,7.034328178694158,70.54510051546393,64.84192439862544,10.218625429553263,34.824914089347075,10.355215969177356,3.944220481099656,1303,59,211,32,20,418,184,291,0.097,0.79,0.113,0.6077,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,5,13,19,4,2,14,0,15,10,4,6,4,53,36,24,0,3,8,0,4,5,0,3,6,1,1,1,21,18,0,3,10,0,0,3,4,10,1,2,4,6,13,8,35,28,8,29,1,1,0,0,3,17,1,9,14,140,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141272957500144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594202574910965,0.0,0.20578514529193367,0.0,0.0,0.09957718079453597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640046784250853,0.0973010065615238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487937835416293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367520415483496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968212973646228,0.0,0.0,0.08180237635455126,0.1991341881031351,0.0,0.21301857656594114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921631776596627,0.0,0.0,0.08310292424857572,0.09718031006601507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865911343367795,0.10682080285584716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544457782149065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206496120596572,0.27136687697704753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965061514357935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375648615027964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351960959661887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911689425323042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197108017315465,0.0,0.0,0.08403943152980875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338866423498632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826616781236665,0.0,0.0,0.09588574716910436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980886851109132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304375994888374,0.0,0.10811621697765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567175326617448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921631776596627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086694419984744,0.0,0.0954642312071894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757477807461413,0.0,0.09033173649152426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850953026356693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878420388424896,0.0,0.06721543201318989,0.0,0.07583772322241776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420149327711746,0.07632781198049901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617864262481526,0.0,0.0,0.07539016240579695,0.05537379758647176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276523429299713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538330907494936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298352464911874,0.06913433060905202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Herr4chan,2018/01/13,"Those who are taking Focalin are any of you struggling with depression and anxiety? Have you considered switching to Amphetamine? I was taking Focalin all through highschool and 2/3 of my freshman year of college and methylphenidate since second grade before that, my grades sucked and I was becoming extremely depressed. I switched to adderall around 10 months ago and have turned into a locomotive compared to when I was on Focalin. I’m driven, my grades are some of the best I have had in all of school, I’m usually happy and I still get sad but that’s all it is just being sad anxiety is also present but much less than what Focalin gave me.",7.730672268907561,8.251055344537818,6.905546218487397,75.83210084033617,62.78151260504202,9.825210084033614,38.008403361344534,9.606745405546679,3.7100050420168067,522,25,89,9,7,160,79,119,0.151,0.8079999999999999,0.04,-0.8899,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,8,1,1,2,0,13,0,0,0,3,16,22,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,6,0,12,2,15,15,7,12,0,4,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,68,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884399892751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700007316401661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445621849664598,0.0,0.3252473506229288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892419179430779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477871281808066,0.1808905424961964,0.0,0.22309035919097006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661909396216932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106465660509923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262961382271597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696799092125269,0.0,0.15627129517277616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514304621082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584897522110554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976724424402898,0.0,0.0,0.22223553347240674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966850340836483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122678832744584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234127639073614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689501930992845
adhd,Brosam,2018/01/13,"I'm worried today... With the threat of school looming ever closer (classes start 1/16),  I've began to start pre-anxiety. 

Last semester I started with just 11 hours for college, and I'm still only doing 11 hours. 

Las semester I had a 3.72 GPA, and made the Dean's list for that. 

I haven't been on my meds for ~ 1 month.

My psyche isn't very healthy right now, ie feeling like I'm having a low time right now, or I am exhibiting a large amount of symptoms including but not limited to being angry or anxious for no cause.

I start meds back tomorrow, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm going to fail at school again.

I feel as if I'm barely hanging on to hope.

But, hopefully with my 2 days off from work I can tackle my headspace and get my mindset on track for school. 

I feel as if I'm placing too much faith on the medication and not enough on me.

Anybody have any words of encouragement or any tips for trying not to rely on medication? I would really appreciate anything <3",5.083933333333333,5.12018406,6.190999999999999,80.36133333333336,68.4,9.266666666666667,30.66666666666667,9.075114841892004,2.4019166666666667,772,28,158,13,12,259,123,200,0.112,0.753,0.134,0.6682,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,1,1,7,0,12,3,0,2,1,31,32,14,0,5,12,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,4,4,16,5,28,26,3,35,1,2,0,0,1,13,0,7,20,91,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311232888059105,0.0,0.09737042633528377,0.1437924966618131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047422889780208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787204630284764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075373549465438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820863979244704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151639102767593,0.0,0.0,0.1151339089120818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743053262048626,0.09093032799569982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649962217191399,0.0,0.07233732703878193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283960702939723,0.2506943771289996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375186575462088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218358449825346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043736126590185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827633465250412,0.25644656629270896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159532472078656,0.0,0.09356695822915947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680374100774904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329826604850962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154014589259989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173963649343018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864487152777287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603635843794729,0.0,0.1016476163027784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229479416928686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421919186299583,0.0,0.12064850871924852,0.0,0.0,0.08641616268032354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050210282846956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926628544805925,0.1292611087838753,0.0,0.09041752242904076,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Silvardo,2018/01/13,"How do I bring up ADHD to my girlfriend? Just recently I was told to go to a doctor for a possibility of having ADHD... and to my relief/surprise/kinda sad, I do, the doctor said he was certain. I have read a lot about if after it was first brought up and realized it fit me perfectly. This has kinda made me slightly depressed because I have gone all my life thinking I was lazy or just not good enough, and how stupid I must be for not remembering things every song day. I really don’t know how I feel to be honest. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist soon that the doctor referred me to. I really don’t know how to bring this up with my girlfriend, I know she would be amazing and supportive but I just hate letting people into my head. I can’t stand the fact that someone will look at me and be like “ahh that’s his ADHD”. I feel like it would be better to go along in ignorance I suppose. I love her and she is one of the few I would trust, but it’s just like the words won’t come out, and now she can tell something is up and keeps asking what’s wrong. Any advice?",4.190446428571431,4.346933580357142,5.505357142857147,84.08964285714286,70.33928571428572,8.364285714285714,26.714285714285715,8.192908349453996,1.4977892857142856,838,24,181,11,14,282,123,224,0.096,0.748,0.157,0.9337,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,11,18,2,0,10,0,29,6,1,5,5,51,51,16,0,5,10,0,2,3,2,6,4,2,0,0,11,14,0,2,9,2,0,7,6,6,0,2,9,5,32,12,25,30,4,23,0,2,1,1,13,9,0,4,9,137,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447027479887517,0.12115937719088933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431590980101351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591179274710628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558177090199382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096570736146818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680445289992672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996183019481909,0.0,0.10679045229654842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807200939834229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811247165293738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446501215414412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538384590405308,0.08857686085143521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546390190094687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093017132374056,0.10399502743882456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241221655589528,0.1272471839772638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020599351270063,0.0,0.0,0.20442124562072714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678585687781532,0.08757620219736947,0.18172242966963914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411846816754286,0.0,0.0,0.10540993630384914,0.11190376935964416,0.11732019036232133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401729635030747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595748218418288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977753886228714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402128531259635,0.0,0.1588594326169396,0.0,0.12242292782393575,0.0,0.14045393092606595,0.0,0.11794072648527425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505440336755427,0.09545181394897133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069980948735522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837074316046358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237194011814901,0.0794463325624144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847559175389652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423198329739045,0.1355611215370703,0.0,0.0
adhd,ple8,2018/01/14,"Can't dedicate myself towards anything. Thoughts constantly jumping from topic to topic. Until I finished high school this was not a big problem to me. I could get by in school with studying a day before the exam and in my free time video games and TV provided entertainment.

But then I entered university and since then every day is filled with regret over the past and feeling terrible. Passing courses requires regular studying and listening to lectures. I can't do that. I can only pass the easiest courses. Because I just can't focus. My thoughts are always on some other topic. But it's not just university. I stopped playing video games and watching tv shows and got an interest in other things but it's too many things that I all want to do and know at once. 

Like I will browse through an online science and philosophy magazine and open like 20 different 1000-5000 word articles and read none of them. Because as I start reading one I get this uncomfortable sensation all over my body like an itch and a pressure feeling in my head that makes me distract myself with something that doesn't take focus. 

Or I went to an art exhibition of an artist I liked but after looking at just a few pieces I felt this feeling of impatience and had to go out.

When I am home I don't know what to do. I have several books I want to read and some lectures I wanted to watch but I feel overwhelmed wanting to do everything at once that I default to browsing the internet without a clear purpose. 

For some reason I don't feel any sense of urgency to study for university even though I am aware of how bleak my future will be without a university degree since my parents are poor and I don't have any skills/talents or physical strength/dexterity for manual labor and no street smarts either. Somehow I am rationally aware of the long term consequences but don't feel it physically. I actually do feel anxiety over it but somehow it doesn't translate into action to improve my future. Instead I distract myself with internet or sometimes I manage to read or watch a lecture on a totally different topic than what I study. 

People here are able to finish college. I tried to follow advice from r/getdisciplined but I couldn't dedicate myself to it for longer than a few days. I got diagnosed with ADHD and have been taking Ritalin (50mg right now) but I don't feel any benefit from it. I still feel the same. I don't know what is wrong with me. 

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adhd,Clearly_Foggy,2018/01/14,"Thinking of going from generic Adderall to Vyvanse I began with generic adderall XR 20mg and when I plateaued my doc added 10mg IR for the afternoon. 

I don’t want to be taking a second dosage, I’ve been reading so many other’s experiences where Vyvanse lasts longer that I want to try it and see how it goes. 

It’s been two days of me feeling out of it. I’m losing track of time and spacing out to the point where my partner is asking me what’s wrong with me. I had to explain to him that there’s nothing “wrong” and I’m not unhappy about anything in particular. I hate these days of blanking out, it’s how I was all the time pre-meds. I really think I need to up my dosage of adderall or try something else. 

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adhd,Throwdudbe,2018/01/14,"Tigran Labs Concerta generic? Has anyone else recently started taking this medicine? It’s a white tablet that says “TL 708” on it.

I started taking it 3 days ago, and I’ve noticed it doesn’t seem to work as well as the previous concerta generic I’ve been taking for years (which was in capsule form). I’ve been having trouble concentrating, severe anxiety attacks, sudden weight loss and a loss of appetite ever since switching.

Has anyone else made this switch? Is it something else or is it possible this medicine isn’t working well?

Thanks!

Edit: Manufacture is actually “Trigen”",4.4469842657342635,7.472564625000004,4.889580419580422,76.84632867132869,75.82692307692308,7.243356643356643,31.569930069930077,8.296473431620573,2.9848384615384616,467,23,72,9,11,148,72,104,0.146,0.7879999999999999,0.066,-0.8249,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,3,7,1,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,1,6,19,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,4,3,1,3,7,15,1,10,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,8,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.15253387646921845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385574439283532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957504805678708,0.0,0.0,0.21858811244612195,0.3203116492166526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778227010472576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080560747293653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917253588871619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138936440231215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790223072058473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795747953173285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621357192244194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543351068608595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430224553721228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422967611889326,0.0,0.17658333588204875,0.0,0.12929943701326568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033338989461008,0.0,0.0,0.2212709471545005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352572064775507,0.0,0.0,0.1439072323238444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034080498478226,0.28107898892165273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275878969543104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065710593102993
adhd,lostboylastchance,2018/01/14,"Am I being selfish? For context: 15-yo brother has been diagnosed with ADHD for a while now (I think since he was 10). I am 18 and have been diagnosed with general anxiety and major depressive disorder for about two years now (although I have shown signs of anxiety since I was 12). 

For a very long time I have struggled with feeling like my parents pay more attention to my brother, and then being angry with myself for thinking that way. My brothers adhd is pretty bad—a lot of his behavior is affected by it, or at least that’s how my parents explain it to me. When he is angry he throws things and screams (and sometimes hurts people—a few years ago when we were home alone he slapped me so hard it knocked me down and then kicked me really hard in the ribs). He is very stubborn and gets angry pretty easily when things don’t go his way (not sure if that’s adhd or just plain anger issues). I want to be clear—I love my brother, and want him to succeed. But I also feel like it’s taking a toll on me, especially when my parents are involved.

My anxiety is pretty annoying. I have panic attacks often and don’t really have many friends or go out because I am shy and don’t like to be around a lot of people. Because of that, I have been depressed for quite a while. I sleep for most of the day and don’t really do much when I’m not sleeping. I struggle with school and can’t keep a steady job because I can barely manage to get out of bed some days. I struggle with self harm and recently have become a little too dependent on alcohol to help ease my anxiety. I’m medicated and go to therapy, but for right now it seems like I’m kind of just stuck in a loop of pretending to be okay, and then feeling terrible. The worst part of it is that I’m really good at hiding it from my parents. I can smile and laugh and pretend like I am a productive member of society. In fact it was my pediatrician doctor that I rarely see who told me “hey you seem really depressed”. My parents seemed confused when he told them I needed to see a psychologist. They know I’m medicated and go to therapy, but other than that my illnesses are not spoken about. I think they think I’m magically cured or something.

However with my brother (I’ll call him B since I don’t want to say his full name) and his ADHD, they’re so involved with it. They go to seminars and parenting groups. They have dozens of ADHD parenting books and are constantly on ADHD mommy blogs. They constantly lecture me about being sensitive around B and making sure that I be a good role model.

A lot of times they talk about their struggles with B with me like I’m their personal therapist. They talk about how B needs more help at school or how they need to find more ways to make his life easier or how they need to make sure he’s doing okay mentally. 

And I know this is stupid but I can’t help thinking “what about me?” They know I’m depressed. They know I have really shitty anxiety. But whenever I go to them to talk about how I’m feeling I don’t get much of a response. My dad avoids the conversation completely—he always changes the topic or gets my mom to talk to me instead. My mom listens but her only solution is “make sure you tell your therapist”. 

Maybe they’re trying to get me to be more independent since I’m going to college soon. Or maybe they think that this is something I can deal with by myself. But I just feel alone and heartbroken. I feel isolated with no one to come to if I’m feeling down. It’s not like Bee doesn’t deserve the level of care because he 100% does—in fact I’m glad that my parents care the way they do about his ADHD because I know there are parents out there who aren’t so kind. But I feel invalidated. Like maybe my problems don’t matter as much. And lord knows I’ll never tell them because of the damn anxiety.

Am I being selfish? I feel like an asshole.",4.72384318766067,5.235164875321338,5.797166066838049,81.21383650385606,69.26992287917739,9.206005141388175,29.6988174807198,9.281916038205594,2.4180844421593832,3035,110,615,58,50,1010,296,778,0.14800000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.14,-0.7944,12,3,3,0,1,0,66.0,1,3,18,2,37,51,6,7,22,2,61,12,3,12,7,137,133,65,0,10,25,17,11,9,1,0,8,3,2,2,28,44,1,3,27,4,1,9,17,25,0,3,10,16,96,26,89,114,18,60,2,5,2,1,85,20,1,21,36,398,124,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524546614588975,0.0,0.037138140091116205,0.04477391859159774,0.0,0.08678292374136694,0.0,0.033504093327174016,0.03486070051267951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230124749260846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459237167989044,0.0,0.04766257369967506,0.0,0.0,0.0349812818552784,0.15323591506011675,0.04627067089417308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278034353552393,0.0,0.08543121548217121,0.0,0.04432025042938333,0.036089562067017036,0.0,0.09054905263648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054038710099701855,0.04319277812384168,0.1443393248756111,0.0850468046385887,0.0,0.0,0.048016269800252184,0.042882174194395495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065418947822046,0.11972160450630785,0.0,0.0,0.03829204471394735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236862709583667,0.0,0.109444253102514,0.0,0.16667262548071524,0.07028049665553174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506089860179821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424570839167163,0.0,0.042024950040196365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044850370212420256,0.0,0.0,0.04372837888642712,0.04157516303801844,0.037238953386714235,0.0,0.0872561540924177,0.13814916946503508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02959227540594207,0.18421374932775147,0.041990644648947716,0.0,0.03707650578665759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685505151032948,0.037812637209256365,0.0,0.11186321152033683,0.04247581256028121,0.12627002704789295,0.0,0.0,0.08441131540883777,0.04222115928601432,0.0,0.0,0.09813581818362553,0.0,0.0,0.09239480337489332,0.12426095734318528,0.032312659634857875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028389709876407838,0.031863679179208675,0.0,0.04915574892927678,0.4186834157127122,0.04536911906299923,0.0,0.029045304799391068,0.03658183718496776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786941322505704,0.0,0.04008866696398991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456138983794091,0.0,0.0,0.16103731251913242,0.0,0.04136709408799292,0.0,0.0,0.03577882401486044,0.0,0.03331725873052616,0.0,0.0848016667857303,0.06677113080916393,0.11442121552731567,0.043706505067166494,0.0,0.0,0.13862670873126548,0.0,0.08385220640282409,0.0,0.0,0.06450693899716847,0.04143606348438239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519454139371718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157945358120422,0.0,0.031500462582189866,0.13469717779202706,0.07323763298900801,0.0,0.09582310351451052,0.09728861386850236,0.05566747761462648,0.16107100062735855,0.0,0.0,0.04885961004902335,0.0,0.0,0.08006655351785907,0.0,0.0284445296729154,0.0,0.04092615434749814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913692213746714,0.07413376728807207,0.13301989151243632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053959103101900635
adhd,Al-GirlVersion,2018/01/14,"Feeling that any accomplishments I achieve are forever tainted by the missteps of the past The title pretty much says it all. I’ve been having this recurring thought/feeling as I crawl towards developing coping methods/systems, that even if I get myself on the “right path,” and end up moving forward to great new things, they will never be enough. 

I took too long, made too many detours, and now I’m “ruined.” Does this make sense to anyone? If so, have you found anything that works to combat them?",6.510144927536235,7.578514652173915,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,65.52173913043478,7.872463768115942,32.72463768115942,7.793537801064563,2.3687333333333336,396,16,68,4,6,122,75,92,0.059,0.843,0.098,0.5661,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,2,10,13,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,8,1,9,7,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,8,47,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878690267789554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529853172501763,0.0,0.18004819018040566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914674345479043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937858651172523,0.2260718990832869,0.0,0.14451086836356056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125686743977172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398954893233025,0.0,0.0,0.11431043503590364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412203142194895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362512813323196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070274493483679,0.14604618345544365,0.22182199953986045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254258337375505,0.16083820254664166,0.0,0.16874683116380285,0.2113118699461844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886289997204216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259137778954854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684822739759674,0.0,0.17399316235101245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535650349586995,0.0,0.0,0.17369738930980153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430873347579024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928408104277642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kelekona,2018/01/14,"It really does take that long. I have an executive function disorder that might not be ADHD.

I've been trying to do housework other than the kitchen all day and just getting overwhelmed.  Kitchen also needed to be done, and all I did ""extra"" was to a really good job on that one section of counter rather than just wiping off the vegetable peelings.  Got everything but the frying pan.  When I asked hubby to take care of dinner I promised to do the frying pan.  

I was talking to my mom, and told her I was standing up to do the frying pan.  She started counting.  Took about 15 seconds to get my fitbit off, took about 15 seconds squeezing the sponge too many times while rinsing it off and waiting for the water to heat up.

Got the pan washed, might have faded out for a second while actually scrubbing it.  (Brand new non-stick, it just needs a wipe and rinse.)

One minute to set the wet but clean pan on the stove, not as much time to get the lid done.  Then I had a soapy sponge and noticed that the sink was kinda gross so I spent two minutes polishing that.  Then I had to wipe up the water I had splashed everywhere.",4.666986301369863,5.638376703196349,4.867470319634705,86.16942465753428,69.63926940639269,7.301187214611873,28.298630136986297,7.3011,1.4515994520547943,874,30,174,8,15,274,125,219,0.026,0.908,0.066,0.8288,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,18,0,20,7,0,0,2,23,37,16,0,3,8,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,10,7,6,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,6,17,2,14,3,30,16,5,26,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,3,12,125,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1418752523761666,0.0,0.17472508935793754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626471255483425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591579437447307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823018211910124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376160451833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666243509939675,0.0,0.12722780969982353,0.2975596372196425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066309123373387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787373178826306,0.0,0.0,0.12194243942185795,0.23255609259427915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427265148867988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286615711617285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739805341482606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084620297177356,0.0,0.17027371224516394,0.0,0.0,0.10687505305737002,0.2156029764216356,0.0,0.14041419858320905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655223279261911,0.0,0.0,0.19703392215772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627531734512365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290458814043614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186235688695491,0.11685533842842205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955088031836427,0.0,0.0,0.13892205258484036,0.3230572263115353,0.0987071947861574,0.0,0.14202048462321418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Skeletonman420,2018/01/14,"Smartphone apps to help I use the ADDA app (mood tracking, notes, a shit load of useful stuff holy crap), as well as Mindly (organize thoughts) , Forest (helping you leave your phone alone), and Routinist. 

Routinist isn’t amazing IMO but the tutorial’s user interface amazes me. Mindly is good for writing things down and keeping thoughts together. The ADDA app does practically everything, I’ve only had it for one day. 

What do you use? 

Edit: The app is from the ADDA, but is titled “ADHD health storyline”
[Android App link](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.selfcarecatalyst.healthstorylines.adda) Credit to u/MightyWolf13
[Apple App link](https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/adhd-health-storylines/id982558011?t=8) ",8.612027027027025,12.730577882882885,6.621103603603604,64.06787162162166,67.46846846846847,8.745045045045046,31.77252252252252,9.2995712137729,3.853311711711712,599,25,74,14,12,175,83,111,0.031,0.785,0.183,0.9472,0,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,0,0,1,8,2,0,6,0,6,3,2,3,0,13,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,5,5,9,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,1,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941838685982964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985092442054844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576418112257316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351445005710045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738948760819598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755249087081867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34864124019319337,0.0,0.0,0.2198468059827702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145767632259943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736486236570877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311794475998607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112827866712048,0.12472673495439272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834005965250462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773676682468848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895199338043833,0.0,0.0,0.2603898188954253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726760780205074,0.4249209864239745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745255665484966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,stripforlife,2018/01/14,"Vyvanse/Wellbutrin? I was diagnosed this week wth ADHD. Turns out my mom requested for me to get tested as a child, and the school told her ""girls don't get ADHD"". 

I've been taking Wellbutrin for several years to treat depression and it seems to be the only thing that works. I'm also taking buspar and Xanax (as needed for panic attacks and sleep). My cocktail is currently looking like this: 

Wellbutrin 300 mg
Buspar 10 mg 
Vyvanse 30 mg 
Xanax 1 mg as needed 

I'm just wondering if anyone has any experience with any of these medications coupled with vyvanse. I've heard a few things about the Wellbutrin/vyvanse mix and it seems to be either a hit or a miss. I'm so nervous that I will have to choose between the only anti depressant that I can take, and the possibility that I can function properly as an adult. 

This is my first time posting here, so if I'm breaking any rules by talking in depth about meds I'm sorry. ",4.647076923076924,5.973730955555558,5.608888888888887,79.51115384615385,70.0,7.982905982905983,29.95726495726496,8.384062270229773,2.2778547008547005,732,29,134,11,13,241,110,180,0.131,0.8390000000000001,0.029,-0.9459,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,2,10,0,12,5,1,0,0,20,33,16,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,3,12,9,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,2,9,2,21,25,2,10,0,3,1,0,9,3,0,6,6,81,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284069956515054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092634866885086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787405951789302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955353318884272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543709648010842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511792227280885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353595685781969,0.13867724035665502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365099948410208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621796667295516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276775766143615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667508373146488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473534020104367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176585826255173,0.137641012211074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002017364062918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026198011983877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782754225559774,0.0,0.16030663675478507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403053613910647,0.13085440078353913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827751880232006,0.0,0.2487668364890375,0.0,0.1543537515436964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672932958711154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294683390339328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30818774951651035,0.10981854626641976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154267420200104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967043459533421,0.0,0.0,0.13055644752215795,0.0,0.0,0.14861491985763425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959687125905036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817011876677,0.09946874523964973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798566321322497
adhd,throwaway025801150,2018/01/14,"advice - even though i've been diagnosed, i still get put down for forgetting and not concentrating i've been diagnosed with adhd. when i forget something i should have remembered or i can't concentrate on something, i'll usually tell whoever needs to know. in response, i always get ""just concentrate harder"" ""try harder to remember"" and it's really frustrating cuz i really am trying but my best just isn't good enough. saying ""i have adhd and i'm having difficulty with this"" just triggers something along the lines of ""don't use a disability as an excuse, it's not that hard to remember if you just try harder"". what can i say at this point?

TL;DR i get put down for forgetting/having troubles concentrating,  always get the response that it's just an excuse and i need to try harder

EDIT: thank you for the responses, some of them were helpful and i'll start following them^^",5.650589430894311,7.310461823170733,6.5765853658536635,72.25357723577237,67.96341463414635,10.34471544715447,29.52032520325203,10.504223727775694,3.473237398373984,705,26,118,20,12,234,95,164,0.085,0.809,0.106,0.5169,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,1,9,5,1,0,6,0,12,2,0,3,0,31,24,12,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,3,15,3,18,20,3,13,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,4,82,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002363544191884,0.12206111933201012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787112628251114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310858895798161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25356310697947704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906596297297435,0.0,0.08250222367766426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610423752017614,0.0,0.0,0.10476902199775047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189529543775267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372489188064001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864755782624365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523914304645164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808082073805988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511391562090303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004176161388994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424497824788396,0.0,0.0,0.19866772598104532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28848667407375017,0.0,0.0,0.08841231247849134,0.0,0.09975370658752887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917730447035216,0.1150008291259922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272395656901774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392241884258542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078825881720273,0.13757129601873472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wefearchange,2018/01/14,"The tale of an ADHDer trying to get somewhere... I feel (fear?) some of you may relate. Last night a friend and I were going to dinner, he was driving despite being not great with knowing where anything is. We had been to this restaurant before, so he had a general idea of the location, he's just not great with direction. We were about two blocks away from the restaurant we were going to and he said ""Is it on the left side of the road or the right?"" and I was confused for a second- I'd forgotten we were going to a restaurant. Once he said ""THE RESTAURANT?! LEFT OR RIGHT??"" I said ""Oh, yeah, it's on the right!"". Two blocks later we were driving past a familiar area, and I noticed he was turning his head looking, so I turned to see what he was looking at, curious too... As we drove right past it. I said ""OH YEAH THE RESTAURANT IS BACK THERE! Ohhhh. I forgot we were going there again. I am soooo sorry."" 

Yep. Feed your ADHDer, people. We can't do this on our own.",0.2424702616970649,2.631879551546397,1.857113402061856,95.03782712133228,91.11340206185568,4.22172878667724,19.317208564631244,5.873414542411696,-0.10392561459159344,739,23,155,6,26,239,104,194,0.041,0.855,0.104,0.9196,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,9,2,0,0,10,5,0,2,15,3,21,3,1,0,0,29,39,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,6,14,2,3,3,0,0,7,3,2,0,3,19,8,21,3,21,18,2,29,0,0,3,0,24,15,0,5,7,106,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792767865013216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180535128453988,0.09150441901443757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012610811910114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390920267336687,0.06017047822604235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193987289167188,0.0,0.062173107862602786,0.0,0.2705240294357069,0.0,0.0,0.26239803233902026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212935179366127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433763755348785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653998342443294,0.09700169308981003,0.0,0.0,0.2585898566895575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986172785282244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167437166877398,0.0,0.0,0.13548342058205906,0.0,0.12673217500586947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271998283337675,0.0825003057265706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40650479520187865,0.4527887855905311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482838523320213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321187020489073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079386360280949,0.2588778192962148,0.232493359543068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cyrusm,2018/01/14,"Sunday Morning semi-depressed short rant. It's a short rant.  I just get bummed out thinking that this condition wouldn't be a problem if I could just manage to survive under the right circumstances with minimal interaction with standard-issue human society. 

If I could just live in a cabin in the woods somewhere as a hermit, with my paints, and my books, and my guitar, and a nice garden, close enough to a town where I can go get some human interaction and entertainment when I need it, I feel as though I could thrive. 

I need money though, I have debts, I have kids, I have responsibilities that I am required to meet.   I need to keep working in a job that I'm barely capable of performing but talented enough to not get fired, for as long as I possibly can, to dig my way out.  I have papers that need to be handled, I have appointments that need to be kept, I have projects and meetings I need to manage, I have so much to juggle.   Everything just piles up, doesn't get done, slips through  my fingers. 

I feel like I'm trying to dig a whole in the beach sand with a sieve most days. I'm just getting sick of it all. 


I'm fine. Everyone else is *obviously* fucked up. Why am I the one who needs to adjust to everyone else's insanity?  Why can't I just extricate myself?  ",4.604703538786033,5.480423625498009,5.635167565033985,80.95878368877435,69.71713147410358,8.933770799156319,28.31052261542068,9.168548406835145,2.2097146004218424,994,34,200,19,17,329,133,251,0.08,0.83,0.09,-0.3594,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,11,7,1,0,13,0,22,3,1,0,2,45,45,16,0,14,10,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,10,12,0,3,4,5,2,1,4,2,0,1,2,5,28,5,34,36,7,21,0,0,0,1,8,15,1,4,5,135,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276734255132444,0.0,0.0,0.07451007711424308,0.0,0.09950953869232812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823171984533315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930281950907212,0.0,0.0,0.23875566927119016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079598368948725,0.10383479521094294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683524507167525,0.08253773977531642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680961518097706,0.30180956293492456,0.0,0.06566081533821473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058781110419213,0.11464998325402567,0.1026922102092548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644423185030153,0.0,0.10201891937115368,0.10224423566711964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493101718770316,0.5996706294241322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078289043844287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302475840547097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055073895668643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986656761971412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402972582351973,0.22702376142639386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844021796586131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917057638499643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850350333863227,0.1289899399399704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411035942066376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ctscanpt,2018/01/14,"Trouble recalling names. Has everyone experienced such a thing? I normally have a hard time recalling names, and the more I force myself, the worse it gets. Same goes for my concentration; the more I force myself, the less I understand what I am trying to read. I have to use my imagination in order to get a picture of whatever I'm reading, it's almost like I'm illiterate.",4.189061032863851,6.294858915492959,6.143309859154929,72.09458920187797,72.52112676056338,10.367136150234742,30.143192488262912,10.504223727775694,3.7626882629107983,297,13,53,10,6,103,48,71,0.112,0.8540000000000001,0.034,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,6,10,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,37,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643738537539325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637901873227107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28846322224539583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472983740752976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487051932989014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704832907478057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522757489588511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183404101994595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097465322360366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874287697184594,0.0,0.0,0.28739149363858313,0.0,0.2384299406119259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813319527912643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,idigress1337,2018/01/14,"The amount of times I've rescheduled my driver's license test because I forgot to attend / forgot to reschedule https://i.imgur.com/BSplWfM.png

I suck at life

Pretty sure I'm setting some kind of record here",6.360428571428571,10.049051828571432,4.342500000000001,79.51375000000003,73.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,25.892857142857146,5.985473137389443,1.122,174,6,24,1,4,49,29,35,0.08199999999999999,0.763,0.155,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,5,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29680660454646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070261004763884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439082586061846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953471429956778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588926698014023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839123247136785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADHDorNOT,2018/01/14,"Advice needed? (I am afraid of addiction or self medicating) Hi and Good Afternoon,

This winter, I am taking classes and checking with colleges. I feel so stressed out, and I honestly feel like my medicine has stopped working sometimes. My psychiatrist prescribed me two medicines. One for long period of work and another for short period. I feel like the medicine is stopping to work because during my teachers lecture, I day dreamed but caught myself. Also, when I do homework I tend to take really long breaks. During my first times with this medicine, I was focused but not feeling euphoric or any strange effects, which is nice. However, I am concerned about the next weeks. My Psychiatrist told me to visit in two months last month, and I honestly feel like visiting earlier but I don't want to be nuisance. I'm getting so upset with myself because I can't even balance relationships, home life, school, bills and applications. I sometimes even question if I have valid reasons for taking more of the short burst medicines because I feel like nothing is working for me right now. I am afraid of falling into addiction, and I'm quite new to the ADHD medication scene. If anyone has any advice or tips for managing myself better please do tell.

Thank you,

ADHDorNot",6.432899531494013,8.458950681415931,6.093820926600728,75.05120510150964,66.52212389380531,8.68047891723061,36.74544508068714,9.168548406835145,3.6866702758979697,1018,53,161,19,17,316,133,226,0.087,0.768,0.146,0.9451,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,8,8,14,0,4,4,0,16,5,0,2,0,34,34,19,0,4,9,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,12,0,2,9,1,2,4,3,4,0,4,3,6,29,10,21,30,1,30,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,6,23,101,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081868082591335,0.1217179863672051,0.1979378371757884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099298589423468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774673667418322,0.10620013253431104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708168119336997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521668659644067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957327317768878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531674267540845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378798921654173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072590151556609,0.2894156881168292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614808497035867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291423206816048,0.0,0.0,0.08494823630467445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159135340788036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255611269267199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153653498773653,0.19791971824828464,0.0,0.0,0.1792579122116216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405639428770211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616802746763965,0.0,0.0,0.0750972863749899,0.0,0.09781613832173236,0.10771163968870047,0.0,0.0,0.09718017940310003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862944623236161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117421150533473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345594761491308,0.10772295741083596,0.0,0.0,0.06488208596852707,0.10413194508423262,0.0,0.10873602020361624,0.0,0.08649193280504514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250001596392357,0.0,0.0,0.10565635410047657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033555139253592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934798905912138,0.11601504765561245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844819258355084,0.0,0.08852253540606687,0.0932443333110242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905674970599392,0.0,0.0,0.09677667108234088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787023689333647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973713032231599,0.0,0.08124011155933653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949300237170434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,personalact,2018/01/14,"I just love missing things that are literally right in front of me. Like when I’m at work and I’m stocking the shelves and have to check 5 times over for something that’s right there. It’s so embarrassing to be helping a customer find something and have them point out that it’s right in front of me. Or how I bought these earrings for my girlfriend that didn’t fit, so I went to return them but there’s a sign that clearly says “all sales final.”",2.5456521739130444,4.37885595652174,2.8754347826086963,94.92989130434783,76.39130434782608,5.469565217391305,24.54347826086957,5.985473137389443,0.3522565217391307,356,12,79,2,8,109,62,92,0.043,0.8270000000000001,0.129,0.7555,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,12,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,12,7,1,17,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,1,5,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724268619989802,0.22729742277369505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669112814614218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149698100035662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445171184108084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350916767896233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6371376521574915,0.0,0.19776763293537705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829061909492608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652180536275757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450126720162537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053737925975906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104869896304493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ViciousOz,2018/01/14,"I'd like information about adhd I was just diagnosed with adhd and i just want to know, what other things come with adhd? Obviously, there's the cant stand still, constantly forgetting things, etc, but i want even more specifc things. For example, my friend told me that i dont take others feelings into consideration. I can never be happy for anyone, im selfish, and have ""no humanity"". I realized she's right but i want to know if that's what comes with adhd or is that just me? What else comes with it? How else do people with adhd interact with others? Thanks in advance. ",2.4593243243243244,5.049691441441444,4.1760585585585615,81.5976013513514,80.53153153153153,7.303603603603604,21.862612612612615,8.344100000000001,1.5466450450450455,454,14,85,10,12,152,71,111,0.096,0.773,0.131,0.2413,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,2,32,20,7,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,1,11,4,13,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.729830345886874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492460299540942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138698217820667,0.0,0.13125039201441593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327491148031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234509802173778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292119404816675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545513680784993,0.08022030051568957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614116176802872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383632123358854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292917804227111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119292617650627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334976797717594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933708761464415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367407213258452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420204364595098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037224474698313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969946258814832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913195211251081,0.0,0.0,0.11182002933744127,0.0,0.0,0.2420691784166635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605606276910167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149130385080306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,McMillr,2018/01/14,"About to apply to a new job Tomorrow.  
I will send my resume to a job that, for the first time of my life, seems the right one.
I am actually a senior analyst in a Finance department, in a support & development team.  I build new systems and I am the only one that truly understands the main system...  I am there since 2007, and I help sysadmins that are there for 30+ years........ you understand the picture?

Well.  I like my job, but I have a problem with managers.  They don’t understand why a support team need a ticket system: they blame me because I tried to use the corporate ticket solution to my support team...: they ask for how many requests the team have in a week........... man!  I, personally, ADHD, have, at least, 10 requests a day:  if you don’t understand that in a group of 6, we need to track requests, I thing we have a management problem.

I have found an interesting job opportunity for a Development Team Manager, in an Insurance company.  It’s the first time I don’t find negatives to avoid me to apply: traffic, redundancy.... I am motivate to apply: tomorrow morning.  It’s not an excuse, it’s because it’s past midnight.  First impress goal!

Wish me luck friends!
If you have advices, add them as comments please!  Wish me success!!  Lova ya all!",3.2812857142857155,5.325708033333335,5.092142857142857,78.91000000000003,74.91666666666666,8.404761904761905,30.595238095238088,9.107695989026183,2.91002380952381,968,46,181,23,21,330,127,240,0.056,0.7170000000000001,0.227,0.9921,4,1,0,0,0,0,70.0,2,4,4,12,5,14,0,1,24,0,15,1,0,3,1,29,30,7,0,8,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,8,7,1,2,5,3,1,5,1,0,32,11,24,28,3,26,0,0,0,0,27,7,0,4,15,123,41,17,0.0,0.0,0.10204219012586067,0.0,0.12566906834990615,0.10218154412295967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132981699037766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775591654205383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748599798669571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743698646891784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955722331816322,0.2668336020370722,0.0,0.11465218577056285,0.08078811146498584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700889749390336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150659706073734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385867917472796,0.05108609529018487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601440306769196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550700318994734,0.0,0.20198268701871425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171444708872732,0.07952782358030748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982091816616324,0.0,0.09130376556728498,0.0,0.11478303249498326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001127626192141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892995434758628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519375954800093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649880302187804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559837659591063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946958814764649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194757630866428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099404701289164,0.0,0.0,0.43543123590109706,0.0,0.0903122100118919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387724310114786,0.0,0.0940181823600216,0.0,0.09435534412218108,0.0,0.2404935010479377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733764183201503
adhd,Hexxanon,2018/01/14,"Advice? I haven't done my math homework at home in 4 years.... I'm currently a Junior in high school and I haven't done my math homework at home in over 4 years. Up until now I have managed to do it all in school but this year it's been a lot harder.

Up until the last month of my sophomore year i  was on Vyavance. One day I just felt like I didn't need it anymore and I haven't took any since. Then my junior year starts and its a lot harder. I have no study halls so I cant get work done in school, on top of that my math class is my 3rd period and my classes before hand don't really allow me to work on it.

It has always been hard for me to do homework at home, so many distractions. Recently I've been prescribed meds to take when I get home to help do homework. But, its also equally hard to remember to take the med because, on the weekdays i'm either going to workouts or lacrosse practice and by the time i get home in tired and just want to lay in my bed. 

TL;DR
Haven't done my math hw at home in 4 years and this year i have no time in school to do it any more and its been really hard, advice?

If anyone else has these same problems please share some advice, Thank you.

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adhd,stronglydislikeweebs,2018/01/14,"Concerned about starting Strattera tomorrow. What was your experience with it and what should I expect? Adderall XR 20mg per day unfortunately gave me a racing heart rate.  The day of the appointment my heart rate was especially fast. I had not eaten for several hours, and I drank 2 cups of coffee on top of the medication. I believe that was an anomaly since I had my heart rate checked several times over the month period I took Adderall and it was in the 80's to low 100's.  I'm not sure if I should retry another stimulant or not in the future, but for now my doctor wants me to try Stattera.

My doctor started me on 18 mg of Strattera per day, rising dosage after a week. I have read reviews about [severe side effects](https://www.brainprotips.com/strattera-review/) and it seems like many people have a bad time trying it or quit after a few days or weeks. What can I expect and what has been your experience with it?",5.163512087912089,6.7974554171428565,5.775428571428575,77.63210989010992,69.11428571428571,8.356043956043958,28.31868131868132,8.841846274778883,2.217597802197804,738,26,135,13,13,239,105,175,0.06,0.911,0.028,-0.6359,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,11,0,13,8,3,1,1,23,22,10,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,1,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,11,0,18,2,19,9,1,29,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,5,20,86,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352265921252946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767684071473548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452946053622946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326760639537494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399358716094234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229672097091144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584573339495097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700036295195755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300370906897672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074596071705222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991438966418611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293524140050876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940514733947802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716563319371844,0.1289956499987439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740102463647638,0.0,0.4370668255496173,0.0,0.10667766619172757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255816717943976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154398199531888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039610241838308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328013987340518,0.17511176997271322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606439242645525,0.0,0.20688907194157294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hermann4,2018/01/14,"Bad thoughts about future with ADHD Hi guys! First of all this subreddit is really awesome, it just feels so good to see so many people having to deal with the same issues I have to deal with... :) 

I am 24 and after long years of struggling in college I decided to talk to a psychologist which was pretty much the best decision I could have made. So in December 2017 I was diagnosed with ADHD. Since then I read pretty much about it and I was quite surprised how well the symptoms fit me. 
Thing is, amongst other things ADHD led me to many failures I had, and with studying they got more and more. (Don’t even know if studying is the right thing to do for me). 

I just can’t imagine a successful life anymore since I barely had success in any „traditional ways“ (such as learning, staying focused and then be good at exams). My way of learning is pretty much the other way, it was always the way of try and error and „doing“ something. 
Now that my second try at university has become so much messed up again, I start to be really scared about the future and if I ever can live happy and satisfied with what I achieved. I often feel like I don’t fit in the education system or sometimes society at all. 
Sorry for my long text but have you ever had these thoughts? ",5.686585365853658,6.010104894308945,6.251528455284554,79.45241463414638,67.130081300813,8.836422764227644,29.81463414634146,8.648137234880735,2.209153170731708,988,33,188,14,15,322,140,246,0.052000000000000005,0.799,0.15,0.9625,0,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,1,1,6,18,13,0,2,10,0,25,3,0,3,4,41,34,21,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,15,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,4,1,2,11,3,23,9,33,20,10,32,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,4,15,146,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35893634031218635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283751587284831,0.0,0.0,0.06770063464931365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873154738219833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312404651436173,0.0,0.10995038476777842,0.0,0.0,0.10447655384342856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794863561961789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527312364963915,0.0,0.10104596186501896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657549644884835,0.1801059174330852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067573204759636,0.07112192359708161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468120794921713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670035791488685,0.07962301722077635,0.0,0.0,0.09857484103838947,0.0,0.10597786814181064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390927969966676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471267956027005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031845452336281,0.04863741551538889,0.0,0.08790865619441061,0.1762056178701802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420109874224436,0.0,0.2018657540111476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29273674476134354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901871912975906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30384887256725684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588871662730914,0.09958167735486438,0.0,0.12755462680267976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501920095279916,0.0,0.0,0.0996716586299374,0.0,0.07933223553898981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470541348918324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664209990764863,0.09846217993661442,0.11144337676630156,0.07046535485008751,0.10611210285448028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407622616662483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034754899778281,0.0,0.08001832607549396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841922964912065,0.0,0.0,0.15807068070581598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351822621819554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160876635441725,0.0,0.0,0.08951166409315581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410998623023346
adhd,CobaltBW,2018/01/14,"I thought I had lost my dad's Christmas check Turns out, it was hiding inside the dollar bill flap of my wallet the entire time.

I told my dad, and he informed me that he did the exact same thing with mom's Christmas check.

... This is the kind of thing that reminds me that ADHD is definitely genetic.",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,69.66666666666666,7.333333333333332,26.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.2296666666666676,236,7,47,2,4,76,42,60,0.075,0.88,0.045,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,8,1,4,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814971953305205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305614479130237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34651962842217554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717779965015375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217816426441788,0.0,0.0,0.2520092614506758,0.1850998775990559,0.0,0.0,0.3033243458362439,0.0,0.0,0.3452799475083146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RXM9600,2018/01/15,"At a crossroad - need fellow ADHDers input I'm sorry this is long, just need some help and input.


I'm 32, live in USA, and suffered with ADHD my entire life. After over 10 years of changing doctors,being misdiagnosed, and taking wrong meds I finally found a good doctor/therapist and have been on proper medication(Adderall XR) for the last two months.
 

In the last two months my entire life has changed drastically. I stopped feeling shitty about myself and my life. I'm no longer depressed, started exercising daily, reading, thinking a lot of my past mistakes and how to improve, etc. Biggest one is that I moved out my parents house and have been living on my own(was paying ""rent $400 to cover bills"") .



The last ten years have been hell and I fucked up a lot. Failed out of college(have 50 completed hours), was going for computing. Let countless opportunities pass and felt like absolute crap every day. Completely hopeless.


I have reached the ceiling at my current job that I have been at for over 8 years. I will not be getting promotions or pay raises and my pay WILL remain about the same for eternity. It's a shitty job with $27,000 yearly. I have managed since I'm single and no kids but I don't want to stay here forever.


I have the following options:


Going back to school will be tough since I will be on probation for a semester and be limited to 9 hours(and pay a lot of stuff out of pocket)- this will be for fall which is ~10 months away. With the current job I could attend classes/or online and still get a small paycheck. Take out loans for classes. It is a ""safe"" option in my mind.


Second option I have is to go into Sprinter Van Expediting. I have been doing a lot of research and talking with people that do it and you can make really good money, still work 8-10 hrs a day, and still have time for online courses. Since I kept my credit in good standing I can get a loan for a Sprinter Van easily. Since school does not start for 10 months I have enough time to gain experience and set a schedule. Online courses can be done anywhere and this job is very flexible on time. I was thinking I can do 1-2 years online, save up every penny possible, and then transfer to day time classes or perhaps get the degree online. I will own the Sprinter van so I will still be able to work holidays/weekends/breaks. Would not need loans with this route. This is a ""high risk"", high effort, but higher rewards option. If it does not work out, I can sell the equipment, recoup most of the finances, and do the first option discussed about(local hourly job).


Due to my age I am limited in options. Too old for military, too old to be anything that takes 8+ years of education, too old for many things. I am thinking of choosing online computing related programs - I.T., Software Development, Computer Networking, etc. It does not pay AMAZING but it will be enough to sustain a family. As it is right now, I will go insane if I stay like this. Working a dead end job making crap pay, always worried about bills, never doing fun things because no money. 

But I also understand that I may be in a ""dream world"" so I need some feedback. I don't have anyone in person that I can discuss this with. What is the best course of action? What would you do? ",4.660589464882946,6.121702375000003,5.3013963210702375,81.21534280936457,70.12179487179488,7.6696767001114825,29.110089186176143,8.112205042999317,2.031629988851728,2558,97,470,35,46,825,293,624,0.114,0.8009999999999999,0.084,-0.8357,10,0,0,0,0,1,101.0,0,2,0,14,18,25,4,1,31,0,70,7,2,3,1,89,104,34,1,11,14,1,2,2,1,12,4,0,1,2,26,32,0,5,8,3,17,10,11,12,0,6,11,2,45,13,70,69,15,93,1,4,0,1,10,31,4,18,50,316,71,33,0.06089201851660714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731803731444108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869532520805038,0.05066703736371669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257711515676224,0.0,0.05010894290294336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057210055839028835,0.046822203599281034,0.0,0.03711920930844143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390241669417819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883136319409802,0.0,0.12768824579105895,0.0,0.0,0.04861732195686873,0.0,0.0,0.1178109434166186,0.0,0.05244620632240495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232556116749825,0.15986104724386346,0.062313676199758965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053932254697079685,0.12583546518044614,0.13582139344836405,0.0,0.0,0.1026083037029306,0.0,0.0,0.059564078371515124,0.05740357580658954,0.0,0.03078883416243915,0.0,0.058465886919604984,0.06670422990659218,0.0,0.05179471984352396,0.0,0.06676495534406783,0.0,0.05629368991768904,0.1272542657981813,0.0,0.13842534952042088,0.15322000838843827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081463646301923,0.12867152153320052,0.0,0.0,0.11993274495158315,0.07026121384926275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36255559551083416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489053667214514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226621449370641,0.12902950040762245,0.059497528945108125,0.0,0.10753753588731746,0.053887520227121385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070728664945234,0.0,0.0,0.08129179038821624,0.06173494939561602,0.0,0.0,0.06763730544900401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148358033853441,0.0,0.19441371294485066,0.06471857907098559,0.0,0.18060264068039655,0.04696367855387552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168779087942064,0.0,0.041262007644678585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761338047813972,0.0,0.058128321749613535,0.0422148586192645,0.05316856185405715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864660168357041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609084967616015,0.0,0.03900898629098458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200145110484584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325194721704676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148202783077768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816362942635892,0.08619936823110767,0.129805579595675,0.19451377857915747,0.05090845404398333,0.0,0.0,0.06970679291372361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734965945784688,0.04894269793498232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070032674969802,0.0809079027892245,0.11705144026049193,0.0,0.0,0.14202650271070028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896530826876035,0.06339073874815998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024229240426945,0.035915690178894004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732045880212138,0.061838800572532125,0.0,0.08651188575367365,0.06657586325870064,0.0,0.2352747810086821
adhd,IamJustABirdyToo,2018/01/15,"Clonidine and sleep Hey, ADHD-C here. i'm on Adderall XR 20mg and clonidine (.05 in the evening and .025 in the morning) I was wondering if anyone out here has had clonidine mess with their sleep. It's supposed to help but what happens with me is that i'll end up waking up too early.

This was never a problem for me before the clonidine, I used to have trouble getting to sleep but once asleep i would sleep like the dead.  ",2.2373255813953503,4.28259127906977,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,78.06976744186046,4.765116279069769,25.86627906976745,5.148860815047168,0.5223999999999998,334,13,68,1,8,105,62,86,0.125,0.787,0.08900000000000001,-0.6443,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,7,6,6,1,1,14,12,6,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,12,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325168808567781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352807807169034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463122514749826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135960232113198,0.0,0.0,0.12778705463826204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108162779084012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108748517469824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968083593885535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452110760423886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921826142316566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604237078475401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512747804534535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7744506702523486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709850443689606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098131544578124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743762820659014,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SunTouno,2018/01/15,"Questions about Schedule 8 in Australia My psychiatrist needed my old scripts to trial me on Dextro, from 60mg Ritalin; so that she could destroy them and give me a new one.

The pharmacy gave me my last weeks supply anyway when I asked for the Ritalin scripts, I just accepted and went off to get my new script cause I was in a hurry.

I filled my new script of dextro 30mg about an hour later, and the pharmacist asked if I had found out what I was meant to do with the Ritalin but I’d forgotten to ask the psychiatrist. He asked for the Ritalin back but I said I’d find out first what’s meant to happen.

I was hoping to keep them just in case I have any withdrawal effect from Ritalin after being on a high dose, is it now illegal for me to keep them??",4.339548387096777,4.785511116129033,5.6808064516129075,81.94120967741938,70.09677419354838,9.55483870967742,27.758064516129032,9.642632912329526,2.2922774193548388,593,19,125,13,10,200,92,155,0.067,0.89,0.043,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,9,3,1,0,10,0,9,6,0,2,0,24,26,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,10,1,22,2,25,14,0,25,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,3,14,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427422081573892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733964989802974,0.0,0.0,0.11790646493943135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751903952325547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242688566764952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014697484448846,0.1304281270386834,0.0,0.16812578779566262,0.0,0.0,0.08011210214034402,0.14709454424935164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559514608936732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200865269176,0.0,0.15229795119060385,0.1510057718421943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725854261640928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498988407931008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369722740729182,0.0,0.4442806495298191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090108294254155,0.0,0.10390492295758903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177220775022034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585832478968666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299745948785468,0.0,0.0,0.14214466621559446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rustyxj,2018/01/15,"Guys, talk me out of another hobby please. So my current hobbies are sim racing, Jeeps(in good weather), motorcycles, pit bikes, video games, guns, and sometimes cooking, recently just played airsoft and may get into that. Talk me out of it please.",7.437857142857144,9.385127071428577,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,64.0,8.457142857142857,37.80952380952381,8.841846274778883,3.678180952380952,195,10,29,3,3,59,36,42,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.836,1,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976177735576349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482881006061834,0.0,0.0,0.2380609548531113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810337467219684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231145011905415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802453137562159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807125534924572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562594217049453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Succ-on-that,2018/01/15,"Does ADHD medication worsen anxiety? Hey I'm fairly new here and I was just wondering if anyone else is having this issue. I've been taking ADHD medication for around five months and it was fine at first but now I think it may be giving me anxiety attacks. I'll just be minding my own business when suddenly I'll get a horrible feeling in my chest and stomach like I've just been told terrible news, my palms start sweating, I feel like I can't breathe and the worst part about it is that if I don't take my meds I feel very depressed because I'm not motivated at all! Does anyone have any advice? Thanks a lot🌞",3.245519999999998,4.834190711999998,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.88,7.88,26.9,8.548686976883017,1.9383600000000003,489,18,97,9,10,165,86,125,0.23,0.653,0.117,-0.959,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,3,0,13,7,5,1,1,22,27,8,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,3,11,4,6,19,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,9,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672187137447029,0.14929280408447015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389421681570936,0.0,0.2337493637924303,0.0,0.0,0.2136517318922753,0.15653902180356866,0.0,0.13600472943847966,0.0,0.17380692675075496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313199504030767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158738879684015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673939547102745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762633858995726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174730312973385,0.10914456841979436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299528109960093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982015156017233,0.14655849118887326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946044361625214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927913804904894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298863144894936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970181512416774,0.3078153396969992,0.0,0.0,0.15426213558505278,0.0,0.1219458690465023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755385613107105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544358689935254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813699004024196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297399476216239,0.0,0.0,0.14065737186596422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789391491987692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598583880667365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605777477980928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568112479148314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CrystalFractals,2018/01/15,"Drove to doctors appt in a snow storm... my appt is tomorrow. Another day in the life of a 36 yr old adult with ADHD. I took the day off today and apparently mixed up my days with having a three day weekend. Thought it was Tuesday, I had even set a reminder on my calender. 😣 It's snowing and I battled the rush of getting myself together on time, cleaning snow off my car and carefully manuvired my way to the Drs office. It was closed so of course no body was there. Then it set in, it's MLK day Monday not Tuesday. Facepalm. I was so worried I'd forget about the appt that I went a day early. 😮 *edit spelling",1.1347252747252767,3.265979603174608,3.174126984126985,89.56873626373628,82.33333333333333,5.781684981684983,25.56532356532357,7.010146845296331,1.1564268620268616,474,20,99,6,13,160,81,126,0.083,0.904,0.013,-0.8016,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,10,0,7,4,1,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,9,0,11,1,16,4,0,33,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,16,61,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405608022132198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549111947052167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708489017582354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008073596151653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.721402667270208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908219421787745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123137152278044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974034797893087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316830494846753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956299355747305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800687394618833,0.10871050569155537,0.0,0.1767165616409896,0.0,0.20713377821273626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798173439005824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282513818740786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933162904933615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theashtonjay,2018/01/15,"My diagnosis changed everything, for better, but mostly for worse. Hi. I am new to the whole ADHD scene as I was only diagnosed back in October of 2017. It’s completely new to me still and while knowing just what was wrong with me for these 21 years has been truly eye opening, it seems now people look at me... Differently. Or they view me as someone who is attention seeking or someone who is lazy, but covering it up with a “diagnosis”. It’s making being open about this incredibly hard. When my therapist told me and my mom the diagnosis, my mom simply laughed it off as “always knew you were *quirky*” and when I talk about just how hard it is to be in my head, I’m met with the rolling of people’s eyes, groans, and scoffs, as though I’m just hyping up a menial issue. I feel isolated and looked down on, like ADHD somehow makes me stupid or incapable. There are things I simply cannot do when I get bad, such as keep up on things in a regular pattern, like neurotypical people can and I’m told my ADHD is just an excuse. It’s so frustrating to be seen as stupid or someone who’s lazy when I’m not! I’m still *me*, just with another tag. Has anyone else dealt with this? If so, how did you overcome it? How can I make people see and above all listen? 
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adhd,ResearchOnFire,2018/01/15,"stupid doc or rare ADD combination with other disorder Hello so i goet diagnosed ADHD long time ago i had a concerta  prescribed but our law in state says, If you hit 18 years then came the unicorn and you are healthy..  But gone to try a after 5 years to help luck to have more stims at home.  He said okay but we need to make some test i said okay no problem.  I got shitload of paper and shitty tests a filled only true nothing. I thought its a formality, but when that doc came same we cant prescribe you any stims soryy. I said him about street buying spedd or adderall orders. No way... I asked why pretty angry, and they said ""it looks like from test you have psychopatic tendecies and some other thing which i dont gave a fuck. I left and said okay fuck it. But its so easy find out i am psychopat with few paper tests ? or it he was bullshitting me? I know about  my psyhopatic behavior (missing empathy, take care about me me at first i am rly manipulative and without any emotions.) I just use emotion it depends on situation etc. but its a reason do not give me a ritalin?",1.5822118380062271,4.0432131635514,3.0510514018691595,89.0696300623053,83.25233644859813,6.183489096573209,22.468068535825548,7.492282038375204,1.0111470404984422,843,29,172,14,24,275,141,214,0.095,0.723,0.182,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,4,1,1,7,12,3,0,8,3,10,4,0,5,1,43,34,20,0,3,13,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,12,14,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,5,0,1,13,7,27,7,18,20,6,23,0,1,1,2,22,7,2,8,10,106,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396664753190086,0.0,0.10618833786024756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629252707780977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198930465356864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402016092802944,0.1221358790609235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158630995978742,0.0,0.0,0.1372919555968193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403952759040652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694996455100089,0.0,0.0,0.13359969236072197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948767416645654,0.1018949734105814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149145915550825,0.0,0.11491535618451347,0.0,0.0,0.09580856743855977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029402050490825,0.0,0.12016109537202922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583452414092443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301543066548595,0.0,0.0,0.05852429695702949,0.0,0.0,0.10601210813173732,0.10059506953807286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996205834426891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882421473465463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494360901605052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110717773833063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187148144935425,0.0,0.1146247200720051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231660782616446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697478934796446,0.09526336854711508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465117344475286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006863981946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958445019415157,0.0,0.0,0.09510142921656638,0.06985165071374606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133087224542793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103461784807755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508527586061677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809360448321807,0.0,0.0,0.11547516720868957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428417946517428
adhd,esternalo,2018/01/15,"GMAIL tools for productivity Hi all, I always struggle with emails and follow-ups and making sure I didn't miss too much, I wanted a tool that will resend the email to me, but never got around actually looking for it. 

A few days ago I have discovered Boomerang for Gmail, it allows you to resend the emails to your own inbox, I just started using it, so don't know if it's as useful as I think it is, but just wanted to share while I remember.

If you have other tips/tools please let me know, I'm in school now and I struggle a lot (especially on note taking, I just can't take clean notes and I can't take notes on PC, though I'm trying OneNote).

**TLDR: Boomerang add-in for Gmail helps with not missing/forgetting emails.**",3.497938978829392,4.8047811849315085,4.376774595267747,87.32345579078456,72.76712328767123,6.952926525529268,22.86176836861768,7.348242739294969,0.7178301369863016,567,14,119,6,11,183,91,146,0.055,0.8290000000000001,0.116,0.8118,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,0,9,0,0,4,3,29,26,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,15,2,16,22,5,10,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,3,6,75,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.17651567015040398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034182461937144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050910772587614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102417822346698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665454107563293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446686220617236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124203102911435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881708173258095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496507537318366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518961245883235,0.0,0.0,0.1537802188166266,0.0,0.0,0.1207407761868778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296978364318862,0.0,0.13950808498881145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985551650523894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049051255396411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306320604408155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802988564206982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781962742547552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048004321874044,0.0,0.4080044101070183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590249300985915,0.1777165836364266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228076521065767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124495907692801,0.0,0.0,0.2133789052389077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,igivefreetickles,2018/01/15,"Muting everything made me more productive. tl;dr: mute all social media and any app that sends an unasked for notification.

I get distracted by everything. I can be in the zone, then one random snapchat message of my friend at lunch then, boom, 20 minutes lost watching all my stories and replying to people. Same goes for instagram, facebook, twitter, reddit, linkedin, messenger, tumblr, imgur, etc.

So I've muted everything. No more DM notifications, tags, updates, nothing.

I only get emails, texts, and phone calls, and even those are silent. No flashes, beeps, rings, vibrations, nothing. 

I've been doing this for two weeks, and I've noticed a few different things.

1. I don't get off task as often.
2. I rarely check my social media anymore. I just forget to. And when I do, I have lots to check and it's more rewarding.
3. I get more shit done.

Thought I'd share.",2.186238304898186,5.0862319936708875,3.1460924600990663,84.74213813979088,89.82278481012659,6.038965327462852,25.223995597138142,7.423996415210882,1.8040976334617504,677,29,118,13,23,215,116,158,0.095,0.847,0.058,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,3,0,9,2,1,1,2,17,16,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,5,3,13,3,12,10,10,9,0,1,1,0,9,3,1,3,5,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376999125132853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591701599383318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708323870926855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747932826945414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120636798656672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658414079619667,0.11050031913788017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510763655121489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925585389708436,0.0,0.34963016125484303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826281210940569,0.14223279520311669,0.0,0.1583036589728532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210584418168768,0.19047258458650893,0.0,0.0,0.1133670631473143,0.12723947322254842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598501420621757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717314296751957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410833251914481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114693453125878,0.0,0.0,0.13281780927274178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342815564118102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419826856914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CzarEggbert,2018/01/15,"Starting Strattera (Atomoxetine) Today. After reading a bunch of posts here over the last few months, I have finally decided to medicate my ADHD. I'll be 40 in a few months and I would finally like to get my degree stop feeling like I am running on a treadmill too nowhere. I always thought I was too old to start meds, but reading about others my age or older starting meds had convinced me to give it a go. 

So what are people's reactions to strattera here? Anything I should really be on the lookout for?",6.00921768707483,6.447120193877553,6.914693877551024,74.57911564625853,66.44897959183675,9.390476190476187,36.74149659863946,9.2995712137729,3.5159333333333334,401,20,71,7,6,134,70,98,0.018000000000000002,0.888,0.095,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,9,17,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,10,3,13,10,3,21,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,16,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056047361174932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235214169330554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078414115702104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650311348975465,0.12221948037327228,0.0,0.3748192308558337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938216155180506,0.1641153828974813,0.09722862236557077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139452913013653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716194811226062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380062296514892,0.17234495226546984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27310861116250684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795195258293952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860522833797645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384720727120072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422522970542881,0.0,0.10959813387042508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36327359913178703,0.0,0.0,0.14303041662834354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358182925954143,0.0,0.0,0.16216369574927847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153021826159753,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,surethen,2018/01/15,"Adderall and Random Sweating Does anyone else taking Adderall have an issue with overheating easily, or causing sweat underarms even when it's cool? It seems like this would be a no-brainer... that a stimulant may cause sweating, but I can't find a lot of info about this being a major side effect. The issue is that Adderall is really beneficial for me, and the non-stimulants aren't as effective. But the sweating side effect is almost not worth it. Ideas? Thoughts? ",4.6619117647058825,7.355029941176473,5.351397058823533,75.6200367647059,73.11764705882355,8.014705882352942,28.27205882352941,8.841846274778883,2.780205882352941,375,15,58,8,8,121,64,85,0.059,0.823,0.118,0.6145,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,1,10,4,4,6,0,23,13,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237594149401785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552799390229795,0.227541986625514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479090416710896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562642072905464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943392483401909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551508942569192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466783821545178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029724424905099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506955398400595,0.0,0.4635770137130191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849458250751186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888001451260627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422668724809151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216865549841975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697269309202398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630267077441142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775564285101468,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JeImerlicious,2018/01/15,"I'm happy I found this sub today. Heyo fellow ADHD'ers. 

I just wanted to make a post to see how many of you guys can relate with me.

I'm 17 years old and I was diagnosed with  ADD... like... 4 years ago? I'm not sure, it's been a while. I do have meds, ritalin to be exact. But I only take it during tests, because even though it makes my concentration A+, the side effects are garbage and it makes it unpleasant to take them everyday.

As I got older I started to kinda overpower my ADD and I can concentrate fairly decently without meds I think. 

But I was really bad a few years ago, every time I started some sort of project I'd abandon it after one day, now I edit videos on youtube and it feels really good!

As for social situations, people say I'm always energetic though I rarely feel that way. I'm good in a group but awkward one on one with most people. I always get tired quickly after I spend a long time socializing but if I'm alone for too long (which is weeks) I get really depressed.

As for my next point, I forgot because my parents started talking.

I remembered again, I always kept losing stuff a few years ago but I have a system now! Every time I walk away from somewhere I alwaaaaays look back to where I sat to see if any of my items are still laying there, it's pretty foolproof.

I'm luckily not too hard on myself because I have ADD, I just do my best to handle it.

I can focus very easily if something interests me but apart from that I always drift away in thought.

I think this is about it but some stuff probably slipped my mind. But yeah thats it. Oh yeah, I also feel like I can never end long texts properly.

Oh also I dont know what kind of flair I should get since I only know I have 'ADD'. 

So now I will end the post with a hello.

Hello!

Oh wait I also suck at taking incentive at stuff because if I do I feel annoying.

Okay now ending it for real bye then.

EDIT: Just realized my title literally had nothing to do with the post. ",1.5679506314580929,3.604940161691541,3.664328358208959,87.15030424799083,80.21890547263679,6.5111366245694615,21.750478377344045,7.61054688173877,0.9336202831993878,1523,46,314,24,39,519,205,402,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.124,0.9548,2,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,1,3,24,17,2,1,12,3,24,3,0,5,3,64,63,28,0,6,18,1,5,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,22,13,0,4,13,1,1,2,5,7,0,3,10,9,51,10,40,50,7,59,0,3,3,0,13,13,1,9,42,203,73,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053709345335154,0.0,0.2003377233545496,0.0,0.0,0.07802353288623542,0.0,0.1807342468889552,0.2507364256124253,0.0,0.0,0.051229853300156496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155796013087724,0.05792736550542892,0.0629009274537031,0.18369216650158884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905861672389812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048584340015546686,0.0,0.06488525377856713,0.07646264809381087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829114543435389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017127710009736,0.0,0.0,0.04975754218481555,0.0,0.1269446599173514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523649818173902,0.05381878221935351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260008444431363,0.0,0.0,0.11807706280930105,0.0,0.0,0.12637353999286835,0.060251658092507425,0.0,0.0,0.0745927223820218,0.0,0.08019467861847185,0.06748466447133714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784489979692973,0.08280343491756385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360898977266497,0.0,0.0,0.20000524369333106,0.06326177186071373,0.08427972305743031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508585316074666,0.07637707547266998,0.0,0.0,0.16735867231190954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606608739165313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581023951019596,0.0,0.0801187982118729,0.0,0.0,0.07228521640087303,0.0,0.07905059189604173,0.0,0.15314525254581146,0.11459013884918845,0.0,0.0,0.08364973672608124,0.0,0.0,0.10445452614433083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121518859960499,0.0,0.21644807697872728,0.07664198544898143,0.08122303136828161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574683575517048,0.1447830921978752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853389863639493,0.0,0.0,0.05990879588218575,0.0,0.0,0.12006324046113245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231724572819805,0.08467882028766216,0.0,0.15358750159421686,0.0,0.05799596348281179,0.0,0.0,0.1599658471628546,0.0,0.06016200585105495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587189769547613,0.0,0.0,0.07100161133233829,0.0,0.16992587520129146,0.06055079287522161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654225334253612,0.14803097841164162,0.05980695620921279,0.13178396948793206,0.0865856044202587,0.0714080324900849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215862159843843,0.04443407512764912,0.05979679775986173,0.0604285676417508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261950031029166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940510724404685
adhd,OhOhOhOrileys,2018/01/15,"Problems with Parents: seeking independence If I was more familiar with Reddit, I might’ve posted this in a more suitable subreddit, but my experience with this community has been great and supportive so I’ll stick with it :). I’m hoping for a second opinion/some guidance. So I’ve been diagnosed with ADD, and depression really set in my senior year of College. This made me eventually drop out and stay with my parents. The wall I hit has really left me stuck, but I’ve been seeing a therapist for about 7 weeks now, and have been doing my best to exercise and keep my sleep pattern more regular.

My parents are planning on selling our house in a few months, so I’m working on packing all my stuff up. Talking with my therapist, we decided the best option is to move to a different state to live with my friend. My parents think it’s not a bad idea and are willing to fly me out to live with him which poses a few problems. The car I drove in high school has been sitting in the driveway for years, I’d much rather drive that out to his place since that way I can bring all my belongings and it’ll also be useful for job hunting. I also have enough money to afford cheap insurance and gas. My parents tell me that, since the car is theirs, I have to get a job first before they allow me to get the car, which causes a handful of complications. I figured that since I can afford it, and they’re not using it, it’s the best option and they don’t have to spend money on a ticket. They don’t care about the cost of a ticket, and still they need me to prove to them that I can get a job.

This is really frustrating. I get that it’s theirs, but during this transition to independence, I really need to find a balance with them that breaks off from living within their rules and expectations. I don’t want to have to stay in contact with them checking up on me if I’ve put applications in and so on. I’m trying to avoid feeling like they’re parenting me from afar. Have any of you been in a situation like this?",5.843623907649152,5.6214703027295325,6.615686697594133,78.83951666846478,66.81637717121589,9.887107562843887,30.67310389470277,9.54385415503706,2.564386643650879,1584,53,319,29,23,525,187,403,0.056,0.805,0.139,0.9897,13,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,1,10,6,11,16,1,1,22,0,31,4,2,7,3,64,55,24,0,10,8,6,2,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,23,29,0,2,7,3,7,8,5,6,0,2,10,3,48,10,61,41,12,49,0,1,1,0,25,24,0,5,10,227,71,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306568440137149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555281635912049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820873858803835,0.0,0.0,0.06951319316821591,0.0,0.2571896189553633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832896214065197,0.08391936383934746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703605096515991,0.08291484699360936,0.0,0.08534991545254514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440884558851204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990966754362218,0.0,0.0,0.04130552455845287,0.05836020860309805,0.0,0.0,0.07466427556030232,0.06948649179788811,0.0,0.0,0.0631144173952126,0.0,0.17072111835618312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006483485266795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631123647979759,0.0,0.08113779271784202,0.0,0.09426067511506957,0.0,0.09221941973345532,0.0,0.0,0.2431977283577482,0.07261089080025429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875772630501053,0.0,0.0,0.07982038650906588,0.0,0.21640447504998367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729818732664319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666145216240055,0.0,0.0,0.06520513534367743,0.08682481587646419,0.06005243048138291,0.12114597731417602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442504512678632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534991545254514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823758672658726,0.0,0.0,0.1563348888472546,0.0,0.0821222178542768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933389458549945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267585426897413,0.0650973086897151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272741096845165,0.09182432995436847,0.08175019500746858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414389669727595,0.0652386967274368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351687794990864,0.0,0.0927022040877074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566029102773269,0.07140170826244563,0.0,0.0,0.18969955584826484,0.0,0.05234442151737737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546296149884601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411099335090923,0.0,0.0,0.04818358548073598,0.06484267103702437,0.06552775198043789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059472165518875485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521290709554698
adhd,throwawayboneyboi,2018/01/15,"Help with erectile dysfunction, low libido and porn addiction on Concerta? Over this past year my erections have been pretty weak compared to a few years ago and I've lost interest in engaging in sexual activities with my girlfriend. 
I try to avoid porn because I believe it makes getting a satisfying erection harder.

Recently I was prescribed methylphenidate for my ADD and after coming across an NSFW pic on reddit my porn cravings came back full force. Shook me up for close to 45 minutes, probably the shitload of dopamine trapped in my synaptic clefts.

Did anyone else suffer from similar problems while on medication for ADHD? Any tips or experiences would be appreciated.",8.39551724137931,10.341428034482758,7.765000000000002,65.21750000000002,61.75862068965517,10.627586206896552,40.36206896551725,10.686352973137794,5.040262068965519,556,30,78,14,8,174,95,116,0.174,0.6970000000000001,0.129,-0.6199,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,2,4,0,6,6,0,1,0,14,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,5,0,9,2,20,4,2,23,0,3,0,3,2,12,0,1,8,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305688895942765,0.2541848439214512,0.0,0.18748416072760496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382891882793342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478874308196095,0.21670925437868271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263232889583382,0.0,0.1289299305147705,0.0,0.0,0.2382908341997005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190245807240984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219063309473707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668315769608586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068899803819189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050130076003868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176563405314735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308799088022113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117952781648416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306646733669865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019030206662712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517402830274215,0.2280354135933389,0.20237928076075107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883315367433955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359628026427956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024527228259602,0.0,0.0,0.272401287028752
adhd,Spritene,2018/01/15,"Sent a message to my doctor telling her my Dexedrine dose wasn't strong enough, been very anxious My doctor has been wonderful so far, I went to her private clinic for an evaluation as I was already certain that I had ADHD and straight away from the get go admitted to her that I had used Vyvanse without a prescription and she still trusted me enough to prescribe it to me a couple weeks later when I received my diagnosis as I knew It already worked well for me.

Since I started Vyvanse I have been studying to pass some tests to go back to school full time and get a better job but the problem is that Vyvanse doesn't last long enough for me and since It gets rid of most of my social anxiety I didn't wanna have to take it later just to be able to study during the evening and so I was prescribed Dexedrine 5mg as a booster which I am supposed to take around 5pm around the time my Vyvanse stops working, when she prescribed Dexedrine to me she told me that It was something that was very easy to abuse and that she knew for a fact that people sold that on the streets and that for her to prescribe this to me she had to really trust me, she told me that maybe 5mg wouldn't be strong enough and to contact her in the case It isn't so she could change the 6 months prescription of Vyvanse/Dexedrine she already gave me, I started experimenting with it during the morning before taking my Vyvanse and I tried 2.5mg/5mg/7.5mg/10mg and I came to the conclusion that 10mg was the closest dose to my Vyvanse and that's what I needed to be able to study effectively and so I sent her a message yesterday explaining that to her which she still hasn't answered and I am kind of scared that she'll think I am seeking drugs and to lose everything because I really am not, It's been a really bad day so far and I can't stop thinking about it. The last times I messaged her I always received answers within a few hours the same day and her clinic is open today, I can't get the thought that she has read the message and that she thinks I am trying to get more dexedrine to sell or abuse out of my head! From what I am understanding 10mg isn't a high dose and is not something that is rarely prescribed, that's why I didn't initially think she might get suspicious, maybe she just didn't have the time to answer me yet and I'm just letting my anxiety take over me as usual, I really hope that's the case.
Fingers crossed. :(
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adhd,MCradi,2018/01/15,"Relationships and ADHD It seems that every time I get into a new relationship whether it’s a casual thing or more serious I tend to become super attached and almost obsessive very early on. I’ve read that it’s attributed to a lack of impulse and emotional control stemming from the inability to control executive functions. 

It’s super fucking annoying because here I am being clingy and constantly thinking about the person when I *know* how I’m feeling/acting isn’t the right way to conduct myself. I’ve been struggling with this a lot over the past week or so and I guess I just needed to get it out to people who might be able to relate and see if anyone had any tips to counteract this behavior. 

Some examples of this weird obsessive behavior include, but aren’t limited to thinking of the person all the time, having an almost stressed/anxious feeling in my chest, checking their social media a ton, sending way too many snaps, and I’m sure there are other things. 

I know the behavior isn’t healthy and I just wanna talk about it because I’m driving myself insane. 

Thanks! ",5.145868226600985,7.124484630541875,6.099011699507389,73.93354217980296,69.6896551724138,8.62179802955665,32.39193349753695,9.188382445141503,3.262606157635468,872,40,140,18,16,288,129,203,0.095,0.8059999999999999,0.099,0.6042,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,5,10,12,2,3,13,0,11,2,1,4,2,40,28,16,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,3,6,2,1,2,3,7,0,0,2,2,12,5,22,23,6,18,0,0,1,1,9,6,1,10,8,100,27,1,0.13782678626568362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564101328759298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760272348141094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937269409425528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637169358936604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803585929116255,0.15221885692979986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894179209034628,0.309168920892956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503658357062666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161250118493868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968936436749486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741864299137887,0.14401761446599926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518317438009298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514919944995297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717540495056555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973472850389693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621243964146294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021968156191369,0.0,0.13311396902846365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157126291653234,0.0955517395858142,0.2406900670804443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786408415145254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594877642898604,0.0,0.11770332239812792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109830104159577,0.12547232980420298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404970516613935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408648240850586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990011494239098,0.0,0.0,0.11077995001448318,0.0,0.1268923871807128,0.0,0.0,0.183131985054722,0.176627678874677,0.0,0.0,0.1607358148903497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372153305794315,0.0,0.21880097525772974,0.11055633435874257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lolseagoat,2018/01/15,"Making the best of this day off! [Some restrictions apply] An extra day off! Time to tackle that to do list to give me a solid foundation for the upcoming year! I better take advantage of this day. 

But first, let me:
Drive a half an hour from home to buy a new bullet journal, even though the other one could’ve worked just as well. Then drive half hour back. 
Spend an hour looking up adhd apps, motivation apps, or productivity apps. Must scour through the reviews. 
Make a productivity Spotify playlist. 
Check Facebook. 
Check Reddit. 
Sit down and take a while to set up my new journal. (I have to have it to make my to do list first!)
Make lunch because now I’m hungry. 
Write this post. 
Feel shame. 

Thank goodness I got all that out of the way.... aaaaaand it’s 2pm.

CURSE YOU BRAIN.
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adhd,colormeobsessed,2018/01/15,"Started Ritalin, What Should I Expect? Just got prescribed Ritalin a few days ago.  Its not totally what i was expecting. The focus and energy are great, while they last. The come down and side effects are not. What's your experience? Any advice or tips?",1.923260869565219,4.618151652173914,3.326413043478261,81.45527173913044,97.69565217391305,7.517391304347825,23.14130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.4490086956521737,200,8,34,6,8,65,38,46,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,12,7,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36072277076178105,0.32722345339306097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103024881683744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31798445215724297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380670288327228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361093190967498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952377910194592,0.4069820287158265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30090123382903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261281680040551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,imnotgoatman,2018/01/15,"On switching jobs, feeling overwhelmed, having a plan and a bunch of other stuff These last few days have been really rough. I feel so overwhelmed that I got my first stiff neck.

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_NOTE: This is gonna be long, but there's a TL;DR at the end._

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The reason? Because I'm moving to another state in order to start a new job. It's been roughly two and a half weeks since they made me the offer, and through all this time I was 100% sure it was not going to work. Somehow things would get fucked.

Things could get fucked in so many ways. I did not have all the documents. I would not manage to get through the process. I would not return to my apartment in time. I would fail to get in time. I had my car to fix, stuff to pack, the project at current work to handle. I have to figure out what's going to happen between me and my girlfriend. And so many other things related and unrelated to all of that. There was no time, and I had no experience doing this, and I was sure I would screw it up.

But somehow, I do not really know how, things seem to be working out! Just today I finally started to believe that things are gonna work. I clarified some points with the HR people, made some appointments, laid out some minor details of the plan and realized that as of now I have 15 days in my hands and most things are already resolved or forwarded, only waiting to be solved.

Now, I know people usually get nervous about big changes like this, but I didn't just get nervous. I got fucking overwhelmed, paralyzed. All I wanted was to lay in bed, smoke weed and sleep. My routine went to the window, I lost control over my focus, couldn't plan nor follow what was planned. Some times I just laid in bed and spent the day stoned. I wanted to give up on all of this (including my current job and my GF - like wtf? what did they had to do with it, lol?) for every single moment of this journey. I really don't know how I managed not to.

This is no way of living. Why am I like this? I'm sure that if this had happened 5 months ago, before I knew about ADHD and how important my mental health is, I would have blew it up. I would have lost my shit. I just couldn't manage stuff like this. I would overthink every little step of the process, get trapped in some mood swing, give up and get frustrated and then depressed.

So yeah, thanks you all for your support, thanks for the tips, talks about making lists and being organized, thanks for all the encouragement I pulled from this sub and from people in my life, thanks to my GF for being supportive, thanks for everyone who helped me get through this shit. And thanks to my fishy psychologist (who I'm always talking shit about) for giving me some key pointers during this process. I wouldn't have made without you all.

I still feel like things could go south at any moment, that's for sure. But I have done everything I could so far, and I'm really proud of that. And really, I have no reason to feel like this, so I can just deal with it and keep going.

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_**TL;DR**_

_I'm having a hard time switching jobs because I am always doubting myself and overthinking stuff, but it seems to be working out and I owe that to a lot of people (including you)._",2.7455653049482187,4.632061700949372,3.492087456846953,90.49261334867666,75.97784810126579,6.3685155350978135,22.883314154200228,7.2051791320715415,0.7216913924050634,2473,72,514,28,55,782,257,632,0.115,0.754,0.131,0.6794,7,1,1,0,1,0,100.0,0,4,2,16,25,40,8,6,20,2,59,13,6,10,12,115,123,43,0,17,19,0,8,6,3,11,3,0,3,0,48,31,0,4,15,0,2,12,17,18,0,3,26,8,65,21,81,75,19,76,0,7,0,4,20,30,7,15,38,359,113,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434070363080642,0.0,0.04745704989622829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907907420434379,0.0,0.08909363794679892,0.0,0.0,0.03640678845001117,0.0561378926556372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527094472206056,0.0,0.04555578427923407,0.06031752210182303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663472459526076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004595575762488,0.1282340839057049,0.0,0.0,0.10358021787995343,0.055193981754358364,0.04611107695353023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547866265262538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741762123511389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021394910876128,0.05115660633507332,0.04811532939801455,0.05236916059420891,0.0,0.0,0.10827904635437592,0.0764932512071527,0.0,0.05864683251712841,0.0,0.045538285415907945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848143554000906,0.2517364214168327,0.1540718284752307,0.12170455008351408,0.0,0.08563637131983043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468464515783444,0.0,0.04795836303947509,0.0,0.0,0.056907003293954685,0.0,0.0,0.035884518151938286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250763575110065,0.047585874376605095,0.0,0.0,0.08826710239580579,0.04363955187071531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781455094512552,0.15693194959808307,0.05365783298223351,0.04727388252079137,0.04737829037152309,0.0,0.0,0.11688325359903215,0.045514983596811734,0.0,0.15197314581018953,0.035736159630291066,0.1085556116224732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053952396592749315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273247917739224,0.056901034204841675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051706073637151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071706900170907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846241365173682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050609481362023465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714848885051171,0.11008927796342853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974755928567326,0.0,0.0,0.1648639442168317,0.0442861073351334,0.0,0.05357535855867431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578709654262046,0.0,0.04275447378142308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451468289217617,0.0,0.12150561408996248,0.20183080581872048,0.0,0.0,0.08606153501056005,0.0,0.2957363752330288,0.0,0.0,0.2489718089531513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730606430353425,0.0,0.05074652697649056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229757182682826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058963105932794725,0.0,0.06315465959529823,0.0849898731224646,0.04294390744358605,0.0,0.0,0.049629052624169695,0.048308540135306416,0.0,0.0,0.05160746351647727,0.0,0.19487675788684605,0.0,0.0,0.30424745666902503,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MissGenericUsername,2018/01/15,"Advice for getting to sleep Hello, just wondering if anyone has any tips for getting to sleep at night?

I feel like I have a natural sleep cycle, it's just from around 3-11am, which doesn't really work in the 9-5 world. I don't often take stimulant medication, and if I do my last dose is early afternoon, I don't drink coffee or eat foods high in sugar. I've started exercising more frequently. I have a high pressure job in IT, and come 11pm when I should be sleeping my brain is in overdrive! I'm often still writing code in my head late at night. 

I have read studies that say the ADHD brain has a delayed production in melatonin at night time which regulates the sleep cycle. I have tried taking supplements but these only really have any effect on a good day. A stressful day, no chance. I have a prescription for sleeping tablets and I don't really enjoy being reliant on them, but the alternative is trying to function at work on a few hours sleep.

My Dad said he was the same but grew out of it in his 30's. I'm still waiting at 34. (Written at midnight while my brain is just getting amped up thinking it's party time!!) Thanks in advance.",3.939617261751864,5.265402314410483,5.122044695607503,82.33265861803238,71.70742358078603,8.008322630362189,27.88106858463909,8.4952907291091,2.0006011302337527,906,33,176,15,17,300,134,229,0.064,0.8440000000000001,0.092,0.7355,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,9,6,0,2,12,0,21,18,11,2,0,27,37,11,0,3,9,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,6,4,2,4,3,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,4,18,4,28,31,3,45,0,0,0,0,8,23,0,6,20,109,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130953808923427,0.09050580725165253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035219584210736,0.0,0.12596762475388618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476106663079106,0.0,0.0,0.0824501750325998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31017890785610885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978270813120228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946264761165938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073095094812064,0.0,0.09477193252877507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046830738375223564,0.06616673410714154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199475804345303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516816057286705,0.0,0.0,0.07768407305098235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505338648462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195713235826721,0.0,0.0,0.09121064753244057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190965221494962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549650667520402,0.10447779565689076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452487612440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330347827064672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607487976009302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044060582448608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264364677213033,0.0,0.1780015074592604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881014817497656,0.07365401453454172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487982963078885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555590965937308,0.0,0.14793063983776122,0.0,0.10609427375004682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139275295584125,0.0,0.0,0.0852707474060313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059346248127505635,0.0,0.0,0.10801328097877323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576387624817228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004409022763797,0.13485486282015968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jarmatus,2018/01/15,"I feel like ADHD doesn't have specific symptoms so much as it just fights back against whatever I want. I'm working on two theatre productions at the moment. One is a small community theatre show which I have to work my ass off for to the point that I'm getting maybe $2 an hour for my final invoice. The other one is a well-funded independent rock musical for which I'm being paid $1,600 that I desperately need otherwise I'll be homeless.

I spent the last week hyperfocusing on studying the little show. I have a bunch of useful notes and stuff, but it's not urgent. I could wait until late June to do this. I can't hyperfocus on it any more because I've already done everything I can do with it, but my brain seems to have simply decided to lock up until the more complex version of the production materials arrives and I can start working on that.

Meanwhile, I can't even get started on the work I have to do on the big show. Admittedly, it requires original thought immediately and I'm not at that stage with the little show yet, but even then, it's not that much work. But I feel so physically anxious at the thought of starting it that I've been doing literally anything else. I marathoned Doctor Who today and I made lists of useless trivia yesterday. The client has been calling me since last Monday and I've been ignoring him. I expect to hear I've been fired any day now.

I don't feel like I have a disorder. Every other condition I've had has a predictable manifestation that can be overcome. ADHD must be the only disorder that actively fights back - when it detects you overcoming it, it saps your will to do so and makes you unable to think about it or even remember that that's what you were doing. Even if you try to disengage to minimise damage to the people around you, it just makes you forget why you disengaged and plunges you right back in. I feel condemned to hurt and disappoint the people around me.

(P.S. I also feel like I have legitimately terrible luck. It's mundane stuff, like traffic lights - I am almost always the last car before the light turns red, like I literally counted during last August and this was the case well over 70% of the time during that period. But there's also the fact that my state department of health's approval process for dexedrine never EVER takes more than 2 weeks, we've just entered week 6, and my doctor is retiring at the start of week 8, and if approval hasn't come by then, we're going to need to restart the six-month process that got me here.)",6.268816630381345,6.462067965376782,6.7784802303532565,76.62026476578411,65.88391038696538,9.786670412248052,32.816981529601804,9.581879112588783,2.9436693728492167,2005,78,380,37,29,656,248,491,0.113,0.81,0.077,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,2,0,48.0,0,9,0,8,25,15,2,0,28,0,42,6,2,6,4,64,78,30,0,8,14,0,6,5,0,2,4,1,0,0,36,16,0,3,13,6,2,5,9,8,1,3,14,10,41,7,51,57,7,66,0,4,1,1,16,22,1,6,42,254,77,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910595427796439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959628511017952,0.0,0.0877175743219728,0.12713390448825213,0.06614082831750492,0.0,0.0,0.10810985834484836,0.0,0.0,0.08979941836426653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654122909520778,0.14152329633424046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336532926582808,0.0,0.04845547278651978,0.0,0.06763888817024939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873549283106352,0.0811666809769877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847233399283863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346512668034626,0.0,0.0,0.0512635287679289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220149398032684,0.1627197663593277,0.0,0.08134436852454083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664024707482354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100057091973673,0.07190193017251574,0.06697251854739297,0.0,0.07143916927165098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009589567883743,0.17035987458143212,0.0,0.08707580407025511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305895691520103,0.0,0.04517516591554841,0.0,0.06357424237835281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449259501956115,0.08958935532354721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828019464159845,0.0,0.08509412010000411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591750589291129,0.0896665290840932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417041394314052,0.15933678771929738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752139732050234,0.10611842790594926,0.0,0.07985691679358492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344698979608347,0.0,0.11686643770924282,0.11787948212938396,0.06130645804474785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772697618261012,0.0604546123044648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021468243114578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514235797627628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004501411554229,0.06788277406268374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723633763404517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575373707049066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250495751043795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819907088537241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261902286155437,0.05976548540132778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093304323946874,0.0,0.1262100347219771,0.04635040364058792,0.0,0.07534583626422199,0.0,0.0,0.053967497095595965,0.08646069972383934,0.07764874797650823,0.0,0.0,0.06865257210408901,0.0,0.0,0.0468843970681429,0.0,0.2550436304962759,0.0,0.142939477236065,0.0,0.07172603864860808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893429987484075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,flyersneversaydie,2018/01/15,"So I've recently had a big realization about my ADHD after reading something about the ways that boys and girls present differently It was a tumblr post which I of course cannot find now (I will keep searching until I get distracted for a bit then will probably come back to it) 

But it was talking about how girls are so underdiagnosed and often get swept under the rug because they don't present with the ""typical"" ADD/ADHD symptoms of being hyperactive and disruptive. 

It talked about 2 different ways it typically presents in girls:
- you have the girl who get's really high grades but is sacrificing her sleep and sanity to achieve them
- then the girl who is quiet and sits in the back of the classroom and is off daydreaming and slipping behind in class and acheives mediocre grades

I have always been the second one. In high school my grades were always just OK. I was always smart enough without a doubt but I was never the smartest in the class I never felt like I needed to try and when I was pushed I always just shut down. I constantly lacked the motivation and the focus if I wasn't truly interested in the subjects or if I couldn't see the point of them. This continued into my first few attempts at college education as well. It wasn't until almost 4 years after graduating high school when I should have already finished my college degree that I finally was able to find that focus and that drive. Then it took me another 2 years to finally get my diagnosis. 

Ever since I went back to school my grades have been fantastic and I've been working harder than I ever have. People keep attributing it to the fact that I am just naturally smart and that the things I am learning and studying just click for me (which everything seems to) but I just have so much trouble associating being the top of my class and being known as ""the smart one"" when for so many years I just wasn't. I was always the ""dumb blonde"" friend. I've even had one of my really good friends say to me how I am much smarter than she and a lot of other people give me credit for. It's just I feel like it has SO much to do with my ADHD and that because I could never focus and was always so distracted easily I was always just brushed off as being the ""dumb one"" or the ""ditzy one"" and now that I'm getting things under control and I'm realizing that it is ok to be the ""smart one"" and that I don't have to fit into the boxes I was shoved into before and it's just it's very odd and disconcerting in a way but I am so incredibly proud to be where I am today even if I am still having trouble accepting that I am this person. 

After writing this I found the article that the post MAY have been talking about or referring to? I'm not sure but it still fits the bill. Not sure if it's been posted so sorry if it's a repeat
https://www.theatlantic.com/national/archive/2013/04/its-different-girls-adhd/316674/

**TL;DR: Starting to accept that I am not dumb or not brilliant because of the boxes that society placed me in related to my undiagnosed ADHD**",6.408356899073625,6.7340839215017105,6.847564115065823,75.78980546075086,65.58703071672355,9.632296440760603,29.88278888347148,9.461161749540981,2.503962028278889,2422,77,456,43,35,790,240,586,0.098,0.785,0.117,0.9408,3,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,3,9,42,27,3,3,34,2,60,2,1,5,8,96,81,59,0,10,29,0,2,2,2,4,1,2,1,7,40,29,0,3,13,1,2,5,15,8,1,8,25,8,55,19,64,44,8,79,0,0,3,0,23,28,3,15,41,352,95,20,0.06602119430989296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967232284901124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611068935959848,0.0,0.07285602964196372,0.0,0.38454445759405453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922897872789899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229866953757273,0.0,0.12073772179421985,0.0,0.056179173666989386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207804484699262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056871412981914476,0.0,0.07134545659002098,0.07404838331464426,0.052712551462974586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795619231785775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821754229980248,0.0,0.08721275236194254,0.11943990007601014,0.0,0.0,0.05933559237454768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03338229955801319,0.04716555440664591,0.06339070004333544,0.1446459825520094,0.12068435104891995,0.0561575941530522,0.0,0.07238883185749309,0.1020156219023396,0.0,0.17246674551306654,0.06333354549845918,0.0,0.05537544543279034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092650498104972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173653419865472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450924136095358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612885846202033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693512859403361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559952294125084,0.0489538790292701,0.15275884538794554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842601943793165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154156658173516,0.05764716031522121,0.06897809615892889,0.0,0.06241136855873228,0.0,0.18969016261543856,0.0,0.0711820139195898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603906058270115,0.0,0.08458973528843182,0.0,0.06518796452479123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525027036119328,0.0,0.2004509200348656,0.05261034407214218,0.06010321571707997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546134141773406,0.0,0.06606887402684827,0.0,0.0,0.05082634088347582,0.0,0.07390532179513518,0.04673014114176447,0.0,0.1054492221178678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444838861666667,0.06862129995178952,0.0,0.15919600544369875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877230957583791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258037255015199,0.0,0.0733519761130692,0.044824057191403886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447439960447474,0.0,0.15721365302864926,0.0,0.0,0.0593609825112828,0.061202308563312526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364207534292374,0.0,0.04806421576623129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127546453637067
adhd,GrinsNGiggles,2018/01/15,"Help with my stubborn inner entertainment junkie? ADHD inattentive type reporting in!  I have an inner entertainment junkie that refuses to do what I'm supposed to and will do ANYTHING to get out of it.  This has been a life-long struggle, but as an adult, the stakes are higher now!

Mornings at work are currently the worst.  (Ok, chores at home aren't good either, but that's less devastating and stressful usually).    

Plugging in the right kind of music while I'm doing computer work in my office can help, but getting started is still SO HARD.  It's very easy to stray, but getting started is even harder than staying on task.  Help!

I do have an online counselor, but I don't think he excels at ADHD stuff, inattentive or not.  I'd still like to keep him; he's good at other stuff.  You don't get to flit between specialists on BetterHelp, though, so I either cut him loose or keep him.  I have other health challenges preventing me from seeing an in-person counselor yet.

PS, meds probably aren't an option - how ""bad"" my ADHD is seems to vary, and it's at its worst lately, so I hadn't even thought of meds for a while, but typically people with tachycardia don't get to take stimulants.",5.084719162995596,6.358420916299561,5.641803414096914,79.88314564977975,68.91189427312776,8.670594713656389,29.165473568281946,9.017664075816787,2.3967975770925105,936,34,173,17,16,302,131,227,0.197,0.73,0.07400000000000001,-0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,4,11,16,2,2,10,1,22,1,0,2,0,28,38,19,0,0,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,12,6,0,5,3,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,2,14,9,29,34,5,26,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,4,12,117,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43330899818816604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890017827000158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034759169037452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587591702953342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139526809973634,0.0,0.0,0.2016072084311532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076601543071999,0.0,0.0,0.1277486629546677,0.0,0.0,0.2416679292179283,0.0,0.12055311594608376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364793347977493,0.0,0.12515185920805713,0.0,0.0,0.1355713977020921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488864364404387,0.058715230040805075,0.0,0.0,0.10635796822362367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669919251565819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331959928140757,0.10493895782058067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957735151994115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263542766267242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577010640808667,0.109409878726508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013196429488642,0.12809884043372086,0.19195622839930532,0.0,0.13766895530336146,0.1256411241509894,0.2751610329976608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036248500935187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770082653106824,0.1180789598858573,0.09541169367245753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236434024929833,0.09916337060033892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498897372886074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GUNTMUFFIN,2018/01/15,"Help with getting diagnosed in Canada. I have talked to my psychiatrist and he is dismissive about Adhd since he already addressed my bipolar. 

Any advice? ",5.728717948717951,9.279941615384622,5.943846153846152,67.8844871794872,75.15384615384616,8.082051282051282,35.5897435897436,8.841846274778883,4.28637435897436,126,7,16,3,3,40,24,26,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490675843580804,0.3651369409178116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123439073854579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541021098758111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379257775607756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522230922655154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504569109907733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30909601728522085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003343408793256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Acnaiki,2018/01/15,"I got two differing opinions and now I can't stop second guessing my brain Tldr: am I adhd and depressed or chronically depressed to the point I can't focus. Is there a difference?

Hi I'm a 25F and back in school for PT, I was a relatively functional person when I was just working as a tech in hospital but now that I'm back in classes I feel like I can't get it together the way everyone else can. I struggled a bit in college with depression/anxiety and focus, and I could feel a repeat of that bad experience coming back about a month into my first semester. The school counselor is confident that I have adhd pi that's causing my depression and anxiety. But when I went to get formally tested the psychiatrist didn't think I had it and didn't test me. Instead she just gave me wellbutrin and propranolol saying that it was MDD and social anxiety causing an inability to focus. The wellbutrin seems to be working in one way or another so I feel like I should just move on and be okay with my might be/might not be adhd brain-but is it wrong that I still want to know what's at the root of the vicious cycle? (I don't take the propranolol because I when my anxious mind is racing I either want my brain to slow down or my body to speed up- and its a beta blocker that literally makes it hard to breathe and does nothing to stop the thoughts.) People at school tend to notice I'm a little off and it'd be nice to be able to describe myself. Should I try to get tested after all? Or is this a non problem where I should just pick the explanation I like better? ",4.918974763406942,5.332538712933758,6.225569400630918,78.65892192429024,68.81072555205047,9.36839116719243,30.99195583596214,9.3871,2.6767288328075707,1240,48,245,24,20,420,162,317,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,18,14,1,1,21,1,29,5,4,5,1,56,52,24,0,7,12,0,4,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,16,17,0,3,7,0,0,3,7,8,0,4,10,5,33,6,33,31,3,37,0,3,0,0,6,15,0,8,20,174,49,10,0.09249733342791712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334914594728953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699151909024344,0.2122806206880648,0.10449565845434107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337421965924852,0.0772314097961124,0.05638551592844882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180637470092167,0.10098313150396343,0.10274368540724464,0.0,0.30977284443110154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900404819872244,0.0,0.0796782624745197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385159416566918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390034532313839,0.0,0.0,0.1932800527566136,0.0,0.0,0.08094503981130058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726965308043791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088385165976516,0.0,0.0904801409392268,0.0,0.0,0.14030829304516845,0.13216022696549026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867818456150164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497811708831276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397856733452254,0.0,0.1018962410124294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285944242356555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083411543773357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556857467629882,0.09270662801616213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174268831669991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625010706925128,0.09339593873644554,0.0,0.07383048906612764,0.09831002704693267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875368609096441,0.10530882717588176,0.0,0.0,0.06267858698056115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412600449849665,0.08076510376078735,0.0,0.0,0.08743987786971377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850745605277469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355759211299749,0.0,0.2808367188780075,0.0,0.08420609839588633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942893829658922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386848995921115,0.15466382500431844,0.0,0.0966982962230878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695464833026156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926855638198189,0.0,0.07343255068936083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627996177131264,0.0,0.09035645437085772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091146475581159,0.14684015575720274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574595477880813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346783207468958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113131362876317,0.0,0.0
adhd,spooky_bat,2018/01/15,"How many appointments did you have before being diagnosed? I have been making appointments with my psychiatrist about 3 times a month. I initially started going because I'm AWFUL at school, and impulse control - but now after looking into it.. I believe this is what I have! There isn't a thread on here what doesn't sound like what I go through!
She (My therapist) is interested in getting my whole life story & family history, which is understandable .. but I just feel like I'm over it & most of my behaviors from childhood trauma have been resolved. Giving all of the details of my growing up & family workings is quite a lengthy process, and I don't feel like it 100% has to deal with what I am there for.
On my second visit, she has asked ""What are your long-term goals"" to which I responded ""I don't know, maybe not being so impulsive?"" I realize now that my goal is to FOCUS, which is what I meant by not being impulsive... not easily getting distracted.
She said we will keep discussing what my problems are, and she will ""Help me put tools in my tool box"" to help me while I am in my day-to-day life. I'm just paying out-of-pocket for these sessions and feel like I have had no breakthrough, and no progress other than her understanding my past better?

But anyways: [TLDR:] How long did it take your psychiatrist (or doctor) to diagnose you? ",5.976568532818532,6.481069675675678,6.441271718146719,77.71356780888034,66.52895752895753,9.718243243243244,31.63151544401544,9.673873057562805,2.89108667953668,1062,40,199,21,16,345,148,259,0.111,0.785,0.104,0.4709,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,4,0,8,12,10,0,1,4,1,31,5,0,4,1,35,53,13,0,1,9,0,3,4,0,2,5,2,0,0,18,9,0,2,9,0,1,5,9,3,0,1,7,6,37,7,27,41,3,24,0,0,1,0,19,9,0,2,14,147,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39441851191707183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343738139916512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396829925096501,0.0,0.1032521866667541,0.13670966595942022,0.0,0.10731618403905263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609416083076992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650971163866184,0.12509716158218326,0.0,0.2463169614007601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419757439104258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877884267710735,0.0,0.18406084677006207,0.26005793481602096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679124621575813,0.11640126821439435,0.13792168351653716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266452330003667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107853385943651,0.0,0.0,0.06668579689202142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714133620869463,0.2371241795122977,0.0,0.0,0.2147657935777032,0.10189581322400217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099600705550128,0.12302064877496292,0.12190326456355588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968531655544021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583363919214708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610687403411996,0.0,0.12198114028308935,0.0,0.12906100572879156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154230027482572,0.0,0.0,0.12280349022603487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588572848604162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912332715959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408861617365699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075486688562074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252640356344946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354728050632629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833763571716857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,not_mad_at_it,2018/01/15,"Tips for ADHD and Depression Hello fellow ADHDers.             
I have been diagnosed with ADHD and depression for a long time now and I thought I would share some helpful tips I learned over the years. Would love to hear some of your tips too!   
                   
1. **Learn to identify the series of thoughts that go along with your depression.** Once you can recognize what is and isn't a *depression thought*, looks for patterns. Do you normally have these thoughts at a certain time of day, or location?                         
For me, I would get them most often during my walk home from the bus stop. Now I listen to upbeat music during that walk. 
                    
2. **When you're already in a *depression spiral* the best way to get out of it is to do things.** Most of us know this but it's so hard to start. Focus on one small thing you think you can do. Don't think about everything you need to do. Just think about one small thing. After you do that small thing, think about how it made you feel.        
For me, I often pick having a shower.          
         
3. **Taking your ADHD meds will often end a depression spiral quicker.** When I take an adderral, I have to move and do things. Doing things ends depression spirals. Guilt fuels depression, when you put things off you feel guilty, and when you feel guilty, you feel depressed. When you're properly medicated, you can do at least some of the things you've been putting off and feel less guilty, so the spiral ends quicker.                    
For me, immediately after taking my meds I will make a list of everything making me feel guilty. Usually top of the list is not walking the dog enough, so he gets a very long walk. 
                 
4. **Keep making plans.** We've all been there. We stop going to our classes, our jobs, we blow off friends and family. Eventually we don't even make plans because we know how it's going to end. Don't fall into this trap. The worst thing you can do for depression is isolate yourself.       
For me, I sign up for classes that interest me at my local college. I'm currently taking French and Kickboxing. If I'm having a hard time getting myself to go, I take my meds and have a coffee. Usually the combination makes me jittery so I want to move!
                   
Hope this was helpful to somebody out there!",1.1148597591156566,3.73978760526316,2.2953308034977726,91.44248803827752,90.41148325358853,5.466490678105924,20.12555683880548,7.026839596935285,0.6425529120607161,1681,54,334,27,58,534,188,418,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.9916,3,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,7,16,1,4,24,19,0,1,21,0,36,3,0,9,2,73,82,24,0,8,5,0,8,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,22,20,0,3,18,0,0,13,5,12,0,2,9,11,49,7,52,68,11,58,0,10,1,1,34,18,0,11,26,228,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203432692279849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744137390769292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03725483386116762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641359005652988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039413798639432215,0.0,0.5263783199027833,0.062029934222485435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651724009551596,0.06314761866538672,0.0,0.0403655529299734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985154944708744,0.0,0.057613314495497524,0.0,0.18540797439451834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721691351390028,0.0,0.12771922190050472,0.0,0.13893112204263905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094931813778596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888048668955282,0.0,0.08192752641355122,0.0,0.06130282960716479,0.06070049125982604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064671422980781,0.05432137841999509,0.0,0.0,0.0671738652711936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816882421011956,0.05132079054473113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055158225140527734,0.05782802054448213,0.20397202699177203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365330708270096,0.06156643232740469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299100900014104,0.0,0.0453156296887109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987923722562021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508495126734777,0.08282553794760636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287391116088126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432571598670506,0.0,0.0,0.10218892227891158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22975250278415696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654158425465608,0.15663882363009002,0.0,0.19407235570251305,0.10690907472737826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735132224300188,0.0,0.13461798200216687,0.05042586550731285,0.03604691736576345,0.04850984793527862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024196867940047,0.0,0.0,0.0393557362953119
adhd,improperlycited,2018/01/15,"""Ok Google, where's my phone?"" I love my Google Home for many reasons, but the one feature that saves me the most time is the ability to have it ring my phone.  Gone are the days of spending 30 minutes before I leave for work searching the house for my phone.  It's amazing.",3.5999090909090903,4.711546763636363,3.503409090909092,94.43511363636364,72.27272727272727,6.2272727272727275,26.47727272727273,5.985473137389443,0.6321818181818184,212,7,47,1,4,64,40,55,0.022,0.7709999999999999,0.207,0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,4,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863997065264454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706240288412326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376111909399771,0.0,0.0,0.3883612370476494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563832963907245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037711994562237,0.0,0.0,0.3412332352781726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807127081999726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34605415535351103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625902138772136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450298997181758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gingersnaplibido,2018/01/15,"Other financially impulsive people: I'm trying to brainstorm clever systems I can use to help my ""earn"" the money I'm allowed to spend on myself. I have some ideas, but nothing I'm in love with yet. What do you do? My brilliant-not-at-all-ADHD girlfriend helped me come up with my ""required first steps"" money system. I make 8.000 a month. 2000 goes into future-taxes-bucket, 2500 goes into student loans. 1500 covers bills and groceries. (And I have an existing emergency fund.)

It leaves me with about 2000 a month. By default, whatever I don't spend here is going to go towards paying off more student loans, which is great. And I accounted for most of my ""hobby costs"" in my bills bucket, so I really don't need-need any of this money to, like, keep living a happy and fulfilled life. 

I feel like sane people would be very able to say ""okay, well I'll just use this $2,000 to buy whatever it is that comes up this month, go out to dinner with friends a reasonable amount, maybe splurge on a new outfit, and then put a reasonable amount towards loans.""

But I am so bad at money you guys. Like with everything, I am all or nothing. I seem to either exclusively be in a miserly headspace of ""ok, be good, spending nothing, you are not allowed to go out with friends"" or ""Next round of drinks is on me!"" My desire to step away from the latter has just made me over-correct with the former, and its weird and not the life I want to be living haha. 

Anyway, I want to try and figure out a way to help give myself a ""system"" I can follow to help me determine how much of the ""extra"" 2,000 I can spend guilt-free each month. 

What I think I'd really like to do is make myself 'earn' the money from myself. Like, I unlock 10 dollars every time I exercise in the morning, or if I spend less than an hour on facebook, or if I make a to-do list plan and actually follow it. 

Has anyone tried 'tricking' themselves with money like this? Or other systems to help combat impulsive desires that are a little more nuanced than ""okay just never spend money ever""? This current system of mine seems good in theory but clunky and hard to implement in practice, and I'd be v thrilled to have suggestions. ",5.1818605053651785,5.659781135514018,5.838483904465214,81.43742644513675,68.25233644859814,8.209899619245414,28.001384562132223,8.045849151850463,1.7647286950501906,1698,52,326,20,27,553,213,428,0.059,0.76,0.181,0.9956,3,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,3,0,5,12,24,1,1,20,4,28,6,0,11,3,72,54,25,0,7,16,0,3,6,3,1,3,1,0,1,16,27,2,2,8,2,24,11,5,4,1,1,1,4,39,20,62,47,12,55,0,1,1,1,16,23,0,11,21,212,55,6,0.09415197403950132,0.0,0.09187874507701783,0.0,0.11315237629402035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402657095562175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583324939085465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845887890357282,0.0,0.07861296559240069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220717769901402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223309052783683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851658508209693,0.07932709886962279,0.0,0.0846177233123716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760606702466074,0.0672621890662737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800856210204416,0.0,0.0,0.14548316317769794,0.0,0.0,0.0903191527195227,0.2140349463189672,0.15794041762836306,0.0,0.1038028837642174,0.0,0.09322525685137817,0.0,0.10022652711389247,0.08434167540700717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155404178012121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272072895799917,0.0,0.0,0.10628611847292888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368660054820283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969334603597947,0.0,0.0,0.13300464733753847,0.27598739229476416,0.0943650125986551,0.16627583604201412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497583250914126,0.08908887433567042,0.18854152132028185,0.0,0.09458831280811293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006048296644077,0.0,0.06921253418401267,0.06981249575495901,0.07261580666435016,0.09093256322543576,0.10013169252186696,0.0,0.0,0.2710240751510506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305462479197733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464873885942307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063233093757154,0.19360782060348036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487342873974047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142484212943454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032878327442544,0.0,0.0,0.054900773212551816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176903022478928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626341518305338,0.0,0.07768523897498457,0.1110665473640606,0.07473345457889599,0.0,0.0,0.08465393185903201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668828610055579,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADHDguy123,2018/01/15,"Why do I keep feeling drowsy? Hi, I've been diagnosed with ADHD. 

The drowsiness always occurs when attempting a task, whether it be homework or programming (a hobby that I enjoy).

 A recent example would be learning a course on Udacity. For the first day or so, I would hyper-focus and and burn through all of the content, really enjoying it (can focus for 4 hours or so). The second day or so, I would lose focus after about an hour and start to feel sleepy. I would never fall asleep though, and upon walking around or even doing anything apart from watching the videos I would feel wide awake again. The third day or so I wouldn't even be able to focus for 5 minutes or so without feeling drowsy and like I am losing consciousness.

 Is this normal for people with ADHD? If so, do you have any tips for coping with it?

Caffeine doesn't stop the feeling of drowsiness even though I feel ""awake"" at the same time...",5.132295238095238,6.227344320000004,5.336357142857144,82.77805952380953,68.65714285714286,7.661904761904763,27.72619047619048,7.793537801064563,1.6860190476190478,716,23,132,8,12,226,106,175,0.033,0.888,0.078,0.6749,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,4,15,5,0,0,13,0,18,2,1,0,2,39,26,23,0,8,10,0,6,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,8,1,0,2,4,2,0,3,1,7,10,3,21,16,2,22,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,8,15,100,15,3,0.12790662289888566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074378094012127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064285566377995,0.0,0.0,0.08698088967623338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525625229520946,0.1138640121588138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746757095663796,0.0,0.0,0.1298225298291085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534433543258701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880405902101001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879730809666352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519245174565305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136892833868547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248871513531744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861895875536093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986494727728028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532133329345754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867434737233107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194025786528937,0.0,0.12629235934268762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053296601960636,0.0,0.0,0.10693566402291507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133521516151897,0.0,0.07458338041015437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541583256371217,0.0,0.0,0.12329742011604353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543059754353817,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,s_u_ny,2018/01/15,"Was told I do not have ADHD with an NHS assessment I feel this was the wrong diagnosis as I have all the symptoms and it would explain a lot of the issues I have every day.

Should I go private now?",2.84,3.645272523809524,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,73.76190476190476,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.2841333333333336,154,5,34,2,3,53,33,42,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,12,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,3,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40852312397213053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192231449256956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864010046210311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187601231109806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931868949049471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547928040583569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889916062031844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533116517279042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248123730777841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414725718811813,0.3716540169303991,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway587326,2018/01/15,"Sitting at the grocery store at 4:30am I forgot to go to the grocery store last night because hi, I have ADHD. I just got Sims 4 and instead of going to bed like a mid 20s woman/wife/mother should have, I stayed up all night and played it for about 7 hours straight.

So I'm sitting outside my local grocery store because I thought it was 24hr but it apparently closes for 2 hours at night and I didn't realize and my husband needs stuff for his lunch. Ughjuhgfsghghj",4.00221198156682,5.428376225806455,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,71.68817204301075,6.604608294930878,29.414746543778804,6.868970318607317,1.4957262672811065,371,15,73,3,7,117,64,93,0.0,0.939,0.061,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,12,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,1,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,9,2,12,6,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,7,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610320466818675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648060609878189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687939365015416,0.0,0.1737145851271097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277962592115753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770468909767744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611288987559228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105095843090278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114821198255416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315061720560042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486418972747215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724324427660951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chotskyIdontknowwhy,2018/01/15,"Appointment to speak to my doctor about ADD - what should I expect? Hi there; firstly, please forgive me if this is not allowed or isn’t an appropriate post - I will delete it if so. 

I’m in the UK and have been struggling with an intense lack of focus, among other things, since around the age of 8. I can give more detail if you guys want. 

Backed by my mother, I’ve made an appointment to see my GP to discuss the possibility that I have ADD. 

I’m really nervous and don’t know what to expect, from whether or not the doctors will take me seriously without a referral to what kind of questions or diagnosis tools there will be. 

It would be great to hear some of your initial experiences of getting diagnosed, if anyone would care to share. 

I’m also 100% prepared for this not to be ADD - I’m not looking to force that diagnosis - I just want to get this problem sorted out, once and for all. 

Many thanks! ",4.720823970037454,5.591820426966294,5.57477528089888,81.51399812734084,69.4494382022472,8.405243445692884,29.44007490636704,8.59863814320734,2.08676254681648,708,26,142,11,12,232,112,178,0.066,0.804,0.129,0.8259,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,8,10,0,2,8,0,16,3,0,2,1,40,33,13,0,13,14,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,4,12,6,27,22,4,8,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,10,3,101,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391733632146444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709160634383067,0.0,0.0,0.1490744970730138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287660521811319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073616504641012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996791151208893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428038769894905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638075663706122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244100203307652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498139953297556,0.16064245306736766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462473773568008,0.0,0.16581127587575042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188739075952714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743833450379395,0.09203138558383707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062384065652167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845426892716075,0.0,0.1697776931497836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833894838739262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382029144937745,0.0,0.18878547387675132,0.16037995244312395,0.0,0.0,0.1602361670877259,0.0,0.0,0.18759301347721147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727887152144007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344357499569914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852426474443294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506507408214406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590873600747104,0.0,0.0,0.15417424862431234,0.0,0.0,0.1112526796216742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754395479873765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142502398881536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379169099041873,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zbzeke,2018/01/15,"Planning on having a pet Hi, 
I want to get a dog or cat but I have adhd and haven't had one before. 

Anyone here have pets and how is it? 
I'm thinking pets will help me stick to a routine.
I'm thinking of taking care of a friends dog for a few weeks and see how it goes. 

My question, do you guys think a dog will help to deal with ADHD, can I be a good dog father if I have ADHD. Thanks 

Edit: Thanks everyone, I appreciate your comments. I do have 10 hour shifts or spend that much time away from home sometimes, as a college student I couldn't afford to get a sitter. ",2.2188433515482693,3.077961303278691,3.9146994535519153,91.14004553734064,75.31147540983606,6.077959927140255,23.39162112932605,5.82211442006289,0.3041118397085607,437,12,100,2,9,147,79,122,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.9859,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,15,0,0,2,0,16,28,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,11,5,12,23,2,5,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,4,3,63,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840623354672896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132712148872919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220036643622598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137846475914892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516549259060545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167010534379435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547939084931907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251575365887469,0.0,0.16927221623023747,0.0,0.0,0.13587437313291856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040128961342695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716471115188235,0.0,0.1624949741217989,0.0,0.1595332102165211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908553663979428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977253196683903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147234634851714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908966176688452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021796711629047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218006647770358,0.0,0.0,0.2982878959697758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31140106119912697,0.0,0.0,0.09446104115440056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554930730042134,0.0,0.12994324204428254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dcb3,2018/01/15,"Guanfacine (Intuniv) Testimonials Needed (Adult ADHD) Hey guys, I was diagnosed with ADHD back when I was 17. Ever since, I’ve been on 10-15 Mg (instant release) Adderall 1-2 times a day. The stimulant is extremely important to me but the side effects (like anxiety/poor sleep quality) are leading me to seek an additional medication to take alongside it. I’ve also been reflecting on my specific debilitations since being diagnosed, and through some digging, Intuniv seems like it might really help me. I am now 24, just graduated college and can confidently experiment with something new without the fear of my grades becoming an issue. Here is how I define my ADHD:

**Main debilitations**

Poor working memory

Poor executive function control (motivation/focus)

Impulsivity (mainly emotional)

Fixation issues (Love interests, new hobbies)

Poor reading comprehension (full paragraphs read, nothing retained)

Poor organization 

Lackluster concept of time (always late)


I’m making this post to hear from adults who have experience with intuniv (Guanfacine). From what I’ve read, some people notice a complete change in their ability to manage their working memory and see great improvements to their executive functions. I am seeing a psychiatrist in the morning and may be starting this medication soon after. What are your experiences taking this medication? Adult testimonials only please. 17+ ",7.038988095238096,10.743377303571426,8.120535714285715,53.46613095238097,70.60714285714286,11.233333333333334,38.79761904761904,10.686352973137794,6.164417261904763,1132,66,135,42,24,381,155,224,0.068,0.794,0.13699999999999998,0.9411,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,3,5,9,6,0,1,9,0,16,7,1,6,1,26,27,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,4,8,8,0,2,3,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,15,5,20,19,5,21,0,0,2,1,13,6,0,5,15,87,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756830890913158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332839991749348,0.08670243260600262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801230773153184,0.0,0.0,0.11508029574383932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022938350126134,0.0,0.1092513209900643,0.0,0.1168687361368554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720013584968816,0.0,0.0,0.21152084551058084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721054965384722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425452347070372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057816734184978,0.0,0.11725354375877693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488045090570735,0.0,0.1031740078359802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174405467809856,0.0,0.06984281006742958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751466652204568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754171202101815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181334378317236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094044226910998,0.0,0.06955405668343767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149104698609046,0.0,0.11053933221379854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077262699265655,0.0,0.20127328811168999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999823474088231,0.11863196006443535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924850780350202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722388978091262,0.0,0.0,0.1143798941914052,0.0,0.0,0.0997944342609149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31268345913120704,0.0,0.0667529459171534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660672156287413,0.0948594222343646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239000786563166,0.0,0.10427487353361084,0.0,0.0,0.08021795960450183,0.0,0.0,0.07375302863168416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669029560073502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151927486053272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044471705546457,0.0,0.15171713138260176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,billsgames,2018/01/15,"Taking adderall for ADHD...can anyone tell me their experience with it... I am taking adderall for ADHD and I was just wondering what anyone else's experience with adderall was...
Thanks
Bill",3.5645454545454527,6.799224848484851,4.8627878787878815,71.95418181818181,88.3939393939394,6.276363636363637,24.78181818181818,7.554174236665415,2.2648836363636367,152,6,21,3,5,50,23,33,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610003907014353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263959612606581,0.2391448178016208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497488317694026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566179400622942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509739442774176,0.0,0.20400097976836695,0.21488240554837806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531112175413094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beautyjunkbunny,2018/01/15,"We learn based on interest, so how can you make/force yourself to be interested with ADHD? I've always been interested in creative things. I'm good at them, it comes easy. 

On the other hand, no creative career pays well or provides job security. 

An example is how as a female, I grew up observing youtube before it was based on how much money you can make from it. I learned about making videos, makeup, cinema, yet hair (cosmetology, also beauty and film related) is extremely boring to me. 
So even a career that does involve some creativity where I'd have to settle based on interest, still doesn't pay well, and I'd have to study chemistry (chemistry of hair/coloring hair) which I'm awful at. 

Then when I think of what career I can choose with less schooling, since my ADHD is untreated at the moment, and therefore I've had to leave college twice (because I fail my classes and don't want to waste money to see my GPA keep dropping), I think of nursing, a subject where I would need to memorize and keep track of a lot of detail, weaknesses of ADHD-ers without the interest. It's the closest thing to the next thing I excel at which is Psychology, specifically clinical psychology (personality disorders, mental illnesses) without needing a PHD. 

So, amongst choosing your passions, understanding what your strengths and weaknesses are, etc

As interest based learners, if you had to force yourself to be interested in ANY subject and be able to stick to it, how would you do it?

How do you do it, at times where it seems impossible based on how utterly bored you are? Or how frustrated you might get? Or how easily distracted you become because of said boredom?

In short, since we can hyper focus, if we were to turn ADHD into a super power and choose when and how that focus is activated, how do you do it? Because I'm sure you've all thought, just like myself, ""Man, if only I could be this focused in ____ topic like I am with ____ topic, I would be doing so much more, reaching my full potential!"" Unfortunately, the things I like and am very good at are not the things that will ever allow me to become independant, and as a 22 y/o female with no job, no degree, I am fully open to hearing how others go about this. Encouraging words would be great as well.  

Thank you. ",8.914510489510489,7.31236182051282,9.196479020979023,67.33318006993011,61.33100233100233,12.123123543123546,38.00011655011655,11.00357731598739,4.148060046620048,1787,71,318,38,20,597,217,429,0.075,0.716,0.209,0.9961,3,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,3,12,1,5,31,31,1,1,15,1,43,8,3,16,3,75,66,40,0,11,10,0,3,3,0,6,4,2,0,2,25,21,0,3,11,3,4,3,8,7,3,1,7,6,36,24,53,46,9,37,0,1,1,1,22,24,0,10,12,233,61,16,0.0931324058033611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44770821362526303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447795127313643,0.0774936223098726,0.0,0.0,0.06333322959256182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031795046197234,0.20571485033660075,0.07924881781285119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022532109281355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435864778115167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673780566389657,0.0,0.0815007959267288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386725091040573,0.06151307568048173,0.08424359297999734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865783813396138,0.0,0.05292929245518408,0.1562300867015888,0.0,0.10267880618448072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496698999747033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848390843877473,0.16556072290718138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861377048793864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364993675279903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917784096766926,0.0,0.0,0.18649981217617967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938555600741678,0.09879876496531638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692606843484958,0.1381129976535265,0.0,0.0,0.09904737013598236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083139132039074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131962446314159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859024502533,0.0,0.0,0.09425496677484778,0.07421446953205144,0.08478424443484016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540801769685334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437565957859714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877761902929182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574380653039848,0.0,0.0,0.3093651606084416,0.11935097023413554,0.0,0.07393672721719062,0.054306254774907886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130131387050137,0.0,0.09695411893199683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684398840234521,0.05493190592025268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512116527085577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795526315135775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463435593378265,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,doctorbee89,2018/01/15,"How are your symptoms masked/compensated for? I'm in the process of trying to get a diagnosis right now and one thing my therapist noted was that she feels I have really strong compensatory mechanisms and masking skills, which have prevented this from getting picked up sooner (I'm 28).  Some of these are simply coping skills for myself, and some are more ""mask-y"" in that they're behaviors I do to prevent others from noticing me struggling.

Some examples we discussed were:

- Getting people to write things down for me instead of telling me in person (I can't follow conversations, but I can look at a sticky note over and over)

- Keeping track of keys with hooks and also a realtor style lock-box for every time I forget my keys and lock myself out of the house

- Autopay for all bills

- Faking conversations (my mind started wandering about 2 seconds in and you've been talking for 5 minutes but I'm great at pretending!)

What are some things you do that mask your symptoms from other people, or keep them from being as noticeable to yourself or others?",9.838705612829322,8.406972927835053,8.996048109965635,68.95817296678122,59.41237113402062,11.921191294387171,38.565864833906076,10.746095033038511,4.120841466208477,844,33,143,16,9,266,127,194,0.042,0.901,0.057,0.4115,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,1,3,5,4,0,1,5,0,14,2,0,2,1,29,26,14,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,10,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,3,2,19,2,33,22,6,16,0,0,1,0,13,12,0,6,3,107,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633049873318487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363433407847956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619835885364864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672017916720355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879516369230116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967077185488305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030558109981716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315785287469696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213330305613195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881786833130933,0.0,0.0,0.11551971481651675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363747528094859,0.14885405372118696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921201436491693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558653697626267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066458958045495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821971012841348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35438202380089484,0.0,0.13702305899623954,0.14900452511770124,0.0,0.0,0.19793708667525228,0.33977228896976797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940658505284383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574278040212585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,krose4,2018/01/15,"How do I express my concerns without sounding at risk for medication abuse? I’m currently taking 5mg tablets of Dexedrine, 1-4 tablets twice a day as needed. I hate that regimen. It’s so easy for me to be say, “oh I’m a little extra tired this morning I’ll just take one more, as long as I’m not going over 4.” It’s seems like a dangerous mentality that could be easily avoided by taking a medication like vyvanse, or an extended release med once a day.

My worry when telling this to my doctor is:

a. Coming off like I’m constantly dissatisfied and/or seeking new prescriptions to abuse (this is the second stimulant I’ve tried and not liked).

b. Coming off as predisposed to abuse when in reality these medications are really helping me. 

How can I express my worry for abuse and dependence without making my doctor suspicious? ",4.887637130801687,6.587892215189877,6.4234810126582325,72.46070675105486,69.8860759493671,9.823628691983123,33.41983122362869,10.125756701596842,3.798365400843882,662,32,114,18,12,226,103,158,0.223,0.677,0.1,-0.9748,1,1,0,0,4,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,2,8,0,8,6,0,5,0,19,22,12,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,3,0,2,10,4,20,19,2,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,12,70,18,2,0.0,0.5558620316448302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206413688540684,0.0,0.12674520774736472,0.0,0.09364385071442438,0.0,0.0,0.15128037982866413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009572352996936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665670919246777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579629037458165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861477288480083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292013419972297,0.11755204112058038,0.0,0.10379499932135076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782897532917987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027903387627054,0.3544618987016661,0.11819736262783252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696656891914882,0.0,0.11327618274093827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490646028474645,0.07947647316904129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513683480950956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327105599494463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677336618813472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645549052940068,0.0,0.10251370652526512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348037569327863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962994018597218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612030103513386,0.0,0.0,0.2382205837791986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SilentGatorade,2018/01/15,"HELLO! I was diagnosed with ADHD Thursday at 25 and I'm fine with it I guess Hey y'all! So yeah, basically the title. I mean it's honestly sort of a huge relief to say ""Oh yeah, I was diagnosed with mild anxiety and ADHD."" I thought I was going crazy a little bit last year because I just started getting too introspective (thought talking to myself was a bad sign even though I've done it for years, little ticks I have, double and triple checking some things, worrying, complete lack of focus driving or working). I've thought for YEARS that I had it, but my parents never believed me. They basically told me to just try harder. Well, sorry mom, I don't have selective hearing or hate work, I just don't remember things all the time because I noticed something move behind you or I could hear but not listen or I remembered some small insignificant song or story all of a sudden. 

Sorry. I'm really not bitter. I'm just irritated sometimes, especially because I've always just been called eccentric or optimistic. I told my counselor that I'd like to not use medication BUT if I need it, I need it. I don't like the idea of meds mostly because why would a pill that helps you potentially make you want to kill yourself? That scares me. But I'm tired of feeling... not there a lot of days, and like I have to write down a lot or set alarms or whatever. Like I told my counselor, some days I feel so elsewhere that I don't feel safe to drive because I can't be present. 

I'm not upset, it's who I am. I mean I have no reason to be mad or sad. I'm 25, so I've made it this far not knowing. If anything, now I have an excuse. But instead of an excuse, I'd like to take it as a challenge. I start online classes next week (school has NEVER gone well for me; 27 ACT and 98 ASVAB but 2.3 GPA and lots of dropped classes), I'm trying to write a screenplay. I got this. Even the anxiety hasn't stopped me from auditioning for a play, singing in front of a random crowd, retail, parties, I work out every day, all that fun stuff. It's really just when I'm home alone and bored. Actually, I dealt with alcohol abuse a lot because of that. It seems to slow me down, like time finally crawls and I like it. A little too much. Anyone else have that issue? 2 months without a sip though so that's cool!

Okay, I'm done. Sorry. Happy to have found you all though!",1.8220012787723798,3.908172674369752,3.542710997442459,88.0937212276215,79.60924369747899,6.324004384362441,24.003288271830467,7.423996415210882,1.0795682864450122,1827,65,379,26,46,609,235,476,0.142,0.6990000000000001,0.16,0.7268,1,1,2,0,1,0,71.0,0,5,1,4,23,29,4,3,20,4,27,6,0,4,6,89,68,34,1,8,30,2,3,7,0,1,6,5,1,0,27,13,1,2,15,3,3,7,16,10,2,0,18,10,48,19,39,46,17,44,0,1,0,0,26,11,0,23,31,234,75,8,0.0,0.08419474544237747,0.06934452794501403,0.0,0.1708011600155851,0.0,0.0,0.07594176853220687,0.0,0.07359696129603241,0.0,0.0,0.059127798782867766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872175353353164,0.0,0.0,0.04968696076843904,0.07280959687240388,0.0584765095286421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933231875112147,0.25990591751556225,0.0,0.0,0.08006053837530852,0.0,0.0,0.0775793600388371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256043358940494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450529275940744,0.0,0.0,0.056735806544043074,0.0,0.0,0.1374838972082077,0.0,0.0,0.14424926286169515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543856122121007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936169880182469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386921537380437,0.0,0.059871303420070535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077905529415927,0.0,0.0,0.07784300186273638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791386768862409,0.0,0.0,0.037126034074002605,0.0,0.04038516281372717,0.0,0.0568333525107312,0.0,0.07828084800278867,0.0,0.0,0.07564492967829517,0.0,0.07015725943655719,0.0,0.0,0.1601800736219559,0.0,0.047630170180612906,0.0,0.07127919844677293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021834327879472,0.0,0.07416841170352405,0.0,0.0,0.07861760927362928,0.0,0.039052840658293085,0.05792356674282339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24301505197582565,0.2136630375510816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165144481583076,0.0,0.06723890199829292,0.04743325123066683,0.0,0.0,0.1548108316445885,0.07893188934839879,0.07158569964300633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322487536994562,0.05671959274584131,0.07552577217713301,0.05223744084494505,0.10538051121035316,0.10961205075808826,0.0,0.07557335425558608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809025358698126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890396920669021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104599803535024,0.07306174521080576,0.0,0.0,0.1609947625834366,0.0,0.0,0.056509942176829635,0.07114368065879309,0.07191674028946612,0.0,0.06469055898374286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054705632030200055,0.0702803784211845,0.2386383085377265,0.1005935844125184,0.0,0.0,0.05940952902873084,0.0,0.0,0.08134695533142064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342844480275232,0.057115516240202585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441851043556193,0.0,0.2094489275048717,0.1692416407667994,0.08287157598962376,0.08167327396726416,0.0,0.2037032674050732,0.0,0.0964904549959762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137321791330759,0.0,0.0,0.04191316115053162,0.0,0.057000225308807995,0.0,0.12778335051340026,0.0,0.06412079933968208,0.0,0.0,0.06849952002899648,0.0,0.15519806792047247,0.07216510669410002,0.0,0.0504791442259535,0.0,0.0,0.13728136313064435
adhd,tara75,2018/01/15,"Sensory overload in crowded places? It happened today in Walmart. I was super excited to go to some groceries with my friend but holy fuck, the minute I walked in there my entire mood went from happy to overwhelmed. There was so many people, so much movement, sounds and it made my anxiety go through the roof. I’m on 30mg of Vyvanse so I think I might’ve just been overstimulated? It was brutal. I was getting so agitated and only ended up doing half my grocery list because there was so many people. :/ 


Edit: thanks everyone. I thought I was just being crazy. My friends don’t really understand how I feel in those situations so it’s nice to see I’m not the only one ",2.0694102564102583,4.711749684615388,3.7653846153846153,83.50294871794875,82.92307692307692,6.235897435897436,25.58974358974359,7.554174236665415,1.6686820512820515,529,22,97,9,15,176,87,130,0.173,0.6659999999999999,0.161,-0.5772,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,2,1,3,0,10,1,0,2,0,14,25,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,3,0,2,10,3,13,7,14,14,2,14,0,1,1,1,3,7,1,1,2,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173676427677095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294343148993816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164100853088276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770405710371243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368186032695756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862898412859218,0.17128604377594958,0.09679983571006964,0.0,0.21059492202700225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384026275505353,0.19723132157243384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753140304129047,0.0,0.37568456642813775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655012601814084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620026533472407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554881476137073,0.2818237433423461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568961505997403,0.0,0.19357553121079304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186934973220405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764216277414954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825964917182532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705786098109748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871832734013367,0.0,0.14708962259810965,0.0,0.0,0.17562138612602018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928803897574184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175407921049898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShadowKingpin,2018/01/15,"Learning new things has become absolute hell. I was diagnosed with ADHD incredibly young (I was around 8 years-old and I am currently 29).  I was put on three different medications (Ritalin, Concerta & Aderall) and sadly, none of them worked out in the way that my parents & I had hoped.  I was able to curb my ADHD and focus a lot more, but as a result, I lost my apatite and stopped eating.  Because of the tremendous amount of weight lost, my parents removed me from medication altogether.  Fast-forward to today and I have finally scheduled an appointment with a GP here in Nashville (I can't afford a Psychiatrist unless they accept my insurance, and those ones are all filled up) to look into ADHD medication.  

I LOVE learning new things (Spent my whole life learning film, photography, music, etc.), but my issue is that I keep giving up.  I lose focus and just 'stop'.  If something becomes too difficult at first and requires some time to solve, my brain freaks out and moves-on to something different.  For example: I have been learning to program and I really enjoy it, but once I get to the really difficult stuff and having to think on my feet, my body 'nopes' the fuck out.  I can't concentrate and it's destroying me.  Here I am at almost 30 and no college degree because I can't get through school myself (I just don't feel that I am meant for academics) and I work retail -- of which I thoroughly despise.  I keep trying to learn more things in regards to film, programming & music, but I can't retain a lot of information.  This memory issue has gotten me yelled at while at work and I feel incredibly stupid.  

I'm hoping like hell that medication helps, as my depression is consuming me and I feel stuck as a result of my ADHD and lack-of ability to learn/concentrate.  

For those of you that have been in similar situations, what life changes have you made to fight this off?  Did medication really make a positive difference in your life and were you able to concentrate more effectively as a result?  ",5.450250197005513,6.938841026595746,6.442706855791965,73.6751851851852,68.25531914893618,10.038455476753349,31.213159968479122,10.25414643259724,3.4392924743892825,1590,65,278,42,27,529,196,376,0.153,0.737,0.11,-0.9477,6,0,2,0,1,0,59.0,0,4,2,9,6,21,7,0,13,0,27,17,3,6,1,65,50,29,0,3,8,2,4,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,17,25,2,7,13,2,2,3,8,15,0,3,16,6,49,6,51,34,11,35,2,5,1,2,13,19,3,7,13,201,66,14,0.15653976266100572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762607488646676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837598009156492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544161511623665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967678856262678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542518636860227,0.17288586915454526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694019347650117,0.0,0.08737507296874086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279915623177157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674137340999815,0.0794422819824017,0.0,0.2453261012859795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800896286983998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729160739225343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187268112424984,0.0,0.0,0.08574082919599124,0.0,0.06657632107553832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235924406598487,0.08178556504993731,0.07508360220108294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246265159754682,0.0,0.0,0.15547930538947435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338684191093628,0.0,0.13913973362072954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585299569736442,0.038238710453667266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572698754428803,0.08756397654855802,0.17088164275162546,0.1330845082994999,0.07064162376097112,0.07406085420147966,0.05224575356369976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942433551566776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118707823900238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213107404515099,0.08335486916439845,0.05303769722999888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381888120311914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868284902343864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042507058552507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921329853600304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879786259949593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051195713729244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087425097117486,0.0,0.0,0.08960028821838252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599709381333826,0.0501521795572956,0.0,0.0,0.045639797233528505,0.0,0.07419069564430901,0.0,0.0,0.05314011165346555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212698863705837,0.0,0.09531162943175453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738552732690097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709442173951809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sathvik777,2018/01/15,When i need a little more motivation for getting on to a project i look up online about how tough and challenging that project is and that gets me started Weird but thats how my brain works,16.533947368421053,7.094720289473685,13.824736842105265,63.62815789473686,56.631578947368425,17.30526315789474,53.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,5.791231578947368,153,6,32,2,1,47,31,38,0.075,0.838,0.087,0.1046,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,7,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,22,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705380204583937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404370328186893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422457881776656,0.0,0.0,0.35395731939299424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125399792359283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983428000344272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30686003429038344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,claire12233,2018/01/15,"Things go missing... Oh wait, it is just over there Just wondering if anyone else gets this.

While cleaning and tidying, I'll be using a cloth and for some reason or another will put it down. Then, go off and do something else. When I need it again, I will reach for it and not find, look around not see it and get frustrated for not being able to remember where I left it.

This happens all the time with so many things. Like I was in the library using the computer (failing to study as per usual) and I wanted food. So, I pulled all my stuff into my bag and put my jumper on before standing up. It then hit me that I had left my jacket in chemistry... The idea of this upset me as I hadn't even recalled being without my jacket between chemistry and the library. Hence, I slung my backpack over my shoulder and was ready to leg it to chemistry after pushing in the desk chair. Wait!!! What is this strangely familiar fabric I feel on the desk chair....? Oh!! It is the jacket I thought I had left in chemistry. How flipping stupid and empty headed can I be?

Things like this happen all the time and it drive me insane. ",2.5087556561085966,4.508904886877829,3.3493642533936665,90.73056221719459,77.05429864253394,5.5059728506787335,23.719683257918554,6.2581,0.5665871493212666,864,28,174,6,20,274,123,221,0.085,0.875,0.04,-0.9005,0,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,2,1,10,0,16,4,3,4,3,41,35,22,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,21,14,1,3,7,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,6,3,23,2,27,22,4,34,0,2,2,0,0,17,0,4,11,130,44,4,0.13586852879522476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424699990370531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500243443426712,0.13921336395060166,0.0,0.1209517964286304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561411081473748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700144307917725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973988186263246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869921055137736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418137385289732,0.0,0.16429276433421205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197139705756268,0.0,0.15443443201160206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029618260182034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139440308615407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337903103564382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428646622458848,0.0,0.0,0.13275700036973526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409534482460296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774936278951527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074479251778196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731707971573262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969547647300712,0.0,0.0,0.15391255713821594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826962649207066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045982314023007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555369592098183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707950398346765,0.0,0.0,0.10786443520146882,0.1584520635325217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346935703313361,0.1496399891067762,0.0,0.0801387785156203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097241327883993,0.14734362371501658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CrazyinFrance,2018/01/15,"""This is important, I'll put it somewhere safe."" And never see it again. I'm screaming into the netherworld in the middle of the night, for I put an important visa document ""away"" just in case I lose it and have not been able to find it in the past few days. I need it for my visa interview tomorrow morning. 

Every single f*** time! 

(I spent 3 hours in the office today ""looking for it"", but mostly going through the giant stacks of paper I don't touch anymore and reorganizing all my books. Then 2 hours cleaning all my sneakers (while rewatching Mad Men) because I found this jar of sneaker cleaner on the way back and know that if I don't act now I will never act. Then 3 hours reorganizing every single piece of paper at home. When I have a deadline tomorrow, too. Every single f*** time!)",2.8488311688311683,4.952485571428575,4.407792207792209,83.0531168831169,76.40259740259741,6.7376623376623375,25.285714285714285,7.7094869923839395,1.484784415584416,614,22,116,9,14,205,97,154,0.059,0.908,0.033,-0.6892,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,0,4,19,15,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,9,5,0,1,3,1,3,5,5,3,0,0,3,4,12,1,17,11,8,36,0,1,2,0,2,10,0,2,20,80,21,4,0.16379152103205322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624371767691826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388752569678074,0.12594556942642854,0.0,0.09984579096320507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563198093121942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140042622196433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970248288970187,0.0,0.0,0.1795889486642576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308649597959924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429625033947526,0.0,0.4839049647815072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001553644088492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754362571824008,0.18324081578636545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144933745044036,0.2526522368937983,0.0,0.0,0.15370724694665513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635754022201007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32931143631776394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052063610283096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101630618062165,0.0,0.1552552102985209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001008552748627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jognt,2018/01/16,"Student that benefits a lot from just 'having someone nearby' while studying so as to not get distracted. Wondering if there are more like me. I have a very hard time concentrating on what I _should_ be doing and easily give up and go do something else.

I've noticed that it helps a LOT if there's someone there, just.. _there_ I think to remind me of the fact that I should be doing something productive. 

I am wondering if anyone else here has noticed this and if/how they managed to make that work for them.

I also gave thought to maybe looking for likeminded people nearby, but not sure how to go about that. (if likeminded people exist at all)",4.2109756097560975,6.125792414634148,4.84439837398374,82.23830487804881,72.00813008130079,7.846829268292684,27.747154471544718,8.548686976883017,2.1284705691056915,509,19,93,9,10,163,80,123,0.033,0.893,0.075,0.4451,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,11,4,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,3,25,23,13,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,10,3,14,17,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,8,3,73,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609048180441405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899171205386805,0.17436644245913438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843220861816892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891045634334531,0.16324928076303874,0.19343101652665529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524451617842452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406605289507375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313988402087126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429058160341096,0.0,0.0,0.2893567919452146,0.0,0.0,0.11359446593085724,0.0,0.1709656653054059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874952745656092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359586027716332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883808320548623,0.26202113043699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038980428061012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904254725952923,0.0,0.13510152545855966,0.09923157459322043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041384365012716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690993846731731,0.1238908795097798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,loonaboots,2018/01/16,"My Mom's Been Driving Home the Idea That I've got Aggression Issues More Lately, and I'm at the End of my Rope. Background information: when in elementary school, I was bullied 1st-7th, and through the first half of middle school (i transferred schools, and it stopped).

As a result, though, I ended up severely depressed, anxious (mainly due to ASD, but also bullying), and suicidal from 1st- ~9th grade. In general, I fit the typical depressed/ anxious package: I was irritable, upset, constantly done with people, anxious over everything, and just generally a miserable kid.

The problem is, my mom only saw the anxiety- she thought I was acting out for no reason, and that I was trying to start fights to hurt her. And because she wasn't around much, she only really saw the parts where I got upset at her. 

As a result, she's been convinced for years that I have an aggression disorder (ODD, or ""mentally ill and violent"" are the most commonly thrown around), and I think she's been pretty convinced of this for years. 

In reality, I never got the treatment I needed, so I stayed depressed and continued to act out as a way to try and get people to notice I was upset. Obviously, it didn't work that great- I never got treatment. 

Currently:

I got dx'd with ADHD about a year ago, and I think she's trying to drive it home more that I have an aggression issue now that we know I have ADHD (apparently it's slightly more common in people with ADHD?).

But the problem is is that I don't fit the criteria for ODD or anything else: I don't act out expressly to hurt people, I don't blantantly disobey authority, I don't argue that often with anyone, etc. I will admit that I'm stubborn and more independent than most, so I can see how that can be seen as argumentative. 

Overall, I'm just ready to lose it. She's tried to convince my sister I'm irrationally violent and abusive towards her, I'm pretty sure she's convinced some of her friends of this, and the way she treats me doesn't help either. She's at times tried to win arguments by telling me that i'm a terrible person, has said that our relationship is all my fault, etc. 

I just don't know what to do anymore- our relationship has obviously not been the best because of this stuff, and I'm losing it- nothing I say or do is interpreted other than me trying to attack her, and it doesn't help that whenever I try to explain I was depressed she doesn't really listen.

I don't know if I just ride it out or sit her down and try to explain, or I just find a therapist and eventually have the therapist talk to her a few years later or what. At this rate, she's only going to listen to my perspective if I end up having the mental breakdown of the fucking century. 

I'm just fucking tired. I'm so fucking tired, and I'm ready to lose it. Where the hell did I go wrong?",6.42304380796827,6.176959278481013,7.392051566236951,73.83793210056584,65.61844484629296,10.53512220731494,33.93274222714811,10.163272556057118,3.3619722218981503,2223,89,419,47,31,751,238,553,0.276,0.644,0.08,-0.9991,2,0,0,0,1,0,82.0,3,0,0,7,20,41,13,4,27,0,42,6,0,5,6,84,81,41,1,5,18,3,0,0,1,1,3,4,2,2,30,31,0,2,14,0,0,8,15,31,0,2,24,8,65,10,63,55,16,60,1,10,4,3,44,24,4,12,24,296,95,6,0.0,0.07560770868263124,0.0,0.0,0.2300716799117597,0.0,0.05656617857301785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103105652093037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881660147220212,0.21627083094189145,0.06328513002264721,0.04461937898103805,0.0,0.0525124801314897,0.113613805276127,0.0,0.07259624872249253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779935589867104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696757489989076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895894447710982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984741309045075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313497351422253,0.0,0.0,0.0653026285088069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053307388796444165,0.0,0.1695575453694404,0.0,0.14233623404714682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735081132896078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058323724179533326,0.0542791174415169,0.0,0.0,0.04930159496340815,0.17698165848698724,0.03333954338907929,0.0,0.07253254604138377,0.0,0.2551845449208898,0.07035381441529859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554472164737598,0.0,0.1280188411516358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136625800014611,0.07203686046865437,0.0,0.13320792493805664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520950390219727,0.0,0.07198359449660156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417053195231614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861654514054774,0.0,0.0,0.1494735116557995,0.0,0.0,0.04690973515008539,0.04731636725401178,0.09843269859988192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123008274210029,0.07265127213808448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455974824282292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910302143084489,0.0,0.17695898544828895,0.0557188574779744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298410752354973,0.0,0.1221204232993747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176020082972285,0.06561016508475404,0.0,0.1370220873229161,0.0,0.0,0.060700566057612815,0.05074648332658968,0.0,0.19374581824462347,0.050850523203462616,0.0,0.0,0.07209027698063047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451670136042435,0.0680159321328848,0.0,0.053350340810173084,0.0,0.0,0.07305036518135699,0.06980082327949115,0.0,0.06014278926124944,0.0,0.0,0.05129029478570971,0.05577518173712152,0.0,0.0,0.14818311018551822,0.0,0.08177730460804017,0.06269573162977629,0.05066021877744616,0.037209744756472055,0.14668680504533074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34659750670465594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130322787564484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645646330929727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976925662512704,0.0,0.16437335064240993
adhd,Kili12345,2018/01/16,Best coping-strategies for handling spacey brain-fog expression in social situations Some people look at you like you're a ghost when that happens. IT's terrifying. What have been your strategies? Smiling?,5.52,9.247380411764713,4.414941176470588,75.52123529411767,83.11764705882355,6.249411764705883,30.329411764705892,7.554174236665415,2.8090188235294127,170,8,23,3,5,50,32,34,0.15,0.599,0.251,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400777442142694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42632346122597903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33771034165918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657563123589774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32069737825412065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647593617439145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292683379102355,0.0,0.38929599697518025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,morimushroom,2018/01/16,"I've started my meds over the past couple months, and I feel overwhelmed by the new emotions I'm experiencing. (you can skip to the second paragraph, this one is  not necessary.) Midway through one of the worst semesters of my life, I found out I had ADHD inattentive type.  This was life-changing, and I began to realize that I wasn't the dumb, lifeless zombie I thought I was.  The number of mental breakdowns I had per day decreased, and I was able to power through the semester while still having leftover energy to actually go out and do things like going on dates and such.  My life was still far from perfect, but the difference between what I was able to accomplish before and after finding out about my ADHD was astounding.  Before, it was like my brain would subconsciously ""give up"" on me and immediately shut down when I tried to do something.  Now, I can actually make the choice whether or not to give up on something.  

Now that I'm home on break from college, I've fallen into my old habits of doing basically nothing all day but laying in bed.  I don't really have any friends to hang out with.  I've applied for a job but am currently jobless.  This is the first time I've ever been so acutely aware of my life style, and it honestly horrifies me that I've lived the first 20 years of my life this way.  I don't know what to do to change or what changes I need to make.  I don't even know the right question to ask someone that CAN help me.  How the hell do I live a normal, functional life? Even small changes are hard.  I feel trapped into this hole I dug myself  into my entire life.  

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adhd,HiFromChicago,2018/01/16,"Everyday when I come home and lock the door, within half a minute I can’t remember if I locked the door. Curious if anybody has experienced same or similar problem and what they’ve done to overcome.

Background: 47 years old diagnosed last year. Taking Strattera for several months.

Thank you in advance!",5.339444444444447,8.136734796296299,5.447925925925926,75.2396666666667,71.4074074074074,9.505185185185187,34.874074074074066,9.888512548439397,4.199834074074073,245,13,39,7,5,77,48,54,0.051,0.852,0.096,0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,4,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100650640870214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839717648707925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863130396018336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28064309487546857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805880805562964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331847713124428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935830324272637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677125744455379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169372651117578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160728258477189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103604477963431,0.0,0.0,0.2575846999000185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603395049069077
adhd,cheshyre513,2018/01/16,"21F; Psychologist said I couldn't have ADHD because I wasn't impulsive enough (i.e. no drinking, drugs, sex, issues with law/authority) + good grades? He said I didn't have ADHD for a few reasons, but I was pretty unhappy with this psychologist from the beginning to be honest. He didn't let me finish talking a lot of the time so I felt like I wasn't able to tell him/explain *a lot* of what I wanted to say. I wanted to ask you guys about two of the reasons he said I didn't have ADHD specifically:

 

**1.** I didn't exhibit ADHD in more than one category (def scored really high in inattentiveness)  

**2.** My good grades + clean track record with teachers in school.

 

**1:**
He asked whether I've had issues with the law/authority, whether I drank or used recreational drugs a lot, whether I had numerous romantic/sexual encounters, stuff like that. And when I said no to all those, he said that was an indicator that I wasn't impulsive. Are those really things most/everyone with ADHD has problems with? Are there other ways impulsiveness can present? I was never interested in those kinds of scenes, plus I grew up in a strict-ish Muslim-Arab household so relationships and drugs were definitely out of the equation if I wanted life at home to be even remotely tolerable. 
I definitely act on my emotions/what I'm feeling in the moment rather than doing the logical thing, planning is hard esp. with multiple steps, I have zero will-power or self control, it's really hard for me to be concise (I want to ramble a lot), I often interrupt others while they're talking because I'm impatient with the speed they're going at or I think I know what they're going to say so I want to ""help"" or seem engaged, in middle school I had zero brain-to-mouth filter and blurted out anything that came to mind--do any of these fall under impulsive at all? 

 

**2:**
I was always smart enough from a very young age to not need to pay attention in class and still get good grades (except for math, fuck math). I went to a Montessori system for elementary where they assigned a bunch of work every week to be due at the end of the week. I was always scrambling on Friday to start and finish all of it, and I found a regular way to cheat on one of the assignments I didn't like doing. In middle school I lied to teachers about forgetting homework/projects in my locker the day they're due and they'd tell me to turn it in next time--that's when I'd actually do the work. Got caught out once and got in trouble--I have a nice C- to show for it. I've relied on friends to tell me what I missed or let me copy their work and I was fine learning that way. 
College has been rough though, and I feel like I'm drowning in things I have to juggle and responsibilities I have to maintain while procrastinating literally all of it.

 

Does any of this warrant seeking a diagnoses from someone else? I don't want to seem like I know more than the professional or self-diagnose, but reading ADHD posts, symptoms, etc. still feels like reading an autobiography.

 

**TLDR:** Psychologist diagnosed me as no-ADHD. I feel like he didn't let me say all that I wanted, and misinterpreted some things I didn't get a chance to properly correct (...but he gave a shout-out to GAD..?). Would it be a good idea to see someone else? I don't want to come off as ""sure"" of having something if I don't.",2.4782216000180632,4.888599105900152,4.092105132431641,83.29607853320391,79.12102874432678,7.3350734978661905,24.54040689141283,8.351877782099677,1.7447218416239525,2663,97,520,56,67,887,295,661,0.068,0.8,0.133,0.9918,1,0,6,0,0,0,136.0,0,1,3,5,15,24,2,0,31,0,52,11,0,4,8,89,101,37,1,15,17,0,8,7,1,1,7,8,2,2,28,26,2,1,17,4,1,10,18,4,0,5,35,17,57,20,93,55,17,70,0,1,1,2,32,31,1,16,31,327,85,21,0.052328567211485405,0.0,0.05106513311184024,0.0,0.4402213816451389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708311974814861,0.2834899035549999,0.0,0.07117044025368026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306195213216688,0.0,0.09784029301081837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379801775184119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841598710424189,0.0,0.059849940400571275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507642716469786,0.0,0.0,0.058690937716065664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03374759681705344,0.0,0.0,0.15933718263591398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579308180276246,0.0,0.0,0.051262074173654686,0.18205357423428767,0.0,0.08742760650022137,0.0,0.04634757860775107,0.10813879647441203,0.058360184872849385,0.034562525120714845,0.0,0.044089074788273966,0.050002188462056715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583558351858993,0.11215061661488188,0.05024363073819358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737557299305216,0.04042892122097023,0.04837691717571995,0.05467903317207521,0.0,0.059479061317183536,0.17556287785975436,0.08370387100922794,0.0,0.0,0.051813508624987833,0.0,0.0,0.09375223568680972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507473556300246,0.0552880042966372,0.0524898195236968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059072582926674624,0.0,0.109234857560424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449215021388615,0.05751682405834624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052851602792784,0.03696121456105775,0.1789556630505346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795150622373188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283693568591901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880096953444887,0.04035901698733839,0.0,0.05565202488406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055728216260549336,0.07091838283293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011630243659587,0.05323696531357724,0.0,0.05007137169402293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468545612987824,0.0,0.10056906031566246,0.10760496480793796,0.0,0.056181297765545236,0.0,0.0,0.2488822526971937,0.1248413308844084,0.0,0.15887791112068353,0.041699093065118,0.09527592453159682,0.10918021607605884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867565037134513,0.04028508758188723,0.0,0.0,0.0370384292059467,0.0,0.0835793227413163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059903689957133736,0.0,0.0,0.04931905531366974,0.05438941758326607,0.0,0.08411944030739131,0.13721242265340516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905909944146702,0.033530032934183905,0.05141255159863686,0.0,0.06102641671241482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056918454599752234,0.0511174065274177,0.0,0.0,0.045195080781718286,0.0,0.04317654824037205,0.2469179578220835,0.1246079428744911,0.08394964041307461,0.0,0.0,0.048509106062528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428746048056675,0.0,0.0,0.0371727127670993,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Souperpie84,2018/01/16,"Tips on being organized in high school? I'm a freshman in high school with severe ADHD and I've been having a lot of trouble staying organized and my grades have been slipping and I was directed here (not here but an ADHD forum type thing) to ask for organization tips... 

So what are some good (but simple and not complicated) organization and planning tips? ",4.48,6.988797606060608,5.684848484848484,73.89727272727276,72.93939393939394,8.036363636363637,27.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5067757575757583,286,11,48,6,6,95,47,66,0.055,0.8809999999999999,0.064,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,7,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,35,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544400912174407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174029072834716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997150179742064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786043763080569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925561673205229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584458209841529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587251261571875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141129957674398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047182115911406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sugarplumteacup,2018/01/16,"I realized that I just don't have any goals I care about, so whether I can focus or not..... doesn't matter. If I really wanted to focus on something, I could.  I've realized that I just don't want anything enough. 

Like when I convinced myself that if I could find just one person I connected to in the world, then I might have motivation to try in life.  I could certainly hyper focus on that.  

Maybe I can't focus on anything else, because nothing else matters if you are so lonely and have no one to share anything with.

Maybe I don't even have adhd.  Does anyone else think their adhd is just depression?  I haven't read a book in a decade, but when I was MUCH younger, it was my favourite pastime.  I could read then, I got excellent marks in school then.

I just lost my brain somewhere along the way.",4.241164772727274,5.133238468750001,4.832727272727271,86.32136363636366,70.5625,7.8181818181818175,27.04545454545455,8.00094639256281,1.5093124999999996,625,20,129,8,11,200,89,160,0.084,0.8079999999999999,0.108,0.6751,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,4,11,9,0,0,4,0,20,2,1,1,1,30,26,14,0,9,12,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,0,24,6,14,17,2,14,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,5,6,93,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31678090544029114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896242561749485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921532407588223,0.13503825161303418,0.32536503207204404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034023487931499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712539009964418,0.0,0.0,0.13437249188945674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209062787692354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135137470051877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153335817483278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302902514221801,0.0,0.0,0.13617815434508507,0.0,0.08704851605331639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204570820797793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054074859088421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930898094925352,0.06438775958923483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438684254930198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648090332417258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398123209251276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688355633670988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645963896120785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861368534117408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507720199683573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636587916144126,0.0,0.08443043856295092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338229145008482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146125263803174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444810094011927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947929187712167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547071387476205,0.10461172881896702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Maude_ville,2018/01/16,"Adderall vs. No Adderall I'm prescribed Adderall XR 15mg daily.

Off Adderall: My head is always in the clouds and I get *nothing* accomplished.  I am unaware of hours passing.  I could drink 4-6 cups of coffee a day and it would have no effect.  I'm always so freakin hungry, and nothing can fill it.  I can sleep anywhere from 6-14 hours a night and it makes no difference.  Conversations are hard to navigate, and hard to keep track of.  I can create elaborate stories in my head, and do some of my best creative work! (Shout out to /r/maladaptivedreaming) It's like my brain is a radio and I jump between 10 different stations.  

On Adderall: I have no inner voice.  Instead of a radio station, my brain is just white static.  I'm able to get chores done, and for all intents and purposes *appear* fine.  Food consumption is minimal. The problem is I have blank moments.  I could sit and happily stare at a wall with no inner thoughts.  Creative work? Throw that out the window! I can however, just talk small talk for *hours*.  My mouth moves, but I'm silently begging someone to shut me up.  There is no filter, because there is no inner voice.  

So now, after 6 months of different Adderall amounts, I'm on a drug holiday.  I *obviously* need to get stuff done, but I feel like I'm totally unattached.  Regardless if I'm medicated or not, I feel like my ""give a fuck"" machine is broken.  I have no motivation for anything.  

Help!!",1.7081354460603428,4.397086339483399,3.3244334708053,85.42455773822445,85.97416974169741,6.140264814412851,26.789776427176037,7.5105763829236425,1.8529591057087045,1102,51,205,20,34,363,151,271,0.113,0.7659999999999999,0.121,0.6562,3,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,6,8,7,1,0,10,0,24,11,6,4,3,40,43,16,0,7,8,0,4,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,6,13,2,1,5,4,0,6,9,2,0,0,3,9,22,5,28,37,5,31,0,0,2,1,5,15,1,4,12,125,28,4,0.11425076489371995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013157765905064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401864471146802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964620584195118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989912904391398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508327723585944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243987819656848,0.0,0.0,0.07368229162649333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358103196834594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383639900918635,0.0,0.11192225387537807,0.13249461505950125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155372391632968,0.16324153853691156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815247841520098,0.0,0.0,0.1056229911319456,0.17907392739163866,0.10959974432855588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469248841507248,0.0,0.23450849225485298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657987940549693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375419680688875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155132934308912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745145809407486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626327273828695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509562584034015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119387052228946,0.12143048205370605,0.0,0.08471549450250794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721660329368707,0.0,0.21925338055138646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932255210045698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433327542975315,0.0,0.09680430233670327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078979154729478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836608741590321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070234539133416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635183512534135,0.0,0.0,0.08116046536591362,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iwishicaredbutidont,2018/01/16,"Vyvanse-- sweating, dry eyes and mouth and clenching jaw I plan on calling my doctor tomorrow. 
(The office closed early due to bad weather.)

I took this in highschool but felt nothing like how I feel now. I've had so much water and ate a good breakfast and lunch. So many bathroom breaks! 😓

My mouth and eyes are so dry. I'm even blinking less. It's only a matter of time before my contacts pop right out of my eyes onto my desk. I'm clenching my jaw so hard I'm giving myself a headache. 

What did I do wrong? ",0.5948076923076933,3.0025234807692343,2.0530769230769264,94.59192307692308,88.23076923076924,3.5846153846153848,21.46153846153846,4.713530739802397,-0.15220769230769227,398,14,81,1,13,128,74,104,0.124,0.8059999999999999,0.07,-0.5509,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,4,13,8,1,0,12,12,11,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,6,11,2,7,7,2,13,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,6,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036194259421396,0.0,0.0,0.2245762434486833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26949154251514057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701330170585099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743164862335268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344574053111016,0.0,0.2534043197164288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531758444266281,0.0,0.22136333987947104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364202303561916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893784428410002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675731726405824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401136148121376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532380896714703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072284003708504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253859991829168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538937113474293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932245202226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885547834381335,0.0,0.0
adhd,dancingninjabunnies,2018/01/16,"Feeling alone in this... Oh, my god, you guys, I feel so isolated in this struggle. I know, realistically, that there are so many of us out there with adhd who are handling our business every day and struggling every day. But I don't currently know anyone else with it, and it makes me feel SOOOO alone, stupid, lazy, incompetent, the works.",6.182142857142857,6.9600141587301625,6.285833333333333,78.04875,66.14285714285714,8.839682539682537,30.035714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2445904761904765,264,9,50,4,4,84,48,63,0.28600000000000003,0.665,0.049,-0.9476,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,1,4,3,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,31,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413953098573624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41606184114897016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404463446205344,0.20580533757498876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590768350280896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677931891635672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384672993868034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468333967588906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988834923421744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077537577985204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407595565889766,0.20364103923022295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199660503992332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416104721866464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622884954453447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the_ginger_chef,2018/01/16,"Any tips for long late classes? I've tried few things and failed. Hello fellow ADHD/ADD people! As you know the spring semester for college students are here. Oh boy! I don't mind school, really I love it. I am in a pastry apprenticeship program, mostly hands on work the past semesters. But this semester... it's all lectures. I'm really worried. I have 3 classes in 1 day. They are all 2 and a half hours long. 15 minutes between classes. That's not the worse part! My last class is over at 9pm. Now for me I can focus pretty well for an hour at a time if I like the topic, I also do better during the day time. But night time my focus is dead. Specially if my first class starts at 1:30pm. I'd greatly appreciate some tips and ideas to help me with focusing or just coping with any of this. It's stressing me out and I haven't even started the first day yet! ",0.6905898268398261,3.0524192386363644,2.495616883116885,92.09765151515154,86.72727272727272,5.170562770562771,19.744588744588746,6.655083550727371,0.2599884199134199,670,20,141,8,21,221,118,176,0.071,0.79,0.139,0.9004,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,5,7,8,0,1,10,0,10,2,1,0,2,21,15,11,1,2,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,16,6,18,15,6,29,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,5,22,87,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141563615288567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071670340976964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530582708081968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350526755185388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205572925299905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970273867377176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568003317291377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664257244024376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118031543342733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973157184921379,0.0,0.0,0.17040706018302454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295957628103992,0.1230464794025356,0.17028105666695986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374779329015968,0.0,0.0,0.2671765213170787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624057414587054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241904845253135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416587467252816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346690645851772,0.14410129404363622,0.10465149468977417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357301649418553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934081437298236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277204427024824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136899902486709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291564132727905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028616979950472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640649456205914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248687581617794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572447529642306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098952576158233,0.15329964665060153,0.1538335494180084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bunnyducks,2018/01/16,"Being a full-time student is too much to handle. My college defines full-time student as someone taking 15 credit hours. 

I did that last semester and I barely scraped by. My mental health was a wreck and I was constantly depressed and scrambling to do things. 

This year instead of taking 5 classes, I'm taking just 4. So I'm only taking 12 hours. I feel awful about this. I feel like a slacker and like I'm a underachiever. It means I'll potentially be behind everyone else. I don't understand how everybody else survives and makes A's taking 15 hours.


TL/DR: 15 credits it too much so I'm taking a lighter load to make good grades, but I feel super guilty about it.",2.1242857142857154,4.580555151515153,3.731082251082253,85.10590909090912,80.81818181818181,5.892640692640692,25.33766233766233,7.1686216300943375,1.3632753246753246,528,21,98,7,14,175,81,132,0.08,0.804,0.117,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,6,1,8,2,0,3,0,15,25,10,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,9,6,9,20,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,54,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523093507133168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139403016429515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235479641905013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467711063875773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379510121642084,0.10068973290044993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821633138876968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981585620712976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164014981991053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488738555138775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377152959179428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881611416054118,0.0,0.0,0.15352828479684774,0.0,0.0,0.14203742987865306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072186967773208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719352982313593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942057681223155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6358297338337193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363629021465704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467266708372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076269402306507
adhd,Ekyou,2018/01/16,"Medication is really helping me focus... on the wrong things? I think it's because my coping mechanism has always been to multitask so I don't get too bored with any one thing. Like switching back and forth between work and Reddit. Now that I can concentrate, I keep trying to multitask and running with the wrong thing... like doing nothing but Reddit for 8 hours instead of working.  

Does anyone else have this problem? I've heard about people with ADHD hyperfocusing on the wrong things, but I actually didn't have this problem until I started Adderall. What can I do to make sure I stay on track?",4.4027027027027055,6.854114720720722,5.110171171171171,78.19552702702704,72.96396396396396,7.322882882882882,28.21711711711712,8.238735603445708,2.238847927927928,478,19,80,8,10,154,79,111,0.15,0.767,0.084,-0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,17,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,1,10,3,14,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,58,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.15114643508314654,0.0,0.18614292439118094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887759517853425,0.0,0.0,0.10532782029650316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829992232726278,0.15869905431948556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909780628216315,0.0,0.0944170940222836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355418197148224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938741412285318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809215646187753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381684955605584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253155263020404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766983132480884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133899372221532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338763620401938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603139316995313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861733525873164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049547910076262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737848002829302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964100500707383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922396502967187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962913820859713,0.16508791326159405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597826223234264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115976178974672,0.09924472213012432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515745599823652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551776752134345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080307197827568,0.0,0.0
adhd,onlyhalfpolish_,2018/01/16,"Hello everyone, looking for advice/thoughts/ideas (no medical advice per community rules) I’ve searched subreddits but I haven’t really found anything specific to what I’m looking for, so I’m posting. 

I’m in a wonderful serious relationship with someone who has ADHD & depression. Somewhat recently he’s opened up to me about this & it’s affecting the relationship. I love him so much but I’m not sure where to turn or what to do since I have zero experience with this. He introduced me to Reddit so I’m pretty new here. I think the world of him, he’s such an amazing person, but he has a hard time seeing how I see him & believing all the good things I tell him (genuine things of course, not things to make him feel better). In person things are great, we’ve discussed what helps him & everything goes pretty smoothly. Texting on the other hand, not so much, a message can only be so comforting when you’re not happy. When things are good it’s amazing, but our fights have progressively gotten worse. The majority of fights happen when we’re texting. He said that he’s so angry because he’s sad & hurting, & unfortunately I do forget that sometimes, fighting back during fights & ultimately making things worse. He said he sees how he hurts me & that hurts him, making him even more sad. This results in him pushing me away to save me, protect my feelings, etc. Like I said, I don’t know what to do or where to turn. I see myself marrying him, we’ve discussed this & our future, & I would do anything to save this. He said he’ll try counseling when we move in together in May/June, but I’m so worried we won’t make it that far. We’re not talking at the moment because of the biggest fight we’ve had so far & I’m feeling pretty lost. I appreciate your comments in advance. 

If this violates rules I didn’t realize, I understand if this gets removed. ",4.556382546930493,6.013227315068495,5.55564687975647,79.30932014205989,70.36986301369862,8.58548959918823,30.504819888381533,9.049649993220411,2.6352415017757487,1490,62,278,29,27,491,180,365,0.189,0.627,0.184,0.4724,0,0,0,0,6,0,67.0,4,1,0,4,22,27,6,0,11,0,18,3,1,8,2,43,55,23,0,3,14,0,6,1,0,3,1,4,0,2,26,5,0,1,9,0,0,4,10,14,0,1,9,16,36,13,29,42,7,32,0,7,6,1,50,17,0,6,11,162,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227184266082945,0.0587642494422985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167312034868727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897368602468244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056499796004816465,0.046240908404264015,0.0,0.07331675255440989,0.0,0.0,0.06775273226802009,0.0,0.053185446941123815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179508942938127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706758899619307,0.03971929209129536,0.0,0.0,0.057462570277832525,0.05404640172698255,0.058824593471374476,0.0,0.0,0.0912197772170606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593607193505142,0.0,0.0,0.03141860269534561,0.0,0.0,0.10087852669538644,0.0,0.06630020445752087,0.0,0.0,0.05317810803336491,0.0640159405861226,0.05387008646576778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040307924898023935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313064722411089,0.06788627762748743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304919890774821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029379435126298037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099826817874374,0.0,0.0656455994192024,0.0,0.05427513056478513,0.0,0.16056511417236488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060580741031181176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391510131576797,0.08841382822940476,0.0,0.0,0.05807976922285736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045736173812881434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501695391020227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057593710183571165,0.18353993823878334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03852469177790484,0.0,0.05937709185123832,0.12912721904571176,0.0,0.0,0.2288126080300689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916825754612312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049745159763109816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050953077736413284,0.0,0.05947608846375434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056677512908231774,0.0,0.0,0.04833507691431741,0.052561555952002834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397103062946235,0.03853275092870468,0.0,0.0,0.035065812787398835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082842868927074,0.1308215019438912,0.0,0.06260374606071091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521497807502218,0.0,0.06107107511590749,0.1225675395490808,0.042718922621117324,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jenpearson97,2018/01/16,"Advice on telling my traditional, closed-minded family that I'm ADHD? So I'm looking for advice on whether/how to tell my family I'm ADD. I'm a 24 year old woman, with three older brothers and 60 year old parents. The problem is that my family is the kind of closed-minded, far right, traditional, religious family that doesn't do emotions or mental health discussions.

What makes things more complicated is that my dad is 100% ADHD, and I'm pretty sure that one of my brothers (who just had a baby girl) has mild ADHD as well. I'm pretty sure if I tell my family I'm ADD, a couple things are going to happen: 1) I'm going to get mercilessly mocked, judged and made fun of for a while, then eventually 2) my 60 year-old dad will realize that he's ADHD. Is that even fair for me to put on him at this age? But on a positive note 3) my brothers will all know to be on the look out for ADD in their kids. 

So I feel like I need to tell my family, I'm just scared of the demeaning comments they'll make, and then eventually having my father realize he's been ADHD his entire life is going to suck as well. Idk, anyone have any advice or encouragement? Anyone think I should just tell my brothers but not my parents? ",3.8928840200047654,4.706220846153852,5.746106215765661,79.74432722076686,71.30769230769229,8.88868778280543,24.650869254584432,9.168548406835145,1.813669873779472,947,25,192,19,17,328,131,247,0.037000000000000005,0.872,0.091,0.8705,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,0,8,12,2,1,9,0,19,2,0,3,3,32,43,16,0,4,9,9,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,12,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,4,2,2,3,3,21,8,26,35,2,23,0,0,2,0,27,10,1,3,10,111,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810208800139041,0.234670903129564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054436536843589726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194521438552303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857346368303502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004513119466404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287206782577118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527823627672682,0.0,0.04047553043817667,0.057187517285980975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182266111090439,0.0,0.13648225729420993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707876799093919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508908127733239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335943777307875,0.04399321826334392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654146612175276,0.039108236952211384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444316361827222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574495584792583,0.10686758449094387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067126351872055,0.0,0.16165474238556102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059355833688827186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199606368441263,0.0,0.054243744259726084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777142357079487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287863407356665,0.0,0.07659674607365682,0.0,0.0804720521998827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683620011696084,0.0,0.0,0.08014370833265581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089177822163566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34983480381960264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063629192569226,0.05129261155846495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394857671803238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464813493441226
adhd,HenkXI,2018/01/16,"Study buddy(s) through Skype (29yo male) Every thursday I study with a fellow adhd friend of mine. This works really well because we understand each others struggles and therefore can help or motivate each other. The problem is that he is going abroad for a while and can't keep studying with me. So my question is if there are any people with adhd who are interested in studying together with me through Skype? I must warn you that I can be very direct and hard on you but I don't mind if you also do that with me (actually I think that's one of the things that made it work for us). I expect you to be honest like i will. So no ***** around and no excuses. During all that time we developed a good way of studying that actually works for us. I'm not expecting you to focus 2 hours and finish all your work on a day. We always agreed on a certain amount of time we would study and then take a break. We just repeated this process a couple of times untill it was time to finish for that day. 
If you like to be my new study buddy please send me a private message. Also if you are not available on thursday but maybe an evening or a day in the weekend (maybe even several days). Do know that i'm on the GMT+1 timezone. But that doesn't mean I only want to study with someone from Europe. Maybe you like to study in the morning and ill just adjust by studying in the evening. I just really need someone to study with atleast once or twice a week that understands me. I noticed this keeps me a lot more motivated and on target. ",2.513209586466168,4.587281871710528,3.5883646616541363,88.67355263157896,77.32236842105263,6.3165413533834585,24.34398496240601,7.310402129719878,1.041235338345865,1195,41,242,15,28,385,158,304,0.056,0.816,0.128,0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,7,9,0,6,13,11,0,1,18,0,20,1,0,4,4,63,34,25,0,11,15,0,1,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,20,23,0,2,9,1,0,2,7,2,1,2,2,1,35,9,39,26,7,35,0,0,0,0,26,11,0,9,23,176,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.2011901134981677,0.0,0.2477737305847869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487238135597787,0.08577409711011899,0.0,0.0,0.07010061503703621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176656289247404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628390138743951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406042044852277,0.0,0.2659224570723421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042579132200749,0.0,0.08685266658616947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964239739903382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858497945633472,0.08646191924465751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234296372647056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909499299045675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151691758009684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832514870382167,0.0,0.0,0.05665223830421055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108482036106946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763828064422799,0.0,0.0975405177987184,0.0,0.0,0.3106850236174684,0.11228863225522888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408539486486368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643543636102547,0.0,0.09955911294102393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736175049633102,0.0,0.10978103327327557,0.06985234651212521,0.07839998255941667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146542547387505,0.0,0.0,0.11315521210807986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863741010981164,0.0,0.0,0.1154776062133136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207642492577618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645551208148773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468537802164402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077657174531088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750629496259494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848439016673878,0.06605202728886668,0.0,0.0,0.2404363007899493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146280368530316,0.2479945781772257,0.0,0.0,0.08505504746178193,0.060801579438459215,0.08182323450453392,0.08268771984714889,0.0,0.0926848431838508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001853481923878,0.0,0.0,0.07322787433323487,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,baconwrappedpikachu,2018/01/16,"Guess who got to spend all morning scooting around her crawlspace with a dust mask and a flashlight locating the frozen pipe because she forgot to keep the faucet dripping last night... YEP! IT WAS THIS GIRL!!!  
  
Last night was literally the coldest night of the winter, and I had every faucet dripping but I rinsed a spoon off last last night and absentmindedly turned the water off all the way.  
  
The good news is that it looks like the pipe did not burst! Hooray for updated PEX plumbing!  
  
What makes it especially funny is that I got to catch up with an old friend yesterday, and we talked a lot about how great it is to feel like I finally have at least a fraction of my shit together.  
  
Pride cometh before the fall, I guess.  
  

  
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adhd,SpiceAndIce,2018/01/16,"Anyone need a planner? I ordered a Hobonichi Techo from Japan as part of my new year's routine-olution to organize my life better, but got antsy waiting for it to ship and just started bullet journaling instead.

Since it's already a sunk cost, I'm willing to give it to anyone who's money short and is looking for a nice journal (you'll need to pay cost of shipping though). ",9.934279279279279,6.757488013513516,9.17864864864865,73.19022522522525,60.75675675675675,10.947747747747748,44.93693693693694,7.793537801064563,3.970888288288288,299,15,55,2,3,95,55,74,0.024,0.892,0.084,0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,11,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29935045559504125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793531167927759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399140785460644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022452489633113,0.0,0.0,0.2169574177942393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160427284950468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277963976844565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022828601166565,0.0,0.26199186274950315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937562910807139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439529708013525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192004548004501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665189626850981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468739006421782
adhd,3nr0ck,2018/01/16,"ADHD and Senioritus.... a short rant I think it might be senioritus setting in because I am just waiting to graduate at this point, but I get bored in class and I just go down the rabbit hole of thoughts that pertain to my future. I literally think about my entire post high school life from course selection in college to the intelligence work I want to do in the military to the countries I want to go to and work in. I kind of get a little high off it because these thoughts are pleasant, but then I’m still in class reading fucking hamlet or learning about Nominal GDP, god I just want to get on with my life and get my stupid diploma.

I also zone out like this when Im at work and when I’m at home, my job also required that I talk to customers and not blankly look around like a confused boi. I guess I’m infatuated with the future because I want to live in it so badly, I picture myself designing battle plans and leading troops in an all out fight like it’s “charge of the light brigade” or my fantasy of exploring the stars and fighting against some collector or reaper nemesis. Life is an adventure and I’m trapped in a school full of rich kids with their heads up their asses.


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adhd,RocMama,2018/01/16,"How can I best help my 7 year old son? At 4, my son started preschool. The entire year was full of “behaviors”, calls to come pick him up, the counselors and doctors telling me he was just having trouble adjusting and that pulling him from the program was the worst thing I could do. We started working with a therapist twice a week, he had therapy at school. I read every gentle parenting book I could find, removed gluten and refined sugar from the home. I sought therapy myself to teach me how to calm him when he was so distraught he couldn’t function. 


At 5, he was diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety. I was on a waitlist for months for a second evaluation at a nationally recognized behavioral center for children. They confirmed the diagnosis while also ruling out autism. His emotional stability and outbursts continued. He thrived (and still thrives) academically, testing well above his peers. There was talk of finding him a program for gifted students once we could get his “issues” under control. He was suspended from school twice. We tried medication for half a year. At the end, he sobbed into my arms, “I’m so sad and I don’t know why, but it hurts.” 


At 6, we moved and changed school districts. We had the typical meetings, but also discovered this district has collaborations with several universities and agencies in the area, has access to specialists, and employs a team of support staff for students. Physical outbursts are no longer a thing! 


This year, he has friends. He can read four levels above his peers. He’s in first grade and doing double digit multiplication in his head. He’s come so far in every way, but we’re still struggling. His emotional stability is not good. He falls into a sobbing heap when everything is too much, and it’s always too much. He doesn’t understand that he’s being aggressively friendly and talkative or that he’s making people uncomfortable. He can’t handle himself when he’s angry. 


When he’s okay, he’s amazing. He’s so smart. He’s such an awesome big brother to his little brothers. He’s so creative and thoughtful. He has big dreams and big ideas. He wants to change the world, look after his grandma, and be a firefighter. He wants to go to space and build ships. He wants to learn how to skateboard and have a farm. 


When he’s not okay, I don’t know how to help him. I can hold him when he cries. I can tell him he’s not the things the kids at school say about him. I can tell him how proud I am of him, and that we will figure this out. I can tell him to breathe deep and let the sad/mad/anxious out, while I breathe with him because it’s the only thing keeping me from crying too. I can talk to him about his struggles and we can work on coping skills and focus on making tomorrow better. 


I can do my best. But I want my best to be better. So, I’m here asking you all for help. I have input from the doctors, the counselors, the specialists. What I want is the answers from people with ADHD. How can a mother help her little boy?",3.554402199904352,5.735114517421604,4.3203176880508325,84.13427102548341,74.55749128919861,7.0803579968572805,27.45699255311881,7.994972329748466,1.820425879620141,2359,93,445,37,51,755,268,574,0.087,0.76,0.152,0.992,2,0,0,0,1,0,76.0,7,1,1,12,32,26,1,3,32,2,48,9,4,10,1,83,71,49,0,9,9,6,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,3,15,41,1,3,11,5,0,7,9,10,1,6,11,3,61,16,60,51,9,67,0,4,1,0,89,35,2,1,24,294,76,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749667178174275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810896534651895,0.06144564529176483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649185696606492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903588154595132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045015731871281404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324899244428011,0.13062126924834108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540484774216029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562381906890003,0.12722328564215146,0.0,0.0,0.08282437632395692,0.17687965640575692,0.0,0.16223235097703212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495196186777763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116866994282713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661332362198213,0.06540548578186657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443659154689247,0.0,0.06636786938821035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498749952737293,0.06281322431870819,0.0,0.0,0.11410620841590847,0.0,0.03858139771410067,0.0,0.041968286328654285,0.06193837767049705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578712495005878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798920997223626,0.0,0.07407338738459457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905348712870387,0.08336295225707001,0.0,0.07707585959903515,0.0,0.06563756571685515,0.0,0.0,0.08116747263118405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551236323482115,0.0,0.0,0.14802584106038472,0.0,0.0,0.0620118977095179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858532839545568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439190361846318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058943036079404126,0.07848642944792669,0.10857036206929008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748877520103778,0.07864339768698457,0.0,0.056163080481533297,0.0,0.0,0.08199705390337336,0.0,0.0,0.10239079937280353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477316252143082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058725167077616776,0.0,0.29894368505711405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342476725162465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453691552322356,0.0,0.11794674866360738,0.0,0.0,0.1543993879815516,0.0,0.0,0.08379937149707717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187089600422736,0.2581780373010149,0.0,0.16889828209754792,0.08574069899308487,0.19623954960695564,0.0,0.0,0.05862533946929315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013647044003988,0.0,0.0,0.0768761121740994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177809157558524,0.05861538172224439,0.05923466961348331,0.0,0.06639626868804288,0.0,0.066634374577667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752128584422233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021717066501426
adhd,tdoc210,2018/01/16,"Newly Diagnosed with ADHD Hi everyone, i got diagnosed with ADHD last week, I am 27 years old, and have struggled with the symptoms of ADHD for a long time, before I even thought I might have it. The doctor has put me on 5mg Ritalin to start, but it only seems to last 3-4 hours of the day. Is it appropriate to bring up to your doctor that the treatment isn't lasting the whole day. I don't want to seem like im pushing for medication. While it does last, it helps a lot.",4.280303030303031,4.20305091919192,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727275,70.1111111111111,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.9862242424242431,367,12,80,6,6,126,67,99,0.033,0.8959999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.6825,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,8,7,0,0,0,11,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,14,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,15,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824113218860661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385548532287285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258219657734736,0.0,0.0,0.271612041244729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273903644362601,0.11709086558680964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837483357597964,0.0,0.0,0.127853363385205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701353046789178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968453280758806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176783050683427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452891528282075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43626533368917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536880576509296,0.0,0.0,0.11841039133370065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375351404585066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479124688915256,0.0,0.14194257586265735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404024916855179,0.0,0.0,0.10176230582924407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450777533644626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436162851200647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470560977703077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987870327726204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390713123658537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622369131584697,0.07802091140420843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891977421077123,0.0,0.10732774116411778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938494250306444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616397876159658
adhd,Raentina,2018/01/16,"Tomorrow is the day! I'm finally getting tested! Hey people!  I'm feeling a surge of emotions this week.  Tomorrow I do my first round of evaluations for ADHD.  My entire life I have been struggling tremendously.  My parents refused to have me tested a kid.  I always did relatively well in school, so there was never any suspicion  that something could be wrong.  But the whole time I knew something was up.  I knew that I had to try 100x harder to do well, I knew I struggled with just sitting still in a class, and I knew how awful my social life was because I just couldn't be ""normal"".


Now as a senior in college, I am on academic probation (it's honestly surprising I skated by with good grades until now).  And I feel like everything is out of control now.  My parents feel like I am trying to find something to explain why I am doing so poorly, but I know what's up with me.  So, this lead to me paying for testing, completely out of my own pocket, without telling them a word about what's going on.


and... I am terrified.  I know this sounds bad, but I am afraid my parents are going to be right.  What if I am just uncontrollably lazy?  What if I'm just truly not trying hard enough, when I feel like I am giving 110% and only getting 50% output in return?  What if those days that I feel like my heart is racing because my hyperactivity is at a peak that day and I am bouncing off the walls, is just because I'm a weirdo?  What if I just blew all this money on this?


Tomorrow is going to be a happy, but such a scary day for me.  I truly feel I know who I am and am very very aware with what I have struggle with all these years of my life... but what if.. what if.. what if... ",2.998345813478558,4.2872746401179995,4.6365929203539835,85.04343941456774,73.98525073746312,7.221284320399365,25.427842069434988,7.748469712250963,1.316446698434309,1289,42,266,17,26,435,160,339,0.108,0.773,0.118,-0.7337,3,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,3,20,17,0,5,12,1,35,4,1,3,3,59,59,25,0,10,20,3,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,23,13,0,2,15,0,3,4,4,7,2,1,10,9,44,10,39,43,5,41,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,7,25,198,67,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547663194231512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995120240384157,0.0,0.0,0.0653417366115145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022774943779303,0.17571929824033802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074428380869864,0.0,0.1077685561605798,0.07671680742260811,0.0,0.0,0.2478699386578504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808375379529406,0.0,0.09928246518542257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635585049799588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915036410234955,0.27457526937862337,0.0,0.10525745462815282,0.0878208117552954,0.08173065458580203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040187951534416,0.0921743925981097,0.16382356823849592,0.08059233076950342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228527372958987,0.0860741323104486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386230586470768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841896530169094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360503080339654,0.1877709543216844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741074032558043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414382380251056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307768994663191,0.0,0.0,0.32007620826593897,0.0,0.0,0.06661389498047393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205687087507305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724410476064642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794751916612676,0.0,0.2219149612759085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673435872064108,0.0,0.0,0.3013496724038003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398334991221289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056028486446814366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957081454803964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585619328957771,0.0,0.0,0.07707434818374362,0.0,0.17278560560414605,0.0,0.08670261893443669,0.1072765246618181,0.0,0.0926234208466956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050548955605325,0.0,0.06187619741118935
adhd,BananaPants430,2018/01/16,"3 months until my doctor's appointment - what do I do in the meantime? I recently downloaded the Adult ADHD Self-Report Scale to give to my husband (who I've long suspected to have ADHD) and took it myself, thinking that I'd show him what a ""typical"" result would be.  To my surprise it came back as highly indicative of symptoms of ADHD.   I've since read a number of articles about ADHD in women and it's been nothing short of a revelation for me; I'm actually starting to think that maybe there's a legit reason for always being scattered, disorganized, and lacking in follow-through in my professional and personal life.   I've spent 20 years thinking that I was just impossibly lazy.  

I made an appointment with a doctor who specializes in child and adult ADHD.  Unfortunately due to the length of the initial appointment, they can’t fit me in for 3 months, although I am on the cancellation list.  Of course, there’s a chance that this isn’t ADHD, and even if it is ADHD, I know that treatment won’t change things overnight.   

What are some suggestions for improving executive function?  My biggest issues are procrastination, lack of follow-through, and short attention span.  All of this affects my professional and personal lives pretty significantly, and even my academic life now that I think about it (I'm in grad school part time).  

Planners and to-do lists always start with the best intentions and I either get annoyed and stop using them, or I lose them.  
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adhd,StrugglingDaydreamer,2018/01/16,"Female;25 struggling with ADHD and losing hope I got diagnosed with ADHD back in November of 2016.



As a child, I was always seen as a terrible student.
My teachers would separate me from the rest of the class and always send Home notes to my parents.

* “StrugglingDaydreamer can’t stay in her seat.”

* “StrugglingDaydreamer can’t stay on task.”

* “StrugglingDaydreamer has trouble following directions.”

* “StrugglingDaydreamer has trouble listening.”



When I was in college, I found out I had ADHD at 23, it all made sense. I wasn’t a terrible student, I was sick.




I constantly daydream. All the time. I zone out and miss what I’m supposed to be doing. I do audio for news. Sometimes I forgot to turn mics on and off, sound up videos, or turn something on.



I get so angry with myself and start cursing. I worry my coworkers are going to think I’m stupid. I get so upset when I make mistakes I just want to break down and cry. 



I’ve struggled finding the right medication for me.

* Guanfacine - didn’t work

* Vyvanse - I lost too much weight and it made my anxiety worse. The thought of eating disgusted me.

* Straterra - didn’t work 

* Adderall - Constant migraine

* Concerta - Started on Saturday, haven’t felt a change yet. 



I’m frustrated to the point of tears. I desperately want to find ADHD meds that work for me. I want to be able to function and focus like a normal human being.



Can anyone give me any advice on how to cope with ADHD? Is there something else I should be doing along with taking medication?




TL;DR Struggling with ADHD and frustrated with myself. Worrying it’ll never be manageable.



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adhd,kezwaldronald,2018/01/16,"Me and my best friend knew something was wrong. Right now I'm sat on my dinner break at work trying to keep concentrated on writing this.

So here's some back story. Ever since I can remember I've always been 'weird' and I've always known my brain isn't quite right, I always just attributed it to me just being strange. School was pretty hard for me, I could never concentrate on something for long and if something really interested me all my brain would pretty much be thinking that. I think my teachers noticed something but yet again just attributed it to me being 'weird'. This is when my anxiety and depression started. Maybe I was weird? Maybe it's me? Maybe it's everyone else? Anyway... school is where I met my best friends, they're all weird and we all think the same random dumb stuff so we connected instantly. I was really hyper in school sometimes and could become annoying to some people (even teachers). After school I'd go home and be really hyper sometimes, pacing around the house talking randomness to my family and then fall asleep randomly. Also at this time I'd force my parents to pay for a hobby only to do it for a few months and quit.

When we left school for college (age 16, I live in England) I wanted to study programming as my brain is really good at on the spot problem solving and I could read and write code. College wasn't any different from school, I could never focus on the work and none of it interested me anymore, the only thing I wanted to do was write code but I never really did. I dragged my way through College and as my best mate also studied there we would often call out the system for being 'broken'. At this point my anxiety had gone through the roof, I struggled to talk to anyone other than my mates, my thoughts would constantly catch up with me and I'd get depressed. At this point though I'd learned how to deal with it and I just carried on.
I managed to pass college and started working.

I'm 18 nearly 19 now and in a stable job, Sometimes it's hard for me to focus on working and I always forget things. If i get bored i pace around and before i know it my brain is going crazy and im biting my fingers off. I would say I am doing pretty well, it's much better than school for me as I am not forced to focus on things. Sometimes the smallest thing sets me off at work and I panic, worry and get upset sometimes. On good days I can do work well but I'm always thinking of something else. On bad days I forget everything, I walk around with equipment without even knowing I have it, I can't talk properly, over think and fall out with family a lot because I snap easily.

Me and my mates have had really deep conversations with each other about anxiety and how it affects us and that's really helped. We would always talk about random thoughts we'd had no matter how weird they were. Recently my best mate went to the doctors and was diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression and yep you guessed it.. ADHD. Because I'm a good friend I started researching it so I could help him when he needs it, and so we could talk about it. As I was researching it I realised 'holy shit this describes my brain' I didn't think much of it until reading an article on this subreddit about what it's like to have a normal brain, it hit me then, I think I have ADHD, it would explain so much and honestly it feels like I finally know what's up.

I booked myself a doctor's appointment Friday and I'm excited and nervous at the same 

I just think it's awesome that me and my best friend found each other like that.

Can any of you give any advice on how to deal with such a big change in my life?

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adhd,SpiritualInkedAddict,2018/01/16,"Excessive social media How many others of you limit social media usage? 

I am 53 and recently diagnosed with ADHD. One thing that has helped me, albeit in a minor way, is reduce social media usage. I’ve dropped Facebook, Linked In, and others. I only use Instagram to follow a few friends. Reddit is the only message board I use. I’ve unsubscribed from almost every blog, and no more emails from online shopping sources. Too many distractions and stimulation.

I’d be curious to know if others have similar experiences.",3.998013833992097,7.1848273586956575,5.6283399209486165,69.6067786561265,79.76086956521739,7.693280632411067,25.75494071146245,8.575989854853784,2.8918782608695652,415,16,56,10,11,140,68,92,0.047,0.893,0.06,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,4,0,14,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,8,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281045567486096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005881695041807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926445591082535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599159763007529,0.0,0.0,0.1856623177947215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466401923579759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721996567140625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104309957933789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848579246786845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861442979764312,0.28870523487064914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740611445747735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804362770601784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260957037399665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32785516602049875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065562111321107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dusty_groover,2018/01/16,"What techniques or mechanisms do you use to retain new bits of information? What do you do when you want to remember new bits of info? Bullet journal? If so, how do you go back and find the new things? Text yourself? Google Drive? sticky notes (real or virtual)? Memory palace? Calendars? 

Really just curious. I tend to write disassociated notes in one of a variety of notebooks, then completely forget I even have that notebook, let alone something I want to remember.

**TL;DR what do you do to retain new ideas or notes that you want to remember?**",2.375151515151515,5.314413989898995,3.90925252525253,78.79054545454547,90.91919191919192,7.892525252525253,23.77171717171717,8.447377352677275,2.585388686868687,431,17,73,13,15,142,63,99,0.042,0.884,0.07400000000000001,0.3061,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,23,14,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,11,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,7,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544008035826228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463248910432765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255111439517493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563064136159007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846522213796226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625543412838395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472498703001051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829195725204904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244329838903886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759254082480024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101973589777674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968445103055732,0.09550377496630294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066320730720765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476823767197453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904141168061333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875632359534614,0.0,0.0,0.26379183250377986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,foxesandpumpkins,2018/01/16,"Just really sad right now. Is there anyone here to talk to at the moment? I got diagnosed with ADHD at 20. I'm 22 now. Will probably delete this post in a few days but I just really want someone to talk to now. 

Prior to the ADHD diagnosis, I struggled with anxiety for years and a bout of adolescent depression when I was 13. I'm currently on 54mg of Concerta plus a 10mg booster of IR Ritalin if I need it. I'm in med school so the hours are pretty long and there's always more reading to be done after.

Over the past year, my anxiety has become like 10 times more shitty. It was better initially at the start of this year - but like I get weekly panic attacks and spiral into guilt over the past few days. I had a panic attack today but the xanax prescribed by a GP didn't really help. I've arranged an appointment with my usual ADHD doctor to discuss the panic attacks and daily baseline anxiety I've been feeling. Other than the weekly panic attacks I just feel uptight and stressed out. Like always struggling with being a good student or good friend. In one week, I can be that girl for 5-6 days. But there are some days I just fall apart and need another day to get back on my feet.

Today, I missed college today because I just couldn't get out of the house. I snapped at my dad for nagging me because I let my room get really messy today. I have been so afraid all day. I feel so scared of facing the world tomorrow and trying to get back to normal life. I don't know how to apologise for what happened - and I feel so intensely guilty and afraid to face the world. I know I was rude for not replying texts but I just coudn't face my phone. I feel like a failure and like I let people down.

I just feel like I can't clean my room or get started with replying today's text messages or studying for the day. I just want to crawl under my covers and cry. Do you guys have any help or advice?

EDIT:
Thank you for all the kindness tbh - will get back on my feet and face the world properly tomorrow. I didn't really expect all of this and good day to all of you honestly. Rly thankful for all the love in this place",2.8234048168921158,4.362885863741344,4.386820191355992,85.64612933025406,74.8891454965358,7.4427977565160015,24.14971956450017,8.146662555663855,1.37516567469482,1661,51,338,27,35,556,206,433,0.213,0.643,0.14400000000000002,-0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,1,24,37,6,12,24,0,27,12,6,1,5,64,57,30,0,8,19,1,6,6,1,2,5,0,3,2,9,22,0,1,8,1,0,1,6,21,0,1,10,6,40,16,57,39,10,68,0,3,0,1,15,26,0,6,46,216,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329900491784627,0.06314808489455792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754172664851977,0.0,0.0,0.043945325186738105,0.06776203156280917,0.1483074629015099,0.0,0.0,0.04518535835045708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940684149655032,0.0,0.14907149349611745,0.0,0.07878621029687881,0.07137016422453853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715310159608032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709844735923743,0.3334078836348695,0.0,0.055659022882941736,0.06559019241055243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614357984043599,0.0,0.06613096680819308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604961487415176,0.09233225291224888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992696641110581,0.0,0.23633709719300516,0.0,0.0,0.16260615497318498,0.0516842922114577,0.0,0.0,0.06398615710328437,0.057145215202999665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662982298049145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363986896057425,0.07456536484982605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729409717681148,0.07102936353753198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216119526490255,0.04564458467287591,0.18942691324574765,0.0,0.0,0.057188630632088774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058324076034250286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717807177240652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583311372948274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633160544220254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378968830601914,0.0,0.0,0.30328100335406777,0.0,0.0,0.12337844116006524,0.044800910240213716,0.0,0.06751646514149982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061890222960064786,0.06574402924363731,0.06967368235897058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463970709681839,0.0,0.2069932424914724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055187022283332034,0.0,0.0,0.06469811506321757,0.06540113605500304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054754196796088325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147987900929913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402453399444263,0.13511434942352338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388178422553904,0.0,0.1189909147210032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768173581404507,0.0,0.30627153959782616,0.0,0.0,0.04387424506311585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117224491785558,0.0,0.07623171861983556,0.0,0.1555081393670959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484377172526878
adhd,UndifferentiatedYam,2018/01/16,"Just Started on Concerta XL 18mg Today, What To Expect? Any Advice? Hi, so, title says it all. 35/f, just took my first pill this morning. I’m wondering what I should be looking out for, how long they usually take to be fully effective, what negatives I should I be wary of in case they’re the wrong meds for me etc. Any advice or anecdotal experience appreciated. Thanks folks :)",0.9862640099626392,3.5824263561643903,3.324209215442096,83.04977584059776,93.65753424657535,7.038107098381071,21.70485678704857,8.00094639256281,1.801038356164384,296,11,56,8,11,101,59,73,0.04,0.794,0.166,0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,11,12,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,6,1,8,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,5,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44168095725651935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073697852886152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204505451747594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106725603782368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922319106767437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999916991898592,0.1897795521673448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510303849266645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972092970204406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599609893079271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992071487948032,0.0,0.0,0.20806656768197104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421759189668427,0.0,0.25108964749630003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890244350167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508280303930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470909281455225,0.0,0.0
adhd,OrdinarilyDisordered,2018/01/16,"Question about ShireCares and Medicaid exceptions So, I've been seeing an (finally!) excellent Psychiatrist. She's the first one I've had who acts like her patients are actually human with individual lives, circumstances etc. She also does therapy. And she knows her meds well. I do not want to lose her. However, due to my long time employer selling I lost my job and along with it my BCBS coverage. And unfortunately, she is not enrolled with Medicaid.

She has filled out the portion of the Shire Cares application and has told me to give it try despite Medicaid being something on their form that seems to be an issue.
I've read a few places online that there are some Medicaid recipients who will still qualify for the Shire Cares program and that they look at each application on a case by case basis. I qualify based on every other stipulation and have my documents ready to fax them.

Any experience or thoughts on whether my prescribing doctor being not registered with Medicaid will be a valid reason to make an exception for me despite my having Medicaid? The pharmacist said my Medicaid wouldn't go through for her Rx's today, so I know they won't do it with her as my provider. I desperately do not want to have to switch doctors since she's been a gem in (what I've experiened) a sea of quacks.

Any advice?
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adhd,HelpingMan1996,2018/01/16,Always mentally sluggish? Do you guys ever feel like you cannot effectively argue logically? It always feels like I’m mentally sluggish but perhaps I am intellectually below average. Idk that’s sorta what I think. ,3.6171814671814673,6.5706234594594655,6.5633204633204665,57.42135135135138,98.18918918918921,8.600772200772202,29.61003861003861,8.418075326091056,4.357149806949806,176,9,22,6,7,63,30,37,0.177,0.608,0.215,0.3559,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46049642296034204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030365124430026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279829821055919,0.3953690675706243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739903606099159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703769618255008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577252475857948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730715519367246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fbanaheim,2018/01/16,"any tips on how to stay focused without meds? basically im writing essays for college and im not doing so hot. they're due tonight at 11:59 and its almost 9:30 now so im kinda stressed. and for the fist time in a couple of hours i had a good thing going but literally my dog barked and lost all train of thought. 

i accidentally left my meds in australia and have yet to fill my prescription so i need so help. 

any suggestions at all would be greatly appreciated ",1.857419354838712,4.284275225806457,3.643451612903228,85.50517741935484,81.68817204301075,6.300645161290323,25.429032258064517,7.554174236665415,1.3831858064516138,368,15,75,6,10,123,68,93,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.141,0.7984,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,17,9,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,2,12,4,2,15,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,6,44,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872864084394882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427541438279444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974921311033276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143810094666417,0.14970616997346314,0.0,0.19678220931525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963586808285795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577343934991466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783887712287157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392631435643173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483930994227014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965169582979754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234562137673758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190243066491573,0.0,0.0,0.20445590396389227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185786279601267,0.0,0.0,0.141698497206886,0.10407702612984436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205480288759814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679182578293327,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway442223236,2018/01/16,"How to deal with the emotional aspects of adhd? Hi, I'm a 21 yr old male recently diagnosed with adhd/anxiety. During the diagnosis process we looked at old school records and it had multiple reports and suggestions to get me tested but my parents ignored every single one of them citing they didn't believe in that sort of thing. They did not want the ""gov't labeling me"" word for word is one of their responses on a report. My troubled childhood now makes sense after the diagnosis and doing research. The problem I have now is dealing with the shame and sense of betrayal from my parents. How do I let go of the shame? All the problems I had growing up and could have been prevented if someone just took me to get help and it never happened. Will I ever get past the betrayal? All those times I was told there isn't anything wrong with me I was just a bad kid, lazy, and rude. They fucking knew and didn't want to believe it. My childhood and adolescence years were so negative due to struggling socially and academically. It didn't have to be at all. ",4.0070414372645615,6.022896635467983,4.994152419588527,80.52554332077659,72.79310344827586,8.126224282816576,31.15299913068676,8.841846274778883,2.7692001738626484,839,39,153,17,17,274,122,203,0.245,0.7070000000000001,0.048,-0.9945,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,5,0,9,11,2,3,12,0,22,2,0,3,5,39,36,15,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,15,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,11,0,2,13,1,20,0,24,19,4,22,0,0,1,1,17,5,1,2,14,115,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32203134849133697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024929013876465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025258386334633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186614080839992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189494183283666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697063349835956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762511345065856,0.0,0.1359849799439136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070736130445542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119088738367988,0.1128823514696272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238606206610409,0.2099941267827828,0.0,0.07614285780471318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847641633111478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980271522005506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700171341904785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125078844659046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943144095594087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333219198659764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811750160771072,0.0,0.18157409415027773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975337123311204,0.0,0.12789728334417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25639794916423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228723839299442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135593018527537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365738294748905,0.1135192332804205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006302940450552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900911514691398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812372399902236,0.0,0.0,0.1280218430377589,0.14885463016683895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804754257651205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464840509890983,0.0,0.08627752193965657
adhd,ToxicHuman91,2018/01/16,"School failure So my therapist has admitted I have anxiety disorder, but seems to dismiss ADHD. I, on the other hand, believe it's a bit more than that. I just really can't force myself to study something I don't find exciting or interesting. My brain simply blocks all the 'boring' topics. I constantly obsess about fun things to do instead. And even if I am enthusiastic about the class, I can't grasp anything that goes deeper than basics unless the teachers spell it out for me, like for a total noob. College books are too hard for me to process as well as they are written in a science language. I get stuck due to my weird logic. Like I keep associating words and explanations with completely wrong ideas and I fail see the books' and most teachers' logic unless they show some crystal clear 3D visuals and the simplest possible explanations. How can I deal with this?",5.642777777777778,7.378013833333334,6.20956790123457,74.5880555555556,68.07407407407408,9.103703703703703,31.401234567901234,9.516144504307137,3.09361975308642,699,29,119,15,12,227,114,162,0.165,0.6709999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.6018,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,9,11,0,1,9,0,10,2,2,1,3,30,17,14,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,3,19,6,21,15,6,5,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,5,4,86,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404614518197692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530633088011735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465164964133489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254255567051465,0.0,0.0,0.21843933079242736,0.0,0.0,0.22335932687444515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097837141568512,0.21621915280426213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627727449987346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293129938909717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321532465464987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287266903677946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453535623446926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923549095055485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586988619556805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784338362804128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955013561026388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556405213664146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817859590627192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249515610517355,0.15944062267884315,0.18214847874386594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403403231570156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323123329914709,0.13292656850763532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989907082623402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875986753648136,0.0,0.0
adhd,addthrowawayadhd,2018/01/16,"Doctor says I'm ""not the right age for ADHD"" I'm 19, F. Never went to doctor's unless I was dying (like that one time when I was a little girl and knocked my head onto something and was bleeding profusely). South East Asian country.

Last month, I went to the clinic to get a referral for Adult ADHD. It's not like I suddenly got ADHD, it's just that my parents were always one of those ""strict Asian parents"" and even if there was something wrong with me, they would just brush it off. They didn't even bring me to the doctor's whenever I fell sick. So I took it upon myself to do some research and found that a lot of my ... issues? Symptoms? Were linked to ADHD. It was never a possibility I had considered, up till now. My short attention span, always switching (part-time) jobs and interests because I got bored of them easily, my moodswings, countless of lists and agendas I never seemed to complete, forgetfulness... The list goes on, but I can't think of much from the top of my head.

Anyway, I go to the clinic and I don't know how else to tell him I think I have ADHD so I just do and list my symptoms and tell him this is because I did my research online and felt that I should at least get it checked. He laughs at my face and tells me ""You're not the correct age for ADHD"". What, just because I only decide to come in for a diagnosis at 19?

He gets me a referral anyway, but it's not at the mental hospital (apparently, they usually refer those cases to the mental hospital here). He refers to me to a local hospital but at their Psychological Medicine Centre. Fast forward to today, when I just left the hospital. I try to tell him everything and at the end of it all, he says he HAS to see my parents for a thorough diagnosis, and also my report cards. I say the report cards are OK, but is it possible to do the diagnosis without my parents? He says no, because only my parents can tell him how I was like when I was younger. I try to tell him that my parents won't even know if I was ""abnormal"" when I was younger because no matter how ""disrupting"" I was when I was a child, they'd think it's because they weren't strict enough on me. In fact, the only reason why I got so far is because of their god damn strict parenting.  

He says there's nothing he can do. He didn't give me any tests, didn't ask about my health history, just asked me about my relationship with my parents, how I was like in school etc. Said I was normal. But then said ""That doesn't mean you don't have attention problems"". And I can't really remember what else he said but I felt really unhappy after that because I went to the doctor because I was hoping they would help me. I feel like I should've made a list of all my problems and maybe then he would've listened. It didn't even seem like he thought I had a problem right from the start. He said all these was because I was a teenager.

I don't really know what I'm expecting out of this post, I just felt like he should've been more thorough with the questions or what not because I was trying my best to give him all the info I could but it ended with him thinking that I am ""more likely to not have ADHD"". I don't know

EDIT: the doctor who said I'm not the right age for adhd is not the same doctor who I had an appointment with today, but the specialist did have the same notion, saying I was probably just going through normal teenager stuff",5.2500326560232216,5.036576251088537,6.181741291727143,81.42216201015967,68.0566037735849,9.096095791001453,29.70685776487664,8.697196308434329,2.0950490275761977,2643,86,547,38,40,879,257,689,0.065,0.888,0.047,-0.8601,10,0,2,0,0,0,86.0,0,1,9,2,33,19,1,0,36,1,61,16,3,6,9,109,110,43,1,13,29,8,4,8,0,4,13,12,0,3,32,22,0,0,27,0,1,10,27,6,0,2,49,18,93,13,67,55,15,66,0,0,1,0,69,29,1,9,36,377,125,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42389197291356506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03525801486652545,0.07337127943925881,0.0,0.0,0.029982080768178175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243466127163335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956391790881329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046268760875587255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797883152543759,0.046226553053571456,0.0,0.0,0.03520153634876118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045757495861602805,0.0,0.0,0.2707621997987895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366152436643357,0.0,0.07809966274054195,0.04555579702068439,0.049170969584190524,0.11648166469425478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039624414940624283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0222927594791543,0.031497241772127406,0.12699726933060326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483413916639145,0.0,0.0,0.06910416106943833,0.08458851040537824,0.05011367118345185,0.0,0.10578617522650773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904962149263007,0.04686462172781426,0.0,0.0,0.02955197553433855,0.0,0.0,0.043790396492088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601753635924311,0.043751600801677774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692080354145384,0.035938478085519955,0.0,0.0,0.04790290561820958,0.0,0.0,0.17231754802790353,0.04418883265486842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748295228610024,0.0,0.04171814585743668,0.0,0.0,0.044293398693867385,0.048025924449390786,0.0,0.0,0.08886282922217459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035191476553342434,0.0,0.03241054079740869,0.0,0.10201263075447246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639585892409858,0.04230465357334123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975179230215932,0.10059517772040814,0.0,0.0,0.39164557400761424,0.0477441684149975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994076081165854,0.04222514353151728,0.0,0.047535476481886565,0.12656186233660702,0.0,0.0,0.049389850781968586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473376526592592,0.04533090893394799,0.0,0.04733516334207424,0.049944323807590674,0.11295547950252358,0.2096940183462622,0.21036839746622965,0.0,0.044620494562262636,0.03513328206996714,0.08027407036930531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788384308586974,0.0,0.0,0.031206472013406417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050471439103225546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165085420875016,0.0,0.0,0.23121475285121965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130019881297999,0.0,0.035001798288538825,0.025708692377654708,0.0,0.08358256991565019,0.0,0.048984581124124515,0.08980075720469294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855788383661055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261303407213038,0.039783529769956666,0.0,0.0,0.04250029198583033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395883509357612,0.04820447890014232,0.0,0.0
adhd,hakubaikou,2018/01/16,Back to work ahhh how do i do this?? I was doing sooo good like four weeks ago! I haven't had a three week holiday in a long time. It was great. First time holiday on meds too. But im back at work today and its so hard to do anything. It feels like the worst of the worst of my unmotivated days pre-meds. Even thinking about starting a to do list is depressing to the point of complete inactivity. How do you do this again???,0.32528089887640377,2.478280011235956,2.465269662921348,93.239702247191,85.96629213483145,5.807191011235956,19.0123595505618,7.1686216300943375,0.18263056179775328,327,9,77,5,10,110,61,89,0.147,0.672,0.182,0.5553,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,10,7,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,3,0,7,15,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,2,5,4,11,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,15,55,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236135545430254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929280528795487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163771469870885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569704008859186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326745550074147,0.0,0.17718923770210446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587834609918775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401991750256573,0.14696881710668114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749881939915923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255100283239766,0.0,0.22681074242257804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842877319254369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222165426230237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101209483361496,0.0,0.0,0.1820587092992722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285122877917979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447508094579988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456120606072141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318192291748264,0.0,0.0,0.23991790363351936,0.0,0.1950017007855905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33003775780587946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29953812799147145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Shibeismyname,2018/01/16,"Is Strattera supposed to be like this? Really struggling with it. Hey everyone, 22 year old male here. I started Strattera 16 days ago and went 5 days at a time from 20mg to 40mg to 60mg and now today is my first day on 80mg. So far I haven’t observed a single positive. My problems started around the time I moved to 40mg. I’ve had sexual side effects (just about all of them), constipation, intense anxiety, and more. It’s hardly describable, and it’s what I would call crippling.

I called my doctor today and he said that I should try to continue taking it because people who have adverse reactions in the beginning typically respond better in the end, but I literally can’t get anything done. I can’t focus because my stomach is in pain and I feel lightheaded/dizzy most of the time. The worst of it comes in waves, but I would equate my resting mindset on Strattera as an emotional black hole. I mean, is this really normal? My schoolwork is impossible for me to complete because I’m so scatterbrained and anxious that I can’t lock my mind onto any one thing. It’s a struggle to write this now.

I’ve been on Concerta, Adderall, and Vyvanse over the past several years. The comedown from Concerta made me irritable/aggressive, Adderall wasn’t quite so bad but it gave me an ulcer (at age 21, no less), and I couldn’t get anything done on Vyvanse. Strattera takes the cake as the most mentally and physically destructive drug I’ve ever taken, though. I have an incredibly difficult time focusing, and I’ve heard great things about Strattera, but is this the normal experience? It’s making me feel crazy.

So I have a few questions: Is this (my experience) normal? How long did it take any of you all out there to get over the side effects? Did you find it impossible to really study/work effectively until the 30/45 day mark? For any survivors of the extreme side-effects that stayed on Strattera, did it end up being the miracle drug it was made out to be?

TLDR: Just read the above paragraph!

I reposted this so that I could change to a more fitting title. Sorry about that!",4.270014097744362,6.126718152882209,5.331459116541357,79.04688792293236,71.73182957393485,8.496271929824562,30.513862781954888,9.103633062298675,2.780752443609023,1649,72,301,35,32,543,206,399,0.125,0.815,0.06,-0.9803,0,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,1,6,18,12,1,2,23,0,31,6,1,7,3,50,53,25,0,9,6,0,3,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,27,16,0,0,8,1,0,3,7,9,0,2,16,6,32,3,45,29,11,54,0,0,1,0,15,22,0,3,29,201,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070617780802651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574180749692967,0.0,0.0696494162728964,0.10285529019285564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984507228685373,0.0810496324957277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601903451379699,0.16650113572025318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805221818202652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859348908478244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631387040046488,0.07842747660621863,0.09545927988244833,0.0,0.0,0.07269227508082511,0.0,0.0,0.2348667830496008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318873715368203,0.0,0.18634193366837135,0.0,0.0,0.2111673193347803,0.0,0.0,0.10241372427524023,0.1612782496595475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235569926879845,0.0,0.08699769951907127,0.0,0.17811957531347633,0.0,0.0,0.09207049307814573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321376788753056,0.07744309787239892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427022569674303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037778048493444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815587185320042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448014171311332,0.0,0.0,0.08057223816747082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722985556360522,0.06077345430457341,0.0,0.0,0.09917503817156263,0.0,0.0,0.09175226277454833,0.0,0.09192981338807192,0.0,0.0,0.09676676055587533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761523192619474,0.0,0.0,0.0955367419360284,0.0,0.06169466127227358,0.0,0.0968786336363576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691305453554779,0.0631193572935205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711806989107856,0.0,0.0,0.10199158876683843,0.09683789879649717,0.09106995250132956,0.0,0.17497787915616125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866049431104817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285529019285564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191777542095287,0.1288846842038724,0.09704219112856374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036066122357126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536423697761635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097292259299434,0.0,0.08945155908287983,0.0,0.21235701984928346,0.0,0.17260062470212506,0.0,0.0,0.06181379206970944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439991854294501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628207318852962,0.0,0.0,0.1293519581877849,0.0,0.0,0.11726039480219813
adhd,itsprobably3am,2018/01/16,"Academic Standardized Testing with ADHD... I just failed the GRE (grad school exam) today because my reading comprehension skills are crap, I couldn't focus for shit, and I didn't have enough time to actually work through the 4 step math problems even though I knew the steps to solve them. I studied more for this test than I did in all of undergrad combined.

However, I did scored in the 86th percentile for the writing portion.

Guess I'm not going to grad school. 

Anyone else have problems with standardized testing bullshit? 

(Before you say it, ETS testing requires a fuckton of documentation to give you accommodations for ADHD, including but not limited to a thoroughly documented childhood history of ADHD, which I don't have because no one would diagnose me until I was 23.)",9.929316770186336,9.541189985507252,9.371035196687373,62.99021739130438,58.56521739130435,12.23354037267081,43.627329192546576,11.491704259439757,5.351228571428571,630,33,96,15,7,202,96,138,0.077,0.8640000000000001,0.059,-0.3307,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,5,3,5,2,0,7,0,11,3,2,0,1,19,16,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,5,1,14,0,19,9,4,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,2,1,4,66,17,17,0.0,0.0,0.1592868246709839,0.0,0.5885044264179611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141327000543158,0.16724621012022478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900435088922908,0.0,0.1388948684340802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567282036002082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363559142938527,0.0,0.0,0.16865799092724762,0.0,0.10781044802198472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658301636147454,0.09276614231940744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981386679570996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060740787180913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123739944667727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327201046985554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980532881881576,0.0,0.330390574162688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755103077699576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037052276832622,0.0,0.09517946538863448,0.0,0.1547209053560094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883181060672394,0.0,0.0,0.11595237337597165,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Phoenx2480,2018/01/16,I keep losing my guitar pick Any tips on NOT losing it? Its starting to get annoying.,1.382941176470588,3.89186994117647,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,84.88235294117645,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.9020823529411768,67,2,12,1,2,23,16,17,0.378,0.622,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564287392120689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700981879095647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351678708890072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8437167679608862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266900630931119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_hxdes_,2018/01/16,"Adderall Usage/Life Advice Wanted Minor details about me: 21 years old, 4th year in top tier university, Male

Background story: (Sorry for length. Just trying to be thorough!) 
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So I was diagnosed with mild depression and anxiety about a year ago. My psychologist suspects ADHD as well, but I think it's just laziness or more of a lack of motivation from my depression/anxiety. 

I was prescribed Adderall 20mgs XR and IR, but I only use the XRs, since my body metabolizes the IRs wayyy to quickly. (Only lasts about 1-2 hours max) So I used it for a few months, and I experienced the following:

    1) Drive -- I now had a larger supply of intrinsic motivation. I wanted to learn everything and do 
                     everything I could to become a better version of myself.
  
    2) Kindness -- I was always nice to people, but now, I always wanted to go out of my way to help 
                            those around me, even if it was showing them the way to some place, or giving them 
                            advice, or doing a small favor if it's within my capabilities. Sometimes, I do have a 
                            short temper or get annoyed easily, and Adderall helps me ignore these situations 
                            and control my temper better.

    3) Energy -- In general, I was always exhausted. Starting from the day I started college. I'm not sure 
                        if I was just overworked and burned out or if it was something more related to 
                        depression/anxiety. When on Adderall, I have the energy to get through the day without 
                        having to nap and my eyes don't get tired during my commute to and from school. Also, 
                        I can workout like crazy without getting tired. I just don't feel the tiredness that would 
                        usually come on when I worked out. I now have to physically stop myself from working 
                        out, so that I'm not super sore the next day through the rest of the week.
 
    4) Extroversion -- My social anxiety and stage fright are totally gone when I'm on Adderall. I no 
                                 longer avoid going out to hang out with people (especially situations with 
                                 dancing). I also now have so much more to offer in conversations. I talk a lot as a 
                                 result of the meds. I used to be quiet in group chats with friends whenever we 
                                 went out, but I would be social when alone with close friends (no meds).

    5) Addiction -- I suspect I have a gaming addiction or TV show addiction. When not on medication, 
                           whenever I'm not at work or school, I would essentially just play games all day or 
                           watch tv whenever I got bored with games and vice versa. When on Adderall, the 
                           time that I would be spending on games or TV is now spent on productive things 
                           such as reading, doing homework, self teaching, etc. In essence, I think Adderall 
                           temporarily stops my suspected addiction and/or associated urges to engage in 
                           those activities. 

I stopped taking the Adderall because it was making me car sick during my commutes and I felt like I was cheating. Since I wasn't sure if I had ADHD or not, I felt like it wasn't fair for me to keep taking the medication. But what if I do?

As a child, I was always a bookworm with lots of intrinsic motivation to learn and do things. I never had to be asked or forced to learn. I WANTED to do them on my own volition. I would read a book a day, research things that interested me, read encyclopedias, dictionaries, and other scholarly resources just because. 

I don't have that anymore, which makes me think that it's not ADHD and possibly something else.

What do you guys think? Should I keep taking Adderall or do you think there are some other changes that I can make to get back to that kind of life?

Is it bad of me to take Adderall if I might not have it even if it's improving my life this much? What are the health implications if I keep taking Adderall 20xr's every day or maybe a few times per week with occasional buffer intervals where I can control tolerance levels so that I don't have to up the dose? 

Will this screw me over in the long run, or do you think taking it in the meantime should be fine?

Again sorry for the lengthy post, and I appreciate those of you who got this far. I look forward to any words of wisdom any of you have. Thanks a bunch!

P.S., this is my first time taking Adderall in 2 months, hence my chattiness lol I should be doing my work....",4.784219585487648,6.10554554030227,5.774117725043088,78.47557315833664,69.66750629722922,8.745733351009767,29.421008440496703,9.134995656068208,2.4946208228379514,3245,123,608,63,57,1072,334,794,0.106,0.7609999999999999,0.132,0.9796,0,2,2,0,0,0,198.0,1,5,3,14,37,33,5,2,36,1,67,19,2,12,5,139,120,61,0,23,43,0,3,3,2,10,16,1,1,4,39,35,0,10,18,18,2,12,18,12,1,1,22,8,88,21,96,80,19,97,0,1,3,1,31,38,1,28,48,432,127,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394252821430125,0.1979612625085536,0.10730822758141703,0.04867140592833366,0.0,0.0,0.056866699553353224,0.0,0.08781760866790089,0.18274682592460412,0.0,0.0,0.07467676912375004,0.0,0.16801365665727205,0.0,0.054452613385994005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887853285438951,0.05133027803485536,0.0,0.0,0.04221980174773196,0.04584473441304572,0.06694113209396355,0.06064004821300529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712088724933883,0.0,0.0609888772268631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058083923809903626,0.04729719153490288,0.0,0.0,0.12316488671017856,0.043838468434582,0.0,0.0,0.21246136629243484,0.0,0.04729099151981355,0.05572906372420373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586743571058275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061235395428705125,0.07253060960628152,0.0,0.046261195618688494,0.0,0.09869305966666812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027762436930711603,0.0,0.10543793179306668,0.0,0.0,0.04670354309010945,0.0,0.0,0.08484143712415923,0.0,0.14343221432755518,0.05267143323795562,0.062409395162495225,0.0,0.08782767997275442,0.0,0.0,0.05436618640109602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058363169719599824,0.0,0.0,0.073605500271708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407196079719423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641058051245476,0.0,0.11435359135265873,0.0,0.04475622374914976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756433925296027,0.0804738035625361,0.0,0.0,0.048590631063355066,0.04610773237942725,0.0,0.0,0.09335929002354333,0.0,0.0,0.1099517860142332,0.0,0.05516107993876795,0.0,0.1219777544537262,0.11062528675718257,0.0,0.05824724720727871,0.0,0.0,0.0876518808023177,0.0,0.0807253669622823,0.0,0.04234737038133084,0.0,0.05839381348103601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057615261608590825,0.0,0.0,0.08351791769305307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761306741121107,0.0,0.057365731826977774,0.0,0.0,0.0618989644003079,0.0525853645566029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476443612320776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113686192688166,0.0,0.0,0.0572795795538962,0.0,0.0,0.09083864723185588,0.12343468319621267,0.0,0.11194076947327396,0.0,0.084539597444097,0.05430405133301237,0.12292693207762362,0.0777263767558559,0.0,0.0,0.13771317912001282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349767948414296,0.0,0.2889806162221781,0.044131861488163976,0.0,0.05055063893989443,0.0,0.0,0.10943255612722634,0.21109167113870492,0.0,0.0,0.09604947535182147,0.12621416565157836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03727799094823726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226507245293113,0.0604718849976065,0.0,0.1295413886935601,0.08716463883840804,0.08808555761076428,0.0,0.0493676455766802,0.050898987008073014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058560450442902,0.0,0.1598906937510603,0.0,0.0,0.19502043819861048,0.0,0.0,0.10607418966693118
adhd,TheSnowballofCobalt,2018/01/16,"Dealing with lasting feelings that you aren't good enough. This is a bit out of the blue and honestly kinda sounds pathetic on my part, but I'm really wondering if anyone with our ""condition"" just beats themselves up for not being good enough even when people aren't trying to bring them down or even praising them. Maybe some context is needed.

I've been in love with a recent Nintendo game called ARMS. It's a fun arena style third person fighting game and I won't go into too much detail other than I have been borderline obsessed with it the moment I set my eyes on it. Unfortunately, I don't think I'm very good at the game, but rather than simply go along with it, I try hard to get better for whatever reason. Even still, every little thing that happens in a battle that I feel I could've prevented plays on repeat in my head, and I feel like it just constantly reminds me that I'm absolute trash at this game. 

However, when I started to play against some of the best players in the game, I lost a lot, but they constantly said to me that I was actually pretty good and just needed to keep at it, yet all I saw was the loss and how humiliating it (usually) was, where sometimes I can't even get a hit on them for the entire match. And yet they persist that I'm being too hard on myself and I'm doing well. 

Fast forward to only a few days ago, where I took place in my first online tournament for ARMS, and the reason why I'm writing this. Out of 109 entrants, I placed in 49th (along with a few others tied for the same placement), which, objectively, for a first tournament, is not bad, and yet I still felt like garbage because of how I lost; let's just say that it was a strategy involving spamming only two moves and it was continuously working against me. So much so that I didn't ever get the other guy below half health in my four rounds against him. 

I felt terrible for the entire day after that and just ended up sleeping in despite it being only around 1 PM at the time of me being eliminated. I checked my placement afterwards and talked with a few people who placed the same as me and they were fine with how they did and weren't so worked up over it, and yet here I was, on the verge of tears for almost a full hour afterwards because of losing in a video game. I haven't played ARMS or even looked at it ever since that tournament for fear of opening a wound again.

This sounds so utterly pathetic: a guy just old enough to drink getting so worked up over a game, but now I've gotten to the point where I'm afraid this reaction may not be just tied to games. What if any failure I do anywhere causes me to shut down to this extreme for this long, even when it isn't a big deal? I'm terrified of just becoming so depressed at the drop of a hat now, even when in my head from an objective standpoint, I KNOW it's not as big a deal as I'm making it out to be, and yet my emotions tell me otherwise.

**TL;DR:** Failure at video game caused me to sulk into a depression, even when the failure wasn't objectively that big and even with support from my opponents that I wasn't bad. Now making me think this behavior is going to be a problem for more than just games.
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adhd,1man_factory,2018/01/16,"[Smartphone Tip] X-Post from /r/Minimalism to combat screen addiction https://www.reddit.com/r/minimalism/comments/7qk66m/turn_phone_into_grayscale_for_controlled_attention/?st=JCGWVQ42&sh=693d12b7

Grayscale! I set my phone I can switch back to normal colors by triple clicking the home button (iPhone, works for Android, too, apparently). I guess if I’m still too quick to change it back I can just leave it buried in the accessibility menus.

I might be overexcited this will help, but reading about it immediately made me think of my fellow ADHD people here. Hopefully this helps someone break a habit!

I just hope an app comes out soon that just tone down the color saturation, rather than make it all or nothing.",10.09305555555556,14.07102886111111,6.6497777777777785,66.62300000000005,61.314814814814824,7.653333333333332,25.61481481481481,8.548686976883017,1.8911303703703704,599,16,85,9,10,165,88,108,0.026,0.847,0.127,0.9191,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,18,13,3,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,12,9,2,11,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,6,5,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314678143844132,0.2349782811880045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184695307527365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006872047914437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683532336408145,0.16842405374250086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153884565181676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621072484686012,0.0,0.19612353375062652,0.3883929966222873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070285385482742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500672500217072,0.1305118050055851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741691368190426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156909523158694,0.18760770041653385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135549663013805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872550986376124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955739396209865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566433325810767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614334620745707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528198049639427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234163764978408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Leafybeans,2018/01/16,"Using Tomatotimer (website) to aid in time perception. For the last two weeks I have been using [TomatoTimer](https://tomato-timer.com/#) while on my computer to help me keep track of small chunks of time *[Long break setting - 10 minutes]* . It has been my experience in the past that sometimes whole hours would vanish from my day as I did relatively nothing but browse the internet.  So I set about trying to see if keeping a timer constantly set to 10 mintues would help me to not only keep track of my time but prevent me from aimlessly wandering from site to site in a distracted haze. I also started using my phone to keep a 10 minute timer while I did other things around the house and during my morning routine.

My results: 

I have grown to love and hate the sound of the timer going off. I still wander off task from checking e-mails and reading things I have been putting off, but it has helped a great deal. I have also noticed that I am getting better at putting a time requirement to a task. Before my little experiment, I would have guessed it would take me about 5 minutes to get dressed and gather my things to head off to work. After repeatedly missing that mark I now know that my sleepy head takes at least 12 minutes to be ready to go. 

I also get two 10 minute breaks at work during the day and I have been more in tuned to when those breaks are about to end without staring at the time on my phone. Rather then only noticing when my co-workers were already heading back, I have started to have a ""a-ha"" moment a minute or two before the break ends. 

The website I linked above is also used for the [Pomodoro technique](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pomodoro_Technique). It has helped me to tackle tasks that would otherwise avoid, deflect, or simply put off. Knowing there is a limit to the task and a light at the end of the tunnel is a big motivator for me at least. 25 minutes of work,  5 minute break, and back into the fray for another 25. 

I hope that my little self-experiment can help others with how our ADHD minds perceive time and how we can help to improve our perception of time.  
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adhd,kohaiu03,2018/01/16,"I don’t know what is life anymore Hey guys! Recently i started to feel so alone and emply. All around me is like a nightmare and i can’t wake up from this awful dream.Everything was good, i thought that life has a meaning and that i can have some friends who stay with me and spend a part of our time with me . But all these thinks were in my head and reality is totally different. I need motivation to move on.I’m a strong person but always anxiety is stronger than my health.
Sorry for gramatical mistakes, English isn’t my native language.
Have a nice day/night :3",1.9932890855457224,4.420485725663717,3.2240929203539817,88.7195612094395,81.12389380530973,6.5985250737463135,25.34587020648968,7.793537801064563,1.473094985250738,449,18,92,8,12,145,83,113,0.094,0.7190000000000001,0.187,0.8949,1,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,1,13,5,2,1,3,22,20,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,13,5,11,17,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871057104230686,0.0,0.0,0.1676780729955521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415975649749836,0.0,0.19985045947451371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939262492592198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299616278994105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054210534295675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111025435560166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189291994866928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569133543278674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902268277832885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953325757053128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681431546788775,0.214202874013962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074833160341324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846744696835492,0.0984509014203489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951080932616127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418040584714168,0.0,0.14942211121309376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910981179204686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822299455005267,0.0,0.0,0.17595664675703754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989734721359791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255814948986857,0.14263458759853065,0.2147900349336404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912379175531052,0.0,0.15998178396929674,0.11750603315264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mathpop09,2018/01/16,"I'm getting checked for ADHD on the 17th, any tips? Hey guys, I'm getting screened for adhd on thursday. In the case that I do actually have adhd, what are some common side effects of prescribed medication? Is it possible to ""beat"" adhd even without medication?",4.881875000000001,7.090446770833335,6.298333333333333,71.28,70.875,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.738275,207,12,33,4,4,70,37,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.1691276481981351,0.0,0.8331500511721716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785819842051767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447103401557772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810968800548699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160626683270358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491874956547386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195383397378285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706671843510928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,schaefer4152,2018/01/17,"First random urine screen tomorrow. Wisconsin. So, who pays for the UA? My insurance will not cover it. Is this a state law? If so, what's the statute? If it's the doctors discretion to cover their butts, why don't they pay for the UA? I did sign a contract like 2 years ago. I'm not worried, I have nothing to hide but I'm upset I about this extra fee (I'm on a tight income). Been on Addreall for 15 years with no hiccups. ",-0.7545635263612773,1.4148902247191053,1.5316853932584282,96.27491789109767,96.19101123595509,4.536214347450303,19.2057044079516,6.297961479604792,0.06023872082973281,326,11,73,4,13,109,64,89,0.087,0.846,0.068,-0.6766,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,7,0,6,4,2,0,0,10,9,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,6,1,9,6,1,8,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,3,6,44,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298839291729031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809059925999888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165461939510644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181116138831765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357082991782317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33580281680569274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779311292516132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47929812592200205
adhd,Ignis_Vespa,2018/01/17,"Got a job yesterday and today was my first day. I'm actually happy to keep going From some time now I wanted to get into cooking as work, I love cooking and I don't actually have a hard time with it because I have to keep an eye on different things at the same time *(hurray for lack of focus)*. So being me without experience in a restaurant I went to one of the best restaurants in the city and asked for a job and the boss was like **yeah sure, come tomorrow 6 am**  *which for me being a night owl would be hard to wake up at 4 am to be there at 6* but I managed to be there, it began slow but then the boss decided to move me to an omelet station *breakfast is buffet* and even tho my social anxiety tried to kick out, I stayed calm and did a good job *could be better tho*

Anyways, I'm not into meds since November because I decided the side effects of Strattera are too much pain in the ass, so now cooking helps me too. You should try cooking if you don't ~~if you already cook, hurray too~~",-0.167774327122153,2.125771516908216,2.1714751552795057,92.66168478260872,92.28502415458937,4.889510006901311,19.953243616287093,6.5431188927421005,0.3026316080055218,772,26,166,10,28,261,125,207,0.06,0.789,0.151,0.9505,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,5,13,9,0,0,15,1,20,11,3,3,1,32,33,16,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,11,6,2,3,5,0,4,4,1,0,2,6,3,17,8,31,18,5,31,0,0,1,2,7,12,1,3,15,119,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.26756892911855845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512871996347679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487692405926376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281648594169661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714308031235606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387222902455107,0.12124895224910112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180947802342296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945880986964616,0.0,0.0,0.08841461669048466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323458271477685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054963015497054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341047360714867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661251922994695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162622252960511,0.0,0.07791396874830528,0.1149883696548488,0.10964700258376536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459396539790376,0.2456195037252727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189155948301203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081354381407879,0.2437117972332452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669774521341797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373314680326553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228109363584005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457097667339497,0.1007802383330015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865390955971065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928987872599318,0.0,0.14587822334412495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340599445216885,0.0,0.0,0.13975058709819427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612450547551015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920995218514186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910794999795987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398227318616985,0.0,0.1299495643907532,0.0,0.0,0.18615634483738774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086189334156152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708798323527415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215421434426008,0.0,0.09980643526210137,0.0,0.0,0.09738800568423793,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fluffylumps_,2018/01/17,"Ritalin side effects Newly diagnosed ADHD (-8.5 on TOVA test) at the age of 40.  Dr prescribed 20 mg of generic Ritalin but even at 5 mg I get more hyper, less focused, jump from one thought to another, dizzy, restless, anxious, can’t sleep and then bad mood swings when coming down.  Anyone else experience this and if so, what meds worked better for you?  ",3.9090909090909065,6.276088393939396,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,74.15151515151516,7.4303030303030315,29.181818181818183,8.344100000000001,2.4101090909090908,278,12,48,5,6,90,61,66,0.16,0.746,0.094,-0.6179,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,7,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,9,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120882010385653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723000051340021,0.0,0.29336759131613865,0.0,0.1815762164598996,0.2660756648746211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168242489781056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966828914525006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369369491669874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635725245867052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693161554598547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715180069985421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540195583425504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567351866690727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884489935439445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596775178579133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987028939744283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061590963547165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890521345309432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,buddhacartel,2018/01/17,"People who were medicated at a fairly young age (ranging from 6-10): have you been experiencing memory problems as well? Now, this might have to something to do with all my other bullshit residing in my head, but my mother firmly believes that because I was medicated at around 6-9, that is the reason why I'm constantly living in a dense fog and can't remember basic things.

Could this possibly be true?",11.192192982456145,7.943277342105263,11.368947368421054,58.67429824561404,58.47368421052632,14.343859649122805,42.43859649122807,12.45797560212912,5.29270701754386,322,13,54,8,3,110,64,76,0.057,0.868,0.075,0.3313,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,11,3,1,1,2,11,12,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,5,2,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465648820745305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014267829799942,0.0,0.0,0.2590144552570341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843627713864624,0.0,0.18355352491741425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593997541517786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300268483074385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631927632139282,0.0,0.24388369218661005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938117920873138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591735868092351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997975430992128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637173219086724,0.0,0.0,0.2604277436550755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698543836127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273291650877824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670442390101815,0.0,0.20744569357949116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ronitoz,2018/01/17,"Meeting people who prefer not to take their medication vs. me who believes it helps tremendously. Having recently been diagnosed with ADHD (20), I’m having a hard time coming to the realization of actually having ADHD. That being said, I’m extremely grateful to have found this subreddit and to understand that I’m not alone, the stories I read and the things that people have said I relate to in an extremely, odd way, making it seem almost spooky. I was originally diagnosed by a psychiatrist of who me I was seeing before hand for social anxiety, and once I came back from my fall semester at university I was explaining to him another side of myself that I never told. That is, me in the class room, outside and etc. Originally when we first met he wanted to talk about the focus, hyperactive and so on but I pushed that aside assuming that it was the social anxiety causing me to act that way. After explaining what’s been happening he diagnosed me on the spot with ADHD. I then went to the doctors to discuss this finding and ever since then, I’ve been trying to adjust my medications to the right specs for me. (Which was extremely frustrating since I was away at school out of state, and simply couldn’t come in and explain how I was feeling). Eventually, here I am with what I believe is the right dosage. Feeling great in the morning, I finally have that motivation that I needed to start and finish projects, get up and go to the gym, eat and so on. I can go on, but I’ll ask my question now. 

When I was initially diagnosed, I began asking friends of mine at school who have ADHD, how they feel about their medications and in general how they deal with their ADHD in hopes of finding someone to help me navigate myself having only recently been diagnosed. Majority of the people I’ve asked say that they hate taking their medication, It makes them feel “un creative”, I’m curious as to how this is even possible, since I’ve been feeling fantastic on a day to day basis. 

Thanks for reading, any tips on managing ADHD would be greatly appreciated! ",8.206994818652852,7.6174611243523325,8.84218134715026,66.04394559585495,62.10880829015544,12.383212435233162,36.916580310880825,11.698219412168324,4.520638756476684,1638,68,280,45,20,553,198,386,0.039,0.831,0.129,0.9891,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,8,2,16,7,2,0,17,0,30,12,1,10,2,62,72,25,0,6,5,0,7,0,1,1,10,3,1,0,26,21,1,0,18,3,0,9,4,2,0,1,21,11,41,5,55,47,2,55,0,0,1,0,37,22,0,5,21,203,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.06753059804429583,0.0,0.498999913518393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929522041229806,0.07167179527856771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047059334819323784,0.07256371679584601,0.10587778522864442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408194291922007,0.0,0.06501700681347734,0.053211616136191416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888530674154273,0.15593259328320572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914798262278316,0.0,0.07108891501037533,0.0,0.1192217820118198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925837481406558,0.07134361963721082,0.0,0.3511898947608135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708305799680167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081032309785452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717786963969317,0.045706881566547626,0.06259664119345862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749515719885645,0.0,0.0,0.07580676695242818,0.12649767817064636,0.058862687749226164,0.0,0.07587577905395831,0.053464841114940834,0.0,0.03615488284841036,0.0,0.07865751711771066,0.0,0.0,0.15258960738839145,0.0,0.0,0.061194582225365536,0.0,0.06199087477216485,0.06832206992102217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276849875736004,0.0,0.0,0.06873261887077924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923849629586404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27885257865738433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051311971940249175,0.053372396928167684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736972478613623,0.0,0.05263079399722083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392664245258122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801419704851885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752142163168252,0.0,0.13844028259962388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665609642651924,0.0,0.0,0.11819525959937832,0.13165278414485165,0.055031742283628435,0.0,0.14007105174888276,0.05514456775085234,0.06299836865939842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717323753335277,0.0,0.0,0.14108425451149195,0.05863413386614023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048981117300151436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406170283450428,0.05562147560320798,0.0,0.06371136488942353,0.0,0.0,0.045974344804978515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035190124799881,0.0,0.0,0.06612491703430701,0.0,0.04698321788715125,0.0,0.0,0.07204111292422125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040816787168364566,0.10985772340269913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415040446133953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049158699314327176,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Le-Ando,2018/01/17,"Dealing with my negativity and friends and family who don’t get it. Dealing with my negativity is a big thing for me, it’s become such an issue I need to spend more time dealing with it than dealing with my ADHD, it feels like no matter what we try I just go back to square one, I have tried seeing a therapist in the past but he just didn’t get me, he tried to deal with my problems like that was all I had to deal with, I’ve had a new therapist recommended to me but am yet to see them.
Socially I am a wreck, I have almost no friends, never get invited out and have been forced to learn to be an introvert to deal with it.
I just needed to rant, it feels like I’m banging my head against a brick wall.",6.491485714285716,4.299511920000004,7.477809523809523,79.61700000000002,66.46666666666667,10.971428571428573,32.76190476190476,9.606745405546679,2.570190476190476,548,17,127,9,7,187,85,150,0.146,0.743,0.111,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,8,0,13,1,1,0,2,27,24,5,0,3,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,5,5,17,5,22,18,2,11,0,0,3,0,15,4,0,1,9,89,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691858523658886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574973381908953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120494038413001,0.0,0.0,0.11663416918560955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7621302189393886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099556483738018,0.0,0.10679571871735344,0.1508907219769727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318276160880765,0.0,0.1655252360003122,0.0,0.06001865243069604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838281733685363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022583080580002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478212000678054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661188007278296,0.08145030400161403,0.10199549187124644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156175090757777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081342908814687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105123342165273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830954073093454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765260772593717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452347552021621,0.07016031836981766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061580045357828836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509980440074167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ahd4pt,2018/01/17,How has medication affected/changed you? I'm getting my medication for the first time tomorrow and I'm anxious about how it will affect me. Some people discribe it as a ball of yarn that gets unraveled or a washing machine of thoughts and distractions that they can stop and control. ,5.993269230769229,8.043358711538467,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,67.65384615384616,9.815384615384616,39.92307692307692,10.125756701596842,4.6336,231,14,38,6,4,74,42,52,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,11,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33058745219068425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956265804717026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282082821476032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891005963219245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30577312691301856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895858194405391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028720882752204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446509290937885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323147219639399,0.17063431062989082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bonks1,2018/01/17,"Extremely fast mood swings: is this a known symptom? Hi guys,

So I've been diagnosed with ADD for about 5 years now, I'm 22 and male. In that time, and before, I've gone through periods of extremely rapid mood swings. I've always chalked it down to ADD and I continue to believe it's part of it. Lately, I'm going through a particularly bad patch. I had a day this week where I was quite honestly looking up the procedure for hanging myself in the morning, and was pretty happy by the afternoon. I haven't talked about this symptom much as I feel it might be difficult for people to consider such opposed moods in such a short time frame to be possible, especially given that I'm quite high functioning. Is this a known ADD symptom? Or should I be getting my hormones checked or something? I know ""mood swings"" are definitely a symptom but that's a very broad term. I have a therapist also but I'm not convinced I get much out of it.",3.620126811594204,5.402460614130441,4.7776956521739145,82.65715942028986,73.29347826086956,8.384927536231885,30.20144927536232,9.029198982220553,2.607834492753624,739,33,145,16,15,243,109,184,0.043,0.903,0.054000000000000006,0.2389,0,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,11,0,14,5,0,0,0,21,26,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,12,9,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,6,2,11,3,23,15,4,25,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,12,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616608689276114,0.12086974344755462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128782557815293,0.0,0.0,0.1236073884797742,0.16366069654026288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368206791501588,0.0,0.0,0.14743802199215175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344890642704707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517869532139624,0.0,0.08255582600509885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383236413054856,0.0,0.15463425717740534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534774343038832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798322773455558,0.0,0.1638620295802774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198361871300885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410018293559197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356878501334556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730475007499434,0.0,0.10070648288268094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376124529399516,0.0,0.14778382671608978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090083491247887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118298980300025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039319646392021,0.0,0.11675621174702384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866054935380626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940705277637824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985648478965262,0.0,0.0,0.11652053266567215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354406039853808
adhd,fartgenerator,2018/01/17,"How much water do you drink a day (on medication)? I'm drinking 2-3 litres daily, but I still find myself constantly thirsty. Any tips? (Been on vyvanse 50 for over a year, concerta 54 a previous year)",2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,80.02564102564101,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.552379487179488,155,7,30,4,4,53,34,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091481352026921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33235799393619425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983477105579391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025741688165294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810999517782937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309829585599591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260885167077313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561404187669525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961110301957718
adhd,piranhamahalo,2018/01/17,"I absolutely HATE snow days. When I was a kid? Oh yeah, they were the best day ever! Now, not so much...

It's so hard these days (and with ADHD) to get into a rhythm, so when I find it, I like to stay in one. I just dropped out of a 4-year college and moved home to lighten the load, and am in my second week of CC. Things are already slower,  easier to manage, and generally much better than at my 4-year - the only thing I forgot about was the more frequent occurrence of snow up here.

I was able to finish my first week of classes (last M-Th), but then the week progressed as such:

Friday - snow day

Weekend

Monday - MLK Day (no School)

Tuesday - snow day

Today - snow day

And now I'm 3 assignments behind on work, haven't gotten anything done on my daily task list for 4 days, and have spent most of my time on the couch at my friend's place playing video games. Now I'm sitting here dropping back into reality, having a mental breakdown and escaping to Reddit rather than facing the (rather small) mountain of work in front of me.

God, what I'd give to live in the desert right now... Rant over. ",3.957260273972605,4.752371757990868,4.705826484018266,87.32832876712332,71.14611872146119,7.118538812785388,24.189041095890413,7.03164865440522,0.7854350684931508,841,21,177,7,15,271,140,219,0.035,0.888,0.077,0.7046,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,6,18,6,1,0,12,1,10,1,1,0,1,21,18,15,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,11,0,1,1,4,1,2,3,1,0,3,8,1,15,5,35,10,5,53,0,0,0,0,5,17,0,1,31,114,21,7,0.124022571571885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905102979111504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686199174618466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020600089957088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536570208230907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015403728008534,0.10968788596795732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398743882601053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691815043516952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218551641299276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133543835583746,0.10549353602208532,0.0,0.0,0.0958195311451477,0.0,0.06479667480344026,0.11897375171092425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109986361273363,0.12244661295493665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244047514689868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109494890320912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060591163847955536,0.0,0.10951420289681764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498558172431255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181636609193562,0.18234172065063398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404090422648967,0.09432475435153334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957719043384866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591459847457158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551746367983682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219155956740022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164790171337004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231855884666694,0.0,0.11755889627148787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984502779663153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057981841206133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973293970512034
adhd,Ellie482,2018/01/17,"First day of Concerta So I'm 30 and I was just diagnosed. I was prescribed concerta on Friday and was supposed to try it on the weekend to see how it affected me. However,  due to some stuff with my insurance company I havent been able to get it yet but I should have it by tomorrow, or Friday.  I want to try it but I'm nervous because I have to work and I don't know how it will affect me.  I know I should be patient and do as the doctor said and wait, but it's made me realize I don't know what to expect.  I was very emotional during my appointment so I don't if if she told me, or what.  I've never taken anything like this and never thought for a moment that I had adhd until my therapist brought it up, and then talked to my diagnosed sister that it started to click.  Anyway, I'm looking for some insights on what I should expect on my first day. And, also do you think it should be okay to take it for the first time when I'm at work? 

FYI- This might sound ridiculous, but I work at a call center which I find very daunting and exhausting,  and causes me way too much anxiety on a daily basis. ",2.7718052738336705,3.725785206896553,4.736663286004057,85.40995943204871,74.08620689655173,8.045030425963489,26.14705882352941,8.4952907291091,1.6856675456389447,856,29,184,15,17,295,121,232,0.071,0.885,0.043,-0.7287,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,10,5,1,1,6,1,22,4,0,6,2,47,43,27,0,9,9,1,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,20,11,0,1,8,1,0,1,6,3,0,3,12,5,28,2,26,23,3,28,0,0,3,0,7,9,0,7,18,139,48,4,0.14191115962156264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054963634732614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348630307827386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856164868257047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167807927541106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650772573354225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490716059244713,0.0,0.0,0.14578185215936226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304191587717905,0.0,0.0,0.2880736796188872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525208516337967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596309538543662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970422895668268,0.3621286796362551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414272373515289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339719860916945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933062438154368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916963284326465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427977050221415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054531432388132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432103082915144,0.0,0.2189012696912692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349900101286682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308482091861155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004454491928721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245432581921626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669953097369053,0.1140628146046258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476979412230652,0.0,0.09093094096401796,0.0,0.11266160910916798,0.08274953839464838,0.0,0.0,0.13560219448754451,0.0,0.19269672417974426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418313765344964,0.08370287873616067,0.11264247308683067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30993904307475423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vanslammer,2018/01/17,Took me 50 minutes to get to class. I didn't have class today.,-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,48,1,12,0,2,16,12,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33683551551438456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111117823411256,0.0,0.7162989773635109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nelos20,2018/01/17,"Focus not improving I have been taking adderall/adderall xr for the period of months, if not the whole year. I am noticing no effects with focusing that people describe on it, all I notice is on 20mg activas, is I get very angry and annoyed, I cannot focus and my legs get very numb and dark blue and my back starts to hurt. I have switched from TEVA 30mg xr to Activas 20 mg XR. I do not know what to do, I wish I could have the experiences as people here do, I want to focus, I want my life to improve, I just lost another job due to being inattentive. My doctor even is at his wits end trying to find the right medications. I've tried Focalin, Adderall 10mg, 20mg, 20 mg xr/30. 
I am feeling defeated and I do not know what to do anymore. I feel like a failure, I am close to being kicked out at 23 years old, no college experience, no job, no savings, can't focus. I wish I medication worked for me.",4.577529013539653,4.267260186170216,6.390348162475824,79.6877272727273,69.47872340425532,9.389555125725336,30.92069632495164,9.095868883498916,2.437174468085107,697,26,148,12,11,244,107,188,0.171,0.75,0.079,-0.9551,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,1,0,5,0,20,6,1,1,1,27,33,7,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,3,24,2,20,28,2,16,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,1,10,93,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759456857377976,0.0,0.0,0.1395917796376256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082324042032029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238193072557283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406936901567993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466772473848385,0.0,0.0,0.09296777733487917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753720632830733,0.0,0.0,0.14234056869829442,0.1005558623297534,0.0,0.0,0.12864811133992374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707803214821424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506818312740199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793565213581993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471124500856956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994198761038916,0.06876609927408016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536514159364024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835930121827684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234981453551043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205024740271028,0.14769937386144333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516448566002376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020455344863755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962757140068937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058307292756452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112768971776128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322762997714999,0.16604265488857722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571486531838108,0.32372409505744665,0.0,0.0,0.10247178739609386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128404360520625
adhd,JanusDoesntEvenLift,2018/01/17,"Dealing with Aggression and Irritability? How do you guys deal with the aggression and irritability that comes as a side from a lot of meds.Currently on Concerta 36 1x a day.

I just get irritated by the smallest things and want to literally act on it.It's one of the reasons I don't like taking the meds even though it helps me function better.",4.742686567164181,6.30042476119403,6.367343283582091,73.278776119403,70.04477611940298,10.136119402985075,31.310447761194034,10.355215969177356,3.4121964179104483,277,12,53,8,5,95,50,67,0.204,0.6990000000000001,0.097,-0.7587,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,10,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333730757598268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273021051581687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017541724231675,0.5440802732351023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428476952745706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786207259300806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612744693153989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686763864861832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891438417543907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224334283598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310197360595863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880629329206282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27130405585327955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839867951547274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530463277932046,0.0,0.2592526059624198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563836561749067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,szechwean,2018/01/17,"The medi-go-round spins on and on Just got diagnosed about five months ago. Started on Adderall XR and worked my way up to 30 mg. It worked really well for me until the doc found out my blood pressure was up on it. Switched to guanfacine about a month ago, and aside from lowering my blood pressure it didn't really do much else for me. I actually feel like my ability to focus and motivate myself is worse on the med then without any meds (I don't really have much of the hyperactivity that guanfacine is supposed to help more), and I've been irritable and moody since starting it. I checked in with the doctor and she's tapering me off the guanfacine and asking me to start Dexedrine. Here's hoping that it works without jacking my BP up too much!",5.865034013605437,6.267124755102043,6.2725170068027225,79.18319727891156,66.75510204081633,9.526530612244898,31.97959183673469,9.444778638647367,2.7305591836734697,597,23,117,11,9,193,93,147,0.097,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.1243,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,7,0,8,4,2,1,0,17,16,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,5,1,14,3,26,11,4,21,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,10,80,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.14545456922177266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642536043216026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136138983276913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393447623180762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128601356074795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256242052259492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451494852396434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753658527400472,0.1064837436269631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342930577070666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471045422184897,0.0,0.11921158095462878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999073191625772,0.0,0.0,0.14804360925066531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281993824800409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33112934223550283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379459251874228,0.0,0.3287140895114695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864621798442228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329847209500115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165021867074863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183116120394997,0.0,0.0,0.13401686299876112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28736422246947496,0.0,0.32553784389914303,0.0,0.15189809849653338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RogueGodSlayer,2018/01/17,"Speaking my mind So hi, new here. I’ve had ADHD since I was a kid, due to a pretty difficult childhood it’s gotten worse. Now I normally pride myself on keeping it behind an iron wall, because I went on Ritalin once and man it was not for me. Anyway enough rambling, sure you’re all used to it XD

Basically my girlfriend of 2 years says I need to speak my mind. The backstory is that I have always just agreed with people because I hate confrontation and know that I could say something hurtful and speak without thinking. I did just that today and I just want to know, how do you guys make sure you think before you speak, and don’t blurt things out that hit your mind.
Thanks ",2.4278632478632503,4.65168225925926,3.2318518518518538,90.38794871794872,78.25925925925927,5.931623931623932,22.97720797720798,7.010146845296331,0.7385669515669515,535,17,108,6,13,169,95,135,0.106,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.6166,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,8,8,2,0,4,0,9,1,0,3,3,30,23,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,6,18,4,12,15,2,11,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,0,6,68,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868032404306314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293347704566198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950405096613807,0.0,0.13226414452273966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410258232327692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060640064253728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390556204108338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346035590490756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639689538676827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815819583326133,0.0,0.0,0.17084654887178974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375438941094177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708365732646918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152534383872698,0.0,0.1501205544904878,0.0,0.0,0.15229376763971111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553371259229027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775939019657578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581337625145182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721706372992225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857783470525566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966182585779442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29299219947923005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431041059268318,0.0,0.0,0.10326442574738352,0.1991935578554085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473346597855674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424634798516605,0.0,0.0,0.09167987288723492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440902465551888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983425531995087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584020326341233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009535251867756
adhd,night__jar,2018/01/17,"First step on the road to diagnosis complete - got my GP to refer me to a adult ADHD clinic! Anyone know about current NHS wait times? 26F here, realised I probably have ADHD a few weeks ago. My GP didn't exactly seemed convinced saying things like 
> You made it through university and you can sit still talking to me. 

But she conceded it was possible I might have a mild (lol!) case of ADHD and referred me to the adult ADHD clinic. I know it can be quite a long journey waiting for an NHS assessment and getting on medication. I'm considering going privately but the costs are pretty scary. I'm fortunate enough to be in a situation where I can afford it, however, and I'm starting to think it might be worth it. If the NHS gives me an appointment 6 months from now it will be hard to wait for considering I can see someone privately within a week. Anyone from the UK around here who can share their experience of NHS/private diagnosis? ",6.1837368156705175,6.602670668508292,7.1908086388749375,72.81540431943749,66.07182320441989,10.559718734304367,33.58161727774987,10.436869588844218,3.5468077348066287,745,31,137,18,11,251,111,181,0.042,0.8690000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8578,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,2,7,3,0,0,13,1,17,3,0,1,1,21,34,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,9,5,0,3,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,4,3,15,3,21,23,2,22,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,4,12,90,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369811814354319,0.0,0.11745771340875548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530119449615168,0.0,0.0,0.11795756860413913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389290020066305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369131158960885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961534418979026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270871006950073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922840876581991,0.12711089790999175,0.07530566162197877,0.0,0.10597637634287327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869847944112115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564259738434648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473526413488627,0.0,0.0,0.1172627810709624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537946238007328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348487659077785,0.0,0.2811337925760924,0.0,0.0,0.10576425006272164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937951107341352,0.0,0.13480525102123805,0.14286283253446969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093540882336034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537331750955434,0.0,0.0,0.10558935271555732,0.12062760195956232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489412044610897,0.0,0.0,0.11227108116859602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378774160266837,0.0,0.10581868740980586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650252319615143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803045354189933,0.08490387233417833,0.0,0.0,0.07726474805040844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257508354145446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Natanji,2018/01/17,"Seeking diagnosis as an adult (test will be in about month), extremely afraid that I don't fit the narrative (great success at school+uni) and will not get diagnosed. Can you reassure me or do you know a different explanation for my symptoms? Hey folks, I'm looking for some general thoughts on my situation and how I should proceed. I've had some discussions with friends who were diagnosed as kids, as well as with my family, but somehow talking things through with strangers from the internet seems like something that's missing right now, kind of as more impartial parties - so here goes.

I'm almost 30 years old and up until recently it had never occurred to me that I might have ADHD. The main reason being that I was always quite successful and didn't have any problems managing school (well, aside from some mobbing). But in the past three years since I've started my PhD, and especially now after I have a little baby in my life, it's become apparent to me that my attention is an untamed beast - and my lack of being able to properly focus on so many things in my life is starting to take a toll on me, my career, my family and friends. After talking openly about this, multiple people with ADHD told me that I might have it, too. One friend even let me test out some of their meds and holy shit, this stuff works wonders. Which is why I'm seeking diagnosis, and proper legal medication.

But despite all this, let me say that I have my own doubts, too. I don't know if the meds I tried are just working for me because of some sort of Placebo effect. I feel like ADHD explains very many of my quirks and struggles, and at the same time I feel like I don't fit the typical narrative *at all*. For my appointment next month I was asked to bring my school certificates from my first 6 years at school. Since they've told me this, I'm kind of *freaking out* and feeling like I'll never ever ever get a diagnosis: I've had extremely good grades since first grade, and on the certificates my teachers described me as very focused and self-reliant... so maybe I'm totally off with this?! My parents don't think I have ADHD because what they noticed most about me when I was little was how I was able to focus *so extremely well* on a great many things. They also said I was really bad at dealing with boredom and constantly complaining about it, I was always seeking out new interesting things. My mother always thought I should just learn to live with boredom, but my dad has a similar feeling about things and really can't deal with nothing happening for a while and supported me in finding things to do all the time. Of course I'm wondering if they are right and I don't have it - or if perhaps I do have it, and my dad might have it too without even knowing...

I will explain this in detail in the following paragraphs how my mind works and how this has affected my life so far. If at any point you feel like this points to something else than ADHD, I'd be incredibly grateful to hear that. Even if it's just a hunch. ADHD is kind of my best bet right now, but I don't want to obsess over this one possibility if there are others.

As a sort of **premature tl;dr**, I would describe the most prominent of my mind's workings as the following:

 - My mind constantly wants to be active. (To a lesser degree, my body does too; I've had a bit of a restless leg syndrome at times)
 - A lack of ""interesting"" stimuli in a situation or task makes me seek out stimuli elsewhere. I often get very squirrelly/restless when I try to actively work against this impulse to do something else.
 - Conversely, when my mind gets really focused somewhere it's incredibly difficult to pull me out of that; it makes me virtually tune out most of the reality around me. And the worst is that I don't notice this until after the fact: I might not even notice or remember that someone has tried to talk to me.
 - A lack of positive feedback/reinforcement makes me lose attention in a ""non-interesting"" task within minutes; long-term tasks that cannot be broken up into smaller individual parts that I could tick off one by one are very difficult for me.

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How has this affected my life?

First of all, school interested me. It provided lots of tasks and was an escape from my relative boredom at home, tasks that I often did in a very hyperfocused state. I literally told my parents to back off and no longer try to help me with homework when I was in second grade because their attempts to help me just felt like an annoyance that would break me out of my flow.

When I was 11, I was diagnosed as gifted (high IQ > 130) and this explained many of the social struggles I had been having, I finally understood why my peers were so much slower at nearly every subject at school while it was quite effortless for me: I rarely got frustrated and knew what to do. For more tedious tasks that didn't tickle my mind as particularly interesting, my success waned. This was particularly obvious when learning languages (French, Latin at school and later Japanese on my own accord - huge anime fan back then) because I had trouble bringing myself to sit down and focus on studying vocabulary (or kana).

A similar problem could be seen when I tried learn an instrument and almost never would sit down and train on my own; doing something I wasn't already kind of skilled at didn't actually *frustrate* me, it just made me lose interest incredibly fast when I couldn't see short-term progress. I soon discovered video games and they were the exact opposite: providing a sheer endless amount of small or large challenges with immediate feedback. Eventually I wanted to learn how to make video games on my own, and taught myself C and C++ in third grade (Yes, I was 8 years old and understood pointers. You might see why I eventually studied computer science.) Despite my understanding, none of my video game projects were ever finished because sitting down and getting through the boring parts just felt impossible. I lacked perseverance and determination for things that didn't provide positive affirmations after at most a few hours of trying.

I ended up studying computer science and finishing literally as the best student in my year. It was hard though, because there were so many times when a lecture was going too slow for me and not providing enough input, which made me trail off on my phone or my laptop, and then I'd have missed the next step and find it hard to follow. The more complex subjects were the best suited for me because they didn't let me become bored and trail off - I deliberately picked the harder stuff. I was also a bit of a perfectionist and while (like my peers) I got incredibly stressed out from each subject requiring weekly hand-ins of homework that was graded and required to write the exam, working in these small iterations and feedback loops were really a kind of learning I could get behind. I can focus well when the deadline for a hand-in is tomorrow because the pressure keeps me on it.

My success would still have been impossible if I didn't have a learning partner for most of my studies who constantly *nagged* me whenever my mind was trailing off. We would literally be studying a lecture together, or working on a mathematical problem, and suddenly there'd be Reddit on my computer screen and she would scold me and push me back to work. Which was hard and made me feel on edge, but it *did* work. Alone, I don't even notice when I procrastinate for an hour. My perception of time is weird. I'm very focused on the moment, on the ""now"" and whatever my focus is at that moment.

It shouldn't come as a surprise that writing my bachelor and master thesis was an ordeal of a degree I had never experienced before. For most of the time I wasn't able to get any results simply because week after week would pass in which I constantly procrastinated and didn't get results. I had a very strong imposter feeling back then, and it was only due to good advisors and my ability to *eventually* start working with incredible efficiency and focus whenever a deadline draws near, that I managed to do these and even do them well. That is the thing. I do have lots of energy. I am highly capable and intelligent. But unless some external pressure pushes me to keep at it, I won't be able to do things.

In hindsight, deciding to do my PhD in theoretical computer science was not such a good idea - but it's when I seriously started noticing that things were not alright and going downhill. After just a few months, I couldn't really bring myself to work and get results anymore. I just... always trailed off into other directions. You see, the work I'm doing is very mathemetical and often doesn't have clear strategies that one can follow. You pretty much look at a problem, try to read papers in the general area, try to get ideas on how to solve things. You might have a hunch that something can be proven, try for a few months without success... then get the feeling that instead your hypothesis must be false, and try to prove *that* for a few months. And maybe you get nothing in the end and... yeah, eventually a year had passed and I hadn't really managed a single proof.

Now I'm *three* years into my PhD and have managed to co-author a single paper, and I only managed that because it was half-based on what I had already done in my master thesis and the most complex parts of the paper were done by my co-authors (of course, this might be my imposter syndrome talking). My prof is a very friendly type who doesn't nag me about getting results that much; and I've become pretty good at explaining away why I didn't make any progress. The reality is that I couldn't even spend 8 hours a day in my office but sometimes just 6, sometimes as low as 4, and perhaps twice a week I manage to even *try* to start some research... and just trail off after less than an hour upon hitting a spot where I don't progress. I literally fall asleep when trying to read most papers, even when I slept enough the night before and have no reason to be tired. Things just completely don't work. That said, I've always explained this away as me just having incredibly bad work ethics. I've tried multiple things like e.g. the Pomdoro technique to keep working, but fail again and again.

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Since I've had this baby (I'm taking a year off work for it), I have noticed that this kind of behavior is NOT just apparent at work, but in fact present in many different areas of my life - and it seems to limit me *everywhere*. Now, of course I find my baby lovely and interesting and often it can be my absolute strongest point of attention. But here's the thing about having a baby: you spend a LOT of idle time with it. It doesn't challenge the mind much. When it provides feedback (and since it's ~3 months old, it does!), things are lovely. But when it just has to cry for a while with no apparent cause that I could alleviate, my mind wanders elsewhere. I found myself completely spacing out despite having my crying baby on my shoulder, a baby that I absolutely *do* want to show my attention in such moments! But instead I kinda tuned it out, proceeded to check my phone and answer texts, whatever. I find it hard to describe it without coming off as normal; let's just say my co-parent was not pleased at all about my behaviour, witnessed this tuning out on multiple occasions, and it really doesn't feel good to me either. But I don't even notice until I'm called out for it.

I'm noticing things in my relationships and friendships as well. It was always very hard to chat with me because the moment I write a message, my mind goes to a different place on my computer and I completely forget to check back, sometimes I notice after an hour ""oh right, I started chatting with this person to ask them something and they've been waiting ever since"". Talking with me in person gets difficult because I can't very well deal with pauses in the conversation. Others say that after I've made my point, I will keep repeating it and explaining it in other ways until I get some sort of response. When I ask a question and the other person doesn't answer but takes time to think, I get impatient and feel shitty and my mind keeps racing and making up scenarios on what they could be thinking (tend to be one of those folks who often get anxious due to worst case scenarios that they made up in their head). When I try to Skype with someone, sitting in front of all these others possibilities on my computer screen will eventually make me trail off and multitask, not really listen to what the other party says.

I am often asked the question ""Did you listen to what I just said?"" and in the past, I've tried to act like I did a *lot* even when I didn't understand a single thing for the past minutes. It was like a compulsion, like definitely not wanting others to find out that I don't pay attention to them. Because I want to be a person who *does* pay attention to their friends and partners, and I think I often *can* be that (especially in the honeymoon phase of a new relationship) - but quite often, I just don't. I spaced out again and focused on something else. Since I'm considering whether I have ADHD, I've allowed myself to be more honest, at least with people who know that I might have it. It's like ""yeah, I absolutely *do* act like this, I have been for *years* and I know it's shitty, but maybe I am now finally figuring out why I do that"".

People close to me have described other behavior that I also do link to ADHD. After an extremely unproductive day, I sometimes get into an extremely productive phase, especially late at night when I should actually be sleeping. Or I see something that I untidy around the house, and then proceed to clean that up, and while doing so I noticed something else and suddenly I'm doing things left and right and in the end feel very *happy* about managing so much at the same time. Honestly, those phases of extreme multitasking feel amazing, as if I had some sort of superpower! At the same time, that only works for relatively small, quick tasks and the downside is that a longer task will inevitably be hindered by lots of these little distractions...

This is getting too long. There's other things that I would want to talk about, e.g. that I'm polyamorous and I see a connection to ADHD in how I've treated relationships. Also that I'm trans and really afraid that it will prevent a positive diagnosis somehow. And also how I find it so difficult that people try to find out if you had ADHD as a kid already; I had a late realization about being trans, too, and I would never have been diagnosed there if they had asked if I felt this way as a small kid already, so it feels so *threatening* and *wrong* that for ADHD this is apparently needed...

But I'm pressing ""send"" now before I try to perfect this text any more, I've already lost way too much time on that... :/ So there's probably more things but well, can't put *everything* in here can I? Yeah. Just ask if you want.

If you have made it this far, thank you for your time and attention. Any input is deeply appreciated. ",6.012211983056876,6.773378757048384,6.493385562586662,76.47067768692503,66.51131221719457,9.509854515091515,32.197887244916394,9.561356927418855,2.9665514880391965,11951,474,2184,232,183,3886,774,2873,0.07400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.12,0.9994,13,1,9,0,0,0,429.0,1,16,15,52,154,113,6,11,129,5,244,22,8,34,25,476,408,228,0,53,75,5,22,13,7,30,12,10,4,10,179,149,0,10,80,11,7,24,60,44,8,14,101,43,281,69,360,241,78,361,0,7,10,2,123,165,1,77,176,1593,460,92,0.07379873791771642,0.0,0.036008461305881666,0.0,0.243902289699321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036949387909493585,0.019108308986976102,0.10179842801758797,0.07377103006256024,0.09210969276176044,0.0,0.0,0.07527850867590312,0.0,0.0,0.02084289196785545,0.01829712942548588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03284826149389793,0.10348778678359984,0.0,0.034668171789796504,0.07093334266811382,0.030809431792975524,0.14620783339343768,0.061128680968310575,0.04709796782556965,0.0,0.05808541681825082,0.0,0.040284554050301034,0.020493440273006508,0.0,0.0,0.018839190651884358,0.0,0.0,0.01895290815986215,0.0,0.03178553906463955,0.05803242947023495,0.07975021820709183,0.0,0.07365285896167298,0.0,0.04053222414042322,0.023797040369833117,0.057062443726093474,0.0,0.07490416553525292,0.0,0.05782798039749769,0.0,0.0,0.048436329654534316,0.037760865632178515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061649375883035276,0.0,0.04902283287688774,0.03812691195757028,0.0,0.13404426855098933,0.06675518350405621,0.01554465490228578,0.0,0.01658138676758814,0.0,0.03478544109467233,0.0,0.1212732927092918,0.05272183311410169,0.05314377119141673,0.04042145506752357,0.118038741589874,0.04707987657953014,0.0,0.02022912674581937,0.07127090231192891,0.0,0.18314477449927674,0.0,0.020970761725610475,0.07737360000996943,0.029511796177903636,0.040681684543357,0.0,0.0,0.01631499505414047,0.01964003219884116,0.08263646703110321,0.0,0.018934699009995445,0.0,0.02079413529054167,0.0,0.02473286920780713,0.03898620922096988,0.018506537828190884,0.0,0.0908461140315572,0.021288458787206282,0.0,0.04165489614792457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199463638556223,0.0,0.11527504362831376,0.050697320444807334,0.0,0.0416240954089745,0.0,0.020045636169947947,0.075464209538334,0.06515778884906326,0.11717659079216068,0.055474292263232944,0.016291409409224824,0.03265478037316475,0.030986176581895432,0.041280955371921134,0.020140010042824463,0.07842630988725055,0.033303121132918834,0.10474522529486424,0.08620715357916764,0.11223050561794076,0.05560556359718157,0.0,0.040986880546013016,0.018586116107774303,0.0,0.15657759722569758,0.18628921910384988,0.0,0.08835817278733862,0.0,0.08137584564170643,0.013680207266393496,0.07114767028752901,0.03563764047498698,0.039242897501959605,0.03462755813608347,0.01807677355091681,0.035405939697508576,0.21005088063515415,0.05807952087053191,0.0,0.07501190210909066,0.04209544926368755,0.0,0.0,0.040972382482904635,0.05993763114778242,0.052836934382785306,0.05116275274446497,0.0644382113997309,0.01927599346583256,0.020252213222145897,0.0697636611923835,0.041598494269047916,0.0,0.03753992379375643,0.019891880344702774,0.0706154254499962,0.0,0.018547028738872796,0.04133573805122202,0.05887053138127376,0.03690935445214048,0.0,0.1063740627782408,0.037938696870928025,0.018216837636916203,0.05942416958771585,0.02089989596414906,0.07877964869034561,0.0526496246255135,0.058687718456616536,0.0,0.1307044597237903,0.07351004920701505,0.03359179965676655,0.019247044638717518,0.0,0.018938335989043896,0.10683238758613782,0.041476436732710974,0.0184630086209126,0.01880712990322516,0.03126471557586236,0.12783121634065475,0.07298883882946393,0.0,0.07835268980726877,0.0,0.014733941857701091,0.0,0.021134051236209005,0.038575232147738565,0.0422409493612157,0.0,0.02093648330860342,0.0,0.019176286432144567,0.04161559991090122,0.08897494513762855,0.0,0.01698599067537428,0.0,0.0,0.24514301130392024,0.04728725139524029,0.01812672132687451,0.02929397725382405,0.12909791266064966,0.021205198250876276,0.0,0.05288839249185952,0.0,0.2129441197714176,0.0,0.0,0.03841354441231088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826750628335659,0.08705681536647428,0.043933502332937815,0.05919689608634295,0.0,0.13270785652030748,0.0,0.08323985288918379,0.0,0.0,0.05335451237893102,0.04001579161418471,0.2417686206427084,0.0,0.0,0.11795513856190755,0.02017183369826453,0.0,0.10692892717277326
adhd,Vang94,2018/01/17,Motiron/ritalin crash tips Im crashing Hard right now..): need some advice. I have eating some food and been drinking plenty of Water ,3.3724999999999987,6.4701279166666685,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,82.33333333333334,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.2505166666666674,106,4,16,1,3,33,22,24,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527937642350064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35367137965641143,0.0,0.369423220851302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365581995736205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234114408724783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899737192733493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769873534121497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30831714628824425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theduarte92,2018/01/17,"I’m going run out pills, need advice Hello I’m a 25M who’s been taking 36MG Concerta since I was 12, I am however going to be off my moms insurance and away on military orders until June so my medication will run out in March . What will happen to me when I go cold turkey ? I noticed it controls my hunger will i over eat and get fat ? Anyone got advice ",0.5902999999999992,2.6810711466666675,3.6422500000000007,85.64737500000003,84.2,6.416666666666668,18.708333333333336,7.6454224807358475,0.7078333333333333,276,7,57,5,8,99,58,75,0.036000000000000004,0.964,0.0,-0.3313,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,0,6,17,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,10,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661229879665553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676621533196884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240805760577736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267500387900604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440471927002829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460750460591387,0.0,0.4066387229477285,0.0,0.19075191873805655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090662134006824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402657763068144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27933077959029784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684628675720476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715362241744809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729140358052585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932389892697234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Thisisnotforyou11,2018/01/17,"My ex refuses to consider medication (or even the diagnosis) for our 6 year old son. What are my options/how can I talk to him about this? To be clear: no decision on medication has been made, it’s just an option at this point.

My son was diagnosed with ADHD last fall (though I’ve suspected for over two years). After meeting with his pediatrician numerous times, filling out questionnaires and working with his teacher he was diagnosed. 

My ex is in denial that my son is anything but “normal” despite my questionnaire scores and the teacher’s scores lining up in the 6% range and his doctor’s observations. 

Medication was brought up at today’s visit. I chose to wait 2 months to see if some behavior modifications continued to yield results, to see if the 504 plan with the school helped, and to have an in-depth discussion with his teacher about school work, social interaction, and behavior before making my decision. 

My ex, who hasn’t done f*ck all to involve himself in this situation has just said a flat out no to medication. The ex hasn’t come to a single doctor’s appointment, hasn’t talked to his teacher about this, hasn’t even met his therapist (son goes for anxiety but has also been working with behavior issues), and has done zero research. 

The ex is basing this on his experience with Ritalin 20+ years ago for all of two weeks. 

I’m the primary caretaker (5 days/week) and I’m the one who has done all the mental and physical health leg work from day 1 with our son. 

I know my ex can take me to court to try and stop medication but I want to resolve this before it gets to that.

Does anyone have any suggestions for how to go about having this discussion? Apart from this we have a decent co-parenting relationship. I’m just angry that he hasn’t involved himself at all yet thinks he gets final say. If I choose medication for my son it’s because I believe that academically and socially it’s in his best interest but my ex acts like I’m trying to irreparably harm him.

I’m alone in this and need some help",5.862153846153845,6.636112702564106,6.832461538461537,73.86253846153846,66.84615384615384,10.650256410256409,32.01025641025641,10.621296500359557,3.471422564102564,1614,64,301,43,25,540,195,390,0.058,0.8809999999999999,0.061,0.4956,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,0,7,13,5,0,0,15,0,29,13,1,4,5,60,51,22,0,6,11,13,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,20,23,0,4,7,0,0,7,7,1,0,4,12,5,33,4,55,38,8,40,0,0,2,0,52,17,0,7,17,194,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587991427003772,0.0,0.07809595001251582,0.0,0.0,0.09124574975776698,0.0,0.07045409358880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991149338455357,0.0,0.06739679017617982,0.0,0.0,0.06160205406123725,0.0,0.07249936493567978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370536566674414,0.0,0.14993440425106458,0.09925931344748773,0.09245624353234896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589094737228236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681765958571337,0.0,0.0,0.17884070089358636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180349588002906,0.07709751148666401,0.27047279524777657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637935568431995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617938445195675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651000453389022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205795334371762,0.0,0.050069654984881584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364691851526084,0.0,0.0,0.11810407692618564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195423581429342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048417837683587366,0.07181382468813838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304154921126055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336300735359306,0.0588078977144406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325130864781416,0.08878477858560796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032113384725433,0.0,0.0,0.06532554867699279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863199750945517,0.0,0.0,0.09244685878127004,0.0,0.05969931068002325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328363299552795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945871751648198,0.0,0.0,0.0838039353577255,0.07006120839626097,0.0,0.17832521267968993,0.14040969421618912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902887193043307,0.0,0.17961512659033765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365612551825022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624075802272858,0.1416240021426035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022916967142222,0.0,0.056451367707152686,0.0865584850678361,0.0,0.051372223469697983,0.0,0.08350915707425302,0.0,0.0,0.11962917701400475,0.0,0.17212315405591758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196407224634342,0.0,0.14133812600614032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565534195793629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020187635517506
adhd,Freklred,2018/01/17,"My first car was ADHD-Friendly Hey all, so my first car in the mid-90s was my Dad’s 1984 Chrysler New Yorker with Electronic Voice Alert. The additional level of prompts and reminders were great. Take a look here for a sample. https://youtu.be/VIpfUuRg1VE

I forget the exact stats but ADHD folks are several times more likely to be in deadly car accidents. The audio reminders such as “Please fasten your seatbelt” probably saved more than a few lives. Also, feeling like you had Kit from Knight Rider was just plain fun.
 
Finally, I know what you might be thinking, no my Dad was not a pimp. ;) ",4.254477485131692,7.1497515420560775,3.9737298215802888,83.89826677994904,75.6355140186916,6.507731520815634,24.68054375531011,7.686295010490155,1.4813065420560751,473,16,81,7,11,143,84,107,0.078,0.7509999999999999,0.171,0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,2,5,5,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,0,2,14,15,5,1,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,5,9,5,9,6,4,11,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,7,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028433486670328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729977820505534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577945838868197,0.1494548567891964,0.0,0.2291719548238476,0.0,0.3558963865624615,0.0,0.0,0.1616299262616811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306473420304662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497264520793822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441229940938668,0.0,0.1847303188324543,0.0,0.17567805631755448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219316077185477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204982030753504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964236620752085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555650686510004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634014601782344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729482221453445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404900717194615,0.0,0.0,0.12198810820762135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Everydaychestday,2018/01/17,"How do I get more engaged in (group) conversations? I tend to be passive in conversations. Most of the time, i just drift off. esp in group conversations. How do you deal with this?
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adhd,kdbfh,2018/01/17,"This is the year. 2018 is starting off better than any other. Finally got diagnosed the other day and was prescribed Adderall and two other medications. I’VE NEVER FELT SO NORMAL IN MY LIFE. No more constant thoughts running through my head, no more constant fidgeting, and I can actually listen to a new song all the way through without skipping. Granted it’s been a week but  I finally see I can live my life without unneeded worry. Plus I finally found a girl : ) rant over ",2.988683385579936,6.005214367816091,4.177304075235114,79.2003761755486,83.48275862068967,6.841797283176594,32.04702194357367,8.00094639256281,3.0646413793103453,378,21,61,8,11,123,64,87,0.08900000000000001,0.852,0.059,-0.1558,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,6,5,1,0,2,14,13,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,4,7,1,10,7,3,16,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,11,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.15754769778281516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978860064458418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427855868643115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34893085737468515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411910946329513,0.0,0.0,0.16386396983442336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550131737386364,0.5305675629532917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770168583371285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291228610344687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656898478329628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806772083009125,0.0,0.0,0.14255949590611472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263954066960604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451686353596095,0.15592524666775387,0.0,0.0,0.15818249117037606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865130690352458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427208537983186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281698386397944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770897331031525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814806848299856,0.12950198864465914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31125575440800696,0.0,0.0,0.16395592784079455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396572664377897
adhd,behindthewindow,2018/01/17,"Finally had an appointment, maybe I will finally be given medication ! I've struggled a lot with psychiatrists. I have seen a neuropsychologist specialized in ADHD who diagnosed me ADD. 

When I tried to get medication, psychiatrists told me it was not ADD but my depression. They completely dismissed the diagnosis of the first neuropsychologist, never tested me, never asked me anything regarding my potential ADD, but they somewhat knew I just had depression because of a burnout (worked way too much in school to try to cope with symptoms of ADD).

Another neuropsychologist I saw about a potential Aspeger's my therapist mentioned told me that, since I have had a good grade at the last test we've had in high school (baccalauréat), I couldn't have ADD. Ridiculous. 

But I'm finally seeing a neurologist who knows about ADD (I know one of his patients who is treated for ADHD) ! Maybe I will finally try those meds in addition to all the coping mechanisms I have. Maybe I'll finally be able to go back to college. Maybe I'll get rid of this ADD-fueled depression.

TL;DR : ADD confirmed by a neuropsychologist but psychiatrists wouldn't give me medication because they thought it was all my depression and never tested me at all. I'll finally seeing someone competent on the matter who can prescribe!",8.365208983156585,9.376058362445416,8.566578290704932,62.77835152838431,61.44541484716157,12.656394260761076,39.50124766063631,12.161744961471696,5.477294198378042,1051,53,164,35,14,345,121,229,0.1,0.853,0.047,-0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,4,6,9,1,1,13,0,18,5,0,0,6,32,35,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,13,4,25,3,24,16,6,23,0,4,4,0,13,8,0,2,13,110,34,9,0.08763851982505164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106489401684717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189662937987664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211903453018709,0.0,0.08193018570586302,0.0,0.0,0.06738861214247749,0.0,0.1068472565080388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918873206439512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019317148293436,0.08895125284607767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760222883880257,0.0,0.07454528019303032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157501892415264,0.08407085392464365,0.04980699044705876,0.07350703244784318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259490788379332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096327677101104,0.07143709061484199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450713557213233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521786903277932,0.0,0.09734663883558008,0.26485976605150463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442439588874482,0.0,0.2027766876973536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593861291361751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738972172044906,0.13967310740630848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249548923075791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425583345002001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161880928383673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108997828814756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175507625521037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957519542343174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748472271819093,0.0,0.17850240665304626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956337779980402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638018862023711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iAzure94,2018/01/17,"I'm on my fifth year of college And things still haven't changed. It's the same thing whenever I have exams. I do nothing but think about studying the entire time and never achieve anything and it's driving me insane.

Does anyone know this feeling? The crippling anxiety of wanting to do something and not doing it is driving me insane

I have no real reason for making this post but I just wanted to get this off my chest because I'm most likely not doing well again this semester ",3.233498817966904,5.63639459574468,4.049290780141845,84.63388888888889,76.44680851063829,5.454373522458629,27.465721040189123,6.42735559955562,1.3657791962174937,388,16,67,3,9,124,65,94,0.149,0.831,0.02,-0.9049,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,20,17,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,8,17,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,52,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737024788418247,0.0,0.0,0.1712602649095934,0.0,0.2015559486428662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493066309446444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910272816805713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143392853093981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384361588385838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279654527510362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460674054468896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966008654049308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634922129599697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889045793885426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350162738774286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345745694268081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878317087969107,0.0,0.2518281184046126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885585451120988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956008593195029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254402937809541,0.15694080879876526,0.0,0.0,0.14282024738443602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28893129991553024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022085997521013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577264420637713
adhd,n1c0_ds,2018/01/17,"After figuring everything out on my own, I wrote a guide about getting diagnosed for ADHD in Germany As the title says, I got diagnosed in Germany after moving here for work. I did not speak German that well at the time, and there were very few resources English. I wrote everything down and created the first English language guide about ADHD in Germany.

http://allaboutberlin.com/guides/adhd-berlin-germany

What do you think about it? Is it accurate enough? Is there missing information? I'd really love to get your feedback.",6.790919540229883,10.334944413793103,5.812183908045977,70.60954022988507,70.3793103448276,8.464367816091954,31.50574712643678,9.150863307647796,3.54276091954023,432,19,60,10,9,130,63,87,0.025,0.872,0.103,0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,2,7,2,16,8,3,12,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6623514276582059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729237170144494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982161571252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302135384560382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626369548483718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919618631002195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692972877799354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580551471767507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525473567021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768937786249585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609362479072335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771399782439462,0.0,0.0,0.10712282177319374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158005110249764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651774196298914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337431221811639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lampdude,2018/01/17,"About to start College and pursue my dream career. When I was 7 or 8, my moms friend took me up in his private plane for a quick ride. I’d never been in a plane before. Needless to say, a 10 minute “around the block” flight turned into an hour and the birth of a passion. Aviation. 

That passion has evolved over time and throughout high school I became interested in the more technical side of flight, and space travel. Well, I might have been able to Dock the Delta Glider to the ISS in Orbiter 2010, but I couldn’t solve for x in Algebra. Gave up on my dreams almost entirely for the time being and thought I’d be smarter later. Became a wildland firefighter when high school ended.

Fast forward. 21 years old now. Did 2 seasons in Wildland Firefighting, and diagnosed with ADHD-PI in November. Best thing that could have ever happened. Every issue seems to have had a cause. ADHD was x and x = why everything around me is a FUCKING MESS. 

Anyways... I just enrolled in my local community college to get an Associates Degree in Math/Science for Cal Poly Pomona Aerospace Engineering transfer. I want to work on Space craft some day, maybe solar powered flight, idk, if it goes up and stays there, I want to work on it. 

I never thought I’d reach this point in life, I’m going to conquer one of my worst enemies throughout school and learn how to use it for good. 

I’m just really proud of myself for taking this step, doing the hard thing as opposed to the easy thing, because now I know myself better and I know I CAN!!!! 

Thanks for reading. This is a proud moment for me. I’m proud to do something that scared me my whole life. ",3.455617674636663,5.432465515822789,4.060520393811537,86.79624706985467,74.22151898734177,6.580215658696673,25.62775433661509,7.3871296695380915,1.26068837318331,1277,44,246,15,27,404,187,316,0.076,0.748,0.175,0.9859,1,0,1,0,3,0,44.0,0,0,0,9,15,16,1,1,18,0,20,6,0,3,3,40,41,17,0,5,5,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,12,14,0,2,6,4,0,6,3,4,1,1,10,2,24,12,47,26,5,55,0,0,0,3,5,28,1,6,22,154,36,11,0.11385761389951267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27366945203914234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401195362210935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202714831172993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940654464497803,0.0,0.09688444341897152,0.0,0.11948654133098224,0.10069780695326737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696313299799485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090604002039727,0.0,0.0,0.0734287417597999,0.0,0.0,0.11556308142406115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084405118473032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299073024352252,0.0959299503489605,0.0,0.10232788179155662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796611006274058,0.10525952937295173,0.059485903962781785,0.0,0.06470790582883502,0.09549836460100836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068391195079476,0.0,0.10199405813945167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059364060323285,0.0,0.0,0.11212681482123864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883776777432213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514633393065713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084199973380092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438527666551188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207849355778558,0.0,0.13334866131143774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756280218771084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947441287534928,0.0,0.07715286583651793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076322471681722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113888425386831,0.0,0.07294010295485573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905441444828914,0.11399133413475103,0.34568995150261805,0.0,0.10365169550119743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876531537595747,0.0,0.0,0.08058900513999773,0.12135706717930562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560675589755129,0.0,0.0,0.10482479362581117,0.0,0.0,0.2269258183980821,0.0,0.0,0.1807804548346516,0.13278258056696485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264999984072789,0.0,0.12384438888579255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983364218058073,0.0,0.0,0.1343123412539777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023716686453914,0.0,0.10273878712534153,0.1271179598290019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657793979129641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332057038278084
adhd,4sakenshadow,2018/01/17,You're not trying hard enough! Having heard this for so long I cant help but feel perhaps I am not giving it my all. I wonder if any of you feel a little like you're not trying hard enough inbetween failures? I'm always talking about what I'm gonna do different next time only to time and time again just sit there and look at another failure that could have been prevented if I had just tried a little harder. What can I do to get out of this cycle?,4.186350877192987,4.426386810526316,5.24184210526316,85.6820614035088,70.36842105263158,8.017543859649122,24.25438596491228,7.793537801064563,1.0632807017543855,357,8,76,4,6,118,67,95,0.14300000000000002,0.787,0.07,-0.8709,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,20,6,0,3,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,8,15,3,11,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503843324781691,0.0,0.0,0.1229046361761134,0.1895143067070691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430059245176313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882751575627185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734909996295299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276806832266748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442553192760428,0.1733755601626997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32380253309417306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211415188097361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829701360156933,0.3622838883322621,0.0,0.15994301581293455,0.15177019947417178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922115936464648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745558904993782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526633767427902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31616059348951603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36811752586219604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599722667785185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,maggiemypet,2018/01/17,"Small Victory! Planning is not an executive function that I possess.  After a meeting,  I planned to wash my car before heading into work.

Meeting ran late and I was still stuck in ""time to go wash car"" mode. I finally listened to the little voice that said ""You think you have 20 minutes. By the time you get there and pay, you will have only 5 minutes to get back to work.""

Y'all,  I turned my car around and went to work!  Non-Adhd people don't get how hard it can be to get out if fixations. I was totally fixated on getting my car washed and I overcame it!",2.295089285714284,4.184401187500004,3.8440714285714286,87.45092857142859,77.30357142857143,6.622857142857143,27.271428571428572,7.554174236665415,1.549425714285714,431,18,88,6,10,143,75,112,0.041,0.946,0.013,-0.4552,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,5,5,0,0,0,4,0,9,4,1,1,1,12,22,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,6,4,15,0,14,14,1,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,57,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303647847034359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706378190602023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473917990306479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310745523860215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997850791109565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007302553196736,0.0,0.10893742567027724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170962319144012,0.0,0.19672126296408093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216225898660135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211594597306733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578296948935762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288831963076145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233369056897916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307767232825914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282222986038778,0.0,0.0,0.2235428934925517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849521764178267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776913427680997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186408277277108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,someonebritish15,2018/01/17,"Hurdle in diagnosis. Help really needed. **TLDR; The service hasn't let me speak to a psychiatrist (only person that can diagnose ADHD), only spoken to nurses, got opinions from people I've never really spoken to (""teachers"" that never taught me in the past), using past ""high grades"" as an excuse to not diagnose, and refuses to assist further.**

**Read full post for details, please.**

Hello!

Trying to get diagnosed for ADHD. I **meet enough symptoms** to a high level of severity as listed in the DSM, ICD and NICE guidelines. I first saw my GP 2 years ago and got referred 1 year ago today - before this, I wasn't sure whether to get a referral or not.

The process so far has been as such:

* Referral took 7 months until 1st appointment.
* 1st appointment: brief chat about circumstances and issues, talk about grades, **suggestion that high grades imply no ADHD**, will perhaps proceed in the process, perhaps not (due to high high school grades)
* 2nd appointment: brief chat, questionnaire
* 3rd appointment: nothing, essentially

**All 3 appointments were with a nurse, not a psychiatrist** or someone able to diagnose ADHD.

They said they'd contact a past school for questionnaires. I gave them a name of a teacher that could back my issues (one that, a while ago, suggested seeing a professional for assistance, hence the idea, before that I hadn't really considered or known much about ADHD). They said they talked to her on the phone, but didn't send a questionnaire or take notes. **Instead, they asked 2 past teachers to fill a questionnaire, 2 people that never taught me.** One of them I talked to for a few minutes in an entire period of 12 months (the duration I knew this person), the other was more of a 'supervisor' than a teacher.

**Based on the opinions of: high grades in the past (ignoring current scores, I justified these with high natural ability, not to sound egotistical, but high natural ability != not ADHD), and the opinions of two people that never taught me.**

I went on with it, assuming no ADHD, how are symptoms managed, instead of receiving some advice (that I'd probably have proceeded to challenge and say I've already tried (I legitimately have)), he (the nurse) justified his decision to end the process at this point, and suggest talking to his manager if I had problems with that, despite me just asking for advice at this point. I further gave a hypothetical about driving a car, if I'm zoning out behind the wheel and cannot focus, I'm a danger on the roads, yet he's concluded there is no ADHD present, but I shouldn't drive. There's no medical reason for it, he agreed (following my hypothetical), but shouldn't be driving, but they'll refuse to treat since the scores weren't met due to questionnaires filled out by the teachers. **Essentially, we won't treat, you might have ADHD, don't drive since we aren't treating it and hence you're a road risk, go manage your symptoms yourself or give up.**

I confirmed his job role and he confirmed he's a nurse (I suspected this before but found it polite not to ask). I mentioned that since only psychiatrists can diagnose ADHD, it's only fair to allow me to speak to one. I'm a taxpaying citizen that's been in the process for 2 years and **I'm being dismissed due to flawed reasoning for diagnosing ADHD**, at the very least I deserve to talk to a psychiatrist. He said he'll see what they say, **but likely they'll flick over the notes and say it's not worth a discussion, since psych time is like gold these days.** (I bet he'll write in his request for the appointment not to grant one).

**So, what do I do now?**

**I'd be OK with the judgement if it came from a psychiatrist that spoken to teachers I believe can properly illustrate my behaviour.** *I'm not self diagnosing, so if it's someone that isn't using bullshit like ""high grades"" and looks at the symptoms and confirms they're not ADHD and why, I'd be satisfied.* But I'm not going to continue suffering by my symptoms because of some nurses deciding I'm overachieving for an ADHDer. I've read the NICE guidelines and feel like I fit them perfectly, and last time I checked ""high grades"" was not a barrier to ADHD and ""low grades"" was not a diagnosis criteria.

**Please help!!**, before they dismiss my case. I said I'll talk to his manager, probably next week so I can gather some ideas by then.",2.2244419076610846,5.108520170610213,3.6210547253355463,82.34432688759743,87.01992528019926,7.0089433144227655,24.74527235828605,8.07648339933343,2.1340284673216177,3399,139,597,81,108,1110,331,803,0.044,0.853,0.103,0.9936,2,0,0,0,0,0,188.0,2,2,12,4,18,19,1,1,54,1,43,13,0,7,7,105,87,47,0,9,33,0,1,4,0,9,13,10,0,4,32,28,0,4,14,4,3,17,34,6,0,6,29,15,58,13,91,42,10,100,0,2,4,0,79,41,0,18,45,365,90,24,0.03852264530397532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6018575364210655,0.07528776629340504,0.10244400221568112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042510697019195305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080404195530557,0.0,0.0,0.0296215363777716,0.0,0.02348304702303672,0.0,0.1311197353071556,0.04340182952343364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044059643677941684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030757197659046824,0.0,0.0,0.024843919322132202,0.0,0.0,0.2736977186175519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034119629612420016,0.03980419035119518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01947820694167141,0.02752058550234845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03276734241625893,0.0,0.04223809221817508,0.0,0.0,0.04025298441555327,0.03695443159704757,0.04378661416191716,0.0,0.06162015712042002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164183424948464,0.4070128980364185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697475511137193,0.0,0.08041526639978169,0.03822778132251242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031401097471717605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939201481238646,0.0,0.07528087456618981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03234931987919936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880751235592115,0.0,0.04086643898435994,0.0,0.0,0.06149681590831797,0.0,0.0283185767708,0.028564053374231436,0.11884415561671315,0.0,0.04096927031066027,0.0,0.0,0.036963517130653566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104415765727481,0.11719283060221405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387111935409084,0.08012025540115092,0.06727297598346851,0.0,0.08457259282098535,0.07283270286322145,0.0,0.03689404555850315,0.0,0.0830678542825481,0.036860968959016166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706614015778045,0.0,0.07403577903130575,0.07921539062000382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657542912436555,0.09190426119446142,0.0,0.07797394734700175,0.06139512152713492,0.0,0.04018752052880839,0.04351962415845155,0.0,0.12746532110992342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528022471069847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036307137302215985,0.2001988926413873,0.02896423506622845,0.18577825850079727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492572853531058,0.0,0.03651496341348216,0.0,0.042800076364659385,0.052308694937098776,0.0,0.03763102690269374,0.0,0.0,0.06654239392423157,0.0,0.031785216793567515,0.0,0.0,0.030900542412704683,0.0,0.0,0.03571087813865332,0.034760695572657666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442196168366512
adhd,mauxfaux,2018/01/17,"There’s a humorous irony to driving 7 miles to the pharmacy to pick up your Adderall scripts, only to realize you forgot to bring your wallet right as you pull into the parking lot. Oh yeah, and that iPad I’ve been meaning to return to the Apple Store? Still sitting at the foot of my bed, where I placed it this morning so I wouldn’t forget it (again).

Sigh. ",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000005,4.003888888888889,87.73,74.83333333333334,6.466666666666668,25.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.1957055555555556,282,10,56,3,6,91,58,72,0.049,0.866,0.085,0.3657,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,2,1,1,1,0,9,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,1,12,2,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822587222155701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897780829300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419633171096382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46976688322311894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38398093558471214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35907451184560474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,r3allybadusername,2018/01/17,Any advice for dealing with distractions in university lectures? My two lectures are a real struggle. No matter where I sit it seems like someone near me is always talking or chewing and I find myself missing out on whole lectures. Anyone have any advice for ignoring these distractions and redirecting focus from these?,6.909444444444446,10.096685129629632,6.5405185185185175,67.40633333333335,68.07407407407408,8.023703703703704,36.725925925925935,8.841846274778883,4.1472414814814815,263,14,32,5,5,82,45,54,0.228,0.7120000000000001,0.06,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,8,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921530143224099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095351942338432,0.0,0.0,0.3424937477066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760790557033361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596163307271077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301597761591065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302699084666226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866273592440768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292483251665033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336706445645212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26325792166948625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240413199053006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599246642585984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114908539093675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cannot_haiku,2018/01/17,"What are some formatting guidelines to make things more readable for people with ADHD? I know a lot of people with ADHD have problems with reading. I am an English teacher (I primarily teach English for Specific Purposes in a corporate setting) and linguistics student and I want to look into preparing English learning materials for people (adults and children) with ADHD.

I wanted to know what formatting guidelines are useful to make things more accessible to people with ADHD. 

Edit: I should also add I have ADHD-C myself, however, I don't have significant issues with reading which is why I want to get some input from the wider community. 

Edit2: If you have any additional sources on that deal with this topic I would love to see them. ",9.427753544165755,9.459042854961837,9.543685932388222,59.971297709923675,59.38167938931297,11.760523446019633,40.851690294438384,11.20814326018867,5.0963949836423135,598,29,84,14,7,198,82,131,0.034,0.889,0.077,0.6606,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,3,0,29,23,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,13,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,13,1,22,21,5,4,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,4,0,67,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7449118858749736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913512319059382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843007549266651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780293256818595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476682958031506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938771944963898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625633540610374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409975399715493,0.0,0.0,0.1053909900060089,0.11188365586543217,0.0,0.1654957969802704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437681290196967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861819089425996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799798765147216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878441141060487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471426930272046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706634426568548,0.0,0.0,0.2193540974506869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185953433940372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806149681718481,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DopeyKid,2018/01/17,"How much better do people with ADHD with medication? I'm wondering how much of a difference does it make to take adhd medication, does it really make that much of a difference or are these just problems that we think are so bad because the disorder makes you focus on yourself a lot.

This SR has said we do better with medication but define exactly what is better - it's subjective right?",10.867077625570774,8.11360246575343,11.195890410958905,58.1339269406393,58.58904109589041,15.212785388127855,40.77168949771689,13.5591,5.64695799086758,312,12,52,10,3,107,51,73,0.084,0.81,0.106,0.3948,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,5,1,18,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,7,13,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507831089583384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185382834242113,0.08896368714597658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872162880272971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049525372228027,0.16725991694899667,0.0,0.2554262057982829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240729938383274,0.0,0.0,0.2922483079127273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410576768115673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218481402926965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117644058387328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964489817486242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934929196210984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463198741079412,0.13882238756234733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097287393891722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351247781879372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582657361260616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BobKazamacas,2018/01/17,"I just started taking 30mg Vyvanse, what should I expect? I recently got diagnosed with ADD at age 19 and I started taking Vyvanse yesterday. I couldn’t really tell much of a difference expect that I was not as hungry but I think that could have been placebo because so many doctors and article I’ve read have said it will do that. What should I expect in terms of focus and other executive functions?",4.744199134199135,6.558523181818187,5.9656493506493495,75.14942640692642,70.42857142857143,8.769696969696971,31.01515151515152,9.2995712137729,3.094759307359308,323,14,54,7,6,108,55,77,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,0,16,17,6,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,8,0,6,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,40,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678612037329176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535246937017146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26105156635502336,0.0,0.26871820819826153,0.0,0.2632540702670113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570553221278665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26075941237732525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907085532943746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572685971209249,0.0,0.16476826242275364,0.0,0.2539529792592894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446551426217759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36409354550854295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867632714919094,0.0,0.22480325850173105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480273102490492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Xactor92,2018/01/17,Very low appetite on Ritalin and Concerta İ feel like i only need 1 meal a day.. i am losing weight so rapidly.. Any of you guys had same problem ? and how could u solve it?,-0.6908333333333303,1.485976027777781,1.968,93.77700000000004,94.27777777777777,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.5710622222222219,131,5,29,2,5,45,34,36,0.21600000000000005,0.669,0.115,-0.5794,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,8,5,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718306088335735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667324138488828,0.0,0.0,0.21545131138792392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891880764279904,0.23866388228697485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307876540477712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321260483713598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737454671674846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771303908358694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540797680824906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196655084197882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756475961835415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068144329730292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ali_stardragon,2018/01/17,"Hyper focus and over working I’m currently running a program at work that took me ages to set up because I hated doing everything because it involved meetings and documents.

Now it’s running and my colleagues are bemoaning the 11-13 hour days... but I am living for them. I have a million things to do, everything has a massive time pressure, I have to juggle priorities, think on my feet... 

I feel like I only get real job satisfaction from crazy intense situations like this. I’m also worried that if I seek this from a job I will burn out super fast. Anyone else feel this way? Any tips to manage my feelings or my workload?",5.5379999999999985,6.5300948000000005,6.681666666666668,73.87500000000003,67.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.228,496,24,84,8,8,167,87,120,0.091,0.767,0.141,0.8025,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,2,5,1,1,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,12,17,7,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,3,14,3,12,15,0,17,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,56,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974680822969713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733901543000034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309322213397879,0.1918636621343464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282963752352241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076321957527808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642653457611566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365833095136105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28404346568630184,0.13377416287532393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783238973902987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487437506894247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440728839979906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716410353670457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829655109400731,0.0,0.16534854932388934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424149643133774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131358365858917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048113372543856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440311417452032,0.11998468369608485,0.0,0.0,0.10918920540157792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804587846409234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863336242628636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27264601505375485,0.19016533868344612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oswald1823,2018/01/17,"Severe ADHD: How Do You Cope? For as long as I can remember I have suffered from intense symptoms of severe inner restlessness, constant fleeting/racing thoughts and marked difficulty coping in situations where there isn't much stimulation. I constantly seek stimulation as it is the only thing that relieves me from my severe tedium.

My daily routine when I'm free goes something like this:

- Wake up at 10 am after having gone to bed rather late
- Immediately go on the computer and find something interesting to watch/do (usually YouTube). 
- After 15 minutes I'll get bored and find something else to do such as start a project that I'll of course never finish.
- 30 minutes later I might go for a 3 hour walk to relieve some restlessness after which I might go out with friends or return home.
- Once back home I'll compulsively browse the internet and watch pointless YouTube videos for the duration of the afternoon.
- During the whole day sitting still is impossible and I'll be constantly fidgeting/moving around my chair and getting up and pacing to relieve said restlessness.
- I never/can't watch TV unless I am free to pace around the room otherwise it is pure torture.

When I am out in public or with friends/peers I suppress the restlessness for obvious reasons but this causes a build up of tension and inner restlessness. It is only when there is an incident or some drama unfolding that I fell content and relieved of my tedium. 

I keep these symptoms in check with a daily 3 x 10 mg dose of Novartis branded immediate release methylphenidate which I also use to to keep my university degree on track.

Ritalin sequesters these symptoms but I don't want keep taking daily doses indefinitely. 
 
Does anyone here suffer similar symptoms? If so, how do you cope with/relieve the severe tedium? What is 'normal' for you?",6.0606633733239255,8.315010654434253,6.52784403669725,70.6620836273818,67.83792048929664,9.312114796518467,33.677840508115736,9.757249324022393,3.785751446718419,1472,69,225,35,26,477,183,327,0.111,0.828,0.061,-0.933,0,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,0,17,19,1,6,14,0,20,8,1,7,3,49,36,27,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,4,0,14,16,0,4,5,3,3,6,3,10,0,0,3,3,22,11,45,30,4,46,0,2,2,0,6,17,0,9,23,150,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573953961124885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701483715692481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733848837439489,0.0,0.0,0.1714632090466459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740523729972104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893145956780727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122135171102984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210856712130944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842768956336848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045022281157695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604150986879333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440477557281659,0.0,0.10063046623159973,0.0,0.1641965482234292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320294104174876,0.0,0.0948407345342276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568001380875464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863590107824024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047049613934905886,0.0,0.0,0.08522663268703543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043281445055974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079503855023131,0.0,0.1485522497555447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435816269380064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025613669302862,0.0,0.14648813440457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990172754461554,0.0,0.0,0.10909445638149658,0.0,0.09160782725207388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351876148191212,0.0,0.0,0.10825052253270556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242019895204476,0.0,0.0,0.06816496531222517,0.0,0.07690906117809106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003898483168085,0.07240915229207254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398056621860586,0.0,0.0,0.07645517779705317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317634359273575,0.10606602585308753,0.0,0.0568030097075684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752076300299383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LongLiveBall,2018/01/17,"Im scared of the long term medications effect So , I feel like im kinda trapped here

Those medications really the only thing going for me now , they keep my day moving, but im really scared of the long term effects.

I really dont wanna end up being crazy or very depressive , or very low cognitive .

For those who tried medications for years

Do you feel it effected your brain on the long term??

Can you live few days without the medications and not panic??


Also can you recommend me safest , or ""healthiest"" medication to discuss it with my doctor?

Tell me what to dooo , im feeling very lost .

Dont wanna end up eating those for the rest of my life too..


Its very depressing.
 



",2.3427032967032986,4.894114523076921,4.279120879120882,80.9223076923077,80.69230769230771,8.021978021978024,21.59340659340659,8.841846274778883,1.8423406593406595,528,16,100,14,14,179,79,130,0.175,0.731,0.094,-0.9198,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,4,5,8,0,3,6,0,6,9,1,3,0,18,12,7,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,2,1,1,6,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,3,13,1,16,10,5,18,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,4,13,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010809375220343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182589266761128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292062439249477,0.0,0.17255724630946892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253103097336387,0.0,0.0,0.23480338046691066,0.0,0.0,0.10250170807662973,0.0,0.0,0.17744660692099112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519510221813632,0.07156341632872115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569304693504242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328149404187463,0.0,0.0,0.08903812259612212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075495968241989,0.04893933459110772,0.0,0.08845435336899636,0.26594913396621106,0.0,0.0,0.10935036499508707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045674197541663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646775594119658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618587299325318,0.0,0.11753111195199795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925196423450516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058075040594286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755537886641537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655030882576228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801070625979648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33061196351402106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656293435083088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450795202635712
adhd,Valetheera,2018/01/17,"How do I support my (not diagnosed, but quite likely) ADD-partner when I have ADHD myself? *TL:DR - after intense research and him telling me one of his brothers has been diagnosed with ADD we are pretty sure he has it himself. Diagnostic process will be at least 2-3 months. How to cope and help when I myself have ADHD (though medicated?).*  


Long story: It always felt weird when - me knowing of struggles I have due to ADHD - he was in some aspects worse than I was (planning, long-term motivation, organization just to name a few). There are so many little hints and clues I see everywhere now, scattered through these last 3 years that we have been together (and roughly 2.5 we lived together) that make me want to bang my head against a wall that I didn't see sooner. Things he couldn't understand were a problem of ADHD because he felt they were very normal because he experienced them also.  
I don't really want to go into details, but this last saturday I offered him to take the questionaire from Barkley's ""Taking care of adult adhd"", at the very end of the book. (I had to translate since my book edition was in german and he doesn't speak it). Result: He crossed off about 10% more than I did when I did the test a year ago. (I've been diagnosed since 2011, age 23). The main thing that was missing is hyperactivity and that also was his first question ""but I'm not hyperactive"". I do believe he is a little hyperactive or at least fidgety, but he doesn't even seem to notice. I also since saturday know about his brother having been diagnosed at age 7. He never mentioned it. Given the fact that ADHD is hereditary/genetic, the probabilty of him having it is already increased in that case.

So.. What do I do? He's 32, our sole financial provider since I am fucking awful at finding a job in my field. He just signed up to se a therapist for his depression issues but upon telling him of our suspicions the therapist said he was ""not a fan of the add diagnosis"". I talked with my psychiatrist and we can get him an adhd screening/diagnosing process in his practice but we have to face at least 2-3 months waiting time. He's not in a good spot right now due to the aforementioned depression issues and his general feelings of inadequacy in his job (which started the whole discussion saturday). 

I am researching but **all tips and tricks I find are geared towards neurotypical people with an ADHD spouse or kid**. I have worked HARD in the last years and I'm still constantly working hard on building routines to do stuff, trying to manage my mood swings, my feelings of inacuracy. Bullet Journalling helped so much, but still: **It's not like this whole ADHD thing is easy for me**, even when medicated and after 6 years. I have to constantly be on top of my game and as soon as I am not, the apartment begins to get disorganized, dirthy and filthy, the cats are not tended well to, my eating is horrible, and I spend hours on facebook withouth getting anything done, all while feeling terrible.  
I probably quite likely already took over a much bigger ""load"" of all these things just because I was able to and I kinda accepted that he wasn't, which now in hindsight makes a lot of sense given the prospect of him having ADHD.  

I realize I'm rambling.
How can I help him a) gentle, and b) withouth parenting or patronizing him, and c) efficiently?  Should I even, or should I just temporarily take over a lot of chores/organizing until we get the diagnostic process and maybe medication trials going somewhere in spring? I only work part time, it might be doable, although straining.
Any strategies? Ideas? Inspirations?

Thanks a lot!

(PS: And no, he hasn't tried my medication, he never asked, he didn't ask now, and I wouldn't given it to him. We don't know yet if medication would help him.)",3.5755601184024,5.9764681773743025,4.646196948219796,80.78562036187779,75.3268156424581,7.570716251146503,28.00500291836905,8.489948576735458,2.263442074543484,2989,124,545,59,67,975,336,716,0.098,0.8140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8635,3,0,0,0,0,0,123.0,9,0,2,9,34,22,2,2,32,1,67,13,2,7,7,107,111,53,0,10,24,4,8,3,0,6,9,2,0,2,28,33,1,1,18,3,1,5,20,10,1,2,27,13,77,11,76,74,19,85,0,3,2,1,70,33,1,13,50,377,105,13,0.04997010405185611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005435440742589,0.0,0.04429548221841954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028650481315244,0.119883222469704,0.0415791295927182,0.0,0.0,0.033981384303144374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112113790587665,0.0,0.09343060364055976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138393487282256,0.0,0.0,0.056299195452787165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050947851413723634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799986055072963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607835479590585,0.2535930187510355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051136765694610536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113189149520137,0.0,0.0,0.04425868027727258,0.0,0.0,0.09901434734092653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579915812674975,0.0,0.09595827249707344,0.0,0.09134353963726467,0.042504544979269324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046196555988411714,0.1044292677084338,0.0,0.0567983233883392,0.04191255246316825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952679620350408,0.0,0.05128374313257236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339756296854908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049210486780142136,0.0,0.0,0.0564101650925756,0.0,0.10431161197904933,0.09917523551584456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238678706734298,0.12219691266961988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323860625685741,0.10016634375464407,0.04412451737253463,0.08844393923684289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744838655117058,0.0,0.0,0.06671086495766218,0.050661842390618994,0.05020168595857463,0.0,0.0,0.2516981135533488,0.0,0.053010383688956116,0.0,0.0,0.07977132062318093,0.0,0.07346755222395503,0.0,0.07708004960798086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048960092313139886,0.0,0.056891294662657826,0.0,0.0,0.03386103574199526,0.038004515870564214,0.0,0.0,0.05548588698646797,0.054112753137068585,0.0,0.03464297832668696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050837560397423216,0.05387622383028562,0.04781464096766476,0.0,0.0,0.05597795273363252,0.1062987132016738,0.0,0.0,0.03201212821326162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267419582827524,0.047533011992002085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963940655629617,0.04549090598295343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534314579401002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035369096842617825,0.0,0.07981237928965428,0.0,0.0,0.052239602427787635,0.057203813896725464,0.0,0.056705481905522236,0.04709623169698414,0.0,0.11271389817244695,0.04016407680298231,0.08735214692562805,0.04600575811573851,0.0,0.11603828449927653,0.13279166693718206,0.0,0.0490953735188726,0.0,0.0582759390431385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055518624240187185,0.0678528410548662,0.0,0.0,0.052020640608352764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246113827086887,0.05894732410107531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492912471086168,0.0,0.0,0.111579673277205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091364926724544,0.0,0.05092380509426332,0.03549732820611245,0.0,0.0,0.12871643470071628
adhd,weecocksparra,2018/01/17,"Head's a mess. Been off work for a while, and they've said they'll fire me if I don't go back no. *Now. Not no. 

I absolutely hate my job, and it's the main contributor to my anxiety. I'm not diagnosed with ADHD yet, but am in the NHS system to get finalised, which is notoriously slow. Have a meeting with work today, but I'm seriously thinking about resigning. The thought of the place is making me retch.

Only thing stopping me is that I have a kid. If you leave a job of your own volition here, you don't get any support for three months plus, and the current government's system finds you fit for work if you can put your socks on.

What a fuck up of a head to get landed with. 😂",1.4111698717948755,3.1284080763888937,3.4800000000000004,89.84192307692308,79.3472222222222,6.930769230769231,22.188034188034187,7.882392219407189,0.8571309829059829,529,16,122,9,13,180,92,144,0.14400000000000002,0.797,0.059,-0.8687,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,1,3,5,6,2,0,12,0,11,4,2,1,0,19,24,10,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,3,2,15,1,18,20,2,20,0,1,0,1,10,7,1,3,9,80,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036886474869332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903591852712685,0.0,0.1339081763979198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345980266700134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766596940138885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998703945140194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182535195782452,0.27435978678563705,0.0,0.09948153575818472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728197047397264,0.35929127635510194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474083088981253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534631543302327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684322532498533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397184461026154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312884532525573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288371765760786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596756158274854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650692309510606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634461704930168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986378501808892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629145170781867,0.11216112347595056,0.0,0.1389653787404765,0.0,0.0,0.16592123908436426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823023374857792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ElleJools,2018/01/17,"Strattera - Immediate relief possible? I've put a few posts on here regarding my daughter and her meds. In short, she's ADHD - predominantly inattentive, she has SPD (sensory processing disorder) and she is Dyslexic. She has a exceptionally high IQ though. We have tried Ritalin and Concerta with disastrous side-effects. She was angry, irritable, didn't sleep, severely depressed etc. So we started on 10mg Strattera just two days ago. After just one day I have noticed a change in her (although everywhere I read, this is apparently is not possible). She is happy. Singing. She woke up for school on her own this morning (she has never in her 11 years of her existence woken up without me physically waking her). She says the heavy feeling that she's always had in her chest is gone, she also said her mind feels ""free"". She thinks before she speaks, she is just all-round pleasant and cheerful!! Is this possible? I have no idea how it's going to effect her schooling, too soon for that. But her overall mood has significantly changed. I haven't seen her this happy in about 4 years! Joking at the dinner table, singing in the shower..... Is it possible?",4.302655502392348,6.969142459330148,5.253921052631579,76.00719736842106,74.16746411483254,8.390526315789472,30.06722488038277,9.120678840339163,3.059608421052632,910,41,153,22,20,297,135,209,0.057,0.818,0.125,0.93,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,0,19,5,3,2,1,22,29,10,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,8,7,1,0,5,4,1,3,6,1,0,2,8,6,33,8,21,21,3,27,0,1,1,0,31,14,0,0,9,111,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063467701696334,0.0,0.11110660872340017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023458845277687,0.10429316606009673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665535911035964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651868246982317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166824198073007,0.0,0.1079554122326018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365083679378982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978756089228014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675163819227092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123377799270425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668541489770014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242890309664435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149393633549726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922481155572744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655796722797946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667016231977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270075635892066,0.0,0.0,0.08493382757644963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652093985643487,0.12004135514332084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600161547739008,0.0,0.0,0.125374213645607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922732297615565,0.09967563320152252,0.0,0.2537021398362417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159885640691122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254308140436598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871650576949064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031299987687222,0.1231462032356488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509783260378591,0.0,0.12243925534463382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082357139077245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143008079294188
adhd,Nimrochan,2018/01/17,"Is hypersensitivity part of my ADD? Since at least my teen years, I just fall apart every time something bad happens to me (especially if someone was cruel towards me.) I grew up in a verbally abusive household but for the life of me I never learned to cope. Now as an adult, literally every rude comment sends me reeling into a moment of self-pity. 

About six weeks ago a pet died and I was fired and I just can’t get over it. (I have never been fired before). It makes me so angry too. I get hurt and angry at everything. I’m exhausted already. 

(Also, could all of this have led to me developing panic disorder?) ",2.7467954545454525,4.8594363916666685,4.791212121212123,80.14227272727275,76.75,7.03030303030303,25.90909090909091,8.00094639256281,1.7047500000000002,477,18,91,8,11,164,88,120,0.344,0.6559999999999999,0.0,-0.9949,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,1,5,0,8,2,0,2,3,16,13,8,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,3,2,15,0,17,9,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,8,65,18,1,0.0,0.23455101337920106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548018235788782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845451281912448,0.15830906966163807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528888371944395,0.0,0.0,0.16844994263775204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580554801831329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545191291453008,0.0,0.2268800688462412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33358079095617804,0.0,0.17791427818281794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685255045441625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505595938981033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192098269824092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982546976986965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214027889231394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053589324226602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226418352898145,0.0,0.2143721055243762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065161437970603,0.0,0.0,0.16375510504937302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773142627441856,0.15239978888011205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543245381031965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587921020341311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748017575676346
adhd,ScrambledAmmo,2018/01/17,"In the process of inquiring with doctor about ADHD. A part of me really wants to have it as it would explain so much, but I'm nervous about coming across as someone that is looking for an excuse for everything. I've made a list of things on my phone so I don't forget and don't overthink about remembering to tell the doctor all the things I want to, but I feel like I'm maybe looking for excuses and I feel stupid.

IDK what the actual purpose of making this thread was, just wanted to vent.",3.189,4.763632500000004,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,74.0,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.3490999999999995,390,12,79,6,8,128,68,100,0.099,0.816,0.085,-0.524,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,7,0,6,2,0,2,1,20,19,8,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,6,1,20,16,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.19374546816311056,0.0,0.23860534991500545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710238072819158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406426250428481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784340916314147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077461300468788,0.14183633330425796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969961487147046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334455886602149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187862444701658,0.13252635411219574,0.0,0.1994591560039776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594904215328744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214998438073926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271891960078221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490603493090405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822148841007334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353187615350665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638010388088134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513104178491788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410364410914379,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cyllya,2018/01/17,"If your menstrual cycle messes with your medication effectiveness or symptom severity... ...WHEN DOES IT STOP??? :(

I've been way less functional than expected for the last several days, and none of the usual explanations apply. So I thought it might be the menstrual thing. (My menstrual cycle has no discernable schedule, so I've never been able to tell if there's a pattern regarding this.) However, my period has already ended a few days ago... dysfunction persists... :(

If you have any anecdotes or other information that will give me an idea of how long I can expect this to last, that'd be swell.
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adhd,neverendingstory_,2018/01/17,"11 year old daughter was diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago. My ex is against medication. Now he has convinced my daughter she doesn't have it and does not need medication. How can I talk to her about ADHD? My daughter has been struggling with school since at least 2nd grade.  Mainly grades and lack of focus.  I didn't think anything of it, as I tend to tune out if I'm not interested in something.  In 4th grade, her teachers tried to get her in special education, stating that she can come up with the correct answers, but it takes her SO long.  5th grade, her teachers would mention that she had a tendency to zone out. ADHD never once crossed my mind.

This year, my daughter started 6th grade, which is also the first year of middle school.  Wow!  And the symptoms came out in full force.  They were always there, but I didn't see it until this past year.  She is so forgetful, so messy, hard to find/keep friends, very emotional, and terrible grades (mainly from not turning homework in).  We also spend hours each night (no distractions in the room) trying to get homework done and studying. 

This year has been a complete nightmare!  I finally put all the symptoms together and realized that it was possibly ADHD.  After a visit to the pediatrician with forms from my daughter's teachers, she was given the diagnoses for the inattentive type.  

My ex-husband was adamant against putting her on meds.  Everytime I would explain what was going on or that he should contact her pediatrician or teachers to hear everything for himself, he would say she needs to come live with him where he can give her the structure she needs.  He refuses to research it or ask anyone questions about it.

After the diagnoses, I spent lots of time explaining it to my daughter, watching youtube videos about ADHD with her, finding celebrities, etc, just tryingto help her understand that she's not different, not dumb, others have it, and that with a few changes we can help make life better for her.

Since my ex did not want her on medication, I tried my hardest to help her in other ways.  Different methods of doing homework and studying. I sit next to her the entire time she is working. Avoiding yellow 5.  She's now on a 504 plan (which my ex didn't want her on because he didn't want her labeled ).  Notes left on her school laptop.  A list written out of all her schoolwork that needs to be finished that day.  Places for all of her items in her room to live.  And I wouldbe happy for any other suggestions!  All these have helped a teeny bit, but not enough to get her where she needs to be in life.  I'm still receiving notices from school about failing grades and missing papers.  She is still an emotional roller coaster.  And she still can't remember to take her lunch to school or put things away.  

I've decided that we really need to try medication so she can stop working so hard to not get very far.  It's so sad to watch her struggle through things and know that she is not understanding why.  My ex has convinced her that she does not have ADHD and she does not need to be on any medication.  How can I tell her that she does without it sounding like he is wrong?  

It's important to me that I always sound very neutral about him and not negative.  At the same time, I want her to understand that this medication is much needed and will open new and amazing doors for her.

Sorry if this is all over the place.  I was trying to give as much background as possible, but I can also be long winded sometimes :-)

And while I'm on here, I'm open to advice on things I can tell her that will help her be more comfortable with the diagnoses.  And other ideas on helping her with school work and daily life.  Thanks!",5.096586059743957,6.433907820768143,5.151152489331436,83.17377283072547,68.94310099573258,8.127556187766714,30.560711237553345,8.488131031819089,2.250142099573258,2910,116,554,44,50,909,296,703,0.084,0.821,0.095,0.9485,2,1,2,0,0,0,84.0,3,0,1,7,26,22,1,4,23,0,55,16,0,3,7,113,102,45,0,19,24,10,2,1,1,6,15,4,6,0,43,41,1,3,14,2,2,10,22,10,0,1,20,10,84,12,95,71,23,87,0,3,4,0,96,40,1,8,35,389,127,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35675069017105143,0.04834567602468269,0.043855947968048016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869364782955183,0.08233309821454911,0.0,0.0,0.06728838911979303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034593554175364215,0.0,0.04071310197041125,0.0,0.04625175623643888,0.0,0.04648269754200876,0.0,0.0,0.030159050781868438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375596406737583,0.05401308014995961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658537539061818,0.0,0.0,0.05233720891765515,0.08523539155798195,0.05187282219646423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03190680594906612,0.0,0.0,0.20086133715516336,0.0,0.10338014701516417,0.0,0.0,0.1731810395639336,0.05062934690492055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130377091361304,0.0,0.05112013772979344,0.05517687982300043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444642763753531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541966355048636,0.0904371579430148,0.04208278180209643,0.0,0.0,0.03822369193043497,0.0,0.10339303923545452,0.09492044009937156,0.0281173631083708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052666271642436986,0.08863844165160108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576108871378894,0.0,0.1989693288189356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048722182029091635,0.0,0.0,0.05585041952969766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397499708131506,0.0,0.0,0.02718976041441969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053753930191327855,0.0,0.104835402683743,0.024170625267644557,0.0,0.08737335913685668,0.08756632963456601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206124815497595,0.0,0.0,0.03302445391677121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495475167143071,0.2990406827645645,0.0,0.0,0.049954900878216066,0.0,0.03948988374640525,0.0,0.07273854998995387,0.293476305831813,0.03815760068163879,0.04778255032753756,0.0526164386837529,0.04642824320870659,0.0,0.0,0.05632677495771559,0.051914915278847416,0.05268847413793979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722878100511434,0.0,0.0,0.10338014701516417,0.0,0.0,0.11154959304085584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920589393624248,0.055422495918177016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031694478961637434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604469417374449,0.0,0.0,0.03934391872449939,0.0,0.3004235653994181,0.039424581189984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185124120626634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03808770381738361,0.048931309960955856,0.055382385553091884,0.035018137135477,0.0,0.11853062811485787,0.04136269816474104,0.0,0.10344248086735526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284540270642688,0.07439697543197245,0.039765537572674016,0.08648537093642042,0.045549253176781865,0.0,0.0,0.09860550349814896,0.0317011092699848,0.0,0.0,0.08654651972844724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794888088773466,0.05381378993236385,0.0,0.1545133539715088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246434201441248,0.1167248057436166,0.039270366169200516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446428260336245,0.0,0.0,0.04769142286953326,0.0,0.10805355544968236,0.0,0.0,0.10543528826273628,0.05409233866437087,0.0,0.15929901256724247
adhd,qwesterace,2018/01/17,"Need help focusing on school/work/exercise Hey everyone been a long time lurker on this subreddit and finally I decided to ask for some help of my own. I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age and was never medicated, because my mom didn’t want me to rely on drugs to help. Now I’m not certain if what I’m doing works, I barely ever do my schoolwork I can’t focus nearly as much as I need to. Then I get down on myself for screwing stuff up because I’m also diagnosed with depression and anxiety. There’s a ton of problems, but I wanna tackle the small ones first any suggestions would be great and God Bless, or any other type of good luck saying you have!",2.9736702849389403,4.6316011567164175,5.011655359565808,80.82866350067846,74.74626865671642,8.454816824966079,25.614654002713703,9.095868883498916,2.1721731343283586,521,18,101,12,11,180,97,134,0.061,0.743,0.196,0.9658,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,1,0,4,0,10,5,0,0,3,22,18,11,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,1,13,5,22,12,4,19,1,1,0,1,9,9,1,4,10,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972147780323939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122969096057907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223185520141048,0.0,0.12553507533819802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341015601798855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006611909606944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413379912412238,0.33311350290606745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030242290754645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484366914394623,0.0,0.15680336387293542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797621319706959,0.0,0.13958229151187046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573481079940469,0.0,0.0,0.13763822477746435,0.0,0.18091942344620784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299757486058387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522220759022678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653122012063725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219044321900186,0.0,0.0,0.12063144419248813,0.2433542503504501,0.12656305295560855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119754285425824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702031764695146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049789242660834,0.0,0.16607667034235854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785377965621924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568728609628306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678967955702186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389316521675422,0.0,0.0,0.11657102589792988,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,justanotherskittle,2018/01/17,"No longer trust my brain. I was 100% sure that we had chicken in the cupboard. Ended up buying stuff for enchiladas tonight, came home, and....

NO CHICKEN. 

Ended up having a good ol' ADHD meltdown and almost banged my head against the wall. 

Why do our brains hate us so? I was having a good, level-headed day too. I even planned a couple meals all by myself without having to write anything down. Today was going so well up until I checked my damn cupboards when I came home. 

Anybody else do crap like this too? Please tell me I'm not the only one. :( ",2.14158028887001,4.512061373831781,2.870926083262532,91.8048088360238,80.12149532710279,4.264740866610025,21.876805437553106,4.851557810540192,0.0020542056074766,425,13,82,1,11,133,80,107,0.14,0.701,0.159,0.3112,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,6,0,9,5,4,0,2,11,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,3,1,1,6,0,13,6,11,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,8,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855654005295239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461480031037025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706256692004725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447351967626579,0.0,0.35319750641902714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084674436746425,0.0,0.09957877120379056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898597893911762,0.0,0.2735148787660493,0.0,0.0,0.10198337380520556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877522015927234,0.25901600847384304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524434605269722,0.31692916954818745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097626036729941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543472597105202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462916006355252,0.11743233740565955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694908673916403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675735160762338,0.0,0.0,0.14552535256629892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495720910925016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635835594694954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573080011345133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882908416347986,0.0,0.13932694380595098,0.0,0.0,0.14884138806903913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThanksForReadingIt,2018/01/17,"Great summary of the book ""New ADHD Medication Rules"" for people like myself that don't want to buy it http://www.corepsych.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/0-Biggest-Problems-ADHD-Meds.pdf

Was helpful to me

My takeaways

- Optimize for being in the therapeutic window of benefit of medication

- eat a high protein breakfast always

- keep up the good sleep

Found via google",12.03,16.633371230769235,8.43523076923077,53.10976923076925,57.84615384615386,9.544615384615383,31.55384615384615,9.888512548439397,4.011380000000001,312,11,35,7,5,88,45,52,0.019,0.6859999999999999,0.295,0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,9,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367343636603029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580624072729454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284950318359513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448405513777004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729622021310074,0.0,0.2461926854214723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967550033378285,0.23593220512500224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848224033500614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909471681257774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499091802603758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566772637625886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481039727214838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234645749980136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171007665913748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Coordialiteering,2018/01/17,"Was so proud of functioning for a month without meds!! Aaand then I realised I've probably spent 6 hours a day on the internet, doing nothing. Good thing I had no deadlines.",2.2486363636363653,5.023149545454551,3.360833333333337,85.66125000000002,83.84848484848484,6.936363636363637,29.46212121212121,8.07648339933343,2.537430303030303,137,7,25,3,4,44,30,33,0.159,0.737,0.104,-0.2016,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368536910938905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080420501167063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616792188525701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079454332503464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931451283821933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523979189711909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39597069292813936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399264013860225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540275876626615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WillWatanabe,2018/01/17,"Perfect description for trying to explain the ADHD mind to others So, this is something I've seen elsewhere but I can't remember where.

The mind of someone with ADD/ADHD is like a snowglobe. Each flake is a different thought. When you shake the globe, the chaos inside is the perfect representation of how busy our minds work on a constant basis.",4.435989583333331,7.0578639531250005,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,73.53125,6.7666666666666675,30.979166666666664,7.793537801064563,2.4020604166666675,279,13,46,4,6,88,49,64,0.102,0.746,0.153,0.5499,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,7,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163846144737856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216245892577214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445892396903055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495849920659048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6507723361890301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433684244338876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203068051446736,0.1653920073076903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055656884356096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586021078238234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640388403075806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ckos,2018/01/17,"I just discovered this sub and it's pretty scary seeing how much I can relate to all of you. Seeing how much I can relate to all of you really makes me happy knowing that I'm not in this alone. That's it, I'm just so happy this sub exists.",-0.3950314465408802,1.5955819811320815,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,87.67924528301887,5.0427672955974865,12.606918238993714,6.42735559955562,-0.7697647798742135,187,2,42,2,6,66,31,53,0.095,0.7120000000000001,0.193,0.7702,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,10,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,5,8,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29293884338998216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021807916537154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544247713594633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879912307584726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158425900552977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877518325820035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811957239136713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507766502398688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,winniebluestoo,2018/01/17,"Minimalism as a tool to cut through the Chaos I 29 and was diagnosed ADHD at 22. Over the last 7 years I have managed to get my shit together.

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I was given ritalin and later dexamphatamine as medication, but ""getting more done"" didn't really help me to manage any better emotionally.

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I first read about minimalism through some books on kindle, and also some websites.

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First I decluttered the shit out of my life and then I rebuilt my self esteem and sense of self worth using the minimalist principles of simplicity and intentional action.

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Bit by bit I have replaced the sense of anxiety and overwhelm with a sense of calm and optimism.

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It took time, but because I never gave up on myself now I am able to enjoy each day.

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I eat pretty well, meditate, exercise. I follow a loose budget and I don't stres too much about money. I can really relax - I never knew how stressed I was because it was ""normal"" to be in anxiety mode all the time.

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I still have ADHD, or at least the underlying short term memory and processing defecit that caused all the other symptoms. It will always limit my ability to do certain types of work, but it no longer is a wall between myself and happiness.

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I know how hard it is to function in a world that tries to sell you a picture of the perfect life, that you'll be happy if only you can achieve x y or z. 

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I know how hard it is to think you are an alright person, a good person but that either nobody sees it or that people are judging you by metrics that are unfair or out of your control. Feeling like other people have their shit together and somehow you are still barely not drowning.

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You can do it.

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I did it, and I was exactly where you are 7 years ago. Failing university, getting fired for stupid reasons, being awkward and weird. Feeling snowed under by life. 

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The good news is that there is information out there that can help you get where you need to be. 

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For me the thing that turned information into practice started with decluttering. The act of taking back control over my environment, and then only surrounding myself with the meaningful stuff became symbolic of an entire shift in approach to relationships and life.

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Fortunately there are many books and sites that break it down into manageable chunks.

Even just reading about it will have the principles start to percolate. It might take a while for your brain to wrap itself around the information so don't be discouraged if it doesn't mean a drastic turnaround immediately. 

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TL:DR Minimalism. Look it up, you won't regret.


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adhd,napoleonfucker69,2018/01/17,"I hate myself for taking breaks while working. I have ADD and if I am working in something I'm passionate about I will, as many of you do, enter a state of hyperfocus where seemingly nothing else around me matters. However, when I reach the countdown to a well-deserved break, I feel guilty, lazy, unproductive and beat myself into believing that I do not deserve a break.

I am assuming this is because I get distracted so easily during an activity that it seems that most of the time spent working is just me getting distracted. However, a well-defined, well-timed break should be accepted without guilt, but I rarely feel deserving of it.",7.498168498168499,8.109391735042735,7.771306471306469,69.11615384615386,63.27350427350429,11.472039072039076,38.93650793650794,11.20814326018867,4.7695431013431016,511,26,84,14,7,167,82,117,0.08800000000000001,0.825,0.087,-0.2697,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,1,3,7,0,10,1,0,0,0,19,20,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,15,2,12,16,1,13,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,3,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472905632367294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196492627434314,0.0,0.0,0.22113812143290573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396510471318565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984881346827534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509433481179346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937839149163911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899511111107368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833405940669865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35736828600996395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110441354075665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475766483030075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445129527246367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294325517235874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892050126775032,0.0,0.4286782213362493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zavaa,2018/01/17,"The hospitals pharmacists think the worst of me There were multiple times within the last month where I was out of Dex and/or Effexor and tried the nightpost to get my medication.  I had left my former GP because he went behind my back often and after at the second GP the assistants were highly abusive towards me so I left there too. They immediately closed my file so I couldn't get my chronic medication from them. The practices I have introduction talks planned with don't want to perscribe anything without my file. So going to the nightpost is my only option right now. I called the night post, they agreed after hearing my story and the doctor sent his perscription to the hospitals pharmacy.

There was one time though where my parents(docs, i know they shouldn't but without them I'd have been sitting dry due to strong opinions of people a couple of times now) sent a script to said hospital's pharmacy. They faxed it and it would arrive via post the next day. I called to ask if they were ok with that. The woman said yes of course and I took the bus. Once I arrived however I noticed that she was angry with me. 

I hadn't slept well the night before so I was really tired and not on meds. So I could only watch while she started acting like the tension was coming from me and as if I was about to threaten her or something  all the while reading from my file and testing me about every discrepancy. At some point I gave a small sign that it was irritating me and she had what she wanted. She reacted like I had slapped her in the face as a man abusing a woman.

She took that response to her boss and he came and gave me half of what I was perscribed while looking at me ghostly. They weren't going to discuss anything.

The next day I went there again with the original script to get the rest. When I walked out I saw the hag again and waved in a somewhat mockingly friendly manner.


Since then I won't get ADHD medication from the pharmacy anymore. They say they don't have Amphetamine in their assortiment but I notice the evil looks I'm getting and the people that act as if something didn't add up with me. 

I am very unexpressive off meds or when I had been either too low or too high in the past so I can imagine people projecting tons of stuff onto me but it's hurtful when you know something bad is going on behind your back and they won't even talk to you about it because the opinion of one assistant is enough to write me down in some unofficial ""drugaddict or something bad like that"" file that prevents me getting help at the only place that offers nightly GP services to every one.


I know that maybe I'm being paranoid and they really don't have amphetamine in a hospital but I highly doubt that being a thing. 

Do you have similar stories for me? 
Their demeanor towards me worked, I'm hurt without dex this evening thinking about it over and over and over again.



TLDR go to pharmacy, get judged, nobody asks me, wont get meds now, sad",4.703519022860449,6.094833088388215,5.208065115127507,82.1923931253611,69.93587521663778,7.990905339605512,28.81608483948172,8.418075326091056,2.045978327968969,2360,87,448,36,42,755,260,577,0.117,0.826,0.057,-0.9905,2,0,5,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,14,3,35,18,2,2,36,2,43,8,2,3,1,71,85,45,1,9,16,0,0,3,1,5,6,4,0,3,21,28,0,1,6,1,0,15,15,11,1,5,33,8,81,7,71,43,9,89,0,4,4,0,52,37,0,15,37,330,102,8,0.0,0.16659371284089147,0.0,0.0,0.08448983144679025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697210969740266,0.0,0.0,0.1157057816989246,0.0,0.13144652093015682,0.0,0.0,0.10811642302681244,0.11739914670771713,0.08571138962955323,0.0,0.059822170383227125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435732357582452,0.08040722489110343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055929867366601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613075147108483,0.07778827622848421,0.0,0.09067847314939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195749258448167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264117950139444,0.0,0.0928681536384355,0.0,0.11846562011639315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054315465294736166,0.0,0.2938408484733055,0.0,0.15981791218615346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923592216948999,0.0,0.047122221534967534,0.22283505875726325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052036155355594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590909304491133,0.057305844883623676,0.0,0.0,0.15276754192537853,0.0,0.0,0.10303861491972956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807263161791152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706282171682157,0.0,0.23427037707054416,0.2124668367458256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611471058380918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953481492374893,0.19792213980435688,0.0,0.0,0.1600795127769543,0.0,0.0748697690866751,0.1429161913745172,0.16040444552962105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711160241309509,0.14621651145123254,0.0,0.07345105226342502,0.0,0.06645849840907685,0.0,0.13466054514872852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032143188051126,0.0,0.09007504430543238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003787149550075,0.13374737638894407,0.055907295818746656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058154877597396015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648891045002186,0.0,0.0,0.049760405555012766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047943636956757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301282355906245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467057953905566,0.09009388750266144,0.06907175798252918,0.0,0.1229816967247931,0.08080227500295684,0.0,0.0,0.15621712198877868,0.04773071961624992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058006848480538074,0.08293236230216344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632103069182795,0.13034207133141432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330703494898456,0.0,0.05118098963056118,0.0,0.0,0.04994081289424334,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hoodie-weather,2018/01/17,"I end up drinking or smoking most nights our of sheer boredom? - Obvious to anyone on this subreddit but I lose interest in things very fast. After I get home from work, and hit the gym right around 9-10pm at night I start to get extremely bored and idk what to do with myself, so I turn to either smoking weed or drinking beer.

- I dont desire hard drugs or hard liquor, Im content with just either smoking a bowl to myself, or drinking 5-6 beers over the course of the night. Its not really affecting my life in a negative way, its just something id like to stop doing so much. 

- Does anyone else go through this? Its not that im addicted to either, i just get to a point where im so bored id do anything to change my mental state and make things more fun. ",2.8834615384615385,4.161149397435897,4.078717948717948,88.9746153846154,74.25641025641026,7.2512820512820495,24.538461538461537,7.793537801064563,1.1253307692307692,590,18,127,8,12,193,97,156,0.149,0.76,0.091,-0.8571,0,0,7,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,6,0,4,9,0,2,1,25,12,11,0,1,13,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,6,6,1,0,7,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,12,3,23,11,6,21,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,5,9,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426343132250187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297197134171464,0.13406047850688255,0.10766971917946852,0.1164748501533438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841078950202587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449848448423698,0.0,0.15334286106274075,0.3845185499645452,0.15173222332685055,0.0,0.10929957159768727,0.0,0.11588491757244895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507463741678966,0.0,0.07435907468179714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441289558505216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124263643579115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239871747749169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241577297998166,0.06392154635750462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637587721421974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733634891927983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185539192246265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618205039537248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683518818028552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368557138162382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381910206250506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173617548125801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072660091556863,0.0,0.0,0.09260883619983334,0.0,0.0,0.10938763887702364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384783370083515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231575020275958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795624893900292,0.0,0.10385426540541272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525267795500372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IHateAllYourCode,2018/01/17,"One Thing At A Time Here's an important thing I noticed about myself: make sure you're doing something, one thing, at am times.

I get bogged down thinking about all the possibilities and circumstances and people in any given situation.  I try to figure out the best possible set of actions to appease everything there is.  I've realized it's bullshit.  Just complicated excuses my mind makes up to make it seem okay that I'm doing nothing.

I've had so much more success just going through my day and doing one small thing after another.  I know how to do everything that comes to mind pretty well.  You see something out of place, immediately put it where it needs to be.  You notice something is dirty, clean it right when you notice it.  Someone asks you to do something at work or school, just do it right away.  You spend your day doing these little things one at a time and when you look at your life again at the end, it looks better.

Once you get into the rythym of solving little problems as they come up, everything is a lot less overwhelming.  There's no backlog of shit, no list of stuff you haven't done yet, only the next little thing that comes up that you can solve immediately. 

Once all the little things are done, then there are the big things that have always been there.  Except now there are no little distractions and bits of tasks that keep you from doing them.  You've done everything immediate, now time to tackle some things that take more time.

Even then, the larger things are just sets of small things that you can tackle in the same way.  You just keep going in a tempo.  Step.  Step.  Step.  Step.  Until, without even realizing it, you've walked a mile: and in a way faster than any of the unrealized plans and daydreams made up in your head could hope to do.

Humility also helps.  You have to chunk yourself down so that you don't tackle everything at once and feel shitty when you can't.  There's no way that will ever work.  Everything you do is a step; take the first one.",4.8109311892296205,6.273336013089002,4.959510097232614,83.80477748691102,69.75916230366492,7.865519820493642,24.637621540762897,8.306716005460428,1.3777349289454004,1575,42,306,23,28,493,183,382,0.065,0.841,0.094,0.8859,0,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,19,2,7,30,11,1,2,19,1,34,3,2,5,4,49,61,20,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,32,14,0,2,7,0,1,13,8,4,1,6,7,4,28,7,50,51,11,76,0,1,3,0,24,35,1,5,23,222,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070174825476145,0.05275470206337303,0.0,0.0,0.08622969370322346,0.06648146533834885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059271366511746686,0.0,0.059567316501086764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653542676337755,0.05607302282867721,0.06921745962749841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384301518128788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062053098826682,0.0,0.0,0.08177678615958589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946436732896024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056154458128784515,0.0,0.0,0.08375151099659227,0.057349824617007626,0.0,0.0,0.3418843265000397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032057445187849656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392884912899404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624880028296057,0.0,0.07206448661627841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506770623036845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042496346707126965,0.0,0.0,0.0629714879672927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270742481800723,0.0,0.0,0.034843525652329545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044781993748230664,0.0,0.3177222366914993,0.0,0.0,0.10648172616679896,0.0,0.0,0.05390125388084199,0.0,0.05999154906838965,0.12696195806781824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803385124986955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660702216309517,0.04701103023134129,0.0,0.0,0.06742767141262791,0.0,0.0,0.06083495918872234,0.2165473396865212,0.0,0.20255995333086374,0.21481075597588112,0.04821930933747757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439542630669288,0.0,0.06624053962892103,0.0,0.0,0.1429501785740151,0.0,0.06450159920770639,0.0,0.060666184290641426,0.0,0.06373550573949506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828819692795892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416518601127183,0.050522379935979085,0.05771787950423837,0.0,0.0,0.06508020444246919,0.0,0.07126536839539521,0.0,0.0,0.053719452508654536,0.1952367162890516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257896422004212,0.0,0.0,0.05975468211621979,0.0,0.09533930723953343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633288012416821,0.04062479393787597,0.0,0.0,0.18484813365492325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043045109999485937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097426275230202,0.0,0.0,0.05700510355331581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061116291236954036,0.0,0.09231335065729927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bretto2004,2018/01/17,"Oral medication and GI issues Is there any research into people who have IBS or GERD or chrones or any other gastero-intestinal issues and the absorbing of oral medications like ritalin?

Also, has anybody noticed a big difference when switching to a transdermal patch from a oral med? Are patches even available in Canada? Last time I looked we couldn't get the patch yet but that was a couple of years ago.

Thanks for your thoughts..",6.2650000000000015,8.382580884615386,5.96974358974359,75.4169230769231,67.07692307692308,8.78974358974359,33.51282051282051,9.2995712137729,3.3479589743589755,351,16,56,7,6,109,65,78,0.0,0.918,0.08199999999999999,0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,7,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,7,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908699524426156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721929176932688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928526739541084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382496865614661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249656507102661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221814371429273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249685274245287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494804305206208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551616057875696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519544803146888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808162414592371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391741901386744,0.4338285040170208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451455128790733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927715637184522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982395590669516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094160844367207,0.1255559840037958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866030201886206
adhd,silksphinx,2018/01/17,"One day feels like a lifetime and I wake completely new, every day One day truly feels like a single lifetime for me. I bought a whiteboard two days ago and in my head, I’ve had that whiteboard for a week.",3.625,4.625247690476193,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,72.09523809523809,6.552380952380951,25.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.8234190476190473,161,5,34,1,3,51,28,42,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,4,2,3,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050486756470385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253160600264895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967216404716339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948946555895271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392177878563875,0.3305060025909757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739810664447636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260197273264849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340752207289774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134929427202834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596322076689546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855486459371372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dpequignot,2018/01/17,"Happy with medication, but feel ""flat"". Can anyone relate to this? I kind of miss the child like amusement I once had for things and going down rabbit holes on the internet. I'm not depressed, just sort of ""normal"" know and it feels weird. 

My emotions used to swing from like a 1-12 and now it goes from like a 3-8. It shows that my meds are working, but I miss the ""highs"" to a certain degree. ",2.0056607142857166,3.7332483875000047,3.17464285714286,92.65750000000004,77.625,5.571428571428572,20.17857142857143,6.18269132825596,-0.0432678571428573,301,7,66,2,7,97,60,80,0.075,0.6829999999999999,0.241,0.9415,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,11,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,7,11,10,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765473809557208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174698857166084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840180737960706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553337873665376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349629387601387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687810647047198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667703066146587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262930228818815,0.13876229558967515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700626335270062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280460268103139,0.25435783534346146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738729510475144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688943746124509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677436139516019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180709126870507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381625009186006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,einaqua,2018/01/17,"If you are feeling really bad right now (or may tomorrow): Letter for my younger self, and anyone that needs it. ""Hey, don't get carried away. What you are feeling right now is a very strong hurricane, but, I promise you, it's going to pass, and you are not alone.

**You are going to feel good again**, because there are many reasons for it, even though you can't see nor feel them. And then one day you'll feel back inside of a black cloud, because life is full of *ups and downs*, it's actually made of them.

But **everything passes**, and specially for you, growing up is going to be, more than anything, about not letting yourself go because of how horribly you feel right now, and about not losing sight of the whole picture. **Your story is written in a book, and this is just part of a chapter.**

And it is perfectly fine if you don't feel ok. It is not your fault, and you are not any less of a person. Do not throw everything (or something) away, **right now is just now**, and you will walk with your head held high and a smile again. The only way to learn is by failing and the best way to live is by learning. You've gone far, and you have no idea how far you still are going to go.

It's ok if you do the wrong thing sometimes, you are human. **I love you and I forgive you.**
Now, get up and keep on climbing. I'll see you at the top.""

Months ago I finally got over my anxiety (I had it for like a year, every single day). Two days ago it came back though, awful and nasty, as it usually is. I didn't let it win. I didn't fight it either. I let it stay, it was not nice, but I did not engage with it. Today I feel much better, and I got inspired to write a letter, the letter I would have needed to read when I was younger to get through life, to remind myself that the way I feel (whenever in the future I feel bad again) will pass, and to make it easier (as I tend to forget all of this when I'm not feeling ok). And I decided to post it here, in case it can do any good to you.

**TL;DR: Sometimes it is so hard for us ADHDs, because of how strongly we feel. This is a letter that maybe can help (I hope it will) when you (and I) have lost all hope and you (and I) feel disheartened.**",-0.17200999000998962,1.9969391956043976,1.7444955044955073,97.29004995004995,88.9120879120879,4.7156843156843165,17.723276723276726,6.210326202194658,-0.3381736263736261,1654,43,383,16,55,544,205,455,0.109,0.728,0.163,0.9795,0,1,1,0,1,0,105.0,2,25,2,11,28,31,1,0,17,4,48,4,1,6,3,84,89,43,0,8,20,0,14,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,28,26,0,2,20,2,0,15,16,9,0,2,14,18,52,22,50,65,11,69,0,4,4,1,42,21,0,8,29,275,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.07307154495423547,0.0,0.08999055161360986,0.0,0.13275223480992146,0.0,0.0,0.07755253118317369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184119197377953,0.0,0.0572825768395759,0.0,0.0,0.05235745479887401,0.0,0.061619409943595736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407034225594909,0.11515535514827754,0.12504243161910022,0.18258327896393406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858136656947415,0.06622479145176371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856421464898646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448731583160971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945717271624271,0.0,0.06308916895068313,0.0,0.13459364878703914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921969192006381,0.0,0.0,0.08202678103881389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736427148060286,0.0,0.2553343135337818,0.12561066563487985,0.11977587838454397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707728235570165,0.0,0.07684792183429415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019011917263744,0.07911425360516602,0.0,0.14874438536273882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452978844558137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655629861834886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297079427890817,0.10577914466398401,0.03658231858732966,0.0,0.06611992914118653,0.0,0.0,0.08377095484833755,0.0817397687016756,0.0,0.0675816301148901,0.07085274924558722,0.04998261654294566,0.07591601287665868,0.0752264753475848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059768065252388425,0.0,0.05504501393422595,0.1110443316928124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074025546852805,0.056949198451084586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108715100155595,0.0,0.0,0.06538185040826579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171381769269622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489971676853792,0.0,0.047969695198002135,0.07698854917347743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578657602079474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933845924910046,0.0,0.0781156004199768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057645861448712164,0.14811538800224866,0.0,0.0,0.07981153421620192,0.05979882815110672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974658155633307,0.0,0.14713736541619524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097696632746757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314634548844566,0.0,0.09007076268610407,0.0,0.08246913894804421,0.06178339100390073,0.0,0.17830747409325715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836002355379615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319221524563442,0.08186892743741515,0.0,0.04821991292201098
adhd,hume104,2018/01/18,"I need some success stories from successful ADHDers. Lawyers, doctors, executives, PhDs, but also anyone that has found meaningful work for themselves. How much of a struggle was the job search for you? What was your lowest point? How did you ultimately end up doing work you found meaningful? I was going to write a big thing but I think the headline says it all. 

I've been out of work for a year and while I know I'm very smart, I get moments where I feel like I have no way to show this to anyone else (my grades were mediocre in college) and I'm doomed to languish. It is a very upsetting feeling.",2.9294638694638664,5.188165598290598,3.5855322455322463,88.30062937062941,76.77777777777777,6.305827505827506,26.875679875679875,7.348242739294969,1.4027162393162396,473,19,93,6,11,149,83,117,0.149,0.6940000000000001,0.157,-0.4629,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,6,4,7,0,2,6,0,10,1,0,2,1,19,21,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,8,3,12,4,13,13,3,12,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,60,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184323881054912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655305016237447,0.19454972171323048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943454536533903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861648022249664,0.0,0.16817319105214992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201335152610294,0.1356469790594894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163770142275976,0.0,0.0,0.09920202703595396,0.0,0.1079105299885548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842197423826915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435051982909303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927634989359928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139580220409753,0.1407901568655896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794935670843622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099648942981406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984989291261821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614473722473346,0.1216644494494122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133340776075028,0.0,0.15071420494980353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41469452134548107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227349205208332
adhd,angelindarkness,2018/01/18,"ADHD meds should come with a warning label for the person taking them- Will Lose Head if Not Attached **Warning- Title is LACED with SARCASM**

Just picked up my meds and a few things I needed from the grocery store, hey I remembered to do it! 

And tried to leave my phone on the self-checkout as I was picking up my bags to leave. The lady caught me as I was leaving and I commented ""it would have taken me a second to realize it"". It made me think that the bag of meds should be a sign that I tend lose everything including my head off it wasn't attached. But I guess most people won't notice the prescription bag inside a bag of groceries or that it's one for Adderall. Just a funny thought I wanted to share with everyone tonight. ",2.398463796477497,4.599552897260273,3.4291976516634044,89.0513698630137,78.24657534246576,6.0892367906066545,24.127201565557733,7.1686216300943375,1.0198215264187869,577,20,114,7,14,185,92,146,0.077,0.8859999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,12,0,12,2,2,3,0,28,23,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,7,0,16,1,19,10,2,7,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,4,1,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775547604082892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740878730732974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133148067361706,0.1329292780365288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293624001553367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035905144143478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469836483239595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309402085098232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995318336337542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928740143678093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109671169293657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839310429901724,0.0,0.0,0.10022561372851302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254009329872854,0.12914669079541327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675498027091135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542992624213247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120765970404184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826284123601883,0.09477283589735976,0.0,0.11742163975033247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041914679994496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723938305815848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506889193491743,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LevinSaber91,2018/01/18,"Psychiatrist won't prescribe me stimulants due to history of depression UK diagnosed privately. Psychiatrist refused to offer first line treatment due to guidelines on the DSM saying that if a patient is diagnosed with depression/anxiety then stimulants can not be prescribed. 

Instead, I was prescribed strattera which I'm not happy with and doesn't solve the issues I have. 

Is it worth trying to get a second opinion, or will I be told the same thing by everyone I see?

Update: thanks for the feedback guys. 
I made it quite clear to the psychiatrist that I am not currently suffering from depression, only that I have had had it a few times in the past. 

Seems it was some NHS related guideline and not from the DSM. Figures, I go private and get an ex-nhs psychiatrist following backwards guidelines. I knew it didn't make sense, adhd and depression usually go hand in hand.",7.545759493670888,8.637055854430386,7.674531645569626,68.18154430379748,63.24050632911394,11.636455696202535,39.21772151898736,11.407655852321104,5.05789924050633,707,37,112,21,10,229,99,158,0.11,0.7879999999999999,0.102,-0.3056,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,11,0,16,4,2,4,1,24,29,7,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,3,7,4,0,2,8,4,10,2,15,17,3,16,0,4,1,0,5,4,0,5,9,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182422441432084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891989654038456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692232605324003,0.36863078494393536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735220776163765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446485727960202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975208345676867,0.0,0.20640957149828346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980788324943886,0.0,0.19331155841728406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895382983726516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182985015433988,0.12121626333971908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811139779969914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335324817051762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314893938648334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441185991885427,0.0,0.0,0.14470793151120984,0.1653175278926957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671885410102231,0.0,0.0,0.12064383874345898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588967146364588,0.0,0.0,0.1735220776163765,0.0,0.12329127878756554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000155165019845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pettyblackgirl,2018/01/18,"Meal planning, grocery shopping, cooking and meal prep makes me ANXIOUS. How can I overcome my anxiety? Not eating might be a factor of my exacerbated anxiety on ADHD medications. I don't eat because I don't often have snacks or prepared meals at home. I need to limit buying out.

My **perfectionism** is the root of my anxiety. I can't cook but I have the highest expectation to prepare THE healthiest meals possible. I'm expecting myself to be a certified nutritionist/dietician and Gordon Ramsey. I can't be near that level so I end up avoiding it all. 

I must start small to build this healthy habit and overcome my anxiety so I will focus on meal planning and grocery shopping for this month. Here is my planning so far:

1. In the meantime, purchase simple healthy snacks (e.g. Fruits, veggies) and make simple meals (e.g. Scrambled eggs, sandwiches). Grocery shopping on Friday mornings and prepare whatever I can when I return back home. 
2. MEAL PLANNING: Each day, focus on one meal of the day. List possible meals or snacks and save them for any future meal planning. 
3. Prepare small meals and think of them as ""snacks""

I'm worthless. How can I improve this plan of overcoming my anxiety?",3.2083341867212845,6.259112543778803,4.238453661034306,78.9898498037208,82.54838709677419,6.717118962280253,31.078511691414924,7.921354282810032,2.8610045741594123,950,50,152,19,27,307,120,217,0.08,0.836,0.084,0.7161,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,7,9,3,0,1,7,0,17,23,0,5,2,30,24,18,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,10,22,2,1,5,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,24,1,21,18,2,22,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,4,9,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768768357070129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620191270583892,0.0,0.5973534978506967,0.17642923848325234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008617277590357,0.0,0.09520064071454493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143527669192535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196046769969477,0.0,0.0,0.13832151325417316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133053110887635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849125490479412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573262633761722,0.0,0.16567318420034485,0.0,0.0,0.124654527809637,0.0,0.0,0.11579912010411847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582578772895712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521195944044995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105389263090287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006833224601178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kidwillmovemountains,2018/01/18,"Today I was diagnosed with ADHD. I'm 19 years old. I don't even know how to handle this. I've always thought I was just depressed, anxious and very lazy at school. My teachers in high school (n.b.: I'm Italian, we go to high school until 18 1/2 / 19) always complained about my nervous twitches, I could never happen to focus on anything apart from a couple of subjects I loved very much and now I know why my life has been so messy and confusing all this time. My doctor gave me a soft dose of lithium to take every day + another medication for my, yuppi another issue, cyclothymia. I just want to know if any of you were diagnosed at my age. How do you guys cope with your ADHD? Are your medications working? ",3.60542207792208,5.183890464285714,4.7979220779220775,83.33253246753249,72.92857142857143,7.090909090909091,27.01298701298701,7.686295010490155,1.5975,555,20,106,7,11,183,96,140,0.132,0.831,0.037000000000000005,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,0,1,8,5,0,2,2,0,9,9,0,2,2,20,21,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,1,19,1,18,14,2,17,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,2,9,64,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125406202307904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639008661056672,0.0,0.0,0.08842458661991981,0.2726947453002617,0.0,0.1468964360722961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070032812151034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381805466046803,0.14387527873366418,0.0,0.0838583346492468,0.0,0.11199430358471983,0.26395461294592354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309080499687032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588332418476975,0.0,0.10955554577748333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389881797507711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128749746809534,0.11498474547997015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747668221550838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357171192118183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143826020854324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184375161604226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735679031620246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619822835399801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558671708938404,0.0,0.10028684326727004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644419142707406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947906901743897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977660765014422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322897761995216,0.07582130518591537,0.0,0.1232528564406073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457607491096006,0.07669482678352374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173314888112567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466309713989217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837347989421635
adhd,FAT_BOSMA,2018/01/18,"Presentation on Vyvanse I have an open mic coming up, and I forgot till it was too late and already took my daily prescription Vyvanse pills. 

I’m not sure if doing the comedy open mic on Vyvanse is a good idea because it kind of dulls me out. ",5.192176870748297,5.427146040816325,6.433061224489798,78.03217687074832,68.18367346938776,8.982312925170069,30.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.424300680272109,192,7,37,3,3,65,40,49,0.084,0.809,0.107,0.2835,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,6,5,0,11,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722342536606668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562340999375786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905660392143748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292287821747003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38078631175562905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35126049804417264,0.0,0.0,0.3805047482212371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179143393048404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747681313017461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Decahedro,2018/01/18,"Effectiveness of ritalin for ADHD as an adult? I would like to use adderall but sadly it's not available in my country. I was considering atomoxetine but there is a major bad interaction with my current antidepressant (paroxetine) so that's not an option. Neither is bupropion because I'm at risk of seizures.

However I remember hearing bad things about ritalin on kids, and I don't even know if it's really effective on adults, besides I already have anxiety problems and I read that's one of ritalin's common side effects. Also if anyone knows any alternatives please do mention them, I'll check if those exist over here and then talk it over with my doctor and my psychiatrist.

Edit: I forgot to mention I have anxiety, not so serious that I can't even leave the house but bad enough that everything feels well, tiring. ",5.509583333333333,7.587706230263161,6.8171052631578934,68.74807017543861,68.9342105263158,10.329824561403509,34.377192982456144,10.504223727775694,4.302866666666667,665,33,107,20,12,225,102,152,0.174,0.7340000000000001,0.091,-0.9471,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,0,1,4,0,9,5,0,4,0,27,16,15,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,3,9,6,0,1,7,1,1,0,6,7,1,1,2,2,14,2,16,13,3,10,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,4,4,77,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089717459014717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918825344771813,0.13905295489386865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824536748494074,0.0,0.26603770900968704,0.0,0.0,0.12158197215254515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355513125322965,0.10599653489549883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797506041352856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966604791144106,0.0,0.22969415220921524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627346021303504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791969967820784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959770626871157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063587949002545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911214254992372,0.0,0.0,0.1841153783793681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494970691080846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782658937653848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086964688522676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663810909509904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739285324958489,0.0,0.11139292710338168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697381806413852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975934526076889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551912744231554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985117961577148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017776808734906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634033077695952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352041285372015,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,high_pH_bitch,2018/01/18,"So I finish a full body character design I've been commissioned. Managed my focus pretty well and I'm done right on time! Then I notice the character ended up with 6 fingers in one hand.

FML.",1.2100000000000009,3.825536842105265,3.5213684210526317,83.35257894736844,88.47368421052632,6.197894736842105,20.757894736842104,7.554174236665415,1.3065094736842102,152,5,27,3,5,52,34,38,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,1,4,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994232199691848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679852269483245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184898435604811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40939538692859817,0.0,0.0,0.24366736442889056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658321160173917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708773664894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967971246445266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323314428058529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sykes92,2018/01/18,"Had concerns I might have ADD. Was prescribed Adderall XR same day by primary care doctor. Is this normal? Hello all,
I've had a few suspicions that I may have ADD for a little while now and after my coworker suggested I go get tested, I made an appt with my primary doctor to look into getting tested. I made the appt yesterday and saw him today. He prescribed me 10mg Adderall XR right on the spot. I just assumed the appt would be him giving me referrals to see a psychiatrist who would then maybe do a test and possibly prescribe medication. 

I'm not upset or mad, just confused. He asked me about why I thought I may have had it and I explained and filled out a self report form. He was very thorough about the risks of medication and informed me all about the pros and cons. Told me to take it a few days every week and come back in a month to see how things are. All in all a good appointment. I'm just sort of confused since I always thought it was a psychiatrist that diagnosed this kind of thing.

Am I technically diagnosed with ADD now?",3.8559963768115963,5.403255405797104,4.960939009661839,82.53822010869567,72.23671497584542,8.266787439613527,27.91334541062802,8.841846274778883,2.1512417874396137,827,31,163,16,16,272,121,207,0.047,0.884,0.069,0.6675,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,4,15,0,19,6,0,3,4,43,39,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,10,16,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,12,4,20,3,20,21,8,22,0,0,4,0,14,7,0,8,12,111,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891430675224485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360351178811927,0.0,0.0,0.10989057524030728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457083996400046,0.0,0.0,0.12310611063683358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843329495617659,0.0,0.0,0.2901055247416208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29255315821899963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120409598989061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493313363679431,0.13709429835400208,0.08122023376358786,0.11986788009260298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882094910848034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323545783864336,0.0,0.0,0.1200101616884923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045374874418204,0.0,0.0,0.14357440239930586,0.0,0.0,0.28793778972502626,0.0,0.15160714254457838,0.0,0.0,0.11407106622402573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400235044112748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611119077577039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204614340983234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277648645742859,0.0,0.14908847711580586,0.0,0.0,0.11821835708757487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745210552994183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988888381005767,0.0,0.0,0.22691247094903064,0.0,0.0,0.13546395039109033,0.13655862569592844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791744064308984,0.0,0.0,0.11463545771777706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289559320460852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304129579114724,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,niltiakyawaworht,2018/01/18,"Prescription Too Expensive Today my doctor prescribed me 30mg of Vyvanse. When I went to pick up at the pharmacy, it was $302 for a months dosages, WITH insurance.

Anyone have any idea why it’s so ridiculously expensive???

Anyone have any tips on how I can get my prescription for less?",3.856666666666662,6.285670592592593,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,74.55555555555556,9.505185185185187,29.31851851851852,9.888512548439397,3.358167407407408,228,10,41,7,5,74,45,54,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.622,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387415967131572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511218471246734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301823312059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853883603317624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641624143793237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25748654226317863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057755602898549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904216656719185,0.29108535710239875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheMightyEggplant,2018/01/18,"I am so bad at restraining myself! There have been several events at my workplace that lead to pastries being left in a fridge before being thrown away.

I had access to that fridge (apart from my boss, and the cleaning team, I'm the only one to have access to it). I have been sneaking free pastries and eating them for a few days now. My tummy hurts. And still, I have access to those free (and delicious!) pastries, and if they're not eaten they'll get thrown away.

I know I'm going to have a stomachache after eating so much, especially since I've been very sick and weak (pneumonia) 2 weeks ago. Also I'm trying to keep a lower weight. I started my day saying ""okay, I brought fruits, no snacking on the pastries today!""

Then I thought ""Okay, maybe if someone offers a snack I'll take it""

Then everyone left (I close the building) and I thought ""Eeeeeh that's such a waste! Plus it's not every day that I can have access to such high-quality pastries! Dammit, I'll just eat one with my coffee, and bring some home for dessert""

I swear my stomach is insulting me right now, and yet I have 6 pastries in my handbag for tonight... ADHD typical lack of self-control, am I right?",4.0410007639419385,5.337549922077926,4.574346829640948,86.46891520244463,71.42424242424242,6.993735676088617,27.008148714031066,7.285733465282438,1.3292040234275526,916,31,181,9,17,291,133,231,0.13,0.84,0.03,-0.9644,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,2,11,8,1,0,10,2,18,12,1,2,0,26,32,17,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,8,12,9,2,3,1,2,4,3,4,0,2,8,3,25,6,23,21,4,33,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,3,16,116,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473824068025542,0.0,0.12150925412069136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961931265773817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757408832946355,0.0,0.11445240542450655,0.0,0.0,0.1166412446782282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374194799354562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520727781800285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207876979457604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549211014440655,0.13098161585502635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161634658954695,0.0,0.07790322584357183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482790379601934,0.13749800935952314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674227137324214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183909692713,0.0,0.0,0.07533316826450727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29786609416641346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771087052058364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007663425898271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577195644810016,0.10425217528685027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341236372470427,0.0,0.109008023766401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299975221979405,0.15485641784981413,0.0,0.1133903578492057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614371620402075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702281950735543,0.0,0.10946875608288192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306379650213647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176454394667133,0.0,0.0,0.1299316467334598,0.0,0.0,0.0930653386488947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131017307344033,0.0,0.0,0.10995378292389092,0.16692115982156994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdannoyedasfuck,2018/01/18,"Finally saw a Dr. and I'm so fucking irritated. So my ten day wait was up and I finally got to see a Dr. this morning. I was referred to this clinic by a local place in town that told me to go because their med lady retired. So I called the place, told them why I was calling and made an appointment.


So the Dr. comes in and I'm essentially pouring out all my symptoms.


lack of concentration, emotional regulation, multiple thoughts, no dopamine/motivation, etc etc etc for a good ten minutes. Family history, personal histories, sexual addiction problems etc. All symptoms I have chronically and there she is typing all my shit away. I know these are all ADHD symptoms because I've read this forum religiously. I even told her about how i took a few adderall and it just 'normalized' me and how as a kid my mom didnt want me on meds.


So you know she says to me?


""ADHD isn't normally diagnosed in adults. I can give you a prescription for anxiety or depression"" and that if I want meds I have to have them call me for a referral to a psychiatrist, which I almost assure you will not be covered by my shiny fucking obamacare bronze policy. If they weren't going to give me meds in the first place, why the fuck didn't these cunts refer me in the first place?


2-3 week wait. Great. 


oh yeah fucking bonus. she looks at me and says, ""have you tried meditation?"" Are you fucking kidding me? That right there is why people write manifestos. ",3.027232982844496,5.28985300719425,4.5821582733812996,81.25496956281131,76.4820143884892,8.449584947426676,27.95849474266741,9.162432508145574,2.618221472053126,1128,48,217,29,26,377,156,278,0.096,0.8270000000000001,0.077,-0.6293,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,4,3,12,13,7,0,15,1,18,16,1,3,5,39,46,20,0,8,5,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,4,10,11,0,2,5,1,1,4,6,9,0,4,14,6,39,4,25,30,10,27,0,1,4,5,29,17,7,4,6,146,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479515523433896,0.18696055080512214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788862618290646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950392527566285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307986480302296,0.0,0.0,0.09483181787092132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382759923169571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700332834449411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050163720875853315,0.0,0.06699454512432204,0.07894829764444969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874956162245351,0.0,0.0,0.3469952589626113,0.051375061528650436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332706632832499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041535904385394,0.0,0.1323246785259364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35954651574046137,0.0,0.14923344160988933,0.08841195555486878,0.06524084699171767,0.062210320401444724,0.08575623844297356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549521091440973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531828701835353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360033240983496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455983438828881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910987287114028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242201696539082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392506816030663,0.06791727879095913,0.325067501100038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442800526349821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780423639538891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642641683475857,0.0,0.12371262483675916,0.0,0.0,0.061983129543546775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984332384558522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425395423298832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061751162138938324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297550597068824,0.08641998294968363,0.05280967825932351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175707816003377,0.0,0.06239298093044807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105616840339574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LightNightNinja,2018/01/18,"Deciding whether to go back on meds - it’s hard (F22) I was officially diagnosed with ADHD 3 Years ago when I started college, after leaving the country for 9 months after high school. It was by no means a surprise, as I always struggled with school work, couldn’t keep track of my phone or keys (the front desk lady almost always had them), and I never did my homework, but almost always got A’s on tests. Let’s not talk about studying either - still to this day I can’t study to save my life.

Anyway, freshman year I ended up taking Wellbutrin, for anxiety, and it definitely helped a little bit with my ADHD, but it ended up making me super edgy after 6 months. After the paperwork from my testing went through for ADHD, and I was able to meet with a psychiatrist, I started with 10mg twice a day IR Adderal tablets. It just made me tired, but I was able to focus more, but the crash was terrible. Then we moved to Adderal XR At 30mg, and that was good for a while, I had made a ton of friends, met my SO, and overall things were good. But not sleeping or eating was starting to wear me down, so I decided to try something else. Ritalin was the absolute worst, and then I was given too high of a vyvance dose, to the point where I just broke down crying out of nowhere a few days in. 
More or less, it was a total roller coaster. My mood was always swinging, but my grades were getting better, thanks to being able to complete my work on time. 

I ended up trying to stop taking adderal, as I was moving to Texas with my (to this day, still amazing) SO. He said he would support me as I basically went through two months of drug withdrawal (this is the part they often don’t mention, it takes a reallly long time to stop taking stimulants). During the year I was in Texas, I took online classes, which were incredibly hard to be motivated to do, but I was proud of myself for quitting, and doing things through the grit of my teeth. My grades started to slip though, I failed my first class, so I decided to only take it when around midterms and finals. Great, that got me through most of the last two years, but I ended up taking a really low course load, and dropping down to 8 credits. 

Somehow I ended up getting an amazing 6 month internship. The pay was good, I had a free place to stay, and my SO had been transferred back to the west coast, and would only be 3 hours away.  Everything was great, but I was starting to get bored at work, because I always wanted to be here with him. This is the point I wanted to start taking meds again - i wanted something to keep me present, instead of listing for something else. 

Now, I am living with him, trying to work 25 hours a week for a start up, and take a 12 credit load online. I’m exactly where I want to be, but school and work are too fragmented, and I don’t feel like I can focus on either, which makes my days really unproductive. It really doesn’t help that the startup currently is unpaid, so I’m a lot less motivated to actually do my work (long term vs short term rewards). Also, because there is so much uncertainty, I always feel on edge, and like I can’t get my school work done in the day gaps. 

My anxiety of failure has gone through the roof, and I don’t have any leniency in my last 9 months of school (will be graduating with a CS degree). I just want to go back on my meds and get out of this constant fog I’ve been in for the last year, but I also don’t want my SO to have to deal with constant mood swings and lack of sleep, a he has to be an adult and go to work early in the morning. I know he’ll support me either way (his support is the only way I made it this far off meds), but I still feel bad. 
I really don’t miss the constant roller coaster, but I just desperately want to be able to succeed in work, school, and not feel bad about watching Netflix in the evening.

I just want to feel normal again, it’s just a slippery slip and I’m not sure whether to try finding a psychiatrist up here and going back on meds, it’s scary either way...

Anyone else stop taking medication, but choose to go back on after a few years? What was the tipping point and was it worth it?",7.1685971223021605,5.467624438848922,7.440061151079139,78.85714208633097,64.80335731414868,10.114580335731416,33.439928057553956,8.623443432112703,2.487271079136692,3218,105,667,37,40,1053,332,834,0.1,0.77,0.129,0.983,1,0,4,0,0,0,111.0,1,0,2,19,45,37,0,1,46,0,66,12,4,8,4,120,132,61,0,13,34,0,7,2,1,4,7,1,1,1,28,37,1,5,14,3,5,12,15,10,0,4,42,9,78,26,120,76,21,139,0,4,1,0,21,46,0,9,78,453,106,34,0.16831715827196855,0.0,0.04106331660786538,0.0,0.15171338644641266,0.0,0.03730075128297613,0.0,0.08427266032311892,0.0,0.0,0.06730158532938946,0.21008003893304736,0.0,0.0,0.02861535986655848,0.0,0.06438108268686715,0.0,0.0,0.02942281765815525,0.043115204862787415,0.0,0.037459489042970015,0.0,0.0,0.0395348777146373,0.16178188139126018,0.07026889827234792,0.05130228870960565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037215712085693416,0.04593968576779967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411933452005316,0.1364182892445303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622212369922343,0.1628259638315059,0.04338189984919537,0.0,0.04270959314942517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306172284534509,0.0,0.0,0.0487986166086041,0.04305761833421304,0.10545554081266208,0.0,0.1863488038119623,0.0,0.0,0.02779297390042716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781815217545685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638276573380656,0.0300614528752132,0.0,0.046095804902310696,0.03845970833453825,0.03579262221031907,0.0,0.0,0.032510354738039794,0.0,0.10992346020323457,0.0,0.1195731498954928,0.10588233495378176,0.06730930376756218,0.09278513060330663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538955647625745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056409721608138674,0.08891815948379186,0.0,0.0,0.08287924799414276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480401198919713,0.0,0.0,0.023125677078075932,0.1029007117376332,0.0,0.04455589188273423,0.0,0.043028924542364996,0.029721846654308336,0.04111563075181003,0.0421745027731451,0.03715678361685976,0.0744776942193054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035774307221071965,0.0,0.11944932367167375,0.05617650507534646,0.0,0.0,0.045836682305988384,0.23370302306624505,0.04239045727396408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793643736665828,0.08944725090413179,0.030933119537586377,0.0,0.03245414222075197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122876949750346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600958764560083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556777000530191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043963901478308184,0.0,0.1193355896103828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475650409769393,0.0,0.0,0.107828281596183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040027040439512634,0.0,0.0,0.2555189252931653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421935745534836,0.0,0.0,0.09718407875257612,0.0,0.0,0.2084875641599775,0.04485092385184907,0.10081372501509828,0.10554051079410448,0.0,0.04399040984974715,0.0,0.0,0.14325323741884688,0.03965923242989592,0.0,0.2847455003063618,0.03382173901959268,0.0,0.038740956303357096,0.0,0.0,0.05591122043159419,0.0,0.04134268835232967,0.0,0.04907354427955804,0.048363953244847775,0.0,0.0,0.046751639007896126,0.11427630183822303,0.0,0.08221070309602779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985556417920082,0.10020174428809273,0.03375346790782413,0.0,0.0,0.07801584600778204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757080157067642,0.0,0.0,0.05978383999060646,0.0,0.0,0.16258609714851513
adhd,D0pef1end,2018/01/18,"Life sucks. Finally landed a decent job 2 months ago. Been working fine no problems, been medicated for 2 months as well. Finally got off all opiates and been getting my life back together. 

Last weekend I got my server book stolen from work with all my cash and what I owed to the restaurant in it. OK fine whatever right? No. They are gonna fire me most likely today when I go in for a meeting at 2PM. 

If I lose my job my dads gonna kick me out. Im not gonna be homeless, id rather OD. So heres to my life today, and my feelings as of right now. Maybe ill go OD on opiates. No idea. ",-0.2419086021505379,1.9108403467741937,2.00335483870968,95.42336559139784,89.08064516129032,4.91956989247312,20.36344086021505,6.42735559955562,0.1401705376344089,449,15,103,5,15,151,83,124,0.177,0.757,0.067,-0.9227,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,7,8,1,0,3,1,5,5,0,0,2,14,16,8,2,3,3,1,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,2,2,4,3,1,0,5,2,14,5,15,7,3,23,0,1,0,0,3,9,1,2,13,57,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284590833534672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391106883728165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148008970214778,0.0,0.0,0.353054396774291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419195849956912,0.0,0.18316558912995093,0.0,0.2577658171857081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191384015783574,0.17406497006478125,0.0,0.3198244130581275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135522414374182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414658447919453,0.07872763174348604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028077876901805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189247913270102,0.0,0.0,0.1623373032921649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572498634813378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419463743673525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752350334741627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054944947767217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488930492704544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463192553826545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dantesallegory,2018/01/18,"Question about diagnostic process in Canada Hi guys I am just in the process of being diagnosed. My GP put in a referral for me to a psychiatrist who is an ADHD specialist. When I finally got a call back for my appointment they made it sound like I would be meeting with a “clinician” and it didn’t seem like it would be at a doctors office or anything, more of a community health facility. 

I wasn’t expecting the call so I didn’t really think to ask any questions at the time (I have trouble with auditory processing at the best of times). 

Can anyone shed some light as to what all this means and whether this is a normal first step? I guess I was under the impression I would get a call from the specialists office to come see them, and that getting the call/first appointment was the big moment. I believe she insinuated my next couple appointments would be with the clinician but again I can’t be sure. I am just frustrated as it seems like a hurry up and wait situation as I assume a clinician can’t do much besides make recommendations. 

Thanks!",6.471584564860429,6.722682591133005,7.399618226600987,72.14143062397378,65.45320197044336,11.495730706075534,34.1580459770115,11.20814326018867,3.93223513957307,838,35,158,24,12,282,123,203,0.034,0.872,0.094,0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,1,0,20,0,23,3,0,2,2,33,38,12,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,7,3,20,7,25,22,5,21,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,8,12,116,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646710129366838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287750165560485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852161087803085,0.0,0.10029071048054083,0.0,0.1139343668113625,0.0,0.0,0.09371245516657274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730861058287844,0.1278977044895165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977819296066666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498239588388153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484963975804082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369805564068215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247417017496022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133505402864855,0.0,0.20732942869335452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273467368219969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747259794123726,0.0,0.1342563351763244,0.1206729684836556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954480360677886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862229087427836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115318737518649,0.08135086216107862,0.0,0.0,0.13275491663976982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959033461904402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961282150361506,0.0,0.11940920639202303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251555712642763,0.2730502576923986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807466539108969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711662994420862,0.22189635373790964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698983339786272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486342008963947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220385433361124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809099817593483,0.0,0.0,0.14212970817915532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34629900311617506,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bluedreams21,2018/01/18,"It's almost every night that I reassure myself ""It's ok, bluedreams21, don't worry about today. Tomorrow, you're going to do even better."" I started a PhD program last fall, and while fall semester was ok since I was on 30mg adderall XR, my psychiatrist, who is the dean for the university's psychiatry hospital unit, decided that I should start Strattera instead, even though I've tried it for 3.5 months two years ago, and it would work slightly before ceasing to work.

I've been having a rough semester due to being on Strattera the past month, and I haven't felt this ashamed of myself so often. I haven't done this in a while since I was being medicated with Adderall for two years, but I find myself often thinking that ""It's ok - tomorrow will be even better than today.""

I wish I could make a super hopeful, inspiring post or something, but I just needed someone who might understand to read this. It just makes me really sad that I haven't had this habit of reassuring myself every night for the past two years on Adderall because I was *doing real work*. I wasn't letting myself down.

Maybe the title sounds inspiring, but to me, it makes me realize that without any treatment, I used to let myself down so often that I *had* to believe tomorrow was going to be better because today was so bad.

I'm at a PhD program ranked around 15th within the United States. I actually also got accepted into the #2 ranked program in the U.S., but this university was my dream school for five years. I'm just trying so hard now not to get fired my second semester.

I love you all. You guys get me. We can all get through this somehow.",6.627222222222217,6.640460009554143,7.2222505307855664,74.35309271054494,65.14649681528661,9.907714083510262,32.41259731068648,9.586721724236666,2.98438627034678,1289,47,232,23,18,426,162,314,0.047,0.7709999999999999,0.182,0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,0,9,20,17,0,1,13,3,32,2,0,4,2,45,53,16,0,6,10,0,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,21,7,0,0,9,2,0,4,7,3,0,5,14,5,34,14,32,28,2,41,0,1,0,1,9,11,0,8,24,168,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.09572697634781427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695566824081664,0.0,0.09822839005621607,0.0,0.0,0.0784468693617753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667082472487269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732571837440788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190557556687443,0.11959611116634668,0.0,0.08347197461488477,0.11051994282120553,0.0,0.26027227351956217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832120820582046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038566937194038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437329287902694,0.0,0.16529923892337905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418698352884887,0.0,0.08965743379284148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537524195928597,0.0,0.11149977193695083,0.0,0.07845586598953748,0.0,0.0,0.09712988515624647,0.0,0.0,0.08787422553555471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974308827629608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996085730034852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061841966023214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853494354890919,0.0,0.1964383572814178,0.0,0.09855003108033067,0.0,0.0,0.09882081224926016,0.0,0.10406373531832692,0.0,0.0,0.15659765158525982,0.0,0.0,0.07273650858329463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841118069732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187286350097414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939482932019529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812196279756127,0.11165406012073073,0.0628424358689414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927779885040837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229108490863495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311592830996242,0.07551864434926514,0.0,0.0,0.13886488178900905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285558215626842,0.09637824893326973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27894895534743736,0.0,0.0,0.1332006976889917,0.0,0.2874749051311372,0.10212078839348676,0.0,0.08472294431415009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280488814589132,0.09456048123727767,0.0,0.21424389518997014,0.09962065740964224,0.0,0.0696841695888017,0.0,0.0,0.2526809288989286
adhd,Rjmichael93,2018/01/18,"Trying to pick up my prescription is like pulling teeth. Weird looks from pharmacists. They never have dextro and if they do, they don't have enough. I have to drive around to a bunch of different pharmacies to try to find one that carries it since they won't disclose if they have schedule II drugs over the phone. Pharmacist looked at me like I was crazy when I asked him to call.

I JUST WANT TO FUNCTION LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING.",3.9146428571428578,5.882977369047621,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,72.92857142857143,7.180952380952381,23.904761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.1411619047619048,345,10,69,5,7,104,62,84,0.049,0.83,0.122,0.7324,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,1,1,10,14,4,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,12,3,13,11,2,9,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,2,6,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649866965176384,0.22735823394100402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483333685228111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540911909352697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28203362743389976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512895764141819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227947850732915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564442383123171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084518146460324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757006021684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382833822786445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479793527462927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201176724526998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302323116623204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344507025479994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pibackwards,2018/01/18,"Does listening to music help you or hurt when studying? Helps me. Idk why. But if i focus on one thing, it drives me insane. I have to split my attention. 
Anyone else?",-0.4109090909090902,1.6263853333333351,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727273,104.75757575757576,4.624242424242424,14.590909090909092,6.42735559955562,-0.1799454545454542,128,3,26,2,6,42,30,33,0.201,0.664,0.135,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263478599951783,0.3702024965925238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161828548146554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018262707445117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843539497929241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38678742888121176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448314882970233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400368206202805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326024054777531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TransForestMagician,2018/01/18,"Literally nothing works and I'm about to fail all my exams I have scholarship that relies on my getting a certain amount of credits by the end of the year, so I'd say I don't lack the external motivation to do well. 

Yet when I sit down to study my brain blanks out. I read the books on my syllabus and nothing sticks. Not one of the ""mainstream techniques"" like highlighting or dividing into paragraphs works to make me remember anything about the stuff I need to study. I already failed one a couple of days ago and I feel like my attention span was even more reduced since then due to anxiety. I get overwhelmed by nothing.

I also completely lost track of time and am now stuck doing most of my work a mere week in advance.

I'm just so tired. Any advice is appreciated.",4.5543648404575565,5.913689927152319,5.314629741119808,81.40910295003013,70.25827814569537,8.404816375677303,30.945815773630343,8.841846274778883,2.50768344370861,613,26,118,11,11,199,103,151,0.091,0.764,0.145,0.6704,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,8,11,9,0,1,9,0,7,2,1,2,2,19,16,10,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,2,2,1,2,4,1,2,3,2,16,5,22,13,5,20,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,2,13,78,18,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675633327531718,0.14219880992613393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770226775951179,0.12828435099575494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908815449220652,0.0,0.12271754622817466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200842569431515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907693709152686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819277488246867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749688445330578,0.0,0.10345483440027063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208066712754638,0.0,0.0,0.10595303518062313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111098121984534,0.1146009846042116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762113025853828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674198403982542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511265026397935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070787034143395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894618450958595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617694769516506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740361518745469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604590778232925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171967961989796,0.0,0.0,0.1275689770639648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269749748640602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836375596779909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353966549455807,0.18437421119395256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286757719961288,0.0,0.14423294983908502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350353548495334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330243015599032
adhd,pizzapedo,2018/01/18,"Advice regarding medication Hi Reddit folks!

Im prescribed Vyvanse 30mg for my ADD. I also have GAD. I feel a little edgy if I take to much adhd medication. Anyways I feel it gives me a little boost in focus/energy when working as an IT consultant. Is it safe to take vyvanse 3-4 times per week? I also train martial arts etc everyday. Can this cause any complications in the long run? 

Sorry for my grammar, Im from Scandinavia.",1.3403246753246734,3.984071690476192,4.104848484848485,79.23409090909092,88.04761904761904,6.864069264069264,24.303030303030305,8.00094639256281,2.0706095238095243,338,14,60,8,11,119,64,84,0.017,0.905,0.078,0.6867,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,8,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410787008731428,0.18222215312258674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982495209214101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268100495616102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156218145363768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796999174859185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857570001725987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888473584918216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40285207955023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737958083937253,0.0,0.16502535944379235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37570982947049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708128920792456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874457387662276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804134343286637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873563378679008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957976968409795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357567221836579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhd_throw_0000,2018/01/18,"Inattention @ a Meeting I was at a meeting at work.  I paid attention for the business part of the meeting concluded.  We were all packing up and one of my coworkers was talking about a situation he was in.  I asked a question about the situation.  Basically repeating the details and asking if I heard him correctly?   I stuttered a couple of times while asking the question and a third co-worker laughed at me and said ""how did you not hear what was said, the person talking is the loudest talker of all our co-workers did you zone out?""   This person has laughed at me many times for this. This same person has made fun of people who take psychiatric drugs and has also made fun of me for bringing taggle fidgets to meetings.    


I am a top performer on my actual job tasks, but seem to be failing at the ""social/interpersonal aspects"" of my job.  I feel like I just want to crawl into a hole.


I get so frustrated.  Can anyone relate?  I am not ""out"" at work.  What do you guys do in this situation?


BTW... ADHD-C & Autism.   

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adhd,secretfishes,2018/01/18,"New to ADHD medications, any on ""$4"" lists? I am new to ADHD medications, but have no insurance at the moment. 

Can anyone tell me if there are any I should go for on any ""$4"" lists? I have Target, Walmart, Walgreens and CVS near me. Otherwise cheapish meds are fine.

This is short term since I'll have insurance in a month, so if it's more than $4 it's fine, it just can't be super expensive.

I have tried adderall in the past (only two days) which worked for me. How much for adderall without insurance (lowest dose)? Is there generic adderall, if so which is best?

Sorry these are a lot of questions, but I'd appreciate any help with any of them.

Thanks!",1.7019230769230766,3.824726045454547,3.4775757575757567,88.21520979020978,80.21212121212122,6.485780885780888,23.03263403263403,7.61054688173877,1.0399200466200464,506,17,106,8,13,169,84,132,0.06,0.777,0.163,0.9462,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,4,0,15,3,0,1,0,13,17,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,16,15,5,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,7,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790527791658435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362116655448013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026845816423324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549784868917436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170433136513253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962531753421077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570389789774264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407205744171174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751706605481564,0.3177350598290657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587572157884747,0.0,0.1159286454903527,0.0,0.0,0.3046179137918529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993899113340947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505437931011711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666161567356636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045219523976131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653376214073996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783794025004176,0.14519022511751378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706887214894842,0.0,0.15405131453281953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201848416104582,0.0,0.11480846882822993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CSTLE,2018/01/18,"Does your ADHD trigger intense morning mood swings? How do you coop? Lately I find myself waking up pissed at any and everything around me, this would even include my boyfriend who would be asleep beside me in it’s duration. 

I’m ADHD and had been diagnosed way back when I was like 8 or so, I had the typical temper tantrums and such which subsided over the years, naturally. I continued with my prescriptions which varied over the years, I even had a break from them for a couple years after college. But 6 months ago I started back on the meds for a boost with my job, this time I got Vyvanese 20mg, hardly overwhelming at that dose, i’ve even tried taking two at a time until my next followup for 40mg’s. 

I wondered if that transition would maybe have a play in this? 
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adhd,qwena,2018/01/18,"How do I fix my broken spirit? I'm taking my antidepressants regularly (well as regularly as I can) . I'm on my way to getting a proper ADHD diagnosis. I'm about to have my third chance of going back to College. I found a gym partner to start working out again.I'm slowly starting to create my routine again. But I just feel so empty. I don't even want to start hoping again coz I've failed too many times.

 My spirit feels broken. I feel like damaged goods. It's so hard to go through life unable to trust myself. It's so hard to even be there for the people I love when I can't make promises as I'm so unreliable. 

I have had white boards,diaries, journal Apps and notepads for all the unfinished to-do lists. I have the work out gear strewn about that I stopped using long ago. I just keep remembering all my failures. Everyone tells me to have a positive attitude. But I feel beaten. Everyday has been such a fight for so long I'm just tired of fighting. I'm tired of trying to be strong. Im tired of trying to have a positive attitude. Of trying to police my thoughts. 


I'm just so tired. I've read and know about all the ways I could possibly fix my life but I don't know how I can possibly fix my spirit.",1.5009638554216878,3.638138164658635,3.411669076305224,88.34246746987955,81.00803212851406,6.393638554216868,22.409799196787148,7.554174236665415,0.9442075823293172,949,31,200,15,25,319,126,249,0.13699999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.098,-0.6372,0,0,0,0,3,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,25,13,3,0,9,0,17,7,0,5,3,33,45,17,0,3,7,0,6,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,9,2,0,2,3,5,1,1,4,7,28,8,31,38,3,20,3,2,1,1,5,3,0,1,14,119,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375064915229852,0.0,0.10142339236304386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797928550605866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135232689153074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114214056730668,0.0,0.0,0.10932994291952976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314098374658744,0.08173922575541848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545187147290088,0.0,0.0,0.059777939320939937,0.0,0.13005115533392014,0.09596719666460482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498955928689372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364147790088555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358953757426812,0.0,0.0,0.10169871111648074,0.0,0.0,0.1257607173730687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163162463432393,0.055898160312632464,0.0,0.0,0.20251014103694268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326542822410292,0.0,0.07637395387317238,0.11600045109073814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932204837790252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579749992216199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444754014986325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296116780143901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429539271458901,0.0,0.0,0.09565738194082883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602702688536279,0.0,0.1000051317615878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083398199915632,0.0667172263951476,0.5260200974470806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330440366577577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881918680136016,0.0,0.0,0.06748586178128066,0.18163710697217453,0.0,0.0,0.1028742439603233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659326208278566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OnkelMickwald,2018/01/18,"I think it's a problem that we still talk about ADHD in terms of ""forgetfulness"" and ""distractability"" for instance. Maybe this comes from a very personal viewpoint, so let me go through my own *personal* issues with talking about ""attention"" and ""focus"" and ""memory.""

Because to me, it isn't that I *forget* things that causes me not to do them, it's rather that I *rarely* ***do*** *the things that I think of.* A task comes into mind, but the probability that my *thinking* of it will lead to me *doing* it, is fairly low.

This in turn leads to two things: First, since I didn't make a resolute decision about starting doing the task I was thinking of, the brain naturally moves on to other tasks, maybe to find something else that I could do *instead.*

Second, since I - very crassly put - just *do less*, a backlog of tasks quickly builds up.

Any person's attention doesn't linger on something for too long unless there's a good reason to. My brain gets overwhelmed by tasks, not because my brain is ""less attentive"" or ""more distractable"" than others, but that the switch that shifts the brain into ""action mode"" is harder to trigger, and therefore attention moves on to different things as there is no reason for it to linger on something that doesn't seem to be done anyway.

My being ""overwhelmed"" by tasks more often have to do with a) so many tasks have accumulated due to my own neglect of them, and b) because I lack the decisiveness and initiative to start doing one task that I'm thinking of, my brain naturally starts thinking about the next thing. And the next. Until I'm overwhelmed.

I feel that it's important to stress that I think this shift in attention *in itself* is nothing abnormal, it's the *lack of action* that leads attention to be focused elsewhere

This is important, because ""tips&trix"" for people with ADHD tend to revolve around *lists* and *reminders*, but it'd make more sense to me to focus on ways to overcome that ""threshold of motivation"" that I feel is at the center of the disability.",3.0835130278526535,5.9381134474393615,3.69435309973046,84.3090588499551,80.29380053908356,6.336567834681042,25.00584007187781,7.62386473244151,1.5788336028751129,1583,60,281,26,42,498,171,371,0.064,0.888,0.047,-0.8026,1,0,3,0,0,0,89.0,1,0,2,5,17,10,0,6,19,0,30,5,5,11,0,65,53,17,0,5,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,37,17,0,1,22,0,0,11,7,9,0,4,3,2,27,1,63,43,10,40,0,5,0,0,8,16,0,3,12,215,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815348271803576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089323599063786,0.0,0.056061960150015626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338899079934938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101839562071613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601509741247509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468848817605913,0.0,0.14202935119720286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582155332254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613215085219025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436464197565571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886795942467429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833681826966923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534857664159163,0.07012333828324496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307144606395419,0.0,0.04685249597218629,0.06914667822282197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604583883023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430038497650448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295671878422391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005854910046924,0.08358112088348454,0.1656439238946947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324079975660277,0.0,0.0,0.17524113759534488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535154146566492,0.0,0.0,0.07910330911075672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586341096264102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057153447696622166,0.2159500269635217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888415746874999,0.07888385218810776,0.0,0.08287487127592782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952389861588654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505019029399741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639027721605046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903987919652245,0.0,0.0,0.17505416024644455,0.0,0.06583661200053731,0.0,0.09443462887771056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252414045902233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27384703760426204,0.3697691216857152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967093985081193,0.0805318049880702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604310543754414,0.0,0.06543695671878239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,largealphabet,2018/01/18,"WISC test Have any of you ever tried the WISC test? 

I’m asking because I was treated for depression in my early teens and during the treatment I had a WISC test done. The part I quite literally failed in was the part with the short term memory, although the rest of the test went spectacularly. 

Tl;dr: Had a WISC test, failed the short term memory part, anyone with ADHD had the same experience? ",4.539200000000001,6.449189786666667,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.13333333333333,8.200000000000001,23.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.6176666666666668,314,8,58,6,6,102,44,75,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,0,5,1,7,3,7,9,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,38,5,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673246629446361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126400399879994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553231651300653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794749084704292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355948281046497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158366957483253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276291001423245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012059588209631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758494101760809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7226290401142558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236587904061893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101933942849258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620025918811186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zmFreeFisher,2018/01/18,"College, ADHD, and Adderal XR (RANT) This is gonna be a long post, as I sit in my college dorm bed at 2:43 am another sleepless night. Recently I have been feeling overwhelmingly depressed especially since this semester again so I apologize as I am gonna mainly rant about ADHD and Adderal XR, but may go off on a few tangents. Anyway the reason I am posting this is to provide my self a place to spew my feelings.

First I wanna provide some background on my life. I was diagnosed from a very young age since I can remember I was made aware I suffered from ADHD. I was prescribed Adderal Xr as an adolescent and continuity took it to this day, however I do still avoid taking it when school is not in session including weekends and holiday breaks. All my life I hated the way adderal made me feel I felt like a zombie a totally different person. Off the meds I am very extroverted, but on them I become a total introvert; I hate it. I realized however that not taking the medication wasn't an option, realizing it was mentally painful to sit in class for 7 hours a day. So I kept taking it. I contribute my academic success (which was not top of the class, but definitely above average in high school) to adderal. With this I became such a motivated learner I wanted so bad to be considered a very smart person but I lacked the worth ethic to really apply myself to become that. Anyway I am now in college and prior to entering I became very fond with computer science. So that is what I am majoring in. And now I am here a second semester freshman up at 2:54 am now with my mind constantly stressing about being a successful student. I also have a girlfriend who I really click with we have been dating for 2.5 years now and she goes to school 9 hours away from me this has really made me fall into a depression that only started taking shape this semester. She was always someone that I could be with in times of stress and she would calm me down and make me feel better and now that shes away its so much harder because I don't have that aid. I also am constantly stressed about my courses I am taking 16 credit hours this semster same as last, and I am in Calculus. Calc. is already freaking me out I feel like I am not smart enough ever for anything I have constantly been beating myself up never ignoring people when they tell me I am smart. I am still not sure why I do I guess because I compare myself to other students that are actually very academically smart. I I hate being at this college and I wanna leave, but I feel scared that my parents might get annoyed I wanna transfer to be closer to my girlfriend, they just don't get what she does for my mental health. I joined a fraternity last semester and I can't decide if I wanna drop it or not. I like some of the guys but about 90% of them are total douchebags or still seem to be stuck in highschool to were all they care about is there self image and ""banging chicks, drinking beer, and having fun"" The only reason I am considering staying is because I like to have fun every now and then, but feel this semseter and semesters to come I wont have the time as I will be invested in my school homework. Back to the topic of adderal I am sick of it I totally think it is worsening my anxiety, stress, and depression, I am sick of not ever being hungry and not being able to sleep I am at my breaking point with this medication, but I know especially in the college level I can't just not take it anymore, no matter how bad I want to. I just feel lost right now like I am the only one feeling this way about the drug, and honestly I just don't know what to do.

tl;dr: hate the way adderal medication has been making me feel like a introverted zombie and a lack luster appetite. Also been having really bad anxiety/ possible depression and believe the adderal might be to blame.",4.8317790376953695,5.901836545816733,6.1512583001328025,76.75295548574931,69.33200531208499,9.085800388190826,30.815430585350903,9.367010060515213,2.834830033711309,3041,123,558,62,52,1027,316,753,0.165,0.713,0.121,-0.9914,4,1,3,0,0,1,62.0,1,0,5,8,40,45,5,7,34,0,81,14,1,9,10,117,126,50,0,11,24,1,11,6,2,8,11,0,3,6,37,32,2,3,22,4,3,5,18,24,0,3,21,12,101,21,84,85,16,93,0,7,1,0,23,35,0,11,48,433,138,27,0.054851041400438345,0.0,0.05352670404898202,0.0,0.19776087777163387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052948814293261,0.13159307397238534,0.04564046047047732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057516099458761974,0.08392179307486579,0.0,0.054397494154737984,0.0,0.0,0.045137733460945115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306871796316366,0.042177065084210964,0.13739498531950833,0.10031005718624206,0.12115733159865012,0.0,0.06179834041145035,0.0,0.04851128869608831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055924292338025164,0.0,0.0,0.04724931532335189,0.0,0.17782346869326554,0.0,0.043794093288389714,0.0,0.0,0.07074876797969007,0.0,0.18897248633671695,0.05567265241609403,0.0,0.05730766381440456,0.0,0.0,0.048000515964168766,0.0,0.0,0.053733138562875225,0.06360979397139525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667578837424831,0.0,0.0,0.09923181445616104,0.046214368085886505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773433462145112,0.07837118987245889,0.05266560153636515,0.0,0.0,0.04665626779454537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731481047696554,0.0,0.031173110870614223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042460606366981,0.05431115465487829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166161901470271,0.0,0.05830409205833487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057953136770709165,0.0,0.0,0.16205168063561629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028939575004511,0.08942183922466207,0.0,0.058079332977910014,0.0,0.0,0.07748582535827908,0.16078468917080715,0.0,0.0,0.048541445577775684,0.0,0.0,0.0598763911597469,0.0,0.0,0.15570414484737627,0.07322699212021876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092714171374671,0.16576996076614114,0.11055389725804153,0.11637657377533715,0.055383915540201056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032182667103472,0.0,0.04230450458745998,0.0,0.0,0.05147398664286459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716848520904602,0.12515006600286452,0.05836537533603105,0.0,0.06090559029207685,0.0,0.0,0.03802680571686768,0.09578762729513644,0.05730766381440456,0.0,0.051851963546804096,0.06183630765858085,0.10506427086668853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405559266492287,0.11279201197539104,0.054158786103992655,0.0,0.06213553733520906,0.04684248965497589,0.0,0.0,0.05491546128337746,0.2220487290183385,0.0,0.04993432802991618,0.1144431974965728,0.0,0.0,0.09074669652292912,0.0,0.05489065416655102,0.0,0.04647510938023425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882384941999099,0.058463911969582914,0.13141233754910614,0.0,0.2513267304075122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169645738450207,0.0,0.2474469410208097,0.0,0.04794222784149702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035146332541421334,0.0,0.0,0.0639681666819719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060941525227437926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628926810563105,0.06470513071891511,0.13061461067353675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949453333016888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896460605761135,0.0,0.0,0.03532227229984905
adhd,JuventusX,2018/01/18,"Experiences with using an ""Alexa"" or ""Amazon Echo"" for efficient and easy organization? So far in my life the ONLY way I have been able to stay remotely organized is setting reminders in my phone. I have tried journaling, different planners, calendars on my wall, basically everything. The only thing that SOMEWHAT works is the voice function in my phone where I will physically talk to it and it will help me remember stuff.

From researching I've found that Alexa and Echo are pretty much the best AI assistance right now and they are ""always listening"" so I don't have to unlock my phone or whatever. Plus they can sync with it. 

Any thoughts or experiences with it?
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adhd,RatherSaneClownPosse,2018/01/18,"Struggles With Facial Recognition I’ve known for a long time that I’m bad with faces (and names), but I never knew why. I’m often unsure if I’ve met someone before and I avoid interactions with people simply because I don’t remember their name and don’t want to ask for it “again,” not knowing if I should know it or not. This is, of course, for people that I see only maybe 2-3 time a month or less.

I’ve been thinking about it recently and I am pretty sure a big part of the problem is that my brain doesn’t register facial characteristics, at least not without high repetition. So, for instance, when I’ve talked with someone ten times or more, there’s a good chance I’ll recognize them. But I really need to get to know someone for a long time before I’ll recognize them anywhere (especially outside of the normal context, like bumping into them at the store or something), and I need to have regular interactions before their name will come to me.

To put it another way, if I ever got questioned by the police to describe a criminal, I’d be useless other than vague general descriptions (uh, he was a tall white guy).

Does anybody else struggle with this too? I don’t understand why some people can be so great at this and yet I can suck so badly at it. I envy those people so much. Is there anything I can do to get better?",6.067272727272727,5.859327242424246,6.917939393939395,76.81190909090911,66.34848484848484,9.76727272727273,31.9939393939394,9.3871,2.7518866666666675,1048,38,202,18,15,350,151,264,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.109,-0.7447,0,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,5,1,13,13,1,3,11,0,19,4,4,0,3,51,38,20,0,9,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,13,0,1,9,0,1,2,9,8,1,1,5,2,20,5,30,29,6,25,0,1,2,0,16,8,1,10,15,131,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936057617334107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367230955777812,0.0,0.10641559149482888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008642525469396,0.06938965109711077,0.0,0.2905825852576845,0.0,0.0,0.10067329711445323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270718152850348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805438049279963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961331342033544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950902759221038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296566230734804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894285019625543,0.0,0.0,0.09547512030608077,0.09104017036078317,0.12549786766838367,0.0,0.11270949826654406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026754006439327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767380998325947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561153984094186,0.0,0.0,0.20147176067126504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435743529757544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085794094938568,0.0,0.08367807464529152,0.1688068584637071,0.08779263701474349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152913456897344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865727690554065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232666901018496,0.0,0.3156612832308866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580593186914505,0.0,0.10891984215925672,0.0,0.1144304904990886,0.12751554027706352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292234933915548,0.0,0.11239329466102234,0.0,0.1289470879799181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070769346187042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893431170860841,0.08763181898838955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379994552189501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728333453764356,0.0,0.0,0.09149216259537572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293760428819934,0.0,0.0,0.2655005225932209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850094133127465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713982481999223,0.09035287703997788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542756102420695,0.0,0.0,0.10972796250043858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Altenland,2018/01/18,"How do you people not eat!? I get it, amphetamines are stimulants and suppress appetite. However, when I take my prescription Vyvanse and Adderall, I feel like my appetite is normal? When I'm not on medication, I can eat a whole large pizza by myself, and feel hungry an hour or two later.

I'm not incredibly fat, by American standards, but I'm decently sized at 6'6"", broad shoulders, etc.

Am I the only person who feels like they have a ""normal"" appetite while medicated?",5.905172413793102,7.232541298850582,7.154655172413797,69.59336206896555,67.04597701149424,9.937931034482759,34.04022988505747,10.125756701596842,3.7927333333333326,371,17,61,9,6,126,64,87,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.7033,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,7,2,2,0,17,14,9,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,10,2,4,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138037996499325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255073434819552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067164026785392,0.2889045865520227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564157346023807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991270596175448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757019649857926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073920706135838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39622770912533306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378282135887272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018057657928296,0.1765539409669319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202983882538146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752080252658574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257499743097643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AmrSurvivor,2018/01/18,"Nausea on my first day with Ritalin. Hi all,

Today is my first day on Ritalin, 
I took 10mg at 9:00 am and 10 mg at 1:00 pm, after the second pill I feel nausea, I am not sure if it is due to the pills or not, anybody else experienced that ?! 
Is it normal ?!

Note that: commonly I can have nausea due to skipping meals or stress, for this I am not sure of the reason.",2.9757692307692314,3.032819397435901,5.168358974358976,85.7933076923077,72.97435897435899,8.291282051282051,23.29230769230769,8.238735603445708,1.0402430769230762,275,6,64,4,5,97,50,78,0.097,0.903,0.0,-0.7696,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,8,5,0,1,3,14,10,4,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,2,7,2,10,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,9,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384174324643793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191787631479584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266354428099467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463482490587879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570695850100861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697628819922425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005470951755438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945664179082155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486986856762347,0.0,0.2915057758158164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheOnlyUsernameLeft3,2018/01/18,"I'm an adult with ADHD trying meds for the first time at 29. I have many questions within. All of my life I have said no to meds for various reasons. I'm glad I did, but I'm at a point now where I think I will benefit. I have questions.

What is the biggest benefit from meds?

What is the worst thing about taking meds?

Is it likely I will feel/act different? 

Will my personality change?

I'm an artist and musician. Will it change my art styles? Will it hinder my musical gifts?

Should I tell my boss at work that I might be acting different?

Also if you want, include any extra info

TL;DR: First time meds at 29. Lots of questions



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adhd,BrokuSSJ,2018/01/18,"Going to work with Strattera side effects? Hi,
So I need a bit of help here.
I've been taking Strattera since July and as of November I've been on 60mg. After a month on 60mg without any problems it was agreed that I'd stay on this dose until my next check up in late March.

The problem I've been having for the last two weeks is that I get dizziness and nausea throughout the day, in the last 14 days yesterday was the only day where I didn't feel these effects at all. Today, whether I'm sat down or standing up, I'm just overcome with the feeling of dizziness and nausea; and unless I'm sitting down I feel as though I'm about to fall over or vomit. On top of this I work as a waiter in a restaurant who are aware of my diagnosis of ADHD and know I'm medicated for it. I've just messaged my manager explaining how I'm feeling and it's possibly my medication, but I've never had to take time off because of my diagnosis or medication so worried it'll sound silly.

TL;DR How do you make employers aware of any problems with medication your taking? How do you deal with Strattera's side effects? If what I'm suffering from is side effects, is it normal for them to appear after being on the current dose for almost 3 months?",4.1862885154061615,4.9293194682539685,5.690382819794586,80.66768907563028,70.58730158730158,7.992903828197948,29.902894491129786,8.124751697461798,2.066073482726424,974,38,192,13,17,331,136,252,0.042,0.899,0.059,-0.585,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,7,11,5,0,0,11,0,16,7,0,8,2,43,38,23,0,6,10,0,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,10,0,1,3,3,4,0,1,8,5,14,1,45,28,2,45,0,1,0,0,10,20,0,6,19,122,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640751760448528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219880917119188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568757318860464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426214238571804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299911452117005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356971826070412,0.12559411693305994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638938480204606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636474657054821,0.0,0.06923479249287592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165535853019278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669507098858402,0.19860393493441564,0.1374215989886808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131776814581533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908952412152946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447584015701688,0.0,0.0,0.0903301772001527,0.09395737271084227,0.0,0.12956009423583678,0.0,0.1193606300156462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926518465026001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733707704171533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497043449205691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007732069034788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984706051109884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27478710234727216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969043433550446,0.0,0.07103594448366263,0.0,0.115473916547591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900332504666802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771902590822516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743298094262347,0.0,0.17737712366180922,0.12371712379215614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MysteriousandLovely,2018/01/18,"i'm finally figuring out what's wrong with me after 19 years for such a long time, since middle school i started becoming aware, i knew there was something wrong with me but i just didn't know what. i rarely went to the doctor before i was 18, and when i did, they were just concerned with the physical side of me and thought my behaviors were just 'normal kid things'

i've always been a messy person. my room was never clean when growing up. there were many points in my life where my parents forced me to clean, but didn't help even when i asked. instead, they would throw away the things i loved. my dad would hurl clothes at me from the dresser drawers because they weren't folded. this was all before age 8.

in elementary school my desk was always messy. my locker in middle school was awful. my backpack in high school was the same way. there was no paper that i touched that wouldn't be bent or crumbled in some way; including my dad's copy of my birth certificate. even when i began to work, my register drawers were notoriously messy, with pennies flung every which way, and a space where a mix of coins from people handing me exact change were kept.

in elementary school, i was never in any special education classes. in first grade, i would have reading class with the second graders that needed extra help. i'm not sure if that meant i was above or below average.. once i moved in second grade, my grades were just average. math was my strength and weakness. i understood it, but didn't learn long division until 11th grade (and i still don't really get it..). english was just my weakness since unless i really enjoyed a book, i just couldn't focus.

once i moved onto middle school, i would start forgetting more. i would always forget my homework. in 6th grade i would have lunch detention almost every day since i wouldn't have my homework done. i had an f for most of the 6 weeks of one class since i just refused to do a project.

7th and 8th grade were a bit easier since i would typically stay after school and do my homework then since it was easier to take the after school bus home than rely on my mom to pick me up. i would forget to remind her that i was staying after school so there were many times i would be in the office using their phone to call my mom to tell her. other than that, i was doing pretty well in my classes. i was worried about high school but that was mostly since i always forgot how to get there. the summer before starting high school, i did as much fun stuff as i could since i knew i would have to focus on keeping my grades up. i did my summer homework the first week of vacation and it was easy!

then high school hit. i knew i had to focus, but i couldn't..

i fell asleep in most of my classes since school started at 7:30 in the morning. i was still at the top of my class in math, but that quickly dropped when i was a sophomore. i rarely paid any attention in class. my teachers never met my mom other than the times they would e-mail her about how my missed assignments were getting to be a little too much.

11th grade/junior year was a turning point for the worse. my depression was developing and i was going to school just because my mother forced me to every single day. i never missed a single day of class, however someone that missed 3/4 of the year could have told you more about what was going on than i could. ever since middle school i would write during class because i couldn't focus on what was being taught. i was too composed in my daydreams that i would just write stories. my teachers didn't think anything of it since it looked like i was taking notes.

i loved writing and daydreaming. i still love daydreaming all the time. the ironic part is that, when i was in my cringy anime middle school phase, i developed a character. i decided that said character had adhd. as i was researching more, i learned that it was me.. i tried forcing myself not to act that way, but i ended up just forgetting the symptoms of adhd all together and put it aside until just a week ago.

as i got older, i was just on my phone or sleeping during class. my teachers thought i was lazy. my pre-calculus teachers HATED me because i couldn't focus on what they were saying for more than 30 seconds a class and had a 4% homework completion grade.

i was fully aware of what i had to do. i knew the steps but there was something in my way of just completing it. all my teachers thought i was a fat lazy kid, and in high school thought if i needed help, i'd ask. i never did though because i didn't know where to start. i did the bare minimum in my classes from cramming for finals and barely passed onto the next class.

**all my peers around me were so much better.** they could balance school work, sports, a part time job, all while hanging out and going to parties. i couldn't do any of that. i started developing suicidal thoughts because i knew there was something wrong with me, and that it was that i just wasn't good at anything. my dad always had high expectations of me because he thought i was normal. i thought i was normal.

that brings me to today. i discussed with my therapist yesterday all about these symptoms of adhd, more of which i dont know how to fit here. i'm getting closer to the solution of what's wrong and it makes me hopeful. there's so much i want to do, but i end up playing final fantasy 14 instead. it's the only thing i can focus on. i crashed my car due to zoning out, and that caused a major suicide attempt which landed me in the hospital before christmas. i'm hoping i can at least push through and be successful in the new job that i'll be at next week and be successful before being ""properly"" diagnosed and treated by my psychiatrist (i can't pay for the appointment until i get paid)

**tl;dr life was a struggle, everyone thought i was lazy including myself, i'm just now learning that isn't the case**",3.9927884012539177,5.463910049999999,4.575564263322885,85.73631661442008,71.77586206896551,7.2727272727272725,26.285266457680247,7.7669595915474945,1.4279396551724142,4638,152,911,58,88,1477,406,1160,0.115,0.8109999999999999,0.075,-0.992,4,0,3,0,0,1,130.0,0,1,7,10,60,30,1,1,48,1,122,16,4,7,15,161,194,59,2,35,32,8,2,1,0,15,9,2,10,3,51,32,2,4,25,5,4,17,26,12,1,6,98,5,162,18,131,63,29,169,0,4,1,3,44,74,0,12,71,647,213,66,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578814516000108,0.0,0.028468053513892564,0.0,0.032158582888001615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361146859965362,0.0,0.0,0.06551800443539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285589842703469,0.028589202683567426,0.06004647180855641,0.0,0.030173146001999083,0.0,0.0,0.13703925190452415,0.035468548826281296,0.1366377079448055,0.0,0.0,0.028403151324640205,0.035061316136171465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327930560368404,0.0,0.0,0.032991002152488014,0.03397346388045474,0.0,0.06734403640215304,0.0,0.0,0.10256501463716786,0.0,0.0,0.062134650005320265,0.0,0.027660644923498377,0.03259609904665182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287111381353569,0.0,0.03286484556468385,0.03763859862647746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056888802897543535,0.0,0.0,0.042423374387565466,0.029049900734179318,0.08117494249674931,0.030687305888597718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105541400287332,0.0,0.05463408909680297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389393885817309,0.0,0.054755167866066455,0.02693657968417248,0.02568533870941545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031706962407541436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457812181562625,0.20358787709163684,0.032214012972317754,0.06379498060368677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373846203990365,0.028545331435914374,0.0,0.0,0.052948773680930816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536761818375088,0.01568979090555445,0.032187716348106486,0.0,0.05684161609887405,0.02696855304970045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695525760849929,0.0,0.021437044800734387,0.06511923871499467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128382728709684,0.0,0.06826642997326322,0.09443302583018463,0.04762580428979957,0.12384552934051934,0.03101691475796295,0.06830943858519876,0.0,0.094397788998626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840295881493745,0.02176198856546377,0.024424942169901574,0.0,0.0,0.03565996171365135,0.06955493765680425,0.0,0.022264531538944213,0.028041622333889658,0.0,0.0,0.060718204223602086,0.0,0.0,0.03267255073041683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0322844948060393,0.0,0.0,0.03212374011172242,0.0,0.0411474458986593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030548766178735,0.02553917622556729,0.0,0.5850386002046576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222490734777895,0.0,0.03213824242782394,0.0,0.027210977074341048,0.07417120190523796,0.0,0.0,0.1363871832376162,0.06846073907067353,0.0769413596228156,0.0,0.0,0.03357362247747061,0.03676404801692292,0.07025730295248045,0.0,0.030268053921194325,0.06675966575930578,0.04829304064780905,0.0,0.028069968636644762,0.0,0.0,0.03728804753153851,0.0640074352604301,0.02057802685750155,0.03155287290311108,0.20396609501491372,0.09363271761394996,0.0,0.030441311644315693,0.030687305888597718,0.0,0.021804010403304038,0.03493195159516451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027737091340730203,0.0,0.0,0.01894228816310712,0.12745715660159235,0.10304302166888957,0.0,0.028875286204002388,0.029770972469591712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676027679147862,0.03261439148938244,0.03272797892584378,0.2965769249752249,0.14045105972041302,0.0,0.062043116492821036
adhd,kittykate1994,2018/01/18,"Trying to figure out Anxiety/ADHD Meds 23F So my ADHD is relatively under control with 5mg of Evekeo. I don’t get sharp focus or anything but just kinda feel “normal”. What I’m having a harder time with is my anxiety medication. I’m on Zoloft (150mg) and it honestly feels like it works like maybe 10%? Anyone tried anything for anxiety that seemed to play well with their ADHD and medication. 

A little history. I started on lexapro and kept having up my dose but when it was working I loved it. I then switched to paxil which was an unmotivated manic train wreck. After that mess I got on Zoloft and have been on it for about two years. I really liked it at first but I think I just liked not being on Paxil. I have increased it to my max dose and barely feel it. I have gained a lot of weight and while I don’t have panic attacks hardly ever any more I just all the time am at like a 7-8/10 on the anxiety scale. I have an apt with my psyc this month and just wanted to see if anyone has advice who has felt with this diagnose combo before. ",2.263432171979243,4.140791295774655,4.127645169261181,85.43659747961456,77.35680751173709,6.737731653076353,20.600197677291824,7.669130373188453,0.7589305164319247,818,20,166,12,19,277,126,213,0.106,0.726,0.168,0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,9,12,1,1,8,0,18,9,0,1,2,38,33,16,0,3,10,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,15,13,1,2,7,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,6,8,19,9,27,26,4,24,0,0,1,1,3,12,0,5,16,115,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445326828712408,0.12069844392287855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399514215800516,0.0,0.2834682955825465,0.0,0.0,0.17273057290983093,0.0,0.20328635192083327,0.0,0.0,0.14051732587167656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051030519186734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853374067312005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536617973094116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172732882529413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736026188680985,0.08823988303849993,0.1185947674721784,0.0,0.0,0.10506267979096703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453203251209681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878705990204784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106461100433783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017184884288579,0.12379552004213705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500891949815204,0.111478047708464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408846299624784,0.0,0.1371984747823873,0.2488588297664965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858932402668312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101949341512586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491945890887953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912753747952496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842629151597404,0.11244436309150163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742528823409462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914409051934275,0.0,0.0,0.14404639141986708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771856553532594,0.0,0.12065722265352902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728529600726959,0.0,0.0,0.15040926025308715,0.11105575286332196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984229512001096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954027957123158
adhd,throwawayjah,2018/01/18,"Switching from Concerta XL to Elvanse UK NHS Issue Has anybody experienced anything similar to the issue I am having?

I am currently on the NHS waiting list, but have gone down the private route in the meantime, and currently I am doing a shared care agreement with my GP and the private entity. I've been prescribed Concerta XL 18mg up to 72mg, and I have tried Medikinet tablets but don't seem to work for me. My private doctor has reviewed my situation and agreed to change me to Elvanse and see if that feels better. However when I have gone back to my GP, she won't prescribe it, claiming the Pharmacist Technician has said that they cannot prescribe that drug outside of Primary care treatment. 

I have an appointment tomorrow with the PT to discuss but I was hoping to bring any NICE guidelines / other documents that would support my case to be prescribed? 

My private doctor has said I can get the tablets via private prescription until the NHS see me, but that will be expensive, and I don't the the UK do discount vouchers?",8.421030927835051,7.8301420309278384,8.155381443298968,71.14606185567011,61.680412371134025,11.265154639175258,42.595876288659795,10.577609850970193,4.696154226804124,830,45,141,17,10,266,110,194,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.173,0.9892,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,2,8,0,0,13,0,25,3,0,0,0,18,40,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,6,6,20,8,20,29,0,13,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,3,6,98,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236767960472946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966225450524645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984562725948965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608478822157375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708540518615609,0.0,0.1923927262241285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723001706780976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090968563165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195816290245726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501876916289426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806364267262702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796468632651808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34599712461416576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985124779272803,0.16556622446778255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044277801242642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063821843698076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234767528819547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240241210851472,0.0,0.0,0.12919414293445994,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lookingfortheanswer1,2018/01/18,I heard that ADHD meds work in a way that whatever you are doing at the time they hit you end up doing until they wear off. Are there any tricks to this? Like how best to utilize the focus so you don't direct it in the wrong thing? Is it as simple as have a word processing program in front of you so you do your school work or is there more to it?,2.902894736842107,3.141608763157897,4.156421052631578,92.33594736842107,73.21052631578948,7.132631578947367,20.46315789473684,6.742157984588678,0.06157157894736809,270,4,65,2,5,89,53,76,0.058,0.852,0.091,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,2,3,5,4,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,0,3,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,13,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,51,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620921786098976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204887615492945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161853962342045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668536215587876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719513547113586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346654059416129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30492168984752643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016377020855364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756846937818249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915007594008705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386855961574891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329413452465003,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mr_Jake_E_Boy,2018/01/18,"Do cigarettes help with symptoms? Hi all, firstly I want to say and make absolutely clear IF YOU DO NOT SMOKE DO NOT START UNDER ANY MEANS.

Now that the obvious is out of the way. I was a pack a day smoker before I was diagnosed, I continued smoking after I was prescribed Ritalin for my ADHD (inattentive type) and felt almost super human, I could focus 90% of the time, the other 10% was when I needed a smoke. 
Now I keep trying to quit but every time I see after a while I lose my concentration despite the continuance of my medication. So far we have upped the dosage of my medication, tried different medication all together, tried taking my medication in different doses as different times of day & quick release vs long release. The only thing that seems to have me functioning at optimal is smoking. Does anyone else feel the same, or did feel the same until they discovered X?",7.738788487282464,7.495881138554218,8.663574297188756,65.80063587684072,62.91566265060241,12.197054886211513,35.311914323962505,11.645159339076185,4.3837906291834,703,28,119,20,9,240,110,166,0.022,0.91,0.068,0.6497,3,0,4,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,4,5,2,0,0,13,0,13,8,0,1,4,28,25,10,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,5,19,1,19,18,4,25,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,4,18,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436017572469288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286143196815931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391649165961699,0.0,0.08734374891145415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898083829728362,0.13160217608174085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929316077998004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254905841648326,0.0,0.0,0.16566662295453655,0.0,0.0,0.13036411205554424,0.0,0.40257805491136217,0.0,0.0,0.11239889551351584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729531646658427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821641862321324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988646128638973,0.0,0.12332274612758687,0.0,0.0,0.1092511791499142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860907670440361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416356235291387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366554629629814,0.0,0.14369174406815252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573483920707732,0.0,0.0,0.13990904496529194,0.0,0.5175600060449831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523679011842663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768456935383817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136611976025923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214081220305203,0.0,0.0,0.10235022016255373,0.11692714559488936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091064349490492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334985596801157,0.09657105522816553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532997001406323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468356241561813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616074197782157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575736511137382,0.10194986229309408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shessorad,2018/01/18,"What helps with fatigue? I still feel fatigued even when my heart is racing and my hands are jittery from some ADHD meds. 


Can I ever function like a normal person and get shit done during the day? I am constantly laying in bed.",3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,75.36363636363637,5.3090909090909095,22.363636363636363,5.985473137389443,0.4996545454545456,180,5,32,1,4,57,40,44,0.173,0.722,0.105,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,5,5,3,0,1,7,7,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,3,6,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385942192906538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044585927823414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816976451291936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28831570047274946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608523321515716,0.2548480704817004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424551531805998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719643029939716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33386078128909275,0.18884298309817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376429122815329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129473060794049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27604333435505346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460026769234406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919991716590626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499625982132315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,T-Rex_Turds,2018/01/18,"Impulsive spending My ADHD has caused me to be an impulsive spender. I’ve racked up a bit of debt because of it, but yet I can’t seem to stop spending money on things I don’t need. Has anyone had the same problem and overcome it? I’m not entirely sure what I can do.... I have tried to create a budget, but every time I start I get distracted by something else and never finish it. Any good apps that could help? I want to get my finances in order in 2018 and stop being so impulsive when it comes to buying things. ",2.3213417190775694,3.986126018867928,3.920314465408804,87.93338574423481,76.54716981132076,6.5979035639413,24.041928721174003,7.3871296695380915,1.037168972746331,402,13,83,5,9,134,75,106,0.153,0.7440000000000001,0.103,-0.6837,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,18,19,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,8,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,12,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646128268849478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972952836883632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395454160918412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421930614453192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403788565127857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261848740026185,0.0,0.18966503947046767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579531841407714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393161881582487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551062353236605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300692764956002,0.0,0.0,0.18467601722933927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758159693239895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632602200559297,0.16981591113964056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106819303577112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004430377860864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695048433712992,0.0,0.0,0.15584409810482125,0.0,0.0,0.3681596405729653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075164595129918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925547924187429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838836685315347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948734576258335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298675027115102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,imnotclever18,2018/01/18,"How do you guys use ADHD as a positive instead of a negative? How do you guys play ADHD to your benefit and not your weakness? I've heard some tremendous stories about people having ADHD and its like they are mfing bradley cooper in ""limitless"". Of course: not how that shit works. ADHD is a pretty tough gig day in and day out for me. But I really do think that there is an advantage to how we think because it is so different from how people without it. Furthermore, I think that we are doing ourselves a serious disservice by not tapping into that. TL;DR Do you guys have any tools, morning rituals, planning tricks, mechanisms that turn your ADHD into more of a tool than an obstacle. ",5.537991452991452,6.800990423076925,6.472564102564102,74.38465811965816,67.84615384615385,9.777777777777779,32.136752136752136,9.994966539143718,3.4556495726495733,545,23,92,13,9,181,84,130,0.07400000000000001,0.769,0.157,0.9155,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,6,1,3,9,9,2,0,7,0,12,2,1,6,0,23,18,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,12,4,17,17,2,7,1,0,0,0,13,5,1,1,3,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7740537075645821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759869877070331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852450145441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615019141514115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458438336412126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826416628686383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293256086575366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860836956419393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105128677995728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252226428877872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322268694241815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761858245957286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011386022639705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125490451383344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417317877700818,0.0,0.0937789414464866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cuy_Hart,2018/01/18,"pour-over filter coffee brewing for the ADHD brain I just made coffee - I put my filter holder on the cup and poured in some water. Then I noticed I forgot to insert the paper filter, put it in, poured some water and then noticed I also forgot the coffee grounds.  
Work is going to be hard today...",4.578793103448277,5.576721189655178,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,69.86206896551724,5.8000000000000025,21.396551724137925,3.1291,0.3014689655172411,231,4,38,0,4,78,37,58,0.027000000000000003,0.973,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,6,2,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300390970137862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988468699878628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790265316182303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205217617590024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239058385546465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365084522895376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691387865124257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025369757048529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369230923719091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196636050129314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Brandomonium45,2018/01/18,"ADHD and driving. Also manual vs automatic. I was diagnosed a few years ago (I'm 26 now). Currently not on any meds but I want to do that soon. I typically don't have too much problems driving, however I do have some days where I have to try really hard to pay attention to the road. Some days I drive kinda fast which is probably due to adrenaline helping me to focus(?). Do you guys have similar experiences?

Also, a more specific question; I'm going to buy a new car and I was thinking that maybe having a manual transmission would help me to focus more on driving by giving me something extra to concentrate on. I already know how to drive stick so that's not a problem, I just don't ever get to try it so I'm not sure if it would really make a difference. Any thoughts on that?",2.5671428571428585,4.518474617834401,5.09312556869882,78.52128980891723,76.70700636942675,9.071701546860783,27.13785259326661,9.606745405546679,2.8260795268425842,613,25,118,18,14,217,94,157,0.069,0.835,0.097,0.6484,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,7,0,15,1,0,2,2,26,26,9,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,2,7,5,2,0,0,3,1,13,1,16,21,7,24,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,11,83,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953591926974768,0.0,0.14409495750512713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793831834370672,0.2599899129241425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210855772145014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966870221137104,0.0,0.0,0.1649896261670325,0.0,0.1698350917175136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704005701608536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900971482429735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849281356648205,0.15593730629710614,0.09238359743605952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095473655962986,0.0,0.0,0.1456171064004096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791401401908314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933582679240798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850654253863527,0.0,0.16330807212385398,0.0,0.1805616563702813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194964281404117,0.0,0.0,0.15699636829078392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752614893112844,0.3110858405100977,0.0,0.0,0.18209849665035646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827344115109167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514257055923894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320590645261264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415850539707687,0.0,0.12905029570830165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207279785372194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587898963941416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094842829268686,0.0,0.0,0.1046799146296378
adhd,KingSpammerNerd,2018/01/18,"An analogy to explain your difficulties with concentration. One of my problems is explaining what having trouble concentrating feels like. So, here's one thing I came up with:


""Imagine a task to be like a large, thin magnet on the ceiling, and your concentration is like a sheet of metal. For NT people, this sheet is like iron, it sticks till you remove or shift it yourself. For people with ADHD, it is like copper. It may stick, but it will fall with the slightest shake. Even then, it won't stick for very long, or it might not stick at all in the first place.""

Thought about this while studying Magnetics. Tell me what you think.",4.347796610169489,6.506763779661018,4.212,85.88172881355933,72.22033898305084,7.092881355932204,25.359322033898305,7.908726449838941,1.371858305084746,498,16,95,7,10,152,83,118,0.062,0.865,0.073,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,1,4,8,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,20,16,8,0,1,4,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,2,2,7,5,17,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,10,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607255870107183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481271479732868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329004720071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969384980501024,0.154985465637604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845332041230494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299415503556125,0.0,0.0,0.1919893919650128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301442341915754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940149305653336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080452780317224,0.0,0.2266612252623208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758695113804465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961938737463727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441285384463622,0.13900951926979727,0.0,0.1722300017617154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900224632658604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,burl53,2018/01/18,"Diagnosis becomes official tomorrow So I made the realization about 2 months ago that I might have ADHD. Since then I’ve done a ton of research and have taken steps to be more organized and put myself on a different path then the one I was going on. 

I was evaluated in mid December and it felt like every single question the psychologist asked sparked some story from my childhood or recent events that could be explained by ADHD. 

I’ve been patiently awaiting for the results of the evaluation and today the psychologist emailed me that I should expect the results tomorrow. Finally time to get the ball rolling on medication and accommodations from my school!

Sorry this post is kinda pointless. I just can’t contain my excitement and needed to talk about it",8.447828467153283,9.081016291970805,8.659552919708034,63.47940237226278,61.26277372262774,11.813503649635036,39.0228102189781,11.45678717892309,4.93815401459854,620,30,96,17,8,204,96,137,0.01,0.944,0.046,0.69,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,3,0,22,21,10,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,1,11,2,15,9,4,21,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,13,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448003035265554,0.0,0.1652212456383471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424712342127824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585031622210986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881522782193798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473523496248704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073909353370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703948178717916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896120007332994,0.20417836216982324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737975989746132,0.0,0.10592829415556926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105950274948957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636433019781422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187765766454682,0.0,0.197727650455829,0.0,0.0,0.14877269982735694,0.0,0.0,0.1382039468460463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630097300466106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850767342084814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873708873019892,0.20879662249368952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403514007132046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863406977531946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418164075482926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864551221584987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981118766426985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086840322899556,0.0,0.1766735272674864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yoyodaman234,2018/01/18,"I never feel accomplished, no matter how much I know I am. How would you describe the 'feeling' of accomplishment or pride? When do you feel this way? I'm struggling (along with doctors) to figure out what's causing me problems. ADHD kinda fits but not quite; depression also kinda fits but again not quite. I've been seeing doctors for almost two years now and I'm getting impatient and starting to lose hope.

I've been talking to people about what enjoyment or satisfaction is and I was genuinely surprised (at first) to find out that it's actually a feeling. I'd always just assumed it was simply a mental conclusion you came to. Thinking about this it actually made a bit of sense: I've always had very minimal reactions to positive things like good marks and everything I've ""enjoyed"" is always excitement and never really actual pleasure.

Like I said, depression kinda fits here because I don't actually enjoy things - but it's not like I'm not enjoying stuff I used to enjoy, I've just never actually enjoyed anything; my mum even said that she couldn't motivate me with rewards when I was younger. It's also got nothing to do with drive, energy or mood - I am the most giggly  person I know and I usually have ideas constantly bubbling through my head.

I relate so much to ADHD - I have all the same problems with memory, focus and getting started; but people always seem to talk about ""reinforcing positive behaviour"" or ""working around it"" but there is literally nothing I've done in my life that I would describe as being able to reinforce anything, and I don't understand how I can work around this if I've really got nothing to work with.

I understand my achievements and I'm ""proud"" of my work in my thoughts, but it just holds no weight as if my thoughts mean nothing.

I was on an antidepressant for a while, and that just made me hyper, cocky and oblivious to any screw ups until after the fact. The only thing so far that's worked is a stimulant and that's only for the first week I was taking it. It's not like it made me enjoy things, it just sort of raised a threshold so I could do what I wanted and/or needed and just get on with my life. That's all I really want in the end: to be able to do what I want and be okay with it.

My doctor asked today what I would do if medication doesn't help me and I honestly have no idea: my psychologist agrees that my thoughts are all in the right place, and every technique someone gives me to help annoys me because I always already know it and have tried it to no avail - I can't really do anything else there.

**TL;DR:** I never *feel* accomplished, no matter how much I know I am. How would you describe the 'feeling' of accomplishment or pride? When do you feel this way? I just want to know if this is part of ADHD or not, and if medication is supposed to help.",4.955727045716478,6.085383848540148,5.946984248943528,78.11113522858244,69.0912408759124,9.053092585478296,29.74951978486362,9.345792617884785,2.6368934306569343,2231,84,415,45,38,739,223,548,0.099,0.732,0.168,0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,5,0,21,31,31,2,1,16,1,44,10,1,12,8,131,92,52,0,19,30,1,8,4,0,4,7,2,0,1,37,31,1,1,27,0,0,2,20,8,0,3,20,11,55,22,56,63,10,44,0,3,1,1,17,18,1,20,26,297,92,14,0.11944073789507922,0.0,0.2913923266300485,0.0,0.2153168341452288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980132291153949,0.0,0.06590291217465878,0.09551671494194483,0.2484606553168123,0.0,0.0,0.04061189878303912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474343254158418,0.10632757963357566,0.0558304833087326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072809965211992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651991754507642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830419238816597,0.0,0.061349269641863574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645365027825355,0.0,0.04768185511396145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287413253080403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337898455954335,0.0,0.06111467190256115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988870510530191,0.0,0.05289452094290236,0.0,0.0,0.03944474045363615,0.0,0.05031698655669437,0.0,0.0536728168184292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137489055331632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054583335292344964,0.10159623063722516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936042837232805,0.05728921967346187,0.0,0.050090612059482884,0.09552766921375183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061290327867034124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008791336255865,0.0,0.0,0.05931580145342567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348340547069604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410376475496358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436452545756162,0.11670542270165353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681181697353157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952657122882173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505298940994941,0.0,0.12032397762635735,0.060184085518437076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317040280704876,0.044281896860553366,0.18424012070522344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292132186896867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084006337498968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467133986271599,0.0,0.08280516866502366,0.05214552264297802,0.062395074717586964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142886553415938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703992700245054,0.0,0.0,0.15303359030095226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100086877464666,0.11361549339198335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758940202895625,0.054367180949644316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060087480932801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454076904024121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243269630623036,0.06836553447184475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044902285156931496,0.09600194078532544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587022379304559,0.038266401018774925,0.0,0.14223390634320532,0.0,0.0,0.05660792684281291,0.0,0.0,0.04054621036740523,0.0,0.05833812275274217,0.12434202045263867,0.0,0.05157922417385937,0.06577354916554135,0.04927555880471941,0.14089848362665755,0.09480649823238692,0.04790407769259256,0.07272332061703644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738569929985088,0.0,0.0,0.16969454655695854,0.0,0.0,0.03845795959300758
adhd,JackApollo,2018/01/18,"Use your phone so much that it gets in the way of doing homework? Here's a way that I just found that prevents phone usage and makes sure you won't use it. (This only works if you don't have YouTube Red, btw)

1. Connect to a bluetooth speaker.

2. Give it to someone who's in the house and is willing to help you.

3. Play white noise (white noise helps me a lot, which is why I choose this method instead of just putting the phone in another room) or whatever you want through it ON YOUTUBE.

This is so when you close the app or use your phone at all the sounds will stop, and the person will know you're using your phone. This makes it impossible for you to give in and use your phone, even if it's put away somewhere.",2.4171252796420566,3.836172496644295,2.715587248322148,97.70859340044744,75.71140939597316,5.772035794183445,23.154921700223714,5.985473137389443,0.08650290827740514,558,16,132,3,12,170,88,149,0.015,0.898,0.086,0.8126,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,10,0,1,8,2,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,7,2,27,23,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,15,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,13,2,15,18,3,15,0,0,3,0,22,9,0,5,2,81,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570139730570411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068433932046312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890092993723427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418064087839307,0.0,0.0,0.07823223577993124,0.28728580976435714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073324806956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727782346175228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229241594094906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273023989696171,0.0,0.0,0.19990335012296528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007509664447616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138829491590125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074596567609614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010572925860395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268730258261538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518817047051378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112685392955887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466303463489412,0.0,0.0,0.08831970306536799,0.2377110542861101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511579185486786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090114807122749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tchebagual,2018/01/18,"Losing track after break of routine Does that also happen to you? If I take a few days off work, or something unexpected happens, etc it is super hard to get back at it.",5.355882352941176,5.286424588235295,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,67.82352941176471,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.6579882352941182,132,4,25,1,2,45,32,34,0.108,0.7859999999999999,0.106,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433492550380846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398854646611686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624885409622064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662956973808982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33937585150812144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898461839046454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381844186001231,0.0,0.2725937630794185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404347793604872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342656372828367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879634520697936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153462045969596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,flowerytnt,2018/01/18,"How did you begin talking during your first doctor appointment? I'm 20, have been struggling with making an appointment to get meds prescription for the past year. My main doubt is: how do I begin talking about myself? A part of me think I'll forget everything I want to say and then I'll be seen just as a weird person, I don't even know where to begin, what to say about my experiences or feelings.

How did it go for you guys who are diagnosed?",4.6679026217228445,5.5257546853932595,5.442191011235956,82.46455992509364,69.56179775280899,8.629962546816481,26.069288389513112,8.841846274778883,1.7950209737827718,353,10,70,6,6,115,66,89,0.11,0.875,0.015,-0.7987,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,8,3,0,2,4,0,9,2,0,4,0,14,21,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,4,10,0,11,16,2,9,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,7,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259634044421176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455876632387784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513604682836426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595756479342534,0.2241660801495864,0.0,0.0,0.11587205670373064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492653352832234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972857939800548,0.0,0.13023901671820606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269081006525287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594238113756068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296855502412035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545492190748692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816196465171425,0.21876269034183932,0.0,0.2000969111563481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644803581879497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239571665079884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683862169275823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683885129221338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351666928018796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757391495763872
adhd,johncenaskategod,2018/01/18,"How to focus on listening to audiobooks? When i listen to audiobooks i get bored to death after a while and usually start browsing Reddit or fall asleep... It is a shame because I'm really interested in these books, anyone has ideas?",6.1101550387596895,7.568741255813954,7.288372093023257,68.33782945736439,66.67441860465118,11.314728682170546,30.6124031007752,11.20814326018867,4.051533333333333,186,7,30,6,3,63,36,43,0.204,0.732,0.064,-0.7556,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284431409277347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863404354459231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454122983750893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302631559473886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009183204321216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33247427806666296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173365116725256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throw1234trhow,2018/01/18,"Stimulants and Blood Pressure I am about to start taking stimulants and I have blood pressure that is already a little high (130/70).  Does anyone have experience taking stimulants with already (pre-stimulant) BP that is already slightly high.  If so how much did it raise you BP and was it an issue?  I am an adult.


THANKS!",3.420615763546796,6.479386431034487,3.917290640394089,81.73534482758622,81.24137931034483,6.762561576354681,27.25123152709359,7.957251820313856,2.2703714285714303,255,11,42,5,7,80,39,58,0.08,0.857,0.062,0.1343,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,8,2,2,4,0,9,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6774509351929747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308375514177374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179075221170902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016978542525085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324108012717688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135830949471594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509545680259303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042838361405014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448398893624492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077162456923184,0.0,0.0,0.1883980511340072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PulpFictionBriefcase,2018/01/18,"Tips on reading and note taking? Hey, so I'm in college, majoring in Political Science, which I am very passionate about, so readings aren't always awful, but I do have problems

With my adhd i never take notes because I get too invested to break away from the book, or I end up reading the same paragraph five hundred times and just not getting it

also I have a bad habit of paying too much attention in lectures yet taking no notes, because I'm too invested in the lecture itself.  Like i understand everything thats said, but I don't take notes, so I barely remember it come exam time.

any ideas on how to help other than abusing my meds lmao

tl;dr, I'm bad with reading and notetaking for college, what do?
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adhd,Bistromathematician,2018/01/18,"I've just spent 3-4 hours looking at fineliners I've begun to take my planner/journal more serious and that has led me to do a bit of /r/theXeffect too. The pens (rollerballs) I've used for my planner so far have become annoying to me so obviously I need some new ones. Combined with my fascination with fineliners due to a recent rekindled interest in drawing I'll of course need some fineliners for all this planning and journaling and X'ing I'll be doing. Cue 3-4 hours of picking just the right ones and it's now almost 02:00 AM and I need to get up in 4-5 hours.

What. The. Heck.

I've spent 3-4 hours looking at fineliners!",1.8179206730769235,4.070533171874999,3.7375000000000007,85.80365384615384,80.5625,7.375961538461539,27.03365384615385,8.384062270229773,2.083151923076924,498,22,101,11,13,168,77,128,0.036000000000000004,0.908,0.055,0.4937,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,2,20,16,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,7,1,17,13,5,17,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,3,9,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495502321199916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296250723514344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074700523373428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128303987396136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6882488674743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934385411967123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886539586040417,0.0,0.1687439107731536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367871263401041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251312846765776,0.0,0.0,0.14920837442842996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136633036569256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090041362367854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lucak_desu,2018/01/18,"How to not be an asshole? Hello there!

I have a serious question that seems counter intuitive but for us it might not be.

Basically people always see me as a very mean and arrogant person, pretty much an ""asshole"" the thing is I don't want to be any of that, and honestly I want the opposite and always try to be the best I can. now this problem isn't really so simple as it looks like, because most of the time I'm nice, and when I meet people they are fine with me, it's only my closest friends or people who know me for a while that notice this, and usually that ends in sad broken relationships where I have no idea what I did wrong or even if they forgive me I still don't know why I'm even saying sorry for, all I do is try to be myself, but apparently when I'm just stating an opinion or being truthful people get it as if I'm being mean.

My answer to this is that I keep giving myself is: I don't deal with things on a superficial way, I hate chitchat etc and hate coming up to people with the ""hey sweetie you are so beautiful today, how are you doing in this nice day"" basically I don't go around sugar coating everything  I say trying to cause a good impression on the outside, I hate being fake so I try to be honest with everything and I think people are just not used to honesty.

Now what does this have to do with adhd, well I'm pretty certain it's the core of the problem because I usually don't notice if I'm being mean, maybe Im actually distracted most of the time and spit nonsense to people and then later they come to me talking like I did something wrong when I have no idea why they are being cold. 

TL:DR : I am very mean/cold when talking to people and I think it has to do with adhd but not sure 

Do you also have this problem or noticed something similar?",3.7661621621621606,4.416357345945947,5.490108108108107,82.06164864864867,71.48648648648648,8.082162162162161,27.23243243243243,8.238735603445708,1.7303708108108102,1398,46,286,20,25,480,166,370,0.177,0.65,0.173,0.4078,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,4,1,21,28,3,1,17,0,42,2,1,4,4,66,70,35,0,8,16,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,22,19,1,1,13,0,0,3,12,12,1,0,2,6,39,16,36,56,6,30,0,1,2,0,23,8,0,13,19,210,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.07381084318057869,0.0,0.18180205433034086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048691594970186,0.12587215784454298,0.0,0.0,0.051435782935804336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733300424266424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221527873430872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937641018001808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770007832992254,0.0,0.13030923034342765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877963543009674,0.07797847010806719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619048602686205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699196982261578,0.0,0.08435529667973547,0.09991510708579296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595539426385425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843699178587072,0.0,0.03951723315682415,0.07255794375505642,0.04298627458578702,0.0634407630822018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402776229252114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707700299193593,0.08170098580757901,0.0,0.0,0.0672296791189436,0.0,0.0,0.08313628149206129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390487725755543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351606643293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598757598988479,0.3295636542867342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023894978629663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055601929505069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583398242785459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752537952721928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194976161218629,0.06604334847939787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539001294509208,0.0,0.21712330539800725,0.0,0.0,0.08473079849579325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845502653457534,0.0,0.0,0.08120587779477577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029922486356608,0.0,0.0,0.060272930499580636,0.06885712320659529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645818196577305,0.0,0.08466947712790253,0.0,0.0,0.060403840233678736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128701788750469,0.0,0.0,0.12158838014518512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049978092906152,0.09693032611211773,0.0,0.0,0.08820913604528095,0.0,0.07169507274426748,0.0,0.0,0.2054103489687904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098204976975507,0.06532612012989186,0.16660703385822187,0.1248169636322699,0.08922537528375085,0.0600371641084329,0.0,0.0,0.06800678528890082,0.0,0.13650133341242027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539446560846155,0.0,0.0
adhd,2ndCoolestUsername,2018/01/18,"Please Share Any Experiences, Research or Thoughts You Have About Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD) I am diagnosed with ADHD, identify with having it (fo'shure) and am prescribed stimulant meds ~ which changed my life btw. I was diagnosed as an adult and when I got properly treated my horrible emotional dysregulation, sensitivity, chronic irritability, OCD anxiety... alertness, physical coordination... all improved. 
  
However, there does seem to be one monster I can't control, and unfortunately it's the worst one. I have these extreme, acute attacks of agitation that last for around 2-4 hrs and seem to be brought on by (you guessed it...) the perception of Rejection!


 Had them on and off my whole life, regardless of medication or treatment. It was really, really bad when I was a kid, to the point where I spent my life in therapy, drugged to the max with anti-psychotics and institutionalized for self-harm. Diagnosed with Bipolar NOS... Grew up to OBVIOUSLY not have Bipolar NOS. Things so much better with stim meds, life is great for years, then suddenly.... these attacks of agitation started-up again out of the blue. So I went a'researching and found many things, the most logical and viable option of which was RSD.  

**Read this:** https://www.additudemag.com/rejection-sensitive-dysphoria-how-to-treat-it-alongside-adhd/

It **IS** intriguing, but seriously now, aren't the core symptoms/behaviors of RSD similar to that of many other disorders? In fact, it seems to me that the behavioral manifestations of RSD **are** the hallmarks of what makes a person look 'mentally-ill', at least in western societies. There must be a common brain structure/system implicated in all this. Now I'm thinking, Attachment Trauma = ADHD? Just maybe....  

**ANYWHO,**  would love to hear general personal experiences...or the behaviors you have observed in others.... but also if anyone out there is a professional that knows of any research.... I'm looking at infant-attachment and emotional dysregulation for my master's thesis topic, so I would really love the technical details. It's time-consuming to wade through hundreds of pubmed articles. 

Thanks!",5.868753007217323,9.570836741379312,6.147888265169746,65.39989174017643,76.70114942528734,9.90387596899225,33.38037957765303,9.763852164103024,4.690164982624967,1718,88,244,58,43,548,209,348,0.07400000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.096,0.8925,1,0,1,0,0,0,119.0,0,3,1,3,16,15,2,0,16,0,24,15,1,3,5,48,45,22,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,4,22,17,0,1,9,1,1,3,3,8,0,2,11,4,19,7,48,28,7,29,0,2,3,2,12,16,0,9,10,168,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452706345763055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658276444470971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024616602630207,0.0,0.07325951188181995,0.0,0.0,0.06696070242583661,0.0,0.0,0.08525062854185761,0.0,0.21789168379078835,0.0,0.0,0.07995928265051627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469583883802552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069047532634305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013060483571157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740792934199607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915965823702674,0.0,0.0,0.10975431102455402,0.0,0.0838040809369619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105631294341843,0.0,0.0,0.21544414445647125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367596917779378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500073315930984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659154728882207,0.10558060060825496,0.10549529469482888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793345053176764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262961553214214,0.07806077602904939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705649407868804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083597180363965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728622386615109,0.0,0.06392348760369575,0.19418016277213093,0.09620822191690054,0.0,0.2127453429562316,0.09647256860969916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039786048108285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978488585782452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723557881322385,0.0,0.10512056517039013,0.09052832167596928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579032566772844,0.0,0.1840474005822328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615409678643253,0.09990316554979127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816700279561464,0.10951494931010224,0.0,0.12724323812500785,0.06136196742421115,0.0,0.07602624491537545,0.05584099785517666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887745679173427,0.0,0.10691754433234366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605657914870892,0.0,0.0,0.061669140575564614
adhd,thegoodhope,2018/01/18,How an ADHD law student tricked his mind to focus and study The study of law does not reward a wandering mind. During my second semester of Law School I started listening to background noise loops to calm my mind while reading. The difference was incredible! I found that I could actually sit down for hours and concentrate on the tedious task of memorizing legal doctrines and reading cases. Try it out! --> Here is an example of what I use https://open.spotify.com/artist/6t7ZipLSQTA2o9UoCSD9L2?si=34nhlfsmTxyxyGf-0K7PIA,8.853292682926833,12.719641097560975,6.39530487804878,67.46783536585366,64.85365853658537,8.978048780487804,32.201219512195124,9.516144504307137,3.73270243902439,438,18,58,10,8,125,62,82,0.063,0.89,0.046,-0.3361,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,2,11,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,38,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.2035971374258507,0.0,0.250738077529073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657763985463211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179786054919194,0.0,0.0,0.18257742222135695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287569170527597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546291724013532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319839898848285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41738183961026015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114921234367467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767254487646278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164910345684414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801931868606917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,frogbot123,2018/01/18,"Diagnosed as an adult, and it turns out my mom knew from childhood that I had ADHD. How can I forgive her after a lifetime of struggles? Hi there!

I’m really excited to have found this group. I am 23/f and was diagnosed about two months ago with severe combo type. 

My psychiatrist showed me my Quotient test scores and just how alarmingly poor they were.  She started me on medication immediately (seriously, like a half hour) after she received the scores. Luckily for me I work in the same hospital as her!!

This game as a huge relief. My doctor said it wasn’t uncommon for women (especially around my age group) to go without diagnosis. However, when I told my mom, she told me that she had always known!!

She revealed that not only was she diagnosed, but that as I child I was also!! She didn’t go into details, but I do vaguely remember getting an IQ test and some other tests like that. I was in a gifted program, and I wonder if she ignored it because she was pleased with the high IQ and figured it would balance itself out?

I am obviously happy that I get to start my best life, but I am very sad that I faced so many setbacks as a result of not having known this sooner. I’ve lost so many friends, jobs, and GOD DAMN DEBIT CARDS!!!!!!!!!

Have any of you had to deal with anything like this? My mom’s history with mental illness is tumultuous and I can mostly understand (intellectually) her aversion to seeking help, but god damn, this is really hard for me to get over. 

Any advice is appreciated! ",4.28783579742057,5.852845705882357,5.70203994966971,77.57909955960994,71.17993079584775,8.576344762503933,29.053318653664675,9.095868883498916,2.514791003460208,1175,46,219,24,22,396,167,289,0.111,0.726,0.163,0.9574,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,1,3,10,17,2,2,10,0,24,8,1,3,1,44,41,24,0,2,9,3,1,3,1,1,7,1,0,3,18,16,0,1,10,2,2,3,5,8,0,2,17,2,42,9,34,23,4,23,0,2,0,0,32,10,2,4,13,157,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846087136863078,0.11258256166635898,0.1021273332495882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213395436752378,0.09586453090644008,0.0,0.0,0.15669445212931588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480858869100216,0.1025619481985259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023137276465129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090652066746152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877717178637855,0.0,0.35080930296299834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792303232399955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632258482182115,0.08901150025654951,0.0,0.1805785052471127,0.0,0.13095379054902104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264393142200955,0.10320615661839674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722330300382119,0.12172642900205813,0.0,0.0,0.11345933108907805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432884145712364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137672389035909,0.16885838404574718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576608762772246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336111315078248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606265846437246,0.1161052867485463,0.0,0.0,0.4048001346905454,0.09196008076931626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762292818404854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646675038075206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761384783863238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051126298588625,0.0,0.10959175773562843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015529645072818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309345147984122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044323752163953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017752028514734,0.0,0.0,0.1253161569292712,0.11254411215576317,0.11993840078474398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950608925172446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105900253467127,0.12494108850842588,0.08387476102635279,0.0,0.0,0.0818423750146726,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rather_Tall_Guy,2018/01/18,"Do you ever feel an enormous impulse to drop everything and just do this one thing? About maybe once a year my head just hyperfocuses on one thing that it wants pushing out every other emotion be that love etc, and it wants to drop any relationship I have any job I have. I just want to know if anyone else feels this.
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adhd,LilPizzza,2018/01/19,"Severe ADHD and uncontrollable tics So I’m in my junior year of high school (guy) and every school day, I take 50mg of Vyvanse. I used to start with 20mg, then I went to 30, then 40 and now 50. I’ve always tics, they were minor and I don’t think a lot of people noticed but after starting to take 40mg of Vyvanse they started to kick up and I developed new ones such as head jerking. Now it’s bad, it’s noticeable, but I’m at the right dosage??? I tried to take 40mg the other day and it was completely ineffective, i grew out of lower dosages and 50 has been effective for about 2 months now. I don’t take Vyvanse on the weekends, my tics are reduced but I still do them. Either way, I feel like shit most of the time and literally nothing makes me happy (or the feeling of endorphins rushing). I don’t want to stop taking Vyvanse on the weekdays because it’s my only motive and it’s greatly impacting my academic performance. I just want to feel good (especially on days when I don’t take it) and keep doing well in school. I started to research about medicinal marijuana and its effects on people with mild depression and ADHD/Tourette’s. I am starting to speculate that that may be a good option for me because I fill the requirements (P.S. I also have Irritable Bowel Syndrome which is also on the list of conditions required). Anyways I just want to know any tips, are antidepressants effective alongside stimulants? Do I have Tourette’s even though I don’t have any vocal tics? And is medicinal marijuana an option if I’m 16 and live in New York?",4.394707792207793,5.586132431818186,5.692727272727275,79.18409090909094,70.46103896103897,8.716883116883116,30.883116883116887,9.095868883498916,2.6683649350649348,1231,52,235,24,22,413,164,308,0.114,0.795,0.091,-0.8792,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,8,17,12,2,1,11,0,22,3,3,7,0,49,48,27,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,17,0,4,9,1,0,4,5,6,1,1,4,3,29,6,37,42,3,41,0,1,0,0,4,13,1,7,24,150,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696711855564745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768149854758146,0.08203307344537822,0.0,0.0,0.13408637562262293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231682156254412,0.12019660046728164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103367591535858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907432184082183,0.0,0.08491365824871089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511641222512835,0.0,0.08306460128450198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149547091692811,0.07043125232016165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653817926528451,0.0,0.1086935646824471,0.0,0.09761757205733844,0.0,0.10494870771120378,0.0,0.0,0.10117968096390813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416358371705783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762950122273779,0.0,0.0,0.054181359900390164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816509328082155,0.0,0.08705496747572411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838159509098055,0.0,0.0,0.06580822323941833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869196238131752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043371598683306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459779848969856,0.22448607266092432,0.0,0.0,0.06680574747880581,0.07498057973325226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669694451407935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419357198897295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932881112905674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137632336059644,0.10119911556804947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34890529785107555,0.0,0.07873246549712792,0.0824239420118801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447552210768035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317117857676054,0.09686216188631527,0.0,0.05748742739989185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693474765169476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514833625296983,0.0,0.0,0.17444918453411634,0.07825452708679086,0.0,0.0,0.08864240842329105,0.09139201884143804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348740849592183
adhd,verdofen,2018/01/19,"Feeling wildly overwhelmed, so let me ask for help with one part of it? I’ll bold/italicize where the bulk of my question starts.


I could probably spend a full half hour writing about myself right now. I’ve been hitting the ground hard the last two weeks, and while last Thursday was a huge low for me, I thought I’d picked myself up until today when I got dragged back down to hell.


Since I’m new here, and this is a subreddit about ADHD, I figured I’d mention a little about me. I’m 23 years old and I was diagnosed with ADD when I was in 7th grade (13). I’ve been on Focalin XR ever since, 40mg a day, with virtually no side effects, for which I’m grateful.


I can’t really describe depression through my life, since I’ve only been diagnosed with situational depression twice (guess how long ago the last one was lmao), but yeah.


**Anyway, instead of rambling down a shitty hole for a half hour, I’ll pick out what sent me spiraling today: overeating.**


I’m overweight due to....a lot of things. But I’m chalking it up to overeating and depression. I’ve looked up various ways to curb overeating today, so don’t feel like you have to list every option or anything. If you’re someone who has issues with this too, I want to know what you personally do to not do it as much.


I’d also like to know what kinds of foods you like to eat to avoid gaining too much weight too. It’s hard for me because I’m pretty picky, but my boyfriend is even pickier, and it’s difficult for him to eat healthy because he’s faster to go get pizza and a hotdog from Costco than to eat something healthy at home. He also only really likes chicken and beef so something that should be an easy winner (like pork chops or pork tenderloin or a roast turkey breast) doesn’t appeal to him. Sorry that’s kind of off-topic, but does kinda explain more of my issues with stress and eating when he does that. I prefer eating together (it’s a bonding thing; eating separately and eating different things, especially if I’m eating like a roast and veggies and he’s eating pizza and mozz sticks, makes me feel really bad), so I want to try recipes he’ll like.


For the record he knows about all this, he just really struggles with eating outside his comfort zone, which I’m very familiar with.


Anyway, enough of a ramble. Hope this isn’t too much of a mess.",3.322535677588768,5.088416908893713,4.268864596415117,86.06461439662064,74.05422993492408,7.021828975910492,25.363683068843475,7.7627490962704995,1.3511874186550978,1829,61,362,25,38,591,240,461,0.1,0.76,0.14,0.9694,1,1,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,3,0,2,28,23,1,4,19,1,21,19,1,5,2,63,51,34,0,8,11,0,6,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,22,22,15,2,12,0,1,2,6,12,0,6,10,7,28,11,59,35,10,50,1,5,1,1,22,20,1,11,34,213,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739067219274642,0.0,0.05708257424146825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029938435284744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052991869370140235,0.0,0.06020094038528945,0.0,0.0,0.04951603352641207,0.05376741036752442,0.07850959037813911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051414430738532066,0.0,0.0,0.041529660257774915,0.0,0.16639080890886587,0.1307198079352168,0.0,0.06727941351748265,0.0,0.0,0.11270557365816405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589249842657368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653758936692064,0.0,0.04253250783145461,0.05824926226715301,0.05425584248154223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768064042909896,0.04600403628703648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786708808456658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336439018631454,0.0,0.036597349766039816,0.0,0.051502827654934684,0.0,0.07093871547712244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537113346431155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043162831992431316,0.0,0.06459376599845779,0.0639590921586168,0.12683285628249258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442398720665208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134115652582098,0.10616996708824722,0.1574723649049975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584858736722238,0.045484325647146134,0.22022213694155549,0.06454103745475502,0.0,0.05698784023617213,0.05407585843174171,0.0,0.0,0.05474660637240123,0.0,0.0,0.042984382502949794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201392989076567,0.0,0.0,0.06219341053819105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757206588724074,0.0,0.08727188371511624,0.09795109975303228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973386660801485,0.0,0.0,0.056227517906846936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551320067657633,0.06942905670329036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213750664338044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501318814865865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499325957330985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980544610449735,0.07238304845656998,0.0,0.0,0.05456195374478127,0.09914934149533663,0.0,0.07208529929183732,0.04557934568624838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073764632413936,0.0673199801556505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128344186703051,0.0,0.0,0.051122698623166235,0.0,0.0,0.1831177285545355,0.0,0.0,0.043720201734233896,0.0,0.06290487994894729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313289089135917,0.07596406757112352,0.05111401522950152,0.05165404908706863,0.0784161631715935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146848093712262
adhd,NorbertWhiskerFace,2018/01/19,"Trying to be super on top of bills... and mailed a payment without a stamp My dental bill is the only bill I can't pay online, so I was trying to be really on top of it. I got the bill in the mail yesterday, so I sat down right away and wrote a check, put it in the envelope, carefully addressed it, put it by the door so I wouldn't forget, and then walked to the drop off box today. I was so proud of myself- look at me paying this promptly AND getting exercise by walking to the mailbox at the park!


But then as soon as I dropped the letter in and closed the mailbox, I realized I had forgotten to put a stamp on it. And I was using one of the blue mail collection things, so I couldn't fish it out. No longer proud, just deeply aggravated.


Now I have to wait for it to be returned to me, then I can put a stamp on it and pay the bill. So much for being on top of it. Goddammit I hate mailing things.


At least I remembered a return address? I know this doesn't seem like much in the grand scheme of things, but it's the little things like this that all added up make me feel like I'm going to explode with frustration. I've already ""lost"" my phone three times today, lost my hat, lost my headphones, hid two coffee cups from myself, procrastinated on work, tripped over the clothes I left in the hall, forgot to eat lunch until 3pm, etc etc. And it's my weekend and I've spent all day stressing about crap, looking for things, and getting distracted instead of relaxing. :( Just ugh.


**tl;dr** Was super proud of mailing dental bill on time, realized I forgot a stamp as soon as I dropped the letter into the abyss of outgoing mail... ",3.480516112789523,4.54299251359517,4.54766238670695,87.0225610523666,72.50453172205438,7.450201409869084,26.17837361530715,7.793537801064563,1.3351358509566968,1266,41,267,16,24,414,166,331,0.131,0.764,0.106,-0.8617,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,12,13,20,3,2,25,0,16,4,1,2,2,36,39,26,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,20,14,2,3,6,3,11,8,6,9,0,3,14,4,29,11,55,19,7,57,0,3,3,0,10,30,1,1,19,183,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582093491158927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712301435328037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624824465099867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353173142673496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166681708269522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431887570237033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057650576905287736,0.0814539878199663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191386753752742,0.0,0.0647986638278101,0.0,0.09119005711420622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125684868544019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266093082278253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388013906092245,0.0,0.0,0.16710929277288372,0.11427529632240148,0.0,0.0,0.19149164593170767,0.0,0.3733900820569389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610743863861061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763168117703645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772610788845037,0.08671530076681623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584755464699135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304240726689341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291593839400868,0.09737015829471653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379707527131313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060644141527536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787401665963413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296881872684102,0.0,0.2161501531189794,0.0,0.0,0.15482053606458293,0.0,0.11137834283079744,0.0,0.0,0.09847434648062328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099086164688323,0.0,0.08300595837048373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Markular,2018/01/19,"Anyone turned their life around after being diagnosed in their 30's? Hi all

I'm a 35/m diagnosed with a ADHD a week ago. Waiting for my prescription for meds to arrive. 
I will be honest its been a pretty tough week. Mainly spent going over all the mistakes and embarrassing moments in my life (of which there are so many).

My biggest downer is those thoughts of what could have been. I have really hated my career (not sure I can call it that) from day one. I work in healthcare with long stretches of idleness and nothing to do, under constant direction and control with no need to use any problem solving skills. It quite literally bores me to tears. 

Also I have very few friends who my contact with is very sporadic and spend an awful lot of time alone. 

I would love to hear how anyone has managed to untangle their lives and find meaning or their passion after diagnosis. Because I am completely lost. 
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adhd,layugh,2018/01/19,"Just found out that the Psych who misdiagnosed me as not having ADHD when I was a child was the only Psych at my clinic without a Ph.D The other day I went to my clinic and while checking out I looked at the business cards and noticed the Psychologist who told me (despite several complaints and concerns from my parents) that I didn't have ADHD and I was just ""lazy and disorganized"" doesn't have a Ph.D or any post doc for that matter (i.e like a Psy.D). This isn't an attack on Psychologists without post-grad degrees- there are plenty of good ones out there, but this woman never tested me or anything and had I known this I would have sought a second opinion. Her misdiagnosis caused me a lot of hardship in my life and caused me to develop low self-esteem because I thought I could control my ADHD symptoms when I couldn't.

TLDR; Psych who said I didn't have ADHD when I was 8 and instead I was ""lazy and disorganized"" doesn't have a post-grad degree and I wish I knew so I could have gotten another opinion.",5.032076544145512,5.592129812807883,5.962068965517242,80.13021220159152,68.60591133004928,8.019552860932171,29.408488063660478,7.882392219407189,1.8698331943918152,804,28,156,9,13,266,110,203,0.093,0.852,0.055,-0.7765,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,0,13,0,23,4,0,3,1,38,32,19,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,10,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,10,2,0,2,15,2,27,2,16,13,1,16,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,5,7,117,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997625463857981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484298008225745,0.13082467065124148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266915123835092,0.0,0.0,0.14193569263465453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760542428867028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633151949346805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139932085340604,0.19922588231252264,0.0,0.0,0.0804616825290823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367959669578104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046451145752797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812365301218457,0.06095280047520875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047693269488721,0.0,0.0,0.1060688682290895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622476022885568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204327101150732,0.0,0.0,0.08454249995803961,0.09488772894822163,0.0,0.0,0.13853432109896965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35846481496547605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867799009335735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015480675544394,0.14094644799876052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967631663523413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904772447246464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192161988779095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565636252357887,0.0,0.0,0.1434710590200043,0.2405337677744528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862791118506243,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YayScience120,2018/01/19,"I've become much more aware of my symptoms, but it's making me self-conscious in social situations :( Since learning that I have ADHD, I have increasingly noticed just how ""off"" my behavior is compared to most neurotypical people I know. How spacey and impulsive I can be when conversing with others, how I forget glaring things sometimes (one time I left the apartment with the faucet running at full blast!).

People have repeatedly described me as ""quirky"" and ""unique"" in the past, but I never thought much of it other than attributing it to my personality. Now it seems like I am constantly noticing symptoms all the time during my social interactions, and honestly the self consciousness is just making me anxious and want to isolate myself from others.

What should I do?",8.708388888888887,9.53674475555556,8.210509259259261,66.25354166666672,60.7037037037037,10.601851851851851,37.61574074074074,10.411451182825502,4.247240740740741,622,28,93,13,8,197,91,135,0.08199999999999999,0.855,0.064,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,6,2,27,16,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,17,2,14,13,7,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008528486342066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868301967024006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468237006524373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092169635793014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692412089683768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184826403079134,0.0,0.0,0.07727211718285881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115460975456574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325410160596432,0.0,0.12198768375410178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36014700545554146,0.0,0.0,0.10717765078483214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098773241567925,0.2193053432585508,0.13810480585912058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398875664868596,0.3300041146955871,0.0,0.0,0.13083688634483998,0.17778566841857027,0.0,0.3224614672111173,0.0,0.0,0.15643062086089887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287909154873002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507873278428544,0.0,0.0,0.1255664598256605,0.1844562077638215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932906448187856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ahab1851,2018/01/19,"I see how so many of us struggle with setbacks, so let's talk about what we are GOOD at! What have you learned to manage?? I'll go first. I'm very thankful that I don't struggle with time management or staying organized. I'm always to work on time, I get things done at work, and I manage to stay on task. To non-ADHD people this seems like a no brainer, but I'm thankful that I've learned how to manage my time and stay on top of things. I don't take that for granted anymore. ",3.0333613445378127,3.6128588627451004,4.0908963585434215,91.68617647058826,73.11764705882355,6.612885154061624,27.31652661064425,6.18269132825596,0.8687938375350139,372,13,85,2,7,121,64,102,0.049,0.778,0.174,0.9261,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,4,5,6,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,16,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,9,4,16,14,0,14,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,5,50,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931413444658863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372300927217862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593804387653505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446140792536468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669924594496516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396397466018235,0.0,0.09133479704242348,0.13479533353758502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433614458871093,0.0,0.07851444478275275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293400285447168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114155913645376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128064502620366,0.14630370818593666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138841827058329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336016501944734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083339083860295,0.12917204538293903,0.0,0.29591905743798536,0.0,0.0,0.2135362317952262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811326504430468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331349669859071,0.0,0.0,0.1326020008788371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339965645349079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ikingrey,2018/01/19,"Carrying around a little notebook to write things down in is really helpful... until you leave it somewhere. That's all. I'm kicking myself. It's not life-ending, just really disappointing.",4.389545454545451,7.695809090909092,5.50628787878788,70.27943181818182,79.30303030303031,8.148484848484847,26.431818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.1271272727272734,152,6,21,4,4,50,30,33,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430546357473269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413171009371261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583005934316105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080436132669892,0.0,0.0,0.2721931755672244,0.0,0.3862348114270701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937466154944901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560179523183947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,innerwestlad,2018/01/19,"Anyone in this sub from Australia? I’m wondering what your experiences are with getting treatment I.e drugs. 

I was diagnosed at a very young age and realising only now about 9 years after stopping drugs that I should probably still be on them because I’m flailing. I exhibit every single sign of adhd and they’re only getting more intense as I slip deeper into depression. 

I spent so fucking long wondering why the fuck nothing I did seemed like something I should be doing and why I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I have nothing I am passionate about. Now my moods ect are slipping in to my real life and I’m afraid of losing my job. ",5.46869918699187,7.083394406504071,6.5286178861788615,72.59747967479676,68.34959349593495,9.043902439024393,33.991869918699194,9.444778638647367,3.4903918699186978,524,25,86,11,9,175,89,123,0.155,0.81,0.035,-0.9261,1,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,6,8,2,1,2,0,13,7,0,1,0,15,24,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,15,2,15,17,2,14,0,2,0,3,2,5,2,3,10,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922649378499234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009397561686672,0.0,0.12956943460899167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959811699189741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561302448033435,0.15981028606537348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651882541953209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326599517647727,0.0,0.0,0.1540180955832847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911233465378263,0.16452415792315786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624663916663112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121287902692438,0.07692300754559475,0.0,0.0,0.13933990868321822,0.0,0.1761483153813057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021585414396861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394984129674939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169759695768535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921464522680544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333822623181164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121410578736305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574122928005144,0.1316367742994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991424370875015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841515604842955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414995713147897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139381178623456
adhd,KingHabby,2018/01/19,"ADD Podcast Recommendations Hey all. Searched around this subreddit for a bit, looking for good recommendations for podcasts about dealing with ADHD, or any similar self-help topics. If someone has already listed it somewhere else in this subreddit, a link to that would be great. Thanks!",6.819999999999998,10.450868021276598,5.9015319148936225,69.49400000000003,70.91489361702128,8.01531914893617,37.05957446808511,8.841846274778883,4.116254468085106,235,13,32,5,5,71,41,47,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.199,0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320262203209516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048739072032345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878749793046081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594136720726126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016183459908935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482512798614656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079047569937075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172451882404355,0.0,0.3045917397712621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517983574431895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199957277777575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821278557008084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408504877806535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543548778584453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625627203995796,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sixflags82,2018/01/19,I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW! Any tips on not letting my anxiety make me look un-hireable ,0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,86.05882352941177,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.3738470588235305,65,4,13,2,2,23,17,17,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.2047,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30820130576019433,0.0,0.3467077444225394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624769251148888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497453195605948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634423886771378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805859169250429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025241041525341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,legham_lucy,2018/01/19,"When you get multiple reminders to keep your desk tidy And you really really really try, but it just doesn't work. So they remind you again. And again. The they start leaving a checklist on your desk while you're out for lunch, so now you have to clean the whole office weekly :) work is miserable :(",2.738421052631576,5.326236438596492,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,79.35087719298245,7.308771929824562,18.271929824561404,8.344100000000001,0.9095403508771928,235,5,46,5,6,73,42,57,0.12,0.768,0.112,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,2,2,7,1,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,5,6,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,7,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861486484872592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698474972920257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214612584123501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834685430421539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148847593636913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061197870996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352407304486365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389508551595357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420387863840792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,puns-sometimes,2018/01/19,"Tips for memory issues I often have trouble remembering events from a long time ago, or conversations that I've had, or details that others seem to just...remember. Have you found any tips or resources for improving this?

It's so frustrating having to wing it all the time because I can't remember things. Then I often lie and say ""oh yeah, I remember that..."" I hate that! Or when someone asks you, ""why didn't you do abc that we discussed and decided you would do?"" Well, because in my brain, that conversation never happened! UGH. Any tips or resources would be appreciated.
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adhd,Dandal15,2018/01/19,"ADHD Experiences in Latin America Hello everyone!, i'll try to be concrete, i'm a 25 year old guy from Medellín, Colombia, i've been ADHD my whole life, diagnosed at 7 years old , my mother wasan't really rigourous, and also, just 6 months ago i started pharmacological treatment once again, i'm also new at Reddit. 

I got really involved with my diagnosis, currently taking 10mg ritalin, in my country there's no aderall, and i've seen a lot of information and resources available from children and adults in the U.S, Canada, Europe, also a lot of information and people sharing experiences and getting involved. As expected, there's not much ""over the counter"" information or resources in my country at least and the thing is... this condition is really freaking common and understimated. I would really like to read if someone also from Latin America has also experienced a much stronger stigma and greater barriers to access to specialized treatment and medication! any testmony would be greatly appreciated",8.73126642143983,10.153750271676305,9.437277982133477,55.41401471361011,60.73410404624277,12.302469784550713,42.89490278507621,11.911945987284742,6.107143352601156,819,47,110,26,11,277,110,173,0.031,0.8809999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.8617,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,0,8,4,0,0,0,24,15,18,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,11,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,4,19,8,7,19,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,4,12,74,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065864445233429,0.0,0.11306752470985645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100181229939628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674001990598475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294630218607556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188180393663707,0.0,0.2495414852995637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666408751847021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102015322817579,0.14062699391238082,0.0,0.12629695006833838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009404677975806,0.062315669739785126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168810132005372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849564446905767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181112513037233,0.0,0.18753141088958414,0.0,0.0,0.1231909225584408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676896173982052,0.1358391649829681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842878803443484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758693800693724,0.0,0.326853386981567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807475197526092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902822597460072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590354612927014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474016045613426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659972076582104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240772234038254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121915974579986,0.0,0.0,0.16427915367671478
adhd,cathwon,2018/01/19,"Took me 2 years to get diagnosed when it could have taken 2 days X_X I KNEW I had adhd since high school, but for some reason I wasn't aware. 

When I was 20, I went through therapy and was more aware of my adhd and chronic fatigue. I didn't think it was such a big deal. 

When I was 21, I tried to get diagnosed , and they said oh, let's do the referral next time. Of course ADHD me got distracted and forgot to go back.

Chronic fatigue started getting worse. 

Went to another clinic a few months later, they did the referral but they said it could take several months. So I accepted it and waited. 

because I called the ADHD center and they said these are a list of free psychiatrists who diagnose for adhd. 

Of course then I got distracted and fell in love. 

22, I started to be obsessed with him, and of course with hyper focusing you can only focus on a few things so I focused on getting my health back together, and him. I basically dropped my life for him.

April 2017 we broke up. I thought I was finally free to focus on myself, then he asked to be friends.

So then I hyper focused on trying to get him back, and hyperfocused on trying to have energy again. 

October 2017 I tried to get diagnosed again, but the psychiatrist said I didn't have a sufficient enough referral. 

November I turned 23, and finally got a quick referral (1 month) 

Also started hanging out with a friend who noticed all my problems. 

In December 2017, I started taking high doses of vitamin c which made my adhd really obvious because I was energetic as hell. I joined a women with adhd group on Facebook and from then on I knew 100% I had adhd. 

January 2018 
Went to a Psychiatrist yesterday got started on Wellbutrin. It's not really working well, I believe I need a stimulant, such as Adderall, 

It takes me 2 days to get an appointment with the psychiatrist at the youth clinic, WHICH I COULD HAVE DONE 2 YEARS AGO. 

For me, age was so important. People my age have developed friendships, relationships, careers, college degrees, created memories. ",3.891722943722943,5.991981462337666,5.38805194805195,77.21255411255412,73.33766233766234,9.134199134199132,30.36796536796537,9.650220023710373,3.241744588744588,1593,72,285,43,33,536,187,385,0.084,0.782,0.134,0.972,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,4,1,17,15,1,3,17,0,28,15,0,3,2,41,68,29,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,1,12,19,0,2,6,0,2,7,4,8,1,0,32,4,49,9,44,30,6,61,1,3,0,1,26,17,1,1,36,193,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126308007394929,0.0,0.05648378250082561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050956723081351865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681579503465336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059569437227615735,0.0,0.0,0.1469898426187818,0.0,0.07768603091355009,0.0,0.0,0.07179042538122214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506506824635408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262529214016976,0.0,0.0,0.08218803473755193,0.0656923442899363,0.0,0.25869713474129297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652075066492666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658396152568771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960391299093794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845956142369748,0.0,0.23303685974196225,0.0,0.036213446428453575,0.0,0.2038502680788708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773119702674492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464699256468962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515784083428422,0.04500719862741854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575096321644057,0.060293241521749315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525816753161924,0.0,0.0,0.047247444747480716,0.0,0.0,0.06776675949967854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254544601344677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846180018759294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044175305358154865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060971269427778786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164110635348346,0.0655145952577789,0.0,0.06841124832364487,0.0,0.0,0.2424485908270739,0.0,0.0,0.06448786733370193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198526801915739,0.0,0.052709699823222635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255061095686999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372814089255573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286917605712867,0.0,0.04233262207315397,0.04082909260895007,0.0,0.050586425511771116,0.03715554387367331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707950729797854,0.1730463209456804,0.06930887478020803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057291777423420676,0.17720675559955654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046388793365857696,0.0,0.06493594802457561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206695962882768
adhd,aarghj,2018/01/19,"Welp, it has happened again. Job lost. made it 4 years this time. I need some support, I’m really at my wits end. Welp, as the title says, once again I have lost a job.  made it 4 years this time.  I need some support, I’m really at my wits end.  I’m completely dysfunctional and even medicated, when stressed I let stupid mistakes happen.  

It was the culmination of multiple things, but almost all of them are directly related to my ADHD.  I caught the flu last week.  Worked through it for the weekend, was down hard Sunday night and Monday.  Tuesday I went to work but as soon as I showed up at a customer site (around 11) I was getting very sick again.  I would have worked through it but had a complication due to illness and had to jaunt home (close to this particular customer location).  I spoke to a couple coworkers including my team lead who encouraged me to stay home.  However, I had only spoken to team lead in the morning.  forgot to send email to actual supervisors about going home sick mid-day Tuesday.  was out Wednesday and sent email first thing. went back to work yesterday and things were fine.  Went to work today, received email, go see branch manager.  I go see him, they fired me for no call no show for going home on Tuesday, even though I had communicated with my team.  They also said that I had not been available and they had tried to reach me.  I showed them my phone with zero inbound phone calls, and no inbound emails. I also showed where I was participating in our online chat, and was available that way, and nobody said a thing to me.  They did not care, and it has been done.  I am officially out of a job again, immediately as we are trying to finalize plans to buy a house.  We have our deposit, and my student loans are out of default, and everything else was lined up.  now, I don’t know how it’s going to go, or what I am going to tell my wife.   

I’ll update tomorrow, but I might be divorced over it.  She’s going to be devastated, and furious.  I feel like I’m not just ruining my own life, but hers also.  And now I’ve ruined 15 years of her life, as well.  I’m such an asshole, I should never have let her marry me.  I seem to ruin every damn good thing that comes my way, and I can’t help it.  Sometimes I see it happening, and sometimes I don’t.  This time, I did not see it coming.  

About me: 48 yo married white male I.T. worker. 
Changes I have made: Diagnosed 3 years ago and put on adderall, changed to Vyvanse 4 months ago, it helps but it seems to lose efficacy after a while, like, I notice that it is less effective.  I took it regularly for the past few months but this week when I was sick, and running low on them, I took a couple days off of it, since I wasn’t going anywhere.  Yesterday I started back on it but noticed I was still quite distracted and easily swayed from my tasks, not very focused or organized.  Today, I was sharp as a tack and ready to kill it., but instead I was fired. 

If you have made it this far, I appreciate your sympathy.  I would also love any tips from anyone regarding staying focused and improving myself.  Especially if there is software that you use successfully to help you focus or stay on task, or keep track of multiple tasks and responsibilities.  ",3.5707131537242454,5.187758446909669,4.759692234548336,83.41555736925515,73.08874801901744,8.027397781299525,26.249160063391447,8.66781300935515,1.82183103645008,2504,86,506,47,50,825,303,631,0.147,0.755,0.098,-0.9889,7,0,0,0,1,0,95.0,4,4,7,19,29,25,4,2,17,0,50,10,0,9,2,81,104,52,1,8,21,1,5,2,0,4,9,4,4,1,38,33,0,2,5,9,3,24,13,14,1,2,41,14,78,11,69,55,6,104,0,7,5,1,49,24,1,12,53,333,116,17,0.0,0.0,0.05885008299963863,0.0,0.07247624824356794,0.0,0.10691549004259224,0.0,0.06038787735993486,0.0,0.0,0.19290715947104892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101023595568346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216744784160971,0.0,0.0,0.05368524077961554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274338201790253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315860142886098,0.0,0.06148611808373481,0.0,0.12759177712837125,0.1038967811621959,0.06322982927045456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345517021004866,0.0,0.07778492888179467,0.0,0.0,0.06120945187469424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061714108184592865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037803277364607,0.0,0.10682666162544477,0.0,0.0,0.07966325937411678,0.0,0.050810514974758574,0.0,0.054199260514488035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030492591005016133,0.04308271087039179,0.0,0.06606241698257094,0.0,0.051296362833208674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031507463551196616,0.0,0.30846026767731205,0.050581920109135856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998553310880242,0.0,0.0540224465829421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126578195060847,0.0,0.2419678592702518,0.0,0.0,0.06958517643500846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795335840286346,0.05360285868174368,0.066719797049522,0.0,0.03314267155924101,0.049157544386966484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333420628855547,0.08519200527380408,0.05892505725811359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746713305256165,0.1316625281558672,0.0,0.05442863626330962,0.22825247099766996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060752080811893865,0.0,0.06397527316108315,0.0,0.0,0.09627155421535942,0.0,0.0,0.08943246158069118,0.046511804723720164,0.0,0.0,0.056593217162835587,0.0,0.0,0.13731785598410853,0.0,0.06422405959800997,0.0,0.045865528882798816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057569024262740374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060624316679761085,0.0,0.06414299181129575,0.0,0.0,0.07726730139995926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472987798769342,0.04795785458440518,0.0,0.0,0.1922247089823293,0.10980087047402036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988585339973835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928860793781215,0.0,0.04268498876077153,0.1928349297620701,0.04816055281406467,0.0,0.06908046743815521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136869361894184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271021516807446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032356339064925,0.0,0.05925046591333458,0.0,0.1054949670109669,0.0,0.11432631846090205,0.0,0.13400465735672362,0.08188780648544865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208513310548472,0.0,0.09951774499515167,0.0,0.09573639694645474,0.0967478787390792,0.0,0.05422245277701269,0.1677131583167924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951790211299732,0.0,0.0,0.08567948807160898,0.0,0.0,0.15534068039606755
adhd,MaximumTrouble,2018/01/19,"Uncomfortable with my mum and psychologist Hi there,
I've been going to a psychologist to speak about my prescription and to potentially up/down my dosage. There's been some stuff I've wanted to talk about, like sometimes experiencing derealization, but I'm uncomfortable with my mum there to hear about all of it. 
Can anyone help?
Thanks! ",5.314500000000002,8.38578011666667,5.813333333333336,71.19500000000002,72.83333333333334,9.333333333333334,25.0,9.725611199111238,2.7065,277,9,48,8,6,89,40,60,0.08199999999999999,0.77,0.14800000000000002,0.6419,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,11,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661829214532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635134157678615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42905824079281696,0.0,0.2551642855975699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598284566193332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765059516555698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357918030519259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059791691422455,0.0,0.3504824401433158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453713227470984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JannickBremm,2018/01/19,"Diagnosed yesterday, first steps? Hi,

I got my diagnoses yesterday and my selfesteem dropped instantly so first question: Does this get better soon? How did you feel after getting the diagnosis?

Secondly I read about the bullet journal method and that it is a good method for ADHD people to keep track of everything. Did anyone of you try this? Whats your experience?

Thank's in advance!",5.0377310924369745,8.131586470588239,5.551512605042016,72.56323529411767,74.0,9.768067226890755,31.77310924369748,9.957137785484203,4.147610924369747,312,15,48,10,7,100,57,68,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.104,0.7936,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,7,3,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701809762367364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571941497988461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988284157023188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456359976218501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673496207943672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020470081163888,0.21990979482025985,0.0,0.0,0.11367197123719675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824508504108485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349105387573969,0.0,0.0,0.1885620860104024,0.17980311916798228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982370830016866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585670342157587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518414870418885,0.0,0.2248733698540652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697717530844686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526329524106331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,frazzledjam,2018/01/19,What are the best study tools for people who have ADHD? Help! I need to get my life organized. I'm in my second semester of grad school and keeping up with all of my projects is starting to get overwhelming. What are some tools/apps that with help me with this? ,2.428846153846152,4.647521115384619,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,78.23076923076924,6.467692307692308,21.93846153846154,7.554174236665415,0.7098415384615384,206,6,44,3,5,63,40,52,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,10,10,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945284788586079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445093564088852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430252522390965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400780085432481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917901355366869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318737039107931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341528351077624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758785232515105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322366446256414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235810481371744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Porterhouse21,2018/01/19,"i got really excited..... then forgot i thought of something i wanted to share on here and was really excited about it..... then forgot what it was by the time i got on here and started typing.... 

*Edit:* I remember, it's FRIDAY!!!! YAY.......nah, lol I still don't know what it was.",-0.43611111111111,1.8108934444444456,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,96.03703703703705,6.403703703703704,17.86111111111111,7.6454224807358475,1.0035999999999996,202,6,41,5,8,72,35,54,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.8343,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,6,3,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,30,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381459591403193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489256277150776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310500240978201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38110843852943777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589994564697783,0.0,0.0,0.23812615557394695,0.0,0.2686726089165301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670870215974374,0.19617443708773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843452226134933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,circa90melancholy,2018/01/19,"How do you keep yourself from feeling or power through feeling overwhelmed when working on tasks or projects or when learning new skills? *Mild disclaimer that I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD, I only* ***very*** *mildly suspect it, and figure this may be a better sub to post this in because I've read about this specific problem more often here than any other sub.*

**TL;DR: Working on tasks is overwhelming. Being overwhelmed leads to half-assing projects or not finishing them at all. I want to finish a project. What do you do to lessen the feeling of being overwhelmed?** 

I have a personal project I'm working on. I already have the basic idea worked out, *some* specifics, and a skeleton end goal I have in mind. I mostly know what tools I need, what steps I need to take, but in trying to take those steps, I feel overwhelmed. 

[Essentially, this is what my brain is doing while trying to get any part done.](https://i.imgur.com/0oEVBfs.png) It's as though I get to a step, and then find some way to turn that step into a thousand more. 

e.g. If I wanted to ride a bike, I would also look into how to maintain proper balance while walking, how to properly size a helmet, where to buy the best knee pads, etc. Or somehow I'd get hung up on actually sitting on the bike and feel overwhelmed and like learning how to ride a bike is just *too damn hard*. 

Just today, in trying to make a 10 second long audio piece, I had to download and install plugins for FL Studio. They work, but I can't figure out how to use them. So what do I do? Look for Youtube tutorials! Except Youtube's not helping , so I looked for forum posts. Those aren't helpful. The user manual is irrelevant. 

[Actually that specific task is what lead me to this many tabs.](https://i.imgur.com/0oEVBfs.png) At first I was looking for how to do what I needed and then I got frustrated and opened a few more tabs. It's been 2 hours since I first tried to do what I needed and the only progress I've made is importing a MIDI to see if maybe the plug-in just didn't work. It does, maybe not properly, but it works. That's not the point though.

It feels like all of my brain matter just poofed up into a cloud (like when you microwave a marshmallow..) and then melted and drained out of my skull. **I have no idea how to deal with it.** This entire time I've just quit projects or half-assed them for an end result but I don't want to half ass my current project. What do you do about it? 

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adhd,Ice_Archer,2018/01/19,"Worse and worse Background:  take 125mg for my ADHD, suffer from GAD with symptoms PTSD, Depression,dysgraphia,sensory processing disorder, possible borderline autism. 15

I feel kinda like my ADHD has gotten worse and I was under the impression that ADHD got better with age. I'm unsettled by this and want to know wether I should inform my parents and psychiatrist as well. Also was I informed wrong on ADHD getting better with age.",5.7513345864661645,8.629679434210527,6.189022556390983,70.02815789473685,70.44736842105263,9.079699248120301,30.59398496240601,9.606745405546679,3.68334060150376,351,15,49,9,7,113,57,76,0.234,0.617,0.149,-0.8622,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,12,6,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,7,5,10,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7003516313755869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650613745342568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769727987608143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669703482115034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736639118772502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611563799643051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651949888338715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800659687041667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117549021186083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176858386345916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642406201680817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030073971806708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142496051736434,0.10953877150498784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859301856767373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099044231686174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454036304968968,0.0,0.15928626911842314,0.0,0.0
adhd,jennybutch,2018/01/19,"NYTimes article about women and ADHD- my opinions listed, please share yours Why I'm pissed about this article:  

* Cites the article ""New Study Casts Doubt on Diagnosis of Adult-Onset A.D.H.D."", proposing that women are being misdiagnosed in adulthood- *“A more careful evaluation often finds that there’s something else causing the problems, like depression, or drug use...""*  

* States that women might take ADHD medication as performance-enhancers. 
* Ignores a good chance to explain to the masses why women might actually need the medication, and the possible reasons they were not diagnosed as children.   

* Stigmatizes women as baby-makers. Want less unplanned pregnancies for women with mental health/ADHD diagnosis who take drugs to improve their quality of life? Make it easier to obtain contraceptives!   


TLDR;   

Article about young women taking ADHD medication does not help the perception of young women diagnosed with ADHD.   


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adhd,Active_Interest,2018/01/19,"Diagnosis and Wellbutrin? Morning girls and guys,

So this week, thanks to a cancellation I got in to see a therapist at a psychiatrists office. Apparently this office operates in a way that you see a therapist before you see the psychiatrist which turned out really well. 

The therapist I saw said I was in the right place because he specializes in ADHD and actually has it himself. I felt pretty comfortable with the guy and after reviewing some previous testing I had taken from another psychologist we got to talking. He agreed with the original psychologist that I exhibited the symptoms for ADHD and scored on certain subsets of the test how someone with ADHD might. He said he was diagnosed a little too late in life, after already being on medications for other conditions, so he does not take any medications specifically for ADHD but we spoke about some possible medications that might work for me (Vyvanse, Straterra, Adderall). Of course he prefaced this by saying that he’s not a medical doctor and as such can’t recommend or prescribe medications. 

By the end of our hour we set up another appointment for a month from now to see how everything’s going but he said that I don’t need therapy and that he would report to the doctor that he has no concerns about me possibly abusing or selling any stimulant medication, because he feels stimulants would be most effective.

Fortuitously the doctor had an appointment then next day after work. After a pretty quick run down of why I was there (which I felt I totally bungled with this guy whereas I felt pretty articulate with the therapist) the doctor agreed again that I had ADHD and explained that he likes the start with the safest medication which is why he was starting me on Wellbutrin 100 mg twice a day starting just once for the first 2-3 Days. I asked a few questions like can I stop it without repercussions and how would I handle when I should take it for night classes. He said since I wasn’t taking it for depression or to stop smoking I could take it as needed and could stop without a problem. He ran through some side effects and set up another appointment for a month from now unless I had a severe reaction to the Wellbutrin in which case I should call him and get it figured out.

That leads me to where I am now. I’ve been taking the Wellbutrin for four days now and I absolutely hate it. I don’t see any improvement in my motivation or focus, and actually feel it might be worse. The only effects I’m feeling are negative. About an hour after I take it in the morning I feel emotionally flat. I had heard people describing this state of being before but never quite understood it until now. I’m still distractible and unfocused but now I just can’t seem to care. Oddly enough I even still feel the need to fidget and move but it’s like all that energy is trapped somewhere. When the Wellbutrin wears off I feel what I can only describe as depressed when I never was before...

Anyways I realize this is running long but I wanted to get your guys opinions. It seems Wellbutrin takes a few weeks to work but that doesn’t sound right to me as an “as needed” med. I don’t really want to be a mess for weeks to months to give something a try that only seems to be developing problems for me. Just to say it again, I’ve never struggled with depression and never complained about it so I hate that this drug is making me feel this way. Plus the flatness is terrible. I’m worried that because I haven’t developed a rapport with my doc yet that he’ll get suspicious that I’m just seeking out a stimulant. I’m also not keen on waiting until the next appointment just to tell him I haven’t been taking it because I’m not comfortable lying to him but I’m not taking this for much longer if it continues to make me feel this way. 

Thanks for reading all this if you have I didn’t realize it would be that long.

TLDR: Doc prescribed Wellbutrin, hate it but scared I might get labeled drug seeking if I go back too quickly for a different med",6.703504473189355,7.183240867627788,7.1793062282751166,73.13370833095904,64.96330275229357,10.461781298079664,34.54239557809561,10.325701417094166,3.64418447774802,3214,137,568,73,46,1054,310,763,0.117,0.78,0.104,-0.9644,2,1,3,0,0,0,49.0,4,4,0,10,41,26,3,3,46,0,53,17,1,14,8,132,129,53,0,19,29,0,11,3,0,11,16,9,0,5,53,32,0,4,24,1,1,7,23,14,1,3,29,26,62,12,95,80,11,96,0,3,6,0,49,26,0,20,60,405,115,15,0.0,0.053001923831210385,0.08730695410839616,0.0,0.2688050788045945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936456799828152,0.03577339160087368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126101288368632,0.14072103481315268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181981643491951,0.0,0.0,0.03439732700863052,0.0,0.10907659039813898,0.0,0.11419482994887292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567794051823957,0.0,0.045608820040857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143217504013265,0.0,0.0,0.11539771687746656,0.0,0.11558678386902548,0.04540359616703368,0.0,0.0467370227963697,0.0,0.18314667347333133,0.039146617738951936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375339677225576,0.0,0.0,0.050319205657043564,0.03962063419750463,0.046221699454160346,0.0,0.029546077829422864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020361662426604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094895421217227,0.0,0.12885362562821456,0.0,0.0,0.03805032183076181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348570245357783,0.04291248272373845,0.05084619739907975,0.0,0.0715549884976538,0.0,0.0,0.17717292970956408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249531314544238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810704174558825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046137568618137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03159661854210099,0.06556363654449303,0.0448347537696714,0.0,0.07917554119409058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971996365295925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937774537154596,0.3154503105820865,0.0,0.18982084487395176,0.0,0.0,0.10711764203301087,0.04754466805728864,0.03288429516894272,0.13267739688785574,0.1380050390256019,0.0,0.09514924345641078,0.04197939205720853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763975459484728,0.0,0.10206560690880652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031012600538353183,0.0,0.0467370227963697,0.0,0.0,0.10086067825211176,0.0,0.13653026059845128,0.0,0.08560790277507156,0.0,0.0,0.05011179670269948,0.04757962059695325,0.04474564030867377,0.0,0.057314895693921813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640438856253058,0.17020734180434288,0.07114780465753141,0.044786072141877235,0.0,0.1782341777423989,0.1221711899658168,0.0,0.05053616140566878,0.0,0.037004042232666685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037902578852321206,0.03443806055554018,0.0,0.0,0.09498787847615196,0.0,0.07144851731812092,0.1121977143306614,0.0,0.04676520324256711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649527079978938,0.3027064589694885,0.035955120779066936,0.03909908110708207,0.08236925736886808,0.05115669558584016,0.2077563268605951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0303711337285038,0.04865724028152168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052769995636986484,0.10652219319841888,0.10764762994313873,0.0,0.040220820047750766,0.0,0.08073011456336289,0.0,0.0,0.08624306241382043,0.0,0.09769963827851463,0.04542907598538437,0.045587293632451835,0.12710967855635438,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LightningMom,2018/01/19,"Diagnosed Yesterday- What to expect for medication? How Do I know it is working? LTL, FT as OP, had my annual appointment with my PCP yesterday. Thought that it was my first step towards diagnosis, but was diagnosed right then and there. ADHD inattentive. 

Didn’t have much time to prepare for meds discussion. Put on 10mg offbrand adderall, 24 hour release. 

How do I know if it is working?  How do I know to switch meds?",2.890641025641024,5.736954474358977,4.279743589743589,79.81525641025644,81.1794871794872,8.594871794871796,30.461538461538463,9.150863307647796,3.4081692307692304,331,17,59,10,9,109,58,78,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,0,12,14,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,6,0,9,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604180881332075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398695798745095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431556628480766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339503204790844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572598488022736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813852953920521,0.21829138674478205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929135929253438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783231095335587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505123566605802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202687427882193,0.1263531077765187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155043687535397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lazulil,2018/01/19,"Color filter Most of you are probably familiar with flux, twilight and other apps that filters the blue light from your screen and helps sleep patterns

I recently learned that using a color filter can help people with dyslexia (and possibly adhd?) too. I don't have dyslexia myself, but I downloaded an app called ""color filter"" where you can tint the screen in different colors. For some reason having a blue screen feels really calming. Idk if it's just the novelty or that less contrast is better for your eyes, but I thought I would mention it. 

You can also get tinted glasses and tinted paper to put on what you are reading.

Feel free to share if you have experience with this, and links and articles are welcome :D",7.4084090909090925,8.108103477272728,7.204090909090913,72.80113636363637,63.46969696969697,9.630303030303034,33.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.2322848484848485,577,22,92,10,8,183,92,132,0.014,0.792,0.194,0.9796,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,12,2,2,2,0,25,17,12,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,13,13,6,11,15,3,5,0,0,10,0,13,3,0,5,1,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735640034950167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203361834625312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131801345050465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243311352499774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378222748705413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266335963671047,0.0,0.0,0.23019059276453774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892596647762604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051478114216201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780823784640854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566157888512973,0.0,0.0,0.2454209295834856,0.0,0.0,0.2288284946032233,0.0,0.0,0.22768908526998355,0.0,0.14582399629181178,0.23403896695288398,0.2247546812794889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277918758876379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071079767844853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659706290290424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170003513084033,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SKarTaZ,2018/01/19,"What should I do now? (Am in the UK) I saw my regular doctor who agreed that it sounds like i've made it to 25 with ADHD and no diagnosis, then referred me to a psychologist. 3 weeks later i've received a letter from my local mental health service informing me that 'i'm too normal' for them to help me because I am holding down a relationship (with the most considerate, patient and understanding woman on the planet) and I didn't struggle as a child (I did but no one listened to me or cared to notice because I achieved anyway). I know that I desperately need help and the thought of not getting any now is really making me feel low. 

Does anyone have any advice on what I should do next?",4.849213300892135,5.560316970802924,6.280973236009732,77.14356853203573,69.07299270072993,8.716626115166262,29.820762368207625,8.841846274778883,2.3524183292781826,543,20,104,9,9,185,92,137,0.077,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.5977,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,8,0,10,2,0,2,0,24,22,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,8,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,4,17,2,15,15,1,13,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,2,7,74,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411353020621132,0.1960671614009099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27288983286162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029506933504038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446216482453519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045701042211986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536781069232968,0.1755850658620612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145172136864278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482829788727484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327537086752,0.0,0.0,0.268975116392042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026878889653682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980246068561057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985436565189304,0.13393154194328985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022021320130295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487751101915803,0.0,0.0,0.21338735175574927,0.0,0.1965886864559831,0.0,0.2284347181573957,0.0,0.0,0.13596168275139098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853779351262878,0.0,0.0,0.2154167503045024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975685169419855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928905933295387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887765775413397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094465103391287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-Catia-,2018/01/19,"how to stay in this world? how do you manage to stay ""here"", in the world outside of your head?

Like, I already had a pretty tough ADD week and people kept asking what's the matter with me, which wasn't really helping either.
And today I had a seminar course (at university) that I like the most out of all my courses and that I'm genuinely interested in!
But I could as well have stayed at home because my mind kept wandering.
It was a really frustrating ending to a really frustrating week.

Now I would have loved to listen to everything that was said but I couldn't (I know that's a common problem with AD(H)D but it's just sooo depressing).

It's like out minds are ships, but instead of having an anchor like everybody else, my ship is just speeding around with me on board screaming for someone to stop it.

How do you manage to attach your ship to the ground of the sea and keep yourself in this world?
If you take meds, do they help you with that or are you too still living most of your life in your own world?

TLDR; What are your tricks to keep your mind in the here and now? Does medication help with that?",4.092905405405407,5.2683536396396375,4.704132882882885,86.0491722972973,71.16216216216216,8.072522522522524,23.78490990990991,8.472884824447931,1.2844045045045047,876,22,181,14,16,280,118,222,0.08,0.8009999999999999,0.118,0.8341,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,11,1,0,15,14,3,0,12,0,18,4,1,3,1,43,29,15,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,15,14,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,8,3,24,7,33,18,5,30,1,1,0,1,19,17,0,4,14,132,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336072585890522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156489030006122,0.1214498471779383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919293031307426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372387401212832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189270568677752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368655214753652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852450582308408,0.0,0.11506315375315672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675620581969992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332682276409275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26123110282154804,0.0,0.13031196786881366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309428704879469,0.0,0.0,0.07139604019045738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176043369892817,0.25387306202551785,0.0,0.1147143587407632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725032772994813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430254622285207,0.1308723105060158,0.0,0.0,0.393521170078418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006437419051984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216684256733047,0.0,0.12430789510322553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496741706367443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357571967628092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007371150057098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154055707551438,0.10374760399630106,0.10861194859920346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976773860275102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231410451187013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841456387877805,0.0,0.11680616665959047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228550213467608,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StressedOut32,2018/01/19,"Got tested. Results leaving me conflicted. I got tested for a learning disorder based on a suggestion from one of my advisors in graduate school. Long story short, it wasn't dyslexia like I was suggested, and it wasn't ADHD like the doctor thought. It was nothing. 

The results suggest I might have had ADHD when I was younger, but not any longer. My results curve is that of standard ADHD but above the learning-disability line. Thus, no diagnosis. The advice I was given the results boiled down to ""it sucks, but there is nothing we can do. Think of it as having a good computer just with shitty RAM. Be patient, and just understand you will get frustrated as your mental faculty is faster than you can output the information."" 

I'm conflicted on how to feel at these results. I've had a lot of struggles in school and out with attention, studying, and otherwise. I was hoping this might be a means of addressing these issues. But with these results, I feel like I've basically be told: ""should have had this test earlier, you are too smart to be diagnosed now."" I know the testing and results are an important step, but I can't help but feel defeated a bit by these results. 

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adhd,Daquanual,2018/01/19,"Nervous to begin medications So I am new to this sub-reddit, I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 8-9, my 3rd grade teacher was kinda crazy and told every kid that they had ADHD but turns out I actually had it. I ended up going to see a professional because of my mom, and he did some dumb test and I guess I ""have ADHD"", which I didn't believe at first because the test was really fucking simple. My mother did though so we started something known as neurofeedback(a method of changing the brains wiring through connecting wires to your scalp), apparently for 50 percent of people it cures ADHD if I went 45 times and each time was 100 dollars, so after 4 times, I told my mother that I didn't see any improvements so my mom kinda took me off of their cause it seemed like I was watching a movie for an hour and these wires did absolutely fucking nothing. Then I began a few medications with a different doctor, most of them worked but with side effects I wasn't too happy about. I am usually outgoing, happy, and my immune system is tip top, but a lot of the drugs were just too hard. And I was never told the symptoms which sucked dick, cause apparently they were afraid I wouldn't ingest it. And oh boy, one of them made me fucking go depressed for a whole day, I mean sure I was killing my school work, but random times in the day I'd ask my teacher to go to the bathroom and begin crying about absolutely fucking nothing for 5 minutes straight. Another one made me feel extremely sick and I said fuck that. Then there was Adderall, man I tell ya, that drug was awesome, I could finish my work and not have to worry about other symptoms. But the downside was the pill was tiny and I got anxiety from it, I started to start tantrums when my mom gave me it, I was such a pussy. Anyway after a while I told my mom I am done, and she said fine, cause she was paying a lot of money for something I didn't like and I wasn't happy.

Fast-forward a few years, I am 15 and I've been noticing my symptoms coming back, or rather they have always been here but I haven't noticed them. A week ago, I had this sudden feeling and I thought of my school work much differently, I saw everything that was wrong, I was a big time procrastinator, always super-energetic and jittery, and when I am excited, I become extremely impatient. This was my life for the past 7 years and I didn't even notice, I am just like my old self, my friends finish their homework in 30 minutes and I take 3 hours cause I always lose attention from things unless I actually give a shit, then I get impatient cause I wanna play with them so I bounce off and leave and I deal with it tomorrow in the morning.

This is where I decided to talk to my mother about it, I told her how I felt earlier at school and how this could be affecting my grades in my honors classes, she said sure. Now we are planning on a visit to the doctor because I am fine with swallowing big pills and I am going to be fine with side effects as long as I am notified before hand. Now here is where I begin to get anxious. Not going to lie, I am interested in drugs, not like adderall and shit but in general drugs, and I've read a lot about a bunch of drugs and most of them cause a dependence which leads you to feel unhappy or irregular when off of the drug. Now I am not interested in using ADHD medication as a drug to get high off of but to simmer my effects. But I feel like I am going to get a dependence and I might build a tolerance which will lead me to take more and more until I am addicted, or I might lose my mind when I am off the drugs. Does anyone have any advice or experience with this?

TL;DR - I explain my story of ADHD, which is I used to talk medication 7 years ago but stopped for multiple reasons and I decide to start again but I don't want to rely on ADHD medications when I don't have access to it or gain a dependence/addiction. Looking for people who would know or have advice.",4.694608213096559,5.184488722012579,5.8813614502404725,80.66048834628192,69.32704402515722,8.801331853496118,28.795782463928965,8.841846274778883,2.110824639289678,3094,105,626,51,51,1037,328,795,0.129,0.772,0.099,-0.9791,4,0,11,0,0,0,74.0,2,3,10,16,37,36,11,2,35,0,71,38,6,21,3,128,133,72,1,8,26,7,7,5,1,5,26,3,1,4,29,43,2,1,18,2,3,12,15,17,0,3,52,15,112,19,88,72,15,94,0,3,5,6,50,27,10,22,59,441,141,21,0.0,0.0,0.08416647538451005,0.09402402124550277,0.3627904190597277,0.08428141739773122,0.07645443729406402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107648978980965,0.0,0.0,0.058652203007057375,0.04521974083140831,0.032990082504407305,0.04871834813635769,0.0,0.030153614743502137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403155348448456,0.0,0.0,0.03316003640867397,0.0,0.07886478449391096,0.04762756155469208,0.036695726558799636,0.04858648210698888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814114289982167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658041060768162,0.04561994487334409,0.037147890999030056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886272077150789,0.0,0.04737017803142207,0.05562339905328288,0.04445940936357783,0.03714302141846393,0.04377040406674056,0.0,0.09011173322693294,0.0,0.08827939390434895,0.037738492562936224,0.044131279877952095,0.0,0.0,0.4000853221680116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819545839112323,0.0,0.0,0.02848328930650196,0.0,0.03633420498254486,0.0,0.03875747062225314,0.042183982290805284,0.0,0.0,0.08722006085358902,0.030808112233189727,0.041406230161907316,0.0,0.0,0.03668163101607407,0.0,0.0,0.03331783934954734,0.1993392732244061,0.09012297078413373,0.0413688973317236,0.14705169589832348,0.0,0.0344905582810127,0.0,0.047506438227755056,0.0,0.0,0.13772032127999378,0.0386310323518331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045563343999319175,0.0,0.0,0.08493778343332335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047710809142466136,0.0,0.02370006725381245,0.0,0.0,0.0456625607375408,0.0,0.0,0.03046007095214595,0.10534212800677607,0.0,0.0,0.038163776912283946,0.03621367275854953,0.0964904466382276,0.0,0.109988583370182,0.0,0.08161078541638142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469751631347238,0.0,0.21721670784404115,0.0,0.09149644281321873,0.04354339620599868,0.20202731583255654,0.0,0.0,0.03170142914890224,0.0,0.03326023063886053,0.041649857853132834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275813639193316,0.1472923998970121,0.045251850874424834,0.0,0.0584444802086818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411671625301697,0.05979412078859653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313611523920927,0.0,0.027626623828836086,0.044339111982352006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230636682140916,0.0,0.0,0.13093272239391107,0.06872919889065908,0.03925887522540181,0.044988201385449886,0.0,0.08853324646699537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639860949540084,0.0,0.0,0.12209481695526672,0.0,0.0,0.0360539671318185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128855839764369,0.1344684317038932,0.06484843170162269,0.06932359097629766,0.037692665849623434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028649965144755964,0.0,0.04236954840697548,0.034235992403341735,0.1257310538283745,0.0,0.0,0.206036277000692,0.04791284531788018,0.0,0.04690701282910805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449134903426778,0.04749548375909884,0.0,0.025435915066437973,0.0,0.034591828674422925,0.0,0.0,0.03997679270114035,0.0,0.04814690294937599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558043872098754,0.043794967362138004,0.0,0.03063436853513352,0.04714981098478909,0.0,0.08331218636205416
adhd,EmilyAnndee,2018/01/19,Wow I am just on a fucking plane ride of thought It’s like 2am and I work tomorrow at 8 and I’m like I really gotta sleep but my brain is wide awake and climbing the fucking walls and I wanna dance or also scream for a bit ,-2.32903846153846,-0.5647331346153841,0.7873076923076958,100.99519230769234,101.5,4.138461538461539,16.115384615384613,5.985473137389443,-0.6266615384615384,175,5,45,2,8,61,41,52,0.076,0.797,0.127,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,9,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,3,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,3,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25259536735625165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34484037028116754,0.0,0.0,0.35260734733859644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840201384360728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086292188514683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023497980610517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160909127299778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507597812949179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299518805939515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Elasticcunt77,2018/01/19,"Long Time Lurker Hello fellow ADHDrs. As is customary with any first time post I am not sure where to begin but here goes. Life is hard. Constantly fucking things up, low self-esteem, anxiety and moving 1 step forward only to go 5 giant leaps backwards is... exhausting.  

I am a recent college grad 24M who landed an awesome job in med sales after graduation! Fantastic right? Unfortunately, my fuck ups have lead to my termination and I have spent the last few months trying to piece together where I will now move forward with my career and life (still employed but will be let go EOM)

I won’t lie I was never ready for this job. Absolutely in over my head and as many of you can probably relate, I lived in a constant state of panic of when and how I would fuck up and I did CONSTANTLY. Over and over again. Nothing major until something that should have never happened, happened. 

I will say I had been in therapy since the end of college and got a diagnosis w ADHD 4 months in to my job after doing research and realizing that maybe I do have legit medical problem. And it helped a lot. Truly it was amazing but I was too late and I had burned one too many second chances. 

I read many of your guys posts about getting diagnosed (I am grateful I am young) but I must ask those vets out there is it really any easier? I try to get into routines. I try to make progress in areas I need to improve, but for as long as I can remember this is where I always end up. Picking up the pieces and restarting. Que getting motivated again, que getting hopeful that I have direction, que periods of happiness (depression really makes these times fleeting).. Then gone. 

Reddit please tell me everything will be ok lol 

Also go Browns 

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adhd,hurluberloo,2018/01/19,"Coffee makes me feel hazy/sleepy? I just had a single latté with one sugar and feel slightly hazy, almost tipsy, as opposed to alert (which is the effect it's supposed to produce?) I don't drink caffeine much but when I do, I'm either really sensitive to its effects (racing heartbeat, etc, even in the absence of any prior anxiety) OR I feel like I could drift off to sleep. Uh and my mind feels a bit calmer as a result... I think. I don't know. Still feel under stimulated though. My brain just feels very foggy and heavy. 

I'm going to see if it helps me read though.

UPDATE: Does not help me read, actually makes it even more difficult because of how hazy I feel. And I also feel anxious for no reason and I'm not usually an anxious person at all

Edit: Fogginess has gone. Now I just feel quite calm, heart rate is still high though, still anxious for no reason",2.4783114035087728,4.60634859649123,3.828417397660818,86.65034539473686,77.65497076023392,6.146345029239766,21.79861111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7532365497076019,674,19,131,8,16,221,111,171,0.114,0.787,0.098,-0.4209,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,15,3,0,0,6,0,8,5,3,10,1,41,27,16,0,2,9,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,1,15,3,0,3,6,1,1,1,2,11,15,2,16,24,7,16,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,9,84,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.10750678289842126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031601129722912,0.0,0.0,0.08810025005798436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491711665942365,0.0,0.08427720470412015,0.3733709545757475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715658244516076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027347599376655,0.0,0.0,0.12298244341512485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795912550639592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964075995422744,0.0,0.0,0.10792140044049052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286496367875713,0.14552809943473458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013322283820868,0.07870309450960511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261026009688103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305480401032697,0.14768479984699892,0.11639714052615265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060544723378128176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382187258736712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707422181214014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123693658769432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098518193879234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465178999953924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619329113324107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717581936383215,0.2203929749899647,0.0,0.07057559287387334,0.2265393799143347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877885765105989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024623588322642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639377464776759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705903568945445,0.3247145960158264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133302809267105,0.0908990443208034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thesonicjanitor,2018/01/19,"The Full Stop After hyperfocusing on my career with 80+ hour workweeks for over decade, I made a choice last year to stay home & be lead parent so my wife could focus on her growing career & I could help my daughter with schoolwork (cause yeah ADHD runs in the family).

Big mistake.

I'm stuck.  My network has fizzled away & social anxiety has overtaken me.  I have no desire to go back to what I was doing but need to start earning again.  I feel overqualified for everything & under qualified at the same time.  

I decided about 6 months in that my brain wasn't going to be healthy staying home for much longer, but still haven't been able to make a concrete plan or take an action large enough to break the ""Groundhog Day"" cycle.

How do I jumpstart the damn engine?",4.7201098230628435,6.205159644295303,4.977291031116536,83.50381330079318,70.00671140939598,7.565832824893228,26.968273337400852,8.00094639256281,1.6458402684563755,613,20,115,8,11,193,110,149,0.078,0.852,0.07,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,8,1,13,1,1,5,0,19,23,5,0,5,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,5,1,14,0,22,14,4,31,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,12,72,16,5,0.13865287001258808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663380541897085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6009213069203279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606906605003574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026893555020475,0.1066154985087819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547824581912828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243469119376512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214060688366704,0.0,0.0,0.08941963069237488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432654789714312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246122591786451,0.0,0.13070958605844368,0.0,0.07010705713096912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759924256959426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929360960923744,0.0,0.2781602673732656,0.0,0.13654514746862506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130205948123032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119669809205553,0.09255186739058306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067139801850737,0.0,0.1019258130629477,0.1028093462501974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395760368808226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413391400101833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813921503731532,0.29557102216408204,0.11072836109726654,0.11592000779506326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424970268688673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084960352118435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928790237519668
adhd,lulzydude,2018/01/19,"So I just had my first long anticipated meeting with a psych today! And I swore it was going to be tomorrow.
Guess I got this close to getting some help waiting a couple weeks for the next opportunity wouldn't kill me.",4.7957364341085285,5.927852604651164,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,69.46511627906978,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.0957193798449607,174,6,34,3,3,59,39,43,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.219,0.8601,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,4,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584917823456001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755880422014393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692728239434972,0.0,0.1841325292454137,0.0,0.25912657555858715,0.0,0.3569145084473906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171654908065561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35844994127052393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286723361828159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445699334387912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071072151760925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598874171209665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tall0,2018/01/19,"Would you bring up ADHD at work? If so when? Background on me. 31/f I recently realized that a lot of struggles at work, and life in general, could be associated with ADHD? I was discussing things with a friend who has been diagnosed as an adult and found a lot of similar trends. Looking into it what is available online i seem too check almost all the inattention and more than half the hyperactive symptoms. This is after managing depression and anxiety issues. I was diagnosed in elementary school but never treated because I had good grades for the most part. I'm scheduled for testing with a specialist next month. 

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I'm worried about performance issues at work (primarily around focus, memmory, and inattentiveness issues) and thinking about discussing it with HR. I've already worked with them with my other mental health issues, and want to make sure they know I'm trying get/be better. But I'm not sure on timing or of I should bring it up before the testing. 

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Tdlr; Likely still have adhd, causing work problems, Would you bring up ADHD or at least symptoms to HR? If so when? ",3.828547499401772,6.694160507537688,4.649432878679113,78.6066164154104,77.09045226130651,7.207561617611869,27.56664273749701,8.269060116576782,2.375398947116535,867,36,142,17,21,279,127,199,0.059,0.851,0.09,0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,7,9,10,0,1,9,0,13,6,0,2,4,44,27,18,0,8,7,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,5,1,12,7,31,17,7,26,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,9,11,103,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862021774875307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127703274450317,0.0,0.11161043049405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737177151408449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900359828169911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165396409214001,0.0,0.08606263323141017,0.0,0.0,0.08945005122803226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389857093230682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075200625308396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711167564216336,0.2053098049741812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108947155956897,0.07814046094464183,0.0,0.052841440323383185,0.0,0.0,0.08483137681159128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750701870846197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222552501136948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558386185258669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143812537290226,0.049411862233802256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493207053925975,0.0,0.0,0.17197110759046372,0.0,0.0,0.06751169029402071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192526357259843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807289291733079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800535100668135,0.0,0.10756346559868132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952469086002982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967772561359367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099863481710409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235901127180023,0.0,0.09207399597845636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077048072531663,0.0,0.0,0.10573341726046673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064637883859686,0.21024623126785594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719287703419362,0.06480638488090912,0.0,0.0,0.0589755079741582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686673751535491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965495262126672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681553770766064,0.10271251088133664,0.0,0.1436938123729735,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Toxtudios,2018/01/19,"I always change my interests, can you guys relate? I just wanted to see if any of you guys can relate. 
Every few weeks or months I have a new phase of interest. 
What happens to me is I get really hyped about a subject for weeks and it could last more than that. 

For example I used to be really interested in programming and after weeks of researching I bought a book on it, read a few chapters and it didnt interest me as much anymore. 
Same thing happened to focusing on ***science***, ***art***, ***writing***, ***music***, etc...
Now when this happens I get really depressed because I know that it won't last forever, is this an ADHD thing or a general thing?

tl;dr I am interested in different topics and give up on them easily.
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adhd,xNoLimits,2018/01/19,"What happened...? [Experience with Ritalin] Basically, diagnosed at the age of 8 with combined type of ADHD. I saw a pediatrician, then put on Ritalin. But I wasn't on them for long, around few weeks to a month at most.

Fast-forward 10 years later, I was struggling to keep up with the structure and routine in life. So I decided to see a psychiatrist, diagnosed with ADHD Combined Type, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Depression.

I've been on Vyvanse, Dexedrine and Ritalin so far for my treatments and recently for some odd reason... I can't tolerate Ritalin doses even at a low dose of 10MG. Basically lately the way it has been working feels like I've taken it for the first time every day, along with the first time side effects.

I'm not sure whether if sensitization has occurred with my dopamine receptors or not. But it's like Ritalin or stimulants are too powerful or overwhelming...? ",6.605303030303031,7.9961958827160515,7.489438832772166,67.59792929292932,65.48148148148148,11.816835016835018,38.801346801346796,11.567385478589935,5.194622222222222,711,39,118,24,11,238,104,162,0.11,0.8420000000000001,0.049,-0.8326,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,5,5,7,0,2,9,0,8,10,0,3,1,30,15,14,0,1,9,0,1,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,6,3,8,3,26,9,3,28,0,3,2,0,1,12,0,6,16,78,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094222375098012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030679532160666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516354111444591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098528152295447,0.0,0.14671039664587784,0.3457754968091888,0.0,0.0,0.1952201451384448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250551280836027,0.0,0.1435156705413288,0.0,0.0,0.16662157621108986,0.0,0.0,0.08612714606024664,0.1216882793330093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897759218538296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062781835890934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140272068614444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214675400792625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031355879490872,0.16643541417136656,0.0,0.0,0.15074225613543327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596080126462884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123501825809073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513407518924118,0.16818653646792167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573596930633086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807247387512135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053993711132927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864892056083994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520501819167555,0.13663349699946722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400684753233908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969098581495834
adhd,zeflonah,2018/01/19,"Not Going Well after a Long Period if Going Well I was diagnosed several years ago, and since then I’ve really upped my game. Recently, I had a few changes because of the game uppage... a new job, solid relationship and he moved in. All great stuff, but internally, I’ve regressed. Forgetting appointments, ignoring texts, impulsively shopping, not wanting to go to yoga, fixating on useless shit, feeling irritated, not wanting to do any disciplined thing at all... so much of that old brain taking over.  And people will say... just go to yoga, just do the shit you know you’re supposed to do, but without sounding too lame... my brain literally hides the tasks from me until it’s too late. Or if I tell myself to do something, And my ADD side  responds with “f off” and forget it instantly. 

So I get all these great things, and then I just  start to systematically become clouded.  So my ask on Reddit is for some ideas on breaking the cycle... or breaking this almost rebellion against progress, discipline and peace.  Or kicking my ass, or telling me it’s normal. 

Thanks! ",4.227589743589746,6.7363452205128205,5.215512820512824,76.96532051282053,73.71794871794873,8.230769230769232,29.80769230769231,8.998388855275968,2.8846923076923083,838,37,143,19,18,274,131,195,0.162,0.733,0.105,-0.8948,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,2,0,7,0,8,6,5,0,3,40,21,21,0,5,15,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,3,3,5,1,5,4,5,2,0,2,3,14,5,24,18,6,29,0,2,0,1,10,9,3,8,13,98,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832528656914898,0.0,0.13366468957997346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907735243937345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478928320031572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137045239605918,0.1474223097836146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29802401173803506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120810358318656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548319202256776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749339253773314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973974776297,0.0,0.30344755514492405,0.0,0.0,0.2943326016332238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506869011399187,0.0,0.0,0.13246202067640395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335917570694593,0.0,0.1505754792343467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812891441050928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187209683474106,0.098125911888352,0.0,0.0,0.12891943333729547,0.0,0.0,0.13078572945290687,0.0,0.0,0.14006873667531222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254082206174724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551310550915299,0.0,0.13179909522893926,0.1433115879293348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615163218502202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079863794531273,0.27403829339066144,0.11041913378349752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276230882607404,0.0,0.0,0.09448048220715496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280695306131406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036316447064013,0.0,0.2333413544622685,0.122893898886421,0.0,0.0,0.1773613386446352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746434325629302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400358361829987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867356742668895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595915576119463
adhd,Jakuren772,2018/01/19,"Have any of you failed college/university? How has you life progressed since? I, like many others I suspect, am about to finish with barely a pass. I'd like to be batshit terrified of how I've fudged, but instead I seem to bounce between really sad (I love learning. I spend all time not socially or financially obligated on whatever else studying, even before i came to university. That just makes me sound dumb, but, it's because I'm never studying what I'm supposed to be and because I get waylaid), and apathy. Oh, and occasionally a heart-wrenching nausea that reminds me I'll have to tell my family they wasted money supporting me. ",6.114054621848737,7.310675563025214,7.266712184873949,69.45788340336135,66.47899159663865,9.983613445378152,35.04306722689076,10.125756701596842,3.8709235294117654,508,24,84,12,8,172,86,119,0.17600000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.105,-0.8483,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,2,6,7,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,2,18,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,14,4,12,11,1,6,0,2,0,1,6,1,1,2,5,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315795279416084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925134067349731,0.0,0.20415941140037488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744115033096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004274421153656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584689042808327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618094284320076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535146728502186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431354427813826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946687639061134,0.23443151414446176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216542642566018,0.0,0.16015251260103494,0.2432473737825027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504577363769745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370278200752005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841968016127966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984693217294924,0.0,0.0,0.2445744104327328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722652572766211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970595749451906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990281894660736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gettingmyenergyback,2018/01/19,"I love exercise, but I despise planning my workouts so much that I wind up just walking around aimlessly for a couple of hours while listening to music. As such, I avoid doing ""proper"" workouts but do whatever else I can to keep fit.

I'll have these ideas of gaining muscle and going to the gym, but the moment I realize that meal and exercise planning are involved, my interest is immediately killed and I revert back to mindless forms of exercise such as walking around a downtown area in circles with music playing (which admittedly I enjoy quite a bit).

Anyone else here share this thought process?",13.065917431192661,9.168176853211008,11.92557339449541,58.09735091743122,55.697247706422026,14.569724770642205,50.18577981651376,12.161744961471696,6.1812000000000005,483,25,75,10,4,156,77,109,0.128,0.6890000000000001,0.183,0.705,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,8,8,2,1,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,16,12,10,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,6,1,2,4,7,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,5,15,11,3,13,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387667128054206,0.240139348195085,0.0,0.4172772603598937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021575298417866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558708982521397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593255008146356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915714485551854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331976427755304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308068424532767,0.0,0.0,0.26457474695290584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083184660565913,0.2592952338509753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152771129698236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228862038431242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928091506732605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606328033207306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Smeepa,2018/01/19,"Bored with everything I've been incredibly bored since the come-down from my last obsession. I'm in that space between one obsession and another. But this is the longest in-between space I've ever experienced. It got me wondering:

Do you guys think it's possible to ever just end up being bored with everything forever? Can one just exhaust all the things that give them dopamine and end up in a state of disinterest, unable to find something that satisfies their brain? I'm afraid I'm going to end up as a floor lump who doesn't do anything because nothing is motivating enough. That's what happens to rats without enough dopamine, right? 

Before anyone says it - I'm not depressed! Just lacking motivation and interest. ",5.408181818181816,7.747475575757576,5.717272727272729,75.44590909090908,69.75757575757575,9.345454545454547,33.96969696969697,9.800150414767053,3.75200606060606,584,29,98,15,11,186,88,132,0.127,0.7929999999999999,0.08,-0.6645,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,2,5,9,0,3,5,0,8,3,1,2,3,20,18,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,2,2,5,1,16,15,4,17,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856822426561405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240536100045784,0.0,0.13228970059663855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799626177125437,0.0,0.1367927668408254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945850249330986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384783261864631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846017357139148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271502099055001,0.33221087991026343,0.0,0.0,0.290828670771097,0.0,0.0,0.28895689712941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692941544698873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542132138491066,0.09136217500392467,0.0,0.12857243443822966,0.0,0.0,0.15917516980705626,0.14215730003781307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310387942724983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425112836372265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178668445631932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812298934600516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728600123485574,0.0,0.12784079268008502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298024061774585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375895450258245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680012005661116,0.10300689583798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496446468322264,0.17433461903822658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JAH416,2018/01/20,"Adult diagnosis Anyone that wasn’t diagnosed until you were an adult, what happened and what process did you go through? ",4.274285714285714,7.691739285714291,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,84.71428571428571,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.734923809523809,99,5,16,2,3,29,18,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316466637982893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265699502107952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35083894297211426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458967770731549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mashnik,2018/01/20,"How do you recover after losing your ""first wind""? Okay, it's a good day. You wake up feeling okay and like you want to get some stuff done, so you take your IR stims and get to it! An hour or so later, you're winding down. You can't see how you're going to do this all day, and you take twenty minutes off browsing reddit. How do you recover from losing your first wind of motivation/energy and start again?",2.3446428571428584,3.923027035714288,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,76.26190476190476,6.704761904761906,20.333333333333336,7.447530270364453,0.4475904761904763,317,7,69,4,7,104,54,84,0.059,0.797,0.14400000000000002,0.6654,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,10,0,4,6,6,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,3,1,12,14,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,2,10,4,9,13,2,13,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,2,10,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939844332578573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332455320005819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524529512389105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877443194330612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816191513312665,0.0,0.12953454305822976,0.19117195747489932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244593691667827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113522234431696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099776308629356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816260326412437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132588163091344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609186135174407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427411802576138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443556493264008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,boxiestcrayon15,2018/01/20,"I can set all the alarms in the world but my brain really couldn't care less. Alternative methods? I am a grad student studying music so if anyone else is on this path give me a holler. I absolutely LOVE opera and performance but taking care of myself, daily tasks, and practicing is ROUGH. 

I can spend hours getting organized and setting all the alarms for everything but I just can't get to the ""doing"" part. Getting my foot out the door. It's like the alarms don't even have an effect on my sense of purpose or create any urgency.

Due to all of the lovely memory issues that come with ADHD, I have trouble memorizing my music. I love learning it but the repetition to really get it in my bones feels painful so I know I need to memorize my music early but again, I can't find the urgency. I love riding that time crunch high for my school work but it just doesn't work for performance. 

I am at my wits end. I suppose I am looking for a way to keep my goals in my everyday life; prioritizing them so I don't end each day in a puddle of guilt. How do I keep on that grind each and everyday? Dragging my ass to the practice rooms and the gym is sooooo hard. 

Notes: I don't know many people here so accountability partners are hard to find. Plus they're colleagues and its competitive so that's awkward... ADHD coaching is STUPID expensive and yes, I take meds. ",2.6878888888888923,4.826596455555556,4.180518518518522,84.32633333333334,77.03703703703705,7.431111111111113,24.13333333333333,8.364918446050245,1.5733155555555562,1073,36,214,21,25,356,150,270,0.132,0.746,0.122,0.4079,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,6,11,15,1,5,16,1,21,10,4,2,3,40,42,22,0,3,10,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,10,13,0,2,9,3,3,2,7,8,0,0,0,5,32,7,26,41,7,28,0,0,1,5,7,12,1,2,12,138,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933215610025298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829870938350531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532879339191925,0.12503793656102624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622995687556655,0.0,0.0,0.24884295991283664,0.0,0.0,0.1051212182342031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870163438028001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194348887750193,0.0,0.21617125543915947,0.0,0.0,0.08060210124162677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967601169051472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170390030775909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230731634556203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25503026483955704,0.11706583516760095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863643255417328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893529347756402,0.0,0.0,0.12017860272144384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737146689150636,0.0,0.2169383013575406,0.0,0.0,0.13413304900772752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619600413044848,0.05961949671783416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247756453288018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405606785367712,0.0,0.0,0.12372300759795525,0.0,0.0,0.13555191893567176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048643476614823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985245005207086,0.0,0.0,0.13215059404873755,0.0,0.08460279509144243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563558131825649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350460923096132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183508295026226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115882594063816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686466282967432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768395930041614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,atthebusstopagain,2018/01/20,"I am a musician. I haven’t been able to finish a song in a long time. I finished part 1 https://soundcloud.com/infinitereality/grief-denial

This is part 1, so technically I didn’t -finish- it 😂

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adhd,fuchsgesicht,2018/01/20,"Posting this 'cause i'm not sure if taking my second dose will help my nausea or if i'm just gonna throw up ill keep you updated , stay tuned.",3.3367741935483863,3.5336718709677437,4.5388709677419365,90.12830645161293,72.2258064516129,7.490322580645162,21.951612903225808,7.1686216300943375,0.4349870967741931,112,2,26,1,2,37,27,31,0.147,0.77,0.083,-0.2644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42649691158398745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782816294672841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690247310853712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976208539015219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425190487309506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912955252883531,0.0,0.31215833626529016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fire-Ra,2018/01/20,"ADHDers: How did you improve your social life? I am 25 YO male, and I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD 3 months ago. 

My past:- 
I spent all my childhood as well as my college years in isolation unable to make friends or form connection with others, and it was not from a lack of trying. All the rejection and avoidance that I have experienced through my life got me extremely depressed that I decided to just focus on school until I graduated. I lived in isolation for a long time and it sucks. Since I started my medication and felt the difference in my thought process, I want to try and improve my social life again. 

Sorry for the bad english. :) 

How were you able to overcome your social problems? 



TL;DR 

Can you share your story? 
How were you able to improve your social life? ",3.592093933463797,6.089652123287674,4.318238747553817,82.67739726027398,75.7123287671233,7.1851272015655585,28.92172211350293,8.192908349453996,2.2613968688845403,614,27,110,11,14,196,92,146,0.158,0.7070000000000001,0.135,-0.6995,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,0,0,6,9,1,1,5,0,8,6,0,4,2,24,16,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,9,2,25,3,19,7,4,14,0,2,0,0,16,4,1,1,10,80,30,3,0.2831466200137595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701436067646076,0.0,0.12549619727637135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820780033463504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193688445952222,0.14369392956221896,0.0,0.1479139766141597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593257926634444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093791881235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322910898049908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999896627121804,0.0,0.0,0.12501182647935194,0.1252879243038328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450128376436097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426202155643159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130024653593282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514774375550176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546653778343326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327974796525764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711090501590925,0.0,0.0,0.5772646432187318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847972977509506,0.10020631749669713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239339425327792,0.08255253556741214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922379687570672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350360628003901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729140796720667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116856998113418
adhd,nanotech23,2018/01/20,Would taking Strattera & Vyvanse at the same time be a significant improvement over taking either individually? I've tried everything for ADHD and I'm not remotely a functional person. This is the only treatment combination I haven't tried yet so my hope is running out that this would somehow be different enough to where it would be significantly different than taking either drug individually. I'm hoping thats the case because otherwise I am screwed because nothing works. If that doesn't help I may have to consider ECT therapy.,7.481413373860185,9.706249542553195,8.351398176291795,59.10500000000002,64.21276595744679,11.32887537993921,37.8966565349544,11.20814326018867,5.234086930091187,443,23,63,14,7,149,67,94,0.059,0.826,0.116,0.6509,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,0,14,20,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,13,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,5,2,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124539883951536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915399580022992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155256587197438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693928307813745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050075007123883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265994904391325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887755428058958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849122830181925,0.0,0.0,0.35116284271025955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962420529089506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444838519036484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435659231797175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987473922680372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216217749050075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308124864012097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004265549587225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869720759085276,0.0,0.0,0.3767361598925709,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheManShark,2018/01/20,Testimonies on medication How has your life improved or worsened from starting adhd medication? I always hear alot of bad things said about it and it's making me 2nd guess taking it.,3.961363636363637,7.161277181818183,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,80.21212121212122,6.936363636363637,26.431818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.3425818181818183,149,6,23,3,4,48,30,33,0.171,0.747,0.083,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336783657137086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331749539727121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339814939617821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087064545904245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158411277181465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793570852710307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705661973148796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646072596295905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665642112277533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834921050820045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106991197738468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861732744849224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Misterkebabi,2018/01/20,"How do you combat impulsive behavior at multiple choice tests Hello
I am not medicated since too many side effects (will continue other meds when I get a new psychiatrist). I also have performance anxiety. 
For my driving license exam, I have to answer multiple choice questions (with a timer). I can change the answers, and then you have to click on submit.
I failed my first time simply because I was reading the answers and I recognize some truth in the first few lines and select that answer and click on continue without reading the sentence and other answers fully. 
On Monday I'll try again, but how can I combat this impulsive behavior? I already meditate but only for a month now. 
Anyone some tips? 

Thanks",4.914348958333331,7.655036320312501,5.8090625,72.41302083333336,72.515625,8.641666666666666,31.760416666666664,9.2995712137729,3.5892479166666664,571,27,85,14,12,187,84,128,0.08,0.875,0.045,-0.3118,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,5,7,3,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,3,1,22,11,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,2,14,2,11,9,3,19,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,3,12,66,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780886016256625,0.17233472965972366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485639120890852,0.0,0.0,0.15068213630121713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136638628086214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796970810740236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666072258024128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112589501151697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848248818946875,0.0,0.0,0.2393711655002815,0.21709289487629785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200950255156625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813058770356824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389694488044398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241408559576214,0.0,0.4311152776388247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826326577119586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840282212142002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565938744936295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463098936482497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207733655952116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tiglet_piglet,2018/01/20,"ADHD takes a long time to understand. After 10 years of trying, I’ve come to know my ADHD to the point where I can pretty successfully stay a few steps ahead of it. I’m working towards earning my undergrad. I decided to test myself this semester. Kind of a morbid curiosity to see how much I could take on academically. I wanted to know if being able to pass four courses was my maximum ability, or if I could take on more than expected and still be successful. This is the result.

https://imgur.com/a/QEmQE",4.636552631578947,6.836261957894743,6.05809210526316,72.77976973684213,71.52631578947368,9.802631578947368,28.717105263157894,10.125756701596842,3.3640789473684216,406,16,69,12,8,137,69,95,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,17,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,9,3,16,12,3,15,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,6,51,12,7,0.1950388382926076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687975636745472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800868927010032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114452838438671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310293669668644,0.2143764896386835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260323437464475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433759876014249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843747443102965,0.0,0.0,0.1984246162716445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542070235568906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788545087673765,0.15575826820241465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399348005393788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372871506920905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241856851509284,0.0,0.0,0.2030423090766708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503896010703332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419905971783712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255986172609415
adhd,ElephantFoot10,2018/01/20,"Tips for cabin fever? I'm assuming this cabin fever/suffocating feeling is going to be quite common in a lot of us on this subreddit



I'm a student in a city so my room is small. I can literally lie down and be able to touch each wall despite being really short, and the constant cabin fever is beginning to get to me more than usual especially it being winter



I'm just curious whether anyone has any tips to dealing with it?",3.4260168067226933,5.2128257529411774,5.6657142857142855,76.07000000000002,73.82352941176471,8.621848739495798,27.43697478991597,9.23628265651192,2.574932773109244,339,13,62,8,7,119,61,85,0.0,0.947,0.053,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,0,9,16,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,13,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,5,42,8,1,0.3168936642432828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549855843221133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157941818359655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424494725102841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267034530807221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023095823064445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556386026346034,0.0,0.1800979722068159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941166111496617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370554191348838,0.0,0.0,0.20301019584027535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811840599969147,0.0,0.3490136007643138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AR6995,2018/01/20,"ADHD Coping Skills for Small Apartment Kitchens... I hope this is ok to post here, & if not I'm sorry! I've been lurking on this sub for awhile & enjoy you people who get what it's like to live w/ ADHD. So, I'm 34, female, have ADHD & am really struggling w/ most things that happen in my kitchen mostly a lack of system that works well for dishes, trash, storage, organization, & also my lack of interest in mundane tasks. I currently am single in a small 1 bedroom apartment, it's 700 square feet total. My kitchen is pretty small. Small fridge, small dishwasher, not much cabinet space, but thankfully an island otherwise I'd have very minimal counter space. I'm kind of considering that I have my kitchen not at all organized for a single gal with ADHD and a small kitchen. Has anyone been in a similar living situation and how have you organized it (& your adhd), to make your ADHD less of an issue? I'm on a diet and cooking all my meals at home. 
My kitchen is always such a disaster. I also don't have much experience in this department bc previously I ate majority of my meals out specifically to avoid this issue. 
Also, I'm off stimulant ADHD meds for first time since I was 15. Ugh! I'm not considering seriously going back on meds I think I need a break after so many years no breaks. It's been since early Sept off them.",4.50248493370832,5.819821530534355,5.956597026918441,76.91731016472481,70.33587786259542,9.027239855363598,27.91161108879068,9.414487439383343,2.489683969465649,1059,37,198,23,19,359,148,262,0.08800000000000001,0.836,0.076,-0.7838,1,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,1,3,10,12,0,2,10,1,16,13,1,3,3,25,31,11,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,14,5,12,1,1,1,0,2,6,4,1,1,5,1,20,8,29,26,13,36,0,0,1,0,6,23,0,4,8,122,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7003630584707442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972806581800845,0.06927173761990407,0.4510136585310235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582112336385346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401509879552983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143573066851066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081349985674075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349535995219729,0.0,0.04731362336762998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361883572341976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835078260006629,0.0826873097826446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378542279507986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866934014968147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067237230126301,0.0,0.1470248184594235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557087869575483,0.08440373542688359,0.0,0.0,0.18494681829318696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239854588311765,0.061729772400474364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057715958186834164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973171753395837,0.08469648546233806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333290446349668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377326452583809,0.09357793159254894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319299683830456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703231809305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664659737745774,0.0,0.0,0.05530845402661546,0.05334406140985573,0.0,0.0,0.04854449333707068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869102828860861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485290262083368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060792645426012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053611097558419515
adhd,frevernewb,2018/01/20,"I’m a mom of newly diagnosed 1st grader looking for assistance This subreddit is awesome! I’m not looking for treatment or medical advise (I read the rules!) What I would enjoy is help, advice, books, articles on how to talk with a child with ADHD. Maybe even look for do’s and don’ts. It has been hard to find articles on how the brain works differently and how that pertains to interacting on a day to day level. I know no parent is perfect, but it will be nice to know what to do a little differently. Hope I’m not rambling and actually making sense",3.628055555555555,5.525208657407411,5.369629629629627,77.93833333333333,73.53703703703705,8.503703703703705,27.740740740740733,9.150863307647796,2.512140740740741,437,17,81,10,9,149,72,108,0.026,0.823,0.151,0.9296,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,11,3,1,4,1,19,21,8,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,15,17,0,7,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,2,2,53,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.17392052337193972,0.0,0.21419013167123935,0.17415803807129626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895647835102853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987895431946814,0.0,0.0,0.1808932012113177,0.0,0.3724114555868667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771500614490255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289314051641474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596533378482345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194595214877712,0.0,0.0,0.17701624734448382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589405790856385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862686702349195,0.0,0.0,0.4489888087113288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896563613226585,0.0,0.17904955988096855,0.0,0.0,0.17954152572399665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873332490463856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978962151336944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782718286434575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324937773073115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974890256395108,0.0,0.0,0.12660493110728158,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StellaZaFella,2018/01/20,"Meds are helping me focus, but I fixate on the wrong things I'm currently taking Vyvanse and while it does help me to focus, I tend to get focused on unnecessary stuff or can't seem to control where that focus is directed. 

I want to read something, but when I start to do that, I have the thought that I should clean my room. While I'm cleaning I decide the vacuum cleaner itself needs to be cleaned, so I take that apart and clean it out--which was nice, because it seems to be working better now. I find that I'm doing a lot, but not exactly what I want to be doing. 

I try to buckle down and do the things I'm actually supposed to be doing, but my thoughts flit to some other trivial or unnecessary task and fixate on it until I do it. When I'm doing said task, I overdo it. I can't just take out the bag of trash in the kitchen, while I'm at it, I should go through the cabinets and toss out anything expired. I feel like my brain is hijacked until I do that task I think up--I can't just say ""later"" and focus on the work I want to do, the thought that I should sort the cabinets will keep distracting me until I do it. 

Is there a way to control this or calm it down or ignore the thoughts that I need to do all these other things while I'm trying to do some other thing? 

I also have this issue where I'm talking to myself a lot. I'll think of something, say a song, and start talking about that song and the artists who made it and interesting stuff about them or the music genre and just keep going. And sometimes I'll just waste away an hour or two just explaining things to no one. I stop when I'm with others or in public, but when I'm by myself, I tend to just speak incessantly and I'm usually a quiet, reserved sort of person. I'm fully aware of it and can and do control myself around others, but alone I just let myself go with it. ",8.189331395348837,4.854464630490959,8.478783914728684,77.35445494186048,64.1937984496124,11.122028423772614,35.04021317829457,8.472884824447931,2.6320182170542643,1440,42,313,14,16,480,166,387,0.061,0.8340000000000001,0.104,0.9349,1,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,6,20,8,0,1,19,0,33,2,1,4,2,76,75,40,0,8,21,0,1,1,0,4,0,7,7,1,39,19,1,7,12,4,0,3,5,3,0,2,7,8,37,5,44,59,5,40,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,15,20,229,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.09681826958290042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275548266608238,0.0,0.07934116834743575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816444300882748,0.08832123676793545,0.0,0.0,0.0932145468193767,0.0,0.0,0.06047975698040664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774646431608768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110755312730172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338298375188053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682258654454908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050165433007510016,0.07087829452062727,0.0,0.0,0.09067953388109463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183506877962934,0.0,0.16915631397256772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300171746738604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977055196460676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355333710745453,0.0,0.17637140876402982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145274079997256,0.0,0.04847080741448501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869589730157442,0.0,0.09387841165046132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102040661042587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713141823155815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722977782574496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662958505422197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924055902090057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437495828420484,0.15779744928478656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806408714505316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275912279055862,0.098124896455651,0.0,0.14044794971687058,0.0,0.0,0.08294710437509559,0.0,0.0,0.22715192342994175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378908872563427,0.15948844451274585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32956590331881463,0.12714427907728834,0.0,0.31505841505677695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471919358056356,0.0,0.0969173787271048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926988517817847,0.0,0.17555645076543458,0.07875122528301562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445752557514271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847461747336616,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheRandomPasserby,2018/01/20,"TIL about Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria for the first time...or so I thought So I was browsing the posts on here this morning and saw a couple references to Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD). I looked it up online, and it just fit me so well I was amazed. I had to share it with someone, so I turned to my fiancee and started telling her excitedly about this newest revelation about myself and my ADHD. 

 

She was patient, but once I started repeating myself (as I inevitably always do, especially when I'm excited), she stopped me. The conversation went something like this: 

 

Her: ""Babe, I love you, but you're repeating yourself now.""

Me: ""Because I'm so excited for what I just learned about myself that I had to share!""

Her: ""This isn't new. We've talked about this before.""

Me: ""...what? We have?""

Her: ""Yes, like FOUR times before!""

Me: .......

 

This isn't the first time this has happened, and it sure won't be the last!

 

TL;DR: I thought I learned something new about myself and RSD. Apparently I've learned the same thing multiple times over the past year and just forget each time.

 

Edited: Formatting",3.0517391304347825,6.019992106280199,3.885576811594202,81.9525391304348,82.04347826086956,7.756444444444441,29.05294685990338,8.608573733854374,2.873522280193237,894,43,157,23,25,285,109,207,0.044,0.813,0.14300000000000002,0.9678,1,0,2,0,0,0,75.0,1,1,0,2,18,13,0,0,8,1,12,1,0,0,1,25,24,17,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,15,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,9,2,32,11,18,13,2,26,0,2,2,1,16,4,0,0,22,111,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133502797963518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978544770373728,0.6371098402992053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168922841972677,0.0,0.20014167338564653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012463167433713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000647950738394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039952644084616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586151435423748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490901941128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987562550876686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614060489604543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271619348820707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524253780004493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226463637563913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263042895484145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964398861837252,0.1810718857629877,0.0,0.0,0.16647892867024774,0.0,0.0,0.09832073092204356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083871086965777,0.0,0.0,0.0945242185140166,0.10278953334554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812969661908599,0.0,0.0,0.18672607009548295,0.34287403288540874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791745690191844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573852905035896,0.10901844626208504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573198096695846
adhd,xBANANAFLUFFx,2018/01/20,"Mylan Concerta Generic https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/63nfht/question_anyone_here_have_experience_with_the/

Wanted to refresh this topic. Is anyone taking Contramyl XR (Concerta generic) by Mylan? If so how are you finding it? (how long does it last, how does it compare to Concerta, otherwise any info is greatly appreciated). I'm wondering whether or not to switch to Mylan's generic. ",12.027777777777779,17.061915481481474,9.116296296296301,45.733333333333384,60.85185185185186,8.785185185185185,38.62962962962963,9.2995712137729,5.103874074074074,332,16,31,7,6,97,39,54,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,11,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615914303783986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460427020913355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037771890748133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265927848407187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749928916826417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33171405185672226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452520269680254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662635441885269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262193977764285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746296208665288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32628443299708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,honeybeedreams,2018/01/20,"OMG F**K this anxiety! i am 52 years old, i am no stranger to the jumping out of my skin, flesh crawling agitation of ADHD. i’m used to my bat shit crazy brain never shutting up. I am used to the uncomfortable physical symptoms.... pain in stomach, grinding teeth, tight shoulders...  but OMFG....... FUCK THIS SHIT! 

my elderly mom is very slowly dying. she is in palliative care. i cant do anything for her. that doesnt stop me from trying though. but i have a shit ton of stuff i am supposed to be taking care of for her and i have kids, 11 & 15. we live over an hour away. and the anxiety is just paralyzing me. 

i already take vyvanse, fluoxitine, ativan. music helps, yoga helps, swimming helps, walking in the woods helps. mostly what i do though is run around putting out fires and driving back and forth while grinding my teeth, gripping the steering wheel too hard, obsessing about all the stuff i havent taken care of. 

most of the time i feel like i am just coming apart over and over inside (i dont know how to explain this otherwise), and feeling like i did when i was a kid... defective, inadequate, useless. sometimes it’s so intense, i feel like i am disassociating. (maybe that isnt a bad thing... like a pressure valve) 

my best friend keeps telling me to rest, but i literally have a list of at least 25 time sensitive things i havent taken care of. and 25 more i should do. it seems impossible. 

i am posting this here, because you all seem like my peeps and like you might understand and not tell me to do stupid things that will only make things worse. 

if you’ve made it this far, thank you. 😍

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adhd,deepdowntherabbit,2018/01/20,"Doe anyone know a good e-course teaching how to do organisation/prioritising consistently? Hi r/ADHD,



I don't have  ADHD, I but do stuggle with a lot of similar things, like being disorganised, forgetfull, and having a mind all over the place. I have gotten a crazy amount of good tips from this sub and I've seen it mentioned here that everyone is welcome here, so I'm going to take that to heart. 



I'm lucky to have a job I really like and am very motivated for in a small company. Generally I'm doing well (if i see where I'm coming from). My boss just offered me an extention of my contract, on condition that I keep on working on my planning/organisation and can prove that i do. He also wants to pay for some kind of course I which could help with it, of which he suggested sume, witch is extremly nice but... I always think these things are kind of a money grab. They cost around 1000 euro for a two day course or so, all this is going to accomplish is make me feel extremely guilty for a while. I can politly say no but I need to come up with a good alternative.


So: **does anyone know of any good online courses that don't cost too much and are actually kind of helpfull?** I would love it if it has a bit more soul searching (ways to figure out why and when you delay things/mess too long with tasks/ get horribly sidetracked) instead of being another method with tips and lists, but I would love to hear any ideas at all!


Things I already do and use:


* Everynote
* Getting things done-theory
* Nozbe


Or does anyhone have some kind of other long term system that I could set up? 


Thank you so much!",1.5899071153172102,4.0803039589905366,3.2176682439537347,87.67717183666319,83.54258675078864,6.424430424114966,21.1083946722748,7.6953281115453125,0.9664686996144404,1253,39,255,23,36,413,180,317,0.066,0.752,0.182,0.9919,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,1,3,16,19,0,0,13,0,28,3,1,5,4,55,55,24,0,8,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,20,17,0,2,8,0,5,4,3,1,1,1,2,6,23,18,40,47,13,27,1,0,2,2,16,13,0,8,9,167,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0970954629515464,0.0,0.23915394906898066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979825449517758,0.07956832429456515,0.08279010855306017,0.0,0.0,0.13532378011747884,0.10433207878828638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914229720598428,0.0,0.0,0.088574102897935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862578636959618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141702359503658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888173344236686,0.0,0.0,0.06416782522190616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121348599322336,0.1018207553736442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507437543892673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030905802192973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396694801437052,0.0,0.11309374210122825,0.3338160083821691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214120900980808,0.1179053269896532,0.06669125252124629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232086234744744,0.0,0.0,0.09873617599212604,0.08843818247906599,0.0,0.4144464318269404,0.10936273576760516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721916133844792,0.0,0.0,0.1761047766512371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845894391476285,0.17960122964787748,0.0,0.06641552872334101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046437595941304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628460680461358,0.07377632976428355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395398423260503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374081409954667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912461386102643,0.0,0.0,0.07928683426614773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480993434720437,0.0,0.0,0.09160417126997444,0.0,0.0,0.2644075676513554,0.06375414832259234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719485584795648,0.0,0.0,0.08593412029344134,0.0,0.08209607386838796,0.058686357904124214,0.07897669220692616,0.0,0.0,0.08946043720592098,0.0,0.08978125428507279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243555572196764,0.0,0.0,0.14136071073706818,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whatshappeninghelp,2018/01/20,"Ritalin (Methylphenidate) increasing Dopamine Transporters, resulting in more inattentivness later on? (Study) https://www.livescience.com/32044-adhd-drug-treatment-brain-changes.html

I thought methylphenidate was the safest choice, now im doubting it. Does anyone else have input for this or a counter study of sorts..?",16.207631578947364,22.548220289473683,5.695052631578946,67.76836842105266,56.631578947368425,8.303157894736843,39.17894736842105,8.841846274778883,4.628088421052631,273,12,28,5,5,59,35,38,0.062,0.858,0.08,0.168,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043290753688744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524293281801315,0.34471706139130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755723398769475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944162332162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39015738811432304,0.0,0.28104798335886383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36340715917631866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670915354396393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShineSonic77,2018/01/20,"Using ADHD to break bad habits! One of my New Years resolutions is to drop my sugar dependency! It was tough since I’d get depressed and upset easily without my sugar rush but as time went on, I kept forgetting and procrastinating on getting ice cream. My once a day binge turned into once every 2 days, now I’ve gotten to doing it once every 3 days! 

I’m hoping I can cut it back to once a week to eventually once a month! 

Sorry if this sounds mundane/not super important like getting jobs or schools but I’m proud of finally kicking my bad habits using my ADD!
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adhd,chicyogi1,2018/01/20,"Interrupting people It's terrible. I interrupt constantly! So at work I'm really working on it. The problem is, during conversations, I'm thinking about keeping my mouth shut, and then I have no idea what was said to me. I feel like I can't win. It makes things so awkward when you truly care about people, and what they have to say, but you can't shut the fuck up. :(",2.3016829745596894,4.4787340410958905,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,78.45205479452055,7.4590998043052865,24.127201565557733,8.418075326091056,1.6376982387475536,287,10,58,6,7,96,53,73,0.209,0.67,0.121,-0.6074,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,3,5,7,1,1,2,0,6,2,1,1,0,9,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,9,3,7,13,0,8,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,4,38,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692938018609229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854260998366785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354991364307955,0.1886914862467439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441799967966724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981658185744431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347670995485901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903849835096073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763059869197972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662230725147373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527326686700879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692057166887006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251244069338302,0.21004339503983355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547340983318993,0.16924111358155186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845733787001322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WonderfullWaffle,2018/01/20,"Need advice Is it possible to get ADHD as a grown up, I’ve read posts about adults having it and getting diagnosed as an adult, but most causes are children, I was diagnosed with ADHD at 13 which is normal. Now my mom thinks she has it, I know it can be hereditary but she doesnt think she had it before. Any advice?",2.968,4.26668518461539,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,74.07692307692308,7.661538461538463,22.23076923076923,8.238735603445708,1.1209076923076924,247,6,51,4,5,83,51,65,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,1,0,11,16,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,7,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800906946037764,0.3903618379431932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582817228384989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699616796494393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518516533591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054581877373365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870892779469424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977036336392414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339298411148033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481026323827751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570008668325511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251737267000473,0.19129306316846809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979129144261867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559671163384148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,magicmongoose1,2018/01/20,"stopped being stubborn and realized that most of my life problems have stemmed from me being ADD. i'm getting medication next week, but i'm depressed to see that so many of my problems could have been solved earlier had i addressed it. how do i stay optimistic and look forward and right my wrong? so yea, title. im 18 years old, and my whole life i've struggled with BAD ADD (diagnosed when i was 8), but always managed to cope with it somehow by being in denial about it. I was so in denial i refused to believe i was at a disadvantage, working extremely hard to earn over a 4.0 gpa most of high school, excelled in swimming and water polo. 

but my senior year, i became frustrated with how things were. I hated my coaches, and consequently (impulsively) quit my sports i did all my life. i SLIPPED in school and stopped caring, I only wanted to smoke weed (which was pretty new for me at the time), and consequently became depressed. I was 5150'd, at risk for suicide, and everything just flipped from how they used to be. since I did awful my senior year, my 4.2 gpa couldnt be sustained and i failed almost all my classes. my admission to UC Santa barbara was revoked, and attending community college, i had no motivation, nothing. I felt there was no use in trying in life because I always messed things up.

it affected my relationships with the people i loved and they hate me now. i acted out impulsively even though everyone was just trying to help me out. i always thought others were the cause of my problems but now I realize i started those problems. i took advantage of teachers trying to help me out all the time. over summer I started experimenting with other drugs, and very luckily didn't abuse them (i think i just lost interest).

im getting medication (adderall) next tuesday. i wish i was excited, but the only feeling I have right now is that I want to apologize to every person i've wronged. i've used adderall in the past and it worked wonders but i hated the fact that i needed a drug to function. i have awful habits like waking up at noon every day, barely eat, and all i do is live each day impulsively.

being out of high school i realize that i need to be treated. but it's hard to live each day knowing i didnt live up to my potential, especially when i see all my older friends living it up at their college. i have barely any friends anymore in town and i do have a job, but i arrive late all the time, and my manager is so patient but it hurts me to see everybody frustrated with me every single day. i used to ignore it but now i should take it seriously. 

tl;dr: failed all my senior year classes, blamed depression, was actually chronic add, and got admission revoked from dream school. realized i have add and am getting medicated but have an awful mindset right now. i hate this",4.70077777777778,6.202043633333336,5.7798148148148165,77.6691666666667,70.07407407407408,8.437037037037038,31.462962962962962,8.912814788092511,2.752885185185185,2222,97,401,41,40,737,242,540,0.231,0.6559999999999999,0.112,-0.9977,1,0,3,0,1,1,68.0,0,0,4,10,22,36,7,2,13,4,44,15,1,10,8,98,80,40,1,12,14,0,4,1,2,1,11,0,1,1,22,35,2,5,11,4,0,5,5,26,0,0,24,8,74,10,59,46,13,71,0,7,4,1,13,30,0,5,38,278,96,23,0.0,0.07737717749768301,0.06372943844775493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539473382262134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301998981398852,0.0,0.0,0.04441046086683826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476621000751517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054527955815207856,0.039810058229947286,0.0,0.0,0.07357773286060999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658403145893321,0.06708746501104138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214169305182071,0.0,0.0,0.1684684059788248,0.0,0.16874442369869844,0.06628442640757358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146893579940132,0.06682455446892842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313413444855706,0.0,0.16506989055236287,0.062402880354126014,0.05869300875740668,0.06388200267627753,0.0,0.0,0.0330207809830731,0.0,0.06270420103495243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091082856155527,0.0,0.10235939475445753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223134035152987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700306979434093,0.25790543994880405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754674921684906,0.13799918856589755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991164633006565,0.0,0.14108382242448142,0.0,0.0648063344998622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035890583996997565,0.0,0.07366824713158256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845108241009974,0.03190531447155685,0.0,0.2306663124209156,0.0,0.05484076690843257,0.0,0.07128944052667406,0.0,0.05894140242009738,0.0,0.0,0.0662102446698242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736740191335314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684745143983677,0.0,0.06307314260892694,0.13890778612382335,0.0,0.0,0.06266306786812721,0.0,0.06852787958088567,0.0,0.0,0.09933662794759364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062342165061553975,0.04527510178994372,0.057022861824031774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643989151396572,0.0,0.2499568849359569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946119087916873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011442719678597,0.0,0.16731343434529047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643734760023122,0.15612177759335766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054021970090881145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244814026479467,0.0696077284316062,0.0,0.10919782816745932,0.0,0.06827222807117303,0.0,0.07143439189584011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491021409377277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677308545388257,0.04184558111990522,0.06416301775560528,0.05184583435623151,0.1142417251427604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255759998486534,0.13301588520448082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561438251901825,0.0,0.05388446099699498,0.07703858697579306,0.0,0.05238470082608776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291204898255699,0.07509891620914656,0.0,0.07082179677024471,0.09508739439484876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280417295608425,0.0,0.1682202271455479
adhd,Dominator0909,2018/01/20,"How do i know that Concerta is working? I was just prescribed with Concerta about a week ago to help me with my ADD but I am not sure that it is working. Since taking it, it seems like I am more aware and less hyper but I am still experiencing some of the same troubles that I’ve had before hand. For example, I am still fidgety, I still forget where I put allot of my belongings 2 minutes after I set them down, I get distracted easily by noises or movements around me. 

I am currently taking two 18mg tablets. Next time I go and see my Doctor should I ask him to give me a higher dosage? Also, I know that I was not given Concerta just to help me with my studies but I am a university student and the lack of focus and motivation when studying was one of the big reasons why I approached my family doctor regarding my possible ADD. I am still not motivated or focused when studying. Does that mean that I need to increase my dose? So, I know that I am just going on and on, but my question is, how will I know that the drugs will be helping me and will it help me study/ be more motivated and focused when I study? Lastly, does everyone feel a different affect?
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adhd,soulsrcher88,2018/01/20,"I pretty sure I’ve been battling ADHD my whole life and haven’t been diagnosed. I want to see a DR and find out if I really do have ADHD, but every time I look into the process of getting a diagnoses I get anxiety and just give up. I read so many posts on here and I can relate to almost everything I see you all struggling with- memory/anxiety/motivation etc.. it’s so exhausting. Can someone help me? ",2.635313588850174,4.404096085365853,5.095644599303134,79.39378048780492,75.95121951219512,9.075958188153312,26.34843205574913,9.606745405546679,2.6330188153310106,317,12,62,9,7,112,62,82,0.147,0.746,0.107,-0.6384,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,7,5,0,0,2,15,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,11,1,8,12,3,6,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43656719424381424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187590296318895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894621936136275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687006338453583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256512131684234,0.0,0.0,0.1530308514733464,0.0,0.16323705811441128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600625052597476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189788038062606,0.17423575350632886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174255581875555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282904248485626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525231990043618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841440025950891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395104051055674,0.18478269664122102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167884635097475,0.0,0.1163566333676944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289470702121356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389425097313278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987879301464566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711838378273081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059097356512446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712989984205493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027830678471481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alpine1221,2018/01/20,Everyone should read/listen to “Extreme Ownership” and/or “Discipline Equals Freedom” by Jacko Willink I have listened to his books and followed his advice and I feel that that helped put me back on track for school. hope this helps!,10.707,10.3551317,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,57.0,11.0,40.0,10.125756701596842,4.06175,188,8,30,3,2,53,35,40,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.234,0.8858,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,19,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345073993486017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632200046903594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270977699187336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308534092086966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588946258563618,0.0,0.0,0.3399971956356765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441222990491379,0.0,0.0,0.3424088054565134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464422392655728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bosssmen,2018/01/20,"Just a reminder to all! DRINK LIQUIDS IF YOU TAKE ADHD MEDS! My meds make me not thirsty and I can go a while not drinking liquid because of how long my meds last and I stood up from my bed to get a drink of water and as I poured my cup I felt light headed and had a literal seizure from dehydration, one of the most horrible feelings in the world i had lost control and started shaking and wondered to myself why i spilled water and dropped the glass, next thing i know its over and glass and water everywhere... my parents just about called 911 after i was sitting there trying to comprehend what just happened but luckily it wasn't that bad, my minds still recovering but I'm okay

This is directed more towards the adhd med vyvanse because you will not eat and drink anything so would like to just warn you guys so you don't end up like a dummy like me",3.4069674185463685,5.158709216374273,4.078834586466169,87.57434210526317,73.79532163742691,6.757059314954053,28.58855472013366,7.447530270364453,1.5955326649958228,680,28,136,8,14,216,109,171,0.04,0.833,0.127,0.9593,1,0,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,2,10,7,0,1,9,1,9,9,1,3,1,31,22,18,0,2,10,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,10,8,1,4,4,0,2,5,3,0,1,7,3,21,4,18,13,3,18,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,11,93,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937927110583052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058463458959503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205670018679576,0.14902019033911673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481019741231388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709101031398332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789543198818576,0.0,0.12507150540658193,0.0,0.0,0.10825924110604383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618030126811291,0.0,0.11735968733476555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385997730020672,0.0,0.06946595953150039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102662730787307,0.10808732663282013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544294312048354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717425063436933,0.09963352535771987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791457830048145,0.0,0.0,0.10816944475326452,0.0,0.0,0.1334281644991728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158927885557522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430786010704906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341716075691217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999268054439672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282601310133178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357216252183493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651481604963797,0.0,0.09761280226426766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190152833152496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120398641443499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298594799335833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102932993634929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255290376491974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682847723453893,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alldaymaymay,2018/01/20,"GMA clip ""Young women using ADHD medicine up 700 percent over 8 years, CDC report finds"" http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/video/young-women-adhd-medicine-700-percent-years-cdc-52451215

It's a short clip, if you have 2 minutes please watch. The journalism is very very flawed here. They 'report' these dramatic percentage increases in ADHD drugs in young adult women (20s and 30s) without giving a single stat regarding corresponding diagnoses. We know that historically girls and women were not diagnosed as ADHD and since we now know that that women actually can and do have adhd, it makes complete sense for the increase in medication because there is likely an increase in diagnosis! The entire broadcast comes off as skeptical and ultimately more concerned with our ability to bring children in this world (um women's march tomorrow?). I'm frustrated because the CDC probably has a lot of other things to worry about yet young women who may make babies putting substances in their body that help them function in society, work, and home is a concerning problem. (news flash, we actually are better moms too once diagnosed!). Thoughts? ",9.801910256410256,12.40890121666667,7.968888888888895,62.591153846153844,59.05555555555557,10.64957264957265,36.06837606837607,10.727762888450028,4.578465811965812,929,40,122,23,13,277,132,180,0.071,0.846,0.083,0.3417,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,4,1,3,2,6,5,2,0,9,0,11,6,1,3,0,25,21,9,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,9,11,11,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,3,1,0,2,1,8,2,19,18,7,27,0,0,1,0,21,12,0,3,10,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.21915748114813946,0.0,0.674753169346641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690175684175296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931128795223396,0.0,0.12472876061378195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672780265682096,0.11773381964834966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34191564255054546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022062978477197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263093072558882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771870029816036,0.06381693567105992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526555038140463,0.0,0.11263592133931548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342318051595512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054859171249076084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546485413319114,0.0,0.0,0.1499087551742036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312025681700932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315125691634083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195850745927944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232605858866722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210675000693008,0.10744626547884133,0.0,0.11288236025041087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288736241951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460041741586654,0.0,0.0,0.08914563459436574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698241697240846,0.0,0.18530184845120973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824345275891947,0.0,0.08174838172157506,0.11403584016323855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231101151473605
adhd,the_zodiac_chiller,2018/01/20,That ADD moment when My ritalin just wore off but I still have work to do so I should go take more ritalin but then I'll be up until like 3 so I shouldn't go take more ritalin but now I can't focus on my work so I etc.,-2.4082142857142834,-0.6741913269230757,1.1494505494505525,100.05269230769234,96.8846153846154,5.279120879120879,13.197802197802195,6.868970318607317,-0.6610197802197804,169,3,46,3,7,61,34,52,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,7,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994952781615664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071543672705464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500175246610325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860644192598432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538653879848164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215576443030766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gmanfire,2018/01/20,"Need some advice I work pretty high stress jobs. Firefighter and Tow Truck Driver. I have a problem with focusing during high stress situations because I forget about stuff usually forgetting equipment. I can't access my medication since my hours are always different. Any alternatives or long term strategies to combat this forgetfulness? And I was Diagnosed with ADHD at 13 so it's there.

Thanks",5.745111940298508,9.363569686567168,5.992667910447763,67.01497201492539,76.01492537313433,9.320149253731344,29.270522388059703,9.516144504307137,3.9760462686567166,327,14,44,10,8,104,58,67,0.17800000000000002,0.733,0.09,-0.6412,2,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767706214929503,0.18512426388821396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763409940552653,0.0,0.0,0.12882965477270047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548441421545518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228352068894264,0.0,0.1979305616397492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40031982273646427,0.0,0.0,0.18656597290227572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799574554597026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676535902271326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908467341221141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404716759416317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273450713661225,0.0,0.18127406564702184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671154095467169,0.2129450404689278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340190961696209,0.0,0.21687014072922936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744162592887225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086478073197302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791881410389992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WaterInMyPoop,2018/01/20,"Pissed. Hey everyone, first time poster here. 

Yup, I'm pissed off- pissed off I can hardly remember anything I have studied tonight. Just bits and pieces. I would only remember if my tutor were to run through it with me. 

I don't want to go on adderall again, you guys have any study suggestions. My GCSE exams are in 6/8 weeks. I need help. 

Is there a lower dosage of adderall ( I know what I said, but if push comes to shove) ? 

Thanks in advance. At work, so typed this without background really. Apologies. ",1.1006250000000009,3.708071979166668,1.6559999999999988,94.589,94.83333333333334,4.6433333333333335,20.983333333333334,6.42735559955562,0.4715383333333336,394,14,77,5,15,120,79,96,0.11,0.83,0.06,-0.4236,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,6,4,3,0,1,1,8,3,3,0,0,14,16,5,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,2,11,1,13,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,2,5,47,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484708473715764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873816637072795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485946864920701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614753855507724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758171190818348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368560207567007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940989566791744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546356976253376,0.0,0.0,0.20397879136265007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262573985768724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514061311169672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884023749098528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731797750469914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587353728249955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158903413389719,0.0,0.21659942602917467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964000353233847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327765106719814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430620142898775,0.0,0.18265107025279465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194993191222632,0.0,0.1657718196332571,0.0,0.0,0.16175496971045916,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dylanhamer13,2018/01/20,Oh wow! Would you look at the time! It's that time in the middle of the night where I can't sleep but really want to organise things and sort shit out. It's like the witching hour but for people with a neural chemical imbalance. ,2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,76.02127659574468,8.104255319148937,20.26063829787234,8.841846274778883,1.1268340425531913,181,4,39,4,4,59,40,47,0.096,0.745,0.159,0.3012,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,5,0,2,3,3,0,0,8,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399003179370572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862141371879402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983659301545583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238971238701027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392815051827347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211100370972196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35428848512104555,0.0,0.0,0.3453963093095469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293003624054458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40251603885447534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035766715030692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451825603164424,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PoopyMcghee123,2018/01/20,"Nervous about starting new medication tomorrow. I'm not sure why. Advice! I've been taking Vyvanse for the last 5 years, and it's been very good to me. I recently got married, and the military hospital doesn't cover/provide Vyvanse (sad face). I could get it, but it would cost me $60 a month co-pay because I'd have to get it filled out of network. So I was given the options of Adderall or Concerta with no co-pay. I could also get them in 90 day supplies, where as if I went with Vyvanse I could only get them 30 at a time, which would be not only expensive, but extremely inconvenient for me. 

Anyway, I picked Adderall XR because I enjoy the slow release properties of Vyvanse, and I'd like them to be as similar as possible. I've been researching on the differences of the two, and I'm feeling discouraged. I know medications effect people in different ways, but almost everyone was saying Vyvanse is by far the best. Lasts longer, doesn't hit as hard, unnoticeable side-effects, etc. And they're right. My doctor said that this is really just a trial run, and that she wants me to come back in a month to see how it's working for me. Of course, if it doesn't work for me, I will just have to suck it up and pay the expensive copay for Vyvanse, but I do hope I can get good results with Adderall XR.

I'm really nervous about trying it tomorrow. I decided to start it on a day I was off just in case.  I don't know where this fear is coming from. I think it's because I'm comfortable with Vyvanse. It's what I know and it works for me. I'm not very open to ""experimenting"". Does anyone else ever get nervous about trying new meds? ",3.1852447552447565,4.674771757575762,4.950303030303033,82.17776223776225,73.84848484848484,8.228438228438227,28.146853146853147,8.841846274778883,2.2394265734265737,1280,51,256,26,26,436,169,330,0.091,0.812,0.097,0.5924,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,3,5,14,15,1,4,13,0,25,4,1,4,2,51,55,22,0,9,13,0,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,18,16,0,1,7,0,4,5,8,7,0,1,10,5,29,8,42,36,2,39,0,2,1,0,6,15,1,6,19,160,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116793961627413,0.0,0.0,0.10366995259725824,0.0,0.0,0.08279259411137943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239031259256293,0.10607832308149028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960788189488814,0.0,0.18933207347187386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864794157330476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783631889210716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479799150961524,0.0,0.0,0.13353607118681238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633282085893252,0.0,0.10596694583018328,0.09059946200950143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648570703119418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546288531155892,0.0,0.09364846214013547,0.0,0.09892698188499637,0.0,0.1012718272885868,0.0,0.11649959757001525,0.05234768304929562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245396985898548,0.0,0.0,0.17367145490930944,0.08280208912573428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274219795904357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282826575661648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069150331350813,0.16878090501573245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057933942874684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499806096173275,0.2085903864583404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652726987319538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999790907372932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747787181811493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177439805980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671408304659575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264744222929714,0.0,0.10222300293130544,0.0,0.0,0.0884137238252694,0.09848037000522772,0.08233090363149753,0.0,0.0,0.08249969753631912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465575858898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757543502926623,0.0,0.07784138455621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633759566744582,0.0,0.0,0.06036894990302767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057962272858854,0.0,0.10113338845925073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084554644535924,0.061064448106809964,0.08217698789207754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597298846922682,0.09341937273074252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261123738858493,0.0,0.0,0.1470889333300891,0.0,0.0,0.06666967641990132
adhd,IWillDoItTuesday,2018/01/20,Rejection Sensitivity and Dating/New Relationship RSD is the bane of my existence. Any tips on managing it and dating? I've been crushing on a dude. He likes me; he told me.  My RSD keeps me from initiating contact. I'm way more comfortable with texting. He likes talking on the phone. I want to plan dates and help keep the conversation interesting but I'm so terrified of saying something stupid! Help.,2.4921498771498776,5.465841851351357,4.255257985257988,76.53654791154791,89.94594594594595,8.096314496314497,26.997542997543,8.575989854853784,3.0191243243243244,323,15,56,10,11,108,54,74,0.183,0.6509999999999999,0.166,-0.7629,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,4,8,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,4,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451781973243934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834547638085906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084931095478781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794905564026372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762603662400397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071011929149257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747143720130303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202084847649614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990907555697904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733246175468714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871450646202255,0.227046184557284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the_black_sheep6,2018/01/20,"Diagnosed as a child, never did anything about it, as an adult I now do not know what to do. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child but never did anything about it or believe that I had a problem. I am now 26 years old and am noticing issues with my schooling and work (For the past 2 years it’s been pretty bad). I’m trying to figure out how to take care of this as it is really affecting my day to day. I don’t know how to describe it besides that my mind feels foggy 24/7 and I feel detached. I cant focus in school and it’s affecting my grades. I’m unable to put my thoughts into words and just sound dumb, and I forget everything which frustrates those around me because it’s almost every single time. Even writing this post I dozed off like five times....

I’m wondering what to do, if I need to do something, or if I even have ADHD or it’s all in my head and it’s something else? 

Any advice would be much appreciated. ",2.147830310880828,3.6510943886010416,3.910229922279793,88.5128060233161,76.61658031088083,6.483031088082902,23.461463730569946,7.1686216300943375,0.8131453367875645,719,22,154,8,16,242,115,193,0.083,0.831,0.085,0.3291,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,2,0,5,0,17,3,1,4,3,42,29,19,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,17,12,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,3,18,2,24,21,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,7,13,108,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244764019194895,0.1319159130203748,0.0,0.0,0.13517836284417506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180148067301754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217937403859767,0.12017449982930815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271549504785255,0.08229192446676797,0.0,0.0,0.15209355384581075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376367765116602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412169130435112,0.0,0.0,0.2740349174948849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277130926562208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832633720238455,0.0,0.11373942138450276,0.0,0.12132513385168832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651543028633936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385441956109246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409000932045596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837984964952033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659519188195197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136306840674392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923712959152813,0.10009735620897356,0.2082335028272384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369312329497006,0.14165493197133364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128868355547416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928824813046874,0.13733882282881468,0.0,0.12917233740457662,0.0,0.13570763265068933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648149066722881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27324504265398525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078520619446753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149971773124516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071712445160424,0.15743377150399362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165299478590176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639672006391552,0.09827823702348086,0.0,0.0,0.09589683752099697,0.0,0.0,0.17386518434718587
adhd,bigtec,2018/01/20,This whole rejection disphoria thing is ridiculous I've been in fist fights ffs but for some frustrating reason unpleasant conversations mess me up so badly sometimes. I hate that I get like this over words.,9.9425,10.484750472222228,8.146666666666668,68.71500000000002,58.16666666666667,12.755555555555556,37.444444444444436,12.161744961471696,4.891544444444444,171,7,27,5,2,51,33,36,0.537,0.406,0.057,-0.9802,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435516989733671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149707335013875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062313117383253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010184469436108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230491446393563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069442071254416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733555704331779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459380109323677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Thunder_Mlee,2018/01/20,"One year It's been around one year since I first started to take meds. I use to be in a low place in where I didn't feel like I'd get anywhere and I felt horrible about myself in many ways(as well as a myriad of other problems) but now I'm at a point where I can say my life has had a complete turn around. I've honestly never felt so much happier in my entire life and it's all thanks to some special people and you guys at /r/ADHD . Just having this sub here made me feel better about going through with everything and I just want to say...

**THANK YOU**

I still have a long journey ahead of me but now that I've gotten this far I'm confident that I can keep striving further than ever before and I believe you guys can do it as well!

**TL;DR:** In a single year meds have turned my life around completely to a point where I thought i'd never get to all because of you guys!",0.8017724039829304,2.8364936324324335,2.4949359886202025,94.51751066856329,82.94594594594595,5.408250355618777,20.007112375533424,6.5966054737557815,0.11283783783783807,682,19,153,7,19,224,106,185,0.029,0.802,0.16899999999999998,0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,3,18,10,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,2,5,29,33,10,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,8,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,2,3,8,6,20,8,27,24,5,34,0,1,0,0,9,19,0,1,14,104,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346692756492178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992602127202256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830816536525543,0.0,0.09535121819182353,0.1262484951519698,0.0,0.09910423411029226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497671343746795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136087120527734,0.0,0.0,0.10070851252785593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331754175555875,0.08005267389699974,0.21518224910154424,0.0,0.0,0.09531459193323708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708904356429192,0.0,0.06368388391043837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328585282141574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996003287468518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744494063982635,0.05474479550783788,0.0,0.0,0.0991658419286602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106029891444913,0.0,0.1136069762987222,0.0,0.0,0.24893742790044626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237389394446397,0.0,0.17284865602400018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186379742491793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768537092140651,0.0,0.11707444357038148,0.0,0.211857869479158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722225104374124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782225127566681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269370180294956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931366008612697,0.0,0.08948789319970876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842520034406597,0.0,0.0,0.20633181997452396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895977509625944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437690289537219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967802185874214,0.0,0.0,0.06609340418760612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150321288332573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648075143346998
adhd,Betty_V,2018/01/21,"I started to experience ""ghost"" emotion ever since I Started taking ADD/ADHD medication Have you ever started to react to certain things because your brain knows that it's usually how you react but then realized that you no longer experience the emotion that used to be attached to it? The best way I found to describe it is to call it ""ghost emotions"". 

I started taking Vyvanse 2 weeks ago. So far it has worked incredibly well to the point where I'm still dealing with the overwhelming realization that many of my struggle will probably be easier to deal with in the future.

One of these struggles is dealing with noisy environments. For example, whenever I would take the public transportations, I would get extremely annoyed, if not angry if some people would talk loud or make loud noise. Since I started Vyvanse though, I realized that when I get in the bus or metro, I anticipate the feeling of annoyance as start to resent it, but the annoyance doesn't show up.

I did a year of cognitive behavioral therapy and it helped me become functional whenever I need to accomplish tasks. Ever since I started medication though, I feel more than ever that I'm ""re-learning"" how to deal with almost every single normal life situations. I had no idea how difficult it was until it became easier. I'm also hopeful and grateful even though I know that adapting to a more quiet and calm mind will be a lot of work. I'm also extremely happy to realize that I'm not as avoidant and as afraid as I used to be of social situations where many people interact at the same time. 

Has anyone experienced ""ghost emotions"" or similar experiences? ",9.868604873387484,8.555393454849499,9.985439560439564,61.51134615384616,59.267558528428104,13.358910654562829,41.758480649785,12.28987398476788,5.386014620162448,1309,61,209,36,14,437,164,299,0.107,0.7559999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9287,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,4,19,16,4,5,13,0,18,4,1,8,5,51,45,27,3,8,9,0,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,19,8,0,1,9,1,0,1,5,10,1,1,4,6,23,6,36,32,7,31,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,9,21,152,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266335712963276,0.0,0.06834755162278734,0.0,0.07720796235614631,0.0,0.0,0.12331919383337575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391252131954846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700154427649838,0.08515469702579412,0.0,0.0,0.0809153083695569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607294399068208,0.07873123778038175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179610637805789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469239900535963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092609808310178,0.2789779201584316,0.06496297765336458,0.0,0.0,0.2262658918947596,0.0,0.0,0.07797163673842337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453994746081522,0.0,0.0,0.08056673511801228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207805067818305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168081375078008,0.0,0.0,0.07658111798822817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704040406882678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847480736200118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446044325270832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555059148842386,0.0,0.0,0.05146714809437843,0.15634158224192346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534721780084504,0.0,0.0,0.07785249948473671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717122731424777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554500525196356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052247289621213285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690764073297504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288767733260013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313055429273701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134229880780432,0.17333500483256706,0.0,0.07859725206556273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820195053453709,0.0,0.06157491058274073,0.0,0.0,0.16121052282855114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739165844489543,0.06197282827032681,0.0,0.0,0.08817450871321841,0.0,0.05122410264274612,0.0,0.22726122899904835,0.0,0.04495963868817581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318524087720882,0.08491855130889317,0.0,0.0,0.06120112557937848,0.061847732577198625,0.0,0.06932525658938035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226445216360753,0.0,0.0,0.16431622485166802,0.0,0.0,0.049652090488756816
adhd,ssg-,2018/01/21,"Tomorrow is my first session with psychiatrist to diagnose ADD. Here I am, binge watching Lucifer, homework undone. I am in university, 8th year. Usual time to complete is 5 years. I finally started to process to diagnose ADD in last fall. 

I have first session with psychiatrist tomorrow. Its in the morning 10 am, after that I have chinese which I started because I need language studies for my degree. I have probably 3 hours between the appointment and the lesson. ""I can do it then"". Yeah. Lets see how it turns out. 

Its midnight now. 

Well, not sure why I am posting this. I guess just hoping for the best. I really hope I will get diagnosed and finally be able to get help. ",2.619285714285713,5.456272833333332,4.262190476190476,79.46614285714288,82.57142857142857,7.486984126984128,31.415873015873018,8.447377352677275,3.1494006349206347,531,29,91,13,15,177,84,126,0.016,0.846,0.138,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,4,1,14,3,0,1,1,16,24,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,15,5,15,21,1,23,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,17,67,22,3,0.15338712258233106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350336623838948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097032191671973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082347971544367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670541019425028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336056190571248,0.0,0.2609420162213658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027688145850094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897320854154496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281215500515876,0.0,0.0,0.3046960448820419,0.15105541826066035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250309772111376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568487251359397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373460783362542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690246331697907,0.0,0.16537726117907026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826371842798813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222967760041073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171363896859224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456554777181502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894412646843219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684114314853252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893424515498598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379134442543911,0.0,0.13840802028982468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755255589732976
adhd,RoosDePoes,2018/01/21,"I was wondering what was slowing down my computer so much and realized I had 159 tabs open all at once I feel like it's the digital version of leaving little to-do piles all around your house (letters to be read, receipts to be organized, magazines that you've saved because of that one recipe you wanted to try) - there's so many youtube videos I plan to watch and news articles I mean to read etc. that I just keep open until I have the time - which I either never do or more likely I'll forget that I kept them open in the first place, all the while opening still more new tabs on the right that just add to the ever expanding row without ever actually getting to them (like the pile of unopened letters sitting on my drawer, shooting disappointed glances at me as I type this). 
They're kind of like the visual manifestations of my being unable to finish anything 😬

Do any of you also have this perpetual tab conga-line going? Did you find a way to manage it somewhat effectively, instead of only realizing they are there when your computer starts collapsing from exhaustion? (Tips on systematically addressing the disappointed letters are also appreciated)

Edit: I use Firefox, but ever since they changed how bookmarks work and I lost the bookmark folders I sorted stuff in I'm kind of lost in that respect - do any Firefox users know a way to create similar folders after the new update? Pr should I just switch to a new browser? ",6.582433850863763,7.422561011152418,7.118722938989722,72.20831839055326,65.28252788104089,9.6007872293899,34.410890006560244,9.627879704456738,3.38140043734966,1148,50,196,22,17,377,165,269,0.061,0.885,0.054000000000000006,0.2574,0,0,0,1,0,0,24.0,0,5,4,6,17,13,0,0,14,0,15,1,0,3,7,42,29,14,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,9,0,2,8,3,0,1,2,5,0,2,7,3,27,8,34,18,10,39,0,4,2,0,12,17,0,4,22,137,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.11900263984502915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504187634027476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658562262154781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035195579309963,0.1085586467826985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433773366184351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900371186297244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136003093275061,0.0,0.3309240150324519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616600460076495,0.08711893108609955,0.0,0.0,0.11145731026030337,0.10372802008856563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371225232488557,0.0,0.06930526644028287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407104164984605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839205930103286,0.0,0.2539779818876353,0.06701885887043979,0.0,0.0,0.12912422065974738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830849539423998,0.12222288842578387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26623901990613824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363507497329786,0.0,0.13283598712301162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964504544938615,0.0,0.09405301171985066,0.3533313955027661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986953023965314,0.08263441468149796,0.09274615661926944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740861591300046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439599169466956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414203573518203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008757837355546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631468445538816,0.0,0.0973869980999829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960009123532818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711082518198341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279397960192449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053230177478333,0.0,0.0,0.07192747530300278,0.1935916380262312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755251572311183,0.1322462739278096,0.08877883772857141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sb_65,2018/01/21,"I need some help, guys. Alright, bear with me cause this is going to be a looooong post. Anyways, hello! So I mainly have ADD and I’ve been taking Vyvanse for about 4 months now and an adderall booster for about 2. I’ve been having a lot of trouble with crashing and it’s making me really dread the evenings, so I decided to bring my 50mg down to 40mg for vyvanse and I’ve been trying not to use my 10 (maybe 20?) mg of adderall at all anymore. I still seem to be struggling a lot though when the meds start wearing off. I get EXTREMELY pissed off at every single person and every single sound my dad makes, and then I get very anxious and depressed. I get panic attacks every evening and I get so scared of everything. It’s basically a living nightmare. My psychiatrist keeps telling me I need to eat and drink even more water, and I am. I feel like no matter how hard I try, this just keeps happening and people think I’m not trying when I AM. Also, the other day, I found out that Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria existed and it described me PERFECTLY. So I sent my mom a link about it all and told her that it might be a good idea to see if I have it & get treated for it. But, my mom said I was overreacting and being dramatic. I just don’t get it. I just want to get help so I can be at my full potential instead of struggling so much. Every day I’m constantly worrying about how other people think of me, which tends to go wrong because I’ll do the complete opposite of what I’m aiming to be by overthinking. I have no self-esteem, and I don’t even think I know my true personality anymore. So before I start rambling on even more, can somebody please help? I don’t know what to do about the crashes- if I should learn to deal with them or say something to my doctor again about it- and I also don’t know what to do about this RSD thing. If you can help me, please say something. I don’t want my life to be taken over by this.",2.5172377036698634,4.113050708542716,4.0563499314755616,87.46182655702756,75.83417085427135,6.834292675498706,24.874676412364856,7.576466943178032,1.1549504187604689,1514,51,319,20,33,504,196,398,0.121,0.792,0.087,-0.9461,0,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,1,34,17,2,5,12,1,31,7,2,6,4,66,72,36,0,8,10,3,2,1,0,2,2,4,0,3,22,21,3,2,13,1,0,4,9,11,0,0,9,7,47,6,46,54,12,27,0,2,1,0,21,10,1,9,13,223,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406582711865125,0.0,0.09082176647302026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469569385318193,0.1662590171402335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536032363645497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051097487044853236,0.0,0.07132687007790578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861089138446676,0.0,0.0,0.08788641523682586,0.09058246643160353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811730219342452,0.08641743365770478,0.07219629399544744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857959965649163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211424941662965,0.0,0.0857714597283743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768202276225383,0.0,0.2824966677273767,0.0,0.07533435990678823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042383231864359626,0.059882891678985285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919071689376714,0.0,0.0,0.3065569905325479,0.0,0.09527664564490662,0.07030643108607443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829975657241263,0.07412406009903748,0.0,0.07508859706373143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247381231189364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946255274746264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490107802073701,0.0,0.0,0.13820014833129982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920639069201125,0.04095149480705754,0.0,0.07401690323166484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425259765789015,0.0,0.0,0.11190449052130458,0.0,0.08421108156924872,0.0,0.09310802690356064,0.0,0.0,0.0889225463170999,0.0,0.19634406319066716,0.0669064102092968,0.0,0.061619265517593565,0.12430681127593678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834777609837957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622409160033645,0.14638134546219062,0.0,0.1840241158560316,0.0,0.0,0.08027889281610165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369891247072298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973450041884242,0.1333182129543348,0.08392105887088598,0.0,0.06679577023740693,0.0763089589770081,0.08744526668839474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906148581751847,0.0,0.0,0.11866015423076096,0.0,0.06694084724707246,0.0,0.0,0.17525919049099808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302417333699592,0.0,0.07326465864187404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568801964833975,0.16113043795175153,0.0823552919613519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009609913250063,0.0,0.1707301564779611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239582470156915,0.0,0.06916243457392443,0.09888149816842401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512593263686892,0.0,0.0,0.09164686893230094,0.0,0.0
adhd,edenm18,2018/01/21,"Getting my adhd results tomorrow Backstory about me: I have Hispanic parents who don’t believe in things like adhd or even depression. Growing up I had difficulties doing my homework and my dad would hit me ALLLL THE TIME. For forgetting things, for losing my homework, for not taking showers when I was supposed to. To him, I was lazy and forgetful and I couldn’t do anything right. I just always thought there was something wrong with me. School was always easy for me, I always passed my classes because I would get good tests grades but I would never go to recess because I would never do my homework. Highschool came and it was also easy at first. I was able to pass by without doing any work unless it was a huge project or a report, that I would do the night or morning of. When I took an AP class my junior I failed it, it consisted of mostly homework, I failed English that year too, I had never failed a class. Senior year came and i practically failed every class because i thought I was a failure. I would take my homework out and stare and read and re read because i couldn’t concentrate. Again I hated myself. I couldn’t even finish any assignment given to me. I could never keep my room clean, I argued with my mom so much because every time she said anything about me I would get so angry. I got fired from my job because I sold cigarettes to an underage kid. TWICE. The first time I got a warning. I went to therapy in the summer after I BARELY graduated. And she suggested I might have adhd but I thought she was crazy. I can’t have that. Fast forward to now, I recently did my testing and I get to find out if I have this or not. I cannot wait. It feels like the beginning of my life. ",3.353928571428572,5.182995107142858,4.507261904761908,84.12107142857144,74.11904761904762,7.061904761904763,27.47619047619048,7.83500028581142,1.7511619047619051,1340,52,255,19,28,439,163,336,0.175,0.765,0.06,-0.9919,3,0,2,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,8,14,12,2,0,12,0,36,1,0,1,4,55,61,23,0,12,12,3,2,2,0,8,1,1,8,1,12,16,0,2,5,2,1,9,13,9,0,3,24,4,62,3,31,24,2,42,0,6,1,0,12,10,0,7,27,193,74,28,0.08535107111736134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077262037687335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682552207360612,0.2130567855041872,0.0,0.0,0.11608331034549167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047331829403842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121753245188562,0.0,0.0,0.09616142944098144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523777514694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814588520734698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351275248723367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274715501578828,0.0,0.1438239171557786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315606606968185,0.06097482226019334,0.0,0.0,0.07800933273624136,0.14519915498162536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836964769308752,0.0,0.04850698063220221,0.07158842899910142,0.13652609708257016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426651244156247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846977681976579,0.07586395365394191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028598566124094,0.0833964441976285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548601662185403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054399853759452,0.0,0.09996214293619733,0.0,0.0,0.06274285789137085,0.0,0.2633120310893628,0.0,0.0,0.08009619840352081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477226385755333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074833665871011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427388589845257,0.0,0.0,0.07288934838389703,0.08118841383123086,0.0,0.0,0.08637984064698383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570742442220186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283467668167911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760638824230833,0.0,0.11340691823241653,0.0,0.0,0.20327764998007725,0.14930668783099652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948281804845725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791212980215845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227538679706081,0.0,0.06213659629978994,0.0,0.0,0.42441666455937227,0.0933179976312222,0.0,0.10992658290958633
adhd,Dollface_Killah,2018/01/21,"Studies find that adults with ADHD are 6.5X more likely to be incarcerated. [Link to PDF.](https://www.google.ca/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=http://www.caddac.ca/2016/CADDAC_ADHDintheJusticeSystem_%2520FINALOct012016.pdf&ved=2ahUKEwiY-ubb7OnYAhWo8YMKHTLoBqcQFjAAegQIEhAB&usg=AOvVaw2VCf54ZhKJCnpHCVmbSTuH) I mostly only skimmed it of course.

Metadata analysis in this paper published in Canada finds that approximately 26% of the global prison population would be diagnosable in contrast with 4% of all adults. They outline several possible reasons and several possible mitigating strategies. I think my favourite reason is apparently when asked questions by authorities we are more likely to say ""I don't know."" Apparently that's bad.

Stay safe my dudes.",14.026866725507505,19.458221660194177,9.485119152691967,43.73673433362757,55.699029126213595,11.900794351279789,39.46072374227714,11.022393298168332,6.47574563106796,673,31,65,21,11,187,79,103,0.073,0.895,0.031,-0.5994,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,16,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,12,7,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,38,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592845774574412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7180227941841788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390487225552478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066345592711724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452299083551847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422741407871939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283926200737034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950246562807038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080090464129446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29883271902643754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847257348930445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27254169030572223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539931064823467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994597851953017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126756949376454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492481613836175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941509900484348,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AllOfTheTangents,2018/01/21,"Some uncertainty about the diagnosis Hi r/ADHD, I have been lurking here for a while now and decided to get tested after I could relate to so many things written here. Now that it's done, the results are not really clear, so I‘d love it if anyone has some insight they could share. I've tried to keep it short, with limited success...

There are some symptoms I‘ve had as long as I can remember: Rapidly changing interests (in sports, gaming, hobbies, anything), distractibility (a TV running in the background somewhere makes it impossible for me to focus on a conversation), restlessness and impatience. I often had 3-4 started books at a time, same for video games.

All of this was never a problem in school, my elementary school teachers even described me as concentrated and thorough. My grades were always good, until I deliberately let them slip due to bullying. Even university went pretty well, but I was increasingly unable to study towards the end and only finished with some help.
 
I‘m now doing a PhD and it seems like the worst possible choice I could have made. I have to organize my work myself and that is my personal hell. There are whole weeks where I get barely anything done. Reading papers, data analysis, experiment planning, everything. I really try to do these things but by brain jumps at the smallest distraction, or creates them itself, to get away from it. Now I‘m standing in front of what feels like this huuge pile of unfinished work and started projects, which is totally overwhelming. This is why I finally decided to see a doctor.

On and off I‘ve had problems with mild to moderate depression for a while, so that also complicates things. What really compensated for me in school and university is that it is easy for me to memorize and recall facts, if I am interested in the topic. This is what I feel got me through university, admittedly with the help of a pretty strong fear of failure.

The distractibility and inconsistency of hobbies also affects my social life. Even though no one really ever complained to my face, I know I often drift off during conversations, I have a hard time at parties because all the parallel input overwhelms me and an even harder time maintaining contact to people I don‘t see regularly.

So, my doctor ended up telling me that he thinks like I have ADHD, but he can‘t ‚officially‘ diagnose it because there are no indications of it in my childhood. We‘re giving stimulants a try, but don‘t they increase focus in everyone? Does anyone else here have a similar history? I would be grateful for any insight, opinions or resources on ‚compensated ADHD‘. Thank you for reading and being such a positive and supportive community! Even if it ends up not being ADHD in my case, you have already helped me so much!



**TLDR:** Symptoms of moderate ADHD are there, but there is no indication of it in childhood. Has anyone compensated well during school and university and the symptoms only appeared later? Is the fact that childhood symptoms are required an indication that I should look into other potential causes?",7.07906972227617,8.811957660516608,7.542004272674304,66.39442610215579,64.64575645756457,10.502311128374442,35.66537191687706,10.600634665860682,4.361884870848709,2460,116,372,65,38,807,282,542,0.109,0.762,0.129,0.916,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,4,7,33,27,1,7,27,0,48,11,2,6,8,78,75,40,0,10,12,0,3,3,0,2,8,0,0,1,32,21,0,3,12,8,0,8,9,13,2,1,13,6,44,14,67,53,13,61,1,3,3,1,25,25,1,14,30,296,76,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167880533834311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654082390710434,0.11093482544717813,0.05771333204835374,0.0,0.0,0.04716738746001913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549501880661928,0.07106783149555322,0.1141552461253846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516629195112912,0.0,0.0,0.08456279915527612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742904182647034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125214181799024,0.07337400832111353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613568454317015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973993108049747,0.07039925193088252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198642722835328,0.0606976723673578,0.14195935159396805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057941636665438334,0.0,0.1842979352298537,0.0,0.0,0.2290591442394656,0.06274036894493625,0.0,0.06627674603760146,0.062336571862105714,0.06784768978166378,0.0,0.07804962907497437,0.07014131087408032,0.049551017425202765,0.0,0.07598082639001344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871369353794938,0.06653672698378853,0.0,0.058176135022424864,0.055473773967438106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213321162719827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394722558799094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165062808072104,0.0,0.0,0.03811861098736818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709256135635574,0.048991236304855135,0.10165782793108062,0.0,0.0,0.06138168935761312,0.05824518932894359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260038538491232,0.065630399870705,0.04629854374355055,0.07032046511582621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098780659688763,0.0,0.05349494495079638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700033931497194,0.10550327846011133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808570383498737,0.06056274502077068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819332495237012,0.0,0.141128736098341,0.0,0.13273689362765956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875815445588646,0.0,0.17773595582626145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857170723659655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807853360077256,0.11054236968737094,0.0631430188147668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070409858745977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981871650668643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870925481683158,0.0,0.2883676676699529,0.0,0.0,0.060623965797714265,0.06385765215092093,0.0,0.0,0.1382397186209165,0.0444432842993991,0.0681461498036956,0.0,0.1213336589788291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127328726872188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563665480189317,0.0,0.12472649228010642,0.06429769979881797,0.06258688907203469,0.07743830614989515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099025964701247,0.0,0.0,0.049271572292546174,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sharknado699,2018/01/21,"I got into college!!! hello guys!
So I was recently accepted to Purdue University class of 2022!! It has been a rough ride starting from a straight C student but I eventually taught myself some better habits and found the right med and I pushed myself to my limits to become a better student. Now I am taking 5 ap classes with As in all of them! I would like to thank you guys because I posted here almost 3 years ago severely depressed and felt like a lost cause. Now I am off to college for computer engineering! 

Edit: put the wrong year ",2.54486888111888,5.098009413461544,4.208811188811191,81.72709790209792,79.86538461538461,6.4741258741258765,24.839160839160837,7.686295010490155,1.6139730769230771,425,16,76,7,11,142,78,104,0.132,0.679,0.189,0.6804,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,4,5,9,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,14,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,2,13,6,14,6,2,16,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,50,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589303202073766,0.0,0.1873990021192473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408204836244107,0.2066872996180074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310296497713812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922497923438312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118798750216126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968885284414066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051951807805892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967720623769207,0.0,0.0,0.3706065740020916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285949784544486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042912209502228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787625854906613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923348216108026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813273369807215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478342338381815,0.0,0.0,0.15982107836847215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142093967146955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246241876597234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407099880337117,0.0,0.0,0.17229826433764087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294266389764026,0.2046140258252515,0.0,0.24103089698978106
adhd,Koninez,2018/01/21,"Life with ADHD without medication So, my shitty country for some reason thinks that ADHD exist, but shouldn't be medicated because stimulants are drugs. There is recently invented nonstimulatant medication in the market, but it costs too much. I can't afford it.

My case is pretty severe. Wouldn't want to list symptoms that are already present on the first page of the subreddit, I'll say only that I got kicked out of last year of university because I resubmitted my 3 year's paper 4 days after deadline. So, yeah, condition does make my life harder. 

How to live with ADHD without medication? ",6.386471962616824,8.363964598130842,7.3813901869158896,65.96404789719628,66.57009345794393,9.835981308411217,33.00116822429907,10.125756701596842,3.8459728971962615,480,21,73,12,8,161,78,107,0.067,0.862,0.071,0.3329,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,8,8,0,4,0,16,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,14,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951260716233217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154528043806756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742820965930102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856544316723881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017698936730944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925732005596555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681144850294772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983404938332628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119409573610566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939981898767566,0.0,0.0,0.12126347408949148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916677589465988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533755741926591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095215932121797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044444200181198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971233126423133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119644499240894,0.13559520623954238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092090384519702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514197861008588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273676724251422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799447979441019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099983562908025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647593123836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686994638878056
adhd,feggari,2018/01/21,"adhd and work/ also a bit of effexor chat hiya fellow adhders
30 yr old girl here. ive been diagnosed  with quite severe add. im struggling badly on my daily life. ive changed countless jobs, i usually get bored after 2 months. but this has started to cause me real trouble..ive changed 6 countries already. im in this new job for 4 months and im already looking at the map and where i should go next. obviously im broke after all these changes lol. im also getting a bit irritated as days go by at work..i no longer talk to people, i can be rude and slightly oppositional, theres nothing i find stimulating or interesting at work. does any of you has any similar experience?is this is add talking?
im not currently medicated, i tried ritatil didnt do much. effexor did help a bit, has anyone had any positive results with effexor?",2.3196879483500723,4.759184103658541,4.649182209469156,78.91274748923965,79.91463414634147,7.517360114777619,29.76901004304161,8.4952907291091,2.6850614060258247,659,33,122,15,17,229,116,164,0.151,0.7559999999999999,0.093,-0.7843,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,1,1,4,1,14,3,0,3,2,19,20,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,1,10,1,16,14,5,20,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,1,11,61,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351036938428463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084555237162728,0.15106302726131493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268741738212528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604153355742247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788616824060373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30934433280668394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702601683907848,0.29974626384287345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091234179389525,0.0,0.0,0.09586461303510893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265370318624116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632545489334134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869230024266908,0.0,0.1073560565563456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330774580856922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121322960120658,0.0,0.18745381127242497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671272466201109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931408904256287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514829065995398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077794374040934,0.0,0.06943150977965701,0.0,0.0,0.0912202569564992,0.10044849058845062,0.0,0.0,0.09062718165249767,0.0,0.09910923295532263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547963599368506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045904514048136,0.0,0.10750461086005494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670145024661723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685209235881233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873949402298657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183042891296358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412525059930244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402316973219497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628185447654646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,deleted_acc0unt,2018/01/21,"Impulse buying and anxiety question Does anyone else start getting anxiety if they don’t buy something? For me I see something and think “oh that’s neat, I need this.” But it can escalate over time to “get it! You’ll be happy and complete! You neeeeed this!”

Bear in mind it’s rarely something I actually need and the object typically has to do with hobbies. For whatever reason it’s never about putting money in a 401k or paying more on a credit card. I’ve somewhat coped by having ongoing lists on Amazon, keeping my cards locked with mobile apps, keeping them at home so I can’t spend irl. 

Right now I’m having anxiety about buying a particular cast iron pan. No other pan will do and I feel like I’ll be a happier person with it. This sort of anxiety also goes with having more and more hobbies which gets super stressful to have but also super stressful to not have.

Edit: hobbies go something like this “oh bikepacking, that’s kinda neat”. Two weeks later “I have to do this, I need to know everything about it and do it! I’ll be happy and complete!”",2.8796341463414628,5.2622690975609725,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,77.53658536585365,6.441463414634146,25.859756097560968,7.554174236665415,1.6033853658536583,835,32,150,12,20,275,120,205,0.064,0.78,0.155,0.9693,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,2,7,11,0,2,5,0,19,0,0,1,1,32,34,15,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,16,12,0,2,5,0,7,2,5,2,0,1,0,2,13,9,23,29,4,15,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,6,8,99,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.1218151472008098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996514943504856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819755300986105,0.0,0.0,0.08728337504536228,0.1279021146077499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176177050114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923874394618628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042786545950428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218830222869763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311731899907325,0.08917789914619034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956540814277221,0.0,0.0709432265049627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576569245847703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252137163300668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219075925769181,0.0,0.0,0.06860278199848635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197033815155928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604175698755948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776774793686245,0.09627585978137164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089959126597415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548767450912438,0.13983710585659626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834505492141415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660332770259216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947259216464936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843980089535705,0.0,0.0,0.08835464495759887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28598251287874304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998541565690283,0.0,0.0,0.0727888236253035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193984468861055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013033533053302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,herpderpwalrus,2018/01/21,"That moment when... You forget that your deductible reset due to the new year and now Vyvanse costs $300+ per prescription instead of $40. I almost cartoon cackled at the pharmacist. I only hit my deductible last year because I ended up in the ER about two months before being officially diagnosed. Oh well, it was nice while it lasted. The pharmacist mentioned coupons on Vyvanse's website which did bring the cost down closer to $200...but still ouch.

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adhd,weeblybeebly,2018/01/21,"Just need to find the motivation to actually see a psychiatrist to get help. But I keep putting it off. I know I need help, I think meds would really help me. But I can’t seem to gather the energy/motivation to make the call. The one time I actually made the call, I was supposed to get back to her with my ins info. Never did. ...

It’s so frustrating to seek help for someone like me  that has trouble seeking help. What a closed loop this is.
Thanks for hearing my rant. Any advice? Similar stories? How’d you actually follow through?",1.2690329670329632,3.831418628571431,3.5180952380952384,84.22549450549455,86.5238095238095,7.04029304029304,23.315018315018314,8.139509932561175,1.6786996336996336,416,16,84,10,13,142,72,105,0.078,0.728,0.194,0.9,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,7,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,20,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,2,13,2,14,16,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,4,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.4514996352080383,0.0,0.0,0.15070540867983692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487726116942694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858834350695213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149588512798097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409574750871886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115081548010948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382108089157408,0.0,0.5168637694213755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708092329602953,0.0,0.0,0.08475719634305942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534580666837358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592999439980134,0.10294537657130863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130752924653664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870952608901116,0.11894666240746064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045058275819544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503720340726793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987995162663446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289615346850337,0.14039927229116989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306730618809604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198826822824068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882018457448144,0.0,0.0,0.08992895675464434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955594180266624,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sickofhardmode,2018/01/21,"Leaving an unsupportive partner 33F, ADHD-C. Boyfriend of 3+ years has a bad attitude and is borderline abusive toward me, regarding the billion ways ADHD and RSD manifest for me. Long story short, I’m working up the nerve to leave. I’ve recently lost my job, have no real friends in the city where we live, and I’m just dying inside. We live together, and I have no idea where to go. Things keep blowing up every couple days, and I want off of the roller coaster. Here’s my latest stand:

>Look, I don’t think you’re equipped to be my partner. And you could be, but I don’t think you’re willing to put in the emotional work required to cultivate compassion and patience. You haven’t yet, not consistently. You don’t place enough value on me or our relationship to do it. You think you “shouldn’t have to.” And that’s fine, it’s your prerogative. But at some point I’ve got to stop just hoping you’ll have a sudden change of heart, that you’ll become less mercurial, dismissive and spiteful towards me. You’re not in love with me; if you were, you wouldn’t treat me the way you do. And as long as I have to constantly try to mitigate the effects of my partner saying and doing hurtful, counterproductive things to me, the harder it’s going to be for me to be better, to tackle the mountain of struggles ahead of me in every scenario. I don’t blame you for all or even most of my problems, but I do blame you for avoidably making things worse than they have to be. And at some point it’s on me to say enough is enough, to not allow myself to be stuck in an unhealthy, unproductive situation. 

I’m trying to stand up for myself and my sense of self worth, but I feel utterly crippled. Have any of you left partners who were unsupportive of you and your dance with the ADHD devil? If so, how did that turn out? How did you pick up and move on? The prospect of packing all my things and moving out is seriously paralyzing. I don’t know what’s worse: status quo, or upheaval.",5.725768337205444,5.702761300254451,6.3568646974222816,79.92074676402258,67.04071246819339,9.277530700298703,31.081867463214955,8.964715089967882,2.3744073238190064,1553,55,313,24,23,509,194,393,0.157,0.77,0.073,-0.9886,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,3,17,1,7,10,15,1,2,15,0,37,2,1,6,2,64,56,30,1,8,14,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,0,5,13,22,0,4,7,2,1,6,13,9,0,1,7,3,49,6,60,37,9,47,1,2,0,1,32,26,0,9,11,222,62,4,0.0,0.11473030770041508,0.0,0.0,0.3491204149596374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658492078044869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085083161815725,0.0,0.10694354302969793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564020058285965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243561455424302,0.0,0.0,0.1046411940846468,0.0,0.07731262216220174,0.10714297334500922,0.0,0.0624487500087729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004965224695684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892317732952818,0.0,0.3001606027188705,0.0,0.06395674639104293,0.0,0.1631705880864206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896126332353535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481230761821049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006392695423872,0.0,0.07744554588225408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474660804564435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096176210742147,0.0,0.0,0.10366085911483663,0.1093117528800234,0.0,0.0,0.09609100433170824,0.08606889714223932,0.0,0.0,0.053216437697619884,0.0,0.0,0.20506260953434446,0.10520845470605666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710091906684253,0.1713868770589012,0.08131464942772841,0.0,0.10570377095572747,0.0,0.08739482951745371,0.0,0.06463623686171723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058345811407975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011690259301736,0.0,0.18307543164160456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265532566562763,0.0,0.09734309335270634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021622828270287,0.0,0.0,0.09561010292526244,0.10396153060463446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400968362135006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101708955157702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884343550802307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095604434682831,0.0,0.10123002656995528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732400990037324,0.18613846691163552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148539773682102,0.10532561359715703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711413283847549,0.15372176604378382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098997107614056,0.0,0.1973605426979057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062356753780597476
adhd,ceroij,2018/01/21,"Diagnosed with Inattentive ADD.. should I get a second assessment? I recently got diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive type) after a referral from a therapist and a study at a clinic (paid $2k)

That said, a lot of of their measurements were based on my own self questionnaire and I am wondering if I biased my own diagnosis.

Should I consider getting a second diagnosis? Is it possible the clinic might over diagnose some clients to increase their long term revenue in terms of therapy, sessions, and medication?",7.794128787878788,9.509825306818186,8.634545454545453,59.28015151515154,62.97727272727273,14.048484848484847,40.80303030303031,13.023866798666859,6.732721212121213,409,23,59,18,6,138,64,88,0.027000000000000003,0.937,0.036000000000000004,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,13,12,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,9,0,12,5,7,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,5,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448067457271397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6194247817958504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256525081664573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269978914410846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800271948624741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729470345361076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493209925371628,0.0,0.215804740414158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933427045534946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086040338119893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350641516247186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221955352966446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263740963073304,0.2361953462872936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206087633167203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Blue_Roan,2018/01/21,"Will I ever feel confident? I don't know how to act & can't look at the the boss when he says I'm the chosen one because I'm intelligent & always do a great job. I was unmedicated at school & they did a great job of killing any self confidence I had, I have never recovered. Even after getting a university degree & 15 years of being the most requested professional in my department I still don't feel confident. I don't think I ever will know what confidence feels like.",7.009999999999998,6.177595833333331,8.245916666666666,70.14075000000001,64.625,12.263333333333335,33.78333333333333,11.602472056035307,3.8891983333333338,384,14,75,11,5,133,62,96,0.044,0.6920000000000001,0.264,0.9694,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,7,0,12,0,0,2,3,12,22,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,5,10,3,7,16,1,12,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,8,46,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124674638106301,0.6493841972538876,0.0,0.10189286865417273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133796306464166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896453696025677,0.2710684867861084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272830792944218,0.10704208102402203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828254996429243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33038700787655056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29737603259522105,0.0,0.16577011467932942,0.0,0.16469068276921847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732017626785746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582357738303834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155619103168256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015320045991804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915472477127995,0.0,0.15164091601482,0.0,0.0,0.1563104763244288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965834304144662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600815252948276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648876174079156
adhd,Rayns25,2018/01/21,"This ADHD theme song brought me to tears https://youtu.be/iwxfmYR7ItM

It's 50/50 about addiction and modern society in general. But goddamn did this hit home hard for me...I am just glad medication enables me to cope with the boredom I experience when unmedicated, preventing me to seek solace in drugs. Being medicated has almost completely taken away my urge to use illicit drugs, save for 2 or 3 EDM festivals a year I visit.",5.781542857142856,8.720225173333336,6.6819047619047645,66.24000000000001,70.6,10.685714285714287,32.047619047619044,10.608840637214634,4.468561904761903,348,16,53,12,7,115,63,75,0.125,0.764,0.111,0.2263,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,3,11,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502124771004066,0.2758404204091951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298327780792881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564314550747155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406490831278879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323444912539333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451621539100944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560631569797774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022892893929084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462437830820621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982330123463701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780441739720032
adhd,ZachOps,2018/01/21,"Is there any way to stop my Vyvanse from making me grumpy? Its ruining my life. I am 17, and Ive just started taking ADHD medicine, My teachers and relatives noticed how I've had a lot of symptoms of ADHD and they thought i should start taking ADHD medicine. And god I'm so grateful for this medicine but at the same time I feel so grumpy and  uncomfortable. I've noticed that listening to music and doing homework helps out a TON with school work, Like music gives me a better feeling or something. But I've also noticed that I've been acting like a dick to everyone, and i notice it after I do it. and I'M NOT TRYING TO DO IT, I hate it. I'm just starting my up dosage of 40mg and I was previously at 30, I Havent taken it for a month though, and right now I kinda have a twitchy feeling. Also I feel like I ramble more on my posts then usual.

**Edit:** I've also noticed when i listen to music i like, then turn it off i get super uncomfortable. ",1.7730668934240368,3.6514350255102097,3.8280952380952407,87.01134920634924,78.84693877551021,5.784126984126985,24.154195011337876,6.691623216298621,0.8546528344671205,739,26,150,7,18,252,112,196,0.1,0.738,0.162,0.8911,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,12,8,1,0,7,0,12,3,1,2,0,30,33,23,0,1,6,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,10,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,6,23,6,19,27,4,22,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,3,16,102,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923933354043917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611044499497446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401111243273126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096255167304652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399591681481923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201197363191253,0.07775130485913538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686147306925274,0.10440385713279696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745142101934964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294939269867609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687294322694015,0.21268392810751344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252710035060834,0.0,0.0,0.07264779566984006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687056605583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195433311602903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423325417481474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929439682988612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014620584161547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378602509013719,0.0,0.0,0.23110060906090804,0.0,0.0,0.0909904173494707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312059572928435,0.16365982260470546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692922857459904,0.08640234306987486,0.0634622038668039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389140188334324,0.11838055596857815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198656967111246,0.0,0.0,0.08638766728830159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923272693109565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADHDstuff12,2018/01/21,"Forgetting things I try to study or things I've read TL;DR: I seem to forget more when on medication.

I am getting medicated and I am really happy with it. However something I noticed that is rather glaring and a real problem for me is the fact that it seems everything I try to study or hold in memory often just slips out of my mind. Without medication (10mg of Retalin twice a day) I seem to be able to remember a lot more, but lack motivation and get slightly depressed. Which leads to me doing nothing which leads to more depression etc. It really is worrying as a few days of daily repeating something without medication seem to be gone out of my memory within a week. 

Does anyone have a similar experience and can offer some help?",8.283130699088147,7.250553645390074,9.505430597771024,62.79000000000002,62.19148936170214,13.447213779128676,38.58257345491389,12.540900571622839,5.149623302938196,588,26,101,19,7,206,90,141,0.135,0.8,0.065,-0.8791,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,4,0,3,1,33,17,9,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,11,1,22,14,8,13,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,9,5,79,20,4,0.1254580981944573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772321930364259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182018889183575,0.0,0.21611375227866791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109789227177174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139918942837357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275364907230748,0.12272209355578895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109335642911585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355247841185636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409191867653422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665998866088006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055433402782801,0.0,0.0,0.12667691509281984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038042884120136,0.14283487632506567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004645648583928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549204893757498,0.14279878201843232,0.1607433404831485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211956865970696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568493628783792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931675466364161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669757153919545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035562677636867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063491885576822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418742593535649,0.0,0.0,0.12740878859747934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nymesiss,2018/01/21,"Ran out of my meds and instantly in one week I forgot I had an appointment for getting the prescription, lost my valuable old watch, went to another appointment only to lose my prescription paper the next day. Fuck me in the ass, I am such a mess.

This shit is so crippling that I don't know what to do. Too fucking tired of myself, I'm just gonna sleep because reality is too painful.

To make things worse is that I am starting Uni in a few months and I have no idea if I can even make it. The meds aren't even doing much, just makes me less distracted but still messy as hell.",4.999663865546221,4.841729974789917,5.616470588235298,85.07411764705884,68.57983193277312,9.489075630252099,29.605042016806717,9.23628265651192,2.155215126050419,453,15,100,8,7,147,85,119,0.248,0.736,0.016,-0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,4,1,7,0,12,7,3,3,0,13,26,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,5,1,13,1,12,20,3,13,1,2,1,3,0,4,5,1,7,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153236663107164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553289861025526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164866366498014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868945386150566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200949794547265,0.09044852907971213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543243267826252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951427234831002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367801333527754,0.1889819214939962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34667865100246514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38459660274052937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818345702198412,0.0,0.12726378685899772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841160495735337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166127077767316,0.0,0.11731120760245205,0.1316662515905585,0.18421285194516832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777061241527808,0.0,0.0,0.17324593375679134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253586966537015,0.0,0.13825458068434396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501383866872746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989770165253464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886714983122986,0.0,0.0,0.16048481605443446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642499529070566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rjwv88,2018/01/21,"vyvanse dosage - confusion **TL;DR:** finding the right vyvanse dose is haaard ><

(also slight warning that this may be a long, pondering post haha)

I'm finally being treated for ADHD with vyvanse (well elvanse here in UK but same thing) and I'm finding it really hard to tell when I'm on the right dose... so far I've tried:

 * 2 weeks - 30mg
 * 1 week - 40mg
 * 3 weeks - 50mg
 * currently into day 3 of 2 weeks - 70mg

In terms of the side effects, I seem to cope with the drug extremely well, slightly dry mouth, armpits sweat waaay too much haha (/sigh/), elevated heart rate but within tolerable limits, and currently on 70mg a slightly 'rushed' feeling at times, but expect that will fade

generally, it's working fantasticlaly for me, even at 30mg I was getting considerable benefits (see my first post [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7hriih/first_day_on_vyvanse_not_what_i_expected/)). At 50mg I was finding:

 * Binge eating - gone (perhaps hard to understand, but this is one of the biggest wins for me, finally getting back down to healthy weight)
 * I focus at work without procrastination. I still struggle with task switching but can work on that
 * I'm also slowly picking up old hobbies and getting DIY jobs done that I've been putting off
 * Some of my anxiety has melted away and I don't overthink things quite as much, although still have some social anxiety

On the whole, all good! I'm terrified of tolerance, but hoping taking the occasional week off will help with that. 

Now most of these benefits I noticed at 50mg so perhaps that is the right dose, but the last few days of 70mg I've had a crazy burst of motivation. It's just so hard to work out if that's me generally, or 70s are having a benefit :/

I think I'll probably go back to the 50s for say a fortnight afterwards just to try, I was pretty happy with how I was working on them and it gives me room to increase if I ever get tolerant to the medication. Naturally taking this later in life (I'm 29), there's little chance I'm going to grow out of it at this stage so could be taking these for years!

Sorry I'm basically just using reddit as a sounding board haha, it helps to write things down sometimes! I guess I was hoping for an epiphany at a certain dose and everything would come together. In reality I struggle to tell between them :/ 

Thanks for listening (welp reading I guess) anyways :p",4.460771940479802,6.5534225573033735,5.275821439416948,78.65902824172487,71.74157303370788,8.226541147889463,29.77983601579107,8.918530864059932,2.621784087458244,1878,79,336,38,37,610,242,445,0.063,0.7490000000000001,0.188,0.9962,3,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,0,2,11,24,20,0,3,19,3,25,13,4,5,3,63,57,27,0,7,14,0,5,0,0,4,7,3,1,0,22,15,2,1,11,1,0,8,2,3,3,2,9,9,23,16,63,40,11,73,0,0,1,0,11,34,0,13,28,204,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233075653451603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797978931423254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242620077612652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517899163474476,0.12305689973856945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892791433985265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388739159743446,0.0,0.0,0.10320922082322873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188559289180022,0.0,0.0,0.09279479289870418,0.08187778780864585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052850745294990516,0.07238032932132231,0.0,0.0,0.07191448944301503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045920724940948,0.0,0.0,0.17531032503305846,0.21940339201452616,0.06806276890895507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722317857624838,0.07675999188459061,0.09095147733217976,0.06711480793586691,0.0,0.0,0.1762963988905696,0.0,0.0,0.08518002191378111,0.21503964967029385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482101728886222,0.10726796778041946,0.0,0.0,0.1589506879006093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794049335159141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652248697362958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651866377636808,0.0,0.08019846713748416,0.0,0.07081289072275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060912331119847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764400799407405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110035276096523,0.08396481245391782,0.0,0.05422186855192422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326912174109456,0.08140647375268867,0.08627230273930357,0.0,0.0,0.08043959899953369,0.0,0.08510836612288786,0.08003906483519782,0.0,0.05126120244142705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500329532655945,0.0,0.0636330568808764,0.0,0.0,0.06376351666782024,0.07284484571913154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156767367146024,0.0,0.0,0.07913926550642335,0.0895729404784491,0.0,0.0,0.12780401555445597,0.0,0.0,0.16730314321314824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804894043185363,0.0,0.13987748822625598,0.07366928135897018,0.0,0.0,0.15948003697349053,0.05127192599926986,0.0,0.0,0.04665879582971686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086531391592563,0.0,0.0,0.08330094680343016,0.0,0.06910935166451494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320925702591264,0.09743964976660456,0.14389052436479327,0.0,0.0,0.08933658178092636,0.0,0.07713392876386778,0.0,0.29126814100790266,0.0,0.0,0.056842072953759176,0.0,0.0,0.051528589202003865
adhd,JennyMo921,2018/01/21,"Long time being ADD So I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 8. Been on medication ever since. Concerta. I stopped taking it like 2 months ago and I feel pretty good. I’m debating whether to go back on it. I’m doing pretty good. I don’t have much motivation but I can remember things pretty well. Has anybody been through a similar experience? Should I go back on the medication? I don’t want to be dependent on this medication forever. Does anybody have any advice to get increased motivation? 

Thanks! ",1.6952781954887222,4.472446294736844,4.19748120300752,77.05486842105266,91.31578947368422,8.18796992481203,26.785714285714285,8.634040054169528,3.057571428571429,398,19,71,13,14,138,64,95,0.015,0.6809999999999999,0.304,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,3,1,15,23,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,1,8,5,9,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556017945669538,0.14115149000666002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828470053054763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448825058907512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161933750034116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934690109287576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403642915642068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557615794583586,0.0,0.0,0.0805135841926568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831932851789809,0.0,0.1809929043465837,0.26711614520807403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779377550808661,0.0,0.0,0.14091723557473335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812350422293921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709920066158326,0.0,0.11705544159581525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859952102801077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038128135675355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172015644920576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312690175806047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972428394276928,0.0,0.0,0.14660143612167634,0.0,0.0,0.1057881115066465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285072896278074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392044303462102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317064811173988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cam077,2018/01/21,"Parents blame me for my problems My therapist recently described that my experiences align with that of ADHD, and it has been a life changer. All my life, my parents and everyone around me has blamed me for things I simply can't help. 

When I notice my attention has gone astray, I try to fix it immediately. It's just that I can't help it sometimes. The worst part is the forgetfulness. I set things down while my mind is elsewhere and I have to search my house for days to find it. I realize I should set up a system, but how do I do that if I forget what I was doing halfway through? (I dance) and in the middle of the dance piece something could catch my eye or I think about something that is completely irrelevant. It is annoying as hell, and I try to take responsibility like everyone says, but it is exhausting sometimes. 

Even after my meeting with the therapist, my dad still says ""just get more sleep"" and blames every single mental illness I have on lack of sleep. My whole life, I have had a very difficult time paying attention in class. It was covered up because I have a high IQ and it comes easy to me, but as soon as we started an assignment I would snap back to and be completely lost. And every time I would try to bring this up with my parents, they said I need to try harder and get more sleep. They don't even try to understand. 

Finally I will be getting into the psychiatrist for medicine to help me get through the basic functions of life, as severe anxiety and adhd do not make life fun. The point of all this is, what do I do? The moment I bring adhd into it they say I need to take responsibility and try harder. It's getting to the point where I just want to leave sometimes, get away from all this. Any coping strategies you guys have that would help?",5.3510883116883114,5.842028540000005,5.954545454545452,80.70727272727272,67.88571428571429,9.106493506493504,29.90909090909091,9.095868883498916,2.302314285714285,1399,49,281,24,22,455,165,350,0.168,0.8079999999999999,0.024,-0.9938,3,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,3,1,13,9,2,0,15,0,35,11,4,2,3,53,56,24,0,11,9,4,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,1,24,20,0,0,6,2,1,7,4,7,0,0,7,5,48,2,45,41,11,39,1,1,1,0,19,16,1,2,14,208,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667981380784924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407199872561782,0.0,0.060827713459345976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078399339513088,0.0,0.0,0.07470567790767489,0.061141077555620926,0.0,0.048470774134295375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684939562975068,0.16673706785923673,0.0,0.0,0.06348516780096923,0.0,0.0,0.05127971684817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050360125703894,0.0,0.13398733447581515,0.1519573722551827,0.0,0.07777959291300439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710330100887315,0.07267402226463399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492555562219312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873100018361219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318525499113844,0.08401052142473235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174805957180117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841934590491566,0.0,0.0,0.28081416098019074,0.038846345878267394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679852588935227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307596907760154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013104269861167,0.0,0.08028610498659453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791670630341307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052680094063537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648714469949759,0.0861055186146874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033217310386912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608381054771234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851012238265245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563567572550264,0.18969730299334764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982777537022313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387131776553281,0.0,0.0,0.12242696246502804,0.2359230557718919,0.0,0.05628016040604085,0.0,0.06349969195986195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195687164864561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464291847543046,0.1056506524476044,0.050949126958459774,0.0,0.0,0.09273008049242974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32390723423607953,0.0,0.0,0.08277649867313946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560707656460643,0.046899202299080366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887741343529022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945261573815365,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Imperfectly_Paige,2018/01/21,"Left my car running with keys today... What is your worst ADHD moment? Tips to avoid mistakes? TL:DR:Went to lunch and left car running cause I forgot keys in ignition. Didn't Realize till I couldn't find my keys

Newly Diagnosed but it explains SO much!

So today I went to lunch with my family and totally forgot to bring my keys into the restaurant. Couldn't find them when I went to leave. Came out to find them in the IGNITION!!! Oops...

 Anyone have any tips to avoid these types of mistakes?
 Anyone want to share an ADHD fail to make me feel better?",1.2671428571428578,3.8832118518518537,2.4963492063492083,90.905,87.88888888888891,5.307936507936508,17.8994708994709,6.868970318607317,0.26751375661375665,432,11,84,6,14,138,66,108,0.172,0.759,0.069,-0.9007,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,3,8,0,2,3,0,5,3,0,4,1,28,15,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,4,6,0,0,8,3,6,0,0,6,1,12,2,17,7,3,19,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822538226354532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814797841466042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239931727794546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065187529000467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189152798517333,0.0,0.163370826969419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141527415913906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992227657620766,0.0,0.08041192636348474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360601851097406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683931167055217,0.34557991107115804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615584578755648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690764539217173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30148961431234395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380185747605327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44227590021913377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sdgsdmagasgasdgnsag,2018/01/21,"I am in serious danger of failing all of my classes. Hi. I'm in 11th grade, and I'm worried I'm about to fail all (4/4) of my classes.

Last year, I failed half (4/8) classes and the year before that I failed 2/8. I have theories on why I'm getting progressively worse at school but it is not the topic of this post.

I have at *least* twenty overdue assignments. I could get about ten of them done overnight if I had the attention span, but I don't. I am willing to stay up all night to finish my assignments, though I have a sports competition I can't skip tomorrow.

I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. The assignments NEED to be submitted by Monday or I WILL fail all of my classes. I have a five hour long sports competition on Saturday evening that I can and will not miss (even for school). 

On top of this, because I go to a semestered school, I have finals all next week. I am not ready for any of them except for one. 

I have to do this alone. My mother (who is a therapist) doesn't think I even have ADHD. My father gets frustrated with me very easily. I can't do work with either of them because it always results in me throwing a stupid tantrum, them getting very angry with me, and me being tired, frustrated and embarrassed from my behavior. They don't even know I have overdue work.

So with that, I really am here asking for help. I need some way to study and I know a lot of you have study tactics that help you. I've tried almost everything I've seen here, and my therapist has even suggested stuff, but nothing has worked so far. This is my only way of asking for help. I know at this point I should just accept failure and I know I'm being ridiculous, but that really isn't helpful advice.

***TL;DR:*** I need help studying so I won't fail my classes. Please suggest any ideas you have.",1.7340710382513649,3.8605309043715854,3.2700819672131165,89.72566939890713,80.12021857923497,6.580327868852459,23.008196721311478,7.6953281115453125,1.0618065573770492,1405,47,296,23,36,462,169,366,0.197,0.73,0.07200000000000001,-0.9936,0,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,3,5,11,14,17,7,1,11,0,41,2,0,1,5,47,67,18,0,6,12,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,12,0,0,9,2,0,3,11,16,0,4,3,1,52,1,43,55,9,34,0,7,1,1,21,14,1,5,13,204,67,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167167851982185,0.09490244093649856,0.0,0.0,0.09724950009427942,0.10058480541990232,0.0,0.0,0.08080983278045356,0.0,0.0,0.132086939293041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158416327437332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840428228021307,0.0,0.08264013895101224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754070223931167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938528115409168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32072712639978324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872832631472918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638785974016207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978388920171622,0.20296027703239056,0.0,0.1103886267024128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254802450649588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564152128005222,0.0,0.0,0.1096342336383864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26686715793255344,0.07916401149523693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594624286490063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256612476998068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603496995971694,0.0,0.0,0.10328593733851983,0.0911385251216701,0.0,0.09318719823952024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580956991852976,0.07386250271434829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660623750957487,0.0918077613670402,0.0,0.0930120563247747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244323656218699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948653531775463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351470824903672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111767052528232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255226229689869,0.0,0.06222919808961271,0.09541779645740386,0.0,0.0,0.11162268421599242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659366464982796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026479774414973,0.0,0.1541752608454371,0.07790208278457998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876337556792337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210885868690169,0.09862789287910256,0.0989713881584601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250814250580499
adhd,theashattacks,2018/01/21,"Today was a bad day I'm trying to get my ADHD and depression treated, but in the meantime I had a real shit day. I couldn't focus at work and everyone's negativity was really getting me. I'm trying to look for a new job and I've found that ADHD really makes this hard. I'm so easily deterred by schooling and experience requirements that make me feel like such a goddamn failure. This just threw me deeper and deeper into depression. The suicidal thoughts were bad today as a result. 

I came home to an angry wife and newborn and couldn't deal with it and laid on the floor and fell asleep. I've recently woke up and now my wife is even more pissed (which is understandable seeing as how I haven't helped her at all) but I can't bring myself to talk to her. I don't feel that she listens or believes me when I say I'm having issues and tell her I was diagnosed as a kid with ADHD. So talking to her doesn't help.

I'm trying to get help from my doctor and I've finally gotten a referral to a psychiatrist so I can undergo evaluation. But I feel the system is really dragging it's feet.

TL;DR today sucks.",3.422505830526042,4.673934837004406,5.576237367193574,78.86678673231408,72.87665198237886,8.689194091733611,25.687742938585124,9.168548406835145,2.0993298263798907,876,28,172,19,17,307,128,227,0.249,0.723,0.028,-0.9955,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,3,0,13,0,16,6,4,4,1,36,41,24,1,2,5,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,8,16,0,1,6,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,11,8,23,2,22,28,2,22,0,2,2,0,18,7,3,1,11,110,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134846650071973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915131719298171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129209914372126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116826754548394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479237499215333,0.1182344600346536,0.19755480985158308,0.1164021331909392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738422327105814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574788732852543,0.0,0.0,0.10958574712278514,0.0,0.11218323499256176,0.0,0.0,0.1739634581323615,0.08193047471211523,0.0,0.1256310263366331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257453968802327,0.0,0.0,0.17975341339290693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027345913066051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306113724235769,0.0,0.11503768666464223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970059557186932,0.11380645483276895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602894776189271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630591377100972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310529892205166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076279519402384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053582167373096,0.22040906510504749,0.0,0.1132368938777938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120154495605852,0.0,0.11606661712869765,0.09138852535126707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177217684735536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544599162320358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843577650732456,0.10023911828319926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104651036762816,0.0,0.0,0.326121871895511,0.0,0.0,0.2335893003113255,0.0,0.0,0.11939038319340035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349152392954774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,404motvatinotfound,2018/01/21,"just a barista with add screwing up people's drinks, I'm sorry Today was such an awful day at work. I can usually get myself out of Bad Day mode but today was absolutely horrible. I've been a barista for almost 3 months. My shitty motor skills are screwing up people's drinks.  

- I forgot to put the powder three times and thankfully I caught myself in the last minute. 
- Gave a customer a drink with a cracked cup, the drink was leaking, I thought it was condensation from the ice. I was so embarrassed it felt like my brain was on fire.
- After  putting a scoop of powder in a cup, for some reason I flipped it and powder was all over our already-limited counter space.
- charged someone for FUCKING WHIP CREAM , I'M SORRY I DIDNT KNOW! 
- where did i put the milk? the whisk? fuck my shots are expiring! wait wrong powder! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I made the wrong drink wrong cup yes whip no whip "" fyi nitro doesnt have ice"" I KNOW THAT I JUST FORGOT.  

you know what's the worst though? my co workers are gonna make a group chat without me and talk shit about my poor work skills.  

and you know what else? I was one of the best employees at my previous job . I know I'm better than this. But it's hard, I'm struggling and everything is sad. ",0.9948151062155794,3.5120849593495933,2.038985051140834,94.5780448465775,87.6178861788618,4.962811434565959,19.72410175714661,6.532088108194933,0.16091859428271738,964,29,202,11,31,303,144,246,0.332,0.589,0.08,-0.9977,2,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,0,7,7,22,10,2,18,2,18,17,2,3,1,30,46,9,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,6,3,8,6,1,4,4,18,0,2,18,4,25,4,23,27,4,24,0,1,1,9,7,11,10,2,10,112,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791335628686937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330461226709344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921347503116493,0.0776469650658829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800752617725574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324018106771533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43002518022245856,0.0,0.0,0.0733409110882169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890389774250177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429634076073504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681512113472461,0.045868922538245135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864649001697717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712234214433939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412473844476748,0.07156411026207399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289188310163769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307313356359923,0.058603408112479036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007660987634591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949172141475795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173109123373292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477270198531033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026721046755072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011963518115422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438786499957728,0.0,0.0,0.19655716645550686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917817132981924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056577023367709,0.0,0.08082923883813188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625749981167431,0.06969890450372489,0.05119358954572726,0.0,0.1664375501710831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669306932550094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463061720662446,0.0,0.127830659950369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879680075705989,0.0,0.0
adhd,Myhandsunclean,2018/01/21,"My monthly cost for Vyvanse went up from $30 to $275. I do not want to go back on Adderal... Please help. Hi all,

As the title says my out of pocket cost for Vyvanse jumped from $30 to $275. I cannot afford this. I took high doses of Adderal for years and it worked great- but I would use more of it than I should. If I go back on it I know I will do the same thing again. 

What are the alternatives and what are your experiences with them? Is there anything out there that works well without being a heavy stimulant? I looked online but I am looking for less clinical information from people who have used them. 

Thanks!",0.6095572916666647,2.9191868828125003,2.119250000000001,95.06741666666667,86.421875,4.975833333333334,18.689583333333328,6.42735559955562,-0.13416416666666686,483,13,108,5,15,156,85,128,0.009000000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.11,0.902,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,3,1,20,23,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,2,3,15,3,22,17,4,16,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,1,5,78,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251154390420147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037042154592755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931761034379592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244680885567128,0.0,0.0,0.21772551918231964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236857936399146,0.2086514543059224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085313997087226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316716826992782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576289122084039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690973012945534,0.0,0.0,0.2167768462824275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570462741897343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181565882211265,0.0,0.0,0.13119881836058042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194106924122994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411235204650977,0.0,0.0,0.11648049077112314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756078247978346,0.1830685635300157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036640261772966,0.0,0.2875397070493921,0.0,0.0,0.14028613761743888,0.0,0.0,0.1271724689193751
adhd,brittninja,2018/01/21,"First time forgetting my meds and I can feel it. Can't stop sleeping 😩 I'm lying in bed hopelessly trying to find the motivation to get up and do the things I planned to do today. I forgot to take my meds and of course realized it way too late so I figured I'd fight through it. Been taking meds regularly for about 3 months, first 2 at 30mg Vyvanse and recently started 50mg Vyvanse. Oooh gosh it is so hard. I'm an intense introvert and any sort of social interaction physically exhausts me. Even on days where I remember my meds I feel like I need a nap after school. Today is just a whole different story though. I got up at 8, kick boxed, showered, and went to a school event. Got home around 3 (driving home I realized I forgot the meds, this was when the crash hit me) and after trying to fight through the crash for an hour I gave in and napped. Two hours later I am still exhausted but wired. 

I don't know, writing this is helping me realize how dumb I'm being and I'm gonna get up and go. I just needed to share my experience with others. Days like this remind me that this ADHD thing is real. Peace dudes ✌",1.5089565217391296,3.6350309391304334,3.4447826086956503,88.1763043478261,80.91304347826087,6.608695652173912,22.608695652173914,7.7425588080867325,1.0640869565217388,876,29,185,15,23,295,138,230,0.095,0.816,0.08900000000000001,0.1524,2,0,0,0,3,1,22.0,0,0,0,4,13,9,3,0,10,0,13,3,1,2,0,35,36,16,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,12,12,0,3,10,2,0,3,2,6,0,3,8,3,22,3,26,25,1,34,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,1,22,109,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285230075090527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272394738159055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520068672230378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793695508587872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117311986537124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063391063184528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046093940612371,0.0,0.0,0.1081457607887688,0.07639909221152483,0.0,0.0,0.09774267450331604,0.18192892113961376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174513230797717,0.0,0.0607773692296863,0.0,0.17106191528991585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579865785137476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168069255761256,0.0,0.21454226555318334,0.0,0.21063184591278475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058772300290204776,0.0,0.12063476990601728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449251665186736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939399829897124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853597556798678,0.0,0.0,0.15859166568142974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172294023683755,0.0,0.0,0.10559191714089933,0.0,0.12114397278414935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216461193856207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701882046312937,0.10901348203132234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569380678464324,0.0,0.08540369073962772,0.08940795653580039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081353105458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209447903744946,0.0,0.10506956775553276,0.0,0.06235850027148284,0.0,0.2027362431434477,0.0,0.0,0.14521263755899766,0.0,0.10446639277016602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488525525140457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913592396632276,0.0,0.11939646448593424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wowwww321,2018/01/21,"Consequences of untreated adult adhd? I'm 100% sure I have adhd, I only realised it last night and it's kinda hard to process it. I suffer all the symptoms of inattentive adhd as well as fidgeting constantly and impulsively (heavy use of mj and alcohol) always wanting pleasures now to the point where I obsess over them, these pleasures mainly being drugs as they nowadays (22) seem to be the only thing that makes me feel ok/normal/relieved. 

Over the years it's gone addicted to video games - - > addicted to drugs + isolation which along with adhd grew the seeds of depression and anxiety, they've had a big growth spurt over the last couple years. To the point where these seeds have started to poison the surroundings, resulting in not holding a job, spending spending spending on relief, progressively damaged cognitive abilities like poor concentration and memory, not being able to hold conversations for more than 5 seconds,  damaged family relationships, little hope, suicidal thoughts, etc.
 So yeah I was wondering if these are likely consequences of undiagnosed adhd? ",12.442500000000004,10.842084771739136,11.144130434782612,56.13021739130437,54.54347826086956,14.85217391304348,45.28260869565217,13.427899808715575,6.408969565217393,874,41,123,26,8,277,125,184,0.154,0.721,0.124,-0.8014,1,1,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,5,14,1,1,10,1,8,7,0,3,2,24,19,10,1,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,10,7,1,2,4,2,4,3,2,6,1,1,4,2,8,8,25,12,4,23,0,4,0,0,6,12,0,5,10,79,18,1,0.11029390292238116,0.0,0.0,0.24047326835383584,0.6627591897952906,0.0,0.0,0.11787063970627452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917733626917678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437453384793381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918852643224005,0.0,0.0,0.1220381057600536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499597697180777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558118227865649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300685663500233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039752757692341,0.0,0.05576791127853991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880167308811423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954673192012984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944968002205456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980850322573524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776805961529423,0.11054346597617516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362203664688155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350335637876662,0.10806460725101674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776696641216646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852677680319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841437539773494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040742687124077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780665921680643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064362837226,0.0,0.10395069822961868,0.1146375959175305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327436824461997,0.0,0.0,0.08756103897186236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525851973286838,0.0,0.0,0.06505420156010906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916746449246726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196090328964176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205131470872426
adhd,ugh_melina,2018/01/21,"Hello, hello. New to the community. I have just discovered this subreddit and this is an amazing community! ADHD communities from other platforms have helped me tremendously and given me the strength to transform my life. I believe I am ready to give back, so I hope you all will welcome me!",4.874423076923076,7.70052067307693,5.939076923076925,71.00592307692307,73.03846153846155,8.775384615384615,33.47692307692308,9.3871,3.8258030769230764,233,12,36,6,5,77,39,52,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,4,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512631474898621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887268001070102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42304596214309104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602019371552804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516814348242121,0.0,0.0,0.3729439274827329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265218008468323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626482804373904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RedditorOnPatrol,2018/01/22,"I am from Germany and I am grateful for this Subreddit..and need advice.. So today I was having a really bad day couldn't even read 5 pages in a book for class tomorrow, I opened up the book read 5 words and forget the first 4 words cuz I was already thinking about something else also I forget my tea my mum made me. I often start crying just because I am so disappointed in myself even though I could just do the task.... I can't ! I jus't can't I am not strong enough to fight this whatever you wanna called it...
So I was browsing through the web and ended up on reddit for the first time I looked up ADHD on here (couldn't find anything under the German abbreviation ""ADHS""). 
In Germany fewer people talking about it I guess... I am 18 years and today I realized (for the first time in 8 years after the diagnosis) that I am not alone I can relate to almost every post here. I still had a break down because I also realized that my ADHD is not just laziness and lack of willpower( what I told myself over the last few years) I realized that it is kind of a mental disorder...and I cannot easily get rid of it. 
With minimal effort I am getting through school with C's and a few B's but that is not going to work If I am going to a university in October. 
I need to change something I am taking 10mg of Attentin(dexamphetamin) it's much less than other people in my age and with my weight (70kg) are taking. I hated it taking 35mg and not being able to eat anything now I can eat almost normally but the 10mg are not doing anything worth mentioning... I am going to talk to the doc tomorrow and maybe switch back to Ritalin.. I can barely remember if it helped me while I was taking it for a 1 year. I am kinda scared of the side effects when I go back to a normal dosage. 
Do you guys have any advice for me ?
If not I am just happy I found this sub and will try to be an active member of this sub.
Thank you guys !


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adhd,salcelita,2018/01/22,"Looking for advice on how to handle these next 10 medication-free days Thanks to my misunderstanding on when I would begin to receive coverage through my insurance, I will not be able to fill my prescriptions that treat my ADHD and depression until February 1st.  Normally I can handle breaks well, as I try to not go long without them, but I am currently back at school with an overwhelming course load, as well has raising a 3 year old.  My entire house is a mess, laundry is piling up and I have much studying to do, but can barely muster the strength to tend to my child’s needs without immediately returning to bed after.  Just looking to see if anyone has been through something similar, as any tips and tricks on how not to have a meltdown once a hour for these next days would be greatly appreciated.",13.78887417218543,8.335404576158941,12.442304635761593,59.64690066225168,56.21854304635761,15.788609271523178,48.7430463576159,12.688352899677879,5.883115496688743,645,28,115,14,5,208,103,151,0.06,0.831,0.109,0.8198,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,1,1,6,0,16,0,0,2,0,19,24,13,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,2,0,1,3,13,6,28,18,1,24,0,2,3,0,3,5,0,1,15,83,16,1,0.16541941145246736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880198670239274,0.16164593437902855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249087226100063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156650986804563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719731667604822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133636711607444,0.0,0.1424754966925721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401166362027008,0.0,0.0,0.1823754851081683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290479907772312,0.19087179118082875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639097369012685,0.27782128735341793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160230081898975,0.12265639757025283,0.0,0.0,0.351850841444012,0.0,0.1620759013568082,0.0,0.0,0.1735798457792374,0.1761662744913175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674132757107891,0.1318178540042178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734794459734886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522959692665951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123089219608786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974638339368911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189168192694301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350184075621144,0.0,0.0,0.10652467748694606
adhd,spaceblip,2018/01/22,"Any tips on how not to lose keycards? **TL;DR:** I have a keycard that I use several times a day, but it doesn’t have any holes in it, so I can’t easily attach it to a lanyard. Do any of you have any tips on how I can secure it to my person somehow so that I avoid losing it while still having easy access to it? Alternatively, can you recommend any card holders or something? 

Okay, I’m just gonna ramble a bit now because I need to vent a bit, too. 

I almost lost it today because it fell out of the card holder on my phone. (One of those rubber stick-on card holder things.) I was talking on the phone while walking down the street. Spent 15 minutes frantically running around outside retracing my steps before I found it; thankfully, someone had placed it in a visible spot on a ledge. 

The whole process was unpleasantly stressful, and I’d rather avoid going through it again, if at all possible. 

In the mean time, I’m keeping it in my wallet, but I can easily see myself losing it again at some point by just throwing it into my pocket loose and then accidentally sending it flying later when I have to fetch something else from my pocket. (Unfortunately, I speak from experience.) Or I might drop it down the gap between the elevator and the floor while rummaging for my keys. I’ve had some uncomfortably near misses but I’m very bad at being careful about these things. 

The card holder on my phone was great when it worked, because I always have my phone with me. But it was slightly broken, which I guess made it hold the card less tightly, and now I’m wary of using another one.

Of course, losing this keycard wouldn’t be the end of the world, but the replacement process is annoying and in the mean time I would be locked out of the building, which would probably end up happening at the most inconvenient time possible. In fact, if I’d lost it today, I wouldn’t’ve been able to replace it until Wednesday because of the limited main office hours clashing with my schedule. 

Anyway, I’d appreciate any advice/suggestions. I guess I could always just search this, but I also wanted to vent. Or feel free to commiserate if you have horror stories of losing or almost losing things, as I’m sure we all do!",5.9929187634795085,6.360856897196264,6.600093457943928,77.06298705966934,66.47663551401868,9.201437814521928,30.71387491013659,9.057496981413335,2.5010841840402582,1744,61,326,28,26,572,216,428,0.16399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.093,-0.9876,0,2,2,0,0,0,56.0,1,3,0,10,21,22,1,4,24,1,30,0,0,5,4,64,57,31,0,10,18,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,32,12,0,7,4,0,2,7,4,15,0,2,12,4,36,8,53,36,10,62,0,9,1,0,12,29,0,16,25,227,68,1,0.08045470643270293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112753366817234,0.0,0.0,0.06433959966674771,0.1338895216883262,0.0,0.0,0.32827175570207223,0.08436377466977057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162174611340548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717631927597417,0.19617776915115545,0.0,0.06846102940510097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756714036764716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820289352332427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423653642746778,0.0,0.0,0.05188662979729579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720958350208107,0.0,0.14251797935468016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870014093896023,0.0,0.0,0.04068031696582095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821443291019347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045724263745142386,0.0,0.0,0.08870159787211965,0.1772598593588571,0.0,0.07114583119269086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792316794697505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715118397478498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400494218878146,0.17565163212994633,0.0,0.0,0.07612818854004233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527752282122622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534972937326693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965614538196565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903638252593544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024994637434337,0.08405804431080692,0.0,0.07605570283819622,0.1814011859221934,0.0,0.0,0.0867437811910503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411198452090762,0.0,0.0,0.09089091774724166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816901167503855,0.12387592734643345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425123248473763,0.0,0.09216059439058286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582760867048209,0.0,0.0,0.06466644546049223,0.0,0.07407188425252431,0.0,0.0,0.16035159596205706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876551452820777,0.0,0.15252330875260173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389740690510384,0.0,0.0663835587054661,0.04745427036357399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982480652890483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857198449393666,0.0,0.0,0.1143054301829896,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iceddepressionfrap,2018/01/22,"Bringing up RSD to psychiatrist. I discovered RSD yesterday and that along with my recent ADHD diagnosis has helped the last 24 years of my life click in to place. 

I have my quarterly appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow. He mainly just ask how my meds are working, if anything in life has changed, writes up 3 prescriptions, and sends me on my way. How do I bring up RSD and possible treatment. I don't get the impression it's very well recognized from the little research I did last night.

I'm curious about medication too. I saw a couple options on one article.",5.456886792452828,7.260647094339625,6.386933962264153,72.87115566037741,68.62264150943396,10.960377358490566,34.00471698113208,10.9516,4.302569811320755,456,22,80,15,8,151,77,106,0.017,0.935,0.048,0.4637,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,2,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,2,13,2,15,11,1,20,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,2,7,53,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793805514871154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661843910576172,0.0,0.20064580189239506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270452433937947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374789526758869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213292724193706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438588995726776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34989673727174125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031925725610935,0.0,0.21511106192355808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840046549896424,0.2162125379088997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014114240645174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543574384893024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423789046597706,0.0,0.0,0.24195792081965856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119167165056346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708845462425638,0.0,0.1703596739191388,0.0,0.0,0.19297403430284107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624986699384458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382117381827749
adhd,Be_here_now_in_this,2018/01/22,"Where are my ladies at? How many people in here are women with ADHD? 👯 Any Mom's with ADHD? I am new to the group, and I was diagnosed with ADHD (major hyperactivity) last year at 30 yrs old. While reading books (that are all written by men -- except my recent favorite ""Mom's with ADD"" by Christine A. Adamec 😍) and learning all I can about what I have, I'm quickly realizing it shows up different in men vs. women AND most young girls/women aren't diagnosed properly because of this. Instead we get diagnosis with bipolar, anxiety, depression (all things I have been told I need different medications for) when the symptoms of these disorders all fall under ADHD. Whew! Can you tell I'm a little fired up about this? 😜 It just makes me wonder how many women are out walking around confused as Fuck like I was (and let's be real, still am at times), trying to figure out why life is so difficult.


Did you know about 12% of the world's population has ADHD and approximately 50% of that number are girls/women?

 I'm on a mission to connect with more like-minded women like me because I am sooooo over feeling alone in this! I'm very thankful to have found this online community 😊

The crazy in me sees and honors the crazy in you ❤💛💚💙💜",3.3941803278688525,5.1488266147541,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,73.8360655737705,7.50295081967213,25.724590163934426,8.238735603445708,1.695126885245902,970,33,186,16,20,328,151,244,0.107,0.8190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8401,2,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,0,1,14,8,1,1,8,0,22,7,0,3,4,38,38,12,0,1,3,2,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,6,11,17,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,7,3,17,4,38,29,7,32,0,1,1,1,15,19,1,3,13,119,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445373583500713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109055936624497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294149404466489,0.0,0.08205474929010538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548547037974406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077122230297608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923841675740552,0.2177363170609343,0.0,0.2241308634813213,0.12293096477568692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423463419235816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760669179127466,0.0,0.0991615227753085,0.056039703538053036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894811194880808,0.08743243357650925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096821447604155,0.07576196528163429,0.15720764388135305,0.107504195551256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159788011598893,0.21749263903208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080546706810067,0.0,0.0,0.10830353208257723,0.2512467307133701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953303866426134,0.0,0.1035938192531277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255289458333756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436161442874684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729052044139473,0.12208706265347667,0.0,0.0,0.10590778516028904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547352349193735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565916763002741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114857619146861,0.0,0.0,0.09375127346084623,0.09875197260015453,0.0,0.0,0.07125977047220614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254503970088428,0.0,0.0,0.10249295406702844,0.0,0.07282351356797356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850196584758177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678681483878117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632051472824645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907288540261168
adhd,scaremehpls,2018/01/22,"Help So there is this girl that I like. We went on one date, and it went terrible but I feel like we have so much in common. For what I know about her, she has some health issues she is dealing with and for for what I notice she also has Anxiety. We talked after the first date and even though the date went terrible she was willing to give me a second chance, but I feel like she’s ignoring me or not interested. I have many thoughts in my head and don’t really know what to do. Can someone just guide me. I can give more info about the date and how terrible it was lol. I have adhd and I’ve been struggling with this for the past week. I really like her, she’s perfect.",1.4300981996726672,3.23924977304965,2.9506382978723416,93.22615384615385,79.63829787234044,6.60796508456083,19.356792144026187,7.61054688173877,0.3572003273322424,522,12,120,8,13,171,79,141,0.142,0.7040000000000001,0.155,0.2647,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,2,10,11,0,1,5,1,15,2,1,1,1,26,25,14,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,3,7,2,24,6,14,17,3,15,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,2,13,90,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932071043856324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285629244059501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298403115075646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574063994486884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618311545231401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257423241599406,0.2296996883276316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367457887060066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084389835907472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499025941532172,0.17088462987253195,0.0,0.0,0.10775673023709458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677958634568029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670339618147365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141647081492821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298947791073815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818004848733665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830308961769929,0.0,0.0,0.1089378569091794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346744277836427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597908872170295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362148278851627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680654536864269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292160253156733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579498281167021,0.1276286700903868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289551953890541,0.0,0.0,0.4470895565242274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,freakyfrsh,2018/01/22,"If you’re having a rough day today like I am, just remember you’re not alone. I couldn’t fall asleep last night, got about 4 hours of sleep. Got ready for a class I had at 820 only to realize I had received an email saying it had been changed to 8 am. 
Felt defeated by 810 am. 

For the most part I am extremely productive and I pride myself on the work I’ve put in to be successful. 
What I need to work on is being kind with myself. 

Some days my tank is low, today my tank felt empty. It’s hard to regulate my thoughts when I’m on empty, it’s hard not to beat myself up. It’s hard not to become that “stupid, lazy and careless” child I thought I was. But today I’m working on it. And today I’m trying to be patient and show myself the love and support I so freely dole out for my friends and family. 

Be kind to yourself. You are worth it. ",1.1509999999999998,2.7366791555555565,3.0886111111111134,92.95625000000004,79.66666666666667,6.277777777777778,20.694444444444443,7.1686216300943375,0.3659444444444446,648,17,150,8,16,218,107,180,0.112,0.701,0.187,0.9534,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,7,4,12,1,0,6,0,18,3,2,0,0,24,30,10,0,3,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,6,1,1,3,4,4,0,0,11,7,19,8,24,14,3,22,0,2,0,1,7,9,0,3,11,92,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649004800825568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455467462825171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941159961083288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998150829289727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423565393034627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530695202176237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181716116038483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080182866403227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35416180552645016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978218505867853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744686661302904,0.0,0.10742278303769556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438374536666662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894157157901862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771728873683153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367177743525275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022882183253222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427108691902547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248084091086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928729724114034,0.0,0.0,0.10480113016670213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188068786007176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954863948782862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924595496401036,0.0,0.0,0.4996690317500966,0.0,0.0,0.08947371333556141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878242711142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mbe8819,2018/01/22,"Well ... I feel defeated. Hello .... I’ve been lurking on this sub for a while.

A little bit about me: 29 male, I was never diagnosed as a child, but I grew up in a very religious home that believed any sort of behavioral issue was clearly **THE DEVIL**. 

started looking into adult ADD/ADHD a couple of years ago and felt like the symptoms really described what I was dealing with. And I don’t mean common symptoms - mean very precise, descriptive symptoms that beforehand, I couldn’t even find the words to describe. 

So I finally worked up the courage to make a doctors appointment. I tell him how I feel very overwhelmed, I have a hard time getting organized, I constantly try to juggle multiple projects at work, I tend to be impulsive and indecisive simultaneously, I have such a hard time focusing, how easily i get frustrated with myself over small things, how no matter how hard I try I never seem to have the willpower to reach my goals, how my self-esteem has been affected by these things, etc. 

He tells me I’m *clearly* dealing with depression/anxiety. Gives me some ‘office sample’ antidepressants and the business card of his buddy that’s a counselor. 

I know at this point I’m just a non-medical professional self diagnosing myself, but i really believe this is a problem for me. 

I’m in a whirlwind of frustration right now. ",4.117216330858959,6.6493397601626025,5.273987274655358,76.30086426299046,74.16260162601625,8.668504772004242,30.61435136090491,9.318704503766252,3.254451254860375,1055,49,178,27,23,348,154,246,0.122,0.795,0.084,-0.8401,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,4,12,10,2,2,18,0,13,6,0,7,5,38,30,14,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,1,4,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,6,8,28,3,27,22,3,26,1,2,1,0,13,13,0,4,13,119,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922963156893952,0.0,0.09531846447669154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731237862271463,0.0,0.08225981692036118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422979768172068,0.0,0.0,0.11739442652799575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620125073513267,0.0,0.0,0.1189794097733616,0.0,0.0,0.22171650368844745,0.0,0.21828047411395812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006105818986732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992388040899607,0.07102225838112154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874035002247252,0.0,0.10324523777792312,0.11779337388602963,0.09828006719914804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235951101412818,0.10315214944522126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889760868238331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786091327442132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122329206385396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059095432484547676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052533510109779184,0.10777286532131784,0.0,0.0,0.09029774601910093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177681439747477,0.0,0.0,0.2342624222749517,0.11944109722209295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658668469662749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165018815830797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028912640361076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377723755606941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182965429908724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789087032775444,0.2243535589248102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610997402267401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352931467222796,0.0,0.0,0.1879711450625291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428757195298015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254026990413794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601102179764522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661694382359907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668198568431603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656559659387045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924550932806378
adhd,Earthboundy,2018/01/22,"Since moving to college my RSD has gotten worse. Any advice? I was somewhat fortunate that my ADHD didn't affect me academically, but that came at the price of it being far more emotional.
RSD caused me to be completely alone junior year of High School, but I found my greatest group of friends through competitive Smash Bros. On top of that I found an amazing girlfriend I love very much. She also has ADHD, so we relate to each other a lot. 

Since going to college, my RSD has been pretty bad. I constantly worry she doesn't love me anymore, that she hates me, she's bored of me, is afraid to tell me how she really feels. ect ect. 

Talking to my therapist helps a lot, but I have these intense panic attacks where I feel I need to talk to her, to make sure she still loves me. The irony is that everything in the relationship is perfect according to her, BUT this. She says this makes her so tired, so worn down, and she can't take it.

It's so hard when an episode hits, and I feel like no matter what I do, it won't go away. 

I still live close to her, around a 40 minute train tide, 20 minute car ride. I sometimes have this intense need to go see her, but I know i need to stay at college more often (I go home pretty much every weekend)

I love her so much, and I don't want my RSD to cause her so much pain. I don't want it to keep causing me this pain. 


EDIT: I just wanted to describe the pain a little more. When she doesn't respond with a ! or a :P or a :D then I assume she hates me and wants me to away. It's little things like that that set me off 

EDIT 2: I did some research and it seems this lines up with Borderline Personality Disorder. Should I talk to my doctor about this? Is there a difference between RSD and BPD?",2.6954855537720697,4.053679294943823,3.88654895666132,89.84348314606743,74.87078651685394,6.7711075441412545,23.107544141252014,7.310402129719878,0.7044521669341899,1343,37,295,15,28,438,183,356,0.16,0.637,0.203,0.9693,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,0,2,18,20,3,2,14,0,23,9,0,7,2,53,56,24,0,8,8,1,4,2,2,2,5,1,1,1,24,13,0,1,8,1,1,8,8,10,0,0,9,6,58,10,38,42,13,35,0,0,1,4,35,17,0,9,10,201,82,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992913335320656,0.08102191119110592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858731671333835,0.0,0.06630573117152219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056383883066119876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222770807646157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381041020503648,0.0,0.09432584155650932,0.155799537904854,0.0,0.06922913711113927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044263911424174,0.0,0.0,0.09483071986155243,0.0,0.25552437704217856,0.0,0.0,0.08693301115674155,0.08959981521244444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662674492450724,0.09502581807377453,0.08486526963789953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326629580682487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985802612698902,0.0,0.07451712227214208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577035797607336,0.05923327372494604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818202943222396,0.06405860518741646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884861426309489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427402549865557,0.1637194242567297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557503316012274,0.08760244725504633,0.08316879411274444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736971452489858,0.0,0.0,0.04556697795434372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101449456901874,0.16620180517189873,0.07321395755062737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097983492296806,0.299329939562907,0.0,0.11069053501344513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812370976781655,0.24380324455270835,0.18443747049626966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467677157622865,0.09728088571780433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239669011366913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870525551543708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311637918491632,0.0,0.0,0.08901784820845085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593597920068388,0.0,0.0839126799505293,0.06607116041340727,0.07548114875583094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717346702340227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200336774889605,0.0,0.0,0.08837453932653433,0.13242932721490885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781447982568481,0.0,0.062340478321770684,0.1999276947974538,0.07246987341497724,0.0,0.0,0.0962687247528487,0.055083908250674114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529663429323668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841215084539075,0.19561763579290986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420247465672179,0.08449572995915698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339344284880623
adhd,snowflake25911,2018/01/22,"How do you deal with the euphoric feeling associated with ADHD medication? I'm in university and I'm currently taking 15mg doses of dexedrine, which I've been told to take whenever I need to study.

I can't quite pinpoint why, but it doesn't seem to help with my concentration very much at all, and I think it might be the mild euphoria.

Basically, when they kick in, I get distracted by optimism and a rush of motivation, but the motivation isn't directed towards what it needs to be. Rather, I spend hours planning excessively, jumping from task to task (which suggests to me that the concentration itself isn't improving a whole lot), and not really accomplishing much of anything. 

I don't want to take a higher dose because I'm worried that it will just make the euphoric feeling more extreme and will make my already nonexistent attention span even worse. 

I've also tried Ritalin with no significant results. 

Is it the medication? The dosage? Otherwise, how do I channel that euphoric feeling towards something productive? ",8.135901719901717,8.851607356756757,8.445847665847666,64.46508599508603,61.91891891891893,12.132678132678132,41.14250614250613,11.741389052700956,5.3381891891891895,831,45,134,25,11,274,115,185,0.098,0.7120000000000001,0.19,0.968,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,1,10,0,14,5,0,7,1,33,32,11,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,1,1,2,7,1,0,0,2,3,12,0,21,25,6,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,3,91,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787535905169645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169358370257255,0.13166925154464068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549158937813044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036812541429213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974525208498334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874870342975247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975350710442876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602198394774896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103603397696151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214549031144546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399781664361371,0.0,0.0,0.2198081469095664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317318458149642,0.0,0.17466591406106824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420710108102797,0.24416937789997736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751238211538713,0.0,0.0,0.1054779695279651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149889703149499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675436840286192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371385277405154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550003493130143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573285847867568,0.0,0.11178544352771468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585215846681484,0.09711388155556196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856955527542826,0.18382403849360007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720842407388853,0.1677907674927893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,c0urtme,2018/01/22,"Initial consultation in a few weeks - moderately worried [UK] Hi r/adhd,


I'm currently living in the UK (30/f) and have decided to go privately as I'm 98% I have ADHD. Since moving here, I've tried the NHS route and became too impatient and angry at the system so am forking out the pounds in order for piece of mind and to hopefully help me to get my life on track.

When I was in school, I was surrounded by kids with ADHD and honestly used to secretly laugh at them because I was so glad I wasn't like them (disruptive little turds in class and towards others). 


But since talking to a friend of mine recently who was diagnosed at aged 28, he explained his symptoms and how he was struggling daily and this literally blew my mind. Everything he was struggling with, I was too. There more and more I thought about my childhood and early adulthood and all the issues I faced, I realised I could potentially have ADHD.

Then I moved to the UK (from Australia) and everything changed. I literally had a moment of clarity, (probably the only one in my life to date) as being away from my friends, family and usual safe surroundings everything seemed to be a little more transparent. I realised I was struggling with motivation, focus, organisation and day to day tasks, that to a ""normal person"" would seem simple.
I also realised that throughout my childhood I struggled profusely with maintaining focus, lacked the motivation and drive to finish tasks, had a million hobbies but got bored of them quickly, gave up and constantly daydreamed. I was diagnosed with MDD at age 17 but started feeling low from about age 11. I had a decent chat to my mum about my childhood and she can 100% back me up on how I did actually misbehave and lacked maintaining focus and attention. I also really struggled with subjects I disliked (maths) and subsequently failed. I did really well in the creative subjects like art, drama, music and dance and can bring this down to having been hyper-focused in these areas.


I am really worried about the initial consultation however. Can anyone shed some light on the actual process ie. tests, questionnaires etc? In Australia, it's a really common diagnosis. I'd say 1/3 of my friends have been diagnosed. This also lowers the stigma surrounding the disorder and it's more socially acceptable.

I realise this post probably doesn't make much sense in terms of order, but I guess that's how my brain works?

Thanks!",7.099517374517378,8.051058166666671,7.523564993564995,69.36567567567569,64.18018018018017,10.93745173745174,35.45173745173745,10.839040174865172,4.220435907335907,1942,87,315,51,28,637,236,444,0.103,0.805,0.092,-0.6868,4,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,3,4,20,21,0,5,21,0,32,8,2,7,1,62,50,39,0,6,4,1,1,2,3,1,6,1,0,2,12,30,0,1,11,4,0,6,2,8,1,2,20,3,43,13,59,26,13,64,0,2,0,0,26,30,0,5,26,225,55,10,0.0,0.0,0.15756077518595474,0.0,0.3880848853143123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367815665633206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644797280556205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584806214127178,0.06207603464296555,0.0,0.04921197948457258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012086770868502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540115105624914,0.0,0.0,0.08723995518176977,0.0,0.06445597024590133,0.0,0.0,0.10412775197339304,0.0,0.0,0.24581635728899745,0.0,0.0,0.09252304918499096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003477919486431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766352057364174,0.0,0.07610462743053527,0.0,0.040819282074828295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711433161909197,0.0,0.0421778536939382,0.0,0.04588045911847154,0.0,0.06456678950290044,0.0,0.08893269201654515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411131028137536,0.0,0.0,0.08018265070551607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426066763036154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404332590889416,0.07888075280643325,0.16182441894491614,0.07128566459933522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053887596144717664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302764798225014,0.0,0.0,0.17160545414892414,0.0593455022131403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909781063258567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470442694048487,0.0613984544858837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048992217059574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731658550727352,0.0,0.17408020078356892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686964715375414,0.0,0.07971068341763222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419937202654903,0.0,0.08170260642512603,0.0,0.14698628605235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356062271864488,0.0,0.0,0.0822936015344561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571407853238901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42198022768492144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390890490350057,0.0,0.06488734786029618,0.0,0.07432491589625954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409023875227805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054810059775973335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972440419339936,0.08891218510372341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475636904292759,0.0,0.07258555346542507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877206804335481,0.16396953716543514,0.0,0.057347950376643364,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dyslexicProton,2018/01/22,"I have to Delete people from my contacts or I'll over text people. 

I love having back and forth texts,what's app, Telegram.  Whatever. 

I find myself over texting people. 

All I can do to stop is get rid of there contacts and only text when they text me.


I'll write a story and get back 

K or a stupid happy face 


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adhd,titlewhore,2018/01/22,"(SELF RANT) Am I capable of learning in a classroom setting? I am have been studying all weekend and right now on my lunch break for my first quiz for my first college class since attempting college this time (4th try in 11 years). Reading my notes, it all is familiar, but I am so terrified that I am incapable of learning the material well enough to pass a test? I have a doctor's appointment on Thursday for my first ADHD evaluation since I was a kid and until then, I am drowning. I just need to make it through this test. I have reread the book and keep going over my notes. How do I force my brain to make connections? Uggh I am getting overwhelmed. ",3.883593750000003,5.498966421875,4.705125000000002,84.12737500000003,72.28125,7.932500000000001,30.76875,8.548686976883017,2.3760193750000003,514,23,101,9,10,166,81,128,0.09,0.8640000000000001,0.046,-0.8543,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,6,0,13,3,1,3,2,14,19,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,18,1,15,17,3,20,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,10,73,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527184544892983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347445856967876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152328393071519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727782268607554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365980379902429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098638200307638,0.0,0.11950827417861258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869085656411683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807301294984865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592165722962634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103392003274308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957993092607186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193702944993896,0.0,0.0,0.3478953747631501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261729723193425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427678749800484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906903705024092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354149035732345
adhd,jenniferjuniper,2018/01/22,"What is a ""conversation"" like to you? How does it work in your head?  

Sometimes when others are talking, it's like my brain is a little kid trying to show me random clips from the past that kind of (but not really) have something to do with what they are talking about.

Sometimes I just think of something kind of related and then want to go on a tangent about that and forget what the other person was wanting to talk about entirely.  

Sometimes it's like I am hearing them but the words leave right after I hear them and they never sink in, and I can't really manage to grasp whatever they are talking about.

Sometimes my brain types out (as if it had it's own keyboard) random words the other person is saying.  Such a good use of brain power I'm sure.

If only all this energy was used for actually listening!

The struggle is real folks.",3.4107404181184684,5.372120335365857,4.448083623693378,84.03646341463417,74.3048780487805,6.880836236933797,23.90940766550523,7.7094869923839395,1.2547871080139368,661,20,124,9,14,215,101,164,0.035,0.862,0.103,0.8811,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,5,2,8,8,0,1,9,0,14,4,4,3,3,28,24,12,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,14,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,14,7,23,21,2,12,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,4,8,91,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.1132457500587889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886426141623357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155406595924232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595254434082108,0.09733524899545172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190983515407304,0.0,0.2615882336984701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416915044467744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287768774215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700850355595879,0.1163102154049209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950308893460616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825945445493244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078059707794607,0.0,0.20265663451765895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320876127909786,0.14868617096276018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910404479125946,0.0,0.09228573583582952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867827542535186,0.4590963067790165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131818300019966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937352104722936,0.0,0.0,0.3730987674612469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435863764050636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878872546509863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045579087725987,0.0,0.0,0.13689580165836646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448405918567978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,supahfriends,2018/01/22,Adderall!!!!!!1!11!!! finally got prescribed a year after my diagnosis. I’m excited to finally be able to focus and not fall asleep in class. also any advice on whether or not I should drink an energy drink in the morning (after taking my addy) I feel like I’ll be fine to so I don’t fall asleep but just wanna hear it from someone else ,2.3383766233766248,4.847821106060606,4.178051948051948,81.90136363636367,80.36363636363636,7.40779220779221,23.064935064935064,8.418075326091056,1.801457142857143,267,9,49,6,7,90,51,66,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.6776,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,10,9,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,10,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,32,6,1,0.2424930560443501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369614078573753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392160930833865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490359355137074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751017537057009,0.0,0.0,0.20257183229572856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261177523711625,0.17323708769048732,0.0,0.5312785798592949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939438490809157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273307298020478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846985838588645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546357946666768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232459951216973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615757764541985
adhd,husk011,2018/01/22,"Is there treatment for extreme RSD symptoms? I am the primary caregiver of my occasionally abusive brother in Thailand. I was diagnosed with ADHD before I came out to care for him but was not aware that RSD was a thing, and am not on medication for ADHD because when I was younger the side effects (depression, anxiety) were too much.

I've only just started to acknowledge that the RSD I get from my brother is probably dangerous to my health. Leaving is not an option, but he has episodes maybe once a month that, without going into detail, leave me in an unsustainable situation for about a week.

I will be in Australia again next month so I have decided to seek treatment. But my brother's current episode is making me want to seek treatment here, because maybe there's some medication I can take to keep me sane or get me some sleep.

So, what are my options for medication? Can I just get treatment for RSD? How depressed / anxious can I expect to get during the tritation process? How fucked, exactly, am I? ",6.546099290780141,7.456391978723412,6.964680851063832,73.03333333333335,65.38297872340425,9.88368794326241,38.539007092198574,9.928628108626363,4.060424113475177,804,43,138,17,12,262,111,188,0.116,0.866,0.019,-0.9655,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,13,5,2,0,9,0,20,8,1,4,1,29,33,10,0,2,10,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,21,1,24,25,3,17,0,2,0,1,5,7,1,5,8,102,26,0,0.0,0.15689043864741986,0.0,0.0,0.3182748374086254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129731679078753,0.14959156116184924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614382354141254,0.0,0.11267563934095184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144778957697247,0.13500618968452865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280981508118689,0.13439870864879036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241578059685301,0.2767260469999633,0.0,0.07525464772655542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407512367654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769677339143696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804172969189335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838821891973933,0.0,0.266057866973398,0.0,0.0,0.4001833520202363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113852055503471,0.0,0.09734045711428722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082513863445853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410179377496445,0.0,0.10070777738642757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276605376057905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488403080495191,0.13251089568599694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372420749462043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763016327558353,0.0995598014734798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797081956147433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810195521652041,0.0,0.10621553999258848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276435921032878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dayspeed,2018/01/22,"My fiancé came to me crying after she read this, because she understood how alienated I (we) can feel My SO was looking into ways to make our future marriage stronger when she stumbled on the [comments in this article](https://psychcentral.com/blog/discuss/36857/). The article describes potential problems of being married to an individual with ADD. She told me she was repulsed by the comments on an article that was, for the most part, was providing productive information and perspective.

A few of my favorites:

> No no no! Im so tired of seeing articles telling the non-adhd partner to understand adhd and all will get better. Cuz it doesn’t! The non adhd partner is already doing more and taking on more. We are exhausted! There needs to be more articles FOR the adhd partner s to understand how it effects their partner. They seem to just get a free ride and say “its cuz I have adhd”. They need to be held more accountable.


Comment under it:

> So so true


Another beauty:

> To the newlywed, run, it does not get better and having children only exasperates the problems because you are still taking care of your child-spouse and then he will neglect your children as well (although they can be very helpful during the hyperfocused infant period).


Under a comment from someone who was disturbed by the lack of empathy:

> Please keep in mind that cancer at least comes with a definite end: cure or death due to it. ADHD just keeps going and those of us without it will just continue to reap of the benefits of a disorder that isn’t our own because we love people who have it; And it burns out said “caregivers”. This site is not FOR YOU – it is about people who live with people LIKE YOU.

> LOOK AT THE NAME OF THE ARTICLE! IF YOU HAVE ADD, please go elsewhere! This is a place for NON ADD people to find and get support from each other. I would not DREAM of going to a support page for ADD people and telling them what a pain in the ass they are to live with, or how wrong they are about their “thinking”. UGH! FInd another site to hyper focus on! This is a place to discuss how to best deal with your ADD issues…not have to deal with more of them!


I can't believe how disgusting people can be:

> If you are married to some one with ADD/ADHD and have no kids, don’t. Get out or stay childless. Your spouse will be your very needy child who will never grow up and fly the nest. They will be your very dependent child until the day they die and you will be alone your whole life.

> Now. I don’t mean to be rude here. But I DO NOT think people with ADHD are capable to produce LOVE & AFFECTION needed to keep their spouse motivated inside the relationship. They are ONLY capable to accept it, again, without having a capability to give it back (reciprocate).


There's more comments like these and while I feel angry reading them, I also feel as though it's made it more apparent to me the lack of understanding about ADHD. I wanted to post some of these to vent with you guys. I'm so thankful that I am with someone who supports me and takes effort to understand me.

**TL;DR** Found some awful comments from spouses about ADHD, wanted to vent with you. Please feel free to just be pissed off, with me.

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adhd,PittZee,2018/01/22,"At 28 I asked a Doctor to test me for ADD and he gave me Adderall Maybe this would be better for r/vent. I'm sorry but I just needed to express this.

My brother has ADHD. It was a big thing in our house growing up. He didn't like his medication and stopped taking it and powered through. He now makes 6 figures and lives in a beautiful condo he owns in Chicago at the age of 31.

Me. A very hyper child was diagnosed with hypermobolity syndrome (HMS). I was an extreme social child but had trouble making friends or fitting in. My bouncing, ticks and tremors were linked to my HMS. I had trouble staying on task in class or being organized but was smart enough to get by on little effort until late highschool and college where I started to average at C level grades.

I asked often to be tested for a.d.d. but my parents told me I was looking for excuses pointing out the way I could focus on things I cared about (learning lines, writing, making flash games). 

Fast forward to last year. I live alone after my girlfriend and I separate. I struggle to get off my phone to accomplish chores in my apartment. Clean laundry gets wrinkled after not getting put away. I let work pile up. I keep saying to myself ""get in the game. Focus. If you just try a little harder. If you get up and do something."" It continues to come in bursts and can't sustain.

I go to a doctor for a standard check up. I ask him about my problems of getting started and completing tasks despite no lack of internal motivation. He says it's likely a.d.d. and gives me Adderall.

I feel like a fake or a quitter looking for something to blame for my laziness or lack of ability to execute.

How do I accept that it's genuine that I need the medicine to deal with a legitimate problem? I just want to reach my potential but even with the legit prescription I feel like I'm playing ball on peds.",3.2246022727272714,5.288532234159781,4.339847623966944,84.1524987086777,75.14325068870524,6.520971074380165,29.80105027548209,7.413659706084162,1.9338513085399447,1463,67,271,18,32,477,210,363,0.101,0.769,0.13,0.8771,2,1,2,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,0,6,10,16,0,1,16,0,19,4,0,5,0,57,51,24,0,11,15,2,2,4,2,1,4,2,3,2,11,17,0,2,7,4,1,5,4,6,0,0,11,6,42,10,59,34,4,50,0,0,2,0,32,31,0,7,18,183,53,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363900503477335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655027246177806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885302902987004,0.0,0.09665698708536287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909869667083262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489067311784067,0.0,0.0,0.08862003042734423,0.10786531269175333,0.0,0.0,0.08213947341236788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606239290098313,0.0,0.1044187014631054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059937357184505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063001665917749,0.0,0.06794975157752453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403611401414002,0.14699170101396042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948305697912557,0.0,0.3762454703896101,0.09868966559578707,0.0584677685795687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870705490549638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144242803736073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385905762577371,0.11605052832838685,0.0,0.0,0.10519941996048192,0.0,0.20104339359637804,0.2062209676882965,0.18168579046135466,0.0,0.17278271769626655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601499382752286,0.0,0.1033544788588856,0.0,0.0,0.1036384609773356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256502420609994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423351275974244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725268092856976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968801327953658,0.0,0.10342050501853736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362495488153045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048708609840108,0.0,0.1584005615276897,0.0,0.1151631641069008,0.14563473325954454,0.10965394148442584,0.0,0.08601036501188315,0.0,0.1075501107507558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735122823949021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669474710889604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983040525095478,0.0,0.06984720624828601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488487796135903,0.06067993381357593,0.08165953088723972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489619195894416,0.0,0.0,0.07308136743959147,0.0,0.0,0.06624986678756171
adhd,Gymnokids,2018/01/22,Pavlock? It’s a bracelet that shocks you in an effort to change your habits. I’m thinking of buying it since I seem to ignore alarms ,1.5611111111111102,3.9955799259259273,1.468148148148149,100.56666666666668,83.07407407407408,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.7146444444444446,106,3,23,0,3,31,24,27,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6064600038674631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218975535181125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742276583435062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673381758038771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Stagyika1987,2018/01/22,"Dealing with substance abuse? Hey guys, I visit often but only post once in a while. I've been in a strange rut lately. Ever since my Grandad died I've taken to dealing with my pain by abusing alcohol and my Ritalin. I don't understand how it happened, but here I am. I blitz through my monthly doses in two or three days with no regard for my health. Before that I tolerated the stuff fairly well.

A few months ago I told my Psyche (with whom I continue to have a great relationship) and he cut me off until he can trust me again, which is fair. My question is, has anyone gone through anything similar? And if so, how did you come out the other side? Did you learn to live without your medication? Or did you find balance again and were able to take it with no problems? 

I'm just curious and would like to know how such stories have ended for other people. ",3.7545203619909486,5.213931782352944,4.780588235294118,84.07957013574661,72.3529411764706,7.34841628959276,27.78280542986425,7.882392219407189,1.70416742081448,673,25,132,9,13,220,117,170,0.16,0.726,0.114,-0.8406,0,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,4,0,0,12,7,1,0,6,0,14,6,0,3,1,31,23,16,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,12,1,0,5,0,0,3,4,3,1,2,8,0,20,4,22,14,1,22,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,5,13,98,28,2,0.1491685918112858,0.3534807781354631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222895632289686,0.15941585958068846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430214773696517,0.0,0.12275304107295455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693148484547712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849553355563972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620140130857588,0.3075725363730986,0.0,0.0,0.1548134476166953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211909676104527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493153135635852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363373904986198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644588990833325,0.0,0.14770035814576915,0.13190929310188032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585592376575713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197915696378809,0.0,0.16826866888965514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728762391623827,0.0,0.13171859946465578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027166291808247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381298936647798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588596819428371,0.0,0.11344943586666695,0.1587258988549181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034147194846363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428622769479285,0.0,0.0,0.14273419670503645,0.0,0.0,0.1671029616646259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015124281823484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339380061199046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076234935101048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215621678178228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253698195524886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571603915549822,0.15528976478848727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341204784660427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437931994124673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596508776675537,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Quetzaia,2018/01/22,"all of my grades dropped from as to ds :( I just feel like I can't catch a break. Every time school starts I do great until we start getting more assignments. This is the fourth year this has happened. Getting an official diagnosis would be more than complicated for me so I can't  get any accommodations. I won't, but i feel close to just giving up on school. at this point i don't think there's much hope for me.",2.043214285714285,4.130783321428574,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,78.88095238095238,6.5809523809523816,21.214285714285715,7.6454224807358475,0.5802428571428573,325,9,73,5,8,104,63,84,0.024,0.835,0.14,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,20,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,12,17,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,47,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806281558531735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583532918291466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350508197003641,0.16605060723330328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643108812811197,0.22297148460477634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562588598571045,0.0,0.0,0.20554026108198795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308590060394737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355531420019425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086543701524762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197248771442134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704704158362612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32903539077639204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489340628877583,0.0,0.0,0.1355338988527383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651141575622938,0.0,0.0,0.14967961501656854
adhd,PsychoYam,2018/01/22,"I have things I need to do early this week, and I'm going to make a true effort to be productive today What helps you guys stay on track the entire day?",3.804545454545455,3.6091265757575752,5.148030303030303,87.54204545454546,71.12121212121212,7.8121212121212125,19.53030303030303,7.1686216300943375,0.1877393939393941,119,1,27,1,2,40,29,33,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728209858065104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267257399134165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950114820361736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673998276597455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266294307921335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295807577733724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252149794915657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650367752479261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37814671247330783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200041143322615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,l0liMaster,2018/01/22,"ED on Vyvanse? I've been prescribed and taking Vyvanse for almost a week now, and noticed right from day 1 that I've been having troubles sexually.

Me and SO were about to have the sexytimes on day 1 and found that though mentally I was aroused and present, my member would just not really co-operate.

Since then we've tried again multiple times, with limited success. Most often the case is that it'll take some stimulation/effort on her part foreplay wise to get me up, but I'll only stay fully erect for about 2-5 minutes max before I just go soft, whether that's during penetration or just even during something like oral.

I do also notice that in general my libido is lower and I think about sex less, and I also noticed I don't get morning wood anymore either.

I've done some reading on this and some call it ""stim dick"" and that it has to do with amphetamines being a vasoconstrictor. 

Is anyone else prescribed on Vyvanse and have this issue? Did it ever resolve itself over time as the body 'adjusts to the medication'? 

Kind of stressed out about this, Vyvanse helps me so much otherwise but not being able to have normal sex is really getting to me. 

Thanks guys!",8.390836038961039,7.263127937500002,8.260746753246753,72.10698051948056,62.03571428571429,10.645454545454548,36.435064935064936,9.573946990214177,3.4003357142857147,934,36,166,14,11,302,142,224,0.061,0.8540000000000001,0.085,0.7455,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,17,8,0,1,6,0,22,7,3,0,1,38,31,21,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,13,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,1,13,6,26,20,8,22,0,0,0,5,4,10,1,7,11,118,27,2,0.135995844906831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618019411509513,0.0,0.0,0.21751165607609454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487133497394038,0.09509145681974927,0.13934381435246426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572244744843972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106072562285014,0.0,0.0,0.1388669628968725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541213861872845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917096608853058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360707781398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982397295360156,0.1230160276272864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911242447492554,0.0,0.0,0.21315664782695068,0.0,0.07728957268602779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346572676940408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115514817167092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419443292529766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161874486601364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644070040601326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700150625510538,0.13705182510199518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997259388898927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324705335678766,0.0,0.4644965124024542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343096825911988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147270247335758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603264731386533,0.0,0.1742448412398936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613970848176144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249716824921492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469624556511764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449534758477435,0.0,0.0,0.15578278085877784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045039009564235,0.0,0.0,0.12520670237221085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714064614475753,0.13361522713234236,0.0,0.158600541629575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233225169002507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908766364135128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096607546310403,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,judegray,2018/01/22,"Lies I tell myself: If I were organized.
If it were all written down.
If I had more time.
If I had better training.
If I didn’t spend so much time on the internet.
If I were better educated.
If I knew what I was supposed to do.
If I had a better computer.
If I had better equipment.
If I knew how to code.
If I could draw.
If my brain didn’t work this way.
If people depended on me.
If people didn’t depend so much.
If I didn’t need more affirmation.
If they understood.
If I didn’t feel so much. 
If I felt more.
If I weren’t afraid...to fail...to succeed...to make a big difference...to make a little difference...to waste this day...this hour...this time...this life.
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adhd,ICUMFIRE,2018/01/22,"Weird feelings while drinking after week of Adderall Hello all,

So I was prescribed 15mg Adderall IR last week and have been taking it 7.5mg 2x per day about 4 hours apart. To be honest, I haven’t felt any major effects. I feel a little bit antsy and somewhat more focused but nothing super noticeable, and I think I need a higher dose or something different. It’s working and feels a little better but it’s not quite there.

Saturday I took it at 11am and 3pm. Felt it wear off around 7pm or so, then some friends came over. We went out and got dinner, then came back and I had 2 beers around 9. No problems whatsoever, nothing even noteworthy. We got to a friends place around 11 to go out to bars and I had a 3rd beer, and when it hit all of a sudden I felt like I was tweaking really badly. I haven’t tweaked on Adderall at all yet. It has not affected me in that way at all during the day. Somehow the alcohol brought this out. Luckily I knew to keep count of my drinks and keep it low, but the whole time I was out I just felt really tweaked.

The good thing is that I felt way more confident and social. When I was talking to people everything seemed to go way more naturally. I felt it come down around 1am, and then there was no more crazy energy, but it was not really depressing or a crash. I just felt a really mellow shift back to the “reality” that I am used to. 

Generally I just don’t understand what could have happened here. It felt like I had a bunch of built-up Adderall in my system that the alcohol somehow released. From what I understand, this shouldn’t happen. I do realize that Adderall reaches steady state blood plasma levels around 3-4 days of daily dosing, and I have noticed that even when I’m not peaking I can still feel the psychological effects of the Adderall.

Does anyone have any experience or thoughts on this? Maybe an idea as to what happened?",3.401081560283689,5.013878930851064,4.518744680851063,84.98866666666669,73.52127659574468,7.672907801418438,26.895035460992908,8.344100000000001,1.7695095035460993,1482,54,299,25,30,485,193,376,0.078,0.8,0.122,0.9472,1,0,7,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,6,25,13,0,0,18,0,25,12,2,4,4,81,63,31,0,4,15,0,12,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,24,27,8,2,22,5,0,8,10,5,0,0,27,12,30,8,39,32,14,60,0,2,0,0,7,25,0,9,24,198,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752312033805646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023536674406616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153188588859205,0.0,0.0,0.3280376028623229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333959306763228,0.06153538538284833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518056328745543,0.08045995703908589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858349349192192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348495516201384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058842462155221764,0.0,0.0,0.14258880786591635,0.0,0.06347663315245733,0.0,0.0,0.07699951719510216,0.0,0.0,0.06449428066596176,0.0,0.0,0.14439345285888114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735467052690336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662356924841589,0.0720915280050995,0.0,0.0,0.14905722784270026,0.0,0.5660989293471002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387895680303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376940627977073,0.0618150224524085,0.11788726019682184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955147076236628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257843215064577,0.0,0.0,0.08319692829029965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101368654159906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007432504399472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201098197855613,0.14773103579435265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404030922251957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464669598007309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143189389327335,0.16781305123371834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051093439965612115,0.0,0.07699951719510216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051975914774969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783877019778014,0.0,0.0,0.18885324877229515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709258228039934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751266037177689,0.0,0.05673690528953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588559241542931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055412294859645286,0.059236270841256586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896218072394964,0.04722318895483785,0.0,0.0585085824309635,0.04297433905454024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188203300073077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344601453322804,0.0,0.06365206511349313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549593354668605,0.11823339809116723,0.0,0.0,0.06831948796822096,0.0,0.08228203251190695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365357431486546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IdLike1drug2goPlease,2018/01/22,"ADHD forgetfulness + celiac: I feel like I immediately forget the pain after eating gluten, which makes me less strict on the diet, which makes me slip up often. Needing some tips. After eating gluten I get horrible cramps, I look 8 months pregnant because of how bad I bloat, etc., it's just not a good time. But as soon as I'm not in pain, it's like I immediately forget how I felt and I'm not as strict with avoiding gluten which causes me to slip up more often than I'd like. I've tried writing it down on calendars, in my daylio app, my fiancé reminds me daily, but it still hasn't helped. It's like it doesn't register in my brain.

I'm just looking for some advice and tips on what to do to get better at remembering how much pain I'm in after eating gluten. Any memory improving tips will help, honestly.

Thanks for reading!",3.4664302164900995,4.957685610778448,4.894251497005988,82.853638876094,73.1317365269461,7.533671119299862,23.02579456471672,8.139509932561175,1.1867691386457857,655,17,131,10,13,219,96,167,0.112,0.73,0.158,0.904,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,3,0,4,9,1,6,0,29,18,10,0,1,7,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,3,4,1,3,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,4,14,8,25,16,6,18,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,4,11,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369889422101442,0.14123460495891504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828644293652836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067784736003165,0.08810512073382477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782645332122786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134506299629506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847376435329246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436757217581782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611909371313449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307951870942772,0.10325340259172236,0.13877299979799146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102358941537694,0.0,0.0,0.12122624726663228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375296727905786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824433531174853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427402824529549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295192813263345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536374272539987,0.0,0.10624735465350084,0.10716834866937278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613754319766424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457071044550218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637261259441446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542312097561155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133065277136925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842775371691676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812746783543094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RoboDonaldUpgrade,2018/01/22,How do you actually make a change and make it permanent? I feel like such an unreliable ass. I'm constantly screwing things up and I almost never do what I say I'll do. And it's happening so frequently Im having a lot of trouble controlling my emotions and now Im having angry outbursts because I'm confused at how I could have screwed this up again. I'm worried that I'll never learn my lesson and I'm scared of losing the people and things I care about because I totally understand that the way I act is the same way someone who doesn't care would act. How do I change? How fo I make permanent improvements? And how do I keep my seemingly volatile emotions in check throughout?0,3.2151960784313722,5.280894441176475,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,75.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,29.715686274509807,8.841846274778883,2.610889215686275,548,25,104,12,12,182,79,136,0.18600000000000005,0.733,0.081,-0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,10,9,2,2,6,0,12,3,1,9,3,31,26,13,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,0,2,14,3,7,24,3,14,0,1,0,3,3,4,3,4,7,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.14329852963990086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704302173722442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902943908432473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29943442270824394,0.0,0.3106828932892041,0.0,0.0,0.1586861614338243,0.1646979957827457,0.1172429591292619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303593972296732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742487220613862,0.10490535961803192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985363537090133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172333665858196,0.0,0.0,0.13052166525638426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174054507354302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428083823621809,0.0,0.12484148985383645,0.0,0.0,0.29405846541132724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651024053265045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180311758300664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677621672465,0.1470164284579101,0.0,0.0,0.13368123280476038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442041701179225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951132139357002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286974874547193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331158125220163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912717682310855,0.0,0.10431374124855852,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,antauri007,2018/01/22,"how do you do you connect guys? do people understand you? im an adult (23yrs old) with add, and latley its been just so hard and loneley. 
my best friend just gets mad at me. my dad and i fight all the time to the point he is about to kick me out(hes extremely hard too tbh)
i just feel so lonley. not because no one is there.
because i feel so misunderstood. each time i bring it up, that i try to explain myself, sounds as a excuse. that im telling it to myself...
how can i convey to those i care the most that my brain is simply different?",-0.13817951959545027,2.0756242654867267,1.8640518331226303,96.0743584070797,89.53097345132744,4.998482932996208,17.805941845764856,6.5431188927421005,-0.1558111251580283,414,11,95,5,14,137,74,113,0.105,0.775,0.119,0.3978,1,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,11,5,2,0,5,0,8,1,1,2,1,18,15,9,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,5,17,3,10,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,3,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524767466851436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173251339784796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311776901258763,0.0,0.0,0.21113909890348545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163619420501824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094189188936535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999497886540442,0.0,0.10819446194138364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504878604323132,0.0,0.0,0.3710187290259723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473792061530067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730307443758048,0.0,0.14032757763319118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435681196412413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576424487368305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100325212334595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150830537297865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059854656114926,0.0,0.0,0.2155849732157901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MySweetestDownfall,2018/01/22,"Drug testing for scrip further stigmatizes mental health care Just found out that my clinic has now added a required drug test for anyone prescribed adderall and probably some other things too. Fine, maybe I'll take it, I don't know, I don't care that much for myself...I'll happily switch to strattera or non-stims, just out of principle, ... But when I look at this waiting room . . . Further stigmatizing people who are attempting to get their life right doesn't seem like a good call. Sure, those who are breeding treated for addiction, etc, whatever, but across the board testing for EVERYONE with certain scrips? Having panic attacks? Great, now we'll treat you like a drug addict before you can have that Xanax, etc etc :( ",6.050697674418602,8.15982682170543,5.082860465116282,81.59731395348838,67.6046511627907,7.950697674418605,29.95426356589148,8.548686976883017,2.3849807751937977,576,22,97,9,10,171,98,129,0.126,0.723,0.151,0.3993,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,2,6,13,1,1,4,0,10,9,0,0,2,17,19,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,1,0,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,11,13,17,5,11,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,3,5,59,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003501160689601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632263721695224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567180514094551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722074407339245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406649191829122,0.0,0.280904126249448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792618605285289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609051632288621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163236137283196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104303212500006,0.0,0.0,0.0719721523737445,0.0,0.0,0.11554372364934574,0.0,0.15187716856466066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464288536493289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757074400374596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730158022127118,0.1346018600552028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568087252845435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839504845776504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882628020142973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012669719747827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162772149715418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955031005970476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485249442392527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764340752268215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254084602476013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983399149703198,0.0,0.1035758401441696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915193824153814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bevandafresca,2018/01/22,Lawyers with ADHD? Hey! Young lawyer with ADHD and wanting to see if there's anyone else here in the same position & wanting to share tips x,1.24642857142857,3.9118350714285732,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,91.14285714285714,4.228571428571429,21.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.27004285714285725,114,4,22,1,4,35,24,28,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7177517532321871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235480343500716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879778100495272,0.30596522765142903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249453594963658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795661549516364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35226042840168365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,heresjohnny160,2018/01/22,"What are the best non-medication treatments for ADHD? Any personal experience would be much appreciated I have adhd and it has affected me for a very long time, it seemed to get much worse in adulthood than when I was a kid. I can’t read for more than 15 minutes at a time without getting distracted, or if there is the slightest bit of noise or people talking I can’t concentrate on anything.


I can’t take stimulant medications for a couple of reasons. I have a history of drug abuse and a very addictive personality. I was on dexamphetamine at one point but abused it a lot so I stopped using it, the same has happened with Ritalin and Concerta (adderall is not available where I live). I can’t tolerate strattera, and I am already taking medication for bipolar so I would prefer not to take any more meds.


In addition, my brother who has adhd and is on dex has likely had some damage after being in it for so long. Even with the dose he takes he can’t concentrate like he used to, and if he doesn’t take it one day he will essentially be unable to function the whole day. Even my dad who is only on 5mg of dex per day will be like that if he doesn’t take it even on days he’s not working.


I also have really bad OCD so I’m in a bit of a pickle to say the least. I’m unemployed at the moment, and I have been for over a year. I am trying my hardest to apply for jobs but it’s so hard for me to concentrate. Throughout high school and university I still had it but now my symptoms have really gotten worse (I’m 24 now).


I really need your input guys, this is messing up my life hardcore and my other mental issues are making it worse and fucking me up emotionally. Thank you for any advice.

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adhd,macspour,2018/01/22,"How could one write with good handwriting I like to write in an analog handwriting and I like neat method and square-y corners and whatever, but every single word I go through, I try to draw it as shaped in mind but end up really unsatisfying and careless. What the heck come on ",4.68333333333333,6.180266407407409,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,70.1111111111111,9.103703703703703,26.462962962962962,9.516144504307137,2.1907185185185183,222,7,44,5,4,71,42,54,0.066,0.799,0.135,0.2034,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,9,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32091491141531475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29744722165765786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299646848423965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138856031860254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117261603712328,0.31247344199622323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640137705634807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761646963090012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524464334916477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23866215013300876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293390103440594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,taxkills,2018/01/22,Active dreaming with Adderall? Does anyone else feel like sleeping after taking Adderall late in the day leaves you almost consciously narrating your dreams? I’m definitely not fully awake but I feel like my brain runs through 1000x thoughts a minute as I sleep. ,4.928000000000001,8.477510133333336,3.59277777777778,82.6625,81.0,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.9376666666666664,216,9,32,3,6,62,40,45,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408811013015241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820166098271486,0.2464770422665752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26853895515466064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513808526526127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105113163401936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095284925466425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432636888044828,0.3437051042433367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713565368756039,0.25471302946966096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504606068513556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814574856653872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808674352498249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097381314373296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,poler_bear,2018/01/22,"Too anxious to try my medication ... sigh Finally, after months of stalling, I received a prescription. Now I'm too anxious to take it (and it isn't even a stimulant - Guanfacine). I'm worried it's going to make me feel weird or panic.

Anyone else dealt with this? How'd you get over your anxiety?",1.7293233082706791,4.394540228070181,3.526065162907269,84.28578947368423,85.31578947368422,6.76591478696742,27.441102756892228,7.957251820313856,2.2199944862155387,231,11,43,5,7,77,47,57,0.259,0.722,0.019,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157016897992613,0.565805325503995,0.0,0.17509907927622134,0.25658428645385795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091932902258376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539966351468618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266195817631654,0.0,0.0,0.27432223149619955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083380997746025,0.0,0.14231912589823054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671569057377944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522712176993618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988238992930185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938132305900407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828423689912574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001834653842407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543130741462769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Exsineribus,2018/01/22,"Afraid my current solution will not work forever. Hey! So, I recently started taking melatonin before bed and a caffeine pill when waking up.  

For 3 days in a row I've been getting a better schedule, not feeling drowsy and actually alert/focused/not bored.

However, I'm terrified I'll build up a tolerance to the caffeine pills (I literally never have anything caffeine, so maybe that's why it works so well?)

I don't want to be reliant on it, especially if you can build a tolerance.  

For once in my life I feel like my head is clear and my focus is sharp (or at least normal).

Anyone have a similar experience?

TL;DR: I have a routine that relies on simple caffeine and melatonin that I'm afraid will not work forever.",3.840304136253039,6.0283044598540165,5.4858576642335795,76.06606143552312,73.74452554744525,8.36228710462287,31.854622871046228,9.075114841892004,3.1816768856447686,569,28,98,13,12,193,90,137,0.068,0.804,0.128,0.7843,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,5,6,0,2,8,0,11,5,2,0,2,15,19,10,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,3,10,3,11,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,8,61,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.21257335930361698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523137366009505,0.0,0.17925780792263935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185359641853949,0.0,0.0,0.19265538174811628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404841148286704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308224642637427,0.0,0.0,0.22028558579424048,0.15561977334308733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380863082648948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235592652385928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386172647348,0.10642208753207792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884229467465136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680060600331821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134298628562336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198478916246426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508357935501768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541831547250334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378313229119842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848341071507682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195857819547376,0.0,0.1965601918536012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757545495362746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,notevenclosebabie,2018/01/22,"How to deal with chronic tardiness? Ever since I was in middle school for some reason or another I always find myself 2-15 minutes late for everything. Obviously this is a huge problem in my worklife now and has gotten me into a lot of trouble in the past. I never intend to do it and I don't really know what my problem is but I read that people with ADHD have this issue. I'm haven't been diagnosed with that but I do have ptsd, anxiety, and depression and ADHD is common in my family. I have all of the criteria except for impulsive behavior. ",3.2927115188583116,5.059839229357799,5.913149847094799,74.23946992864424,74.13761467889908,9.248114169215086,26.790010193679922,9.725611199111238,2.9041062181447503,432,16,76,12,9,155,73,109,0.121,0.863,0.016,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,3,4,25,16,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,12,0,16,13,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,6,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469701937411876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473175753055105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949929309173585,0.14225718149786018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917142906895493,0.16016515080250054,0.18874321744194308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820944503484278,0.0,0.0,0.16712684886348106,0.0,0.1753044313471631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699620286136386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409159367287304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219752461627446,0.0,0.2097684590559328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580946421811686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434220925643629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751772857869896,0.1289197002219072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558729345750784,0.21737467642230845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600808815428124,0.0,0.11912930619881912,0.19119555399368096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188199186337401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538261851254447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,punkcore329,2018/01/22,Off meds? Anyone here able to function off of their meds? If so... how? I’m in a position where I need to stop taking them for about a month. Any tips? ,-2.131145833333332,-0.5851951562499984,0.13375000000000092,103.60291666666667,109.9375,3.3833333333333333,11.583333333333332,5.46131890053228,-1.4292041666666666,113,2,28,1,6,37,27,32,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,18,3,0,0.3272478463585813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253975733064807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288193030653388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7269971691165868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120610883685136,0.0,0.0,0.24265013153248316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735938527443419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604965396467302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sweetie0m,2018/01/22,Workinggg So I work in fast paced environment that drives people nuts and we have a super high turnover. I could get better job but this is the only job I've ever had that keeps my brain preoccupied. Anyone agree go through the same?,1.892666666666667,4.6882728222222285,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,87.44444444444444,4.777777777777779,18.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.06411111111111101,187,5,36,2,6,58,40,45,0.036000000000000004,0.799,0.165,0.7184,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,21,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182004038913048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552738695358455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222116979031377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045126107817665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610865423095827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079967823394866,0.0,0.16403770856850666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049583276972794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728506550987759,0.2565517160241156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195196381427936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200102905990526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012944410102607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eddie_boy_201,2018/01/22,Anybody here that wants to join the military even with ADHD? I’ve always wanted to join the army but was afraid that I can’t because of adhd. Wanted to hear your thoughts and opinions. (I’m talking about the Canadian army my bad),3.349,5.480609622222223,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,75.0,6.277777777777778,26.805555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.412888888888888,183,7,34,2,4,58,34,45,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505199437192696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519643504157535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259753777503119,0.1649812983501802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787569730099237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050340304128943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175323774538964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486009934305936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788962890577434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zeurosis,2018/01/22,"How do I concentrate RIGHT NOW (2 major assignments due tomorrow, halp) I got on reddit over an hour ago specifically to ask this question.  


I'm in college and I have a speech due tomorrow on a really boring and wordy topic, it's almost 9pm and I've barely started research.  


I also have a lab report that's technically due tuesday but kind of I need it mostly done before my speech, and because it's a partner thing on a shared google doc I keep thinking oh no I have to work on that and not leave my partner hanging.


I just need to sit down and work but I can't even read 3 words before I get up and go get distracted.  I've been

-snacking

-banging my head on the wall

-laying on the floor

-cleaning

and anything else that's not my work.  


How do I snap out of it and just do my damn work?  the pressure of a last minute deadline doesn't seem to be helping me.  I'm desperate for any suggestions.  


tldr; how do I concentrate IMMEDIATELY when reading feels like advanced calculus and I'm more inclined to stare at the wall ",1.0721739130434784,3.5487503816425168,3.087509178743961,87.67427826086956,86.2463768115942,6.017314009661836,24.222028985507244,7.404127859558343,1.3424594782608708,807,33,161,14,25,271,124,207,0.087,0.847,0.066,-0.6279,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,9,7,1,2,11,0,12,2,1,3,0,30,27,17,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,9,11,1,1,4,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,4,18,3,21,23,3,32,0,0,1,0,7,16,1,4,13,97,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316006468312786,0.0,0.16171898806208676,0.0,0.0,0.129151544910434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982558336022442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290079411306532,0.0,0.15098076136311056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844894160900733,0.0,0.2748493232666826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527063975572182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491258240711035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066692708448894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165928620624094,0.11537567984719012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687542382565406,0.0,0.09178420961840897,0.0,0.12916635657065606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657456611003777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825009036566023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904503388844066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354867967255175,0.0,0.16817746706248754,0.0,0.13164410940450896,0.0,0.17100525175904044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890077485655253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23950050604571255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091703561686245,0.0,0.3230875416202175,0.0,0.10346107810853472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792017445372615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702359511294796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431057837468203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729346806953917,0.1034827215894274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702958877608006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ruslurass,2018/01/22,"Math can be so much fun I was diagnosed with ADD about a month ago and was put on concerta about a week ago. I've always been good with languages and am an extremely visual thinker, which can really help me with triangle stuff but numbers have always felt chaotic, arbitrary and random, so I hated math. 16 X 17 would take me minutes to solve. However, about two days after I started taking medication something kind of just... Clicked into place. It was like numbers just became an instinct. I tried to solve some multiplication problems and it took me seconds. I just sort of understood, kinda like how I think of English and my native language.

This case is probably a rare one, and I doubt anyone will suddenly just have their problems evaporate (I know mine certainly haven't), but if the healthcare system in you country is any good and you can afford it, medication can work wonders.

Also being able to read text and listen to someone speak at the same time is totally neat",5.8547981300467455,7.445212524861879,6.2035359116022075,75.38484487887806,67.39779005524862,9.105142371440717,32.70760730981725,9.466822959209583,3.233104207394815,781,34,131,16,13,251,125,181,0.109,0.7509999999999999,0.14,0.3239,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,11,12,1,1,7,0,19,3,0,1,2,38,30,15,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,13,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,4,0,3,7,4,16,8,18,19,4,17,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,7,11,92,22,4,0.15228236747398088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997826114680645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178015425083852,0.25342225764892706,0.0,0.0,0.10355723186719648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647937207921183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820952901478074,0.0,0.0,0.15456339746743786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621495383923408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554544496983738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034731076463975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207166094326987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857865188208395,0.08369040663573672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879494533658316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681692862486737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155033285920047,0.0,0.1119450619271488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319047329901627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910266236058687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418614832020256,0.2914273189792937,0.0,0.15308583998347633,0.0,0.0,0.15232357724532186,0.0,0.09755598401670773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290283557857432,0.11723440632481087,0.0,0.0,0.1077862434911276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174326877520496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289947771319329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757639218482886,0.0,0.0,0.08879707309643768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919131345855207,0.10338973143770096,0.0,0.14875774552865167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215172965682175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514373159464668,0.11086337719530123,0.0,0.0,0.10817702465894574,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NightingaletheZERO,2018/01/22,"I'm not sure if I'm just lazy or if I really have ADHD (hard to explain to immigrant parents too) I have always struggled with concentrating, especially on tasks that I find boring. I had seen a psychiatrist when I was a child; the psychiatrist only remarked I had issues concentrating, but never gave me any diagnosis.


My parents were very strict and for most of my childhood I studied all of the time and they constantly supervised me. My attention still wandered off, but just with all the time I was sitting there studying, I did well in school. As I got older, I was still doing well, but I wasn't studying very hard and just coasting along, and coasted into a professional program, but now I have to legitimately work hard. I have depression and anxiety as well, and I am getting treatment for those as my current psychiatrist said that we have to help me resolve some of these symptoms before we look at ADHD as anxiety and depression can have some of the same symptoms as ADHD.




I see the symptoms of ADHD listed online and I relate to alot of them, like getting excited about multiple things and never finding the motivation to start or finish them, having multiple tabs open, interrupting conversations, not being able to pay attention to what is said to me, fidgetting, and impulse shopping but I can't tell if I'm just a lazy SOB. I feel so awful for not being able to find the motivation to do what I want and if I'm just making excuses for myself. Every young person has procrastinated and put things off, but no matter how much I want to get things done, it just seems like I can't and I'm so disappointed with myself.

I really hope I don't seem ignorant and I totally recognize ADHD is a legit medical condition, but I can't tell if it's just part of my personality or an actual condition I have.",7.359251597201093,7.147479890173411,8.49592029205963,66.58599787039856,63.68208092485549,11.792881046547006,35.84058411925769,11.313756151347434,4.255869364161851,1446,61,252,39,19,498,170,346,0.139,0.754,0.107,-0.9226,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,3,4,20,16,0,1,14,1,30,4,0,4,6,77,54,38,0,8,25,2,4,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,11,22,0,1,12,1,2,1,11,7,3,0,14,9,43,9,39,38,10,24,0,4,3,0,19,7,1,15,17,200,54,9,0.17285525034184432,0.0,0.08434089483200459,0.0,0.51934605011233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191470771490548,0.0,0.0,0.05877374884577871,0.0,0.13223379338588506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354354332507337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339755883341623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887997383215099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844546758038832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728190017994099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043700404145992224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369798509133245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546460094938234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912406716300208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322665281124999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793061533591987,0.0,0.0,0.08584213301215246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020798607647763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444834406107676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257743778995326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057691110923098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870667397123781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353424899063505,0.0,0.13331662525179802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573210352043443,0.0,0.0,0.19193529946489976,0.09359269574951963,0.0,0.0,0.15093053726068156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688363476702775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107354995806341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442492652912974,0.0,0.0,0.08746937082366525,0.06887162743887243,0.15736092792203502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117391793652417,0.0,0.13804242620922635,0.0,0.0,0.09035291927792413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145701389466399,0.2694941852976743,0.0,0.0,0.15108310770233574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225602137968338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079328653943036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262368439830206,0.10195450517672804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331264437075192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292034047247913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LtTora,2018/01/22,"More likely to be alone because of ADD Does anyone else feel like having ADD/ADHD makes it more likely that you will be alone for life?   Looking back I can’t help but feel that I never had a chance because of my add.  I always seemed like a magnet for bullying and girls were always indifferent at best and down right mean at worst.   I’ve known I was a freak in the eyes of the world from the time I was eight, but I still tried to live a normal life.  Now almost middle aged I don’t care about friends or love anymore but,  I just can’t help but think that I never really had a chance to start with.  How about you? ",2.595703125,3.8911946640625,3.4145000000000003,93.38050000000004,75.015625,6.057500000000001,18.26875,6.2581,-0.3310900000000001,479,7,108,3,10,152,80,128,0.16399999999999998,0.628,0.208,0.8604,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,7,10,0,0,8,0,12,4,1,2,2,23,22,8,0,1,6,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,4,12,8,16,14,4,15,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,3,12,71,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233729125437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025720201434648,0.3315068862281839,0.0,0.0,0.2663326327454201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871693321714472,0.1119038704888427,0.16398015843081515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123061080777428,0.0,0.1951181133717725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795237853341605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631717105751518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005230948694167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369310080516258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618423276415353,0.11433279328779353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364670740987205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454322473426224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608233632383495,0.3127503471743366,0.0,0.14131848111734258,0.0,0.13439351072067832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444258249093067,0.0,0.10682811587769477,0.0,0.0,0.17433075988851945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686582842557125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568054744404871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025258882320982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667350707635573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569464145945235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327731932093947,0.0,0.12780835788354478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254733607648107,0.0,0.0,0.09332076226163273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865683080919948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Israeli_Carrot,2018/01/22,"Choosing missing work over anxiety I constantly don’t turn in work for school because I can’t do it without my medication, Vyvanse. I used to take Adderall but I’ve since switched to 60mg of Vyvanse. Every time I try to sit down and do my work I can’t do it. I will either procrastinate to the deadline or I will try something for 5 minutes and then switch to another thing. I can work with medication but it gives me tremendous anxiety. I already have anxiety without it but when I take medication it gets much worse. I can’t stand either option but I just choose to not take my medication because of crippling anxiety. ",3.454958677685952,5.709160611570251,4.98595041322314,78.90801652892564,75.11570247933885,8.036363636363637,33.31404958677686,8.841846274778883,3.1581669421487604,498,27,91,11,11,167,67,121,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.882,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,0,18,19,9,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,16,0,16,17,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,64,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465721779050772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745562999342967,0.4011232696874616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981823332900313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416579424245949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110446034063008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848728839578111,0.12575012019785795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282234506052397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636366408203324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326665412974488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843611143454868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091679575194283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956822132240481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708804906566257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643759515628695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779982641177677,0.1425844748552074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132166518682682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272542571325,0.0,0.3817301470966224,0.0,0.1335883474904304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cementsnowflake,2018/01/22,"Are there benefits of Adderall over Ritalin for children? My 11 yr old son has ADHD & ODD, & is currently taking 20mgs Ritalin IR daily, 10mgs before school & 10mgs at lunch. This seemed to work out ok for him but not super great. Now it wears off fairly quick & he's super irritable & stressed by the end of the day. I feel terrible for him. 

I've been doing a lot of research on the differences between the medications & it seems that Adderall might be a good choice for him. It's longer lasting at a low dose as well, so he may not need to redose at lunch with it. 

Does anyone have first hand knowledge of the differences of these meds in children? 
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adhd,ConditionalForwarder,2018/01/22,"Worried about my kid and, doing the right thing as a dad First, a little backstory about me: I was diagnosed in my mid twenties with ADHD innatentive. 

I had no problems with education in elementary and what is equivalent to junior high school where I live. I attributed what I later learned was symptoms, to character traits of my personality. It wasn't that I couldn't study, I didn't want or need to study, and that worked fine, for a while.

I now have a child. I can see myself in so many ways in this kid, and I suspect the kid likely has ADHD as well. I have not discussed this with a doctor yet. The thought of giving my kid this label is frightening. I never went through the medication as a child, I saw how stigmatized it was for others with the diagnosis.

Finally, as a parent with ADHD, I have problems with routines. It's not that it's completely wild west at my house, I have learned coping techniques, it's just not consistent. I'm currently not on any medication, and the mother and I no longer live together. I looked for someone similar to me, long story short, she might have ADHD as well.

I occasionally arrive a little late when delivering the kid to school. I sometimes forget to bring a set of extra clothes. We struggle getting all the homework done.

The school now want to have a meeting about this. I am considering grabbing the bull by the horns, explaining that I have ADHD, and starting a process of getting my kid evaluated. I feel continuing like this might be irresponsible. 

Anyone have any advice or thoughts on this? ",5.3140590345727325,6.778799756849318,6.239706457925639,75.09289954337898,68.55479452054793,9.260534898891065,31.71298108284409,9.606745405546679,3.073917286366602,1227,52,221,27,21,406,155,292,0.09,0.862,0.049,-0.9056,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,2,13,8,0,1,22,0,25,5,0,2,2,41,42,18,0,6,7,3,2,2,0,2,5,0,1,9,19,14,0,0,7,0,0,2,10,3,2,1,11,5,33,5,37,27,2,33,0,0,3,0,18,15,0,4,16,166,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917989079105536,0.0962383616184845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394629793840887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886297286850664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325960522645188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996015977955196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080352818385407,0.0,0.10078430578684668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497969541565866,0.0,0.0,0.10788545812368734,0.0,0.0837712553841265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029086519929487,0.0944757462343187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405476584858483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363841925870062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109532288433782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622955210574996,0.1974156026763033,0.17392804535697293,0.0871560891264845,0.08270256106453586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984829008767962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984264690796172,0.0,0.208953955026878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302534882509264,0.0759576713958544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935589149878468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599326701522539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884736091896128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410561644140026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29901610757146696,0.07847976102933983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344598573638981,0.0,0.09740414220466016,0.0,0.06970816052151453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295786199517766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236358109261474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542903029137292,0.0,0.0,0.15637211233560405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617796035436925,0.07817277595523342,0.0,0.0,0.17709961050869075,0.09129654320272744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169822273399301,0.10001625592453836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,usefulcontentonly,2018/01/22,"What is your greatest invention that you created right before sleeping? I have legit just figured out the solution to world hunger and my brain keeps building upon the idea and improving upon it and preventing me from having a good sleep for work tomorrow 

rip",8.046014492753624,9.495857369565217,7.576956521739131,68.04992753623189,62.26086956521739,11.35072463768116,37.072463768115945,11.20814326018867,4.828515942028986,213,10,31,6,3,67,42,46,0.057,0.6809999999999999,0.262,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,4,3,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26904246318639324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529569484234745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651934029431234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35692418529340714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810317297291268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700125510014353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328086174246981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301798719490159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dxphet,2018/01/22,"Wanted people that have been on dexamphetamine, and if not even Adderall or Dextroamphetamine to help me and give me some advice and personal experiences So I was prescribed dexamphetamine for ADHD. I have always had an issue with ADHD, so I finally saw someone. 

I got this medication prescribed roughly 4 months ago, but I was very on and off with it. Always taking it on random days and scared to take it daily. I was prescribed 15mg twice a day. At the start it was very euphoric and my anxiety was gone, I was no longer anxious, and I was more confident than usual. Very motivated and always wanting to get stuff done.
About three weeeks ago I started taking it daily. She put me on 25mg twice a day. I noticed the first day or two was euphoric and I was more talkative. However now I feel like that is all gone.

Is it normal that if you take this medication daily I will become less social, more anxious around people, not wanting to talk to people as much. But still remain a little motivated and more concentrated? I have stimulation but it’s nothing like it use to be, I use to never want to sit down I always wanted to meet new purple and get stuff done.

Is this happening because I’m on too much, how would I get the confidence to come back, or is it gone forever? And what does everyone else experience when on this medication? Is it normal to sometimes feel a little bit socially withdrawn? 

Should I be taking it daily or only when I want to take it? Just need some advice and help, thanks :)",3.489214799041786,5.707824747404847,4.8730276816609015,79.92312682991749,74.88235294117645,7.629544849614054,25.30223582645728,8.502166056373571,1.930793345754592,1188,41,215,23,26,395,145,289,0.053,0.782,0.165,0.9917,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,13,4,0,1,8,0,26,3,0,6,2,53,58,28,0,13,12,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,22,17,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,18,5,25,3,28,35,11,37,0,0,2,0,10,12,0,9,21,161,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265931531857766,0.1566513270720778,0.14210355535604088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667785448005738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061317670776047675,0.18110264691693145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135414692379324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163355896903824,0.0,0.048861198318975035,0.08852391135688739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750752270401425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069045663950635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067710664341788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701433972542901,0.16405095623027754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695846940538125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294103026513132,0.0,0.0,0.07659068205945348,0.0,0.15681218971093291,0.0,0.0,0.08105664749054102,0.057262108480446584,0.0,0.08780490390023762,0.0,0.06817904059111106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563163454871504,0.0768911210396598,0.0,0.0,0.06410655982065774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088001015641918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745121373492897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836600607148305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831849372434681,0.1606709404851147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422404838216176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397824173187844,0.0,0.11784497934631714,0.05943325307584502,0.06181978696102398,0.07741333388197494,0.0,0.0,0.1570680087407204,0.07691002531809182,0.09125597956590303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096080857819983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670629176367954,0.06998747261825385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057701403035825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024824189552307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341403158628465,0.06791431288213252,0.0,0.0792744591765094,0.0,0.11346697584834292,0.0,0.0640111716278398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835145465753556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615954690224154,0.06442483324996429,0.0,0.07379513065079503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829891353687847,0.0,0.0,0.13845482244964605,0.08827842234406269,0.19840659261618465,0.2836618063728074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569391763121078,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NonresilientEvent,2018/01/22,Help needed with panic attacks I was taking the bus earlier with my girlfriend and I randomly started freaking out. I felt like I couldn’t breathe and I got really lightheaded and didn’t really feel present. Every time the bus stopped I got even more anxious it was ridiculous. I’m getting weird pains in my head and feeling really anxious all the time and I don’t know why. I get extremely bored easily cause of the ADHD and I feel like when I’m not occupied I’m at risk of a panic attack. my biggest fear is being bored.,2.2731381118881124,4.758787240384618,3.9818881118881135,83.35402097902099,80.44230769230771,7.243356643356643,26.762237762237763,8.296473431620573,2.204069230769231,419,18,77,9,11,140,66,104,0.328,0.5720000000000001,0.1,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,14,3,4,5,0,7,3,2,1,1,21,22,7,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,6,4,12,2,7,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896465108291105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35654113098989665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35904354524946314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210541515271734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422627790281938,0.0,0.13295441074722578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177570346671597,0.2393672532885408,0.11273328837567555,0.15151400546909155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648893443677972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252416248259615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619496711490097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577089270501157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672347387025603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418749977029253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700767289055802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791172112147726,0.3702916774106212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032746823988087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116925803893075,0.0,0.0,0.13192896218352962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186469475376296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403042733325195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239113909103016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fanbingbingfan,2018/01/22,"Can a PCP/GP prescribe ADHD/ADD medications in the state of Texas? I feel like going to a PCP/GP is a ""kill 2 birds with 1 stone"" type of deal, but should I just stick to trying to find a psychiatrist?

I appreciate any input you guys could offer!",4.617058823529412,4.364095019607845,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,69.39215686274511,9.15294117647059,24.84313725490196,8.841846274778883,1.4299490196078433,190,4,42,3,3,66,41,51,0.064,0.804,0.133,0.477,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909388902972769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121034854708027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597199368953385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353627293532686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447788039094127,0.2323893356354044,0.0,0.0,0.29731184669268523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487146964848167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220911451868677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598884331283592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892169540684534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32769840646325193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220852548056256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,acid69,2018/01/22,"Anxiety and ADD meds So I had taken concerta a few months ago in august when I started school and it honestly did me wonders, helped me focus, made me more social and it was great. back in like october i stopped taking it because the dosage wasn’t strong enough anymore. But just the last month my anxiety went though the roof and it’s been terrible and it’s really been affecting me. I want to start taking it again because I have started this semester and it’s a lot of work. A side affect i experienced was some anxiety at the end of the day but that went away after a few days of my body getting used to it. Has anyone taken concerta or any other add/adhd meds while experiencing super bad anxiety and if so did it improve it or make it worse?",4.721599999999999,5.5109206266666675,6.15066666666667,77.68200000000003,69.4,9.733333333333334,29.666666666666664,9.888512548439397,2.8342666666666667,594,22,115,14,10,202,93,150,0.117,0.7609999999999999,0.122,0.401,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,9,0,10,1,1,5,0,24,25,17,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,13,2,12,5,10,12,6,24,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,18,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585234408882785,0.0,0.12233100548594784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938465211668798,0.0,0.4222865389283933,0.0,0.13686152721075273,0.09649464808486434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296580142824859,0.10611550459056676,0.11522643223501647,0.1682502455236262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328981220733398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800056021764787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222936942197765,0.1425936079097394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721006786761071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521483875048356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250025436693317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249056296112207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742111456282404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732490157414772,0.0,0.13058142590317642,0.09211782757965506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306579624414668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030476635646007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840801896598245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966602984601567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067630288613206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930369168498249,0.0,0.0,0.1153763785881688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752160724783048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558688395482496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918996398230212,0.0,0.0,0.0813975270935416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558596424390135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965796616261073,0.10046755873054873,0.0,0.1406364705464524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BlueStreamer,2018/01/22,"Don't Know if This is What I Needed I'm a teen that lives in a pretty bad area and I'm covered under a shitty insurance that is nearly useless for mental health (BlueCross BlueShield in NJ). I spent forever trying to find a psychiatrist only to finally find someone who is not even a psychiatrist, but instead a therapist... I had a meeting with him yesterday and he even said twice during the interview that he doesn't know how to deal with the main thing I have trouble with: memory; which most likely stems from my possible adhd/aspergers. I forget things all the time, I'm way too emotional over everything, I lose things constantly among a bunch of other things. He just told me to go out and do the stuff that I want to do: which includes talking to more people, organizing my stuff, setting aside proper time for study, etc. But how can I even do this when I can barely even get out of my bed in the morning? I honestly don't know what to do here. I have another meeting with him the same time next week. Should I just ask him to refer me to an actual psychiatrist that's covered under my plan? What if he can't/doesn't want to find anyone that specializes in adhd, then what on earth am I going to do?? Should I just ride it out and hope that my symptoms don't get worse? ",6.3898644833427465,6.011637656126485,6.989082439299833,77.14151185770751,65.71936758893281,10.39062676453981,31.510163749294186,9.957137785484203,2.872985544889893,1009,34,197,20,14,333,139,253,0.065,0.856,0.078,0.4838,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,13,8,0,0,15,0,20,2,0,2,1,38,38,12,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,24,11,0,0,7,0,1,3,5,4,0,1,4,1,24,4,33,32,7,29,0,2,0,0,16,14,0,4,11,147,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.11514682397318735,0.0,0.28361590581921164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372882466183445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825053669685769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031009135066354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852151663032058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751147931188225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164842974717074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272932896200992,0.0,0.0,0.13159644409187934,0.311740301346325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604696530295467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925856875311648,0.32353791399369963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232958111339803,0.0,0.13411939979829693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254239569657433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719639682649458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454212331645426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764675978240895,0.0,0.10419240275688907,0.0,0.0,0.13200705415532946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891195594139753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749234823665349,0.0,0.0,0.1254898111993996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974107956206634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180339107253573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330224709258907,0.0,0.12004409075764867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122409722446383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997741004272123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270153790757049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264275662903153,0.0,0.09484050853822568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700215202005506,0.313564513974485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641279973290108,0.0,0.0,0.1127499889308934,0.0,0.08011136398047465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139193892645342,0.09365952845884948,0.09464906755540548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024774266647167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,01122014,2018/01/22,"Any tips on studying? What do you guys do to study?

Specifically, I listen to tons of music (it helps) but I still find it hard to focus and I can tell that there are more effective ways to study.

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adhd,caldenice,2018/01/22,"Advice for managing ADHD without meds while in school I has been taking vyvanse and was really happy with how it helped me. Unfortunately, vyvanse is no longer an option bc of the price. I started taking Adderall IR (not for the first time. I was on Adderall for a while before the vyvanse). I hate Adderall and don't want to try other meds right now. The side effects of the Adderall just aren't worth it. 

So those of you who have come off your meds, what helped with the transition? What helped you manage your ADHD without the meds (if you were able to)?",3.8386500519210784,5.834420943925237,4.265358255451712,85.65749740394602,73.2056074766355,6.250882658359295,24.973001038421607,6.937597516519254,1.0272147455867078,439,14,82,4,9,138,70,107,0.105,0.858,0.036000000000000004,-0.6762,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,2,4,2,1,0,9,0,9,0,0,2,0,14,15,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,4,0,10,1,15,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,6,62,17,3,0.14807684615956224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591918678303885,0.14469898029010958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600248970672712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755509134644633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259540896982317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763055621461994,0.0,0.14619522913841831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977583659643991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6579199781914237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486181937416334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264568175421245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498616737589966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480955385908264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267071984221784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634479979809362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053445852287997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733956040370261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854815911264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DetailedFloppyFlaps,2018/01/23,"30yo F. Diagnosed yesterday. Vyvanse today. It is insane to me how long it took me to realize I had ADHD. I feel like ADHD was still fairly new when I was a kid. I don't remember hearing about it until I was a teenager, and it was always in context to unruly kids who couldn't sit still. That wasn't me. I just silently bounced my leg. Just like my dad.

I was seeing a physical therapist for a dislocated shoulder, and we got along really well. He mentioned to me he was diagnosed with ADHD and I might want to look into it. After actually reading about it, I felt so stupid for not knowing sooner.

Looking back...we just thought it was quirky when I was younger that I'd get so engrossed in video games that I wouldn't realize I had to pee. My sister would carry me to the bathroom because I couldn't move without peeing my pants. 

Even as recently as a few months ago, I've peed myself because I've been too engrossed in something. 

When I failed a few classes in high school due to not turning things in, it was determined I was depressed and that was the reason.

I leave my keys in the ignition with the door unlocked, because I know I won't lose them that way.

I use my boyfriend like a part of my brain when I need to find something.

I have rear-ended someone while looking for my badge to get into work. After I hit the other car, I looked down and realized the badge was around my neck the whole time.

I wouldn't let people ride in my back seat if I could prevent it because it was too distracting. 

I just thought all of these things were normal people things, and some how if I found enough will power I could get through it. 

For some things I did. A FitBit helped me at least check in with myself every hour to make sure I didn't have to pee. A planner helped a lot, but I'd eventually get overwhelmed and lose it. The psychiatrist recommended bullet journaling instead.

When I took Vyvanse this morning for the first time, I expected to feel high. Like a meth addict. But I just felt clear and calm. 10 minutes felt like what I guess most people experience 10 minutes as.

This is a long post. I just wanted to share somewhere. Probably could've wrote a blog or something. Ha!

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adhd,micaepistachio,2018/01/23,"Anyone get moments of intense mood contrasts that appear randomly? F20 here, been taking AdderallXR 15mg twice a day do almost a year now. I often get moments while I’m happy and relaxed where I suddenly get really distressed and upset and I can’t understand why. It happens when I’m in class, and on the bus as well as when I’m alone at home doing things I actually enjoy. Anyone else felt this way before? Any advice on how to stop it from happening? It feels almost reactionary so it’s hard to control. ",2.7406060606060585,5.205125333333335,4.60029292929293,79.71377272727275,78.49494949494951,7.192323232323233,25.051515151515154,8.238735603445708,1.9969466666666664,404,15,70,8,10,137,75,99,0.115,0.748,0.136,0.4948,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,17,11,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,3,4,4,10,15,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,10,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.18082061818581527,0.0,0.0,0.18106755600507446,0.0,0.0,0.3710911780776817,0.19190913014359856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600655495249466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259124323956682,0.18985602334430046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767189800515174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782344024211505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949956745203028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478970572007322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369042275858992,0.0,0.17791169466027454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904260493649296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277104751939321,0.19724934832490046,0.16598739864305306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586540436406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870434579315835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491442632101227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393183385082806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231013746223773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928980188389156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470780804068437,0.0,0.0,0.1666019303787697,0.0,0.1671993871580401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932352694725418
adhd,Robinett__,2018/01/23,I’ve given up on reading assignments I’ve started classes in college and can’t read past the first few sentences of a textbook without forgetting what i just read means. Does anyone have any tips on work arounds or how to overcome this? For as long as i remember I’ve had to find work arounds to reading in any class ive ever had,8.436069651741292,6.218278477611946,8.090149253731344,76.83830845771149,62.731343283582106,10.724378109452736,43.22885572139303,8.841846274778883,3.8977900497512437,266,14,52,3,3,85,49,67,0.0,0.98,0.02,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,15,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,5,33,5,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903314421276614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288904716251604,0.0,0.0,0.3129109502134552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538007111869832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897666232509858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606330490264816,0.14949354239208498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555339292077425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914441464824357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777402711915854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7031934506202082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909139808568285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439732223437487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694175014383258,0.0,0.2558973540642995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Yogabbagaabbaa,2018/01/23,How to deal with the Vyvanse crash? I’ve been taking 40 mg Vyvanse for my ADHD. it works for a couple hours but after it’s wearing off it really kicks my ass. Do you guys have any tips for dealing with it? It’s nice being able to actually focus on my work but it feels awful in a couple hours. Do you guys take it everyday? ,0.08423913043478493,2.243025159420295,2.823025362318841,90.18497282608696,87.2608695652174,5.189130434782608,17.320652173913047,6.6274283507984215,-0.02289999999999992,252,6,54,3,8,88,48,69,0.153,0.797,0.049,-0.8332,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,2,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,4,34,12,2,0.1966612862456468,0.0,0.19191304664415632,0.0,0.2363486489874061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337364184498986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352039453467238,0.0,0.0,0.40549830150232186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099437855336292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894511848531377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873435051051359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125986255768998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957296249153453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863435172228912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NickMac96,2018/01/23,"Which type of doctor to visit to see if I have just bad anxiety or if it’s ADHD/ADD? So I’ve had anxiety and concentration problems for awhile now. It’s literally been torture since high school and now I want to take a stand and figure out what the cause is. 

I sometimes cut people off when I really want to say something, I bring up other topics even when we are talking about something else and have racing thoughts constantly. In school I would be interested in something else and couldn’t focus on the topic. I would never do my homework and would rather visit friends or play Xbox. Even when I would study, I would sometimes draw blanks and still do poorly on it.

Other SymptomsI have is I have to move around when I’m sitting down or when I concentrate I’ll move my leg or tap my pencil. Also, when I’m really interested in something I randomly black out and go into full concentration for a short period and be back to normal. For example I play this game on Xbox with my friend and I usually second guess myself or hit a brick wall on what to do and when I really want to win or not paying attention I win the match with ease and forget how I did it. 

Anyways, I just wanted to see if anyone relates to my problems and what kind of doctors I should see. It’s even been effecting my job if I have want to do something at home, I’ll be slow the rest of the day, compared to when I first come in.",5.298574979287494,5.367826802816904,6.2154349627174845,80.2559942004971,67.94366197183098,9.358409279204643,28.677713338856677,9.168548406835145,2.186357332228668,1108,34,224,19,17,368,145,284,0.07200000000000001,0.813,0.115,0.8787,1,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,24,14,2,0,8,0,26,3,1,3,1,60,43,34,0,20,14,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,2,0,12,21,0,0,4,5,2,7,3,5,0,2,5,5,29,9,37,27,2,48,0,0,4,0,8,20,0,12,19,163,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084918002649993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041486903741069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385065024583713,0.0,0.0,0.07031133121492647,0.0,0.0,0.08951646208201082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732161874661217,0.08396034394016635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032990610447559,0.0,0.08662038333336587,0.0,0.10866568060981548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485052069881903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584735054357645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800383848741984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992495432692624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553317172133354,0.0,0.0,0.15537915820699735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714848553523048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077414570314244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062432944921178,0.10086620822074828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978665168651632,0.0,0.0,0.10471395443432126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375095198749086,0.0,0.0,0.07755524876955959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852386339754024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971310516558057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243767454402164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325689953620492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996643787186979,0.0,0.20353676973546775,0.2403911525257037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831812438472295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870659176482093,0.1989055836243097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030442328696535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560585354238306,0.08082337735632361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983050197528292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074860238833516,0.0,0.2965536742782143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571616953649067,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BoringADHD,2018/01/23,"I'm completely dependent on medication and I hate it I've been on vyvanse for 1.5 years now and while it has turned my life around completely, I'm starting to question if it's worth it. Everything in my life is based around my medication: 

- I can't eat anything that significantly acidifies the PH of my urine since vyvanse stops working and I get a fast comedown of depression and anxiety.

- I have to fit everything tedious or study-related into my 4 hours of possible productivity during the day.

- I have to sleep minimum 9 hours otherwise productivity is significantly decreased.

It's like I'm only useful for max 5.5 hours a day on a good day. If the meds don't work, the day is ruined. I just want to believe that it was my bad eating habits and such before the meds that caused my ADHD. I just want to be able to feel motivated and be productive in intellectual subjects without a hard medication such as vyvanse. If I wasn't interested in physics and math I would just not take vyvanse and follow the typical ADHD routes but sadly I can't control that either. 

Also I don't agree with the notion that Vyvanse is like glasses. Eyesight can easily be tested for while ADHD is something much more complex. Glasses also don't have a long list of side effects with everything from euphoria to depression and heart problems.

What the fuck am I supposed to do, I just don't see being dependent on stimulants as sustainable long-term (10 years +)?",5.755051863234726,7.083241773722628,6.959028044563965,70.85529581252403,67.39416058394161,10.293968497887054,34.49404533230887,10.426177893888326,3.93010510948905,1162,55,201,31,19,393,146,274,0.125,0.7709999999999999,0.104,-0.8246,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,11,12,2,0,13,0,26,11,3,8,0,42,41,20,0,7,12,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,12,14,2,2,5,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,3,3,20,4,31,33,3,29,0,4,1,1,1,12,1,7,18,131,32,5,0.09834643276874992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35457990173914056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572952135071636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523475188206978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093073450953871,0.17509835163749704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821151634286651,0.0,0.0,0.08368557072916508,0.11080275187713123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102887722521373,0.0,0.0,0.20622872727769934,0.0,0.1103038869170692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370125255382564,0.0,0.1694112768705694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126590587257548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651622970738802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972691138755223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091969236140438,0.0513819520223502,0.0,0.0,0.08248832179152872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809908655275699,0.09709674163427598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654099635058048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905542776908189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892998782823826,0.09609419876122152,0.0,0.0,0.1740669964371724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848143237970336,0.29722105333510274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229594397061735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479689378062243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087082612370887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410425418383113,0.0,0.0,0.11017051233948676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836937396111944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813531854703043,0.0,0.09841745738632908,0.0,0.0,0.07571188871736761,0.0,0.0,0.0696101113000327,0.0,0.0,0.08222202145642668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394427807752739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069726779633105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493974152997469,0.0,0.0,0.11601454823043895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948024516884374,0.0,0.14319474871202215,0.0,0.0,0.06986248414191598,0.0,0.0,0.1266637565772387
adhd,ansiboji,2018/01/23,"One of our own - Marshal McLuhan I was jolted by clump of symptoms that popped up in a BBC radio programme and trough a skimp audio diagnosis I am claiming the ""gloabl village"" media sage, **Marshall** McLuhan as one of us. 

Philip Marchand  - one of his students in 1968 rolled out many familiar traits

* This guy he's just not patient
* McCluhan was famous for being inattentive 
* Once I asked *""Gee professor I have just seen this movie""* - you could just see the eyelids kinda lower as you spoke and this aura of boredom 
* I think he was on edge all the time
* Towards the end of his life he realised that he had never really learned to listen to people
* McLuhan radiated nervous energy
* Irrepressible


GenX author Douglas Coupland  described McLuhan's control issues and adrenaline focus

* I think Marshal had a a kind of low grade  disinhibitory condition where certain modes of thinking could only take place while an audience was present
* He liked doing his thinking in real time outloud with a studio audience or a classroom as his catalyst
*  Unpredictability made his classes an adventure

**[Edit: MarshaLL not Marshal]**",3.1444485566247202,6.0698280932642525,3.6797424130273884,78.50224870466322,97.08290155440416,5.7290303478904505,30.38475203552923,7.110495986334442,2.7914445299777944,894,48,129,17,35,280,132,193,0.046,0.905,0.049,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,12,0,12,2,0,2,3,25,23,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,5,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,9,5,15,4,23,11,2,16,0,1,2,0,18,10,0,2,7,84,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359341446433218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626782798009373,0.2794329199319843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549905136886224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326908026331522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264564400741115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222670109966296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360165953557894,0.08549199941853458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165581172304461,0.0,0.17741389773355318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496421955017293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636021826021976,0.3557362730295172,0.13308890821787372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131706080974693,0.0,0.1828288546664006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917861813244145,0.11210402490440492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394455557044237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818831538492846,0.13157181723563124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485099057663809,0.0,0.0,0.2040778819295488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049320788142706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Superashie,2018/01/23,"Artists with ADD/ADHD and habits Ive noticed that there are a lot of people living with ADD/ADHD in the artist community, myself included, and id love to share habits and hear if anyone has similar or differing habits in their work ethic.

Some habits ive noticed is that i cannot stay focused on a work longer than one sitting unless something like a grade or money is directly involved in the equation. My art style has formed drastically around this habit and it leads me to my next habit:

I finish works really fast. Ive only ever really caught on about it in highschool and college level courses. When i finish something i look around the room and see that everyone else is either still in sketching phases or halfway competed. This has only ever given me grief for professors who want me working at all times but besides that i think its a pretty cool quality to possess i suppose

Love to hear from others about this!",9.531728571428571,7.844401165714286,9.056678571428574,69.09244642857145,60.2,11.492857142857144,37.875,10.125756701596842,3.8488428571428575,744,28,125,12,8,239,113,175,0.021,0.861,0.118,0.9497,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,6,9,6,0,0,7,1,11,2,0,1,3,25,21,13,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,1,0,1,2,5,16,5,23,19,5,25,0,1,2,2,8,12,0,6,10,88,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307817578389459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962261627682114,0.0,0.0,0.245019558068312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378220293951732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496272669449036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896790297366825,0.0,0.13150052154922642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310212450071227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723352302638387,0.0,0.1215197928967939,0.0,0.11556500933440675,0.0,0.0,0.11699845846071508,0.2484124167057993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635899992814527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31335949973879706,0.0,0.0,0.09325396164444973,0.2093303756160083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540744697657634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000764606024865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632406753903976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966424980286152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189112679315464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668317456932767,0.10990243496596487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818047677560714,0.0,0.0,0.08024654392929835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117104778852091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400752076978538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ssiver,2018/01/23,"Really enjoy collecting books, online courses, notes etc but I never read them I'll be sitting in class, and I'll think, oh I should review Calc 3 notes since I need that for this class. And then I'll download the notes, and I'll download some trig notes, algebra notes, calc 3, discrete math, and as I'm doing that I have the day before the first day of the semester feeling of being really enthusiastic about learning, but then I open the notes, and I read first sentence, and then I see how much mental effort will go into understanding that so I don't read them. 

I use to do this with literature books. I'd collect Dostoyevsky books, and be really excited about it arriving after I ordered it online, but after it has arrived, I don't ever read it, and it sits pretty on my bookshelf. 

How do you make yourself focus on one thing instead of on a lot of things and then become overwhelmed because there's suddenly too much to do?",9.043791208791207,6.7411289560439585,9.102280219780225,70.3239697802198,61.63736263736264,11.737362637362635,37.035714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.6139648351648352,738,26,136,12,8,244,103,182,0.0,0.888,0.112,0.954,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,3,9,3,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,4,2,29,22,20,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,15,2,18,17,5,23,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,2,13,96,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459775455877092,0.17138677574899253,0.1320487980779222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015962834869408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730694036946618,0.0,0.14037137090227225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846488735919177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399615112942226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819373770757373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193053250177486,0.0,0.0,0.10358546124847967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638736630736616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281538483647281,0.11506578799797315,0.11968623846753673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515561469370444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578762963381332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208976036445211,0.0,0.2982414695375925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366028632554302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283684901418745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619259064280215,0.09943461999691663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615503578098548,0.0,0.13402777420712028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Geta-Ve,2018/01/23,"Need help managing the obsessive part of myself / ADHD So I’m not sure if this is just a me issue or if I have actual OCD or some other form of obsessive behavior compulsion / disorder but I definitely obsess about the most insignificant things. 

Like where my things are placed or how they are placed or what I wear or how I wear it and how I behave in certain circumstances. 

For instance. I’ve needed a new pair of boots for awhile now, but I can’t bring myself to actually buying another pair because ... they are the same exact model as the ones I have. Which I’ve had 3 separate pairs over the last 10 years. Exact same model. But the manufacturer stopped making that model. So now I am stuck and it’s been VERY difficult to buy a different kind. 

I wear the same exact clothes every single day, I have 7 to 10 pairs of everything. Shirts, pants, socks, etc etc. all same brand same size same everything. In fact I need new shirts but I’ve been waiting because it’s off season for the ones I wear. 

And this type of behavior continues throughout my life.  Or if things don’t behave how I expect I get extremely agitated.

Hell I’ve had a white iPhone for the last 8 years (starting from 3GS to 4S to 6S to 8) not because I like it, I hate the white iPhone! But it just feels very wrong to change. I just can’t explain why. 

Don’t get me wrong I do have a spontaneous side for sure, but it’s completely on my terms. It took me YEARS to buy a different model coat because ... because. It just felt wrong. 

Anyhoo. My obsessive side definitely hinders my life in a lot of ways and I’m just wondering if anyone else here deals with this sort of thing also? And how you cope? I feel so trapped inside myself sometimes. 
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adhd,resvzb0a,2018/01/23,"I'm sick of medicine I'm done with taking medicine. I've tried them all and they all do the same. They work for like 30 minutes, then after I feel absolutely awful, depressed, and irritable for the rest of the day. That's only if I'm lucky enough to not get a debilitating migraine which the medicine frequently triggers. I'm absolutely sick of it. I'm so glad that medicine works for many of you guys with ADHD, but it just doesn't seem to for me. No matter what I eat, no matter how hydrated I am, it's all the same. It's so frustrating. Yeah, my grades will probably take a hit, and yeah, I'll probably have to bust my ass to pass. But I'm just so tired of it. I don't feel good on them. I don't feel like myself. I'm some shell of my unmedicated self. 
After years of feeling like this, I don't think I can do it anymore. 

Maybe, hopefully, I'll stumble upon something that does work for me. But until then, I'll just have to face life head on with ADHD, as frustrating as it can be sometimes. It's better than feeling like I do when medicated. 
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adhd,JillStinkEye,2018/01/23,"What's the silliest thing you ruminate about? When I was around 10-12 a kid my age came up to talk to me at the park. We chatted. They asked what kind of student I was and said they were ""ADD"". Confused, I responded ""I get As and Bs."" It stuck in my head as another awkward conversation. I don't know exactly when I realized what they meant, but I was mortified. 

I was in my twenties before I told anyone else about it. When I talk about it now, 25 years after it happened, it just feels uncomfortable, instead of heart wrenching.

So what's yours? ",2.2982568807339447,4.302904009174316,3.8169633027522964,87.11094954128441,77.71559633027523,7.662752293577981,26.496330275229358,8.548686976883017,1.8980304587155965,423,17,89,9,10,140,74,109,0.08199999999999999,0.904,0.014,-0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,3,0,11,3,0,2,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,14,16,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,2,20,1,15,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,7,64,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510376466196736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739796255150985,0.2452993296860909,0.0,0.2131217416655446,0.22381191938707296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371653324297084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738162289594258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999926596302066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210506651085322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507954532718366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170558215685686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569921495983765,0.0,0.0,0.28369678966589074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493040925286277,0.1315710572138583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277295497117053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848503068338488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905044331168985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876231108608086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541693577077672
adhd,Blindsense,2018/01/23,"I have an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow. Scared as hell   I have an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow. It took a long time to make this decision and it is really scary. I am 29 years old. Actually, the main reason is heavy social anxiety that dominated my life. A disgusting form of fear that ruled nearly every decision I made. It is the very reason that I didn’t see any psychiatrist till this day. As I read a few things online (I know it is a bad habit when it came to health issues) some symptoms of ADHD began to look like extremely familiar. 
  
I was a very successful student till the last years of high school and never needed to study. But as subjects started to become more complex things begun to change. I just couldn’t study more than 10 minutes at one sitting. I remember that I force myself to sit down and focus on the textbooks (I still do btw) but after sometimes it starts to feel like my chest is going to explode. In University and especially when I was studying to get my master’s degree it became a little bit easier because I choose subjects which are very interesting for me but again I was just getting by without heavy studying. But now I am studying for PHD and it is pure hell. Don’t get me wrong I like my subject, I like to learn new things. It is among the few things I enjoy in this life. But the moment I stop forcing myself to focus either my mind starts to wander (daydreams, fantasies etc…) or I begin to skim continuously. Aside from the academic issues, there are other stuff: Losing things constantly, changing subjects when talking with someone when they are in mid-sentence or completing their sentences unwillingly and when I look back it seems like I left lots and lots of stuff unfinished (You must see my hobbies wardrobe). Honestly, I don’t know why I am writing this here, I guess I wanted to share and need some feedback from people experienced with this kind of stuff. And I didn’t write anything in English for a long time so my apologies for language.

Thanks in advance  




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adhd,Mor_jess,2018/01/23,"Oral Fixation Haha, sounds so dirty.  Anyway....

My mouth needs to be doing something, I think it helps me focus better. I used to chew gum a lot and I really like to eat M&Ms one at a time but I don’t want to use up a bunch of calories. 

Does anyone have any other suggestions? ",0.4072180451127849,2.7440557368421103,2.697994987468676,90.22263157894741,88.12280701754385,5.3624060150375925,16.914786967418543,6.868970318607317,0.11841553884711775,215,5,44,3,7,73,49,57,0.039,0.7929999999999999,0.168,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,2,0,8,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,7,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30988249491066355,0.0,0.19449082060008852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997889166471705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529450762288687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028183121758063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926509246068648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170077008556105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972588151433768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314823927680898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206648091357755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938020113918726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321987797231634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017791976051546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832582065495992,0.0,0.0,0.16676976877442826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940269199961367,0.0,0.0,0.16869108883737646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,percidiarose,2018/01/23,"That awkward moment when your sitting in class and you can’t figure out why your meds haven’t kicked in after 2.5 hours. And then you realize... You didn’t take them. 

And that is why you keep leaving class to do various things (smoke, grab a drink, use the washroom). 

And your mouth doesn’t seem to be connected to your brain. Which is everywhere it’s not supposed to be. 

And you literally cannot even today. 

Then you realize in real time why it is you’re on the meds in the first place. 

Edit: my horrible grammar ",2.3252941176470614,4.587303882352941,3.3115294117647056,89.48788235294118,78.80392156862743,6.825098039215686,22.945098039215694,7.908726449838941,1.150538039215686,404,13,83,7,10,129,66,102,0.053,0.947,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,10,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,11,3,2,1,0,14,15,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,4,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,1,12,0,11,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,9,56,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454074120763626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704236291091312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285224462207734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109109009301895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980841303283928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878405051409202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298009593960227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468463331855045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101503428406896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894337419245306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183111916566536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123358154100944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362965691452827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728738587776652,0.0,0.1906588827301252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372191142737894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444974959244725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jamesbond104,2018/01/23,"Adderall Comedown I've been taking 15mg IR in the morning for the last few months, and by early afternoon, I have intense fatigue. Is this normal? It's pretty hard to function after the crash.",4.3404504504504535,6.2731207027027045,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,71.70270270270271,6.014414414414415,31.25225225225225,6.42735559955562,1.9544306306306312,154,7,25,1,3,50,34,37,0.201,0.685,0.114,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147800809928142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774277459079749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695826973834197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536668777669268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710635991304459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34813770323924176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Waytoohardtousername,2018/01/23,"Lower heart-rate on higher dose? **Medicine:**

Elvanse / Vyvanse / Lisdexamphetamine


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**Resting heart-rate (bpm)**

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***30 mg:*** 110-120


***50 mg:*** 90-95


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*I tried 30 mg for a period and then switched to 50.*



*I'm back to 30 mg now again and my heart-rate has increased again.*


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Has anyone experienced this?

What are the connections?

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**Edit:**

I do feel as I've more anxiety on 30 mg, but that would bring up another question:


*Why do I feel more anxious on 30 / less anxious on 50?*

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I did notice this earlier but I had a theory that it might be related to my body being more accustomed to the drug. However, the anxiety is increased now again.",-1.415261234928753,-3.8667313697478995,1.1852995981001122,91.17226434051882,165.21848739495798,5.068396054073803,19.393679210814764,6.046907544983943,1.1330853489221773,473,20,93,12,46,159,74,119,0.105,0.86,0.035,-0.8034,2,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,12,3,1,0,0,9,16,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,11,10,7,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736310676515947,0.2733816796301255,0.4037184156948789,0.0,0.12493824233990695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739502544118098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847483861442025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721378416346564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069344575305651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6352152269611536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895528088867146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343004434346704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016414592747755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131299302001852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123223966675754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269301936941841,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mark-Midnight,2018/01/23,"Uh...I know a bit of Italian now. I was programming and I was listening to a Nightcore playlist (Don't judge me) when a remix of the song Anima Libera came on.

I wondered what language it was singing in because it sounded pretty, so I went and looked through the comments of the video and found it was Italian, I thought to myself;
'Huh, I forgot Italian was a language and not just a accent.' 

So I decided to go and learn more about Italian and I found a website to learn languages (Duolingo) and took a course, about an hour later I saw that my programming console was open and remembered what I was doing, so then I decided to come to reddit to share my moment of Adhd.

Mangio una mella...",4.0902222222222235,5.439840725925926,5.058703703703706,82.8391666666667,71.37037037037038,7.474074074074074,32.01851851851852,7.908726449838941,2.3409407407407405,538,25,101,7,10,176,79,135,0.0,0.954,0.046,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,24,23,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,11,0,1,10,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,15,5,15,1,16,8,2,14,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,6,74,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802855902050637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216898660015115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461626506790097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667419984089741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089871740178555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114282452946475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254452362899938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296751079509579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281718284828417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958463916508892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372689834263776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641932411144348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851509406816181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25911643736877565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619764039110206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291756716028496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,m00nagedaydreams,2018/01/23,"Commitment issues? I feel like I'm constantly bouncing from one thing to another. This includes hobbies, books I'm reading, style choices, to more serious parts of my life, like jobs, places to live, and people. I love hunting for new jobs & the interview process, but after a few months I get bored & immediately get back online to find something new. Yesterday I realized I haven't lived in one single place for more than six months in the last 5 years. & while this is all fine & dandy, I'm now realizing it's happening with people too. I usually get pretty bored a few months into a relationship & start to get antsy wondering about other possibilities out there, not necessarily other people, but maybe backpacking through South America alone? Becoming a solo vandweller in the states? Usually it's no big deal & I'll just move on, but now I'm in a relationship with someone I actually care about, so hurting them just because I get fidgety in my own life is the last thing I want to do. 

I know ADHD makes it hard to focus on one task at a time, but does it apply to people or places for anyone else? & if so, how do you buckle down & commit without constantly wondering about the endless possibilities out there?",6.87321428571429,7.403123439655175,7.352167487684731,71.86672413793106,64.60344827586206,10.766502463054188,33.8128078817734,10.608840637214634,3.652984236453202,986,40,176,24,14,324,139,232,0.08800000000000001,0.81,0.102,0.5145,2,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,0,14,9,0,0,11,0,5,3,0,2,3,29,24,11,0,2,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,4,0,4,0,2,14,5,34,24,8,39,0,1,0,1,7,17,0,4,22,107,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.07284664321509672,0.0,0.08971357606072354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731383773350554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6470571711347191,0.0,0.0,0.07827597179460807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219630749251119,0.07648670894702353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057400463313374166,0.0,0.04550532970138477,0.08244394143700204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610961749628528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133807114688326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695982792831874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532583170789978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235965001719334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03774477085546196,0.053329251337400345,0.0,0.0,0.06822782187706072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950050738195882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601185280699058,0.0,0.06687082993338123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991328467394851,0.0,0.0,0.07791414817159338,0.14815520244258434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041025131099407086,0.12169777559394833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054535745174319,0.07293944891356066,0.0,0.1318328465772039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737362539627917,0.0,0.04982877858325487,0.0,0.07499494110062799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875232805701038,0.07934005958905478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419291391855274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175225687675056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083757859558756,0.0,0.2070088340303212,0.0,0.2339769100424201,0.0,0.0,0.16831103359629554,0.0,0.0759448567295213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466918822869667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602901511966821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324984456929038,0.0574684373296233,0.0,0.0,0.052836937322848485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918694014406093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352842471994188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644306260382741,0.0,0.0440299067111778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195895975980125,0.1619072845088235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807150026310154
adhd,dlar9612,2018/01/23,"Should I ask for a larger dose or stick it out? Last week, I finally got diagnosed with ADHD-C at 21 years old. I went in for an evaluation at the prompting of my mother, because she herself was just diagnosed at 41, and I've always struggled with attention span, and mental exertion for long periods of time.

This diagnosis feels life changing. As a kid, people thought I was a variety of things from lazy, depressed, ill-behaved, apathetic, etc. Now, I feel like I have an opportunity to finally do the things that are truly important to me and to showcase my intelligence and skills. Finding this subreddit has been amazing, and it's so great to hear that I'm not alone in my struggles.

My doctor prescribed me with Concerta (I believe at 36mg). This past week on medication has been by far one of my most productive. I got completely caught up with my schoolwork without procrastinating or cramming and was able to study for reasonable lengths of time. I even feel like I've been learning more efficiently. Work has been about the same (social pressure to be a top performer has always kept my ass afloat), however I can now focus for longer periods of time. 

At home, I've finally started finishing a bunch of projects I've been procrastinating on for months. Doing house repairs in the past seemed mentally exhausting, because I'd try and focus on 4 of them at once, which would cause me to make mistakes, resulting in a lot of backtracking. It was really inefficient and frustrating for me. But now I can focus on one thing at a time and finish it. Lastly, my girlfriend has noticed that I am not as distracted anymore, and it makes me really happy that when we're together she can feel like I really care that she's there.

My only concern is that the past couple days I feel like I hardly notice the drug anymore. I feel a slight increase in focus in the mornings, but not much, and then by late afternoon, I feel as scatterbrained as I used to get on my worst days without medication. Have any of you ever felt like this? Did you stay at the same dosage until you evened out again, or did you switch dosage/medication? I wouldn’t mind toughing it out at this dosage, but I need to be an adult after work too.

Sorry for the novel, you might be able to tell I'm hyperfocusing a bit ATM.

TL;DR, being medicated for ADHD is great, but I've built a considerable tolerance after a week and I don't know what to do next.
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adhd,realmbeast,2018/01/23,Making toast Fml this is Gona kill me one day or at least burn my house to the ground. So many times I get distracted and walk away and forget. By the time I realize I'm running to my kitchen which then looks more like mordor.,4.241205673758863,4.579018085106384,4.5795744680851085,90.13333333333335,70.27659574468085,7.9687943262411345,24.177304964539005,7.793537801064563,0.8887219858156024,178,4,40,2,3,56,41,47,0.174,0.772,0.054000000000000006,-0.7357,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,5,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248750370964228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300179022448496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065763839745624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989878024231346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825582770170795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689323812021262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903711025651023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308132113374869,0.3505702569401128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343118891887695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032583490797481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spookyruthy,2018/01/23,"Coping mechanism: Do the thing! Now that the excitement of finding this sub has subsided, I thought I would share some of the coping mechanisms I use to get through my day in order to feel productive (I can't rest in any way if I feel I've been unproductive in the day). So this is coping mechanism #1:

- Complete a step towards completing a task!

So an example I would give is let's say you want to fix a button on a shirt. When you break the process down to its absolute basic steps to get it done it looks something like this:

1. Check for needle, thread and replacement button.
1. Purchase replacement items if you don't already have them.
2. Find needle.
3. Find thread.
4. Find replacement button.
5. Bring all three to the shirt.
6. Thread needle.
7. Stitch shirt.
8. Neaten stitch.
9. Cut thread once finished.
10. YOU FIXED THE SHIRT!!!

So when I'm feeling unproductive, I think about the basic steps as simply as this, and get even one done - check to see if I have everything I need. That way, I don't need to repeat the step because it's been done! Sometimes knowing I was motivated enough to do this single easy step motivates me to carry on down the list. Sometimes it doesn't and I'd end it at just checking.

I find this gets me out of my brain fog funk about 95% of the time.

Good luck fellow ADHD breathren!",1.0187849193731535,3.584832119691118,2.324511696570521,91.96486429707019,88.8069498069498,5.672541449012037,20.745060186236657,7.1686216300943375,0.7200219395866454,1025,34,210,17,34,328,145,259,0.008,0.888,0.104,0.9684,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,4,1,2,10,6,1,0,16,0,20,5,5,3,1,30,39,13,0,8,4,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,0,13,0,4,6,4,1,0,2,7,6,21,5,30,29,6,29,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,5,10,124,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181916121463553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022152814918214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024749356373413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193479484841507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173268375066494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474521396511799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522070145254132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622804685654367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451746547479986,0.1219307811380526,0.0,0.0779412352174551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605534710884217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790007257988596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392724766403807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661111252970855,0.11320121503251347,0.0,0.09897705326020348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648524998858623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206681782570613,0.0,0.05765131610280112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909453771962168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749985270223937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256715473375357,0.07996328882680925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384236733607973,0.0,0.0,0.0940347619160209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084606740998186,0.2334200614710132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839732442030768,0.07561288345237065,0.0,0.09368284358235067,0.06880970477197558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019184914752818,0.0,0.0,0.06960244716932673,0.18733386235762484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765483073543785,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sourcygeel,2018/01/23,"Motivational questions about sports/meditation and ADHD Hi there! 
So I've been diagnosed last year and with the help of a psych and this subreddit made some real progress in structuring my life and coping with ADHD! 
Things that helped me:
- set morning routine 
- set night routine 
- always carrying around a small booklet with a weekly to do list, daily to do list, part where I can write down my thoughts and other notes 
- keeping track of really doing stuff with x-effect notes. 

The psych mainly helped me with never stopping (negative) thoughts and giving more insight in why I do stuff and what my 'automatic' negative thoughts are. We do a bit of CBT in the sessions. 

But now my struggle. Especially when I need to study, sports and meditation are for me something I maybe have to do, but won't do because I don't see the benefits of me doing it. 
I try to do sports for a minimum of 20 minutes per day (mainly swimming) and meditate as part of my night routine, but noticed i don't really like doing it because I don't know why I should and how it's beneficial. 

Can someone maybe help me out with the why of doing sports and meditating? Maybe some personal experiences and how I can convince myself of doing it. Thanks! 
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adhd,Gpalla,2018/01/23,"Think I'm going to drop out of College... Sup guys, just need to vent a little. 

Im 23 and in college studying business. Was just diagnosed a couple months back, and take concerta sometimes, but not every day. 

Anyways I am so behind in college, don't get on with anyone in the class...and I literally have no energy/motivation/interest in continuing the course. The only reason I'm going pretty much is to keep getting student loan payments, as I am in a shit ton of debt. I've been trying to get a job for a year straight no (yes really) ith no luck. I have straight A's from school and lots of experience but still no luck.

Don't really know here I was going with this just wanted to get it off my chest as I feel really lost and alone right now. About to have a meeting with my head of year about catching up and I really just ant to unload everything on them :(",3.4409978021978027,4.64710990857143,5.2360000000000015,81.49953846153846,72.77142857142857,8.356043956043958,26.032967032967033,8.841846274778883,1.9024549450549453,674,22,136,13,13,231,107,175,0.16699999999999998,0.742,0.091,-0.9191,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,12,4,1,0,10,1,11,4,3,1,0,26,28,10,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,4,0,2,4,7,2,0,0,4,1,10,2,31,24,3,27,0,1,0,0,3,14,1,3,8,89,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008850207849548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080793416219644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885523290311835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102940384877033,0.0,0.0996852350803164,0.0,0.0,0.15688588231631814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023237798437345,0.0,0.13891806814598956,0.15119968440816253,0.0,0.0,0.07815552822995248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230269879820524,0.0,0.2635380635502248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304917311942934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863400596480698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696274797283692,0.0,0.1533874473798817,0.1373894312299669,0.0,0.0,0.08494794693695247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492032564365293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873204435825132,0.13141037735941172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337676014449175,0.0,0.11362715946442338,0.1146121245418933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175578892850266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572538462817263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960874794026752,0.15892429720014992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200242849017638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643367639866787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866447640195314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528742533499652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344026273170935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621783761495193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904258467393616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494327573556393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911697313014596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990767680246932
adhd,clothmom1211,2018/01/23,"Study techniques & starting a new semester Hi! 

I just started a new semester and I'm already feeling overwhelmed. I'm double majoring in Bio & Chem and am taking the second part of two courses that I took last spring. The gap is much more prominent than I thought it would be. Does anyone have good study techniques that have helped them? I know about mind mapping and that stuff, my problem is when to switch from one subject to another and how long/what times to study. 

tl;dr studying is confusing and I have trouble managing time, does anyone have helpful tips ??",4.903047619047616,7.254494923809522,4.580952380952382,82.99904761904762,71.19047619047619,7.333333333333332,32.61904761904762,8.167268648758528,2.6540476190476183,457,22,78,7,9,139,75,105,0.068,0.821,0.11,0.5461,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,19,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,2,1,7,1,8,15,5,12,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,9,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922744085059176,0.0,0.0,0.3775705425312316,0.0,0.0,0.18270225541783652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436605483068973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30495122619228715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809925456584812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614138416086345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335742255648447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957558725727684,0.14202607499201747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419389826078936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759292855093673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808394075205062,0.0,0.0,0.3365575665712046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806722190933802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868124653481247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667208844011559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466511088124299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994592085388817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100423083325982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832438916177775,0.20319751230905075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935832612508588,0.0,0.0,0.17020382977768148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237726736545692,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MastroRVM,2018/01/23,"My son takes Quillavant, and it appears that we won't be able to get any more. Any ideas on alternatives? This medicine  has the least negative side effects of anything we've tried. We've been screwing with different medications for over a year now, dealing with all the side effects, and this just works best. 

Unfortunately it's not being manufactured at the moment, for some reason. I did speak with the Pharm Rep for the doctor's office, but he has no idea when it will become available again. 

Fortunately I was able to procure a month's supply so we're about 5 weeks out from having to try a new medication. 

Does anyone have experience with this medicine and suitable alternatives? It's been terrific for him in general, the others we've tried have really made him jittery and made him crash, too. 

Follow-up questions: does anyone have an idea when it will be available again? Should we try something new? I really hate that we're probably not going to be able to get this anymore, or at least for the next couple of months, and even after talking with the Pharma Rep, the Psychiatrist, and the Pharmacists, no one knows why. 
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adhd,tbird1827,2018/01/23,"How to talk to parents about getting a diagnosis. This is my first post to reddit, so I think I’m following the rules right but not sure. I am a 20 years old male. I struggle with a lot of executive function type stuff. I have not been diagnosed. I struggle in school with homework, studying and deadlines. I’ve scored 99th percentile on standardized tests. I do well on my tests, but only because I study the night before for hours. I hardly show up to class. I’ve taken calc 3 and other “hard classes”. I have under a 3 point at a CC. I once scored highest in class on every test and I failed the class. I didn’t do lab reports, a paper and other assignments. I want to see if I could do better with medication or see if I have adhd at all. How should I go about talking to my parents for a doctor appointment. My parents notice my symptoms as I am very unorganized, always late, always distracted, and hyper focus at times. They don’t really think adhd is real, and they don’t think a diagnosis is necessary. How does the doctor appointment work. Do I tell him I think I have adhd? I’m confused about the process. Thanks for any responses and I would appreciate any tips for reddit.",2.4145736144803145,4.7222609742489325,4.161727934316104,83.26848852397836,78.74248927038627,6.798955028923308,24.72270946072028,7.893859768569023,1.5701391677551784,929,34,176,16,23,312,129,233,0.093,0.836,0.07,-0.624,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,4,8,9,0,4,13,0,20,5,0,3,2,34,34,17,0,6,7,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,5,1,1,3,4,29,4,28,28,2,22,0,1,2,0,10,12,0,5,7,116,33,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999144279792107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184589377306827,0.0,0.0,0.15085940061717726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761606844288916,0.0,0.0943851216160838,0.0,0.0,0.0981001120546868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856094270838989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258190798878613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270635333110216,0.0970672212867319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345525154287596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434886645399383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795134989515165,0.0,0.063038640112379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872584786351785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923428653618478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512308350178855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430058839086597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174067015162438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409131551216946,0.0,0.0,0.1262836519045166,0.1163923390722799,0.11812664460925786,0.0,0.08435999007328254,0.0,0.0,0.3694920538912439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485566495798287,0.0,0.10623111673589902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625174008457532,0.07105847177458878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947254465421814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225740329619537,0.17677845362937175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191624686126894,0.1269773620828924,0.0,0.0,0.1045411985243535,0.11528880399337685,0.0,0.17830729021476385,0.09694935034330306,0.10212063511545848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28429334724333843,0.0,0.0,0.06467859840569781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152097647624637,0.06542374717980398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973079324357924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075139868322921,0.0,0.0,0.07879469548551947,0.0,0.0,0.07142912430856037
adhd,AceToshimi,2018/01/23,"Limitations of patience? As some have said meditation is a great way to relax yourself and rid of stress, especially with ADHD. I feel this is great for people with very vivid imaginations. 

I like to let my mind wonder and listen to music (with music having a heavy influence on the wondering) because I enjoy visualizing complex images, art, or even stories that come to my mind while listening to a song. 

With that in mind, having this vivid imagination helps me think of beautiful images or very blissful sounds. This gives me the want to produce forms of art or music but lack the motivation to do it. Strange thing is, I will spend hours trying to make my rainmeter (desktop customization tool) look cool. 

Maybe what I am missing is the patience to practice since I always want to do different things. 

Anyone else feel restricted?
(Please excuse me for this is my first post)

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adhd,BoarSandwich,2018/01/23,"People with ADHD , have you found something that you stuck with? For as long as I remember I have been always envying the road less travelled. This unhealthy obsession with alternatives coupled with my own ADHD symptoms have caused me to constantly be on the look out for change as change in my opinion is exciting (the feeling of starting anew) 

I have switched subjects throughout tertiary study , started with a diploma in hospitalty management switched to a degree in commerce marketing.

I have switched jobs , having been working for 3 years now and have switched job at every 1 year mark. (Market analyst -> Real Estate Sales -> Pharmaceutical Sales

Yet I am unhappy, I thought that by landing my next new job I would be contented and for once would be able to focus on something that I really want to thrive in. In only the first 3 months I can already sense myself slipping in my aforementioned enthusaism for this newfound career.

I wanted to know,  are there any of you out there that have managed to find something worth sticking with and how did you managed to find yourself in that position? I guess thats why they called ADHD people a jack of all trades master of none ;) . I envy people who find their purpose or passion in life and to work with it till it blossoms into a legacy however I fear I may never find that passion that is worth working at. Lastly, does passion even apply to us? For as far as I remember there hasn’t been anything that have captured my attention or focus to a point that I am to develop into something of a long term gain.",7.507162629757786,7.972031273356402,7.208858131487888,73.65750865051905,63.2560553633218,9.706574394463669,37.41522491349481,9.478462496947786,3.679130103806228,1254,59,207,21,17,396,162,289,0.059,0.847,0.094,0.8498,4,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,1,4,2,6,7,6,0,2,10,0,26,5,0,2,2,40,37,13,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,15,0,0,11,1,5,1,3,2,0,1,7,2,30,4,52,24,5,38,0,0,1,3,9,20,0,5,17,152,45,14,0.0987807128936464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561456626892621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090069730161699,0.0,0.08219346628543699,0.0,0.0,0.06717427210265903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128811004926377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008661522102106,0.0,0.0,0.10147500254144846,0.2089937927727341,0.0,0.0,0.10674685814686834,0.0,0.0,0.10929897997763276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644366752470728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524372924316231,0.0,0.0832270109901098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115576467825443,0.049946496467357625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611351280851655,0.08402282392518506,0.0,0.10830795309242054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881809188839488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940738462987005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054287296467529216,0.08051946509444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977173880952263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748356449262421,0.08295092027239792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884582260873592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618577542136577,0.09540302805426652,0.10505440880514763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519823537801964,0.0,0.07512718338501811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544632600632956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337970243255476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124340771231964,0.06328145410438336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379858311870385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30418487509808073,0.0,0.0,0.13983499401532393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267098315594683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842085212485275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118821035062672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652684756938694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913422902948481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157406063775612,0.0,0.0,0.14034196856507386,0.0,0.0,0.127223080901239
adhd,GoHuskies2011,2018/01/23,"The internet is poison I was on a good streak of more productive days, deleted instagram, getting up to workout before class, etc. and tonight I just fell off.  Stayed up late on my computer, listened to music, didn't do jack sh*t.  The internet is like a drug.  It's terrible, I need to go to sleep",2.162126436781609,4.556470155172416,3.845517241379312,84.70954022988506,80.20689655172413,8.004597701149425,28.63218390804597,8.841846274778883,2.665749425287357,231,11,45,6,6,77,47,58,0.112,0.797,0.092,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,10,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,28,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801371820046217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231603412098948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817841518070497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671610476426513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720009210670465,0.0,0.18710011383273026,0.2761293949915783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713681501465271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083751244931724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441082846954197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294521257612416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508987162050328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cjmayfield,2018/01/23,Mac Computer/iPhone apps to help you focus What computer or phone apps do you use so you don't wander off and get distracted? My ADHD has been acting up. ,0.20612903225806534,2.5671128387096838,2.4344516129032283,88.65167741935484,98.03225806451613,6.350967741935484,15.877419354838713,7.554174236665415,0.7577690322580648,122,3,24,3,5,41,26,31,0.075,0.841,0.084,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7042067039204576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30613846044729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927547698973394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060788988995002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tentkeys,2018/01/23,"New strategies have made the past week awesome! I am still waiting for my play-neuro-testing-games-on-a-computer-and-get-an-official-diagnosis appointment. In the meantime, I have been working with a therapist on behavioral strategies to manage my symptoms.

I am exercising vigorously (heart rate > 140) for at least 45 minutes every day.  I am keeping a to do list in an app on my phone,  with detailed subtasks, three priority levels (now, soon, later), and no more than 10 items ever set to highest priority at once. I am scheduling the night before what time I am going to work on each specific task from the “now” list the next day.

And it’s working!!  I am probably getting about 60% of the things I should be doing done, which may not sound that great, but it’s a heck of a lot better than the 5% I was getting done before this! (I still cannot listen in classes and meetings though - that piece doesn’t seem to have improved at all.)

I know that this is working so well because the system is new and exciting. I know that when the shiny rubs off of my new system, I’ll quit feeling like using it, and gradually slip back to the way things were. This has happened before with other systems. But just for the moment, it is awesome!",6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,6.756806722689077,76.89848739495802,66.05882352941177,9.321008403361345,33.80672268907563,9.04235418022936,2.893660504201681,966,40,180,15,14,317,146,238,0.016,0.847,0.136,0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,6,13,6,0,0,16,0,25,3,1,2,2,26,38,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,16,9,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,5,16,6,29,29,7,38,0,0,1,0,3,11,1,3,22,131,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814908960300467,0.0,0.07780959289286515,0.0,0.3258427201055367,0.0,0.0,0.11288928737651813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463751457993836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612448846348904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545981481974292,0.10754418651823013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453980826796654,0.09118772159380996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006358163558413,0.0,0.07254209001824749,0.0,0.0,0.14072614342063158,0.0,0.0,0.11287371010651903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125680139682002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345438704653013,0.0,0.0,0.14029779677100754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235960560045544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851696292351604,0.0,0.1207782794880882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698333361277826,0.13574908915623293,0.11978370038662678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593493881724095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184906777780764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762004389524676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357633528929624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620080312104908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387069397859234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266927685106142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820260841427746,0.16959981355026876,0.0,0.12540796251801753,0.0,0.07442928177758787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024200940112017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131655755612393,0.1023869953052772,0.0,0.11476580345276625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717006091460964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ij8440,2018/01/23,"Adderall helping but still struggling with starting tasks Adderall has helped immensely!  Truly night and day when it comes to quality of life.  All areas of my life have vastly improved, except for getting started on a task. Once I start a task I am able to stay focused and continue until it is completed -- even if the task takes several days to complete.  The issue however is that with pretty much every task, I struggle to get started.  I will do just about everything under the sun (surfing the web, going for a run, texting friends) to avoid starting.  Eventually the task becomes critical enough I start it.  Any tips for getting started on a task when it is still in the ""not urgent"" bucket?  ",5.466904761904765,7.563680928571433,5.712888888888887,76.54600000000003,69.07936507936509,7.897142857142858,34.822222222222216,8.548686976883017,3.2382279365079363,551,28,87,9,10,175,85,126,0.102,0.772,0.126,0.649,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,10,0,8,2,0,0,1,12,21,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,19,20,3,26,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,16,62,11,0,0.1304054385758451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868017002460654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402256147204892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123327384464365,0.2734552425589577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820143941730994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474367761988507,0.0,0.08613156229636318,0.0,0.1098722063405966,0.0,0.11719999960074948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075091835902107,0.0,0.2043943781096671,0.0,0.07411241593716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481603329743803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610939747659018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421843562621892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586300199531797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237667019675412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887753611016918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266921263306314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732102715836004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6461114843196439,0.1389948465261433,0.2082839033964842,0.0,0.0,0.2726561569114999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804866065196252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MechanizedGamer,2018/01/23,I forgot my backpack in my Uber because I was so focused on the life changing advice she gave me I forgot my backpack for college the last two days I had to go. I forgot my work binder for work today. I am on a roll I didn’t ask for this disorder : (,0.7166666666666686,2.3657699259259246,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,81.22222222222223,5.060740740740742,23.76296296296297,5.6839178017228535,0.4270562962962967,192,7,42,1,5,67,37,54,0.063,0.8690000000000001,0.068,0.0622,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,13,0,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,30,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145129154110645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839500861257084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805166371458806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263398202525685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989494956567953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35355442949899313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532106530936173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514592172058271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178944781060436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29241093004866225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013483390548894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491664546419877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mooberry_,2018/01/23,"What have you lost/forgotten recently? Recently, I lost a brand new pair of shoes after wearing them ONCE! I took them off and even though I swear I put them in my bag, they are nowhere to be found.

What about everyone else, what have you misplaced or lost recently ?! ",4.246764705882352,5.974485000000001,4.190343137254903,87.72904411764708,71.54901960784316,9.02156862745098,28.43627450980393,9.516144504307137,2.431309803921569,209,8,43,5,4,64,38,51,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.695,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,4,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,11,0,6,3,0,9,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779855785577154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247641754870384,0.0,0.0,0.18049843853211445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711496143793573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186076328145924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243715177278594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011683153596794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989288021707587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595367025129901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558958257492267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987065703674745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nunyajb,2018/01/23,"How to reach out for help? Hello. I’ve been struggling a lot during rsd episodes, I can’t reach out to people after calming down so I feel like I just internalize it all and never feel better. I realize I should reach out to a friend, but I’m tired of burdening other people with my problems, especially because I never get better. I’m just so at a loss at this point, I know I need help, but I can’t reach out.

I’ve been on cymbalta for a couple weeks now, hasn’t really kicked in at all yet. Tried a few other medications and going to therapy but I just never get any better. I feel so hopeless. What am I supposed to do? ",1.5948205128205153,3.4496592769230787,4.0657692307692335,85.20839743589745,79.30769230769229,6.7948717948717965,21.602564102564106,7.793537801064563,0.9833333333333334,486,14,101,8,12,170,74,130,0.21600000000000005,0.667,0.118,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,4,9,11,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,1,5,28,18,9,0,3,6,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,3,13,6,20,15,4,19,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,1,8,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861579606870146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632859142456227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627973929973532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299927060959965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645853801108935,0.12461011080773855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476124800496014,0.0,0.18226097871123545,0.0,0.09913042805987148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382840774205235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586007686205636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852158298067085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829091612413442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571604406568156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933481577917014,0.4035847111334264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185032697626216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488913677797032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690231485342688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117418889706034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234813429043056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947155897422744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004772556388969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842393890500345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991417492690242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jacobjay90,2018/01/23,"Meds = hyerfocus Need some help from anyone who has experienced similar issues with these ADHD meds........ 
Diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 12. Parents did not believe in meds so had to wait until I was old enough to get them myself. Always been shy.... but always outgoing. I also use to run every other day.

2011 Was taking Adderall IR 15mg every other day. It got to the point it stopped working.
2012-2013 Took Adderall IR 30mg everday. Still worked out like always. Got job. Started school. Got into a relationship. Made some friends (use to be shy/didn't have any friends).
2014 Switched to Vyvanse 30mg because I got insurance and my dr wanted me to try it on one of my periodic checkups. Stopped working out because every time I would run... I would think about something else and had to stop to do it. 
2015 Switched to Adderall XR 30mg because Vyvanse was giving me bad mood swings and I felt was giving me social anxiety. I was also diagnosed with social anxiety disorder around this time. Still unable to get enough time to workout... was always focusing on somethig else. I hyper focus a lot. When I use to work out (on Adderall IR and even before meds... it was easy because I would run while day dreaming).
2016 Switched back to Vyvanse but now 40mg. I am taking this now still. Everyday. If I don't take it... I basically can't get out of bed. 

Questions: Should I switch back to Adderall IR? Is being social akward/ having social anxiety/ hyperfocusing, etc. because I am taking too high of a dose or too low? Or maybe the wrong kind of med? I'm 26.... 5'8 and 160lbs. 

Any help would really be great :) 

Thanks in advance.

Oh and here are other details.... I go to CBT once a week for my social anxiety... I have not ran... except for a few times... in like 3 years. I want to... I just try and can't.

Thoughts: Is Vyvanse different for Adderall by like anything major? People say Adderall IR tolerance builds quick and won't work if taken everyday? 
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adhd,cubbyw,2018/01/23,"How does medication affect coping skills in the long-term? I just got diagnosed at 21 and started adderall a few weeks ago. Truly a life changing experience and so so helpful, but I have noticed that when it wears off, I am hyper aware of my symptoms. Since I had gone 20+ years without a diagnosis/meds, unmedicated me is """"normal"""" but all of a sudden, my symptoms become intolerable. For example, I was in class when they started to wear off and I spaced out for most of the hour, kept looking at the clock, checking my phone, etc. While I did that all before, I'm hyperaware that I am and it's driving me crazy!!

My biggest concern, though, is whether taking meds consistently will make me ""forget"" the coping skills I developed. This happened to me with depression. I learned how to function while severely depressed and then finally went on antidepressants. Now, if I get even the slightest depression symptoms, I am unable to cope at all. I'm worried that something similar will happen with ADHD. Has anyone had this experience or am I being paranoid?",5.819550810014725,7.432254592783508,6.601914580265095,72.41123711340208,67.50515463917526,9.048011782032402,34.99116347569956,9.424239791934726,3.535677172312224,837,41,139,17,14,276,125,194,0.14400000000000002,0.8340000000000001,0.023,-0.9787,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0,9,0,15,8,2,4,3,27,29,20,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,8,1,22,0,21,18,6,29,0,3,1,0,3,11,0,3,15,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650061234719483,0.0,0.12170684174865165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960023079791121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516354132518382,0.11683091637875084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524361457077606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547650069640691,0.13935509381975236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201508481325662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312412778524145,0.09068436854159273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860856942798145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040380259264924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173280277346655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981015797380736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428252314345325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202829466843183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521137206255185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697799542403687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150485757495234,0.11529616580944853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164781911936877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250768880618407,0.13831380059762932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452338497574445,0.0,0.15631525947142194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510823169312013,0.0,0.11357474324440155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569909797524203,0.0,0.0,0.19436117891170404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281171562254307,0.1032313897544102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489508537210745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013258006416153,0.0,0.0,0.12727709090794914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235086059886755,0.0,0.0,0.13943329781187022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841573657175597
adhd,fake-acct1,2018/01/23,"I don't know if I can finish this project I made the initial changes I had to, but then I went to fix the issues that introduced and I found out that something I changed earlier left issues that had to be resolved to even start fixing the new issues caused by the new features. I hadn't seen the code in months, so it was taking time to research and then I got back to feeling like... 

I don't even know if I can talk to my client again. I feel like they must hate me for taking so long. Intellectually, I know they've been patient and still probably want me to finish this, but I feel so ashamed. Like I wasted so much of their time, they must hate me and not want to work with me anymore. The longer I took on the project the more I felt that way. It feels like the whole project is poisoned in my mind with shame and failure and rejection. Like it's proof that I really can't hack it as a coder and I've just been lying to myself all along. 

I've worked so hard and I thought I had found something I'm at least competent in. When I do finish work, people sometimes even praise me, but I've always been cagey about even showing my work to people who I believe know the technology I'm using. I'm afraid to work with people because I'm afraid I'll be called stupid and weak and a bad coder. So I've never done any work in a group setting. I managed to pull through doing everything on my own in college but it was a mistake that contributed to a 2 year degree taking 6.

I'm afraid to apply to regular (non-contract) work because I've never been able to hold a regular job for more than two months at a time and I'm afraid my employment history is just going to get worse and then nobody will hire me for that kind of work anymore either. But then again the employment gap also looks bad. I just don't know what to do at this point. Has anyone else been in this position and managed their way out? Gotten gainful employment after the crappy kind of job history ADHD brings with it? What is the better path? Should I even still keep working on this project or just avoid and abandon like my mind is screaming at me? 

I'm undianosed, don't know if I can get a diagnosis at this point due to already being treated (with mixed results) for anxiety. IE: when I mention adhd to the psych I can see on my insurance, she dismisses the symptoms as being anxiety related.

TLDR; Should I keep trying to finish a contract that depresses me and destroys my ego, but is for people I respect who believe in me, or give up and try other work that maybe I might be better suited for? ",4.493185051371796,5.065475270633399,5.266406796883821,84.59793242632945,69.80614203454894,8.125572993112794,28.759229987580447,8.124751697461798,1.7843685898159651,2020,70,416,26,34,657,224,521,0.17600000000000002,0.741,0.083,-0.996,5,1,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,4,16,24,34,5,7,24,0,41,3,0,4,6,79,86,42,0,10,17,0,6,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,26,24,0,5,15,1,0,5,9,20,0,1,22,10,54,14,63,53,8,59,1,3,3,0,13,22,0,6,35,274,80,25,0.06610319726985868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888639464062213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294652194741869,0.052862702974278614,0.05500315554524802,0.0,0.0,0.04495244091872559,0.0,0.10113752995806896,0.0,0.1311132184654526,0.046220892506976884,0.06773053731741507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082927839366391,0.11038681717587487,0.08059179101602221,0.0,0.0,0.14895133375299366,0.0,0.11692581233168578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749875519304946,0.0,0.0,0.06790619255986588,0.1398568354806903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056934586946565474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676465213469537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522073914195808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830269181320147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940929134738347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369505087394049,0.14167241201289116,0.0634694357446839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495748774097736,0.0,0.0,0.06907238452929608,0.06341221020984897,0.03756797035723956,0.0,0.052868765498698386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921548076263055,0.13052644383356884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698369139973588,0.13119444679933692,0.1175111179837991,0.0,0.13767261544499826,0.21797153082934692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718213172490463,0.0,0.0,0.1937680991075192,0.0,0.0,0.05849924943751701,0.055510037191028684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254844356518459,0.0,0.0,0.06640954653117018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012504610167618,0.1334907706784887,0.0,0.10552588279902544,0.0,0.04859345592470659,0.0,0.10196572173472576,0.12768575967664786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331053527268892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497777572319788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127042697995234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234740084017576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267568981427585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177894153671917,0.06537775235426778,0.0,0.046788183258895125,0.0,0.10558019745738016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687065324255665,0.149104133107589,0.05313124602090311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247855483348091,0.1156359177476564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344308441887132,0.08975946363680991,0.0,0.06457321856241853,0.0,0.0,0.05709193849063383,0.0,0.0,0.07797875684909522,0.10493928228449388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127832612875325,0.0,0.07380185907052851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812391489773688,0.0,0.06736480537212101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256829176333427
adhd,LucifersYam,2018/01/23,"Do I really have ADHD or am I fooling myself I’m 22 years old, and was diagnosed with ADHD on the 11th of this month. ADHD was never even a question up until a month ago. My girlfriend and I would constantly argue over my forgetfulness and how I couldn’t pay attention during a conversation. Long story short I agreed to see a doctor. For what, I had no idea. I just knew I had an issue and it was hurting our relationship. My primary physician asked me questions eventually pointing to inattentive ADHD. He recommended I go see a psychiatrist. I called about 10 different psychiatrists, all of which were booked out several months. I got lucky and one had a cancelation an hour prior to me calling, got in right away. It was an hour and a half long session of questions, to which she said with almost certainty that I have ADHD. She started me on 20mg Ritalin LA once a day. 

It seems to have helped me tremendously. The first 3 days I worked for hours on end and absolutely loved it. I organized files for 5 hours, something iv put off since I was 18. It was incredible. I work 16 hour days almost every day,  and at the end of my pill it would get crashes. My psychiatrist doubled my dose already, so now I take 2 8 hour pills to get me through the day. My productivity has shot up, my relationship(s) have improved tremendously. It just doesn’t feel real. 

However, I can’t fight this feeling that it’s all in my head. That I’m just careless, unmotivated, forgetful. And this drug is just that, a drug. I’m just on speed and that’s what’s causing all this. I have immense guilt that I’m using it as a crutch, and my accomplishments no longer feel as important because of it. Is it possible I really don’t have it and was misdiagnosed? I’m not really sure what the right question is. It’s difficult to wrap my head around all this. I’m hoping someone here with more experience in this area understands where I am coming from. Any help would be greatly appreciated

Thank you 
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adhd,theoldestgregg,2018/01/23,"Waiting for ADHD test is exhausting (4 weeks) Hello,
I was previously diagnosed with ADHD in third grade and was medicated until I decided to stop freshman year. Now a junior in college I’m wanting to get back on medication. I had to wait 2 months to get into a psychiatrist and the test results are suppose to be back in 4 weeks. Does that seem a little long? I’m trying to turn over a new leaf this semester and was hoping it wouldn’t take this long. ",3.7339047619047614,5.286703755555556,5.813174603174605,76.285,72.55555555555556,8.6984126984127,28.41269841269841,9.23628265651192,2.577936507936508,358,14,67,8,7,125,63,90,0.057,0.909,0.034,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,1,0,14,19,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,15,13,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,12,42,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44744668447736347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862849540146473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894442637239625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290637432979746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451765845958308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489491638785327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657722179964584,0.0,0.32948441261362826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375065180568245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485879470415614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797906294982495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946943528733568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563475557099093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996614824859482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638770769391222,0.202484277237298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979963479791104,0.0,0.2986462366714796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987836376079028
adhd,CitySloth,2018/01/23,"Can you read a book? What are your tips for reading? Does anyone struggle with jumping around the page, or realizing you haven't actually been reading the last 15 pages - but instead you started daydreaming about how the author chose the font for the cover?

What helps you get through a good book?",4.728888888888889,7.374531888888887,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,72.7037037037037,6.542222222222222,29.31851851851852,7.554174236665415,1.86427851851852,238,10,42,3,5,71,42,54,0.029,0.83,0.142,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,28,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.24637450113505666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653303778991966,0.0,0.0,0.22475200953368915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093837804912095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190526196037336,0.0,0.0,0.21176002986126904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692254567877567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579691409165285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7576155820530226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869971078809122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639366757672509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SteveAlejandro7,2018/01/23,"So, just found this sub on the day I start medication... 35 years old. Doing ok professionally, interpersonal relationships are completely non-existent. Can't keep a friend to save my life, either they bore me and I don't want to hang out with them, or I'm such a pain in the butt to deal with that...Fighting with the wife, impatient, irritable, doing anything day to day is always a constant fight...Well, you guys get it.

Reading this sub today is what made me say something to my doctor and afterward, he put me on 150mg of bupropion. We'll see how it goes... I am hopeful. :)",2.458855519480519,4.760207758928576,4.289837662337664,82.44152597402598,78.55357142857143,7.6441558441558435,24.467532467532468,8.575989854853784,1.7802571428571436,447,16,90,10,11,151,86,112,0.125,0.773,0.102,-0.1901,0,0,1,0,3,0,29.0,1,1,2,0,4,6,0,0,6,1,9,5,1,2,0,16,18,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,12,4,13,15,1,15,0,0,1,1,11,4,1,2,9,52,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627224556188912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093007726306946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504203511678845,0.21133201545409808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378362087246464,0.20161485047487973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001650163240721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442259204703956,0.15108997835918342,0.0,0.1021725745972261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363618074484212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423624350496727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738236424009772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813054960424526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504458937257826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700717890552605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520841995784256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080907400997989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659286468121615,0.0,0.0,0.1956139667286053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995937579418208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555179923349293,0.0,0.0,0.15583683359669562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505524467911855,0.0,0.0,0.13841911429192313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536900443274668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534697123108476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259349013445759
adhd,Skynet_Live,2018/01/23,"How much of an impact has medication had for you? I have had ADD since I was a child, I am in my early 20s now. My attention span is horrendous, I can't pay attention to anything longer then x amount of minutes, my anxiety is insane, and it's just really effecting my life. I have tried to ignore it for years but, I just need to do something about this, this can't continue. For those on medication, did you notice a big difference? How long until you noticed? What improvements? Thank you.",2.7433333333333323,4.944792499999998,4.549166666666668,81.44583333333334,77.125,8.85,25.25,9.444778638647367,2.4624250000000005,384,14,75,11,9,130,68,96,0.09,0.831,0.079,0.4512,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,13,3,0,3,0,12,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,14,1,12,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349405202020275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738628807342015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506051184043641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942188135132555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227064421844052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832721941021742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632643654608368,0.17785490371054702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461697826970098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536619724826025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984166262699522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465776651499016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083303835742085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285080025888313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446349829723616
adhd,modus_operendi,2018/01/23,"Any professionals work with an ADHD coach? I am 28, married, and entering a really challenging professional field. I was only diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago, and have since started taking stimulant medication. It's been a rough few months as I try and break down my routines, improve my relationships, and rebuild my broken self-esteem. For some reason, I am able to work very well on the challenging tasks my job requires, but my personal life has been very dysfunctional. 

I've been working with a therapist for a few months, but have come to the realization that therapy is not bringing me closer to my goals. What is helping is research, striving to understand my brain better, and using my medication to help me observe my behaviour more objectively and try to communicate better. Basically, I don't need a therapist to educate me or identify problematic behaviours. I don't think that is a good use of my time or money (so expensive!!) when I can effectively educate and identify problem behaviours myself. What I need is for someone who is not my husband (he is wonderful but I fear overburdening him) to help me stay accountable while I work on putting strategies in place. Im especially concerned about transitioning to professional life, and making sure I develop the right habits. Basically I want regular support, NOT therapy.

Has anyone had experience working with a coach? How was your coaching structured? How did you find someone who is a good match for you? Did you find it beneficial? How much should I expect to spend on coaching?",6.90722627737226,8.863678299270077,7.754459854014603,63.86818613138689,65.27737226277371,11.757372262773723,37.787591240875905,11.505630337794996,5.2850925547445256,1250,66,192,43,20,418,156,274,0.047,0.768,0.185,0.9901,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,12,7,11,0,1,13,0,26,6,1,9,1,44,40,20,0,6,8,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,7,4,4,4,5,2,1,0,8,1,34,9,26,31,6,22,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,4,8,136,42,14,0.10178088297687164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446416846301023,0.0,0.0902226116519282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921449063946808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116755990083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003383971464001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362112636117246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876752183892894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330545375076933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956123377159792,0.0,0.11453179011881565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605176624939088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073795135942954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046647412313892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994081930223,0.0,0.10100182130666303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378169532974974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679395297285707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050670634144591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372158923762244,0.0,0.07482066004649257,0.15093847013292996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774089479261526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887114114373558,0.10633935975416504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739055920037157,0.0,0.1023178994602676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520343988344303,0.10464769928234613,0.0,0.1092745778850348,0.0,0.086920317940952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617965853064552,0.0,0.0,0.08419419817309177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247722370970808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204103283435946,0.10848487887594947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549973984412168,0.09592727767842868,0.0,0.07652655721143281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327906199519201,0.23635089979403615,0.0,0.06521708007965064,0.0,0.0,0.05934925136399297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138205076937339,0.0,0.0,0.1059574886745504,0.0,0.1758120076012589,0.0,0.16795977562458536,0.06003300183150625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151323718885923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037702590663064,0.37048847505814136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ToastedOkie,2018/01/23,"Feeling discouraged: Are there any meds that DON'T cause anger issues? I'm a mom in my mid 30s, so I feel like I have a pretty good handle on who I am.

Ever since I broke down and looked into meds for my ADHD, it was like a light turned on in my life.  I had no idea life could be so EASY.  I wish I hadn't wasted so many years struggling without meds....

BUT.


But are there any meds out there that don't cause irritability?  I've tried Adderall, Concerta, and now Strattera, and with all of them, when I come down off of them in the evening, I'm a screaming, out of control mess. 

I've never had this problem before in my life - not until I started ADHD meds. I literally hate my kids - hate them ... for about 2 hours each evening as my body goes back to the non-medication mode. 

The rest of the day I'm normal, and incredibly productive, and so few mistakes.... it's just those 2 hours in the evening. 

Please tell me that I just need to find what works for me, and not that I have to choose between being a good mom/decent human being and being someone who isn't always just on the brink of getting fired. ",4.3990476190476215,4.570980133333336,5.100079365079367,87.1225,69.8888888888889,7.673015873015872,26.293650793650798,7.1686216300943375,1.0222317460317465,850,23,187,7,14,275,128,225,0.14300000000000002,0.742,0.115,-0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,2,18,14,3,1,11,0,17,4,1,3,3,39,31,16,0,6,8,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,11,13,0,2,5,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,4,6,23,4,31,22,4,28,0,2,1,0,9,16,0,0,13,127,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297737280479089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795428717016117,0.0,0.0,0.13001604017903973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350681483404484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134448177664991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618472658963043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964052247180937,0.0,0.08234680781070282,0.0,0.0,0.10721815530490443,0.0763249955810616,0.0,0.0,0.06165100128750661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894192015154028,0.08647133929674401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667161977695896,0.06829323627398598,0.0,0.0,0.08737228899821033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499445510559699,0.0,0.0,0.1603614513300789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876095512338625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882840489769285,0.0,0.0,0.10791535485656953,0.0,0.09977656158164178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025651692039981,0.09340598064714836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027589913101192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691853747102057,0.0,0.0,0.6371083595377827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239199063792084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088263604939181,0.07372891829120018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366300784817744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493483256986473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725469445669588,0.0,0.09147170441527623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907734458044738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099751020570023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766278082086008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993686819226816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355442602846623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490287174701094,0.10398013632896648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992977236295316,0.0921503699689086,0.0,0.06959445054640462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560180260970584
adhd,tarogomi,2018/01/23,"Diagnosed at 39 I finally went to the doctor because of a post I saw on women and ADHD. I realized the struggle I have had all my life and decided it was time. It’s funny because I have watched my kids go through it, but put myself last once again. Thank you all for your posts and support. Know that even it it doesn’t get a million upvotes, you can still help someone.",2.8757017543859646,4.299631657894739,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,74.52631578947368,7.171929824561403,29.771929824561404,7.793537801064563,1.8982614035087724,290,13,60,4,6,96,59,76,0.022,0.816,0.162,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,9,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,2,11,2,6,9,2,12,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,5,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638153373440299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676295926047228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228039197158458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468372649744164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498811786641227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404688328160755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114687947114472,0.0,0.12475588983616785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713681584838625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206401447340304,0.17893467818407122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505050382017802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377716643818894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204709198374474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206740131245944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599502789533795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530560418385088,0.0,0.0,0.2294855797417525,0.0,0.0,0.2491039323588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021006589252522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800143028266955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349334901959384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,H1peBear,2018/01/23,"Stop eating processed foods, sugars, breads and grains! I’m a very functional adhd. By that i mean i have adhd and it frustrates me and inhibits me at times, but I’m lucky enough to have a personality and intelligence to overcome a lot of adhd downfalls. 

I also have daily chronic neck and back pain (despite being fairly active and in shape). This is largely from living at a computer desk for work/play. 

Well about a month ago i stopped eating any processed foods, sugars, or breads and I’ve never felt better mentally or physically. This weekend was the key factor. I decided to have a burger one day then pizza the next. Well guess what? I had my least constructive day at work in a long time. It hurts to breathe due to the inflammation, and i can’t focus on anything. Nothing is entertaining me. Lots of symptoms. 

This is a solution for sooooo many of you, i promise! Ya hard AF to find out what to eat. But just stick with chicken, steak, fish, rice, potatoes, mass amounts of veggies, and water. 

There’s more to eat than that. But not much lol. 

Want to feel better? Start right now. Throw out your food or give it away and you’ll feel better in under a month. And don’t cheat! This is your new life. Going out to eat? Get a burrito in a bowl instead of with tortilla. 

I’m telling u. U want change this month?! This is a big solution i promise. I even came off of meds it was working so well. ",1.7262161525782886,4.242378153284676,2.9731551683541326,89.48925712267484,83.16058394160585,5.433294089945843,22.707322816105485,6.828538100315305,0.7418468566046621,1090,38,216,13,31,351,165,274,0.139,0.746,0.115,-0.708,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,5,0,5,12,14,2,0,15,1,16,20,2,0,1,40,31,20,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,14,17,14,2,6,2,0,3,4,4,3,1,5,6,19,10,38,24,7,41,0,1,0,0,8,18,0,7,20,139,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32989984917864457,0.0,0.08111026001552238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317344688463467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222392845673313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529766063350046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596835454570663,0.07035874621342764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427760283727375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104652954129571,0.0,0.0,0.09679609768988584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180213606911007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681426645059377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454516104209554,0.0,0.06043565510427463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253147449367932,0.0,0.08785546564883613,0.0,0.083630405175224,0.0,0.3319307080199574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047805581025706916,0.08777625309635416,0.05200221950127236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007988468280502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819670692669794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795388731898423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462997734237824,0.0,0.0,0.08079720318875931,0.08097564976179808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558203311045007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276781746965113,0.0,0.09967159084499214,0.10163716448235748,0.0,0.09221165086467532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910606568034785,0.0,0.06726388296446882,0.0,0.07057133766920487,0.0883723932747966,0.09731252476492623,0.0,0.0,0.08779783356892132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200355602599255,0.0,0.09736368859995756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989528604928749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781414931328007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476499402970676,0.0,0.0,0.15299813861189426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510474338619887,0.0,0.0,0.07997604942096738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671012779881522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754980421405689,0.10793951314225204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681160279043796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199841809017804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,s_aucuparia,2018/01/23,"Got My Diagnosis!! (kind of. with great reluctance on the psychiatrist's part) ((Vent/Rant)) Ohhhh Boy did I have a rough afternoon. So after a year of suspecting/knowing I had ADHD and trying to get help, I finally had my appointment with a psychiatrist today.

It was a shit show.

He only asked me vague questions about my symptoms and, like nearly every other mental health professional I've spoken to, focused way more on my previous academic success than my current academic problems and lifelong struggles and home/work.

After the interview was done, I left the room so that the psychiatrist and my therapist (who had been sitting in taking notes) could discuss my case. Then I came back into the room and could immediately tell that I was about to not get a diagnosis, again (note: I didn't care if the diagnosis was ADHD as long as it could accurately describe my issues).

I asked if the psychiatrist could explain why he didn't think that I fit the diagnostic criteria because maybe I just hadn't articulated my symptoms well enough and he spouted some garbage stereotypes about ADHD.

The appointment eventually escalated to the point where I was sobbing and nearly shouting at him. (ETA: Apparently I'm not the first client to yell at him because he didn't give them a diagnosis.) He eventually decided to give me the diagnosis (incredibly reluctantly) so that I could access the disability support services at my university.

So I'm obviously now feeling like I coerced him into giving me an inaccurate diagnosis and like I'm just a hypochondriac/blowing my symptoms out of proportion. My therapist (who has ADHD and works in a clinic that specializes in ADHD) assured me that I definitely do have ADHD and the psychiatrist didn't know what he was talking about, but I still feel shitty.

This also makes me sort of reluctant to take ADHD meds because he made a snide remark about how he wouldn't prescribe them since they would do more harm than good. Should I still ask my medical doctor for a prescription since I am technically diagnosed?

**TL;DR Had to cry and nearly shout until the psychiatrist gave me an ADHD diagnosis, and now I feel like a hypochondriac. Realistically, I'm like 99% sure the diagnosis was right, but I still feel shitty about how I got it. Also wondering whether or not I should get meds from my doctor since there's a chance that I don't have ADHD.**",6.406226625940549,8.112518602771367,7.489290024584665,66.24619459137304,66.20554272517322,10.667928182969533,34.06012068837071,10.738412736547279,4.1831316248230666,1917,87,310,55,31,647,210,433,0.08800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.095,-0.5325,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,3,3,26,20,1,1,30,0,36,10,1,4,3,59,67,31,0,12,11,0,5,5,0,4,9,3,2,1,15,19,0,0,10,1,0,1,10,5,1,1,24,8,48,15,43,34,5,42,0,1,0,0,31,21,2,7,23,221,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6784538221184846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032298153528624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591938383221506,0.0,0.0,0.048231971416791294,0.0,0.11471049020038848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174116316610721,0.06395273981644736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504056945987735,0.0,0.06890092171980307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366497466499188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284042378907776,0.0,0.06418987613364084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481212003331589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284886646600697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268634156553789,0.08962209632844767,0.0,0.06871262484286901,0.0,0.05335420494972005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831431947070228,0.1805157976056327,0.0,0.052611101122866655,0.10033448701062524,0.06915499017375895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667418171522556,0.0,0.0,0.04204352268677288,0.0,0.06291870437640584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546903545115358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531886604400221,0.06894449404542285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815134564460222,0.0,0.0,0.15322234404054358,0.0,0.0,0.0555100173746669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059352303191005526,0.041869700793881914,0.0,0.06301610904814157,0.0,0.13934758863742308,0.06318925537272807,0.06321246395307943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770550372347094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792551061720355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929579070285247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001974977100251,0.0,0.0,0.0702668188607277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053567160674153055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438673589506197,0.15566133148868558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502777895006962,0.0,0.0,0.0655742216693173,0.0,0.0,0.07118005627011148,0.05911796019804349,0.19558716626458267,0.09432340983311616,0.050416311629915785,0.05482477641086531,0.0,0.0,0.14565808000551267,0.0,0.040191912432936634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059456358008690986,0.0,0.0,0.04258643857766035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978851386050005,0.0,0.0,0.056397680041134615,0.0,0.05659992965612461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802303559787094,0.09132969663016416,0.0,0.0,0.0445583342957824,0.0,0.0,0.04039310996488011
adhd,CarlMarks13,2018/01/23,English majors / avid readers: do you have difficulty reading with adhd? I’m an English major and feel kind of embarassed that I have to read & re-read constantly since my mind wanders often. Sometimes if the material is super engrossing I hyper-focus but that is kind of rare these days. Anyone else who struggles with this have any tips?,5.585161290322581,7.798273000000003,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,69.0,7.540645161290323,31.754838709677426,8.238735603445708,2.741828387096775,274,12,42,4,5,88,51,62,0.085,0.85,0.065,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,5,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439286879459241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991627927369164,0.0,0.1380255365234143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192029078912602,0.2079652085891754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193368369573606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089788795591442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169554133024026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262696947182796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422720907319226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494031989425526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090702627532621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789763628446125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074103120913567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121867399085931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,catz_kant_danse,2018/01/23,"Long-time lurker, first time poster.... what does everyone here do for a living? I work for a small time family business and (because of my adhd) am absolutely miserable in this profession. I’m looking for a career change and have no clue where  to start. I consider myself highly intelligent but due to my adhd not college or otherwise educated and unable to apply myself fully to any one thing. I’m 30 and been working in my current field for over 8 years cumulative ( took about 1.5 years off when I moved cross-country with my wife) but feel like it’s time for a change. The very thought of working any particular career for the remainder of my adult life seems absolutely insane and unbearable, but I have a wife and an 18 mo old son so I need to provide for them. Just curious how the rest of you (especially older) have harnessed this energy into a productive life. Thanks in advance for any insight!

Tl;dr: how the fuck do you make a living while adhd as shit?

Disclaimer: if any of this doesn’t make sense or sounds rambling: I’m drunk as shit right now, self medicating while trying to quit weed so I can have any hope of getting another job.. . ",5.0064897260274,6.496674452054794,5.966389840182647,76.66547517123291,69.31963470319634,9.12796803652968,29.212614155251146,9.516144504307137,2.73058196347032,911,34,165,20,16,301,137,219,0.114,0.8029999999999999,0.083,-0.8414,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,6,10,7,3,1,12,0,10,7,2,4,0,26,26,21,0,3,8,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,8,1,0,4,1,0,3,3,4,0,2,3,3,16,3,30,23,1,28,0,1,1,1,8,10,3,5,16,102,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193025946049216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954329581140672,0.12194853707345765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089414872664017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460556136054633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177311666968054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112767168645256,0.0,0.0,0.10963535367516147,0.0,0.05880373609508523,0.08308327619212882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892297385241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075155775068847,0.060760877007312974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228751656407632,0.0,0.1155101018888118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540776679913199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642893578544305,0.056817302206688375,0.0,0.20538643481174945,0.10292002293870474,0.09766098464444704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525956466767862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715794589912736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360631208251142,0.0,0.0862334536979769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203513139485878,0.0,0.0788064983392943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369718146287295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931781084005104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587328261646872,0.12132412180281958,0.0,0.2387563416001495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231628509027583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707152398322613,0.0,0.0,0.0772631879876197,0.0,0.0,0.09232757888664593,0.2034428034814137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921129767917747,0.0789586716521334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595798553999907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539988703854512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978412909120548
adhd,KoreanDominican,2018/01/23,"What is ADHD like to you? Hello /r/ADHD!

First off I just wanted to let all you guys know how much of a support you guys have been for me. I'm in graduate school and was recently diagnosed back in April. I've been working out my meds since then and this community has been a huge help with just helping me to not feel alone. Before I was diagnosed one of the hardest aspects for me was feeling like I was all alone in my struggle and that no one would understand. Boy was I wrong. Anyways though, before this gets to be a wall of text that no one will read because ADHD....
 
 
 
 
I'm working on a project for school where I'm supposed to present some artwork (videos, music, pictures, poems, etc.) that represents ADHD. The only requirement is that the artwork was originally intended to depict something about ADHD (I can't use a star wars video because star wars isn't about ADHD). 

I'm not asking anyone to do my homework for me but it did get me curious. I know what ADHD is like for me, but what is it like for you guys? And if you've found something or have something that you'd like to share I won't use it without your permission! ",4.5616886930983815,5.245444845814983,5.38688986784141,83.39537151248166,69.70484581497797,8.167870778267256,30.111306901615272,8.238735603445708,2.0567030249632894,888,34,178,12,15,290,119,227,0.03,0.816,0.154,0.9716,0,2,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,4,9,11,2,1,8,0,26,2,0,5,2,32,43,11,2,3,9,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,4,13,6,0,1,6,3,0,0,8,4,0,4,11,2,22,7,27,26,5,16,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,3,12,124,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.707861471663215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742927384206676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058834470225595986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866198313650542,0.0,0.0,0.06470047426689439,0.0,0.10258510971513346,0.0,0.14319832961953932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080595853814773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938412536807062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509006493941096,0.06011149831650006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157166217713817,0.0,0.09225803023152768,0.0,0.0,0.08792208307934267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994324217230066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127980373921903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248515728878104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604152087811685,0.0,0.20553914833879589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346347254686993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618545008694804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105163310954802,0.06399424749565845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416538147341124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308067760645059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031362956577312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696036375630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433127901622285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796412663759086,0.0,0.0,0.09548403815435047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266968837490117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759542579917633,0.0,0.14534440046746086,0.0,0.0,0.0496294921974361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111047464536278,0.0,0.12251364630237872,0.0,0.0,0.05977249688940331,0.09199673651480987,0.0,0.0
adhd,ZhangDynasty,2018/01/23,"How is Adderall XR released? Let’s say I take a 30mg XR. I know half is released instantly, but how does the other 15mg work? Is the other 15mg released steadily throughout the day or is it another 15mg “instant release” but just a few hours after dosing?",3.05745283018868,4.265251301886797,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,73.71698113207545,6.809433962264151,32.117924528301884,7.1686216300943375,2.111532075471698,201,10,39,2,4,69,35,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416891437072024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564026058067035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479200479310751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915307114347269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849649985793115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065467736756967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161671306025559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989264797508407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894389076759403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-STEME-,2018/01/24,"A little story about my rejection sensitive dysphoria. I applied for a few jobs last week and got one fairly quickly. A different job tried calling me today, but since I already had gotten one and was pretty busy with it I rejected their calls. They then texted my number saying that I didn't get the job and I should pick up my phone in the future. 

I expected to get that answer and even interned to, yet I'm still feeling irrationally distraught over it. This feeling feels terrible. ",3.7595115995115975,6.407729175824176,4.6917948717948725,79.4337606837607,75.92307692307693,7.560927960927963,27.69352869352869,8.515128840125781,2.461401953601954,389,16,65,8,9,126,70,91,0.193,0.7140000000000001,0.093,-0.9169,4,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,4,12,0,8,6,1,12,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,47,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074034453270928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838284268691949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963639092848012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413677636028456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850939301234645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638839722420415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031784685394722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559523186593696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532013412940594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837159483590385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471459040729777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912089823920562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494624627723339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554711438040234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009417945080167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815114192386156,0.0,0.0,0.12760321885123851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507592066998346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,c0smicturtle,2018/01/24,"Hello r/ADHD! My 6yo son was diagnosed with ADHD & ODD today. Hey y'all. As the title states, my 6yo son was diagnosed with ADHD and ODD today. His doctor is reccomending medication and she says from her experience therapy doesn't work very well.

Could y'all please share your personal stories, thoughts or advice with me? Thank you!",2.8043548387096777,5.79761258064516,4.180887096774196,78.89133064516129,84.48387096774194,7.616129032258066,22.266129032258068,8.472884824447931,2.1148322580645167,268,9,45,7,8,88,48,62,0.128,0.768,0.103,-0.3981,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,10,3,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,1,2,25,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191984449427168,0.1678234590090614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860814586024224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712132939236368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34862729363174794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578433896449994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799579412413876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173011135268017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995774324583944,0.0,0.18852020405639205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657545150358052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581161719510195,0.1964009664303185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634328527302214,0.0,0.0,0.3255810481484134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170443062053428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441591442791874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502959881758546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,knotjustsomepot,2018/01/24,"What is wrong with me. WHY CANT I WORK I had a final paper due for my film class 10 days ago. I told my teacher that I've been super stressed about lots of things or some other bullshit and got the date extended to before last Friday. All of my final exams are this week so I have no classes. 

It's been 4 days since the extended deadline was due, 10 days since the paper was officially due. IT WAS ASSIGNED 3 WEEKS AGO. IM STILL ON THE FIRST FUCKING PARAGRAPH. HE'S EXTENDED THE DEADLINE TWICE AND IM NOWHERE ON IT.

Now I'm extremely burnt out, depressed and angry at myself and can't even get myself to finish it. I've committed to my #1 college and don't even want to finish my final paper that, if not completed, will result in an INCOMPLETE semester. Why can't I just fucking write it. I hate myself and I'm screwing myself over with this bullshit.",2.3742441860465107,4.453517180232559,3.9013372093023264,86.23886627906978,77.77906976744184,6.3930232558139535,24.703488372093023,7.413659706084162,1.2541441860465117,673,24,131,9,16,223,106,172,0.166,0.8,0.034,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,4,1,7,0,14,3,0,1,2,21,23,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,8,0,16,1,16,14,3,26,0,1,0,3,3,6,3,5,20,86,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558239326267394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278744584516713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512942939965111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791818996158269,0.0,0.12428413765394886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906156749675072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742160552575539,0.0,0.12274028079758854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668033856927386,0.0753900415136267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540873977010467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246495305320112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117344115309827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176225850747862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267747492352366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873051873172035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152370158287036,0.0,0.16529351210645027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586555093931136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788345715855946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511102890245338,0.0,0.2314952005781973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041401106673023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505106973394933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577678221911743,0.0,0.0
adhd,housetuf,2018/01/24,"Some realistic advice that is applicable to us, ""Richard Branson: Letter to my younger dyslexic self"" I saw this today and I thought it was great. Although the advice is directed towards a dyslexic person I think we can all relate to some, if not all of the struggles he mentions. 


I think it gets the right balance of not being too long while also not being overly simplified to the point of being useless and/or patronizing (none of that ""just start *using* your ADHD and you'll become ultra successful!"" bs). 


Here are a couple of parts I liked: 


>I know you have problems with reading, writing and spelling and sometimes find it tricky to keep up in class. This does not mean you are lazy or dumb. You just think in a more creative way and struggle to find the relevance in school. 


And this:


>It’s ok not to be good at some things; as long as you find good people you can trust and surround yourself with them. Learn what you’re good at and channel that, instead of focusing on what you can’t do.



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adhd,kindermoder,2018/01/24,"studying with ADHD, getting dumber by feeling inferior, practically useless => options? TL;DR: I have been studying for 4 years and for the last >1.5 was too anxious to even go to uni. Because I fail at any other facet of everyday life as well, I will most likely be unemployed and depressed until my parents die and then *go*, too?

Hi you guys,

I've never been professionally diagnosed with AD(H)D but very certain about 'having' (**being**) it. 
I, though, was prompted to be evaluated by many teachers throughout school, mainly because of my out-of-the-window-looking habits but also general forgetfulness and misinterpretating, mostly written tasks due to focusing on aspects of emotional importance. 
I never actually saw anyone about it though because I, nonetheless, did pretty well in school and my parents didn't see the urge.

Now 20, I have been studying art for almost 4 years while during the last >1.5 of them being unable to attend classes. I still do my art at home (the only thing apart from skin-picking and surfing on the internet that I can always focus on) but can't talk to my tutors or professors because I feel dumb, useless and like I don't belong there anyway. 
On the rare occasion of actually attending a meeting or such, I am running late by hours and, of course, even more ashamed of my incapable self. Since I am too anxious to open my uni e-mail-account, there is basically no way to communicate which leaves me fantasizing about all the many ways I disappoint. 

I also don't attend theory classes because I know even though I'm smart enough to follow, I'm going to fail at keeping all the information together and, perfectionist that I am, the tiniest paper I would have to hand in. I just never know where to start or how to end, and even if I anticipated it, the idea of my knowledge not being integral to the topic would make me cringe, which is a stupid thing to think in itself.

I don't see my classmates a lot because they remind me of my failure. I have a job that I am always too late for and go pee there every 20 minutes. I thought about quitting uni so often but am also so so afraid of losing that safety net, or having even more trouble with the next thing I pick up (studying art doesn't exactly fulfill my needs of a daily structure but I'm not sure if I could live up to it if I suddenly had one either), especially with time, that is slipping through my lazy (easily distracted) fingers in a miraculously speedy manner.  

I also have seveeerrrre mood swings and my psychic constitution is worsening with time (since my problems aren't being merged in by maturity, like I hoped). I did try to get help by myself; but very spontaneously and without success which, of course, made me want to jump off the nearest building. 
Now I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm always gonna fail at everything I try. 

Sorry for the bookish length. Have any of you experienced this hopelessness (guess so)/ did it disappear with medication? Also, this whole always-at-5%-of-energy thing?

PS: very hard to find a title, already forgot 90% of what I wrote. Also now that I'm reading the text again it seems a bit muddled but well


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adhd,still_discovering,2018/01/24,"Need help staying away from video games. I find that whenever a new game comes out, or I find a new game I like or that is challenging I become obsessed with it.  I will become enthralled with the new exciting challenge paired with instant gratification and lose track of time while playing.  I can waste 6 hours easily.  I use them to procrastinate/avoid responsibility/as an excuse to not do anything else.  I can't stop until I master the game or become good enough that it becomes boring.  I don't own a console myself because I know that if I did I would play too much but my roommates do and it's impossible for me to not hop in when everyone else is playing.  Any suggestions on how to work on fixing this?",4.092292490118577,5.871485014492759,5.207075098814234,80.07527667984193,72.04347826086956,7.9167325428195,27.76284584980237,8.575989854853784,2.063034782608696,564,21,107,10,11,186,95,138,0.053,0.778,0.16899999999999998,0.8291,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,5,3,11,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,2,0,22,14,11,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,8,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,17,8,16,11,3,16,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,4,10,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803076546595052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862779308172534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543895107529044,0.0,0.0,0.08787592844909914,0.6368342298646607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417730292730612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408470471033632,0.0,0.0,0.14895129153574493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774687334900015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26351125166439643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091089532853448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662447396703093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196424857132686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922415920868939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042715475204793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612732661202638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597096806261633,0.10688956625040293,0.0,0.4176791906417587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536507112807669,0.0,0.12052055386874755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840583017702036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245041719156208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494700884370024,0.0,0.0,0.10240401700525437,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SassyBoatRider,2018/01/24,"Transitioning from hyperfocus day activity to something obligatory; Any advice? I have a hard time going from something I'm hyperfocused on to something I'm obligated to do. 

For instance, I was working on a project for several hours but now it's time for me to leave for an appointment. I do not have anxiety about the appointment itself, but my mood changed from very pleasant to extremely anxious and irritated. I'm not sure how to transition without working myself into a panic. 

Is there anything I can do to ease these sorts of transitions? Any advice is much appreciated. ",6.408276699029128,8.617371029126215,7.532220873786411,63.992117718446615,66.86407766990291,10.975242718446603,39.0885922330097,10.9516,5.241486407766993,468,27,71,15,8,158,68,103,0.151,0.723,0.127,-0.1832,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,10,13,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,20,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,53,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372921555124434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595194935278181,0.0,0.14597183164551444,0.21556498111994435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702328056178086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185541857434866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305894417015112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844372898021597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093144735242344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791289506499206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020439817812797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026990317552404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387856971305506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556498111994435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406927435903229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983949812102168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225298129472299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744114960763275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393743810225344,0.0,0.27782905145055165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,P31Gal,2018/01/24,"Famous last words: Nah... I'll remember... A gallon of milk nearly spoiled in the backseat of the car. ""Don't put that there"" I said to myself. ""Nah... I'll remember"" I replied. 

Well... I DID remember. Just barely. ",-0.5609999999999999,1.2131589000000034,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,110.0,5.0,20.0,6.6274283507984215,0.8235000000000001,156,6,31,3,8,52,30,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,4,1,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090638841871392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601036288678178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8793007537387493,0.0,0.2461195378233716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326369599828117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,noiz13,2018/01/24,"this is annoying me ADHD in pop culture. why is it that are movie's/tv show's and books about autism how briljant they are and special etc.
and ADHDers are perceived as pranksters or class clowns or jokers. 
that is not even 5% of what we are.",2.1118750000000013,4.514094770833335,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,80.45833333333334,4.673333333333334,26.266666666666666,5.6839178017228535,0.5699116666666679,191,8,40,1,5,57,39,48,0.055,0.8909999999999999,0.055,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055666467038853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619601420921196,0.3328084304430523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546739312140609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fornyrdislag,2018/01/24,"I'm 20. What are the changes I have ADD and nobody realised before? I'm a Dutch student [20/M] currently struggling through exam weeks at my second attempt at studying. I did very well in primary and secondary education. My parents are teachers themselves and were fairly (but not unreasonable) strict, so that helps. In primary school I had problems with attention, to the point where I had to sit closest to the teacher's desk so she could keep me from getting distracted. At home, playing video games wasn't supposed to be longer than 30 minutes a day. 

Everything changed when I moved to a student dorm room for university to study Molecular Life Sciences. I got my own laptop and caught up on games (shoutout to /r/rocketleague) and years worth of YouTube + Reddit. I have to admit that I was used to just getting good grades if I paid attention in class, so I didn't study very well. My grades started to drop, I lost all motivation, and I quit after 1,5 years.

Now I'm studying something I generally enjoy (Applied Linguistics) but the problems and the 'internet addition' stays. I recognize so many things from you guys from when I'm having a bad day. Being distracted tothe point where iI forget to eat or sleep. Or rather, I know I have to do that, but I.. I honestly don't know whyiI don't do it. I'm making no sense to myself.

Lately, my parents have brought up ADD, because they saw before I realised that I might very well suffer from it. It took me some time (I want to be 'normal' so bad!) to go along with it, but now I too think this might be it. I'm going to talk to the university psychologist tomorrow, and I'm going to get myself tested hopefully next week.

Sorry for the long story, and if you read it thanks for reading.

So my question is: does it happen that people get diagnosed after their teens? Or am I exaggerating and do I probably not have AD(H)D?",4.830243589743591,6.202391827777783,5.510555555555558,80.21615384615386,69.6111111111111,8.427350427350428,31.068376068376068,8.841846274778883,2.564299145299145,1478,62,276,26,26,479,199,360,0.097,0.816,0.087,-0.7527,3,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,2,4,18,18,0,3,11,0,29,4,1,3,1,52,62,27,0,9,13,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,15,16,1,1,8,6,2,7,7,9,3,1,14,1,39,9,42,41,3,44,0,2,1,0,14,15,0,10,19,180,54,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251658397388892,0.06297590979668315,0.0,0.1758158686810949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857341410691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248344022284414,0.0,0.0,0.13325088696469753,0.0,0.0,0.10485596464734843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904059746853083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057103983654321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284702885518163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589773363860207,0.0,0.17613782366432082,0.08665027809130414,0.08262525413900046,0.0,0.0,0.1022916686254795,0.09135537562665892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924551767580306,0.0,0.10362686039639876,0.10260866217894199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182535184984136,0.0,0.0,0.11355131244922023,0.0,0.11653650088731478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296985693903787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914247818371061,0.0,0.0,0.1127734440912366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689592336970248,0.1047386158507684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191880101986783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980059849542703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986977409656554,0.0,0.10122040689451252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942375278838775,0.0,0.0,0.0716211141890339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953198714486809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138404852594136,0.1977045869647246,0.0,0.0,0.11572917625605468,0.109881318583103,0.20667293670169187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455372911783878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338311977199513,0.0,0.0,0.0795319394272307,0.0,0.1156454207442588,0.07312229623677355,0.11011312773120384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800048700743796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303546836755543,0.0,0.09511259754540546,0.0,0.0,0.06863358464284798,0.0661959228186848,0.0,0.0,0.060240023899252274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477955760118334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922538445110731,0.0,0.2557210242388138,0.06093403677317225,0.0,0.1657357130650097,0.0,0.2786602763467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305458873614914
adhd,fmalloy,2018/01/24,"8 y.o. Recent Diagnosis, and Starting Meds My 8-year-old daughter was professionally diagnosed a while back. We avoided medication but the academic impact has become too much. She is not paying attention in class and she is just not getting the math down. Homework that should take 20 mins by herself takes multiple hours with us helping. 

We just got a script for Concerta and started the first 18mg dose this morning. We will see what happens. Of course, we're nervous...

She is incredibly outgoing and extroverted and the sweetest girl you'd ever know. We're praying for the best...

Any advice at this point would be really welcome...

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adhd,oceanplants,2018/01/24,"Should a full diagnosis cost this much? (Canada specific) Hi all! 

I had a preliminary diagnosis of ADHD session today. It was about an hour and the diagnosis was 97% likelihood that I have it, C type. I am in my mid-twenties and this feels like a breath of relief, knowing what I am feeling can be fixed. The first assessment was covered by my provincial insurance, but the psych wants to do a full assessment that isn’t covered. The whole thing will cost almost $2000 out of pocket, including the treatment that will follow. 

Perhaps I’m too spoiled by government funded health care but this seems like a lot for a full assessment + a few months of treatment. Canadian ADHDers - is this normal or should I seek out an alternate assessment/treatment possibility? 

Thanks in advance for your perspectives! ",5.000854111405836,7.580090496551727,5.686896551724138,74.15660477453585,71.6206896551724,9.427055702917773,32.53315649867374,9.851270322608157,3.7744058355437664,642,31,106,18,13,208,95,145,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,14,0,16,2,1,0,1,18,25,5,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,8,5,14,16,8,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,6,78,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845249166435915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706878030408715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138021829883066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941365962522215,0.16913271611387595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137760594600584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516519008178292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331489496018821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301104305378536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132608835159355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127456156256174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896988049257274,0.0,0.17403691521446735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319626332130904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668976363831979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552635709028292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796561834968528,0.0,0.0,0.1572847561974347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244092859286744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964001979303034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264320527225502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,trampolinetrade,2018/01/24,"People who stopped taking their stimulant for a long time: do you think you're dopaminergic levels returned to the baseline you had before you started taking the stimulant? Was your ability to focus without your stimulant better before you started taking the stimulant or after you started taking the stimulant but took a break? I've been taking many different stimulants since I was 7 years old and so I've definitely got my experience and what I think happens is that like people who use steroids who's testosterone levels will be permanently lowered in most cases if they take roids for a while or wean themselves off of them incorrectly, people who take a psycho-stimulant will have their dopamine levels permanently lowered or (hopefully) lowered for a long period of time. It's really difficult to know exactly how your baseline felt before taking the drugs and how your baseline felt say after a year of taking them. I certainly don't exactly remember how I felt but my feeling is that it did lower my dopamine levels permanently. I stopped taking adderall consistently for about 2 years and I started to get brain fog, there were a couple of other reasons the brain fog may have happened (stopped taking an SSRI and had an issue with anxiety, depression, daydreaming addiction which I think may be the main culprit behind the brain fog because it's like the opposite of meditation as meditation is focused and grounded in reality whereas daydreaming is chaotic and pulls you out of reality, and social isolation.) If you guys did have brain fog after stopping adderall or whatever stimulant you're taking how did you fix it? thanks",10.819360119047618,10.179813961805557,10.296746031746038,57.88000000000002,56.95138888888889,13.506349206349206,44.529761904761905,12.540900571622839,6.07912619047619,1343,69,189,38,14,436,142,288,0.104,0.815,0.081,-0.5947,5,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,12,5,1,7,8,0,0,18,0,24,6,4,13,3,52,56,23,0,3,9,0,4,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,13,10,0,4,10,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,14,5,27,6,26,36,2,34,0,1,0,0,24,9,0,10,24,133,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136957920768649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710007072344564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455003891102729,0.0,0.1905416800466405,0.0,0.0,0.06601379484256358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332956398542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825887166667297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428808262584397,0.0,0.0,0.07798383559032841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655972665479858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301310543493697,0.0,0.0,0.03774067284143521,0.0,0.2150008570291073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899678035735117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969713221765498,0.0,0.0,0.07390620858396152,0.13200937157551154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413523790762762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790568889988889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102067693108432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293152975342332,0.0,0.0,0.13210966419826878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567413938865174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832305011517568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523976904660608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781686054485694,0.07674325851318634,0.0,0.0,0.0845535693717757,0.0,0.0,0.059357425538204174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617437092264678,0.0,0.0,0.07608697984354254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113248029064646,0.0,0.0,0.2496124794853231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6734478525731196,0.0,0.0,0.06871929618129419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434805906967168,0.0,0.0,0.08704739752953845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292876672396858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446575721011495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195114705304048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419884317544973
adhd,PatheticPeripatetic7,2018/01/24,"Easy Diagnosis Experiences? Hi everyone, I'm sort of new to the sub but have been lurking for a few months. This is such a great community. I'm a 31 y/o woman who just got an official ADHD diagnosis this past Monday.



Well...I guess I did, anyway. I've been seeing a therapist for anxiety, weight loss, and minor depression for a year or so, and a few months ago she told me unprompted that she thinks I might have ADHD. 



From there, I saw my GP and while at first he was skeptical, over the course of our appointment he agreed and said that he thought I might have ADHD-C. He gave me a month's script of Vyvanse to try and a psych referral for formal diagnosis and med management. I could wax eloquent about all the ways the meds helped, but suffice to say I experienced mental quiet and calm for the first time and I'm actually able to be productive at work and at home, among other benefits.




I finally saw the psychiatrist this week. It was not what I expected. I keep reading posts about the difficulties people have getting diagnosed. But in a 15-minute appointment, this psych just asked me a few questions, had me fill out a one-page checklist assessment, and then turned the discussion to what meds I wanted to try and what my insurance covered. She gave me an Adderall script to try (I *love* the Vyvanse but it's too expensive). I called today and they confirmed she wrote my diagnosis in my chart as ADHD. 




I feel like with the meds working, I shouldn't doubt that. And I shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth. But should I be concerned that she wasn't more thorough? To be fair, I told her about my therapist and doctor's opinions and that stimulant meds are working for me. Is this a less ""real"" diagnosis? Am I way overthinking this? Thanks for any thoughts. 




TL;DR: Psychiatrist took 15 minutes to diagnose me with ADHD after I told her about my therapist and doctor's opinions and that Vyvanse helped me immensely. Should I be concerned that she wasn't more thorough? Does this make the diagnosis less legitimate?",4.4167390940999525,6.317317056994824,5.284781881998999,79.35101704830356,71.43523316062176,9.125722881497577,29.29099114156777,9.618343705623,2.8377645996991467,1608,65,302,40,31,524,196,386,0.055,0.862,0.083,0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,1,6,11,10,1,1,27,0,27,7,1,2,1,54,56,27,0,7,9,0,2,1,0,6,4,3,1,1,21,20,1,1,5,1,1,2,5,4,0,2,21,10,44,6,37,24,8,31,0,2,4,1,32,9,0,9,18,199,65,9,0.07842739608249329,0.0,0.07653382528861817,0.0,0.4712724466915204,0.0,0.06952115458883038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053333318726102016,0.0,0.0599967433378844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331902841687643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800831401087819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261789407656995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754940132506224,0.15920431228002502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054752628750288,0.06863234282468557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494073788904491,0.0,0.07671704240609856,0.0,0.0,0.039655247938894585,0.05602854743186792,0.0,0.08591337890753653,0.0,0.13342060608622988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097507748170202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627255531261497,0.08646648105397928,0.08639661876768279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513646083107507,0.0,0.07866907284975333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970987315929958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038315664205112336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585926026485599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070783786974429,0.0,0.05235089588377547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355757842840178,0.0,0.07903636893073103,0.1663981469297852,0.0,0.0,0.18779999793612767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574566784851007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314443330246142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486782380558152,0.05437168151350665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751117661123777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785663256517902,0.0,0.07844861964969307,0.08926754668398118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460241336744186,0.0623686132099824,0.0,0.0,0.062496480648546425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220540925978686,0.0,0.273180754928399,0.0,0.05025310865020415,0.0,0.1245251841286935,0.04573164535211421,0.0,0.07434000121147942,0.2248222136671348,0.08713572276579121,0.15974116149158155,0.0853064859440371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625851019322036,0.12450403303096035,0.06290972646977043,0.0955034399649576,0.07051564782978675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128823524150294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050467173394094
adhd,abrumada,2018/01/24,"Stop starting tasks, getting distracted, and never going back to finish them/forgetting about them Everyone gets distracted, but when I'm distracted I have hard time remembering what I was doing before I got distracted. Then I'll just hop from distraction to distraction because fuck it, why not? Even if I catch myself and go back to being productive, it's not the thing I was doing before I got distracted. At the end of the day, I've worked on a dozen different tasks but have no progress to show for it.

I figured out a system that works for me. I already try to keep a to-do list. Now when I write a to-do list, I put a checkbox next to each task. When I'm looking at my to-do list and decide to start working on something, I write one slash in the checkbox. Then when I finish, I write another slash to form an x.

That way, when I look at my to-do list I'll see ""oh shit there's only one slash on starting a load of laundry, that's what I was supposed to be doing"". It also helps me intentionally take breaks between tasks instead of just mindlessly ""when I feel like it"" during a task. 

I've been doing this for a couple months now. It's been pretty successful so I thought I'd share.",4.354942946058092,5.022367593360997,5.462798236514523,82.72498573651455,70.16182572614107,8.680601659751039,28.755446058091287,8.841846274778883,2.112495643153526,934,33,191,16,16,310,127,241,0.17600000000000002,0.73,0.094,-0.9438,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,5,18,12,2,7,13,0,13,2,1,1,1,24,32,16,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,5,1,0,4,4,9,0,3,8,5,23,3,26,22,2,39,0,0,3,1,6,8,2,1,25,122,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705756120518286,0.11381608041352212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923863703748527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188760283343609,0.0,0.08675910661825678,0.0,0.24221369322540426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574782856776942,0.0,0.09178690666376337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869780322283774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605640913700225,0.0,0.0,0.09400335332073036,0.0,0.0,0.13599623790193854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196305620506344,0.1016759626403175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315758157702239,0.14871634686870394,0.0,0.1617714908461222,0.0,0.22765826667211264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274939331703158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539646620854053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650369827319147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953209070778284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390318504812681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360128868368455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976868502192533,0.0,0.15136269528685334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928842228713038,0.10824346256193344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479420246688746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307446382308187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122482210649516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134134315957419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460930645810013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956761140253136,0.0,0.0,0.3022119941987145,0.0,0.0,0.11898884902077207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700958677815599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455343331833244,0.0,0.0,0.1129889899844722,0.08298999844599035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662833866187852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296979835519133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842485433659806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108396880772097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdczar,2018/01/24,"Advice wanted: What are some suggestions of self-imposed consequences that help me get to work early? So I love where I work. They're super chill about what time you get there and when you leave as long as you make meetings. 


The problem with this is that I *want* to get there earlier than my first meeting but I'm finding it really hard to. If I don't get there early I'm creating all sorts of problems for my future self. For one, I have to stay later to get stuff done and miss the sunshine. Second I usually sleep in and it makes me feel terrible later.


I've learned that unless theres a immediate, high impact, consequence I don't change gears and go from 'sleep' mode to 'get ready' mode well. The unfortunate thing about my awesome workplace is that theres no immediate consequence for going in at 11am. 


What consequences can I self-impose ( rewarding or punishing ) to get me to go in earlier? How do I apply them?",2.887284313725491,5.152906650000002,4.141633986928107,84.2279411764706,76.94444444444444,7.790849673202615,24.47712418300653,8.671277953709913,1.85524183006536,727,25,141,16,17,238,110,180,0.133,0.7120000000000001,0.156,0.7613,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,5,12,10,1,0,4,0,9,3,2,3,1,22,28,13,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,1,3,1,3,19,5,25,27,2,20,0,1,1,1,10,6,0,4,10,92,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154838920274595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240933408336418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776224844449353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806754600073904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303957075089846,0.114507079317912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923310738006553,0.0,0.2295216943690987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059242086879307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023245668519696,0.14223264617195167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254236573998916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913381463466095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121499143906822,0.0,0.1797188114541452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122149895702657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576249146302939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862405492457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213117630039279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694329738563513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348622642977715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410685276960753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943505892222732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849757687787366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482641031873017,0.0,0.15880386249782485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210388877109546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196008858645094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zippo11,2018/01/24,"Anyone from the UK here? Okay so I've had bad social anxiety for since I left school.. I struggled in school and my attendance was like 50%.. when I did go to school I didn't pay attention.. 

anyway so now when I'm in social situations I'm not actually that anxious (I suppose getting a job where I go to different banks everyday has helped this) but my main thing is concentrating.. I'm like socially awkward if that makes sense now.. like I'll be in conversation but then I'll be thinking about eye contact and all that but if I'm engrossed in the conversation I'll be fine.. I've thought I had ADHD but never gave it much attention because I was so concerned about my anxiety 

anyway I'm going off topic, so I'm pretty sure I have ADHD.. I can't even sit through a full film (I've been trying to watch lord of the rings  for like 2 days now but I'll start doing something else 5 mins later) 
it just totally makes sense about the ADHD.. not paying attention in school.. paying attention when people are talkng.. sooooo messy and unorganised and it really makes me miserable living with mess.. people think im a little dopey too.. I could probably write a list of all the reasons why I think I have it

now comes my question.. how are the NHS about giving out medication for ADHD? I know it can be tough to get any kind of medication like benzos and all that they are very strict but I really want to give medication a try to see if it improves my life.. this has just hit me like 5 mins ago so I'm gonna do loads more research but thought I would post here while im researching

thanks! ",2.678246753246753,4.587065457680254,4.278292655620246,84.68128134796241,76.24137931034483,7.6919390953873705,24.24552171965965,8.527137837955566,1.5993841468875951,1247,41,255,25,28,417,169,319,0.06,0.7979999999999999,0.142,0.9777,2,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,1,0,26,17,0,3,11,1,25,5,1,5,6,48,56,26,0,6,14,0,0,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,12,1,4,5,5,6,0,0,10,4,24,11,26,38,8,35,1,1,3,0,13,11,0,4,23,149,37,10,0.0,0.0,0.0862228619441727,0.0,0.4247477133770649,0.0,0.07832240047726532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060085215395984326,0.0,0.13518443376935693,0.09981730579352248,0.0,0.061780678097047764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377369895086912,0.053861092116231316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611100411402097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054520031944428,0.0,0.0,0.05698241058006202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231337653240837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738102300533334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835840720122237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923248886497768,0.16951855033113652,0.15064451750145505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059223268361086635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087961921137525,0.0,0.0876798504551446,0.0,0.0,0.09200933902674216,0.04855823218347958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599922114873698,0.0,0.062408565417958264,0.2589981263263468,0.08855607950275722,0.07802010379922254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693525907342095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670285924676085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495194045970044,0.0,0.06814571387252366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251006587302528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462077278206646,0.08988997444706479,0.0952628793661426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897911507728988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132064310163909,0.09084484323992828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576845846795853,0.07040841618245433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308912462671106,0.09931602041980638,0.0,0.2702039198126519,0.0,0.06802088496224021,0.0,0.0,0.06253894141544654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236903759049517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832746306215262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134647668205554,0.0,0.0,0.058699903449593235,0.1698451697561932,0.0,0.14028983549706064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997605905754327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290308144310549,0.05211474956454719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972768714496566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276567759038756,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,orange-ocean,2018/01/24,"Do you prefer to date those who have ADHD too or those without it? I wonder if I should look for a life partner that is my opposite or for someone else with ADHD? I tend to be attracted to more orderly folks, some of which have OCD tendencies, but then my ADHD could drive them crazy.",6.4968421052631555,5.645598333333336,6.93228070175439,79.20263157894739,65.66666666666666,10.40701754385965,31.280701754385966,9.725611199111238,2.670922807017543,223,7,45,4,3,73,46,57,0.061,0.905,0.034,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,10,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,8,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,2,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8413952650479213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632675555004755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495048040071344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648359556738822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959718139525936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977334314842036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496011075176087,0.2530795385050073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThatGuyKaral,2018/01/24,"I need some tips for managing Adderall withdrawal Hey folks. I've been prescribed Adderall 15mg XR for about two years and while I've occasionally had to go a few days without it (errors in prior-authorization with insurance, mis-scheduling of psychiatrist appointments, vacations etc) I just had to change insurances and I discovered I'm no longer covered. I am about 72 hours into cold turkey territory and I'm not having a great time. Yesterday was okay but today I'm just a mess of despair and rage and brain fog and cant focus for more than a few seconds at a time. I've been taking melatonin at night as well as fish oil, vitamins d and b6 as well as plenty of caffeine and (regrettably) nicotine to try to cope. I today tried to get the generic form dextroamphetimine salts filled but the price was like $148 which is out of my price range. What can I do? Howdo I deal with this? My workweek is Thursday through monday so I'm featrful of what waking up tomorrow and the next day and the next day so on and so forth is going to be like ugh just had to complain i guess",5.203598382749328,6.042074481132076,5.900619946091645,79.72915094339623,68.33962264150944,9.264690026954176,30.708894878706197,9.424239791934726,2.6669800539083557,858,33,166,17,14,280,136,212,0.106,0.826,0.068,-0.8707,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,0,9,1,16,3,2,0,0,25,26,21,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,5,2,2,7,4,10,6,33,18,6,27,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,19,105,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937904740376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364148024018195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33586504871371714,0.17896978544799252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360535449402416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069671064043416,0.0,0.19731713969676606,0.0,0.0,0.19139013015293,0.19123549275004187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095702681492644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962040942858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871918548228609,0.0,0.0,0.369242490559776,0.1629080244078871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305225381354935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245037034835994,0.0,0.32909729490556705,0.0,0.0,0.23572048818599795,0.0,0.16957800310464738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312167185514021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673402856522434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179008997088263
adhd,Gobblewonk,2018/01/24,"A thought on how we think of time. So I was thinking about how adhd people interpret time, and talked to a few adhd people I know and examined my own life. To me it seems we interpret the future as “now”.... but later. This I feel is what causes us to be unable to prioritize getting things done by a deadline, because in our heads the future will be the same as right now so we don’t need to do anything. Just a thought.",2.4575083056478384,3.94292581395349,4.157242524916942,87.13941860465117,75.74418604651162,6.774750830564784,25.07641196013289,7.447530270364453,1.1525435215946849,324,11,68,4,7,109,60,86,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,3,0,22,17,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,10,0,12,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968899112412231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011821012651318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601849256916864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123649546590847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155287753802174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452707752668497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800600987772267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216092342265355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361142117914325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601696750603765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328500361791794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866361081678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654321311611898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881959473146672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615884688664465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373398320760057,0.26492385532078644,0.0,0.3282353345892988,0.2410876485507888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866640149452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LeroyGankin,2018/01/24,"How do I learn to read? As I read books, I find it dificult to remember things I've just read.
Thanks.",-1.0642424242424229,1.0113113636363664,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,94.45454545454544,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.3165878787878791,78,2,20,2,3,26,16,22,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594229455386901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8517449429724877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215333160630541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613200523982405,0.0,0.0,0.18856946816730588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RemarkableInterest,2018/01/24,"White lies during diagnosis I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, and have been taking medication. Lately, I have been feeling somewhat guilty about my statements during my diagnosis. 

The doctor asked how I did in high school and college, and I told him school was never a problem. Then I told him I had gotten As and Bs. He asked ""like a B average?"" I got nervous and said yes despite my grades being closer to an A average. 

I wanted to get a little advice to see if this is something I should relay to my doctor, or should I just let it go. I have a somewhat guilty mind, and this has been weighing on me. ",4.824915254237286,5.762511957627122,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,69.2542372881356,8.272881355932205,29.15677966101695,8.472884824447931,2.224420338983051,473,17,86,7,8,160,76,118,0.08900000000000001,0.831,0.08,-0.2396,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,1,16,5,0,1,1,21,29,11,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,12,4,18,1,9,13,2,10,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,4,5,67,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048873670028956,0.17114843309445713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32747150349875603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776720665676793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585340732929916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855793608127427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150537397071133,0.0,0.09953822212122312,0.0,0.1400784464383552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185048974561672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756976444749894,0.0,0.0,0.1790963377848057,0.0,0.08556638321405725,0.17554003672875124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764388893177056,0.0,0.0,0.1768452468495959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508164750808924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675889029591694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293331112862442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660180172578906,0.0,0.0,0.3545096253386399,0.13956688272651482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483420575571034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316862935751293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347146933030408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330431410285562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AspieUlia,2018/01/24,"AHDH and Antibiotics. So I'm not on any meds for adhd thought I am diagnosed. Right now I'm sitting here with my leg bouncing and mind racing. I was wondering if antibiotics (specifically penicillin, I think) can affect my adhd. I woke up exhausted and lethargic, and now am hyper and feeling impulsive and stuff. I have had caffeine today, and that usually helps, but it doesn't seem to be today. The past few days my motivation has been at zero and I'm slightly behind on schoolwork because of it. Yesterday things got really frustrating and I felt understimulated but at the same time overstimulated, I don't really know how it felt but it felt WEIRD.
Anyways, I had antibiotics because I got a sinus infection and was wondering if that could affect my adhd. ",4.47675824175824,7.0711565000000025,5.972857142857144,71.42137362637365,73.28571428571429,9.450549450549447,30.76923076923077,9.851270322608157,3.695115384615385,610,28,99,18,13,206,88,140,0.08,0.8740000000000001,0.046,-0.6847,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,3,0,14,5,1,4,0,34,30,17,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,11,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,12,4,13,0,10,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,9,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209275341390405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825453905514643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615304344039265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535926257831493,0.0,0.0,0.09318066763840338,0.0,0.0,0.1466489119025119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305579702181045,0.0,0.4161838618147021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111519990120735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968450374323981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940500319550202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048991111241126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588834191279113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137926978740199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185121175388798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338912986155935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153342897047607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540039441827736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598920330086466,0.09257995085345168,0.0,0.11470469923460774,0.08425018059313663,0.0,0.2739091707345092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912946572151535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133749508964759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wonnernaus_,2018/01/24,"Is having a really bad memory common? I'm just gonna cut it short before I get sidetracked and start going to deep.

SO, I have an awful memory. I can't remember the past few hours of the day, nor try to make an attempt to recollect the past few days, weeks, or months. It's almost as if unless something DRASTIC happens such as, a car accident, or something to that extent. I almost never am able to recall anything. This is a real detriment to my school life along with my relationship. It's been this way for a long time, and when I stop taking my meds (Adderall) the problem gets drastically worse. To the point where I am essentially just living in the moment and nothing else is a concern.

I just want to know if you guys have this problem as well because it doesn't feel like it's this bad for everyone else.

Thanks for reading.

TLDR: Bad memory. can't remember anything at all. Is it that bad for you?",2.5209509803921577,4.69558490555556,4.207189542483661,83.75794117647061,77.7222222222222,6.901960784313728,23.92156862745098,7.928766900206844,1.444019607843137,713,24,136,12,17,239,110,180,0.197,0.769,0.033,-0.9847,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,8,10,1,0,13,1,13,1,0,1,2,28,26,14,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,5,7,1,0,1,1,12,3,21,24,4,24,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,16,91,24,2,0.12484801954129013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500345146230873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547856468360814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41697152564686857,0.07610619391494844,0.0,0.10623646913849953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103328837034553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858900035757394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929763291604027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312690994333496,0.08919145010611151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045587459669178,0.0,0.07095400662905453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361916792354807,0.11040269136344652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295015052976213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861320648211114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818384839659679,0.060994436030819436,0.0,0.1102430885767102,0.1104865685559833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333702250457098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867800473906794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965249807827324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962904893065092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979504191957514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836312300006565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802173291269408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389253872153602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488180518845997,0.14210437894791322,0.07998083823439862,0.0,0.0,0.1340400499203488,0.2828569369467887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635286109343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222820993050735,0.0,0.0,0.08836807082055519,0.0,0.0,0.10437853466077286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387017316730964,0.0,0.0,0.11494328253319375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727998841957038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476361002929837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363859662610057,0.09909854671490582,0.10014555055957458,0.0,0.11225336321200567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272307979772814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Flamesparrow,2018/01/24,"A BPS publication questioned the validity of ADHD British psych are questioning ADHD!!  They have clearly met mine.  

https://attentionuk.org/2018/01/24/a-bps-publication-questioned-the-validity-of-adhd-but-no-one-is-paying-attention/",33.794561403508766,44.515347052631576,16.69052631578948,-13.319649122806993,25.842105263157894,10.954385964912284,43.17543859649122,9.725611199111238,7.142880701754388,210,7,11,4,3,48,18,19,0.161,0.711,0.128,0.3578,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8387444775658415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763917545195394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212078200829606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,meaty_maker,2018/01/24,"ADHD LPT - how to clean out your car I admit that many things make it into the cab of my vehicle than make it out; candy wrappers, scraps of paper, a sweatshirt.. you get the point.  I found that it got so messy that the thought of taking the time to actually clean it was overwhelming and then never got done and got worse.....until.   

I started taking one or two things with me when I got out of the vehicle and putting them in their proper place.  An example would be when I went to home depot I might grab an empty soda can and a couple of old receipts and drop them in the trash can outside of the store as I made my way in.  Removing one or two things at a time made the task more manageable and while my car isn't detailer level clean it's at least not an eyesore. ",6.2624999999999975,5.012526929936307,6.719800955414013,81.8391918789809,66.32484076433121,9.888216560509557,29.81608280254777,8.841846274778883,2.0480834394904464,596,16,128,8,8,195,96,157,0.046,0.889,0.064,0.4135,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,14,0,8,1,0,5,1,25,24,15,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,11,11,1,0,3,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,11,1,16,0,21,10,2,28,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,3,9,92,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1439362388476224,0.0,0.17726327723326793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320312797962938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094110599606314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172334575648656,0.0,0.0,0.07706133225361199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718687541132167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795197309061026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791313156115886,0.19691139245681286,0.14953926824207034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564714904159455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375912985523688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477376677595606,0.0,0.19989618489335376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541034467401745,0.0,0.1394327699116558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482756808626009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439945747427776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179945902822784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939722644113897,0.0,0.0,0.11709650326309595,0.17201390374709494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28816716169473466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707661395635005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673161805352751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477795978208608,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hurrgurr7,2018/01/24,"Feeling upset and confused by ADHD assessment Hoping it’s ok to post this here. Rant ahead - I’m sorry!

I just got back from my ADHD assessment. The psychiatrist concluded that I did not have ADHD but did have ‘personality traits’ consistent with it but ultimately more general mental health difficulties (probably true, but this is not my main problem atm) and suggested just upping my dose of anti-depressants.

I’m so angry. I asked psychiatrist to clarify what the difference is between a ‘trait’ and it being a symptom of ADHD.
Am I not broken enough for you? I’ve worked so hard to make up for my own deficiencies in organisation, time management, attention. Too hard apparently because apparently being a high achiever throughout my school career erases just how difficult it was to do that and of course now there is no evidence of me having difficulties apart from my own anecdotes, which I don’t think I expressed very well.

I have mental health problems precisely because of the difficulties caused by ADHD ‘traits’ ‘symptoms’ whatever... Being a perfectionist who misses tiny details and who cannot keep her own room tidy eats away at your self esteem. Constantly putting things off to the last minute, having ten million things on the go at once and then trying to keep doing!all!of!them!...also not great for brain health!

Psychiatrist admitted that were I in the US (I’m in the UK) or even seen by another psychiatrist here I probably would have received a diagnosis. Instead I paid a lot of money just to get told that I have personality flaws, yay. Am I just another victim of females presenting differently or am I really just a flawed, delusion incompetent person who should just try harder to get her shit together?? Halp?????
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adhd,Dada2fish,2018/01/24,"Do you have concerns about long term use of amphetamines? (video) It's a bit long, but a very interesting video of a 30 year old diagnosed with ADHD and his concerns on long term use possibly creating a tolerance to meds and making the problem worse in the long run. My 7 year old was diagnosed last year and so far his meds are helping greatly, but after watching this video, I have some concerns. We have an appointment very soon with his psychiatrist and I now have many things I'd like to address regarding this topic. Just wanted to know your thoughts.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAeJtF_g9GU",8.005142857142857,9.610016752380947,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000003,62.42857142857143,10.19047619047619,33.09523809523809,10.290406445055957,3.484523809523808,489,19,81,11,7,147,70,105,0.068,0.79,0.142,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,7,2,0,3,0,17,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,11,11,4,19,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,16,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763850886678172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023125718811496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979302835859632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618108382377311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837464557973777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065915666632033,0.11963447385201452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170281092848213,0.0,0.0,0.5195357511825176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796793210725968,0.14879842852892866,0.0,0.0,0.3260495022437852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080139891614909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545743625557982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043593957374276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975052940714231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351866421704045,0.0,0.24219584623089085,0.08656682009900231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956783676195182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835388870430157
adhd,bto_,2018/01/24,"Win Wednesday: First time using a flair on this sub because today I got my diagnosis! All I can say is **FINALLY**. 

(F23)

My first psychiatrist appointment went terribly and concluded with a possible diagnosis of depression. Which could not have been more inaccurate. 

Then today, after 5 months of appointments with psychologists, psychiatrists I got my diagnosis. I told her I wasn't 100% sure if I wanted to go the medication route or not so she gave me a list of medications that I can research in my own time. I have another appointment in 3 weeks to, potentially, get a prescription. 

She said she usually will start people on a low dose of adderall and work from there. 

ADHD'ers, what was your first experience with adderall like?
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adhd,NandoGainz,2018/01/24,27 and just diagnosed with severe ADHD..STRATTERA I was diagnosed with severe ADHD and right now im working a fulltime job and taking graduate classes. My doctor prescribed me to start out on strattera. I have been reading the side effects and they scare the crap out of me...also pretty expensive $105 with a good rx discount. Should I try strattera out or push for a stimulant?,3.808189134808849,6.457840281690142,4.81923541247485,78.57661971830989,75.76056338028171,6.874044265593561,31.269617706237426,7.957251820313856,2.7129983903420523,304,15,48,5,7,99,52,71,0.153,0.763,0.085,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,1,5,0,4,5,1,2,0,15,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,10,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,2,32,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772061341175801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587700833820281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030220466492092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032111809730653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652353796243302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445418608959765,0.0,0.19701748194492533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019836521814604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859087229003103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954963731380718,0.0,0.0,0.19877031754925115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44858092571740976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052561332179525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927522502721574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479368935104016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453740635814655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Xeon_risq,2018/01/24,"I woke up this morning and completely forgot I had work in the morning. So now, I'm late again. I was on time everyday this year until today smh. I slept last night and even set my alarms. I woke up early too. My boss knows that I have adhd, but I'm always late. I was up for a promotion into management, but how can I be accountable? This shit is frustrating. I need to get off my ass and get some meds.",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.4402941176470603,92.70632352941179,87.8235294117647,6.223529411764706,17.911764705882355,7.554174236665415,0.4398470588235295,310,8,70,6,10,106,60,85,0.197,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,1,2,0,7,3,3,2,0,12,17,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,12,0,10,9,1,20,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,12,47,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938966501433705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348177952714666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564017241796594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615202610300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25553027968808595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439603158442096,0.19933754815855334,0.5517168552672951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716353667254351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813276867223424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948976179199201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25102285282620057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259668127095748,0.0,0.2318009198404196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803232822067552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747954228386768
adhd,trongus,2018/01/24,"Best management strategies that do not involve medication? I'm looking for some tips on how to manage ADHD without medication. I trialed Concerta late last year and, although it worked very well for three weeks, I stopped taking it because it triggered a suicidal episode (I have no previous history of suicidal ideation so it was a pretty horrible event, to say the least). I'm now very wary of trying another medication and would like to try and manage without -- but so far my only strategy is to get 8h of sleep every night. Not sure what else I can do, and it's getting so that I can hardly pay attention when conversing with my boss and coworkers. 

Are there ways you cope/manage your symptoms without (or in addition to) medication? Thanks in advance!",6.1189130434782655,7.83279784782609,6.807942028985512,70.83234782608697,66.89855072463769,10.447536231884056,37.713043478260865,10.577609850970193,4.59540347826087,605,33,98,17,10,199,98,138,0.104,0.8109999999999999,0.084,-0.2328,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,3,8,5,0,0,3,0,9,6,1,3,1,22,16,13,2,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,1,3,9,5,17,14,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,10,69,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075201099099728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025770045930264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153808577817341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037154430058255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173826287086656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269750655733618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976684085685687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982155723178416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903122480936876,0.1508856836894561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534776345050437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232365274353703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389914295551977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552351546678495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017295483935306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608072467683618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637031791916922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385533794111365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182829510672042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926207010434899,0.0,0.12606602851852486,0.1390265451061371,0.1005699252321265,0.0,0.0,0.12314707579898458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162680722571392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072993601292876,0.0,0.10617146104510712,0.10729319220659554,0.0,0.12026517012134012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868159535535187,0.0,0.0973779550359684,0.0,0.0,0.09501837044533164,0.0,0.0,0.08613624245027675
adhd,landiz,2018/01/24,"ADHD and the ability to apply for jobs Hello fellow brains :) I am not diagnosed with adhd but there is no doubt in my mind that I do have ADHD. I am diagnosed with anxiety and depression tho and if you have depression and ADHD you should know that it is extremely awful and heartbreaking combination. 

Well I am not here to talk about that but instead about how you guys are able to sit down and apply for jobs. 

I have had a real problem with this all my life, as of this moment I have been unemployed for 3 ½ months. I have no money left and currently living of my parents. 

Everyday I tell myself multiple times, today/tomorrow I will start looking for a job. I can even bring several different job applications up on my screen but I have real trouble to actually apply for the jobs. The only thing that motivates me now and in the past is the simple fact that  I am broke and I need money for simply living and being able to self medicate (cannabis). This motivation isn't enough to actually be a active job applicant. 

My question is, do you guys also have similiar problems and how do you deal with it? 

PS. I also have trouble keeping jobs, it's all fun and exciting the first month or so but then gets boring to the point I dread going to work...

Edit: I was searching for jobs then I wrote this post and now I am on youtube... shit... ",3.6660723373318795,5.369542637404585,5.354340239912761,78.89609414758273,73.00763358778626,8.807270083605964,26.59832788077063,9.362217197678863,2.41781294074882,1049,37,198,25,21,357,141,262,0.188,0.738,0.07400000000000001,-0.9882,13,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,0,4,15,15,1,2,10,1,30,6,2,4,3,44,39,28,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,13,17,0,1,4,0,2,2,5,12,1,1,4,2,30,3,30,31,3,25,0,4,2,0,16,8,1,4,13,155,43,13,0.16383088550909358,0.0,0.1598753113675218,0.0,0.39378577443166496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310154999511535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266508949480175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144472517752388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445122458491668,0.14110730162523413,0.16628490017868236,0.0,0.08558420286525599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464054974355409,0.0,0.054104377376437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967723376049417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279743790403266,0.0,0.04655443385952801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221833410913022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6503074973897397,0.07281020930748444,0.0,0.0,0.04501858506399816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900136823416581,0.0,0.057859299744983474,0.0,0.0,0.14466567342549325,0.0,0.06878834098237856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825211906335461,0.0,0.0,0.08271124571428352,0.0,0.1307682497755386,0.0,0.0,0.06073926285569015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623003854660541,0.0,0.0,0.09095740513985268,0.0,0.07819755903476426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743657081404355,0.0,0.07845235063904953,0.0,0.0,0.15676403158782154,0.0,0.0,0.09176404311486074,0.0,0.0,0.1864754148547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545567188723316,0.09254113400886177,0.08408502483099929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057980171998138236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584052998428189,0.07159770753676528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442098029246315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047765553416716906,0.0,0.07764626160999387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365182068552803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963541793352462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Axle95,2018/01/24,"Any salespeople here? Looking tips and strategies. I’m an agency recruiter. For example when I look over my lead list as a whole, I get overwhelmed or stuck on the fact that I’m missing one number or email. So instead I wrote them all on individual index cards just to fly though. ",3.420555555555552,5.7412399444444455,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,75.48148148148148,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6240933333333345,223,9,42,3,5,71,47,54,0.083,0.868,0.049,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,5,0,6,6,2,5,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725137880182046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093676869467553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6730335527411669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715486524607855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937204586029362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474067206819344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bigg10nes,2018/01/24,"We made a music video to raise awareness of what it's like to have ADHD There are so many myths around ADHD but we'd never come across a representation of it in the media that really felt like it expressed what it's really like to have it. 

We came across this song that was written by Paul Howells, who has ADHD, and worked with him and the band to try and get across a sense of what life is like for him living with ADHD.

We would love to get the community's feedback on this, positive or negative.

Here is the video on Youtube: https://youtu.be/hZ-dwLSrwbg

And we also made it as a VR experience using Facebook 360 video: https://www.facebook.com/FIZZYBLOODMUSIC/videos/1009972105812379/",6.96211382113821,8.947737406504068,6.1448780487804875,75.34869918699188,65.1788617886179,8.393495934959349,25.04878048780488,8.841846274778883,1.6968146341463417,563,14,98,9,9,171,75,123,0.037000000000000005,0.7929999999999999,0.17,0.9591,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,3,1,21,19,9,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,14,13,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,7,5,20,11,0,10,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,5,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7201360621892662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979735219835165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335637132729886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133464854025854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904196318364847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465360143824021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438343088781549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565317002549467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581024248404217,0.29274458685781146,0.0,0.13227873523992878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352029966330046,0.28349431647046397,0.0,0.1518766625768702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553725775957407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193519088888544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170635886388664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938163730252245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905832009711684,0.0,0.0,0.10641570625821624,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,delegait,2018/01/24,"ADHD is fucking hard to master. Im once again pulling an all nighter. But I dont wanna cry about it, if this is what it takes to stop worrying about the deadline for this single project then so be it. I just came here to say I will succeed. I got my modafinil after all, and a pair of cojones. It hurts! But im sick of worrying, gotta finish that sh up. ",0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,84.78947368421052,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.1755052631578944,272,10,64,2,8,90,57,76,0.192,0.736,0.07200000000000001,-0.8239,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,2,10,10,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,11,5,3,8,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647975730130991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520023728215344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420255679822054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582287561684256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036944036448181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622051055937013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973751827677198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587114417157465,0.0,0.4759951219322179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346475641709412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521772730547805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842083402621356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656630729245891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475179233463141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,obnoxiousvegan,2018/01/24,"FIRST RESULTS IN AFTER MEDS :::DDDD Long story, had the diagnosis the entire time, medical malpractice and bullshit prevented me from getting meds until right before  my third year of university. 

Grades were slipping to a B- average (even this was achieved through stomach ulcers, self neglect and acne).

Now, finally on an insane dose of stimulants, max. legally allowed

(TL;DR) I got an A average for the subject, and an A+ for a 3000 word essay that took weeks to finish due to perfectionism! 


Sharing to share the joy, but also motivate. I get discouraged when most articles etc. are about failures and difficulties. Now on to the dissertation..",6.121363636363636,9.037836590909096,6.721818181818183,66.46272727272729,69.45454545454545,9.854545454545457,36.45454545454545,10.125756701596842,4.7639272727272735,515,28,72,15,10,168,88,110,0.138,0.754,0.108,-0.7712,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,12,0,4,4,1,4,0,14,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,4,3,17,3,2,18,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,13,53,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911108842979246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122505972808946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637350858355585,0.15619125520704213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590497027509596,0.0,0.20114776526650385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470996200313875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913277651093766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927527559151898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525346710275378,0.2382263500891201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195061797719044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24669775910665595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789201734839768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627353663480244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968810387119595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522838510902113
adhd,need-more-space,2018/01/24,"ADHD affecting your ability to be hygienic? I'm in the middle of being assessed for ADHD, and one thing my doctor asked me to do was fill out a few forms assessing the effects of the symptoms of ADHD on different areas of my life.

The first few areas that started appearing rife with symptoms I expected, I know that my ADHD affects my school work heavily, as well as my perception of my self.

What surprised me however, was the section on day to day activities. Chores I understood, but things like daily hygiene were also listed, and for the first time I started to link my daily struggles with it to a symptom of ADHD.

I've always been incredibly ashamed of my hygiene habits. I forget to brush my teeth, put on deodorant, or wash my face EXTREMELY often. Showering somehow seems like a huge overwhelming task, and I tend to avoid it as much as possible. 

I have friends, somewhat of a social life, so I know that I can't be completely disgusting. I keep up enough to get by, but it's really affected my self confidence. I constantly feel gross and dirty, and I think it makes me really sad sometimes. I guess this post doesn't have much of a point, it's just me rambling. But still, can anyone else relate? I legitimently can't remember the last time I flossed, which is a little scary... 

TL;DR: I can't consistently do hygiene, maybe ADHD???",5.2690980392156845,6.598532164705883,6.455000000000003,74.01583333333336,68.52941176470588,10.058823529411764,32.59803921568627,10.25414643259724,3.6237450980392163,1062,47,186,28,18,357,149,255,0.11,0.789,0.101,-0.6357,3,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,4,7,12,1,4,13,0,17,9,2,5,0,36,33,15,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,0,7,0,2,2,13,8,0,2,10,0,0,3,4,7,1,3,5,2,32,5,32,25,8,28,0,2,0,0,6,13,0,7,13,134,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781126218612789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520439618433553,0.07824948154895048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575551601626571,0.09635591590303684,0.0,0.0,0.0879154562311912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859999274597796,0.10162469943735382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129707626895556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825262357200336,0.0,0.09625474672210813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855902385552073,0.0,0.0,0.09716928819181532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754985560755807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998211798470882,0.0,0.0,0.07265569112070171,0.0,0.04913243817730489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359654676008756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358778662167361,0.0,0.0,0.1033647319003745,0.0766558059050432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284760055389613,0.09188717232423688,0.09425359001295117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277296624233943,0.0,0.09447662655809062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138261621359234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372448190896328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889895551025467,0.10601687549395454,0.09006509399652975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453698126063816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048989291035778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652989764182186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951743132364297,0.0,0.08561121512706121,0.1962101341353385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586275582250713,0.0,0.0,0.09300875878564216,0.0,0.1331251287797117,0.0,0.07510110675449759,0.0,0.0,0.098311865744625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323320569693456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249530617119408,0.060257549362197835,0.0,0.0,0.10967189697262053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455397574481144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846282460568863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,stomatophoto,2018/01/24,"ADHD friends helping friends..? What if we started a group, here, using nothing but what we already have, just the app on your phone or the open browser tab, where we message each other to remind our ""ADHD buddy"" about something specific they need to do, or provide a small unit of support for certain situations? 

I'll be honest, it's gotten so bad, I can't remember 95% of what I'm supposed to be remembering. My eyes glaze and my mind blinks and loses the thread that all the alarms and notes and papers push-pinned into my walls try and keep connected to some horrible shambling facsimile of my best guess at a sense of organization. Something else might be going on with me, but until I get that sorted, I have to assume it's just unbridled ADHD chaos. 

But obviously, this app always gets opened multiple times per day. It's not fair to say this is all just one big distraction; Reddit is MANY things, including a distraction, but also a source of hope and inspiration and relief from many oppressive and static things.

I don't get many messages, and I always check the shit out of them (which reminds me, must respond to someone about something...), so I know for sure I'd receive anything a theoretical ""accountability buddy"" would send me, and I would feel compelled to remember to send a message to my buddy in need because we're in this together, right? 

Crazy idea? Shitty idea? Anyone think it's worth exploring? We could use code words and phrases for each other if we didn't want to reveal personal details, like ""please message me to remember to tattoo the Minotaur tomorrow"" and only you need to know what it means, right? Please let me know your thoughts if you've got any on this! ",7.359624956186472,7.466793965299686,7.396314405888543,73.40199351559765,63.60567823343849,10.072835611636874,34.645811426568535,9.725611199111238,3.3095146862951275,1345,54,236,24,18,433,187,317,0.121,0.725,0.154,0.8964,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,6,3,2,2,10,17,1,3,13,0,17,2,2,3,6,78,42,25,0,12,13,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,20,24,0,1,17,0,3,5,4,6,0,1,4,3,28,11,36,29,6,26,0,1,1,0,26,16,1,11,6,151,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403981862871502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418707791404842,0.07550203089186844,0.15711833544146284,0.0,0.0,0.06420406812269755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601575510827579,0.0,0.07769384307123256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883089977940798,0.057553280030756424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908060411744114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538108696439244,0.0,0.0,0.060888565457690474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886993509576254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773804257647273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588647775375368,0.0,0.1479806654904718,0.0,0.05365707576166195,0.0,0.0755106897927621,0.0,0.1040065484283515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328303445772666,0.0,0.0,0.09377339822531576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131615386887702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839186000805502,0.0,0.0,0.15566072418045696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654367498599876,0.0,0.04612541603542609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562398156476488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871598476729233,0.0,0.10284342000295316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015725831572853,0.0953302018670009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001809872218524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905918065170686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397668282404237,0.07180533035842397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243777780372202,0.0,0.20727421415025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278060342613724,0.16125634857002538,0.0,0.0750809960245755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969135735039072,0.0,0.10612415215099036,0.0,0.0,0.0799958167600621,0.2180511879553178,0.0,0.0,0.06682599751863537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713873780756067,0.08898312208887031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544758556779115,0.060496029278147276,0.0,0.07495336494855348,0.05505297145728138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410022014615349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308501310248455,0.0,0.0,0.055687225371303765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413655300135074,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,easyreadrecipes,2018/01/24,"Recipe Formats that help with ADHD? I'm using an account set up for my mum's cookbook, so I don't mean to advertise for her. 
She's created this format that are suppose to help with ADHD and Dyslexia. She's called it [Easy Read Recipes](https://easyreadrecipes.com) and it helps me a little bit.
 I was wondering if you people have any better hints or tricks. Her method isn't perfect for me but she claims it's what other people have found to help them the most. 

She's also very ""natural"" based. I want to know what some of your cheap and quick (not necessarily ""natural whole food"") recipes because who has the time and money for half the stuff the stuff lots healthy cook books offer. I am also encouraging her to write stuff that's more simple and low effort.",4.361183908045977,6.405417020689657,4.340431034482759,85.4655890804598,71.89655172413794,7.040229885057474,23.80747126436781,7.793537801064563,1.1400919540229881,608,17,115,8,12,187,100,145,0.042,0.7859999999999999,0.172,0.9549,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,3,4,5,1,0,6,0,8,2,0,1,1,22,15,11,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,7,2,0,4,3,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,17,3,13,13,6,6,0,1,0,0,20,3,0,6,2,77,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602783888902064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397346796499762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019306469097764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137182793625193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325659235387048,0.16364155163451535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305490962930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812481287978064,0.1643471433127318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018736400542423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237587211159424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022960993018106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743150164099296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327464345844028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078303320558849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993101387779773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147661176057632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740232759429037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945722422960368,0.0,0.12367532019712955,0.08840927175922725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734733608357724,0.0,0.0,0.16254980063704294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bleryphia,2018/01/24,"Ritalin causing me to notice noise more? Since ive been taking my ritalin it made me hear sounds more and more like small stuff such as someone typing on their pc. Its hurting my focus alot, did anyone else experience this? without ritalin i dont have this issue :(",4.6961999999999975,6.645184819999997,5.569000000000003,77.39950000000002,70.8,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.4838000000000005,211,8,36,4,4,69,42,50,0.11,0.833,0.057,-0.441,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,7,1,4,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,26,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610133927258012,0.25805296445644915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872220993761696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951696153571624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039070409669688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636037305817304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28385641880036744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961363998348675,0.0,0.0,0.262868898212166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304256044668348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383092165427517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867360912578017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083352454112897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133940669851528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883112099846788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936196820056364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427771195918565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aaltopahvi,2018/01/24,"Scared of getting a drivers licence I have always avoided the thought of getting a license and a car.

Because firstly i think the education portion would be too hard to get through even when medicated.

Secondly i think i am a disaster waiting to happen if i step on the drivers seat because impulsivity and inattention is a horrible combo with such a responsibility. With a moped or other two wheelers i know i'm mostly in risk myself.

Car would be amazing utilitywise. But i'm too scared of myself being in the wheel to get a license.",5.167200000000001,7.233169919999997,6.867000000000001,68.0935,69.8,8.6,38.5,9.188382445141503,4.1051,432,26,68,9,8,149,63,100,0.195,0.767,0.038,-0.926,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,4,12,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,20,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,1,1,8,1,12,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,55,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670418010941447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273562927727256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820249742628902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085960430176996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689222934177122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842066673380776,0.0,0.201002609322601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331473090729828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260417203841335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492919689482728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875504380699022,0.0,0.17813460803083864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918905759515014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31878972088716834,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,concertaqueen,2018/01/24,"hi how do y'all deal with the side effects of your meds i'm a 19 year old girl and i've been on concerta for years and i've mostly gotten used to the side effects but there's a few that still annoy me so much. the most evidently annoying is the dry mouth, it literally does not matter how much water i drink my mouth gets so dry it literally makes me gag lol do y'all have any tips/hacks that can help? like mouth rinses or candies or something? what do you guys do?",0.06946666666666701,2.2865740800000047,2.1740000000000035,94.31866666666667,88.2,5.333333333333334,17.333333333333336,6.816661863887847,-0.12636666666666674,368,9,85,5,12,123,73,100,0.118,0.7829999999999999,0.099,-0.266,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,2,6,3,2,0,6,1,8,5,3,6,0,16,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,5,11,5,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,5,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326290524959804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778330602405529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583311221888326,0.0,0.0,0.263998272560877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407977587273036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668381448237384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063392378143506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165953491209126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988712311998875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993433958018216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962133190934404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282785137948554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746709342181968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152156070662409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327534234023421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470863277109153
adhd,Emily_BRrealtor,2018/01/24,"Mood swings I’ve always been a super happy person. My family and friends always say how they love how I love everything and I am always excited. 

But if something happens that makes me sad I feel that sadness strongly. Even if it doesn’t last long max 15 min. But my mother has always told me Emily contain yourself you are just too much sometimes. And it makes me so angry. 

If something happens just let me express myself I’ll get over it. 

It makes me feel uncared for. Everyone wants to be around me because I have so much love but when it isn’t as fun to be around me I’m “too much”

Has anyone else had this experience with people not understanding your emotions?",1.6835209923664145,4.329308206106873,3.0962547709923705,87.44682490458015,85.2595419847328,5.412404580152671,22.691316793893126,6.9077264865688965,0.9378431297709916,529,19,99,7,16,172,86,131,0.048,0.79,0.162,0.9291,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,12,12,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,5,0,25,27,15,0,4,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,17,9,8,21,3,7,0,2,0,3,12,3,0,3,4,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506607346890929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467611980027292,0.13873519348923233,0.0,0.24107270170341655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253970928838877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311086893604408,0.15230885349074447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943164305928948,0.0,0.0,0.12938226750226206,0.12169044948678083,0.13244898812264316,0.12764481106854786,0.0,0.1369264846122793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461113125495973,0.0,0.07074187664808765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239470812585327,0.1441377841136667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037057729814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845756250067015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982637390951276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666163605717902,0.0,0.2711453532221429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986078116476669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387059215434644,0.11822767026768492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767698351231028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208477914194774,0.13391588908048271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938226750226206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409580981203562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986351760956256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,20somethinggirl24,2018/01/24,"Need advice for how to survive PA school with ADD (inattentive, not hyperactive)! Hi! So, I just discovered reddit today actually while I simultaneously discovered this ADHD forum, and I could not be happier to be reading so many relatable posts. I feel like people with ADHD can feel so isolated. 

I'm going to try to cut to the chase. My ADD stayed undiagnosed for most of my life because I would get good grades by spending WAY too much time studying/doing homework. I worked really, REALLY hard and it showed. Meanwhile, I would always barely finish exams (or sometimes not finish them at all), my friends refused to study with me because I was distracting or couldn't keep up with them, I can't hear myself think if people are around me making any noise whatsoever, I literally can't do anything unless it's absolutely last-minute, I am very impulsive, etc. etc. Once college rolled around, I talked to my doctor because I couldn't study with friends or peers because I couldn't focus, I couldn't keep up, and I couldn't stop myself from continuously pulling my friends off-task or to a topic we weren't currently focusing on. She prescribed me Adderall and sent me on my way.

Fast forward, I applied to PA school (literally on the last day that the applications were due, might I add) and got into a few of them. I went to PA school (my first-choice program- I was very excited and grateful) for three months and then, after a lot of struggling and a lot of tears, I had to withdraw. 

Here were my problems: I am EXTREMELY detail-oriented. Everything has to be just-so. I have always thought of myself as a perfectionist. When I study, I always need to study every teeny tiny little detail so that I understand ALL OF IT. This worked for me in school, but NOT in PA school. I would struggle to grasp the big pictures of topics, and there is simply not enough time to spend so much time on every little detail. So, not only was I focusing on all the wrong things when I studied, but it just generally took me longer to grasp information than my peers. Meanwhile there is barely enough time to learn all the information for the average PA student, let alone someone with ADD. 

All my professors I talked to and tried to confide in pretty much talked to me as if I just wasn't studying correctly and wasn't good at time management. Although technically this was true, it didn't seem fair. I really couldn't help it, and I had been doing these things for my ENTIRE LIFE and managed to get amazing grades, so how was I supposed to change everything in the middle of PA school? 

Sorry, that was way longer than I'd hoped it would be... But can anyone relate? Are there any PA student ADDers out there? Does anyone have any advice as to how I can control my studying to focus on the right topics, or any advice at all for someone with ADD in an intensive grad program?

ANY help would be appreciated. I'm so glad I've found a place to express my concerns. I'm quickly losing confidence and need to figure out how I can succeed because I truly feel my passion is for PA, and once I am an actual PA... I would be a great one. Thanks so much! (-: 
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adhd,artvindustries,2018/01/24,"I just wanted to say a quick Thank you! I have had ADHD all my life but never sought treatment until very recently as an adult. I have a pretty decent life and have held down a solid career for many years now, but my gf and everyone else around me has always gotten so frustrated with me over the years for my lack of memory and needing to repeat themselves over and over again. I felt like I wasn't understanding what was wrong with me. Then i found this sub and it has seriously helped me. 

The posts here have really opened my eyes and aided me in realizing that I have and still struggle with ADHD. My behavior was always so elusive to me and I desperately felt like i was broken and needed to be take to the returns department. 

Anyways, just wanted to say how thankful i am that this sub exists. Without it i wouldn't have had many other souls to help guide me in understanding myself and why i do what i do. ",6.433977900552487,6.051458281767958,7.05021546961326,76.75410773480665,65.62983425414365,9.89193370165746,28.59723756906077,9.3871,2.266402872928176,723,19,140,12,10,239,104,181,0.131,0.752,0.116,-0.6048,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,12,8,1,1,7,0,19,3,1,1,2,36,33,18,0,6,5,0,2,2,1,1,2,2,0,1,9,15,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,11,5,27,4,23,20,2,22,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,14,112,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397465098950771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522630961551666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583000382728793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180784134459184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506441085993845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714331749806489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498117587270166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948564615246447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967704706145994,0.13811133325729474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866100935878005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096160289040756,0.10901656547328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353726521032935,0.1438020930125011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055137585014582,0.0,0.13956444848687438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481177091769905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128809791464897,0.0,0.0,0.14776799099977192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627637218155044,0.0,0.0,0.260269149658306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942972456133597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116627196337152,0.16674184435590142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754490534696455,0.0,0.0,0.13625477050165194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454223730699146,0.0,0.18204741307775385
adhd,curioustraveller1985,2018/01/24,"Need Help!!! Recently diagnosed with Adult ADHD (Male, 33 yrs old); question on paranoia I was recently diagnosed with ADHD quite a few months back and have been given Concerta to deal with it. I take the medication quite sparingly.

I just have a quick question, do ADHD sufferers, especially adult males, tend to be more paranoid or have a greater tendency to imagine connections or patterns where there are just coincindences.

For example, I clearly remember not doing anything illegal but I can't stop worrying that my behavior frightens other people.
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adhd,ouichu,2018/01/24,"Trying to be normal Sometimes I wish I could

- Interrupt people without having them think that I'm being selfish or that I'm not listening to what they have to say
- Respond to a text late without having the other person think that I've lost interest
- Not actively participate in conversations and still have friends who want to talk to me
- Accidentally ignore someone because I'm absorbed in a video game and they wouldn't get mad at me

...and not have to pretend to be a normal person all the time.

Sometimes I feel like I'm accomplishing good work by not letting my ADHD become an excuse, but lately I've been feeling... resentful... 

I know resentment is a dangerous feeling and I'm aware that I haven't been in the best mood lately, which could be warping my perspective.

I just feel so tired.",10.991479028697569,7.789007629139077,10.635596026490068,63.63520419426051,58.801324503311264,13.245474613686536,43.04746136865342,11.20814326018867,4.8292905077262684,636,27,109,12,6,210,91,151,0.149,0.71,0.142,-0.6163,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,4,3,13,4,0,8,0,17,1,0,0,1,29,34,7,0,7,9,0,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,8,4,0,1,7,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,6,13,5,15,23,2,9,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,6,76,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880021432083125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562036810498631,0.15512206284810726,0.0,0.0,0.14739938005386066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428457285479367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407408063101386,0.10034143605232687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851556957432476,0.0,0.07338220077664917,0.0,0.0,0.11780740811096055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719066863896748,0.0,0.4753197596915612,0.0,0.0,0.1436252631664429,0.0,0.06861946178981165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332376819536353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752331336228226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737415752709484,0.24528064699491575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169584972181958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900748791720135,0.0,0.27782815851982673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121679423789062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289280917660505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999642393681042,0.0,0.0,0.08190073057394408,0.16143293346134402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953600636069984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284429197585902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615168913587687,0.2707881763967789,0.0,0.10225327558182952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,brearose,2018/01/24,"The reason it took me so long to get diagnosed About 3 years ago I read something that made me suspect I have ADHD. I looked into it a lot, and realized that I should probably see about getting diagnosed. I finally booked an appointment last week. When my doctor asked me why it took me 3 years to get an appointment, I had to explain that I just kept forgetting. I'd think about it during class usually and decide I'd call later, then come home and do a million things until it was too late to call. The only reason I finally did it was because I had to drive my friend there anyways and booked it in person. My doctor said that just the fact that it took me 3 years to get around to it convinced her enough to bring me in for an official diagnosis.",7.821409649952699,5.879731311258283,8.139413434247874,75.12807947019868,63.70198675496689,11.807379375591294,34.81646168401136,10.608840637214634,3.410352128666036,592,20,119,12,7,196,85,151,0.016,0.942,0.042,0.5719,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,8,0,8,4,0,3,1,22,25,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,15,7,0,1,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,3,19,2,17,13,2,25,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,15,82,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518925899712538,0.0,0.1120344325498137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251120833189453,0.11815476587479115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704433029356393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811047621283617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887119272073413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656024977239983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258724860242562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305915363315915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769015190058259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764626769680516,0.0,0.26412792373760074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677644650852954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103022257836392,0.1425700191486772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118485006666154,0.1061332323314018,0.0,0.0,0.10744969126680057,0.0,0.11959041695515547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612299396344552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035623648874973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362665414723227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642118271409727,0.0,0.0,0.2598937315619289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022296088003738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071406016241924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729887237678314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839658939668603,0.08098367388729061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42126175748748623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919740331520736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138001229394283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404459175619967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416721524367954
adhd,acidisfun,2018/01/24,"I'm Extremely Quite at Work I'm a 24 y/o male, just started my position at a new job as an electrical engineer about 3 weeks ago and I'm super excited about the position. My issue is that I'm very very quiet at work. I take adderall 20mg XR so that may have something to do with it. But that annoying this is that if I'm outside of work, even if I'm on my meds I tend to be more tame so to speak but not straight up quiet. 

I feel that a lot of it has to do with my sometimes inappropriate sense of humor, paired with the fact that I really over analyze things. As the new guy I don't want to come across as an entitled ass by walking around making jokes all the time, and I also don't want to come across as unintelligent in some of the questions I ask. But I'm in no means an airhead - I graduated with a 3.5 in Electrical Engineering so I think this may just be a confidence problem. 

Any advice or similar experiences would be appreciated, really love this sub and all the support it provides.

TL;DR: I just started a new job and am quiet as hell at work even though I'm not really otherwise.",3.8915429403202317,4.342701065502183,6.0286288209607015,79.03190975254729,71.09606986899564,9.949461426491997,29.240465793304228,10.047579312681364,2.7072373216885013,860,32,185,22,15,304,122,229,0.116,0.7559999999999999,0.127,0.561,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,13,9,2,0,15,0,15,2,1,1,3,38,38,20,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,13,11,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,5,14,6,35,32,5,25,1,0,0,2,6,14,2,8,8,120,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879476943624027,0.11683395851303675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540150476572538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962944853636103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733115924566764,0.12321648532646474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270704126241453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410711837959195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289270266399901,0.0,0.0,0.06664273083377949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050407411387344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756638302630805,0.2615850369264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205280810542084,0.11895587867717552,0.0,0.08797843525441129,0.0,0.0,0.1435703264603471,0.14640160512667505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38188374174572143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611610709159166,0.0,0.0,0.14764769407130088,0.1401869764839042,0.0,0.0,0.2533059900650745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146713077321018,0.1303549211188402,0.0,0.18657937045487846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956662821150174,0.0,0.0,0.09909822434401892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756297103457338,0.08445299342212577,0.12949417289560022,0.0,0.07685443642876809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749986059910725,0.15547972103610375,0.0,0.10572310566338804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38381185675709545,0.0,0.0,0.0936279088351816,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,QuasiMixture,2018/01/24,"I have literally no clue how to stop making mistakes. I seem to keep destroying everything that matters to me and that I want because of stupid mistakes.

 I just scared away some new friends that I was hitting it off with because I made totally inappropriate sexual jokes.

 I fell in love with a girl almost two years ago and became best friends, we broke up twice because of careless things I did and said. She'll occasionally talk to me because she misses me and cares about me and wants to be friends again so she'll give me the chance again. Every single time she does the conversation goes bad because I get sentimental and don't know when to stop talking, this time I even insulted her on accident and hurt her self confidence. I keep telling myself it'll be different next time, I see exactly where I went wrong I know what to do and I keep making the same mistakes over and over again no matter how hard I try.

At school I keep telling myself that today it'll be different, I'll be myself, I'll talk to people and introduce myself to people and make friends but each time I end up sitting quietly by myself telling myself to build up the courage to go say hi to just one person. 

Everytime a teacher messes something up or I miss some instructions for an assignment because my attention is wandering away I can't bring myself to raise my hand and say something about it. I talked with the band director to ask about jazz band and how to join that because I'm super interested in that and I love music and guitar and it'll help me make friends and he didn't really answer my question and just told me to check the band website and I couldn't bring myself to ask him for more information and just walked out.

Whenever I make a mistake it upsets me a lot and I try my best to make it right and to fix things and to be better next time but I make 17 more mistakes on the way and just get filled with more regret.

I don't know if this is the right place to post this, let me know if there's a better place. I'm a teenager and I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety, ADHD and depression like 7 months ago.

I'm having a hard time staying hopeful, I feel like in theory I'm the most well intentioned, nice, caring, good person in the world but in practice I'm toxic and destructive no matter how I try to do things differently.

Thanks for listening. :)",5.322064516129032,6.012060679569894,5.909193548387097,80.3037903225807,68.01075268817205,9.296774193548387,30.123655913978496,9.3871,2.5234817204301074,1876,68,368,36,30,609,215,465,0.13,0.6629999999999999,0.207,0.9937,3,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,5,21,45,4,2,18,0,25,4,1,13,2,97,72,39,0,12,11,0,4,2,5,5,1,5,0,4,20,35,0,6,10,6,1,7,8,21,1,3,8,10,59,24,54,51,13,56,0,6,1,2,44,24,0,11,23,241,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258014509913712,0.0,0.12182055356109267,0.0,0.06880653725139375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256555740846508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847549326720178,0.0,0.12911698886787018,0.0,0.05737281282034368,0.2932093252961658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422093290989996,0.12154282397841537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401157669164564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591827445243666,0.06974264727754431,0.0,0.21537261170006888,0.0,0.0,0.06013155308298905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060859670797519236,0.0,0.0,0.04538454788716654,0.0,0.05789399701094241,0.0,0.06175516677561424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474355600169119,0.049088861539640594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26543898409782296,0.0,0.07179982338543582,0.06591614759754245,0.03905140462401493,0.05763353378844501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231074065102607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605713877180583,0.0,0.0,0.06824790328365568,0.0,0.0,0.07355910814720559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443024828101406,0.0,0.0,0.15105233467037596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026409960382922,0.0,0.06713978574052129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058417669336925285,0.12403303948811005,0.0650182736793946,0.3210670627947036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484637456195435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636382293802323,0.146154945539839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046561973271921034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952744294768515,0.11999576837237888,0.14358174113337924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658084361578719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697472572487446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044019558929043134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173617240002235,0.06536217175308083,0.1092872958024554,0.06879409333231376,0.06954162193768669,0.05475567770165631,0.06255409210258664,0.0716830545153843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057978536066548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323933410762565,0.0,0.1148949463110515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091688923413288,0.1801756018947612,0.06326206014669461,0.0,0.0,0.13695037477090266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040399149020455,0.0,0.06513226191995472,0.06565859145977826,0.0,0.13995564971904875,0.0,0.06712300031055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105787874177423,0.0545414928525115,0.0,0.0,0.06178159226604561,0.06369800352749541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512730820809857,0.0,0.04424917210047637
adhd,avocadobubbletea,2018/01/25,"My son just had a pre screening for ADHD with his pediatrician. A few months ago I started my journey of finding out I had ADHD. I had original been diagnosed as bipolar and BPD. The BPD made sense but the bipolar not so much because I never felt manic and my depression was constant (although varying in levels through out). I had never considered ADHD until a coworker of mine mentioned that a lot of her symptoms were similar to my ""bipolar"" symptoms. That led me to do some research and my eyes nearly popped out of my skull. Holy crap. I have ADHD. A lot of things from my childhood made sense. Always feeling like I dragged down behind my peers because I could never sit and do homework or not being able to even attempt to study. I would study an hour before a test. I was naturally talented in school so I would be able to pass very easily despite my lack of studying. At least until I needed to study and things got harder. I almost failed out of high school and graduated by the skin of my teeth. 

Even before I suspected my own ADHD I had already started seeing the signs in my then 4 year old. Constant fidgeting, not listening to orders, delayed speech, ignoring his bodily functions, not wanting to eat because he had better things to do, constant non stop energy, so on and so forth. I has mentioned it to his teacher and she told me that he was too young for labels and that all kids were like that. I ignored it and moved on. 

Fast forward to my diagnosis and finally getting treatment that I decided to go ahead and schedule my now 5 year old for an appointment with his pediatrician. I refused to let him fall through the cracks like I did. Feeling like I had no self control or being constantly bombarded by family as to why I was so disorganized, forgetful, and basically unadult like. My self esteem suffered so much and even more so when I became a parent because I didn't suddenly become better like you're supposed to when you have kids. I felt like a horrible mother because it would be  12pm and I still hadn't managed to get out of bed to feed my son or I found it easier to be on my phone for 3 hours instead of interacting with him (children can be so freaking boring). 

I was only diagnosed a few months ago so I'm learning still about giving myself structure and now that it's almost certain that my son has it too I'm gonna start adding his structure to mine and vice versa. I want my son to be able to reach his potential and lead the happy life and childhood that I wasn't able to because of the notion that you can't be smart if you have ADHD. I get so upset thinking about what would of been of I had been diagnosed as a kid opposed to an adult. Maybe I would of been able to go to college. Instead I got pumped full of anti psychotics since I was 12.",5.10363387978142,5.864131380692173,6.069339708561024,78.71034836065577,68.52641165755921,8.65009107468124,32.189890710382514,8.761943790366164,2.6515213114754093,2204,93,412,35,36,731,255,549,0.111,0.7759999999999999,0.113,-0.5015,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,7,26,22,1,1,20,0,49,16,5,6,5,81,77,43,0,11,10,6,5,7,0,6,9,2,2,7,20,27,2,7,10,0,0,9,12,9,0,0,32,10,72,13,75,29,13,68,0,3,3,0,36,18,1,9,48,307,92,11,0.3126123199546825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508391105658811,0.0,0.11084478387670813,0.0,0.12521443267142213,0.0,0.0689950937335545,0.0,0.05202369861062245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286786824180691,0.06905114933746744,0.1064040237184436,0.0,0.0,0.11059207713167928,0.0,0.0,0.15748970938794746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702582882477845,0.07012425975885705,0.049919099997565004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385050662032967,0.1903769545898182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397608941297478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388649340783613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894061469385604,0.0,0.06322647276733033,0.08933212153540808,0.12006274052591046,0.06849030322817481,0.05714439939777781,0.0,0.0,0.06855265465074872,0.0,0.0,0.0979962207471814,0.05997724456875511,0.0710659142335946,0.0,0.10000985197866824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655632551884574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605841592789749,0.0,0.0,0.1231440656795514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393345545726876,0.04416146532572745,0.2138172244203055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063087261212475,0.0,0.11832053431631953,0.0,0.0,0.06281221866922845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998096685169304,0.06645148458014583,0.0919224099204944,0.04635961483001478,0.14466353585236053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121361709599774,0.0,0.0,0.04755115123523672,0.0,0.0,0.06942379722716943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655214294774847,0.049822308990075316,0.0,0.13044913117055104,0.0,0.0,0.051719228302618304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327611654424229,0.0,0.09986104101344216,0.05227157946703823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996955902096188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246114407590673,0.04006187037894479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059742893684671526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051587580674654715,0.07375473832607814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056416799004639515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207082281017207,0.0,0.0,0.0805248338613209
adhd,WorshipHK,2018/01/25,"Psychiatrist didn't listen. Now I'm scared and frustrated. I need advice here as I have never been to a psychiatrist before today.  
  
7 months ago I was prescribed wellbutrin for attention. Didn't help my attention issues I discussed with my PCP. PCP has told me she can't prescribe me anything else anymore because it's not her area of practice so now I have to go see a psychiatrist.  
  
Went in today for my evaluation. I wanted to be honest with her and let her know I also have bipolar. She asked if I had been to counseling, I told her it was for a car accident and some resentment. I instinctively cry when I tell people I don't know ""intimate"" things like that so she kept looping around and around that my ""new"" attention issues are because of car accident trauma and bipolar.  
She wants to up my wellbutrin dose and put me on a mood stabilizer after I told her that I don't want to take one because my manic episodes aren't severe enough for me to want to medicate.  
  
I'm frustrated because I sat and answered all of her questions, but she never asked me once if I had ADHD symptoms before my car accident. I feel like she just went for the convenient piece of information she could tie it to and sent me to a trauma therapist that I don't want to see on top of prescribing me meds I don't want to take.  
If I were to sit and highlight any of the symptom lists in the FAQ, or any medical site really, I would end up with most everything on them. Looking at the Adult ADHD one from CADDAC makes me even more upset that this person just threw me into an assumption.
  
I have never been in this situation before so I'm unsure what my next step is. I'm scared that if I keep going to psychiatrists until I find someone that believes me, I'm gonna be put on some kind of fucking watch list because the meds are controlled substances.  
  
Please help me. I don't know what to do here and I'm at my wits end feeling embarrassed and crazy.",4.975428571428573,5.629352309090908,6.047168831168829,79.13646753246752,68.76623376623378,9.172987012987011,30.205194805194807,9.281916038205594,2.5465812987012995,1529,57,298,29,25,510,183,385,0.134,0.816,0.05,-0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,14,15,4,4,11,0,31,8,0,2,4,58,72,24,0,13,9,0,2,2,0,2,7,1,0,2,15,17,0,3,12,0,0,12,13,10,0,2,19,7,59,4,48,47,7,46,0,0,4,1,29,17,1,9,18,206,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385771850399384,0.0828783754492491,0.07518169193710167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067825001924586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535162677212715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411180089566109,0.0,0.0,0.06979395115055594,0.15100327304319672,0.15857759095533874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585063794140075,0.0,0.2165090927769599,0.09555531527948996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512509854088873,0.06771635554756901,0.0,0.0931632030215869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085045841115503,0.0,0.15023845771634578,0.08763459974422713,0.0,0.056018249765158734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622454156260561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576809898696237,0.060590492456849325,0.0,0.0,0.07751763287721464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840834023998036,0.0,0.0,0.09640247351794956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369686042051146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704567338495464,0.0,0.07538577631273867,0.0,0.08831978769666028,0.1398331778948082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867271365337167,0.0,0.08287078888925725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122163959620606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661339991032949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841645897845224,0.1708805420923821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769700375915377,0.0,0.0,0.06288783573884077,0.19623926370917716,0.08191301625292126,0.09019968937466293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032317883450024,0.1149430971435402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879872153773786,0.07405552370112771,0.0,0.09309931009532528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052117326308372,0.09501007748233876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433344081712332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982540895805276,0.0,0.13517011284006936,0.0,0.0,0.09581465696187896,0.0,0.0,0.09533347300544187,0.0,0.0,0.0718618606892916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630656140542428,0.12753778557138384,0.0,0.07413038385973499,0.0,0.0,0.09847454098272193,0.05634605209994732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607857954241505,0.2431276423486704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001497673666137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724517869017707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060248789721322464,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rellis07,2018/01/25,"[vent] I am at my wit's end! My husband and I moved recently due him getting a new job. New house, new job, new health insurance, and new doctor. I've seen my doctor about 3 times since moving in October, and she seemed nice and understanding about my ADHD. She continued my Ritalin rx as my other doctor had done. 

Since we got new health insurance, I had to go through the whole prior authorization process again, which previously, had only taken a few days. It's been 4 months, now. The first three months I gave up on the process, giving in and paying the full price (with GoodRx coupons, of course) But January came along and I decided I needed to bite the bullet and wait for the prior authorization to go through so I could finally get my insurance to cover most of it. 
My pharmacy has sent 4 prior authorizations since Jan. 11th, and I can't get a hold of my doctor. I've sent emails, left messages at the desk, and requested to talk to her office people, but I still have yet to hear back. I am beyond furious. I even submitted a formal complaint to the main corporate office. 

My life has been totally disrupted by going without my Ritalin this long. I am tired and distracted all day, I'm not sleeping well, and I oversleep every morning. My routines have gone to shit, and my anxiety has been sky-high along with my mood swings. I finally caved and bought my meds without the insurance earlier today. I don't know what else to do to get this doctor's attention, short of showing up at the office and not leaving until I have that paperwork. I did consider it, but I live out in the boonies and my clinic is an hour away.

TL;DR My doctor's office is ignoring me, or facing some crisis of incompetence. ",5.2953636363636365,6.2271933848484835,6.279393939393941,76.75909090909094,68.18181818181819,10.0,30.45454545454545,10.125756701596842,3.0852727272727267,1347,51,251,33,22,448,187,330,0.117,0.872,0.011,-0.9893,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,0,1,11,7,2,1,16,0,23,17,3,0,2,44,47,22,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,0,9,22,0,3,5,1,4,9,6,4,1,2,17,2,41,2,42,29,8,54,0,0,1,0,15,15,1,4,30,170,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984617530158887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355607456889997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805652005962249,0.0638834942718184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502153968726362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663327261425702,0.0,0.0,0.10715962585221912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102162209930092,0.0,0.08501982116502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940279075652979,0.0,0.0735843386076781,0.0,0.0,0.054873644492697014,0.0,0.06999859551620742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202045019552526,0.0,0.07066791893760868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736237625583987,0.07969803419851826,0.14164906299868255,0.0,0.06644677210910832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662059337678024,0.09363734830149792,0.0,0.0,0.08777872224000358,0.0,0.0,0.08181719607527793,0.09586331926802577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648884256370748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565866852470032,0.0,0.0,0.08796986533314542,0.09026680791214696,0.0,0.05868195511635785,0.0,0.0,0.07336127979641263,0.07352330358506809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922832990132704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262753952769987,0.1766020672903579,0.0,0.06160286613229024,0.0,0.4814358626373527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631861851035927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057597303661095035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203160876497909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756330330784544,0.0,0.0,0.08528056293177569,0.20617423435939292,0.0,0.08314013277177815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663479017668562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677666412148084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844469383594293,0.09548839163909724,0.07875025205685612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648934873638875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469901735340173,0.0,0.0,0.09275600185914436,0.0,0.1601725675461643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the_lone_sharpie,2018/01/25,"Any study tips? Have any of y'all done dual enrollment in high school? The title was pretty straightforward but have any of y'all done/are any of y'all currently doing dual enrollment? I'll be a high school junior next school year but also a college freshman. I'm taking three dual enrollment classes next school year: two of them are online and for the other class, I have to take a bus to the college campus a few towns away. 

I'm worried about pacing myself and getting things done because adhd causes me to procrastinate a ton. I'm currently medicated, but I think I'm gonna go unmedicated starting this summer.

Does anyone have study tips either? Or advice for a college freshman?",5.791606837606839,7.117597784615384,6.563333333333333,73.7338888888889,67.30769230769229,8.547008547008549,29.05982905982906,8.841846274778883,2.48634188034188,552,19,91,9,9,182,76,130,0.032,0.949,0.018000000000000002,-0.3939,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,0,10,1,0,1,0,9,21,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,8,0,12,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,54,11,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684870270413598,0.12753371093168947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043694949678192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550074659285539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125623429173252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261925779300566,0.0,0.0,0.07955821452212689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134070613568685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142109411569716,0.4006737948727284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818654253314803,0.0,0.0741723346053438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757837977626001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147597030545866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775995800709356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327764735073567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283358691982543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237626497397802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625586275986825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670562232553634,0.08362609520214435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749015526287885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254012284743644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808944162933634
adhd,prleLTD,2018/01/25,"[Video]German schools try weighted vests in classroom Here is a video Istumbled upon today describing usage of weighted vests.
Does anybody have expirience with that?
Edit: link
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adhd,worlddones,2018/01/25,"Depression, relationships and ADHD So I have been diagnosed with ADHD when I was a kid (now 19) but my parents didn't want me to take any meds. In the last 2 years of high school I started taking Ritalin, but I stopped after I graduated. 

After graduation everything seemed so confusing. Even before University started I got depressed about how I was living my life and especially how I wasn't able to connect with people on a more intimate level and usually I would destroy relationships by just forgetting about people who I want to have a better connection with. 

I started getting extremely depressed and had suicidal tendencies and to combat that pain I started taking Ritalin again but sometimes the wear off effect makes me even more depressed.

I just don't know what to do anymore. Is depressing and ADHD go hand in hand? And is connecting with people on an intimate level part of ADHD or is it just part of my personality?",5.9155791855203645,7.911745770588241,7.209999999999997,66.66192307692307,67.76470588235293,10.642533936651583,34.841628959276015,10.727762888450028,4.5209909502262455,751,37,116,23,13,255,99,170,0.24,0.695,0.065,-0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,1,1,6,0,14,8,3,4,0,30,29,16,1,3,7,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,7,2,18,1,22,21,4,22,0,5,0,0,6,8,0,3,13,91,22,3,0.10337570792782548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969500479385597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029902629499454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252092438304823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796511346591991,0.0,0.0,0.09142741292436372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445186728801637,0.104924167505186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655736025361462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929074205814029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400954071728994,0.0,0.058750797109507286,0.0,0.0826789971805221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922211114595676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056812585568812364,0.08426499933311896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301731969231068,0.0,0.0,0.0912826440310358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900408776735109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482710712265855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999904176454227,0.0,0.11478648996362036,0.22389163559327596,0.0,0.21500309898493536,0.09026368077564244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219736460715657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462173538860643,0.0,0.09410936197742988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224121845062666,0.0,0.2926794325726543,0.0,0.0,0.08642672068544824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307624591670055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331770012884081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385373747249088,0.0,0.121947341816137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343513691796963,0.0,0.0,0.06657056659980087
adhd,youngmammoth,2018/01/25,"I am the only one who feels like Vyvanse becomes significantly less effective if you eat before or after? Hi 27/M currently taking 60mg for ~2.5 years, its helped tremendously. My issue is that I have to take it on an empty stomach for it work properly. If I eat anything before I have to wait 2-3 hours otherwise I'll just feel foggy and zombified. Even when I wait it seems to take over an hour to take effect. I currently take it around 8am on an empty stomach and have my first meal between 2-4pm when I am done with my most crucial tasks. Afterwards, I feel like about a 60% reduction in effectiveness. Could it be mental? My doc is convinced that vyvanse should work the same regardless if you take it with food or not. Ideally, I think I would be better off being on a slightly lower dose like 50mg with a 5-10mg Adderall booster after lunch if needed. Any feedback would be appreciated.",4.217692307692307,5.545522937853111,5.653333333333336,78.78148631029987,71.03389830508475,8.609995654063452,28.869621903520212,9.057496981413335,2.434882138200781,708,27,134,14,13,239,110,177,0.046,0.84,0.114,0.914,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,8,6,6,0,0,8,0,16,8,2,3,0,33,30,10,0,11,8,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,6,5,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,16,6,20,21,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,8,14,88,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908891087934938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998561869928436,0.11898014181377001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476100266239739,0.2274589333367563,0.0,0.0,0.118205848899245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671161523573908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367741531393349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735222324944808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827701766849963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273800113551926,0.1909644801677864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368578096688338,0.16161460165657984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958526728584931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324397186651743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949975323270228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588936085065314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469150815983638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910253551163614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056721568372987,0.10164967226729923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167332166678875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029457577210221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085639903317779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460299139783607,0.0,0.0,0.18988752761936026,0.0,0.0,0.08606860989431142
adhd,jerrymaccain,2018/01/25,"Does medication help with wild day dreaming? One of the problems with my ADHD is that I go on these wild day dreaming trips. This happens especially when I am excited about something. It is such a huge time sink. For example today I got the idea for a trip and wasted the whole day google stuff. Never quite able to concentrate on my studies.

I am going to start titration next week and I was wondering whether it helps with this sort of thing.",3.4428529411764686,5.8331861529411775,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,75.70588235294117,7.0735294117647065,27.095588235294123,8.07648339933343,1.826088235294117,353,14,67,6,8,111,62,85,0.067,0.8170000000000001,0.116,0.5209,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,7,1,12,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,10,45,15,0,0.1994611492650005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971354024082486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859078208002559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454979586676714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267167354225768,0.0,0.15952730218997369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763828355644786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673892077835037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516735902565335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093612350730636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383673470297726,0.0,0.2121291950807304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351600368370808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908573820299967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215148440149167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355493749427152,0.0,0.0,0.1411796280706685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833529524656354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325131246105623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630740016049415,0.0,0.1890658471231985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599957026293294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269124998607934,0.0,0.0,0.21630710793491648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SunInSatabisha,2018/01/25,"How many of you suffer from depression as well as ADHD? So basically, I’m torn between extreme lack of motivation (but inner irritability because I literally can’t do anything but I need mental stimulation) and extreme focus towards a goal (but it’s very fleeting & leaves a huge void inside of me). 

I was wondering if anyone has any ideas to cope or whatever bc I go from “yo imma learn to cook!” To “I don’t want to eat today ._.” And then next week I’m like “i wanna learn Japanese!” And then no motivation after I try. Shit sucks ass. 

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adhd,Ghibbitude,2018/01/25,"ADD preschooler verbal stim ...help? I have combined type ADHD, and have 2 toddlers/preschoolers. DH also is diagnosed adhd (inattentive type) so we already know the kids are gonna have problems to some degree. Small1 is a carbon copy of me, and at 3.75 has a variety of behaviors I would qualify as symptoms. She is a classic space cadet that requires constant chivvying to get things done. This, I can cope with. 

She also has an unfortunate habit of mindlessly repeating short snippets of songs or phrases (like 2- 3 words) endlessly. This drives me absolutely around the bend, and no amount of gentle reminder to not drone manages to hold for more than a few seconds. 

She will do the same thing when DH and I try to engage in brief conversation in her presence, especially in the car. Either she ignores being told to stop repeating , or she will whinge that she just wants to talk... which would be fine. We love to converse with her. This is just brainmelting sonic assault. 

I am pretty sure, given stories from my childhood that this is just a form of stimming, but it is really obnoxious/disruptive. Any ideas about how we can discourage this form of stimming? She is a sweet, bright, and sensitive kid and I don't want to break her spirit, but my poor ears need a break!",5.320713947990548,7.178764591489365,5.4191134751773085,79.46361111111112,69.04255319148936,8.456264775413713,30.92789598108747,8.998388855275968,2.7413782505910165,1009,42,176,19,18,317,156,235,0.084,0.825,0.091,0.4155,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,0,0,1,10,11,1,0,12,0,25,4,1,1,1,40,34,16,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,2,12,13,0,5,2,1,1,3,3,4,0,1,3,4,23,7,28,24,8,19,1,1,1,1,21,8,0,3,7,128,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375324251417797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087603300145715,0.29114068179595176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378750575654425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204642322052135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671113513748686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847579073790617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628118917471287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510382554083653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201172326427805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054911469712749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003962549399162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893128379492489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429032820113673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497388023693502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851912430701766,0.0,0.17417934158392168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661389277515917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521862925878239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156231777651595,0.18920018811701775,0.0,0.14630983964933428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418669747054196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393867931754398,0.0,0.12358728352187705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473351869363186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25861958303149457,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,keos16,2018/01/25,"Mydayis side effect r/t food I've been tried on a bunch of meds so far-Adderall, Ritalin, Vyvanse. Vyvanse was a godsend. OMG, I feel so normal on it. Focus, control, it's amazing.

The price tag's a little difficult, however. So when Mydayis became available, my psychiatrist and I decided to try it, for savings to a tune of $270 a month. Now that my dose is appropriate, I like it. It's not quite as great as Vyvanse, but the difference is so slight that the savings make it more than worth it.

I've noticed a few side effect differences. The biggest good one is that Mydayis doesn't make my nose cold and runny like the Vyvanse. The worst is that food is just so unappealing.

I don't mean the appetite suppressant effects, that's been pretty consistent for all the amphetamines. (Down to 260 from 315 in the last year, so not complaining.) I mean that when I do eat, everything tastes...off. Not good. Bland at best and gross at worst. 

Had anyone else tried Mydayis and had this problem? Not a big enough one to make me switch, just mildly annoying. ",2.27885803851321,4.8307093645320185,3.528833407971341,86.19739699955221,80.97044334975371,6.646574115539633,26.46865203761756,7.84624498591911,1.7886866995073896,823,35,158,15,22,267,118,203,0.123,0.738,0.138,0.324,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,6,11,16,1,0,16,0,13,6,1,7,1,28,19,15,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,4,3,2,7,0,2,0,6,7,0,2,5,3,10,9,18,14,8,17,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,8,101,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019840411456438,0.14944397500660914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530640737271766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635869142429425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30477137773676594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924437118321615,0.12184174357724137,0.0,0.0,0.15070548123439073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310835703202949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374782717165601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527328565329536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446697101997935,0.0,0.16080381367772853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888993254251976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251314157056813,0.1461833559275495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920746954753994,0.0,0.0,0.3177540743096057,0.16201017181400434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641873825436964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290529797890472,0.0,0.16605498543945446,0.0,0.0,0.19766798524950932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838527408504426,0.0,0.13956194100975275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513297225526745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29707451553533626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392476395898997
adhd,kylephoto760,2018/01/25,"Going to the library Was driving by the library today and I thought I'd pop in real quick to see if they had a show (PBS) that I had been streaming but had gotten pulled before I could finish. Told myself it'd only be five minutes.

Walked out an hour later with five other items, none of which were what I was looking for initially. I probably won't look at any of them once I get home.

And I'll be late returning them.",3.631379310344826,4.393992540229888,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,71.87356321839081,7.179310344827586,25.99425287356322,7.1686216300943375,1.1515839080459769,329,10,68,3,6,109,68,87,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,20,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,10,3,10,0,10,5,2,14,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,7,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714259066553938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450509522937167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126872884199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170359496376227,0.0,0.14326526542433038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286101561139124,0.0,0.2482521676569409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436196809826597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42337449355204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846145575890346,0.0,0.1917214005171628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717894137238264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692701843275303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087847735425116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012670409954925,0.0,0.0,0.23894635497723016,0.24087726481131885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chocfrogcollector,2018/01/25,"Workbook, Mastering Your Adult ADHD Repost due to auto mod. 

Has anyone used the the work book treatment program, Mastering Your Adult ADHD? 

It is supposed to be used with the assistance of a cognitive-behavioral-therapist. Here is a [link](https://www.amazon.com/Mastering-Your-Adult-ADHD-Cognitive-Behavioral/dp/019023556X) to it in Amazon, if you’re interested.

1. Has anyone used it or known someone who used it, with or without a therapist?

2. Was it beneficial? Was it beneficial in the long-term?

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adhd,stiflersaunt,2018/01/25,"University studying troubles?? Need advice Hi everyone!

I'm finding it extremely difficult to be able to sit down and accomplish the mountains of work I have to accomplish. My issue is that I don't know ""how"". I don't know how to start, I don't know how to retain information while reading, and I just don't know...

I feel like my head isn't a functional place and I'm truly struggling. 

Can anybody give me advice with how to tackle school work and improve work ethics? ",2.374065934065936,4.984160527472528,3.908450549450549,83.24904945054945,81.08791208791209,7.156483516483518,26.68241758241759,8.238735603445708,2.1486079120879125,372,16,69,8,10,123,56,91,0.116,0.7509999999999999,0.133,0.3672,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,2,0,9,1,1,4,0,19,19,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,9,18,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,41,11,7,0.19803649107213614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38703793417495097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923235388680687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013320021684674,0.141477308791496,0.0,0.0,0.1810017651063963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997464751698576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324257336906926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066986451836478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353427055663113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675062632829758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684154881872205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690598325186246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809008255911933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042350162866715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017124766908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703073880067768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432518772311221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tatm123,2018/01/25,"What are good websites to be on while gaming or studying? Hi. What are good websites to be on while gaming or studying? 

Usually on youtube with news, music or movies as background noise but are there other sites that would help be more productive than yt? Suggestions? 
Thanks",3.313061224489797,6.491769693877554,2.5522448979591843,89.23204081632656,86.75510204081633,5.248979591836736,25.367346938775512,6.868970318607317,1.3931551020408173,221,9,37,3,7,64,34,49,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6948385866500502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277635910083332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813484751972012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561932671821913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942425587449377,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pineapplejustice,2018/01/25,"(21/M) I went to get diagnosed today, and I’m ADHD positive, but I’m starting to have doubts and concerns.      After struggling in school and just life generally, I finally went to see if I had it. I had bouts with depression before, and after watching videos of Dr. Berkeley, a lot of the stuff resonated with me, especially the idea that life hits you really quickly and I’ve never been able to plan long term.
     Now that I have the pill in my hand(5mg/ adderall)  I’m starting to get afraid of addiction and what if I’m not really adhd positive? The psychiatrist I went  to wasn’t all that thorough and im getting the thought of like what if I just a lazy fuck when it came to school? What if I just didn’t put any effort into trying to do homework, not getting distracted and such? I’ve been seeing adhd as something I hoped to have, because all my failures in my life wouldn’t have been all my fault completely and I thought it’d be weight off my shoulders if I did indeed have it. I’m not feeling that sense of relief. I’ve been to a mental ward for trying to kill myself before and I’m just like wtf do I do if I don’t change? Maybe I’m not looking at this right or I’m just being paranoid, i just don’t have anyone to talk to about this and I thought that posting here might get my thoughts in order. I know my thoughts at super disorganized and this shit probably doesn’t make sense and I’m sorry bout that I just wrote this really quickly and anxiously.
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adhd,TheDizDude,2018/01/25,"Just diagnosed with ADD/ADHD at 30. Scheduled to be prescribed Meds on Monday. What should I expect? * What can I expect from the Meds?
* Will it change me? 
* Will I become a super soldier? (ok this one might just be a stretch.)",-0.5495348837209306,0.701096488372098,0.9056046511627932,96.22863953488373,119.0,2.6502325581395354,15.927906976744184,4.935628992294339,-0.7074353488372092,171,5,33,1,10,54,34,43,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.119,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569916998715606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280640911893373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314235397875558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014955492662772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599025287647379,0.0,0.0,0.3151189813077744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128613200863635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bignapper616,2018/01/25,"I believe ADHD is hindering me in life, but I can't do anything to fix it I'm 18 and I've read all the symptoms of adult ADHD and they are all things that have hugely negatively impacted my life. I've never been able to apply myself fully, I've been temporarily motivated but it falls out quick. I've recently started trades work after dropping out of college and my attention span has almost gotten me seriously injured in my work.
 I need to do something about this. 
Now I know I can't really self diagnose but I at least want to see a doctor about it to know for sure.
The problem is when I was 16 I tried going to my mother about this problem and she said ""those medications"" don't work and just ""turn you into a zombie"". My family is very anti mental health medications, even with a family history of substance abuse and depression.
My question is: I know I'm a legal adult but I'm on my parents insurance and live at home. I share a primary physician with them (family doctor). Is there anything I can do other than getting my own insurance and finding a new doctor?",3.689728079911209,5.40150538679246,5.749001109877912,76.05659822419534,72.9622641509434,8.761820199778025,28.036625971143174,9.325443323948027,2.6790917869034407,850,33,154,20,17,296,123,212,0.125,0.8140000000000001,0.061,-0.9485,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,2,4,9,6,0,0,8,0,18,12,0,1,4,34,33,13,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,1,3,9,13,0,0,7,1,1,2,5,4,0,0,5,2,26,2,25,28,4,21,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,2,8,110,35,11,0.11857687226790155,0.14049420380382005,0.0,0.0,0.28501271497497005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873760918259188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515732494436475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335955294602353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021300863319506,0.12035302932836765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641053598954752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831890580783223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33535116630839057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837711305169492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619515216800589,0.0,0.0673899691149422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260416703162522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894227105191027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955002438359794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675087032350886,0.0,0.0,0.10470555064156402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389074477804985,0.119497597668043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792324830455611,0.09145379392530567,0.11452228213559915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166558402676065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269241052079722,0.0,0.0,0.13283323453211865,0.0,0.11860896085355688,0.0,0.07596338070916253,0.0,0.11708035614409353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279375935729932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449041499811167,0.0,0.12370153843034325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912862694136638,0.0,0.0,0.0839293205030329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117572988128559,0.12324677255984492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877720502798853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050591267958587,0.12897758682144492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783833799568993,0.06993971148443277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897612576429513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,droknight,2018/01/25,"Possible diagnosis at 24. Would this grade 12 report card be of any help? Hi guys.
I've been struggling to complete my bio science undergrad degree, I went to my university's doctor, who asked me a bunch of questions and I scored 6 when 5 was the minimum cut line for a diagnosis. My doctor said before she goes any further she wanted to see report cards. My high school was able to send me one they saved as a pdf, but since I've been graduated for 5 years they've deleted the rest. 

What types of things are they looking for in report cards? I'm waiting for my brother to check if we have any from elementary school which I think will be a better description of my behaviour. I clearly remember in grade 6 writing out ""I will not procrastinate lines"", always using lead pencils through elementary school so I had a reason to get up and talk to my friends, and just overall being a bad distraction. 

I'm a little confused about whether or not this is a proper diagnosis. The reason I went to the doctor was because my classmate described his issues with ADHD, and it kind of clicked for me.  I'm not a lazy student, in my bio classes I average high 70's low 80's, however when it comes to chemistry, calculus, genetics (math based), or any of the classes that require essay writing I STRUGGLE to concentrate and get the grades, even when putting in more effort and time than my biology classes.

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I appreciate any feedback from you guys! 
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adhd,blackdog6621,2018/01/25,"Ideas for structure? I'm having a lot of trouble fighting with my ADHD right now. I need to find new ways to structure my environment so I go to bed on time and get things done that I need to do. I've practiced a lot with the basics like taking very small steps, making lists and ""just doing it"" but they all seem to wear off after a few weeks. I'm starting to get really demoralized because I'm not succeeding and even my therapist is saying I don't seem motivated to change (while trying to be helpful). 

I'm looking for some of the newer ideas that I hope are out there. My favorite example is Russell Barkley's suggestion that instead of unlimited time on tests give a student unlimited breaks with a stopwatch and keep the total test time limited. It's a new spin on an accommodation that seems much more effective. I'm hoping there might be more suggestions/accommodations/structure in that vein for someone in the working world.

What do you guys do that works for you?",6.681997098646036,6.89442765425532,7.143539651837525,74.2877272727273,65.01063829787232,10.027852998065764,34.112185686653774,9.800150414767053,3.2294617021276597,781,32,144,15,11,256,117,188,0.087,0.815,0.098,0.6362,0,0,0,0,3,0,17.0,0,2,1,6,7,6,1,0,11,0,13,2,2,3,2,32,34,7,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,8,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,12,4,26,30,9,25,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,9,12,95,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807435045774938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525218888553904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794436511484366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431166609555463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237061036641173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278217561784876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613329467998654,0.13415832194087352,0.07948084202037375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847499279058684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937395262955838,0.0,0.0,0.2778082310398747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157506878794017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430645727322327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832438877809922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744005477461222,0.0,0.0,0.23779352330447515,0.0,0.0,0.09335197594637083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836036277388848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280695914229293,0.20739626090325775,0.0,0.2701389400759939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959246518099004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943243443238595,0.0,0.11121554238752204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38194671561771104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849573954494474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989876260723761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515093873333084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237839443858734,0.09291113603208127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446456389042397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495000237317823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153921509076215,0.0,0.111007627477245,0.11218045408882588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362714519933334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,paper_roses,2018/01/25,"How were you diagnosed? I was diagnosed yesterday with the combined type of ADHD, and I walked out of the doctor's office with a prescription for concerta right away. While getting a diagnosis was obviously a relief for me, since I finally had an answer for what was going on with me, I also feel a bit weird about it because all the doctor did was talk to me and ask me questions about my history, symptoms, etc. I didn't have any kind of cognitive testing, none of the computer tests, literally just me talking with the doctor for an hour, and filling out a form to report my symptoms. I guess I almost feel like my diagnosis is not legitimate compared to what some other people go through? For example my dad has a friend whose daughter was also diagnosed recently and apparently she's going through a whole battery of psychological testing so she can prove she has it to claim disability accommodations for school and taking the MCAT. So my question is, what methods did your doctor use to diagnose you? Is it ok that methods vary so wildly? ",8.615257731958764,8.072610113402058,9.18940206185567,63.73265979381445,61.2680412371134,12.296082474226804,40.01855670103093,11.602472056035307,4.911154226804123,838,40,138,22,10,283,114,194,0.009000000000000001,0.928,0.063,0.8745,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,9,6,0,0,15,1,17,10,0,2,3,26,27,12,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,10,2,23,5,28,17,7,15,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,5,6,112,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196065967924848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828292874426913,0.0,0.0,0.18892553270229775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032755959311308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042887945361207,0.0,0.1109802658585578,0.0,0.0,0.07200656697663894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895951207359854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795686519277277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836147944071072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173815453520366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945288116609355,0.08438695716391377,0.0,0.1293977616409477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126138793260666,0.0,0.06171429149472703,0.0,0.20139574065307644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012558956523304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116327171199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300672661460628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057708837051603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189148155928343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646491557847015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663202180405542,0.0,0.0,0.10087623205411217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195465873011896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771240687693336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554965047745905,0.08881365055299333,0.1898852762508204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202017949780223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131879895983599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,suclearnub,2018/01/25,"Stopping the feeling of ""it's too close to the deadline, I can't make a difference anyways"" It's like the world's most awful vicious cycle.

I don't do the work because I forget to, or I get distracted so easily, losing track of time.

I put it off until the next day, repeating until it's near deadline.

Then I rationalize to myself that since it's way too close to the deadline for me to finish it, I just don't do it, or I don't give myself urgency to the task.

The worst thing is that often I have an hour or two of my own time to get the assignments done right before class - but I never do it and sit there idly instead, or dream.

Any reminders/tips?",3.7146877534468783,4.144002496350367,5.333527980535283,83.9362692619627,71.48175182481751,8.132684509326845,26.90105433901055,8.167268648758528,1.59577599351176,510,16,108,7,9,174,81,137,0.103,0.836,0.06,-0.5294,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,11,1,10,0,0,1,1,16,15,10,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,1,14,1,15,14,3,21,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,6,13,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005888031284785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347865843096078,0.0,0.2002815445674282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179342829785802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459103389793807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408640385831028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119009556038024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459410057016996,0.2257872355074576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317908930199443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498932482729395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633175236050889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571105263777758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153095713600134,0.0,0.25031742836874765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661069051101855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100370077898524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469953421485808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677888686502412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563685968119554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744909233012447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992115333590485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682482730646505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713513165776475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GreenGorilla57,2018/01/25,"Finally diagnosed ADHD at age 22 After years of trying to convince people I have ADHD for them to say I don't look like I have ADHD. I can finally say I have diagnosed ADHD, I've struggled all my life for resolution on this, life's been pretty shitty and I've been close to killing myself numerous times as I just wasn't taken seriously but now I have diagnosis thanks for all the support on here throughout my struggles I appreciate it I managed to get through some dark times by just coming here and reading so thank you. I'm lost for words as I've been told ""I don't look like I have ADHD"" though out my life. I don't know what to say where do I go from here as I've failed through life and have no qualifications or skills ",5.115333333333332,5.159383066666671,6.328666666666668,79.37433333333334,68.33333333333334,9.333333333333334,30.0,9.150863307647796,2.315,580,20,120,10,9,196,84,150,0.156,0.715,0.129,-0.4938,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,1,1,3,9,12,1,2,1,0,15,6,0,0,2,15,28,10,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,7,5,19,6,22,21,3,16,0,2,2,0,6,6,0,2,10,78,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627200836658941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500282530220262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387876884143693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416289008930371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762061195711031,0.0,0.06267886816771473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220166621600885,0.0,0.060611068042145014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115969947725943,0.10776170075713122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522727046450335,0.0,0.12039171975608312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645939323346998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220192977641684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110317240362132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631148894115202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305926624853405,0.0,0.0,0.12515282891158905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307563152359895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835680565408704,0.0,0.12861893389566345,0.0,0.0,0.1053843322105368,0.0,0.07487790176841727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102146648294193
adhd,FuelledByPurrs,2018/01/25,"Finally found a friend who accepts me Long time lurker, first time poster. 
Obligatory background: 
I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI ( formerly known as ADD) about 3 years ago after a uni tutor noticed symptoms and suggested I look into it.  I am on Ritalin 10mg (allowed up to 3 times a day) and its working wonders! 


Back to the point: 

Today I had a fight with a friend and it basically was due to a communication breakdown. He thought he was communicating and I was getting none of it. 

He settled down eventually. I still felt guilty about my part in it and just felt awful. 

So when he reassured me it was all okay, we got into talking about what happened and such. He knows I am ADHD and the rest of my crazy. I told him that getting social and emotional cues was basically impossible and due to that, I don't know them. So I don't know what any emotion looks like and such. So how could I know he was upset?  And what to do in that case? 

He actually listened for one. Also said he would communicate better (as in actually say what he means!!!). 

He decided to seek some professional advice and do some reading on what he could do to help best given all my issues (suicidal thoughts, attempts, self harm, childhood abuse, ADHD, depression, anxieties, sensory overloads, DID).   

All because he wanted to and chose to!



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adhd,NathanMorganDrake,2018/01/25,"ADHD mom to ADHD daughter, nothing gets done, ever I am just posting out of frustration and anger and exhaustion. I have adhd, my 7 yr old daughter has adhd and odd.  She hates me 90% of the time. She won't do chores she's asked to do. She has an explosive temper and lashes out. I'm trying to do everything that is suggested. I give her small steps to do to break things down. But am still met with resistance every step of the way. It takes us 30 minutes to do one sheet of math (not homework, just practice they send home) because she tells me she doesn't know how to do it. But then won't look at me or tells me ""I know!"" when I try to explain it to her. And don't get my started on chore charts. It takes her 12+ hours to put one load of laundry away because she has to throw a fit first, then be reminded what she is suppose to be doing 100 times, etc. So putting more than one chore on a chart just sounds like I'm begging for more punishment. I've read the books on kids and adhd. She's on Intuniv, she sees a counselor. Gah. I don't know what I'm suppose to do. 

I am the most sympathetic ear she will ever get because I understand what she's going through. But it gets me nowhere. And my husband blames everything she does on me, not that she has ADHD. I'm looking for any references or tips, or anything at all to make this even a tiny bit easier. According to her evaluation her IQ is 127 and her verbal reasoning and comprehension is at actual genius levels. I'm not stupid by any means but she will con the fuck out of me given the slightest chance. 

TL;DR: My 7 year old and I are butting heads constantly. Any tips?",1.9306249999999991,3.729412717261905,3.4928809523809536,89.96878571428573,78.07738095238095,6.860952380952381,23.99761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.1232054761904768,1267,43,276,20,30,419,176,336,0.064,0.899,0.037000000000000005,-0.8273,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,1,1,10,9,7,0,11,0,31,4,2,3,3,42,60,23,0,0,14,4,0,1,0,4,1,2,5,1,12,14,0,0,8,2,0,7,8,8,0,4,3,5,43,1,40,51,6,41,0,0,3,1,36,16,1,4,16,179,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.08669020921644655,0.0,0.6405749120350367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123267226500947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310368958463731,0.0,0.08304879429502204,0.0,0.08346346821318533,0.0,0.0,0.1624590939885158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698488333466816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599914646034577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774016437894818,0.09090911477833638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907458040806998,0.058674722872086985,0.16071280511238212,0.07484737402297731,0.0,0.15967845732372238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556306124633534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212658649150707,0.18565062055389603,0.08521868946886738,0.05048701487070967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770623550037393,0.09117040601559008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910881376294164,0.0,0.08748464495605053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646428611563142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043400325721106685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491981625031839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929809596891829,0.0,0.0,0.0967674291105072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404255493027738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523964114458167,0.0,0.186434914937987,0.0,0.18059081815024688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507943637134757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860755426988506,0.0,0.0,0.0888591054285733,0.0,0.0,0.09133724268864776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079004560771393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287791652045208,0.0,0.07094379797997273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358582703836813,0.0,0.15529152544414754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590180701068038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360088205278037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120626356237136,0.0,0.0,0.09248043601642462,0.10685764570098467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051313998119509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720686954444459
adhd,Oaushygriuw,2018/01/25,"Question; why do make(seemingly) better decisions when I'm just a little drunk? I know a little about the science of all this stuff, but for some reason I feel much more able to complete tasks, and even send messages to old friends, when I'm juuuust a little bit drunk. 

Is there a reason for this? I would have thought the opposite would be true, but for some reason I seem a little more competent after maybe a couple of drinks. Probably it's just the wine talking, but I seriously feel like I'm more able to connect (initially) with people after a couple of drinks. 

Is that a thing for any of you?",6.061145320197044,6.389356025862073,6.436650246305419,78.43051724137933,66.32758620689657,9.387192118226602,30.364532019704434,9.23628265651192,2.5103118226601,473,16,89,8,7,153,69,116,0.055,0.799,0.146,0.9062,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,11,0,7,5,0,3,2,23,15,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,0,10,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,4,15,11,8,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,6,62,12,0,0.2579079854027069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876931370577524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404932720928485,0.140784361238587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520580789498773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285370280359813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526516390991421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517289598517351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130406026687505,0.09212475815207301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099629534876856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086974195040713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300040711611099,0.5169831124647356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607779147231738,0.0,0.1295516182631845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479602227206388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353155229436283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940046171720548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903421468519184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445798433316304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977585452624417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347897435641155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762146967060227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364833464292132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567130274157328,0.0,0.0,0.10237506590411163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636092090248787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832104330884836,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BustyJerky,2018/01/25,"Succeeding at something further convinces me that my method of studying/working/doing is valid, when in reality it's really not. This idea came up by seeing another post about aiming to study 8 hours a day, feeling anxious, and doing 0 instead. It also follows the whole thing on procrastination.

Fairly often, I procrastinate, and procrastinate, and procrastinate, and now we're 3 hours before the deadline of X thing, and due to ability or whatever else I somehow manage to pull off something legible that counts to an acceptable standard, get a good grade, release a good project, whatever. It will probably have flaws and bugs, but it's often better (or of similar standard) when compared to that of my peers.

How this logic works is beyond me. But I've noticed that many here can pull off the same, but this isn't nearly as common in normal functioning, organised people from what I can see.

But the method is totally awful, yet I still keep doing it (I suppose) because it works, and also because procrastination is hard-wired into me (so I'd probably do it even if it didn't work, tbh). Does offer some food for thought though, what if I did put in all the hours rather than rush it 3 hours before. Is the end product going to be just *slightly* better or many times better.",6.661392405063291,7.533033198312237,7.151746835443039,71.92964556962026,65.11814345991561,9.695527426160341,33.94345991561181,9.725611199111238,3.4211059915611823,1016,43,169,20,15,333,148,237,0.026,0.873,0.101,0.9261,0,0,4,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,7,20,8,0,0,10,1,16,1,0,1,2,38,25,24,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,20,9,1,1,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,4,3,11,8,27,19,5,34,0,0,2,0,1,12,0,9,14,124,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867114327888832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241046980132375,0.0,0.13188124862435796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232538183816826,0.0,0.1986716883013893,0.0,0.0,0.3097370838340732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335177160775828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752866589333658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021586262832837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752001642701527,0.0,0.10339563916047097,0.0,0.0,0.07710466184437305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059026480630403076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141160627521859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099103505870983,0.0,0.0663451656622957,0.19582938865899266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457474395371834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598555313583117,0.0,0.0,0.13178352897905185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376252051495692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367089819311664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437891971379675,0.0,0.13290752768633368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080931759918506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180318969079224,0.0,0.25172764138408066,0.0,0.0,0.11735441090068978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478565643532789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860509010133612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974196298005454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322749704547087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511171133140286,0.0,0.11469495911319826,0.09267730944837207,0.06807114364112786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033433852452056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549610007552594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thepageunit,2018/01/25,"Meal replacement drink A couple months ago I was diagnosed with intentive ADHD and was put on medication, but I have found that it is nearly impossible for me to eat any solid food at lunchtime on the days I take it (mostly at school). This leads to serious migraines that I have been getting from forgetting to eat enough. I have started to substitute my lunchtime meals with sustagen sport a protein shake. I found that I can drink it and at least get the nutrition I need to continue my day. However one meal or serving of sustagen has over 30g of sugar in it which I don't think is good for me. I was just wondering if there was some sort of meal replacement alternative that has all the nutrients I need for lunch that will keep me going until afternoon tea.",10.364897959183672,7.390933619047619,9.778605442176877,68.5919897959184,59.74829931972789,14.15374149659864,41.50680272108843,12.45797560212912,4.952896598639454,610,25,116,16,6,197,95,147,0.048,0.938,0.014,-0.5732,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,15,15,0,2,1,22,27,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,4,12,1,4,3,0,4,1,2,0,1,7,1,16,1,23,19,5,20,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,6,8,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064647392571172,0.0,0.15228629591867532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682679331037912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900883916295792,0.0,0.22158769871394945,0.0,0.0,0.17436875980264827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33658826461100594,0.0,0.35157925680654945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751061788459296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773573329419726,0.3767296750297822,0.0,0.0,0.17951205820944935,0.0,0.09763531008140199,0.14409386798500415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269968450863464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306583643791398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712548469777894,0.0,0.0,0.25476829042428034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164130392280515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270187184445773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738661614561819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159769977425393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916879398368236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007958397698818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630483115128504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thinkoutside,2018/01/25,"I feel like my psychiatrist is using my medication as an experiment Hi, new here, hope you all are doing well. 

I started seeing a psychiatrist in Spring 2016 after a breakdown because I Just. Couldn’t. Study. No matter how much I tried and desperately wanted to. But I was so afraid of being seen as *that* college kid who wants medication to make their work easier, whatever the stereotype is. I graduated just before I was diagnosed. I barely skated through my degree on nothing more than natural intelligence and BS. And a LOT of caffeine because self medicating and forcing myself to hyperfocus was the only way I could get any work done. ETA: Mostly writing 12 page papers the night before they were due...

So I start seeing this psychiatrist, he must be in his 60s? 70s? Keeps a dirty glass of scotch neat on his desk every single time I’ve been there. No joke. What year is this? He seems like he’s from an old movie. 

He started me on something called Desipramine (trycyclic antidepressant- used mostly in the 80s for adhd with minimal success). Okay, sure, I’ve also been somewhat depressed, so I’m willing to try it. He says this is the winning medication for his other patients with Anxiety & ADHD.

A year goes by, and I notice my anxiety has improved a lot so I was happier, although it didn’t do a thing for my adhd. I see him every few months and have been saying it hasn’t helped that much, etc. but he wasn’t keen on changing anything. Eventually it stops helping my anxiety altogether so I told him straight up I need a med change. 

He says he recently discovered a new pathway in the brain, for patients that have had a previous head injury (I’ve had several, mostly mild, concussions). Apparently Lamotrigine, (bipolar mood-stabilizer) forms this new pathway that helps with anxiety and focus, and he’s showing me textbooks and published papers and stuff, and gets really into it. I was skeptical but said okay. He also wanted to keep me on the desipramine. Now it’s 4 weeks later and I got a rash so I have to stop taking the lamotrigrine. Apparently could be a serious side affect and it’s best to just stop. 

I’m stuck with this psychiatrist because he’s assigned by the health care system. I don’t agree with his methods so far and I don’t know what to do. I’ve never had relief from my symptoms. I can’t function without a mandated schedule that’s out of my control. I can’t get through simple everyday tasks without getting sidelined with a dozen other things. It’s so bad that sometimes I walk away without shutting off the tap or I drive away without replacing my gas cap. It takes me several hours to put away my laundry. When I get back to my initial task I am filled with self loathing that I forgot about it in the first place. It’s incredibly frustrating and I feel like this is no way to live. But I feel like there’s no way out. Any advice for dealing with a psychiatrist that seems to be stuck in a different era and also seems adverse to trying out traditional medications?",3.8824410393528055,6.159916564685317,5.143208556149737,78.16471479500896,73.9125874125874,7.912847936377347,29.22267928150281,8.728711383574653,2.5637417660770603,2393,103,425,49,51,793,290,572,0.125,0.773,0.103,-0.9313,3,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,2,7,23,24,2,1,29,2,43,12,3,6,4,79,83,37,0,9,12,0,3,4,0,2,9,4,0,3,33,28,0,7,7,2,0,4,17,7,1,2,22,11,54,17,65,52,16,63,0,1,4,0,36,25,0,11,34,290,87,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331978099729713,0.06320439500881239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517334370556252,0.0,0.07008058398253161,0.0,0.08796902381223834,0.0,0.19791961458284624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053226000556040834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823065277867044,0.049734807609840885,0.05400496808537397,0.1182846977505196,0.0,0.1100755667462315,0.0,0.06787750587923286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722040968451468,0.06604535239375997,0.0,0.06594541167326019,0.0,0.13684539748296656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725439449173591,0.10328318482078823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668207911153873,0.05570865488592431,0.06564868018947365,0.0,0.06757667060731122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618993680392525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213512343702053,0.0,0.0,0.10899111642656087,0.0,0.0,0.06326929854942319,0.0,0.0,0.09811221765887074,0.1386218804940102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501664228940362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896274471534284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051730379886237514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638018010926829,0.06875164963702655,0.0,0.0,0.1300606081802413,0.0,0.0,0.06424167924743272,0.06369661760621081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498083446469093,0.0,0.0,0.03554635075431716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639721874992355,0.0,0.057113487267333764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997698084078987,0.0,0.0,0.043174298136616635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184472568920079,0.3257906909728394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162683442228812,0.0,0.09509425503919126,0.04795928479221913,0.04988508310111391,0.18740458922665126,0.0,0.06069765208847469,0.0,0.062062054770921776,0.073638431122203,0.06787061598762363,0.0,0.0,0.049191935969496337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757667060731122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502110794199772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143556430707651,0.0,0.06386354294417095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152534320688233,0.1543080240922657,0.0,0.0,0.15462438469057055,0.1766463023970052,0.1349503669442806,0.14613962673437808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049793703904844,0.06397001960406838,0.0,0.13734217952729375,0.0,0.0,0.16222573733997528,0.0,0.0,0.07404294689616654,0.0,0.0,0.06095998754287549,0.06722712341615303,0.09726238640788888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859408287097273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377153371948714,0.0,0.0,0.06180436276358766,0.0,0.1317401051977868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117252365816979,0.0,0.0,0.11444954341593865,0.15401954877401947,0.05188226945206178,0.0,0.058154947519119975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493962461535833,0.0,0.0941753935727583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330339788545624
adhd,emmeline29,2018/01/25,"If extended release meds wear off by late afternoon, can I take an immediate release pill for the evening or is that overkill? I know you're not doctors. I'm taking this with a grain of salt.  I just want to hear about your experiences with this, or your warnings if this is a terrible idea.  I couldn't find anything on the internet.",4.199846153846156,5.804492369230772,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,71.46153846153847,8.892307692307693,33.0,9.3871,3.0124461538461538,264,13,53,6,5,85,51,65,0.08900000000000001,0.889,0.022,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,13,10,4,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,9,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238396348592458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651765424560017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134245845669948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833797316089484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477825549086204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32651012326617684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270332015701808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921016302349653,0.0,0.32679138451621914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217886012663855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356329149813952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708710840779561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Malvirex,2018/01/25,"How do I tell my teachers I have ADD? Just yesterday I was diagnosed and honestly it’s not that surprising I suspected it for a long time but that’s besides the point,

I’m currently extremely behind in school failing career studies, about to fail English because I can’t hand in my CPT and a essay and going to miss a CPT deadline for computer studies (even though it won’t fail me) 

How would I go about explaining this to my teachers because it really looked like I never cared about any of their classes and I feel like shit 

And hey as a possibility I might get an extension for some things, anyways any tips? ",5.302500000000002,6.236102250000003,6.288333333333334,76.69500000000002,68.16666666666666,10.0,34.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.5741666666666667,490,23,91,12,8,163,81,120,0.196,0.69,0.115,-0.9108,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,9,10,1,0,6,0,7,3,2,2,1,18,16,10,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,3,14,5,14,12,1,10,0,4,1,0,4,3,1,2,7,64,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040861347983003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725863793563866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279562108840248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693048698636956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767345312696525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304950974581927,0.15972664774920114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681209075381965,0.0,0.2541330051198913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846122665267254,0.0,0.0,0.1978625663756337,0.1877521254346199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371846087308741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243981400415812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135675826852024,0.25205451512391297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432320156265322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262763853706257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295031673068999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542006064250864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853759477587872,0.0,0.219667660337948,0.0,0.13037215389228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588258623246346,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MichaelJr787,2018/01/25,Adderall anger problem. I've been on generic adderall for three months now and I have noticed my temper has changed  drastically.  I usually do tend to be even tempered and rarely get extremely mad but I have noticed that I lose my temper far to quickly and for no reason.  I am going to my doctor  in two weeks and ask him to change me to concerta. Are there any other medications that I should consider?,3.7051948051948083,6.021549389610393,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.58441558441558,7.5168831168831165,30.48051948051948,8.418075326091056,2.577966233766234,321,15,57,6,7,105,56,77,0.199,0.777,0.024,-0.9221,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,0,8,13,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,1,0,11,0,9,10,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492354875770085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051588240862655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643041091288974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246193274399784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449465612379927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465507514901326,0.0,0.12472013218765593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455116451268939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210756946406773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751651995937185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49969712958888396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998677377215552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563411623674856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143735814925456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169634943267626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760318676448244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Evilpickle7,2018/01/25,My upcoming JPS Adhd assessment is making me anxious! I just don't know what to expect it's so bad I can't even sleep!,-0.06820512820512903,2.043201923076925,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,87.46153846153845,6.543589743589743,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.0436820512820508,94,3,20,2,3,34,24,26,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.795,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077178141258192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772623626997703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527385315250437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790324892345283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321743352635691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199699146677354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42276758573391104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Craycraycrakes,2018/01/25,"Vyvanse Changed My Life Vyvanse Changed me in ways that are incomprehensible. I went to the doctors for simple GAD/Depression was on 20mg Celexa and 300 mg welbutrin daily for almost two years and klonopin for almost 4 months. 

My mom started making comments about my time management and forgetfulness. I was making silly mistakes at my job. 

Got the courage to go to my doctor. I asked about possible add. Told me anxiety is very common with add, and sent me off to get tested. Had 3 interviews and some tests. Baseline for add was 50 I scored 80. 

Doctor prescribed me vyvanse. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. No more anxiety. I AM ACTULLY CALM. I can think things through. I MAKE BETTER DECISIONS. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY ZERO SOCIAL ANXIETY AS WELL. 

This diagnosis changed my life, and it upsets me that I had to go through 2 years of being inaccurately diagnosed. Those 2 years I'll never have back, and after my self reflection today it upsets me. 

However, I don't need to take my Celexa and welbutrin anymore been off of those for a while now. I still need the klonopin for the vyvanse comedown, but this diagnosis changed me in ways that I can't describe. It's almost like I finally found my cure and it makes me so happy. 

Also does anyone have any tips for vyvanse comedown besides using klonopin? ",3.5300836820083714,6.29662455230126,4.431287029288704,80.31988451882849,77.53556485355648,7.003916317991632,29.643682008368202,8.109356740369918,2.4585366025104607,1024,48,176,19,25,330,141,239,0.081,0.84,0.08,0.5895,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,2,2,5,0,16,8,1,5,1,32,36,14,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,12,13,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,5,1,2,11,0,30,7,28,24,2,27,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,4,16,114,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163199927837669,0.0,0.0,0.08420618226639857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160574886160323,0.0,0.24165635133431385,0.0,0.10442658954658476,0.07362629377563007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843872575336576,0.0,0.0,0.08096709475807479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312687122373738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455621645158389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069237734622353,0.10687450429770876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233286280214609,0.09214634343920332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115348003477871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154530126801802,0.0,0.09734562185187702,0.05501347333751285,0.0,0.11968572098250878,0.0,0.08421583939718387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120908932443446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449128476176878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874914012307658,0.051442923374540164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114695975211745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332288046323825,0.08404726982198557,0.0,0.0,0.15615317090450584,0.08121173971653466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870684154256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098480085992383,0.0,0.10808612613673327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733729806916098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452994390637185,0.0,0.08409052933922385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917043651261466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995482194597984,0.06747023368265041,0.0,0.0,0.0613996801685761,0.0,0.09980949215739024,0.1006160461220258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286012454642568,0.0,0.0,0.09094302614120033,0.0,0.08688126865566509,0.0,0.16716013056034484,0.0,0.0,0.09467488410470434,0.09761161667212356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034239529940424
adhd,ben14delas,2018/01/25,Any ADHDers Good with music? I can make music and see the songs in my mind's eye or head. It's hard to describe.,-0.8725333333333332,1.1106038800000029,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,90.2,3.333333333333334,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.1908666666666663,87,2,21,0,3,29,23,25,0.058,0.823,0.119,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004833638585919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706154122410827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958242642313763,0.0,0.4534809856557077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949483300852422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461577057636379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35210921021136193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thewayispazout,2018/01/25,"Success with ADHD: My Experience with Diagnosis This is the second in a series of posts that starts [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7ssc64/success_with_adhd_my_introduction/).

My experience with diagnosis was straightforward compared to the experiences of others on this sub, and I openly acknowledge that. I hope my story will still be helpful, inasmuch as it might clarify the diagnostic process for some.

**The Initial Diagnosis**

I believe I was diagnosed with ADHD sometime during my elementary school career, though I don’t remember exactly when, nor am I sure which medications I took. I was first taken to see a psychiatrist around 6 or 7 years of age.

I’m going to cut out most of my educational history here. I had included it in my first draft of this post, and it made the post long and unwieldy. Keep an eye out and I’ll talk about my school experiences in a future post.

*Suffice it to say that I excelled academically but was behaviourally a handful.*

I eventually got through public school, scraped through my undergraduate and graduate programs, and ended up in medical school. It was tough to explain my spotty academic performance, but I somehow always pulled through. I was regarded as gregarious and socially skilled, so there was always someone willing to help me out when I was struggling. I was medicated for a couple of months during my undergraduate career, but never otherwise. I did okay.

**Things Start Going Downhill**

*It wasn’t until I started residency that things started to get out of hand.* 

I did very well in the clinical environment, but performed abysmally on exams. I could demonstrate knowledge in clinical practice, but could rarely answer questions asked by attending physicians. I was chastised for my blank expression when spoken to, my forgetfulness, and my frequent misunderstanding of instructions. I was sassy and my back-talk was reported a few times. My relationship with my program was strained. They couldn’t understand how a smart, self-reflective, diligent resident could get herself into so much trouble. Neither could I.

**Seeing My Family Doctor**

*I eventually worked up the nerve to see my family physician.*

I’m lucky that my family doctor has additional training in managing ADHD and was comfortable starting me on medication. He brought up some concerns about my mood, which I dismissed as secondary to ADHD-related issues. I had prior diagnoses of obsessive-compulsive disorder and tic disorder, but I thought I had ‘mastered’ them, and denied any on-going mental health issues.

I regret my reluctance to accept help for mood troubles. I wouldn’t realise just how much I needed help until nearly a year later.

**Starting Medication and Going Nowhere Fast**

The medication helped, but I continued to struggle with exams. As importantly, I struggled with keeping my mouth under control. It was as if I never heard my own thoughts before they came out of my mouth. I got myself into more hot water at work.

My troubles at work were compounded by troubles in my personal life, some of which were of my own making. Others were completely out of my control. My mood took a turn for the worse. I carefully planned my own death, and then ruined my plan by making an impulsive attempt to kill myself before I had finished gathering my supplies.

Yeah, things were pretty bleak.

*Fortunately, I was referred to a psychiatrist.* 

**Meeting My Current Psychiatrist and Re-Affirming The Diagnosis**

Because my situation was urgent, and because a supportive colleague pulled some strings on my behalf, I was able to see a psychiatrist who specialises in ADHD within weeks. I understand that I was incredibly lucky in this regard. I also know with certainty that I would not have survived had I not seen someone on an urgent basis. I was absolutely determined to end my life.

At my first appointment, I was embarrassed. I did not want to talk about depression, but I wanted even less to talk about ADHD.

I didn’t want to tell the psychiatrist my symptoms. I thought it sounded unbelievable that I could be academically and professionally accomplished and also have ADHD. I thought she would think I was seeking meds. She spent nearly three hours with me on that first day. I shudder to think how I must have messed up her schedule!

*Of note, she did not ‘test’ me in any way.* 

**Diagnosed Without Tests**

Instead of tests, the psychiatrist I saw used an extensive clinical interview for diagnosis. She has since emphasised to me that ADHD is a clinical diagnosis and does not require any sort of testing. 

My psychiatrist asked me about specific symptoms, but also about their effects on my personal life (including many ill-advised relationships), professional life, finances (including my impulsive spending), substance use, and academics. She observed my behaviour. She had heard about me from colleagues (I guess word gets around…) and knew what I was like in the professional context; I was known for being a solid clinician but a complete wildcard. She put all of it together and agreed that the diagnosis of ADHD stood.

*Yep, it was as simple as that*.

**Wait...I'm Not Disqualified Because I Got Good Grades???**

At that first appointment, my psychiatrist validated my experience and assured me that I do have ADHD, and that it’s in the range of what she would describe as ‘unusually severe’ or even ‘extreme’. I still kind of doubt that, but when I try to disagree, she reminds me that she’s an internationally renowned expert on the topic and that she’s been doing this since before I was born, so it’s kind of hard to argue with her.

We then moved on to treatment, which I’ll talk about in a future post.

TL; DR Diagnosed in childhood, diagnosed again in adulthood. Personal and professional life in disarray. Thought I was too professionally successful to actually have ADHD. Dead wrong.",4.98601413982718,8.317435180099505,5.788854412149783,69.26130204241952,76.30348258706469,8.899450117831893,32.79588897617177,9.345792617884785,4.06339800995025,4696,241,690,135,114,1528,444,1005,0.116,0.7909999999999999,0.092,-0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,2,185.0,1,0,4,24,35,41,3,6,37,3,74,35,5,11,7,142,136,67,3,18,22,0,4,1,0,8,29,5,0,3,47,49,1,5,21,0,3,12,16,19,1,7,65,16,138,19,136,54,15,113,0,3,7,0,50,48,0,17,48,531,185,40,0.03899620202355531,0.0,0.03805466790522009,0.0,0.5623902806612261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355574600789236,0.06489592800841883,0.0,0.0,0.07955626383829398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942977495180737,0.0729123695834021,0.0,0.0,0.0299856722642168,0.0,0.07131516841169439,0.0,0.099548687148153,0.04393536578115181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044601266408191634,0.03975922692363991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177355177581272,0.0,0.08747511296755915,0.1556764708298524,0.04314855581944725,0.0,0.02514932422989136,0.0,0.03358737166119361,0.19790162095152375,0.0,0.0,0.08938605198299472,0.07982853036334653,0.03412583918158131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907812061377351,0.0,0.0,0.051513247309235566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907288418176672,0.1102864460841148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585074760008556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112171814527311,0.0,0.08864976111125909,0.032708164095084764,0.09356647538726327,0.0,0.042958712999636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03493293737842268,0.0,0.0,0.041451139206422134,0.0,0.0,0.1306916610586478,0.0,0.0,0.038732027571677936,0.038403403806493375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140380676246811,0.0,0.06932323225157473,0.043143519771056786,0.0812170870205757,0.021431292793358408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377208537197084,0.01905157453446039,0.0,0.0,0.03451041165193317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689914924340695,0.05206053532238903,0.03953602815595325,0.0,0.0,0.04331598938371412,0.23570742558122584,0.03929899963514195,0.04136880782828647,0.0,0.0,0.031126396409733106,0.0414467913137299,0.05733339089565161,0.0289151896813846,0.06015255008032822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102149938360012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867379099634643,0.03967315684564745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920195385694476,0.043684670966473216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373465410418712,0.0441750950374228,0.0,0.0,0.03101134504207212,0.0,0.1578649534228099,0.1242996966299102,0.0,0.04068154346621327,0.04405460845901577,0.0,0.06451612257903509,0.043833364951291996,0.0,0.039751717055494636,0.06608271085419945,0.0,0.03856824093160003,0.0,0.16561027502773654,0.0,0.06228483461891796,0.0,0.0,0.12230189201468444,0.0,0.0,0.044252427930429085,0.03675345890610656,0.0810639705631011,0.0,0.15671835018327446,0.034084399395767816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777220315403967,0.0499743833181395,0.03831357049361096,0.15479314244333692,0.022738998999084648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866524306090484,0.026475861396064733,0.042416669760324086,0.0,0.08119284316290064,0.0,0.06736039584313165,0.0,0.03217595068209275,0.06900291093074498,0.030953370042503026,0.03128040104865077,0.0,0.03506226887476721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03759094716799295,0.0,0.0851690985470184,0.0,0.03974046140074597,0.08310534918551518,0.042636225186406286,0.0,0.050224551124928594
adhd,IhopeImJustLazy,2018/01/25,"Maybe I just need a kick in the pants I (M/27) have never really considered that I had ADHD until my wife suggested the idea (She was diagnosed at a young age with ADHD and says I show a lot of common traits - which I know is not even close to meaning I have ADHD).

I have always thought I was just lazy and needed to ""knuckle down"" - a sentiment I still strongly feel.

Looking back at my childhood some things make me consider the possibility. School was a chore, I found myself daydreaming or drawing instead of paying attention. I never did my homework and would do everything possible to push it off. Studying was non existent for me as i found myself having to re-read paragraphs or even full pages because I realized nothing I just read sank in. 

I have dropped out of college 3 times now. Usually finding myself overwhelmed with work and my inability to study - something I felt was just because I didn't develop good study habits early on.

Besides school I could never stick to a hobby or interest. Earliest example I know of was playing tee-ball. After only a few practices/games I was ""bored"" of the sport. I thought perhaps sports just weren't my thing so I went into music and tried violin, then guitar, then bass never sticking with any instrument for very long.

I tried to pick up drawing comics but would barely ever get past the sketch phase in my comics. 

Later during my early 20's I discovered a love for computers and programming. I tried HTML/CSS then switched to Python then C++ then C# then Java and now I am trying Python again never having lasted with a single language for more than 2 months (at which point it was very on and off in terms of practice and research). I have a considerable collection of programming and computer science books.

I have tried to study for my A+ cert several times going so far to even pay and book a test date to just stop studying for it after a couple weeks.

The issue is when I would try to learn these things and put them off I always have that voice in the back of my head saying, ""You should be practicing/studying!"" But I could never bring myself to actually do the thing I wanted to master/learn. 

The jobs I've always had have been one where I can constantly change tasks at a moment's notice - I work in IT where I have 10-15 different tickets/projects that I need to work on at any given time which allows me to switch tasks if I start to feel overwhelmed with something or losing focus, but if I don't make a ticket or document my work I always forget to do something or forget what I said/did for a project (which is why I try to be thorough in my documentation). 

My job is very mobile for the most part (always going to people's desks to troubleshoot issues) and when I am at my desk for too long I feel the need to get up and move around finding any excuse to get away.

If anyone starts talking to me I always have to ask then to restart what they were saying. I find myself having to focus very hard on the person talking to prevent myself from wandering into my thoughts. If someone is talking too ""slow"" I'll try to guess what they are going to say. 

To be honest, I hope I am just a lazy piece of crap that is making excuses for himself because then I won't feel like there was something holding me back all these years.

Though if I am there would have been little to no chance of having been evaluated as a kid since my parents believed that ADHD diagnoses we're overdone and that I was just a boy being a boy and needed to learn discipline.

So I have been wanting to get evaluated to get an answer finally. At the same time the process to get evaluated has been intimidating and anxiety inducing (anxiety being an issue for me where I have started medication for it over a month ago since I was becoming non-functional beyond going to work and becoming severely depressed).

Edit: spelling.",6.1913553768245455,6.548627852546924,6.677210008936553,76.71713464402742,66.05093833780161,9.41931486446232,31.457134346142393,9.270117722386633,2.729525624069109,3062,111,558,52,45,999,343,746,0.06,0.899,0.041,-0.9243,4,0,4,1,0,0,75.0,0,1,3,7,36,14,1,2,37,0,69,6,2,6,8,114,113,49,0,20,23,2,6,1,0,6,3,5,2,4,24,28,0,4,24,11,2,9,12,6,0,1,30,12,86,8,102,70,13,107,0,4,1,1,24,39,1,16,59,411,110,28,0.0,0.0,0.05204663086426215,0.0,0.25639009132971124,0.0,0.04727768220779454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627070440296136,0.0,0.0,0.1088075583064949,0.0,0.0816012617111178,0.0,0.0,0.03729261677190438,0.0,0.0,0.047478877977671516,0.0498604165275797,0.0,0.05010937636448348,0.12303246630133033,0.0,0.09753637200541693,0.11780719598284085,0.0,0.06008954723749595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056420669156544125,0.0,0.0,0.05763548368687003,0.0,0.08516627533539416,0.05901344252048318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045936796476711055,0.1082664827217182,0.0,0.05572304286682999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568050313830704,0.0482439719458963,0.0,0.0,0.047933473689932775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786979710072728,0.03810206944511505,0.051209338798428115,0.058425172156748625,0.1462398857318423,0.0,0.0,0.11695672119975405,0.0,0.0,0.1671899757485536,0.0,0.1212445580724623,0.04473432134907878,0.0,0.0,0.058753798179622625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477771005982094,0.0,0.05473642883697294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052973042536288234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060207987924940365,0.0,0.16700161037001446,0.10585222313375173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058622326582271386,0.043474612719199335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02605646880555276,0.053455028941749895,0.0,0.09439844072193378,0.04478742039969731,0.05966749391803404,0.0,0.04534295610216737,0.04813633211118944,0.0,0.10680327593196187,0.0,0.0535815220013125,0.05809674135199495,0.0,0.053728745365947565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514193675829447,0.056685972227809175,0.0,0.1977337192201208,0.24680842655406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117574611658165,0.06072150961554884,0.0,0.0,0.03614073505607144,0.04056317560625773,0.0,0.0,0.0592214826565993,0.057755902364673414,0.05091367084455937,0.036975322042651824,0.0465694961773786,0.0,0.0,0.05041819880854432,0.1202529292956274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361575159798893,0.0,0.0,0.10669756368040012,0.0,0.0341673495504336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073317915935634,0.16965445942442092,0.0,0.10795441675729173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050526626834501,0.0,0.08823744895179918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451900206684828,0.16423754957159234,0.0,0.0,0.11325097978998755,0.0,0.04259287985282565,0.04458990375750831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860438790784212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417318858465605,0.0,0.05240072691054333,0.12702454634684712,0.12439875077357772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896841750560283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874025019192657,0.17602569356574185,0.06291596154453022,0.0,0.0427815975354204,0.0,0.0,0.049441475678956716,0.048125954171901054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941402057061256,0.0,0.0,0.1515487646238109,0.0,0.0,0.03434557199701442
adhd,Hik_hik,2018/01/25,"I lost my earphones today. How many pairs of earphones did you lose until now? This is my 4th pair since past one year. Actually no wait! I forgot the fucking count. Usually I'm furious at myself after hours and hours of searching, but after recently realizing that I have ADHD, I'm sitting here laughing like a mad man as I type this...",3.188974358974363,5.439762692307691,4.973461538461539,78.70070512820514,75.92307692307693,7.410256410256411,27.756410256410252,8.344100000000001,2.2552564102564103,265,11,47,5,6,90,53,65,0.171,0.722,0.107,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,8,2,7,6,0,13,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,12,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.24099819944863665,0.0,0.29679899227329115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283113589205757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864134509393137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065261404729365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762860604245673,0.2695869793472872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037957557969737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734708722988764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357521091588011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438440805815747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042885962857421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340900428198037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271992524709936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590347131575341
adhd,Not_Crypsis,2018/01/25,"To people who are medicated with Stimulants. Do you take more caution about your Caffeine Intake? Personally, I do take caution and I do combine it from time to time. I tend to dose 200 mg of Caffeine when my Adderall is wearing off as it does make a difference and helps. ",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,5.5915384615384625,78.12846153846156,70.53846153846153,8.276923076923078,34.153846153846146,8.841846274778883,3.078215384615385,216,11,39,4,4,71,40,52,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,2,0,5,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,9,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556199373448373,0.0,0.0,0.2978648813006917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814651326866214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272032797749257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428924925424117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597350452554455,0.2972027452333949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118400100143528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969513658972265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GlorieuxOne,2018/01/25,"Suggestions? I don’t know that I have adhd, and I won’t have health insurance at my job until I hit a calendar year so trying to figure out what’s wrong with me is out of the question. I’ve always had trouble paying attention unless whatever the subject matter is really grabs me then I can’t think about anything else. I’ve been able to keep it under control until the last year or so. I work in the trades and it’s been almost impossible for me to focus on the task at hand while working and has caused me problems with my relationship which is now gone. I literally zone out all the time and it’s really begin to affect my work. I’m not lazy my mind just wanders constantly when I’m trying to accomplish tasks which causes them to take far longer than they should and it’s getting harder for me to snap back my focus. 

Essentially what I’m asking for is if any of you guys had any tips for making myself focus better, any alternatives maybe to a prescription drug. Any help would be appreciated and forgive me for my poor writing. ",5.4245332337565335,5.96561341747573,6.571553398058252,76.17154219566841,67.73786407766991,9.445257654966396,27.98207617625093,9.466822959209583,2.375107991038089,828,25,156,16,13,279,128,206,0.057,0.845,0.099,0.7657,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,6,7,5,0,0,8,0,17,3,1,5,1,36,30,16,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,11,0,2,6,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,5,2,23,2,30,20,1,23,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,4,13,105,32,7,0.14516511703115406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446026081389684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536189564899046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078900630498607,0.0,0.0,0.3948690300206284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945852244706462,0.0,0.13570978857376864,0.0,0.0,0.1116230144890404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283867492959483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29824912552566724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687192065805433,0.16281502239088344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834544888169428,0.0,0.1212668280985603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584278217952509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373628868803046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430373117721194,0.0,0.0,0.09730111799664354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405397930840488,0.12902942595152034,0.0,0.0,0.07977895192453828,0.11832894531046564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968988428439027,0.0,0.14583787157567546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657538627831024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890341202152945,0.0,0.0,0.16261815367263252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859929822708392,0.0,0.0,0.15585300916298456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914610198570708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930159454830426,0.0,0.0,0.08464694712781343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711517115122112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170458023206389,0.0,0.0,0.10312113414825268,0.15871526707171946,0.0,0.1869631518854955
adhd,SilicateWielder,2018/01/25,"I bought a 95LX on ebay a few months ago and it's been more helpful than I anticipated So for those who don't know, the HP 95LX is an old Business class portable computer, AKA a palmtop that was released back in the 1990s. My reason for getting this was that I needed a graphics calculator for school last year and this just so happened to only cost $45, had said graphing functions I needed and I'm a nerd for old tech so I went ahead and bought one from the first reputable seller I saw on ebay.

The device itself is quite handy, and has inspired me to build a modernized version of the device. Aside from the calculator aspect of the device I've found it to be great for taking notes in class as my handwriting is atrocious, keep track of my school schedule and even my daily schedule and things I need to do.<br />  

I just thought it was interesting that old tech like this could prove itself to be so helpful to someone who lives in an age of constant pocket-entertainment and distracting notifications.<br />  

I'm considering dropping another $30 for a OEM Sata to USB adapter so I can load it with some special drivers to use modern memory cards and also to backup files off of the device.

Also, does anyone else here use old tech like this to aid them in organizing their day?",10.644759999999998,7.452365556000004,9.8776,68.77280000000002,59.44,12.4,40.2,10.125756701596842,3.9130000000000003,1039,38,193,15,10,333,148,250,0.018000000000000002,0.884,0.098,0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,12,8,0,1,17,0,14,0,0,3,1,26,33,17,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,1,6,0,4,1,1,2,0,2,12,2,16,6,34,18,4,27,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,20,124,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161729486294151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096103522375362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742330241571293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163717530519384,0.13428202669894507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077372465478886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162462652372462,0.0,0.10463729256027454,0.0,0.0,0.08452006854691999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468770454755398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948019994356796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656103746271199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147589038640117,0.0,0.14369578339400665,0.0,0.0,0.06847118117530329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444893445895693,0.0,0.0,0.11589210077288978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568771312048034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648830577390155,0.0,0.0,0.07202477169509179,0.10682786706660057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805436606248752,0.0,0.11572456226440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460738961098562,0.0,0.0,0.29152836771014634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500835407944248,0.0,0.08880671727189879,0.0996737465944304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393938425510112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347470614109036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466395857526025,0.0,0.0,0.2652706800883665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104304831627997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985375576801958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706756721508649,0.0,0.0,0.10404356705818736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638004989582766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214899239131261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439555800811255
adhd,karmanny,2018/01/25,"Seeing a girl with adhd and need some advice. Did i massively screw up or is this par for the course? So over the past few months ive been seeing this girl with adhd. she is super sweet and kind, but also has issues with anxiety. Everything seemed to be going well.

However, i recently made the blunder of asking her to be exclusive with me via text message (bad move regardless, i know), and when i didn't receive a response, I panicked and pretty much quintuple texted her over the next few days. During this period she revoked my access to her ""finsta"" account (which i cant hold against her, because that's her right)

After I apologized for any emotional distress i caused her, she said that she ""still cares for me so much"", that she ""froze"", and that she didn't ""know how to go about things"". She also told me to not beat myself up so much, and that she needed some space, understandably.

After a few days, I asked for her permission to send her [a letter i wrote](https://www.reddit.com/r/UnsentLetters/comments/7runat/dear_redacted/) (which is worth a read for more context). 
She said yes, so i sent it over. 

no response for a few more days. When she did respond, she sent me a video of a dog taking a shower, so there's that. I'm assuming i should keep giving her space until she responds fully.

Regardless, whats your take on this? I really like this girl and want to do right by her, so any advice or insight would be welcome. 

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adhd,pyrexids,2018/01/25,"People who judge my medication usage Ive been prescribed to Vyvanse (50 mg) for about a year now.  Everything has been great, I’m productive, my anxiety is controlled, my energy is perfect.  Recently my friends who know I take vyvanse are beginning to say things like “sorry I don’t have drugs that make me ____” 

What do i tell these people.  I am in college",3.626019900497513,5.8588235671641815,4.967985074626867,79.33366915422886,74.52238805970148,8.645771144278607,30.56965174129353,9.2995712137729,3.0899771144278607,277,13,50,7,6,92,52,67,0.042,0.741,0.217,0.926,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,1,4,16,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,10,4,5,14,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,33,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900238196234485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917632568338845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016737381945388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337923517358159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009794728919785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28679949497823176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429632628395629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708870547098566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364197453290287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620584065360133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606893818069477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568516959419344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068696048813292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911995700524701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955889678878692,0.0,0.227369249094291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282197782266576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751825876079224
adhd,Tkldsphincter,2018/01/25,"Those who have deviated from their career plans to travel how did that work out for you? I have never left the continent (North America) and lately I have this almost painful gnawing feeling to gtfo of this country, it almost feels like restraining an impulse at this point.

Unfortunately for my travels, my future plans involve a lot of school and immersing myself in Academia (which should involve its fair share of travels in a year or two). I just feel so burned out from 8 years of university and I feel like a proper travel experience is what I need, but I don't know if ADHD is playing a part in this.

So those who decided ""F what my plans right now, I'm out!"" How'd that work out? What's your story?",5.364906731549066,6.2040962773722645,6.0225790754257895,78.99612327656125,67.97810218978103,8.716626115166262,29.820762368207625,8.841846274778883,2.3046811030008105,558,20,106,9,9,182,91,137,0.027000000000000003,0.89,0.083,0.6271,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,5,5,5,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,1,25,15,9,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,6,5,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,4,13,4,18,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,5,8,76,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790919398433315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797920777928495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550330517286354,0.0,0.0,0.3835486525236304,0.27095624144707203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422062047374887,0.0,0.21392102245840555,0.0,0.2060432998325241,0.0,0.0,0.18529604705868846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122427391037672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406148961132177,0.1462612674115692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178923858927028,0.0,0.0,0.20536052836524232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927012690705524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195064739467374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919247657551888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524972171245133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27611886292773163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442425630467677
adhd,sarahlina87,2018/01/25,"My ADD story and I could also use your advice... Hey all! I was diagnosed with ADD about 3 years ago. I’ve known I’ve had it since I was in 8th grade. I struggled a lot in school; mainly with homework. My parents were informed about my “day dreaming “ behavior from the time I was in 1st grade. Every single year my parents were told I exhibited signs of ADD. One time my mom said she asked my pediatrician about it and was told that all the teachers in my school district wanted the kids on meds to make their jobs easier. She also said there was probably nothing wrong with me and that I was just lazy. So when I was struggling in school that’s all I heard. “quit being lazy!” 

Fast forward to the time I was around 27. My marriage was struggling and I felt that my brain was the cause. I talked it over with my husband and because I felt that I needed help staying on task with things, we got me help. I was tested by a psychologist and they determined that my ADD was severe. They had me talk to a nurse practitioner about medication. 

The first 6-9 months was awesome! Our house was clean, I was active, I could concentrate, and I could remember information without having to write everything down. Unfortunately the medication I was on was called vyvanse. When I started taking it, it didn’t have all the side effects it does today.

It came on gradually. Just tid bits of snappy ness. Or random bouts of crying for no reason. I would start over reacting at the smallest things and screaming at my 2 and 3 year old. I felt horrible. I started talking to my sister about how I was feeling and she had said “maybe it’s the medication “ I told her “no my nurse practitioner told me that there is nothing wrong with the medication. It’s a great medication.” After talking to my sister I started to get curious. I had found forums dedicated to symptoms on this med. everyone was experiencing the same things.

I knew my new behavior was now my meds. I tried going cold turkey but keep in mind I have two little ones at the time. Plus my husband works. Going cold turkey made me a complete zombie. Staring at a t.v screen watching sing along songs on vhs, while sitting on the floor. I actually would catch myself with my mouth gaping open. 

I went back on for a little while and my symptoms intensified. I remember chopping a potato and ugly crying my eyes out. It got so bad I started having thoughts. Yep, those thoughts. 

I went back to the nurse practitioner and psychologist. Nurse practitioner said there was NO POSSIBLE WAY that it was the meds and it had to be me. I must have clinical depression along with my Add. She prescribed me Wellbutrin and sent me on my way. My psychologist told me that I needed to figure it out.

I was so upset by this that I flushed my meds and never went back. Now I went through a few zombie days but my emotions are back where they should be. But recently I’m getting back to a point of needing something to help my issues of ADD. We have just added a third baby into the mix in September and my symptoms are again starting to wear on my marriage.

My husband works a hard labor job in a factory, 12 hours, and 3rd shift. It would be my dream for him to be able to come home and him see everything I’ve done and be appreciative of me the way I am of him. He busts his ass to give our family everything we want and need. He even worked overtime so we wouldn’t have any hospital bills after baby number 3 was born.
He’s a wonderful husband and father.  

And because he’s so wonderful and I haven’t been doing my share it’s starting to wear on our relationship... again. So I’ve been thinking about talking to another psychologist to help me sort out my issues. I’m scared to try meds again, mainly for the sake of my children. My main issues are a cluttered house. That’s the main thing that causes our fights. He knows I have ADD issues but also knows I don’t like to use it to excuse my laziness. 

Anyone know how to help me? Any advise? I’m looking for something that I can use to help me keep on track with life.  Anyone with add/ adhd in a successful marriage with kids?",2.935389249772811,5.1164813785803265,4.174530140352058,84.46072893877691,76.4346201743462,6.930826966443405,25.04811349331897,7.917944638633933,1.4763571539160574,3229,114,628,52,74,1057,331,803,0.079,0.8270000000000001,0.094,0.8368,4,0,2,0,1,0,83.0,8,1,4,7,38,15,1,5,36,1,67,17,6,12,6,128,132,45,0,15,9,10,5,1,0,6,11,7,3,3,36,58,0,2,22,4,1,11,9,11,0,5,61,21,117,4,98,56,13,99,0,1,6,1,77,41,1,6,45,437,153,15,0.04755295153485439,0.0,0.04640482110229169,0.0,0.05714940680591232,0.04646819388268077,0.04215282235473489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140842344860446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646752754077831,0.04986341590251949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665002587487304,0.0,0.0,0.0423322086772046,0.04445559050848824,0.0,0.0,0.18282642230889848,0.03970472824349085,0.05797567577021695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051915506969593,0.0,0.0,0.05308482061819176,0.04855688025580043,0.054387908305038056,0.0,0.09769996057931056,0.0,0.04096265712119094,0.049858364951531314,0.0,0.0,0.11390148714509432,0.0,0.10446936869291333,0.06133543956490815,0.0,0.040957287476947615,0.048265244826111116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161390834183653,0.04866317945228883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349067002441612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03140827600620419,0.0,0.040065412610097134,0.04543888302852202,0.12821257982253467,0.0,0.044828690602753074,0.0,0.024044201102346976,0.0,0.13697487231624614,0.0,0.0,0.040448516283110594,0.0,0.052139356898429814,0.0,0.0,0.049688909002532186,0.04561712418412638,0.05405087643091181,0.0,0.07606487877443514,0.05242729694384321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259810422365812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912424462436885,0.0,0.04769948762013418,0.0,0.04683007844919166,0.10973944297947036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853170703085699,0.0943779337151,0.08453449650064257,0.0,0.0,0.07840157563930883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033588055976918885,0.02323197012756844,0.09532110009307113,0.0,0.0,0.03993250277239722,0.0,0.0,0.04042781888529398,0.0,0.04499575252454587,0.03174196440423553,0.0,0.04777333136786628,0.0,0.3169236546580334,0.2395229792356634,0.0,0.0,0.04801492522751997,0.05569344211074892,0.037956312233499837,0.0,0.0,0.14103964408733394,0.03667576777015273,0.04592693691355906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125667901577578,0.0,0.049898823368377164,0.0,0.06444622128015214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560385033410442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449529096727142,0.05360880789328717,0.0,0.0,0.05127012459337427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050578417365821166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889235411072452,0.04695280280985014,0.05105407375311853,0.10773644839019296,0.0,0.18093498570390665,0.0,0.04760880016585705,0.14437837705257334,0.037893545671889066,0.0,0.0,0.05372129982486861,0.0,0.03933629290827377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321717063708877,0.0,0.0,0.2356075669504779,0.05068511921462538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913800939081942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827717303398674,0.035753901516372734,0.1911063058496317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636827202807854,0.03047001123950817,0.0,0.07550346360488687,0.11091403380271966,0.0,0.04507463783436265,0.2271944151426101,0.0,0.06457066526889453,0.0,0.04645232393544725,0.0,0.0,0.1232114464747948,0.0,0.0,0.0560959257394956,0.11323595856199975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763282499417798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583934834856687,0.10313829493289194,0.10385734521088004,0.0,0.0,0.10134075722858446,0.10398337503193958,0.0,0.0918676251110646
adhd,armaanramz,2018/01/25,"Terrible Crashes I have been taking 40mg of vyvanse for a couple of weeks now. I take it at 7:00 right before school. It works great! I feel productive and driven. The only problem is that as soon as I get home from school (at 3ish) I feel exhausted, have terrible headache, and am crazy irritable. The only thing I feel like I can do is lay down and drift to sleep. It’s hard to be productive or get homework done when you’re asleep for a solid 6-8 hours. Usually I wake up around 10-11 PM, shower, eat, go back to bed at 2-3 AM, and then wake up again at 6:30 AM. It’s messed up my sleep, my grades, and my social life. It really sucks. 
Has anyone ever experienced this? If so how did you kick the crash?

(This is my first time posting on Reddit! It’s really reassuring to see other people going through the same things that you are going through. I can’t wait to get more involved in these amazing communities.)",2.4020067567567547,4.17442777837838,3.972347972972973,87.17690033783785,76.62162162162163,7.219594594594596,22.37331081081081,8.07648339933343,1.0641959459459471,709,20,150,12,16,236,125,185,0.141,0.7809999999999999,0.078,-0.8791,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,3,9,10,1,0,6,0,17,8,5,1,1,16,32,13,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,14,6,1,1,3,0,0,5,1,6,0,1,4,6,15,4,25,27,2,30,0,0,1,0,5,12,1,2,13,96,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554184256670117,0.0,0.0,0.13436998254673907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606473624872847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844014318960326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670139560844189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544656132528702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544508900651475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653527514706815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289617515902783,0.10783267474733693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839080683096465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365821927583032,0.0,0.2573506869688273,0.0,0.0,0.16641359370200742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521398244782276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140668345181815,0.0,0.1486470236377903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661448189042412,0.07374241784480105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295957036228373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046438666867343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456028250140274,0.0,0.0,0.14443067994647446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933940462922984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890326048489864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055218175615381,0.12028087429578517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021011199162768,0.15386590351638973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697852405324004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055771996628746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801523267958634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624079441793393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121076208179551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098872473971289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CalystaStarr,2018/01/25,"Serious Help needed Well I'm not sure how to start this off, but I've recently been diagnosed with ADD. My mom found out (I don't live with her but I am living with another family member) and I don't know how, I don't have her on my Facebook friends list, and apparently she saw I mentioned it on one of my posts, even though I have it set to only my Friends can see my posts. My parents and I still keep in contact through text messages however.  She messaged me saying she saw I was diagnosed with it, and didn't believe me at first because I wasn't hyper. I explained I had ADHD-PI, and then she understood. She doesn't want me taking Medication, claiming it will ruin my metabolism and the side effects are bad. She wants me to see some Biophysics Chiropractor thinking it will cure it. She thinks I want medication to lose weight. Haha very funny, I just want help functioning, but I feel like she actually doesn't want me to get better. 

Another thing, is she messaged me saying the relative I'm staying with has asked when I'm going back to live with my parents, since I have no friends or a job. I'm trying my hardest but I haven't even started treatment yet. I'm scared that I can't trust anyone any more because no one's helps me. Even my therapist said my deppresion is severe, and it must be hard.
My mom wants me to go to church, in order to continue supporting me, but secretly feel like I'm not really religious (she doesn't know because I have to live a double life in order to get her off my back). And I have no way of support. It's hard to socialize or find a job, because my ADHD is severe. 
I don't trust anyone, as I went through multiple traumatic experiences throughout my life. 

Advice?",3.662859385512448,5.0472718513119545,5.173658892128284,81.46696512671004,72.46938775510205,8.542229199372057,29.22729311504822,9.057496981413335,2.4446313971742537,1347,55,267,28,26,454,167,343,0.151,0.7170000000000001,0.132,-0.2569,6,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,13,18,0,1,5,1,30,7,0,3,2,51,69,21,0,8,10,4,5,2,3,3,6,3,0,0,11,16,1,1,12,0,0,3,16,5,1,3,11,12,58,13,32,54,3,31,1,2,4,0,35,10,0,3,13,176,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.08013254203576549,0.0,0.19737290800449492,0.08024197510474032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584111846767737,0.17220979096321418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148336455780186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676658137079398,0.0,0.0,0.12628296476887327,0.06856272105815857,0.2002265353191672,0.0,0.0,0.09251565547973002,0.0,0.07262417796341751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669029932770765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270884818994308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032437425260297,0.07741085621717944,0.0,0.08303977516918247,0.11732616043574995,0.0,0.0,0.07505176029084693,0.0698471054159637,0.0,0.09003502457581664,0.19032588569413994,0.0,0.08580355434578117,0.0,0.09333586521371398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711809231293985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512016422673145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297323340613967,0.07298771909256947,0.0,0.0,0.09025667888742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600071904327106,0.08023462987681207,0.0,0.29003673069325764,0.0,0.0,0.09186584962675716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654447511806976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234454459886552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088734392286858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128670282758618,0.062452272517883475,0.0,0.0,0.18235831482643952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572872316961217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260506835190375,0.0,0.08107880507854211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811031269627558,0.13060252772977654,0.08221159116535191,0.0,0.13087028758255004,0.0,0.0,0.1855334947609421,0.0,0.06792650138775701,0.0,0.0,0.0837060553485037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624305291768937,0.08752382510215466,0.06557726558962439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636660028944135,0.07739255794029326,0.0,0.06174037412810686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534201923184407,0.05455365751737039,0.1052321460780098,0.0806777188482152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575079728818851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775359929549761,0.2906018612234228,0.06517918464712806,0.0,0.09999413185858734,0.0738313823017541,0.07612156757056675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FunkSh0Brotha,2018/01/25,"How Reliable are the Connor CPT-II Exams? **Quick background:** I'm 30 year old male that was officially diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Adderal my Sophomore year of college (2008) by my primary care doctor. Prior to that my mom had routinely refused my doctors' recommendations for Ritalin dating back to elementary school for various reasons, one of which she feared it would stunt my growth.  I started on 20XR and one IR per day and over the course of 9 years had only upped my prescription to 30XR.  After being laid off my job last year, I paid out of pocket for my prescription for the few months before eventually having to stop due to high costs.

**Now:**


Without the medication, the process of job searching/applying and interview has been brutal and unsuccessful.  I've borrowed some money from family and decided to purchase health insurance coverage through the open market.  In hopes of a smooth process I selected the same HMO provider that I had growing up and who originally diagnosed me. Despite having all the records still on file, they wanted me to go see a psyc in order to obtain my refill. 

I met with the psyc for the standard evaluation and based upon our discussions, she agreed with the original diagnosis but set me up for the Connor CPT-II exam to confirm.  Couple hours after completing the test this morning she sent me a message stating:

> The Connors performance test showed few or none of the measures demonstrative of clinical pattern of Attention Deficit, indicating it is not likely your symptoms are influenced by Attention deficit disorder. This is surprising given your history.

She went on to suggest stress, poor sleep, worry and depressive symptoms may be the driving factors for my symptoms... before ending with:
> 
> What this test also indicates is that the risks of stimulant medications are considered too unsafe to use and can be much more a part of your health problems than any part of a solution. I wish I could do this for you, but I can not clinically defend the use of a stimulant medication to treat your condition

**Question 1**
How accurate are these exams considered and how common is it for a physician to ignore a previous diagnosis and almost ten years of successful treatment based solely upon the outcome of this exam?

One of the first [articles](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2993524/) I came across while researching states:

> Computerized tests of attention and vigilance (CPTs) are not generally useful in diagnosis because they suffer from low specificity and sensitivity.  They are useful, however, as research tools.

**Question 2**
Considering I opted for HMO insurance, all doctors are in house so unfortunately I can't simply lookup a different psyc in the phone book and try my luck elsewhere.  Nonetheless, what are the normal guidelines regarding 2nd opinion and re-tests?  This medication has become a staple in my life and I fear the professional ramifications if I'm unable to re-up my prescription.


Thanks in advance!",6.805581395348837,9.491955682170543,7.064418604651166,65.78755813953491,66.7906976744186,10.536434108527132,35.837209302325576,10.623322239615273,4.7800627906976745,2436,123,350,74,43,786,297,516,0.123,0.812,0.066,-0.9868,6,0,0,0,0,0,89.0,1,5,3,5,10,18,1,4,33,0,31,20,1,13,2,71,51,28,0,8,8,1,1,1,0,2,19,0,0,1,18,24,0,3,7,2,6,8,6,10,0,5,11,2,42,8,74,34,12,61,0,3,1,0,26,22,0,10,28,250,60,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363500655252884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634964167651384,0.0,0.0,0.06896029809871577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058641226263601375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663076610341927,0.0,0.05256668331430642,0.0952372961396262,0.146755435855181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862729201570368,0.08792003456198391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041339652043016,0.0,0.0,0.06884983313249626,0.0954148964272214,0.0,0.05561298914964318,0.0,0.07427214022470227,0.17504884979124444,0.0,0.0900948688411589,0.09883020103481327,0.26478861732110626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763766202434483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129256109578684,0.1940716331704955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334953211809313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900805840479844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833227592006008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110963366436148,0.0,0.0856485768523058,0.08492188735081205,0.09950101434011484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114539460043274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029119964279629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060908740716702964,0.04212896530274448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474816892762733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009947532383352,0.06883015742206515,0.0,0.06339099247053404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448978492485895,0.0,0.0,0.09048676400627592,0.0,0.17530062702146895,0.06558389129539273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676332736471932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251309466042678,0.0,0.0,0.1932008280029004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886616278597891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727214558092303,0.06871633624023024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629502510792952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061035983472140676,0.0,0.06886558462139973,0.07209443928382422,0.09877932245534418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888653194870826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939152940405374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854637600149805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979096319961782,0.0,0.0,0.05086230948403622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993862211104262,0.0,0.0,0.09916340545928076,0.08312529266665837,0.0,0.0,0.08757354229238931,0.0,0.06125727064318987,0.0,0.0,0.27765531503193985
adhd,Sometimes_She_Goes,2018/01/26,"Just want to remind everyone that seeing a therapist is a cool thing. When you get stuck in that cycle and you feel like there’s nothing you can do to help yourself ... remember there are people who dedicate years of their lives to specialize in ADHD, Anxiety, Depression. It’s worth a shot . I only say this because for some reason I was afraid to go for along time.  Im not sure if I was embarrassed , too proud , or too deep in my own self-pity .  I  hit and all time low and I finally admitted  I couldn’t do it by myself. Therapy truly changed my life and I’m forever grateful for those who do that line of work . So don’t be afraid it isn’t “ cool “ ... it’s cool to let someone help you help yourself ",2.0091440953412767,3.933312915492962,3.710845070422536,87.91286565547131,78.29577464788733,7.749512459371616,24.303358613217767,8.617729084823388,1.6737328277356447,542,19,115,12,13,181,93,142,0.092,0.7040000000000001,0.205,0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,2,7,12,0,3,3,3,13,1,0,1,2,18,22,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,6,14,7,15,15,3,11,0,2,1,0,12,5,0,3,6,74,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111203321357567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074663179190874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215444099025644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946298128414181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846444635369195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580381625852562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302742565275464,0.1314376230526028,0.0,0.20154458449517854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612361975188176,0.0,0.10456188307608333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699601490990916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873340985072044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881352703688361,0.12995276353383958,0.0898848901075957,0.0,0.1624605217569779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765368266203014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992750165005471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755077379435473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891653549919615,0.0,0.0,0.20841708152516272,0.0,0.0,0.14631081206193522,0.0,0.0,0.1466107768648978,0.0,0.1919345856298553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588835432992149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340197309539554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104008046234827,0.21361865654389384,0.12223025191104875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456414770259227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851804846707908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339419488157381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184791380471429
adhd,masonobeans,2018/01/26,"Did your relationships change once you got medicated? I just got diagnosed two days ago, and I'm going in Monday to talk over medications, and then be  prescribed one. I'm pretty nervous about how the medication might effect me socially, like as far as my relationships, especially with my SO.

Can you tell me about your positive and negative changes with your SO or friends? Please also mention what medication you were taking and if you switched did it change anything.

Thanks guys and gals",7.366896551724138,9.057322643678162,7.154655172413797,69.59336206896555,63.94252873563219,10.857471264367817,35.1896551724138,10.864195022040775,4.198710344827587,398,18,66,11,6,126,64,87,0.057,0.748,0.195,0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,7,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,0,13,13,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,0,12,3,9,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,3,5,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671032858097606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431145081251462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762989439836305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453644163190741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218639781133332,0.0,0.0,0.14508411748782551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043739306723256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812377906159499,0.0,0.22864912109255625,0.0,0.0,0.14153602533530338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983472052416337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760000627476104,0.0,0.1516399144795427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152229610344135,0.09686186378565358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690846892232915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542440130686873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30693453483208505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457123685973976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747533275627896,0.11489215409740333,0.12493846646281018,0.13160269254362178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963452268218773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,misscantfocus,2018/01/26,"Interaction between caffeine and metadate CD? Hi all, I've been taking 20MG metadate CD for about three months now and my performance in school and at work had improved soo much.  I felt like a functional person for once who was able to complete tasks and absorb information and stay still!  

But I am noticing this effect may be lessening as time goes on, and I find myself supplementing with caffeine pills for an extra boost once the dose wears off, which I feel may be worsening my anxiety disorder and causing me to fidget while I am in class.
 
I am going back to see my psychiatrist in a couple months for med management but I'm just wondering if this is normal or if anyone has experienced anything similar? I'm wondering if I should try to stop using caffeine and then reevaluate the effect of the medication.. Any input is helpful, thanks in advance. ",7.886954992967652,8.154460677215189,8.0604641350211,68.54142756680731,62.481012658227854,11.326019690576654,36.542897327707465,10.980518767755715,4.245542053445852,689,30,114,17,9,225,110,158,0.05,0.862,0.087,0.7815,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,6,0,14,4,1,4,1,32,25,17,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,12,2,20,16,3,19,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,8,10,80,16,4,0.1649793582736851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121916210093622,0.0,0.12620875751100782,0.0,0.0,0.1153574032661057,0.0,0.13576395470689925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685894294442632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947924660286126,0.0,0.0,0.1729777182863149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254652197228716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189080637722938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341852061824459,0.0,0.15840605616099918,0.0,0.15078814460906734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376157125773862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058218623523226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060058102324899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832548751080499,0.1661993467519553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633698995583325,0.0,0.1212788110994171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164474267373816,0.0,0.18783009287041466,0.0,0.351395264435393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405361209408366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696791840054348,0.13146718859460546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584604471764734,0.13175272862988988,0.13793013080345062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404394548734232,0.0,0.0,0.15189082742258156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620079053824043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201015473833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248919513429167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35782615299912074,0.1201069377179165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,2mice,2018/01/26,"how come i cant get anything besides straterra or concerta? i know people with 10% the add that i have who have been prescribed vyvanes, adderall, ritalin, etc..      
all my doctor wants to prescribe me is straterra.     
am not asking for medical advice here, just wondering what i can say to my doctor to convince her that i need meds, like severly, and straterra does nothing but make me sick. concerta does even less.      
i think she thinks im a druggy or something because ive told her my recreational use of drugs, but i dont think she understands that stimulants are the last thing in the world i would ever get addicted to. (as my soul only desires downers, whcih is why i never take them - cause ill never get off them once i do)",5.606610711430854,6.395092043165473,6.1383693045563525,78.56176658673064,67.41726618705036,9.055475619504397,33.43005595523581,9.150863307647796,3.0090377298161477,570,25,103,10,9,185,99,139,0.062,0.913,0.025,-0.7845,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,13,8,0,5,4,29,30,7,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,23,2,10,27,3,8,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,5,71,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307489848301976,0.0,0.14617736408287713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230996113620105,0.0,0.1398462151484784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911885179614488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536698708856803,0.0,0.1288583166998904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062228781197293,0.2618139816647069,0.0,0.17531806292257604,0.0,0.17347660851140045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683210400710968,0.09880261342986237,0.13531248533856696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446339749556896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158259052164306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221060980501438,0.1219356047790531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308199161503931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985231401801972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661604801856021,0.15069592689720046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091889785906736,0.23074566108130296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435353914030125,0.0,0.0,0.159308192589979,0.0,0.11376973916374113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370669163384873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895976651359735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899382883981778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516149128108122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247286891626083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938077728719992,0.287553198504688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293940850701173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572819644117594,0.0,0.12919750741045272,0.0,0.0,0.08823190525858272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498147448541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222369355861369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626426040456674,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,22bla11,2018/01/26,"Recently diagnosed, feeling alone and cursed, does it get better? Hey, I have never made a post or comment anywhere, but I just found this and Idk want to know if it gets better. 

I am 23 and I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD and had to take 25mg of Ritalin 3 times a day, it started out horrible getting panic attacks, but after a little while I got euphoric highs and terrible lows which made me extremely depressed and thus started a spiral of everything going wrong. After a while I started taking concerta 54mg with occasional 10 mg when it drops and that seems to work the best, just not ideal. Then I started taking 108mg concerta, which made me extremily jittery and weird.

After doing allot of research about ADHD, I felt relieved because all this time it wasn’t me who fucked up but my ADHD. Then it sank in, if it was my ADHD it means i have all these issues forever, the realization that I wont be able to function as the people I look up to. 
I suffer the most from something I just learned about called ‘RSD’ Rejection sensitivity dysphoria, and it fits the mold perfectly. I was glad I was able to explain the agonizing pain of my emotions, but again, realization its probably then never going away? 

What makes Ritalin not ideal is that apart from it having too much impact on my personality, it helps me focus, especially on my never ending negative thoughts. I always just try to go so deep into what they mean and why they are there, in hope to be able to control them, would that be possible? 

My strong emotions are by far the worst part of ADHD, the negative thoughts and self image. 
I really really don’t want to live with this forever. I can’t.

Also I don’t want to take my medication all the time or forever, making the decision of my personality before (which helps me allot in my job, plus it was more fun in the end) or the heavy version of myself, but able to do so much more and have more chill in my head, apart from the self hate which i honestly try to fight against all the time, I’m tired.

I just idk man, the sudden heavy block on my shoulders, especially after the heavy ‘depression’ so to say from Ritalin, made me scared for so many things.

I just feel like I want to be normal, even though I also appreciate ADHD for the creative power. Which ultimately makes me good at my job, (work as an art director and stylist). For some reason i’m too scared to work because I’m just so overwhelmed. 

I just really want to get better, but I don’t even know what I want to get better from? 

Ideal would be, taking some form of medication when I need to focus, other times not, taking therapy to understand and overcome my personal struggles. And be happy. With happy I don’t mean a live without struggles, but a live in which I learn and overcome hardships and struggles, not let them devour me. And even if they would from time to time, being able to help myself up again. 

A thought that helps me sometimes in my negative state is that negativity and positivity exist side by side, and in knowing that I can sometimes switch my focus from the negative trait to the positive counter part of the same trait. For example I overanalyze too much which makes my negative thoughts worse. But also because of that I am extremely good at doing research and seeing different perspectives which helps me be good in my job.

I just idk

I hope it gets better. 

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adhd,PsyRockFan21,2018/01/26,What helps you better exercise self-control with spending money? I find myself at times buying games on steam without thinking things through. Usually its an impulse buy to bury complicated feelings or driving myself to distracted mode. What strategies do you use to conquer the feelings on wanting to shop on impulse?,8.478396226415093,11.032626981132076,7.166179245283022,67.2843632075472,62.20754716981133,8.318867924528304,45.32547169811321,8.841846274778883,4.98662641509434,262,17,32,4,4,79,43,53,0.043,0.853,0.104,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,6,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28160279526402576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571175815859265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219896384578315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910158308164835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341974121494744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321652050503712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153371892906328,0.20402066720897694,0.0,0.0,0.1856641518885369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749991493819629,0.3506774357711939,0.0,0.18780315023706975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30693045568598504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,luro2,2018/01/26,"Taking Adderall for the very first time... but I feel absolutely nothing. When should I feel the effects of 30mg XR? I took a 30mg XR about an hour and a half ago and feel absolutely no effects at all. This is... unexpected. Disappointing. Upsetting. I've been scared to try this for years, but it was my last hope. If it doesn't have ANY effect on me, then I'll just be like ... the way I always am ... forever. 

How much time does it usually take for you to feel the effects of this dosage in XR form?",0.7995989304812845,2.9713837549019573,2.8342067736185403,91.25847593582891,84.0,6.454188948306596,21.037433155080205,7.686295010490155,0.7401058823529416,381,12,87,7,11,128,71,102,0.145,0.7909999999999999,0.065,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,5,4,5,0,2,7,0,8,0,0,5,1,18,16,8,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,4,7,2,11,11,3,15,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,11,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929845039417652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811500247184213,0.0,0.0,0.14804852017774892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051724202105128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44031767869429617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518183158380366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162326040269837,0.21439796801781769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746061519682144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636085510310073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600400132438333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088961538924592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796312014297475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273777916958326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538939102756629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418809689369732,0.14780905654716686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977398035039885,0.17963143267305354,0.0,0.17280602713903567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019644925290445
adhd,TheLaugh,2018/01/26,"I forgot about today’s Study Group...that I was prepared to lead. I spent all of this week preparing for my study group, highlighting questions that my classmates and I would need to go over. I prepared note cards for terms, practiced formulas, and was set to go into the city for the meeting at 4.

The problem is...the meeting ends at 4. By the time I get there it will be too late, and all of my preparation will have been for my benefit and my benefit alone. 

I’m upset because I let my classmates down. I know I’ll be okay for the midterm but this was the one day we had scheduled to review. 


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adhd,sendmeyourcsgoknives,2018/01/26,"How do you guys deal with mood swings? Hey, how do you guys deal with: 

* 1. Short Anxiety
* 2. Short Deppresion
* 3. Short Stress and being nervous, 

Im getting used to these effects, thanks for the help! ",-0.4788888888888891,0.7110863157894762,0.34087719298245744,100.13891812865498,120.05263157894736,3.7941520467836263,17.380116959064328,5.82211442006289,-0.1977286549707604,152,5,32,2,9,46,30,38,0.155,0.7190000000000001,0.126,-0.0752,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077977336631148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600813216831401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419165068579945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379167644734543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206920134832616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29340916826470503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31115353398760304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25008224726303063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346028310896308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,A_A_A_A_AAA,2018/01/26,Either I am very productive but literally do not eat or I can eat but I'm loopy as fuck Fuck this lol keep on fucking with meds to find the right dose :(,-0.3204545454545453,1.815958090909092,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,89.30303030303033,5.724242424242425,17.340909090909093,7.1686216300943375,-0.017418181818181555,119,3,29,2,4,40,28,33,0.303,0.613,0.084,-0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092507557610811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274351937407538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6901455343051097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118036896382745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640507237616546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250794603486392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531900814435927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bradaqui,2018/01/26,Seeing a psychiatrist I am seeing a psychiatrist for the first time today because I am quite sure I have ADHD. I haver never done anything like this and I am sort of anxious. Do I just tell them I think I have ADHD and what then?,1.3082978723404253,3.57019131914894,3.6419574468085116,85.69400000000002,82.61702127659575,5.4621276595744686,20.038297872340426,6.742157984588678,0.3951906382978718,180,5,36,2,5,62,32,47,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.063,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,9,2,2,9,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,6,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716521442618849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686807961254701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571425661247605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497927984463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433831988403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229852204747495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619198064430852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342956174034825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529620371978477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790402708918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415245407172732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787436060481526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239219647461502,0.0,0.0,0.1386808910094857,0.0,0.2254355277680293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Imnotsure65,2018/01/26,"I don't think meds work for me, and it's depressing I was so hopeful going into this and getting a script for adderall that I had heard so much about. I was ready to get things done, and being productive at work. Well I'm more or less the same as I was before. Once the placebo effect wears out, I have no interest in what I'm doing at work. I'm just thinking of so many things at once. I'm missing things people said in a meeting. I'm trying so hard to improve my habits, and I thought meds would help, but I'm not feeling anything. 

Adderall was making me stuck on reddit all day and giving me very little focus on real work. Then I got switched to Ritalin 30mg and eh. At first I thought it was working really good. I was finally tuned into the conversation I was in, and just staying off of the internet and doing work. After a few weeks I'm stuck again in this slump where I don't want to do anything because it's so boring. 

Sorry I just needed to vent because all of this is so frustrating. ",3.7561904761904756,4.410894367149759,5.111694271911663,84.7492391304348,71.51207729468601,7.653416149068326,27.82919254658385,7.7094869923839395,1.57108447204969,782,27,162,9,14,262,117,207,0.124,0.784,0.093,-0.6564,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,8,13,8,1,0,7,0,18,2,1,2,2,32,44,18,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,16,4,17,4,27,26,7,25,0,2,0,0,6,16,0,2,7,113,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508501956839606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519208613546294,0.0,0.10603299855483443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036243378341558,0.0,0.10732546554366408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275181710334544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300600542424369,0.0,0.0,0.13650296237724754,0.0,0.10599226921652696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020601752630925,0.1195362142226849,0.07081811117564514,0.10451603578851693,0.09966112295136093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162510138531156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352272102315289,0.0,0.0,0.12376475696022475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489085671727065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317741034174758,0.1263338694789165,0.0,0.0,0.2768248002842576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160188137290534,0.09239592264444753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654088297536608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638812360079133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183221194951454,0.07982765404097103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853160188365575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948946500262913,0.0,0.13281651083235232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835385460393536,0.15968870708254265,0.0,0.19785110002986692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460126557879016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028153950568116,0.07349755948172544,0.0,0.09995374567572388,0.0,0.11203836870478667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443005927167633,0.0,0.0,0.08851858947142564,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tanagra_,2018/01/26,"Does medication allows you to “use what you know to plan ahead in the future? Hello. I’m only self diagnosed at the moment, currently on waiting list to get an appointment. I have been reading this thread for a while now though and I can relate to many things you guys discuss in here. I was just wondering if this problem we seem to have with remembering historically of things we already know but not capable to apply it to plan the future ( this idea of hindsight - foresight) is somehow being neutralized by medication. Anybody edperienced/ thought about this ? ",5.461855555555558,8.172065830000005,5.971333333333334,72.04122222222225,70.7,8.844444444444445,32.111111111111114,9.444778638647367,3.5132777777777777,453,21,71,11,9,146,75,100,0.053,0.947,0.0,-0.6368,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,3,0,3,6,1,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,2,0,20,16,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,18,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,8,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310330254553336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249512786959152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832116009379104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938151365681492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729847155256528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363409943918788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011662464608454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122573154798197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42181463107675105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159227065857555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032842971196824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941580318922076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371631021387104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059270502318948,0.21840725051218368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781778298236126,0.0,0.2056942995725822,0.1662077775749492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808190839874264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704106494203385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Irohuro,2018/01/26,"Vyvanse and Hunger Suppression Hi all, first post here. I started Vyvanse 40mg back in October, went over all the side effects: insomnia (which I already have so no difference), hunger suppression, dizziness. The benefits are there (most of the time, I'm bring upped to 50mg for my next pickup) but the one thing that's constant is the hunger suppression. It's a huge difference between on days and off days (mainly weekends).

With on days, I'll get hungry, but when it comes time to eat something as soon as I see food I just get turned off by it, and usually can't finish even something like a meal of a sandwich and fries. Sometimes I even start feeling nauseous about it.

While off of it I can eat a full entree and dessert for lunch and dinner and not think twice about it.

I've lost about 10 lbs in a month (plus another 5, but that was due to wisdom teeth removal). I have talked to my doctor about it, and we agreed to keep going for now (as long as I don't stop eating altogether) since I needed to lose some weight for health reasons anyways, but once I get close to where I need to be health wise we'll start really monitoring it to make sure I don't become underweight.

On the bright side I now for back into pants I haven't been able to wear in 5 years!


I wanted to know if anyone else is running into this with their meds, and what they're doing about it.",6.18234793187348,5.648212879562045,6.17633576642336,83.31623114355234,66.18978102189779,9.350462287104623,30.31046228710462,8.648137234880735,2.0566684184914843,1075,33,224,14,15,340,164,274,0.054000000000000006,0.833,0.114,0.9525,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,1,4,19,8,0,0,11,0,15,19,2,3,3,43,37,22,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,15,17,13,5,5,1,0,6,6,2,0,3,4,4,20,6,46,31,6,52,0,2,2,0,5,19,0,3,27,146,35,1,0.115919278416806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279198062484059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155147060809772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105345472650191,0.11877299944457125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826953966497802,0.0,0.0,0.12802373569619202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985419416170492,0.0,0.12526755889045652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427503444861208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422219475696443,0.0,0.11864829338000175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558430832999237,0.09683568268031736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312718026709632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058612270152142674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860087900394436,0.14017005159029566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168911574300786,0.0,0.06587959728509027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643354465445744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303438082597352,0.0,0.0,0.0637062038668479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663230412553135,0.0,0.0,0.10258491363191234,0.0,0.1296840215453251,0.1265395857622644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737701847116672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876018619036755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925256620978692,0.0,0.0,0.17190535227643633,0.0,0.0,0.12328146767181455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345024831791533,0.07854990306973296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101862567514588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426085803657093,0.11918432454103398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237265677862436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588962498315262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848064765760446,0.1146471304024953,0.0,0.2461447856900009,0.0,0.0,0.09691370727814218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925254805952968,0.0,0.0,0.09317152504720368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770116177622368,0.07427639299417403,0.0,0.0,0.13518692688596606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608688785873834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766870822381246,0.0,0.0683721937751742,0.0,0.0,0.14115845227624302,0.0,0.10745833243793368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464821473759138
adhd,Mr_Fred12,2018/01/26,"Just got fired after 4 days for being ""too slow"" Hello guys,
I got hired as a dietary aide at a nursing home last week, and completed three days of training. It was a little overwhelming, but I learned the ins and outs of the job and how things worked. And, after the third day (Friday), I was on my own. The thing is, I have autism, and ADHD, and don't pick up on things as fast as others, and it does take me a little bit longer to learn things as well, and my manager expected me to have everything down by the third day. What happened was, I was doing lunch prep, making sandwiches on the menu, and during training I was told to make always make extra for leftovers, or in case a resident changes their mind and wants something different. And, that's exactly what I was doing, making extra. And, after wrapping, labeling, and putting them in the cooler, my manager called me into her office, and said ""it wasn't working out. You were supposed to have them ready by 8:30, You came in at 7:30, and now it's 9:30"" Wtf?! I was never told to have them ready by 8:30. All I was told by the person training me was to have the lunch menu ready by 11 am. And that's exactly what I was doing. I told her that I was spending time making extras like I was told, but she didn't care and just told me to pick up my check and leave. She knew I had a disability too. I told her about it during the interview. But, apparently I was ""too slow"" for them. I was just getting the hang of this job, and feel like I wasn't even given a fair chance. Has anyone had a similar experience? Please let me know I'm not the only one here. ",4.276137890739118,4.6944170490797585,5.159991235758107,85.71759713701434,70.22699386503068,8.295413380075956,25.64650891031259,8.269060116576782,1.3743846333625471,1242,33,266,17,21,406,160,326,0.03,0.89,0.08,0.9478,4,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,5,2,12,5,0,1,20,0,34,3,0,8,4,51,60,28,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,17,23,3,0,5,0,2,3,6,1,1,4,33,3,40,4,41,25,6,35,0,1,0,0,25,17,0,1,17,197,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283486643938966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812215418105144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564851879898757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250113907466156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586992069723224,0.10738260836824397,0.09572484903660096,0.0,0.09932082219999444,0.0,0.09843955107527684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219940391723135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809274713958543,0.0,0.0,0.08216182900583248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201199323533312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438028277503562,0.0918402645251961,0.0,0.0,0.0474724825970455,0.06707344881554238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905248999224676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018126900931952,0.0,0.0,0.09296366324883748,0.08302465381440016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417709851519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863382691221072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159826852879902,0.07653107176231327,0.0,0.09941360273014482,0.0,0.09600661617588853,0.0,0.09173765373875704,0.18820044159661636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31335411111434724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479989343623438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241204395981816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362078958549246,0.07140588746081873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197918810468874,0.0,0.10306058850550258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438315091243953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930877889707635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227940001164837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059192610674035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24949947678178835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474671956301522,0.0,0.0,0.6279965810604948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055377445212214216,0.0,0.07531111391922164,0.0,0.08441638971914235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367028441247896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,danphanto,2018/01/26,"Can stimulants decrease heart rate? Backstory here is that I usually check my pulse every few days, because I find it interesting, and it’s generally pretty high compared to most people (my resting heart rate is usually around 100bpm). I hadn’t had caffeine much recently because I used to have some sort of weird intolerance, but I’ve started having it again, and I’ve noticed that while it’s in my system, my heart rate goes down 10-15bpm (so it’s at 85-90 instead of 100). Google has nothing that I can find about this, so I thought I’d ask you guys if any of you have experienced this, because it makes zero sense to me.",6.394531615925052,6.358337680327871,6.779274004683843,77.50073770491805,65.63934426229507,9.92224824355972,34.64168618266979,9.606745405546679,3.1259423887587814,495,21,96,9,7,161,81,122,0.014,0.95,0.036000000000000004,0.3514,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,3,3,0,15,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,13,1,11,12,5,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,7,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164923219068187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615658196878245,0.1534877900576755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002510454575512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588365786341687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833022053994656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001183228764472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256576282134275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836685563243035,0.0,0.1734670519691063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959260495179482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120692490387662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753683428701334,0.18692203092008325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382296543508175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703188234431365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162109688744809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620870034393352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034198441477762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180033311832038,0.3616460437873283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cmp-fr,2018/01/26,"ADHD Senoritis Hey all. High School Senior Female here. It’s second semester and I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I know all the cons of “giving up,” colleges rescinding their acceptances, parents getting upset, high school getting mad, etc.. I just don’t care? 
Depression, Anxiety, and a couple processing disorders are also in the mix, but my ADHD is off the rails. I can’t focus in anything. 
I’m on medication. Upping my dosage is possible, but makes me feel bad, so I better not. When I’m completely of fit I’m x100 worse.
I have some assignments I told my parents I did and I did do. I told them so they’d get off my back. I don’t know what to do about that either cause they’re gunna find out with grade comments coming out today. 
I’m really fucked and anxious and I know I’ve dug myself into some holes. Reason I’m here is to ask for pointers and tips for getting motivated, staying on top of things, and doing somewhat my best when I don’t want to. 
Thank you :)",1.0436558287073725,3.6320603917525816,3.2560824742268046,85.0079302141158,89.41237113402063,6.0773988897700235,21.894528152260108,7.468242284971852,1.2965898493259322,772,28,145,15,26,262,121,194,0.131,0.696,0.173,0.8347,2,0,0,1,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,5,10,10,2,1,4,0,17,2,0,5,2,34,40,14,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,1,24,5,22,35,8,22,0,1,0,1,12,15,1,3,5,99,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116076165838702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036742064495468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917534074801206,0.14645791735919628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336770498164606,0.0,0.1211972387502142,0.0,0.0,0.09968625903276776,0.10824518071624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360506847971915,0.114657311534509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217808022207714,0.13317746219068144,0.0,0.11167461455746988,0.13592657507433792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434457788508616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165997554249073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485803128470562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458446600848346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555060338255772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848992032950215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198514150054062,0.2709291901754272,0.12436387477039823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739465817430245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374262207440456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653666264013274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060010391738908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28790293673954354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615123576227215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305162109176098,0.1332929839968288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262408101116373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818051732695152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935641284494987,0.0,0.0,0.08612800696300922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288491910027854,0.2477558881553641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646587557380226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321156949348771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TrentdelaCruz,2018/01/26,"20M my mom thinks I'm an inconsiderate person Now I am posting this with the intention that I may find out that  I'm actually just a shitty person and this isn't my ADHD. But I've been diagnosed with ADHD since the age of 7-8 and I was on medication up til the end of my freshman year in college. I had to take a gap year (for financial aid reasons) so I stopped taking my meds. I had been dependent on stimulants for about 10 years at that point from my medication as well as from obsessing over pour-over coffee and trying to make the best black cup of joe. So I went cold turkey off of my Vyvanse (the highest dosage I believe, it was a blue pill) and off of coffee and soda, and man did the withdrawals suck. It made me feel like a blob that could only wake up (late) and eat way too much food all the time. 
Luckily I had a little bit of structure at this point because I was on a solo road trip from Chicago to California, but besides driving and setting up camp at the end of the day, I felt useless.  But after about 2-3 weeks of that God awful withdrawal stage, I started to even out, I COULD ACTUALLY FUNCTION WITHOUT MEDICATION! 
Fast forward to present day. I can function at my job (Jimmy John's driver) but I still have problems with focus now and again. But whenever I have problems focusing at home with my mom it usually manifests in me forgetting to clean my dishes, or leaving a towel on the floor. But my mom freaks out at me as if I'm doing all these things on purpose. It really makes me feel like a shitty person because I'm not even conscious of the fact that I'm fucking up until my mom and I get in an argument about it. Do any of you find that your parents will acknowledge that you have ADHD but as soon as you show symptoms of it, they feel attacked by your actions (or lack there of in my case)?

Also, today is my first day back on Vyvanse (Woohoo!) after much grief with my new doctor thinking I'm some sort of no good tweaker. But that's a post for another time",4.452027283061766,4.868010231527093,5.78768472906404,81.38045850701023,69.83743842364532,8.610685865858281,30.147404319818115,8.617729084823388,2.203306100795756,1558,59,318,24,26,526,215,406,0.119,0.8270000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9821,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,5,1,2,18,14,3,1,22,1,22,13,1,7,3,62,44,31,1,6,14,5,4,2,0,2,7,0,2,4,20,18,4,1,11,1,0,5,4,9,1,1,12,7,41,5,70,28,8,72,0,2,2,1,15,32,2,7,34,221,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.1662451409664146,0.0,0.3071063835044072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811774148197056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792474802083445,0.08931777355103235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690358852381104,0.0,0.0654975143253533,0.0,0.10384884762077973,0.0,0.0,0.095967741669566,0.08939027066457632,0.0,0.09299357878654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601725235243814,0.0,0.0,0.16480052968356768,0.0,0.0,0.08645505185989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718447705580824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715954312709166,0.0,0.0,0.1508869020711712,0.0,0.0,0.11252006037591668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292074241447865,0.1217040142816374,0.08178534907998466,0.0,0.15570441361713647,0.07245334785953908,0.10299897536364724,0.0,0.0,0.07874675855425672,0.04450259415602708,0.0,0.0,0.07144423601702353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544164006100806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452717046360346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608579980803243,0.0901924288978485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322846758252915,0.0853718931871054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059857837662929,0.11371549812250972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946148417210005,0.2574271196517681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990431991622984,0.0,0.0,0.12523296321057506,0.0,0.0,0.0822665611027773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647825876020164,0.0,0.0,0.09458137413508064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312546445900386,0.0,0.0,0.16104367235717695,0.0,0.1631561743908495,0.0,0.0,0.16300990007063176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456794943436847,0.0875783604832802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046107930485264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029024609640619,0.0,0.0680241852135009,0.07121358974396046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853375916408544,0.12808825153288114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056589247350725874,0.10915872949050363,0.0,0.0,0.09933730346703246,0.0,0.08073988157680499,0.0,0.0,0.05783105663881344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381280797048318,0.0,0.0,0.06761125046364727,0.06832558222253728,0.0,0.07658629220212472,0.07896193238013778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210966820901874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455775417356838
adhd,mygingersoul,2018/01/26,"I found a god send for college: IPad Pro with Apple Pencil. So the biggest problems I’ve had with college is my notes are horrendous. After I got an iphone my girlfriend convinced me an iPad Pro would be very helpful. This past month has been a god send with it and the good note app. I can compartmentalize my notes, screen record, and keep all my syllables assignments and practice problems within the same device and have the ability to draw on them easily. Typed notes never worked for me and the Apple Pencil is very natural to write with. So if you’re looking for something that will help you organize and keep your notes with the lecturers voice I recommend this. Just keep “fun” game apps and other distractions off of it. 


Apple product are just good for the adhd brain because of the how easily it is to file share between the Mac book iPad and iPhone.  Your schedule can be updated anywhere and you can write down or type down any reminders notes on one device and see it on another. ",7.043422459893048,7.393109171122997,6.562994652406419,78.28802139037434,64.24064171122997,9.794652406417114,32.508021390374324,9.573946990214177,2.9093786096256693,793,29,144,14,11,246,110,187,0.056,0.77,0.174,0.9668,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,1,1,5,8,0,1,13,0,16,1,1,1,2,32,23,15,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,4,15,5,23,15,2,16,0,0,3,0,14,8,0,2,6,96,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889772822989986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386192307723315,0.19099040695055794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103128123265872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332926072667087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997078782496393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055419580822124,0.14567455807856292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244170146076018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485685073789814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295231618235494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538297043248266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047813782632754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234232533605869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387390949343495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348568105917592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514255747785546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402208108153242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005703085622189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260060017688105,0.0,0.0,0.12938752866833492,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,seands,2018/01/26,"What do you do to spend more time outside? Yet another study finds teens who spend more time outside (or reading/on social activities) are happier than those who surf the net, play video games during their free time.

I actually do daily runs or biking but only for about 45 minutes a day. Beyond that I get bored. But if there were more things to switch to, I'd probably spend more time outside.

What do you guys do outside? Do you find chaining activities helps?",4.652906403940887,6.622119643678165,4.854844006568143,82.39241379310344,70.95402298850574,7.730049261083742,27.37110016420361,8.418075326091056,1.91972380952381,367,13,68,6,7,115,60,87,0.03,0.8590000000000001,0.111,0.7461,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,7,8,4,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,6,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2426521810245521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607372754526827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036241311777805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545337727131524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991238685757486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462083247066397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666873392029938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891139323851772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26809299677201875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253473262912472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519585730286787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799727607856613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jakeings,2018/01/26,"ADHD, Alcohol & Self-Control Hey Redditors - I’ve been a passive reader of this sub for some time, but have decided to make my first post on an issue that particularly affects me, and might affect some of you too! I’m 19 years old and have been privately diagnosed with ADHD inattentive, and some ASD traits too.

I should start by saying that I don’t think I have an alcohol ‘problem’ in the traditional sense, but that the issue I have is something I see in lots of different parts of my life. When I drink, I am incredibly poor at self-limiting on the volume I drink. I’m very in control in regards to only drinking sporadically and feel no emotional dependence on alcohol, but when I drink, I drink too much too fast and lack the ability to pace myself unlike my friends. Due to having a moderate tolerance, this doesn’t end in awful circumstances but does mean that I don’t really enjoy nights out to the fullest extent because I’m always very intoxicated and at the upper limit of in-control drunk.

I feel like this is a self-control, impulsive issue that I have with alcohol, but I think I can summarise it as a belief that more of something is good, which is obviously wrong but it seems like my brain doesn’t compute the idea of moderation very well. I can apply this principle to lots of other things in my life, from coffee to studying and even budgeting. I feel like I only have two modes: nothing or everything, and with alcohol obviously thats more of an issue. 

I do wholeheartedly believe this is not a problem around alcohol (although if you disagree please do say) but a broader issue of impulsive self-control issues. I guess my question is, does anyone else experience this problem, and how (if at all) do you combat it? What I want is to be able to drink ‘responsibly’ and get rid of the thoughts in my head that usually encourage me to go all or nothing. 

(Sorry if this seems a bit unfocused, just wanted to start a discussion around this and see who, if anyone, can relate!)",10.053473684210527,7.432163899999999,10.1925,64.28875000000002,60.0,13.710526315789476,41.381578947368425,12.161744961471696,4.992973684210528,1582,67,282,40,16,532,186,380,0.08,0.7929999999999999,0.127,0.9451,1,0,14,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,0,3,12,12,0,0,19,1,30,19,2,6,4,70,52,29,0,11,15,0,3,3,1,2,10,2,0,0,24,17,13,2,13,7,2,1,6,4,1,2,3,7,34,8,45,46,14,32,1,0,2,0,11,17,0,17,16,203,58,1,0.061550314011923436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794303280715712,0.0,0.0,0.3946714021978064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051214791950772484,0.06668973951646948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607482134644008,0.06306557038480914,0.0,0.10958565778994572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752050013230837,0.0,0.0,0.06934612653881371,0.0,0.0,0.06719700150945496,0.0,0.0,0.06871050634830664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451695544690167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247227309817077,0.0,0.06430697782591516,0.0,0.0,0.10772618914416167,0.0,0.0,0.3617752516944627,0.0,0.0,0.051417389393172655,0.06923581881763577,0.05451530911347509,0.0,0.0,0.04065340191003872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055317453446758466,0.0602080176829364,0.0,0.0,0.0933650644333127,0.08794311325690472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235466565554959,0.0,0.0,0.04755361992345665,0.0,0.032157498675703514,0.0,0.03498046188051911,0.051625483158332514,0.0,0.0,0.06780461012789317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631683794422558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948281258949074,0.0,0.38545521932900106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694961409132011,0.09021112319932724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465575182575816,0.0,0.0,0.04108531254898005,0.0,0.0,0.06704633605184178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529515645118211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045246562868662375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776080016757072,0.0,0.11811837263117853,0.0,0.06458670067825313,0.0,0.0,0.09362357473888296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665299204059895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756376157269002,0.0,0.0,0.0589481867451543,0.0,0.0,0.1766860138737991,0.0,0.0,0.0689504381444591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039430707241903735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789456030198404,0.0,0.0,0.09809526264296796,0.11206618841665857,0.2568416045565302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476887760530034,0.0,0.06890053733791952,0.08713125811073408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089129367065381,0.07887791185217782,0.0,0.04886407408867529,0.035890483074866135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060125713179227575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778897512126876,0.15235636539056066,0.07260793983575944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055341124192269636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729560604187088,0.0,0.0396363842173651
adhd,entropicmind,2018/01/26,"""I've been up for 20 hours now and I was dead tired so I drank a coffee 10 minutes ago and I'm still tired! I must have ADHD"" -figuratively everyone at college Anyone else have friends that self diagnose this way?  What are your favorite ways people have decided that they have adhd?",1.7667532467532467,4.4874780909090966,3.136103896103897,86.57272727272729,86.27272727272728,6.051948051948052,22.402597402597397,7.447530270364453,1.175987012987012,225,8,43,4,7,73,44,55,0.177,0.723,0.1,-0.6859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,1,5,10,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,3,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087577615114737,0.0,0.1876272803269684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800032350221076,0.21687468350904046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483440764248835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681803214438904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225393146846254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353100761129466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084463095490315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674110045379482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081161464278487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169035067602393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865530425567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360179105985579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PM_ME_UR_CC_INFO,2018/01/26,"Have you ever hired a decluttering service? Was it worth it? I’m looking into hiring someone to help me organize my room and figure out what clothes to get rid of because it’s too overwhelming! What would you pay? I’m seeing people from $35-65/hour.

Has anyone done this?",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,82.33333333333334,5.822222222222222,23.814814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.2040592592592585,216,8,40,3,6,72,47,54,0.027000000000000003,0.8590000000000001,0.114,0.6654,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,6,7,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,25,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255979970856857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316622631712776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746391214827181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311510857032016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912679095947133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538368590426995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605267811646603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074249961806277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538020304874835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917278488615905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018848166358565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600611844233877,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kim_jong_discotheque,2018/01/26,"Any tips for finding a new psychiatrist? Hey everyone, new account but I used to post/lurk in here all the time when I was first starting with treatment. 

 

So I've moved to a new state to begin grad school (woo!) and I need to find someone out here to prescribe my meds. I used to get my scripts from my pediatrician so I needed to find a new GP anyways, but the first GP I tried out here would only write half of my previous prescription and said I should go to a psychiatrist (which I wanted to do anyways). 

 

I'm in the NYC area so there are tons of options but I'm not sure how to approach this. Obviously in the short-term I just need someone to write my prescriptions, but I do legitimately want to work with a psychiatrist with the goal of reducing my meds and getting into some better habits. I don't want to come across as a drug-seeking college kid but it is important that I stay on my schedule for now, which has been consistent for >2 years. 

 

Does anyone have advice on how to pick out a good psych, how I might approach them and what to expect from the first appointment? Thank you!

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adhd,The_Badass_Unicorn,2018/01/26,"Private economy I am only 16, so I don't really have any serious consiquenses for my lacking abillities, but I am frightened by how little control I seem to actually have. I use more money then I think I do, on silly things such as snacks regularily, and forget I did. How can you overcome the obsticles ADHD makes for a stable, and controlled private economy?",7.120671641791044,7.6196156567164195,8.730559701492544,62.30240671641794,64.07462686567163,11.476119402985075,39.13805970149254,11.20814326018867,4.9923164179104464,287,15,44,8,4,101,52,67,0.118,0.82,0.062,-0.5472,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,6,0,13,12,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,1,6,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2732250733780326,0.0,0.3364876859160072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039947196524512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280542039899012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28061862915056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689223118418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294128836830925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936562718914148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25488792337319466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600966223648385,0.17940314947864244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418172343909531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alexander28_01,2018/01/26,"Another vent, yay. Hey guys, kinda seems like I'll be posting these every few months, I guess. I'm pretty sure I'm just posting the same things worded differently(or will be, if I keep posting every few months), but I have pent up enough anger that I keep almost losing control and trying to punch stuff, so I have to vent, probably.



I am fucking tired of my dad always assuming I'm thinking of video games 24/7, and uses it as reason for all of my ADHD symptoms, I don't even play as much as I used to!

I am fucking tired of my dad *joking* about my symptoms, I know they're just jokes but it's getting so fucking frustrating that he doesn't even realise I can't help it.



I am tired of my mom pretty much ignoring all of my shit until I try to complain, and then try to convince me I just have to try harder.

I am fucking tired of my mom taking my phone away just because she thinks it helps. It fucking doesn't.



I am tired of my sister wanting to help me with my ADHD, but treats me like I'm just a lazy piece of shit that needs to try harder.





Yeah, if I write any more stuff, I'd just end up rewriting my last few posts on this sub, so I just won't.",4.017530864197532,4.029062028806589,5.053102880658437,87.68829629629629,70.6872427983539,7.467654320987655,26.488065843621396,6.742157984588678,0.9813354732510282,895,25,198,6,15,295,124,243,0.229,0.6759999999999999,0.095,-0.9922,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,13,21,9,0,2,2,16,14,2,4,3,39,38,16,0,4,12,5,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,1,13,4,0,4,6,5,0,0,5,12,0,0,0,0,33,9,28,34,11,14,0,1,0,5,16,4,7,7,8,124,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962540389062596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176033611062962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793905452232048,0.0,0.0,0.055524565894702366,0.08561678337070402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671253945580334,0.0,0.0,0.049772872388973585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915770318975664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231736022127246,0.084365920868486,0.0,0.10785765532499716,0.0,0.13758671322488494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774189559501736,0.04265857523994327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994630123210205,0.08084599627680678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418412973690866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514793146935914,0.0,0.0,0.044872515556997776,0.06655536718894718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977979517388786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134507977354016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125418032677954,0.13034395270469862,0.0,0.12004378362549567,0.06054218526721675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127912011920658,0.1661341072530375,0.08803213881859491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394944499119526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433078018032607,0.0,0.0,0.16762439687856615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693864298183527,0.0,0.0,0.0769538343971877,0.16973051113986204,0.061390379808096876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054244403313188985,0.10463560525800532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692213415093461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771737836431423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410381743901689,0.0,0.0,0.048159082516595314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phinnaeusmaximus,2018/01/26,"Meds, how I missed you. I've been off my meds for close to three years now because I was trying to get pregnant, then I was pregnant, then I was breastfeeding. My doctor finally prescribed me a very low dose of Adderall XR to ease me back on, and I took the first pill yesterday. It was such an amazing, productive, perfect day. I know this dose isn't going to be effective for me for very long and I'll have to up it pretty soon, but I'd forgotten what it was like to feel relaxed, capable, and on top of things. You kinda forget how much it helps when you're managing to squeak by without it for a long time.",3.4501244444444485,4.4593844480000016,4.55306666666667,87.15697777777781,72.52000000000002,8.115555555555558,27.488888888888887,8.515128840125781,1.7812222222222218,476,17,102,8,9,156,83,125,0.057,0.738,0.205,0.962,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,7,6,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,3,1,14,15,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,1,13,4,19,7,1,23,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,15,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254486890636133,0.0,0.12886059491315874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363282294961093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636530087708145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688448274549417,0.0,0.0,0.2315659980136709,0.0,0.17980712781182698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044187565885012,0.0,0.12013707472889824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416893957003793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161737061252202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327384551785104,0.0,0.0,0.3741447107432098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696104028541146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539502374625638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150583125752612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043726524401615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326245610904048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348606335995587,0.14351905743136886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488356465363988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037711719666513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136127397887699
adhd,kjeff23,2018/01/26,"Can I just rant about the meds refill process for a second? I call my doctor this morning. I have two vyvanse pills left (but am well beyond 30 days since last picking them up) Because I have to physically go to my doctor to pick up the fucking meds I ask how long they're open today. They're only open until 12, great. I have work. Ask if I can have someone (my emergency contact and mother) can pick up the script. She says no. I ask her what time she opens on Monday. She says 7, I say perfect, can I schedule to pick it up at 7:15? She puts me on hold for ten minutes. Comes back and says ""I'll call you back when the doctor gets back to me"" I ask her why, since I'm giving them enough notice. And she asks me the last time I had a meds check, I tell her I don't remember (she has my fucking chart open in front of her) she puts me on hold again. Comes back and says it was in September and the doctor might need me to come in for that before I get a refill. But she can't tell me and says she'll have to call me later. So I tell her if someone had told me that I would need a meds check before I got a refill I would have scheduled an appointment.  She says the doctor will have to call me back and she can't tell me anything else. So now I'll probably have to schedule a doctors appointment (knowing they won't have any appointments in Monday) and won't be able to get my meds until lord knows when. And have to take time off work because god forbid doctors offices are open at times when people have time to go to the doctors. 

What a bunch of bullshit. ",2.2242776735459664,3.5089238292682983,3.3964634146341446,93.1809943714822,75.95121951219512,6.021763602251407,22.066604127579737,6.297961479604792,0.20042035647279555,1208,31,274,8,26,391,144,328,0.043,0.909,0.048,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,3,17,6,2,0,16,0,32,11,0,5,1,39,56,21,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,7,9,7,0,0,7,17,0,3,3,0,2,8,6,3,1,3,5,7,54,3,36,43,2,57,1,0,0,2,44,21,2,3,28,178,61,10,0.06190522672275198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042097676992149065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094272692566644,0.0,0.2893651519721816,0.0,0.0,0.2380064908409815,0.0,0.07547370325329751,0.0,0.1053535768113394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284863161283466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997761407480893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992374994454608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069009815983622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051713873421665536,0.0,0.0,0.06396464751479658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446076915530085,0.09702877775588843,0.059385134337843225,0.0703643339060992,0.0,0.04951126496026942,0.0682507310064827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804298729056464,0.10092204431917938,0.0,0.0,0.06726020996651881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054784177605756726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343813756772956,0.0,0.0,0.06567166275098056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180388243328197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704795109289332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708171447900585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291728961459466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667443047090409,0.0,0.0,0.12446370238943455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701265541741455,0.0,0.0,0.344606646886572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241728651204426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490419542426796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046545026294986136,0.0,0.21643158695601256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048717765341335,0.0,0.05867891654500008,0.05915309702379919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047241132687318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055660233342607564,0.0,0.055859838375218566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013548468371056,0.0,0.0,0.08795139383223702,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,noraduncan,2018/01/26,"ADHDeniers hey guys... and gals... ever since second grade when i was diagnosed with adhd, i have dealt with naysayers who think that my adhd is just an excuse to get high and not pay attention in class. now, as an eighth grader who is more aware of what these people say, i have been able to come back instead of give in to these idiots. here is some advice on how to deal with ADHDeniers:

-DO NOT GET VIOLENT! a) it’s assault and b) they will disregard your facts even more now that you have physically hurt them. 

side note: being violent with someone who offends you is just an example of how adhd hinders our ability to regulate our emotions. you could even say that to them if you really wanna piss them off lol...

-practice taking a deep breath. when you get angry, one of the best things you can do in the time being is simply just breathe. i know it sounds cliche, but trust me; it does wonders.

-if you really don’t have time for this person’s bullshit, literally just give him a big fat “fuck you” and then walk away. it won’t physically hurt him, but... (this might have the same effect as punching him though—he’ll disregard your facts even more)

-give the imbecile some cold, hard facts or talk about your own experiences with adhd that counterprove his arguments.

-say this:
if i told you i suffered from chronic stomach pain, would you tell me my illness isn’t real because “everyone gets stomach aches at times?” what about if i had depression? would you tell me that my condition isn’t real because “everyone gets sad sometimes?” no? than why are you telling me that my adhd isn’t real?
 
lastly, don’t believe them. adhd is a very real and very valid disorder. ",3.573845317089088,5.883653239747634,4.195500924616557,84.45230283911674,74.96214511041009,7.526987925595562,25.12661807897313,8.433251757073789,1.7822588708800176,1315,45,246,25,29,417,180,317,0.206,0.757,0.037000000000000005,-0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,15,5,2,19,15,7,0,11,1,31,11,6,3,4,49,46,19,0,8,13,0,1,0,0,5,5,4,0,2,21,11,1,2,5,0,1,2,9,13,0,2,4,6,41,2,30,34,8,24,0,5,0,1,45,11,2,9,11,177,62,3,0.08016259285332572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780391519420489,0.0783339579692852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531539477689224,0.06164008576265252,0.0,0.09773274512220148,0.0,0.0,0.09031579118522864,0.08412569556060757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690529756620809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400330750383336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264411330413864,0.06904392376117148,0.08136334433680235,0.0,0.0,0.091873276371258,0.0,0.07015082521212572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017212736996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883990964460765,0.07251165463088571,0.0,0.1531975855275986,0.0,0.07841439780612812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410902537008746,0.2094082308842818,0.230697790678552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937357006968736,0.0,0.0,0.07180993765869084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469618058129215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163142722333175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405526459927222,0.06534321233420423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503984302787389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432024754162288,0.0,0.08529865067897154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055574648472753015,0.06999488406417721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364970321968427,0.10270841932468754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912455339835412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631132518564854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792150478717665,0.0,0.07928285408413087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027229346792781,0.06443165563045455,0.21019691838933374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053256464705141816,0.05136495267677881,0.07875934047067784,0.0,0.1402303576298082,0.0,0.0,0.0765987927637993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228506881974206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072334271556419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693291244216099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389041197170655,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,enzio901,2018/01/26,"Redditors with memory problems who went on to have a successful career : Share your experiences? A common symptom of ADHD is poor working memory. That means you tend to to forget new information you just learned. This also make learning difficult.
When you want to learn something new, you have to repeat/practice it more number of times in order to encode the information to memory.

I'm a 23 year old college student studying programming experiencing above things. I work hard and get decent grades. But have low self esteem and feelings of inadequacy. Perhaps if older and more mature community members could share their experiences it would help folks like me a lot.
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adhd,on_cloud_swine,2018/01/26,"20F Going to see a psychiatrist to get diagnosed, I’m terrified I don’t have ADHD and I’m just a terrible person I’m really sorry if this is super long and unstructured, I was going to post in here asking for specific help but I put it off and now I’m in a bit of a panic. So as a bit of backstory, I’ve always felt really different from everyone ever since I was a kid. I never really paid attention in classes or did any work but I was super clever so I managed to get through school with good grades, but when I got to A levels I completely failed because I’d never needed to study before and I just couldn’t do it, if I didn’t find it easy I couldn’t focus on it and so many thoughts would go through my head that any time I tried to revise or do any readings I’d just end up staring at the paper or reading the same line over and over again for hours just daydreaming or thinking about other things. Even in exams, whenever I got to the last page of questions my brain would just turn off and it felt like I had lost all focus and motivation to finish the paper. I’ve never doubled checked my exams, once I’d finish I just sit there and stare off into the distance even if I had 20+ minutes left I could never bring myself to check for mistakes. So I totally failed my A levels but I had an unconditional offer for university anyway. First year of uni was okay, the work was easy and if I was interested in it I managed to get firsts or 2:1s in my work, but I left most things to the night before the due date and I didn’t revise for my exams so I barely passed. Now I’m I’m second year and the work has stepped up and I just cannot focus on any of the readings or sit in the lectures and I’ve gotten behind on so much of my work that if I carry on the way I am I’m going to fail. Which is frustrating because when I CAN focus I do so well and I love my degree and I find it so interesting, I just can’t bring myself to do any meaningful work for it. 

So a few weeks ago I totally cracked, I’ve spent years of my life hating myself for letting myself fail when I know I’m more than capable to do it and do it well. I’ve been slightly depressed for several years now because of it, but I’d have periods of sporadic high mood and motivation, but a few weeks ago I hit crisis point where I just let a deadline for a piece of work pass that I did no work for, even though I was interested in the topic, and it just reached the point where I thought I’d want to kill myself if I had to spend my life living the way I am. So I went to the doctors about it and they put me on antidepressants and beta-blockers, I’ve been on them for 2 weeks now and they’re making me feel even more shit and less motivated and unable to focus. 

So last week I decided to try and find out WHY I’m like this, and ADHD came up which I found surprising because I always ADHD was for hyperactive kids who were extremely angry and misbehaved. But reading some of the symptoms hit so close to home, everything from dealing with work to relationships was almost exactly the same. I cried for a good three hours after reading the symptoms because it was such a relief that there might actually be an explanation for why I felt so different and like such a bad human being. So on Monday I went back to the doctors to ask to be referred and get diagnosed (I had filled out the self evaluation sheet online but I was running late for the appointment and left it at home so she just asked me the questions and filled it out for me) and she’s writing a letter to get me referred which I can pick up in a few days.

So here’s the thing, I keep swinging from being 100% certain I have ADHD and then just believing I’m just incredibly lazy but a normal functioning person. And I’m terrified of turning up to this psychiatrist and them thinking I’m just a time waster who wants an easy excuse to do nothing and be lazy (which I don’t want, I want more than anything to be able to do all those simple tasks that everyone else seems to be able to do but I always struggle with). I don’t know what I’d do if I’m not diagnosed with ADHD, I don’t think I could live with myself knowing I wasted so many years of life and potential just because I’m lazy and would rather do some other new hobby instead of work or other daily chores. 

My parents and friends don’t think I have ADHD, but I got very good at hiding the symptoms. My school reports are mostly good because I always got good grades, but they do refer to me being totally disorganised and not handing work in on time. My friends think I’m scatterbrained but I hide how badly I’m doing at uni from them and I managed to hide most of my faults from my parents because my mum’s always been pretty volatile and admitting I’ve done wrong or struggling in front of her never ends well. Even symptoms like me struggling to focus and listen to what their people tell me I’ve got coping mechanisms for, I repeat what someone’s said to me in the form of a question to make sure I’ve always properly understood or heard. And I’ve learned to unfocused my eyes when someone’s talking to me so I don’t get distracted by what I’m seeing and I can hear what they’re saying. The only thing I’ve got that supports the fact that I might have ADHD is the fact I was diagnosed with mild dyslexia when I was 12, my spelling and handwriting were awful and I struggled with short term processing from audible cues. 

I don’t know if I’m asking for help or just needing to get this off my chest, but I just don’t know how long I can keep living in this self destructive spiral, I just feel like my whole life has been and will be a waste and if that’s the case I’d rather end it now before I can let myself and my family down even more.",4.025738361226747,4.598499240771815,5.400932800951492,83.21502973409228,70.85402684563758,8.350879279585422,27.16914450768839,8.468051006340222,1.7396021026250958,4533,144,946,69,79,1526,404,1192,0.127,0.755,0.118,-0.9695,4,0,0,0,0,2,61.0,0,0,6,23,75,52,5,6,54,2,92,21,6,8,16,205,184,112,1,26,56,3,6,5,2,6,14,6,3,7,49,63,0,2,37,5,5,18,22,23,3,4,51,17,125,28,140,109,29,133,0,6,5,1,47,53,1,31,62,655,174,41,0.07597463006533599,0.0,0.037070139735812135,0.0,0.31957359430624405,0.0,0.06734692550605345,0.0,0.038038808748929336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965093524523646,0.0,0.0,0.12916338431376115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031260323542878415,0.0,0.14205204657981696,0.0,0.0,0.029209900443101882,0.06343564264213768,0.18525371726722972,0.0,0.09697322158453177,0.04279869562671716,0.0,0.0,0.08294461877467726,0.0,0.0,0.04240640673582313,0.0,0.04344736846117763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03982897707283928,0.0,0.0,0.060659559995257135,0.0,0.041727281816491296,0.02449867558390736,0.03916325378127508,0.03271841877427896,0.15422530052583386,0.0,0.07937731804255653,0.0,0.07776325319259578,0.0,0.03887421219249483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031733527283994666,0.0,0.1009364576594533,0.0,0.0,0.15054157987305924,0.034361701261877264,0.0,0.07259701484867266,0.034140549315148705,0.0,0.035811059828339195,0.0,0.03841505574324703,0.027138145449562463,0.1094213389135878,0.0,0.10415915322486356,0.06462398152191705,0.0,0.04165113020691555,0.058697810725260174,0.0,0.1389276296517249,0.0,0.08635626620433473,0.1593097877672378,0.1822915562333675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03750460905663714,0.038985944564169615,0.0,0.042814464875779175,0.0,0.05092419305632569,0.04013568398033426,0.07620874854822754,0.0,0.07481970669055538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752974202545918,0.042027335794683485,0.0,0.10438417443920477,0.06192946370204524,0.042851345967827394,0.0,0.12381998679713245,0.11653381002071755,0.10732625610377998,0.09279341655781584,0.0,0.10063048540115926,0.06723515682564006,0.0,0.0,0.04146764174264859,0.0,0.03428503494078282,0.0,0.05071365552128272,0.07702635019653649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059707632808834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02792504742549865,0.056334225522404614,0.14649079598440848,0.03668838557249356,0.0,0.03564852182686573,0.037219503261343885,0.03644985329739694,0.0,0.0,0.040455250737946716,0.0,0.028891064856318392,0.0,0.044569929366578186,0.08436083569626593,0.0,0.0,0.02633562119462638,0.0663381164949597,0.0,0.0,0.07182058258238004,0.0,0.03638134713754555,0.0386467560744947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637548754929267,0.1276634599261343,0.0,0.18998797469804385,0.0,0.07300694019216229,0.0,0.0,0.04078415998929685,0.0,0.0,0.036134635603679514,0.030209037613159788,0.0,0.0768903817180374,0.06054194369355882,0.03458222490196606,0.07925810860928177,0.0429148533275779,0.03899343298864836,0.031423499545105066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437305750736587,0.0,0.0,0.042523689111783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885035841000902,0.0,0.0,0.04310755492902192,0.035802594856882385,0.1579334616083567,0.0,0.03053276488933966,0.033202587697238134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094833663786387,0.12170368806190192,0.037322344147463216,0.06031536982334663,0.06645212664433199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158178670866725,0.0826385808468622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031343513255417545,0.08962361049464956,0.06030512501792135,0.12188453103874455,0.0,0.10246547492250832,0.07042924322781391,0.06855528653620008,0.04241148062874518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30420739547572845,0.0,0.0,0.08095529606968177,0.04153316563960417,0.0,0.1223129270899609
adhd,basiclaser,2018/01/26,"An experiment for ADHD people with sleep disorders. HI! So far this year i've been running a test to see if i could resolve my ADHD/Anxiety related sleep issues ( not sleeping until 3-4am, waking up at 6:30 and never being able to take a nap even if i was completely exhausted ) . If you are physically capable and suffer suffer with ADHD/anxiety related sleeping issues, please try this test also and report back your results in this thread.


The Test:
Run a short* distance every single day for 30 days.

*
The shortness of the distance is to be determined by the characteristic that it is so 'easy' for you personally run, that you have no reason to justify NOT doing it.


For example I run 2.4km every day, and while it is challenging/stressful in the moment to run, there is certainly no question that I cannot run that distance every day. It is achievable for me. 


Please do the same, try 1.5km, 2km, 3km - whatever makes sense for you. Find a nice point near where you live (with google maps ) that is half that goal distance, and run there and back every day.

My current results (23 days):
More than half of my nights I fall asleep around midnight, and with a fraction of the usual effort, and on 0 nights have I stressed and panicked about not sleeping, where before I would usually agonise about not sleeping. I have visibly lost weight. I took 3 days off due to neck pain, but now I look forward to running each day.",6.4580555555555526,6.727482611111113,6.899398148148147,75.6535416666667,65.48148148148148,9.861111111111112,33.1712962962963,9.673873057562805,3.1186851851851856,1115,44,202,21,16,364,150,270,0.075,0.871,0.054000000000000006,-0.6797,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,6,0,5,14,9,0,1,13,0,19,12,9,4,2,35,25,18,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,15,1,0,4,1,0,11,8,6,0,2,4,3,20,3,33,17,4,48,0,3,2,0,9,16,0,4,23,136,33,6,0.08483480020350988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058648318333154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784235907277772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979677990525154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552095820322957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046544963359166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218816659490776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894767396376271,0.0,0.0,0.06773368489198317,0.0,0.0,0.4376914233867961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972280307756308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056032585438362204,0.0,0.2859079122655501,0.0,0.0,0.08298471312090848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753747047401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770909812788352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491068282528889,0.0,0.07123986598054592,0.0,0.09260720582970992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662788788886245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542982781648618,0.0,0.0,0.1592234262480441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902702087146788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881376876360229,0.07407447530691942,0.0,0.18624627042215866,0.08019630722303203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503439158403834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722430382522986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760235216358855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093764012898503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435595401250028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378521193188723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425458450321306,0.11519452127128944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868670941077405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330593201963548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602642080352464,0.0,0.0,0.05463082991287962
adhd,Script_,2018/01/26,"my impulsiveness fucked me over again I fucked up again guys. 


Everyone thinks im overaggressive, and i gave them even more proof of that.

I'm not even angey, i just raise my voice and speak in an aggressive manner, and i told a classmate rl fuck off in front lf everyone. I didn't even mean to. j wasn't angry. Why did i say that? why do i have to look like an asshole every time? I'm so tired of it. i try ti be a nice person so hard, but people as soon as they tell ne something ask me not to snap out or if i am angry. i am not, but i can't blame them at all. I have no excuse, i am an asshole.

how do you deal with it?
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adhd,OkWorry,2018/01/26,"[Rant] Stuck regretting the past every day. I know what I need to do. I have all these motivational phrases in my head like **""suffer the pain of discipline or suffer the pain of regret""** or **""excellence is a habit""** or **""the second best time to plant a tree is now""** and concepts like **""a little effort every day accumulates in the long run""** or **""doing just the least amount of work is better than nothing""** or **""procrastination is pointless because eventually you have to do it anyways""** or **""tomorrow you won't be more motivated than today""** or **""life is unpredictable so better be prepared and not waste time""** and so on...

Yet for years I haven't progressed. I only got worse as money started to run out, health started to get worse and the older I get the more embarassing my state becomes. 

Now I feel like an idiot because I put myself into a worse position for no real reason. And I know it's fallacious but I start thinking of all the things I could have achieved by now if I started *then*. It's fallacious because it's easy to say now because now all the work would have been behind me. I can also tell myself that even if time was turned back I would still have acted the same way but it's not like I made the wrong choice where the outcome was not fully clear. It was clear that from doing nothing good will happen.

Yet now I still can't find the strength to do anything. Because the rewards for these things are delayed by years while they require effort every day. And because I wasted so much time I feel like I need to be more productive than everyone else to catch up which gives me a counterproductive perfectionist mindset. And I can't imagine gaining any satisfaction from the progress I make because I am so behind everyone. **I can't not compare myself to others** since I don't live in a bubble.",0.7106061169471047,3.059070106628248,2.269398996002604,88.76061425118526,101.53602305475503,4.5441851817421215,20.58236497164637,6.3737218528115,0.6318469275820395,1425,52,264,20,62,461,175,347,0.133,0.757,0.111,-0.7097,0,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,1,17,20,20,1,0,23,0,35,5,1,5,5,54,55,26,0,9,16,0,2,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,15,9,0,3,10,0,1,5,11,8,0,1,7,3,34,12,34,40,11,48,0,4,0,0,6,9,0,9,37,197,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346091932041307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624683841307341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755934783492472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063516069181319,0.0,0.39198174773785055,0.1014528579617271,0.0,0.0,0.0964020726238906,0.16248653933475765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334324497452252,0.0,0.0,0.17772753693324134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673777606292212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067308528858835,0.0,0.23218964924417285,0.17555355313759485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928949977318398,0.13125051681991162,0.0,0.0,0.08395895927926618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598678428615506,0.08812109476167702,0.0,0.07704834517075489,0.07346934413776487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123205914088309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427551676789662,0.0976435629958627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096840897568643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488388552631565,0.2243923392505628,0.09206849230767314,0.0811146266503242,0.08129377427645247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692075712804846,0.061317689425076725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752813882638271,0.1362269987867625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628552003248396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986415488333435,0.19549239177582614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769137357713806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234531364576908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455751732423156,0.0,0.0944480356175512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305126665210826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598806932571349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600777305846648,0.0,0.14672004893551754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029024686156667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205625270576173,0.05886058790090048,0.0,0.0,0.21425870784134984,0.0,0.0870731441972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991799610600864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291469898156924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337512775843191,0.0,0.28084151513504274,0.1305103237827182,0.1004351875388178,0.0,0.11831047868875184
adhd,acorable,2018/01/26,"I've been working really hard, but I don't feel like it's making a difference Hi guys! I'm a junior in college, and I was just diagnosed this past summer. Learning that I have ADHD has explained so many facets of my life and has led me on a crazy journey of self-discovery.

Time management and organization have always been my biggest struggles, with procrastination, motivation, and general focus all being difficult as well. 

This semester, I've been putting in an extra amount of effort to stay on top of things. I've been scheduling EVERYTHING in my planner (including social gatherings & chores & such), setting timers to help me know when I need to get out of my room, and setting a lot of hard limits and rules for myself that have overall been helping me get things done.

But here's the thing: I'm absolutely miserable. I feel as though I don't have a single moment to myself - like every second of every day is planned out. I haven't really gotten a break, and yet I really don't see how I could take time for myself without skipping homework or something.

On top of that, I still miss things. It's three weeks into the semester and I've already forgotten about three small assignments - I did the reading for them, but somehow missed that I was supposed to respond to an online discussion about them, so I didn't get those points. When I realize that I've done something like this when I've specifically been trying to get better at it, I feel absolutely terrible and beat myself up for days. It also just adds to background tension and stress. Despite all of my careful planning, I feel like it's impossible to keep track of everything and I find myself wondering how anyone actually does this.

I'm going through my days drained, confused, tense, and on the verge of tears. I'm trying to help combat my ADHD symptoms, but I feel like I'm making things worse instead of better. Do you guys have any techniques or reassurance?",6.847771982116242,7.337799117486341,7.211843020367612,72.98843517138602,64.65573770491804,10.151813214108296,34.12270243417785,10.018931242160765,3.4630207650273217,1551,64,269,32,22,506,186,366,0.17600000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.085,-0.9868,0,0,2,0,1,0,45.0,0,1,2,12,20,19,0,5,12,0,27,3,0,6,2,53,55,29,0,2,9,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,20,17,0,2,12,1,0,4,6,9,1,3,13,8,36,10,45,40,6,42,0,3,1,0,15,19,0,6,20,184,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.09110002233183284,0.0,0.2243866957182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301844321498893,0.07465514762269286,0.07767799347949375,0.20229800625915914,0.0,0.06348391065853617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527527650335906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512802579869226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518060884570624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453556028639034,0.0,0.0,0.1806167909292932,0.0,0.0,0.09475232911291104,0.0,0.0975350443490778,0.0,0.0,0.08169470087815797,0.19106707577082194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573095164171937,0.0,0.16780108341628014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360128975119264,0.20007631539445864,0.0,0.0,0.0853238505211512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950944152891711,0.0,0.05305522069632579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487024336112232,0.0,0.0,0.1672536669202826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771962384242413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297731071996813,0.0,0.0,0.05130490842641628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659386800098891,0.22804020650878434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936621919431756,0.0,0.0,0.12462901902833945,0.09464628772716872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922079657255348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911694136420639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882496899629872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384653889803783,0.0,0.0,0.09337924734635374,0.0,0.17941485867827844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439103901148192,0.0,0.09738856551043718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516263078431712,0.0,0.1437369161581145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995029262620291,0.07455261255794061,0.0,0.10693667375707924,0.0975938538518058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703053442745373,0.07019057824642387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101011955852728,0.0,0.09171981572072592,0.0,0.1088709181107308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676245502618896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488293528610394,0.0,0.08393644336751299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998990964809209,0.1012384139025331,0.06796281250734668,0.0,0.09513568559058906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RlTTER,2018/01/26,"How do you know when your meds wear off? 
My 5mg Ritalin for the afternoon/evening is gone after an hour. 10mg gives me euphoria, but instead of just feeling more adhd at one hour I get a bad crash.

I used to get euphoria (2hrs on) and terrible, deep depression/zombie like crashes (5 hours on)  from vyvanse 70mg so it was lowered, but now on 30mg I cant tell if I even have effects after 4 hours.

Am I just psyching myself out by thinking about this too much?  My eating routine is not very good to be honest because I barely have any appetite. I also walk 20-30 mins a day for exercise rather than the gym.

TL;DR: Vyvanse30mg lasts only 3 hours, Ritalin IR 5mg lasts 1hr; any higher doses I get bad crashes. Do have irregular eating + exercise + sleep routine though.

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adhd,sentimentalsquirrel,2018/01/26,"Trouble working out how others view me I'm not really sure how to explain this, but I have always struggled with it and am wondering if it's related to my ADHD. Socially, I am able to figure out how someone is viewed by others (say in a work or social group situation), like what they are like as a person and how generally well liked they are... but I can never work out how other people in my life view me. Like, do they know who I am as a person? Am I acting in a way that people relate to and enjoy my company or do I need to modify something? How do they view me and do they like me? I'm just wondering if this is normal? Do others with ADHD struggle with this too? ",3.7747777777777816,4.052605271428575,6.069523809523813,79.25325396825399,71.28571428571428,8.793650793650794,25.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,1.7909603174603177,518,14,106,9,9,185,74,140,0.063,0.773,0.16399999999999998,0.9526,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,3,9,11,0,2,4,0,15,1,0,6,2,34,22,18,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,5,18,8,17,22,0,9,0,0,4,0,13,6,0,6,6,87,30,3,0.1486418612714363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572772635138307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368193602907505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168967963428046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499014247809718,0.3630945261339974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021605669858472,0.11464176689261207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563746439059366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609910169972945,0.2595766797567117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522378252286867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820597413050506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670796799189462,0.0,0.30304331731049505,0.1259437666942163,0.11443176679105113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107854940181086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009319514415758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798499076812642,0.0,0.0,0.1336468844529232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223915158231692,0.3246391359648875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,raavenash,2018/01/26,"*Teacher was talking to me* Was looking at the trees and I suddently exclaimed ""Oh look a squirrel!"" Story of my life.",0.2522727272727288,1.7960160454545466,2.2169090909090907,87.00536363636364,115.8181818181818,3.578181818181818,31.67272727272727,5.6839178017228535,2.0479527272727283,91,6,15,1,5,30,21,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546913474196098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8433779688775038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036181979020741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Waitandbleed5676,2018/01/26,"I’d just like to share that I finally have a job that I’m good at because of my ADHD. Before this I used to do factory work and it was killing me, then one day I said fuck it I quit.  And I walked out of the cardboard factory I had been at for 4 years.  Then by some miracle I landed a maintenance job with a non descriptive company with no experience other than the random tinkering at home and diy projects.  It started out as any job does your nervous at first unsure but then the property manager tells me that they have been paying the locksmith 600 dollars every time they needed an interconnected door lock changed.  (If you don’t know what the difference from a regular deadbolt and handle and an interconnected dead bolt is ....... it’s a fucking piece of oval plastic and that’s it.). When I heard this I just about shit my pants and said nope your not doing that any more.  Because the locksmith was selling them slightly smaller hardware and upselling them by telling them they have to buy a new thing every time a handle falls off.  So I had him buy a door hole jig for 200 bucks, and was able to fix the broken handles with nothing more than a rivet.  Then they asked me about the key fob system if I knew anything about that and I told them I’d take a look.  I had no idea whatsoever about this so I played around with it and figured out that they had 649 active keyfobs for a building that only has 75 units......  so I said this is a humongous problem seeing as it is a low income housing complex in downtown stpaul. So I just went through the process of registering people in the system and boom no more crackheads breaking in the building.   Then the next problem they had was the heating was all jacked up for the building, long story short they payed a contractor 10k to fix it and he said he could t find the sensors.  Well I have no fucking idea why they would even let me touch the system because I have no degree I’ve never worked on anything like this before, all I did was talk to people and watch you tube videos and I figured it out. 2 50 dollar sensors were broken one was disconnected.  The amazing thing is is that this is a challenge but all the problems come down to “if then” logic.  It’s not the same thing every day by far I get to chase homeless peoples out of the building, break up drug rings in the building by just listening and watching to who does what.  A couple times I’ve had to follow trails of blood witch isn’t fun at 7 am when you just wake up.  And today I had to look for “ceiling people”. Yes homeless people cling up In the bathroom ceilings and sleep there.  Didn’t find any but still exciting.  So yeah ADHD pretty much got me the job from all the random shit I’ve done over the past 10 years.  Now I’m still not technically part of the company and I am I charge of 2 buildings ordering all the parts and setting up work to be done by different vendors.  And the job comes with full benefits and 19days of pto right off the bat plus 12 paid holidays!  But at the end of the day it still feels like I haven’t done shit.",5.189233822260572,5.567006767213115,5.5462640207075085,83.89010353753238,68.21311475409836,8.25711820534944,30.314926660914587,8.032893268588372,1.931016393442624,2408,87,488,28,38,769,285,610,0.104,0.804,0.091,-0.8531,7,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,5,12,6,24,25,7,1,49,2,45,10,6,1,6,79,75,45,2,9,15,0,2,3,0,1,1,8,3,0,33,36,0,0,11,3,9,6,14,13,1,3,32,15,50,12,76,39,15,76,0,1,5,3,33,33,6,6,33,335,83,13,0.0698977952594015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800713340319212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425986930217728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503985964070915,0.062223856974024674,0.06534500305875952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782714166675366,0.0,0.11895575109973958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394259926754362,0.12042152288441905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055807701879266966,0.07734058097721412,0.0,0.13523488632596206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605663811742509,0.0,0.0,0.12233606332886468,0.21458913763961476,0.0,0.0,0.08105925141960506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190869983504067,0.0,0.0,0.04616683454702735,0.0,0.1766757215197066,0.0,0.0,0.06837345609903901,0.0,0.0,0.03534242547691043,0.04993499889955631,0.0,0.07656961812943389,0.12777063712352615,0.05945502894034165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193858156197748,0.03651871309792781,0.0,0.0,0.058626954385151815,0.05590365215405912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701131877630507,0.0,0.0,0.08065267107171661,0.0,0.1578122057179678,0.0,0.0,0.34681388194107304,0.0,0.0773315542345816,0.0,0.038414000289299935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147523137325575,0.0,0.10244559626918746,0.0,0.0,0.061857349249227374,0.1173930876166402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051382922059061135,0.0518283295130984,0.05390948876644407,0.06750772622226109,0.07433709823157171,0.0,0.0,0.06706881970535868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472911007386013,0.05316042301005975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513850015510169,0.06672535467548978,0.2422916513983829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711111864898059,0.0,0.2006482504794072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434490914805739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596923352364641,0.26595523890298783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556994931236836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152472471264028,0.0,0.0,0.06994827461120065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494740192465822,0.0,0.16746140875446305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052554443147119316,0.05618120014808045,0.12218750785350654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931096788538228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227389955680976,0.0,0.06625493697123462,0.06679033877456775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060369252810715035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284651232594894,0.0647959564815099,0.06307188831503427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265928228270395,0.0,0.0,0.04965338828656018,0.0,0.0,0.09002377691563562
adhd,Carpaltunneling,2018/01/26,"Failing at succeeding. I've been pushing this topic to the back of my head for the past 2 weeks.
2 weeks ago I finished my semester, barely passing most my subjects and scoring well in a few. One of the subjects I fought with the lab instructor and he yelled at me, I filed a complained and was told there was no evidence to back up my claim so it was pushed under the rug, the instructor refused to grade me and when I went to the professor after a lot of running around he just gave me enough to pass me. Although I thought I will fail, I passed. I should be happy, why am I not. Why am I angry. Why am always so angry?
Now I don't know what to do.

I feel lost.
I feel alone. 
If I tell anyone I am mad I passed I don't know what will they say.

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Am I even succeeding, do I even deserve this?",0.07369978199938032,2.165530272189347,2.1925568358766725,95.18554033011524,86.5147928994083,5.214699470569916,20.729056368732483,6.5966054737557815,0.23971479289940856,612,20,140,7,19,205,97,169,0.14300000000000002,0.753,0.104,-0.6658,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,14,10,2,0,10,0,17,1,1,0,0,18,27,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,8,4,6,1,1,10,4,28,4,18,13,4,24,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,3,10,102,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864428959299906,0.0,0.0,0.18535682255458336,0.0,0.0,0.1489156714358799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251385520305252,0.0,0.0,0.15931941913596098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752306134278752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492173376227014,0.0,0.2364132865132057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098314606848973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051471094214292,0.0,0.0,0.18367274921670496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671221008799689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536465891878504,0.15215215135248167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127331481986192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084515916423776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232249729045615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642587685473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420805615885726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101154597183307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871145890287069,0.0,0.1609136804661753,0.16590508288971229,0.4844722152640381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mandicapped,2018/01/26,"I tried talking to a manager today about my adhd but it just made me feel worse I have a Dr appointment tomorrow and hope to get a note showing I have ADHD. I was talking with a manager (informally) that more than accommodations,  I just wanted understanding that I'm trying. She went on about how people perceive me; lazy,  I don't finish things,  and I wander around and talk.  And that I don't try cuz I make simple detail oriented mistakes. That I get overly upset when someone tries to tell me I did something wrong.  I tried to explain that was all associated with ADHD but she just kept going back to how people perceive me. Then she said she thinks I  don't have ambition. I told her I do, and I would like to get involved in training. She told me I talked too much to be a trainer. I told her that I was more interested in helping roll out a new ongoing training program, she replied that no one in the office would think I should have that job. She told me I needed to chance pretty much everything about myself, but doesn't understand why I just fall in to the routine of doing my job without trying for more. I went back to my desk and cried silently, cuz it reminded me that I will never move a head in this world because I'm just a ""lazy slacker who makes a lot of mistakes "" even though I try everyday to be ""normal"".",4.924933155080215,5.501548204545454,5.976319073083782,79.8749197860963,68.84848484848484,8.636007130124778,29.923351158645268,8.671277953709913,2.234320677361855,1042,38,204,16,17,347,137,264,0.118,0.8009999999999999,0.081,-0.8694,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,11,0,20,2,1,7,2,48,46,16,0,9,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,14,10,0,1,9,1,0,5,7,4,0,1,13,2,45,3,30,27,7,25,0,0,0,0,24,10,0,2,11,155,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34313707715655023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472383276819594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463637803302026,0.0,0.0580163616790449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454268273632007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286063512957966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553503751319591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048122149467175836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917133838441518,0.0,0.05408880801172261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976745921690247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379221850231492,0.0,0.0,0.09452791195229338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888883316733671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649654751002254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091238027617942,0.0,0.09005465888250679,0.12705696054865365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115346098932894,0.13992569112166894,0.07056931112701298,0.07340301185080525,0.0919183346253128,0.0,0.0,0.09324898607501217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449144805928796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196145885187394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682479622928816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053098072194653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063947416171906,0.07326855265359149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059846713166319,0.08318508756267419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322847709265694,0.12196557738747366,0.0935066415383413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021254022169577,0.3637661673868829,0.0,0.452311855658409,0.0,0.0,0.1981561619890828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613529248580662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645199278747525,0.08587850991313534,0.0,0.0,0.0917430345603105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698905716415833,0.13521583425215705,0.1040563480169021,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThePunLexicon,2018/01/26,"Sitting down and getting started on ANYTHING is one of my biggest hurdles I've bypassed forgetfulness with a plethora of stickynotes, whiteboards in my room, and my phone calendar and task list. I've come to accept my incessant fidgeting in classes despite the embarrassment. I've worked to better my health with food and my sleep schedule. 

All of it is a drag, especially with avoiding drugs because of my persistent fear of dependency (addictiveness, primarily with alcohol is strong in my family). Sitting down and starting on my work had been the bane of my existence for god knows how long. I can't have the rigid schedule I was used to and enjoyed as a child (come home, do work, do whatever until dinner) my schedule jumps around and I have some days off where I'll take extra advantage of the feelings of relief they bring and regret that I didn't do work or read articles sooner. I never feel comfortable making strict schedules because I'm afraid of them being disrupted. So I simply tend not to make them and just have things float around in chaos which may be more stressful overall in retrospect.

There's even times when I sit down to get work done and I'm just kinda... sitting in a pool of my own anxiety not even procrastinating but just... nothing. I wish I had another me to just poke me and tell me to just get to it and keep working when I drift.

TL;DR
Sitting down and starting on things is a major hassle despite wanting to get them done. College work, reading anything be it articles for research or books for fun, practicing my guitar (which I haven't in at least a year or more) literally anything that isn't video games most of the time and even then its easier to play mobile games than my big daunting console games.",8.309573664328116,7.780749782874622,7.96986868141752,72.18273610361575,61.87461773700306,10.874545781615401,38.50134916351862,10.194018383442646,3.938480626011872,1397,63,244,26,17,445,182,327,0.056,0.86,0.084,0.8506,0,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,11,16,16,0,6,11,0,24,7,1,5,2,55,47,25,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,10,22,3,3,4,10,0,5,7,7,0,1,7,2,32,9,49,36,9,49,0,1,0,0,10,22,0,8,17,171,42,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539443414241107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312372359738505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110995176257821,0.08097658135611002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613218244207405,0.1884616558438296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905293859854405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361759733336864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236445557776326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826585987076264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664693775220686,0.0,0.0,0.12275485229384972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974297898552766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978795725883044,0.11911306259099096,0.1070440238009706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799680254379614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121345330921124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125158526997651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106178306078245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940862270376554,0.0,0.0,0.0581735563670456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367579440218547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413142228645263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163967980046312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156796309203144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172813535403601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176152830704306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592856420125832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476802408004032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125324475403905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795876200794748,0.0,0.09251941768538896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406468888390389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344644373608528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142224461842316,0.0,0.0,0.06243432235943491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217247129654478,0.0,0.0,0.5394312236129792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816529418097095
adhd,jlb917,2018/01/26,"Help with son who was recently diagnosed My 10yo son was officially diagnosed this year after a few years of struggling in school. We literally tried everything while working with his school to help him succeed. He would cry at school and at home that school was ""too hard"". He was always in trouble for not doing his work.  He's on medication now (which Was the last option)  and hes a lot happier. He even told me ""I feel like if I didn't have ADHD I would have been a really good student"". Even his teachers said its a huge difference. I had a feeling that something was going on since he was little, but it never impacted his life negatively until recently. I feel bad that it took us this long to get him tested/diagnosed and on medication. Im so new to this, so I wanted to ask what what I could do to help him. What strategies, tips, or any advice you could give to parents of someone with ADHD? What has helped you? What should I avoid doing? Thanks in advance",3.043585434173668,5.150641232804233,4.354347961406783,83.64582633053223,75.82539682539681,7.621661998132588,24.874260815437285,8.4952907291091,1.7431827575474632,759,26,148,15,17,250,118,189,0.069,0.813,0.118,0.7458,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,2,0,4,6,8,0,2,6,0,22,5,0,0,1,24,34,10,0,7,4,3,4,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,13,5,22,4,22,16,2,25,0,0,0,0,29,10,0,4,13,105,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652230909623985,0.1042891699191168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880267250043901,0.0,0.0,0.0725757795062687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997722580761286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910983630721844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042038943748952,0.0,0.1172309792205933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249669439423253,0.0,0.11150355734836882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098000200082578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591638499112716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618881366895565,0.07624343659082396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055758731307093135,0.10237910316184973,0.06065354132992775,0.08951478076866781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560347752764944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861386008446972,0.0,0.10705257841590116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527991590632755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699406427101204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538210944616161,0.05213981172383917,0.1069651903147084,0.0,0.09444712103922416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073267800836828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502581093732925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082311901051121,0.10307441988675804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850404514765522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836993861127365,0.0,0.2107535680331355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101518683489335,0.0,0.0,0.43204035101506544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828295210819685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042664940649886,0.08216112260405989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157078927309723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982568493161008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197907422570612,0.11857396377387633,0.0724583905608606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837547726957435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294840666700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553922574710147,0.0,0.0,0.15162691678279186,0.0,0.0,0.1374531346388942
adhd,Biophiliacc,2018/01/26,"I need validation that I’m not just lazy, I’m not just ‘not trying hard enough’, that this isn’t my fault. Because it feels like it is. I didn't grow up with any ADHD folk to look up to, and I feel like I'm navigating this all on my own.",3.3572222222222234,2.2638476851851834,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,72.14814814814815,8.681481481481484,23.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,0.6045999999999996,181,3,49,2,3,63,37,54,0.079,0.785,0.136,0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,10,1,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,6,9,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822822160521992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631202306824127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939046356669224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286718721166724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216715971112764,0.4544869411485075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849460491785521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108052916030115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711538239034394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358596121392356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159621454583855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KungFuBucket,2018/01/26,"Concerta and $$$ Right now I pay about $230 for 30 pills with insurance.  Generic is $245 and insurance won’t cover it.

So pills are a M-F thing and weekends are what they are.  Special occasions only, I.e recent Bat Mitzvah and sitting in a temple for two hours with the entire thing in Hebrew would be pill-worthy.

I’m thinking of trying alternatives, but hesitant because this stuff works.  Thinking through how to try alternatives, maybe on Fridays go without and try other non-med techniques.  Or try mixing in a different less expensive pill on fridays and track how that goes (although not sure doctor would give me script for two different meds as they only want to dole out 30 pills at a time)

Anyone else have experience with switching from something that works to trying other stuff because of cost?  Or since this works, is it better to just bite the bullet and keep paying?",6.203888280394306,7.316511831325303,6.289430449069005,76.8490525739321,66.2289156626506,8.68696604600219,31.95837897042716,8.841846274778883,2.7345855421686758,708,28,121,11,11,225,110,166,0.038,0.914,0.047,0.3328,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,4,6,3,0,0,6,0,10,5,0,2,1,26,17,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,2,1,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,24,13,1,15,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,5,77,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945401287075622,0.13853591672757548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484230143928116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957992097843252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825258241774003,0.0,0.13839046052913467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294839849791752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225874075444485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970321838690566,0.07684145762263671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331520125568335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017851253176205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583396459771893,0.0,0.1501848948440545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056625774511035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350095486384153,0.0,0.0,0.1154663452967954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118449240469329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408923011545528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095601545380021,0.0,0.0,0.12743133516059602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965152206742144,0.17327083163320564,0.0,0.0,0.07884049798065043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589846054825124,0.0,0.26415588548105595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974880307489049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303350685933091,0.0,0.2952977016393871,0.0,0.0,0.19209485621026706,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,evilrice,2018/01/27,"I get bored of relationships It’s just so weird that one moment I’m genuinely interested in some person  and I get to know them etc.. and shit starts to get serious and out of the blue I stop seeing them as a candidate for a relationship to the point that the thought of them kissing or touching me disgusts me. 

I get so easily annoyed and uninterested    and I just want to isolate myself. 

I want to like someone ..it’s just so 
hard? 


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adhd,iRT2018,2018/01/27,What do you do not to get lost in your own thoughts? Most of my problems with my ADHD is resisting the urge to look up any questions that come to mind or not get on my phone and scroll through social media for 3 hours. But seems to be a rising problem is just me drifting off thinking of something while I am doing my school work. Like I could be reading a passage for a question I read it but when I finish I have no idea what it said cause I was busy thinking about something probably something stupid random like how tape works lol. Anyway what do you do to combat this? Any tips?,3.4865725047081,4.863992101694915,3.8233333333333337,91.00349340866293,72.89830508474577,5.9224105461393615,26.670433145009408,5.82211442006289,0.7711608286252347,460,16,95,2,9,143,85,118,0.12,0.7979999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6899,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,3,5,6,1,0,4,1,13,0,0,2,0,24,23,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,2,14,2,16,16,2,11,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,6,6,68,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892990462731716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142273846118289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618084105527114,0.0,0.13568280686080872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576066892457322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645872391375489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511778131724518,0.0,0.0,0.1778120930197912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390500213347974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322705713427204,0.0,0.17194316492529105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590424128690496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698247843725365,0.3014357917051838,0.0,0.0,0.3528994081898255,0.0,0.3151096353157727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498301651123004,0.0,0.0,0.15941074810767208,0.0,0.1433931844184604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605638443995587,0.0,0.3637817436887318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018549059366615,0.0,0.12504708665889055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293415043793506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,finnishfemboy,2018/01/27,"Procrastinating hobbies Does anyone else really wants to do something like watch a movie but you keep putting it off indefinitely? This is something I've struggled with for years but it didn't affect me as much cause before I didn't have time for hobbies but now that I do I seriously can't do the things I love like reading comics or watching series... I seriously don't understand why this happens? I feel like maybe I know I will be overcome with euphoria when I do something I really like so I avoid that overwhelming emotion. What's your take on this?
Edit: main problem is I can't get started. Everything feels like a painful chore",2.938122786304603,5.801686454545457,3.871623376623379,82.69886363636365,81.14876033057851,6.762927981109799,27.651121605667058,7.957251820313856,2.1213253837072013,515,23,93,10,14,165,80,121,0.142,0.654,0.203,0.8792,0,1,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,3,3,0,14,2,0,2,0,17,25,7,0,2,4,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,4,15,6,8,21,2,8,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,2,10,58,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490041420562473,0.16837119255033445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398291454291069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880785352809335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438026075434843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372731130017448,0.18484439782902784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768542564267045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661761152744838,0.2347887566116553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585344377965361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531275475937008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606031382957893,0.0,0.0,0.09030915753644526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40140640663616606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831044256679926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508734448360915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079836434549075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748542280220628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723758981526212,0.0,0.16519280757997135,0.0,0.0,0.16437026042706074,0.0,0.21054261971827348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795180676643314,0.0,0.0,0.11631064102806413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178899626596972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355254463658068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091707541570467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095819690516561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106894424732572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692360938128022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148278467617706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582042211527384
adhd,juxtaglo,2018/01/27,"Why is it so so damn hard us to pick up a book? I just don't understand it. When I am on my meds, picking up a book and reading is as easy as it should be, just like cleaning my room.

But when I am not on my meds, the required mental fortitude to stop watching whatever stupid YouTube video I am watching and pick up a damn book is like trying to climb Mount Everest with nothing my bare hands. And if I ever actually manage to pick it up, I have to re-read every page like 5 times because I wasn't paying attention and got lost.

Lmao what the actual fuck ADHD is so useless. ",6.053085399449039,4.453491181818183,7.000619834710747,80.79062672176309,66.93388429752065,10.050137741046832,33.38980716253444,8.841846274778883,2.5229823691460056,447,16,98,6,6,151,75,121,0.185,0.7070000000000001,0.108,-0.8843,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,8,9,4,0,5,0,12,2,1,4,1,20,16,13,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,2,5,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,4,12,3,14,11,1,13,0,2,2,1,1,7,3,1,8,63,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.3655356269733096,0.0,0.22508592589876647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417011470183752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694143332631639,0.15779972177990945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731463884773706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979275047829474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677748600834524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745009860404315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444892481562635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160734598126193,0.0,0.18874405246202344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970960014048146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746809369674327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565826467152957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921017989931917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715747013182346,0.0,0.0,0.1949752715305218,0.22528655122215835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899990008761548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nightman96,2018/01/27,How to help control compulsive urges? So I've cleaned my car 2 times in the past 24 hours and I'm getting ready to go for the 3rd time; 2nd time in 6 hours. I am a car guy and I love my girl. But this is a little ridiculous. I don't take my medicine on the weekends and that seems to be when my impulsive/compulsiveness comes out and I can't control my spending or actions. Anyone else struggle with these issues as much as I do? There's absolutely no need to clean my car twice in a day but the water spots on her drives me insane.,1.6011504424778735,3.2790638495575237,3.0187699115044246,93.54603097345137,78.64601769911505,5.935929203539826,23.689380530973448,6.742157984588678,0.5281653097345131,417,14,96,4,10,136,79,113,0.084,0.84,0.076,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,7,0,6,2,0,3,0,15,14,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,7,1,2,1,1,1,7,3,2,0,1,0,0,13,1,14,13,1,23,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,9,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404402372766272,0.2057963880791659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301602712007516,0.0,0.0,0.4505447086337869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953278450403596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677858926353857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493676718912892,0.0,0.114148697370472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988748438444973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462671691403505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955970970842638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963707936609868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130625303462615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127657666584154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476491714028886,0.14892905271150084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173575449982766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284792051530244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997389403601788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510155451123086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513548710408405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SeansterMonster,2018/01/27,"ADHD Medication Coupons and Savings Hey guys! I was wondering if there was a convenient resource available that consolidates and organizes the various ADHD medication coupons floating around on the Internet. There appear to be [sites](https://www.rxpharmacycoupons.com/add-and-adhd-drug-coupons.html) and [apps](https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/goodrx-save-on-prescriptions/id485357017?mt=8) that already do this but in my experience, my (U.S.) prescription insurance was a little cheaper than those options. I searched previous posts and found others posting coupon links to a specific medication but I’m not sure, (or didn’t look well enough) I saw a one-stop-shop listing that combines all of them **AND** is easy to navigate for someone with ADHD.

My question: If something like this doesn’t exist already or hasn’t been posted, would anyone be interested in helping me build one? My idea is nothing more than a table with links and ADHD-geared instructions for completing forms or printing/emailing documents.

Example: I’ve been diagnosed since ’91 and taking meds on-and-off my whole life. I have been taking Vyvanse for the past few years and always use the Shire coupons provided by Emdeon that I’ve [already seen posted here](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7c1fpm/fyi_shire_offers_a_coupon_that_gives_you_12/). I would like to see a page/location that links to all **WORKING** coupons for all of our meds.

What do you guys think?",8.950805491990842,12.12573803478261,6.882356979405035,67.28033180778033,62.1304347826087,9.88558352402746,36.887871853546905,10.186864033877496,4.4998695652173915,1188,57,162,29,19,346,146,230,0.012,0.89,0.098,0.9568,0,0,2,0,0,0,84.0,1,1,1,1,4,6,0,0,10,0,18,5,0,1,4,37,30,15,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,10,11,0,0,8,0,5,1,4,0,1,1,10,4,14,6,20,16,9,12,0,0,4,0,8,5,0,9,4,101,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6339365564955366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910473677514596,0.0,0.07315187076823118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147183233298676,0.0,0.0,0.07826250553167388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217663535048756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923132310422488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195285893750436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908391349277128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599720824770646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639366419070436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409826831861167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892720726026095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924472078389432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209658080295965,0.08590112575909994,0.08811338170663861,0.0,0.0,0.0738260019208781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953062852994084,0.26569369857833713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435629240059248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914622239281765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392429677853915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367909913954493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848431182546886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005643977555838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272374717804618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448963398433367,0.06768084398445637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735004224640682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285833514349984,0.0,0.13220146090373194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633203411061999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575026695269196,0.07592986375007109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904565479779284,0.0,0.0,0.0981533514516502,0.0,0.0,0.09533947825948742,0.06400277163306757,0.0,0.0,0.12490381549525212,0.0,0.0,0.05661402781398815
adhd,TheMercDeadpool,2018/01/27,"I'm moving! What all do I need to do? I'm moving to another state (WI to MN). What are some things that I need to do / remember to do when moving? Anything that I need to do when moving to another state? Any advice is appreciated. Moving has been really draining and VERY hard to remember things I need to do. Would be nice to have a list of things that I can see to remember. Thanks in advance!

Also, I'll periodically update this post with all of the tips so that future people can see this post and have it readily accessible. 

Thanks in advance!",1.5627675840978623,3.975792486238536,4.0827752293578,81.96954510703365,82.8532110091743,7.303058103975537,21.00993883792049,8.344100000000001,1.4158434250764529,427,13,85,10,12,149,57,109,0.022,0.858,0.12,0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,16,0,0,0,2,14,26,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,16,23,3,18,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502722689198384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413458991007867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004849077430322,0.2468634984656121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686730237128184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544721863031917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255484355408976,0.0,0.3491291093034081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160697946379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547194362932646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540959859330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40003571878013455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876031371801049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674758575104616,0.0,0.0,0.23460872939058935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712508482921624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361953486269466,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MagdalenRose,2018/01/27,"We're making an app that's a planner AND a game. We want your ideas and opinions! Hello, ADHDers! I'm a game developer, artist, and I have ADHD. I'm currently at an all weekend startup event and my idea has been chosen to be created. 

Here's my problem: I love getting new planners or calendar apps. I download them, put all my info in...

... and forget about it for 2 months. 

What I'm *not* forgetting about is the super-addictive puzzle game I've been playing obsessively because it's shiny, fast-paced and lets me win cool new things.

But what if my planner app WAS a super addictive puzzle game? 

My question to you is this: do you have this same problem? If not, what issues do you have with planner/organization apps? How could we create an app to help you? 

My team is excited to hear from you!  

 ",2.777142857142856,4.7806335796178345,4.416692447679711,83.37097133757962,76.2611464968153,7.033484986351231,27.13785259326661,7.957251820313856,1.7984362147406734,620,25,120,10,14,208,96,157,0.054000000000000006,0.7709999999999999,0.175,0.962,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,6,1,6,4,9,0,1,8,1,15,2,0,2,2,33,23,11,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,19,6,11,17,3,10,0,0,1,1,19,2,0,7,7,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064319285865993,0.22403030286147413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113634672058019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883435126543848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973922736459785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100992194820316,0.0,0.124947646139319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208716085570906,0.0,0.1945650923586097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061830777406966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682435854768244,0.0,0.12443107105292545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879181780581388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600746240879622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35674110904684125,0.0,0.18739496532565247,0.20882345382319653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384346503664312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995028588305346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwawaydude1098,2018/01/27,"My experience being diagnosed seemed sketchy to me I went to a psychiatrist yesterday and he said I have ADHD. The appointment felt a little sketchy for a few reasons.  
  
  First of all, the doctor gave me the diagnosis within less than 15 minutes (that's when he told me, but he seemed to have got it in less time), seemed a little quick. Was this a normal experience?   
  
  Second of all during the appointment, his questions seemed quite broad like ""do you have a hard time starting things"" (I'm guessing everyone has this problem, almost all my friends do) ""do you talk a lot in class"" (I guess that's a little indicative, but his adhd questions were quite infrequent), most of his questions were not about adhd though. His rationale to the diagnosis was that last time I was at his office a few years ago for unrelated reasons, he had some notes and those questions he gave. I feel like there should be some sort of test or more detail?
  
  Within 10 minutes we were talking about medication, and he kept interrupting my questions (after a few words) and seemed to make long answers to fill up the time (could this be a focus test haha). However, I was unable to ask many questions. Could he have some kickback from doing this or is he just rushing the process or is this normal?
  
  The doctor seems to be reputable and teaches at a prestigious institute, but the diagnosis couldn't have been so quick and so easy, could it? Like anyone who wants a prescription to get high or boost their marks can just walk in and just fake their symptoms.  Has everyone had the same experience? I could be forgetting some details, but I probably have some more details if asked. Thanks.",6.404413680781758,7.43821428664495,6.270767100977199,77.44432654723128,65.74267100977198,9.397328990228011,31.962377850162863,9.516144504307137,2.9081323778501624,1314,51,236,25,20,413,155,307,0.041,0.87,0.08900000000000001,0.9522,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,2,3,12,8,0,0,23,1,36,5,0,4,3,68,61,20,0,11,13,0,3,3,1,1,5,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,18,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,18,4,24,6,28,32,18,32,0,0,0,0,34,13,0,28,18,171,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27025123751841235,0.0,0.06644485651997104,0.0,0.07505860647747152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241167618523666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014935028497766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393882559694372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607977564074066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534433283207197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324924854853796,0.0,0.219966982947464,0.0,0.0,0.037900510645245564,0.053549294702464285,0.0719704733829605,0.0,0.0,0.06375838462866547,0.0,0.0,0.05791159109892498,0.0,0.03916193797799513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059949959149160285,0.0,0.16514716913955385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714674759721763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919618433552708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109995815133809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986060972231523,0.2253798132083489,0.0,0.06633458490953463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372575963343531,0.0,0.0,0.05003437854653048,0.07599463150854421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551129010825046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468838872962241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081632218358767,0.07172372439664504,0.0,0.0,0.5038139581812157,0.15945198907905184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413655704815682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130127054937682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094282174551768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053054949336829985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790902195918636,0.0,0.12049519214045368,0.0,0.06901033342451343,0.0,0.0,0.04979809912205792,0.0,0.07364487044458387,0.0,0.1748321144442921,0.0,0.0,0.07162462427426898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421157978164493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694858885675725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048269849469518136
adhd,sosteph,2018/01/27,"How do you manage the feeling of dread/torture/physical pain that comes with doing an undesirable but necessary task? For me, cleaning and organizing is painful. It sounds really dramatic but it is actual torture for me to do these things if I'm not in a specific mood. It's especially prevalent in my personal life. At work I can stay organized but at home my clothes/books/personal belongings are a mess. Does anyone else find this to be the case for them and how do I deal with this?",4.9138248847926285,6.566411903225808,6.086052227342553,75.09193548387098,69.75268817204301,10.905683563748081,32.640552995391715,10.914260884657429,4.029919815668204,389,18,72,13,7,130,69,93,0.17800000000000002,0.809,0.013,-0.949,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,2,5,1,0,5,0,9,3,0,2,0,14,12,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,12,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.22717566865974434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277662954445454,0.2385273841282825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053345321757596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000282783011506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372166573518286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447148921074311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770883569994592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277165799325465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335137327853213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443095554053636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954234864304883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065376089697203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913531100013513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481299480349196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154659559144047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694785245948105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,glowmilk,2018/01/27,"How does ADHD affect your driving? I'm still undiagnosed, but I feel like my (probable) ADHD-PI is really affecting my ability to drive safely. I've been having driving lessons for a couple months now, and I often find myself zoning out completely. My instructor often asks why I suddenly didn't do something, especially if it's something I've already proven I know how to do. I feel really embarrassed because I can't give him an answer. I just completely lose concentration sometimes and I can't explain why. I've gotten much better at being able to control the actual vehicle, but as soon as I have to multitask, it becomes overwhelming for me, and I'm unable to focus on more than one task at once. I learnt and memorised the whole mirror procedure to use when turning, but I've yet to properly implement it whilst actually driving, because my mind is more focused on other things. I've also been finding it incredibly challenging to follow given instructions, which is awful because if I can't even do that, I'm never going to be able to follow them during a test. It takes a while for me to process what I should actually be doing. It's as if my brain needs more time to process and visualise the instructions, otherwise I'll have no idea what it is I should be doing. And in the time that I've spent doing that, I've already missed my turn or stalled, which can easily affect other drivers.

Some of the mistakes I've been making are down to me being a learner, which is okay, and I know that certain skills would just get better with practice. However, too many of the mistakes I make are due to me losing focus and not being able to pay attention. I just keep thinking, surely driving shouldn't have to be *this* hard...right? 


Anyway, I just kinda wanted to get an idea of how ADHD affects other people whilst driving. I did read somewhere that it can take those with ADHD 3 times longer to learn how to drive. So if you're reading this, how long did it take you to learn how to drive (in comparison to neurotypicals) and what was the journey like? Also, what's it like driving on meds VS driving off them?

P.S. I finally registered at a GP in my area 2 weeks ago (after procrastinating doing so for months lol), and have suspected that I might have ADHD for a while now due to a multitude of reasons; this is just the cherry on the cake really...so I will definitely mention all of this to my doctor when asking for a referral. 

TLDR: Struggling to drive due to my inability to focus, need to get a ADHD diagnosis ASAP before continuing to mess up everything in my life


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adhd,pickles1486,2018/01/27,"How should I present my history of medication to the doctor when looking for ADD treatment? So I've tried Vyvanse and Adderall before, and I had a lot of success with Vyvanse, but it was without a prescription. Should I mention to my doctor that I have a history with Vyvanse and would like that prescription? I don't know how to present myself because I don't want to seem like I'm just trying to get the drug for recreational purposes or grinding work, as I really have an issue with being inattentive. Will the doctor be able to see my prescription history if I mention that I've taken them before? I kind of want to act like I took Vyvanse in the past with a prescription and now I'm looking to start again, but I'm not sure if that's a good idea. Thanks in advance for any help!

Oh, also, which type of doctor would be best to arrange an appointment with if I'm looking for a prescription? Psychiatrist, general doctor, etc.?",6.079648417880462,6.472729209944752,6.799648417880462,75.61982420894027,66.29281767955801,10.117729784028127,35.23907584128578,10.018931242160765,3.5841005524861878,741,34,135,16,11,245,95,181,0.028,0.8029999999999999,0.168,0.9823,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,8,9,0,0,12,0,14,7,0,2,1,33,31,16,0,9,9,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,4,15,9,26,19,3,12,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,6,10,95,21,8,0.12536389318906158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025346009056543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525174627963594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642066570246384,0.0,0.21335087923372706,0.0,0.13156167156434465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415762840099992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453823156973731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398138793543722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549745998740686,0.0,0.0,0.10514928575735866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402877504717376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152057606492616,0.0,0.13084733392740094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054720324076702,0.06889671714766492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373939751200832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158222897265239,0.0,0.0,0.10657989893409547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629093343750306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967402126915065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031132010286073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989879195371534,0.11412658002077512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873320884363492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815398570995587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541822967825133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928389806888838,0.1702277087465992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788574453876302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084631941329445,0.0,0.09126640731839858,0.0,0.0,0.17810982571139347,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,happuning,2018/01/27,"I accidentally skipped my meds yesterday... So, yesterday was a bit wild for me. 

Around 3 AM one of the guys from the room across from my dorm starts banging really hard on our door. My roommates get up and go help him put a guy who blacked out drunk in front of our room in his bed. That guy ended up pulling an all nighter. Anyways,

I have insomnia issues that are made worse by stimulants, so I couldn't sleep until around 6 AM. That's fine, I don't have class until 11. I wake up around 10:20, brush my teeth, get dressed, grab my backpack and head to class. I felt like I was forgetting something, but I never, ever forget to take my ADHD meds, so I assumed I was good to go. 

About halfway to my first class I realized I most definitely didn't take my meds, but since my classes were only an hour long each, I decided that it would be a skip day. 

I get to my first class, and what usually passes by fairly quickly feels like an eternity. I'm literally zooming to my next class because I've got all this energy that I need to get out before I have to sit down for another eternity. 

On my way to my next class, I call my boyfriend, u/cooling57, who also had ADHD to tell him I forgot to take my meds and that I was having an accidental skip day. Last time I skipped, I slept for about 6 hours. Nothing unusual, but this was a ""nap,"" and I had plans about halfway through it. My friends and boyfriend came banging on the door, the walls, called the RA and asked what they could do, but there was ultimately nothing to be done since it wasn't a mental health emergency. Basically, I told him this so he wouldn't panic when I inevitably took a nice, long nap later that day. 

I sit down in my next class and we are doing group presentations. I was bouncing in my seat most of the class, and it took every ounce of strength in me to not leave early or go on my phone. People looked at me a little funny, but I didn't care. Sitting down for an entire hour was torture enough. 

The class ends, I go to lunch and make very poor, impulsive eating choices and head back to my dorm. I hate myself for a minute, since I've been on a diet for about 5 months now, then realize how comfy my bed is and how nice my fan sounds on the ""white noise"" setting and I'm asleeppzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Four hours later I wake up to a few missed calls from boyfriend. 

This time, boyfriend at least knew what to expect. I drag him with me to dinner, because it's dark outside and not safe to go alone. I didn't feel like getting mugged, even if I was bouncing-off-the-walls-hyper and doing ALL of the impulses. 

Poor guy doesn't know what he's in for. For some reason, the rest of the night I insist on tickling him, poking his ear holes, jokingly trying to poke my fingers up his nose, and really just being as annoying and impulsive as one can be. Boyfriend also has ADHD, so he can stand me being a nutcase up to a certain point. 

Usually we'd spend a bit more time together, but after I annoyed him for about an hour, I could tell he was done and he headed back to his room. I thought it was hilarious. I *could've* stopped, but what's the fun in that, right? 

Next time my psychiatrist asks if I think 54 mg of concerta is too much, or working the way it should, I'm giving a huge yes. 

And yes, I remembered to take my meds today.

TL;DR- forgot to take my meds, was super hyper/impulsive and managed to annoy my boyfriend who also has bad ADHD.  

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adhd,HighwindMark2,2018/01/27,"I'm medicated in Nursing school earning medicore grades, so I gave up on grad school When I was unmedicated I just studied longer than everyone else (like 12 hours). Now I can study for a shorter time and feel like confident about the material. But still grades haven't gotten any better, I've never gotten an A in anything except in Pre-Nursing school. 

Anyone in Nursing school have any advice for me?

On the bright side, I am more vigilant in clinical placements. I don't make anymore stupid/dangerous  mistakes with meds/patient care ",5.457448979591838,7.703251020408164,5.683418367346943,76.1339030612245,69.40816326530611,8.16530612244898,32.65816326530612,8.841846274778883,3.0306489795918368,432,20,71,8,8,137,72,98,0.052000000000000005,0.8029999999999999,0.146,0.8354,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,9,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,7,5,14,9,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,8,41,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769450719738814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627536182821344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957843143835872,0.1266123350983251,0.0,0.14900986708214456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601467359197859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461873756160996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126550677409425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302558494513118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091557311337529,0.12936051160022174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832308315351048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692887469206312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086943147134455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241471104840756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965673777146267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7330330758723249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460728271531464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558669303828087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,squatsforlife,2018/01/27,"doing nothing, bored, want to do everything, everything is boring! What the heck do you guys do when you want to do something, but you have no idea what it is you even want to do, and EVERYTHING is boring because as soon as you start it you get bored and do something else.

I am restless every night, and I can think of everything I want to do, but can't do a single one of the things I want to do!

It's infuriating and I usually get so sick of being bored I'll spend my boredom thinking about being bored. 

What on earth do all you adhd'ers do when you feel like this?",4.760732600732601,4.692042435897439,5.653357753357756,84.30076923076925,69.08547008547009,8.736996336996338,28.68009768009768,8.418075326091056,1.7808251526251526,443,14,96,6,7,146,62,117,0.228,0.6859999999999999,0.085,-0.9513,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,21,1,0,0,1,16,32,11,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,14,1,12,30,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,0,7,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194802188938768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880932433470307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354064441326292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705974495204368,0.0,0.1365688729489035,0.0,0.5827086717625073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195820862897507,0.1157980246820129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937198092966285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049582601640025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829812966413674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918959945778836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211166209042587,0.0,0.1555309304253055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983722907957692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495715337246972,0.0,0.0,0.11472902429332008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768622711641464,0.20772306199444196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852061687490287,0.0,0.4780281080480881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TraditionalRefuse,2018/01/27,"Help translate my diagnostic from Spanish to English. NHS is asking for my diagnosis translated to if I want to have my prescription pills . 

The original in Spanish:


```


El paciente (my name) realiza seguimiento en nuestro servicio de Psiquiatría por presentar un Trastorno por déficit de atención subtipo combinado, según criterios diagnósticos DSM-V y un síndrome ansioso, con tendencia al neuroticismo y obsesividad como rasgos de personalidad.

Realiza tratamiento farmacológico en el momento actual con metilfenidato OROS 54mg/d con buena respuesta y tolerancia al mismo, y metilfenidato de liberación inmediata 20mg si precisa, manteniéndose estable a nivel de síntomas. 

Realizo dicho informe a petición del paciente,

```

My translation

```
The patient (my name) performs follow-up in our psychiatry service for presenting a disorder of attention deficit combined subtype, according to diagnostic criteria DSM-V and an anxious syndrome, with a tendency to neuroticism and obsessiveness as personality traits.

Currently under pharmacological treatment with methylphenidate OROS 54mg / d with good response and tolerance to it, and methylphenidate immediate release 20mg if necessary, remaining stable at the level of symptoms.

I make this report at the request of the patient,


```


Is that translation going to be OK?

For the record, diagnosed at 15 , not medicated until 29 , currently 38. 

Thanks
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adhd,GOOSEpk,2018/01/27,"Is there a reason I’m smart? I’m ADHD, I’ve been diagnosed since I was really young, I’m 16 now. I don’t mean to sound douchey at ALL. I was thinking though, is there a reason for my intelligence? I don’t study almost anything. I made like the top few percent in my school on the EOCs. The only reason I don’t have a 4.0 GPA is because most of our school work is just a lot of nonsense that I can’t pay attention to long enough for me to do it all.  It’s just overstimulating for me. But I also got a 26 my first try on my ACT, not spectacular, but considering I don’t pay attention in class or study at all, it’s pretty good for having been a sophomore. People tell me I’m smart and shit, and I never once claimed I was smart on the internet or much in real life since it makes me feel like I’m being an absolute cunt. But I don’t understand how get scores like this without studying or anything or if it has anything to do with ADHD",2.375970149253732,3.3458727661691583,4.430029850746268,87.16832835820898,75.06965174129354,7.549054726368159,24.3452736318408,8.021203637495839,1.1434401990049752,730,22,166,11,15,252,108,201,0.071,0.785,0.14400000000000002,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,8,9,2,0,11,0,21,3,1,6,4,35,34,13,0,1,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,9,0,2,1,9,2,0,1,7,2,21,7,20,26,9,15,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,8,8,109,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259304697494213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578413419627275,0.0,0.0,0.10843952782490614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33476253120712524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266069717049143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763147159313807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011137998868012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856359670234377,0.09687289651690464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153415638905414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084557109898174,0.0,0.0,0.11373511585888038,0.108451964141033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577851699936177,0.19874240241719066,0.0,0.0,0.12000201711596868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528254392016912,0.0,0.1283083025416175,0.09051426731494612,0.0,0.0,0.14770850231817864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968183841109156,0.0,0.10458332715808616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444099164987609,0.0,0.10313015461174173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400818900602413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379542757951775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434285214605936,0.08686903796718612,0.4182591430016796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744695286993837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919178102161325,0.2243399738047348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852065750277195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688721048575815,0.13322662703997692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092063717015459,0.0,0.0,0.14116471650929688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071387067057114,0.0,0.0987186487822186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SwissGamerGuy,2018/01/27,"Tired of my own bullshit How can I have good self esteem when I constantly let myself down. Like at work when I screw up or in my relationships where people think I don't care.

It's so tiring to constantly try to fix myself to go up to the standards of what people expect of you.


I'm not medicated but I'm seriously considering starting it. It's just so damn hard to start medication here and I don't want to rely on medicine to be a better human being....


*sigh* Sorry, needed to rant.",0.8689393939393959,3.3007689494949513,3.5992171717171715,83.95215909090909,86.77777777777777,6.1282828282828286,19.36111111111111,7.492282038375204,0.8033898989898991,382,11,76,7,12,134,71,99,0.213,0.7140000000000001,0.073,-0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,2,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,0,11,16,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,10,4,17,13,1,14,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,7,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651767501289574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041738758017376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036490398406373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614175140296624,0.15664799447663647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730301846352105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097788324153087,0.0,0.09124299773504742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762882705493366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848244310909225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589559813777505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005136331633317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483460391328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906595603659076,0.26438371138168565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967022819189113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293133288422985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679985882662828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015769211756246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596573259190614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dreamydeemy,2018/01/27,"Crazy sex drive on medication I’ve been on stimulants for years now and I am older 34m 
Still to this day if I am taking my meds they amp my already freakish sexdrive into overhaul. I can literally achieve organism up to 10 Plus times a day. It was fun the first 6 years but it’s a problem now lol. Anyone experience problems like this? ",1.3136764705882342,3.8054015441176468,3.516176470588235,84.99279411764708,85.02941176470588,6.341176470588236,26.14705882352941,7.6454224807358475,1.7091411764705886,267,12,53,5,8,91,55,68,0.151,0.723,0.126,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,0,8,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,2,8,4,0,15,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,11,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27960840846654844,0.0,0.0,0.2745344513119637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716746250211787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268150949675588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478518467609843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155228002625212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378746410531476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814453194576643,0.2552512079838493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848961596894773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234762527760675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905083717084729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774647719003894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263336480844173
adhd,nerdflighter,2018/01/27,"is my (undiagnosed) adhd valid if I'm productive? I'm not even sure if I have adhd. I tried speaking to my mom about it, but she doesn't want to get me diagnosed because a) there are no good therapists/psychologists/etc where I am (Asia) and b) she thinks that adhd is just an excuse to push pills on people. my adhd hasn't been a real problem until now, because I have important exams coming up in a month. I want good grades because my mom's promised me my own laptop if I get over 90% and I'll also be able to apply to a decent junior college. what I'm afraid of is that if I get good grades my mom will have an excuse to not get me tested because ""it's clear you can focus if you just try hard enough"" and it'll make my life pretty difficult in the long run. so now my options are either get average marks and force her to acknowledge that I have an issue, or get good marks and give her ammo to deny my adhd for the rest of my life. any suggestions/tips are welcome.

/edited for typos/",4.120089186176145,4.298182391304348,5.669275362318842,82.7774247491639,70.49758454106279,8.301597918989224,26.06800445930881,8.139509932561175,1.4787877369007798,773,21,162,10,13,264,117,207,0.068,0.7559999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,1,9,0,18,4,0,1,2,28,33,15,0,8,12,3,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,2,27,7,19,29,4,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,7,5,107,34,8,0.10151453279343953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100037057712538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118113519872305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903336338119725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475292678682107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744578129051962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303511392121303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489164892073843,0.11321553821954705,0.06704939150370612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182229211604645,0.09738198995992313,0.0,0.34058229513100297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093708189661666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595479793272927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340543330681205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983716704614271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776173891288667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35667778169692904,0.08102793157058757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037739516726599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327677498424156,0.0,0.097135698046205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554576267850525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567624578266884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504641363685637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378434083556086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975180318484535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SternLecture,2018/01/27,"I want/dont want to give up. I have struggled for years to find a solution many medications many therapists.  I can't seem to believe life will ever get better that I will ever find a career let alone even a job that doesn't make me depressed.  I have tons of anxiety about working some lame job my entire life.  I have tried discussing this with therapists and never found much relief or hope.  My past failures of working miserable jobs quitting repeat many times has pushed me down so far I have no hope that if i do make an effort to find another job that I wont be just as depressed and bored.  I have heard all the pithy anecdotes advice and answers before.
I dont know how to overcome how to move forward.",4.54457142857143,5.7732186000000025,4.957142857142858,84.45785714285716,70.14285714285714,7.6,28.285714285714285,7.908726449838941,1.7402285714285717,564,20,109,7,10,179,92,140,0.153,0.725,0.122,-0.5444,4,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,2,5,0,15,3,0,4,4,26,26,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,1,15,4,14,19,4,13,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,6,8,72,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924315286737683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578417969221895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722505892269625,0.08552159508967526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512789390156416,0.1259528056357708,0.0,0.09887211979477452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925748708105013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620419114604464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383844325237167,0.202246943135805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30653124795532466,0.0,0.0,0.12257562130437788,0.0,0.0,0.05840740330559676,0.10724235340840277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220720120968104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437505389676242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061438693128695314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431625900901413,0.15792587690704873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924583806624547,0.3400226843273542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262002350232755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881862271428024,0.08218096414503509,0.0,0.08622191159739705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671938769555002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890597241705472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017724532896926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687066641289524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596013562236812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518759250918454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759003359860209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187721059846805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277375829607715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199124228864134
adhd,tochinoshin,2018/01/27,"Best practices to organize yourself while medicated for later Hello everyone,

tldr - looking for tips, reads, best practices, thoughts around how can I organize myself while I'm on medicine for later.

Short intro - I'm 26, at last managed to visit psychologist and after several visits I was diagnosed ADHD (lot of stuff makes sense now). I started medication last Tuesday - 20mg of Ritalin LA and have an appointment next Tuesday to adjust it if necessary.

This week has been amazing so far, have never been able to get so much done in a single week, I have never been so present on meetings able to follow till the end. Even going on bar felt amazing instead of not being able to follow anyone's conversation as I'm always distracted. 

The problem is, in the evenings I'm totally unproductive. But I feel like if under medication I work on some best practices, rules, to-do lists, schedules with calendar, reminders etc - non-medicated me can greatly benefit from it.

I'm even thinking that if I manage to form organizational habits with medication, maybe in 3 months or so I could try stopping medication and see how that goes.

I would greatly appreciate any tips on this topics. Any reads, tools, tips, sharing your experience, etc would be awesome.

p.s. didn't find a related post, sorry if this has already been discussed.",7.022199367088611,8.475000763713085,7.563246308016878,67.22056566455699,64.56962025316456,10.144409282700424,37.17536919831225,10.270032843473604,4.280468565400843,1059,53,164,25,16,349,152,237,0.034,0.82,0.146,0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,12,12,0,1,6,0,20,8,0,3,3,33,37,19,0,8,7,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,6,3,0,5,4,2,0,0,9,4,12,10,30,23,11,41,0,0,2,0,9,13,0,7,23,112,20,6,0.2958063229254132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185005720919672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880987767946132,0.0,0.08204485240813603,0.0,0.0,0.13410562881354282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894488627634497,0.0,0.0,0.0877767806619879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104304861103763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872575962545933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000790636983712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100904190038132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873322007145538,0.0,0.21993482862130725,0.19537728647636074,0.0,0.0,0.0942185393522368,0.0,0.09645178153473792,0.0,0.0,0.04985618828553895,0.07044136540093775,0.09467348621146793,0.0,0.09012054005681472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151553159092994,0.0,0.05603785005929974,0.0,0.0,0.21741834354221648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074775595213756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048172009208948506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280093684373276,0.0,0.0,0.08382798587232503,0.0,0.0,0.06581767250881831,0.0,0.0990590701502366,0.0,0.10952471333604097,0.4966562499063789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870326160070915,0.0,0.07248389442064034,0.0,0.15209604808096142,0.0,0.10486446009358126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443356298083093,0.0,0.0,0.09434890050769844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972575815449437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857311373260645,0.0,0.0,0.11139231566113897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037698683154776,0.06979107929113201,0.0,0.0,0.08243577709866318,0.0,0.0,0.11287582290229713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318024919826197,0.0,0.07827905950529042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694435867645196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818532632561613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717835087086678,0.0,0.0,0.1400882164721268,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MekuDeadly,2018/01/27,"Any suggestions on getting help without insurance? I don’t have insurance and have been unmedicated for 6 years. It’s causing problems in my current relationship and with my work changing, I’m starting to not cope well. 
Does anyone have suggestions? 
I have a psych appointment at a local city clinic in two weeks but I’m sure the cost or if they will offer anything except consoling. If they do, I’m not sure how much medication even costs anymore. ",3.780267737617134,6.7064296506024075,4.924738955823294,76.18046854083,77.79518072289156,8.02623828647925,30.908969210174032,8.841846274778883,3.214063989290496,363,18,60,9,9,119,63,83,0.041,0.857,0.102,0.7053,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,2,16,13,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,6,3,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,40,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739008073005248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295305840717807,0.16183125664390305,0.0,0.1904589629716372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775708083107985,0.2448374123526857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025384925574346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528667969340679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092010973262342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513225553106613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315581294960866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701382126227517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146096624094488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848459442769966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638174877676646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43626708333855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260874798971095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565068074297106,0.0,0.20809624770697716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310407467783944,0.0,0.168494228477943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904256009779215
adhd,TickleMyBungholee,2018/01/27,Having ADHD is kinda like this Everyone is driving manual and it's all Gucci. We on the other hand keep stalling and can't drive the car for shit ,4.4390000000000045,5.158129566666666,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,70.0,8.666666666666668,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.822000000000001,117,3,22,2,2,40,27,30,0.155,0.69,0.155,0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703646101295601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45349081034738703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218371443717207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318605620764086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871595219475334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ambitious_Sociopath,2018/01/27,"How the hell do you cope without meds? I don't have the money for meds right now and haven't for a while. I feel like I'm drowning and all of these ""tips"" and stuff I watch on youtube don't work for me.",2.2097101449275383,2.2099550434782635,2.9595652173913045,101.15427536231886,74.65217391304348,6.133333333333334,21.85507246376812,3.1291,-0.5221362318840579,156,3,43,0,3,49,32,46,0.107,0.835,0.058,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,7,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,7,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457725455266614,0.2325297405054555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901771263556586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7230908437395214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277966226666383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726075674345388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31376023139958004,0.0,0.23696020878629104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheLegendWoods,2018/01/27,"Hey, I could really use some advice. Also, I'm going to use this outlet to rant a bit. Please read. Hey everyone, I'm a 26 year old guy who lives in the state of Missouri. I was diagnosed with adhd when I was very young. Throughout my childhood, we pretty much confirmed that stimulants are the way to go with me, with adderal being the last medicine I took. Until I turned 18 and lost my health insurance. 

Well with the lack of jobs that offer affordable health insurance, I learned to live without my meds. Or so I thought. Well, last year, I got the job of my dreams running the entire volunteer program for a humane society in my town. I was very effective and productive and felt in my element. Then I was presented with a difficult choice between the safety of the volunteers and keeping my boss happy. After working hard to communicate my position with no luck, my values told me I had to leave. 

Then comorbid depression hit me like quicksand. I was too deeply affected before I noticed and identified my issue. Because of my depression, my girlfriend of 4 years cheated on me and then left, and I have a 1 year old daughter with her. After a while, I felt like none of my friends felt up to dealing with me, and I isolated myself. Then I find out I've been approved for state health insurance. 

I immediately contacted my local behavioral health center because I knew if I had my meds, I could grab my situation by the metaphorical balls and dig myself out. Well, they put me in outpatient therapy (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is awesome) and told me it would be four months until I could see a psychiatrist. So I went to my PCP to try to get medicine. She refuses to give me a stimulant and instead gives me stratera. Three days in, I have the most intense suicidal episode I have ever had. I did not harm myself but for 7 hours I visualized, if I did, how I could. It was terrible. I tell my doctor and my therapist. My doctor freaks out and calls my therapist. My therapist confirms that that is a possible side effect of stratera. My doctor doesn't believe her and gives me the choice of checking myself in to a hospital voluntarily or risk being forced. 

I volunteered. They put me in the mental health inpatient facility where I feel so out of place. The next day, a psychiatrist comes in, confirms that I did indeed have a reaction to the meds, and asks what do I want to be on. I say adderal, he says, that's not going to happen. No one has given me any reason why they can not give me adderal other than that they wont. I have no history of abusing drugs or any high risk behaviors. 

Well he writes me a script for a low dose concerta. Even though it was low, as soon as I took it, I was problem solving my situation and felt in control again. The hospital gave me individual doses until they checked me out of the hospital two days later. Then my insurance refuses to fill the prescription. 

 They need a prior authorization first. Okay, no big deal right? Wrong. The hospital doctor refuses to do the PA. ""She doesn't have all my records and wants my pcp to do it."" I go to my PCP.  She refuses to fill it, tells me to go to my behavioral health doctor, which I don't have. After calling between the parties I get told I will have to wait for this medicine refill appt I got from the hospital and ask there. That date comes and the doctor is more than willing to give me a stimulant, still not adderal though, and gives me a script. Go to the pharmacy and it needs a pa. Call the doctor, he says sure no big deal. 

It has now been 3 months of me basically having to harass my insurance and my doctor to try to get that pa. All my doctor says is ""I sent them the information."" The insurance says ""It may be an issue with the state of Missouri who is the medication insurance provider but they don't know."" The state of Missouri says ""We just need a PA.""

My life is a mess right now. I lost my job. Lost my girlfriend. I lost my house. Lost all my reserved income. And I feel like the only key to get out is being kept from me. 

Truly, I just wanted to rant about this because it's been so impacting, but if anyone has any advice on the situation, I would sure love to hear it. 

TLDR: OP has a significant life changing chain of events, is trying to get his insurance to give him his medication in order to conquer the situation, but has been unable to get his insurance to cover the prescription. 

Thank you guys. 
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adhd,InsanityEchoes,2018/01/27,"How long after taking concerta should I wait to drink alcohol? I took one 27mg Concerta this morning at 8. Am I okay to start drinking now, should I wait longer tonight , or just wait till tomorrow?",2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,27.921052631578952,8.841846274778883,2.5578736842105267,156,7,30,4,4,50,30,38,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.3094,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,5,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660479709835915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6710752088820698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30311797897703496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320993119199997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424362651796341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575311872617508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805505118944471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,brunofuckme,2018/01/27,"Questions I used to take adderall xr 15mg.  I was able to focus but never got past 2 weeks of consistently taking it because the come down was awful. I was doing a lot of coke at the time to, so I know that I can probably attribute most of that unbearable feeling because it was being exacerbated by the coke.  Nonetheless I have always been concerend with the long term effects of adderall. If I were to take it for a long period of time. Say 10 years. Is it right for me to believe that I will become dependent on the artificial dopamine and if I ever decide to stop that my brain will never produce what it does now because of the dependency on adderall? I understand that I already have a dopamine deficiency and am I making it worse by long term adderall use? 

I was diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety and depression when was 18. Currently 26. I just want to feel ""normal"" and not constantly flustered. I see a therapist also for my CPTSD.  Any input is greatly appreciated ",4.314990990990991,6.241337724324327,5.931351351351356,74.5047747747748,71.75675675675676,8.825225225225225,31.792792792792795,9.3871,3.225187387387386,769,36,134,18,15,262,112,185,0.1,0.8440000000000001,0.056,-0.8809999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,10,1,18,4,1,8,3,34,32,10,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,7,2,1,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,4,18,1,24,20,4,25,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,7,19,100,30,1,0.13677377610771385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643754997085996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093326303025895,0.10937793933833448,0.11380673844037792,0.0,0.0,0.09301085792587642,0.0,0.10463156435611316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501280732809095,0.15105588994112867,0.0,0.15409720872129962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268476793977714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781849733899966,0.0,0.14780386219829306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780305294499654,0.13882250368396046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196916531740726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371971093588667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831386158442044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093904832755703,0.15079357101260105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516729040553936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631214635067846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628017337025927,0.0,0.0,0.0912975576176762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109767359402137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400926076321948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056604557016724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474652637914379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532179313897917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168040574767715,0.0,0.10876799645825427,0.0,0.0,0.10899099139735982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434900115033313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30851057377962954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588048958989283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950777750795858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238632451441535,0.0,0.2362572563864131,0.0,0.0,0.0806727168346755,0.0,0.1097116731266128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938416276435422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807782750897138
adhd,Microthrix,2018/01/27,"Is it ok to bring a list of symptoms to adhd testing?      I finally got around to calling a testing center and making an appointment, but am scared my mind ins't going to be able to accurately describe whats wrong, and that the Dr wont believe me. Is it frowned upon (or causes disbelief) to write down a list of symptoms for myself to extrapolate on when i'm describing whats wrong to the Dr? I have awful memory and feel like my mind will keep going off on tangents during the appointment and i wont get the chance to really describe whats going on in my head. ",6.493215339233039,5.7313213451327485,7.83641592920354,72.42359144542773,65.63716814159292,10.719174041297935,33.877581120943944,10.125756701596842,3.36446430678466,444,17,83,9,6,154,71,113,0.159,0.8,0.041,-0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,2,8,5,1,2,0,14,18,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,20,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,3,57,14,2,0.18408060282353447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212291123113344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387076386709382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073958026317958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796687692805888,0.0,0.0,0.18910148643552666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307668379083037,0.1315072194381766,0.0,0.2016513026044008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617451732860016,0.0,0.3138517461713142,0.0,0.14722607416107647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891980575214667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361929778235268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899324842691752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287523179401615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717378667412668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792674782198274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429679654716286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826604590752509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025264834607645,0.0,0.0
adhd,clockworkred360,2018/01/27,ADHD as an adult Hello! I have a question and just need some advice. As of now I’m 19 and will be turning 20 in February. I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 5 or 6 years old. Along with my diagnoses came regular doctor appointments and I bounced from medication to medication. Eventually my mother stopped taking me to appointments due to the struggles I was having on every medication we tried. So by the age of 7 I stopped treatments all together. My issues have always been school and being able yo really focus on lectures or sit down long enough to do homework. I have been considering starting treatments again but I don’t know if they’ll want to test me for ADHD or ADD. I was wondering if anybody has had a similar experience and would love to hear some advice on what I can do to help myself. Thank you all for taking the time to read this long post.  ,4.244437869822484,5.860159597633135,5.748639053254441,77.00213017751481,71.36686390532545,8.986982248520711,28.976331360946745,9.466822959209583,2.745345562130177,688,27,127,16,13,233,112,169,0.028,0.884,0.087,0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,7,0,20,7,0,0,2,30,33,14,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,1,2,11,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,1,18,2,26,21,5,22,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,9,13,92,20,6,0.12689992650600634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575271538013697,0.2480102789942249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559090459415736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145139709396713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576015083622573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298874519891975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112154656929825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691866123026167,0.0,0.0,0.1241324783096456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302543997800354,0.0,0.08505834580132916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245055363630695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974088088791616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246048833000212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453213817559005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835149762162722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940946875610735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316012600273694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153505121311492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421569600992417,0.0,0.1269342674283419,0.0,0.08129534237807652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842950048781615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982042113128855,0.0,0.0,0.21218804152317497,0.0,0.13266335611208327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082590368360747,0.0,0.0,0.11683240278390955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399636764782855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615672016763011,0.13803067980731334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484886451696651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761755710731904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014606685310547,0.0,0.0,0.08171939209234719
adhd,SwampRatitoullie,2018/01/27,"Needing help in learning how to conquer self esteem issues during school months from past wounds with academics So yeah I have ADHD...found out only about a year ago while I was in *ahem* college depressed out of my mind last year. Ever since I was a kid, I learned differently, but because my parents and those around me had no clue I had ADHD I went through life thinking I was dumb, often being criticized and compared by my parents to my other siblings who were Ivy Leaguers and shit. So yeah I have a lot of wounds when it comes to who I am and academics. I am working on them, there has been a major change in how my parents are too...they admit they really fucked up with me. 

So that is all good, but like I said, when it comes to me and academics it is terrible. Whenever I step onto campus its like I lose my swagger, all the things that make me great. I am in survival mode it feels like when I am at school - the feeling of trying to do anything to ""be a better student/learn in ways I wasn't able to"" to please my parents is ingrained in me. I am like I was as a kid...trying to do anything to keep the peace for my parents, thinking my grades were responsible for their happiness. 

It's so weird. Every long break, every summer, I am a totally different person. I have my charm, I can talk to girls, I actually learn (ironic) lol, but right when I go to school I fight depression and have no confidence; my head is on a swivel for the next threat. 

I sure a lot of you guys have struggled in the field of academics and self esteem. I want to break this, but would like help. Meds helped for a bit, but I ran into problems with Adderall because it really accelerated my anxiety, so I'm off it now about to go back to  and try out a new med. Thanks, guys and gals.",2.080267379679146,4.061311775910369,3.4699872676343304,89.45286478227658,78.29971988795519,6.007944996180291,23.9834479246244,6.980632752743323,0.8438560224089637,1372,47,285,15,33,449,185,357,0.14400000000000002,0.662,0.193,0.9532,7,0,0,0,1,0,50.0,0,1,3,5,19,24,5,1,16,3,33,6,2,3,5,49,52,27,0,4,5,5,2,5,0,1,3,1,0,7,16,19,0,1,8,0,0,7,3,12,0,0,13,3,48,12,51,36,7,47,0,3,0,1,25,19,3,3,23,202,64,14,0.08442779706081763,0.0,0.08238935107521557,0.0,0.2029316105192396,0.0,0.07484014801263694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458703366248279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895376653306335,0.0751586391165563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491976452287015,0.0,0.10293280291558723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466952554813933,0.09217328778268613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893134145639573,0.14545414283968922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454350757904386,0.0,0.0,0.1764181567759056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636977602411135,0.14226812072953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537846193082382,0.06031523508971962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925707217116834,0.0,0.07805213793132876,0.0,0.0,0.09596452541801886,0.07081403052491346,0.0,0.09308194431585816,0.0,0.16719358561910916,0.0,0.0898749598997475,0.0,0.0,0.08664727720444063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977051812485247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812068510118308,0.0,0.07504330525060544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881992303253241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059633849890646386,0.2062357851558048,0.0,0.0,0.07471594361098889,0.0,0.09445310911693898,0.0,0.14355498778902628,0.0,0.0,0.056356210130684176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756049930030227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524800737191089,0.0,0.06738946212577647,0.0,0.0,0.06260214173986414,0.0,0.08154089250424089,0.08978991998665425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421114412699395,0.0,0.0,0.4687353863993979,0.0,0.08059588549891504,0.0,0.07371909586156357,0.0,0.09267636798115313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078599956415157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817321738891736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210087738429244,0.08031016877582624,0.0,0.0,0.2563363140315365,0.0,0.0,0.17615321070557655,0.0,0.08666392042288479,0.06983954618148996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826226472800841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957219956788399,0.0,0.0,0.06785986520937266,0.0,0.07772977230133182,0.0,0.0,0.05609007685828328,0.10819584662308407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196279665443392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979770215526467,0.06701485551639826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826541372128153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061464441790485165,0.0,0.0,0.05997508468016846,0.0,0.0,0.10873746646621603
adhd,trojanguy,2018/01/27,"My son is 6 and just was diagnosed with ADHD. I have some questions. While he was being evaluated I was in a ~90 minute class for the parents to learn a bit about ADHD. I have a basic understanding of it, but part of me worries about a few things.

1. Is 6 too young for a definitive diagnosis of ADHD? I was reading the various behaviors/characteristics of the 2 types of ADHD and a lot of them seem like things that are typical for a non-ADHD 6 year old boy.
2. What are the risks to having a child (or anyone) use the drugs used to treat ADHD? Are they addictive or habit forming? What happens if he takes them for the next 15 years (because as I understand it, the majority of setbacks occur in childhood before the brain has fully developed, so kids who are diagnosed later in life are frustrated because they suffered years of being behind in class due to ADHD that could've been avoided w/ treatment) and then goes off them? Is there a risk of severe depression or withdrawals if his brain has become used to the drugs and doesn't know how to function without them?

Sorry if some of these questions are stupid to those of you who are long-time members of the ADHD community. I want what's best for my son, and if that includes treatment with drugs than I'm okay with that. I just want to know what the risks are, whether it's a bit early to diagnose him, etc.

Thanks in advance!",5.979264705882351,6.064640161764707,6.614264705882353,77.92044117647059,66.5,9.447058823529412,31.70588235294117,9.188382445141503,2.618613235294117,1092,40,211,18,16,359,148,272,0.133,0.787,0.081,-0.9579,1,1,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,6,2,8,13,2,4,21,1,24,10,2,4,0,38,38,19,0,6,12,3,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,17,8,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,5,0,19,5,41,31,12,19,0,2,0,0,21,6,0,13,13,153,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313303903401957,0.7331833393052077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332172775174199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297296755861996,0.08422154001439856,0.064890380734281,0.0,0.08002860816426567,0.0,0.16650909820883375,0.0,0.0,0.17025944897138134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060886220117504025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568134841542482,0.23220236668972702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530700557270465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504840379216798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743515418724641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381937253994308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386364535147711,0.037256059136836266,0.0,0.0,0.06748638728076667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483226359595283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110179730417245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800204848776371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467605785305803,0.08258054190140547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085398185397366,0.0,0.07627915301758427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942288924280908,0.0,0.08615041738573796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536516571075578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733691382832457,0.0,0.0,0.07020859622794047,0.0,0.0,0.10132553954412872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877560990528258,0.0,0.1975886208097729,0.0,0.0,0.0899584975019492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351048849884995,0.0,0.0,0.0774442250603991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732395294521478
adhd,Anton_Tobias,2018/01/28,"Anyone find it impossible to keep a job? I cant stay in one job for too long, drives me crazy, im assuming people see me as a failure, as they probably should. All I wanted to do was keep a job like an upstanding citizen, but nope, adhd, depression and anxiety is always there, makes it impossible. I havent worked in quite a while because of this :/

If you do work, what type of job is it?",4.173625000000001,4.3259341125000015,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,70.375,10.4,28.5,10.355215969177356,2.699575,299,10,65,8,5,105,59,80,0.123,0.8059999999999999,0.071,-0.4833,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,13,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,7,1,9,11,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,43,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555695357570747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423190590548061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084520293493582,0.0,0.0,0.1195952098576388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426445311402484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731658141401469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632754628643772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847526509928472,0.0,0.6789236012591122,0.30405658682936165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835615498373076,0.0,0.0,0.15136509992614594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417059017956753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159011935224804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185776644822692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441014893912566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819221925733668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629680943056824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823059814559982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088387830673784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903844946296685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Duckytime_1,2018/01/28,"Need a realistic expectation for the medication process I have never taken meds for ADHD and lately I've been having suicidal thoughts due to mental barrier created by ADHD. My mind seems fogged and unable to focus on anything. Consequently, I am stuck in my mind most of the time and in able to do any work without hyping myself up. I can only do all the work possible at once, I don't have the mental capacity to break up tasks, it all seems like intertwined list of work  that I jump between constantly. Now I'm tired of it, I don't have the endurance to constantly fixate on my work. I could go on and talk how it effects my social, romantic, and professional life as well as my own confidence. But essentially I need to go on meds, and I don't want to hype myself up and raise my expectation for how well it work or how soon I will get on track (and I'm not exactly sure what ""being on track"" looks like). If some of you could share your experience on what the process of getting on medications looks like, so I don't set false expectations what I start going meds, I'd greatly appreciate it.

TL:DR- Tired of my mental process and how it affects my life. Trying meds for first time. What is the process of getting on meds like. Some struggles I may come by, and when did you reach a point of comfort with meds.",6.022320512820513,5.943797103846157,6.918461538461537,76.33320512820515,66.42307692307692,10.31794871794872,31.948717948717945,10.047579312681364,2.952633333333333,1037,38,207,22,15,347,134,260,0.07400000000000001,0.818,0.108,0.7911,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,7,10,11,0,1,9,0,20,6,0,6,5,46,40,21,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,4,0,0,5,7,1,2,1,5,2,26,10,41,30,6,35,0,0,2,0,6,16,0,8,16,139,37,6,0.08556429232897472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056633034348854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818665290830982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041212203655238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370606146119364,0.0,0.18492920547176414,0.0,0.13663224998970472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369829639817722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727809433444869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341114336178767,0.0,0.14588447748134056,0.0,0.0,0.09433493436118214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652024866532663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087318021740767,0.16720956485035654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370491127729962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702558381313321,0.17239404540267514,0.25868604519381755,0.0,0.17279108722873354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688967716144678,0.06599245711540767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112317881394964,0.0,0.06507549999086559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088591307428906,0.09646088332975476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557890363324449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722202066397368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056284650744403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945037634186412,0.0,0.09359344816129007,0.0,0.08064333290825303,0.0,0.0,0.06877333705624172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792849048500631,0.09978645389367363,0.19668713403254734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058092537903714624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046803651000079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386514932431225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248092443623943,0.0,0.3114591194064843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IM_FUCKING_SHREDDED,2018/01/28,"Early 20s, about to go see a neurologist in a week to get diagnosed. Just some questions. Hi guys, I have had pretty bad ADHD my whole life. I chalked it up as being a lazy procrastinator (i am sure most of you can relate) but I decided to finally do something about this. 

I just have some questions about treatment:

1) They typically prescribe you a stimulant to take every day such as ritalin/vyvanse/adderall/what have you. Wouldn't taking this medicine every day cause me to gain a tolerance? It seems like after a while it wouldn't do anything for me and I would just need it to feel normal. Or are there long term benefits? Very confused on this part. 

2) Any advice for gaining weight while on these medications? I am a bodybuilder and it is very important to me that I have an appetite. Do the appetite surpressent side effects fade with time? 

EDIT: Third question...

3) Would it be better if I took my medication as needed? I only have classes 3 times a week, so if I could take my vyvanse or whatever 3-4x a week as needed wouldn't that be more effective than taking it every day? ",2.3340745341614912,4.926077028571432,3.81658385093168,83.96189440993791,81.09523809523809,6.509316770186335,25.797101449275363,7.7425588080867325,1.719561076604556,856,35,159,15,23,282,128,210,0.035,0.8059999999999999,0.159,0.9802,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,5,9,6,0,1,11,0,23,5,0,4,1,36,36,14,0,12,8,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,13,3,1,0,8,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,3,21,4,24,25,7,23,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,12,17,114,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940576211467454,0.1133508525172899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788818866381105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545558561666134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685258709924634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258985368662048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191607946989523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261410577939123,0.0,0.0,0.22442526112886965,0.0,0.0,0.11773443706049612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931972364114718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865153054859725,0.0,0.0,0.127068961346382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606036056653181,0.0,0.06592372557257968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148551926645614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193205849563283,0.056670238276628586,0.0,0.0,0.10265362832883487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337093966887552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580307500717116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365235792584118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822088841038525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561336585217708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801057427364912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898293091043367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243453097522647,0.10559924389190438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930009988736742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932572895389454,0.0,0.34886100612665066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527747946704236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887685164765528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914192224514626,0.0,0.0,0.2791372089917004,0.14125300477838795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295064241652371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648017746735094,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,letitfckingsnow,2018/01/28,"Do any of you guys get stressed out / avoid watching movies or TV? I realize this question might sound ridiculous because most people use TV/netflix as a way to *destress*, but I always thought this was just a personality quirk of mine and was honestly in denial about my ADHD symptoms for a long time.

Ever since I was a toddler I've had a really tough time sitting still to even watch TV. My mom would try to get me to sit in front of a show long enough to give her a break but I always wanted to go do something more stimulating/engaging. To this day, I cannot watch TV unless I am doing like 3 other things at once, and the thought of sitting in a movie theater without talking for 2+ hours gives me actual anxiety.

I'm asking because it seems like this could be an ADHD thing, but I know a lot of people with ADHD who love watching TV because it keeps them interested. I don't know why shows and movies don't hold my interest, but I genuinely cannot watch more than 10 mins of a movie without getting up and doing something else. Then I'll watch 15 more minutes a week later when I remember it lol. I do like watching youtube due to the length, but even then I rarely finish videos and usually end up just listening while I'm doing something else.

BTW, I was diagnosed last year after graduating college, but elected not to try medication for the time being because I don't feel like it's necessary in my current job for what it would cost me. So, I'm not sure if my experience would be different than those who have been medicated their whole lives.

Thanks :) ",6.036304659498208,6.0195961645161296,6.6189247311827994,78.28283154121866,66.38709677419354,9.598566308243727,33.351254480286734,9.2995712137729,2.8545878136200717,1241,50,242,21,18,407,177,310,0.05,0.8270000000000001,0.123,0.9809,3,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,0,9,14,1,2,15,1,27,5,0,1,2,45,49,20,0,6,15,1,1,4,0,4,4,2,0,2,16,7,0,3,9,7,1,2,9,4,0,0,8,10,27,10,36,33,7,39,0,0,7,1,16,8,0,7,28,154,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.09429211149925858,0.0,0.3483736028276672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607995658997276,0.0,0.0,0.06570834813211654,0.0,0.07391789958327767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033137931405026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356069371292196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714724081607839,0.0,0.0,0.06231516433994765,0.0,0.0,0.09807239288027188,0.0,0.10095261275951156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614356630027219,0.0,0.08558111540082161,0.09983950724488216,0.0,0.1276398698595667,0.0874028905685257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451784082619193,0.0,0.0,0.048856529071741935,0.06902895578084822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144780337420258,0.1853831070855157,0.054914243240175874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567399191410993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515621165560614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588545368289722,0.08588478503129744,0.0,0.0,0.1062052021937318,0.07876231298423246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882447690401252,0.0,0.08532169033525354,0.17102025914266486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821471630631007,0.08720788107170714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467914693551885,0.0,0.10250390963998164,0.0,0.11316609198230265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290252587388483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397528834707775,0.08436926757994734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824217086424982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619004819321709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094573469182118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796381749806159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992924072906883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231600549268686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716489058881365,0.0,0.11068366952242753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106796710956544,0.10043042511822883,0.0,0.07766355594675478,0.0,0.0889593650271384,0.0,0.0,0.12838678086673816,0.0,0.0,0.15341899483070345,0.16902853292610953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312041340638899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345302041912578,0.10641884265355332,0.0,0.05699195858144825,0.07669646800215915,0.07750678762371517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718907951256173,0.10787841882427353,0.0,0.18628620228957055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591899188563145,0.0,0.0,0.062223364903183885
adhd,hoiduck,2018/01/28,"Q: What are the better options for Booster/Maintenance meds in the UK? Me: Asks simple question, writes unsolicited Management Consultancy Report in main text 1 ) - Executive Summary -

I’m new to this, and I am uncertain about the Booster dose ADHD medicine  choices available in the UK to compliment my base Elvanse 70mg (Vyvanse 70mg) and I would be incredibly grateful for any insight, experiences and ADHD musings from you fine community persons. I also wrote a whole bunch of shite.

     >>> FactBlast: I work in the games industry as a lead game designer.

2 ) - Hoiduck (that’s me) Profile -

I have been diagnosed with combined type ADHD which describes my symptoms and personality well. I’m a creative and hyper as fuck but am equally crippled by the complete opposite at various times, wallowing in self-doubts.  Being prescribed Elvanse has been a serious, life changing miracle event. So many things have changed for the better. My quality of life went up by about 5000% so I’m not being whingey, I promise,  but it is a letdown in one thing and one thing only and that’s the svelte duration of its symptom management. Also my girlfriend of two years left me on the day I received my first course of Vyvanse which is actually pretty funny thinking about it but also pretty typical of the ADHD diagnosis fallout for many I think. I understand the stress my bad days put on people. 

3 ) - Flowery New Guy then rants about Vyvanse duration, name-drops Dr. Charles Parker like an idiot -

The consistent issue in my past four months is the rubbish 4 - 4.5 max hours I get before the familiar pre-treatment thought chaos kicks in. This makes afternoons and evenings almost unbearable and far too frequent. I can’t do anything at all, let alone read a book I like, start one of the hundreds of games I own on Steam that I’ve never played or even remember buying... sitting down without tensing every muscle in my back would be banging. But I can’t concentrate enough on the ability to relax to then actually relax.

During the therapeutic four hour window I can do all of this and more but I have to use that window to do important work things. I get anxious about only having roughly an hour left, and probably shorten the time gap by thinking about the futility ahead for the rest of day. It’s awful.

I have done all the recommended things, exercise, supplements, diet, etc. and on a very good day this probably all contributes to a modest but welcome half hour of feeling normal. I’m also very healthy, avoid acidic stomach contents and act as if I know Dr. Charles Parker personally in conversations with people who don’t have anything to do with any of this

      >>> FactBlast: I worked with CAPCOM Japan on a Resident Evil game and wrote dialogue specifically for Leon S. Kennedy and thus went full canon 

4 ) - The actual question I had -

It seems like in the US, Adderall is a good complement to Vyvanse/Elvanse. Is Dexedrine the equivalent here? What do people boost with? That sounds well dodgy but I like it. I’m so desperately wanting to nail down a proper day’s symptom management.

5 ) - Recommendations

Actually get out of this horribly uncomfortable position, it’s been hours, but I’m glad I got all of that out of my system

I am grateful for communities like this being a thing. And computers. 

Here’s to ADHD 

Cheers!

Hoiduck

Edit: fixed formatting issues and noted utter lunacy in writing. Whoops.




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adhd,ifasaurus,2018/01/28,"After years of trial-and-error, I finally found a to-do list that works for me Hi everyone, I was struggling for a while with the whole balancing act of to-do lists, shopping lists, random thoughts, gift ideas, household chores, life administration, etc. But, normal checklists just weren’t doing it for me. After trying out Clear, iDoneThis, Evernote, and other to-do apps, they just didn’t work well for me.

I’m also dealing with a medical condition right now whereby I haven’t been able to take my medication. So I’ve really been trying out all sorts of tactics to try improve my time management and organization, meanwhile (hopefully) reducing my anxiety. 

A couple weeks ago, I stumbled upon [Google Keep](https://www.google.com/keep/) and this has really been great for keeping me on top of my responsibilities meanwhile providing a space where I can just store random thoughts and lists in one place / app.

Being more of a visual learner who tends to prefer the “big picture” scenario, I work better when things are all laid out in front of me... kind of like a big wall of post it notes for reminders. Pretty much what Keep does.

Throughout the day, I often zone out and/or get absorbed in something else and I think *What is it I actually need to be doing / get done?* ... After opening Google Keep, I have a whole list of stuff that helps me get back on task. 

These are categories I use for Notes as a sample:

• **Daily reminders**: stuff that’s not in my normal routine which I need to stay focused on today

• **Supermarket purchases**: Things I should add to buy on my next trip / things I’ve run out of

• **Household To-Do’s**: Stuff that needs to get done for the household, not related to chores (e.g. Scheduling doctor appts for my kid, calling serviceman to check water heater, etc.)

• **Household Purchases**: Anything the house needs: Ziploc bags, trash bags, garden hose, envelopes, etc.

• **Life Administration**: Anything related to myself, not my spouse or child. (e.g. Renew passport, go to bank, etc.) 

• **Family Administration:** Stuff I need to do/buy for my child or spouse: prescription pickup, diapers, clothes, etc

• **Friends**: Reminders to buy gifts for friends’ birthdays or plan things. Also random items I think of or see that someone I know may like for their birthday later

• **Purchase wishlist**: A list of things I put on the back burner to buy myself or ask for for birthdays and holidays. 

Additional things I like about Keep:

- You can set reminders for each list
- Customizable color scheme for notes
- Notes are moveable / can be dragged to reorder
- I like that when the boxes are checked, the items don’t disappear so I can see what I’ve completed 
- You can add photos / images to notes
- Notes can be collaborative 
- I can access my notes via computer or phone easily... I don’t risk losing paper notes

Things I would like improved:

- Ability for app to remind you to check the lists with notifications 
- More varied color scheme for notes

**TL;DR:** I can’t take my meds right now. I’ve struggled with to-do lists. I found Google Keep and it works really well for staying organized and relieving anxiety. 

Edit: Also to add, I have noticed a big reduction in anxiety and feeling overwhelmed after using Keep. It basically feels like I’m offloading a part of my task-management archives of my brain to somewhere else, so I’m not having to constantly keep running tabs on what I have to remember. ",2.76615763546798,5.809028374384238,3.4739901477832547,82.62359605911334,87.91625615763546,6.28111658456486,24.4055829228243,7.587953919547273,1.8098991789819376,2676,106,452,53,87,843,286,609,0.031,0.873,0.096,0.9877,1,0,1,0,0,0,163.0,0,3,2,8,20,20,0,4,21,0,38,7,1,2,3,78,76,26,0,11,14,2,2,6,2,3,5,0,3,3,31,24,1,7,12,3,12,8,10,5,2,1,12,7,53,15,82,57,16,62,0,2,4,0,19,28,0,13,28,282,84,9,0.058283257175379036,0.0,0.05687605154224639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166459087546526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982729911796934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375959663262446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592430919996904,0.0,0.054486977797591575,0.0,0.0,0.08963245431420823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154680463296686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506339043815584,0.05951372203486858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110888626301336,0.06298349550014032,0.0,0.0,0.06448931549928827,0.0,0.03758787922455512,0.060087478938581275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965538339206825,0.051004071118113316,0.11928801521018165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737636525163323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250061911689778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569214990518935,0.0,0.0,0.054944267787893374,0.0,0.0589395320876127,0.041637570571636216,0.0,0.06384645937252374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278091663707857,0.09005899983165465,0.0,0.12180238528562908,0.0,0.03312371819095659,0.0,0.0,0.06425749679382828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03906603872632301,0.0,0.0,0.05788842519895648,0.0,0.06725105352048785,0.0,0.065794703088557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662435323824422,0.0,0.06069304347890168,0.032030953904732984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233437636731898,0.17084553272913144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520405649943865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473955970204577,0.11742849978910685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042844900181424686,0.2160814834553672,0.0,0.0,0.06198490521515208,0.0,0.11421043464931654,0.0,0.06635587459299659,0.0,0.0,0.03949424344458825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311508785898592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089359878932785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581924939366743,0.05929502575654179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058590771404905775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201324092392584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602356873773803,0.0995471663469337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288842002006527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049383214668380325,0.04486929883592264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424439462965932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186063010309893,0.2668815412747999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764351191006704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710456439499701,0.07469111564640894,0.0,0.09254079178849793,0.03398543596050198,0.0,0.0552457129198736,0.0,0.0,0.1187115174258074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067604204094337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675131331421114,0.0,0.10480729547692673,0.0,0.0,0.13014235044240513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697236214956747,0.0,0.0,0.04140275366904785,0.0,0.0,0.03753250672929643
adhd,burakbarzo,2018/01/28,"I fell in love 3 times this month. I'm writing this post but i will probably forget about this in like 10 minutes.

I fell in love with this girl. i couldn't stop talking about her. then some other girl showed up we got drunk and had sex. suddenly my love turned to that girl. after two weeks, she dumped me. i didn't even feel sad. not talking to her for a day made me forget every feeling i had for her. now there is another girl. don't know what's gonna happen.

i posted this because i want to know if this is about ADHD or no? Do you experience the same stuff thats happening to me?

thanks :)",0.10714666666666872,2.333612888000001,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,88.12,4.933333333333334,17.133333333333333,6.42735559955562,-0.33926666666666616,461,11,106,5,15,150,85,125,0.099,0.659,0.242,0.9697,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,0,20,25,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,3,1,1,4,2,0,2,5,2,0,1,5,2,18,5,15,17,2,17,0,1,0,4,16,4,0,3,10,68,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527541559586954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910480606004214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412164887905248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015563022553812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281564010313297,0.0,0.14391127894798786,0.0,0.0,0.16708087724791218,0.0,0.0,0.1727291200315425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660902601928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208606354152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774083491233653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344710102142429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624767920541,0.16162060668264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363355842813789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32716954095452555,0.0,0.18415757436117636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280132243381502,0.0,0.0,0.19553181092672106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745745130094059,0.0,0.15725506018999869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959825331866863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857876953991304,0.16685247729039254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074570422504116,0.0,0.13701013433698114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YAODWAS,2018/01/28,"My situation (please give input) Hi guys, this is not me asking if I have ADD/ADHD, I am diagnosed, just asking if these issues are a result of the condition, and what you guys think I should do next.

I seem to forget things really quickly after I hear them, I am also a really shy person so i dont know whether this is down to me being overloaded with anxiety and therefore forgetting, or because I of the ADD. Are you guys like this?

I am so slow to think. I work as a lab tech and I work under a really mean supervisor. She belittles me infront of coworkers constantly and seems to always be making snide remarks. I feel like just walking off in the distance and never coming back most days after work. As a result, I plan on giving my notice this week. I just wanted to know, is this going to be my work situation for the rest of my life? In this job, I was always either too slow, or fast enough but making ridiculous mistakes that cost experiments. I know I am not right for this place but am wondering what I could do to live a nice life without stress. Is working a manual labour job the best option for me?

Thanks.",3.652007385914008,5.067561771300452,5.294492218412029,80.46767343708784,72.54260089686098,8.2963861777895,24.328409390662088,8.841846274778883,1.7692571353204958,877,25,169,17,17,298,126,223,0.05,0.848,0.102,0.9208,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,7,9,8,1,1,12,0,21,3,0,5,1,46,42,17,0,6,14,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,4,12,8,0,0,10,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,1,2,30,5,26,36,5,23,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,9,14,130,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872691309378215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565683156275235,0.17825028857308334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193981655181673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026912808924927,0.0,0.0,0.08236194316323138,0.0,0.06529402660093694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240665340748396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922668615133278,0.0,0.11574921419466032,0.0,0.08551962103341987,0.0,0.0,0.06907789808960921,0.0,0.0,0.10871566869068823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553359260571476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106745585898677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047753599849862,0.0,0.0,0.05415866863190325,0.07652030164999128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055017508888932,0.060873794338709875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181709460260022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072216848297565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179632136915484,0.2125827851997504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765966328926585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131169348489634,0.1046582971461205,0.0,0.09458120013387404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299518828486732,0.0,0.0,0.11667555694159625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261080270579059,0.0,0.11391403436108705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219468732300142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352541599647923,0.1119084635328618,0.1175759925861941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585463720908756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914724261369158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502012664383792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407950757922276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269558019207265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861365233569044,0.0,0.0,0.07115995808327012,0.13726513390123088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317699308854649,0.0,0.08591818754607299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032514271089708,0.11615758649566366,0.3898913449943513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OrbDeceptionist,2018/01/28,"The “Jack of Trades curse” Hi redditors!
I’ve long had an issue that I currently call the “Jack of Trades curse”, which is where I feel like I have far too many goals and extreme interests, but cannot settle and complete anything, and then I don’t feel accomplished and I cannot finish tasks in the time I remain interested in them. Often while doing one thing, I will have a million other things running through my head, and sometimes I will immediately stop what I am doing to switch ti that. 
Current interests at the moment: Guitar (usually 2 hours a day), poetry, novel writing, synth music production (no music theory knowledge), finance and investment, computer science (my major) and the need to perform projects I am interested in, running a startup (failed after hundreds of hours invested), and a few more dumb things. In addition, my style always changes on things, and I certainly don’t feel like a specific individual.

Many people think I am some sort of crazy genius when I am so involved in trying to do so many things at once, but I look down upon myself for it because I feel I can’t actually master anything. For example, if I was a musician, it would be cool if I could play 30 instruments profieciently, but I couldn’t make anything of myself or feel fulfilled unless I was, say, a master pianist. Because otherwise, what would playing a bunch of instruments poorly really do for me?

I’m not sure if any of you experience the same thing, or if you know how to work against it. Before being medicated, I still had the same need to dip my hands in every bucket I see except with low motivation or attempt to do so. Taking medication has made the issue a little worse, but I am satisfied that I actually DO something now. But it all feels menial, and I get extremelly stressed if I am in an environment when I can’t do something that is currently interesting me.
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adhd,PolarityCharmer,2018/01/28,"A poem that my mom sent me > **Take My Hand**

 

> Take my hand and come with me

> I want to teach you about ADHD

> I need you to know, I want to explain

> I have a very different brain.

> Sights, sounds and thoughts collide

> What to do first? I can’t decide.

> Please understand I’m not to blame

> I just can’t process things the same.

 

> Take my hand and walk with me

> Let me show you about ADHD.

> I try to behave, I want to be good

> But I sometimes forget to do as I should.

> Walk with me and wear my shoes

> You’ll see it’s not the way I choose.

> I do know what I’m supposed to do

> But my brain is slow getting the messages through.

 

> Take my hand and talk with me

> I want to tell you about ADHD

> I rarely think before I talk

> I often run when I should walk

> It’s hard to get my school work done

> My thoughts are outside having fun

> I never know just where to start

> I think with my feelings and see with my heart.

 

> Take my hand and stand by me

> I need you to know about ADHD

> It’s hard to explain but I want you to know

> I can’t help letting my feelings show

> Sometimes I’m angry, jealous or sad

> I feel overwhelmed, frustrated and mad

> I can’t concentrate and I loose all my stuff

> I try really hard but it’s never enough.

 

> Take my hand and learn with me

> I want to share a secret about ADHD

> I want you to know there is more to me

> I’m not defined by it you see

> I’m sensitive, kind and lots of fun

> I’m blamed for things I haven’t done

> I’m the loyalist friend you’ll ever know

> I just need a chance to let it show

 

> Take my hand and look at me

> Just forget about the ADHD

> I have real feelings just like you

> The love In my heart is just as true

> I may have a brain that can never rest

> But please understand I’m trying my best

> I want you to know, I need you to see

> I’m more than the label, I am still me!!!

 

> **By Andrea Chesterman-Smith**",-0.2429600886917953,1.364097370288249,2.065149667405766,98.5128464523282,84.16629711751662,5.430376940133038,18.010532150776054,6.464625207383525,-0.3750580931263854,1538,35,395,15,44,522,149,451,0.08,0.74,0.179,0.9907,1,0,0,0,0,0,151.0,0,13,0,3,18,15,3,1,12,0,30,15,14,0,6,86,89,21,0,14,15,1,14,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,13,20,0,0,24,3,0,6,11,5,0,1,5,21,77,10,45,75,8,20,0,2,6,1,26,3,0,4,10,220,90,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213023818784747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431341330154002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971648153791137,0.0,0.061314801597419574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566923453807436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503290876136841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104305244028056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195807886665468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060369990530897887,0.0,0.0,0.05284993708004782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816837958541865,0.0417397633646794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969738446979472,0.0,0.0,0.04514001765983977,0.0,0.06105066493167256,0.0,0.0,0.0490052119105951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701547728994128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847090347808724,0.039161920103544766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060842004898750336,0.25687655028350903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923456351464415,0.0,0.028544140985034064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906338045209385,0.0,0.0,0.049671954450814126,0.05273202061790527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842818128732836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328945686489872,0.13518590290239565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826907375150426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665019252777481,0.037429386534704984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059130539039514485,0.186232799739647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557021753819405,0.0,0.041354438801645466,0.0,0.04665932197299828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688413989023302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075051663853995,0.09392170026644,0.0510671650777846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763168067533457,0.07487443310750541,0.0,0.0927679184400643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900287596007313,0.0,0.0,0.1216476862857486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820781982800939,0.2756907837263568,0.046376080720099966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253504528102616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jellybean26,2018/01/28,"Do you consider your ADHD to be a mental illness? So I’ve heard this a lot. People have often referred to ADHD as a mental health problem, but I strongly disagree. There argument is usually that it impacts upon mental health; my argument is thousands of things can, for example, the weather. 

Idk whether I’m sensitive, but it offends me. I see this as a developmental problem. To me it’s not too much of a problem, in fact, I find it helps me. My brain just works a bit differently. 

Really looking forward to hearing your thoughts on this!!! ",2.831363636363637,5.5077900686274575,4.800873440285205,77.15847593582889,79.68627450980392,7.238502673796793,32.802139037433165,8.296473431620573,3.1583411764705884,425,24,71,9,11,145,70,102,0.242,0.7040000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9644,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,5,5,1,0,7,0,6,4,1,0,1,14,12,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,4,11,1,12,9,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,2,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797072235972062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246629593210594,0.0,0.0,0.17635082303255015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504882686860856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438504156543885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33583717622942894,0.1780477691868111,0.0,0.10588639841259108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326580677424114,0.0,0.0,0.13430353631804967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477600808522385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612879929648898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095190286146673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534783051522796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012019565045256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588453514655193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495066441703246,0.0,0.0,0.12541342132714128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398564194198274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500668862037405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,0hcaptain_mycaptain,2018/01/28,"Help. How did you get diagnosed of ADHD? Legitimate question. I might have? Dont want to self-diagnose, but I keep observing myself and connecting the dots. I'm always out of focus (and theres just a lot I can say), it keeps worsening yearly. I've become extremely annoying and weird and I talk fast as well as think too fast that my thoughts are cluttered and incoherent. I say what I say without thinking about it, not considering the consequences. I want to know why I'm like this, and I'm not saying its automatically ADHD, but idk why it sounds fitting. 

Did they do any chemical (or whatever) tests to you?? What was the process? ",2.647730451366815,5.268708471074382,4.423471074380164,79.92653528289894,79.99173553719008,8.351176096630644,26.663064208518755,9.057496981413335,2.6307502860775602,499,21,94,14,13,168,84,121,0.128,0.807,0.064,-0.7709999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,26,21,12,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,5,12,2,10,16,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,4,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704505883611644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282422663031986,0.0,0.0,0.10480858492810702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702161922041683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31286218602322863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063042188387565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805226449573056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330506283177712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739823185902088,0.0,0.0,0.08470169522103592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529646835858644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310294378301961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634996164774074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265247233149358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902575913594906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078338012648394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387782725716875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751094931538896,0.0,0.12235604916568653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181088707915055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857463665975867,0.0,0.27814316763897784,0.0,0.0,0.1485685899023382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924983674609196
adhd,doesstratterawork,2018/01/28,"Has Strattera worked for you? Hi all,

I've been on Strattera for some time now (about three months) and I'm struggling to see the positive effects.  Luckily I don't have any of the side effects people seem to mention (upset stomach, nausea, etc.) but I'm not sure it's having a positive effect on my motivation or concentration.

Is this just me?  Are Strattera's effects just so subtle you don't notice them?  What has your experience with Strattera been like?

Thanks in advance!",3.6245568039950062,6.312205662921354,4.441947565543071,80.8292384519351,76.64044943820224,6.652184769038702,28.990012484394512,7.793537801064563,2.1721300873907614,380,17,65,6,9,122,68,89,0.045,0.741,0.214,0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,7,5,5,0,2,3,0,10,1,1,5,2,16,15,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,7,3,10,13,3,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,4,45,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100801298860024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445339153322246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30218869963656325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092553595279998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658161727898026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517140580705557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141702445546025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461738568996838,0.28123443566265993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229563094110694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911588999371099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844173608184655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801371117520727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249016535190656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,catlady427,2018/01/28,Strattera for the first time I took strattera this morning for the first time and I feel so dizzy and kinda nauseous. It’s really weird and bad. Has anyone had this experience before? Anyone know when the side effects go away?,3.18,6.156255095238098,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,81.38095238095238,5.2647619047619045,22.685714285714287,6.742157984588678,0.8901942857142857,182,6,31,2,5,56,31,42,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.8228,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,3,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40376249933209984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712639765217462,0.0,0.2410709463773288,0.0,0.0,0.2456812955299342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824256770937704,0.0,0.0,0.14598660086736262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491173849125983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164087458977384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867415018294376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849628109287018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367124304613783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32078094683206065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lazypaul,2018/01/28,In what areas have you demonstrated uncharacteristically effective self control? I have always been able to make weight for wrestling comps controlling my diet for weeks at a time. But when there is no reason to control my diet I eat shit and I can't work towards university deadlines nearly as effectively as I can cut weight and train. ,6.2360000000000015,8.780903933333335,6.593333333333334,69.165,68.0,8.8,30.33333333333333,9.3871,3.0462333333333333,276,11,44,6,5,89,48,60,0.126,0.779,0.095,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,6,2,2,2,0,1,0,6,6,1,7,0,10,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,10,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,31,8,1,0.19940046880493145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591716368421386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6709337433922256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040364599690548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331013612973076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501689203265225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080181765898943,0.0,0.20468171576652944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627201689624855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994702842445094,0.4856321044106954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516591613811167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,makencarts,2018/01/28,"Mental exercises advice Hi everyone,

A good friend of mine called me yesterday in the ADHD fog (feels like depression). I told her to grab two pens and write her name simultaneously on a dry erase board (right hand writing normal, left hand writing backwards) and she said it worked! 

She's now asking for more tricks, any advise? ",5.385593220338984,7.802324169491527,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,70.01694915254237,8.109830508474579,25.359322033898305,8.841846274778883,2.0023667796610174,262,8,45,5,5,82,53,59,0.027000000000000003,0.741,0.231,0.926,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,7,3,5,2,1,7,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,3,21,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011499832970484,0.2448651104837995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704038519151429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342596553024351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558714866044469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582527499304088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394411356105325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670141590364795,0.17901530464722268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359846251536836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017567499916445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27225727588373977,0.0,0.0,0.12242134795266098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525269761731783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455164347000431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213995029797722,0.238360164032998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394411356105325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447814834680277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242614416951175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,napoleon88,2018/01/28,"Neither meds nor scheduling apps are available and I'm drowning. all

Sorry for posting twice in a short period.
To summarise, meds are not available to me at the moment, and I'd rather avoid them anyway if I can. Please don't take that personally, its not a judgment on those who take them.
But I'm a lawyer and I'm basically drowning. My team is amazing. but I currently have like 3 clients pissed at me, and that's actually a good number considering what I've had in the past, once even being elevated to quite a high level and we lost a few grand due to the complaint. My team knows about the ADHD and have been as helpful as they can possibly be.
But being reminded to do something isn't enough when the live wire in your brain prevents you from concentrating on it for more than 2-3 hours of billable time in a given 10-hour day. So it piles up across the weekends, preventing downtime and remaining as a constant echo in the back of my mind. I've had work-related dreams almost every night this week, and wake up every morning dreading the day. This compounds it and makes focus even less likely. At its worst, I can't even condense a  simple issue into client-friendly language in an e-mail without it taking an hour. I've tried putting music on, keeping track of time, regular and timed distractions (these never stay within time by the way...) everything.
So as I said in my other thread, meds are not on the table right now, and I welcome any suggestions as to how I can get through this. I am exercising regularly, diet isn't great because I spend so much time at the office but I am trying to improve it...of course when all your willpower goes to work, the rest suffers...and I have nothing left for the focus-heavy projects I actually want to do e.g. music stuff, which compounds the guilt.
I feel like the countdown is on to the day when my team has finally had enough, or I make a mistake sufficient to see me leave the firm. I'm not even interested in succeeding in my career at this point, I'm just interested in not getting sent out the door - every pay checque is a victory right? I also cannot use the handy organisational/time apps which are so popular as I'm blind and they are not friendly with my access software.

Anyway, all suggestions welcome.",5.9649208754208765,6.410822222727276,6.454191919191921,77.81471380471379,66.54545454545455,9.245791245791247,32.887205387205384,9.150863307647796,2.801513468013469,1798,73,339,30,27,585,239,440,0.117,0.772,0.111,-0.2459,2,1,1,0,0,0,59.0,1,3,4,7,20,22,1,4,32,0,31,6,3,4,4,49,54,34,2,4,15,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,20,16,1,4,2,6,2,2,15,8,0,1,8,4,32,14,56,43,12,65,0,1,2,0,21,33,1,3,30,229,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.18210587276971785,0.0,0.1121353596183604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343221411777068,0.0,0.0,0.07461656137175335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345109837183797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174634964443978,0.0,0.056878309110797075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041600566478891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083035044742177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805234373556869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928195298062744,0.0,0.2465102279650655,0.0,0.2358423141581817,0.0,0.08385717688388612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717818238261965,0.06665763465776492,0.0,0.10221187030409104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441755564987625,0.0,0.09749678940615884,0.0,0.0,0.07826042240160383,0.0,0.1028699005850088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254086636647413,0.09858263028595284,0.0,0.0,0.27566205747456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738694418630864,0.0,0.08293442307677562,0.0,0.0,0.051278390977398884,0.0,0.0,0.09879729949509664,0.10137695245968006,0.0,0.0,0.13675340500446193,0.0,0.08239067212325138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185423018451384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245646032880227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109249069490522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421219236311697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859045001985052,0.0,0.07196313379336912,0.0,0.0,0.08756111018864354,0.0,0.08952936776548177,0.0,0.0,0.09936756101076186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907088039223136,0.0,0.08147096752472756,0.0,0.10242167620016822,0.08820407723847079,0.10518819508032844,0.08936110060869808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379803338683013,0.0,0.09924213280997926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936517319504365,0.08875511935913688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435258926768858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183131215615197,0.0,0.10444812960346583,0.0,0.09945149719110466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681274165954388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104628986568828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720366177515656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669693659838982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058619579652472,0.0,0.0,0.05503413908814553,0.07406174823011442,0.07484423130085915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994339747383112,0.0,0.13585537051191698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oakcreeks,2018/01/28,"How do you explain ADHD to a child who was recently diagnosed and is now on medication (age 7)? Hello. I posted this question in another sub but wanted to get a broader audience. I've tried several times to explain ADHD to my daughter who was diagnosed about a year ago; we tried non-medication interventions for 6 months until deciding to try medication. The meds have been LIFE-CHANGING but yesterday, surprisingly, she asked me ""How long will I have to take pills?"" I'd like to know how parents explain all this to kids and if kids grew up with ADHD, what helped you understand this when you were young? Thank you.",5.826195652173915,7.194228608695656,6.741467391304347,72.33307065217394,67.26086956521739,10.619565217391305,33.50543478260869,10.686352973137794,3.9199782608695655,490,22,86,14,8,163,82,115,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.8702,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,3,1,19,19,10,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,10,3,15,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,2,13,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282751674086698,0.0,0.12988346704292622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536417486241022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697887595976066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500150981863653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974347616838429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655202444711771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821102746441444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052500320513592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349326374403672,0.07158355378942596,0.0,0.0,0.12966791297553826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32550721205564936,0.29521226092785496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169529619526659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626960360927656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403281728574802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413887409912606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467341629002864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655288610709769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101667795854291,0.0,0.0,0.13489834783931065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543852136863724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984377346247933,0.0,0.0,0.15253522078595333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642284092763491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435576703904518
adhd,tastefullpalette,2018/01/28,"Eating Habits worsening with medication Hi ADHD community . I have a question for people who may be in the same situation as me .

I have a problem with feeding myself and it's affecting the way I react to medication . Before being diagnosed , my ADHD affected heavily my eating habits , I could easily starve for day even with a fully stocked fridge .I would only eat if it's something new I've never tried before or made by someone else . This is not something sustainable on a student budget and the starving periods were really affecting my days .

Since I started medication , things have been getting better but I still get periods where I don't feel like eating anything . I take 10mg of Riraline X4 a day so I can ""correct"" my food intake between pills (I think I have a fast metabolism).I eat very little for breakfast and I intend on balancing that by a snack or lunch before my 2nd pill but usually I'm in class and I can't get out to eat or not hungry for ""normal"" food so I keep on with my medication on an empty stomach . 
This effects a lot how the meds work . My comedowns between pills get more and more noticeable and the last pill barely works . 
I can drink water during the day, but when I get into starvation mode it gets harder . Usually it takes me 1 or 2 days to recuperate .

Does anyone here have a similar problem and/or tips to handle it? 
I'll try to see a nutritionist next month but I'm afraid they won't understand my situation .
And do you think starting CBT may be a good way to deal with this issue? 

Thanks in advance for your help !

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adhd,MegaXKnight,2018/01/28,"Psychiatrist refuses to keep me on Concerta because I had a history of seizures. I really cannot live without it... I took it for 2 weeks and they were the best 2 weeks of my life. I’ve been dealing with depression, PTSD and TBI which started giving me seizures. I’ve had one seizure in 2 years, 14 months without one since being prescribed medicinal marijuana. I really felt like this was the answer I’ve been seeking for over a decade. He faxed my neurologist to ask him how he felt about it, when he said to call him and talk doctor to doctor. I’ve been waiting 4 months waiting for a definitive answer. Psych said no because my neurologist said he won’t say yes or no because of the way the office handled it. That’s complete bullshit, what does that have to do with me and my diagnosis? He told me to drop it and it’s not happening, not in that facility. Problem is I really like my case worker/therapist. What do you all think? Where do I go from here? I’ve seen what life can be and I don’t want to go on unless I can replicate that focus and stop all the racing thoughts and actually become immersed and very interested in everything I’m doing when I was on the Concerta. :sigh:",3.5007805530776075,5.187085483050852,5.104210526315793,80.59119090098129,73.40677966101694,8.527743086529885,28.946476360392513,9.134995656068208,2.5036220338983055,938,39,185,21,19,317,128,236,0.081,0.8340000000000001,0.085,0.1998,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,0,9,1,21,4,0,1,2,33,42,14,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,15,11,0,5,6,0,0,3,9,2,1,2,17,7,22,4,27,22,3,22,0,1,1,0,20,8,0,1,11,118,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.12297375590644502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780825366866304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045514769776054,0.13917513124527953,0.0,0.0,0.13224635933675122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286767581108161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321257200394912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991729854063824,0.10853767675728676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25796609844874785,0.11027773591588008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325534804869185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199086953205495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088634243858153,0.14323596399806227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114358207288915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200910047071456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801811531490433,0.1231304229099737,0.0,0.11127472440677352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011700579740286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078384737931435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058060491325645,0.14730634127668155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421878554181475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596111498497325,0.1002132402004538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424200691784573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919500400311585,0.0,0.0,0.1053552910056446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012871492637839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463146669602889,0.0,0.08074617325588329,0.0,0.10004288652434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041399961210116,0.14000877470481835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397666628158173,0.0743276939267645,0.10002589384222403,0.20216539073698372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295048233463756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115038220712621
adhd,missfrizzle414,2018/01/28,"Prone to side eff.: Wellbut made me scared of dark *This is my first post ever because I usually just read through people’s posts to find what I’m looking for but can’t find this anywhere on the internet. Links to other relevant subreddits would be appreciated.*

Ever since I got to college 3 years ago, I have been struggling a lot. I became really depressed. The doc started me on 150 mg of Wellbutrin XR (last November), and at first I didn’t feel anything except a more consistent sleep routine. Then, the side effects came: increased hunger, mild anxiety (which I didn’t mind b/c I found it to be motivating), headaches, and rollercoaster mood swings (one day I’m on the floor bawling—the next I’m fine). I had also suddenly grown scared of my suite’s common area after sunset but thought nothing of it. Assumed it was just creeping me out because I had seen a scary movie, even though they never got to me. For example, I would open my door to go brush my teeth and would race to the bathroom (like a child) to turn on the light on the other side of the room. Please keep in mind I’m 20 yo...Eventually, the side effects went away (even the fear of the dark). 

Because of the still unstable mood swings and a brand new ADHD diagnosis, my doc decided to up the dose to 300 mg (March)—since Well. can help with ADHD too. This time, the side effects are worse and undeniable: extreme hunger (ate decent sized meals at 10:30am, 1:00pm, 4:00pm, 6:00pm and woke up from hunger pangs at 2:00am which were just barely satiated by a pb&j sw), more frequent headaches, and a fear of the dark so paralyzing that I couldn’t get out of bed until the sun came up. For example, I flew to visit my bf and got up at around 1:00am because I was thirsty. I literally sat up, told myself to stop being a little b****, stood up, stared down our apartment’s dark hallway leading to the kitchen, scrambled very quickly back into bed, and clung to my boyfriend—whom I unknowingly had woken up when getting out of bed...He laughed so hard and never lets it go. Tells the story at every social gathering...

In April, I got sick and accidentally took cough syrup, which was a big no no. I felt “drunk” and dizzy. My pupils were dilating and constructing rapidly (and not in unison)! I also had tremors (mostly of the hands). Clearly, I lived.

Anyway, May comes around and I end with an okay GPA. I got three (maybe 4?) prescriptions from my doc because I’d be leaving campus for summer break to live with my bf. I still felt like I was on an emotional rollercoaster at this point but a bareable one. Doc emailed me to let me know that she would be retiring ahead of schedule and wouldn’t be seeing me anymore. Some screw up happened with my insurance, so I was kind of forced to just go off my meds cold turkey. No withdrawals or anything.

I returned to school and let a new doc know that I eventually got my Wellbutrin but didn’t want to start taking it w/o supervision. Told her I was feeling okay and interested in just ADHD specific meds, not depression. Lots of side effects anyway.

I try Vyvanse 30 mg and hate it! It felt like I had drank a cup of coffee + side effects: dry skin (to the point that my knuckles bled), moderate to severe anxiety, chest tightness, feeling like heart is racing, headaches (2 hours after taking it that last an hour or more), bad breath, and I’m sure there’s more that is slipping my mind. Eventually, my sleep schedule does a full 180 and is uncontrollable. Doc takes me off of it and says she wants to wait until after winter break (over a month) to start something new since (1) I won’t be in school anyway, and (2) I won’t be nearby and available for supervision. Bombed my finals. Poor GPA and was cut from a pre-med scholarship.

Fast forward. Day 2 of being on Concerta 18 mg and the ONLY thing that has come of it is insomnia. I had a 12 hour (7am-7pm) EMS shift today, and it is now 2:30am. I have to be up in the morning for another EMS shift and am totally screwed, so I decided to officially join reddit and reach out:

I’m in my third year and still don’t have my s*** together. Ever since Wellbutrin, I feel kind of like spacey and dumb. Have wanted to give up and drop out so many times because I’m not sure what to do. Any stories, ideas, etc. are welcome...except the mean ones...I’m a sensitive soul.

Are you prone to side effects? Tips for mitigating them? Anybody found ADHD relief through non-prescription (i.e., side effect causing) methods such as supplement stacking? If you experience “brain fog,” then how do you manage it?",3.4635003604902685,5.5141236004566245,4.1806056236481615,85.61935111751984,74.41095890410959,7.12194184090363,27.051429944724827,7.9889121714841265,1.6900881278538815,3558,136,694,55,76,1134,428,876,0.126,0.802,0.07200000000000001,-0.9951,0,0,2,0,0,0,172.0,1,3,2,12,35,32,5,6,43,2,61,23,9,12,9,128,126,54,0,10,16,0,11,5,2,8,4,1,5,1,31,49,8,4,28,2,2,15,17,14,1,6,46,19,72,16,116,58,12,139,1,2,4,2,22,63,3,10,63,422,103,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725436137011881,0.0,0.050256350740788214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067731778551501,0.0,0.061428585921655565,0.0,0.03855427873604199,0.05944924156304639,0.08674244247888849,0.0,0.056225818524916905,0.0,0.0,0.0933096661762358,0.10094044517400444,0.0,0.0,0.05326645208424488,0.04359465530880348,0.047337630962886575,0.2073630471114796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328993445678495,0.0,0.12968705975763892,0.0,0.058240981409439174,0.0,0.0976747723430186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073126666055095,0.0,0.0976619685159261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961383500546157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377380502505928,0.0502145963412514,0.0,0.06322947635717137,0.07489251001262916,0.15385056090008448,0.04776765388952101,0.0,0.0,0.05545820712788132,0.0,0.1275943959012746,0.1146659925840874,0.04050264049678545,0.16330714863809606,0.062106173714167476,0.10363569231009616,0.09644881209431766,0.0,0.12432542645117994,0.0,0.0,0.059241187167574476,0.0543866356916913,0.09666255965849163,0.0,0.2720631511626993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013485611963196,0.0,0.05078723433370155,0.055974189556049714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718338546672213,0.03800120180987737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674983108809682,0.0,0.0,0.06400131345808834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039277406006265,0.0,0.11807742319895502,0.06231574959641192,0.09242734766620178,0.0,0.06003140561539565,0.0,0.17392223878238194,0.0,0.1384906127168785,0.05682289312636098,0.1001247581144958,0.0,0.047609193244486696,0.0,0.0,0.09639945949461083,0.0,0.05364581051511197,0.0,0.05747943566350285,0.05695735571570097,0.06175705055611514,0.12594986098052252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717361819372396,0.0,0.04525309656328077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745275622273734,0.1642680220000937,0.06029536060076545,0.0,0.0,0.05440000706786837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683546959958107,0.04311880543272872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03930490384790361,0.0,0.0,0.0622336563772795,0.10718946296496944,0.0,0.10859552850723768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670995206513865,0.0,0.036320018721362056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508582918732227,0.11352238952581785,0.11475594359143958,0.04517826365390738,0.0,0.0,0.06404877148033665,0.0,0.1875934680343916,0.0,0.11347110773534262,0.05779301486715014,0.0,0.04364628039399066,0.0,0.0,0.1203862096506325,0.0,0.13582916562210082,0.04739923232458871,0.0,0.059269515776453376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686799737553516,0.0,0.1278818722862996,0.0,0.049553587792636335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376653794857765,0.0,0.0557021661746005,0.04500918725131706,0.06611816568243377,0.0,0.05373986086754353,0.10834825832223513,0.06298979744035005,0.038491918453416256,0.06166745508505193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244110282886106,0.04677899054118576,0.10031984912073026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097526286793055,0.0525564711895742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777665083886625,0.16109689632821553,0.0,0.0,0.07301893968018491
adhd,be_kind__rewind,2018/01/28,"Methylphenidate and mood I use Daylio and have noticed a significant change in my moods since starting this med.  In a nutshell I’m usually very up and down with more periods of down, but since starting the meds it’s been a pretty flat “good.”  Is this similar to anyone else’s experience?  I feel weird about it.  ",4.267966101694917,6.407105288135598,4.412000000000003,84.44783050847458,72.38983050847456,8.109830508474579,28.749152542372883,8.841846274778883,2.275756610169492,248,10,48,5,5,77,46,59,0.035,0.802,0.163,0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566686462265076,0.229576951334543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370268064055203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717419711641872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917463143842814,0.0,0.0,0.11329196328501565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793171872298828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977624735771346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550949097105181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279505670662097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370691114498936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171830284091711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935167459698988,0.24677151332294514,0.1848737732773114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zachandcheez,2018/01/28,"Concerned for my academic and professional future in context of motivation I'm trying to figure out what to do with my future and because I'm almost half way through college and majoring in criminal justice without a clue of what to do with it I'm scaring my parents a little. They want me to do business because it's a versatile degree but I don't want to take the math classes. I have been back and forth about doing law school but aside from my concerns with the career field itself I'm worried about getting through law school or even getting into law school with my mediocre GPA. The past 2 semesters I have I had no motivation for college and I don't know how to get it. I couldn't go into law school like this, but should I do well how could I work a job like this? The concerns have bugging all the time and I don't know what to do about it. I take Adderall and Wellbutrin for the record. Anybody have any insight or suggestions?",2.9855614973262017,5.123176433155084,3.907486631016045,86.64005347593586,76.11229946524064,6.1112299465240625,29.181818181818183,7.048011613610866,1.6321144385026742,751,34,144,8,17,241,96,187,0.054000000000000006,0.8420000000000001,0.103,0.7785,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,8,4,0,1,10,0,18,0,0,4,1,39,32,14,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,2,0,17,3,28,27,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,7,103,27,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939616926737926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082481252507852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239989601259565,0.0,0.19406977929986904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270925905764715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513714780785227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494955550494814,0.0,0.09046588522302527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796197735979045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496276129536195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553499827162034,0.15954057121302453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675098785208482,0.0,0.15195569602898076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936734187522644,0.644396220725848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936768943903394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281936680938954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807303745493872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877774391286757,0.126349986121971,0.0,0.0,0.14312228941948882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344421775289122,0.0,0.11588522137934296,0.1616554151188603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tylerane,2018/01/28,"No energy, sleepy all the time, what helped to you except medication Hey guys, who have been through similar situation where you are always tired and sleepy all the time, did you found something “life changing” that helped you go through you day, without any prescription medications ?",25.11893617021277,12.34341834042553,19.561276595744683,38.53,46.446808510638284,23.90638297872341,68.27659574468085,17.122413403193686,9.708506382978724,230,10,36,6,1,67,37,47,0.1,0.8590000000000001,0.041,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,5,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170694999103544,0.0,0.0,0.16484908297505332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564407027247845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563362645523444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657932298678956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776883604211862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400268806011097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32496851066504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122339848725288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884109821503772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27248225346348603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662129169842845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282705819900414,0.2786179652690274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336773826409066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,diver159,2018/01/28,"How do I get my appetite back? Hi all, I’ve been on 15 mg Ritalin and 200 mg Wellbutrin for last month or so. Within this month, I have completely lost my appetite. It is just gone. The thought of food makes me want to throw up. I eat little things through the day but I know it’s not enough. I’ve taken “eating like a bird” to an extreme level.

I know someone who took Adderall has a kid and had to drink shakes because he couldn’t eat, was wondering if that would help.

Thanks!",0.7206060606060625,2.94631358585859,1.8654545454545468,97.71818181818183,84.85858585858584,4.8121212121212125,21.12121212121212,6.11248444174946,0.013739393939394162,371,12,84,3,11,117,80,99,0.019,0.857,0.125,0.8833,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,9,6,0,2,1,17,21,7,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,5,0,4,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,0,8,2,9,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,6,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201973476204166,0.0,0.11258889704718013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936501211548598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911356614258813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180931652579314,0.0,0.5669699983758971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908402212498549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233349969472805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649597673075752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379775831345433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030080560676677,0.15055179708763775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023307993038264,0.1851137978509944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161737603214255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232859372454144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948449861825315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564922237723128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004315598618852,0.0,0.0,0.12270373894208547,0.0,0.0,0.1466279017463932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052039237797743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893841812008423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029480839249586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120265732953926,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MusicToThyEars,2018/01/28,"Tips on how to start doing? Hi, so I'm on 40 mg of vyvanse, and it works really well for focusing in the moment and keeping on task once I start something. However, the downside of stimulants imo that no one ever talks about is, not only does it make the more mundane activities more bearable, it makes all of your distractions even more enticing and sometimes I'm glued to my chair playing videogames over and over when off medication I could never dream of having such an attention span for video games.

So my basic issue is starting. Vyvanse doesn't budge the anvil of hesitancy/reluctancy that sits on my chest, and I'm having just as much trouble starting a boring ""must-be-done b/c adulting"" task.  Is this an accumulation of bad habits and is this a learned behavior? Can it be unlearned?

Any tips on how to start? Thanks!",4.881666666666668,6.618141535031848,5.52141719745223,78.77962048832273,69.95541401273886,8.545435244161357,30.91772823779193,9.075114841892004,2.7285205944798303,659,28,120,13,12,213,105,157,0.111,0.845,0.044,-0.8624,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,1,8,0,11,2,1,5,3,20,23,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,6,3,22,21,5,20,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,9,80,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259778000210686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467778940288598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790875059229844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211538613879886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223572837925622,0.16757115621239102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335509225496764,0.0,0.1646606037298467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473144687072453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662203006232408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618162991156318,0.0,0.14287786201561153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728747099437294,0.12553163670900294,0.1408925915886377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867725723951493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261613920421945,0.18321909208009227,0.0,0.6556120505886539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488986437509184,0.0,0.17055527061579626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656391150677302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486575597038558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SomeCustomer,2018/01/28,"every time i want to play a video game i can never stick to one ive got a xbone3sticky with 40 games on the hard drive and 30 on my shelf, i love nearly all of these games, and can never make up my mind to stay in the one im staying in. ",7.820181818181819,2.4733500181818187,8.222272727272728,85.09340909090913,67.0,11.0,31.13636363636364,3.1291,1.2813636363636365,181,2,49,0,2,61,39,55,0.026,0.826,0.14800000000000002,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,3,9,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,6,2,11,6,1,12,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720561615592973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618430942931995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309360336561811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784656712087274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267241991095997,0.0,0.17208191522989666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603021094582729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976588392602854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493806824929364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495559302526684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503238671650918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205571739218487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,akaisuiseinosha,2018/01/28,"Insurance suddenly refusing to cover generic, guess this experiment is over. When I went to refill my prescriptions today, the pharmacy informed me that my previous $5/month prescriptions would now be $90 each. I can't afford that much and the insurance won't budge. So after a few months of getting my life headed on the right track, I'm dumped right back where I started. Was there even a point to trying?",6.333376623376622,7.324582077922081,6.8134025974026,73.64296103896106,65.88311688311688,10.835324675324678,32.28311688311688,10.793553405168565,3.7306592207792217,328,13,57,9,5,107,61,77,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.6597,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,7,6,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757232938226768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970758859850318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513383140205065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342414484202265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830502821419462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636963414413129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148554172245795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101768731252054,0.0,0.18888173476363201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428929846240431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388536649821517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186467811781173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355071549643506,0.0,0.0,0.17444656775845654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818755678839684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252403212253315,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theonlythrowaway64,2018/01/28,"My GPA is plummeting. Godammit.

Hey y'all I need some advice from individuals who share my adhd disabilities. A bit of backstory.

I got accepted into one of the more prestigious universities in Canada based on my grade 11 marks alone. I never was a huge studier I relied on last minute work on the fly to get the job done and for the most part, it worked tremendously in high school.

Then I started university.

As a commuter, I've always felt disconnected and haven't joined any club (I joined 5+ a year in high school). I started the year with 6 courses. I've dropped 2 in the first 3 weeks. Full courses at this university last 2 semesters btw not one. 

It was only until late December (3 months into the year) where I finally got diagnosed for ADHD, and got the proper medication for it (I was on lexapro for anxiety before, something probably stemming from my ADHD as well.)

Well the shitty thing is, I already did my midterms in early December, the cluttered disorganized ADHDless me. I did pretty well on two, ok on one and downright failed on the other. 

I shouldn't be that scared right? I mean I'm still passing and probably have a high enough gpa for graduating.

Here's the problem. My goal is to get into law school, that failing mark alone has bamboozled my gpa.

Did i mention I'm not getting accommodations until mid February either?

So now, if I drop my failing course, I'll have to do 6 courses for at least 2 years in order to graduate (I need 20 credits).

I honestly don't think I can pull bringing that mark up, I practically have no friends at university and it frustrates me because I was Mr sociable back at high school and I see everyone else enjoying the fuck out of their lives. So socially, I'm pretty fucking depressed too, and that shit really hurts my productivity (thanks anxiety.)

I'm thinking if I should go with 3 courses for the rest of the year, work on maintaining them to a respectable average and work on myself until the second year, mentally, physically, socially and creatively. What do y'all think?

Tl;dr A really bad mark come midterm, thinking of dropping it because I have no accomodations, and am pretty depressed socially, which is fucking up my productivity. Should I drop the course and focus on improving myself? If i don't improve it I'm practically locked out of the prestigious law schools, my academic goal.",5.4968154761904735,7.064972680272112,6.56155824829932,72.5653985969388,68.22902494331065,10.047647392290253,33.96265589569161,10.270032843473604,3.815937018140589,1876,89,327,50,32,627,221,441,0.14300000000000002,0.763,0.094,-0.9687,1,2,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,2,2,10,11,26,5,1,25,1,28,6,1,0,1,44,57,23,0,9,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,16,20,0,0,7,1,1,5,9,14,3,6,12,2,44,12,54,41,10,70,0,6,1,3,13,36,4,5,24,214,60,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067782513265864,0.07065239691415763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976553871391818,0.07978673791948533,0.0,0.060160816980372615,0.0,0.0,0.049167644003764915,0.0,0.1106212247158974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559555418906892,0.06036891010462585,0.08814890602861479,0.0,0.06152343228047087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893474434741245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062281523505986675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454671849973012,0.07338471650572076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398975476534363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603988034524185,0.0,0.0,0.07470699674046967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908738495781433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942098266602698,0.07920299224167655,0.0,0.061499799932792885,0.0,0.0,0.05586012392121268,0.2005253051590408,0.1133239823116997,0.0,0.0410907295514469,0.0,0.1734788537284324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30556291665430463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740047888222931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071748293570568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178710917503357,0.0815594812269035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384373699013712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875776116197954,0.0,0.07283636907319946,0.07286312091121631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057710537321280085,0.0,0.0,0.1072216077501114,0.05576353813471718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698053523444565,0.05498871058900417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829570916158382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067050441577615,0.15590695010676914,0.06918297454552014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926366571621324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174526764165511,0.0,0.0,0.0723866276020387,0.3658659665538895,0.057615104130245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742166691379526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110747294846528,0.0,0.05566139081974551,0.0,0.0,0.10235104884362252,0.0,0.05774024120088698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665657030619745,0.0,0.0,0.048034045261288384,0.18531207246898754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062826751042439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799607279878655,0.0,0.1950237685561264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054603197520752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793595950509761
adhd,yeahLemmeGetUhhhh,2018/01/29,"prescribed wellbutrin so i just finished my appointment to get tested for adhd. the doctor isnt sure what it is thats really going on, i talked to him about some possible anxiety and a few episodes of depression i’ve had before. he said i may or may not be bipolar but he isnt sure so he prescribed me wellbutrin and some other medication for general anxiety i dont remember the name of as i havent even picked up the script yet. but i want to know what some of yalls experiences have been with wellbutrin and the pros/cons of it. im kinda excited about finally taking a step to get my shit together and get my life on track but at the same time i’m super nervous  because this is the first time i’ve ever done this stuff before ... many thanks to those who share :) anything is appreciated",3.903902953586498,5.359822069620254,5.303227848101268,80.49235232067511,71.9746835443038,8.810970464135021,28.356540084388186,9.2995712137729,2.4655172995780577,629,24,123,14,12,211,99,158,0.101,0.754,0.145,0.8843,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,8,9,1,1,8,0,14,5,1,1,3,27,24,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,1,12,6,19,17,5,13,0,1,0,0,10,4,1,7,7,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914494685764314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535274096233224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636091676940945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101209719906816,0.0,0.2820051297978823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272128607966816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696058660712389,0.0,0.1695735236388742,0.1942047706069137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094464458290517,0.14988946225713667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620910732241303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815214892894116,0.0,0.14094840306964027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597217284248303,0.0,0.09417384637953406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898959983481366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910670147301826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704218812439295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799864073374454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693013501632994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868072443038168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615472657619228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771121599005447,0.0,0.1576231938638654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009357766324076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969233107115485,0.0,0.0,0.3123495923330222,0.0,0.1245893739827032,0.13318722712848238,0.0,0.15255870028920746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324758210022536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773697379100743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pennybeagle,2018/01/29,"Switching back to Adderall XR. Vyvanse puts me in a hypomanic state. (25F) Hey. Has anyone else experienced this, or something similar? I’d appreciate hearing  about some of your experiences with Vyvanse if you’re willing to share. I feel and behave like a different person on vyvanse than I do on xr so I am wondering if anyone else has felt this way. Thanks.",2.6466666666666683,5.643921242424241,4.433636363636367,76.33712121212123,86.57575757575756,7.1757575757575776,30.06060606060606,8.167268648758528,3.0224969696969697,286,15,47,7,9,96,52,66,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.8519,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,9,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183882020727325,0.4665553353098234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750663139831215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378695968280509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803827857690441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270766526808747,0.0,0.0,0.1151181980836672,0.0,0.21860157211666156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660376917623384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122941983538016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879508925368716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288740269752624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752736286942659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961050650064625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071605501948945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690141742612104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adieobscene,2018/01/29,"FINALLY a news article that presents information in a way I can understand?! So, regardless of the information (I really don't want to talk politics here), I'm blown away by this article. I LOVE how the information is presented and the numbers are illustrated. God, I hope this is the future of news so I can finally know what's going on in the world without spending all of my mental energy trying to read...

Here it is:
http://projects.propublica.org/graphics/trump-job-promises",7.997777777777778,10.317939333333337,8.467592592592595,58.3991666666667,63.074074074074076,12.807407407407407,34.48765432098766,12.161744961471696,5.305780246913581,390,17,59,15,6,129,56,81,0.019,0.8290000000000001,0.152,0.8962,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,1,1,14,14,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,11,14,1,12,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377379220184313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543824341808969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438075634913528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513242424724586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511015841207511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906329629990302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837705036405964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550032087772676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25310689250352075,0.0,0.16210288916616405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033826944301053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179647507112195,0.0,0.0,0.2634219156786726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149248614177423,0.20085011721901835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439200040156523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bibblia,2018/01/29,"As I wait for afternoon meds to kick in... I have an absolute killer schedule this term, and the combination of medications I’m on for various reasons means that unless I take night meds before 9 and sleep by 10-ish (which is impossible right now), I’m 2x foggier than typical at 6 am.  

So on top of streamlining mornings as much as possible in advance—pack up books, make sure laptop is charged, have a protein bar ready to eat on my way to class, lay out clothes—I’ve started setting an additional alarm that goes off an hour early.  That’s my medication alarm.  Wake up just enough to turn it off, take the pills right at eye level under the clock, and I get to sleep what feels like extra time and wake up relatively more functional.  

Maybe this is a trick everyone already knows and I’ve just been super stressed in the mornings for nothing, but this has definitely helped with being able to look like a decently competent person at an ungodly hour.  

Does anyone else have little changes you’ve made to routines that made life significantly less difficult?",9.741144952058654,8.098020497461928,9.179153976311335,68.23909757473213,59.76142131979695,13.0195149464185,40.16300056401579,11.855464076750405,4.678020191765369,846,36,153,21,9,271,136,197,0.066,0.8390000000000001,0.095,0.7801,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,3,11,0,10,11,5,4,1,21,25,11,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,10,8,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,6,4,35,21,7,34,0,0,2,0,2,21,0,0,13,88,16,3,0.13657361263447634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071237766016132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549544544868767,0.1399358056668681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116214085230062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444767731524911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951648876976463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974890136484153,0.1140897286129012,0.0,0.0,0.14111705027930954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305019396058325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905572212590191,0.09756821615476803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135407573352802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915424137006906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689949955713774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750572857953751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646598156529912,0.13344593706713115,0.1368826390351535,0.0,0.0,0.11468743766967167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584585089730921,0.09116394694499534,0.0,0.13720655063253429,0.14876870208544068,0.30340499063970694,0.2751670929129206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039731964761538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816508370720958,0.0,0.13104606473348188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925081066261226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539662276829959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042042009130534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326623792860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733444889283592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666750596320883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564446118387222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287190136256789,0.0,0.20537271981064034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796371718230625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855287244618845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084057767308437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,874151,2018/01/29,"I am so sick of this shit and I don't know what to do. Hi. I am losing a job that I love in one month. After a week of self reflection and the utter annihilation of any confidence I was starting to grow, I've realized that the reasons that I'm being replaced at this job and the symptoms of ADHD, which I thought I was rid of now as an adult, are one and the same. 


I thought I left this “struggling with ADHD” shit behind in high school and the garbage community college I dropped out of. I thought I was doing just fine. Now, seemingly out of nowhere, my boss is telling me that I have a month to find a new job, and recommending that it not take place in an office setting. I’m sad, because I really love this place, and these people, and this boss. But I need to stop moping, figure out what’s wrong with me, and get a new job ASAP.


So after recalling my past “struggles” (fuck, I hate that word), I go online to look into the symptoms of ADHD in adults, and every single symptom perfectly describes me. My heart sinks, and I feel plagued by my past. After years of convincing myself that I was moving forward, I look down to see a metaphorical treadmill under my legs, and it’s a shitty, off-brand treadmill, and I hate that off-brand shit.


So what am I to do? Well, obviously not everyone “struggling” (fuuuuuuuuck) with ADHD takes 70mg of Vyvanse every morning with a short term Adderall later in the day, like I was taking towards the end of my doped up, zombie high school days. What do the good people of the internet have to say about coping with ADHD?

     1. Try to stay on top of dates and deadlines? 
     2. Work hard to keep myself organized? 
     3. Form consistent habits? 
     4. Get more sleep? 

Oh. That’s it? That’s... that’s all?

NONONO MOTHERFUCKER THAT’S NOT HOW ANY OF THIS WORKS FUCKKKKKKJSDAGFAHGDFAHSDHGADSHJAGDJAHFDGAJGDAJGDAJHFDJAGSFGAHSD shhhhh calm down finish the shitty reddit post


How am I supposed to stay on top of dates and deadlines, when I'm too forgetful to remember to use a calendar? How am I supposed to form consistent habits, when I get so bored and frustrated by habits and traditions that lose the innate will power to follow through with them? How am I supposed to get more sleep, when fidgeting and hyperactivity keep me running around until midnight every night? How am I supposed to JUST DO all the things I'm terrible at doing? Meds? Fuck meds, I want to retain my personality and creativity and generally have a life. 


I don’t understand how medical professionals can put out such contradictory bullshit. Have any of them felt any of the things we're feeling? Probably not right? Odds are high that anyone making it through an additional 8 years of intensive schooling AFTER 12 years of traditional schooling isn't someone who's also suffering from ADHD. But they can still tell me that the solution to being successful with ADHD is to start taking those meds I can’t afford anymore, or just to “get good” and will myself through the bullshit.


So many people have told me throughout the years to ""just do it"", just do your homework, just stop forgetting all your band practices, just stop daydreaming and spacing out, just stop getting distracted, like I’m fucking doing it on purpose, and each one of those people is definitely on my shit list right now. I don't need that shit from the medical community too. 


A lot of guys will swear by the drugs, and trust me when I tell you that I get it, I get how amazing it feels at first, when you’re finally able to focus on something for more than 10 minutes without spacing out, and you’re finally able to recall and recount information without being prompted by outside factors, finally having your parents smile at a report card, finally feeling secure about your future. But tell me it’s not a little sketchy to be told that expensive drugs and therapy are your best bet at normalcy, by the doctor that’s selling you the expensive drugs and therapy. And tell me you don’t start to notice your friends pulling away, because you don’t act or talk the same and you’re quieter than you used to be.

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m fucking sick of this shit.



Tl,dr: Medical professionals need to stop prescribing/pushing awful solutions for ADHD. There are no real solutions and we're all fucked.",5.195960102366168,6.729746647277228,5.932205067964425,76.92376992784025,68.91336633663366,8.695787883873134,30.650360798791752,9.12529307193591,2.6856561671421386,3393,137,614,65,59,1108,342,808,0.147,0.763,0.09,-0.9944,7,0,4,0,0,0,101.0,0,11,3,11,38,42,14,4,38,1,53,30,10,13,6,126,111,56,0,4,20,1,6,2,1,3,13,1,1,5,47,48,0,9,19,1,4,9,16,25,1,4,11,10,70,17,112,92,16,105,0,4,3,7,36,44,11,5,51,416,117,19,0.08945250762157515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300181236176153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035767569013336394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166154527972363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871285095477516,0.03127363660170196,0.0,0.0,0.039815848408066117,0.0,0.0,0.04202178775347826,0.0,0.0,0.05452941837795413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046937443983845376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057689467194598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045779215988989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556047643241534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039614185420897945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305139358929304,0.04273785221770645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045975120118124,0.0,0.04294421767158002,0.19598169939081228,0.04087898569865279,0.03804412864303856,0.0,0.0,0.03455539274594485,0.20674350469410446,0.18694097286469835,0.0,0.025418960757594124,0.07502851934749903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428602312428677,0.0,0.0,0.040065938282910614,0.08831583186645142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530008261142992,0.0,0.14176722837849218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177535622132111,0.07950949886851122,0.0,0.0,0.04916075880364208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859520563267314,0.0,0.031591475779027364,0.04370197680321308,0.0448274563268835,0.0,0.0,0.07511757721238935,0.10007447496324183,0.0,0.03802466156395957,0.08073438058754387,0.0,0.029855121723753382,0.045345401301016025,0.0,0.0,0.14904235551486256,0.13517098582145565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140013815683811,0.04753692954049428,0.0,0.09949185142918428,0.0,0.08639378927477384,0.0,0.04197255936189851,0.0,0.0,0.05092113640719592,0.0,0.0,0.0909230013202089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496632118615983,0.0,0.08539254028700909,0.12403021132740352,0.0390532396555479,0.09345883146881737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042835387672250216,0.0,0.048222466355073566,0.0,0.0,0.044962238554036485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090826865977395,0.028652783472373617,0.045986038064542704,0.0,0.0,0.0506661267055181,0.0763919527486273,0.0,0.03556811221071755,0.0,0.1810614267089856,0.03564103355959587,0.04071710166872615,0.046659237158156286,0.0,0.2754651408194142,0.0,0.0,0.08951710915277923,0.0,0.037896409711700746,0.034432455310601816,0.0,0.0,0.09497241795612134,0.0953444710897398,0.035718444068552305,0.18696575447445715,0.0,0.14027277478160927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946310925838654,0.13451430645898696,0.03594926861272818,0.19546358610032388,0.0,0.1022967383286125,0.0,0.0594282712842316,0.0,0.0,0.10652294866420242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854757044354129,0.0,0.030366190429117663,0.0,0.0,0.04656160757308899,0.0,0.07725824580186512,0.0,0.0,0.02638070331488052,0.0,0.0358767029609728,0.0,0.040214273583044205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622902522701996,0.0,0.06512249092273059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048901137297145514,0.0,0.1152089641852579
adhd,indigolikethat,2018/01/29,"I gained 130lbs when I stopped taking Vyvanse So I have been taking Vyvanse since I was in Kindergarten. (At first it wasnt by choice. But after trying to stop it in grade school and feeling the terrible withdraws (and I do truly need this medicine to get anything done and not be flying off the walls), I decided it was best to take it. So I had been taking this medication for about 15 years. My insurance stopped covering it when I turned 18. I actually lost my sh*t. I have no family to help me and I can't afford $300 a month.. I had everyone telling me I was better off without my medicines, patronizing me for even taking them as a child when I really, REALLY do (and i hate to say it) but NEED them. The days were long, tiring, and I was constantly hungry now since I practically starved my entire life and was a pretty skinny kid. I went to the doctor when I gained 20 lbs in one month. They told me that since I had taken my medicine for almost my entire life, it broke my metabolism and now without my medication it was basically non-existent. So I am now 21 (three years later). I dont over eat, I'm actually quite healthy (Vegan, and a healthy one too) and I exercise twice a day. Swim in the morning before work and do cardio after work for an hour. But the pounds keep coming, and coming. And no one understands that I can't really do anything about it. I eat right and work out all the time. I'm now 5'9 and 250 lbs.. Now for the brightside of this story. After three years I finally got the correct insurance to cover my meds and I will soon be able to loose some weight and I'm so excited. I'll also be in such a better mindset as well.. Any stories of people who quit stimulants and got back on? ",2.199929347826089,4.224378539130438,4.005991847826088,85.54420516304349,78.10144927536231,7.326992753623188,23.5348731884058,8.278499904357787,1.4429873188405795,1336,44,274,26,32,450,174,345,0.079,0.818,0.103,0.8791,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,12,22,9,1,0,16,0,28,12,1,1,2,41,52,32,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,15,21,4,4,3,2,0,4,9,4,1,7,20,3,43,5,36,28,3,48,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,2,31,192,58,6,0.0923163731027911,0.0,0.1801749267028142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244151258997893,0.0,0.0,0.07382537021731507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277829937322056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193701839767246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098559256640853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855443408831449,0.0,0.09688033810376767,0.16329265999786508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904476235549173,0.0,0.0997612033317372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907284701660514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944897196503741,0.0,0.0944717012443028,0.10819410174000034,0.0,0.0,0.18892539298393188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097409377794295,0.0,0.0,0.08821225063097371,0.0,0.0,0.08702766061450555,0.0,0.046677932037423035,0.0,0.0,0.1011280743454394,0.0,0.07852425980139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823149472842121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476676736629579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114330612125028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187771894517265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091303178899077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205503409488632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041156888400368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816970851691242,0.0,0.0,0.1007742264362493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254267928061472,0.18599806745206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473720965221485,0.0,0.0,0.1369028418384068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876678907428972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640005493940841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391893978075226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637965248358935,0.0,0.0,0.17742069751644274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883767822169058,0.0,0.07341368519924166,0.0,0.0934290981159643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290951734051179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154186470246066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470521182945558,0.0,0.08068857910069302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053830419544844375,0.10610409059456832,0.0,0.08821225063097371,0.0,0.06267675753091352,0.10041370462197008,0.0,0.09610460011176457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112416472263486,0.08300350617011923,0.08557820274445238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779793787072682,0.0,0.2016222573045872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834615270104182
adhd,Cinnamon_Boots,2018/01/29,"Have any of you made an intellectual turnaround as an adult? I was diagnosed a couple of years ago when I was 19, and my meds allowed to me to focus for the first time in my life. However, I've come to realize that I've absorbed practically nothing from all my years of education, aside from becoming good at rote memorization, which is rather boring. As a result, I'm extremely insecure about my intelligence, to the point where I constantly think that I should just give up on pursuing on my interests, such as philosophy, mathematics, and a software engineering degree. It would be easier to just write myself off as a dumbass, but the thing is that I've seen what I'm fully capable of during the few times I actually applied myself, and I'm constantly fighting between the significance of those rare events and the other 98% of my life where I was an ambitious fuckup who never followed through with homework and studying. Has anyone here successfully made the switch from being intellectually incapable as a kid to being able to harness their mind and use it well as an adult? I'm aware I'm going to have to work 20x harder than my peers to play catch up, but I'm afraid I'll arrive at a point and realize my greatest fear; that I actually am stupid, regardless of my ADHD. ",15.805094451003539,8.247693169421487,14.958972845336485,49.38962809917358,55.32231404958678,18.78724911452184,52.34002361275088,14.95560836045872,7.176458559622192,1025,43,180,30,7,350,145,242,0.083,0.765,0.152,0.9513,3,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,10,11,2,3,17,0,14,3,0,5,2,30,29,16,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,12,9,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,6,1,1,6,1,21,5,40,18,3,27,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,0,11,127,33,4,0.15773038988393254,0.0,0.3078442152888763,0.0,0.1895612769803568,0.0,0.13981847372496306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726207392661244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102887560210805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742008233794378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358707644818135,0.0,0.3409010334338933,0.0,0.0,0.17452567632660826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009302553356794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749054027808528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416538905866598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130936252552538,0.08964181546930014,0.13229676756698186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281927803365265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29849661733890914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520290538998004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926272990297116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165140044858565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134656310577288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821240281572875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478906236418488,0.10106726496362256,0.0,0.0,0.18394771755103226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622841389342707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181856316396466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482960239537975,0.0,0.0,0.1120471434675762,0.0,0.0,0.2031463993825684
adhd,weallshineon321,2018/01/29,"Trouble with motivation, potential and always thinking about almost EVERYTHING/ONE ELSE! After many years of having an inkling that I had ADHD, I have finally begun actively treating it. I am experimenting with medication, practicing meditation and seeing a cognitive behavior therapist. 

I am always fixated on knowing about everything going on except what I should be. I tune in to conversations around me, people watch and find ways to distract myself. It can be social media happenings including world/local/entertainment news, what my friends and acquaintances are doing and thinking (tweeting), and trivial things like message boards and comments. 

I know the easy solution (turn off your phone!), but I am frustrated with how I am seemingly hardwired to be more concerned with literally everything else except my own life.

As a husband with a full-time job as a full-time student, I know I do not have this time to throw away like I do, but I always settle for half-assed attempts at everything (work, school, health), unrealized potential and many hobbies that have fallen by the wayside. Talk is cheap and I have become a person that is full of ideas, plans and opinions that sits and does nothing.

Does anyone share the same issue and have any advice on steps toward self-improvement? Is this a particular condition? 

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adhd,deybladez,2018/01/29,"Undiagnosed, got a 1.78 GPA After First Semester, WTF am I supposed to do now? Hi everyone

First of all, I'll mention that I've already scheduled my first appointment to get diagnosed, it'll be at the end of next month (fuck me).

However, back to the original topic. I'm obviously undiagnosed at the moment, and don't have any medication. With that said, fall 2017 was my first semester in college, and I did fucking horribly.

I ended up with a .61 GPA or some shit and now my overall GPA is 1.78.

Anyways, what the fuck is even the point of me going to college now?? Aren't I completely fucked now?

I'm pissed off because my original plan was to do a couple years at this community college, and then transfer to a nice university in my town, but now all that is completely fucked because I didn't know I had ADHD and failed the absolute fucking shit out of my first semester.


I'm honestly panicking right now. I basically forgot how bad my GPA was coming into this new spring semester, and although I've been doing well so far, I just don't even see a point in going to college anymore. How the hell does one recover from a GPA this bad?? This is some god damn bullshit.


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adhd,jrslangerlanger,2018/01/29,"17 Years Undiagnosed Before I even begin, id just like to say i’m on mobile so forgive formatting issues.

I have a long history of mental illness. It runs in my family unfortunately. I went for years without speaking up, thinking that the way I felt was normal. Until I realized that I shouldn’t be feeling the way that I did. 

The hardest thing for me was talking about it with my parents, it made me feel humiliated in the worst way. However, instead of judging me or invalidating my issues, they got me right in to speak with a doctor.

I started seeing my doctor about 6 months ago. At the start, I convinced myself I didn’t need meds to feel normal. Or that it would pass with age. My doctor thought otherwise. 

I was diagnosed with GAD (Anxiety), Bipolar depressive disorder, and ADHD. Hearing those words leave the doctors mouth was terrifying at the least. I was prescribed Ativan, Abilify, Adderall XR 25s, and Adderall IR 10s. 

If you’re scared of seeking help or you’re not sure if you need it, speak up. Making the choice to say something has been the best decision of my life. I feel infinitely better than I ever would have, my quality of life is raised, and I’m happier and doing better than ever. :)

TL;DR: Went years thinking my feelings were normal, spoke up, got help, doing better than ever. ",3.456166666666668,5.996224404081638,4.9594132653061225,77.6882355442177,76.38775510204081,7.348639455782314,27.7593537414966,8.344100000000001,2.3520782312925173,1029,43,175,20,24,344,141,245,0.102,0.767,0.131,0.8166,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,4,9,11,0,1,11,0,19,10,1,2,4,43,44,11,0,10,8,1,6,1,0,3,9,7,0,0,11,8,0,0,12,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,17,14,29,8,31,23,3,32,0,1,1,0,14,10,0,5,16,122,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701635214956653,0.0,0.08631007355004576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448557724454129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828522443002342,0.0,0.10218078118211132,0.2583399049766197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386215434869072,0.0988255731916534,0.0,0.0,0.11159115044239816,0.3986374761497013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431006183554208,0.26422239241945056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178905152578123,0.0,0.24615869705371604,0.0,0.09348770057540699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574675466207233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097398161732624,0.0,0.13052625090578582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032519446936233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030977171562172,0.0,0.0,0.13754654705559893,0.047568654681023184,0.0,0.0,0.08616683370717862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213111941001458,0.06499330600682228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815291604553584,0.0,0.09812315195116084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771750306522214,0.0,0.0,0.1443929655790024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861973020901165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811465971128216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315098507034402,0.0,0.15486047736706615,0.09748146895988304,0.0,0.07758898529947161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495796283381663,0.0,0.0,0.1378338917198024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176735454990452,0.0,0.0,0.0782599996505643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468638541774012,0.1247778328587892,0.0,0.07729861410203996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318564538751061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052058404716026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385842528303603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833361123341192,0.0,0.0,0.1881036912185162
adhd,letturzNnumb3rz,2018/01/29,"Music is CONSTANTLY running in my head. This is one symptom which I've had since high school (at least, that's when I first really noticed it, at any rate). I will never not have some kind of music stuck in my head. Like, literally any moment I'm awake. It's like a neurological compulsion or something. It's pretty much impossible to stop for more than a few seconds. Part of it may have to do with my spending a lot of my free time playing music.

In y'all's experience, is this something common to ADHD people, or is this just something that lots of neurotypical people have as well? Disclaimer: I don't know if I have ADHD or not, but I have an appointment scheduled and I'm trying to comb through my experiences between now and then so I can give the doctor the most accurate picture possible of my symptoms.",3.7919883889695214,5.632335968553464,5.284402515723271,78.9603918722787,72.9622641509434,7.911175616835995,28.58297048863087,8.617729084823388,2.2833179487179485,645,26,120,12,13,217,102,159,0.021,0.906,0.073,0.6808,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,15,6,2,0,1,19,20,11,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,3,2,0,13,7,20,16,9,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,9,13,92,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460324737343872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580033100617156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557347705296765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735281593272698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816479952067377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245534057653955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810297611390934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954963161893317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210541768978886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991590625386358,0.07911861405455876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066665854061375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478536101125034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582978988831623,0.0,0.11103358159704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390348060787055,0.0,0.0,0.0975534420162069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558985190446298,0.0,0.19961242787796835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229729621048838,0.0,0.14646270829585706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222675045331563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569882044716034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908815422019595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33249057284305245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035999223501055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926654740584363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394631640481873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774181519308058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944054032240027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AdditionalHat,2018/01/29,"Any ideas on why I get depressive effects on meds (been on Elvanse for 2 weeks)? First post on Reddit so please be kind!

I'm in my early 30s, got diagnosed with ADHD a few years ago, refused any additional medication (been on 40mg Citalopram for 10 years). Finally saw a doctor about medication as I'd read so many positive experiences in this subreddit and elsewhere online, and I had great hopes that this might actually be the missing link that would fix my life-hindering underachievement issues.

First 5 days on 30mg Elvanse I felt high for most of the day and was perhaps slightly less unproductive than normal. I was still hopeful this might work. Then, a week ago, even before titrating to 40mg (doctor's instructions) for the second week, I started getting a 'down' mood for pretty much all afternoon and evening. This has been happening for 7 days now and it makes me miserable, as I'm worse off than I was before meds! I can easily slide into 'what's the point' despair when the meds are not helping me and are in fact making me depressed for most of the day. 

I am still on 40mg Citalopram daily, in case anyone wonders if I quit antidepressants. I chose to try Elvanse as opposed to Ritalin/Concerta as I though I would have a good reaction to it like most people seem to have based on what I've read online. It's supposed to be long acting for 12-14 hours, but I get that  'down mood' after 2-4 hours of taking it. I also don't get any kind of 'high' from it anymore, so it feels frustrating to keep taking a drug that makes me feel so much worse, yet I'm scared to quit as I'm terrified of going back to square one where I'm unorganised, underachieving, non-working, etc. 

My parents are relatively well-off and I have been living on their money for years, which I feel terrible guilt for, and they seem to be getting more and more frustrated on every month and year that goes by without me achieving anything, despite having shown promise at several points in time. When I finally decided to accept the meds, I was so incredibly hopeful that I would finally be able to contribute to my family and society. I was so happy riding on that hope for a few weeks, even before starting the meds, as my guilt was suddenly removed and replaced by hope that things could finally be different. 

I'm sick of my dysfunctions, yet I don't know what else to do as I seem to be the only one for whom Elvanse doesn't work and has a negative effect. I've emailed my doctor but he hasn't gotten back to me yet. As it stands, I will probably not take the meds tomorrow, as I cannot stand getting so down every afternoon especially as it affects my close relationships.

TL;DR First time on ADHD meds and the only effect is that I get depressed for most of the day & evening; any ideas why or any similar experiences?",8.700934065934064,6.826936250915757,8.877050549450546,70.31794945054948,61.948717948717956,12.32574358974359,37.95721611721611,11.126944784690435,4.100182798534799,2227,88,418,49,25,738,258,546,0.115,0.799,0.086,-0.9541,2,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,11,25,27,2,4,20,0,43,8,0,7,2,67,85,40,0,11,7,1,4,1,0,6,8,0,0,0,27,18,0,3,17,2,1,5,9,12,0,6,15,6,41,13,78,56,13,84,0,6,2,0,9,29,0,17,48,274,68,9,0.0544516040941241,0.0,0.05313691085754346,0.0,0.130880493141575,0.0,0.0965361232153009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043544928121248334,0.0,0.05899829028634356,0.0,0.1851447900453562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054001359678880236,0.03807382764546802,0.0,0.04480903059211268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373984490289756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390029136018628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347517510180722,0.0,0.0,0.17558389985948114,0.0,0.140697260452656,0.05526723195827432,0.0,0.05689033684520312,0.0,0.16720057230708268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631465735090225,0.0,0.045487328143412685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060727932196446614,0.14385908383543994,0.0,0.09175564985545401,0.0,0.0,0.10652823449538157,0.05133212627127765,0.0,0.08259710135289138,0.0,0.0522820790821691,0.2385962828469277,0.0,0.13894951987754134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914101012470292,0.0,0.030946101444399493,0.04567142207529328,0.04354992204277031,0.06003308574482104,0.0,0.0,0.04815137367124985,0.057964745081658976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649776243373836,0.1150622186519165,0.0,0.27041364564448744,0.10724772318467468,0.0,0.0,0.1229384663004724,0.0,0.05683332770338818,0.0,0.04839908761893851,0.0,0.11340593285087355,0.029925177577660257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038460778296925235,0.02660230330362706,0.0,0.04808176401474416,0.048187956131246566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904060566938928,0.055205380034233316,0.0,0.0,0.4233841983918854,0.10970852505107608,0.0,0.11552909405644655,0.0,0.0,0.043462750889324386,0.0,0.08005638858209646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335101084200836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737956323055375,0.0828257971936703,0.0,0.0,0.060462062433633085,0.0,0.0,0.0377498861825166,0.0,0.0,0.059771509785526526,0.10294873236557976,0.0,0.05214958490856494,0.055396857068757466,0.05870803885156525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583196706906572,0.10893267894301893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058460644853125736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451555485735542,0.0,0.0,0.14871208592419122,0.0,0.06151481359346165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708225127737846,0.0,0.08697024273514391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282248907911825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617522622905986,0.0,0.053498424556582366,0.0,0.06350233647096877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03696906488274429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471116933671765,0.0,0.04895853145537918,0.0,0.0982682065794378,0.0,0.0,0.0524894032367122,0.059050441890158,0.1189242488879914,0.0,0.11098167300518834,0.11604257176686568,0.0,0.0,0.14026019108259674
adhd,N3onToil3tPap3r,2018/01/29,"Trying to gain (healthy) weight, while on Adderall, any tips? I'm a skinny dude that needs to put on a few pounds. I weigh 130 soaking wet, and would like to hit 150-160 by next October for my wedding in Mexico (I want that beach bod).

 With Adderall, food tastes like cardboard and I have difficulty eating enough. I'm rarely hungry, yet I know I should eat. I'm trying to get a workout schedule, but that's going as well as expected. 

Soooooooo, I've been dealing with being a twig my whole life. And I want a change. Any tips or anything to at least get me started??? 

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adhd,gonzo86,2018/01/29,"Easily confused Whenever I leave the house to get food in, once I’m in the supermarket I forget what I originally went in for & takes me a minute walking around looking at everything to remember what it was, I also find it overwhelming the amount of products to choose from in the supermarket, is this an adhd thing or aspergers?",14.353387096774194,8.566061435483874,13.629032258064516,52.56354838709679,55.61290322580646,18.206451612903226,50.354838709677416,15.247664890283005,7.201264516129032,267,12,46,9,2,90,47,62,0.09,0.87,0.04,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,12,5,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,2,1,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116612327435898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738408990129745,0.0,0.28098121330450737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308564354115322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233066815061518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370206161353113,0.0,0.3135798149181121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548790354033166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992290908261741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745903545248708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177697676346592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761752997871264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937674789060977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949819892239517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228565282270708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403991695443532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,banebridge,2018/01/29,"At a catch-22 in treating my ADHD I am 100% sure now, after reading Daniel Amen's 2001 book 'Healing ADD', that I have the disorder. It was a blessing to have stumbled upon this book because for the past few years I have dealt with very low self-esteem due to what I (and my parents) perceived as 'failing as an adult'. I'm disorganized, horrible with money, and a major-league procrastinator.

Now, I know I must treat these symptoms to succeed but the problem is getting out there and doing, something that fellow ADHDers can certainly relate to. I recently mustered up the drive inside me to go see an internist, one who treats a friend, but she was not taking any more ADHD patients. I know that I should see a psychiatrist and I understand the general steps of what I should do, but all the reports make it seem like a laborious and fruitless effort, and being treated and having my life made slightly more manageable seems to good to be true. (I read FAQ and posting guidelines and feel that this is an appropriate question)

If anyone had similar experience and overcame such a thing, I would be happy for you to share.

Thanks and I'm happy to have found this community",6.435812133072409,7.3306992511415565,6.7289791258969345,74.68078767123289,65.62100456621005,8.996868884540119,34.82093933463796,9.04235418022936,3.1641843444227007,932,42,160,15,14,301,145,219,0.057,0.759,0.184,0.9856,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,4,19,0,0,16,0,21,3,0,2,5,41,38,17,0,6,5,1,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,1,14,15,0,0,9,4,1,3,1,3,0,1,5,3,19,16,22,26,4,17,2,2,2,0,9,6,0,4,8,117,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572968847419488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108711408636108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393955341543812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061567521539353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036580651085828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540824766410115,0.0,0.0,0.07516191882055323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298707924935407,0.11484664018616605,0.0,0.07766350249760705,0.0,0.08448123456435815,0.12468058789773435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648143043188304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338833186213286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499590840765972,0.07262289336780553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065624738887675,0.09922504563993027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072910369389204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505826066258933,0.0,0.14190326848586748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236563280870732,0.0,0.0,0.14223799782192725,0.0,0.0,0.16652204759598424,0.0,0.29738050261496124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677396592091074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369096474854755,0.2706507988001669,0.1550743949189411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443805124301455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140100888890221,0.15450429253305184,0.1117663186999941,0.0,0.0,0.13685697079871054,0.0,0.0,0.098756471084632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474991792890413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265183810223987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559671242705253,0.0,0.0,0.09572574209533427
adhd,HelloIAmFromAPlace,2018/01/29,"Prozac and Adderall XR & IR experiences Hey guys, I'm trying to get a feel of everyone's experiences with these two. I got perscribed Prozac recently since my other medication stopped working and I'm curious about other people's experiences.

My doc really didn't want to perscribe Buspar which is what I wanted to try, and might still if Prozac doesn't work. She talked about it being more of a bandaid rather than fixing the underlying problem like an SSRI might. ",8.03639534883721,8.528112639534887,7.994744186046512,68.37932558139536,62.139534883720934,11.066046511627908,34.64186046511628,10.793553405168565,3.8925841860465127,381,15,63,9,5,123,66,86,0.07400000000000001,0.867,0.059,-0.0773,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,13,13,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,1,10,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664026108088414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341787609530884,0.0,0.5325850903981101,0.0,0.0,0.09176489406573167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481906783781788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515112215929335,0.0,0.0,0.17969990704726374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866500777547008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828282896346565,0.0,0.3850564331176249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258197049215505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365781777622336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162647301199466,0.0,0.1791957635687267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012728999816882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493514265162666,0.15173061986528322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458717620680105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643448259861495,0.0,0.17728568176995005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409056849476685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424828286474045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AllFeelingsRChemical,2018/01/29,"A system I came up with to remember all my things when I leave I’ve had huge issues with forgetting SOMETHING when I leave the house. My essentials in the morning are my wallet, keys, iPhone and Apple Watch. Between them all I almost always forgot one.... Until I assigned them a number. Not a specific number for each item, but just that there are 4 items. As I grab them I count them off or I will count my items as I’m leaving. I haven’t forgotten any of them since I started doing this. It also helps me remember additional items by either knowing I have 5 things to grab that morning or just taking the burden of remembering my core 4 so I can think about the additional items. Hope this helps somebody. 

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adhd,ZachJones420,2018/01/29,"Need help dealing with loss of motivation after achieving a long term goal I recently got the acceptance letter for the university I've been aiming at for all of high school. Now that I'm in the second half of my senior year I have very little motivation to perform well and while I won't drop to F grades I'm not putting as much effort as I should be.

What kind of mindset do you guys use after achieving long term goals to keep the momentum going?",12.462333333333332,6.797689011111113,11.712222222222225,64.52500000000002,58.88888888888889,14.666666666666664,43.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,4.617000000000001,361,12,70,6,3,119,68,90,0.026,0.8140000000000001,0.161,0.8783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,9,2,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,1,11,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,2,0,6,3,16,8,4,18,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,11,44,8,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763019915323356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650818901399278,0.0,0.1921056518359933,0.0,0.0,0.23783052631379034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609974510632333,0.25377889877866605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349609457790167,0.0,0.25012582836531866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073820089039336,0.0,0.4251295198253587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765707490485889,0.1781013340102769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414620258301848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371632988743983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430898699600571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074511094569376,0.0,0.1981857910210738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159638905652175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546775181830452
adhd,cai24,2018/01/29,"Thinking But Not Acting - Extreme Difficulty with Decision Making I don't know if it's ADHD related, but I have a horrible problem with ""thinking but not acting."" It's excruciatingly difficult for me to make a decision, and it's ruining my life. It could be something as simple as buying storage containers. I get so overwhelmed about all the details, and I just can't handle it (Where should I buy them? What size should I get? Would style should I buy? What stores should I check?). I feel like most people would just go to Target or Walmart, find something they like, and then buy it. It's tiring, and it makes me incredibly anxious. It's almost a constant fear that I won't make the right decision, so I end up making no decision at all. I simply avoid what I need to do, and that has other negative repercussions. Can anyone else relate?",3.830785714285717,6.011690650000002,5.165892857142861,78.38125000000002,73.75,8.071428571428571,27.67857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.424982142857143,664,26,118,14,14,221,96,160,0.193,0.723,0.084,-0.9653,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,3,5,0,15,2,0,5,2,45,28,15,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,15,7,0,2,9,0,6,3,7,6,0,0,0,1,18,2,11,19,3,10,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,4,5,87,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098669080105133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746396135578356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889305048082218,0.0,0.11693618263364247,0.17135433895891278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807240689975853,0.0,0.13352534615309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970527368103144,0.0,0.14812257622156422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818841541503065,0.0845601850064306,0.1194743339842649,0.0,0.0,0.15285182847189488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474913473468182,0.0,0.0950447904528524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190922602135572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812462453316327,0.16340735828060424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581608578019448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400431133582085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594126091400273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002347464654454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281970869144014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574948308062226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431777055876736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221463203259556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376011064917272,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,smitcal,2018/01/29,"Melatonin giving 6 year old vivid nightmares and not sure what to do. My son (m6) has been diagnosed with adhd and takes equasym xl for it and we also have to do melatonin at night to help him get to sleep. One thing we notice with the melatonin is that he has quite vivid dreams but one he had the other day was just a horrific nightmare. He basically said one of his friends was eaten by a Venus fly trap that removed his heart. Well scary, and no idea where he’s got this from as he doesn’t really watch violence on tv. Now we are worried that the melatonin is what’s giving him these nightmares but on the other hand he needs the melatonin to sleep. My wife is nervous about telling the doctor this as she might remove something he needs and we don’t know 100% that it is melatonin. 

Just wondering if anyone has experience of things like this with melatonin or is it normal for kids to have dreams like this? ",7.540833333333335,6.4025651944444455,6.763333333333335,82.19500000000005,63.72222222222222,9.555555555555557,32.77777777777778,8.167268648758528,2.2082777777777776,725,23,147,7,9,222,108,180,0.136,0.723,0.141,-0.2363,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,8,0,20,7,4,0,1,27,31,12,0,4,7,2,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,18,12,1,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,1,3,7,5,11,5,21,23,0,11,0,0,3,0,25,4,0,4,7,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599230672149705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376208910722784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821229137389064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980785913664156,0.0,0.0,0.1570788696053011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840415115647868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513856770338736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195677457018194,0.0,0.08085608688154775,0.2969211625177852,0.0,0.0,0.12377628268124585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833921942491757,0.10373284608396473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747060114397177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505244247053385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121653767592025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417666362060526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950622070383744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523244869867494,0.15163264340232951,0.0,0.1761961015331756,0.16239533845892656,0.0,0.3146096003083836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646070719183475,0.0,0.0,0.09914367789311568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472128812814257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309744965766525,0.0,0.0,0.1191423605205714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586014382545798,0.0,0.1163607986327416,0.0,0.13526768761470295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056322867071337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391484701884944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678313954424643,0.0,0.15716701991501555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966082742533358
adhd,settingiskey,2018/01/29,"Adderrall crash...delayed effects? Hi all,

New to meds (diagnosed with ADHD-C at 23 about 6 months ago, started meds 2 weeks ago). I'm on Adderall XR 20mg once a day.

It really seems to be helping a lot...the first week I wasn't sure if it was the right dose, but after taking it for a second week I am seeing better results and more confident in my abilities to ""harness"" the effects of the drug and apply them effectively to my work. What seemed to help was NOT taking it over the weekend and giving myself a chance to see the difference and ""reset,"" so to speak.

However I did that again this past weekend and it really seemed to leave me in a depressed fog. More background: I was also diagnosed with bipolar II disorder comorbid with ADHD, so mood swings are something we're watching for since we are treating ADHD as primary (adderall is the only medication I'm on). The concern was that a stimulant would induce mania, but that hasn't been an issue thus far. But it seems like this weekend when I was off drugs it was all I could do to get out of bed and get dressed. 

Now, there are a lot of other factors at play here...maybe it is a bipolar episode and has nothing to do with the drug. Maybe it's because my life has very little stability and this is my first time at home in over a month and I'm overwhelmed with coming back and having a lot of chores and catching up to do around the house. So...

TL;DR: is it common for depression symptoms to occur when coming off of adderall? Is it safe for me to be skipping weekends or should I skip this experiment until I've seen my psychiatrist again? 

I realize that adderall side effects are very easy to google, but it helps me to hear from real people and their experiences. I have very few other side effects (sometimes a slight headache at the end of the day). So ultimately I wanted to share and get some help identifying what might be a result of new medication me what might just be external factors that I need to work out for myself. 

Thanks for sharing!",6.898541213439692,6.2759243121827435,7.300746918056562,76.1368443316413,64.76142131979695,9.94131012811216,34.24413826444283,9.23628265651192,2.950569156393521,1585,61,301,24,21,520,206,394,0.04,0.815,0.146,0.992,1,0,4,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,2,10,15,13,0,1,24,0,36,12,0,10,3,62,59,28,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,4,12,2,3,0,26,24,0,1,11,5,0,3,3,3,0,3,10,6,25,9,57,40,8,55,0,3,4,0,13,22,0,11,31,212,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951287452692209,0.0,0.14512264450220286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546104103973675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728701155423934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294300691674468,0.0,0.049899288556363414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239589511127804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102517447675675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535618140475087,0.0,0.0,0.10558203097834412,0.0,0.14100668800469876,0.1661663341962375,0.0,0.08552317883310649,0.09381525347591016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847845169349913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250103624952088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014377405276015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392551037222793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830076624869458,0.07852472653521148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092258827244627,0.0,0.2194681794289311,0.0,0.082109279973947,0.0,0.0,0.09445202765640293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543747705489715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667478047724611,0.0,0.0,0.05781804437717517,0.039991212374065416,0.0820422533392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208775770886108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447278728908252,0.0,0.18184942430911136,0.16492470123686126,0.0,0.17367475601876936,0.0,0.0,0.13067500820044325,0.0,0.0,0.06069595399020854,0.0,0.15811606830717628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854403244822393,0.0,0.0,0.0871750703833215,0.0,0.0622559634746313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814180189504932,0.05674936106814426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317122622330967,0.10487942493874178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990546033641465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045891710859153,0.2980782800599944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771298495414638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301754445055464,0.08095870035307952,0.0,0.057938830444889004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714928642443694,0.08508080150567421,0.12309260565430442,0.0,0.0,0.07536295967118234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773149518435913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262187905848147,0.04828139988235189,0.0,0.19698232698087534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918579228331795,0.0,0.0,0.058148888826088034,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ozy13,2018/01/29,Get off this subreddit and go do what you're supposed to be doing! I see you 497 currently online! Go do that thing you're supposed to be doing and stop procrastinating. This is a message for myself included. ,3.234250000000003,5.788845925000004,5.125000000000004,76.13000000000002,77.25,8.0,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.6310000000000002,167,7,29,4,4,57,29,40,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.4184,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858651724941368,0.0,0.6219199988309048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360105781093718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574449085981404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635045386008751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,snoottheboop,2018/01/29,"To test or not to test For many years I have wondered whether I have adhd. I have struggled with organisation and memory for a very long time - for example, I will sometimes zone out when someone is talking to me, I have a £200 fine for not reading a free prescriptions certificate properly (kinda hard to explain but it was basically they looked the same but slightly different), and I am currently doing badly at uni because I find it so hard day to day to get things done there’s never enough time :( 

However, I am an artist and I create very detailed drawings that take me hours and hours, I can focus on these for a long time. Reading other people’s posts I see that they cannot focus at all. I take 20mg citalopram for depression and counsellors ive spoken to in the past say that my lack of concentration could just be from my depression. I also don’t have problems with falling asleep, quite the opposite I can hardly stay awake :p naps are the best. 

I almost got tested a few years ago but chickened our because I convinced myself that I was being stupid. But the older I get and there more things I have to deal with the more stupid mistakes I’ve made and the more I want to give up completely. 

Is it worth getting tested or is this just my depression?",5.9293657219973,6.278877591093121,6.310542510121458,79.14805398110664,66.61133603238866,9.339703103913633,31.44642375168691,9.21078282632365,2.624259055330634,1003,37,191,17,15,324,144,247,0.17800000000000002,0.732,0.09,-0.9752,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,2,7,13,2,1,13,0,25,1,1,1,2,36,38,17,0,5,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,3,4,2,1,5,9,0,0,5,6,30,5,26,29,9,26,0,3,2,0,8,6,0,5,17,138,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262573052820116,0.0,0.10519929108953728,0.0,0.11883707189924107,0.0,0.0,0.09490531453564964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908967017599443,0.14468782042962314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454335051748475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244297381476608,0.0,0.0,0.0947532892014606,0.0,0.0,0.15307266276486256,0.12234995149643345,0.3066469123656172,0.0,0.0,0.12399137041400808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144695644486744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262423909960547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846789711043528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601024949489847,0.113845025259013,0.0,0.0,0.09491619868940204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189316953708337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337443036702857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004940555795484,0.0996581189210762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229429023252062,0.0,0.12031904017892744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153040185816123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328986171683868,0.08227513458883177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136589947942952,0.0,0.0,0.1135570961547724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622674720421087,0.2374166316111897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437607782454528,0.0,0.0,0.09456956661180617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055395942955417,0.0,0.1173737966791938,0.0,0.0,0.12649303919191413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406613196136035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845946644116226,0.09538743445900393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576863883714587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076031403615453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958405881158784,0.06999829775506591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869927688133906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284716413423896
adhd,aloneinthenerdiness,2018/01/29,"What should i do in the months before my adhd evaluation? A little more over a week ago, i started learning about adult adhd and remained shocked with the resemblance i feel not only with the symptoms but with the stories of endless frustration and self deprecation. 

more details about that here: https://www.reddit.com/r/askpsychology/comments/7r204e/i_know_there_is_something_wrong_with_me_but_i_am/

in the end i scheduled a psychiatric visit and to make it short he told me that the way i talk about it makes it seem to him that there is a high possibility of depression or adult adhd, but since he is not specialized in that he helped me book a visit with a field specialist for the 28th of may. 4 months for now. I don't intend to sit idly and stop trying to improve myself in that time, partly because i have no clinical confirmation i have adhd (i certainly don't feel depressed, i'm not great now but i've been depressed and i don't really feel that way now).
I've been following dr. jordan peterson on youtube for a while now and i'm starting to try some of the suggestions he makes for self improvement. As with anything i plan i'm not really hopeful for my capability of success and just sticking with it, but the day i stop trying is the day i die.

I wanted to ask you all suggestions on how to handle such a long wait, and maybe start doing some positive work in this time

I've read a lot of your posts and it seems to me that this is a wonderful community, i'm grateful for any answer.

TL;DR
I have to wait months to get a diagnosis for adhd /non adhd
what do i do in the meanwhile?",7.5994294117647065,7.747144256666669,7.419019607843138,73.30323529411766,63.1,10.392156862745098,32.31372549019608,10.056822442137396,3.0397549019607855,1287,44,234,25,17,410,148,300,0.103,0.778,0.119,0.7841,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,3,12,10,1,0,22,0,18,3,0,5,2,51,42,17,1,3,10,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,16,15,0,4,8,2,0,3,8,5,0,0,3,3,25,5,42,37,7,41,0,3,0,0,19,12,0,9,22,159,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547121660591645,0.0,0.0804848413186578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061744137019228686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747170612767564,0.0,0.08488165081076714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055348168924965586,0.0,0.07726038759001247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711133074431608,0.0,0.2346064106230245,0.0,0.09423152168725436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041797223302903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772698497415695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743696546237091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010249467476998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060858392073898974,0.09593056051482686,0.0,0.09018054023800584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910010669125334,0.0,0.08035126900722897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719119162318278,0.0,0.0,0.18182034977762868,0.0,0.09121640686473452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741659963688176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690541625475933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832281152459396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235842241507637,0.08695710841502817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082019338596707,0.0,0.1163320018421878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531384990578046,0.1894392727419044,0.0,0.0,0.07510707743703512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279682742308604,0.0,0.0,0.15181841244093824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943714171132606,0.0,0.0729780823303509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588731562859882,0.0,0.0,0.0867591085472561,0.0,0.1849328037019348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355361076147934,0.14413867838207262,0.07283077190339314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846397984568526,0.06610029476975075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Timdallas255,2018/01/29,"I've been diagnosed with ADHD and don't get any medication I'm on mobile so I'll make it short. Please excuse any typos.

I've been suffering from depression for many years. I tried about eight different anti depressants and have been in psychotherapy for years. For years I've had trouble concentrating and it has only gotten worse over time. Reading has become almost impossible. I'm sure you know what I mean. A few months ago, I stumbled upon this subreddit and some things clicked with me. I started watching the how to adhd YouTube channel and finally got tested a few weeks ago. Apparently I'm ADHD PI. Yay!

Now I had to change doctors due to insurance reasons and even after reading the previous test results he will not prescribe any ""hard"" medications due to the fact that Strattera had absolutely no positive effect on me. He said, if I really had adhd it would have gotten better, atleast a little bit. 

Now I'm back to square one with regular therapy and I honestly just want to cry. Why do I have to fight so hard just because I want to live a normal life?

Any advice would be greatly helpful and appreciated! Anything, really! Thanks for reading.",4.227361111111115,6.748436643518518,5.502555555555557,74.84800000000003,73.76851851851852,8.57925925925926,29.78148148148148,9.255337874911486,3.1065470370370383,929,41,155,23,20,309,136,216,0.119,0.742,0.139,0.5546,2,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,10,11,1,0,7,1,18,5,0,5,2,31,34,12,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,5,0,2,11,6,12,6,23,19,4,23,0,3,3,0,7,7,0,3,16,92,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893438864221658,0.0994714025063918,0.18046754172604254,0.0,0.10193145794739092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768922058189619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376735390596146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827289645991659,0.0,0.062052355581962,0.11242289206997264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002805362736106,0.11113210690163054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768399580660043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181534889302573,0.0,0.0,0.17534913616291478,0.10331823111715636,0.0,0.10635251237013647,0.0,0.1041899317217248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723362807112285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115097727053011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318288763248584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141353839009198,0.11222766199585066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237391287204788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823001841733256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559430299589621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718997395061779,0.0,0.10202380082437296,0.0898855005212934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794793284991606,0.10320260326396602,0.0,0.11088293254316607,0.0,0.2050924271964089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125057800544176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973598954024128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897789091134973,0.07741852227536046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173866400446424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054630556061572,0.0,0.13042300918137165,0.10466064266477894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682890212970784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204994325136073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593914247286987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371775242733203,0.11640970636518536,0.0,0.06762705950374373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059356591994152774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911108543710369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200808540631001,0.0,0.08165258297135125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185277531637608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373624419959783,0.1446223235049409,0.0,0.0,0.19665497518152794
adhd,Funkystepz,2018/01/29,ADHD- No Sleep? Hey guys it’s my first time posting here. I was diagnosed when I was 15 and have taken adderall xr. I usually don’t sleep right when I take my medicine. But normal I would get at least 5-6 hours. Now I’m 23 and just stated working graveyard. I have noticed if I take my medicine at night I can’t sleep at all during the day. I will maybe get 2 hours. My question is if you had similar issues or do you guys take sleeping aid’s? ,-0.6714170040485818,1.5035534210526365,1.4200000000000017,97.89769230769232,93.73684210526315,4.186234817813766,19.939271255060728,5.873414542411696,-0.12304858299595176,345,12,79,3,13,114,64,95,0.058,0.942,0.0,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,11,5,4,0,1,11,18,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,15,0,3,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,10,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047826793179528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684889585209767,0.0,0.0,0.15242201580680995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773672671667344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691795826776372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973889446265673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957794986157524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674116590640133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508685493077109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409268009556906,0.1471372516721896,0.0,0.17097248688172148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382382785613382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822766727610786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824656970281267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011241637627849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387332911115032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756684377331342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539388956160805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932743267899812,0.0,0.0,0.1066782979196169,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LowCurve,2018/01/29,"Elvanse prescription [UK/NHS advice] Hi guys! 

I’m a US citizen, moved to the UK from the US in August 2017 for a postgrad program. I was diagnosed with ADHD 6 years ago in the US. I started out taking Adderall, but because of a number of negative side effects I switched to Vyvanse 2 years ago and it has been proved to be a good fit for me.

Since I will be in the UK for at least 3 years, I would like to fill my prescription through the NHS instead of having to fly to the US every 6 months and pay exorbitant amounts just to get my medicine. I have all of my paperwork with me, including my original testing and diagnosis as well as notes from my US doctor. Does anyone have any experience with something like this or any advice? I would assume that I contact my current UK GP and set up an appointment, but what would happen after that? Thanks in advance!",4.998743315508023,5.6311921470588215,5.985508021390379,79.6756951871658,68.70588235294117,9.005347593582886,33.101604278074866,9.095868883498916,2.8438823529411765,675,30,131,12,11,224,105,170,0.038,0.816,0.146,0.9571,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,11,0,12,2,0,2,2,20,18,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,21,5,30,10,3,24,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,13,92,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441237546764014,0.23437410638915304,0.21260843699057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310306698644006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838527249317635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310375154270991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171899401054236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274594268667813,0.10494514382894056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104002859797064,0.0,0.0,0.11730739062783592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265464972838629,0.0,0.0,0.10058545277303868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874230562493784,0.1060472282728967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117176326070589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572113760235723,0.12745882826568242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920127864572356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232233656280336,0.0,0.0,0.08488188886168446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901669294376092,0.0,0.0,0.11040868995762076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7212610808646926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078248898276888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25556888950984274,0.0,0.0,0.2316788188051837
adhd,meadhd,2018/01/29,"How to keep or make boring work/study fun? I have a big test coming up.

I am not quite at that phase where I am super stressed about it to really work hard en be focussed. At the moment, I am at that phase where I feel some stress and anxiety but at the same time I am not getting much done.

And that I am not doing enough makes me more worried because it gets harder and harder to push myself, and it takes longer and longer before I get in that emergency state. I think it’s because I am not looking forward to being in a state of emergency because it takes a toll on my body and I am getting too old for that (I used to enjoy the thrill of a nearing deadline).

I watch movies, browse the internet, listen to music too much. Basically, I am bored and distracted. My meds don’t work great but I don’t want to switch meds right before this big test. I have tried putting everything away, going to a library, etc. But it’s never been this hard to Just. Sit. Still. ... and do the work. I have ADHD inattentive version, I’m not even hyper. I also keep myself up too late which ruins my next day. 

Any tips on how to be able to pull through a study period one last time? Any food, habits, things you tell yourself?

Tl;dr
I have adhd inattentive. I’m not hyper but I am having a hard time sitting still to study for a test. I am bored, distracted. Looking for tips on what to do to make it fun (not looking for tips on meds).",1.5491231527093632,3.5642748137931086,2.9754926108374384,92.17698275862072,80.17241379310343,5.798029556650246,20.701970443349754,6.868970318607317,0.3380246305418724,1096,30,236,12,28,357,140,290,0.128,0.792,0.08,-0.8483,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,5,14,14,0,4,13,0,25,2,1,6,1,36,48,16,0,1,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,17,9,1,2,2,0,0,6,10,8,0,1,2,9,28,6,36,43,8,42,0,1,4,0,3,20,0,2,14,160,45,6,0.10004686193594986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404737719904414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000743934424345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607059373905214,0.0,0.07653557554069841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939973201301296,0.0,0.0,0.1829629153042661,0.0,0.17026502141585234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112950966029526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618151280325133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452194927830521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023826752890198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337515259180144,0.11157869725217597,0.06608000874426771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991566844913372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050586699466668286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097706257785105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090814243183459,0.0,0.056858937219038376,0.0,0.0,0.11030201848083432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886701126472423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785249552860846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155154555458427,0.11285721799832467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520424997404439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034617165658405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33338852898088583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709191012479386,0.0,0.07716230761840273,0.0,0.10640097267578506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498235190813092,0.0,0.06779434288093761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100574729374316,0.0,0.10641215268053823,0.0,0.0,0.06409258160248213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543947344653477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979510635569924,0.0,0.22920668464913704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044557838048164,0.0,0.08744536707596169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646668953561749,0.06410598941332883,0.0,0.0,0.175014389251211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792525200601414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640836636857573,0.0,0.0,0.05901023129463458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913412281669852,0.10160244468620354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,redditchizlin,2018/01/29,"Asking my Psychiatrist to take Ritalin on the weekends, instead of my Vyvanse. Thoughts? Hello,

I currently live in Switzerland, so immediate release amphetamine based medications do not exist (dexedrine, adderall, etc), so the only IR stimulant medication is Ritalin. Which is fine. 

It's just that Vyvanse works much better for me, but during the weekends, I don't feel like being on it all day long, but occasionally i'd like to sit down to read a book or watch a movie and actually be focused on it. The good thing for me is, i'm a fast metabolizer of... basically everything, and Ritalin IR only lasts 2-3 hours for me. 

I was just wondering, since taking Amphetamine based medications and Methylphenidate based medications on the same day is bad for the heart and generally leads to unpleasant effects, if it would be okay to take Ritalin the next day (so Saturday and Sunday) after Friday.

Any personal experiences, recommendations, advice? Thanks!",7.821636363636365,9.380931648484848,8.710909090909094,59.32636363636365,62.81818181818182,12.303030303030305,38.63636363636364,11.911945987284742,5.448818181818184,762,39,116,26,11,258,107,165,0.081,0.82,0.099,0.3009,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,10,1,11,9,1,3,1,22,20,12,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,7,18,14,4,22,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,16,74,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.13747452025674986,0.0,0.0,0.13766226244332394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580041736998596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169991463630762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762546083663207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459325226579615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725598309172085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711382559051693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661014152767808,0.13780362552796102,0.0,0.0,0.07123106894897019,0.10064174435070453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815998969298648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693857540703594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387343473256197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483263042534025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764966104993298,0.0,0.12439596759296433,0.1246707052477436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567670442487953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355996835530433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498230780187626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428488315041425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230073693392455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091398555443238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653396926848335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31776334924999955,0.0,0.0,0.12969956696268387,0.0,0.0,0.09359166332329974,0.0,0.0,0.11183969887443647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527738635684372,0.10255930575641768,0.0,0.0,0.10007417082623904,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Duenyah,2018/01/29,"Didn't go to a very important Exam Hey fellow ADHD-ers

So on saturday I didn't go to a very important Exam, because I failed studying for it. I was given 3 Months of time to study for it, but I just physically and mentally couldn't bring myself to do it. I was told now that I can do it on the 9th of february, but i STILL can't bring myself to do anything. I have all the materials to study and I know where to start aswell! I'm on 10mg Ritalin every 3 hours for up to 4 to 5 times a day. Can someone post some helpful stuff how to get myself up? Ive only recently been diagnosed with ADHD-PI and i slowly begin to think it's all just laziness on my part :( ",3.2839583333333344,3.2152955902777762,5.809722222222224,81.90750000000001,72.2638888888889,9.177777777777775,27.11111111111111,9.150863307647796,1.9736027777777776,511,16,115,10,9,185,86,144,0.048,0.8959999999999999,0.056,-0.1278,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,1,2,15,26,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,7,0,15,0,23,18,4,23,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,11,79,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701394799624163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609597720372889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923419498319125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614396750540252,0.0,0.0,0.1985269696662808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647990180629663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219142745298612,0.0,0.2223247130372034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311046332307782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262377301197486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749506734304204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711590210754493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561237630632993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876043131188085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181263099258504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732798250269156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931285688648404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572881351526195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844465534935912,0.0,0.15620412068388406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239119176506197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253307430402704,0.0,0.0,0.2281085189109517,0.0,0.0,0.18690143984917412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227762336829101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Screwhead31,2018/01/29,ADHD and anxiety? My doctor has suggested I get tested for ADHD but as much as I want to be able to concentrate better and stay on task I don't want to take meds that will mess with my anxiety. I used to be on Prozac for 6 years before I weened off of it. I've been doing well for 2 years now without meds but I feel like the meds prescribed for adhd would be bad for my anxiety. Is there away around this without taking my anxiety meds again to counteract the bad effects from the adhd meds?,4.986470588235296,4.825259803921568,6.079215686274508,81.75647058823529,68.60784313725489,9.545098039215684,27.784313725490197,9.2995712137729,2.0973019607843133,388,11,81,7,6,130,63,102,0.182,0.706,0.112,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,2,0,14,17,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,10,3,22,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,57,13,2,0.10822497329441713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202615464008195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311672333818029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634317125880563,0.0,0.0,0.10168092495837333,0.0,0.1807266642813676,0.0,0.0,0.09209148112761864,0.0,0.0,0.09571619406974397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107728460516125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472179829426154,0.07731594254590375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654308172528703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052873255297096036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010677387815933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955780789642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153534217409535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274342230658373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347162881170816,0.0,0.0,0.12766778652283514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730724828846797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086500244772798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687991590217598,0.0,0.0,0.13938666901295127
adhd,moodslayer,2018/01/29,"Anyone here take their meds ""as-needed"", or on a non-daily basis? I just started taking my Ritalin last week for the first time in 7 months, and I'm taking it about 5 days a week. And I'm taking about 1/3 of my old prescribed dose, which seems to be all I need. Since I been on a keto diet for 7 months, my ADHD symptoms have been almost non-existant until just recently. So I'm wondering if meds will still be effective, not taking them every day. It seems to be working for the most part so far. Except for the 1st day, I felt like really stimulated, then settled down on day 2.",4.841344537815125,4.6440879243697495,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,68.91596638655463,9.15294117647059,26.243697478991603,8.841846274778883,1.7764756302521008,449,11,92,7,7,154,80,119,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,0,6,0,7,4,0,2,1,18,21,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,9,1,16,14,3,23,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,7,18,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801951338612506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999540558913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775553010514504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606529370993856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779249351134842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423558049554046,0.0,0.0,0.1189188200353448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396046135553035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830209680201298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105856573282126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231834578113137,0.0,0.0,0.20732859439981569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467027654262123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139615669483453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956323413879501,0.0,0.13804145171651305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545480660701158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564887830434115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989553297015969,0.0,0.1116491656829664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531185216585266,0.5255831573928865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152193972246641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428770667392475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161352579696746,0.10178035421650602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Willybumbum1820,2018/01/29,"What's about forgetting about things? Is it about people on adhd on med or  people with Adhd not on meds

I never had this problem I just got problem focusing on things and sitting still",4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,4.823333333333338,81.855,72.6111111111111,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.6461222222222216,149,5,26,2,3,48,26,36,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383359187126222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912896513461066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975595149847466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273917823932142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105446682169713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286173571796673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886242785179055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29759092710007107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Setembru,2018/01/29,"Another shit problem... How to stay focused and do my goals? Firstly, I am not fluent in English... I'm try harding to write this as fluidly as possible.

I came here not only to ask a question (even thought I don't know if this is right in this /r/), but for tell some problems that I always had.

i just can't stay focused in my readings...
This is so frustrating... I always say myself that I'm going to do read some book (even if this book is interesting to me) or some article here on reddit... but I can't. I already listen that reading is a question of practice, and I tried to make this a very important part of my routine. But I can't... this is so frustrating because I just like it, and I can't do it, even thought I want to. You know, I'm that guy that says: ""Oh, I'm going to study in my vacations"", and when class returns I just done nothing... I can't walk in some shop with glass objects without being very very alert, cuz I know that when I keep myself resful, I have a great chance of breaking something. I can't study English (or something that I like) because of this!

Ofc I won't blame this supposed disease entirely, but sometimes (every time) I think that if I didn't have this problem, my life would be extremely easy... I have a thousand of goals, dozens books to read. And even though I have a lot of free time for being a student, I just play a lot of games and do various other things just for entertainment. Look, I also have problems doing these things, but the discrepancy with other things I have to keep the focus, is ridiculous (yet, the difference between a ""normal"" person doing these simple things with me is perceptible).

Idk if this is really ADHD, cuz I didn't had a psychiatric diagnosis anyway. And It's problable that I won't do this.

My only question is: How to stay focused and do my goals?
Serious, whether they are alimentation experiences or daily practices. I just ask not to mention medicines.

Thx for the attention, and sorry for the grammar errors...",4.0200327985107736,5.391942087403604,5.142150518571049,82.08735218508998,71.5706940874036,7.730555801790621,30.12330467157167,8.216663640201805,2.174058700469817,1548,65,298,23,29,511,173,389,0.069,0.8029999999999999,0.128,0.9737,0,0,2,0,0,0,82.0,0,1,1,4,22,16,4,0,15,0,43,2,1,5,0,68,64,34,0,11,23,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,0,2,32,13,0,2,11,11,2,4,15,9,0,3,8,5,44,8,37,50,8,22,0,0,1,0,16,7,1,16,9,231,76,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445658327060997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591437279871157,0.06950698765154678,0.14464276089476044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113938965399272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625101414460748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059668217437218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940916958374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080910478440606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894562062444314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296297639043181,0.0,0.07323078825281866,0.0,0.0,0.0850208853140633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393101775576544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987931492260195,0.0,0.0,0.09582560196059643,0.0,0.08606086875202992,0.0,0.0,0.07785999312504385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451052191927464,0.0,0.0,0.14330088748125466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139160075565245,0.08492589364618293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298785821548101,0.0,0.0,0.147786374902634,0.0,0.0,0.058017350192701385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515958601349753,0.08339859872022813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322076281017161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941219560153198,0.0,0.0,0.07589201954091257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798514488104827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326689013694969,0.0,0.0,0.2920986698834244,0.0,0.3477595530326606,0.0,0.05568085061230007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422610290339504,0.0,0.13823876793512982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921840217054128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382493203237078,0.08596250985851117,0.09729575741778336,0.0,0.2779238493482798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596873614942361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309734897982964,0.055692498735907016,0.08539488972579286,0.13800377421323326,0.10136326565155576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802101632315083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514531730563072,0.05126552545024299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378427660857565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174289368744696,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheDonBon,2018/01/29,"Questions about self-pay (USA) Good Evening,

I'm undiagnosed, but after some research and reading through you guys' posts I'm about 95% sure I have ADHD. I'm self-employed and in that beautiful gray area where Obamacare doesn't do enough for me, but I don't make enough to do for myself. 

So, I was wondering (TL;DR:) if any of you deal with ADHD without insurance and how it looks for you. How're the costs different from when you were getting diagnosed to now?",6.733370786516857,6.584919191011237,6.466606741573036,80.40395505617978,64.95505617977528,9.816629213483148,34.65393258426967,9.3871,2.9829577528089897,364,15,71,6,5,114,65,89,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.882,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,14,14,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,9,2,14,12,3,7,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,4,3,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562129384186603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907263209671835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567868532856253,0.0,0.1926461742673611,0.0,0.1983038657388204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922347267481439,0.0,0.12536317250078913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916429780211417,0.0,0.0,0.1591978542149133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793493232739625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593868199723986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669505828132838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817789251658342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262293596576856,0.0,0.18985448617103656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960121031033426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888719696460836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829634371912044,0.20583339016371574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cosmologyguy,2018/01/29,"How to Pay for Adderall IR 20 mg x 60? I know vyvanse has a patient assistance program to get your medications from the manufacturer if you have low income.

how about adderall IR 20mg x 60? is there an adderall patient assistance program? or is there a good coupon or way of paying without insurance?


i found GoodRX.com to have the best coupons
at $40.90 at walgreens.
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adhd,123kingme,2018/01/29,"Phsyciatrist meeting is this Thursday, should i be nervous? I finally started the process to get diagnosed last November, and the meeting is finally this week (I am a sophomore in high school). I spent so long waiting for it that I don’t know what to expect anymore, especially since its going to take almost all day (or is scheduled to at least). What do i need to know and should i be worried? Even though i show all symptoms for ADHD-PI, I’m still worried I won’t get diagnosed. What should i do if I don’t get diagnosed?",3.8475,5.420558834951457,5.126395631067961,81.24066140776698,72.3009708737864,8.256796116504855,33.2633495145631,8.841846274778883,2.9169233009708746,412,21,79,8,8,137,63,103,0.077,0.923,0.0,-0.7219,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,14,4,0,0,2,15,26,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,11,0,9,19,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,10,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118885404285505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676324056302678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602125205622087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796268489878744,0.0,0.0,0.5097391122347689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056974009564342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667690392405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262387360243561,0.0,0.09514039162364596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687307984977332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840033465450299,0.13645780876429778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814858104524106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412904155291815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942328218397432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847954221794215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184904597262167,0.0,0.1336902318421535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399839118035965,0.12586808640148395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447503323500112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428257757754364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34001678012822745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cathyg_99,2018/01/29,"7 and ADHD any strategies? Hi my 7 year old is currently in the process of officially being diagnosed and so far all the local mental health has come up with is medications

If he's interested in an activity he will focus and do it for hours however school is horrible for him, he's withdrawn, refuses to participate in anything school related 

Anyone have any strategies for making this better for him? Or things I can do as a parent to help him enjoy school more? ",7.333977272727274,7.440650806818187,8.571727272727273,64.95509090909091,63.65909090909091,12.04,35.78181818181818,11.602472056035307,4.503629090909092,373,16,63,11,5,129,66,88,0.038,0.828,0.135,0.8408,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,1,1,10,12,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,13,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,4,43,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430595811845403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750675156961432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414146352824243,0.0,0.16643067194471756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886955669982607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421644143911874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527474997326164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149773254962228,0.0,0.0,0.13556077973699696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917090816631414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500032642980836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037408899616812,0.20381572130425116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122224496696679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456950183975352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140492057543399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436280877976342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302393599041619
adhd,Lamburger2000,2018/01/29,"Should this make things better? So I am normally on Vyvanse 30mg. But I feel that by the time school is over, the Vyvanse loses its effect, and I don't receive its benefits while doing important tasks at home i.e studying or doing homework. So I decided after a discussion with my doctor to stop taking meds during the school day and instead taking a short-acting version of Vyvanse (I forgot what it is called but it starts with a d) after school so that I can focus on important tasks. Has anybody tried this, if so, how does it work out, and if you haven't, still, feel free to share your thoughts!
",7.401538461538461,6.502834410256412,7.344914529914527,77.13480769230772,63.87179487179488,9.851282051282054,33.17521367521368,8.841846274778883,2.691895726495726,474,16,88,6,6,152,81,117,0.076,0.851,0.073,-0.0867,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,7,5,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,3,0,22,18,14,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,11,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,5,13,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,8,65,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744790114526049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144595697922152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722992349182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019254616496124,0.1726419313886104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950240111583525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978889269746406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207069749857169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168659852375447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913471570390344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329349197370546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5989767089492574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396365062577905,0.0,0.1575488603754815,0.1649357485458167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966615181520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106472942866804,0.0,0.0,0.15661907644195638,0.1150361368157788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394084823152955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436229166365349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mcgillagain,2018/01/29,"Meds and time perception – feels like a separate day when they wear off. Why? Is it normal? I just started taking medication for the first time a week ago, Ritalin IR 10mg, 2x per day. I'm finding that once the second dose wears off, thinking back to the morning/what I did when I was medicated feels like I'm thinking about a yesterday. 

I find it makes the comedown kind of jarring/bad for my anxiety, even if I've eaten and drank enough and the physical effects aren't so bad. 

Has anyone else experienced this kind of discontinuity or something similar? Did it go away once you adjusted to the medication? Or how did you get used to it? ",3.9518548387096786,5.759292411290321,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,72.46774193548387,9.153548387096777,30.14193548387097,9.642632912329526,2.9700541935483886,505,22,97,13,10,170,86,124,0.03,0.89,0.081,0.7931,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,2,8,5,0,0,9,0,7,9,2,4,0,20,21,10,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,3,8,4,11,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,14,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289857737262433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113146984721568,0.0,0.0,0.10174392660491546,0.14909211925525606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367113694978649,0.11188815467994537,0.2429894278479613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876837347340813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155487541657685,0.0,0.0,0.15035065535177874,0.0,0.0961079366874847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714838578144468,0.20790464669348613,0.0,0.0,0.2659868804883899,0.123770672458176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602293292924182,0.0,0.08269664671978495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030524016650759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217760399869353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712900844019756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162872980051446,0.4397578393484243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256883710123813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099266538754885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202065338823593,0.0,0.0,0.10299267766739452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940535872097347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647377592422704,0.0,0.0,0.16969602114359392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567386055227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671928913725747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130007955747375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,orionthebearcub,2018/01/29,"You know that restless feeling? Where you just can't get your brain to be quiet or find a comfortable thing to spin on? It feels like an unbalanced spinning top wobbling all over and crashing into your skull and you can't relax? The surface the top is spinning on isn't smooth like it should be so it's hitting debris and grit and making that awful noise when there's dirt in a bearing? And it's all so overwhelming and noisy and stressful because it needs to stop it's midnight and you gotta be up for work in the morning but you're never gonna sleep again 'cause it's just spinning and grinding and crashing away up there?    
That.",3.7970866141732253,5.435190952755908,3.8574881889763795,90.02638976377955,72.54330708661416,6.024881889763781,27.660629921259844,6.2581,1.0453691338582676,509,19,101,3,10,156,78,127,0.106,0.816,0.078,-0.5338,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,3,9,7,0,3,6,1,8,3,3,2,3,27,17,15,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,6,4,13,10,2,17,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,1,6,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029868515857824,0.0,0.0,0.16888781588151972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092807213219007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846078589812113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28017078230436043,0.1979254043443636,0.0,0.0,0.2532197413970061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474779644197394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226007223986834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707064051496824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493380090186815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054299249311501,0.21367893455968767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772512434306969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316271756208395,0.3173611681754921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840604803308536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169654443170512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwaway5367981,2018/01/30,"I finally asked my parents to get some help for me, I've had this problem forever and I've always wanted to ask my parents for help, but I was scared. Today I finally told my mom about my troubles and she said it was ""normal."" My dad overheard and said that he can help. He said it was because of poor nutrition and that I wasn't wearing my glasses. He keeps saying that this is normal and that I don't need professional help. I can't focus on anything, I can't study for the life of me, and it took me two hours to write a sentence because I was getting distracted by everything really minor and I kept fidgeting. They claim that I'm perfect because God made me perfect and that I don't need help. His is exactly why I didn't want to ask them.

TL;DR: They said I'm perfect and dont need help (I strongly disagree)",3.5408928571428566,4.520250351190477,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.27380952380952,7.980952380952381,30.07142857142857,8.344100000000001,2.152228571428571,641,27,131,10,12,216,87,168,0.1,0.685,0.215,0.9694,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,4,1,8,0,2,2,0,15,2,1,1,4,27,36,10,0,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,11,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,15,5,27,4,12,21,1,6,0,0,0,0,28,1,0,1,4,79,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378466800588366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275163535896136,0.0,0.31610900335755576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612292938955376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209657499416366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129747303126392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469390113130145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777380019816748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532872648132633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099773396631707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018280840309857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961118634077713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664997227695212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200588330819024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250721567391163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208659030673596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030468607737344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784930499743553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220561964741823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42885628368423706,0.08963239415605058,0.11284347817180668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068369480609537,0.1077002904361683,0.1252261842302065,0.0,0.0,0.11010237148968424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295985930457666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170424068088914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MandalorianKnight,2018/01/30,"How to smooth out the effect of Adderall? Hello,

I take Adderall IR generic 20 mg and while it is a lifesaver, it has the annoying quality of coming on too fast and then wearing off. Adderall is inconsistent, but here is a more-or-less typical breakdown of me dosing:

Ground zero: 00:00, start to feel effects 15-30 minutes later.
00:30 - 01:30 - feel slightly ""rushed"" where mind races a bit. This is danger zone sometimes because if I find something that's interesting (or god forbid, browse Reddit) I'll end up overfocusing and getting fixated on it instead of what I need to do, but as long as I keep what I need to do in front of me I can stay on task.

01:30 - 02:30 is the ""sweet spot"" where I feel the effect level out. I am alert enough to stay on task, but also am capable of more complex thought etc. 
02:30 - 4:30 is when I can feel the effect slowly come down.
04:30 - FML I wish there was a cure for ADHD.

Has anyone else experienced the same? If so, have you found a way to level it out? I'm trying to stay as close to the ""Sweet spot"" instead of just going high to low.

I don't have insurance and I'm in college so unfortunately I can't afford XR. I also have tried breaking it in half and taking each 2 hours apart but it never ends up working. I also do the basics like dose on a full stomach, drink plenty of fluids, and (slowly) sip on something sugary while I'm studying / etc. These certainly help, but not as much as I would like.

Any advice/experience/encouragement?

tl;dr How to get ER-like effects out of IR.

Thanks!
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adhd,jrwmaster12,2018/01/30,Getting frustruated easily a ADHD Okay is it just me.  Or is getting frusturated or pissed off easily an ADHD thing?  I also am wondering if obsessing over things is an ADHD as well... I constantly find myself obsessing over things that ticked me off and how I should have responded to those.  ,4.487358490566038,7.14615886792453,6.355320754716981,68.37788679245286,73.52830188679245,11.032452830188682,27.581132075471697,10.793553405168565,4.102791698113208,232,9,37,9,5,80,38,53,0.195,0.6940000000000001,0.111,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,3,1,6,1,1,1,0,9,9,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,2,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,1,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7568939057984229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788287764039933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686236239520935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918744254481384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193620459760584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184093078566954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875445431649127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276627505929778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ScarTissueWishYouSaw,2018/01/30,"By some miracle, I managed a 94 and the highest grade on the Biology exam 
TLDR: Studies ass off, nervous as hell, passed exam, still clueless


So, a little background. I’ve been diagnosed with ADD for a while now, since I was a kid. I had a lot of trouble focusing and ended up getting in trouble for it. That was fun. “Why are you in detention?” “I punched somebody.” “Oh, I’m in here for talking and not paying attention.” 

Anyways, I had trouble throughout college, and 6 years later I decided to do a BSN. (Nursing Bachelors). 

This semester I’m taking Gen Biology 1 and what would seem like a easy class to some but the pass rate is 60%. 

I’ve always struggled with studying and remembering and trying a lot harder than everybody else just to learn 1/3rd of the material at a time. I busted my ass and thought I would never pass and everybody around me was super smart because they could answer questions quicker and knew more than me. 

Well we had our first exam, I was super nervous during it, but grades posted, and I got the highest grade. The average was around 64%. 

I’m still in awe, to be honest. I don’t know how I did it. I know everybody says “well it’s because you studied!’ But if I had to recall any of it right now, it would be hard for me to. 

This is a long post. I’m sorry. I just wanted to share it with you guys because I don’t have much friends or family to tell. 

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adhd,pineapplephilosophy,2018/01/30,"Vyvanse v. Adderall XR? I see my doctor in a week and I want to talk about switching my meds. Currently I am on adderall 15mg 2x daily. I notice a harsh come up in the morning, notice the decline before my second dose, notice the second come up, and then I have a harsh comedown. I am often anxious and depressed in the evenings. Would an extended release med help with this? I’ve read about vyvanse and I’m leaning more towards that, but I wanted some other input too.",3.070564516129032,4.983785021505376,4.4233198924731205,84.05497983870971,75.12903225806451,5.5102150537634405,28.829301075268816,5.985473137389443,1.3955817204301069,369,16,66,2,8,122,63,93,0.109,0.856,0.035,-0.6497,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,10,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,10,0,11,9,2,12,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,3,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954559169392512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783432789798682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195583223711145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975821632227544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985206331598425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251129070334747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243268861257658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120647052696987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335287272477121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553549405817812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780776852165806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908605735992814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188080703374872,0.0,0.14878511863885127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317634346488382,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cam4mia,2018/01/30,"Adderall: How can I decrease tolerance while still being effective at work 6-days/wk? I've been taking Adderall for several years now. I'm now taking 40mg IR in the morning, and 20mg IR in the afternoon. I wish I could go back to when 10mg twice a day turned me into a work-machine. Are there any ways to get my tolerance down without compromising my workflow? I can barely function off of it.",2.8143761301989163,4.79922830379747,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,76.08860759493672,7.552260397830018,29.00723327305606,8.418075326091056,2.337920795660037,312,14,59,6,7,106,60,79,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,7,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,0,11,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,9,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523410449218072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094506031887581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174807383359584,0.0,0.0,0.17566860210189048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423121974238996,0.0,0.15480514972020676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077224426946303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753049365533628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096057968198416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962814036075533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620999419325276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132343195907245,0.262573621474833,0.0,0.3966053944370737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540981631674746
adhd,psychopathic_rhino,2018/01/30,"I think I’m an alcoholic because of my ADHD. I’ve been an alcoholic pretty much since I was 19 (22 now). When I was deeply depressed I would drink 40s upon 40s but after that I cut down to 1-2 beers a day average. 

I don’t drink to get drunk anymore (except some nights that I can’t sleep and I just drink myself till I pass out) but I need a beer to think clearly and keep my mood steady. 

I’ve stopped for 3 weeks a while ago and managed everything fine and even stopped any craving towards the end, but I was irate all the time and couldn’t keep my brain from going into overdrive. 

I want to stop because I’m gaining a lot of weight and alcohol makes me eat too much but idk, it’s hard to function without it. ",3.4627814569536426,3.8900857748344393,4.443370860927153,90.10055298013245,72.04635761589405,7.364503311258278,27.68278145695364,7.1686216300943375,1.1938259602649008,556,19,126,5,10,181,99,151,0.163,0.75,0.08800000000000001,-0.8778,0,0,8,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,0,8,13,2,1,2,31,19,13,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,11,5,2,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,2,17,1,18,13,5,21,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,14,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638812971598696,0.0,0.12087718127861367,0.43719031654833096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927312164760982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352350172305452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625070110019494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222571411726796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794256983195882,0.0,0.11744887261327555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007501833851729,0.0,0.1395329412355676,0.0,0.0,0.1207767530929696,0.0,0.0,0.0900661844300972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255387569690153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124380913916385,0.0,0.07749798499403905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215406890281492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241061658488736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593057164647305,0.0,0.0,0.09102306728458236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048434249979116,0.10111110996521937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796702456130218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872974615380665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280051828292245,0.0,0.1364610388282541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420156167556572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475124399330816,0.0,0.0,0.07951410499567456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043017057721409,0.0,0.10938181990286157,0.16605286108453282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144864117030694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686804977805248,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rp0xynil,2018/01/30,"Vyvanse doesn't last as long and the crash is awful. Thinking about switching to Dexedrine Spansules. I have been on Vyvanse 30mg for about 9 months now, with no decrease or increase in dosage. I love how it makes me focused on my tasks and succeed in my projects. I don't need to jump through hoops in order to listen to what other people saying. However, it always had a few problems on it own.

First, it doesn't last long, especially after having the first meal after taking it. I eat breakfast and then 30-60 mins after I take Vyvanse. Following by about 3-5 hours (depends on the day) I eat, and then the effects of it are diminished. I feel groggy, irritated and have not much desire to do things.

Second, the mental and physical break I have to take after taking it consecutively. Vyvanse just doesn't work for me if I take it more than 4-5 days in a row, and I must have a break, otherwise, I will fall into heavy anxiety and lack of the ""good"" effects of Vyvanse for the duration of the day.

Lastly, it best works when I am in a quiet space and have no distractions around me. I am unable to perform the same way if there are noises and distractions around me. That's why I exceeded in my online courses and I am afraid I will not have the same luck in my in-class courses. I know this since I work a part-time job and whenever I had to do training in class, I was easily distracted/irritated whenever there were interferences.

My question is this: Did any of you have luck switching from Vyvanse to Dexedrine Spansules, or what did you do to fix the problem?

TLDR: Vyvanse is great at times but has its downsides. Has anybody tried switching to Dexedrine Spansules or other meds to help fix the downsides of Vyvanse without hurting performances?",5.565605164066703,6.384265011834319,5.937321140398063,79.85925228617538,67.52071005917159,8.51231845077999,32.81925766541151,8.575989854853784,2.616403550295858,1386,59,257,20,22,445,174,338,0.063,0.857,0.08,0.8562,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,11,11,13,0,3,17,1,35,5,0,5,1,46,48,23,0,8,10,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,18,16,4,1,6,0,0,4,9,6,0,3,7,4,31,7,51,38,9,47,0,1,0,1,7,17,0,9,22,193,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088268395587166,0.0,0.0,0.08244841310092034,0.0,0.09274945564208503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158613724633641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723552910934005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457231347323404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481207519399206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061303371734211215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625600486753407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169166178664284,0.0,0.1336692394098541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126565683157846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939850674568032,0.0,0.12979158929401718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203135327602707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663118639300906,0.29648414100980724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145899170386996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942523451965584,0.0,0.08092967760351208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467203263250144,0.0,0.12218296838161008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677385031864932,0.0,0.08912649115818377,0.08989907477007746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129278621707946,0.0,0.08405362661640069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320235830068541,0.0,0.0,0.13581828598722695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641614865327122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029226492230342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557927930890222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805475000247674,0.07768669118221748,0.0,0.0,0.07069692413366663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231505549414944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623590087075667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094016430163016,0.0,0.0,0.11687252988380213,0.0,0.264795882121008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gyeolsim,2018/01/30,"I literally cannot get myself to study a single assignment unless I am under pressure during the entire semester. Please help. This has been going on for almost two years.

I am a second semester sophomore in college. For the past three semester, I literally cannot sit down and just start studying for several hours. I have done this every single fucking day - finish classes, go to library, turn on computer, sit down, open up a bunch of tabs related to homework (PDFs textbooks etc), and just cannot fucking start at all. I'll read for like 30 seconds, get intimidated, and open up a bunch of TIL or wikipedia tabs or news tabs and get distracted for HOURS.

This happens EVERY SINGLE DAY. I went the ENTIRE past semester being in the library and wasting time for 8 hours EVERY SINGLE TIME and not having done a shred of homework. Now my GPA is a 2.8 and I am going to be unemployed working as a fucking loser in a supermarket or something.

PLEASE help. How do I get motivated and start studying seriously again? how can I just literally get started on work and not get distracted/intimidated and work for hours without my brain getting bored? What are some things I can do.

And should I see a doctor about prescription drugs? Would stuff like Adderall help me long term and make me better off without being dependent in the long run? I don't want to get dependent on drugs and then feel like fucking shit if I ever get off of them in the future so I am also worried as to what I should do.

Please help. My grades are in jeopardy and I can STILL not get myself to start my work right now.

TLDR CANT DO ANY FUCKING WORK EVEN IF IM SITTING IN FRONT OF MY COMPUTER AT THE LIBRARY FOR 8 HOURS 2.8 GPA IM FUCKED IF I DONT FIX THINGS RN",4.288158438576351,5.9663794059701525,5.285746268656716,80.11532433983928,71.3582089552239,7.900114810562573,29.004018369690012,8.502166056373571,2.2289196326062,1371,54,253,23,26,450,157,335,0.1,0.807,0.093,-0.562,2,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,8,14,16,7,2,16,0,32,11,2,6,2,47,63,29,0,7,15,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,8,16,0,0,2,1,0,6,11,12,0,4,4,2,27,4,47,53,10,61,0,1,1,6,5,23,7,10,32,180,35,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252045206897867,0.0,0.0,0.05791607117103562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049249633883221115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405162134849653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084721599462383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341275854156286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412727240098214,0.0,0.1482262738895302,0.08487837281702454,0.0,0.16797370455508914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076998619370783,0.04783423292612883,0.0655100985369494,0.183056683406718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661888082698836,0.0517384913209555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017193853196516,0.3783765219400837,0.0,0.12347775213196628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404278304839904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417251082010453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566067873392715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564569803066258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614560348955096,0.0,0.0,0.12818287765284805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834243428531916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827052207249296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384937463968123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724418785231261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184823143326045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771118063621166,0.0,0.0,0.08181656224650992,0.0743404297101654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575420939619236,0.0,0.0,0.2563043127878013,0.0,0.057836526380129434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290618375064128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962282895990452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446002777496936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877464408663917,0.07074604421615663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042716537155681765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713617915152087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962498709920765,0.0,0.2636214120192012,0.07354834082714283,0.0,0.05144670983347222,0.0,0.0,0.046637573878775374
adhd,ABitToDeep,2018/01/30,"Do I ‘Really’ Have ADHD? I was diagnosed early in high school around 5 years ago by a licensed psychologist and take vyvance. 

Looking at the symptoms, it makes since that I have ADHD. I relate to a lot of the posts here, every doctor I’ve been to agrees, and my family and a lot of my friends think I do too. Plus, my Dad does and my Mom might but doesn’t want to get tested. 

Yet, in the back of my mind I feel like I don’t have it. That I’m using it as an excuse for how lazy I am and how I live an unfulfilled life. That I just haven’t tried hard enough or am weaker than I think. I understand that these thoughts are probably due to a low view of self worth and my depression (or [Dysthymia](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysthymia) ) but still, they’re hard to ignore. 

Sorry about this post being fairly choppy and janky. I’m writing it on my phone and am trying not to bore you with my life history. Plus if I don’t post it now I never will... 
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adhd,Wegwerf540,2018/01/30,"I am afraid that me thinking that I have ADHD is just another manifestation of my OCD.  I have an appointment in April concerning the possibility of me having ADHD, but I am fucking scared that I am loosing my mind. 

ADHD has a comorbity with depression and OCD according to wikipedia. My familiy tells me I  am just imagining things though / parroting what I read on the internet. Wasting my time since I should focus on  university. 

Any one else experienced this?",5.4949569707401045,7.91526720481928,6.663201376936318,68.40963855421688,69.72289156626506,11.007917383821,34.74870912220309,10.914260884657429,4.70402030981067,370,19,61,13,7,124,58,83,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,15,0,7,11,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,48,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7180259856220518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354301848596116,0.20882822966988854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152932026583245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663659360256113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841128089890404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108674168246124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495054495622766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451394964504726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920588695598304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993858879379556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647405870843265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406762038424511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230773532270754,0.1276085560926561,0.19566582256030546,0.0,0.11612712900500365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dilandy,2018/01/30,"How many of you exercise and eat balanced meals instead/in addition to getting medication? I'm not diagnosed, but I've known for at least 7 years that I had a focus problem. I'm 25. I often found myself rabbit holing down to the most irrelevant things. This might sound not a right choice to some, I completely understand. I'm also aware the obvious benefits of the medications but the side effects scare the hell out of me. Therefore, I don't want to use medications. I don't want to feel depressed or irritated after the pills wear off and don't feel like I can afford that mental state. Nevertheless, I'll definitely go see a psychiatrist soon to find the best solution for myself, but I want to hear about your stories first.


As I browsed through the sub, I have seen many people taking the medication but never mentioning their exercise, sleeping or other daily habits. I wonder if you only take the medications to help you through your daily life.


So, those who take the medication: what do you do in addition to taking your meds? Did you notice any difference when you started doing those?


Those who chose to focus more on changing their habits: what are the challenges you face? How effective is it for you compared to taking medications?",6.714927536231888,7.834160347826089,7.2178260869565225,70.62471014492755,65.08695652173913,10.481159420289854,33.15942028985507,10.504223727775694,3.7012985507246383,1000,41,169,25,15,328,139,230,0.123,0.7759999999999999,0.101,-0.6677,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,11,2,5,8,8,1,1,15,0,13,17,3,6,2,37,36,15,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,1,12,2,0,0,13,5,2,0,9,2,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,6,26,4,28,31,5,17,1,1,2,0,18,8,1,8,8,120,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927781566687256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741485252210258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104035530920147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487114543107216,0.0,0.1039406264297457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538439079090507,0.10061942036984013,0.0,0.10357444212749813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143933200526467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025075338953607,0.07082169931229904,0.0,0.0,0.0906071276931944,0.08432374637049063,0.0,0.10869585119638847,0.0,0.0,0.05179367928886728,0.0,0.05634041510153055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173177486593168,0.0,0.06644775883929664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002162189217735,0.0484321042337438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010136257424659,0.0,0.0,0.1101160698831028,0.6990729828863524,0.09990424902510367,0.10516602757117133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764586299716688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286527368220454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539624665469909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872737302240782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948583183214856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846603126169965,0.0,0.0,0.09925091842900033,0.0,0.07899735337509015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920608353057538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016790211411164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726839944041403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586055002110325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320250003449373,0.0,0.08562036977048201,0.0,0.0,0.17541627168844584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750712538048644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638393611713215
adhd,issathrowaway12,2018/01/30,"Experiences with Straterra? (ADD/PI) I have ADD-PI, which I just recently got a formal diagnosis of but have struggled with for most of my life (I’m 21.) I’m in college and kind of desperate to be able to focus, however..

I have anxiety issues- I used to have severe panic attacks regularly, but now it’s more general anxiety. 

I struggle with sleep and appetite. I’m an insomniac who can eat a lot and not gain any weight (5’2” and 100 lbs but have been as low as 80 since adolescence) so I’m wary of anything that might keep me awake even more or anything that will make me even skinnier (I don’t want to lose any weight!) 

8/10 reviews I read about Straterra say it’s awful. Typically, I don’t get side effects (I’ve taken many meds in the past) but I am afraid of having more anxiety, throwing up/having no appetite etc. 

I am currently on a low dose of mirtazpine (Remeron) for sleep and appetite so that could potentially help. ",3.432786885245904,5.1970221147540965,4.965814207650272,81.1897049180328,73.75409836065575,8.158688524590165,30.2327868852459,8.841846274778883,2.5523809836065565,729,33,142,15,15,245,115,183,0.243,0.731,0.026,-0.9914,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,4,5,1,16,7,2,3,0,25,27,14,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,8,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,3,13,1,21,20,6,11,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,4,4,86,20,3,0.1405240753373268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911223800105072,0.0,0.32250159900524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127868115085004,0.0,0.0,0.15986642241040205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219703960877604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437912109439525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672148986285636,0.18562965289237146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745951013587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341802944643225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123899401658464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419032557823137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667062535121392,0.0,0.1249042548510618,0.0,0.1463342000365024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925631020138424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572104956360796,0.0,0.11946854366330666,0.0,0.0,0.09380091147499364,0.142469356266283,0.0,0.0,0.1560905688146535,0.0,0.0,0.1490738370974189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487472480490506,0.0,0.0,0.13414613054003593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056210314782522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387505714448443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117503849316316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875220654338873,0.0,0.11624296725476314,0.0,0.2812511202878976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29381254918086386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213676826078432,0.0,0.0,0.08288474048720378,0.0,0.0,0.34224093270910794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,G4R3K,2018/01/30,"Psychologist or Psychiatrist? I've heard 'you have ADHD or what?!?!' way too many times in my life, so I got used to it. I'm an adult now and I've recently noticed it might be not typical 'childish' behaviour but really serious issue. Currently visiting psychologist, should I give it a try or go straight to psychiatrist? ",1.7171186440677957,4.398001135593223,4.510999999999999,73.22955084745766,96.96610169491524,9.817627118644069,27.93389830508475,9.120678840339163,4.13825966101695,253,13,44,11,10,89,47,59,0.033,0.898,0.069,0.4596,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479876911101585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777666227373207,0.16456023555547758,0.0,0.23158281965361902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022191926525784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452058387905386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935623525530448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071710820440097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296591973933196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854957345620521,0.0,0.2858996856509801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688412911519911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658818854131066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500817253899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983452190186346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Buddhabee,2018/01/30,"How can I not be late to everything. Seriously I have been struggling immensely when it comes to being on time. I’ve got a bunch of different answers. What I am interested in is how you’ve handled this in your life, things that work, things that don’t. 


Ted [Ted Talk ADHD Failing at normal. ](https://youtu.be/JiwZQNYlGQI)",3.5830295566502457,6.682139913793105,4.120738916256162,80.27672413793105,80.89655172413794,7.452216748768473,25.52709359605912,8.418075326091056,2.2112334975369463,257,10,45,6,7,81,48,58,0.136,0.8170000000000001,0.047,-0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,6,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,7,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493986353508034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504364839182605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037489480859439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612876372566018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325217909275171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32795391889698605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053498291290708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848517748572309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039320958428378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336762048906752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862936141069617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952587182372106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116534928121348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,limezilla,2018/01/30,"It's 2018, are we any closer to any definitive diagnosis of ADHD? If so, what? Haven't posted here in a while, but since it's still early into a new year, I guess I'll ask:  have we gotten any closer in the past year to a more definitive diagnosis for ADHD?

Brain scan?  (like the FMRI that compares brain iron to body iron)

Blood work?

DNA testing?  

Something other than a psychiatrists evaluation? (not that it's a bad thing, but something with actual numbers to point to)",2.7243467643467625,5.115454230769231,4.6917948717948725,79.4337606837607,78.12087912087912,7.121367521367523,22.1990231990232,8.167268648758528,1.3923909645909651,369,11,69,7,9,126,62,91,0.067,0.933,0.0,-0.7724,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,3,4,4,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,12,5,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,8,42,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.17783615933618604,0.0,0.4380247902389965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717804198784712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703661664727618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215954313765692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242324040331625,0.0,0.4068715445311088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075362499308266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903136017252619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600477443451035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739649912079194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722720315968891,0.0,0.17453182244595886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507475966324799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805885275338131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553399600155875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106957653110133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267006137460166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347081650715451
adhd,StechT,2018/01/30,"I feel like I'm falling to pieces. I want to do so many things. I want to draw. I want to be a musician. I want to create YouTube videos. I want to learn a programming language. And I can't bring myself to get anything above a D in Algebra. I can't remember to brush my teeth. I'm going to be a legal adult in a year and I can't maintain a single fucking friendship.

Fuck.",-1.059663299663299,1.0147164567901221,1.8497194163860835,94.91646464646463,94.30864197530865,4.9207631874298565,20.94388327721661,6.574015621080383,0.40866913580246855,287,11,66,4,11,100,46,81,0.077,0.698,0.225,0.6613,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,10,19,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,11,17,2,6,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196371823664978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065829296593705,0.1704770299484015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412184296674936,0.1246741140216154,0.0,0.1356186977414282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658236619699686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193295436631845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703208124412291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853489915365512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7037495874016411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366963504079895
adhd,HersheleOstropoler,2018/01/30,"Had to fire psychiatrist, tips on finding a new one? Because inefficiency in the office (around insurance, but the insurance company was fine) led to me going about two months without Adderall, I decided to look for a different practice. My prescription is fine, I just need to get it from someone else; I'm not sure how to explain that, however. (I left the old practice in a bit of a huff, if that makes a difference).

I'm not looking for recommendations of doctors, just about what I should say/do in looking for one.",8.129690721649482,7.466439907216498,8.641979381443301,67.65740206185569,62.298969072164965,12.296082474226804,42.08041237113402,11.602472056035307,5.0437315463917525,409,22,73,11,5,137,67,97,0.046,0.929,0.025,-0.2366,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,4,1,0,3,1,17,14,3,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,4,6,3,19,11,1,11,0,0,3,0,1,6,0,1,3,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711587953943332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720445420966435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990626080860608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017571307088903,0.0,0.1967938842459788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061478496986728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572896795804896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045180815136308,0.0,0.1092700238070088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088991492227815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843687077885571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834001722674862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346604589038004,0.0,0.0,0.14256387948541402,0.0,0.18569310328731448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175234806316789,0.0,0.26057080286404466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528987949231691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290758819321752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812097981683165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781736310252747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533896269926486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,t3chnophile,2018/01/30,"Guys, you just don’t know.... ...how much finding this place makes me feel better.  I just found you guys today, and I almost cried when I scrolled through and saw so many of the things I go through posted here.

I’m from a small town and still there, sadly.  I didn’t exactly fit in, and ADHD made it worse.  That left a lot of questions like “Why can’t I be normal?” And “What’s wrong with me?”  I was diagnosed at 5, but it was never explained to me what it is and how it would affect me.  I’ve felt for the past 23 years that I’m the only person who is this weird.

So, thanks for making me feel like I’m no longer alone.  You guys are the best.

EDIT:  To clarify, I was only told about the attention span and energy level.  I had no clue about the motor skills, social skills, hypersensitivity, depression, and anxiety.  I just started research because I learned I can’t pass a  Class 3 Medical for a Flight Exam about 3 months ago.",2.2578191489361714,3.9182256861702136,3.6797340425531937,89.60875000000001,76.71276595744679,6.614893617021277,21.324468085106385,7.413659706084162,0.5617276595744687,711,18,155,9,16,234,118,188,0.134,0.754,0.112,-0.2701,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,4,14,9,0,0,10,0,13,2,0,6,2,35,30,14,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,12,9,0,0,10,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,10,4,20,5,16,18,3,21,0,2,1,0,12,9,0,3,11,97,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849582110828878,0.0,0.12428080730241453,0.0,0.140392269568836,0.14520721549570734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725431333308184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546597103261643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713357843149966,0.12399746877096067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400555353407389,0.0,0.0,0.12075596527596112,0.1423023004523442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417809084665302,0.10016049284562548,0.1346161163171877,0.0,0.12814228764913085,0.0,0.0,0.1537244959076318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968015168363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164667163609767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705147263320497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233012052830575,0.0,0.0,0.1369914440547758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919491241316045,0.0,0.13266272900709042,0.1871721389531004,0.14214304385912307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123898502632035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190807312744508,0.0,0.10306476240514456,0.0,0.10813259403017084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736840629195146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326020970901935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383888168375632,0.0,0.12241916926369792,0.14648147771708925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427496976375367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705857140390958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291850558700586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923585180725147,0.0,0.11196567272858396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290793659495597,0.0,0.0,0.09314412409265772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328953096372989,0.13396922792455368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651069505469062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287803837010962,0.0995956333600974,0.15328911651804938,0.0,0.0902856319455614
adhd,General_Stone_Star,2018/01/30,"I'm having trouble acting mature and in control around people my own age Hello all,
I am 17 years old and homeschooled.
As a homeschool student have a lot more opportunities to do things with adults that most people my own age don't have. I have found that around adults I act like an adult. 

However, while I am around people my own age I tend to be very energetic. This makes things hard because I am in a lot of leadership roles requiring maturity. 

At times I just feel like I am too energetic and at times a little too controlling. 
When I am leading a group I get frustrated when people don't do what they are asked, so I tend to be a bit of a nag and resort to ordering people around.

I am totally not like this, so I really want some help figuring out how to balance my social temperaments. 
Thanks!",4.005377358490566,5.4486175408805035,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,71.70440251572326,8.822012578616352,26.45754716981132,9.2995712137729,2.186437735849056,635,21,125,14,12,213,91,159,0.063,0.764,0.173,0.9486,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,12,8,2,0,8,0,17,0,0,5,2,28,27,11,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,2,18,5,18,24,11,24,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,4,13,92,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030064470954749,0.1320593074041951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861109649082624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421965641493532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31687086565979017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142544972058912,0.10091638321563552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488462264812533,0.0,0.0,0.07380267401117489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654147827445675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468379832679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703793490916572,0.14157992634124836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401889031632488,0.0,0.0,0.0942923440432443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822891741937275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896605122922239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049496237103184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399708177009174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005350102933266,0.0,0.0,0.18769412677924716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474002839525814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655453762994937,0.08331898211925097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096699879789012
adhd,ihatesmartphones,2018/01/30,"Cannot concentrate on my studies I have anxiety problems ever since my childhood,but I was good at studies all through my life scoring A's on most occasions until now. These days I can't concentrate at all, very barely. Failed my Chartered Accountancy exams twice due to poor preparations. And to find some way out of these negatives, I just stay on my phone all day long. I use my phone for atleast 10 hours a day and barely study anything. Sometimes I feel its not worth living this life, working so hard to clear the exams just to slog at office 9-6. I get heavy mood swings as well.",5.966015037593987,6.417613596491232,5.8737092731829605,81.95763157894739,66.54385964912281,8.970426065162908,32.075187969924805,8.841846274778883,2.502445112781956,466,18,90,7,7,146,82,114,0.125,0.8059999999999999,0.069,-0.6656,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,5,17,7,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,13,2,16,6,5,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,9,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696583497068542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250309217440533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42908231983983547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060946343258246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213681857096316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269962460807506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586902284855218,0.0,0.0,0.18601553398056736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986681056468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840509436632455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132944798791805,0.0,0.0,0.19583263672380036,0.19626514752285446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221007667107225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345574146270116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934254428731065,0.0,0.0,0.2363841490688288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154361531079464,0.0,0.18298876788261306,0.0,0.17603579461739202,0.0,0.0,0.1994036304926746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145587076069867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sdsdfcv,2018/01/30,"My doctor told me to find and fill out the ""Brown ADD Scales test/questionnaire online for our next session... but I can't find it Would really appreciate some help here... So far I have only found it available on sites charging 300+ dollars for it. ",5.8024999999999975,6.359382583333336,5.8916666666666675,81.32000000000002,66.91666666666666,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.042075,196,6,38,3,3,62,43,48,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.8375,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,5,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307236499774801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906456484919871,0.0,0.0,0.3542808008199424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165783234149658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436382926505321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457448223610968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069968418479907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087518685561937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295328440444925,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThatDudeWithADD,2018/01/30,"Has ADHD affected your decision on what to study/work? It is well known that people with ADD/ADHD have an even harder time doing work they don't enjoy/doesn't occupy them sufficiently than non ADHD people. 

Because of that, I'm thinking about going all in on my Dream for studying Film/TV Production because I'm confident I'd be way happier with it then with my second choice (electrical engineering) which I fear could turn into something I'd have to really force myself daily to succeed in. Not considering this, engineering would be the more reasonable choice for me.

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adhd,Vojvodus,2018/01/30,"Do you become ""smarter"" after you have taken your medicine? Hi!

So, the title is pretty much asking the whole question. But I will ask a little more detailed here.

I have struggle studying and of course, I feel stupid, like a complete idiot. 

 Even if I find this stuff interesting it just disappears somewhere far far away.
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So, my question is, do you feel any ""smarter"" after you have taken your medicine**?** Do you feel like you get everything in your head and you finally understand that math equation, or what in the actual Fu... is time dilation?

And some kind of bonus question: How do you feel after you take your medicine? (The 100 different ones out there)

I had my last meeting with a team of psychology and doctors to get a diagnosis. Now I am patiently waiting and hoping, that I will get treated and become...""Smart""



Hopefully my english is not to shitty, and understandable. 
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Edit: Maybe smart is not the best word in this question...",2.2622807017543844,5.18099913450293,3.0869567251462016,85.113452631579,89.81871345029239,5.77693567251462,25.55345029239766,7.24861992348623,1.7382386432748542,736,32,127,13,25,232,103,171,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.141,0.8937,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,13,0,3,8,13,2,1,9,0,16,2,1,1,0,32,33,13,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,11,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,4,23,10,14,28,5,16,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,9,9,95,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.12352606329698113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860803034469296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366747228677496,0.0,0.11892823596429325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980020326165413,0.0,0.0,0.1328403124212512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271913130126667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225155991787396,0.0,0.1295623459272794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360641411458501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376400752065773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601525330713354,0.09043041910432363,0.0,0.1386647203503643,0.1156939272948456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984020789049527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990995691537308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514495673096237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181598453423735,0.0,0.10318146772207384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368343393311225,0.1268687171283275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716893232809534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305255390016604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577544121498815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877970439558786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672045746768585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233130200981308,0.14490644685408466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517413486176282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381115601026228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635532731170295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132461539129107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,grafflight,2018/01/30,"To all of you taking your meds before getting out of bed. Do you get more anxious and how do you deal? So I've started taking my meds on an empty stomach before getting out of bed, then hitting snooze and actually getting up half an hour later which has been immensely helpful because I am able to get up a lot earlier and not feel so groggy.


The only problem I've found is that I feel very anxious right when I get up and my anxiety levels stay much higher throughout the day compared to a day when I would get up later, have breakfast, then take my meds.
I've tried having 1-2 pieces of chocolate with taking the meds to spike my blood sugar because I can't stomach anything larger when feeling that tired, but a lot of the time even getting that down has been difficult. I'm not too happy with the chocolate either, but it's the only calorie dense small thing that keeps without a fridge in my room.


My theory is that my meds just hit harder if I take them on an empty stomach. I take 30 mg of Ritalin in the morning. I've tried taking only 20 mg but that will usually just ensure I sleep really well for another 4 hours.


So my question is basically: All of you who take your meds to get out of bed - Do you get anxious and if yes, how do you counteract this?",7.543111979166667,5.66561937890625,8.033125000000002,75.46604166666668,64.1953125,10.408333333333333,35.78645833333333,8.841846274778883,2.9954880208333337,995,37,194,12,12,332,133,256,0.08800000000000001,0.86,0.052000000000000005,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,1,0,13,4,0,0,14,1,17,9,5,2,2,35,44,20,0,4,11,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,11,10,2,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,4,25,2,29,37,8,31,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,5,14,132,36,0,0.07816711473703397,0.0,0.07627982824148534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196503531806736,0.05979762882102939,0.2649197708046725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643248751587633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529989524553506,0.0,0.1330289147223528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100822644802657,0.08058686298739189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051628642072194184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857092561015288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570620669060866,0.0,0.0,0.4083909122141589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321034714916505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239376931617145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539577248995455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694785231402499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329097713339017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209562577493643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574618233552149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783488393078186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479537210390715,0.0,0.0,0.08756505789008033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050075855283909836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675428888756824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822356609246359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055327086134804235,0.08331574384412181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701755381183369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193075771279663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557987320644975,0.08984159954312061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614067976455306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609003351605432,0.0644960559805559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028162364168587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535030920650647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055527675585103735,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Busty-Merc,2018/01/30,"Bad News for ADHD drivers in Australia, NSW : Boxer, Lauryn Eagle, who has ADHD, has been convicted for drug driving on her ADHD medication. 

http://www.smh.com.au/nsw/boxer-lauryn-eagle-convicted-of-drugdriving-20180130-h0qdp4.html

This is a disgrace and the law needs to be changed. The magistrate obviously has no clue about the condition or the affects of not taking the medication. 
Isn’t it logical that someone with ADHD driving a car on their medication is safer for drivers (and public) than driving off their medication? 
I guess the magistrate needs a dictionary to look up what “Attention Deficit...” means.
Obviously you don’t need to have logic when passing the bar in NSW. 
He wouldn’t even refer the case to the mental health court, who would of course understood the condition and why the medication was being taken. 
This now opens up a whole can of worms for anyone taking ADHD medication and driving because Dexamphetamine does show up as meth in a roadside drug test.
The drug driving laws and detection criteria need to be amended to stop rogue magistrates from making decisions like this.

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adhd,OviHydration1,2018/01/30,"Do you guys actually enjoy being alive? Personally I can't stand it. I'm constantly misplacing and losing stuff; this usually either sends me into a complete rage, or just reminds me that I'm useless and will never amount to anything. I recently failed out of university due to a lack of organisational skills and have been unable to hold down a job since, I just got fired from my last job washing dishes: very easy work but I just couldn't focus. I refuse to take stimulants because I find they only work short term and the come downs are absolutely horrific - especially Ritalin. I am now very poor and often find myself going hungry. I'm also late to things all the time, and sometimes zone out when people talk to me. People see these as moral failings. They assume I don't value their time and I don't care about what they're saying. My ADHD makes me want to die. ",5.101626746506984,6.507993808383232,6.088997005988023,76.19461327345309,69.0,8.680439121756487,26.491516966067863,9.075114841892004,2.14150738522954,694,21,125,13,12,230,118,167,0.218,0.728,0.055,-0.985,2,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,3,6,8,7,1,0,5,0,11,3,0,2,2,30,22,12,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,11,1,2,3,0,1,3,5,5,0,0,2,3,20,2,17,17,5,22,1,4,1,0,10,6,0,3,12,80,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.15323007979397527,0.0,0.18870901680118396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556982901264324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921510156146712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571869057309293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600936192434992,0.0,0.0,0.13525989477294556,0.16463378283647756,0.16968417777773198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296325681237706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870291376233119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923878932951967,0.0,0.12558422990612664,0.0,0.0,0.15547571458639442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116387041354438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799326806279962,0.17712679824581676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756666032429937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481289708578004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110446045116367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942172877729496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771751419528865,0.1371048903018386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503953145826954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486959253330862,0.0,0.0,0.12512559878597307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988959245952802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529802152475666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797517529618826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806043105355638,0.12620772496857988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431793478745352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312069571822026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729367122244865,0.259117935426144,0.09261519571675852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862666587700264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ManicMondaze,2018/01/30,"Stopping phone addiction Okay, I got this app called Space. Its for your phone and it is supposed to ask you once in a while if there is something else you should be doing. Like,  a popup reminder to stop staring at your phone and get on with your life. I tried it out today and found myself spontaneously recaulking my bathroom tiles at midnight...we could be unstoppable if we just weren't so distracted. Imagine the things we could do!",3.683780487804878,6.266146097560978,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,75.82926829268294,6.5390243902439025,26.103658536585364,7.6454224807358475,1.482824390243902,348,13,65,5,8,105,64,82,0.068,0.845,0.08800000000000001,0.3936,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,5,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,10,2,0,0,0,17,14,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,11,2,9,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,2,5,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664161036551416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723627929301186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912272166900824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052218510977985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119883274604736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27824052934247145,0.0,0.0,0.13258188406741558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295927485065632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792419207012489,0.12397689673379522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702517392466763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536090898385386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243182708116156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859037487593598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053981170855115,0.0,0.0,0.17228996628604182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheBelleOfTheBrawl,2018/01/30,"Stimulant medication, masturbation and sleep (serious question) This is embarrassing but I’ve wanted to ask this for awhile. Does anyone know why this may Be happening?  Or has this happen to them too?  I’m too embarrassed to ask my doctor he is great but we have more of a professional relationship than doctor-patient because I’m in a similar field. 


Alright here we go: 

For the last two years if I masturbate before going to bed, and I have taken my meds within the last 8-12 hours, I can’t fall asleep. I’m talking after being awake for over 24 hours, being dead tired, even after taking trazadone/Xanax/any other sleep aid.  Sometimes I’ll doze for an hour and then I kick back awake. This effect can last at least six hours if not more (that’s about when I give up and get up).  Doesn’t matter how tired I am. It will even happen if I masturbate several hours before bed trying to avoid this whole thing.  

Afterwards two things usually happen, I start thinking a mile a minute but my thoughts get kind of out of my control, or my mind will feel like it’s racing but no verbal thoughts. Almost like my thoughts are just buzzing. I can’t relax enough to fall asleep. The second gets really uncomfortable because typically I’ll get caught in this 1/3rd doze where I just toss and turn all night without ever really sleeping.

Does this happen to anyone else?  Is there something about orgasms that can re-kick the remnants of the meds?  I know I could just stop getting myself off when I take my meds, but I keep hoping this will stop happening because orgasms are the best sleep aid I’ve found.  

Details on me/meds: 
I’m a lady in my late twenties, 2 years back on vyvanse 50mg with 20mg adderall IR to extend effectiveness (after a year break). Try to put at least 8-12 hours in between vyvanse doses, and 4+ between adderall. I’m working on a phd so I often end up having to pull all nighters because that’s sometimes the only free time I have to get work done. I try to only take my meds a few days a week.",3.66534335443038,5.4258556886075935,4.519252373417724,84.64735957278481,73.12658227848101,7.0640822784810124,25.761471518987346,7.756953410329674,1.416393987341772,1587,53,307,21,32,512,211,395,0.086,0.821,0.093,0.5954,0,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,2,0,1,6,20,13,0,3,17,1,25,13,8,5,3,54,65,21,1,6,15,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,17,10,0,5,11,1,1,7,6,4,0,4,7,1,30,10,46,50,10,58,0,0,0,2,10,18,0,10,34,186,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673436663795948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457340077030154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404902651565536,0.0689081360677277,0.0,0.0,0.12574402232928905,0.0,0.0,0.10342604593140936,0.0,0.16398600457717075,0.0,0.11445385203389227,0.0,0.07057735194079609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542939984735993,0.05369565064479828,0.0,0.0,0.043372300277700455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767157152999776,0.11770623581629765,0.06882265935140869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056180835960622885,0.0,0.05956575537562143,0.06948981253069929,0.0,0.0888392868990127,0.060833738545513626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03400488583911793,0.048045201030847036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373889743764737,0.0,0.0,0.210819940023272,0.06451472825348599,0.07644229370374124,0.0,0.0,0.07414612113084122,0.0,0.0,0.3568269937035068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679690932634838,0.39738100627005457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059777114047908086,0.0,0.0700331319787465,0.07392043284153678,0.16445929616822508,0.07586375182832683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657123510690193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988094759449924,0.06774982067471655,0.0,0.0,0.06790585571904183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311191753347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229711691956728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760734000697684,0.07533819395586218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861673500546446,0.0,0.0,0.07220401884873777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597618485628824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692042847315165,0.0,0.0,0.05177426187669001,0.13302888869513615,0.0,0.04760166722517256,0.0,0.0,0.11245220646409114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169653599952349,0.05405501381302249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935914829754861,0.04309268789200811,0.0,0.1601729237798356,0.0392154748806501,0.15459371614145373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698010333208754,0.07315141038415011,0.13139184501600448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406912984447325,0.0,0.039667268267544735,0.0,0.05394590068056228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060684922805072476,0.07508501701455764,0.0,0.0648290122386484,0.0,0.09792124519385284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992521942880042
adhd,Greenwoodstreet,2018/01/30,"What do you all do about discussion based classes? More of a rant for myself but I’m sure many of you can relate. I’m reading through my syllabi for classes this semester since tomorrow is my first day of classes. At least two of them talk about how much of the class is based off discussion and class participation. I’m really dreading it. I understand why professors structure classes this way but it’s honestly hell for me. I have so much trouble keeping up with the conversation and not zoning out. By the time I gather my thoughts enough so to contribute to the discussion, they may have moved on to another topic. It’s also much more difficult to take notes on a conversation than a lecture. 

I think what sucks the most is that basing papers and group projects based on whatever was talked about in class makes it a lot harder. Thankfully (most it seems) professors who use this class structure generally don’t test on specific points made in the conversation. However, when studying later on, it’s harder to study with just the rough notes you took. At least in lectures you can request to see the lecture slides, read the textbook, and meet with the professor about the material alone. Maybe that structure works for some people but I’m really not excited and I’m gonna have to work a lot harder to do well in these classes.

TLDR: It seems harder for people with ADHD to keep up with a discussion-based class because of a lack of resources. Traditional lecture and lab classes tend to have more straightforward “study-able” material. ",5.274810068649884,7.414591266666669,5.5555911517925285,77.30203661327235,69.66666666666666,9.167048054919908,31.338672768878716,9.653516015845867,3.2242997711670487,1241,54,215,30,23,394,149,285,0.111,0.8440000000000001,0.045,-0.9653,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,2,3,11,10,2,1,18,0,15,0,0,4,2,39,37,14,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,2,5,2,0,3,3,5,1,2,4,2,15,5,49,31,16,26,1,0,1,0,19,16,2,8,6,149,31,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699460571882183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645700757715396,0.0,0.11308467239263142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148279595610655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620157286524617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119706312405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611322847221278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028236591804738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513815134681187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404416355049313,0.0,0.13380455124815568,0.09439156063734556,0.14336646275081788,0.14206427955215764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029531645368466,0.3118555087702385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607029778174925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367714881032774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828943999361423,0.0,0.1811803665439062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268461108773913,0.25746676276872626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697493041118336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327624556622578,0.0,0.10632191883354414,0.2273182872623672,0.0,0.13019034634327625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906091342333828,0.0,0.11226289703480526,0.0824566858394011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711052734200026,0.0,0.0,0.13813597972888245,0.14721168599727202,0.0,0.12213191526765085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122438287352994,0.0,0.0,0.12714361302974125,0.0,0.12759956701162398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589477435951006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThirdEyeRickSanchez,2018/01/30,"Medication causing hair loss? Hello all,

Long time lurker, first time poster. I’ve been noticing lately that my hair has been thinning/falling out with my current medication. 

Has anyone else noticed this or am I crazy? If you have noticed it, what have you done about it? Is there a medication I can switch to that won’t cause this hair loss? Thank you so much!",2.157483660130719,5.0131940294117685,2.627254901960786,89.68375816993465,86.64705882352942,4.786928104575163,22.26143790849673,6.42735559955562,0.5525535947712417,286,10,54,3,9,88,50,68,0.12,0.8440000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.6958,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,6,3,2,1,7,12,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,7,1,4,8,2,7,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021379343356155,0.17615723930451674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532281858910084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593872603118174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362108060673884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623911764086905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393862391265407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214800724236438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195883412825432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638448450284226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5872124548307622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828522518065327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050142660080647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tryingmyvvbest,2018/01/30,"You can't have ADHD because you're not hyperactive, you weren't diagnosed in childhood, and you're in university. I went to a general practitioner today to get a referral to a psychiatrist for a ADHD diagnosis and this is the response I got. He even said that if I was in university and high performing I must have aspergers, which he evaluated I didn't on the spot (I don't think I do have that either). I'm not quite sure how to react to something as dismissive as this?",5.293439716312059,5.892601819148936,7.592340425531916,68.53333333333335,68.04255319148936,11.798581560283687,33.751773049645394,11.538034831475384,4.261487943262411,377,17,72,13,6,136,58,94,0.028,0.972,0.0,-0.2912,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,2,2,13,17,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,1,9,1,12,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138976781127738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556933603144292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592321022064298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686935069966392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343929346549088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427181608438186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698508661352138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165612662390914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294995744711964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662431145062007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407174931104139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365409719413782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420953869413281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367642755955712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ChemicallyFru5trated,2018/01/30,"How does your ADHD affect your experience with online text books? I was diagnosed with ADHD about 3 years ago and have finally decided to go back to my psychiatrist for further treatment (appointment is next week!) I am in my third year of university and have come to despise the use of online text and text books. I find myself staring at a screen full of words or down right forgetting to do the assignment because it’s online. Because I’ve been away from professional discretion for 3 years, I was wondering what your guys’ experiences have been with online learning tools and whether or not they have been positive or negative?",9.182368421052633,8.99814495614035,8.79543859649123,65.84473684210528,59.96491228070175,12.86315789473684,39.175438596491226,12.161744961471696,5.055133333333332,511,23,84,15,6,164,77,114,0.06,0.908,0.032,-0.4857,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,12,1,0,3,0,22,16,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,2,11,0,18,11,1,17,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,4,8,60,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593055597377114,0.0,0.1693895592995276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953513756972267,0.14693624470787067,0.0,0.23297311117546676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460692427909976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395210317774667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672239532488348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738449420407083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093295123930389,0.17465259603361033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860072501594843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920892420567292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032261477290378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318962708588386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650402152069934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328069427777205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722871387548805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691666574660448
adhd,Aeizeruz,2018/01/30,"Change in Medication (Ritalin -> Adderall) Expectations? I recently went to my psychiatrist and asked him If I could try adderall. I'd been on Ritalin 20mg a day for around 6 months now and thats the only ADHD medication i've ever been on. I never experienced any other medication and I was curious how Adderall IR would be since It's so widely talked about. Im wondering what I should expect from Adderall IR 20mg/day? I know it's different in everyone, but what's your story?",3.9315322580645145,6.058596494623657,6.326545698924733,70.40981854838712,73.3010752688172,10.241397849462368,29.90456989247312,10.411451182825502,3.7534311827956985,386,17,68,13,8,137,68,93,0.0,0.972,0.028,0.2937,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,2,16,11,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,9,0,9,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,6,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902834556411406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295942701194896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169647880166833,0.17815741079890735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015980016314477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215479690936698,0.0,0.0,0.2458040255029444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991052969543424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238165517092655,0.0,0.182097991666767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584851672211466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473239742319901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759382788896042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521113145421849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697948560023805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493722361494818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816508076205565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764163775144044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531731071304232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938465563372378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666048353542807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666525142602307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353756015065414,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,madbronco88,2018/01/30,Vyvanse and weight gain I switched over to Vyvanse a couple of months ago after being on Adderall XR for almost 3 years and in the course of 2 months I’ve gained almost 18 pounds. Has anyone else experience weight gain after switching medications?,7.212666666666667,8.620708488888887,6.517777777777781,75.05000000000003,64.1111111111111,7.777777777777778,30.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,2.185222222222222,202,7,32,2,3,62,36,45,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,9,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202703735040031,0.0,0.4579635106988407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598926249357299,0.2343012610229068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530209743340578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910259290420694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368487878132998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036276010368284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36504726508363017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556921245182501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725712853861772
adhd,TheGrayWolf81,2018/01/30,"Homework Is My Kryptonite Everyday after school I take a long break (because I'm so overwhelmed and tires from my day at school), and then begin my homework later because I dread doing it. When I sit down, I'll make an attempt to do my homework, but all that ever happens is I get easily distracted within minutes, if not seconds, and lose focus and begin to do something else, all while remembering that I have to do my homework. Then I return for another attempt at my homework, but that fails once again, and so on and so fourth until midnight arrives. It's almost as if I'm procrastinating, yet I want to do my work, but I just can't and my brain gives up and finds something more interesting to do. It kills me because a lot of times I stay up very late, yet still return to school the next day with unfinished work. I then have an even harder time concentrating because of my lack of sleep, and I miss a lot in class. This then leaves me with even more work to do when I get home because it would take even longer for me to understand and do my homework--and I'm already having a difficult enough time doing my homework in general. It has basically become a vicious cycle which I'm unable to break currently. My brain gets so stressed out when I try doing my homework, it avoids homework all together, which is probably why I have a hard time even *wanting* to do my homework. I'm not motivated at all like I used to be. I just can't seem to break out of this cycle.

Can anyone else relate to my situation?",8.846989966555185,6.353536307692307,8.929163879598661,72.01040133779267,62.17725752508361,11.608026755852844,38.71906354515051,9.851270322608157,3.658860869565217,1192,47,230,18,13,394,143,299,0.119,0.8270000000000001,0.053,-0.9636,1,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,8,18,13,2,5,9,0,24,4,3,3,5,44,45,29,1,6,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,10,0,13,14,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,0,1,34,2,37,43,10,48,0,4,0,0,1,12,0,6,32,168,47,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459265806863276,0.0,0.11526435241253045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952605351219964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303461632600013,0.10702246404663347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31836201210263826,0.11535799983779622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320387496436285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347245974706875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451093121415925,0.0,0.0,0.10792587621096722,0.0,0.27595578492308137,0.09448197220006774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546638513202754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371411809251446,0.1001989834437081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236573570685362,0.0,0.09356764189279887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477293901806968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555963256690226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782535584056132,0.1105986009404602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051029516476774624,0.0,0.0,0.09243590952691187,0.0,0.1168540290988818,0.0,0.1776011279800224,0.0,0.0,0.06972189989384528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108489726808896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123697998649767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261591906918107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832270010007866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31713017579819835,0.0,0.095088330665079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740737832290588,0.1045265027034001,0.0,0.0,0.16082307246833535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113309423130151,0.08341475894000902,0.0,0.119648347083218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706841017100429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436250341388421,0.12005113889107825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091541976772123,0.0,0.0,0.10873724690007013,0.0,0.09021218753708922,0.0,0.08618307124788231,0.12321589392053522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425084380014584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281248675670268,0.0,0.0,0.07419904284725604,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thelitbeaver,2018/01/30,"Time management help. My fellow engineers with adhd, Any tips on how to manage getting all your homework done as well as making sure to go to the gym? Right now I can’t go for as long as I want to (I only go 4 times a week and most of the time only an hour because of homework needs), and I am trying to figure out how to fix that. The gym is awesome because I feel great after and it helps my add mind relax. Thanks guys!!!",3.078333333333333,3.4595059444444445,4.682222222222221,88.21000000000002,72.8888888888889,6.8888888888888875,23.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.5998888888888891,325,8,72,2,6,110,64,90,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,2,17,13,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,8,5,17,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,45,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689632177359654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340463157022053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032138056911845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171912295095007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966827513144694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029854939318903,0.0,0.3360783916430133,0.0,0.0,0.21732218234054707,0.0,0.19517681526284802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642467327553996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412053340569016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744423372386198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315771244795126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199031972724816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146159753774951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998327135262543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833683628966814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578043454968898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147884504902112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448215140294998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382950017858058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626471049211785,0.0,0.1581153630887608,0.0,0.17723185087132054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Papyrus_,2018/01/30,"IQ test as part of adhd testing? I recently had an appointment with my psychologist discussing that I have concerns that I may have adhd and he said he saw my point and wanted to continue with testing at a later date(which is now tomorrow).

When describing it he said in that the testing he would be giving me an IQ test.

I was trying to look online to see if this was a common thing and I couldn't find much about it? Has anyone experienced a similar thing or could anyone share some insight into that? I trust him it just wasn't what I was expecting as part of it. Thanks!",3.0686842105263166,5.071646921052633,4.485824561403508,83.20610526315792,75.40350877192982,7.717894736842107,25.43508771929825,8.548686976883017,1.8548519298245607,455,16,88,9,10,151,73,114,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,18,22,8,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,11,3,13,9,4,11,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,4,7,68,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703764440737644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27366999054290275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562471058827052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788623397405745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772916344934712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433511480562507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385886881515805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238387815639957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849957067308783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932259113379733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723028809073146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594414940319187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017032339226144,0.0,0.0,0.2600230770643991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328645458377609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542640401317406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901662236207366,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Eccemus,2018/01/30,"Coming out as ADHD I’ve been meaning to post something for a few days but I don’t fully know what to say. I’m a 37F and was recently formally diagnosed.

I’m struggling with “coming out” about my ADHD PI to others because I’m not sure how to explain it. I came out as a lesbian when I was 18 and this feels a bit like that. After a lifetime of feeling like an outsider and not being understood, it feels like I don’t know where to start. I’m worried people won’t believe me.

I’m a bit frustrated that it took so long to figure this out. I’ve been misdiagnosed quite a bite (nope, not bipolar doc, thanks). I scored very high on the childhood IQ test and so I have always been regarded as a bit different. My IQ masked my ADHD despite the obvious trail of symptoms. Even more so the whole “not living up to my potential” thing was the story of my childhood.

I’ve done well with work mostly because of hyper focus and using promotions to keep things interesting. That always comes at a high cost and I burn myself down and disappoint people. FWIW, I was always regarded as really smart but got terrible grades in school. Everyone always assumed I did well. Nope.

I started meds recently and it wasn’t as though it fixed everything, it just felt like all of those heavy obstacles always blocking my way weren’t so prevalent. Being able to tidy up after myself is a relief.

I’m really struggling now with wanting to go back and apologize to some of the amazing women I’ve been in relationships with that didn’t work out and explain what was going on for me with this new frame of reference. I won’t because it is water under the bridge but it makes me really sad to think of the people I have lost and wondering if it would have turned out differently if I had only gotten the right treatment and support years ago. Now I’m wondering if there is hope for me to find someone and have a lasting relationship now that I know more about my patterns etc. and am medicated.

Anyway, I’m starting to ramble. 

TL;DR diagnosed late in life and regretting going through so much the hard way, trying to figure out how to tell the significant people in my life.

My adult ADHD fam, how did you tell people?",5.010002405773854,5.9556380162790745,6.081595829991982,77.87011627906979,68.83720930232558,9.000801924619086,29.478748997594234,9.223106411051027,2.5483352044907783,1737,63,321,33,29,579,209,430,0.099,0.794,0.107,0.3207,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,5,23,22,1,2,22,0,31,9,0,5,3,78,75,36,0,7,11,0,5,4,0,3,7,1,0,2,23,31,1,3,19,0,1,8,13,8,2,0,23,6,30,14,60,47,12,54,0,4,0,1,11,22,0,9,25,223,53,6,0.07354223991491768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535339238183842,0.0,0.06519075839973118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059651747760924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056549443003015634,0.0,0.1344920005732247,0.0,0.0,0.08285692050408935,0.0,0.0,0.2408672361418384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411273058640649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005038343525987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742866074741138,0.0,0.0,0.14928765092330548,0.0,0.15367197608644514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525924475328945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201903751830639,0.048573955870419634,0.0,0.0,0.07027276182215805,0.06609502320452372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155549859414696,0.10507718177930307,0.07061208328161059,0.0,0.06721627495222304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538724917569488,0.0,0.05881844747143064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587940179571708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540282843853062,0.0,0.07304403804111413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536772189819091,0.0,0.0,0.12125067528452985,0.059946741082665574,0.0829588498985254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389011790865343,0.1437160946416169,0.0,0.06493914520116674,0.06508256808537402,0.0,0.0,0.08028004230151904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049090016208059424,0.0,0.0,0.080109058913746,0.08168884963425219,0.07408606967823597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406200821604207,0.0,0.0,0.07102755358053069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593218739554561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492464662717385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043313688573062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822122464275864,0.0,0.0,0.14133912613852226,0.0,0.14522817942810134,0.1579136865072929,0.0,0.06280467105936763,0.0,0.05848374094971497,0.0,0.0744286730267016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062312101226320825,0.056616409235266785,0.0,0.0,0.15616072779483076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376463378252947,0.0,0.0,0.0834548623404765,0.06931269078315049,0.07643854609233917,0.0,0.0,0.1285583183821499,0.06770781380211352,0.0,0.0,0.09771639277018213,0.04712289783198227,0.07225487732205976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170813451540834,0.04993035346281607,0.07999283884162182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351688286037563,0.0,0.0606800498962357,0.043377118515552336,0.11674881386992278,0.0,0.0,0.13224661150293174,0.0,0.0,0.0821072845202084,0.0,0.0,0.15950684417161284,0.10707925308382024,0.07468571445887592,0.0,0.052242297205613464,0.0,0.0,0.047358791328158636
adhd,Bedoya58,2018/01/30,"Always loosing stuff? Seriously, this thing always pissed me off. I waste like half of my day looking for lost stuff just to lose it again the next day. USBs, pens, controllers, shoes, clothes, my phone, money, spray deodorant, books, everything... Is there something I can do to prevent this? What are your tips? 

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adhd,notMyselfRLY,2018/01/30,"ToDo lists and reminding stuff So I thought it was a good idea to install a ToDo list app, well, it was, for the first 3 days... 
I guess I need to try a voice remember thing or a virtual assistant... Any ideas? ",0.17651162790697586,2.3638485116279107,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,87.13953488372093,7.1609302325581385,22.55348837209302,8.238735603445708,1.4350130232558138,158,6,36,4,5,54,34,43,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109520269237087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174343348673252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265172342509754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336235969556267,0.0,0.0,0.2933628276166442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012474471444536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746033374124514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016694375951621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048532743689781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691991021700054,0.0,0.0,0.21141487159183514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080228713559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394384193922147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blackdynomitesnewbag,2018/01/30,Anyone with dyslexia find that their meds make their dyslexia worse? I’ve noticed an increase in dyslexic mistakes since starting and I’m not sure if it’s a direct result or because I’m not sleeping well.,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692309,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,69.0,5.2,36.07692307692308,3.1291,2.027830769230769,168,9,27,0,3,51,33,39,0.231,0.713,0.057,-0.7249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,11,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575086745364664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968121529540321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950877315493861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551122157327696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35862411817055223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675776777115951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670727126042369,0.0,0.3230926626883376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285216140229528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429125543362856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902894620479294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290214105300293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dp421685,2018/01/30,"Coming to terms Apologize for grammar or format issues, typing from mobile. Turned into a longer post than I originally planned. 

This past week, I recieved feedback from work that I seemed disinterested and performance was declining and there might be changes needed, for best interest of team and individuals. I was given the weekend to reflect and decide if I thought I was still a fit for the team. Ive had somewhat a normal career path, internships, holding multiple jobs for 2+ years. 

Oh boy, it was a emotional weekend. During a real self reflection exercise and with my job on the line, I experienced a myriad of emotions: anger, fear, embarrassment, unworthy, upset, you name it. Primarily, more disappointed in myself for letting my team down and myself down not meeting expectations. But wait, this all seems all to familiar. 

As I dug deeper, and tried to remember my life in totality, there was a constant: seeming uninterested and easily distracted. Wasn't the best student, just passing along in high school and struggling a bit more in college but eventually graduated after 4.5 years. The more and more I thought about everything, I began to notice a trend. I started to research more and more of the behaviors I was exhibiting and it was becoming more clear that I may have been living with ADHD/ADD for the better part of my life; I'm 33 and it was an emotional realization when the light bulb clicked. Could it be my whole life of underachieving be related to something i didn't know existed and just blamed myself and having a life worth of self doubt and low confidence for not being as smart as the other kids?

I've self medicated before and the medication works in regards to keeping me focused, but never even thought about getting tested prior till this week. I'm not messy, I actually clean up my room and desk because the mess makes me feel very disorganized. However my concept of time, attention span, procrastination and distraction are god awful. Putting my self in pressure situations when it isn't needed, always late, video games being a calming experience, procrastination on long, mundane tasks. 

Back to work, I had a candid conversation with my manager and laid out how I was feeling and the steps I am going to take, from an organization standpoint outside and going to a doctor to get tested. I didn't want it to sound like this was my crutch, as it isn't, but I feel it is part of my issue. He was receptive of my conversation but not really sure what is going to happen from here, probably will be let go but I'm glad that I set up a psychiatrist appointment in two weeks to finally tackle this head on. 

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adhd,bugnerd87,2018/01/30,"Had my final ADHD appointment today IQ 123 and memory 'IQ' of 91. Everything cognitive was significantly above average (125 or so) but my visual ability was 101. That carried over into the memory part. The visual memory part I scored an 88 which is even lower than average and significantly lower than my cognitive abilities. 

She also said that the long ass computer test of 567 or whatever questions was not interpretable. Apparently I'm insanely hard on myself. She said based on my self evaluation she would expect me to be inpatient at a mental health facility.  Not a functioning adult with a full time job and a happy marriage. And because I'm so self critical she can't pick out what the real issues are. So definitely some anxiety in there as well as depression. I said I had all these deficiencies that I don't apparently have. 

Basically she said that there's clearly issues with ADHD but I've been able to largely compensate throughout my life.  But also some mood stuff. Half of what she said was to give myself a fucking break. So she said she didn't feel comfortable coming to a concrete conclusion based on my testing. 

The visual stuff makes sense for me. The main things I have issues with are things like  remembering written directions or translating something in my mind to paper. Or missing ingredients on a list and having to stop halfway through cooking to run to the store. It also explains my difficulties with standardized computer testing. I was placed in remedial reading classes in college bc I couldn't remember what was on the page when the screen changed but in class I did amazing. 

Guess I just wanted to share my story. I have been waiting on this appointment for 3 weeks so I was pretty pumped. Thanks for reading if you got this far! ",5.362279733149297,7.721094335403727,6.358005521048998,70.72024729698646,69.93167701863354,9.987761674718195,31.801702323441447,10.25414643259724,3.89525705083966,1424,64,229,42,27,472,184,322,0.1,0.7829999999999999,0.117,0.8415,5,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,14,11,1,0,17,0,25,5,1,2,2,47,46,25,0,5,12,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,3,16,12,1,2,7,3,1,2,6,3,1,1,21,9,33,7,39,22,8,28,0,2,1,2,23,18,2,9,8,168,49,12,0.09604885404917117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086411489198386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043070164488105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347711045034153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058550489935142676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016069519604682,0.08273758301660293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272673725078661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634393622411608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632251675353378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856518655241696,0.0,0.0,0.10521682477997146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879561785784408,0.0,0.09213881287037734,0.0,0.0,0.07681904281292255,0.0,0.10580864137871597,0.0,0.0,0.1022457911565265,0.08604090731046668,0.0,0.0,0.10209544040736653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007501480548949,0.0953136670624934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784214611700551,0.04692461847340847,0.0,0.0,0.0850002133523449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411335590939657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679465394999626,0.0,0.0969819621391889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802309808550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035060952488542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977162147543428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759669834796674,0.0,0.19214969246631067,0.109324623678169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760925606523224,0.0,0.5481867310021415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039980449999165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394310036949565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030114276809401,0.0,0.0,0.21990591679860425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842888023796114,0.0,0.0,0.12762118149043344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056006859200495265,0.0,0.0910430829408916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056652102658199976,0.0,0.07704459714068025,0.0,0.08635945479385633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823035014028113,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LikeYouNeverHadWings,2018/01/31,"Went to drop off script, but told had to wait because was too soon w/ just 3 pills left Yeah so I had 3 days left on my vyvanse supply so like a good boy I went to drop off my script for refill while on the way to work. She said, sorry you are too early, you have to come back tomorrow. I asked if I could leave the script and she said I couldnt.


So next day I go out of my way again, and stop by the pharmacy again to drop off my script.  Told the lady that I tried yesterday but was told it was too soon. She said yeah, I have to wait on the 28th day of my 30 day supply to drop off my script.


Are you kidding me!  Do you know what this is for? So they are forcing me to wait till the last minute to drop off my script. No they wont allow me to turn it in early and hold it for me. I have to hold onto the paper myself and for fucks sake hope I dont lose it else be unmedicated until next pdoc visit. 


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adhd,physaul,2018/01/31,"Prescribed dexedrine for diagnosed ADHD last month. My God... I was finally diagnosed with ADHD in December last year. After getting a prescription and trying it out, that wall and the pain required to do tasks just vanished. It was actually kinda more subtle then what I expected, but it just makes things so easy to start and finish. 

It makes me calmer then usual, I just feel normal. I only take 1 5mg tablet when need be (1-2 times a week). This is because I am afraid of reliance and tolerance, and I can operate at around 60-70% while on ketosis. 

My main problem is, I don't know whether I should take it every day or should I just take it when those days come along where your basically bed ridden because you can't do anything productive. My psychiatrist said that most patients take between 3-6 dex spaced out morning and lunch throughout the day. What are people's experience with tolerance and reliance?",6.367113237639552,7.293883701754385,6.482083997873473,76.27741626794261,65.78362573099415,9.72695374800638,33.674109516214784,9.800150414767053,3.3060128654970757,727,31,129,15,11,232,120,171,0.034,0.8809999999999999,0.084,0.8505,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,1,4,0,14,4,0,2,0,34,27,16,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,13,14,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,2,15,0,15,21,3,30,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,19,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.14443685520488644,0.0,0.35575961289345703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217999947504572,0.13176068671258134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804516015301421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749790290924495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863635003732575,0.0,0.0,0.30045499638972345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247051936076281,0.0,0.0,0.14478262786382226,0.0,0.0,0.07483853424370501,0.0,0.0,0.16213822087990976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732935484297225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134267632442588,0.2412965541914921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759625865023805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814053462455296,0.0,0.0,0.109747878384693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501882220214812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256862210680366,0.15749356169352058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261181458521022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162601803935676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407918386001641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476256322526548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44514177395029897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833157081447028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630608770821313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048938459829476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301260755565686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872506070129164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531388155362977
adhd,Renrut5,2018/01/31,"In what ways do you struggle at home having ADHD? Personally, I struggle a lot with staying clean. I get piles of papers that I need to go through and either toss or file. 

What kind of ways do you struggle?",2.1903658536585344,4.401803097560975,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.0,5.0756097560975615,24.88414634146341,5.985473137389443,0.6566048780487805,161,6,32,1,4,52,32,41,0.16899999999999998,0.768,0.063,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710582135006653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783662909017392,0.0,0.1281809805416255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262374820988183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348677699867985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174813834887555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672368800297302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693498094251047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403982584113767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7073578651097885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580502213095663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dibuixar,2018/01/31,"Do meds help you read novels? Hi. I used to be on Ritalin when I was in high school. 

It helped me ace the exams but totally killed my appetite so I had to quit.

I got by without meds for a few years, but recently my symptoms got worse. Short attention span, you know the rest.

I lost the ability to enjoy novels. 

This is very saddening to me because I've been an avid reader all my life.

Do you think (feel) that meds help you with reading? 

I'm specifically asking about fiction because I can still read nonfiction to a degree. 

But when I try to read novels, my eyes glaze over.",1.6342816091954007,3.8975213362068963,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,81.32758620689657,6.625287356321839,22.597701149425287,7.793537801064563,1.1312666666666664,449,15,93,8,12,148,80,116,0.145,0.737,0.119,-0.7535,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,3,5,3,1,0,6,0,8,4,1,1,2,12,17,6,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,17,1,14,10,4,11,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,0,5,59,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195497611091242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208586870108664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136902121366202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257790110704653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838269848272512,0.1491313458224436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561601180501598,0.0,0.07757163139071377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969749751046636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408047422822624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703531412027798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012901142231727,0.5647475671909788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936730796391453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285001486496196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272153012130867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467075389296462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044238439349572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583069863165836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190715341015942,0.0,0.11646245562612907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136062305034954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384257883084392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089513181011637
adhd,lobotomizable,2018/01/31,Medication I am 24 and was just now diagnosed and put on medication. The 5mg Adderall extended and the 10 didn’t do much. I didn’t notice anything on them. What am I supposed to feel? I was switched to Mydayis and I still don’t really notice a difference. ,1.290448717948717,3.739312788461543,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,84.57692307692307,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,2.7856051282051286,203,10,40,6,6,72,34,52,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,6,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132023883497892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629627486978027,0.0,0.2706855187256896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309996299593067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219956614580108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045506031730708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899330862951071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604489415241257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597454590991928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069031980995077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,stormrider711,2018/01/31,"First Day on Adderall Time Release. I didn't know it was even remotely possible to feel like this. The focus is real. My only fears are what I will feel like once it wears off and how long it will last. Even so, I feel like like my goals are finally within my power to achieve. On a similar note I just want to say this sub means a lot to me. This is my first post but I read the threads in this sub everyday and you all have given me so much hope and gumption to come this far. Thank you :-)",0.8890384615384583,2.725262134615388,2.4217692307692325,96.22323076923077,81.5,6.083076923076924,20.015384615384615,7.1686216300943375,0.21147615384615426,378,10,90,5,10,123,68,104,0.018000000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.172,0.9289,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,5,6,7,0,1,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,17,19,7,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,4,13,6,10,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,12,60,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103867611985533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307888992289793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316189798503079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730466910700384,0.2659693895427994,0.375785787051092,0.0,0.19207486296901705,0.0,0.2982858427537386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415078998674702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636150763069788,0.14292435901203848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426463279803901,0.0,0.0,0.15516914111531588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906660534209407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099513484004169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889404380675626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672988379847308,0.0,0.1333529043826733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976679234603894,0.16792590824442855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538604651482906,0.19957371034561794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943629022864715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142822300263115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224134617972146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341924761306596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,listen108,2018/01/31,"Meditation teacher with ADHD perfectly describes what it's like to have ADHD Thought this was one of the best descriptions of what it's like to have ADHD that I've ever heard

https://youtu.be/B7Sn9ELp6cQ?t=2m24s",11.542857142857134,12.747728000000002,8.766428571428571,63.38107142857146,54.71428571428571,11.571428571428573,37.5,11.20814326018867,4.520714285714286,180,7,25,4,2,52,26,35,0.0,0.6759999999999999,0.324,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8754020798536506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548056082895714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196282139859993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372414822296671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645288472808123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927575827699712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hereforemore,2018/01/31,"Focalin 20mg per day (10mg Twice a day). Should I be worried about tolerance? I was recently switched to focalin and was a bit worried about tolerance as I know it can build and i had a bad experience in the past with tolerance building on adderall. 

I also know 20mg is the upper limit for focalin",2.096,4.3678819333333365,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,79.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,31.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.7671666666666668,236,13,45,5,6,81,40,60,0.13699999999999998,0.748,0.115,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273857658328509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374111571025823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104245042462632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667502164779981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781380660005491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125305157116546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143371362943675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28075042286993485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.577520037756952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cutedeadgrrl,2018/01/31,"Diagnosed with depression :/ But showing symptoms of ADD/ADHD I guess I'm sad most of the time.. but the thing is I don't really have a reason to be sad except for the fact that I can't think straight and because of this, I often fail in the activities I love or can't do things that others can. That's what makes me ""depressed"". I can't think straight. I can't focus or concentrate. I'm often tired. I forget things VERY VERY easily almost like I don't even have a memory. My teachers have pointed this out and I don't really know what to do anymore.. (I'm in high school). I have problems talking to people because I just get so fucking bored.

SSRIs decrease cognitive function and many people agree that they're almost placeboes.. I've looked at different studies that show this as well as testimonials from others:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5002481/

Should I just give up with this? :(

TL;DR,, Title says it all.",3.0852721291866065,5.827440164772727,3.9794497607655512,83.03062200956941,79.17045454545453,6.659808612440193,24.60406698564593,7.85451343220497,1.6588568181818188,743,27,131,13,19,238,107,176,0.196,0.687,0.117,-0.8961,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,0,6,0,17,5,0,2,2,29,30,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,17,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,8,1,0,0,2,15,3,18,28,2,10,0,5,1,2,4,9,1,8,2,89,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854805351852712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090881794482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305873096209055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816222198259325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658568137639999,0.15664665552169976,0.0,0.16124710217135793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193673335336846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268011059307004,0.08063360540085647,0.14805208103068895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001727132285566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630632753811256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481841440824367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540022711528542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960242983213802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929325576560966,0.0,0.10301973151749927,0.15647134554695888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399274786479444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589634801541976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476776377647216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977417535165803,0.15868196213695082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227332919435756,0.0,0.15619513914838953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041303516065938,0.0,0.12404853127050387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075997114782971,0.19778311998928835,0.0,0.0,0.08999391025681394,0.17738524216579268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25468488021205243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876559292003576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADDdaughter,2018/01/31,"I think my daughter might have ADD She just recently turned 5, and she's so, so spacey. She still spills food on herself, she wanders during swim class, it's hard to get through to her, even using her name and speaking directly and clearly to her. If she is doing something else, you have to physically touch her to shake her out of it, and even then she has a hard time concentrating on what you're asking her to do. She talks and looks right through you.

 Her brother was napping this afternoon and she was playing with beads. I told her that I was going downstairs and that if she wanted to come with me and watch a tv show, she needed to clean up her beads first. She likes watching tv. She usually spends her weekdays at her babysitter where they don't watch it, and we don't watch tv in the evenings, so it's a treat to watch a show mid week. She told me she wanted to watch a show. I reminded her 3 or 4 times that She needed to clean up if She wanted to watch a show. She took over an hour to clean up her beads and it really only got done in the last 10 minutes when I helped her because her brother was awake and I didn't want him swallowing them. 

She doesn't want to try anything that takes too long or is too difficult. She claims not to know how to do things so that she won't be asked to do them. 

The  (very patient) babysitter has started making my daughter get ready to go outside earlier than everyone else because she gets distracted, takes so long and has so many distractions. There are 2 other girls who are 4. They don't have problems getting dressed.

I was talking to my mom about this. My daughter is one of 6 of her grandchildren that are all very close in age. She's right in the middle, age wise, but even my parents have noticed that she lags behind her similar aged cousins with attention. My mom laughed about it and said I was the exact same way as a kid. Very spacey, always trying to rush through things, difficult to get my attention, not paying attention in class, preferring to read instead. They thought I was hard of hearing and they got my hearing tested, but because I wasn't hyperactive no one thought of ADD. 

My daughter is also very bright. She can count to 50, add, subtract, she makes up rhyming poems and songs, has been speaking in complete sentences since before her 2nd birthday. This is frustrating because I know she has the brain power to pay attention, it's just so far down her list of priorities.

Is this something I should be asking her doctor, preschool teacher, babysitter about?  Or is she just young and this is typical? When were you or your child diagnosed with ADHD/ADD? What do you use to help you with your/your child's  inattention?  Thanks everyone for reading this far!",5.275601503759397,6.103638966165416,5.0880000000000045,85.65700000000002,68.17293233082708,8.260451127819548,30.80150375939849,8.329178653251315,2.0894099248120304,2158,83,432,29,35,665,243,532,0.047,0.88,0.073,0.944,2,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,1,6,6,2,27,14,1,3,14,0,47,5,1,5,3,72,88,38,0,13,14,10,4,1,0,3,2,6,3,4,26,28,2,0,10,13,3,7,10,7,0,3,20,19,85,7,62,63,2,52,0,0,9,0,92,24,0,8,21,292,111,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908501503901304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593266504733329,0.0686023306995058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784668002893883,0.0,0.2312298464826442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010351822232597,0.0,0.07015614246811999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203788006339696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102060587742168,0.08644388659747201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368175238806001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438777913047782,0.0,0.08437168708070295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774742087192993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782129854773974,0.0,0.0,0.15756287457287405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012919412845332,0.099694981000909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537521432675247,0.0,0.0937128170414303,0.0,0.13188045298356255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215683784069277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858470399420413,0.0,0.11052468562218536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119347665628393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062119492842004,0.06720513468763598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027933513454905,0.0,0.0,0.14592562247756852,0.06923453556020237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006773984699053,0.08358810055841473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874630110817506,0.0,0.1931213588221203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226649440956905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386621241475428,0.0,0.0,0.11173615198558484,0.06270449601435774,0.0,0.0,0.0915473990313571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889043960449668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493819471834428,0.0,0.05281752233855709,0.0,0.08140625480746924,0.0,0.0,0.14081820967505362,0.07842577369368461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820083343353449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694312783207046,0.0,0.0,0.058356259544332864,0.0,0.06584210987069519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397944501802526,0.1325352072574934,0.0,0.0759059235547369,0.0,0.0,0.10954796238638198,0.052828571469848117,0.0,0.13090707751692404,0.09615076797475287,0.0,0.0,0.15756287457287405,0.09160141295439586,0.11195191160909118,0.08967842807308302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241510348941,0.09080348688167827,0.27210893219402754,0.2431462527862256,0.06544242121460978,0.06613383868628317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zombiebobcat,2018/01/31,I never knew about hyperfocus until now... I never realised what hyper focus was until now! Although I find it really hard to break out of sometimes but I enter hyperfocus like a hell of a lot... a lot more than I think is normal haha ,1.805217391304346,4.246945608695654,4.928434782608697,76.11439130434783,82.04347826086956,6.288695652173913,20.069565217391304,7.554174236665415,1.1312834782608694,182,5,31,3,5,66,34,46,0.163,0.69,0.147,-0.1995,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,2,8,2,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29039258932381873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28461693368400204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522315421432709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540232578719976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900943247821843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113005700634274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354115547811907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31423565538230924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035837351533941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NotYourMartha,2018/01/31,"How do you start cultivating a sense of belonging? Something I've realized is that my ADHD, along with general life circumstances, have often made me feel different and as if I don't belong. Sometimes I felt special or better than others, but more often I felt inadequate, misunderstood, and invisible. I thought that things were so much harder for me and that no one noticed my struggle or cared. It made things feel very lonely, and at times I self-isolated as a coping mechanism. 

But I want to start working toward feeling a bigger sense of belonging, and seeing my differences as part of the spectrum of human variance instead of something that makes me alien or bad. ADHDers, any shifts in perspective or things you've done that have helped you build a healthy sense of belonging?",9.786322188449844,9.127101836879437,9.003302938196555,66.39000000000001,59.0,12.312462006079027,40.71023302938197,11.491704259439757,4.8766445795339415,633,29,101,15,7,200,92,141,0.14300000000000002,0.762,0.094,-0.8846,1,2,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,4,0,29,21,17,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,6,14,3,17,14,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,7,3,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258717120711305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897425742428993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338005365817725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172649262378004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338369931150373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348504816584348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398952493923097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243078883913642,0.0,0.3077267658021405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741097704910928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318802851111605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303261404775985,0.10696690437976993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780085056224328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244361484696592,0.0,0.0,0.1085883139039698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735331626778463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769705191763547,0.0,0.16717380038543167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467337556918729,0.15848954738089968,0.0,0.2268489729440143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752619116171572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193853103699344,0.0,0.0,0.1272191548845618,0.09344200233687316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322215309015254,0.09451852834714017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666258345819935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EPalmighty,2018/01/31,I’ve run out of meds and now can’t get an appointment for 2 months. I’m in the middle of switching cities and doctors. So it’s been really hectic trying to transfer records and school starting again. I’m really really nervous being 2 months without the meds. ,4.246764705882352,5.974485000000001,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,71.54901960784316,8.237254901960785,28.43627450980393,8.841846274778883,2.4366039215686275,209,8,37,4,4,69,39,51,0.058,0.942,0.0,-0.3962,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,20,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607098169516025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307716657934954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658580265428927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066193915087049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895275141474536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778341980370056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028735796281264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293358519282834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455344952637296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,grace_ya_face,2018/01/31,"3,2,1 Go When ever i have to do something, i say to myself “3,2,1 Go”I use it when ever i can. I use it to get out of bed, to do my homework, etc... but the thing is it only works half of the time, but i think repetition is all i need, sometimes i don’t finish the task, but as long as i start it, i’m proud of myself. Are there any other techniques to give yourself that little push to do that thing that you have to do?",3.9990217391304337,2.8511130326086978,5.438173913043481,88.84595652173915,70.84782608695652,7.794782608695653,24.92173913043478,5.6839178017228535,0.4852843478260871,317,6,78,1,5,108,54,92,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.631,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,3,11,20,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,1,13,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,60,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964238729482286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26181541670559244,0.0,0.42470116822211307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265051838163266,0.2251997091736221,0.13341745967686802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352875636397424,0.0,0.2077520073280439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406887982578695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854280412582976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866876943518628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807269290742076,0.2321800607151752,0.0,0.16616177275317226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119234127367366,0.1504224080842427,0.0,0.0,0.13688833197171058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055082736180085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090543924272866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RecentlyCroned,2018/01/31,"Walls of text on the ADHD sub Is anyone else a little perplexed and bemused at the frequent posts, *here on the ADHD sub,* that consist of long walls of text?  Um....",0.9684375000000004,3.468953968750004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.4375,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.36865000000000014,125,4,24,0,4,40,23,32,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.2516,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341578988815511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357041554190126,0.3129588853692756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25515552741217035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061306427950857,0.0,0.27030436526888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925266307073173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PolaroidPhotoOfACat,2018/01/31,"After struggling with Vyvanse being too much of a ""roller coaster ride""/peaking too high then falling off way too quickly, I found something that helped me a lot. Wanted to share! I started taking my meds again 2 months ago after a long break, and was honestly about to just give up on Vyvanse because I felt like it ""came up"" on me really intensely ~2hrs after I took it, giving me hyperfocus and some anxiety, then crashed down 3 hours later. It was so frustrating for something that's supposed to ""last all day"" and ""be smoother"" than other meds...

Then I read something on the internet about breaking up dosing by breaking open the capsule and pouring the powder into a drink and drinking it instead of just taking the pill all at once. I tried it. It feels sooo much better and smoother. I was also worried that it would taste gross or make me gag, but I mixed it into milk and then a protein smoothie today and I couldn't even taste it.

I'll sip maybe half of my dose first in the morning, then come back an hour or two later and drink the rest. It just feels a lot more gentle and smooth to me, with less jitters and anxiety.

**TL;DR Mixing your Vyvanse powder into a drink and consuming it that way more slowly instead of just popping the pill can help even out the intense come-up and sudden drop-off of effects you get from it.**",4.667982797460578,6.148941077821014,4.882928527544543,84.14625639975425,70.1284046692607,6.9669465492525084,29.090518124104037,7.273561745256523,1.6897906614785998,1055,40,194,10,19,331,149,257,0.057,0.8690000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.74,0,0,7,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,3,19,7,1,1,16,0,8,11,0,2,2,43,23,23,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,17,22,7,0,5,6,0,4,1,3,0,3,7,6,18,4,34,12,11,49,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,5,25,145,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210407817209832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211297484930774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623160052715492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856974348364596,0.0,0.0702153806108968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187129870926193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317403421878048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984424345132439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428445079374307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513476971034337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215650527979846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648145257177188,0.0,0.11059514950066936,0.0,0.0,0.0979758468783102,0.0,0.12629382032356906,0.0,0.0,0.06017912877085139,0.2209908686296624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441143748148514,0.12169871107925588,0.0,0.0,0.2268669912796322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389071224077468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056273311287082864,0.0,0.0,0.10193462666415837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585142579796072,0.0,0.0,0.07688652464576855,0.0,0.11571827669039254,0.0,0.2558879477272308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193914084328254,0.0,0.16934766977811827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226676957494628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521563530667235,0.0,0.07379011758862665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26602388511582475,0.0,0.0,0.0815281570045411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041581179012795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732087652240047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918140442147224,0.0,0.12797417852853174,0.07820269066157842,0.0,0.11251848510797942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793878163888017,0.18285613345347293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697541514533948,0.0,0.08182373895797394,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrkadir,2018/01/31,"Been on 10mg of Adderall xr after a week there hasnt been many diffences I'm having trouble staying asleep at night and get startled easier but aside from being slightly more willing to do things I haven't noticed anything. I'm fact I kind of feel worse now because I feel more aware of my impulisveness and my inability to pay attention in class. I meet with my doctor on Tuesday, should I ask her to try something else, increase my dosage, or try ir. Thoughts please this is worrying me alot now.",7.692680412371132,6.9208867216494845,7.303835051546392,77.25121649484537,63.22680412371135,10.234226804123713,37.95670103092783,9.3871,3.4440408247422685,400,18,75,6,5,126,76,97,0.155,0.767,0.078,-0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,10,2,1,0,1,12,17,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,11,1,13,11,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,47,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949651387341864,0.0,0.22148840630936556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442435567920342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424978651663705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791642722324249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395879448333447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237810266418638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467159313578437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401998979898109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233355947548772,0.0,0.0,0.26973521944020484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600672351911624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823927458099255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252541131590817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573992542862709,0.0,0.0,0.18808817556354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217065296211108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900430946509966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060396476795815,0.24144192575120466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thyrje,2018/01/31,"Diagnosing ADHD from a physiological perspective I know from what I've gathered from my readings that to get diagnosed for ADHD you have to see a specialist for ADHD. They can be a psychiatrist or psychologist. They go through their checklist for diagnosis to verify if you indeed are ADHD. 

Now what I'm wondering is the anyway to physiologically find out if you are ADHD. Any stories and guidance would be appreciated.  I'm in the Balkans so any stories from them would be appreciated more see as we may have similar difficulties.",6.823398496240599,8.818822557894743,8.955488721804514,55.0284210526316,65.52631578947367,11.74436090225564,36.72932330827068,11.491704259439757,5.181195488721805,433,22,66,15,7,155,62,95,0.023,0.906,0.07,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,0,0,12,20,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,15,14,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,5,1,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8451909994724972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191298435865508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28552072747075585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855477062930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348565979901553,0.0,0.07993663771201329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729949708821908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069158448459507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241652925550037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525327443454792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998324524585522,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fordged,2018/01/31,"Struggles with desk work I started a desk job 4 months ago and have realized a combination of sitting all day, and a very demanding/discouraging boss causes me a ton of anxiety and to combine that it seems my adhd gets a workout too. Missing misspellings even though I look over documents, missing a word here or there... Etc. My boss originally yelled at me in the first 3 months when I'd make a mistake, but she isn't doing it as much any more but I'm still freaked out by messing stuff up because I know she wants to yell.

What do you do to focus?! I have bought some stress balls and am trying to take my time but I keep messing small stuff up when my manager demands a certain product in a time frame. This also messes up my ability to write elegantly, which I need for my job.

I take Adderall like once or twice a week, but very small doses because I really don't like how it changes me and it can wipe me by the end of the day.",4.6573508771929815,5.0143719105263225,5.552368421052632,83.45574561403511,69.36842105263158,8.649122807017545,31.096491228070178,8.59863814320734,2.22180701754386,733,29,154,11,12,241,121,190,0.079,0.833,0.08800000000000001,0.6948,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,10,12,0,2,13,0,9,1,0,6,2,31,24,17,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,7,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,9,0,2,1,3,21,3,21,23,6,26,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,4,17,103,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132523178315996,0.0,0.1337436503889649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065654697717892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026017587880085,0.0,0.11542074513744738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394684099734807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499257986538145,0.15960821042830692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460679326733432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363253237638467,0.0,0.16826810652862415,0.09965305407413703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833618055264193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882717814145701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29944494024627033,0.13410670406176442,0.0,0.0,0.08291823525682919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742208549835698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669895849448287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071178992981918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408576920753387,0.0,0.1109121983492908,0.11187362907196652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067943326106338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665588158290384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735305545745735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106791751343108,0.0,0.1204908313199062,0.0,0.17282947273728638,0.15772974519408758,0.3454368934959994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688195178039394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823621152256694,0.0,0.17595556989405853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243580380491253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489791982214633,0.08899135883727734,0.0,0.12102469403450022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984049380543028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gpcdxlr,2018/01/31,"Recently diagnosed and struggling with drug side effects Hello there. Since being diagnosed in November and finally getting in to see a PNP in December I've tried Adderall, Ritalin and now Strattera. All generics. A week or two into the Adderall I started having nerve problems in my pink and ring finger on my left hand and a skin rash (red dots in a couple areas that were very itchy). I was also VERY irritable. Switched to Ritalin and rash went away but nerve pain got worse. Also started having circulation problems. When I started feeling tingling in my toes I went off of it and went a week without any drugs. My hand pain got better and decreased. Started Strattera a week ago and now my nerve pain is getting worse again, I'm feeling a little pain in my right hand in same place, and I'm once again having circulation problems with my hands and feet getting very cold and tingly. Anyone else have similar experiences? I thought once I got diagnosed that this medicine would help me and all it's doing is stressing me out and making me feel worse in multiple ways. :( :( I'm wondering if anyone out there had similar side effects and if anyone has any suggestions for me.  ",5.3557555315704235,7.326332389908259,5.649708580679978,77.39709929843497,69.13761467889908,8.432164058283865,33.46573124662709,9.007467420416297,3.1740941176470585,943,45,158,18,17,300,117,218,0.226,0.69,0.084,-0.9897,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,2,8,0,13,22,10,3,2,40,36,22,0,6,5,0,9,0,0,1,12,1,0,0,5,20,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,9,0,1,10,14,17,1,22,24,3,41,0,0,3,0,3,22,0,4,15,97,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949366853434366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343008470320184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196751293110494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881137216127308,0.09188516816059374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425493740732062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931243685592694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922641761867944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730622406476787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207994794753066,0.0,0.07491402110442827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877217758541859,0.0,0.0,0.13603087379426973,0.0,0.0,0.0982372877138386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055833422634773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151698008325928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060108919490832774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743483625438676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988038655348117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598604092448344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100716289399344,0.0,0.0,0.3816926138500794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936938718762001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574276899005035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854568531412638,0.0,0.0,0.0765840715180642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146133499394973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418213194611688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538967063866389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272524175006974,0.0937503653145378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119389608709757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088511723760045,0.0,0.08760185997746403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197991976967185,0.0,0.07118180352072494,0.2158015775119605,0.0,0.0,0.2493957463183648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644588333340808,0.09725139353179917,0.0,0.0,0.27416701748790623,0.06370430348533619,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CoNzz_97,2018/01/31,"How do you keep your hands busy? Hey guys, so I have my ADHD mainly under control like the thing I struggle with most is my impulsiveness but my control over that is getting better. One thing that has never changed though is having to keep my hands busy at all times. 

Like if I’m sat down I use my phone if I’m at my computer my hands are occupied etc. One of my bad habits due to that is picking at things like towels, blankets, socks, basically anything in reach. It gets to the point where there’s basically a pile of thread and my fingers are raw due to it. 

So I’ve been working on this with my therapist but it’s been almost 8 years since my initial diagnosis and this is the one thing I’ve never managed to ‘manage’. 

Just wanted to ask if anyone else does this and if you do how do you try to manage it?",4.070190528034839,4.607850520958085,5.098573761567773,85.54880783886775,70.7365269461078,7.749373979314098,26.55906369080021,7.686295010490155,1.2871125748502994,635,19,136,7,11,209,96,167,0.038,0.882,0.081,0.7359,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,4,8,6,0,1,4,0,15,4,4,6,3,26,25,14,0,5,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,4,18,4,19,22,4,16,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,6,9,96,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798497143348814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985243794594455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463846615042686,0.15333367990176242,0.12314885370881094,0.0,0.139902156477203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495114877722888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235289273063525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830941325011216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33568945878928996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309593562896433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250130218198433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689884023992207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637145841368233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481766124818216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26603084610688804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193336776916865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083796403612106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042192859471331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414672245088461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379167935325558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644623385450349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737546970992333,0.3976821264729433,0.0,0.14702995294279128,0.0,0.08726187378853438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160224184358917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924918903962498,0.0,0.0,0.08826719981418317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894667685814928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963694233313818
adhd,FaxCelestis,2018/01/31,"Holy shit am I having a bad ADD day today I took my meds but I have been getting terrible sleep because my littlest is teething, and this morning was worse because my oldest wanted to get up and see the lunar eclipse. I can't focus on crap, looking at the stuff I need to get done at work and it just seems like a pile of insurmountable, Sisyphus-ian ordeals. I can't even fathom where to start on this stuff, much less how to get through them. What do you guys do on days like this?",3.6726406926406914,4.6168987171717175,4.10955266955267,90.78909090909092,71.92929292929294,6.465223665223665,27.274170274170274,6.18269132825596,0.8752412698412697,379,13,82,2,7,119,72,99,0.125,0.785,0.09,-0.5535,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,4,6,2,0,4,0,11,4,4,1,0,10,22,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,11,2,12,18,2,13,0,0,2,0,3,7,2,1,7,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578668539398616,0.2305125344959905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438710276456295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348584873145894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487998130517765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951283429937491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721056884139825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474162635606656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877249036848967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100158785168912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389893504525344,0.14019416501431034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066555305861565,0.17212364595444882,0.0,0.0,0.1940792379123376,0.0,0.0,0.18920810385815412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133825822351145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328833993367264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921773003335048,0.0,0.2100654584935494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151930396085843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376463465210903,0.0,0.1926800710889968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,slightlyoffkilter_7,2018/01/31,"Someone, ANYONE, please give this poor soul some encouragement to clean up my dishes :( So my New Year's Resolution was to be better at not leaving nasty dishes to sit in my sink for a week. I have a high failure rate for these resolutions normally, but this year I was doing pretty well....until I spent an entire day cooking and had zero energy left for dishes. Now, I have week-old slimy dishes sitting in my sink that I *JUST. CAN'T. BEAR. TO. CLEAN.* They smell. They're icky. I hate myself a little more every time I walk into my kitchen. And I want them gone **TODAY**. 



r/ADHD, I need y'all to hold me accountable just this once so I can get my tiny-ass kitchen back in order! Help!",0.2558823529411747,2.6757822352941183,2.159058823529413,91.69476470588238,94.29411764705885,4.484705882352942,15.623529411764707,6.2581,-0.31267235294117635,528,12,107,6,20,174,96,136,0.08199999999999999,0.759,0.159,0.8246,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,1,6,3,1,0,4,0,9,7,0,0,0,12,16,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,7,1,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,1,5,1,21,2,14,10,2,23,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,9,66,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369028108874628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783256120068774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157495333790788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433873850136636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712763659378526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608411875442364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298831493219833,0.18909776230090267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946175536883333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212698552873764,0.20827063201924945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872415300701136,0.21417405784081125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756842468745944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616375741366433,0.0,0.19038203646144788,0.0,0.0,0.1931380930615462,0.0,0.0,0.2068467929350864,0.20992891621873888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638119385539964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005443414661285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670211647400823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494365315097645,0.0,0.1868489805845225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626789523951853,0.0,0.3162393884360775,0.0,0.17723670564345215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538807176340377
adhd,stecklese,2018/01/31,"With ADD and ADHD, it's like my mind has a mind of its own and only rarely do they fully connect",5.626818181818184,2.8992662272727285,6.935454545454544,84.52318181818181,68.54545454545455,8.8,26.54545454545455,3.1291,0.7174909090909094,75,1,18,0,1,26,20,22,0.0,0.884,0.116,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47731520009748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940347781344217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8020469475903031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020619116858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pixarman,2018/01/31,"I finished a household remodel...well mostly... For the last 4 or 5 months my wife has been on me about finishing some remodeling we started last spring. All that was left was painting the ceilings. 

After some serious threats of withholding and semi-permanent couch residence...I finally got my ADHD to work for me and finished the painting while everyone else slept this past week! 

Now to decide if I should tackle remodeling our bathroom.....hmm. Perhaps hiring someone is a better option. And something my wife could...will do, after I forget to set it up.   ",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181818,5.744444444444442,73.47000000000003,71.72727272727272,8.44040404040404,33.22222222222222,9.150863307647796,3.5879373737373736,441,22,67,10,9,143,77,99,0.068,0.9,0.031,-0.3382,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,1,15,10,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,11,4,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,6,15,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136020528871902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078234524521166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834127125130628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798388963429327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934164316069898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584964159292603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869947274597367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42540576280489184,0.0,0.0,0.2835146782870558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828173207252426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490990445702336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210956465306817,0.2008862060140171,0.0,0.0,0.1846963719459992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093122513950548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996917311937347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,louisjackgrace,2018/01/31,Surviving the week without medication So I forgot where I placed my medication and I've been going without it throughout the week. Anyone have any tips on how to deal with school and homework?,4.072714285714287,7.193124200000002,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,78.42857142857143,6.928571428571428,28.75,8.07648339933343,2.504857142857143,157,7,25,3,4,50,28,35,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767482750532273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173569343652027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679566499472201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771331260738838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236656283080172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715514949711359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26304363285794224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169695756120424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010895244953647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bassoonsara,2018/01/31,"ADD prescriptions not covered for adults? I tried to price a few prescriptions through my insurance drug calculator and it said ""This drug not covered, age restriction applies"" ",9.96107142857143,12.535047250000002,7.57,65.72500000000001,58.64285714285714,12.742857142857144,46.14285714285714,12.161744961471696,6.754371428571429,145,9,20,5,2,42,24,28,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.2057,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.893038778806081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662573019234049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26141409360692797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fearhasgrippedme,2018/01/31,"Boyfriend says ""he can't do this anymore"" I'm 22 years old. I've always tried to be an independent person in spite of that, and in spite of my uncaring and abusive parents, but my ADHD is extremely severe. It's ruining my life.

My ADHD demotivates me, not much is able to capture my interest, and I'm left painfully bored and restless. Currently, although I'm looking and this will hopefully change in the near future, I am jobless. This all accelerates my depression as well, leaving me demotivated and self hating. 

The other day my boyfriend (24) admitted to me that it hurts him too, as he often tries to pick up the things I'm too depressed to do as I have trouble even getting out of bed many mornings. I recognize that he was not being passive aggressive and he has always been nothing but supportive and loving to me, and I hate burdening him like this.

Is there any way to fight this without medication? Is there one sole thing I can focus on that will help me get out of bed and do what I need to do, even if I have no interest or motivation to do it, even with the pointlessness of everything? ",6.678816199376946,6.4991152149532745,7.5210747663551425,72.90332554517136,65.07476635514018,11.05856697819315,36.52492211838006,10.686352973137794,3.9391632398753895,872,40,163,21,12,293,127,214,0.24,0.638,0.122,-0.9855,3,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,9,22,6,1,5,0,21,4,0,3,1,28,35,18,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,2,16,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,15,1,1,2,2,21,7,27,29,2,15,0,4,1,1,14,9,0,4,6,120,37,1,0.13712483166652742,0.1624705027064259,0.0,0.0,0.3295948005397188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819768957557066,0.0,0.0,0.09324958774407772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599098647176722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450598897993658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843417237062412,0.0,0.2362108331667919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27170897418196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323895684168712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328412985409633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27076476445822056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191188419867592,0.0,0.0,0.1361958981969962,0.0,0.0,0.1467949683822435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519539747218835,0.14898653082752453,0.0,0.09685532386912027,0.06699226630947695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515032282853388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376051428991088,0.0,0.0,0.13902305671648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381388416400684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080252906024764,0.101676325178297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157497426119438,0.0,0.1438894439545214,0.0,0.09291933475577584,0.0,0.14591048891266795,0.0,0.1522608979359284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973211385989005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904716992896124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305110524274645,0.15491202875162846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556076339724017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219929016539932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619751918244332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884330874135184,0.0,0.0,0.1232916916984583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218344441550325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830389577903873
adhd,Lizzyrue,2018/01/31,"Don't know what to do A few months ago my primary care provider told me that she thinks I might have ADD innatentive type. I was never diagnosed as a child, but it was definitely a light bulb moment for me (I'm 26). So I went ahead and took the CPT test, results came back mixed. Pretty much 50/50. 
Now, most of the time I get along pretty well. I'm a stay at home Mom, but am also in charge of family financials and all of the other minute details of running a family. When I talked to my doc about the test results, she pretty much said we'll keep it on the docket, you don't seem to be struggling too much so if you go out and get a job and have problems, we'll look at it then.
My self esteem is plummeting. I feel like an idiot a lot of the time, and my husband is no help there. He's said that he doesn't think I have a problem, and every time I do something right and to completion, he's all 'well you wouldn't be able to do that if you had add'. And yet if (when) I forget something, it's then end of the effing world. Now, I'm in no physical danger here, I just mean cold shoulder and glares. 
My husband is also very anti add drugs. His dad was a meth addict and he's come to think adderall=speed. He had no problem when I went on lexapro for anxiety or wellbutrin to quit smoking, but I just don't know how to have a constructive conversation with him about how I think medication might help me. 
I have a Dr appt on Thursday, and I plan on bringing this all up then, just wanted some opinions and other perspectives. Thanks!
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adhd,kein-08-15,2018/01/31,"Exams are soon but I’m not in treatment yet what can I do and how can I handle this situation? I’ve been to my university’s psychological care and they are pretty sure I have ADHD (thought so before though). 

So they send me to a specialist to diagnose me and get me into treatment.  I have to wait some time till my appointment but my exam’s are coming up (first one is in a week) and it’s so so hard for me to concentrate and to study. 

Does anyone have tips about what to do and how to handle this? I don’t want to fail. ",0.06679833679833891,2.2405010990991023,2.7291891891891886,90.70359667359669,87.55855855855856,5.937907137907138,17.547470547470546,7.321109707123232,0.231099237699238,406,10,92,7,13,141,66,111,0.067,0.815,0.118,0.6993,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,10,3,0,0,2,0,13,1,0,2,1,18,20,16,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,14,2,16,18,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,71,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144552471765441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829533889402751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264685646037785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26677198293943016,0.0,0.0,0.2253903091907429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655716015281728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897371232662544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225613334697668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367025401977367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438908890856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730238662904166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661944796237369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941081754286121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466042192192425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570720802419092,0.20772271872560946,0.15257157451008566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432932010927944,0.0,0.20988171200903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sunnysunflowers1112,2018/01/31,"Cheaper alternative to vyvanse I changed jobs and with it came new insurance which has a deductible of $3k. 

Vyvanse is $290 a month.  Co-pay for monthly visit is $141 until I hit the deductible. 

Anyone have any suggestions / experiences with alternatives to vyvanse? ",4.466875000000002,7.454020270833336,5.608166666666667,71.95350000000002,75.45833333333334,8.006666666666666,36.68333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.010328333333334,215,13,33,5,5,71,38,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292213733219351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568945846056066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38552200837750206,0.0,0.0,0.3565788113186694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297223243847495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344931960638916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380973153367962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32554745180192923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wellrat,2018/01/31,"I made two appointments for ADHD diagnosis... ...and lost the notebook with the names, numbers, and dates.",9.511764705882351,10.474528411764707,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,59.0,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,4.987400000000001,81,4,12,2,1,25,15,17,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674482833348485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154217926022645,0.0,0.0,0.4467721356080948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612347344847133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,soupboy233,2018/01/31,"I really hate taking stimulants. They make me feel so bad and I just can't bear the side effects anymore. This is my daily routine:

I wake up, do nothing for two hours before I *force* myself to take Vyvanse because I'm a student and I must continue studying or I'll fail. Then the first 2-3 hours on it are great and everything is amazing and then comes the shitty feeling I get every fucking day for the past year. I feel tired, I feel completely unsocial, I feel stupid (I can't explain, it's just that I feel like I can't think out of the box like I used to).

I honestly hate this drug and every other stimulant there is (I've tried most of them). I can't wait for the moment I graduate so I can throw this shitty pills as far as I can from my life.

I wish I could just study like a normal person. I wish I didn't have to fill myself with this chemical poison that is ruining my life.",2.2932258064516127,3.688699720430108,4.027720430107529,88.27158064516131,75.98924731182797,7.110537634408603,24.227956989247307,7.793537801064563,1.1531724731182798,692,22,149,10,15,233,111,186,0.181,0.6890000000000001,0.13,-0.9176,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,3,6,14,5,0,8,0,16,8,1,5,1,32,37,12,0,5,4,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,1,6,30,6,15,34,1,18,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,2,13,95,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801406417953596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619677595131413,0.08483355643168669,0.0,0.11841897533117685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987813296925992,0.14591162105540156,0.0,0.0,0.11111175056327403,0.0,0.0,0.08974976840658001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138695952873333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450465364742176,0.0,0.1250723282494815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221953563743292,0.0994193445576394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837348829813975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865559394591167,0.07270785221378517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342965803362382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747928120019334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740985456428738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659239529639974,0.20396664180140128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289356933800956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363519340656858,0.13353235691010495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328485265526292,0.0,0.12151331551698855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915251971993267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092691861989709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917116993016022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599494392961865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944837486264253,0.0,0.1359437657813439,0.0,0.0,0.120193685353802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32006525131855257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961755374781002
adhd,FarkYourThrowaway,2018/01/31,"Back again to opine about relationship destruction. (long, but readable) Y'all may remember me as the guy who had the inappropriate relationship. Then again, we're all adhd here, so probably not.

Anyway, it's still rough for us. More for my wife than me. I seem to be coming out of that ensuing depression and anxiety attempting to work through the depression with Paki Ghost Pepper chips and my good friends Evan Williams and Elijah Craig. But that's not really what I'm here about.

A friend of mine recently discovered that her fiancée was cheating in almost identical method that I was. She's a good kid and I feel bad for her, but what that did was suddenly bring into focus the utter abhorrence of my behavior and how fucking destructive it was. The poor girl's perception of her life and their relationship in shambles and I'm sitting here realizing that that is probably how the other side of the equation was in my situation. It's shocking and mortifying and depressing and shameful all at the same time.

Is this utterly gross and borderline destructive lack of self-awareness common for people like us? Or am I just a stubborn shitheel child who didn't realize the gravity of his behavior until I literally saw it happen to another person?

Tl;dr and Tl;to (too long; tapped out): It took something identical to happening to someone else to drive home ramifications of behavior. Is that lack of self-awareness a byproduct of our broken executive functions? Or am I just that shitty guy who couldn't crawl out of his own ass? 

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adhd,throwawaycuzican1122,2018/01/31,"Recently diagnosed, need help with getting prescribed! Hi guys, first time poster here. So I was recently diagnosed with adult ADHD and it was done by a psychologist which included some paperwork and one online computerized test. Results came back as combined type for ADHD. Psychologist sent my report to my PCP, who I just saw yesterday. My PCP initially prompted me to go to the psychologist and get an evaluation, but now she wants me to go see a psychiatrist???? 

Has anyone had any experiences of this? I don’t want to keep going to psychologists / psychiatrists because they are expensive and idk how much my insurance covers it. 

So, would it be bad if I went and saw a different doctor to see if he can help me get prescribed? I’m struggling so bad all I wanted was to get on some medication to help me out. 

TL;DR Diagnosed for ADHD, but PCP won’t prescribe anything. ",4.772785714285714,7.187660850000004,6.198392857142861,70.97875000000002,71.75,10.071428571428571,31.42857142857143,10.290406445055957,3.8992946428571433,696,32,117,22,14,235,105,160,0.096,0.8420000000000001,0.062,-0.8249,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,1,5,0,12,5,0,2,1,25,32,14,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,3,0,2,10,4,15,0,18,19,4,15,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,4,7,79,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584590187997932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647206495294463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891210215420016,0.0,0.1046405195331295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777695210622656,0.21234388677667584,0.07751457368034269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454353216110798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38718926445307417,0.0,0.13285345219998246,0.0,0.13015199928270238,0.0,0.13012718037560067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438530420367888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816086070697936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657400398910925,0.0,0.21680112846964064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590679690303647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556947632472572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302421869993855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809869915573074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347604693161138,0.09428633421012426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861658152574101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511071372296044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265754552891407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293355720748734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414707919456097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250039371409068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787710052928307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032967117854934,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spitfire9107,2018/01/31,Can a primary care physician prescribe adderall or does it have to be a psychiatrist only? Also is it possible to obtain adderall in just 1 visit to a psychiatrist? I was diagnosed at age 9 and still have symptons.,5.489666666666667,7.263509300000003,7.605,64.28666666666669,68.5,10.333333333333336,38.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,4.890083333333333,172,10,26,5,3,61,32,40,0.0,0.903,0.097,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32751094262186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175558138325183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156769574715008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583933505435046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311475481562108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616975680749131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270611229272004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tropelesswanderer,2018/01/31,"Putting off applications for internships (again) and can't find the will or enthusiasm to apply I'm a junior in college and the second semester just started up again. I promised my parents and myself that I would apply to like 5 before the spring semester started but here we are and all I've done is think about applying. I have a few detailed resumes- the problem is I can't start writing cover letters. Every time I try and get excited about it I just think about how fruitless the effort of applying is when I know I'll only get responses for a few of the applications I put out. Also, I feel super unqualified and that makes me want to write them even less. 

My sophomore year was a mess and I really had a subpar year- I was undiagnosed ADHD then and my SO broke up with me and I really struggled with anxiety and depression coupled with the fact that my school has shit mental health services and creates a super competitive stress culture based on who has it worst. So last summer I planned to do a summer study abroad but that was a bust because I could barely get out of bed and sent out like 3-4 last ditch effort applications in like late April. Getting diagnosed in mid-summer and seeing a psychiatrist really helped me and this fall semester I had my highest semester GPA ever (3.80!) and it pulled up my cumulative quite a bit. Things are going well, I'm proud to say, but I just can't follow through on these internships. I guess I need advice but maybe more support? I just want to be the kind of person that does these things but I know without external pressure it's really difficult for me to complete mundane tasks like these. ",4.507760252365929,6.3311880157728755,5.473181072555207,78.40707129337541,71.05047318611987,8.605123028391167,29.083785488958988,9.174902378510234,2.626736378548895,1319,52,238,28,25,433,177,317,0.121,0.732,0.147,0.4588,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,1,0,1,7,18,22,1,3,18,0,22,3,1,2,3,53,46,27,0,6,11,1,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,1,16,22,0,0,6,0,0,7,4,10,1,1,7,3,33,12,34,35,7,37,0,2,1,0,12,12,1,2,22,167,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130493445064488,0.11489506991615472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940264368835338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994622902451622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167396410836263,0.0,0.10004952927407404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836383996467676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232774473971199,0.0,0.0,0.09387581939114402,0.1300969251005909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126906201951284,0.11933837352958128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289259187673706,0.1203222879638754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765862552759346,0.1063553003643498,0.09906385418548422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945056039205945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746342216391844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457169171806869,0.0,0.06682182701395736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952453127093075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497905550390564,0.0,0.0,0.0788095124720516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243855079666215,0.12923469814439315,0.1916822063970846,0.13263219235542492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297691051936365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848368776088828,0.0,0.1181220914567202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849015372507332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718199705198525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942275172064001,0.0,0.0,0.1305555558946989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266386771213687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250549230584243,0.0,0.2363951032829305,0.0,0.12505781511900732,0.0,0.0,0.3012918362663296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350210120795464,0.0,0.11899439408467476,0.0936937981780566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069129657284824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966522212617245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346842746379981,0.1229172084126761,0.0,0.0,0.13342520259715338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622612196319055,0.1506774324196026,0.0,0.0,0.06856020539887964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982719448202344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870014673096534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057160148475116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334021603500555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352346278353319,0.0,0.0,0.15143171171827965
adhd,sadboithrowaway0118,2018/01/31,"""I know what people who have problems are like and you aren't that"" Just wanted to share some bullshit from my own mother (who I love btw, just not her views on mental health)



So whenever I ask my mom if I might be depressed or ADHD or Autistic (2nd and 3rd have been suggested by qualified teachers and one of them is even qualified to TEACH children with ADHD and Autism) she starts getting quite angry and tells me ""I know what people who have depression/ADHD/autism are like and you are nothing like that so stop looking for problems""



Ok, so it isn't a problem that I've legitimately felt different to all my peers since about 1st grade. 



It isn't a problem that I had no friends until I was about 11 and even now have admitted to scripting most conversations with the friends I now have. 



It isn't a problem that I couldn't even remember to do and hand in homework that was assigned ONCE EVERY TWO WEEKS in primary school.



It isn't a problem that I wrote pieces for writing competitions THAT I PERSONALLY SIGNED UP FOR the night before and often cried because it was so overwhelming.



It isn't a problem that I had a 6 month long depressive spiral where I cried at least once a week and often told my parents that I wanted to kill myself.



Brain fog? Not a problem.



Difficulties concentrating and remembering things? Nah.



Lifelong impulsive and aggressiveness? Nope! That's FINE! Just learn to C O N T R O L yourself.



TL;DR: title lol",4.38240118577075,6.233649750000001,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,71.42753623188406,7.9167325428195,29.21212121212121,8.575989854853784,2.262853623188405,1145,46,213,20,22,368,159,276,0.135,0.701,0.16399999999999998,0.7369,2,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,2,1,1,17,22,2,1,10,2,25,4,2,0,1,50,38,20,1,12,8,3,2,3,2,1,1,0,1,2,23,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,9,4,25,9,23,26,6,16,0,3,2,1,25,6,0,8,13,148,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150005906283962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167793887150318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053259147470886864,0.0,0.07434432712476423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975323617089171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919408248196605,0.0,0.0,0.1505010634037564,0.0,0.0,0.09128169409683068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311860342092775,0.0,0.07361189638014662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388765147428143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350016789406834,0.0,0.04564653877812725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286884059867476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666051976355043,0.0,0.0960311032388498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805179827147795,0.0,0.0,0.07731854853826259,0.07336770208478567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885366119036223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804709840732013,0.09268438198598684,0.0,0.10232516334243248,0.06973686132464138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081989604704446,0.0,0.08383262223053517,0.0,0.0,0.1860896242673256,0.059203290992328274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701259991740993,0.0,0.0,0.12114090911708868,0.07628697726479397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6688003579031817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929273649178977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794340700899804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842178692925236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227228996047334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184001424127599,0.0,0.0,0.07304414377239384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636409312235998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058043880870484225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348453519438387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534652293313437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030646436383758,0.0,0.14016379932929282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fluppets,2018/01/31,"What is positive about ADHD for you? Some comments in another thread have got me thinking:

- are you ADHD-C or ADHD-PI?
- What is positive about ADHD for you? What is negative?
- would you consider yourself to be a different person or a better version of yourself without ADHD?
- what are your successes you contribute to your ADHD?
- milk or dark chocolate?

I was wondering what different people's stance is on their ADHD.
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adhd,Lereas,2018/01/31,"Well....guess I'm getting close to the right dose.... Wasn't totally sure if 20mg was working for me because I've been interrupted so much at work lately that my work output hasn't been great through no fault of my own. I have felt actually agitated about being pulled away, though, which wasn't true before...before I would happily let interruptions stop my normal work.

Well, I was sick for a week and I'm playing catch-up so tonight I took a dose (usually I just take one in the morning, sometimes around lunch) around 7p and I've been working non-stop since then almost, about 7 hours so far and I think I can get more done. Probably won't sleep tonight, but right now I feel like one all-nighter is a small price to pay for catching back up.",4.543892617449663,5.338255637583893,4.792812080536915,87.23901677852348,69.80536912751677,8.10765100671141,28.322818791946307,8.238735603445708,1.6309108724832213,586,20,126,8,10,184,103,149,0.14400000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.062,-0.7313,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,12,7,0,0,5,0,16,5,1,0,3,19,25,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,1,2,3,5,1,1,2,10,2,12,6,15,11,4,24,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,2,11,71,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.1326215176435604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608701185344022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196459017046046,0.0,0.0,0.12768514371202744,0.10450085579901604,0.0,0.08284507864073475,0.0,0.1156432635447336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907573736998527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687165334328322,0.09708897946439876,0.13048798963919406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200719592135555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983330441712905,0.149712243665236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383687142351847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330426526103375,0.0,0.0,0.13896980923079258,0.0,0.06639523788651841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990418693405267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753556096960705,0.13315587811745624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418249374835766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652619214627105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321204781284801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242019126562816,0.0,0.13600093615617015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441133313607614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272416335006849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280867700887086,0.0,0.1021819838573966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870810195408846,0.13352379996749925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509929988549304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967772164797133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901301963542366,0.0,0.2443858567773937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946942441582455,0.0,0.0,0.09654144191308862,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,flametailvonkarma,2018/01/31,"""Reward yourself for completing a task!"" Or I could just reward myself now. That's a common piece of advice in ""how to do stuff"" guides. Okay, but, like, you realize the flaw here, right? The reward/lack thereof is completely self-imposed, meaning I can just ignore my own rules at any time. If I had the willpower to hold myself to that, I wouldn't be trying to bribe myself into performing basic tasks.

Sure, I can tell myself, ""You're not allowed to have a cookie until you change your sheets."" But I immediately call myself on my own shit and eat every cookie in the house to prove I'm not the boss of me.",4.728760504201682,5.58130762184874,5.580997899159668,81.54359768907563,69.42016806722688,7.6306722689075634,24.118697478991603,7.6454224807358475,1.1509235294117648,473,11,90,5,8,155,84,119,0.087,0.807,0.106,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,5,7,1,0,8,1,9,2,1,3,2,21,11,7,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,17,5,15,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,5,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198158704323434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297185850505032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296963149860233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379643864812268,0.0,0.4717058690864716,0.0,0.0,0.1796020923010236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301772170645728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952777827678735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595589495063581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989787441153384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450335243991424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921037409136885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346690635270315,0.0,0.23090514178832086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575108078969404,0.0,0.0,0.2120101414057309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661383039041005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311685630878056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272443153603688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Riothegod1,2018/01/31,"Successfully adult-ed today as I cleaned half my room and booked a doctor’s appointment during my week off from school. Only worry is how I’ll tell my mother I’m worried I have ADHD. Today, I managed to pick up a lot of trash from my room in the span of 25 minutes (that felt like an exercise in concentration in it’s own right), took a five minute break to get food that was longer than 5 minutes as I ate left over pizza (I made it, family said it was divine). Later that afternoon I called my doctor’s office to book an apointment for some health concerns.

While I already told my mother about the appointment, I didn’t tell her that part of the reason for the appointment with my GP is because I’m worried about maybe having ADHD.

The thing is I have a sister with autism so she knows how bad things can get, and I brought the concern up with her before and she says if I have it at all it’s probably just high functioning ADHD

Do you have any advice on how to talk to her about my concerns? I really don’t want to look insensitive, especially since my sister has a diagnosis for a condition.
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adhd,yofuckoff,2018/01/31,"I randomly choose a course after dropping out twice I have no clue if this is the right place to post this but I feel like nobody else will understand this. 

I've never been very academically inclined. School just wasn't cut out for me.

I graduated high school on a level that I knew was too easy for me but I was just too damn afraid to risk the chance of failing by taking on a higher level. I did use the opportunity to take the 'math and physics' subject package. Neither of those subjects I had ever been good at, I thought it would be a good way to develop myself as a person. 

The past years I've been struggling with school in ways I've never had. No matter what I did or tried it was like my brain just refused to hold any information. I dropped out of my first course one month in when I was 16. My next course wasn't a success either and I dropped out on my 18th birthday. 

Ever since I was able to read I adored writing. Ever since my first year in high school I was active in almost any 'student support group' my school offered. My first courses completely worked with those traits and I should've felt right at home but I hated every single minute of it. 

After a very, very messy year I found myself at a random school I had never heard for to (hopefully) get let into a electrical engineering course I found out about barely two days prior. At first they didn't want me on the course,I was too much of a risk case. Thankfully one of the teacher took pity on me and I was given a chance. I was let in a day before the first day of school. 

I didn't know this study was stupidly difficult. I don't think anybody in my year did. My school holds up a very high standard when it's about grades. I wish I was exaggerating when I say there were months where I had 4-8 tests and 4 projects due every single week. 

Like I said, I suck at maths and physics. I mentally beat myself up for weeks. Until I realised something: I was waking up on time, I had given my assignments on time, I was taking my medicine on time and most importantly, I wasn't getting bad grades. 

They weren't impressive grades, I surely wasn't on top of my class but in the first time in my life I felt proud about my achievements. If I cram an entire night for a test and get a decent grade I feel satisfied. I know that sounds completely stupid but I never experienced that in my life before. 

Now I'm about halfway through my first year and I'm so glad I continued. I get compliments about things I got told off for not even a year earlier. Don't get me wrong I still find this course horribly difficult but I think that difficulty is what puts enough pressure on me to thrive. I've never been more confident in my future than I am right now. 

tl;dr : I've been too dumb to do school through the entirety of primary and secondary school, dropped out of college twice. Found a study that's ludicrously difficult and I'm suddenly 'thriving' 

(sorry for spelling mistakes it's like 5 am here) 
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adhd,DROCITY,2018/01/31,"Starting an ADD/ADHD Evaluation And I have basically no idea what to tell my doctor, I have a very hard time explaining why i think i have ADD.. the only thing that comes to mind is:

1. Horrible concentration.

2. Lost interest in all my hobbies

3. No motivation or drive to do anything.

4. Extremely low energy all the time (Is this even a sign of ADD/ADHD?)

5. Struggle to put words to my thoughts at time.

6. Sometimes when i try to explain something all that comes out are basically word-salads (Atleast thats how i percieve it)


Im worried by how poorly im able to explain how i feel, that the Doctors will miss-diagnose me, or even, not diagnose me with anything at all.


Did you guys have thoughts like these going into it?
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adhd,_-kolya-_,2018/01/31,"Professionals/grad students? I'm looking for 1-3 more to create a structured weekly (or so) check-in and motivation group. I am an early-30s, early career professional learning how to manage the realities of my new ADHD diagnosis - developing coping skills and habits for a healthy work/life balance.

I'm looking for other similar individuals who would be interested in a structured voice or video meeting on some semi-regular schedule for mutual encouragement, accountability, and discussion.

I am also in touch with an excellent coach, if there is interest in having (albeit paying for) a professional to lead the meetings, perhaps occasionally.

Please PM if you're interested.",11.201011904761906,11.698426125000005,11.813214285714288,43.615119047619096,55.60714285714286,14.252380952380953,46.3452380952381,13.295006501635747,7.1332095238095246,554,31,68,19,6,191,85,112,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,3,0,14,10,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,14,8,2,9,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,5,4,46,5,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069746500205809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708070768521117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687378836821436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327056746894866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717206237885001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716333629587724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653103202984225,0.0,0.0,0.2405572895736925,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CygnusBee,2018/01/31,"How can I keep myself centred on finishing tasks. Last chance at uni cant afford to fail again. Put simply, this is my last chance to make good on my uni education and make it through this academic year. I have recently had an ADHD referral, but I doubt it will be worth anything to me this year or maybe even next given waiting lists. 


I need to get myself focused on my work which is very hard to do, I often have either 5 projects running at a time, some of which never get finished, or more rarely, I have one project that I am very perfectionist about and that never really finishes.  and most of the time my work also just goes in the bin or gets waylaid",8.110941475826976,6.0941512519084,7.9677480916030525,76.82531170483462,63.19847328244275,11.176081424936388,34.81043256997455,9.725611199111238,3.0193501272264642,518,17,105,8,6,167,90,131,0.04,0.838,0.122,0.8412,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,3,2,21,21,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,2,1,14,1,15,17,4,22,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,7,14,74,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264068502326912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065453656071293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550280142567386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244290927805052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29527627689037395,0.0,0.0,0.15801167262610633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875945249819413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744871170506112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30712419750051034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515021093873432,0.0,0.18926197286447166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396879834824881,0.2905942694700687,0.0,0.20035373409601345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765719527931108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893828794896545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206867543498798,0.0,0.18601131294113565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970216703350012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108811470330497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742987281574841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263255213819696
adhd,rdcirc,2018/01/31,"Anyone with Bipolar II + GAD + ADHD + SPD? What's it like? How were you diagnosed? I am diagnosed with BP 2 and GAD, but not ADHD or SPD. Somehow I've gone down the rabbit hole and I'm starting to think that I have all of the above. It started with reading about SPD and realizing that a lot of people with SPD also have ADHD. Does anyone have experience with all 4 in combination? Can you parse-out what is causing what? 

For instance, my impulsive driving makes more sense. I tried to filter it into thinking it was mood-congruent with hypomania as my hypomania's tend to be more dysphoric with lots of irritability, or as a reaction to anxiety. But now that I'm looking through this different lens, it makes sense as ADHD impulsivity because it's always a problem and I don't fell anxious before I slam the brakes on the guy who just honked at me for no apparent reason. Just like the mess of my room that has been that way for, like literally, years that I can only get in order for a few weeks at a time. Or the projects I get started then forget about for months. Or my lost keys. Or forgetting what I was doing while walking from one side of the room to the other. In my mind it has all been about mood symptoms, but thinking back it has been somewhat separate from mood. My mood always flavors it, but those things happy whether I'm euthymic, depressed, or hypomanic. So now this is a different lens, and interesting to consider.


Tl;Dr I think I have ADHD. It explains the ineffable experiences I have outside of my mood disorders. I'm curious about the relational experiences between multiple psychiatric diagnoses of others, and how those experiences have clouded later diagnoses of other illnesses.",5.159909700722395,6.79443544891641,6.500236068111455,72.4299000257998,69.12383900928793,9.717698658410734,32.962977296181634,10.02789654360092,3.602385036119712,1362,63,237,35,24,461,168,323,0.105,0.828,0.067,-0.9109,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,1,14,13,0,0,16,0,23,7,0,6,3,52,43,26,0,1,14,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,2,1,29,14,0,1,7,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,8,2,21,5,45,34,9,30,0,2,1,0,5,11,0,10,16,175,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526663938262285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355051258298778,0.15305726179015935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035884235254397,0.10390294039866113,0.0,0.12861886149050894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072130764664865,0.0,0.056065687201935534,0.0,0.07826196977887889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448126919971148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921592763915458,0.3734013043498786,0.0,0.1921837337442628,0.10540865026982264,0.0,0.08048590507476172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598676856179144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610385019341304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106740521948337,0.0,0.09790661958672256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347996054848319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723388058471846,0.0,0.1003990360999476,0.15638375354953882,0.0,0.0,0.12278494550137307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928661802753277,0.0,0.07341170933329985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232306283001364,0.06994936151607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376227033702926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800542593936381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199756112799153,0.0,0.0,0.09456322486011756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952961919026124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559482193256214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611025565260853,0.2357294981384338,0.0,0.0,0.053630004677605786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244340705462681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300362607139936,0.07377492978578591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922738533628943
adhd,AsadUllah1588,2018/01/31,"Stuck in life I can't focus on anything. Quit my studies 2 years ago because I was bored of 'em. Don't have a job, don't have a career. What do I do?",-1.8484285714285704,-0.19868848571428188,1.3082142857142856,101.26803571428572,91.0,3.5,17.32142857142857,3.1291,-1.1031428571428572,113,3,30,0,4,40,26,35,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40192339083877854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373120380556694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639644144869224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499425782206208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202591094925711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822606856512506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919831961445344
adhd,mylittlesyn,2018/01/31,"I just learned that Ashley Graham has ADHD I know she's not famous for her smarts, but it's nice to see that people can be successful with ADHD. Whenever ADHD is displayed in media it's always portrayed very poorly, so to have someone in the limelight with it is nice. ",2.9766037735849054,5.260168924528305,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,76.73584905660377,5.749433962264153,23.807547169811322,6.742157984588678,1.0576973584905658,215,7,37,2,5,71,40,53,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,7,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8873836188822196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047957990281145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526391767606516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063215359779968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612983796897346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854099766589307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030789829701965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hookersince06,2018/02/01,"Avoidance and Emotional Response to household chores. I'm in the process of getting diagnosed and have avoidance issues with things like bills, contacting people, chores...but there's one thing (well not one, but one I want to discuss) that I'm currently struggling with at home that's just looming.


Cleaning out my fridge.  I haven't cleaned it out since I've lived there...close to three years.  I've wiped messes of course and it's never been gross or anything (until a pork roast decided to bust out of it's plastic packaging)  Granted, I wiped that up, but I feel like it needs a proper cleaning, it's obviously been a while.  That being said...I can't do it.  I open the fridge, and then I close it.  I don't want to do it so badly that the thought of it makes me cry.  I know this sounds so stupid.  I'm 30 years old.  But this sub has made me feel the most normal I've felt in a while so I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else feels this way?    ",2.0564583333333317,4.087314229166669,2.8283333333333367,93.78333333333336,78.58333333333334,5.933333333333334,23.166666666666664,6.937597516519254,0.5939354166666666,740,24,161,8,18,232,106,192,0.133,0.787,0.08,-0.9301,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,3,8,0,10,1,0,2,2,39,28,16,0,5,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,19,11,0,2,8,0,1,0,5,7,1,4,5,5,12,3,19,22,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,5,11,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115947233733058,0.16990516658722085,0.13645812529788715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845520280907098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821486793841008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830676235957398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852376276027936,0.18652845377018215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153513603659783,0.11846391951219365,0.1592159973995167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663562600299271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826726295959452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663338983668058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307603512872985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911319342885466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620253948567998,0.0,0.14642466689788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569056461771424,0.11068807957065488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229555860858484,0.127892850283577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247124354279552,0.0,0.0,0.1740032488582839,0.0,0.33709768454659594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496072623319735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773555977553916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717042411101074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733541087778146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203307453079949,0.0,0.0,0.13164486735802955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561329641634626,0.13162250695378652,0.0,0.0,0.14909470996042126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982787156661106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135690336985728
adhd,mentalplague,2018/02/01,"So whats the deal with meditation? Is it really for everyone? Lord knows every last book, website, or person Ive spoke with (regarding mental health) has at least suggested it at some point. Its often marketed as some sort of miracle cure for things like anxiety, add, ocd, or even depression. And best of all, if it feels like its not doing much for you, its entirely your fault. Like, ""oh just keep practicing it over and over again if it doesnt work"", without any real hints or suggestions how to improve. Ive read plenty of guides and explanations on it and I always get literally the same approaches, and the same answers if im struggling. Its not helping at all.

So whats your alls take on it? Are there any guides you can point me to that will help me actually ""get it""? Or is it maybe just something thats less useful for some people than others.",3.5883116883116877,5.5645187272727314,4.6682467532467555,82.5852272727273,73.84848484848484,8.593073593073594,25.119047619047624,9.23628265651192,2.105086580086581,670,22,131,16,14,219,107,165,0.07200000000000001,0.792,0.136,0.9113,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,2,9,7,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,2,3,37,18,16,0,3,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,19,8,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,9,4,21,16,12,12,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,12,5,95,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.16763445723603196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293638950699675,0.0,0.0,0.2336353084020226,0.0,0.13141276380015834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802746163638616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709970445238718,0.14795558937558698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346039432871576,0.0,0.14473374828934787,0.16414506753742586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685814330759019,0.12272109884805718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179498015366311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259623865304084,0.0,0.0,0.23028371417044086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855540435704704,0.0,0.0,0.15268773913996012,0.0,0.0,0.09440689757769,0.1400252616876662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177203210894283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257811330758194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311585769619495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627953932263108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909201304331725,0.1499934210114409,0.0,0.0,0.32477903955516674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182849186355684,0.195525529799786,0.11004795126928367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224618012265302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958384972100525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915868938608385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412433121219401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836449794400502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559172297048075,0.0,0.12505934570909838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BruceLee1255,2018/02/01,"Straterra Questions: How does it work for YOU? I finally got medicated! YES! However, I have a question or two about Straterra.

I got my scrip for 40mg (?) yesterday afternoon. I took some yesterday and today. I felt pretty good today for most of the day, but I don't know if it's just placebo effect. It's the end of the day today and I'm starting to feel a little more scattershot.

For anyone who's taken this, does it work this fast, or am I just feeling placebo effects? Is it normal for it to wear off by end of day?

Also, damn, I can't believe I got anything done in this state.",0.6705042016806715,3.002480714285713,3.0947478991596635,88.01422268907564,86.39495798319328,5.752941176470588,23.62605042016807,7.1686216300943375,1.1456957983193283,451,18,91,7,14,155,75,119,0.032,0.8809999999999999,0.087,0.6137,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,5,2,1,0,5,1,6,2,1,3,0,20,17,8,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,3,11,1,14,10,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,7,14,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180328716362781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320290800954184,0.0,0.12145934748814262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629071791385672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855626059017197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25832539213102257,0.15104246891557466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614533887397907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492584553034278,0.0,0.14171579091830402,0.1616847566480561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237969456339254,0.3541392244762441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111517910608833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793047289400751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486879507379451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446132370880563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501587073755961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306837290500874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446956583697443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197126858913421,0.0,0.1639851477137463,0.0,0.0,0.14418033866765748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149040268532452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,umfufu808,2018/02/01,"Psychiatrist dismissed suicidal ideation on Strattera. Need advice I've been on Strattera for two years. I take 40 mg twice a day. In may of 2017 I stopped taking the meds ( I thought I could handle my ADD symptoms without it) I was wrong. Starting taking it again in August and around September/November I started feeling suicidal. I came up with a few plans. Troubleshoot a few of them, became a recluse. My friend noticed I wasn't myself and told me to see my therapist. My therapist contacted my doctor who referred me to a new psychiatrist (My old one retired) I met with the psychiatrist. She told me my thoughts were because I didn't taper up to my original dose and dismissed my concerns. I want to switch to a different non-stimulant because I didn't like feeling that way but she hasn't taken any of my concerns seriously. She started me back on Strattera at 40mg. I'm scared to start taking it but I'm in nursing school and having issues focusing. I need advice on what to do. I don't know who else to turn to. ",2.1901054018445336,4.875618080808085,3.679512516469039,84.01535573122533,82.83838383838383,6.473781291172596,29.315766359244623,7.7425588080867325,2.2717476504172156,812,41,148,15,23,267,111,198,0.08,0.86,0.059,-0.78,1,0,0,1,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,8,0,12,3,0,1,0,25,37,6,2,4,3,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,13,3,33,2,27,22,2,26,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,1,14,100,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399666986969699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349750135601612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930401545696973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441351025350718,0.0,0.14969627993751353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043247342412696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803323364181364,0.0,0.0,0.07918568442039373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282834093444615,0.0,0.1256748840508126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257048665549028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416681345316333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948628079983156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281548580388905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747901344557393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986183127907725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638562349994118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820859331356942,0.0,0.11858579505193982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979068394812955,0.12884141723695816,0.0,0.08320178638283851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292845546749905,0.12426421748463,0.09784315137967096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476293002347498,0.0,0.0,0.1026531320269946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686120845299725,0.0,0.0,0.1276198503823882,0.3692739052471896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851239587797367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949539608446502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234651227899266,0.0,0.0,0.1335540070620653,0.11994237230022975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242133266489115,0.09746042356955616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835963671622048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424530383503655,0.0,0.07906903221692861
adhd,neil1122,2018/02/01,"Allowing certain sites with focusme Hi everyone, I have a question about whitelisting sites with focusme . I am trying to complete some online courses but am  having trouble finishing them.  Rather than block certain sites, is it possible to allow only certain sites for say 1/2 an hour using whitelist?",7.993200000000002,10.76108052,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,63.8,8.200000000000001,42.5,8.841846274778883,4.692,246,15,30,4,4,74,40,50,0.128,0.7120000000000001,0.16,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,3,13,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37242604866880896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33941393141727805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498057165058947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270149672852392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400440658592616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979112816340418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824735491393957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24116111458316186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067833733014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,muddledcogitation,2018/02/01,"What's your go to salvation? What activity have you put way to many hours into to help calm your mind?

I go back to the same few video games. Minecraft (more specifically Skyfactory 3), Smite, and I thought I had another, but it's gone.",2.009999999999998,4.502591304347831,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,81.6086956521739,8.027826086956521,24.417391304347824,8.841846274778883,1.896718260869565,184,7,40,5,5,60,37,46,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,5,3,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550933162673429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603930734544008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849135606058439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269830937793116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33349195109481183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343327566345536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419296235681094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34042649303577555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688421440434772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687964801361861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BigFND,2018/02/01,"What advice would you give me? Thanks for reading this and its is not a sob story and im not feeling sorry for myself. I honestly just want the best advice on non-medicated treatment. 

Im a 27 yr old dude with ADHD and anxiety. Like alot of people, i have problems with seeing things through to the end. And it shows in almost everything i do. I genuinely want to be be good at something but i cant seem to stay commitedy/interested in it long enough to really get good at anything. For example i started whittling a few months ago after i saw some hand crafted things on Pintrest. So i went all in. I was really excited, i went out and got everything i needed and for like 3 weeks it was all good, my motivation was high and i was having fun. Then it just stopped being fun and i stop caring because i wasnt good enough, fast enough so I just put it down all together and moved on to wanting to start a blog. Huh? I know, im all over the place. Anyway, i was back in the cycle of being fully consumed by this idea until i hit another wall. This happens over and over and over again in my life. One time i got this really good idea/impulse and i actually MOVED TO COSTA RICA by myself, knowing 0 spanish with like $500 in my pocket. I need help, man. Anyway, what advice would you give me other than medication. I tried medicine and i dont like how they make me feel..like they take me to the suken place. 

Edit: ive done A LOT of excersises (meditation, exercising, making lists and a bunch of self help books over the years) so im not looking for anyone to solve my problems because im too lazy or something.

TL;DR: I would like your advice on staying commited/focusing on one thing long enough to be good at it without medicine. Also, how do i develop discipline over my impulses without medicine. I have ADHD btw. ",2.4852064602064594,4.487019851648352,4.304675324675326,83.8463852813853,77.13186813186812,7.26926406926407,25.316017316017323,8.199878495009871,1.6798985347985351,1422,52,281,26,33,481,188,364,0.043,0.743,0.214,0.9963,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,2,2,14,21,0,0,13,1,24,4,1,5,4,59,52,24,0,10,10,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,17,18,0,3,6,5,0,5,8,3,0,2,12,5,43,18,52,31,14,52,0,1,3,0,11,26,1,6,24,197,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.06828826583089367,0.0,0.16819950131635328,0.27352609501906283,0.062031122415865066,0.0,0.07007268659491883,0.0,0.0,0.05596124387251281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337785427254892,0.05353284698098909,0.0,0.0,0.04893012449338211,0.0,0.057585790052837475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053808630357696716,0.0,0.08531566903350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343741333253569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071347059555338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161161395901322,0.08201349339958408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197958520253996,0.2892232108395434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578311945197926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076578500105242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365605269690872,0.13425821838036014,0.0,0.35216449295450336,0.11193532350212658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188116230919748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380932625119312,0.07393541746771518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799290045437803,0.3779403131748837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691596852284295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049427409497792486,0.17093816053612876,0.0,0.0,0.12385635164076746,0.05876375126203625,0.0,0.0,0.059492647044508074,0.0,0.0,0.09342148732577074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772959167927683,0.07049529979911869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585563478518906,0.14875071358493275,0.0,0.10377534574370822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342995908371837,0.0,0.09483757476134927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851381499441667,0.0,0.1462238727467462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391866161477248,0.0,0.07034704527552202,0.0,0.0,0.06999676512316706,0.0,0.13448876575251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576326895890736,0.06370518654527192,0.0730021363358357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077447018022122,0.0,0.07833444942130588,0.0990613338473006,0.14917410787854302,0.0,0.11700919543122708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261461790488568,0.0,0.0,0.06442618232351814,0.0,0.0,0.1394704787325096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080463432883917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047510351834350296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382420828057784,0.0,0.0561319927276048,0.0,0.0,0.12974029550698854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491225830357886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913072402272176,0.0,0.0,0.04506342700189435
adhd,smantz,2018/02/01,"Meds making me shaky?? Hey y'all. 
I've been browsing here a lot recently and really enjoying it. I recently began seeing a psychiatrist because of my anxiety and depression, but she believes this is all rooted in un-diagnosed ADHD. 
She started me on Adzenys a few days ago and I'm really surprised at how well it has affected me. The only negative is that I'm pretty shaky. I've always been prone to shaky hands and whatnot but the medicine seems to make it worse. I don't feel anxious or sped up but the trembling hands are just kind of annoying. 
I am also on Viibryd and Wellbutrin. She said that I could discontinue the Wellbutrin to see how the Adzenys does on its own.
 I'm wondering if anyone has experience with this? Any kind of advice?? I am going back to see her in 4 weeks, so I will discuss with her but I wanted to see what you guys had to say first!


TL;DR Adzenys has made me super shaky, wondering if it's the combo of Viibryd, Wellbutrin, and Adzenys. Don't want to stop the Adzenys because it's working great for me mentally. ",3.2193224932249294,5.2641034878048805,4.623373983739839,82.20015582655826,75.09756097560975,7.872628726287264,29.43766937669377,8.680891452615391,2.4863929539295397,825,37,156,17,18,274,120,205,0.14800000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.123,-0.3811,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,8,14,1,5,10,0,15,2,2,7,1,37,35,17,0,5,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,6,9,20,7,21,27,4,19,0,1,4,0,12,7,0,11,11,104,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685144495472148,0.12753594065617835,0.11569203364987235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437131970276277,0.108597396823752,0.0,0.0,0.08875341816763938,0.0,0.09984220328591144,0.14744271154017893,0.0,0.09125782976212916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035655702409198,0.0,0.1591192109424345,0.0,0.0,0.14704362812142766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042041311229114,0.0,0.0,0.08417018531234828,0.0,0.11241078571476172,0.13246810098623335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142129379539795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766690518961882,0.0,0.0,0.06599137062775022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101441956916558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417363139087335,0.0,0.0,0.14389120973100514,0.0,0.12922853873981305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718187257264727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095761378699248,0.0,0.12349469915355163,0.17423708348939873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449706886788456,0.0,0.13152655918874745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926113248443376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277879489322686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722013302352684,0.0,0.2577319827801679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414789381323735,0.10378929609066713,0.0,0.0,0.4160083350141537,0.1188142709405819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923778800263332,0.0,0.0,0.10911483822926754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396007587960436,0.0,0.10468977730145884,0.0,0.1173469967496334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830718898855958,0.09501512833318727,0.0,0.13300405092091264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dev93L2,2018/02/01,"Possible negative interactions between mood stabilizers and amphetamines? Hi all,

I've searched everything from Pubmed to Bluelight, and can find very little information on this issue. Officially, there are no listed interactions between these two types of drugs, other than cautions regarding possible inducements of mania.

I used to use Adderall IR as needed, 10-20mg. It worked wonderfully. That was 3-4 years ago, with no usage from then until now. Today, I took 60 mg of Adderall XR, and am experiencing zero effects from the medicine.

Other than today's dose being XR, and my former doses being IR, the only difference is that today I take Lamictal (200 mg), and then I did not. I'm aware XR can have a less intense, longer lasting profile, having a ""half now and half later"" release. Despite this, I took the equivalent of 30mg IR, and that should have done at least *something*.

I'm a poor chemistry student, are there possible explanations for this interaction, or am I barking up the wrong tree? I've found isolated user reports from folks claiming to experience this issue, but the only study I've found is unhelpful: ""Mood stabilizer lithium inhibits amphetamine-increased 4-hydroxynonenal-protein adducts in rat frontal cortex.""",8.24559356136821,9.804216553990614,8.403665325285047,61.91080985915494,61.863849765258216,10.968343393695505,39.62743125419182,10.914260884657429,5.032537491616363,998,52,141,26,14,326,143,213,0.07,0.913,0.017,-0.8204,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,8,0,17,3,0,4,1,23,28,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,7,1,7,0,23,18,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,13,92,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204915519779283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201533582900622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391010539470576,0.0,0.0,0.15763277808911416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221628973097372,0.1329632046150238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423529785476314,0.0,0.0,0.2980750365398598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837460478407127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079907714494687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623509227689315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007885395163144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675802000908766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459713592251781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464365170206304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022005844998857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865302082361284,0.0,0.3020409695685786,0.0,0.0,0.13278144359733007,0.0,0.0,0.2347954826884939,0.0,0.11215444589958502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740760559566105,0.0989568591117976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486154133650081,0.0,0.08753287133030528
adhd,Jessicahh93,2018/02/01,"Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria? My therapist thinks that my depressive moods and extreme anxiety are actually because of my ADHD igniting RSD. I’ve never heard of RSD before, but when she read off what it was it was all relatable. Any of you guys on here been told the same thing? How does it affect you personally with your emotions? ",5.686499999999999,8.094921316666671,6.593333333333334,69.165,69.16666666666666,11.466666666666667,33.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.823066666666668,269,13,43,10,5,89,51,60,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,10,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,0,6,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2630324061263912,0.0,0.3239350055400325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832966155595856,0.0,0.20619755644512613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430923697592484,0.0,0.2293589034641593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321546256955577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587649255986054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30319650647549146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668872283879559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078860604127965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535215302554105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696131952889797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31295700955434,0.1790705677773766,0.17271051112036762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575572634649711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,telem0,2018/02/01,"My sleep schedule wants to shift constantly. If I don't have any responsibilities or reason to wake up, I easily sleep for 12 to 15 hours, and then I will want to stay up even longer. I know that it's normal for people not to want to go to sleep and not to want to wake up, but this seems a tad extreme. I've tried to fix it in the past, but it seems like it was too much effort, and the costs outweighed the benefits. Now I try to plan my schedule around my ridiculous schedule and just let it shift rather than fighting it, but I'm afraid it may be really harmful to my health. My body basically runs on 30 hour days.

What do you guys think? Anyone else have a problem like this? Anyone with successful solutions?",4.815900383141759,5.071134206896557,5.341609195402299,85.46153256704982,69.0,8.651340996168582,26.45593869731801,8.515128840125781,1.4767777777777775,560,15,122,8,9,180,92,145,0.065,0.7879999999999999,0.147,0.8686,0,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,6,9,2,1,5,0,9,7,6,1,0,27,19,10,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,11,4,22,14,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,12,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032404188110362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123072386154848,0.15555393424773095,0.0,0.13514886254368685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863389516174673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405969126100467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790907620747574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268231962392924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027335944279324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862808095465701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503221930747118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137382898839836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990173219403969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343437223795014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524264630806853,0.0,0.14833973636157174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160258794873393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874792593331276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492601753988058,0.10525043828122874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526787710482594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725753060224517,0.15609263611860075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641606026856336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557783884022272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181617788907035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727787633557544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614686163255733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581811955448664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MajesticAssUnicorn,2018/02/01,"Anyone feel like light colors help you focus? My office just moved and my old black and wood desk in front of a colored wall was switched to a white one with a white wall being it, which came with a ton of clear acrylic files and such instead of my old black metal ones.

I was upset at first because, you know, boring white, but I've noticed since the change I have an easier time staying on task for longer. 

Anyone else have this experience? I'm thinking I've got to switch out my stuff at home too now. ",5.402058823529411,5.344070186274512,5.153725490196081,88.39176470588238,67.72549019607844,7.584313725490197,25.823529411764717,6.42735559955562,0.7662235294117643,397,9,85,2,6,122,75,102,0.035,0.871,0.095,0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,4,9,8,1,13,6,1,16,0,0,7,0,3,7,0,0,6,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284670638768768,0.20857337749795773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408953713186667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328207572393537,0.0,0.0,0.21534165900440447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004997342329425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912274675330066,0.0,0.0,0.10292708953738476,0.14542477018566927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314977692145953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628071682427909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644335214192418,0.0,0.2041893349779752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187237983564498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945013599211154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635424542635331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317567447061649,0.4272082602191994,0.0,0.2758778284964873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838863246088406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697006198752616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302984704589985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304343430544611,0.0,0.0,0.1186986691673727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TallisTate,2018/02/01,"I feel like I'm not a very exciting person. So for the first time in four years, I don't feel like I'm tied down due to my depression anymore. I finally went off my antidepressants three? or so months ago and everything is fine. 

But. I feel like my existential inertia is stronger than ever, and I don't know if it's the ADHD or not. I take Vyvanse (the only medication other than methylphenidate available here) and I only take because I freelance and I'm completely unreliable if I don't. 

Lately, my obsession with reddit/blogs/Netflix has hit an all time high. I'm struggling to meet deadlines and the more they pile on, the more frozen I become. The Vyvanse amps my anxiety to the umpteenth level, and I'm stuck in this cycle of compulsively reading every last thread on a new and interesting subreddit or rewatching a show I've already seen 6x.

It goes something like:

Start of the month: Huge Amount of Work That's Pretty Easy to Do If I Commit to Working Every Day

Day 1: fuck around a little, do the work, then start getting distracted by stuff on the internet

Day 2-6: fuck around

Day 7: Decide to crack down. 

Day 8-20: fuck around

Day 21: Panic sets in. I shut down and become consumed by my procrastination.

Day 22-24: Autism mode. Netflix for 15h a day. I'm not even joking.

Day 25-30: Crack down and start working compulsively, and eventually meet all my deadlines but burn myself out in the process and kick myself for doing this to me and my SO

Meanwhile, I...find comfort in this little world of mine? I pretend nothing's awry and I procrastinate and go down the rabbit hole of the day, and it's seriously the only thing that I feel like doing. 

And it's not depression. I don't feel the bleak brain fog anymore, where everything is dreary. It's just that I don't seem to WANT to do anything else. If anything, this seems to me like an actual addiction. I'm not sure if it's legit or not but I can't NOT throw hours upon hours away doing absolutely fucking nothing. 

What's worse, this rabid content consumption doesn't even satisfy me anymore. I'm restless, but less so than if I weren't doing it. Like how the high for addicts isn't the same after a while, but they still chase it? 

That. 

Is this an ADHD thing? My days are a lot better when I don't take Vyvanse but I don't function nearly as well when it comes to school and work without it.

More importantly, what can I do? I've tried cutting Netflix et al before and I just relapse. Or I find something else to obsess over. Anything but my actual life. Escapism to the detriment of me. ",2.5970586297760185,4.807319171936761,4.0058349802371565,85.11860754281952,77.63636363636363,6.746310935441371,25.363801054018445,7.793537801064563,1.4875073781291168,2015,75,394,32,48,664,234,506,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8413,0,0,3,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,2,7,19,29,5,6,28,0,26,9,1,1,5,71,60,46,0,7,28,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,26,24,0,0,10,6,0,4,19,14,1,3,4,6,43,15,54,55,9,71,0,2,1,4,5,31,4,14,42,249,69,9,0.0,0.0,0.12679069560764922,0.1416403740691711,0.15614784995105396,0.0,0.05758653455856725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168922543217321,0.0,0.0,0.07038830583435741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969716849587058,0.0,0.19328005279983504,0.0,0.0,0.1603791432336866,0.17349480260767144,0.0,0.0,0.0610356768557033,0.0,0.0,0.03960136083180765,0.1434949398089421,0.055279452715143285,0.0,0.0,0.05745524731890812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252114298157934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596060567591474,0.06811336218848715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608594079999986,0.0,0.11190654001138244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853792370615276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581602230262672,0.058763522828681976,0.10946969332009396,0.0,0.11677064146356993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423837602868302,0.18564075364018595,0.0,0.0711647237846222,0.11875156649352042,0.05525821880153362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023213516860345,0.03394093106473107,0.0,0.03692045383480619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727575150301433,0.0,0.0,0.12795261528635793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03570243376987101,0.05295420948875845,0.07328205398880781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588588944276623,0.22216639435180835,0.1302216914083738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552299433184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544424572688742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037070527688966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274249248329936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466913497790395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822380908532867,0.0,0.07622108235692678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672392925708065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660915917849989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498143152609215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574688585641808,0.0,0.11828130085909926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000246932860386,0.0,0.0,0.13794524513286102,0.0,0.05188021563352496,0.0,0.0,0.06791432263226735,0.07436806737089327,0.0,0.0,0.0612276611150399,0.0,0.14653419417204933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631819244523205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576188833643975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410619075141473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360198095777288,0.03831736270239836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841030424028939,0.06022214107914535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626228344949822,0.0,0.23647228762115505,0.0,0.06620371457870923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183459036859784
adhd,Throwawayforbrevity,2018/02/01,"What to do when you’re having an unproductive day Here’s a cheatsheet of what I find helps me when my ADHD gets the best of me and it’s not yet the end of the day.

**You’re probably emotional because you’re having an unproductive day, but remember you’re not your emotions**

As humans, we are capable of *metacognition*, meaning we can think about thinking, and have feelings about feelings. That means we can feel bad about feeling bad! If you want a vicious cycle, do this. Otherwise, do as Jeff Warren (a meditation teacher with ADHD!) suggests:

- Recognize your emotions as they happen. “Bob (you) feels angry.” “Bob feels tired.”
- Accept your feelings. Don’t try to push them away or intensify them. Let them happen to you.
- Investigate your feelings. What’s it like? Do you feel it in your body? If so, where and how?
- Non-identification: Recognize that your feelings are not you and refrain from judging yourself for feeling- or not feeling something.

In short, RAIN. It’s surprising, because I get way calmer after I can observe my emotional states from a distance.

**You’re might be in pain. That’s okay**

You had an unproductive day. That can get anyone down. You’re probably a bit demoralized. Feeling a bit of pain. Unfortunately there’s no evidence that we can will ourselves or manipulate ourselves to *not* be in pain, if we are, and often by the very act of self manipulation, we amplify and focus the pain so it gets worse. It’s happening. That’s okay. That doesn’t stop you from being productive, if you simply let the feeling happen to you. Don’t try to numb this feeling. Don’t go on YouTube. Don’t complain- evidence shows that complaining makes things worse and you fixate on your pain even more.

**Have a preset routine**

When you feel lost or unproductive and your self control is low, try having a routine to fall back on. I personally get up (getting up is probably teh hardest part- i bet you’re sitting somehow. Baby steps. Look the only thing you have to do is stand up. Nothing fancy. Just stand up), make a cup of tea. And while drinking the tea at my desk (with my homework out), I set a kitchen timer (which makes an audible ticking noise- makes me feel productive somehow). After I perform such a routine, it’s almost like I “reset” mentally. The bad hyperfocus is broken and I’m somewhat in a neutral state of mind. Write this routine down and post it somewhere you can see it. When your willpower reserves are low, this is really no time to be making a bunch of decisions. Let your past self decide for you, and follow his/her instructions exactly. Don’t think. Just do.

**After you perform your routine, wipe the slate clean and restart**

Look at your schedule, if you have one. Now pretend not to see what you’ve written before, because you can’t follow it now. Instead, look at your remaining hours, and fit whatever you really need to do in those hours. That’s it. Get a new sheet of paper if you need to. Your old schedule is moot. Gone. Don’t agonize or blame yourself. There’s nothing there. It’s meaningless. Only your new schedule means anything.

If it’s the end of the day, just go to bed. Tomorrow’s a new day and you need your beauty sleep. A final tip:

**Remember, bad days happen regularly. it happens to everyone. It happened to you, and it WILL happen again, and again, on a regular interval and while good habits and being disciplined may make them less regular, there’s no preventing them completely. They don’t last forever and they’re NOT evidence that none of your efforts towards being more productive are working, because no matter how productive you are overall, bad days still happen. Things can be salvaged. Treat it as a law of nature, and don’t get upset. Roll with the punches and look forward to the good days.**",2.0654894340895424,4.92419159886202,3.266366822601221,84.55283468492911,88.20341394025604,6.199111319675617,25.881846577994164,7.546564473103776,1.8987605373143088,2966,131,527,58,97,955,290,703,0.162,0.7490000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9968,1,0,2,0,0,0,144.0,6,39,7,7,34,28,1,1,36,2,58,13,2,11,1,116,122,49,0,11,23,0,17,2,0,4,7,1,4,5,40,32,4,5,29,3,1,10,22,18,0,1,4,24,67,10,70,104,10,87,0,3,6,0,62,28,0,20,45,358,107,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635800881885215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847528215578305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03384916015060114,0.0,0.03983702576029674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454824695188997,0.037224040717667065,0.20210022191465174,0.1180403186941203,0.0,0.04119305548264801,0.0,0.05080295197849129,0.0,0.10570162238636116,0.053772219556656425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075660792443825,0.0,0.054295550524853256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28098203529196897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047423037467376514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781740886883247,0.08575318077812599,0.0,0.0,0.031974124149060874,0.0,0.0,0.04625750508756443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161154406027451,0.03458387108111654,0.0,0.053030416751289736,0.044245552614515175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233639630071,0.0,0.05502465124243493,0.08120745276926826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852765255550092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032447974951771284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534752827241694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039460334398582673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485064729215975,0.0,0.04730102963559124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260768989359795,0.0,0.052844862915597916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388294544959106,0.0,0.0,0.15819693594684475,0.0,0.0,0.04878555163586612,0.05135499959689501,0.04887995698743025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768544942812942,0.0,0.14026305509765813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929007495892178,0.0,0.05079779523579683,0.0,0.03280363875658748,0.07363545635379452,0.25755645914106706,0.0,0.0,0.0524229447545008,0.046212498543970526,0.0,0.0422694482364263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463630730220922,0.0,0.15658140503119758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620249361383249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967741672693083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771524634794826,0.0,0.15150550073719535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844462130391266,0.0,0.0,0.0372681216780382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038660017349594664,0.040472643757326635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648368198074472,0.09305686711389698,0.0,0.0,0.028228062294638232,0.05563978331107529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860094520727246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03994303972131243,0.028553271970369082,0.03842533516202437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03524280934647705,0.0,0.09866715945438767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,q-w-e-r-t-y-u,2018/02/01,"About to go in for a Diagnosis for ADHD in Toronto Area. (Help) I am a 25 year old who is waiting to get diagnosed for ADHD. I have always known something was wrong with me since I always had severe difficulty in being attentive and suffered from other symptoms of ADHD. I struggled a lot to graduate from college. All my life, I had no idea such thing as ADHD ever existed. Only within the last year and half, i started to look into it. My GP sent me to a psychiatrist who asked me a few questions and told me that she would send me to clinic to see if i can get diagnosed. Since i do not have proper coverage and cannot afford to spend a lot of money, my psychiatrist had to find a place that was covered by OHIP. She has sent a referral to http://www.theadhdclinic.ca/ in Toronto. I called them and it seems like I still have to pay $975 for them to see me. I thought all would be covered like my psychiatrist implied. I also looked into the clinic as well as others. Seems like others charge around 2k and the adhdclinic does not have that many favored reviews among the public. I would like to know if anyone here has been to this adhdclinic in Toronto and if you did, it would help a lot if you can tell me about how your experience was and if it is worth it? Even though i don't really have much of an option, i would like to go get diagnosed properly at a decent clinic.    ",4.791979797979799,5.461258890909091,6.1159696969696995,78.42551010101009,69.18181818181819,8.874747474747476,28.0050505050505,8.998388855275968,2.134317171717172,1085,35,213,19,18,367,141,275,0.064,0.855,0.081,0.5719,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,2,0,12,10,0,1,15,0,30,8,0,1,3,42,49,19,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,5,8,0,0,0,15,12,0,1,9,0,4,5,5,3,1,1,12,4,33,7,42,30,7,25,0,1,4,0,20,13,0,12,12,168,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665916355370115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776192797862435,0.16152429138820962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678669872256543,0.0,0.0,0.0864044597596224,0.0907385038770572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991096646552807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29554321884072043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493833374441982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410757210876505,0.08779681639915582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494383381926842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871157632039472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521303803616824,0.0,0.11032348472906188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130115269729143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095695368436226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334193512929477,0.07911729563255047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855673071989768,0.23709438873492664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301281868888529,0.0,0.0,0.24755220380868315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840415459296928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135066576212591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184871072194096,0.0,0.0,0.07381891535098319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140760734352243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087300195702772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217946811446905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468936984236567,0.17672054286559813,0.0,0.10965078444990288,0.0,0.16057896546824366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472194661830127,0.0,0.0,0.06869995067844475,0.0,0.0775126736360671,0.0,0.0,0.10146875183779633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100883066196549,0.0,0.0,0.08483519118610805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448271078059037,0.0,0.09536148899403818,0.07705522800034731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927455066211627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726908310371874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344745118574534,0.10612046505920993,0.0,0.12500761264547414
adhd,Antartix,2018/02/01,"Internet advertisements facilitate a possibility of IMPULSE spending. Help please. With Facebook, mobile apps, and even Google generating results tailored to my interests the internet is becoming difficult to manage, does anyone have any tips on combating all the advertients we are exposed to? Is this a problem for anyone else?",10.064999999999998,13.23783035294118,9.9746568627451,46.25845588235296,59.19607843137255,13.727450980392158,48.04411764705882,12.602617957971056,8.148564705882354,272,18,29,11,4,89,44,51,0.121,0.7509999999999999,0.128,0.1116,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058315731596808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330506321416063,0.3172888969654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420012130231786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709903638331215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868578791660124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453114070363584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756225563738276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399197256670027,0.0,0.3491013205567288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630806005653443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,toobusytorush,2018/02/01,"Please help me understand the process of starting medication for my 8yo. My son's school has asked me to look into putting him onto medication for his (undiagnosed, but very likely) ADHD.  He is already diagnosed with ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder) but ADHD is new to me.

If you have been through this, as a parent or a child, could you help me understand how the Psychiatrist process went for you?  For example, will I be able to stay in the Psychiatrist's office while s/he talks to him?  How many visits might it take?  Will he be required to attend talk (CBT?) therapy in addition to medication even though he has significant speech delays?  Are there any specific things I should watch for? 

I’m in over my head and really do appreciate any advice you have.  Thank you!  
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adhd,emilylime27,2018/02/01,Aren’t you glad that ADHD starts with A so it stays near the top of your sub list? I would get so distracted by all my other goodies if I had to scroll down to find ZDHD.,1.2643859649122788,2.2881036842105296,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,77.94736842105263,6.119298245614036,17.929824561403507,6.42735559955562,-0.4050280701754385,132,2,33,1,3,44,35,38,0.08,0.797,0.123,0.1739,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546850761028258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42184200242549386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113720344586845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266825589487941,0.491943500031863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278669530584408,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pessimisticgrad,2018/02/01,"Dismissive Psychiatrist Experience I thought I might share my ridiculous psychiatrist experience and see if I am alone in this matter.

I spent a good amount of time convincing myself that I didn't have any attention problems, even though signs were clearly there. So it was hard to come to the conclusion that I might have ADHD. It was even harder to convince myself to see a psychiatrist, because I was seriously afraid of the possible side and long-term effects of medication. At this point I pretty much assumed I would get diagnosed quite quickly given my symptoms... boy was I wrong.

I saw a psychiatrist first, and she concluded that I didn't have attention problems within 15 minutes of the session. Why? Apparently people with attention problems are not supposed to be successful at college, and you are supposed to get diagnosed when you were young. Then, I was referred to a clinical psychologist, who asked a number of questions that were essentially the same but rephrased. In the end, I was told that there was no way that I have any attention problems. It was an ironic experience as I was found myself daydreaming when I was being asked questions; I couldn't even focus my attention to questions about attention problems!

Suffice it to say I gave up, and I am now back to square one, which is trying behavioural methods to survive the incoming workload.

TL;DR I thought the hardest part was accepting the condition and seeking help. Turns out seeking help has its own difficulties!",7.97487586669649,9.338496190114073,7.807027510624025,66.64490046969358,62.38403041825095,11.055155446208902,40.18541713263252,10.966923227221727,4.9838116305077165,1210,65,184,32,17,387,147,263,0.109,0.792,0.099,-0.385,1,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,7,13,15,1,1,14,0,32,5,0,2,1,43,48,14,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,18,0,1,1,5,9,0,2,24,6,30,6,26,18,5,21,0,0,4,0,16,9,0,7,10,146,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357667278073495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064965554438428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985018905296298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225655238029374,0.0,0.0,0.07906672082203264,0.0,0.06268167522918974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857535289012257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208732118141298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107317036873153,0.0,0.0,0.20374648470843792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017501950096967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746360357089611,0.0,0.1127432217856134,0.0,0.0,0.10744451065767477,0.0,0.0,0.0862454326959825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211175200128324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784398078709167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099762911745717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358621194090917,0.0,0.21816392512251567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755888207505118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967744762547813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135036008075608,0.0,0.07128648770051088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720365126505982,0.11592068022145542,0.0,0.1046108417648128,0.0,0.4919521905857667,0.0,0.0,0.34556540734592484,0.10936793366570706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177123191209151,0.0,0.0,0.16387775676833172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068754149108552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102586179228784,0.16326445604940149,0.0599585718736283,0.0,0.0,0.09825449280003454,0.0,0.06981199297717858,0.1118449823832054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161836246613759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278432345208933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304452367528393,0.1124239097931378,0.0,0.0
adhd,sportgurl92,2018/02/01,"Effort I put into classes I have realized  a pattern/habit i have that happened last semester and repeating this semester.  

When I am interested in the class, I can work for hours on it and do it before other homework. Then I procrastinate classes that I am indifferent about.  I wouldn't say they're boring but maybe they are.  I have to force myself to even start working on them,  then I rush to get done or suddenly find throwing my eraser extremely facinating.    

Last semester it was phy-ed,  this semester it is a science class that I even participate in,  and I don't participate and am ahead with assignments. Then when it comes to art or sociology I end up doing it literally last minute. And slap something together and call it a day. It's like going to a dentist vs going to a movie. 

I guess my question is how do you  motivate yourself to actually do the work in classes you hate and put effort into it? 

It's not my meds because I can focus I just don't want to do it. I realize I sound like a petulant two year old.   
 

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adhd,izzyfrizzy2,2018/02/01,"Advice for Adderall Withdrawal? I (20F) take 20mg of Adderall XR every day. Love it, it works great and really helps me out, but the problem is that I'm in college out of state and to get my prescription, I have to wait for my mom to pick it up and mail it to me, so I usually end up having a few days of hang time between running out of my prescription and getting my new one.

My withdrawal symptoms aren't BAD, really. It's more like... brain fog. And I'm more tired than usual. It's probably stuff I was just used to before taking meds, but now that I'm not and it's back it's really distracting and irritating. 

I guess my question is, how do you guys deal with Adderall withdrawal, if at all? I'm sure it'll wear off in a few days, but by then I'll probably have my meds back anyway. Is there anything that'll make this more bearable?

Also: do you guys recommend taking 'med vacations' on weekends? I usually take my meds on weekends because I like to get school work done, but would it be better to not? I exercise an hour a day on weekdays and I know that a lot of people use exercise to substitute on some days, so should I... start running on the weekends or something? Lmao sorry if this doesn't make sense, like I said, brain fog

TL;DR: I usually have to wait a few days before refilling my prescription-- how do you guys make withdrawal more bearable? And, should I stop taking my meds on weekends?",3.6155157327948833,4.8582179787985895,4.926491670873297,83.74465253239106,72.39222614840989,8.64135958270234,27.9638229850244,9.107695989026183,2.2416112737674574,1100,41,224,23,21,366,139,283,0.068,0.7979999999999999,0.134,0.9462,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,3,11,10,0,1,8,0,20,8,3,8,2,45,44,22,0,6,10,1,0,3,0,5,4,1,0,3,17,13,0,3,2,6,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,1,28,7,35,35,10,43,0,0,0,1,13,15,0,7,27,147,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985630210237485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535183411142705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724898766156599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567600151670444,0.0682331829274442,0.049816042889299056,0.0,0.13907620998431516,0.0,0.0,0.0722751189488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824541527497018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162176737819893,0.08425022110571663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836284183847403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238008468287417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688530245295524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280867254641416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009711188105526,0.09002431615549786,0.2427483541523956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054775511613350335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047820626638091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449114357328783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197734882675469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947582525791689,0.07375591901812936,0.0,0.16364715434306187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538651242764955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571003231900337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892614372027107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055375908615015734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665468760577101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621698698648433,0.07819545771901339,0.0,0.0,0.09154563429933192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705668604027934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773488526226792,0.0,0.0,0.08270548326790086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291241394316037,0.0,0.0914793808989236,0.05784217262212536,0.0,0.0,0.06832197606930837,0.0,0.0,0.0935503921058966,0.0,0.0,0.07702058030461549,0.08493886344842698,0.3072181337667801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765186598980433,0.0939256641269606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411605038491929,0.3600142301040261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898695776943485,0.0,0.0,0.05805188056846707,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AndrewCrimzen,2018/02/01,"no appetite at all since starting Concerta, vicious cycle of being hungry, weak, but barely able to eat because everything tastes bland and kinda gross, then eating too much sugary junk food what can I do?

Would chugging something like Soylent on my way to work be a good idea? What 'easy to get down' and great tasting savory snacks could I use? 

I can generally want to eat something again around 2-3, but I force myself to eat before then just so I don't get 'the shakes' and feel weak from hunger. Even then I don't really eat enough, because I'm super hungry by the time I get home and end up overeating sugary junk food...and even though I have these symptoms of 'I need to eat!' everything just tastes so meh and bland and bad. Except for sugary junk food and *some* fast food...

liquids I can do, but I don't know if an all liquid diet until 2-3 PM every day is necessarily a good idea. Soylent, Milk, Chocolate milk, etc. 

I've gone from 165ish to 180lbs at 6'0"" since I started these meds and want to nip this problem in the bud before I get fat from eating junk food at night all the time.",6.147795698924732,5.7030918248847975,6.1445276497695875,83.21774385560677,66.23502304147466,8.339324116743471,28.221582181259603,7.1686216300943375,1.3915287250384027,854,22,173,6,12,270,126,217,0.113,0.7609999999999999,0.126,0.7288,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,1,1,7,0,14,23,1,1,3,33,28,19,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,5,9,20,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,4,15,5,26,23,7,25,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,14,99,20,1,0.08490630160173844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558460960682972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708932152988644,0.10351618676924076,0.0,0.1444980180369469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779077294034695,0.0,0.0,0.05475754041004385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6081624039400757,0.0,0.0,0.0752017816936572,0.08773090643966829,0.09469297025315412,0.11215962287509283,0.0,0.0715372210782251,0.0,0.15261661817942124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293117723875425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133451846147544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774401528341748,0.0,0.0,0.14243075486268736,0.0,0.0936094972614928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516794334322288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916977593556232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046662282868698536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041480930179656914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431176032398716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241590112155164,0.06295694679384793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967881234262202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124386378636297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543931509561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047074016493832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073003823920568,0.0,0.0,0.120194234568093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825015740645191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342001023086848,0.0,0.09901909452472817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333178346463995,0.0,0.0,0.10015987306224987,0.06739467014842816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618127987952371,0.0,0.0,0.060315000577072626,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SolasLunas,2018/02/01,"Need help with my Step 1: establishing a sleep routine My sleep patterns are garbage and it's causing me serious problems, so I'm looking for some help.  

I am a night owl, so I'm very likely to stay up too late.  
I'm a gamer among other things, so my eyes are glued to a screen most of the time.  
My diet is... Embarrassing. Canned food and peanut butter for the most part.  
I'm a very heavy sleeper, so I struggle to wake up and have a half dozen alarms that I just sleep through or turn off and pass out.  
I'm also very bad at behaving responsibly after my meds wear off, as I have an alarming to tell me to go to bed and I constantly ignore it.  

I need help figuring out how to self regulate myself to go to sleep at a decent time and to wake up for work. And suggestions would be great.",2.8935162601625986,3.868597823170732,4.2741463414634175,88.7608943089431,73.8170731707317,7.66178861788618,25.252032520325198,8.07648339933343,1.22299349593496,609,19,138,9,12,202,98,164,0.118,0.8079999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.6468,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,4,10,0,9,10,8,2,0,23,20,15,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,10,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,2,0,4,14,2,28,18,4,21,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,4,7,88,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259815500943995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756258431786601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446409579108549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215538240593368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702565930915233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600404032208772,0.0,0.0,0.1552331117775325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28312693734863204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588291617662405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878804031205428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182370068223043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563976782335716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880365870401446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321317851770079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524732829213442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472711805252982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688568899377472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56360896814784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500746602467263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719531383839868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306589334164145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354163403598864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420387480053494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315057472539284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348525617438342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250448282890552,0.0,0.0,0.10002067632398416,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,probablynotanaddict,2018/02/01,"Aroma therapy question Has anyone tried aroma therapy before? My mum recently got a diffuser and some frankincense essential oil to get rid of the cat smell in our house, and I've just seen it's one of the best for ADD. Has anyone tried aroma therapy and can give me other oil suggestions, or just personal experiences with it?",6.579262295081969,7.7062704918032825,7.767336065573769,66.53657786885249,65.39344262295081,12.657377049180331,33.2827868852459,12.161744961471696,4.880701639344262,264,11,43,10,4,90,47,61,0.0,0.926,0.07400000000000001,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,1,6,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798710892211516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702958840778105,0.0,0.2100240809906432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195765535439786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455966146909816,0.1919829256723264,0.0,0.0,0.16006223791183702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309231423687745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561326290484454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474579082718572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419139446245864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976042245794958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6865982667228845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27175025722565177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Malchoir102,2018/02/01,"How do you explain your limits to family members So I've been trying to explain to my girlfriend for while now my limits or the things I just fail at because of ADHD like starting things or why I never seem to just do the chores list or why I suck at money and why I can't seem to get organized.

Her response every time is ""but you could learn to .... It would be really hard but if you tried you could.""

I don't know how to tell her how damaging those words are and how they make me feel so small. And that I could try or maybe that I am already trying and working at it as hard as I can. I just can't do better... 

Any thoughts?",3.06183250414594,3.4935408880597016,4.306218905472637,90.70785240464346,72.95522388059702,7.149585406301824,23.844112769485914,6.937597516519254,0.6203923714759534,485,12,112,4,9,160,79,134,0.098,0.889,0.013,-0.8744,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,5,10,5,1,0,2,0,16,0,0,5,1,35,27,20,0,5,10,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,8,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,20,2,14,20,0,9,0,2,0,0,12,4,1,7,6,82,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676559628123568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714923508581987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568015532698513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473293127787964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744234747216014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722327203888367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093470421821427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650120795416624,0.0,0.07857701080321984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119225760241762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784231991348918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540606013866255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592262100635305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373348107055944,0.0,0.1561243627525728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985726570929282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955588188359382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829482146669903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099958616976402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583008233116325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064872322866512,0.0,0.0,0.1233735412981262,0.09061741327199144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220368845534037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206842385009253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313607664888575,0.0,0.0,0.11039465388017793,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Inkderp,2018/02/01,"Are your racing thoughts constant or on and off? I find it hard to determine where normal thoughts end and racing thoughts begin. Are they supposed to be constant? Mine seem to come and go. Sometimes they're there, sometimes not. Are yours the same way?",3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,2.021739130434785,94.22289855072464,84.21739130434783,3.936231884057971,27.231884057971016,5.46131890053228,0.8059971014492762,202,9,36,1,6,57,34,46,0.043,0.957,0.0,-0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,5,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918406727880904,0.0,0.4813300628544493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725056357557186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035483724272988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656840678833614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949997261130248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182036549887384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274230470691929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405219593284453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304087774239877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767728951279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OverlordSuhi,2018/02/01,New meds Ya boy just started taking vyanse (lisdexamfetamine) and I feel kinda weird. Very weak in my legs and I’m starting to lose a bit of coherency. Any suggestions would be great bc I’m mildly freaked out about this.,1.807142857142857,4.611817333333338,2.592380952380953,88.94428571428574,89.95238095238096,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.883257142857143,176,6,34,3,6,55,38,42,0.199,0.7120000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.483,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190724851492448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402002439980311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756068965188222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435539832616705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34861478353375136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34613134217797265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095738356607377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411219935900915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429388885436006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711302347932363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136064507214526,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tesagk,2018/02/01,"Hand tremors and ADHD, is there a known, documented relation? I ask this because, as most people with ADHD are aware, things like fidgeting are a fairly normal symptom of ADHD. However, I haven't really seen anything about whether or not hand tremors might also be a related symptom.

I've struggled with keeping my hand steady for a good portion of my life. It's not as bad as, say, severe Parkinsons, but it makes it very difficult for me to write, draw, or cut straight and small lapses in attention can result in disastrous effects from the tremors.

I'm curious if anyone knows of a study (or studies) researching a relationship and, if anyone who also has these issues, could share what they've done about it.",9.908651399491099,8.338369190839693,9.228816793893133,67.78409033078883,59.38167938931297,12.397455470737913,41.68066157760814,11.20814326018867,4.750876844783715,568,26,95,12,6,181,94,131,0.136,0.75,0.114,-0.6114,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,7,0,10,6,3,3,0,26,16,15,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,5,3,16,11,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,7,1,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813707940122118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579019361290709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549845158245385,0.0,0.13269439455261794,0.0,0.150746282984036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463638950999182,0.09829604697500444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874440624963682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650139686979747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524822163202205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830232456176092,0.0,0.14332574357510447,0.0,0.0,0.08861837152188175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389511495103155,0.07877823920612223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763512741184833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105997369792506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799002988689012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178992772722474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330039945204117,0.0,0.0,0.173121350125941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823187676215575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216575627588666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685727285001544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351994268225404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712683757800437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304751976974002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bobbyleewomack95,2018/02/01,"Motivation issues! Alone at home. Weird: not trying to make things better better anymore Anyone just like me just not motivated to uh 'get the best out of life' anymore?
Could it be the meds? 

I work at home and have always been a more or less ambitious person. Since a year or two, I have the luxury being able to live off my hobby - deejaying! - and some small freelance jobs. Great!

But: even though I have tons and oceans of time, it's hard to get motivated for - whatever. Even fun stuff. I do chores and stuff but it's like I just don't care about making things better anymore.

Anyone same? Hints or tips?

I am not depressed and taking my adhd meds. I try to stay on a schedule and build routines.

And I know, routines, habits are important. I am working on those. Still it's hard working towards a 'dream' or something. I am just feel 'ok' with the stagnated passiveness. Weirrd. 




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adhd,Irislamer,2018/02/01,"Please give me career/ life advice. I am tired of my life with ADD and infp personality.. I am 25 and already tired of life. I cry in bed every day because I am too sensitive. Life just seems too difficult with ADD and infp personality...I don't think I can become financially independent. I have always been a sensitive soul and little bit weird but I had not find out my problem was bigger than that til I was in college. I have an undergraduate degree in law (which I absolutely hated...If only I had known about my ADD and personality... ) from best University in my country. I realized my ADD because I found it extremely difficult and depressing to do something I absolutely hated. I could not understand why my friends who also hated law could tolerate memorizing boring clauses, doing something they are not interested in at all. I had to quit many seminars because I couldn't speak up I was too nervous to speak in front of people and professors assumed I was just lazy and didn't preview... I found out my ADD from experiences outside of college, too. I was really bad at my part time job as barrista, I was very clumsy and couldn't handle doing multiple tasks. I also did internships at governmental organizations, mostly doing writing reports and doing menial tasks, and at the end a boss told me I won't be able to find a work unless my family owns a business. Relationship was traumatizing experience for me, and made me know who I am, too. It ended horribly because he was unfaithful and I was haunted by flashbacks for half a year. I couldn't study because when ever I tried to focus, I had racing thoughts on the breakup. I think this is typical of infp and ADD, and really scared of having it again. From this traumatizing college experience I got really depressed, and couldnt go out or have not been able to make a career choice. I had suicidal thoughts, but I think I am okay now since I take my medication and I have little stress because I am basically closing myself at home...but I feel frustrated. I feel like I am too useless for any job in this society because of my lack of concentration and weak personality. The culture in my country doesn't help it either, my society (I'm from East Asia) is really hostile toward women and ADHD person. I often think about leaving my country. Honestly I have no idea what to do and helpless. I looked at every webpage titled like ""ADD career"" or ""infp career"", but doesn't look like I am fit for it.I am easily traumatized too so I am afraid of working itself... I would really appreciate if someone could give me some advice...because I am not good at math I don't think working in IT is good choice for me..I am trying graphic design and translation. I have always amazed by languages, medicine, traveling, cooking etc... But I would like to know other opportunities in the field I have not encountered.",5.16989332096475,6.799214781076068,6.675639610389612,71.20203084415587,69.09276437847866,9.620055658627088,31.84234693877552,9.948597397169383,3.4405060853432285,2273,99,390,57,40,777,248,539,0.21,0.7070000000000001,0.083,-0.9975,2,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,1,6,19,32,4,4,11,1,64,9,0,4,2,96,92,35,1,12,17,0,2,4,1,3,8,2,1,5,15,34,1,0,22,2,0,3,17,19,0,1,25,6,72,13,59,56,10,42,2,4,2,0,19,29,0,8,14,283,87,17,0.14484912181482218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704024798552149,0.07077244270835367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992230391212239,0.11583579038276698,0.12052607297114895,0.0,0.0,0.04925118496105688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060471483181758164,0.3531947208694963,0.07998723741346972,0.0,0.0,0.0760051084320032,0.0,0.07906886271407393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347535593323174,0.0,0.07955497936140732,0.046707850250846936,0.0,0.12475833636960895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829332843079794,0.0,0.08077252997983378,0.0,0.06551216172511645,0.1220416324203848,0.0,0.0,0.2125353532533202,0.0682754304026508,0.0,0.07324006821871408,0.051740120783366005,0.0,0.0,0.132389473175649,0.0,0.0,0.15881958564005408,0.05595503610017468,0.0,0.0,0.1389524764397703,0.0411605469883428,0.12149257105823615,0.05792453746720716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430085195858226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854465653201479,0.0,0.07264773972788244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175851371661501,0.0,0.0,0.14374040281505726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960528921763113,0.0,0.0,0.07668715271989053,0.0,0.0,0.2046224368705187,0.1415319286139354,0.1451768732881282,0.0,0.0,0.12163678114091643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852987068321514,0.04834395679162905,0.07342713727578795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296012566396835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055082142145791865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842874174078797,0.0,0.050210071430541015,0.2529533321552419,0.0,0.07950041918887969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930052363779299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703243544044698,0.0,0.0,0.2319851412707936,0.0,0.0,0.07775687427927629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250962003512229,0.0,0.0,0.06593260017383021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599103451973722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136509543026596,0.1115119306608648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296208982239073,0.0,0.0,0.0792207146508074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544542564545577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203367126936186,0.0,0.11499402291705448,0.04223134388800205,0.16648275735952722,0.0,0.0692047716334039,0.0,0.09834304556619199,0.0,0.0,0.07539652209393873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059757847662227914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535190129910746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817782873885775,0.0,0.0,0.1028966602129162,0.0,0.0,0.04663904269187008
adhd,JadedNostalgic,2018/02/01,"What's you guys' sleep like? If I don't have an alarm set or anything planned, I will easily sleep for 12 or 13 hours.  Is this an ADHD related thing or do I have bear DNA?

EDIT:  Is hyperfocus on dreaming a thing?",0.1306666666666665,2.209847400000001,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,86.11111111111109,6.2666666666666675,20.11111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.5995777777777778,163,5,38,3,5,56,35,45,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,7,2,2,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378501315654366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591719610036196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118439358160218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31015626050877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386566108010555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303426153830036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184694110827437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,trackaftertrack,2018/02/01,"Symptoms of other disorders in an ADHD way What symptoms do you have that are present in other disorders which you know are done in an ADHD way?

For example, I get anxious or obsessive but in an ADHD way being impulsive not compulsive so 

I also have social or communication problems and am often rigid and track and note down a lot of stuff but indeed in an ADHD way and not an autistic/autism/ASD or obsessive-compulsive/OCD/OCPD way.

I am not sure if atypical depression/hysteroid dysphoria/rejection-sensitive dysphoria counts.",9.315937499999997,9.056272885416671,9.720916666666668,59.56575000000001,59.72916666666666,13.93,42.11666666666667,13.023866798666859,6.150969166666666,431,22,64,15,5,145,60,96,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,0,9,2,0,0,1,19,11,12,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,9,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,1,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6375711360488043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606236508215276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983160838257606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30400578745445195,0.0,0.0,0.13572423731584932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929252623163859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288874379474032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275537164458202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269068465656095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519729060660696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518270447344524,0.0,0.0,0.12500008635073653,0.27570203245925273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263686797538828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dogluvr1998,2018/02/01,"How do you manage your time? And stop accidentally doing nothing for hours without noticing? I’m a college student and though I’ve gotten MUCH better than I used to be, I still often underestimate the time I need to do work or I just accidentally spend hours sitting there on youtube or instagram or whatever, especially before bed. I just found out I got a research positioning AND a tutoring job yesterday, so if I keep managing my time this badly, I’m screwed. I know it’ll a reasonable amount of work, I just don’t know how to manage my time! I use a bullet journal and sometimes try to track how I spend each hour of the day but I always give up on that quickly or just ignore it and get really upset when I fill it in the next day and realize how much time I wasted. ANY tips on time management would be greatly appreciated, especially if they are college student specific!

Edit: My biggest issue is that I’ll stop doing work early so I can catch up on sleep (I need around 10 hours a night on average so I’m consistently sleep deprived because I basically forget that I can’t sleep as little as the average person does) and then I accidentally stay up for a few more hours doing nothing. Then I’m so exhausted the next day that I do nothing or try to nap when I have breaks and end up not starting work until late and usually still giving up early and convincing myself I’ll get up early to finish (I’m really productive in the mornigs IF I can manage to get myself out of bed) but either way, it’s just a cycle of not quite enough sleep.",5.519631407509003,5.925770625407168,7.0855203154465976,73.04190296588379,67.50162866449512,9.981073204183096,31.46734099091377,9.93914555978268,3.064189576547232,1230,47,230,27,19,426,152,307,0.133,0.8220000000000001,0.045,-0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,6,22,9,1,1,14,0,17,6,4,7,0,53,38,36,0,6,19,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,9,14,0,4,5,1,2,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,30,3,34,31,8,60,0,1,0,1,6,18,1,9,36,155,39,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343448981725371,0.0,0.0,0.060015821495755024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856486929428441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368849588267998,0.0537988866098031,0.0,0.07509774780479972,0.0,0.0,0.07805358883438747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074980055739553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723176682395141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816694668653326,0.09119008794720072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676607689073888,0.0,0.0,0.13832739053118506,0.16932276916781427,0.0,0.0,0.07058487432545785,0.09730046837985283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43456260698051336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211436221404612,0.08757858682890135,0.07844430843514509,0.0,0.0,0.09700430216208912,0.0,0.09955448071144933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845380389793142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975385171683398,0.1308786093294566,0.0,0.0,0.18771849545481686,0.08282050419767296,0.0,0.25404659772568,0.10047788973742698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706008516033304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386910991954192,0.0,0.0,0.113075686111384,0.09073992428529708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532713862134117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872855719265945,0.0,0.06246671364639506,0.09406713919953258,0.1409596932799514,0.1475687762546055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670921546605237,0.0,0.3087700892856391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983749574180455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244643090663318,0.0971994342581683,0.0,0.0,0.07005200501643173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507381315729977,0.0,0.257000174153067,0.0,0.0,0.062693187958124,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AngelocDK,2018/02/01,"Help for Withdrawel symptoms please. Hi.

I stoppede taking straterra a week ago and i feel like utterly shit inside. What would be the best medicin/liquid for keep em down other then straterra? ",3.5805882352941154,6.8262652941176505,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,87.23529411764706,3.896470588235295,27.388235294117646,5.6839178017228535,1.096960000000001,156,7,25,1,5,44,31,34,0.096,0.616,0.28800000000000003,0.7787,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29251398755225216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463014979062969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668515830984624,0.2357431190978716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118364961512035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933080310617363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121521267357114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622271557433253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387274025103293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34298333796127395,0.2481095148289621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646960490562763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441363545429916,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JezCon,2018/02/01,"My psychiatrist and her aversion to chickens. My psychiatrist is such a firecracker. She's a mid-sixties Indian woman with a very thick accent. And she takes shit from no one. Here's some snippits from my most recent visit:

Dr: Looks like my nurse already added in the computer that you want to change your prescription to XR.  
Me: She did [explains why]... The nurse is very nice. 
Dr: She's a pain in the ass! She's too bubbly. I tell her all the time she needs to shut up. 
Me: [laughing] Yes, she does tend to go on. I was happy that this time, I saw her before the appointment with you. Last time, I saw her after and was in her office for 45 minutes while she told me all about her life. I tried to leave a few times. But it was no use. 
Dr: Oh for goodness sake. I tell her all the time that she can't do that. No one wants to hear about her damn life. These are psychiatry patients, not geriatric patients.  If she wants to blabber on like that she needs to volunteer at a nursing home. Those old fogies will listen to her all day. Did she tell you about the chickens???
Me: Oh yeah. Her Facebook friend keeps a bunch of chickens in the house, apparently. 
Dr: [grumbles] Stupid chickens.....


While trying to enter info into the new fangled computer system:
Dr: This new computer system is so stupid. It keeps trying to diagnose my patients. Today is clinical depression day. Everyone has clinical depression today!
Me: I've read lots of articles saying that those algorithms can be pretty accurate. I'm sure it's helpful sometimes. 
Dr: Those damn algorithms don't know what I know! They're always trying to get me to run all these tests on people! Blood tests and ekg tests. It's so stupid! You're not dead yet are you? The medications are fine. 

On my way out the door: 
Dr: Ok. See you in three months. Make sure you come early so that you can see the nurse first. Maybe you won't have to hear any more about the chickens!
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adhd,ptamf,2018/02/01,"ADD study advice I am master student, and have ADD. I do not use my meds (dex) for lectures, making me very unproductive throughout the semester. I do this to avoid side effects, and to more easily maintain a healthy weight, so basically just health reasons.

Now, with several big exams coming up in a few weeks, I have no choice to but use the medication: ADD literally keeps me from concentrating for even 5 minutes, so making it to opening the powerpoint slides is usually my only achievement. Since today I started my normal dose of 5mg again, and noticed that concentration is far better, but still not optimal. I can study, but still waste about 40-60% of my time just walking around or day dreaming. 

Does anyone have advice on how to maximize my concentration and effectivenss further? Any tips, besides of course putting my smartphone aside? I am also considering increasing my dosage to 7,5mg or 10mg, or making the intake of 2x5mg overlap so that I have a higher peak. I have tried this before, sometimes it helped, but the results were mixed. I usually take 1x5mg, and when it starts wearing off and I am still motivated to continue I take a second one.

All feedback, in terms of medication or general is appreciated.",7.0575809523809525,7.889829364444445,7.564968253968258,69.45050000000002,64.24444444444444,10.51746031746032,36.07142857142857,10.451354775682146,4.015209523809524,977,45,163,23,14,322,142,225,0.044,0.8809999999999999,0.075,0.8370000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,5,16,2,0,1,9,0,15,6,1,10,1,40,26,20,0,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,13,1,2,3,1,0,5,3,1,0,2,1,1,21,1,23,25,5,33,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,4,16,111,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700145060315689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104856018954654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395277222188847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660389729340428,0.0,0.0,0.122990689546263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175630261826913,0.0,0.0,0.12219029699321605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901163682242102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910104435176071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090376197246495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912526334951793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685642282478067,0.0,0.0,0.09260498120702117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280195553154336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666636433256336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346336370467878,0.2783610616965786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353663629481222,0.0,0.15729479414864322,0.0,0.0,0.09362002883356722,0.10507604961401958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888782845034725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205033315108287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608020264579384,0.0,0.11428644854969665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664265943700596,0.0,0.1955791247174648,0.0,0.3310015665486292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775655884148592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056155067276081,0.0,0.13095845838257872,0.0,0.0,0.0938008066911794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864981669914875,0.3043249622968182,0.11399554049956265,0.0,0.0,0.11082271538191286,0.1682402887304864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chinchillinger,2018/02/01,"How to deal with confirmation bias when coming into contact with ADHD for the first time? Hi, 
while browsing reddit today I stumbled on somebody giving advice about staying disciplined. This included information about ADHD and this Ted Talk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JiwZQNYlGQI . It resonated with me, giving me answers, ending in an emotional outburst and tears. 

This send me of on a trail as I was feeling like this could be it, the answer and diagnosis that would finally answer where some of my problems are coming from. 

I am 21, working and studying in Tech. I am interested in everything and thats actually bad for me as I tend to just scratch the surface of things. I know some stuff about Linux, some about Windows, worked with VOIP,CMS, networking, Marketing and some SEO and SEA. I can also code a bit in Java, and know some stuff about HTML/CSS/JavaScript. The thing is that I cant seem to go deeper. I just go on to the next topic and focus on the new stuff.

Another example is when I am forced write code for Uni. I first need weeks to bring myself to start with it and its always the same: As soon as I start I cant stop. I can concentrate for hours on the stuff I write and isolate(?) from everything else. After those sessions I am not able to be normal for several hours because I cant stop my head from still thinking about the stuff I just worked with.

I also have days/weeks were some kind of idea (most of the times a business idea but not always) pops into my head and I start to devote a big chunk of my mental resources to this one idea, researching and building on it. It does not stop, I am thinking about it when I go to sleep, I dream about it and I fill pages with concepts annoying my friends with it. After a few days I just kind of stop. I find something else and the crazy goes away.



I hit a low point in my life in the last months. I was let go from my job in November with the explanation that they would like to employ someone that has more time than I have besides Uni.

I lost my flat and just accepted that for 2 Months before finally starting to search for a new space. I stopped that for my upcoming Uni Exams so I could focus on them. I am now living with my family again.

I broke down in December because I felt like I am failing myself once more. I was playing Games all day instead of focusing on things that are important to me. 

After the breakdown I stopped playing, and did not play for 6 weeks by now. This is a big thing for me as I was invested in the CS:GO community, playing 20-40h a week and having a pretty big circle of friends I played with daily, for the last 3 years.

I actually started to learn for Uni, and wrote my exams in the last weeks but still are not happy with myself. I was learning a bit but definitely not enough and started to watch way more netflix than I did before probably compensating for the time I would normally play games.


The thing is I am kind of scared now. I might make this all up to have an excuse for me failing in my life. I could just have an heavy confirmation bias. I probably just want to have an easy explanation. I would be happy about any input as this is so new to me and Im just trying to wrap my head around it right now.

Sorry for the long post, I have a lot of stuff going on in my head right now.

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adhd,Pianotic,2018/02/01,"ADHD and depression/anxiety? Im under evaluation for adult ADHD and my psych wants to test for depression/anxiety our next appointment. He is fairly sure I have ADHD, but want to check other probable causes for the symptoms. 

Have any of you started medication for depression before beginning medication for ADHD? What if the depression/anxiety stems from ADHD, isnt it counter intuitive to treat the symptoms of ADHD before the ADHD itself? ",8.480526315789477,10.104590210526318,9.590631578947368,53.375421052631594,61.368421052631575,13.44842105263158,38.88421052631579,12.688352899677879,6.366571578947369,360,18,45,14,5,124,48,76,0.065,0.8440000000000001,0.092,-0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,1,1,8,8,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,12,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8594303347165005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947190418211771,0.0,0.23445501446183384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386027250020747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494585847787108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798975290689025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103496969161072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582972219857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086476949280012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014512611499444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230895848557356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628403794865248,0.21236549294328466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051253754730662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PurpleJollyBastard,2018/02/01,"Vyvanse and weight Hello! I just got prescribed vyvanse 30mg. I weight 110kg at 5'8. I was wondering if I lose weight, will my vyvanse be more effective or no?

Thanks for reading.",0.4612380952380981,2.8144906000000027,1.8564285714285689,92.14273809523813,100.14285714285714,4.61904761904762,25.83333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.2774761904761909,141,7,27,2,6,45,28,35,0.141,0.68,0.179,0.3445,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715916694972948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617973223901054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340733173363088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544495939553807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8548833788070648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25377385294332777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vrvaetty,2018/02/01,"I cannot see a doctor I am fairly young, I just got into med school and I feel more out of sync with everything than ever. I've always had terribly short term memory, can't seem to remember something a minute after its spoken. Always struggled in school and never turned my homework in unless I was overly surprised and practically forced. I take ages to respond to texts because as soon as I see the notification I get distracted by another app or thought and completely forget to respond until 2 or 3 days later, sometimes longer. 
I had never thought it would be anything like adhd, I just thought that's how my personality was, no will to do anything that stresses me out.
Until a friend brought it up while I was ranting to him (he has adhd as well) and I looked into it in detail (as much as I could lol the articles are so long) 
And I decided to bring it up to my parents.
They immediately rejected my statement and said I should not see a doctor. 
So that's out of question. 
I don't even want medication or anything, I just want to be able to study for longer than a few minutes. It's very bitter to hear your friends say they studied for /only/ 4 hours today and could've done better. You bet lol ",4.060690943043884,5.5303170672268935,5.3826330532212925,80.02200746965455,71.60504201680672,7.809897292250232,28.76844070961718,8.344100000000001,2.098528664799253,954,37,180,15,18,319,144,238,0.118,0.8,0.08199999999999999,-0.7529,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,1,10,12,1,3,7,2,19,3,0,1,3,42,38,23,0,5,8,1,1,1,2,3,3,3,1,1,9,14,0,0,9,0,1,2,7,6,1,0,12,9,27,6,39,20,4,30,0,1,4,0,16,12,0,6,17,130,36,5,0.11553016742733895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27768962066721786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922607084565928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114345380842938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28521445195342715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042611775146032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217704463000896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113118249414713,0.0,0.0,0.18448287583089468,0.0,0.0,0.07450740041834679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365000435884757,0.0,0.1182274724955574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630658599479832,0.10450365066493797,0.0,0.0,0.10383106505549283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058415523944391076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785166415387815,0.0,0.06035974414896993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924000287732891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302108951674253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377394313589576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056442204150833016,0.0,0.0,0.10224056265084278,0.09701624362278094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832797159986306,0.11638448929298816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492796613053102,0.0,0.17820797465773633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786589831721903,0.0,0.0,0.12828257885452504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087648599125977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942022783952986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087315843500116,0.0,0.109895645365536,0.09187422617960188,0.0,0.2338453945954749,0.2761877570951663,0.10517432541621312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894076717886755,0.11426228968437015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323394164523261,0.12077721528370025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686430799862185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751541442771336,0.0,0.0,0.10950909013321103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256636468382316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953244874254826,0.13628537206413688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038754951325109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820693162179446,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wolffanghameha,2018/02/01,"GP told me she doesn't prescribe sleeping pills, because they can be ""addictive"" So can OTC painkillers!

She gave me a website to search up to learn about sleeping habits, as if I haven't already been trying that for years!

All good though, going to see my regular GP tomorrow hopefully (if I wake up in time/manage my morning time correctly) and I'm hoping she'll be a little more open about it.",5.477012987012987,6.255518259740263,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,67.70129870129871,8.757402597402598,32.28311688311688,8.841846274778883,2.5980618181818182,314,13,60,5,5,99,59,77,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,5,3,0,2,9,15,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,3,10,9,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,3,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052328524273904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637201807582939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567988388603434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581774248914733,0.20044493984743705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747217798103772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395205680479763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043598061333236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783048290301466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347964658183449,0.0,0.2787021168973159,0.0,0.0,0.2283554651348021,0.0,0.1622516149031055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389517277451992
adhd,bluelightR,2018/02/01,"Diagnosed as a middle aged adult. I've just been diagnosed with adult ADHD by my psychiatrist.....
It's come as a huge shock to me and im not sure how to feel about it...

Im having a really hard time digesting this..

My wife has always been a little suspicious that i suffer from problems with impulsive behaviour and the tendency to engage in 'high risk activities.

I can see within my self that im in denial about it..

I just needed to talk about it with someone.. and i thought this might be a good place to start...

I haven't started on any medication yet, but im frightened about what that might be?? 
I will find out next week what the psych has prescribed me...

What do adults usually get prescribed for ""Adult ADHD""? 
Concerta? Ritalin? Or Dexamphetamine ?

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adhd,StabilizedDarkkyo,2018/02/01,"I feel my meds are actually helping me! So, about a month or two ago I started Adderall XR. For a while I couldn’t take it due to my sleep schedule getting screwed up, but now that it’s back to normal and I’m able to take it, I’m noticing big improvements!
Today I actually got three day’s worth of math assignments for college done and started research and scripting for a YouTube video (haven’t made one in about a year) and started storyboarding a second video. Not only that, but my friend and I are now actually working on the web fancomic we’ve been wanting to make for about five-six years now, we always put it off because we weren’t “good enough”, and we decided enough is enough and we have finished finalizing the sketches for the first few pages. 

I’m really excited. I may have almost flunked out of college last semester(became non degree seeking, so this semester I am only taking one class), but this semester I feel like I can actually do things! I am happy, but not from the medication itself, oh no. It makes me jittery as all heck and I don’t like that at all and I forget to eat until right before bedtime (alarms have helped me with that)(also the jitters may be from not eating, I’m gonna see if that’s the case). I’m happy now that I’m accomplishing things. The med was the final push I needed to take my motivation and actually do things, take my distractions and mute them while I do what I am passionate about. I mean, I still have depression and anxiety and PTSD and a few really sucky physical ailments, but I’m feeling better! I just need to make sure I wake up early enough to take it. 

I just felt like sharing since a lot of posts I see here are downers and it could be balanced out a bit. 

Edit: PS I know it’s not perfect, I am working on organization skills and how to do things better and more efficiently. Along with working on my other mental and physical conditions so I can live better. As in like looking for treatments/keeping up on my treatments for them. And keeping up on physical fitness cause I’m lacking a bit in that. But still. :D ",4.080342250196696,5.553218475609757,5.2246498819826925,81.16105035405194,71.5609756097561,8.11959087332809,29.81117230527144,8.654491914285503,2.319891424075532,1645,68,318,29,31,544,202,410,0.066,0.7440000000000001,0.189,0.9953,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,0,2,11,19,21,1,2,17,0,30,7,2,7,4,73,67,36,0,8,14,0,4,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,23,28,2,1,8,2,1,2,9,5,0,6,7,7,40,16,47,53,14,49,0,2,3,2,10,19,2,6,31,222,63,12,0.07640249445747535,0.0,0.3727890669908585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772620147382481,0.0,0.07650606188170284,0.0,0.0,0.06109904721418208,0.06357299586484058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844769913714516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874880219326615,0.0,0.046574251478961874,0.0,0.06501289547369689,0.0,0.0,0.20271539269434474,0.16682347174997486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784864078435294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100117489673795,0.0,0.0,0.0492732883044066,0.0,0.0658053565225517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818627820949224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563576514672975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157768017948296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589419050739767,0.05458195730636063,0.07335837619027571,0.1673903963074777,0.0,0.06498792275529615,0.0,0.0,0.05902837769326352,0.0,0.03991714995736266,0.0,0.0,0.06408278745913303,0.061106054318339084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266375209718825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242196307876476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358200951127479,0.0,0.0,0.04198881285598115,0.06227823028793851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930559821144154,0.0,0.0674648023645376,0.0,0.06415885288434682,0.0,0.0,0.06495466860868848,0.0,0.07229388759069537,0.15299777497637154,0.0,0.0,0.08322471462294319,0.16973189526560742,0.0769674752158233,0.07699574435465792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609837421536416,0.0,0.0,0.1133029630954518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485822278277217,0.0,0.08698474633215936,0.0,0.0,0.10354461511296664,0.11621507972633335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317247009011857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931042745111938,0.0768056094403308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789078869427982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524731281054658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176579243660855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320093293681643,0.0,0.07645767142524293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223423645544574,0.0,0.12203026153373055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200844683978899,0.0,0.3446710045456048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303368963647594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242063123649485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463413536830685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506417075139272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668657777430779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840140295287396
adhd,FlexingOnMyEx,2018/02/01,Why does Concerta make me lose so much weight? Everytime I take it. After like two weeks I have gone down a solid 5 kilograms. It is crazy and does not have any other side effects. Can someone explain to me how I lose so much weight while using Concerta?,2.41,4.759871999999998,3.414000000000001,88.397,79.0,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.2232000000000005,200,7,39,3,5,64,39,50,0.156,0.765,0.078,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,0,7,9,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,3,8,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458132766872898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752816075589537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475501393208844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797633327309842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431273329441721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152474432590497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816777737630153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121751323318154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094576488483532,0.0,0.0,0.1851904469169931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719951724580929,0.522212749883983,0.0,0.0,0.1934811289048572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,toufas,2018/02/01,Vyvanse and heartburn Layely ive noticed that I get hewrtburn after i take my meds. Any solutions?,2.503333333333334,5.400653777777784,3.1388888888888893,83.245,94.55555555555556,4.622222222222223,33.77777777777778,6.42735559955562,2.6259777777777784,80,5,12,1,3,25,16,18,0.0,0.892,0.108,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474475419863136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693800974265064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675241639300991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5816932092766592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38415314414848173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theearthisasphere,2018/02/01,"Elvanse (Vyvanse) tolerance experiences What have you found the best approach to minimise tolerance build up with Elvanse (Vyvanse)?

My journey has been:

30 mg for 4 weeks, improvements but short time for effect so moved to 50 mg. The short timeframe was from the start.

50 mg for 2.5 weeks, perfect.

50 mg then seemed to have a slightly milder effect and for a slightly shorter time, however still an improvement and positive overall.

I'm into week 5 on 50 mg, and although this is benefiting my life hugely, the timeframe is now shorter and effects milder.

I'm dosing everyday, as I'm working in a demanding job whilst studying for a degree and not dosing would not help me maintain the output I require to achieve time demands. However, is this having a detrimental effect on tolerance, or naturally I'm going to build tolerance as I find the sweet spot toward my biological equilibrium in processing the chemical and this will level no matter what.

Did you find that regularly taking days off help, or just the occasional day off would reset tolerance. I'm loathed to want to up my dose, as I feel I'm bordering on a level where any higher may give me a buzz feeling, and I don't want that, perhaps this isn't the case though.

So questions:

> Do you minimise tolerance by regular days off?
> Do you minimise tolerance by occasional days off?
> What were your experiences in moving from 50 mg to 70 mg?",6.548194726166329,7.616240501915712,7.261248591390582,70.34831643002029,65.43678160919539,10.432364210051835,37.1920216362407,10.46071229359064,4.257529006085194,1125,57,187,28,17,373,137,261,0.054000000000000006,0.7809999999999999,0.165,0.98,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,0,9,7,4,0,0,17,0,19,4,0,4,1,34,35,18,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,11,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,5,3,15,4,35,26,1,41,0,0,0,0,9,20,0,5,16,118,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228818894798036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785254503930718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880240782503261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942718554405161,0.0,0.0,0.15210992268394016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749554037658584,0.0,0.0,0.16492362363905644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429294621133934,0.08548500530240816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164164592944575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926489072527968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624342593055176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197372790006998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850059300288978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693327926515872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646537611542624,0.0,0.120122589184994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309427940972025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477831744042701,0.0,0.2631267259798165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743876976402911,0.0,0.36196446095091606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950480106021772,0.0,0.0,0.21370273690464828,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xandxxrm,2018/02/01,"What are ways to stop harmful fidgeting (/stimming??)? I pick at my lips and acne a lot (it's not dermatillomania), and while it's never super harsh, there's no scars and it's not like self harm, my lip has bled once and my face is red most of the time from picking so much. I also push on/pull/twist my piercings to the point where I have torn my ear slightly, won't let my nose ring heal bc I play with it so much, and bruised the skin around my dermal a little bit.
I fidget in a million other ways constantly, like almost 24/7, and while some of them are annoying (talking out loud, snapping) the rest are harmless. I'm also medicated on 60mg of vyvanse
Is there a way to stop messing with my face?? It's not super painful or worrying it's just kind of weird and unnecessary. No one else has pointed out that I do it but I do do it a lot in front of other people (school and family and stuff). Usually I start doing it unconsciously/out of habit and then stop when I notice but I don't think that's really working lol",3.8742450914014883,4.4178665023696695,5.219610697359516,84.48441943127966,71.18009478672984,8.303452945159107,26.445836154366962,8.418075326091056,1.555085037237644,796,24,172,12,14,267,126,211,0.12,0.8170000000000001,0.063,-0.7441,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,11,13,1,0,9,1,15,10,7,2,1,34,18,21,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,15,15,0,3,1,1,0,2,8,6,0,2,0,6,19,7,19,16,8,28,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,6,14,117,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514738686080272,0.0,0.0,0.23183436252505096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903703115294604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824883934685186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566404266654175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108787610961813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366468069257191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509440552745554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822211456973722,0.0,0.14163137463269818,0.1452788803914463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246464141038616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602278075852906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131111775096901,0.0,0.11179506896043026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502755881468606,0.0,0.15436797635196198,0.0982224802682536,0.0,0.154237975937133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004907020876037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740509029464905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285925734020724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669804796945562,0.0,0.0,0.1512153998840821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259699210622172,0.0,0.0,0.3635563251707646,0.0,0.0,0.16593409972901452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650604167375925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287868297928517,0.0,0.0,0.08452203465352907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964293632869886,0.0,0.0,0.3451658292629239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552598055717262,0.14720467363956155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tmeticexpletive,2018/02/01,"Executive dysfunction hitting hard First some context, I'm 22 y/o guy in a 5 year relationship w/ my girlfriend who I've been living with for almost 1 year. I've been diagnosed with ADHD in the past, have taken adderall and Ritalin and found some success there, but haven't been on meds in months. 

I open at my job. I'm home by one. By that time, I'm tired. The problem is when I come home I'm completely paralyzed. I get on the couch, I get on YouTube, and six, seven, eight(!) hours later I'm still there. This is fucking up two major things in my life. 

1) I used to play and practice music *ferociously*. It was and is a solid outlet for me to let hyperfocus do its thing. I haven't even touched my horn in... a year? Maybe more? And that's making me miserable and depressed. 

2) Worse, I'm too tired / lazy / distracted / self-hating to *get up* and do basic tasks. Putting away clean dishes from the night before, cleaning dirty ones, sweeping the floor etc. Then my girlfriend comes home and she's (very understandably) upset and angry with the fact I've done literally nothing all day. 

This second point has recently come to head with a bit of an ultimatum from her. Get my shit together, however I can, with whatever help she can give, or we may have to live separately. We've been together 5 years. We have a really good relationship, but I feel like recently I've only been making her life unnecessarily difficult and aggravating. That guilt is eating away at me, leading to more self-hatred, and defeatism, only refueling the cycle. 

I have to get my shit together. 

Please, I need strategies that help you function as an adult. I know therapy would be beneficial but that's not in the cards financially right now. Literally anything concrete that I can practice would be so beneficial. Thanks for making it through this. 

**TL;DR:** ADHD and executive dysfunction is keeping me from doing anything I love, which is bad enough, but more importantly from doing basic tasks like household chores. That would be annoying, but it's also driving a wedge in my relationship with my girlfriend and I just feel awful. ",3.114001205545509,5.823009427848103,4.478363471971073,79.7058755274262,78.77215189873421,7.610006027727548,26.113622664255576,8.563005593585519,2.242590114526823,1664,66,300,38,42,549,213,395,0.18600000000000005,0.6970000000000001,0.117,-0.986,2,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,2,1,0,4,10,20,4,4,16,1,35,13,3,5,2,56,66,25,0,5,8,0,4,2,3,4,6,0,8,2,18,26,2,1,5,1,0,6,3,13,0,8,9,4,34,7,41,48,10,44,0,3,0,2,20,20,3,5,20,192,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055961563540909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565230524806225,0.0,0.0,0.06840339332126151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077826631850934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072844507223705,0.0,0.07141928475013433,0.0,0.0,0.07278513925842539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338354748257957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210459914335312,0.08968324230334693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516387364115721,0.0,0.07367233844217981,0.08681760123458562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753339020069154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752504678684822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883819214855449,0.09539564791687964,0.0564959566992037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649950376625645,0.061107190113509034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275718106992733,0.0,0.09378619982440776,0.0,0.07907698319074409,0.2234460792183572,0.08205426723006133,0.0,0.07174383751556118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469444085717852,0.0,0.0,0.0766237742947931,0.0,0.08778497892072601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146664333512923,0.0,0.2573998190759325,0.0,0.08423608108140758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488163526510277,0.0760286437394064,0.0,0.0,0.04700854451644937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746671969930479,0.12083371629233015,0.0835774862717734,0.0,0.15106033962544227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719990122643011,0.0,0.17128854632216553,0.0,0.08593276688610799,0.0,0.09501160918530316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682743036256328,0.0,0.0,0.06342412445413384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027007610333894,0.0,0.08207444090802674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592329760957157,0.1301085069381726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816541308381345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389323325739804,0.08085950460544884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184674115143893,0.0,0.08598766349676659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054796780202728414,0.0,0.16891366555283438,0.2755021071042913,0.0,0.0730475810152934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784661490530339,0.0,0.17560368133807955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830944472445588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875038481457956,0.09781827812738912,0.0,0.11365310886916027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498769372904667,0.19662291758430625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355659129829379,0.08904636362914899,0.0,0.0738759485293116,0.0,0.07057645213390844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716885476176894,0.1822877203167622,0.0,0.0,0.2203304364453987
adhd,VodkaAunt,2018/02/01,"I hate the term ""differently abled"" I'm a social work student, and have one professor who insists on using this term, and it's infuriating to me. I understand that many people like it, and prefer it. Personally, though, I find it *SOOOOOO* patronizing. 

* I struggle constantly, it's not something beneficial or cutesy. 

* There are some upsides to ADHD, sure, but nothing that outweighs the deficits, in my mind. 

* It downplays how hard I've had to WORK to get where I am.

*Internal screaming*",2.0235775862068976,4.6427184482758665,3.4846479885057486,79.76421336206899,100.14942528735632,6.31293103448276,28.426005747126432,7.413659706084162,2.611966091954023,383,20,64,9,16,125,66,87,0.113,0.8220000000000001,0.065,-0.4684,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,9,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,7,2,6,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,42,17,4,0.21808185032431912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620920043635049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356690052038895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278491172331597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932286031058935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393876579802208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535850224973847,0.21531067757033825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654377632870833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221100766928958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020050068030855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925541708621287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777790578240627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511904959491184,0.1904206598940952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230698271063812,0.0,0.16789006289487954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279865006051664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553956303798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426431068161075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703089725714884,0.0,0.1883526984906801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175323687568119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,devastatethenight,2018/02/01,"When getting an updated ADHD evaluation, should you stop taking meds? I got evaluated for ADHD as a teenager and when I was 19, but had to get retested in order to provide an up-to-date evaluation so I could get accommodations on a standardized exam. Results just came back and apparently I don't have ADHD anymore, just test anxiety. Weird. I'll still probably get accommodations for the anxiety, in any case. 

But what hasn't been sitting right with me is that for my last evaluation, I was medicated for half of the sessions and unmedicated for the other half so the evaluator could have a baseline to compare to. I did this recent one entirely on meds per the instructions of the facility. Isn't there some kind of standard procedure here? Can they really assess me for ADHD properly when I'm on medications to make me less ADHD? (Especially since, when I questioned the facility's findings, they suggested that I go to my PCP and titrate down my medications, ""and if your symptoms come back, I guess you do have ADHD!"")

For those of you who have been re-evaluated after your initial diagnosis, did you take meds, or was there any notable difference in the evaluation process? Did your results change? Am I just being overly attached to a diagnosis I've grown out of? 

Thanks, guys <3",5.6229535864978875,7.505843637130803,7.170316455696202,67.10627637130803,68.32489451476793,10.49873417721519,34.263713080168785,10.62613485830676,4.206804219409284,1030,50,173,31,18,354,135,237,0.048,0.935,0.017,-0.5792,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,7,2,0,15,3,0,0,14,0,24,4,0,3,0,29,38,16,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,11,0,25,2,31,23,2,28,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,5,12,130,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6927755438741849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066758286166602,0.0,0.14699309210053527,0.0,0.09527985014801252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477503514950632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988335914014552,0.0,0.0,0.10163382824964058,0.08275946812548253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341495819701892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037715349602301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781013324790983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077934244444867,0.0,0.054601216077171166,0.0,0.0768393623950845,0.0,0.10583662906644564,0.0951286223251815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004655764392467,0.0,0.07831334488542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413031468101589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201505339153691,0.29035412873819216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065102405101101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358430190505943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762515899876866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154763117607279,0.0,0.09486174141602867,0.0,0.0,0.08204689322986386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947362080261162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672502826240518,0.08032238340854495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985794247621883,0.14447177409178094,0.0,0.0,0.08845227076499307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vinep,2018/02/01,"Medication vs Therapy? I've had ADHD since I was a little kid. I never went to see a psychiatrist because my parents were weird and didn't want a 4th grader to take medication. So instead they took me to get [Nurofeedback therapy](https://www.drakeinstitute.com/non-drug-adhd-treatment) at Drake Institute, who basically claim that by mapping your brain using qEEG, they can focus on certain areas and eliminate ADHD symptoms without drugs. Now that I'm in college I kinda want to start taking medication. Reading this sub's posts about medication make it seem like it solves a lot of the small problems I deal with, but IDK how I feel taking a mind altering substance everyday for the rest of my life.

Do the medications for ADHD make you into a different person? I like who I am, I have made myself into the person I want to be and I always want to be in control of myself. Is medication something I should pursue if I've already gone through treatment?  

**TLDR; I went to ""therapy"" for when I was a kid Now I'm in college and I want to get on medication but unsure due to side effects and previous treatment.**

Edit: Just to clarify, I don't know if the Drake Institute ""worked"" for me or not. I still feel a lot of the typical symptoms of ADHD, just not as intensely as I did when I was a kid. ",4.6536842105263165,6.371052910931176,6.3439676113360335,72.7339271255061,70.49797570850204,8.924696356275302,30.813765182186238,9.414487439383343,3.0411101214574905,1027,44,179,23,19,353,137,247,0.069,0.894,0.037000000000000005,-0.4697,2,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,2,3,11,5,0,0,15,0,16,12,1,7,2,43,42,16,0,9,11,1,2,2,0,1,11,0,0,5,7,8,0,1,5,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,12,3,28,3,34,27,3,27,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,7,11,126,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883236882133384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967794812203878,0.0,0.06761898988262494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953838963704546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907186157870569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911456074403854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378064651615984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849046284747654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884831998033805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218005133328248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491521666994188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466111865686481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739987268903118,0.0794039481507456,0.08144887893602032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817719362536054,0.0,0.07689490776813361,0.10849003687232832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730615648950107,0.0,0.0,0.0820544838059966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626765777163729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023516527444388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419149266721397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782940614014447,0.0,0.0,0.07775962978311353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128699131790931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475768346929932,0.07398060376789324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722324764925193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256176713692449,0.0,0.0,0.05751978516590697,0.0,0.06489833385834644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893090132375144,0.18330349901044315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586721929792271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028840496583976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018686787891283,0.0,0.0,0.2396610120896139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066693804924214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833655991177296,0.0,0.05916188775579275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kellsbells13113,2018/02/01,"Going 4 days without adderall.. tips? Experiences? So basically I was an idiot and used up my prescription early forcing me to go tomorrow-Sunday without any adderall until I can get my script filled on Monday. I’ve been on adderall for about 3 years now and skip days occasionally but it’s hard with a full time job and being a college student. I haven’t ever gone more than 2 days without, and those 2 days I barely got out of bed unless it was to the kitchen to eat massive amounts of food. I hate feeling like a slug but i can’t seem to snap out of it on days without. 

should I expect to be exhausted and unproductive all 4 days? Do things start getting better after the first 2? And any tips to increase wakefulness (beside caffeine) and make these 4 days more tolerable would be appreciated. Thanks guys ",4.513846153846154,6.196482435897438,5.5915384615384625,78.12846153846156,70.7948717948718,7.764102564102564,30.30769230769231,8.344100000000001,2.3312923076923067,644,27,117,10,12,213,105,156,0.07400000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.134,0.8861,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,6,0,12,5,1,2,2,26,25,12,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,6,10,3,0,2,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,5,2,10,3,26,15,6,29,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,18,77,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821904914273548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847394031265228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047375650161559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707129109303112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117163220138677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103549517142396,0.0,0.0,0.06773260395405402,0.09569879424714113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394362084526115,0.16198114432252106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997384151179082,0.0,0.15226151998483775,0.0,0.10713752324129094,0.0,0.0,0.13263833363000554,0.0,0.0,0.1199990180706364,0.13225464769142686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329314951891426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654445462764579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941723181253483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194927732451105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481534180027466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332946187272935,0.0,0.0,0.08899497310393616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811131146059233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156957010293956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165184593140565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515909670624127,0.0,0.0,0.0862638139006397
adhd,Platanopower36,2018/02/01,"FML! This is torture. I can't anymore. I'm a failure in all aspects and I don't see it changing. Why me?!?! WTF!!! Tl;dr- I'm never going to amount to anything. I'm lucky I have this job because my best friend is the general manager. If not I'd be homeless or back at my parents house. FML! 

I'm fucking cursed. My life had been a total uninspiring and crappy piece of shit and I've been stuck in the same loop for 34 years.

I'm going to be 40 soon and would have accomplished absolutely fucking nothing.

I have these cycles. I get all inspired to do something promising... I boast about it... I dream about it... I spend money on it... And then... Everything comes crashing down. It'd a vicious cycle.

My friends all tell me the same shit but in different ways. ""You just need to pick a road and stick to it"".

And they're absolutely fucking right.

I think I have finally narrowed down what I want to do in life. I want to work in the film industry. I want to make films. I want to help create films because films have always been my goto. I feel like I can reach people and inspire people and elicit emotions and make people feel human.

But the road to doing it is so gigantic and it seems like it's a mountain that I'll never be able to climb to even the base let alone the peak.

I have a college degree from a top university and yet I'm a bartender and make $40k a year. All my friends and exes are college professors, PhDs, lawyers, or high executives and me... A fucking bartender.

The thing is that I don't want to work for other people. I don't want to whore my time to a company in exchange for some money. I'd rather be poor and so my own thing but it sucks that all my friends are accomplished and starting families and I have to sit here and feel like a nobody.

Right now, I can't seem to get my ass out of this funk. I won't work out. I have cut my work days down to 3 days a week. I order UberEats everyday. I play video games all day. I feel depressed and unmotivated and like if I'm not up to the task.

You know what... It's as if my professional life (or aspirations) move in slow motion. It takes forever to accomplish what should have been accomplished in no time.

I just hope that one day I will be validated and actually accomplish something noteworthy. That I didn't just waste all this time dicking around.

I have to put forth more of an effort to break this cycle but I fucking can't. It has a hold of me.
It's like I keep swimming against the current. And only after some time goes by, I get the motivation to put forth maximum effort and actually make headway. But I can't sustain that effort. Then I just let go and the current takes me wherever it wants.

This is very fucking sad. I'm a sad human being.

I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I need to go see a professional about this. But where do I even begin? A psychologist? A psychiatrist?
A counselor? All 3?

Last time I went to a shrink, she gave me homework. She told me she wanted me to go home and write down a todo list and what I want to accomplish.... I never did the list and I never went back. Stupid lady. Wtf was she thinking?

I can't be left to my own devices. I need a military type of regiment. I need to be told when to get up, what to go do, when to do it, how to do it, and all that. Think this is how I managed to get a degree from the school that I did. It was structured. I need structure. I need discipline. I need a major whip. I need a dictator of a girlfriend lol.

I need someone to make a schedule for me that I can just wake up and go off and go do it. I think I can manage that. I think. It just has to have some time for leisure in there somewhere.

I need help.",0.3708828884842532,2.6223725559947297,2.505388521265413,92.28966070080385,86.94466403162055,5.519272845701766,21.571568148510014,6.958933804004049,0.5783274592530097,2826,99,623,40,89,950,292,759,0.077,0.774,0.15,0.9933,6,1,2,0,0,0,120.0,0,2,0,17,27,33,13,0,42,1,67,15,5,10,14,128,147,52,0,26,21,1,4,5,5,4,3,0,2,2,48,35,0,3,16,9,5,17,18,17,0,1,16,6,85,16,80,116,22,88,0,3,2,9,22,31,11,13,41,417,133,24,0.05597916544501291,0.0,0.10925518076527392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057977532968057625,0.0,0.0,0.04657915004769633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110325801419648,0.0,0.0,0.04606608342723186,0.049833325518335865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608904567909459,0.0,0.06824875935090237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874668049448783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921853446837255,0.04822109429682335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444077226848879,0.0,0.048214773170714965,0.0,0.0,0.05848631333202173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296902653595826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394742164869568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031046434455263,0.0,0.052772175163416896,0.0,0.1132189921388916,0.07998305395816672,0.0,0.06132243950502168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299745744197248,0.31051101850595936,0.14623401745085068,0.0,0.25451399810219805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504330921525562,0.059145061762110186,0.05615166720351111,0.055599942223760336,0.0,0.06459244101692271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555068397724665,0.04975685433481291,0.0,0.0,0.06152937069385636,0.0456304912773698,0.0,0.0,0.060821527048834034,0.11448497874404405,0.11861922016324244,0.13674296309783554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868326380994484,0.0,0.05623859580074751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594969937512053,0.0,0.4150784186804726,0.17269833358910885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371351901093086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379329312577295,0.042574677838736835,0.0,0.0,0.06215823853909719,0.0,0.0,0.15523561954124626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254904564296332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095611802850155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056653904015362376,0.0892162944253856,0.10192265958144177,0.0,0.0,0.11492361777416532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743096522230138,0.08619099290829928,0.0,0.0,0.039622341425163465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417873144310413,0.0,0.048928257980535225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438014022825963,0.1793459443876614,0.0,0.0,0.19585140926106376,0.0,0.0,0.10698098303428527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618867410460787,0.29716165934670385,0.04443365591457687,0.044903109908782136,0.0,0.0,0.1037864943975733,0.05051248981192703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301399661044827,0.0,0.0,0.03976599301141704,0.0,0.0,0.07209749439511079
adhd,arizzles,2018/02/01,"stopped meds 3 months ago And it has been the hardest 3 months of my life. there are a handful of reasons i've had to stop. the main reason being my health care coverage, the second being a new trend of awful migraines in my recent past. I have no idea whats triggering my migraines and i thought that maybe it could have been the stimulants, even before i lost my health insurance, but i am still getting them. I have insurance again, but now i have to prove to my new insurance company i actually need vyvanse again and its the most infuriating thing ever. School and work are increasingly more difficult each and every moment of every day. 

my anxiety is beginning to take over my life again.  ",4.9377272727272725,6.635291863636367,5.64890909090909,78.07336363636367,69.75757575757575,9.21939393939394,29.86666666666667,9.642632912329526,2.8973430303030305,554,22,101,13,10,180,84,132,0.145,0.8390000000000001,0.016,-0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0,7,1,15,7,1,4,2,21,22,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,1,16,1,10,14,5,21,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,18,75,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.15372033299065496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963518735655184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050514043267113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340410010085998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060583204602252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576979515037232,0.0,0.0,0.10158970522978968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404286734978216,0.14248913539967964,0.2654408926286309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822995914688958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348804902212352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782499652392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225271869015242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195564253185228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825365191589194,0.0,0.17497323399242787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514677060286188,0.0,0.0,0.11680177047874528,0.0,0.3042745933673883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037412232145686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32392103992946664,0.1555355739194582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942231625926093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579856880809334,0.26339360453519745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843816043804282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465169563303513,0.0,0.0,0.12505616110130666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467907364014135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theofficefan99,2018/02/01,"The days I don't take my medication -Sleeping in until 2 PM
-Doing absolutely nothing productive
-Eating until you feel like exploding

Anyone else experience this on days where you're not on meds? I was like this before being prescribed too :) lol",3.859848484848485,7.1584283181818185,5.238181818181818,70.56893939393942,84.0,7.4787878787878785,27.787878787878785,8.344100000000001,3.047724242424242,202,9,29,5,6,67,37,44,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932978470923781,0.2832521471516392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352356426134648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565702943550656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28287382335803524,0.23093560967865565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704177601245238,0.0,0.0,0.13977967591678242,0.19749346200489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011562925439925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30706978333983176,0.2784908034138441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26525790904364605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766461844131033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785339240201692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mschanandler-bong,2018/02/01,"Anyone with heart issues take meds for ADHD? If so, what works best for you? I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 17, though I know I had it all my life, and was put on Adderall. At one point we tried Ritalin, Concerta, etc. as well but Adderall XR is the only one that really did the job without giving me side effects. Well, fast forward 4 years and my doctors are concerned about tachycardia and take me off Adderall to try me on Strattera. That threw my heart into overdrive more than Adderall ever did, ironically, and now I'm on a low dose of a beta blocker to treat what was apparently underlying tachycardia passed down from my mom's side of the family (thanks, mom). 

Anyway, I've been off Adderall for about 10 months now and my schoolwork is SUFFERING so badly because of it. I failed a class I needed to get into grad school, and luckily they're giving me a second chance. I've been cleared by a cardiologist and my new(ish) psychiatrist is so hesitant to put me back on Adderall, I'm afraid he's going to say no even with cardiac clearance when I see him on Friday. Does anyone else with heart problems have ADHD and take medications? I've been looking all over the internet and can't find anything.",5.744397163120563,6.45556627659575,6.387234042553192,77.17333333333335,67.08510638297872,9.160283687943265,31.83687943262412,9.21078282632365,2.764679432624114,965,38,178,17,15,316,143,235,0.133,0.79,0.076,-0.9533,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,4,15,11,0,1,9,0,16,9,3,1,4,29,31,17,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,16,0,1,3,0,0,6,3,6,2,3,11,3,20,5,35,20,5,31,0,3,2,0,9,18,0,1,9,119,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955971097535327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534417219074164,0.11242416262440144,0.09029266606813403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437020119048919,0.0916141077370406,0.06688611207169179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514750136896752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136651817227554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123061225399633,0.09601932190061896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165947301497177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237013009130375,0.07247099550010955,0.09925071995227268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343706334935984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028481873273047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732573000849432,0.21051256686758174,0.06235809984966741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390066789724626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145222874061938,0.10888313016966587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060300881995088325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750058784123927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213967134505756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187749892238438,0.1105343620065725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570124633263169,0.08757983827356071,0.0,0.0,0.08135820165655691,0.0,0.10597114078273158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870226597188566,0.08344927293686473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372368460989646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499007639192992,0.0,0.2206038073668709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029135257653572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725612010071912,0.0,0.11104551670418887,0.08743501162968018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907639854471281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474940842400176,0.0,0.0,0.10101818106940263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780227377891598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898940620672005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730827797309697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576904021222727,0.0,0.07987963847431218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065800369213293
adhd,mathac,2018/02/01,"Little pressure in my head with Ritalina. Is it normal? Guys, I don't know how to describe this feeling. My mind is very clear and I can focus now, my legs don't shake, but I feel a little ""pressure"" in my head. It's the first time that I take ritalin 10mg. How do you feel when you take your meds? 

Sorry about my english. I am from brazil and I procrastinated the english leassons. You understand, right? Hahahaha",0.7926385809312606,3.3193416341463404,2.8587361419068738,87.84424611973394,89.97560975609754,5.9086474501108635,22.088691796008874,7.348242739294969,1.0932292682926832,322,12,65,6,11,108,56,82,0.039,0.892,0.068,0.2857,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,3,3,0,7,4,3,2,1,14,14,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,3,15,0,6,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,43,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32267190013749764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093897916394525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062561034120514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366228663141494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169049973034878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264013647102848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362832550946391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478591438292716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841980845184294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166117137770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812190821333176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198769713193154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240383696076335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144835597512214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755157499827968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sodomestic,2018/02/02,"forgot to accept job offers. forgot I needed money until I ran out of savings. about to age out of parents' health insurance; they can't afford to support me. I don't know what to do next, so I'm building a physics engine for a 2d platformer. In need of strategic counsel was it really forgetting if taking action never seemed relevant? 

dumb story (one shot, no edits, meds wearing off, longer than it needs to be):

turning 26 in a few days

diagnosed (ADHD-C, PTSD), in 2016. started medication in early 2017

it's strange feeling enthusiastic and motivated instead of doomed. 

finally able to read and drive and listen to humans talking without ""falling asleep"" (system powering off from lack of stimulus)

horrified by choices I've made, but thrilled to discover my brain actually works 

somehow graduated with an expensive degree in mathematics (gpa 2.0)

close to being expelled from impulsively chosen bs/ms program; course content seemed redundant and not applicable to what i wanted to study. i was rarely able to make myself go to class and stay seated. Now I love the structure and intensity of college and feel like I belong. Started getting A's after two years of F's and C-'s (is this actually how to pluralize? it looks wrong); current gpa is almost 1.5. goal since high school was to major in computational neuroscience and develop interactive AR/VR games to provide a safe environment for people to work through psychological problems through exposure. Still a goal (more of a wish at this point), but I don't know how to get there from here. I realize I have barred myself from any further academic research opportunities after (and if) I graduate but it still hurts to think about.   

questioning whether I'm employable but also being very selective about potential jobs because i hate getting fired. I see myself as powerful and competent and sharp, not ""disabled"" (but definitely disordered). got fired from overpaying software engineering job last year for lack of contribution (quantified by ticket turnover rate) and making people uncomfortable with apparent catatonia (amphetemine-heighted hyperfocus compounded with social anxiety and imposter syndrome and being on too many teams having too many meetings). ""you have potential, but not here. go get help"", they said. got help, but nothing has changed externally

there are hundreds of appealing jobs for which I'm qualified, but I'm struggling to put together a resume (though my latex template finally looks nice) or do a project demonstrating ability (can't see the point and can't encourage myself to work alone for potential future benefit). Took some manual labor jobs (qa tester, sandwich maker, file filer, phone answerer) just to be around people but I got bored slash existentially depressed and stopped showing up after a few days/weeks. Can't blame Fortuna despite the confederacy of dunces. Received three job offers in the past year, but request timed out on open ended questions like ""how much equity do you want"" or ""is this tool good for the infrastructure problem we've vaguely described over the phone?"" because of uncertainty/excitement/zero confidence. I'm disappointed in myself, but I know how to stop making this mistake. 

This is the longest I've been unemployed since I was 14. Somehow never correlated work with making money, income seemed like a perk instead of a purpose. I had been financially independent and relatively free of debt ($6k student loans) since 2012. Parents are willing to pay for rent and nothing else until my lease is up (in september), this monthly cashdrop is the only assistance I receive. Current budget for this month is $50. Budget for next month is whatever I find on the ground. Healthcare and tuition burnt through my savings and I already sold all my eth. 

Problems: 

1. I don't want to go back to the nonlife I had before starting medication (currently ritalin (just switched from adderall) and bupropion). Already had to give up the ""nonessential"" meds (inhalers for exercise induced asthma, various dermatological treatments). Without insurance I can't afford the prescriptions I need to be baseline functional. Buying insurance through school is out of my price range. I have a chance of receiving ACA coverage by March IF I mail in identity-proving paperwork but I can't see myself being able to do that because I have homework to do and also I ran out of postage stamps. Given that I'll be bored and restless and exhausted and irritable and counterproductive for at least one medless month, how do I enforce some kind of structure? Biweekly visits with my psychologist were helping a lot, but again, no dinero. Apartment is noisy and cold and lonely, the only other place available to me is the campus library.  

2. Can't afford food that doesn't make me feel ill. Ethically conflicted about shoplifting, all the dumpsters have locks on them now, missed the deadline three times for sending in paperwork to apply for food stamps, not qualified for unemployment bc I'm not willing to quit school, food bank only has high fructose canned shit and frozen spinach and the volunteers are suspicious of young healthy people. Been eating lentils and questbars (supplies are low), drinking kcup ""coffee"" from the grad student lounge. Really don't like eating sweets now that I don't need the dopamine kick but they're everywhere.  I'm used to getting lots of exercise from xc running and skiing and rock climbing and biking and swimming and tennis but I'm now restricted to walking and solo yoga since my school's gym costs money and it's hard to breathe when lungs are on fire. How do I maintain my health?  

3. I don't want to be here, in a city, in america, feeling increasingly disconnected from people, accomplishing nothing, withering into ego and forgotten dreams. My partner feels I have become a burden and has lost all confidence in my ability to do anything useful; I don't accept this as true, but also don't want to make someone I love feel so miserable. I don't hate [this] life, every day is different and full of discovery and pleasure, but this current setting isn't something I particularly enjoy. How can I plan for a way out when I feel so overwhelmed right now? Rather not spend all my time thinking about survival.

 There's a lot of uncertainty and it's hard for me to get perspective on it. I just want to talk to someone who doesn't have to live with the consequences of me falling into my own behavioral traps. Nothing makes sense but it was starting to. 

also, I've been halfjokingly thinking about trying to get arrested because jails have beds and food and structured days and the ""promise"" of ""behavioural correction"" but i reevalute on the assumption that schedule II prescribed drugs aren't allowed. or i'd be let off with community service. this is probably really stupid, even if i could hypothetically commit a ""serious enough"" crime (can't even steal a damn candy bar). wait but is it stupid? seems more feasible than winter camping with insufficient resources or visiting relatives. already not feeling so free. 

wtf why did i spend an hour typing this it's not like i don't know what to do or expect anyone to care enough to reach out. ",7.1214633718892415,8.94799891009464,7.1672849631966375,68.77058219418157,64.63091482649843,10.146596565019278,37.27500876270592,10.330081576609306,4.398138562916229,5790,294,881,143,90,1855,612,1268,0.142,0.747,0.111,-0.9933,28,4,3,0,0,0,186.0,0,2,3,19,52,58,7,4,44,0,92,31,6,22,9,207,184,99,0,25,44,2,14,5,1,2,13,3,3,2,34,67,10,8,28,17,21,22,36,30,0,5,27,25,74,30,169,143,24,137,1,10,5,2,40,54,3,23,62,574,108,47,0.1358679304102759,0.0,0.08839166726389511,0.0,0.054428949737592186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535070207466864,0.046906066760386736,0.14993363977785598,0.1448713798151552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030798283929615356,0.0,0.03464619829232727,0.0,0.0,0.03166733867653258,0.0,0.0372692433432404,0.040317087913053655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034824683952888784,0.0,0.11043177239675657,0.05001848484566348,0.03853786721107304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055784818675919,0.0,0.0,0.046175470058720434,0.0,0.04791008497647024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615982891949561,0.0,0.0,0.08762357504118845,0.0,0.039007616457713966,0.04596769645632102,0.0,0.04731768975461835,0.05190547309854658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436628211357958,0.052521221354291665,0.09268454151714936,0.03783340722191565,0.0,0.04011288620173658,0.0935919279339742,0.0,0.059826324423344825,0.0,0.0381581971021485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319708797324732,0.032354692210932415,0.0,0.09922445106165714,0.04139360897996491,0.0,0.2190560543530089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656325670938003,0.04344563308983378,0.0772168759298448,0.037986524605947584,0.10866599572074988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114065231089458,0.0894276349704218,0.0,0.09628083770350992,0.0,0.0,0.09106940978095188,0.09570128543031316,0.0,0.0,0.04460084764790346,0.0,0.04848314319719204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696559123332259,0.0,0.0,0.04716184720062151,0.09955928173351873,0.0369168324451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631138805947622,0.031989179113614534,0.11063034640701198,0.0,0.03999129058938365,0.0,0.076063228221302,0.0,0.049438631972482085,0.1155100557516462,0.08175074122229499,0.042853840301108406,0.2116167633548016,0.09183250408073156,0.0,0.0,0.10061242763562432,0.0912484305714091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459798106375385,0.0,0.03329285400533021,0.16790724803820747,0.06985981594975121,0.0,0.09633139025292826,0.0,0.0,0.17382525814267558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061378417290453076,0.10333368352044174,0.0,0.0,0.10057683855673086,0.0,0.04323377111779519,0.1569895259643806,0.0,0.04731768975461835,0.0,0.08562607375590672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488295363066509,0.13000726003782842,0.0529407799575381,0.045528265678838165,0.10146878459742292,0.04817075610181907,0.045301566067276935,0.0,0.0870404753180157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867682340020543,0.0430805050877233,0.0,0.0,0.18334079895708671,0.1082691496567396,0.16491874800389408,0.0,0.0,0.04648882603050817,0.14985514140777675,0.0,0.0,0.04616674826711334,0.07674697101901835,0.03486592357877755,0.0,0.0,0.12822402727039106,0.04827237867132703,0.07233620315560459,0.07572778239079311,0.0,0.047346220318409835,0.0,0.0,0.05139377244058707,0.0,0.0,0.034051924898652615,0.07280366391869833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705868370032599,0.04449651726297811,0.0,0.0792256828431851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050318089971769966,0.03074846871446407,0.0492617642760034,0.044241075209467295,0.0,0.0,0.07823084556879832,0.0,0.03736842394308359,0.1602768511453477,0.035948546342692386,0.03632835278263275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408665580968576,0.0,0.052080471561662345,0.08731455763806845,0.0,0.1318846286905628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049516750999532004,0.0,0.08749449257913912
adhd,Tirannie,2018/02/02,"Vyvanse just stopped working? So, I've been on Vyvanse for about 3.5 years (30mg), and while I've become somewhat acclimatized to what ""normal"" feels like since I first took it (I never get that euphoria like the first time), I am well-aware when I've taken it vs. when I haven't.

Cut to this week: all week, I find myself in the middle of my workday going ""are you sure you took it this morning and didn't just dream that you took it between alarm snoozes?""

I made a point to note when I took it this morning, so I know it's in my system, but... I sure feel like I didn't (brain fog, lethargy, incredibly difficult to focus on anything much longer than a few minutes, etc.).

I don't think this is my tolerance having been built up, because I feel like that would be a gradual change. This has been more like someone flicked a light switch.

I'm in a super high-stress period in my life, which may be contributing (relived serious trauma in court, have to decide if I want to be ""voluntarily laid off"" at work, etc.), but I've certainly gone through high-stress periods before without experiencing something like this.

tl;dr: Has anyone had their Vyvanse just... stop working one day? What'd you do about it?",5.270384615384613,5.897362192307696,5.6726324786324795,82.1779230769231,68.1025641025641,8.633162393162394,30.129914529914533,8.648137234880735,2.1623370940170936,939,34,187,14,15,301,141,234,0.065,0.8109999999999999,0.124,0.8749,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,4,1,6,10,15,1,1,7,0,21,2,1,1,5,30,37,11,0,4,8,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,2,0,2,7,1,0,6,6,5,0,3,13,5,23,10,24,19,7,35,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,22,118,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579602459630061,0.0,0.08920422754764533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607982930217407,0.11971963752170653,0.09224068876947056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210106079277018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146731658249032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990923905202766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179002359865104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644313774812207,0.2323236320874903,0.0,0.0,0.099075929190732,0.18441051465154173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663469345510142,0.0,0.061606400283175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290617806083304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059573981288298127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656635221790227,0.3177535267999209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257100436153252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796867083415221,0.0,0.08360500991427429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620929862037932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345486266070056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024733410467632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966986537807198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184723987178503,0.08345186275814709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812550437327859,0.24834440200099497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433203860022592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945854842717915,0.0,0.0,0.06320909867396837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817469790052782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393731764516232,0.0,0.1739043971570659,0.0,0.09746490657427732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449404078364427,0.0,0.23675017331449516,0.0,0.0,0.07700447759688518,0.0,0.0,0.06980625242208717
adhd,KittyKatB99,2018/02/02,"Thinking in pictures, not words So I just realised that I think in images rather than words. I never noticed before until I was wondering out why complicated ideas in my head male a lot of sense to me, but I can never articulate them. I can’t imagine thinking in words—it would be so slow! Is this an ADHD thing? Super interested now. ",3.116512820512824,5.349303446153846,4.79192307692308,80.0022435897436,76.07692307692308,6.7948717948717965,26.21794871794872,7.793537801064563,1.7077179487179488,264,10,48,4,6,89,52,65,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,2,17,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,9,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050049480764798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595566779002834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046063712881423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864967852009609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576225352314188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914753020058716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889403532151205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860607310998005,0.4878530530102282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290050146197787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752232442021512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028435828160894,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,puckdude917,2018/02/02,"MyDayIs High? Alright so I just started taking MyDayIs today (37.5MG) dose. I was on Adderall XR 30MG in the morning and another 10mg in the afternoon (not always needed). So, my first observations after taking MyDayIs is that it didn't kick in right away. It had an hour delay where as the adderall would kick in in about 20 minutes. 

My second observation is that I feel High as fuck IMO. It feels nice,  i'm also focused and things aren't scattered around in my mind. My question is why I feel this high from only the MyDayIs and not the Adderall XR? Aren't they the same thing, only difference is that MyDayIs releases 3 doses throughout the day, where as Adderall XR only has 2",3.90385843164469,5.907437290076338,4.817904233171408,81.73200555170023,73.04580152671755,6.595697432338652,29.466342817487856,7.348242739294969,1.90826106870229,539,23,95,6,11,175,80,131,0.045,0.895,0.06,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,0,8,1,11,3,0,0,0,16,20,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,3,9,2,15,16,1,23,0,0,0,1,2,15,1,1,8,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325675696738273,0.13865242824413648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472976326010342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483391513911809,0.0,0.0,0.1565576669723424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746482807738476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740965508007007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276472682525103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173837765521485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404999400062594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281723533105719,0.0,0.0,0.1641004406291764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825234224541408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235566355394031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801968772299208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866676659824289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230410624065568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794405534861956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505753219873249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140779823649068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579490826145975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503608237142418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837166386519375,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Justinian967,2018/02/02,"Stimming, or any other stimulating behavior since childhood Good day fellow redditors, and thanks for reading. I’ve suffered from adhd my entire life. To this day, I still struggle with it, even taking medication to even get through college. However, there is one thing which I’m curious about. Since I was a child, I’ve flapped my hands whenever I’m excited. Even now, I can be doing an assignment or reading, and if I get excited I get the urge to do so. So I was curious: how many of you have a similar habit or behavior? ",5.165157142857144,6.41187103,6.6194285714285765,73.04900000000002,68.7,10.914285714285716,36.285714285714285,10.914260884657429,4.4626714285714275,413,22,74,13,7,141,70,100,0.054000000000000006,0.77,0.17600000000000002,0.8909999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,0,8,3,1,2,0,9,15,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,9,4,9,12,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,51,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454100854624665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886377612838666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633856816155936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046187771513612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32005999938707896,0.0,0.0,0.1712742262143837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423330264490195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702790319614944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571116338645046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383719758090207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40851279525886425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378345828568562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307529250547478,0.0,0.0,0.2134753661550209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353384255673327,0.0,0.0,0.18800097249156136,0.0,0.0,0.13566216244149476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fruitpunnn,2018/02/02,"How did you know your dose was just right? I started adderall ir back in november. It was my first time on meds so my doctor put me on 10mg. At first it was amazing, but after a week I felt like the effects wore off super fast and made my day feel really rollercoaster-y from the ups and downs. 

I am not on 20mg and it’s a LOT better. I feel more balanced and able to focus for longer periods of time. I feel like my excessive talking has decreased. The 10mg was a weird middle ground between hell adhd brain and kinda not. The 20 has definitely been better. 

I’m wondering how to tell if I need to try to go up to the 30 next or if I should stick with 20. How did you know your dose was high enough? What indicators told you it was too low before you increased? Did you have to decrease ever? 

Any additional info would be great. Thank you so much for y’alls help! ",0.9170087719298224,3.0602037944444485,2.7236257309941543,92.4092105263158,83.2777777777778,5.7894736842105265,19.473684210526315,7.0608816371341465,0.26666666666666705,673,18,149,9,19,223,117,180,0.055,0.7390000000000001,0.206,0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,9,0,6,9,11,1,0,8,0,17,4,1,5,1,33,32,14,0,5,7,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,14,4,21,8,22,15,5,30,1,1,0,0,13,14,1,6,15,99,26,1,0.16037296205713514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273713520294572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905911362205127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331690858976888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646557868383258,0.0,0.0,0.28367370473802256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790292641787153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342729320272508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414852224973978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570814020003108,0.0,0.0,0.14506652570603162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432681648533108,0.11457047613765035,0.1539831934137205,0.0,0.0,0.27282631919846706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114365013343084,0.0,0.0,0.17681175683428313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749461594994376,0.169442839499974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627357166262153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156700257019806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634335734958156,0.0,0.151748774354461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781382073491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789257986151115,0.11891451928694208,0.0,0.0,0.17055846453935006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121912217676476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273902607819076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695763333381594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351280797914595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890171208169193,0.14017303756237315,0.14764987667523208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702952772142611,0.0,0.0,0.1532432378778963,0.0,0.10888271407908627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286415166142859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391763629841892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392435092031973,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chalkyfish,2018/02/02,"I'm 30 and finally have an appointment for an assessment next week but my parents are being really weird After a ten months wait for an appointment, thanks current UK government, I finally have my ADHD assessment.

I told my mum as they asked me to bring some school reports, and I know they had some in the loft. My parents have got my reports for me, but are acting really weird about the whole thing.

My mum just keeps trying to prove that I am an organised person, which I definitely am not. She keeps making weird remarks about it. I think she thinks that if I have it, it will mean I am defective somehow, but I don't feel like that at all. I'm finding it really annoying and frustrating. 

I just want the assessment as I think it would nice to know so I can get help with certain things. Its not going to completely change me as a person. Myum is acting like finding out will destroy my life. I'm 30, this shouldn't matter, but it's really stressing me out.

Argh parents. 

Anyway that's the rant.",3.590158629441625,5.3454191421319805,4.725580583756346,83.11243178934012,73.31472081218273,8.579822335025383,26.018083756345177,9.188382445141503,2.173040862944163,789,27,154,18,16,259,108,197,0.175,0.736,0.08900000000000001,-0.9544,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,7,14,4,1,10,0,18,1,0,1,3,38,40,12,0,4,9,5,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,15,6,0,3,10,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,3,1,27,5,18,32,4,15,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,4,9,108,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580433189182902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293931750324075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911473353506662,0.0,0.13788037204900916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649282215402806,0.09394711755872508,0.0,0.28811435163149784,0.2403861686378003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870587580076751,0.0,0.07473725782137035,0.0,0.10517647134515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814495376144013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337751717252469,0.0,0.0,0.14454329350598333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288579075953599,0.1284932904532491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877805332340322,0.0,0.0,0.14324737393691536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496594618477516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985693922981174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380618434247409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964998992135846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33698159198501715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330899663690204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506384037659102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107203172371983,0.0,0.0,0.1747320071502538,0.2527890649919023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256585550600091,0.0,0.08928318607501558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756498953499767,0.0,0.1054852881101316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682051004087882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341729867521717,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gtfairy,2018/02/02,"Combating acne caused by Wellbutrin? I've been on Wellbutrin, or rather a generic of the same thing, for about five and a half months now. I have anxiety, so my psych is reluctant to prescribe me stimulant-type ADHD meds. Prior to this, I was on Prozac and before that escitalopram. Neither worked for me. Wellbutrin is the best thing I've found for my anxiety, and to some extent it helps my ADHD, though not as much as I'd like it to.

However, the major problem is that it gives me terrible acne. I've always had good skin, just a few pimples when going through puberty. Now, I'm constantly covered in cystic acne, inflamed whiteheads, blackheads, clogged pores, and red patches, all around my jaw and chin and up my cheeks. It's miserable. It's unsightly and painful, sore and my skin stings. I have a good skincare routine, I exercise, eat vegetables and fruits, and drink plenty of water, but it still won't go away.

Do any of you have experience dealing with this problem? If so, how did you deal with it?",4.9958788332086765,6.5042202146596875,5.4846409872849655,80.03985602094242,69.36649214659685,8.59850411368736,31.967464472700076,9.04235418022936,2.8199600598354526,795,35,145,15,14,255,124,191,0.104,0.8420000000000001,0.053,-0.7677,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,2,12,9,0,1,7,0,12,14,4,2,1,27,17,20,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,1,2,0,2,3,5,0,2,5,4,15,4,23,11,9,15,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,8,103,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789441412893501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118255715627933,0.0,0.0,0.10721159707435103,0.0,0.2412130662840767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034741008375012,0.0,0.0,0.1481231548263315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415378275558387,0.0,0.16545041641632469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195630775077466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703703037839384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250731627098812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544430193746671,0.0,0.16132161361436095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421797922267946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286184521875392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123815729838055,0.17919926119801546,0.2644690190930803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567360278414403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702283770284461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512045601297854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583964514874058,0.0,0.11589541992767895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775727297754225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017113120495027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590441539422384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947949859098616,0.0,0.1548963796461076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477556431217699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Penguins4Lolz,2018/02/02,"How do you manage emotional disinhibition disorder? Hi all, I was recently diagnosed with this after doing the barricade tests for ADHD. I'm not sure if this is actually a form of ADHD or not. The diagnosis explains a lot of my life. My psychiatrist prescribed adderall for me. I'm going to start cognitive behavioral therapy in march. I'm wondering if anyone else has this disorder and if so, what has helped you manage this disorder?

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adhd,bigparade,2018/02/02,"Since I'm moving to a new city, I'll meet my new psychiatrist tomorrow and I don't know if he'll change my current treatment I had to move and I can't see my old psychiatrist anymore. She was my doctor for almost 3 years and have always been treating my ADHD with Vyvanse (70mg), which we found out to be the best for me.



I'm always open to new ideas and treatment, and the idea that I have to meet a new psychiatrist tomorrow so we can discuss my current treatment I sort of like it, but I'm also afraid that he may change my current treatment from something that I have tried in the past and was really bad. 


For example: He may not trust me yet, so he'll give me Ritalin instead of Vyvanse, or a low dose of Vyvanse, which were bad for me in the past. I'm also afraid of many stories that happens in this sub of people who hated his psychiatrist because of how bad he treated him, and I don't want to happen to me. 


Is there a risk he may dismiss my ADHD to something else? What should I say in the first meeting? 

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adhd,Nametagstolen,2018/02/02,"Adults with adhd how have your meds helped? I've been on adhd meds in high school for my severe adhd for a couple of years(concerta) and had a bad experience with having problems being social and eating so I dropped them. Recently as an adult working an office job(22 years old). Ive been having alot more problems controlling myself, focusing and am having tense relationships, My friend tell me just to work on it but Im at a loss. I was wondering if meds have actually helped adults here get their life back together. Yes I am also aware of the rules and will be consulting my doctor for the right treatment. ",4.388695652173915,6.679667217391309,5.107173913043479,78.92945652173916,72.47826086956522,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.97675652173913,490,15,86,10,10,158,84,115,0.107,0.8440000000000001,0.049,-0.5789,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,4,6,5,0,0,8,1,15,3,0,2,0,15,17,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,13,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,3,4,61,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.13232526379612178,0.0,0.4888916809773518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843863535979988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426741871323113,0.11321967230930212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208603879893556,0.0,0.15003794134928794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879153229106933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875183923687578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264204207436842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476360952277798,0.0,0.07084498803484078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177857779351853,0.14326800514336274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647041049160836,0.0,0.13456128780083534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957777287352844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45186044477374604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228855555291672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595002524925947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388785626573355,0.14558279973445334,0.0,0.11580098028807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372336348977198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318850502895762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822631322964632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118519682069244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705155369948342,0.1974356726412908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732144231557372
adhd,ADHDorAspergers,2018/02/02,"For those of you who discovered that you had (or also had) an Autism Spectrum Disorder, when/how did you figure it out? Thinking my SO might be struggling with the ADHD meds/diagnosis because of co-morbidity with some aspect of ASD.  Just looking for advice/perspective - thanks in advance!",8.403529411764705,9.091034058823533,8.161568627450979,66.82705882352944,61.352941176470594,10.72156862745098,38.568627450980394,10.504223727775694,4.417792156862745,231,11,35,5,3,74,44,51,0.125,0.821,0.054000000000000006,-0.588,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,9,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262196718415628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836130049437796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161909885214971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064589490978899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978161835566534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762269790932661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37075656584116334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265135279597266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272450217308005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sinuext,2018/02/02,"How did Strattera affect/help you? Hey there.

I was diagnosed about 6 months ago and tried Ritalin. I now stopped taking it, because it is not helping me in any way in my eyes.
I talked to my doctor, who now wants to put me on Strattera.
(Ritalin and Strattera are the only two medications prescribable for adults here).


I am a bit concerned about Strattera, because there are many pretty bad side effects.

The thing is, I have an exam soon, and I don't know if I should start with it now, because I am afraid that

 a) it's not helping me and

b) that the side effects even make studying worse.


How did Strattera help you and what side effects you guys had?
Is it worth it in your eyes?

Thanks! :)",2.86887254901961,4.8485524558823565,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,75.91176470588233,6.003921568627452,26.77450980392157,6.816661863887847,1.0891980392156864,538,21,110,5,12,168,83,136,0.087,0.81,0.103,0.5033,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,3,12,3,0,1,6,0,14,7,2,6,0,19,20,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,17,1,10,15,1,17,0,0,2,0,12,7,0,1,8,77,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091047286923185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123442851124359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156533394226715,0.3319668606502333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981776855989042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424349626606706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579796700512585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989518760178522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797377452950159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866880513760578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976109075724368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116898031408195,0.18403730148604444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828667866057065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489108459848185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805752446139433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467562544484195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248221020973207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848394041270134,0.0,0.0,0.1517625688010416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364837958299427,0.1459024773419573,0.0,0.16712332550321915,0.0,0.0,0.12059677900441815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324318635726675,0.0,0.17732301166989234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070678240808903,0.14408565959257713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498892319567287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rexticles,2018/02/02,"Elvanse + Propranolol I have been prescribed Elvanse (ADHD) and Propranolol (Anxiety) and didn't expect this, but they are a damn good combo.

Im sensitive to meds and Elvanse has been really harsh on me (no appetite, dry mouth, jittery, restless). But recently due to other factors, I was also prescribed Propranolol for anxiety. Propranolol makes me sleepy & gives me weird nightmares.

But I've noticed when I take it with Vynase the two make a great combination and balance out! A lot of the negatives from Vyanse seem to calm down or disappear when I take Propranolol.

Just thought if anyone was also having difficulties with similar circumstances, that maybe you should speak to your doctor about giving it a shot. 

Best of luck, folks. ",7.461085271317831,9.255210147286824,7.013953488372097,70.30527131782951,63.8062015503876,10.694573643410855,36.03875968992248,10.746095033038511,4.455331782945736,595,28,90,16,9,186,94,129,0.116,0.711,0.174,0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,6,8,1,1,6,0,10,2,1,2,0,21,18,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,1,10,5,14,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,5,4,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306937365427526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968674585087344,0.0,0.20111036174980898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839851141655762,0.0,0.0,0.12978412109600304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478818506207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998159335495127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561115989959721,0.0,0.15568241334811206,0.0,0.20463771971190292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049264897654046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780055718825134,0.0,0.0,0.24779470213071744,0.0,0.1864720510888241,0.0,0.2061729219718328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132032126567413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890770386817492,0.0,0.18326930933292596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897405699740833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791140227943293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735507572519602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131580683342666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,darthvader2512,2018/02/02,"Obsession with ADD/ADHD While I am waiting for my diagnosis and after my initial assessment (still 4 more visits to go),  it’s literally the one thing I think about right now. I am not doing anything and I am in my final semester of grad school and searching for job. I am literally not doing anything about it and when I try focusing on these I revert back to thinking about ADD(research online, reading journals).  Heck watching movies/games and even talking to friends also doesn’t work. It also gives me crazy anxiety. It’s like in my head “I have to know !!! It’s like until I know I inadvertently put my daily routine at a pause. Any suggestions?  ",3.881640798226165,6.172067422764227,5.367657058388765,76.49521064301555,73.95934959349594,8.049963045084997,29.881005173688106,8.841846274778883,2.7842747967479684,515,23,89,11,11,173,83,123,0.056,0.866,0.078,0.5386,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,0,13,15,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,16,3,17,15,1,16,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,10,67,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422599680756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224068810651585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708130172537686,0.0,0.1542081361611457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331766302530807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500256505676216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314167841524993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082101953476904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574019574894307,0.0,0.0,0.19337388900784447,0.11456255043106055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206879219611791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003703001255912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156617508404028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969635961595861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659581422210373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264356088205845,0.0,0.0,0.20163453460239728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214820508893502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040097058479351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160982035770287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202235558253486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339207843891987,0.25832862885936736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685957721130088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467526293006037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Anna_rampage,2018/02/02,"What strategies do you use to combat issues with executive functioning? This semester I've felt myself slipping. 

A strategy to get stuff done is to induce panic by taking stimulants until I'm panicky so I can get stuff done but this can't be good for my physical health. Do you have any strategies for executive functioning? ",5.625084745762713,8.101299644067801,6.612000000000003,68.6749491525424,69.50847457627118,10.143728813559322,32.13898305084746,10.355215969177356,4.142705762711864,265,12,40,8,5,88,45,59,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.7946,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,3,0,6,15,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,8,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624771853232244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890064326087346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294054574810361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496568905384732,0.0,0.0,0.20039894470389255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396609022728506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493756134195512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803269948372289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470238992490649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796418568325082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635447777743995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ptag2010,2018/02/02,"Strattera and sweating - what to do? I’ve been on Strattera 20mg 2x daily for about 3 weeks now. Initially I was more concerned about the sexual side effects but I have been sweating pretty profusely most often in the early afternoon when the doses overlap. It’s not dead of winter but it’s not super warm where I live. 

My doc said while more rare, this happens and my brain is still adapting and it should even out. 

I’m obviously wearing deodorant but because I am sweating so much I constantly smell it, I can’t tell if I smell bad which causes anxiety. 

Has anyone else who experienced this come up with solutions? Maybe I need stronger deodorant? Is there dietary changes I should make? Less caffeine more water? I tried an undershirt for a meeting I was in, but sweat through that. One time I was prescribed a blood pressure medication for body temperature...

On the upside, the medication is working.

Thanks all! ",3.693024326101252,6.55043708284024,4.340305719921105,80.66740795529256,77.57988165680473,7.3058514135437225,30.09894806048652,8.344100000000001,2.6797334648257722,733,35,125,15,18,233,120,169,0.091,0.7959999999999999,0.113,0.6905,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,1,8,0,15,12,8,3,2,23,22,11,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,5,14,3,15,14,7,20,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,10,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096032246992994,0.0,0.0,0.1379808433248081,0.2021924751126051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476603219604125,0.12029325578004466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919410020406155,0.0,0.22029052080294648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271684963618505,0.20875369402972574,0.16998616488886334,0.0,0.2132484478948898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648476206874736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033755032711442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450221207790373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424994432070207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172228498632949,0.0,0.1982489895409481,0.0,0.0,0.3975874174623515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506353436480734,0.14632100235078155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371893777033392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076008976735624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771026146468764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759155539207814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724790167060147,0.1816790588873161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150673110798062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339771455854081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582898015128584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366183778642352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Karapb010,2018/02/02,"REM Sleep/Doseage/Interaction Questions Hey everyone!
I have a few questions about REM sleep as well as my Adderall useage. This will be a longer post!

I have ADHD (inattentive type) and GAD. I'm female, 120lb, athletic (work out ALOT, I weightlift and I'm hoping to gain weight), eat enormous amounts of food. I'm on 20mg XR in the AM and 10 IR at 2PM. 

I have some questions, assume I've done general research and taken some time to look into this. My REM sleep quality has taken a nose dive in the past six weeks, which has coincides with starting Lexapro 10mg for my anxiety. I take it in the morning and it has helped tremendously, but at the cost of quality sleep. It has also effected the way my Adderall works, as I feel like it has lost the focusing effect it has when I started it last October. I even took a week long tolerance break in December and January, still doesn't work like it did before. I'm not chasing a euphoria feeling here - if I want to binge, I'll take days off and save for it. I'm re-experiencing inattentiveness, trouble focusing/listening/paying attention again. Suggestions? 

What do you guys do for quality sleep? As an athlete, low quality sleep doesn't let me body recover. I have been exhausted for weeks and nothing sleeps to help. I have tried melatonin. Makes me sleepy, no REM sleep though. I have tried quarter benzos from a friend, it makes me sleepy, but still no REM. 

TLDR: I'm healthily taking my addy dosage and started an SSRI about 6 weeks ago; It seems to have lost the focusing effect, and I'm not chasing euphoria. After taking tolerance breaks, I'm wondering if the Lexapro is causing some mischief here, or am I building a tolerance? What do you guys do for quality deep sleep? 

Thank you fellow ADHDers, here's to hoping for a productive day 

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adhd,kendie2,2018/02/02,"Need help overcoming a ""can't-leave-the-house"" day I'm having a can't-leave-the-house day. Currently, I'm missing the beginning-of-semester meeting for my grad school department, and I'm trying to will myself out the door for a meeting with my advisor, for which I'm ill-prepared.  Instead of getting any work done, I spent the morning crocheting and watching late-night clips on youtube. 

I've taken my meds, got a decent night's sleep, but I'm moody, tempermental, and have a lot of negative self-talk right now. I can't gain control enough to get up and it's making me feel so Gorram defeated. ",7.442097701149423,6.64441878448276,7.615517241379313,74.8978735632184,63.74137931034482,11.1816091954023,36.574712643678154,10.504223727775694,3.724774712643679,473,20,90,10,6,154,80,116,0.17600000000000002,0.8059999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9537,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,8,0,5,1,1,2,0,12,19,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,11,14,2,10,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,44,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321304636453652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179236431463272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506144741249393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883605977547186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076353701461036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824376996014113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030271550647885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539922537979836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023499800363947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483915496188703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917853270254373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651866627487732,0.0,0.0,0.12969656324777235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158231728488846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407077084819106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36467422577079817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593088822344912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664167674629032,0.0,0.0,0.20269696969149825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444002801961374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561707446207555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191674694966962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414525008634023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,emk311,2018/02/02,"Ritalin and Exhaustion I took my first 10 mg dose of Ritalin IR last night at 6 pm. Shortly after I felt exhausted and calm. Although, I was able to accomplish some cleaning without an emotional response, which felt like a victory. I was also able to effortlessly compose text messages and emails. This was great because I usually have a hard time structuring my thoughts. My only complaint is that I felt exhausted the whole time. I usually fall asleep at 1 am because it takes me forever to fall asleep. Last night I went to bed at 10 pm and had the best sleep of my life until I had to wake up for work at 7:45. I could hardly get out of bed. Has anyone experienced this? Will this wear off or should I expect this sleepiness to continue? I wanted to take the medication before work today but was too afraid that I would fall asleep at my desk. I'm still feeling very tired from last night. Any ideas? I tried searching the web but couldn't find too much on it.",3.631557486631017,5.658713823529418,4.428018048128339,84.13261530748666,73.8663101604278,8.097459893048129,27.7302807486631,8.841846274778883,2.227492245989305,763,30,148,16,16,245,118,187,0.078,0.8540000000000001,0.068,-0.2267,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,4,8,0,1,7,0,15,15,6,0,0,23,27,10,0,6,4,0,6,1,0,3,9,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,7,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,12,7,20,4,24,10,4,31,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,17,92,29,4,0.24804474962506576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918064832953268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433946778097112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671932813276967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120577710331068,0.0,0.1055339062859348,0.0,0.1301538307932844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990217744953206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395084787088173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270943916062695,0.0,0.3572427873767801,0.0,0.11335420372389135,0.10549336865868092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479657200479971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673510606826295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219937471000328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000616510800326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032843655542281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760067110746009,0.0605910677212748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493949480804165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911707156845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491597917664502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432460470717974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411194228838665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904442873152136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186498782168077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845991216745187,0.14463688822941284,0.1425454754186464,0.11755870976662855,0.0,0.13779342179170248,0.0842030514552156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731862482137395,0.10233144789417263,0.07315160997336226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496998397822142,0.0,0.1384665523838494,0.0,0.11955314357051568,0.0,0.18057953192575787,0.0,0.0,0.08810193669105333,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,psi_gnome,2018/02/02,Stimulants on ADHD vs. non-ADHD Are people who truly have ADHD affected by stimulant medication differently than those who do not have the disorder (such as someone just taking it recreationally)?,18.414375,13.041339187500006,17.540000000000006,26.30500000000003,47.75,21.55,57.0,18.243605946275586,10.1113375,162,8,18,7,1,56,28,32,0.046,0.8059999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.5511,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,6,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8455217476022604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450175009604876,0.2687736736668639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624845740689465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258266846178726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870318207506613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763255472705688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,heydothejwalk,2018/02/02,"Managing My Big Ol’ Sweet Tooth Been following this sub for a bit now, wanted to say thank you guys for helping me feel not so alone! 

I’m not overweight by any means, I walk regularly to manage my weight and I keep track of my calories as well. I do so well at managing my calories that I often will over eat sweets and still not go over my calorie limit for the day! However, this means that I don’t eat anything healthy those days. 

I’ve tried eating healthy as much as I can for my other meals, keeping variety and nutrients at the top of my list. Protein, greens, fats.. Chugging water, eating fruit.

I’ve read that ADHD is connected to sugar addictions, and I wonder if that’s what’s going on here? Why is it every time I have ONE cookie, it turns into EIGHT? H",3.890064935064935,4.9561483961038935,4.964805194805198,84.4029220779221,71.53246753246755,7.937662337662338,26.98701298701299,8.296473431620573,1.7117740259740262,599,20,121,9,11,197,105,154,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9737,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,0,8,13,2,0,0,18,21,10,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,11,5,11,3,4,1,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,8,17,5,19,19,2,17,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,3,5,77,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541284570898672,0.17133096316437293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765049913794187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694656382146563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731579222434665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564000239713585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388047267848004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835031484215442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011403294838405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208327021439541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204172950100654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115808762238746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555582563939004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534300444317481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105820697180828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479894928570438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966032176128421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259986614807654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337045744461925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138496279833944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125127939268946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312863292003518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678975593093576,0.1550657427944949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408634073127973,0.0,0.0,0.17360124137935806,0.25635943594099525,0.0,0.1286393875631148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546016345366111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HailNeineken,2018/02/02,Forgot to check my online course registration in time today. now im able to get only 15 ects credits for a semester. title.,1.8024999999999984,4.510177583333338,4.738333333333333,75.34,85.66666666666666,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,1.5163499999999996,98,3,16,2,3,35,23,24,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,1,0.4846916338422132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323137377310784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523550138051546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686298285785112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826275894802629,0.0,0.4594309953772288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lowberry,2018/02/02,"Vyvanse on no sleep? I have to get up and get some work done in the next 5 hours, and I just dont see myself falling asleep, but I will try. 

I planned on taking vyvanse, but if I don't get any sleep I know it probably wont work very well. 

Really need it because I have a lot of work to do, Will I just feel like shit if I take on no/little sleep?

What if I add in xanax to take the edge off?",0.4892380952380968,1.2361397333333348,2.666507936507937,98.845,79.44444444444444,6.0317460317460325,19.52380952380953,6.18269132825596,-0.3736190476190475,296,6,81,2,7,101,55,90,0.115,0.831,0.054000000000000006,-0.7281,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,0,3,0,9,6,5,0,0,15,19,7,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,11,2,11,15,2,10,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,5,3,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141684821118376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234196700919147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718060355452368,0.19676156398685007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488838821755924,0.11993804938481788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631410820987229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533424682035705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226595304495748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202079540314891,0.16826623840780489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273097990305125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448560892488265,0.0,0.0,0.17854904886964015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100989182045066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755230142108796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378369288473232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233293631534782,0.0,0.0,0.5040228176379632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786889478209326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398381833274868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385238297771218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509500003028979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666698095719091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TinyGreenJedi,2018/02/02,"My School Quarter is Falling Apart Tl;dr- generic adhd rant fml

Hi, I need somewhere to vent and any advice or inspiration is encouraged. I have an undiagnosed, but horrible case of ADHD. I'm technically diagnosed by a former pediatrician in the sense that he gave me meds (Adderall, and all I had to do was ask for it; he's not the best doc) which completely changed my life back then. I'm really struggling and my cognitive function has been gradually getting worse. 

I know I need treatment, but I wanted to get officially diagnosed and see a specialist before just getting my doc to throw a script at me this time. I went to my GP for a referral and I swear these dudes swear some vow to be the most incompetent MFs; he referred me to a place that doesn't even deal with ADD/ADHD. 

So I gotta wait 2 more weeks to see him again to maybe get a referral to a specialist who will most likely also be booked up. But I'm a 20 y/o junior in uni and my life is falling apart. I love what I study but I can't keep up anymore. My GPA fell from a 4.0 freshman year to a 3.0 overall now, because of this ADHD, and I'm completely capable of high-level work. And right now, I'm so behind I dont know if I'm gonna even pass my classes and if I do I'll have horrible grades and I just keep messing up my transcript...

ADHD combined with PTSD and depression make it so I also can't hold jobs and focus on life in general... I went from being driven and somewhat intelligent to a lifeless automation... 

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adhd,sevenyearsincode,2018/02/02,"It seems that I am hyperfocusing on ADD/ADHD itself and I cannot help it I realised that I may have ADD/ADHD and went through a panic/post-panic phase instead of trying to fix my life and get my shit together I just want to stay home and watch youtube lectures about ADHD until early in the morning, then fall asleep like dead and wake up completely a mess. Instead of trying to focus and be productive I am posting this while working cause I just can't do anything else. I use my lunch break on ADDtide instead of being social with colleagues which makes them thing I am even more weird that they thought. It's hard to talk about anything else it's hard to have a conversation I just want to sit here and learn everything but I have no time to do it. It also feels that I am confirming my ADHD as I now I need to study and learn about the healthcare system of the country I live in. I will focus on all the wrong stuff such as watching lectures and reading about the different scales and recent research but I won't do a single effort to read about how things work with medical professionals in the country I live in and how can give me a diagnosis.

FYI, I am unofficially diagnosed from a family psychiatrist. I had two appointments with her where I had to go through all the fucked up embarassing things that happened to me and I was struggling my whole life to hide them but then she just believed me. She has already talked with my family, she lives in the same neighboorhood as me and I was a classmate of her son so she doesn't question that I have ADHD/ADD but she told me that if the label is important for me then I need to do some neurobiological evaluation. My situation is complicated as where I am I need to wait in queue for long (5-6 months min) to get an appointment, so yeah I need to wait but it doesn't help me because I know all that time I will spend it on ADHD itself and do nothing else. I have no interest meeting friends, go on a date, just working enough to have an acceptable performance at work and then do my research.

Worst thing is, I feel I easily forget all that information and I don't know if it's a sign of ADHD or I am so focused on that that I analyze everything and attribute all my symptoms to that.

It's horrible, please help me.
FYI: 28F, had hints of something is wrong my whole life, but trying to hard to accept myself made me leave undiagnosed and suffer in silence. Docs that I have talked suspect ADHD-C, but I am sure I am ADHD-Pi with a comorbid disorder that causes me some impulsive symptoms. I know that my impulsive symptoms are not related to ADD cause I can't remember any of them at childhood, but I can definately remember them in adolescence. I thought however that in women it appears later and you can even have ADHD-pi and start feeling symptoms in adolescence. I am so confused and it feels that doctors don't know that much and can't answer all the question I have. It makes it even harder to continue.

**tl:DR It's been about a month now and I can't do anything else apart from overfocusing on ADHD**",3.8809894141075363,5.4255260903119895,5.099857457289591,81.5777727701499,72.16912972085386,8.270006638018378,28.720993606540198,8.841846274778883,2.2681353526883967,2435,96,477,47,47,807,253,609,0.123,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.9802,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,5,6,30,16,2,2,23,1,56,15,3,10,7,101,90,51,1,8,17,1,7,1,1,4,10,0,1,1,42,29,1,2,22,2,1,5,13,10,0,1,11,9,81,6,73,73,16,55,0,1,2,1,30,24,2,11,22,358,123,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6853106961297298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720614731058805,0.041456007673158914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0352526191587414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797840732778654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031600861465402856,0.0,0.0,0.058405333889149515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597602552324968,0.0,0.0,0.054352700948911835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261597368485427,0.0,0.05416121561198535,0.05941252699595503,0.05305989704257258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322091053122204,0.0,0.0,0.05356403297224182,0.0,0.10271844863418457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931799510574562,0.0,0.09773928273144857,0.0,0.10484638020856106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040051048095853886,0.047924757278185966,0.05416796989066481,0.04972914597860362,0.05892313407252452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045841474599068635,0.0,0.13931395596966667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424071767622516,0.0,0.051999217955779525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395847413740655,0.0,0.0,0.05489051667163233,0.0,0.0,0.1098472581527794,0.025326147899661488,0.0,0.1373256126902368,0.04587630213944497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049051762594207834,0.06920650127502546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522228150620033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275554523123521,0.0,0.038107977237942896,0.1537532489176499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974137227481384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082245189841268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056904174038490636,0.0,0.0,0.09929577038693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614414712482292,0.0,0.1037070026053378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118522543444602,0.0,0.11744803437382245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047192709087333334,0.0,0.0,0.05321247388120162,0.0,0.05826973942170824,0.0,0.05284381422605962,0.0,0.03990855881286687,0.0,0.0,0.03669224566775742,0.055253980548912236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054193872532157385,0.0593437938766427,0.0,0.0,0.048858089623853226,0.2155242448965443,0.0,0.12499981378924813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775936907778485,0.0,0.0,0.0823095017639046,0.060456026949311015,0.0,0.0,0.049534837797082426,0.0,0.10558679760690952,0.0,0.05063963236058343,0.0,0.0,0.04477266024960636,0.0,0.0,0.06115252834975943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805571064778863,0.0,0.1157538401852019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095901442903856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133566512312188,0.0,0.0
adhd,sp0nki,2018/02/02,"Hello everyone! New here! Hi guys, I wanted to get a bit of guidance. I was just recently “diagnosed” with ADHD-hyperactive. 

I went to my neurologists office, first time there actually. I said my symptoms, yada yada. I had some blood work done that previous Monday. Doc says yes, this definitely sounds like ADHD. I filled out the diagnostic test, about 18 questions and turned it in. She wanted me to get an EEG done in her office, and my appointment is next Thursday for her to go over everything and prescribe me medication. She said either Adderall or Concerta. 

I am a tad bit nervous. I know I’ve always had an issue, but never helped myself (I’m a damn fool, I know...). I know this has probably been posted before, but I have a few questions. 

1.) what would an EEG be needed for an ADHD test?

2.) Adderall& concerta - what to expect? Weight loss, jitters, rapid heart rate? Can I still work out? I am actually considered obese per BMI lol though I do not look it. 155 lbs at 5’1 and I’m a woman. I also smoke cigs, and I’ve read that Adderall and concerta alike make smoking so much more appealing. No bueno ... but if it can help me focus and be more motivated to do everyday life in general than so be it I guess. 

3. Will this help my overall quality of life? I lost three jobs this year, not all to blame on this diagnosis, but a lot of it has to do with not being able to focus and constant overthinking. 

Thanks again guys !

EDIT: also an undergrad at a university, hard time keeping GPA up due to focus issues. ",2.0524253412969284,4.567495713310585,4.1706985921501705,81.46905130119457,81.62798634812287,7.485025597269624,23.49072098976109,8.472884824447931,1.886641723549488,1176,42,222,28,32,402,179,293,0.066,0.836,0.098,0.8879,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,6,11,7,1,1,13,2,23,9,2,2,2,42,44,19,0,6,11,0,2,1,0,2,6,4,0,3,14,12,2,1,6,1,0,3,5,5,0,2,10,7,29,2,29,28,10,29,0,2,1,0,17,10,1,7,16,147,43,10,0.10289972177049037,0.0,0.2008305699693648,0.0,0.3709964073649557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457774064643124,0.08562081163789258,0.11149180554727664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756008430406474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467969075818714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119804343802484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444105157492073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060428278306645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832509382240366,0.09247963491495467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752645077163186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752171519137298,0.0,0.05848028320718843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133556445474054,0.2037738048479928,0.0,0.0,0.09217793914121113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193666574087468,0.20691454340914828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480115068275168,0.1021120961696716,0.09146200066623526,0.0,0.0,0.16965298807456314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453622331856037,0.05027160639134985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640985033005251,0.0,0.11232720170213152,0.08748166372039823,0.0,0.0,0.0686863633112368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366064408398944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564313529504386,0.07629883985517835,0.07936260899603041,0.09938119249469132,0.10943502147480803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985494893458421,0.0,0.11094330394885636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054247618115534,0.0,0.10292756789657538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160106133342817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576239840584114,0.08182998884430757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217585072690294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069522105193185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473623879264527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109845418908307,0.0,0.12000331052403054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192534888735277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138584388019227,0.0,0.0,0.12530413977001245,0.0,0.09538907298944267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982444595737682,0.0,0.0,0.07309701000850878,0.0,0.0,0.06626404712029622
adhd,BonneHiver,2018/02/02,"Parents So
I’m 27. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was I child and I went to therapy for a couple of years to learn to focus better on schoolwork. My schoolwork improved and since that time I have almost never been to a therapist since, and not for ADD. 
But I recently listened to a TED talk and I realized how much it has affected me as an adult. (Anyone else had to change the locks after losing your keys multiple times?) 
There are a lot of things that suggest my ADD has not “gone away,” as I guess my parents and I had thought. 

So I mentioned this TED talk to my dad a while ago, and then forgot about it. Today I was with him after mischeduling an appointment for the second time and I got really upset. On the way home he was trying to be supportive (but also lecture me) and then he dropped in a “you can’t let your ADD be an excuse for things you can do”. I hadn’t mentionedy ADD but I guess he must have recalled that I had mentioned it a while ago. 

This. Is. So. Frustrating. 
We’ve had this sort of conversation before where he says ‘this is totally within your power- you can do this’, and at some point I’ve said to him “but I’m not.” 

I. I’m at a loss. My father knows this about me but somehow seems unable to reconcile that there are times (often close together) where shit like this falls apart for me. And then I get to hear about how I’m not trying hard enough. Like I’m not doing the work, or acting lazy. 

So a) what have your experiences been with parents and b) therapy? ",1.3836205432937199,3.5409791447368453,2.9845161290322584,91.13145161290329,81.5657894736842,6.159422750424451,20.661714770797964,7.359569317364363,0.5977637096774191,1156,33,247,17,31,380,151,304,0.071,0.879,0.05,-0.8443,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,7,0,5,17,9,2,1,16,0,30,2,1,3,3,52,49,32,0,1,11,5,1,2,0,1,1,4,1,2,17,20,0,1,6,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,17,5,35,4,36,28,5,36,0,2,0,0,31,12,1,10,20,182,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884517652297865,0.0,0.11795967920138994,0.0,0.0,0.09420461374733463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236849575768877,0.1207000162286649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067697340048087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023911969078718,0.0,0.0,0.10418452300064317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461677539260135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034345429889782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956451564270773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840678037673636,0.0,0.0,0.12171888515368555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523099953087278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154563557179234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421541754167667,0.0,0.2595399516052365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552565758547383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276915623884358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816300019307699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473979672613744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045847647236915,0.0,0.11510225487246885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178806276104965,0.0,0.10014934350641222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659655084724853,0.0,0.09085461857826163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924088625477573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135907195980396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075465693483237,0.0,0.11631328394278087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205477153616518,0.09367928447368506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724069153771944,0.0,0.0,0.1209200024286071,0.19489074698376024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367803876683826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936634820770207,0.0,0.0,0.2694291221823291,0.13677487407281064,0.1565221650908233,0.0,0.0,0.09352003794644884,0.27476049851977097,0.0,0.11166062163058696,0.0,0.0,0.15995692853972904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350415319609533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920177590713104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857597996295567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758593348017024
adhd,dudecof,2018/02/02,"Question about Vyvanse tolerance increase + my first experience with 40mg ***All the questions are in the last paragraph in case you don’t want to read my full post (but please do)***


I’ve never gone for a diagnosis for ADHD but suspected I had it, for the most part, if I try to read a textbook or pay attention to a lecture, and the subject is not something I’m very interested in, my attention can’t focus long enough to retain a few sentences or a concept. It feels like there’s a leakage in my brain and most of the information that enters my head flows out almost immediately. That problem completely evaporated once I pulled my book out and started taking notes, things just made sense in a way they never do and I was honestly enjoying how focused I was to my work.


There was a big shift in my social interactions as well. While I’m usually an introvert and somewhat awkward at times with not a lot to contribute to a conversation, thoughts were flowing freely and I felt much more confident than I normally do. I don’t know if this was just a feature of the euphoria or if they were really thoughts that I usually subconsciously barricaded in my head because of anxiety (similar concept with alcohol) 

If I get a prescription for 40mgs and take a pill on my “off days” so around once a week, would my tolerance build up from that sort of usage? How long does it take for tolerance to build to the point where you must increase dosage and finally, how long would you have to quit using for tolerance to drop? I know these are questions to ask a  psychiatrist but I would like a general consensus of actual users experiences to gain a bit more understanding about the dosage/tolerance aspect of this drug. 
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adhd,CactusCognac,2018/02/02,"Accidentally took vyvanse at night Hey guys, title says it all. Just tried throwing up, and only a little bit came up. I’m not sure if i should just keep trying or ride it out. Anything else i can do? ",1.5010975609756088,3.5413370975609766,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,80.46341463414635,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.05583414634146333,155,4,33,1,4,52,36,41,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.5207,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,7,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308424608254572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062530668294687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208379285713911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343368429588108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777569813435993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933733981804296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28115278980286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632471955069845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213346624456796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307921964484204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643849507623674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116658850877067,0.38090669667157895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ragnarkar,2018/02/02,"How do you manage working on a team when your teammates prefer to work side by side and discuss or talk as they work with you? Disclaimer: officially, I don't have ADD though I do have many of the traits.

I can be a team player at work..  I just am completely incapable of working side by side with other people and discussing my thoughts with my teammates while working.  In other words, I can't think and talk at the same time.

Ideally, when working in a team environment, I naturally prefer the following approach:

- Meet with boss and coworkers and find out what everyone needs from me and what I need from others (in order to proceed on our projects.)

- Then I sit down at my desk and crank out my tasks all by myself, ideally without anyone interrupting or talking to me during the time.

- Once I'm done or I've accomplished a reasonable batch, I go meet and talk with my coworkers and check in with everyone to see where we're at.

I find myself working FAR more efficiently than what a lot of my coworkers prefer:

- Coworker: Hey ragnarkar, let's work together on ProjectX.

*Coworker pulls up to a seat next to me*

- Me: Uh, ok.

- Coworker: So I see you've pulled up the spreadsheet for ProjectX.  What does cell A1 here do?  Why does that formula take up half of the screen?  Please tell me how to do this.

- Me (as I'm trying to concentrate on the work): Uh, this is a lot easier done than said.

*A mere 2 minutes of silence ensue and I get a chance to write another complex formula in another spreadsheet cell.*

- Coworker: Uh, what does that formula do?  I don't get it.

- Me: I need to go to the bathroom

(In reality, I'm ditching the coworker so I can work on this project alone and end up spending 10% of the time compared to sitting next to my coworker  and having him interrupting me constantly, having me to explain every little technical detail and answer his barrage of questions.)

One of the messages I have a lot of trouble getting across to my teammates is that I work best alone, but that doesn't mean I'm not a team player.  I just cannot think and talk at the same time which is a basic necessity when you're working in sync and side by side with another person.  I'm open to having discussions with others but I'm unable to perform any work simultaneously with the discussions.  ",4.258423369347739,5.890816358276645,5.469436441243165,78.95148559423772,71.35827664399093,8.997759103641458,30.65766306522609,9.478462496947786,2.9317095638255286,1798,78,337,42,34,598,194,441,0.017,0.932,0.051,0.8764,0,2,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,3,1,23,12,5,0,0,25,1,26,0,0,4,1,67,50,32,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,18,28,0,0,14,4,2,6,7,1,3,2,4,4,44,4,72,44,8,58,0,0,3,0,32,35,0,7,14,230,62,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498863238460913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759939785144115,0.22018942077735104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048942540305343236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345604776529646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338903884326378,0.0756403606809311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376082360630605,0.14325957020582375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199531225991557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897429900022225,0.13376756156430286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279493926900066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970941214411707,0.0,0.07956020767541849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157522770857255,0.0,0.0,0.07015396437602367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852322915556107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096453665117287,0.0,0.07624571165441209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557025174475895,0.0,0.0,0.1488821968363755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074543013303894,0.04743081969724114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048526125169604736,0.0611174447103431,0.0,0.07683413272837987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841107411362251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196711882667474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658182988370114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155483730470163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052627968641452916,0.281298998008167,0.06117922621395047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970068876445451,0.06877030658735363,0.055568675674449786,0.1632599533282702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752240738500932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316012808106004,0.0,0.0,0.06747324585900907,0.0,0.7134066703383145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_dark_light_,2018/02/02,"aderall affects sleep quality? I've been perscribed 10mg XR of aderall, I'll take every other day around 8am for school but what always ends up happening is that I'll wake up the next day not feeling very well rested. I think when I take aderall it's affecting my quality even when it feels like it has worn off at night (atleast I think it has). Does anyone have any insight or experience with this?",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.5025000000000013,87.76250000000002,79.0,6.5,26.25,7.6454224807358475,1.5388750000000009,320,13,63,5,8,103,62,80,0.094,0.8640000000000001,0.042,-0.4609,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,2,0,12,13,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,2,8,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729433370890086,0.0,0.0,0.15307008092536298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738935665979034,0.0,0.0,0.20037934333061305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903310620201352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697927151738112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936444352165503,0.0,0.0,0.1486709509834496,0.0,0.18964947305961052,0.0,0.0,0.22018288323221846,0.0,0.0,0.2276262627606249,0.16080556197094875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904785499824207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996843925475017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393875862591383,0.2112333208787927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278048267025025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252542676605989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33848190449916643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28845935679877804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572423353499865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238447892662664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,He_Need_Some_Milk,2018/02/02,I finished up my Eagle Scout application today. Only problem was it was During my entire three hour lecture. I can never focus with this teacher. He constantly repeats himself over and over and has a very monotonous voice. So basically my Achilles heel. ,4.914318181818182,8.231765431818182,6.078363636363638,67.1575454545455,76.5,7.156363636363636,33.8,8.238735603445708,3.5913600000000008,205,11,27,4,5,68,38,44,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,6,0,4,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484904597890939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087122655515683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32008992153292143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156423112017825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971192222450243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933915542803621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34243594046551923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,codexofthemoon,2018/02/02,"College student with ADHD. Adderall is starting to emotionally blunt me, but I need to get my work done. Can I please have some help? Hey folks.

So I started taking Aderall in my senior year or so when I learned (finally) I have pretty gnarly ADHD. I took it for a little while, I think about 30MG short release, then different XR doses, etc. I tried Concerta or whichever methylphenidate, and that was making me irrationally sad and sometimes angry on the comedown. At the time, I took Adderall on and off for a few months and tried all these listed medications. I felt like my anxiety was going to give me a literal heart attack so I stopped toward the end of that school year.


*Now* I'm a Sophomore in college. Last semester I tried Adderall one last time and **BOOM**. It worked. I just had to let my body adjust, and I've been taking a much smaller, more manageable 15 MG a day, twice a day of IR... But now I'm having second thoughts.


I did so well last semester (fall 2017) that my grades were better than ever in my history of school. I got a 4.0, started reconnecting with my hobbies, etc. But I think I'm starting to become a hermit.


I'm having an inability to socialize. I just can't talk normally. I've always had wicked social anxiety, but I feel like my emotions are just dull as hell on my medication. It scares me to think that I may be pushing people away JUST so I can focus and get through school. This is my time to be a social butterfly, right? Or something along those lines. I have so much work to do that I'm just always in need of using my medication. I'm transferring to Temple in fall hopefully, and I really gotta keep my good grades up to get in. I'm at a college, not university, that has a transfer program with them, so I suppose there isn't even that much socializing to do, but I digress:


Now here's the interesting bit: I'm *NOT* dependent on this stuff. In fact, most weekends I don't touch it at all, aside from occasional Sundays (my one ""day off"") where I may take one dose later on to get some reading/studying done. Thing is, when I'm not on medication I feel like normal me. But more and more I've noticed that I'm beginning to sit down to work on developing/programming this game I'm making and I think ""hmm maybe I should take my medication so I can focus"" I think I've become dependent on the stuff to focus, but not dependent on it to function, if that makes sense. Maybe this is because its a low dose. I just love that focused feeling so much, I can finish the projects and schoolwork I start. Its amazing after struggling with ADHD for 18 years. But I can't have it driving me away from my friends and my family. I feel normal without adderall, to a degree, but its starting to do something to my brain. 


I've seen so many people post things about ""Adderall ruined my life"" and ""Adderall killed my personality""... I'm just so worried that something like that will happen to me. I like me, I think I'm unique, even if I'm very hard on myself sometimes. I don't wanna loose myself and those around me. It seems like so many people are certain that Adderall use doesn't end well. If I ever become used to my current dose, I want to stop. I don't want to keep increasing doses. It scares the shit out of me for some reason.


Would another medication be better? I've been taking it more regularly, whereas before I took it when I needed it, so to speak. Now I just feel like I can't focus even on my hobbies without it sometimes... Should I space the days of use out more? Like I said, maybe screwing with my dopamine receptors less frequently will just make this issue subside a bit. Possibly also drop the dose down to 10mg? 15mg is working wonders but part of me really believes its probably too much 'boost' so to speak.


((( Ugh, I need to just talk to my psychiatrist about this, I know. Sorry for the rant, you guys. This all just built up and today it exploded into this (possibly irrational) realization that I could be heading down a shitty path. I was panicking all day, down in the dumps. I just wanna hear some stories/experiences. )))



Thanks guys



**TL;DR:** Been taking 15mg Instant Release Adderall for 5 months. Murdered my grades with a 4.0, but started to become a hermit who no longer feels much emotion on adderall at all anymore. Worried my days *without* medication will start to become similar.",2.7162463013978173,4.98630747815821,4.091453933272113,84.35358942965004,77.52420306965762,6.780118646785313,26.041205707872372,7.836528920019615,1.6378617313102164,3402,132,651,55,81,1120,337,847,0.127,0.76,0.113,-0.9304,2,0,4,0,0,0,145.0,0,1,1,7,50,35,7,3,30,0,55,21,5,12,9,129,135,53,2,19,36,0,9,8,1,9,14,5,0,3,47,26,0,4,20,2,0,9,16,15,2,5,20,15,93,20,104,100,29,108,1,4,1,2,22,45,3,19,59,444,140,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588024832806511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035223190020897466,0.07329880957702538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618557282707621,0.06738941135285158,0.0,0.04368132490791444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920985498896059,0.0,0.05010814272496801,0.08276444029543617,0.0,0.0,0.02684974291291,0.24322410658670054,0.03747949723424218,0.049624223104904615,0.0,0.07790937417843921,0.0961726101030141,0.04892464835490797,0.0,0.04916937205960433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03516676728777307,0.0,0.0,0.17043431700169548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601819847932286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014772766408896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486358600548831,0.07802252258648522,0.0,0.09824480542834316,0.08727496056587797,0.07968339710890733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308497462406628,0.04152220053723404,0.0,0.13362444361039472,0.09439839448764092,0.042290610770355716,0.0482497191498189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03402946296079912,0.0,0.09204787453474307,0.04225248056183198,0.02503208659678928,0.03694329621588427,0.03522722956934333,0.0,0.0,0.08722398814383975,0.038949311843324966,0.0,0.03945613851973859,0.0,0.0452034152601625,0.0,0.049642507230675065,0.052194158590773185,0.029522786625380357,0.0,0.0,0.04374714409107793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597208418032839,0.0,0.0782993718714199,0.04872984696006002,0.0,0.024206268369350786,0.10770894340991084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503953296591179,0.03111065652771526,0.17214734752081928,0.04414518671276098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975280550369798,0.0,0.11760291846288902,0.08931049722747432,0.13274894841116244,0.0,0.0,0.3105986246915596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703134348571163,0.0,0.1942711706559008,0.13063679324005825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129465786747599,0.0,0.0501461215628586,0.0,0.0,0.08953916190328448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047697010816902884,0.0,0.0916068624964754,0.038458853068994124,0.0,0.04834875926650576,0.0,0.09930942180008362,0.042183437153246364,0.04481013305752134,0.04748852501179951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056433381675938726,0.045286134946763014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03761463725321997,0.04189738011295939,0.0,0.08819450763535862,0.13372926678454386,0.0,0.04009739126086504,0.0,0.0,0.04521209793708982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795954617326682,0.0,0.10172518986452547,0.1306864498832397,0.04930535860558852,0.2494051914768743,0.0,0.0,0.07364806140220223,0.0,0.046045945504887546,0.10084317548172046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987005172968632,0.07080424833939777,0.0,0.040551201246920514,0.0,0.0,0.05852377865762801,0.1693355616745497,0.0,0.03496722651168993,0.07704989860333858,0.0,0.04175000710787349,0.0,0.14680859505796126,0.08971205971225697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216476532389628,0.0,0.036342170524173996,0.051958383047977744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920443234147516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737494151848575,0.04776549245238187,0.16032833203943975,0.08946073627907859,0.0,0.03128867686937685,0.0,0.0,0.0850916210456256
adhd,chewiepie,2018/02/02,"Help with getting into post secondary school with ADHD-PI? I recently turned 20 and I am currently working a part-time retail job that I absolutely despise. I feel unbelievably stupid when I am there. I am dealing with numbers and names and I mix them up frequently and I know the others get frustrated with me when they have to double check to see if I am wrong. I am so unhappy in my current situation. After high school I wanted to take my time to figure out what I wanted for myself and I recently took a tour of a university and completely fell in love with it, but I am afraid of going back to studying and repeating the same self-destructive behaviors from high school. I was diagnosed at 16 with ADHD-PI and depression.  I have been on and off Vyvanse because it has caused more anxiety, but I'm thinking I should go back and try a different one to help me be more productive throughout the day.

 How did you guys figure out what you wanted to study? I am so indecisive and I would probably need to upgrade at some point so I want to figure this out now. I have thought of getting into social work so I am volunteering to get those required hours and have setup a job shadowing where I volunteer, but I'm not completely sure I want to do this. Should I go into it anyway? Are there similar things that I could get into that involve helping people? I'm also interested in criminal justice studies but not sure what to do with it. Would it be easier to get into a college for a social work diploma and then transfer to the university half way? Do i spend more money transferring? Or should I just apply directly? I'm worried I won't be good enough to get in the one I want. I dont know how any of this works and pretty lost. I'm in Canada if that matters.

 Since I completed high school my memory feels like it has gotten 10 times worse and it is probably exacerbated by my lack of sleep which is a whole other issue of waking up many times in a night, so that also worries me if I need to study a lot. I have had 3 sleep studies and nothing came up so I'm thinking of getting a bullet journal to help me. Can anyone offer me a bit of guidance towards the right direction? Thanks. ☺",3.4873328964613366,5.154671756880738,5.209111402359111,79.90338532110094,73.40366972477067,8.37735255570118,28.05347313237221,9.002800196639251,2.397765478374836,1730,68,330,37,35,589,217,436,0.119,0.779,0.102,-0.8119,6,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,6,20,15,3,2,18,0,37,5,3,3,2,80,78,37,0,18,11,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,23,32,0,1,10,0,4,6,4,8,0,3,9,3,48,7,59,59,11,55,0,2,1,1,16,28,0,7,20,245,71,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004545208389747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980496224246776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509388016877903,0.0,0.057303057147014225,0.0,0.0,0.0523761742216048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519652677858346,0.0,0.045662139544895036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817781972282703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567276622777728,0.0,0.07694932701060485,0.0,0.0,0.2356132554887793,0.0,0.0,0.05980652553902265,0.0,0.0,0.04830831832923768,0.07722502892022913,0.06451662188691608,0.07602824167685117,0.0,0.07826106221513084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778953790317932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773981541877781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574967614572599,0.053513022153074345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31308328764633925,0.0,0.12771280175642558,0.06282778768235409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416893955381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083225482119504,0.2374276182534477,0.0,0.0,0.07376754297856353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818263771912985,0.14866574031282306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233300465689118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659539790695547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817689932178428,0.06368259387790932,0.06760579265502534,0.0,0.0,0.07594315521851873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110840335040406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029441793621813,0.0,0.07187454318148184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015167933841396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111614218654506,0.0,0.0519305448864317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081059451760684,0.0,0.07173945761874276,0.07620656016464229,0.16152315967445602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479217209938039,0.0,0.0,0.06396950692445147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303236395271219,0.05969056323478115,0.0,0.07814352918297239,0.0,0.0,0.06196320343295383,0.08419773542033704,0.14992064288888038,0.15271492657987154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411964612891248,0.0,0.05632015905379888,0.0,0.0,0.06896358807069569,0.0,0.0,0.0497643675104659,0.09599376888109956,0.0,0.059467175594706274,0.13103526664510426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322357220415406,0.05085640984506865,0.08147646300620848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650897937785951,0.059457074858443815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363012522903683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813049590326125,0.1521418151754515,0.07633584275859934,0.1064224662425098,0.08189819813185788,0.0,0.0
adhd,ilovemydog7,2018/02/02,"That moment when... You take your adderall and then after swallowing  it you cant remember if you already took it and are now going to be really screwed if I did.

Update: I remember thinking about taking it but not actually taking it. Phew all good!",1.5688449848024315,4.312809531914893,3.8498480243161097,79.42000000000002,91.97872340425532,6.941033434650456,23.7355623100304,7.957251820313856,2.217841337386018,196,8,33,5,7,67,37,47,0.046,0.868,0.086,0.4396,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,3,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,6,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.24808556986812486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280542073840822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448113539405655,0.21323070139724332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286215348327346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575971581390902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734335456102058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289622333805842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824517833350356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vampilton,2018/02/02,"Ranr: why are copays so high for ADHD meds? American with insurance. Copay for opioid pain killers is under $2. Copay for ADHD meds is $150 to $180 per month. Yes, I know some drugs have discount cards available, but still, this is such bullshit...",2.3081250000000004,4.7590885625000015,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,80.04166666666666,5.506666666666668,22.1,6.742157984588678,0.7051199999999995,193,6,36,2,5,62,39,48,0.101,0.86,0.039,-0.4497,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.588224009300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380341295679656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585654972326349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449451107057622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436688182904499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533723452340412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26040475349313125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543777549852487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082633199727905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kotkijet,2018/02/02,"How much of your ADD treatment is medication oriented? tl:dr - question

Context
I don't want to say I have ADD because I'm not certain. However, all things considered, I think it's likelier than not. 

I'm in the process of attempting to get a diagnosis. Had a screening last year which was borderline but went no further. Did another screening earlier this week and was told ""I think there's something, you're not hyperactive but I don't think it's depression either"" which has given me a glimmer. Nevertheless, in either case, I'm still looking at forever and a day before I get anything concrete. 

I have been led to understand that medications are a integral part of treating ADD symptoms but until I get a diagnosis, getting hold of them in the UK (either online or through a dealer) carries risks I'm reticent about taking. 

As such, I'm interested in how effectively ADD can be treated using strategies, aids and so forth. 

Thank you.",4.309224137931037,6.822711919540232,5.8087212643678185,72.78653017241379,73.48275862068967,9.177586206896553,35.01293103448276,9.673873057562805,4.078989655172413,750,42,124,21,16,253,116,174,0.049,0.8590000000000001,0.092,0.8778,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,2,7,7,0,1,9,0,14,3,0,5,2,31,35,12,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,8,4,12,5,17,26,6,14,0,1,3,0,6,6,0,2,6,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050966046705126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950899586058278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075180176107632,0.0,0.1545981971319262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717000885931655,0.0,0.15648263941922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796858683551323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480952671455401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525673162793603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660514677730864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355734447913592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967441514700528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352567875658212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444810023563249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398678576864721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509166443974886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888374029899524,0.13660242714964874,0.0,0.0,0.16726858861330154,0.0,0.0,0.12070160137515155,0.3492439130332001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360515763077494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913760993631407,0.0,0.156915114409436,0.0,0.0,0.10716088712322096,0.0,0.14573452687993832,0.0,0.0,0.16842124842002887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699740013826415
adhd,penishilton6969,2018/02/03,"Does adderall help your anxiety/depression? I'm not going to get into the details of it, but I've been dealing with very severe depression and anxiety for years. Ever since I've started taking Adderall, I feel *so* much better. I feel happy. My anxiety is gone. *I actually feel like a person.*

I ran out of my prescription for about two weeks, and the anxiety and depression came back in full swing. But now that I'm back on my meds, I feel good again!

Is this a common experience? I know that adderall isn't an anti-depressant, so it seems strange to me that it's had such a great effect on me. I'm thinking that maybe my ADHD symptoms are the root of my depression/anxiety, so when they're managed, I feel better? 

Share your experience!",2.3735416666666644,4.8407531597222215,4.297055555555559,81.35350000000003,79.90277777777777,7.728888888888887,26.266666666666666,8.648137234880735,2.320536666666667,581,24,108,14,15,197,87,144,0.14400000000000002,0.665,0.191,0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,11,9,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,2,1,21,24,9,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,9,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,5,5,16,7,14,19,2,20,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,11,70,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1259493919344408,0.0,0.15511175058194934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949392736064917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984869345242912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282960410802515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761664449703854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306094973147858,0.4446559931033447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294616221268068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674720976531362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525018135606973,0.0,0.0,0.32629718598790786,0.09220447891375937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743144059277094,0.0,0.07335094563763705,0.10825408828499432,0.0,0.14229526187134298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739271400707326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650994029029893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093106954487936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305492493024255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966372660292738,0.0,0.14336276793967553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487805462961853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269508955404027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749646020176455,0.0,0.1458073727286891,0.0,0.10676438471405864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135328456853027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414855998274866,0.0970412566690972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827000147116634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607832148979706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064926235439894,0.0,0.0,0.10352862627406034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831140044385628
adhd,Teavangelion,2018/02/03,"Life After Adderall. :( So I am considering enlistment.  I don't know yet if I will or if they'll even take me, but it's a possibility where it wasn't before. 

One of the things I have to do is quit taking Adderall and stay off of it for a year. Unfortunately I don't think it worked very well, but it sure was good for energy level.  I've been off for about a week and am suddenly remembering what it feels like to be genuinely tired.  Hint: Not fun.

I'm not afraid of the potential physical and mental stress of Basic, but it's kind of sad that this is testing my resolve.  More sleep will obviously help, but only to a certain point, I feel.

Anyone out there who has had to give up your stimulant, how did you cope?",3.143075965130759,4.361778712328771,4.94252801992528,83.26729140722294,73.5205479452055,8.596762141967622,24.231631382316323,9.095868883498916,1.6459123287671231,556,16,121,12,11,190,102,146,0.129,0.7140000000000001,0.158,0.5643,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,3,8,11,0,2,6,0,18,3,1,2,3,24,26,12,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,5,2,11,8,18,17,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,6,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749673312878838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732794938655046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988025686870974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885631511636415,0.14048116028415716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863702692487253,0.0,0.1649340694393339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180505905208031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477249397689468,0.10806935918135674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388941353272972,0.09606940053439254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198168992789568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332497806060806,0.14955518314262256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589035113339966,0.2216844292322852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915308558126652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227571737505857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678411923112368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095943216277251,0.0,0.0,0.2252528687871708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533285835711089,0.0,0.29570078358250224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064027796224606,0.12600032188325347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260111743756416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622503320164756,0.0,0.0,0.15773443668835208,0.0,0.17680486964905767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315779563987988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663106952008948
adhd,onluiz,2018/02/03,"Can’t have relationships with others humans when on meds I have been on Ritalin 20mg per day for about 3 years and now I’m on concerta 36mg.

Before de meds, I really was unproductive on work and school, but I was really good with relationships.

I had friends, talked a lot, girlfriend, always keeping those relations healthy.

Since I started with de meds all I think is about work, study, work, study and sometimes more work.

I’m staring to feel so lonely. Everyone in my work has someone expecting them in their houses, all I have are books because I’m not able to build relationships anymore.

I guess it happens because meds makes me so concentrate in productivity that I end up not focusing on other people.

Has someone been there because of the meds?

I would appreciate so much suggestions from you guys.",6.3858,7.5884679800000026,6.7013333333333325,73.73400000000002,65.86666666666667,10.266666666666666,33.66666666666667,10.355215969177356,3.632866666666668,647,28,114,16,10,209,98,150,0.03,0.865,0.106,0.9038,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,5,8,3,0,0,2,0,14,1,0,1,2,19,24,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,15,2,19,18,5,15,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,2,6,72,20,7,0.11053461602678416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197365527775583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962063756122496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021426279541416,0.0,0.09405681697963764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128568303664504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790086138751623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562056247049777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588962305674559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539877014932315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271119164392988,0.0,0.0,0.12176634133630247,0.10944664809409227,0.09774539590630993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275421062332811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824824548343007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939725777906969,0.0,0.0,0.07378271451323844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138952008014781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125566105561212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766307851468705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162261085472455,0.0,0.0,0.3560184335624976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186693258061524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143537661056077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873112429222149,0.0,0.10932156161330288,0.0,0.07823697014230427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884353738549028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082611875778587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023525846421101,0.0,0.0,0.07852061983236218,0.0,0.0,0.07118066870150849
adhd,Kariered,2018/02/03,"CVS doesn't hold scripts? So my doctor wrote my script for Adderall to be filled tomorrow. I have a paper script. My usual pharmacy is closed on Sundays, so I decided to go to the neighborhood CVS today so that tomorrow I can just go and pick it up. The pharmacy tech took one look at my script and said ""sorry, but this says it can't be filled until February 4th"". I responded (very politely) ""well, that is tomorrow, I would like to drop it off today and pick it up tomorrow, if possible"" so then he says ""well normally we don't hold scripts, but I'll go ask"". So he goes and comes back a few minutes later and says ""well we don't have this in stock. We'd have to order it and it wouldn't be here until Thursday"". So I took my script back and left.

Why do I seem to have trouble like this every time I need to go to a different pharmacy? I don't like it.",2.391187800963081,3.67380128089888,4.218009630818621,87.46707865168541,75.51685393258427,8.456500802568218,25.07383627608347,9.04235418022936,1.7839746388443016,660,22,147,15,14,224,89,178,0.036000000000000004,0.875,0.08900000000000001,0.8485,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,5,0,19,1,0,2,0,26,32,19,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,12,11,0,2,2,0,0,9,6,1,3,1,4,5,17,6,17,22,1,35,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,2,19,95,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591657870884544,0.0,0.0,0.22358620397188853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252374368904795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518977551564691,0.0,0.14880905383180912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249424075207985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305055727153776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796265651861696,0.0,0.0,0.21308522912111325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208788802545326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780211030490908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244772015113882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851752959438234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639012253391192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138295678588013,0.34685109893102073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323542407444031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627480765623356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477592937599432,0.0,0.2756184538732916,0.0,0.32305909058998805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012248582344138,0.11995893586786192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921592718319364,0.0,0.13118853579021622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327826675809533,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zaki_raheb,2018/02/03,"If you’re reading this that means you’ve fought like hell in your life Don’t let *anybody* ever convince you otherwise 

Keep it up",-0.5517032967032947,-0.021058038461537976,0.3816483516483533,98.94192307692309,129.38461538461542,3.024175824175824,19.098901098901106,5.288315135182226,-0.1555098901098897,105,4,21,1,7,32,24,26,0.227,0.625,0.14800000000000002,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38297771048585066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763257499026049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329418132879456,0.2990507041865113,0.20684546408591084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611924784018175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42350149671096615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RowAwayAyyMatey,2018/02/03,"I'm a 32 year old adult that believes most of my problems in life are attributed to ADD, but I am having an extremely difficult time being diagnosed... TL;DR - 32 year old adult discouraged with trying to be assessed for ADD. Looking for others with their experiences.

  
  
I've rewritten this post 3x already just thinking about how to word this... So without going into meticulous detail (which i've struggled to contain), over the last 2 years I have been to 3 different Mental Health Clinics, the first I gave up on my own fault, the 2nd I spent 4 months in therapy and was told I would see a psychiatrist within the first 3 months only to be told by my counselor that she doesn't think it was necessary. This led me to give up on clinic # 2 as I had thoroughly expressed that is what I wanted. I am now at clinic # 3 I really like my therapist and I have also finally seen a psychiatrist and been diagnosed with Dysthymia w/ Anxiety, however when I mention wanting an evaluation for ADD it seems as if I am being dismissed, the psych tells me lets try 2 months on effexor and we will see how things go (I have also tried Zoloft, Lexapro & wellbutrin). Needless to say I had sever sleeping problems on effexor and just recently switched to prozac. So at my last appt I reiterated my request for an ADD evaluation and was told I would need to see the psychologist for a diagnosis... But my psych just doesn't seem to be in agreement telling me well maybe you just need CBT, we don't usually diagnose for ADD (Are you freaking kidding me???) and we don't like to prescribe adderall... So in month's time I will see if my psych gets me in to see a psychologist but it just seems to be dragging on and on.

  

  Have any other adults out there had trouble with being assessed for ADD?

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adhd,UnidimensionalNews,2018/02/03,"Stopped taking my meds, not sure if it was a good idea I was taking 20-40mg of adderall / day for a year but decided on New Years that I didn’t want to take it anymore cause I always felt mentally on overdrive.

It’s been a month off my meds and I have been horribly unproductive and meh feeling. 

Contemplating whether or not to start taking meds again ",4.178309859154929,5.22091471830986,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,70.83098591549296,8.496901408450704,29.69295774647888,8.841846274778883,2.2000850704225354,279,11,58,5,5,91,53,71,0.134,0.79,0.077,-0.5901,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,14,6,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,6,2,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455690069569807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229302858825948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846810127873766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204118584428566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784287919986541,0.0,0.1668076100217295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571610189219844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961195126831969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789230882158121,0.0,0.1750785222444315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866926733008594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677890795433337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296666789461247,0.0,0.0,0.14524568079596462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373804250473853,0.0,0.5224919952146041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247018828706564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375226527342204
adhd,Katiekat33,2018/02/03,"I missed another shift at work I felt really bad the first time it happened, but I had realized it early enough that I was able to come in for the last hour of it.

Today, I only remembered after my shift was over, and I don't know how to describe how I feel other than completely defeated.  My supervisor hasn't said anything to me, and I'm scared to bring it up.

I have my classes and work schedule in my calendar on my phone, and it's always open in a tab on my computer. My work schedule isn't very regular, but I've never had a problem missing shifts at different jobs in the past, and I don't know why this is happening now. 

I know that before I'm going to sleep, I'm not even setting my alarm early enough. I don't know what to do to get myself to look at my schedule instead of relying on what I think is happening the next day.

Edit: I have already been diagnosed with, and prescribed medication for ADHD since 2007.",6.067157894736841,5.109190873684209,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,66.57894736842105,10.968421052631578,33.736842105263165,10.355215969177356,3.2954842105263147,726,28,148,16,10,250,108,190,0.087,0.884,0.029,-0.8838,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,5,7,0,2,6,0,15,3,1,2,1,25,36,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,9,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,7,4,24,0,27,29,2,33,0,3,1,0,2,13,0,0,16,101,35,7,0.13778166461225302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558678582863556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520454930577533,0.0,0.11464538241641922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447608875059206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338257021722672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504193480725565,0.0,0.0,0.11724204848591747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186867040411129,0.14446145394007945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885777528218329,0.0,0.0,0.13984548930018134,0.0,0.1439525141873594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847305818100039,0.0,0.09100349002656603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966654950376636,0.0,0.13229200507810288,0.0,0.0,0.11719701353338642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719852330314097,0.0,0.07830449517885038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655196129570407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568718564025892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672704206804365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028847982762903,0.1123104461327943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570189707533883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880053173055631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626571371916284,0.0,0.14653236341403625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478916461721123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152818919271134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183844521367113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826646245176714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607976707537013,0.0,0.13106191472997278,0.0,0.13794348248259536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397441676369165,0.0,0.13788116888264698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828492730375269,0.0,0.0,0.08034159664620072,0.0,0.13060090766523527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368430296834107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432652174554355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009200784282774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jasajaas,2018/02/03,"There is a forbidden word in conversations with my parents and it's 'ADHD'. So yesterday I came home to my parents place  to stay here for the weekend. I've been tested for ADHD 1,5 years ago and am going weekly to a psych since. I can't tell my parents anything about it as they don't take it serious. My dad uses 'ADHD guy' as a nickname. First for the neighbour kid who has autism and now for the guy who's living opposite our home. So when I came home yesterday basically after 15 minutes my dad made again a comment about the 'adhd guy'. They just don't want to accept I have ADHD. I tried to talk about it with them several times. They asked me why I'm going to a psych and don't talk with them about it. Then I just think mmm I tried so many times.... :(

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adhd,Draqueeb,2018/02/03,"Can we talk about Elvanse? Hi, I'm a visitor from [r/dyspraxia](https://www.reddit.com/r/dyspraxia/)  but was recently diagnosed as having significant attention problems and today took my first dose of lisdexamfetamine dimestylate and am now as high as a kite.  I thought somebody here might appreciate.",11.456524822695036,13.586449404255323,10.605106382978724,46.93333333333334,54.95744680851064,13.926241134751775,45.45390070921986,13.023866798666859,7.0868070921985815,250,14,32,9,3,80,41,47,0.077,0.799,0.124,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33291275480591004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789963467943946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465496536393349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34795581033984196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138513812998214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238600982052729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636337056629322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260395095442386,0.0,0.0,0.3109053296503385,0.0,0.36441969557885207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Xmcspicyx,2018/02/03,"Generic (Trigen) Concerta making me feel underwater... take expired Alza instead? Just got a refill for my 54mg concerta (was previously given the Alza-stamped version). This one is Trigen—round, Advil-looking—and it sucks. I’ve had a headache, no desire to do anything, and I feel fuzzy/foggy. Won’t be able to get in touch with the dr until at least Monday, but from what I’ve read online It’s not likely I’ll get a refill before next month (CVS no longer stocks Alza, insurance likely won’t approve before 30 days, yadda yadda). I have about 20 Alza pills from before I had my son, and they expired in 2015. I’m thinking about trying one of those tomorrow because this new crap is just awful. Anyone have any experience/advice?",3.8793645083932873,6.0103241726618695,4.8872122302158285,80.65489508393287,73.46043165467627,6.647721822541968,25.252398081534768,7.492282038375204,1.4565534772182265,576,19,100,7,12,188,99,139,0.108,0.878,0.014,-0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,2,0,5,1,11,3,1,1,0,12,22,4,0,1,4,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,3,7,2,13,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,9,54,13,2,0.21311772936202916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825617860066614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449273640845186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901687160395347,0.0,0.1753777324575688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991458973184514,0.0,0.5440424724738652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374433046486524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551745487345075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269043496352506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704497168459016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823711514793725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225773923544416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701085383150332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058304310384766,0.2266531229444436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888281778917966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131754020462761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602380096515769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655723565844002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446929488216527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jondrethegiant,2018/02/03,"Well I did it. First counseling session done I finally decided to go to therapy for some personal stuff and I mentioned that I was tested for ADHD a while back and was classed as borderline but I relate to a lot of the characteristics. She listened to my examples and said it seemed more like bipolar disorder. I’m curious if any of you have had a similar experience or know what are some determining factors between the two. Anyway, overall it went good and am kind of excited to go back for more sessions. ",5.395580357142858,6.969908468750003,6.966904761904763,69.54000000000002,68.47916666666666,11.31904761904762,37.67261904761904,11.20814326018867,4.962924404761905,407,23,70,14,7,140,70,96,0.04,0.813,0.14800000000000002,0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,2,8,5,13,9,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,6,59,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586314592591871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634500856248855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33095471701725543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664058953435625,0.0,0.0,0.2202267672992732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050923692687012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357437052890985,0.0,0.1830510476984973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446089614375231,0.18050155915898172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241001787038182,0.11826960855241535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513702016128827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295738096599112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790643103023585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470675899824195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591217845044234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246355256155608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246102694359094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022147029813595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349279834688066,0.19949477667344429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Coolshithappens,2018/02/03,"Do you also lack control of your inner voice and pictures? I have struggeled all my life with this, i started meds 2 years ago and they help extremely much with this. But without them, like every morning, its like my mind is a talkshow and concert at the same time. Always a song playing, random thoughts i cannot control, getting stuck in thoughtloops etc. The same with imagining visualy. I can not visualy imagine stuff, its very hard even on meds. I wonder if you have it like this aswell, or is it not an adhd thing?",4.263560606060604,6.159202767676772,4.254431818181818,86.60164772727276,71.82828282828281,6.566161616161617,30.556818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.8237969696969687,410,18,76,4,8,126,72,99,0.108,0.8290000000000001,0.063,-0.5335,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,2,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,1,24,12,7,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,6,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,12,4,8,10,6,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,7,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268182017599536,0.0,0.16729880325929503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092825607776628,0.15703946030261973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423356131945724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048515400226514,0.1246551641087293,0.0,0.1590141586570704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860425170854407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690660662709389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650253135167708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330641354109826,0.27661356340434795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192755881022315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056469010660024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873913263717008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358490026035882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605204701462805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538460949500252,0.0,0.0,0.14983147506385705,0.1100506685157446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572298863448114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193012217222887,0.20467091345947375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153669181796617
adhd,Iberian_viking,2018/02/03,"Looking for people who have experience and find a difference between Concerta and Sandoz! Hi people, so this past december I (27Male) started taking meds for my ADHD and started on Concerta 18mg for 2 weeks then pumped to dosage up to 36mg for another week (according to doctors instructions) and found that dosage to be perfectly suited for me.  


After talking about it to a coworker he said that he switched to Sandoz which is biochemically the same and cheaper than Concerta, so I thought why not try it out.  It's been about a month now and I feel a bit different than when I was on 36mg Concerta.   


I tried looking online if people have had other experiences but found nothing so I thought why not asking the people on this sub. ",8.359316770186336,7.5812396521739185,8.77248447204969,67.28152173913045,61.89855072463768,12.23354037267081,39.279503105590074,11.491704259439757,4.692532919254658,584,27,100,15,7,195,86,138,0.0,0.977,0.023,0.4389,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,19,19,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,8,1,22,10,2,15,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,10,70,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729615478471742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509106406779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454396422558856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712125365057358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007274952012775,0.0,0.14730623891055622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815589685747453,0.0,0.0,0.07276929843793987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153850505424322,0.0,0.0,0.3155974620536465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417098575452183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986052735186596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487402724532908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809326584583567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738607869259814,0.3990986640381881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689903769839507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373189575406825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082084748289547,0.11567588995407813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850973724495416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542183960646767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088478312792526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597273391346407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,voidzchris,2018/02/03,"Can't Follow Through with Anything I've been diagnosed with ADHD by a couple of psychiatrists but I'm not currently on any medication. I'm reaching the breaking point with a certain problem I have. I can never follow through/finish anything. While this applies to most things in my life, it is incredibly frustrating when it comes to furthering my education or developing new skills. For example, recently I decided I wanted to learn how to program. So I find a website with a free programming course and I start chipping away at it. The problem is, within 20 minutes of doing the course, it feels like someone is approaching my brain with a motivation vacuum and I eventually lose all interest in what I'm doing. Even with less mundane things it happens. I can play the guitar, though at a mediocre level and I decided recently that I want to improve my skill. I found a guitar teacher near me and started taking lessons. I wouldn't do my homework and didn't really feel like I was improving so I stopped taking my lessons. I then tried to find some online tutorials, and I even learned a couple of new techniques but like with everything else, I stopped caring about it and couldn't focus anymore. It's not like I just go back to playing video games or anything, because even with that I lose interest quickly. I used to read a lot when I was younger, but now I couldn't even pick up a book to save my life. The only thing I can seemingly do is mindlessly surf the internet, watching random videos, reading random Wikipedia articles, developing an entry-level knowledge of many different subjects, but never actually learning anything beyond that. Is this because of my ADHD or am I just completely fucking broken? It's making my life really difficult because I know what I need to do in order to escape the situation I'm currently in, but my mind/body won't fucking let me. Even writing this post was difficult because I kept getting distracted by nothing other than my own damn thoughts. All this is on top of my inability to keep jobs for longer than a month, my constant forgetfulness, and my apathetic attitude towards everything in life. I feel like if something doesn't change soon, I'm going to kill myself out of pure frustration. I don't really know what I'm expecting with this post, I guess I'm just trying to vent.",7.923396551724133,7.897462790804597,8.324267241379314,67.66433189655174,62.471264367816104,11.571839080459773,40.19396551724138,11.123543617288195,4.778189655172414,1874,96,310,47,24,621,223,435,0.132,0.73,0.138,-0.307,4,0,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,0,9,20,26,6,1,19,0,29,9,1,5,6,84,66,25,1,10,14,0,3,5,0,2,6,0,2,0,23,19,0,4,19,10,1,6,12,13,0,0,8,4,47,14,54,53,7,52,0,2,1,2,2,20,3,11,27,220,70,11,0.0,0.0,0.07930433817599819,0.0,0.1953329751623562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526397678873235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059448735021202,0.0,0.0,0.26750147557071097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635251048932051,0.0624888883434429,0.0,0.19815710902659864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902687123448212,0.0,0.09072024126625453,0.0,0.0,0.0828565679622203,0.0,0.08596913484325144,0.07000385597361908,0.08520633290025349,0.08782016844012992,0.0,0.0,0.17983957558289398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248374213963376,0.0,0.0849061497800253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678876960589381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837863855034866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607410102569876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327228573011775,0.17417031709667855,0.0,0.0,0.14855213693714486,0.0,0.0,0.08910447435272931,0.0,0.15025905802352638,0.04245836908245953,0.0,0.0923711994005389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952416328566888,0.0,0.07186365860637065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064441790644686,0.0722333600128201,0.08990929287698285,0.0,0.08932383777287879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310045717553181,0.22960360467687585,0.19851342723960946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183275409818087,0.0,0.0690898347292417,0.0,0.0,0.05424599038826326,0.08239143105451756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818674047007136,0.0,0.0,0.08205595404289713,0.0,0.06486610980880596,0.0,0.0,0.060258047360363526,0.12535540148714974,0.1569752991117879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797735624853212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180680175361562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682306850880137,0.0,0.1556616013457866,0.0,0.0,0.15552204613124526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257689560604588,0.0,0.15618411787643802,0.0,0.16048164237656878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739819293385207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913469014142249,0.0,0.0,0.0688568044033471,0.06256288810697197,0.0,0.0,0.11504163158932823,0.0,0.0,0.1358847920835839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220452227217958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196946688266126,0.0,0.07984388035451696,0.06451648846983075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034917823399833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018812547408985,0.0,0.0,0.09586612251632932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whatareyams,2018/02/03,"Finally got diagnosed! Wanted to share Finally made a phone call to a psychiatrist and got diagnosed. I started Elvanse/Vyvanse this morning and weeeeeeeeeew I've been getting some things done today hell yeah. Definitely going to take some getting used to but hell yeah man

[tfw you start meds](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXwGVXD7qEQ)

Knowing from a psychologist that I have ADHD but not getting treated for it because I hadn't seen a psychiatrist yet was horrible. It was like being in limbo. If you think you have ADHD and you are in limbo call a psychiatrist right now I mean it right now don't even finish reading this sentence ok now I have to make this sentence a bit longer I guess ok why are you still here call a psychiatrist son go to google type in adhd psychiatrist its not hard call them up it takes 120 seconds mate say hello.",2.8458877980364647,5.90777695483871,3.406002805049088,82.64639551192147,89.12903225806451,6.050490883590464,26.09396914446003,7.423996415210882,1.9166858345021038,688,30,117,13,23,215,95,155,0.08900000000000001,0.775,0.13699999999999998,0.1558,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,1,0,7,7,2,0,7,4,12,2,0,3,0,18,32,6,0,2,5,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,9,3,12,5,12,22,3,19,2,0,1,0,17,6,2,4,12,71,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432838433965509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494881053975448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422889666214816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021803189486015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958209746201154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581991908079904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120691640057118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26937010688600344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270795435925026,0.0,0.13974995007161886,0.0,0.1966677270167574,0.0,0.1354426209745923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101385089659204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756977255885002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006686440215156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633769115247858,0.0820696764526485,0.0,0.0,0.1339279359394041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298266771022975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999622455659708,0.0,0.09777429441336412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404843041014353,0.0,0.0981875463520828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488528888760425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168211540997766,0.07878100838652946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654165117748153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618880229206323,0.0,0.0,0.07251873918581249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094270620628773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JJBYACH,2018/02/03,"First day on meds, going better than expected Just started on Concerta XL at an 18mg dose. Didn't get the initial ""buzz"" people talk about, but I soon noticed very subtle yet large changes in the way I behaved. First off I daydream excessively - practically for all the time I'm awake for my daydreams are either at the forefront or background of my mind, but I noticed very quickly with Concerta that my usual burning desire to fantasise had gone. 

I also used to spend hours in the shower because my mind would just wander, but today after 5-10 mins I was able to just clean myself and leave like a normal person.
 
I pretty much feel exactly the same as I used to but now I can focus on whatever I want whenever I want for as long as I want. Spent 2 hours straight sitting on my couch revising coursework and lectures for uni on my laptop (I've never revised anything in my life for that long, let alone without constant breaks and distractions). I still wanted to goof around and go on my phone or play video games but I had the willpower and focus to stick to what I felt like I needed to do. I'm just writing this because I'm so happy right now. If the effects continue on like this I feel like it could be exactly the little push I need to finally get my life in the right direction. 

**TL;DR**
Started on Concerta 18mg today, actually managed to do things today. Pretty much feel exactly the same as I always did except I am able to focus on whatever I want when I want. Feels great.",5.2071214852199015,5.934355606164387,6.12354722422495,78.53262797404473,68.28082191780823,8.750108147080027,31.121845710165825,8.841846274778883,2.5667917808219176,1175,46,217,19,19,389,164,292,0.013,0.802,0.18600000000000005,0.9942,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,16,9,0,1,13,0,14,3,0,3,5,53,40,20,0,14,15,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,7,7,0,0,6,3,2,4,3,1,0,2,8,5,32,8,44,28,6,55,0,0,0,0,5,21,0,3,31,145,39,3,0.19691403214792727,0.0,0.09607984509287368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197177557017954,0.0,0.07873604018280858,0.08192412460064935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102173514742135,0.08764761840541091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003696630740868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707722969287665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415446807180928,0.0,0.0,0.1063970568801932,0.0,0.07860991581474679,0.0,0.0,0.06349663022199067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913130251729927,0.07033771195588162,0.09453417555294456,0.10785484856810176,0.0,0.16749497515144698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287945447033353,0.0,0.11191078235531868,0.0,0.0,0.10854920780534558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480932441150896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392065635452926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425176395147663,0.0,0.10067896960255522,0.13908620434585686,0.19240449919103875,0.09867979569230892,0.0,0.17426272192769335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936354931272246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882703858880765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475447084765522,0.14600925974904655,0.07593612047875048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646697134861187,0.0,0.2241879307378326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825769805123906,0.0859688687716394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033236256686465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681635075343375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937676546526426,0.0,0.0786279002187798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913602003476825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541046658895701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741107784307775,0.0,0.2799772168842004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007050000073606,0.10843649330301294,0.16247469902778205,0.34843499408249506,0.07815059656263969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094909050048489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994103934914976,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aliencatx,2018/02/03,"Adderall XR experiences Hello, after a long time of trying to manage what I thought was likely some type of ADHD on my own, I finally went to the doctor because my new work environment is not very conducive to managing it without medication/therapy.  The doctor gave me a questionnaire and as I suspected, it pointed to ADHD inattentive type; I am not hyperactive.  I’m military and my previous jobs were a bit more interactive...hard to explain but NOT sitting at a desk for 8-10 hours reading/doing extremely unstimulating administrative work.  The doctor prescribed me 20mg adderall XR for a trial period of 2 weeks before re-evaluation.  I took one this morning around 10am to give it a trial run to see what would happen.  It’s definitely not exactly what I expected.  My body feels “awake” I.e. body temp elevated, heart rate elevated, but I feel kind of sleepy?  Like I just want to lay in bed and watch tv and take a nap.  My mind definitely feels clearer...but it’s a weird sensation feeling tired but also that your body is being stimulated by the medication.  I’m just curious to hear other people’s reactions/stories.  Also, I’ve been on Lexapro for about 10 months, but my doctor here dropped my dosage from 40mg to 20mg just the other day so I anticipate a 6-8 week window of feeling some readjustment to the lower dosage of the Lex.",5.863383510884668,6.965247019685037,7.518948587308941,67.76734367762856,66.99212598425197,10.858360352014826,33.838814265863824,10.843485225782073,4.066983603520148,1069,48,184,31,17,372,155,254,0.043,0.87,0.087,0.8573,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,16,0,8,10,4,1,1,33,26,12,0,3,12,0,5,2,0,1,6,1,2,0,12,5,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,7,8,19,3,31,17,5,22,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,2,13,110,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718930964524608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809217715718575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069951675969237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689560350889654,0.0,0.09625557811797618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349618948627172,0.3769477174830821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295212460477536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46312663042939395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065167482686716,0.0,0.0,0.28598075880493945,0.0,0.0,0.12391587277090405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851364728772146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003038475530356,0.0,0.10133202694220128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749285837134464,0.1340460593197653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139901311578547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225273396857437,0.0,0.0,0.11779559160718485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052804653122272,0.0,0.0,0.1001063817055412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395506644027947,0.0,0.0,0.1142175170809752,0.0,0.09029016957368524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925062731108302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665207583881811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842217887878666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693361916223414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014086098288933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850510927135049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293609520787845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898035152934194,0.06596035238185212,0.13001316474866648,0.0,0.0,0.12567890209122445,0.07680008901745429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333467340833107,0.06672026797879584,0.0,0.18147379978315825,0.0,0.0,0.10486205489309236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904227233873456,0.0,0.16470334372626122,0.0,0.0,0.08035619212780812,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shonkybonk,2018/02/03,"I have nothing to do and yet I'm barely keeping on top of it I have nothing to do and I'm barely keeping on top of it.

Sorry, this turned into a bit of a rant. I'm just fed up with myself lately.

Okay so, I'm 27, right? I graduated uni three and a half years ago. I've been unemployed since then. I live at home with my parents, I've got no friends, not many hobbies, and I don't leave the house. Aside from a handful of chores, I've got nothing to do all day. 

And yet, *and yet*, I feel like I'm barely keeping my head above water. It's laughable how little I have to do but I just can't ever seem to get on top of it. 

Like, take my illustration work. I'm a ""freelance illustrator"" (by which I mean I get a commission every coupla months if I'm lucky) and I'm also working on a webcomic. Try as I might, I cannot make a comic buffer to save myself. Either I'm working down to the wire to put a strip up every week, OR I abandon the comic entirely to work on a commission or something else. It's all or nothing, you know? I'm incapable of juggling multiple projects at once. 

It doesn't help that I'm a super slow artist either. Sometimes it'll take me sixteen hours to sketch a page. Now, if I worked an eight-hour day like the majority of people can, then that wouldn't be a big deal. Two days to sketch a page? Sounds reasonable. But I can't... seem do that. Somedays I'll only work for two hours a day, or maybe four if I'm lucky, or less than one hour if I'm not. So something that should take two or three days ends up taking a week or more. And let me reiterate here; *I have literally nothing to do all day*. So where does the time go? Why am I so incapable of using the time that I have? What do I DO with myself all day??

I made a spreadsheet that breaks my days down into fifteen minute chunks and I have a timer set to go off every half-hour so I can make sure I'm on track and I update my spreadsheet with what I've been doing. I can see some problem areas, like in the afternoon I tend to procrastinate/nap a lot, but also during the times I AM focused... it still feels like I'm losing time somewhere. Either I'll be working but I'll be just distracted enough to not make a real dent in my work OR I'll work really really hard on the wrong things. Like spending two hours getting the sketch of a hand just right only for it to get covered up by the background later. Or I'll spend hours playing with Photoshop effects trying to get the right amount of polish or SOMEthing inconsequential that shouldn't take as long as it does.

I dunno. I just want to be better. I want to be one of those artists who goes to their job, then comes home and updates their comic, then still has time to do couple of personal doodles. Or not even THAT, just... having the ability to get a buffer that's *one measely strip* ahead, or being able to work on two things at once. I just want anything other than this. 

**TL;DR:** I have literally nothing to do all day and I still find myself falling behind in my work. I feel like I'll never be able to work hard enough or consistently enough to make any significant progress with my life. It feels like I'm a car stuck in the mud and no matter how hard I rev my engine, I end up getting nowhere. And I'm really tired of it. ",1.1705528195572086,3.094690871156665,3.1138446692399846,91.16964805448336,80.99121522693997,5.779218243932737,21.036625404853808,6.850034144686104,0.3632461688628594,2527,73,558,28,66,849,267,683,0.076,0.804,0.119,0.9739,4,0,3,0,0,0,96.0,0,1,2,21,27,22,0,1,38,1,45,7,3,10,8,105,104,51,0,11,35,1,9,8,1,5,2,1,3,1,31,23,2,4,11,6,2,6,14,5,0,12,7,11,53,17,82,84,20,90,0,2,1,0,9,35,0,25,55,348,84,16,0.0967450673219098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428793324587672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736699538430117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032894981654308535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980647359598406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278157507086236,0.05281027838138514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166865455206555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053523288435551895,0.0,0.2807665420630617,0.04986995817361917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466226036690712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040409044845780236,0.0,0.08568741418989645,0.14994527419524475,0.0,0.031949602270830456,0.043755726076149935,0.1222678376988722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783442580396368,0.13822939085070168,0.0,0.0,0.04421161942377655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037372499513195885,0.0,0.1769085663460418,0.0,0.054982451249992674,0.0,0.07737586816742448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999686647892594,0.0,0.04964417501243878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03242308966369017,0.0,0.0970431906345099,0.0,0.3334604122580744,0.055815409224052565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048002275654108084,0.12898719150457025,0.0,0.0,0.026584279449016826,0.0,0.05456632492881852,0.05121952870446882,0.0,0.04946419300775179,0.034166951070506685,0.18905901244551115,0.048481986648838335,0.04271383344852249,0.04280817009508228,0.0,0.05411649195169383,0.0,0.041124598300370456,0.0,0.04577126094892895,0.12915616735026852,0.04904215676283311,0.04859671177285927,0.052691870050949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131561396616538,0.0,0.0,0.038610494867283685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730788003143684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848850397280106,0.0,0.0,0.10303033928040456,0.09833544209902173,0.07357898319800983,0.0,0.0,0.05371197412708141,0.0,0.0,0.033535424170507616,0.042237030577143814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046285981860166345,0.0,0.04862775691270702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505853340151423,0.09296605113816747,0.04973502103756619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392963833026575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038546646514735584,0.0880730757992493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040014259712312115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171861904112933,0.047841672673167385,0.054149091115778036,0.0,0.0,0.11589110360096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559054051002872,0.0,0.1818506263847311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642731239077193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103206689656994,0.05559711155610367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568355019857162,0.05261542610040618,0.2362646829135338,0.0,0.0,0.04177833796954033,0.0,0.0,0.08559412092708768,0.0,0.07760305743313392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043648687762703364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225893674312464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288777191070309,0.0,0.03115032572184142
adhd,CrazyOctopusLady,2018/02/03,"Calming my emotions/just diagnosed Hello everyone, it's great to see that there's such a community of people with add/ADHD. 

I'm suffering from depression, for most parts of my life  I had ups and downs, first and only suicide attempt when I was 19. I thought I might have borderline personality and struggled with almost every aspect of my life. No friends except one person, being misunderstood all the time, being lonely, totally out place, I felt dumb and not adjusted to this world.

I managed to finish primary and secondary education without major trouble except really bad grades (apart from languages and biology), I used to do art and wanted to be a psychiatrist and ended up on philosophy degree - which was an extremely big change in my life. I could truly experience the ability to hyperfocus while learning and doing assignments for the very first time in my life. I did struggle when something was boring, but I ended up as being the best one on my year. 

 After a while depression sucked me from the inside, I gave up and started depression meds such as SSRI, they made me feel even worse. I decided to  see a psychiatrist privately and he
suggested ADD, I'm 32 and once I started recalling every aspect of my life that could lead me to be depressed I included being totally unaware of what teachers told me, couldn't learn things that bored me, had trouble focusing, being ""absent minded"", left jobs and courses whenever felt like they don't stimulate me anymore... 

Problems in relationships, always wanting something that doesn't exist. I killed my first serious relationship myself, the other one with an abusive partner felt almost like atonement.. but I freed myself from him. I have a 3 year old daughter and I struggle with parenting at times. 

This diagnosis made me finally understand what's going on with me. I'm happy and excited, exploring all resources, waiting for CBT as well. I'm on methylphenidate and mirtazapine for depression and anxiety.. 

What I came across yesterday was an article about how people with ADD experience rejection. The painful feeling in the area just above my belly, extremely strong emotions and sadness. 

I'm nearly losing my job right now (I will probably go on a little hiatus to sort myself as I felt like leaving this job anyway, applying for uni) because of huge crying outbursts while supporting people with disabilities. I was sent home several times. I have been rejected recently, after 2 years of nice numbness, by a lover and then by a friend he became.. all my fault, my impulsivity in relationships (never agressive, but I got angry at him for being abusive toward his partner who has ADD as well)..

 I sometimes feel so overwhelmed by my emotions. Been trying mindfulness (my psychiatrist is an angel, he suggested mindfulness and shows me how to do the excercises, he's not the type who just prescribes meds). Some friends still don't quite understand what's going on with me. I'm trying to accept my emotions but there are simply times when they kill me, I also gave up on diazepam recently, so no emergency pills for me. Do you also have this problem? How do you cope? Any other tips than mindfulness and CBT which I'm waiting for? All best everyone",7.0589774804905225,8.554590709565222,7.582956521739131,66.95651727982164,64.51304347826087,10.6974358974359,35.960981047937565,10.727762888450028,4.434736900780378,2578,122,392,69,39,849,285,575,0.192,0.6729999999999999,0.134,-0.9906,4,3,3,0,0,2,78.0,0,2,3,10,23,50,4,4,22,0,38,10,0,8,7,95,77,44,3,7,11,2,7,3,6,2,9,0,1,4,20,34,0,2,16,2,0,7,10,30,2,6,23,9,64,20,77,41,12,73,1,12,2,1,34,33,2,6,36,294,84,12,0.0,0.14688915268802066,0.0,0.0,0.07449644731686675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414225165748816,0.0,0.0,0.09914212166643703,0.05157823221561587,0.0,0.0,0.0421533530827595,0.0,0.04741996122022279,0.0,0.061474545973864037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175663862736237,0.0377867603275709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010327261611945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089672793072076,0.0,0.0,0.06557413175531382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898330954667013,0.0,0.06808991777892617,0.0,0.0,0.2669469885427174,0.06291560086765564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918143008645734,0.10980434228703287,0.0,0.0,0.04094189440594052,0.0,0.10445360911175193,0.11846265936469412,0.0,0.12127055481460608,0.0,0.0,0.0940276195751432,0.0,0.23806934442082145,0.06790383726580028,0.0,0.15817858473476445,0.0,0.0,0.1436732372238909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056860909022418,0.0,0.04957674585781823,0.06834099569934103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598641974156387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062178114614607816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453789356272876,0.0,0.13715908221926665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563538781999037,0.06734916465029557,0.0,0.21891660669885094,0.0908512967362792,0.0621273579915323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934770831651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730738409277157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770738643524905,0.0,0.0,0.0657585165088861,0.25035719861681505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780827228485187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504503325573244,0.0660142376056706,0.1260121879656494,0.04714398218565191,0.06595864396198774,0.0,0.06882933798062632,0.06712598783257882,0.0,0.12892214904041685,0.10824948813141856,0.0647633253802466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683257708467351,0.11862656478352157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593091013979853,0.0,0.0,0.03971052301654818,0.0,0.12240956455706806,0.19965283954271,0.0,0.05293664402322939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987913851278374,0.0,0.0,0.07002777816729501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544139475637824,0.0613068261127207,0.0,0.08774957571620909,0.0,0.04950297749142325,0.0,0.0,0.19440712477134864,0.0,0.0678038256091608,0.07034222558938914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041181474339858436,0.0,0.0,0.049210832736942094,0.1807258801466395,0.0,0.0,0.05923132968234706,0.0,0.08417034283060303,0.0,0.0,0.12906151271490854,0.0,0.053536951324313166,0.0,0.0511458486524421,0.07312319427453577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146769306046424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059753351611958175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631701497886735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975297866965913
adhd,-kodoku-,2018/02/03,"Reading this article pisses me off so much I just read an article on Psych Central. It's a website I like and I usually agree with what the authors say. This article I read though is complete bullshit. I'll let the article speak for itself. These kinds of assholes are the reason ADHD is stigmatized so much and treated like a fake disorder. Here's the article.

https://blogs.psychcentral.com/adhd-millennial/2018/02/4-solutions-to-adhd-that-you-definitely-havent-thought-of/",10.061142857142855,14.668934757142859,7.713928571428577,55.34232142857146,65.71428571428572,8.642857142857144,33.035714285714285,9.188382445141503,3.9367142857142863,403,17,49,9,8,118,50,70,0.207,0.695,0.098,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,7,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,36,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6168637201703967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793883681654891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960880706997472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781676396754603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495478210493914,0.0,0.1671753662401596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25154694178777665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134196545869575,0.0,0.0,0.17591270047099164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606048559479872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680985780900182,0.13582919476089902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188435411416555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lbjons9950,2018/02/03,"Why can't I wake up to an alarm? I always go to sleep fearing that I won't wake up to do the homework I procrastinated on earlier. Usually, I'll set an alarm for 4:00 AM and set 10 more alarms for every 5 minutes after. However, I still can't wake up to a single one of those alarms even if I put on studio-quality headphones and blasted it to full volume... It's so bad that I wake up my parents next door, and they have to turn off the alarm themselves. I wouldn't even be surprised if I slept through an earthquake. 

What scares me is that I'm going to college next year, and my parents keep telling me that they won't be there to wake me up when I need to get to class on time. What do I do? ",4.869600000000002,3.7494723266666696,5.8825,86.28375000000004,69.06666666666666,8.833333333333334,30.75,7.6454224807358475,1.6927999999999992,539,18,127,5,8,180,86,150,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.9705,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,7,6,0,13,7,7,0,0,9,21,8,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,1,1,0,18,1,24,15,3,23,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,8,86,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622147539678837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277584633077766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752644256109136,0.0,0.1642545292390845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193739458167828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185379139909033,0.0,0.22159016180659333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328130452944335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455361142202966,0.0,0.0,0.4146649569051667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210376541762509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329397750440641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959794857741973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517984589305687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950916767485923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556880290289923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039566677928678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367742911801662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205058192296244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471085798027426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591285153886616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255419785786987
adhd,opIRL,2018/02/03,"Impulse buying & Money management. How do you do it? Apps? Systems I'm an impulsive buyer and I try heaps of ways to track money but stick to none. 


What do you do? 

Help haha ",-1.6366666666666667,-0.9848535555555564,1.3755555555555574,92.32500000000002,126.22222222222223,3.8222222222222224,15.111111111111107,5.82211442006289,-0.1425888888888891,136,4,27,2,9,47,29,36,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.202,0.8438,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6576646490515381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068471815988714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412100875531666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817939897912868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GambitTactics,2018/02/03,"Brother-in-law has amazing potential but terrible ADHD My brother-in-law has an internal genius inside of him but hindered by his ADHD.

He quit college half way, was a truck driver for a month, lives with me now, became a mtg player, now he's joined a boxing gym hoping to go pro within a few months, has this idea of making renewable energy using bikes, to dreaming of building mobile suit gundams in space one day.

His ADHD is worse than mine but how do I get him to focus on one task? I've tried giving him some basic tips to focus that I've learned from college but he's obviously been working on the same resume for 2 weeks now.

Ideas/tips/advice anyone??

Thanks in advance ",5.820149253731344,5.996074708955227,6.70518656716418,76.82330223880598,66.83582089552239,8.491044776119404,29.436567164179106,8.07648339933343,2.094779104477612,537,17,96,6,8,179,96,134,0.062,0.818,0.121,0.787,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,3,1,14,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,9,3,18,12,3,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,7,57,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6552697570320417,0.17759998932057713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708095857360213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721106956731325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949547310842431,0.17434722744745726,0.10329038289215273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051468646585772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516899809116196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604849587963802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131679904407652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29013568568373066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631144993505966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933091354206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732720571797646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339353549151375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697010327352978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442614352668149,0.14578559765232713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231317925320726,0.0,0.1852145983447001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SAM_SMITU,2018/02/03,"Parents and ADHD So my parents and I were talking about how it feels to have ADHD. I said ""The inside of a normal persons brain looks like a target. Its organized and logical. The inside of a persons brain with ADHD looks like a bed bath and beyond. Shits everywhere and its chaotic as fuck.""",2.581309523809523,5.1785183214285695,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,80.07142857142857,5.8761904761904775,25.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.529283333333333,230,9,39,3,6,76,37,56,0.11,0.8029999999999999,0.087,-0.3182,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,6,0,2,4,3,1,0,10,7,8,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,2,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,2,0,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145797749182039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805797112108881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618975260031159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758762353150085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655639746063353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862871192944912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670147142017693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785515557449043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976783835424387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621465981358641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497485177640176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700937828149712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,broknows,2018/02/03,"Parked my car in a non parking zone. I forgot and copped a massive fine Did this because I just needed to get something from inside the building adjacent to it. After I retrieved the item, I said to myself I needed to take a dump, completely forgetting about the car. Came out 15 mins later to a massive fine. Sigh",2.802185792349725,5.193939737704921,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,77.85245901639344,6.033879781420765,26.560109289617486,7.1686216300943375,1.5440469945355186,248,10,44,3,6,81,44,61,0.047,0.868,0.085,0.0258,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,7,2,10,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540303391988156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229083793382759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876876492445511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318499857992705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483465825610401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517276355824901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846602851519935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801445241292466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,F3rgioSON,2018/02/03,"""Read the subreddits..."" ""Look what they do to their own lives. It's not fair. You'll always be lazy and unmotivated. ""

So, I think it's over.",-0.2674999999999983,2.021882964285716,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,94.35714285714286,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.3156714285714286,105,2,25,2,4,35,26,28,0.246,0.754,0.0,-0.7061,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43925482770482793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661450940864757,0.0,0.4433027810954469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280425429006131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382568029725481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,marcomeme,2018/02/03,"Too many ideas, can't follow through I don't want to sound like humble bragging but it kind of does. So sorry for that but...

Does anyone else feel like if they were simply rich and had an assistant they would accomplish so much? I am in the stride of my career. I have strong leadership traits, ideas and potential but I struggle greatly with completing what I label not important/inefficient or redundant tasks or projects that are simply a part of bureaucracy. I am able to focus very well on things that interest me or don't challenge me too greatly. Not challenge me mentally but simply with performing the steps to execute it. Sometimes I feel my brain being exhausted from having to focus on one thing for extended periods of time. Anyways, it's affecting my career. I want to move up, but I don't know how to tap into it and truly make a name for myself. If I could only get some help to put my thoughts fruition and someone to keep me organized. ",4.7640109890109885,6.508782214285716,5.494285714285716,78.82571428571431,70.26373626373626,9.156043956043957,30.032967032967033,9.606745405546679,2.960028571428572,761,31,137,18,14,247,115,182,0.068,0.764,0.168,0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,5,7,13,0,1,5,0,14,2,1,3,0,35,24,17,0,6,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,6,0,1,4,6,2,1,1,3,3,21,11,24,18,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,4,101,31,6,0.15398841354066775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767227915658613,0.1577793271812197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190199653737032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145392184522048,0.0,0.0,0.12294721806097275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695125967980901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286375601515796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572233744058486,0.11000935340179292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045259043761231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395455391108831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032151876598624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34766835070659474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368719772951622,0.0,0.16035523632709633,0.08462800493702867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046192120151866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278846177802332,0.15612008189302526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518410238759608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366531378869173,0.11319920208633998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434653426662252,0.11711512748134716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675444580318954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548008874935821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047388308171826,0.0,0.15229847846525912,0.1723774217416736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098212430180905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460611910931029,0.0,0.0,0.12224959967858365,0.08979188227758182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705656814233787,0.18165271201701624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845407703807686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938895083586714,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CapnRogers,2018/02/03,This impulsiveness is gonna kill me Scatter brained. Easily distracted. Impulsive. Typical ADHD issues. I get it. But damn I thought I had this under control. Especially the impulsiveness. At least I’ve been able to rationalize it the last few years; but it doesn’t change these crappy situations I keep getting into because of it. And I hate the medicine. It makes me feel like a zombie or it just has no effect at all. I just want to get a handle on it,2.0142006269592443,4.788693471264367,4.041671891327066,80.17278996865205,85.55172413793103,7.301567398119122,25.15047021943574,8.296473431620573,2.204641379310345,360,15,66,9,11,122,64,87,0.207,0.7240000000000001,0.069,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,1,5,0,5,1,1,3,1,15,15,4,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,8,1,8,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,46,18,0,0.23738926493257256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852957647233374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471029253540005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500492900831674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511263656054301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625224624079163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003114509923715,0.16959093830044775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720782791400518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437275226959586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477727169223141,0.0,0.21100248604993468,0.2626360495021697,0.0,0.0,0.19350393484317305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597640385111888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845917770034434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668354800045144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846055971825412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001833900100322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287090350379975
adhd,MarginalGale,2018/02/03,Tips to avoid adderall tolerance over the years? Used to take drug holidays but can’t really do so anymore I was on 15XR with 10 IR for 5+ years then a couple years ago it was increased to 20XR with 20IR because of drug tolerance to the medication. Has anyone found ways to decrease their tolerance? I used to take drug holidays on weekends (and was usually drinking or sleeping to accommodate the withdrawal/crash). But now that I’m using my weekends to do productive work and take online classes I can’t really afford the drug holidays anymore. ,6.265714285714285,7.648050725490197,6.983053221288518,70.9508823529412,66.25490196078431,10.926610644257703,36.14005602240896,10.914260884657429,4.484676190476192,442,22,73,13,7,146,65,102,0.015,0.8059999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9452,1,1,5,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,5,0,8,7,1,3,0,12,16,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,15,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,9,43,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286932767449762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749275830128252,0.09691927641137923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449531852712429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336923613091033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578494875850658,0.6429739893074202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519786189778381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963490830394107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759412355410234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387100188574433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126522208231303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591433916988926,0.1526592402899965,0.0,0.0,0.1100220999043603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009096699997175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677807250356367
adhd,boooooored,2018/02/03,"How does your ADHD affect you making friends? I seem to struggle so much with thinking everyone dislikes me. I’m just about to start the process of finding out if I really do have ADD and was just wondering if anyone struggles with this as much as I seem to. I always feel out of place and I take every teeny tiny thing to heart - a change of tone or a greeting going unnoticed makes my brain go into overdrive! I can’t help but keep going over everything I might’ve said or done wrong or whether I did something weird.

Does anyone else struggle with this as a result of their ADHD? I read a post here once that resonated with me more than anything yet, it said something along the lines of not being able to relax because you’re so hung up on what you look like to others and how you’re being perceived. Just wondering what you guys think of it...",5.074399350649352,5.816336732142863,5.256839826839831,84.57603896103898,68.58333333333333,7.775757575757577,28.36796536796537,7.686295010490155,1.6334809523809524,673,22,131,7,11,212,110,168,0.09,0.833,0.077,-0.3076,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,10,8,0,3,6,0,8,2,2,6,0,39,27,17,0,2,11,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,9,12,0,1,9,2,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,4,17,3,28,20,3,13,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,9,3,91,26,1,0.12117450207103285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912564074297487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082689281007068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945605859114687,0.12415759711192599,0.09971629046775604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386685176143604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527081912517466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281865560255618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208124668584075,0.12400358650718762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122574770785316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020947442082654,0.11578742954807675,0.1089038290844461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061269469133522964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075129963172516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936191197137312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659878598339207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998180807839945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359236838665407,0.08122071448933382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770546507279173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919974095138646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175606316147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176984213568718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854699764958888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815440307822772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904688999772093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660156398615113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605167725790312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120729361220425,0.0,0.07762748887716102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052940030263325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062543137889654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657210348964826,0.0,0.0,0.08576793624761643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800336981091851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110814520456616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805029548447467,0.15528745623034365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281715707569026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324852957226573,0.0,0.0
adhd,D-PadRadio,2018/02/03,"Do you think that ADHD is caused by overstimulation during early childhood? Things like video games, colorful cartoons, loud exciting advertisements, highly flavorful foods. Maybe growing up around those things is what causes us to seek distractions?",11.214504504504504,14.854524864864864,8.355135135135138,57.12747747747746,57.1081081081081,11.41981981981982,36.65765765765766,11.20814326018867,5.4471333333333325,208,9,23,6,3,60,35,37,0.047,0.772,0.181,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,4,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222635449226145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387098728609811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509267268865347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242473947821047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833146298533374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310042827613733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26939217709917845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562931759538475,0.17181934834816096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32255078735085313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,anil92,2018/02/03,"Continuing life without medication Hey everyone, this is my second post here(or maybe third, I do not remember correctly). I get the impression that people praise adhd medications, be it stimulant based or not and I understand and I do agree with you all(thank you scientists and chemists that developed these things). I've been using various different kinds and overall they are great tools. 

However I feel like I cannot continue digesting chemicals everyday, however adhd/add is something that will stay with us forever.. I'm 25 and I feel like my symptoms aren't getting better but I am trying to get used to getting into good habits.. I still suffer from the consequences though which needs no explanation in this subreddit..

For those that are managing their symptoms without medication- or those that are considering.. What advice do you have? I know that exercise is great, a good sleep and diet is great as well which I do (plus omega 3's). I have also been trying to alter my mindset to become a more peaceful, spiritual person and try to observe my self from a 3rd perspective.. (I have tried meditation, it's something that I have still not managed to get used to..)
I'll be seeing my psych next Friday and I was planning on opening up to him about this..

Yes that's it..

Edit: I've done my googling on this topic, there are similar threads but I wanted updated opinions..",3.93464217205253,6.878474661354582,5.006870296591412,75.7235620481039,77.28685258964144,8.818120112144015,30.41183414490188,9.348350401419415,3.5269104618562785,1104,53,181,32,27,361,152,251,0.036000000000000004,0.8029999999999999,0.161,0.9852,3,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,3,2,3,7,13,0,0,5,1,26,10,1,4,1,35,42,16,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,0,2,22,13,2,0,5,1,0,0,8,1,1,2,4,3,29,12,23,35,2,15,1,1,1,0,11,6,0,3,9,131,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193169647883656,0.10242285590932984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381957732057392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575863399184548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269930987330864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950813777237887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726093270841147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015410069221124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599403760680708,0.14975803385971032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380448548889,0.0,0.0,0.17582572571121596,0.0,0.3466728335182576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091474686872569,0.05760293664553399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403310372432323,0.10241348027742728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529957431427828,0.0,0.0,0.316766702633192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777181225309267,0.0,0.0,0.11147069109172693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266470838826146,0.09151938840759803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038267033781896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873363055072855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352304757194484,0.0,0.109343677654996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488951946032364,0.0,0.0,0.16138160517244385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171759064217994,0.16740891075142955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788339161829928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649848711436512,0.0,0.0,0.06963364742623926,0.0,0.10297905007819301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846468258053164,0.0,0.0,0.10911488741903463,0.12607812509075164,0.2715764735881312,0.0,0.0,0.06182190912802229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424021556309467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020735724197243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TimothyRedditz,2018/02/03,"How to ask for a higher dosage Long story short, I was self medicating on and off with Adderall, usually taking 20mg ir. Just last month I got an official diagnosis and was prescribed 10mg ir twice a day. It is definitely helping but I can distinctly remember the 20mg doing much more for me. I am not sure how to ask my doctor for a higher dosage without incriminating myself. Any tips would be greatly appreciated ;)",4.8420416666666695,6.455029787500003,6.8675,69.57416666666668,69.875,9.833333333333336,30.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.389333333333333,333,14,59,9,6,117,62,80,0.031,0.83,0.14,0.8255,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,2,2,13,12,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,7,2,9,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101043684402622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426924510363636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269584638178105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423421977032097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936509017920397,0.2610376818732135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870067615313646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299761416827907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095323304915052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385189658815167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898604992932486,0.0,0.1740518068939549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682121183088357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470007804149052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231511456858813,0.0,0.1780201557931577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607666275468184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282360130888612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819327518488048,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cataplexy_,2018/02/03,"Will I seem drug seeking if I go to a doctor for ADHD? Can a regular family doctor prescribe the meds? I feel like all of the symptoms of ADHD apply to me.. I was forced to go to therapy when I was 12 and was diagnosed with severe depression but I wasn’t open with my therapist about all of my symptoms and how I was doing, because I didn’t want to be there. Therefore, I never had the chance to be diagnosed. (also antidepressants just made everything worse for me) I feel like if I had actually opened up about everything and how school was really going, I could have been diagnosed. I don’t know if that’s worth mentioning, I just feel like depression and ADHD are often intertwined. 

I graduated high school with a 3.8 GPA, but this was ONLY because I was a cheater. I cheated through everything.  I am ashamed of that, but I just could never focus on the work. I procrastinated everything up to the hour it was due, I copied others homework, found keys for tests and aced them. I’m 18 and in college now.. 4.0 GPA but that’s because I’m in online classes and I can easily find the answers to tests. 
Because of my great academic record I feel like the doctor will just dismiss my symptoms, because I know ADHD is normally associated with bad grades. I feel like he’d just be like “Well you seem to be doing fine.”

I just feel so hopeless and scared to go, and I wasn’t sure where else to post this. I’ll finally get a medicaid card in a few days and I’d really like a professional diagnosis, but i’m not sure where to go. There aren’t any psychiatrists in my area really that accept my medicaid, and the doctor that I would see has ADD under the list of things that he sees people for. Does this mean that he can diagnose and prescribe medicine? Or will that first require a diagnosis from a psychiatrist? I’ve tried to google this but I get mixed answers: some say you have to see a psychiatrist first, some say their doctor prescribed it. 
If I go, when the receptionist asks “What are you here for?” what do I say? I don’t want to seem like I’m self-diagnosing.. I’ve just researched as much as possible about ADHD and feel like I’ve identified with symptoms my whole life. 

I don’t really like the idea of being on medicine to “fix me”, it’s part of the reason I got off of antidepressants. Plus antidepressants ruined me. I gained 80 lbs over the years, they made my appetite unending and I started binge eating, my depression got worse, and I was extremely impulsive, non-empathetic, and careless. 
However, I’ve heard of ADHD medicine really improving the lives of those affected by it. I know it’s not a miracle drug, but if it can help me to function better I want to at least try getting on it. 
I’m just tired of being tired, I’m tired of being the last one to understand things, people being angry at me for how forgetful I am, not being able to focus even when I try, I’m tired of having no motivation.

Sorry for the rambling and questions, I know a lot of it was irrelevant, disorganized, and just me talking about how I feel. I just don’t have anyone to talk to about this stuff, I hope someone here can maybe understand my situation. Thanks for listening. ",3.3536480009706966,5.292028729903542,4.9416435114966974,80.53629648728996,74.40192926045016,8.617169204635081,26.68761754534975,9.257850172689805,2.369131068373476,2498,93,486,61,53,841,254,622,0.147,0.723,0.13,-0.955,2,0,3,0,0,1,74.0,0,3,3,8,34,29,1,2,28,0,55,21,0,10,6,108,106,43,0,13,26,0,8,10,0,4,20,5,1,0,28,27,1,1,27,0,1,6,14,10,1,3,22,16,69,19,75,68,10,42,0,5,3,0,20,20,0,15,25,333,97,23,0.05156712737090783,0.0,0.05032207766645403,0.0,0.3718419965295638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123821312782502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03506741492436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03605693445317083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820830304129205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305639739435878,0.1571742110826679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560693360141154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234431030065235,0.0,0.0,0.03325653111222723,0.0,0.13324407372753294,0.2616977440098391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639056997520246,0.045126740667020486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196029925416851,0.05276604504789996,0.043077717969134406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03405960128732352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538083605361716,0.0,0.04861289832848365,0.0,0.2085911121403532,0.2210373965842548,0.0,0.056489267453556875,0.04713142019972874,0.08772594439722994,0.0,0.0565406935097995,0.0,0.0,0.08082508708981881,0.0,0.17584072109882112,0.0,0.08248588501050172,0.05685293997437772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034564358488326286,0.05448350129911879,0.0,0.05121779289982597,0.050783233053558266,0.0,0.0,0.058213010029438475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133597784246554,0.04203409138009675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03642338708320645,0.2519309367721071,0.0,0.04553471822208085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043840527632820286,0.0,0.09758812551866174,0.0,0.0,0.051806110537085726,0.056171719128325706,0.057279453532363016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790777200733875,0.0,0.07954349528201557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050524836085653696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034943220074273064,0.03921912406932995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055842173762815264,0.0,0.07150030642425728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813418800743497,0.049387053550735235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057766984346927015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651761112278269,0.05301959543022886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302474831485448,0.05162769045638306,0.1043773718737941,0.12327697228837847,0.14083432809785096,0.05379576022044831,0.05825617592988407,0.0,0.0,0.05796361174284127,0.0,0.0,0.04369265967971686,0.0,0.0,0.0577251772288311,0.036499478167676534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059032023512558186,0.0,0.0,0.09720281455039148,0.21439196015519268,0.0,0.08289540730533586,0.0,0.04747608262107157,0.058971504268346187,0.05987340941361888,0.06851781612900686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370753083279015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503208358911598,0.0,0.0,0.1073663964110759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124688334468534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636504046947943,0.0,0.0,0.057572856141333034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754148288754372,0.0,0.10510261658779237,0.036631807751129286,0.0,0.0,0.0332075393321821
adhd,Lucifeces,2018/02/03,"It helps to have great friends/spirit guides like this... https://imgur.com/gallery/bkzcT

So I texted my pal who was diagnosed last year that I had my first appointment. He walked me through what it would be like then sent this. 

Well, I went today and sure enough. I’m one of y’all!
It’s awesome knowing there’s this community out here and having friends in real life with ADHD too. 

Thanks for being great. Here goes a new chapter in my book!",3.2127978580990617,5.998013867469879,2.5078714859437774,93.50817938420349,79.0,5.616599732262381,21.27041499330656,6.937597516519254,0.4043049531459171,353,10,70,4,9,102,67,83,0.0,0.6729999999999999,0.327,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,8,8,8,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654150954805487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415498742480497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819391710260925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878522877374413,0.0,0.0,0.17062579200849498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869690448894622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802904342205445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137169830886065,0.18001972581705644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599071945568596,0.21578931135893872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132953433346984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965159684441878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137215842741434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081456200132496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033261834787768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933706880262576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985679147275337,0.2047273187504629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568833242500849,0.0,0.0,0.14221818360677455
adhd,natali-natali,2018/02/04,"couldn’t help crying while reading a post that made me realize how much i’ve learnt from all your contributions. thanks all for helping me understand myself a bit better every day. off course i’ve forgotten what i exactly read. but the emotions were real. but without knowing it you’ve all helped me so much trying to understand and overcome the emotional turbulence of my adhd diagnosis at age 29.

hope my contribution will be bigger than this one, one day. but for now: a sincere thank you to all of you!
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adhd,Rootbeerpanic,2018/02/04,"Medication crash effecting work at night Okay. So I've recently been diagnosed with ADD (Explains a lot) and have started medication. The issue I am having is that a lot of the time I need to be clear and social is at night. Like 7pm-11pm range. I work in the arts and I often have shows at night where I need to be performing and networking afterwards.

Problem is the medication I've been taking leads me to crash at around 5pm. And then I am often irritable and anti-social. Also I am worried about my ability to perform on the medication so I often end up not taking it when I have a show that night... which is becoming more and more. I was on Concerta, that wasn't working and now I am on Vyvanse. I am worried to take the medication later in the day because of trouble sleeping... what can I do?

TL;DR - How do I become a functioning person at night when medication makes me crash at like 5?",3.1769491525423774,5.045105903954807,5.3453333333333335,77.75630508474578,74.70621468926555,8.56180790960452,28.18418079096045,9.21078282632365,2.6243441807909607,703,29,133,17,15,245,92,177,0.123,0.81,0.068,-0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,7,13,5,0,0,11,1,22,8,1,4,1,26,30,15,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,11,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,17,3,22,24,4,31,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,5,18,103,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223740148177114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154527414626884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626874819203289,0.227147154945916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632030084547674,0.0,0.0,0.10437572731050086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108160718490564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073333999972305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048032648159112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485389393267706,0.0,0.0,0.06864340236732326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215748476247327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250223514110986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825201028024722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979187116461892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839955278875558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015375133846494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290962802280114,0.1048277007424013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278739819900308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319581816110789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996412630252225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245961039248456,0.20886860281174446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,airjones1,2018/02/04,Can only study at the library I can only study at the library idk why maybe its just habit I developed but I cant study or do homework at home. Is anyone else the same way or have similar experiences?,3.668943089430893,4.836622073170737,5.2814634146341515,81.5389430894309,72.17073170731706,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.1717739837398367,159,6,32,3,3,54,29,41,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335040854185429,0.3421690130458261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27897055833641704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266650545188491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349768990751539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335495478013116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079647416293271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650722412015334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30133597174309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Frandicterus,2018/02/04,Does something like a tiny mini notepad that hooks to a wallet chain exist? With some fastener to keep it closed?,4.23,6.860714142857147,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,74.23809523809524,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1634571428571427,91,3,16,1,2,27,19,21,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663905622626717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752829151528543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162012208738952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982650764712159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Xanthelei,2018/02/04,"After a year+, finally got an appointment So I've had my diagnosis for a few years now, but insurance is a shitty thing and now, with the new year, I *think* I have the coverage I need to get everything done. I'll find out for sure on Thursday. Wish me luck guys and gals, its with Kaiser so I might need it...",0.5831473214285694,2.7369104843750023,2.725714285714286,91.805,84.78125,7.4071428571428575,20.080357142857142,8.418075326091056,1.0761857142857143,237,7,55,6,7,80,50,64,0.07400000000000001,0.768,0.158,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,11,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,8,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,9,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494069001129871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903694229692228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26697983845625706,0.2227527372608059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733196745260106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492258660577236,0.0,0.0,0.24131794624384076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585450074926428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614258338724975,0.0,0.2353832013488945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297001970108129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619146105633023,0.15616388273816695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28026228889123744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708368803184513
adhd,NoOne0fConsequence,2018/02/04,"Diagnosed ADHD as a kid, working towards getting diagnosed as an adult. Super worried an anxious about the wait between appointments and the chance of being turned away. I'm finally back on insurance and making steps toward getting treated. For the longest time I've been struggling with and treating anxiety, but it never seemed to get better.

I finally looked into ADHD and survey after survey, test after test, I hit nearly every marker. Professional tests, website tests, even a pre diagnoses survey that I found out later was the same one my brother was given to see if he should be properly tested. Everything about me makes sense when considered with ADHD.

So I was talking with my mom about it and my younger brother's diagnoses, and she says I was tested and diagnosed when I was 7. The Ritalin I was on was making me moody and depressed and I was taken off at the request of my teacher.

This on top of finding out my mom also has it. My brother has it. My uncle and my grandma have it. My little sister is being tested for it.

So now I'm a little pissed. I don't want to blame everything on ADHD but I really struggled in school and life growing up. Really struggled. I barely made it out of high school. Now at 27, I'm barely getting by trying to get my associates.

All the fights, arguments, groundings, being moved from one parent's house to another, nothing changing. And no one ever thought to revisit my diagnoses?

So now here I am at 27 trying to take care of this myself. I'm really nervous. My new PCP can't see me for 2 weeks. What if she doesn't believe in ADHD? What if she thinks I'm seeking drugs? What if she doesn't give me a referral to a psych?

 I can get my records from 7 years ago when I spent 4 years working with my gp at the time. All the meds we tried, the psychiatrist referral for klonopin. But I'm just so anxious  about waiting so long, and terrified I'll just be told no.

I'm on the verge of breaking down. I don't know if I can wait 2 weeks to even be told  I have to jump through a few more months of appointments before I can even be treated.",3.0636299892125116,5.047674791262138,4.625760517799353,82.28199568500541,75.35922330097088,7.393311758360302,27.70658036677454,8.256446698504663,2.0889722761596548,1642,67,305,29,36,550,198,412,0.111,0.83,0.059,-0.9761,1,0,1,0,1,0,45.0,1,0,0,5,24,14,2,4,19,0,31,10,1,4,4,52,70,32,0,7,10,7,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,2,13,22,0,3,6,0,1,4,8,8,0,3,17,4,42,6,60,44,5,57,0,1,3,0,22,28,1,6,24,217,55,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43814600007793697,0.0,0.06463440843558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058309792764512924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645733332669101,0.055779482326501255,0.16474552547634624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685056827481355,0.056066839619351175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062044968537779084,0.08214980425197775,0.0,0.06448705327459628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434131139948721,0.0,0.07713399651118501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280125266395688,0.4440408076709241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455780670593119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447825029783376,0.06595544539600434,0.06143370949134722,0.0,0.13106191215526944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597487974770439,0.06664263885597478,0.0,0.0,0.07994711388437245,0.0,0.0,0.22856926723631835,0.06994634454986423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703829600931703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413367815965071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007196654765302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150175023394425,0.0,0.14615920291402595,0.0,0.06452714143733615,0.061229914152029025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899357348040558,0.14601321884824806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099170191452935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079343604925964,0.058199751536517234,0.07749669845143649,0.0,0.0,0.05623624757070026,0.07042139132903788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996354140113646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822649430080387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809630531666869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013291194972832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579846299103687,0.0,0.1475869699882516,0.11620701871006076,0.06637872871342675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286785670272722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482271754729237,0.05860600708039164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672074232462251,0.0,0.05788606114996257,0.08503419891690497,0.0,0.0,0.1393460822056794,0.0,0.14851271583282988,0.07931016519102843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043006930180220664,0.0,0.11697541501622855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616541897486606,0.07404833278727697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939092453243294
adhd,TalksInMaths,2018/02/04,"Splitting a Vyvanse capsule My psychiatrist gave me a prescription for 60mg of Vyvanse with the plan that I would split it to make a lower dose (I'm still trying to figure out what, if any, dosage works best for me.)

The thing is, I don't know how I'm supposed to save half of the capsule until the next day. How do I store it?",2.8765217391304314,3.7850743333333376,4.157217391304346,89.83669565217392,73.78260869565217,6.679420289855073,25.394202898550724,6.742157984588678,0.7956933333333343,255,8,57,2,5,84,49,69,0.034,0.8540000000000001,0.113,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,10,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,10,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811570097235465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137598504653129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542701870182347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216679334076617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631768935755308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193083985187464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148628647470521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619340823973991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676820326108349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870317364894378,0.0,0.0,0.2800766134105641,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,okmilom,2018/02/04,"Took my meds late, can't sleep :(( Ok so my Meds run out 6 hours into the day, so I got prescribed another short dosage of 10mg Ritalin. I took about 3 at 5 o'clock and it's 12:22 now and I have classes tomorrow :((.
12:00 may not seem late for everyone here but for someone who usually loves her sleep and is dead by 9:30 this is really irritating.

It's like my eyes will be closed and everything but suddenly I get extremely irritable. Usually I put on a mindfulness video but that isn't working at all.  

I WANT MY SLEEP!!! SOMEONE HELP BEFORE I ACTUALLY GO INSANE THANK U XXX",0.8337681159420285,3.3480981739130486,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,89.0,7.936231884057973,24.18840579710145,8.648137234880735,2.289388405797101,450,19,92,14,15,155,86,115,0.166,0.6809999999999999,0.153,-0.4028,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,8,6,4,0,1,16,17,9,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,1,12,4,10,11,1,22,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,2,11,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.14496578976522645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577022591611098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264072175365016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580405899555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419482589914378,0.13350938868212406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761253857919541,0.0,0.08442579675113585,0.0,0.11881098733928365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957159478192323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629426740359353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33514733178779355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257523717032037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407441144651186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001662903020235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499956554251641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933627105526295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516652143499664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352365969073777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44597928305294093,0.0,0.2517360654063688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676716326660673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300945384572404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272191347904014,0.0,0.08762010050110804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081479733770698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kafromspace,2018/02/04,"I can't leave my house if I don't absolutely have to Hi guys. I'm with a big problem right now. I can't go out without feeling bad and having qn anxiety attack. I just go out if I need to (really need). I want to lose weight and be more active, but taking walks is almost impossible. Every time I try, I feel overwhelmed by the sounds and people. I'm ok alone sitting in my room all day. Even if it's boring. The ""just do it"" approach failed. Thank you. ",0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,2.904,91.34100000000001,84.0,5.506666666666668,18.975,6.742157984588678,0.0954324999999998,348,9,78,4,10,120,69,96,0.18600000000000005,0.6759999999999999,0.138,-0.6897,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,1,1,3,1,8,1,0,0,1,21,19,7,0,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,0,4,11,2,9,18,2,14,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,4,3,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091507743081493,0.21632388769929115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978317574319215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376170978335672,0.0,0.0,0.17439575809155153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347023510046854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795510879358905,0.0,0.17597999821429774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121951286176854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374085905556341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681180539826036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100521773608674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211606765832109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366946703869745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097454225191125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480252526039605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985812684019255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380596092308206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837182649595434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704247417184394,0.0,0.0,0.19229726407634148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179240271710165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180741964769358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123195547834917,0.0,0.0,0.25434452076942204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134095507835614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,heyoho,2018/02/04,"How can depression/anxiety hide or change ADHD symptoms? (Sorry if the title is awkwardly worded. I haven't posted here before and wasn't sure how to keep it from potentially sounding like a yes or no question.)

I'm 25, have struggled with depression and anxiety most of my life, and was diagnosed with ADHD-PI at 24 (though I keep doubting the diagnosis). It's like subjectively, I relate extremely well to some things I've read with people with ADHD explaining what it's like inside their minds, and definitely to some other things too. But I'm not 100% sure whether all the evidence fits up, or if the depression/social anxiety/general anxiety I already knew I had (+ possible bipolar and slightly possible ASD) could just add up to cause similar issues and seem like ADHD. At the same time, I've thought maybe I do have ADHD and these other things actually cover it up in some ways, and I'm trying to figure out if that could be it.

The thing is, the past few years my depression has stayed on the severe side pretty consistently and I've also been on lamictal, which I know has changed some things. So while I was testing and thinking about ADHD it's hard to judge how I'd really be without those things affecting me as much, and I've tried to judge by how I was a few years ago when it was a bit better and when I was younger too, but don't have a great memory. I think I did have a lot worse rejection sensitivity, emotional issues, racing thoughts more often, and that sort of stuff, a lot worse when I was younger. Again, though, I keep questioning whether it was from ADHD. I also have vague memories of spells of lessened depression throughout the years where looking back it seems I may've had slightly increased ADHD symptoms (more motivation and what I think was hyperfocus, internalized tension/restlessness to name a few). I worry maybe a past doctor I saw was right about me possibly being bipolar and maybe these were very mild hypomanias and I'm full of shit, but at the same time depression is my norm and I can see how it could be that those breaks in depression gave me energy and let the ADHD shine through.

For the past couple of years especially, my brain is a fuzzy mess. A lot of the time I'm sluggish/on autopilot/numb/basically a lot of polar opposites to the hyperactive side of things. I feel like I've somehow lost sight of WHY or HOW my brain is dysfunctional, and have just accepted it as a generally dysfunctional lost cause, which makes it harder to put my finger on specific issues much beyond ""idk, feel like shit and can't function, doc"".



I'm trying to figure out whether severe depression (and to some extent anxiety) could almost hide or keep me from showing or being aware of symptoms at times in some ways, to see if maybe that could explain some things and clear up my doubts. I'm not asking to be diagnosed of course, just thinking and curious about some things and wondering if anyone who definitely has ADHD can relate to any of this. For the sake of hopefully making this easier to read, I'll list some things I'm confused or wondering about:

-**Has anyone ever found that depression lessens or covers your ADHD symptoms in ways?** What I mean is, kind of like the depression just gives you such low energy that the ADHD doesn't have much to ""run"" on or a chance to show itself, including inattentive symptoms. Like your brain is too bogged down and doesn't have enough energy to have so many thoughts/take too much in and any sensory issues lessen, hyper-focus lessens because of tiredness and a lack of interest even in things that would normally make you hyper-focus, that type of thing.

-**Can keeping a very non-busy life just make symptoms not apparent?** As far as forgetting and misplacing things, I have a specific semi-structured routine I follow every morning or any time I'm going anywhere (though I am still late a LOT); I'd say I lose things a moderate amount, but I have really specific places for a lot of things and have lived in the same house for a long time so that probably helps; and I'm a little tense about making sure I've got everything when going anywhere, have made it a habit to never go out of the door anymore without thinking, ""phone, keys, wallet,"" and stopping to think. I don't know whether maybe these are coping mechanisms I've developed because of the ADHD without being totally aware and they make it less noticeable, or if they're just anxiety things.


All of the articles on the effects of ADHD in women talk about ""struggling to juggle work, family, kids, friends, and 287 hobbies,"" but I don't know what it looks like in a chronically depressed person who's barely done shit for a while. I rarely have my shit together enough to even be juggling those things, and for some weird reason that makes me doubt that I have ADHD, which makes no sense.
As incredibly lame as this might sound, I feel like I have such a lack of experiences/life/functioning the past few years that it gives me trouble answering the diagnostic questions or really analyzing whether the typical things are affected by ADHD for me. *Do I start projects but never finish them?* Um yes, the few times I get the motivation to start something or get involved in anything at all. *Do I get really into something/hyperfocus?* I THINK so, but maybe it's actually just, ""I'm typically so depressed and unmotivated that actually having interest in a few things or good focus is such a contrast it seems like hyperfocus"". *Do I blurt out impulsive/inappropriate things? Do I lose friends because of blurting out rude things or forgetting plans?* Smothered by anxiety and extremely inhibited around people, but I feel like I have the impulse/would a lot more if my anxiety didn't absolutely stop me, and sometimes I do around people I'm comfortable with. And I'm such an inhibited people pleaser that I'm ridiculously aware and cautious about ever saying anything rude or conflictive, regardless of if I want to. I can be a tiny bit flaky but I don't make plans that often, and a lot of the time my life is so not busy that this all often wouldn't even get a chance to show. I've tended to do worse during busier spells of life and can't hold things together, but again not sure if it's ADHD or just that my anxiety worsens and I have to keep things simple.


-I don't think I do impulsive or risky things all that often. The thing is, I have smothering anxiety and fear that holds me back from even considering a lot of things and absolutely forces me to think about things, even where someone with less anxiety would act on an impulse. Too scared to ever do hard drugs (not that most really appeal to me), anxiety and shyness so severe that it's rarely worth pushing through it for impulsive sex, ect. The only ""impulsive"" type of things I can think of that I regularly do are like: deciding to skip appointments/obligations that I really shouldn't when I'm depressed or don't want to, for the instant gratification of the relief of not going; knowing I've got to be up early but suddenly deciding to stay up half the night for no good reason time after time; somewhat impulsive eating sometimes, little things. Also, a lot of the time I have literally just lacked the money to do much impulsive spending, though I do have a decent amount of debt that wasn't exactly responsible or necessary. **Is it possible to just be so held back by anxiety or circumstances that your impulsiveness is held back or acted out in tiny ""boring"" (ha) ways?**


Sorry this is so long. If it's too ridiculous I can try to edit some of it out tomorrow. 
Read the first paragraph and the dashed paragraphs or bolded if you'd like to avoid some babbling.

**TL;DR: Can depression and anxiety actually lessen or cover ADHD symptoms, rather than just existing co-morbidly? How do any co-morbid disorders you have affect your ADHD symptoms?**
If some people say having ADHD is like being a constantly running motor, can depression make your ADHD run out of gas?",7.407125186523206,7.519524584112147,7.628303306369277,71.76086931595069,63.50600801068092,11.268370376187859,34.11218094714522,10.917782785260403,3.7953790842692214,6369,247,1125,158,85,2075,503,1498,0.173,0.736,0.091,-0.9991,2,1,3,0,0,0,200.0,0,9,3,12,86,79,10,10,75,3,121,29,8,28,17,301,213,135,0,30,74,0,7,15,2,5,19,5,1,3,102,65,1,14,44,6,4,13,31,44,2,2,31,19,89,35,163,158,63,130,0,20,7,1,36,54,4,83,70,795,191,12,0.0,0.0,0.08438906113423576,0.0,0.5456247760123177,0.0,0.019164156967834044,0.0,0.021648551771479944,0.0,0.023857375332897432,0.05186670915761734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058807313988237825,0.0,0.21500263017669136,0.0,0.021440482565359447,0.030233358666649213,0.0,0.03558159442257849,0.03849142461009751,0.02021107643594652,0.0,0.0,0.06649546216402633,0.0,0.03953667472464829,0.0,0.01839638584001856,0.0,0.0,0.019120466037515216,0.047205234148133234,0.0,0.0,0.07240268466783224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441784145641657,0.04574059088573428,0.0,0.0,0.02336272432809986,0.0,0.08630604297180311,0.023921284269057003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420681214304953,0.04388615880353432,0.0,0.0,0.02477752868625806,0.022128214158467788,0.0,0.02212399449150491,0.0,0.0,0.025071461467513545,0.022121885700316923,0.0,0.024318741649985376,0.0,0.04467692019266418,0.0,0.07139653976269776,0.05866753664399246,0.01821514701386756,0.0,0.01942998410476153,0.0,0.02038070087321512,0.02432766202902417,0.04372536104119607,0.061779174066626585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018389319430195908,0.0,0.023704387132008783,0.033405951346835806,0.0,0.045180654508558016,0.041478301069801514,0.049146862407168965,0.036266395311652384,0.03458177163809299,0.023835294813140787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873319556182173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014490924743164256,0.0,0.0,0.021472789164393654,0.0,0.024945706993508274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902595030200633,0.0,0.11529707404893325,0.0,0.02251311763774368,0.04752548839025191,0.0,0.02438745092637057,0.0,0.0,0.022107143575505372,0.07635156331516277,0.15843107198731007,0.043336327735242215,0.01909019012113929,0.03826470442359505,0.036309443045524935,0.048372812114463835,0.047199921271571285,0.18379909664528374,0.0,0.0204566531040205,0.14431014445272164,0.021918521962715244,0.13031662935954752,0.02354969657132911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02293460332886544,0.02182927530013061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946316601317806,0.0,0.033348190284776306,0.0,0.0,0.0202881976520192,0.02118227067993156,0.0,0.024613654630564145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01644241062866612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255206552515028,0.07494031459147639,0.018877091536206758,0.022587510435298285,0.0,0.0,0.09748980513614557,0.020705261361411768,0.02199454523406978,0.023309203526142217,0.0,0.0,0.021733313301108864,0.07265550926630854,0.0,0.06487528881395357,0.0,0.08309905469749239,0.0444563707179433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018462717784548256,0.0,0.05157747597078592,0.021644636550089583,0.0,0.03445547969303645,0.059044048232786514,0.0,0.073270782228717,0.08876738053225687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018317916806160375,0.016643551634831975,0.042763973790588064,0.04840195135062758,0.030604426896636963,0.046086478973494174,0.01726515761969975,0.03614931506302222,0.0,0.04520225949575798,0.02474886407760452,0.0,0.0,0.0815035332392585,0.17976539395039728,0.0,0.017376730848646767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165231217205357,0.13852739759429442,0.08496319691211053,0.03432653253825755,0.13866991689356198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871219508468176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567628386517616,0.02550318261208673,0.06864140408039393,0.0,0.0,0.0194382983379804,0.0,0.019508006672650367,0.0,0.0,0.06252054438934743,0.046890299701763234,0.015739068423732443,0.02195539352937844,0.06609557535102525,0.04607307578183088,0.0,0.0,0.06961042739023209
adhd,djinx_o,2018/02/04,"why do i talk to my self? I know that many people probably talk to them self out loud, but I also heard talking to your self can be a sign of over thinking which as an ADHD person I can strongly relate to very strongly. So is there anything to it?",2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384577,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.15384615384616,5.9692307692307685,24.538461538461537,5.985473137389443,0.5889846153846157,192,6,41,1,4,64,40,52,0.0,0.888,0.112,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,9,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452609635503663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320034823212753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793802888397566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215541309389124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690210397838488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148133517537365,0.17819221398585147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002958319100907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386906319759043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920882227780118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076433743874213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838494416711666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414780120035645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Larcombe81,2018/02/04,"Opinions on finding purpose Hello everyone,
Thanks to everyone on this sub who lends an ear.

Just wanted to hear the feelings around finding purpose..
I recently overcame (mostly) all my fucked my emotional issues. Self loathing/shame etc- sounds like fun, but.../
It was my main thing that kept me moving- I'm kind of now at a point where I have nothing to build a life around. Generally speaking I think the world is a fair bit fucked and I should should try to contribute to making it better- but the only way I feel I could add anything would be to challenge many of our societal norms/beliefs. I worry/expect that this would just affirm me as an outcast. So currently just accepting the world for a bit of a shit place and don't see any reason to try and fight it. 
Anyone out there find something which matters to them (beyond building wealth/status?). 
Sorry if I sound self-righteous- not my intent. Just trying to be honest.
Thanks for reading. ",3.5507344632768394,6.237820937853107,3.7783333333333333,85.48806497175144,76.90960451977399,5.967231638418079,26.78248587570621,7.1686216300943375,1.5311672316384173,754,30,131,9,18,233,122,177,0.083,0.7759999999999999,0.14,0.7427,1,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,1,0,1,2,11,13,4,0,11,0,11,5,2,3,1,37,24,8,0,7,8,0,2,1,0,4,1,5,0,2,10,7,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,8,16,9,22,15,6,17,0,0,1,2,9,12,3,3,4,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607836568455632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850729362339865,0.0,0.10416410098100654,0.2253650914218052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194923597194502,0.2763839482987329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106338989330216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238484261698342,0.0,0.0,0.14116954502452084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419041752797056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800474506100162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34707396869161755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404132122831897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266423815643506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321160580301508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181301721134467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894068079891513,0.06184032484144227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449276488755851,0.12833169351342572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453392179425558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145639485800812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962693745960268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322485827897,0.0,0.1196584930793218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266137028586987,0.0,0.0,0.13014475500216585,0.12498193489547232,0.0,0.0,0.1080981575391778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086743228732424,0.0,0.26409994181335394,0.0,0.12993198505621356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974470436925182,0.0,0.1416953295652561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307469968581285,0.0,0.0,0.08409376119370505,0.08110699964862597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578174102452501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465983838140615,0.1004728745597074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983681717567498,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,inkkyfingers,2018/02/04,"Can medication for adhd allow other preexisting issues such as depression rear its head Sorry if it's a dumb question

Without elobarting to much, I started seeing a therapist for issues pertaining to family (extremely toxic environment). My therapist suggested I should get tested for ADHD (I raised some concerns, and she noted my behaviour in sessions etc) she stated that sure there is a possiblity it's not ADHD but it's some form of anxiety and I need to consider medication or nothing will change. 

Anyway, I was diagnosed by a psychitriast who specialise in adult ADHD. I'm medicated for that and ritalin is working great in terms of calming down hyperactivity, not being so extreme with emotions throughout the day etc. I also don't drink coffee, drink as much, do as many party drugs etc! My work performance has improved and overall it's just nice to be able to sit down and relax a little, which was completely impossible before!

But now, I just feel low a lot. Her theory is that now it's processing parts of my past, whereas before medication the ADHD, whilst still an issue on its on, acted as a protector or shield in a sense (not sure if I agree, but just relaying info). She said it's common for people trying out meds to slip into a depressive state and if I don't improve she will talk to the treating psychitriast about putting me on anti depressants. I don't want to consider this until I feel like I have too. 

I feel depressed at times when I'm on the medication, not just coming down, but I am trying to work out if ritalin is making me this way, or the ritalin is doing exactly what it needs to and now I just have to work through the other issues (childhood trauma, mother emotionally abusive etc) ",6.378498964803313,7.414170990683233,7.796832298136648,66.47353002070396,65.80124223602485,10.853830227743273,33.34575569358178,10.813802987103665,4.0438575569358175,1377,58,223,38,21,475,179,322,0.115,0.7759999999999999,0.109,0.2714,0,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,5,17,15,1,0,16,0,22,13,1,2,3,50,36,26,0,8,21,1,3,1,0,3,10,1,0,1,19,12,2,0,5,3,0,3,8,7,0,0,3,5,26,8,44,28,12,38,0,5,1,0,12,17,1,11,15,176,45,6,0.0744842688981476,0.08825167888652115,0.0,0.0,0.4475780836423148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956504292742349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698026183467366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676125361339455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879448023263518,0.0641616023678592,0.0780953388171893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803619150948133,0.0,0.2566127666364246,0.0755999650500768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459324541257165,0.08637810473154132,0.0,0.0,0.16756955440380716,0.0,0.0,0.3322785953948941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021713978700032,0.0,0.1129844530703219,0.05321157658349729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891495627445418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211916941277632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764423486015968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109689004363059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638925143788845,0.07465280515548646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332386183454318,0.0,0.0,0.049718827869340336,0.07551535789444233,0.0,0.0,0.08273523146938809,0.3751753238618232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950901581992016,0.11045828320246437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146966485961365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065920477767716,0.07110366273398258,0.051638013609895714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396982171560942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487726293575181,0.08343942769166214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085159644808964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935431880102045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337904091456448,0.052720348894536966,0.0,0.059483233357313176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040108390277922,0.0,0.0,0.05986763392637093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729639541305463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434323761811334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011398586120454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439327516169907,0.0591221456940094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180017724048025,0.0,0.21690173944485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MobilityFotog,2018/02/04,Neurofeedback... Diy? Has anyone tried neurofeedback for adhd? Or tried it themselves? I've read great things about being able to reduce medication dosages over time after using it. ,5.344827586206896,8.902702793103451,4.982344827586207,69.67213793103451,90.0344827586207,6.457931034482759,23.04137931034483,7.554174236665415,2.1902772413793103,147,5,19,3,5,45,26,29,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.6848,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,11,3,1,0.3238420473924052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891952089182717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264378892394182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35703700051298537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32623679283651563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32392968364960945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514626652048188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883490210327045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43973498525831306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27969555201588586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,obsurvedunruly,2018/02/04,"Any ADHD PhD's out there? I am interviewing for a clinical psychology program and could use some tips.... I would really appreciate any help. I am kind of freaking out, I am researching as much as possible but one thing I am battling is, should I tell them that I have ADHD? I mean the research is about ADHD, but I don't know if they would see it as an asset. Anyway, if any of you are PhD's or familiar with PhD programs, can you tell me how you did it? ",2.871626139817632,3.951501755319154,5.0875683890577506,82.50500000000002,74.0,8.77568389057751,26.19452887537993,9.23628265651192,2.028980547112462,351,12,76,8,7,123,64,94,0.053,0.8590000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.4717,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,2,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,15,1,0,2,0,18,19,10,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,15,1,10,14,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,4,0,59,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6539292365240323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700218062894903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481245386364636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157123062035365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888732061501028,0.09967845758362937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975695577511668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333082674062735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229037786916243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447203669542485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619288764079527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453166868708667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170579014708257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049688740839455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566489811092236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576859020633681,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TryinBLegendary,2018/02/04,"Driving a car is like time traveling for me. I love music, I always have. I even write my own music and consider my car my ""studio"".  If I'm with my wife or a friend (yeah right) music will be on. However, pretty much ANY time im alone is time spent in silence. I run to my car I get in and before you know it I'm at my destination. I get so caught up in thought I don't ever listen to music anymore. I'm not sure if this even makes sense but it's something I often think about, maybe on a drive home. ",-0.07345454545454544,1.6595869272727268,2.6845454545454537,93.6268181818182,84.27272727272728,5.454545454545455,18.18181818181818,6.574015621080383,-0.14336363636363636,382,9,91,4,11,134,73,110,0.03,0.883,0.087,0.6777,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,1,2,16,19,7,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,1,8,2,0,0,0,3,1,16,4,12,14,2,20,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,4,5,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257029795025388,0.0,0.0,0.1813297739704272,0.0,0.0,0.14819542388810664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612151187687426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854368113541794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878727765432256,0.1971242434949832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683671225392128,0.0,0.22771202397637305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859499607977265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353947297534418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976503294966627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646639350519152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668442852679796,0.0,0.1454655999612733,0.0,0.21893340377661336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601988157210414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170650098666608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861054418336376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776812421807566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539027950139235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963655208404058,0.0,0.17300688282186913,0.3812187613635377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ayedeedee,2018/02/04,"Why does being awake for over 24hrs reduce my ADHD symptoms? TL;DR: Does anyone else focus better when they've been up for +24hrs?

When I'm up for prolonged periods I feel like my inner voice almost disappears. It's like my brain is so tired that it shuts down my inner voice and redirects the energy to what I'm doing.

I hyperfocus more when I've been awake for 24-35 hours because my inner voice isn't there to disturb my focus. I only stay up this long around once a week because it messes up my sleep schedule.

Is this common in people with ADHD? Explanations as to why this happens are greatly appreciated.",4.575228758169935,6.1726537310924385,5.630532212885154,78.2446965452848,70.51260504201679,7.3056956115779625,24.986928104575163,7.793537801064563,1.4740748832866482,490,14,86,6,9,162,78,119,0.048,0.818,0.134,0.8605,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,8,4,2,0,0,5,12,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,10,4,17,9,1,23,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,1,11,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216809169497239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567421130994246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266920889394732,0.17975532232388536,0.0,0.1561755892946904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138888003036614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515923773913487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958450409679048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070511490529068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655459939594495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870591432903832,0.12533179810476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934192486332872,0.0,0.0,0.15513782775954085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276951349947964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714187252933686,0.0,0.0,0.15525569196455274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868340387219617,0.0,0.13342728648622534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162550918089972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755630965163635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699185818949032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234559138420747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016383322786532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072449667417838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166081244253751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tumesouris,2018/02/04,Cold Extremities Hi! Does anyone experience this on stimulants and how do you deal with it? ,4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,5.967500000000001,66.5275,80.25,10.7,26.75,10.125756701596842,4.0701,74,3,12,3,2,25,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864082253910214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697320742553795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836058318122157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405732571558078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tamaleringwald,2018/02/04,"I mistook my boyfriend's ADHD for laziness, and he dumped me over it. Am I the worst person alive? Been with my boyfriend for about a year, he's 31 and I'm 32. We're trying to start the process of moving in together (more about that in a minute), we've talked about marriage, we're very much in love...mind you, I could tell we had fundamental differences from our first date, but there was so much good stuff there that I let it slide.

He told me that ADHD was something he struggled with as a child and a teenager, and Ritalin had made a huge difference. But he wasn't currently on medication- as a matter of fact, he hadn't been treated for it since his early 20's. I didn't put two and two together. I guess I thought ADHD was something that went away in adulthood. He held a good job, he didn't seem ""hyper""-- in short, I didn't do my research. 

At the same time, I started to realize that the dude couldn't follow through with anything. At all. Not once. Whether it was little things like housework (his apartment was literally disgusting)...or big things, like personal hygiene, getting the ball rolling on us getting a place together, or finally filing the paperwork to divorce his wife who he's been estranged from for THREE YEARS. Every day was another broken promise, another ""this time I swear I'll try harder because you're worth it"", another task left untouched. 

What made this especially hard is that I'm literally the opposite-- I'm ultra motivated, ambitious, neat and tidy. But I've also been on Wellbutrin for several years, and a few months back my psych added a very small dose of Adderall because I went back to school full time in addition to already working full time-- which may be ethical or it may not be, but it gives me the kick in the pants I need to make it through my 14 hour days. You'd think my own experiences would have helped me to see what was really going on, but it didn't.

Over time I became more irritable and passive aggressive. My resentment seeped into all of our interactions. I started to feel like his mother. I nagged him constantly. Nothing changed. I wanted to leave him, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I begged him to see a doctor, thinking maybe he was depressed. He said he thought he thought the ADHD was the issue, and he was going to do something about it. Time passed, and he didn't make the call. We fought almost every day. 

Two nights ago he sent me a link to some info about ""executive functioning disorder"". I gave it a quick glance, and thought he was trying to excuse his laziness by calling it a disorder. I started picturing a future together where nothing ever got done, and he would just shrug his shoulders and say ""it's not my fault, it's my disease!"" If I'd read further I would have seen that it's not a disease of it's own so much as it's a symptom of ADHD, but I didn't, and I blew my top. All of the frustration and resentment I'd been holding in for the last year came rushing out. We had just had an argument the night before over why he hadn't divorced his ex yet, so my emotions were still running high. 

I told him I thought ""executive functioning disorder"" was bullshit, a convenient excuse. He said I was unsympathetic and he broke up with me right then and there. 

Well, after talking it over with friends I started to realize I was in the wrong, and I've spent the last two days reading anything I could find about ADHD and executive functioning. It felt like I was reading a description of him. I realized I'd fucked up, and I felt horrible, and I told him so-- he seemed to understand and was somewhat forgiving, though I don't know what our relationship status is at this point. 

I just want him to get help. In his current state, I can't tolerate his behavior anymore. It's not healthy for him and it's not fair to me. But now I understand that he's not lazy, he's not an asshole or a liar, he has a genuine disorder.

If you were in his position, how would you feel? I love him but I just couldn't deal with his excuses anymore and I snapped. ADHD is often mistaken for apathy and I know if he just takes that first step and gets medical care, things would work out between us. But how do I get him to actually fucking DO IT? And if you were him, could you even forgive me and want to take me back? I feel so awful. 

TL;DR I didn't realize my boyfriend's inability to complete tasks was a symptom of ADHD, and after a year of constant fighting about it he broke up with me. I just want him to get help so we can try again, but do I deserve it?

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adhd,TheJMan04,2018/02/04,"Rock and a hard place Have been seen by a psychiatrist and diagnosed with generalised anxiety, and ADHD PI.  This was around 3 years ago.  Tried certain meds (concerta) and (lexapro) and with little change.  See a Dr from time to time for weight loss, and get prescribed phentermine.  Makes me a diff person.  Kick ass at work, at home, focus, etc.  Can't be on those for long, costly, etc. Unfortunately I am also military.  Certain installations frown upon ADHD meds, and require a medical evaluation on whether they want to keep you.  Now, head over to Air Force Reddit, you'll see many individuals take and have taken many meds for many years with no issue. It depends in the Highest Medical authority at your base.  Mine just so happens to hate ADHD meds and pushes to get those members out. My current psychiatrist knows this and recommends I try other realms, like behavioral therapy, which I am in.  At what point do I say my overall life, happiness, family is worth the gamble of possible career? ",5.244878957169462,7.571450396648045,5.939977653631287,73.73048789571695,70.1731843575419,9.466070763500932,29.81042830540037,9.888512548439397,3.2976276350093086,787,32,132,21,15,256,128,179,0.101,0.809,0.09,-0.4877,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,3,6,6,1,0,7,0,11,8,2,2,2,25,24,13,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,1,1,8,15,1,2,1,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,4,6,12,4,26,18,2,25,0,1,3,1,6,16,1,1,9,81,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907174752643636,0.0,0.0960630812357232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866631024365021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290242104339292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647188904277744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146406310854509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999282789594696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417214236314019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216118177860628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323725044685035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583084894090273,0.11536141767716697,0.09707784480213864,0.1069925101836441,0.11121843889911796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087035101847842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310967116197004,0.0,0.09632384916273608,0.0,0.0,0.059557079130366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654462903356092,0.05294389578115208,0.10861477441131097,0.0,0.09590365534143798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233752652396243,0.32960919064773303,0.0,0.0,0.4814966287307561,0.21834187251808929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462412465001656,0.1132231307383223,0.0,0.10244426760636606,0.1221704023579968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617982818013402,0.0,0.0,0.1727130262146908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148042655263768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393004273490092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638233034205826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715164291896474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391917753403954,0.0,0.0,0.13196493593791284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889433441300481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957289438747586
adhd,progblanket,2018/02/04,"Found this article about Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria in people with ADHD and it really hit close to home https://www.additudemag.com/rejection-sensitive-dysphoria-how-to-treat-it-alongside-adhd/

This article really hit me, it explained so much. Ca anybody else relate?",16.800625000000004,23.3075753125,11.61225,23.207750000000004,61.5,12.56,31.4,10.355215969177356,6.333517500000001,238,8,19,8,5,67,27,32,0.101,0.899,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7135742441200059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248001707648393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255090845829326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977907184500082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823793446305592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058163585093395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803725877640319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tattered,2018/02/04,"2x Speed is your friend I was having trouble paying attention to youtube videos I was watching for class so I increased the speed until I was using literally all of my effort to understand what the instructor was describing. 

Suddenly I wasn't constantly skipping around in the video or fighting myself from tabbing away while the instructor was talking. You don't need 2x speed but increase it just enough so that you're barely able to keep up and you'll get locked in. ",8.058965517241376,8.451223402298849,7.336229885057473,73.45675862068967,62.103448275862064,10.63816091954023,36.94022988505747,10.355215969177356,3.9424409195402284,384,17,64,8,5,119,64,87,0.043,0.8740000000000001,0.083,0.514,0,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,11,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,6,1,10,1,12,8,4,14,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,7,47,13,2,0.3228144624919043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28737331225824564,0.0,0.0,0.30329481391343704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348847752014931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335536334993209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940565294534806,0.0,0.1686572329764293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693232669140417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393628335705452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594660369564849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33606124011755295,0.0,0.27880804859159913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,newday999b,2018/02/04,"Is there a sub for mature people living with ADHD I'm middle aged, diagnosed maybe 20 years ago, Doing OK, but man it's a struggle. So much discussion in here is about people starting out, and kind of finding their limits. It's great.

I think a sub for people who are older, have been through the ADHD hoops would be really great, and I thought something would exist. Does it? If not should we start one?",2.407120253164557,4.796848240506332,3.347325949367093,88.65238132911396,79.25316455696202,5.468987341772152,20.00158227848101,6.6274283507984215,0.3407835443037972,317,8,60,3,8,101,63,79,0.035,0.7809999999999999,0.184,0.9271,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,4,1,10,1,0,0,0,15,15,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,4,8,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400924564976509,0.0,0.16230386433761887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583893819862274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022884724616493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734674421536852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403728738216068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066666992063255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167742900463886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394489052321605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459688248314522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240708233923399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808078593790025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729620842739427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095651330606007,0.0,0.0,0.2591930737939337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141205650911886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732074614043858,0.0,0.14535804756821222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601327834339297,0.0,0.0,0.11790804450820375
adhd,HairLikeGold,2018/02/04,"I feel like I’m watching an imposter use my body. One thing that has always been SO difficult in having ADD is the severe disconnect I have with what is happening at times, something I guess you could say is related to what I’ve come to call brain fog. There are times I feel like my brain is just shackled down and whatever hope of doing what I truly and deeply want to do is totally out of the question. It really does feel like I’m just observing some other force continue to take over again and again.
Does anyone else feel this way or perhaps something similar? How do you find your peace with it or maybe a way of preventing it besides your medication? The lack of control makes me feel utterly paralyzed at times.",7.9482857142857135,6.9112189714285766,7.8028571428571425,74.74214285714288,62.85714285714285,12.0,35.714285714285715,11.20814326018867,3.872857142857143,576,22,110,14,7,185,93,140,0.064,0.809,0.126,0.8492,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,14,4,3,4,1,31,29,7,0,4,4,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,12,4,16,27,3,15,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,6,9,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183915656791594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948817984610857,0.14578662401837922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804528756918254,0.0,0.31767167708122057,0.14528772448565128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256494261310913,0.0,0.0,0.15958344229004878,0.11360208066405166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902712110371455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885990358496218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597149617965911,0.3049428438328611,0.0,0.0,0.13004486599721946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674170776720653,0.0,0.12582114328640925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131997266591048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085381139009548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497557822292386,0.0,0.14294325683551606,0.0,0.0,0.14333601513048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641522264369072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939048105541356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115068105114386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314983254022536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607402569285578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907412624330505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069797516939392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452707110415168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489005806154027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288756742336325,0.0,0.0,0.08392270426634146,0.22587660303758456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tblhunter1,2018/02/04,"Loneliness How many of you feel lonely and isolated?

I'm 25. I'm a pretty sociable guy, and I'd like to thing I can chop it up with anyone...but actually feeling UNDERSTOOD by others...That's difficult. I get these really intense feelings of being misunderstood sometimes and it really sucks. Do you experience this as well? How do you cope & how/when do you typically experience it?

Thanks ADHD fam.",2.832666666666668,5.736086666666669,5.596,69.78466666666668,82.33333333333334,9.733333333333334,27.0,9.725611199111238,3.724600000000001,320,14,53,12,9,114,56,75,0.181,0.615,0.204,0.2359,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,14,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,6,3,7,12,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.23019604788302545,0.0,0.2834957074089573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558831020835976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614942452062352,0.0,0.0,0.3578214463577548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324355750438745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335696430341769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524465736252255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391569269021012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399864304599197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022362332601366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333026964883013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717717342231446,0.0,0.0,0.1567158115670129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209476180125256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,superturtle26,2018/02/04,"Bored of a relationship in less than a week Even with ADHD that's not normal right? I enjoy the attention when I'm with him, but as soon as I'm by myself I have a hard time caring.",0.17275000000000065,1.966942775000004,3.0599999999999987,90.935,83.75,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.28474999999999984,141,2,33,2,4,50,32,40,0.133,0.7509999999999999,0.115,0.3261,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374406562198117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711081698457642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404094396560832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260601239239664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35662917570876723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907849402725277,0.0,0.3108422097110279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122432691883543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919677590185794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Interstellar-Voyager,2018/02/04,"Any advice on doing well in college classes you are not interested in? So I am currently a student enrolled in Community College. I have to take some high level Math courses in order to complete my two year degree. I have absolutely no interest in Math and having trouble completing assignments.

Every time I try to read the textbook or do practice, I get bored in a matter of minutes and usually start doing something else. I can never sit down and study for such a long time unless I am interested in something.

I also never pay attention in class. I will loose focus within ten to twenty minutes of a lecture and will not learn anything. I loose my concentration quickly and start thinking of things which interest me.

So I am struggling in this particular class and have several more I need to take. Is there anything I can do to do well? I had this whole Saturday and could not accomplish anything due to my ADHD. Doing questions is such a strain on my brain and actually makes me irritated. So does anyone have any advice for me?",5.209965457685666,7.125141222797929,6.486031088082902,71.47792400690851,69.41450777202073,8.877236614853194,33.592055267702925,9.3871,3.5156330915371328,828,40,133,18,15,279,111,193,0.135,0.7979999999999999,0.067,-0.9082,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,2,6,0,23,1,1,1,2,24,31,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,1,0,6,4,2,2,1,0,22,6,26,27,3,30,0,0,0,0,2,15,0,3,13,111,26,15,0.0,0.0,0.1376133917833653,0.0,0.16947643633046022,0.2756026472398977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277217958328367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179438260885295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860318328468104,0.0,0.3481378150963671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742291520481966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29570973647883536,0.0,0.0,0.1125915339748448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234059508527961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780258596062718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881389027062098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367617350340096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899343901699144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479664284788687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941307234846334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456318620425728,0.2175238123635607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797262390015632,0.0,0.1410563314979488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931039284937978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712535354766452,0.0,0.0,0.19962677305453136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742280958875414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205622779196426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368620605849104,0.09035874925803578,0.0,0.0,0.1644576579050028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574208073956024,0.0,0.1377542613274035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553115913342432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535845408239744,0.0,0.0,0.1574417507317296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081107800378907
adhd,Agronac,2018/02/04,"The career fair for my university is in 3 days and I lack professionalism. Where does one even start? #####TL;DR: The career fair is coming up fast. I think I look like the most unprofessional and underqualified person ever - despite what skills I actually have.

 

  I'm a senior in Software Engineering at my university and I figure that I must kinda know what I'm doing to have made it this far. However, I feel like I have nothing to show for it.

 

* I don't have any self-started projects because I never come up with ideas and when I do, I quit early.

* My resume looks god awful, and I don't feel like I have enough to fill it.

 * I'm afraid to put certain coding languages because I don't know what qualifies as ""knowing"" one.

 * I haven't done much extracurriculars, if any. I struggle to balance work, life, and classes as it is. 

 * Can't help feeling like I'm not pushing myself enough, but just earlier I pushed myself right in a mental hospital due to the anxiety and following depression.

* I can't seem to carry myself professionally. 
 * I can't even take myself seriously, so my confidence and work ethic suffer.
 * I feel ridiculous when I ""dress the part"" and I know it shows.

 

I'm tired of being like this. I want to have more confidence and become tenfold more professional than I am now. Where do I even start? I'm sure at least one of you guys has been here and gotten out.

 

Thank you.",2.494835164835166,5.134925937728942,4.42713186813187,79.53036813186814,80.83150183150181,7.303003663003661,24.48461538461539,8.344100000000001,1.94641010989011,1123,42,206,25,30,381,146,273,0.116,0.7559999999999999,0.128,0.2725,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,2,0,4,14,14,1,2,7,1,25,2,0,1,5,41,53,18,0,4,4,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,11,15,0,0,12,2,0,7,9,6,0,3,4,6,36,8,24,47,9,31,0,2,2,0,5,12,0,4,17,142,47,11,0.0,0.0,0.09623382180765616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342454861173347,0.0,0.13412289458532828,0.0,0.07544005393228784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022933649396138,0.10891230150362063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989584067049154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359838936317047,0.0,0.08493678482443015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629847815296639,0.10091718120586156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379090460061944,0.0,0.19540244082424466,0.08920273459473553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945042859147574,0.2113513036634552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764415859498476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609942335268303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132410849949384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678446564510426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696545513368818,0.2408910561867033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562319452376173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331171045791836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993805263923646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724932265448044,0.0,0.07605781503761806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946235625798905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047182687699208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679022108074282,0.0,0.0,0.0861066417246893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991351140253595,0.0,0.10488898111182082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421650244630853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977521241208188,0.10287674601545957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940019416579844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309360306068063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294328422453793,0.0,0.07414605865779711,0.0,0.0,0.090791260753676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318838350085358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334320856067935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816556548995658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358550131976816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DuckIsPurple,2018/02/04,"Extreme impatience and unwillingness to listen I am pretty sure my mother is an adult adhd even though she of course believes there is nothing wrong with her (well, sometimes she actually says there IS something wrong with her, but I can’t tell if she’s being honest) because, well, she is inattentive and hyperative to an insane degree. I am not going to describe her situation in detail right now. Just one specific question:

my mother is insanely IMPATIENT. She cannot wait for a single fucking second for anything. As soon as I begin talking to her, she usually doesn’t care about listening and makes it obvious, she distracts incredibly easy, has zero attention span and weird ideas on what is to be prioritized, and she just doesn’t stop to listen, ever. She continues exactly like nobody is trying to talk to her. Of course she doesn’t do it as much in public, but with me, whom she’s familiar with, she does. In public, she manifests her impatience in other ways. She can’t stand still at all, she wabbles her legs back and forth if she has to (is in a kew or something).

It is impossible to have a normal and sane conversation with her like I do with anyone else, except in very few and superficial occasions. ‘Real’ conversation is the greatest problem. She runs away from reality and is in a race against time itself, for most of the time. She keeps herself occupied and runs back and forth with little organization, prioritization, and sense. She doesn’t care about wasting her own time, as long as she is RUSHING. 

Does sound like adhd, right? But I am afraid she is other things as well. She’s just impossible. When I am in the same room with her, even if she is ‘still’ because she is reading a book (but swinging, and she has this ‘restless leg’ and hand kind of thing, she just cannot stay still...) I feel restless and if she is moving around (like, cooking) my head spins. She is not a normally relaxed person who takes things easy and it shows in all of her body language. She has a hard time walking at normal pace. With no reason at all, she rushes her step.

My question is if specifically, the lack of willingness to listen and incredibly short attention span and impatience which renders conversation virtually impossible...is in your opinion a trait of adhd. Thanks

Sometimes I suspect borderline or narcissism...she doesn’t consider my needs and priorities at all, she only cares about her own race against time. Everything in the way she knocks out or flees. 

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adhd,Weltanschauung_Zyxt,2018/02/04,"Whoever recommended mytomatoes.com...thank you! I can't find the comment now, but someone on this subreddit recommended mytomatoes.com, which is a website that uses the pomodoro technique (25 min on/5 min break). I've been using at work for a week now, and I have gotten So. Much. Done! It's not perfect--I still find myself spinning off to check my phone or a website during the 25 minutes, but it's been easier for me to get back on task when I see the timer on my screen. It also has a log of your pomodoros, so when my boss asks, ""What have you been doing all day?"", I can actually tell him! Thanks again, kind Reddit stranger!",4.404701561065199,5.858049892561986,5.354159779614328,80.62194674012858,70.73553719008265,8.352984389348027,28.320477502295685,8.841846274778883,2.1742334251606983,491,18,95,9,9,161,87,121,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,1,10,2,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,3,1,11,18,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,13,2,10,13,2,17,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,1,11,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.2178719097690424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785428715637357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087202185877305,0.0,0.0,0.1716750149596592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398578679005275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284749642571125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081156027421912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166453963356323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249344731010074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641235629631808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791123782712276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916951860385176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829765197098418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951411902524598,0.4111000685451064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856540837958177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908764127925153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625376962073142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EGM_1,2018/02/04,"Tutoring with ADD/ADHD? So, I was nominated by one of my professors to become an English tutor at my college. Have any of you ever been a tutor with ADD/ADHD? I have ADD and I'm pretty nervous to be tutoring other college students, and I don't know if I'll even be good at it. Sometimes, I have trouble turning my thoughts into words and forget what I'm trying to say. I'm an English major and I know this would be great to put on my resume, but I'm scared my slow-processing speed will make me a bad tutor.",1.989865005192108,3.526442046728973,4.596199376947045,83.2855347871236,77.13084112149531,6.6247144340602295,25.907580477673932,7.3871296695380915,1.4209530633437173,397,15,79,5,9,141,67,107,0.134,0.8029999999999999,0.064,-0.8025,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,18,20,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,12,2,13,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,54,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260092107471761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488195261922857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272326812786,0.0,0.2416929213523433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454255430035162,0.1979544020204425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355362287288726,0.0,0.24127320499314295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053881004355665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607820603056168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829246656197873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226401839202344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999585893050166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403131267428407,0.2190982269064579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643955100168455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373547478088594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485788154847371,0.2380363930569963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554585156860986,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jackyjack1997,2018/02/04,Sometimes I forget that I took my medication I feel like a boss getting stuff done in sober mode but then I realise and it’s like oh ok :(,-1.4726436781609171,-0.02493406896551776,0.9432758620689654,96.90847701149427,113.82758620689656,3.3126436781609194,18.626436781609193,5.46131890053228,-0.31686666666666685,108,4,24,1,6,36,25,29,0.165,0.5920000000000001,0.243,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717246329969708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836670339067808,0.2595015201209562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897799493464602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549252501240251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659300216419799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35925751267254824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158273687815257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035773467455603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,itstimetoadult,2018/02/05,"How to triage a monster to do list I can’t be the only one who copes with forgetfulness and distractability with obsessive list making. 

I have running lists I have not made meaningful progress on in literally years. Keeping lists is so soothing to me, even though I’m not crossing much off. But now that I’m trying to treat my ADHD, I’d like to prioritize my lists in an actually useful way. 

Any suggestions?",4.876153846153844,6.648778666666665,5.96974358974359,75.4169230769231,70.02564102564102,9.302564102564103,30.948717948717945,9.725611199111238,3.0957794871794886,328,14,60,8,6,109,60,78,0.077,0.785,0.138,0.7093,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,4,0,13,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,11,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.30173251435376064,0.0,0.3715957480228765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102651513545929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422227401714665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748292695983308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105845887285413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29257049638319405,0.206391976150611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272960078702849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095204757345657,0.23515890966639585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037853329242036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992505436160835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26704768067132045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454268736205594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911328790146826
adhd,Quarterbale_,2018/02/05,Do video games help with concentration? Always found academic performance and overall concentration to be better with reading and playing video games. But smartphones and increased internet usage( youtube) has made my concentration problems exacerbate. what do you guys think?  Is playing video games associated with higher concentration? Reading?,10.528843537414966,15.375381918367346,8.305204081632652,50.064200680272144,66.55102040816327,10.613605442176867,44.90136054421769,10.125756701596842,6.9404666666666675,290,18,28,9,6,86,35,49,0.047,0.742,0.212,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,10,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888848450962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27517281558241896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411424667145917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30807166219684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854661984419096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440259567845123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977133013303525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224365678685848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936215966983264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LaDamaBee,2018/02/05,"I'm that ADHD mom Who is totally listening to the small talk in the therapy waiting rooms...looking for nuggets of info I haven't tried ... to Google when I get home. Fish oil, essential oils, theanine, probiotics, CBT, OT, Speech Therapy,diet,yeast...I could write a blog now!  #noshame ",3.6969230769230776,6.230557923076925,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,75.53846153846155,8.775384615384615,31.55384615384615,9.3871,3.3248415384615377,220,11,40,6,5,70,46,52,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288723684729535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849210125686124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644288087823527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35795633540113875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29966972537813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179462178420579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868278731158032,0.0,0.0,0.40809670145961097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228225361807404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sonofsancho54,2018/02/05,"uhm, sorry but i could use a little help (long read sorry) so i am kinda new to reddit and have a couple questions on adderall sorry but im very curious and feel that a lot of sources are biased to one side or another and just want some peoples opinions and thoughts but dont really know who to ask due to my situation as a teen (sorry but it might be a long post)

so i am a 17 yr athlete who is 270 pounds (i know lot right but a good amount is muscle so its not all bad) and i have been smoking pot occasionally however i dont like the loss of control that comes with excessive use so i am very limited when it comes to that and i have not been diagnosed with any type of adhd or anything like that

however today i stupidly without thinking decided that i should take the pill of 60mg of adderall with little knowledge on its affects or the fact that 60mg of adderall is a lot 

so after taking the pill i immediately began researching in depth as to what i had just taken before school before it kicked in and that somewhat consumed my first to periods however i found most to be one sided either trying to scare me away from it or invite me as this is the best thing ever to hit your system so i just studied the science behind after learning i wanted to find out first hand accounts of it from those on it with and without and gathered most people feel euphoric as well as begin to be very productive telling stories of how they would organize their garden and what not however i felt more of a calming sensation i began to feel like i was much more in control (the way i could describe it is in a pool) and became more attentive and my day was filled with self reflection (i know it sounds corny) i felt capable im normally a very disorginized and lazy person who is fairly self concious and i dont feel good often (good in the sense as to who i am, and my choices and what not) however this made me feel good not overly jitery or a sudden urge to clean everything but was more engaged in what i was doing and not zombieing my life i feel better but not overly crazy or anything 

i wanna call this sensation being normal but that might be the drugs talking cause i still feel this feeling but i dont know if this is just me being stupid and wanting to hook my self on something (not trying to say this is used for good) and feel like this or maybe this is something i should consider more and invest more of my time into 

sorry for the long post and if i kinda just went off rambling about my experience  just very curious about your opinions on what i did, my experience , your personal experience, your beliefs and your knowledge on the drug i would really appreciate any response to this i just really want to learn more about this but cant due to my circumstances ",6.541311672683513,5.989039328519857,7.139436823104695,76.76750661853194,65.46209386281589,9.985944645006015,32.90709987966305,9.3871,2.8402800962695545,2204,80,424,36,30,729,238,554,0.061,0.809,0.13,0.992,5,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,2,8,22,19,2,1,23,0,45,7,1,9,3,136,82,55,0,15,37,0,12,4,0,6,6,2,2,5,39,31,0,3,28,3,2,4,15,5,1,4,17,14,54,14,72,50,19,53,1,1,0,0,24,24,0,24,25,323,93,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306640003025372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826883393743823,0.06375114803171479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006180373020508,0.0,0.05683715967001626,0.0,0.057120955333730676,0.0,0.05076310882427721,0.0,0.0,0.10346785067624666,0.0,0.06380289332309035,0.053770168282898836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062080722010650916,0.0,0.0,0.0624554549347432,0.0,0.10474278067955108,0.0,0.0,0.13637842224295693,0.09708320802055154,0.06727092729678097,0.0,0.0392091538106516,0.0,0.0,0.061707861605624435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28501538564454554,0.0,0.14101086234628282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054994533290510336,0.0,0.0,0.05464058841438402,0.1784139349414716,0.0,0.0,0.276667945112106,0.08686704025475475,0.11674966109728575,0.0,0.055567524396619286,0.10342810666116102,0.0,0.06666097377701427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549689655962877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040751070632168665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313427823216052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365016853966244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294284877851467,0.11880973173329318,0.12186949996484756,0.0,0.16141078298890693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506277416258027,0.0,0.05752776515749671,0.0,0.0,0.061078942645145164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899240824727154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044692925375743334,0.0,0.0,0.05871829879331612,0.0,0.0,0.11913666297036013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239549013143384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842982240882811,0.10617151136400116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164537920320686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810675974570922,0.0,0.060813636203281486,0.0,0.11684469788725528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192046262298322,0.0,0.04834836063644984,0.06086858696001455,0.0615299956321435,0.0,0.0,0.1902741656722864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833858169321702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936092844676636,0.0,0.3402873476302233,0.0,0.0,0.048552709375418106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142383156170647,0.04886647323894406,0.053139418229931235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039094730454968,0.03895638038227037,0.0,0.04826617268452242,0.035451326687962234,0.0,0.05762862124552502,0.0,0.0,0.08255459369472526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752773894937785,0.0,0.250820218421345,0.14343901640376652,0.048257974483148135,0.0,0.0,0.05466396952436557,0.056359598318471885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721263091801815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637714977724606,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RailwayTemp,2018/02/05,"I believe that my parents will think that my ADHD is their fault. How did your parents react? I am 17 years old and I believe that I could have ADHD.



As long as I can remember I:

- am always late
- often lose my debit card 
- forget what people say to me 
- am overwhelmed with more than one task per day
- can't focus on my task or in school
- only do my homework and learn for tests when it's the day before the deadline
- can't talk to anyone who I don't know.


My Teachers described me as someone who is always in another World. They had to constantly rip me out of my World by asking questions which I could not answer because I wasn't paying attention. I tried organizing myself over and over, but nothing seems to help. I can't even do my favourite hobby for more than 20 Minutes because I get distracted and start doing something else.

 

I really want to go to a doctor and get help, but there are my parents.

They always support me in everything I do. They studied with me for hours and motivated me when I came home with the next bad grade.

I believe that, when I get diagnosed, my parents will think that it's all their fault.
I don't want them to think that it is their fault because I think that they have done everything right and I could not wish for better parents. I would rather continue my struggle then making them question their parenting, but I also want to improve my life.

 

TL;DR: I can't go to the doctor because I think that my parents will think that my ADHD is their fault. 


Has anyone experienced something like that and can give me advice?
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adhd,PM_me_ur_dookie,2018/02/05,Accidentally doubled up my meds this afternoon. 30 mg amphetamine salts. I'm having a nice little afternoon. 🤪🤪🤪🤪,1.2304545454545457,3.6754243181818183,5.864090909090908,62.81613636363636,101.27272727272728,9.472727272727274,28.22727272727273,8.841846274778883,4.280963636363636,93,5,15,4,4,36,18,22,0.119,0.743,0.139,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6699116163580187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7424408570846479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,juicyfizz,2018/02/05,"How do you stay on task at work? Starting a new job and trying to not fuck it up. Like the title says. I was diagnosed about 6 months ago as an adult, and prior to that I was always sort of a distracted underachiever who procrastinated the shit out of stuff I didn't find mentally stimulating. I do well in jobs where I'm constantly busy, but at my current role, the work is slow and boring and I've not had my head in it. 

I've been here 2.5 years and finally decided due to the fact that I'm so bored I don't even want to get out of bed to come to work anymore, that it was time to look. Long story short, interviewed three rounds and was offered (today!) my dream job. I work in data & analytics as a developer and this is an amazing opportunity and stepping stone for me career - and a chance to start fresh. 

I want to set myself up for success as I am finally in a good place with medication, so I;d love to hear all your tips/tricks for staying on task and not procrastinating stuff until it's too overwhelming to do.",5.374649122807021,5.091411277511963,6.615897129186603,78.65086323763956,67.80382775119618,10.22025518341308,29.378389154704948,9.928628108626363,2.4556791068580552,803,25,173,17,12,273,130,209,0.058,0.762,0.18,0.9837,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,6,9,13,2,2,11,0,14,6,2,2,2,27,26,18,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,11,14,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,6,1,1,7,4,15,7,35,19,1,37,0,1,2,2,10,15,2,1,18,110,26,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524002564160254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817310751451448,0.14085845295953034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892827817823954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119862773901301,0.0,0.14048731468578707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319505489941292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586591193951064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848243832202383,0.11882060339796775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018589774928615,0.06792132563944282,0.0,0.0,0.10904054722203804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334208270823937,0.0,0.14652309643066924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870244586401192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351301487420342,0.0,0.0,0.11504877376930127,0.10916997691632654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173329970450965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096458422917615,0.13101268579420233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376734345898117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555793638250434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358257128718317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338379199910933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334464545693936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403392052333006,0.27713230629194235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29764520669400724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758059329448628,0.0,0.12322786778319796,0.0,0.0,0.08826366427688208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533585548841137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688852281150755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785756194274917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371782229541927
adhd,chloe2120,2018/02/05,"Reading Do any of y’all have tips on how to read and actually finish things? Not even just for books, but I have trouble focusing on any big blocks of text.
 
I can read every single word on a page and understand what they all mean but at the end I’ll still have no recollection of what happened. It takes me so long to read a book and actually get something, rather than just skimming it which is what I do for books for school.

And I can’t afford audible so that doesn’t work for me.",4.8484333333333325,4.826191510000001,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,68.9,9.066666666666668,27.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.7198666666666669,381,11,85,6,6,124,67,100,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.8271,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,8,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,14,9,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,14,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,60,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.3477554945437705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233669961371154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781438466384445,0.0,0.0,0.1176860539040563,0.0,0.1501241363005327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309157277767548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756377717270165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576834844652642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408999857200399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7129119293247265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803274340923494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717148767727402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229458997924674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339690080507759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837471810551795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854914185419562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971699056224806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,brucespringroll,2018/02/05,"First Day of Meds! What was yours like? hello! first time posting here! i have been a silent lurker since my diagnosis in October this past year, which was equally relieving and terrifying. This group has been a really great source of hope and advice for me. so thanks for that everyone :)

I am a 20 yr old sophomore in college and was just prescribed Adderall 10 mg a day (with an option to take an extra 5mg if i need it) but i'm not sure how to feel. I feel maybe a little bit more focused but I really just feel anxious. 

I wanted to mainly ask, what was your first day on ADHD medication like? How did you feel? Anything physical? Did you feel like it all fell into place?",0.9996839332748024,3.526195000000005,2.8065057067603187,88.98068042142229,87.80597014925371,5.839508340649692,19.82265144863916,7.285733465282438,0.7044965759438107,526,16,106,9,17,174,92,134,0.054000000000000006,0.775,0.171,0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,3,6,8,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,2,24,23,9,0,4,6,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,5,12,8,12,15,6,18,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,13,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824233327786696,0.14832844766128084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148066975632792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491109260036808,0.0,0.1419041322466226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657165022981067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936779905924851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450428437158437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837505535260363,0.10843954940526568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38734014360166336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735015762374295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507627524414566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224723048523621,0.15213449915728824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249450192305986,0.0,0.16860562675497295,0.1529135037136568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255113292648862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592791626255657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490172332778287,0.0,0.0,0.15858932987021915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537385753511756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448245429074693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556311696909647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306125895873265,0.0,0.11412797155721795,0.0,0.0,0.13974879599146245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851057617681572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953028824478435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774845318539126
adhd,CurryChickenSalad,2018/02/05,I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT THE GOOGLE CALENDAR TASK LIST Holy Fuck. My life is saved?,1.41,4.020190000000003,0.8049999999999997,103.54,86.5,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.5830250000000001,64,1,15,1,2,18,16,16,0.181,0.674,0.145,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6858469704439465,0.0,0.5782802742275541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418210696335851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jsc_TG,2018/02/05,"Getting On Medication (Again?) This Wednesday is the day I go back to the doctor to see what I’m taking. It’s been 4 years since I’ve been on anything, and I hope this really helps me. I’ve been struggling all year and I’m kinda excited to see what happens!",1.5888888888888886,3.454631222222221,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,79.37037037037038,6.542222222222222,23.76296296296297,7.554174236665415,1.083167407407407,202,7,43,3,5,69,37,54,0.053,0.7929999999999999,0.155,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,13,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,2,5,10,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,6,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238675768162325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918368366441084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544473366225874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27844675109799893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213083769770693,0.0,0.1546078692335395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056604665875236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234417320096485,0.0,0.0,0.27019931825586296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740539276874073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742772193764916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335648737554244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250361448946445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843976068006837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454190182458626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503725553367548
adhd,robbolovesdoggo,2018/02/05,"I'm better on my meds than before, but I feel like I'm not quite ""there"" yet. I started meds (atomoxetine 40mg) about 1 year ago. I've had periods of withdrawal (my own fault, a mix of forgetting them all the time and dropping them intentionally when I get insomnia) where my life falls apart. So I know I'm better on them than off. I've now been on them consistently for about 3 months, thanks to my bf's help getting me into a routine.

But I feel like I'm not quite ""there"" (Where is ""there"", you might ask? I don't know, I was hoping you could help with that!). Things like chores and routines have started finally sticking and my bf says he sees a huge improvement (I used to lie on the sofa feeling like there was no time to do anything while he did everything around the house, from walk the dog to cook meals, wash dishes, tidy up etc.). But when it comes to work (or even reading this subreddit), I feel like my attention is still a bit all over the place. I can listen better to people than I ever have, but I still occasionally feel myself drifting off/my eyes glazing over during conversations. I can't for the life of me start working on a paper I'm writing (I'm a research student) because everything else is so much more interesting. I could barely even write this (I bored myself), so thank you if you've read this far.

Is this a sign that my meds aren't quite optimised? I'm waiting for an appointment with my psych (NHS - I'm in the UK), but I suppose I'm nervous at the idea of changing doses or meds because I can see the improvements I've made in some areas, and I'm worried about messing with those...

Should I just accept that maybe this is the best it gets med-wise, and that any other improvements to be made with my focus/attention are behavioural? (e.g. working in the student office where I focus better rather than at home, where the internet is too tempting?)

Did you ever notice a little improvement in some areas, and not in others?

Feel free to only answer one of these questions (or neither) <3",5.592650375939852,5.776812829573938,6.124326441102756,80.76513627819551,67.32080200501254,8.95576441102757,29.908208020050125,8.72156446121922,2.1613666666666664,1585,53,315,23,24,515,206,399,0.049,0.754,0.197,0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,4,4,11,28,20,0,1,21,0,26,9,1,4,4,61,62,21,0,6,14,0,6,5,2,2,5,2,3,0,16,13,3,2,13,3,1,4,8,4,0,1,8,11,40,17,46,49,11,53,0,0,3,0,21,29,0,9,24,204,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183375660334396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055107436849659415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668593869274911,0.0721394536529464,0.07575796565579118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879790603687426,0.0,0.0689558901563543,0.0,0.08504255717867408,0.2866799527444293,0.08847060963579942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857256199188376,0.06980556406656226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940172207188813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769539835576167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903768528324845,0.10704737324460037,0.14660387635368105,0.0,0.0,0.1456603336458717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584621288313396,0.2315692863769755,0.0,0.08877126373856835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701430636610758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863379617532777,0.0,0.08128597783972719,0.08048729265883836,0.0,0.0935049659360276,0.0,0.0914800757610785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907082036560493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447661641828195,0.19795112098495746,0.08121962327487575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533569405071859,0.0,0.0,0.08141181695333688,0.0,0.4500650924976992,0.0,0.0,0.08596666767472018,0.0,0.0,0.06468237100701492,0.0,0.05957097654650328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922603211202223,0.0,0.0,0.05491226820454748,0.06163172870344786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618034048852357,0.0,0.08466564585168343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077915919265332,0.25857611800202274,0.16211638264965605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444328791014907,0.0,0.0,0.1291508176475125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207364949847218,0.0,0.1294313266431205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921460452976146,0.0,0.0,0.0538368915066876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945057918189988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998931160791877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698609109882812,0.08229625741258231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218469569621593
adhd,Rit_Zien,2018/02/05,"Wish me luck! I'm headed to my therapist appointment, where I'll have to explain I haven't done any of the things we talked about even though I had two weeks to get it done.",5.259729729729732,4.371223756756764,5.338513513513514,89.73858108108108,68.18918918918922,9.562162162162162,26.60810810810811,8.841846274778883,1.3992810810810807,137,3,33,2,2,43,30,37,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056175745216924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735323702091255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850851422447844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146405342160537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875904092925464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523323340044135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253613688697024,0.18616820610373866,0.0,0.2753184089578525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737378830183081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477858725576602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222434799422296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KingKev7,2018/02/05,"Recently Medicated and I have questions So, I started Adderall XR 10mg last Friday and I am a bit confused. It may be my anxiety and paranoia, but how can I tell if the meds are working or if I placebod myself into temporary productivity? Prior to this medication I was taking Wellbutrin and it was making my brain fog worse so my Dr had me stop and then I said I was fine to try a stimulant to see if it worked since it was that or Strattera, which I can't afford. 

Anyway, I took it every day up to now and noticed myself doing little things I would normally put off or just not do if it wasn't absolutely necessary. I've also been working consistently since I came in this morning because I wanted to see how the meds would work on a normal work day, so now I'm not sure if I suddenly found enough motivation to test drive my brain to see if meds worked or if the meds actually are working. 

I don't feel any different and I still have a bit of my normal brain fog, plus I can still open the fridge and totally forget why and what for. I had done a little reading and I was half expecting some euphoria on Adderall since I'm just starting and I read several posts saying you would feel euphoria but that it goes away after a month or so. I didn't feel any, not that I want to, but I thought it was just part of the meds starting to work when you first start them. 

I know meds effect everyone differently but is there a way to truly tell if this will be good long term or if I'm just having a burst of motivation *because* I just got medicated? My usual motivation has been so low ai barely got anything done at all and was getting anxious about my job security. Today, I was generally productive up to lunch hour. However, I still get moments where I stare off into nothing and my vision loses focus because I'm basically stuck in my mind. 

Am I crazy? Is my dose just too low to ""feel"" much different? Or am I just letting my anxiety get the better of me here? Any advice is appreciated. ",4.413083033157847,5.198572079800499,6.151349404267112,77.41323820079431,70.09725685785536,9.232511314306825,29.814445368061328,9.444778638647367,2.6133418490810016,1568,60,310,33,27,542,199,401,0.099,0.795,0.106,0.9003,6,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,15,27,9,0,1,14,0,42,9,3,8,3,83,73,44,0,18,30,0,4,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,17,18,1,2,12,2,0,4,7,4,0,2,24,10,48,5,32,41,9,51,0,3,4,0,8,18,0,20,27,224,65,15,0.0,0.0,0.06425186210495365,0.0,0.0,0.06433960771090677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265346953490385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432355017404304,0.0,0.10073722214079196,0.07438221862417367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418199154218152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061860310396129235,0.0,0.0,0.12040920651816245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823150681914518,0.1437638553789972,0.0,0.0,0.22050285896207125,0.0,0.07530520108867722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492471496407893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063712409561405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347575455086784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803192918397136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547435169564531,0.0629144295183488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316587862682042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600479495101531,0.0,0.07219186907959946,0.0,0.0,0.10319848843955427,0.0,0.0,0.05522477437926359,0.10531901612704772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484067110718868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533758603924016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618479795223397,0.05366965690411861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732745317729487,0.0,0.0,0.13198107509932908,0.0,0.05826770624218306,0.0,0.07365986093063574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043949750724080895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388107630454866,0.19898532610083694,0.0,0.0,0.06648120349171907,0.0,0.052554102821850114,0.0,0.04840112039621158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353223981935566,0.06317674992596922,0.07496104930976058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712999902752643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305801154603646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618895058379051,0.0737576126542176,0.0,0.1317187497958667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501059458734962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626303984977277,0.052359849001836455,0.0,0.0,0.15740158974932936,0.0,0.0,0.07438221862417367,0.0,0.16339444960413754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641197238926105,0.0,0.15774345798254638,0.05504649004029618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062054888493490376,0.0,0.049504656959675784,0.0,0.11509684621931132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374220499035821,0.0,0.0,0.052270841873238064,0.0,0.0,0.062410097609904826,0.0,0.07315239271590017,0.044702095410914584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251517327192987,0.0,0.07767011270916839,0.052261963462876405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941176440770452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834675027043106,0.0,0.06709817182658176,0.1403158595247991,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ChandlerOG,2018/02/05,"ADHD and libido: How can I increase my sex-drive when I'm on my medication? It's causing problems with my current relationship Not sure if I need to mark this NSFW but oh well. I take Adderall IR and can't seem to get into the mood like I used to. It's very frustrating and a bit embarrassing for me.

I just bought some vitamin B6 because I was told that would help but I'm still hesitant. Im in college and desperately need my meds to study and take my tests so it would be difficult for me to quit cold-turkey.

Do any of you with the same problem have any suggestions or tips?",1.507249999999999,3.6329005583333327,3.5516666666666663,87.41,80.91666666666666,7.0,24.166666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.4151666666666665,457,17,98,9,12,155,87,120,0.185,0.708,0.107,-0.8801,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,1,3,0,8,2,0,3,1,27,19,12,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,3,0,14,3,13,13,4,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262424494002161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25603577607697314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475673698969775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552254371675469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338677007476004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835395596437174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618141897897794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334457952749488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197047038307976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910565221382696,0.18964419243738292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791731036616117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602636843392244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022928795204906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211231127896626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137764774215436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033837563590285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742538275173345,0.0,0.2830843120436877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798829553786236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258937757814929,0.0,0.15532770343481025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926125214887347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745779085491944,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hupla1212,2018/02/05,"Was just tested for ADHD. What is next? 23 year old... Finally went to get tested for ADHD (after missing 6 other appointment's throuought my life).. I now have an appointment to go over the results with a psychiatrist in a couple weeks... What can I expect that to be like? What are the possible outcomes? What do you recommend ?
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adhd,tonightbeyoncerides,2018/02/05,"Adderall tolerance --advice? Hey guys, over the past week and a half or so I've really been struggling with being effective at work despite faithfully taking the Adderall dose I've been on for over six months (2 15 mg twice a day). It lasts about as long but doesn't seem to do as much. Then, this morning, I accidentally took two instead of one and still managed to sleep for two hours past my alarm. Something definitely feels off, and I don't know if it's a natural consequence of taking it for an extended period of time or whether there are things I can do. I'm seeing my doctor Thursday, but any advice for me to go over with him /try on my own is awesome and appreciated. ",7.051727078891263,6.260754791044782,7.550341151385927,75.02589552238807,64.52238805970148,10.940724946695097,34.81449893390192,10.290406445055957,3.360014072494669,538,21,106,11,7,178,96,134,0.07,0.7859999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9126,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,6,0,10,3,1,1,0,16,19,14,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,3,2,8,1,22,15,2,22,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,13,74,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554393470890255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367673317465255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172900578372534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614999070733085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195811615437803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335999004339047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007828694649147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791037171590222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995010395835907,0.14824700124227005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094779094826406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516560372718387,0.0,0.1336941834437888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232387193270585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472278901570823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650953957805582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492555022161527,0.16556614030012706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819997205822056,0.0,0.0,0.14001116221913318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524032113264082,0.0,0.0,0.19012831593248508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734847720346063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082526871990552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060489134174802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206245911359386,0.1234766901110071,0.0,0.3553179564514365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588384223096004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240234480009694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Krizastro,2018/02/05,"In a terrible dilemma of whether not to go back on medication and I need help I've been diagnosed for ADHD and was put on Adderall back in middle school. The medication helped immensely with focus, grades, procrastination, and most of all gave me motivation that I'd never had before. It was really great, but in the end the situation was more bad than good. The medication made me irrational, it gave me self doubt as I felt like I was cheating out of life and my success didn't reflect my abilities but instead was simply a result of the medicine, And worst of all it caused me to develop long term tics and quite possibly some anxiety and some symptoms of bi-polar disorder. The experience really wasn't great, and I certainly don't want to repeat it. The thing is however, that it seems that I have reached a point in my life where it seems as if I will not be able to truly succeed unless I have some drastic change in my life, the most obvious answer (to me at least), is going back onto some sort of medication, and that honestly kind of scares me. I honestly don't know what to do at this point but I feel as though I need to do something. I keep failing at staying organized/ keeping up with work/ staying motivated enough to dedicate myself to any projects that I'd personally like to do. It's wearing me down. Really, If anyone could provide me with medication success stories/ medication failure stories/ or possibly even alternative solutions to dealing with ADHD, I would be so extremely thankful.

tl;dr - I am not on medication as I had a bad experience with medication in the past, am struggling to cope with my ADHD thus am determining whether or not to go back on medication and need opinions on medication or really anything that could help me decide what to do at this point. 

Thank you so much for whatever you can provide :)",9.434643371757923,7.828543968299713,9.837001080691646,63.16397424351588,60.3256484149856,13.631772334293947,41.86041066282421,12.494345625449446,5.334118299711816,1475,70,258,43,16,499,171,347,0.14,0.6829999999999999,0.177,0.954,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,8,10,23,1,3,13,0,30,16,1,6,5,69,49,28,0,9,15,0,2,2,0,2,15,0,0,2,18,17,0,2,10,0,0,4,9,9,0,0,14,2,31,14,55,29,14,40,0,1,0,0,10,24,0,16,12,195,49,11,0.06725884696542013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249619103281375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045738322340624006,0.0,0.051452833832986655,0.0,0.0,0.047028949644307226,0.0,0.05534830022737487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687160670220844,0.1123166556244224,0.0,0.0,0.057232324919417626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909336313556702,0.07115094188456791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740143279939976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934091789528851,0.0,0.06826631388229522,0.0,0.0,0.07708446565560194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059571374927924775,0.06949636833837106,0.0,0.04442383408736676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158411658609767,0.0,0.0,0.03400809392794914,0.0,0.06457904068249598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467425813355445,0.056413529760214014,0.0,0.14830623244792815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524656209582445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956550708042125,0.0,0.07003973904425992,0.03696370332138788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425207380762723,0.06571855050343392,0.0,0.0,0.059521963051913776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364194724956547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6775621232808221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049442991421702456,0.1496147483733109,0.05187416915612373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064206179925661,0.0,0.05872783087553918,0.0,0.0,0.19074405108869102,0.15164848825210775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761371821843179,0.0,0.07153806280284197,0.0,0.0,0.17235095850901636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067337839213106,0.06806954390747046,0.0,0.12245985642337795,0.0701656459944061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560176202435137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177914636393857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337796358158286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703135503095765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990769494962026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384581954936535,0.0,0.0,0.04468378930901591,0.0,0.06608147565170693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967101055684091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896524163982705,0.0,0.0,0.047778755133641264,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wisdoms_Son,2018/02/05,"Someone stole the rest of my medication We threw a party and someone stole my medication out of my room. My fault for not locking the door, but now I have to play school on hard mode. Seriously fuck thieves. Sorry just wanted to vent ",3.5583333333333336,5.741936333333335,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,74.55555555555556,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.6975555555555553,185,7,36,3,4,60,36,45,0.28800000000000003,0.624,0.08800000000000001,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760772642123847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675125065141559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016736538945249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022280156646764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060539692484148,0.0,0.0,0.3342901905760969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613884436047503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JohnnyBlissThe3rd,2018/02/05,"I BOOKED AN APPOINTMENT! I was supposed to book the appointment over a month ago and I finally did it just now! I had to keep re-writing it in my bullet journal and I finally couldn't take seeing ""book pelvic ultrasound"" anymore. The whole call took me 1 minute total. Actually remembering to go to the appointment will be another thing, but I'm happy I finally willed myself to pick up my phone and do it. 

Do you have an outstanding appointment to book?! DO IT! ",2.8307365792759067,5.321219539325849,4.707116104868914,78.92811485642947,78.3258426966292,9.348813982521847,27.86641697877653,9.725611199111238,3.220669413233459,365,16,68,12,9,124,60,89,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,1,10,17,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,11,1,9,9,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,6,50,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.19939063731438134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112079551784802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142514083517159,0.0,0.0,0.20263439007739195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863753097679796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6714804849857618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612197227529178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217506574565143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816124567656297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308937534008575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23145913071355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281968213958795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362613281302187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357437099070691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270113538634813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812032035160001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cherryflavourdoritos,2018/02/05,"Just diagnosed but can't get medication, what do I do now? Hi,

I just got diagnosed with ADHD and I'm not sure what to do now. My life is at the breaking point so I spent what little money I had on a private assessment (in the UK, NHS said I would have to wait years), and the result was ""you have ADHD-PI, but i can't prescribe anything because you take medications I don't know of"".

I was hoping I would get a prescription for stimulants after the diagnosis so I could maybe start to turn things around, but nope... now i'm not sure where to go from here. I can't afford another private assessment, that was my one shot.

My GP gave me a prescription for 80mg atomoxetine (strattera) before I was diagnosed because she wanted to help but didn't want to prescribe a stimulant. It helped with my anxiety but not much else (been on it for 4 months).

Does anyone have any advice on what I can do next? Maybe ways to get through without medication?

TL;DR: got diagnosed with adhd in UK, psychiatrist wont prescribe anything, on atomoxetine/strattera from gp but doesnt help, can't afford to see another psych and life is falling apart. what now?",2.8251291906897293,5.064189125560541,4.478782831518259,81.86563527653216,77.02690582959643,7.835062993807387,26.314114883621613,8.704169506293173,2.1201011744608156,897,35,174,20,21,301,116,223,0.049,0.894,0.057,0.6799,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,8,0,27,9,0,3,2,32,47,11,0,6,12,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,13,0,0,1,12,2,21,3,28,31,1,25,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,9,118,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846561880340265,0.10425467397787523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255177346779558,0.2237441886149101,0.08161633731833212,0.0,0.0,0.07459901295924079,0.0,0.17559093269835285,0.09497529913789582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007252210686251,0.0,0.09078397414023316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518200956900697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331459386188007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933637416181208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912447188785841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722086363376154,0.0,0.06063347883446985,0.0,0.17065692627986956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145329656474788,0.0,0.0,0.105965658318516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863315689483045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071435030443175,0.0,0.1069298092207477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436568415671625,0.0,0.0,0.32243202961753914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515766649542254,0.0,0.07842825293160012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134643283931104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229482391365814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085502686241532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148510394753514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501684528266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551460173000325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011051170125657,0.0,0.08021640254487669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087903521006579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604634759989955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585517018852602,0.08468428944651732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284381462089208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157676283856122,0.0,0.0,0.06870383449273244
adhd,lolfcknmemethrowaway,2018/02/05,"Woke up to go to class today but ended up on the couch trying to find the will to get up. How do yall deal with comorbid depression? I made a meme tho, good use of the morning. [ihatemyself.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/ko7wRAW_d.jpg?maxwidth=640&shape=thumb&fidelity=medium)",8.582333333333334,12.013777400000002,5.841944444444442,73.21625000000002,63.88888888888889,8.944444444444445,24.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.3420000000000005,233,6,35,5,4,65,37,45,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.087,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,10,4,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148758848104675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925289721110842,0.2443894336919472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131413895076105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593380876795151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824522179031446,0.0,0.16125900780097754,0.23799211742241386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684866883385777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689573917806352,0.0,0.0,0.19264445096686686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450648588914223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bmdpcs13,2018/02/05,Mydayis vs Vyvanse Has anyone switched from Vyvanse to Mydayis? I've been on Vyvanse for 3 years and it's losing its effectiveness. Has anyone tried switching from Vyvanse? Is it more effective?,3.9961764705882343,7.3450756764705885,4.0678823529411785,78.00947058823533,86.35294117647058,5.072941176470589,36.21176470588235,6.742157984588678,3.0990188235294123,159,10,22,2,5,49,26,34,0.073,0.816,0.111,0.3254,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6920893785645222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536650731539133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33600374224333496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318698547292139
adhd,SomewhereWitty,2018/02/05,"Indecisiveness brings on lack of commitment and assurance in self Do you get easily swayed to follow one direction or another? I am having a hard time lately with being truly convicted to my sense of self because I feel so indecisive. I think over the last 5 years or so I’ve come to a realization that I really don’t know who I am and what makes me “me”. I can start anything. I love to try anything. But finishing it is another thing. So finding a passion and something that I can be truly convicted about is hard. And sad when your a mom who’s kids are all in school finally and you have to figure you out. I do all the normal things- craft, hang with friends and errands and such. Can anyone relate??",2.7222689540675162,4.909143230215829,4.53971223021583,81.55928610957389,77.12949640287768,8.305700055340344,25.800221361372447,9.057496981413335,2.2804516878804644,555,21,108,14,13,188,92,139,0.09,0.743,0.16699999999999998,0.9217,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,2,6,0,15,2,0,1,4,28,25,14,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,3,16,4,15,23,3,17,0,1,0,2,12,5,0,4,8,79,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728147947629869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430095225305625,0.0,0.29257920816369065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836697242008836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313315715712694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988587862427748,0.0,0.0,0.19473840033944465,0.16247860503709624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734469957886325,0.0,0.09287751388708886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184940942369931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976977703392987,0.1449063173250031,0.20053235941109626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604444106453265,0.0,0.1186628887185922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082021339127111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417690475137015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046158654062415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388404603137348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991278119378545,0.0,0.0,0.3709058645162092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368560694756454,0.0,0.0,0.12582655630012538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620504405876916,0.11390786993906248,0.0,0.0,0.10365914568842886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069419475289135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447808371873565
adhd,Wooohah81,2018/02/05,"Doctor Prescribed Vyvanse + Adderall IR (quadrupled dose) So I've been taking Adderall for a while, as of Last June I was taking 15mg of generic Adderall IR (Corepharma brand).
Worked EXTREMELY well, gave me a good feeling, smooth focus, and minimal side effects. Just didn't last too long.

Then Corepharma discontinued their IR line and I've been struggling with my medication since around August of last year.
I'd experimented with Teva, Sandoz and Aurobindo generic adderall IR as well as branded Adderall XR, none of them worked as well as the old Corepharma I was taking.
They all didn't last as long, weren't as strong, or gave minimal benefits with all the negative side effects.

I'm currently on the Sandoz 30mg Adderall IR as its the closest I've been able to find to something that works.

Since my classes are running later than before, I needed something that would last longer than 4-5 hours. I'm currently taking 30mg of Vyvanse on top of my 30mg of Adderall IR in the morning. The Vyvanse often doesn't kick in until 2 hours after I take it, so I needed the Adderall in the morning to give me a boost.

This medication combination really isn't working very well for me. I really haven't been able to find a GOOD doctor here who either A) understands the problem, or B) won't just prescribe more medication to solve the problem...

Currently I often feel over stimulated, I have increased anxiety and overall restlessness, I have racing thoughts that makes going to sleep at night difficult. I have heart palpitations (so I always feel my heart beating and it makes it feel like its beating too hard).

Its overall really decreased my quality of life, I don't really feel more energetic, I feel often over stimulated. 
Before when I was on Corepharma, the medication gave me a smooth focus and gave me a boost in energy and motivated me.
Now I feel more restless than anything on my new medication.

Anyone have any suggestions? Corepharma getting rid of their Generic IR line has really been a kick in the face to me...
I actually have ADHD, so the medication really helps me, but I feel like too much at this point is starting to become detrimental to my health. I am NOT abusing this medication in any way, and I'm taking what my doctor prescribes. I've even asked her to decrease my dose. ",7.010419580419582,7.611262920745919,7.458519813519818,70.9770104895105,64.31468531468532,10.143123543123544,35.84731934731935,10.035473477838034,3.7518186480186486,1839,83,309,38,26,604,188,429,0.045,0.851,0.104,0.9535,3,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,4,11,21,16,0,3,21,0,26,18,4,7,2,48,58,27,0,5,7,0,11,2,0,2,14,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,15,0,0,3,11,6,4,0,16,11,40,10,52,40,9,50,0,0,0,0,14,20,0,5,28,196,54,9,0.13553277086650922,0.08029208549705645,0.0661302167642359,0.0,0.08144202628626965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638706133241929,0.0,0.0,0.09216693180597424,0.0,0.05184109937168616,0.0,0.0,0.047383832341874266,0.0,0.05576596114132256,0.060326450343629476,0.06335242259048925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484264857652408,0.11532840554714052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080853009956636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475905845866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628852830358736,0.0,0.0,0.2741177650168873,0.09682463858776227,0.0,0.0,0.1238744971888191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03540513943446247,0.0650076918475259,0.03851319851868373,0.11367845789406815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060705370673585175,0.0,0.0,0.07203249881650388,0.0,0.16060698604166246,0.04542237970181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347247830584907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761932439354081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786540212161797,0.06621446582068527,0.0,0.0,0.11994223724928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046917698260848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778725275706938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981609059368538,0.10049583226801266,0.0,0.06544919733051313,0.0,0.06359416210826373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110942197917752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406113826593114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296865576187288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604772905960845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211410861778562,0.0,0.06781532550636774,0.0,0.0,0.10433974854512723,0.0,0.0,0.04796539640132926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708441397145729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057113292904955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379894045529664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054719714596043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591436505244815,0.0,0.05378980249131391,0.0,0.0,0.2437204756808525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973389427566581,0.0,0.0,0.04813929589920085,0.0,0.0,0.04363933041079534
adhd,aloneanddankrupt,2018/02/05,"Getting a diagnosis in Ontario So my doctor told me a while ago that she couldn't officially diagnose me. She refered me to a place that can diagnose me for $450. 
Ive saved up the money but i can't get myself to go because of how scared i am of how much pills will cost. Im also scared that ill need follow-up appointments that i wont be able to afford. 

Anyone in Ontario have any idea how much meds can cost because thats the main thing holding me back other than the scary ""youll lose your creativity"" fear.",3.0410514018691583,4.187621831775701,4.734661214953274,84.93974883177572,73.67289719626169,7.592990654205607,25.524532710280376,8.07648339933343,1.3939168224299063,404,13,86,6,8,137,75,107,0.209,0.7440000000000001,0.047,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,3,6,0,11,5,0,3,0,10,16,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,15,1,10,10,3,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,58,22,1,0.19105020774671175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935448185754756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527827821105065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992069265854242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358674739508927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469058169316853,0.0,0.23292486675695614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38782387857526585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554798311922345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498459883448606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996316964822508,0.0,0.10857823581622156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156724298348257,0.20636700874669828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137363137180412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221371162027994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808877704249577,0.14166130825579445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960680413140186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825491738653453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692526880198898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255666077876928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,holasol,2018/02/05,"Husband's job offer fell through after I'd given up my own FTE position + health insurance. Struggling to figure out what to do next medication-wise. I recently gave notice at my job after my husband got an offer in a different city. Low and behold; his job fell through. By the time we found out, I'd already given up my full-time job amazing health insurance. Now, I'm worried about what to do next. 

We'd already planned to move, but now that we don't have a real destination in mind, we're going to be in a really transient state until we figure it out. We'll be traveling around, staying at our parents' houses and/or Airbnbs while I work remotely and he seeks work. Not glamorous but we already have notice at our place and have to move. 

Today, I have about ~36 days worth of meds left. 

The good news is that I've been unmedicated for nearly 29 years... I only just got dx'd and  started taking the meds. (Which, as you can imagine, have been a godsend.) I think I'd be able to get by without them until we got settled, especially as we'll be traveling and I won't have all the chaos of the office grind. It just wouldn't be too fun. 

In two weeks, I'm beginning a remote contract gig that offers health insurance, but it requires a big monthly payment AND a has pretty large deductible. I have to assume it's cheaper to just pay out of pocket for the meds than it would be to pay $700/mo + $3K deductible. And all of this is cheaper than COBRA for sure. 

But! How do I get somewhere to get a prescription? Can I find a psychiatric nurse in one of these cities we're visiting and then pay cash at a pharmacy? Do I need to have an in-state driver's license? Should I travel back to my home state and see my current psychiatric nurse? I understand the scrutiny and procedure in place around the meds, but it makes situations like this one super frustrating. Oh, what I'd give for a 90 day supply!

Sorry for the many questions. I'm feeling pretty self-pitying as I feel like I've finally gotten on a good path after the diagnosis, and everything is going to be back to being unstructured/overwhelming/unpredictable. Any and all advice is appreciated!!

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adhd,Lolibyte,2018/02/05,"Learning from mistakes / Anger at self Hi guys,

I'm new here and I've already learned a lot about myself and how ADHD functions. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child but it wasn't until recently that I learned that I actually am of the ADHD-C type, which is evidentally the most common type. I also have clinical depression and generalized anxiety disorder. I take medications for all of them.

The issue I'm having has to do with learning from my mistakes and getting angry at myself. Irrationally angry where I'll scream at myself at the top of my lungs or punch myself. Lately, I've even given myself massive headaches. I know, I know. Not healthy. I also can't seem to help it. It happens to me in all aspects of my life, however. The most recent one was earlier tonight -- playing League of Legends.

I know what people are thinking when I say that. ""It's just a game, why are you mad?"" I don't know. To me, League is a hobby -- more than a game. I love every aspect of the game. The strategic depth, the nuances of champion interaction, everything. Also, I have this strange drive to try to be good at everything I do. I'll get obsessive and keep at it stubbornly even if it's not working out. 

The problem is, after 4 years of playing the game almost religiously and working *very* hard to improve, I still make simple mistakes that I really shouldn't be making after playing the game for so long. I get extremely angry with myself and think about how it's unacceptable that I've spent so long doing this thing and I still -- for lack of a better word -- suck at it. And the fact that I spend *so* much time doing this thing I really enjoy, but still suck at it makes me feel really angry and depressed. 

When I was going to school for music, I'd do the same thing when I'd make mistakes on the piano in performances and such. It's a small part of why I had to drop out from graduate school. I can't seem to learn self-forgiveness. I can't seem to take it easy on myself. If I try to think, ""Well, I have ADHD...it's just how it works...I'll just try harder next time"", I just get even angrier at the fact that I have to do such a thing. ""Why can't I just do this thing? Why can't I just be normal?"" negative self-talk like that.

Anyway, I guess what I want to ask is...why can't I seem to learn from my mistakes? Why is it that I get *so* angry at myself instead of realizing that mistakes happen? Why is it that I can't seem to stop getting depressed and feel like I'm such a failure when I know that I'm not? 

tl;dr I get mad at myself irrationally when I make mistakes and it leads to either me screaming, breaking things or even self-harm. And it doesn't seem to matter how many times I make said mistakes, I still end up doing them the next time because I don't think about it. Don't know why or how to deal with it.",2.205657530027718,4.059025165794068,3.927890360332616,86.9128518632584,77.44677137870855,6.727974540601581,23.45169900420901,7.6542693500971675,1.0777471101529614,2192,70,454,32,51,735,221,573,0.217,0.696,0.087,-0.9978,1,0,0,0,0,0,92.0,0,1,2,7,42,31,6,1,25,0,42,6,1,12,5,105,92,40,0,15,17,0,3,2,0,1,4,4,0,3,43,20,0,3,26,8,2,3,17,21,1,1,8,7,61,10,68,80,11,56,0,3,0,1,19,22,2,16,31,315,104,14,0.0,0.0,0.0573061524934598,0.0,0.2822993424852268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058803602855853676,0.0,0.06480339373587737,0.1408846836009898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492369889870232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489901239465009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579760505137861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193660542088168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060541864943705136,0.1517366842142521,0.05960362338306058,0.0,0.0,0.06730279105947956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201203336886169,0.0,0.0,0.1551465913768451,0.0,0.049477502341545,0.0,0.10555468844776578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938523723288156,0.04195243699121836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476606204118034,0.0,0.033374202222730034,0.04925490465670099,0.0,0.0,0.06469110607432874,0.058145992099573815,0.10385887767438708,0.0,0.05260516900156074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039361459029960855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612925985255836,0.0,0.05219658897881658,0.0,0.0,0.19363904622797368,0.0,0.06624322929675952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147849753647949,0.057379159804074424,0.0,0.0,0.10393778327869588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499250444024278,0.0530007023054739,0.0,0.2351923540764944,0.059536918417831985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059158251439046586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316889651772077,0.0,0.0,0.05671600466952234,0.12490727939908824,0.0,0.05753705124464024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397929018642986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359236886897139,0.0,0.04071182722657163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056190936691969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128602934207767,0.0,0.1159657300212603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055859971204791414,0.04669968142763655,0.0,0.11886364527936814,0.0,0.3207607418669644,0.245047754914118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758824749654554,0.04909589308596436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830627869534934,0.04720012638919504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340816954518477,0.150511870886834,0.0,0.0,0.13696974546572524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960922279002212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845344967935243,0.0346369364036895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052799928037960325,0.0,0.42391420506904587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550354210109817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037816330349396084
adhd,CrashStark,2018/02/05,"Increased anxiety on meds? Hey so trying to work out if there's a correlation between an increase in anxiety (close to panic attack levels way more often) and taking ADHD meds (dexamphetamine). Anyone else have any experience in this, or is it unrelated? ",7.740606060606062,9.44300881818182,8.902727272727274,57.35742424242426,63.09090909090909,11.321212121212122,35.12121212121212,11.20814326018867,4.862266666666666,204,9,27,6,3,70,40,44,0.201,0.7120000000000001,0.087,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894988377712437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381112341791887,0.0,0.3685551232267632,0.0,0.0,0.168433485973233,0.24681675079057286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404324130341834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012298137751148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563328144611825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351413357465443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826284801604803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811167169228884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354616429305704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120454162626152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536828705074226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,COMWS16,2018/02/05,"High school student....help please.... Hey guys! So...I’m 99% sure I have ADHD. My mom won’t let me get medicated. School is so difficult, I can’t concentrate, focus, stay on the subject or get much done. I’m really smart, it’s just such a struggle. I try so hard but I feel like my brain won’t work. If you have any suggestions PLEASE let me know. I really try hard- but I feel like I can’t function. I get so overwhelmed trying to study and focus on things. I have a lot to get done this week and I’m already overwhelmed and I haven’t even started yet. I’m a sophomore btw. Homeschooled so I don’t have a counselor. She has adhd but won’t admit it...and doesn’t want to believe she has it? Idk. My family thinks any medication will make you “snap” “go crazy” etc. It is very very very frustrating and makes my anxiety terrible to deal with this. 
Thanks in advance. 
A struggling High school student ",0.1101062473438148,2.4939325414364646,1.858701657458564,94.13588929026774,93.75138121546962,5.2155546111347215,19.66872078198045,6.8449194561589275,0.4211791755206121,694,23,149,11,26,226,102,181,0.14800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.2249,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,2,8,12,1,4,6,0,21,3,1,2,1,21,39,13,0,2,6,1,4,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,2,4,21,5,8,31,3,11,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,3,5,82,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582668451780394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857319899971938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613869394407206,0.0,0.0821985760657815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105879531239473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994918157649335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077572000383898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991629547719493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983459938217507,0.07096938367315021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129382912717913,0.0,0.10865939491933732,0.15352389352191925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455172303022136,0.0,0.061066029006776476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639190163958674,0.0,0.0,0.1925072997830545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720211372494049,0.2270525996434875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905143706950058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197487944852996,0.0,0.10498879983994562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913497254345417,0.0,0.0,0.14344675587406855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648814100530644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584355984567136,0.0,0.0,0.0789877483617054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358945766981159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137669806671865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32623390195395663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605331160807494,0.1145268741064158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465910166726336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126988542441176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892506651529796,0.0,0.0,0.07138467564967738,0.06884930321405418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885347909227126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659712801988005,0.06337650107762052,0.0,0.08618951044360593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822451825637503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,elgabalum,2018/02/05,"I'm kind of losing it. I got diagnosed half a year ago with ADD, anxiety and depression.  I started to have depression when I was 13-14 because I got injured and couldn't play the sport I used to love. (Was kind of my life actually)  I'm in college right now - and I thought it was getting better but I honestly don't know what i want to study - I haven't decided on my major yet, and it's kind of driving me nuts. My roommate(s) are supposedly ""mental illness aware"" and one of them talks about having some anxiety and mental difficulty but she was kinda freaked out when I had a panic attack. She also complained to me about her boyfriend that had ADHD because he was ""not there."" And...honestly I'm not there a lot of the times, and even though she tells me I'm such a ""good friend"" I'm pretty sure she's irritated or kind of frustrated I'm depressed and anxious and have an ADD brain all the time. When I finallt mustered up the courage to tell my roomates about my ADD, my other roommate told me that ""really? You have ADD? You domt seem like it."" Idk, maybe because I half kill myself to have my life together. Maybe its because my parents beat the forgetfulness and the inorganized part out of me as much as they could. Also, I have a midterm tomorrow, and am hating myself for not studying more hours than I wanted. Sorry just needed to vent. ",3.313800410116201,5.09469410526316,4.563048530416953,83.88302802460697,74.11278195488724,7.54313055365687,27.88038277511961,8.296473431620573,1.9469007518796992,1056,42,208,18,22,348,148,266,0.229,0.667,0.104,-0.987,1,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,2,2,3,16,24,4,1,12,0,19,7,1,1,2,41,39,22,1,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,9,18,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,11,0,3,11,0,38,13,27,26,7,19,0,4,0,1,18,6,0,5,13,144,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.1048747722991732,0.0,0.12915750741913504,0.0,0.09526526643590487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188671105638698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644278140423306,0.12140999475742995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226212113424195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620497461627722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504807826923302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997155344276025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580568602665474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776900823732213,0.10907932496807482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098262025834164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830307031230936,0.0,0.056148401110607364,0.0,0.0,0.09014035466922224,0.17190642377110993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610392523512717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583585277239332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889912752474173,0.4476519689673403,0.05906245082412252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518178343920947,0.052504190713701736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023093011795538,0.0,0.09136676318181164,0.09699545937265999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159352037209124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166080465390395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900248046174847,0.07968730515203466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282414436421893,0.0,0.0,0.12609235430516827,0.11933221047541355,0.11637904334721386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933516227074792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884774181662644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917784033927529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783623660551682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030335587353486,0.07606749640278622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128877339266464,0.0,0.0,0.08637994861239319,0.18786623677748016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558828135075092,0.08531881349037647,0.12533271073496904,0.0,0.0,0.10269175482091612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281918046986236,0.0,0.0,0.1267766430102754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920686282394989
adhd,cafe1111,2018/02/05,"Scared of starting certain tasks that I know will trigger hyperfocus.. Do you guys ever avoid doing the things that you know will trigger your hyperfocus, cause you know that once you start, there’s no getting out until the job is done?.. and you know it’s gonna end up taking all day which you can’t really afford, since you have other stuff that needs to get done too....",6.802500000000002,6.5648498055555615,6.343888888888888,81.64,64.83333333333333,8.866666666666667,27.722222222222214,8.07648339933343,1.5676555555555558,294,7,58,3,4,91,54,72,0.101,0.87,0.029,-0.6369,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,3,3,14,20,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,5,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,40,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302646702419006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373671715334387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244237205999659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836685748205631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757834915720945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668489265158306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205329244190827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578306956480466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558612734618599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376248317871105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084264950478905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284675297745294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076138913149348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153889222454372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29355559492857153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738943201403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591669182262954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776764276296966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tombombadil33,2018/02/05,"Dry mouth from adderall driving me crazy!! Worth switching away from an otherwise effective medication? When I take my adderall and I’m active and/or have to talk at all (which is pretty much every day at work) my mouth gets unbearably dry. 
Hydrating doesn’t seem to make a difference, I can be sipping water for hours (and constantly taking bathroom breaks) and still feel completely dried up. 

I hate it because it’s uncomfortable and I think it makes my breath stink. I can’t chew gum at work (kitchen) and mints don’t last long enough to be effective

Is it worth switching up my meds to alleviate this? My adderall is otherwise completely beneficial in every way",4.0879783852511125,7.0666794380165285,4.423471074380164,79.92653528289894,76.93388429752066,8.351176096630644,29.142403051493964,9.057496981413335,3.006370120788303,536,24,92,14,13,168,82,121,0.08900000000000001,0.757,0.153,0.8112,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,2,0,10,7,3,4,1,13,20,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,5,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,14,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,7,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358436610675326,0.0,0.0,0.11262555723279084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874263515366729,0.19965562589065716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915235083235833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303072150053546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090236092895732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113298369377153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934181969038902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652739688416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824083232924763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194746712396215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506008184118537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635032670831335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665216101039056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052222921188729,0.18612225660564355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581693575463774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879632971402581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819494506834798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147546399223483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778270733738605,0.148499893454088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183841998958442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665073196537584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269009171442957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cascaderade,2018/02/05,"Adderall not doing anything anymore? I've been taking adderall for about 2 months now. Started off with 10 mg instant release. Let me just say that the first month was basically heaven on earth. Not only could I focus and get things done for once in my life, but I had a never ending euphoria. I was more creative, talkative, happy, interested in everything, etc. I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about.  

But now, those feelings are gone. I can still focus when needed, but other than that, it does nothing for me anymore. My doctor has increased my dosage twice to 15 mg a day and now to 20. I have stopped taking 20 mg and I only take 10, and on the weekend I will try stepping up (sometimes up to 50 mg in one night) but still nothing anymore. If I stop it entirely, I wake up feeling like I've been hit by a truck and I feel dead inside.

How can I gradually reduce my tolerance while still being able to ""step up"" when I want to?

tl;dr adderall not doing much anymore",2.50266551525619,4.6240435181347195,3.9989205526770313,85.48976827864135,77.54922279792746,5.946919976971791,26.266263672999425,6.937597516519254,1.2791545192861258,761,30,145,8,18,252,122,193,0.063,0.774,0.163,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,5,0,17,3,1,1,3,28,32,14,1,4,9,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,7,4,19,5,23,20,5,34,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,21,104,27,1,0.12657853239340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021275658719072,0.0,0.0,0.1041633469698402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010626583272082,0.0,0.0,0.08163268181302777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129558491496311,0.11076972669514222,0.12953378576622304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121110092016673,0.0,0.14116852314258366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376062308430362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200572771236635,0.09042772883343217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766763499115342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613205883928969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474520145102092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956425108881027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294351253302025,0.08940616080138762,0.06183987719878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206755385354455,0.0,0.09304978562175248,0.09385637789894644,0.09762516750079027,0.0,0.0,0.11878537798626453,0.0,0.24291103134673006,0.0,0.0,0.13480200592257247,0.08577288942793472,0.1925373554646036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066032944951324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518940514176596,0.0,0.08959293672417985,0.0,0.3032573384325773,0.21165064178474693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929876878538102,0.0,0.2855139104013454,0.10173902962822612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409315246541613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593851466203453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465929794231739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Caritalcy,2018/02/05,"Feeling like I teleport from once place to another? I'm not sure what causes this feeling, but it tends to be stronger and happen more often when I'm not on medication. 

The gist of it is that I often feel like I just jump from one place to another in the day. Like I'll be driving and then suddenly I'm at my destination and I don't really remember the drive. It's as if it happened a long time ago. This is great when I have to attend something not so entertaining since it helps the time go by fast, but it's an issue when I'm needing to know what's going on in the moment.

I'm hoping that others also experience this so I can get a clearer perspective on what it is.",4.9914084507042284,4.436822330985919,6.705739436619719,78.60044014084511,68.64788732394365,9.916901408450704,30.426056338028175,9.516144504307137,2.497377464788733,529,18,113,10,8,185,83,142,0.038,0.777,0.185,0.9659,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,1,1,21,25,14,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,3,0,0,5,1,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,3,7,7,16,23,1,26,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,15,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572185462554155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146265820540964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447545875875937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887385775320735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601797825605466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608050062879585,0.0,0.0,0.2493616357266236,0.2348805595083912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588701265640675,0.0,0.18685329991346866,0.0,0.0,0.18124060304594689,0.0,0.0,0.2907391447030828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101871808061957,0.0,0.0,0.16327640533682844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158049529310754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034446860663137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409380144303088,0.0,0.0,0.14548001523530207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656056738783724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189313410128046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507003096511115,0.11139494776317067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34350521314660765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053124711622916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622187309391847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598514254747926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265554866751748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493567029968808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171431243342152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yikesfactory,2018/02/05,"Afraid to take medication I was diagnosed with ADHD about a month ago now. The doctor I saw prescribed me Adderall, but I'm afraid to take it. I don't know why, but I'm really worried about side effects or what if I get dependent on it or something. Idk I know it's really silly. I've never taken any kind of regular medication in my life before. What if I don't even really need it? I feel like it will help, but I'm afraid it'll make me feel weird or something. If anyone who takes medication could tell me their experience it would really help. ",2.3791964285714258,4.289398526785714,4.686928571428575,81.40807142857145,77.125,8.40857142857143,22.807142857142853,9.120678840339163,1.834247142857143,433,13,88,11,10,151,69,112,0.064,0.825,0.111,0.7227,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,3,2,0,7,6,0,3,1,21,22,9,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,12,3,8,15,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,7,5,50,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296088908968186,0.0,0.13495009461522253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352728533924048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064485805310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954360652835073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215499193046596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545187010515548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582238234446266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055198162222646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891829965330294,0.0,0.0,0.1539525484866941,0.10875909385858873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953824437648471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408428802105608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853279434083656,0.1673324103341454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753043518371788,0.07437595851660032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162026788091097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600923056352636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151518311277135,0.0,0.0,0.11288279319655735,0.11741558581811287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901110916831039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440100930333466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433928351387749,0.0,0.13306301119298355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737141428382385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460541463300972,0.0,0.10814574218610694,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,garrett6ix,2018/02/05,"2 weeks on Dexedrine: Not sure if I've found my solution? Any others have experience? (kind of long) Roughly 2 weeks ago I was prescribed dexedrine after finally seeking help for my ADHD, which had gone untreated for a long time (I am 23 and just recently sought help).My prescription is for 7.5mg twice a day.

During my first week of taking dexedrine I felt a VERY noticeable improvement on all fronts. Almost as if I could tell when the medication ""kicked-in"". Very focused, productive energy, and clear and organized thoughts. I thought I had found my solution to my problems.

However I've just finished my 2nd week and have noticed that during this week I've not been feeling the same improvements as the first week. Like I had said earlier, during the first week I could almost tell when the medication ""kicked-in"" (due to all the noticeable improvements in focus and energy), but now it feels as though these effects are not noticeable and seemingly  diminished. This entire 2nd week I could not tell when the medication took effect or 'kicked in' like in the past.

I would even go as far to say that during the tail-end of the week I did not really feel much after taking the medication.

Has anyone who has taken dexedrine has felt anything similar? ",6.812154294032023,7.988722209606987,6.595441048034935,74.96815429403203,64.89519650655022,10.822823871906841,33.17059679767103,10.793553405168565,3.7822591557496352,1002,41,175,27,15,315,123,229,0.021,0.88,0.1,0.9244,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,14,0,18,4,0,2,4,41,35,18,0,7,11,0,6,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,12,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,16,8,17,4,20,15,4,38,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,6,30,109,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636741429954744,0.0,0.07107962659261963,0.0,0.1605884337902814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452890422227779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560675809604644,0.0,0.06598585185280813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920648422182806,0.0,0.0,0.05171302771234425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102057162575617,0.0,0.0,0.052961780628863635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843682631231445,0.0,0.0,0.12163262675677307,0.0,0.1539813506021288,0.08783931924282326,0.0,0.20461729058856595,0.0,0.17583857080466306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455712796806533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749332949575403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350088124473333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834919084572144,0.0,0.0,0.1419233262736887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231139074133261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894558448424572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651669902634776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654615334535547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672671467675123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136889826853512,0.0,0.07917352871690149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627479313926676,0.06376674501860652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729978871137271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557390495117113,0.0,0.12057906574446045,0.0,0.2102570400381169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787818676392132,0.12731669434423945,0.0467568223560062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890890646696129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232290570387806,0.0,0.0,0.5788798968695775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696149375876833,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JacsonP,2018/02/05,"Questions about Ritalin in Japan/China Hi r/ADHD, I am looking at moving to Japan or China next year to teach English. I have noticed however that Ritalin seems to be illegal in Japan. 

Does anyone here have experience with medication in Japan or China? I have done some research but would value a first hand account as well.

Thanks",4.192021857923496,6.928977737704924,5.397950819672133,74.4699316939891,74.90163934426229,8.001092896174864,29.83879781420765,8.841846274778883,3.028145355191257,266,12,42,6,6,88,46,61,0.035,0.755,0.21,0.9118,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,0,8,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,2,10,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,3,29,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066207597078391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783952012621252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326895244109973,0.2610900425289464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495694156345816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701633463847608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424779400931807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570200531044748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711664211222058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27133725899054845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904710601313145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858077913489906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226385979708905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348925509827567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293955615339891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123944299384293,0.0,0.0,0.16429754088713452
adhd,SpreadHead9087,2018/02/06,"Anyone actually been drug tested after signing a controlled substance agreement? Have been prescribed adderall for 4 months now. Doc made me sign a contract saying I wouldnt do other drugs, wouldnt get the prescription from multiple doctors, would only use one pharmacy, wouldnt fill prescription early, etc. The contract also said I am subject to random drug testing. So I havent smoked weed in 4 months thinking theyd test me once and then back off with the drug tests for a year or two. But they didnt test me at all yet. It's really a bummer not being able to smoke. Most of my friends smoke and I even went to a concert last week and everyone around me was smoking, yet I abstained. Literally every person within 10 feet of me was smoking weed. I also have a fair bit of weed that's probably all dried up now since it's been so long... Not a heavy smoker but I like to partake every once and a while. But I really dont want to lose my prescription. That'd be a real bummer. It's really helping me more than I ever imagined it could.But every time I go back to the doc and he doesnt test me I feel stupid that I couldve smoked and I abstained for no reason. 

TL;DR: Do doctors actually drug test people or is it just scare tactics?",3.670428692699492,5.119905508064517,4.869074702886248,83.40190152801358,72.54838709677419,7.317826825127335,26.359083191850594,7.85451343220497,1.5555048387096773,978,33,189,13,19,323,140,248,0.085,0.8490000000000001,0.066,-0.7421,0,0,10,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,14,6,1,1,13,0,23,8,1,4,3,38,32,17,0,5,8,0,1,1,1,4,7,3,0,1,9,8,0,3,4,1,0,3,10,3,0,2,9,4,24,3,22,15,6,27,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,19,125,33,9,0.10323162018872227,0.0,0.2014783399279087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510857873672818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218194909067817,0.0,0.0,0.09189802834240204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875748763499284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270219249086615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578304000448594,0.08242204868730878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211323875122892,0.0,0.0,0.12098669003219327,0.0,0.5985795277430662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513054455684164,0.06818351153405347,0.0933789105824918,0.26093127705680635,0.09864223698421852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052197008930548634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975649368070098,0.0,0.05393426082061063,0.0,0.05866890872687167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919397898333858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841475485946155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050433755193661306,0.0,0.0,0.09135673535737876,0.0,0.11548977736538565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976802550587228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479698869506593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987661277075135,0.06995241749520761,0.07851229894848748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156780736568924,0.09013786891958073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130114657914236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175001840526084,0.19839845786881166,0.10613929875607002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819691060263216,0.08209392778791268,0.1033528607106592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539426298623931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614665390680335,0.0,0.0,0.0601951878987427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084229278329414,0.0,0.0,0.08915897495914883,0.0,0.0,0.060888684226360824,0.0,0.08280617888005352,0.0,0.0,0.09569674614829164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733327811221899,0.0,0.0,0.06647777881992051
adhd,slamminSalmon92,2018/02/06,"Exercise and Vyvanse After a long lay off I’m back at Boxing, but I’m feeling like I’m sweating way more than I should and the fear of tearing my heart to ribbons is real, it felt like I could feel my blood pumping in my face the first session back. I’ve never experienced that before. Anyone got any help with this in regards to when to take my medication, if at all ? ",1.3543421052631572,3.5983854868421083,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,82.28947368421052,5.378947368421053,23.97368421052632,6.6274283507984215,0.8159000000000001,291,11,59,3,8,98,58,76,0.054000000000000006,0.799,0.147,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,3,6,4,0,2,13,11,5,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,6,2,12,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,9,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277187422765668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673649116282287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681035663773947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036763116093936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911081519486216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26934466993906786,0.242053529919084,0.17099764075388235,0.2298215358541405,0.0,0.0,0.20359807557425533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143672451256916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836407767928101,0.1604368449957461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387678186586744,0.0,0.0,0.2118245923301864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112833848768864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460790220207196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724421848952963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799676777277609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999150333610465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EmpJustinian,2018/02/06,"Memorization for University ADHD-PI + I have a severe verbal memory problem. 

I've finally been able to somehow keep up with my homework, but now I have A LOT of memorization to do because I'm in STEM aspiring to be a geologist. 

I'm looking for tips, tricks, methods, anything to help me memorize

 I'm tired of getting low marks on exams & quizzes because I just can't remember anything.

Thank you!!!!

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adhd,ennaxor89,2018/02/06,"StayFocusd - a handy browser extension for keeping your mind on track This might have been linked before, but today I found this really great extension for Chrome which blocks specific websites for set periods of time. I had a load of work to do and would usually have spent most of the day playing Tetris or on Reddit, but once they were blocked I actually managed to get something done! Here's the link: 

https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/stayfocusd/laankejkbhbdhmipfmgcngdelahlfoji

This is specifically for Chrome but I think I read that there are equivalents for other browsers and different devices. Hope it helps some of you!
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adhd,JayKingWrites,2018/02/06,"Need snacks suggestions! Concerta works but food has always hated me: Easy to pre-make, easy to consume, but nutrition heavy??? I've been on Concerta for a month, and I'll be back on it soon (unfortunately, the only psychiatrist in a 15 mile radius that accepts my state insurance and treats ADHD has the worst office administrator on the planet, I can tell you some horror stories by the campfire another time if you like), but I've always had problems with eating food/remembering to eat food. 

The vague memories I've had, because to go with the ADHD, I have memory problems in general, are me forgetting to take my lunch and friends giving me their leftovers. The school realizing I'm not bringing lunch and providing me with one in exchange for school service, since my parents were well off and yes I was on medication. In college, due to my severe depression I just slept all day in my car, my parents wanted me out of the house at 8 am and not to return until 5 PM until I had a part-time job, and never ate (not on ADHD medication because I had been told by my parents I didn't have it anymore). When I worked at several different offices as different office administrators, long commutes made me nauseous, and I just hated eating food in general (not on medication at the time, but realized I did have ADHD). 

Basically, food is my greatest nemesis, second only to sleep.

I'm trying to be more productive so I can support myself again, but it's been difficult because if I don't eat, I lose focus, but sometimes smells, that smell fine when the medication wears off, randomly make me gag. There's no consistent pattern to what will trigger the gag reflex, I've been keeping tabs and my notes only suggests ""strong"" scents. The only other trigger is if I accidentally trick myself into thinking there is moldy food in the fridge, but I've taken care of that issue.

I've searched around the forum, but there weren't many examples from what I found other than nuts (too expensive for me currently, stores that would have it for cheap are too far away), cheese, greek yogurt, and smoothies. I've been making smoothies and popscicles made of said smoothies, and I've always eaten greek yogurt just because my skin likes protein/veggie diet better than a carb heavy one (doesn't mean I don't stuff mac and cheese in my face), but do you guys have any other suggestions? Maybe even websites I could find some great recipes?

As I mentioned in the title, I would prefer if it was something that was something easy to pre-make in bulk. It's how I've been making my greek yogurt/smoothie popsicles and that has been working great, but they don't have a lot of nutrition in it. 

Which is hard because my family doesn't care about nutrition at all. 

To put it into perspective, my dad has had diverticulitis on and off for five years, and still gets mad that my mother doesn't buy stereotypical junk food any more. My brother doesn't eat until he gets home and will only eat an entire frozen pizza/box of mac and cheese (however, his job is physically intensive, so he does burn that off).

Any other suggestions?

TL;DR: A bad relationship with food, with or without drugs. I got nuts, smoothies, and yogurt, but I'd like more suggestions on tasty and healthy snacks for tired people.",8.770487804878048,7.661624382113825,8.637195121951223,69.65091463414636,61.27642276422764,11.517073170731704,36.59756097560975,10.577609850970193,3.8151853658536585,2605,99,457,51,30,846,288,615,0.114,0.769,0.117,0.5868,9,0,3,0,0,0,90.0,0,3,2,6,21,26,4,0,22,1,54,31,5,8,3,87,85,46,0,12,24,6,2,3,1,4,6,1,1,1,24,29,20,1,8,0,5,4,16,11,1,4,29,6,52,15,72,49,10,58,0,2,0,0,27,34,0,9,22,299,76,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681810973339448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925805268901506,0.0,0.0,0.11381145906819802,0.058497657022807126,0.0,0.0,0.05532583026158695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049662362262908884,0.0,0.0,0.05241383343034653,0.04289684993840321,0.04657991300700546,0.17003654560598694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933917206803644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137573689181952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454147400321964,0.0,0.0,0.035978075730164906,0.0,0.048049362684956666,0.0,0.0,0.11657132851983328,0.0,0.0,0.04881968259692142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469534523456365,0.3425048917413981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684686506597234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259112959264557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050988414861844,0.0,0.5396640328102811,0.06116769503310277,0.0431009887092736,0.0,0.0582929328859063,0.05351608662564555,0.031705104574252074,0.0,0.044618054233659915,0.1230109883065128,0.0,0.055238017310120485,0.0,0.0,0.04997429970639927,0.11015645807043327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055959027604951056,0.0,0.0,0.06437084364453452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822725687680318,0.11072021234526344,0.04958615342917586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176430330064477,0.0,0.0,0.04936984360067558,0.0,0.062411514856582626,0.0,0.04742821245851705,0.0,0.1055742391900991,0.1117150026732505,0.05655938116119165,0.05604565797613453,0.060768525673124824,0.0,0.2247986077135292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452874506685496,0.0,0.0,0.041365440860334085,0.04302646429720658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756055894011021,0.21214308417727634,0.0,0.0,0.1858349765650579,0.060412011998356725,0.0,0.03867576312425635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676147474954233,0.0,0.05608146174199138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989448660849012,0.06319592924706173,0.0,0.053066324005085055,0.0,0.0,0.11291908278462215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604712754208902,0.0,0.046147680206975364,0.0,0.05582740643764679,0.0,0.0,0.08589529735551775,0.05517488582723426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455166421721996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386290275653034,0.0,0.06330656000022154,0.0,0.0,0.041944969679189495,0.0,0.04876039974150108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574613240405307,0.0,0.0,0.06505983385786948,0.06411908512037684,0.0,0.05330698161751141,0.0,0.03787579092072812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032904687383441635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015931852945967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053776790645182315,0.0,0.12184105820833592,0.0,0.0,0.0792591355337365,0.0,0.0,0.03592507471311141
adhd,RTL90,2018/02/06,"Recently diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Ritalin SR. What are the benefits of SR over IR? I'm curious to see how others have responded with regards to the difference between the two types of Ritalin.  From my understanding,  SR gradually builds up in the system over the course of the day as opposed to the IR brand that gets absorbed much quicker.   Are the side effects less severe with the SR?   Has it been more tolerable for you?",5.841561181434598,7.778748113924053,6.72221518987342,70.31893459915611,67.86075949367088,10.836286919831224,35.951476793248936,10.864195022040775,4.616593248945149,347,18,57,11,6,115,58,79,0.028,0.906,0.066,0.4824,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,0,5,3,0,2,0,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,17,8,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,43,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854882349014275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686208008316154,0.0,0.0,0.3255621549719743,0.0,0.3351233634134073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675825778088582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357937014625447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167093779348105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556022337173575,0.0,0.0,0.3623647243868952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31333351231026885,0.33391991512401925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,offbrandhandjobs,2018/02/06,"What are meds supposed to “feel” like? I’m 16 and I was recently diagnosed with ADHD-PI, and just started on 30 mg of Vyvanse about a week ago. I’m 5’7” and about 155 lbs if that’s reevant information. 

People told me that you’re supposed to “feel” something (I’ve been told there’s some sort of “rush”) when the medication kicks in, is this true? I’ve never felt anything after taking the medication. I think it’s doing something, because I’m taking notes in class for the first time all year (even in APUSH, which might be the worst decision I’ve ever made), but I always feel exactly the same as I’m used to. What are meds supposed to feel like? Is this the norm? Have I been fed false info?

TL;DR: Vyvanse helps me focus, but doesn’t “feel” any different than usual. What is it supposed to feel like?",2.3017708333333324,4.393556468750003,3.5412500000000016,88.67208333333336,78.0625,6.266666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.3011,0.8812166666666665,625,20,128,8,15,203,101,160,0.017,0.887,0.096,0.9039,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,13,4,0,2,5,30,33,8,0,1,4,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,11,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,7,6,4,18,23,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,15,71,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751880704141628,0.0,0.12356017164404592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598303330243315,0.0,0.0,0.0947894789020454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147054869567664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849704011402087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147716812338926,0.0,0.14563211265079545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206529379483508,0.12608556883617072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228763982039137,0.298739152647521,0.13383555191858987,0.0,0.0,0.11856443615161018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342968498700896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429565966673152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318934912210309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30966009692117585,0.2808400365507431,0.0,0.14786998085327208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750559292854116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966349644236728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763008145770012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146173296553629,0.0,0.0,0.09866043799273644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096067575798324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931501162760792,0.0,0.0,0.08127900036602273,0.0,0.0,0.2663848289478655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038756936067695,0.15351758075255328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180965918442448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976211550540827
adhd,dickdry,2018/02/06,"Special interest! Okay so, I bet you all have been in that situation where someone asks you about your ""hobby"" or your ""interests"" and you almost scream out in happiness because you get to tell someone about your favorite subject in the world!!! 
Or.... you know... you shut up and reword your Star Trek obession to ""tv-shows..."" and your k-pop obsession to ""music..""

((Mostly me because I don't think my 60+ old doctor knows who Taeyang is...))

Sometimes tho you might be comfortable enough to sit your friend through maybe minutes or hours of you rambling about how Spock is the most relatable chatacter in the whole world and how much you wish you could marry Jim... only me?

Anways, I wanted to ask you all if you have a special interest! I know it's well known in the autism spectra but all my ADHD friends seem to relate to this too! 
Do tell me, I love hearing others interests and how captivated they are by it! 🌸🌸🌸
Go go go 👏🏻👏🏻",4.2288461538461535,5.379074741758242,4.976593406593405,84.31840659340659,70.81318681318682,8.017582417582418,29.384615384615394,8.384062270229773,2.0434373626373623,721,28,144,11,13,233,116,182,0.018000000000000002,0.782,0.2,0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,18,1,0,11,15,0,1,5,1,11,2,0,3,3,31,26,15,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,29,13,20,22,8,17,0,0,0,1,28,11,0,10,2,97,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968102423279426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158043975874446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950995438731789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924234419095576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601443567439224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154572285120475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308061092511747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387817829355465,0.0,0.08245967613119093,0.0,0.2690953285896985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801300106026767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788591379311833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543078645263947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021776952530845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424477635669422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856147826073475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743271944742227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160232317141764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656160659141941,0.0,0.0,0.12003684939969518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368253102155373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740756578699166,0.0,0.0,0.26745774334862193,0.0,0.1560979347117109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759008045507829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011311098980076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309224053445037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190815099305096,0.0,0.0,0.17621159131271694,0.18149674458113169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,soapydansk,2018/02/06,Just knowing you guys are all here and I can come to this sub is incredibly helpful when I'm having moments/days/weeks/centuries where I feel like I am just failing at everything. Like when it feels like my life is one giant missed deadline despite having few obligations and plenty of time.,4.280181818181816,6.739349381818188,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,73.36363636363637,6.581818181818183,29.181818181818183,7.554174236665415,1.9402000000000004,236,10,41,3,5,73,45,55,0.095,0.723,0.182,0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,3,3,13,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752828755921897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872105973351821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231702865948523,0.4566044262023286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316426401690902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142022931662329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562834631791424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257230679035803,0.4683800313637675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655017474285185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634493166793795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BasedDyke,2018/02/06,"Having difficulty actually pulling the trigger to get tested for ADHD This is probably going to get very long-winded, and this may be a completely ridiculous thing for me to struggle with, so I'll ask the question up front — how do you keep everything together when trying to schedule doctor's appointments?

I think there's a real possibility that I might have ADHD. My little brother was diagnosed when he was in middle school, and my dad was diagnosed a few years ago. I'm 25, and throughout my life I always thought I was just kind of bad at certain things, but now I have a suspicion that maybe it's my brain. 

I was never a big troublemaker in school and I never had too many issues with my grades, but I think a lot of that is because I lived in a home where my mom really made sure to take care of things like all of mine and my brother's schedules and I tried very hard to be good and quiet in school so that the teacher wouldn't notice me. The times that I did get noticed were for small annoying things like tapping on my desk. Teachers used to make me sit on my hands a lot when I was younger.

Now, as an adult, I'm having a lot of difficulty focusing at work and crossing the finish line on tasks at home. I just recently got married, and my wife has pointed out that I do a lot of things that can be very frustrating to live with — for instance, I'll start a job like packing up our bags for a vacation, but for some reason in the middle of it, I'll just stop and go do something else without finishing the packing. And I won't even notice it until she mentions something, which is very frustrating for me because I don't want to be doing that to her. Or I'll start a chore like washing the dishes, but a lot of the dishes that I've washed are still visibly dirty. She said I tend to interrupt people when I'm in conversations, something a journalism professor of mine always used to call me out on as well, and I'm not doing it to be rude. Most times I don't even notice I do it until someone tells me.

The same thing is happening at work, where I'll have a list of projects and forget old projects as soon as new projects come across my desk. I don't pay very close attention to detail most of the time. The only few times I've ever been able to sit with something for a long time is when it's something I feel really fired up about. I start everything with good intentions, and I consider myself a hard worker, but I am so disorganized and when I start to feel disorganized, I panic and instead of tackling the problem, I procrastinate and hope that my boss will forget about the project and let it go.

I'm finally working on getting a doctor's appointment, but I'm having a hard time keeping everything together. I've allowed 2 appointments slip through already, because they called me to reschedule and I'll keep forgetting to call back. 

What sort of tangible things have you guys done to make sure things like doctor's appointments actually happen? I don't want to keep making my wife feel like she needs to take care of me for things like this.

**tl;dr:** I've had a hard time with follow-through when it comes to actually getting tested for ADHD. How did you do it?",6.941770385240414,6.085825946372242,7.276228850014341,77.11450769524905,64.77287066246056,10.523965204091386,34.03861963483415,9.800150414767053,3.0599796004206103,2526,94,499,45,33,826,263,634,0.12,0.79,0.091,-0.9385,2,0,5,0,0,0,54.0,1,3,1,4,31,26,5,2,36,0,51,12,2,13,7,97,101,44,0,6,12,6,9,7,0,5,8,2,3,2,33,30,2,5,9,0,1,8,10,9,1,0,17,11,61,17,83,73,12,80,0,0,0,0,27,30,0,14,47,334,94,24,0.053766275425485566,0.0,0.15740438681040364,0.0,0.19384984407188446,0.0,0.04766055909326808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059332421915157474,0.0,0.08947569656105231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050264209609156486,0.0,0.0,0.041342947008079854,0.04489259416145558,0.09832626737654968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002094494971987,0.1647041359181754,0.0,0.10963660226139674,0.0,0.0,0.09262977097534746,0.056372916837424174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914327557132268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509618351044153,0.0,0.05502156701238298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449148239802192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710242356734257,0.04863467429971162,0.0,0.0,0.1449649844489208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155753305283303,0.038410637906976686,0.0,0.05889832665383909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404532989431723,0.0,0.09166984010582056,0.09019320180647544,0.04300180210049473,0.0,0.0,0.0532370657930114,0.09509067958581097,0.0,0.1926560880339059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786391617180303,0.05340204312585198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611802262730752,0.05335473208739727,0.19115974403720934,0.0,0.055989302078266634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497965939916945,0.03797671039068925,0.1838724043339292,0.053887932883702035,0.09495321248906616,0.09516292365107397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855082333271814,0.0,0.05087494982174777,0.10766821904544764,0.054510564330821784,0.054015450343497855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703752161238925,0.0,0.06297041195697531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039867011957995364,0.08293573238775058,0.05192780384480245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485304372955766,0.05641866159801634,0.0,0.0,0.04089167526224298,0.0,0.06308313962060967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03727476557460945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050826509073124485,0.06061339701090435,0.0,0.0,0.057969138634135935,0.05144706428808561,0.0,0.0,0.06023053346672998,0.0,0.0,0.061197792369899875,0.06888810560346427,0.05528068589792605,0.0530877105708691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114404028282113,0.0,0.0,0.16324302352512288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455559906898554,0.2069595280254639,0.0,0.0,0.15222418591863832,0.0,0.04293781700752208,0.04495101375015142,0.0,0.05620818498467716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134815658157413,0.0,0.08085109564885679,0.0,0.046994094566392516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214793188248227,0.0689025166112038,0.0,0.04268441693659115,0.21946083304273864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300754340578805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287359813870803,0.0,0.22181404042953454,0.06342548456422623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048342338677608766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051828770856155226,0.0,0.11742746658900967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034623718577428984
adhd,cosmicsugarstar,2018/02/06,"ADHD with kid about to get testing for ADHD. I got feels. So the kid hasn't been officially diagnosed, but we are in the process because it's so painfully obvious. 

The best part is knowing what she's thinking, the worst is knowing that in her head that she can't keep it together.  I remember that feeling when I was young, and you feel like you can't do anything right.  Because I know what's happening and what she's going through, I want to scream for her, but I have to be cool, even though I'm incapable of being cool because my name is not Arthur Fonzarelli. 

This sucks so bad because it brings back a lot of stuff for me.  At the same time, I'm excited because there are so many more resources today than when I was a kid.  

I think we should all sing about buying the world a coke.  Yay progress, yay caffeine, book sugar unless it's in a cake, then yay!  ",5.487413793103446,5.2409599252873615,5.776459770114943,84.63951724137931,67.56321839080461,9.028965517241383,32.342528735632186,8.548686976883017,2.285774252873563,673,26,143,9,10,215,108,174,0.139,0.6679999999999999,0.193,0.8362,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,0,2,12,13,1,0,10,5,16,5,1,0,2,26,34,13,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,12,5,2,1,9,2,1,2,4,5,0,0,4,7,19,8,18,27,7,15,0,0,0,0,13,6,1,1,8,98,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762883119987064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882832329769425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203782325738172,0.13071373793826407,0.4771608838970123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429085748879366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889620311809394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340061097485767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374710172465931,0.11184023002450856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179155628473582,0.0,0.08897167175904247,0.0,0.12520831989395798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843773571034945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066672705705348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914992635845064,0.0,0.0,0.2581093855929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648302329187708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309425745922973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871837557838506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658154645020673,0.0,0.0,0.16952972633265398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734202580247718,0.13369389507697665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921370384780394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006234139023468,0.15381078866512798,0.0,0.09128628119083804,0.0,0.1483922610277266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233797158300452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bystronicman08,2018/02/06,"Starting ritalin tomorrow and haven't taken any for of medication for my ADD/ADHD since I was 12, I'm 29 now. What to expect? My doctor prescribed my 20mg of Ritalin to start out with and see how that works. She wan't me to take it when I wake up and then again after lunch. I stopped taking when I was a kid because it made me anti-social, suppressed my appetite and put me in a generally bad(read:not angry) mood. Would you guys recommend that I wait and take it on Saturday before taking it and then heading into work or is it something I shouldn't worry about? Also, should I expect any personality changes? Also, how long did it take for you guys to notice any positive changes, i.e. being able to remember things for longer than a goldfish and things like that? Thanks for all the help in advance. I'm ""new"" to taking medicine again but hopefully it's a change for the positive.",5.491439831844456,6.109228485549135,6.163289542827116,78.8868470835523,67.61271676300578,9.065475564897527,30.756174461376766,9.095868883498916,2.5321144508670512,700,26,133,12,11,229,108,173,0.009000000000000001,0.867,0.125,0.9536,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,10,4,0,0,6,0,9,7,2,3,1,27,25,17,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,13,10,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,17,3,24,16,1,23,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,16,90,30,3,0.12043780925261867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447428421082517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262814509267429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570552084071634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056054003528332,0.07341777065706627,0.0,0.1024837050101764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822216981169841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232732011570015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385047327309789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360393860199735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072692482196894,0.0,0.0,0.1196219197404707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588398300521009,0.0,0.0,0.1065836712317334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396116717922848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132842212185138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631958667167125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371192440905313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516164953652438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107326344500816,0.0,0.0,0.12047040143425095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643255993544492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959733408386076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962740038374612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271890962165416,0.0,0.0,0.1704930025580115,0.0,0.0,0.10069140138329906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543325463326027,0.0,0.0,0.11088295342982414,0.0,0.0,0.1600270577415732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536031908658326,0.12231044148641786,0.0,0.0855555641635005,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Luisalovesme,2018/02/06,"I just can't figure out the best Vyvanse schedule. Would love to hear from you if you're experienced with Vyvanse. I've been taking vyvanse for going on 8 months now.  I've tried different doses but currently take take 30 mg in the morning and 10 about 3 hours later.  Here are the issues I'm having.  


THESE THREE BULLETS ARE BASICALLY TLDR.

-Initial onset is super extreme, feels like I had a 4 shot espresso.  (kicks in about 1 hour after taking)

-I crash about 3 hours after taking it.  This is irrespective of dose.  Each higher dose may delay the crash about 30 minutes or so.

-Around 3 hours after taking, I crash and am left tired, foggy, sometimes irritable for several hours.  Unfocused for the rest of the day.


 
I have tried various things and nothing seems to greatly affect the above issues.  On an empty stomach it kicks in in an hour and it's like I had a lot of coffee.  If I take it with food I don't really notice it kicking in until about an hour and a half later and in this case it kicks in more gradually but when it does kick in I start to feel a bit sluggish and a bit irritable.  This is not desirable.  I have also tried mixing it in water and taking that way and I've tried taking tums before.   I also drink a lot of water, don’t consume caffeine, exercise, eat fine (no appetite suppression) and sleep well (no issues here either). 


I thought maybe (or was hoping) I was just having a crash after the initial high after taking it but I'm pretty sure no matter what the dose 3 hours or so after taking it the benefits are simply gone for the rest of the day.  


The first med I tried was Adderall XR which gave me the same (many) benefits that Vyvanse does when it's working but I had the same duration issue and the crash was much worse.  I also tried Concerta for like a week but had a bad experience and decided it was not a good fit for me.


I have yet to try 30 in the morning and then taking another 30 or even 20 a few hours later.  For now the 10 3 hours later is just making it so that I can hang in there for a couple more hours.  I could also try a higher dose but I have tried 40 and it didn't help with the duration so I feel like I may as well stick with 30 and redose.

-Do you think maybe an immediate release med would work better for me for some reason?


I want to emphasize that I have gotten great great benefit from vyvanse so would like to stick with it and possibly try a few more tweaks before giving up.  I would so appreciate any ideas or insight you have.  Thanks!",3.1824900596421486,4.722808737574553,4.703514413518889,83.73817420477141,73.95029821073558,7.256640159045725,23.708200795228628,7.908726449838941,1.232768628230616,1957,56,387,28,40,656,224,503,0.118,0.732,0.15,0.9553,2,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,0,6,30,23,0,0,37,0,39,16,2,3,1,75,71,44,0,10,19,0,3,5,0,6,7,1,0,0,26,24,6,2,11,2,0,3,9,1,2,3,15,5,31,22,57,49,19,60,0,0,0,1,8,19,0,14,42,269,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532147207298892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514577995365545,0.054193465184275286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600826147984872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315261537479244,0.0,0.0,0.08795577078118606,0.0,0.05423745273168723,0.04570885125617274,0.11284751229161095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126416242121746,0.057185553028133475,0.0,0.06666169873161691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053997070610548266,0.0,0.0,0.0904551704726266,0.0,0.0,0.050629041283247314,0.0,0.05288396114393278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03413571415901193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050555269304484514,0.0,0.0,0.07839646873799001,0.07384378269337442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396099262893833,0.06249451999826889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049578433136473164,0.029372278623717173,0.04334871507957511,0.0,0.17093996712055992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824978066935525,0.0,0.03464159933916365,0.05460525538862008,0.0,0.0513322491222069,0.5598638998323029,0.0,0.0,0.058343098439035214,0.0,0.21577184310808226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056153039977972836,0.0,0.0,0.12624696297700774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787699581270217,0.046645351549671456,0.0,0.034498379456882035,0.052397805481476836,0.10384376294165963,0.0,0.11481491145305182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041252370065680166,0.0,0.03799248437265531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049590622378762286,0.058840714246809776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058264100273735235,0.0,0.05257954458739268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331090459409975,0.0531380781344129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704968335917285,0.0,0.058386360802167324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171968863517763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111517975769172,0.0,0.03658104342368276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048710016669786325,0.0,0.4663044715951716,0.0,0.0,0.047582177256599516,0.0,0.0,0.034335466326348645,0.03311597216887275,0.0,0.04103002423824,0.0,0.05940127492224096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508893280613087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03048359747842145,0.041023055125455885,0.041456475169041135,0.0,0.09293730452600624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752507534156947,0.0,0.05266874451845704,0.14685467489436846,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Restlessbiscuit,2018/02/06,"[UK] 15 Yr Old | I am a week from my meeting with a doctor for my diagnosis. Need some awnsers from people who have been through this. I have done a QB test, I have seen the brief results and it appears to be rather ADHD-like, the questionnaire too appears as though I have ADHD. I do really believe that I have ADHD and I think I will be diagnosed although I do not know whether people of my age in the UK get medicated. 
I am almost 16, I have my GCSEs coming up I cannot behave and keep focused in lessons nor at home and I am facing the risk of not getting into my next step of education that I would like to pursue. I do not think medication is a quick fix although I hope it can keep me focused for these next few vital months.",2.0016742081447987,3.590571359477128,4.03921568627451,87.06570135746607,77.23529411764707,6.5377576671694335,24.841126194067375,7.321109707123232,1.0660833584715936,570,20,122,7,13,195,92,153,0.015,0.893,0.092,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,8,0,21,5,1,1,0,26,34,10,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,3,1,22,3,17,27,2,17,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,8,92,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505654314860566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291206227759002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204631339188292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315418902441447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499242441083358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563001025292215,0.0,0.15627029739563894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956418537558853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317562888232886,0.1516705832629865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146255253004603,0.0,0.0,0.08392270897858631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460398029440643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307668570936222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188772430264555,0.0,0.0,0.11322886920958315,0.0,0.0,0.3248071335563822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602382757401602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117329264862994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782677352003416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956944766716202,0.1500319489574756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249079041806188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847729535042593,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,The_Sp0iler,2018/02/06,"ADHD meds and Eating Disorders I have had a history of binge eating disorder for many years. I was in therapy for few years while in college, but have recently graduated (YAY), so I no longer have that resource. I was diagnosed with ADHD about three years ago.  I tried Adderall IR, and wasn't quite right for me. Been on Adderall XR for about 1.5 years and it's been wonderful for the most part. I've been able to focus, my anxiety has lessened, and I'm able to just *function*.

Unfortunately, I'm now slipping into the other end of the spectrum and not intentionally. I've been just not wanting to eat. I know it isn't good for me, I was working out the other day and threw up nothing but bile because I had eaten what would barely constitute  single meal, let alone an average day's worth of calories. Whenever I want to eat, I can eat a little bit, but then I get nauseous and physically cannot eat more.

I don't have a new physician to see yet, but I'm working on it. I'm scared to say anything because the XR works so well for me in so many ways. I'm just frustrated and scared and sad right now. 

Any words of advice, encouragement, etc would be wonderful.

Thanks guys <3",3.3666126855600567,5.0649383333333375,4.744781826360775,82.98062753036439,73.78632478632478,8.003238866396762,27.700404858299603,8.6894789155246,2.0827897435897444,926,36,185,18,19,308,131,234,0.133,0.765,0.101,-0.778,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,1,2,9,1,23,10,0,1,0,31,38,18,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,12,8,0,3,0,1,1,7,4,1,1,12,2,16,5,28,22,7,28,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,3,15,118,23,5,0.18964501647892532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279164561956614,0.09265945761713357,0.08405443229152221,0.0,0.0,0.09820752156384878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448255720519294,0.0,0.07253895926257062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803084487976437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560584182414928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352162018317478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230534668813753,0.0,0.0,0.09624284986493677,0.0,0.0,0.2173496189585544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821625903646223,0.0,0.0,0.08398459748861657,0.0,0.10575216188506152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954084690041888,0.0,0.0,0.07953262108782945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388919113057666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211197070558438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696243909633837,0.0,0.0,0.09503706402267127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922702807472898,0.0,0.0,0.10532643044973232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158016933412147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909847540329538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102683536037366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085540944591644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362578741383933,0.0,0.0,0.16195580787023672,0.0,0.07540666444882185,0.1898677453360198,0.0,0.07556126235532434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872998257811373,0.10843780203536132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437825878168264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185754425221917,0.07526569341602736,0.0,0.0,0.08525682263271737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566193065660826,0.20709574598685415,0.0,0.0,0.13471837852528878,0.0,0.0,0.24425034571264964
adhd,that_one_creepychick,2018/02/06,"What were you like as a kid? I’ll keep it short cause really, I already know what I was like - I want to hear from you! I feel like a decent amount of us had things enough in common because I found out retrospectively, a lot of the friends I made growing up also had Adhd.

I’m curious what sort of social group you were in, if you got along well with people, if you were very anxious, Where you sat at lunch, if you talked too much - what have you. 

For example, I think I often talked too much if I wasn’t completely spaced and bored or drawing or too nervous to talk to anyone much as the new kid. I laughed a lot. Sometimes too much. Liked hanging out with “weird” kids, and nerds. Band people. Science geeks. But usually not just one group, by the time I finally got out of elementary school. Back then I usually only had one or 2 friends. After that I talked to more people at school, but had either the same or less amount of “close” friends I’d actually hang out with much after. 

Usually. Got along well with other adhders I suppose, because I’ve always gotten on the nerves of people who have like an obsessive interest or hobby they’re long term into - so like I would talk to the anime kids at school sometimes, but usually wouldn’t be great friends with them. I got along much better with people like me who might have a short term interest in things but didn’t take it long term seriously. 

How about you all?",3.5886006493506493,5.1628909964285725,4.2500649350649375,87.26038961038964,72.96428571428572,7.376623376623378,24.51298701298701,8.00094639256281,1.2246071428571432,1109,33,228,16,22,353,146,280,0.046,0.7559999999999999,0.198,0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,9,1,1,14,25,0,2,12,0,17,1,0,3,1,51,33,21,0,7,16,0,1,7,4,3,0,1,0,4,12,17,1,1,4,1,0,3,4,7,2,2,18,2,28,18,41,11,19,38,0,0,0,0,31,18,0,14,24,156,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.07881165599210578,0.0,0.09705972962188704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912241621553335,0.06458500955189797,0.0672001075692791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123760205676623,0.0,0.05647037733792855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210067298617289,0.0,0.09846302401727293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142705803352283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296439357718655,0.0,0.0,0.08467698427771538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834483052112676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040835483487934365,0.0576960917514003,0.0,0.08847036768443296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855090833063776,0.2495847978635947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583696657654374,0.08903993148095764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102417474882712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717846066358986,0.0,0.0,0.04438445447226114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27619221364386776,0.0,0.0,0.14294292085439686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373212213220491,0.0,0.07641856352066201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567527798394511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562143407518109,0.0,0.0,0.07800004109107121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945227889848808,0.06142282389354198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799495675928333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517379387333178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452051040102817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232626434885841,0.0,0.0,0.1597505433022033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607226602699873,0.3245655101512614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730881562327507,0.05174876202173575,0.0,0.0,0.04709272910183165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714624164864287,0.0,0.35578989949146794,0.06663676484293285,0.047635274707712505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522872619691513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737071211540042,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HDADDthrowaway,2018/02/06,"Seeking non-medical advice about seeking treatment. Hi, all.  Thanks for taking the time to read this. I'm a 25 year old man who's been struggling with an inability to focus and get simple tasks done and I've had it up to here with it. No matter how much time I allocate for even the simplest tasks I apparently don't have the fortitude to take less than the whole day to do them. Even when setting aside weeks for a critical project, I find myself cramming on the last day to finish. I've felt that I need to get help and I want to be as prepared as I possibly can to get an accurate diagnosis from a medical professional. I've never gone to the doctor for anything more than an occassional checkup and I lose my nerve to ask about ADHD every time for fear of not being taken seriously, which is silly. 

That said, I don't have a recorded history of ADHD from childhood, nor do I have a previous diagnosis. I've always found it really hard to focus and absorb crucial information, but it didn't start to negatively affect my life until about the end of high school (which was manageable) through college (which was hell) to the present (still pretty bad). Have any of you in this community had a similar experience which drove you to seek treatment? What are some insights you have for someone who thinks they should get checked out for ADHD (or other things, frankly) and is new to the process? 

Thanks again for your time. I look forward to reading your answers. 
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adhd,Mikestroe,2018/02/06,"Could someone help me out? Recently diagnosed. I just started college this past fall quarter (2017). I felt like something wasnt truly right with me, and I had felt like that all through-out high school. I set up an appointment with a therapist and I was diagnosed with ADHD. He prescribed me 40mg of vyvanse which has worked wondering allowing me to focus. The only questions I have is how do I deal with crashing after about 4 hours, and why do I get extremely talkative and outgoing when i'm at the pinnacle of my 'high'?

TL;DR Recently diagnosed. Need help dealing with some of the hyper energy, and crashing I have afterwards.",4.6287179487179495,6.898447299145303,5.614025641025645,75.65180769230773,71.73504273504274,9.808205128205133,33.92222222222222,10.125756701596842,4.096539145299147,502,26,84,15,10,165,81,117,0.021,0.843,0.136,0.8983,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,10,3,0,2,1,22,17,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,14,2,14,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,10,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846094235509572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264512184622985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673042351608593,0.0,0.4677328876826976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497946560957305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025490867286178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059231508702776,0.32459489337111896,0.0,0.0,0.15127495227924204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009221802665398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389990223879826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682736141994918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663816962240114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207840609873903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033427762519302,0.0,0.0,0.13118213941509646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554615667398371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301532929388632,0.11825651761574092,0.0,0.0,0.10872598072299433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835310214078792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860917341129514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658354161271888,0.11182994249924456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,stalactose,2018/02/06,"Question about weird feeling when not taking Vyvanse or Adderall for a day or two. When I stop taking Vyvanse (and true for adderall when I was on that), when I blink, or like look to the side or something like that, I get this weird feeling, like almost dizziness or something. It lasts for only a fraction of a second. It's a really subtle, hard-to-describe thing. But it's driving me CRAZY!!!!!

You know that whooshing in your ears when you like yawn or stretch? It's nothing like that, but you know how hard that feeling/sensation is to describe? It's like that. Does anyone ANYONE know what the FUCK this is? Or have any experiences similar??",3.537006651884699,5.741834422764232,3.8326977087952687,87.50008869179605,74.6910569105691,5.773540280857352,28.2549889135255,6.574015621080383,1.3392341463414636,506,21,94,4,11,157,68,123,0.095,0.7559999999999999,0.149,0.5829,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,0,7,10,1,0,6,0,4,3,1,1,1,21,14,16,0,0,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,15,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,5,9,7,9,13,0,13,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,9,14,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172786463015904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166227487459428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398271338991491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060034166842417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007677497427907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775540271562955,0.0,0.0,0.17342644813034588,0.12251634373821454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854472831072675,0.08959926515233621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072523757869501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28274815064703424,0.13979163529329128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027039216413659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440129387392299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455445579695555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042997501352188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211408984190825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986434078533587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26405106561233005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337782843732613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578863868420006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393391945584228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752608068018748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,carawins,2018/02/06,"i constantly listen to podcasts and audiobooks recently i was talking with my dad and we realized since i was old enough for audiobooks, i haven’t stopped listening to them. when i discovered podcasts at age eleven, i was in heaven. 

i listen to them while doing most things, from math homework to cooking. i’m thinking maybe this is because the podcasts “ground” me or provide another level of interest to the task at hand. music is often too boring. 

does anyone else constantly listen to audiobooks or podcasts? do you think it’s an “adhd thing”?",4.908181818181821,7.5233295151515165,5.625252525252527,74.32454545454549,72.03030303030303,8.844444444444445,33.22222222222222,9.444778638647367,3.783391919191919,438,22,67,11,9,142,71,99,0.043,0.857,0.101,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,0,0,12,15,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,13,2,13,12,2,13,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,8,52,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753701469136065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334286596915942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565586500538967,0.228092855883964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570253907406665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811301455811276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480973521256356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596421339291566,0.0,0.0,0.23001826343684384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236442190804652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359441482787266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980302853887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841473947305393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186114052610838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892752843207185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578776176028765,0.28528225576566724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jaxxly,2018/02/06,"Study/Learning: How much repetition do you do in order to learn something new and complex? An effective study skill that helps people learn something new and complex is repetition of information. An example would be reading a chapter twice, re-writing notes from a chapter, flashcards, watching videos more than once, etc. 

How much repetition do you do when learning new and complex subject matter? What kind of repetition do you use (re-writing notes, re-reading information, flashcards, etc.)

I know that non-ADHDers probably don't have to do as much repetition as we do so Im wondering about how to make repetition effective with ADHD brain. ",7.572364864864862,9.612027351351351,7.574403153153153,65.47079391891893,63.774774774774784,10.234684684684686,41.802927927927925,10.411451182825502,5.094449549549548,520,31,76,13,8,167,65,111,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.8504,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,3,6,1,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,7,0,24,16,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,12,14,6,12,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,10,51,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787111889013517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588822572739787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514404148333913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560864091922854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701910222278328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407370811158126,0.08659044068745024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051720197063253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474725228871051,0.0,0.0,0.4565151027778985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779545406858284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092317421329326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698755151196817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315203766141796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425936093626824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608059992408494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086628050202654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192556726657643,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Illumineillustrator,2018/02/06,"What to do after accidentally having coffee while on a stimulant? tl;dr: Accidentally mixed Vyvanse and coffee this morning. Super jittery. Any remedies or tips to share to handle this?


This morning, I got off to a rough start, had to be out of the house at 6:30, got up at 6, had about 5 hours of sleep. Took my meds (40mg of Vyvanse which I need to change to 30 honestly) as always, and got on my way to the gym. Halfway to the gym, my workout partner texts me that he's sick and can't make it. So I decided to just go to school early to do some work. Force of habit, I stopped and got a coffee on my way. And as I drink it, it hits me I took my meds already and I'm in for a bad time.

Cut to a few hours later and I still feel kinda floaty and shaky and on edge. 

So now to my actual question: does anyone have anything they do to reduce these effects or to otherwise function in a more or less normal way while in this state? Might be helpful going forward.",1.552555555555557,3.291789500000004,3.4933333333333323,89.80722222222224,79.0,5.844444444444445,22.61111111111111,6.691623216298621,0.5192277777777776,740,23,161,7,18,250,120,200,0.08900000000000001,0.866,0.045,-0.7831,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,1,1,9,0,11,3,1,3,0,27,25,18,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,11,10,1,1,4,4,0,5,1,3,0,0,8,2,16,3,37,13,4,33,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,8,13,107,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.13788647794812545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559258706531647,0.0,0.11757126574514813,0.0,0.0,0.09608749397660987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879885584828403,0.0,0.11627622511177835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797793861362488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947456202807166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365084313682627,0.0,0.0,0.13841825976718944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144452077017772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060583370506126,0.0,0.4520357144201996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470907950346442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27830016045787803,0.163038935664392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431752069912966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31390047758842426,0.0,0.0,0.14989486237436847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477068606401346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384420520737226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828611183500718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430011324309193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140005647215373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001146067226868,0.0,0.1128407754940097,0.1181314655544874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239200751557836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31397458235831954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364673568889795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286663612388937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BananaBrothers,2018/02/06,"Second day of medication, and wow After being diagnosed with major depression and anxiety about six months ago, (although I knew about these problems for years) I had a meeting with a psychologist and he suspected that I've had ADD since childhood. I never considered that I had something aside from depression and anxiety, let alone ADD. So after being diagnosed with ADD I spent many hours searching for information about it, including finding this sub, and a lot of it lines up with me and what I deal with. 

So yesterday after two months from the diagnoses I received a prescription for 30mg vyvanse once a day. Holy shit, the massive mental fog I experience has, for the most part, cleared. I do think my dosage needs to be increased a bit, but still what I currently have is surprising me. When off the medication I struggle with critical thinking and I just feel dumb, but on medication I find critical thinking and remembering things are a bit easier to do. Man my memory was shit, I had to write a lot of stuff down in my phone, things like my work schedule, assignments I have to do that week for school, doctors appointments, because I could not remember their details. 

I just wanted to make a post here sharing what I have going on, good luck yall.",7.876007957559682,7.986850155172416,7.900172413793107,70.20822281167112,62.53448275862069,11.966047745358093,37.6737400530504,11.51311941424646,4.563359681697612,1004,46,174,28,13,325,140,232,0.13699999999999998,0.753,0.111,-0.5041,1,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,10,13,3,1,13,0,19,9,2,1,2,45,29,14,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,13,17,0,0,11,0,1,3,2,7,0,3,7,1,26,6,33,17,8,28,0,2,0,0,11,6,3,4,19,131,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959922139329816,0.0,0.0,0.1163697429875026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190821866893768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849282970746677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453332319670403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970929111002429,0.0,0.0,0.14492415177021584,0.11583690137399165,0.19354879294943575,0.34212519137506386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150039057135025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990838308763776,0.0,0.0,0.056811942238753625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538765967867229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385604696691782,0.0942411592079122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065070120512686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489439848806693,0.0,0.0548927926264531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104672278971446,0.0,0.0,0.07500031465391371,0.1139141014782179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395687534786695,0.11323115753487532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936730848547136,0.0,0.0,0.08331256338229777,0.08665796760103102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965836434234765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167353892489324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760859002578024,0.0,0.0,0.10751211575249957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545610418453311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371301799161801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306692123471643,0.092944290021489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649922805530919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972981483301923,0.0,0.0,0.117461724472197,0.12862384693651205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929227510431886,0.21598478292349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097581380659348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627208114289472,0.0,0.09012738369367047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179848260952581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235532854963278
adhd,EmperorsarusRex,2018/02/06,"How do you tell your meds are active? When do you know your meds are working? I take adderall xr and sr and typically when I feel thirsty af and nauseated even if I’ve eaten I know it’s working. 

How do you know when yours  is working? 

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adhd,grey_unknown,2018/02/06,"Today, I’m going to shake it up and ask pdoc to try modafinil ( brand name was Provigil ) ... but Google says it’s still really expensive? **Update**

Just saw pdoc. Haha, she said hell no. I guess asking to try modafinil for the very first time ... right after mentioning my brain is still not wanting to sleep more than 3 hours a day (it’s a bipolar thing) ...

Basically, she made me realize I didn’t really think that through, while her head was throbbing from my stupidity. 

So, I don’t get to try it, and report back to you guys. Instead, that monster is forcing me to keep taking refill scripts for my Dexedrine.

You don’t have to tell me. I already know my life is hard ;-)

**Original Post**

I know the reviews for taking modafinil for ADHD treatment are mostly poor.

But, my pdoc is cool with writing scripts for ~14-day supplies, so I can try different meds for my ADHD.

But, I don’t want to waste hundreds of dollars. Googling the price of modafinil says it’s still $500+ per month. This drug is old, and has been used by the military for decades. Anyone know why?",0.8083540519276156,3.359154751219517,1.7246420141620789,94.47607395751379,94.17073170731709,4.596380802517703,22.71046420141621,6.3737218528115,0.6145310778914248,824,33,166,10,31,256,131,205,0.114,0.835,0.051,-0.9361,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,2,1,6,2,16,7,3,3,0,24,35,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,9,4,0,1,5,0,4,2,6,3,0,1,7,6,21,2,25,28,2,20,1,0,1,0,15,2,1,2,15,97,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30846358573297383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161908436241255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973368846796939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239948787232318,0.0,0.0,0.09868045347112768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432625028943004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552883641429467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408107561029392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882598639259295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091603138825239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704889822449944,0.0,0.07293482158315283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137369480953627,0.1270702302112115,0.0,0.0,0.11496150798976572,0.0,0.13170707979941215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638253593473606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406861140867562,0.0,0.0,0.211586020752137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064566688878027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143215426200225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254946286584802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243448556262574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466430222398712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290791063861163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442730844485368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959601175758538,0.12207443960073933,0.2041117213938984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842606837785456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074616271937143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298147228613005,0.0,0.112169037233131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525900024877496,0.08223085286066656,0.0,0.0,0.07483223030443538,0.0,0.12164504575893745,0.0,0.0,0.3485197844598842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083884245155363,0.0,0.10588848488024667,0.15138871394921735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580092127347415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,boredacethetic,2018/02/06,"Makeup messes with my Sensory Issues?? I need help!! I've tried wearing makeup, and it isn't working. I'm a woman, if I want to be taken seriously I need to look put together. But every single time I wear foundation, within 20 minutes my entire face feels like it's covered in congealing paint and I get twitchy and so uncomfortable. I thought maybe I just wasn't putting it on right or blending it in or sth, but even when I have someone else do my makeup for me it still feels disgusting. I don't know if a specific foundation would help, or if I'm just going to have to deal with it, but any advice any of you might have is greatly appreciated. ",4.26991452991453,5.217953615384619,5.83717948717949,78.94004273504277,70.53846153846153,8.854700854700855,29.82905982905983,9.150863307647796,2.50857264957265,510,20,100,10,9,174,83,130,0.064,0.8240000000000001,0.112,0.7185,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,11,3,3,0,0,25,24,14,0,7,11,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,3,14,2,12,18,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,7,4,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899573365040142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643860677078093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040932499728495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623893361436946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839389603530876,0.0,0.16378340601236488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658058633826206,0.1388734818000579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156164915449066,0.0,0.1104772927956467,0.0,0.0,0.2143175547709272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605933412337983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289444848228091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068326041375144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496997404968067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324008386757916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952926082187556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621889276459587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882779907472324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908347348148747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600946457891502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647074713852156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552414766755348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432530990361645,0.11335137371205994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197921595294684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146572714780411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151948551049476,0.0,0.0,0.13809029871804193,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SanFrancisco_69ers,2018/02/06,"Adderall giving me very bad anxiety but I cannot study for my life without adderall. I am in a bad situation. I started out the semester so well and was really moving towards a 4.0 then one day boom, terrible anxiety attack triggered by adderall. I haven't been able to take the medication since without having fucking terrible anxiety and ridiculous thoughts. I have klonopin so I take that whenever I feel an attack coming on and it helps a lot.

I was thinking about going back on an SSRI to keep the attacks away but from what I understand you cannot take an SSRI and ADD medication without having potential medical problems. 

What the hell can I do? I need to do well in school but this anxiety/panic is in my way.",4.046581508515814,6.285816182481756,5.658120437956207,74.83102493917275,73.30656934306569,8.946228710462288,33.31447688564477,9.516144504307137,3.677370316301703,575,30,97,15,12,195,85,137,0.294,0.63,0.076,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,13,6,0,10,0,14,5,0,1,0,22,28,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,11,2,1,4,2,15,2,18,24,1,16,1,0,0,1,3,8,2,1,4,77,20,1,0.12466792571981725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28611186583362563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254832894572113,0.11712962003093158,0.09586193958673478,0.2081850211866225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073903791550762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040049856911287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630358490959844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525348845577932,0.0,0.119592834214928,0.07085165516004778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356228272290392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081058052495216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805664280448346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598821227977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376769458295192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250227541912193,0.0,0.09243968725969354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844782128990252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929036814273243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986546552079725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617059653135787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312659643823023,0.14013197189040255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824059948677887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120429507954403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988217293104839,0.0,0.09897240747909956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297837073248707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028640950002425,0.0,0.09895559662209803,0.0,0.0,0.22418287447620616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36052629482579984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,McLeod3013,2018/02/06,"Switched to time release 25 mg adderall I recently was switched from instant release to time released Adderall. I was taking 20 mg in the morning and 5 to 10 mg in the afternoon of the instant release. So now we are trying 25 mg of time release RX. 

And just for the record I could never remember to take the afternoon dose so that is the reason why we are switching. And I’m only going to have the prescription for the rest of February only. I am having major surgery and am not going to need to take it during recovery. I’m not going to be able to be active enough to worry about attention span issues for 4 to6 weeks after surgery.

The only thing that I have noticed is the increased heart rate. I have been told it can be temporary but I was just curious what others experience with the time released version of Adderall. 

Thanks! ",4.07688034188034,5.888742746913582,5.221851851851857,79.81987179487182,72.14814814814815,7.7006647673314355,31.59734093067427,8.384062270229773,2.6427050332383666,663,31,117,11,13,219,88,162,0.012,0.921,0.066,0.8197,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,11,0,19,3,1,1,1,18,30,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,0,9,1,23,21,5,18,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,11,84,16,0,0.16735467589528433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361909092846752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729221169245886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637049858701524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853345570039287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831609671725994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746748015248532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409137163295487,0.12907424313895266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053440772610453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818423169266474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206847970226272,0.16524255262805798,0.0,0.1895802239450307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37748966618057866,0.0,0.0,0.15407770075456306,0.0,0.0,0.11118301033956507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903434293807731,0.0,0.0,0.15991456464502135,0.0,0.11362283948345694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424182632476245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101156464082313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699567969609472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ConsciousApple,2018/02/06,"Out of stock/long delivery time to receive Vyvanse? Hi all! 
Just wondering if someone has experienced this.

I had a new prescription for Vyvanse 10mg given to me this past Thursday.  

So I call the pharmacy and they say that they are out of stock and they won't receive a shipment until this upcoming Friday, one week later...

Is this normal? One week for the pharmacy to get a shipment of these meds? Is this a common occurrence elsewhere? 

I've never gotten a medication that takes this long to receive it the pharmacy is out of stock, I would've thought it would be next day or are they just lying... ",3.2516205533596825,5.6554494347826125,4.494229249011858,81.46189723320158,76.3913043478261,7.6600790513834,28.715415019762844,8.575989854853784,2.4786521739130443,475,21,86,10,11,156,69,115,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,0,2,15,16,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,2,8,0,14,9,1,19,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,13,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704309941099087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708081982174838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105156220340144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762101500930432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361014268944964,0.2141274707913412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393603271414406,0.2052875860569965,0.2260553614292662,0.0,0.20825942214503632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806643957114325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290843369586428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903279639974333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009772543252833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598154074204935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874545554347062,0.12394291775902345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340998667073978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050755199131304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019868922066407,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pikatu,2018/02/06,"Long term effects showing worse ADHD once medication stops? Hey guys, I ran across [this recent study](https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jamapsychiatry/fullarticle/2608759) basically stating that long term effects of amphetamine use leads to a reduction of dopamine release, the reduction of dopamine transporter availability and dopamine receptor reduction. This is an issue as ADHD is primarily understood to be due to low dopamine levels. That's why amphetamines prescribed to us stop our nerves from reuptaking dopamine and increase the amount of dopamine in our brain.

Someone help me understand the long term implications of this. Because [further reading even from 2011](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3036556) were talking about how they're observing medicated users having worse than baseline symptoms. 

Are we completely fucked without our medications?",14.428064516129036,17.37977261290323,10.343709677419355,48.51056451612907,48.67741935483871,13.619354838709675,53.403225806451616,12.815532586354998,8.19119677419355,740,47,77,23,8,209,93,124,0.14400000000000002,0.8170000000000001,0.039,-0.911,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,5,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,5,0,6,6,1,5,0,13,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,17,7,5,20,0,1,0,1,9,5,1,0,10,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543525784590372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986895641301815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645751383472424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545723846122148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737287060169596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629210481027826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597400083297069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881591913311874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387347442462948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913996523677688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44554575472986574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700289176931434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746496874883613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556447451898907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491278630500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246507925290986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323109934646578,0.0,0.11849468966070285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153474700665347,0.17733421136606314,0.12732792923610414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302819826749196,0.0,0.0,0.14211250991074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004774894036052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sweetbeefaerie,2018/02/06,"Nonstimulent medication for panic prone people? I’ve had this psychiatry appointment coming for months now where I was planning on trying to start on adhd meds. Well, in the past month or so I’ve suddenly developed a problem with panic attacks due to caffeine. I went from drinking a couple cups of coffee a day to one cup to literally measuring out a tiny amount of coffee per day (like a teaspoon or so) and just drinking a cup of green tea when I need it. But it looks like at this point I just need to cut stimulants out all together :/ 


Now I’m definitely rethinking trying to get on a stimulant medication. I’m curious about non stimulant adhd meds... does anyone have experience with them and do they help you? Also if anyone has a panic disorder similar to mine and uses non stimulant adhd meds, how does that affect you? ",8.246923076923077,7.5581922820512855,9.261153846153846,63.39634615384618,62.07692307692307,12.928205128205128,36.80769230769232,12.161744961471696,4.784246153846154,660,27,111,20,8,228,99,156,0.142,0.7759999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8943,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,1,12,9,2,3,9,0,5,5,0,7,1,26,15,12,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,3,2,9,3,23,12,2,22,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,3,13,71,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225834248483333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373113043080528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390900428635533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333409284795868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096424386899057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968833297761245,0.0,0.15117882269506136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343304295239017,0.0,0.20513887943042936,0.0,0.0,0.2296382780821864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146518351603123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123630006804943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856199742904076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452373758749605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842513234146943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905747259275344,0.23614929486853156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710848533935195,0.0,0.0,0.17381637351672866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794231192389874,0.0,0.0,0.41255471705993335,0.0,0.0,0.11188822098134588,0.08125721314016679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107993683463634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215214915101818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296036829205983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915296646171478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123000966895107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538399523285916,0.10865291511389984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tommykiddo,2018/02/06,"ADHD meds and blood pressure Hi! So, I've been visiting a psychiatrist for some time and she has come to the conclusion that I very likely have ADD/ADHD. I had an appointment yesterday and she was going to prescribe me some Concerta to try, but then she checked my blood pressure (since Concerta can raise it) and it was high, 159/98. She decided not to prescribe until I have my blood pressure checked again. She will call me again next week and tell me how we are going to proceed, depending on how my blood pressure turns out on re-measure.

Today I went to the health centre to have my blood pressure checked again and this time it was a bit better. 139/82. Still not ideal, especially since I'm only 21.

What do you think happens next? Does high blood pressure mean I can't be prescribed Concerta or any other stimulant medication?",5.0616666666666665,6.842849216560516,5.2959394904458605,80.39618099787687,69.57324840764332,8.545435244161357,30.91772823779193,9.075114841892004,2.7285205944798303,665,28,120,13,12,210,96,157,0.124,0.852,0.024,-0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,3,7,9,0,6,5,0,15,8,6,4,0,24,24,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,3,5,3,6,0,0,6,0,19,3,12,16,3,24,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,15,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907118642987274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054094364630553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437640467079869,0.177464698653747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598378066901612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002416669698767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422503628446521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476411110462249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374420911822286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727851895762379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434902549702993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941470320681927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706679697015634,0.18055864279329087,0.16375405273650148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457518219409507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362813149917586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689294114458325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981424833418082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207762498063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041567669899226,0.0,0.0,0.18957077311023576,0.0,0.15408030253633218,0.0,0.0,0.1103621472918284,0.1768099132145149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412243535009344,0.0,0.0,0.13038942062114653,0.0,0.0,0.15068734548999174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Etunes92,2018/02/06,"How do you stop the Hyper Focus After lurking on this thread enough i know that Hyper Focus is defiantly something that i am not the only one that has issues with this. My question is how do you stop it? 

Me and my wife the other night got into a argument because i was bugging her too much with something i needed her to get done to get our house organized after moving, and you mix me pestering a puerto rican that is highly emotional due to a monthly ordeal she deals with and it leads to heated moments. As the night goes on, i go shopping and cool down, she does the same. 

Later that night and she feels guilty for not having energy for helping with what needs to be done after moving and everything with how busy her schedule is (which im fine with picking up the slack, she is hella busy). 

But later after things calm i realize i am hyper focusing. HOW DO I STOP THIS. I realize after all is done i was pestering way too much do to me hyper focusing and wanting this done and i was being way to pushy and should have backed off as it wasent a big deal it wasent done yet. (I noticed this stuff gets worse when i am stressed which i have been lately because of financial pressures from her school and debt and being the only income).

Just want to add i am new to medication, just started this week. 

tl;dr - hyper focusing on things that need to be done i am unable to do leads to me pestering a volatile puerto rican which leads to unnecessary arguing. Looking for tips on curbing my Hyper Focusing. New to medication. 

EDIT: Grammer!",6.014853214418429,6.311061969899669,6.753216276477147,76.2315784095132,66.42474916387961,9.32002972872538,30.32348569305091,9.150863307647796,2.5691670754366402,1215,41,220,20,18,402,145,299,0.105,0.853,0.043,-0.9568,2,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,3,0,3,11,6,1,2,12,1,35,2,0,8,1,49,49,19,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,24,19,0,4,5,1,2,6,2,3,0,1,11,3,35,3,40,33,5,43,0,0,1,0,18,10,0,1,25,177,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249025779993762,0.0,0.11493611343572395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438302218242934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249909683913019,0.5788451766398786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604464089468196,0.0,0.09740939778671252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472665718623043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766735339703259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477615397942355,0.0,0.053577621840804716,0.0,0.07539887564177636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318932668219035,0.09960479270987532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877859463555477,0.0,0.0,0.10183121388860124,0.09839670903676086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181007535490298,0.0,0.10634425551476677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916572954857051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899406255892944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752479544311307,0.2003949460154597,0.1386032719209718,0.20970710970242248,0.0,0.1820992532031476,0.0,0.2654069851196432,0.0,0.0,0.10733064251313636,0.0,0.0,0.06388194791309815,0.14339800600339442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560753923946772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540949316026227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515220250542155,0.0,0.0,0.06672704342091983,0.0,0.0,0.2364498042057953,0.10798961143266103,0.0,0.10792023869633252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526182623607307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112095305215704,0.14965932758729947,0.07562026010696013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607242641234112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Painfreeday,2018/02/06,"I need to go outside, but I don't wanna I fucking hate the cold. I have fibromyalgia and hypertendonoisis which causes my tendons to swell in the cold. I just need to drive on my street to get to the pharmacy, but I don't wanna. I hate ADHD, cause I work nights and its now 11 cause I've procrastinated this. Why adhd, why.",1.26792207792208,3.5114913333333355,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,82.63636363636364,6.195670995670996,20.034632034632033,7.447530270364453,0.574335930735931,252,7,54,4,7,86,40,66,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.8639,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,12,10,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,9,10,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,34,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584224845362707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877732749698872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631977049950578,0.0996445737232086,0.0,0.1083919258732278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765977371140526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828364618035637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898003724268546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344194572695719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388481668485936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,redcombine,2018/02/06,Is it normal to constantly feel depressed for us? I was diagnosed with adhd when I was 7. But my parents extent to support and understanding was to just medicate me until I could do well in school. So I don't know a lot about this disease besides the obvious difficulty focusing. I'm 24 now and I've been struggling with depression for as long as I can remember. Is this normal for people with adhd? Is there anything else I need to know about this? ,2.6200252525252523,5.093527113636366,4.582424242424242,79.62419191919194,79.0,8.002020202020201,27.959595959595962,8.841846274778883,2.681662626262627,358,16,65,9,9,122,61,88,0.142,0.804,0.054000000000000006,-0.8377,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,0,1,18,18,8,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,1,9,2,16,13,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312127430824166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763258093463744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386985581698288,0.0,0.1432379192777014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090374033475106,0.18208927948888745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498673719313811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071105451522972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971893228814896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876514710570974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525211865940421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072866663035575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302432870566375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515517886461003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920471850778293,0.0,0.0,0.12437477565280597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322752254484527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815644276124163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754994939747224,0.0,0.0,0.20358329251531349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676383548682832,0.21579854747510147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130396623218884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DreadedSpoon,2018/02/06,"Suggestions for Group Hey guys,

As an undergraduate student with ADHD, I am looking to start up a student group on campus to provide support for people with ADHD, a talking point where people can come discuss strategies for managing ADHD.

A few questions: 
 

1. What sorts of things do you think would be/would have been helpful for you to talk about with other people with ADHD?

2. Any suggestions for making a comfortable environment for ADHD students to join? 

3. And do you think this is a good idea given some people don't like to share they have ADHD?

Thanks",4.206213592233013,6.90114209708738,4.809524271844662,78.92613106796121,74.63106796116504,6.4500970873786425,26.804854368932038,7.554174236665415,1.8291988349514563,448,17,72,6,10,143,69,103,0.037000000000000005,0.8029999999999999,0.16,0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,19,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,6,20,16,2,6,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,3,2,49,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8209044369026363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077417281454991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806583846765968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548627688595747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272266873981752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630669883062666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851511842295174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055618038231143536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559961783976736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599122158268487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31569816928359906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076186236057218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753044088474078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057880457861183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918791693587653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300570750725048,0.0,0.10481152541707366,0.0,0.0,0.07563236507997392,0.14589225457132693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174188927191585,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,craftylawyergirl,2018/02/06,"I did it! I spoke to my psychiatrist about ADHD again. I finally did it. I spoke to my doctor about how the Wellbutrin has stopped working and how I was really feeling like I needed to be tested for ADHD. Showed her the self inventory I did and as soon as she saw it she asked a few more questions and said, “It seems like you’re really struggling with this. Here’s what we’re going to do. Let’s skip the testing and I ‘ll try you on Adderall for a month to see if it helps.” 

And that was that. It wasn’t the big scary buildup I thought. Of course, my mom isn’t too thrilled about me taking another medication, but I’m 29 and I at least want to try it because for crying out loud it just took me 20 minutes to do on simple task at work that should have taken 2 minutes tops because someone mentioned puppies. And then I saw my phone and went on the Internet. And on and on. I clearly cannot keep doing this. 

Now my biggest thing is my insurance is being stupid and won’t authorize the script until they talk to my doctor. Boo. But whatever. It’ll work out. It will. ",1.6204588744588726,3.611483054545456,3.2457142857142856,90.45166666666668,79.81818181818181,6.190476190476191,23.658008658008658,7.2636822038024595,0.8932099567099567,832,29,179,11,21,275,130,220,0.067,0.846,0.087,0.3227,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,4,11,5,1,1,8,0,22,3,0,2,1,30,41,20,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,4,3,4,0,1,17,14,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,15,8,26,3,28,19,3,23,0,0,3,0,16,12,0,3,10,126,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626127282006873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581915744044746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410352605478646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392770052463586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571441819069654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30882654461172904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628017372724527,0.10777557962501608,0.0,0.165261543154639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573814173965984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111937150941548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409274967311766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426623930802208,0.0,0.14740674558607922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519772221999951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668731939118262,0.12041631488992655,0.0,0.0,0.11186198813193808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899955348884466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329164823201608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350395843972785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021718811488626,0.13733876327176026,0.157381583263007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782457073172454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261270789979431,0.0,0.15771333272477073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342917186088225,0.12125686479272578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022576444609664,0.0,0.0,0.1197672839341568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761282341912698,0.2048502898236988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898209889746964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985024373784652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294871932660352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,djtopicality,2018/02/06,"I changed my prescription yesterday I've been taking Adderall since 2012 when I was still in college and continued through law school and now still do as a practicing attorney. When I started my prescription after my diagnosis my group of friends in college all were also using it recreationally (the term of art we used for this was fratterall) and as a study aid, so their reaction at the time was basically, if not universally, ""bro, nice"" or ""sweet someone else with a hook up,"" and they, and my family, all seemed to assume that I had pulled a fast one on some nurse practitioner or something to get easy drugs. Throughout that last year of college, in which my grades improved markedly, and since then, I've always felt incredibly self-conscious about my medication. Every time I take it in public I try to do so discreetly because it still feels like other people think I'm cheating on a test by using Adderall even though I know that's ridiculous. Not that I'm ashamed of it but I feel like other people think that I should be, if that makes any sense. I acknowledge it's irrational.

Anyway I had been on a 40mg per day regimen for years that has always been taken 10mg every 4 hours at 8/12/4 with another 10 taken as needed either later in the evening if I was working late or earlier if I needed a particular bump during a rough part of the day. This worked well for years but more and more often I'd get to the end of a month and have to start rationing because I'd use more than I thought I had and end up in a crunch. Also of course I've built up a tolerance over 6 years. 

It went like this for maybe a year and a half but I thought of it as a personal failing I could get over if I kept better track so I kept trying to just keep disciplined; but using what I needed meant running short time after time. For months now I'd been mulling over asking my psychiatrist about changing my prescription but was judging myself for just looking for drugs, and was concerned that he'd somehow think less of me. Needless to say that was dumb but that's the mental loop I was caught in. 

Yesterday, after having rehearsed the conversation a dozen times in my head, I brought up the possibility of changing my dosage, and instead of the long explanation about tolerances and mental baggage you see above, my doctor just said ""oh ok, cool so you want to go to 60? 80? Try another medication?"" 

So yeah I felt really silly having built it up so much in my head, and thinking about it today I realized someone else might feel the same way I did two days ago. Dude, it's your medication, it's not something to be ashamed of. If you're taking too much, or too little, or you're always running just short the week before your refill, tell your doctor. They're generally nice people who have your best interests at heart. Don't be afraid of them. Just because they hold the power to write your prescription doesn't mean they use it against you, it's for your benefit. 

Anyway that was a long rant to get to an easy conclusion hey that's ADHD I guess.",6.488008134113678,6.468390514333898,6.733138081539532,77.85395967661938,65.44182124789208,9.876976490427538,32.11234004563039,9.5536054971066,2.7829690903680184,2417,87,465,43,34,780,281,593,0.041,0.853,0.106,0.9867,1,0,4,0,0,0,58.0,1,9,5,7,35,22,3,3,29,3,34,10,3,7,2,91,85,47,0,12,26,1,6,3,1,2,7,2,0,1,33,17,0,5,19,1,0,7,5,7,1,4,31,12,57,15,74,47,14,78,0,1,2,0,29,26,1,18,47,309,90,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136541460249692,0.0,0.06001430389656436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828355075309007,0.16900205579618066,0.0,0.0,0.04604011565646328,0.14198423868803864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329282761247779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238126997168313,0.0,0.05760995864594546,0.0,0.07104974195967789,0.05987748176689391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486124276943333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540550476570756,0.0,0.0,0.13098780238368593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385930381830552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570271324919562,0.0,0.11311373374930918,0.0,0.11992888462636933,0.0,0.0,0.08943390813743597,0.0,0.11408478549259095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382402199497046,0.0,0.10269746446130472,0.09673355663743337,0.13001029989089874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052306890395644574,0.0,0.14148733672310015,0.0,0.03847696954550448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745820889342995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896487818487765,0.0,0.0,0.08022795234369319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667346105317301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017721565638836,0.0,0.0,0.03720759942470325,0.055186686353361804,0.07637152490528629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922826782168137,0.06785582968322665,0.0,0.11982940880959547,0.05685316481457029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519203677510671,0.0,0.06801640001076578,0.07374802080132198,0.0,0.20460985618124194,0.13645667112243134,0.07182180026159793,0.0,0.0,0.10807919991712116,0.0,0.09953845821034313,0.1506019452948284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045877059860237775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331535968915054,0.0,0.1408094544898307,0.05911533233831659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763245521584603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337204371075955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440071275758276,0.053839855349475635,0.0,0.0685186844161781,0.053950237223336084,0.06163393916176254,0.07062861712843584,0.0,0.0,0.1120086440188856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472845143170846,0.10424159720748287,0.0,0.0,0.09584055168394627,0.0,0.16220224316935114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271187487997953,0.0,0.05917508997601595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352446760226675,0.06651749837033576,0.1074966646810515,0.19738976417205828,0.0,0.06417418483284927,0.0,0.0,0.13789694183367598,0.0,0.06613564002673326,0.0,0.0,0.3508400519446126,0.0,0.0,0.03993277017560178,0.05373920297253258,0.05430697267236021,0.0,0.06087280257856732,0.06276102397427406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857665401260332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799139668804726
adhd,curbnola,2018/02/06,"I'm in Greece where you pay after you're done at most places, and I'm pretty sure everyone thinks I'm a thief. I'm in Athens for a semester and at a lot of souvlaki stands and coffee shops, you pay after you're done with your food or coffee or whatever. I have inattentive ADHD, and I have forgotten to pay on multiple occasions. Everyone has been pretty nice about it and I've been getting better recently. I just thought it was kind of funny and interesting how ADHD plays out in different cultural contexts (no clue if this makes sense or why I'm sharing this lol).",3.143362831858412,5.2043247964601775,4.793991150442476,80.81859734513273,75.3716814159292,9.121769911504424,26.344247787610627,9.642632912329526,2.674094513274336,454,17,87,13,10,153,72,113,0.08,0.7140000000000001,0.206,0.9433,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,1,8,1,0,2,1,20,17,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,6,7,15,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,3,52,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507905192951702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587023633845566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594688156916626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838517521337052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584187277076138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226782789702494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798565875116247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953015232976654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594459023097627,0.0,0.0,0.12518919632735212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594688156916626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816058048976416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851802104691871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676099387810518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017265757661864,0.0,0.14889150854453734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692321552694325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jonA1965,2018/02/06,Does Vyvanse increases anyone's libido like me? I take Vyvanse and my libido is through the roof and can distract me from other things. ,5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,69.0,6.6000000000000005,32.5,7.1686216300943375,2.3594000000000004,110,5,17,1,2,34,21,25,0.086,0.8170000000000001,0.097,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422195898127918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534560563731761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089802203379393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755192223392412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201677292171067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,itssgooditsfunky,2018/02/06,"Pregnancy disability early because of ADD/no meds? At the end of my rope with work right now, its absolute torture. I'm 28 weeks pregnant and stopped my meds when I found out, its been so much harder than I ever thought. I've been planning to start my mat leave @ 38 weeks but I really don't know how I'm going to make it through the next 10 weeks....has anyone ever been in a similar situation? I would love to start my short term disability earlier but am unsure if ADD is a legit reason to do so. UGHHH. ",2.3548435814455217,4.162842844660194,4.453915857605182,83.51403451995688,76.86407766990291,7.684573894282633,25.036677454153185,8.515128840125781,1.732782955771305,395,14,81,8,9,136,74,103,0.079,0.863,0.058,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,3,2,17,18,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,12,12,2,19,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,13,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367743914781741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924145745009955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325155286072505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538791576761273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447521997746288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116912733578027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750161478834074,0.0,0.0,0.2071217335413545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654479900856307,0.0,0.1305705555858176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345551012533375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379515417016184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080324370903758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531216223752215,0.20111867554372248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670490545134477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987276079447965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690617582249,0.0,0.0,0.1635379193100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529173094006987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138115517696598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240571349183384,0.0,0.0,0.1389550523329519,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,doihaveabeaoproblem,2018/02/06,Smartphones and ADHD My iPhone doesn’t help my ADHD and makes it worse despite all the apps designed to help me. What about you guys?,4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,70.92307692307692,5.2,24.538461538461537,3.1291,0.15398461538461514,107,3,21,0,2,31,22,26,0.102,0.721,0.177,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7586124609350502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31250709811678745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42309830462712295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067453782493795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32163723583346904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,seagullsensitive,2018/02/06,"Pharmacist hidden gold egg - gotta ask for it! So I have a friend who's a pharmacist, recent graduate and all that. I went on a rant how the system sucks for me because I sometimes look at my stash on Friday, do the math and find out that I only have enough med until Sunday morning. At which point I have to e-mail my GP (rainbow glitter if I get that done the same day I do the math), who then forwards the request to the pharmacist the next working day, where the pharmacist will then get the order ready again the next working day. 

So **if** I e-mail Friday before 4pm, GP handles it Friday, pharmacist handles it Monday, I can pick up Tuesday after 2pm. **If** I e-mail Friday after 4pm (or Saturday or Sunday), GP handles it Monday, pharmacist handles it Tuesday, I can pick up Wednesday after 2pm.

I'm writing my thesis. So this sucks.

**Why I now owe my friend two boxes of wine <3**

She said: ""But don't all pharmacists have this renewal service nowadays?""

The wut?

APPARENTLY. There's a service that you can apply for at your GP's office, where you will get **auto-renewal** of your subscription. The pharmacist will get your new subscription ready halfway through your old one and you don't have to call or e-mail anyone anymore!

Now, if I see I don't have enough meds on Friday, I can walk to the pharmacist and *pick up my new meds*! Just BOOM! No in-between stuff!

My pharmacist never ever ever told me this, even though I came in running and panting and telling them I REALLY needed it today because you know, ADHD and getting a renewal on time = kinda a wonky thing. But when I asked - totally possible!

So this post is twofold. 

* My pharmacist turns out to rock. Lovely system. Apparently it's a (near) national thing. Deserves credit.

* ASK YOURS. Maybe it has a similar system! ",0.7155503978779834,3.246823813218392,2.7533333333333374,87.24230769230772,93.91379310344827,5.55048629531388,22.496905393457126,7.0901768495059905,1.250189478337754,1389,55,259,25,52,464,168,348,0.03,0.908,0.062,0.9059,3,0,1,0,0,0,80.0,0,9,1,2,17,6,2,0,21,0,21,3,0,4,6,36,44,26,0,5,10,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,22,10,2,0,2,2,2,5,5,2,0,2,5,4,38,4,29,35,6,60,0,0,2,1,25,19,2,8,33,176,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151340614500562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852499982787954,0.07651589077093424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069063944870568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334148335081391,0.0,0.09311673671688876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174010494812073,0.12515858823503687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171958797342344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198472287474494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614056103628485,0.0,0.0722773794091427,0.19797111639263013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001689424166536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909045088485533,0.0,0.2858628827393269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060139780012520336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189350771965553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876470595938552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993698591517406,0.0,0.3646556599751927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114084218930892,0.08439904125018861,0.21137604902258,0.23275975950159555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482821240979847,0.0,0.07415249385275094,0.0832263268891588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344657272235773,0.12336570612820573,0.10480354063083758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010355969718138,0.0,0.1080487684946428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409284011263324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720141714062207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822891308802056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252709896605453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564650631601664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540065078463715,0.0,0.10751426538738806,0.0,0.06380942161051839,0.0,0.10372669610520448,0.1045649047382098,0.0,0.0,0.11902824588538828,0.10689705607705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014425610233644,0.09874341280975554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593324583781738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,44267555123456,2018/02/06,"My first time having to renew Adderall RX in America also first year in college, seeking advice. I'm ADHD-C

I'm slightly concerned about my chances of renewing my adderall prescription because I'm a college student now.  

I've been living overseas with my mom the last 10 years, and I've only ever had trouble getting my RX when she wasn't there at the appointment with me. She usually tells them my behavior, especially as a younger kid. I feel like doctors don't take me seriously. I'm especially worried this time because I'm a college student trying to get adderall, even though I've been taking it for years now. 

I've been off the medication since school ended last year. The day to day is rough, I often struggle to get menial tasks done but I can usually cope. However, when school started last semester I was really struggling. I have good grades in all my trade classes, but the one class that requires focus (math) I got a C in. I think that goes to show adderall doesn't drive my work ethic, but it does drive my ability to sit down and figure a difficult problem out at this point in my life. 

I finally made an appointment with a new physician this Friday. I'll be bringing in my history of previous Adderall prescriptions. I guess I'm asking you guys for advice on how to not come off as a college student that wants adderall to fuel my academic drive.

EDIT: Also want to add I be seeing a counselor for the first time Wednesday to hopefully work on non-medicated ADHD help :-)",5.2846153846153845,6.554151902097902,6.3254615384615445,75.18203846153848,68.44055944055944,9.076643356643356,34.579720279720284,9.3871,3.4261348251748247,1188,58,205,24,20,396,160,286,0.059,0.858,0.084,0.7112,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,6,13,9,0,2,15,0,15,6,0,2,2,26,39,13,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,3,1,1,5,4,6,0,4,9,3,28,3,35,28,1,48,0,0,1,0,10,15,0,3,28,124,36,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559757491109922,0.2081339318070312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033012832192818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995596780315534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983832960766614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917371450396998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736262515374953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109003490438145,0.0931956424098506,0.10898270437632608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432412479017396,0.0,0.0,0.07033981127990621,0.09633201341669342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384773642402778,0.07608098829646262,0.0,0.11666150694201445,0.0,0.2717571319111117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669197864243876,0.0,0.0,0.08932405584720292,0.08517483126049058,0.0,0.11731769682787364,0.10544809459674276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713822347058646,0.0,0.0,0.10577486965732424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604261303639013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522149634092337,0.05202871988614678,0.0,0.0940381967306513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076938767185843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829339743862813,0.1072838327917738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472719632318023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285480408175768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216465879333094,0.08099524601970695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067343977226864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190259025295333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822426600770784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155599115080601,0.0848637744637965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809485178596027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537863947588137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266614130914464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014394961921682,0.0,0.09308247281306306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823853814390389,0.10463208820061357,0.0,0.18629657206675435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230400688555556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23458128928250174,0.0,0.12562857093169744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506117051701768,0.10815217674172337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274320539455652
adhd,k2leternal,2018/02/06,"It’s been a while. Today, for the first time in...a year and a few months, I took adderal. I took this break cause I’s broke, and my medication wasn’t covered by insurance since I’m no longer in college, what a surprise, right? 

So today, I had to go to training for a job I’m only doing for a few months since I’m moving across the country, and it was of course in a dense city. I grew up in a small hick town so the traffic in cities stresses me out. But not today, even with traffic that normally drives me insane, I was calm, collective and could make those quick decisions needed to navigate traffic. 

What I’m getting at, has anyone else taken a long break from their medication, taken it again and realized how adhd you really are? It’s almost like night and day. I go back fourth when not medicated on if I am even adhd. I never notice me being, well, adhd until I feel like I am actually on point. Then I begin to notice how bad it actually is. 

ADHD feels so normal to us that some days, you’d probably think you were doing a great job at paying attention, and you probably were doing a good job. But in my experience, I have to actively try to tune in and stay motivated and focused, which is tiring if not stressful. Now, if I get over the stress and do get stuff down, I am proud of myself, but never once have I gotten as much done as when I am medicated. Even after that euphoria from the adderal wears off, I still feel focused more so than I would ever be without it. 

My big thing I take away from the medication is the huge confidence boost. I think of myself as pretty intelligent, just no way of using this brain of mine because I am generally reserve when it comes to work, jobs, and classes. I’ll stay out of conversations about the job because I am taking a minute or two to process my response.  Don’t wanna sound dumb, right? With the medication, what I need is at my disposal and I can give good input and feel confident about the decisions I make. 

Now it could be the euphoria that’s making me think this, but I feel like I can finally do what I need to get done. Hell, I might even file my taxes tonight. Maybe even apply to some jobs in the place I’m moving to with an extremely well put together cover letter instead of the garbled mess they tend to be. 

Have a good day ADHD’ers. Stay confident and don’t forget that thing you gotta do that is probably due in a few hours. 

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adhd,ElPresidenteGrande,2018/02/06,"Random Thoughts: My Experience With ADHD And How It Affected Law School And Bar Exam Prep. I was diagnosed with ADHD during my second year of law school. A few weeks ago, I heard the best description of how my mind works. It is as if there are ten flatscreen monitors playing different documentaries in my mind's eye and each of them is on a different channel at different volumes. There is a single, 60-inch monitor at the forefront of my mind's eye that is playing the topic I am thinking about at the present moment, but all of the topics on the other screens are trying to broadcast to the main screen. As the main-screen thought is playing on the main screen, the smaller screens sometimes switch to a topic within the topic of the main screen.

To illustrate this point: I will see an article on the rising prices of airfare. I will start thinking about all of the factors affecting the prices of airfare: supply and demand of tickets; long-term weather and its effect on schedules and flight times; fuel prices; average weight loads of aircraft; profitability of other routes for any given airline, etc. Each one of these subtopics can draw me down another, what I like to call, Wormhole. For instance, I may focus on fuel prices; which leads to thoughts on supply and demand; the process of refining crude oil into jet fuel; the process of shipping oil from the oil field to the refinery; the pipeline industry; the shipping industry. This leads to thoughts on oil production and how is the production and exploration industry doing. What is the current process of well-bore intervention? What are the benefits of tooling/fishing?

As you can imagine, always having all of these thoughts can wreak havoc on maintaining productivity and it is something I fight all waking hours of the day. It makes it very difficult to prepare for my upcoming bar exam. Does this illustration ring true for anyone else?

TL;DR: In my mind's eye, there are ten flat screen monitors with each monitor having a different Wikipedia page opened. My day is spent reading through each Wikipedia page and clicking on each hyperlink, taking me down other wormholes. ",8.966231721034873,9.189773677165359,7.900412448443947,70.73496062992129,60.25984251968504,10.931683539557557,40.45256842894638,10.504223727775694,4.477960779902512,1725,85,274,35,21,530,189,381,0.057,0.883,0.06,-0.4366,5,0,1,0,1,0,48.0,0,1,1,5,8,11,2,0,31,0,24,8,4,9,5,54,38,19,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,19,21,3,0,10,9,6,4,0,3,0,4,9,18,20,8,61,26,18,37,0,0,11,0,5,21,0,3,13,194,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256875041973808,0.0,0.09473421175184273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892478126484696,0.0,0.0,0.07267557536276628,0.1120629921533327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472630825094581,0.1095014123498236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215395102012056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091266852181528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378452069172464,0.0,0.0,0.10847126403856898,0.0,0.4466275245221701,0.0,0.0,0.09352305692609203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927655333233031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918880925265644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453981357556608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524587252608486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221150695334964,0.0,0.0,0.0945769912438842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133685977144376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43163478406962097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724181873515079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102712525293132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689937745550357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631721563003906,0.0851619174986424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822740988567003,0.1056976144379205,0.0,0.0756434593766917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035328331523026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695654694496906,0.0,0.4242160257354308,0.06231702278493832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255802500083011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817931923317032,0.0,0.0,0.08572503411206654,0.13013942530412606,0.09608937528201912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780296536566764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882107028857043
adhd,vestti,2018/02/06,"The first step is not obvious The first step towards being more productive is **acceptance** and this is not obvious at all.

We demand ourselves to simply be different everyday, because we hate our own behavior and it **must change** at all costs. 

""Maybe if I punish myself a *little bit more* I'll be so ashamed that I'll finally be able to get my act together!""

But this demand causes anxiety and anxiety makes us even more unproductive.

It's like trying to sleep earlier but to keeping looking at the clock and feeling bad for every minute that has passed since you last looked. You won't be able to sleep earlier doing that... 

If you *could* just relax and be like: ""I really wanted to sleep earlier tonight. I'll be glad if it happens, but if it won't, that's ok too"" you *would* suddenly be able to sleep earlier. It's that simple, most of the time.

The problem is that our whole body and mind promptly rejects this idea.

""No, no, no... You see... I can't just relax because I want to. And I can't just relax when I'm procrastinating like an idiot!""

The thing is that you *probably* can, but it can be **very hard** to let yourself do it. 

I think the root problem is that we confuse ""accepting our own behavior"" with ""being apathetic about it"".

The former would lead us to greater change but the latter would lead us to be the same forever (hell no!).

""What then? Do you just want me not to stress about browsing memes instead of doing my work?""

Yes.

""But, but, but... That sounds just like giving up! Won't I just be even lazier then?""

No, because you would start to be more productive in the long run.

See, that's why this shit is not obvious at all: the first step towards being productive is to be cool while being unproductive. It sounds counterintuitive but it just works.",0.9443108504398836,3.5354758328445755,2.572439296187685,88.76665894428155,92.72434017595309,6.129759530791789,21.18950146627565,7.479797944008522,1.1854799530791789,1373,49,270,29,50,448,156,341,0.132,0.73,0.138,0.6336,1,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,9,8,0,7,15,24,5,3,14,3,43,6,6,5,7,67,60,25,0,15,24,0,2,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,26,11,0,1,5,3,1,8,14,12,0,3,0,9,28,12,28,34,14,34,1,1,4,0,18,9,2,6,21,200,54,5,0.2834596690671922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456391398211282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889232785093955,0.1727943832858329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315484773691452,0.104953263641837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970637208971509,0.1999084963081795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543982680898552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871834095335398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248149586980477,0.0,0.07960899890146303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047775241896820086,0.0,0.0,0.1035054040213154,0.0,0.2411106497031146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936532590707159,0.09064011456472094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355414973872834,0.0,0.08464139544368429,0.09328591278910156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666382118245236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398399268399634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770191543826058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661890553378592,0.0,0.18464543494039248,0.09470035197744528,0.0,0.08361762905629144,0.15868982058301745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307051006758466,0.0,0.09492444571568524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540448682982376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187248867625998,0.1808217474885356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053050746803217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058710439965398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698909229085796,0.07816025581459256,0.0,0.3782191736669052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687807090822284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823403106873904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277266957764831,0.060543170112823425,0.0,0.0,0.05509587085178489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415016950508946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409670804193256,0.0,0.0,0.07796130442616865,0.1671918570026139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525942066733891,0.10549086586171563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757467671285384,0.0,0.0,0.2684821547334866,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheScrig,2018/02/06,"Sports - anyone find this relatable?  Hey guys - first post! 

So I've always been awful at Sports. Classic last person to be picked for teams in school. I've  always tried (well, tried to try if that makes sense) but my distractibility always leads to missed passes, dropped catches and even just flat out playing to the wrong team because i just kinda forgot which team i was on. 

However, some days the stars align and I just enter ""the zone."" I've got numerous examples of putting in the performance of a lifetime out of nowhere, and then once i snap out of it I can't even remember the game.

Most recent example: I've been playing squash with a few mates over the last few months.  (Never won a game yet haha) One guy has played his whole life, plays in tournaments etc, so naturally I do well to even win a point against him. But a few weeks ago i entered this zone.  I still lost unfortunately but I blew 2 match points and threw up at the end because I'd put so much effort in. Everyone was just open mouthed. The week after i was back to not returning serves because i switched off.

Never really related this to my ADHD before so does anyone relate? And if it is some sort of hyperfocus how do I harness this?",2.971377176015473,5.223954046808512,3.740164410058029,87.27295454545454,76.61702127659575,6.9961315280464245,23.87330754352031,8.00094639256281,1.3094680851063831,951,31,189,16,22,302,148,235,0.075,0.825,0.1,0.8008,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,10,17,13,0,1,13,2,11,2,1,4,2,34,18,16,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,2,11,0,8,4,4,2,2,10,0,16,9,29,7,9,44,0,2,0,0,12,16,0,7,18,119,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488194483810722,0.0,0.10976771450737076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309109132445605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316945839516215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521753186309692,0.0,0.2264566310446198,0.0,0.10537010483914973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986002648513847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836435985144688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967651638135834,0.0,0.13810304582245686,0.2453653977048917,0.0,0.0,0.11832475410150955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131782642251786,0.10532963013121936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903806472417732,0.0,0.0,0.24522209350258325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187575424299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746470422087606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517493860033278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265740446287999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883982642816892,0.0,0.0910292076549628,0.0,0.1910104700488957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187477765196234,0.08391032940839334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812347226928598,0.0,0.0,0.2341185182669437,0.0,0.11859479244167415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489664568850572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932859006161704,0.0,0.12226706460554675,0.0,0.14027511146717336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532244650172866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988906997424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522170742616076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986577160782658,0.0,0.222675861615392,0.0,0.0,0.13825163546842348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538853137714882,0.0,0.0
adhd,themindisamirror,2018/02/06,"Back on Ritalin as an adult I saw my new doctor yesterday and explained my childhood history with ADHD and the various medications I had taken. I told her that I am in professional training right now and that the quality of said training is being affected by my lack of focus.

Yesterday I started 10mg of Ritalin and noticed a huge improvement in my focus(though I was in on a catch up day where my classmates would not distract me) but when I came home I was upitty, feeling sick in my stomach and honestly felt like I was coming down off cocaine.

I haven't taken Ritalin or any medication since I was 15 about 10 years ago. Can anyone fill me in on what I should expect? Will this go away as tolerence builds?",7.813229813664599,6.899517797101453,8.601469979296066,68.5076086956522,63.05797101449276,12.23354037267081,39.279503105590074,11.491704259439757,4.668837267080745,568,27,101,15,7,193,96,138,0.055,0.838,0.107,0.7231,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,13,8,1,1,0,19,25,10,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,7,1,1,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,12,4,21,2,20,9,2,31,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,1,12,77,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515800465099237,0.0,0.18556288859732567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235501035374612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637193213348246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667716752982245,0.16096572964938358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394235262568533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032360718489807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350037874483225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142632908735566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058460895695004,0.0,0.20099447322374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896993132905236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099801202613956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227053003472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217660733449268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217709282638055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383293384546221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877098633706304,0.1991255669251847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316411407384366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816842369684194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567062080968365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000286082495596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870561126151288,0.0,0.0,0.1348049069385782
adhd,EmmettBlack,2018/02/06,"Those of you studying without medication; tips for focus and retention? Evening from 'Straya, r/ADHD

I'm 30, diagnosed at 17 as inattentive type, later at 28 with co-morbid generalised anxiety; currently unmedicated as my last psychiatrist was Mr ""If you had ADHD you wouldn't have been able to hold a proper convo/your condition doesn't really exist - here have some Zoloft"". Cheers for that, you fucking pleb.

I'm in my first year of my Psychological Science degree, and have 2 exams coming up in the next fortnight.
If I had enough foresight to see my new specialist about getting back on Concerta earlier, I'd not be shitting bricks right now about studying. At the moment I'm using the ""Forest"" App on my phone to study in 30 min blocks, with a moderate amount if success when I remember to use it.

I'm curious as to what those of you who study use/do to keep motivated, focused and retain knowledge, particularly if you're not currently on meds?

Any advice truly appreciated!

TLDR: Studying at Uni, was on Concerta, off meds atm. Need focus tips for upcoming exams.",5.506818950930627,7.375966822335022,6.84265989847716,69.39603722504232,68.5939086294416,10.12642978003384,31.91505922165821,10.355215969177356,3.7903857191201364,852,37,140,24,15,289,131,197,0.018000000000000002,0.861,0.121,0.9652,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,0,3,7,4,2,0,5,0,11,5,1,3,0,25,23,11,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,5,1,12,2,34,16,3,28,0,0,1,1,8,14,2,5,13,85,18,5,0.1651016930105803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39684030175459,0.1613354635947516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227481282548782,0.0,0.12630234324988776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695301080582608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222048942563575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757474304240366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059418334440196,0.0,0.10904811112233684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043541573256066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263385477504388,0.08625882027694677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674997071236792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457991563304794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667815228446964,0.16632258612911016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242081337138933,0.0,0.1594562439233865,0.17558752355462198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576837221304404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870280335294264,0.14099594373071114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156467354117915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947451530028018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277845592057719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915214039454498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063200772271791
adhd,warpainter,2018/02/06,"Saying hello to groups of friends and feeling overwhelmed I don't know if this is just my individual quirk or if it's an ADHD thing, but I have this one really difficult moment in my life that I always dread. I'm talking about when you are going out to a bar/party/coffee shop to meet your friends for drinks and when you arrive everyone turns around to acknowledge your arrival and say hello. It's like for 20 seconds you are the center of attention and everyone is trying to gauge what your situation is and how you are doing.

This might seem really benign, but what happens to me is that I feel completely overwhelmed and I just freak out. Like I can't handle even the slightest joke or unexpected question in that situation. I feel this massive state of confusion as I'm trying to figure out who to talk to and what to do. People notice this and keep stating how confused and disoriented I seem. If people get a bit too agressive with the joking and greeting I can easily turn around on the spot and leave. I have no social anxiety at all and am actually quite the extrovert. I just feel this surge in discomfort, anger and stress and it can get almost unbearable. If I can get through it then I can usually calm down after fifteen minutes or so and engage again but it's not easy. Anyone else have this?",6.451509186351707,6.688939295275593,7.04155905511811,74.73821784776905,65.49606299212599,10.080419947506565,31.500262467191604,9.888512548439397,2.9864501837270336,1047,37,191,21,15,345,144,254,0.149,0.7170000000000001,0.134,-0.8122,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,0,1,14,19,1,7,8,0,20,2,0,2,1,54,37,32,0,4,14,0,4,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,20,21,1,1,11,4,1,1,4,10,0,2,0,6,23,9,31,36,2,22,0,2,0,0,20,12,0,14,9,144,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.12195793559428272,0.0,0.15019611128600416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251447828507498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398952144444128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560581784949124,0.0,0.0,0.08738568623724613,0.1280520379784168,0.0,0.22250915559130527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364407383746918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103430025495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242828637707676,0.0,0.0,0.10440088719012884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254505483058393,0.0,0.0,0.23883864815050276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276521359641224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311132547582352,0.0,0.19588342180620089,0.0,0.07102638422034706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105153091175766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108385330259732,0.0,0.0,0.06868319630864754,0.0,0.0,0.13233087440237334,0.0,0.0,0.08827380152033253,0.12211330845563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257912047216538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228528986235867,0.0,0.0,0.08468654675830152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732843747760049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400010190985205,0.1329266921202923,0.0,0.0,0.16012484753399794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987708646283737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227545770658454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095510978704685,0.0,0.12739665369018088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315886689059062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009009407802214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302808423282608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970014858552973,0.27187463528194183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764271636299305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SharlBird,2018/02/06,I just can't start my work. I just can't ever seem to initiate anything. How do I do this?,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,99.0,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,69,2,18,1,3,25,15,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492603948014821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938321080966043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497001382319677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864176727710518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974493110048309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alienwell2,2018/02/06,"How do you differentiate what ADD symptoms are normal and what's not? Alright, so a little more than a month ago I was prescribed Adderall because I decided to see a doctor about possibly having ADD based on the fact I pull all-nighters all the time procrastinating the simplest things. The doctor said that it'd be hard to diagnose me at age 17 due to the fact he doesn't have records of how I acted in my childhood but he considered that I would have a higher-functioning form of ADD because I've been naturally smart enough to get by ADD problems until I had taken seven AP's this senior year.

 On further analysis contrasting how I act on and off the medication, I noticed that, normally, I lack anxiety pertaining to doing tasks (i'm also way more aware of how much time I spend on things when I'm on the medication). Which could potentially explain why up until junior year I just didn't really give a shit about school always forgetting to do hw and winging tests (causing my GPA to be around a 3.8 from those years). Junior year is stressful for everyone but I started to perform great and now I think it's because everyone around me did the anxiety for me so I was constantly reminded to do and worry about things. Now, it's the same but my homework takes forever to do based on how easily I get distracted. I haven't been diagnosed to have ADD, I've only been prescribed 5mg Adderall to see if it affects me like an ADD person.

I feel like I still have reason to doubt the fact I have ADD. A lot of it because of the fact that I'm unaware if a lot of the things I do is normal or not because everything has always been normal to me. The anxiety thing I could only analyze when I compared a very hard working person to me but I don't know what normal is. It's also weird because I'm fairly attentive in class. I talk a lot and participate, which is probably what keeps me focused on what the teacher is saying.

I'm seeing my doctor next week for a follow up to see what he thinks. If I really do have ADD I would consider appealing my rejection from UT because if you were to not consider my first two fuck-up years I'd have a 4.4 GPA considering my junior and senior year were similar to my freshman and sophomore year which would easily put me into the auto-admit category. I'd like to think what you guys think about differentiating what's normal and what isn't and because it could take even a few more months to be diagnosed and I would have to submit the appeal soon.

TL;DR- Haven't been diagnosed ADD, however, received medication and noticed things like the fact I lack anxiety. In the end, I don't know what's normal and what isn't and I don't have enough ADD friends to ask this about. Knowing soon if what I have really is ADHD would give me a reason to appeal a university admissions decision.",7.1574659182036875,6.320401329159213,8.012738264141635,71.94763864042936,64.33094812164579,11.431275060144348,34.83936833014619,10.778856453188784,3.6862246746036638,2249,87,424,52,29,762,228,559,0.084,0.841,0.07400000000000001,0.1717,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,3,25,15,1,3,34,1,58,12,1,9,6,93,88,37,0,23,14,0,3,4,1,5,11,2,1,3,35,27,0,1,14,0,1,6,12,7,0,3,14,9,51,8,60,62,15,58,0,1,4,0,18,19,1,10,36,300,86,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145478337035198,0.0,0.05270432289937446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509418343696513,0.09894462198758043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193528300801784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058572247614391,0.055583509382226434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28995152072038965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107788259461287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642510165651399,0.0,0.14241278334094018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413871153609232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256778205561844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266053465523776,0.12286827080032435,0.0,0.039270251145062905,0.0,0.0,0.11362587032339615,0.053435387630453315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03006283489374102,0.042475512279632366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050573402773496784,0.0,0.0,0.04593570302882509,0.05496628734385532,0.06212680808294507,0.1140715856465541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655506566942682,0.0,0.05887097338240059,0.0,0.0,0.10652213135392577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528473913586649,0.0,0.0,0.09802669732385587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618915999388145,0.059590719645662135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164257349486535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796875616045942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949147233458804,0.0,0.04370713898028016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323232999601443,0.05579560436146863,0.4077810805200627,0.0,0.13538252724190167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904382196902104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382969930742901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702791802838727,0.0,0.0,0.06410382628523645,0.05689154177058594,0.0,0.059769890416649527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426746865934315,0.12226172647121625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565564497086471,0.04728194675197793,0.0,0.060172836034799365,0.18951553469767612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610309221318238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208339558108296,0.0,0.04748178819577339,0.0,0.06810686197949134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617977442524426,0.08940730727700255,0.04778863140808997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370002946833189,0.1523884970358785,0.0,0.0,0.06933876221166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058080055933553636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049057581500609584,0.0,0.047193554235018316,0.047692167326386835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364996146317413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328481267044726,0.06038064454895663,0.0,0.21117984884043733,0.0,0.0,0.26801484813000154
adhd,Northern_dragon,2018/02/06,"Executive dysfunction killing my will to study. I am currently studying up for university entrance exams. I know my field is my dream. I know the exam is super hard and I have to study like crazy. I know I have only 3 days off this week to study. I am sitting here browsing Reddit.

OK, hoping now that since I wrote here I'll be able to get started just so I can say that I did something. But why is this so hard even though I'm medicated? ",1.520333333333333,3.6492334777777806,3.3877777777777784,88.58500000000002,80.8888888888889,6.222222222222222,23.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.9490000000000004,343,12,73,5,9,115,61,90,0.133,0.716,0.151,0.4084,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,1,1,11,1,0,0,0,8,19,5,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,13,4,7,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,46,17,2,0.2430435275002017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567429687482632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052795771578365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269802118671889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354385240525245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413970622721027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26889165328455605,0.0,0.4007110997302651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187387909338283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448407844805357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484555462470026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327796812105894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010481174906802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710678150208265,0.0,0.0,0.17202745970281366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238789031769558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495485760107792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930898056649145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LZRDZ,2018/02/06,"I am so f*cking tired **TLDR; I'm really exhausted and tired. I don't know why, I don't know how, this is me wailing into the ~~abyss~~ subreddit of ADHD.** 

 

I'm like a computer. When I wake up, that's the alarm clock pushing my power button - a signal that it's time for me to turn on and get ready. Usually I wake up, take my meds (Elevanse/Vyanse/Lisdexamphetamnine), drink my high caffeine tea, and then I slowly I activate. Two hours later, I am ready to complete any tasks at hand. 

 

But then there are periods like these. The alarm clock presses my power button, I take my meds, drink my high caffeine tea (two cups), but my screen stays pitch black. It's like I can't get past Hibernate mode. I can't turn on, I'm not able to take on any tasks handed to me by the world. I just stay tired and zombie like.  I'm not only tired, but exhausted. 

 

The result is that I either stay in bed, or fall onto the couch. Either way I don't leave my home. As expected, I can't stop thinking about everything I have to do and all that I'm wasting, but no matter how much anxiety and stress I experience, my brain refuses to turn on, and I don't know how I'm supposed to activate it. I don't know where the power button is. 

 

To clarify (for anyone that's still reading this moany mess of a post), I do sleep. Albeit, yes, I probably need to sleep for 9 hrs rather than 8 hrs, but theoretically I'm not lacking in the sleep department. I've taken blood tests before and they've always looked great. So why can't I just wake up like so many others? Why can't I just turn my power on? 

 

I'm so f*cking tired.  

And I'm so f*cking tired of being tired. 
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adhd,enshem,2018/02/06,"Rough problem&high efforts Vs. light problem&low efforts. Phillosophical discussion. **HEY YOU! I WOULD LOVE TO READ YOUR THOUGHTS**!  
  
  

**THIS IS THE IMPORTENT PARAGRAPH**  
theres this paradox that if you have a rough problem (like severe ADHD with comorbidities) but you do so much to handle it, like getting schedules, consult, try every advise on the internet, practice, fight daily over your will power etc. it looks the same (?) as someone with light ADHD or even non at all that just has less general ambition.  
this applys to depression, anxiety and varius other kinds of conditions that have mental aspects that Emphasize a range of bad (but normal) behaviours.  
  

**FURTHER THOUGHTS ON THE SUBJECT**  
*some side notes:  
-do you think that there is such a thing as strong vs. weak people?  
assuming that the world isnt completly subjective, meaning that some people ""suffer"" more then others.  
-another main concepts here is the resualts Vs. intentions(as concrete acts and efforts, not reasons for doing).   
story time: i am roughly more intellegent then the average. so when i write something, i see a huge gap between my thoughts along speaking them and writing them. a lot of people tell me im writing ok and ""making up"" writing problems. but writing ok is not ok compare to what i feel i need to express myself is very bad and highly frustrating.*  
  
  
  
im inclined to say that there is such thing as less ambitios and even lazy people who are too weak to handle the truth - that something is wrong and they need to head whit it. and its going to be hard. like really, hard. so they kinda fool themself and evently fucking up their lifes.   
**but** i remember myself as a completly lost teenager, swampt with problems that i had no idea about while the surronding told me im great (gifted, there were high hopes) so overall i behaved in a very lazy way.  
 until someone told me that there no such thing as lazyness, just a person with a problem. it changed my life because i realized that the problems are within and it means i can control them! (not like dumd school that i had nothing to do about).  
so judging those people is weird for me - i was there, i lacked the info.  
nevertheless, emotionally i cant help but get annoyed seeing someone with adhd that i think is whining or projecting collateral damage on me (like messy rommate) while im doing absolutly everything to make sure other people will get as less as possible from my condition.  
and get furius when people without adhd tell me that concerta is the ""easy way out""/ everybody can get messy sometimes/practice, youll get over it (i am you F*** **** *** ) etc.   
  

 *another solution*: people who rather navigate themselfs through easy water (like my pa, who is a CEO and a lot of other stuff, one of the most succesful and happy people i know and yet loves science but avoided university for example). i guess im respecting this way because its practical and includes **aknowledging** your problems (even though im more of a knock my head into the wall until it breaks down. meaning i go to where i want and pay the price instead of wanting to go to where the price is low).   
so they belong, i think to people who strugle less but this time its not necceserlay a bad thing.  


excuse me guys for spelling/grammer/structure!
its my seconed language and i write badly enough at the mother toungh...
ive been holding on to this questions for so long, and finally encountered this amazing sub! yay :D
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adhd,3-sec-attention-span,2018/02/06,"How can I get myself to do my physio exercises? How can I make myself do the exercises my physio has given me? I've not managed to do them once in the weeks since I was given them. Reminders set on my phone get ignored. Asking my husband to nag me hasn't worked because he's got a lot of other things on his plate at the moment. 
I'm pregnant and have joint issues. If I don't do the exercises, the risk is my hips start hurting and I end up unable to walk. So that should be motivation enough. But no. And because I've had little pain so far, there's nothing making this feel urgent enough get me going. 
What's worked for you? To start and stick with doing your physio exercises consistently several times a week? Any practical suggestions gratefully received.",2.8927428571428595,5.11391656,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,76.73333333333333,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.4069619047619049,604,20,116,10,14,200,98,150,0.106,0.845,0.049,-0.816,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,3,5,5,1,1,7,0,16,6,1,5,0,17,30,10,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,4,0,3,4,5,0,0,5,1,20,0,13,23,3,18,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,2,7,77,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431321170692625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089736996382587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287164331140294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619103754601498,0.37777147512195264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243136092158853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865231493196532,0.0,0.10389191236273032,0.0,0.14620532064112565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569581403508507,0.0,0.0,0.19080022443703692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321796113420266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541370257024129,0.0,0.0,0.2440466169551147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754056830316017,0.0,0.0,0.1946806432938653,0.0,0.0,0.1945166937171107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651685752223267,0.0,0.1512176292173447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25877968857627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214470727385144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659467376405936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932692107620121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661674560304642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cgcouncill,2018/02/06,"Relatable article Diagnosed as a 29 year old, ran into this article today and couldn’t relate more: https://www.additudemag.com/symptoms-of-add-hyperarousal-rejection-sensitivity/",22.983157894736838,30.59928021052632,16.06236842105263,-3.1759210526315647,36.368421052631575,14.326315789473682,35.8157894736842,12.161744961471696,7.325505263157893,160,5,11,5,2,45,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468859210282297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653957433419415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107336534989144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469792183626692
adhd,bleeep___,2018/02/06,"Want to know what people think...just feeling nervous. My nurse practitioner friend gave me a questionnaire on ADHD, and then scored me for highly consistent with ADHD, blah, blah, and told me to make an app, with a psych. At the app. the psych asked me if I had ADHD symptoms before the age of 7, I said uhhhh, I don't think so? and she said you probably don't have it...I asked my mom if she thought i had ADHD and she said no, because she remembers when I was little, 2 or 3, or 4, I could sit for hours cutting stuff from magazines and making collages. Also I loved reading so much, I had like every single hardcover Nancy Drew I would re-read. And she thinks someone with ADHD wouldn't be able to do this. But if it's something I LOVED, like reading or writing, does that make it easier for people with ADHD to do? Is that hyperfocusing? I have an app. in 3 weeks w/ another doctor, and I'm afraid these won't seem ADHD enough..But after taking that little questionnaire for ADHD, I realized omg, there is a term for ME..So I feel like it's me, but then I think man, I really have no idea. ",2.31859174964438,4.02097944144144,4.168643907064961,85.9863371266003,76.65765765765767,7.196206733048839,22.044570886676148,8.032893268588372,1.0649063063063062,844,23,175,14,19,286,122,222,0.047,0.8640000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.8048,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,1,2,8,0,18,4,0,3,0,38,41,21,0,7,8,1,2,5,1,3,2,3,0,1,10,11,0,0,11,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,10,5,28,6,19,26,3,15,0,0,0,2,19,6,0,7,11,109,38,5,0.07862405218635342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7559266540725693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287562612733917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244417407478895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147005750654726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047928492450732586,0.0,0.06690327747551386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277490797344945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804750489990849,0.06880443790641567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123966344245216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624415499456768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950936634772207,0.05616903859175933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074474768378249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307062789489171,0.0,0.0,0.07742885379431252,0.0,0.0,0.08875698476586888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320972288501872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152352213319247,0.15760391114072178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192255357225936,0.0,0.15744649608048533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208353966722044,0.0,0.0,0.057797724956361464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901603618922114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477002628692128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593598691446335,0.0,0.05036858111449597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906572428416185,0.0,0.22436843506802248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157638419757048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661790427280419,0.06052863659670245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000572911369653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172049483352732,0.05911550236011313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151647176372908,0.0,0.06241871504411173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512865122379546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637450305846103,0.0,0.06306747213417369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585227083892439,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,leafhog,2018/02/06,Previous post linking to post about... procrasination I just spent an hour looking for a post I think I remember here. It linked to another post that had a list of specific executive dysfunction behaviors. The only one I can remember is choosing to do easier tasks before harder ones. Does anyone know what I'm talking about?,3.9890640394088654,7.189023620689657,5.544876847290643,70.06637931034484,80.0344827586207,10.210837438423647,30.69950738916256,9.957137785484203,4.498474876847292,262,13,40,10,7,88,46,58,0.051,0.897,0.051,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,0,7,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698646483144747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135532979627895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985411053525214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439661310215334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850032019370639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032423534226317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775418532064592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545961417192221,0.14287517934001692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7196676927983077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256150870884774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099388966817326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037241510247007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,merrickhalp,2018/02/06,"Endless perfectionism is slowing my (grad) school work down like crazy Last semester I was caught in the cycle of procrastination, avoidance, and despondency that I'm sure many here are familiar with. But I'm doing a lot better this semester in terms of remembering tasks and working on them, so I have a LOT more time working on stuff. (2Do app is the shit!)

But now, instead of barely working at all, I'll sit in the computer lab for hours actively working on schoolwork until midnight, which means I have zero time for self-care when I get home but still not completing many of the assignments. And I keep going over my work, making corrections, etc. I don't seem to finish much despite this. I think part of it is that the software I use tends to slow me down a lot because it eats up a bunch of working memory.

Even the pomodoro (kitchen timer) technique isn't helping that much like it used to. I am taking Adderall, but sometimes I forget to renew my dose when it wears off, or I will sit there for a long time and forget to eat.

Anyway, does anyone have any tips for not wasting so much time revising stuff before I'm even finished? I've been considering just not allowing myself to look at anything I wrote until I finish a draft.",7.900574229691878,6.943256802521006,7.861806722689077,74.02265406162469,62.907563025210074,10.622408963585436,35.79971988795518,9.725611199111238,3.325965266106442,981,38,181,16,12,317,145,238,0.047,0.8859999999999999,0.067,0.5419,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,8,13,6,1,1,12,0,14,6,2,4,3,33,31,15,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,12,5,3,2,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,1,19,4,32,26,12,36,0,0,1,0,3,13,1,5,21,126,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326760566408408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753350442474528,0.0,0.08866170046719975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567794143370391,0.0,0.09167969437545866,0.0,0.0,0.09528819942569566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129644365421652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428491513355357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204919746358004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201597459986448,0.14232388909065868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056290249523049916,0.0,0.061231719156492524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722165518392786,0.0,0.10807305349055472,0.0,0.10610322721936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576519180737224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782333223956564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527366542310083,0.0,0.0,0.09534743501876117,0.09047534310015024,0.0,0.0,0.2747927525569012,0.0,0.0,0.07191798461806162,0.21846501939877608,0.0,0.11736158412146358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760619626753215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667305318923707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220496019001363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903969025372344,0.0,0.09808340152147783,0.11239740809902493,0.0,0.11059463511582801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655864911445244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604213825929395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667544098132066,0.0,0.0,0.10154466049576667,0.0,0.08100785781698729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903611168257465,0.0,0.0,0.2512986806792202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861073414675205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490573511413895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,peponcholocas,2018/02/06,"I accidentally found I have ADD, I think? dunno, will check later... I just wanted to share this with people I'm sure will probably understand.
So I was procrastinating in YouTube while I was supposed to do some homework, normal stuff right? And I saw a video called ""Do I have ADHD?"" by Vox, I saw it, and I thought to myself ""Ha! I have to show this to Roy (my best friend) he totally has ADHD"", and I thought this might interest him, then I was looking at more stuff and suddenly my thought changed to ""Oh, this is me...""
I just told my parents about this, they were very supportive but thought a psycologist would be better first than straight to a psychiatrist. I'm gonna look now for making an appointment for one, but I haven't started even looking, instead I'm posting on reddit, but well, I guess this is normal. If it turns out I do have ADD I will understand a lot of why I am how I am. Cheers everyone, thanks for reading and understanding, if you actually did :)",2.8691409897292246,4.932868973544977,4.229480236539061,84.54106442577033,76.19576719576719,7.621661998132588,27.51976346093993,8.4952907291091,1.99979651416122,752,31,153,15,17,248,116,189,0.009000000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.172,0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,3,9,11,0,0,5,1,24,0,0,2,2,38,50,14,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,9,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,13,5,28,11,19,30,5,14,0,0,5,0,9,6,0,7,7,113,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.1178297051174414,0.0,0.29022405826039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671443112918626,0.10678914279303288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329414802293735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277322028121745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975093561723666,0.0,0.0,0.11537702464824832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027056377519701,0.0,0.13239066334966693,0.09328728969040223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301423356469824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041861759945849,0.0,0.0,0.10265308355127503,0.0,0.0,0.08059822701082857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280913668622095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366089324268213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181993884465909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407303647076696,0.0,0.0,0.08370938177094743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564033574038393,0.0,0.13018353521620254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077767817478115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311557270482782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546393449698099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764482805767561,0.0,0.13701999835499895,0.1138007362392062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116577603275933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736852236456672,0.0,0.3834321796995329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537702464824832,0.0,0.0,0.13133589031366366,0.0,0.3770994188423435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962727280098703,0.07121853108327397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856425846500553,0.0,0.10895358439933846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577378568992856,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bigteadude,2018/02/06,"Missing a script has messed with my life! I have not had my meds for a week or two due to insurance issues and I feel like a different person. 

Things that have changed:

* guessing on school quizzes
* only eating PBJ sandwiches for food due to lack of energy
* inability to read textbooks to study
* all of my A's in class turning into C's
* feeling like I have not slept when I wake up
* living space is a disaster
* have gained weight due to low effort diet
* cannot enjoy free time because everything requires effort to focus

On meds I am someone who is tidy, a good student, enjoys life, smiles more, eats proper, can read for pleasure, can watch tv and remember the plot, and can look forward to each day. 

I am feeling like I should just drop all my classes so I do not destroy my nearly perfect GPA. Anyone else faced a disruption of schedule like this? Not sure what to do.",4.674625246548324,5.896064189349115,5.193624260355033,82.91083086785014,69.82840236686391,7.7635108481262325,29.46794871794872,8.07648339933343,2.0095558185404343,684,26,129,9,12,219,113,169,0.14400000000000002,0.66,0.196,0.8783,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,3,15,1,0,8,0,17,11,3,0,4,25,25,6,0,2,6,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,6,6,2,4,3,1,1,5,4,0,1,2,6,13,12,21,22,5,18,0,2,2,0,2,9,0,2,13,81,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078781726472162,0.14769106886801495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786795608429017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248369744831658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296001535990052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059827783732951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949876126034409,0.12041259837253092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954602292119016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864840160723412,0.3089263836965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429773466583773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120899925933571,0.0,0.0,0.1587892614443034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504473650627809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036242812750602,0.28168306156691963,0.0,0.12728050592676185,0.0,0.12104343255428908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202197404297211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962689895658792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585970835846233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883630992318272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328540185278884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587994851102395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213150858202572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358526405405486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576190039612266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840506757518074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678569477222845,0.14080631938644586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562245312700342,0.17552678465581942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gb3k,2018/02/06,"Writers with ADHD: How do you turn off the idea faucet?! So I've been creating stories and games since I could form whole sentences and I have never come up short for ideas... I feel it's safe to say that's thanks to the ADHD, and it's one of the traits I'm actually proud of and happy with myself about.

The problem? I can't stop the new ideas from coming long enough to just focus on the old ones long enough to have something tangible... I have what feels like several Silmarillion's worth of content but I am not only buried beneath all of it but the bits I have solid enough to type up get lost in the malestrom that is my mind!

I know I can't be the only person who suffers from this and try as I might I have struggled to do what little I already have for organizin... so I ask you guys: What do I need to do to shut my mind up enough to make something with the ideas I have?!",3.20149272349272,3.9867789621621625,4.1837837837837855,90.41347193347195,72.8918918918919,6.989604989604987,23.960498960498967,7.010146845296331,0.6541683991683986,688,18,155,6,13,223,106,185,0.067,0.826,0.107,-0.4196,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,1,10,0,19,0,0,2,2,33,32,11,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,10,0,2,7,1,1,2,4,4,0,2,2,3,20,5,29,27,8,18,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,1,7,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.10521100683453187,0.0,0.2591431875921765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897553760958525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079162737232758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770507091398512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574459704685176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608078397766629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456031331605164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902809434104067,0.07702241282926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632841610510673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675290707899264,0.0,0.11477011163291133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868359718103429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925180842914636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267252216064538,0.10805804952097887,0.0,0.1908241672331604,0.0,0.0,0.117691823389134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196674730226611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437371977594485,0.2177230083545205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799427872230264,0.08315287855590253,0.10412752724227073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131327590914075,0.0,0.1461152454961407,0.1639949589463518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413911139372552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316353073977892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573809770974024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179924216441085,0.0,0.08918493561034667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600111922257604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013741314432792,0.0,0.11271070370553295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992607357396962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319869513062764,0.11727077853277955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203705896469227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheAndrewBen,2018/02/06,"Google Keep has a feature that let's you add an interactive to do list to your home screen. I read some posts throughout the week about people getting excited about discovering the Google calendar task list.

If you like stuff like that, then I got a better one for you. Did you know you can put Google Keep on your home screen? They have a really helpful widget! [Here's mine](https://i.imgur.com/w39H5By.png) I made it really small and simple.

This includes notes and anything else that you can add on Google Keep.  You can scroll through your stuff right on your home screen. It's a huge game changer because I usually forget to look at my to-do-list. Now I don't have to worry about that anymore since it fits really nicely on my homescreen.",4.557062350119903,6.856345899280576,4.038291366906473,86.74122601918467,72.02158273381295,7.511031175059952,24.53297362110312,8.344100000000001,1.4985678657074342,596,18,112,10,12,178,83,139,0.014,0.8290000000000001,0.157,0.9564,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,11,1,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,18,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,19,5,14,14,1,15,0,0,4,0,15,9,0,2,6,68,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293976106634366,0.0,0.0,0.12690573854295775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400798337619078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639056389427354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882677656949248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057093029850892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333975868915185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336700963207793,0.0,0.4640704136354333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112199178105756,0.0,0.0,0.08475248652646827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576952032674766,0.0,0.1506832396541424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950169211225265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592188531245034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450002036673428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691320750750907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476952636573003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502858824744245,0.0,0.0,0.15425665195220786,0.0,0.29638207842409264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316986983850009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756817477931515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307837378694706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984594618454454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370190608565974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661273622291685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fliptonic,2018/02/06,"To add to the ""stupid questions students ask teachers ask reddit"" here a reminder not to say, ""Oh, you mean like a..."" in class. You zoned out and caught the explanation of something the teacher already stated. Now you look feel like an ass. 

*hugs you all*",2.9117021276595736,5.5718427234042585,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,79.21276595744679,4.611063829787233,26.421276595744683,5.6839178017228535,0.7417863829787232,196,8,37,1,5,59,37,47,0.128,0.779,0.093,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,3,6,5,1,5,0,0,1,2,8,2,1,1,3,21,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356966263755116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687792626214969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381465881894724,0.21732336463092106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972373707617268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554547045908461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313672849947162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407780474306455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191519308331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419106489117605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ascaar,2018/02/06,"Just been diagnosed I will apologize in advance if my thoughts are all over the place. 

I was diagnosed literally a few hours ago. I left the psychiatrist’s office pretty disappointed and confused. I went in thinking he’d confirm my suspicion of Borderline Personality Disorder (I’m impulsive, moody, depressed, I dissociate and my personal relationships are a mess), and I believed my extreme lack of motivation was caused by the depression.

To be honest, the image I had of a person with ADHD was that of an uncontrollable kid who could not stand still. But the past few hours have been eye-opening. Everything makes sense. Every. Single. Thing. Just last week I was having a conversation with my cousin about my terrible memory, and how I would forget things in a split second if something else caught my attention. Two days ago, my boyfriend was accusing me of ignoring his texts, and I was trying to explain to him that I would honestly just forget to reply, even if I kept reminding myself to do it (something he obviously took as a cheap excuse) 

This is actually the second time I hear about having ADHD. 4 years ago, I was prescribed Adderall because I could not concentrate or get myself motivated. But at that time, I went into the office with the intention of making him prescribe Adderall to me. So, even if I was truly struggling, I felt like I had staged and exaggerated my symptoms to “make” him believe I needed Adderall. At the end of that visit, he briefly mentioned ADHD to me, I didn’t take it as an official diagnosis, completely dismissed it, and did not give it a second thought. (I stopped using Adderall soon after because, even if it did help get stuff done, the crashes would leave me completely miserable. The downs were just too down for me.) 

Well, forward 4 years and I’m in my 6th year of college and I just failed one of my two classes. I spent two weeks in isolation to get rid of distractions and finally catch up on work. That did not happen. Two weeks completely wasted. Two weeks with the same 50+ tabs open on my browser. TWO. WEEKS. 

I consider myself a smart person. I always excelled in school, but I never had to study. I thought college would be the same, boy was I wrong. These have been the 6 most miserable years of my life. It has just been a constant battle and it’s frustrating because I know I am capable of doing such great things. But instead, I am here not being able to get myself to do anything. I just stare mindlessly at blank pages, at presentations, books. I pushed back my degree another year because I couldn’t get myself to focus. 

It’s awful. But now I somehow feel relieved (?). To know that there was something off all along, it wasn’t just that I was too lazy. Now I’m just excited to see how treatment will help me. 

Edit: Was I supposed to put a TL;DR? lol

TL;DR: Just been diagnosed with ADHD in one of my lowest points of my life. The diagnosis has actually given me hope and I’m excited to start treatment.  ",3.754524400330851,6.183697053763442,4.983888888888888,78.44326923076923,74.87813620071685,8.091590846429556,28.65191618417425,8.896514948857734,2.661191783843396,2348,100,413,53,52,775,270,558,0.12,0.7879999999999999,0.092,-0.8399,1,1,3,0,0,0,81.0,0,0,0,6,32,28,2,6,27,2,54,6,0,10,4,90,91,28,0,15,26,1,2,1,0,6,6,1,0,6,23,20,0,3,12,1,2,10,9,17,1,11,38,5,71,11,63,40,10,68,0,6,2,0,26,24,0,10,35,315,94,11,0.06468244226500393,0.0,0.12624146619234697,0.0,0.3109429035960651,0.0,0.17201124705805004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382097356689842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782518048089171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322813868283977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497368054929033,0.0,0.15771926577609136,0.0,0.0,0.14574992502165152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644668580490212,0.0,0.0,0.20345493023968156,0.06989874122987308,0.0,0.1032873337807521,0.0,0.0,0.04171482421598919,0.0,0.11142178548547356,0.19695395203279709,0.0,0.0,0.0741316826596896,0.0,0.0,0.06619259570138555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054033880642702266,0.0,0.05728944508078556,0.0,0.0,0.12816642924417992,0.0,0.054497747339125366,0.0,0.058132408359831585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03270538629911912,0.0,0.0621052881358861,0.07085645384851175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689695320705588,0.062049292548593524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131262094624763,0.0,0.0,0.05719847007789696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729018134093728,0.0,0.0867105552057322,0.0,0.0,0.064244259881983,0.12739835269048436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109555735368593,0.052724823496545725,0.0,0.06848936695126412,0.07027766277919857,0.0,0.09137424371769558,0.0316005740543218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952809743785726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047961211351250435,0.0498870870208511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766099374705978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174671011284531,0.0,0.22591285467079075,0.06757938521086776,0.0,0.06114581515341004,0.0,0.0,0.06580529754125727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502371988676034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944473626434919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546208480296692,0.05154353202117718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938711246143904,0.0,0.0,0.045782565553873056,0.0,0.051655481946549016,0.054077418021583334,0.0,0.06762013271926781,0.07404592125470141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722982397814697,0.04863314675402086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128916421522123,0.041445897240867086,0.0,0.15405190217850087,0.07543370449429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186457333212151,0.04391513243091645,0.0,0.37911208419871134,0.0,0.0,0.055864862332482335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942176800106964,0.0,0.05815728364527041,0.11992254401063515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047089588333092174,0.0,0.0,0.1837942046205108,0.07072009659688391,0.0,0.20826686060745195
adhd,somethingSq,2018/02/06,"Scared to tell family that I might have ADHD and want to take/try meds Hey guys, so I need help on what I should do. I'm fairly certain I have ADHD, but i sometimes i doubt it and am sorta scared that im wrong. So fuck it ill just make a list to make sure:
- forget everything, tell people the same stories/ask same questions over and over again

- 0 social skills, stutter a shit ton, sometimes start saying something but don't know how to finish so i just say something incredibly awkward, can't have conversations because i run out of things to say after a sentence, mostly because my mind just goes blank

- have sleepless nights because my mind is racing, literally just stay in bed for a couple hours and stare at the window

- fidget a lot, especially when I'm nervous where I physically shake like an earthquake

- Can't hear in crowds even though my hearing is fine (while other people around me can hear perfectly clear. usually just hand the phone to them and tell them to talk because i cant). Probably because my brain can't separate the noise on my cell phone to the noise around me

- can't walk alone because i notice everyone just staring at me and it fucking sucks. Even when i walk alone, i start to think about the mechanics of how i walk and then i start walking really awkwardly. Some steps i put more weight on than others, and then it's just a disaster from there

- Have a really hard time paying attention in class, usually end up doodling on my page with triangles (i literally just keep drawing triangles, its weird). Academically i'm fine because I put a lot of effort, but I have allot so much time to studying that it just pisses me off how i have work 10x as hard to understand a basic concept. 

- Reading is also really difficult because i start reading and the then i forget what i just read. This happens about 4-5 more times until i actually understand and then have to repeat for the next paragraph.

- i think about everything and nothing at the same time. Don't know how else to explain it. Sometimes i pay attention to every detail, sometimes i just zone out

I could go on, but I think you get the point. I looked up all these symptoms but I still can't get myself to fully believe it. I don't know why but I'm scared to tell anyone about it; in fact i've told no one. Sorry if this came off as rambling, honestly just need someone to tell me im not delusional.
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adhd,Dramyph,2018/02/06,"First time testimonial of vyvanse I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD, and it was my first time taking any kind of ADHD drug. I’m 110lbs, 5’3”. I was prescribed vyvanse 20 mg and I took it around 9am, I was so happy that I might finally have a chance to do well with school and studying. Everyone has such beautiful stories to share with their first time testimonial of Adderall or vyvanse, so I was expecting the same. For goodness sake, after taking vyvanse, I ate breakfast, waited about an hour for that focus to kick in but it never did. I sat in my room in front of my text book all day and attempted to read, but still continued to read same paragraphs multiple times not understanding anything all the while picking the shit out of my toes and stacking and moving pillows around in my chair. It was a sad first time day, and I felt I accomplished nothing. My mouth even got dry and I got sleepy and laid in bed for several hours. I contacted my doctor and was told it may take several days to see effects... did anyone actually have a first bad day, and actually improve with the same dosage? I’m kind of bummed cause this stuff is so damn expensive and not exactly sure if the pharmacy will refund or exchange for a higher dose even with a prescription. ",5.123629484989016,6.412257560165976,5.753761288747864,79.0608201122773,68.83402489626556,9.156065413717355,30.773980961679282,9.478462496947786,2.796799658286552,996,40,187,21,17,323,139,241,0.065,0.835,0.101,0.7262,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,8,11,11,2,0,11,0,17,9,3,3,5,44,32,21,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,9,20,2,1,3,3,3,3,3,4,1,5,16,2,19,7,31,13,5,34,0,1,1,0,4,9,2,5,22,126,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.19740446610024448,0.0,0.2431115532931052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878158297182396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072243660245972,0.0,0.08323312945515154,0.18007971702653594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445125414107604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103903043358685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091878845184385,0.0,0.0,0.1026593213784152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352546273161622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729526075600613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336096941838585,0.0,0.0,0.0966476998657568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711437625246512,0.11079862159086692,0.0,0.43016639067595547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483502846997258,0.16178865069157278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766997338402157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921349579858005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106524190599308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729810391311144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750036935327953,0.0,0.0,0.07800870883139781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705067044370612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234331447368334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023634174261674,0.08059890087190827,0.0,0.0,0.22852850756094456,0.10382315625726564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080773957578033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578600909081635,0.0,0.0,0.09532729270910296,0.0,0.22814374688404054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29489023319347885,0.0,0.0,0.0966476998657568,0.11237502350087028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052947689338178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094086019519833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alveolatic,2018/02/06,"My depression is stealing my education, how could academic leave affect me? I've been cripplingly depressed increasingly since 2015, it was depression before but following that all I could do was drag myself to senior year high school and get back into bed. I'd only be awake a few hours a day. I moved away and I nearly committed suicide which convinced me to take my meds. But when I moved to college I was having trouble taking my vyvanse when I was normal because I always forgot about it, I ended up laying in bed for 4 days at various points in the semester which severely limited my academic standing, I had to drop a class and I failed one. Because when I was happy I was motivated and hardworking.  I want to soak up as much information as I can I love to learn.   but 5/7 days all I could think about was killing myself, and I laid in bed and my schoolwork would lag behind because I did nothing but nap. I'm taking my meds now and its more frequent I get productive functional days, but i'm still slipping everyonce in a while because I  won't take my vyvanse when I get really depressed. 
I want to take advantage of my education i feel like its getting wasted, would living in a stable apartment and working for a year a good idea before I should re attend uni? Im the only one paying for my education through loans.

I'll be moving into an apartment with my roommate and boyffriend with cheap rent, and a small town to find work in. 
I thought I could learn how to live for a year and then go back and continue when I can manage my depression. So I can actually read my books and take advantage of college. i don't mind taking longer on my degree",6.700740740740741,6.437815987654325,7.454691358024688,73.67611111111111,65.04938271604938,10.533333333333337,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.46635925925926,1316,54,242,27,18,440,169,324,0.171,0.7170000000000001,0.112,-0.9698,1,0,0,0,0,2,23.0,0,0,0,7,14,16,1,0,12,0,27,1,0,4,3,50,49,30,2,10,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,7,17,0,2,9,3,4,7,2,9,0,2,12,1,47,7,37,27,7,52,0,6,0,1,2,20,0,0,24,170,54,18,0.0,0.0,0.08339966575288696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111215262875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029540376557058,0.13143171031947185,0.0,0.20839007095299664,0.0,0.14544562145827786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729413519547288,0.0,0.0,0.2204665393383929,0.0,0.3680462508618146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569494738956918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321271556700181,0.0610548618315629,0.0,0.0,0.07811173292903552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860378745139258,0.0,0.0485706540927277,0.07168240069036208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097706824211016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029646644384423,0.0,0.0,0.08416394669930495,0.0,0.0,0.09647744695885352,0.09231482278780316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455226720860796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904930920662663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041752957934031935,0.0,0.15093098123033172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713379217788628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898604946628276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629337685189929,0.0,0.0,0.2725012776911323,0.0628252183028649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083735700852668,0.08200415761605358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582402832570872,0.12999709035000998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079026170707372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548623609086414,0.0,0.05474985575146723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649322852027443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654898656604036,0.0,0.0706959665521839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825094889317178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348276954076436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44980335135391897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476130911613825,0.0,0.06784816187473522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081671140289472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443632178470407,0.0,0.0,0.12142108052922428,0.0,0.0,0.16510631968358006
adhd,happyduck18,2018/02/06,"Would someone be willing to keep me accountable for a week? Hey lovely ADHDers! Would someone be willing to keep me accountable for the next week? I'm working on time management (HA aren't we all), and with the start of the semester I'm already screwing myself over. So, I'm hoping to not go on reddit for a week. I just need someone to maybe message me once a day or so and be like ""you better not see this message,"" or something, and just check that I'm not commenting on posts.

 I know it's not fool proof, but I'm such a people pleaser and I'd feel so terribly guilty if I do go on reddit that hopefully it will work. In return I could keep you accountable for something!

tl;dr: looking for someone willing to keep me accountable to not go on reddit for a week ",2.053982683982685,4.2258284675324695,3.6620519480519502,87.09355411255413,79.25974025974024,6.4443290043290045,27.14978354978355,7.554174236665415,1.6565866666666675,600,26,118,9,15,199,81,154,0.076,0.809,0.115,0.4635,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,3,6,9,1,0,8,1,12,2,0,0,2,31,33,11,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,5,3,6,3,0,0,0,3,12,6,21,23,1,20,0,0,2,2,8,7,1,5,10,78,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426405505032993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431910524164003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320281514189754,0.0,0.0,0.08336137907050417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535724784099972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038265142692964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567667586657705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595654490984377,0.0,0.0,0.07103738081338627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314943145746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085450279465605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666131846006668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985806619688722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584393067152586,0.0,0.0,0.13746844160641045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376566451769143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896119340795935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379441735294112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030027092815386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43808301639978015,0.19901982798995485,0.0,0.0,0.09149020458999717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537197810641527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147351786406609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882042222200841,0.0,0.0,0.1836438082898546,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zestysupreme937,2018/02/06,"(M24) Looking to get back on Medication? [First Post] I’ve been toying with the idea of going down the route of getting back on my ADHD medication. I was prescribed Concerta XL (UK) years ago during the later period of my secondary school education. The effects that it had on me were profound. I was actually to sit (and pass) my exams.

Shortly afterwards, due to sleep issues, I was given Melatonin tablets, to try and counteract my daily dosage of Concerta as it was keeping me awake at night. My mum wasn’t too keen on the idea of me being so young and constantly having to take medication in a perpetual cycle, so we spoke and agreed that I would stop taking it.

Fast forward to now  and I still struggle to deal with a very short concentration span daily. Tasks that should take 20 minutes take me an hour to get done because my focus just escapes me. 

It’s got me thinking that maybe it would be a good idea to seek some help and often I find myself thinking that starting to take my old medication again could be an answer..... I mean, it’s worked before, right?

I guess I just have a few concerns as to the long-term effects it could potentially have on my brain. I spent a few years having a wild time and regularly (but responsibly) dabbled in some recreational drug taking. I also smoke marijuana daily, and I literally have no idea how any of these things,past or present, would (or could) have an effect on me and my brain should I decide to start medicating again.

I would absolutely love to hear anything anyone has to say about anything I’ve mentioned above.!
Are you currently taking medication? If so, how are you doing? If not, why? Does anyone else here love a reefer ? What have you found ‘works’ for you and what doesn’t ? Any tips on getting a bit more focus in your day to day lives?

Thanks in advance people ! ",3.832586206896551,5.945194097701151,4.8029655172413825,81.28858620689657,73.54022988505747,7.398620689655173,25.96781609195402,8.238735603445708,1.7442326436781608,1438,50,268,24,30,468,194,348,0.02,0.906,0.07400000000000001,0.9608,1,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,1,5,0,7,18,6,0,1,17,0,33,12,3,5,0,52,62,23,0,11,8,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,15,13,0,2,14,1,1,4,4,1,0,1,14,4,37,5,40,36,6,51,0,0,1,2,15,18,0,8,29,182,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.07480394191876091,0.0,0.0921240682725094,0.0,0.06794977763592144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061300745968676476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425566633516774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719751471635214,0.0785418116897471,0.12616059412390676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788548474705188,0.0,0.04672800131538543,0.0,0.06522751453309321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368709275865903,0.0,0.0,0.17114402098599854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283651223104849,0.0,0.18360765167223875,0.0,0.0,0.09887189627692533,0.07902764278965063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708105556001487,0.07844438493377756,0.0,0.0,0.0888951303511297,0.0,0.06403517625632567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006101859580985,0.06520245937533495,0.0,0.08404793580637418,0.0,0.0,0.16019569409991566,0.0,0.04356463967702245,0.06429433606757083,0.061307776204522865,0.0,0.08444380805353784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639543219084793,0.0,0.05138003804130655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548945099136158,0.0,0.0,0.3461353603101507,0.0,0.08000760443097191,0.0,0.068134230626885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768751560197052,0.06783700846459427,0.06437065259819832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836774183591136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700996189663374,0.08349945411640461,0.0,0.4633293507359726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193525503898733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043622615923111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317559683469288,0.05314272598584693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341402534757976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546270572300658,0.0,0.06095890415145644,0.0,0.07757866154724674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671007171299132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851320023060368,0.0,0.06121655249833434,0.06408677210132566,0.0,0.08013614912811674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034436285301041,0.0,0.0,0.07057336047323785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982344893001473,0.0,0.0,0.044697979355772105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204351810540223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324816582288506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916895524032443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161108744665478,0.0,0.0,0.2178132339890553,0.0,0.0,0.09872624337708744
adhd,reallyshortone,2018/02/06,"My Way vs. Their Way Has anybody aside from myself noticed this? If I can arrange and schedule and handle things ""my way"" at ""my"" own speed and ""my"" overall way of doing things based on experience with how I'm wired, I get things done with a minimum of fuss and stress, but the second someone (say, my S.O., boss, or family member) starts demanding I do things ""their"" way on ""their"" timetable, and to ""their"" standards I literally feel like I'm tangled up in my own feet and little or nothing gets done? I know how I operate. Just give me the deadline and what the end product is to look like, leave me alone and let me figure it out and you'll get it. Start ordering me around while demanding I do it your way, and trouble ensues. Is this an ADHD thing or am I just  being a self-centered, defiant PITA?",5.859866385372715,5.623891892405067,6.342742616033758,80.85661744022505,66.78481012658227,9.30070323488045,31.47960618846695,8.841846274778883,2.381428129395218,621,22,125,9,9,202,99,158,0.138,0.8220000000000001,0.04,-0.933,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,4,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,13,1,1,3,0,29,24,18,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,25,2,14,19,2,21,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,4,8,91,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537593738586301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250756242806788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138939888276578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618546865399835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331712803162285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515015982219033,0.12061072517148995,0.0,0.06469045810017725,0.09140057340304908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005305731841139,0.12273199047548145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031264104379717,0.0,0.0,0.13547030090232415,0.0,0.130827621419838,0.0,0.12501033273884382,0.12822978824261524,0.0,0.0,0.10743762649617916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276216508718035,0.1456608755793307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174325894629614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346963202023612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840339806594183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111360077475755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465551774073085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249892402344293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093183135182997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JustAWeirdPlayer,2018/02/06,"Bit of a word barf here Hi /r/ADHD. Sorry for my blocky writing (I don't like ela). I'm currently a teenager in middle school. While I haven't been diagnosed, I literally feel right at home here. I took one of those self tests online by a psych, and I answered yes to all but three. I'm the female ADHD poster child. Everyone thinks I'm the ""Good Child"" while I actually am distracted as hell. The worst is math. I know the material, but I hate it so much that I literally cannot force myself to do it. Trying to focus on something I dislike is like trying to walk through a brick wall. No matter how hard I try, I literally cannot focus. I will stare at paper and my mind races off. On the other hand, I aced French. I love my French teacher and the language, and learning it is really interesting. (side note: writing this is the worst. I literally have to rein my thoughts in from typing out all that I think.) I have two mode: Normal me (distracted) and caffeine me (focused, but with word barf and blocky thoughts, me right now) I relate to all the hyperfocusing and things happening here. I definitely do not have anxiety. I do beat myself up for procrastinating and disorganization, until I realized I might have ADHD. My mom has been diagnosed with it. I cannot get one, because my mom is currently not working and has had surgery and stuff. So no meds. Is there anything that I can do to help the unbearable hell that is (what I think) ADHD? EDIT: PICTURE COMING SOON I express myself better through art EDIT 2: https://imgur.com/gallery/ovP2Z",2.4040376740376743,5.0556776756756765,3.9338574938574986,82.83481162981165,81.36486486486487,6.831122031122033,23.83456183456183,8.00094639256281,1.5807468468468464,1216,44,230,24,33,402,158,296,0.154,0.74,0.106,-0.9516,2,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,4,9,13,3,2,13,1,29,4,1,1,3,42,45,20,0,1,5,2,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,14,14,0,1,10,1,0,3,9,7,0,4,6,4,39,6,28,37,7,24,2,0,1,1,11,14,2,1,9,161,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.1126164791675296,0.0,0.5547669253423205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828282097164818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496666589675257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034847164056468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206439252889027,0.12598996117720573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099409287930806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426281189594025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027231443684317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835111973761337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060293196403084434,0.0,0.0,0.09679438773704233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205030895518136,0.0,0.1033782353412184,0.1139363664289836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773520597348959,0.0,0.11575841100720015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342235713126285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275995113200753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415552654193697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818648761306967,0.0,0.0,0.1224241266953927,0.11652392355303053,0.2703167134038765,0.0,0.0,0.0848343314607969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307023506058292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639983871985738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392998441899543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710670978573494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116793787838996,0.0,0.0,0.12039028178294282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884270832098917,0.0,0.12918397888738628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210858840494252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666848797303097,0.22183635047904565,0.0,0.18323385446078488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821674952997156,0.23505276415327697,0.0,0.1127317603321454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401460793304223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Elisebruni,2018/02/06,"Constantly feeling like my emotions are ""too much"" for people ...and not understanding why that's problematic if the emotions are good. I understand the need to make sure negative emotions have minimal influence on the people closest to me. But it hurts when those people still ""step back"" and disengage because I'm so happy. Got compared to Tinkerbell today because I've been having some amazing career opportunities open up.

Yes, I'm really this happy. Yes, it's genuine. No, that doesn't mean I'm a child who can't handle my own emotions.  ",6.476632653061223,8.185157479591838,7.208775510204084,68.31479591836735,66.04081632653062,10.089795918367347,35.42857142857143,10.290406445055957,4.18141224489796,435,21,67,11,7,144,73,98,0.102,0.636,0.262,0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,2,1,15,17,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,4,7,6,15,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270264193754805,0.0,0.17869440710212162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583891994398344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594823389997373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410977454160676,0.10470904190203884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293526301366008,0.11722475187494982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31205120656789825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690532425655332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160629130420065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783605683101623,0.0,0.0,0.15965679064652133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774520191246537,0.10867917985971794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30483781601540666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389596123936088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705032577462306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381397049418297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893043205012653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051673429313023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225587547731613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pinklips13,2018/02/06,"my ADHD Mother I️ live with I️ definitely think ADHD can be hereditary. My mom is 62ish I’m 26 and about 3 yearsago I️t dawned on me that my mother has extreme ADHD. When I️ brought I️t to her attention she lightly acknowledged I️t and then moved on to her next subject of interest. I️ definitely have I️t less than she does, but I️ try my best to adopt better practices and routine behaviors that will help me stay in track. But living  with her is a nightmare! She never gets any hours at work so she is home 24/7. She has no friends, is not close to her brother and sister that live in town, and is totally dependent on solely me for love and attention. Oh by the way I’m an only child. Yes that’s right , I️ have no one to share the burden of my hyperactive, bipolar, passive-aggressive Mother. ‘So move out’ . Yes I️ agree well that is the plan but it’s not so easy these days with the Middle Class disappearing more and more it’s harder to get out of student debt so here we are trying to save money by staying with our parent.  I️ ah e a new job where I️ have to work from home some days and it’s impossible to Focus when she wants to talk , or plays the TV and radio at the same time on super high fucking volume!!! Oh she’s also a semi- hoarder , she will not throw anything away and insists she can find a purpose for trash using I️t as art or simply stashing I️t away for ever and ever and ever inti she forgets she has I️t. She is toxic for me to be around . But I’m money poor so I️ have to deal with I️t but I️ want to fucking kill myself !!! Ahhh thanks feels good to write alll this to the public finally . ",2.7948057813911475,4.422595707317075,4.185582655826561,86.6912149954833,75.15853658536584,6.688527551942188,23.4286359530262,7.3871296695380915,0.9320240289069552,1264,37,258,15,27,418,181,328,0.073,0.747,0.18,0.9908,3,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,2,0,0,6,16,16,3,0,12,3,21,4,0,2,5,52,36,29,1,2,10,7,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,10,22,0,0,6,4,4,5,6,4,2,1,1,2,28,12,46,31,7,41,0,0,0,3,34,19,2,4,14,165,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971324718914735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808598097411778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490498277081434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906431032614217,0.09805581318745923,0.0,0.0,0.20697690665927776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155944033040968,0.0974176905543742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420737682176729,0.11355860894018475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963919849654447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989077734380677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569455894709826,0.0,0.0,0.1206626611762288,0.10067403672724118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510071419272383,0.2036616401211616,0.11509643675324285,0.0,0.0,0.09238761411623743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383044010049414,0.11637828835991125,0.22097651851253516,0.0,0.10847441150503244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109305719292289,0.0,0.12186336245095584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917903094301875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941362117369418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900498051071194,0.0,0.23414155261771655,0.0,0.0,0.08495356952431553,0.10638242810829766,0.11714453220306913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463969908434212,0.08377315006070361,0.0,0.0,0.12230724244980667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406650049213956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480799780568395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853345861647757,0.0,0.10141024533537832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057892378598878,0.0,0.0,0.06422866960095262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956765283088422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513322483922987,0.0,0.0,0.12993726967644706,0.08743101565622928,0.0,0.0,0.0990370281078706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037932279568462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lonely-Cloud,2018/02/06,"For peolpe who have come off meds: Do you feel like it's harder to motivate your self now? And how has it effected you in the long term? I've been diagnosed with ADHD but am really unsure about taking stimualants.

Ideally I'd only want to take them for a short peroid with them being benificial in the long term, instead of feeling like I need them for motivation afterwards.

TLDR; For peolpe who have come off meds, how have they effected you in the long term?",6.892134831460672,6.7831164157303405,7.262112359550558,74.70058426966294,64.61797752808988,11.164943820224721,30.15955056179775,10.793553405168565,3.1625083146067414,367,11,68,9,5,120,59,89,0.031,0.789,0.18,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,4,5,5,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,6,0,17,16,4,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,15,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,10,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266448329586814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335312118249925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964956221987237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577566726941986,0.2766097006003501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916221979460904,0.0,0.0,0.5139784689945827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300824947356593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354880369649736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723829995649854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402240176307053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196260033049648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111983787931883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418779569758285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thousande,2018/02/06,"Do stimulants help you with focus? Not for me.
I am late diagnosed and medicated. After ~2 years, ritalin have improved my life in general, especially coping with anxieties that follows ADHD and the diagnosis has helped a lot understanding a lot of things, but juggling 3 simple tasks in the moment like tying the shoes (within a reasonable amount of time) and the locomotion (getting from a to d) is still challenging if not worse. 

I am not sure if the medications makes it worse or the meds makes me see how defective that part of me is. 

My hyperfocus is hypercharged too, for better and worse 

Thanks!
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adhd,IsaacDian,2018/02/06,"Does Caffeine also act as a ""mood upper"" for some of y'all also? Please explain. How? I used to use caffeine (coffee, redbulls, mtn dew, basically any source I could get) as a way to help me focus better in class because I have always struggled with ADHD my whole life, but shortly after, it became obsolete for reasons I am unsure about. Depression started taking its affect on me around my sophomore year of High School and still affects me daily. I was never officially diagnosed with either disorders/deficits till this year (my parents never really believed in the legitimacy of mental health issues) due to extremely unfortunate circumstances that I would rather not get into in depth. But in short, my depressive symptoms and acute stress at the time clouded my rationality and finally made me carry through with an attempt at my life. I was then sent to a Psych ward to which I had to spend my Christmas at. Oddly enough, the experience was an eye opener for me and I am grateful for what had happened. My issues were finally starting to get addressed. However, the means of which my depression was tackled wasn't ideal. I was put on Lexapro and Welbutrin. I absolutely hate the Lexapro. It helped with my appetite and sleep, but it made me feel anxious, sexually impotent and, simply put, weird. I, however, liked the welbutrin. It was diagnosed to me for my ADHD, but that is only because it was alarmingly cheaper than the cost of stimulant meds. It helped me moderately with brain fog and helped me mentally ""slow down"" when I was going through my daily bouts of extreme hyperactivity and irritability. My teachers and friends thought I was more amicable. I also fell asleep a lot less frequently in boring classes. I, however, hated the lexapro, so I stopped taking it for about a week. I then ran out of welbutrin. I set up an appointment with a psychiatrist and a therapist for a session of psychotherapy and I look forward to it, but asides from this, I have many questions in regards to old habits. Because I have been ""low"" on medication, I have been consuming alarmingly high levels of caffeine again. My ADHD symptoms aren't quiet as relieved as they were on the welbutrin, however, my depression is at bay; I could even argue that it is much milder than it was when I was on lexapro. Because of this and my already high interest in psychiatry an pharmacology, I looked into how many ADHD meds and some anti-depressants work and discovered that drugs like welbutrin work similarly to stimulants like caffeine and ritalin, and can also be prescribed along with other stimulant meds to help counteract the depression associated with the ADD side of ADHD. I thought it was really interesting, and I plan to bring it up to my psychiatrist when we meet. I felt like it was important to write about because I feel that I can't be the only one (with depression and comorbid ADHD) who has experienced this phenomenon with stimulants and similar medication. Does Caffeine also act as a ""mood upper"" for some of you depressed ADHD folk? I'm curious.

Thanks,

Isaac Dian",8.193749999999998,8.698327070652176,8.495471014492754,64.8784239130435,61.80797101449275,11.610144927536233,39.53260869565217,11.271016140411911,4.879308695652174,2461,123,388,65,32,812,267,552,0.159,0.763,0.078,-0.9949,5,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,1,2,1,6,19,30,3,4,25,0,38,15,4,13,2,79,67,44,0,5,8,1,3,4,1,1,11,1,1,0,28,38,0,1,9,0,2,10,6,17,0,1,27,8,61,11,84,35,10,71,0,8,3,0,18,36,0,5,29,292,89,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937827293521894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477176491042487,0.23469320251126485,0.04883922310753031,0.0,0.0,0.03991484251211089,0.0,0.0,0.06630902484869748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225129485377026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890066592765774,0.0,0.0,0.06612954610706111,0.0,0.05191125653507876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655234087956831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937269024394351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044336681201377,0.11914906485645133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272937145176404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806795741253659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064797429017125,0.0,0.03876771710549793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741530320586821,0.0,0.0,0.059356252866560426,0.0,0.056356729029730775,0.12859574729968284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453478724514738,0.0,0.09199767445579393,0.0,0.03335791315581756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190409344921091,0.0,0.0,0.11589898886030263,0.0,0.0623903994562223,0.0,0.0,0.1967112387054236,0.1860445412260944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252536645315265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291650595401066,0.11470230910235805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857860205310263,0.0,0.0,0.049900677306445936,0.0,0.1110778958052976,0.0,0.11901572003985872,0.0,0.0639364300869519,0.19559186542738266,0.11825875571699646,0.11830219059873576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314782691913616,0.0,0.09053892606263136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159088349390249,0.0,0.03977347999956658,0.08928089875268694,0.0,0.0,0.06517422659867096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442985512084698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801005267523453,0.06575221149264893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520347286096908,0.06034858304263448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594028155362559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873772695813551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308972451943672,0.0,0.04687417265647755,0.04907193067684765,0.06723531123879915,0.06136111128372974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201386021631302,0.08826317873230423,0.0,0.0,0.054038781159072784,0.0,0.06814981122966736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319508389894796,0.03422572353735763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013878528947912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046589627171665836,0.04708185960480888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553124861956132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546181007978293,0.0,0.0,0.04169548398346397,0.0,0.0,0.07559574639406454
adhd,ibotismariah13,2018/02/07,"Does ADHD make you tired more easily than people without ADHD? I have ADHD, and do many after-school activities, I do fine in school and can focus on my honors classes due to my medication. I've noticed I get tired easily and struggle to do homework right after school, and struggle to focus past 7:30. I can rarely stay up past 10:30 and cant do anything productive after 9. Is this normal?",4.3508,6.213995746666669,5.805,75.70750000000002,71.53333333333333,7.666666666666668,25.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.9671333333333336,311,10,52,5,6,105,49,75,0.128,0.738,0.133,0.1144,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,10,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,33,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359548625480254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232848076618028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300869526151569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766488427155004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922681103265853,0.1507104746625803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975192521749012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564805391687427,0.0,0.16924204920675254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28381158640248466,0.10305704374279234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694856731689194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513333124110611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844396655571535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31080809171417745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417087512284508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329586847613368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,useruser4848,2018/02/07,"Methylphenidate and withdrawal headaches I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed 5 mg of Methylphenidate twice a day (or as needed) -- I'm 23 years old. I've noticed that I've been having some headaches on the days in which I do not take the medication. The headaches are largely remedied with a single dose of the Methylphenidate. Is it possible that my body is already becoming dependent on this low dose of Methlyphenidate hence the headaches and their quick amelioration through the drug? Has anyone else experienced a symptom like this? Again, I don't have the headaches when I take the drug, only when I do NOT take it. I know this is something I should speak to my doctor about, and I will, but I was wondering if this was a common experience. Thanks!!  ",7.19920063948841,8.38324310071943,5.798800959232615,80.99629896083135,64.03597122302158,9.343245403677058,35.588329336530784,9.444778638647367,3.2164478017585934,617,28,112,11,9,181,86,139,0.013,0.927,0.06,0.7101,0,0,7,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,12,0,16,9,1,1,0,17,24,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,12,2,12,18,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,5,11,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062408549722524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937496930075595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199931109240778,0.1758338585965039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952882847675973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061908411281964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134741553707427,0.0,0.0,0.17417967945298835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756492413128942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980242737924716,0.0,0.14335742816239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786668229654644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431190333515976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383956456576654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287816893999233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724601359530066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537815979342266,0.18007493985989814,0.0,0.0,0.1305164949867898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934635369270528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944333696645242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211311118351185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836761947652352,0.3870861814387668,0.0,0.0,0.1579946530282457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861028076772563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051066905805113
adhd,blackandwhiteenvelop,2018/02/07,"Is it possible to get better at following storylines and characters? When I listen to a dense podcast or read a dense book with many characters or events happening at once, I struggle with the plot or the point so much. I focus too much on one part and miss many other important parts, or I can’t focus at all because I’m lost from the very beginning. I’m trying to listen to a “History of Rome” podcast and I can’t even get 5 minutes into it without being completely confused- it’s easier for me to read and understand. 

When I watch movies or shows, I have an extremely hard time getting a grasp on the story, unless it is clearly told. I find myself wondering why the creators filmed something a certain way or added certain dialogue, and I just get lost. 

It doesn’t happen much with movies or shows or podcasts with little characters. Once more than about 6 people are in the scene, I struggle hard. For books it’s like this too, but seeing the names on paper helps. 

Does anyone else have this problem? Is there any way to watch a movie or listen to someone and take in the point more, while quieting my thoughts about other things? There is just too much on my mind to follow stuff, even when this doesn’t happen!:(",5.244025423728812,6.2857190381356,5.6125000000000025,81.09510593220341,68.36440677966101,8.78135593220339,29.15677966101695,9.017664075816787,2.359547457627119,967,34,180,17,16,309,128,236,0.065,0.855,0.079,0.4806,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,15,11,0,3,15,0,12,0,0,0,4,38,36,22,0,1,14,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,13,11,0,0,5,7,0,2,5,7,0,1,4,9,14,4,31,31,9,24,0,3,3,0,6,13,0,11,8,125,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543701030440414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756566435695171,0.1136621090448568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762262120891313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810961907122917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116309237707762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707662820441187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926687713176756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465380039456911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138909409025272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318278641601292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942882436162073,0.0,0.1987451066582681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435483548111521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419537400822836,0.11118219079253897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421889867673777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493362203067085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120088746840568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261887417367524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362761848491297,0.07516984238780205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025532801045985,0.0,0.07690571666215826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973165332886384,0.1250582442194303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061461631816261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219224106143564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839779273600742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399163370310876,0.08540024639995122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319387221831537,0.12698966763338104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340644612975795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369775063984275,0.0,0.0,0.08806697035409332,0.06468486649746756,0.0,0.0,0.105999501838402,0.0,0.07531499341192821,0.0,0.0,0.11548327656713175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152984589972724,0.0,0.17610402365791195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009814089978357,0.0,0.0,0.10693370447717868,0.12030013894142512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yeezytiger,2018/02/07,"Adderall IR vs XR question First off I’m so glad I found this sub, it’s made me feel like I’m not alone in struggling with ADHD. I was diagnosed last year and I started out on 10mg Adderall but I felt like I needed it to last all day so my doctor switched me to 30mg Vyvanse and I’ve been on that for a little while. My insurance no longer covers 100% of the cost of Vyvanse anymore and it’s just too expensive to pay out of pocket so I’m thinking about switching back to Adderall. My question is would two 15mg Adderall IR a day be the same as one 30mg Adderall XR? I don’t know much about the differences between the two and I would like some input on what you guy’s experiences are.",0.7839414414414421,2.7731817635135165,2.6890810810810812,93.35681981981985,82.71621621621622,5.298018018018019,24.055855855855857,6.42735559955562,0.5953147747747747,543,21,121,5,15,181,93,148,0.032,0.868,0.1,0.8084,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,0,8,2,0,1,1,25,19,10,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,7,0,3,0,3,1,0,4,5,2,13,4,20,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,12,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994515820970082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188443411843954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645876534357416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761294024445802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140608475846991,0.0,0.0,0.1684458331048048,0.0,0.17339280159241818,0.0,0.16986701824286615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234065442526693,0.0,0.0,0.08391432594232291,0.11856180545176348,0.1593475565068312,0.0,0.0,0.1411654296525155,0.0,0.18196649456449893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432642052599952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120723599263827,0.2705589827728009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432389130254939,0.1663354467121385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703529625678778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199964239437808,0.12305718345928435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124587420316884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718262012952047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746729096017262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349735011142808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634042045043253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32423746872729314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578634191596345,0.0,0.0,0.10687275217702452
adhd,sergalahadabeer,2018/02/07,"I feel bad for my family in dealing with me. Having ADHD doesn't just mean that you're gonna walk a bit of a wonky path in life, it also has a way of driving long wedges between you and your family. Its like, despite all the much that I love them, I don't get to participate in the best parts of their lives. Getting married a few states away? I scrape by flipping burgers and drive a 20 year old car, I risk everything in driving out there. Having a nephew in another country? Fuck, guess I'll meet them once or twice throughout their life. Sorry Mom, I need the couch. Sorry Dad, I need some money. Graduating? Maybe next time, cuz.

I fear a moment when someone I really love is dying in a hospital bed and I can't have my shit together long enough to get from A to B. I feel like I subtract from the lives around me by negligence.",2.650252100840333,4.244379705882352,3.999831932773109,88.01352941176474,75.47058823529412,7.2100840336134455,23.907563025210084,7.957251820313856,1.1649327731092445,650,20,138,10,14,214,114,170,0.08900000000000001,0.785,0.126,0.8467,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,4,1,5,10,2,2,13,0,8,7,1,1,1,17,21,7,1,2,2,3,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,5,0,1,0,2,22,5,22,20,8,24,0,0,0,3,13,9,2,3,10,86,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260116626849144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819727107741864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187110650887327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044335866881688,0.0,0.0,0.1271163483049565,0.0,0.1129676663257548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198625991348995,0.0,0.1477097043079459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948566456092426,0.0,0.0,0.14041732645198088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979836749330252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159656693222487,0.0,0.2550926696073044,0.15224717468975452,0.1368208476603576,0.09665647992693413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508025363727124,0.2120619007086044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904532475749585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112909056383684,0.13219893778728012,0.0,0.2389401420297767,0.2394678589286772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244222347301292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359244099125546,0.14737851765238752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845866382251986,0.0,0.0,0.0994591465713038,0.20064259543916144,0.0,0.0,0.14389030542484474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197184762877013,0.1440873009601501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465138849115382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667497025942851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888082293443185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146370364983139,0.0,0.0,0.3029086943830576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889299408265835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073927678038874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712708098678107
adhd,littleladym19,2018/02/07,"I need someone to talk to I haven’t been doing very well the past few weeks in terms of depression and anxiety. My adhd hasn’t been awful and I’ve been managing to keep up to assignments and stuff for college, and I’m due to graduate in a few months here. But for the past month or so, I haven’t been feeling well. I had class today at 12:30 but I skipped it because I had an awful nightmare last night and couldn’t sleep until 5 am anyways, and when I woke up at around 9 am I was very upset from the nightmare. Flash forward to 3:30 pm, I’ve been awake since two but haven’t been able to get out of bed, so I’ve been lying here mindlessly scrolling my phone and feeling worse and worse as time goes on. Ive been sleeping in and skipping class a lot because of this phase and I’m finding it difficult to interact and do things. 

I guess all I’m saying is that comorbid depression is getting really tough to deal with, I feel alone and like a loser because I can’t motivate myself to do things, and my whole life feels bleak and pointless. I suppose I should add I’m a 23/f diagnosed with adhd a few months ago. But I’ve struggled with it and depression all my life. Just want some kind words and reassurance and understanding so I can make it through this.",4.3002339314104,4.868492664092663,5.0675948217124684,85.86615716556894,70.23552123552123,8.565160118101295,29.134908017260962,8.671277953709913,1.9812600953895068,996,36,213,16,17,323,141,259,0.192,0.7240000000000001,0.084,-0.9869,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,0,2,9,2,27,5,2,2,2,48,44,28,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,10,23,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,8,2,1,12,5,20,5,32,30,9,26,0,4,0,0,6,11,0,4,17,138,30,7,0.1170404327487034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813197115217153,0.0,0.10374928181610918,0.0,0.0,0.1212185907799776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953561069900612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419079915905824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404028442076456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066354693575718,0.3024202596762964,0.11879357555817928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671663787707375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069728351660966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229759089096087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893323192775924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040309143100938,0.0,0.12187960004073545,0.0,0.09540357386866123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533823789443974,0.057180043500403635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950359051746503,0.0,0.0,0.0781253976936143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802616703674604,0.0,0.0,0.08678399786922512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983451759830587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345667291929724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749790982103818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307524978076227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681705543218733,0.0,0.2342499158989973,0.0,0.0991679788574164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223560725113474,0.13398329381906407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940726664306115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555129257647821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824721754999669,0.0,0.1109406450671756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433149615545407,0.12184321814395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314122896677596,0.06903347964823439,0.0,0.09388277538093694,0.0,0.21046681006398224,0.0,0.0,0.13067146340910935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385484000296701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beforecheeseburgers,2018/02/07,"Unexpectedly gotten worse I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was a kid and would now be considered inattentive type. But I did all the medications when I was younger but I never did very well. Eating and sleeping was a huge issue I had and to be honest I just hate medication.  

So, for years I have been able to manage with diet and exercise. Had many ups and downs but I managed through college pretty well. Got so manageable that I thought maybe I was misdiagnosed.

However, past 6 months or so it's like I'm 8 years old again. I can’t concentrate to save my life.  All the classic symptoms.  And really there has been no trauma or big life event that caused this change. Been drinking way too much coffee to help me and started taking omega 3s. Noticing the slightest change I suppose. 

Does anyone who chooses not to take medication ever had this happen? What did you do? Any suggestions? ",2.75623120300752,5.527390255952383,3.872706766917293,83.04597744360902,80.96428571428572,6.870175438596492,24.913533834586467,8.032893268588372,1.8089357142857143,705,27,128,14,19,228,116,168,0.105,0.762,0.133,0.7944,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,13,7,1,0,5,0,21,12,1,1,4,25,30,17,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,17,0,16,5,11,10,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,14,91,23,5,0.14053120608923025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889120036707547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556603916107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982626868108828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436425975596184,0.29732676453891105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263621602191984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297980547177145,0.0,0.0,0.13766708117852142,0.0,0.14379850748334388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711852147109445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239564327955016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124271281433271,0.0,0.0,0.13874547174765434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419510517092247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466780680035736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852269372467007,0.06865644878979138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247658572949734,0.1411824851945494,0.0,0.0,0.42471121650652977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217066795451168,0.0,0.10330660620339867,0.0,0.10838632961006307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999570956715115,0.14746386089729355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415293764958916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297075847330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002788912795208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063269604559595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946871098010536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460657315644894,0.21132395530942527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115660801468014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595296264212546,0.0,0.11154713020441503,0.0,0.0,0.25270886278718097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321330492174333,0.09982933676851012,0.0,0.0,0.18099497844977386
adhd,O-D-A-A-T,2018/02/07,"How Do You Explain Emotional Issues/RSD And How We Often React In Ways We Don't Intend To? I guess the titles sums it up, how do you explain these sorts of things to people that don't experience it?

I've always had this problem when I get too close to people, and I end up hurting the people I care the most about.  I always apologize, and I understand after what was wrong and why it was wrong.  I also understand how not to do these things, until my feelings blind me (somehow they always find a way).

Afterwords when I try to explain myself I can never get it right, and often just end up explaining that I know it was wrong and that I let it get the best of me, and that it won't happen again.

The problem is, it does happen again and I still don't know how to explain myself.  I think I've got it in my head every time but then it ends up sounding stupid/confusing them.  I recently hurt an amazing friend, which was also becoming a potential relationship and I'm afraid I've already ruined it and she just hasn't completely closed the door on me yet...   I feel like a horrible person and I never want to be like this again.

What do you think?",3.983739270386266,4.8036160300429245,5.282508047210303,83.12702387339056,71.10300429184551,8.22843347639485,25.7212982832618,8.472884824447931,1.6155581545064384,897,26,182,14,16,300,118,233,0.124,0.777,0.099,-0.6144,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,3,2,1,21,15,0,1,10,0,18,2,1,7,2,51,41,23,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,24,15,0,0,14,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,4,31,6,19,32,2,29,0,3,1,0,17,10,0,6,19,140,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180224568268486,0.17653469317605275,0.27552408337745155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190120487050855,0.0,0.0,0.1158324076912626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253530475759953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572674171804495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659045231899853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415772078082657,0.2932801247726654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299622363194256,0.0,0.0,0.10796853963603273,0.0,0.0,0.11161846376202032,0.07885236779756362,0.0,0.0,0.1008813206590743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527593325826567,0.0,0.17300012376992935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827746947077833,0.0,0.12159119362891704,0.0,0.19520959945991226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327723353177375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363187765436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213191126921006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286655365701832,0.0,0.10784790913894078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025697124939934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956168016073544,0.09637573743902464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112291311158979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089826128272772,0.11850211318852533,0.0,0.09426017976347564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814611585731168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665732011635027,0.14144848609810612,0.0,0.0,0.06436091393726913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493780340971838,0.0,0.0,0.2298098342561163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510240273422617,0.1752220654439693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959683277670263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620352531713623,0.0,0.0
adhd,W0lf2033,2018/02/07,"Frustrated and Unsure of the Future Hey guys. Recently my psychologist has been talking to me about ADHD, something that my elementary school guidance councilor thought I had but my mother refused to believe. One thing that’s challenging for me with ADHD is that I can’t focus on school work and because of that have sort of abandoned the idea of finishing college. 

Now I’m looking at more and more technical jobs like carpentry, electrical work, and that sort of stuff. I’m also looking into restaurant careers which is what I do now. I make mistakes but I have a great time working with people, alcohol, food, etc. 

I guess I’m looking for advice. I’m frustrated that I have so much trouble lately in school. I just can’t get into it. My teachers tell me I’m not stupid, actually quite the opposite but I feel kind of dumb. Does anyone have any insight on this? Should I just stick with working in restaurants which I love, but didn’t think I’d do professionally? Or should I push through a college degree or tech school? I appreciate the advice! ",3.81355062783863,6.387199395939093,4.626273043013626,80.36181405289874,75.34517766497461,7.1930537002404495,30.16537536735239,8.20500826718156,2.492762436548224,839,39,145,15,19,270,117,197,0.135,0.75,0.115,-0.5055,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,8,12,4,0,6,0,16,3,0,1,0,32,31,12,0,3,9,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,9,2,2,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,4,20,5,22,25,4,15,0,1,3,1,7,7,1,5,8,99,33,14,0.0,0.0,0.11800689732048696,0.0,0.2906604969344007,0.23633610706501296,0.0,0.1292337369232994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670494160656776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223422052847397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455467578087159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371572021170844,0.0,0.0,0.13624284440971876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582366426915812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486510117993092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114411182371041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622489943701628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631791465126375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333219803521073,0.13321426024776814,0.1197363253461372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651138855579947,0.0,0.0,0.120000970466919,0.0,0.0,0.1259264234361041,0.0,0.0,0.13641044840154515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907861830462265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046436108885004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914095891518033,0.0,0.08071943055106813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889494961970781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194297959403962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383526386287657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862030200621627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194004081575358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895366159932659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309518851954822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384320016244254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971962036529922,0.10569516017705416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033824583071385,0.07748486907790607,0.0,0.09600219616537856,0.07051326073161061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521439592167271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,red_venus,2018/02/07,"I’m really trying to give Ritalin a chance but I just can’t get it right, how do you feel like when taking it? So a little history first- hope it’s not too long (also sorry for broken English) 

I was diagnosed with adhd at a very 
young age and was recommended Ritalin since 5th grade (30la dosage) 
And had a complicated relationship ever since.
At first it made me very sick so I refused to take it.
after two years when I started middle school my neurologist said i should take it daily for at least a month so my body can get used to it- I tried for 3 months and still felt sick.
I stopped using Ritalin until I had my highschool finals. It didn’t make me sick like I was used to but I felt like I have static in my brain like a constant buzz. That was 3 years ago.

Tomorrow I have a very important presentation and I took Ritalin this week to work on it and found that it doesn’t make me sick or feel weird in the brain, I actually enjoy the sensation of focus now,
The problem is that the “down” makes me feel like I didn’t sleep but drank too much coffee. 

TL;DR - tried Ritalin before-made me sick, hated it. Tried it again after 3 years- I like being focused but feel like a constant adrenaline rush. 

Did anybody else change reaction to Ritalin with age? 
Do you feel like me?
Do you have any tips?
Thank you :) ",2.4461363636363638,4.44977103787879,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.25757575757575,7.4303030303030315,21.984848484848484,8.344100000000001,1.2289348484848488,1030,29,212,20,24,342,142,264,0.159,0.67,0.171,-0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,3,14,14,1,0,12,0,21,17,4,8,1,36,50,18,0,3,7,0,7,8,0,1,12,1,0,0,16,7,1,2,8,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,16,8,30,11,22,32,2,41,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,37,131,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0903633005346589,0.0,0.11128604528388328,0.0,0.08208345737242563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405141479017459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297051911861287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285665286543554,0.0,0.20674229467563768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979575007776372,0.0,0.0,0.20013332073078466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398607127450777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773546116476646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376112850228934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410427178867604,0.264611076266651,0.17781919002949206,0.1014377165768597,0.0,0.1575293836394625,0.0,0.10153006229053166,0.0,0.0,0.09675834774877293,0.08882943203445512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142237617048313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197173541215238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619136889284998,0.09280855965393553,0.0,0.08194723200437284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761944581568226,0.18543172460665275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782333249308502,0.0,0.06807094526587855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860477066925544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932131291938419,0.0,0.0,0.09941670930919412,0.0,0.07907906989025111,0.088082887198055,0.0,0.0,0.09371516699058156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319775719657597,0.0,0.09266590886031603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365703842595092,0.06554207353848286,0.0,0.07394970892189501,0.07741693952409039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886885055900134,0.0,0.0,0.08525275030438724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288093498393164,0.2514746654686629,0.0,0.09045580197495584,0.0,0.0,0.2399275054324492,0.0,0.2292117047545283,0.0,0.0,0.0742773603449619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741320028893219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889222757733125
adhd,Seldon628,2018/02/07,My Adderall was stolen and I have a job interview My gf stole a week of my Adderall and I have a job interview tomorrow.  I made her give me some of her xrs even though they don't make me feel quite right so I could prepare and she told me my Adderall could be filled today. Turns out not for another two days.  I had 3 left. Took my daily 2 this morning to study. Now I have 1 (not 2) for tomorrow and am freaking out!  Is there any way I could explain my story to a pharmacy and get them to give me a single pill for my interview? Or is the only way to get it filing a police report on my gf and probably still not getting it in time? Plus I need to be using today to practice my presentation.,0.9938775510204074,2.820816517006804,3.3553401360544237,89.70811224489798,81.10884353741497,6.648979591836735,22.744897959183675,7.7094869923839395,1.0063142857142853,536,18,119,9,14,185,88,147,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.7685,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,7,0,14,1,0,3,0,23,28,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,1,26,0,16,18,2,20,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,10,85,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904968994406886,0.16815050293755804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841010889872803,0.0,0.0,0.10341835616414696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591567607741884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810823814396387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513430404225126,0.3076621300522781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182633346144205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742306361415078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173566190987706,0.10704094739984672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189042440142026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219603249587446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289423678676494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056164652808756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694579897544912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806298792291793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575520058912345,0.0,0.0935066833528861,0.0,0.30400336135789663,0.15322999629836406,0.1781648653716989,0.0,0.17442465731768686,0.15664754391544095,0.0,0.0,0.13849877923127416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457118595111,0.12863040084241245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mdude2312,2018/02/07,"I was just diagnosed, but I'm uncomfortable with how it went. Advice? I tried to go to a psychiatrist, but she rescheduled my follow-up appointment 5 times after I took a psychological exam, so I looked for another doctor.

I went to a non-profit counseling center that has resources for psychiatry, therapy, etc. I met with a therapist there, she diagnosed me with ADD the same day. I had a follow-up appointment the next day with a nurse practitioner to discuss treatment options, and she prescribed me Wellbutrin.

Am I in the wrong to feel awkward about this whole situation? I looked for other psychiatrists but none of them are covered by my insurance and I'd rather not shell out several hundreds of dollars for an appointment that I would have to wait potentially months for.

TL;DR found a new therapist and got diagnosed the same day as my appointment, feeling uneasy.",7.539999999999999,8.680357171974523,8.045101910828027,65.34663375796181,63.26751592356688,11.885095541401274,37.35605095541401,11.602472056035307,4.937555923566879,704,34,112,22,10,233,101,157,0.092,0.8959999999999999,0.012,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,12,0,7,4,0,1,0,24,20,9,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,8,4,19,0,23,11,5,15,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,8,83,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477722276683993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158569280004177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29257672126477097,0.0,0.0,0.4604609401167235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478195665481198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686523204903275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292460767342467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658069374835406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594285413578498,0.0,0.12094591638534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539765115876822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070382651373256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605099124009965,0.16082613783922028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083763075460526,0.0,0.0,0.16997967927117466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729353482344065,0.3511604133348572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088178668489334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680130236334915,0.10266969997699224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803683134377063,0.0,0.16883377911380584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742365331348253,0.16533733813436802,0.0,0.0
adhd,rollerjazz,2018/02/07,"Feeling uncomfortable when non-adhd SO tells me they love me or miss me. My SO tells me they love and miss me all the time and it makes me feel guilty/anxious/uncomfortable and I don’t know why. It’s becoming a problem because I notice myself withdrawing because of it. I’m totally cool with it sometimes but, any more then a few times a week for the love you part...and any more then once a blue moon for the miss you part and I get this overwhelming panic feeling.. sorry if this is confusing... it’s confusing for me too. Just wanted to see if anyone else shares a similar feeling and why this might be. ",1.4589492325855955,3.955121677685952,2.993937426210156,88.99142561983473,84.28925619834712,6.432349468713106,22.692443919716645,7.7094869923839395,1.2101683589138132,477,17,97,9,14,156,73,121,0.131,0.72,0.149,0.6365,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,0,5,13,0,4,8,1,4,3,0,1,2,24,20,14,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,16,5,6,18,6,6,0,4,2,3,10,0,0,6,6,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112864884470786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049810471008984,0.0,0.0,0.17026364743392647,0.0,0.10538256377610283,0.15442405547155566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374741585300045,0.16645150459512253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259020055381348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048216176947609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874171800909406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282833982320557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080751522223667,0.0,0.10060260369353824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598834800084519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715886122655438,0.0,0.1605052333726714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683012177393306,0.0,0.32641662566178525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421271194944402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009935205091975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905976027987575,0.16871171282474834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634609347222785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576480845050968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889487925390642,0.0,0.12089348565415182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719914489147379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CourageKitten,2018/02/07,Guanfacine/Tenex causing heat sensitivity? I've been on Guanfacine for years and I feel like every summer I have to spend it inside because I go outside and I feel like a piece of shit. Guanfacine is also a blood pressure medication and I heard that can cause heat sensitivity. Anyone else experience this?,4.476787878787878,7.591181800000001,5.363181818181818,72.93810606060606,76.45454545454545,6.575757575757575,29.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.3402121212121214,249,11,39,4,6,81,41,55,0.116,0.79,0.094,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,4,3,2,2,0,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,2,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001710123369073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502099445688046,0.25646986359260543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258527738896596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142700067859634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910000121288486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089506989259085,0.0,0.0,0.24484900379246136,0.0,0.0,0.25312623241089754,0.3576398044651675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225565918395394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445754402420093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215871823596997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256937302060754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118998038873425
adhd,kofaco,2018/02/07,"Longtime lurker, first-time poster. Wrote a paper about the before/after effects of ADHD diagnosis and meds, got my first A! I'm a 32-year-old, five-time college dropout. I was diagnosed last November and prescribed Vyvanse. Since then, my life has changed for the better. It's absolutely night and day. 

I decided to give college another shot, and I wanted to report to y'all about how well things have been going for me. The prompt for a paper I wrote was ""Write about a significant moment of your life,"" and I chose my ADHD diagnosis. I had failed English 101 at this particular community college back in 2004, and I needed to retake it. I think I have passed this class before at another college(?) but there are failing grades and withdrawals on every transcript I have (I think), and I needed to shake the rust off, so I just thought I would retake it. The teacher kept saying how I shouldn't be in this class because of the quality of the paper and that I should be asking her for extra work. It was a foreign experience for me. I don't know whether it's the meds or the fact that I'm aware of my weaknesses, but something gave out, and now I'm a TOTAL NERD. 

I've always been a perfectionist at heart, and although I wonder if I should have toned it down on the paper a little, I realize now that I can't. ADHD requires me to perform at a high level, whether it's shoveling the driveway, or writing a paper. Procrastination was almost a product of perfectionism for me. With no precise, structured study habits, and lots of scattered thoughts, I convinced myself that the work I would have done would be sub-par, so better not to do it at all. Or just put the work off until the last minute and let the deadline motivate me. Which never worked.

That about sums it up. I'll keep reading, you all keep writing and sharing your experiences. Thanks, and have a great day.",5.707086956521739,6.416286655555558,6.2149033816425145,78.38304347826089,67.16666666666667,8.594202898550725,31.76328502415459,8.587818076936951,2.4715712560386467,1476,58,274,21,23,479,184,360,0.054000000000000006,0.845,0.101,0.9468,0,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,4,0,14,15,12,0,1,28,0,29,5,1,4,6,66,52,30,0,10,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,19,17,0,4,10,1,0,4,6,5,1,1,15,1,38,7,40,27,5,34,0,2,0,0,15,17,0,7,13,199,57,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38339530039655395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648283146461572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848230372703979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301076409151235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941231490055626,0.0,0.0,0.08176788412356809,0.0,0.06482307478449634,0.0,0.0904863878950746,0.0,0.0,0.18809584900546494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249222769705433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715930803857942,0.0,0.0,0.10793152587838538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882139376485203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959492764481873,0.0,0.0,0.2080392755493448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090326062496426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200975540712408,0.060434724709987724,0.0,0.08504875984217279,0.11723877455122685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601185257594175,0.0,0.11235265807621546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903741666590293,0.0,0.0,0.058440959745858174,0.1733604406385237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873850908659068,0.15022031467729202,0.0,0.10657929757237716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040534645468534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362366112332851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576975735908319,0.08201494869559617,0.0,0.0,0.09979165138181836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158456079707656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689974839141217,0.0,0.0,0.10636746078776664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456478966263295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796445830297017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186471420408031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790237320173258,0.0,0.0,0.07064669656055875,0.1362750699166669,0.0,0.16884207394654968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272131098099089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561124770521252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531976672559748,0.30966331384481066,0.0,0.0,0.22661985038631435,0.0,0.0,0.06847862606439127
adhd,gaqi,2018/02/07,"How do I stay on track? I seem to have a built in impulse timer that lasts around 10 days. If I put a regime in place and try incredibly hard to stick to it I can make it to around 7-10 days until I explode and go on a massive bender that lasts from days to a couple weeks. I've been doing this for the last few years, pretty much since leaving home when the responsibilities ramped up.. 

It's literally ruining my life. My health, social life and the whole shebang. I'm contemplating deferring university because I'm one impulsive bender away from messing the whole thing up. I can't go off track for the next few months or it's game over.

The worst thing is that I can't really observe my own life properly. I can't tell what's going right and what's going terribly. I'm not aware that I'm on an impulsive bender until it's over etc. Many things that I do feel OK/Normal at the time but in hindsight the opposite.

People just tell me to man up and stop putting things off and to ""just do it"". feeling very sorry for myself now. I can feel my potentially doomed life slipping through my fingers and im not sure if i can catch it.

How do i keep on track? I've tried ritalin but I'm still contemplating whether it's right for me. It gives me a lot of anxiety on top of my already existing anxiety problem
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adhd,Nissepelle,2018/02/07,"My parents are making me lose my mind. I'm going insane.

I've always had trouble remembering stuff. Mainly the things that are just an odd one out. Like, if we were going on a trip with school I'd forget about it before I could even think about it.

I was diagnosed with ADD when I was about 14 or 15. At the time I didn't really understand what it meant and I still to this day don't fully understand it. I've **never** used any of my diagnoses as an excuse. Never. Not even once. And as a result I don't think my parents are taking them seriously. I've got 2 that affect my life on a daily basis and one of them is ADD.

As I'm in the last year of HS there's a lot of checking e-mails, marking dates for turn-ins etc. It's a living nightmare. Even though I mark them down, set multiple alarms and do a lot of stuff to try and remember, I still forget about them. Most of the time I can't even remember to check my calendar to even begin remembering. And as a result they (my parents) get really fucking angry because I missed a semi-anual screenplay about witchhunts for my history class (I remembered this one as I was standing outside of the classroom wondering where everyone was) and everything else out of the ordinary that I can't remember for the life of me. It's driving me insane because I really just want to scream right at their faces: **HEY I HAVE ADD I'M REALLY BAD AT REMEMBERING THINGS LIKE CHECKING MY CALENDAR. CAN YOU PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND THAT?**

The point I'm trying to get across is: how do I tell them (my parents) that my ADD is making it significantly harder for me to function as a normal person without making it sound like ""boho I have ADD leave me alone I can't help it"". I don't want to give ADD power over my life, under any circumstances.

Help me out peeps!",1.1340265719547489,3.5549009530386786,3.320047355958959,86.61097605893187,85.04972375690608,6.5415416995527496,20.49750065772165,7.793537801064563,1.0651102867666404,1403,43,281,28,42,477,173,362,0.117,0.831,0.053,-0.9653,5,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,7,2,19,11,1,1,19,0,25,7,1,8,2,59,52,18,0,5,6,4,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,21,19,0,0,14,0,3,4,11,8,0,3,9,2,46,3,49,42,5,34,0,2,0,1,20,16,1,6,15,194,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754902515770651,0.0,0.0,0.0606488681966466,0.0,0.0,0.09913302745529007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608586494645702,0.08886400903020006,0.0,0.06202253763609844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819534168278771,0.0,0.0,0.04700689541739938,0.0,0.0,0.14796009171403934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608887853204517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128967291300149,0.2407100292975076,0.0,0.0,0.06964785245061532,0.06550726489900319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738401844205186,0.07616221112803574,0.06992105709119524,0.08284815152968421,0.0,0.05829539703067081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771092355647924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059413657149081076,0.0,0.07717813918649923,0.0,0.0,0.1544493929559218,0.10682856089792092,0.0,0.06436166568614665,0.0,0.0,0.08154331470387953,0.0,0.12393397799218488,0.0,0.0,0.1459604311970775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735963607550503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243183335141577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141501553017841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762361414232935,0.1481729064918568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32373513150267275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636432139685584,0.0,0.08000941748294904,0.06890296176835567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677633358061185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779772996869696,0.062246172624070874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376680669215249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164173112668221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687923019800752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480289768089304,0.0,0.0637075486846451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684743745930402,0.0934077030742929,0.0716123417391764,0.0,0.0850034567987228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845902454720786,0.07928149246285074,0.0,0.2276377360468108,0.0,0.06295205099207535,0.0,0.0,0.08598276406866476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026167804805716,0.07904420475064389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693764732074365
adhd,[deleted],2018/02/07,"I passed College Algebra with a 81% grade! Thank God.  I have no fucking clue how I managed to pull it off.  I also can't tell you what the hell I learned either.  
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Couple of classmates are pissed off they got a 79 and 80% in the class because they worked their ass off.  My ADHD made me work 10001 times harder than them-I'm just glad I can now go back to classes that actually make sense",0.8449648382559793,3.1570413164556967,2.023206751054854,96.19137834036572,85.20253164556964,4.523769338959212,20.17018284106892,5.82211442006289,-0.1717859353023905,300,9,66,2,9,95,68,79,0.175,0.735,0.09,-0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,2,5,5,3,0,4,0,4,3,2,3,0,8,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,12,2,9,8,1,10,1,0,0,2,5,4,4,0,3,40,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.27653238296660954,0.0,0.34056077092357645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661427894747616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178973004502872,0.0,0.1727423077388599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135482089092878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261974920497726,0.0,0.0,0.16104811209083245,0.0,0.2266402680574288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681355594833664,0.18915450697235991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476815777337113,0.2608929295039117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523779934575836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41259964629454027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jonqora,2018/02/07,"DEEP BREATH here I gooooo!!! 🤞😰🤞 Just arriving to meet with the psychometrist to find out the results of my assessment now! I had a complete psycho-ed assessment two weeks ago with a full battery of cognitive tests, the computerized attention test (CPT), and a number of questionnaires and other tasks.

Here's hoping I finally get an answer to **what the effff is wrong with my brain** 😰😰😰

Wish me luck!

Also I'm about 10 minutes late for this appointment. LOL 😅",1.309369057908384,3.991454146067422,2.9901123595505616,85.8187381158168,91.80898876404495,7.232843560933452,22.576490924805533,8.139509932561175,1.9488904062229904,365,14,69,10,13,120,67,89,0.036000000000000004,0.797,0.16699999999999998,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,1,2,2,2,1,0,14,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,12,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511898558911493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661038904933264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163339415063698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971074012968603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104173023957956,0.2589944776414567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804880426153133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814497306006299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31965300086142306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768107069310701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730182229499585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258607997665081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30981993055578066,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cheifof10,2018/02/07,"Dexedrine Sleeping troubles. So recently i was diagnosed ADHD + ODD (not ocd)  and things are going ever so splendidly , other than this minor factor.  I almost always stay up until 3/4 am, i know it in part is becasue i always take my second dose 2-3pm, but can't seem to get myself to take it at say 11 or 12, but with this problem it seems near impossible to fix without not taking my medication for 1 day, but i don't want to break the cycle of progression i am seeming, i was a lazy peice of shit for that last 10 years of my life, I did the mowing for my parents today, and these things make me look toward the future, i'm always kind of tired, but can't seem to quite my mind of a night time long enough to rip myself off the PC and go to fricking SLEEP.
Currently quitting cannabis as it is not good for someone like me i just just some sun up till sundown, Could anyone suggest anything they think may be of help?",8.333244680851063,5.427465303191494,8.638829787234044,74.98250000000002,63.52127659574467,11.102127659574473,35.20212765957447,8.841846274778883,2.8559021276595744,719,22,146,8,8,240,130,188,0.13,0.8220000000000001,0.048,-0.9412,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,5,6,1,0,6,0,14,8,3,1,1,30,30,13,0,3,11,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,3,2,19,3,30,24,3,24,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,8,14,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870981060432062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390638343769166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888140657762464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865209407793795,0.0,0.1018263653011798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879524289973388,0.0,0.0,0.07980119226790143,0.0,0.0,0.1255921245383707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785510233299452,0.0,0.0,0.11192869262093844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464833722593813,0.0,0.14064705210915476,0.10378610843863637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293940844387937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885476201115087,0.06800352570586238,0.1008635144991522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740026751035651,0.06045245385256603,0.0,0.0,0.10950481095659408,0.10390930118325138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259650937049824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465367137925627,0.0,0.0,0.12494076204525753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161203402456937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373971267593894,0.1339968991373718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840117627733222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322257001482724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217698841403335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984019405677414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505880767311991,0.0,0.0,0.1270159455132619,0.0,0.0,0.2476560240943441,0.0,0.10484335615253404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188893638848032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791081948193693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441292088570467,0.07928673023549236,0.0,0.0,0.07215300158836159,0.14221937488010494,0.11728977132117775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298426141784041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927964246928348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968363333050849
adhd,coeursyve,2018/02/07,"Stuck in a very difficult living situation, no support, don't know what to do I usually never participate in forums and such and only stay silent, passively read information that I find…But lately I have realized that maybe writing here might give me a momentary relief.

I’m stuck in a rut…once again. For the last 5 months actually, exactly like last year. See, I come from a very financially weak family (also, kind of dysfunctional, I might add). I have dreamt about leaving my family since I was a child (and have actually run away on numerous occasions), but back then I was too young and after I finished school, the whole no job, thought was working towards a goal, failed at everything thing happened and sadly, the jobs that I’m usually doing don’t pay me well at all (the creative branch, you know), meaning I am completely financially dependent. I feel so ashamed of it, and my mother’s boyfriend had wanted to kick me out since I was 14 and I have always wanted to leave, but without money I never could.
 My sister, who has decided that she no longer wants to study has moved to our city and moved in 5 months ago. I expected the worst, I was always horrified of her. When she moved in with us (cause she was broke), she moved into my room, taking up half the space (which there isn’t much of anyway), sleeping on the bunk bed above me, controlling everything that goes inside and everything I do, just like when we were kids. When she is hungry, sleepy, annoyed or wants to have fun, I have to adhere to her rules. She even moved my furniture, putting a cabinet in front of my bed (the lower bunk), meaning that I have no light on top and no sunlight in front of the bed to wake me up (I have a lot of problems with that). There is nowhere else for me to go, because there are family members in every room, waiting to shout at me or touch me (I hate that) or make stupid comments about me. I often wait till 3 a.m. so I can go to the kitchen and be alone.
That makes everything even harder for me, as I can only motivate myself or build a routine, if I have space to myself and peace and am alone. Whenever there is someone in my private space I feel extremely paranoid, observed and controlled. Now I have to stick to her routine and habits. If I am working on the computer late at night and she’s already in bed, I would try to be as quiet as possible and not even dare to breathe, but she would tell me to shut it off or get out. If I then come in late at night to put on my pajamas (don’t even dare to turn on light) she says that she doesn’t want me disturbing her with the noise I make. The light of my digital clock annoys her, so I have to keep it covered constantly and can’t even use it (sad, because I am so time-blind I really needed it). I am not allowed to have alarms in the early morning (I can’t wake up without them), I cannot listen to my white noise anymore (can’t sleep without it). When my sis finally leaves for work, it’s around 2 p.m. (she wakes up at 12 p.m., no noise allowed before that), when she’s gone it means I can work. But then my mother would spontaneously burst in and go “You have to pick up your baby brother from school. It’s not as if you have something to do anyway.” That means I have to leave the house at 4 p.m., giving me two hours in which I usually only manage to have a panic attack. I also don’t have a transport card when I don’t work and no money for bus fare, so I have a one hour walk in front of me. When I get home, it’s ca. 5 p.m. My brothers are hungry, I have to cook. It’s then 6:30 p.m. At 8 p.m. my sister is back home. Meaning I haven’t done anything and at the end I close myself up in the kitchen and cry and panic from midnight to 4 a.m…Every day and night for the last 5 months.
My sister would know or see something annoys me or scares me and she would continue doing it on purpose. She would push me around and tell me that it’s my fault for not saying anything. I am not, because I have trained myself since I was little to keep myself on a tight leash and not blurt out things or act impulsively and I’m always working so hard on it and to please others, part of the reason why I am often very rigid and drained. But she would always provoke me until I can’t take it anymore and when I finally lash out, she would scream and lash out at me for being “egotistical, childish, a drama queen, too sensitive, arrogant, careless, cold-hearted, sadistic, narcissistic and whatevernotelse”. She would use physical force against me and berate me in public places as well. 

Two weeks ago, things have started going for the worse..
As I have said, I live in a dysfunctional family, that also doesn’t even take care of their home. That’s why I rarely ever leave my room. But my sister gets angry about it and often lets out her anger on me, when I don’t know what to tell her. So two weeks ago, the sink in the bathroom got stuffed and she would storm into my room, shouting and venting at me. I understood, I was calm and listened to her. She continued by telling me that she wants to beat someone up, me or my brother. (That is completely normal, my sister and father would always threaten me over the phone, Skype or in person, that I deserve to be beaten by them and that I should expect it to happen when we meet) I stared at her, preparing myself, but still quietly told her “I don’t know what to tell you about this.” She admitted that she is angry and would like to let it out on me, but that I deserved it anyway, because I’m “insert all those words again”. And that during the first week she has lived with me I was so obedient and nice to her and now I am silent and reserved. My confusing controversial thought race kicked in again, I was testing out 300 different possibilities and of course I got more agitated and completely froze up, while she continued staring daggers at me and shouting at me. I tried to end this peacefully by telling her, that at that moment neither of us was actually much in a calm talking mood, that I cannot give answers to some of her questions…That was the best I could do, I was even kind of proud about how collected I sounded. But she continued and pushed me and pushed me and screamed. She has never understood, that my behaviour is not only due to ADHD, or due to me being terrified, but that the reason I kept silent was because I DID care. I wanted to protect my family from the truth. I don’t hate them, but I have never felt accepted, welcome, comfortable, protected or loved by them. I have never felt a strong bond to them. In the end, everything escalated so much, that I slipped out the words “I don’t feel like I can talk to you and I never feel the desire to talk at all.” Kinda the truth, but I know I shouldn’t have said that. She hit me. I actually barely even felt the pain, I noticed that I was crying, but no sound came out of me. She shouted that she would sleep on the couch, so I don’t have to piss my pants that she is going to beat me to death during the night.
I really couldn’t sleep, I didn’t cry, I just lied in complete silence the whole night. We haven’t spoken since that evening, three weeks ago. We almost have to share a desk, that’s how small the room is and she hasn’t even looked at me. I have tried to calmly reconcile several times, but she just pushes me to the side. I really have to leave, this has become completely unbearable. Even as I write this, my heart jumps every time I hear footsteps in front of the door. I have often felt like this, during the years, my mother’s boyfriend would also very often attack me, always push the blame on me, even if I wasn’t in the room, tell my baby brother (half-brother, his son) nasty stuff about me…I’m always on edge.

And telling my sis or my family about my ADHD diagnosis is NOT an option. I had hoped that my predictions of their reactions would not come true, but every time I try to find a workaround to first neutrally hear their opinions, they are just as bad as I had imagined. When I was trying to fill in one of the questionnaires once (I always do those in secret and have all my medical files in a folder I hide), my sister once abruptly entered the room. I tried not to flinch, act normal, I slowly put away my med folder and she asked what I was doing there. I tried to brush it off, “Oh, nothing important.”, but she grabbed my wrist, yanked the folder out of my hands, opened the questionnaire, saw the words Attention Issues Criteria or something of the sort, laughed, threw it at me and went: “You don’t have that.”
Not sharing anything about me is the only way to protect myself. And I have to diminish my stress to get better. 
Right now (every other night) I’d be sleeping on the hard living room couch (not great for my scoliosed back or joint pain), on which I can’t even stretch out my legs (yes, boohoo) and constantly have people passing by. When everyone wakes up in the morning and starts whining you can forget about sleeping and as I fall asleep after 4 a.m., I only sleep around 3 1/2 to 4 hours every night. I’ve barely ever eaten more than one meal a day during the last half a year, due to problems with food here, I don’t have any contact to the few friends I have at the moment and I just feel so drained, exhausted, dead…
I don’t know what I expect from the people here and don’t want this monster of a text to sound like “Oh, Woe is me!”, but I don’t know what to do and don’t have anyone to talk to…Sigh. And so so sorry for this turning out so long (best I could do, draft was over 5 pages).

TL;DR:
-Live with a dysfunctional family
-Financially dependent
-No support 
-Have to live with ADHD etc. in secrecy",5.155841135581799,5.307063868257263,5.745795297372067,83.21831666489345,68.25311203319502,8.894357555768343,28.45996027946235,8.69343788997812,1.9091692591410423,7510,231,1556,111,117,2436,622,1928,0.14300000000000002,0.785,0.07200000000000001,-0.9992,6,2,3,0,1,1,272.0,7,8,9,23,100,78,11,9,79,1,167,30,18,19,16,297,271,151,1,44,57,17,16,6,1,19,5,19,20,3,82,101,6,12,40,3,3,39,64,39,2,11,48,46,282,38,247,191,21,266,0,6,7,1,133,121,1,38,110,1105,364,20,0.0,0.0,0.1082185277155591,0.0,0.09995660769902136,0.0,0.0983026389484268,0.0,0.0277615886276661,0.05742742096471563,0.030594131502148486,0.08868351461745468,0.1845487602545243,0.0,0.0,0.018853275688748825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549895312389726,0.01938527054825757,0.0,0.06844348740991238,0.07404073309371073,0.025918204398146013,0.06308012143657031,0.05209523503117645,0.06395415103365723,0.02314838809735634,0.0845014877513671,0.030618987943740805,0.02359108827774964,0.0,0.05818927053856025,0.02451963152574758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03170887863852459,0.056532946385204376,0.028480192468727707,0.0,0.07164533241924774,0.1453404711297683,0.05991960560361645,0.06218966330673801,0.06640609181685897,0.0,0.09136056073570356,0.035759382370365474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02896568691740245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028371285079820476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02315985066666618,0.0,0.07366572474892373,0.0,0.030919596695828562,0.2380487899079373,0.05015590373901189,0.1401520314696457,0.02649147710076679,0.12458275071986626,0.0,0.18295008723483014,0.0,0.07009045562467196,0.01980603638408438,0.10647757900998793,0.06074058980706176,0.050678480894262884,0.047164052963247785,0.03352397972436644,0.0,0.02141949929945093,0.0,0.0579385982783249,0.07978618224185206,0.07878096136006901,0.0,0.04434684261408206,0.030565815968036106,0.0,0.0,0.04903249626379668,0.0,0.04967053005544895,0.05474343506096817,0.0,0.0,0.0624939423860636,0.06570616437046728,0.0,0.0,0.08342831952188913,0.02753619483478966,0.08190768796529277,0.03198978217528714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028936660740993356,0.05502359880329525,0.04928474313213031,0.0,0.05774057472137015,0.12189111511443138,0.09039506502824177,0.0938216635609631,0.17613432446222158,0.0,0.05669935173072094,0.0,0.08126729755929865,0.02778673871396029,0.14688483845793274,0.024534874073344544,0.02328118369695049,0.0,0.0,0.02356995962161856,0.02502199904296323,0.0,0.05551797054212348,0.0,0.0278524917341116,0.1509978578291992,0.030795122226026036,0.02792902068277539,0.0,0.058821581200961565,0.0,0.0,0.06638711447190399,0.14733116137280128,0.06114100608289268,0.020557000153891312,0.1282947815543138,0.0,0.0,0.18211971969778748,0.054327281660553534,0.026601932764511043,0.03156396611145955,0.0,0.08857548901403811,0.0563595146320754,0.12651214124767896,0.0590005969978214,0.0650562982876747,0.0,0.03002239826574576,0.0,0.03844067182465805,0.024207533845537404,0.02896568691740245,0.03043263469750399,0.0,0.06250930533714824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053056261633138535,0.0,0.08361085440039878,0.0,0.0,0.027731509851338258,0.0,0.05328212704969314,0.0570097939473478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02367615078799722,0.05274375943059484,0.04409448679582215,0.027756567840743592,0.0561163510868477,0.04418488882323927,0.0,0.0,0.031320236970627496,0.0,0.09173434145856776,0.031162945841901032,0.1942082050142937,0.0,0.0469809229048185,0.06402988597115812,0.0,0.0310347564205809,0.03924639018159285,0.029550103029184375,0.022140428075256537,0.0,0.03175775673972152,0.0,0.03173735549505122,0.0,0.06292174997292525,0.0,0.0,0.06253500967593223,0.08913402773654976,0.19385603521049846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525579572335605,0.0,0.0,0.04401953005451111,0.06466436652490032,0.0,0.0,0.02649147710076679,0.0,0.13175946793134508,0.06031151767625448,0.08124698014963477,0.0,0.06669713452899093,0.047889281826323814,0.09160223180428917,0.09150083819774643,0.13081870267289433,0.022006026581137744,0.08895410561112453,0.0,0.04985442423837172,0.025700432560252576,0.05003320886391669,0.061905728230177225,0.0,0.08017486123027373,0.0,0.12110044521444092,0.0,0.028253132008910525,0.2954150906185617,0.0,0.0,0.053560055281375536
adhd,GETWREKT1,2018/02/07,"Began by cleaning the bedroom, ended up scrubbing down the trash can. Woke up early this morning on my day off to do some cleaning and started out with the bedroom, picking up my piles of clothes and some trash - went to throw something away in the kitchen and noticed the trash can lid was disgusting. 
So I decided that the whole thing needed to be scrubbed and sanitized right then and there. 

I swear my getting distracted is never as bad as when I try to clean the house. 🙄 Can't decide if it was a waste of 20 minutes or not. Oh well. ",4.981428571428573,5.764723018867924,5.010053908355797,86.11405660377359,68.81132075471697,7.566576819407007,33.06738544474393,7.447530270364453,2.1205649595687333,424,19,84,4,7,132,78,106,0.105,0.8440000000000001,0.05,-0.6204,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,8,0,8,1,0,1,1,17,14,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,6,1,19,8,3,20,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,4,8,62,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26611264870165074,0.0,0.2364929869718317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182665918539732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086595245203225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479808454715571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268201270599881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001835415613135,0.2184516115123037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224698235999094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418848170464366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805145315948704,0.0,0.0,0.2004782363867239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817160721461812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923008943236201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546661489410555,0.26256567140138737,0.0,0.3162265665809587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Insearchofmemes,2018/02/07,"ADHDers with anxiety, how do you handle stimulant medications? We all know that stimulants usually make anxiety worse. Im just curious to see how others handle it",5.609166666666668,8.958422535714286,7.857142857142858,55.35452380952384,73.64285714285714,13.733333333333334,37.904761904761905,11.855464076750405,7.243390476190478,133,8,17,7,3,47,25,28,0.204,0.723,0.07200000000000001,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,10,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357160130736521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782139175705676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242912680035945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337227961336792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527316692331644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790181898342561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38563242748831605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35682505762596006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheKappp,2018/02/07,"Boss just saw me taking Adderall. What should I say they were if asked? Hey guys. I have an Rx for generic Adderall, 15 mg IR. It was dumb, but after my boss gave me this brain-requiring assignment I decided to pop my morning dose. However, then he came right back to my desk and saw clearly what I was doing. I don’t really want people to know about this. If asked, what’s a believable thing I could say the pill was? It’s the orange colored disk. The most innocuous thing I could think of was antibiotics, but they don’t look like this orange pill. Neither does birth control. Any suggestions? Also, I guess I’d rather him know I have ADHD than wonder if I have some psychiatric or severe medical problem, so should I just tell him (maybe casually later)? ",2.852244897959181,5.1407577278911605,3.9172448979591854,85.67954081632655,77.16326530612245,7.465306122448977,24.105442176870746,8.418075326091056,1.6666544217687074,594,20,115,12,14,192,99,147,0.064,0.8540000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.3817,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,0,5,0,15,5,0,3,1,29,29,10,0,10,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,10,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,9,6,20,2,8,16,3,7,0,0,4,0,14,1,1,8,6,75,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099341857503904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969337690078845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878995810950872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32660875123857824,0.0,0.0,0.13431991072601962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680714033821145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500322426850986,0.0,0.19979002202878224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592105958171885,0.2789392144322329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286566303836138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924322537834752,0.1729629463336276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200165394872976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534095110859333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668914207576944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549185515358715,0.0,0.0,0.17597404566286626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211027163432824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671473753658859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190595814243197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917773477311566,0.0,0.27782876173936705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734128430217826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313393545401216,0.0,0.15268003477290418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321023242025495,0.11192936824515963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303214987016326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894355092779395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,menses_maiden,2018/02/07,"Just realized that I might be really good at jobs that involve making processes more efficient, thinking of out of box solutions using logic. What jobs are like this? Basically figuring out smarter ways to do things using critical thinking/logic. I'm really bad at math fyi. One of the things I am interested in is programming because you're using your own logic but also applying creativity to come up with your own piece of work. You're definitely applying your brain.

I realize that I need intellectual stimulation on things that are actually interesting to me- menial/administrative jobs are like the death of me. I'm in a job that I like right now but part of the job is coordinating tasks, making sure emails get sent out, updating Excel metrics, etc and while it's doable it's more like housekeeping/busywork. 

It just takes energy away from me and I feel sluggish and unmotivated. When I'm figuring out better ways to do things that actually involve my brain, it's like my brain literally lights up with energy because I'm interested and engaged.
EDIT: I'm ADD FWIW

tldr: figured out what I'm interested in, need some ideas",5.903822463768115,7.959712362318839,7.412146739130435,64.96430706521741,67.8888888888889,11.358574879227051,32.26117149758454,11.20814326018867,4.4161693236714985,917,40,150,32,16,315,115,207,0.067,0.655,0.279,0.9932,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,3,5,15,0,0,4,0,10,3,3,6,1,38,29,9,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,0,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,14,14,27,26,8,23,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,2,9,93,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.21501926389663967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810258481307355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350796047020616,0.0,0.09198700951041823,0.13431672433930228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743605338155192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689571077619692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490135046565187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122868219737611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055705057138493136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755906597506503,0.0,0.0,0.09240502879504704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243680621525854,0.0,0.0,0.5466316148157849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691164946357156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707811944339136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687252966802968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337871654032168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746537683554066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930293475216598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115492641192248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408423163400836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383353888843676,0.0,0.08283382418969994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276713265926063,0.07059222761789545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854534711625282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489499207392462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020477681358774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mowgli206,2018/02/07,"Help looking for a Vyvanse alternative tldr: Vyvanse used to work great, but can’t afford it now. Adderall makes me super anxious and I can’t sleep. What alternatives have y’all found that you can recommend?

I’ve been taking Vyvanse for around 9 years now, and it’s  been working really well for me. It manages my symptoms well, and most importantly it doesn’t spike my anxiety and it seems to wear off fully by the end of the day so I can get some quality sleep. 

My insurance changed this year, so now Vyvanse isn’t covered at all, and even with coupons it’s well over $200 a month, so that’s off the table.

I’m in Adderall now and it’s making me fucking nuts. I’m more anxious than I’ve ever been, I can’t sleep, and I can tell it just doesn’t agree with my system. 

Any suggestions for an alternative would be greatly appreciated. Right now I’m not trying to quit adhd meds altogether. 

Thanks!!",1.9375087719298243,4.334171511111111,3.6414035087719334,85.82921052631582,81.1111111111111,6.4561403508771935,25.029239766081872,7.669130373188453,1.4368888888888889,712,28,142,12,19,237,108,180,0.055,0.743,0.202,0.9831,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,4,15,8,1,0,6,0,15,6,4,3,2,23,28,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,1,3,0,4,1,13,7,18,22,4,19,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,3,11,91,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650201014239835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421413067751264,0.0,0.10598517309769813,0.3130287752130345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333282587620598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656034138328947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934890623806334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270815838633654,0.0,0.0,0.0915064806866769,0.1253202612407565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190547402536422,0.0,0.12808096114967618,0.07238310678185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30548874661562503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286259036850723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634139973143492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495733112760526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389026912518114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058386495477013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473577528080167,0.0,0.0,0.08875432512825683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831514062100355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612453108685845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41592977962932537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399943789580974,0.10416724871925588,0.0,0.12109286825979725,0.12755196987761194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406174240806503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965684718465303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737009406950823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017222074808488,0.0,0.0,0.09841711828095756,0.0,0.0,0.17843456421689505
adhd,actuallyfullydomein,2018/02/07,"Just got back from doctors My doctor explained that he doesn’t think I have ADHD at all. He was very genuine about it and even pushed me to get a second opinion, but he doesn’t think I do. But if not then I’m really worried because I’m experiencing all of the typical ADHD symptoms like forgetfulness, lack of concentration, no motivation whatsoever etc. I can’t even follow a train of thought, it’s like I’m constantly using all of my brain to remember what I was just thinking about, it’s seriously exhausting. I was excited for a diagnosis and to get on the road to relieve the symptoms. He ended up giving me a very low dose medication for anxiety. 

TLDR; doctor said he doesn’t think I have ADHD, gave me medication for anxiety, I’m worried now because I have all of the adhd symptoms and no ground work to go from, worried I’ll be like this forever.",6.090357142857144,6.307443511904761,7.819142857142857,68.92585714285715,66.26190476190476,11.005714285714284,35.84761904761905,10.793553405168565,4.064079047619049,682,32,124,18,10,240,91,168,0.17,0.7070000000000001,0.123,-0.7549,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,8,0,12,11,1,2,4,25,31,7,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,10,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,7,2,12,5,20,23,6,14,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,8,81,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521023887118627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582624683352604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334026418058925,0.0,0.1321392190942332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099189270422987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712411969883073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328054854502321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959956603661102,0.0,0.12087631445368605,0.14317263264011912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325186892624378,0.10397138260028192,0.06159687237840415,0.0,0.08668423048304351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588521918836079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837005958684566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943328107175116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277744044494285,0.0,0.10309758101182284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33795604094151604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27779122450864024,0.0,0.08604443662892966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936085930542049,0.0,0.17885556851811746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890451935830613,0.3302062854900363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,plumbum-dirigible,2018/02/07,"Do all ADHD medications cause nausea? not sure if this is the right place to ask, but I'm sorta desperate

My doctor put my on Strattera a while ago because she didn't want to put me on a stimulant; I took it for about half a year and then stopped because it gave me intense nausea every single time I took it. I recently started taking it again at a lower dose (originally was at 18, now at 10) because my doctor still doesn't want to switch me to another medication but 18mg was making me super sick. I've been taking 10mg for about 2 months and the nausea is still awful (I take it after I eat, not on an empty stomach). I can barely stomach any food (ate two eggs today and felt like I was going to puke for 3 hours) and I'm already underweight. Even eating lots of small meals a day, I can barely get to about 800-1000 calories before I feel so sick that I basically can't function. Is it possible that this is just a reaction to Strattera in particular, or are all meds like this? I'm in college and I struggle a lot academically when I'm not on medication, but I really can't imagine feeling this awful for the rest of the semester (i'm super weak/tired all the time, i've been feeling especially dizzy recently, i'm slowly losing weight while already being about 10 lbs underweight, etc). 

I don't want to sound like I'm just trying to get adderall/ritalin/whatever medications people abuse, but I really want to try a different medication. Should I just put my foot down and insist on switching to something else even though my doctor seems to be really against it?",10.376427050053243,6.490336054313103,10.755662939297128,64.40706203407883,60.66134185303515,13.756017039403625,40.779818956336534,11.538034831475384,4.554951224707136,1247,46,234,26,12,429,164,313,0.172,0.754,0.07400000000000001,-0.981,2,0,1,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,16,8,0,1,14,2,21,21,3,4,4,41,50,18,0,6,12,0,5,3,0,1,11,1,0,0,13,6,7,1,6,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,11,6,25,6,35,36,8,42,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,6,25,148,38,5,0.0,0.10490635958456944,0.0,0.0,0.10640882525335052,0.0,0.07848606938500152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541393016814146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060210774386963026,0.09284273986125473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277368788826779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619209340071323,0.0,0.07534169219634307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095578251450526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057101485695775826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250628213048036,0.0,0.27187575556640303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119866779596527,0.0739644699599115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874638718084593,0.11696071542451875,0.0,0.07459943553937566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430665354822385,0.0,0.0850130448533461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706387648813437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251781830451282,0.0,0.0503197722109368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719484440537023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297696750199554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905449778813166,0.0,0.15054842930388235,0.0,0.0,0.059101665831095614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834885922114554,0.4459776621690648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067241501618278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138303647410818,0.0,0.09250628213048036,0.0,0.0,0.09981643887451666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670238516486531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016449468041905,0.0,0.17484669985521162,0.0,0.0,0.07561335212949527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060421118702643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816302697879205,0.0,0.0,0.06266962791343526,0.0,0.14141758086798786,0.07402406625605165,0.0,0.09256205950247637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344864811528159,0.0,0.19971496842488398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699087806481694,0.0,0.10325769505482273,0.0,0.08392631750253894,0.0,0.19674415430398864,0.12022677086439272,0.0,0.08649148777774666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889461126729975,0.0,0.0,0.10781883097206624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701736677735896
adhd,lucy_throwaway,2018/02/07,"Its been a few years since I graduated college. I want to share my tips and observations about how I went from a heavily medicated High school student who was working his ass off to get B's to a college student who aced classes and had a ton of free time. This is going to be a long and drawn out post with many important points. Bear with me. 

Short answer- College is when your ability to hyperfocus can finally make life easy.  It is also the time when your shitty organizational skills can sink your ship faster that you can imagine. 


Point A. If you are taking education seriously 101 classes and any other class that requires many small assignments and quizzes is going to work against you. The less assignments and tests you have the semester the better. 

(contradictory) Point B.  If your organization is truly shit, 101 classes are your best friend. Any class where 50% of your grade is on one assignment could be disastrous. Consider your own status before taking big risks. 


Point C. **the single most important thing to my success was keeping multiple redundant syllabuses schedule copies everywhere. Two in my back pack. Two in my room, one in a safe place, one pinned to the wall. And just for good measure one with a freind or roommate. These days I'd take photos and have a digital copy as well if I could do it again. Long story short, have ZERO excuse not to know exactly what you should be doing on any given day.**

Point D. Your medicated time is your sacred time. If you take meds, simply do not interact with friends until your daily homework is finished OR you are off your meds and dicking around pretending to work. Your education comes first, people notice when you're on your meds even if they cant put their finger on it, skip lunch dates, hunker down at home or in the library and have tons of free time in the evenings, with zero guilt. 

Point E. Somethings will be easy, somethings will be hard. We have strengths and weaknesses. Just be prepared for some tough times. 


Point F. Always keep maslows hierarchy in mind. Even if your distracted ass makes paying rent and going to the grocery store a 4 hour process of distraction and detours, you will fail if you can not secure your shelter, food and such.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow%27s_hierarchy_of_needs

Point F. Have fun. For once in your life you can actually enjoy using your hyperfocus abilities, get shit done, then do what ever you want. 
Most of my classmates thought I was failing most of the time, despite being on honor roll. I used my time effectively, followed strict rules, and had at least 4 hours a day to hang out, some times closer to 8. 

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, don't forget to sleep. 

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adhd,brokenorchid,2018/02/07,Focus@Will Has anyone tried the focus@will music streaming? I’m trying to figure if this is legit and worth the subscription to help me concentrate. ,7.993200000000002,10.76108052,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,63.8,8.200000000000001,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.3950000000000005,123,5,15,2,2,37,22,25,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.173,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192158869701089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401862455058552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8141035605659628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,2gdismore,2018/02/07,"Does Ritalin and other ADHD meds work best with good sleep and fluids? I’ve noticed that when I take my medication and am running on 5 hours of sleep, it isn’t effective and doesn’t give me that jolt awake. Is this common?",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,69.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,26.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7481111111111107,177,5,36,3,3,58,36,45,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31505602667425303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275112583244431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294111758865924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251480298694369,0.0,0.21988084589565007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581671319031001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119202040231096,0.2640907836242345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984620420222979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246830899456486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710584552708932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908499396689628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HiAndHaveAGreatDay,2018/02/07,"Tips / advice / strategy for organising my things when unpacking. I recently moved and I’d like to actually have a bit of organisation / order this time.

My parents’ strategy (father is very chaotic, my mother may have an undiagnosed ADHD, but that’s another topic) is to not be ‘tidy’ but to have clear organisation. (This is the box with my sock. This is where I put the bills.)


It sounds like a good strategy but doesn’t really seem to work for me.

Any advice?

Thanks.",3.1636781609195417,5.806783298850579,5.405287356321839,73.52678160919542,78.08045977011494,9.383908045977012,24.60919540229885,9.725611199111238,2.867588505747127,365,13,66,12,9,127,62,87,0.024,0.8009999999999999,0.174,0.9307,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,12,5,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.22355112991008336,0.0,0.2753122232060879,0.4477128453724866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155783715476297,0.24021260510008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009837269546503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214323611894185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383593121098133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347806824667556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543686141252952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302908305816753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675588930919545,0.0,0.22619098342066396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085477828444923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090806273923265,0.0,0.0,0.15219199926657315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357964210672646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890167626433621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677453132276118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,InsaneTeemo,2018/02/07,"I finally got an appointment to see a doctor! But I might be fucked... So after months of looking for a doctor accepting new patients near me, I finally got an appointment with a doctor to seek medication for the adhd iv dealt with my whole life. I'm excited that I might be able to make a positive change in my life.
But there is a problem that I'm worried  might fuck me over after finally seeing a doctor.

I have faded self-inflicted scars on my left arm that I'm worried the doctor will see and instantly deny medication. They are from when I was a teenager, probably like 13 and mostly just did it for attention mixed with just being a fucking idiot when I was younger, not really out of depression. Now I'm stuck with the stupid mistakes I made as a kid and I'm worried when I go to the doctor this week it will fuck me over. What do you guys think?",4.1932945736434135,5.175778639534887,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,70.74418604651162,9.454263565891472,28.86821705426357,9.725611199111238,2.6971728682170544,674,25,132,16,12,230,99,172,0.194,0.743,0.063,-0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,8,12,6,0,15,0,15,16,1,2,0,24,35,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,7,4,17,3,23,20,2,21,0,1,4,4,4,7,4,4,14,93,24,6,0.09430182889667782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333247271113432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975883099639872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122202704688511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791315067182963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099091323579894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34872208502220897,0.0,0.0,0.05359390254848174,0.0,0.15084357440937735,0.0,0.0,0.09337363672013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245921301966787,0.0,0.13321634117225525,0.04607111022954925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918978575070369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892306706248697,0.06294720305423462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999834311566005,0.0,0.3001180141947791,0.0,0.0,0.07527082013340146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107729398030152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167332123163736,0.09023411451394243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060412166327545966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254390449951197,0.0,0.098377374003917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042480421603021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756432389422828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528462425068094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873042542928482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dgs_Dugs,2018/02/07,"ADHD and Insomnia Hello fellow people with ADHD, I have been struggling with insomnia for about a month now, and I'm just wondering if there's a connection at all to ADHD, and if there is what I can do about it. It is an issue I have never really faced before, but lately I've been getting about 4-6 hours of sleep a night, with 4 being the norm, and 6 being a good night. I've tried taking sleeping pills, and I'm just wondering if anyone has any tips that worked for them in the past or anything. Let me know what worked for you, or if you have any suggestions.",10.976120689655176,5.532516439655172,10.775172413793104,69.46206896551725,61.32758620689656,14.013793103448277,37.620689655172406,10.686352973137794,3.6943172413793097,441,10,91,7,4,148,71,116,0.018000000000000002,0.945,0.037000000000000005,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,2,8,2,0,1,7,0,13,6,3,0,2,22,20,12,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,13,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,8,8,64,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569855801165504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011122602748816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802003399864517,0.0,0.12712861583231144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145600168353636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071243241458192,0.0,0.0,0.12957532432195284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213735288924662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124299474016454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490133247055147,0.0,0.17426666400202534,0.0,0.0,0.1579721543325101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330905819232232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914894035006887,0.0,0.0,0.2899488375480893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147474136482922,0.10710097305821596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896753243827032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30919465162607296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150205676399354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161540640608869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488568900183844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350664293595994,0.22493494354817026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YumiSolar,2018/02/07,"Is it worth getting diagnosed while being over 20 years old. Hello there. Sorry for my english if it's bad in some places. First time here, hope everyone welcomes me if i decide to stay for a while and i also hope that you can help me with some of my problems.
Today while doing my morning routine (sitting in bed while scrolling through reddit) i read something in the comments of one post about ADHD wich really resonated with me and i started to dig in further about the condition. After some googling and reading some articles (and i'm not saying i believe them all because everyone know what you can find using google)i gathered the most common information between articles and this subreddit and i think i might have ADHD.

 


Here is a something about my life that may help you believe me. I was always the kid that talked the most about all the things and could not sit in the class for more than 5 mins (and i know that describes about 50% of kids, but wait there's more...). At start i tried to be a good student and i had the potential to be one (at least i think so based on my iq) but after being not that successful in some parts of my school life i gave up on that. I went through all the school up till collage without sitting down and doing homework or studying once (and i know it sounds like its made up but the sad thing for schools in poland is that it is not). I got my homework from friends before every class and if i didnt feel like it i would just say i didn't do it. I was liked by most of people in my class and most of the teachers so they just let me slide. After i went to collage i could not stay there for long. Up untill that point i had something that forced me to go to school and i was not a bad kid so i didn't want my parents to be unhappy but i started living in another city and with nothing that was forcing me to go to university to sit thorugh boring lectures i just didn't. I was also pretty depressed back then and i didn't see the point in doing preety much anything.

 


Now i'm 21 and i finally found my motivation and really want to achieve something in life. I quit smoking, alcohol, and any drugs (which was mostly weed but still i think it's for the better). I study through most of my day and got a group of friends and we are working on a game together. Sounds like a perfect story with happy ending right? Well you are kind of wrong. Here are the things that annoy me about day to day life that i think may be caused by ADHD:

 


-I get distracted by almost every little thing.

 


Example: I love to read books but i have to read some lines of text a few times because i start thinking about other things while reading them and i don't even notice it of the bat.

 


- I forget small things all the time.

 


Example: When i go out with my dog after i get back home i close the door, lock it up, go upstairs and.... oh wait did i lock the door? And sometimes i go look it up and then when i get up i still am not sure.
I also forget what I or other people have said like few seconds ago.

 


-I overreact to things that i know are small and waste a lot of time on them.

 


Example: I may be friends with someone for a few years but ohhh boy when they say one thing that i find suspicious i start questioning our whole relationship through the years (Maybe he pretend to be my friend for like 10 years. Cuz that's what normal people do duh.)

 


And i could go on and on but i want to eat my breakfast even though it's already cold.

 


Ohh before i go i forgot to put in something. People would say ""Well i know you have these problems but look, you said you have your life together so who cares?"" Well even with the things that i want to do now like study more about game making which interests me i get distracted without noticing it and start browsing reddit or some other site.
So what do you guys think?

 


TL;DR: I think i might have ADHD but is it still worth to go get diagnosed. Where do i go, if so? 


 


P.S. Sorry for bad formatting. I don't know how to make it better

 

P.S.S. Meditation helped me a bit if anyone else wants to try.",2.3689623972518703,4.458698970095696,3.4105741626794286,89.70030119003808,77.8397129186603,6.535983314930682,24.23469512943197,7.563619443221293,1.1216821739663845,3273,113,674,47,78,1050,314,836,0.101,0.794,0.105,0.8087,1,0,7,0,0,0,123.0,2,9,5,9,45,40,1,2,31,1,61,12,0,8,6,143,125,71,0,20,30,1,1,7,4,7,9,8,6,5,52,39,3,3,21,9,2,13,16,12,3,5,24,13,105,28,107,82,29,110,0,2,3,1,50,41,0,31,56,488,157,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874899747257108,0.0,0.03457267555176532,0.041680982323041724,0.03905459331277649,0.0,0.0430393728398987,0.0935689950073888,0.032452559158190834,0.5493585788023287,0.0,0.026522510095260438,0.04089670877534729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02727091261506064,0.03996187577458659,0.03209509611226435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997983743611018,0.09769443259680316,0.047550178524947764,0.0,0.06637518989638437,0.0878831754722493,0.0,0.06898771178122673,0.04257978181058948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976485747013191,0.040065514594770126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934191102743227,0.0,0.0,0.07545865733700817,0.0,0.033592128173639026,0.07917185880258025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522961820756246,0.03990850096844796,0.03258093623899807,0.0,0.03454395159376267,0.0,0.0,0.07728081362130815,0.0,0.06572127006631638,0.0745356383095543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019720443784696333,0.027862839785314508,0.0,0.04272448281524016,0.07129373925893889,0.03317484694709178,0.0,0.042763377843539126,0.12053054244449175,0.0,0.12226074792874025,0.0,0.19949020952473814,0.032712796097587205,0.062386483937475035,0.0,0.0,0.038617839110698535,0.0,0.04151806097867721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842610146087033,0.0,0.03912190969322147,0.07747502530041607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04061429433367901,0.12860596685624034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988190576267351,0.137740357209333,0.13337990780846384,0.03908997408313421,0.034439237290084565,0.034515298881698415,0.06550325151193502,0.0,0.0,0.03315787146645949,0.035200579102369844,0.03690437475686397,0.05206790793215064,0.0,0.03918247446182424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274933263468437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028670755113316813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382134091729741,0.03742320655297257,0.08880744372048177,0.040925749080618086,0.04153556372822482,0.07928573370861254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043306799529261766,0.042235066957747064,0.0,0.10815554001011346,0.0,0.0407485010226328,0.0,0.07373847227328012,0.0,0.03735287101144509,0.03967877520323103,0.0,0.07463876612282658,0.0,0.03920750548460072,0.04369085741902514,0.041483134837207176,0.19506139466996367,0.0,0.049971006839085064,0.0,0.0,0.04187325613949547,0.0,0.03330725963267542,0.07419914263465457,0.12406294699073946,0.0,0.15788730964118938,0.0310793248669164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033046034614857785,0.1501271649115314,0.03857370281530559,0.08731847494915945,0.16563372810832305,0.08314129797351312,0.09344048273104352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03675866378746681,0.0,0.0,0.031348108804835934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331991146932012,0.17493511173319598,0.03831899631188335,0.0,0.09096887682938816,0.0,0.03696907448679297,0.0,0.0,0.052959221608381235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03368496757970383,0.0,0.0,0.11502113808932518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052017027691935,0.07230997873103241,0.0,0.043544032587375985,0.0,0.07519254130234236,0.0,0.02839371995408132,0.0,0.0,0.05541141216040886,0.04264226316216011,0.0,0.10046332745955212
adhd,_0110111001101111_,2018/02/07,"I just want to be normal I don't know if this is the place - but I just need to vent. I'm in a high stress program and from what I can tell, I'm the only one who has ADD. 

Every day I see people putting in less work and getting better results. I see normal people all around me and its a reminder of what I'll never have and I hate myself for it. 

I can't even talk to anyone because of the stigma behind it. I tried and I had someone laugh at me telling me that I lack discipline and I should stop. Being lazy. 

I'm sorry if this comes across as a whiny rant but I'm having a God awful day and I don't have anywhere else to turn right now. Am I the only one who feels this way? Being jealous of people who can think straight for more than half an hour without being medicated?",0.6975000000000016,2.4508258928571465,2.6930952380952395,94.45607142857143,81.73809523809524,4.6761904761904765,18.833333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.4748166666666664,602,14,137,2,16,202,103,168,0.14800000000000002,0.742,0.11,-0.7726,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,1,9,1,17,1,0,1,2,31,32,12,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,1,3,18,2,19,26,4,18,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,2,6,98,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713100571813583,0.0,0.0,0.13639321636310195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933980193358342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355056035278061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319805587783258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762110555330725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279908932931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011966046367207,0.0,0.12908966155003818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746975708820739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004815161083617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126740789991505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187932717354628,0.0,0.0,0.1508852295170019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420257611189125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434729512904746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360646711387785,0.1181683187593993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002349803547452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764395899761925,0.2330527688308333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186585265450357,0.0,0.1600763405933942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540226964001535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084418085051494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418393157804616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981798494454866,0.0,0.0,0.1715108726121467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809402095954894,0.1755064707716488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314785614357975,0.26783211465802514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817354126892723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402245705965524,0.16665316919255038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036976779096756,0.1216143851915041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769312428095452,0.0,0.11154184011722224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TechnicalPurpose,2018/02/07,"I'm having significant issues with meds and need advice on how to proceed. I've been on Dexedrine for two years and slowly developed debilitating anxiety issues during that time. I was perscribed welbutrin to deal with depression a year ago and thought that it was what was causing the anxiety so my doctor took me off of it and put me on Zoloft last month. It cleared up the anxiety but left me incredibly apathetic and unmotivated. 

Dexedrine might be the culprit for a lot of other issues I've had over the last year and a halfish like nausea, dizzy spells, and now extreme fatigue. I saw my doctor about this all last summer, she did blood work, it came back normal, and I was just given zantac to deal with the physical symptoms when they happened, but everything is just getting worse. I have an appointment with my doctor next week, but I just want to be off this stuff. I'm much worse off now then I was before I started it. 


I see three options, keep taking them normally as I was until I see the doctor, start gradually cutting back my dosages, or quit cold turkey. I honestly just want to quit cold turkey because the side effects I'm experiencing are really scaring me and I can't function as a human being anymore. I know that can cause seizures and other adverse side effects though. 

Does anyone have any experience with getting off stimulants and/or SSRIs? Any advice you can offer would be greatly appreciated. ",7.780000000000001,7.997454878787881,7.856575757575757,70.08236363636365,62.71212121212121,10.221818181818184,36.160606060606064,9.888512548439397,3.6484396969696977,1144,49,191,21,15,371,157,264,0.13,0.8059999999999999,0.064,-0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,5,13,8,1,1,12,0,23,8,1,6,2,44,44,22,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,14,16,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,14,6,25,3,27,24,3,37,0,2,3,0,8,12,0,4,23,133,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879142048254569,0.08562944397829153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138166231683562,0.0,0.2216945821562948,0.0,0.09580054075843247,0.0675444710812664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855778581187012,0.0,0.05888603186153856,0.0,0.08219888270247995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048385581658647,0.0,0.19846816497134606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917925698745534,0.0832008287368241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395493874904597,0.08453469148726615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681721498056666,0.09449264362402693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093828626630086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650106056497086,0.0,0.0,0.08542243497937672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30247369100310884,0.0,0.08586188928725151,0.0,0.0,0.05308844464805552,0.23622394799016916,0.0,0.0,0.10495541351163667,0.0,0.0,0.04719353470101648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212526371947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730003677079668,0.0,0.0,0.10247658345784158,0.0,0.0,0.07710463334268138,0.0,0.07101159455001219,0.07162715108646786,0.0,0.0,0.1027344430427134,0.0,0.18929359257123715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710896946333523,0.0,0.20549047557906852,0.0,0.0,0.061883980085072815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671274327418812,0.0,0.15395425810131444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136746952283468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058307827558493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040365169954832,0.07263064572846313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490831402619727,0.07668904768123322,0.056327824054048736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073253678712644,0.0,0.0,0.09436347195492192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139535305630842,0.0,0.07748612534260675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032543514032885,0.0,0.1968858627152448,0.06862136553827515,0.0,0.0,0.18662033093931066
adhd,teck923,2018/02/07,"Couldn't remember where my phone was while reading reddit on my phone. Sigh... 

Got up from my desk at work, browsing /r/Texas while walking. Suddenly I couldn't remember where my phone was while holding it in my face reading a thread.

Come on brain....",3.0119148936170212,5.696945936170216,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,79.0,6.313191489361702,26.421276595744683,7.554174236665415,1.4956161702127655,197,8,38,3,5,59,32,47,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,6,0,6,1,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,23,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183927159143242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456862715179592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281113796434941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705815881266078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6461828448594543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076389058382519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,routaruo,2018/02/07,"I hate taking my ADHD meds but can't do anything without them. Need some advice Hello. 
I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 14. I  am 21 now. I've been taking ADHD meds since i was 16 (started with Concerta, then Rittalin, then Dexedrine for 4 years, and now as of a few months ago Vyvanse). I hate it. ADHD meds give me terrible negative side affects, over stimulate me, and make my thought process ""automated"" (don't know how to describe it). 
I remember a time when I was younger, before being diagnosed, when I was capable of hyperfocusing on interesting projects that intrigued me. I mainly went on medication for school, but after graduating from high school it seems for me to do something even remotely productive I HAVE to take my meds. I want to stop using meds but even doing the most mundane tasks I lack the drive to do when I don't take them. Whereas when I take my meds I'm fully capable and can accomplish shit - but they suck. I guess I'm really asking if anyone has any tips or advice here? I'm really lost and my doctor is literally a dumb ass who doesn't listen to me and thinks it the medication, hence being on so many different ones.
TL;DR : Want to stop taking ADHD meds, advice?",4.17927203065134,5.828542137931037,5.763390804597702,76.6984674329502,71.58620689655173,9.121072796934866,28.406130268199234,9.586721724236666,2.758427394636016,944,36,174,23,18,321,133,232,0.188,0.735,0.077,-0.9861,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,2,12,8,5,0,6,0,21,7,2,5,0,33,49,21,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,9,1,29,1,22,38,5,25,0,1,0,1,8,6,4,6,17,116,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574535669690579,0.2231733510141312,0.06748262150637624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051769453234177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323026479047352,0.0,0.062646618712277,0.0,0.07116913223225221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477907401880043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453604606132312,0.0,0.07953725384502691,0.0,0.07791993684743277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056326876799973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302863612834648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386325512302324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503207054336082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043310516679715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183779842661562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831023881626084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081583747189555,0.07718154907996871,0.0,0.0,0.5919250672235741,0.15338131728229848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076441170832765,0.0,0.0,0.056447732249359575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158610640072797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753872059353326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623785505954358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409061328249404,0.0,0.06930380789834246,0.0,0.0,0.0781440001851512,0.06297362827698813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058606830312459876,0.0,0.0,0.05388358486500988,0.0,0.0,0.12729234842978762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434313816191642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048779562575121234,0.0,0.06043689807993025,0.04439067982130983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574989876708108,0.0,0.0,0.08980419135097266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057114972970635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338439567992068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902374920385589
adhd,tangotitties,2018/02/07,"Looking for support on how to approach my psychiatrist about drug testing! Hearing medical marijuana card isn’t enough? Hey guys,

I’ve always found this sub to be so helpful for good info and just a really cool community of people. I’m hoping someone can help me with this.

I live in California and have insurance through Kaiser. I just met with a psychiatrist today to continue my vyvanse rx with her.

She asked me if I “used any party drugs; marijuana? Cocaine?” I said no and we moved on.

I found out that I have to take a drug test to get the vyvanse and now I’m bumming hard. I use marijuana pretty often and I’m going to fail the test because of it.

Should I call the psychiatrist tomorrow and tell her I’ve used marijuana recently and that I’m worried about the test?

I’m willing to stop smoking if I have to so that’s not an issue. I’m just worried about failing and being denied my meds, or about her not trusting me.

Does anyone have experience with this?  Advice? I’m really feeling worried and sad right now. My boyfriend said I shouldn’t have lied and I do completely regret it, but I have been burned in the past by being honest with doctors about marijuana. 

I should also add that I do have a medical marijuana card, but have heard that with these drug abuse tests and getting medication, that doesn’t matter. 
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adhd,bohoangst,2018/02/07,"ADHD and insomnia Here’s what I’m thinking. It takes the average person 7 minutes to fall asleep. 

That’s 7 minutes of boredom and torture for an ADHD person. 

Worse if you have racing thoughts. 

Worse if you have anxiety. 

Eventually you associate the experience of laying in bed with the intent to sleep with misery, which prevents your brain from relaxing and sleeping. Am I right?",3.838586956521741,6.929862913043483,4.875199275362321,75.47192934782609,79.28985507246377,7.507971014492752,30.36413043478261,8.472884824447931,3.1223173913043487,307,15,47,7,8,100,51,69,0.23,0.7120000000000001,0.058,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,3,5,4,1,0,11,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,9,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111679104728213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268938563299393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374062859950664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802876626717626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37138458712353656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161613531516144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256404195455094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598988349209299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626818586480455,0.0,0.16883354474458848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43345091792612855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,angrysadish,2018/02/07,"Regarding your experience with ADHD meds: Do you find that they all work/feel the same (ie if one doesn't work, none will), or are they all different and you're supposed to troubleshoot? SO far I have tried  Dextroamphetamine



It helps with focus and makes my brain less 'noisy' - ie it seems to be able to prioritize thoughts a little better.


But it isn't perfect and it doesn't give me super lots of focus/ability to prioritize/drive to get things done.
",4.429136212624584,6.404258790697675,4.568870431893688,84.1882558139535,71.55813953488372,8.170099667774089,25.07641196013289,8.841846274778883,1.7514970099667777,360,11,70,7,7,112,66,86,0.07200000000000001,0.846,0.08199999999999999,-0.0354,1,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,1,3,17,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,7,3,8,10,6,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,0,46,13,1,0.2315638542343989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782947531129976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479941123331272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585018440901664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419349418209344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236970220134764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651388306114525,0.0,0.0,0.11708564241623362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164516763730773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098255639184805,0.2221371493086619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521237033676152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320878159501404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968673080682953,0.0,0.0,0.15457067082425804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572152397202774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691366054887995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080703596485886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538407353238355,0.0,0.0,0.18383583432859366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572166567745545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371624875896713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ohdearcat,2018/02/07,"Help an ADHD person pick a career? I'm passionate about history, reading, writing and travelling. I'm Aussie with ADHD who is inattentive, forgetful and struggles with rote stuff. I have crap time management skills and get quite anxious about all of it. 
I put off university for four years to find what I'm passionate about... well, I'm sick of earning crappy money and want to go to uni. I've picked and been accepted into the following courses... and classic indescive me can't pick at all. ALL of them appeal to me in one way or another. So - which is the mostly likely for me to be able to sucueed in while dealing with ADHD? 

- Law (being a solicitor, working for the un in policy) 
- Arts (Major in History, minor in Italian... or potentially peace studies) 
- Graphic Design/Photography (travelling the world freelancing and taking photos of cool stuff) 
- hotel management and tourism. (Ideally running a hotel) 

Can you please suggest which might be a goer for me? I've made 80 million pro and cons list and I'm running in circles here. 

Tl;dr I don't know what to study and need help picking a career where my ADHD won't ruin me like it seems to ruin most jobs I do. Can you make any suggestions? ",4.9444406512605,6.654356852678577,6.195252100840339,74.11445378151262,69.75892857142857,9.199159663865547,31.480042016806717,9.627879704456738,3.296007668067226,941,41,158,22,17,316,139,224,0.078,0.777,0.145,0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,1,5,7,12,1,1,10,1,14,4,1,6,3,39,29,15,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,4,6,1,7,3,4,1,3,2,1,13,8,31,22,6,22,0,2,0,2,11,11,1,6,5,103,22,8,0.13753530903253958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6611628571838586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352872642883464,0.1442177634451238,0.0,0.15537575133748516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417928644573946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257047807935331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185652240896101,0.0,0.07816448562563268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437403704924465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364825721684676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558580898521708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438560963299573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301392348712396,0.09180588675839746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590322835886235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019806889440552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931974848422234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009052686304175,0.0,0.15097246823957114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826097308495516,0.0,0.1462857307119261,0.1375725280404297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520697987826793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378176711793142,0.31489004761573164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340943591207026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019794472653073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112188868437546,0.10916912656834356,0.0,0.0,0.12366076014685312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012734301331362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856822974472146
adhd,snowonelikesme,2018/02/07,"So how long does it take to generally get a diagnosis and some kind of solution Went to doctor for issues with focus and other problems then I have been sent to a psycologist for a fortnight but still nothing I can do uts all just talking about history And feelings now I am waiting a week to speak to doctor becuase psycologist beleives it is adhd which will then send me to psychiatrist who may give me a solution or possible drug to control myself with this is I have been told going to cost way more in itself and requires booking additional appointments ie anywhere from a fortnight to a month away

Is this drawn out process normal its like 200 each session and 70 dollars to see my normal doctor which all these issues i have put it off for years hoping will get better with age

Tl;dr **how long to get onto a solution instead of just talking about the problems**",5.455363636363637,7.027851703030307,6.1494696969697,75.46420454545455,68.33333333333333,8.40909090909091,32.53787878787879,8.841846274778883,2.9096969696969697,701,31,119,12,12,229,106,165,0.011,0.883,0.106,0.9379,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,9,0,14,4,0,3,2,31,27,12,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,12,11,0,3,1,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,5,3,9,4,27,19,5,21,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,4,11,93,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718858602823999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343748226767091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649222664601814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041246333116785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391703228016531,0.12516039684089114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586128079061002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231672946870167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241708535855849,0.13720070027369838,0.08128327058491731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205411669231566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985577205746421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893645234141042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987381662584469,0.0,0.0,0.2531417202381788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141595993036196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802643595052671,0.13723443212991238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123695027571647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737074031655856,0.0,0.14377762479528136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397081896376275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421835777566094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753550148762253,0.22991295008827345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666461186821707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135250054209249,0.11472442883410268,0.0,0.0,0.1325837599516315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921021270202857
adhd,Fusiontron,2018/02/07,How does the symptomatology between PTSD and ADHD exacerbated by trauma differ? Assuming there is no comorbidity. And how would the age of when the trauma occurred affect the progression.,7.904999999999998,11.61969816666667,9.15666666666667,47.225000000000016,67.33333333333334,10.666666666666668,33.33333333333333,10.504223727775694,5.086333333333334,155,7,18,5,3,53,24,30,0.224,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,16,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284108589844617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593728375972927,0.0,0.0,0.3847676167014149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139633071653608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123366136249042,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,buytwobirdsonitunes,2018/02/07,"Resources for ADHD laboratory scientists? I’m a semi-recent college grad who just switched from a soul-crushing office job to a job as a technician in a microbiology research lab. This is what I did in college, and I LOVE it and am so much happier. But even just a couple days in, I’m already noticing the problems that I used to have in the lab in college. Mostly small, stupid mistakes, but they cost me time and/or embarrass me. (Today’s examples: 1. I labeled two tubes the same when they were two different things, so I had to throw them away and start my hour-long procedure over again because I couldn’t tell them apart. 2. I skipped a sample when loading a gel and didn’t notice until I was looking at the results with the person training me. It wasn’t super important, and the sample can be run another time, but it was embarrassing—especially after he had already seen my previous mistake.) I’m on medication now (I wasn’t in college), and though it helps with staying motivated and focused on the task at hand, it doesn’t necessarily do anything for the fact that I just make more dumb mistakes than most people. 

I’m looking for resources or accounts from people who have been in similar situations. I know there are a lot of lab workers who have blogs etc, so I feel like this should be something that exists—I’m just not sure where to look. Googling variations of this query just turns up results about lab testing for ADHD and things like that. 

Even if the resources don’t include specific tips, it would be nice to just see that other people with these problems have been successful in this kind of job. If you yourself work in a lab and want to talk about what’s helped you wrt dealing with ADHD, even better!

Thank you!",6.095032989099256,6.821187123493978,6.391979345955249,77.39375502008035,66.31927710843374,8.97441193344808,33.88181296615032,8.976282227363876,2.9026596098680435,1383,60,253,22,21,445,186,332,0.066,0.7809999999999999,0.154,0.9868,4,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,4,6,21,18,2,1,19,0,28,3,1,5,2,48,46,23,0,11,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,24,13,0,0,3,1,2,2,7,8,0,2,12,9,24,10,41,28,7,33,0,0,5,1,18,19,1,6,13,180,48,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813600939093404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334489161109914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091346952970804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704315264720107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937834116750004,0.0,0.0,0.0644789695172015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354868273879076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703713855089967,0.0,0.0682156074161974,0.10904855390792012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051152432294177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796619124035718,0.20958858117171844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348261281467049,0.07556510839333119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179643097926636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416627872631984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148937117299749,0.0,0.0,0.1101475505472591,0.05813073314613008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033518608471006,0.0,0.0,0.0936068369670785,0.2664710599540456,0.0,0.0,0.0899254408653548,0.095465343657489,0.0,0.07060509870893872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655637676751023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775620627866969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408492516405257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999153264281784,0.09235795004613853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024232452927706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428834140581418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889463064356695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143014550370839,0.0,0.0,0.07486752196674137,0.11274122167263954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996909301024642,0.0,0.0,0.0850172939303871,0.09245131149230154,0.09738267057405904,0.0,0.0,0.14054335463607845,0.0,0.10392261277535964,0.0,0.12335557127338086,0.0,0.10026157212690273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505195391428055,0.20665204427513054,0.0,0.0,0.091354946085853,0.0,0.0,0.06238836266664529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700487612001776,0.0,0.0,0.07513895565547757,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MoriarTyrannosaurus,2018/02/07,"Got paid for having ADHD, ADHD caused me to forget I was paid.  I participated in an ADHD research study, and was paid via Visa gift card. I forgot about the card in my wallet. Nearly a year later, I rediscovered the card with full funds still available. 


Sometimes my forgetfulness can be frustrating, but it is nice when the things I forget turn into pleasant surprises instead of oh-shit instances. ",6.6379166666666665,8.195530291666667,6.906555555555558,71.194,65.52777777777777,8.537777777777778,29.677777777777766,8.841846274778883,2.5871244444444446,319,11,50,5,5,103,56,72,0.075,0.7609999999999999,0.163,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,8,3,9,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8185090676554257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321415483024266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815702515175973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303484532941274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245305867584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813000816908242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082334518683227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24693477118950935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461947403014991
adhd,r0bdaripper,2018/02/07,"Wanted to share the story of my first week and a half on Vyvanse Hello ADHD peoples. I hope you all will bear with me for a couple minutes...or what I hope will be a couple minutes.

After 14 years of being unmedicated, I was diagnosed with adult ADHD and started taking Vyvanse last week. I started last Tuesday and it was a weird sensation after about 45 minutes I could feel waves of calm come over me, I was ultra-productive and super focused. I called my sister(also on Vyvanse) and asked if this is what normal felt like(like she would know) her response was a laughing yes, in case you wondering.  I hadn't been that genuinely happy in a long time.

Then the rest of the week I was productive and Happy but I didn't feel the same effect, I chalked it up to getting used to the way the meds work. 

Saturday my mother told me I didn't need to take it over the weekend, too late, but she told me. I noticed that it didn't seem to work as strong then but I was still productive during the day, to a point.

I skipped Sunday based on what my mom told me and man could I feel the difference. Monday rolled around and we had new super bowl champs and when I took my medicine I didn't really get anything out of it. I was scatterbrained and unproductive. all the usual things. I also got the bad news that I didn't get the job I was hoping for later in the day. 

And then we come to today. I took the medicine and waited, and waited, and waited. nothing seemed to happen, I was just blah. I wrote some stuff but I was so distracted that I couldn't finish half the page of my screenplay that I was working on(compared to Monday where I wrote seven pages over 4 hours and designed a flash hider in about 2 hours)

My one-month check-in is in two and half weeks and I'm hoping to have a good baseline for the doctor to decide what happens next.

Thank you for reading.

TL/DR - My first week went amazing and so far my second week isn't going so well.  ",3.396641091219095,4.7868050025575455,4.310902813299233,87.36933802216541,73.14322250639387,6.850161977834612,24.54228473998295,7.3011,0.996117067348679,1520,45,310,16,30,491,194,391,0.031,0.82,0.149,0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,3,0,10,13,20,0,1,25,1,31,2,0,2,2,64,73,32,0,12,6,2,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,17,26,0,3,10,2,0,6,8,3,1,8,29,4,51,17,42,36,7,63,0,0,0,0,21,17,0,9,39,215,68,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992217812757487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303123586173696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844655594374928,0.07404405256943303,0.07775809917492488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944827773418752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493174125838146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432970890034556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328181380158638,0.18406477264878984,0.0,0.10728295672318412,0.0,0.0,0.08442163631082995,0.0,0.08690095661697601,0.0,0.08513390548748047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616847639496442,0.0,0.07986176454759336,0.0,0.0,0.14149850242210327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130367690652146,0.0,0.047270696012956574,0.06976387359420795,0.06652324623088557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710408362807592,0.17708426692432375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304491524137824,0.16382272028200698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253909852285066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457112174517003,0.13559867657908825,0.09382586987715424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040635470512160564,0.0,0.0,0.07360792214355275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238950860062492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741443416916652,0.06639009081216365,0.0,0.0,0.061673765363914224,0.0,0.08033165850407879,0.08845835467279595,0.0,0.08149457598165208,0.07980937623501028,0.09469614366589396,0.0,0.0,0.0563620414039309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057663592858815414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862796936337932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319825942282542,0.0,0.05328451585271796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144015948299328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774444915699453,0.0,0.06642426209796534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952163351374206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507562662877109,0.0,0.0,0.07657705639885701,0.0,0.0,0.05525827301206939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048500449221769486,0.0,0.07884088635216692,0.2384339831627024,0.18482263932841692,0.0,0.0,0.08125062270376475,0.0,0.0,0.0718371432770548,0.09160633861647048,0.0,0.04905921288041452,0.06602103953870138,0.4003114216481761,0.0,0.07478498905027131,0.07710475437108366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020055379303954,0.18165881178453933,0.0,0.0,0.059085666998677074,0.0,0.0,0.053562456544785066
adhd,anamorphose,2018/02/07,"I know exactly WHAT I should be doing, and WHEN I should be doing it. Why the hell don't I actually DO IT? I'm sure it's been said a thousand times in this sub, but **time management is the bane of my fucking existence**.

I have three major projects this semester. I'm only in a leadership position for one of them, and it's the smallest/simplest one.

I know that if I could just spend **three hours a day, every weekday** on each one, I'd have them all under control.

Three hours. That's nothing. That *should* be nothing. I take three Adderall a day and each one lasts 4-5 hours.

Except focusing on one task at a time, even with the meds is ***literally fucking impossible***.

I have read so many tips on time management. I know what I SHOULD be doing differently. But I just don't. fucking. do it.

I don't know how the fuck I'm supposed to get ANYTHING under control when this is how I'm forced to live my life.",-0.9146023166023164,0.9132533081081108,1.5244015444015453,93.54783783783785,107.81081081081079,4.7088803088803095,19.880308880308878,6.474141703775902,0.5054741312741311,702,27,150,12,35,236,93,185,0.071,0.919,0.01,-0.8979,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,2,8,6,5,0,10,0,24,5,0,4,3,28,39,11,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,5,0,10,2,1,17,1,15,28,4,20,1,0,0,4,3,8,5,1,12,106,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.11810770899288628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959728294358072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714906148235004,0.09663251488414436,0.0,0.0,0.15610852654973778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126450469931047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993909758496669,0.0,0.101972898091823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475607137456448,0.06323311959018907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575701713448487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605943837256324,0.0986555099216492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548698705710125,0.0,0.0,0.10687160582862246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270530700222855,0.0,0.0,0.13443691800471305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226287771035506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100649117830273,0.0920486813608689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106263740952045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512713620338523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406923428620926,0.0,0.09099941116780907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822939969690312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921064622153716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kunechi_,2018/02/08,"I need some guidance I just don't know what it is. In elementary and middle school I was at the very top of my class. I used to excel in every way. The teachers loved me. I would be excited to do my homework. I loved competing.

High school came and everything changed. I started putting everything off. I would lose points over the smallest things just because I had waited last minute to do them. Time went on. I got my first B. Then more Bs. Then my first C. Then more Cs. My final semester of high school, I had 5 Cs and 1 B. I would have never ever imagined that. 

The thing is... I was still ""intelligent"" in the eyes of others. Take this example: I got a 36 on the ACT, the highest in my entire school, and yet I was the ONLY kid to fail our IB diploma program for college credit. All my teachers were just so confused as to how I could have so much potential and yet never do my work and seem motivated. 

I'm in college now - still made it into a great university and got the perfect program that I wanted... and yet everytime I go to lecture, I don't understand a SINGLE thing. Everything just floats through my head. Even the simplest things take me so long to understand and once I do understand them, I feel so rewarded that I don't want to do anymore work and I just procrastinate. 

I still had a good first semester because I became addicted to the feeling of doing everything last minute, whether it be doing a homework assignment 10 minutes before it was due or studying for a midterm by learning all the material the night before. The adrenaline that I receive knowing something is due soon fuels me to complete it. But I know I can't keep doing this.

I'm part of 3 research teams and I do well in them because my supervisors are right there with me while I work... but take them out of the room and I literally pick up my phone asap and waste time. 

At first I thought it may be depression because I used to have social issues that caused a lot of insecurities but the more I read about ADHD the more it resonates with me. My mind literally always has 303848393029292 going on simultaneously EXCEPT for the task I should actually be doing. 

There are days that I spend literally entirely watching TV or listening to music or walking around doing nothing because I want instant gratification. 

On top of that I literally always forget things. I think pretty much everyday I have to ask my roommate to call my phone because I've misplaced it... and then it ends up literally being in eyesight. I always forget dates and names. I honestly couldn't tell you what we are even learning in math and chemistry right now. 

I dont want to get tested because my little brother is special needs and my parents have become so stressed over him and I dont want them to have any more pressure. I'm first generation in America and where my parents come from, no one thought about these things. It was always just chalked up to being lazy or lacking motivation. I just obtained Ritalin and I'm trying to give it a test run this weekend since I have a lot to catch up with in my classes before midterms start soon. 

I feel like my life has gotten better in every aspect - socially, diet, exercise, etc... and yet this monster inside of me keeps getting bigger and bigger and preventing me from excelling. 

I know this is super long and you probably get posts like this all the time here but I really just need someone to talk to about this. 
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adhd,wishingpond,2018/02/08,"Was ADHD Prevalent in the 60’s,70’s, 80’s? Why are doctors prescribing more meds now to children. Huge increase from the 90’s until now compared to before that time.  What was different during those past decades?",4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,75.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,33.1842105263158,7.1686216300943375,2.4802421052631587,172,9,27,2,4,51,32,38,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.6072,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357407238002748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30852181115436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788102559692409,0.0,0.3711074973721719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027354216148902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461157125079017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114184733926465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32716456389846305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lojoglows,2018/02/08,"Got my first A+ on a test for a class I had to drop last quarter. Diagnosed last year with ADHD and throughout college was struggling. I had to drop Physics last year because I was struggling so much. This year, with new meds, study tips and a lot of support from family and therapist, I got an A+ on my first physics midterm. I'm starting to believe that I'm actually smart again. ",4.972799999999999,5.824512680000005,5.049333333333333,85.57800000000002,68.86666666666667,8.133333333333333,35.0,8.238735603445708,2.5994000000000006,301,15,61,4,5,94,48,75,0.13,0.7979999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,6,2,10,4,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,38,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.17234801983617634,0.0,0.21225353021185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076611511510345,0.0,0.0,0.1989814577286304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925765416381936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649425369407464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004524754588991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282505802725857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43188751841631107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014936736458828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617632759590867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298302801639161,0.0,0.0,0.17057315266326925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500701638251882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692668130919331,0.0,0.0,0.20041741911263306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050603637964822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411973777475087
adhd,willyb1231,2018/02/08,"Rough day today 16 years old with ADHD. Had quite a rough day today. I’m tired of being average. This may seem stupid but i am a perfectionist. I definitely failed a chemistry test I had to take after school and then I couldn’t hang with my friends becase I had to take It. Furthermore I am constantly worrying about all the work I missed as I acted sick not to go to school on Thursday. I am so tired of starting my homework at 9 pm every night and going to bed at 1:30 on average, while constantly worrying about grades without the fucking discipline to change my habits. Just a very blue day for me. I’ve got nothing to do. Any help?",2.479146981627298,4.645163259842518,3.868208661417324,86.17953083989502,77.81889763779527,7.382939632545932,24.756561679790025,8.344100000000001,1.6558719160104989,502,18,101,10,12,165,85,127,0.187,0.708,0.105,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,2,0,6,0,10,4,0,0,1,13,20,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,3,13,1,21,13,1,23,0,2,1,1,2,4,1,2,15,61,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271682749640691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338918459906024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083313703806126,0.0,0.0,0.32859219093434433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941504791587323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280962566998008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746205824656562,0.14055414024097793,0.0,0.0,0.17281027427628196,0.0,0.12159647938922913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190602438205276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267478447639184,0.0,0.14588192432380145,0.0,0.15953542147230526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617082044658415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077355827882026,0.0,0.13840718301210764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761133360376618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862317636566445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494843128508426,0.2882232830032533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544500498978495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655655715198626,0.0,0.11068347389605199,0.3087983559334729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790571735900286
adhd,StrangeWillStrange,2018/02/08,"Observations and questions about my first day on Adderall. I am a little over half way though my first day on Adderall.  I am a 31 year old, 230lbs man, who has struggled with ADHD since I was a kid.  I was the first kid in my school to go onto Ritalin, but I stopped taking it when I was 15-16 years old.  I have been lurking this subreddit, and researching a lot, and decided to give Adderall a shot.  My doctor prescribed me 10mg of Adderall, which I took this morning when I woke up.  Overall, I am impressed with the changes I have noticed, and have experienced very few drawbacks.  I feel focused, and energetic, but without feeling manic or overstimulated.  I have been describing it to my friends as being ""uber sober"".  I feel as though I have spent the last decade at war with my own attention span, and now I feel as though I finally have a grip on it.

But I do have some questions:
1.) I still find myself becoming distracted by things going on around me, although not as much as before.  Does this eventually get better, or is it because my dosage is too low?

2.) My doctor suggested that if I feel like it is working, I should bump up to two a day (one in the morning, one before lunch).  What do you all think?  Also, do you take yours with food, or right when you wake up?

3.) I was really, really hungry while on it, but I had read that it is an appetite suppressant.  Has anyone else experienced being very hungry on Adderall?

4.) Do you have an tips, tricks or warning signs that you would like to share with me?

I really appreciate your feedback, and thank you all for being here.  It took a long time for me to come around on this subject, and I am glad I had this subreddit, to make me feel like I am not the only one struggling.",4.176929824561402,5.195293432748539,5.183289473684212,83.28177631578949,70.81286549707602,8.273099415204678,28.577485380116958,8.59863814320734,2.000348538011696,1342,49,273,22,24,441,177,342,0.076,0.799,0.125,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,8,0,5,14,15,2,3,15,0,36,6,1,1,2,50,56,31,1,3,12,0,7,3,1,2,3,0,0,3,20,16,2,2,12,1,1,5,3,6,0,8,12,9,49,9,40,39,7,48,0,1,0,0,18,21,0,9,24,207,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559331524101955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691753725319779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672534134891153,0.09855088435084833,0.0,0.17124658385663255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058632284569264524,0.10622660393995527,0.16368935482763491,0.0,0.0,0.0850660770246547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174889617765663,0.0828531668543892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609029902492652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689482111251885,0.08417042090577151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034858267023075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291798190715904,0.13742635690364574,0.0,0.10536381196480757,0.08790955024582936,0.24543971784120475,0.11630490606726075,0.0,0.07431077319915301,0.0,0.0502516652694095,0.09226753016199184,0.10932606911477884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840200979637924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097051553375775,0.09640066789843954,0.0,0.08511895806924027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177137566423827,0.0,0.0,0.06420292182925039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070559668825277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950502129779233,0.2018558281581343,0.0,0.19552833849602907,0.07315153125791064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549402039981164,0.0,0.09620906213646646,0.0,0.18485194277439052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213978519474119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734236501237163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956359935635879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681189491085456,0.08041332291551136,0.0,0.2011027806754377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463534234447642,0.0,0.0,0.08855241477905347,0.0,0.0,0.06389973370420624,0.061630204256844526,0.283498026614748,0.0,0.05608510039987195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137257788171349,0.0,0.0,0.09395684792641816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872215171293547,0.0,0.07634561515298251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271701213092254,0.0,0.0700223940254714,0.0,0.0,0.06832566747292704,0.0,0.0,0.12387744036109564
adhd,peeaches,2018/02/08,"How do you manage without medication? - Looking for suggestions. To keep a long story short(ish), since I know how we all are, there is a good chance that I will have to forgo treatment for my ADHD within the next two years, and would like suggestions on how to unofficially treat adhd without stimulant medication.

I want to be a pilot. My father is a pilot and certified flight instructor. Aviation has been a part of my entire life.  My father just bought another plane after having to sell their first Cessna after my sister and I were born (I guess kids are expensive) and he wants to start instructing me. I LOVE flying, picked up a pilot's log, and sent in my student pilot application to the FAA.

But here's the kicker:

In order to solo-pilot or get a license, you need to pass an FAA medical examination.

In order to pass the FAA medical examination, you cannot be diagnosed with ADHD or be prescribed stimulant medication.

So I'm going to have to face a tough decision:

Do I toss aside my dream of getting my pilots license? Or do I forgo treatment, have my diagnoses removed, and learn to fly?

IIRC, If I were to get rediagnosed/treated, my license would be stripped.

**TL;DR**
I have an opportunity to get my pilots license, but in order to do so I can't take stimulants. Looking for useful alternatives to manage ADHD.",4.7115322580645165,6.707655475806456,6.565354838709678,70.07803225806455,70.85483870967742,9.153548387096777,29.738709677419358,9.642632912329526,3.207836451612904,1050,43,172,26,20,364,136,248,0.01,0.914,0.076,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,3,1,2,8,6,0,0,14,0,26,10,1,8,1,38,46,17,0,6,9,3,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,5,1,3,5,4,1,0,2,5,2,28,5,34,34,2,23,0,0,2,1,14,7,0,5,9,127,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337213955904425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641928329536982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253758636077516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443771933408387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202370191053664,0.0,0.06309800664153256,0.0931224147446406,0.0,0.0,0.12230643937148715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868402834233514,0.0,0.0,0.061016378975451535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842016703713392,0.05424115582210442,0.0,0.0,0.0982535387041958,0.1864658996504069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020430282522336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592295086622556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232355316862583,0.0,0.0,0.11807623583780652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022914245160095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184094079777193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858399242603993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347690414324442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845519028502557,0.0,0.0,0.09588986255590408,0.0,0.0,0.1309707197587397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140480745201936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773780050456784,0.0,0.0,0.07149639256154168
adhd,TomyaeDoot,2018/02/08,"I hate how people perceive ADHD When people think of ADHD, they think: ""oh that kid can't do their hw"", and write it off as a non serious illness and that is so infuriating to me. ADHD RULES my life. It takes form in everything I encounter and has left scars from throughout my development. I'm tired of people being surprised when they hear of a specific struggle I had and when I remind them I have ADHD they say something along the lines of: ""Yeah but that's just crazy"".

Here are some highlights of my ADHD experience:

As a child, I was extremely hyper, obviously. Hyperactivity from ADHD usually diminishes as you get older but can be brutal as a child, this was the case for me. I made a fool out of myself every single day as a kid and I never knew. I never had any friends because people thought I was too weird. Around 6th grade, when I started to become less hyper and more aware of my actions, I realized just how ridiculous I was. A sudden wave of shame came over me and I've struggled with social anxiety ever since. I overthink every little thing I do in public because I'm so scared of drawing attention to myself now.

I think I am quite smart. I never study for tests and I get 90s on average and I'm a quick learner and blah blah blah. Not trying to brag it's just that I do think I have a relatively powerful mind. Yet, despite this, I can't get good grades. My inability to complete hw and projects just absolutely tanks my average and if I could actually study my test scores could be even better. For one quarter of high school, when my mental health was spectacular, I had a 97 average across the board, then the next quarter I had 70s in numerous classes (and a 49 in italian). I'm getting better at it but knowing that I have the intelligence to get such great grades but have ADHD just completely negate that makes me feel like such a failure. Especially when all my friends make the principal list with high 90s and my girlfriend gets like 100s in every class. I feel like I've been cheated out of such possibilities.

Along with ADHD I deal with depression. A horrible combo. ADHD makes it hard to complete tasks. ANYTHING CAN BE A TASK. Once my depression reached a critical point, getting through each day became so difficult that I saw life as a task. I never wanted to die but because of my ADHD I just didn't want to put effort into anything anymore. I didn't want to commit to the months it would take to heal. The thing is, when you don't want to do an assignment, you procrastinate. You can't procrastinate life. It was either kill myself or commit to a task. I didn't want either.

I had a whole bunch of things to write planned out in my head but guess what, I've forgotten them. So I guess this is it unless I remember what I wanted to write, find the motivation to add to this post, don't get distracted by anything else before I start writing and don't forget all of this all together. So what I'm saying is this is most likely it.",4.140025728987993,5.6167093361921125,5.364807032590054,80.1992860205832,71.41852487135506,8.181646655231559,27.82975986277873,8.710501217029153,2.1069866209262442,2345,85,449,42,44,780,270,583,0.179,0.737,0.083,-0.9949,1,0,1,0,0,1,61.0,0,4,6,7,31,28,5,5,28,1,46,8,1,7,11,98,88,45,2,10,18,0,3,7,3,1,7,3,0,4,28,29,0,0,15,0,0,3,15,16,0,3,20,7,68,12,68,61,14,50,0,2,1,0,27,21,0,6,29,315,96,13,0.0,0.0,0.05425075718803255,0.0,0.6681199320289011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037805152340556036,0.0,0.04252849955717982,0.0,0.05513332642946907,0.0,0.0,0.13724492820071754,0.049489564222600486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166694648242536,0.06139811048419405,0.04730555585903165,0.0,0.0,0.0983349971080495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358359190562388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486463603525831,0.0,0.0,0.08877298774399918,0.0,0.0,0.07170578314529369,0.057313950978412874,0.0957643540137514,0.0,0.05769676611658898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644082530232967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036718657993558015,0.05028705920751972,0.14051852282917487,0.0,0.049963411639716224,0.054380630055560535,0.0,0.0,0.05621899125128756,0.07943131317066067,0.0,0.0,0.05081100287890379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590204136859096,0.0,0.23236042059444503,0.0,0.0,0.04662877817796859,0.0,0.061291488448058214,0.1224839335798787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049800416293255635,0.054886586720850734,0.057054465598726116,0.05909276869412581,0.06265736127958402,0.0,0.0,0.1174741321025678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615054274331381,0.0,0.030552463746468073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604019667098553,0.0,0.11780095856022275,0.10863974392764968,0.05571879961185722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526034490968308,0.11132629515602067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602467724192679,0.0,0.05613309108934556,0.0,0.044373809225418136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150702230678058,0.0,0.059123795533743424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059204739998459564,0.03767126151234195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416476992078199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255336255201168,0.06267276440410581,0.053242735090792505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055886328722838094,0.0,0.0591300079235221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297604174610982,0.0,0.0,0.08841958385457213,0.055658300074427465,0.056263092861376235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598711135077943,0.0,0.0,0.05667007146550841,0.0,0.042798214192784484,0.0,0.0,0.07869803550994937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623576664061022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359804794479749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080057436739002,0.14248702113320258,0.0,0.044134639177413885,0.0,0.06389598553851418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037744003745329886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061227845057587424,0.0,0.1967411816860333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206760896971281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03949167840083023,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,notthewayimwired,2018/02/08,"Apple Watch is helping me manage my ADHD I am currently medicated for ADHD (diagnosed officially in my mid 30’s, though many members of my family seem to have at least some symptoms, and several are also medicated). I do still find that having good organizational systems in place are super helpful! I recently added an Apple Watch to my life, and it has made a striking difference for me. Here are some of the ways it helps:

**-Close my rings.** Apple has an ingenious way of measuring exercise minutes, movement, and number of hours during which you’ve stood and moved around for at least a minute. It only took a couple of days for me to become determined to hit these goals every day. (It’s sometimes more challenging than you’d think!) This gets my blood flowing and helps remind me not to get hyper focused on a task. The added benefit of daily exercise is great— I feel stronger than I ever have, even though I’m just walking briskly.

**-Set timers incredibly quickly.** I have the timer app set as a favorites shortcut, and it’s become part of my routine to use them! I set timers on fun/useless activities like phone games or social media, timers for meals, etc. I’ve gotten to the point where they’re actually much faster than asking Siri to set one, and I like that the haptic feedback just taps my wrist to remind me that the timer is up, with an option to restart it if I’m not finished with what I’m doing. 

**-Keep track of my food with My Fitness Pal.** While I don’t enter meals on the watch directly, there’s a great overview screen that shows me what I have left for nutrients. (I focus better when I’ve had enough protein, so I look at my macros breakdown.) This helps me make better decisions throughout the day, and also helps me keep track of water.

**-See txts and phone calls without being distracted by other things on my phone.** This one makes a big difference for me. I’m still in touch with family and friends, but I don’t then hop directly into Facebook and waste a ton of time. *(Note: turn off Facebook notifications on your watch!)*

And a hundred other small things. I thought it would be a nice step up from my Fitbit, but it’s worlds better. Highly recommended if you like wearable tech and Apple. ",2.8337588652482246,5.474540224586293,3.809333333333335,84.49400000000003,79.37825059101655,6.502316784869976,23.82080378250591,7.715138304826218,1.396703640661939,1757,61,323,29,45,564,235,423,0.009000000000000001,0.855,0.136,0.9898,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,3,1,7,17,14,0,1,21,0,23,13,2,4,1,48,47,27,0,3,10,0,2,3,2,1,7,1,0,0,23,20,4,2,6,4,0,7,5,1,0,2,6,10,40,13,54,36,10,57,0,0,7,0,20,27,0,7,19,210,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0904628618168198,0.0,0.22281731802824054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826600763512846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252359675140784,0.08666297694133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476207420643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459596616590229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465814638426467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257195917230848,0.0,0.17935354329682482,0.0,0.0,0.09408962408528376,0.0,0.193705753597053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578497505408153,0.10338618579910283,0.061228175537853126,0.08385341558454054,0.0781046408215136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747806174917265,0.0,0.04687244105569937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472708899300442,0.0,0.11209448915536144,0.0,0.07162060864123586,0.0,0.09686495502301634,0.0,0.0,0.07775325056534371,0.0,0.20440649079998505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728133969079996,0.09794375903927202,0.0,0.0,0.09129187043479076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647939221408702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007199724235951,0.0,0.06547749984506604,0.1358671655311427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784554265032488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771598394915042,0.12375735414926385,0.09398432436109344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867731296693115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852655565679497,0.06814594507828554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125633274125362,0.07050333304551952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038621382328082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968528767985265,0.0,0.08763246489028917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915311127509142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387074240215448,0.08439156299166843,0.0,0.10472581096615922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449705607545844,0.0,0.0,0.09168371823932144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480623717817743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635189545783206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123172929654305,0.059399095844816216,0.1821566406468141,0.0735942864613571,0.05405473329659062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299428805687508,0.0,0.10083213299390073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006395163216785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716357235826713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936051334598694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658521729697936,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SuperAgonist,2018/02/08,"TIL that while Zinc doesn't reduce ADHD symptoms on its own, 30mg of elemental Zinc decreased the required dose of D-Amphetamine by 37% in ADHD children Source:

[Zinc for Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder: Placebo-Controlled Double-Blind Pilot Trial Alone and Combined with Amphetamine (2011)](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3037197/)",19.02588235294117,17.626269333333333,14.715784313725493,34.976029411764735,41.94117647058824,16.47450980392157,58.83333333333334,14.554592549557764,8.887815686274509,300,17,29,8,2,88,46,51,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.5719,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7417068841315795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195960310776093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34609894076730663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536596508558829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073298786920423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,doobeedoobeedoobee,2018/02/08,"Questions from newly diagnosed adult Hey guys! I'm in grad school in my twenties, and was recently diagnosed formally with ADHD. My family and I have always kind of known it, but I was able to get by I guess with a few minor adjustments in the classroom, etc. I've never been an efficient person though, and under the stress of my current program it's gotten to the point where this is no longer manageable for me. Counselors, therapists, and my family all pushed me to go get tested again (I was tested as a kid too, so we always knew this was a problem but ignored it). Now I know, but I have a lot of questions that I don't know if they have answers.

Is social anxiety and issue with you guys? I have always had trouble making friends. I'm not sure if it's because I am spacey or awkward as a person or if this is actually something with ADHD. It's been a problem my whole life. I like myself, I am genuinely interested in other people, and I like other people and want to be friends with like everyone. But other people never seem to want that with me. It's been a mystery to me all my life why this happens, and now I wonder if it can be explained finally.

I also have problems with eating. I feel like I am always craving something, and I get up like every 2 minutes when I'm studying to go snack. I'm not obese, probably because I like to exercise so much, but it is to the point where I don't get stuff done because I am trying to get food or thinking about getting up to go get food. It's a big distractor for me.

I don't know if I'm hyperactive or not, I feel that I get really antsy/fidgety in public, but I'm also told that I am very quiet and seem spaced out a lot. Would medication help me here? If I feel like I'm restless on the inside, I'm just not sure how a stimulant would help. But I also wouldn't want to take something that would tone me down, because I need to stay awake and alert throughout the day.

I know these are probably very superficial questions. I just really have no clue what I'm getting into right now, and even though it's always been a shadow in the back of my life, getting formally diagnosed recently has just been making me wonder what parts of my personality are me and what is ADHD. I was raised without addressing any of this, and my parents largely ignored that it was an issue with me, so I feel like I this is all very new to find this out as an adult. I just wonder what other people have seen in me the past 20+ years that I didn't know about. I wonder if they have noticed that I'm spacey or that I snack all the time or that I am forgetful. It's a little scary to me that I don't know how other people have viewed me all my life.",5.674127557160047,4.906467483754515,6.8412418772563175,78.90541275571604,67.30324909747293,9.69713598074609,31.1020457280385,9.029198982220553,2.419233164861612,2102,70,432,32,30,715,209,554,0.092,0.8109999999999999,0.096,0.52,2,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,1,1,2,0,28,23,0,3,24,0,49,15,0,5,9,112,103,48,0,18,29,1,4,8,2,4,10,1,1,8,41,26,6,2,26,1,0,4,15,9,0,0,18,7,66,14,54,79,12,45,0,0,2,0,25,23,0,25,25,313,107,7,0.058596257848367576,0.0,0.0571814950481933,0.0,0.21126394486529396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057821869328405,0.24378390289094345,0.0,0.0,0.03984746468819003,0.0,0.044825976868990536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045056905354253766,0.0,0.14287893965425089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778973876473311,0.0,0.0,0.1784219048236659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059964315965070625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059958600350688736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535031672216908,0.038702275674377284,0.0,0.04936987447312776,0.05599123546157906,0.0,0.0,0.11047867393208087,0.0,0.11851211435474918,0.12558353494487914,0.0,0.06418933631043065,0.05355591811269135,0.0,0.14170965516315984,0.0,0.09054264691869306,0.0,0.3061412625441741,0.0,0.09990481105955794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455038422049969,0.11603901552083876,0.051816477298198126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855167295931241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231853881593438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061018985513977976,0.19321782533359635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655530792620836,0.2290173741872221,0.05872884415334065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963288600134393,0.0,0.0,0.07822691424236894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059029565143248475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307499169039028,0.04344838272407731,0.0903860927947466,0.0565926309663474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671222793374854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650642099410176,0.0634540370861396,0.0559367584210446,0.20311633617566552,0.15349197657050204,0.0,0.0,0.11078480730206912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263533532041352,0.16820611549022782,0.0,0.0,0.19692365752129104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507652644119739,0.0,0.11571347104008782,0.0,0.0,0.050040884037992436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930254124745243,0.0,0.10668766484723674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973150567565836,0.0,0.1353307861374556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062455814386170726,0.0,0.0,0.06712181538921545,0.0,0.06707869620451694,0.0,0.0,0.1104525591277186,0.0,0.04405709350770653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803477166813385,0.0,0.03754611601604228,0.11514105165314012,0.0,0.03416794917000633,0.0,0.0,0.05599123546157906,0.0,0.0397830127196579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504414826439346,0.10368477316697523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287400864327111,0.06542062929469583,0.0,0.056484701553488774,0.2541805683501712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248753011001326,0.0,0.0,0.037734068900570884
adhd,ExtraAwesomeUserName,2018/02/08,"I'm 17 and my doctor said I'm ""borderline ADD/ADHD"" and referred me to a psychologist to check what's wrong with me. I have an appointment in one week and tbh I'm kinda worried. I am aware that adult ADHD is something permanent and will never go away, but if I get diagonosed now, do I have any chances of recovery?",3.0404615384615385,4.357144430769232,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.92307692307692,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.216753846153846,248,10,51,5,5,85,50,65,0.061,0.901,0.038,-0.0781,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,6,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381263935866158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053993276934646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494333182573875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717366956956769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870574549760292,0.0,0.15088210348442901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047595655600628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990053206262668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525384696751899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438448821496685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129572668394948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696144409868026,0.0,0.0,0.2902678252087804,0.0,0.0
adhd,sculpin95,2018/02/08,"Trying to lower vyvanse dosage First, I wanted to get your thoughts on the methods of getting your psychiatrist to lower vyvanse dosage.

I currently take 60mg daily and it has been giving me bad anxiety and keeping me up late to the point i have missed work a couple days in a row. How likely is my psychiatrist to lower my dosage today. I scheduled an appointment early because im going on a cruise next week and i plan on telling them. I love vyvanse and it is really effective for me. I've tried everything else and vyvanse is the best option for me. The anxiety and insomnia was bad so last night i got rid of it by flushing it down the toilet. It was definitely an impulsive decision and i probably shouldn't have but i did and i don't wanna start feeling bad side effects of going without vyvanse. Should i tell my psych that i did this. Not sure if they will ask for the remaining prescription in order for me to go down because im not suppose to get my refill until the 20-22. What should i do? Any advice?",2.974477447744775,5.023893356435644,4.734191419141915,81.10880088008804,75.83168316831683,7.657205720572058,27.55885588558856,8.515128840125781,2.224672387238723,806,33,150,16,18,273,118,202,0.115,0.8290000000000001,0.056,-0.8299,4,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,6,2,8,0,0,12,0,17,2,0,3,1,27,34,13,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,1,0,4,5,4,0,1,7,1,26,4,26,23,1,28,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,2,14,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060367637900312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784737401369194,0.0,0.2201447022314156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451393176317622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604162521202333,0.17542306839878685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099941813740758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920705708343838,0.0,0.09279452862878007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019824075637475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931540605027114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275305511381391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238930800366245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255233966696637,0.1380285057413486,0.24532108855620685,0.0,0.11507873133621978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084301469966563,0.0,0.0,0.12789243561786373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728624620506675,0.16230960880209006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029540286653498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986267953362465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302433072047647,0.13502720863040152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360187223948165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513338057506804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217701828490342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184320969425263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561079667563422,0.0,0.10818432088810942,0.0,0.25152530911873444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142293650254404,0.0,0.0,0.13638704803040805,0.0,0.0,0.19537821818438228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848676560226318,0.0,0.1154166228919498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870091264787635,0.0,0.10475067880107984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yentruocja,2018/02/08,"Pharmacists that don’t seem to think ADHD is important enough If for any other ongoing prescription you said 
“I react to X brand of drug, my prescription is generic for your convenience, get anything except X” 

You wouldn’t get the one you can’t take. 

The fact that every time I get a prescription I have to wait an extra week for the short release ones because they always get me the ones I can’t have is pathetic? 

If that was medication for my body rather than my brain I wouldn’t be able to just “not have it for a week” because I’d be really ill - I have a job now! If they messed up my long release ones I’d probably be on probation after a week. ",7.820476190476192,5.543856774436094,8.315150375939853,74.92831453634086,63.9624060150376,12.475689223057644,34.94862155388471,11.20814326018867,3.6041989974937336,513,17,107,12,6,172,77,133,0.078,0.907,0.015,-0.8264,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,16,5,2,1,1,14,25,3,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,1,17,0,15,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,7,75,22,1,0.16603294401486168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953933361494447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815271004219634,0.0,0.0,0.1129080954423568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366309660005645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242428321877834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844251713525937,0.0,0.1853476759119574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925455030862031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155641457090945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988991627467778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469814419628641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476207763120826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693393070110206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726072354334906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500328793233403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901159552645965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636495545243146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579353509197403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511501564698561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248361108443438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638720640827952,0.0,0.0,0.0968151448566326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995448382077762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shelldonsan,2018/02/08,"A Psychology Study Opened my Eyes I’m a freshman in college taking an intro psych class, and we are required to fulfill a certain amount of hours participating in research studies. One of the studies required a diagnosis with ADHD, and I was diagnosed as a kid (eight or nine years old) so I figured I’d try it. 
When I was diagnosed, my strict, Asian, pediatrician dad was adamant that I take medication, but my mom insisted that I should never take drugs that would alter how I think. I believed her and never took anything. My dad ended up dying when I was in eighth grade before school started getting more serious.
At the study, I took a test on a computer involving some shape and pattern recognition. Afterwards, there was a brief series of surveys and an interview. The surveys and interview are what really blew my mind. Ever since I was a kid, I was convinced I didn’t have “severe ADHD” and I was smart enough to not need medication. However, the questions on the survey and in the interview really hit home with me. It made me realize how many struggles I faced in high school that were not normal. I’m beginning to think that so many problems that I created for myself could have been completely avoided if I’d just taken medication or found a solution for my problem. I have always just branded myself as careless, irresponsible, and just talented enough to get by without working all that hard. I would give anything to not have to weasel my way out of problems that I create for myself as a result of my ADHD. 
How should I go about getting a consultation/ prescription? I currently don’t have health insurance and I’m considering just buying Ritalin or something from someone that has a prescription. ",6.588271549125977,7.817747408227852,7.269077757685353,69.74837552742616,65.42405063291139,10.449427365883064,35.933694996986134,10.504223727775694,4.164759373116334,1375,66,225,35,21,455,173,316,0.103,0.823,0.07400000000000001,-0.8783,2,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,3,14,11,0,2,21,0,25,10,2,5,5,59,47,25,1,11,13,3,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,12,15,0,3,6,0,1,4,8,7,0,3,16,2,35,4,33,25,6,31,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,6,13,167,47,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35839031645805713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271150116047886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636008776007558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458487925991745,0.11199346921496753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422245940799524,0.0,0.0,0.07936543936027653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017844959254654,0.103164922323339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527625912727467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804181138404582,0.20542034359710168,0.0,0.0,0.08991596767364242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108990577873707,0.0,0.0,0.15580235051565586,0.0953566944726608,0.056493181036558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890458239579997,0.0,0.0,0.10566105004709647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502503458229834,0.09970960574227417,0.0,0.09789221838680066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405779743440323,0.0,0.20155867026218527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30041507383893024,0.0,0.0,0.1003689872375053,0.11641993305078865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737062807570006,0.15333189210667866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739411988279396,0.0,0.0,0.10430703249240199,0.0,0.06735824257272442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853465743961241,0.0,0.0,0.11135443545455886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273605871886406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012028748018796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229742483101923,0.0,0.08222742953723072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842240859056001,0.07652550983280769,0.0,0.0,0.07035816101007576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039179025427608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421671186510708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738723031362725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088142768984947,0.0674883095993696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890170556954175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582122532882484,0.0,0.07236677975023625,0.0,0.0,0.14122649184209765,0.0,0.0,0.06401246035213723
adhd,jsb0805,2018/02/08,"My Methods for Limiting Distractions for Productivity (social media, websites, smartphones, etc.) Anyone else having issues with constantly checking their phone/devices or other websites, hindering their productivity?


The goal to keep in mind is to limit your stimulus. People with hyperactivity tend to seek more intense forms of stimulus, and we’re living in an age that requires the consumption of our attention. ADHD people are so vulnerable to advertisements, smartphones, social media, etc. that literally depend on human attention for their profits. Your attention is a valuable commodity. You should be in control of where you’re applying your energy and attention. 


Here are the strategies I’ve come up with:


1. Go to every distracting website on your computer and **set-up 2-factor** (sometimes called 2-step) **authentication** with your phone. This means you add the extra layer of security to websites like Facebook, Amazon, Gmail, even reddit! This means that every time you log into one of these sites you have to then type in a temporary password sent to your phone or email. Not only is this a smart idea to keep your accounts from getting hacked (which has happened to me a number of times), but it will also help you later on to force you from logging on to check things when you’re trying to keep distractions away. 
1. **Log out** of all distracting sites (and uncheck the “Remember Me” box). You can also do this easily by deleting your web history and whatnot. You will only be able to access these websites if you set up the 2-factor authentication with your personal smartphone. 
1. **Hide** your phone. If you don’t receive important calls on your cell phone very often and you really **can** live without it for a couple of hours then simply place your phone in an inconvenient location that requires you to get up and go get it. My favorite place is the center console of my car. I kid you not, I will be at my desk working and will feel the strong urge to check my messages and then I remember my phone is about a 7 minute walk away out in the cold parking lot. This alone keeps me from checking things. Another good hiding spot is a gym locker, at home, with a trusted friend who understands your situation, or a school locker. The goal with hiding is to not allow immediate access to your phone. Keep all other devices that could distract you (Smartwatches, tablets, personal laptops) far away and at home. Things that buzz and create notifications drive me insane. Even if you are at home needing to study it’s okay to hide your phone in you car, or even keep it at a friends house temporarily. 
1. If you’re a student, **study in a library**. I spent so much time trapped in a cold library. I did my best to make myself comfortable. I bought a blanket I would take to wrap up in, I would pack a thermos full of hot tea and honey, and sometimes I brought my sound-blocking headphones and would listen to focus music at a very low volume. Be careful with using music to study as it might be a distraction for you. 
1. **Use emergency numbers**. Give your parents, kids, immediate family, and important friends your work number in case they need to get a hold of you for an emergency. 
1. **Gather smartphone usage data**. Add apps on your smartphone that help you track how much time you spend on your devices. I use an app called Space for my Galaxy S8. Awareness is everything. An engineer can’t solve a technical problem without data collection. Be the scientist of your own brain, and use the data you collect to make informed decisions. 
1. Use an **App Blocker** to literally block certain apps. I use an App for my Galaxy S8 called AppBlock, and it rocks. It has an option to block certain apps for certain periods of time. You can also add the “Lock” feature which doesn’t allow you to unlock the block until you plug your phone into a charger. This works well if I have to have my phone on me, then I simply make sure my phone is fully charged, I block the distracting apps, and I leave my charger at home. 
1. **Disable notifications** on your phone as much as possible. I know this is a very simple trick that probably a lot of you have done. I have disabled Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat, and even email entirely. If the messages can wait to be checked, why do you want to be constantly reminded of them? Especially for stupid notifications like a “like” on Instagram, or a new coupon for a large Family-sized Pizza at Papa Murphy's. Yeah I want to use this coupon, but i’ll do it after work!
1. Use a trusted and understanding friend as a “parent”. I used to have my best friend who also has intense ADHD to **add a child block** (aka Restrictions) on my old Iphone so that I was unable to download new apps or access certain websites. Desperate times call for desperate measures. The downside to doing this obviously is that I would rely on my friend a lot for locking/unlocking my phone. I still have a work phone that is an Iphone 6 and there is currently a child block to forbid me from downloading new apps. That way I don’t cheat and download Facebook or Instagram or something during work. 
1. **Take note of your results**. If you are using any of these methods be self-aware and take note of how it is affecting you. If you find that you are being more productive then continue the habits. Eventually you might find yourself not needing to even prohibit yourself from your phone/device/website use. 
1. **Use a personal journal and mindfulness meditation** to quiet your mind. I have my small blue journal with me pretty much always. Sometimes it feels we can literally not help the thoughts that crawl into our heads. The thoughts come, and the feelings quickly follow. If we’re not on a good and grounded mental level, work that requires focus can be increasingly difficult. Use a personal journal to write your thoughts and feelings down. Keep it short and concise, don’t spend eternity writing your life story. Write what’s in your head and be completely honest. Don't’ share your journal with anyone so you don’t lose trust in your journal. This is a private space to be honest. We lose our ability to be honest when things become public. After writing thoughts and feelings, write some realistic goals and guidelines that you want to accomplish. Write them out a couple of times if you have to. Then, put your journal down and push forward. Once you feel like you’ve written out what you wanted sit there and breath. Close your eyes and start square breaths. **Breath** in for 4 seconds (one-one thousand, two-one thousand…), hold your breath for 4 seconds, release your breath for 4 seconds, hold your un-breath for 4 seconds, repeat two or three times. **Note** -If your thoughts and emotions are severe and distressing to the point you lack control, it is okay to treat it like a temporary injury. Take a break and allow yourself to heal. We can't control our emotions, but we can allow them to pass. If we can ground ourselves and not let the fear and anxiety take hold they will.


I feel these methods work because they are temporary locks that you still have control over. Yes they may seem like desperate attempts to maintain self-control, but for I don't blame myself. We're living in a world that our brains really aren't adapted for. The only way I have been able to be successful passing college and getting a career that I love and enjoy has been to literally deprive myself of the distractions (unproductive stimulus) and to make the only stimulus around me my work for certain periods of time. You can always play later and let loose to the things you enjoy. For me, **work, play, and relaxation/sanctuary need to be fairly separate**. 


I try to be very self-aware. For me, I notice that my flow of work being disrupted slightly can cause me to go on a rampage of tangents that have nothing to do with my work. It’s sort of like venturing down a dark and interesting cave that keeps your attention. Then, it’s so hard to fall back into the groove of the productive work that I really want to do. Be mindful when you fall out of the groove. Keep a journal nearby to write down thoughts or worries that won’t leave your mind. Then, when you’ve gotten it out on paper (keep it short and sweet) write the lines, “alright, now that I got that out of my system, I want to finish this much work in this amount of time (be more specific).”


Granted, don’t be hard on yourself. This is not something you are expected to be good at the first time. You need to continuously enable yourself to be in control, and expect that you’re going to slip up once in a while. The thing is, you’ll be practicing, and practicing will eventually help you master good habits. 

Anyways, I hope some of you who are struggling with distractions find this useful. ",3.3525875420875413,6.177396315432103,4.024464085297417,82.60349747474748,78.74691358024691,6.867003367003367,26.920594837261504,8.01994001778278,2.0581790123456787,6941,287,1211,129,176,2200,561,1620,0.094,0.76,0.146,0.9984,3,2,5,1,0,0,276.0,10,84,10,38,35,75,3,12,86,5,119,15,10,33,9,269,210,103,0,34,36,2,10,7,7,16,2,2,4,9,78,84,2,35,32,4,13,23,22,22,1,9,18,19,174,53,213,149,26,169,0,4,3,1,172,89,0,36,60,825,252,32,0.0647308611144657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779391594686086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03352082515414703,0.0,0.10353049249324447,0.05386126192840377,0.0,0.0,0.022009602636823198,0.03393797593313482,0.02475946578820404,0.0,0.0,0.04526132315872117,0.03316220837551557,0.0,0.028812095065689613,0.0,0.0,0.09122516224003176,0.02488701829971109,0.0,0.01972966606262361,0.035745075227727637,0.0,0.0,0.06793104516286355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226104878482424,0.1652436163550318,0.0,0.03299871349597161,0.033248212650442636,0.0,0.055759905187963206,0.03393453816117368,0.06995106480502983,0.21780349475014188,0.025841162700896817,0.07162346662250076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331210724975252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027037164189228254,0.07281350621805932,0.0,0.0,0.07219202097300689,0.1068853081870344,0.0,0.05453854230808476,0.0,0.029087962049831193,0.0,0.03051124747980429,0.03642010750219599,0.11455453913480723,0.023121870057005955,0.0,0.0,0.08874425154029443,0.0275300186980944,0.0,0.0,0.15003270817557773,0.0,0.08454800816135305,0.031047870160485307,0.07357608018926125,0.10858635033581952,0.025885591454968496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028620643353285145,0.0,0.05798613712169006,0.0,0.06643253835732545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677546347406957,0.0,0.12986066305924146,0.032146175362276486,0.03187342957936376,0.03734536139715915,0.0,0.03653663156536853,0.0,0.03378110069890415,0.0,0.2876788178097438,0.0,0.0,0.017787194205122422,0.0,0.0,0.06854063552171419,0.0,0.06619169113956021,0.022860660762069062,0.11068480170453393,0.0,0.08573780443263683,0.0,0.0,0.0724172760740613,0.0,0.0825477949830297,0.029211064708678174,0.0,0.08641670487456002,0.0,0.0,0.07051088425584362,0.0,0.0,0.03261674157118194,0.06866921430928857,0.16339929257839955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189615773686773,0.11999278328653333,0.0,0.09377620354181626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031055503520154137,0.036848257206038966,0.033962074918380436,0.06893625450013788,0.04386330673901486,0.09846147352373268,0.0,0.0,0.07187596088666916,0.0,0.0,0.044876228721259265,0.11304098227889126,0.06762997260312853,0.0,0.03059579330825332,0.03648715995797831,0.0,0.03292727845902525,0.034895408247609463,0.030969345996398664,0.0,0.03253619710192269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062202370737533125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733274471154521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032755543631790625,0.0,0.029464272418744313,0.10129260812794914,0.03656372407613151,0.0,0.0,0.036380100004711764,0.0,0.0659849611566394,0.0,0.04983297934965965,0.0960307152090592,0.0,0.022908418332366277,0.0,0.05169414930227435,0.0,0.0,0.03383537530679228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030504035271054632,0.0,0.12167387925753985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901292351846472,0.0,0.0,0.1541672196526049,0.2075979711720244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043948005651404234,0.0,0.06323264554684205,0.06738710927658631,0.0,0.3913467647070312,0.0,0.10681947916724613,0.11453981701227925,0.051380344579086086,0.0,0.0,0.029100409002903293,0.0,0.0292047669572127,0.0,0.0,0.06239824018817933,0.0,0.3298738648251624,0.032868665786255795,0.0,0.09196589303316137,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rivensky,2018/02/08,"My Name is RivenSky and I lost 50 pounds on the Adderall Diet I was diagnosed with ADHD at six. I was sporadically treated with medication throughout my childhood and young adult years. But due to the cost, I've been mostly untreated the last decade. I'm almost 35 now and it was only in the last year that my weight loss doctor explained to me that my poor impulse control and no self-accountability when it came to eating right and exercising could be directly attributed to my untreated ADHD.

I now take Adderall XR every day and it's been a life changer. My house is more often in order. I get more work done. But most of all: I make better choices when it comes to eating. Instead of stopping for fast food, I have the cognizance to remind myself that I have something healthy to eat at home. And I have the motivation to make those healthy things! I meal prep better for when I'm at work. I don't eat all day long because my brain is bored.

On top of eating better, I'm also able to get my butt out the door to the gym. Not as often as I should, but certainly more than I was before.

I wish I'd been able to make this change in my life 10, even 20, years ago. I just wanted to share in case there was someone else on this sub who was struggling with their weight and hadn't connected the dots yet.

Let me be clear: Adderall IS NOT a diet drug. It may decrease your appetite, but the important part is that it's changing the way you live your life.",4.7070872386445535,5.310124849315071,5.355739005046863,84.03742249459266,69.34246575342465,7.9281903388608495,28.039653929343906,7.85451343220497,1.5790520547945204,1144,37,234,13,19,370,161,292,0.047,0.856,0.097,0.9259,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,10,13,10,0,1,13,0,26,21,2,6,4,44,41,18,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,2,1,15,14,11,2,2,2,2,2,5,4,0,1,13,2,31,6,34,22,8,37,0,2,0,1,9,13,1,6,20,156,46,4,0.1935382443066933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325953594758107,0.0,0.0857799880742177,0.0,0.09690029756584256,0.0,0.0,0.07738623202431044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589895586861612,0.0,0.08234339556987312,0.0,0.0,0.2567532740560064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802634379329958,0.0,0.11067809615513828,0.0,0.0,0.20473780022108687,0.0833580302114536,0.0,0.0,0.1085347989404505,0.07726226986431246,0.0,0.0,0.12481615655834565,0.0,0.0,0.098218622011628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904729698275028,0.0,0.09902840948447106,0.0,0.0,0.11222145953491358,0.495094852003517,0.0808381844165774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391509253095842,0.0,0.08153215903221005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701360662210344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111574465379372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706731959175212,0.0,0.0,0.11165857449391976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775950031532304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895298371041243,0.2050526783395293,0.0,0.0,0.08544890775390866,0.08563762795902476,0.0,0.0,0.10563492802149076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378242138572155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748470994150836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359727798126978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479152920996124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264030158145755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095129896728748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819921631728599,0.0744975979452057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090331915465547,0.0,0.1011640973036772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275833679347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428910486886097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707693544754575,0.07681082493344897,0.0,0.2356774420589685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127971477454478,0.0,0.0,0.1408981468846375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869484258993786
adhd,victoriaefm1998,2018/02/08,"Fiance Diagnosed. Where Do We Start? Hello r/ADHD,

Last week my fiance got his write up back from the psychologist; he has ADD, which is now under ADHD. It answers a lot of questions for us, such as why he has been struggling in college and is so forgetful and tunes out. I was wondering what tips you all had to help us begin our journey? What books did you find most helpful? Also because he has been struggling so long diagnosed his confidence is shattered; what can I do to help him?

I know working out is a great resource what routines do you suggest? Also I know diet is important, what foods are big NOs and what could be really helpful? 

I love this man to no end; he has helped me through so much. I want to do whatever I can to help him, but there is just so much information out there when you google search and as a psych major I know that you need real peoples advise to know what works. He will be going to a psychologist at some point, but he has to be the one to make that call. He does want to do stuff at home to help, he is ready to find a way to take some control.

TL;DR Fiance just diagnosed what tips do you have to help us?",4.371867816091953,4.842550267241382,5.242862068965518,85.02167816091955,70.0344827586207,8.255632183908046,27.535632183908053,8.238735603445708,1.6274059770114944,890,28,188,12,15,291,130,232,0.039,0.825,0.13699999999999998,0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,6,0,3,15,4,0,2,7,0,32,6,0,2,1,37,47,15,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,14,9,2,1,10,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,6,0,25,2,28,36,8,23,0,0,0,1,40,11,0,6,9,136,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378595961484478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827536661295125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609356143161447,0.0,0.0603246455031906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104846728416407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099122313621798,0.07901091556106034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013246930453808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659991402853676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764853040792651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089393902636736,0.0,0.1196619282419579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056240827148866766,0.0,0.07914675915978196,0.10910293190416104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306424402554953,0.0,0.09926420496668427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754168195540768,0.08066500363152371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757582974720979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413162279948454,0.08931459446543953,0.0,0.06605607351088708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549288285949932,0.07337703630386468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705735467670958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860588974332785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354848578536144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085701746210352,0.0,0.0,0.11263730116452683,0.06339583502139189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004387253957507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690740678235595,0.113284675240332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440504679513121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571074104971806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673746927316628,0.0785492532597124,0.07937914807537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929533870999916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731709457410853,0.14408703764156536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MortyArk,2018/02/08,"[TT]The best way I've found to quickly increase focus and motivation is exercise. Lot's of people post about not being able to start a project, not focused, or can't start their day. 


The best thing I do before I need to start working is as many push ups and sit ups as I can do. Enough that you are out of breath and can feel the blood pounding in your ears a little bit.


This does a few things, first it  helps your motivation because completing tasks increases your dopamine and makes you feel good. Secondly your brain is focused on recovery so for a short period you block out other distractions while breathing heavily and recouping.

So if your feeling stuck try some exercise, it doesn't have to be push ups but you should definitely be out of breath when your finished and don't wait too long after to look at your work you need to get done.",7.124220867208674,6.8478155548780535,6.626422764227643,80.01017615176151,64.1829268292683,10.459620596205962,32.856368563685635,9.994966539143718,2.931816531165312,677,24,134,13,9,210,108,164,0.049,0.836,0.115,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,12,1,7,8,4,0,1,6,0,17,8,6,3,0,28,31,15,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,6,2,0,4,5,1,0,2,3,5,16,3,23,24,9,30,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,4,12,94,23,5,0.1649371630582858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054416370893164,0.0,0.14034937756652358,0.0,0.3461827536307288,0.0,0.18006866370894245,0.0,0.0,0.18412442196789827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293347740576628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637082526153932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443376228842336,0.16878798276850984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042417992205314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501915563485429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402954666391891,0.0,0.18084508601337249,0.0,0.0,0.08617286016759625,0.0,0.0,0.13834146698259198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055390367178708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531036793186715,0.0,0.14596419903674812,0.13850567648295814,0.0,0.0,0.14022367782338746,0.0,0.0,0.11009683709946673,0.16722039542970135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445976329930288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434666133902492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796420936686562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502301188187221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915384446338795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198150695684528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091944284266274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401524381971264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,specs553,2018/02/08,"A simple tip that I use to avoid feeling overwhelmed by clutter Clutter overwhelms me. So does starting the task of cleaning up. Instead of focusing on one room to clean and tackling it all at once I do it little by little. Any time I am walking to a different room of the house (kitchen to bedroom, living room to kitchen, etc) I scan the room and grab everything that needs to go to that room. I have kids so it usually involves grabbing toys or clothes and then putting them away. I still have to force myself to put them away but because there are just a few items at once instead of 30 items then I can push through it. 

My dresser often overflows with clutter as I use it as a holding area for things that need to be put away. I just grab a few things at a time and put all that stuff in its place (which is another thing I have adopted: ""everything has its place"") but I usually won't clear my dresser all at once. I do it over the course of the day whenever I'm walking past. It is a very casual approach to decluttering that I use on the days that I feel overwhelmed. Like right now, I have 4 hair bands, 2 folded shirts, a tube of mascara, 3 pens, 2 folders, and 4 loose papers on my dresser right now. Looking at it all, I dread starting the process of (cringe) *organizing*. But, when I get up I'll grab the mascara, hair bands, and 2 shirts because their ""places"" are either in my bathroom drawer or in the closet attached to my bathroom. On my way back to the kitchen I'll grab the pens and the two folders that belong in my office desk. Some time later I'll come back for the rest of it. 

I do this with every space in my house on those days that I'm not really motivated and it helps cut down the clutter. Now if I could just avoid putting the clutter there in the first place.....",3.990692520775621,4.871523271468142,4.489245429362882,88.59612853185597,71.13296398891967,7.216443213296398,29.95246537396121,7.24861992348623,1.5669303268698056,1395,56,296,13,25,442,169,361,0.063,0.894,0.043,-0.8373,1,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,2,18,9,1,6,24,0,17,7,4,4,5,41,32,21,0,4,11,0,9,1,0,1,0,0,15,1,28,11,3,3,3,4,0,11,2,7,0,3,0,11,32,2,53,29,12,73,0,3,2,0,8,39,0,5,23,203,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106122957314744,0.0941541096354935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308592191786183,0.13808808481143212,0.0,0.1094720053542304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734733851947885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169112474009952,0.0,0.0,0.17372406994615114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381289956221928,0.0,0.0,0.0785770572966438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014114381618176,0.0,0.0,0.07565312530647869,0.0,0.1613974370957664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080245730111897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637651708736241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691229934024722,0.0,0.05103052060572369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601852812149545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072144348439026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386754141986219,0.17998913925761326,0.0792874493002735,0.0,0.07540215959937796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331583674322525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868747245057079,0.060844974959869534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571604929578859,0.0,0.0,0.3752515982488772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513257766302933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752266866226885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336272619586308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271096270143492,0.0,0.07170752626069073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278966806200256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896024455444076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707425839805586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771314843716044,0.0,0.0,0.232652814288028,0.19778507805772055,0.07408730688988825,0.0,0.07127223211749527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kyogene,2018/02/08,"So bored but not motivated enough to start/stay on a task and end up doing nothing This is so frustrating. I want to do something but as soon as I start something I get distracted. Can't draw, can't watch a series... Feels like I've too much energy and nothing to do with it. Is this an ADHD thing or just a normal human thing I'm whining about?",1.3753571428571445,3.3720961388888924,3.3353174603174587,89.47000000000001,80.66666666666667,6.336507936507938,21.3968253968254,7.447530270364453,0.7267158730158729,270,8,58,4,7,91,51,72,0.203,0.695,0.102,-0.8276,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,12,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,9,12,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826555737164034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124450968551851,0.24783988485395836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128061199065344,0.1713562989684264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531714543817304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718366282276067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632497343065062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501223914362915,0.4603049954605305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693124685362684,0.0,0.0,0.3395488142591047,0.2556592440315668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187051485414242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147586303468807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,klosingweight,2018/02/08,"Terrified of psych evaluation results **I'm an event planner who is struggling immensely in my job.** I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown yet I don't take action to get things organized and do what I need to do to get out of this hole I dug for myself. My personal life and professional life is all over the place. I look good on paper but I've struggled with time management, procrastination, focus, consistency, and moderation my whole life. 


**I had considered the possibility of having adhd before** (another time when things got really bad) and I don't even remember why I didn't pursue anything with it. Anyway, i finally scheduled an appointment with a psychiatrist to undergo an evaluation. 


**I am scared because if I don't get diagnosed, I will continue feeling like a piece of shit as I always have.** I feel like an imposter because I spend more than half my day at work bullshitting and then do things right before deadlines. I am a binge eater and have gained over 115 pounds since 2013, weighing myself at 315 this morning. An all time high on the scale but an all time low for my self esteem. 



If I don't have something wrong with my brain medically, I don't know how to move forward and face the fact that I am a lazy piece of shit with no self control. I don't know how to handle that. I've always thought that but now that I've been doing research I found solace in thinking maybe it's not all me, maybe there's something else. 


But as the appointment nears and I get more hopeful about figuring out what's wrong with me, I get more scared that it's nothing and I'm just the problem myself. 

Idk if this makes sense. Also it doesn't help that when I told my best friend and mother this revelation that I may have something I didn't feel enthusiasm from them. Like I'm crazy for thinking this may be me just because i'm not hyper and because I've had some success in life. Like I'm making an excuse for my behavior. That really hurt. Sorry I'm all over the place. I'm having a tough time right now, feeling very down and confused about everything. 

Thanks for reading if you got through this mess. 

**TL;DR**: Feel like I have ADHD but don't know officially. Scared of not being diagnosed and subsequently feeling like all my lifelong self destructive behavior really is a character flaw and not a medical issue.",2.5768289085545706,5.148962840707966,3.9289601769911515,83.66602138643069,79.88495575221239,7.217994100294986,25.12463126843657,8.278499904357787,1.8670551622418872,1852,71,351,39,48,607,207,452,0.142,0.72,0.13699999999999998,-0.5107,1,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,1,6,15,30,3,6,23,0,35,13,4,6,7,73,72,31,0,7,15,1,7,7,1,3,8,0,0,4,24,22,1,1,16,1,1,3,15,17,0,1,10,8,44,13,46,57,14,41,0,2,1,0,12,23,2,9,24,229,68,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760907833149215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058586732966907126,0.1219179120611616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682046460125284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602874966860967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061169809876128765,0.1786367126129691,0.0,0.12467929763850125,0.0,0.07688281794620626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178341794986421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216835368264963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047247234055421285,0.0,0.0,0.14871658768358573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061200099811757364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048388148133250417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584219292789274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593004643487421,0.261688087075163,0.0,0.08025375923877437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032681974251854,0.0566012067137807,0.0,0.19137904042545886,0.0,0.0,0.061447785650114585,0.11718690389590485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910525183647367,0.07740418654463563,0.0,0.07276462601508256,0.0,0.0,0.07842733236929009,0.0,0.0,0.07646536892902496,0.072700160878207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078686060851378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698542356135866,0.2505411020383866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061520723362864724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780446881765252,0.0,0.14720088645365584,0.0,0.0,0.14760534323225274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786476615218613,0.0,0.054322045481028126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029583065131602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396861140714097,0.15308414168771686,0.0,0.0,0.08259068205701378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010080838431844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328074758596614,0.0,0.1407984680280045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829903434213513,0.12512885443334562,0.0,0.0,0.2200408905999887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928135821631296,0.0,0.1504025675779177,0.06060219185167923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919951120455134,0.0,0.08200960437568029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531764449445439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508309601501669,0.0,0.0,0.06744881419119432,0.0,0.0,0.14601390406694925,0.09388528152184383,0.0,0.05816098885473792,0.2135951642427857,0.0,0.0,0.07000395063260538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044793326993885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661065872238411,0.08179320327093756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333482385128357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019863533569698,0.0,0.0
adhd,Richcher,2018/02/08,"This is me everyday. Except I shortened it. I'm heading to work. This is how it goes. Oh wait. My keys. Oh wait. My wallet. Oh wait. My phone. Oh wait. My ID. Okay. All set.

I'm in my car. I ignite my ignition.
Car is on. Then I panick. Where are my keys??
Oh wait. It's on. Drives to work.
Oh wait. I left something else at home. Oh well.

At work. I work. Oh wait. I need to clock in. Clock in 30 minutes late.
-a lot of oh waits later-
Out of work. I left stuff at work.
I forgot to clock out. I'll clock in tomorrow. 
Oh wait........ I forgot.

TL;DR I'm always a zombie. Oh wait.",-4.301520146520144,-5.5925957063492024,-0.6569841269841259,105.52719780219783,148.92063492063494,2.2446886446886447,8.786324786324787,4.713530739802397,-1.9823550671550672,415,7,109,3,39,146,60,126,0.0,0.962,0.038,0.5204,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,3,1,21,20,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,12,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,17,2,18,18,2,27,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,1,9,53,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593793330663707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651524019222414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000000380736142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592975086516774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978467502477397,0.0,0.38112193756096896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910969612825975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004893073486015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350232385284401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077876711511605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769602850771608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7661129198694085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hanniepbee,2018/02/08,"Dating experiments: a report on the latest failure So... you know the thing where you get way over invested for about a month and then completely forget about them? I do that, a lot. 

So I came up with this plan. In hindsight I’m not sure why I ever thought it would work. It seemed like a good idea at the time. 

It goes like this:

If I date someone I’m not interested in, I won’t obsess. If I don’t obsess I won’t get bored, if I don’t get bored I won’t forget about them. Voila, problem solved. 

I would be the guiding light of relationship pros! The expert! The bestest!

Turns out that if you’re already bored with them before you start dating them then you remain bored of them. It doesn’t go away. All that happens is you accidentally unintentionally string them along and then have to come up with some way to explain to them that it’s not working. 

Which brings me to my next problem: I have a very vague grasp over my brain mouth filter. If he asks why I don’t think it’ll work, currently all I’ve got is ‘I just find you boring’. I can’t say that to him. I just can’t. I might have to date him for eternity just to avoid it. 

So, yeah. Psa: finding them boring from the start doesn’t stop you finding them boring later. Also: how do I ditch him without hurting him?? 

TL;DR: bored of a guy, again. ",1.313657927590512,3.4273349475655444,2.674157303370788,93.50339575530589,81.54681647940075,5.303870162297129,19.252184769038703,6.42735559955562,-0.11052908863920097,1009,25,225,9,27,326,136,267,0.175,0.769,0.056,-0.9765,1,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,7,9,4,14,19,0,3,13,1,22,2,2,1,4,47,42,15,0,9,12,0,0,2,0,7,0,1,0,1,16,9,0,2,10,0,1,4,14,14,0,0,3,2,39,5,31,31,4,36,0,1,0,0,26,11,0,9,21,148,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370075789094602,0.10413670561351024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173790960284266,0.0,0.12234576353248172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080743588837512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453683332013467,0.0,0.14893672964398494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217280420017436,0.1365329547080503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779124011896196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127379925444857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35705554083579644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410337068604964,0.0,0.07400689804856357,0.10922216755903656,0.10414864846329386,0.0,0.0,0.12893804863191538,0.11515291541937958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940296052362108,0.14700227358351795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156538183183217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272376071012196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107081945061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381426009482963,0.0,0.0,0.10394018063165317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849020615264326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920547285373715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980730307085418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355599032002227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854719084572142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103347912877412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434045147457845,0.0,0.0,0.1088695612847199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273059519168138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651223108758563,0.08343957264867709,0.0,0.103379954263325,0.07593219697635101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164171973671366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074449506415112,0.0,0.20672478953394868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350061819194285,0.0,0.0,0.12552721450062712,0.0,0.28440463748781475,0.0,0.0,0.18500878144480595,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Honkie_kun,2018/02/08,"ADHD/autism/dyspraxia here and how I achieved to be the most successful person from my school... Look I got all this and I see some people who have just got add or adhd complaining about not being able to do collage, high school because of various reasons. I understand that, I was bullied chronically when I was younger too. I am now 24-25 years of age now. When I was 14 I wanted to kill myself, I had the stereotypical drunk abusive step dad(can imagine the things he would do), at school I couldn’t play football because of my dyspraxia so I wasn’t “cool”. Due to this I was bullied by the popular athletic kids whilst also being shunned by the ones who shared my interests in areas such as anime and games. So I was alone, at home and at school. So what did I do?

I studied.... studied again till I understood, the continued to study. I didn’t have a lot at home but I had my books. Yes no where was safe but it wasn’t nearly as bad as I’d like to remember, one thing I’ve realised from talking to many people with adhd which also includes myself. We like to dramatise everything, be our relationships, our friendships or even traits. But getting side tracked I kept my head down, realising that if life is a game then knowledge is your exp. more you know, more you can do.

Fast foreword 4 years, start sixth form/collage. Jockey kids get bad grades and can’t continue so I get a clean slate due to all new faces. Learn how to talk to people properly become “popular” I guess. Every talks and knows who I am which is good, I even get in a few relationships which lead to intimacy. I take up the biggest course I can find, triple award engineering, triple award 3D design, A level maths with further and A level physics. My work ethic doesn’t change.

I managed to get D* in my BTECs and B’s in my A levels. I’ve carved out a very small friend group now, to this day we still all talk and play games. I gained valuable experience with relationships and know I won’t be a wet fish when it comes to dating now. So what’s next? A job or university? I still lived at home during this point and my step dad hadn’t changed. I would often stay till closing times to avoid him and study then go to a friends. Because of this I had signed onto university, an electronic engineering Beng program. I beat all the requirements by a lot so I didn’t worry, I did get a phone call from them though. Because of my grades I had been switched to an integrated masters. Giving me charter ship if I finish the course and work for a year. So I do it.

I struggle. I struggle hard with it. What I failed to mention is that since about the 14 year old mark I stopped taking tablets. I wanted to do this in my control, not the tablets. But I realised at this point that the tablets aren’t a hindrance, they are there to help me concentrate. I pass my integrated masters with a 1st. My placement year offer to take me on full time. Work there for two years. Take savings and invest market shares. Stocks turn profit. Snowballs till I have £300,00. Take the money and create a start up. Now owner of my own electronic company with financial backing.

I wanted to create this post to show people that your “disability” as people call them aren’t some sort of affliction which needs to be medicated. It’s a part of you, it is you. Use it as a drive, yes sometimes we have to work harder. Half an hour homework could take me an excess of 2 hours. But eventually it took me 10 minutes. I live in a studio flat with my wife overlooking most of the city, every time I look over I’m reminded of the crap I’ve had to go through to get here. Damn I earned it though. ADHD isn’t a curse, it’s just a debuff which means we have to try twice as hard. I hope this helped someone and either if you want to be a chef or artist. You may have to try harder but when you get to everyone else’s level you’ll outshine them because of your creativity. Have a lovely day everyone and keep your chins up. You’re all awesome :)",2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,3.658585858585859,88.42454545454548,76.95454545454545,6.672727272727273,24.510101010101014,7.6454224807358475,1.1610813131313136,3114,107,643,45,72,1004,360,792,0.08199999999999999,0.775,0.14300000000000002,0.9945,3,2,0,0,0,1,97.0,6,12,4,17,40,32,3,3,43,3,61,8,3,6,5,100,106,58,1,13,18,2,3,2,2,5,3,0,6,3,37,32,1,7,12,9,3,9,15,10,0,5,24,7,96,22,92,68,21,93,0,1,3,1,58,36,2,18,48,427,133,28,0.059633340308140485,0.07065575694917689,0.0,0.0,0.2866707461443184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176215608478008,0.0,0.095377521398975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045854357750539296,0.09958269654201717,0.18175965377594455,0.06586033921673896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217846157235229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261683338945316,0.051368842378652864,0.0,0.0,0.06688386188142817,0.047612369826986085,0.0,0.0,0.07691714231119075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049816003844355035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877451771619935,0.0,0.10048732234897233,0.11396442439016904,0.053594601088976325,0.05833284956222251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545037926925909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214514159034563,0.0,0.24924767228519004,0.05720573387241469,0.06778200309596585,0.05001761656580072,0.09538845970746183,0.0,0.06569284747164991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683951946869703,0.0,0.06120101137524756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994194198336392,0.06300589813312625,0.17945130760330452,0.05922936237767424,0.11745365596373865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917688868046955,0.05300485285235372,0.06597545563653467,0.0,0.09831877286032348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212079182703057,0.05826767575637867,0.0,0.1053146640510578,0.0,0.10015397363659853,0.0,0.0,0.10139626684310236,0.05382141786914792,0.0,0.0,0.060458847249587465,0.0,0.06495818970832387,0.0,0.06007431661486129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442173662271748,0.0,0.057594251668465934,0.06342073394320309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257515924581904,0.0,0.08081818943154702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457709632712573,0.0,0.2067112481594005,0.052069532591905804,0.0,0.0,0.11274556358039005,0.0,0.057112255837405285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131300575557165,0.0,0.19207167100900813,0.06755294974417896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414084962557307,0.047520051470991066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049329315336829084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052713572558374,0.0,0.058978898385314324,0.0,0.08441757040243993,0.06356120630007664,0.09524652520321396,0.049856142701825874,0.0,0.12468343015277385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269021102705707,0.19172408027559987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923548304334663,0.0,0.11717890815548343,0.0,0.10431804087688842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625483527749197,0.08097424726792629,0.06486395011051402,0.05825310841780512,0.062080410343475036,0.0,0.05150405937196311,0.0,0.049203751062838696,0.14069315664124996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365512789592608,0.06056055175414005,0.0,0.0847236279815683,0.0,0.0,0.2304114960154834
adhd,friendlycryptid,2018/02/08,"concerta not working as it should be? hello. im taking concerta 27 mg right now, and i feel like it has no real effect. it just makes me uncomfortable, anxious and jittery. sure, it does help me focus, but whenever i read a post on here describing taking meds its always like ""oh my god i felt like it cleared my head completely!!!!"" or ""i can do so many things and focus so easily!!!!!"" and thats just not the case for me. higher dose (36 mg) didnt work either. i feel like im missing out. is it really supposed to be magical like that? do i just have unreasonably high expectations?",0.6699420289855063,3.1435816173913085,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,89.34782608695654,6.892753623188408,20.71014492753623,8.021203637495839,1.4187797101449282,446,15,89,11,15,155,80,115,0.062,0.742,0.195,0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,2,2,23,17,9,0,2,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,11,6,5,12,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,55,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302923247209035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941908230030721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022715301172573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504252342296226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382912236813336,0.24560162232879046,0.1650447977031217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764124090715035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152166463775416,0.18161500971328656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713491368505299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198926137083965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474030247755257,0.1742731149913554,0.0,0.0,0.19093502182504027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462653824475215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194010141747934,0.1956525315381168,0.11011943186378838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467961820141331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200766918235546,0.0,0.2584851663556035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419845958031362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502811536226549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,definitelynotSWA,2018/02/08,"This is frustrating. For context, I'm a 24 year old woman. I've been in therapy regularly since age 19. I've been through 4 therapists since and every single one asks me if I'm diagnosed with ADHD before I bring it up. My mother, father, 2 sisters, 1 brother, 2 aunts and 1 uncle are all diagnosed with ADHD and are all medicated for it (hell, they all are on the same _medications_ too!). I was not diagnosed when younger because, every time the school would bring it up (which was frequently with this GPA https://imgur.com/a/k5Cdz ) my parents would intervene because they didn't want people to think they were bad parents or that they had given birth to a ""retard."" So now I'm here, 24, just trying to get screened. Is it always so difficult??

At 19 I started seeing a therapist on my own as I had realized I could see one without having parents informed. I was after a year-ish made an appointment to get screen--my fault for delaying, she suggested I do sooner, but I had delayed seeking treatment because I had such negative connotations associated with ADHD. The appointment is for 6 months in the future. Literally 5 months before I moved cross-country. It was sudden and I didn't predict I would when I made the appointment but I kept calling regularly asking if a slot had been dropped just in case. Nope.

So then I take a year off to settle down before going back to therapy, all while being a college student. Thus far the process has been:

* Wait for insurance
* Wait for therapy
* Wait for therapist to give me a referral
* Therapist leaves the location, I'm assigned a new one
* Receive referral, go to place as I was told they accepted walk-ins. Told to fill out paperwork and wait for them to call me in 2 weeks to schedule an appointment
* Receive a letter saying they do not have all information needed. (Proof of referral from a therapist??) Provide information, wait for response.
* Receive new letter saying they do not screen adults unless I can provide proof (????) of having had ADHD prior to age 18. I have literally no paperwork because I was not DX'd before 18. I was however provided a number to call a place that does do adult screening.
* Call the place. Told they accept walk-ins at any location. Go to the location closest to me. It's closed despite being normal hours, turns out that location closed and wasn't updated on their website.
* Go to other location. Told they only screen adults at their main location.
* At this point I called to double-check I had everything in order before going (I have no car so ubering gets expensive), and it turns out I need my insurance card... which I don't have because my wallet was recently stolen.

And now I'm currently trying to figure out how to request a new insurance card. I called my provider and have literally been through 6 numbers at this point. Either the location isn't available in my ""area"" (I have a MA # and am in CA), or the number I found requires my insurance number to request a card, or the official website gave me what's clearly a scam number??? So I gave up and emailed them and am now waiting on a response.

Of course not everyone will have to be dealing with replacing stolen cards but, otherwise **tl;dr is it always so frustrating?** Because I'm here doing this over a ~4 year period by myself, living on my own, am taking the semester off because my financial aid will no longer cover me, struggling with my job... meanwhile literally every single close relative of mine is diagnosed and medicated, and I'm just not because who the hell knows? And I have my provider fighting me every step of the way, and straight up had my psych (I'm medicated for depression issues) tell me he doesn't refer/prescribe students anything for ADHD because something something drugs something. I'm just _so_ tired and am hoping to have someone to commiserate with I guess.",4.48295794725588,6.721164103786818,5.601063159588901,75.72430322120803,72.05750350631136,8.826882486836963,31.60437311751317,9.421203794752152,3.3271053226956067,3038,142,511,74,61,1005,303,713,0.09,0.878,0.031,-0.9927,6,0,4,0,2,0,127.0,0,0,13,1,22,13,5,1,36,0,67,10,0,4,8,95,120,40,0,11,21,9,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,4,21,31,0,10,10,0,1,14,18,10,0,3,36,8,68,3,84,75,12,94,2,1,6,0,61,41,2,7,36,351,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195894329644206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850815619157062,0.0,0.0,0.0361675400491695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376662200723226,0.0,0.09944136085931456,0.0,0.0,0.040895887395681466,0.04440715064090888,0.29178906558474216,0.0,0.2262820647655917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32584623417369457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042463796476640524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483127269835508,0.04580805650344666,0.21592612190361365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046542444143182385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061677572071995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924221038419344,0.05082042902366453,0.04779913793745078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831447231950924,0.0,0.0,0.08336070909714381,0.05101978013869527,0.15113095581595787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058589137972839135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282458316160561,0.052376390425484406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055511193572779186,0.052777783718381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029229017415326488,0.0,0.0,0.05631510530044107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696322065589752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006496328752048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143126723980766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490332258615693,0.05652710719783754,0.0,0.0788718245710848,0.0,0.15409885645019772,0.0,0.0,0.05210988710023416,0.0,0.0,0.055808581601031235,0.0,0.10811834697902392,0.04044949545127096,0.0,0.0,0.1771665352280319,0.0,0.0,0.03687169701138465,0.0,0.16670062947130995,0.0,0.10055379900053334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251364962387632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845894975209642,0.0,0.053825934783259734,0.08476292196990949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799015946515132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506337356857831,0.12283294974504795,0.0,0.0,0.037644529579684186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560038096461165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997681691213059,0.0,0.04648592659041928,0.0,0.1824646253781946,0.3087587062687855,0.0,0.03407872157807425,0.0,0.0,0.0310125293961412,0.0611281921344422,0.0,0.2032817160946581,0.0,0.07221808047633672,0.11569974719480107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031369818342270116,0.04221567969598854,0.04266170015150705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051268323382357366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334303170936053,0.0,0.0,0.1369972678421372
adhd,robotunicorn42,2018/02/08,"ADHD Women's Palooza (online, ending soon!) It's a thing! Its free and ending soon. Lots of cool videos with tips, advice, and other cool specifically things for women with adhd. Its ending really soon (today?). Just found out about it and wanted to share! ",2.7792028985507216,5.776732282608697,3.5608695652173914,83.18811594202901,84.86956521739131,4.8057971014492775,12.014492753623188,6.42735559955562,-0.4626985507246375,199,2,32,2,6,63,33,46,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.8743,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,7,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494100742889036,0.22336271958043874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073539144413415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506227933758576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432792235745355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643222721597682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037126962598867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666419220435928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482058891927418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Prawn_Cena,2018/02/08,"Having trouble telling the difference on and off meds I’m on 60 mg vyvanse right now, and it’s hard for me to see a real difference between being on and off the meds. The only difference I ever notice is I seem more fatigued without it. I still take it dutifully but I’m afraid it’s not working.",1.0722248243559704,3.455819360655738,3.670866510538641,84.2654098360656,84.90163934426229,6.108665105386418,26.747072599531606,7.447530270364453,1.7774384074941452,235,11,45,4,7,82,42,61,0.08900000000000001,0.911,0.0,-0.4398,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,9,7,1,9,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,3,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247555827482029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803005797749792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855575713138186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428095580122212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693246320542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159539698606145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268751174778027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022218306059092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883595904436962,0.18145769769120448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918094265461338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986734907585894,0.0,0.17421855123580032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214187344613806,0.0,0.14511073709147868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tarryhilis,2018/02/08,"Finally getting over the shame -- where to go from here? I was diagnosed with ADHD, along with a litany of other issues, when I was 10 years old. I took medication (started on Concerta, but that made me ill, so I took Strattera most of the time) and went to therapy from that time until I was 13, at which point my family could no longer afford treatment and my insurance decided not to cover anything.

I'm now a junior in college and, after a bout with depression last semester, I've started on Lexapro and therapy, but I realized that part of the reason I was okay with the depression coming on until it was crippling was because it kind of helped ""numb"" my ADHD symptoms. I told my girlfriend of ~2 yrs that I have ADHD, and she kind of just said ""yeah, I know."" 

That caused me to look up the symptoms of ADHD -- it's one of those things you *think* you know, but you don't really until you take another look at yourself -- and my God, I'm a bit ashamed of not having sought treatment in the nearly decade since I last stopped. 

So I made an appointment with my doctor (he's just a family physician, but he's provided through my college so I don't have to pay to see him) to discuss, and he said that because I can focus on doing things sometimes, I don't have ADHD, and that I should just try to focus more. Uh, I've been trying to do that for the past decade of my life and nothing has helped.

My question is, where do I go from here? I can't afford an appointment with a psychiatrist right now, and I'm planning on discussing how to control my symptoms with my counselor, but I'm a bit lost.",4.503231825645617,5.144155442006273,5.537420510523962,82.417920585162,69.81504702194357,8.584027466786088,29.924018510225405,8.704169506293173,2.236509061053889,1242,47,249,20,21,411,154,319,0.092,0.887,0.021,-0.9751,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,0,3,14,9,0,2,16,2,23,10,0,6,0,45,49,23,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0,16,19,0,2,7,0,1,6,7,6,1,1,16,5,37,3,49,31,5,40,0,3,3,0,18,16,0,2,18,177,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375751375014696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938079121315281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361897927999406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906948511210347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533701123036132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190133840002962,0.0,0.07706293823533325,0.0,0.0,0.1003383895458582,0.07142752192406124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410567267571032,0.09080127712280836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156737161850087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867219354789673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800041738842824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046739806381631326,0.0,0.10168577052112593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992796902187325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337429351451576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632023300781747,0.09833111758627054,0.14584570434302696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318912065533899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024982318051594,0.0,0.09765751317496324,0.0,0.0,0.1693007798489516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012278915486664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584047413902113,0.0,0.09387452410316817,0.0,0.0606212526120985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687780676448572,0.08540087789826957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456978978091671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002170648065855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731116218220756,0.0919810561572589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639941155478655,0.17019625444045988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712890270030819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740032635536497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847945550247123,0.0,0.12664225457810924,0.0,0.0,0.07479360382237069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789534524926278,0.06726372012627661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461345288546534,0.0,0.11886814755930165,0.057323151357908275,0.0,0.0,0.10433113885999476,0.0,0.0,0.0854840501667075,0.19878946234160555,0.1214766213702722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293146727643674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761010651575696
adhd,mousadafousa,2018/02/08,"Tempted to resort to cigarettes for focus, but too ashamed to confront friends and family The title really says it all. I am prescribed adderall, and use it too but I hate taking it because it destroys my ability to be sociable. I am very aware of the negative impacts this has on my current and future health but I can't stop myself and I hate that I keep making the same mistake over and over again. 

I don't know where to turn. My family and friends would be supportive I'm sure but I really don't want to let them down. I also don't want to get addicted. Can any of you relate? ",1.4295632333767898,3.8112042118644105,3.5500000000000007,85.77785528031292,83.15254237288136,7.020599739243806,24.33116036505867,8.139509932561175,1.7668988265971317,459,18,90,10,13,156,73,118,0.228,0.611,0.161,-0.8926,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,5,10,4,1,3,0,12,2,0,2,2,22,25,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,15,4,14,21,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210935112139232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547356817656232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315813645770697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179510791724418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648145443229864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898326348256804,0.0,0.10109171410056683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820670744902488,0.0,0.20567321277710945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719848015065661,0.0,0.0,0.1063382798920522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785893429160936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915757882226075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479121789589549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387280276133553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176818432721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195727113871147,0.18236415496921335,0.0,0.14548209097884518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046400441413896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711517816195826,0.0,0.1596513697244427,0.2282534835600727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745134225647726,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DepressedBagel,2018/02/08,"I started my meds today - WHAT HAVE I BEEN MISSING!? I started Adderall today, in a low dose and I feel much more talkative and focused. Studying is easier, finishing jobs is easier because I don't have the urge to find something more interesting, and I don't forget what I'm talking about mid conversation! Is this what I've been missing my whole life?",3.9072139303482594,6.209859447761192,5.320223880597017,76.80829601990051,73.92537313432838,8.048756218905472,32.062189054726375,8.841846274778883,3.0923651741293536,281,14,48,6,6,94,44,67,0.064,0.727,0.209,0.8679,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,6,15,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,3,13,4,8,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036205427068998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130821033733304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554301214751352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733042266300223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739762026633856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104276873431676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544228813079551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151493265392844,0.0,0.0,0.3956199962844456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462705206000366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298089445238837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31201779143366065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Micahmoore,2018/02/08,I love how personality quizzes always have a perfect description of ADHD. I got [these](https://imgur.com/Q4Ca9cg) results on a personality quiz I had to do. I just love having one of the four categories perfectly represent the majority of the ADHD community!,7.706428571428571,11.200604166666668,9.29547619047619,47.12035714285716,66.85714285714286,12.771428571428574,41.45238095238096,11.698219412168324,7.017266666666668,213,13,26,9,4,74,31,42,0.0,0.6509999999999999,0.349,0.9558,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,2,2,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,5,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6452444862116623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337018169546866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470233186429694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48456947333828704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819072640570824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687967538568678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,schweinemaske,2018/02/08,"Finally brought ADHD up with my therapist I'm sorry this is long. I don't know how to compress my thoughts and I have a lot on my mind after my appointment today. 

So I've been wanting to mention the possibility of me having ADHD to my therapist for a while. I've been seeing her for about 5 months now, mainly for my terrible anxiety. I put off mentioning it because I worried she wouldn't take it seriously, or would just blame my symptoms on my anxiety. That and I go through times of questioning if I actually have it myself. I figured I'd just focus on my anxiety for now and hope things with the potential ADHD would improve. 

They haven't really. In fact now that anxiety isn't dominating my life I'm actually more aware of how unproductive I've been all these years, how forgetful I am, most all of the textbook ADHD symptoms, and can see where the problems definitely lie. It was for sure time to bring it up but I can't help but get the feeling she doesn't really know a ton about adult ADHD. I was explaining my awful working memory, talking about, for instance, going upstairs to get water only to realize I left the empty glass downstairs. Go to get it and head back up, get my water. Get distracted by the dog. Go back downstairs, sigh in self-exasperation because I left the cup sitting in the built in water dispenser tray on the fridge. I made sure to emphasize that im experiencing these things CONSTANTLY. Her response was ""that's not really an ADHD thing. You might just be naturally forgetful"". 

Uhhhhh. Like maybe I'm misunderstanding or I don't know as much as I thought, but I was under the impression stuff like that can absolutely be an ADHD thing? 

I got similar vibes when talking about how hard it is to get stuff done, and how much I procrastinate pretty much everything. To her it's not necessarily an ADHD thing. Like she seemed confused as to why I was even mentioning it alongside my other symptoms. It's like to her ADHD is just being easily distracted, impulsive, and hyper. She believes in it, at least THAT'S not the problem. Just seems like this isn't her area of expertise. She did agree that I might have it based on other things but it just really rubbed me the wrong way. 

She also told me that while she would for sure look into finding someone for me to talk to regarding a diagnosis and medication, she's not optimistic that she'll find someone, apparently most of the people who specialize in ADHD around here only deal with children? 

So I'm just frustrated. I want to finally make progress in my life and this shit is seriously holding me back. 

I'll continue to see her, we get along really well and she has helped a ton with the anxiety, like she's not incompetent but I also worry she's not going to bring the help I need with figuring out ADHD. Not really an issue if she refers me to an ADHD specialist who, you know, is knowledgeable on it. I think I'm going to wait it out and see if she has any good news when I go in for my next appointment... a whooole month from today. 

So yes. Thoughts on all that?",4.527582123758595,5.975327689075633,6.065040106951872,75.66472593582891,70.42857142857143,9.778838808250574,29.657181054239878,10.072549414572508,3.0974117647058823,2425,96,454,65,44,826,252,595,0.106,0.772,0.122,0.894,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,2,1,2,34,26,2,3,27,2,41,11,2,7,7,102,90,38,0,13,24,0,3,6,0,7,6,0,0,2,42,22,3,2,20,0,0,11,15,11,2,0,17,9,71,14,76,63,14,66,0,0,5,0,41,29,1,15,30,329,113,3,0.0,0.0,0.09161661174228576,0.0,0.6769772911867524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507848515555543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031921950433225814,0.0,0.1795512742065296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417880452337456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828575749909528,0.0,0.05723042187608285,0.0,0.0,0.0528871958435215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050727277095899234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048394808352683935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048037633936760825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031004535304768724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218815296577697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02373512260925811,0.0,0.0,0.10284462653156076,0.08580768572239564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167562351784182,0.0,0.18674625986434376,0.039372451996766714,0.037543547741192056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205052280035162,0.0,0.0481757038413758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439205092252634,0.0,0.0,0.04662367755860992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070506698712583,0.0489949155322813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319167340388376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200454001678004,0.0,0.06631259016886007,0.13759999521347405,0.0,0.0,0.04154190746397121,0.03941918657904052,0.0,0.0,0.03990813560337713,0.0,0.044417350300804334,0.031333934273228836,0.0,0.04715922449003061,0.0,0.0,0.0472888016174372,0.0,0.0995954034991186,0.04739771275820453,0.0,0.07493679834257122,0.0,0.10352260253534663,0.03480665910804825,0.0,0.0,0.049923006616948776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714025221007042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032543448705280933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291968832181883,0.0,0.047756561906823286,0.0,0.08983369160808716,0.0,0.04718935131684654,0.052585421964435004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043224389618215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962575779388515,0.08546788047219156,0.04897040728490662,0.0,0.04818495743581756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954706211450659,0.0,0.0,0.05254736484632428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747398019531387,0.0,0.0,0.1327259266789552,0.14637112986766382,0.035294299554315865,0.11318982688846248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900581133181517,0.1871157884019125,0.0300783315526589,0.0,0.11179934561710518,0.05474413934963268,0.0,0.08899044314365451,0.04485478454114387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553748352727262,0.03726011868455035,0.0,0.0,0.04220620558697003,0.0,0.042357562678678906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417410032963091,0.0953431043120882,0.0,0.10003806272859384,0.05132335537375464,0.0,0.030228901299332943
adhd,kubunto,2018/02/08,"anxious adhd person has anxiety attack Over the past month, I have kinda come to grips with the fact that I have anxiety. I go to a psych on a weekly basis to try and fix it but it hasnt stopped it from ruining relationships and my weight. I wouldnt be surprised if this gets deleted but I dont have too many places to turn to at this time of day so I'll post this here. 

My goal for this year is to gtfo my head and learn to cope with the anxiety in better ways that dont screw up my life.

Edit: As per the last messages I got from community I am going to look into the anxiety sub for further support.",2.970155038759689,3.6488405891472913,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,73.34108527131785,7.9038759689922475,25.18604651162791,8.167268648758528,1.3175023255813954,472,14,105,7,9,162,85,129,0.115,0.8,0.084,-0.0015,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,7,0,11,4,1,0,1,15,19,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,3,11,3,22,16,0,21,0,1,1,1,3,8,1,2,8,69,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102490429851332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863798948909802,0.17956627603658026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808265772210288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057680748063042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691984035744711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250846970980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725723228721395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304389859322465,0.0,0.18066790321255852,0.0,0.12712543314501454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312675776192864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956403566189778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226984735562057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334764951524946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114857431649768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687097412144438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173408691618825,0.0,0.13878747816465,0.16606708747054674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522284830572871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706509323160598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288785153563976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037258681885088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926840009227125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791542592359728,0.17289004935364674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261657198584642,0.1274986959528285,0.19355614366551827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235745960042238
adhd,nipponfujoshi,2018/02/08,"Language learning with ADD Hi! I’ve been learning Japanese for quite some time now (5+ years) and plan on becoming a Japanese teacher. However, I have always struggled to memorise and remember characters, verbs and vocab. Are there any tools that can assist me? I’m really struggling to keep my grades up as we have quizzes after each unit and my study techniques are not the best. Any help would be muchly appreciated!! ",4.883703007518797,7.546548986842108,5.412706766917295,75.59394736842106,72.28947368421052,9.079699248120301,31.90977443609023,9.606745405546679,3.5958406015037596,337,16,55,9,7,108,64,76,0.119,0.807,0.073,-0.5771,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,7,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,35,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141381392806952,0.0,0.0,0.3500174475096245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842259398930838,0.0,0.0,0.2700758780940722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249815190235998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874698642648125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891839137188219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273726372772906,0.0,0.0,0.16486678863050114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915305457265182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380820315492526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006448275577144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828160398245635,0.0,0.0,0.16572676058666005
adhd,tgordon650,2018/02/08,"Should I become a film industry payroll accountant? Apologies in advance for adding to the dozens of career-centered questions on this sub 🙃🙃

Like a lot of ADHDers, I've job hopped a lot looking for something that would engage me on a day to day basis. I've ended up in food service as a supervisor at a coffee shop, but the pay is bad, and as I near 30, I have no savings and am (barely) living paycheck to paycheck.

I have a friend who works as a payroll accountant in the film industry, and after I picked her brain about her job, she offered to teach me the ropes if I decided it was something I wanted to pursue. The pay could ultimately amount to about three times what I currently make, or more.

I have seen in a lot of places (especially on this sub) that people with ADHD really suffer in accounting or other data entry-heavy roles. Lord knows data entry has been my death in the past. But there are a few important counterpoints that are applicable here. For one, in the film industry, everything you do is project based, so you're not working on one thing longer than three months or so. There's the opportunity to travel for work, which would provide additional novelty and excitement. Working on a film is a potentially high-pressure, high-stakes environment, which I thrive in. Also, I took a few accounting classes in college (I was a business minor) and I really enjoyed them--logic and solving puzzles are pretty fun for me. My friend told me that payroll accounting isn't quite the same as all that, but the fact that I enjoyed those classes still seems to bode well.

So what do you guys think? Any of y'all have any experience in the industry? Or any adjacent experience that might help guide this decision?

TIA!",6.521238532110092,7.077758149847096,7.025032110091742,73.81773165137615,65.36085626911316,10.209724770642204,33.78119266055046,10.125756701596842,3.44477504587156,1373,57,245,30,20,450,181,327,0.062,0.773,0.166,0.9899,3,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,7,11,13,0,0,25,0,23,2,1,2,2,39,32,22,1,6,9,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,19,8,1,0,6,6,8,3,3,2,1,5,6,2,26,11,44,21,9,31,1,1,2,0,16,19,0,12,10,175,45,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388327905785167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574210631444248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424638556385045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996335593081508,0.0,0.13222418672041591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364999718515191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955887405542674,0.0,0.0,0.1544223231752019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060386729305946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759893778065928,0.2342233181358687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476902250429222,0.0,0.18499474117382625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185441798582501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802475236941571,0.25298696418267513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376123801205985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579640056222426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849040659828492,0.0,0.10571723414647814,0.0,0.10053681675808504,0.0,0.0,0.30535157606069474,0.0,0.0,0.07991575376678324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700674088569874,0.0,0.0,0.09556142347455857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225424127616472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428875229919505,0.08300056452455101,0.0,0.1250846175088768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180090788517994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341166926817307,0.127339703889946,0.0,0.0,0.15339470459364066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899094303360668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433658691121765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561060937976247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795383642826959,0.0767133969554427,0.0,0.0,0.06981120088991773,0.0,0.0,0.11440005858807173,0.13301619480020752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061548131720385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764498015815104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486378650481168,0.0,0.0,0.17009497580933694,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Monkeydick99,2018/02/08,"Can you be very intelligent and have ADHD? Hi guys, in a week I’ll be seeing a psychologist for the ADHD that I think I have. I’ve told all of my friends because I’m very happy that maybe the psychologist will help me solve my problems. Although EVERYONE I’ve told has said ”oh I think you’re over reacting. How can you have higher grades than me and ADHD”

I’ve always been very talented when it comes to language. I learn quickly and always do research on the countries language before going there, It’s just something that I do not need to study a long time for. I have better grades since my parents are 1000x more strict than theirs, and some subjects are easier than others depending on which one of them i find more interesting. They think I’m some kind of genius just because i ”study” 4-5hrs a day. What they do not realise is that i only do maybe 30min of active studying a day, the rest goes for googling things and watching Youtube clips. I’m not from any english speaking country btw so don’t point that out please. My question is really short and it’s in the ”subject” field so you basically read all this in vain lol.",4.991180866965621,5.912993529147986,5.2887174887892385,83.62425710014949,68.86547085201794,7.919760837070254,29.21644245142003,8.021203637495839,1.830886038863976,899,32,177,11,15,285,132,223,0.025,0.8190000000000001,0.156,0.9808,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,4,1,8,8,0,0,10,1,20,0,0,3,2,28,33,11,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,13,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,4,22,6,20,26,7,18,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,4,7,111,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694577719469112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668865070313376,0.0,0.0,0.08854659039041743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874840524962872,0.0,0.1107982753278618,0.0,0.0,0.11515928611440265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121635307633099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679480762726384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442028697849015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900867423348785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059915646214064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740007798249756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289273891956827,0.0,0.13860991007560236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727635326911685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355926445665781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523087450258815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26162489931706256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654832944328312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823299355006856,0.09902981790725872,0.0,0.0,0.14458169401254067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293038958048154,0.12308959968242356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459243539519133,0.0,0.0,0.14586388851558516,0.0,0.13024424424980302,0.0,0.08341522461646488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238585840215212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375972103384502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771023683054128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024125567414917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650507903572498,0.250298023849602,0.0,0.0,0.07592591958639308,0.0,0.0,0.2488405739569803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223082041829544,0.0,0.0,0.10444581200542684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alfredo3700,2018/02/08,"Vyvanse vs. generic Adderall XR differences for someone with ADHD If you are currently taking or thinking about taking medication for ADHD please read. Not everyone reacts to chemicals the same way and maybe different medication is right for you, maybe not.

Ive lived with pretty severe ADD for awhile now. The vast majority of the time im the lazy and unnattentive type of ADD, but it can be hyperactive sometimes. My positive way of looking at it is this: im just thinking a LOT and using my imagination about the stimuli im recieving more than most people, i can live with that and honestly sometimes i enjoy having the brain i do. But enough about my ADD.

Below is good information for anyone taking or considering meds for treating ADHD.

I took 50mg Vyvanse for several years and it helped a lot. But during school it was mentally taxing taking a stimulant 5 days a week that slowly releases its chemicals throughout a 10-14 hour period.

Vyvanse really felt like a stimulant. I would get speedy/tweaky half the time, but i dealt with it because I was focused. Too focused but focused. I had to take melatonin to sleep, and sometimes it was hard to brainstorm ideas because i was all upfront. I would have to stop takingg my meds for a few weeks or during summer break because my brain was wired all the damn time. I eventually just stopped taking it and starting having the classic ADD problems again.

So i switched to the generic version of adderall. 20mg b973 is on the back of the pill.

Adderall calms me way the hell down, but im focused and awake. Its so hard to explain because i feel a lot of things.
Things are vivid, and i can talk and move a bit more smoothly/without stuttering. I know its an amphetamine like vyvanse, but the speediness isnt nearly as noticeable or severe. The most notable and IMPORTANT feeling is i feel really really calm. Its a very sobering feeling, i feel calm and able to think and use my imagination, as well stay focused. It only lasts around 5 hours for me, half the time of vyvanse. Thats the perfect amount of time to do what i need to do, without beeing speedy all day. Rarely do I need or want that long of stimulation.

Adderall has really opened my eyes as far as how medication affects people differently.
Adderall calms me down and really helps me focus when needed. Sometimes at night it will even make me fall asleep, its SO different than vyvanse.",5.503297563609365,7.154772456570157,6.062911520550719,75.828411959236,68.30957683741647,8.916811770263886,32.75973543902275,9.339509955726095,3.1688420193021534,1919,86,329,39,33,622,220,449,0.07200000000000001,0.765,0.163,0.9928,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,1,17,16,2,0,28,0,30,9,5,9,4,86,58,36,0,8,19,0,8,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,22,24,0,2,15,1,1,3,4,4,1,2,8,11,34,12,50,46,17,45,1,0,3,0,7,12,2,11,27,220,56,4,0.06524918448046202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352505197218793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045623746907844334,0.0,0.0,0.058085607818050985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017259527368137,0.0,0.1591011889530201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123521006204685,0.0,0.0,0.14567933816221046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416065211909196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27268604080435915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674198497747647,0.0,0.043096470969630235,0.0,0.0,0.062348391963452626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495974095976482,0.0,0.06264944953977357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034090005830266286,0.0,0.0,0.054727920215621936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690090609707632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747030592694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851460653188546,0.0,0.0,0.07365838712040998,0.2819212642206863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035859245376869346,0.053186794044219936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375491134707913,0.0,0.11523245063344716,0.0577434749931162,0.05479288153655267,0.0,0.0,0.16641756993711268,0.0,0.0,0.043554337308929464,0.0,0.13110315179420104,0.0,0.14495426916418552,0.19719506640511034,0.06575583118433143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934955693683252,0.0,0.14514433056854426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123193953393687,0.0,0.0,0.07428662899968888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962494503825195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047113776048593,0.0,0.0,0.07162401059719041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638187812188245,0.0,0.06243465745295619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526684183644632,0.0,0.20900149189520487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055722447030827564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603565818193337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211390180628752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529630666115131,0.0,0.05528542226868861,0.0,0.2581324474740159,0.0,0.04618370861098048,0.06954694897592813,0.0,0.10910247978148567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943555982086383,0.052444822890215584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669731770480893,0.12542712830545488,0.0,0.0,0.19023662095299676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249424478664593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270869128205245,0.0,0.05383741064378425,0.038485659554653065,0.15537529662314153,0.10467792004018192,0.0,0.0586668529599711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579577083317464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270229712872116,0.0,0.0,0.04201833552687197
adhd,22051809200119,2018/02/08,"I've been taking Adderall for almost a year now and my psychiatrist wants me to cut back I started on 5 mg of generic Adderall IR x2 daily about a year ago after being diagnosed with ADHD. It was then increased to 10 mg after 4 months and has been that way since. I usually take it twice a day everyday since I have trouble functioning with daily tasks/responsibilities/work without it. There are some days when I only take it once a day. I see my doctor every 2 months and I get two prescriptions for those 2 months.

Anyways, last appointment my doctor told me to spread out my medication between 2.5 months instead of my usual 2 months. She then asked me how much I had been taking, which she has never done before. Then asked me if I had picked up my last prescription yet, because she was only going to write me one script if I hadn't. When my appointment was over, she left her office and told the receptionist to schedule my next appointment for 2.5 months instead of my usual 2 months. Essentially forcing me to stop taking my medication daily. I left without expressing my concerns because I didn't want to question her.

I have to wonder why she made this decision because I pick up my medication on time every 30 days. I've never gone to the pharmacy early and some months I go a few days later if I have extra. I never run out so I haven't once called my doctor asking for more. I have not once asked to increase my dosage and I take my medication responsibly. My worry is that she is trying to wean me off my medication all of a sudden. I don't like imagining myself being how I was before adderall, as my life/relationships/finances have turned around drastically with the help of my medication. I'm also worried if I say something to my doctor about my concerns of spreading it out, she might think I'm abusing it, selling it, addicted or whatever doctors might be afraid of. I hate the stigma about Adderall and I wish I didn't even have to worry about it. I'm trying to figure out how to plan the next 2.5 months when I'll potentially be missing my medication for two weeks or so.

Does anyone have any idea why my doctor would be doing this? And any advice on what I should tell her next time I see her? Thank you so much!",4.737410537144537,5.937349186788158,5.8991902417517865,77.99113086927771,69.66059225512528,8.398001322654126,28.056506723491808,8.748949900417786,2.1517654640311563,1779,61,331,30,31,594,200,439,0.068,0.902,0.03,-0.9272,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,1,23,7,2,1,11,0,37,15,0,6,4,54,69,28,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,4,15,1,0,0,15,16,0,1,7,0,1,6,11,5,0,4,17,3,70,2,52,43,10,70,0,1,2,0,25,14,0,13,50,236,85,6,0.0,0.06679583997407085,0.0,0.06145770012279881,0.06775248794828193,0.055089561239138704,0.04997354737686945,0.0,0.05645199678798792,0.0,0.0,0.04508352844533265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667465092856071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394191141364994,0.0,0.0,0.05018621571991092,0.21081421687467145,0.0,0.0,0.043349338747046,0.0,0.10309808518017964,0.0,0.0959429272972858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756576713928273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178791619120088,0.0,0.0,0.057220023814204615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462167505107901,0.04933464721666202,0.05769178830785673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03723553682391876,0.0,0.09499770992295656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029453912092129168,0.0,0.0640790790080532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565921067545563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778736082169621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364116421377647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919072389744086,0.0,0.0,0.12250445841765345,0.0,0.0398197371586189,0.02754225921239287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533439339273734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975472387099351,0.0,0.11961115617540267,0.0,0.0,0.4049860283424395,0.0,0.08288507129514311,0.0,0.1304409609506668,0.0,0.1798681966660751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011444836164295,0.038201549890313984,0.08575233316244915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315354823772715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483212146737648,0.0,0.0,0.0898480715704202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326891949199337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043400673326704255,0.0,0.0,0.03990292346352766,0.0,0.0,0.047132506584439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543245066202326,0.0,0.049274739027944235,0.05190305687313692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612319330452298,0.0,0.0,0.06574610445244966,0.0,0.0,0.1077385592200001,0.0,0.07655063219292646,0.061320438966983325,0.11014149379693934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862691996824316,0.0,0.06650355174324754,0.044748308842699085,0.045221087233037305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174037890842437,0.0,0.06482913116703587,0.10868808864773988,0.06113690828129632,0.04104209138243551,0.17175640450447818,0.0,0.04004759230553735,0.0,0.0,0.07260804630119992
adhd,danielsaid,2018/02/09,"Learning three quarters of material in two days! I'll keep this updated to motivate myself. I'm retaking the third quarter of ochem, and haven't been going to class all quarter. I waited a year before retaking so I've forgotten most things, not that I had them down well to start with.



Today I am at chapter 5/23 before Tuesdays 8:00am midterm (half my grade). I spent today playing pokemon GO, caught a shiny btw, but now need to focus back on my studying. Which I'll go do now. :) 

goodbye for real internet and all your dazzling things to do and see. ",2.7169554030874754,5.258395103773586,3.8644082332761593,84.52012864493999,79.09433962264151,6.496054888507719,27.560891938250432,7.686295010490155,1.901766037735849,435,19,79,7,11,141,80,106,0.016,0.895,0.08900000000000001,0.7545,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,15,17,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,1,1,4,2,0,1,7,4,2,9,2,13,13,3,18,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,10,56,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806465925688452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998160848189681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151035092718246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40054823022681424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881649045183973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419754486069353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26740166012349137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872087146794617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628459315801902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121539745512788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453721531724165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949237669992756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211230195012765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128715381254246
adhd,r-f-b,2018/02/09,"Have any non-stimulant medications helped with achieving wakefulness more quickly in the morning? I wake at 6:30am and really struggle through my morning routine, not really feeling fully awake until 9-10am.",11.369090909090907,13.052523636363638,9.796515151515155,54.21477272727276,55.06060606060606,12.660606060606062,49.83333333333334,12.161744961471696,7.256224242424244,172,11,19,5,2,53,31,33,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.4905,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306685127891094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280314646862739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228560406662563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543197384569945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778248200584216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47146723066439294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pressandrelease,2018/02/09,"Help me help my daughter, ADHD-PI My daughter is ADHD-PI (diagnosed 4 years ago, she is now 13)...its actually what led to my diagnosis since it is frequently genetic. Neither of us is particularly keen on drugs or side effects and I have been able to manage my expressions of the ADHD fairly successfully (although its been a long road), so she is not on anything for it. 

My ex, with whom my daughter spends 50% of her time, doesn't believe ADHD ""...is a thing"" and won't give our daughter the support she needs or work with her on the things she is now starting to struggle with as a teen with ADHD. Suddenly school has deadlines and requires concentration and work and she is all of a sudden struggling—particularly with math which is much more rigorous and rigid than her lib arts classes. Her mom just gets mad at her, yells at her, tells her to try harder and stop ""goofing off and getting distracted with everything"" and I get text messages from her when she's over there wondering why she is a complete failure and such a ""disappointment"".

Clearly her mom and her have some things to work out, but I have struggled with giving her strategies that will help her help herself. Its been a while since I was 13 and my strategies have evolved and been refined to work with how I work and what works for me—not necessarily the same for a barely-teen in 2018. Nothing I have tried to suggest to her has really taken hold. 

Do any of you have suggestions for things I can suggest to her or ways I can help her understand her ADHD and start to learn to live with it? Any parents have successful ways they've helped their kiddos grapple with it? Anyone closer to 13 remember your ""a-ha"" moments with ADHD and how to manage it?

Its just now starting to sink in for her what it all means. She has done some reading online and talked a lot with me about it, but she is still struggling to understand it all and take it all in (complicated by her mom saying it isn't a thing and making her second guess herself). Help?",7.072966372115854,6.647625528350518,7.03478645066274,77.53475945017182,64.33505154639175,9.864702994599902,34.197839960726554,9.23628265651192,2.8797345115365736,1587,61,305,24,21,507,190,388,0.049,0.862,0.08900000000000001,0.957,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,1,10,13,11,1,5,14,0,34,2,0,5,5,66,52,31,0,1,8,9,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,24,32,0,4,7,2,1,1,5,7,0,1,7,2,52,4,53,43,11,35,0,1,0,0,62,14,0,8,18,228,76,16,0.0705283578365489,0.0,0.0688255034105421,0.0,0.5933296626771329,0.0,0.06251913378449607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592340369859327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493150676653147,0.0,0.05803882909393336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946130747863613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394764133346063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715847985938278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217499698961075,0.0,0.0,0.0817905038187272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338634032872413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105444680569302,0.1353144549008363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769493759432887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330915701087028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062277832109087765,0.062415377287355724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059960687714690236,0.0,0.0,0.04707822651757039,0.0,0.0,0.07682605778059515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478058808688445,0.0,0.0,0.05184645810672451,0.0522958836742238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767386150449836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831339490906196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705474438118178,0.0,0.04518227201190979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989488074712922,0.0,0.0,0.0560869809526272,0.0,0.07137846345990755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668357284466628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976100405252474,0.0,0.05632403767346183,0.05896486520216643,0.0,0.22119465887699316,0.0,0.0,0.08003474467406213,0.0,0.0,0.053028547730653186,0.056688022462305636,0.06164489341235072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342795352631829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112565262852115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576825073603833,0.0,0.0,0.1468450156479564,0.08483693054971134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119642552516314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364087296317497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648499553541746,0.30807290696217204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541795008369457
adhd,apost54,2018/02/09,Anyone here on Wellbutrin? Just started the real dose. Apparently it’s supposed to make you less tired. But I’m just more anxious and even more tired lmao😭,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,1.7000000000000028,91.78000000000004,107.0,3.333333333333334,21.66666666666667,5.46131890053228,0.2606666666666668,126,5,23,1,6,39,27,30,0.238,0.762,0.0,-0.7584,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622154788841575,0.0,0.22418875890118767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117700757725638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140199674037238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364941938604666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269403329775532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7370235427137743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UnrenewableOxidant,2018/02/09,"(UK) NHS diagnosis in the West Midlands Finally gained the courage to tell my parents I believe I have ADHD (since a young age) and they agreed with me that yes, it seems possible. This stemmed from me telling them about my depression and anxiety at university over my poor grades.

I've already planned out what I am saying to my GP, he knows my family well over the years however I don't know how he will react to talking about ADHD. However he reacts, I have the DSMV diagnosis, nice guidelines and I will ask him for a specialist ADHD referral.

Does anyone know the waiting lists in the UK West Mids area? I'm currently very stressed in my 2nd year of uni. I'm considering saving money and going private if it will take too long.",3.4009492635024543,5.69961295744681,4.6243971631205705,81.22615384615386,75.45390070921988,8.310092744135298,29.28587015821059,9.057496981413335,2.7235123840698314,581,26,109,14,13,191,98,141,0.077,0.8170000000000001,0.106,0.5118,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,5,6,0,1,8,1,7,0,0,3,0,16,17,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,17,4,16,14,0,19,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,2,7,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831009324948189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847210923252008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372233666736515,0.0,0.0,0.11308476341443514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151194898476914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822133392943386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929705693110722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153024569025205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524638239422799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716634933945322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191438783159964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26664628978332955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431251848190745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958105209498326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182325286295462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861349019538654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723211974902906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378400207256305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526016433685494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160017329855025,0.12999174313393108,0.2827167645618709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344346438260996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541390475114865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082965058403697
adhd,Punk_Pegasus,2018/02/09,"The doctor is trying to fuck me over. Hey guys, sorry in advance if I sound angry but I am. I take 72 milligras of concerta every day for my ADHD and NEED it to functio. Recently I took a urin test for my meds and got the results back today and she said that it came back negative, so could the test just be wrong? Nope! That means you must not be taking it so I'm not gonna give percribe it to you anymore . problem is that I am in fact taking it everyday, right when I get up. I scheduled a appointment with her on the 13th to try and get it again, or to yell at her about it, not sure. But what can I do to prove that I am taking it? I really need some advice, because I'm useless without my medaction.",1.3580307692307727,2.880826680000002,3.4633333333333347,90.78346153846157,78.86666666666667,6.2153846153846155,22.871794871794872,7.010146845296331,0.6603641025641025,542,17,121,6,13,185,96,150,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,1,0,6,0,11,3,1,1,4,26,29,11,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,4,3,19,1,18,20,1,19,0,1,0,1,9,7,1,3,9,88,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868785399698476,0.15342213109256225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570541378851954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414522019209736,0.0,0.0957079561845558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957032758563538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535462382816068,0.0,0.0,0.10125435338960488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069986911171188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228233060366368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514732690935586,0.16405583419230355,0.15061218915270164,0.0,0.0,0.1255701462416942,0.0,0.0,0.1554582787364213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102298131839672,0.17439564007314518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328324059575751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023127103518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058054630739256,0.0,0.1550221445241262,0.0,0.0,0.13408024299547994,0.14934640652260156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757527107948028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479740641279772,0.0,0.4721887645872101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882108420725212,0.0,0.1744368109209172,0.21319031887982595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513458975678555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165882362326218,0.0,0.0
adhd,Und3rw00d2016,2018/02/09,"Priced out of Vyvanse, what next? I've taken vyvanse (30-40mg) for 6 months and refilled with $0 copay due to my families insurance meeting our deductible earlier in 2017 after some high medical costs. I refilled for the first time in 2018 at Walgreens and was shocked when asked to pay $300 a month. I found the $60/month coupon from the manufacturer and checked, my insurance recommends using Express Scripts for prescriptioons for the cheapest price, but even with the coupon it came out to $200 a month. 

So my questions are 1) Is there any way you've found to get your vyvanse prescription at a reasonable cost? Possibly more coupons out there I could ask my doctor about? 

Or 

2) What medications do you feel are the most similar to vyvanse? I've read dexamphetamine is a cheap alternative many use, similar to vyvanse but ""not quite the same"".

I spent four years going through different medications, starting with Adderall, then Concerta, then Ritalin IR, but finding Vyvanse was like a whole new world for me, working like no other medication ever had. This may only make sense to users but it feels much less ""speedy"" than the others I've tried, and didn't give me terrible side effects and rebound. Thanks for your input!

Edit: Clarity",6.249605263157893,7.782771723684213,6.114868421052632,76.60282894736844,66.41228070175438,9.735087719298248,35.30263157894737,9.978442167317967,3.708915789473684,995,48,173,23,16,312,154,228,0.025,0.885,0.09,0.9458,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,0,4,7,5,0,0,13,0,11,6,0,5,1,35,28,14,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,8,1,11,2,3,2,0,2,9,2,14,3,29,17,7,28,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,5,17,103,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375683611748752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302864323498496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086864242807118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983377149119102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868184458890353,0.0,0.1260652174805436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134972165477268,0.11141034266792943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161095725840387,0.0,0.12455246296873675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257113323487636,0.10476460218095407,0.0,0.2700894611412784,0.0,0.0,0.06434894605305393,0.11815167296469395,0.06999785266759992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301312257906661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034498824426815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221399890112377,0.1248705936364228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963055644797352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932384489523621,0.0,0.09054089257637114,0.0,0.0,0.11895411049101585,0.13098802006019786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936729939869094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885071563627485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797366733142422,0.13100178353105768,0.12319893711070926,0.0,0.0,0.1266347569401248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717725038637017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339434287272775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181885576652618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362136217935777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275107816437847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776312574972734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751000143712355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966602860808423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931461260288916
adhd,spinoza844,2018/02/09,"Tips on stimulating the mind while unemployed? I just want to work on a somewhat difficult task and feel like I'm contributing something to the world. I'm a smart guy, I love working on problems with others and the absolute worst part of being unemployed is not being able to do so. 

This was made crystal clear for me yesterday. A firm I did an interview with a long time ago accidentally cced me on an email asking the intended recipients to draft a policy proposal. Desperate to do a task like that (and also thinking it would be kinda funny), I spent 6 hours researching a topic I knew nothing about from scratch and presented by far the best proposal. The boss found it cool/funny but no jobs open so even if she gives a referral, I'm still looking at weeks of nothing.  


I need to do more of that stuff. Stimulating my mind and feeling like I am contributing to the world. The first part is really important. I derive zero joy from cashier work (and frankly, am terrible at it) and just want to be able to work with or present my skillset to someone else. The ADHD part is I of course need some structured way to do it. I'm creative but I just can't randomly make up a project and work alone in following through on it. Believe me, I've tried. 


**TL;DR** What are my options for doing real work while looking for a full time job? I'd kill for the opportunity to investigate something, research a topic, help a company do something important, etc. Whatever it is, it has to be something I don't have to spend 15 hours on just to write an application to be considered to participate in it. ",3.9949185667752483,5.86463804234528,5.304085993485344,78.90695635179155,72.48534201954398,9.211674267100976,31.17250814332248,9.692545771848811,3.17349287296417,1257,58,238,33,25,419,167,307,0.079,0.772,0.149,0.9603,6,1,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,9,10,13,1,0,25,0,26,1,0,6,1,48,48,17,1,7,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,5,0,2,6,5,18,8,44,35,10,32,0,0,2,1,9,16,0,7,17,164,32,15,0.20242304240645906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163658010689443,0.0,0.08971790679291809,0.0,0.0,0.1048246121688167,0.0,0.08093881693950719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461910977395496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140307254189693,0.10621524724815114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454923878655901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287760019896638,0.06684925520614278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235117237260076,0.14461106194121068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609046823153746,0.0,0.11097320893699472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970913136318784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021531844389307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783994921522184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934592175357288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087363520057225,0.0,0.11197555247694756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148340510605472,0.0,0.0,0.08956901132402552,0.16998437407546205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134734944752926,0.09576878855469947,0.06755947632349796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043895685076322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009412105133232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942303685686412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32880664341707183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684575687698316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152008691511668,0.06483869215190642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575619347169586,0.31167029507914545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082765157315086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586297713340403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485225604492156,0.0,0.0,0.11803450387019232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871597919825488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939435501151445,0.08033699452259073,0.08118577732438365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420991571561048,0.0,0.0,0.07189776076236723,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GottaGoWithThisIGues,2018/02/09,"22, recently started medication, and I need to get my life back on track. I had a weird year. In the last year I made a lot of big decisions. I got two cats (whom I love), moved in with my girlfriend (whom I love), and started my PhD in engineering. After a semester of constant anxiety and stress I came to realize I would be happier in a life sciences PhD program, specifically a neuroscience program (haha, ironic). 


I don't want to explain the details, but lets just say I will essentially be getting paid by PhD program until May 31st and will be able to do anything else I want in the mean time. Literally, anything. I have free reign. I think we know how daunting this can be for people with ADHD. 

Well, I'm having a hard time building myself up to what I would consider normal ME and thus am struggling to get to an improved ME. I started medication (40 mg Vyvanse) in late December and have been on it since then. I am trying to get back into working out in the mornings and being able to have productive 8 hour work days. However, in addition to that, I want to get back into the habit of cooking (which I used to like to do, and suddenly stopped liking a couple months back), I want to pick up meditiation, I want to start deligently using my bullet journal, I want to plan dates for my GF more often, I want to call home more, I want to wake up early and go to bed early more, I want to restrict my video game usage more, etc. 


Its safe to say I have a lot to do. However, when your life is so out of whack, where do you even start? It all seems so daunting and I don't know if I should try to take baby steps like ""work for 4 hours today, take a break, and the next day 4.5 hours, and then 5 hours, etc."" or if I should just rip it off like a bandaid. I feel like the bandaid approach is the easiest, but also likely to end in disappointingly missing your goals.



I'm sorry if this is a stream of conciousness, but any advice is appreciated.
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adhd,missmaybe4,2018/02/09,"Self Esteem Issues, Feeling Paralyzed with Indecision, Turning to Self Hate I was diagnosed (although casually at a walk in clinic) with ADHD two years ago, I am 23 years old. It was after hearing an interview on CBC with a girl who had struggled with ADHD and how it is very underdiagnosed in girls since our symptoms tend to be different than boys. My grandmother had been telling me for a while that she suspected I had it and I was at a point in my life where I couldn't take it anymore so I went for help . I was prescribed Dexedrine (i had tried it and vyvanse before , methylphenidates turn me into a zombie) and it was helped me very much. I don't turn to drugs , and drinking when I feel helpless and I've quit smoking. 

However I still have those awful days where I am paralyzed by the inability to make simple decisions. Will I go to the gym first? Should I start my assignment? I need to call my friend back? In what order? These simple decisions and the infinite number of options consume me and I get a sense of overwhelming despair, which then manifests into my body dysmorphia, i look in the mirror and tell myself I am disgusting . The feelings of extremely low self worth coupled with the inability to make a decision leaves me feeling helpless and suicidal at times.These days seem to be happening more and more, almost every other day. 

I know that I am always better when I've worked out, but sometimes I can't get to the gym. Physical activity always helps but sometimes I block myself. I'll grab my phone and clutch on to it for dear life, scrolling for hours, then the guilt and the shame will follow . I've read that women with ADHD tend to have much lower levels of self esteem , something I have battled with since childhood. I'm just putting my experience out there , currently trying to write a paper. If anyone has anything to share, I'd love to hear <3 thanks y'all",4.927083333333336,6.561193763888893,5.44166666666667,79.7966666666667,69.69444444444444,8.555555555555555,29.722222222222214,9.049649993220411,2.558972222222223,1505,59,273,29,27,483,203,360,0.116,0.7959999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8043,4,0,4,0,0,1,38.0,1,1,0,4,10,19,3,5,18,1,27,9,1,3,0,49,56,24,1,4,4,0,5,0,1,3,6,2,0,8,16,24,1,1,10,5,1,5,3,12,0,3,11,8,40,7,46,39,4,46,0,5,1,1,26,19,0,5,21,184,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248839086599368,0.0,0.07987702441172413,0.0,0.0902320880188666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499573763806874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936484668471813,0.06300696483330075,0.0,0.07415280231399586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928898129278259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667692157275922,0.0,0.0,0.07969491874887104,0.0,0.10009182891217493,0.0,0.0,0.0920123230874022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970493409787673,0.0,0.17434036903390207,0.0,0.0,0.09145969175608636,0.0,0.09414570781635118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882734354619499,0.10449892176522492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592151040778528,0.0,0.0,0.08814481153700164,0.0,0.0,0.18224917157385467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664746847493424,0.0,0.0,0.0696187157020989,0.0,0.09415744843812048,0.0,0.05121155518145353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968392187489161,0.0,0.0,0.08896490970177699,0.0,0.0,0.2031209015324759,0.0,0.18119637895905988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874013910645923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405136550259806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952206615061338,0.0,0.0,0.09541341504366987,0.0,0.0,0.12729463022109327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756696543811313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132773849269681,0.0,0.12029816861401214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248234737632475,0.06681537833325771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455522334353167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518301889937598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058537769305933,0.0,0.09584301247107986,0.09013432449281217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203270459489011,0.3760172764318176,0.0,0.0,0.14907974618918854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937103377229951,0.17824206846909366,0.0,0.06378027894554933,0.0,0.07196191405527233,0.0,0.0,0.09420247369263292,0.0,0.09856564833803128,0.0,0.0,0.0936587295821313,0.06775146015618783,0.0,0.15752011769483473,0.08296112560577598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235746784782978,0.2940412152472377,0.08802431736949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487002742672877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353281665547872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560110913359743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605569328810494
adhd,sludgegore,2018/02/09,"Feeling lost Today is my aunts funeral. The one who always understood me and paid for me to get therapy. No one has been in contact with me. I understand everyone is mourning. But I called to see how my other aunt, her older sister, was doing and she tells me they are at the funeral home. Why wouldnt you call just make sure I was ok and coming. I understand it but that doesn't mean I am able to properly deal with it. It is not there fault. My aunt was the only one who seemed to understand. This is so hard.",1.1510129870129866,3.331012828571432,3.1917748917748945,89.18064935064936,82.61904761904762,7.246753246753247,20.97402597402597,8.296473431620573,1.2147142857142854,397,12,85,9,11,134,73,105,0.103,0.8270000000000001,0.069,-0.3843,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,14,0,0,2,1,21,27,7,3,1,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,3,0,3,7,3,16,2,9,19,0,5,0,2,1,0,15,2,0,1,2,64,24,0,0.1706392126203628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198549452245773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484834293862049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699057224396792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592153546891165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630530802415629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628031303551999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915194572036476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285921755072046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116504332919455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862728579291188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139029994592936,0.0,0.0,0.18587612714291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468886399472733,0.12977881049519796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597735972509506,0.15534353040895435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608254384625608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914619305794452,0.0,0.19514081098622585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174602124467707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329243147585438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397534815819972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alpinepolarbear,2018/02/09,"[vent] Meds aren't working This is my first post on this subreddit, so if I need to tag/edit/delete anything please let me know!

I am at my wit's end. So far I have tried Ritalin, Vyvanse, different doses Adderall IR and XR, and two different doses of Concerta. All but Vyvanse have worked for me. Ritalin had no effect, Adderall made me feel like a zombie, and Concerta is kind of a guessing game; sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. I would go back to Vyvanse, but it had terrible side effects. My anxiety was worse, I developed a tic, and if I tried to eat I would gag, but it worked beautifully. Words cannot describe how frustrated I am, and I have no clue what to do.

TL;DR - I've tried about 5 types of meds and all but one worked properly, but the one that worked had bad side effects",5.8582389937106925,5.5631057672956015,6.513836477987423,79.82786163522013,66.79874213836479,10.337106918238996,34.01886792452831,9.994966539143718,3.169935849056605,623,26,127,13,9,205,96,159,0.145,0.772,0.08199999999999999,-0.888,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,10,5,5,1,0,4,0,18,5,0,5,2,28,24,17,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,3,0,4,5,1,15,2,11,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,82,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022842332864027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002811761231324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281116754883213,0.11163838947264962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793872837994373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368139613269323,0.0,0.0,0.11842326177986395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760544665514938,0.09551913482945283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372970963842308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598783647790643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729152646540422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923355574497046,0.07348096833551516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672278788353026,0.0,0.06532168444557067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651524307495332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703302316065544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991408291548184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812044224857192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467683326696439,0.0,0.0,0.12805277387016029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644760367913682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27233148531794954,0.0,0.13061070710804595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840345604757253,0.0,0.13625718308192505,0.18996090097141305,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pahobee,2018/02/09,"My brain is screaming at my body to get out of bed and go to class but my body won’t respond. Therapist and I have been talking about opposite action when tempted to do things that make my life harder, like staying in bed all morning, but it is SO. HARD.

I took my meds over an hour ago. Usually they can give me momentum to get out of bed. I can feel the physical effects, but I’m not feeling any push to do things yet. I have to take two tests today that I’m actually already making up. Siiiigh.",1.9890183387270743,3.7061553883495186,3.995663430420713,86.79947141316076,77.64077669902912,7.2962243797195265,26.97842502696871,8.167268648758528,1.7332683926645096,387,16,83,7,9,132,73,103,0.07400000000000001,0.895,0.032,-0.5177,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,10,4,3,3,1,14,22,7,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,4,11,1,15,19,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.18361923277992484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679449928754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764174388910872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279567959547742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180117276309184,0.0,0.21005132231165813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028099470471369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661403992064705,0.18050239490961395,0.10693695423853726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855643507784368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530193354068566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290457591585106,0.0919265806754631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511995526493077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090058638154592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055594402644789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414746099517047,0.1512377051606911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184708980681822,0.2500133025658266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835583071712147,0.0,0.20905520535059732,0.0,0.0,0.18380719673650747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072341570326024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Duke_S1lver,2018/02/09,"I want off stimulants, but fear my long term dependency on them will make my life to hard, what did you switch to? I have been on Adderall 60 my for 6 years or so, at a time it worked great now I take it just to function as a normal human, I just got done with college about two years ago and never stopped the meds because of fear of productivity issues when stopping, I want to take steps to become less dependent on stims but still feel the need for something to level me out even if it's more of a placebo effect, what other meds that are not stimulants have helped you? I was thinking Bupropion or guanfacine.",9.494180327868849,6.361420057377052,8.821081967213113,75.27883606557378,61.540983606557376,11.7272131147541,37.514754098360655,9.3871,3.203778360655738,485,16,99,6,5,154,88,122,0.099,0.8190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.4958,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,8,3,0,2,5,0,8,1,0,6,1,26,17,9,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,2,13,1,20,11,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,12,71,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526577594191614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498035801034501,0.19019738005715428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762352204766316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137460500740863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875783718001114,0.08707682338370687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773566413271346,0.1898670892425108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427036158012114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543174619766028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974719055548408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164019114857336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524044092298701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495451300354212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825829630092215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276948662799912,0.1328224356047208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687336409754954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257913226316734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753071855265184,0.2879580589597945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896773649225063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034809499007356,0.0,0.0,0.10041965722944296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822853834369444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315314272125254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537420377763805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180097763630624
adhd,shh__,2018/02/09,"I bought a new video game from Amazon this week, it was supposed to be delivered today but it didn't show up. I was really looking forward to getting this game, so I tracked my package on the website, and it said it had been successfully delivered.

To my old address. Over 400 miles away.

Honestly, I do this sort of thing CONSTANTLY, because I just don't think to *check.* 

It gets so frustrating to have to make the same mistakes again and again and again and never be able to learn from them.",4.463392857142857,5.806187958333336,4.8773214285714275,84.52125000000002,70.45833333333334,8.402380952380952,30.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.3678202380952382,388,16,77,7,7,123,65,96,0.083,0.8220000000000001,0.096,0.0742,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,13,17,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,2,4,2,1,3,2,0,0,7,2,8,2,14,8,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,10,57,17,2,0.2886447705088267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711912634978577,0.0,0.0,0.17595517299828167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119224539866923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016099584345978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423889101843313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267262567801755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226206414020684,0.2787749180168362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028841313723474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849132311597181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745672757412464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176275973325554,0.18495191397704974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360149209522505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153342411802105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheLizzardMan,2018/02/09,"Got wrote up for forgetting to clock-in and out... I really feel so worthless and depressed and all I want is to give up. I have been struggling with my memory my entire life and today I got bit by it again. As the title says, I have been very stressed the last few months and when I am stressed my memory gets worse, and when my memory gets worse I stress out more... it's a fucking feedback loop.

Started Straterra just a few days ago and to have this punch me in the face after getting help for the first time is just a slap in the face. I just feel like I'm worthless ans I honestly almost wish I was dead. I FUCKING HATE MY BRAIN. I wish I could just be like everyone else.

Thanks for listening to my rant.",1.993055848261328,3.7953816986301376,3.095479452054793,92.87275553213912,77.90410958904108,6.6840885142255,22.189673340358272,7.61054688173877,0.7295654373024227,552,16,123,8,13,177,85,146,0.243,0.631,0.127,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,14,3,4,9,0,11,6,3,0,1,24,30,11,1,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,1,6,4,20,4,17,22,5,18,0,3,0,2,5,6,2,1,14,80,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482916979994205,0.0,0.14101172044983154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373987488241006,0.0,0.0,0.15720261934022994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124339746430906,0.0,0.0,0.0908177860045708,0.0,0.12128877516147255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176377343410816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456033850720206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240648641984394,0.10060242961126596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978212668108515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037317770759016,0.22071921567385533,0.13508817256991398,0.0,0.0,0.2252545651259201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903141611982245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943892344630005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478777215133733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946591731174567,0.1375958895201081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124018435800648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021343008946993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198637673124386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967370879194967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839293574539052,0.1472165077599744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296489010614385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211375885012956,0.0,0.13348168178505196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619193330319345,0.08305977450681754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387401124052795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870169143492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,happysnappah,2018/02/09,"I need something that will remind me to do things at inconsistent times. Help? I have a med (not ADHD med) that I have to take twice a day with meals. I don't always consistently eat at the same time or really do anything at a consistent time, so alarms and reminders aren't helpful. My work schedule can be chaotic. I always forget to take my meds and often times when I remember it's been too long since I ate that I can't take them.  Does anyone have any systems or strategies or apps that might help? Thanks. ",2.845784313725492,4.819729656862744,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,75.9607843137255,6.494117647058824,23.098039215686285,7.3871296695380915,0.8655215686274511,403,12,82,5,9,129,69,102,0.107,0.809,0.084,-0.3034,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,13,3,0,0,0,13,19,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,12,1,7,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,8,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770203217965475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599141127341594,0.0,0.0,0.10621003177730133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920702772997312,0.0,0.12852558697256533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072533814799473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366770995406469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981455528980154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140592160550219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382173473725374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204534688097743,0.0,0.0,0.1656858498142463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580797287623396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005505144988901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769252861305783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291964786681439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202375710188854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35229131926598306,0.0,0.0,0.14379264210726364,0.0,0.0,0.10376127587490498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642870627287004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370333681719197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,minstrelman91,2018/02/09,"Tips On How To Prevent My-self From Rambling Hey guys,

I realized that one of my biggest weaknesses as an ADHDer is that I tend to ramble a lot whether it be in how I write with those block paragraphs or even at job interviews. 

The reason I tend to ramble is two-fold: 
1. I am worried I might forget things later on if I don't say them immediately. 
2. I have this fear that I might seem incompetent if I am not specific enough. 

I would appreciate any piece of advice or other stories on how to deal with this issue.

Thank you! ",3.39320093457944,4.627236859813088,5.065502336448598,82.56778621495327,72.92523364485982,7.966822429906544,26.45911214953271,8.472884824447931,1.7265336448598132,412,14,85,7,8,140,77,107,0.157,0.7829999999999999,0.059,-0.8845,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,4,0,22,14,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,14,1,15,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,8,1,65,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113651008379874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709089127504998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299500491274246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349492146087974,0.0,0.14286359917407884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339676464074356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417024080704208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257601962218443,0.2146436068393001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388986748492686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589185957865421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465699537827697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239162948555072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200982657310926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691069222635998,0.22564726640706145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913926709578375,0.0,0.0,0.14369959497119655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129291483898394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966236398259356,0.0,0.15365276461785904,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OfficialJedMosley,2018/02/09,"A lot of the time when I don’t take my medication for a while, I start to not care about anything. I have noticed that, when I’m not taking my medication regularly or just get off because I need a little break. But after a while I start noticing or should I say, other people start noticing that I don’t care about anything. I don’t about my hygiene, cleaning, going to school, going out of my house and doing activities or even people. Like for insistence, my bedroom could be absolutely disgusting and I haven’t done anything for two day except watch Netflix. But still I don’t even notice my disgusting room and I’m still ignoring phone calls. I don’t have any motivation and feel super lazy but I also feel super bored. I want to go do something but I can’t decide what. So I don’t do anything. I guess it’s like when your really hungry but you can’t decide on what your hungry for. All the option doesn’t sound good to you. So you end up not eating anything. 

I’m not really good with words, but I guess I would say, I just don’t have any sense of urgency. I keep pushing things off until it’s too late or it completely stresses me out. But I don’t get stressed out that easily because I doesn’t seem to care. ",2.7070199692780363,4.4545350322580655,4.336682027649772,85.0047849462366,75.69354838709677,7.143164362519201,23.906298003072198,7.957251820313856,1.2676975422427037,960,30,195,15,21,322,117,248,0.108,0.78,0.113,0.4935,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,3,17,15,2,2,6,0,24,3,0,1,1,45,48,24,0,5,18,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,3,0,10,8,1,2,6,1,0,4,17,6,0,1,1,6,34,9,26,43,2,30,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,9,18,137,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698978733499105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093839973356608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961239442591328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737471794222545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983058851572169,0.0,0.2944713820866557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009408074248416,0.0,0.0,0.07686646022516573,0.0,0.0,0.062088365708122276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852109331200863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851170258405996,0.0,0.0,0.08526963937265758,0.0,0.0,0.1271753192456488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735742740523336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059773519751243,0.0,0.16414314170532213,0.16149908724491166,0.0,0.0,0.21211196441624805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108655479846306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557220378488599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860056619890944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406862118427872,0.09649121884935806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184818504726156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939706040850332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138549151645679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384315256521136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348767971413306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335038510842415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312091207480175,0.0,0.0974338005170075,0.0,0.08764366952653632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741159515424819,0.0,0.0,0.2044283819905493,0.0,0.15376809152163842,0.0,0.2205616634094301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477120102752533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395975591957566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056137782183974534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940451033515155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678453397833226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838984705069029,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AD_Diagnosed,2018/02/09,"I'm not suicidal, but death is a really attractive state of mind. Just a rant but I hope some of you can relate... 

My life has been total chaos lately and my mind is in overdrive. Even with the 20mg of ritalin I take three times a day my brain keeps on racing.

I just want some rest but my brain keeps going and I don't know what to do about it. Feel like nothing really helps and I'm slowly going crazy. I don't want to die and I don't want to kill myself, but being dead seems really attractive right now.",-0.04976495726495856,2.142774750000001,2.18148148148148,94.219358974359,88.53703703703705,5.915669515669517,13.863247863247864,7.321109707123232,-0.2362316239316237,395,6,90,7,13,133,68,108,0.152,0.578,0.269,0.9269,0,0,0,0,0,2,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,10,4,2,0,1,26,24,8,5,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,12,4,10,22,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911088683984036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297407658908575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818051093867986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157021455858664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885742871047767,0.1251458231692551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911320101166005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741683069516252,0.0,0.0,0.17398936883292265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114090890952824,0.19380637278297005,0.0,0.09627218971403964,0.0,0.19760624302869448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373204252981095,0.0855821818878392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35375579785860395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808616873909749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366668383584785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959941112822991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594737197655719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161419410948244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317106076657289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021465782141547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30997016353602125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ChequeandBalance,2018/02/09,"Getting debts under control post diagnosis I posted something in personal finance but I thought I'd ask in here and maybe someone has had the same thing. In short, lots of impulsive spending, poor impulse control, and short term thinking (now/not now) has left me with a fair amount of debt. Nothing unmanageable and all is being serviced, but now I understand my issues better and I think I've got a handle on why I do certain things to the point I can recognise and avoid repeating it, I'd like to clear them asap and give myself a fresh start. I have the option of consolidating into my mortgage which is due for renewal which would give me some peace of mind, but I've done that before (pre-diagnosis) and I'm now worse off than I was before. Maybe this time will be different? Though I'm sure I'm not alone in that being one of my most overused phrases.

Any advice ADHDers? How have you got your spending under control/paid off debts post diagnosis?",6.4745752608047695,6.871909284153007,6.631515151515153,77.14909090909094,65.44808743169399,9.058917039244909,33.57625434674616,8.841846274778883,2.783048087431693,761,31,139,11,11,244,118,183,0.07400000000000001,0.773,0.153,0.9331,5,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,3,6,5,0,1,6,0,16,0,0,3,4,32,30,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,3,4,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,17,4,20,19,7,25,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,4,9,90,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822399633640566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590151733072467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923224235786872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267043321900452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233124621354045,0.0,0.0,0.11605101091991442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44151397348309096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709411763486132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428082355776205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855560711038677,0.2517511215964368,0.0,0.0,0.20989287343353136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695673722146165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425679463950668,0.0,0.0,0.06410612945374428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115562294873026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636507664471243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324920355632968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259065082810609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891621721068586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457385775567873,0.0,0.0,0.12404273210483448,0.0,0.3770096148762818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111799659658327,0.10101746415230428,0.0,0.0,0.0928762581678394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367072287101499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434984551449784,0.16815745494257794,0.12892030028572898,0.10417185424832387,0.07651384460886343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660180435752858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840317547446752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372160702516475,0.09321298288756116,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Eko777,2018/02/09,"This little app has saved my adhd ass many many times I was playing around with Google Assistant and it does help me function on a level somewhat resembling a grown adult on a good day. However there are a lot of things it can't do yet. For that there is the amazing IFTTT - if this, then that.  Basically it allows you to program your phone to do stuff based on a trigger. Example: if I enter the location of my workplace, set my ringer volume to zero. 

You can see how that can be handy to an ADHD right? Well that's not all. Imagine if you could say ""hey <insert name of preferred virtual assistant> where's my phone?"" And have your phone make noise even if it was on silent? 

Okay this sounds like an advertisement now. I'm just excited about it. Check it out https://ifttt.com/discover

(Im not affiliated in any way, just want to share a great ADHD coping tool with you)",3.489250493096648,5.649182343195273,4.234769230769231,84.76856410256413,74.68047337278107,7.3469033530572,24.28441814595661,8.238735603445708,1.4203251282051284,692,22,137,12,15,221,116,169,0.02,0.807,0.174,0.9728,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,0,12,10,0,0,10,1,13,1,1,4,1,27,17,8,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,15,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,3,13,10,19,13,3,20,0,0,1,1,15,11,1,6,6,93,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329924649443054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939162127660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629190581174626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017601141834596,0.0,0.0,0.11322622942377625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536399173644639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596038734247187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725732023681445,0.0,0.19356330349764966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767889954842566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964255229939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857731972996359,0.17596431727929968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926083610650734,0.0,0.0,0.1171923758756776,0.3559948850768924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993330999001228,0.0,0.13961797288772365,0.0,0.0,0.13990421610609613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009822796919793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663895345036004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023745645808352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355400079586524,0.13935696028388392,0.0,0.0,0.15785587173010374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kahtoorrein,2018/02/09,"Your experience when coming done from Concerta So I have a question for you guys about a specific side effect.

For a while now I've been getting dizzy spells at night and in the evening, with absolutely no clear cause. I thought for a while that there must be something wrong with my blood pressure or heart or lungs. But I don't get these dizzy spells during the day, or during my sessions with my personal trainer, so that kind of rules all that out. Then I was afraid that I had some kind of brain tumor and the dizzy spells were being triggered by changing brain chemistry (which happens when the sun goes down). Last night I was really frustrated, I was just sitting there on the couch doing nothing while the room spun around me. So I got up and started walking, hoping it would help, and complained to my mom as I did so. In a brilliant flash of insight, she asked whether or not my meds could be doing this to me.

I take **72 mg** of **Concerta Active Release** at **11 am**. I have classes that go from 5:30pm to 7:15pm, so I have to take them later in order for them to last long enough. They last about 8 hours, but they're in my system for much longer. Counting it, the dizzy spells come around the time when it's clearing out of my system. Problem is, I have been taking this dose for roughly **10 years** and I have **never** had a problem with dizziness before. This is a very new development, so I am a little concerned. What are y'all's experiences with Concerta and dizziness?

**TL;DR:** I have begun experiencing dizziness around the time when my 72mg of Concerta AR wears off, but have never experienced it before in my 10ish years of taking this dose. I am looking for feedback and other people with dizziness and Concerta.",1.515231796752225,4.239021400602411,2.330204295442641,91.21115505500264,89.51204819277109,4.6941854374017815,21.675222629649035,6.391308007922933,0.5104827658459934,1363,48,261,15,46,425,178,332,0.079,0.889,0.032,-0.9025,0,0,1,1,0,0,60.0,0,3,3,1,20,10,1,2,17,0,32,8,6,3,6,49,48,31,0,6,10,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,17,21,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,12,4,35,3,47,30,4,54,0,0,1,0,14,19,0,7,27,191,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939565722470959,0.10290047390583948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873227115925191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457487634890565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130720808024508,0.1164393320116291,0.18963090050094564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788183797020388,0.0,0.0,0.07098596291558576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126396966079962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373160343656916,0.0,0.07270011372330601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533891516829892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501393246027022,0.0,0.06255524598986968,0.0,0.08803293336059859,0.0,0.0,0.10898648048092052,0.09733442612042784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130433330727566,0.07377751640943836,0.0,0.0,0.10932422071129556,0.10839665406197596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22924167165104756,0.0,0.2691649145692929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103189302021548,0.0,0.09740837484667116,0.09243097240472706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226281660441735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891250619085265,0.0,0.0,0.08091402223655474,0.0,0.16978534493602734,0.10630617025650503,0.0,0.2065862409361916,0.0,0.10561501276204434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630859158397399,0.09610876843673756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106440084295614,0.0,0.0,0.12330344962191575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051357982341255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473716657933733,0.0,0.0,0.07790802338660989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103538771484675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738318507985746,0.12836525744640556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081917354972284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819048047366785,0.1203441282269347,0.0,0.14176278022487146
adhd,Zacmon,2018/02/09,"Do you ever feel like you fuck up your doctor checkups? I use a daily prescription journal to keep track of *everything*. I wasn't asked to do that, but it works super well for me. I have Pro/Con lists, daily history of med/diet/supplements, a little calendar, and other things that keeps me on top of it. Lets me know what works, what doesn't, and cross analysis helps me pinpoint why that is. However, it's all handwritten, sketched, and has stuff taped into it that I find relevant. It looks sorta [like a tiny handwritten version of this.](http://78.media.tumblr.com/9054c6953da4a2f0e4e443391cadae17/tumblr_n8pnqiUhGp1s28g6jo1_1280.jpg) 

However, I have a hard time expressing it when I'm actually in the room. I think I emphasize the wrong things, forget to mention things I wanted to bring up, react poorly to questions I should know the answer to, and work myself up to a point that I crack open this journal and [actually act more like this](http://i0.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/facebook/000/022/524/tumblr_o16n2kBlpX1ta3qyvo1_1280.jpg). 

Y'all get that?

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adhd,pinkmor,2018/02/09,"Concerta mixed with Ritalin, harmful? Doctor Rx Concerta but when I start feeling the comedowns I take 1 10Mg Ritalin, is it safe? I called the Doctor one time and he told me it's fine but I want to know about your experience with it.",1.3457246376811582,3.98721241304348,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,87.91304347826087,7.41449275362319,25.057971014492754,8.344100000000001,2.20664927536232,185,8,36,5,6,62,35,46,0.05,0.745,0.205,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,6,2,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,21,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32495382153737434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6514546274612817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112951873895461,0.0,0.0,0.1609093292826912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489379798380228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564447487467064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252485828706745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392733402848374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556556226660495,0.0,0.0,0.30408746626064664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770342478446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xnintendofan5x,2018/02/09,Paranoid I don't know if this is the right place to post this. My paranoia has gone through the roof today. I don't want to say why but does anyone have any suggestions on how I can calm down and relax?,3.1527131782945763,3.8767417906976753,3.720930232558139,93.91457364341088,72.95348837209303,6.663565891472868,23.635658914728683,6.42735559955562,0.3643240310077521,159,4,37,1,3,50,36,43,0.094,0.752,0.155,0.6897,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913970830015075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561698417529961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206071228965096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134377021092653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827718274772681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35087491170858603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31287238347191804,0.0,0.2913469192123459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34726971167830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609065423296203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305860283238653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kendylou,2018/02/09,Late morning me hates early morning me and nighttime me DGAF about morning me or what she’s trying to do. Do you ever feel like you’re not really in control of yourself at all? Part of me knows I need to get out of bed and just like some rebellious kid I keep lying there ignoring my grown up responsible self. I really really really really don’t want to get out of bed in the morning but I also really do want to get up. I end up hating myself when I’m late. Rinse and repeat day after day. What do you do to make yourself get up out of your wonderful warm comfy bed and out into the cruel cold world on time? ,3.3436111111111124,4.168281625000001,5.5363541666666665,80.70100694444444,72.59375,8.813888888888886,23.597222222222214,9.150863307647796,1.7270180555555554,480,12,98,10,9,169,74,128,0.126,0.758,0.116,-0.5229,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,6,7,3,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,2,26,21,8,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,16,3,25,21,3,26,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,3,13,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233432515578535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157485300651149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731287958699556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549074689014345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837495419431434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734892894755109,0.10928561437870696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196932079846095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30206295786906023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135971512124954,0.0,0.0,0.08407124691850698,0.0,0.345125696208843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947204933613012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021122281795944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342927721805475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565738727162954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879995247013909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595866436407373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920115169739858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386021516623216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045763948662932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589523213056812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Crypto_Sith,2018/02/09,"Experiencing short-term memory loss on Strattera... I was recently prescribed strattera last month and everything has been...ok. I can finally focus at work and at home, so that's good! I have had one really annoying side effect though..My short term memory is starting to get really bad!

It's hasn't been remembering information im actively studying but ""little"" things. I've forgotten to close my garage door on my way out to work twice in the last two weeks! I've forgot to grab my wallet 3 or 4 times before going to the store. Did I water the plants today? 

Has anyone else experienced side effects like this before?",3.4614367816091938,6.178498017241381,5.066206896551726,75.95781609195404,77.44827586206897,8.694252873563219,23.459770114942533,9.2995712137729,2.4694563218390804,494,16,85,14,12,166,84,116,0.087,0.85,0.063,-0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,1,5,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,0,11,14,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,3,0,3,5,3,7,2,11,9,1,23,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,1,11,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328517473531353,0.1946764708281454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586412631944788,0.0,0.0,0.32335038005882394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871981883589625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707588870838016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813466263057934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926665714189216,0.0,0.10798083368287832,0.15936218137310115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058452996786432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523156856985092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097491549371654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282393434182637,0.19042895389079026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165542204444155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287482675778082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434365020810347,0.0,0.18760113159814976,0.0,0.2152318756583977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448229932999808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262269205023738,0.0,0.18667309336910987,0.0,0.11078996889585288,0.0,0.18009687511837372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560145537947564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081239523203196,0.15240577034060854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664312984319245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,candylannnd,2018/02/09,My son was diagnosed today with ADHD! My 8yo son today was diagnosed with ADHD after a long process of observation etc. Hes been put on 10mg of Ritalin twice a day. I thought I’d probably ask the people who understand the most if you had any advice for me. Is there anything I can do to help my son with his day to day. He’s a dramatic and anxious kid I don’t want him to feel like such a failure all the time. He’s too young for that. Will the Ritalin really work? Help! ,0.7811881188118832,2.6933778613861428,3.5371188118811894,87.69241089108914,82.26732673267327,7.604356435643562,22.971287128712873,8.548686976883017,1.5525318811881197,368,13,82,9,10,130,70,101,0.054000000000000006,0.8420000000000001,0.103,0.5807,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,10,4,0,0,1,11,15,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,11,1,12,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,2,10,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228931835684994,0.17192726525109062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964574369185466,0.0,0.0,0.19876296866502435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478424664261455,0.0,0.16448085158083595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34040168681804084,0.0,0.0,0.35715231672563186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622044478627826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896092994512768,0.12569210740263514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358587529470041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595576364582055,0.0,0.0,0.15570202777245454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219751634783674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969388680516105,0.0,0.0,0.17686904954164975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271215007212873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396773032253752,0.10259246656870767,0.0,0.3335425187650197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316052628665672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037744131875365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280869619007663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ketobeginner01,2018/02/09,Adderall and food Hi. I’ve googled this and have gotten mixed reviews. I know that taking adderall without food is more effective than with food but it seems like most or all effects of it subside once I eat (doesn’t matter if it’s a lot or a little bit of food). I’m taking the adderall 10mg XR and was wondering what I should do so that it works for the entire day,4.00896103896104,4.422837428571427,4.821194805194806,87.92607792207794,70.81818181818181,7.1989610389610394,28.387012987012987,6.742157984588678,1.2539059740259741,290,10,62,2,5,94,57,77,0.0,0.907,0.093,0.6805,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,2,1,19,13,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,10,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840727285018127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873612118613574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725247606095648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8155101750238669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266076611253124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237176865784643,0.16898626250729595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143341736679019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955856559635625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349144017795247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535395911883713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625289709336323,0.1828446688620571,0.12274627257400116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,N7_Spector,2018/02/09,"Should ADHD Meds make you feel more figidty? I am 25 and i have always suspected I have ADHD. I took online tests and ranked high on the symptoms so I made an appointment with a psychiatrist and he asked me many questions and said it is probably ADHD. He prescribed Daxid 50mg (Sertraline) and methylphenidate 5mg (I weigh 89 Kg) so it is a small dose. I took the meds and it really helped me focus and be a lot more productive. But after a week I noticed I was fidgeting (Usually shaking my leg a lot) before taking the meds I couldn't focus, got distracted a lot etc. but didn't fidget very often. Is this normal? Can it be an indicator that I don't have ADHD after all?",1.7778730158730198,4.084081607407409,3.904047619047617,84.24750000000003,81.07407407407408,7.116402116402117,22.235449735449734,8.192908349453996,1.4523227513227517,527,17,103,11,14,180,85,135,0.029,0.958,0.013,-0.2076,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,11,0,15,4,1,2,1,23,24,11,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,2,15,0,4,13,7,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,4,70,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000037801948489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385439648385256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668328617335585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062066516016236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391994635971845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310919202612289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982434060890916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365950839292904,0.13187176425534472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31833459232467004,0.0,0.11810105789517325,0.08331363218708575,0.1265407697990686,0.0,0.0,0.4159172453744407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229021840479665,0.0,0.14210040302070434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456950074546958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981910045974522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799583899017991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872572422376156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972847446335145,0.09384382649584493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773436226566999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374638621249359,0.1029837785492318,0.0,0.0,0.100117442569249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,darthmynuts,2018/02/09,"Mydayis thoughts I recently started taking mydayis, 12.5 mg, now 25 mg. It lasts about 14 hrs or so, super smooth, some appetite suppression, good focus, takes a bit to peak, about 6-8 hrs, but all in all, I like it. 

Thoughts on it? Anyone dislike it?",3.311875000000001,5.130496437500003,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,74.20833333333334,6.466666666666668,30.75,7.1686216300943375,1.8488999999999995,191,9,37,2,4,61,38,48,0.065,0.77,0.165,0.6317,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,5,3,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263148959020102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533596042059863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271475808235348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638311093078967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812693063001476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31958127322088703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290925650577318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867133242499211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139095344138769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,star_fawkes,2018/02/09,"I just got engaged and I’m terrified I’m gonna f^ck everything up. Planning a wedding is so hard, I’m scared I’m gonna turn it into a huge disaster! Or drive my fiancé away by showing him ten thousand different Pinterest ideas that I need to start working on RIGHT THIS SECOND. I also only want to think about the fun stuff, like music and cakes and centerpieces. It’s grueling to try to think about venues and guest lists and menus. How do I keep myself on track and keep myself from jumping five steps ahead to something more interesting?",3.1543396226415084,5.482050094339627,4.017584905660378,85.13826415094344,76.35849056603773,7.258867924528303,25.69433962264151,8.238735603445708,1.7858105660377364,434,16,82,8,10,139,78,106,0.118,0.7440000000000001,0.138,-0.0846,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,17,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,1,1,8,4,15,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363195748121025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157413364926744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399104641431793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063731865546065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365301719181606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569993651145088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921998485832337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082045640320371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218374308832962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026488832717607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746410423076774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609948629458196,0.0,0.0,0.2298958451316301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677743676715998,0.0,0.0,0.16253057818479344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286701603890805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427034332617474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559010898299213,0.24976732366385976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354394587911828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717057957914974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Seasable,2018/02/09,"Things I do that help me with my ADHD This one probably hasn't been mentioned enough, but I can mentally feel it when I don't do this:

**Take my supplements**

I take fish oil (to balance out the abundance of omega 6 in our food)

Vitamin B complex - There's a deficiency in my family, though, they are also ADHD, so look into it maybe

zinc, magnesium, calcium - zinc and magnesium ARE NOT stored in your body. Very important for me. Calcium because bones and nails.

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When doing mindless things  (e.g. Cooking, cleaning, ironing, folding, tidying):

 **MUSIC.**

 Without it I'm barely doing anything for these types of activities, with it I'm sort of it a zone where there's productive rhythm to it. 

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This has probably been said everywhere, but I'll said it anyways:

**EXERCISE.** 
It affects everything. You don't have to do it every day, just a few times a week of intense exercise (Like sprints or heavy weight lifting). 


**Coffee.** 

Works better than meds for me, meds have too many side effects and don't work over long periods of time for me. 


*All I can think of of the top of my head.*

TL:DR: 
Supplements, exercise and music help me a lot with my ADHD. I don't take meds, they make me worse.",0.6602770146520136,3.039731241071429,2.400892857142857,88.07936355311355,100.42857142857142,6.047435897435897,23.154304029304036,7.321109707123232,1.64666749084249,914,39,172,21,39,299,134,224,0.036000000000000004,0.88,0.084,0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,145.0,1,2,2,5,11,2,0,0,7,0,19,10,3,3,1,25,30,12,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,16,9,3,1,4,4,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,6,22,2,26,26,4,18,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,3,10,114,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390769239972904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738947155136893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002166727188956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423751999824668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770678032901712,0.0,0.1352729734670306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853967824968881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583394200556974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026070616811358,0.0,0.10945031494848467,0.0,0.11480576193047935,0.0,0.061576922958242526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472599584596193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498404380444995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325656968967273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949680875751101,0.0,0.0,0.10777373589170397,0.1022666811127982,0.0,0.0,0.10353517999092658,0.0,0.0,0.08129080639207015,0.12346840425034432,0.12234695312087318,0.0,0.4058189204010918,0.0,0.12272817983753913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252301637774978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262604400845536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316862104861668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746959938189053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181384687968856,0.07803334894120627,0.11965074972425907,0.0,0.1420247835514759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004833684932908,0.0,0.0,0.09768662614649,0.14829835319731624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739404481358387,0.0,0.17731831242734908,0.0,0.12410683576933028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OregonAspie,2018/02/09,The insurance company for medicaid has denied paying for my generic adderall prescription. Is there some way I can get them to pay? How can I put pressure on them to pay for this?,4.046372549019608,6.318515205882356,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,73.41176470588233,9.239215686274509,31.92156862745098,9.725611199111238,3.5622862745098045,143,7,25,4,3,47,27,34,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,20,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37768329685363344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7267100938133526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738011561748185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,djrey002,2018/02/09,"Morning Routine? I will preface this by saying that I am not a morning person AT ALL. Does anyone else find that getting to work/school in the morning early/exactly on time is absolutely impossible? I am in grad school now and somehow always seem to be 1-2 minutes late to EVERYTHING. It's not that I plan to be late, I try to plan in my head to be 10-15 minutes early to allow for delays/distractions but it never seems to work. When I was first diagnosed, my doc recommended turning my morning routine into a ""game"" with the objective being to make it to work/school EXACTLY on time without being early or late in order to ""win"". I've tried that for awhile and it helped at first but now I can never seem to ""win"" the game anymore. I think I need new strategies. 

Normally in the morning, I set a million alarms on my phone and it doesn't matter when I start them because I can't make myself get out of bed until the last possible second. Which means I'm rushing out the door and if ANY little thing goes wrong or causes me to be delayed, I'll be late (aka I can't find my phone, I forgot my watch, don't have time for breakfast, didn't account for scraping the windshield on my car, couldn't find a parking spot, got stuck on the elevator, hit every single red light, etc.... ) and all these tiny little delays add up and I can't account for them. BUT if the stars align and nothing goes wrong, I'll be a few minutes early. I can't keep doing this routine forever, it's killing me. 

Any tips/suggestions/life hacks that have helped anyone else? 

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adhd,conchstreet,2018/02/09,"Stimulants and Emotions Can anyone share their experiences with their emotions on/off stimulants? 

For me, on stimulants I'm able to feel emotion in a way that makes more sense and I can finally find a greater appreciation for things my life. Off stimulants I have a really hard time controlling my emotions and a lot of the time feel nothing with short outbursts of intense anger or hopelessness or sometimes happiness (like, dopamine attachment type feeling). By nothing I mean really just a blank emotional slate, but sometimes I guess you could call it neutral. It's too neutral, though. It takes something really dramatic to happen or someone else's expression of emotion to figure out how I should feel. 

When I'm on stimulants, I can actually sustain a conversation with someone and I feel really, really happy in a very contained way. Today I was reading an old text conversation with a friend that I had while on Vyvanse and I remember feeling so connected to him and knew exactly what was right to say next. I told him that I had taken Vyvanse earlier in the day and he said no wonder this conversation makes sense. Generally I kick myself for what I say to people when I reread what I said, but I didn't feel that way this time. It seemed like I was being me and I liked that persona. 

I've heard some people describe their mood as zombie-like especially on Vyvanse. I have had that experience before when taking it while sleep deprived. But still, it feels so much better than how I do without it. My mind is less scattered and I can think about my life in the long-term. I have taken enough to where I'd gotten past two weeks or so of initial euphoria from taking stimulants, and I would still describe my mood as very much improved when on them.

Just wondering how others feel... and by the way here's my obligatory apology if this is a lame thing to post. Sorry. lol

tl;dr: On stimulants I feel more sustained emotion/see my life in the long-term. Off I feel either nothing or intense emotion. Your experience?",5.765752038510659,7.315223474801066,6.2253168287651075,75.29972787110721,67.56763925729443,9.617015423911976,33.06110619903723,9.906371001090498,3.458387248256213,1618,72,280,38,27,523,186,377,0.049,0.81,0.141,0.9867,0,0,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,2,4,2,19,14,1,0,15,1,21,4,1,13,1,72,54,35,0,4,13,0,12,3,1,2,3,5,0,0,22,16,0,2,20,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,15,17,44,8,41,35,10,40,0,3,0,0,23,17,0,12,21,195,66,2,0.0677962763550888,0.0,0.06615938599212877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740473276941928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768963774648074,0.0,0.0,0.05996029703011645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922757823665933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603928876662135,0.05412981003632287,0.0,0.0,0.04372298960302689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663508946650474,0.5338318003910415,0.0,0.07005167656183024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895330208227824,0.0,0.0,0.3770781781284319,0.0,0.0,0.07426750689119184,0.06196456835544629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237923493600671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746852418249108,0.0,0.059952023280164,0.1443407936932566,0.060732147068373224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436595448910671,0.09936550831470617,0.0,0.0,0.11999514229970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057637969739311186,0.0,0.0,0.09050908182747076,0.0,0.0,0.07385002011015364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845491257273305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967612772105412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210210903562299,0.0,0.0,0.1951570669151771,0.0,0.07114078747344825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471921708950275,0.09400280335466624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649300921264459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067814622990308,0.0,0.21716015327970936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679996501609004,0.057897649574685274,0.12897956800951765,0.10782864020169786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171918374360709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678452380150682,0.0,0.11488712989686868,0.0521928857645299,0.13410450172296093,0.07589238081662439,0.0,0.0,0.1082843877463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292308740499233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008166703018597,0.0434411163946836,0.06660949729837835,0.0,0.11859766183759347,0.0,0.06426294277410195,0.06478224740288281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622711081467532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187805638678386,0.0,0.21525411405503206,0.0543820834837031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535319109054202,0.14704433942313455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816052955245941,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,manzananaranja,2018/02/09,"Minimalism is helping!! I am an ADHD-induced slob. To the core. Since forever. However, I recently “KonMari’d” my house (The Life-changing Magic of Tidying Up) and my life is noticeably better! 

Clothes was the biggest thing. I used to have about 3 loads of laundry to do everything weekend, and most of it wasn’t even dirty! I would just throw things on the floor that I didn’t want to wear, and then wash them I didn’t feel like sorting them back out. Ironing took me hours and hours. Well. I got rid ALL my clothes that I didn’t like AND clothes that I liked but were cumbersome and always required a lot of ironing. I got rid of about 100/200 clothing items, and now I can really see what I have! 

It took me a full 2 days and definitely a trip or 2 to goodwill to really declutter, but really it helped my ADHD brain. 

Happy Friday!!",2.733069105691058,4.833182591463416,3.9276585365853687,86.37669105691059,76.74390243902441,7.544065040650405,27.396747967479683,8.447377352677275,2.0101874796747974,651,27,131,13,15,212,100,164,0.013,0.848,0.14,0.9474,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,7,6,0,0,8,0,14,4,2,1,1,23,22,12,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,10,2,20,6,16,11,5,18,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,11,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35993449543514155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460181429189444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151464901279739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243938651934592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671675979889362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584128698550874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657467035075118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890673069603263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345832873459433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571677359054417,0.10697955657830807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395333153237483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940886814527214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074502151957885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29494200552321576,0.17278836844402226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115420029075242,0.2194770141944557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730986553753856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048838207578546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877960140427541,0.0,0.14785746985986867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932927220032714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387257831312877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897100763402686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33274969317918496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933365453045914,0.0,0.0,0.08832488321175233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464087652524073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063762406842461,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thecummingwalrus,2018/02/09,"Cheated on my girlfriend of 1 y 4 m twice since we’ve dated when drunk...Dunno what to do This is a throwaway but yeah. I have kissed two different girls only one when I have been drunk at different times throughout our 1 year 4 month relationship. I’m drunk right now but have thought about it. Do I tell her?

I’m scared of telling her because I didn’t mean too. My ADHD and alcohol do not mix and I act impulsively to stupid decisions. She has helped me so much and I love her so much. She loves me so much. We are long distance and she plans to move here once she graduates.

I just want to know if my lying of doing these things is justified since once I have done them that I instantly regretted them and stopped doing what I was doing and withdrew from said person. It has been one kiss to two different people at our 2 month and our 1 year 1 month. These girls led me into a corner and kind of forced me but ultimately I was the one that should have been in control.

I dunno yall I really do not want to lose this girl but I need advice from my fellow ADHDers...I know what I did was wrong and I’m trying my best to change my ways...god I am. Should I tell her of something that will only hurt her if I do or should I just keep lying? 

I have made significant changes since these incidents like getting diagnosed to know what the fuck was wrong with me and implementing many different strategies on being a better person. I just want to know if being a better person if lying to her face every single day. Should I just confront her and let her know what I have let you know or should I continue as if they never happened?

God only knows how many times I have lied in my lifetime because my ADHD makes me lie so much over petty shit. However this is the first real relationship I have ever been in...I really do not know what to do reddit.",2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,3.9307978723404284,87.80875,76.02127659574468,7.040425531914893,22.388297872340427,7.8658589789855275,0.9577382978723399,1448,40,304,22,32,476,175,376,0.17800000000000002,0.7,0.123,-0.9773,5,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,4,2,3,7,16,20,5,1,7,1,47,11,2,5,2,64,73,30,0,15,18,0,0,1,2,6,2,1,0,6,18,14,3,3,11,2,0,3,5,11,0,7,14,1,61,9,29,49,6,31,0,3,0,5,38,10,2,8,19,216,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866234183201894,0.0767006935731124,0.0,0.08388322358492148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956950156739983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237167333417691,0.1388381782153366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606656701275824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803455659871931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062033148004042,0.0,0.0,0.07966691718178802,0.0,0.32802639779843523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032375058275143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709997853613329,0.06613222246696214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676457580319738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256385089263427,0.04100841312024778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940951016604105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052610997766713526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402645447925933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976658624631564,0.0,0.0817365076938807,0.3450936924837732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605251427212032,0.0,0.03834683625434527,0.0,0.0,0.06946224325412234,0.0,0.08781157708117368,0.0,0.0,0.14168274750715248,0.07427027259097099,0.05239348642051108,0.15915551705201508,0.0,0.08549992879546438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795278429395434,0.08342372526222472,0.2308002573336066,0.05820023127063784,0.060537253339333574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718113560458803,0.15956300828585518,0.17908828681320849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441591607835572,0.20560646851511213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893401710901572,0.10056694698218224,0.0,0.0,0.168540351556746,0.0,0.0670310571165265,0.07466310682403801,0.0,0.07858338548996087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057009027568447,0.1947861986810004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426361561458336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562215896352777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581430895799174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052146066482916836,0.0,0.0,0.062313246349623125,0.09153770147747184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053290373444527035,0.0,0.15334899707645566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888843264625186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163561392463375,0.0,0.10109152051721376
adhd,Doc6212,2018/02/09,Adderall regret This is my first reddit post. I guess Im posting this as a caution to some and perhaps to hear if anyone has struggled with similar issues. For about 4-5 yrs Towards the end of college and my first couple years of medical school I used adderall. I was taking 60-90 mg essentially every day during that time. I never noticed any problems until I had used Adderall for several years. During my 1st and 2nd years of med school I started having difficulty with word finding. I then noticed this began to progress to difficulty remembering names. Even eople I saw on a frequent basis. I stopped using Adderall in my 3rd year of med school as I felt it was no longer helping and was worried if was causing memory impairment. Now i am graduated from med school and have completed my residency and am currently in a fellowship. Now i feel that my memory has become significantly impaired to the point where I do several surgeries in a day and i by the end of the say I can barely recall the cases I just did. If someone asks me about a patient i treated last week unless i am actively following them i have to hear multiple details before I can remember who they are talking about. My working memorh is shot. Its a very stressful way to live. Anyone ever find themselves with similar memory deficits? Anyone know of any treatment. Just casting nets out there. ,5.471529605263157,7.1763771562500045,6.581143092105265,71.87717927631581,68.453125,8.983223684210527,34.567434210526315,9.414487439383343,3.6040109375,1096,54,176,23,19,367,155,256,0.081,0.88,0.039,-0.8532,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,4,11,5,0,2,11,0,20,1,0,4,2,37,35,15,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,11,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,9,6,30,1,33,26,1,36,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,5,24,126,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292399407177213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993301793663048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883515138764915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494717872945664,0.08085891546959156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761641549866744,0.0,0.0,0.09963146024489876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514288618735557,0.0,0.1225659809453268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832713947883535,0.0,0.0,0.06276283639294976,0.08595516944758333,0.0800623038388618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804728090416969,0.0,0.09123849501143752,0.0,0.17370148229327062,0.16165571197304576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468028386804812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419920714392185,0.0,0.06369297040589521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026428486130886,0.09918096941017522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222302198129149,0.07745771237777828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390844173020874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166526472581417,0.09572726344578923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328881125755575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163722196825265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982893918208991,0.0,0.1820145535930449,0.0,0.0,0.0909256860899618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528864183871368,0.0,0.0,0.0755673570146657,0.0,0.3846797770048593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470144690901247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051401506193016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725888413492763,0.0,0.0,0.07944480063594922,0.10885033100159916,0.09934031910906993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714466553604684,0.07637715489593992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055409594559305865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462121720819279,0.0,0.07840522715739373,0.0,0.07542608557079834,0.07622298324688769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917902322293408,0.09650206975066566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477084632155074
adhd,AnotherStatsGuy,2018/02/09,"P.S.A. Your Backpacks Will Eat Your Stuff. Don't Freak. (OR: Your memory isn't always incorrect) So this is my first post over on this subreddit, and it comes due to a little personal experience of mine today. I am an avid fan of the PS r/vita. Normally, I put my Vita in my backpack and all is well. However, today I put my Vita in my backpack, and then later I couldn't find it. So I went through the whole ""You didn't actually put it in, you're just remembering the other days"" spiel. Finally I got so fed up, I just turned my backpack upside down, (after taking out my laptop) and lo and behold it fell out. Saved me about $160.00 . (Amazon's Price where I keep Gift Card Balances.)",1.2250000000000014,3.5226161376811618,3.474811594202901,86.53613043478262,83.27536231884058,6.578550724637681,20.069565217391304,7.793537801064563,0.9160660869565218,529,15,108,10,15,181,93,138,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.9137,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,0,1,8,3,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,1,18,15,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,1,2,0,1,6,4,1,1,1,4,0,21,2,15,9,2,27,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,9,74,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.17095344261506135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576637920438346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090473548193736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297861190775355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925605365323038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136269430032816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190453156559767,0.16011418669726066,0.1490106618884829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010993448205344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557107952712485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557949613516136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164225061720947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296313248660992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777699206050115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283222273104263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844831107983532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054274608642544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171589515818494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33210620488873505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905489160450377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575106524373098,0.16239649589096036,0.0,0.19558568355979614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rushboy99,2018/02/09,"Is it possible for add symptoms to get worse as you get older especially dealing with focus and concentration. When I was in my very early teens I was diagnosed with ADHD. but my parents didn't believe in and couldn't afford medicine. I decided I could still power through most of my day. As I grew older, job/life I just kinda put it on the back burner. I am now 36 and feel that within the last 6 years I feel  my concentration has gotten worse. to the point where Sometimes I feel even starting a project isn't even worth the time . I just know I'm going to get sidetracked doing something else. ",4.045386064030134,5.561601542372884,4.923333333333336,83.11705273069681,71.71186440677965,7.278342749529191,27.517890772128066,7.793537801064563,1.6478557438794723,474,17,91,6,9,154,80,118,0.077,0.923,0.0,-0.8019,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,18,21,7,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,3,15,0,14,15,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,12,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204731817648586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106296211969965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668713992107804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464711807299117,0.0,0.0,0.11831111005007412,0.18913055165639345,0.0,0.1861995196487626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532502777921564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423361127213072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782759340634209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875376791770861,0.0,0.1042597759970931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204741306613506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082020562511712,0.1495375448011494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370129972522516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342106557274478,0.20681412297058765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441953487697968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123000983196166,0.1814383303338571,0.0,0.12984799177321818,0.0,0.14650469045786568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067646221260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697210741796742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136678851952112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739057208253814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813682031850505
adhd,thecoolyoungteacher,2018/02/09,"Showering makes my brain go mad! Okay, so I’m 23 years old and got diagnosed about a week ago. No medication yet, though it’s something I look forward to A LOT. Anyway, I have a huge problem with showering. I do understand the importance of, and appericiate good personal hygiene, but I often skip showers because of the immense stress I feel afterwards. My skin gets itchy and feels «too clean». If I shower at night, I end up laying awake most of the night in agony. Is this completely weird or do anyone share the experience?",3.8615151515151496,6.2166959595959606,4.9101010101010125,79.4518181818182,74.25252525252526,8.844444444444445,29.181818181818183,9.444778638647367,2.9620787878787875,416,18,76,11,9,136,79,99,0.17800000000000002,0.728,0.093,-0.8684,4,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,7,1,4,4,2,1,0,15,13,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,4,9,3,9,12,2,15,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,10,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121891214605254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294540525021665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462141687211176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821659159476124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434575796281116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749678605727512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106835034142807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997623816980487,0.0,0.0,0.20673652314523136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680862552198274,0.0,0.11618487778731508,0.1714700186621133,0.16350500172945298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167355131726306,0.0,0.0,0.1738029614524181,0.0,0.0,0.13646166347549812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059463224824508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836959918533324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451969246774788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850438182147066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561627477239932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738372037827195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341791101494496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085592784887973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282359798458952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639850813998014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164916095033813
adhd,boopygrl,2018/02/09,"Focalin XR isn’t that bad unless you don’t know you have depression. In a nutshell, I’ve been taking ADHD meds my whole life, more recently, Focalin XR. I became very down and never happy to say the least. I read online and figured it was the side effects. It pushed me to my breaking point until I had to get help or I was going to die. Turns out, I have depression. It probably was not that hard to figure out, just never thought about it. 

Now, I am taking Wellbutrin and a lower dosage of Focalin XR. It feels insanely better and I am shocked that I didn’t do this earlier. Not sure if a lot of people have this issue, but I am happy as ever to be alive and wish everyone the best!:) ",2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,76.71428571428572,6.666666666666666,23.809523809523807,7.492282038375204,1.1188809523809522,532,17,107,7,12,180,89,140,0.14300000000000002,0.773,0.084,-0.7594,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,5,9,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,1,4,26,25,11,1,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,3,14,5,16,17,5,15,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,3,6,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002442305529384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912030239321438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485685999643288,0.14736138594556264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28701822030140145,0.0,0.17292470980957705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071685478984118,0.0,0.15921204921920645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424781319867496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705179901532832,0.0,0.09469368770858502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35473906002229005,0.14925832270227227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168152228066903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739074433868077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156970629254327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768826311196873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416539197530523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850766756761789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570144226348371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551296500544456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750926057901185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964397573574467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666456515731162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645166309930904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250249458209487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703688385565856,0.0,0.25055421914443793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227725201933532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123414342341315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747851714086362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860246941392428,0.19160417397318333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sorryimnotfromhere,2018/02/09,"Surprise: Lost my meds Too emotionally drained and depressed to recount the last few hours but I've poked all through my house and my car.

If they're gone.....any options? I'm in NC.

Thanks for your help, was having a rough time anyway so even typing this out is difficult. 😞",1.1799206349206344,3.774325722222226,1.840793650793653,95.605,88.07407407407408,4.567195767195766,22.529100529100532,6.18269132825596,0.3279767195767196,215,8,45,2,7,66,50,54,0.15,0.698,0.152,0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,2,5,4,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576006963527092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732712661022416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568952931869988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955927208643674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266490302821456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124551360165328,0.3660964674630053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862409598160163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463466568927268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35242457733110266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921071574402188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500748165290165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,micc117,2018/02/09,"I'm so lost and confused I was diagnosed as a kid, stopped medication at16-17 and have had problems since. I'm now 31 and my thoughts are everywhere all the time! I can't concentrate for shit. I can't focus on simple things, I get distracted very very easy, I'm just going insane!!!!",2.614210526315788,4.504292877192988,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,76.36842105263158,8.068771929824562,27.18947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.1373957894736844,222,9,46,5,5,74,44,57,0.227,0.664,0.109,-0.7122,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,9,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30167177753255464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528504575551133,0.0,0.16891682647473505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244504540289098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994176168223853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843991487588504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050917897822266,0.24586323856706946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484890094953588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745958703706964,0.0,0.0,0.2359592721181894,0.17331121934178448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904748222574878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,morncuppacoffee,2018/02/09,"New to this sub and have some ??s Hi everyone. This is my first post and I have some questions.
My son is 9 and has ADHD inattentive type.
We made the decision we are going to move forward with meds because things have exploded in school since before the holidays.
We saw his doctor today after a meeting with the school, who recommended Concerta to trial beginning this weekend.
I've spoken to a colleague who has a child on this, who also works in the field with patients on this drug and she highly recommended too.
I went to the pharmacy on my way home from work however, and they said the cost for 30 pills even with my insurance is over $200 a month.
Is there a generic version that is typically cheaper?
The pharmacy was no help because they were super busy.
It was a long day so my mind is also kind of a blur of others she said as an alternative.
I plan to call the doctor in the AM so want to be prepared.

His issues really are that he is one of the highest achievers in his grade, is in a special STEM (formerly gifted and talented) program but recently starting to refuse/is unable to focus to do work. They are worried if this doesn't get addressed he will get kicked out of STEM which cannot happen.
His frustration is also escalating and he has started to have tantrums in school.

We are also requesting accommodations in the classroom.

My main concern is the meds though.

I will suck it up and pay it if there is no good alternative.

ETA: we also drop him off at 7am and don't pick him up from his after school program until 5 or 6 and sometimes later if there's a special event. How does this work with needing multiple doses? School nurse? My colleague said it initially worked with one of the meds her child tried because challenging classes were in earlier part of day before meds wore off. This was before switching to Concerta.
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adhd,VLPaulieB,2018/02/09,"I opened my laptop to do actually do work. I decided to take control and work towards a goal of completing something. I didn't shut down my computer so all of my tabs were open, but soon as the light hit my eyes I was a deer in headlights. I didn't know what to do or where to start doing work. I felt lost; trapped under a mountain of responsibilities and the ever-increasing amount personal goals I want to accomplish. A quick glance at the tabs and my mind was flooded with ""are you done with that task?"", ""are you sure you can close this window?"", ""is there more you should do with this stuff before you work on the stuff you want to do now?""",4.065503875968993,5.016247798449612,4.7271317829457375,86.70062015503879,71.01550387596897,8.213953488372093,25.96124031007752,8.515128840125781,1.4666496124031008,502,15,109,8,9,161,82,129,0.06,0.861,0.08,0.1381,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,9,6,2,0,0,8,0,17,1,1,1,2,21,25,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,4,18,1,19,15,3,15,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,1,4,81,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.18522369160954028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151128839514226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900842616290748,0.0,0.21288404602777164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423787290853992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169077869864327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224393432623748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431264771611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071961352359054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165038226077966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573164977511218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612225963238856,0.0,0.0,0.13434596506228186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43456589335007423,0.0,0.0,0.17889030998677488,0.0,0.14271081045024106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390549522473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527253540696042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dankmaymay420,2018/02/09,I just got prescribed my 1st medicine Tenex(0.5 to 1mg twice a day) Are their any side effects I should know? The doctor prescribed for impulsivity... but I’m more concerned with my focus so it might not do everything... let’s see,1.718939393939397,4.4857687727272735,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,88.54545454545455,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,0.9134060606060612,182,8,36,2,6,56,40,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671126054415979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533188914123537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020401230241669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530168835087247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141523221035034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586867632389545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40165729864865546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166911381919665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130050440456384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fallingbutterfly,2018/02/10,"If adderall gives me insomnia, is it likely that vyvanse will do this as well? I'm prone to insomnia at the best of times.

Adderall helped me do things, but I can't sleep at night even if I take a modest dose in the morning.  It also gave me a lot of anxiety later on, which is distracting in and of itself.

I feel like my brain is clenched or something the whole night after, and it's weird.  I tried taking a lot of vitamin c at night to flush it out, but it doesn't work.  I know it technically shouldn't stay in your system so I don't understand why it affects me for so long.  I was prescribed XR but have tried crushing it in a mortar and peste so it's IR, and this helped a bit, but not enough.

Any ideas?  Would vyvanse be better? Even ritalin? I also why some people get anxiety from adderall and others do not.  Sorry if this is a dumb question, I'm really ignorant about medication but feeling kinda desperate.  Thanks.",2.624070855614974,4.400991684491982,4.238713235294121,85.48983455882356,76.00534759358288,7.4557486631016054,25.056483957219246,8.278499904357787,1.5877596256684496,723,25,147,13,16,242,112,187,0.121,0.772,0.107,-0.5639,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,9,10,1,1,9,0,16,8,2,1,0,31,28,20,0,5,11,0,2,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,2,14,6,20,22,7,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,9,9,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296046572334455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479856873301476,0.0,0.21328526080601434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462944597464743,0.12329029781752665,0.15219156701647404,0.0,0.0,0.1556194383193244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404018148187495,0.0,0.1841482447804983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097231663628718,0.0995892667397693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283212055372561,0.13372770521982086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687728884125693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573686011453751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661203976489242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621016705723113,0.0,0.0,0.12336694082216372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370302619144135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043348384397286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924597746399938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664423122735727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616284941227893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930489439872978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950330493155155,0.0,0.0,0.10731895518517816,0.0,0.15604983124521718,0.0,0.14858465549048086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096268578063396,0.0,0.0,0.12834321238778165,0.0,0.0,0.09261291309541513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128679461052372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929047030832288,0.0,0.0,0.14512305414791668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533970597020966,0.0,0.2515783818007733,0.15563805806165582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148677493138004,0.0,0.0,0.09902762870887973,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tzage,2018/02/10,"What’s your favorite ways of staying consistent with your routine? Hey friends, just wondering what sort of systems work for you in terms of scheduling and staying on top of tasks? Like bullet journaling, reminders, sticky notes, etc. 

My schedule is sort of inconsistent. I have class the same days every week (2 days plus an online class) and sundays are always off but my work schedule (4 days out of the week) typically changes around a bit every week. I find I’ve had a lot of trouble with consistency lately, more so than I did last semester when my work schedule was the same every week.

Bullet journaling worked last semester, but I’ve seemed to fall out of that and tried a simple to do list. I like it but now I feel like I’m losing track of things. I’ve been late to work more often and have struggled with staying on top of chores. I’m trying to figure out a system that might work better by seeing what others like to do",5.433333333333334,6.3994314444444464,5.534444444444446,82.10000000000002,67.8888888888889,8.222222222222221,28.88888888888889,8.344100000000001,1.966055555555556,740,25,140,10,12,233,105,180,0.054000000000000006,0.821,0.125,0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,10,6,9,0,1,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,28,17,10,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,11,6,30,12,8,36,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,7,23,86,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935771740674814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011478894775172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946326701695136,0.1227790891566481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189696055486979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758554935848384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542456435302726,0.0,0.0,0.28426159084804026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686403317942172,0.08034268717900629,0.0,0.0,0.10278798993994774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688765881141172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334265097902128,0.2537234750024553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977249558579606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581591678418594,0.0,0.0956109468840124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119304130472086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896174436904831,0.1023809413364868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35960774347899704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175694252738091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471458068874487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270827409230694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892668919401756,0.3608400864165763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195995616923358,0.4912409024412687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lolablackbird,2018/02/10,"Has Ritalin made your hair fall out / break off ? I started taking Ritalin January 2016 and by March a lot of my hair broke off. I have always suspected it was the Ritalin and so I haven’t taken it since. But a few months earlier I also got highlights so I didn’t know if it was that or the medication. 

Anyone had their hair break off with Ritalin? 

Because I really want to take it again but am worried about the hair breaking off again ",2.630948275862071,4.727592597701153,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,77.04597701149423,8.48793103448276,25.81752873563219,9.188382445141503,2.327208045977012,344,13,68,9,8,116,59,87,0.081,0.903,0.016,-0.6385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,8,9,4,1,0,13,16,9,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,9,0,10,9,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,5,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343928210358057,0.2438835713791429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049430841774108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867169276006298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344197022227561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108068367674105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491840496508175,0.0,0.27733932080196616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526849380480624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395047897562524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877680517262332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245623522123666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745844703644475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407510578764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728786059957807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765836563855913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,celiacbulldog,2018/02/10,"I am feeling more distracted on Focalin and I'm not sure why I searched/checked the FAQ but didn't see anything for this- I started taking Focalin a couple months ago and really like the energy it gave me. However, I'm starting to feel like that bump makes me more distracted by other things and I end up with no work done and 40 tabs open. Does anyone have similar experiences or suggestions of how to direct that energy towards things I need to be doing?


If it helps, I have the innatentive/non-hyperactive type I think (diagnosed as ADD before I knew it was the same as ADHD) and I'm on three other meds for Bipolar Disorder, Anxiety, and OCD.
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adhd,meorcaffeine,2018/02/10,"Just got diagnosed a few days ago and started Adderall yesterday And it's pretty insane. It hasn't done very much in terms of some depression related stuff but it's made my anxiety way better and being able to focus is insane. Doing things is exciting, I actually feel satisfied checking things off a list, things seem more manageable and are easier to start. And I'm just way better at them. I'm suddenly good at video games, reading is way easier. I still have a ways to go in terms of mental health but it's far far easier when I'm actually able to focus, plan, and think ahead in a way that's actually constructive. Thanks to everyone for all of the posts about symptoms/experiences. It really helped in making a decision to see a psychiatrist and start the process. ",5.085083487940629,6.744554428571429,6.478961038961039,72.41376623376622,69.34013605442178,11.05974025974026,29.00989486703773,11.022393298168332,3.706066666666668,619,23,110,21,11,210,91,147,0.06,0.7140000000000001,0.225,0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,5,6,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,2,1,19,24,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,5,19,20,7,28,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,2,12,68,14,2,0.2549894209255508,0.0,0.37324933823574186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301636823461135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753310453565477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255174213131516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222354087425382,0.0,0.10981100730175912,0.12940444737714527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047135402142485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182665951296713,0.0,0.12471429114945885,0.0,0.0,0.06446515639740215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245818207275084,0.10693651419060901,0.1019691668205345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552091530048874,0.0,0.0,0.08545701695004371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063857773301173,0.08510370924655421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848468107054736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937232819195426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221046898302282,0.12970795571642554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275292123420967,0.0,0.08167637621109641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015967774430228,0.11606639603886418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707242368316776,0.0,0.10181744046720384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595094063764708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737999993955765,0.0,0.0,0.25410546139431833,0.08169346245377072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519648845803034,0.0,0.5059968338752945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thatgirldaisy21,2018/02/10,"Am I Really Selfish Im 19 years old and my 19th year of life has been the worst thus far. I have gone through so many things ranging from getting put out to gaining an addiction to cigarettes. But i came to conclusion close to the end of October 2017 that i was ready to go back home with my mom (who wasnt really helping me with mt issues but making me feel bad about them....i honestly dont think she really understand thats that what shes doing isnt helping i.e. screaming, yelling, cursing, making me feel bad about her not being ok like i can do something about it and telling me and my 10 year old sister that if she were to die that we wouldnt care and that we would go one with our lives). She is very controlling. I honestly had to force her to let me pick my own job. I have ADHD, OCD, and Anxiety, and at 14 i was diagnosed with depression. Ive had to struggle with those last 2 the most and im just now coming to terms with the first 2 even though i was diagnosed with those at 5 years old. Anyway, its always been something that my mother has done but its been happening alot more since i came back. Whenever something happens that my mother doesnt like if i dont talk to her about how i feel she calls me selfish and says that i should always be able to come to her. But then i try to talk to her when something is on my mind she says i talk to much and that she doesnt care. I really wish that i couldnt focus on that as much as i do but its always happening...she is always complaining... And my little sister is worse than me because she was diagnosed with ODD. She has a serious problem with defiance. My mother is too hard and my sisters father is an enabler and doesnt want to discipline her. I am always in the position to keep my sister out of trouble and delegate punishments when they are due. She constantly talks about how much she has sacrificed for my sister and I and never once have i ever intentionally showed her that it wasnt appreciated but what can I do about it? But it is now February 2017 and i have officially started taking my ADHD meds again, im currently employed and am enrolled in community college. I do have bills to pay that are my own but im not allowed to save up for a car, or work where i want. Am i really the selfish arrogant one who isnt listening to a mother who wants the best for her daughters or is my mom a control over freak whos angry because she isnt where she wants to be in life and is taking that frustration out on her children?",4.857287561189914,4.881728459143975,5.982288188778714,81.70447784611521,68.88326848249028,9.667277519769046,29.615664616543242,9.536714749202195,2.4159414585163805,1964,67,415,39,31,658,221,514,0.201,0.762,0.037000000000000005,-0.9981,5,0,5,0,1,0,41.0,3,0,1,8,24,25,2,1,14,1,62,6,0,10,2,86,92,39,1,12,15,13,4,2,0,3,6,6,1,1,30,37,0,4,6,1,2,9,15,16,0,3,16,10,75,9,61,68,11,52,0,1,0,0,56,18,0,6,27,304,105,5,0.07061522619540801,0.0,0.0,0.07698101975186028,0.1697315585374314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29378762531203073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402045475711345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859750025297424,0.117921528546394,0.08609277292377518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410632327883689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210604120111191,0.16153001331327907,0.14399385872867712,0.0,0.0,0.12165752933580536,0.0,0.07630997299853545,0.15840196142541907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082079084860036,0.2150189044485156,0.0732874560844167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722638934807736,0.16552103837251206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625441306995589,0.0,0.0,0.04664069091400735,0.06387551489174251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711554034362902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060065275328009024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689354115112132,0.0,0.08026452075075327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488962262846692,0.0,0.06325737242712234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466379522739596,0.0,0.07083282948760823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051062476987787,0.0737039497362683,0.07007471589079163,0.06276605761613406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575608342379481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220885311275546,0.09975524520431496,0.06899806521245119,0.07077500793335302,0.06235453846146247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942724236433054,0.07159275586412925,0.0,0.0,0.07843759723988614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130124831918716,0.16540739892323233,0.0,0.0,0.15573094903706228,0.0,0.05446281573250657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222964033973788,0.07520291126644052,0.09570140961285327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756923467439634,0.0,0.07098780638273341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618961053493195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231212431646516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841364482645424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745220429214485,0.0,0.0,0.04998182055568437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382236662882008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618772385122917,0.2270313758345665,0.061720820186871486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691361853030844,0.04524738562815441,0.06937910120390188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794310328149565,0.0,0.0,0.07351294084912774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826495703596527,0.16660275994990018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120402515703926,0.0,0.0,0.051408725693541935,0.0,0.07196294832067103,0.05016303063940007,0.0,0.0,0.18189556183483524
adhd,ejly,2018/02/10,"When you were in high school, how could people help you cope with ADHD? My son has ADHD\-PI and I'm looking for ideas of how to better support him, especially with homework. Thanks!",2.768235294117648,5.621237882352943,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,81.94117647058823,4.576470588235295,23.20588235294117,5.985473137389443,0.5220823529411764,144,5,26,1,4,44,31,34,0.0,0.7120000000000001,0.28800000000000003,0.8947,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,6,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337948199412886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320742578642076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105305390755217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767420966616383,0.27859704835330895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976675944691067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142848735411716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280556362185732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668626926091574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992259349769184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276517056040045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mnai,2018/02/10,"What are your study methods? I feel mine are abit odd. I've always had people asking me how can I study like that or how can I take a test like that.   Maybe you guys are similar in some way? Usually when I study I put headphones on blast music and shake my leg which feels pretty vigorous, and then I'll read out loud (just at a normal level voice) it just seems to make it much less mind numbingly boring so I can get through a reading (one of the hardest things for me to do, sit and read) I used to listen to music in highschool to help with test but obviously that isn't a choice you have in college or even in most highschool classes. Do you guys have any different study methods?",4.488409272581934,4.9991561942446054,4.9498800959232625,87.08262989608316,69.79136690647482,7.904396482813749,26.955235811350928,7.793537801064563,1.3536420463629095,537,16,114,6,9,171,94,139,0.046,0.893,0.061,0.4517,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,12,2,1,4,1,22,21,11,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,5,15,3,16,20,4,15,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,5,75,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504999971525042,0.0,0.0,0.12299916546971283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909090834267446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897274812692869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194642531708684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290864020773714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449815716867396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581834423513613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123469204188528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672985046550505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073346754146053,0.0,0.18171023943559345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826291637983472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329617347550619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772161617111953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256355129770713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253938740563185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840118533022969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818263217709871,0.0,0.0,0.5427628532953506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465907987882314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599323763439036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016332287185613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621533883093125,0.19920495962433066,0.0,0.0,0.1435677783250985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pr0crasturbatin,2018/02/10,"Looking for a chrome extension that I'm not certain exists to make reading pdf textbooks easier by moving highlighted line with keyboard shortcuts I'm in an organic synthesis class that assigns rather dense reading for nearly every class, and I'm trying to get through some of it, but every time I look away to write something I lose my place, as the authors are rather bad with paragraphs. 

I figure a good way around this is to highlight the line I stop on, but I'm wondering if there's a chrome extension that allows me to place a highlight on a line, and use arrow keys to move the highlight to the next line as I read, and if it exists, can someone send me a link?

Thank you!",8.847468671679204,6.8259295488721845,8.315150375939853,74.92831453634086,61.781954887218035,10.971929824561405,38.70802005012531,9.2995712137729,3.5118681704260664,542,22,101,7,6,172,83,133,0.091,0.775,0.135,0.7257,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,11,0,3,0,0,3,1,23,14,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,3,22,14,1,15,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,4,3,63,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849833708029536,0.0,0.0,0.15672567211373234,0.0,0.13928132508612528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810931596980025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715255580538021,0.0,0.0,0.13991426532610626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801606834348078,0.1866203246998306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134852342890246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35459020811604697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774068019501132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348566754533237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500572405623497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413395431343127,0.12842027885006976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394625745299707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357837853446565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726960920090577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325462001894772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144072291386782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324078605046112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809008526299612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,exponentiate,2018/02/10,"PSA: Now's a good time to go through your Clothes Heap - wash the dirty stuff and put away the clean stuff. ADHD is...changing up your wardrobe every few months, because you *can't fucking find half of it*.

If you're like me, that's because you have a heap, somewhere in your home, of clothes that were ""too dirty to put away, but too clean to wash"". Jeans you've only worn once. Socks that you left in the middle of the floor and then scooped up with a sweater that you didn't feel like putting away and they all wound up in the Heap. If you're like me, you're starting to notice that you haven't worn a couple of your staple outfits in a while, which is making you starting to notice that your closet is looking suspiciously empty lately. If you're like me, the Heap is out of control. Now's as good a time as any to tackle it.

1. Get your Heap out of whatever corner it's shoved into and put it in the middle of the floor (or your bed) where you can't ignore it.
2. Go through the Heap and make three piles: To Wash, To Fold, and To Hang Up. Your piles may vary. :)
3. To Wash goes in the hamper. To Fold goes next to your dresser. To Hang Up goes next to your closet.
4. Ideally, now you actually fold your To Fold pile and put them in the dresser. Ideally, then you actually hang up your To Hang Up pile and put them in the closet. Ideally, then you actually put in a load of laundry from your To Wash pile. But no pressure, you've already made good progress.

I try to manage the Heap by going through it every week on laundry day, but tbqh I'm not very consistent (shocking, I'm sure). By the time it's gotten to the point where I'm rummaging through it every morning hoping I can find a pair of pants that doesn't smell, it's pretty intimidating. But the fact is that the actual process of tidying it up isn't actually very difficult. The hardest part is getting started. :)",2.3347897826431883,4.085171178010473,3.319309852451217,91.88246469934951,76.74869109947645,6.0962716166904665,23.879422497223548,6.850034144686104,0.6347075043630017,1458,47,319,14,33,466,158,382,0.068,0.789,0.14300000000000002,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,23,3,5,7,17,1,1,26,0,15,7,0,4,3,38,36,22,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,1,6,0,9,0,21,12,0,3,3,0,0,14,8,5,0,2,6,3,31,12,63,29,3,66,0,0,1,1,26,33,1,6,23,190,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.39076263020682106,0.0,0.0962479845316548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837705370448552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446132562818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573071164520997,0.0,0.0,0.09763954267617699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472052354412317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982342272957625,0.0,0.08861379741180285,0.0,0.051648938881678805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242809656348296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040493961794460416,0.05721355878549118,0.0,0.0,0.146394573329839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403835159101428,0.08368341182109626,0.0,0.13654440726688147,0.20151737909574666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803329343771173,0.07954361343973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903406611230776,0.0,0.08701383208127672,0.0,0.0,0.15650418273435154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725219252407592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577944785464731,0.10691624881982634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392399776143633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034504989856525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235721631536594,0.0,0.08528913188187726,0.0,0.060909122939314934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672549190301211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757072942073769,0.0,0.0,0.08147640208672732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635608775027254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700561592609149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833589537148664,0.0,0.0,0.07548024493141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009662750361926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543732362184053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215891568681715,0.0,0.0,0.06424027569042735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,woochikaboo,2018/02/10,"What do you do when you stop hyperfocusing and feel really down? This always happens when I get suddenly bored of what has consumed my life for the past few weeks (a video game) and then I want to find the next thing (game) but don't know what it is. I end up feeling really sad, useless and nothing interests me.

Anyone got any ideas?",3.867272727272727,5.298962090909093,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,72.03030303030303,8.31030303030303,25.32121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.694615757575758,262,8,54,5,5,85,53,66,0.198,0.7609999999999999,0.04,-0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,5,11,1,11,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,9,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163444266947351,0.0,0.0,0.17681185675047775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180106925892192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302866583462348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629319976874035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763924243561754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358415283931822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794921034057776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299209656889099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293513234794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289157717583278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836487438042925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765175490442958,0.0,0.0,0.24948116194214054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820354806560865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33313085643761703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173752577044881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273532018810075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335728721061676,0.0,0.20855978608623416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Steel_Castle,2018/02/10,"Recently diagnosed, and I have questions about being a morning person VS a night person I was diagnosed this December and since August (when I started my PhD program) I have been trying to improve my routine and lifestyle. I figured that waking up early in the morning and working out, so that I didn't feel too lazy or tired in the afternoon to workout (plus thats when most of my peers were doing HW, and I needed to study with them). The classwork/studying in the evening thing isn't as much of a concern anymore, so I could (in theory) be a night owl again. I could just go back to my 2 AM bedtime and 8AM wake up time, but I want to ""be better"" than before i.e. I don't want to be wasteful late at night (when I'm usually around video games, friends wanting to drink, etc.) and NEED to get more done. 


However, in light of the ADHD diagnosis I've been wondering ""Is it even possible for me to be a morning person""? I heard ADHD people tend to be night owls so I thought maybe there was some hard wired circadian rhythm issues associated with ADHD. And if it is possible to be a morning person, did you guys see that it helped you? Or did it just make you ADHD and unproductive in the morning instead of the night haha",7.279242424242426,5.984196194214878,7.829545454545458,74.84765151515153,64.33057851239671,10.546005509641878,36.28236914600551,9.516144504307137,3.2866600550964202,957,39,185,15,12,319,140,242,0.016,0.902,0.08199999999999999,0.935,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,2,17,3,0,0,13,1,26,6,2,1,0,36,42,21,0,8,7,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,5,10,14,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,5,22,3,33,22,5,31,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,7,19,137,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760809345768388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821562085853228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881617089141001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615142384046195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427107231950698,0.0,0.0,0.08758797462950453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581419927182819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010358825108377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134668602863484,0.0,0.09701611529417616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044965533454014,0.13082271741912518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050074823045996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651381543996504,0.0,0.05174144308349525,0.0,0.05628359331295718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980597333913778,0.0,0.0,0.08871546706895428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638074334966745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336629668285488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111715238991885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661063032998526,0.0,0.09949347472102653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280175865051071,0.14686566607226828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646858862479798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865805844153289,0.3458924508028319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232930557797672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110941314397972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778462932533424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891768106697446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192236865274799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009713469623978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579412675741446,0.0,0.0,0.07862233732119019,0.057747818198944874,0.11382559871589093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723793033378274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907251939267537,0.0,0.1752393566571269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739869971238493,0.07209830153120378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Swiller4tha9,2018/02/10,"When Pain Facilitates Learning One thing that has enabled me to know more about myself was my time spent in segregation. Even though it has been put forward at the United Nations Assembly multiple times that anything exceeding 15 consecutive days in solitary confinement should be deemed cruel and unusual punishment, The practice has been widely abused in Canada. Iv spent 300+ days in such confinement. And the things your stuck with in there for 23 hours per day are startling, everything comes out eventually. Yet I would never take that time back. Id never trade it for something else. That experience gave me enough time to figure myself out, and I am now a better person because of it. But I had to go through an immense amount of pain to get to this place. I see this as an example being that a certain amount of learning or self discovery cannot be accomplished without pain (mental or physical) operating as a component within that learning process. 

What I'm getting at is this. I have ADD. I have had the diagnosis since I was a child and I have suffered significantly from it, I would never give it up though, or trade it for any
other circumstance. ADD has forced me to learn about myself through its very nature. and I am thankful for it. Not many people have an internal part of themselves begging for their
attention as much as people like us. I guess I am also thankful that I can pay myself enough attention, I don't fear losing myself when I step into a crowd.
This is all relative to me of course, but Ill ask whether anyone out there can relate to the statement ""pain facilitates learning"",pertinent to ADD?
(edit)-just some formatting, it didn't look right. new to posting stuff my apologies.",6.404626778971827,7.987166182108631,6.3202977054893985,75.08952584954984,66.09265175718849,9.396979378449027,32.757624164972405,9.688023934748609,3.2762281150159733,1377,58,232,29,22,434,185,313,0.096,0.852,0.053,-0.9238,0,0,1,0,1,0,36.0,1,1,1,4,14,15,2,2,13,0,31,6,0,0,5,43,49,20,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,25,14,0,2,9,0,5,5,8,10,0,1,11,2,29,5,44,32,9,40,0,2,2,0,12,18,0,5,19,177,54,8,0.0,0.12799642606529232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639056740143636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346326726686347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553622695800151,0.0,0.08889847209718989,0.0,0.10099231604163512,0.0,0.0,0.08306745501021401,0.0,0.06585333479031348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554266716292563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305721882377332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900885668954508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024417440632328,0.0,0.0,0.22324519221744976,0.0,0.07135198296681776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708929168671103,0.10567286500857187,0.0,0.1215623987161589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288114597847072,0.10363103874717763,0.06139523884848337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900586813430945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638657655649167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059369786151083376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277739970511089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071695807422428,0.12085655962880387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952421580510396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886759034027732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941357503748378,0.0,0.2499553388457849,0.10433485810322944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320308956385972,0.0,0.4598009065068842,0.0,0.0,0.11698462931324526,0.0,0.14978709242860772,0.0943265540760984,0.11286707067309867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346169862666324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859875041755378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225597831931076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608494222347231,0.0,0.11269756608586748,0.0,0.0,0.08936251391239948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831658240513455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366709465070867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122418981193287,0.0,0.0,0.1989167524266183,0.0,0.0,0.14353902760394371,0.0,0.2122754337615194,0.0,0.2519697753900734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994530766770898,0.0,0.0,0.08913504797039826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413587813386796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534810757561698,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,changinthangs,2018/02/10,"I was diagnosed but it was too easy. Maybe they were wrong? I'm a woman if that changes anything. I've been taking a low dose of welbutrin for about a year for depression but went back to the doctor because I felt like it's not doing anything. Asked to be tested for ADHD and about a month ago I was diagnosed. I feel like it happened too easily. The psychiatrist just asked a series of questions and ask if I had these symptoms from childhood. And while I did have them from childhood they seem MUCH worse now.

Like I've always been disorganized and messy. As I type this there's a pile of clothes at the foot of my bed begging me to hang them up. I've always zoned out and had daydreams but don't most people? It's gotten so bad I can be looking someone in the face and zone out on them and have to drag myself back to the conversation. That feels new. I've always had trouble connecting with people. But maybe that's just a thing for me? From my teens onward I've always felt kind of meh. Is it depression when it feels like part of your personality? I misplace stuff all the time. The other day I misplaced a pitcher of juice. It was in the cabinet with the cups instead of the fridge. I found it funny but worrisome. My favorite is looking for my phone while I'm talking...on my phone! I won't admit how many times I've done that. But I've never had academic problems except for procrastination. I procrastinate everything and now it's affecting my job. I also get easily overwhelmed and always have. 
 
I feel like something isn't right but I'm just not sure if I tricked the doctor into picking ADHD. Is there like an equivalent diagnosis for symptoms that appear as an adult? If I had these symptoms all my life why is it now that they now seem so massive and it's tipped me over the edge? Is that common with ADHD?",2.9422252747252737,4.923679197802201,4.082513736263735,86.05311126373627,75.7032967032967,6.747802197802199,24.836538461538463,7.6454224807358475,1.2577791208791216,1444,49,287,20,32,470,175,364,0.131,0.757,0.112,-0.8752,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,6,0,21,17,1,1,22,0,29,11,2,3,4,54,53,30,0,5,17,0,6,6,0,1,9,0,1,3,24,16,0,0,11,1,0,3,6,9,0,0,19,8,35,8,40,31,5,34,0,4,2,0,18,11,0,9,26,200,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32020163379448674,0.0,0.07872582494089579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102233390275473,0.3694904213222431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461682023546096,0.0,0.2490796231789404,0.0,0.0,0.13658075652572654,0.0741536938788582,0.054138520822005584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395053893598004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727591663049654,0.0,0.15298601914858193,0.18028312234628294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818041792308568,0.0,0.09088475534065772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981783544161432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962256960138648,0.1903403493325722,0.17054547741426349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737696444555162,0.0,0.0,0.04640021869375552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853550542633851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881314734445515,0.0,0.0,0.09248326242566343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273002060671994,0.2603321786480045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491581842969267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004067989508457,0.17844569886493433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708883017879547,0.0,0.06528649611149406,0.0,0.06849672007126394,0.08577446997738891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617394183751074,0.0,0.12314109297782536,0.07754656811499917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498038323345898,0.0,0.0,0.09948893852712484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584433224373577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617008742858888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524949384333192,0.06837124818992918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016676467495938,0.0,0.0,0.0837035631234388,0.2769267184239524,0.06677501610792654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900225599394849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357312180854117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232892936700241,0.08013834998505942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050626304070776,0.0,0.09710117285430668,0.0,0.0571915407495613
adhd,blackbear_420,2018/02/10,"How to describe my mind... When I tell people my mind never shuts up I use this analogy.

You know in Monsters Ink where they keep all the doors? That is my mind. It’s like flying doors of randomness and  you open up one door, whoops wrong door, open another And another one after another one until you find the one you’re looking for. ",1.9101948051948057,4.3132891969696985,3.1053246753246766,89.59227272727274,81.27272727272727,6.8017316017316025,21.549783549783545,7.957251820313856,1.113578354978356,261,8,53,5,7,84,47,66,0.047,0.915,0.038,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,15,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,9,1,8,5,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547023378955085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589343140952071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545633710175071,0.0,0.0,0.09556660160863854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849549418743556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602564626668704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267446315667795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411637936867482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713354014156718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055495156924916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198944130587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018702268245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012381501074052,0.0,0.0
adhd,svene,2018/02/10,"What kind of neutral or negative changes have you experienced when starting stims? Stims are incredible for production and are SO helpful.  But I'm having some side effects.  What are yours, as far as psychology changes? have you had any like these?

The most noticeable is the ""temperament"" change.  I become more...hollow, cold, calculating and feel a general lack of human emotions outside of possible anxiety or deep depression; although generally its just a cold calculating computerization of my ""self"".  I can call up human responses, like how you are supposed to act in a given situation, but beneath this evocation is just a cold machine.  I am noticing a much higher socialization success rate on meds though, even though it's coming from a computerized place.  Or I could be wrong, but it seems to be much easier and more successful.

After the ""high""  wears off, generally four to six hours, I come down and am more ""normal"". 

I also seem to get more assertive, to which I have to rein it in, which is the opposite of non medicated me.

I seem to be more open to violent thoughts or desires now.  It feels warm.  I have never been very violent, but maybe have been, and now I'm just being real?  Like it was suppressed and now I just feel capable of being real because I'm medicated, like how I am now capable of being productive.

Not sure if I'm just becoming who I am or getting weird or what.

Probably going to delete this post soon because I def feel weird saying this stuff, lol.",6.3563003663003625,7.469285673992673,7.268589743589742,69.96391025641026,65.88644688644689,10.901831501831502,34.58058608058607,10.864195022040775,4.086324542124542,1171,53,203,33,18,392,156,273,0.101,0.762,0.13699999999999998,0.9141,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,0,3,18,15,2,0,10,1,29,3,1,3,2,52,48,27,0,5,17,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,17,9,0,2,9,0,0,4,3,6,0,2,6,10,19,9,28,35,9,28,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,12,14,153,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749548963309625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440285129385969,0.0,0.08369868741169814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333911778742384,0.2416704708886391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172029243593468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472252158068552,0.18849481302850787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873553338249986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423505196795733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230720191709183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722645639883859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212848242631272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432487868539105,0.0,0.06218047462551603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333551190532582,0.11559813729842025,0.0,0.0,0.10774724470723124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393413711071662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380965851526654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099174931119934,0.0,0.12153033443024483,0.22043901621655787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085852519366015,0.0,0.0843840765512201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719900152422916,0.0,0.2491290230521425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431062335900175,0.0,0.0,0.12334383229376518,0.10478495803305987,0.0,0.11796295978291035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490660682642037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700757359386863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988094672258051,0.11413895083385288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229819190909756,0.0,0.1115301655731566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744127282465982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524877800242706,0.0,0.0,0.10311804522712248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149904043081123,0.08685966838712078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027507169156353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962314100333934,0.0,0.0
adhd,slp2b_godawgs,2018/02/10,"How do y'all get yourselves into a workout routine?? Hey guys, 

I bought a group fitness pass at the gym this semester and I've only been 4 times this month. 😑 I almost never make it to the 6:30am classes and am so exhausted from it all day that I'm unproductive, and I usually don't make it to the evening ones either b/c I tend to get most of my homework done then (grad student) and interrupting my routine like that usually fucks me up and leads to me not being productive. So,  basically my options are either to force myself to do mornings, or change up my study routine so I have more time for the gym at night. Any ideas??",3.2037007874015733,4.694422322834646,4.693708661417325,84.03111417322836,73.8031496062992,7.599685039370079,28.44803149606299,8.238735603445708,1.9350541732283453,493,20,100,8,10,165,86,127,0.078,0.885,0.038,-0.7097,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,6,0,9,2,0,4,2,20,17,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,13,1,14,13,5,17,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,4,10,69,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352948598919056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180194045951534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614445154247554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439628774084804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843861191808945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743925601145766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206369663431829,0.2332536740923704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210297174853366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519959883418352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905738317545627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29801136586918675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781775744565018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721663396173723,0.0,0.0,0.20948331512768584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512643183028966,0.1697741093744159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603307902330005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917057657204835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hurdlelocker,2018/02/10,"Advice on finding a new psychiatrist because my current one is as bad at focusing on the matter at hand (my ADHD) as I am at keeping things focused? The psychiatrist I’ve been seeing for the past 6 years is a pain in the butt. He’s the one who diagnosed me initially and I got another, more thorough, diagnosis a couple years ago from a different doctor. However, while I don’t doubt I have ADHD, I’m not confident that I’m properly treating it. I’m not sure I’m on the right medication for my ADHD/anxiety and I barely get a chance to discuss it with him because he’s busy researching whatever interesting thing I mentioned. 

Unfortunately, even though I live in an affluent area of Northern California, I feel like I can never find any other options. 

Add to that, the stress of being laid off in December and turning 26 in June, and you’ve got an exciting mess of brain chemistry happening. 

If anyone has any advice about how to either improve the current doctor’s care or how to find a new one, I would be so grateful. ",6.857816354499775,6.585421040201008,8.305655550479669,67.7370488807675,64.7286432160804,11.658474189127455,37.68889904065783,11.20814326018867,4.4646241206030135,813,39,144,22,11,284,127,199,0.107,0.759,0.134,0.6595,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,16,0,11,8,3,2,2,24,24,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,3,15,6,25,18,2,24,0,0,1,1,6,13,1,4,12,95,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342447589150629,0.235389665761915,0.10676484209880807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380980396756914,0.1262942651986315,0.0921380386559502,0.0,0.0,0.08421606464555717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056429924949556,0.14684103040810098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445345233231273,0.0,0.0,0.1227989636649184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326712685944062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224641091301075,0.0,0.12583658071040926,0.0,0.2465556188589741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955101084759293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089925159651169,0.08604401142310769,0.0,0.0,0.3302462722280781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292613670175155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265743829144424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650673831983484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705466047850014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884202963779625,0.0,0.10635276768712554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133295769344468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289253568552748,0.232647869999968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448444820943554,0.0,0.12815911128311822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149758146877574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285707596168442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597692857139774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796626092642605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135154532415608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003303996869325,0.0,0.11833395955998373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100664906509776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855587624527363,0.0,0.0,0.1551217995390619
adhd,thatpersonrightthere,2018/02/10,"I'm 20 years old, and I've been on concerta since I was 8. I'm looking to change meds, but I had a few questions. 1-the side effects of concerta (for me, appetite loss and insomnia) have become a part of my life, and they allow me to wake up easier and eat less. does anyone in a similar situation know how changing meds affected that part of the medication?

2-I have no idea what the different meds do and while I'm sure my doctor could probably explain some stuff, personal experiences are often more accurate. anyone have suggestions?

3-has anyone ever experienced withdrawals from stopping to take concerta? my doctor told me they were a variation of amphetamines and I've been taking them without stopping for more than a few days at most for 12 years.

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adhd,nickmarziani,2018/02/10,"If I don't have ADHD, am I a bad person? Hey all. I have a sincere question: do we believe that there are legitimately ""bad"", ""lazy"", ""careless"" people who *don't* ""have ADHD""? I'm curious because I see a lot of ""I always thought I was a lazy loser but then I was diagnosed"" sentiment around here (and everywhere I find fellow itchy brains), and the outlook doesn't make any sense to me. Is being lazy, disorganized and distracted not the same as having ADHD? ",1.7564772727272744,4.28959260227273,4.067,81.57800000000003,83.20454545454547,6.701818181818182,24.70909090909091,7.908726449838941,1.7836327272727273,351,14,65,7,10,121,62,88,0.215,0.7440000000000001,0.041,-0.933,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,6,0,14,2,1,1,1,15,18,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,10,1,4,14,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6885384256342895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890509362450855,0.0,0.0,0.12986840049502232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700067358250005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31890947609021963,0.11641555806950647,0.0,0.0,0.21516152483327625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318937417064665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938338910981549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454614683174574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235868006845036,0.0,0.0,0.12747616828089836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239684833128634,0.1667505293165155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213933815045614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218100377508678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161147731302566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,unclesin,2018/02/10,"Feeling jittery I took 40mg medikenet retard and I’m feeling really jittery, dehydrated and hot all over any tips on what to do and how to prevent it? Is the dose to high? ",5.621714285714283,5.355915314285717,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,67.28571428571429,9.285714285714286,37.5,8.841846274778883,3.2281428571428568,136,7,27,2,2,46,28,35,0.095,0.7809999999999999,0.124,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,6,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300124263094362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907523064681162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127333308239943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108878675672337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391727343247372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,uuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggh,2018/02/10,"The test say I don't have ADHD... So I went through a diagnosis with a psychiatrist and did all of the test and the results said I don't have ADHD (but apparently I have really slow reaction time:P). My psychiatrist gave me a prescription for adderall anyway but I was like ""Fuck that! I don't have ADHD! I don't need these pills!"" Fast forward four months later and I'm unemployed because of essentially an emotional breakdown (I just left in the middle of a shift because I just didn't feel like working there anymore) and I've nabbed another job...but I fear that that same thing will happen. 

I have a really hard time focusing on anything. I have the menu for my new job but I'm not really studying it. I'm really just scimming it from time to time. Even my hobbies...I have these big projects in mind that I KNOW I can do, they'll just take a little bit of time and I might get a little bored with the technicalities of them all but I don't do them because I'd rather do more short impulse driven activities. Like small projects that I can do in a few minutes. Or if I try to do a larger project I'll run into one of those technicalities and I either a.) hyper focus through it or b.) get bored and do something else.

I've failed out of school for pretty much the same reason. I would start off strong. The school work was never hard for me but only a month in I would be ready to quit school and just slack off to the point where I hardly went to school. This happened for 4 semesters in a row during COLLEGE. 

Soon I'll be working again, soon I'll be trying to go to school again and I'm always trying to convince myself to bring my larger aspirations to reality but I fear that this mysterious thing about me holds me back from actually achieving anything. I've tried so much too. I meditate, I write in a journal, I exercise, I schedule, I organize but all of this just seems to work for a day and then it's back to an impulse driven lifestyle where I don't really do much.
I really like to just call myself lazy but I'm wondering if I should go back to my psychiatrist...

This rant felt great. Thanks in advance for anyone who reads it and gives suggestions.

TL;DR - I was told I don't have ADHD but I can't seem to stick with anything long enough to accomplish anything important to me.",3.0748482437194515,4.7568929114470855,4.504390701375472,84.46975417756053,74.52915766738661,7.63826304421962,25.35915653063545,8.371475516178862,1.5881179265658747,1810,61,371,32,38,602,207,463,0.073,0.8240000000000001,0.103,0.9328,5,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,3,12,24,14,1,2,25,0,39,3,0,2,4,61,70,27,0,7,23,0,5,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,21,16,0,1,7,2,0,10,11,6,0,2,13,7,49,8,52,48,13,55,0,1,0,1,12,23,1,8,28,249,70,21,0.0,0.0,0.07104725121564917,0.0,0.3499902092685336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057965492656886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634246942332777,0.0,0.0,0.0722030713711949,0.05090700143862202,0.0,0.2396494942464719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794782670540928,0.0,0.13314389441661525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948428585740859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434212195705846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046953250542486114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060819298253860024,0.08189591039562066,0.0,0.0752271047883952,0.0,0.0480870655819215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385190141325462,0.036812433609698186,0.05201196032771442,0.06990428962996413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730711893170599,0.07607529383105617,0.06984126227964356,0.08275360415134446,0.0,0.0,0.08026785252152854,0.0,0.0,0.12876257525663914,0.0,0.19565714123219727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449560641748613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400117653570957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910292731731731,0.0,0.0,0.14227552902310828,0.14593962402173802,0.0,0.06443020058135973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723467958223887,0.07351237163958714,0.0,0.11622463297633125,0.0,0.16056032217205135,0.05398404081092184,0.056151762347041306,0.07031559538329435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049334603220398635,0.055371540473355504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882432882030844,0.0,0.0,0.07406893545755841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743715931493997,0.07282477736809967,0.0,0.2798447730321075,0.07485574305678287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925429878648162,0.05789751804500819,0.0,0.36841311530794535,0.0,0.13255801233640713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604890388528408,0.0,0.0,0.05153180700938551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054740355907715484,0.0,0.0,0.0670291316481701,0.0,0.0,0.09673691391542727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122661243955768,0.0,0.0,0.06956836942372077,0.0,0.19771946825991255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349820683761965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895399848539672,0.21201184763460976,0.0,0.0,0.1034372731995841,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Feunyr-is-not-me,2018/02/10,"I am conflicted and feel lost My text my contains a some errors because English is not my first language.

I saw a psychiatrist yesterday and after the fisrt session he told me that he thinks that I may not have Adhd but some kind of bipolar disorders. The thing is that I don't feel it's right. I searched a lot and the only symptoms that really seem to fit what I live are for adhd. And all what I read here really resonate with what I live... But he is a specialist. I feel really conflicted and I know that I'm just at the beginning of the process but... I feel more and more stressed about seeing maybe someone else. Welp I just needed to vent sorry",3.0050034698126282,4.785328320610688,4.3675225537820985,84.96101318528802,74.95419847328245,7.81707147814018,26.412907702984036,8.575989854853784,1.903375572519084,514,19,103,10,11,170,79,131,0.073,0.8959999999999999,0.031,-0.4748,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,9,0,8,2,0,0,1,30,22,9,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,6,16,1,9,18,6,7,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,5,4,73,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089372694000512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371242619198327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498890331496999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212556292212208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441005075378056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447163384938891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771689248742225,0.0935014845312552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004638019335401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572192977423468,0.14464228752975966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092299615696055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261525931627487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939497142490047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701805639867356,0.0,0.3269775962556217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452939531866823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557518757434692,0.1548840800868148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415442937329867,0.0,0.0,0.19045166956859894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948885214649988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683491291754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302981734671995,0.10901533271544188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257082784234414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shadeymatt,2018/02/10,"About to take ACT, wish me luck! Im in need of some good luck!
EDIT: Got my ID dropped off and completed the test. Wooo.
EDIT 2: Someone asked for how it was, well the Math and Science were nice and easy, stuff I've seen before but not necesarily ace. The Reading Comprehension was OK and I have absolutely no idea how well I did on the English. Will posts scores when I get them!",0.8314141414141432,3.1912826753246786,2.305108225108224,93.77448773448776,85.88311688311687,5.500144300144299,20.243867243867246,6.937597516519254,0.2738005772005776,294,9,66,4,9,95,62,77,0.038,0.722,0.24,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,2,0,14,13,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,1,6,7,7,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,1,38,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310459764320688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030106648197025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912544365670875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291223709663942,0.0,0.0,0.2072923909571992,0.19766337582750906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789951293614535,0.2669575816682541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832539052516214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669532613414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721055799669164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094040358559716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829203820250111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582128800041614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444236935039044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842030321064192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AllYouNeedIsBeer,2018/02/10,"I was diagnosed today at 31 & people are mad about it Hello frens,

This is my first post to this sub, only very recently learning that a lifetime of struggle isn’t because I am inherently lazy or bad person. I am very happy with my diagnosis and look forward to being able to *not* leave socks all over the house like an Easter egg hunt for my husband.

I informed my 3 best friends this afternoon and their responses were weirdly aggressive. One said that according to *her* I am the exact opposite of someone who has ADHD, and I “need to get off all the medication, eat right, go for walks, practice gratitude.” 

*oh god, thank you for clearing that up for me*

My other two friends were aloofly skeptical after initial astonishment and they stopped texting back almost immediately.

What gives? My Mom thinks I’m faking it just to “get pills” and that SHE is the one who needs to be diagnosed with it.

I haven’t told my husband yet. He will most likely infer that I lead the dr on just so I could get a diagnosis. This isn’t true at all, it was my massive fear going in to the appointment today. 

I am wondering if anyone has also had people in their lives react like they are offended when you are diagnosed as an adult?

TL;DR: got diagnosed today, people are mad/skeptical about whether I really have it, DAE have this happen?

Edit: holy cow this got many responses! I am reading through them now - I wanted to stop and say that I am blown away by how supportive you all are. Thank you, each and every one of you 💕",3.380247629083243,5.5271186369863035,4.711917808219179,81.28371443624872,74.95890410958904,7.916965226554267,26.98419388830348,8.730908602173464,2.2165859852476286,1190,46,222,25,26,394,176,292,0.1,0.7859999999999999,0.115,0.8283,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,5,3,11,20,4,2,10,0,29,9,0,4,7,39,50,15,0,5,6,3,0,3,2,1,7,2,0,2,21,10,2,2,5,1,0,5,4,9,0,5,9,3,35,11,33,37,7,29,0,0,1,0,28,11,0,5,17,160,56,4,0.10383192017651967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478579045209436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397266956698964,0.0,0.0,0.08303434905172326,0.0,0.11250184213074102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260169279981606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755350694364304,0.07984033745380574,0.08669531628519074,0.06329497480656629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089651943048498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290133938071041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215488533376728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624597600786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748287098271425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168397771907037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831937825958662,0.0,0.0,0.1604405679243295,0.0,0.16274367836329942,0.09960503910039996,0.11802014608771115,0.0,0.1660877435831698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091818224101914,0.11053100977461554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980809514324706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994301132119737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521810943361265,0.0,0.09168548780482864,0.0,0.08719266221094922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526926999470156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459973590581767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216066899940033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398010632281195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110775889084748,0.07896885413976085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159519393772316,0.09066202771427546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944227773537828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038600185687324,0.0,0.0665173868333466,0.0,0.10252149479812846,0.0,0.0,0.08867189250277452,0.09876793335834147,0.08257131043248643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797644901824853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361626910637765,0.0,0.1085476672953554,0.0,0.0,0.1178272325523918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118896368022267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653130189993277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526155873874765,0.09921584934784974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014286986443724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713444166079893,0.061242756712400113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260128825825964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,feedmelols,2018/02/10,"What do you consider a positive trait of having ADHD?? I feel that my anxiety and depression is creeping up because of my lack of acceptance of my ADHD. Am trying to focus on the positive things so that maybe it wont be so bad and I can manage my life better. What is it about ADHD that you find positive, or consider it a perk??",3.3367164179104485,4.545245358208955,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,73.02985074626865,10.136119402985075,28.32537313432836,10.355215969177356,3.220256119402986,257,10,49,8,5,93,45,67,0.147,0.64,0.213,0.7557,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,8,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,42,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8127531449964219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724499355582846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882209256678116,0.13741732839433415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937058785259154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415870358003415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398193587104305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603487692618294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922473889225933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264702731914309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976272467036772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304915718558254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,VitDdeficiency,2018/02/10,"Multiple diagnosis: how did you proceed? **TL;DR** If you've been diagnosed with other mental illnesses prior to ADHD, how did you go about adding AD(H)D to the list?

So I have **BPD, comorbid with bipolar type II**, with an emphasis on depressive phases rather than manic ones. I am fairly certain I have ADD since childhood but that I just managed enough that it didn't get diagnosed (plus my parents never really paid attention to me because I did good at school). I used to hate going to school and lectures always bored me to death. I have never been able to sit down and do homework. It was very weird because I performed really well at school except in a few disciplines that required... effort on my part (so sitting down and actively studying) but my minimum effort was always enough (+ teachers liked me so it helped). I used to think I was just very lazy, despite the fact that sometimes I actually wanted to study but just couldn't, without being able to explain why. It just made my brain feel weird and I'd stop because I couldn't concentrate.

Anyway, fast forward to now, I'm 27 and have been struggling with getting adequate therapy and treatment for my personality disorder and mood disorder and I think **my therapists always assumed my executive dysfunction was a result of my depression** and that it'd get better with the appropriate antidepressants. The thing is, I think my depression certainly worsens my executive dysfunction but... I already was struggling before I got depressed. Even now that I'm on a fairly efficient AD, I still struggle with personal hygiene and nutrition. I have to put reminders on my phone to brush my teeth, eat breakfast, shower, clean my cats' litterbox etc. I also mark it on my phone when I do all of this because otherwise, I'll forget I did it within minutes.
**It makes me think that I could benefit from ADD medication but I don't know how to bring it up**, especially because I'm currently in the process of applying for disability benefits on the basis of my bipolar diagnosis, that my current psychiatrist has still yet to confirm officially.

I've seen a few psychiatrists these past 4 years and they all always tried to put me on every medication that exists for depression and mood swings to treat my symptoms but didn't want to give me an official (as in, on paper) diagnosis. It almost feel like they're trying to diagnose me by testing to which drug my body reacts better rather than first firmly establishing a diagnosis and then trying the drugs that are recommended for it.

So anyway, my question is, how should I approach my psychiatrist about it?",4.581693567251463,7.2799135600000024,5.692561403508773,73.05037426900587,73.4,8.938011695906432,31.18713450292397,9.50193526645192,3.5339730994152045,2091,98,336,56,45,691,242,475,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.9792,4,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,2,1,7,27,25,1,3,14,0,33,16,3,10,7,76,61,33,1,9,15,1,2,2,0,1,11,0,3,2,27,22,2,3,11,0,1,7,8,12,1,2,18,4,54,11,61,37,8,45,0,5,1,0,12,18,0,4,22,246,81,10,0.15486856948890174,0.0,0.07556469188072155,0.0,0.09306096250075854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753925081231065,0.0,0.0854506587409706,0.061924169533900834,0.25772611215440305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601610630585476,0.0,0.06589087301296756,0.0,0.0,0.13696866445212624,0.0,0.08601203404116352,0.09752577091999276,0.08644227083032406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182497548334812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333470179924133,0.2357825071101867,0.0,0.0,0.17749279781791574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959837309041546,0.07923460478395224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002063126016455,0.0863596963188233,0.05114461477357729,0.0,0.06524172461051579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830620201344676,0.05531906849353738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586556304630721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213686533902012,0.07428202181535595,0.08801537698812728,0.0649482041988895,0.06193127126666991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645032491565859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190256881953626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255585781405575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566096033867227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327019250787706,0.05168798635399623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560137907602151,0.0780355462842638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194441881343068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247147535788044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598160947893785,0.083853784462278,0.07391978666052983,0.0,0.13522526131851445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556856873222614,0.08674412058236461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921277125095336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351028905416373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640544405244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658448760179594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367823964572355,0.06473852932410963,0.0,0.2428533816018716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048387090757338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855285307011136,0.08990717283528274,0.05144389802867587,0.19846705201945936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771838926461013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375671992532248,0.0,0.12778278897701867,0.09134549479083083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962272146900962,0.0,0.06987239784933934,0.0,0.0,0.07464388724475564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049865140592675834
adhd,bblablablablablablab,2018/02/10,"Has your ADD gotten worse over time? Feels like I cant get anything done anymore At first my ADD was minor ish and I ignored seeking treatment for a while cause it was just too much effort and I was doing alright in general. Eventually got diagnosis/treatment etc cause I wanted to live up to my full potential.

Ever since then I feel like its progressively getting worse. Anyone have experience where after you've taken the meds for a while on/off your symptoms are worse over time? Idk if they're getting worse or I just notice them more now and feed into them.",3.7258333333333336,6.122341398148151,4.464592592592594,82.28966666666669,74.83333333333334,6.542222222222222,25.61481481481481,7.554174236665415,1.4747414814814817,453,16,81,6,10,145,81,108,0.15,0.7859999999999999,0.064,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,3,6,4,0,0,3,1,9,2,0,2,1,18,18,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,12,3,11,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,11,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263748574194447,0.1076175370200768,0.0,0.12665491774254112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162161868943024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750349291148635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165047213428047,0.0,0.1392205183304414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055363393250482,0.0,0.0,0.1556431659628331,0.21990684612619704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091587252171222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412350615479068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123095985812111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503854241950989,0.0,0.1359054589160343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095945078233796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314164998266113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522769584486242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731604471748184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997154956956766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949246158441626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078017858179988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273902594927344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,geostormjojo,2018/02/10,"Adderal xr and adderal ir So, I have been taking 25mg of adderal xr for the last 25 days and this by far is definitely the dose that works! But...as like before, building to this dosage it only lasts 5-6 hours. I brought this up to my provider and he started me with 10 mg of adderal ir to take at about 6 hours of my xr. 

So now the point of the post is to ask people who have used this approach what have you experienced with xr to ir in the same day? How did it effect you? 

I'm optimistic about it because I know my xr gives me 12.5 mg of adderal in two separate bumps and that's pretty closed to 10 mg so I think it has a good and decent chance of doing it's job. And keeping me going for 10-12 hours. ",1.6245887445887457,2.664076415584418,3.437077922077921,93.27799783549784,77.05194805194805,6.172294372294372,23.222943722943725,6.42735559955562,0.3392398268398269,544,16,131,4,12,183,89,154,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.9355,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,3,0,16,21,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,12,2,23,18,1,20,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,10,76,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748411587881056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400741973332673,0.0,0.15914270711783146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122858802783764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940940074591297,0.1062894200774243,0.15686592946824082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525396303507338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855913632687481,0.16623454054579848,0.0,0.0,0.10278289096150706,0.3048972389343936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136993866405058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223933775604544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129658125678206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679708509492625,0.0,0.17911623366092552,0.19026951819857746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237576631833858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812358806087533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983671822748608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826941910427058,0.0,0.0,0.16152773161715556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615489358876345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,algae99,2018/02/10,"major depression and a vent session... somebody please help me Hi all so I am a student at a small state school in NJ and I have had issues with attentiveness for as long as I can remember. I cannot follow directions because when people talk to me I've gotten to the point that I cannot even understand what they are saying if they talk for too long. My grades in college were good in my freshman year but last semester I had to withdraw because I had so much brain fog that I couldn't even think while doing homework. I also feel fatigued literally all the time despite not being sleep deprived (also baggy eyes and major hair loss) I am trying vitamin supplements and NoFap at the moment (I used to 1-2 times a day since soph yr of hs), and I work out now and have fixed my diet. However this semester I have already not handed in assignments and am in risk of not passing. I have tried adderall and other medication and whenever I take them I feel awful and they don't do a thing. if somebody could please guide me in some direction other than the one I am headed in, please let me know because I really don't think I can live much longer like this. thank you in advance.
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adhd,rac081,2018/02/10,"Tips for learning a foreign language for someone with an ADD mind I am in my 30s and don't have a formal diagnosis of ADD, but have started to learn about it and I am sure I have the traits. I am seekings assessment. 

I want to know if anyone with ADD has had difficulty learning a foreign langauge, and if they have succeeded, what did they change or do to make it work?

I have been quite successful in some academic pursuits. I completed a BA in International Studies and my essays, orals, papers, etc on that subject were always good. I also studied Japanese language at university for 4 years (including over a year in Japan) and my Japanese language has always sucked. I now work in a health field, I am good at therapy, but I always struggled with learning anatomy. At school I was great with history, English, etc. but my maths was not great. I never learnt my multiplication tables. 

I can see a pattern here. Things that require rote learning I can't devote the attention towards to learn. Subjects like English, history, international studies, etc are ""big picture"" subjects and I am better at these. 

Or perhaps I am just able to devote more attention to these because I find them more interesting. 

I always loved the culture, history, etc. of Japan, and loved the idea of being fluent in Japanese, but never enjoyed the work required to get there. 

I still want to learn Japanese. I would love to hear from others' experiences and what worked for them. I think it may be about more discipline, and perhaps making it more interesting. Also, short daily bursts. 

Thanks

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adhd,maiitaii12,2018/02/10,"Staying Organized How do folks stay organize in the midst of many things being thrown at them at once, whether it’s school or work? Lately, I’ve been having a challenging time prioritizing what’s important and what can wait. I write things down but then I forget. Or I choose not to write anything down and sorta move with the flow. I can’t figure out what takes precedence over something else. And I don’t know how to best break it down so I can breathe more easily. ",3.6150824175824177,5.763657912087915,3.7583379120879137,88.37728708791211,74.27472527472527,7.187362637362638,23.46291208791209,8.07648339933343,1.1754714285714278,374,11,75,6,8,115,67,91,0.027000000000000003,0.8370000000000001,0.136,0.8654,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,2,0,20,11,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,12,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,4,51,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134343813644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567671863953445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439127825379869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344648179331601,0.0,0.2759996170257905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480580559954855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004661975601845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605666976887665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476201788746419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835973841757445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521573598862575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396219024667468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32509716582017584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266966486229798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812344842468342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nemnexous,2018/02/10,"Just got put on Strattera. How the hell am I supposed to get through this for the next 4 weeks? It's only the first day (40mg) and I feel like I'm just a walking talk box. I have zero emotion most of the time, and when something does happen I feel like it was either my fault or something bad is happening. My personality has basically vanished to zombie form. I understand it takes time to do what it does, but holy shit this is tough. The only thing I ever feel like doing is going to sleep or just resting in general. My leg muscles are tight and my hands are so clammy. How did any of you manage this?",2.6983870967741908,4.194493354838713,4.1863225806451645,87.13448387096777,75.12903225806451,6.572903225806452,24.49677419354839,7.1686216300943375,0.9367477419354836,472,15,99,5,10,157,85,124,0.111,0.836,0.054000000000000006,-0.7998,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,2,0,6,0,12,4,4,2,1,20,23,10,0,0,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,2,3,5,11,3,10,20,4,13,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,11,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456236544647007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406617152630227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864635670974324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948507135102001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895010929192348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238675411922492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555437640910925,0.3610555134936563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329672892697307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880163078687014,0.0,0.09574286648704304,0.0,0.13473730702891776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29794709675189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691130590615304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916504632763686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562513167173636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709763888008442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935442970663528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292748807225392,0.0,0.0,0.16858723516774884,0.0,0.0,0.25938605461193937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666514385380934,0.1354062448861915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192103991549056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646725883319827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537860102956826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513291964784613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LeastEmphasis,2018/02/10,"Is this charles parker guy legitimate? I'm not someone who jumps into fear mongering and is very skeptical of ""doctors"" who say they found the cure to something or know something that other doctors don't want you to know and etc. But I don't know for sure. About 3 months ago I got started on vyvanse, and a few months before that i got started on luvox, but the luvox wasn't helping me much so I went back to paxil. However, charles is saying that paxil and vyvanse don't go together because of the 2D6 enyzme or something. I really don't know if this is true, because my psychiatrist doesn't see any problem with paxil and vyvanse. Charles also says that effexor is clean, but I was on it for a bit and i felt weird, and infact I was kind of warned about it having strange symptoms. So i'm not exactly sure what to believe, as i'm not an expert. ",5.632941176470588,5.632298176470593,6.380000000000003,79.60000000000002,67.23529411764707,8.91764705882353,34.05882352941177,8.548686976883017,2.7037529411764702,670,29,130,9,10,221,96,170,0.12,0.82,0.061,-0.5948,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,1,1,6,0,14,3,0,0,4,30,31,17,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,8,5,12,4,17,23,4,13,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,6,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123495317405246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114110353847282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473972581884202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071254819575175,0.0,0.16985160378525269,0.0,0.11854774056775187,0.15696153792430714,0.0,0.0,0.15209709939491126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851918647606542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537427881246732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567693454527912,0.0,0.0,0.133765304340195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527529135603354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917655056040869,0.0,0.2228476249725013,0.0,0.0,0.13794484292486073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338064563217054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507628032484365,0.3062579420239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240156482818105,0.0,0.10241336391988752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330669330571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924946149181417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323692650120029,0.0,0.0,0.1110168949300372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180420800130474,0.3217570220298315,0.0,0.0,0.19721730624256065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626075523156404,0.1448027717945352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495037342797187,0.08217224574005262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914742108380825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lobsterbabies,2018/02/10,"Tips for closet/room organization? I am the type of person (as I'm sure y'all are too) that will spend 10 hours cleaning my room because I have to inspect every individual thing... analyze it, feel the memories from it, play with it, etc, etcetc....""tidying up"" is not part of my vocabulary. I am attempting to get rid of the clutter in my closet and room and I was hoping y'all had some tips on how to stay organized. Out of sight, out of mind, so I have a lot of things that I miss out on because I just don't notice it because I don't physically see it. 

For example, one thing I've done is hanging my purses/bags/backpacks on the wall in the hallway to my bathroom so that I can see everything at once. This has helped tremendously when finding an appropriate bag (not to mention getting to use the things I love because I remember I have them!) 

Are there any other tips to organizing/decluttering/simplifying your closet/room to help ease the distraction? ",6.911122994652411,6.3250508342246015,7.793909090909092,72.49086363636364,64.72192513368984,11.116363636363637,35.81229946524064,10.577609850970193,3.677148021390375,754,32,146,17,10,255,115,187,0.024,0.8759999999999999,0.1,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,1,1,7,6,0,1,9,0,17,1,0,2,1,19,27,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,14,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,3,4,21,4,29,23,4,17,0,1,3,1,9,13,0,3,2,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151105794646113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39983928322135337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780702021131824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828794632694708,0.0,0.0,0.1381590265845474,0.0,0.1473733749402831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291249741095097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987345204449734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134408090702946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982277225666125,0.0,0.0,0.1628677301780362,0.1614858710275148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940872538826596,0.14799707124005554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557162147613047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866907009785886,0.0,0.17463183677191568,0.11111613008665552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775728233105514,0.0,0.0,0.14317977172537613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857557662280781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613393968914671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477934899014647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154547871710347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357603308488252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162484464003494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,acal1995,2018/02/10,"Daytrana Patch? 
My Psychiatrist mentioned it to me the other day. As a 22 year old male who works, it sounded like a good idea. Just some questions
1.) How long does it last?
2.) How is it similar/different to Adderall or Vyvanse?
3.) Does it help with attention and focus?
Let me know, guys.",0.041785714285712316,2.2251624642857166,1.9761428571428568,90.86885714285715,102.92857142857142,5.097142857142859,23.457142857142852,6.742157984588678,1.190248571428572,222,10,44,4,10,73,47,56,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8426,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046649352199256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761613178955464,0.0,0.0,0.4626217460638878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170162473805455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617213658280386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717016162806593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983885379864677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526502981677689,0.2154585558478059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27028821623373395,0.0,0.1291348855848116,0.0,0.0,0.2339175721196297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773625659429397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961022973120599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924303207649512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021537121078362
adhd,Fit_For_Funner,2018/02/10,"Videos like this make me worry I should not try medication. I was diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago and still havent started any medication. Ive made diet changes and started working out/meditating. Im still super duper ADD though. Like Im constatly forgetting things places and making mistakes.

Anyway. Im tempted to try stimulant medication and then I see things like this...

https://youtu.be/3lhQ2l6XnWc
She seems to be speaking very genuinely about her experience on medication. One thing she mentions is how aweful people describe the withdrawal from amphetamines. They often feel so restless and suicidal that they feel like theyre going crazy. 

https://youtu.be/KEsdZvPGn6U
I also see videos like this though and they make me feel like maybe medication is worth a try.

What do you guys think?",5.7805277777777775,9.394939177777779,5.1821064814814815,72.93760416666667,75.74074074074073,8.412037037037038,28.4375,9.017664075816787,3.192638888888889,659,27,98,17,16,200,91,135,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.5566,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,2,10,9,0,1,3,0,8,7,0,6,0,24,22,12,1,2,1,0,3,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,8,8,1,0,5,2,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,6,14,7,6,18,1,10,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,13,57,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274722112929235,0.0,0.0940222091201119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482193404027905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212936085415363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220507661136256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076560165790246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375411407999813,0.0,0.0,0.16089235153552822,0.15154891585133615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060280457191517985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502324412805056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437124634503902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310914576759448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036338771760664,0.2124021203123269,0.0,0.10655879965601832,0.0,0.0,0.5342579306611509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466185955981473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187390731765368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353366956734042,0.0,0.11081769123551233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690437164791488,0.0965596322961806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014987773824287,0.0,0.16941087081844866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602034587980407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139908495539772,0.06796360501188119,0.20842105084486173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160380819288653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751658181025587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772182144602405,0.10771643152361844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwcjfirjen,2018/02/10,"About to get fired. Don't know what to do. I work at a daycare, I've been there just over 2 months and my boss has had some issues with me the last 3 weeks, all caused by my ADHD. On Wednesday, she got mad at me over something I must have forgotten to do, and basically just stopped talking to me the rest of the week and was taking over tasks that she typically appoints to me. I thought for sure she was going to fire me. But then I realized that she would need to replace me first (she's required to have a helper, based on the number of kids she has). Either way, I am completely unhappy working for her, so I decided to hop on Indeed to see who's hiring around me. Turns out that my boss is. So I'm definitely getting fired, whenever she manages to find someone new. But I don't want to go back at all. I leave work everyday hating myself for all the stupid little things I forget to do. The bit of confidence that I once I had in myself is now completely gone. I want to quit. Is it OK to quit? But I need the income. But I hate working for her. I've never been in this kind of situation. This is the first time since graduating high school that my ADHD has affected my life so negatively.

Also, I'm worried about telling all of this to my husband. I don't want to disappoint him. He's been trying to help me, but I just feel like I have zero control over what I focus on and remember, and he just doesn't understand it.

I guess I'm just looking for advice and encouragement.

TLDR - I'm about to get fired, but I don't know when. I want to quit because I don't like my boss or my job, but I need a job. I don't know what to do.",2.491896243291592,3.567982000000004,4.32,87.65576923076924,74.93023255813954,7.617889087656528,24.85867620751341,8.139509932561175,1.26116717352415,1264,40,285,20,26,430,162,344,0.106,0.82,0.07400000000000001,-0.563,3,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,11,17,12,4,0,11,1,31,1,0,6,7,59,62,20,0,9,14,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,9,0,3,10,0,0,3,9,5,0,3,10,7,52,7,51,50,8,37,0,1,2,0,20,17,0,3,18,200,67,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343678795505086,0.0989692500159256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099325712429616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016031384559804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778777584714799,0.0,0.06173910228393219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057108873112846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404204486118104,0.0,0.0,0.2123794610451812,0.0,0.11359368000700926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051210007351249545,0.07235416432869167,0.0,0.0,0.0925677168173462,0.17229674692772734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874322780349304,0.0,0.11511905792113394,0.0,0.08100254578286878,0.0,0.1115708944509369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998526810246806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788557898238423,0.10700745485923993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570958599570518,0.20100874463548926,0.0,0.0,0.10546711494431728,0.16698185345183494,0.08255638915734696,0.0,0.10724046959662817,0.0,0.0,0.07153677454994757,0.0989601905218353,0.10150876329217877,0.0,0.0,0.08504935355613231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084040805639907,0.0,0.0,0.2252926135844346,0.07811306889039922,0.09781646588932252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078594653894824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323169954463421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473004011600872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250035921692656,0.08070672609009798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837795292274018,0.1138425104693284,0.0,0.0,0.08581387386777682,0.07796998183892707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467427808661797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545482157146458,0.0,0.07614965253765815,0.08140470366033087,0.0885228318511535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728566393177991,0.0,0.0,0.08040468697197936,0.059056947475784424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876219819115544,0.11016311836039884,0.0,0.1054356322869368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389493214822857,0.08039102991614566,0.16248076723394944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29493101138143896,0.10285434697540843,0.0,0.07194611985050092,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,illaacbr600rr,2018/02/10,"Diagnosed with depression. Should I get a second opinion? I’m 30 year old female and just went for a psychiatric evaluation for the first time. I was seen by a nurse instead of a doctor, because the next appointment available with a doctor was at the end of March.  I didn’t want to wait, so I agreed to see the nurse. 

Anyway, I told her some things about my situation, and I feel like early on she made up her mind that I had mild depression. She recommended I go to therapy and I could try Wellbutrin, an antidepressant. I told her I didn’t feel like I was depressed, and left. I didn’t mention anything about anxiety, ADHD, depression or any thing prior to the appointment, because I wanted an unbiased opinion. Did I screw up? 

My work and relationships are suffering. I hate my job. I cant stand being at my desk for more than few hours at a time. I end up getting in the office late, going to the gym for 1-2 hours, and leaving early. I can get fired for it, but my supervisor hasn’t said anything about it. I still get all my work done. My desk is also right next to a printer and a door. Every time someone walks in/out it drives me insane. I think the work itself is boring and mind numbing. I finish it fairly quick. I’ve been day trading the stock market while at work. Overall I feel like I’m wasting my life away, not really making an impact. I feel like it’s killing me slowly. 

I have a lot of hobbies that I rarely touch anymore. I own firearms, a motorcycle and race/track car. I have a lot of ideas about new hobbies, starting a new business, or getting a new degree.  

I constantly fantasize about moving to a different state and start a new job/life.  I only feel alive and calm when I’m working out or hiking.

I have difficulty managing relationships.
I am kind of dating two guys right now. I don’t really see myself with either.

When people will ask me to hang out, and I’ll tell them I have important stuff to do at home. I end up watching TV, playing with my dog or phone, and moving things around the house. 

I am exhausted. Should I get a second opinion?
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adhd,chivne,2018/02/10,"My ADHD is driving me to suicidal thoughts Can anyone talk to me. Currently I’m at home and I just don’t feel safe. I tried calling a few friends but no one answered and I’m having a panic episode (I have ADHD and some mild anxiety) and right now I just feel like a stupid failure and I’ve had suicidal thoughts for almost 10 years now and I just feel like I need help. I see a therapist bi weekly and I won’t be seeing her until the 19th. But Idk I just feel like
I can’t do this bullshit anymore. I’m not on any medications I just eat healthy and do yoga every now and then when I feel up to it. Can someone help me please, I’m tearfully begging anyone to help me. ",0.8702897102897111,2.7660512587412605,3.0816833166833177,91.1612062937063,81.86713286713287,6.043756243756244,24.200299700299702,7.1686216300943375,0.9414299700299696,522,20,116,7,14,178,83,143,0.2,0.614,0.18600000000000005,-0.7391,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,5,0,12,3,0,0,0,29,26,14,2,1,8,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,1,1,8,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,7,18,5,9,21,2,14,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,2,12,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340967281346207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918623503486527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945232816603375,0.0,0.10633294917112142,0.0,0.13784848414361356,0.1943810103183611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193231153721436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422294671256083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711165533053465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514073622052851,0.2979002036486863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738936823130736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795019193614246,0.0,0.13942614314183935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372193627753152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002567681492206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306511970211488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418851775426962,0.0,0.0,0.1630839889137828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257786225950165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187033758224856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215265272900124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177723988581177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30408210199175706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172117976148578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138717821587634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069748019339425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437039334930446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149566417974728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895100366055749
adhd,levelupmum,2018/02/10,"For any of you ADHDers out there with children, is there anything you did to help your children knowing that they might end up like you? I’m 26 (woman) and was diagnosed in the middle of last year. I have a nearly 2 year old daughter and I’m due to give birth to a son in April.

I know that ADHD is hereditary, and if my children have an increased chance of facing the same struggles that I’ve been through, I want to know what I can do to make life easier for them.

(I wanted to say “reduce the risk”, but if our brains truly are different from birth, then I suppose that’s irrelevant).

Mostly I wanted to ask about screen time. Since I was diagnosed so recently, allowing my daughter to watch tv has been a way of me coping with my own struggles. Do you let your children have screen time, and if so, how much?

Also, are there any other things that you have done, or wish you had done, to potentially compensate for ADHD?",5.393591654247395,5.522435284153008,5.857744659711872,82.6966318926975,67.7431693989071,8.840337804272231,29.2046696472926,8.575989854853784,1.98523387978142,719,23,146,10,11,232,110,183,0.036000000000000004,0.866,0.097,0.8438,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,8,2,0,8,4,0,3,7,0,22,5,2,3,0,25,34,14,0,7,5,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,5,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,4,23,1,26,24,5,21,0,0,3,0,23,6,0,6,14,107,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536079015467849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764801832847765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008683989122888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106332194884928,0.0,0.13753290672916854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422928138638473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986377793660201,0.0,0.1537041322755512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010999716437701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030045208629568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112636034989653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860825609349468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425520944944387,0.11991857013246268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504353182302894,0.10391185713764496,0.07187308377063675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820057679752926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606603985175665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814664161338162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437271537103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525856873472806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699195759475844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169526131009085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075936187209126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773684013400667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156817951875666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603171716213056,0.1167732438084992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917528584762576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947480502544534
adhd,wakato106,2018/02/11,"[Resource] Here's a weekly score guide for students. It's goal is to quantify academic behavior. Useful for behavior modification! Link to the PDF here: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1y6KyfXQRMS296BKNnEvWhqDR9uIhRHo4


**TL;DR: This sheet quantifies useful behaviors in college. Make your own version with goals you'd like to do. Having behaviors written-down and ever-present helps you remember them. Aim for a positive trend, not exceptional results!**


So, I got this after being a teaching assistant for an actually good freshman seminar, and participating in an excellent academic behavior presentation by a guest speaker. His message was to externalize responsibility as much as possible, so we don't have to work cognitively to get started on an assignment.


Raise barriers to unwanted behavior, lower barriers to wanted behaviors, externalize self-care. 


If you don't know of this sheet, it's one of his externalizing strategies that's seen good response rates across several years of researching academic behavior. Personally, it's worked great to measure any needed improvements in my routine. Having a scored sheet reminding me what behaviors I quantify as ""good"" or ""bad"" helps me guide my daily actions over a long period of time. I can remember what ""self-improvement"" looks like, for once!


This can work for other situations, all you have to do is add or remove wanted behaviors from the sheet, and quantify it based on how important you think the behavior is. Print out 16 copies, one for every week, and keep them in an easily accessible and highly visible location. That should last you 4-ish months.


Most importantly though, approach this objectively. The goal is *gradual progress*, not *instantaneous reward*. As long as your scores are, on average, trending upward, then you're doing good!


Hopefully this helps someone out there. I'm off to print some more of these!",6.870848941368082,10.45697701628665,7.023875203583063,61.792457756514686,70.36807817589576,11.524796416938115,35.0009161237785,10.886138598105592,5.527609201954397,1532,78,208,59,32,491,186,307,0.013,0.826,0.162,0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,8,2,9,7,11,0,0,14,0,20,0,0,5,1,38,36,18,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,16,10,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,3,20,10,45,30,7,29,1,0,2,0,19,13,0,6,15,140,36,15,0.0,0.0,0.12199040817099395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501016767390655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437699983941197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307747940147682,0.10532517789630408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531185927242944,0.0,0.0,0.41940529329238013,0.0999808359212947,0.13782247623330438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513719859565928,0.13207850053645698,0.0,0.12416179440922274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111343054109493,0.0,0.0,0.06870148392847349,0.10189873316723473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122145822401994,0.0,0.0,0.2212574401675891,0.10497578046375687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344424354715646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978071053918296,0.0,0.09189574028877916,0.09269232884541764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313013075627414,0.16941819087533774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915273001651377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092846823063265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28322085942410435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608225674090632,0.14122419044922094,0.0,0.0,0.14051495851269147,0.0,0.0,0.10591942216166006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848176478753281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010049429753775,0.12282036239666193,0.0,0.07289354820299583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593467071975567,0.0,0.0,0.14746667943415226,0.0,0.20054879475922868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27302335474805645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050147103102881
adhd,asthepalacesburnn,2018/02/11,"I'm 33 and dwelling over how to ask my doctor about getting diagnosed without coming off as some sort of drug seeker.. Long story short, over the last month or so I've come to the realization that I've probably dealt with ADHD my whole life.. and never realized it until now. 





I developed pretty bad anxiety/depression about 7 years ago when my son was diagnosed with autism, and I've tried literally 10-15 different medications, SSRIs, SNRIs, etc over the years and none really seemed to help. A month ago the depression became pretty bad and my PCP put me on Prozac. It hasn't done anything for me except make matters worse, and after doing some reading and lots of research on here, the internet, and watching countless YouTube videos, etc and I feel like it's been undiagnosed ADHD all along.





So my question is, how do I bring this up to my PCP out of the blue? I've never been a drug seeker or had any addiction problems in the past, but I'm worried that suddenly mentioning to him that I'd like to get tested for ADHD might set off some sort of red flags. Or am I just overthinking this whole thing?",8.594205607476635,6.940487485981313,8.526093457943926,72.05044859813086,61.99065420560749,12.11140186915888,35.88598130841122,11.00357731598739,3.778640747663551,878,31,165,19,10,286,135,214,0.066,0.871,0.063,-0.3875,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,9,0,11,9,0,3,3,41,22,20,0,1,7,1,1,2,0,1,9,0,0,0,9,15,0,0,4,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,5,4,13,2,32,16,10,32,0,1,3,0,6,11,0,12,18,107,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208624353006192,0.39972520976590137,0.0,0.19655550482725254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753940109907639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123488012056956,0.0,0.1036465715303167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514022236168484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910058520344118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909808137789397,0.22505728044901813,0.0,0.11583341557504133,0.0,0.11347804946868922,0.0,0.1134564101455642,0.0,0.0,0.25714325831161755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472941521251356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605816908377115,0.07920408895926064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584786080416602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431245301024819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037218039405814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830931512902288,0.10832896497719187,0.0,0.0,0.0981146510601684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425597037360788,0.0,0.0,0.07400522063717026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168780041629896,0.0,0.11761337957323735,0.0,0.0,0.17698748733009495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101640284780853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583600769044313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255851352702125,0.11953440670236465,0.10608565956219664,0.0,0.11145291636460386,0.1241974825389744,0.0,0.11089795709983738,0.0,0.07102485068935407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093002201035216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365574270923209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752720636482689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475602241027308,0.0,0.10687275195693732,0.0,0.0,0.112591789612536,0.11298391750959785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279065570056504
adhd,literallythefirst,2018/02/11,"What are your optimal conditions for your medication to work its best? What things do you notice make the biggest difference in how effective your medication is?




I realised enough sleep and water are the main 2 for me",6.446153846153845,8.608728999999999,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,66.69230769230771,11.353846153846154,33.51282051282051,11.20814326018867,4.504497435897437,177,8,29,6,3,57,32,39,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,3,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159225480522795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145223692387183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311054439344641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094630910505784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065315682457451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34273564553314395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012570649091313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999973720013208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916045614777616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ocondy,2018/02/11,"My mom thinks I'm faking ADHD to get pills. Wondering what I should do or how I can convince her that I'm not faking, and that maybe she just needs to not be such a bitch. After all, 20% of teenage boys have ADHD. Do you really think that's a small enough chance to call your son a liar/druggie?
Also, for those who might suggest that until a diagnosis, there's no knowing if I have ADHD, I say this: I got on this computer 2 and a half hours ago to do homework. I'm just now remembering that.",4.536858974358972,4.089382557692307,5.806538461538462,84.3051282051282,69.57692307692308,8.856410256410255,26.948717948717945,8.344100000000001,1.4964987179487181,382,10,86,5,6,129,73,104,0.081,0.845,0.07400000000000001,-0.1847,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,19,7,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,10,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,10,1,9,15,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,1,4,5,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6823391246109204,0.0,0.1677621373691077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134625194990045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324936174229604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554983908685586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887733622737543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136360899554255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863769402600134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040089778700097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013095047514975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007684491742072,0.0,0.2216518459265732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403293470289517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124087563398245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438774256197735,0.0,0.0,0.15050227400185995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253247709884096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523774964505795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwaway1299376,2018/02/11,"I am not sure how to proceed, and scared of being called an imposter. Hi people, so I don't know where to start.

I guess I'll say that I always knew something was wrong with me. I don't want to go into details of symptoms I am experiencing, but on top of them I have very bad social anxiety and depression. I have made my fair share of bad decisions trying to duct tape my life with weed or coffee 24/7 or playing an insane amount of video games. Sometimes two games on top of each other while waiting for the 1-2 minute for the first game to match me with teammates. 

My problem is that my focus is starting to be a major problem now. Until I was 18 I lived in Syria, where mental health is not a thing, so I had no idea about any of this stuff. During college, I stuck to reading powerpoints which worked for me because reading a book is a nightmare. I always procrastinate and do things last minute to get the stress of failing keep me ""in the zone"".

This messy life is not really working anymore now that I am in med school. I always know something was wrong with me and I still don't know if it's ADHD, but literally can't stand being in long lectures and I never do my readings. Procrastinating in med school also never pays off.

We got to studying about ADHD and I strongly identified with nearly everything that was said, but I am really scared about going to the doctor in fear of looking like someone who's trying to cheat by getting study drugs. I mean I see how it looks, a 24 year old graduate student goes in complaining about focus, depression and anxiety. IDK what to do. ",5.613157894736844,5.853384318471342,6.225326852162255,79.86524807241034,67.28025477707007,8.648742876299027,30.22058330539725,8.371475516178862,2.140556687898089,1252,43,241,16,19,409,177,314,0.232,0.715,0.052000000000000005,-0.9964,1,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,7,14,20,1,4,12,0,26,6,0,3,3,43,48,20,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,15,15,0,2,7,9,1,2,10,15,0,2,10,6,33,5,47,35,3,34,0,3,3,0,13,16,0,4,16,166,48,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312278671189789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693125699361444,0.2401387929465199,0.0,0.0,0.06541942788077686,0.0,0.14718576370734207,0.0,0.09540473847821906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064628032729253,0.058642742778836125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823114956933242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657141649507674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846497056878396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115616785808466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645852753079816,0.0,0.0,0.10825195872295612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182783226459811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052125726470287,0.0,0.10934556954787372,0.0,0.0769400798043662,0.0,0.10597535472416092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225630318949096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859830470988174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550714878898003,0.0,0.0,0.15860732531670999,0.07841599432137786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589807800791295,0.04699855345667159,0.0,0.08494653002583863,0.08513414069274786,0.1615678615202858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102694557266858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047902086988964,0.2137134480823916,0.0,0.09694716475035167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483910337905042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094591653769244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669309884495507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184101178958736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28867866868790354,0.0,0.12325660981173553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150841008202086,0.07650225208876127,0.19262634441388368,0.19471945583701453,0.07665909615688309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806397868311753,0.08151010860086984,0.14811921198409458,0.09514444750353196,0.0,0.13618197890129774,0.0,0.07682559580790252,0.0,0.11019699234172407,0.0,0.11012620157960823,0.0,0.0,0.09066754036480257,0.0999888315537556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782226293178522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062722819929068,0.0,0.09397360695966274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937523144957198,0.05674136438047115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400697677656786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103596114840237,0.0,0.061949768157289725
adhd,tempacct_1248,2018/02/11,"Small rant on finding out I may still have ADHD. **TL;DR: I had ADHD as a kid, and social problems more recently, but I assumed that was all gone. I just learned I still might have ADHD, and that ADHD causes social problems. I finally did research, and found all my problems listed as symptoms. This could be confirmation bias. This is very worrisome to me.** 

The Rant:

(warning: bad writing ahead.)

I was on a date last night, with someone who I have been seeing-ish for about a month now. Over dinner, the conversation slowly led to me casually saying I had ADHD when I was much younger, which is something I almost never talk about. She surprised the hell out me by responding with, ""Oh, I was thinking you had ADD or ADHD! But I wasn't sure which one."" She told me to not be offended, because she was a school teacher and trained to look for these things.

I was taken aback. I asked her what I was doing to make her think that, trying to think of times I acted hyper or obnoxiously loud around her. She surprised me once more by saying, ""**It's nothing big, but you kind of avoid eye contact a lot. And sometimes you're socially awkward.""**

This has messed me up for the past day.

I have never done any research on ADHD, I just remember the criticisms I had when I was a kid. I was ""bouncing off the walls"", loud, constantly interrupting or attempting to dominate conversation, never concentrated on anything and made poor grades.

Since then, especially in my early 20's, people told me I was quiet, never talked, super calm. With much difficulty, I was able to make it through college. Because of this, I assumed I no longer had ADHD. After all, that's just for kids.

**ADHD, as far as I knew, was just hyperactivity and inattentiveness. It had nothing to do with self-esteem and social problems.**

I know that even as far as three years ago, I had a lot of social awkwardness, and very low confidence. But until yesterday, I believed I had turned all that around. People invite me places. I can invite people to places, and they come. It's easier to interact with people. Starting last year, I can talk to women and go on dates. I thought I was looking people in the eye. I thought I was finally normal.

But now everything is upside down. **I've been told I still have social awkwardness, and eye contact problems. What's more, I am surprised to learn that these are symptoms of ADHD.**

**Last night, I spent time first looking up social symptoms of ADHD in adults, and the all symptoms in general. All the problems I determined I had these past few years (social, organizational, or otherwise) were all listed.**   

I know that most people did not tell me I was being socially awkward, I had to figure that out for myself, and fix it for myself. I thought it was fixed. **But now I have evidence that I still say/do things routinely that is really dumb, and make people cringe, but no one is telling me. This is stressing me out tremendously.**

This is shocking, and I don't know what to make of the fact I may still have ADHD. Do you remember the final scene from The Usual Suspects, where the interrogator has a sudden, final revelation about Kyser Soze? That's how I'm feeling. **I understand (and hope) that this is all just some sort of confirmation bias.** 

Thanks for allowing me to rant. I apologize for the length, bad writing, and if I broke any of the rules. I also apologize if this post came across as cringe-y, or just awkward in general.

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adhd,nuxeon,2018/02/11,"Avoiding sleepiness from strattera without stimulants? I started on Strattera about 2 weeks ago and have had some success so far. The side effects for the most part are manageable but the sleepyness that kicks in right after lunch is something else! 

My first thought, like most, was to add a bit of coffee/sugar free red bull in the afternoon. That was a bad idea. Stimulants have never really worked for me (not hyperactive, very inattentive ). But the combination of the two leaves me anxious and confused for hours with a sedative like crash at the end.

Has anyone had any luck with managing the sleepyness effects of atomoxetine? I'm going to check up with my doctor and see if he'd be in support of breaking the dose up so that I'm getting tired around bedtime. In the mean time I'd like to keep pushing though it, hoping someone has an answer. ",6.82,7.781526445859875,6.541917197452233,76.12370382165608,64.79617834394904,9.33732484076433,35.445222929936314,9.3871,3.353097324840764,680,31,117,12,10,213,109,157,0.106,0.737,0.157,0.8793,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,0,2,14,0,12,4,0,4,1,30,23,9,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,6,0,2,2,3,3,0,2,5,2,6,9,26,16,5,25,0,0,2,0,1,12,0,7,13,78,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754906744730415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086414097784885,0.0,0.0,0.20078704619678614,0.0,0.1242746412410752,0.0,0.0,0.15821953614285358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839914763875756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403777142800616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191666405114276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847263161129926,0.0,0.15741817122002386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151179106499742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928578543323038,0.0,0.10100943069406468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652839694545408,0.17503063320564327,0.0,0.0,0.2006382696334682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579767420876817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819297129308651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604932498535937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360271050311756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707819992395853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246689203456036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385993998515848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178251641230894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141629728435191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059210354161712,0.13682710089882932,0.0,0.0,0.12579992236071993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168864511537016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462120122622818,0.14109968936226186,0.10363720396574116,0.2042772724330724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361874977673314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664786096194954,0.0,0.0,0.14256622746408945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713277114384635,0.0,0.12939131926389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sahil910,2018/02/11,"How big of a difference is there when you take meds? I'm pretty sure I have ADHD and am gonna get checked soon

How often do you forget stuff or procrastinate when ur using it?

How often do you zone out while reading or just in general?

Do you still need to fidget?

What are other major differences?
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adhd,bonoetmalo,2018/02/11,"Multiple monitors/workspaces: Help or hurt? Curious about other peoples' experiences with using multiple monitors/workspaces. I'm a software engineer and at work I have four monitors, at home I have three. I also utilize Windows 10 workspaces so I effectively give myself 10+ monitors sometimes. I'm learning that this is actually counterproductive and hurts my focus, because I get overwhelmed with the amount of information in view simultaneously. Does anyone else have the same experience?",8.478300180831827,11.86993520253165,8.677251356238699,52.95215189873417,64.0632911392405,12.109222423146475,44.19710669077757,11.491704259439757,6.885009403254975,407,26,50,15,7,133,59,79,0.08199999999999999,0.787,0.131,0.4217,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,0,7,9,2,3,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.2252998606895423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846299696599813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614325696772007,0.2365578441203276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073873537427442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020395193744242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928657223097774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516784284968486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062221133671162,0.22147551654355307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475007220209736,0.0,0.2315855909042187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943110927190422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005906178416218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283404319956825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940113309158847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807912663512325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,patriotsfan1212,2018/02/11,"Switching from vyvanse to Maydayis, looking for advice. Hey guys I've been on 60mg vyvanse for 4 years, its just not as good as it used to be. I run out of focus and start coming down after 4 hours. I'm not a big fan of the side effects either. I could potentially go up to 70 or even more maybe but i just have been interested in trying something new. 
Ive heard maydayis is supposed to work all day but I've heard a lot of people say you come down more than once, and that its very slow to work and doesn't work very well. I've also read positive stuff. I know stuff like this has been posted and I've read it but it never really got to the point. I just want to know what people think of Maydayis. Do you like it, recommend trying it, Does it feel the same when it hits, how long does it really last.. Vyvanse claims over 10 hours or something and its 4 for me..
Thanks in advance.",1.1995375375375374,3.1553397675675683,2.7059009009009047,93.96846096096098,81.05405405405405,5.408408408408409,19.466966966966968,6.42735559955562,-0.059204204204204476,687,17,154,6,18,224,111,185,0.031,0.843,0.126,0.9626,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,5,8,6,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,3,2,32,28,15,0,2,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,16,8,0,0,5,2,0,5,4,0,1,0,6,5,9,6,27,19,6,29,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,3,14,94,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100200805888002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720783799821293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230961864016128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703610570398783,0.0,0.0,0.08645769371264292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346338473891321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854545190347557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778483008251737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618946163120535,0.11244327709905703,0.10722013305879984,0.0,0.0,0.1327406061877833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640444485485161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473518835939042,0.10927689919810953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099001633500984,0.0,0.0,0.11863899694584162,0.11257674578892056,0.0,0.0,0.11397312899196088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346814200838854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103395437255888,0.1294761095053484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276966382897485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185880829612916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673015547113564,0.0,0.12839254746233816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681928183304513,0.0,0.17176470492354362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660999662479363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064120762271157,0.0,0.0,0.09488845043529064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30693355184057763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342455670067147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590031857123545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203605746501125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578490974413393,0.0,0.2212272952987808,0.07907213840018291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053615737483585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927921151538563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633032876591154
adhd,lolwatsyk,2018/02/11,"Suggestions for my pre-flight playlist? In addition to ADHD, I have anxiety and will be flying later this week.

Naturally, I have been hyperfocusing on this since I booked my ticket weeks ago, and I can only imagine it'll get worse in the next few days. I will be saving tv episodes for the flight itself and am looking to have a playlist I can listen to while packing, at the airport, etc. to keep me from wanting to bail out of this whole thing.

I'm not looking for instrumental music or songs that allow me to still think about other things. Rather,  
#####What are some jams you can get lost in, that you use to take your mind off other things?

**Some examples of what's already on the list:**

* Float On by Modest Mouse (my go-to jam)

* I Wanna Be Sedated by The Ramones (because it's true)

* These Days by Foo Fighters (to tempt the fates)

* Fly Like An Eagle by Steve Miller Band (because I have a sense of humor)

I prefer rock-ish music, but I'm open to all suggestions!",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578948,3.0823684210526348,89.88407894736844,81.10526315789474,5.6947368421052635,21.605263157894736,6.961326702584282,0.5840315789473682,750,23,152,9,20,241,122,190,0.039,0.943,0.018000000000000002,-0.3822,0,0,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,16,0,0,2,2,24,29,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,16,6,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,17,4,31,21,6,19,0,1,2,0,7,10,0,3,10,103,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200255852034789,0.0,0.1622886382369122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020324171410926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005506428282416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320672605108247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361418383538739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041816698423782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130262048972865,0.0,0.10404811162661068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627291786737418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944323499468361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074807870176276,0.0,0.1998525414112832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848577721473992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470677475911627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923995898891572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514449816823471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620726201260073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765275169284194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648889974294616,0.11730974001003615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812162149207848,0.0,0.0,0.10798483814784347,0.0,0.2937101347357653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044013556708411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865733155773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,neintoes,2018/02/11,"I was diagnosed, and prescribed with life changing medication, then he retired spontaneously leaving me without the long term prescription.. what do I do now? (UK) Hey guys,

So in March 2017 I was diagnosed with ADD by a family psychiatrist (private funded by my dad's medical insurance through work) who saw me as a kid. He prescribed me with methylphenidate and atomoxetine.. Struggled a lot with that combination so he took the atomoxetine away and I felt the full effects of the methylphenidate. It was like a cloud had been lifted from my head, like pausing mid thought with ""uhmm"" and ""ahh"" had been minimised. 

Baring in mind I dropped out of University and moved home due to these severe concentration issues, on the meds for the hell of testing myself I took up a short course in astronomy and aced it. i felt on top of the world. I moved up North to Newcastle while still on these short term prescriptions he had set up. While my dad messaged him asking about setting me up with the long term prescription out of the blue the response was ""sorry I'm retiring"". 
(Only then did my mum reveal he's been going through some legal issues, a quick google of his name will show several results regarding controversy over kissing a young patient which I feel influenced this sudden retirement)

So I was a bit jimmied. AM a bit jimmied.

In this time i took up studying my NCTJ, a journalism qualification that will allow me to finish what I started at Uni, but now being off the methylphenidate I'm starkly reminded of how work used to feel.

Now the medical insurance no longer covers me, the NHS has had me waiting for over six months and I could be looking at another year of waiting and my exams are in three months. Oh and I cant seek the prescription from any other specialist as they require a diagnosis of their own, which I will be charged for (and who knows, unlikely but they might deem me not to have ADD) I guess I'm looking for thoughts, has anyone had experience of this through the NHS, any recommendations for private treatment in the UK? Or in the meantime while I'm attempting to study without the meds, any coping mechanisms/ study methods. Any and all thoughts are appreciated. Thanks for taking this outburst.",5.930073529411768,7.690363232843136,6.083607843137255,75.66923529411766,67.40686274509804,9.263529411764708,33.94313725490196,9.642632912329526,3.4024984313725497,1781,83,310,39,30,566,216,408,0.032,0.921,0.048,0.7319,0,0,4,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,3,7,10,6,1,1,29,0,31,8,1,6,1,53,58,25,0,1,6,3,4,2,0,4,6,0,1,2,17,21,0,3,10,1,1,6,5,2,0,2,23,8,36,4,63,27,10,64,1,0,4,1,21,30,1,5,27,213,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662028949687077,0.10261870229842117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842862780043847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148942015544036,0.0,0.0919462392658006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368379433929172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352689899930777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781362620880217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865934575576671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957295517592908,0.0922572585958658,0.0,0.09896573149937136,0.0,0.18792914457985602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055618239314730034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780798279954458,0.09690052460891324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004364681330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816534690376974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428871319631625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378337206838424,0.0,0.0,0.1036236086354266,0.0,0.0,0.06912407934138315,0.09562259557136753,0.0,0.0,0.17321272477638194,0.16436184885698749,0.0,0.0,0.08320028292636182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740918721025074,0.2957623763426144,0.0,0.10381800131738828,0.09881451618630203,0.0,0.1562278650564184,0.2080274129760224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442981174910704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111642269312984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095504852869893,0.06926848453214883,0.0,0.07815413812938947,0.0,0.0,0.102308467440838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358138044309823,0.0,0.0,0.09009981675839557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307872055887585,0.057065154931269006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261907688686364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452288126611583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867437605683668,0.0,0.14249198932453058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302106331533908
adhd,ponderingfather,2018/02/11,"Success with medications not named Adderall or Ritalin? I'm a 33 year old teacher with ADD (Less hyperactivity). For the past 8 years, I've been treated with Ritalin (5 years) and now Adderall (1 XR 20mg and 1 IR 10mg). 

I've been finding the effects of Adderall to be a bit harsh as of late. Teeth grinding, trouble sleeping, hyper-focused to the point of annoying others. 

I've told my doctor about this last month, and we're meeting again tomorrow. Has anyone moved on from ritalin and/or adderall and found a different medication to be a better fit? I'm struggling to figure out what the best course of action would be. I just want to make sure I'm able to advocate for myself when speaking to my doctor. 

Thanks! 

TL;DR - Any adults find success after moving on from adderall (or ritaline) to a different ADHD medication? ",5.427841642228741,6.832762270967745,6.4254545454545475,74.0927272727273,68.2258064516129,8.733137829912026,34.09090909090909,9.095868883498916,3.2313225806451618,652,31,111,12,11,217,102,155,0.069,0.779,0.152,0.9221,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,5,10,1,1,9,0,7,11,2,2,1,23,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,1,4,7,25,7,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,13,61,7,4,0.1436250002436134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260933972532336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766992527677447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042593961792456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507255767973221,0.1270246411536318,0.1568013017170952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001151124630788,0.0,0.2940125473233877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254129647279256,0.0,0.0,0.15747739952061754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707354457197065,0.16201525613946804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587080292901648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340612328871944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464010493202235,0.3053012910814093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071027743012494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710631424005332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577204893291334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372872450111746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501480345854628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135364862997546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223060359697467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723984264694036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471374633912558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202707937049316,0.0,0.0,0.27746937367885177
adhd,ovcak,2018/02/11,"Strattera and driving This is just a reminder for people that are starting to take strattera. At least in my country there is triangle on the back of the packaging that means your doctor needs to evaluate that you are capable of driving. 

My doctor didn't tell me this and pharmacists forgot to mention it. In other words if i would be in an car accident it would be totally my fault and would probably be treated as driving under the influence. 

Get your doctor to write a statement that you are suitable to drive while taking your medication. It could save you a lot of trouble in the future.",8.060270270270273,7.867351378378378,7.99617117117117,70.68452702702703,62.24324324324325,11.003603603603604,39.22072072072072,10.504223727775694,4.321623423423423,477,23,79,10,6,154,71,111,0.076,0.8740000000000001,0.05,-0.4549,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,13,4,0,1,1,19,20,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,17,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,4,70,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658295982136838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625862002511945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252880101707431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106391028491023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312343205748548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181851645381895,0.0,0.2051411199776396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099297905388312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411750623190776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955327238414532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413409851310505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30621677402494724,0.0,0.1779862093501202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433969978654944,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Russellx2000,2018/02/11,"Today is my Birthday and i forgot about it This is definitely hilarious lol

Today is my birthday and I wasn't even fully aware of it until people started wishing me. I'm still not fully convinced, but IT IS my birthday.

I finally turned 18 but doesn't feel like anything lol

I'm probably gonna forget about it in a few hours until someone wishes me xD

EDIT: That face you make when people wish you ""Happy Birthday"" but you're confused af",0.4724137931034491,2.8200983103448287,2.9478620689655166,84.2583448275862,100.3793103448276,4.1590804597701165,21.89195402298851,6.079149491110277,0.8163691954022987,351,14,60,4,15,120,58,87,0.097,0.639,0.264,0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,6,1,1,1,0,14,17,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,10,3,6,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,39,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696105590503065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598059700222336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644282318191676,0.13626320787194912,0.0,0.2089440677236006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304406216912446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187838429575846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318491297105116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731904243578998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644673146107072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564773766556896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161162030732196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350052812140493,0.0,0.15232354897706554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615944907584429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746808475006545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6580175830025072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Enlightened_being,2018/02/11,"3 Defining Features of ADHD That Everyone Overlooks This article talks about interest-based nervous systems, emotional hyperarousal and rejection sensitivity dysphoria. Really struck some chords reading it.

https://www.additudemag.com/symptoms-of-add-hyperarousal-rejection-sensitivity/

ADHD can create a very real mental prison that shapes your perception, emotions, and motivation when untreated.  With the steady rise of ADHD it should be better understood by everyone. Nobody should ever feel trapped in their own mind.",16.331323529411762,20.675034191176483,12.272823529411767,31.29570588235293,45.32352941176471,14.263529411764706,45.9529411764706,13.023866798666859,8.08421411764706,447,22,37,15,5,130,60,68,0.18600000000000005,0.701,0.113,-0.7818,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,6,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6622741235316617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245766890099025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132499774127329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661568852392022,0.0,0.35104472194170283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287849224842976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511493839071344,0.0,0.1854731559418644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183738342104466,0.20907787931373628,0.11767564214127706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764196548621036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156235994495995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,clearlynotanegg,2018/02/11,"Whatever you're doing, please, please, PLEASE do not undermine the need for sleep. This is a habit I've been stuck in for a very along amount of time.
It revolved around the whole  **""sleep is for the weak""**  mentality. In fact, i'd often use that saying as a joke, but I believed it whole heart-idly. I've managed to get some pretty decent sleep for the past two days, and normally I haven't felt this good after sleep. I can't promise it will get rid of your anxiety(though it might reduce some of it), it definitely seems to be helping with mental clarity. I find I'm able to piece 1 and 2 together when otherwise I wouldn't understand the correlation immediately.

This might seem obvious, but-- If you have a perfectionist beat yourself up attitude that you reinforce by saying *'I don't need sleep, if I don't get it, how will i get ahead?'* or *'I have to work harder, and so I'll sacrifice sleep all the time to get it'* then this might help you. I believed this for a while, and while I do believe sometimes sacrificing sleep is necessary, its definitely the last thing you should do. Sacrifice some other activities first to make time, because you'll regret not sleeping in the long run. Everything from dillusions and preying thoughts have been present. Even if this effect doesnt last throughout the day-- if you can make your mornings more clarity filled I would definitely recommend it. So far It lets me have less stress in thinking about the rest of the day.

Afterthought: Okay, so maybe it *does* quell anxiety. Whoops. 

tl;dr- Get your sleep, if you dont you'll regret it long term. Don't let perfectionism and desire control you into believing 'sleep is for the weak', because best believe you damn well do need it. ",4.199048351648351,6.3997877784615405,4.658016483516487,82.34051923076925,72.75384615384615,8.458241758241758,27.29945054945055,9.140100540675403,2.34076043956044,1368,51,259,31,28,433,171,325,0.065,0.7559999999999999,0.179,0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,13,0,7,10,12,1,1,17,1,36,12,10,6,3,54,56,23,0,15,10,0,1,0,0,10,2,2,0,0,24,10,0,1,9,1,0,2,10,6,1,2,5,3,26,6,31,38,13,31,2,2,0,0,17,8,1,15,21,172,50,2,0.06579067966016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032968986301569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856765333162984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021077534764859,0.0,0.0,0.3706178327461029,0.06904325934096484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378984153391377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728863696102408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757386712617525,0.0,0.07710618657829672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043454123428860174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912842067104094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316936983007046,0.0,0.06013148931073192,0.055961518509750494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623748827362476,0.0,0.0,0.05518210068129046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796227216706543,0.0881962115363993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072563697761505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455085481487838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644536237458425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783157909231787,0.0,0.06609558058700928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260306192888935,0.2093805429136127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634886601200792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446089738302549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280464810619989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665522908965493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693277339066962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046387782205742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978672767498147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583819290219527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650686644472243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536300126721332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370840418871767,0.0421560110150204,0.06463900872858452,0.052230450759938415,0.1150892231534159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426793426833073,0.06849041775916584,0.0,0.056822023616817076,0.0,0.05428420087700056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915372215747919,0.0,0.0,0.14690588863990142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789639835581176,0.0,0.0,0.04673581120376457,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,that_same_weird_kid,2018/02/11,"Do people have solutions for being over-stimulated in public? I noticed that grocery shopping can be a challenge for me sometimes. Trying to focus on figuring out what I need, while there are people trying to get around me, music is playing, and I feel really flustered and out of place. I can't tell you how many times I've been on the verge of tears trying to find stuff at Albertsons.

This isn't the only situation, when I get over-stimulated, but it's by far the most common. I was wondering if people had solutions or tools for dealing with situations like this.",7.3258333333333345,7.218166583333335,8.037407407407407,69.49833333333333,63.72222222222222,10.903703703703703,33.74074074074074,10.504223727775694,3.606174074074073,453,17,78,10,6,152,80,108,0.031,0.877,0.092,0.6253,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,0,16,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,9,3,17,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,5,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029025196367975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721343896357846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672287820382236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483723323682807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998841331044936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345550752627436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393985364330074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184044064202736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177869741763836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548602849640005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39785293009930855,0.0,0.19985920927697493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254642088658314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300399802334161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919247457151966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898333679676507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719745858789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154378281202207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896237121224279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744778952065632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jones1431,2018/02/11,"Question about vyvanse I was wondering so say 25mg of vyvanse=8.75mg of dextroamphetamine does that mean if you take 25mg
Of vyvanse that 8.75mg of dex is released ever
X amount of time of it stretches that 8.75mg of dex and spreads it out over say 12 hours so you are only getting like .75mg of Dex every hour? Thanks for any help ",1.1764130434782594,3.6064688695652194,1.9679528985507275,96.31540760869566,84.94202898550725,4.6094202898550725,23.11775362318841,5.985473137389443,0.3063753623188412,268,10,57,2,8,83,46,69,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,12,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961085135468906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826487409763706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561027786578225,0.2101430167812687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030911898971134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717771419360608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912473537804784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185164136183628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716862113720506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969145678778973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794020436467449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966898680610032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187529148881333,0.0,0.0,0.2296279554599036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543597674574538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704800853269137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wombat1289,2018/02/11,"Terrified I will never find a suitable job that pays anything, and will be doomed to unsatisfying menial labor for the rest of my life, and I probably won’t even be very good at it Hi, this is my first post here (on this sub or on reddit at all), and I apologize if it gets a bit rambly. I appreciate any responses and hope to be able to offer my own helpful insights to other people, once I’ve gained any insights into this disorder that I feel are actually helpful...

I didn’t start receiving treatment for ADHD until last year (age 27) and have been treated for depression and anxiety since I was 13 or 14, probably a result of my ADHD to a large extent. Mine is the inattentive type. The treatment has been spotty and not yet very effective due to my lack of initiative and due to an inhibiting work schedule, more on that below.

I have never made more than approximately $17/hour, it’s what I’m making at my current job where I’m absolutely miserable. It requires me to attend to various little problems, none of which are of any interest to me (I do shipping for a small business and have to worry about constant inane retail customer inquiries, website problems, shipping supply inventory, retail product inventory, anticipating the needs of wholesale customers, keeping the shipping space clean, etc etc). I desperately want to quit. I’ve been there for about 1.5 years and it’s getting more difficult because I’m tweaking meds and my brain feels like mush at the moment. But I feel I can’t quit right now because I’m part of a two person department and the other person is leaving in a month, so if I leave anytime in the next few months I’d be screwing them over, and if I leave too close to the holiday season (busiest time), I’d be screwing them over. 

I feel like I’m drowning in minutiae and have no time to attend to my own needs (my hours make it damn near impossible to see mental health professionals since I work M-F 7-4ish, and the small size of the department means I throw the day into chaos if I take a day off. Also I have no PTO even though I’m salaried because the company only gives you 5 hours after a year on salary).

I am also afraid about what I’ll do next when I am able to quit. I used to think I wanted to pursue fine arts (no), anthropology (no), education (no), something in food service (no), and I really don’t know what is left for me. I see people on here posting their success stories with $60k/year office jobs and that is so beyond my grasp or realm of interest. I just don’t know what my success story would even lol like.

I don’t want to get another job where I have to click in and out and be accountable to a boss. I don’t think I can be happy doing that. I also don’t know if I have the skills to regulate my own behavior and be effective without being accountable to anyone else.

One thing I do know is I like to make things. My hobbies (aside from lying around and endlessly staring at my phone) are cooking and knitting, and I’ve dabbled in ceramics. But most of the time I feel to lazy to even do these things that I “love.” 

I don’t want to make a career out of cooking or knitting, but I’ve thought about the possibility of learning a new craft that would be a more logical commodity in my eyes, like sewing (clothes), or woodworking (furniture). I do really enjoy working with my hands. I have even signed up for a beginners woodworking weekend class coming up in a couple of months, and of course I’ve already fantasized about my like as a maker of beautiful mid century-inspired furniture. I’m just scared I’ll lose interest fast. One of my biggest fears is that I’ll never be good enough at or truly follow through with anything, and my whole life will be a big sad disappointment.

I guess I don’t really have a question, I’ve just been feeling really depressed and alone with these thoughts lately and hoped maybe some of you could offer some insight.
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adhd,Chadxman,2018/02/11,"Its starting to dawn on me that I don’t have any good friends at my university and I keep taking that out on others. Ive never had a social circle of friends from as far back as I can remember. College has been a great place to find friends but I can never maintain them. My roommates and girlfriend are better friends than anyone I’ve tried to befriend. 

I try a lot but Im always not invited places or putting my feelings out there to not be reciprocated. I feel a bit hopeless. 

Fast forward to the past couple weeks of me daunting on this when its the weekend and I have no one to hit up and say lets do x and y. So I’ll be with my girlfriend and occasionally just get a little upset with my thoughts and accidentally lash out a bit (also due to meds wearing off). 

What can I do to get out of my funk or make more lasting friendship? I’m not the typical male and so I can be a little out there but I live in a hipster city. I’m in a frat, trying to join another club, and have plenty of hobbies.",1.9986177565124947,3.651217253588516,3.900055821371613,87.78177963849018,77.42105263157895,6.175544922913344,26.443646996278574,6.937597516519254,1.1023107921318456,782,31,168,8,18,265,123,209,0.062,0.8140000000000001,0.124,0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,1,12,0,19,1,1,1,2,35,31,20,0,0,9,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,7,16,0,1,5,2,0,2,7,2,0,1,3,3,20,7,32,23,4,31,0,1,0,0,10,19,0,3,12,120,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822126989831092,0.11260323454170278,0.0,0.0,0.0920272700323392,0.14190257439379306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462406198510552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405841446385393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968608472956448,0.2954849344596111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973718999573185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685119536677048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368678852100795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418214442631722,0.0,0.14140595822922686,0.0,0.0,0.1135061994197706,0.0,0.14919893212657506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461768102607926,0.0,0.0,0.12028520771596553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030988986053668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383814313895474,0.0,0.0,0.2712672056743662,0.11949657021221305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505051294849923,0.0,0.0,0.09033208783936464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031822986944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874566133326647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170134600770057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918531234617964,0.0,0.0,0.2827766522515527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360414109210028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532995594655994,0.0,0.0,0.10761777715153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794923830828287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578542760055718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017493602867884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743483641520983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756352568149981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855147445869978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,47milliondollars,2018/02/11,"ADHD LPT: Go to medication manufacturers' websites to look for coupons for your prescriptions. Eyyyy guys!  I've only tried this in the USA, but that seems to be where we need the most help with medical expenses.

My doctor recently suggested I try Vyvanse after I've been on Adderall for the past several months.  It is incredibly expensive in comparison (like $15 a pill!), and I am currently on a high-deductible health plan that doesn't cover as much of my medical expenses.

When I filled my first prescription, the pharmacist suggested I look online for a coupon.  The specific company for Vyvanse is Shire ADHD and I was able to find a coupon that knocks off a significant portion of the cost for each prescription for the next year.

Not sure how many of you out there are on similar plans to mine that don't have great coverage or are even paying out of pocket, and I'm not sure whether this has been posted here before, but I figured it would be worth a reminder in case it saves even one person a good chunk of change and helps get them access to what they need!

ADHD on, my friends.",8.670144927536228,7.425465893719809,8.501357487922707,70.98102173913044,61.56038647342996,12.724444444444444,37.12512077294686,11.792908689023552,4.307247729468599,868,34,162,23,10,281,134,207,0.045,0.855,0.1,0.9098,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,2,3,7,7,0,0,14,0,15,6,0,1,2,26,23,11,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,2,10,9,0,0,3,0,9,2,4,0,0,2,3,2,16,7,31,17,4,23,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,3,10,108,26,2,0.130097827996872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690569222381043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070366946753643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762625166430598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316063967178712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185677682019182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890705786826265,0.11066114603363307,0.0,0.0,0.1005132591887675,0.0,0.06797074553853402,0.0,0.07393759375624506,0.10911988567413436,0.0,0.14343331465223072,0.0,0.12881730366828376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828790751196976,0.0,0.0,0.1744036635235721,0.13745549814510294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355922726414888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184988190842424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318987779272909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931796241635132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038428451014245,0.0,0.09563687282564592,0.19293178199217545,0.0,0.0,0.13836051600235272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815765520893294,0.09894526062427522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241930976990944,0.0,0.11359640529971372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245977568597447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845591002799647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843617647564852,0.0,0.1469735147619906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245231326485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766557707283218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241776431994027,0.0,0.0,0.08377873580514579
adhd,Subie117,2018/02/11,ADHD and Non-ADHD partner relationship Good morning everyone. I'm new to the group and reaching out to people who are in a relationship with someone who has ADHD. My gf and I (Non-ADHD) have been having some troubles and we have come to the conclusion that it stems from ADHD. What advice would you all have for us/me on helping to guide her? ,4.32089552238806,5.773870940298513,5.662865671641793,78.3295223880597,70.94029850746269,7.748059701492537,28.32537313432836,8.238735603445708,2.0650322388059705,271,10,49,4,5,91,50,67,0.045,0.852,0.103,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,10,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8622708597092033,0.14022252102958974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360900154858145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371164703993961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035754276813725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618226898689733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385892228444548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948198094673363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30812176382698203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158360027097917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260788512438618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019353617624754,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DrunkNateSilver,2018/02/11,"Took a day off my meds yesterday God I forgot how bad it felt to be like that. Won’t be making that mistake again. 

Vyvanse 50mg/day if interested. Wanted to see where my baseline stood after about 2 months. ",1.3951219512195152,3.9669841219512207,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,85.82926829268294,5.231219512195122,20.39512195121951,6.742157984588678,0.46945463414634103,163,5,32,2,5,53,36,41,0.133,0.701,0.165,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,10,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,3,2,5,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941890163487189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544600462257231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338301462939862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213542925564884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351895529366577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39137008926543015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28123426740815843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28076920357730617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39146248285027496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781914326763395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thr0wawy512,2018/02/11,"Fluvoxamine, anyone? I'm re-thinking getting back on these.. I need your experience (and if you ever returned to it too) Last year in October I had a terrible time from July, August and September coming off this med.

It's the only one that ever ""worked"", without really making me so darn fatigued like other meds.

I have a case of **Asperger's** - and when I was numbed out on Fluvoxamine, it made it really scary because I felt so 'alone' in my shell especially since it disconnected me from self and,

out of panic wanting to reconnect with self once again took time off *everything* in my life to go off of it, thinking that I could look into natural options to help me.

3 months (that felt all wasted) later struggling, along with Adhd struggles from the asperges's -- I'm contemplating going back on it, but am afraid of having that whole ""block"" again.

What I want to know is,

* **what were/are your experiences on it?**

* **have you ever gone back on it?**

* **what are your thoughts on the emotional blockages etc, is it worth it (all over again)**


**TLDR;** Contemplating going back on Fluvoxamine which I had previously taken for a couple of years. I felt numbed out emotionally and ""trapped"" due to the emotional blocking it does. Want to know what your experiences are and if you have gone back on it after stopping.",1.8026400367309456,4.604922409090912,3.4638980716253434,82.20120064279158,91.43801652892564,6.490541781450872,22.4247015610652,7.6953281115453125,1.665360514233242,1021,38,182,23,36,337,134,242,0.08900000000000001,0.85,0.06,-0.7931,0,2,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,7,0,1,15,9,0,4,7,0,13,4,0,2,5,41,38,12,0,7,4,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,25,14,0,3,7,0,1,7,1,8,0,1,12,4,21,1,40,25,4,50,0,1,1,0,10,19,1,3,25,135,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940148078540434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289843651238108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946904448349853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819767652972698,0.0,0.060563896664822835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558272413544972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932427759032598,0.10993080717973117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694337448082376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33527199490326026,0.0,0.0,0.1108034490892063,0.0,0.2696080020612868,0.0,0.0,0.08929093488883917,0.29155518837580435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28617974357101283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190718193858637,0.0,0.16939164492601833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659337499940937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920223265582407,0.08098492587326966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017506995247183,0.048538240199318704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834304366217538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400901567938168,0.06631805585970185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071476490039146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930160852280592,0.0,0.0,0.07366805403014211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580635730869258,0.06732330816667312,0.07556147287325858,0.0,0.11656785672471424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729453340965466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072910587910116,0.0,0.0,0.08218478343628907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306250072478033,0.0,0.20772801396554072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732116271655888,0.0,0.07887418140198195,0.1158655935039124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038343532050528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580068561527729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092266619389793,0.0,0.09577152899670402,0.0,0.07232924773675342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795852237804525
adhd,RedisFun2,2018/02/11,"Med App Recommendations Hiya all!

I'm looking for an app where I  an track my meds, and symptoms in the same place. Sense I've been recently diagnosed, my pdoc and I are going through the med process of dosage and brands, trying to find best fit for my brand of ADHD.

So basically hoping to find a way to easily track med dose, time, then symptoms, crashes, etc. In one place. Right now I'm using like three things to try to journal it all and help myself remember stuff for my doctor as we try to tweak my dose and make sure we're covering my core symptoms.

Thanks for your time and any help! ",4.505593220338984,5.3638779915254275,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,69.9322033898305,8.272881355932205,26.614406779661017,8.472884824447931,1.5621322033898308,465,14,98,7,8,148,77,118,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.202,0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,2,7,0,2,3,17,10,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,11,5,16,9,5,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,6,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285583054160312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649252451156555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334764576579675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909362487776138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018279364918828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184877043396968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249592396146795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722841414295647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050350761390978,0.0,0.0,0.12632685407155084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213786437062035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068062858046704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489929472950318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651108927581756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618620235640373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576977147720554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558327497833752,0.0,0.14407974831841838,0.1086182627453146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560037435437082,0.0,0.0,0.11987363251934513,0.39659257551779625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709805951402835,0.0,0.0,0.08449837126288795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832924524669094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590578770612794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985000565913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095629135721472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PunchMate,2018/02/11,"How I describe the feeling of medication to non-ADD people A couple of weeks ago, I was talking to some of my classmates and they asked me about ADD and how much I needed medication as a kid (I'm not medicated anymore). I told them what I think is the best analogy I've ever made: ""My mind went from being a tornado to a breeze""",4.801764705882351,4.594677411764707,6.831176470588236,76.36529411764708,69.0,9.741176470588236,31.70588235294117,9.516144504307137,2.7488705882352944,256,10,53,5,4,91,49,68,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,3,1,13,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,10,1,9,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841441915888305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079435301113225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987073177101535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306008723842896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351846151465905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226534651491187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074726182440121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112173047831206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6423709799752965,0.0,0.0,0.21461680955947168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562500901451445,0.15760452761299898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735671252365906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084115180350976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619466381500084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031024324065394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049629918186635,0.0,0.0,0.19703772451164825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IzaakMoetiv,2018/02/11,"Quitting Adderall I'm really going to quit. I told myself this once or twice before but ended up taking some on days where I didn't get a proper sleep and needed to be up early and awake and focused..

However I wont be needing to do that anympre as I plan on sleeping earlier than I usually do and not watching any tv 2 hours prior to sleep.

Adderall never really helped that much anyway and the crashes are terrible. I can be super focused and then 3 hrs later a complete mess/less focused fhan baseline. The appetite supressing side effect is also not great if you're already skinny. 

Caffeine has always worked better for me than Adderall but coffee is a no go since it makes my stomach acidic. Might just keep a caffeine powder on hand and just mix it into juice or water if needed..

Most important however is training the brain to focus and attention span through sustained and attentive focused activities.... and avoiding gratifying behavior except for in alloted doses after all priority work is completed in the day. 

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adhd,zizimonster,2018/02/11,Any tips on keeping on track of things? I will have a to do list on my head but due to being busy I never get around to writing things down.  Then I become frustrated because I've forgotten what I have to do and what takes priority.  Any help to becoming organized?  I'd greatly appreciate it. ,3.0475862068965505,4.965218931034482,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,75.20689655172414,8.777931034482759,28.84137931034483,9.3871,2.765382068965517,230,10,45,6,5,79,42,58,0.112,0.76,0.128,0.2381,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,11,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559516718665227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329827025466392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953962768527113,0.5780894593261386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673579371063946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885427836362622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685960928602208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542269964082885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262518149383365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018514922814409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677784037657656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34774492582883554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,0x377a,2018/02/11,"ADHD and Psychosis. I had all-day psychosis for years before I tried Strattera. It's ADHD med. I tried every antipsychotic, antideppresant and antiaxiety med... nothing worked :\

So ADHD meds like Ritalin and Adderall are forbidden for psychotic patients. But Strattera is not covered by my health insurance so I'm curious will I be able to take them once my psychosis is gone? And they are gone :) Thanks! I don't want to pay if I don't need to...",1.7171080139372812,4.388045170731711,3.3869686411149864,81.21195121951223,97.29268292682926,6.245296167247387,26.58885017421603,7.447530270364453,2.2883386759581885,352,17,60,8,14,116,56,82,0.048,0.7759999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.868,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,9,16,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,10,2,6,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,35,11,2,0.1678934448606586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6053258822444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428649556398996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827738245697832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414574684800052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846288083545087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202425653344513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559475305117145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449086199406313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109828845505006,0.0,0.0,0.17880103932732555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623497593819594,0.0,0.0,0.15457372683198636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279772564904447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902790374797754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222842745983695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081178738874497
adhd,justanotherperson93,2018/02/11,Don't you love it when 2 ADHDer's have an in-depth discussion and forget what you were talking about before? Happens to me all the time haha!,4.172758620689656,5.069837482758626,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,70.72413793103449,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,1.0776758620689653,113,3,22,1,2,37,28,29,0.182,0.72,0.098,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679460483466951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862972533755114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496329183123482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420092405389648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206659483859966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BaroqueQueen,2018/02/11,"Hyperfocus and unrequited love I’ve noticed a pattern. I get emotionally attached to people I don’t match well with and who are not interested in me. I pine for months or years. The emotional turmoil of rejection overwhelms my thoughts and interferes with my work. I have recently come to understand the compulsion to put myself through this kind of pain over and over to be a kind of unconscious self-stimulatory behavior. 
Has this been a problem for any of you? How did you bootstrap your way out of this habit?",5.2391489361702135,7.6400462659574515,5.9393085106382975,73.40875,70.38297872340425,10.231914893617024,35.15425531914894,10.411451182825502,4.296514893617022,415,22,72,13,8,135,69,94,0.168,0.753,0.079,-0.8321,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,2,10,0,2,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,3,0,11,5,18,8,0,10,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080968032229144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836611032637092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465835149452293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818167140526777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312477047685436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688209648188506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652754057285086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357421623294161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203292239301817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355114730100868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813096044939574,0.0,0.20815512158133484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044493544775833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601146864331186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438458910915546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155594871850222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643566677329744,0.0,0.0,0.1861741602772609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074405158240736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334153680104682
adhd,Salana48,2018/02/11,"Am i finally having an emotional shutdown or am i just stupid? It has been a week since i have felt normal. I have had ADHD my whole life, i was on medication when i was 1 years old, stopped at 10 now at 20 im back on it. Things never felt like this though. My boyfriend of a year told me that all his friends find me ""annoying, always bitchy, fat, crazy, loud, ugly, stupid and strange"" that none of them like me. he only told me because i asked. he doesnt think this about me at all. I was okay when he told me, i knew that only one or two of them dont like me. Well after i woke up i started getting mad at everything my bf did. i ended up leaving his place and anytime i go over it is an instant fight. just me yelling, crying, yelling, silent, crying, yelling until i leave. I have felt that everything he said his friends thought was true this week. I dont want to kill myself but i dont want to exsist. I dont want to talk to my friends because i dont want to lose them, i stopped eating normally because i dont want to be seen as fat. I feel like im losing my mind, is this because of the ADHD, or stress or something i dont know. or are they right, am i just stupid?",0.4596812749003973,2.3119611354581657,2.1941258964143406,97.21412111553785,83.0637450199203,5.1315378486055785,21.593784860557765,6.152001189255117,0.040859314741035664,899,29,215,7,25,295,127,251,0.208,0.72,0.073,-0.9712,0,0,1,0,4,1,36.0,0,0,4,2,10,20,7,1,5,1,27,5,2,0,4,34,50,13,1,7,9,0,4,4,4,0,4,5,0,0,12,2,3,2,9,0,0,1,10,10,1,2,18,10,45,10,23,31,4,29,0,2,1,0,22,11,0,5,21,136,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137854969356246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278947045108335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705457062711482,0.0,0.0,0.05802473407409045,0.0,0.1840009297807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578039598271374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190768617142736,0.0,0.0,0.0772152861686699,0.0,0.08488329707528824,0.06683591322605363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356386886024256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815527201616446,0.0539092447795974,0.2173627433225728,0.08266367031914819,0.06896984784351813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490259157330582,0.0,0.039425178468354236,0.0,0.04288613882729976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302132964225702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348624768780788,0.0,0.0414713085049812,0.0,0.0,0.15980428436711488,0.0,0.0,0.0533002284766452,0.1474654343333131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884277320663116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601886532189066,0.0,0.0,0.07619394485570978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058200057873216714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787121806977868,0.0,0.0,0.07918346593437585,0.0,0.051134223443134265,0.11478275036716652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884052497723502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444315175016302,0.07178054666265782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062421993129819726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058093447355989786,0.0,0.0,0.053411576500870035,0.0,0.0,0.12617729542616168,0.08644014625300317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065257109320441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013283424265405,0.048352264324787265,0.07413989987390268,0.05990748413191881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631822176383791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371428345635367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225438159161892,0.0,0.1210602808291761,0.0,0.06784836469784464,0.0,0.0,0.08424934175879878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718862386461358
adhd,Neuesich,2018/02/11,"Can ADHD affect people differently? I'm going to start off by saying I don't know if I have ADHD, and I'm not looking for you guys to diagnose me. I plan on going in soon.

I was just curious if people can have similar symptoms that are different?

For example, I see a lot of people saying that they think a lot. However, they mean that they're mind just jumps from one thing to another.

I feel like I think a lot. My mind is always racing, but it's almost always about my interactions/past interactions with people, how people speak, move, dress, act, etc. Sometimes it get's obsessive. It may last minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months.

I was just curious if and how it can affect people differently?",3.290231143552312,5.3416065328467175,5.141332116788323,78.53613442822385,74.91240875912409,8.36228710462287,23.82542579075426,9.075114841892004,2.044815571776156,553,17,102,13,12,189,86,137,0.019,0.926,0.055,0.5484,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,1,8,2,0,1,3,0,11,2,0,4,0,28,24,9,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,2,6,14,1,13,21,4,15,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,9,8,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286364162237971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930062833406793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982665991482288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492776495250772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683488223313252,0.0,0.0,0.12092370833156225,0.0,0.3734250977910821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287162212223974,0.07869027124289542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060240323479985564,0.08511301774257732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062245277747821064,0.0,0.13541902543216666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796646898645545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732804356294622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547574967936183,0.0971142916279391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820536060253952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004686261502864,0.0,0.0,0.3038634817027868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977743858771498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405931155924984,0.0,0.09509571631515658,0.1266260397464928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807317573258889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373177974427047,0.4955764272468743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948843495099693,0.0,0.0,0.09493846101858568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178316452096324,0.0,0.08432728889012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383117285042262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915074358443959,0.15267908679466172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556622312426326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Public_Radio-,2018/02/11,"Is this due to my adhd? Hey again, if you’ve read my recent posts I’ve been diagnosed with adhd for about 8 years now. I have all the classic symptoms; being hyper, not being able to focus, you guys know. But there are a few things I do when I’m not on my medicine and sometimes off my medicine, and I’m not sure if it’s due to my adhd. When I’m home alone I’ll complain out loud to myself if I’m doing bad in a video game or will just say what ever is on my mind, be it happy, excited, upset, mad or whatever, not even necessarily to myself, but I just say it. Sometimes I yell it and sometimes I just talk normally. I do it when I’m driving my car too. Is this normal for ADHD? I’ve so far been attributing it to being super super hyper but I’m not so sure anymore.",1.2308126603935001,2.5623688862275493,3.8298075278015418,88.8508532934132,78.7005988023952,6.208554319931565,21.50940975192472,6.868970318607317,0.4530499572284002,592,16,133,6,14,209,91,167,0.081,0.8270000000000001,0.092,0.7774,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,15,10,1,1,3,0,15,2,0,1,4,30,22,16,0,5,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,10,5,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,4,16,6,15,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,5,10,91,26,1,0.13154468799844274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6323646078683167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624062496419395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045698338235992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983431985341127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351508932449027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688402579547172,0.11898970137010695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302499225448442,0.0,0.14003176643787638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195004756070916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229352033315219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282263570313235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577717293133279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598344879220447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315802858592027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988450972905646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921923142706655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903031800582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479586233421913,0.13672529839183914,0.0,0.105730637388928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739244558064861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471046620898884
adhd,robosthetic,2018/02/11,"Can't stop rocking - help! Hey - so, my ADHD manifests in some pretty bad stimming sometimes. Specifically, rocking. Whenever I'm sitting in a chair that has rocking capabilities, I end up doing it, and - here's the kicker - I can't stop. I stop myself and it works for all of 30 seconds to 5 minutes before I stop focusing on it and then I start again. I'm rocking up to 8 hours a day on days I have to sit in these chairs, and I have extremely bad neck/shoulder problems because of this and I don't know wtf to do. The only chairs I have access to are rockers and I can't get more, so the only solution is to stop, but-- how? 

Have any of you had success in stopping stimming/tic behaviour that's actually physically painful for you? I want to talk to a doctor about this but I can find very little on the internet to prepare myself for that conversation. ",2.053797729618161,4.295783192982455,4.204286205710353,82.83582043343655,79.64327485380117,6.8305469556243565,27.60268317853457,7.928766900206844,1.9542037151702785,670,30,130,12,17,230,100,171,0.073,0.8170000000000001,0.11,0.4458,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,6,5,0,0,7,0,15,2,0,1,1,21,21,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,6,2,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,17,1,25,20,3,25,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,13,91,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.14039047070067015,0.0,0.17289652090372756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783242496700137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024079200126874,0.08769813369852902,0.0,0.12241763245419415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556070310385733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725085738451069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274207659916937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148905159458307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516298045941353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964289787438096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167701976350572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790638691284111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441894806605673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883004613029516,0.15308139482207694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636136564413274,0.0,0.13765837886599347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228513337627735,0.0,0.1018276501668541,0.0,0.0,0.7216602657728537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563240023253127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870283227148888,0.08485469000729219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473467507278306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,asmodeuskraemer,2018/02/11,"I don't think my meds are working and I'm not sure how to ask for help. Hi all,
So, in addition to ADHD, I've got bad anxiety and depression with a big helping of C-TSD. Wee. 

I'm currently on venlafaxine in stand release, 37.5mg 3x a day. After reading so many comments and posts on here, I'm not sure my meds are working. And I'm so tired of fighting myself to try and be a better person. 

I don't know what to say to my doctor to ask for something different, or if I'm doing something wrong (I forget a pill a lot. The extended release was kicking in 6+ hrs after I'd take it so we switched to instant release) or what normal feels like. I've got no baseline. 

 How will I know if the meds are working? I've already got so much other bullshit in my head, I'm concerned nothing will work or I won't be believed or...I don't know. I'm so stressed out from my brain flooding with thoughts and emotions, I think I want doc time to be easy and simple so it's one less thing I have to fight. :( ",0.7571495327102795,2.4531231728971967,3.02972897196262,92.39879906542058,81.28971962616822,5.588411214953271,25.65327102803738,6.508806274219699,0.8429185046728978,765,32,173,7,20,262,118,214,0.181,0.752,0.067,-0.9742,2,0,2,0,3,0,30.0,1,0,0,5,10,10,2,1,7,0,15,5,2,2,3,35,36,21,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,12,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,2,15,4,25,25,4,15,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,6,6,98,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443261484401171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252349993322482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186935227909764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245379090814068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027104081247848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530153009143647,0.0,0.10621080669137196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340613687641202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744881574491654,0.0,0.10343427661774007,0.0,0.0,0.12546962504866738,0.0,0.12291831547405775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508630821530296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072166154246681,0.08579309601383289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881434366159399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324810077387573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098904740665507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979967610527732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867043870770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209714703365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175351241831292,0.0,0.0,0.40018237268586776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828076625277538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766376677515834,0.11523063613339565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137682802616264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485890438619984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501406438715778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012358460556286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550125189092804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490397063300132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756393355635216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636885514595045,0.0,0.09029355134148992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978318151571237,0.15389903800962434,0.0,0.09533890817966056,0.07002607814053206,0.13802703753433684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815339645792393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083283412424374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497109642778481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130075060211732,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheFishRevolution,2018/02/11,"Will I fail a drug test? I'm starting meds Tuesday and I just got a job, probably going to get drug tested soon. Will I fail a drug test if I'm on a Methylphenidate?",-0.1833333333333336,1.817857333333336,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,86.77777777777777,4.711111111111111,20.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.20742222222222212,128,4,31,1,4,42,23,36,0.227,0.773,0.0,-0.8105,1,0,4,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,15,3,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8383515045427541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589769225777425,0.0,0.13694968844687527,0.0,0.1927269664761752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391270867746917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676650755289802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598080939046351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056090758616685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MeanCrazy,2018/02/12,"I was off my meds for 5 months. Zero Stars. Do NOT recommend. Was on Adderall, 20mg BID for two years after 2.5 decades of struggling and thinking I was just lazy and depressed. 

I lost my insurance and work was slow so I couldn't out-of-pocket it. I kept two pills in my glove box ""just in case"" out of fear something was going to come up where I NEEDED my focus back and I didn't take them when I should have because of the anxiety of not having the option to ""be normal"". This is not something neurotypical people feel. I was NOT myself.

My friendships were suffering. I no longer had the patience for them because I was not myself. I'd drive 20 minutes to hang out for an hour and have to leave because I literally could not sit and focus on the people I genuinely care about.

My romantic relationships were suffering for the same reason my friendships were. I had no energy to put in. I got depressed. I felt like the laziest, most useless pile of garbage. My self esteem tanked. I wondered why the people I love even loved me back when I couldn't give them the attention they deserved.

My work was suffering. I am an independent contractor, and I handle everything in my job from marketing and advertising, the actual job, client relations, to bookkeeping. I would neglect to check my email for days. I would then avoid because I was terrified my clients were upset (they weren't). Doing my 4th quarter taxes SUCKED. I turned down projects because I felt like there would be too much on my plate. I completely stopped continuing education when honing my craft is my FAVORITE THING TO DO. I scraped by financially because of this. 

My body suffered. I could barely even work or be social, so good luck getting me to the gym or even riding my bike. I'd lose track of time and being active wasn't even an option because I'd waste moments to the point that I would have to drive everywhere, even places less than a mile away, because there was simply no time.

Taking a break was awful. Looking back on it, I would have been better off struggling more for a bit in order to keep going to the doctor and filling my script. I would have lost LESS money in the long run. I am kicking myself for turning down huge lucrative projects, but the only thing I can do is move forward.

If you NEED your meds, please get them and take them, for your own sake. I know when you are uninsured it's literally impossible sometimes, but if there is any thing you can cut out, anything you can do at all, I highly recommend not fucking your future self over. 

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adhd,TheRealPublicist,2018/02/12,"How much with modifinil cancel out my Klonopin's effect? I'll keep this short. I've been on Klonopin for the last 12 years for anxiety/panic (now at 6mg in the morning). I just got the Modafinil RX, but was really shocked to see it actually does the opposite of Klonopin and decreases GABA. 

My questions is, if I take Modifinil, is it going to be like having only 4mg in my system, or 2mg or none at all? It says it has a partial effect, but I don't want to take this RX if it's going to give me a panic attack as a result of reducing what Klonopin does completely.

I've read through some threads here where people seem to really enjoy the combo, but I think it's for people who've never been on a benzo before and use it to counter the Modafinil.

Thanks in advance!",6.36995283018868,5.009585389937108,7.152444968553464,79.18262971698115,66.16981132075472,9.962578616352204,33.71147798742138,8.841846274778883,2.6455213836477984,603,22,125,8,8,202,98,159,0.098,0.8270000000000001,0.075,-0.3889,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,1,10,0,9,2,0,5,2,25,22,11,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,2,8,3,22,17,4,18,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,7,5,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.1853745296411172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610805631626692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164281608799444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991704898762952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33247229499676045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822278965492068,0.21591842306608108,0.0,0.15192916156208566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884606119601436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484356528608814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280534721901564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396431890626725,0.0,0.14650963064014813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447389723209253,0.0,0.22287829912023505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633900722550674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127997898472294,0.0,0.19001240188525428,0.0,0.2433877562032297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106460829011567,0.0,0.0,0.15137431927334213,0.17293335608746502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856540557207365,0.0,0.0,0.1748905628145563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171933578264432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406530897812835,0.0,0.0,0.11204391700831806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223286531419546
adhd,ZA-X,2018/02/12,"Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria Research Does anyone know of research/studies regarding RSD? I read up on it today (thanks to this subreddit) and it really resonated with me. I got caught up in it and nearly got carried away. Luckily my wife is working on her PsyD and is very good at reeling in self-diagnosis.


Her main concern when I ran RSD by her was to do with a lack of research. The articles found online center around the same few ideas regarding RSD with no references to psychological research outside of that done by William Dodson and even then I can't seem to find any actual research papers by him. I also noticed that a majority of the articles regarding RSD online are by Dodson himself as well.


I find the idea of RSD very attractive because I can really relate to the concept, and I know my wife doesn't intend to invalidate the experience of those diagnosed with ADHD, but she does have a good point. Has anyone done further research into this and have more in depth sources regarding ADHD and RSD? I get that this might not be the most well researched thing but I assume someone, at the very least Dodson, would have published something in a journal regarding this at some point.",7.593665158371039,8.080018954751132,7.859004524886878,68.99628959276019,63.07239819004525,11.143891402714932,37.36199095022624,10.891193690592663,4.386676018099547,963,45,157,24,13,315,125,221,0.026,0.904,0.071,0.8655,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,12,0,17,1,0,1,0,33,27,13,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,0,10,1,0,2,4,1,2,0,8,0,19,6,36,16,9,25,0,1,0,0,8,20,0,5,3,121,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.12348319899446472,0.0,0.3041490692302908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011926914383738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605043305302916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695714559811845,0.0,0.0,0.11264597996056736,0.0,0.0,0.11888696713609576,0.0,0.0,0.07713661789786233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843378532246744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214691664637684,0.25898537821164325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357740217547463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237788099310892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313075615832355,0.0,0.0,0.138742795045799,0.0,0.0,0.06611107738840652,0.0,0.0,0.21226876796068048,0.20240859331164526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856928423813409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908436144034242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423721741435402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440647767317766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392393272354124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126572616415199,0.0,0.1621274443163494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151957826345985,0.1320071203814471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721555309359876,0.09741542189831674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649953319959044,0.0,0.0,0.08406647257098926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994358217726557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132222305139018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227546388550478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212144285211332,0.0,0.0,0.08988922985338292,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TermyYT,2018/02/12,"Is it just me, or does studying become really hard? Anybody else feel like they're able to study/memorize less and less?

I have less than 10 tiny pages of simple Python terminologies (literally 1st chapter) I have to learn for a quiz tomorrow, and I'm finding it really difficult to process this tiny amount of information. I already studied 2 days ago but I'm trying to do it again and it's feeling difficult. Either I get distracted and end up browsing reddit (oops) and YouTube, OR I just become unable to physically process any of the information in my head and I have to try and reread the same thing a million times to try and shove it in my head.",3.7353679653679626,5.882231238095237,4.891558441558445,80.39435064935067,73.92063492063491,8.391341991341992,28.914862914862915,9.095868883498916,2.6043269841269847,520,22,98,12,11,171,81,126,0.087,0.884,0.029,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,21,10,11,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,9,1,15,10,7,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,60,16,2,0.19812224258214625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756234140369953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863282131105366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472991885704574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376209025158356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777245622129724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733781096058685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550571118648444,0.0,0.17547750113067342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035311751370485,0.14153856968738118,0.0,0.0,0.18108014043302592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351069455516626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774786141792531,0.0,0.4066611583153016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679252018461244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538443636161692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162361450415427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552667290651952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403535992883149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gushker,2018/02/12,"Why can I only focus in my office (tech) after 5pm? During the day i'm a bumbling mess, and then after dark around 530pm the office is quiet and im not expected to be there and work is when I am able to calmy focus and work. And I actually become interested in the work I do.

I'm a programmer. What is the name for this phenomena, why does it happen?  Perhaps some brains just work differently? Super curious. ",1.8597891566265048,3.9458734578313286,4.8056475903614455,79.08750753012049,79.48192771084337,7.523493975903612,21.218373493975907,8.472884824447931,1.4553626506024098,319,9,62,7,8,115,57,83,0.031,0.852,0.117,0.787,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,0,0,11,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,8,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,40,8,4,0.214431740877134,0.0,0.2092544469455894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908897115497396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682301075252804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937673965339265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829073337043465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403552974704516,0.0,0.0,0.18765066147158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962128028595024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231623076818784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308500160137346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38698258683579456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.624435444913046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADH-Me,2018/02/12,"First day on meds and.... At 8.30pm I got a text asking why I wasn’t at a meeting I was meant to attend at 7pm.

*facepalm*

I guess it wasn’t all going to change in 12 hours!! 

When has ADHD pulled the rug from under your feet?",-2.385199999999997,-0.6608724199999969,0.06350000000000122,105.73925,103.2,2.5,10.25,3.1291,-2.1888,169,2,44,0,8,56,40,50,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,5,0,9,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844737443676628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29907584865965353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33842596362197025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631768053204969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721181789742577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818141605417034,0.0,0.2558639747268028,0.0,0.35242068310498337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31505026240323863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553516737828224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28867208878119605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShinyPickles,2018/02/12,"How long for medication to truly work? I know that people can feel new medication working immediately. I know that some people feel really good for the first few days. But how long does it take for it to work at it's full potential?

My doctor started me on 10 mg of Adderall XR. I took it for a few days and asked for a higher dose. He upped me to 20. I've now tried that for 6 days. I called to let him know that it isn't helping much. I might be noticing some small differences, but nothing like most people say. I'm still having a hard time focusing and concentrating. When I called today, the woman that answered, as well as the doctor that she confirmed with, said that I need to give it more time to work. How long is enough? I didn't think Adderall built up in your system like anti-depressants do. Is this something that is typical to deal with? ",2.3405921052631555,4.43442312865497,3.6213998538011687,88.13455592105267,77.94736842105263,6.614181286549706,21.79861111111111,7.6454224807358475,0.8265698830409356,669,19,139,10,16,218,105,171,0.058,0.901,0.041,-0.3894,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,6,0,11,5,0,3,0,21,25,10,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,15,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,5,14,4,23,19,9,24,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,4,17,90,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529721464976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518681219410229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386135892111053,0.12714815974343094,0.10622423663004048,0.0,0.0,0.12885395032352576,0.0,0.2524676472062817,0.10792720707620196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743320410640138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471904585544252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490471976225203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183096951047821,0.0,0.10344363344705393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047975541817336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826657237125026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333737988789832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611362320044028,0.0,0.12050594383731278,0.0,0.0,0.3274303959083396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484846745671992,0.0,0.1308339954725236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066198663497738,0.09144788052786712,0.0,0.1191132058524306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833878246086728,0.14041240357728027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650517620151275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790085705150683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731539074018492,0.09807723233583426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494571709019574,0.0,0.0,0.08729384573646035,0.0,0.09849176466920599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272906310653424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790250986676602,0.0,0.0,0.143829820015347,0.0,0.11690273673581532,0.0,0.13702453985434318,0.08373320170119528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088878234680592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591438103140225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SensoryHomunculuses,2018/02/12,"Help, my parents don't believe me I'm 15 and have self diagnosed my self with ADHD, I've also been told by the school councellor that it's pretty likely I have it. Whenever I bring it up with my parents they get angry at me and say i don't, any advice anyone? It's becoming a serious problem in my second year of GCSE's. Also if it means anything my older brother is quite successful and is a lawyer but we're not very close, I fell like my parents want me to be like him.",2.2302227722772265,3.512129980198022,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,75.93069306930694,7.4262376237623755,25.496287128712872,8.07648339933343,1.5294643564356436,372,13,78,6,8,130,70,101,0.052000000000000005,0.7929999999999999,0.155,0.8775,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,14,7,0,3,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,1,15,4,8,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,49,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836308074180944,0.16128905985639505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639875778422675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224252004296932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540973855008545,0.0,0.13582554802403912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228940289786005,0.0,0.1859595688521666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752654474577347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623401028391803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063235510134632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419114435530455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979241765348722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498194888079603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791946557973028,0.0,0.1579345841029757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755554650252535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125772941723124,0.0,0.16704366831496242,0.0,0.0,0.3443750677256507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771636709397793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618700584068935,0.09735324711715944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062894971616698
adhd,CptSmackThat,2018/02/12,Could someone help illuminate the concept of hyperarousal in people with ADHD for me? Is it a condition present in other behavioral disorders? Is it different for ADHDers in some ways? I mean emotional hyperarousal - muh bad.,6.4904054054054034,10.081996351351354,7.15263513513514,60.25706081081082,71.97297297297297,12.348648648648648,41.682432432432435,11.20814326018867,7.029167567567568,183,12,23,8,4,60,31,37,0.087,0.7929999999999999,0.12,-0.1877,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816929776293273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651823841442468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25357742226131563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318239647109523,0.36399663557277423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572567810956697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288030455496734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459590514157144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201835600754762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269101094486567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520957644992237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,txadhd,2018/02/12,"New insurance, and no psychiatrists in my area covered. Other options for medication? I recently turned 26, and am now on a health insurance plan through the ACA Marketplace. I haven't been on medication for my ADHD for 3 years, but with a new job and crazy workload, my symptoms are making it very difficult to perform at the level expected. 
I went to my GP today for a regular physical, and when I mentioned wanting to start medication again they told me that they do not prescribe medication for ADHD. 

I looked for a psychiatrist on my insurer's website, however there are no psychiatrists in my city (one of the 10 biggest in the country) covered under my plan. The closest is in a neighboring city, but that is nearly an hour and half drive each way from my home and office. 

Have others run into this problem? Should I just change my GP? I'm very happy with their office at the moment, and don't want to change if it's not necessary. 

Thank you all!",6.49600200904068,6.9924950441989004,7.386388749372179,71.41319437468611,65.40883977900553,10.780713209442489,35.23907584128578,10.637119530657019,3.922885082872929,757,34,134,19,11,254,111,181,0.111,0.8590000000000001,0.03,-0.9139,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,3,3,5,4,0,0,12,0,11,6,0,1,1,25,21,11,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,3,1,20,2,27,17,2,31,0,0,1,0,7,16,0,2,11,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33860729528716826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980528628436224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499634138211847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974289509508784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413085051301572,0.0,0.13873290282451567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979610050281213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829901230409558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940347530685816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676645319070714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721147385123132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546013641603143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479777122694375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909647058620342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971162238610168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642243702364938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129698216531653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353245515720058,0.13461152217564332,0.0,0.0,0.15323088947140742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324722601026536,0.16618273708236808,0.11181953818040888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059197621743518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071849211242962
adhd,Im_Finally_Free,2018/02/12,"University Dissertation! Would you be willing to take part? I'm currently undertaking my dissertation at university and was looking for participants to fill out a questionnaire? It's focusing on impulsivity and how it relates to stress/test anxiety and how you cope with this stress. It doesn't require any private information except your gender and age. It is quite long so please take a break and come back to it if needed!!

~~[Link to survey](https://www.esurveycreator.co.uk/s/2c33c38)~~  

Thanks to the mods here (mostly u/nerdshark for the quick replies) for letting me post it here and thanks to anyone who completes it.  

tl;dr uni work- help me please??

Edit: THANK YOU EVERYONE!! I have now met my target numbers and would just like to thank everyone that took part/upvoted to make this more visible. There's still a few people completing it so I will close the survey at 1.15UTC (15 minutes from this edit).

Edit 2: CLOSED!",5.334051881622216,8.57524595652174,5.253839970770915,74.26334672999636,73.90683229813665,8.260284983558641,29.34636463280965,9.007467420416297,2.992146949214468,753,32,121,18,17,234,109,161,0.029,0.8190000000000001,0.151,0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,0,3,12,6,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,3,0,25,23,12,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,10,5,19,14,4,18,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,8,82,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370300923820607,0.0,0.1054101925313086,0.0,0.0,0.09634708658891154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595323069339273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869525763740355,0.28894373017809943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633315466752836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923588011756806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090124089668538,0.0,0.06731801288080179,0.0,0.0,0.12194122495778327,0.11571023556047615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919769592028968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021707212651339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984297379926524,0.0,0.09552734194775424,0.0,0.0,0.3025075851306784,0.0,0.0,0.13196625827977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655832170180585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100405452465582,0.0,0.3156796115746305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072042611626768,0.0,0.0,0.5074399487993577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153091531341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003139217822284,0.0,0.0,0.1957663903951792,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,myluckyshirt,2018/02/12,"Tired I’m just so exhausted from battling my brain the last couple of days. Today I took a sick day from work to get some school work done but it’s 1pm and I haven’t even started yet. 

This internal battle is just so draining sometimes. I want to take a month long vacation away from myself. 
Help. 

I tried going to the gym to get out of this funky mood but it didn’t help. I was by myself and I need competition to get me motivated to workout. I just felt more defeated so I left. 

Showered hoping I’d feel refreshed and ready to tackle things. Nope.  

Tried tackling things anyway. Just ended up crying.  
I know this mood will be gone in a few days. I just really wish I could hurry that along. I have shit to get done. 

Anyone have any tips to turn off the very noisy and negative part of my brain that keeps taking over and making it impossible to study?  
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adhd,xyz_Lo,2018/02/12,"Feeling guilty about wanting medication, but tired of feel spacey most of the time -I've had issues with feeling spacey and detached for a long time now, and I have fairly regular ""episodes"" where it gets really bad and I can't focus at all. 
-I had suspected ADHD-PI before, and just found out that I have a family history of it (one of my parents and their sibling). The parent who has it recognized some of the symptoms I was describing, and informed me of the family history. 
-I'm intending to try and get diagnosed, and would be willing to try medication. 
-I do think I showed a lot of symptoms even when I was younger, but I usually did very well in school, so I felt guilty about believing I may have ADHD, since I know it causes many people a lot of difficulty in school. 
-But I hate how spacey I feel, almost all of the time. I'm currently in university, and I feel like I'm missing out on information that's important/interesting in lectures, whereas in high school, it was easier because it was more structured, and it also didn't matter so much to me.
TL;DR- So I guess I'm asking for two things: reassurance about feeling guilty wanting medication, and information about how much medication helps you with feeling spaced out and disconnected all the time.",7.757536514118798,7.633857898734178,8.149535864978905,69.10545277507306,62.83966244725738,11.84926971762415,36.37422914638104,11.362043627235082,4.274872379097697,1010,43,178,27,13,334,130,237,0.139,0.768,0.093,-0.9233,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,0,16,6,1,0,10,0,18,8,0,4,3,54,41,22,0,3,4,2,8,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,11,17,0,0,15,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,10,8,21,3,30,27,10,22,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,7,10,129,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431904180809207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101314247757611,0.0,0.0,0.0809112880072587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458692789681772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447864991946819,0.06167661930842805,0.0,0.08609425759812994,0.11399194125788314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393674924948644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269262380887613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682651841943132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076152525481535,0.0,0.3581072623248644,0.07228093839390919,0.09714587991641377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109354646992391,0.0,0.0,0.10572171462207117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145797927713194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998914366403082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781687547339679,0.1068991581083416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560260275124617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560428656381066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943001899699803,0.0,0.0,0.08953854708773523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720342996770574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257769609959276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077011238848591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487536159286082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685602194878527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246903856843616,0.0,0.0,0.07014345975379864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481663919844326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071898715983497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369474026742649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032348783867436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672175675660133,0.06483019847810345,0.0,0.0,0.23598871588579884,0.11628818937953456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738521500175144,0.0,0.0988353222725234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143227827773007,0.08348170124130709,0.1193537465712846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909703611857761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187330687658428,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Monde048,2018/02/12,"Anyone got means to satisfy that hunger for stimulation? I have been now sitting in front of a computer for several hours - music at times and watching videos. I was really restless so I went for a walk with death grips in my headphones, and it helped a bit. 

Also what's interesting is how some ADHD people hunger for extreme forms of stimulation - eg more chances to steal or use drugs/alcohol, whatever the means for stimulation. More chances to land in jail I quess :/

BUT! What are your forms to satisfy that hunger for something, anything, ""stimulation""? - any routines, tips? Any short term things you can do?",4.025795107033641,7.050576954128445,4.299288990825692,80.41725152905202,77.62385321100916,8.037003058103975,28.34938837920489,8.841846274778883,2.7528159021406733,484,21,84,12,12,151,79,109,0.129,0.775,0.095,-0.4381,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,3,0,6,0,14,12,7,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,2,7,1,17,8,7,14,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,4,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729587432172661,0.0,0.0,0.2427263338768456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163086901888334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30890402681682244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588102840097947,0.0,0.186903584814227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796043087609626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165169923597135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223633598903302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367125177115432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948089350010366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745908716631193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550136074265085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25658531389475525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748510439215646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089100063831926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243774941866795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616209195871084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105460939483843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Seasnek,2018/02/12,"Catch-22. Typical problems with focusing, but when I do focus, my legs can't stay still to the point of pain The title is the TLDR. 

I am on 60mg of Adderal. 

I have noticed this common occurrence that whenever I get the ball rolling and focused, my legs will start bouncing. It's like getting focused creates more energy in me that needs to be channeled out somehow.

Today I am particularly frustrated that bouncing my legs so much is leading to pain in my legs. (my calf and butt muscles I think?) 

The pain distracts me further and I feel miserable especially because I feel like I have so much energy inside me and I wish I could just focus. This is a day I curse that I've chosen a profession that requires me to sit at a computer. 

If anyone has tips or suggestions, I'd be so pleased. Thank you so much! ",2.82571729957806,5.095752246835442,4.425594936708862,82.0942995780591,77.16455696202532,7.504472573839662,30.15358649789029,8.447377352677275,2.5601606751054846,637,31,119,13,15,213,98,158,0.172,0.642,0.18600000000000005,0.1308,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,1,2,8,0,14,8,5,1,0,20,23,12,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,2,22,3,12,19,4,16,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,3,8,83,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525871250778167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920195861470408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302855257976513,0.0,0.0,0.11553035034086875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115692961364105,0.12797750803512414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718630226960825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503731395655805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950650925561602,0.13282989091581915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395184823025567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718521285586496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664170437753456,0.1693450129377214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141259406462847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679607159690193,0.19093919018017685,0.1430612747020469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492785851642291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478554970378355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980358296709938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060019277668665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fuckjerryspringer,2018/02/12,"I have to read 175 pages by Wednesday. I'm going to cry I misread my syllabus for my history course. I have to read 5 chapters by Wednesday. I'm going to fucking cry. Its too much. I can't read for 3 minutes. I have a semester project I haven't even started on because I can't even keep up. I just got a history essay back, and got a B- on it, when I put like 5 hours in on it. I can't keep doing this.",-0.4846642246642219,1.1094019010989022,2.617069597069598,94.30848595848595,84.93406593406593,5.363125763125763,24.3968253968254,6.42735559955562,0.6112920634920638,307,13,75,3,9,110,50,91,0.109,0.858,0.033,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,4,18,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,12,1,13,16,2,14,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,7,48,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461926267189941,0.0,0.11589703801588087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176817340736396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511485108155871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576537975880066,0.0,0.0,0.21610223243738916,0.0,0.3041169949250629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872325698737548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379795965956244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928843515590998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976206602752142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911258335769464,0.0,0.0,0.5705224730956872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456983113260548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rampamato,2018/02/12,"ADD tests and stuff Hi, 
So brief history i've been having depressio and trouble focusing or keeping an interest in most things all my life and i dropped out of nursing school after my fifth year because i just couldnt get myself to write my thesis and stuff, it was supposed to be a 3.5 year school.

So i went to the school psychologist who said i might have ADD and then i switched schools for another profession in another city in another university and i got the school doctor to get me a time for ADD tests in May sometime but i was wondering what kinds of tests are they gonna do? 
I've heard its gonna be a few days and that it's not fun but no actual knowledge about the tests.

Sry about the super long short post!",3.2029908675799064,4.92431219863014,4.107054794520547,87.28720319634705,74.27397260273972,8.154337899543378,26.55022831050229,8.841846274778883,1.9051570776255704,575,21,121,12,12,185,95,146,0.038,0.89,0.071,0.6779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,8,0,12,2,0,0,1,25,22,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,2,13,4,16,8,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,7,77,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.12945902705484452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173231889511009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086955622040698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555604936554846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357852326788974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862089459853227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610196274085802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791612821241855,0.0,0.13814711367472074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937031313589276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174017423262966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073347388571378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270535756524581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619199176404747,0.0,0.0,0.6713054009259893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312061626357502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037326232700042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813477327762535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735630997895991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297905227038435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438663375587111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708600253481032
adhd,thecapitalg,2018/02/12,"JFC finding a psychiatrist is a pain So I’ve been wanting to take care of this issue for a while (3+ years) and decided that for 2018, I’m going to get a kickass Insurance and go find a doctor. 

Every one I’ve called so far is either 

1. not accepting new patients despite their listing on the insurance page. 

2. Out office in one of the million other places they work at 

3. Associated with only inpatient care (8 doctors listed are all for various in patient care facilities) 


Screaming internally right now. 

So now I’m waiting until this particular office gets back from their lunch hour to see if they have any availability. 

Low key feel like dying right now. Motivation is trickling away...
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adhd,tapeforkbox,2018/02/12,"How to know when to go off of medications? I’m at a point in my life where I just feel kind of fucked up all the time, because of a lack of vocabulary economy due to my meds I can’t really describe what I’m feeling... can anyone describe how they knew when to stop medication? In particular Wellbutrin ",4.571721311475411,5.20010449180328,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,69.65573770491804,10.034426229508195,31.643442622950825,10.125756701596842,3.0775868852459016,238,10,49,6,4,83,45,61,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8609,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,10,10,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,13,9,2,13,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,5,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971217326902236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185295030043715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28508969267956763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606261522239046,0.0,0.0,0.16021896178997824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29357140276354976,0.15493327621535238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912511368966285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131443451609241,0.5680000117227794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665010816765193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806021601007128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356938142188057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643870785936719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GoSpartans99,2018/02/12,"Can symptoms of ADHD be overshadowed by upbringing? I know of diagnosed individuals who had fidgety hands or legs that would get beat every time they exhibited it (crazy catholic teachers). These individuals are now as stiff as rocks. 

I grew up with someone who has ADHD and impulse issues. He was impulsive about everything but his money. His dad was extremely frugal and would always scold him for spending money. 


So i guess my question is can effects of ADHD be almost overwritten by how one is raised? Not that I think beating kids for moving too much is a solution of course. Just curious",5.6983228511530415,8.201868245283022,6.258050314465411,71.17300838574424,69.37735849056604,9.239412997903564,32.532494758909856,9.725611199111238,3.6938670859538782,478,22,74,12,9,155,83,106,0.047,0.867,0.086,0.6405,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,14,5,2,2,0,17,18,8,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,9,0,13,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,2,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6804942719163671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899803099870804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704861481070986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915693412085824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590234282788525,0.0,0.16962930254641614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860999977605683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079207918798396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699780070493514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372776690590056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006030690654557,0.1387472203401569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789658685562308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143443893293998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992063787488084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961753946463269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093836881591545,0.0,0.0,0.11005708384430793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815406088863497,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tallwireless,2018/02/12,"Looking for a new Psychiatrist Hey everyone -

I'm.currently in the market for a new psychiatrist in the Philadelphia area who has either A) experience with managing ADHD or B) specializes in ADHD. Not worrying about insurance coverage at this time. 

Thanks!",9.412845528455284,12.007172073170734,10.461951219512196,44.39747967479676,59.97560975609756,16.198373983739838,42.9349593495935,14.06817628641468,8.403725203252032,209,12,25,11,3,72,32,41,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.6402,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,19,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6355613536756053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526640224385259,0.0,0.258652864515568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204566010520715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107557160494617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434418136155643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418505065302274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685306873469806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DarwinSavage,2018/02/12,"Remembering Birthdays... oops Am I the only one who cannot remember ANYONES birthday!? The only person who's birthday I can ever remember is my own and my little brothers birthday. I cannot remember any of my friends birthdays nor anyone in my family, not even my mom. I just plain suck at it! Good thing Facebook tells me when it's someone's birthday... Anyways, please tell me I'm not the only one! Anyone else? Anything similar? ",2.4485185185185188,5.2998921851851915,4.176407407407407,79.54683333333334,83.93827160493828,6.202962962962962,30.322222222222226,7.554174236665415,2.574505185185185,341,18,55,6,10,114,51,81,0.036000000000000004,0.8420000000000001,0.122,0.7793,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,11,2,3,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,2,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993366898278869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064192089703212,0.14967212547013176,0.12020810232701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202775475816935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648182097362988,0.13213410589791846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770745329551684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285795600220196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252161909553308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640652852726574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108244687078872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197969757485267,0.3332921435526018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754792964425207,0.0,0.16034758327941076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6619025331962842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376972159827195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553537268388501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704640423555606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CyberBunnyHugger,2018/02/12,Negative correlation between exercise and ADHD symptoms? Every time I stop gym for a bit my symptoms worsen. Has anyone else noticed this?,5.5437681159420285,9.227949173913048,6.895652173913046,59.279420289855096,79.0,8.284057971014493,38.10144927536232,8.841846274778883,5.172084057971015,113,7,12,3,3,38,22,23,0.34700000000000003,0.653,0.0,-0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435249903150813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986647298187413,0.2928775900369208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120640270073101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23878323782019836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083312930256826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254315468186159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389756355560592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941958954877355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666760186911691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kleerlee,2018/02/12,"Love my employer, hate my job. Billing and ADHD do not mix! Help! I took a promotion at work.  Been here 9 years and I love the company, my colleagues, and bosses, but my new position is not at all compatible with my ADHD brain!  I have been trying different things, strategies, meds, etc. but I am really struggling and I don't want to get fired!  

My employer is very kind and patient.  My son was diagnosed with epilepsy just after I was promoted, so I think they assume that a lot of my struggles are related to that.  And some are.  But really, its the ADD.  

Those of you that told your employer you have ADD, how did you decide whether or not to tell them, and how did you explain it to them?  And do you feel that helped or hurt in the long run?
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adhd,AIO12,2018/02/12,"About to head in for a possible diagnosis And as I see around here I'm not the only one who is nervous heading into it. I feel like it could help me so much. After speaking to my primary doctor for the past year about issues with inattentiveness, lack of ability to focus, MAJOR fidgeting, and more, I finally accepted her offer to refer me to a psychologist. 

I have no idea what I'm walking into. If it's a straight up test, introductory chat, or what. I have a follow up with my primary doc a couple hours later. 

I'm hoping I get diagnosed and start a medication. I was so hesitant to even think about medication because I know a lot of people who abused adderall in college and they really didn't need it, but now I've talked to enough people who are taking it properly and their symptoms seem to match mine almost exactly.

It hasn't happened yet so I won't get too ahead of myself, but my only wish is that at 26, that I had done this like 10 years ago. I kicked ass in grade school when I had my hand held, but as soon as I got to middle school I started to struggle big time. I simply cannot pay attention during a lecture, and forget about reading or studying. I'm done with school now - I dropped out for the 3rd time, but I was lucky to find a career that I'm good at that doesn't necessarily require education. After getting a promotion last year I felt like I hit a ceiling. I have so much to learn, and I know I'm smart enough to do it, but I just can't. Some days are good, most days are bad. I notice myself zoning out a lot at my desk. A coworker will come over and talk about something and I won't hear a word he says. Sometimes, I'll ""discover"" something that was already told to me, and I excitedly announce my discover, only to get a lot of WTF faces since they were talking about it with me like 10 minutes ago. It really sucks and it makes me feel bad. I have actual big projects rather than just small simple tasks, and getting started is almost impossible for me. I would love for once just to be able to sit down and work on something for longer than 10 minutes before feeling the need to check Reddit. 

I could go on and on, I don't want to ramble (and I also don't want to give up on typing this post and finding something else to do). I guess just wish me some luck in trying to find something to help me out. I feel like this could be life changing.",4.455673428666444,4.857581938144333,5.742128367143335,81.76010974393084,69.82474226804123,8.64981709344862,28.428666444961767,8.654491914285503,1.9601286997006984,1860,62,385,29,31,626,239,485,0.084,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9815,0,0,5,0,1,0,49.0,0,0,3,4,25,19,1,2,19,0,36,12,5,1,1,87,82,33,0,14,14,0,6,5,0,4,6,3,0,0,23,27,0,2,17,2,2,4,11,5,0,1,13,10,53,14,73,59,13,59,0,0,1,2,21,27,2,16,30,261,76,18,0.07541588138274972,0.08935548734237382,0.07359502135788651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370325702381414,0.0,0.15103622280665696,0.0,0.08322330044055429,0.06031005309477747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671361235259999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593822166225238,0.045972821306020616,0.0,0.06417336041459196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978000271393704,0.06496410403273706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064033391401824,0.08344623831702347,0.0,0.09727400898334357,0.0,0.0,0.07654553211165921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771913502397598,0.0,0.15435326097860966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300029174075346,0.0,0.0,0.15584953080843342,0.0,0.049811478389189166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253014248324784,0.10775424145728403,0.07241107291694802,0.08261441175564302,0.2067862479298331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700842673385735,0.07234578539190507,0.042860583349485136,0.1265105264431869,0.06031696971366138,0.0,0.0830790958047459,0.0,0.06669001484199251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479690356201378,0.0,0.08499917937766628,0.0,0.10109935118460968,0.0,0.0,0.07490498678037018,0.07426945178955897,0.0,0.0,0.08513535042849264,0.0,0.0787145865024789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289319222454583,0.061474008950544175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326846733321762,0.18422195120150398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234765636252246,0.06806577738052648,0.0,0.05034068643690175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194713267999405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087870055769797,0.11183984090829144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586148080735677,0.0,0.08031545236452332,0.051103753003302166,0.17207152848404994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719929922646852,0.10456775281153526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502007481465035,0.07222756748957503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543628999130245,0.0,0.09662668949559808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059973735847396986,0.0,0.22897469466327475,0.06009669333497336,0.06865578598843848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062384796406025185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902941498752198,0.07458823506663317,0.0,0.16013924701836446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884105376461986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838597698192168,0.05670335717758593,0.1818492862579212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832345163024244,0.0,0.0,0.08795121382546807,0.0,0.0,0.07206310653781271,0.0,0.051202433030417965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896448159531241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344908340584864,0.0,0.0,0.054903659845454034,0.0,0.0,0.053573278346961434,0.0,0.0,0.14569606501108184
adhd,flowerbasedpun,2018/02/12,"In Relationship With High-Functioning Autistic Guy: How to keep from butting heads? Sorry for the long title, I've never been all that great at condensing my thoughts succinctly. (This post may also be horribly written. My bad!!)
I'm in a happy 6-month relationship with someone I met at my university. We spend a lot of time together and due to our different conditions sometimes have a hard time understanding the other's way of thinking and behaving. Like I can't focus on anything for more than a few minutes, but he gets frustrated if he can't fully finish something no matter how long it is.

For anyone who has any friends, family, or loved ones with high functioning autism: how did you butt heads and what did you do to be more accomadating of one another?",6.846737588652482,7.831701617021282,7.341276595744683,70.33333333333334,64.74468085106382,11.08936170212766,35.52482269503546,10.980518767755715,4.241133333333334,612,28,104,17,9,201,105,141,0.083,0.794,0.123,0.7844,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,0,0,4,7,1,0,6,0,12,4,3,3,2,23,21,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,6,1,9,5,19,12,5,15,0,0,0,2,13,6,1,4,8,72,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387403711854254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053377905712604,0.16242689430821233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831017393959798,0.0,0.12747008109320426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293356177312337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183826686833566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602659803218598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196758997532358,0.0,0.08092922461051122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077857313687586,0.0,0.15337605053016184,0.0,0.16489467989978251,0.13876060529011458,0.0,0.31794562255719233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273221970775126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768286307691602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567665969493755,0.0,0.0,0.27416449740588594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169103933895152,0.13980393319315318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236402641875298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946897234078455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992945194326365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835205603492374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33261077250355225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124686392682589,0.11925012979321245,0.15320075717278372,0.17339865635191284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925411658208448,0.0,0.12297385649260395,0.18064769249855536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125709585287304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229529688940391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LastTennis,2018/02/12,"When is it time to switch or totally stop medication? I was recently diagnosed with ADD over Christmas break in my college career. I had always had symptoms but I was too nervous and embarrassed to go to the doctor until now. I feel like it has ruined my life in a way that it took away many academic, social, etc. possibilites that could have been. Anyways, Ever since i've started taking this medication (methylphenidate ER 27 mg - not vyvanse bc my insurance doesn't cover it) i've been partaking in self-injurious behavior (punching walls) and my mood fluctuates many times in a single day (angry when I wake up, sad later on, feel like crying for no reason, etc.) I feel like this has been helping me study and concentrate in class and I really don't want to have to stop taking it. 
(Sorry for the rant. I took my meds today and thoughts are racing in my head for no reason)",3.6817564870259503,5.941277095808385,4.862179640718561,80.03287025948106,74.44910179640719,8.046147704590819,26.10339321357285,8.841846274778883,2.2381100998004,693,25,124,15,15,228,109,167,0.184,0.747,0.068,-0.9649,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,0,16,8,2,2,2,22,27,10,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,10,3,15,3,20,16,4,30,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,1,17,84,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963681075099987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379504292014185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052014959616073,0.0,0.14473472837091753,0.08497580004558794,0.0,0.0,0.13373598763092548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486432422757358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389964727045664,0.0,0.11918656768423573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986897359397784,0.28239309673273744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488356650678912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522616022759198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831750989591805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306762774869333,0.19311725119075876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671726359298308,0.0,0.0,0.14635824084181373,0.2654733633179756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441032020229608,0.27094723286522376,0.13009940130705314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745684263842214,0.0,0.0,0.10899515791912813,0.0,0.0,0.13431509845348605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474971367651088,0.09326205274020437,0.0,0.0,0.22031840944555067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695150793125832,0.19813774272472565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460456909660697,0.15366334415351315,0.0,0.12489527877881215,0.0,0.2927855853934605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777168339026424,0.10458680159455687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,libertyrules,2018/02/12,"I start medication in 2 weeks, what do I do in the meantime? Hey!

After 8 months of waiting I'm finally diagnosed. 

I am struggling with my master thesis and juggling life. I am not starting medication before two weeks have passed.

I feel like giving up when I'm so close. Everything feels extra bad, and I just end up playing videogames all day.

How do I deal with this feeling?",2.3596232876712326,4.959433780821918,3.809845890410962,84.00052226027398,81.05479452054793,6.389726027397263,26.93321917808219,7.6454224807358475,1.822069863013699,298,13,55,5,8,98,55,73,0.08800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.126,0.1722,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,1,13,15,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,8,2,8,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,11,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597441688938095,0.0,0.0,0.1793398307477408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359216986185776,0.21728260203902566,0.0,0.2139152864165623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186669339608805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189416013073561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196972594252806,0.150565805658717,0.0,0.2308754680425347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217861155587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488648537962269,0.10296588283690354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246337246699396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822530232671762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29835168644021776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033038548664508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588028124930105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381152674432171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lucide8,2018/02/12,"Super sensitive about sound/noise I have always been sensitive about sounds and suspect that I have a light form of misophonia, but lately it seems to be getting worse. Especially when I am tired, or when my medication has worn of, sounds can drive me mad. Even things like music that I normally like. 

Sometimes I come home and my boyfriend has put some music on in the living room and I just need to leave the room. I can not handle it, it makes me feel angry and tired and feeling really over stimulated. 

Also, cafes or restaurants with a lot of noise/music feel like a nightmare sometimes. I can not concentrate on the people I am with.

I'm having a hard time expressing this to other people though, because I think it might come over as whiney. I feel like I overreact. Is this sensitiveness to sound an ADHD thing? Any other people here struggling with that?",4.745584045584046,6.723536407407413,5.003333333333334,81.38653846153849,70.72839506172839,7.9475783475783475,25.424501424501425,8.617729084823388,1.820235897435897,686,21,124,12,13,216,97,162,0.21,0.6809999999999999,0.11,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,1,8,0,14,3,0,2,0,30,27,13,0,2,6,0,5,4,0,1,3,3,3,0,13,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,9,16,5,18,23,3,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,8,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727048842417115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149204375683229,0.11957365679870795,0.0,0.0,0.09772398854931283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760093002132847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757740637183034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491546763215132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064525426609816,0.2053250485230648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507967061253441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873100649755367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414733149902054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210493650856034,0.15216231731690638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082704166745764,0.0,0.12689370721305568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217242786861705,0.0,0.0,0.09592387033264692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447671663246225,0.0,0.15244776617693218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065550666532695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079989967153436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988798208257206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446271500181013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206078313479532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082318058963385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842548521002272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023114608669394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094177010929705,0.09208004173751984,0.1411889426511265,0.0,0.08379525020152212,0.3303343683349896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644716358593846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tossawayquestions999,2018/02/12,"Vyvanse new dosage has made me irresponsible I was on 60mg of vyvanse for about a year until my insurance changed and I went to see a new doctor. I liked this new guy, seemed knowledgeable about the drug. He put me on 70mg and claimed that there was very little difference between the two and it shouldn't matter to switch dosages even though 60mg worked very well for me. He had told me more pharmacies carry 70 and 60 was a weird dosage to be on. I'm not a doctor so, I trust he knows more than me. 

Needless to say I have been 70mg for four months and for the past three months I have become so incredibly irresponsible.  

For example I have been doing the following: 

*Not paying bills early like I used to (I'm paying them but for some weird reason I wait for the last minute and need to force myself to pay)

* Getting super irritated at my wife for no reason

* Feeling like I have NO money even though we do

* Becoming OBSESSED with numbers (Day trading small amounts of crypto eases it but still, day trading)

* Not answering clients back as quickly as I used to 

* Moving and did not tell any friends or family on my side that we are moving because I'm scared they'll be mad at me. 

* Avoiding difficult conversation with anyone

* Moving in a week and have not made any arrangements or finished packing 

* Craving bad foods but not being hungry enough to eat them

* Not wanting to go out, not wanting to really do anything anymore after a day of work. 

* I don't drink.. EVER.. My wife forces me to drink water at night one or two sips do it for me. I'm majorly dehydrated and don't feel it. 

* Starting tasks and not finishing them. (I'm forcing myself to post this list)

I feel like My world is about to crash down and I have no power to stop it. I find it weird 10mg is making me feel like this and maybe it's another issue. It's been weeks since I've felt this way but I know this is NOT me and I just left a message for my doctor to call me. 

Has anyone experienced this?


TL;DR Upping my dosage from 60mg to 70mg has changed my personality
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adhd,Z1839,2018/02/12,"Using vyvanse scripts out of state Hey guys,

Im doing some preemptive planning at the moment, I was wondering if my doc could write me vyvanse scripts when I’m out of state for vacation?

Just for the sake of context: my physician is licensed in Virginia, and I’m going to Illinois for the summer. Would the best bet be either to have him call me he pharmacy to call in a script, or perhaps have him write me three scripts ( for a 3 month vacation) and to write something along the lines of “do not fill until X” on it?",14.302297734627835,6.514318970873791,12.69320388349515,65.20996763754046,58.32038834951457,15.675080906148867,51.809061488673144,10.504223727775694,5.499902265372167,406,18,81,5,3,130,69,103,0.0,0.954,0.046,0.6767,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,14,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,1,20,10,3,15,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,5,56,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024929023142241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886559935039246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230138319992804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381495370779853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540556386988114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31135154969617423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300725517151297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219032920559869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894912267011454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31258688342508234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475932492150534,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,djAntonStyles,2018/02/12,"perfect example of interest-based nervous system kicking in... despite managing to neglect writing it down quickly or setting a reminder... i still managed to shock my absent-minded brain into remembering that--before I inevitably give in to sleep for the evening--I *mustn't neglect* my tooth fairy duties!

thank you sincerely, fail-brain, for at least managing not to forget that there is one person in this world whom I'd do anything not to disappoint...

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adhd,DarkMaGiicS,2018/02/12,"Atomoxetine not working?? I was on Methylphenidaten 72mg, At the start of my xenidate i told doctors it was making me see, hear and smell things that wasn't there, Then this went, The tablets worked perfect for me, and now i had my review, My doctor has put me on atomoxetine 80mg.. and it isn't working.. She told me i can't go back on Methylphenidate because what happened.. But they worked and the atomoxetine isn't working, Is there any suggestions what i can do to be put back onto xendiate 72mg",4.554183673469389,5.785218295918369,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,70.12244897959185,7.6408163265306115,30.3265306122449,7.957251820313856,1.867840816326532,395,16,81,5,7,126,61,98,0.0,0.954,0.046,0.6199,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,1,1,8,21,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,7,3,14,1,8,13,0,14,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,56,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733136395960925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534125583053475,0.0,0.10517721141054498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531987262295517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980569934161887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257427303227175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944622149599694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517006939125085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468955298302727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374899873534498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212287579408168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146261969878608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297338025341313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599439193713135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280464929853808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dirtyploy,2018/02/12,"The struggle. I really hope the rest of you feel this way. I hope I'm not alone in this because it's tearing me apart. 

I'm hard to deal with. Sometimes I'm argumentative... Sometimes I'm sad and I need some affection. Sometimes I feel like criticism cuts me to the core. Sometimes I feel like no matter how much I try to pay attention, something steals my attention away. I can't always give you my undivided attention as much as I want to.

I just wish I was normal. I just wish I could express how much you hurt me without sounding crazy. I just wish I could explain how much I regret saying those words that I didn't think through fully....

I hate being like this. Am I the only one?

And then I want to delete this like I've deleted hundreds of threads before, expressing the exact same monologue without actually hitting the ""Save"" button. Knowing I come off out of my mind, knowing I sound like someone grasping for attention. 

And I've read  threads like this before. I've seen you struggle with these thoughts. I just wanna be normal. I don't want to feel like this anymore... ",2.4294415584415603,4.92697238571429,3.4727272727272727,87.16636363636366,79.90476190476191,5.913419913419914,27.16450216450217,7.1686216300943375,1.4971904761904766,851,37,162,11,22,273,111,210,0.141,0.659,0.201,0.8467,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,0,0,7,18,2,2,6,0,9,0,0,4,1,54,36,9,0,15,7,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,0,14,1,1,1,7,8,0,1,4,9,33,10,22,27,7,8,0,3,1,0,10,5,0,3,8,101,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.09713311495237076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030896353837924,0.0,0.0,0.08282221317608511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871330855749877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351767316691206,0.0,0.0,0.060676432375598124,0.0,0.1693961977052272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574174812863777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894334512819336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026176016210294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131426814157907,0.2133263554169949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548433248791256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916501466924773,0.09827153414322706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772410027743897,0.0,0.0,0.10655571655561924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094051448121898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403990145760514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100503334368503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926826670697406,0.07380493899425851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504897011551836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744840375585243,0.07570187605940228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956328148439826,0.0,0.06376553172395533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915529706635613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843368225647391,0.07662794169923516,0.3937759634902452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081140000230252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377887111779029,0.0,0.07902074003764922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757864488141349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612734648421025,0.07900731805070597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433856552928,0.19189897026726074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Supreme_Salt_Lord,2018/02/12,"ADHD F***** the best years of my life(possibly the rest of it too) Im 29 and i found out i had inattentive ADHD when i was 25. In highschool i always did well. Never started  shit on time and was always late but i made As and Bs on it all. After i graduated i got to college. Went to LaTech for nano-electrical engineering (MY FUCKING PASSION). Did ok for the first month. School was on the quarter system so  work came fast. After a month tho trying to study was hard af. The material wasnt difficult to understand just sitting down to do the work was soooooo hard. No matter what i did i couldnt focus to study. Until ofcourse the last minute and then its a mad dash to mathematical enlightenment. Ended up making a c or d with 4hrs of study. Afterwards i feel like a loser cause 16hrs of doing that with that ammount of focus could have gotten me an A. Fast forward that didnt work out so well and eventually lost novelty and i dropped out. 

Went to another college years later with a semester system. Same problems. I cant focus to study at all.  I lock myself in my room the computer calls my name to random and i mean THE MOST RANDOM parts of youtube. Lock myself in the library, my mind shut up so i can focus. I finally (after 7 years) decide to see someone cause im thinking im losing my mind and have a mental disorder. Turns out ADHD. After that i didnt flunk another class but i cant finish school due to lack of funds. 

Now im stuck at these bum ass low paying jobs that i absolutely HATE. Just got fired from one for being late to many times. Shouldn’t be on here at 5am cause i got a job interview with another job ill hate. Kind of a rant but I feel this shit im dealing with is really unfair. I really just want to he an engineer but ADHD fucked me out of it. Really hate ADHD and my life. Sorry for ranting and wall of stress but i had ti get that off my chest. No one really understands how fucked it is to try and focus on anything and you just cant.",0.0844695898161234,2.4530659405940582,2.674561527581332,88.73675742574261,92.56435643564356,5.757001414427157,18.352899575671845,7.240123139073775,0.5990751060820374,1536,45,317,29,56,529,206,404,0.214,0.722,0.064,-0.9973,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,8,15,24,9,1,21,1,28,10,4,6,3,65,57,27,0,6,10,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,14,23,0,0,9,0,2,4,11,17,2,4,24,6,36,7,61,28,8,61,0,5,1,5,6,25,6,4,31,209,50,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41889368249906267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160098039987974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192932988472716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057365981387735965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315709800164727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118243746639906,0.07973049053927113,0.0,0.2148363310545162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055658336115796916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186868953605646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989452257642649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174300513870104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049566744736999,0.04980135105197706,0.0,0.07636468441803944,0.0,0.059295901338043674,0.0,0.07643420443012071,0.0,0.1933393071763707,0.036420973085722765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672620887573495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248942219563405,0.20647470607393964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764976906867525,0.0,0.20753139399067588,0.0,0.0,0.07259298569078143,0.0,0.05682353954543992,0.1572734531591141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984774837921896,0.03405713571619637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798846241892746,0.07609748380048408,0.0,0.0,0.06596196714984476,0.04653244574944149,0.0706757267831668,0.0,0.07593540857969208,0.0,0.0,0.07025200786758436,0.0,0.14077590629614167,0.0,0.11128486046808864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376520344960197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944755736376236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548991461290762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670374273422865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178633884642705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110193710831614,0.05555041697406339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311410104265093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059065665359699863,0.0,0.0,0.0780354417886423,0.04934160518171559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985339223596892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466781346393592,0.0,0.0,0.0812977608293218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465800353015497,0.07582524352742985,0.0,0.14514263237303993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041117187770670416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535661526828618,0.1292450684528993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522506994261965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467425100635005
adhd,jdstankosky,2018/02/12,"Realizing when you've just had an RSD moment Anyone else experience when you've had an RSD moment, *realize and understand* that's what it just was, and then feel bad about yourself all over again for having it?",2.587500000000002,5.490152750000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39,84.0,7.2,20.5,8.238735603445708,1.4845999999999997,170,5,31,4,5,55,30,40,0.08900000000000001,0.911,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057480392113241,0.44803286687731536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36510061874300814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652814084865447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42773213033499663,0.0,0.0,0.2210959018737862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552115380538874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Morsul,2018/02/12,"Clomipramine (Anafranil) Hey
Been awhile since i made a post, but I think I should make a 'have anyone tryed this medication post', :P
I am trying out Anafralin 25 mg, while I'm on Medikinet cr (methylphenidate) 80 mg 2xday

I am using Anafranil for my depression been it it for 6 days with terrible side effects and i know it can take up to 4 weeks for it to start working.
 I just want to know if anyone as been on it for some time, who as noticed positive change to depression and if it helped with ADHD

EDIT
I was put in lithium 2 years ago while i was on medikinet, I never felt any change on lithium so i was put on Anafranil.
But my doc might be putting me on Stratteral next with changing medikinet to dexamphetamine first, because the high dose i need of medikinet

been depressed since i was 12 years old i will be 26 in 7 days, i was diagnoses with adhd as a kid, was put on Amelín(Amitriptyline) for my hyperness but never on adhd medication.
I then finally got my diagnosed with adult adhd 3 years ago.
My anxiety is to a point that I am afraid to live",6.843311688311688,6.028793642857143,6.40878787878788,83.1177272727273,64.95238095238096,10.112554112554118,34.8051948051948,9.339509955726095,2.8124285714285704,835,33,176,13,11,259,117,210,0.101,0.848,0.051,-0.9042,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,5,0,21,5,0,4,2,29,34,14,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,13,1,23,0,33,16,1,40,0,3,0,0,5,15,0,4,19,107,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684436939562333,0.0,0.17275965682018313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626649035603888,0.0,0.07454577567564459,0.0,0.0,0.13627274804048292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059402059521026576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30925422903164196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568896811909874,0.0,0.2517897924814134,0.1978108858840021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935632563153272,0.10674711851457816,0.0,0.08288735370018291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793631374521813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531587039904893,0.10295684529893832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710733425806776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604643291890184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220557877583337,0.06504583288784492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633279757673447,0.0,0.10337460205142623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225483119943342,0.15031242748747065,0.0,0.10363472130083734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094269719779297,0.1022529823543768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211778493468374,0.0,0.1866522932980326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39183980320835815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121635714502136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897264378385738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326711962452206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243933847116725,0.0,0.0,0.05682143373179049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323186129582152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416189007928089,0.0,0.0,0.05747606173443547,0.0,0.07816514857849671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094170810949871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882557145700829
adhd,Kelpie-ardbeg,2018/02/12,"Increased libido Hi guys, ive been taking dexamphetamine for 2 years and I noticed that my libido spikes up when I take meds. I am male and married, but im in overseas at the moment to visit my family, and my wife is not here. 

 My psych told me take meds regularly instead of taking drug holiday. (He worried about side effects I have to go through when I start again, and my ADHD is severe according to him)

So my concern is....I feel like i might not be able to control or suppress my libido when I really should and have a strong feeling that I might make a mistake unintentionally. 

Is there anything that can suppress my libido? suppressing the desire might not be the right answer, but anyway I have to cut some edges off. 


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adhd,lilanjonasbae,2018/02/12,Can't seem to read more than 10 pages in one sitting I aspire to read as much as I can. But after finishing 9-10 pages (hardly) I tend to get distracted. I wish to finish 100 pages in one sitting or less. But I can't seem to concentrate too much on that. Any suggestions I can improve my attention or patience? ,1.7130208333333314,3.6585750937500015,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,79.3125,7.3916666666666675,24.729166666666664,8.344100000000001,1.6383104166666669,242,9,51,5,6,82,40,64,0.04,0.867,0.093,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,12,9,7,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061666217833414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387646953914683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379248438136849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904921571978265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599539794530701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313424392879823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835833363827485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054261386653366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beadingrose,2018/02/12,I survived Sunday mass I feel like you guys would get how much of achievement that is. I can't stand church services you have to sit still and quiet and not be my phone. So I never got unless it a wedding or funeral. However I was down visiting my family as was my grandads  death anniversary and no one was able to go to mass with my mum on day of anniversary so I offered to go. I was able to not be distracting for once by staying stillish and only asked 2/3 questions and a few times where the prest was on the sheet. I had no idea what he was saying half the time.,3.7472033898305055,4.417122322033901,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,71.54237288135593,8.272881355932205,27.46186440677966,8.472884824447931,1.6997593220338991,446,15,97,7,8,146,81,118,0.091,0.8440000000000001,0.065,-0.4788,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,1,1,16,19,11,2,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,8,3,14,1,15,8,2,18,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,7,70,17,2,0.441990092837861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660053626331454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252352247617311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833446170831094,0.0,0.11174173562758938,0.15787890531858215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546079051972186,0.0,0.2511931554254429,0.0,0.17674992690291366,0.0,0.0,0.21881984074644428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947650779747016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796701678931683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245678713385694,0.0,0.17044500371073834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353525119380907,0.14975196285022244,0.1680766912197844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475650290815496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574413100400108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355513151560143,0.17648692954109702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25772797752392884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698854031836748,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ddkotan,2018/02/12,"I suspect that I've had ADHD my entire life. Is there any point in getting a professional diagnosis? I am 22 and I suspect I've had ADHD my entire life. I've been talking to someone with ADHD and some of the symptoms they described seemed to remind me of some of my own circumstances. I lose track of conversations that I have interest in. I am extremely clumsy. I sometimes find it difficult to focus. I have hard times keeping a conversation going. I would often unintentionally interrupt a speaker. I would also impulsively do things I would've otherwise have had no interest in doing (picking up a pen, dropping clothes onto the floor). 

I've managed to cope with these issues more or less. And I'm pretty much done with my academic career (despite doing terribly in college). 

tldr; At this point in my life, is worth it to get a professional diagnosis? Would I have much to gain from treatment?",4.358642714570859,6.786285622754493,6.063377245508982,71.42089421157687,73.0119760479042,8.525189620758482,31.49261477045908,9.21078282632365,3.3254753692614774,717,34,116,17,15,245,97,167,0.12,0.794,0.086,-0.5429,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,7,0,19,4,0,1,0,19,25,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,5,2,19,2,22,17,7,14,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,5,1,89,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333328353621819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182959070680669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059435999691042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137906600483367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520115642865105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456985590054187,0.0,0.08406942664809036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251212320140804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439570903983987,0.0,0.1314829124348786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313452302126443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549071011400218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748441236469865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796746762971758,0.0,0.0,0.15049333500842282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466574911168006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533673059517125,0.0,0.1463020254674197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537511537905777,0.0,0.11889685142959007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827507782866177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625650354569334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203279043183348,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,drewsalot,2018/02/12,"Getting cooped up Oftentimes when I'm at home I get a bit stir-crazy, where I want to go out and do something. But often times it's nighttime and it's not like I can go out at 11 pm on a workday. Any advice for what you guys do when you're feeling this way?",-0.3552873563218384,1.4137911724137917,1.8110344827586216,99.29574712643681,85.55172413793103,4.55632183908046,20.011494252873558,5.46131890053228,-0.4023540229885061,200,6,50,1,6,67,45,58,0.042,0.902,0.056,-0.0798,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189850108152365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198456300578634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563785714156261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505353679206522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341093893504596,0.0,0.37103700321164174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232184325098285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274373351545454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947790570710568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513028591825421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034478917690692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253771218094312,0.2591060712607533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,geocean,2018/02/12,"For the first time, I sat down, and wrote an essay all in one sitting, I'm over the moon that I might still be able to get my life back on track. I was recently diagnosed a few weeks ago and began medication today. I have an essay due tomorrow, and although I shouldn't have started this late, I sat down and finished it in one sitting with nearly 24 hours until it's due. I've never even finished with close to this much time remaining. If meds can keep me at this level then maybe I won't be so useless at anything I attempt.",7.359357798165142,5.174626403669727,7.7431926605504575,78.37588990825691,64.77981651376147,10.5548623853211,34.644036697247714,8.841846274778883,2.7134462385321103,414,14,87,5,5,137,77,109,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.5598,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,0,2,14,17,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,10,0,15,7,3,34,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,2,21,63,16,0,0.21607129348647452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153416467992196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780826407201436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614548740611249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219307814623775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271305153091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837901318595238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288833283292155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127866998365678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920540935270216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437378304558367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526175445767984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217072656262922,0.0,0.24000649727714715,0.21766909633464146,0.0,0.2292174969257765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883726219422836,0.0,0.16664750190948838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928310008709257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334433528282068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293637364257096,0.0,0.17255481408896675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519858176625543,0.0,0.20481032167196989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331935841534146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dandee93,2018/02/12,"ADHD ""advantage"" pisses me off I understand people's intentions when they say ADHD can be an advantage, especially if someone who has ADHD gets motivated by it. It pisses me off, though. I feel like it gives skeptics more ammunition to try and discredit my experience as somebody with ADHD. It's like, ""Oh, I'll admit that it exists, but I won't admit that puts you at a disadvantage."" It helps deniers seem like they've compromised, while actually reinforcing their criticism, because, if ADHD isn't real, then I'm just lazy. But, if it's an advantage, then I'm especially lazy. ",5.5501168224299064,7.319878906542058,7.712231308411216,63.59208528037385,68.34579439252336,11.331308411214955,33.00116822429907,11.20814326018867,4.538776635514019,461,21,74,16,8,164,71,107,0.153,0.6759999999999999,0.171,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,4,3,9,3,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,16,14,12,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,6,7,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,2,4,7,47,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.13742860571681642,0.0,0.8462443242230067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584793667265814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377576010715348,0.0,0.0,0.07120727878222767,0.1006081314355161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357724177790803,0.13509582893588093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094394584143203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064055320231881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763296624337506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157185324420807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029401941267912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199272376124106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820526128935142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932379540532533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383635927682775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561351910559572,0.0,0.0,0.14660775989232816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,donttouchmyscarf,2018/02/12,"Letting people down What do you do about the awful feeling of letting everyone around you down? I feel like people get this great, positive impression of me ... and then I let them down because I can't possibly live up to it. It makes me afraid to take risks or leadership or even try because letting people down seems so inevitable. I don't mind failure for myself; it is failure for people who are depending on me or collaborating with me that I just hate. I'm in an advanced academic program right now and am unmedicated and just cannot keep up with everything. So many small things are falling through the cracks. I really, really hate it.",6.101342975206612,7.171636685950418,6.5947004132231415,74.72114152892563,66.43801652892562,10.016942148760329,34.13326446280992,10.125756701596842,3.579023966942149,513,23,91,12,8,167,80,121,0.105,0.7340000000000001,0.161,0.7703,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,8,7,2,2,3,1,13,0,0,2,0,18,23,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,14,3,19,19,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,5,3,71,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312311789159651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972641913844334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736664390562988,0.0,0.0,0.14086196715902966,0.13248767725356786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490755599743918,0.10531376699280716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701859070445513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252627019253002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910848618368422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310297995485953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029699432048586,0.0,0.07201983840788849,0.0,0.1301707162415506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840108843929801,0.14945632729363967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488477790331409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087977904394985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618899131298848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188876475305332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589215626087402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420166761900912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083821972571696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793640489131933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000855470504681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vaudekille,2018/02/12,"I'm absolutely terrified of losing my 4.0 GPA/low grades in general. Any tips on how to deal with this kind of anxiety? Seriously, I feel as if every assignment I turn in will be the One to ruin all of my hard work. I've gotten nothing but A's the past year and a half, but I know my luck will eventually end, and the thought of my GPA going down is enough to send me spiraling. Hell, I once got a 70/90 on an assignment and spent the next hour crying because of how ""stupid"" I felt. I feel so weak knowing that my self worth is tied directly to my academic performance (something I know a lot of ADHDers can relate to), but I'm really at a loss here. Has anyone with similar issues experienced this? How did/do you cope?",3.2587569573283868,4.464612204081637,5.274879406307979,81.04641929499073,73.21768707482994,9.42708719851577,26.969078540507113,9.800150414767053,2.473617687074829,562,20,118,15,11,195,100,147,0.197,0.762,0.041,-0.9727,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,5,9,2,0,10,0,7,1,0,3,1,23,21,12,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,7,0,2,5,5,15,2,20,13,3,13,1,3,0,0,4,6,1,3,5,72,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922852209522082,0.0,0.1453742361674284,0.0,0.0,0.13287504541517622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584196356364075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874162553285805,0.0,0.1959150200919226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831226741953526,0.19635422795943028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601104603294816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217214330053894,0.0,0.18246086779430915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799977016066274,0.0,0.15198623902867006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023166946480625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871435966661229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834441312291295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197889461209765,0.31331044780012746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259760377398845,0.0,0.16155871786055312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210157199364706,0.0,0.0,0.18234117576107725,0.0,0.0,0.20237826267995426,0.12877084601719985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140739136388284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217395966337877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982451972371544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462961957837437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086446796260006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670063980641315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383458222194139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237461014941935
adhd,ThrowthatHoutthedoor,2018/02/12,"What does it mean to not understand time? I struggle with all of the other stuff and I went through months of evaluations before getting my diagnosis. I understand the condition very well except for this one component.

I’m usually late for everything but I still know that 12 noon means 12 noon. When it comes to being on time for school or important things, I might be 5 or so minutes late but not much more. Social things I’m often an hour or more late, kind of forget them and I do lose track of time often because I’m absorbed with something/forget. Time does seem to pass extremely slowly when I’m bored or looking forward to something and then that something flies by but I do feel that is typical. Perhaps for ADHDers this is overpronounced?

One thing I do notice is that I always underestimate the time it will take me to get somewhere, even when GPS tells me. And there is always 10 things I remember that I need to do when I’m about to leave but I think that’s separate from the time concept, while still perhaps related to ADHD. There was one instance when I was supposed to be somewhere at noon and it was 1130 but I still thought I had an hour before I had to leave. That was more of a brain fart than anything else, though.

Can anyone who believes they have a firm understanding of this deficit enlighten me?",3.5455689538043487,5.772381019531252,4.100088315217391,85.49151494565218,74.7421875,7.264673913043477,27.146059782608692,8.18289091462,1.8435477581521749,1055,41,202,18,23,333,138,256,0.077,0.883,0.04,-0.8515,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,17,5,0,1,8,0,21,1,1,0,1,38,43,23,0,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,0,12,0,0,4,2,3,1,3,8,2,22,2,30,30,5,32,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,8,27,145,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723528576383252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233764188166822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820872930714016,0.0,0.08027475111335645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946513967638884,0.0,0.1660145160617845,0.10990464109235723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889726530375228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840300727802462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073207610968338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148991168237334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644303837735677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767100875931882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049323850320439136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193095207424416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213279493797664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158257067922727,0.0536105367673925,0.0,0.3301195326134107,0.20658121895577608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191683230739508,0.1091326995362998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125195412669777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348437747016584,0.0,0.0,0.07786290986970062,0.0,0.07170994979740918,0.0723315599528552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106050931797824,0.0,0.0,0.19830576353583926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050432559256236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872508592177674,0.0,0.08880520680291795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943921299190188,0.0,0.1501964132647897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370895880508397,0.0,0.0,0.10197969454906658,0.11167059466606223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334492334591028,0.0,0.08526237612541875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592296457775457,0.06250564396971793,0.09584167877517663,0.07744323717951787,0.3412906408348584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046567427548809,0.0,0.0,0.10743675750298406,0.08048837761213884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770852382929663,0.09042916595952513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bobcatsOU20012,2018/02/12,"Getting diagnosed I recently found out my sister has adhd and has been taking meds for over 10 years and my mother was diagnosed and chooses not to take medicine. For a variety of reasons, I believe I have it as well and would like to get tested. How did you guys start this process? I don't have a primary care doctor and go to college in a really small college town, with generally poor access to health care so I would likely have to drive to Columbus Ohio which is an hour alway. Luckily I do have good insurance, but how does one go about finding a doctor? Any advice is appreciated, I'm just not how to start this process at all.

Thanks!",5.471904761904758,6.073369960317464,6.285833333333333,78.04875,67.65079365079364,9.474603174603176,31.62301587301588,9.516144504307137,2.8354634920634925,509,20,97,10,8,168,87,126,0.045,0.8270000000000001,0.129,0.8927,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,15,5,0,4,1,22,28,11,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,4,0,9,7,17,22,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,66,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907191283697119,0.1550737606834234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204596789927275,0.0,0.0,0.10791723696043136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787935877526295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235978443132998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221417662320987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248596909327533,0.13887402810611635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450432731624636,0.0,0.0,0.17399957859925008,0.0,0.0,0.16582193839367165,0.0,0.18037870586359347,0.13310484397675662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571318279921705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686841059220062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628144266916655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505956546805855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627305500416446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753503698660112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166332234083224,0.16316367362497286,0.15669099868037775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464860000939052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386360004112477,0.0,0.0,0.1461039449078899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426847992592867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546306797317675,0.0,0.0,0.1021936147478676
adhd,blasted705,2018/02/12,"Feeling lonely AF, advice for relationships I'm a freshman in high school, have ADHD-I and Autism-Spectrum and Social Anxiety disorder. I sit in my room and play video games all the time mainly because I can't make any friends.

FML",2.1471212121212133,5.020300681818182,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,87.63636363636363,5.660606060606061,25.51515151515152,7.1686216300943375,1.6504515151515151,186,8,32,3,6,60,38,44,0.213,0.6990000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.6761,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606811134912046,0.2932698841205921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040891730394676,0.0,0.2295879203725101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294792947915264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439589395667022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174766828382508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318688789743415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31708903403389394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003297620323408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322212271285235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037334168444238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059304699342744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500005446087766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AnkitIndia,2018/02/12,"How helpful is talking to yourself while doing tasks? I've noticed that I can keep myself focused on a task a little better if I keep talking to myself about the task. For eg. if I get stuck at any point while doing a task, verbally stating something like 'hey, I am stuck. what to do now? Let's try this instead and if that doesn't work, I'll draw a plan and see what else could be done instead', seems to be a big help while doing tasks. Has anybody tried this? How helpful was it to you?",2.6032920792079217,3.977860752475252,3.587215346534656,91.83052599009899,75.13861386138616,5.446039603960396,25.496287128712872,5.148860815047168,0.4744148514851485,380,13,81,1,8,122,67,101,0.04,0.792,0.168,0.918,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,11,22,10,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,7,2,9,14,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,4,5,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305616711492428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860517271933287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796021949067866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527756590681385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573388953859626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109907608822785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230119033402938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739661248328167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511359804011268,0.0,0.1027742543042471,0.21084210524833424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395032081106976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988639682752092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763455178305806,0.1915094038092061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195010739885965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381686179637141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564955690369404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531490319798682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cosmic-lattes,2018/02/12,"Vyvanse wears out far too quickly during the day for me. Any recommendations? I was diagnosed with ADHD couple months ago and got started on 20 mg Vyvanse. It worked incredibly well for about a week, but the duration of effect quickly plummeted to about 5-6 hours max for me, even after taking a day or two off per week for tolerance.

My psychiatrist upped my dose to 30 mg, which seemed to help a little for a couple days, but then it went back down to only lasting a few hours a day.

Last week, we decided that maybe I'm a fast metabolizer for amphetamine-based meds, so I got started on 5 mg of Ritalin, 2x a day. Day 1 I could barely feel any effect at all- I fell asleep about an hour after taking the second dose, actually. I was told to double my dose for day 2, which made the effect a little more pronounced, but it is definitely not as effective as Vyvanse. The main issue is that the pills only last about 3 hours each, for a total of about 6 hours of my day.

This is a huge problem, because I am a medical student and need to be able to focus all day, from about 9 AM until midnight. I have asked if it would be possible to supplement my Vyvanse with a short-acting pill at night, but my doctor said it is not recommended to combine ADHD medications. I also asked if it would be possible to take 3 short acting a day (although I really think I need 4!), but he said that would probably interfere with my sleep (which I find extremely unlikely. I have never had issues sleeping on these meds- in fact, I fall asleep all the time during the day, even on stimulants. It's a problem).

I recently heard about Mydais, which is supposed to last 16 hours. I have my doubts, since Vyvanse is supposed to last 10-12 and I got about half that effect, but maybe..? What about the transdermal methylphenidate patch?

tl;dr I'm looking for a longer-acting medication. I think I metabolize quickly. Open to all suggestions!",4.766426799007443,5.903568645161292,6.040537634408604,77.23849875930524,69.53763440860214,9.056410256410258,28.82382133995037,9.367010060515213,2.53361712158809,1504,54,282,31,26,506,189,372,0.034,0.92,0.046,0.6251,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,0,0,6,19,4,0,1,26,0,21,16,5,7,7,51,46,19,0,10,11,0,1,0,0,3,11,3,0,0,18,10,0,1,11,0,0,4,3,3,1,3,12,5,29,1,55,27,10,63,0,0,1,0,10,17,0,5,42,189,47,3,0.06858641373654599,0.0,0.06693044609774346,0.0,0.16485508190235126,0.0,0.06079771751004572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484853028552706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328222653838797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282380767167654,0.0,0.0,0.05273871857674161,0.0,0.04180964121772175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476067044135256,0.15177912453009942,0.0,0.4865581913239535,0.0,0.0,0.06961376620992701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020110071454769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060135883823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03467935157634869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268673960755257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645644616597488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597202738805398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405262811097263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431727932624823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27953540650991904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374832097228328,0.0,0.0,0.057595313608997674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489812302762643,0.0,0.0,0.13780854247787214,0.0,0.1523680879222398,0.20728078854865087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474502109195553,0.0,0.0,0.10171191346071198,0.05289807049191141,0.0,0.0,0.06436370312066199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432611653762706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464175237985112,0.0,0.0,0.07394775432830969,0.13125587029674576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043938212895127324,0.0,0.06772080923823359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048277118832866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243849514020106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673539019531412,0.0,0.13727189204858542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709163331012284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470534233612854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878948090487445,0.0,0.0,0.03999328940710869,0.0,0.0,0.06553725753145878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699896022490708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650476520922678,0.0,0.06166742284631225,0.06358029267165359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993172606045063,0.0,0.0,0.1461654614342929,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,6MadCatters,2018/02/12,"I feel like I can't do anything without my Ritalin, and it's not helping as much anymore Before I started Ritalin I was just average to below-average grades, average abilities and thinking, etc. I had missing work ALL THE TIME because I'd forget, lose assignments, or just not be motivated to do anything. When I started taking Ritalin, I started getting all As, participating in class, and being productive. That first year I took it, I felt a high/rush, and a strange sensation in my body after I took the medicine. Then I'd be more ""awake"" and alert and be a working machine. 
Two years later, I don't feel the effects nearly as strongly. I'm starting to miss assignments again, I don’t have nearly as much motivation to work, and I'm more anxious. Maybe I need to up my dose? I can’t take a break from it because I have so much missing work pilling up. I tried to take a break from my pills this weekend, but now I can’t focus on any of my missing work. I can’t even do my hobbies anymore, like video games. I tried playing a game yesterday, and my reactions are so slow! I can’t even sit still and focus enough to play my piano anymore, and I’m stumbling on songs I’ve known for years.
 I feel like a complete idiot off my meds, but I was at least partially functional off them before I started. Now when I’m off them, it’s like I can’t function, period. My on-meds self has become my partially functional pre-Ritalin self. Now my off meds post-Ritalin self can’t do anything at all. I feel jumbled and slow and stupid just trying to write this right now. I don’t know if I’m even making sense. 
Do I just need to take more every day? I don’t know what else I can do, and I’m getting desperate given how backed up I am on work. I’m struggling.
",3.7891011235955085,4.71592119101124,5.243937078651686,82.82915280898878,71.64044943820225,8.392629213483144,31.093932584269663,8.726425361277474,2.4336527191011244,1368,60,279,24,25,461,161,356,0.103,0.8220000000000001,0.075,-0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,12,19,15,2,1,10,0,30,7,1,5,3,45,66,27,0,3,11,0,5,4,0,0,6,1,0,3,8,13,0,0,12,7,0,2,14,8,0,2,7,6,44,7,35,55,12,50,0,5,0,0,9,17,0,2,32,180,52,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902994977695095,0.0,0.0,0.09806423275726464,0.2582598367162089,0.0,0.0,0.21429780644313198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674720414407483,0.0,0.10583027926584926,0.0958686092740224,0.14772825467674414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642008892185364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101273277904293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055981638952990485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251391451888944,0.0,0.0,0.08969212080284096,0.09680982075531644,0.17200040759350807,0.0,0.07313642746026056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556359515124967,0.12402612175566755,0.08334581010081273,0.0,0.0,0.07383575468955376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070340356178784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818314095975559,0.0917135851700616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541082571337148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963292648738607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711188884626863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057942592522096985,0.0,0.08720665922308274,0.0,0.19284017784370727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914336043226303,0.12872868425439213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313459366821216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413045960819681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271667674752362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072029072815983,0.0,0.06932208380650495,0.0,0.0,0.0907467771227568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26106433997033074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562073672916582,0.0,0.0,0.05061632751969447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288570302772565,0.17680341230190394,0.0,0.08479525851704753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367631722518902,0.0,0.3791677009868864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769750920245172
adhd,Abbey_Hurtfew,2018/02/12,"I want to hold myself accountable thanks to this sub tl;dr health insurance is kicking in and I'm finally going to get assessed. Just wanted to tell you all how grateful I am for this sub and for all of you sharing your experiences. I'm on mobile so I hope this all formats correctly. 

Edited because I wrote too much

I'm 25F and my health insurance is going to kick in on Tuesday so I can get assessed. I was supposed to have health insurance in March of 2017 but I forgot to submit the paperwork. And then continued to forget until open enrollment in Dec of 2017 when the head of HR sent me an email along the lines of ""Hey what gives?""

For the longest time I just assumed I had SAD or anxiety or major depression. Then I had an acute post-traumatic stress response after an assault in collegE. Basically I've always had something going on but I never saw similarities between myself and the classmates I knew who had adhd.  It wasn't until I saw a list of symptoms for ADHD-PI that I thought maybe it was something worth familiarizing myself with. I took a bunch of self tests to see if there was anything I could bring up with a dr and pretty much every single one I took was saying that I had adhd (or at least embodies the like 80+% of the symptoms). 

So I found this subreddit and have been lurking for about six months. I'm scared, because my family is v much 'the squeakiest wheel gets the grease and only one wheel can be squeaky in a 5 year time period' so there's 0 support for me there. Reading everyone's tips and experiences and reactions has been crucial for me processing my own emotions. 

I'm also really excited that there might be a light at the end of the tunnel for me. It's going to be a lot of hard work but this community makes me want to hold myself accountable in a way that I've never felt before. I don't want to set unattainable expectations and then hate myself when I can't reach them. I want to help myself learn to be a better, more competent version of myself. And even though I don't know any of you and you don't know me I want to make this community proud.

Thank you, so much, and hello!",4.1546373827499465,5.452962560283692,5.4370502554716715,80.38516129032259,71.15130023640663,8.389506596507282,27.829558453443152,8.841846274778883,2.159591535117821,1685,60,324,31,31,563,211,423,0.086,0.795,0.119,0.8442,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,1,4,19,15,2,2,22,0,31,7,1,3,6,60,72,36,0,10,9,0,2,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,15,18,0,3,8,1,3,8,7,6,0,3,23,8,47,9,56,43,15,44,0,2,3,0,19,14,0,8,21,231,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320730085788857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365546457679578,0.07663783247796155,0.0,0.0,0.06263381805014258,0.0,0.07045924003201072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579367122407593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229137888105044,0.0,0.07837364472823248,0.0,0.0,0.08145842478486202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353747859601142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932896382687248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360450334584312,0.08157672750752584,0.0,0.0,0.060833764749752085,0.0,0.07760151766505571,0.08800923425732078,0.0,0.18019059717943184,0.08682737051943283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843419865375464,0.10089533280691994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009871847514298,0.0,0.0,0.14436147658987006,0.0883544643019949,0.2093791012704101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250701345771254,0.09093354406032196,0.0945251849554158,0.2937064521623298,0.0,0.0,0.06173531026587574,0.0,0.0,0.09147996589816744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123580183154016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044997318704617685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830345170577811,0.0,0.0,0.12296015196000155,0.0,0.09253075849087199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770769481086423,0.0,0.0,0.07351646326352827,0.0,0.2708278896194794,0.0,0.14207242881495874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248239879066527,0.07004917489192497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821008713648767,0.09370278972863101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212883590945498,0.0,0.059004124023332764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073244727032558,0.0922120828515263,0.0,0.07339489255896535,0.0,0.0960844665848404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418121813912768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550471918805383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451842704322926,0.0,0.1914624595616355,0.0,0.0,0.08050287810556979,0.16959381391731018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049162519845652,0.07312021745198391,0.1074130626983136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466166875564004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32595163922864945,0.07310779769226687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705274436631972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931189912090872
adhd,malibuhall,2018/02/13,Getting out of bed... I always thought I was depressed or had anxiety issues or was just plain lazy my entire life because it has always been SO difficult for me to get out of bed every morning - even when I had things I was looking forward to that day! Finally was diagnosed and medicated about a week ago and it’s like night and day. The minute my adderall wears off I find myself in bed and scrolling on my phone again. Can anyone else relate? Honestly this medication is the best thing to ever happen to me!,3.9781060606060583,5.802848161616164,4.969583333333336,81.47437500000005,72.43434343434343,7.77828282828283,28.536616161616163,8.472884824447931,2.1811707070707067,404,16,75,7,8,132,73,99,0.109,0.8,0.091,-0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,10,5,1,0,1,12,15,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,1,11,3,13,7,1,15,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,2,11,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851568742406306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636344181833864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454290065604442,0.0,0.0,0.13292510668222904,0.19478396911533266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158856075410013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950237410523125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452026503647997,0.0,0.16373625936882316,0.1929515144233092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880746224033512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556187050653522,0.17195991251850287,0.16017078266079265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082495923888696,0.17375157242695016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986429422791159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810830110769345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841914026677027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427604667976908,0.0928751907361368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963944474759345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830194729081861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839968539517154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525932433443647,0.0,0.0,0.1509213068249753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524899271942816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,queergreenbean,2018/02/13,"Nervous about getting tested for ADHD So I started learning about the symptoms of ADHD a few days ago, and realized I could relate to so many of them. I decided I want to get tested. Just thinking I might have ADHD has made me think that there is a reason for the things I do- or don't do- and that it's not just that I'm a lazy dumb shithead. The possibly of a diagnosis already has me feeling happier and more relieved. My mom has ADHD, got diagnosed at 30, and has been supportive about me getting tested and helping me fill out all the paperwork. However, my friends keep telling me they ""just don't see me having ADHD"" and asked if I've been going on Web Md. They kind of planted a seed of doubt and the excitement I've had about looking into getting diagnosed is turning into worry that I'll go through the whole process and they'll tell me that I don't have ADHD and it is something else unknown that is causing the same kind of symptoms and I'll be right back to square one. 
Did anybody else feel this way before getting tested? Or have any advice?",4.8259097035040455,5.5705769952830195,5.6779784366576855,81.32537735849056,69.14150943396226,8.132614555256065,32.59568733153639,8.192908349453996,2.4566026954177898,841,37,160,11,14,276,119,212,0.081,0.8240000000000001,0.094,0.1909,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,11,9,1,2,12,0,25,4,0,3,1,37,47,15,0,3,7,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,6,5,20,6,21,37,5,14,0,0,3,0,10,6,1,5,4,114,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6934220780805275,0.09397027128152058,0.08524351434783296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061192788133027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539476432654732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990028557188738,0.0,0.0,0.07394411990779058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182841452060646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878683711067912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677906651171712,0.0,0.0,0.062017774024502474,0.0,0.0,0.1952087124896456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066523411509875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724673638228497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429600732546211,0.0,0.2512084002252902,0.0,0.10930434554956517,0.0,0.07691107288865093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445664963664198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547491203195713,0.0,0.2002798526007224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075347468735658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099262781598366,0.0,0.09749512303348552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201472421705793,0.0,0.1126260228009278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516316205504548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841037277088364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988725275395166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212346366233117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663019517384946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403168503388895,0.0,0.0,0.06806531870015074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912567869966934,0.0,0.19990227021432155,0.0,0.0,0.16810301224517224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388703654932361,0.12323591613465912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459873259501458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056719972513211085,0.07633044494734917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073635843157924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765913034813843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gabbonnie,2018/02/13,For those who have or have had an SO whom also has ADHD Did/do you find it to be helpful and productive...or counterintuitive and negative?,4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,70.48148148148148,9.844444444444443,28.314814814814817,10.125756701596842,2.910348148148148,110,4,21,3,2,38,24,27,0.125,0.78,0.095,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548116808830462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357215791685993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49798900777366795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36520585450200455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,d-scan,2018/02/13,"Do you find that medication helps you plan for the future better, or are you only able to focus on the task at hand? My biggest difficulty is setting goals for the future, and simply being able to wrap my head around the CONCEPT of the future.

My experience on meds is being able to juggle the day's tasks easier, but still not being able to look beyond that day and map out short-term goals.

Please share any thoughts or experiences.",8.579457831325303,7.284489084337353,8.425391566265063,71.61471385542171,61.771084337349386,10.709638554216868,30.388554216867472,9.516144504307137,2.5281349397590365,346,8,63,5,4,112,56,83,0.019,0.83,0.151,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,6,0,7,3,2,0,0,10,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,13,5,0,15,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,6,41,8,2,0.7085322162896112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045655092047765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768597251271507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665979176208458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847233204950915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465402321020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189640238633118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178961636562235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187285523402005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874715332117544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675489128583432,0.17844291663551604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471766954317735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443890131367728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414586857943147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062385897934648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheBestGingerAle,2018/02/13,"Finding a good doctor is hard, and I really could use some guidance. Title speaks for itself. When looking for a doc, what red flags do i look for, and how do I sift through all these names on websites that have absolutely no information, and what can I do when I run out of options locally?",6.9099999999999975,6.161374736842108,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,64.78947368421052,10.40701754385965,34.78947368421053,9.725611199111238,3.12601052631579,228,9,45,4,3,75,44,57,0.07200000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.054000000000000006,0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,13,10,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,7,9,2,6,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,2,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822219843540277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617978704025386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230708444973293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964790673338498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166452468282352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936619681686417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264459060177693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052899465215131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sharonshhh,2018/02/13,Can’t afford medication for my son. :( Finally took my son (17) to be evaluated for attention problems. Was prescribed Vyvanse... found out it’s $250/mo. The next cheaper option was methylphenidate @ $150/mo which I can’t afford either.  I cried in the car because I’m a teacher with a master’s degree and I can’t even afford ADD medication for my child.,1.3798550724637657,4.029820028985512,3.646376811594205,82.57507246376814,87.84057971014494,5.965217391304349,25.057971014492754,7.3871296695380915,1.6477362318840585,278,12,51,5,9,95,48,69,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.802,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778228566404755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320355095501058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926268222998015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194796084613044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31977045267036786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875973625401568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101646268762401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790620530162346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240250464618349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,greatlovesound,2018/02/13,"Can i just put my tl;dr here? Diagnosed at 32 as a SAHM, cannot believe i wasnt diagnosed sooner. Only a week on medication and i feel free. Oh gosh I'm sorry this is long. Im 32, diagnosed last week. Stay at home mom currently. Did pretty well in school grades wise but was a ball of stress and tears and depression from procrastinating on everything, perfectionism, crippling fear of failure and rejection, extreme sensitivity to criticism. Got in trouble all the time for talking or otherwise not paying attention. Good speller and pretty good at math but had a ton of trouble in the science classes because of all the memorization which involved actual studying and not just cramming. (Can't remember any history at all. Except coloring maps. Learning lots of history now has been really jarring but illuminating. )

College was harder but I chose a speech communication major and psych minor because I was good at it and it was interesting and because I didn't have to take certain classes I was struggling in. Got a teaching job right away but was horrible at it because it involved all this planning and organization and I was a mess. I quit in the middle of my second year after being pregnant and sick a lot and my department chair making me feel like a horrible person for not getting things done. Stayed at home first 2 years of first daughters life and it was really really difficult, I definitely had depression during that whole time and don't remember much except that I felt like a complete failure and loser the entire time and just didn't want to exist anymore. 

Then I got a job at a media company doing website administration. The office environment was amazing and I was really good at my job and loved the team I worked with and my boss was really good at affirming my strengths and not making me feel horrible about my weaknesses. I thrived there. Depression gone. But things were falling apart even more at home. So I decided to leave. It was the hardest decision I've ever made and still sometimes wish I hadn't done it. I decided to stay home and try to be super mom/wife. I failed. Over and over.  Depression came back. (Only now do I see a pattern.) I've been home ever since 2014. In 2015 I got a personal trainer (I've struggled with my weight for 15 years, and have food addiction which now I see could have a lot to do with my ADHD too.) I got in pretty good shape and trained and ran a half marathon and it was incredible. It was the first thing I haven't quit when it got hard. Got pregnant with our second daughter soon after that, she's almost a year and half now. I've been home with her this whole time. 

Last year april-september I did a really great weight loss group that I had so much success in and I quit it that after 5 or 6 months because it wasn't new and exciting anymore. That's my rhythm. I've tried weight watchers twice, nutrisystem, calorie counting, whole 30, and now this other group, and I will do it while its new and then get tired of it. Why's it so hard for me to stick to something? I see so many people in my life and online that would be overweight their entire life and then something clicks for them and then they lose all the weight and sometimes it takes them years but they don't give up and now they are super fit and healthy and they never go back to their old life. That feels utterly impossible for me. I lost 35 lbs last year, the most I've lost doing anything and I still quit and I've gained almost all of it back. Again. Like always. Sometimes it feels impossible for me to resist temptation and im always wanting to eat the best tasting foods all the time and overeat and binge eat and eat when I'm not hungry and when I'm sad and when I'm angry and bored. 

I have thought i was meant to do so many different careers, and got one track minded about them for maybe a week or a month and then that fizzled out. I care about so many different things and am thinking about so many different things, and it's crippling and paralyzing sometimes. I almost went into accounting, nutrition, multiple craft work at home ideas but I start a new craft and get burnt out easily or move onto something different within weeks or months or sometimes even less time. Knitting was the latest. And  in my head it's all I can think about for a while. I follow all the Instagram accounts. Right now I'm still following lots of knitting accounts and recently unfollowed lots of registered dietitian accounts since thats no longer happening. Before that it was embroidery and cross stitch. Before that it was all about running. I still like running but i havent in months. Ive paid for so many races and never run them. Istill like cross stitch, I just haven't done it in more than 2 years. I bought a wood burning kit because my friend did some wood burning and it sounded awesome and I tried it and haven't picked it up again. I got into sewing and gave that up. Still have a sewing machine. Still have lots of fabric I haven't done anything with. Blocks of soap from that one time i tried that and didn't  finish it. I have a whole 4x4 Ikea shelf of failure. 

So my oldest daughters in second grade now and my youngest is a toddler and it feels like things have been coming to head. I have to be more organized than ever. Planning more than ever to keep my whole family afloat. And I'm unraveling. 4-6 pm is when I want to crawl into my bed and cry because daughters home from school and I have to stay on her for her to get her homework done because she gets distracted, and my younger is a toddler and gets into everything if she's not in her highchair so I have to keep her entertained and also get dinner started and I hear all this noise and I'm trying to read directions on a recipe because I can never ever just wing it and husbands not home yet and my brain just is screaming and I can't take it. Even if I try to plan the day ahead of time, those two hours are the worst of my day every day because of how much is demanded of me all at once. I'm very thankful we had our girls so far apart because at least one is in school most of the time while I have a toddler at home. The reason they're so far apart is because for the first 4 years I was terrified of having to figure out dealing with two small children. It worked out okay but having a kid in school has other challenges that make things really hard for me too. 

I started looking into adhd in girls because I actually think my daughter has it but she's just getting by enough that no one's said anything yet and I'm not sure anyone will this year because her teacher just retired mid year and now she has a long term sub. Shes in lunch bunch because they said she needed help managing emotions and social skills and stuff. I see sooooo much of myself in her. And when I started looking up how the symptoms are a little different in girls a lot of the time, I started noticing how perfectly they fit into my whole life. 

And I haven't done laundry since Christmas with the exception of maybe three emergency loads that I started and left in the dryer until I had to do another emergency load and my whole family is living out of baskets and piles on the floor. There's all these things that need to be done and there's so many things that i panic and avoid all of it. I've read 8 books this year though. And I keep getting new books that look great and adding more to my Goodreads list instead of reading the ones I've already checked out of the library. 

The other day my friends were over and they were trying to help me have a plan for dinner. And so far the plan was just baked chicken but I also had some potatoes that really needed to get eaten and my friend was just like okay what do you need to do to get them ready for dinner and I just . Didn't. Know. I googled on Pinterest to find some way to cook three potatoes. I don't usually just cook things. I follow recipes. I'm trying to think and I just have no idea what to do. I was so frazzled about these  potatoes. I finally boil them to make mashed potatoes but it was ridiculous how long it took me to just decide that. I want to organize my bathroom and I started in January by getting everything out and throwing stuff away but then I got tired because I started at night and then didn't touch the stuff for a month and now I'm finally trying to get everything back into the bathroom and reorganized. 

I was talking to several friends about how I've been doing and I've casually thought about the idea that I probably have had ADHD this whole time and multiple friends suggested I really do need to see a Dr about it because they have the exact same issues as me and they were diagnosed with it. So I went to my Dr and he agreed and I've been on Ritalin for 6 days now and the difference is insane. I can think. I can make basic adult decisions with no hesitation sometimes. I just seen something that needs to be done and I can just do it. The other day I saw all these coupon pages I've been stuffing in this container for months and I was like hey that needs to be gone through and so I just did it. What was blocking me from doing that before? Before I'd see it and maybe subconsciously think aaagh all the thiiiiings I can't handle it! And since Thursday it's been so different. 

And I feel like I can listen to people when they're talking to me and I don't have all these other things I'm thinking about. I was listening to my friend talk and looking her in the eye the whole time and really was affected by what she was telling me. It was so different. And I made a dinner template for week nights to help me plan out meals, and I only plan and shop for the next three days so I don't let food go bad because I've let probably 100s of dollars worth of food food bad. And when the big tub of basil went bad and my husband saw it he said you sure to waste a lot of food Marissa. And I just started crying. I can't even count how many times my issues have probably disappointed this man. He's usually so patient and sometimes says things I really do need to hear but it hurts so much because I just feel like a miserable failure. 

But it's like night and day. I can't believe what I've missed until now. Feeling like my peers were passing me by and I just could not understand why. I feel really optimistic about my future. I was extremely depressed this fall, everything kind of coming to a head and feeling like any progress I make in whatever area is just doomed to be temporary. But maybe now it won't be. I'm hopeful. 



WAY tl;dr - just discovering my ADHD after 32 years and being a stay at home mom full time. Felt like a failure. Feels like maybe freedom now, with medication. But I feel stupid even saying that because I've said it so many times before now, ""freedom"" and it hasn't panned out. But maybe this time... ?",3.4724637302899204,5.285828578628092,4.2852008510167146,85.90432797888805,73.75968268782081,7.418766131222137,26.573046919282604,8.17336443882689,1.669949982468212,8576,310,1705,138,177,2752,632,2143,0.129,0.758,0.113,-0.9893,12,1,4,0,0,0,162.0,3,2,17,36,122,92,2,8,82,2,170,53,5,18,30,352,318,209,0,19,61,9,23,15,6,4,21,13,14,9,122,159,27,7,43,13,13,27,43,38,1,20,109,53,198,55,226,191,61,284,1,18,16,1,96,97,0,25,168,1165,320,34,0.0,0.0,0.040787303656509774,0.02278214864069404,0.10046241549100758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277965719437116,0.0,0.02306170963562115,0.033424604052422265,0.034777992654447636,0.0,0.0,0.028423017635503558,0.02191360980881427,0.0,0.0,0.04145084498780585,0.014612523992076054,0.0,0.05159237264132977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926913838374727,0.06427777654143847,0.05234743187232604,0.2547872652195632,0.0,0.08891424615396612,0.047090283637184295,0.02193139656496936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02332932922349539,0.0,0.02390200068210634,0.021307131962385747,0.0,0.0,0.03600393870491611,0.0219113900537671,0.0,0.0,0.033371062408036285,0.0,0.04591143508870572,0.10782100389633292,0.021545151104605437,0.0899980477021346,0.08484502903001871,0.0,0.17467356732477532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108910928340684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415230059816679,0.0,0.023507688956140388,0.0,0.021593451637496403,0.0,0.0690153986354478,0.0945181993857244,0.017607654888369833,0.0,0.09390988015158272,0.0,0.039401971017358775,0.02351631183222637,0.13736800840059013,0.1045078668316366,0.04013114426307229,0.04578596536163993,0.01910059795414996,0.07110407396929012,0.1516212910661308,0.0,0.09687549522684873,0.0,0.1419399721417598,0.020047480540150098,0.023753884375811274,0.10517063170666953,0.16714218665607986,0.04608073104354533,0.0,0.0,0.01848023029295584,0.0,0.05616211109828602,0.0,0.06434282028367189,0.0,0.04710763412883368,0.0,0.042022916701697284,0.0,0.2305888465432408,0.020756651637756564,0.02058054082090865,0.0,0.022371980810160102,0.07077465280451722,0.04514733572433624,0.043624632245985034,0.062214787431671074,0.05572590459870768,0.0,0.021762284187158785,0.011485117267235072,0.05110452494855117,0.0,0.022128201543754583,0.022705981311065725,0.04273969947635264,0.0738051675354257,0.1531472481129718,0.020945510412584325,0.018453514492662755,0.055482811314934696,0.07019697857478645,0.02337976687871347,0.04562575991702595,0.14213538040886306,0.01886146290477586,0.03954880932363265,0.083698360001591,0.169500150655419,0.12597044834343712,0.0,0.0,0.04210552375694613,0.0,0.0,0.021101248628698558,0.07342724142950688,0.10008457716083732,0.022211504605841027,0.0768129953841201,0.12396614520537527,0.04835399559819591,0.08073453910219652,0.02222549810136249,0.05883470206831017,0.0,0.0,0.023792766314021614,0.021929170423286425,0.022255926307647684,0.07080588650136976,0.04768212274026757,0.0,0.0245195628608276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028976394108661374,0.036495045888199205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378301996903488,0.06759545960819707,0.0,0.0,0.02100848705176006,0.0,0.08891133371758897,0.0627116374822425,0.0,0.16065524758589822,0.021486854665379185,0.0206344748265284,0.0,0.04734722741068476,0.035693937886331614,0.07951598593305473,0.03323821272539046,0.0,0.08460047277266709,0.09991907202061166,0.0,0.0,0.023609044456278618,0.0,0.06914890674977478,0.0,0.0,0.02130310739339956,0.0,0.06435389471845097,0.1446821439625767,0.023393850586456568,0.13312683334311418,0.11137362989269396,0.10013609115409544,0.0,0.023938844760431132,0.04369472202282559,0.07177039920005153,0.0,0.0,0.03939265723101446,0.02172125631995088,0.04713859045502995,0.06718880273392817,0.018265968731712937,0.019240276714350173,0.0,0.0,0.1666062155178677,0.09373516586482407,0.02053239878193289,0.033181710693187774,0.19497475775233647,0.04803886802092852,0.0,0.0,0.02321869559227637,0.12769669951090862,0.0,0.04082905605280043,0.0217557879960262,0.0,0.0,0.04603288208387341,0.017243223277838383,0.0493052554170247,0.03317607464767027,0.08381647287307653,0.1017936263188788,0.01879001297611049,0.058118588511602565,0.0377147929457322,0.20998908503305413,0.02403192601648565,0.0,0.0,0.0456424674791595,0.0,0.0,0.014845498591448384,0.0,0.0,0.17495102241467514
adhd,purtyjerz,2018/02/13,"dressing like a schlub - related to ADHD? Do you think dressing poorly (i.e., shabbily, messily, like a schlub) can be related to ADHD? I frequently dress in a way that disappoints me, even to work, where I should feel the desire to present myself well. Well, I *do* feel that desire -- but I still neglect to wash or comb my hair, or put together nice outfits, etc. In fact I'm often ashamed of how I look at work and hide in my office during the day.

Does anybody else have a similar experience? Do you think my ADHD could be to blame for my not living up to my appearance potential?",3.7583829365079353,5.4985467232142895,5.172261904761908,80.14496031746036,72.83928571428571,8.906349206349207,28.515873015873016,9.444778638647367,2.7089253968253972,451,18,85,11,9,151,74,112,0.133,0.752,0.116,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,7,8,0,1,6,0,9,2,1,1,1,18,16,5,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,4,14,5,14,12,1,13,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,4,6,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487079192317206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365619455106465,0.0,0.0,0.11603732391729805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745437208830634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503050061575618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006649454974582,0.11883936342410965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600206030238422,0.0,0.0,0.18195188761584732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580541768690516,0.0,0.15887787063503606,0.0,0.15109244482141498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087523053532648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368906026549613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305785098496549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281680863953095,0.0,0.0,0.32354999390886896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619764036999029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,princesszelda00,2018/02/13,"Boring lectures are excruciating I'm trying to be a decent person and not skip class but oh my god sometimes it just feels like torture. This one particular class is so incredibly boring and technical and almost 2 hours long, but I have to take it for my major. I just feel trapped for nearly an eternity and I don't feel like I'm actually learning anything at all even though I'm trying to pay attention. How the hell are people supposed to sit through these without wanting to kill themselves.",5.3769452887538005,7.079082074468088,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000003,68.68085106382978,8.350151975683891,32.577507598784194,8.841846274778883,2.9292996960486333,401,18,68,7,7,132,69,94,0.228,0.647,0.125,-0.9153,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,14,9,1,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,0,3,5,2,11,13,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,44,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.22581912730188744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317199410766784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042763345204847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284165113239873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510178714600152,0.3306333542676959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278885511392077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560167390685689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226106818002664,0.0,0.0,0.20478725662455274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568068694339776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042796270817267,0.20205501895196126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288667064559549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739887073428711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735547382085436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31421931889753496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648940664765108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306737520531855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sighduck42,2018/02/13,"Irony at its finest... Went to psych for first time to get a diagnosis for ADHD that I become too much to live with... 

Take off my sunglasses during the appointment and put them on doctor's table. Forgot them there when I left.....",4.850378787878785,5.834918431818185,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,69.22727272727272,8.593939393939394,21.484848484848484,8.841846274778883,1.179766666666667,177,3,35,3,3,57,39,44,0.03,0.97,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,9,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803474100515192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34952725080068503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239306490455633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919769195428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534771665769554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34385640210353385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794576025005373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326491849502821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181497717403799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379535431955279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454200950195515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933800932179346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vaegrant13,2018/02/13,"What to do when the hyperfocus wears off? I'm a couple days away from the one year wedding anniversary to the girl of my dreams. 

I love her with all of my heart. We are together every day.  We are in the same occupation and work side by side. 

I feel like I show her how special she is to me regularly. I tell her that I love her and do things for her. 

But she says that I've lost the initial focus that I had and my attention is elsewhere. I don't see it but I believe her. 

Has anyone had any luck redirecting their hyperfocus back where it's been before?  I love her and would do anything for her. ",1.2995333333333328,3.2318628400000016,3.198900000000002,90.68128333333335,80.6,6.726666666666668,21.61666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.7847466666666665,465,14,106,8,12,156,79,125,0.013,0.821,0.166,0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,6,0,13,5,2,1,1,16,20,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,26,6,13,15,2,11,0,1,1,3,20,6,0,1,6,78,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879170237563282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270807603001953,0.0,0.16795292041859747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175411411266324,0.1569365741792868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366994240246006,0.2299453462391107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258274042155996,0.0,0.2632489778975691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719589684767957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319664144345364,0.1458056176784854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418537383132996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971058223455334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279396833487394,0.0,0.5526115304334352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830015731286155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230465699454694,0.0,0.0,0.16263741220087216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838815908468567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559175040585472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858370173297222,0.0,0.0,0.14498334051261805,0.0,0.0,0.13143058664462148
adhd,Jacq77,2018/02/13,"Boyfriend has ADHD and going through one of his awful periods of treating me like crap. How much more can I take? Boyfriend of two years, anniversary is in two weeks, goes back and forth between awesome and dreadful. He his so mean right now. I don’t know
How much more I can take. I’ve been so patient with him. He’s been done with his divorce for two years but they’re still a mess and going back to court. I have him and his two kids living with me, which I love. But he still hasn’t given me any commitment or any comfort, although we do talk about marriage. We’ve been looking for houses but he blew up on me cause I won’t decide on a house because I’d like to at least be engaged before I do something that drastic with my money. He spends all his time on social media and I hate it. I don’t even get on fb.  He wants me to decide on a house, cause he really wants this one that will have a great resale, but it’s not my style at all. He won’t discuss what plans or even help me get to the point where I would support that idea. He’s just irritable all the time recently. I asked him if I could go to counseling with him, since I got him into counseling last year for other issues and we started together.  He callously said I should go on my own. I’ve supported him through everything and we had better communication before. Now he just says snide comments all the time, which isn’t him. How long do I have to put up with this? I am at the point where I want to tell him to buy the house he wants but I’m not coming with. I’m over waiting for my life to start with him. I want children, but won’t do it until married. He wants them, too, but would be fine with that any time. 

Any advice from anyone that has been through this? Or anyone that has these funks? I’m a professional and very busy already. I can’t take the emotional drama anymore. ",2.6815624999999983,3.998379447916669,3.721791666666668,91.17737500000004,74.83333333333334,6.682500000000001,23.7375,7.1686216300943375,0.7060975000000003,1444,42,321,15,30,466,182,384,0.047,0.8220000000000001,0.132,0.9859,0,0,1,0,1,0,39.0,3,0,1,2,19,15,2,1,11,1,35,3,1,5,5,64,68,27,0,11,15,0,0,2,0,7,1,2,0,2,17,23,0,1,5,1,3,6,10,4,0,6,9,3,47,11,46,49,10,46,0,0,1,1,45,19,1,4,23,213,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061711361573468,0.08181179481512976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238888582319928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773428098506965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302934702937906,0.11708020194716258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826840996334525,0.0,0.0,0.12875351072592164,0.0,0.05103592042286461,0.0,0.1424818587306501,0.0,0.0,0.07404496634591919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720103249233431,0.0,0.07211875950983386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684489839063662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567628133888673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417555008937828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059467637601672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524359062776152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748217841576024,0.0,0.19032369638931976,0.0,0.06695982493577389,0.0923033778999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826577634841887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056116834852435585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864140196552489,0.0,0.09451151454723153,0.0,0.08738361620484457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601121099147235,0.06824429173033082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059135053769476364,0.08180430588830125,0.0,0.07392772133710253,0.07409099615361259,0.0703050721428532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755620277204531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119738434509822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309004271426408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134638683245092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828797787029414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416334878075238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536342114289206,0.0,0.08266499617292856,0.0,0.0,0.07149780315651427,0.0796384294742492,0.06657878988533622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925538643323488,0.0,0.0,0.08534364484444408,0.0,0.06445299075136211,0.0,0.0,0.11851718232973138,0.0,0.13372038237973735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001259681570773,0.0,0.0,0.18884470927035904,0.06729226413026031,0.07317638311592163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952749917179045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32713541689075065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690791017583304,0.2962870718507649,0.0,0.06715643085205616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894686872956535,0.0,0.0,0.16174192856978947
adhd,COSRKSD,2018/02/13,"Does 'stim dick' last forever? I'm an 18 year old male and I've recently started taking 30 mg of Vyvanse. I'm on my 5th day and the medication has made a marked improvement to my daily life, albeit with a few side affects.

What's worrying me is that my penis seems to get cold and shriveled like I've been exposed to cold temperatures or just exercised. I can only get a semi at best during the day. Before I take the pill and late in the evening is slightly better.

I'm probably a little bit over average in terms of size normally but I now feel like I'm 11 again looking down there !  I've done some research on this and I understand 'stim dick' happens because of Vasoconstriction. I get cold hands because of this too. My libido is non existent now too. Do stimulants affect testosterone levels?


What I'd like to know is if 'stim dick' is a permanent side affects for males as long as they're on the medication, or if this goes away with time? 


Will I just have to accept this as the cost of living a organised and functional life?",3.7473231707317076,5.323302278048782,5.121021341463415,81.16787347560978,72.5609756097561,8.63719512195122,28.422256097560968,9.188382445141503,2.4546158536585363,817,32,159,18,16,273,126,205,0.068,0.8370000000000001,0.095,0.6603,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,13,0,12,10,4,5,0,27,29,14,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,11,6,25,25,5,27,0,0,1,3,2,13,3,6,17,91,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867597322009535,0.0,0.0,0.19292883001621047,0.0,0.13465446530442127,0.0,0.1660679028151127,0.13995445371950088,0.17276207454726006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410929991896207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848088085446214,0.16193912622614084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451903944543732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001320425717776,0.11304994528862825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480287539028183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993514180458114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696707172774755,0.12899043702677146,0.17850675633714208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235456251628508,0.23193089633562503,0.15860262146579102,0.1397328456619914,0.14004145594137302,0.13288557549604993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973482887316586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188294920724177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504607030664602,0.0,0.0,0.1660510461284188,0.0,0.0,0.12035211865922338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061440028382474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562474122421485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405990418145287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200631405409632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796043069539166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227367550983293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647381677627022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607050320620815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190430839359356
adhd,JTWACCT,2018/02/13,"I'd like to ask for some advice, friend/relationship type thing, it's weird and uncertain and I'm afraid of making an ass of myself again. Hi everyone, this is a throwaway account but I'll check it for the duration of the thread.  It's likely to be very long, I'll try to make it easier to read where possible.

To start, I'm not here looking for sympathy or justification from others.  I fucked up and just need to hear what others think, OK anyways, context time:  I have 3 long time friends that live in the same house, I spend the most time with them over everyone aside from myself/family, we'll call them A, T and F.  

A and T had been in a relationship for some time now (2-3 years I think?) but it had been getting ugly for a long time.  Lots of verbal abuse/fighting, unfortunately my friend T was often the one dishing out said abuse.  

So they break up this December, and A has mentioned that fact/mentioned it was coming leading up way more than I thought normal, although I assume that people just don't have feelings for me so hey I must have been wrong, right?  ....I wasn't.

More context first, we had a trip planned for new years up at a friends cottage.  After the breakup A wasn't sure if she would be able to go, then once realizing/deciding that she was she started to ask me if I was going with more urgency, and saying things like ""oh it'll be fun you and I can just chill and smoke like usual etc"" and ""i guess I'll be sleeping on the couch all weekend"".

fast forward to early December, A is the only one home and her power goes out.  She texts me asking to come help, so I do and then we end up heading over to my place with two other friends.  The usual goes on (drinking smoking watching movies whatever) and A starts cuddling me.  Our other friend starts making comments to which she says ""hey friends can cuddle, whats the big deal?""  Me being a sucker for affection went with it, at this point I genuinely only had the intention of going that far.

The two others leave, A stays, we end up sleeping together the next day, and decided that even though ""this can't be a thing"" due to the lot of us being best friends, although in the end we decided to try anyways.

Shortly after T and F start thinking something is going on.  We deny it, then A gets cold feet and nearly calls it all off.  We talked and decided to dial it back a bit but keep trying, last I had talked to her we were on the same page, exchanged x-mas gifts and I dropped her off at her family friends house and we kissed goodbye.  everything seemed alright.

Fast forward, they all went to the cottage a few days prior to me due to work, so I make the 3 hour drive up in winter only to find A and T are sleeping in the same bed the whole time, and I have no means of finding out whats going on.  Instantly ruined the whole trip (i had also been on SSRI's for a week or so and was in a bad way to begin with).  I got very little sleep and was clearly in an awful mood (insomnia, appetite loss + situation) bitching to myself while cleaning in the morning etc.  A noticed and yelled at me one morning saying ""normally when people are like this they're trying to piss someone off"".  I dismissed it, was in a shit mood most of the weekend and then drove us home after.

Afterwards we talked, but not about anything regarding her ex, I just apologized for my behaviour.  Since then she had been more distant, seemed closer with T (though who knows I could be imagining that) and didn't seem to want to spend time with me, but wouldn't say it.

I let it go for a bit, but have been driving her to and from work.  One Monday I gave her a kiss on the cheek, and before I even left the parking lot I got a message saying ""please don't do that lol""  I asked her on the way home why, because she has never reacted that way before and I did not realize which boundary (if any) I had crossed.  She said she didn't want to talk about it and never brough it up after.

Lately she got pissed and said i've been saying rude things to her (probably true, I feel like an object right now) so I told her I was upset that she refuses to talk things out with me.  

I told her that I would continue driving her and those sort of things, and feel free to call me whipped/dumb whatever but that isn't it.  I'm horribly torn between how much I actually care about her outside of romantic feelings, I genuinely want to help her when I can, I don't want to see her struggle/upset etc and it's always been that way, she knows that.  I also told her that I couldn't hang out with her otherwise until we talk this all out for better or worse (is that OK to do?).  She responded with ""so you don't want to chill anymore?"" I explained again that this isn't that, but it isn't fair to me to continually hurt myself being around her if this is all still in the dark.

Since then, it's just been quiter drives.  sometimes we talk or joke, it usually doesn't last long because I just can't pretend to be happy that long.  She isn't taking any initiative to make this conversation happen and really doesnt seem concerned about it.

So, after all that crap you didn't want to read.  Tomorrow is Valentines day and I was thinking of just giving her a non-romantic card so I don't look like an ass in case I'm being insane as usual and misread the whole thing (not sure how that could be but I don't trust me...).  Should I just go about the day and ignore it?   Fuck I'm confused and upset, I'm sorry for posting this huge mess.

There isn't a TLDR I'm sorry...",3.6488555325773215,4.606996308797129,4.664789900688593,86.73424391518762,71.99820466786355,7.61537167920369,26.12999113696793,7.8957441901449945,1.3504964570597462,4264,134,902,55,79,1393,418,1114,0.125,0.752,0.123,0.851,1,0,3,0,4,2,150.0,15,3,4,9,45,55,9,5,60,5,92,22,13,12,13,182,174,84,0,21,29,1,4,7,8,7,1,11,6,0,73,69,2,3,26,7,6,23,29,22,0,7,47,20,119,32,134,104,32,164,0,3,4,8,109,58,9,25,85,623,192,6,0.041534234755514064,0.0492112764569563,0.04053142173598873,0.0,0.0,0.04058677350391969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642982505615777,0.03455981055476215,0.0,0.0,0.056489407806694925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041190800295662855,0.0,0.0,0.03417913625763419,0.036974274701533714,0.15531561114739184,0.0,0.0,0.0319372627716821,0.0346793511347095,0.050637768000264115,0.0,0.07068514927200853,0.0,0.0435876169172617,0.03673365539746608,0.09068925416106476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272332924736494,0.0,0.042346920444886416,0.0,0.0,0.07155613109878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632341356167305,0.0,0.0,0.10714458150318223,0.04281997227080698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040687737812088114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036101193812896,0.0,0.1389649524945585,0.05486594067463951,0.0,0.0,0.07937548243884232,0.037328292055338747,0.0,0.07830956015053399,0.0,0.08400382822603084,0.029672065608271764,0.0,0.0,0.07592307622086758,0.0353289988652666,0.0,0.0,0.28880322067787545,0.0767954615154607,0.04339984679486978,0.03984342261796778,0.16523403937861936,0.0,0.09965616527561298,0.0,0.0457546421942294,0.0,0.03672858662538436,0.044213965223201764,0.0,0.0,0.0426261074861745,0.0,0.046812101185700165,0.0,0.05567904410505525,0.0,0.12498667186285665,0.0,0.04090285479971149,0.09584986082951936,0.04446325733725343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036917536233512176,0.0,0.0,0.04565225841510557,0.06771188965242271,0.046852425908146415,0.043978757536022026,0.04512706758939677,0.0424715690680128,0.0,0.14204070388417175,0.04162821466000504,0.036675490231574535,0.18378245376242147,0.06975659306061373,0.0,0.0,0.10593276333254296,0.0,0.0,0.1386221210896207,0.0,0.0,0.045242957826906134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030532441535604467,0.030797108792836037,0.06406752469561107,0.04011402274307405,0.04417212985810915,0.0,0.08138946301473862,0.0,0.04728700155620718,0.0,0.044232604483840775,0.11257868953912203,0.09476597140760057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758921746321063,0.0,0.04339443520827183,0.04559211726494316,0.03926327689505104,0.04682360905339465,0.03977831577286229,0.0,0.044780929933336516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309094901860982,0.0,0.02660789432924616,0.0,0.0,0.0891844487479655,0.0,0.07094001908401175,0.11852570548964952,0.1981781432382024,0.0,0.0,0.03309740764464314,0.15124482961862673,0.0,0.0,0.04263429511354383,0.0687150963854008,0.04668622008141654,0.1662569211325163,0.0,0.035191822324660865,0.03197508309391093,0.041078420200836144,0.09298835070182876,0.14699072567742968,0.044269967943597874,0.033169293527711766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829104943918816,0.0,0.031228575536853945,0.2336855122534251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931545001234624,0.10645384220975546,0.0816143495329288,0.0329735429768354,0.16953262406785854,0.0,0.0,0.1190632236582635,0.0,0.11279607608088278,0.0,0.08114582439156932,0.0,0.09992114087088384,0.0,0.1829763666828444,0.06854018698049827,0.1469878066423093,0.16483971144716178,0.03331625781445369,0.0,0.0,0.0770053034641067,0.03747818662989726,0.1391144694944912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060474835144725424,0.0,0.04232693358481434,0.05900945738981073,0.04541116555175005,0.0,0.053493370858347926
adhd,IHateADHD123,2018/02/13,"Meds aren't working, or I'm just lazy? Hey guys, I'm 19m, diagnosed since I was 7.

I've recently started Ritalin again, to help with university. Previously, I wasn't medicated for years, I stopped when I was 13 or so because my mum said I was getting  too skinny.

I decided to ask the doctors for it because I was noticing how far behind I was getting, and that my grades sucked. I came into class one day determined to pay attention, and within a few minutes I gave up, because no matter how hard I tried I couldn't pay attention.

My doctor gave me 10mg of Ritalin IR and as I expected it worked phenomenally. For a few months of so most of my symptoms vanished. I became highly motivated and truly wanted to do my work, get good grades etc.

4-6 months later, It's now feeling increasingly hard to get anything done. I'll take my meds (now 15mg ir) and it helps a little, but I still find it easy to procrastinate. 

I'll go to class and still end up procrastinating (not nearly as much as before however) and wasting time.

I'll take a tablet for a driving lesson, but still find it hard to pay attention as much as I should.

I'll take a tablet to get an assignment done, but by the time it's worn off I would have actually done not that much more than what I would have if i didn't take it.

The only thing I have noticed it doing is making me really happy, awake and talkative, the ""motivation"" side effect from it appears to have died down quite a bit.

So, is this a med problem or am I actually just lazy as hell? Today I took a tablet and finally managed to do an assignment after weeks of procrastinating it. Even when I did do the assignment, it was painful and I rushed it.


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adhd,irisblossomer,2018/02/13,"5 minute rule. If it takes less than 5 minutes to do it, just get up and do it. Don't think just do it. 

My husband and I have come up with this simple rule in our lives. I'm ADHD, he's just sorta mostly lazy. It helps so much. We are running  a small business and a lot of our time is taken by that. However because of this rule the other day when he was called in for an emergency and I stayed home to catch the house up, I looked around and it was all clean! I got to catch up on Witcher!",0.23694444444444684,1.7668962129629655,2.170148148148151,98.7396666666667,82.24074074074073,5.060740740740742,18.20740740740741,5.6839178017228535,-0.5962770370370372,373,8,94,2,10,124,73,108,0.046,0.897,0.057,0.2645,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,17,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,8,0,17,13,5,17,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,4,3,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245923511632231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404348865970121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646426617553674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757892480128209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265622388725785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418391240365114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411094244131227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601342185572056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103376960459602,0.0,0.2709195020778177,0.0,0.0,0.3116443879550791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384919624766208,0.0,0.22680524063433316,0.0,0.0,0.2296184950605813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854518249247632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28787703905198697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030719758102043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306098419867766,0.0,0.0,0.1574900292985082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AhBoomBop,2018/02/13,"Prescription Restriction? Doctor put a pharmacy “restriction” on my adderall script, meaning that I can’t pick it up until the exact day that he designates. Basically overriding the pharmacy’s “2 day early” rule. 

Doesn’t really matter to me, slight inconvenience, but is this normal for doctors to do? The pharmacist said it was “pretty strict” when I called and asked",6.999523809523812,9.476965777777783,7.492253968253973,63.78885714285718,65.82539682539684,12.024126984126985,33.234920634920634,11.602472056035307,5.106640634920637,296,13,42,11,5,97,53,63,0.079,0.826,0.095,0.46,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,9,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,6,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655379161264125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802223881409921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539676202839018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617788109370013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29893330846822624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688818616427749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919264926237897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758766436501186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580605391993734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610445395436432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,moosecliffwood,2018/02/13,"How can I help my 10-year-old? I don't know what to do with my 10-year-old son anymore. He has a mood disorder (unnamed) and ADHD (but none of the H). He is on Seroquel (about 2 years) and Intuniv (about 1 year). The Seroquel seemed to help with his mood and reducing the number of explosive tantrums, but the Intuniv seems to do nothing productive and instead just makes him an incoherent zombie shortly after he takes it (so his psychiatrist said to move the dose to just before bedtime). He also has a therapist that he likes seeing but hasn't seemed to trigger any improvement.

The biggest issues right now are lying/sneaking and being distracted in school. Lying/sneaking: he CONSTANTLY sneaks food/sweets. I rarely have sweets or junk in the house. When I don't, he eats sugar straight out of the jar. He regularly gets caught up at 3am reading. He sneaks his Nintendo DS to school (which had been confiscated by me for being caught with it in the middle of the night). He got a Kindle confiscated by a teacher also. Now that everything's been taken away (I took everything remotely electronic to work with me).

The latest is that his teacher called me to tell me he'd gotten in trouble 3 times today for reading a book in class (instead of paying attention). I think they usually let it go (this has been an ongoing issue for years) because he's very high-achieving and gets straight As without issues. Evidently his math grade, his favorite subject, has begun to slip as of last week and the teacher thinks the reading in class is the culprit.

I've told the teacher I'll start checking his backpack in the mornings and not allowing him to take extra non-school books to school and she's going to have him clear out his desk and locker of books also. That will just leave him his textbooks and whatever assigned reading he has. The trouble is, I can 100% see him resorting to reading a social studies book in an effort to be reading something instead of paying attention.

Edit: I should have added this: he is already in an ""optional"" school, which is a school within a school that is specifically for high-achieving students. On top of that, he is in the gifted program that is for the ones that go above and beyond that.

Can anyone suggest how I can approach him about this? Or about the lying/sneaking? He's extremely emotional so when he does get in trouble, he falls apart, acts remorseful, but then immediately returns to the behavior (the teacher saw this today, tears and all, and then he was right back to it). I'm really at a loss.",6.361812499999999,7.057614889583334,6.580000000000003,76.385,65.72916666666666,9.4,34.54166666666667,9.3871,3.224241666666667,2017,89,357,36,30,648,233,480,0.064,0.8740000000000001,0.061,-0.3633,1,0,1,1,0,0,75.0,0,0,1,4,23,10,1,1,35,0,39,3,0,5,2,48,67,33,0,1,11,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,20,20,2,0,8,11,3,10,6,6,0,1,14,6,33,2,66,46,3,63,0,1,3,0,45,30,0,6,24,237,53,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875892283230667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804263899458199,0.17484958499038486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956182208319514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227872250684539,0.050960339508571886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847443416791063,0.05604126496531493,0.0,0.044427798869963744,0.0,0.06201666698527825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442001429385124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875885552328503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352834946042287,0.0,0.06377896679745079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457582323472074,0.0,0.08198171725271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100212881303974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881284263832857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423250316125655,0.0,0.12426046449214995,0.0,0.05828987916678721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770167487470352,0.15400631062658998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409530093478236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282076051403775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005368788796816,0.059408033437953374,0.0,0.0771708340048123,0.0,0.07452612556839411,0.0,0.035606149733259214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048648871843366435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746134865706067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839421658463703,0.0,0.0699316278247938,0.0,0.15295344877011074,0.0,0.049386293802109515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374064793962429,0.0,0.04668966363631319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448056161082872,0.06932686033064282,0.0,0.0,0.516318770835394,0.11615401136525105,0.19904535100312587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429336546813586,0.0,0.0561076294097024,0.0,0.0,0.05158579972255334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959542078865568,0.0,0.06370151854161657,0.0,0.0,0.08462087300340151,0.0,0.09339886170743554,0.0,0.0,0.04249770546163268,0.0,0.13816600960572314,0.06964126003699124,0.08097386946774003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026851832114466,0.060134752417669815,0.0,0.0,0.05846102858533126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702550275336864,0.0,0.05305849603185636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346660225386184
adhd,Trill-I-Am,2018/02/13,Scientific studies on the effects of long term methylphenidate usage on the brain? Can anyone point me to any studies on the neurological effects of long term usage of methylphenidate or other stimulants used in the treatment of ADHD? I'm not talking about symptoms but structural/neurochemical effects/changes.,11.395333333333333,12.999184399999995,9.082,59.63433333333336,55.0,9.866666666666667,48.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,5.517266666666668,260,16,32,4,3,77,35,50,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,4,0,7,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581567727831688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026607904923857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837939878867606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326839087053839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31526093194277843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52746875995692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28172101786237586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097522601393542,0.0,0.23953360703837195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573897467809081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MsKelseyAJ,2018/02/13,"Any Tips to Minimize Interrupting Others When Talking? Hello! 
So I have ADHD and I have this problem where I frequently interrupt people when talking. I realize this is a common problem that others with ADHD have, but I know this must be very annoying for those around me. Does anybody have any good coping mechanisms or strategies to minimize interrupting others?",5.0074193548387065,8.54786546774194,5.8937903225806485,66.61068548387097,79.80645161290323,8.906451612903227,31.94354838709677,9.188382445141503,4.363380645161291,297,15,38,9,8,97,43,62,0.22,0.7240000000000001,0.057,-0.8408,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,8,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729565454574288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242039108122257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212202692913734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086020004327857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993613708409727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310036809576312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652579682378599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561819335407408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383190709875953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668286081984016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kman0300,2018/02/13,"I've felt stupid all my life because of this I don't even know how much better I would have done in post secondary had I not realized this sooner. I don't even feel remotely functional as an adult. I still feel like a child, and all of a sudden I have all these adult responsibilities, and financial worries. It's like: Boom! Welcome to the world, buddy, and it is fuuuucked up! Welcome to the madhouse. Welcome to feeling this insane, overwhelming drive to do everything with your life but fail to even get started or stay committed. Welcome to feeling like a loser while you watch other people seem so sure, or at least content with what they're doing, while never feeling quite enough, never satisfied. Welcome to weirding out other people and zoning out unless you put on a front and almost analyze and manipulate the conversation. Welcome to having your suspicions and concerns flung back in your face with ""It's not that bad."", or ""Just focus and try harder."", or ""It doesn't exist."". Welcome to not having the resources you need and living under the radar for years with what is essentially a severe learning disability. Welcome to easy depression and lifelong low self-esteem up to now, deep, deep down because on some level, you feel stupid.

 It began since you were very young. When you had trouble paying attention at school. And try, try, try as you might, you just couldn't keep up with the other kids.  You had little idea then- that this was the beginning of perhaps a lifelong struggle of understanding and self-acceptance. Now, here we are, trying to make sense of our mortality and trying to find our place in the world. That's what this feels like.",5.9478509687034276,7.5893683409836115,5.988621460506708,76.81980253353207,67.22950819672131,8.430700447093889,29.92921013412817,8.841846274778883,2.520868852459017,1324,49,224,22,22,418,170,305,0.127,0.718,0.154,0.6613,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,3,12,0,4,13,25,2,2,15,0,21,3,1,3,7,65,39,27,1,3,11,0,8,4,0,2,2,1,0,4,20,21,0,1,16,0,1,3,9,11,0,0,8,10,22,14,41,28,7,43,0,5,1,0,28,22,0,8,20,165,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085404300329477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334790861196738,0.0905040425587436,0.1321513396364784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586523976520013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335916030383744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109241810492872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199945801104157,0.0,0.21477864784239734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974170860261653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836490632951715,0.2323090081632828,0.10407475567783146,0.0,0.09906969272280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663112850797504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236306463176468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634512068761443,0.0,0.0,0.05957023132373675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312306529129205,0.2118223502505508,0.10863876018322652,0.0957134438844515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235350106721904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498837124197855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968169235424323,0.0803724047213618,0.16719949456844166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029280588236169,0.0,0.11324813418931848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038110075830987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896540316617563,0.0,0.11528982668658905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970000601436004,0.0,0.09867736887163056,0.22615611463625696,0.12245379884845338,0.0,0.08966422098751556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672147521316154,0.11553304579656633,0.08656318687782251,0.0,0.0,0.11331641802002768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215958832230236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415524167578551,0.0,0.0,0.11284145328238812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943598707155025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007885794747656,0.0,0.07699963044623633,0.0,0.0,0.06980185837342556
adhd,iKILLcarrots,2018/02/13,"Back on Adderall after not taking it since late Elementary School I feel fine, I'm adjusting well. As long as I eat regularly I can direct myself fine. 

My issue is that in clenching my Jaw really hard sometimes. Any tips on how to deal with that? ",2.504375000000003,5.00408235416667,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,79.625,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.51137,195,6,36,4,5,66,40,48,0.036000000000000004,0.8440000000000001,0.12,0.4601,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765073859555804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234905204580764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996455255798685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974056627492756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696045983121106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26036369260094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033612016483477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278638224506678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25721450542621205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861966754774433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941514891818559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404271894602829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28745849561098424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853127019026147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132763175077706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thatdudedaniel,2018/02/13,"Tips for socializing? Recently I have gotten in trouble at work for somethings I have said  while socializing at work outside of my projects.
Feel like I shouldn’t socialize with people anymore since it seems it just gets me in trouble.

Was wondering what are some things you all do to keep yourself in check and not say the wrong things to people? ",7.24984375,8.166211796875,6.321875000000002,78.23562500000001,63.84375,9.525,34.75,9.516144504307137,3.18910625,281,12,50,5,4,85,50,64,0.086,0.838,0.076,-0.1793,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,13,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,6,1,11,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,35,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975549790909557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007225788867542,0.14231003667692305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407488765172107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770599999599676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732009534890808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27620334079809106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966880648202415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948683607080408,0.158413523823627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134613152969656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647820548788928,0.0,0.0,0.6091844357209388,0.0,0.15335552663962854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646820785176461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602620530838745,0.29004303647392804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779625053841264,0.0,0.0
adhd,gokushh,2018/02/13,"not knowing what you want TL;DR Not sure what profession to choose in life, need advice.

I'm not sure if this is something ADHD related but i'm having a hard time figuring out what I want to do in life. I am about to finish my degree in IT and just started my internship. For some time now I have been really doubting whether this profession truly fits me. Due to previously undiagnosed ADD getting this degree took me way longer than needed and being already 23 I feel like I ought to have myself together. I don't want to be stuck with a job I don't enjoy later in life. I feel like I'm at a crossroads; do I either choose safety and settle for a career that I somewhat enjoy but risk losing interest in later in life, or should I try to find something that might fit me better? Some people seem to have this passion for what they do in life and I don't seem to have this currently. Anyway, this situation really depresses me and I could really use some advice. ",4.193549107142856,5.469321494791667,5.6762797619047625,78.79312500000003,71.03125,8.610714285714286,25.693452380952376,9.04235418022936,2.0479764880952374,765,23,143,15,14,259,104,192,0.133,0.705,0.162,0.7947,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,4,13,0,2,4,0,20,6,0,1,2,44,38,10,0,9,10,0,3,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,3,22,9,24,29,5,22,0,2,0,1,2,11,0,10,11,104,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110469393665952,0.2619885164751758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792993596039586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855827713630705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702977365837037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545896330750355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355616401304225,0.1915338367242828,0.0,0.0,0.12252128210817127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003674162433578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008444053568702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302612376348008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367158327305683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473425165764721,0.13098226722312456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997012241429658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220819995390946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879601524818136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293491663420676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763181549184555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440721762010596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506802892053323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063998652944209,0.0,0.0,0.0948828370210808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526852238436328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563338315107312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893692646030304,0.0910126442848358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577806013646655,0.0,0.0,0.23720238194371096,0.10640439662952572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nopeflixunchill,2018/02/13,"Concerta makes me want to smoke cigarettes and drink coffee It also urges me a bit more to smoke weed, when I cave in. I feel I have a much more addictive personality on it and I actually have to restrict myself. Weird because I use a low dose and anything over 36mg makes me feel awfully jittery. 

Anybody having the same problems?",4.39875,6.1420751250000025,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,71.1875,8.870000000000003,31.55,9.3871,3.0585975,264,12,48,6,5,89,46,64,0.151,0.828,0.022,-0.7783,0,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,12,9,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,6,9,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2805652070564974,0.3134248983162711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299191198252344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365936360090885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752615039809731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31388301078155795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816472527972748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074419857875045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838261027156295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113506118086904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510398871273456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27510522172082763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248313603132816,0.0,0.0,0.1695789860436531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Swinehoof,2018/02/13,"Dr. Russell Barkley - How to Treat ADHD based off Science (LIFE CHANGING) [VIDEO HERE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0&t=1s)

**First off**, this is not my first time seeing this video. It was shared on this sub toward the end of my last semester, probably *November*. This video triggered a domino effect of self-exploration and understanding for me, and gave me tangible (*REAL*) strategies to overcome this beast I have been wrestling for the past 3 years. Not only did this video give me strategies, but it also shined light on my depression (lack of internal motivation) and how it was paired with my Engineering major. 

The day I watched this video was the day I was finally honest with myself and decided Engineering wasn't for me, and never was from the start. It really opened my eyes to ADHD and what I'm actually battling every day. Am I ""cured"" of my ADHD? Hell no. But every little step helps shed some excess weight of this disorder. 

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**Secondly**, I am sharing this video because new r/ADHD users *come in every day*, and being that the lecture is 13 minutes long, it is quite possible many **seasoned members** still haven't seen it. 

Don't watch this video because I told you to, or you think you have to. Only watch this video if you genuinely want to learn more about yourself, and will (atleast *try* to) pay attention. 

**04:15** min into the video is where he begins the **6 steps** to actually treat ADHD, and **07:08** he **details the executive system in ADHD brains, and how our willpower tank actually holds a *finite amount of energy*.** He clearly lays out what drains our willpower, and what we can do to increase that willpower.

ADHD is not an *attention* deficit, it is an *intention* deficit. 

**It's not about knowing what to do, it's about doing what we know.**

I hope this video finds some of you in that desperate hour of need, because not a single one of you here on this sub is *hopeless*, no matter how often it seems that way. 

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**TL/DR:** Watch the video if you haven't already. I know it's been shared on this sub, but it has been one of my biggest landmarks in ADHD self-help and I am thankful I found it here. I hope to share this with some of you in a time of need!
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adhd,ElMerroMerr0,2018/02/13,"Help! need tips about forgetfulness/organizing my thoughts and putting them on paper. Good morning all, 

So does anyone have any advice on how to cope with the forgetfulness and communication? I have had ADD all my life, but wasn't diagnosed until I was in my mid thirties. I was promoted to a management position which finally drove me to get help. The responsibility of keeping on task, organizing etc almost broke me. I finally sought help and am currently being treated with meds, and they are definitely helping me stay focused, but they haven't ""fixed"" everything. 

I find that I am very intimidated by written communication. It is my job as a manager to clearly communicate with stakeholders, employees, executive team members, and end users across my organization. I find many times I begin to write, and I lose track of my thoughts. This creates jumbled communication and most of the time I end up deleting the email in fear that the recipients will think I am ""stupid"". This then creates a delay in important communication. I feel like I have a difficult time taking what's in my head and putting it onto paper. Does anyone else experience this, and if so, do you have any advice to help me cope? 

I am also still finding that I forget a lot of tasks that are assigned to me. I am trying to implement to do lists but I end up forgetting to check them! Can any of you share any techniques you have used to reduce the forgetfulness? 
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adhd,ssjjawa,2018/02/13,"Moving from Canada to the US, any tips on finding a doctor and getting a new prescription? I just received and accepted a job offer in NYC, having lived in Canada my whole life. I've been prescribed to Adderall for 7 years now and honestly, it changed my life. It's probably the singular reason I've been able to get to the point to get this job in the first place. That all being said I'm really worried about being able to keep my prescription once I arrive. I'm really unfamiliar with health insurance, and I don't even know where to start to find a doctor. Does anyone have any advice on where to start?",6.099178571428567,6.139671608333334,6.829047619047617,76.635,66.25,10.19047619047619,29.642857142857146,9.957137785484203,2.7452857142857146,483,15,91,10,7,160,76,120,0.022,0.928,0.049,0.4528,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,8,0,7,5,0,1,1,13,17,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,7,2,18,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,6,56,11,4,0.2969752577736643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510039241697714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195335900160893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382600262701054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708022260530424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039667602504926,0.12994252467933992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807467845957174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714300054447054,0.12630350127619905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273597247749156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783540591213902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29470211930635154,0.1319826271490454,0.0,0.0,0.08160491754922734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097624071673156,0.0,0.0,0.1311172967265441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781885024150896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434102772638841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813447865251962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513796820595355,0.0,0.14036880474123262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009477830251184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902499546158907,0.15267001307533193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124573839624774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102006159754628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861233475133326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657811348532121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079639489560814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956211646449743
adhd,RhynoCTR,2018/02/13,"Adderall XR vs. Adzenys I was prescribed Adderall 25mg XR originally and took it for a few months. It works well for me but the side effects (appetite loss, sexual side effects) were quite severe, so my doctor offered to let me try Adzenys 15.7mg. 

I've been on the Adzenys for maybe two weeks at this point, and I've noticed late in the afternoons I start to get this *uncomfortable* feeling. It's hard to explain exactly what it is, it feels almost like you've been at a friends' house too long, or like you're expecting bad news or something. I wouldn't call it paranoia or anxiety, more like... uneasy, or hollow. I didn't feel like this while I was taking the adderall, even though I know they have the same active ingredients. 

Does anyone else have a similar experience on Adzenys, or any ideas? I know Adzenys is really new so there's not a lot of info on it. I might just need to try Vyvanse or something",5.011891385767791,5.955182005617981,5.309606741573036,83.41512172284645,68.83146067415731,8.405243445692884,31.687265917603,8.59863814320734,2.35985243445693,719,30,143,11,12,228,113,178,0.104,0.778,0.118,0.1367,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,5,8,8,0,0,9,0,13,1,0,3,1,32,24,13,0,3,10,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,7,4,12,6,14,14,4,19,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,9,13,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951833163515246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153995020407763,0.0,0.11422627498997305,0.0,0.0,0.104405167497621,0.15299181192274006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246725616022758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524682553619555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283117771407767,0.13066737340305576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473429669468875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862176114621099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605962748586482,0.0,0.0,0.2264958564677717,0.10667132764521424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153611143320029,0.0,0.07801140874933009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337577414053912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229053150993906,0.0,0.16855950609327916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412025638633504,0.0,0.16843486870788524,0.0,0.0,0.15268565119367225,0.0,0.2917928775746086,0.0,0.0,0.13213989615382593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694306102570427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000791747976938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840060169584036,0.0,0.0,0.11918254788463388,0.0,0.0,0.11071586744032094,0.0,0.14421025215046554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699971718502724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411518136077856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588158673726652,0.0,0.0,0.0956556058959716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868449572799313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299013900968647,0.0,0.0,0.10568658122118632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122669940462933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670213955632258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589548826078482,0.20275142532315207,0.0,0.1458599636268847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977222954937428,0.0,0.13425294994328846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870377275343752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EmpanadaDaddi,2018/02/13,"Full of motivation, how do I keep this motivation? For example, I want to get back into photography, and focus on actually doing something with it and get better. 
And another long term goal, is go back to school and actually graduate.

I have a hard time focusing on long term goals. What are some things that help keep you motivated for a while.",5.061093749999999,6.9689291718750015,6.917625000000001,68.26487500000003,69.78125,11.37,29.9875,11.20814326018867,4.014222500000002,273,11,49,10,5,95,48,64,0.021,0.764,0.21600000000000005,0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,14,11,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,35,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.43904028371926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358811837330032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459475218962195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895125555673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350556708114847,0.0,0.12784507923860014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151229247313984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078019888082966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998943261293387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981498658895094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276628524019089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317859764382024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944773163229672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117098534291302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326821791741937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beerocraticdaze,2018/02/13,"Love hate relationship with Vyvanse. Amazingly helpful with bouts of extreme over analyzing and sadness I hope someone with similar experience can relate or maybe offer some advice. I’m 30 and was diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago. I’m 2.5 months into taking 40mg. Wow, what a night a day difference for my concentration. It has been so, so helpful. I started a new job the week after starting and they think I’m the most organized and efficient person (always been a good worker, but not organized by any means). 

I had a few “bad”’days the first months that I could directly link to not eating properly (or... at all). I got that mostly under control after realizing this shit ain’t working at all if I don’t eat. Lately, the last couple weeks I suppose, I’ve been getting very moody. I get unreasonably irritated at really stupid stuff. I realize at the time that I’m irritated about nothing, but it’s like I can’t logically talk myself out of being upset. I’m over analytical by nature, so when not on meds I can usually reason myself into a better mood.

No history of depression, although I do drink too much and haven’t been eating well... or exercising... crap, just writing that made me feel like I could probably improve overall by being healthy. I have a job and a small kid so I’m staying busy... it’s not like I’m wallowing around in depression. But for example I’m sitting at work this morning (right now) and was borderline on the verge of tears over irritation with my friend, who did absolutely nothing wrong. Or offensive.

I talked to my doc last month about lowering the dose, and had explained the irritability is exacerbated by not eating. We decided that I should be regimented about eating and stay on same dose this month.

I guess this is more of a rant with the hopes of getting comments that I want to hear, like “oh same thing except I lowered the dose and now I’m Superman” or “yeah I started working out and now I’m the CEO”. Anyways I’m an open book, I just want out of the funk. I don’t want to give up on what I think could be an extremely useful tool.

Edit: this is one thing that irritates me about it... I feel pretty fine now. And I did make myself eat. Damn it. Makes it really hard to isolate catalysts for the depressed feelings when the feeling drops off. I feel so good when the stuff is working that I forget the bad (but others don’t). I think I may have typed this novel just to tell myself “make sure to eat a big breakfast”. 🙄",3.2452580472884445,5.393971475991648,4.91475263387872,79.66699422245959,75.36743215031316,8.046628149730543,27.21469145992135,8.841846274778883,2.3246074768170124,1943,77,364,43,43,656,245,479,0.184,0.682,0.134,-0.9862,4,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,1,8,23,31,6,1,29,1,35,17,2,7,3,88,79,31,0,10,19,0,6,4,1,2,5,1,0,2,28,26,9,1,16,4,0,0,12,14,1,2,12,7,40,16,56,58,11,60,0,4,0,1,19,27,3,13,33,248,68,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456663587102756,0.06876114821290565,0.06237549220966177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058550410653767315,0.0,0.0,0.04785150687428124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264093849616584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750586693326895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062233286983086514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892180516427541,0.16854532928539906,0.07785898868779245,0.0,0.09076090328094877,0.0,0.18181921090227496,0.07142032809365008,0.0,0.07351782202355017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689321995470924,0.0,0.5040161474545521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068831757890838,0.0,0.0,0.17789661459981942,0.05026970919174919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985355123026875,0.0,0.0,0.054364840088929854,0.0,0.11029048530765452,0.06750178078774685,0.0,0.11803985231551545,0.05627836985025398,0.0,0.07751642867206562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303439650585313,0.06947216765903907,0.0,0.0,0.07930795059322962,0.0,0.09433011480182993,0.0,0.0,0.1397792551471388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396554190291114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471587608994092,0.07937626778076125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750970784469593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350834618766846,0.0665823082365307,0.14091018414523954,0.0,0.07069242086541362,0.07664954516341853,0.07816111254196641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280828604797114,0.0,0.051727337664050084,0.0,0.0,0.06796022509613872,0.0,0.06603401948312412,0.0,0.13503675324811898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768203585009451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061441151731017975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158783906881291,0.07586678847384899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901569258975431,0.0723482908755447,0.0,0.07554708799472441,0.0,0.060092448171459076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223001071942874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596211499915003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941691888741315,0.15000225760031569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110519038866675,0.0,0.0,0.0663194187351704,0.0,0.052906711363990416,0.1131155564524326,0.06150326045881741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934965054190546,0.1352636793359173,0.0,0.0,0.04103116389919851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077390306991271,0.07749855422557146,0.058059578880434476,0.12451162639284012,0.0,0.11288722624171067,0.0,0.06326776745696906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049100602754692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693451869789845,0.0,0.0
adhd,hawkanz,2018/02/13,"Trouble getting myself to workout I wanna start working out, I'll tell people I'm gonna work out. I'm not anxious about the gym but I still won't sign up... 

Anybody have any tips on how to get into a good workout routine? Anything helps. 

If it matters I'm a 6'1 180 trying to put muscle on. Those Addy's lost me lbs. Ha.",-0.12054347826087053,1.987379463768118,2.4809963768115963,92.63714673913044,87.69565217391305,3.45,23.11775362318841,3.1291,-0.01753768115941989,249,10,52,0,8,86,56,69,0.07,0.743,0.187,0.7947,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,11,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773931937088846,0.0,0.0,0.3284968852814683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392858910256956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038394806822986,0.0,0.0,0.2438911706253432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490266781041465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31741903085275397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015891670035834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29231265897946657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058144857793545,0.0,0.2322160483121796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541531846461775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741948250072905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233803541189696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tedster_b,2018/02/13,"Sleepiness on Ritalin Is it a normal side effect to feel extremely tired, sleepy and lethargic after Ritalin dosage wears off? Its crazy its a overwhelming feeling that I have never experienced in my life. I'm thinking about switching to another med because of this. Its great during the day but's its been horrible after work and its staring to affect my personal/family life. Thanks",7.119117647058825,9.174737382352939,7.240470588235301,67.37511764705886,64.88235294117646,10.734117647058824,35.65882352941176,10.793553405168565,4.657008235294118,314,15,45,9,5,101,55,68,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,0,3,6,1,2,1,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,10,7,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29186728097589765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967552807526828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950843969723596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623973468146254,0.0,0.2814775310499777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068745357885186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932042919167205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091767236819368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146755576814998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727173937981679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562611682344781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783511853493161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199147450546641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263728030810052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,holdingaces_35,2018/02/13,"Adderall not working, doctor hesitant to increase, how do I advocate for myself for an alternate medication?? So I know this question has been asked, but I want some more clarification. I was on methylphenidate for a little while, it worked initially and then stopped working. I've been on Adderall for six months and take 20mg twice a day. My psychiatrist will not increase the dose beyond that.

It has simply stopped working. I have tried taking a med break for several days. It just doesn't work. I'm back to my impulsive, procrastinating and hyper self and my work and home environments are suffering because of it.

What would you recommend I request to try? I've heard names thrown around like Vyvanse, etc but I don't know enough about them. I am also on Wellbutrin 300mg once a day and Lexapro 10mg once a day.

Help please?",3.913698924731186,6.524433832258067,4.274838709677422,82.81892473118279,75.19354838709677,7.488172043010754,29.043010752688176,8.447377352677275,2.328475268817205,664,29,122,13,15,208,104,155,0.058,0.8029999999999999,0.14,0.8893,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,7,0,13,3,0,1,0,23,21,13,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,4,1,14,1,15,15,6,19,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,11,79,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660790625543633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186741048290168,0.12462679300456853,0.0,0.0,0.10250711070638636,0.0,0.08126449858016419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34389551653983746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364483665295176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774479807096998,0.1486758155773866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935483887434696,0.0,0.13372073347947966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652730701464906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512850012922368,0.13361157589391007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807728437730305,0.13429573383955348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640671766665544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394145841935964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633427558356554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493376357706714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907133523813672,0.1506022805372907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290614851188728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004649598585768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810173893224358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862965316140508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5823073190819039,0.0,0.0,0.09469955244167794,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kilgore_troutsniffer,2018/02/13,"Dopamine crash after sex. Almost without fail, the day after or later in the day after sex I find myself irritable, somewhat depressed, and unable to concentrate. 

Does anyone else notice this? If so has anyone found a good way to deal with it?",4.729772727272729,7.30060788636364,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,72.4090909090909,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.4571545454545456,193,6,29,2,4,62,37,44,0.17800000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.5712,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,1,1,8,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,4,6,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263595528287514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667851373451198,0.2687372861599001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382983472281246,0.2703995973354544,0.2259017422665681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952336387592084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910163664001986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397195531650061,0.0,0.0,0.2875769439234235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998837330750148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860799766833795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818599002500024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528289663258021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mymozaa,2018/02/13,"I’ve been taking medication for 16 years... Hi,

I just feel like writing a post today to see if anyone relates to my story. 

When I entered kindergarten, my teacher already started asking my parents for me to take pills for ADHD. I had ADHD then, now it is more ADD. They gave in the next year or two after that because things were hard at home. 

I remember doing 0 work in class while the other students would do their thing. Then at home on the weekends we would have to do everything I hadn’t done in class and spend hours crying together (me and my mom lol).


High School was difficult too, but with time and the right people around me to teach me a bit about organization and everything, I slowly got better, even though I got multiple detentions because I’d forgot to make my mother signed my dictation even though I had 100% on it lol.

I tried to get off ADHD pills in the middle of High School, but I was miserable for a month, crying every day, feeling like shit, couldn’t get anything done. I wanted to try to live without the pill because I felt addicted and I thought I could handle it all on my own.

Now I’m 22 years old, at university in software engineering... I’ve been taking medication for like 16 years? I am very organized today, I feel like I found some tips to help me. I use Todoist all the time to keep track of things I need to do, I have a digital calendar where I put everything so I don’t forget... I create tasks for litterally everything... 

I just got better overall I would say... But then I read a book about ADHD last week and they had a checklist like ‘’if you check more than 5 boxes in this list, then you might have ADHD’’. 

I did the exercise and I could see myself in a lot of these checkboxes when I was younger, but I feel like I’m better at it today... 

I don’t forget a lot of things anymore, I’m not impulsive, I follow instructions, I don’t forget assignments...

What I know I can’t do sometimes is focus though, work on something, even if I want to, sometimes I just can’t... 

However, I have a blog which I am very passionate about and love working on it. But when I don’t take medication if I want to work on it for exemple, it just won’t happen, I won’t get anything done, I’ll go from tab to tab and don’t do anything interesting for hours.

I’m mostly writing all this today because I am wondering if *I* changed or is it the *medication* that makes me a better person overall? Anyone can relate? 

Anyone here who stopped medication when they became an adult? I’m wondering if my symptoms are less present because I improved myself or if it’s thanks to the medication... 

Thank you for reading all of this rambling 

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adhd,The_Cynical_Canuck,2018/02/13,"Do That Thing Do the thing you say you'll do next time. Be it taking a plate out of your room or doing your laundry. Just take a breath, look at it and do it. Honestly since I started doing this I finally have something resembling a clean room for the first time that I can remember. We're stronger than our urge to procrastinate when we really set ourselves to it.

I've made it my new years resolution to improve my personal hygiene and despite somewhat snide comments from my family such as ""who are you"" its gone well. Executive dysfunction is real but it doesn't have to rule over everything. Take pride in the small victory's and keep building off of them.",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.4140625000000036,77.57468750000002,66.5,10.4625,33.1875,10.411451182825502,3.4144187500000003,528,22,101,13,8,171,94,128,0.015,0.8859999999999999,0.099,0.81,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,5,1,2,4,3,0,0,6,0,14,1,1,1,0,13,22,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,14,3,15,18,1,19,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,2,9,72,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471709214660906,0.0,0.19375537215635594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514804536743285,0.0,0.17482369483094412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268448854187905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259341800461545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944774352903644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985021341029672,0.21858346396390685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946084968226853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393811192404804,0.13166776720875067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282540011735145,0.0,0.0,0.16344568837896306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001652221414518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822701883861548,0.0,0.0,0.1454751767340581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635988962337251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730899703554168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396923667394471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847961339500061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235456767517667
adhd,cantstop0031,2018/02/13,"(NEED ADVICE) ADHD - lack of focus/motivation & depressed. Tried WB/Concerta/Ritalin Hello,

I always had big problems focussing or remembering things in school/university. I guess the only reason I was able to pass them was being smart and making up for it. But as long as I can remember I have a super hard time focussing even only for 15minutes. 

Get easily distracted, sidetracked. Impulsive, hard to motivate, to get going and stay in one task. Its impossible. Im 32 now. Back then nobody ever thought of getting me diagnosed. 

Well so far I've been diagnosed now with ADHD - still not finding the right help tho. 

I tried Wellbutrin (helped a bit with motivation & focus but only a bit)
Ritalin (helped a bit but made me feel weird and addicted and always gave me headaches / crashes)
Concerta (also headaches and had less effect then the Ritalin 10mg RX) 

I feel a bit lost. I would like to try Adderall, because I see it seems to be the best choice for more people, but in my country it isnt available. 

My doc says we can still try Strattera, but I see very bad reviews (5.2/10) average on drugs.com. So what Im asking here I guess is, if anyone has same experiences and could maybe point me into the right direction or give me a tip whast to do/try.

Thank you


EDIT: WORST PART - im always SUPER lethargic and tired. Never full of energy. NEVER. I dont know when last time I woke up and thought ""yeah im full of energy"". Like literally not in 20years. ",2.1850924406520065,4.915476151624553,3.828762717426976,82.5628049447544,83.51263537906138,6.823279728694893,24.278415928235425,8.00094639256281,1.8333764139590856,1142,44,206,24,33,379,168,277,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.129,0.4835,0,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,1,1,1,7,14,15,0,1,11,1,16,7,0,6,3,48,39,25,0,6,10,0,4,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,13,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,11,7,23,8,25,24,13,33,0,2,2,0,11,15,0,6,17,127,29,4,0.08297907450950708,0.0,0.0,0.09045943938678254,0.19944944456480626,0.0810861912469719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635833590573892,0.2071357119209236,0.17981558512551954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802089825662907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757423331471189,0.0,0.0,0.06380578630521865,0.06928406117718063,0.05058327363707128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708141929566036,0.0,0.3623666318900247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625203892709597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146975528460947,0.16844402786270662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725085732924273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548068961192392,0.07505932353551963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116945730633121,0.0,0.0,0.08391342662845422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584137080900434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005942478865296,0.07960108940471577,0.04715892029727535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282161143160355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866590401850646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685737355970434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35852655900377794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045603129260150865,0.06763902079479113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107876874078652,0.0,0.0,0.0734338697417191,0.0,0.0,0.09058146202061576,0.0,0.0,0.07851680665098101,0.0553891765781694,0.0,0.08336363349046715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061527932324764174,0.127997155518822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622876840296954,0.1893279760343517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985825144201577,0.0,0.05752724222503632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844204661864665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939976773680159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531630874111709,0.0,0.0,0.1879982312308611,0.14172735248231752,0.0,0.06598829058613861,0.0,0.08397925344498021,0.13224715809416773,0.07554103295737005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844465270995774,0.13253439218346522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763959832180983,0.0,0.0,0.055127609968488665,0.0,0.0,0.1317522326159633,0.0967715312930685,0.0953722394337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28168672351225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846642674204148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460815337027593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058945953745598065,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,solaronzim,2018/02/13,"I swear I've been meaning to go to a doctor for five years to get diagnosed. I am honestly so disappointed with myself. I know I have ADHD. I don't need a doctor to tell me because I've tried Adderall before. Not just snort it at a party, but I started with a low dose and started the titration process myself. Ended up taking 10mg every morning at 9am and it was great. Insomnia went away. My thoughts were more clear. I was making good decisions and I was doing all my work. 

Then I stopped and dropped out of college. Five years later I'm back in college but this time I'm doing really well. The only problem is that my life elsewise is a mess. I know I need to go to a doctor and I've even made appointments that I either forgot to go to or felt too paralyzed to get up and do it. 

It's like I see what I'm supposed to do and do the gardang opposite. Frack.",0.7502429149797578,2.8206330989011015,3.1875477154424523,89.27061017929441,83.39560439560441,5.809600925390401,23.31521110468479,7.0608816371341465,0.9137428571428572,672,25,142,9,19,232,108,182,0.086,0.782,0.132,0.8788,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,9,0,15,7,0,2,2,31,38,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,6,0,0,4,2,4,1,2,10,3,19,5,21,28,3,23,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,1,11,95,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594137685055534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536297227419426,0.11896885230753006,0.0,0.09431486325979052,0.0,0.1316539107342289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703585703828862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750823270714591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703452529875138,0.0,0.0,0.10219000356258624,0.0,0.13035687334617013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855386827787068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166789246842994,0.0,0.2637899921955945,0.12977040198368994,0.0,0.1705775146782908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005830548845854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928213822572364,0.0755875651892882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639823306049365,0.1032756925248483,0.0,0.0,0.16853362813664555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294433755119755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767026849659525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804455501803204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911652959430277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329048453485475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902087299980288,0.0,0.0,0.12935145902565615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632893580700705,0.0,0.13523064755646488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282907876329922,0.0902175075384735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504359603442534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911036746396052,0.14342545008022506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263679329830265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992670750331663
adhd,Lolalatte,2018/02/13,"How to deal with family members that don't believe you have ADHD? I was diagnosed pretty recently but didn't really feel like telling anyone by my mom and partner- who where involved in my diagnosis anyway. 
I finally got the courage to tell my dad, grandmother and aunty and they all reacted in the same way. ""Are you sure?"" ""You don't have that"" etc. I'm sure ya'll know the drill.
How do you deal with that? I wanted to throw them into the garbage dump tbh and it took all my energy not to tell them where to shove it.",1.7749650349650352,4.1368799230769255,3.3011188811188816,88.2347902097902,81.5,7.243356643356643,21.954545454545453,8.296473431620573,1.3604153846153841,408,13,84,9,11,134,68,104,0.058,0.828,0.114,0.7324,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,3,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,3,4,20,14,7,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,1,14,4,11,10,4,10,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0,3,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870437969762505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272445214415421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502893987408588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37522640759089504,0.0,0.18470568673613247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029556035822171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155437858223893,0.0,0.09201446491426624,0.13000641982647568,0.0,0.19934999779436371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554588629095672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001134993255124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890614793534425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313256586237786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851388999476809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165809326028906,0.0,0.17968311811997387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34302765356548065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771751515056581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218627601488726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073364128177723,0.14444711071615227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Penguinsfanalways87,2018/02/13,"Laundry is the worst! I put in a load of washing today, forgot it for over 5 hours. Then put it on the rinse cycle and forgot about it again. Currently laying in bed, hating myself for doing this all the time. 
Oh well, guess I’ll do it tomorrow. 

On a side note, tomorrow is Valentine’s day and I made my SO chocolate covered strawberries with multiple colors, but forgot to get a card. Oops, at least I did something",2.362682926829269,4.616919597560977,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,78.63414634146342,6.5390243902439025,23.664634146341466,7.6454224807358475,1.3259951219512196,325,11,61,5,8,108,63,82,0.065,0.915,0.02,-0.5334,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,1,5,1,12,7,3,18,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,9,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908051764185315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457460019079775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259230640824309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921004249005349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913624307113928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799498156182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948418854718299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277674254782423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251830211979818,0.0,0.2804406158982701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660136048638809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rightkairys,2018/02/13,"How does methylphenidate affect your blood pressure? Hey guys. How does methylphenidate affect your heart rate and blood pressure?

I have developed panic attacks with methylphenidate which are not contemporary right now since my cardiologyst clarified for me that I have no heart problems so far.

I was taking 18mg Concerta.",8.135192307692307,11.771186750000005,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,66.11538461538461,8.006153846153849,33.47692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.2650338461538464,269,12,39,5,5,73,40,52,0.274,0.726,0.0,-0.9308,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,3,0,0,4,4,4,4,0,8,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29155108095283705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44853791499248097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375364806409473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073768664740885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006848061894445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452216336649321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885840413240215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119942527348774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926877464532399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HeadeQ,2018/02/13,"Diagnosed with bipolar and adhd. 28 years old and difficulties to accept it. Hello everyone. 
I’ve been following this subreddit for a while and felt I had to write. 
I’m sorry if the spelling/grammar is a bit off. 

I’m 28 years old, got diagnosed when I was 24. 
I have been struggling with the acceptance of my illnesses, and I still am. 
I have had a close relationship with marijuana for 10 years now. I only get medication for my bipolar, therefor I decided to get medication for my adhd and I’m talking to a therapist in a few weeks. I hope it will help me stay focused on my daily tasks and make me remember to take my medications.

I’m struggling a lot with my emotions and trying make strategies to make everyday better. 
I can’t really talk to friends about this because ‘I am how I always have been’ and ‘they have the same problems , it’s not that hard’ .. I feel frustrated, I have not the words to explain and it makes me feel like I’m whining about my situation when I talk to ‘normal’ people. 
Even when I try to speak with my family, I get the ‘oh come on, how difficult can’t it be’-type of shit. 
I know I am doing my best, I know I’m fighting to make others happy and trying to reach everybody expectations - except my own. Why? I tell you. Over the years I have lost faith in myself, I have lost the ability to dream and have nothing to ‘live’ for or towards. My dreams are shot down and I am afraid of setting new goals for myself. 
I can’t be in a relationship. I’m a sensitive man with very little control over my feelings. I put them away instead of confronting them and the problem is I’m building up rage inside. 
I know I’m not supposed to react in that explosive way and I’m hurting someone I love. 
I lost faith in love as swell, because I tell myself I’m not good for anyone, not even myself. 
I am addicted to sex instead because I can do it without emotions, but I know that’s not healthy for me - I want to find love. 

Sometimes I feel alone, even when people are around. My mind is like a highway for thoughts. 
I get paranoid sometimes because I can’t control it and sometimes I feel like I can feel what the other peoples are thinking and feeling and I react to that. 

Ty all for sharing your stories, it helps me think I’m not all alone. 
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adhd,Miss-Impossible,2018/02/13,"Diagnosed ADHD-PI. Mom of a toddler. Unmedicated by choice. I need help finding motivation to take care of myself in the food/exercise dept. Story in comments. Any thoughts? Food dept. I do ok during the day, but after dinner I basically start eating. Chocolate, crisps, cheese on toast, you name it.

I quit smoking 1.5 weeks ago and that certainly did not help regarding my diet, because now I'm trying to fill up the hole smoking left.

I have no motivation. I'm always tired, and after a day of baby rearing (or working and commuting), cooking, cleanup, all I feel like is just vegetating in front of the TV until it's way past the bedtime that would be good for me.

And I hate it. HATE it. I hate that I take such shit care of myself. 

I keep trying to get on track, every day I start anew, but then the evening comes around and I'm like, eh fuck it, I'm buying myself that bag of Maltesers for after dinner. Oh, tonight I'm gonna do yoga and I'm gonna do it every night to get back in shape! (Does one session of yoga and that's it for like 3 weeks.)

Becoming a mom had a massive impact on my well-being, and it took me over a year to (sort of) come out of that. Got myself a nice anxiety disorder as an added bonus. I'm trying to work on that with meditation but even though I've noticed it really helps me I can't even do that for myself daily. I'm talking about 10 minutes a day. Ugh. 

I have no backbone, I have no willpower, and I want to change. I am even seriously considering going on meds (even though I have done without for over 32 years, diagnosed at 28, and I don't really want to bc I'm scared of it), just to see if that will give me the boost to take better care of myself.

I am lucky that I'm tall and slim built and plateau around 80 kg, so I still look kinda good albeit 6-8 kg too heavy to my own taste, but post baby I have this stubborn pouch and I loathe myself for not feeling able/being able to do something about it.

So, if any of you have any tips that might help me in the right direction, please, I'm all ears.",2.00450354609929,3.601992565011823,3.86105791962175,88.30875,77.25059101654847,6.68581560283688,22.62470449172577,7.492282038375204,0.8091271867612297,1577,46,343,21,36,533,217,423,0.135,0.7020000000000001,0.162,0.8289,1,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,2,0,7,20,23,6,1,16,1,23,14,2,2,3,51,65,27,0,6,12,2,2,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,23,19,8,2,6,4,2,6,8,9,0,1,6,6,39,14,57,53,3,51,0,0,2,1,12,21,2,7,25,204,62,7,0.08344175642202745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028077602853036,0.0,0.07396608248063717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694302257228667,0.0,0.0,0.1702297671201842,0.0,0.06383271527272022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856170779055552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416156013629677,0.0,0.05086532023648545,0.09215486428227214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379745273287197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552232953214153,0.0,0.08827031431244017,0.14375536943906372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152521197117201,0.0,0.0,0.16938325266636747,0.0,0.0,0.0956314819143986,0.0,0.07302044334898995,0.08538988717878182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538174807706153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755624657940093,0.0,0.14060655719800585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438131838246678,0.059610807460347685,0.0,0.0,0.07626425369485837,0.0,0.20179620615659,0.0,0.0,0.07714055924961441,0.08718974759803569,0.08004493605523799,0.04742187309066954,0.13997397283895502,0.06673599516020975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714437839968756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371700181179088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416686702501807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065971249981704,0.0,0.0,0.12229628214565375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007006005114226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268498078740532,0.0,0.0,0.08851851737234462,0.0,0.19545195328215192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618710051002768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830443590247453,0.0,0.0,0.09499899273471607,0.0,0.0,0.05654229364119535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965459813636591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159399146220802,0.0,0.0,0.07991413722042913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875057900364285,0.0,0.0,0.10690985162447228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125880406640014,0.0,0.0,0.08353975471055032,0.0,0.06649227662773344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856517638769514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423754068905756,0.0,0.0,0.11812100933574875,0.0,0.06663669446474196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821344912395035,0.06706732309446868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639622040554089,0.06624343406445167,0.0,0.09590402422888324,0.0,0.0,0.09270686160525804,0.16995442604944067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984322196781484,0.06623218235374048,0.13386388774518332,0.0,0.07502415997549562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043487556481271,0.0,0.12149318492351716,0.0,0.0,0.059274629701259934,0.0,0.0,0.10746751078067872
adhd,joshw17,2018/02/13,"Distinguishing between a depressive disorder and ADHD. Any experiences with initial misdiagnoses either way? Any good reference material on the subject? I have been diagnosed with a major depressive disorder in the past. Prescription antidepressants have had negligible effects. I understand there is a growing school of thought that suggests ADHD and depression may be related, if not just overlapping in symptoms. 

I am interested in discussing the subject with my psychiatrist, to see if there might be different pharmaceutical strategies to explore. Any relevant testimonial or article is very appreciated.",10.602445054945056,14.48651379120879,10.890206043956047,37.24541895604398,59.43956043956045,15.53901098901099,52.03434065934066,13.22790407523584,9.783713186813186,509,37,51,25,8,170,68,91,0.14400000000000002,0.748,0.107,-0.5813,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,1,0,19,14,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,2,11,7,2,9,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,5,1,43,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415571365127397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527227226847905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467415364392596,0.1754843558456673,0.0,0.18063803381107896,0.3963043273320491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912407178191832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501576792355572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834138234680829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504743679280096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497854191902942,0.1377745928130541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970366523731598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725898130793682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998935169421867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265613267897614,0.0,0.1372356673241133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,judsondk,2018/02/13,"Adderall xr vs. Vyvanse Quick question for you guys! Has anyone switched from addy xr to vyvanse, and what was your opinion of it? Specifically  effectiveness, duration of effects, side effects etc...

I’m prescribed 30mg of adderall xr daily, and it definitely helps however when I take it in the morning ~8 AM, its effects die out around 2-3 in the afternoon. I feel an unpleasant crash from it for several hours after as well. ",6.9007692307692325,7.932695230769234,7.437589743589744,69.52407692307695,64.64102564102564,10.342564102564104,41.24102564102565,10.355215969177356,4.737807179487182,340,20,55,8,5,112,60,78,0.118,0.794,0.08800000000000001,-0.5562,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,0,12,6,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,14,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193399415562696,0.0,0.0,0.2792513699018693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255615851555098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498482270507206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861152313656718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31060326777961056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026036976620285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089223068719961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35140555243244376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35438138093375393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358564858714789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820457540570361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BaeCaughtMeLifting,2018/02/13,"Does too low of a Ritalin dose cause anxiety? Hello all,

I'm prescribed 10mg Ritalin to take as needed. I started out taking 1 in the morning, 1 in the afternoon. I get nervous and anxious when the medicine is taking effect and they seem to subside as the medication peaks, followed by jitters during come down.

Today, I woke up and took 2 10mg tabs and took another an hour later. I noticed while my medication was taking effect, I felt ever so slightly droopy, but I was highly productive and did not feel the nervousness and anxiety I would normally get, my heart does not feel like it is racing at all.

My question is, does too low of a Ritalin dose cause anxiety? Perhaps I just found a sweet spot for this medication?

Thank you

Edit
I’ve taken Ritalin for a long time but never found it to be helpful in terms of sustained focus, but more so a wakeful agent. That changed today.

The anxiety and heart pressure I would get at 10mg kept me from upping the dose, in fear it will worsen the side effects. It’s really odd that the side effects subsided completely by a dose increase.

I will try again tomorrow and report back.",4.676215596330273,6.113464178899085,6.016410550458716,76.19553325688075,70.05504587155963,9.119724770642202,31.973623853211013,9.516144504307137,3.188145871559633,893,40,158,20,16,301,127,218,0.152,0.774,0.07400000000000001,-0.9129,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,4,9,9,0,4,16,0,11,14,3,6,4,38,35,17,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,4,11,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,11,0,0,5,3,6,0,0,11,4,16,3,23,19,5,36,0,2,0,0,5,15,0,2,17,100,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143036335357488,0.3335610714759996,0.12314719433282148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381986672193656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396100003149508,0.1153152442904301,0.09390011621715952,0.11429205506603687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28617900577015104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860332203870036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266349146647705,0.11023470822116896,0.07787481984383292,0.10466407970291157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904170365538896,0.0,0.0,0.17085540799651566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583482941135656,0.07306527941130679,0.11517217214000652,0.0,0.0,0.10735020913872656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325544894409991,0.0,0.0,0.09646800911100928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32944008764422417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082751401993543,0.08407313143241643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680398616556308,0.0,0.12410550636279635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211309674624285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983285237601215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992361301565262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771559110981005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278396220900882,0.0,0.0,0.1003592542657618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356301932133142,0.0,0.2066523037590474,0.0,0.2422221893437346,0.07400878506282091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487128277421938,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,brokenX2,2018/02/13,"How do you feel about disclosing your disorder to potential employers/current employers? I have found throughout my career, I must have a job that doesn't involve a lot of time sitting down. It is why I have failed and fell off from a few career paths I was undertaking. I just hate the feeling of sitting down. But it also can't be too physically demanding, because I also have DCD and become exhausted easily and struggle when I need to perform long sequences of actions. I found my current career path has been easiest and most enjoyable for me. It mostly involves interacting with children. I actually feel as though my disorder gives a lot of advantages in this path, because I need to pay attention to many things at once, rather than concentrating on one thing for a long time. And it is advantageous to walk around and not stay in one place too long. It does still negatively impact in some areas. The worst one is my self esteem and social skills. It's one reason I love interacting with children. They are much more accepting and less judgemental but I have had to leave a lot of jobs because of bullying. I am currently looking for a new permanent position. Some questions arise from potential employers: how do you interact within a team? To be honest I try my hardest and I understand the importance of team work, but I feel some of my symptoms are misinterpreted as bad attitude, which has led to some conflict. Or sometimes I think I'm just not likeable (because my disorder makes communicating with people I am unfamiliar with  genuinely uncomfortable and mentally draining) and some co-workers want to pick on me or avoid me. 

I would like to mention my disorder straight up to explain any misunderstandings straight away, but I'm afraid it will be even more poorly understood and judged. In my field, working with children with our disorder can be very difficult, it's often assosciated with behaviour issues and aggression but I'm not like that and was not a bad kid most of my life. I am very hardworking, ambitious and caring but my disorder does sometimes prevent me from conveying that to people.

Anyway, how do you approach these issues in a workplace?",7.405913705583752,8.482690423857871,7.717313705583758,67.80357461928936,63.54314720812182,11.583187817258885,38.09502538071065,11.368139846972461,4.845376568527918,1753,88,285,52,25,573,206,394,0.162,0.732,0.106,-0.978,8,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,4,1,10,18,20,2,3,13,0,32,4,0,7,1,78,54,32,0,6,15,0,4,2,0,3,3,0,0,5,16,23,0,3,14,2,2,5,7,11,0,4,7,5,41,9,53,40,17,37,0,1,1,1,24,19,0,15,12,220,57,15,0.0,0.0,0.07985727911655734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308837650879472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055649298903605635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284878863133754,0.0,0.0,0.0768848701298527,0.0,0.13665440315342242,0.19953873808704786,0.09037820484553727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343427644165881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562726779283281,0.0,0.1432253552388228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054049975929622816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655090512541538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945149137058455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850174468804356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807932221172573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708249441033486,0.16241340481664926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664941335218715,0.0,0.0,0.057801122758749324,0.07995901627614009,0.0,0.0,0.21725909546074504,0.06871917494711646,0.0,0.0,0.20871466844015785,0.07385754745731422,0.0,0.05462421470280558,0.08296589641705793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246849481596773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015672782713592,0.1213563801868198,0.0,0.07903489622317461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714955683831728,0.22180884479360133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346550444294555,0.0,0.08549814874752733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167177522540107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413803299185373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536974700620409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341851707047998,0.0,0.0,0.16187001230863074,0.0,0.0,0.0872231724211611,0.06535200143225083,0.0,0.0,0.08554970051177331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505590089075453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873252100873794,0.05243533181335501,0.08040058319469627,0.0,0.09543505119654093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055559287985976695,0.0,0.0,0.08519111971855113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504171844884238,0.04826726935554705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738416241596743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787263652310538,0.0,0.0,0.05813187037935221,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Demented_Soul,2018/02/13,"I was going to post about how I feel haunted by my brain, but then I decided to look at the silver linings. Hello fellow thinkers,

During my evening walk, I started wallowing in the fact that I'll never understand what it's like to have a neurotypical brain. I sat down and vented about it on my notepad app. I thought about sharing it here before I realized that you've all probably had those same exact thoughts.

Then I saw this post: https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7jn7yz/i_was_first_diagnosed_44_years_ago_way_before_it/

Number 15 says to recognize the gifts you have that ""normal"" people don't, and that's something that some of us may not hear often, so here goes:

1: We're relatable. Sometimes I feel like the statistical average because of how much I fit the ""Jack of all trades"" saying. I can talk about just about anything with just about anybody. It makes it easy to make friends and share their interests.

2. We're true multitaskers. Around New Years, somebody asked me how I could possibly listen to music and read at the same time. It was a coping mechanism to filter my stimuli and drown out the noise. Right now I'm working, listening to music, and typing this. It's become my ""normal"" and it keeps me from getting sidetracked talking to co-workers or just eavesdropping in general.

3. We've learned to expect the unexpected. I've run through every scenario of what could happen walking from my car to my apartment, or to the restaurant next door, or commuting to work. I've had deep conversations with all of my friends in my head, so when they confide in me, I empathize more than they realize.

4. We're passionate. When a friend is hopeful or shoots me an idea, I will do everything I can to help make their dream a reality. It's even better with shared goals because everybody wins. I've been struggling to make a campaign for my Dungeons and Dragons group for months, but the minute a friend said he wanted to collaborate with me, I made a populated world with stable governments and the first adventure in a matter of days.

Those are a handful that I can think of that I think you guys can relate to. I guess the takeaway is that the only reason our condition is called a disorder is because our society is built around a different mindset. Our brains are different, but not inherently bad.",7.178013866947516,8.26390181279621,6.5837546076882605,75.6984140775847,64.04739336492891,9.664174126733368,33.876075127259966,9.725611199111238,3.2604304721783395,1863,77,322,36,27,575,237,422,0.032,0.782,0.185,0.9968,3,0,1,1,0,0,63.0,4,2,4,6,24,18,0,1,25,0,24,6,5,9,7,74,53,25,1,7,12,0,3,2,5,2,0,6,1,1,23,17,0,1,14,2,1,5,4,2,0,1,11,11,44,16,54,38,8,38,0,0,2,1,34,17,0,9,16,216,67,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598742924448227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079420303829304,0.1718304470030639,0.09022472754855472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058262745321902,0.17649657189276588,0.10658878225507436,0.08212372584676897,0.0,0.0,0.0853561087804284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321447690537897,0.09854848943803564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411231039778345,0.0,0.0,0.062241590545940875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166684159388107,0.1106099312487924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748916898937615,0.0,0.08131465346695202,0.0,0.08673783544784062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759769103360348,0.06894745519865579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209218052541929,0.0,0.0,0.29825653950898856,0.0,0.05042299771141709,0.0,0.054849407509371256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631771257400167,0.09556103227342767,0.08534433073502264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904809712259466,0.0,0.1087748757321514,0.0,0.06468926783895841,0.0,0.0,0.09585716813277913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089491361101974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578338323690053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430076852879958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104490665315799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132101195673444,0.2576872836437744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703413430896873,0.0,0.07094666656084815,0.0,0.0744352086396034,0.09321089480015636,0.10264050992028573,0.0,0.18912051587291528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340094051469485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690855371160033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880161597338607,0.18486165950393693,0.0,0.1040551473933161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653708576455376,0.0,0.0,0.0992293495236622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824198397940852,0.09180403185747583,0.15349879167674835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429885867049774,0.09545181565112043,0.0,0.06831096026181087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089421908103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514372146109767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368066337848373,0.0,0.15323785725942424,0.0562763218680608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047132187750016,0.11609081205444095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056924669749506177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078340358067374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214989949423753
adhd,house1021,2018/02/13,"Looking for tips regarding waking up in college I’m currently a high school senior. For as long as I can remember, I have been notoriously difficult to wake up. I often stay up late due to the burst of energy in the late evening that many of us on here experience, but it seems like no matter when I go to bed, waking up on time is nearly impossible and I’m very worried about how things will go in college. 

I’ve tried a few different methods recommended on here. I set an alarm 1hr earlier than I need to wake up just so I can take my meds, and I bought the Sonic Alert alarm clock which has bright red flashing lights, an ear-piercing noise, and it literally shakes my bed, but somehow it’s still not working. I can sleep through any alarm, and lots of the time, when I actually wake up, I find that I’ve turned the alarm off without any memory at all of doing this. I sleep through my “medicine alarm” and when my parents force me up (I know I shouldn’t rely on parents to wake me) I can’t recall any alarms or turning them off and I’m often still in a semi-dream-state after waking up, lacking motivation to get out of bed and hardly understanding what’s going on around me. 

I’m not sure what else to try. Plus, this crazy alarm clock will definitely not be appreciated in a dorm room in a couple months. My sleeping issues are really getting old, it prevents me from getting to class on time and it negatively affects my relationships when I sleep super late on the weekends. When I actually get up early on days that I don’t need to for class, I love it because the morning is a nice time to experience (pretty foreign to me except when in a classroom) but I can’t seem to put an end to this. 

Any tips would be VERY much appreciated. I’m willing to try pretty much anything because I’m sick of having this problem in my life. Despite my ADD I’ve been able to manage grades, get into good colleges, and be pretty successful overall (aside from some procrastination) so I’d like to fix this. ASAP. ",6.721127819548872,5.92559123809524,7.494185463659152,75.17406015037595,65.19047619047619,10.206516290726817,33.53634085213032,9.48565724429506,2.8746822055137846,1580,58,314,26,21,530,203,399,0.118,0.746,0.136,0.8689,4,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,1,4,20,19,0,8,17,0,23,14,11,3,2,48,49,25,0,6,10,2,1,2,0,5,2,0,5,0,18,14,0,1,7,1,1,5,10,10,0,0,3,5,35,9,69,38,7,69,0,0,3,1,6,34,0,8,30,205,53,15,0.08768930254142945,0.0,0.17114421989294196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852693088993684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216082437879817,0.07806207047361748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690916985315037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970265453849012,0.0,0.05655234578422118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161665743913644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325316022782552,0.0,0.07766669448778131,0.0,0.0,0.05791795731110536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155392828689672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014643389720573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907020667702205,0.0,0.1495075543051933,0.07354962658097124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855239114278333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926485626118111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152484945721552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819174740339048,0.0,0.2967520582317161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193754766577868,0.08568112772796525,0.0,0.0,0.07760227332773828,0.07363692901961384,0.0,0.0,0.07455030922158963,0.07914301916258994,0.0,0.0,0.08890318939674471,0.0,0.0,0.0974030469853319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999276468382351,0.0,0.1289234540568335,0.13004101345470387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201517208882064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473718628589592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676346366738604,0.0,0.08390681983316065,0.0,0.0881519690020156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617601262095948,0.0,0.0,0.0941454941241298,0.09933488577151957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874625568035871,0.0,0.15965809530767844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510105228280462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346512907620537,0.1400575805649508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264612988502874,0.0,0.06593144244280359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825687617616019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452934996239447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786058410459127,0.19076156109593628,0.0,0.09128765647497936,0.10547943405829192,0.0,0.0,0.14470571632672588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452935844987951,0.0,0.06383885662471338,0.08905274327086035,0.0,0.06229196459643136,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nicenigglet,2018/02/13,"I probably have ADHD. I believe that I have ADHD, and have just come to this realization recently. Could my sudden realization be valid or just an excuse for procrastination? To summarize, I was extremely self conscious growing up, and probably still am. One of  my suspicions come from how I have been picking my skin for over 13 years, and I remember the exact instance that I started doing it too. I do it sub consciously, regardless of being in a stressful situation or not, though its probably sub conscious anxiety. I do not socialize well, and often piss off the few friends I have because of my superiority complex.

I recently took 10 hours to write a 1200 page essay. Not because it was difficult or anything, I just kept cycling through youtube videos while going back to my paper. I wanted to finish this paper and be free, but I also wanted to view youtube videos and listen to music. I did not find the topic of the paper interesting, despite choosing the topic and essentially have the free will to pick any topic I wanted. Generating 120 words an hour, I was in hell. I still do this if it has to do with something important that I don't intuitively do. I paused a few times just to pick my skin while writing this haha.

I know right about now I just sound like a privileged kid acting like a little bitch, but I sincerely need some sort of help, as the new semester is coming up and the fate of my future rests in my ability to do the things I need to do, which is threatened by procrastination.  

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adhd,scrollcity3,2018/02/13,"I'm in ADD limbo again, and I hate it ADD Limbo - the emptiness in between new interests. The period, lasting anywhere from days, weeks, to months, where the last thing ""you were meant to do for the rest of your life"" has worn off and you stare at your monitor waiting for something to happen. 

The emotional battle between the emptiness inherent in your ""meaningless existence"" and the desire for stimulation is most palpable during this period. It can be physical at times. A bubbling energy inside you that needs to be exercised - but has no outlet. When it's at its worst, it almost feels like wearing a straight-jacket. In fact, we're probably the only subset of people who can accurately describe the unique cocktail of physical sensations that frustration, boredom, and apathy combined conjure up. 

Without your primary motivator, your energy is sapped and all that is left are spits and spurts of dread and anxiety. Where's the joy in going to work when it does nothing *for* me? It used to fund my gaming hobby - now I'll never find another dopamine hit.

Plot twist: I will. Next week I'll probably get into home improvement and escape this hell for a time... I might even develop such a strong interest that life without DIY seems meaningless. 

And then I'll be back in limbo - hungry for something new, too malnourished to hunt. 

Fuck this",5.763627664201827,7.8739160413223175,6.199682470639412,73.299667246629,68.33884297520662,10.053414528055676,31.745106568073076,10.307518312809881,3.7946,1070,46,172,30,19,345,154,242,0.185,0.705,0.111,-0.9718,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,8,0,3,10,12,5,1,14,0,15,6,2,3,3,31,29,13,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,16,12,1,1,5,3,1,1,4,7,0,0,3,2,13,5,34,20,4,36,1,0,1,1,10,15,2,4,21,119,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924709313501958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562867357144706,0.11401905917124892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460644734356938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612173032781862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304303320851749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676556260333033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844285319371304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536165814420691,0.106477817119774,0.0,0.0,0.13622448015150262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377897517285136,0.07786988966420512,0.0,0.08470573953866035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318000499660271,0.0,0.0,0.14715113498463514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950434262220086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429832253146233,0.0,0.0,0.1619378884291749,0.0,0.21054986035813586,0.07281588534872728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811325003030038,0.0,0.0,0.1189663409809271,0.0,0.0,0.11051501978841764,0.11495273480310313,0.2878972858825699,0.1585111069419949,0.0,0.0,0.14301275010320927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335548060511247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332907466019504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213915560072085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568502039131802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948433014477465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990189118398762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381874039515646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287270732370805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391099058296576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873482287968979,0.0,0.10850657520610016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PirateGloves,2018/02/13,"Options for sleep aids? My doctor currently prescribes me Seraquel(Quetiapine) as a sleep aid, but I'm concerned about taking an antipsychotic like that off label, apparently it's not recommended. Don't get me wrong, it works a treat and puts me right out most nights, but yeah, not keen on it.

Apart from Melatonin (it's not worked well for me in the past) what options can I talk to my doctor about?

My current daytime dose is 10mg Dexamphetamine twice daily.",6.100274509803921,7.6361529294117645,6.038529411764706,77.00171568627455,66.76470588235293,8.490196078431373,29.46078431372549,8.841846274778883,2.2656666666666663,369,13,67,6,6,116,66,85,0.075,0.774,0.151,0.8365,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,1,3,5,2,0,0,10,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,8,4,11,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883018980589143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246248296071294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165362804982734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384918526930409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770889912273615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397938229457044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370781105422103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774150601286234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793488315084947,0.1917256086435272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144718481459351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473130244469685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080086392456925,0.0,0.0
adhd,tacoallie,2018/02/13,"ADHDers with RSD, mood problems, etc- How do you cope with your intense emotions? Hello-

So after reading a lot about Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, I realized I finally had a name for the intense pang I get in my heart when I feel ridiculed. Lately, I've noticed that if someone says the slightest thing off putting to me it can decline my mood rapidly. I get so angry that I hurt those around me by ignoring them, walking away, etc. 

Basically what I'm trying to say is these mood swings come just as fast as they leave- and in the moment I make rash judgments based off of these intense emotions. How can I possibly control myself during this time? 

I'm tired of cleaning up the mess I make during an episode. I was wondering if anyone had any tips? ",3.7334265734265735,6.056793251748253,4.295804195804198,83.856013986014,74.52447552447552,6.917482517482518,31.279720279720287,7.882392219407189,2.365528671328672,597,29,107,9,13,189,103,143,0.197,0.777,0.026,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,1,8,9,1,0,7,0,7,3,2,5,0,20,16,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,9,5,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,3,19,0,19,13,3,17,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,4,7,73,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158554144221444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473422156670787,0.0,0.0,0.14607320636541835,0.0,0.0,0.15416618054819892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134737718425894,0.0,0.0,0.1840387677652399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691540755967472,0.0,0.0,0.36600323417939706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829678785790838,0.0,0.0,0.17975050365346448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145852970123535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444520009181224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756597152244858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509853495834105,0.1737456157588283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950184305208022,0.0,0.0,0.2190601748290276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681540050426435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849846890369556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701016043505506,0.0,0.16495387172572226,0.0,0.0,0.1641325143098802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609789017547072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390313228941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901284893232374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568109634927936,0.1885951438066376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140505548502863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794655547966282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RevenantAmI,2018/02/13,"How to follow through? A bit of background: I am a adult college student diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. Usually I find myself chasing random thoughts throughout the day if that makes sense. Of course, I am taking medication prescribe by my doctor. So my question is how do I follow through or continue following through with long term goals. With my short term goals,  I have been much more productive using my time. However, with long term ambitions it's much harder for me to follow through because I feel that it much more difficult to measure my progress. What are your guys' future endeavors and/or side hobbies that you have been dedicated to getting better at? How do you guys continue to follow through with it, and how do you measure you progress?  If I'm not explicating myself please let me know I will try to elaborate.",6.925099337748346,8.212360350993379,6.553304635761588,74.97340066225165,64.69536423841059,9.74860927152318,37.61655629139072,9.888512548439397,3.9603822516556297,667,34,111,14,10,208,92,151,0.032,0.889,0.08,0.8066,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,5,5,2,0,0,4,0,13,3,0,6,0,22,26,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,1,21,1,22,21,9,19,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,5,11,82,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398585357587733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361212609023033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483304274983915,0.20347261314365386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019609260385458,0.0,0.0,0.18916612900532828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076213222019972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423651457572227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034285770096316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737295029136564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36907998602570796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242651570530716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058048767788616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298710213281004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440638299892695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775263630413372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110199640988428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045831631203916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878202169004426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013038100308164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479604836574279,0.1086764321947247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653600784811078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609676725820384,0.2052651100557504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jsnoby,2018/02/13,Unpacking tips? Anyone have any awesome tips to get motivated to unpack?  I moved today and I’m sitting here among boxes wondering if really need any of this stuff because I just don’t feel like unpacking.,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,76.89473684210526,9.06315789473684,27.921052631578952,9.516144504307137,3.4112947368421054,166,7,26,5,4,56,32,38,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421305892480392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730323450764156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981655240640429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437002756233665,0.2322369513322613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984068856193832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588174859269109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455081985101842,0.0,0.24104242523319225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825433395754092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37213839965686907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081374769600201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525349898025323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AversionToPants,2018/02/13,"Are medications worth a shot? So-- I found out when I was about 16 that I had ADHD, although I had been diagnosed when I was about 2 or 3. My Mom refused the medication the Doctor wanted to prescribe me (ritalin) and even though I found out about 6 years ago I still hadn't entertained the idea of it. 

I always had a loose idea of what ADHD was doing to me, loose being the key word. The more I've started to research it the more my life has kind of been explained to me. It's had a heavy impact on my life, and I wouldn't really say in a positive way. I know some people are motivated by it, or they can find success in it, but I think a lot of the way I interact with people is heavily hindered because of it. 

I was wondering if it would be worth it to get re-tested, or if it would be worth it for me to try and get a prescription for it? 
Has having a prescription for it benefited you? 

Tldr; Never been medicated before, should I consider getting medication for my ADHD, why or why not?

Edit: Sounded like I was asking about side effects. ",2.6916877405167665,4.104315392523365,4.979224848818035,81.78504398020894,74.98130841121495,8.212864211105003,25.67234744365036,8.841846274778883,1.9120893897746016,810,28,167,17,17,284,115,214,0.047,0.883,0.07,0.6906,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,10,5,0,0,14,0,28,9,0,2,1,35,40,15,0,7,8,1,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,14,6,0,1,11,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,15,2,25,5,26,18,4,15,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,9,8,130,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297592421582012,0.0,0.10566201822253517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918245673541952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143423268012366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726621204405351,0.0,0.10142889453052308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098367068792085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200441540781427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787292913337554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894500145716993,0.0,0.0,0.2613893623706233,0.0,0.0,0.1868284298130884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691205329950964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412658955350868,0.06550821709447248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683864369899819,0.058234222854802425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133805275972133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803186118117048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960349904116567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919330053357638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527405613004714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636142345020545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094791198225672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436910420506168,0.0,0.09519184183732124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637739783438545,0.11711163287068008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092775796680175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703061906248702,0.1892279765015591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511568288556826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926537050034942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934997213805658,0.0,0.0,0.07675973704171192
adhd,ajniggles,2018/02/13,"Being diagnosed in adulthood is like looking down and realizing you've always had only one foot Now you realize why you've been stumbling through life, it isn't because you suck at walking, its because something fundamental to the process is missing.  
    
Thats why its so frustrating when people tell us to ""just focus"", ""just remember"", ""just get over yourself and do it"", its basically like saying ""just grow that second foot already and stop complaining""",10.206392405063292,9.867506063291142,9.28971518987342,63.63685126582281,57.98734177215189,11.950632911392406,45.06645569620254,11.20814326018867,5.435048101265823,365,20,54,8,4,115,59,79,0.116,0.797,0.087,-0.3685,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,11,11,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,2,2,3,2,7,8,0,9,0,1,1,0,6,4,1,0,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26723750327769524,0.0,0.20150249207086346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952457285259464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457945885382651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265223556535801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104983986698205,0.2366213020989268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335943852779467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409874744726638,0.18417905167515874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788822983939666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743282055032225,0.0,0.0,0.19258106017487853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864321251815476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246260470488214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166478790764376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912972984059442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370364236953607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ImStillTrucking,2018/02/13,"Advice/Guidance for a college student with persistent aversion to classwork despite ADHD/Anxiety medication, I can't fail another semester. I've posted here before on my real account for over a year, but I'm using a throwaway since this a bit detailed. Might be a bit ranty, but I'll try to keep everything relevant:

I've been on 10 mg Lexapro for a few months now and it is still not really helping much. I am currently a college junior and have had this incredibly strong aversion to my classwork ever since I first got diagnosed with ADHD / flunked my sophomore fall semester. Adderall has helped with my focusing a great amount, but academics in and of themselves induce some amount of 'worry', and I just cannot keep it under control like I did pre-ADHD diagnosis. Adderall makes the worrying somewhat worse, which further keeps me from getting anything meaningful done. I have tried my own CBT, easing into doing the work slowly, meditating, etc. Still, I am missing assignment deadlines and falling behind again this semester. I didn't even go to class today to try to take a mental health/catch up day, and I've gotten almost nothing done. 

I understand I need to just *do* it, but I still just cannot. The idea of actually having to confront the mound of work I need to do activates that fight-or-flight tenseness/shallow breathing/etc. Even if I try to take things slowly, the feeling just eases itself back into me and classwork quickly becomes exhausting and ignoring it all is much more appealing and eventually necessary.

I really would rather not up the lexapro anymore unless I ultimately have to - all it has done so far is keep me from becoming bedridden. I felt great over break this past December and started out the semester confident (which is what I've been telling my psychiatrist). However, reflecting over the past few days I've realized that things are slipping back into how it's been for the past 3 semesters, and if I do poorly again I will be out of my major.

I am not lazy, I realize this will take a lot of work on my part regardless. I otherwise live a very structured life - heck, I get up at 6am to go to the gym every week. My freshman year I finished with a 3.6. I just don't know how to approach this and I just desperately need to be productive again. Do I ask to switch medications? Do I up my anxiety medication? Should I see a psychologist? Any advice / comments are appreciated, thanks.

**TL;DR:** Did poorly the previous 3 semesters due to ADHD and then pretty bad academic anxiety, starting this semester out after being on anxiety medication for a few months and the anxiety has just gone back to how was. Honestly screwed if I fail this semester and that's where things are heading if this keeps up, need help.",5.7256402390649015,7.3367758180039155,6.491715237742636,73.11878827947322,67.72798434442271,9.907885968159938,34.750145448775584,10.15720250813581,3.902836843497119,2197,107,370,56,37,723,254,511,0.102,0.778,0.12,0.9363,2,0,0,0,1,0,69.0,0,0,0,9,28,15,2,0,26,0,47,9,1,7,3,83,79,29,0,12,20,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,25,25,0,7,10,1,3,6,8,9,0,1,15,3,42,6,59,55,19,63,0,4,1,1,6,24,2,9,32,269,67,13,0.0,0.0,0.06640203151479501,0.0,0.32710710841125284,0.06649271350129163,0.0,0.0,0.06813716363986426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462728825781808,0.0713510371453822,0.2602709081169983,0.0,0.06748228170154788,0.0,0.0,0.05599517573578484,0.0,0.06361281978539246,0.0,0.0,0.15696704222777186,0.056814670404589686,0.0,0.15030054799750062,0.057901219702593314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857486993872845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631816972492016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776669523162328,0.0,0.0,0.06906416686637014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890074989049556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517761571931622,0.08988606285506638,0.061550530598321135,0.05733078433649109,0.0,0.06115439131638471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034405558763532566,0.0,0.06533379917738208,0.0,0.0,0.05787897871726023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711013300589792,0.0,0.07734299831166573,0.0,0.05442174280141412,0.15003954077214066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983372434075688,0.07232857369204466,0.0,0.0,0.13682723735156005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768144382306112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024072805037593,0.0,0.0,0.03739571142787914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806214308172223,0.033243313429892576,0.0,0.06008491569924844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057849362198341574,0.0,0.0,0.045420516029259284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419241428668983,0.06857328038631116,0.07218491271517745,0.0,0.0,0.10862562040950473,0.0,0.10004169892074903,0.20181779972555736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529094102726563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368602319305642,0.19486974198799134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516822910284806,0.06922615164366527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745002194525975,0.08718264310102612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422299567464208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257493076474373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632509673499788,0.0,0.16302229577564614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348394663780826,0.0,0.05947426393202536,0.06264662511152531,0.0,0.0,0.13561807451830046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644986329200073,0.0,0.0,0.18479215082696096,0.0,0.0,0.07083716699232034,0.0,0.0587689680903921,0.0,0.05614418963087929,0.0,0.0,0.05458153468586741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486125481344702,0.13820584928546534,0.06934359214268294,0.04833716264374188,0.0,0.0,0.08763740193240438
adhd,Alberius,2018/02/13,"I feel like almost every person I get to know has ADHD since my diagnosis, is it just me? Since my diagnosis it seems like half the new friends I've made in the biomedical engineering field feel very much like they have ADHD. I feel like I must be messing with myself or missing something, but I keep thinking all these people must have it that I get close to.

Am I just projecting or something or do people really suffer this consistently with ADHD? Even my girlfriend lately I'm starting to feel like might have it. It's making me feel like I have schizophrenia and I've been hearing voices in the walls, they're not mean voices but they insist these people have it too ",4.598384615384617,6.302018223076921,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,70.61538461538461,7.353846153846155,25.30769230769231,7.908726449838941,1.4717538461538462,539,16,98,7,10,174,75,130,0.052000000000000005,0.826,0.122,0.7287,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,2,3,29,32,6,0,2,8,0,5,6,2,3,0,3,0,1,10,4,0,1,9,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,8,16,7,7,26,2,7,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,6,9,64,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587222448709906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740386603368736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403513808419286,0.0,0.10719793981766457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216600871949645,0.3635765431120232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829866207787424,0.0,0.13294630779657762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339903185036815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130891120051601,0.0,0.0,0.06992304866362993,0.0,0.14352255816112888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729530046002675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038942461711248,0.0849279457823969,0.0,0.0,0.13859229101229115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497240650970252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935297165761726,0.0,0.0,0.12288087651014573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461869324616183,0.11109354873118728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150769116846111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582668578392168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049425352821466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589789147950296,0.0,0.0,0.09005503798904603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152474212316467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497922766655296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RepresentativeComb,2018/02/13,"AExperience with Trigen generic concerta? Doctor recently prescribed me concerta from vyvanse because I've been on vyvanse for a while and doesnt seem to be working that well for me anymore. When I got my prescription today, I noticed I got a brand name made by Trigen. According to what I just researched, it seems to have a lot of negative reviews because it does not have the same OROS delivery as brand concerta or activis. Long story short, delivery system is not the same but it is bio-equivalent supposedly... I was wondering if anyone had a positive experience with Trigen generic concerta?",7.647466307277624,9.092940566037742,8.34967654986523,62.1706603773585,63.150943396226424,12.09487870619946,42.50134770889488,11.765960540728905,5.997451752021567,484,29,69,16,7,162,74,106,0.023,0.909,0.068,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,15,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,0,8,1,12,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,5,54,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235068594418106,0.15758421074155812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747673852812651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067613504211384,0.1972231394376356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204554781169281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604985638360544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994456954761994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916018388774567,0.0,0.2132509040331637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565856728780462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225260626684556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103374616689638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362476962468124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026350387017107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244404564885097,0.1640723217495003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Joename,2018/02/13,"I have a 6 hour ADHD assessment this weekend. Is there anything I should do to prepare? It's pretty incredible that in order to find out if I have ADHD, I have to endure an unbearable-sounding 6 hour test. 

Any tips for preparation or the day of to make it not so horrible?

Anyone gone through something similar?",3.9595,5.938975950000002,5.609999999999999,76.215,72.83333333333334,8.8,32.0,9.3871,3.3169000000000004,247,12,43,6,5,84,48,60,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.8086,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,9,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288440223964338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779137466603588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293405189653256,0.0,0.2152948110208344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872626807151722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391202080690542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152951980961532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746364983499608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661663445106007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014114523020287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,deflockaflame,2018/02/13,"This sub helps me a lot Was medicated for a long time, about 6 years but after graduating college I decided it would be best if i went off the meds. It was really just a hassle for me to get them where I was working, I really needed to start eating more (lack of appetite was a big problem) as well as other side effects that started drastically disrupting my daily routine. Being off medication is hard, it's been a long 6 months during which I've moved away, gone through an awful breakup, then moved back home,  and moved back away from home. I think the most challenging part of going off my medication is my anxiety to make decisions and the lack of trust I have in myself (and the lack of trust my family has in me) because I am not medicated. However I'm determined to make this work and this sub has helped me a lot. It's almost like having a support group in your pocket. So thanks, yall are pretty chill.

TLDR: thanks yall. ",6.507243243243241,5.928589697297298,7.443378378378379,74.6477702702703,65.54054054054055,10.85945945945946,31.47297297297297,10.355215969177356,3.0290108108108122,734,24,144,16,10,248,117,185,0.067,0.7190000000000001,0.214,0.986,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,5,7,10,0,0,12,1,16,5,0,3,0,24,30,10,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,10,4,1,0,4,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,7,1,20,9,24,20,9,28,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,5,12,105,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810343388535145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022649710382784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216237056446737,0.18138262786037854,0.0,0.07189729669801266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377448491976722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068570188000492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118668738330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162063978891748,0.0,0.06703004058017803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056542592200216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811015816739835,0.0,0.2366140053190887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057621263640335985,0.0,0.0,0.20875267023580807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005427863071288,0.0,0.0,0.15745647823713418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100870164858947,0.475262895352265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414142072376687,0.3760660020537344,0.0,0.08745365191877963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772137705133493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199909973799024,0.0,0.11285605395342382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111532349444806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696211121834958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338409490455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171731593086362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557346798893558,0.0,0.0,0.06877383566768297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604542081322156,0.1093348575405319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172862615670778,0.0,0.0,0.08378371783530879,0.0,0.0,0.07595178278709687
adhd,Oregonono,2018/02/13,What new human powers might I gain when I start using adderall for the first time in my life? Would it be possible I can do things like public speaking or multitasking for the first time in my life? Or be decent at math? Or am I hoping for way too much?,3.0042307692307686,4.311914807692311,4.23,87.89000000000001,74.0,6.7384615384615385,20.69230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.3993692307692309,198,4,42,2,4,65,38,52,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.8645,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,6,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,8,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519709190499561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638780703667821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753122715981599,0.12979678681418794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28184223412783105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530380289453,0.0,0.0,0.2565933412820641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995118782987189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804816301082164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765045707966239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30983780370631914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294603767041849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088272600883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872993536290733,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,plane_jane,2018/02/13,"Thinking about the genetics of ADHD and passing it on to future kids Lately, I've been thinking a lot about the genetics of disorders like ADHD and passing them on to any kids I might have. I have ADHD, depression, and anxiety. (I saw a comment in another thread here calling it the ""un-holy trinity"", which is so clever and accurate.) ""Coincidentally"", my mom and brother have all three too. I've always looked forward to and been excited about being pregnant and having biological children, but lately I've been struggling with the feeling that it would be selfish of me to have kids knowing that ADHD/mental illness run in my family and knowing the overwhelming pain and difficulties that come from living with said problems. 

It's not a bridge I'm crossing anytime soon, but it's still been on my mind. Has anyone struggled with similar guilt for wanting to have kids but not wanting to pass on ADHD, etc? Just wondering if anyone has felt/does feel the same way!",10.149101123595509,8.403839724719102,9.859410112359553,64.00518258426966,59.056179775280896,12.495505617977527,43.03651685393258,11.20814326018867,4.984188764044945,773,37,125,16,8,253,106,178,0.168,0.7909999999999999,0.04,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,4,9,0,17,2,0,0,1,36,31,14,0,5,7,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,5,9,13,0,0,7,0,0,7,2,8,0,1,6,5,8,3,23,21,4,19,0,2,2,0,11,7,0,4,7,92,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6967095073040502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647451938669717,0.0,0.0,0.07884575148284602,0.12157717067448995,0.0886966801989723,0.0,0.0,0.1621411843022898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839157048167523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987530669458222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986221440752537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288162554382513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930797158416313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930148426212072,0.0,0.1172493255121775,0.0,0.11132421855644327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743934699919024,0.0,0.2615792852467719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664427809811011,0.0,0.10238048868225376,0.0,0.09736358043561097,0.0,0.0,0.09857126206964104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299803625018882,0.11707017366642368,0.1357919627926297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233723647028072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094254622902926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028909291390306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259285858675914,0.0,0.0,0.2424192418907958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858419504036158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677329991003626,0.09203078189625928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573609187390733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823631401556876,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lexton128,2018/02/13,"Recently starting taking Vyvanse and finals week just started. Seeking advice for a smoother transition. Hi all! My first time posting on here so I'll try to briefly explain my situation. I'm midday through my Sophomore year of college and after realizing my depression was a result of my undiagnosed ADD I decided to start the process for professional help. Telling the first person was tremendously hard, but I did it. I saw a psychologist over my Winter Break and he told me it was very clear I had clinical depression, social anxiety, ADD, and an eating disorder with ADD most likely being the trigger for most. However, I would need to come back for another session for an unofficial diagnosis and my next session isn't until after this term. 


I explained the importance to him that I was close to losing my scholarship I desperately needed. Last week I found out that my GPA was coming to the point where I might lose it and the best option was to take a ""medical withdrawal"" and come back the following year. For me this was frustrating because I made incredible progress that was difficult to fight my depression and eating disorder and knew I'd be getting the medication I needed after break. I told my professors everything and they allowed extensions to make coming next term possible. 


I knew I needed medication so I got some of my friend's 40mg vyvanse (I know the guidelines no prescription=recreational, but I'm only using it because I need to). Since my finals are this week and this is a pretty important term, I had some questions and concerns to maybe help my transition quicker


Questions:

     1.) How much water do you recommend increasing the intake by? I was really turned off my first time because of the comedown and realized it was most likely a dehydration headache. 

     2.) I try and eat a decent sized meal before, but do you guys have any tips on still eating with the suppressed appetite of vyvanse? Especially important for my eating disorder. 

    3.) Will using it before I get my official diagnosis affect that process at all as long as I go into my next session not on it? 

   4.) Is there a thing as too much in the beginning? Of course there is. But for example today I had a lot to do and took 20mg probably 5 hours in between each and I'm just concerned that's too much. 


Hopefully you guys can turn a blind eye to me not having a prescription and offer some advice. Any other general things that you have learned from your own experiences with Vyvanse would be incredibly useful. I didn't know how amazing it would be. It actually allows me to direct my attention, but the most important thing is that my social anxiety is just gone. First day I took it, I finally came out to all of my close friends about my mental health. I opened up to professors that I was too afraid to talk to, and even managed to talk to some girls I had always wanted to but never had the courage to. i never realized how much social anxiety had an affect on my life until Vyvanse. 

TL;DR: Incredibly stressful and important part in my academic career. Using Vyvanse without presciption (will have one in the next few weeks). Questions and concerns for experienced ADHDers to help my transition during this time. ",5.436242393137327,7.396636204047217,6.391402962093995,72.2002417699245,68.91568296795953,9.878275533396877,33.296026101620356,10.176274734539398,3.878503658626,2571,121,423,70,46,852,275,593,0.117,0.795,0.08800000000000001,-0.9621,2,0,0,0,1,0,60.0,0,5,1,8,20,18,2,2,30,0,44,15,1,15,6,110,91,36,0,10,12,0,1,2,2,6,7,0,0,4,27,38,7,1,16,0,1,11,8,10,0,5,31,5,67,8,71,50,25,78,0,5,3,0,33,20,0,15,46,315,94,13,0.0,0.0,0.057517885836660725,0.0,0.0,0.11519287036526712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049043609942268925,0.0,0.0,0.0801637635701552,0.06180474776499919,0.1352690455834202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064393773317682,0.0,0.10778960744953447,0.0,0.10030885106023113,0.0,0.061854913209547766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741276933032853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030897117926037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038012050545989134,0.0,0.15229731713126002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265437920071025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015566423184877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038929955783451285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297234463922336,0.0576555800026954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370085976534945,0.0,0.20054064095675386,0.0,0.06462573298300449,0.09107529672718856,0.0,0.06158844980903781,0.0,0.03349751239285685,0.0,0.047140479260584164,0.0,0.0,0.116721656922417,0.0,0.0,0.05279953326818327,0.0,0.0,0.06265149648954038,0.0,0.0,0.11852067230170807,0.0,0.0,0.05854168391743015,0.058044984162851365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478483298241305,0.04804475851083307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163175125483639,0.05759116289286604,0.0,0.0,0.05216090500423928,0.0,0.1318797411608704,0.0,0.05010950621151518,0.0,0.05577137235668941,0.039343556153565364,0.0,0.05921412806649514,0.0,0.0,0.17813048361373873,0.05939863619724298,0.06252705638615601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733135835203217,0.2185199176066297,0.09091782161708832,0.0,0.250737567400449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039939927685799285,0.04482726479986592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382732836767846,0.0,0.0,0.051464982845614286,0.0,0.0,0.055718269463454685,0.06644708931101326,0.05644915789782426,0.05996415766684085,0.06354833621042534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980821320306694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775909560617784,0.0,0.058197098654364475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048756580695530426,0.06625212148439896,0.0,0.18024869346676456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251561689639221,0.0,0.04707033596888642,0.0,0.06751668370077522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863255053179715,0.09474904047831573,0.05151700701053806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174732873314777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310686339926392,0.0,0.055869149185399286,0.1126412482366338,0.13097117608945766,0.08003410130914385,0.12822170330967445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362430005524,0.0,0.04863247427695385,0.034764912092579585,0.0,0.18911556825799636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056816993202664985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256099251417352,0.0,0.0,0.07591210636750573
adhd,chapsrl1982,2018/02/14,"Diagnosed todAy at 35 Hi
First of all I would like to say that english is not my first language, sorry for any mistakes.

TodAy I had the results from 8 hours of test, questionnary, interview etc

I have ADD without physical hyperactivity. I Will see a doctor in 2 days for medication.  The neuropsychologist wrote on the report to take in consideration that I have mild anxiety for the medication, and  told me about stratterra ( which I Heard really bad review) my main problem is innatention and I absolutely don't want a medication that Will lower my libido and energy or change my personality

Any similar story? Advices?
  ",6.133020202020202,8.558467190909091,8.056666666666667,59.069444444444464,68.0,11.434343434343436,33.13131313131313,11.20814326018867,4.7875555555555565,501,23,76,18,9,176,80,110,0.146,0.812,0.042,-0.8574,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,0,9,5,0,1,1,15,15,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,3,12,1,14,8,3,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,7,55,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847362898667714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448465376492944,0.0,0.1318904947660977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395221970535546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238320864288948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118792474570943,0.0,0.0,0.17498896062788566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646535042978964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227881259115476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932977486728697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697856663416965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422910358390999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210442089410262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053869910949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496972919316633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044801373307503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710456262291545,0.0,0.0,0.13738565287545976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299495308132775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962822600989085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268423916103863,0.16474179177791198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168981609830063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619370630511748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247262559607001,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,coffeecreamer06,2018/02/14,"Just asked for a doctors appointment... And the receptionists asks why I want to see a doctor. So I tell her, I'm feeling foggy and I have been having trouble focusing. She proceeds to act differently from then on and kind of makes it seem like she doesn't want to give me the appointment. She asks for tons of questions I normally would answer in paperwork and I guess comes to the conclusion that I'm full of shit and kind of giggles and I end up hanging up because at that point I'm so overwhelmed that I probably will have this same reaction everywhere I go.",4.6703636363636365,6.0478765363636375,5.54159090909091,79.82238636363638,70.0,9.5,31.931818181818183,9.827888789773867,3.160636363636364,449,20,86,11,8,147,72,110,0.061,0.846,0.093,-0.1473,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,5,0,7,3,1,1,0,20,23,9,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,2,13,4,16,20,3,14,0,1,1,0,10,7,1,3,4,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878989083814089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604691332564213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498546861803204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175547979613932,0.0,0.3561192981337896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408057568772093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796148648239749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668822363948791,0.09886781882046616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916410918819292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36231372285814223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499008212571071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612240144653295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044790224362824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644523242710243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875627454692483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487962878656465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386268810180026,0.15837040188495638,0.0,0.0,0.17857167000655516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152052309304517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052170913331188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697556057850834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235791200982198,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Runrunfun,2018/02/14,"I'm looking for recommendations for Organizational coaching/programs/courses. Hi guys, I'm looking for professional resources to help me with my organizational skills. Whether its a one-on-one coaching situation or a some professional course or even info about mental health professionals that might focus on ADHD and organization.

For a bit of context, I'm in my 30's and work a technical sales job. The difference between me now and when i was first diagnosed it 18 is pretty huge. I've come a long way with the help of my family but recent events made me realize that I can still do a lot to improve how I handle my day to day organization. Specifically, I hate taking time off because I'm always worried that something i didn't take care of with a client or coworker is going to come back and bite me in the ass. Or that i wont be able to make up for the time off because being disorganized means it takes me longer to get some things done.

Anyways, I've realized that this is another step that I can take to help me along and I wanted to see if you guys had any courses/programs/coaches you might recommend.

Thanks",7.195,7.054837388888894,8.037407407407407,69.49833333333333,64.0,10.903703703703703,35.592592592592595,10.504223727775694,3.6949703703703705,900,38,166,20,12,304,129,216,0.08800000000000001,0.809,0.103,0.0279,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,5,8,3,1,0,11,0,15,3,1,3,0,33,37,14,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,11,11,0,0,4,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,5,3,20,2,28,27,4,24,0,0,3,1,10,7,1,10,12,108,31,7,0.12627900144651166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176282000963667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507424520338828,0.0,0.0,0.08587405127510124,0.132414543485635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710075737479301,0.0,0.15395701440495524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786396360496056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874985802898867,0.0,0.0,0.21755635647845886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287901826372256,0.0,0.0,0.1281705283161113,0.0,0.13193467939621584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922726161263196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340608948979385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190446040204476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741285412074499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597556628222405,0.0,0.07176726662278288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250072129976744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246743703060106,0.0,0.1342286734653169,0.0,0.0,0.25392645846746503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531242376608856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175294251172983,0.212085114071724,0.0,0.0,0.10735789124999856,0.0,0.11948824446720868,0.08429221403806292,0.0,0.0,0.13755485253306268,0.0,0.0,0.12725953231996573,0.26792412965924883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556991950640082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847114259160464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468527951618337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062801475543752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194288850863387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721574474734372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084657367642023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797843738885631,0.0,0.0,0.11626073841303948,0.0,0.0,0.08389415741381788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726860250458018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448262682926295,0.1002343935445456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193261702870896,0.12824245569753265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JonseySarah,2018/02/14,"Can’t see past the fog For the past month or so I feel like my head is fogged up. No break to it or anything, it’s all the time. Things I’ve loved doing for years, like reading (fanfiction) seems pointless. Why do I need to do my homework it doesn’t matter, I’m one person. It never goes away. I feel like I hit the autopilot, turned off my emotions, and went to sleep.",0.05256410256410149,2.1939673333333367,1.5566666666666649,99.33833333333335,87.20512820512822,4.4923076923076914,17.641025641025642,5.82211442006289,-0.5746512820512826,284,7,67,2,9,91,55,78,0.028,0.802,0.17,0.8789,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,0,2,10,16,4,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,7,4,8,14,1,11,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,9,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772423791955438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149302421968736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292669834839145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061122604932588,0.2912141813141815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917530916243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29872445283101506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839530339345489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268499171866746,0.0,0.0,0.15112791509616608,0.15719643518732074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381118496281036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891332725130751,0.0,0.1779653690863754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038724149889258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241596722827328,0.18554757788379592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039644535310217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540713045250616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118847482861849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169465034937355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894064118423265,0.1839133746307682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125163247740795
adhd,fantabas28,2018/02/14,"Adhd in university, need advice on medication I've shown nearly all symptoms for as long as I can remember. I believe I'm a smart dude but these symptoms just prevent me from reaching my full potential, only been able to reach 60- 70% because I love memorizing.


  In high school my parents put me through an intense tuiton schedule and this boosted my grades a bit and got into a decent university, it was at this point my adhd symptoms became very apparent. I have  the will to start but cannot sit down and focus.

 I tried going to the library but I just embarassed myself there cause I was doing the same. And again like most people on this subreddit my sense of time is busted. I also struggle with movies and  videogames as I can't maintain focus.

The worst thing is I can't focus in class, I start looking at everyone in class and they get the wrong impression.

FUCK ADHD

Looking for advice from other uni students

 What was your medication schedule?

 How did you integrate it into a your study program?

Did you see an improvement?

What disadvantages did you find in taking meds?(Healthwise and lifestyle)

Can you only take the drugs on specific days to study more complex content or is it a full time thing?

I am a bit cautious of medications as my family has  history of HBP but at this point it's the only thing I can turn to as I have getting organised to no avail.






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adhd,tex_ican,2018/02/14,"My doctor referred me to go to a phycologist if I only wanted medication and then back to her? I thought phyciatrist prescribe meds? Why would she say that? I went to see her for adhd and social anxiety. I ended up leaving with a Zoloft prescription and a referral to a phycologist

What is the alternative to meds for adhd anyways?",3.868118279569895,6.467532048387097,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,75.29032258064517,9.29462365591398,31.30107526881721,9.725611199111238,3.8011204301075288,265,13,43,8,6,94,44,62,0.048,0.952,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,10,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509890674422245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228287977822625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631189070603727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712940951208945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788885966965407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056134690106644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462059176561067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712688636260397,0.2137039389347834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133841100735186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869845922285628,0.0,0.0,0.16904432293154414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624516478169487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841168671031767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251228621881886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966514949749377,0.1914190607184439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506947897267244,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zjwester,2018/02/14,"Lurker who needs the typical school advice Hey everyone i have been lurking on this subreddit for quite a while. So to start things off, I am a terrible student. If it is something to do with my hands or something I am really interested in I will sit down and do it. On the other hand if its something like focusing in my math lecture i loose all focus and can never stay with the professor. What has helped some of you that are not the best at math focus in class? any and all advice is welcome.
Also, thank you to everyone in this community! Almost every post is relatable and helpful.",3.440526315789473,5.535845684210528,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,74.6140350877193,8.41964912280702,27.18947368421053,9.120678840339163,2.507922105263158,464,18,85,11,10,156,80,114,0.08199999999999999,0.779,0.139,0.7916,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,0,13,2,2,0,3,16,16,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,5,16,14,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,5,4,70,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38101009828731053,0.0,0.0,0.19521648349438284,0.0,0.0,0.15590321666867132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257419204893314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045903230537857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425565016617014,0.3725703936863236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613447218828792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952438053011117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455459790355393,0.15035916737100344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671033311946125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735567881572675,0.0,0.0,0.1248913815805706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730205055328567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45025122104788745,0.0,0.0,0.13798818186981993,0.20779312299531946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948580779942833,0.0,0.0,0.12951758967481886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,typeadhd,2018/02/14,"HELP! ADHD + acid reflux symptoms I just got prescribed 10 mg dexedrine and it is such a dream for focus. By far the best medication I have tried for my ADHD it helps just enough that I forget I took it only to realize I have completed all my work successfully and gone through my entire task list.

The problem is I also have GERD aka acid reflux disease and I was told dexedrine will not trigger my acid reflux. It did this morning so horrendously that I have not been able to eat lunch because of the discomfort. I am already on a prescription H+ blocker for GERD and I am on an acid reducing diet.

How do I stop this symptom of acid reflux/heartburn etc.? I really want to stick to these meds but don't want to chance esophageal cancer!
Please note, I have tried already, Adderall, Vyvanse, and caffeine/coffee for ADHD and they all cause acid reflux as well.

TL;DR New 10 mg dexedrine prescription that triggers my GERD (acid reflux disease). I need help to fix this because it can lead to esophageal cancer.",4.693125000000002,6.5095658125000035,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000005,70.5625,7.203333333333332,29.9875,7.793537801064563,2.0326600000000004,804,33,145,10,15,252,110,192,0.121,0.767,0.112,-0.6867,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,7,5,0,1,6,0,16,8,0,5,2,26,23,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,12,6,3,2,1,1,0,3,3,2,1,0,7,7,20,3,18,15,5,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,93,32,3,0.14019896369433174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054757287186693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094260854095534,0.11211706061386664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092797397666062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471301628085089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402295529602133,0.0,0.0,0.14699594603659932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345854056895788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486300704156488,0.15635890444153522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212991868542944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819172302909733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557294430704595,0.14123570624298906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395575512472842,0.0,0.1354050327710252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662762949680056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538963611777363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415147397184854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981504614222734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721261134249325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914408090056977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396611790453086,0.15576620725327728,0.19037178689354955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538596243362613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605570557986914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206651533107222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iniflonra,2018/02/14,"Why did you stop taking your meds? Having only recently been diagnosed, I haven't started taking meds yet, but will be doing so soon (I hope).  Given how transformative I've heard they can be, I'm looking forward to it like a kid on Christmas Eve.  

That said, I've seen a number of people talk about how they haven't been taking their meds since however long ago, and I'm curious as to why?  If you're forced to stop taking them because of a bad reaction or cost or whatever that's one thing, but I'm interested in those of you who made the conscious decision to stop of your own accord.  Why was that?  Do you feel like you're better off as a result?

Just to add, I'm making no judgement here whatsoever - this is pure curiousity",4.355136986301371,5.249071500000003,5.702630136986303,80.18175342465756,70.30136986301369,8.853698630136988,26.928767123287678,9.120678840339163,2.0697501369863014,573,18,114,11,10,193,98,146,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.117,-0.3421,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,4,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,5,1,21,32,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,8,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,9,5,11,5,15,20,1,14,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,4,13,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709901636575785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971753308353653,0.08740400941038033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680925280992034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455291674286228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249797614240892,0.1024317462664342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424101454608463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009788130454542,0.0,0.0,0.1268880833612547,0.1204043179050497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356710077057144,0.0957082403485153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477793449168091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715899049731404,0.10904806410701924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940265347131112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157189766623107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638860593717667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186066283781196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014861379378466,0.0,0.0,0.3596199713755485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312200664265801,0.1152445892726968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525627334894922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38813840809884576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dognotdogyesdog,2018/02/14,"Terrible doodling My hand is restless and wants to move, but I don't have the patience or talent to create actual art so I end up with loads of ugly squiggles / lines / shapes in the margin / on the page that I'm meant to be writing on

[Exhibit A](https://imgur.com/a/vMfAN)
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adhd,janeylicious,2018/02/14,"[US PSA/Reminder] Tax season! Deadline is April 17. ## The 2018 deadline for most people to file 2017 taxes or file for an extension is __Tuesday April 17__

Now is the time to gather up the tax documents you've been receiving (and probably expect some more) and find someone to do your taxes or start filling out your own forms.

# Set a calendar reminder in x days/weeks on a convenient day for you to do all of this!

The sooner you do it (once you have everything you're expecting to get) the better. Many CPAs and volunteer orgs and help, including calling the IRS for questions, will be swamped the closer you get to April 17.

Also obligatory reminder that filing an extension does not lengthen the time you have to _pay_ your taxes. If you owe money, you still have to pay by April 17 to avoid penalties.

Link dump:

* Free assistance filing taxes for many folks (lower income, disabilities!!!, older folks, etc.): https://www.irs.gov/individuals/free-tax-return-preparation-for-you-by-volunteers
* Many people can also file federal taxes for free: https://www.irs.gov/filing/free-file-do-your-federal-taxes-for-free
* How to find someone to prepare your taxes! https://www.irs.gov/newsroom/ten-tips-for-choosing-a-tax-preparer",7.797196000930015,11.971729203208554,6.1327412229714025,65.57512206463615,72.475935828877,7.102441292722622,25.777493606138112,8.18289091462,2.3100771448500352,999,33,133,18,23,294,112,187,0.032,0.899,0.069,0.8469,3,1,0,0,0,0,79.0,1,11,0,1,5,5,1,1,12,0,13,0,0,1,1,20,17,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,14,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,5,23,14,7,21,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,6,13,83,15,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157452278218963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017238004433864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733825665220291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950555178274887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859122318630014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936946181054307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526033388260914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103842765716669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742471355559233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381190466041438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164450391120501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082914479990636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354328682447949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307077681008024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902124269782872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877382966333573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018377632489458,0.0,0.13560076446378805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980209575112624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042458799561961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620157525930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HikeSkiHiphop,2018/02/14,"I’m really proud of myself. So I’m in college and (I believe due to my ADHD compounded with a visual tracking problem) structuring my thoughts into an essay is one of the most difficult things for me to do. I’ve kinda BS’d my way through simple papers in 100s level classes and scraped by with low C’s after almost always appealing to the the professors humanity and just trying to show them in other ways that I know the info. But anyway those BS essays have stopped flying with my professors as I’ve hit higher classes and this semester I was assigned my first long research paper. After lots of tears, help, and hard work I’ve finally written a solid research paper that I’m happy to have my name on. I know a paper might not sound like much to some people but I hope maybe you guys get how much of a victory this is for me. ",4.91,5.746114666666667,6.279393939393941,76.75909090909094,69.0,8.666666666666668,29.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.471,660,24,118,11,11,224,109,165,0.057,0.871,0.07200000000000001,0.6646,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,4,7,0,0,9,0,7,1,0,1,0,28,17,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,9,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,16,4,25,12,5,16,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,7,8,83,23,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368181231488473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731904070505896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396298868700598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201004295985824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586075410405114,0.0,0.16761226836270265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295149879032668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951123880973174,0.0,0.20976544035773287,0.17651982156535806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207975292912186,0.0,0.0,0.19571702550384926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165891713495171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626961800925757,0.0,0.0,0.1743847544497948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752650161237326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796514615678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904095459007288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897116787232599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352748541584178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366109949655498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855208160556272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262365101793095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474423429509755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091254432826654,0.0,0.0,0.15643721904998673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378532354136435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128212951324303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345614966510356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,babrii97,2018/02/14,"I always forget to take my pill! Any tips so I can stop forgetting my Concerta, I forget it almost every day ",-0.4822727272727256,1.5372966818181837,3.1822727272727285,82.0434090909091,104.9090909090909,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.7532363636363639,85,2,15,2,4,31,18,22,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.6778,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695664875995939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39018801439021705,0.0,0.0,0.3188890435502737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024215905578564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950944476424579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39204716977042425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35257762370114953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,freddy8,2018/02/14,"Today I was applying for a job an it asked for voluntary disability disclosure. I said no I did not have a disability. I want to be judged based on my skills, education and experience. I am also worried about any bias towards me having adhd. Seems like there is also an incentive in the US to hire those with disabilities. Although I am not familiar with the matter. What is you thinking about that matter? ",4.016071428571428,6.463418539473686,6.033759398496244,71.14131578947371,74.13157894736842,9.606015037593986,29.27819548872181,9.957137785484203,3.5091300751879704,323,14,55,10,7,112,58,76,0.095,0.8079999999999999,0.097,0.0459,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,10,1,11,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284563509535817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371196302804248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585499084446044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555008328869326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673421709836587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712104416400853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352173819544044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599731497037843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880422291053295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751211301148292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590587005375071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287491132014524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120082518382048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775518340596416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fishsocks,2018/02/14,"Schedule II drugs & Mail Order pharmacies Tl;dr  Does the DEA not allow 90-day mail order scripts for Schedule II stimulants? Do you get a 90-day mail order supply for your medication?


I was diagnosed in my early 20s. After some variations I’ve been on my current medication regime for about 12 years now. It works well for me and the routine of one pill daily fits. Along with that I’ve established a routine (and financial benefit) from the 90-day pill supply from mail order pharmacies. 

I moved across the country to Indiana last year and had to find a new doctor. I chose a GP based solely on her availability. One year on, I get the feeling she doesn’t want to treat me. She hasn’t directly said so, but she has been making it exceedingly annoying to get my medication. 

There was the first office visit, it went well, but then she told me that I would have to see a nurse when I come to pick up my quarterly 90-day scripts. She said she wants to check my blood pressure. It was annoying to sit in the office waiting for a nurse to take my blood pressure, a task I could have done at any grocery store kiosk. But it only added 30 minutes to my morning three times each year. 

At this year’s office visit things changed. My doctor told me the DEA no longer allows for 90-day scripts for Schedule II drugs. Granted, our nation suffers from a opioid epidemic, also a Sch. II drug so the notion seems plausible. But it was the way she said it that makes me doubt her. I pressed her on it and she said the new regulation was released in mid-2017. 

She gave me 3 separate 30-day scripts. Now I have to spend a great deal of time going to an actual pharmacy because the mail-order no longer offers any financial benefit. 

To add to this she told me that rather than annual medications checkups, I have to do semi-annual checkups. 

The third thing: when in for new scripts I found out that the “blood pressure check” will now cost $33. 

I found out about this new $33 fee today and I am not pleased. I have that semi-annual checkup next month where I plan on find out more. I live in a smaller city and if I leave her services I don’t want to be blacklisted by the local medical community. 

At this point I don’t believe she wants to treat me (out of state ADHD diagnosis) and has been increasing my fees to deter me from continuing my medication. 

What type of doctor do you see for your medication? Should I drop the GP and find a Psychiatrist?
What about the Schedule II 90-day mail order thing- is this BS?
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adhd,SFspammer,2018/02/14,"(rant) adhd and depression is just too much quick disclaimer i’m drunk


so i’m on strattera and ssris, been on strattera for a couple of years, and on antidepressants for a couple of months. this combination have always been hard to deal with but it kept getting worse as i grew up, thus starting antidepressants lately as it became too much to deal with, like life threatening type of stuff if you know what i mean. 

today is wednesday. monday night i couldn’t sleep at all. i was having a depression episode and i know it’ll only get worse from there. managed to survive uni on tuesday without sleep. until this, my adhd was actually pretty under control, the usual stuff. tuesday night i decided to start on the sleeping meds that my psychiatrist prescribed for me two months ago that i threw in my wardrobe cause i only do anything fruitful at night. 

slept for 10 hours. come today, i have an early lecture. had a good breakfast, pretty nice morning cigarette, was there on time and got some good coffee. great morning and a nice start for a long day. oh boy i was wrong

20 mins into calculus i was literally begging my brain to stop making suicide plans

it was like there’s me and then there’s my brain. im focusing on calculus but my brain is making a very detailed suicide plan and i couldn’t stop it no matter what. 

the thing is, when this happen it always amazes me how smart my brain can be when it comes to this. i really wish i was that smart.

one of the ways i usually cope with suicidal ideation is by questioning it, as i have a perfectionist trait and any doubt about the plan’s success is enough. but nope, this only made it “better”. it was like pointing out flaws to myself only helped my brain on it’s task seeking death. 

sometimes internally shouting at my background thoughts to stop works, but nope. my brain only got even more convinced, and his plan got more detailed and smarter. i had 9 hours of lectures today. after the second hour the plan was 100% complete. every thing. every single thing thought out and planned and i was on autopilot, not in control anymore

as a last hope i went and took a nap, i had a 15 minute panic attack in the process, and woke up still the same. my friends would not pick up which made everything worse

i just was like you know your plan we have all night and stuff so let’s enjoy a couple of hours it would not matter. i played some video games and then i was way too out of control

it’s like i was reading a script, going on autopilot. begging my brain to stop but it wouldn’t. thankfully the idiot’s plan contained alcohol, and drunk me is very chill and alcohol pretty much nullifies my adhd. 

so i’m on my way home now, drunk. very drunk i think. 

so anyways in short it started out as usual adhd depression thoughts in the background that i couldn’t stop, just some distractions. but it’s like my brain is becoming immune to my coping mechanisms, evolving. jesus christ it’s horrible

anyone ever been through something similar? 

honestly i just wanted to get this off my chest cause my friends are ignoring me and i got nothing to do and i know as soon as i sober up it’s gonna be back to shit

cheers y’all and happy valentines day i guess

edit: yeah also i relapsed and cut for the first time this year ending a 47 day clean streak. sober me would be proud. i’m sure this will not trigger any bad thoughts/s",2.6429766563523813,5.117998227134149,3.3742391700036407,88.30989443028759,78.92378048780488,6.050564251911175,24.425191117582823,7.258068376089391,1.1353248816891155,2671,96,513,35,67,842,297,656,0.155,0.659,0.18600000000000005,0.9778,0,0,4,0,0,2,63.0,1,4,0,17,28,41,4,3,27,1,49,24,14,13,4,104,93,48,4,11,16,0,1,6,2,7,4,1,2,1,39,34,8,11,11,9,0,7,12,13,0,4,34,3,63,28,73,45,13,98,2,3,0,0,14,32,1,8,62,333,102,10,0.0,0.0,0.04757727798264229,0.0,0.2343733387661931,0.0,0.04321784890633094,0.1042072889966243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898888957833909,0.08113516098703233,0.0,0.0,0.06630935070080649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048351280859564666,0.03409022189129545,0.0,0.04012073096099108,0.0,0.0,0.05546518763690487,0.0,0.03748913716352135,0.04070790163594753,0.0,0.053845423023144025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311931976005722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43540842648966616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016843235164412,0.0,0.08399522629196464,0.05111807852529115,0.0,0.16404667266783746,0.0,0.1618375049193214,0.0,0.09432769663957644,0.10052732604384773,0.12597632349946702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318194229345999,0.05037634553211949,0.0,0.03220183254685436,0.04410116132671298,0.08215539799358114,0.0,0.0438173262044045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041470482106695336,0.0,0.0,0.07533508310869177,0.0,0.07641651169357516,0.0,0.027708258668752227,0.08178578351173907,0.15597344397427562,0.053751916747559185,0.053708486834013185,0.0,0.0431133698484076,0.05189998337194607,0.04367438119662232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032679057947304364,0.0,0.04890465534023261,0.048424136749760184,0.19205311925799934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052663136549101035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717660995455894,0.03974135693669528,0.054997105853154836,0.0,0.0,0.04985469449036448,0.034436686494013886,0.14291367249199627,0.0,0.0,0.04314612474214274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226521620154574,0.06508790372648887,0.0,0.0,0.05310785284830979,0.05415516627644658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783062084641917,0.0,0.10752031852401472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301087017361084,0.0,0.04678117792691919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033037254663882895,0.18539965504307174,0.0,0.057202803503108135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608868278821382,0.0,0.0,0.14880230854166118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461610489752975,0.0,0.048767610534986364,0.0,0.0312333278926475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004570832535096,0.0,0.0,0.1463688802625283,0.0,0.0,0.03753353205289371,0.04821936495870847,0.0,0.1380345088702532,0.0,0.038935340312885376,0.2038043780223769,0.0,0.0,0.16743642886631818,0.1599882567709549,0.0,0.045950460940945084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488651671660561,0.0,0.0,0.09717080462199763,0.03123986173076148,0.0,0.11611668328588652,0.05685818513097956,0.0,0.13864045954310275,0.0,0.05416795108061887,0.0,0.0,0.0476259810148773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108830672093885,0.12068249974776875,0.028756618269452163,0.11609696040546025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519583291346094,0.0,0.0,0.05606517332812929,0.04699751808363802,0.0,0.035493796163586264,0.0,0.1490547480743405,0.1039012167939964,0.05330530128068543,0.0,0.06279249201111475
adhd,gringowey,2018/02/14,"Ruined my girlfriends valentines day Hey there first time here but I have add and I’m going to get medication this Friday but I’m just so upset with my self I always forget and I can’t remember to do anything I last minute went to get her Valentine’s Day presents yesterday and then I couldn’t wrap them nicely so I was disappointed and got super frustrated, then I had a card I bought a while back but, I kept forgetting to write stuff in it. And then she wanted to exchange presents just now  but I said in just a little and I just blurted out because I haven’t finished your card yet.

So that upset her because she said if she was important that I would remember and I just feel like a fucking idiot with my brain I can’t stand it she understands I’m add but i don’t think she can understand the extent because she doesn’t have it.

I broke down crying trying to tell her my mind just wanders and I always forget and I see her side of the story and I feel horrible but I just hate how I do this and hurt people I care about. I feel like I’m incapable of finishing things or being a boyfriend  or having any relationships

So basically I’m just venting because I feel like such an asshole I couldn’t fucking do such a simple  Task.",1.7888919413919415,4.082625575396829,3.361428571428572,88.22587912087916,80.94444444444444,6.257875457875457,23.184371184371184,7.468242284971852,1.0649982905982904,983,34,199,15,26,324,127,252,0.208,0.6970000000000001,0.095,-0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,21,17,5,2,9,0,19,4,1,1,0,53,46,29,0,5,17,0,4,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,9,16,0,1,9,0,2,2,7,11,0,1,9,7,42,6,15,33,1,26,0,4,1,2,20,6,2,3,20,139,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423968558824424,0.0,0.0,0.0875458572638559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593992397484807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899112617982063,0.0,0.31390853483055803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371353193057582,0.0,0.0,0.13125637519579414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414120060930472,0.1660499658798242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037402199928794,0.2759101064774477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095039800210827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803133271819005,0.1345199725151512,0.0,0.07316444009200883,0.0,0.10296307171469472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710154540520424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378160661075986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493817614201306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868379558549325,0.12902871105481958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968940244546956,0.0,0.0,0.12998809093582375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925031448769889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821580581908166,0.2916687922367183,0.0,0.2449175257870769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258705261619597,0.0,0.13430120115264188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737354080915138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252217564507487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552741859927929,0.08248973778567179,0.0,0.0,0.07506782236819716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740425470816908,0.0,0.0,0.26804037980593903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593266324588005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934087411037818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914513664498656,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AwayHeThrows1989,2018/02/14,"Sometimes I can't even go to the bathroom because my mind is going in a million directions... Even if I have to go really bad, I'll just stand there hovering over the porcelain throne thinking about random things.    
    
This actually happens with a lot of tasks and really hinders my ability to be productive. I feel like my mind is moving so fast that it just stands still.    
    

Haven't been taking my meds since August. Maybe it's time to get back on them.",5.093103448275862,6.218773885057473,5.662701149425288,80.28991379310345,68.77011494252875,9.018390804597699,29.44252873563219,9.2995712137729,2.526066666666667,356,13,67,7,6,115,67,87,0.045,0.894,0.06,0.0697,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,15,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,8,1,10,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.20261591004998356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965385086021025,0.17336150544808138,0.12656868432971047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742739342565356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498343861811077,0.14833016752887762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847755985036744,0.0,0.3540009612225689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836055999324636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143702007330548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651871336220334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085911933564512,0.0,0.23062896332601446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419292114046117,0.0,0.0,0.22067672122639087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26602485149180244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717528178383388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535034637133748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658127523285214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611113503936316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379394523576159,0.1330402512040131,0.0,0.0,0.1210701138504274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vhastings_love96,2018/02/14,"I keep expressing thoughts and feelings completely unrelated to what I'm doing. My boyfriend asked me why I groaned and buried my head in my hands in the middle of a nice conversation we were having. I was having a completely unrelated thought back to when a friend was rude with me over a misunderstanding weeks ago.  I couldn't control my emotions and just ended up expressing it. Stuff like this happens a lot. I'll say things completely out of context or so unrelated to a conversation I'm having  that it just comes off as ""weird"" and out of the blue. I'll react visibly to memories from way back that cross my mind no matter where I am or what I'm doing, and it puts people off sometimes. My thoughts will go from point A to point C, just skipping B. 

I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 12, but my family never mentioned it afterwards because I could make decent grades w/out treatment. Though I remember homework being agonizing and taking me hours because all I could do was sit and think about what I'd rather be doing until I cried (I wasn't allowed to leave the kitchen table until I finished).

As an adult, I feel like ADD affects me much more in my relationships and makes me easily distracted from work. I'm worried about being seen as lazy at my job and being an annoying or weird person to converse with. 

Also, I read somewhere that women are less likely to ""grow out of it"", and sometimes ADD/ADHD can get worse in early adulthood. Is this true for anyone? How has it affected you? I feel like this has happened to me, or maybe having a more stressful lifestyle makes my ADD more visible. I've been considering medication for the first time in my life.",6.5029758976881435,6.773288859813086,6.98960157402853,75.04198229217906,65.38629283489097,9.997770126250208,33.40564026889653,9.811843763644266,3.172946417445483,1328,53,244,26,19,435,177,321,0.123,0.81,0.067,-0.9638,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,3,15,13,2,2,14,0,30,6,2,9,3,57,53,26,0,4,9,0,4,4,1,1,3,1,2,3,17,21,1,2,8,1,0,5,4,6,0,1,12,7,35,7,41,33,7,40,0,0,2,0,15,17,0,5,20,175,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054383028876038,0.0,0.09628780411242156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686583569711183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595178128213584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154791426682548,0.0,0.0,0.1670488831301392,0.0,0.1324312394759699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356916297602272,0.3416676898228679,0.0,0.12183001763438354,0.1734533770170104,0.0,0.11931734990126558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110250136993084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218634173079565,0.09620780547773816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240017010128832,0.0,0.1647692749704387,0.15520069629827418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239473408756856,0.0,0.0,0.08392192009468688,0.0,0.056751074653229476,0.0,0.06173299806696979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921100571010481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147861510010802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697185071828533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077916434351624,0.09654918206066168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501615495924253,0.0,0.0,0.07672369188487653,0.21227099528130827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234745594875662,0.0,0.0,0.21752024277125373,0.0,0.10912648111284086,0.0,0.0,0.10942632268359401,0.0,0.0,0.10967834314564458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985046016970174,0.0,0.08377681363792372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530556490033663,0.09484548133796453,0.0,0.0,0.20536783631824773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919619461286274,0.0,0.0,0.10865247227831737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662053400154387,0.12304877181251983,0.0,0.0,0.08638143090464467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486200193038044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442736808351687,0.0,0.124347435700359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167103584409469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216434596400201,0.06960128194603536,0.1067216219681566,0.2587037702558513,0.06333898991531679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621994279722205,0.08713088059185503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801543205228026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907889399152787,0.11031200771921297,0.11069619572933756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,franticshouting,2018/02/14,"OCD/Obsessions/Intrusive thoughts So, I won’t say these things bring me down too much, because if I’m being honest, this has been my entire life and it’s all I know, so I’ve learned to live with it and only until recently did I realize that other people we’re like this. My husband has told me more than once that my brain “sounds exhausting.” And yes, it once was! But I have been on ADHD medication for about 6 months now and have a new lease on life because of it, so even though my thoughts are still the same, I have more control over them and can at least build a good life around them and in spite of them.

Last night I was telling him how there are certain things that annoy me that I’m realizing now don’t annoy me because of the THING itself, but because I NOTICE it, and it’s the noticing it that gets annoying. 

Most recently, I noticed that when my husband has a handful of some kind of snack, like almonds, he will shake his hand before tossing 2-3 pieces of the snack into his mouth. I didn’t notice it for years. Or I did, but my brain didn’t latch to it. A few days ago, I actually noticed it. And now, every time he has a handful of a snack and he does the hand shake/toss thing, I notice it—in fact, more than notice it, I see him get a handful of the snack and then I predict it before he does it, and THAT is what drives me crazy. It’s like a simple little gesture is suddenly a bright light in my face. Until eventually it isn’t (usually after a few weeks or months of always noticing a thing.) 

When I was a kid, I remember someone once telling me that “step on a crack, break your mother’s back” thing. I’m in my 30s now and I canNOT step on cracks if I am paying attention. It’s not even anxiety. It’s just that my brain notices every crack and it feels like it MAKES me step over them, and if I do step on one, there is definitely a mild rush that makes me worry that I’m going to have bad luck because I stepped on the crack. It fades very quickly because I know it’s so silly, but definitely occupies my mind for enough moments to be annoying.

I do this with so many things. Just countless. I start memorizing the patterns in everyday things and people’s behaviors and once my brain locks in on something, it feels like in any moment, NOTHING ELSE can get in until, for example, my husband finished the maneuver of shaking his hand and then tossing the snack in his mouth. 

The other thing is just intrusive thoughts, usually very bad ones or scary ones. Anytime I’m in a car driving down the highway, at some point I will instantly get a flash in my mind of a worse-case-scenario, like a car that is 4-5 cars in front of me flipping up backwards in the air and smashing down in front of me, on top of the cars in front of me, and then I crash into it. Or if I’m driving past a gas tanker truck, I can’t stop imagining it exploding. I also have severe cancer anxiety, which I won’t even get into.

I KNOW these things are unfounded but it’s like my brain just flips on autopilot and they come in, without my control.

It sounds like it makes my life hell, but really it just annoys me. Especially with my medication and my own little rituals I do to help keep me organized, my life is just fine! I don’t live in hell or anything.

I am seeing a therapist and I think it’s about time I tell her these things. Maybe there is something I can do about it.

But I also hold on to all of it because I feel like it’s a way of keeping my guard up, like the second I stop noticing things or having the intrusive thoughts, something bad will happen and I won’t be prepared or I will be surprised by it and I don’t want that.",3.6246467084317535,4.431984289719626,4.773561415220295,86.49333380404644,71.92389853137516,7.897720036972372,27.487958303378864,8.139509932561175,1.5961935709150663,2839,98,611,40,52,936,283,749,0.105,0.782,0.113,-0.6045,0,0,3,0,0,0,80.0,0,1,5,3,35,33,8,2,37,1,55,28,14,6,4,100,91,59,0,5,26,4,9,10,0,7,9,3,0,1,69,32,5,8,18,0,1,21,13,14,0,4,14,16,87,19,80,66,16,109,3,0,3,0,28,45,2,15,51,425,156,2,0.0,0.0,0.04610367176173793,0.0,0.05677852925991981,0.0,0.04187926684146988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556258128639416,0.03931108492426368,0.0,0.0,0.03212777894270537,0.0,0.07228359881900269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038878075617133113,0.042057489016089585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632798990829887,0.11834117974241087,0.20159802620380296,0.0,0.0804029264429313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637016033223093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040696825319960966,0.0,0.0,0.10597711444025196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0304686981426892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268770034414945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946659322489853,0.0,0.0,0.04881604407499027,0.0,0.09361334532893584,0.0,0.07961080715741806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166449061093857,0.10125412196546596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341611800430348,0.0,0.02685005357430363,0.039626320353777084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177802380284479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166689278934785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398590031450286,0.0,0.04919772169300018,0.07789277973747552,0.03851045190613719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685041242388002,0.2308120362707359,0.09470250302164593,0.08343525545939454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460791399711097,0.047898356895524616,0.04746330092499968,0.0,0.0,0.09518742709713188,0.0,0.0,0.09540665386789518,0.0,0.07541998089560116,0.0,0.034730034189550084,0.0,0.0,0.045628888856554715,0.0,0.04433562324852027,0.0,0.045332229232555206,0.5378800705647105,0.0,0.2012547688628496,0.09604198534571222,0.035931458054257154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510007909877047,0.0655065691066472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044661182675769864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0302659411855109,0.0,0.09329619455992404,0.0,0.05351864025515637,0.0,0.0,0.037570604380798435,0.0,0.0,0.07529526243379576,0.0,0.0,0.053372669367264036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400299855189372,0.10911302927775306,0.0,0.0,0.0334397949955681,0.0,0.03772939995372845,0.07899678625058651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238809361720564,0.0,0.0,0.054854333184692336,0.37664457245754734,0.03027227265171755,0.046417335251934866,0.15002695065845748,0.055097122311267364,0.0,0.0,0.04514400225246268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104065956588575,0.07796307525603632,0.02786594243908001,0.037500366996066105,0.03789656885495234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554186870747192,0.0,0.0,0.047978932011964265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030423813252180607
adhd,bicyclegeek,2018/02/14,"Anyone done the TOVA test? How'd you do? I've been talking to my prescribing doc for awhile about how neither Adderall or Vyvanse has been working for me, and after a lot of go-around, I finally found a specialist in-network who works with adult ADD sufferers.  Today was my second visit, and the plan was to execute to the [TOVA test](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Test_of_Variables_of_Attention) while going through my usual morning routine (usual food, caffeine and meds intake).  So I took it about an hour after having a can of Coke and a 50mg of Vyvanse.  

Guess what?  Even with a dose that high, I'm still ADD.  On a scale of 0 to -10, I was a -2.62.  And that test (20 minutes) was grueling.  Early on, I felt fine, but then my attention started to wander (about 5 minutes in) and kept wandering off-track, and the mental strategy I had developed was impossible to get back on-track.  

By the end, I felt like I had run a marathon using my brain as the shoes.  And I get to do it again in two weeks, but with no meds and no caffeine.  This should be super entertaining.  

Redditors that have done this test, how'd it go?",4.552728873239438,6.103389868544607,5.11361208920188,82.11154489436619,70.50234741784037,8.141901408450705,27.86649061032864,8.660442795831766,2.0680800469483573,874,31,165,15,16,280,130,213,0.039,0.887,0.07400000000000001,0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,0,15,0,19,5,2,2,0,27,32,17,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,14,2,1,4,2,0,5,3,1,0,2,16,2,15,4,28,14,2,26,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,17,113,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598603775704904,0.0,0.0,0.1349355070678471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655321926510274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920986198337945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102314289811274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425207324643335,0.0,0.0,0.1001150608828549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29107503764620163,0.16604499866666336,0.0,0.0,0.1832872939270178,0.16619616082232874,0.0,0.0,0.15838526600468286,0.0,0.2584338018226545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697895753260464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601492337992374,0.0,0.0,0.14927263610914454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405277842345576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288651929912592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673535572851765,0.0,0.15275378457463873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072868542448085,0.0,0.12104944525276627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183170729558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367710313576118,0.0,0.16840742564712868,0.0,0.0,0.14806852939106732,0.0,0.0,0.13091370634130592,0.3338809079973349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158578303660285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069946228747786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HeyFugazi,2018/02/14,"Medication problems (This is going to be a bit convoluted lol I apologise) I first tried Concerta XL and it did give me the motivation to study/work but I felt irritable and got minor cold/flu like symptoms. (Just felt like I’d drunk too much coffee)

Tried Vyvanse and then Dexamphetamine Immediate release and although I feel much better on them, I do not have the focus/motivation to work or study as I do on Ritalin. I always find it hard to get in meals.

does anyone here share the same experiences and have a solution? I am thinking of asking doctor if I can combine the two at low doses 

I’m determined to find the perfect medium in order for my productivity to be sufficient because without medication it’s literally at about 5% lol 
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adhd,kateyi,2018/02/14,"My doctor prescribed 27 mg Concerta and 20 mg Dexedrine Spansule As far as I'm concerned, the Concerta by itself is great. I mentioned in passing to my Dr. that I start to drop off around 3-4 pm, but it's not a big deal because I've accomplished most of my school work by then. She said she was going to prescribe 20 mg Dexerdrine Spansule to take around this time, as needed.

From everything I've read... this seems like overkill. Does this ring true to anyone else? I don't want to take it and be overly stimulated. That would be terrible.",5.008838451268357,5.728031672897201,5.369559412550071,83.7910280373832,68.7196261682243,8.731108144192259,31.173564753004012,8.841846274778883,2.3790891855807743,427,17,86,7,7,136,77,107,0.063,0.797,0.141,0.8647,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,1,13,15,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,3,18,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,48,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562248485561362,0.2289266251931788,0.0,0.3977935132331678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619858535234214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303426820897798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286862630011274,0.19552184159453245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866439859054671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080113213243106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697830269580476,0.0,0.0,0.2463282603517947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915479377467388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566775417528554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234867404080531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212529554560862,0.0,0.0,0.22611932158083145,0.0,0.2033988922636316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581422695966829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359775107517443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028165949738396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178260758927154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265699143936893,0.0,0.0,0.1587156175378744,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dontcallmemonica,2018/02/14,"My inability to pause and think before I speak STILL gets me in trouble at 40. Roses are red, 
Grass is greener,
When I see you,
I think of my weiner.

This is the poem my 5th grade daughter overheard in the hallway yesterday at school. (Pre-adolescents are so romantic.)  Now a normal person might have given her a simple explanation or brushed it off, but NOT ME. She told me about the poem in the car on the way to school this morning, and before I could stop myself I blurted out ""That should actually be *with* their weiners, not *of*.""  And of course she asked why I meant. So now I get to figure out how to explain the concept of thinking with your weiner.  She's not the type to forget about something when she's curious. I'm an awesome mom.",3.852801992528022,5.2477836575342485,4.94252801992528,83.26729140722294,72.01369863013699,7.226899128268991,27.65628891656289,7.686295010490155,1.6289945205479452,578,21,112,7,11,190,96,146,0.061,0.879,0.06,0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,0,10,1,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,1,0,25,21,10,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,22,0,22,14,0,18,0,0,2,0,15,9,0,2,7,83,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.20179692701879354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933204641311664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35192562456526594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510475666658367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160781769102064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219371203421646,0.0,0.2421896088829697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261001001971576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056079837170227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185644526452184,0.16478462557968748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919682145747455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514252939055732,0.17288545684726514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975074887676182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759642951989154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414004639351662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659554903880327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,naeshelle,2018/02/14,"HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Come talk about your partners/family members/friends that make you feel loved! My boyfriend (of almost 3 years) is the most patient man I've ever met. Our relationship has been through some shit, but he is so kind and so gentle and so understanding. He's also hilarious as shit.

He is genuinely a good person and I am so happy I know him. Aw man, I'm getting teary-eyed just thinking about how great he is, lmao.

What about you? Got a story? Want to brag on your loved one? Doesn't have to be a partner, just anyone you truly appreciate! I want to hear it!!",1.5054247491638792,3.964917843478265,3.0460869565217408,88.97963210702343,83.6086956521739,5.625418060200667,21.88963210702341,7.010146845296331,0.6893812709030098,452,15,92,6,13,148,84,115,0.048,0.563,0.388,0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,0,0,12,9,2,0,4,1,10,4,2,2,1,19,25,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,11,7,10,21,2,5,0,0,0,2,21,1,2,3,3,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824897772701764,0.0,0.0,0.1457394517937238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742835981468978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698598197422914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753148949091105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484899017982044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180223426598565,0.0,0.09214740415081847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080028736180125,0.0,0.09521430885101533,0.0,0.0,0.15285656224668495,0.1457561658271673,0.20092326209780906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880015669352653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054008108059548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897777674339212,0.10015584278504977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289623726831233,0.0,0.1216484428011409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234923957967476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912732945440827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956604982485817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37413910346486745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647980963008175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677378791732344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972111746834935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498297732283733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735834825552233
adhd,Aleelal,2018/02/14,"Lately driven to anxious and obessive thoughts when on medication So I have been taking Medikinet for about 2 years now, feeling pretty released after such a long time of being unable to bring anything whatsoever to a statisfying end. Starting out with a dose of 60 mg a day (20-20-20-0) everything went its way, all sunshine and hapiness, me doing what I was incapable to do before.

**TL;DR: I take Medikinet**

Now last year I had an injury, got surgery and the injured joint got immobilized for 2 months, with 6-12 months out from sports.
During this time, mostly since I had nothing to do and studied something in that direction, I read up a lot on medical topics regarding my injury and propably got a bit obsessed or very obsessed about it, to the point where I didnt sleep anymore to guarentee ""the optimal outcome"" of the injury, which I only could by doing certain things, while sleeping would only ruin the results (sounds manic? yeah about right).

**TL;DR: I showed hypomanic and compulsive behavior for some time, propably because of the meds. I think those episodes are actually easy to prevent, by simply doing sports, which I couldn't in the time it happened**

I think medication had a lot to do with it, since it allowed me to get so very focussed on that topic and also, maybe as a downside of highened selfcontrol, made me experience my anxious fantasies physically and interpret anythingthing as some dangerous sign, rather than just some minor after effect of the injury that can to be expected. 
So as you might imagine, once level headed again, this whole thing scared me a lot, I mean I basicly had some compulsive, manic episode, which might have been a result of the meds. So I lowered the dose afterwards and didn't really feel safe taking the medication in the doses I did before anymore. Additionally I feel myself getting more cramped and concerned with the remains of my innjury when I'm on my meds. Theres definitly an aftermath to that injury, the joint isnt fully mobile yet and there are muscular inbalances, resulting in some tension, but on meds I often experience them as more handicapping than they really are, mostly because I can stay focussed on those concerns when on meds, while without them I'd just get distracted after 10 seconds. So when taking meds I often find myself getting obsessed with ""fixing the problem"" again, which is a thing that didnt happen before the injury. Before the injury I'd just focus on the task at hand.

**TL;DR: While on meds I can and do remain focussed on anxious thoughts, resulting in experiencing them far stronger, while without meds Im just hopping from one thought to the next.**

Well thing is, the medication was actually working, it has been removing a lot of the struggles I have had prior to taking it, yet now I feel uncomfortable taking higher doses and to be honest the dose I am taking at the moment isnt really doing its job (around 10 mg a day). So in the end I want to have the ""almost-ADHD-free"" time back I had when first taking the meds, but am concernced with taking higher doses. Suggestions?

**Is anyone else experiencing problems with physical discomfort while on meds or anxious thoughts taking over?** 

**Anyone else having experiences with hypomanic episodes when on meds?**

**How do you go about such problems?**

So since the first advice will be ""go talk to a doctor"": Yeah I will, I recently moved to a new city and need to get my shit together and find a new doc here (one that does more than just filling out prescriptions  and marketing magical vodoo spirit training (I don't even know how a medical professional can be into this ""alternative medicine"" stuff while still prescribing psychopharmaka, i guess theres a reason he is the only one I could get an appointment with)).

Also this isnt my native language, so be gentle on grammar mistakes and stuff, they will be everywhere (or as you propably finished reading: They have been everywhere, I know).
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adhd,sendersthesecond,2018/02/14,"No eyes and no memory Anyone else hate it when you've lost something and spend hours, or even the entire day, looking for it only to frustratingly never find it? That's how I spent my evening. Ring-1, Me-0. The worst part is I don't have a non-ADHD person to come in, look around, pick it up, and say ""Here it is!""",4.1582307692307685,4.179118630769231,4.9075000000000015,88.82125000000002,70.38461538461539,7.730769230769233,22.403846153846153,7.1686216300943375,0.4686153846153838,241,4,55,2,4,78,54,65,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.9501,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,6,8,2,8,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,1,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27939853063663195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255702044687653,0.23820557636188106,0.0,0.2069585244022278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026290473147834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993184223755046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420911918643588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071047157415249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248459840777947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952812730637726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289482225552819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904531375852102,0.0,0.2537818788786309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930467169592584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768132552013448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175566142344963,0.0,0.0,0.2029945656162731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487924565765895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789762224728624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-IceBerge-,2018/02/14,Quick assignments take hours For school it can take me all day long for a workload that might take someone half an hour. Then for bigger workloads I just can’t finish it. I hit a wall where it’s futile to keep trying. Any advice?,1.805217391304346,4.246945608695654,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,82.04347826086956,4.549565217391304,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.4184991304347827,182,4,37,1,5,56,38,46,0.069,0.931,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466032701512765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161345299712813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627513220231892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970475295927403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430916220115696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233306576580273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771407863812674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540179167273885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138238080690484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692299375911665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133587385981505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oxSiaxo,2018/02/14,Memory Some strange things I'll remeber but I'll forget others. Like someone could have asked me to do a bunch of things and I'll miss one or two... but I'll remeber that two weeks ago they said they wanted to take up bungee jumping or something odd like that.,1.3823270440251605,3.814393679245285,2.326698113207545,94.1144496855346,83.90566037735849,5.79748427672956,20.154088050314463,7.1686216300943375,0.4508012578616349,207,6,44,3,6,65,38,53,0.151,0.736,0.114,-0.0258,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,2,4,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452358916500117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586328926075412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088463832245986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703170317315999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874670028748003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631600333684153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344069018360367,0.21298073441173315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800837117255264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675914699884391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404989010537741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317690724109715,0.0,0.22191407716855133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Melchette-Eto,2018/02/14,"NHS (Northern Ireland). How long did it take for your referral to a specialist take? Had my appointment with my GP not long before Christmas. She referred me to a mental health specialist and told me that I’d receive a letter.  Still waiting.

How long did you have to wait?  I’m currently seeing a therapist twice a month but I’m eager on trying to further my progression through life essentially.",3.585513698630137,6.48980595890411,4.618065068493152,78.20600171232877,78.45205479452055,8.033561643835617,31.042808219178077,8.841846274778883,3.2846726027397253,317,16,52,8,8,103,54,73,0.0,0.947,0.053,0.5588,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,9,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,8,1,8,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,6,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045223258464183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554835319986962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976812127149216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381133567155735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422188490599065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184712037825197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152987185244705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919458649755327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614304259068558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790678474533053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296671712625539,0.0,0.1631836111545654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PurpleSwitch,2018/02/14,"Alcohol tolerance and Concerta Being a stimulant, I expected Concerta to seem to increase my tolerance, if anything (or at least dull the sensation of alcohol). What I actually experienced was that the drinks hit me so much harder. I'd say my tolerance last night was around 1/3 of what it usually is. 

I only started taking Concerta 18mg a few days ago and I took it at around 8am and started drinking at around 8pm. 

Has anyone else experienced this?",5.656980392156861,7.082755188235296,7.704411764705881,65.05818627450982,67.70588235294117,12.725490196078432,37.69607843137255,12.161744961471696,5.651901960784315,361,20,60,15,6,128,59,85,0.033,0.858,0.109,0.6369,0,0,4,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,7,0,10,6,4,15,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,7,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.17891645291859729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252262754320732,0.3918761077996364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819778345082536,0.18785670905674032,0.15087577886781856,0.4896427854364432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182411549542038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35921294713216945,0.0,0.0,0.15315966383484872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944912611182812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477830050171424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205511288894196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394407164896646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580182039641906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690870489262266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954243027981216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785122074297476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037009698778524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019265614963538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,youngwolves92,2018/02/14,"ADHD and corporate life (vent) I work for the largest insurance company in the country I live in. A year ago I moved interstate. I was lucky enough to transfer with my job.

Every 6 months, our performance gets evaluated. Depending on review, we get bonuses and pay rises etc.

My performance review came back today and I failed. I’ve had a rough past 6 months trying to escape domestic situations, relationship issues with my partner and someone in their immediate family trying to end their life. 

Before I moved interstate, my performance was worse in my job but I was still successful on my performance review. My results in my job for the last month have been great and I have improved so much due to working with my manager.

I have no one to blame but myself. I can get upset all I want and say it was this, this and this. But really it’s myself. And I truly don’t know how to succeed in corporate world. I tolerate my job and I can do it but I don’t love it. I need it for the moment. I’m a multi instrumentalist/composer/audio engineer. This is my great love in life. I’d rather just play music all day.

I have a disposition to question authority. I don’t know how to fall in line and be a sheep. I don’t know how to be something I’m not.

I keep falling short of the mark. Every time. This pretty much sums up my whole life. This affects my self esteem greatly. I feel that I cannot even achieve basic things others apparently can. It eats me up. ",1.7794969512195102,4.276258825783973,3.9015407229965184,83.06481979529619,82.69337979094077,7.350566202090594,23.254464285714285,8.376592526197632,1.7798014808362368,1141,41,221,27,32,389,151,287,0.05,0.755,0.195,0.9933,5,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,2,11,9,12,0,1,10,0,22,7,0,6,2,39,37,18,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,15,15,1,1,5,1,2,6,7,2,0,1,7,3,42,10,28,28,7,35,0,1,0,2,11,14,0,3,15,150,57,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252433614185048,0.0,0.09237823207708118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801331001172061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886772949815196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919151636653005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720854208757887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663556422735293,0.0,0.0,0.09230148162557017,0.1076795318722967,0.11622465927066405,0.06883147670695036,0.0,0.17560731536372806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824241777603357,0.0,0.05269305032172121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334043526900238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446844647906512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877093799565904,0.4136599248476929,0.09262899730103588,0.0,0.0,0.17181765170235078,0.08494722405349425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944339246318844,0.0,0.0,0.0920216848758948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811198229061196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954464430322176,0.2215231226843942,0.15321658664904253,0.07727236425549311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061719302930722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994827724528214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602173669695192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674202536792908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667612962149049,0.0,0.0,0.11188539248822654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287408716832699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871652857324016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713939214587955,0.0,0.0,0.08829904559477215,0.08022799427545922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322436202735141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923425828020682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076723800963923,0.0,0.0987814130122041,0.0,0.0,0.1415071060102205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146732480843901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163497092351364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173611006891502,0.0,0.10620160001982597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671095339829754
adhd,IslandPromise,2018/02/14,"Am I allowed a wall of rant? Former exec who coped turned couchsurfer. Three weeks in on Concerta. 
I am old. I don't feel old but the calendar says otherwise. I have lived what I used to think was a life of adventure. Crazy stuff that I just get away with. Cool stories that are just too wild to be true and that everyone assumes I am exaggerating, even when I am leaving out the really wild shit.  But some of it was stupid and impulsive. And empty in ways. But it never went to coke or other things. Some pot. Some wine. Lots of sports and social stuff and saying yes to whatever was in front of me. So that part was good. It kept my body strong. It could have gone the other way. Lemonade coming up.

I'm probably the kind of person you want at your side when the zombies are at the door. But I never understood why everyone didn't always see zombies at the door. Or go looking for kindling to set alight. Or cut a corner just because it was somehow impossible to do it the easy way. The easy way that would have been the first choice of anyone else but no I gotta do it the hard way and then spend 30 years worrying about it. So stupid. 

Pity parties suck. Or so said my eldest daughter. Also eldest child. And the one who has coped the best. And I agree with her. What sucks worse is the decades of pity parties. The lost opportunities. The love and trust that was lost. The genuine bewilderment when those around you don't see how you are trying to help. The vague sense of sadness when you invest a full day of effort into something and you're still not sure if anyone liked it. And no one will tell you in words you can understand. But you know they liked it and when you break down and ask them to please tell you they liked it and say it in these words so I know you mean it and they get mad and then you feel that they really don't like it. Or you. 

And then you do something awesome the next day and they say a casual thank you that connects and you know that they liked it. But it still doesn't feel any different but at least you know.

Like I said. Three weeks in. Looking forward to what's next.



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adhd,Bririribri,2018/02/14,"Experience with full on day planners? (Apologies if the formatting is weird; I’m on mobile). I recently had someone recommend I draw up a full 24 hour week plan on excel in order to better manage my time and motivate me to actually do things so I don’t fall behind in school. Was just wondering if this has worked for anyone, or if anyone has anything that worked better?? Thanks :-)",4.260416666666668,6.314633097222228,5.642777777777781,75.98000000000002,72.19444444444444,8.688888888888886,27.277777777777786,9.2995712137729,2.6325111111111106,301,11,52,7,6,101,57,72,0.021,0.7340000000000001,0.244,0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,8,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,11,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,5,37,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.23433372230256266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581108161849976,0.0,0.1976077788859365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247536274023507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154864963606109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489470235245324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648117454283565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371009044667354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302591635291385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034626560515108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108083920303,0.0,0.0,0.159532710513025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002261930549714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926190193303942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604123880823509,0.3496372102958912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Archivemod,2018/02/14,"My ADHD is roadblocking my life and I'm having trouble getting medication back on For context, I live in an area with pretty bad meth problem and they don't normally prescribe meth products of any kind here no matter what. It's a stupid policy, and the medicines like strattera are too laden with awful side-effects to work.

To make matters worse, the methylphenidate (which, while not as effective as it could be, at least partially worked) isn't going to be re-prescribed to me in part because my doctor lied to me about being able to go back on that if the straterra didn't pan out.

This disease has been destroying my life. I've got endless anxieties about my inability to focus or get important life things done, and the ""just do it"" mentality only gets me so far. I'm incapable of trying stronger medicine (and as a kid, the higher doses of ritalin I took reduced my emotional capacity to ANGER AND DISDAIN in exchange for that focus) and I'm just... not really sure what to do at all!

I have the intelligence to do well, for sure, but I can't focus long enough to take advantage of that! It's like having a fully functioning sports car but without a damn gearshift so you're stuck petering out in first gear.

Any advice is welcome, structuring has been a nonstarter for me so far since, ironically, the ADHD undercuts that and I wind up forgetting about the note I took about the notes I need to take etc etc etc.

I would quite like to get a better job and work on my passion projects and htis is the first step to fix!!",5.684073148974129,6.450792922033898,6.065263157894738,79.23172167707403,67.23728813559322,9.464763603925068,32.13648528099911,9.549672527348893,2.900084745762712,1212,49,230,24,19,390,173,295,0.116,0.7509999999999999,0.133,0.8468,1,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,9,14,18,4,0,17,1,24,8,0,2,3,36,41,21,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,13,14,0,0,1,1,1,6,8,7,1,2,8,0,20,11,44,28,7,27,0,0,0,1,3,15,1,2,9,155,33,6,0.11199609674527614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919508829557226,0.1094412895453704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523223725931786,0.0,0.08567670746333908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223617058126992,0.09351206270221928,0.06827178106573298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990514463049321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941977004576883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463275069974956,0.0,0.11461089118467402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598053457592798,0.0,0.11572190638164224,0.3747157581064394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905276453565987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340533523239215,0.0,0.1272999254628055,0.0,0.08957350960534259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113884473846217,0.0,0.0,0.11662670033650392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731846574778184,0.1641469071851475,0.0,0.09889460528968914,0.09911302130793594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747582642414156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128242848839026,0.11286572375615815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304368663923323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973239578748466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517807831218617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128085883517922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394029371351976,0.0,0.10716513918198084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191216347606426,0.0,0.0,0.07174756739898082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264432856342236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110999152612148,0.0,0.16841425333246735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440523018438014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488635687096465,0.0760379980731736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069794116450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079602406724138,0.0,0.2446034768929066,0.0,0.1141335906776615,0.07955881380284857,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Geovicsha,2018/02/14,"I enjoy tolerance breaks Owing to an unrelenting cold/flu, I'm on Day 3 of a Dexedrine tolerance break (I've been back on it for 3 months, and would usually have one day off a week). Dexedrine only made me more alert of the symptoms, and kept giving me a push which likely just prolonged the duration of the sickness.

Especially now that I'm starting to get better, I actually enjoy tolerance breaks. Sure, my room is once again beginning to resemble a bomb site, but it feels like a break from one's ""goal orientated self"".

Before Dexedrine, my effectiveness may be about 60% (maybe 70% if I'm eating healthy and exercising right). With Dexedrine, it can get up to about 90% (80% or so when the tolerance is more noticeable). At the moment, it's about 30%. But it's nice being able to take a break without any internalised guilt or pressure, and being mindful of the things that I've achieved since being back on the medication. Knowing I'll be on it again soon means I get to enjoy the experience of lounging around, not exercising, and giving my body much needed rest.

I also enjoy:

* I'm less logical. Things have a greater level of emotional salience and sensitivity.

* I feel a tad less irritable.

* Since Dexedrine helps me with impulse control (food, alcohol, Tinder), there's a greater novelty in things that were once seen as mundane.

* Dexedrine helps cultivate better habits. Even without it, I'm not completely hopeless.

* My ego seems less structured/geometric and more organic. I don't know a better way to describe it, but perhaps due to being an introvert, Dexedrine helps me organise and structure my mind. It's nice letting it be temporarily sluggish.

* I can reflect back on the past few weeks and what I've accomplished.

Can you enjoy a temporarily few days off or is it just me? :)",5.1834265734265745,7.169254000000006,5.701212121212128,76.79412587412587,69.60606060606061,9.198135198135198,32.995337995338,9.661875296680813,3.3869114219114214,1420,67,251,34,26,457,179,330,0.034,0.72,0.246,0.9971,0,0,1,0,0,1,64.0,0,1,0,8,19,16,0,2,22,0,21,9,1,3,1,43,45,20,0,3,13,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,1,1,19,12,3,2,9,2,1,1,5,3,0,2,5,3,18,13,35,30,12,42,0,1,1,0,7,15,0,6,22,161,37,3,0.10808547303118064,0.0,0.10547583016150354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551049977899805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643591373282931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350182807000316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621898644875188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933317112867445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197277667828424,0.0,0.0,0.2867784522698397,0.0,0.1200585944119461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332556206101332,0.0,0.12122704869878755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911856525107667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059842247882133,0.0,0.12158160925313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713894355587208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572833260069517,0.0,0.0,0.1093025255393105,0.07721628352997413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069738302257752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941059578622095,0.20737086917305306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734224268643498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880189859723612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052471918922696,0.0,0.10561020502981833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022730879795088,0.0,0.0,0.1085863853348084,0.11773676647314894,0.0,0.1088847429104323,0.0,0.0,0.2182710321133027,0.0,0.08627279337792594,0.0,0.07945525915183872,0.08014400870656457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230560274316909,0.0,0.2302150024999481,0.14648302759991266,0.08220387275816297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031798141344604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230440339963708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839695524111784,0.11275672093728968,0.0,0.0,0.1788188404317043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765034541243463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186927919285638,0.11234219166787032,0.08126682431636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542155666630808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904087834323468,0.0,0.0,0.0857932175274974,0.17339929370076707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838107792591684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678081891763085,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,artikangel,2018/02/14,"Game nights and ADHD HOW Tonight I ruined a game (my friends would claim otherwise, but I kinda did)  I went to a friends place to play a 4- person board/ card game. (Splendor, it’s a German game if you know it)

Anyways we started this game at around 10:30 at night and I quickly realised the point of the game was to look at everyone’s cards,their chips, available chips, cards on the board and work out the ENDLESS combinations in order to block them.  If you don’t try, the game doesn’t really function. Think chess x 100. They were in complete silence.

I couldn’t sit still, stop talking or thinking of other things. They’re close friends and we had fun, but I just couldn’t concentrate enough to keep up! At HOUR 3 of this I was purely playing for myself and the game ended when I didn’t block a move. Oops. IT WAS MY WORST NIGHTMARE.

Oops. As I left one friend asked if I enjoyed the game, I said yes, they laughed and said they weren’t so sure. 

Oops, hopefully we play a different game next time.",2.124648241206032,4.4199871306532685,2.462359296482415,95.13072487437185,79.7035175879397,5.387035175879396,23.015326633165827,6.508806274219699,0.4196952763819097,785,26,167,7,20,239,121,199,0.08800000000000001,0.693,0.219,0.9832,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,2,4,1,8,14,0,0,13,1,13,0,0,1,2,34,24,16,0,7,7,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,7,12,0,4,3,14,0,2,6,2,0,1,11,3,23,12,20,10,2,30,0,1,1,0,28,14,0,6,12,98,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817542386523023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346305900378957,0.1413836548496404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856628561325176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800765433834282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394870058842326,0.15626545880134726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451085412151027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673729783877021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502097833086323,0.14893532112182606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344239941414448,0.0,0.0,0.08311441585537314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431650885063806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699872220068525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073812636201634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083939317357598,0.2838462902700941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248027527715356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205195689494875,0.15800765433834282,0.0,0.14296529621939366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688456479888156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877169021531874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704441554457292,0.0,0.12077590689265788,0.1264386461581824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253653744081074,0.0,0.0,0.12155640123900792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047334852605297,0.19380966501968905,0.0,0.0,0.0881859361993566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267816204180136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401957107354679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101003711864716,0.0,0.0,0.10743250720042848,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Apolloshot,2018/02/14,"Found this sub a little bit ago. Just had a question about medication. Sorry if this is all over the place I don’t usually like to make topics on Reddit, especially about something so personal, but this has been nagging at me for a while now and I really don’t know where else to ask it.

So, I was diagnosed as a kid in the 90s and my parents didn’t take it seriously (thanks guys, they’re still great parents otherwise though!) which is why when I had a lot of struggles in university I at least had an idea of what might have been wrong with me. At the time they started me on Biphentin it never really worked so they put me on Adderall, and for a while it seemed to work (well, work is a strong word, let’s just say it improved my life slightly) but now I’m not so sure it’s working anymore? It’s effectiveness has seem to wear off to the point that sometimes ill forget to actually take the medicine.

So I guess my question is, like, how do I know it’s actually working? Again, Sorry I’m all over the place here >_>",3.275961538461541,4.65113698076923,4.400192307692309,86.6698076923077,73.42307692307692,7.7,26.94230769230769,8.278499904357787,1.5965326923076928,804,29,173,13,16,263,122,208,0.119,0.792,0.09,-0.5044,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,7,19,11,1,1,14,0,19,5,1,3,4,30,33,17,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,14,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,1,16,7,25,23,5,29,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,8,14,119,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.2212068027207062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046899047612454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240273403511324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595751482121342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373782546271975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503762148960085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468095021451056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242713597579829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495764940750825,0.12485668742812114,0.1122243288348324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794696108051098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457729939458548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589773560453134,0.08005532933615174,0.11074430868926634,0.11359636392589907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963575372575461,0.0,0.0,0.07565526912018039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417803399794292,0.0,0.12023573211641783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741472473171495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170111135553525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896403650582494,0.23683216273090574,0.0,0.10714284836670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393791288229685,0.25393327348086114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452168954260191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013244448632277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636079216453768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725459896281627,0.11209606774509273,0.25374949690895043,0.08022257069711805,0.0,0.09051339745201696,0.0,0.0,0.1184874812495312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682152257635996,0.0,0.17043501195261015,0.0,0.0,0.10434816018449343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135588478678453,0.0,0.06608941218702462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124827896832152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190618944879913,0.0,0.10227163865816527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412564016831304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239193977077283,0.0,0.0
adhd,nightmar3gasm,2018/02/14,"I NEED ALL THE THINGS Anytime I get into hyperfocus of hyperinterest I want to buy everything related to that thing. I will spend HOURS on amazon and ebay looking for stuff that has anything or anything to do with my obsession. 

Am I the only one or is this a normal ADD thing?

I've been diagnosed allmost one year ago (I'm 33) and I'm still learning/discovering. ",2.8131187122736416,5.215618239436619,4.81923541247485,78.57661971830989,77.8732394366197,8.000804828973843,28.45271629778672,8.841846274778883,2.6163786720321927,289,13,54,7,7,99,54,71,0.038,0.915,0.047,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,6,0,8,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095861255823029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891331369068801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399774225853149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249330693115026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235279791541948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284169729571866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854657584822927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531419550635927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165694427852665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204301176528373,0.1798201269525968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888179844881336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706624947444485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712324415909576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945599701193967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225694301434092
adhd,perifery,2018/02/14,"How to deal with other people and their irritating habits? Not sure if this is the appropriate sub but it seems like the issue is related to my condition so whatever

I never fit the moody neurotic stereotype when I was a younger teen; I was always fairly easygoing and even-tempered, if a little bit socially stunted.... In roughly the last four years, I've grown a lot more irritable and prone to mood swings even as I've improved my life significantly (moved out, improved my social skills tenfold, got into a good college and a job to support myself). When I got my diagnosis, the meds (currently Concerta and effexor) helped things 'click' in my brain somewhat, but I still find that I'm pretty irritable and short-tempered on a fairly regular basis. 

Little, insignificant things - people who walk slowly and take up the whole pavement on busy streets, people cycling on pavements, out of order ATMs, gaggles of yuppie freshmen YAAAASSing in the middle of the college library when I'm trying to study - things like these get my blood pressure up on a daily basis. I'm not like, grinding my teeth or obsessing over them for the rest of the day, but I do find myself getting a bit heated I guess.

Anyway, to get to the point, I'm posting to see if any of you guys know of a way to deal with minor annoyances in your life that you can't avoid or put an end to for whatever reason. What *really* gets my hams steamed is my friend (A) that I live with. The others  I live with don't really set me off, A just happens to have a truly incredible assortment of intensely annoying habits and tics that rub me the wrong way:

If I'm sitting in the living room chilling or catching up on college readings, there's a 50/50 chance A will at some point jump up from the couch (while muttering to himself about some conversation he had at work the other day) and start pacing up and down across the room for the next 10 minutes. He’s constantly pacing up and down the house, it gets pretty off-putting. I'm used to the weirdness of it by now I just can't help finding it really distracting and odd...

The muttering is another annoyance: he talks to himself pretty often, usually at the same volume and in the same intonation he'd use while talking to another person. This usually ends up something like:

A: 'Hold on, that's not right at all!'

Me: 'What?'

A: 'No never mind I'm just working on an equation here'

Rinse and repeat. 

Random vocalisations are another thing; he'll make these loud “mmm” or “uh” noises kinda like he’s clearing his throat every few minutes when he’s sitting around. Gets incredibly annoying if he decides to sit down in the living room while I’m there

Of course he has to whistle all the time as well, sounding like a cat getting it's tail stepped on while he's doing it. It doesn't help when he's sitting across from me at the kitchen table, ruining Congratulations by Post Malone while I'm trying to type up an essay... I even got into a (brief) relationship with a girl I had no attraction to or feelings for just so I could stay at hers and get a break from A's weirdness.

With all that being said, I know my reaction to all of this is probably a bit excessive as well. My ADD and especially my bipolar probably don't help, but I find the same things intensely irritating no matter what mood I'm in. I'm pretty hot-tempered when I'm being irritated, but since A probably isn't even aware of his habits let alone the effect he's having, it would be pretty nasty of me to snap at him. I'd even feel bad gently pointing out things to him - not a convo I really want to have! For the moment, the only option I've taken is to bite my tongue and try harder to concentrate on whatever I'm doing. 

So, is anyone here experiencing something in any way similar or am I just a totally neurotic freak?

comments advice and opinions appreciated, respect if you've made it through all this text 

Edit: just sat through a few minutes of A chomping through a pear while I was sitting across the table from him. He chews with his mouth open. Kill me.",7.582474489795921,6.674033114795918,8.053234693877553,72.23462244897961,63.515306122448976,11.054285714285717,35.67142857142858,10.29853967475841,3.5723113265306132,3198,126,592,63,40,1063,353,784,0.134,0.745,0.122,-0.7592,2,3,2,0,0,1,92.0,0,3,2,4,32,32,5,4,62,0,35,10,5,7,10,107,79,54,1,9,27,0,4,6,1,3,3,3,5,3,34,33,2,2,12,1,1,8,15,16,3,1,12,10,54,14,110,58,21,113,0,1,2,0,46,60,0,23,37,393,88,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925626448243493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280428378933002,0.0,0.0,0.05045696166259818,0.0,0.0,0.08247394410709599,0.19075755998891564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042400581896016164,0.0,0.0,0.05398205404400257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063148965805609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860804270745344,0.0,0.0,0.06769379026213003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552980878570945,0.0,0.048415744787016136,0.0,0.0,0.07821498374093734,0.12503342261312894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741728149973724,0.0,0.0,0.2002592477189669,0.0,0.05109143454587038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132235495903592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169379314812046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046849964356038484,0.0,0.2534532881679392,0.0,0.0,0.05086157583217132,0.14549695817300348,0.0,0.06680129867673748,0.060042686248646775,0.05362335202451138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258164317001833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996989676168835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329193345490892,0.06017539454672091,0.0,0.06708867535711502,0.0,0.06665181943089676,0.04942932506647655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200804627732026,0.08566301214306256,0.17775252076328008,0.1215535153385182,0.21418332738129636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155357521239546,0.0,0.057378606513356065,0.04047736915874521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735686761203384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061228657080358226,0.0,0.0,0.06445024285909831,0.0,0.0,0.0935379154426114,0.0,0.06449084723060806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611910877091791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611948204038326,0.052948114330576085,0.0,0.0,0.17197191986070498,0.0,0.11615184931489568,0.308461103096544,0.1961390669038701,0.0,0.0,0.12191898897583844,0.0,0.0,0.060655957915301574,0.0,0.1553889888332436,0.0623475548386607,0.0,0.06510418082653488,0.0,0.05178584265666266,0.057682096457553025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048321868721211116,0.055203967030149736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016166073112562,0.0,0.0,0.123628765319842,0.0,0.09336657324966396,0.0,0.0,0.04292098417907314,0.06463368981132257,0.04842682135804136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881304045063928,0.057152056343279974,0.0,0.04559339340543545,0.09747954338210296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417173271804849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03535940808470541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351081780713873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474619949015636,0.13357179004567213,0.0,0.035766776522440716,0.1443985519732621,0.0,0.0,0.10904447232426244,0.0,0.0,0.06770188977042879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829262630402046,0.0,0.0,0.0430765950601851,0.0662998263739852,0.0,0.03904988076143962
adhd,hoopdapoop,2018/02/14,"Getting my ADHD girlfriend to stop working and eat dinner I go on this subreddit from time to time looking for advice and understanding. I don't have ADHD but my girlfriend does and takes vyvance everyday

I can't ever get her to stop her work and eat dinner that I've made or bought and is hot. This isn't out of the blue either, we'd have discussed that I was gettting food and that she has (number) minutes to finish up or get to a break spot. We end up having to throw out food often because it can be 30 mins sometimes before I can get her to stop. 

She seems to get overwhelmed and feel like she's not ready to stop for now, and if she does she'll forget what she's doing. I know that can just be a part of ADHD but I really don't have any working strategies to get her to stop.

TLDR: Do any of you guys know of anything to help an ADHD person stop working so that they can eat dinner?",5.551016042780752,4.627125946524063,6.279470588235295,83.34861764705883,67.6096256684492,8.335614973262032,28.86042780748663,6.742157984588678,1.3953298395721925,700,19,148,4,10,231,101,187,0.11,0.846,0.043,-0.8889,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,1,4,5,2,0,1,4,0,21,8,0,1,1,34,37,14,0,1,8,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,11,8,6,5,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,3,4,23,1,24,30,2,22,0,1,2,0,20,5,0,5,15,100,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717905146954047,0.09590324000794256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334798696001003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076251509530559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059826460675998776,0.0,0.08351162522165008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176947524371627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012713438172566,0.0,0.0,0.08692469411165553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877507019580934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049623551002206286,0.0701126742505581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734742524108302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076509092111769,0.0,0.05577636811192471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717602350267064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065782523088516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787256827068692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047947230585864385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241457387321438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928643464085194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627823704889468,0.0,0.0,0.08569382091438517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287228709414973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934480338449864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706496110826447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923067081462262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379058043448146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445479493873567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216929750378197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28579421957575657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PotatoKingIV,2018/02/14,"How do you pass classes that you've got no interest in; where paying attention is especially difficult? School has always been difficult for me. Not because I find it hard, but because I'm forced to take so many subjects that I am in no way curious about. In uninteresting classes I find myself doing anything but listening (reading books, browsing phone, or just staring off into lala land). I usually am well above any student when I like a subject.

Just recently I failed a test on what should be my easiest subject (entry level communication) and I'm tired of it. What have you guys done to overcome this? 

Side note: I am medicated although I find myself not using it due to my fear of dependence.",5.286769230769231,7.161381061538464,6.453846153846152,71.94615384615386,69.15384615384616,9.507692307692308,34.53846153846154,9.888512548439397,3.836676923076924,558,28,93,14,10,187,94,130,0.183,0.716,0.101,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,2,0,12,2,0,3,0,17,18,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,4,4,1,0,3,3,15,3,13,13,0,16,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,2,5,66,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275444730684252,0.0,0.0,0.1330143626178327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609617165644443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384712708617399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001661920105084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201038094968885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363231789964144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643878288868676,0.0,0.0,0.19367425015724693,0.0,0.0,0.17521872605295527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955600321573016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830718532587066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704591106555733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565242497924254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931309020176641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979571294528428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706647606262108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248128433310451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689351602214054,0.21542520742765572,0.0,0.0,0.15525777311939234,0.0,0.0,0.17586743474248015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hizeto,2018/02/15,Never been to a psychiatrist before. How do they diagnose you with adhd? What should I expect from my first visit?,2.4800000000000004,5.451796047619052,4.559047619047622,74.84428571428573,88.5238095238095,6.609523809523811,16.523809523809526,7.793537801064563,1.1934952380952375,91,2,14,2,3,31,21,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654721024122161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003768013050093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775666273833986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40022300878368977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628930669219986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rachelb09,2018/02/15,"Son diagnosed with ADHD Hi everyone, my son was diagnosed with ADHD and ODD today. I'm thankful for the diagnosis.  My son is 4 and the doctor strongly feels behavioral therapy will not be enough for him. He is suggesting medication. I'm wondering what to expect and what are some of your experiences with ADHD medicine? Maybe some pros and cons? Thank you :) ",3.9368571428571433,6.884217938461537,5.4591208791208805,72.4623076923077,77.30769230769229,9.868131868131867,29.285714285714285,9.957137785484203,3.8840329670329674,286,13,47,10,7,96,47,65,0.042,0.7979999999999999,0.16,0.8237,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,0,13,12,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,7,9,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,1,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6565340390174788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696483527521757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638354633958645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881544250567759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400106767204496,0.0,0.17812537830981348,0.0,0.0,0.09207349266274023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829404710287728,0.0,0.0,0.18344312774076615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33530009596386684,0.2082432874477941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260624789537135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747595275320293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Novaphelion,2018/02/15,"How do you organize your pantry food? I am constantly forgetting what is in my pantry cupboard. Any ideas on the best way to organize it or store dried/canneded foods in a small kitchen? 
I have only one shelf at eye level with the rest higher up and filled to the depth with all kinds of good stuff that I forgot about while making dinner or end up rebuying only to realize that I have it already.  My go to strategy of keeping everything in eyesight isn't really working here. ",7.275543478260867,6.941444163043477,7.36208695652174,75.05247826086959,63.89130434782609,11.273043478260867,34.70434782608696,10.793553405168565,3.721045217391304,381,15,70,9,5,123,70,92,0.0,0.918,0.08199999999999999,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,6,5,1,2,1,13,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,8,3,16,9,3,16,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,2,3,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708475508074095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461007072164414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546462796292674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321691174346684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028725937976448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930871673191982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195783721936993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210031147813838,0.18020023850377592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425317621171454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096246046202986,0.0,0.22372607660191168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340946887842196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558327656266018,0.32679578892812305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763402131408006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594400249362255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053248992941442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640836975449668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SUPERDUDEGTA,2018/02/15,"Who uses Costco to get scripts filled? Hey guys.  I have had ADD since age 5 and now I am 32, and have been on different meds thru out those years. I am currently taking the generic Adderall since the time release sucks and too expensive. Anyways I have spent the last 5 days trying to find a new pharmacy to fill my meds since my other one went out of business ""Kmart"" and when I went to get my meds filled on the 10th they were only able to fill half the script. So they tell me that I will have to get another script from the DR office in order to get the other half filled. Since they closed down I have been to numerous pharmacies trying to get this filled and several of them have been short on supply as well.  So I decided to go see if Costco was able to, well they had plenty in stock but mention that they are one of the strictest pharmacys out there and they wont fill it until the 28th of this month.  Is this gonna be a headache when I need to get next months script and I do have insurance, so is that gonna be a problem as well?",4.10275747508306,4.561319930232564,4.559285714285714,89.7275,70.62790697674419,8.18936877076412,25.12458471760797,8.192908349453996,1.1662491694352155,815,21,183,11,14,258,115,215,0.026,0.944,0.03,-0.2287,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,0,12,5,1,0,12,0,24,1,0,1,0,19,41,17,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,2,0,2,10,1,2,3,4,10,1,21,3,30,25,0,36,0,0,1,0,12,11,1,1,14,123,32,1,0.24419195148702244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280282763113092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787418036065083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756430784821746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159350987446727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382740648002552,0.0,0.06938995671790259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089421188803742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952451616376466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068633134507985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491168594983094,0.0,0.0,0.09053261894132243,0.0,0.1179210542012647,0.12985045535186895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547078606498333,0.09285949140832213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682935936483894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729468484830968,0.0,0.0,0.13793369935238314,0.0,0.40399621136012864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918009787274564,0.0,0.106717264397801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119514532586894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657903058790117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545172132363582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933683599188723,0.22636838548294386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862580530501291
adhd,AlexaDakota,2018/02/15,"ADHD medications just don't seem to work... so I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD. This was a huge relief for me; having a doctor finally diagnose me with something I knew I had to be struggling with.  (I'm sure you can all relate to having doctors -no matter what the issue- not take you seriously or tell you that if you mediate all your symptoms will magically go away, and that there is no need to further explore if you actually have a problem)

The only reason I wanted to explore medication is because I am a student and school work has become impossible for me.  I have literally exhausted all my efforts.  It's frustrating because I'm so interested in the courses I take currently, but I cannot, no matter what I try, stick to a good academic routine.  That being said my doctor deciding to put me on medication was a huge weight off my shoulder.

I in no way wanted the meds to get high off of or anything of the sort. I just genuinely thought my life might really benefit from them, and it was a new thing to explore.  I didn't even want it to be something I took everyday...just when I needed to get a lot done because I've heard way too many stories about people who get addicted to this stuff.

My doctor first put me on Concerta... I don't think it did a lot except give me headaches and make me a bit jumpy.  Then we switched to Vyvanse, he said it's the most similar to Concerta. That didn't seem to make a huge difference.  Now I am on Aderall and I feel no different!  I am so frustrated but now I am questioning myself.

From what I've read, I'm under the impression that these drugs really have a notable affect.  So I take these meds and I feel like they might have the slightest impact on my mental capabilities but then it's not something majorly different at all.  So am I wrong in thinking that these stimulants have hugely noticeable effects?? Can someone who takes ADHD meds please tell me if I am supposed to feel drastically different, or if it will just be a slight change.  Now I know every body will react differently but I didn't expect to barely feel a thing on all 3 medications...I'm seriously at a loss.  School is so hard for me because of how little I can get done.  I really thought that these meds might help me and if not then I understand bodies react differently but how can all three do literally nothing??  And when I feel like I might feel a small change I just question if it's a placebo effect because from what I've heard from so many people....it should be a NOTICEABLE change.

Also I haven't been taking the new medications I've got everyday...just when I go to school.  I didn't think this would be a problem because it's a stimulant right? it's not like it needs to slowly build up in my system.  But that being said my doctor did say to take it everyday for the trail time.  Any thoughts on this?? could the inconsistency be the reason? doesn't seem like it would be from what i've heard but I don't know.

Something I think might be experiencing due to this medication is anxiety, but I'm not sure.  I constantly have been feeling anxious since the start of the semester and that's around the time I was diagnosed.  I question if this is due to the meds but I really can't say.  My life had been pretty rough lately, just been feeling down about everything...ie. family, not knowing what to do in life, my friend just died, and just a lot of other heaviness from life.  So because of this I don't want to blame my anxiety on the meds, because I don't take them every day and as I've explained I've been dealing with some issues. And again, how can all 3 make me anxious?  And also I'm really being unhealthy lately.  I have bad insomnia way before I started on these meds and rarely sleep the nights before I go to school.  I eat horribly, meaning I eat so inconsistently and pretty unhealthy when I do actually eat. I feel like not eating, and not sleeping could contribute to me feeling so anxious so then I'm feeling like I'm really not giving these meds a fair shot to even work.  Like I can't exactly blame my anxiety on these meds when I'm being so unhealthy.  At the same time though why do I feel like these meds are making no impact.....anyway this is so long but any input would be so great.  I'm just so disappointed...feel like I'm right back at square one.",3.783774201570214,5.319024271981243,5.3036784610465775,80.05733942591212,72.39976553341148,8.6398024796618,27.930104088955197,9.178173031916092,2.3768946463462286,3396,128,661,74,66,1146,295,853,0.107,0.772,0.121,0.8894,6,0,5,0,0,0,98.0,1,6,3,8,46,29,2,1,41,0,89,32,5,16,10,152,165,67,1,23,38,0,15,9,1,12,22,8,0,0,50,22,5,0,40,1,0,9,29,11,0,3,32,25,85,18,76,106,15,82,0,1,1,0,32,35,0,27,43,455,135,15,0.0,0.0,0.07307888193121026,0.0408189265138354,0.13499938109453413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059887084317096474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050925708828564765,0.0,0.08593249271374966,0.12690144365944472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03081279851657128,0.0333326409446713,0.0,0.0,0.03517938758165745,0.02879172942045403,0.03126374672386749,0.18260161180901868,0.04135338840822308,0.0637232973418305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408785888417362,0.08318254364458089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883072980816517,0.0,0.0,0.04046310623242568,0.0,0.05979115339845974,0.0,0.0,0.02414795079309899,0.03860258984077882,0.0,0.1140130500746875,0.03886042681609778,0.2347228400508629,0.0,0.19162497225356145,0.0,0.0766353723840881,0.0,0.0,0.04342255614179378,0.15325613547164674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946213861832792,0.0,0.06309550361597918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035298386136085776,0.0,0.24612316988573524,0.16049780291693885,0.0,0.04101750859713594,0.0,0.03184940999158487,0.0,0.0,0.028928744335618286,0.0,0.07825070387152888,0.07183840715482248,0.06383998779349845,0.031405819491640716,0.029946976214041757,0.04128157540879314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033542008729997734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02509757933425181,0.0395610986595996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781625423451591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173388188197273,0.0,0.0844757660719321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578976574978832,0.1646369628724116,0.03752820964388228,0.0,0.03313630675729979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549933820051454,0.0,0.0,0.09997527040772283,0.07592363546133021,0.0,0.04078693309585362,0.4159127182229045,0.1886018640260456,0.03773422700079932,0.19860810705587398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329161108463892,0.0,0.07232630404435232,0.0,0.03513817504025951,0.0,0.03592803459217995,0.08525931377676411,0.0,0.0,0.02537267510127468,0.028477458306721094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02595859855915129,0.0,0.0,0.0411017034672667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618697270417524,0.0,0.07165671833552538,0.0,0.07528209061026755,0.12583582070853191,0.0,0.03745361865441033,0.0,0.1439235352357668,0.0769962794495098,0.036970925125611405,0.0,0.0,0.063953064767959,0.106851988732492,0.05955312574273545,0.0,0.1515792270345765,0.0,0.1022614298950647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03097363847948633,0.0,0.07494105430615552,0.0,0.03172574410737339,0.11530329912339315,0.0,0.0,0.053005384102901176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914406133112315,0.042863833097559936,0.0,0.0,0.07058008469953081,0.03891811872074797,0.1970698905631877,0.0,0.06545451415693085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049751576517417885,0.09596909549144676,0.0367880348008716,0.08917783601647916,0.06550079324933758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416010905764756,0.02542166908155696,0.0,0.0,0.038979989353336165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834055248057164,0.08916268880639143,0.0,0.0455960785110626,0.0,0.0,0.033786922076930605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177791108842385,0.0,0.0,0.07979633426451709,0.04093857387154433,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tophurian,2018/02/15,"Redditers taking Vyvanse and Intuniv, how did the effects change when Intuniv was added? Does anyone take Vyvanse with Intuniv?

How did the effects change when Intuniv was added?",7.115747126436781,10.740451379310343,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,69.6896551724138,9.383908045977012,40.70114942528736,9.725611199111238,5.4057494252873575,146,9,18,4,3,44,17,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,6,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473314043930229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7483842404856569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095454539916495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319114746899011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Graduate08,2018/02/15,"Taking ADHD meds (Vyvanse) during an Interview? Hello all,

I've been prescribed to Vyvanse for a couple years. I recently started taking it pretty consistently (almost every day) since May 2017. I'm usually pretty good with public speaking, but I noticed that during August, when I had a conference presentation, I got super nervous and irritated right before the presentation. It was to the point where I literally did not even present -- this has never happened to me before. 

I now have a pretty big medical school interview coming up, so I stopped taking Vyvanse (40mg) in advance as I was quite shook from the past nervous breakdown I had in August. After a week off of Vyvanse, I felt horrible - and now I am back on it, and I feel absolutely great. I noticed that on Vyvanse, I am a lot more confident and feel like my communication skills are at their best. 

Question: Given the predicted adrenaline rush I would naturally feel from interview day, should I avoid taking Vyvanse on interview day? Or maybe I can take a small dosage? What do you folks think is best here? The interview is a week away.

Thank you!",6.3963649222065095,7.880217603960396,7.211400282885433,69.05930693069308,66.02970297029702,9.929844413012725,34.23055162659123,10.125756701596842,3.8510710042432814,884,40,140,21,14,294,130,202,0.098,0.6990000000000001,0.203,0.9815,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,6,8,11,0,4,13,0,18,1,0,0,2,24,35,9,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,6,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,9,5,22,7,19,23,5,40,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,5,23,100,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030803020267293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690594264783835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968829342696693,0.08977176358201418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868736261369707,0.0,0.2450389859001513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056779332917253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917909319482565,0.0,0.22587779614740586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771107450591505,0.0,0.09836496014160724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709341267134016,0.08340456969711342,0.11209608635848456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979224193632521,0.09337378902891773,0.1287147351856722,0.0,0.0,0.10323959253512044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703702187840114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925470709521336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728874182735065,0.0,0.12968035947342085,0.11761101044833555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004301216068697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658360269979133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144887588344277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036429878402,0.0,0.0,0.3563231024654823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307841264856412,0.12417553406053675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527425467630685,0.0,0.0,0.09970188533752762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815489037301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657489170761234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263461254395985,0.0,0.0,0.09760629251615316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388986495397566,0.0,0.0,0.1074855830670911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480720266769965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858108135610813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729590205260055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829342059739395,0.0,0.0,0.0751816816023224
adhd,TheDomesticatedGod,2018/02/15,I just took 2 hours to take an online quiz that took me 15 min Why am I like this? I’m gonna screw up in this university so badly lol,-2.2696875,-0.573443593749996,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,94.3125,4.45,11.125,5.985473137389443,-1.4908375,103,1,29,1,4,37,28,32,0.159,0.677,0.16399999999999998,0.0483,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,13,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911752285248255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434290926424946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037200631352106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622017806252243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7749043748643051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31467484827690995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,misstymystery,2018/02/15,"A message of gratitude to you all Made an account just to say this, so sorry if I don't follow the reddit ""format""!

I want to thank all of you that share your stories about your struggles dealing with family, getting meds/treatment, and the the internal struggle that comes with having ADD/ADHD. I've had a really tough time on my journey to discovering that I have ADD and trying to get treatment, and seeing that others share it has given me comfort through all of it. Sometimes I can't even read through the posts on here because they make me happy cry 😅


So to continue the trend of sharing ADD stories to make others feel less alone, I'll share mine:


I started having a lot of issues with understanding things in class, memory, and getting assignments completed during my 8th grade year. I didn't think much of it because I experienced an anxiety related mental breakdown at the same time. I had issues getting my work done for years afterwards; even though I am objectively very bright and have always been in advanced classes, I started to struggle and even failed classes I used to love. 


I always thought it was because I was tired, or anxious, or even that I might have some horrible condition that was starting to mess up my brain (that anxiety life y'all). 


Around my 11th grade year I started to look into a diagnosis for ASD since I seemed to share a lot of traits with a friend of mine with Aspergers. Because I've always been the smart ""prodigy"" kid in advanced classes, my family and therapist weren't too crazy about me looking into this and didn't want to accept it, but after some pushing I eventually got an appointment to be tested (at a center meant for kids...probably should have realized the flaw in that..). The doctor seemed to share the whole ""you're too smart to be autistic"" attitude so of course it was all blamed on my anxiety; however she did mention that I MAY have ADHD. 


Then my mom dropped the bomb in saying that she ""always sort of thought you might have it but never had you tested because I didn't want you on meds"". Could've used that little piece of info years ago when I was failing my classes, mom -_- (and maybe you should have thought about that piece when you were yelling at me for being lazy and not doing my work).

Anyways, after that I started looking into ADHD and related treatments. As hinted above, my mom is certainly not a fan of ADHD meds and scared me away from seeking any treatment by talking about how ""dangerous"" it was and how it was a controlled substance. 


Eventually (after starting my first semester at college and still experiencing focus issues so bad that I almost failed a class) I realized that my problem was ADD and that I needed help or I would never be able to graduate (or at least without regular mental breakdowns). After bringing up the idea to my mom, we ended up having a breakdown so explosive that I spent part of my Thanksgiving break back in my dorm just to get away from her (long story short, she called me a pill chaser and said I just didn't want to put in any effort to ""fix"" my ADD by non-chemical means, including the unscientific ""Feingold Diet"" that my hippie therapist suggested). 



After making my mom realize I would do this with or without her, I managed to find a psychologist who would consult with me on an ADD/ADHD diagnosis and possible medication. I met with her several months ago and within 10 minutes I had a formal ADHD diagnosis; it took everything in my power not to start crying in her office. Someone finally believed me and recognized the issues I was having, and was willing to help me. By the end of the appointment she had already given me a prescription for non-stimulant meds (Effexor, it didn't end up working for my ADD but I continue to take it as an anti-anxiety medication) and had another appointment set up for a few weeks later so she could check up on me and see if we needed to make changes. 


After a couple different tweaks, I'm now taking 150 mg of Venlafaxine (Effexor generic, capsule form) and working on upping my dosage of Adderall to 20-25mg (I had some issues with my heart rate during my last appointment, fingers crossed they'll be resolved next time!) and though it's still a struggle, it's helped immensely to be acknowledged and viewed as valid for once in my life. My family still isn't too keen on me taking meds, but as far as I'm concerned they don't have any say in the matter (I'm 19 so while I'm still their dependent, I am a legal adult). 



I'd like to work on starting a mental illness support group on campus so people like me who are struggling with this all alone have someone to vent to, be it ""big"" issues (stigma around different diseases) or ""little"" ones (like having to set an alarm on your phone so you don't forget to take your dorm keys with you and lock yourself out all day like you've done twice now, oops). I'm working on a degree in Social Work which will hopefully become a Masters or Doctorate someday, and I want to work in increasing mental health awareness in public schools and improving the training of teachers and school officials in regards to the treatment of mentally ill/disabled students. 



So thank you, reddit, for being the support I couldn't find anywhere else. I'm open to passing along that support to any of you who need advice or just someone to talk to, so feel free to message me if you want to know more details about my experience with medication, things I use to manage my ADD or if you just need someone to vent to <3

(also sorry for how wordy this is, I'm not too great at keeping things short...)",10.286216389244556,7.4623874225352145,9.849021553563805,67.56090749039694,59.751173708920184,12.724071702944947,41.66933418693982,10.880160147430859,4.4985915492957735,4435,186,785,81,44,1444,426,1065,0.078,0.8240000000000001,0.099,0.9479,4,2,0,0,1,0,129.0,2,18,4,19,49,44,1,7,48,0,77,16,3,13,9,163,154,72,0,23,28,5,3,4,1,11,11,5,2,2,48,58,1,2,22,1,4,12,20,15,0,3,41,17,115,30,160,92,23,125,0,3,7,1,72,57,0,27,55,567,163,37,0.040419495650741835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145827444266403,0.03949746335224185,0.07165888824313615,0.0,0.0404742863101679,0.08372481522415831,0.04460391854502407,0.03232345606873669,0.13452903327881538,0.0,0.0,0.10994657234427854,0.042383365430551066,0.12368321415917133,0.045662525133312405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196384111974373,0.0,0.0,0.07595089338461199,0.031080097208850736,0.033748590544908204,0.12319674694248603,0.04464015734775083,0.0,0.04553893030486235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045121524676017835,0.04127282422994037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275846696462193,0.03481781651637865,0.04237907217671698,0.0,0.045333901311782866,0.06454335662564482,0.044723403146451686,0.08879783603808404,0.02606723087328269,0.04167072520181665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844595402078178,0.0,0.0827421330384272,0.0,0.08272635479971711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033765302099795017,0.0,0.10739902801393172,0.0,0.0,0.10678678268789037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036326436426761886,0.03953802263955642,0.1143117097695823,0.0,0.04087462294194487,0.0,0.0,0.044277581796048716,0.07388537352774724,0.03438080235221209,0.0,0.0,0.03122800207486905,0.0,0.10558759112175617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232716306309609,0.0445626366482976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430273047176823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296403377591087,0.0,0.04789729695841294,0.08127700778487196,0.0,0.0,0.040145679290311535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562869071176762,0.0,0.25312471286834026,0.0,0.03592670489802265,0.0,0.0,0.022213497748516102,0.03294728367357561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709897024923347,0.07898769562946266,0.0810219064491054,0.0,0.03576998172355477,0.10182658930954758,0.0,0.0,0.06872641957483587,0.036480172907265726,0.03824590408725104,0.10792130883759066,0.0,0.0406068161306369,0.044028680144842486,0.17958779097975242,0.12215516856453232,0.20366672424556093,0.08575739489100906,0.0,0.2366941239725459,0.03226245580394012,0.0,0.02971298003007158,0.11988217548582138,0.062348013657438486,0.0,0.04298659217374447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304544371840704,0.027389296317712062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04377037493865631,0.0,0.02802178899509928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045566908205392234,0.03871070385284009,0.0,0.0,0.03867599856563679,0.0,0.040632757068604884,0.0,0.0,0.040430433740299504,0.0,0.025893763914202943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844819633522505,0.0964296157837021,0.0404669663844198,0.08181337498487094,0.0644182098077962,0.07359278158068969,0.0,0.045662525133312405,0.0,0.03343542448583675,0.0,0.0,0.04120258566881836,0.1369892299946099,0.0,0.03997591472241131,0.0904926323763132,0.22887301647677974,0.0,0.12911624575469388,0.0,0.0,0.2112761643377061,0.0,0.0,0.13760269401530334,0.0,0.0,0.12156172184423415,0.06497531908156608,0.0,0.07442568212939722,0.0,0.09386029956573276,0.08055875066798295,0.025899180745293068,0.07942389851173053,0.09626569393563768,0.0707067988767638,0.04645626430251741,0.0,0.0,0.04490754689409264,0.027442184341476973,0.0,0.0,0.0420781204424972,0.0,0.10472839990298677,0.0,0.03335031698388871,0.14304279460697553,0.0,0.03242208134463166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045126923430647344,0.0,0.07792590286849845,0.0,0.235406993820879,0.0,0.0,0.0861385500549077,0.0,0.0,0.10411531997543136
adhd,rainb0wfissh,2018/02/15,"Intense daydreaming okay so basically im a 21 year old female who was recently diagnosed with ADHD combined type(finally). As long as I can remember I have always daydreamed really in depth things, almost like I create my own world, scenarios, etc... and I can do it for hours and hours if i'm not interrupted by someone. For example I LOVEEE driving and long car rides because I can just let my imagination take over. I thought it was just a normal thing everyone did until I talked to a few of my friends that dont have ADHD. So I was just wondering if this is an ADHD trait or something else?",5.088978260869563,6.2739041043478325,6.638858695652175,73.06872282608698,68.82608695652175,10.271739130434783,32.63586956521739,10.411451182825502,3.638934782608696,472,21,86,13,8,162,82,115,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.8488,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,13,1,0,0,0,17,17,11,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,0,12,3,11,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,9,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588469628828914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552121450148744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897410754798644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448780000844244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732379967637705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166122706697735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948430827964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286823857665642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811108400780726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197541853962654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052915574058748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742879300340904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850007939221228,0.0,0.07572616336258296,0.0,0.0,0.27434384131739664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186908127726,0.0,0.0,0.16264855839799974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929827073003963,0.0,0.15304580698003836,0.0,0.17558708637497167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313327186825396,0.11932813692005648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654223779608155,0.12458476192009148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595292519100644,0.0,0.0,0.1230542994844779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168093091721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981622664361234
adhd,Garymary811,2018/02/15,"Unable to organize and articulate my own thoughts So I’ve always had trouble trying to say what I want. I️m awful at telling stories because my mind jumps from one aspect of the story to another and my mouth can’t keep up. 

I’ve been trying to practice talking a lot more with my friends but small ideas turn into rambling nonsense that could have been summarized into 1 sentence. 
But, yesterday I had to give a presentation in front of my college class (which i practiced plenty of times and I knew the information i was going to present) and Im not good at public speaking as I️t is and we weren’t allowed a notecard, but I️ basically “blacked out” and said a bunch of nonsense that made no sense and I think I caused my group some points on the presentation because I was unable to express everything and anything what I wanted to say. I️ spit out sentences that made no sense or had no meaning to them. 
I was on the verge of an anxiety attack the rest of the class before I could run home and have one in the privacy of my room. I feel so defeated. I can never express my thoughts the way everyone else can. I dance around points and have a hard time retrieving words I️m trying to spit out and I️t ends up making me have a even more difficult time to articulate. 
Does anyone else deal with this and if so do you have any ideas on how to get better at organizing my ideas and thoughts.  Or am I just screwed for this communications degree I really was hoping for?",5.2744434256372665,6.149118637630664,5.88363102879149,79.78399413167068,68.19860627177701,8.829561709150926,31.4815697781038,8.99025400887824,2.5708439024390244,1167,47,224,20,19,379,159,287,0.147,0.805,0.047,-0.9844,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,2,7,9,2,0,15,1,23,4,3,6,1,58,42,24,0,6,8,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,8,22,0,1,11,1,0,5,7,5,0,2,17,7,29,4,41,23,7,36,0,1,1,1,17,21,1,6,9,155,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588349945835696,0.0,0.0,0.07836272849721666,0.12083236747508945,0.08815330868586747,0.0,0.0,0.0805739393990165,0.11807033385286678,0.09482734830542626,0.10258224195702767,0.0,0.1310947368327976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049053865420255,0.0,0.09805521736291176,0.0,0.0,0.10191466246104977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837654245449025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400913911956568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188006740236322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084160849841438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925255981814464,0.0,0.10206267394151172,0.0,0.0,0.07611063701612425,0.0,0.0,0.11011054321857147,0.1035644354993802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582655177279369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902911281093069,0.0,0.06020474533641886,0.11054246911902073,0.0654898510765744,0.09665238884905264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322657784532444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155885915990426,0.11445286194869635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902537706114258,0.12447194935838392,0.0,0.0,0.10242482550188853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796739712566252,0.0,0.21807343943275226,0.07691925308069393,0.0,0.0,0.12552305850799467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635298112593775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887517568587225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617039769854196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786580009948528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382152797000054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961344247060406,0.18327660158638606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262031875382508,0.10071915423040274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383697102220238,0.0,0.27444757127499825,0.20158073381086103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347079380542748,0.12534095302440942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593540254163716,0.0914669850878668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Meyer659,2018/02/15,"Is there a way a deal with this curse without Stimulants? I'm willing to try anything. 28 y/o, recently diagnosed, which is crazy considering how I have felt my entire life (Also have BP II, which is not treatable without meds.....). Anyways, I was first put on Ritalin, it helped a little. Then Adderall, it was great, except it gave me really bad facial ticks that were unbearable. I am now on expensive Vyvance, and I thought it was helping at first, but I just don't feel nearly as good as I did on Adderall. These seem to be all of the medications out there, and none of them have worked out so far. Very frustrating and tired of leaving work all of the time to see Psych. Has anyone here successfully managed their focus issue with supplements, behavioral changes, therapy, or other means? How did you do it?

I'm willing to try anything because my focus is so poor. It's affecting every aspect of my life. Although, now that I think about it, before I was on meds my focus was so poor I couldn't even focus enough to proof-read emails I had just composed. So maybe the meds are doing more than I think, but my focus overall still isn't great. This is like the most ADD post ever. Stay in school my fellow ADHD redditors! ",4.244962335216576,5.810747771186443,5.023333333333333,82.40010357815444,71.28813559322035,7.956308851224105,27.941619585687384,8.515128840125781,2.0446354048964213,958,35,181,16,18,310,148,236,0.11,0.805,0.085,-0.8017,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,5,19,7,1,0,7,0,28,7,1,4,3,33,39,17,0,1,9,0,2,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,7,0,3,1,7,2,0,2,12,3,21,5,28,23,6,24,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,3,10,134,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646835431213134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746225441953653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521683779970397,0.0,0.20058313692474566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175934500920963,0.07429300052961264,0.0,0.10370543646935007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289260831834745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564630504948282,0.0,0.12369911387113924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592798251185966,0.0,0.08049634730301362,0.11024162657376782,0.10268374385349427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061622941742351764,0.0,0.11701774495758695,0.0,0.0,0.20733120238587505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222177300672193,0.0,0.2687320948221543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337857755356125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272043492347305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290465194634309,0.0,0.0,0.1721658214298072,0.05954127299290739,0.12214934014336702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243838766731698,0.1327560523512035,0.40612220436508667,0.12277480572189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672119650948848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251660524067115,0.0,0.0,0.12190655637534027,0.0,0.07807533331580699,0.0,0.12033545302152295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334256508246083,0.09711746077194608,0.1109491260248596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299010158529301,0.0973283949485418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937305514884887,0.0,0.0,0.15618333248075653,0.0,0.09675400565950937,0.07106546204572245,0.1400757468881063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548831575616732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005584635486965,0.0,0.096737571606879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496355572532435,0.0,0.17745082916813756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,7A3E742,2018/02/15,"PhD/Grad Students and Reading Comprehension How do you deal with reading comprehension while in grad school? That is, remembering and understanding what you've recently read. How do you keep it in your mind for later retrieval? 

Halp.",5.5369230769230775,9.202148333333334,5.000717948717952,73.1026153846154,78.48717948717949,8.248205128205129,30.87692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.471467692307692,191,9,29,5,5,58,30,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,18,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558000106444284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053975424773234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505296712761519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7445590637820194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449877865623267,0.0,0.2810706969942862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25110988698457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258300848016417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_janeway_,2018/02/15,"Analogy on how meds have helped me I've seen a lot of great analogies on getting diagnosed etc. lately, but this was a thought I had after returning from an exam today and wondering how for the past 3 years understanding the lecture material had felt so overwhelming. Until meds.

Before medication I felt like a child on a swing, whose legs couldn't reach the ground. Getting the necessary velocity for swinging took a tremendous amount of effort and left me exhausted. The medication is like an adult giving me a push. Helping me get that required velocity so that I can keep the swing swinging.

tl;dr just an analogy I thought of",4.249492753623192,7.187688608695655,5.283152173913045,74.25400362318842,75.95652173913044,8.702898550724639,31.322463768115945,9.2995712137729,3.542463768115943,510,25,83,14,12,167,76,115,0.038,0.831,0.131,0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,15,0,7,5,1,2,0,16,20,8,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,3,8,3,11,10,3,14,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,9,55,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336237909915073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100163560147075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789751837269034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235306245279708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640684225667359,0.16161946085687218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574760285295602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258545199685464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975099803633807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900505357613627,0.0,0.1830518528436084,0.0,0.0,0.1646196928813468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432339808508606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742821810502217,0.3394477443220357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083132600276265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750544447724234,0.0,0.0,0.15969745562442625,0.0,0.18718527028411552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539155204027645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827072170690619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849431586788562
adhd,anybodyanywhere,2018/02/15,"Just started on Ritalin, and so far, so good I took my first 10 mg tab a couple of hours ago, and I can tell it's working already. I'm usually up and down and wandering around the house not knowing what I'm doing or why. You know how you walk into a room and don't know why you are there? I used to do that about 10 times a day. I have no urge to get up at all, except to use the bathroom. 

I have Night Eating Syndrome, which is why I'm overweight, so I'm curious to see how it will affect that. I usually get ravenously hungry about 7 o'clock at night and can't stop eating until I go to bed. I'm going to take my second pill at 5 pm and see what happens. If it helps me conquer that, I will be able to lose that 30 lbs. the doctor wants me to lose.

Wish me luck!",1.40171597633136,2.3113737869822515,3.58414201183432,92.52047337278108,77.40236686390533,6.383431952662723,22.467455621301774,6.67199483983844,0.3707893491124259,586,16,141,5,13,202,104,169,0.061,0.835,0.104,0.7923,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,5,10,4,0,0,6,0,12,6,0,5,1,27,34,15,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,10,9,3,1,3,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,2,16,2,22,30,1,28,0,2,2,0,5,11,0,3,13,87,26,2,0.1370115979400382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214525147670726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511957053360434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196937031224625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160072711841013,0.0,0.08836114598463103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402371761701345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803941393511654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654199521538924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431658099570145,0.0,0.15573369708567456,0.11491882788086895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115890357062488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918359860186747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492882508624587,0.15809298849353728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258939731950198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306561863770872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571522064930821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183610092136518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697751421678352,0.0,0.0,0.11454783085111302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301567034715886,0.0,0.11975417563022606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989256457692014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222492662186166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366680597963408,0.3017978365563917,0.0,0.08081299031313162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708949690502353,0.0,0.15755657590250002,0.0,0.0,0.0997460751006036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SomeBWord,2018/02/15,"I'm going insane waiting for the results of my getting tested for ADHD It's been over a month since I got tested.  I wanted to know before I got back from break for my spring semester at college, but I procrastinated getting it done a lot.

In the mean time, I've been trying to use a ton of studying resources I found on this subreddit.  It's helped a bit with getting stuff done, but now I'm in the midst of the first round of exams, and I'm currently posting here instead of studyng for the organic chemistry exam I haven't even started going over that's happening tomorrow.

I'm just like, so freaked out that I might not even have ADHD, and I just have a super discipline problem.  But that doesn't even matter, because even if I do have ADHD, I still have to manage it.  I just feel like, so hopeless with getting work done sometimes.  Like I'll do really well then trip right at the finish line because I can't keep focused for even one week.  Ugh.

TL;DR-  Struggling during semester. I want to know if ADHD, but results are taking forever to come back to me.  Worried it's not ADHD and I'm lazy ",4.967415584415587,5.461600754545459,6.039480519480518,79.75136363636366,68.72727272727272,8.285714285714286,31.168831168831172,8.192908349453996,2.2867467532467534,866,34,164,11,14,289,120,220,0.142,0.77,0.08800000000000001,-0.9041,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,0,3,17,10,0,1,11,0,16,0,0,3,0,35,43,12,0,5,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,0,0,4,5,5,1,2,8,2,16,5,27,34,3,29,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,4,17,113,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068125716438342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530011971949573,0.0,0.12311717959345445,0.0,0.08592950046165758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024780151927324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698832305815983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100234705997388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334931681609752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106027978063723,0.07214261557466957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858964932682122,0.0,0.11072316936146648,0.0,0.0,0.21103879350071367,0.0,0.1147824733790642,0.0,0.16153142186636438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929935450053032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768709545648029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975875355693945,0.0,0.0,0.11099575514683092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800627679660294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585254026188238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100006099021828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712750996168978,0.0,0.0,0.08060404726420915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842901694596586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671425578842824,0.0,0.0,0.09662754860695848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469260068335501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623933691038484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353457504701628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987524010251307,0.0,0.07147662421339708,0.0,0.08064553453892355,0.0,0.0,0.10556985518751176,0.1156019201638942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759270065536568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888427705977223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856115161026928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721730037110613,0.0,0.0,0.1191253413087162,0.0,0.08100285337818468,0.0,0.09079627273166824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351717338093257,0.10255362193559513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,skipper_sans,2018/02/15,"Do you find it easier to focus when you are depressed? This may seem like a strange question and I'm not officially diagnosed by a psychologist, but as far as self-diagnosis is concerned I tick almost all the check-boxes of adult ADHD. I was wondering if your ability to focus was affected by your mood. I have noticed that when I'm happy my mind is firing off in every direction, trying to do a dozen different things, entertaining a dozen different thoughts seemingly at once. However, when I am depressed/melancholic I find it easier to focus. I'm not talking about being anxious, because when I'm anxious it's pretty difficult to focus for me. I'm also not referring to clinical chronic depression, but situational depression. Am I alone on this? Does this happen with you as well?",7.1546590038314175,7.99078435862069,8.515402298850576,62.70704980842913,64.0344827586207,12.237547892720304,38.180076628352495,11.855464076750405,5.273467432950193,632,32,98,21,9,219,93,145,0.182,0.6579999999999999,0.159,-0.4195,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,12,3,0,1,1,21,22,12,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,4,1,2,3,1,13,4,19,17,1,9,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,7,5,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180667324694784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053367842594406,0.15569643791419766,0.0,0.1202187656671284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396599916232653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163971092779306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38843676437511787,0.15258168274758274,0.0,0.31412549607953777,0.0,0.0,0.1315547073961189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266594233189847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747976078879628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329362329366126,0.1600289725251939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344359504187728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179034343675274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115158603476854,0.0,0.16009643586429126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529395515386015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840389114275303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737093875366303,0.15682687006298515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897710469979738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082947816908644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987250485010173,0.0,0.0,0.1193451475446784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020641332946146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516463281446872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302636248167895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Engineer_ThorW_Away,2018/02/15,"Step-son (5) suspected of ADHD - Idea's, Therapies, Coping Mechanisms and Way to avoid Medication Stigma of My SO and Family A little Back story - Engaged to SO, Step son is five and started school in September, Baby Daddy also diagnosed with ADHD and was abusive to SO and aggressive when acting without thinking. Guy's a Hot head and many other colorful words. 


Teacher called us in for a meeting and essentially said he's a classic case of ADHD: Acting/speaking without thinking; Intelligent enough to know the difference but does things anyway. Extremely hyper active and at some times too aggressive. He's a softy as well, very impressionable gets into one state of mind and kinda stays there (good and bad) so it's a delicate balance. She leaned carefully putting the idea of ""options"" basically tip-toeing around the idea of medication.


I KNOW my So is against medication. Classic case of ""Medicating my child"" He's not ""Different"" etc. etc. Myself I've known people with mental illnesses, ADHD, and even just chronic joint pain (my father) who were very anti-pill anti take medication etc that have found major benefits from it. 


Whats the consensus here about Medication? Whats your story? What would you see your 5 year old self best taking to? How do you feel is best to get around the barrier/Stigma of medication? What OTHER options have you felt effective? When he's Lacking concentration but I need him to do something (put on boots, go to school, eat) what are some tricks to better get that to happen? How do I make him the happiest I can? 


TL:DR - 5 Year old Step Son may have ADHD - I want advise to make everything easier when my SO is against the Diagnosis/Medication and finds its personally hard to think her son is that much like his Father. 


In Canada if that matters for anything.


Thanks for you time.",5.217387387387389,7.367867735735736,6.193573573573578,72.62477477477479,69.84084084084084,9.377777777777778,29.75075075075076,9.816601858774405,3.249235435435436,1448,58,239,37,27,479,195,333,0.078,0.765,0.158,0.9858,1,1,1,0,0,0,56.0,1,6,0,4,23,16,3,1,13,0,17,13,1,5,0,57,41,28,0,5,7,5,4,1,0,2,11,1,0,4,16,17,1,1,15,0,0,6,3,6,1,2,5,7,23,10,40,34,11,29,0,0,2,0,30,9,0,7,12,157,39,3,0.0,0.08478688860795815,0.0,0.0,0.4300060191482693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057226499522005675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058887775876470136,0.12740712845443142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550252164955361,0.05974960402067045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019559281225744,0.06328899741245829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307075242956275,0.0,0.07296018077871086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263188526655197,0.0,0.14952992115240749,0.0,0.0,0.06262263098563904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322373649779516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394060063500371,0.2394249203812477,0.04726469963058564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431350634015004,0.0,0.06746039151442264,0.0,0.03618288194918246,0.0,0.06870881415338162,0.0,0.0654045360105902,0.0,0.0,0.07846183732750554,0.0,0.0,0.11216142642685673,0.0,0.04066919239330916,0.060021125911234215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085564244549497,0.06328026434465729,0.0,0.0641036967634222,0.0,0.07344119655953872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423475610083889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865499998417798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03496059731802404,0.07172191118458783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553370028680204,0.0725505998160005,0.0,0.0,0.07948701875200287,0.5046241421319815,0.07211564056084907,0.0,0.07225519217340919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052604827710018814,0.05306082712463864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018034724097054,0.0,0.04849090237444032,0.0,0.07614487654122208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961068801317898,0.062483424569550174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387511335542466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806993919588405,0.0,0.0,0.14484506404603573,0.05702404849492304,0.0,0.07465267801490179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509037772846484,0.0,0.0,0.05065053045440143,0.07627342981023469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107608416040351,0.0,0.0,0.06588282598472392,0.08183508704326972,0.0,0.04754127876251031,0.13755825967889254,0.0,0.0,0.08345441328054162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860778590859144,0.0,0.0,0.11808897506991345,0.042207937170017945,0.056800990581348125,0.0,0.0,0.06434102656291253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796255678145608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050834164959144224,0.0,0.0,0.09216457695825153
adhd,ordinarybagel,2018/02/15,"Am I having side effects from going up 10mg or am I just stressed? Hey everyone, I recently went from 40mg of Biphentin to 50mg, and I've been feeling very unmotivated and I can't get myself to do anything, it's like I just don't care when logically I should. The thing is, this is midterms week at University, so I don't know if I'm stressed out or if the change in dosage had such a big effect.

I'm just wondering if anyone has had similar side effects from just increasing the dose, or I'm just burnt out.",3.815952380952382,4.167613981481484,5.395661375661381,83.85833333333333,71.22222222222223,9.134391534391536,30.243386243386244,9.23628265651192,2.3041941798941794,402,16,91,8,7,137,69,108,0.104,0.855,0.041,-0.7287,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,2,4,0,14,1,0,3,0,23,24,10,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,1,8,2,11,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,4,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672345435692272,0.0,0.20798556810102506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576878549437121,0.0,0.2673680855237124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150631958477514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779421782747305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204754097775492,0.0,0.1436394049229512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389006853477718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347723421569742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495527584531259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790314310753729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791090722142255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853905756183874,0.0,0.0,0.2027348133173391,0.0,0.0,0.23429485852201365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408849378908234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jarrrrrad,2018/02/15,"Undiagnosed adult ADHD could cost UK billions a year, report finds Costs of the disorder in adults who are unable to work or hold down a full-time job are high, says think tank:

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2018/feb/15/undiagnosed-adult-adhd-could-cost-uk-billions-a-year-report-finds
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adhd,CB1296,2018/02/15,"Drug seekers are the worst Since I was diagnosed with ADHD, thankfully I haven't had a problem getting the meds I need. But now that I'm in med school it seems like I can't go 24 hours without hearing someone asking someone else where they can get adderall to help them study. And it's so frustrating to me because I know the vast majority of them don't need it, they're just looking for a ""study boost"" or whatever. 

I wish I had the guts to explain to them why I need stimulants and why they don't. Why meds make me feel normal while they might feel like superheroes when they take adderall. It's just frustrating because our grades are curved and a neurodevelopmentally normal person on adderall has an advantage over an ADHD patient on adderall. 

I don't know if anyone else understands the feeling, but I'm tired of being treated like I have some advantage because I'm on meds. I wish more people would realize that stimulants are what I need to bring me up to the level of other students, and that when others take stimulants it just makes it harder for me and other people with the same condition to compete. 

When I take my meds, all it does is bring my mental functioning closer to the level of my classmates. When they take stimulants, it makes it harder for me and others in the class with adhd to compete. I really wish people would stop acting like adderall is a wonder drug that makes anyone who takes it smarter. 

Anyway, sorry if this was incoherent, I just needed to vent for a bit. ",8.431651785714287,7.199056163194449,8.24813492063492,72.56750000000002,62.02083333333334,11.006349206349206,35.849206349206355,9.957137785484203,3.4373206349206344,1197,44,216,20,14,386,137,288,0.054000000000000006,0.823,0.124,0.9436,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,8,4,12,12,2,0,16,0,21,5,1,8,1,55,59,17,0,15,10,0,3,4,0,3,4,1,0,1,21,9,0,1,10,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,4,5,32,8,29,51,7,24,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,7,12,148,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884392401155693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118780005662174,0.08197112475926517,0.0,0.0,0.07479072523421018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630475449325225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734106043234721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811999710916519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700099661058746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855529854413792,0.0,0.1336621936510288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135368471452647,0.057153180923551386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359510014126302,0.0,0.04546677033837517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016765208729086,0.0,0.05362340666467623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878549109186278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793360796694533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633902279431774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718122082293441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136068387347569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44431888289402177,0.0,0.08062282711383205,0.08486908756992421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966009771609178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676922417073968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663891726501374,0.0698543380794134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655075607865565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051251093155112414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096592130400662,0.0,0.07283047989533406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617817559016287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557024407428614,0.0,0.0,0.08955527568600934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688494546175748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30075634962620323,0.0,0.0,0.0736547529471815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195010572027656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328451891876477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165670846199544,0.0,0.2759937811500925,0.07711871708459947,0.08675835580204473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366172611387952,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,anna_id,2018/02/15,"Am I losing my mind? Is it possible Im misdiagnosed because Ritalin is not working? Im wondering if others experience the same and what Im experiencing is normal or if Im starting to lose my mind. Short recap: Last year in november I got diagnosed with ADHD at 30 years old. I actually didnt believe the diagnosis at first since it came after two decades full of shrink and psychiatrist appointments. And none of them suspected this? 

Although Im prone of being agitated it's usually only when Im tipsy or excited. Im impulsive and wear my heart on my sleeves, but well.. a lot of people are. School was hell, but in university I didnt have much trouble with concentration until currently (trying to finish my master thesis for 2 years already). Points given Ive always been this head-in-the-clouds kind of kid, that lost everything that wasnt secured, with chaos and untidyness as my second name. 

So Ive started taking Ritalin in november. According to my psychiatrists opinion I started slow with 2.5mg and after not reacting at all to it - as if I didnt even take something - over the course of 2 weeks, Ive gotten to 20-20-20. A month later I got a desert in my mouth, the flu and stopped taking it over christmas and new years, overall 3 weeks. I started taking it again - got a minor operation in the throat region - stopped taking it again. After that Ive started taking it again, but .. it feels as if I was getting something completely else, although it's from the same company. When I needed 15mg in december to feel anything at all and 20mg to be able to concentrate on work, now Im doing okay with 2.5 mg and at 5mg would get a rapid heart beat so Im avoiding that. But that's not all of it. 

Admittingly before I didnt feel much. I wasnt depressed, I know that state too and it's completely different. It was just that nothing really affected me. Now I can feel positive emotions again, but I also cry easily, sometimes even about peanuts. Last week I lost my keys - again. Today I **literally** took my apartment apart to find the keys, 6 exhausting hours turning around every item, emptying every cupboard and putting everything back in - I even looked inside of tea puts and elseand just before disassambling the kitchen (I really wish I was joking) to find them in my purse, that I broke down crying and laughing. 

Im not asking for medical advice, I also will have the next appointment with my psychiatrist soon and will discuss this with him. But I really wondered if it is just me or if others have experienced this as a side effect. Before the first appointment I honestly rather thought Ive got early on-set alzheimers, chorea huntingtons or some other disease with memory and attention impairment.",4.224317590015261,6.250055592664098,5.714703241447432,75.54717293705669,72.22393822393822,9.142928975487118,30.00017958157493,9.648456367147027,3.154504929514232,2159,93,381,56,43,729,257,518,0.098,0.8270000000000001,0.075,-0.901,2,1,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,2,11,26,18,1,1,16,1,32,13,5,3,3,84,69,45,0,11,24,0,4,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,30,26,2,4,14,1,0,4,11,10,1,4,22,7,46,8,57,42,12,75,1,6,1,0,8,25,1,15,45,254,76,3,0.057631855351881416,0.0,0.05624037732835541,0.0,0.06926229056612965,0.0563171820438304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359818548766942,0.09217634780616744,0.04795432044443899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742610640227839,0.05130456992605654,0.05387800502540376,0.0,0.0,0.044315339363469375,0.0,0.035131844102965104,0.0,0.14712139235319782,0.0649313654699466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591548922110331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085180768902885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661177384119626,0.0,0.0,0.049638232565790565,0.058495120041134926,0.0,0.060213022527583565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814401998834068,0.06482808023520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419589076283422,0.0,0.09711464755099912,0.0,0.10359159093357133,0.05637501322014904,0.0,0.0,0.11656159083764445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053489434050547,0.09804325344212676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022053150849707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437383798032064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059146910381701875,0.0,0.0,0.13658805215708825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675576846839644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225229345606329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600147087201422,0.0316729604981681,0.09395530826610222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839624354190882,0.1289506089621565,0.1258239561622481,0.048996542485519066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058058031088327126,0.0,0.0,0.1163834898204203,0.0,0.04600119710189947,0.0,0.084732089779799,0.04273329049283248,0.0,0.05566120502566873,0.06129213198586979,0.0,0.056466981843333375,0.05529931954986447,0.0,0.060474937470234115,0.0,0.0,0.04383162298596977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995467197366832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544807315694203,0.06497125756385891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587186530779953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076132685923716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832651443401641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767366629823674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873563577516093,0.056999378585736275,0.0,0.20396061923796624,0.0,0.0,0.09636562331565904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259991897110323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575325560868162,0.0,0.0,0.05462826015761387,0.0,0.06403111184690592,0.03912824672958627,0.06268690921897753,0.05629794844267876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347334650290214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868639419006087,0.0,0.051817959268924935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627378943587317,0.0,0.12499857743751955,0.08391335417650825,0.0,0.0,0.04094001650326649,0.0,0.0,0.14845210124804664
adhd,ReasonableVermicelli,2018/02/15,"Adderall Issue: Can fall asleep at night no problem, but always wake up super early in the morning Hello, I was diagnosed with ADHD/Anxiety/Depression back in the fall of 2017. Since then my Dr and I have been going through the process of finding the right medication/dosage for treatment. I have been on Prozac (generic) since the beginning, and that dosage has not changed. Once the Prozac started kicking in and not everything was resolved my Dr prescribed Adderall too (I should note just prozac did not affect my sleep). It has helped tremendously, I almost feel like a new person. However it has not been without issues. During the day everything is great, but my sleep has been seriously impacted. I used to fall asleep fine at night around 10pm, and sleep through the night until my alarm went off at 6am. My Dr, at first, had me on 20mg XR taken in the morning (usually between 6am and 630am) and later on he added a 10mg IR dose for the afternoon (1pm). While on this dosage, I would still fall asleep fine, but then wake up incessantly throughout the night, often feeling tense when I wake up. Because of how annoying this was (although I still felt fine during the day) when I saw him for a follow-up and mentioned the sleep issues he switched me to 20mg IR in the morning and 10mg IR later in the day (12pm). This new dosage helped the sleep issues marginally. I did not wake up quite as often, but I would still wake up maybe 2am, 4am, and 5am. When I did wake up usually I would be able to fall back asleep after a little while. However many mornings when I would wake up at 5am or maybe a little after (still before my alarm) I would not be able to fall back asleep and would eventually just get out of bed and start my day early. Again, I would still feel pretty good during the day, but it was irritating to not sleep through the night. At the next follow up my Dr decided to lower the afternoon (12pm) dose to 5mg to see if that helped with sleep. The first couple days I did not notice a difference in sleep, but after a few more days it started to seem like I would wake up less during the night, but still consistently wake up around 5am-ish (before my alarm). It was kinda nice to be sleep marginally better while taking the 5mg at 12, however I also started noticing a difference during the day. The 5mg just couldn't sustain me after I got home from work (3 - 4pm) and needed to get stuff done like the 10mg did. For that reason, the marginal sleep benefit from 5mg seems to be out weighed by the day-time functionality of the 10mg. 
*Sidenote this post is getting long sorry*
Anyway, throughout this whole process I have tried looking up what other people experience with sleep while on Adderall, but it seems like everyone complains about not being able to fall asleep. I haven't found any good posts/topics on waking up early. Has anyone else experienced frequent wake-ups during the night, or almost everyday waking up and having to start the day earlier than you would like?
I suppose its possible that my body just doesn't need as much sleep as it used to, but I feel like that is very unlikely, and I am definitely scared that I might be constantly running on too little sleep and feel fine for now, but pay for it later in life.

Curious to hear if anyone else has similar experiences or ideas as to why this might be the case for me.",7.795129538577914,6.3573985597579465,7.639916319969746,77.07919369326778,63.402420574886534,10.683074886535552,33.364268154311645,9.516144504307137,2.805653895612708,2652,84,524,40,32,850,255,661,0.049,0.845,0.105,0.9908,4,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,1,0,7,29,26,1,4,40,0,53,43,31,5,0,91,86,48,0,16,29,0,6,6,0,12,11,1,2,1,24,22,1,0,15,0,1,11,14,8,0,2,22,11,44,18,91,44,5,123,0,0,3,0,12,44,0,15,73,332,68,2,0.13226351205380027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529850129309782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829520126476563,0.0,0.0,0.035257027601311115,0.03668461247926722,0.0,0.0,0.02998124123522352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165448193856591,0.09034639885189574,0.0,0.07849504481388632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170247663000384,0.0,0.026875536440820514,0.0,0.07503100472654302,0.0,0.0,0.03899210937709552,0.0,0.048971648405781734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663908607902597,0.0,0.0,0.04764328968555745,0.0,0.0,0.04878235346510825,0.0,0.2843300779578416,0.0,0.03797278970810514,0.04474822686985022,0.0,0.0921248128284526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045117164580530514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365946175851537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042127817931897966,0.07924661082231073,0.0862527294445087,0.0,0.0,0.11146067628046637,0.06299271962582281,0.0423312377533699,0.0,0.0402954846205401,0.0750021838574107,0.0,0.048340038049010665,0.0,0.0,0.06910222607296593,0.0,0.02505613397133536,0.07395757247393442,0.035261071030397696,0.04860699632351016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049690196901297085,0.0,0.0886534441344844,0.0,0.04422369556585458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049769801979573834,0.0,0.18406499125990725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031140543353450057,0.12923454220287378,0.13256278594926565,0.0,0.03901634869253801,0.037022679569491165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469814721448747,0.08858431685490152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354045657305894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03240963326476317,0.06538114552201131,0.0,0.0851606160851139,0.04688791518868195,0.2896141413350866,0.0,0.0,0.10038859007327132,0.0,0.046952107907744414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03056495524294795,0.038495799027965086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970241229426533,0.04222396117863845,0.04485318044987225,0.0,0.04218610615267105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689284190224005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532963961604411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765077220613114,0.0,0.0,0.044139616374029016,0.0,0.035132298297415425,0.12040773390367122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293982929621626,0.0,0.5735558017817786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049352724390335743,0.1560279909804006,0.0,0.2112516231558169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047002584452867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033148566889095774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029932747559860036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615547211636321,0.09711304831935072,0.03637708306664357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086986692176574,0.03978241578508842,0.04922249593524885,0.0,0.04249910192847639,0.0,0.0320964706753308,0.0,0.0,0.2818686124124129,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,biglocowcard,2018/02/15,"Question about generic Adderall and opposite of Tums? Ik that FDA regulations mandate that they be the same, but whenever I have generic Adderall the dosing feels completely inconsistent. Some days I take it and nothing happens while on other I feel *wired* as if I took 3x the dosage?
Anyone else?

Also, I take Tums to help make it last longer, anyone have a good opposite that can help “*nuke*” the effects of the medications quickly so I can sleep?",3.0107070707070704,6.0960691728395044,3.743546576879911,81.33868686868689,85.66666666666666,6.402244668911336,28.35129068462402,7.686295010490155,2.3686691358024694,357,17,59,7,11,113,58,81,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,2,0,11,12,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,6,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365277966247234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211563128550932,0.23530581575498485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407859601467055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810666897133218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184494299073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322381030351569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926213677953628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308068013496836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078620547381652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719719253141867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329462535416855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313504287135163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203574776065577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572630199845717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981804993689894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453397444532984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551520418294576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dktf0406,2018/02/15,"How do you guys manage to sit down and watch a video? Hi,

I have ADHD, I changed my medication because ritalin wasn't working well enough. Right now i'm on Lisdexamfetamindimesilat. I'm in Germany so no Adderal or Dexedrin. 

I'm trying to learn calculus by watching videos and I understand the concepts but i cannot fucking sit down and watch a video. Usually i study through audio, either audiobooks or tts apps but for calculus that doesn't work, i need to see the graphs and equations. 

I use audio most of the time because i can combine it with physical activities such as cleaning or walking and that really helps.

Again, can't do it with calculus. I tried watching in increments of 15 minutes. It really feels painful to force myself to watch and this drives me crazy. 

I have a problem with videos in general, it takes me 3 days to watch a movie even if i like it.

What can I do? 

If i don't pass this i can't graduate from my masters degree and the reason I came to Germany was for this freaking program. 

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adhd,mcgowenk,2018/02/15,"Relationship between aphantasia and ADHD? **Aphantasia** is the inability to picture things in your mind; basically you have no ""mind's eye"".  Ex.) If someone asked you to imagine an apple, could you picture one in your head visually?  

There isn't much research on the topic of aphantasia at all, so whether there is any relationship to ADHD is entirely unknown and therefore I'm turning to anecdotes out of curiosity. I have always known my mind didn't function normally and once I was diagnosed with ADHD I wrote off all weird mind things as being *because of* ADHD, which now that I know about aphantasia I'm thinking might not be directly related at all. Memory problems (and/or dementia and Alzheimer's) also runs in the family and growing up I thought (prior to ADHD diagnosis) that I couldn't picture things in my head because I just had a bad memory and therefore couldn't remember what anything looked like well enough to recreate the picture in my head. [This article](https://www.facebook.com/notes/blake-ross/aphantasia-how-it-feels-to-be-blind-in-your-mind/10156834777480504/) describes aphantasia the best out of the articles I have found on the subject so far because it is written by someone that personally experiences it, although googling the term will return many articles on the subject if you are curious. If you do experience it too, do you think it is from ADHD or unrelated to it? 

TL;DR: Can you visually picture things in your mind or not? When someone tells you to ""picture"" something do you interpret that instruction metaphorically? If you cannot picture images in your mind, do you think this is part of your ADHD or is it something unrelated?",6.946531182128452,9.089156890784984,6.961770089978284,68.87131166614955,65.41638225255973,10.241948495190815,37.89156065777226,10.436869588844218,4.60623686006826,1351,72,207,36,22,431,149,293,0.046,0.908,0.046,0.2406,0,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,16,0,1,11,6,0,0,11,0,28,5,4,2,3,48,41,20,0,9,11,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,9,0,0,10,0,0,2,8,3,1,1,7,2,27,3,35,27,8,24,0,0,2,0,23,17,0,8,6,155,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175709711233635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058705864087666836,0.06108291086445705,0.0,0.0,0.04992124387335285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041008616470901,0.0,0.06862833938674133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612941934633023,0.1342499663402658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703915259409096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861182532228841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450949508539449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585204210804132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436179212047736,0.06920431283803409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049015747408987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260191837525553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040344156793226435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586436514059976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164582050266097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744261083213562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787629451315532,0.5188614485865061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539647172497763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071926107736581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817913911038289,0.04974444266309797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794957592638207,0.0,0.0,0.06409868611833335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024335239464417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762950218536598,0.08315909720097582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659988973106767,0.11302904264559625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416348125540783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508108117027773,0.14111428384222127,0.0,0.05827925426118535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984888228428969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600430905634612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Meatballcity12,2018/02/15,"Just diagnosed with ADHD at 39 I’ll tell my story below but the main questions I have are what medications should I be looking to take and what are the best online resources in dealing with ADHD that aren’t specific to medication? I have to work through my primary care doctor since my psychologist appointment isn’t until June. I’ll look through the subreddit to find this information as well. Just want to get this out because I’m embarrassed by the diagnosis and have only told two people, my wife and childhood best friend. 

So I didn’t take this seriously until my wife stated she wanted to separate at the beginning of January this year. This has totally fucked me up. We’re going to marriage counselling. Based on the information that was discussed at the first meeting she stated that I might have ADHD which is why I’m not performing in life or the marriage that my partner requires (and deserves). I went to a psychotherapist and within 10 minutes he stated that I have ADHD and need to be treated medically for it in addition to going through therapy. 

The marriage counsellor suggested we read “A Couples Guide to Thriving with ADHD”. I have to read it again because I can’t soak the information with one read through but it’s been eye opening. I’m pretty sure I’ve been dealing with this for most of my life and it’s been impacting me since I got to college up until now which has impacted my marriage and work. I’m ashamed at my behaviour and how it’s been left to continue for so long. 

A lot of issues that my wife has is projects not being completed, tools left everywhere, being unreliable with important matters, perceived inattention with our relationship, and many more. 

We have a long ways to go with the marriage counselling and it’s totally up in the air whether we’re going to be able to salvage it. This is the worst event in my life and I can’t think of many other instances that could compare. 

Therapy is weird. I expected it to be like in the movies where you lay down on a couch and discuss your feelings for an hour. It feels more like a bro relationship right now but I think I’m coming around to it. I was disappointed when I found out that he couldn’t prescribe medication once he stated that it was the first step. 

My new primary care doctor (didn’t have one) ended up with the same conclusion about ADHD and prescribed Buspirone  which appears to be anti anxiety medication, which I don’t have. This is all new to me so maybe it will provide some benefit. I was thinking of giving it two weeks then calling the doctor to see if we can try something else. Currently I feel chilled out which makes it harder to assist around the house tbh. 

I don’t plan on telling any friend or family of this diagnosis. Hopefully one day I’ll change my mind if I can get this under control and let the people close to me know that you don’t have to live with this and there is hope. 

Thanks for hearing me out. 



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adhd,CommanderXao,2018/02/15,"Coping mechanisms besides meds? I'm looking into going to officer training for the navy out of college. I am not currently on meds but I feel like they would help. I was briefly prescribed strateera but it did not work for me as I don't really have hyperactivity. The problem is that I can't go about getting meds that do work because you can't have been prescribed meds for ADHD within the last 12 months and apply for officer commissioning school. So now knowing that I can't crutch myself on meds I need to train myself to build good habits and such so that I can still succeed. What strategies work for you guys as far as completing tasks as well as prepping for upcoming tests and deadlines?

TL;DR: I can't have meds so what should I do to help my symptoms?",4.213153153153153,6.114205810810812,4.767297297297297,82.85045045045045,71.97297297297297,7.365765765765767,29.225225225225223,8.07648339933343,2.035917117117117,612,25,114,9,12,195,90,148,0.024,0.8320000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9592,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,8,5,0,0,3,0,18,1,0,0,0,15,26,13,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,3,2,17,4,22,21,0,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,6,81,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749316590849046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481281471629225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867619289027332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062054105904712366,0.08767569481299907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411942755776931,0.0,0.1394963715371241,0.10293699957473837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151833417897555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452170680943273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744716611861276,0.10003831635372053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995787210956765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305918443830846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8179275304738004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795896353819886,0.0,0.0,0.09099999802139463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743249665550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862161177539241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242055698701832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800938346832626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755961904683166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034568451347744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680386289927154,0.0,0.0,0.08718124389269738,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ipunchtrees,2018/02/15,"Any tips for when I know I'm not going to sleep tonight? I had a week off from work and school and stupidly didn't take my adderall the whole time. Now I'm back in the groove of things and taking it again, but I can't sleep. Monday night I got 3 hours of sleep. On Tuesday I didn't get to bed until 7 am Wednesday morning. Now today, Wednesday, I woke up at 1. I forgot I had to work today so I slept in, but when I found I had to work I needed to take my adderall. Now it's 1:24 am, and there's no way I'm falling asleep anytime soon. ",0.7017500000000005,1.872079008333337,2.5616666666666674,98.07,79.75,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.5945166666666664,411,10,103,0,10,137,73,120,0.067,0.933,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,0,3,0,8,5,5,0,0,11,23,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,10,0,14,0,16,13,1,29,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,20,63,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184070388926326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338869307347424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091273508102552,0.0,0.0,0.0909701047842354,0.0,0.09895596404318782,0.0,0.1392590445517308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147235586757714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569136848082292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910719372709706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339909072701653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621794417450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227348937894362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39274794709908895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567707138841822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153031611703776,0.0,0.3300893184589317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820773049110416,0.139667933793615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943978884953597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802825928806282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,McCubbon,2018/02/15,"ADHD, dyslexic, and struggling in engineering - looking for advice. I am in biomedical engineering at a very prestigious school with about 33 hours of class a week, and I have been really having troubles following a schedule due to my ADHD. I have only gone to 10% of my classes this semester because I either can’t sleep, or miss them on purpose so that vyvanse will work during my harder classes that day. For example, I skip my  morning design classes (8:30am) so that I can take the meds at 11:45 which is perfect for my 2 hours math lecture which is at 1pm. And I feel like going to my design class would be useless because without the meds I can’t focus AT ALL and get nothing out of the class, so I figure the extra sleep would be better. This has worked into some bad habits and has led me to go into my hardest midterm tomorrow with only 8 pages of study notes.
 I have also been experiencing a very agitated phase about 6 hours after take the pill, which makes doing any work impossible.
Other info: I take 40 - 60mg depending on the day, I eat a BIG breakfast, and drink a lot of water, I’ve tried to take melatonin for the sleep but it make my nose run and dries my throat-making my sleep worse.

If anyone has any tips, or suggestions, or anything I would really appreciate it. 

Like why might the medications be insufficient? ",9.568316236292896,7.0470671050583675,9.63777148921118,67.5777184294305,60.82879377431907,12.14701096568801,38.53873363990096,10.436869588844218,3.924629571984436,1054,39,191,18,11,351,152,257,0.064,0.88,0.056,-0.026,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,5,6,9,0,1,14,0,24,11,5,4,2,34,38,16,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,3,1,0,6,3,5,0,0,3,4,25,4,31,27,6,28,0,2,1,0,2,12,0,8,12,126,36,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25724188484057176,0.10458171350854063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558631707660405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555872648847884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483302478101744,0.0,0.08807087451088128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935980005116713,0.13048055039911272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465321564741387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804206345296355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484187265497873,0.0,0.10951132747555407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541140840889149,0.07645730854538632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591514121438214,0.0,0.12164736352901355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618852200200703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457214025810853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898724313487547,0.0,0.0,0.0909871940172999,0.0,0.0,0.1428774716703297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377570268042304,0.10781449202170346,0.0,0.11353457339458788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269153008899053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627917474338628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712344892544878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083130689625532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284014764813382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188375867532868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218721428802089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266164500880556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661049597657766,0.0,0.0,0.08584745790624075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657168182065523,0.0,0.0,0.1031664283856485,0.0,0.23374222699561595,0.0,0.10906566005880156,0.22807837261711456,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BlenderBottleLol,2018/02/15,"Any surgeon/Oral Surgeons/High degree doctors with ADHD? Current Dental student who is ranked below 50th percentile. Wondering if it is possible to be an oral surgeon with ADHD.

If you are one, can you let us know, what was your GPA in Med school, and how did you come to learn/study/persevere? ",4.0232727272727296,6.41863023636364,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,73.9090909090909,6.581818181818183,29.181818181818183,7.554174236665415,1.9996545454545456,233,10,40,3,5,73,46,55,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,28,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811765866548895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644275850933754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828332765429053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748546190928825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554676632243574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288315273088933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724980516266576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268577602315687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384524792009608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725853663876973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447075045682611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29084730272614395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221427987027784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,klausterfok,2018/02/15,"Problems with my primary care doctor and finding a psych doc to take over prescribing (a rant) I have to rant about this because I want to know that I'm not alone...Does anyone else have these issues?

1) I was diagnosed 10+ years ago with ADHD

2) On Ritalin now, and it's been great. I basically can't function without it, but I never abuse it. I owe a great deal of success to this med. Sometimes I skip doses if I want to relax or I'm on vacation

3) My primary care doctors office is making my life a living fucking nightmare by: 

-Testing me every 3 months for adherence, the first time they made me come to the office after my results came in and they told me I came back negative. They sat with me and said ""whats going on? what are you doing with the medication?"" I asked them ""did you test for meth or did you test for methalphenidate""....turns out, they tested for meth. FUCKING REALLY. I'm not even a fucking doctor. ZERO apologies from them.

-My doctor calls me every time I ask for a new script (once a month)

-My doctor constantly treats me like a criminal, asking why I skipped a few days of meds (literal opposite of a red flag)

-I moved 50 miles away from my doctors office (i have to pick up a physical script every month) and when they actually figured out how to fax it I asked them to send it to a new pharmacy near where I fucking live they told me to my face ""using multiple pharmacies? that's a red flag...."" BITCH, IT'S ALL CVS, THEY HAVE ONE SYSTEM! I actually have been using the SAME FUCKING PHARMACY for 10 years.

Anyway, my new primary care doc has asked me over a year ago to get rediagnosed by a psych doctor. I looked for 3 months and found some quack who essentially laughed at me, didn't attempt to diagnose me even though I made the appointment specifically for that, and he was 100% a pill pusher. He asked me within 5 minutes what meds I'd like. I told my primary care about it, told her to go screw because she recommended him.

I've been looking for over a year for a psych doctor and as is tradition nobody is accepting new patients. My doctors office has been an absolute nightmare to deal with. I don't understand how they can be so outrageously unsympathetic and uncaring. I was DIAGNOSED by a DOCTOR and PRESCRIBED MEDICATION, and my doctor essentially refuses to write scripts on time. But because my new primary care wants to save her ass, she's putting me through hell.

I have never been so stressed out about my overwell mental well being because I have to remember to call a new psych doctor every fucking day. Talk about ""do no harm"". Rant over....sorry....",3.4686276767211623,5.4321524356435695,4.809242459129634,81.50039373704814,74.14851485148516,8.103615012664058,27.585770204927467,8.841846274778883,2.272033847570804,2040,80,389,43,43,677,240,505,0.08800000000000001,0.784,0.129,0.9671,1,1,3,0,1,0,83.0,0,3,11,3,17,29,10,1,26,0,31,30,2,9,3,58,78,23,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,21,1,0,0,17,22,0,1,7,1,1,8,10,13,1,3,22,5,69,16,66,54,4,56,1,0,4,8,42,18,10,4,31,251,86,22,0.0,0.0570930088949676,0.09404595809346787,0.0,0.0579106932196529,0.0,0.08542867897187126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03369305386234436,0.04937266500461287,0.0,0.0,0.2702866966838829,0.0,0.04527271248310448,0.03705237008228053,0.0,0.11749593780153675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984074114976176,0.1102248176751269,0.2456462501789696,0.0,0.0,0.0415083200786908,0.0,0.05207238387484213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215248805991965,0.09935613273017928,0.0,0.14672455634345447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5918499123350316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040253557153783134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365333038471035,0.0,0.16239649354625413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404150001882915,0.0409873303780123,0.0,0.05283390451049425,0.0,0.2672853225762385,0.02517540711697467,0.0,0.054770887366762284,0.0,0.0,0.10625136040209797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050294086250465456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02648198729460662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034035481980237266,0.047082885724951104,0.0,0.08509895458005723,0.0,0.08092888611771193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119028057406978,0.0321647986486652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057269501749125,0.09708546453811166,0.04856056137458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538477108585609,0.05121452128695443,0.0,0.0,0.07432865027438293,0.2792323738181989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131694731495892,0.032652354226489134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610788063261386,0.0,0.04844064490057684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03086944409874725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545858020231802,0.0,0.04583630450175217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765758539039144,0.0539407338721593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551973626426815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623017871650313,0.038730406031980885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047342896987402114,0.0,0.08429363852083346,0.0,0.0,0.18417669490394106,0.0,0.0,0.05241297016018244,0.0,0.05016374564485575,0.0,0.08323516290301904,0.0,0.0,0.08526476812099522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332536388795993,0.0,0.04348073443084842,0.0,0.0,0.04644997363871206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412185653866507
adhd,Graylander54,2018/02/15,"Letting Go - Pros and Cons To begin, I don’t have regular ADD which is an excess of theta waves. Instead I have an excessive amount of beta waves, meaning I have a constant stream of thoughts (overactive mind ADD versus traditional day dream ADD). I found out about this last year.

Growing up I would hold things in memory to cope. I had a great memory because in a neurotic way I couldn’t let things go, and it served me. I was never late too appointments and remembered everything I needed to do, and typically did it. I theorize that I held onto things so much with my working mind that I didn’t have the capacity to wander as much into other domains. Perhaps.

The problem is this made it difficult for me to be present - I always had to be doing something. Conversations were hard unless they were about what I currently had in my mind. Sleep was a bitch because all my mental to-dos would resurface.

Now, I have totally let go. It’s an intentional act to be at peace, assuming that is something was important enough to come to mind, it will return at appropriate time. 

Pros are that talking isn’t as hard w ppl and I feel my stress has gone done where I can function more like a human being. 

However I find that I’m less ordered now because of it and can easily do a total 180 in my daily intentions.

Has anyone experience with this shift and/or have any successful strategies or insights in relation?

TL:DR: I coped with ADD by holding onto thing mentality as to not get distracted, but’s it’s draining. Now I just try and be present and accept what comes. I feel more “normal” but am distracted. Discuss",4.706614605318698,6.239399022653725,5.802963275643734,77.38704516673701,70.10032362459546,9.257408189109327,30.586886168566203,9.653516015845867,3.008836105248347,1274,53,233,30,23,423,178,309,0.042,0.885,0.073,0.7857,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,10,10,1,3,11,0,43,1,1,3,4,56,60,16,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,23,19,0,3,10,1,0,8,6,6,0,0,16,4,29,4,37,32,10,38,0,0,0,0,5,13,1,2,16,173,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918824627470924,0.0,0.0,0.07509280035229751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721174161391497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019422021067353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024275435747368,0.0,0.11933021759889685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121500277699294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300313438414812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409856430627947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924288788425197,0.1080168586283839,0.0,0.0,0.11166841619922978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009264679193571,0.0,0.0,0.12107533499887672,0.0,0.0,0.05769251541527416,0.0,0.1882712511281268,0.0,0.0,0.12174397457427336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783825677956507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001112967134982,0.12456423252942213,0.0,0.0,0.33875119394986264,0.0,0.05394808707285675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044868240521012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028521917132325,0.0,0.0,0.22256489618303904,0.0,0.44599116695611335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235019098427242,0.08187875326723949,0.08516658304325912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819307431688327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566183107994792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509002178376155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050476780101844,0.0,0.0,0.1700211508136651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649148751990708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875544838888784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934459068767217,0.0,0.0,0.08766513142217598,0.06438971727682277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497134020814109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765024115097926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039072984090942,0.0,0.0,0.15688553216326315,0.0,0.0,0.07111009256431351
adhd,OrForgotten,2018/02/15,"Strattera Alternatives For Long-Lasting Medication? Have been on Strattera for about 5ish years, am finishing undergrad. I have a sweet doctor who lets me kinda experiment with dosage to get best result. I take 25mg in the morning and 25mg at night. I used to do all at once, and higher dosage, but the side effects were brutal. I get ALL the sexual and psychological side effects, from fatigue to quicker to getting into a pissy mood. But the medication itself, especially when taken all at once, makes me feel kinda like a god, and I LOVE the extended time of effect, even if the ""high"" is only for a few hours. But my body has gotten used to the, albeit small, daily dosage and the side effects are as strong as ever. 

So I'm wondering if there's any other long-lasting medications out there that people are taking? (I don't take the classic Adderal, Ritalin, etc. because I have a family history of high anxiety and I myself sometimes have depressive episodes) (also M, 130 lb).

Thanks for any and all help!",5.676056166056168,6.9279089947089965,6.749841269841273,72.56417582417582,67.51851851851852,9.413268213268212,30.940577940577946,9.661875296680813,3.070645584045584,796,31,136,17,13,267,120,189,0.068,0.787,0.145,0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,6,8,10,1,0,14,0,14,8,1,8,5,32,30,17,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,12,6,23,25,7,20,0,2,0,1,3,13,0,5,8,93,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659414608318606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812872511047309,0.0,0.10196857175548282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125400955043299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398824940805971,0.0,0.0,0.14805817163969331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480483094330228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364307547679451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865662558572793,0.08803858944863836,0.120570903242894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038586443599665,0.12565652080732526,0.0,0.06739680805950256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891984610810369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893433056024022,0.28166216991992304,0.0,0.0,0.13126648688458767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730272663151834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630084480248764,0.0,0.06512009381667466,0.0,0.0,0.2359197388500365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030189073061415,0.0,0.08897393069029874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028351997724012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250861953307257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390480932348977,0.0,0.101375125719984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924083941798792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318299158564031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006586279519327,0.0,0.0,0.12271803510694025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777240613598242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024423986053064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455027716637195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858361463835923
adhd,Access0ry,2018/02/15,"First Time Taking Any Kind of Amphetamine (Vyvanse) Analysis. I took a 50mg Vyvanse the other day after being prescribed and this is basically what I experienced from my first time taking any kind of amphetamine for the matter. So I took it at about 10:20 am and had a class at 11. I was actually surprised because it was a real gradual come up, at around 10:50 on my way to class I could start to tell It was working and I felt just a natural sense of clarity, I felt literally normal. That's the best way I could describe it. After my class at about 12, the clarity was even more profound and I felt focused, motivated, and happy. To really put it in perspective, especially for me, I felt normal and alive, I couldn't stop thinking about how this is how I really wish I could feel all the time or this is how I should feel. My mind wasn't rushing with thoughts, I was direct with everything I did, I wasn't worried about what anyone else was doing or overthinking myself, I could focus on what I was doing and what I needed to do. After class I did some homework and got pretty into it for about an hour and I was focused and determined while doing it. Then I decided to stop and do something else but all the while I felt good and alive. However, I didn't really get ""lost in a trance"" reading necessarily or doing homework as some people report, especially with adderall (I don't know if that was because it's a different drug and/or I didn't take enough mg). Besides that, I would say strong effects lasted around 4-5 hours and then after that it was a subtle come down. Overall, I think I had a great experience for my first time and could go to bed no problem that same night. 

EDIT 1: I also forgot to mention me and my ex-girlfriend are going through a pretty tough time together and for some reason I just did not want to fight with her and I just didn't care about arguing (which is completely the opposite because I'm trying to make things right)...I just wanted to continue being happy and didn't want anything to impede that. So that's interesting to me.

EDIT 2: I forgot to mention in one of my classes later in the day I felt slightly irritable. I felt as though everyone around me was ""coughing"" and I was trying to do work and multiple people were coughing loud as hell (at least it seemed like it to me) and I wanted to tell them to shut up.  

EDIT 3: Just wanted to add that while walking places or to class, I felt very euphoric, so much so that I just wanted to go up to strangers and tell them how happy I was lol (didn’t actually). Things were more clear to me and I felt a sense of vibrance.

EDIT 4: I didn’t have that many actual one on one interactions while on it just because I was studying for some of the time and in class some of the time as well. But I will say that when I did talk to someone one on one I would normally react with slight nervousness fidgetiness, rapid thoughts and anxiousness, and it would be harder for me to have a good conversation. But while on it all of that was gone and I stood there and talked with confidence and had pretty clear straightforward thoughts. It definitely helped in that aspect from what I could tell.  ",5.410901729849094,5.831354106858058,6.2815948963317405,78.66142068457859,67.74003189792664,9.365378481167957,29.63354189669979,9.333382268041843,2.440685142927249,2503,85,489,46,39,829,250,627,0.046,0.777,0.177,0.9977,2,0,2,0,1,0,68.0,0,0,2,10,30,22,3,1,22,1,63,3,0,9,5,127,110,59,0,24,16,0,11,1,0,5,3,3,3,0,40,42,0,4,22,1,0,11,12,7,1,8,52,15,67,15,87,43,15,73,1,1,0,0,18,27,1,11,34,369,107,18,0.0,0.0,0.16555740930350032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522396561207933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691349582622117,0.0,0.0,0.06388674719678072,0.0,0.03954190640444948,0.05794337629728884,0.04653681027939245,0.1510276439433799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789232031127366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059346984187067575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765770637986891,0.0,0.0,0.09742768430925007,0.059292845997534524,0.0,0.0,0.2709091380252658,0.0,0.0,0.07294167740656103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908395645948121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558142571601071,0.0,0.09448252425702204,0.0,0.0,0.05843249558131811,0.0,0.03735152715285195,0.0,0.0,0.05403708477663173,0.05082456245643268,0.05531791440923097,0.0,0.0,0.057187960916132013,0.0,0.4886820908191273,0.0,0.0,0.14430723806133866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029545662319018364,0.0,0.09641803222083176,0.09486490898029357,0.04522915209291472,0.06234788579168667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059937756609207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790507010656437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138306008388672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777872254544107,0.03107905467059657,0.046096767025675334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02762805455678969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061732303373778864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377483579517534,0.057334029839670037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057100580210884724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415716309621985,0.041931990271576944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306946022878159,0.166224475532754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916027469614069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841094833476088,0.0,0.05908395645948121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725986699612176,0.0,0.05411185070760127,0.0,0.056849564739825775,0.0,0.0,0.05656649280524221,0.06436763399776152,0.10868441972909818,0.05814404113657315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048294406629303815,0.0,0.08994355098073946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051482078779338455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791563913622986,0.04353586832601074,0.0,0.0,0.040027222818732805,0.0,0.0,0.09455865281575764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275583693016508,0.09090740759682234,0.19771292799728787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514019462550872,0.0724714372692968,0.05556125631234461,0.13468598230679185,0.2308281725712512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566090409036262,0.0767890907667907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666065365114515,0.20013213966369087,0.08977540357138729,0.0,0.0,0.05084631066081777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503107675154768,0.0,0.0,0.08233987859125677,0.05743047774372575,0.0,0.12051702693157496,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,overcomeobstacles,2018/02/15,"What methods have you used to better cope with ADHD from a physiological / biochemical perspective? Looking for ways to cope better without medication. Hey everybody,


I thought I could get a discussion going around coping mechanisms for becoming healthier with ADHD. 

Personally, I do not take medication, although I do think it is a great option for many people and see its validity.
I want to talk about things we can do to do and feel better with ADHD and have more focus and motivation for completing tasks.


I know Russell Barkley has said that cardio as well as sipping on a gatorade are helpful for people with ADHD to increase their fuel tank. I have also heard things like the Ketogenic diet and getting consistent sleep can help as well.


Some other things that might be more dubious are getting more sunlight. That's something I've been trying to do lately but I have no idea if that will help. I also struggle with depression and I've heard it is good for that.


Anyway, I want to hear your thoughts. Preferably, I want to hear about more physical things you have done that you think have an effect on your neurochemistry. I have done all too much reading on mindset stuff and think I would benefit from a more concrete action plan in the future.


Thank you so much for your time and hope to hear some cool info!",6.318225571220225,7.875469966942152,6.393996110841035,74.57543266893538,66.27272727272728,9.165192027224112,31.590666018473506,9.478462496947786,3.0300585318424886,1060,42,178,21,17,337,138,242,0.05,0.77,0.181,0.9766,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,7,1,6,10,14,0,1,8,1,27,5,1,3,1,44,53,17,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,16,15,1,0,12,1,0,3,3,2,2,0,8,10,22,12,34,40,11,12,0,1,2,0,22,5,0,7,4,137,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593827335688598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284010346568788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506949952335212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553955389618523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535476656851985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019383079728997,0.0,0.0,0.07629763726153352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230650033089817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558404584027725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048318484154995865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497799460313653,0.0,0.054309486209872984,0.08015198527801375,0.0,0.105356277211601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231123843523706,0.0,0.19215745761846773,0.0,0.0,0.09491357860037382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787667312802604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052517795235110805,0.0,0.10779690624453607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668624986623828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024712462952513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688379749761952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925351934579538,0.0,0.10137505933939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404965772352062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324998515071237,0.08344012962411095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095586803324641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090034019642733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614969939446488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562995614657664,0.0,0.0,0.0735674827423665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990104631305516,0.10939441718148196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184993656243824,0.07680826634089236,0.0,0.08797967745908533,0.0,0.0,0.2539457777653887,0.18369478141675646,0.0,0.15172942924204405,0.055722354446830304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487960763163138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253397286751435,0.0,0.0,0.16909296055208112,0.0758518286975466,0.0,0.0,0.17184152864675284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211733912171308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788375225501775,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,soolnov,2018/02/15,"Adderall Comedown? I’ve had ADHD symptoms all my life and I finally went to see a doctor after I moved away for my 2nd year of college. I have severe anxiety and OCD and I’ve just been diagnosed with ADHD too. I’ve never taken stimulants before and I see people here talking about taking doses of 10-20 or higher daily, but my prescription is 5mg IR. It sounds like it’s nothing but it has helped me beyond what i could’ve ever imagined. I don’t interrupt people in every conversation anymore, I actually listen to what people say in conversations because my mind used to just wander. I’m finally able to sit down and do my homework and studying in 2 hours... instead of 8. 

However about 4 hours after taking it I feel like complete shit. My chest feels tighter and my heart is racing and my hands are extremely cold, and the list just goes on. Is it normal to feel like this after taking such a small dose?",3.1353142458100542,5.238168575418996,4.923962988826816,79.68639141061453,75.53631284916202,7.156564245810058,25.712639664804467,8.07648339933343,1.838343296089386,721,26,128,12,16,245,116,179,0.075,0.8690000000000001,0.056,-0.2869,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,0,3,0,10,10,4,2,3,27,23,12,0,1,6,0,4,3,0,0,6,3,1,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,10,17,3,22,19,1,21,0,0,2,0,6,8,1,1,13,82,25,3,0.13195793481078094,0.0,0.12877190921438164,0.0,0.3171755886589668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094745894549678,0.0,0.13086681317746846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397882354431675,0.0,0.0,0.0804403322713824,0.0,0.11228648336283252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835538404433215,0.0,0.0,0.10535767343152773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339345261402365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506453781529745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936350677069335,0.11118025137714364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016569019792133,0.188541549990528,0.0,0.2891069350646281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637078810345992,0.08844862214978039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599039697736867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320579181661294,0.19340394448740125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323989718016993,0.0,0.0,0.14025040138497516,0.0,0.0,0.10177409427471357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929075879214932,0.12661719737612684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27444905083289217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493824616521716,0.0,0.0,0.21030677878555787,0.0,0.0,0.14907490600335327,0.13545292379678953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137154820059237,0.2976478338302819,0.1060627895231744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396928754917215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232632759957095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849765836073057
adhd,98374593,2018/02/15,"Just realized i most likely have ADHD wow it's weird. I was browsing those online 'diagnosis' tests out of boredom, ended up doing an adhd one and to my surprise, I scored pretty highly. 

After reading more about it, (behaviour, treatment, etc) i feel like everything has clicked into place, going down the list of symptoms i'm just like 'yep, yep, yep, yep' and my god its so bizzare. It explains SO much about me, it's like i've finally found the thing i've been looking for my entire life, i don't know how to explain it.

i always noticed these 'things' about myself but never really knew what it was although i was aware something was up because nobody around me seemed to be dealing with the same issues.

Gonna see my doctor soon and hopefully i'll be able to get referred to someone who can diagnose me. I can't believe nobody realized this when i was younger, maybe because i'm not hyperactive i guess.",4.598312087912088,6.0918732971428575,5.505714285714286,79.56582417582419,70.31428571428572,7.670329670329671,30.60439560439561,8.139509932561175,2.3318263736263733,717,30,127,10,13,235,119,175,0.018000000000000002,0.8540000000000001,0.128,0.9217,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,4,14,4,0,1,1,27,30,9,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,10,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,8,4,18,7,19,19,5,15,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,4,10,89,32,3,0.15153747426823086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642371917523548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609131800512893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490047990895787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475167558785788,0.0,0.0,0.1707308408522703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622848198238004,0.0,0.15380734654348038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510502610612198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421722349633425,0.0,0.16900434093134364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361921106795384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662190018166304,0.10825840189584318,0.0,0.16600189596762258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615301888394352,0.0,0.0,0.07917207582655199,0.0,0.08612223880910051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669356123923688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010766154905529,0.0,0.15051090431714922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816575246420486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328103281049679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703539957118303,0.2961342218958851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272533126971701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223976092334626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139747971241176,0.0,0.11687504214461898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252641883799766,0.0,0.0,0.10268571438481236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583244075030152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416809003618634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157848246089142,0.0,0.0970787863550236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075574736884738,0.1379540252242932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839721018978098,0.11666095114283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750545842728966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134952881673304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sakurasunset,2018/02/15,"Trigen So now that Trigen Pharm's whack version of methylphenidate er has been on the market for a few months, what's everyone's take on it?

My insurance wouldn't cover my newly prescribed Concerta, so cvs gave me these sad gray pills and I haven't been reading nice things about it. However, most of them are from last November, so I'd love to hear recent opinions; good, bad, neutral, whatever. 

I took the Alta generic back in college and it was great for my adhd. And it's my understanding it was almost identical to the name brand?

As an aside, I recently got rediagnosed with adhd combined type. (Yes, ladies,  gentlemen and non binaries, my childhood adhd didn't go away magically. :p)

Hope you're all having a good day/evening, don't forget your clothes in the wash. ",3.592093933463797,6.089652123287674,4.39906066536204,82.09794520547949,75.7123287671233,7.733072407045009,27.55185909980431,8.634040054169528,2.32639686888454,614,25,111,13,14,197,109,146,0.06,0.8109999999999999,0.129,0.8853,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,7,1,11,3,0,0,1,14,20,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,8,2,11,6,15,11,4,14,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,4,7,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604878833191713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679968710744413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762492198309458,0.12900435214010672,0.14008048397119552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819741676794996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081014020971801,0.0,0.0,0.16031090017067162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534724533407016,0.2814341117050104,0.13418055611147514,0.1849664121652592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890883645524236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663291988019638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675449457331684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141847981481613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339119752897974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781485194086085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313041862960577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614174809502768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145856858495773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863980332604662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465391534914232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-Peaceful-Mind-,2018/02/15,"I have ADHD please help me I have ADHD for which was treated with short course Ritalin abroad which made me feel like a normal person. Now I live in the UK, my GP refused prescribing me on any ADHD medications and asked me to refer myself to a private practice because mentioning this to my NHS would jeopardize my career (please don't ask me why, hence I have given up my GP as well for them always being paranoid and not helpful). The private psychiatrist said it costs 950 GBP for an initial assessment in addition to follow up expenses and prescriptions. I feel I am dying with my distracted attention which has turned destructing, for which I literally tried various things from meditation, healthy food to Racetams without any use, tried Modafinil and it helped me a bit but it doesn't work specific on Prefrontal cortex hence brought horrible side effects. Without my attention I feel this life is a piece of crap as I need to spend 1-3 hours in trying to comprehend one page in addition I have no sense of time. I don't want Adderall as it scares me for its addictive effect. Any advises please I will highly appreciate as I feel I am falling apart. I have lost a lot of money on online purchases for being tricked and had to compensate by working my weekends with no rest. May be its the last scream for help. I don't want illicit substances. I can't read this text again for mistakes as it brings me headache. Ah, tried Korean Ginseng, very little effect. ",6.3334343434343445,7.38557376363637,6.673787878787878,74.42623737373738,65.9090909090909,10.183838383838383,34.55050505050505,10.25414643259724,3.723553535353536,1175,53,204,28,18,380,165,275,0.142,0.79,0.068,-0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,6,3,11,3,2,9,1,22,6,1,5,0,35,40,11,1,6,4,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,15,10,1,1,10,2,5,4,10,8,2,1,7,6,34,3,40,27,6,24,0,1,0,0,12,14,1,2,7,137,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885101879127873,0.3930729039098849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071576003839968,0.0,0.0,0.22241786692595086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038433296493104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645932858215763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119024735472732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314852477053006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050095186674867,0.07788595887406359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183088506315765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923029219849512,0.11518864609538478,0.0,0.0,0.10736556425899857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888681887263611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700607604655789,0.053263066477686825,0.10926955533914673,0.09626919007169556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901133942166275,0.09268734390632033,0.0,0.10316007401733307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982906999199056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083907539656453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068192631553916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387671707203013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519456336307193,0.0,0.3590231112142995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905237140393503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370571370796566,0.0,0.1091509103288589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242994929770115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357211122543074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296077484418284,0.11858557397026293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941607538858898,0.0,0.08995528411907293,0.1286090247785136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802465169255632,0.0,0.09837618118898044,0.0,0.0,0.21018830903938526,0.0,0.15873989310959202,0.0,0.0,0.07744671759829158,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spectrumjess,2018/02/16,Picked up ADHD meds and shortly after threw them in the trash due having unmedicated ADHD at the time. Luckily I got them back after a dig through the dumpster. ,6.323,7.51006996666667,7.173333333333336,70.35000000000002,66.0,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.795666666666667,129,5,21,2,2,43,25,30,0.052000000000000005,0.841,0.107,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8204782685427124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26247885114416475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730106204151509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791654570699044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990452733844666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CheapAdministration,2018/02/16,"Can't make it in electrical engineering/IT adult with potentially having ADD speaking (doctor's suggestion of a textbook ADD case + possibly other co-morbidity, testing in progress to confirm).

Every job is boring, going to lose or quit yet another job, can't start anything, can't finish anything,  not productive, not proactive, not efficient, not interested, can't follow convos without thoughts going away, stressed, tired, weak, frustrated, periodically depressed etc.  I experienced the same stuff during my studies, which I have by a miracle passed, although with rubbish marks, but now I'm paying the price.

**Any suggestions for jobs that I could stick with and possibly also could excel at?** 

Apparently I suck at problem solving jobs, which engineering/IT (development) is all about. People who know me would say that I can be very creative person and that I am more of an artist.",7.673570138470801,9.807630986754967,7.815291992775439,63.48062612883804,63.63576158940397,10.524021673690546,38.230583985550865,10.637119530657019,4.845829139072848,713,37,101,19,11,231,113,151,0.133,0.7390000000000001,0.128,0.0748,5,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,4,10,2,1,5,0,14,3,0,1,1,23,23,6,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,9,7,0,0,2,1,2,4,9,8,0,0,1,3,8,2,16,18,4,14,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,1,5,68,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162423650746722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884810564481812,0.1524200452759294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392337256007025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656818531080162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211232140735005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519622850989198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877959236872318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211207066305106,0.0,0.0,0.1224699891392967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522006933718658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769796821792691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988469764425589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626178962427643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702728070412958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077260981891872,0.1269205894226751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277375518058146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390875262637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460562669742384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559414292521605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288480863733916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650656072057665,0.0,0.16639959658226194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153976430700655,0.0,0.1670670990000281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993518619894128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401194728489235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325781955568844,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,heavygenesis,2018/02/16,"Lacking motivation sucks Laying down in my bed right now just not wanting to do anything. Before I accepted that I have adhd I thought this was normal. I can't imagine explaining this feeling to other people. It's so easy to be labeled as lazyness. It's such a weird feeling too. Like I want to do certain things but I cant get up and do them. Even hobbies that I enjoy doing...unless it's super new, novel, etc. I guess this would be normal for someone coming off of a long day at work but I wake up like this. At least I know why now.",0.9317567567567552,3.142712738738741,3.112995495495497,89.219222972973,83.77477477477478,4.781081081081081,22.763513513513516,5.985473137389443,0.4726810810810811,418,15,84,3,12,142,79,111,0.028,0.7140000000000001,0.258,0.97,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,1,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,22,21,5,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,12,6,14,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,7,63,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576604991867073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642838765815574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243390973127727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468185886346056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826670178574274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910651539778655,0.14160553060220454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216808579645148,0.1531634577975949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201226585881917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361796883735081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782559811369635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209484624765718,0.0,0.0,0.1897323662760572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706352266179287,0.0,0.0,0.4201221360251941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863413614291898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309171263266605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816557453263732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424341645517652,0.0,0.0,0.17020526729901184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291083558339944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345766931097716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608173328390598,0.0,0.0,0.15229968577016892,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thesquareunicorn,2018/02/16,"You can use Google to tell you when your Internet time is up! I found out that if you type ""timer 15 minutes"" (Or however many minutes) into Google, it will start a countdown timer. It's so easy, I actually do it.

All you have to do is open a new tab, type it, DONE! No more time warp.

(Hopefully I'm not the only person who didn't know this)",1.5129166666666691,2.8847200138888915,3.3483333333333363,92.43,78.02777777777777,7.022222222222222,21.722222222222214,7.793537801064563,0.6515388888888887,259,7,62,4,6,87,55,72,0.032,0.906,0.062,0.4811,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,11,15,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,5,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,5,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.29207940752723904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30629387820470033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328173498140963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972783179619488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449070892478496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034492301583596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890715275829553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763564330221275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613423890550153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185027432551906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616065710054991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490553837945372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585042202662786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WackidWally,2018/02/16,"What is that smoothness I get from Vyvanse? Or whatever stimulant you take. This is just me being curious, this is my first dose (50 mg) in months and I always find it interesting how my perception changes. Like just walking through a hallway of people feels much different, my vision feels smoother. 

This probably has something to do with what I'm also thinking about, which is affected of course by meds, I just think it's interesting",5.07994575045208,7.627511063291137,5.241808318264013,77.58253164556963,71.27848101265823,9.071247739602173,34.070524412296564,9.606745405546679,3.7294397830018085,350,18,59,9,7,110,62,79,0.02,0.8290000000000001,0.151,0.8625,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,0,15,14,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,9,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772818922255588,0.2265441754694319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28801757975206105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844563204026304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753281585786882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488429540767437,0.2315863076104007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224589703789114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301368442543407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024222135571637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731729636604916,0.0,0.2001442334815992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188752507272282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29354497856482664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960094163706208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470748486515075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489095791012509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nviouse,2018/02/16,"How do you people get up in the morning to do stuff? Often times, I set my alarm in the morning with the intention of maybe finishing an easy task in the morning that would take fifteen minutes. Other times, it's just an alarm to just get ready as usual and go to class, but I will end up late because I snooze in.

I fail miserably at waking up properly, and use pretty much any excuse to go back to sleep. I do not have the willpower to just get through it in the morning. I figure this might be a common issue in the ADHD community, and was curious as to how you guys deal with it. ",6.389500000000003,4.965268283333334,7.15666666666667,79.37500000000003,66.16666666666666,10.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,2.4689999999999994,454,15,95,6,6,152,75,120,0.096,0.807,0.097,-0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,3,10,0,9,2,2,4,0,18,16,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,23,11,1,21,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,2,8,71,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224711728064003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427324682157243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613925342979466,0.0,0.12794705932031955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638748106744374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590033353529894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32897674946852057,0.0,0.2385707661409897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078242019186838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190707375030767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676517957660456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086282070018544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226602317754063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429337676691435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551137054338098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353369270829686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004168420737668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027395340916305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781123712570005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447772151662045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812776598877404,0.2311642965983841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909990790025746,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OuchCharlieOw,2018/02/16,"Interest in a success story? Hi everyone, Im a person who currently has been doing very well after seeking treatment, 6 months in so far. 

Curious if anyone is interested in a full detailed story of my ADHD experience as well as a write up of things that have worked for myself etc. Something I’d put a lot of time into to maybe help someone else.

TLDR, Is anyone interested in a detailed success story to stymie negative medication results for ADHD?",7.155714285714282,7.63740980952381,8.94295238095238,60.86871428571429,64.0,11.005714285714284,38.22857142857143,10.793553405168565,4.723245714285714,360,18,53,9,5,128,61,84,0.039,0.685,0.276,0.9662,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,16,5,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,4,41,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821314887669455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805091998837297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756410914567116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370673930712995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166879891552965,0.0,0.19621188406363665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444876403243675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666761724023748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053129329026345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151589196690609,0.0,0.0,0.20206958746741985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010606538217914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514421408940187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164462678906644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995611514710546,0.15442112812495173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326062012488996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696348053108828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550469883593852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360702333737268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602921028839086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,boogiemenbite,2018/02/16,"Navigating college without accommodations First time posting on this subreddit. I’m 28 and have finally re-enrolled in college at a 4 year university after many failed attempts and finally being diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type 9 months ago. The issue I’m facing is that I can’t get accommodations through my university because ODS doesn’t think enough testing was done to rule out learning disabilities and I no longer have health insurance so I can’t afford additional testing.

Has anyone faced a similar issue while in school? Should I still alert my professors at the beginning of the semester, even if I can’t get official accommodations through Disability Services? Any & all advice or input would be greatly appreciated. ",9.29194,10.905205344000006,9.66695,53.58522500000001,59.56,12.97,43.625,12.38480682065935,6.474780000000001,608,35,82,21,8,203,95,125,0.047,0.9,0.053,0.1663,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,0,14,4,2,0,1,14,20,7,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,7,1,13,14,2,18,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,11,54,9,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155214500547046,0.1801440925572816,0.163414613251242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974248951607412,0.0,0.12536390836108832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289013814197264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237767846528568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711075264096785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865343304535132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048220192505486,0.0,0.12176103496105753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038914966334046,0.0,0.15680749889926687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926298974524745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324585580030124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959547834284542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848257401311608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869013489916528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714592612288138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765557589264205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865714269326823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722166280940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181236468714395,0.0,0.0,0.10749561313757856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777062356354555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095651903394592,0.0,0.0,0.11871496449670435
adhd,TOthrowaway112,2018/02/16,"(VENT/RANT)My meds have stopped working and I feel like I’ve self-destructed my relationship I’ve been on Vyvanse for about three years, with a steady increase in happiness in all areas of my life. About in August I met a completely wonderful, caring, person, who im lucky to call my partner. Over the past while ive steadily upped my dose from 20 to 30 to 40 without troubles. Now i feel like ive completely gone off the rails.

My partner has some sort of chronic disease. Extreme pain in joints, its terrible and scary. Theyve had rocky days, up and down, but currently they are in possibly the worst state ive seen them in so far. Through it ive tried to help best i can, try to make them not feel incapable of things. Ive always had a problem with space though. It’s so painful and upsetting to see someone i love going through this, but i try my best to ask “what can i do to help”. The last thing they need is to deal with my bs, or have someone getting upset at the fact they sick. So i generally forgive them being grumpy, pushing away, etc.

But now my meds have worn off. And ive become hyperfocused on trying to find anything to make them more comfortable. I know i cant cure the thing, but they reject every idea i suggest. They just want to rest, and i cant stop pestering and asking them if they need help with any little thing. The more i suggest, the more upset they get, the more they retract, the more i push, the more my emotions go to the front, vicious cycle. I sometimes would stay over to try to assist, and i KNOW i need to leave, i know they need to just sleep, but i just think, oh ill just sit here quietly till they wake. I kept crashing on their floor, and just generally annoying them. They need space and i cant seem to just go away, because “what if i can help?” Its gotten so bad that i literally messaged them today and told them to please mute my messages unless they need anything. Their response was very dry, and thats sent me into a manic state. I need to get my shit sorted out. Ive got a doc appointment this weekend but im emotionally devastated and feel so alone. I know im being irrational, i know i need to give them space. My feelings of selfloathing at my brain are 100%. i have this lovely person and I feel like ive fucked up and there is no escape. I didnt used to feel like this, i used to be able to give them space. But now its all i can think about, how to fix this.
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adhd,museumgrrl,2018/02/16,"Misophonia issues? Misophonia defined by WebMD: a strong dislike or hatred of specific sounds.
https://www.webmd.com/mental-health/what-is-misophonia

I've never liked the sound of chewing, nails being clipped, or flossing teeth.  But it's gotten worse in the last two months.  Especially bad is the sound of cracking knuckles.  It's like the pitch of it makes my brain crawl.  It's making me snappish and I can't turn my headphones on any louder at work.

How do other people deal with this?",5.588170731707315,9.201485621951221,4.300682926829271,78.83395121951222,76.92682926829268,5.719024390243902,25.27317073170732,7.1686216300943375,1.5375034146341462,399,14,59,5,10,116,66,82,0.182,0.754,0.064,-0.8906,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,4,3,2,3,1,9,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,4,3,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259846202436202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191946958751015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833341903152199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616653863024281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269786533366935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649100995747247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068877771699064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479959946691894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388382471205553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557792398311393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258749806050827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957527376815544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595883457214526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760707307613628,0.2479339938844947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847755878920612,0.0,0.25865251283729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,petteyofficer,2018/02/16,"How do I find a job that I won't make me get burnt out? I'm 21 and am just getting over a knee injury so I have a gap in my work history, but I did a semester of college during that time. I have been working as a homecare PCA for the last four months and I want a full-time job so that I can pay off my car and buy a new computer. I never really learned how to find jobs, I have used indeed to apply to several places but rarely hear back. I have 4 years of experience in customer service, half of which was at a gas station and the other half was as a full time maintenance worker at a farm/building supply store, where I had to manage a small team of part timers on a daily basis. I work well with others and when working alone I use my wandering thoughts to maximize my productivity in repetitive tasks. The biggest things I am looking for is a job where I won't get burnt out from compensating for my coworkers' lack of motivation and to not work weekends. 

I prefer working with my hands and am sort of a jack of all trades, but my dream is to get a job in the IT field and will be returning to college to get my computer science degree once I have caught up on bills and have a new computer, my laptop is old and my hard drive is shot. I have learned I just need a decent paying job that won't kill me in the meantime. I plan on putting in an application at the local best buy today, but other than that I don't know where to look. Any suggestions are greatly appreciated.

TL;DR What are some places that I can apply to that won't take advantage of my high work ethic?",6.5484747706422,4.922314663608564,7.428331422018349,78.20653383027523,65.97247706422019,10.743807339449539,32.97572629969419,9.673873057562805,2.751018501529052,1233,41,266,21,16,417,170,327,0.051,0.865,0.084,0.936,6,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,13,12,5,1,0,24,0,31,2,2,6,2,41,49,21,1,4,7,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,14,14,0,0,8,3,7,4,7,1,1,3,7,5,35,4,45,36,6,46,0,0,2,0,3,27,0,2,15,186,49,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098719851099745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481895016247635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732930269337406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002949856826973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323849081793167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423634924914394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899645930810865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508752614750733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538547002018601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107429387970928,0.0,0.0,0.1007078326988764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675255537772672,0.0,0.10545433594863668,0.0,0.05238382871952348,0.07769622255213861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008484792662978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362495701192303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608126275465517,0.0,0.0,0.07067648033494217,0.07351448442314637,0.18411585052528012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001934509557013,0.10150968462639123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321921607006088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917232927766115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582009149486563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061062625487514476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768128110955244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166665610286545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633244982341471,0.0,0.0,0.07567119295035199,0.11116042697999133,0.0,0.09034954037553657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646468774585277,0.0,0.0,0.05622054165058521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570159089156205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857442898181258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138113806318176
adhd,Kamirose,2018/02/16,"Diagnosed yesterday (27F), first day of meds today All my life I heard the dreaded ""has potential"" and ""work harder"" phrases. I always got As on tests, but never could do my homework. My mom was a teacher at the school I went to so she always knew when I wasn't doing my work, but never thought about it being anything other than depression (which I was diagnosed with at 12 or 13).

Lately I started a new job that I love - been here about 8 months now. But it involves a lot of excel work and repetitive tasks that I just could not get through in a timely manner. I've had several meetings with my manager about my distractions - need to spend less time on my phone, etc. I'm extremely grateful I wasn't just let go, like my previous jobs would have done. That's actually what spurred me to go to the doctor - even with my phone put away I just couldn't completely anything faster, instead I would be googling every little thought that came to my mind and falling down those rabbit holes instead.

But yesterday I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD. Today I took my first dose of meds - 10mg of generic adderall XR. And even though I don't have a high or any jitters or anything like that, I can already tell it's working.

I took my pill at around 8:15, and started work at around 9:00. By 9:30 I was still getting pulled away from work, but could actually intentionally redirect myself back to what I was supposed to be doing. By 10, I wasn't getting distracted anymore. I've had a project on my desk for a week that it took me 4 days to get halfway done with. Today, I finished the rest of it in 2 hours.

It's about 12:30 now, and I know I'll need to go through a few weeks to really know if this is the right doseage or med for me, how I sleep on it, how long it lasts, etc, but it just feels so different and amazing to be able to control where my brain is running.

I don't really know what the point of this post is, I just wanted to get it out. Thanks for listening/reading/whatever :)",3.87518023104317,5.083369894206552,4.729318162077654,85.5384886649874,71.72040302267003,7.994753756622948,29.054894467124118,8.433251757073789,1.9977642491097023,1556,61,319,25,29,504,204,397,0.037000000000000005,0.867,0.096,0.9786,3,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,10,27,10,0,3,14,0,36,10,2,4,3,58,66,25,0,10,17,1,1,2,0,2,7,1,1,0,24,16,0,1,7,0,1,12,9,4,0,2,23,2,43,6,54,32,7,65,0,1,0,1,9,21,0,6,33,222,67,16,0.07613950156212837,0.0,0.1486023405389886,0.0,0.09150488473011238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402183330245429,0.0,0.12670832941598062,0.0,0.0,0.051777471997007815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550992625524594,0.0,0.0,0.18796896683896505,0.1355605978040679,0.0,0.0,0.14307113615349068,0.05854657689032696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499686458834428,0.0,0.08708330599241784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983081877325386,0.0,0.08539692527515531,0.18237358940919016,0.0,0.0,0.0982073592875344,0.0,0.06557884112715663,0.2318399740849303,0.0,0.07954957366559524,0.0,0.07793200615576627,0.0,0.15583429033673862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983134162011326,0.10057884538608863,0.0,0.06415081393586834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038498419725859455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952844226572802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889873512087666,0.0,0.12981550011977885,0.0,0.0608957148750719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044556374910299,0.0,0.0,0.07498207190406192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111341356517774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553283651567054,0.06206385597703658,0.08588867416533351,0.0,0.0,0.07785779895633424,0.053779581665903874,0.07439582901695625,0.07631178313001857,0.0,0.06738106291209787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473108145377943,0.06871887284443376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537214654407325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687919164568906,0.08917366400450623,0.06077382373367422,0.0,0.0,0.112912951296394,0.11744695491219008,0.07353600506396853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197643943802612,0.0,0.07292059559432706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654122894138198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755382872812536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502271831488904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705724047486041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860159645177254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619448859957216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778386218707664,0.0,0.06080510430091943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654928034967819,0.07009902337375784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480667370342663,0.12089251875094975,0.08879511131705815,0.0,0.21651403416797407,0.0,0.2537813633133271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490905072780611,0.0,0.1221490309784075,0.0,0.0,0.07058208075711729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325827837258986,0.0,0.0,0.10817463472142964,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thundercock305,2018/02/16,"Adhd and reading Hi guys,  I have adhd and i hate reading.  I flunked my first essay response for English because of this.  I really want to succeed what should I do? ",1.41,4.020190000000003,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,86.5,4.45,29.875,5.985473137389443,1.6563499999999998,128,7,22,1,4,43,25,32,0.195,0.66,0.145,-0.4105,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6520562722025087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653709335493841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307522528909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686117404184089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678347210989172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427106427218562,0.0,0.17379013723463685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000909837816618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Johnsnoz,2018/02/16,"21m here. How did you find what you wanted to do in life? Nothing seems to interest me any more, I don't really have any hobbies either. Sometimes I feel like I have no hobbies. I play video games, Reddit, and workout maybe once a week. I can't seem to bring myself to try anything new even if I'm on medication cause it all seems so boring to me. I want something new in my life to be excited about but I don't know what interests me any more :( 

How did you find what you wanted to do in life?",1.5387619047619054,3.0546013523809563,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,78.33333333333334,6.571428571428571,22.142857142857146,7.3871296695380915,0.6464285714285709,382,11,87,5,9,129,65,105,0.118,0.82,0.062,-0.7779,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,1,18,20,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,16,5,12,17,4,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,4,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33559646044048835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536929717545815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898658077532855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865054886133077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317602806935898,0.11751867094765073,0.0,0.0,0.3006996253488408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904047733907392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34857316425356805,0.08036628005280341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652621325993055,0.0,0.0,0.1657162153931358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317749812322855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784196910979392,0.0,0.0,0.17518688992265372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538276706347133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492632464268841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663996225424806,0.16269448208841994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116845480538447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910786850865379,0.0,0.13195179570553411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MIKEALGEE,2018/02/16,"Apple watch/smart watches, do they help? I was considering purchasing an apple watch. The voice in my head (that I visually imagine has horns and a tail) has been telling me it will be great for my ADD. 

I use my phone for the pomodoro technique, reminders, checklists etc. Though i’m not that great at keeping up with them on bad days.  

Does anyone use smart watches to help with their symptoms and had much success? It may be worth it if so. I do like the fitness tracker stuff, I go running a lot, but that alone wouldn’t justify the price to me. If it’s also gonna help me win my daily battles with ADD then it certainly would be worth it.",3.4420312499999994,4.947730390625001,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,73.21875,6.682500000000001,28.425,7.1686216300943375,1.390706875000001,502,20,104,5,10,158,86,128,0.058,0.711,0.231,0.9652,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,3,9,1,0,7,0,14,2,1,2,1,20,20,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,3,4,15,7,11,9,3,9,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,4,3,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507504287383466,0.0,0.15834574543710678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384507652275515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532717652224874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769782709291932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327684320165002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208296145471912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253167046094296,0.0,0.0,0.4366057827301758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321181816374126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981587970427717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599729608365147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967359857668787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833806563968207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455575778163822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266700969506785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580459343175567,0.0,0.0,0.17306642917401222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454040416682172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420281238039448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065815332690876,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Derantol,2018/02/16,"Having great luck with Adderall - but what happens if I have a bad day? So I recently got back on medication, but I actually have the right dosage this time, which is great. I've had really great success actually using all the different strategies I've attempted to use for years without medication, and while I've still got kinks to work out, it's feeling great.

But I also haven't had anything bad happen to me yet (car has expensive break down, bad break up, stuff like that) and I'm worried about how I will handle that. Anyone here have experience with that kind of thing?",7.390212121212122,7.120358990909092,7.543636363636362,73.63212121212123,63.63636363636364,10.969696969696967,33.78787878787879,10.504223727775694,3.397333333333332,459,17,86,10,6,149,78,110,0.126,0.635,0.239,0.9458,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,3,1,16,18,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,6,8,13,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,9,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.25976443151380874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643659290856136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930636165545526,0.0,0.10952643059784303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023423871241455,0.3333880806644673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583572359382019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905669120324235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019314553329026,0.0,0.0,0.06729719113437556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212897599038822,0.5869539699938856,0.0,0.0,0.2353921973720744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859870286907294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502384202528014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681598551947579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526452130445501,0.0,0.13141595894740293,0.0,0.0,0.11366301094105652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629040763810894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236274752494747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842287709825654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776091800735441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299039236962568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829951696700834,0.0,0.09689526359688704,0.13516515629315856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570927490089633
adhd,arcticmonkeybird,2018/02/16,"I (F31) forgot I hadn't forgotten. What do you think ? Hi !
I read all the posts (well, mostly the beginning and the end of all the posts) in this sub. I have yet to be diagnosed -I cannot do it at the moment for financial reasons- but I have to say that I feel comforted by everyone who shared their experience.  

Earlier today, I was cooking something and to avoid forgetting, I switched the kitchen's light on just so I would wonder why I'd left them on (and remember I was cooking something).
A few minutes later, sitting on my bed in front of the computer and I hear a noise... I had already forgotten what it was !  
I later ran to the kitchen because I thought I had forgotten about cooking something and realized I hadn't forgotten at all... I just forgot I had, in fact, turned the induction hobs off.  
I've had stuff like this happen all my life and I hate how some people say I am absent-minded or feel like I play dumb because I also get praised for my great memory very often.  

I have found a new job (on Wednesday) and my only concern is my **anxiety** but also to ""fuck up"" because of **ADHD**. I had always thought I'd never find a place that would accept me because of the silly things I sometimes forget and the ""mistakes"" I can make.  

I am serious in my work. I can't stand any distractions when I'm working (it's also an open space so... we'll see) and having **OCD**, I tend to check everything a million times but I also am so ""impulsive"", restless and impatient that I will send emails to quickly sometimes.


Does any of this make sense to you ?

**TL;DR : Do you often forget that you didn't forget something ?
Did you experience something like this ?**",0.942700536672632,3.496413824615388,2.969982110912344,87.23118067978535,89.21538461538462,6.100178890876566,24.17352415026834,7.485028197883463,1.546997853309482,1283,54,247,25,43,430,170,325,0.096,0.767,0.13699999999999998,0.9139,1,1,5,0,0,0,70.0,1,5,2,3,17,19,3,3,17,0,31,8,0,4,6,52,53,23,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,4,2,3,3,0,16,11,5,3,12,5,1,3,6,8,1,1,18,7,47,11,29,30,7,36,1,0,1,1,17,16,2,6,16,178,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398576386989972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384650354437292,0.3300079971387481,0.08584257035924878,0.0,0.0,0.14031315236854836,0.0,0.07892188589292888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25155671241369193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047115548977846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902814657533912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137466110821713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857975675617146,0.09271915805422323,0.20183274391141628,0.0,0.0,0.10432789444133182,0.073701977493373,0.0,0.0,0.0942920679795562,0.0,0.0,0.1131164495668635,0.0,0.0953755200417835,0.05390009873123952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374113612923775,0.0,0.0,0.091229559160615,0.0,0.0,0.10185529655028763,0.0,0.0,0.1162758425232171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023765674757526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209041405221408,0.0,0.07286936138018517,0.1512054309986962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772852329879867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416848597760607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956815891266615,0.099638590734125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846256907117756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152247614590201,0.0,0.10778675570756684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976094669323252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319415128223144,0.0,0.0,0.10607206987122532,0.0,0.0,0.11686723097278233,0.0,0.0,0.16408385859671615,0.0,0.0,0.08221013075120923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971120321800569,0.204068084849566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810065451940133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853906108566861,0.0661047564585398,0.0,0.1638049304985368,0.060157060123235635,0.0,0.0977895260056203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221523661186507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512294669535964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927588332644428,0.0,0.0930914788325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187937894895772,0.15021249270591647,0.0,0.0,0.146572663927636,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tenthant,2018/02/16,"Adderall and my new relationship with food Let me preface this by saying I know weight loss is a listed side effect. However now I'm definitely thinking it's just from it being easier to not eat as much. Is this what it's like for non-adhd people? 

 I used to constantly be hungry and obsess over how good things tasted so I would eat til i could feel full, if i could even stop myself then if it tasted too good and still end up hungry again a couple hours later. I never could understand how people could eat small portions without still being hungry. Granted, I was still eating a normal amount of food, not going over board by any means, it just took a great deal of will power to stay there. 

Now that I've been on adderall a little while, I eat way smaller portions at a time while still being content and full. I don't feel driven to finish something just because it tastes really good. I understand being able to eat just because your body needs it. 

So it makes me wonder if adhd was actually my source of dieting struggles. Eating out of boredom, hyper focusing on the motions of putting food in my mouth and chewing, impulse control with wanting to taste it more, etc. What's everyone else's experiences with this and am I looking at this right?",7.301576605212972,6.858107809917357,7.468347107438017,74.67426891290529,63.87603305785124,9.59491417673236,32.25174825174825,8.841846274778883,2.6538972663699942,998,33,177,13,13,324,146,242,0.047,0.855,0.097,0.9163,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,5,18,8,0,2,7,0,19,19,2,6,1,44,36,18,0,11,10,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,17,10,17,2,9,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,5,9,18,5,30,19,8,42,0,1,1,0,4,15,0,4,21,129,35,0,0.08280288601244881,0.0,0.08080367228824431,0.0,0.1990259558951061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056308801920414764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095174152917416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919753397853877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948050351528396,0.09287047753526996,0.26444546699513377,0.09161981843671192,0.0,0.0,0.08536613961631097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59309616907723,0.06917118622913625,0.0,0.0733387798083701,0.0,0.09234710585829577,0.05469052527860551,0.0,0.0,0.079121706024619,0.0,0.08099711114828627,0.0,0.0,0.08373525423248493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003767353293223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047058788314131635,0.2083533966927727,0.0,0.09129047414859164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154416335104417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455063006698949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846715610148957,0.0,0.04045330757035534,0.08299024488314509,0.0,0.0,0.06953356981072044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527156938825691,0.0,0.0,0.09019661736538886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086964864132415,0.06139729078667181,0.06386269032880337,0.07997154328826465,0.0,0.0,0.08112924757484688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148101906107536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323977075308864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304564906864828,0.0,0.0,0.08889931146234105,0.0,0.07071321222734861,0.0,0.06584817842158942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374570703537973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825685921471911,0.26450596692155964,0.06922692037420766,0.0,0.08656355489424025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501055815989505,0.05305674592277977,0.0,0.0,0.04828302871702921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199705307312524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240144907915197,0.0,0.0715151077454048,0.0,0.0,0.048839287518943175,0.06572507675958676,0.0,0.10083160793579328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981902728812265,0.08979619774586436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588207944923828,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fearofthedark88,2018/02/16,"Is sugar actually a trigger for distractibility? I try to avoid sugary stuff to begin with to be healthy, but are protein bars and the like a bad idea when I’m trying to study?",6.16,6.027898285714286,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,66.14285714285714,9.285714285714286,31.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.487,140,5,27,2,2,47,30,35,0.212,0.659,0.129,-0.504,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3882734649497355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33221316328329703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491580665468276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438406020693136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554773843826137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402687768755365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YesMilk,2018/02/16,"RSD being so easily triggered I feel like my RSD is so easily triggered that it genuinely scares me. It leads me to cut people off to avoid being hurt. I guess that having it be triggered without much logical cause is kind of inherent, but it still worries me. Any advice on how to be less stressed about this? Thanks :)",4.127704918032791,6.0645411147541,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,72.27868852459017,8.158688524590165,26.95409836065573,8.841846274778883,2.198610491803279,252,9,46,5,5,81,44,61,0.17600000000000002,0.644,0.18,0.3195,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,3,0,0,7,0,0,6,0,12,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,3,8,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639815332754091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370714396884785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277512242672789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659289382765358,0.1929908859092642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975940080512664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891946768119837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813133443837819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197868440438326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858688029074925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728379486239666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704612126073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573730078006398,0.0,0.3094489724665372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871224651027296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26040911966475977,0.0,0.0,0.2743442858689963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GhostlyRobot,2018/02/16,"I feel like I'm terrible at everything. Is it true or do I just feel this way?  
  
I'm a programmer and I can't tell if my code is shit or not. No matter how many hours I spend reading about how to write good code I just feel like everything I write is garbage, despite occasional compliments from my boss.   
  
Terrible at baseball. Terrible at track. So I quit sports by the end of middle school.  
  
Way back in high school I was on the debate team and I lost all the time even after doing it for years and doing tons of research on the topics. They sent a freshman that did drugs to Nationals instead of me.  
  
I was into this online game and practiced for hours, then my friend picked it up and he was good instantly. I know it's just a stupid game but that hurt. I just wanted to be good at *something*. Same guy slept in math and just naturally got A's. The teacher said ""I know he's good but you should really figure it out yourself sometimes"" in front of my parents.  
  
I did well in college but I think that's because 5 years of building insecurities gave me motivation to overwork. I was working like 12+ hours a day and I still feel like other students that did as well as me didn't work that much.  
  
Am I just depressed? Do I really just naturally fail at anything I try? Why do I feel this way... Honestly wouldn't ADHD just naturally make me bad at everything? I'm so fucking fed up with feeling inadequate all the time. It's been over 9 years of this.",1.2077087198515777,3.5775995544217736,3.0158379715522585,89.30859925788498,84.06802721088437,6.2847247990105135,22.854669140383425,7.576466943178032,1.0814027210884352,1135,41,239,20,33,377,155,294,0.133,0.731,0.136,-0.603,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,7,19,26,3,1,11,0,22,5,2,6,3,51,44,20,0,4,15,1,6,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,16,10,1,0,11,5,1,2,5,12,2,0,16,7,31,14,36,25,5,39,0,4,0,1,16,20,2,3,18,155,47,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375484159119092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473889958197632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791807166375739,0.08597906135547427,0.06277204762117661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640976723572921,0.0,0.08869143018279148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941724872907265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120447669106503,0.0,0.0,0.06801341324505375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776394085737773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124007542594321,0.22069412483244485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079557524123304,0.0951978840637998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34547911417530736,0.0823577841792184,0.0,0.0,0.1019605356228836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879777651048317,0.0,0.0,0.30422619922538885,0.0,0.11023588981853012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318373034262964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012317498064442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240838005760803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687360026321918,0.10439956172426484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569780224332788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434053737338963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952561678020407,0.10300195317964507,0.0,0.13193567377819368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979519374983909,0.0,0.0,0.2084305469931374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570142045552687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927448297687953,0.10184400501365466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822352388387833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000389074280696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598163699289764,0.0,0.0,0.12009003636828253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699126456283984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073678443749215,0.24520811146577276,0.0,0.0,0.1851721416802381,0.0,0.09291809685904738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993272339996147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893580753322085
adhd,Buboxic94,2018/02/16,"Cheapest no insurance priced ADHD med? So at the end of February I will be losing my insurance from my mother's work because she got laid off. At this time I am not working and it looks like I won't be able to get insurance until I can find a job. My doctor put me on Strattera and the insurance co-pay is only 10 bucks but without insurance the pharmacy is wanting $773, and that's the generic price... I'm trying to make an appointment to see my psychiatrist before the end of the month. I was only put on Strattera because my psychiatrist was out that day and a nurse practitioner was substituting that seems like all non-stimulant ADHD meds are ridiculously priced.",6.114692307692309,6.6215182769230765,7.176730769230769,72.55201923076925,66.23076923076923,10.807692307692307,33.94230769230769,10.686352973137794,3.780615384615386,536,23,97,14,8,181,87,130,0.053,0.906,0.041,-0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,9,0,12,1,0,1,1,13,20,7,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,4,2,12,2,14,12,1,14,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,1,8,61,17,4,0.16380386174536074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937208198066777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970662749499,0.0,0.13938502162081026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563993967038106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766019346030633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901632038887538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497137620780941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558075700687963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100891200531192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255005743176526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005258559226568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755398880933034,0.1832546218879244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934034967286033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638983269236093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307466796651488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491604362841039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293362479685679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053047005357954,0.1491208836901776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551534905948184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121206975722114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661576166912997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790107736809006,0.0,0.23850232449040054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CockAndCider,2018/02/16,"ADHD’er: what were you like as a baby? Parents of ADHD’er: what was your child like as a baby? My parents don’t remember me being a difficult baby, but they talk about how I would obsess over dinkys (hot wheels) for hours an hours even as a 1yo. But was this hyper focus or just normal behaviour, who knows. 


I have an infant son now and I have no intention of projecting my own issues on him but I’m just curious what other ppl were like as babies (<18mo). Or as parents, is there things your child did as newborns that correlate with ADHD behaviour. ",3.5745379023883714,5.504709672897199,4.816760124610592,81.70422637590862,73.76635514018692,7.746209761163032,25.907580477673932,8.515128840125781,1.9634764278296992,433,15,79,8,9,143,73,107,0.065,0.8420000000000001,0.093,0.4606,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,15,13,13,0,2,7,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,11,3,13,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,2,6,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6026974421030055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104105225687494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292465611604678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447622336396978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186919327504103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500427482040615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637856388234837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568489161116614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893647006303784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436042838437295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110566124989952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874880748957754,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xerox13ster,2018/02/16,"Being distracted because you have to pee, but not getting up to pee because you don't feel like you've done enough to deserve to go pee...Because you're distracted because you have to pee. Sorry if you have to pee now...",4.4221969696969685,5.3003865227272735,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,70.13636363636363,7.684848484848485,32.84848484848485,7.793537801064563,2.2881757575757584,173,8,34,2,3,56,24,44,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.7854,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7380763330192767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097604345791479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127631906582572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530508747352536,0.2162442208861416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581448049595552,0.0,0.17202763116863687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788070249090365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388404722891731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whoru07,2018/02/16,"Listening to Audiobooks is just whole new experience. Almost finished listening to an audiobook called 'Mastery' (original book with the same title by Robert Greene). What an amazing experience, the book talks about people (some really famous, some not so), how they struggled for most part of their lives, what worked for them and what didn't, and most importantly I found this book to be really good self-help.

While listening to this book, I realised how most of these people might have suffered from ADHD in one way or another and how being neuro-diverse makes me better person and gives ability to do things in a way that neurotypicals can't imagine.

Peace.

Edit: For those interested, here's is the link https://www.amazon.co.uk/Mastery/dp/B00A6TJQSM (Amazon UK).",9.049103053435116,10.220641648854963,8.000830152671758,66.8662833969466,59.992366412213755,11.435496183206107,34.6956106870229,11.20814326018867,4.256029770992367,620,24,94,16,8,191,96,131,0.078,0.813,0.109,0.6444,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,2,7,6,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,5,0,24,15,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,4,6,4,16,10,8,8,0,1,1,0,10,2,0,8,4,68,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209544154326047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505196683253067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937804430645396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634418728950805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870295184340485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615425753551077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026252613866226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727839891697994,0.0,0.15500269609694428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386852262687922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318307415730984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335640899565425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604514423554528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784824008267943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522625142566926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012197149874975,0.0,0.2562361262146131,0.1613615060132945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367770936984601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278822560376246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193194609811828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148536412717356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277387790065145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933735929614805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063242295107356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453766324269728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fragility_,2018/02/16,"Taking Atomoxetine / Saterra with Diazepam? Has anyone had experience taking these two drugs in the same day, or knows how they would interact? I changed from ritalin/concerta to the non-stimulant treatment (atomoxetine) to help reduce anxiety. I am still experiencing it however (I suffered from this before starting ritalin anyway). I have only been on atomoxetine for about a week but read that it can take a few weeks to feel the effect from it (as opposed to ritalin which is pretty much instant). I'm finding myself taking the occasional valium to help with the anxiety I still have, but I'm worried about prolonging the atomoxetine getting into my system to actually experience what it's like and if it's the right treatment for me. I'm also wondering if the atomoxetine is perhaps still the cause of my anxiety, I still experienced it during the week or so after I stopped concerta and wasn't on anything, and I assumed that it would have been out of my system by then.",9.372146892655364,8.871721807909605,10.41333333333333,55.43265536723164,59.73446327683616,13.516384180790965,42.265536723163855,12.650343791298138,5.841967231638418,788,40,121,25,9,275,104,177,0.076,0.85,0.073,0.4926,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0,12,0,14,3,0,3,0,26,26,14,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,14,1,25,20,3,20,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,6,13,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.13096987687898856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732791543027152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30801149916930554,0.0,0.0,0.09384295094623246,0.0,0.11044362807332264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420306642127775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378709313408217,0.14197668456454635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865545300824137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564132021108268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625668208940581,0.0,0.0,0.06786075203450162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226657679280458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011933393695946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799166483396236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375846204976816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556836541955156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866000099331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020729685429117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654010804709973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424660296412594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461484901449227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499472961853914,0.0,0.428722023893887,0.11220580675812404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403637722832343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110394571196762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229661825669386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554532770521314,0.0,0.1362970578757098,0.0,0.19067826979721172,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Boltzmann_Brains,2018/02/16,"How do you motivate yourself to be productive? This is one of my biggest struggles. I'm curious as to how others motivate themselves. Motivation is a huge issue with me. I'm almost 30, have no job, no girlfriend, overweight and still live with my parents. I feel bad that I don't help around the house as much as I should and can't even keep a clean room for God's sake. I feel like a child.

Now I haven't always been unemployed. I actually taught middle school math for 2 years. I couldn't handle it and quit. Everything seemed to take me substantially longer to complete than other teachers and my job became life consuming. This was about 9 months ago. I've been avoiding keeping in touch with people, other than my closest friends, because I'm embarrassed that I still do not have a job.

I told myself I was going to bust my ass and study hard to start getting IT certifications and get a job. Ha, that didn't happen. After about 7 months of doing minimal studying and completely wasting time, I just enrolled myself back in school. Seems like the only way I can force myself to be productive. I'm getting the minimal amount of assignments done a week when I should be ahead, being that I'm not working. 

It worries me that my current situation isn't even enough to motivate myself to sustain positive changes. I'm just really frustrated with myself as this is not how I want to live. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed by everything I know I should be doing that I just lay in bed, self loathing. I almost feel hopeless at times. I know going back to school is at least a step in the right direction, but there are so many other changes I need to make in my life.

I don't think beating myself up to light a fire under my ass has worked so far. Does anyone else struggle this much with sustaining motivation? What you do to keep yourself motivated?",4.829502262443441,6.255531266106446,5.4652801120448204,80.33524402068521,69.67226890756302,8.517517776341307,29.977267830208998,8.950670267944501,2.4816529627235497,1470,58,274,27,26,475,188,357,0.115,0.789,0.096,-0.6813,8,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,2,0,11,21,12,1,5,12,1,34,5,2,10,0,50,65,19,0,6,7,1,6,2,2,3,3,0,3,2,18,13,1,4,14,0,0,3,12,8,0,1,8,7,41,4,45,48,5,38,0,2,0,2,9,17,2,4,19,186,59,20,0.0,0.0,0.09030323184489687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202889267960979,0.0,0.1853258385341235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699859643145256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470435766032584,0.0948155838931616,0.0,0.08237797633693232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231122033411442,0.07726493055553471,0.056409988941686966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578476773935005,0.0,0.19404757448373244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098017239806947,0.09469797042645732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773031904385982,0.0,0.0,0.09561595372785504,0.0,0.1222402656734604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633344045043516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036919107290796,0.06610879424349393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149422754387842,0.0,0.19338805594723246,0.0,0.10518236488836408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183058800581089,0.0,0.08289540591876368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062025922276698425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677582766734944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658508718873852,0.3673166807616934,0.24675469234851205,0.0,0.0,0.10171235795170552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307239176471382,0.09041827701561493,0.0,0.16342458051336525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176948650420697,0.09381848044727456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147725067446915,0.0,0.13605139068350475,0.0686153689250581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627057913762941,0.07037892348287138,0.0,0.0,0.10275192053227712,0.0,0.0,0.06415383711705408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842500070554414,0.0,0.0,0.0592818792829306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790265023535653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809586104777506,0.0,0.16848529276072288,0.09653677337527827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401600475392736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152193395487146,0.0,0.0654985046730425,0.0,0.14780110222014772,0.0,0.0,0.19348053239581006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957666857233435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929428072166485,0.0,0.0,0.10791869757736326,0.0,0.0,0.08842352780226828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054581003301805896,0.07345194440510702,0.0742279847279968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473677519698385,0.09397630287535323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059591103197068784
adhd,ella-j-lou,2018/02/16,"Understimulstion (?) issues causing restlessness at night? I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 12 and have been on medication ever since and until now, I haven’t had this issue. I’m a sophomore in college and recently, whenever I try to fall asleep, my body feels weirdly restless and fidgety and I think it’s due to under-stimulation. It’s incredibly hard to describe how it feels, but it’s almost like my body feels too light and sometimes almost like a bunch of static. I’m thinking it’s related to under-stimulation caused by my adhd/anxiety, but I’m not sure. If anyone understands what this is, I’d appreciate any suggestions. ",4.746949152542372,7.005056237288137,6.312000000000001,70.82579661016949,71.37288135593221,9.465762711864409,31.29152542372881,9.888512548439397,3.593976949152543,508,23,84,14,10,173,79,118,0.096,0.8220000000000001,0.083,0.5092,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,7,5,3,3,2,25,16,12,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,5,8,3,11,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,9,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030827708706136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33842086913870395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491312745589025,0.0,0.12927028692010548,0.0,0.0,0.11815570418928464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754004199377296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471808338410167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151253536757893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285332517749142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563261767432585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513741178269012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527452988832094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511152538513574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023095436689878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857757034120484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684871860786202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978313697499067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712689757267554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926294312815542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655287978729795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147272592373556,0.0,0.0,0.17591556751299134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,klo9300,2018/02/16,"In my early 20's and just got diagnosed with ADHD. It explains so much about my life growing up. I always thought I was just bad at learning, couldn't focus, was disorganised naturally and all in all couldn't get things together. I have had terrible anxiety due to this the past few years which my psych said is likely directly linked to how overwhelmed I feel about my lack of organisation and ability to get it together.

I start medication this week, I just got a 6 month prescription. I'm honestly not upset I'm diagnosed with it, I'm actually really relieved and just happy I can fix things and maybe feel like a whole new person soon. I don't know if that's odd.

I thought I'd say hello with a post and stuff, since this might be a nice place to find support for it all.",7.006338709677423,6.077711012903228,7.801088709677418,73.64163306451614,64.67741935483872,11.879032258064516,34.21370967741935,11.20814326018867,3.6704999999999988,617,23,124,16,8,208,101,155,0.083,0.755,0.161,0.8772,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,5,0,11,4,0,1,3,32,27,9,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,12,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,8,4,13,7,15,15,7,16,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,11,78,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.15693865105490626,0.0,0.19327627172481496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338164272772499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123028058922011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342792913111212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326461011417221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263243331451496,0.11489095992998605,0.0,0.0,0.14698799913379254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804526266910405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572473976615609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119754903037704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838332763090632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359302915864512,0.15713858890357466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156688040548686,0.0,0.0,0.1620108099330263,0.0,0.17060626865778913,0.0,0.0,0.1283662408225538,0.0,0.11822235645279335,0.0,0.0,0.15532247199939725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352238348410016,0.0,0.14042318953257807,0.16802430887413775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540226064432877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302641418905847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297813842669647,0.12789176535248248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303326249048486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383033319511975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841022185234271,0.0,0.18249840893640648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368540678682507,0.0,0.0,0.25534872124609864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900136081225216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955153680433614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356381670464196
adhd,mackraslo,2018/02/16,"I need help with acceptance. Hello Everyone,

I was diagnosed with adult ADHD at the age of 29. With this diagnosis, it made absolutely perfect sense with my childhood and growing up experiences. Taking medication changed my life and I finally understood the saying ""it was like putting on glasses for the first time"". 

That being said, Ive always been more of a hippie, natural route, and very stubborn type of person. 

Ive seen the videos, My doctors reassured me handfuls of times, but I still have a serious time accepting that I function better on medication and that the medication isnt hurting me. Theres a stupid part of my brain that hates the faceless corporations of big pharma and all their slimey shady practices, and tells me I can get over ADHD in other ways. Which clearly is not the case.

Anyways, Does anyone have any advice on acceptance and getting over these limiting thought loops? Perhaps I just need to practice daily affirmations of acceptance or something.

Thanks for any feedback and advice.",7.004838848302533,8.953181078212294,6.985586592178772,69.50392350666095,65.03351955307264,9.976966050709068,36.67425870219167,10.214889679676881,4.2764891276321455,819,41,125,20,13,261,121,179,0.06,0.7440000000000001,0.196,0.9745,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,4,14,3,0,10,0,11,8,2,1,3,30,23,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,10,12,0,2,6,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,8,4,17,9,22,14,3,20,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,1,9,87,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33354019131104184,0.27120159497271457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546465677422198,0.0,0.0,0.1887316504077398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702860565383274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272749313281525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490905517913686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467963187404971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408448476783659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203316204983787,0.12143530200299812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259712204681515,0.0,0.13574004368696224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201167094622636,0.0,0.11803452225790018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499930218896842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370029672643469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301210877472674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855216695632165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980147235329529,0.06779419239816104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130400422344105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193772680212084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578686858068976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502703526813141,0.0,0.0,0.12116535848717258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949843344204302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199850427034154,0.1103525112061055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682905766845754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081892612090508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043349687984284,0.0,0.12128784034268768,0.1277573417843246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016492166290927,0.2427471918864997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449670929769798,0.0,0.1101462097128635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,VastReveries,2018/02/16,"When an ADD triumph becomes an issue in the workplace due to judgement toward coping techniques Hey there, I just wanted to vent where I think I will be understood. I have struggled with ADD my entire life, and I had neurofeedback treatments for a year and a half. I struggled with prioritization, meeting deadlines, and staying organized for the past year. However, I really turned things around by setting procedures to keep myself productive. I excel in my position and receive positive feedback from my supervisor's.

However, today I received a write up for a 20 minute discussion with a coworker and streaming a video (while working very efficiently!). I used to share an office with another employee, but we were moved into the tight, open-area work space. As you can imagine, the constant noise, movement, and lack of privacy is a nightmare with ADD. I try to listen to music, but sometimes I would play a simple show when that began to bore me. I am just as efficient while its playing, and I use my phone propped up on a charging stand. My supervisor doesn't mind, but another manager tied her hands and required her to write me up. 

It frustrates me when positive techniques that I use to cope with the distracting environment are criticized. They help me excel, but the constant scrutiny is awful. I'm going to speak with my NP about workplace accommodations, but I did not want to resort to this. 

Thanks for letting me vent!",7.640471789883268,8.622046070038913,7.708616245136187,68.40471425097277,63.007782101167315,10.7829766536965,38.630593385214006,10.686352973137794,4.542906809338521,1148,58,181,28,16,371,160,257,0.08900000000000001,0.767,0.14400000000000002,0.949,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,1,6,9,12,1,3,18,1,14,2,1,3,0,45,28,20,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,21,0,3,3,4,0,5,2,5,0,1,5,4,33,7,38,19,1,32,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,0,13,134,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215185183488413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647870654245606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931922587443018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313480267259937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712979942798596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276068945664933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600161639913896,0.0,0.1362692746390776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567702100452705,0.10828762727596487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547997398329322,0.0,0.0,0.16294462923894895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635206723843894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821452972878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516278466872823,0.0,0.0,0.16340842416491294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32054650984048744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114756345007465,0.0,0.0,0.10185257782028076,0.0982350756609938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532027649235554,0.0,0.0,0.10408765750545462,0.1667576260688093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972327306219703,0.0,0.12649708670131765,0.18085282168021244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322350730460788,0.0,0.0,0.10890726705721526,0.0,0.0,0.19745366534641987
adhd,yersinia-p,2018/02/16,"ADHD vs. Job hunt. Looking for a job sucks for anyone. That's just the way it is. But I feel like... If I could handle delayed gratification, maybe it wouldn't be so tough. I had a prescreen of sorts for a job today, and was told I wouldn't hear back for *two weeks.*

Y'all, I am dying. I am so wound up about this that even when I'm not thinking about it actively, I'm still ADHDing out of control about everything else. I've attempted to set a timer on my phone *four times* in the last ten minutes and gotten distracted the minute I unlocked it all but the last.

And this is normal! Two weeks? The hiring process can take ages, especially when there's over 100 applicants for the role, like this one. But how the hell do normal people function like this? And it took two weeks to hear back regarding my application in the first place... And speaking of applications - Filling the same info out over and over and over again? Goddamn torturous.

Any tips for job hunting with ADHD? ",2.0825463659147867,4.634106452631581,3.0301503759398507,89.45271929824563,81.84210526315789,6.1453634085213045,22.205513784461154,7.447530270364453,0.916025062656642,766,25,154,12,21,243,116,190,0.12,0.8290000000000001,0.051,-0.936,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,3,15,8,3,1,13,0,12,1,0,2,1,31,24,16,1,6,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,11,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,7,5,5,10,3,25,15,2,31,1,0,1,0,7,11,2,2,19,104,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136869044695157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802739046800644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022913892356177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645653367745334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286910885413019,0.09161085392958232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908239538267434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585086119687497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578493637363286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312125167509738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058016181796678536,0.08197054772220615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759810542666754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586414862300297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554484748071462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705744168236732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816905623257986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635301795132747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527213010211243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484241408102448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777510484541181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954652973395683,0.0,0.1198792719414255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163181269278417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627048332713975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735210000903541,0.0,0.0,0.06690603611148288,0.0,0.10876046044892586,0.10963934660168116,0.12748077986436726,0.0,0.0,0.33625402551479017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107556994567638,0.2761134263949273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,moopaloopi,2018/02/16,"How to be assessed in Australia Hi guys,

I've been having so much trouble trying to find a bulk billing psychiatrist in Melbourne, Australia who can assess me. 

My boyfriend has had success finding a psychiatrist who bulk bills him, but this psychiatrist isn't taking any new patients so I can't see him.

Am I going to have to just struggle to save up and pay out of pocket? 

My doctor and psychologist tell me that no psychiatrists in Melbourne bulk bill, but my boyfriend's psychiatrist is another story. I've also previously seen a psychiatrist who bulk billed me (I never paid a cent), but I can't see him any more and have no idea why he didn't charge me.

Can anyone help? I'm beyond stressed out about this. I just need answers and I can't pay for them :(

For reference, I am a health care card and medicare card holder.",5.8515625,6.42063103125,6.3587500000000015,77.97125,66.8125,8.9,32.25,8.841846274778883,2.5625125000000004,655,26,125,10,10,213,95,160,0.128,0.784,0.08800000000000001,-0.5498,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,2,5,0,17,2,0,1,1,21,26,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,8,1,8,3,0,0,5,3,18,3,16,20,2,10,0,0,3,0,12,7,0,0,2,81,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381711858068035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786077491367396,0.2148013128862261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323470051095394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208856503300502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096709242778725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744552863045961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642001465271047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202832031970442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774417317274905,0.0,0.0,0.13730550340763348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124880647402146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058707715600606,0.1518924253915516,0.15799164428566728,0.19784377318155014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264751607129533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346530456817693,0.21415192975021505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540204345714237,0.0,0.1790464509928679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907855511554285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484373662428108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SlerpyPebble,2018/02/16,"How do you find a doctor who works with ADHD adults? My regular doctor only works one day a week, this makes scheduling anything a nightmare. She is highly respected and probably due to retire soon, and she is very nice, but it's almost impossible to do or get anything that requires her signing off. I spent three months last fall in back and forth emails about changing my damn ADHD perscription because my stupid insurance told me one (lower) price then when it came time to pay I was told it was anywhere from double to triple the amount. Obviously I don't want/need to be on medication forever. I live the field I plan on going into after college, but I'm struggling with most of my classes, I'm barely passing two of them, and I am just so tired of this, of trying so goddamn hard and failing no matter what

Probably should add I was diagnosed as a child and was on concerta but because I always forgot to take it my mom just stopped buying it and said I grew out of ADHD when I really had just adapted in some ways, in others I was just a lazy procrastinating student who barely scraped by in the core curriculum classes",7.902439532944123,6.953902279816514,8.10698081734779,72.23789407839868,62.899082568807344,10.86305254378649,35.873227689741455,10.018931242160765,3.5111229357798166,899,35,162,16,11,295,142,218,0.171,0.805,0.024,-0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,5,12,6,2,1,8,0,14,6,0,2,1,34,26,18,0,1,8,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,12,13,0,3,1,0,4,5,2,4,0,4,12,2,22,2,28,12,5,31,0,1,0,0,14,11,1,4,14,116,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474660664622474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183054539687747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954508062817613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667689591128456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123232648580248,0.0,0.16050777736845687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057491200897175,0.0,0.0,0.1392704488247984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490470311635555,0.0,0.0,0.1336240943855154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695029738675484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032762003968887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687827803462799,0.0,0.074820913473505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179344084948413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390976553426666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731402013485168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625120248068352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787878861516983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262562450557014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418933006706506,0.10508343771357873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842171910977375,0.10012734263693827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838864276977988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433969639459216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523128026412175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006703752719414,0.0,0.13763134332032925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898598314556928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676738911679014,0.15131470418451348,0.0,0.2515984168919355,0.0,0.08938312342050418,0.0,0.12860495663783972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086267573306237,0.0776518103519706,0.10449929667636107,0.10560336095391394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168857078679089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DirectorChick,2018/02/16,"Embarrassing Side Effect of ADHD/Anxiety Meds Sweating. MAJOR amounts of sweat. All the time, never stops. It’s not the smelly kind, but it still shows through shirts and makes my palms constantly clammy, and my feet long for flip flops.

Does anyone else deal with this? How do you cope? Any solutions? 

If it helps I am on 50mg of Zoloft and 10mg of Adderal. ",2.132065217391304,4.799482115942034,2.4809963768115963,92.63714673913044,82.91304347826087,5.7688405797101465,20.219202898550726,7.1686216300943375,0.4913028985507255,282,8,57,4,8,86,59,69,0.102,0.8059999999999999,0.093,-0.16699999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,6,5,3,2,13,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,3,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212774718706329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817928666006717,0.0,0.20450593022557845,0.0,0.0,0.18692263142899984,0.2739101210899435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28888764605409545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560442954223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339413830160412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233190514075665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918497343927894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27838198441113365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365777259673544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844416322000028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29694222050379715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618058185846486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134892606470972,0.2234989889955548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588167212360815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spacecowgirlo0o,2018/02/16,"Job interviews: Help! Today I had a job interview and I felt prepared and confident.

Get to the interview: questions start flowing and they ask questions that I've not prepared an answer for and I can't think on the spot...its not a great look, its really awkward...I even did a run through/preparation at home with the BF

I've been having a really difficult time with word finding lately.. so some of my responses come out overly long.... but also when I need to generate ideas on the spot nothing, (brain fart) when I don't need to generate any ideas, everything, feeling bombarded with useless/silly ideas.

Sometimes I have noticed medication makes me able to produce verbal better verbal responses..other times not so much...

Has anyone got any ideas/tips for job interviews? I hate them (I'm sure most people do, but add in the ADD/anxiety and its a nightmare).
",3.646374999999999,6.3033328875000025,4.682500000000001,79.30250000000002,76.375,8.25,28.75,9.017664075816787,2.9140625000000013,682,30,116,17,16,222,104,160,0.06,0.836,0.104,0.5571,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,1,0,11,0,9,2,1,2,1,34,23,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,11,0,0,10,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,3,11,3,16,18,3,17,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,4,8,69,14,8,0.13163445852393393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526802892337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903189146839352,0.0,0.10070000047145232,0.0,0.0,0.09204187405354324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306044937415482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641998140361265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469475898419064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339143030685166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694331838091265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118304563482428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655833740263566,0.0,0.12638972322267136,0.0,0.12031151033158805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877357156683775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052801015182254,0.1451274552330988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996177542626178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882318028132943,0.0,0.13204009471721806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457978432164836,0.0,0.0,0.39188066566454055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848940280843398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164923534988425,0.11053979217456568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786702322304805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326078683154554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676647307001096,0.19521056612265886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263068131546934,0.14986670349681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125875921646057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949214390157501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686568096467639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018984536455966,0.0,0.09317154726208024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406391932898055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434604585566069,0.0,0.0,0.15351422268316006,0.0,0.12477407506745042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,filthycumbia,2018/02/16,"How was your first day on your job? So I just started a new job, just a casual job in a restaurant. It is a little bit different from my past jobs. Lots to learn and lots of details to be on top of. Just finished my second week and I'm still overwhelmed with all the things I need to plan for the day, things to know, things to remember, plus the efficiency it takes to work on a restaurant. It takes some time for me to learn things or to be trained. But this time I really feel bad. Don't know if I should continue to work in this place or if I should give it more time see if I get more comfortable.

Anyway just wanted to know how did you guys feel in the first days of a new job? And how did you continue to get better or how did you knew it wasn't for you? ",2.352341513292433,3.2317421840490823,3.5344938650306763,93.91540132924338,75.01226993865029,7.396523517382414,21.55879345603272,7.793537801064563,0.4914094069529651,588,13,144,8,12,191,81,163,0.024,0.8859999999999999,0.09,0.8203,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,0,7,11,5,0,1,10,0,11,0,0,4,1,37,27,16,0,7,11,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,3,15,3,26,17,7,26,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,9,17,103,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916548530038023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050397612745637,0.12966280518741385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978467173730355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408623823579018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010432895306693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202046301503276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410171264905548,0.1139321299464682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759800394571528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892896143949379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581371389592897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903573665241192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194291495010014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806422667561183,0.0,0.2294118201471217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337654163960414,0.0,0.0,0.12408623823579018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608518232453469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345398603868336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464192333115996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406389490873893,0.0,0.0948474807665646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859600869245876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31561407360316723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776198091355685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005185459546784,0.0,0.0952677246390631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292758311111994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Euphyllia99,2018/02/16,"Counselor says ""Adult ADHD"" is just bipolar disorder Title kind of says it all. I thought that was weird but it's the free university counseling. 

I got pushed into it because of my anxiety/depression past. We agreed to work on coping mechanisms on the next apointment in 2 weeks. If anyone can jot down other coping mechanisms i can try out thatd be cool.",3.3204904051172726,6.031535164179102,4.521961620469085,79.69014925373135,77.95522388059702,8.007675906183369,27.4818763326226,8.841846274778883,2.6784771855010656,284,12,49,7,7,93,55,67,0.047,0.8059999999999999,0.147,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,4,9,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343399134568813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945224981111316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958690827227665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396115150762093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188389904154386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250034084274906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897003889941309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29586671096558514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655714534935229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424684041989086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208581234542325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888781690348362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231536412871045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025314449170847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Odin343,2018/02/16,"Question about Vyvanse, When you take a break from taking it? What do those first few days feel like to you? For me, on the day I don’t take it, the best way I know how to describe it is I want to shut down, I’m tired, no motivation to do anything, I just want to be left alone. It’s frustrating to because I know here is still things that I have to do and I should do them, but I feel like I can’t do anything.  Then After that first day, appetite comes back, and I start feeling happier and better. 

Also do y’all have a routine that you follow everyday? It always makes me feel better that I know what is going to happen that day, although if something happens that messes it up, mild panic until I can get back on track. ",2.404,3.7836573333333336,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,75.66666666666666,6.066666666666666,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.4548666666666668,560,16,122,4,12,183,89,150,0.075,0.755,0.17,0.9292,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,6,9,8,1,1,4,0,16,1,0,3,0,21,37,11,0,4,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,4,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,0,4,19,5,17,35,2,26,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,17,92,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453682979235061,0.0,0.11224404088888723,0.11678889070508965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100493577428866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158528898965708,0.0,0.08556078082606307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729679782761265,0.2482700452663183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209057723411604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620765455004341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838763799921113,0.20054320736669612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387764586069071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333113061936701,0.0,0.07976854310575565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823578719261025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314108439642878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524991045939929,0.0,0.0,0.13714341249739534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368988712244307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467957627931426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723280087247954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080542521731605,0.0,0.0,0.09934593691479393,0.0,0.11208987938272072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165946777517895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324745147616832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132058461904794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557327340021213,0.11140944776624856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,divinyc,2018/02/16,"Filed my taxes today!!! No extension needed this year! This is a big deal for me as a person that is used to file an extension every year and file my taxes at the very last minute.
I'm 33 and was diagnosed with ADHD 6 months ago. Doing my taxes has always been overwhelming to me but I had no idea why. My diagnosis gave me answers.
CBT for adults with ADHD has helped me a lot. I am extremely proud to have filed my taxes this year way before the deadline!!!",1.2496774193548392,3.5255847741935504,3.3896881720430123,87.32453225806455,82.9784946236559,6.300645161290323,17.902150537634412,7.554174236665415,0.5124331182795698,356,8,72,6,10,121,62,93,0.047,0.8909999999999999,0.062,0.52,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,10,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,11,1,9,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,46,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974767880690078,0.0,0.18346691457615927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221608694816612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761167034420409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133775605054994,0.0,0.2100707628777526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438162434145024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387280043910091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336445710023896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687086313353565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595896975794134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652019273007785,0.0,0.0,0.1534660485830804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807187107751504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961838915438463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787561121843998,0.0,0.17077238866476613,0.0,0.16428359775938248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867587392322847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998467667651461
adhd,ADHDinLondon,2018/02/16,"ADHD meds - weird side effect of Concerta - please help! Got my diagnosis for severe ADHD late last year. Have been started off on Concerta, and just had disease increased from 18mg to 27mg. I'm loving the positives but I'm really struggling with some physical side effects. The main one is neck muscle tension and aching, and the worst part is this strange tightness in my throat which feels either like my throat is closing up or there's a growth in my throat (there isn't!). I can breathe normally, I've tried relaxation and massaging exercises (tho any tips welcome!). I don't want to switch meds because of this but I do want it to go away. At first I thought it was the tablets getting stuck but it lasts allllll day into the night, and can continue across multiple days even if I don't dose in the morning.

 Does anyone else get this? Does anyone know why it happens? And does anyone know how to make it stop? I've tried drinking plenty of water (cold and really hot). Any help gratefully received!! 

Fx ",3.1740378289473696,5.678794578125,3.9614692982456137,84.65940789473686,77.17708333333334,7.167105263157895,26.771929824561404,8.20500826718156,1.950329166666667,797,32,149,15,19,254,127,192,0.15,0.718,0.133,-0.5738,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,2,7,0,13,10,5,4,0,31,30,14,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,10,2,2,6,3,0,4,3,4,0,2,6,4,9,4,20,24,6,28,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,3,12,83,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179502079291285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991015491739906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774801911108237,0.1355367051529655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428160972724925,0.0,0.0,0.08063678695990077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061958166352767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34727790408128456,0.0,0.0,0.12958424414822292,0.0,0.0,0.11050313988115924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736982975853884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688484769355571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251747727072886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822189793483766,0.0,0.07517789055240964,0.0,0.10579656629057783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169749509904912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732927002654786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453954856793058,0.21565204929752202,0.1492178362399398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462542785220576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938805220063264,0.0,0.08829806595089269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29386698109395026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241360142141381,0.1296065180018592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963649231679846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432465745516456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520394528150846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169484176827682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943898287123575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362861199940956,0.0,0.0,0.11059217692627483,0.0,0.13828799441723966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501570923593397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961915613657112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604458777168273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936231276633932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851841169154428
adhd,Rootebega,2018/02/16,"I was successfully treated after thinking ADD/ADHD was fake When I was young I was told I needed ritalin because I was so hyper active. I took it, but it turned me into a zombie... When I got to middle school I told my parents I didn't want to be on it anymore. A lot of adults would talk about how ADD/ADHD was just kids with no discipline, which made me feel like crap. I failed high school and always got just above passing if I managed to pass a class. I ended up joining the army, which pushed my anxiety sky high and after 2 1/2 years I was medically discharged. I'm now almost 30 and making my 4th attempt at college, and it's rough... My attention span was at most about 3 minutes, and that was after coffee. It was nearly impossible to focus and study... I took a psych class over summer and ADD/ADHD was a subtopic. My mind was blown. I spent a lot of time talking to the professor about it. I was being told this was a lack of discipline my whole life, I thought I was dumb or there was something wrong with me. 

I started 20mg vyvance 2 days ago, and then a dose of melatonin to help me sleep at night and it feels like the fog has cleared. It's a serious game changer. My previous coping method was to exercise 2-6 hours and then caffinate... Which was ok, but I was exhausted most of the day. I was worried that I wouldn't have the same drive for exercise once I got proper medication, like my brain was just telling my body to do it to even things out... But then I ran 8 miles on a trail through the rain and cut 40 minutes off that routes time because I was able to remain focused on what I was doing. 


It's still new to my body, so I'm concerned of how I'll adjust. But so far, this seems like a great choice. I hope it's ok to make this introduction style post here. It's just a really positive life change for me and I can't help but talk about it. If you have any advice for me, by all means share or even share your story with me. ",2.7253122005748938,3.949217987623765,4.038125199616736,89.32309964867457,74.56930693069306,7.094091344618334,24.418396678377515,7.601502580125103,0.9873846374960076,1513,46,334,19,31,498,208,404,0.093,0.7709999999999999,0.136,0.9609,1,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,0,3,22,20,3,0,18,2,34,14,5,5,2,60,60,31,0,8,13,1,3,4,0,2,9,0,0,2,24,17,0,2,8,3,1,7,4,8,0,0,36,3,47,12,45,20,8,50,0,1,0,0,17,19,2,11,27,218,71,10,0.09510194812953117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428821816268775,0.09293252304359276,0.08430213889362978,0.0,0.09523086360378016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913243930199225,0.0,0.0,0.06467258591284165,0.0,0.0727527300136124,0.0,0.09431557788871853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594652975078625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112736503447692,0.0,0.10616522621516808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060525105273337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266577791135524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423209828906364,0.0,0.0,0.125627879623442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096172804936215,0.13588170149200962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281851469424534,0.10485023355217846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748966233639006,0.20096085931624855,0.0,0.09445769295297801,0.09365626207897043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434663692525767,0.18584803228455135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170455084375793,0.0,0.08998776278906924,0.1269625777103838,0.0,0.0,0.10359390160450158,0.0,0.19161041501623446,0.0,0.0,0.09602585709288727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051688950563816,0.0,0.0918500541212498,0.0,0.0892467359369182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128047096613056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559945884107283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108137770152687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609247431963357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249649751555667,0.0,0.08657724179774884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517062961910604,0.0,0.0,0.07321412593091918,0.0,0.0,0.06731364837312287,0.0,0.0759485386244381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293180305262452,0.08312329445325313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318150852752115,0.060937488313044026,0.0,0.07550032382415697,0.11090942148787496,0.0,0.0,0.2726219608266573,0.21132352725277528,0.0,0.10344361035305816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609359301330988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617792880025663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658064468395712,0.0,0.06755769534302693,0.10397905092571227,0.0,0.06124253655556984
adhd,animalhandlers,2018/02/16,"I can’t express myself out loud I spend hours thinking endlessly about what I’m going to say, instead of focusing on what I’m actually supposed to be doing. I do this with important events and decisions in my life BEFORE anyone has even asked about them- just to be ready. 

Then someone asks, and all of a sudden, I am mumbling and can’t make eye contact and just want to run away. 

Just started on Vyvanse last week and I’m noticing that I can alllllmost express myself in a normal human way... but it’s still not there, and it drives me crazy, and makes me feel like a shitty partner and friend. ",5.838571428571428,5.963422372881357,6.484285714285715,78.59788135593223,66.79661016949153,8.77675544794189,32.111380145278446,8.418075326091056,2.4118193704600484,472,18,90,6,7,155,83,118,0.068,0.83,0.101,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,2,1,23,21,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,6,10,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,11,2,15,19,1,18,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,9,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.22043806568482435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579489809237354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223571666817106,0.0,0.21223302671152047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221750571272586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919957549326301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421781306418048,0.1613773331260389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452364555980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283796636424405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224581770599388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413217868435847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595542427228526,0.1103594504907142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30156940887164313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132625782239748,0.0,0.25717960803309353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963843311903707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913976097779985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988756305170754,0.0,0.1803976912778429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474251121938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323698991917118,0.17930260318104052,0.1811969852997788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BlindGirlMcSqueezy,2018/02/16,"Work woes... I'm hoping I'm not alone in this problem of mine. But I'm new to a company and I feel like everything that I have to do on a daily basis is pretty easy. Then I feel like I'm wasting most of my time. I guess I just feel like an I'm an imposter and that I'm not good at my job because there's not a ton of stuff to actually do. Right now, we are in a transition and I can't do part of my job because our name is changing so I can't be finding advertising opportunities like saying come to Dr. Murphy's office when we are becoming Indiana Family Medicine... (Names have been changed.) I'm not medicated but I have been in the past. Bonus... My husband is the manager of our practice and I don't want to let him down. Any encouragement?",1.0215094339622652,2.819476056603776,3.7578364779874214,87.00052830188679,80.88679245283019,7.258867924528303,24.436477987421387,8.238735603445708,1.458137610062893,579,22,131,12,15,205,90,159,0.046,0.8190000000000001,0.135,0.8774,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,8,0,18,2,0,0,0,25,32,9,0,3,7,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,2,4,19,9,16,28,3,14,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,10,84,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.15163321643849173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093186141905208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566703847979196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894423463642872,0.17161037851869768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287531736734665,0.13385030489529304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964989990668372,0.0,0.14648302446501069,0.0,0.2357017738613423,0.3330209418162007,0.0,0.0,0.14201895413716456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032945492753495,0.0,0.0,0.17117395012924008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433223420857242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083910100309092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588915549748414,0.0,0.3036527904616523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565339069937286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007167358795698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682666696851728,0.148332438481667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808227242338085,0.0,0.14868233330212374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269782809475733,0.0,0.12356828356839322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787849812983725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060616598758643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091650020912961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312203438499198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mooglefartss,2018/02/16,"Vitamin C and Adderall So I used to avoid vitamin C with my ADHD meds but recently find it helpful in reducing anxiety when I consume vitamin c right after or shortly after taking my IR medication (adderall 20 mg XR, 10 mg IR booster, usually split the IR in half and use them at separate times) I haven’t seen it reduce the efficiency of my medication to a noticeable amount, I actually have felt like it makes it work better but I don’t think it’s a mental thing, it just seems to take the nervous edge off that I seem to get when taking my IR booster and times where I haven’t consumed the vitamin C my anxiety is usually worse. I’ve also tested that it may be I need a lower dose but taking a lower dose doesn’t seem as effective as when I take it the usual way with Vitamin C. 
I’ve had anxiety for a while and sometimes my adderall makes it worse when I first take it, but not when it’s in full effect if that makes sense. Also if I haven’t had enough sleep or am sick I will not take it as I feel it just makes me anxious. I’ve been told that too low or too high a dose can make you more anxious; however, I sometimes get anxiety related to taking any medication as I think about having an adverse side effect and dying lol it’s dramatic I know but any medication that has an instant effect seems to trigger my anxiety at times. 

Has anyone else done the same thing or know why consuming Vitamin C with my adderall would help my anxiety? Could it be a mental thing? I really want to know if anyone else actually purposefully takes vitamin c with their adderall. ",5.919486638537272,5.698320386075952,7.425654008438822,73.09269338959214,66.65822784810125,11.199437412095639,33.694796061884674,10.864195022040775,3.690731926863572,1246,51,240,33,18,433,147,316,0.139,0.728,0.133,0.2424,3,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,7,14,6,0,2,15,1,22,16,1,12,0,56,55,30,1,7,16,0,2,1,0,3,15,0,0,0,23,9,0,1,16,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,3,30,2,26,42,5,30,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,12,17,155,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.1415328461550507,0.0,0.08715170115066068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598411562049732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862850008782006,0.0,0.3328532114769787,0.16384781328220646,0.0,0.10141156314349327,0.1486050850461394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413565790940283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789916246490316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526150735666144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421037434509457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115779619529735,0.0,0.0,0.07492975496257229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666692527526538,0.0,0.06962797927076299,0.0,0.06627949752404674,0.06168317748363044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577459137236496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721363384082672,0.07661850786913324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956083311701285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035428289300974115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24202930094163755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055037133378926,0.2922141981414633,0.14616076228180586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377065834488785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256142555253314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645643865074719,0.0,0.0716020842100259,0.0,0.0,0.0619293771179186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640681018000536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256967012573144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344292594639335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907158556267702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445318135512625,0.09293231415756936,0.0,0.0,0.12685626064611508,0.0,0.0,0.06929338685475027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252633259808516,0.23960267904387225,0.0,0.04277258180842924,0.0575608565435016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543558300287355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527934573486143,0.0,0.14780264601365678,0.05151420858640505,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kniives,2018/02/17,"My brain literally stops seeing regular alarms/notices/signs/reminders Can anyone relate to this? Alarms, post-it notes, big ass signs, reminders of any sort, etc do not work on me after a week or two! 

I had an alert yesterday and an alert this morning about a therapy session in the afternoon. I have no recollection of yesterday's alarm. I remember getting this morning's alarm, but I dismissed it so quickly--literally and mentally--that I was totally surprised when my therapist called to remind me about my appointment (she knows me well). 

I used to have a bright yellow and red warning sign on my oven handle to remind me to turn off the oven after use. Literally after one week, my eyes ceased to even SEE the sign and needless to say I resumed forgetting to turn off the oven. 

My psych is always telling me I need to put a reminder on my phone to take my meds, and it's like...Bruh, I have reminders every day and that's why I don't notice them. My brain is always like, ""Oh that's a thing that's always there. NEXT."" ",4.777494615936829,5.962099703517591,5.5485463029432855,80.59945979899497,69.55276381909547,8.700789662598707,29.792175161521893,9.04235418022936,2.450070782483848,807,31,154,15,14,263,113,199,0.07400000000000001,0.855,0.071,0.4667,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,3,11,0,10,4,4,2,1,22,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,2,7,26,4,23,18,2,20,0,0,6,1,6,7,1,2,13,98,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636444404009573,0.0,0.0,0.09906525701723627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186064432070284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252470972932072,0.14875235682157326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093949520067008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624682015003634,0.0962181889572124,0.0,0.12273903350841385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611014425845868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006018984631175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234070607002686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618141456457391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080175422758992,0.0,0.0,0.1549289881871872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585406519998694,0.0,0.0,0.09871440723914797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395181584921609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644547570671898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502347895088024,0.0,0.0,0.11584808230641072,0.0,0.0,0.23217118551787835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121792373936059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109530865412045,0.0,0.12732799242369292,0.0,0.16659417980017924,0.16914205694522458,0.0967812295220556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169091726199781,0.1423051198683944,0.0,0.0,0.2516360600045133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337063723192509,0.0,0.13098098792370624,0.0,0.131450703244607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605448559822203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,weak_sauce_tempt,2018/02/17,"How should my medication feel? I’ve been on concerta(misspelled) for probably 4 years now. I’ve always described it as an alternate personality who’s really good at school but not so creative. When I’m off it it’s like a complete switch where I’m really creative but poor at school. 

Recently I met someone who also was on ADHD meds, only a different kind. She seemed completely confused by my reaction to it. I thought it was how everyone felt when on it(seeing as I’ve only met a few people who actually took medication for ADHD) should I talk to someone or is it a concerta thing or what? 

TL;DR my meds have their own personality, is that normal?",3.957976539589442,6.231957612903226,6.030557184750737,71.90447214076252,73.6774193548387,9.670381231671556,29.821114369501466,10.018931242160765,3.5125419354838705,520,23,91,16,11,181,78,124,0.129,0.794,0.077,-0.8231,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,2,0,15,17,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,12,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,2,8,3,13,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,6,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.14025587743667334,0.0,0.3454615277528903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493765826801973,0.11959157477812878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30138802640441864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016311605474372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733638569275705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267220178351172,0.0,0.13799953285847025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055057912802138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496685483012576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021728082179332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192944483542362,0.2895777190468256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082099837983109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862025233145504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964153587810187,0.2509920599923789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549609747504479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414915668142276,0.0,0.1419121203309933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290916841187025,0.0,0.13084278429767732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355720610501855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552154269288913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548519126054282,0.0,0.0,0.11410241744136762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968491325903014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255485430111496
adhd,thedogz11,2018/02/17,"Life has changed SO much since I’ve started on medication Alright so I made a few posts around here about a year ago when I had just been diagnosed, life was very muddy and confusing back then and I struggled to navigate social situations, couldn’t hold a job for longer than a few months and had almost no self esteem due to being painfully aware of my illness.

I found a psychiatrist who worked with my insurance, and she prescribed me Ritalin/Methylphenidate to try out for about a month. I did not notice a huge difference to be honest, Ritalin just made me feel like I was very very energetic but I still felt very mindless and it made me very aggressive and had a very negative effect on my mood. 

The next appointment I told my psychiatrist the news and she decided to switch me to adderall XR 10mg. It was honestly like magic. I would wake up, take my pill, and in 30 minutes I would shower, clean up my room, clean the house and be ready for work with an hour to spare. Started wanting to go do activities and learn new things, and finally after a year of putting it off decided to enroll in college courses.

Fast forward to now, I’m taking French 2 Honors, am excelling in my courses, I am a valuable asset to my employers, I’ve gotten my wardrobe together and dress nice, and I just asked a cute girl in my class on a date today and she said yes! I have never had the confidence to do this before, I am ecstatic right now and am just thinking back to the me that I was last year. I was a nervous, insecure, disorganized mess who couldn’t work up the motivation to even go outside of my home on some days. I shudder when I think back to those times. I contemplated suicide often and wondered how I could ever be a functioning adult, or make any contribution to the rest of society.

I just want to let any of you who are on the fence about medication, GO FOR IT. I would not be where I am today without having decided to just go in and get over my misconceptions and fear of medication. It truly has the potential to help you in ways you couldn’t have even realized.",7.250918450918451,6.379792095823095,7.6825763425763425,74.50190827190829,64.15970515970517,11.38874458874459,35.351468351468355,10.712014347399686,3.6088859014859,1641,65,322,37,21,542,215,407,0.11,0.732,0.158,0.9716,3,0,1,0,0,1,35.0,0,3,0,7,27,19,1,5,24,2,37,11,1,7,2,69,63,26,1,9,11,0,2,2,0,3,10,1,5,3,12,22,0,2,13,0,0,6,9,8,0,0,19,3,46,10,55,31,5,62,0,0,0,0,17,23,0,6,35,228,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831407703080795,0.0,0.08846652393229322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015766008856373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864735185065139,0.0825922997571416,0.0,0.0,0.203799627927279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517659034946356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345916348087924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053770336845573,0.0,0.0,0.05697635496837768,0.0,0.0,0.0896701072448662,0.0,0.09230356624260387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670441072036357,0.07991470729544695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941467299178504,0.0446707791337708,0.06311494688853385,0.08482674945295132,0.09677956319245017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686766826947146,0.0,0.0,0.0461575385682806,0.0,0.2008380110243146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059216974609870764,0.0,0.08861900909924854,0.0,0.08700376786554179,0.10194030566314913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767053257754882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201440532578818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034055334701907,0.1248038663202844,0.08632353406074872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507875368068188,0.058972151960383225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26700021491305903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410350906064923,0.0,0.0649450379133609,0.0,0.06813847191878805,0.08532585659317099,0.09395778732609647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058337802090976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400718734672353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461177999753558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881290081554198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544765497402395,0.08403800514671965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921649440758141,0.0,0.0,0.0730813573288277,0.09930546594786366,0.0,0.09005840160366646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506459060473046,0.0,0.07055384100890212,0.0,0.0,0.09235922138550122,0.0,0.0966370221397872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285154545247746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058693665317201486,0.11321808002601702,0.0,0.0,0.05151570939856735,0.0,0.16748480705703142,0.08441912040297417,0.0,0.059981654505166335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373720034979685,0.10421842249393004,0.0701255502091405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516312923014673,0.09580829850760167,0.19295249235301712,0.0,0.0,0.18827702214507352,0.0,0.0,0.17067726115798654
adhd,chaoticpix93,2018/02/17,"Any other wannabe minimalist ADHDers out there? Hayy, my tribe!

I am the brain child of the Paradox of Choice. I hate having too many options for things because all of a sudden, I get stuck. I deliberate over menu choices in restaurants until I order the same damned thing every time.

I thought having an 8 plate or whatever table setting thing was a great idea when I was younger, but when you live alone, it's too much, too many dishes all at once. But! Since I live alone! Only having four of everything is so much easier to clean. 

And that's the problem with STUFF. ADHD people can't deal with STUFF it becomes noise in our already cluttered brains and we filter it out just like we filter out all other too-interesting stimuli. 

Is that why we can never find things that are right in front of our noses? Unless it's out of place, then because it's no longer noise, we notice.

I'm just like, how can I make my life LESS? The less stuff I own, the less noise in my head to filter out the less overwhelmed by simple, everyday tasks I can become.",3.508338593974173,5.351067282926831,3.963672883787664,88.12309899569584,73.73170731707317,6.1893830703012895,23.278335724533715,6.794906146795322,0.6730401721664272,823,23,162,7,17,258,125,205,0.1,0.8190000000000001,0.081,0.5851,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,6,1,0,0,10,7,2,1,10,0,13,6,4,2,4,31,19,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,17,13,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,1,21,3,25,15,11,24,0,1,0,0,9,13,1,2,10,116,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747585149115924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541850309050336,0.1354156277741313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344829670394148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496080646825469,0.2710512945215682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739741165996973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651057568655755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339006422385874,0.0,0.11028553889411148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121564490963568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411190049357664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529029766540376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115259138460595,0.12593780685443184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852679313385094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667504059930824,0.11990166715171865,0.0,0.2167137032896435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191114291727727,0.2488212026718111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804147247623936,0.0,0.09464297852406983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970830601040396,0.0,0.1306841635014689,0.0,0.09332792590686297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507297726084942,0.0,0.12820781258502276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174187110997981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479528801157456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150854777644294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214272843095407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260973220964269,0.0,0.0,0.09741953773447123,0.07155429291211425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072839880069338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,abacon4,2018/02/17,"Biggest pet peeves you encounter with people? For me, it's when I'm interrupted. My family knows that I will lose it if they interrupt me, only because I lose my thought so quickly, and it's also just incredibly rude. 

I have a co-worker who is testing every ounce of patience in me. I'm a nurse and giving or receiving report from her is beyond frustrating. I work night shift, so after 12 hours, my brain is struggling to just keep me functional. 

So, fuck you C. You're thoughts are stupid as fuck anyways. And I just think you're a shitty person because of it. 

Okay. End rant. Now you're turn!",1.7888005215123854,4.259667423728819,3.3500000000000014,87.21175358539766,82.38983050847456,6.0036505867014345,23.483702737940032,7.321109707123232,1.137322555410691,468,17,91,7,13,154,82,118,0.282,0.684,0.033,-0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,3,12,9,5,1,3,1,6,3,1,0,0,14,17,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,1,10,14,0,11,0,2,0,2,8,3,2,2,7,57,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533576631646944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338013012026319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407771396806075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985048388546115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157371996124628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078282063799814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545748467562335,0.0,0.18396237473181395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885391384203554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045316864174265,0.0,0.0,0.1053912706049249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42908109346414025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799622898157301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584902599915053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294853337601442,0.16744536287474507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004786788660801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287788250526105,0.0,0.30448645576972555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858969003752392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792203468916267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NerdBanger,2018/02/17,"Diet Maintainable with ADHD Hey everyone, I need help - I've never been able to stick to a nutrition plan, and recently I found I have ADHD (which I guess explains a lot)

I have a really good understanding for what is actually health or not health for a lay person, but the impulsivity I have from the ADHD makes it really hard to follow. 

I thought about trying an elimination diet like Whole30 because I do have a lot of joint inflammation, but I know long term that's not a sustainable thing (and I'm not confident I'd actually be able to stick with it or identify the foods causing inflammation). 

I've also tried LoseIt, and I usually do a great job tracking breakfast, and sometimes lunch, but tend to forget to track the impulse snacks or dinner, so CACO hasn't worked for me either. 

Any suggestions for what works and doesn't work with ADHD is super appreciated.",8.751341463414633,7.637722548780491,9.385487804878052,64.28603658536586,61.3170731707317,12.834146341463413,36.35365853658536,11.93303328291395,4.437965853658538,694,26,121,19,8,236,102,164,0.048,0.8109999999999999,0.14,0.9502,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,12,0,12,9,0,2,1,31,23,13,0,1,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,8,7,0,5,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,1,11,4,16,19,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,6,78,18,4,0.2442333596088603,0.0,0.23833652789256965,0.0,0.5870420730301434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765666472006156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304352982639493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444119456273747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254474687467541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668772074847762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766397394810687,0.13389463631731974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242567723332537,0.0,0.13463407059413532,0.1345252903607957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939255894438836,0.0,0.0,0.2596086403974383,0.0,0.0,0.08185223636377577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211819617930882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711213359343797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966004140068881,0.0,0.0,0.1080694188391113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763846847186276,0.0,0.0,0.0815138320210163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054797074015362,0.09418391171968912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066275745453102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646214411803006,0.0,0.12057548904085234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077651884199872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112889586559734,0.0,0.0,0.09694700319921636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658184192756391,0.0,0.0,0.12712777035243308,0.0,0.0,0.13449427029000738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667071919007865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TimeLessBoy,2018/02/17,I am so uninterested My best friend went abroad for half a year and visited me today for the . I just couldn't bring up any interesting to ask/say. I feel so ambarassed. I can only show interest in things I really like. Does anyone feel the same?,1.204965986394555,3.7356768775510223,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,86.3469387755102,7.348299319727893,18.37074829931973,8.344100000000001,1.1190380952380954,193,5,40,5,6,66,41,49,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,7,5,5,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173862235959053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235203487946397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988478325738447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354734207734261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27974493580306703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232690108585577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697586461335974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617437176362525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431230614677499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047884688707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421401893740136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237421306147386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030093103426053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963368313968213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058566787972826
adhd,my_user_account,2018/02/17,"What Calendar reminder settings work for you? I have the following ones configured as the default for new Calendar events:

* 10 minutes
* 1 hour
* 3 hours
* 1 day
* 3 days",1.4800000000000004,3.7610943333333333,2.879999999999999,83.32000000000002,105.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.6016666666666675,130,8,22,4,6,42,25,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720855124247984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.720881817702948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534896252597091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480142607006694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664557846749813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sakruge01,2018/02/17,Anyone taking Guanfacine (Intuniv) to help with RSD? Wondering if anyone else is taking guanfacine to help with RSD? How long after you started taking it until you noticed improvement?,7.120000000000001,10.639723,6.7966666666666695,64.14500000000001,69.0,8.0,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.014333333333334,150,7,16,3,3,47,21,30,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692327964276495,0.2705306447023012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205637627087063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35394841338904137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336588530335344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30060069176412185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688228209616967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955546619737528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863300216676105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,therealjayvi90,2018/02/17,"ADHD & Addiction? Not asking for what you do, just if anybody else struggles as well? I find that I use when I'm bored, but I get bored whenever I'm not constantly being stimulated enough, which these days requires nothing short of the next greatest thing ever to have been thought of in the history of forever, and subsequently results in the realization that my lack of self esteem and motivation to learn new concepts is what hinders me from *actually* making that next big thing, so instead I just do nothing at all, get bored, then use again. It's become a sickening inescapable loop that I seriously don't know what to do about. It also doesn't help that it rains, every, single, day, in my state so doing anything outside is so far from about to happen -_-",10.479463869463867,7.916300034965039,10.043461538461539,65.50570512820515,59.139860139860154,12.88997668997669,42.01515151515152,11.20814326018867,4.667975291375292,607,26,106,12,6,198,98,143,0.151,0.7809999999999999,0.067,-0.8749,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,13,7,0,2,4,0,11,1,0,6,2,22,22,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,15,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,9,1,18,19,5,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,10,80,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.1633029181251423,0.18242889432051465,0.2011141230337694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338243739989624,0.0,0.1813163921776305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770927470112745,0.0,0.15644339283217254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481752383081168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083865405556335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584516495298287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397938514613646,0.0,0.0,0.17291035928698814,0.0,0.0,0.15137159254859786,0.14099394501907955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294874160429972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748599314860291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479811247087759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216668440599696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196749952112136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117029500622311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162119884054735,0.3559429892500901,0.0,0.0,0.32114081312447235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457555478906558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749435479502577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235090116097767,0.0,0.0,0.13285188523897354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890617580646179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046172095361826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Varun_R,2018/02/17,"15, male, just got diagnosed After getting diagnosed my mom is convinced that i don't actually have it and she blames herself and keeps saying that she didn't force me to ""train my brain"" as a kid and I just watched too much tv. She is completely against meds, and thinks all of this is bs. I have no idea how to speak to her, or what to do. Any simmilar experiences?",2.0592277992277985,4.125228783783786,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,78.72972972972974,7.471814671814672,25.43629343629344,8.418075326091056,1.60551583011583,286,11,63,6,7,93,55,74,0.067,0.895,0.037000000000000005,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,1,12,12,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,11,1,8,10,2,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,1,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.24393532243919144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998863249213084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790499462454721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620894993632901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074299514402177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244519288110062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059936178253845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999243859731583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218646824976346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218542353243326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776610707365937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927626362158965,0.0,0.0,0.18375720988415886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878671575723303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017111670468545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bobbythelee,2018/02/17,"Benefits of Psychiatrist vs General Practitioner for ADHD? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD at age 31. My wife had been venting at a Stay-At-Home Mommy group on Facebook about the difficulties that she has with me and someone there suggested that I may have ADHD. After some research I was pretty convinced that I had it. I looked up a local psychiatrist, went to a few appointments, and was diagnosed. I started taking meds and I really notice a difference (so does my wife). 

My issue is the cost. A 50 minute session with my psychiatrist costs $300. He wants to see his patients every 2 weeks. I have a $9000 deductible to n my insurance and he doesn’t accept insurance and is out of network so the deductible doesn’t even apply. If you need a refill outside of your appt, he charges $60.  My medicine is about $150 per month after my insurance discount. So I’m currently paying at least $750 per month for treating my condition. That’s more than my house payment! Sure, I’m more productive and my relationships are probably better but that’s really expensive. I make too much money to qualify for assistance programs since they don’t rake into account that I pay $600 per month in student loans. 

I’m wondering if I could talk to my normal physician and have him refill my prescription. My psychiatrist seems to understand ADHD well; he has it himself. But our last appointment involved him showing me how to change the color of calendars on Google Calendar. I am a Software Engineer, I don’t need to pay $300 to have someone show me that. 

Does anyone else have experience switching from a psychiatrist to a general physician? Were they receptive or did they not want to be involved? In the past, when my physician found out that I was on antidepressants, he told me that he could just prescribe them for me but he also is extremely hesitant to prescribe things. If he thinks it’s not necessary, he won’t do it. ",4.745562838415502,6.699306647382919,5.935250308729932,74.80438016528927,70.68044077134986,9.634995725277859,32.351952123112,10.004066432519934,3.6330893701909375,1535,72,266,42,29,512,194,363,0.032,0.923,0.044,0.6136,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,4,1,13,7,0,0,15,0,32,5,0,2,1,44,51,20,0,10,11,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,6,2,10,1,7,0,1,0,12,3,45,7,41,34,6,27,0,0,3,0,30,13,0,8,13,180,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322373222558512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853968756064633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741532594981344,0.11344180821242734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791946220248587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712303590213848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679571818055634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474918026283766,0.0,0.1156748412919371,0.0,0.0,0.19377694697408615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248915994469427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312699139199734,0.0,0.09328315513008892,0.0,0.0,0.10830166687088744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213945745491602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775160439460484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155589248850862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902484621764142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929737049534707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390390855248162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298071460273917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26511779100096033,0.0,0.0813891300102267,0.16418928624206433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847834718760486,0.0,0.12605110249581433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569111971521758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263815622917962,0.11937076581553575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418552373766801,0.0,0.10931886889391272,0.11886774081879625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822645940875952,0.100791850259096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158556656621994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761891669479394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836548065445133,0.11800871451136385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434868751017848,0.0,0.08324478707145985,0.08898947003689023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355490905480998,0.07094245635084956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579405273413726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525944593286665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060654070500108,0.0,0.08880983970943741,0.0,0.09954714051697187,0.10263500624096193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006697222498038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pstamato,2018/02/17,"Weekend Med Breaks? Do any of you regularly take med breaks just on the weekends? The benefits of regularly taking my meds during the week are too substantial for me not to take them then, but since the weekends are less task-/focus-heavy, I figure maybe it'd be good to take those days off. My rational for that is simply to slow down any tolerance building, plus it might also just be good, seeing as it is a stimulant and presumably my heart isn't as into that as my overall psyche is. Thoughts?",6.1695087719298245,6.9021135473684225,6.4839473684210525,76.77679824561406,66.15789473684211,10.12280701754386,31.62280701754386,10.125756701596842,3.140649122807017,397,15,73,9,6,128,66,95,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,1,0,12,17,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,15,12,1,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,7,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413669846458835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042626152675214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400531610195724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965411358721773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947934618440453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759434944860827,0.0,0.5890718593651078,0.0,0.0,0.1875304469461403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408668685899271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623019054232636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316515049918255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033968446510545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179832335649328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BauhausPen,2018/02/17,"I HAVE BEEN CLEANING THE HOUSE FOR 2 WEEKS IT KEEPS GETTING WORSE. AGH

...what are YOU struggling with?",-0.015087719298247038,-0.3868882105263136,-0.6918421052631576,105.66293859649124,141.63157894736844,1.2666666666666666,18.95614035087719,3.1291,-1.0513228070175442,80,3,16,0,6,22,19,19,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.7672,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979316402082994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075050816440919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909413551181109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598060981366844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35280531439212354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44822462335990376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,E7-Durden,2018/02/17,"Milk and ADHD.. Ohh the struggle XD So.. I'm heating some milk on the stove, I lose track of time and the milk boils and makes a mess.. It's happening way too to much it got on my nerves ! I ended up developing this weird rivalry with milk ; ohh you fucker your doing it on purpose ; I swear sometimes I feel like it's just waiting there for me to lose track of time XD, I feel like it takes way more time to boil if I'm standing right there.
So I took it upon myself to put that bastard in it's place, I just stood there... waiting ... and nothing !... I get distracted on my phone and boom that fucker tries to make a mess ! I took it off the stove immediately literally saying "" Ha Haaa "" ....
Then I got distracted putting it back on the stove and FUCK ! it made a bigger mess.. I swear I could see a troll face .. right there.. smiling and giving me the finger o_O",0.8249818511796718,3.034738431034484,2.4264065335753173,93.97766787658804,84.22988505747126,5.272353297035694,19.502722323049,6.5966054737557815,0.032579310344827306,653,18,146,7,19,213,95,174,0.17800000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.132,-0.7869,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,2,10,16,4,3,10,1,2,11,2,3,0,20,22,11,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,13,8,6,2,2,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,6,6,19,3,18,15,3,26,0,2,1,3,5,13,4,2,8,84,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926668873478416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146982590802774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909568027430074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321154334163832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084406141010273,0.21312623394902752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790013571388254,0.07793227158052,0.14309213794404202,0.0,0.0,0.2386008833515149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319056355745689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574843695923578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337537423326876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114301465279008,0.19913686495503605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965303804023332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312731825589795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584510819674505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29990295500579284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547712603370753,0.0,0.1186215622155026,0.0,0.0,0.11886475882575735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752746083742885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559390761994953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215310695974944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609369810463346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33145439756549644,0.1012728740253463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367996038414275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EdHobo,2018/02/17,"Foquest? Hi everyone,
Today is my first day switching from Vyvanse to Foquest. Unfortunately Vyvanse stopped working for focus...still boosted energy but the focus was gone. My doctor just got in Foquest (Canada) and gave me a free month trial @ 85mg. Anyone used this before?

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adhd,kewis24,2018/02/17,"I'm sick of the stigma on meds and the people that take them (rant) Seriously. I am sick of people talking about how dangerous adhd (and other psychotropic meds sometimes) are when they have zero knowledge about them. 

I recently saw someone claim that psychotropic meds are responsible for school shootings since many school shooters are on them and it causes them to be homocidal. That is extremely stupid reasoning (They don't even realize that, maybe, just maybe they were taking them because they were mentally ill in the first place, and it's not the meds that turned them mentally ill) but lots of people tend to think that way. I avoid telling anyone I take Ritalin as they'll probably try to lecture me on how I'm taking an extremely dangerous drug that will leave me insane and addicted to meth later in life or on how I'm a weak person and I need a pill to handle life - that's another thing, some people think people take pills because they're mentally weak compared to them - I used to think that way a few years ago, didn't want to take meds because I bought into the anti-med stigma that is so often pushed and I also believed I was mentally strong and those who are mentally strong don't need psychotropic meds, in retrospect that was partly me being insecure therefore trying to put myself over a group of people, and party because I had seen many people say the same thing. When I think about how my life would've been much better if I had taken meds back then, I can't help but get very angry at the people who push those ideas non-stop, especially considering most of the time they have zero knowledge of what they're talking about. I'm sure lots of people are or have been in the same situation as I was in.",13.323460587750617,7.818934836858009,11.902554243339743,63.32233452348258,57.12688821752266,15.299203515517714,43.38396045042569,12.079253325248375,4.959281570996978,1385,44,253,27,11,442,165,331,0.129,0.809,0.062,-0.9581,0,1,2,2,0,0,26.0,0,0,13,4,18,12,3,2,14,0,28,14,0,8,1,45,53,25,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,14,1,0,1,21,10,0,1,9,0,1,3,5,8,0,3,14,3,32,4,35,35,9,28,0,0,2,0,22,13,0,8,10,169,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320426337440533,0.08070218967073482,0.0,0.059525115919080274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537004554932136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041344911001869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046953387573375284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051634805799832664,0.0,0.1637379718808573,0.0,0.0,0.07565593527017897,0.0,0.059389409052547824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898234986298359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787358727124685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435245769202375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711842021502302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350835116493229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045009753184515375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580505839382698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711029815211312,0.0,0.0,0.1422917480137418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417838574371975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616070488207765,0.13492397085925845,0.0,0.5221256592493733,0.0,0.3383609672659861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049363550676094665,0.0995829068435005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271775228231188,0.0,0.4189850697321573,0.0586334720485643,0.0701582740759885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239989967750014,0.0,0.0,0.06750508231202446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690421870570356,0.06630329533956128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340099647356766,0.0,0.13592035123911075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055547820155128436,0.0754802916162757,0.0,0.0,0.05689663902841643,0.0,0.06641383968305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056141059925918314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328881661771575,0.0,0.3029341828280791,0.10794650866160804,0.05869274259042105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922399047996739,0.17211003674430564,0.0,0.0,0.03915616055076603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911819451318742,0.07304076715210421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579967146861432,0.0,0.05540642711810974,0.03960727058951631,0.1066023290664914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047701988339746135,0.0,0.0,0.04324290149089294
adhd,Tea_Enthusiast42,2018/02/17,"I wish I could keep my mouth shut I (M21) Finally saw a psychiatrist this week and he agrees the signs point to ADHD-C; I will probably be prescribed methylphenidate in the coming week(s). 

Anyway knowing my mother's stance that ADHD is a made up excuse for laziness (although she has even clearer symptoms than I do) I decided right away not to tell her. Today I just couldn't resist and I had to talk to someone ... the response was as expected (don't take drugs, you just have to work harder/focus better/yaddayadda). 

This type of thing has happened to me more or less regularly for years although I work hard to keep quiet. It doesn't help that my girlfriend, the one person with whom I can discuss literally anything, lives 9 time zones away and is asleep for most of my day.

Does anyone else experience this? If so, how do you stop yourself blabbing about your own, as well as other people's secrets? I already feel better having written it for the ~~world~~ internet to see. 

TL;DR: see title; how can I improve this? Will ritalin reduce this impulsivity?",6.778030303030302,7.321153722222222,6.8763131313131325,75.15113636363638,64.8080808080808,9.024242424242424,33.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.82349696969697,839,33,145,12,12,269,137,198,0.031,0.8909999999999999,0.078,0.8317,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,3,9,2,0,0,7,0,19,5,2,3,0,26,32,13,0,5,5,1,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,5,6,22,2,24,22,4,16,0,0,3,0,16,8,0,3,7,105,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33685817426971565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546553577360284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799382444440144,0.14359684600218173,0.11532878486121872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334485780461786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789671737560454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207239642744046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189572838031213,0.0,0.0,0.09038302120980173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264331313066346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625256671414597,0.0,0.11707457653160445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256556720125664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709035517414064,0.0,0.0,0.07086237756253111,0.0,0.0,0.15352384892914525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393125540817235,0.0,0.12554390691110398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939373723558616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913763541523026,0.0,0.0,0.07702095584712862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123752095158702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326101869857239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496702438549302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716006895371852,0.1223706842773324,0.0,0.0,0.13248392176570564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511018357877179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968450778453114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335753466330074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187458359146954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716890846066767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566607245150542,0.10537286964961584,0.11264460101671067,0.12249438455485465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310723369702913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172066215525531,0.0,0.1328426755007126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483444291286395,0.0,0.12600870553830965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611617774176026,0.0,0.0,0.2040569193835581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024987367616444
adhd,beautiful_bean,2018/02/17,"Brief rant on non-ADHD people using medication I'm in a bad mood today because my new psychiatrist made me try Strattera for two months in the middle of my PhD program when I had previously been on Adderall XR 30mg (lol I thought I knew what extreme stress felt like before...turned out I didn't until these past two months). But I'm specifically really angry today at people without any semblance of ADHD who take it as a ""study pill"" or for fun. They're actively choosing to make it harder for people with a mental illness to obtain the medication they need to live normal lives (since many psychiatrists are wary of people without ADHD trying to get their hands on stimulants). I wish anyone who's ever used it while being confident they don't have ADHD would get charged today with a misdemeanor and fined $1,000.

I think the crankiness is due to the fact that the last month on Strattera has been really rough on me. I was completing about 5-10 hours of legitimate work each week despite working 30-40 hours, I cried out of shame every 2-3 days, and every time I met with my advisor I felt like vomiting several hours leading up to the meeting. When I hear even other PhD students in my program say things like ""Ahaha I pop an adderall on days when I just want a little somethin' extra"" or hear undergrads call them study pills I want to smack a bitch. To hear people talk so casually about increasing their executive functioning because they ""feel like it"" feels like a mockery of people with ADHD. And I guess I don't find it that funny..

Mods, feel free to hide this post if not relevant. While I have a supportive romantic partner, I just feel like no one I know personally understands this (major) part of me. :(",8.507225609756098,7.332974173780492,8.630000000000003,69.70250000000001,61.835365853658544,11.614634146341464,35.74390243902439,10.686352973137794,3.7589719512195128,1371,50,243,28,16,451,200,328,0.106,0.7759999999999999,0.118,0.2842,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,6,4,10,16,1,2,15,1,14,7,1,6,2,47,44,15,0,7,9,0,8,6,1,1,6,4,0,2,15,10,0,0,13,1,1,3,7,4,0,3,11,12,32,12,42,31,5,43,0,0,0,0,18,15,1,4,30,143,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456309970632241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164003385404253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053097193501456134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634045544524325,0.0925814645738551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754057248141137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961891581506719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341366468094358,0.09794667763264822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015593442876354,0.06868972293786466,0.12796106397794266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535849180188179,0.16274907442194067,0.1458236190768069,0.0,0.06940540498787083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934831129462537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836536038747279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567608955945106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434911838467747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173320736759696,0.06189911365220385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259505809344246,0.07610922110149071,0.13410822529087685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185380097743026,0.0506888020528252,0.07698860154786721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529978765896346,0.07652703534621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183751701287668,0.0,0.0,0.056306617556015515,0.0,0.07334081106188088,0.0,0.0,0.0744025258651291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145714537261446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223280073010733,0.07249083777729667,0.31587257734455026,0.06630560587688472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272703513538875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729488180502488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038846586940246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578764370613062,0.0,0.06281619937968871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869860315120922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617285803274366,0.0,0.0,0.05709547189643355,0.06103560312080788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050449432217041054,0.0486576176760093,0.0,0.060285810799726676,0.04427970676852807,0.0,0.21593931922662496,0.0,0.0,0.10311301558253563,0.08259808178716438,0.14835960515055008,0.0790535081843544,0.0,0.13117105884326372,0.0,0.0,0.08957968825016567,0.0,0.060912399270168865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873242587387346,0.14640188143875313,0.0,0.11056665861599436,0.0,0.0,0.053943747963266064,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wriiight,2018/02/17,"Lasting personality changes with Ritalin? My daughter (12 years old) got a prescription for a fairly low dose of Ritalin recently.  We noticed some side effects, including some personality changes, and switched to focalin after 3-4 weeks.  It has now been a week or two since we switched, but the personality changes have persisted.  They don’t seem to go away even on days when we don’t give her the focalin.  

By “personality changes” I mean new moodiness, explosive temper, withdrawing from her friends and activities she liked before.  Yes she is 12, but this is a lot of sudden change in a month, and the only thing that has changed in her life has been the Ritalin/focalin.  

Has anyone else had this side effect from either of these drugs?  Did it go away?  How long did it last?  

She has an appointment with her psychiatrist in a week and a half, but I am thinking about stopping the drugs before then.  They do help her focus a bit better, but these mood changes are worrying me.  ",5.746076923076924,7.345696188888893,6.002222222222228,76.69115384615384,67.66666666666667,9.538461538461537,33.846153846153854,9.851270322608157,3.407576923076924,774,36,141,18,13,247,112,180,0.071,0.825,0.104,0.8559,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,2,4,5,7,1,0,14,1,18,6,0,3,0,25,25,12,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,4,9,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,6,0,17,3,19,19,5,29,0,1,0,0,21,9,0,5,19,97,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646780266194945,0.09739967673541143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862303201083513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617772417797939,0.0,0.0,0.08407239019646255,0.1037803382205892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7039223202122763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305504217486574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047764810300555,0.0,0.079410002556325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627858937939028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344272286577075,0.0,0.0,0.09118972062147174,0.10804899276828303,0.0,0.07602775458344795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371636951340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497233657260762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714332601044136,0.04644126308507045,0.0,0.0,0.08412465351892784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081617540389059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354764759752534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587557458518221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180904366621057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822585454777303,0.09974893954156486,0.0,0.0,0.07229702243823152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320091052785987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385977409148433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865385856193052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863418890921832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947398654798209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315329839264894,0.060910280118682276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285930486967332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228752956646066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653752205083116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061215192159140994
adhd,frequentdoodler,2018/02/17,"This umbrella lasted 16 months. But I left it at the pharmacy. 

It is supposed to rain all week and someone already stole it. I don't get paid till next week. WHY AM I LIKE THIs. ",-0.2902702702702697,1.972255108108112,1.6473513513513502,96.43210810810814,92.5135135135135,5.122162162162162,20.913513513513514,6.742157984588678,0.4211989189189187,137,5,31,2,5,45,31,37,0.0,0.908,0.092,0.4995,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590078950954605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699706217450737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651860048758645,0.0,0.0,0.3534701756877364,0.0,0.0,0.1589389860318549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596739642300998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459903631122702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275649633010771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219175156730047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935582106301147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,simsim88,2018/02/17,"Starting uni next week and I haven’t studied since 2013. Any tips? I’m 29F so I’ll be a mature age student. I’m doing a double degree in social work and criminology and really want to give it my best shot as I’m sick of working in a job I hate. 
I’m on 50mg vyvanse and some other meds for anxiety and depression. 
Just want to see if anyone had any helpful hints for how to study and in particular remember what I’m reading. 

Thanks in advance. ",0.3799613152804646,2.629916957446809,3.3086847195357834,86.56136363636364,86.87234042553192,5.9713733075435185,22.375241779497102,7.348242739294969,1.0431617021276591,350,13,73,6,11,124,68,94,0.125,0.713,0.162,0.4117,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,16,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,12,14,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,4,38,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966699575666499,0.0,0.16686783914195247,0.0,0.0,0.15252064113191946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891258668395645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787390793806946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924890092371784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153569070000148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462070527321113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645905188613515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422917840613521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319823202161571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818770347068628,0.0,0.13973881455099665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709726685179095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382031256377728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043829383558405,0.0,0.0,0.22235471431939904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543925986926204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008235772012792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573158877773466,0.0,0.17496966556838525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176005462409809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spaghetti000s,2018/02/17,"What counts as ""official diagnosis"" and does coffee help you guys? Hey guys,

I'm a 23 year old graduate student (F). I saw a 'Associate Psychologist and Assessment Specialist' that works for my university's health clinic at the end of the summer who told me that in his opinion I had mild-moderate ADHD. However, he also told me that to get prescribed medication I would need a neurologist?

I'm not even sure I want to be medicated, but I went to talk to someone initially because after cruising through undergrad by tuning in and out of my classes and then teaching it all to myself a night or two before a test, I got a huge reality check when I started vet school this year.

Suddenly I was being challenged for the first time, and my classes were too numerous and difficult for me to teach it to myself at the last minute like I was used to. My inability to stay on task during lecture and studying, some awful memory issues, procrastination, absentmindedness, etc. etc. ramped way up and I started getting the worst grades of my life. 

I've been able to even my grades out with a lot of muscle but I'm burned out by the end of each day after trying to stay on task and my self discipline is tenuous at best. I don't know any neurologists or even how to contact one and my psychiatrist said they do expensive testing and whatnot that I'm not sure my health insurance would cover.

Since I'm not sure about that and the medication route, does coffee help anyone here? After having 3 cups today I finally had a good focus going during class but the caffeine made me sort of feel lightheaded and a little twitchy (plus I had to pee about 6 times throughout the day lol). Not sure what my options are at this point. Any advice?",6.8078468899521525,6.905976454545456,7.560653907496015,71.79150717703352,64.75757575757575,10.826156299840513,33.73205741626794,10.5429385540328,3.560363636363637,1370,54,249,32,19,458,196,330,0.087,0.848,0.064,-0.6889,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,4,10,10,0,0,18,2,16,8,1,3,5,48,38,24,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,3,12,19,0,1,2,1,2,3,5,2,0,3,14,3,32,8,45,20,8,44,0,0,1,0,16,15,0,7,24,165,44,17,0.10055806854137173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085125699243862,0.09826418076327872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041625108190546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676586978246882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703125396156786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061299265236572364,0.0,0.0855675098769946,0.0,0.10552948899435688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970327049547006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599808685884008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781292030232352,0.0,0.2242976554971694,0.1992529676575336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050845180886409436,0.0,0.0,0.11015644884751406,0.0,0.08553464173117767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507488086328973,0.0,0.05714946771366047,0.08434333694725538,0.08042547356691855,0.0,0.0,0.19913659514594545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377704910439974,0.0,0.0,0.134803907340339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495649775078457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526408464965327,0.08196824716783982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102713766616213,0.04912759290507584,0.10078560223093996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549087388331347,0.0,0.09515047584622527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30390502443019995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456253365676722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436693533569747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551877724631413,0.0,0.06814074970690241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505987801177036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565375074883492,0.0,0.0,0.10177013390292768,0.0,0.0,0.1049039963885001,0.0,0.0,0.08318267343583052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520252515183778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235103696624252,0.2143630427766886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790991581775377,0.0,0.0,0.0808247664216179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727243686607955,0.0,0.09531729103088628,0.19217508762527247,0.0,0.0682723277346127,0.0,0.09823062130608104,0.0,0.0,0.08684988474103211,0.0,0.0,0.05931175419541883,0.07981831421532579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321833698602992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320747153893467,0.0,0.0,0.14286713347971247,0.0,0.0,0.12951219842972134
adhd,nwsrocks,2018/02/17,"Dad doesn't think I need to go on Adderall. Thinks I'm forgetting things ""on purpose"" Ever since I was a kid, I had troubles focusing. It got worse after my parent's divorce. I remember every time my teachers would ask me a question, I would ask them to repeat themselves. Every. Time. It got so bad she had me get a hearing test which came back as fine. She also called my mom in to tell her I was always ""staring off into space"". Not sure how I wasn't tested sooner.

While I don't do that anymore, I still forget everything I do, I misplace everything, my coworkers absolutely hate me because I constantly forget things and they have to catch up for me. Tests are an absolute disaster because I can't stay focused. I can't sleep at night because I'm constantly bombarded by random thoughts. My parents know about all of this.

Recently, I was supposed to ask my counselor about the ACT, and for 3 weeks kept forgetting after my Dad frustratingly reminded every 3 days. I told him that I'm pretty sure I have ADHD (which I've been saying for years now) and need Adderall, but he just says I don't need it and that he's pretty sure I'm doing this on purpose.

Luckily my mother is finally taking me this Tuesday, and I without a doubt will be getting a prescription. It's just so annoying. How often do you guys get doubted?",3.9824615384615383,5.533114630769234,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538464,71.92307692307692,8.276923076923078,30.30769230769231,8.841846274778883,2.6171,1044,45,192,20,20,350,151,260,0.126,0.8140000000000001,0.06,-0.8809999999999999,2,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,1,2,0,14,11,3,2,7,0,24,1,1,2,5,39,50,13,0,5,5,6,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,14,7,0,1,6,0,0,4,8,7,0,0,13,4,39,4,24,33,1,33,0,0,1,0,28,9,0,5,19,129,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262235632312461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399106476725968,0.08739192927861496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415981594181788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945617471719777,0.0,0.0,0.08076025200059415,0.0876942133982611,0.19207276467388826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724560039783304,0.12012435415595553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269964827980089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773454150215713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950040777606858,0.2654725267307608,0.0,0.18878526282558786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505332946022795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461879915936162,0.0,0.0596899828028981,0.0,0.16800139445487136,0.0,0.0,0.10399449387039468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036936666216222,0.0,0.0,0.11837448673862475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772078716259355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300783340947292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336313808211957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985619109450354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332429158080233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370300564093567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765569251637267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370273998609947,0.0,0.11897654906439513,0.0,0.0,0.16704538210162653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688046530478856,0.0,0.10510411414633064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194615495831624,0.08387570729307657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29696368755681546,0.0,0.07896818359186772,0.0,0.09179933203551956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955222342840945,0.13459574141892766,0.0,0.08338070983725053,0.12248565069516874,0.0,0.0,0.10035900712996536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424733816567873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124349854416798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703277382158627,0.1492181306609964,0.0,0.0,0.0676347585227618
adhd,oathkeepings,2018/02/17,"A Little Advice... Just a disclaimer, I know no one here can give me real medical advice or any of that. I'm just seeking advice based on some of your personal experiences.

As some backstory: (I am 22 at the time of writing this post, and I am female). I started taking Vyvanse at the end of December 2015. I was started on 50mg. Everything was hunky dory, work was much easier and I was able to go back to school. I lost a considerable amount of weight too, as it helped stop me from overeating  (I was overweight when I started taking it, so it helped me get healthier and more fit, too). The summer of 2017, I started to really feel it wearing off within 2-5 hours, so my doctor put me on 70mg. It still tends to wear off sooner than it should, even with increased dosage. My insurance through my work sucks and pays almost nothing for my script, so I go through Shire Cares to get my medication as they cover the cost for me.

Now, to where I need your advice. 

Right before my doctor upped my dosage, I started to notice my hair was falling out more than I was used to. I have long (midway down my back) hair that's sorta wavy/curly. Since the beginning of 2016, every 4 months or so I was dying my hair (just to maintain the color). The last time I dyed my hair was the summer of last year, when the aftermath was my hair falling out in handfuls. So, I stopped dying my hair to prevent it from falling out any worse than it already was.

Flash forward to the fall/winter of 2017, my hair was still falling out in alarming amounts and my hair has become noticably ""nappier"", less shiny, and overall the texture is just more brittle. I can just be washing it in the shower and it'll tangle. Sometimes it gets so tangled in little balls that I have no choice but to cut it or tear it out, which is obviously not helping my problem. As winter rolled around, my hair kept falling out and now my hair is noticably very thin. I don't have any full-fledged bald spots, but due to the thinning, you can see my scalp in places and it's making me very self conscious. My family has no history of hair loss, and my hair has never fallen out or been this thin in my life. I don't put it in ponytails anymore, I don't dye it or style it anymore, and I've been using various products and treatments to try and fight this, to no avail. I did speak to my doctor, and last time he took my blood my thyroid was seemingly in check. He recommended I see a dermatologist, and gave me a referral to one, but the soonest I can get into one is April or May, and I personally don't think my scalp has really changed. I'd definitely go to one just to make sure nothing's really wrong, but with how sudden this has started and continued to escalate despite my best efforts, I don't think it's my skin. 

So, this leads me to wondering if maybe my medication is causing this. I've seen other people who have taken Vyvanse say they encountered hair loss issues while taking it. I wanted to stop taking it for a bit, but with having such bad ADD, not taking it makes work incredibly hard. I was thinking about asking my doctor to switch me over to a different medication, but I'm worried about this for a variety of reasons. Firstly is the cost. As mentioned before, my insurance sucks, and I can only afford Vyvanse because of help from Shire Cares. If the new brand of medication is expensive, I'd need some similar program to assist me, or I won't be able to afford it. Secondly, the Vyvanse helps me to not binge eat, and I worry about gaining all of my weight back. Vyvanse gives me the push I need to eat healthier, eat less, and workout, and I'm not sure if any other medications work similarly. 

In other words, I'm seeing advice in two realms. Advice from others if they've encountered hair loss/a change in hair texture due to Vyvanse, and what medication they changed to and/or what they did to fix their hair/stop it from falling out. Secondly, if you've taken Vyvanse, what your experiences were on other medications compared to Vyvanse. I did a fair amount of research online, but nothing compares to actual human experiences.

TLDR; i'm worried my Vyvanse is causing my hair to fall out and i'm not sure what other medication to try or methods to prevent such hair loss.",5.766942446043168,5.965932797362116,6.563641247002398,77.7134330935252,66.94964028776978,9.261928057553957,32.14762589928058,9.065960079200117,2.671413985611512,3339,129,638,54,50,1106,334,834,0.093,0.8490000000000001,0.057,-0.9733,4,0,1,0,1,0,112.0,0,4,5,13,35,18,4,1,27,0,56,47,25,10,6,115,115,59,2,11,31,0,26,0,0,4,17,2,1,4,45,38,6,6,10,2,5,18,16,12,0,8,27,34,90,6,111,82,17,106,0,4,6,0,30,45,2,21,44,432,135,13,0.097862998652408,0.0,0.0477500848887393,0.0,0.0,0.2868917689780503,0.0,0.0,0.0489978284347598,0.0,0.053997126265276536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331003898977093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705379809100492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043559408480609824,0.045744346603127296,0.0,0.0,0.11287590786195198,0.04085575806728806,0.0298281878234972,0.05404099665313415,0.08327420390276324,0.0,0.0513505897092441,0.0,0.053420524116999116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977784935308977,0.10053225721967443,0.15528911460555406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156634202630473,0.05112300225713587,0.0,0.2003338518621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020741871871576,0.0,0.0,0.043338784764559636,0.0,0.0,0.032318793820996734,0.0,0.041226898580587895,0.0,0.04397647647310187,0.14359318667881887,0.04612826277282594,0.0,0.02474123628637991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162110833020111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225875529913776,0.0938791056804495,0.08342669608177862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043833012270326106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639887628330805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818767033636494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107177249392295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0268914723604227,0.11965710825322198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034561765050450735,0.0,0.09808443418193424,0.0,0.04330283711920404,0.0,0.0,0.053414511719102366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798646727868128,0.0,0.04915826791369381,0.0,0.0,0.4436400394470073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039056655928442006,0.0,0.03597028213523185,0.10884626022481078,0.03773898881161716,0.04725834696071953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085327987998214,0.16712650889603134,0.0,0.0,0.13262900120236729,0.0372146101753844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033922940582450475,0.08545019567145706,0.05112300225713587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046862850438792215,0.0,0.0,0.04682083651184772,0.0,0.0983793435872701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569475870172543,0.0940403142930448,0.05030973083704236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178723306740815,0.0,0.03891229223077263,0.0,0.04952128964619099,0.11697620934123144,0.04454539924798523,0.0510462253607042,0.0,0.0,0.040476641886797976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483945040088138,0.0,0.20780380243279245,0.0,0.07815351713860189,0.16363569777683604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835207710331726,0.0,0.18395198946539096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405998700265457,0.0,0.0,0.08559705226141065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436469617476384,0.06644255218904008,0.0,0.047798964816767334,0.0,0.0,0.08452220967108756,0.0,0.0807472229305706,0.02886106607402748,0.0,0.0,0.11917076791329635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530641237412529,0.14249085712328327,0.14907693827178048,0.04986537814833975,0.0,0.0534989131177528,0.0,0.03151028128385263
adhd,M4dScientist1,2018/02/18,"Diagnosed depressed/GAD my entire life which I’ve been treated for and NOTHINGS worked. I’ve also been diagnosed ADD for which I’ve never been treated. Could the depression/GAD be related to the ADD? Thanks to anyone who can give me insight into this condition.

I’ve been depressed and anxious for 15 years which I have tried treating through every means possible. Meds, therapy, ketamine infusion, transcranial magnetic stimulation, ayahuasca, meditation, yoga, dieting, exercise, etc.

Over the years I’ve had a couple of doctors tell me that I have ADD but we could revisit treating that down the road when the anxiety is under control, which it never has been. I’ve since continued to be treated for depression and anxiety by multiple psychiatrists but nothing’s worked.

Have any of you been in similar situations and treated your ADD/ADHD n found that it actually improved your depressive and anxiety symptoms?

I’m soo discouraged with my condition and am having one of the most difficult emotional periods of my entire life. Just looking for feedback. Thanks",7.446042154566745,9.824817573770495,7.755944574551133,62.737991803278675,64.51912568306011,12.004527712724435,41.486729117876656,11.629938488055165,6.14748274785324,868,52,119,31,14,283,111,183,0.134,0.8029999999999999,0.064,-0.9115,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,3,0,3,3,13,0,0,7,0,19,8,0,2,2,26,26,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,11,12,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,1,11,8,20,14,2,13,0,4,1,0,7,6,0,1,7,84,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.1277045639419529,0.0,0.15727331562387786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465203881565617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899213107157919,0.0,0.3003322224000179,0.14783927629862054,0.0,0.09150327857975796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467753073698858,0.20896880112435684,0.14479872796082566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381393837911273,0.2656487794870834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394503514744516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472045905612511,0.0,0.0,0.14594815496585725,0.0,0.0,0.11025871719768784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348582062735304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553684754819758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848664832791911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098929536312332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254945800726845,0.1453606046369591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186104887676784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113542351152146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867695630316733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752970214816902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825220340513188,0.14709682321115114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601799177367258,0.0,0.0,0.11438106286726556,0.2409643126813011,0.1496545966863064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884818921539547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905413657069253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685444849121784
adhd,killerkingmmhm,2018/02/18,"Sobbing on my way home from target because they refused to fill my prescription. I feel so horrible and rejected. 
I don’t have health insurance right now because I aged out of being on my parents and there’s a bunch much of scary overwhelming stuff that goes into getting your own. 

I do however have a script that I could get filled and was sent a discount card so that I could afford to pay out of pocket for my meds. 

So I force myself to target, feeling hopeful because soon I’ll have my meds and pull it together, but the pharmacist straight up says she will not take the card. Not because Target doesn’t take them (they absolutely do) but because people abuse these meds. 

I was stunned and walked away without much fuss but it hit me hard. That’s so crazy unfair. I can’t stop crying. ",4.193679653679657,5.87126787012987,4.509805194805197,85.58708874458877,71.59740259740259,7.470995670995673,28.417748917748927,8.07648339933343,1.8535904761904765,628,24,121,9,12,197,97,154,0.222,0.743,0.036000000000000004,-0.9818,3,1,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,0,0,21,23,12,0,3,6,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,2,5,6,3,0,0,3,4,21,1,16,15,4,19,0,3,0,0,9,9,1,1,4,85,29,1,0.0,0.17955405591535697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423799394350669,0.0,0.0,0.4618970123088049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199002270477854,0.0,0.1664632231913805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324971384956512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835026195550847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357530502889601,0.0,0.0,0.1610834647045702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152010307962424,0.15051671234435418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049914029350012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280355680314198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827092503745208,0.0,0.0,0.10506105832832244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941716889205593,0.0,0.12051333208598325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669700277709567,0.0,0.0,0.17348084716424916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788343655364016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028803517073253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608235448468912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BaronFodder,2018/02/18,"Writing this post alone makes me feel so raw and vulnerable. ADHD anger... Typically I'd refrain from writing an open post like this, just from the sheer thought of failure and criticism(Plus I'm not good at writing). I even wanted to make a throwaway just so I could write about it and disappear completely. That way, I'd never have to know how poorly received my post was. But I feel it can help some people.

Basically, I've just got into a huge emotional fight with my parents. It was awful, and I was pretty emotionally broken. I've decided to figure out why I get upset and angry so easily. Think I've figured it out, and maybe a few of you could relate. Thing is, we already lack control due to our impaired executive functioning, but there's much more to it. Many years of feeling inadequate due to our ADHD has caused us to become hypersensitive and highly defensive to criticism, rejection, and failure. This creates self-esteem issues, which is the real root to so many problems: 

-I am always on the edge emotionally against any criticism. When someone makes the smallest jab, I get upset and angry easily. It's hard to ignore criticism when we already have self esteem problems.

-I tend to act like a jerk and call others stupid or an idiot way too often. It's my self defense mechanism. If I put up a tough shell and convince others are stupid, they won't notice I'm the real failure. It's gotten to the point I became convinced myself most people actually are stupid, which is wrong.  

-Very similarly, I sometimes EXPRESS anger just to put up that tough front.

-It's hard being wrong. It's like admitting that we are in fact, worthless and incapable. It also makes it a struggle to apologize because it exposes our weakness. 

-Don't know if it's just me, but I cry easily especially when angry. Overly emotional.

-As bad as it may seem, I tend to really push my loved ones to go further and hurt me more in fights. Maybe it's because I secretly want them to feel sorry for me and care about me.

-I tend to brag too much, to cover up my real inadequacies.

-I tend to struggle to tell loved ones I love them ever since we had huge fights many years ago. Again, because it exposes weakness that could easily be used to hurt us sharply.

-I have many things I want to do in life, but I lose motivation because I don't want to fail miserably in front of people. Nor do I want to prove to myself I really am such a failure. Likewise, I hide lots of things. Because I don't want people to get expectations and fail them.

-And then there's the standard where we take compliments as a pity compliment or even as an insult somehow.

This is just some of the reasons why we might be miserable and why we jump to anger. We don't really mean it. If we weren't put into such a society that is disadvantageous to our ADHD or had proper support from friends and family, we wouldn't be so petty. I think it's safe to say we tend love much more than our loved ones believe. We just struggle to expose it sometimes.

This also helps me realize a lot of this is fixable. As long as we fix our self esteem issues and realize it's not solely our fault, we can fix many problems even if not all.

I hope this helps someone and that I'm not alone. Thanks.

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adhd,therealrico,2018/02/18,"I have spent the past 5 hours playing Spider Solitaire I have hardly no money left in my bank account, with tons of bills. I work freelance from home and could be doing pretty well but I can't seem to focus on just doing this work.",2.7839361702127654,4.57501755319149,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,75.59574468085106,4.7,20.26063829787234,3.1291,-0.3112510638297876,183,4,36,0,4,58,41,47,0.033,0.816,0.151,0.4933,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487790771292813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912323153565705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125499448807061,0.0,0.306853158562562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385431969059112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974476926715973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31699881472945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28365962419974844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28015662374106964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536821272885854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,additionality,2018/02/18,"what is the monthly cost in the US of meds without insurance? My job here doesn't provide me with insurance cover. Getting an individual plan on the open market would cost me some insane amount. I am healthy apart from being severely ADHD and am would rather forgo the insurance and pay full price for meds and consultation if that is cheaper than being screwed by buying an individual policy on the open insurance market. Has anyone experienced being in this situation before? What would the cost be of getting meds (Concerta) without insurance? I figure any insurance plan I now get would just have priced in the the full cost of my prescriptions on top of their pound of flesh anyway. Where I was before (not the US), my health plan didn't cover my ADHD meds and I bought it full price. It was affordable. I suspect the prices in the US will be a lot higher. I am poor and otherwise healthy enough to be without medical insurance, but I know I need my meds (36 mg Concerta, 10 mg Ritalin booster) 
I can't be the only one who has faced this dilemma. I would be very grateful to hear of what others have done.

TL;DR:what's the monthly cost of being on Concerta if you're not covered under any insurance plan? How does anyone needing meds survive uninsured? ",5.982457627118645,7.207560084745765,6.662500000000005,73.5671398305085,66.79661016949153,9.798305084745763,32.54661016949153,9.978442167317967,3.4020050847457624,1004,42,172,23,16,330,124,236,0.061,0.898,0.041,-0.368,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,1,6,7,1,1,0,16,0,30,6,2,1,0,31,38,9,0,10,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,13,0,8,1,0,1,5,2,22,0,26,18,7,20,0,0,0,1,7,17,1,4,3,128,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284854682328531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928708634563882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293526221026006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177682422440706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318698184195232,0.09727860676329264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822160624036473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899358900583548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104352734434634,0.10713867259375152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433162818722783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052242072494231885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808159668131827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335363188854347,0.09576218393491134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517507574928386,0.0,0.0,0.14097044448830395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644146014281563,0.07229683583589587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738988408268783,0.0,0.0,0.10685056900352637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430336854938044,0.0,0.0,0.07843382871544012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749011465634572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376367848850759,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,meadwill,2018/02/18,"This course has helped me immensely. Hopefully it will help some of you too. And it’s free! I’m not affiliated with this in any way btw. It was suggested I take this online course before I started a comprehensive computer programming class.
[coursera course](https://www.coursera.org/learn/learning-how-to-learn)",6.554705882352941,10.348176921568628,5.540686274509807,70.47808823529414,73.90196078431373,9.674509803921572,30.068627450980397,9.725611199111238,3.9424745098039216,257,11,38,8,6,77,43,51,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.229,0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,21,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28567664377534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574669481026725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631569905275704,0.0,0.0,0.4172456740470384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29734294486729257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158565471169941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334491003217075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sarah05118,2018/02/18,"Why is Wellbutrin and Adderall making me sleepy? Hi, I've been taking Wellbutrin and adderall for a while for school. I've been diagnosed with ADD (female 28 y/o) and lately I've just been feeling sleepy and have no motivation to study. I'm in a very intense program in school where I get exams every 2 weeks. I've noticed that I havent been absorbing information like I used to and my grades are dropping a little. I always take Wellbutrin at night because I get sleepy if I take it during the day but usually Adderall helps with that but now the Adderall doesnt seem to be working like it used to. I'm taking 300 mg of Wellbutrin and now I can take up to 70mg of Adderall IR and it still gives me somewhat of a motivation to study and absorb information. I'm in a situation where I just cant stop Adderall for a while right now because of school the longest I havent taken Adderall while I'm in school is about 3 days and I dont take it whenever I'm on break from school. Are there any tips to help me out with this situation? Gratefully appreciated.",3.767359813084113,5.094327827102802,5.010362149532714,82.96311331775702,72.13084112149534,7.592990654205607,28.79556074766355,8.07648339933343,1.8640102803738317,841,33,169,12,16,279,106,214,0.008,0.8390000000000001,0.153,0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,5,0,30,36,15,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,14,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,1,14,2,27,30,1,28,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,16,99,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414869281473533,0.0,0.0,0.0769449226935358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379486631365162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594296277640434,0.0,0.0,0.11484343927456335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260930731475146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953325689463565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721132792656885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823093872642013,0.10854243980309757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168223249830906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763654035260327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055737353809038,0.11340461453746675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552756387430702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061822888382915,0.0,0.0,0.1288204221082398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662827946393024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725620798614864,0.0,0.10300622873075144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436751663679164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036061185213916,0.09459728949718224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104419586910995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544810932640505,0.12461718874212482,0.09335943840413023,0.0,0.0,0.09076097560602248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209900527898894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237352267948074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RapidSage,2018/02/18,Tolerance to medication I've been wondering if I should ask for a bigger dose. I have already done so once about six months ago. Will I keep building tolerance to the medication no matter what the dose?,5.106754385964912,7.0848242368421115,6.118421052631582,73.75728070175441,69.78947368421053,10.329824561403509,31.08771929824561,10.504223727775694,3.68260350877193,163,7,29,5,3,54,30,38,0.06,0.79,0.15,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891533367769826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32232256839468804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27305962939991474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29890390825258223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596181719998348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884889184442674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313910429078602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110605173175702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167532392347506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,coolkidbrook,2018/02/18,"What accommodations do you get at school? I am failing a class as a direct result of ADHD but am not registered with the disability office I am taking an online class right now and while I have taken them in the past and have been okay, I am struggling a lot more with this one. 

The professor starts the weeks on Friday at 6pm and ends them at Friday at 6pm. So all of our work is due Fridays at 6. I'm used to week going from Monday at 12:01 am to Sunday at midnight. 

I also work full time and take night classes on T/Th that get out at 9:30pm. Part of our assignment is to make a discussion post and respond to the professor's reply. He replies on Wednesday nights or Thursday mornings. I don't check my online classes at all on Thursday because I work 9-4 and then go to school 5-9:30. 
So on Friday I only have an hour to log in and submit my reply, which realistically, is enough time. 

My problem is that every time I get home on Friday I go through my normal routine of making food and kind of relaxing after the work day. I continually forget that I need to log in before 6 to finish my work and have been getting half credit on most of my assignments. 

TL;DR: I am being extremely forgetful and failing a class. If I register with the DSPS office for ADHD is there a chance I would be allowed more time to submit assignments? (Not even more days, just 6 more hours.) ",5.01042742276767,5.190187431654678,6.322898857384683,78.85690859077445,68.56834532374101,8.6994498518832,28.58315700380871,8.4952907291091,1.984103851036818,1078,34,213,15,17,366,150,278,0.073,0.882,0.045,-0.8195,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,2,7,7,8,0,1,15,1,22,1,0,5,2,35,38,19,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,14,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,4,0,2,3,0,26,4,43,32,11,53,0,2,0,0,8,22,0,4,27,149,32,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861265361180633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519645861484796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256584194991146,0.0,0.10129449959665908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354224868498895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543434365291388,0.1230004174132724,0.0,0.0786249737430833,0.0,0.10029655922064704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394396352927255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487745054758706,0.0,0.20295998128001108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940709388031208,0.0,0.23446136857221356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396211980481407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120377819268016,0.0,0.0,0.15892060534261204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826684972226709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342245338308536,0.11663418714436392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066476579281172,0.09053548731134048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289090089111571,0.1136374046614402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400767014028505,0.0,0.0,0.11390545890303555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016597377030372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095021118181745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425731377066638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444673361603395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900693227366546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776533482371231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281257018600712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097384378502144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333136611625743,0.0,0.0,0.08456279033619146,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kateelinb,2018/02/18,"What are tricks/systems that actually work for you? I have one specific one that works without fail.
I never lose my keys. I misplace other things all the time, but never my keys and I have two things that I can thank for that. My dad for drilling into me to never set them down in my car/trunk or anywhere else. They're either in the ignition or in my bag/pocket/hand. You can't lock them in the car if they are in the ignition or on your person.

I don't know how many times my mom has left her keys/wallet at a store cause she sets them down and then forgets and doesn't realize until we're somewhere else.
Because of this, I never do that (set things down outside of home).

2nd is my key rack at home right beside my door. When I come home, I unlock the door, key goes immediately onto the hook. If I am not the one to open the door, my keys remain in my coat pocket or purse/backpack. 

I never think about where they are. 

It also helps to have a door you have to lock from the outside when you leave so you can't leave home without them. 

Now if only everything else in my home had a specific place it belonged. 

Anyone have any other failsafe systems that work for them? 
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adhd,freedasayswut,2018/02/18,ADHD coaching Have you worked with an ADHD coach? What qualifications did you look for? What was your experience like?,3.677999999999997,6.505024800000001,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,101.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,1.3889999999999998,96,3,15,2,4,30,17,20,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8389649775958808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414315446155533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052503592712034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931086529696558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541078440059429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Facelessmonster,2018/02/18,"I have an assessment Tuesday but they’re already ruling me out. long story short, I haven’t met this person yet but she’s already doubting that I have it and suggested I cancel my appointment, because she can’t tell me to actually cancel it. I feel like even if I do have it she will deny me cause she’s already made up her mind without ever meeting me.",4.217500000000001,5.173940194444448,5.759333333333338,79.419,70.66666666666667,7.982222222222222,31.06666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.362263333333334,282,12,53,4,5,96,50,72,0.159,0.795,0.046,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,12,10,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,16,1,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,40,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.21421835654941315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7267322565325866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133816419159993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255059333609712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498987623006168,0.19856701984454975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109951320216164,0.1568240357181066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724563400777763,0.0,0.0,0.1942669342518885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771367992702613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165107262043365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167505697861176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918688146410974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160796734633056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,graymal-kin,2018/02/18,"Adderall gives me the worst comedown, which compounds my anxiety. I am prescribed 30mg of Adderall a day. It gives me a terrible comedown. I have heard of other stimulant and nonstimulant options for ADHD, so I want to know if any of you have tried other medications after having adverse side-effects from Adderall for a prolonged period of time.

The worst thing I experience is that I get jitters while the half-life of the medicine comes to an end... and then my anxiety kicks back in and I am no longer able to activate and self-motivate myself for tasks I need to complete.

Any suggestions or experiences would help although I know everyone is different! Just hearing your perspectives and stories would be helpful.",6.9134108527131835,8.57150654263566,7.013953488372097,70.30527131782951,64.96899224806202,10.38449612403101,39.139534883720934,10.504223727775694,4.6821534883720926,580,32,91,15,9,186,89,129,0.17600000000000002,0.77,0.055,-0.9331,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,1,0,17,20,11,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,15,0,15,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,8,70,21,0,0.18080135486217544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728809351623804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590224249783416,0.0,0.2766250831889877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902508168741082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574435796772124,0.1895667806832648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660191656320527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889893422420248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601363357226288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276344264265334,0.0,0.35371683623033856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944612456147584,0.3468822687635267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377626717189493,0.0,0.24237467407024615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987273925366698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213834375639565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406191370465412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886152444315718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011638634839633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542672398611526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275225183878685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664132349928844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25687219009959433,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AllYuAdoreIAbhor,2018/02/18,Do you talk to yourself out loud a lot? So i just realized that I talk to myself out loud sometimes because it is just easier to just listen to the one though that is coming out of my mouth versus the 1 million going on in my mind. Like damn. If that isn't adhd I don't know what is...,1.4829032258064532,2.6771124516129063,3.7105161290322606,90.54577419354843,77.70967741935483,6.250322580645161,20.464516129032265,6.742157984588678,0.23134451612903284,220,5,50,2,5,76,42,62,0.045,0.867,0.08800000000000001,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,13,10,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,7,1,10,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772116713643973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133270822945347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703718764516142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783799918208904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249516683490962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334140406162952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668417046414773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31692000333476145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126869568809857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042621731560033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045548716376705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083764380459868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DependentTransition,2018/02/18,"Random Drug Test for Prescription Last week my doc randomly drug tested me. I was never made aware this was part of my treatment, but as I was taking the test he had me sign a contract. It was a saliva test, not urine. 

I am freaking out because the week before I was at a party where I consumed alcohol and cocaine. I drink occasionally but I rarely do drugs. If he would have tested me at any other point in our relationship I would have passed. 

I know I made I mistake, and I am very mad at myself. I have done a ton of research, and it seems like there's a decent chance the test will come up negative. I am just frightened and need guidance. ",3.330307692307694,4.71898141538462,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,73.30769230769229,7.046153846153848,25.30769230769231,7.554174236665415,1.1971384615384624,504,16,103,6,10,166,83,130,0.128,0.778,0.094,-0.7537,0,0,6,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,8,0,17,6,1,2,1,23,24,8,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,9,0,21,1,10,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,5,75,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850013482802712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772035719723915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552590951317302,0.0,0.1473033856066522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491184567100994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715106217506416,0.0,0.1695813503719881,0.6022559846898294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513642249317338,0.1411073003926683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845725295971087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32760068054758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283584582844651,0.13351267405243394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874606570289808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364437724807315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858547570365056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759233507870282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015675715841782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283341969737484,0.0,0.0,0.27771590623245845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594396265278226,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EthanWeber,2018/02/18,"Barely survived college, fired from incredible job after grad, 5 months later - diagnosed, new job, totally new world I've always had focus/attention issues that I noticed around middle/high school that would pop up most often trying to do homework/projects. I pushed away thoughts that something could be ""wrong"" with me for years. In college, I had to force myself to do the work because I knew thousands of dollars were relying on it. But still, assignments that should take an hour would keep me up until 5am. I just told myself that was the college experience.

Senior year I discovered coffee and caffeine (not literally discovered but I always feared it and finally gave in and tried) and I realized it sort of helped me focus! So I drank more and more to try to get that state of focus/brain stimulus(?) of being able to think about my work instead of thinking about why squirrels hoard nuts in the winter and get off track.

SO anyway, I graduated and had a job lined up that I accepted a few months earlier. Great salary, benefits, tons of vacation time.

I blew it immediately. Constantly goofing off, always finding excuses to leave the office and get more coffee, on my phone, whatever. It got worse and worse and I'd get anxiety about how I wasn't getting things done which would make me focus even LESS and then do less work.

I got fired. It crushed me. I nailed down a great job the first time I tried. One application, one interview. I was incredibly lucky and I blew it. I had to love back in with my family, move away from my friends, fell in a deep depressing for a few months.

But now!!! To wrap it up - have been seeing doctors recently after finally convincing my mom that SOMETHING ISNT RIGHT with my brain and I need help. Doctors IMMEDIATELY diagnosed me with ADHD, but the attention deficit/impulsive type with little hyperactivity. I'm on meds now and working on new techniques but goddamn, concerta feels like a whole new world. I can ACTUALLY sit down and get work done now! It's a totally different experience!!!!",5.811404444444442,7.407149749333335,6.315200000000004,74.5233777777778,67.50666666666666,9.92888888888889,32.022222222222226,10.168813456921066,3.4556755555555547,1616,68,282,41,27,524,202,375,0.093,0.7929999999999999,0.114,0.903,6,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,0,7,18,12,0,1,14,0,24,7,1,2,2,52,47,25,0,6,7,1,3,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,19,21,1,1,9,0,1,3,3,3,0,4,18,4,35,9,50,22,12,59,0,1,1,1,10,25,0,4,30,193,54,21,0.07729197658376391,0.0,0.07542581964409005,0.0,0.0928899357462796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293934874652044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912815052913625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688062460101831,0.0,0.0,0.1452367125934595,0.05943275904392705,0.0,0.04711647152727277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256681571772592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835251682093175,0.0,0.06171135399676001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665714661745531,0.15689945849838974,0.0,0.08075366477139984,0.0,0.15822322634991653,0.0,0.158193054492567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051050621575583786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512127685328421,0.07286399671341448,0.08697496210532628,0.03908114572479825,0.055217403515108086,0.0,0.16933916469109025,0.07064346633534102,0.06574451579752504,0.0,0.0,0.059715589377578225,0.0,0.2422912059379652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363490886094132,0.17042935409649435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361436531831014,0.08166321688473033,0.0,0.0,0.07611702765195838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067274246750214,0.3068014416469961,0.06870066013945421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184104312180611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776095559028733,0.07746686586774901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697590265470888,0.0,0.05159299455169671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585396175571869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905234288209866,0.18508115490207194,0.0821491390817473,0.0,0.057311021273781765,0.0,0.2985962904855621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879974276283867,0.0,0.0,0.1047500873304696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631650230293395,0.0,0.0,0.06600692568634924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822360672446048,0.06159169831131715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900627943700658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172547234191024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811394728582001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051349354810110735,0.09905115536329663,0.0,0.06136119580994435,0.09013914622320672,0.0,0.0,0.07385579590067533,0.0,0.20990471408713304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974398686893779,0.08629373160015877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813473974798918,0.0,0.1575342547542987,0.16471800764988284,0.08450664289658823,0.0,0.0995469976058995
adhd,Boredomleadmehere,2018/02/18,"Have you found solutions for these problems? I used to take medication, I haven't for about 5 years now. But at this point in college I'm struggling with doing what I actually need to do to succeed. Almost everything is an obstacle.

But have you guys found things other than medication to help you with focusing, eating habits, and HEADACHES (I've been getting the worse tension headaches when I try to sit down and do my work and I can't stand it). Please be specific as you can also.",3.9315322580645145,6.058596494623657,4.550201612903226,83.14530241935486,73.3010752688172,8.090860215053763,28.829301075268816,8.841846274778883,2.3626784946236565,386,16,74,8,8,123,68,93,0.158,0.763,0.078,-0.7758,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,4,4,0,2,2,0,11,3,0,1,0,13,18,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,10,1,15,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.19972153877451587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494040407261616,0.0,0.0,0.16366890565989264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942131566712407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393788349390916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488047725693661,0.0,0.0,0.10692795630153322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026485204537696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371812767707802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412352827559468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175500129199554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246584853463812,0.19347266251572556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583482493580864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395817659867875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388108516358034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596898523803416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895272431683753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676309702344453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899708195426198,0.0,0.20856905445435486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179624454893885
adhd,chickenchowmein,2018/02/18,Anyone find the day after having meds is so much worse than a normal day if you haven't had meds for a while? Baaad adhd day today. Just wondering if anyone else has noticed this too? ,3.1947747747747783,4.842886675675679,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,74.13513513513513,6.014414414414415,17.738738738738736,6.42735559955562,-0.06340720720720716,145,2,28,1,3,47,31,37,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.5773,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649745465982545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083299879289124,0.225908183732552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265747764708595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841830491535349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151505447764032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898079518974493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620784332153183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602394014710707,0.0,0.25101835091514063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089896009560183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391015450919151,0.0,0.0,0.22468832275452444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JellyBunnyx,2018/02/18,"Me and my best friend make each others ADHD worse We'll be absolutely fine for about 20 minutes then boom. It's all going on, every thought, tangent, laugh and lost trail of thought.  How do we not spur each other other on ALL three time. ",3.1847872340425525,5.0754304042553215,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,74.74468085106382,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.237259574468085,187,5,38,1,4,58,40,47,0.094,0.6779999999999999,0.228,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,12,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,4,4,5,3,5,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856337927341831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367423566702356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703541101443822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479100564772962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823627369348549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502769619302435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141889969848721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094836265475927,0.18710692688399536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32700276762160635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tospace135,2018/02/18,"Need some help So recently I've started talking to this girl, she is very nice and I'm planning on becoming more than friends with her, however, I don't really know what to expect in the relationship because she has ADHD, I might sound terrible for asking about this, but I want to do whatever it takes to make her happy, I figured this would be the best place to ask about what I should expect.",7.280769230769231,6.352069,7.597051282051287,75.3271153846154,64.12820512820514,11.38974358974359,34.884615384615394,10.686352973137794,3.560015384615385,314,12,61,7,4,103,59,78,0.025,0.755,0.22,0.9463,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,17,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,12,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,2,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749163522957286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42770588409613497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944555329119362,0.25263944036075553,0.0,0.0,0.2400618983696299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673380732778562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351155618528866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332814653113674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257165290866245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269423702593032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426705184222705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961726572797234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899793637605665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654486930134808,0.0,0.225865743845468,0.24559484534478865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619123739471008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199359948920814,0.18386279557833424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874497580793054,0.13492429882368234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249939047653825,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LibraQueen1022,2018/02/18,"Recently diagnosed and no difference from Concerta Hi everyone! I was recently diagnosed with ADHD inattentive and started on Concerta 18 mg. I don’t really feel a difference. I actually feel like it slows me down and still spacing out. I originally was prescribed Vyvanse, however my insurance doesn’t cover it. So, my psych prescribed the Concerta. 

Is this normal? Does it need to build in my system? I have an appt with my psych tomorrow to see if she can increase the dosage or put me on something similar to Vyvanse which was what she originally wanted me on.

Your thoughts would be great. Thank you!!! 😀",3.6532237762237765,6.734221427272729,5.3027272727272745,72.11562937062939,80.18181818181819,10.293706293706293,33.006993006993014,10.035473477838034,4.746860139860139,487,27,78,19,13,164,76,110,0.02,0.8640000000000001,0.116,0.894,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,2,0,17,18,6,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,16,3,12,12,1,18,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,9,56,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.18753618913991674,0.0,0.23095837263034574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901094699898308,0.0,0.4015663236215767,0.0,0.0,0.16817463358910376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836325355755467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434005943943847,0.1372906715271711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187487080452527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388755393179199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424961714187202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882918125763093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931900982944017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231129550808169,0.0,0.3795015043366872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313950101521914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794658006136074,0.0,0.0,0.136023259741612,0.0,0.153472112208862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692996837415714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525663874461701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335046542115902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651641477300186,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,champagneadhd,2018/02/18,"ADHD ruined my relationship with the love of my life. I hate myself and I also feel robbed. I don’t know where else to post all this. I feel terrible. I was diagnosed only recently, a week after we broke up.I just started medication, like everyone else it was like “putting on new glasses” or finding out you have a different shoe size. 

There was always compatibility issues not related to ADHD, we were from different backgrounds, we started prioritising different things when I joined university, mainly wanting to socialise and enjoy some nightlife which she didn’t enjoy. There was other things too.

But I can’t help but feel like if I didn’t have ADHD I could have saved us. I didn’t know I had ADHD until we broke up.

She was the polar opposite of ADHD. Always thinking ahead, remembering things, listening, able to prioritise things appropriately at all times. Able to work, manage her career and studies, be productive, always thinking as well as acting on the end goal. She was pretty much everything that an ADHD person was not. She always tried to keep me on task, and was more and more frustrated when I wasn’t able to.

But she loved me despite of everything. She loved how knowledgeable I was in many things, a lot more knowledgeable than she was (even though her life was much well put together than mine, better job/grades etc) She was mesmerised by it, she loved my passion for many cool things like film, literature, cars, computers, stocks. She loved how I was always outgoing and sociable, one of those “cool kids” types with the stereotypical “bad boy” attitude But deep inside was a massive nerd on many things. But she was equally as fustrated that I was never able to flourish the way I could have been able to.  Still she stuck with me as I kept on failing. Flunked my A-levels twice, never able to listen in class or even attend so I got kicked out of my sixth form (the education before you get into uni) - and I left her all alone in that school which broke her heart and made her lonely. Never managed to get a real job, didn’t manage to keep the one I did. The frustration just grew and grew but she never gave up on me. When I did manage to retake my a levels privately and join a high level university she was so proud. It took years of failure and the realisation that I had about two months to study for my retakes (yes even still I procrastinated) for my hyper focus to go into overdrive and I just about managed to get into uni.

And there was other things, when I’d randomly lose focus during conversation, she’d ask me “what did I just say?” And I couldn’t answer. She’d get so angry and hurt that I didn’t care enough to listen. Each and everything id think to myself “am I an asshole? I didn’t mean to be one? What’s wrong with me?”.

I always made stupid choices, prioritised the wrong people and things. Once I forgot to buy her a birthday gift, which broke her heart. The night before I realised the shops will be closing soon so I’ll just wake up early morning text her happy birthday and buy her gift before we meet. Of course when morning came I completely forgot and by the time I realised it was too late to get her a gift. Other times during arguments I’d act impulsively and make things worse. No I never hit her or abuse her, I’d just want to walk out or leave or tell her I’m done etc and then go back on it later. The amount of stupid decisions I’d make was ridiculous also, I’d hide things from her which never needed to be hidden anyway, but she’d be upset when she did find out only because I felt the need to hide it in the first place. Why did I have to hide those things? I don’t know. Or sometimes I wouldn’t hide it, I’d simply just forget and she would still think I didn’t care enough to tell her or that I was indeed hiding it.

These days I’m getting more and more convinced that my history with depression and anxiety actually stem from my ADHD. She stuck with me through my bouts of heavy depression and suicidal phase. I knew my shitty negativity were draining on her so I tried to do what I thought was the right thing and become more detached from her to save her from my negativity. This only put us further and further apart. 

I’m not saying she was perfect either, she also did a lot to contribute towards our downfall. But I feel like if I realised I had ADHD sooner things could have changed and she could have been so happy. And these are just few of many examples of how ADHD fucked things up, I could go into so much more.

I sent her a long love letter on Valentine’s Day, giving her closure and admitting my part in our downfall. I told her how much I love her and I know it’s too late for the wounds to heal before she goes to study abroad this summer, and that i hope maybe someday we will be brought together again somehow when I become a better and more able man. I told her she will always be in my heart always. I briefly mentioned my diagnosis but did not dwell on it or try to justify anything based off it, I didn’t want her to feel like I’m making an excuse, I just want her to feel happy by giving her closure, it’s what she deserves. She deserves better than me, and until I become a worthy person I don’t want to contaminate her life even though my heart aches for her everyday. And that might not ever happen, because she’s going to study abroad next year and will be gone. I told her how much she will always mean to me and as much as I want her back I know it’s not the right thing to do to her or for us.

Ever since then I can’t stop thinking about her, stop dreaming about her. I feel robbed off a decent life and an amazing relationship because I was born with this fucking curse.

I just wanted to get this off my chest. Thank you to anyone if they did read all this. I know it’s long winded.   Or maybe nobody will read, but I just really wanted to say this. Thank you.",4.742772808586762,5.594083361757106,5.429987080103363,82.64339445438283,69.3875968992248,8.15884184721394,26.16799178427085,8.303829127061777,1.5610634201285372,4617,131,917,64,78,1497,409,1161,0.142,0.7120000000000001,0.147,0.7849,5,3,0,0,1,0,113.0,11,4,1,11,63,64,8,2,37,3,91,25,7,10,13,193,187,95,1,22,41,0,8,6,0,9,8,6,0,5,61,62,0,7,31,5,3,19,31,27,2,6,69,16,177,37,125,91,33,123,0,12,0,10,115,46,2,20,62,663,238,18,0.2382144225555531,0.040320733945384366,0.03320898765294999,0.0,0.3680838563576553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03524547143665878,0.0,0.08164285185136091,0.2548459061045199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026033340176207283,0.0,0.0,0.023795009001721008,0.0,0.0280043103684278,0.0,0.031814046929448864,0.0,0.0,0.05233491052755629,0.02841415608725848,0.062234271841514074,0.11275247749540235,0.11583024472772273,0.0,0.0,0.09029198505457356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892197690818353,0.0693929942726882,0.0,0.035999896136935335,0.0,0.035680469975778215,0.0,0.0,0.13585345194759224,0.0,0.0,0.043893884445956925,0.0,0.058621066596595765,0.03454037493138351,0.0,0.10666430152081242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034825151507901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056856452296598976,0.0,0.030141038942519814,0.07032547920825749,0.07590630008235344,0.08990764539669523,0.06156530949559087,0.0,0.03251772702951992,0.0917536126449833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204483695866286,0.07293447045907687,0.03267474323761573,0.0,0.06220676188503967,0.028946438019122764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292154146186943,0.12445720384756635,0.06529056584247564,0.07736156913819592,0.0,0.027217405002759584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030093175307237686,0.10867872102410343,0.0,0.033598203512768404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130585010631804,0.022810015156352517,0.0359552309013281,0.0,0.033800095920036445,0.0,0.0,0.03643049517337063,0.0,0.0,0.035519138156860704,0.0675403020851406,0.06049597830255497,0.0,0.0,0.11221407153529793,0.0,0.0767760698664489,0.036033525434145716,0.03697438101608599,0.0,0.09614736656480782,0.0997538864446163,0.0,0.0,0.06023207651169973,0.0,0.03807157227860175,0.0,0.05786325240810481,0.2149978168683939,0.0644012132588113,0.06814713292334479,0.13800687727958152,0.0683766873290418,0.07413866888970165,0.0,0.03428228132805848,0.0,0.03610112251691402,0.0,0.0,0.027162925626526373,0.0,0.150098579898074,0.05046656454884412,0.15747912696700142,0.032866996244596554,0.036191962981647584,0.03193544264012109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624151222056448,0.06918011046915216,0.07764548687421087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036851857971664216,0.0,0.02359255522957243,0.05942847011911352,0.035554767173604146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259193832283428,0.03462138676711268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026305528285701,0.0,0.0,0.06807968193182845,0.03873430923461675,0.021800894131141405,0.0,0.03360114341022005,0.07307232587591557,0.03855007194700631,0.05812394722312875,0.0,0.08118757287556905,0.0,0.03444081618389635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028150490282553325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336571650049221,0.0,0.04817411267649275,0.0,0.08153071952870519,0.056902263940627286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722398778720944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059488544296927175,0.06266166719203736,0.0,0.0,0.3617350340607467,0.10902727378342407,0.06686984590861307,0.02701652038569997,0.05953060519790735,0.0,0.0,0.09755318108855976,0.03780928407207646,0.06931369547564922,0.0,0.03324298241819788,0.0,0.12280397989975335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057718668129595,0.027011931522273783,0.0272973201288001,0.0,0.061195249794143376,0.0,0.030707352067595863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024774705248646046,0.0,0.03468012111594003,0.024174384439683887,0.07441430729655836,0.0,0.0438292222740411
adhd,lemonlimeface,2018/02/18,"Tired of dealing with myself Recently diagnosed at 27. I've been learning a lot about myself and how my adhd works. But now that I'm so aware of it, I've been getting more frustrated with myself. I'm constantly looking for my things. I'm always reorganizing my apartment and trying to find the ""best"" way to organize everything, but this just means that items are never where I think they are. I'm an illustrator with A LOT of art supplies so this can be very frustrating. I think my ADHD has brought some good things into my life (ambition, always ready to try new things) but damn some days I just wish I was normal.",5.341750000000001,6.285101008333335,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,68.08333333333334,9.333333333333334,29.166666666666664,9.516144504307137,2.548666666666666,491,17,93,10,8,160,78,120,0.098,0.816,0.086,-0.1245,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,8,5,3,0,4,0,8,3,0,1,1,24,19,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,13,2,13,14,7,12,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,4,6,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971346073215331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749594341078032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339253730409332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785485941602713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655589912432588,0.1703388293381509,0.0,0.1676990201874879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849279980113286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510118670958455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632279173068574,0.0,0.0,0.1385821663436722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167026935764046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387466615510117,0.0,0.0,0.2809353040601693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997752131391756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743103949513365,0.15957450020951214,0.0,0.0,0.16188457295946346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313890159754166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293027230812381,0.21173790989258204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990083897962887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243526856117752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632721594305722,0.0,0.1311472286753023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999960244020692,0.0,0.0,0.12028513888124548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,axaei3926,2018/02/18,"Diagnosed at 17 with inattentive ADHD and need help Hi! 

So I was diagnosed a few months ago with ADHD (presenting itself in the inattentive form) which was great as it allowed me to a) put a name on what I’m dealing with and b) realise it wasn’t my fault. My ADHD also runs next to bad anxiety and panic attacks. 

Now that I finally have a name for it, I was hoping I could have some advice from some season professionals ;) 

I’m a pretty good student, although I’ve always felt that it’s 25% luck and 75% me having to work twice as hard as my friends to get the same result. I’m doing the International Baccalaureate (which is apparently one of the most rigorous HS final year programs in the world) and I’m starting to see behaviour that I need to put a stop to as soon as possible if I want to get the grades that I’m predicted.

My three main issues are (unsurprisingly for you all, I’m sure) a) getting my actions in tune with my thoughts, b) perfectionism, and c) poor impulse control. 

A)
It feels like often when I’m trying to do something that isn’t super interesting to me, I’m repeatedly running into a brick wall, and I end up making a 15 minute task take hours or a day because even though my brain is telling me to focus it seems like my actions haven’t gotten the memo. It’s like two very different people are in charge of my actions and my thoughts and I would love some advice at how you manage your inability to focus and getting your actions in line with your plans. I’ve tried talking to my family about it but I don’t think they understand what I mean and how frustrating it gets - many a day like this ends with me in tears because I’m so disappointed in myself and tired from fighting myself all day to get an easy task done.

B)
I’m also a horrible perfectionist and have always been one. I’m basically the kind of person who imagines how amazing their project will be and will either make the project and trash it because it doesn’t end up exactly like how I imagined it or not start the project until last minute because I’m scared to fail. How do you manage your perfectionism? Is this a normal ‘side effect’ of ADHD?

C) This one is pretty simple - I have absolutely no impulse control which is why I think I struggle with Problem A so much. Once again, does this often come with ADHD or is it more a personality trait. Is there anyway you’ve learnt to improve (or at least, control) your impulse control?

Sorry this was such a long post, I’m just struggling, new to this community, and would love some help.",5.203659999999998,5.801494676000003,6.197750000000003,78.45762500000002,68.24,8.89,30.625,8.930421266530582,2.42912,1998,75,387,33,32,665,241,500,0.121,0.747,0.132,0.6006,3,0,1,0,2,0,51.0,0,8,2,9,23,29,3,4,28,0,34,6,1,14,4,85,76,41,0,10,9,0,3,5,1,4,3,0,0,2,31,26,0,5,12,0,1,9,7,12,0,6,11,4,42,17,54,59,15,54,0,2,1,2,25,17,0,15,32,257,73,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303034556586083,0.13995192967681436,0.0634774922042738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145321665419476,0.11916966437199028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478106383642048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146613274207767,0.0,0.0,0.05979093300892335,0.17460992176378307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079939873505956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168523488640532,0.0,0.0,0.3212645283967161,0.057174350837552526,0.0,0.0,0.13854659080935167,0.07382623981465741,0.0,0.1453642499381868,0.0,0.07481667573361822,0.0,0.0,0.0626659472556427,0.07328137054079993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902742599178949,0.0,0.0,0.04729739277136585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750705407853723,0.0,0.036207909761961206,0.05115783395511378,0.06875634025534595,0.1568893920735364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532531432909632,0.0,0.22447801767367173,0.0,0.0,0.0600626427120293,0.0,0.0789497155146039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414803749126344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599666335032003,0.0,0.0,0.07112438126417962,0.07052092300410782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747417028170643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457026425646571,0.0,0.05837129193088534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492389836347438,0.0,0.0,0.06337214521944395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926072106921513,0.0,0.09559978124652764,0.07260078329314118,0.0,0.07800372763741298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057158011713403865,0.0,0.05264121463411827,0.106195058929923,0.0,0.06916089165662123,0.07615750499334684,0.0,0.07016209605311645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626176975544731,0.14557333105049772,0.0,0.0,0.08401830737344353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964500388147168,0.12505328910007954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807289404369932,0.06858209671641054,0.1457051907866947,0.0,0.06852061084489046,0.0,0.14397463222198806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169359185372695,0.0,0.0570634922078816,0.06519059021999986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512848391529747,0.0,0.08016096128538318,0.10137113116993557,0.0,0.0,0.05986874009001025,0.0,0.14972357404364514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749109684943963,0.0,0.05384142455939228,0.057556995532447114,0.06258985056485493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176893943865456,0.07035596033119201,0.11369987238438192,0.0,0.08230457455876579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972362862618764,0.0,0.06995206645164387,0.07454800452098705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059085328791927835,0.04223713253236503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461642656979559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213256157559666,0.0,0.0,0.10173865422054544,0.0,0.0,0.04611416374240887
adhd,JamesIsAwkward,2018/02/18,"I thought I had to order a part for my project but I found one laying around today. Then I dropped it into the void, I mean under my desk. I really didn't have time but I frantically looked for it because I knew if I didn't, I would forget I even had it and just end up ordering it. Sometimes I have to do things right then and there because I know future me will never remember.


The struggle.",0.7593360433604346,2.9654001097561,2.7852845528455283,91.32136856368568,84.4878048780488,5.595663956639567,21.30623306233063,6.937597516519254,0.5420363143631439,307,10,66,4,9,103,55,82,0.044,0.893,0.063,0.08800000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,15,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,1,16,0,8,6,1,15,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,7,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961445350109166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300770896404677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850212992922055,0.0,0.0,0.16294239270884814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049276966531216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557934352811174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071650652618381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687275825728848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026951220507216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716965767808414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715102535163604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580417254727055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27946192715550044,0.2106796366967816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439916638235129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790340619326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389588370490601,0.0,0.0,0.19585148537212774,0.14385219718232276,0.0,0.2338418491280777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524792359918384,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Williampram23,2018/02/18,"Every ADHDer's problem I need my dad to warn me if an event is boring or not. I'm fucking bored out of my mind right now! Not interested, but somehow I always go along hoping it would be slightly exciting.",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,79.0,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2413142857142856,162,6,31,2,4,56,38,42,0.136,0.664,0.201,0.7218,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,8,3,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082783264660496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31215478339485103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34251310953601194,0.0,0.0,0.2105586655101744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679813204577268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740904587698972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747145023727604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545100064015813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163974282792372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318629179079583,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,violet_alice,2018/02/18,"I feel awful. My boyfriend left for deployment yesterday and I’ve been extra spacey all week since we found out. I’ve lost my phone and keys way more than usual, shit like that. Also I start a new job Monday after almost three months of unemployment and I’m stressing so much over it. 
But tonight for the first time in the year and a half I’ve had my dog, I legitimately forgot to feed her. I’ve already forgotten to defrost her food multiple times this week, but I even set her dinner out to thaw early this evening. 
So not only did I waste a pound of expensive food, my poor baby didn’t even get her dinner until 1:45 am when I remembered as I was going to bed. 
I can live with all my other forgetfulness but this is just too much. ",5.1503952274422105,5.26059337583893,5.913646532438481,82.15191648023865,68.26174496644296,9.038329604772557,26.62266964951529,8.841846274778883,1.712082177479493,579,15,121,9,9,190,103,149,0.107,0.8590000000000001,0.033,-0.8241,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,9,4,1,1,5,1,8,6,1,0,2,21,16,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,8,5,1,3,0,2,1,2,3,0,3,8,1,18,1,17,8,6,25,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,18,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689626842039831,0.0,0.18620211720669186,0.13493648432168298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343415613715341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853169584655743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352501748886978,0.40806754075910784,0.18500807442052547,0.0,0.0,0.08815652821076549,0.0,0.09589539614676287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744241608534755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833299378136993,0.0,0.0,0.08243488822981715,0.0,0.14899517523760678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184193046177984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468183453247612,0.0,0.2480777461081025,0.0,0.0,0.16296430696225944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832977761881986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114268037870816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320298192239295,0.1395784727452338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194307631190531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932841774657328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678025430988969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858366149035151,0.0,0.0,0.13393316101902852,0.27069640460059924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865913604377823
adhd,ednaprobz,2018/02/18,"I cant stop sweating Im on adderall and I've had this problem for a bit. When my medication wears off I start sweating like crazy. For example: I'm currently sitting on the couch, not doing anything but typing, and I have sweat dripping down onto my shirt. Its honestly really embarrassing. Does anyone else have this problem? If so, how do ya'll deal with this?

TLDR: I sweat while doing nothing after meds wear off and its embarrassing. ",3.1717750677506804,5.977031109756105,4.512113821138211,78.94088075880761,79.3658536585366,7.059078590785908,27.40379403794038,8.167268648758528,2.319963143631436,349,15,59,7,9,115,61,82,0.181,0.737,0.08199999999999999,-0.8688,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,7,8,7,1,0,11,9,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,10,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,7,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600953942043615,0.2579184440485961,0.207145362684142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748147042561984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595138337991217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202831982475776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028102954448544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271902436950978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297841960083256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27960586187877945,0.253582948693021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415335871593421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817269973184999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125925124459334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816978727691216,0.0,0.0,0.21045046184780866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,80scomedownmachines,2018/02/18,"Went off meds, GPA tanked, am being properly treated now. Should I try to explain this to a potential employer? (app requires transcript) I went to an internship fair and hit it off with a rep and he seemed very interested in me and actually gave me his personal email to let him know when i filled out the application so he can proceed with it. 


However, the application itself asks for an unofficial transcript and right now my GPA is only a 2.6 which is god awful and doesn't meet the minimum requirement for most internships which is at least a 3.0


I went off my medication and had done poorly in a few classes which brought down my GPA from a 3.7 that i had maintained for the first two years of college.  This semester I got on the right medication/dosage and am doing a lot better in my classes already.  I see myself getting A's and B's this semester and plan on retaking a course I got a D in this upcoming summer. 



So is it worth explaining any of this? I don't want to come off as blaming or making excuses but the med change has been an enormous help and I want to kind of justify that. The only thing saving me at this point is my experience in the field, it's considerably good in comparison to a lot of my peers. Which is another reason im thinking maybe i should just try to explain the situation because i already have that going for me.



anyone done anything like this before? thanks. ",5.2961476074614735,6.1182590364963545,6.539367396593676,75.29101378751015,68.12408759124088,10.176480129764801,32.74047039740471,10.25414643259724,3.4015059205190594,1112,48,211,28,18,376,155,274,0.025,0.883,0.092,0.9563,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,0,23,1,23,1,0,2,0,36,46,16,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,14,0,2,8,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,12,1,25,8,36,29,5,34,0,0,1,0,14,20,0,5,8,152,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.12307827304983515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783606800226401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576825658551357,0.1322514120703012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818843397886443,0.0,0.10378883554408834,0.0,0.1179083805782664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688367160134453,0.0,0.1073217485354563,0.0,0.0,0.11154592352020763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334218643703172,0.10864416623642008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581361136981584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337291461946293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728052416320026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589428602990617,0.0,0.07167885114008266,0.10578634824721317,0.20174485531720326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453787580107243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623494606429015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133814276775552,0.06931413809211312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289697511391848,0.0,0.06161753660343869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144512580106797,0.0,0.0,0.08418836813250241,0.0,0.1267079364368916,0.0,0.2801893939566463,0.12705608572477015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184510198386226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012611327832036,0.0,0.0,0.11922740697323067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296758907016195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541743824964116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050404355078607,0.11481803277485647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176801840985584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611750808270095,0.0,0.0,0.08379080190409142,0.08081480057645413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125905848136186,0.0,0.1232042635510564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406503752842927,0.14878173218101154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507530464059186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121935307063109
adhd,outhereinamish,2018/02/18,"Workout time Do people normally workout first thing when they wake up before meds, while on their meds, coming down from their meds, or when their meds have completely worn off. I normally workout as my meds are wearing off, but I always read that working out first thing in the morning helps productivity.  ",13.613888888888884,9.998244833333338,11.110370370370374,63.49666666666669,54.37037037037037,13.762962962962966,45.51851851851853,11.20814326018867,5.052362962962961,247,10,40,4,2,74,40,54,0.032,0.907,0.062,0.3926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,0,9,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,6,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234871551773846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628408340170055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278401548366085,0.15560272558604427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524711504551734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994746014107125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8242378939391601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908162136241838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288726296915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844793346072555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719105885524807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653776543927642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804262569683604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iharborhatred,2018/02/18,"Is my life unsuccessful because I stopped taking my medicine? Now I’m 24yrs old with 2 children and I can’t seem to keep a job.. I’ve had too many jobs and good opportunities and many unsuccessful relationships and friendships... There were bad side effects for me that’s why I stopped taking them I was diagnosed with ADD as a child I was in the 2nd grade... I used to be very intelligent at least that’s what teachers thought of me I was prescribed medication throughout my life, Ritalin Adderal Concerta and the last 1 I remember was Vyvanse over the Years since I’ve graduated high school I’ve declined I stopped taking my medicine around the 10th grade struggled from there barely graduated high school because I was taking it on and off but never consistently like I did up until the 10th.. Could I be put back on medication?",4.798846153846154,6.986795551282055,5.277179487179488,78.60115384615386,71.05128205128204,8.38974358974359,32.51282051282051,9.057496981413335,2.950182051282052,670,32,123,14,13,214,98,156,0.104,0.855,0.041,-0.7121,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,1,7,0,13,6,0,2,1,22,22,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,0,19,3,17,10,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,11,74,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825482908727973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021449529725095,0.11091497465189548,0.16195478203617505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606109245592966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482873811970406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141900884765177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807032883029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364432118798564,0.11807336243532447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828147411491816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876561579487524,0.06489840106726534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693556910197315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676425337309836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245358758329197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939213221967556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353983522078952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261931882461568,0.15048063506444606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688802188807871,0.0,0.1209315910944938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988575224755466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331779312692804,0.0,0.13887211307911593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995134338737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054592881294842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473020189407485,0.0,0.10960604585778136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198664906937534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554392857223518
adhd,kjarkr,2018/02/18,"M, 30ish, programmer in need of a sparring partner / rubberduck++ So yeah, basically just want someone to discuss things with. 

I often feel that explaining my thoughts to someone makes me think clearer (rubberducking). Having that person actually give some feedback would be great. And if that person even has some insight into the ADHD brain, even better. So if you’re looking for that too, send me a pm. Thanks. ",4.3396557120500745,7.6947658450704255,4.6049765258215976,76.09820031298906,80.69014084507042,6.535837245696403,30.424100156494518,7.793537801064563,2.7452898278560243,329,16,49,6,9,103,59,71,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.181,0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,1,0,18,14,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,7,11,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,5,0,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.22175325196573029,0.0,0.2730980640823468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097512478186186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367475452933336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30017947176911064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489926388489248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179891095982487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505326669279215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908241889218772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168432208592375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849542240187054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39683403318351385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38507906749120907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921186485180696,0.0,0.0,0.15096801691006065,0.1456060796980339,0.0,0.1804030076115623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340319137028948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614246245562216,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thisisttown,2018/02/19,"Getting tested soon for ADHD, curious to know what the process was like for other people. I just recently started seeing a therapist and they are going to refer me to be tested for ADHD at the clinic I go to but I am kind of nervous and don't know what to expect. For reference I am in my twenties and have not been diagnosed with anything before.


Mostly I am curious about what kind of tests they may perform and also what questions may be asked besides the usual ones? Would especially be nice to hear from people who went through this for the firs time as an adult.  I tend to get kind of nervous in clinical settings so it would be nice to be mentally prepared for whatever they ask me to do.
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adhd,TsunamiParticle,2018/02/19,"What are ways I can get my prescription Adderall that won't break the bank? I just got my own insurance and found that my generic Adderall XR went from $18 on my dad's insurance to $140 with my insurance. My insurance won't pay for anything until I hit the $4,000 deductible. Are there any cheaper options to get my Adderall prescription filled?",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,6.4841176470588255,78.85352941176474,65.47058823529412,10.329411764705883,37.588235294117645,10.125756701596842,3.7963705882352947,280,14,53,6,4,89,45,68,0.0,0.972,0.028,0.16699999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,10,0,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,31,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883276063795945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489074829394025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648829364207563,0.0,0.0,0.4430343467726309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33910337896988124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33654337181584243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930427966658343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Drawyoureyes,2018/02/19,"I am freaking out about house inspection tomorrow. I don't know where to start cleaning, any tips or advice? I actually had my cleaning all planned out and then we got a heatwave for over a week and my plans went out the window. I have so much to do and my toddler is going through a clingy stage so although I have hubby home to watch her she just wants me. 
I need to tidy kitchen, wipe walls, vaccuum, mop, carpet clean, clean two bathrooms, two toilets, bedrooms, various surfaces etc. Just looking for advice on where to start or how I can get this done in one day without getting exhausted or overwhelmed?",4.544703065134102,6.284737474137932,4.5935632183908055,85.08553639846745,70.8103448275862,7.224521072796936,32.71647509578544,7.793537801064563,2.31545325670498,481,23,90,6,9,149,85,116,0.025,0.894,0.081,0.6451,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,19,20,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,4,2,14,0,16,16,4,19,0,1,2,0,3,10,0,3,6,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2013430694779223,0.0,0.0,0.4032360675978175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030781889265756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306231310054906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114172382823648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010649422695795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559219968816834,0.0,0.11725903807044552,0.0,0.16501664922003653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069604196682849,0.0,0.0,0.2380709134033579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339061701029715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326071923447278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167233800672028,0.15298709371177344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398109043475918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920752603790594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030983532908747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169560840132032,0.0,0.16550116735539389,0.0,0.0,0.19126499270781014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988895739738643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sn00pslayer,2018/02/19,"Non-Conventional ADHD Treatment I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING ie coffee, diet/exercise and in fact at times it makes the ADHD worse!

My case is odd but my doctors SPECIFICALLY INSTRUCTED me to not take ADHD meds of any kind.

1 they give me severe allergic reactions ie siezures 2 They never helped anyway and low does made me feel like a zombie (before I had the seizures) My adhd is ruining my life and it is socially crippling. Before I dipped (dip is a chewing tobacco) ADHD felt like I was permanently drunk and high every second of the day and was not able to think straight.

When I tried grizzly wintergreen dip (a brand of chewing tobacco) it was an amazing experience. Almost like a trip. I was able to focus get things done. I was able to organize and not lose things. I paint as a hobby and was literally able to paint as well as Bob ross. (that's what my friends told me)

It also helped with my dieting by reducing my appetite. I have even lost weight with dip.

The only downside is that the dip hurts my teeth and I risk gum recession. The dip also made me feel nauseous in the mornings.

When I quit I felt irritable for a few days. (I am fine now and don't feel a craving).

But when I quit I was not able to perform as well. I painted horrible looking paintings (what my friend told me anyway), i lost things, and was disorganized.

what do I do?

PLEASE DO NOT TELL ME TO TAKE ADHD MEDS! I ALREADY TOLD YOU THEY DO NOT WORK AND MY DOCTORS TOOK ME OFF THE MEDS DUE TO SEIZURES!

Thank you for your time
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adhd,kateistooinnocent,2018/02/19,"[ Rant] My mam made fun of me in front of my family for believing I had ADHD. My whole life, I've been lagging behind. My schoolwork, my realtionships, just everything. I was never sure why. It was took a lot of research but this is the first thing that sounded like me. I researched even more to be 100% sure and still I was doubtful.
 I finally got up the courage to ask my  mam over text. She announced it at dinner. I cried and she said she would look into it. It was 3 months ago and now I'm stuck. I'm still behind working twice as hard with half the results. She's a good mother but I just don't know where I can get help. Going to school everyday and struggling is getting too much for me, I'm afraid.
Thank you for reading.",0.9985,3.190658233333333,2.462250000000001,94.10737500000002,83.33333333333334,5.3500000000000005,21.375,6.6274283507984215,0.31969999999999965,565,18,124,6,16,183,102,150,0.124,0.748,0.128,0.5538,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,3,5,0,12,2,0,2,3,19,27,7,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,7,6,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,3,11,4,22,7,18,14,4,18,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,2,10,86,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452978814172515,0.0,0.15085909561703054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910038295403156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174067612796264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694067917998788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240585679677068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295167091448064,0.0,0.16043565636281434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642979565066914,0.0,0.14475962093758538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782970286631186,0.0,0.09672028917844584,0.14274344567278782,0.1361128173525656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245269757030222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407169149561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935294493953601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020698651137918,0.08314399385532881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291288026391746,0.0,0.0,0.144685547825945,0.0,0.16103354777377638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584036884448925,0.0,0.12510585651886225,0.0,0.13125747809491548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023146239085232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618852948864625,0.0,0.0,0.17223671846146493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718205730171248,0.0,0.0,0.17791473944880473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207954655846461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668385837393886,0.0,0.0,0.11306362283652313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908225000186546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535658598949395,0.1900059301402441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389700377867413,0.0,0.0,0.12089483084503384,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jeemdee,2018/02/19,"Just got word that I have to pay $1800 + $600 in taxes and fines, my motorcycle insurance expired ($450 fine) and I forgot to reschedule my motorcycle lessons tomorrow ($60) and still have to find a way to pay the drivers exam next week ($580) 😭 How the fuck do you guys keep track of your personal finance and not let it spiral out of control? 

Title says it all really. I'm a fucking wreck at the moment, so burned out, can feel my heart like it's too big for my chest. It's not like I can't ever pay it all, it's the fact that I just got a new job and had the feeling I was finally going stable again with the finances. And then this punches me in the face.

I don't think I'll ever learn to deal with this and I just can't sleep because of this pile of crap heaping up. It's not like I'm very irresponsible with my money, I just keep forgetting about stuff I have to pay and have to pay the price for it. Literally.

Seriously, I could use some personal finance tips, I'm at a loss right now.",4.5219003115264815,3.806473168224304,6.087429906542059,83.18183021806854,69.65420560747664,9.37632398753894,29.048286604361373,8.841846274778883,1.9111725856697817,774,24,179,12,12,267,121,214,0.118,0.826,0.056,-0.8608,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,13,10,3,0,12,0,13,7,5,3,5,41,28,11,0,1,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,14,13,0,4,6,0,11,1,6,5,0,0,5,3,18,5,24,21,3,23,0,1,0,2,7,9,3,1,15,108,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807826028856176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045404132418927,0.12845915756977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587257107790768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910720220924909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270364305838506,0.0,0.0,0.17624930447101458,0.1470523588531731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29748409382713303,0.0,0.0,0.0914386224392951,0.0,0.2573600352266848,0.0,0.0,0.15930835986635458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065777606931694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596604683849391,0.2860163763856205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645229547200604,0.0,0.2358110896940966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539048102578226,0.17111045059099694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096934960868475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307152502222217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740087549990265,0.0,0.1279477636528721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610081785745846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284885465007721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418282896231547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030930870107804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895901637301314,0.0,0.13275273702555254,0.0,0.12770856823801416,0.12905784495674358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Maddmakeupwoman,2018/02/19,"Wasted potential... Do y’all ever feel like you were meant for something bigger than what you’re doing? I feel like I’m meant for something BIG! But, I can’t find what I’m supposed to do. There isn’t one thing that keeps my interest long term. I feel lost and stuck constantly. If you have felt like this, what did you do? ",1.26792207792208,3.5114913333333355,2.211385281385283,96.00136363636366,82.63636363636364,5.58961038961039,18.51948051948052,6.868970318607317,-0.014451948051947829,252,6,56,3,7,79,46,66,0.109,0.728,0.162,0.565,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,20,3,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,4,8,4,4,13,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679110289923428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425581152270727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760640124336464,0.3542250009469066,0.2380399325880879,0.0,0.22659234531629316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203607001938512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633602907296929,0.0,0.0,0.21939942003859134,0.0,0.0,0.2706315260719576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799549336683214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817184145097244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647055466059514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,guyfake,2018/02/19,"Well my license got revoked Because I completely forgot about that old truck. I'm sure expired tabs or some other bullshit. And NO I'm not very good at checking the mail on a frequent basis.

I gotta say, not managing the paper trail part of my life used to get me more upset.  But the more I age  the more I know that these sort of things just happen to me.  If that's the cost of my particular brand of ADHD then so fuckin be it.


Tomorrow I'm going to the DMV. I won't be rude, I won't be frustrated, I'm just going to get it sorted out.",1.9460823754789305,3.0406817500000014,4.084942528735635,88.7320881226054,76.32758620689654,6.879693486590037,23.233716475095786,7.3871296695380915,0.8059704980842914,417,12,94,5,9,144,76,116,0.107,0.809,0.084,-0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,1,7,0,5,2,0,1,1,16,19,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,4,1,0,2,1,11,3,12,11,5,10,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,5,5,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134964068875929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901447676061276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735009712118016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272571410712296,0.0,0.2964992376519845,0.21879237118343328,0.20862916624060907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306727652120003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433588065094107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842492416214208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372290821899764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824799940430075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744196145090854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585227100741955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330013310522285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252945271940257,0.0,0.21523227425272085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453951508498835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Trixntips,2018/02/19,"Virginia Stimulant Prescriptions Now Require Drug Testing? Hello, I've been taking adderall XR 10mg for about two years now, and I was told last from my primary care physician that Virginia changed their legislation to require drug tests for each monthly prescription. I am a ""nightly"" smoker who marijuana to ease the come-down and help me sleep and to counteract the anxiety that I get as a result of the side-effects of adderall. 

Randomly, I was drug tested last time I went in for a refill, but my doctor said since I was honest and told my her in advance that I'm a smoker and I would fail, she was forced to switch me to Vyvanse.  However, she warned me if i fail the drug test next time, I'll lose my prescriptions forever. I really can't afford to go off medication now, as i'm in the middle of an insanely difficult semester and my ADHD-PI is a nightmare for anything in academia. I looked online and didn't see anything about a legislation change regarding this.

I can start detoxing now and pass this next test, and in theory I could just get clean every 3 months that I go for a refill.. But, I don't like having to be dishonest with my doctor so I would like to see if this is may just be an office policy. Would this be the same across all doctors? Should I go get a prescription from a psychiatrist instead of a physician? 

Is there anyone else here in Virginia with a prescription that has refilled recently that can chime in?

I would obviously choose adderall over marijuana if im forced to but I don't see why I should be forced to make that decision.",7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,7.773289473684213,73.17302631578949,63.73684210526316,11.415789473684216,35.776315789473685,10.820120047756994,3.8172934210526304,1248,51,233,29,16,411,155,304,0.145,0.809,0.046,-0.986,2,0,6,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,12,8,0,0,19,0,29,12,1,3,2,39,49,18,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,7,11,1,1,0,12,12,0,2,2,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,10,5,32,4,37,27,3,33,0,3,4,0,10,11,0,5,18,158,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371001641097408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874636163264823,0.0,0.0,0.07197579608375193,0.10547090456691983,0.1694164126937944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495091649368003,0.0,0.21778694710314248,0.08867092884987539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218664976295216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31608049522947484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774959786649195,0.0,0.0859904784286822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867286841373618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134067066582544,0.0,0.17550404765366373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899635967534942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118939587649718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781444322001052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057943087673213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644097724551468,0.11515993638473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871110579853458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369798515208332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643263253896293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894888522625552,0.09659920309941736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594394271138994,0.0,0.10163766049006263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979164583753562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460818800548471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515037536183133,0.0,0.10301112845374624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285918888007457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739565448803981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004653861536035,0.0,0.0,0.19672102579280848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100554285294656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542343443781476,0.0928844410409512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924933652691735,0.0,0.0,0.06628791703078693
adhd,nclslskvekslckf,2018/02/19,"How do you guys DO things??? **TL;DR: I'm not sure how to get started and/or maintain a routine on anything I don't want to do. I need help. 

I can't ever get myself to do anything I want or need to do. I've had moments where I've sat down at a table for minutes just staring at a paper, not getting anything done. 

I see posts on here all the time of how you (the r/ADHD community) can cut things you enjoy out of your lives/how you managed to get awesome grades on a project with good study habits/that you have a lot of friends who share your interests and whatnot. I can't wrap my head around how. Anytime I try to study (using flashcards/watching videos/reading/taking and reviewing notes) I'll just get overwhelmed, end up processing nothing and making everyone else very upset with me. I am at a loss of what to do because I'll have to finish high school in 5 years if this gets any worse. 

Basically what I'm asking for is any tips on getting things done that you may have that don't involve things that have already been mentioned a million times before. (pomodoro method, etc.) Sorry if my delivery sounded rude. ",4.611001494768313,5.438386721973096,5.077058295964124,85.14174588938717,69.67264573991032,7.202272047832588,31.010164424514198,7.03164865440522,1.7604376083707027,881,36,174,7,15,281,135,223,0.08900000000000001,0.809,0.102,0.7042,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,8,0,1,10,11,2,2,9,0,22,1,1,6,3,29,41,10,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,3,20,6,28,35,3,23,0,2,2,0,16,14,0,5,8,111,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514715756551033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908459113729713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714185049236798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111523025829283,0.11219935092368202,0.11782726571191875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683077961253364,0.0,0.1072479167242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579585294055116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528745882353008,0.0,0.1116310732862522,0.0,0.1405641949426621,0.0,0.11400737694044713,0.0,0.1204334321738948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737561277791283,0.0,0.4609426791891541,0.0,0.0,0.10571357271202736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479611130249152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934997727361766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447971811572991,0.13316465379393874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715186331944757,0.0,0.0,0.08413045089035556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690917643552268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093557686885335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070828289614237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755583119728578,0.10043490196797378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108772486314822,0.08920939840436952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187880627966238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349326326677733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698598289408038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557062055424403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885520940846599,0.0,0.10399344616597328,0.1486793780458632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844212667162808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116347835725743
adhd,zamotcr,2018/02/19,"Adult just diagnosed with ADHD Hello folks,

I am a male, 27, and 6 days ago I was diagnosed with moderate ADHD, inattentive and hyperactive. After the results my entire life made more sense. I was never treated as my mom thought ADHD wasn't real.

I am taking Vyvanse, 30mg, daily. First day I felt a little high, but really relaxed, but high lol still I was able to study a lot, books I never touched before.
2nd day I felt less of a high (I don't like being high) and still focusing a lot. Continued with the boring book just fine. Same with the third day and the fourth and today is the 5th day and still good.

It seems the pill is lasting enough. I take it at 10 am, one hour after breakfast. I get sleepy around 5-6, but still able to focus and study up to 10-11, just not as strong as in the afternoon but still really good.

My questions are:

 * I haven't experienced any side effect other than I am not that hungry. I can sleep fine, actually I sleep 8-9 hours without a problem (I still take melatonin). Is this normal? 
 * I don't feel ""speedy"" but relaxed, sometimes a little tired, I even yawn. I actually need my coffee, one in the morning and one at 4 pm. I guess this should be normal considering is the opposite reaction to people with ADHD. But i don't feel energized by the pill.
 * My fidgety it's still there, I still move my feet or keep moving in the chair, or move my fingers, but I noticed I no longer bit my nails! Is this normal considering I am taking the pill, shouldn't fidgeting be gone?

Thank you so much and sorry for the dumb questions, I just don't know what to expect from the pills!",2.332748982651534,4.2687095869565255,3.9484193617476966,86.53083850931677,77.35403726708074,6.801627757549797,22.283572499464555,7.753152298057669,0.9938878560719648,1245,36,254,19,29,415,169,322,0.08900000000000001,0.81,0.101,0.7213,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,0,3,16,14,1,0,21,1,26,14,4,3,2,59,44,22,0,8,16,1,6,1,0,2,9,0,0,2,9,15,1,1,10,4,0,4,13,3,0,5,9,7,35,11,28,30,8,43,0,0,0,0,7,14,1,8,26,169,44,2,0.14409197832401865,0.0,0.14061298532648173,0.0,0.34634111326075256,0.0,0.06386442238588236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899374319240537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413620499090096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305830339031926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865556041731762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323185139676095,0.0,0.0,0.14625032488656334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444276591121925,0.0,0.0475856963596006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285723372014735,0.0,0.13835089583073412,0.0,0.0,0.0612822815764945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764105574860679,0.0,0.0,0.12085751502057974,0.0,0.0,0.07936677959859204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044821725958033,0.0,0.0,0.14190157353044902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403778548043662,0.0,0.0,0.0395945914780492,0.05872709701711752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508882127981558,0.035198031121078034,0.14441801660161105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225018471931738,0.0,0.06817165694423412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437939175584122,0.0,0.22972045400616198,0.052962091751836284,0.053421188072216,0.11113261667217712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211769317700616,0.0,0.08202483617854857,0.0,0.0,0.1464606804630969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994761744890752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893828160467448,0.0,0.0,0.16141599272131016,0.0,0.0,0.08200410854070025,0.09230901100034156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558796267497682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419603982750753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125532549239996,0.08064958637485989,0.0,0.0,0.4602881600830305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166784704634024,0.0,0.0,0.06633026713646402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719646777955255,0.0,0.08280626614857775,0.0682911736091868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944976258505825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MooneMoose,2018/02/19,"Doing something that could possibly get me fired (looking for advice/feedback) In my currently new security post (its graveyard) the client I work for is a pretty overzealous female apartment manager. I've literally never had any problems with a client or a boss before, and have been working security close to two years now.

However, this situation may be a first for me regarding major issues working security. This woman expects extremely detailed three page reports of the daily patrol (grave patrol at night).

I have been doing security long enough now, where I can easily put all relevant events that happened during the day in one page.
I purposely try to put it all in one page even, as I don't even like reading that much.

But this apartment manager somehow loves to see huge blocks of repetitive and over detailed text. Completely opposite of objective. 
Maybe shes one of those that loves reading long details, but I'm definitely not one who likes writing them, especially with pen and paper.

It literally feels like I have to squeeze everything out of me and go super sayain just to write a one page report. To expect a two or three page of daily activity report when there wasn't even any incidents at a security post, is legit unheard of. I've covered at least close to 15 different posts in the last two years and none of them ask for more than a one page report unless an incident happened.

Even my supervisor told me that this woman was extremely uptight, strict, and overbearing. I wish I would have known that before I requested this post. I requested it because the location is perfect. But this client, is extremely hard to work with regarding what she expects.

I have just been making my reports more detailed than normal, putting them into one page, and then also adding an additional page to summarize any events without blocks of texts to go through.

This is pretty much my limit in what I can write with pen and paper per day. It literally feels traumatic to push myself to write beyond that when there were no events to report on. It feels pretty impossible for me, as writing a one page detailed report with pen and paper is already difficult enough.

**TLDR** I just recently was switched to a new security post due to my own request because its so close to me. Had no idea that they had a client that would request three page detailed reports everyday. When most posts only require one page reports and that is more than enough for a grave shift. In my two years working security I've never come upon someone like this. Usually people are happy to read everything in one page. Writing more than one detailed report with pen and paper is worse than torture for me.

What would you guys do in this situation?",6.8564786418400905,8.131189981927715,7.047663380795914,71.41290799561884,64.8433734939759,10.05242789339175,34.76962395034684,10.161004565491616,3.7991437751004025,2193,98,357,50,33,707,217,498,0.093,0.797,0.11,0.8346,3,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,4,10,20,22,1,1,19,0,37,2,0,2,5,71,55,25,2,10,11,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,31,24,0,12,5,3,0,7,9,6,0,19,11,8,34,16,66,38,28,66,0,2,2,2,25,24,0,5,33,260,65,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081019150551679,0.05131455237586388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309078568155651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998774689135933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823155927476072,0.0,0.10920326198203686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527443183809149,0.06727817453146658,0.0,0.0,0.05123235348097722,0.0,0.0,0.08276517715780754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670411525676443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890586646115127,0.0,0.16952753881376367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153388313852057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733471764302401,0.04584111921019099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458065744192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033524756531830964,0.0,0.07293549039629972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353569772333689,0.11348583143107548,0.0683072650657327,0.057481281094053475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243705111210913,0.0,0.06697397141200154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230489926927601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253955714329427,0.0,0.0,0.11357205100430855,0.053884356087716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158269548497337,0.0,0.04283215912186002,0.0,0.06446465961812853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434067116794524,0.0,0.09897952760843948,0.12394632196101255,0.0,0.060216647514459924,0.06287031253179702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782955217378289,0.048802109585907735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448551404888886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233896934595856,0.3687271131166676,0.1958435835924058,0.0,0.061399423064935024,0.0,0.19351752513766726,0.0,0.0,0.19255394027176295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335744995355314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511330161309502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442534273467509,0.0,0.0,0.05436872995990255,0.04939910875146878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131458795088121,0.0,0.043565372548786015,0.0,0.2507284432740113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067119583526389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378920775436804,0.061854970206135035,0.0,0.23357272827621944,0.0,0.06539194250508816,0.13674778863293402,0.0,0.0,0.12396487774964067
adhd,PastaSocks,2018/02/19,"Need help starting my days better I've posted before about my school goals (maybe just in comments here, don't remember) and it was pointed out to me by my bf that even though I'm trying so hard to make this semester better, I am holding myself back by having ""lazy mornings"".

Instead of getting up when my alarms go of and hopping in the shower and taking my meds, then eating, I spend a few hours eating and watching YouTube. Occasionally I nap again, even further delaying my productiveness.

Once I do finally clean up, I can get stuff done. But I waste hours (over 4 already today) just vegging out. How do you guys start your mornings off right? Getting out of bed isn't an issue, food is a solid motivator for me. I really want to make good routines and habits, it's just difficult to.

But this semester, so far has been MUCH BETTER than the last two. :D It does help when you enjoy your classes too, but mine are very difficult despite this.",6.975824175824172,6.674449000000003,7.1332747252747275,76.33672527472531,64.49450549450549,9.697582417582417,33.58461538461537,9.120678840339163,2.85347956043956,746,28,138,11,10,241,125,182,0.064,0.8220000000000001,0.115,0.7428,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,5,17,8,0,1,5,0,13,3,0,4,0,23,25,15,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,8,3,2,2,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,2,21,5,21,22,2,29,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,0,14,96,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188387696768513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583298092627776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711742656463052,0.0,0.0,0.3651814758351375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876332429962237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204454999499025,0.14084860595490226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816703613969649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818135165318547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077264521387918,0.0,0.0,0.16642904249677007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572614993092512,0.0,0.07822126175909515,0.1154418842541526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362804970710396,0.0,0.0,0.12329411402529472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450796033743286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108591508264546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365540069447752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219106623660163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374514312161008,0.0,0.13827306807157427,0.0,0.15288169089075462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117771600437404,0.10205476439097637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657700693149764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010976126675247,0.0,0.1318164854817037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817264000258618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591386277142674,0.11753971748143915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392941807116122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948378203626472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755938673897407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348454915419844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522589520551595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046208600316736,0.0,0.0,0.0934452731106604,0.0,0.13444960118333468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356346273704995,0.0811808129789807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,justsomepersononredd,2018/02/19,"I got conflicting instructions on the usage of my prescribed medication Not entirely sure if this violates subreddit policy (""Do not post seeking medical advice"", more specifically), I'll take this down if it is.

I was recently prescribed dexamphetamine and the doctor who prescribed it to me said it was fine to not take it if I didn't have anything I'd have trouble concentrating in that time period. The pharmacist however, told me that I shouldn't abruptly stop taking it.

I'm a little confused, should I always be taking it, regardless of whether or not I have something that requires me to stay focused, or should I only take it when I need it? What were other people who take this medication told?

TL;DR: Doctor said it's fine to only take medication (dexamphetamine) when ADHD is affecting me negatively and the pharmacist said to not abruptly stop taking the medication, confused as to what to do.",8.823148148148148,9.087378475308649,9.13,61.665000000000006,60.543209876543216,12.879012345679016,39.60493827160494,12.261556223090626,5.443427160493826,731,35,111,23,9,243,85,162,0.095,0.8440000000000001,0.062,-0.7412,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,6,0,15,7,0,1,1,26,31,11,0,8,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,20,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,10,3,13,3,13,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,7,9,84,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399642429856855,0.10082151691675904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584995119531817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490431899117279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120818042075648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251855539608409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340855865650034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196903104073859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650303182745773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693863073367606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152862572494538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988132288028882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187296744810473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29442945051893377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794292352595157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997093231613447,0.0,0.17251801259786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724131390613758,0.0,0.6205986995189232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016223249164595,0.0,0.0,0.19717646549831755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Calgate,2018/02/19,Why isn't adhd diagnosed earlier? I see people on this sub diagnosed in their 20's or even 30's who have went that long not knowing they had it. Like the symptoms are not hard to spot. But what can you do :/,1.3043181818181822,3.0243526136363665,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,79.68181818181819,7.127272727272729,22.363636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.0076090909090905,161,5,37,3,4,54,41,44,0.054000000000000006,0.86,0.086,0.1017,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,3,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34697217649677325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860672221267182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068960633125293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586266028502323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866694488905358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104865981979914,0.0,0.0,0.25549842636524234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200154505180307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300637355976024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000792503243069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676361841687435,0.2605150141084788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,willfullyspooning,2018/02/19,"Convincing a professor to make notes may be a challenge. Help!! EDIT : Title should be “make notes neat” I’m always skipping words because I think too fast. UGH

Okay  so my math professor just uses a projector for class notes and blasts through them in class, is issue is that they’re really messy and hard for me to read, so I feel like I’m not learning when I look at the notes. He says that he wants us to rewrite the notes because it will help us learn and I’m fine with that but they’re so fucking hard to read!!! It’s making learning hard for me! I’m meeting with him on Wednesday maybe Thursday to talk about it and after talking in class today I finally just said “I have a cognitive disability! I need neat notes!” And he said okay but now I’m panicked because what if ADHD seems like an excuse? It’s not like I have dyslexia, but I learn so much better from neater notes! 
Seeing the messiness is so overwhelming to me, I’m exhausted by the time I’m on the third page! And he goes through them so fast in class it’s like it’s all being thrown at me and I can’t catch anything! It feels like I’m getting a billion baseballs thrown at me at once and I only have one glove! So when I try to go over the notes it’s like I have a fuzzy recall of class and I don’t know where to place the information! 

Sorry for the wall of text! I just need some help, do any of you guys experience this? It would help if I could have some backup here. Thank you!!! ",0.7411217510259931,3.0091080066445213,2.171617158491305,95.26122483877278,85.2126245847176,5.135860855970296,19.81639632597225,6.522977012572876,0.06092605042016785,1134,33,252,12,34,365,149,301,0.059,0.754,0.188,0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,2,2,17,19,1,1,15,2,19,2,0,4,1,46,47,23,0,8,10,0,5,6,0,4,1,3,0,1,14,11,0,0,10,2,0,2,4,4,0,3,2,10,28,15,33,37,5,26,0,1,2,1,24,13,1,6,17,148,42,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774468600975825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953686740423908,0.0,0.0,0.0779419770173195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431819366138336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096043082903684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136745403842283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151057120696957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121152423827401,0.0,0.0,0.11590534762490773,0.1637616357112684,0.0,0.12555488321813799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595951221430737,0.05988148916370877,0.0,0.06513821768800891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348664653586032,0.0,0.0,0.3080169761425264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729546968047383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962804680029325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298928266968272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359699366411205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624754417221017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951875607615316,0.0,0.1151459463307342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842550470556958,0.16997080613379198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122060994298018,0.07766593750393558,0.08716970080185271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974804491690323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292915819162901,0.0,0.07342515947011158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804979427526053,0.09114626904017198,0.0,0.0,0.0913331361093113,0.10434098614082388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830185648399406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424602854158784,0.0,0.10552188544565708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344051960423241,0.0,0.0,0.06683279676076526,0.0,0.10864140474080178,0.0,0.0,0.07781590842326057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27573492333122884,0.09899036552334464,0.0,0.0,0.06760276360921175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141904739769686,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yoteextranare,2018/02/19,"How much of a difference does medication actually make? I'm paralysed by the fear that it won't do anything. I've been diagnosed with inattentive ADD and I haven't gotten the medication yet. I was diagnosed in November but I've known for years and years. I think I'm scared...

I've worked out most of my emotional issues. When I sit down to work, I don't worry anymore that I'm not good enough anymore. I don't get suicidal or tell myself I'm worthless because I can't focus, I just try to do the work. I believe that I'm smart, I believe that I have an interesting take on things. When I do get work done, I know that I get it done very well. I have strategies for getting pieces of writing etc done. Technically I know how to sit down and work.....but I can't. It takes me forever. Months sometimes for one bit of work. Sometimes I feel like I have to wait for the right mood to hit me for me to be able to work. The last thing I have to work out and get control over is my concentration and I guess myself.

But I'm scared and so tearful right now about it. What will I do if I get the medication and it doesn't work? I know that I have to try...of course I have to try but it feels like it's my last option and what if it doesn't work? Please help. :)",0.3671843401607475,2.4592864210526315,2.404534612393053,94.1603383458647,85.16541353383458,5.924604614985741,20.450609281825248,7.237678284180719,0.3974245786880997,972,30,229,15,29,325,119,266,0.07200000000000001,0.805,0.124,0.9358,0,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,0,10,10,11,0,3,8,0,26,5,0,4,0,36,51,19,1,2,8,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,18,12,0,2,7,0,0,0,9,4,1,1,6,2,34,6,29,41,6,20,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,6,11,145,52,9,0.08274154827805713,0.0,0.08074381550755258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641147651491486,0.0,0.0,0.06808924419602758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043847985101817,0.0,0.0,0.1864427816175233,0.0,0.0,0.09033234084651744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280168205049624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796185961263904,0.0,0.08644730730972648,0.0,0.0,0.07240768648358213,0.2540199934212755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307310510488176,0.0,0.08549413758126641,0.0922786980705512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310724533252193,0.08367322582948264,0.11822115724477418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593742636629124,0.0,0.0,0.06939968504946559,0.0,0.0,0.09114914379291557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545991569379863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636067947316875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364177731655807,0.13489081042791126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808466821032404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523062597425515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500602151133213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604351443512882,0.0,0.06082455834893609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056067814481311866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908253731886879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132166027464355,0.0,0.0,0.1656774484122754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636670138858194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050582431948473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442269398472627,0.0,0.07231976017638818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099396161893564,0.05301744317929073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235215996585483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827044272533596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743945887624488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6023683259350946,0.08402805864669848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656568860569653
adhd,sutherlandan,2018/02/19,"Impulsive pleasure and executive functioning. How can we teach our brains to value long term reward? TL;DR - Cutting out impulsive pleasure has slowly been allowing my brain to value long term reward


I struggle with ADHD. My inability to handle the responsibilities in my life, to take care of things, to follow through on tasks and ultimately work towards being the person I want to be has been the most destructive aspect of ADHD for me. 


This term executive function, and how it's associated with dopamine has really made a lot of sense to me, and clarified how useful medication can be in providing the external push to act and follow through in the absence of healthy dopamine regulation.


I've always known I need to get disciplined, to develop routines and find ways to help me stay on top of things. I've desperately wanted to do these things! It's always felt impossible, that my brain wasn't functioning properly and improving in these areas was simply out of my control. 


I've recently been paying a closer attention to my behaviour, and how regularly I am reinforcing short term, impulsive dopamine release. Smoking weed, pornography, unhealthy eating, youtube, reddit, anything to get quick short-term stimulation and reward. Almost all of my functioning is heavily invested in short term gain, and this relationship is heavily reinforced every hour of the day! 


How am I to ever train my brain to value long-term goals if I am always so impulsively invested in short term reward?


It's been slow, but noticeable progress. I am starting to treat my brain like the delicate, sensitive and dysfunctional entity that it is, and beginning to learn how to better take care of it. I have given up weed. I am learning how to get to bed earlier, to get the sleep that my brain needs. I am working towards cutting pornography out of my life. I am learning how to better spend my time on things that matter more to me, things that I have always struggled to do. Instead of youtube and reddit, I am learning to invest my time into things that are more meaningful to me, that offer more long term rewards like drawing, playing guitar and exercising.


I am slowly learning, after years and years of trying, how to make lists and prioritize things I need to get done to avoid long term consequences, things around finances and other practical responsibilities. 


It's been slow progress and no doubt will be a lifetime project, but I am beginning to feel good about these changes. I am finding little pockets of motivation in my days that are allowing me to begin to sort my life out for the first time. I am beginning to feel the slightest bit of discipline and maybe even pride in myself for starting to do the things I always wished I could do.


Just thought I would share this in hopes that might be helpful to some. And just to state again, I have really made this my focus in my recovery, and that it's been a very slow and volatile process, I've had to get back on the horse time and again but there has been progress! And that progress feels good. Thanks for reading. 

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adhd,ChurKirby,2018/02/19,"'Three universal traits' of ADHD / ADD? I remember reading a post, and subsequent link to an article here last week; it detailed three universal diagnostic similarities between all incarnations of ADHD. I believe they were something like Executive Dysfunction, pronounced Emotional Highs & Lows / Mood Swings, and Rejection-Sensitive Dysphoria. Now, typically, I *thought* that I had saved the submission / article as I thought it was quite interesting but turns out I hadn't, I've tried googling and searching this subreddit but apparently can't remember the exact phrasing of the title of the post and / or article - hence I can't find it. Anyone here know what I'm talking about?",10.95312684365782,11.298967867256641,10.447035398230089,53.70677728613568,56.16814159292035,15.32094395280236,48.92182890855457,14.06817628641468,7.715437758112094,551,34,77,22,6,179,80,113,0.032,0.898,0.071,0.46,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,19,11,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,8,3,9,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380151684380113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744841600935675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742092903921035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531318521782174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049865969753409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655684793688047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925382303883639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015000236160114,0.14854349256804295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902940447949667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490559772415993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382628132131613,0.18228142548338835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128669152140831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029118201556412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464712679006017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28934388103855524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372364126176418,0.19821620737616835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617560728137893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ScienceHealth1001,2018/02/19,"Having trouble committing to one life plan, am I crazy? I just found the subreddit and I’m really thankful because the things people on here  go through make me realize I’m not alone in my struggles. That being said, I haven’t seen something like this on here yet so I’m not sure if it’s my ADHD or if I’m just crazy. I’m a junior in college, so at this point I should know whether I want to apply to grad school or med school, but I can’t decide! I can’t even narrow down what I want to go for in grad school. I’ve been thinking something in computational biology or neuroscience or system biology or so many other things that aren’t even directly related like astrophysics. I haven’t met an academic subject that I don’t like. I don’t struggle too much with grades anymore so I’m fairly confident I have a chance to get into these places but the idea of me applying but not knowing for sure scares me, especially with a commitment like a PhD or MD. The other problem I have is I’ll talk at one point like I’ve decided on a PhD, but then a week later I’ll decide to get an MD instead which drives my gf up the wall because shes applying to graduate school and she wants to know the plan for the future, but I can never make up my mind on the matter. Even if I talk about going to grad school in neuroscience for a month, I might change it to med school or something. Then I’ll talk about that for a month before changing it again. It frustrates me too! I feel like I can’t make a long term decision. ",3.9328021978021965,4.596407884615385,5.2190293040293065,84.10692307692308,71.11538461538461,8.635164835164835,27.67765567765568,8.841846274778883,1.9227040293040287,1188,40,253,21,21,397,147,312,0.08199999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.127,0.9093,1,1,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,18,15,1,3,19,0,19,1,0,3,5,54,46,24,0,8,21,0,1,6,1,2,1,1,0,0,17,5,0,0,12,0,0,4,12,6,0,2,5,3,28,9,36,38,2,37,0,0,1,0,8,20,0,11,18,161,45,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849090192847136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349586044348626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895268053519347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005946878127096,0.0,0.07681588552206255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099425418370755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788738877117587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564486684179025,0.06449122675534152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897995748393164,0.0,0.0,0.0943280928852749,0.0,0.15391310238605985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019075094423252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883544955434114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376266510228988,0.2646176959920207,0.0,0.0,0.07988898417602097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807742830415878,0.09152290501746996,0.0,0.0,0.2005464568400988,0.0,0.0,0.09576565087973092,0.09115024695974352,0.0,0.14411049136786686,0.0,0.06636122460978759,0.0,0.06962429440109938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234297892733716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258410403769175,0.0,0.09431633098561472,0.0,0.17067479742230066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863793071319162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783135455831606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587053167540983,0.0,0.09037927002930568,0.5481680815550346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849027110759386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874639948088887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701629367147527,0.0,0.0,0.2176746529278052,0.0,0.08311147861182212,0.0,0.0,0.11994707008971375,0.05784345255536252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973650256753374,0.0,0.07241175473649462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eroticexistentialist,2018/02/19,Trouble Reading? I can’t seem to read anymore. I just keep skimming the text. I’m not actually reading and understanding the words. Any advice out there? I’m a philosophy major and I’m feeling pretty screwed.,1.6449450549450546,4.217247487179488,3.829010989010989,77.53384615384617,99.76923076923076,5.305494505494505,31.212454212454208,6.868970318607317,2.6067992673992686,168,10,27,3,7,57,30,39,0.161,0.7190000000000001,0.121,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,13,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.24132909734544294,0.0,0.0,0.2416586686167955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681724599295721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452551188319728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504229540355113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981157615155744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515929755122352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7421006788826441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251326048206419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574479903518634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Saihyou,2018/02/19,"How to be consistent with tasks? Something I've been struggling with is getting tasks done every single day. Even with habit trackers and reminders, I find myself having issues getting things done consistently, no matter how minor the task. For example I started a mood tracker app about 2 and a half months ago. Had it not had a ""do the previous day"" function, I would have broken the chain for doing it daily at least 6 times by now.",6.789259259259263,7.4892212592592635,6.6070123456790135,76.54755555555556,64.80246913580247,8.455308641975309,32.24938271604938,8.238735603445708,2.5293190123456784,346,13,58,4,5,109,63,81,0.105,0.8809999999999999,0.014,-0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,11,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,4,0,9,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956121643998675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340283599259403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300322989950386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104719550189726,0.0,0.2181933342100582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366938231947393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706021983108286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702973230616389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067073263700322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993677032382176,0.0,0.0,0.1833002484438184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27073159787562856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720481134220325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510074480051875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396480713728589,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OneRecord,2018/02/19,"Do you feel really happy after taking Ritalin? I only take 10 mg of Ritalin but as soon as I take it, I feel so happy and loved! I feel everyone loves me and I need to text or call everyone at that point or help someone! It's a beautiful feeling :) I love it :)

I use Ritalin to study it has helped me quite a lot but I am not ready to up the dose yet.

Also anyone who took Ritalin before have you suddenly stopped taking it? Any side effects?

I am left brained, visual learner and a inattentive ADHD type.",0.3655190440627365,2.728392601941753,3.3097087378640784,85.44550410754296,89.0,7.0527259148618375,22.486183719193424,8.139509932561175,1.740903510082151,390,15,78,10,13,138,70,103,0.039,0.618,0.343,0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,5,9,1,2,0,17,19,11,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,13,5,9,18,1,11,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,3,5,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843989511116534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873660039122445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096910891170116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381821841378412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263425624801722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574887391701162,0.15161110331724514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837513099344775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002967108516479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161119822899285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904133134411975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613201475891375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622940752411696,0.4020175042682625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009344061492664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292306598929225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403582807811571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792303007267935,0.0,0.0,0.095117845442249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580365343036204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413299918482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465433881449464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496285046917786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823602095074785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WhatAmIDoingAwake,2018/02/19,Energetic till meds wear off then numb after I started using Concerta last week and it's great so far! Focused up and got my work done with less struggling. I'm happy with that part and want to keep taking it. The after effects are tolerable but unsettling. I get very blah and numb after the medication wears off. That is not a normal feeling for me. Not prone to depression or anxiety so I don't get why it's hitting me like a truck of no-fucks-given. Anyone have any insight? Will go back to my doctor this week. I'm wondering if my dosage is wrong.,1.7379729729729725,4.149173720720725,3.644527027027028,85.4084121621622,82.06306306306305,6.582882882882884,22.763513513513516,7.793537801064563,1.2853837837837845,437,15,86,8,12,147,82,111,0.138,0.716,0.146,0.2496,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,4,0,7,6,2,2,0,20,21,11,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,8,3,14,17,2,15,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,11,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335683514542742,0.0,0.15025628053302514,0.0,0.0,0.13733733449678806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103035078622207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917121214690167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010381964641224,0.0,0.20099986014697446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931289145740683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523656433416534,0.0,0.11162668290186784,0.0,0.1570903316207273,0.2165472842547847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908650578630286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458191352748614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160103740256522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595802820812838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817183265494106,0.19786658360684076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244415586418773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126973746770392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390229401942845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053347066340863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767899026296774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696387548633916,0.0,0.1620622367768541,0.1158501494904209,0.0,0.3151031533649579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723321231410455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300275784110967,0.1429918341928991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474802997122303,0.0,0.0
adhd,someweeder,2018/02/19,"I quit meds. Things aren’t going well. Advice please. I quit meds 4 months ago because they caused me too much anxiety. 

Now I’m picking up the pieces of my life and everything is too hard.

I can’t bring myself to call the clinic to get things sorted out. I didn’t go into work today. 

I don’t know where to start getting things figured out and I’ve just been sleeping a lot. ",0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,85.92307692307692,4.4923076923076914,17.641025641025642,5.82211442006289,-0.4488820512820517,294,7,64,2,9,94,59,78,0.045,0.8909999999999999,0.064,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,2,0,12,14,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,1,9,1,8,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178803993058421,0.16219896505420306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997767634300767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154169617768134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684100574506432,0.0,0.0,0.18796881924586706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444883634075794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119691552463505,0.0,0.20798123892128287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639123558608482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055992866700092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924277932784567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556136021949865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064946379638607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605130137522865,0.0,0.13450989061403534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085490703448802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892392723684005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831101539102508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951277682194248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646873766746723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734417578353545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645192052083049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321017008635033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,littlefishrain,2018/02/19,"Newly diagnosed - I need help understanding medication! I'll try to keep this as understandable as possible.

I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, though I've been waiting close to a year for my appointment and it's been suspected for years. So the dr agrees to give me medication for it. Which is great, I've been struggling for a long time.

He gave me Equasym MR 20mg to start off with - The long acting 8 hour one. It was a total miracle, I felt focussed and calm for the first time in a long time. However, I'd take it when I woke up (as advised) at around 6/7am, and by 4pm onwards I felt agitated, anxious, and a definite withdrawal as it wore off. 

So I spoke to a nurse who agreed that the symptoms as it wore off weren't ideal, and she prescribed Xenidate XL 18mg, which she told me would last 12 hours. Great! I thought... however, I really don't think I'm feeling the effects of this one at all. Which seems odd - as from the googling I've done, they seem to be the same-ish drug? Is it because it's a lower dose stretched over a long time period? Will my concentration levels rise and fall throughout the day? 

I'm hoping that some of you with a bit more experience with ADHD meds can help me understand whether this is normal, or what to even expect. The first prescription was perfect, whilst it lasted, and I'm feeling a bit disheartened that so soon after finding my mind again, I lost it. I'm also not sure how to approach this with my dr, as they've only just switched it! 

Thanks for reading :) ",4.277007485268356,5.325922755852844,5.1173721930243685,83.73316610925309,70.60535117056854,8.772161172161173,29.288262462175503,9.107695989026183,2.2775827679566807,1180,45,244,23,21,384,172,299,0.08900000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.134,0.9494,3,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,6,12,11,0,1,19,0,16,9,0,2,4,47,46,23,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,23,14,0,2,14,1,0,4,3,3,0,4,18,5,21,8,40,25,6,41,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,5,25,148,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692209523115584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882576967383884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113551620603371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774750374599033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008688166515205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522411821344006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356899251375349,0.0,0.0,0.20009136700022487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087053462865728,0.0,0.0,0.1143090016190764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510404022442542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641961117391457,0.0,0.0,0.099679118677011,0.0,0.18928381796039784,0.0,0.09009048140735183,0.1676858564662245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455657761092418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173458262029815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213774091906216,0.0,0.0,0.09790147632754606,0.1941416530131693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761285177579074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069414042292451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489226318599604,0.0,0.0,0.10759994753483763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094881826520968,0.19859623841502827,0.0,0.0,0.09952681333950823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308782771208641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657690743658692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358610901491227,0.07496633355854046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112198532573522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859589429574288,0.0,0.06314596638271837,0.0,0.0973252133347967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946743189220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976780129494238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304595048401358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290032339238437,0.10245116112774312,0.0741117863980268,0.0,0.0,0.09074929464341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315917616693713,0.09684375825051912,0.07825295044282286,0.22990601957010195,0.0,0.0,0.0941871138631584,0.0,0.06692203017054525,0.0,0.0,0.30784210295350084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002074584503598,0.0,0.0,0.12695069200596998
adhd,__rulesmylife,2018/02/19,"How can I avoid the adderall crash when I work a night job I've started taking adderall for my adhd several months ago. I began at 10mg ER but my dose has steadely been increased to two 20mg ER in the morning and 10mg IR as needed in the afternoon. However, I've recently gotten a job that can requires me to be moving around, operating a cash register, cleaning, and other sort of general duties, at night (around 6pm to 1am) and I find that between 8 to 10 (depending on how busy it is) I can almost feel the fatigue bags under my eye. I'm sure customers must think I'm majorly stoned! My eyes are not only heavy but my mental abilities are hindered as well. I can hardly do any sort of math, keep orders straight, I often forget things like items in an order or even what I'm doing, and my anxiety increases severely. I've tried taking my IR around this time but it only slightly seems to work and for as little as an hour or two. Is there anything I can do, or any reason why this might be such an issue for me? I do believe the adderall plays a large part in this drastic comedown as this wasn't nearly as much of an issue for me in previous jobs I had before the meds. ",7.486318742985411,5.169412222222224,8.418870183314631,74.04976430976434,64.63786008230454,11.305499438832777,35.671156004489326,9.800150414767053,3.284896296296296,922,33,185,15,11,317,144,243,0.068,0.851,0.081,0.6108,4,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,0,1,14,0,21,4,2,4,2,37,34,20,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,8,0,4,5,1,1,3,2,2,3,2,5,4,20,4,32,25,6,31,0,1,2,0,0,15,0,10,12,123,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564019517497712,0.0,0.10742272961413504,0.0,0.12134875159854895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481920390485078,0.0,0.09270579545797278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099724501404156,0.3236396392463405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311906677066668,0.1365334103554067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004120608264828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612745142441258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076041922365164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855749096901844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934230198683662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25297022468310304,0.3607706918068017,0.10771433386162743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920461563440532,0.1214586852055672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460863812847118,0.0,0.12212545288614983,0.1285575825923014,0.0,0.0,0.09672829572112723,0.1287999238367565,0.08908453642123887,0.08985675635290928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274468503246984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843325155531127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123098243419828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459782862546445,0.11965505413664855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032179916706646,0.0,0.27380793708388623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577499863497944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421493818450852,0.0,0.18223129464128507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050958369785724,0.07765012153103616,0.0,0.0,0.07066364479307666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227630712141554,0.0,0.23675925621645824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089594011374746,0.0,0.10935014410621947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176447489393745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,20emmagination18,2018/02/19,No matter how hard I try to focus sometimes I just cannot understand what people say sometimes Am I alone in this? Is there something else wrong with me? Am I just stupid? I’m not sure the answer to any of these questions but I’m becoming increasingly aware and anxious about this. Sometimes when someone is talking to me or telling a story that I should be listening to I cannot understand what they are saying. I will make eye contact with them and everything but it’s like they are speaking a different language. ,3.8615151515151496,6.2166959595959606,4.314141414141417,83.72454545454549,74.25252525252526,7.228282828282829,30.191919191919194,8.167268648758528,2.34430101010101,416,19,75,7,9,131,69,99,0.14,0.8140000000000001,0.046,-0.6976,1,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,0,3,0,11,1,1,2,1,19,17,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,6,12,2,9,14,1,3,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,2,2,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866686477734487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225656809864787,0.0,0.0,0.2036137505406416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905491069018716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830675373782607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056284729338054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198320051365536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145476366312753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805350178687578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030796803025318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495194993034213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190395528977095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866595116468005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152712157406119,0.13875336938971994,0.5347697638813801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986893936818556,0.0,0.0,0.14486571178606303,0.15753294918859234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236743501334403,0.0,0.0,0.3752610655667517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705819715038056,0.0,0.0
adhd,TareaGray,2018/02/19,"Sleep Hey everyone! I've been having some trouble with falling asleep and staying asleep lately. I've tried melatonine, but I feel like my sleep quality is low when I take it, even if it makes me fall asleep faster. I'm also building a nightly routine right now but I don't think that helps with staying asleep... anyone ideas on what I can do?",2.5472068230277185,5.066186492537317,2.9368869936034123,91.05432835820896,79.59701492537313,5.619616204690832,24.49680170575693,6.868970318607317,0.9408652452025592,273,10,53,3,7,84,51,67,0.136,0.8140000000000001,0.05,-0.56,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,6,6,1,0,11,11,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,3,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582088403244176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247385440343373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347379871637884,0.0,0.0,0.22203313503864192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748988959307427,0.16600042097767267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557482529712551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623099345340179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621159755864574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352099384375823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510433794187906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180572597154708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984370280717369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650623125266289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495336820316053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470831839242296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888904984579038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775945936197597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tangerinewitch,2018/02/19,"I can't memorize words I'm a korean teen and I've been learning English since I was 4, but I can't memorize words. It took me 3 months to memorize the word ""decide"". My grammar skill and accent are not that good too, but I really suck at memorizing words. I'm not sure if it's because of my adhd but I want to know if it's just me or not.",0.23567669172932426,1.744064447368423,3.549548872180452,88.9518421052632,82.15789473684211,7.5007518796992505,21.383458646616546,8.418075326091056,1.1225511278195488,262,8,63,6,7,96,50,76,0.142,0.8370000000000001,0.021,-0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,25,11,8,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534682342214801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300122502461173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164801511018809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073665388810366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011751625793549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241722409603397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121250120147959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35562192345333565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41921910157926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225545444285934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DrChupacabraj,2018/02/19,"Crashing when adderall wears off. I was prescribed adderall xr for adhd about a week ago. I also have anxiety and depression. Its the first medication I've tried and I'm just hoping someone here can help me with stuff I've noticed with it. The first couple days I took it I felt energetic, happy, and focused. It was great. Then I only noticed it helping with attention which is still nice. That is why I'm taking it. But the past 2 days or so at night when I'm no longer effected by it I've been extremely sad and having horrible anxiety. Could this problem go away? I also feel like maybe it is helping my mood so when it isnt I feel horrible again. I just dont know and I'm panicking about it.",1.5462910798122067,3.84784987323944,3.5583380281690147,86.41224882629109,81.95774647887325,6.885258215962442,24.959624413145537,8.021203637495839,1.6600801877934277,550,22,111,11,15,186,88,142,0.16,0.659,0.181,0.4951,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,14,9,0,0,4,0,12,2,1,1,0,21,24,15,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,5,3,10,5,10,18,0,19,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,15,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809255379245404,0.0,0.13344884025601134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078116929770896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033264809628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144175115018295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019773539742948,0.1665749058775748,0.0,0.19417782296160427,0.0,0.1296639752336008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764373294125555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223990104330914,0.1075492016815984,0.14454657152800787,0.0,0.0,0.2561065801303899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555805248134167,0.0,0.0,0.16597612174188206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025768902343251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027209239297369,0.0,0.0,0.14952490818457562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273545920810277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735485620463576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124243906035315,0.0,0.0,0.151658000618189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412760525856146,0.0,0.0,0.34279239837410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449606852477172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371200131005107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405099718587278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755608074966018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022523427737147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233772476156356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319091879150625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726075993324202,0.102210005325126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075792020235784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584322391750653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AerinHawk,2018/02/19,"Adderall, Body Autonomy, Psychiatry, and Confrontation; The Perfect Pregnancy Storm So for the last few years, I have been under psychiatric care for previously undiagnosed ADHD. My psychiatrist and I finally settled on Adderall XR 10mg to manage my symptoms, and it changed my life. My career soared, my relationships flourished, and my body recovered from the anxiety and tension I had been holding on to for decades and allowed my hormones to settle down enough to conceive our baby.

My psych had been out on Maternity Leave herself for quite some time and I have been taking my Adderall as prescribed throughout my pregnancy with refills provided by her office. When she returned, she was HORRIFIED to hear I was still on it and refused to refill without an appointment, a second opinion, and talking to my OB. 

Here’s the thing - my OB is ENTIRELY supportive of me taking my medication throughout my pregnancy and breastfeeding. He supplied me with articles from medical journals and the government websites for lactation transmissions so I could be informed of the risks and make my own choice. Given that our baby was on track and low-risk for everything we tested for, we decided it was best for me to remain on my meds for my emotional well being that is so essential for self-care (and hence, baby care).

I was furious that my psych was disregarding my mental health for the remote chance of harming my fetus. I did everything she asked and her second-opinion doctor said I was very rational about my decision and well informed. I got my refill, but now she wants to talk about postpartum.

Tomorrow afternoon we have an appointment, and I’m not happy. She wants to switch me to Wellbutrin after the baby is born and I am NOT on board. Wellbutrin doesn’t treat ADHD, it’s basically an antidepressant and not at all what I need. I don’t think changing my medication immediately postpartum is a good idea considering my hormones will be all over the place. I will need all the tools I can to manage a newborn and my changing body, and my Adderall is an important tool for my brain to function. I’m afraid that without it I may forget my newborn in a car, that my anxiety will run rampant and delay lactation, that my already stressed situation will explode and I won’t be able to take care of myself or my baby. 

The studies for Adderall and breastfeeding recommend watching your newborn for signs of fussiness. A fussy baby is something I can deal with. If it’s bad, I can alternate with formula to wean them off and see what we can do from there. The papers on Wellbutrin scare me. Fussiness, low lactation rates, and most importantly - there is evidence of infants having SEIZURES when exposed to it. SEIZURES vs fussiness?! Really?! 

I want to tell my psychiatrist that I do not appreciate her abandoning my mental health so she can play obstetrician. I do not agree with her treatment plan and I want to stick with my current dosage and have her focus on my mental health as it relates to my pregnancy and motherhood. I am no longer sure she has MY best interests in mind, and with everyone telling me what I can and can’t eat, what I can and can’t do, what I can and can’t be, the last thing I need is someone whose job it is to take care of ME to abandon me for someone who doesn’t really exist yet. If she can’t support my decisions as an individual and focus on my care, I may have to seek treatment elsewhere.

Is this rational? Is this outrageous? Will this trigger her calling CPS or institutionalizing me? What do I do now?",7.121958015267174,7.814840018320612,7.532433206106872,70.2244513358779,64.08396946564886,10.946946564885497,37.74904580152672,10.793553405168565,4.370793129770993,2832,140,479,72,40,929,285,655,0.087,0.8079999999999999,0.104,0.9313,3,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,6,1,1,5,17,31,3,5,23,0,69,14,4,3,5,96,97,48,0,10,13,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,4,29,46,1,6,7,1,0,2,16,13,2,1,17,4,102,18,81,66,10,40,0,3,2,0,43,20,0,9,18,375,131,10,0.07519239801393186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073330063058607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297668098579776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504395734002801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029474191541063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278251155306983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781956542663486,0.0,0.0,0.2505654098422275,0.0,0.08393958380260767,0.07677984538631343,0.0,0.3833183054291712,0.0,0.23863076082769485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060035011353012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775200606652466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696260554197354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694059497099544,0.0,0.08458132714558761,0.0,0.07769384734335771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184955860173788,0.1351561578022184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236959664888382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306781597492564,0.06013822964802345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004370588279014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397780088012807,0.08474729737873203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488306490758643,0.0,0.0,0.07461685265147873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258368035405945,0.0,0.07961789257156722,0.0,0.0,0.05311061442063315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050191509552839034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352180328074248,0.22724529107266764,0.2273287552718613,0.0,0.07592288705088293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672626311037443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856005203844448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997637090303558,0.0,0.0,0.0963403511582312,0.0,0.0,0.08072849549755871,0.0,0.0,0.07152518939713631,0.0,0.0752807078318368,0.0,0.05991860602451481,0.0,0.07844206998119585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451940580563712,0.0,0.0,0.1274205496573002,0.05788678155931842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004874618390616,0.0,0.08613263787636484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065488439195922,0.07086794526265243,0.0781536921914663,0.2261413019883332,0.1208736025723683,0.13144294020655148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990897620417484,0.048180252511366865,0.0,0.0,0.043845291963170704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204160314645901,0.177401698065892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521399211700086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449655768768997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484214390413653
adhd,dingdongegg,2018/02/19,"Paracosms and ADHD So, I just recently found out the name for paracosms, and what they are, which excited me very much because I have my own paracosm but I didn't know if having that sort of thing was normal or not. For those of you who don't know what a paracosm is, its an imaginary world you create in your mind that often has very detailed characters and history and geography. I was wondering if there would be a link between paracosms and ADHD, since i'd imagine people who spend a lot of time day dreaming would probably have more time to build a detailed world inside their head. Thoughts on this? ",9.822068965517241,7.457053620689662,8.920068965517242,72.43182758620691,60.206896551724135,12.038620689655176,40.44137931034483,10.355215969177356,4.065850344827586,484,20,89,8,5,152,84,116,0.0,0.959,0.041,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,13,1,1,0,0,27,18,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,11,1,10,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,7,4,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814657536727083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221067023678378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918294032891986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196288305350861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557515172811824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016952764125935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702958208740159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022553115968217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725039820601962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626060406467752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388692613059144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596732632830112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778128816511065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569793957872825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330766116675211,0.0,0.0,0.15902322544171174,0.2336039508645525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305523344480746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722691309389766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845879877781202,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gimmeafix,2018/02/19,"I feel like I waste time with my friends Hey,
I have always been a very active person addicted to sports and doing creative stuff... im in college now and lately i have noticed that I get bored when im hanging out with my friends from uni.
I feel like im wasting time by being there with them  doing nothing apart from talking and gossip... before I met them I used to play different sports at college clubs and I was always doing something but now I feel like a bad friend if i had to tell them ""yeah you're a good friend but I wont hang out with you cause im playing badmington"" :( they are good friends but really when im not active i get bored and depressed... it doesnt help that they are fat or just dont like sports :/",0.722764705882355,2.9934097000000013,2.0898431372549027,95.79511764705885,85.33333333333334,4.59607843137255,20.15686274509804,5.900188976854957,-0.09517254901960737,565,17,123,4,17,181,83,150,0.112,0.589,0.299,0.9839,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,5,0,6,18,0,0,3,1,14,2,1,2,0,23,21,12,0,1,7,0,3,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,4,11,1,0,3,6,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,3,21,13,14,15,0,14,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,2,11,73,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221591796235773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865681926751737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360676115539276,0.0,0.0,0.09539693893689703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516735259783695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655975990859267,0.0,0.0,0.11713058056464973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139151515520384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700578159828057,0.240273177049214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330776610793017,0.0,0.11714518755923213,0.0,0.0,0.1880642822505391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751446438928037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054875646417965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646441464543667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908418217238715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757210204384757,0.1276374244498577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788970313224933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718202252300168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630738085234448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283385712661494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010938051131777,0.09798865643561228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074391804525706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682662453572603,0.0,0.0925020898936033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,saffronrubee,2018/02/19,"I’m getting anxious about ADHD & pregnancy (stopping medication) in the UK - keen for experiences or advise My husband and I are moving to the UK from Australia  in about 10 days. We are also currently trying for our first child. 

 

I currently take 15mg dexamphetamine twice a day and have been for the past year and a bit. It has been life changing. I still have some less than great days, but it has had such a positive impact on my moods and my day to day life. 

 

My psychiatrist in Australia supported me continuing medication during pregnancy, he just mentioned the potential of lowering my dose a bit. I’m already a bit apprehensive about moving to the UK and having to get a new doctor, etc. but after doing some research i’ve read that while stimulant medications are “not recommended” during pregnancy in Australia and the US, they’re contraindictated in the UK. 

 

I feel like I’d be able to get through my pregnancy unmedicated (I made it 27 years without medication or a diagnosis), but I’m just worried about the effect it may have on other things like my career, life, my health, etc. I’m also concerned because I’m able to regulate my emotions so much better on medication, and I’m worried these will be even more out of control during pregnancy and I know this will put a lot of extra pressure on my husband as well. 

 

I guess I’m just wondering about experiences others have had in the UK in regards to pregnancy. Does being contraindicated mean there’s zero chance of using medication during pregnancy, or does it come down to a decision between you & your doctor. 

 

TL;DR i’m Interested people’s experiences with medication and pregnancy, specifically in the UK. Not pregnant yet, but starting to get very anxious about our move there and baby making plans. ",6.283748741188315,8.042480873111785,7.470925226586102,66.06425289526689,66.55287009063444,10.833887210473314,34.9397029204431,10.864195022040775,4.454108660624371,1463,70,232,44,24,496,170,331,0.05,0.855,0.094,0.9493,3,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,4,2,0,5,19,11,0,2,19,0,21,14,0,6,0,44,45,22,0,0,13,2,1,2,0,3,14,0,0,1,11,14,0,2,6,1,0,5,3,2,1,3,5,1,24,8,44,34,12,38,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,9,21,164,35,6,0.13510493471458254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118493832954407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454582752728425,0.1080433674791832,0.0,0.5123514911095165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263012013673974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041179357101671386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597446677844926,0.22124939525552825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146155332649302,0.05819046912406633,0.0,0.0,0.07576583624409154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178287648463132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828562556664212,0.11823123882481973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598743346342053,0.0,0.0,0.15067771558336668,0.0446177675869978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823782613290414,0.0,0.0,0.03415655722038484,0.048259496177670086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057460094224918025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117350427565845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447683374257308,0.07441665872656739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180511390501508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712506940992364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314291637476792,0.0660054466876927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057430692048076014,0.0,0.06391977796379804,0.045091796514497635,0.0,0.0,0.07358444063649525,0.0,0.4763640278772235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153927463700687,0.049658836194123056,0.0,0.0,0.06524259391973984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448647381354188,0.046832375216676055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790888781075873,0.0,0.0,0.06757074801433313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047813984086132126,0.0,0.05394748769261224,0.05647688750995219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665773942409825,0.0,0.0,0.05079104844439119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487885765049294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586369107518465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125730071489481,0.05834364252471004,0.0,0.05573786023646513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060737780879393966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651181679170096,0.0732577692536514,0.0,0.1372056193522547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700314836690916
adhd,Dexiro,2018/02/19,"Seeking diagnosis but need to vent and perhaps just a chat with some people Hi everyone, my mind has been stuck on something relentlessly all weekend and I just need to get it out in words.

I've recently been seeing a mental health Councillor about anxiety issues that I've been dealing with for a long time. This was thought to be ""the"" problem I have but she seemed to think otherwise, I guess the lifelong picture I was painting didn't add up. She asked me to read into things like Autism and see what I thought, maybe this is a weird thing for her to ask? I don't like anything approaching self diagnosis and try to avoid it. 

Autism didn't match up enough for me to say with confidence, but surprisingly ADHD seemed a lot closer, the inattentive section was absolutely dead on. I hit a few points on hyperactivity, but I was never the impulsive type. I didn't act out in school... I didn't fit the stereotype of ADHD kid, moving on...

Later I stumbled across ADHD-PI, and whether or not I have it this has hit me pretty hard. 

I'm just anxious and weird... I'm really lazy with work that I don't enjoy, and stay super focused with work that I do enjoy - I just need to grow up, everyone else does work they don't enjoy, that's just part of life. Nobody else in the office is mentally drained every day because they've been hunched over their desk straining hard to concentrate, what's wrong with me, maybe I'm just not sleeping enough. My friends that are still in Uni spend countless hours studying boring academic stuff, I'm so freaking lazy compared to them, I only passed my course because I get stuck programming for countless hours and enjoy it, but almost completely failed the boring theory half. Why am I the only one that can't follow conversations in busy or loud places, no matter how hard i strain to concentrate... everyone else must have better hearing than me.

Nobody seems to be like me. And then under ADHD-PI I find countless lists and anecdotes that perfectly describe my whole life. How I was as a child, how those issues developed through adolescence up to adulthood. All the issues I've been struggling to deal with as an adult and coming up with weird theories for now have a single explanation that makes a lot more sense.  

My brain has just been stuck on it for hours and hours every day since then. It's a complete obsession, eating up free time and making it difficult to sleep.

Like nothing gets explained this easily, so it's probably just confirmation bias, or something else. I've spent hours reading anecdotes and information and seeing how it gets properly diagnosed, digging for something that gives me more reason to doubt. 

This is something that potentially means *everything* to me and all I have is a shitty self-diagnosis :/ And it could be ages until I get properly tested. Just really wish my brain would shut up about it for a second.

I guess It'd just be nice to have some people hear my story, feel free to say I'm being stupid. Or would be nice to hear from anyone who had similar experiences when they first suspected they had a form of ADHD. ",6.326155590522027,7.122729652397264,6.366360607182527,77.5315827471307,65.83219178082193,9.532691595705296,31.023509811181043,9.567723090172098,2.789425360977416,2463,89,448,47,37,782,275,584,0.179,0.7070000000000001,0.114,-0.9881,0,1,4,0,1,0,69.0,0,0,5,8,21,34,1,6,23,0,48,9,4,7,6,97,92,39,1,9,22,0,4,4,1,3,4,6,0,4,34,30,1,1,13,4,4,7,12,17,0,4,23,13,47,19,71,56,17,59,0,1,3,0,29,29,0,15,26,295,81,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36729712057512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120706854860245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675985457370546,0.06905296079883713,0.0,0.042739469963111947,0.0,0.050300018030777716,0.0,0.1142857733777592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745215041203012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540593979584905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646967028390444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265309599036164,0.1281751458626635,0.0,0.0,0.048802709244440634,0.0,0.0,0.07884011961107466,0.1260327564198123,0.0,0.06203978812480044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349020948456299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254532814834489,0.20424574203471368,0.0,0.0,0.126315300239869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299956908613532,0.17522041082812634,0.05493450007889812,0.059791207766585724,0.0,0.0,0.03090623796468765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586642204875436,0.051992223166122765,0.0,0.0,0.04722441426106718,0.0,0.1596743887747709,0.058635913470283726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467042057550366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426586273882493,0.0,0.0,0.06497217863940485,0.20667428655456835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009751794819317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139338904149714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634767662898778,0.1194488091485908,0.0,0.0,0.05409300380389565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393123776861334,0.0,0.0,0.08160177176759592,0.0,0.12281497241985972,0.06658218561479277,0.0,0.0,0.12319765746022017,0.0,0.061718029167272516,0.0,0.0,0.06496536357795869,0.0,0.13596848520969915,0.04714276017810045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865032956435767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141934769075938,0.09297543457654002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619156465756725,0.0,0.08475166414221079,0.0,0.0638617915022342,0.0,0.05778213705816995,0.0,0.0,0.062185297753292415,0.0659022383158881,0.058487615501150524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228150537001894,0.0,0.0783154702584488,0.06284586975328238,0.060352784880369215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972168528294422,0.0,0.0618609654104453,0.1461242486131319,0.16693555974179133,0.12753176679901762,0.0,0.0,0.05056257948005165,0.0,0.12233670955975773,0.0,0.0,0.18822561741010613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515027673607622,0.04881387434532977,0.0,0.0,0.06390029745900727,0.06997259844853025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121642033065825,0.03916592670916503,0.0,0.09705159274778273,0.07128403866984084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041499327381350384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515509371081955,0.06824299938584162,0.07028982677423078,0.0,0.0,0.13349746210344482,0.0,0.0,0.0868417723701523,0.0668297299508693,0.0,0.0
adhd,C4H8N8O8,2018/02/19,"So i don't have ADHD (at least in my diagnosis), but im still medicated. My very peculiar symptoms and diagnosis TLDR=I have and not have ADHD at the same time, being medicated temporarily heals my neurological movements discordination.




I present most of the sings of inattentive ADHD, ever since i was a kid, my parents loved me because instead of getting bored since i was like 2 years old i would just go on daydreaming, so i got the ""most likely ADHD"" sticked very early in my life. (I learned to talk very early so autism got discarded). Fast forward to 7 years old, i get an IQ test done, 142, ""Looks like he doesnt have ADHD he is just very smart "" (WRONG) . Its around that age that it starts to become apparent that something more is wrong with me : I'm unable to run as well as the kids of my age, im unable to write as well as the kids of my age, and sometimes i even have trouble pronouncing correctly or walking in a straight line (many many years later i still struggle, or struggled with those tasks) , this fits perfectly in a dyspraxia diagnosis (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Developmental_coordination_disorder). 

And from that moment, isolation from my peers until i was like 16 years old. But thats a secondary issue. Its what about this time that i started struggling with studies, and started to check what the hell was wrong with me, since i still keep presenting most of the symptoms of inattentive ADHD , So i get to do another IQ test . This time it arrives with a plain 100. Interesting to see such a big deviation but i don't really care that much, its just a number. Sadly due to some spanish bureaucracy bullshit my results of going over a year there got lost. 

So i decide to start over, this time as im over 18 i can finally go be treated with adult patients (which i figure is actually a handicap in this case). I get tasked with doing another fucking IQ test, this time i get 153. Guess IQ tests don't work on me. After an initial discarded diagnosis of schizophrenia, stuff starts to not make sense, according to the tests and my experiences , i have clear problems with my executive memory, concentration and the like, movement is also processed in the frontal lobe, so there is a clear link with that.  But for some reason, in the test measuring the frontal lobe performance (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wisconsin_Card_Sorting_Test), i get to achieve a top 10% percentage, with basically perfect reasoning (not my words). Then there is the fact that im less impulsive than the majority of the persons and always remain in control of my emotions, and it just doesnt make sense, following the definitions. So the diagnosis i get is ""my brain processes information slower than a neurotypical one"", which i personally just don't understand how that is possible since it contradicts most of my life experience, but im not the trained one so whatever

So after my appointment with the psychiatrist, we discuss alternatives, and finally decide to start medicating me with 20mg of Rubifen (Ritalin). And would you believe that not only it did my life bearable by having the effects it has on most people, but it also makes me have the body control of a normal person while in effect! 

My only regret about this is that with an ADHD diagnose i could file a disability, with ADHD, dispraxia and being blind in one eye i could get a 33% disability which in my country means you get some help, its easier to get a job....  ",8.409816470588236,8.366914752000003,8.495597647058826,66.8943517647059,61.48,11.704941176470587,36.78235294117647,11.20814326018867,4.2260174117647065,2740,115,471,68,34,896,284,625,0.103,0.8,0.097,-0.759,4,1,1,0,0,0,104.0,1,2,0,11,32,29,2,3,40,0,40,18,3,11,7,92,77,40,0,7,18,1,0,5,0,2,13,0,0,7,37,28,0,3,12,1,1,9,11,15,2,3,10,4,54,14,79,60,14,74,1,3,4,2,19,25,2,11,47,322,91,10,0.0,0.0,0.05109088494302942,0.0,0.5033638657926522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373647909113834,0.04356351761375425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979747294473403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660701089966196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031915095349050425,0.057821935785982874,0.0,0.05898610713527805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581545537411785,0.0,0.058445445925691814,0.0,0.0,0.05337936710520707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744107038682143,0.08360234470382895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053139178464286986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053577297429471184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889227892332149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03457995478863388,0.04735805524685753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242638655413948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470459082056657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048401313356218174,0.2735330373537051,0.0,0.08926358436058836,0.0,0.12561912353148455,0.0,0.05767488678738372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035092423535483516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827616841752472,0.054644972012163534,0.051954215511035615,0.04653549062187812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093956161973316,0.1278899352042625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043964977262480935,0.0,0.057151619287954876,0.0,0.0472523920306421,0.0,0.10484201938852714,0.10615941627193118,0.0,0.05702989566646165,0.0,0.15822633100598113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848691683421125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129674105126135,0.0,0.0,0.1648131583927433,0.0,0.10643121980297847,0.07963660676626938,0.0,0.0,0.058133983051754275,0.0,0.0,0.03629633451470414,0.13714298494700625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902234662151605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050096622377467766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033539925557181764,0.10765922932699412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172012166016744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323424310864716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030540310270607,0.05178039037941826,0.0,0.2223426447420107,0.0,0.12543220691623388,0.0,0.0,0.16419830305180308,0.05993389901794255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883369166115893,0.0,0.04208093061075821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264297989347755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054503355784957006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279328762775945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941467863750069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038115031646970526,0.0,0.0,0.07438291747304955,0.17172577730772706,0.0,0.16857437629136668
adhd,PenAndInkAndComics,2018/02/19,"Short short term memory. I was asking my son (age15) about his memories of a street fair we went to last year. He said he doesn't remember it.  Vaguely that he was forced to go, but nothing else.  He then added he has about a 3 day memory and doesn't recall stuff older than that unless someone else reminds him of details.       
Is that common for someone with ADD?",2.2824144869215317,4.553099816901408,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,79.0,6.310663983903421,21.410462776659962,7.447530270364453,0.793280080482897,281,8,56,4,7,90,54,71,0.03,0.945,0.025,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,10,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,7,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531878392407058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466180557598088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524844744144451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391792636289434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207611573022472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598669943645817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067955937979551,0.0,0.25761966914303586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589437668242193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100335323222065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510604858084726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440450295075555
adhd,charonist,2018/02/19,"How do you feel emotionally when you're on meds? I'll be getting my first dose on Wednesday and two people told me about how they felt terrible and that I shouldn't take any meds at all, cause they found enlightenment in meditation and meds are just the pharma industry taking our money and so on and so forth. ",13.123278688524584,7.326871245901643,11.780409836065571,64.92668032786885,57.85245901639344,15.478688524590163,41.975409836065566,12.161744961471696,4.6186983606557375,250,7,50,5,2,80,48,61,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,2,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,15,11,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,7,0,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540445020051154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965131130986632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405179233244123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811345818796676,0.0,0.2053000509066482,0.0,0.0,0.18187457987583186,0.0,0.23444181646923745,0.0,0.0,0.11171175459280656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7125150912854492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482353741673216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215309937055659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431349577809466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208870378356578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tesoblivionfan,2018/02/20,"Splitting Adderall XR pills? Hi y'all, I'm only 130 lb and this is my first first time on medication. My doc prescribed me 20 xr and it's a bit much. I felt amazing/focused for like 1 hour, then really shitty/anxious, and now I feel good again. I'm expecting to feel shitty again soon. It's basically a roller coaster ride of emotions that I don't like. 

If I cut a pill in half, will the dose distribute normally? Or will it mess up the time-release thing? I know Vyvanse is a better drug but I can't afford it.",0.2488425593098497,2.530279261682246,2.6181308411214985,90.95179726815245,88.15887850467291,5.5352983465133,22.24946081955428,7.010146845296331,0.776231344356578,399,15,86,6,13,136,78,107,0.044,0.855,0.101,0.5101,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,1,0,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,12,12,7,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,3,10,4,6,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,11,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046570336998355,0.25980231831793604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759704058426499,0.0,0.0,0.2676849537241837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406502239167632,0.0,0.228489144870896,0.0,0.0,0.4048354303475388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959849260433374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343531568561352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307824469658719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325208805827688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973039628522405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493581060373234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331607131791715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809874043483316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245009337092238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580971271934002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752520198654623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theblindtiger,2018/02/20,"Forgetting friends exist I realized something profound today when I was looking through my phone at my contacts, and I think that it has a lot to do with my ADHD, because I do this a lot with things other than my friends.

I literally forget that my friends exist sometimes.  I can go through my entire day, my week, hell even months sometimes, and simply forget that they're there.  I'll look at my phone and realize that the person that I had such a good time with that one weekend...yeah, that one weekend was 4 months ago and I haven't thought about them since.

Or a lot of the time, they'll come into my head and I'll say ""hey, I should text them, or call them, or write them, or send them a carrier pigeon, something.""  And then a month later I'll realize that I completely forgot to do that.  If they're not in front of me right at the moment, a lot of time, they just don't trip the switch of my attention.

Does anyone else simply forget to stay in contact with people?  Anyone else have friends just...slip their mind?  ",5.543505747126439,5.564091261083746,5.597647783251233,85.06064244663385,67.42364532019704,8.343021346469621,29.72454844006568,7.793537801064563,1.73543711001642,798,26,164,8,12,251,106,203,0.054000000000000006,0.865,0.08199999999999999,0.7476,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,8,0,6,6,1,0,11,0,13,1,1,0,0,37,20,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,1,6,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,5,3,29,5,21,13,4,29,1,0,2,0,22,7,1,9,15,110,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463349994388374,0.0,0.10793521018642308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027850104773554,0.2495203736670875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422535906727233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433324232245845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488770998446544,0.1276657836883949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852681257737157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655528367129947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343407878636927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042305788670502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762939727690681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920049930743884,0.10212870326717846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496357002879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449985738734164,0.0,0.0,0.4140728791103311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294552907761876,0.0,0.2915692693846957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650189963807395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441486490059641,0.10631841755881344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039846066817649,0.0,0.09683051749742852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072329219806844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747761740517704,0.24085267654825965,0.0,0.0,0.12978274502513815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089366998645142,0.07802056621125797,0.0,0.09666591415178404,0.2130022774698476,0.0,0.11541672032744316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767062399127643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TannishAss,2018/02/20,"Can I swallow ODT tablets? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and my doctor prescribed me 20 mg of Adderall extended release. My insurance ended up not covering almost any of the costs and it was going to cost me about $300 a month (which I can’t afford). My doctor then changed my prescription to Adzenys XR-ODT 12.5mg, which I can get for $25 a month. The tablet is an orally dissolving one and it is disgusting. I cannot let the tablet dissolve in my mouth or I’ll puke. I’ve been just swallowing the tablets whole and they seem to work fine that way. I feel like the only difference would be that they probably don’t last the full 12 hours that way, but I can’t really tell. Does anyone know if there are any issues with swallowing orally dissolvable tablets whole? 

Edit: adzenys is amphetamine ",3.8326923076923087,5.78067226923077,4.596410256410259,83.48192307692308,73.1025641025641,8.646153846153847,28.025641025641022,9.265573868473778,2.4922333333333326,638,25,123,15,13,205,102,156,0.034,0.944,0.022,-0.3839,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,9,0,16,7,1,0,0,16,21,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,3,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,3,1,16,2,11,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,8,74,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011218190332521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757655144304331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227607070020265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170148016684483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703379335740316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985642333051273,0.0,0.1748448184611418,0.0,0.3425790193646434,0.14644885066291422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482221626259877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461703687193946,0.11955465947985028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743331141044447,0.0,0.09510869137317006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648057449687639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466960851154384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197101882557428,0.1364123417797353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112640705693558,0.0,0.08175861050756096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715386866993057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340048810745275,0.12727698830146492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804312817331665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720850337841197,0.0,0.1652376400318072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523488821258716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627101447925842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656688055492616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736799284261811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183257509400006,0.0,0.0,0.11888042574229908,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dadhat99,2018/02/20,When the meds wear out for the day... So I have been on Adderall for around 2 years and throughout this time I have noticed that as the pill wears off for the day i begin to drift into a sort of sullen and depressed state of mind. It sucks because one moment ill be having a great day and then I’m sad all of a sudden! I was wondering if anyone has experienced this and if so how did you remedy this situation?,2.4286050420168053,3.967680835294118,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,75.94117647058823,6.739495798319329,21.55462184873949,7.447530270364453,0.5936386554621844,321,8,70,4,7,106,62,85,0.168,0.7859999999999999,0.046,-0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,7,0,8,4,2,1,1,14,12,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,5,1,13,8,1,17,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,4,10,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326799409281586,0.0,0.0,0.2333265799492215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977510470643058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071028227875783,0.0,0.22574829213055655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889686665103388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911365236898468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646485652398194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29840515975572784,0.0,0.0,0.17760727436418752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946139214436499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283393534281006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842387200014497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687852618217273
adhd,Ichikarayarinaosu,2018/02/20,"Laughing inappropriately or coming too close to it. I was in a lecture today - anyone else here have a brain that says, ""Well, we've lost focus on whatever they're blabbing about, so here's something hilarious and horrendous that you could say, or that could happen - Enjoy!!""?

I was waiting for my meds to kick in and so I got a taste of unmedicated ADHD that I haven't had for a long time.  Suddenly a lot of memories came back.

I remembered that my degree was like that fifteen years ago, before the diagnosis.  I would sit there thinking of hilarious shit that could happen, even in imaginary worlds I was inhabiting.  I would chastise myself for not paying attention.  And my brain would say, ""Meh, boring.  Hey!  What if your friend was here?  What would he say about this lecture?""  And I'd be fighting back tears of laughter.  And I'd be *cringing* so hard because I could feel what I must look like.",2.6377234506384326,5.366395905325447,3.938118966054186,82.67074743070695,81.07100591715977,6.634817813765182,24.279352226720647,7.85451343220497,1.5806615384615386,704,26,130,13,19,230,105,169,0.131,0.753,0.116,-0.3929,0,0,1,0,2,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,14,10,2,0,6,0,19,4,3,0,1,27,29,11,0,10,4,0,2,2,1,5,0,4,0,0,12,8,1,1,4,0,1,2,2,4,1,0,9,8,16,6,15,9,1,17,0,1,1,0,10,6,1,4,10,90,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543742647956202,0.0,0.11386489070958085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981658014332809,0.13161418793897214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754321947733625,0.0,0.07830310779473032,0.0,0.1093031364041128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678968383948084,0.0,0.1469147945292977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064996875006462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102336739176243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730510973947198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484129211388562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494915827173303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992416469334247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273474733911503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717924515634744,0.0,0.11506770391419198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551025491400766,0.0,0.0,0.1136759210055536,0.10786727459610553,0.0,0.1402204617220819,0.1092052423029191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268114321912634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551100301365427,0.0,0.0,0.4086005400148372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185406615910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888857574587047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823068137765296,0.0,0.0,0.07490135672781845,0.0,0.12175741561483212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549371671028008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649942788061903,0.0,0.0,0.08271883517067452
adhd,mellyjo77,2018/02/20,"Why ADD means longer showers... (Shaves right leg)
(Shaves left leg)
....Did I shave my right leg already?....
(Shaves right leg)
....Did I shave my left leg already?....
(Shaves left leg) 
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adhd,vucodlakk,2018/02/20,"Which way is the exit? I feel desperate to escape this mind, and wish consciousness would stop.
I'm broke. I lost my job a few months ago. This is the 33rd job I've had. I am getting no replies, calls, or responses from my best effort to find new work.

I have 0 income and need to up my skillset to be useful. I can't afford a short course and can't stick with a long-term one.

I dropped out of 3 highschools and never passed. I dropped out of university in 3 different courses in first year. I dropped out of Nationally Accredited training for 2 different certificates, and changed my mind on 2 other courses I can think of. I feel depressed for lack of achievement, then try again the next year with this idea that its going to be different this time, but I've finally learned it won't ever be.

I've tried every hobby under the sun and none come to fruition. Even the one hobby I managed to stick with for 15 years is forced, and I'm terrible at it.

My computer broke 8 months ago, so I switched to a laptop. The laptop died, so I switched to my phone. My phone shattered, so I switched to a shittier one and shittier one again.

I've spent days trying to fix the computer to no avail, and no money to replace parts to diagnose it.

I have been paying off $15000 in petty traffic fines and overdue fees for the last decade, and another $5000 to the government for misdeclaring income. $20k??University fees for 3 years uni.

I've never even taken out a loan, or had a credit card with all this debt and fucked credit rating and nothing to show for being alive this long.
I've tried donating my life, null of ego, to improve the life of others. This tends to invoke entitlement and unappreciativeness in people.

I've seen 10 different psychologists, 4 psychiatrists.

I can't maintain a friendship. I've had 2 phone calls in the last 3 months and it was debt collectors.

I don't want to try anymore. I don't have the energy. This consciousness is torment. Refuge is in the end of it.

Where do I get DMT?",3.7138391984359735,5.298487280303036,4.737895079830562,83.84646627565985,72.66161616161617,8.139980449657871,27.42065819485175,8.748949900417786,2.0004916259367875,1577,58,318,30,31,515,195,396,0.17800000000000002,0.768,0.054000000000000006,-0.9938,11,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,6,9,10,1,0,21,0,27,4,0,1,4,48,46,22,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,18,24,0,1,8,1,11,3,12,6,0,5,9,3,27,4,54,31,6,52,0,4,1,1,5,19,1,2,26,191,45,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235623520243007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194181740627714,0.0,0.0,0.09641438603563976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202456115612173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854141683883952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284402353612596,0.08374491873737415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269773206957206,0.0,0.08373394092361867,0.0986744828062225,0.10089720032563612,0.4062895401825356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610651838040789,0.0,0.0,0.12842348161344644,0.08793947786251084,0.08191057316631414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831294202735973,0.0,0.0,0.1064978468036112,0.08885572418148413,0.08269379838213893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987671056631982,0.10158505182548704,0.0,0.055251374941310924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974757690368783,0.0,0.0,0.19294823492989613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584917074028961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373362577535676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207019350379507,0.0,0.0,0.1061252100193293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632544829615534,0.0,0.2327960518401373,0.0,0.0,0.0720861045335586,0.14996142376483354,0.09389399687387004,0.10339271753854642,0.0,0.0,0.09328353805038256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635104235582001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527789675202236,0.0,0.06739889737676487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127881466253184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062293532561378435,0.0,0.0,0.056688746534206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300240692250131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396535851355616,0.0,0.0,0.057341845875051624,0.07716732600188664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179619584667147,0.0,0.0,0.07077604779748797,0.0,0.0,0.069061059310541,0.0,0.0,0.2504214762162538
adhd,hamfast42,2018/02/20,MIndfullness podcasts? Trying to get into mindfullness.  Anyone know of any good free podcasts with guided meditations?  The headspace app looks cool but its way outside my budget ($12/mo),5.5391935483870975,9.21171961290323,4.942177419354842,73.43326612903226,78.67741935483872,6.970967741935485,30.330645161290327,8.07648339933343,3.1124129032258074,152,7,20,3,4,46,29,31,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.6261,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389160368514575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484794460110474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603834001236325,0.0,0.0,0.41801817278619136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738970560341484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185143548550559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383678512664243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955914844112688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StarKill_yt,2018/02/20,"I hate my life rn So I go to a sort of boarding school, which means my schedule is kind of limited. I had to turn in a book report 18 days ago. I was gonna do it the last day before, but I got ill a few days before so I had to go home until I was fresh again so I wouldn’t infect all the other students.

I forgot to take the text that I had to do the assignment home, and although I had read it the day I got it, I couldn’t remember enough at all to make the assignment, so I decided not to start since I wouldn’t get very far anyway. I come back to the school like 5 days later and at this point I had to have turned it in a few days ago so I wrote to my teacher and told him that I wouldn’t be able to turn it in on time, I then proceeded to procrastinate that whole week until Friday, where I had to go home for a week for holiday.

I again forgot to bring the text back home so I couldn’t do anything. This week when I got back to the school like 9 days later I didn’t do anything the first 3 days and today I was gonna do it all and turn it in like “sorry I thought I already turned it in” but my charger for my laptop didn’t work so I couldn’t write anything since I tried to fix it and it died.

I then was with my girlfriend at the school for the rest of the day who was basically telling me off for not writing the book report “it’s not because you are too dumb you just don’t want to” and “I can’t feel sorry for you when it’s your own fault” and “you should have just wrote it before the deadline”. Now I am going to sleep and I just realized that I forgot to make packed lunch for tomorrow where some of us are going on a trip and were explicitly told to remember to make packed lunch. So now I won’t have anything to eat tomorrow for lunch, I can’t do my assignment until the weekend when I get home and get a new charger, my girlfriend thinks I’m lazy (which I may be) and I should have turned it in almost 3 weeks ago. Also this was a really important assignment

Sorry it was so long and poor formatted, I didn’t proof read it so it may be shit, thank you if you read this far.",1.7623986275732977,2.7230474606986945,3.5033849033063014,93.25212663755457,76.5764192139738,6.893674360573924,21.382657517155334,7.33818517376401,0.3715777167810352,1619,38,395,19,35,543,172,458,0.08900000000000001,0.856,0.055,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,7,0,3,28,9,3,0,24,0,48,9,2,3,5,62,89,36,1,10,9,0,1,3,2,10,3,0,5,0,29,15,4,4,8,7,1,8,16,4,0,1,28,1,59,5,50,45,10,70,0,0,0,0,19,17,2,6,48,271,88,19,0.06449402245230823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151017867198867,0.0,0.06458144734374513,0.0,0.07117075752158504,0.05157584645406235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122923409255988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487757668622037,0.0,0.039314957475053,0.0,0.164638988693121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555588965164286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37433978121944383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693461301251608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599348591906751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663956553214738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03261011558043825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485858255114673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108639451615767,0.0,0.18326719612488707,0.0,0.15474528418855835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367449493294483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234638152041629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716059977651287,0.0,0.05257123620114132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045554035372904936,0.0945255649538731,0.0,0.0,0.05707518036176326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915078237362262,0.0,0.0,0.07025289752112114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622887287721307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096769752774695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935344263521689,0.0,0.04131652224677679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461183101603312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610855755730607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620218724328819,0.10670024367077592,0.0,0.06454059926401208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658733379591172,0.045649201040655576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484914785040087,0.0,0.056370618312425964,0.059377430828897564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041325165432950256,0.0,0.05120104977491721,0.037606983139130704,0.0,0.06113279219667995,0.12325360456758785,0.0,0.043787207746297394,0.4209058590201255,0.0,0.0,0.07757836807058892,0.0,0.0,0.05321432288359189,0.038040245424874455,0.0,0.2069328583671093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200527285367914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046952416465380564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zarah101,2018/02/20,"School reports All of my school reports I've ever had all say the same thing, 'smart kid just needs to pay attention and work harder and stop rushing'. It is stupid that ADHD has been written about for over 2 centuries and people still have this response.",10.5875,7.95575941666667,8.52,76.72500000000002,59.0,10.433333333333334,38.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,2.9117583333333332,204,7,37,1,2,60,43,48,0.135,0.812,0.052000000000000005,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,11,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,25,5,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739153630109397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814330645881552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306974501806789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569696227059149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474214524169324,0.0,0.6297562393474493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484672016652943,0.2601169173682413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669960087650407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650487034079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bigtec123,2018/02/20,I'm terrified of medication but I also kind of need it My therapist said I should get evaluated for adhd medication because she feels I can benefit from them. I do too tbh but I also suffer from anxiety so I don't know how I'll react to being on it. What does it feel like? At this point I can't just try to go without medication because all it does is lead me to being mediocre at best and a total failure at worst in everything. ,2.040666666666666,3.847317677777777,5.186388888888889,77.91625000000002,77.7777777777778,8.5,26.805555555555557,9.188382445141503,2.487888888888889,341,14,68,9,8,125,64,90,0.189,0.6829999999999999,0.127,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,2,15,16,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,3,11,4,14,12,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309060901143704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968957191632917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200607423493938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263160641256081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480672815748887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248912866884211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668318425577409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771972508247006,0.1326137657352089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698376229989134,0.0,0.10549753369729267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933045789936352,0.10201712921961703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906892066595969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610066346766335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376419365167607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547989657671192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657618166206532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155301793934945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603025861697187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894023247694044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Adjal,2018/02/20,"I have the most supportive roommates I'm 37 and was only diagnosed this last month. I would love to be financially stable and have a family, but undiagnosed severe ADHD...

So I'm living with five friends in a beat up old house in Seattle, but we're trying to make it a great place to live. I've always been bad about doing chores, and the way we had things divided... I've learned this past month why it hasn't been easy for me. We split the house into six chore lists that each take about 30-60 minutes, due by Sunday night, first come, first choose.

So I sent a group message explaining how the lack of specific consequences, the procrastinate-able timeline, and the complex, multi step nature of the chores were all things that my ADHD made it really difficult to do. I asked if we could reorganize things so that they split up five lists like we'd been doing, but that I do x minutes a day, first thing when I get home from work, no delays, no exceptions, and that I have some immediate penalty, like $X towards house supplies, for any failure to comply.

Not only were they totally willing, they were appreciative of my vulnerability and my desire to pull my weight, and wanted to suggest rewards instead of punishments. 

Personally, having penalties as the result feels more grown-up than having my roommates need to reward me (they don't get anything for doing their chores), but I appreciate them so much for wanting to help me adult.

Any thoughts on appropriate rewards or punishments? We're still brainstorming. ",9.625728314238957,8.064391283687947,9.021773049645393,69.01730769230771,59.92198581560285,12.081178396072016,37.64975450081833,10.891193690592663,3.9869538461538463,1210,45,214,24,13,386,171,282,0.13,0.7120000000000001,0.159,0.8872,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,4,0,6,8,10,13,2,0,13,0,25,3,0,4,2,44,43,20,0,8,8,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,5,2,14,14,1,1,6,0,0,4,5,4,0,6,11,2,26,9,32,27,8,28,0,0,0,1,21,8,0,4,17,147,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196204278381043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760937764477852,0.0,0.0,0.1595464746774719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965342160443078,0.0,0.10966683482388437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794700338475383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010501694179345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936606280114594,0.0,0.0,0.07565374166305124,0.0,0.0,0.11906481438074287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105872298955167,0.0,0.05931428197449926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993455291012801,0.0,0.0,0.09063161381084033,0.0,0.12257683035656128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293321188277859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862885756186146,0.0,0.11766915634654247,0.0,0.0,0.4060718988064087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562140680215872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462120293406056,0.0,0.2071696412020904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587475096092427,0.11099935246487302,0.07830377973812436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726772388459093,0.0,0.08623463405690679,0.08698214990976103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100853003960306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230946649825997,0.0,0.0,0.17843553620066865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119834433733509,0.0,0.10242853150436773,0.12256154608296667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515029637678014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252427528306784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936820557226926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331193522342186,0.0,0.0,0.08820076771124674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31173601018384595,0.0,0.0,0.09312918552062974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964420674110834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838220462264528,0.09311336715811504,0.0,0.14284913755538772,0.0,0.0,0.1058519249230968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540137991054239,0.0,0.0,0.08333200209313392,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jman456,2018/02/20,"How do I go about this? So I know I have ADHD. Well I'm like 95% sure as everything I read on this community I identify with. I first came to this sub about a year ago and started tearing up while reading some of the posts here. It was so amazing to know I was just some fuck up who couldn't do anything right. You guys have been such a huge source of help and inspiration. Heres where my problem begins.

I am a junior in college right now in a different state from my parents. I don't work as it takes me so much time to complete simple homework assignments and studying. My parents and I have a very loving relationship...except when I bring this topic up. They refuse to believe me and they just say I'm not trying hard enough and I need to study more and that I'm a bright kid (all that typical parent speak) and refuse tobelieve that I could ever have ADHD. I'm sure they just think I'm trying to just get the medication but in reality I really just need help as I am so frustrated with myself almost on a daily basis. I have medical insurance through them but is there anyway I could go to a psychiatrist without them knowing? How would I go about keep this a secret if at all possible? Not really sure what I should be doing anymore as I have been having serious breakdowns and mental blocks and I am just fed up with this vicious cycle. ",3.2323636363636368,4.915794525925929,4.623771043771047,83.77151515151516,74.1111111111111,7.575757575757577,25.60606060606061,8.296473431620573,1.6408888888888893,1062,36,211,18,22,353,149,270,0.081,0.812,0.108,0.4599,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,5,2,25,14,3,0,11,0,25,5,0,2,6,55,49,25,0,9,12,3,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,2,13,14,1,4,6,2,0,5,5,5,1,1,6,4,33,9,32,37,7,31,0,0,1,2,20,14,1,4,11,160,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686950037614847,0.0,0.0990933536688166,0.0,0.11193957556857792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086369858300037,0.0,0.0,0.09199203299511126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594684168384526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278557385226406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720763440021605,0.0,0.0,0.17850730933409933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679471024057628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550692944427315,0.0,0.0,0.10111868330201253,0.0,0.0,0.10046788334620016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950868507852343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334624281248662,0.0584046376749016,0.0,0.1905951600062748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106877361340496,0.0,0.0,0.10014012755617803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985833532596807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936234741838793,0.0,0.0,0.18430735189303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054613990325512105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008930717298847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252293817336017,0.1126560527579374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217707281989248,0.16577883226009318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723821717754112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602422005406813,0.10706204245432828,0.0,0.0,0.10696605817705772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236365853747337,0.0,0.1432285634497115,0.0,0.0,0.12001852080216276,0.0,0.19093275286594213,0.0,0.08889833725004581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791241509707444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31607671777938906,0.0,0.08405069483097112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162926303344533,0.0,0.0,0.06518450583186995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517934841058777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223684142680444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051087429300903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775968260503416,0.0,0.08138302542336641,0.0,0.0,0.07941101715252681,0.0,0.0,0.07198783345383293
adhd,anonlifeme,2018/02/20,"I did something life changing this week I decided to do the following, if I am getting distracted and end up being non productive-
Clean. Just clean. And organize.  
Let's see how it goes.
Feeling hopeful.",2.2754954954954947,5.145471189189191,3.717702702702706,79.39204954954958,93.86486486486488,7.872072072072072,33.193693693693696,8.344100000000001,3.9784990990991,162,10,26,5,6,53,33,37,0.059,0.69,0.251,0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404653765143591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387977800557217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934128050704874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985008506133853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799270982402793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911509978848228,0.2701840704005056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30481765359013285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29448136563085026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068332010301527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CraigBuchanananan,2018/02/20,"A migraine in my ADHD and Bipolar brain - just a wee snapshot and attempt to purge a bit! My migraine.

I can’t even see the page to type this through the fractal explosion of geometric eye blades. I can barely type because of a severe numbness in my left hand. I want to get this down on paper as it happens though and before it gets too unbearable. Something about naming the beast making it less scary, less real. I wish it were that easy. It repeatedly comes to mind that I might be having a stroke, a brain tumour or rather a haemorrhage. It seems impossible that something so sudden and violent, so alien and intrusive and so very painful couldn’t leave some lasting damage. I have these grim thoughts every time I have a migraine. I have been having them frequently since I was about 12 years old.

Please forgive me if these descriptions are over laboured and dramatic or seem fanciful but I have had years of this pain and countless hours and days in this pain to think about how to name this pain. I have bipolar disorder and I suppose I do tend towards the macabre. Furthermore, this is an attempt to describe the indescribable.

The first indicators of the onset of my migraine are the visual aura which always begins for me in the extreme periphery of my vision and usually from my left side. It takes the form of the kind of visual echo or distortion that can be left over after looking at a too bright fluorescent light or the sun. I often get freaked out or paranoid that these uncommon visual blips mean that a migraine is on its way. I feel that the stress or worry of thinking one is coming can exacerbate its advent, can perhaps even bring one on where there was nothing. This fear can be visceral. I feel like I have been marked. I feel like I am being hunted.

My fingertips go numb and within a couple of minutes a pins and needles like numbness has spread up the arm and down the whole side of the body and is most pronounced in the side of the face, head, oesophageal tract and especially the mouth. A spongy fat tongue makes for slurred drunken like speech and it makes it embarrassing to ask for help. In bad cases, it can make the uvula and throat feel so swollen and can induce a fear that one’s breathing will be blocked. A fear of a kind of anaphylaxis.

Sometimes the stress of feeling this way is enough to bring on a real migraine where there might have only been light distortion or sensitivity before. Being outside when one of these begins is problematic particularly if one has to negotiate busy roads and crowds, this can make one feel incredibly vulnerable and paranoid. Fear and paranoia go hand in hand with migraine. I wonder again if I am having a stroke. Should I ask for help or just go and lie down in a dark alley next to some bins?

Next up - a visual distortion or aura grows into the form of a spiralling fractal ring composed of several interlocking rings of linked triangles in alternating and opposing colours of black, white, grey, super bright silver and all dressed in a mercury-like shimmering quality. There is a distinct mechanical, numerical or mathematical quality to these. They are spinning around each other similar to the gears inside a watch or an illustrated or animated and exploded schematic of some complex machinery. They obliterate my field of vision and distort everything I look at. Closing the eyes does not make them go away instead they tattoo my inner eyelids with fire.

They feel or appear at this point like they are made of a material that is hard and sharp and unforgiving compared to the soft, squelchy, fragile and vulnerable stuff that my eyes, ears, skin and of course my brain are made out of. The brutal marriage of unforgiving metal and weak soft skin is a recurrent clash in my migraine. A series of metal, dirty rusty metal, ratchets and hasps squeezing and tightening and locking and clamping around different parts of my brain, the stem and the cortex and around each lobe and the top of the spine. These initial aurae are terrible portents of the coming of things that are so opposed and anathema to the soft inner workings of the brain – things like ratchet straps and bear traps, razor wire snares and gristle splattered meat tenderisers. There is a disturbing clash of the organic and the mechanical inherent in the images that pollute my field of vision at the start of the migraine.

These visual signifiers fade and give way to an incoming barrage of hammering red hot nails and needles penetrating into the side of the head via the temple and then scraping in and around the eye socket and this repeats as an interminable cycle. The mechanical nature of the aura gives way to a mechanised artillery barrage of stabbing brutalising weapons. For me this can last an hour, a day or in this most recent and thankfully rare bout; for hours every day for four days. The artillery analogy works best here because of the great violence of it all and that it leaves me as what I can only think of as shell-shocked. Whimpering, crying and abject - broken. A different person.

A severing, hacking detachment of some valuable and necessary part of the brain, usually grasped up and then severed roughly around the base of the occipital lobe; leaving the sense that this connection will not be made again. Loss. Something important lost. Removed. Robbed or stolen. Amputated in fact. I often think of those poor fuckers who wake up in a bath of ice in a grotty Thai hotel room having been robbed of a kidney. Hyperbole? Perhaps, but none the less there is something horribly seedy and obscene about the whole thing and this grim analogy sticks in my febrile imagination. A perverse desire to cause more pain to override the pain one is in can occur – to be knocked unconscious with a brick or a metal bar – pain trumps pain – beat the pain – kill the pain – beat the pain – dig and core it out with a spike or corkscrew and on and on and on ad-fucking-nauseam.

It feels like these omniscient devices or forces are trying to bore their way into the basal ganglia right at the centre of the brain and that they have some dark motive for doing so. I imagine that they are attempting to control aspects of my will such as movement, choice, decision making and the like. Again, there is so much damn time to think while all of this is going on and a mind like mine can only conjure up these sadistically willed forces. Time stretches out interminably during these episodes and becomes a period of zombie like bondage and a kind of living death. Or at any rate no kind of decent life.

Every time the migraine makes this journey into the centre of me it chews up and destroys all these bits of me, burnt out fuses and electrodes, important bits of jelly that represent various aspects of the subject, the sufferer, the person and the self. It feels like it leaves one a mere copy of what was there before but a degraded copy. A simulacrum or derivative. This is a haunting feeling no doubt and usually fades in me as I return to myself and the pain gives way to numb dizziness which then gives way to some kind of relief in sleep.

No, not sleep, unconsciousness, and those are very different things indeed. You don’t fall asleep you pass out. It’s more like a narcotic coma or a catatonic sleep paralysis. Full of fear and worry that it could all just start up again…",8.35925070020879,8.281079298141266,7.6857279625197314,72.77605438712634,61.59479553903346,10.730457809237663,36.56592147476702,10.236695888559543,3.7335358252278863,5876,244,1008,113,73,1834,569,1345,0.183,0.7290000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9995,5,0,4,0,0,0,113.0,0,2,10,15,44,71,7,10,120,0,83,72,33,16,7,209,148,118,2,10,34,0,27,12,0,7,37,4,2,3,81,96,3,4,29,3,1,17,10,45,0,10,14,48,64,26,177,117,36,152,0,6,15,1,29,84,2,41,56,710,145,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336536302427873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030024368204660912,0.0,0.0,0.024538021945518844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060985577164247,0.06746641578998266,0.0,0.03390164238713267,0.0,0.030128220926366394,0.04399234159843007,0.0398513982671703,0.09211321970275232,0.0,0.037867414157663606,0.0,0.11818153147092494,0.040080641553876833,0.0,0.2819678894486641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370677010906543,0.0,0.09324823803678033,0.0,0.0,0.04047072106190682,0.028809743997443293,0.03992571389854798,0.03963603781287827,0.0930835069563935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309875370948096,0.041354824862820896,0.0,0.03157691991854777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372839082011145,0.0,0.04766563179217045,0.0,0.09120573211485887,0.0,0.03242952918809258,0.0,0.0,0.20301988452346534,0.1824490520038381,0.10311225772536513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030692612407467294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056556428953666076,0.13845835055376934,0.10253544215110004,0.0,0.0,0.03978219357678819,0.0,0.0,0.03190852585056693,0.0,0.03232373452411561,0.0,0.07406417603293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837202793240945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660495703664352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992105400151556,0.18787709799753616,0.0,0.0588257480039216,0.0,0.1528288944006474,0.11761450698525044,0.0,0.025486847932920203,0.2115429449910536,0.0,0.03186239753989348,0.0,0.060602115611596265,0.0,0.03938941010705678,0.0,0.0,0.1024292596459115,0.1926881675840601,0.0,0.0,0.03930551709218777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655779686289098,0.07286811113005615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026525529282044998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675043757213053,0.0,0.0,0.034623097903264594,0.0,0.03786357043394853,0.0,0.19560894417316466,0.08232939860320218,0.4607447430884093,0.0,0.0,0.07814984299429889,0.0,0.0,0.06301345257505303,0.0,0.0396088547367372,0.034110577097944426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214186073075269,0.0,0.0,0.035628109767989434,0.0,0.0,0.03081511760675072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02875388313161902,0.06569813868518333,0.0376429670596605,0.16305636745825597,0.0,0.029848649659477807,0.0,0.10832869747823536,0.0,0.0,0.11111538550420937,0.0356875108276812,0.0,0.05108018359552408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266707013516877,0.0,0.041306982324299864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027130306427457267,0.0,0.0,0.033220845042494763,0.0,0.0,0.09588911412255477,0.11560427068321096,0.03545186217496345,0.028646273791923287,0.08416233184496442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02449833249900954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119222654533904,0.05954534407698664,0.02128298717200809,0.2004898567587992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057189333798066,0.04149425198603919,0.0,0.039131023849991016,0.05253844533158786,0.0732891052775028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046473190604287146
adhd,meroboh,2018/02/20,"Do your meds stop working when you are sick, or is this just tolerance? I've been on Vyvanse for about 5 weeks. I started off at 20mg, then bumped it up a couple of weeks ago to 20mg + 10mg booster 2 hours later.

But I've also been sick for a week. And nothing is working. I have to write 20 minutes worth of presentation material for tomorrow and I just can't start. 

What's your experience with meds and sickness?",1.6564655172413794,3.511071701149426,3.7064224137931054,87.85894396551727,79.11494252873564,6.648850574712642,25.81752873563219,7.6454224807358475,1.3247942528735632,326,13,71,5,8,111,63,87,0.114,0.835,0.051,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,0,10,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,13,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,13,42,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322531382062808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431780190218554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411897203534228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322537984273454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466549804044788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842512648630137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915681864266594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085734478865262,0.0,0.0,0.18224028218869973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245490402763363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173827516153723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TwinBorb,2018/02/20,"My doctor recently took me off my ADHD meds and I want advice. Yesterday my doctor took me off one of my ADHD meds and I have noticed a lot more energy. I have been on it since I was probably 7 or 8. I am 15 now. So I haven't experienced the full force of ADHD since then. Before my medicine and even on my meds for a few years, before they found the right doseage, I had extreme ADHD. Like not even joking one of the most worst cases. You won't believe this but my principle wanted to expell me in kindergarden due to me behaving so poorly. I got in fights so many times as a kid until 8th grade and I havent been in one since. I am kinda scared to move back into that place again and I would really REALLY aprecciate any advice or help you can give for a person moving back into ADHD. If you have any advice on how to calm your self or especially how to release a lot of energy while sitting still in a classroom that would be super helpful. Thanks!",3.4728061224489792,4.435252505102046,5.161836734693877,82.99030612244898,72.41836734693878,8.048979591836735,23.18367346938776,8.418075326091056,1.3056979591836737,745,18,152,12,14,254,114,196,0.055,0.809,0.13699999999999998,0.9467,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,4,1,1,12,8,1,1,9,0,16,2,0,2,0,24,24,19,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,4,4,3,0,3,8,1,27,5,24,12,7,32,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,8,14,115,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628307836306464,0.2745826923353227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273897244915046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440439637611208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594026569054394,0.10552746959693883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173853821652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372863051471412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026979517068418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985122746321215,0.0,0.0,0.07491181049836625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556226669546874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575959290912671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925989265970034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949607892191696,0.0,0.0,0.3121194057325121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910042547667334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663730306552537,0.0,0.0,0.1904078410559612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178395940611301,0.09785914493143326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098584049955324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200073592380629,0.0,0.09248208958273653,0.0,0.0,0.07998870794909713,0.0,0.0,0.09377419575347913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771217935618197,0.0,0.0,0.23243996184819124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748003444917025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623340354684182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546163434144014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812872668787602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049113405383784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307270886968398,0.0,0.0,0.06031666856099695
adhd,bulbasauuuur,2018/02/20,"Vyvanse withdrawal - I'm totally out of control I went through testing to get an ADHD diagnosis a couple years ago. I've been on Vyvanse ever since, 60mg. I also suffer from depression and have taken 2 anti-depressants as well. I'm still on those.

I'm poor with no insurance so I get Vyvanse free from the company's patient assistance program (PAP). My doctor's office has to renew my standing with them every year where I give my pay stubs and my medicaid denial letter. I did this in October. February when it was time to get my next prescription, I was terminated from the PAP so I can't get my medication. The doctor's office is still working on figuring it out. There was some mention that when I got it approved in October, it was a 90 day supply but that was never told to me before and no one said I had to resubmit stuff either. I basically have no idea what's going on and all I can do is call my doctor's office everyday to find out if they know anything yet. 

I feel like I'm out of control and have no idea what is going on. I have suffered severely from depression most of my life, but I'm still on my anti-depressants. I know every damn coping skill in the book. I do DBT and CBT on my own for emotional regulation. I just don't know what is happening to me.

Of course I'm tired most of the time. I sleep a lot. 8 hours in the middle of the day.

The worst of it is that I'm just so fucking emotional. I cry all the time, and before this I was never crying. I am irritable and lash out at people, and I may have lashed out inappropriately with a client at work and am worried now at possible repercussions due to that. All because I'm not on vyvanse? Does suddenly going from 60 mg to 0 overnight cause this? I've been without it about 2.5 weeks. But there's no other explanation. The only thing that has changed is vyvanse. I tell all this to my doctor and they just say they are trying to get me back on it. I can't afford to get adderall out of pocket or anything so I can't really even try another med.

What is happening to me? Can anyone help? Is this normal?

I used to go to therapy but I stopped over a year ago. I called my old therapist crying yesterday. I saw her for over 3 years and never cried in front of her and she always wanted me to work on that. I cried on her answering machine yesterday just desperate for someone to help me.

Today she texted me ""This seems like a medication thing and I don't think a therapy session would help.""

So now I feel like humiliated that I asked for help and got rejected by my own therapist. I was around people when I got the text and had to excuse myself to go to the bathroom and cry.

Does anyone have any ideas, suggestions, solutions?

I also can't concentrate but that's like nothing compared to the emotional rollercoaster I'm dealing with.",2.37400325027086,4.388794330985917,4.500281690140844,82.25300650054172,77.52112676056339,7.960780065005418,25.535752979414948,8.786649364141006,2.062430010834236,2212,83,438,51,52,762,245,568,0.127,0.778,0.095,-0.9761,1,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,4,7,29,14,2,0,21,0,43,12,1,4,9,78,85,35,0,4,14,0,2,4,0,2,10,2,0,0,30,29,0,3,13,1,3,7,16,8,1,1,20,5,65,7,77,63,13,75,0,5,1,1,26,31,2,8,40,310,95,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490093267844962,0.0,0.11049233529654108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968042299991904,0.051858281005309176,0.0,0.0,0.042382228618140234,0.06535179569433024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715630978557842,0.0,0.10257413013063572,0.05548127425066048,0.058264212665677675,0.0,0.0,0.0479230505251156,0.0,0.03799192704309403,0.0,0.10606569523989888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272788580804304,0.0,0.0,0.06402357066356347,0.06593017257804884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980257709403154,0.0,0.0689599486848507,0.41075770976953657,0.08038721460848176,0.06425296085290817,0.21471712155622188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551636435054129,0.10907971653265226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031720003834592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116419221421366,0.056375322090177,0.10502074965834064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302543416383045,0.0890480758789748,0.0,0.0,0.05696269971171367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761722300084199,0.1953692524248167,0.059786537401928914,0.17709987220480206,0.0,0.1495377821757808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022522031068063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670969527296259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137625479056667,0.0,0.0,0.21106749142524026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275436731631536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402104693879224,0.12179277635705835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052985350328267865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692275407231168,0.12556906918457186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442035551836281,0.0,0.06628192359894715,0.0,0.06106395805037105,0.059801236385820036,0.0,0.06539820128915165,0.0,0.042232127604391545,0.04739995480404688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641476252743853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026056673910462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992613497979623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059284076339627616,0.0495622790180533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673712289694605,0.0,0.07040800047578127,0.0,0.051554778808965376,0.0,0.06236867329976959,0.0,0.052806638170350216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931527548005954,0.052105373685206055,0.0,0.0,0.07134568435389575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054473629270964885,0.0,0.14254508245033445,0.14472515475627834,0.08281014593915191,0.03993448730470287,0.0,0.0,0.10902428883251346,0.0716318834660424,0.0590755460577733,0.05955293167367015,0.0,0.08462735350400577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538276351608504,0.0,0.0,0.036760111715757965,0.0,0.049992283871162495,0.0,0.056036458612796256,0.057774660824789874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007778796970487,0.0,0.13611710876057356,0.06329270594807095,0.0,0.044272942677776816,0.0,0.0,0.16053758474733146
adhd,inconstantine,2018/02/20,"Just got back from the ADHD specialist and it went as well as I could hope. I've been unknowingly struggling against ADHD my whole life and finally got a diagnosis. It's such a massive weight off to know that I do have a legitimate problem and am not just lazy and bad.

It especially satisfying to have gone to this specialist who gave me a pretty immediate diagnosis (99th percentile hyperactive, 98th percentile inattentive, and 95th percentile impulsive) when the last psychologist I spoke with wouldn't even test me without 7 months of continuous therapy.

The testing was more expensive than I would've liked but I'm so glad I did it. I just took my first dose of medication and I'm hoping all goes well from here. I just had to share with some people who would get it.",7.901741379310343,7.8704289931034515,8.161508620689657,68.83122844827588,62.51724137931035,12.215517241379313,36.745689655172406,11.698219412168324,4.4017758620689635,624,27,114,18,8,205,97,145,0.041,0.7829999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,7,0,11,4,0,0,1,25,24,11,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,8,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,3,2,1,11,2,11,7,16,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,8,79,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004179065759582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280975208304833,0.1390957934035911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300865686270122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003120443818062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249133580018528,0.0,0.1417014726783755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703646299605544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647467773595856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33092315989797666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155357434815613,0.13579318392485032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766752983027097,0.08138751882157573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782202175449154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297064602522796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549261494860907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948204431324246,0.0,0.15940424827534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415616611731105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051032299055248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850877551976824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028618889669702,0.29956905271116896,0.15443071209749076,0.0,0.1859919219469754,0.0,0.1605869328344487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366816859423884,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,birdsoupy,2018/02/20,"How does medication help you? I was diagnosed a few months ago and ever since I've been debating if I want to take anything or not. I'm pretty confidant it would help once I found the right meds, but I'm afraid of side effects. I've read that there can be some undesirable long term side effects which terrifies me. So how do you, my medicated friends, feel on meds?
TLDR;
Is being medicated worth it in your experiences?",3.611777003484324,5.6230895853658565,5.095644599303134,79.39378048780492,73.87804878048779,9.075958188153312,27.567944250871076,9.606745405546679,2.631677351916376,334,13,66,9,7,112,66,82,0.119,0.746,0.134,-0.4125,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,4,1,15,14,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,4,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083570110358295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930974252987306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415788212747505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877945413701852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412295801295768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774832333403247,0.0,0.0,0.09174156618096847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893970447051065,0.14018017111106365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243230948756886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056877883592732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030780965212485,0.5483454365867809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482375671093647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322778484294886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458981050476628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148920018071546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154948853953737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008912559819276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642037463544432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701807187950801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888984120732735,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,filmgeekvt,2018/02/20,"Reddit made my son 15 minutes late to school, again Wait, that's not quite right -- 

*My relationship with Reddit* made my son 15 minutes late to school, again. 

Hmm. Still not quite the full story -- 

*Because of my ADHD*, my relationship with Reddit made my son 15 minutes late to school, again. ",1.2152830188679218,3.578321943396233,1.6166226415094336,92.91210377358492,103.15094339622641,3.629433962264152,16.620754716981132,5.6839178017228535,-0.3816701886792453,225,6,42,2,10,68,26,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,6,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,21,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758178209596998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514692441278644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282062463434211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44306934666714864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33202758157388146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351500802236955,0.0,0.13329427619307568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738938648238742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464831641435135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MisunderstoodComrade,2018/02/20,"Diagnosis delayed by over a month. It’s driving me nuts! What to do in the meantime? I am incredibly frustrated at my psychologist!! 

On the 16th of January my psychologist calls me and tells me I will get the diagnosis ADHD- Combined type and that I will start my medication on the 2nd of February. This makes me super happy as I struggling incredibly to focus at Uni, and am terrified of failing my upcoming exams in the summer. 

However,  three days before the 2nd of Feb, the receptionist calls me and tells me my psychologist is sick, and that she doesnt know when he’ll come back. She told me she’d let me
know when he’s back. I am destroyed and worried sick I will never get the meds in time for the exam prep. I have no clue how long I must wait and I think about the phone call almost every single day, and await my phone eagerly in hope of a phone call. 

Fastforward a couple of weeks and I FINALLY today (20th of feb) get a phone call from my psychologist’s receptionist telling me I’ll get an appointment on the 5th of March, but that she isnt entirely sure my psychologist will be there for my appoinyment because he is still not feeling very well.

I act politely and say ok and thank her for letting me know. After the conversation i get super angry and also sad. I realize I have to wait two more weeks- and maybe even more to start my medication which I was supposed to have in early Feb. 

Any idea what I can do or some friendly advice? I feel so helpless and broken...

TLDR: Was promised a diagnosis on the 2nd of Feb. Psychologist gets sick and new appointment is March 5th. I am broken and almost on the verge of crying. I dont want to wait any more and am worried about failing my exams without my meds.",4.2455752212389415,5.606025970501476,5.745007669616518,78.02558230088498,71.00589970501474,9.081817109144543,28.30926253687316,9.490545024520769,2.5281317050147494,1360,50,264,31,25,461,166,339,0.177,0.745,0.078,-0.9864,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,13,18,2,1,20,1,28,5,0,2,3,44,52,25,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,6,5,1,0,0,8,18,0,4,8,0,0,3,7,7,1,2,3,3,46,11,39,39,5,41,0,4,0,0,24,14,0,5,24,180,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559991047253043,0.09399430987798738,0.0,0.0,0.19263781957847534,0.0,0.0,0.07692192581982357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082298600783565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792607120279144,0.0,0.05863562986211246,0.0,0.08184934710076562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910961744064163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285789408118145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643076940552776,0.10565857410416007,0.12406727766355673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273223071808967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353161121592098,0.0,0.08104297786504877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727161313342897,0.0,0.0,0.10536982354714973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431501303561741,0.0,0.3015271944122537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239446965950194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553690539120822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858513256510936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585880874597599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671856022739032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851238145718266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420658495745339,0.0,0.09663429837260426,0.0,0.21368752627370896,0.1937996315502749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677676009764049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418651754583669,0.09289947336663744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649297294998819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616546106755928,0.0,0.07681627745000633,0.0,0.0,0.10055712734505903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065654308477106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221902217977954,0.08855746717914335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163372059742433,0.0,0.0,0.056088300361917136,0.0,0.09117547126832114,0.09191225427602362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396220867900852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936560384034927,0.056734482086422476,0.0,0.1543132597462692,0.0,0.08648503252484446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272230214409262,0.0,0.0,0.19536822518810432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mach_8,2018/02/20,"I have never felt like I belonged somewhere more I was diagnosed a couple years ago, during my junior year of college, and it came as a big surprise. I’ve never had any hyperactive tendencies and tend to be physically VERY low energy, so I had never entertained the idea that I might have ADHD. Of course, I misunderstood the huge variety of symptoms that can come with the disorder. I started therapy and a daily dose of Vyvanse and saw my grades skyrocket and my behavior improve. I realized that my previous behavior had actually been abnormal (zoning out for 20 minutes at a time during class, not being able to sit and finish an assignment before getting up and doing something else). 

Since joining this subreddit, I’ve noticed entire chunks of my personality that mesh exactly with some of your descriptions. Like being extremely excited at the front end of a project or hobby or idea but unable/unwilling to follow through. Or extreme procrastination habits and the accompanying anxiety. Or even commitment issues in my relationships and friendships. Things that I’d always attributed to laziness. All of your posts have helped me realize that these struggles may be due in part to this disorder, and that in turn has greatly helped my mental process. I’m far less down on myself and much more motivated to tackle these habits. 

I’ve also found comfort in posts about the struggle of this diagnosis and the issues with ADHD drug abuse that invite judgment when people realize I take those same medicines. And the niggling, “What if I don’t really have ADHD and I’m just making myself high every day?” thoughts, even though I just feel NORMAL when I take my meds. 

So thank you to everyone here who posts and lurks and keeps this sub going. Even when you just come to vent frustration or commiserate, you help more than you know. <3",7.2650000000000015,8.686040166666668,7.459393939393941,68.29909090909092,64.0,10.84848484848485,34.69696969696969,10.832165505486646,4.224333333333334,1485,65,233,40,22,481,203,330,0.095,0.8059999999999999,0.099,0.0987,0,0,2,0,1,0,32.0,0,6,0,1,15,12,1,2,14,0,19,4,0,3,6,59,41,31,0,2,11,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,19,23,0,1,11,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,10,3,29,8,35,25,9,40,0,1,1,0,12,15,0,9,17,166,48,8,0.09833024794863834,0.11650526473800228,0.09595613768907812,0.0,0.3545215487133799,0.0,0.08716383189880328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863466375878599,0.08181864336519591,0.0,0.0,0.06686794049295239,0.0,0.0752223705389842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367179863931846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246360817629476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694056037051453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880054908396153,0.0,0.06341487526842121,0.0,0.0,0.09980313183240924,0.0,0.0,0.22538996616461815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403186983281435,0.0,0.08214230469925686,0.0,0.08709141371864065,0.0,0.0,0.19483860418626167,0.0,0.08284747484554675,0.09395876576512543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971872785620438,0.0,0.09441245827273552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781404153109944,0.0,0.0,0.05137349612184572,0.0,0.05588334593066438,0.0,0.0,0.10840944549964364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772607746190884,0.10389130566297036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200576227019275,0.0,0.2052624637158642,0.0,0.08740044237873339,0.0,0.0,0.054039732714428836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607838459006217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563620405260485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922273850331424,0.0,0.0990937624110874,0.1043128540732725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228404626558607,0.0,0.2275150472564777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963427655012146,0.0,0.11194963901802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648207631566398,0.0,0.06816981299473404,0.08585817973427988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251958963121404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299287472579705,0.0,0.0,0.10556988722882196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133979721985869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569942885212695,0.0,0.0,0.06959865560105491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559224988333186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220277759813656,0.1478642182140584,0.0,0.0,0.09052928122565347,0.11244920809535064,0.0,0.0653262474793721,0.0,0.0966089693595993,0.07806323327593899,0.057337158329758324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069550735266172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113275253426556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664291159021532
adhd,AerieC,2018/02/20,"A portrait of the ADHD brain. https://waitbutwhy.com/2013/10/why-procrastinators-procrastinate.html

I don't think this blog post was intended to describe ADHD and how our brain works differently from ""normal people"", but it does exactly that in a very elegant way.

I know this has been posted here before, but I think it's worth reposting every once in a while. It's just such a perfect representation of our ""instant gratification monkey brain"", and the youtube spiral example describes every day of my life before medication.",11.417142857142856,12.957275000000005,9.785809523809524,54.82585714285716,54.95238095238096,11.481904761904767,35.84761904761905,11.20814326018867,4.450150476190476,436,16,58,10,5,134,62,84,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.9468,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,4,5,3,2,2,13,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976044108656472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815197806011365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539889215163593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668195295628098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282826739365234,0.0,0.0,0.14475980097453278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874628394705764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091028246619502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684075089510475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664283738099647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207607967963242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616646831697166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468111783173655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168524886596938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119883922697331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648848874081518,0.0,0.13130237363546568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042743417233533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Soulfreezer,2018/02/20,"Methylphenidat alternatives Hey guys, I have diagnosed ADHD and I´m currently trying to find the right Medication of course under medical supervision now you might ask yourself why the hell am I asking Questions to a bunch of strangers then.! 
Simple, Im trying to determine if I should suggest taking another Route in regards to the Medication towards my Psychiatrist. 

I didnt do the usual route with Ritalin IR and then upping the dose which of course isn´t Ideal but there were certain reason which im not going to get into now.

I was prescribed Ritalin LA 30mg which worked ok, it helped but the dose wasnt right, I felt a better effect when taking two Ritalin 30mg pills was more concentrated didn´t have a brain fog and it just wasn´t all at once anymore. Downside (with 30mg and 60mg) was that I took it at 7am then the first dose worked till 9:30 am something around that and the second dose was not as strong as the first dose didnt help as much and it also started around idk 11-12am something around that timeline while only working for an hour and a half.  

Now I have been prescribed Concerta, first I started with 18mg with that Dose It was like I didn´t even take medication. Not good at all.

Then it was going up to 36mg, barely any effect still having brain fogs and so on. 

Now Im getting 54mg I feel calm while talking but I still have bad trouble concentrating, I ""feel"" it working but only for a short amount of time maybe an hour or a bit more after taking it and even then the effect will were of really really fast, even tho it´s said that it can work up to 12 Hours.. 

First I was thinking I´m imagining that it´s wearing of but no thats not the case, its really really hard for me in school again, of course school isn´t easy but in comparision to the time while taking Ritalin.. School feels like torture again.

Im wondering the next step will most likely be going up to 72mg.. So again wondering will it help ""again"" if not what can I do.. What could be the problem I´ve read that for some the medication doesnt work and you should just find the right one for you so Im wondering what alternatives there are.. 

Im living in Germany I dont think Adderal is usually prescribed but Elvanse/Vyvanse which is different but comparable so I have read.

How has been your experience with any Kind of ADHD medication Strattera, Ritalin, Vyvanse and so on......

Also as a quick side note, another reason why I wasn´t happy with Ritalin was that I had a depressive phase during the Time between the First and the second dose. Not always but rather often, which of course is not really something that I like.. haha With concerta that is not the case. 
My Sleep is good around 8 Hours each night, I eat Breakfast, lunch and dinner and I drink a lot of water and one yogurt drink a day.

I hope I didnt do that much grammer mistakes, I´m not a native speaker and I always struggle writing in english from my PC Keyboard haha I usually prefer the Mobile Phone Keyboard..

It´s a really long text I dont think I´ll get a lot of answers maybe I just needed some place to rant or share my experience idk whatever haha! 

Thanks for any reply in advance!",3.477785632288075,5.601404699836872,4.564139024832336,82.55887363301312,74.59543230016314,7.411866352486254,25.05495136245544,8.285830014693849,1.6927196785692709,2503,84,468,44,54,817,265,613,0.101,0.821,0.078,-0.9133,2,0,6,0,0,0,62.0,0,4,0,18,35,28,2,1,36,4,49,32,4,6,3,96,79,52,0,12,26,0,5,4,0,6,21,2,0,1,31,29,7,0,21,4,0,6,17,8,0,11,20,7,37,20,64,50,15,79,1,1,0,0,18,28,1,16,49,319,68,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818760244544788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529796611454017,0.08875174809305847,0.0,0.0,0.10880124075712708,0.11184493578370668,0.0,0.0,0.052890271574252086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990448509746755,0.09971504309630333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452936787748606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716715858738833,0.0582239146486083,0.0,0.0,0.1190706301537446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042580665219287814,0.0,0.0,0.03439424563698989,0.0,0.04593412930924533,0.05413009829405328,0.0,0.055719807493481724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500766060292834,0.10448864732787903,0.0,0.05457118508679008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567436715100816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433639608874333,0.0,0.0,0.0808976504995112,0.0380998571750441,0.05120636549831012,0.0,0.09748759653249917,0.2268176790713075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835901342090442,0.0,0.0909281388075181,0.08946344799867241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052806324332451325,0.0,0.056772109578941764,0.04777432657959914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724044237693088,0.0,0.0,0.05296996683257247,0.21008216232659413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456414239106409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553629225524783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421982369304922,0.0,0.04709247270126611,0.047196479895052636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068064682814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715682193651646,0.0,0.0,0.3223537547091466,0.0,0.05657603063800739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840921337054631,0.03954444769373406,0.0,0.0,0.05671839166607594,0.050047767362339214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056796042970623024,0.0722772733287308,0.08112164088046876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055719807493481724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103080574184757,0.0,0.0,0.05974320781176915,0.0,0.10669136864085997,0.0,0.20499219442080305,0.1096668189864611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366337937562872,0.05073023350586578,0.0,0.0,0.16192222311413018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336976731867291,0.0,0.0,0.12317101024795793,0.0,0.0,0.07549626949874283,0.0,0.08518081367753755,0.0,0.0,0.055753404178577416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004923222134098,0.04286564030711235,0.0,0.04910025167810729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251753882266867,0.0,0.0,0.09329364598006497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925298342345772,0.07241683887671461,0.0,0.052096883993275736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762105189033783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624631979653414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350640391587324,0.2329547203201177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,omni_ash,2018/02/20,Taking Vyvanse 40mg after quitting Wellburtin 200mg hi everyone today i need to focus to finish my hws.  i stopped taking wellburtin 200mg after 3days and i called my psychiatrist to ask if i can take my vyvanse 40mg but he wasnt in. i couldnt find anything online so i took it hastely.  Anyone know if i screwed up?  Ive been on wellburtin 100mg for a month but that didnt really do much so we raised my dosage to 200mg but i started having side effects and i stopped after 2 weeks or so.,0.8691958041958046,3.0061393461538484,3.0741958041958064,89.86171328671331,83.42307692307692,4.935664335664336,23.87762237762238,6.11248444174946,0.6192615384615383,388,15,80,3,11,132,66,104,0.092,0.908,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,16,16,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,15,0,11,11,1,15,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,3,10,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808675985411996,0.0,0.18605207032170867,0.0,0.21136279446499592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308622556573296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603782976277666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066413470722248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425265999948873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804621675135916,0.0,0.1662015071667274,0.167642207446077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047359424942616,0.0,0.0,0.14483847074256526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002703300770366,0.0,0.0,0.3780412326840088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099726120666784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430603672555965,0.0,0.25119331583048565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135504346943274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mamesx,2018/02/20,"Something that has helped me greatly in my college classes This is probably a no-brainer for you all but I’ve found that if I sit in the front row, my distractions are immediately limited. It forces me to not check my phone as my professor is right in front of me, or do homework for other classes. It keeps me engaged and I more than likely will participate in class compared to sitting in the back row and having much more distractions.",6.651071428571428,7.007425773809526,6.976285714285716,74.9687142857143,65.07142857142857,10.053333333333336,37.03809523809524,9.888512548439397,3.6799123809523806,351,17,64,7,5,114,60,84,0.086,0.873,0.041,-0.4215,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,3,12,7,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,50,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598299515350797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772164382555397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37049804959536936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725441282501922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649222375067846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003476446595552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508449916805945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484008370146847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643213551973979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885710940895012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601376439181749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,larsonisttt,2018/02/20,Took my adderall ir on an empty stomach and felt horrible I ended up puking out last nights dinner at work this morning and felt super dizzy. I feel a bit better after barfing. Has this happened to anyone else?,5.018666666666668,6.675524200000003,5.835000000000001,76.97666666666667,69.5,6.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.6580833333333334,168,6,26,1,3,55,36,40,0.209,0.649,0.142,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,2,6,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370688992348448,0.2838515447234729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450118791532317,0.3024466846626468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314242988027569,0.0,0.2453677118674704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400754674903989,0.0,0.5319874341000814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497807066455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258176751707204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599753280908727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077922276602525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168225623025213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ExhaustedGinger,2018/02/20,"I wish I could just be rational with this stuff for once. I'm a 23 year old woman, I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist when I was 14, then by my primary care doc at 23 (she wanted to do an assessment because the diagnosis was old). My dad is a psychologist that specializes in focus and attention, and he commented to my mother that he thought I had a problem when I was 4.


I took medication at 14 for a month until my mother's religious beliefs and a fear of having an imperfect daughter made her take me off them. I failed out of high school... then college... and I started medication again on my own about 3 months ago. My friends and family have commented about how huge the improvement has been, and classes have been SO much easier for me. I got accepted to a nursing school.


Now, once the medication wears off, I can't help but doubt that I have ADHD... It's not like the medication doesn't help, it's just that I feel like somehow I'm cheating or I've lied to everyone to convince them I have it to get medication. I KNOW it's stupid. It's insane.... How do you stop questioning yourself and accept that you need the help?


**TL;DR**  Once my medication wears off, I question if I have a problem at all, and it's infuriating because it's clear I benefit in a huge way from the medication, but once I crash, I can't stop the self doubt. ",2.5188184079601967,4.476619787313432,4.703805970149258,81.22769900497514,76.87313432835822,8.645771144278607,27.21144278606965,9.2995712137729,2.483596517412934,1045,43,214,28,24,362,141,268,0.18600000000000005,0.688,0.125,-0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,2,1,12,17,2,3,18,0,22,10,2,3,2,42,37,20,0,7,7,4,1,2,1,0,8,0,0,2,14,10,0,2,9,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,11,1,35,9,28,24,3,31,1,1,0,0,22,13,0,7,18,145,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034767643229987,0.0,0.08139132603257906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194308862316983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936148107526287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733093899605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319357656826027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773625908148089,0.0,0.0,0.08655806108917513,0.10332104225289533,0.04642605884476909,0.06559496599459028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093854120644072,0.0,0.04797123854239352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734354309168012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463148401425614,0.09701100728318536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046090113592052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971550417760646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688063477664587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6474804895313164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657687962116456,0.0,0.06749696804732974,0.06808205841370944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926955859439132,0.3911336979736059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757153026550241,0.0,0.0,0.20571487535064234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858499131224549,0.0,0.0,0.09578644474221433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498941987809075,0.0,0.0,0.15352831293791047,0.0,0.0,0.10510991265920304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903588639371233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289342302086721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201343839382072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415677439745357,0.07288104178308623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055864397904905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059127933469706837
adhd,n4m3Unknown,2018/02/20,"General tips on studying? I'd like to preface this that although I'm not diagnosed nor looking for it, my terrible take on studying feels ADHD'ish and so the only thing I'm looking for here would be some tips so I can try to correct/improve my current approach. I'm good at the memorizing process itself but the organization process prior to it is just a pure disaster.

I tend to make long-winged posts; so tl;dr **my problems with studying are** pretty much being interrupted by random thoughts/ideas (I don't use smartphone or anything while studying, it's just my mind), unable to focus if I have sth else on my mind (I use journal for writing down random thoughts, but sometimes it redirects me from studying into creativity-stream, rip), jumping from A to Z, needing to change activities often if ""bored""/unfocused (might lead to hyperfocusing on sth else and having struggles going back to what I was at), might actually go overboard with studying something less priority over high priority ('cause of specific interest vs. what comes first), having problems to get through too much material at once (not sure where to begin, unable to see how long it's going to take, overwhelmed, eventually feeling like I'm not progressing quick enough), failing to address high-priority material first, not always able to follow through with a plan if I do plan it out, progressing too slowly if I don't get my full focus on it (with no distractions), having trouble keeping a steady tempo (even if I like the material), ... and so forth.

Any tips or experiences would be greatly appreciated, thanks.

Edit: phrasing + additional details at the end",7.0642783505154645,8.655343975945016,7.399276632302405,67.92860567010311,64.56701030927834,9.531340206185568,38.604982817869406,9.766711354998122,4.203155189003436,1311,70,202,27,20,427,170,291,0.104,0.7879999999999999,0.108,-0.1984,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,8,15,16,0,3,9,0,18,1,0,6,2,55,45,20,0,10,16,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,11,0,1,4,0,0,8,8,8,0,2,2,5,16,8,41,36,6,35,0,2,3,0,1,16,0,13,13,140,29,3,0.11650479990377866,0.0,0.11369187868665682,0.0,0.14001612917049494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694132652487404,0.0,0.0,0.07922725905439024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587352346851664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958499971388649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968252222532093,0.12324663031301772,0.1003585690771162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824991949556345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946496215004136,0.0,0.1031886722580764,0.12038060199670035,0.0,0.07695032155350891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396404982425964,0.0,0.0,0.11781665481781647,0.08323105233001918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819784656329892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173789878287528,0.0,0.1986370879184543,0.09771869862649732,0.0,0.12844695319199054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461874353114407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151973807838255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355481922668204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075508104470036,0.0,0.0,0.20620616344519288,0.19566937887105726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777678586103698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471863631940931,0.23527327223535024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712888662867284,0.08638683290169254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407380959218707,0.0,0.0886071502341728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157939340657737,0.11852726573376132,0.0,0.22295871838201145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283924159601906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969108687546543,0.11522622612485685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121796112763473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098043951316392,0.0,0.1751942206527924,0.0,0.0,0.10726196683788304,0.0,0.0,0.07740061222081321,0.0,0.0,0.09249179741116688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909911155874857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201245481147189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552333433127095,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rumourmaker18,2018/02/20,"Dyziplen on Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt... I love this show, but I'm so irritated at its take on ADHD meds. Granted, they're prescribed to a kid who doesn't need them, but they're depicted as ""taking away your joy."" I know that can be the case for some people with some meds, but this anti-stimulant strain in the media is no bueno >_<",5.731363636363637,6.014520166666667,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,67.03030303030303,9.024242424242424,30.13636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.199254545454546,265,9,53,4,4,84,55,66,0.139,0.785,0.076,-0.6485,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,9,2,5,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,0,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35179266014265825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750201572600086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087130438756608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26419130684936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502920547243461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170482352842372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293525125802847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44017815154722295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ArchaNiedes,2018/02/20,"Feeling numbed out.. Advice on switching meds to help mood? TL;DR Thinking of switching to adderall because ritalin numbs me out. 

* I have been only taking methylphenidate for about a year now and so far it has helped me a lot in my final semesters of college. I recently switched from taking 5m twice per day to a 10mg Extended release (effectively 2x 5mg doses) each day.

* Since then, I have noticed more that I am numbed out and my mood is noticeably decreased. So much so, that I am sitting here before class this morning debating on taking it today because I FEEL. I actually feel, for better and for worse. 


Can anyone relate to this feeling? If so, has changing medications or anything for that matter, helped anyone out?

Thanks guys! 

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adhd,siskins,2018/02/20,"Struggling and lonely, angry at psychiatrist who said I can't have ADHD Don't really know where to start. I've read the sub a bit and it seems I have a fairly standard story for quite a few women - I was good at school, didn't really have to try,  things that I now see were problems were overlooked because I was nicely behaved/squashed myself into fidgeting and directing frustration inwards. I left school and got in to a great art school, I was ready to be everything that I arrogantly assumed I should be, and my world just collapsed. I couldn't work any more, I didn't know how to start a project, I was terrified of working in front of people who were doing better than me. My mood collapsed, I felt like I didn't know who I was, and I eventually had to drop it. Convinced myself it was because of (real) problems with the place and that was it. 

I got a job, stayed there for nine months and then left to try university so I could do what I thought I should be doing. Uni was a nightmare of extensions, time off, subject changes. I was diagnosed with C-PTSD during the seven(!) years I spent on and off cobbling together what is essentially a useless degree which I learned nothing from. I got really mentally ill, PTSD was the big issue, I couldn't work, blah. 

I've been in a relationship for nine years which we started very young and carefree and, as time has gone on, it's become more and more obvious that I am just not cut out for being a real partner to someone. I'm good at being a thing away from the world, not so good when you want to be in the world. He ran out of patience, and now we're just in this pattern where we don't know what to do, get frustrated and angry with each other, never know whether to break up or stay or whatever. 

I can't keep a job, I got a job two years ago after being unemployed for years and I was thrilled. I was doing subtitles for TV and I was really enjoying feeling like I knew something, but after about four months one set of managers started telling me I was doing terribly, I kept getting marked down for missing characters or forgetting pieces of admin, and I had to leave before they sacked me. I haven't worked since and I cannot even get people to interview me. My CV is a trainwreck of part-time or failed jobs and I couldn't even tell you what I want to do with myself. Every time I commit to something I panic and fail - I've just started a well-regarded distance degree and find myself in the same patterns of fearing work, not working, and then when I do read things realising that I am not learning anything. 

Last year I got my psychiatrist to give me an evaluation, and I honestly wish I never had. My bf was sceptical of her as she continually forgot why I was being treated and would need me to repeat that I had PTSD from abuse, and she also advised me not to get off anti-psychotics before I started my last job, which I had wanted to do as I felt I would be too foggy and fail on them (which I did.)

Anyway, I went along with my mum as the psych wanted a childhood history. I had never considered that I had ADHD except I kept seeing women online talking about things that I had always felt were just me, like I was just a stupid and sensitive person who had an ego far above my ability. I felt positive and like it would be difficult to confront this, but that I had to. 

Well, at one point in my interview she aksed me if I was able to stay in my seat at school and generally not be badly behaved, and I said yes. She then tapped her pen on her pad, closed it over, and said to me, ""I can tell you right now you don't have ADHD."" I was angry and devastated, I tried arguing with her but I didn't feel confident saying to her that, as far as I knew, that was an outdated and ill-informed interpretation of ADHD. I'm sure you know what it's like when a psychiatrist has any inkling that you might have researched your own health though, automatic problem. She also told me that inattentive ADHD is ""not a thing"" in the UK.

She suggested to me that I had a neurosis from before school about ""wanting to be a good girl"" and that I should get psychotherapy for that. It made me furious and I completely disengaged from psychiatry. I had already got myself off venlafaxine and quetiapine, which had made me so ill I was referred to a neurologist and for an MRI because the side effects were so appalling, and I just couldn't deal with people telling me that I'm wrong and I just have yet more shit wrong with me I haven't realised. 

I guess I'm really just coming here because it's been nearly two years now since I started thinking this, and I'm no further forward. Nobody in my family or my boyfriend understands how I feel, they get angry and frustrated at me and nobody depends on me. I'm devastated by the state of my life, my lack of achievement, and the state of my relationships. I have no friends, I'm 31, no job, no achievements to speak of except if you go back to school. I'm terrified the psych was right and I don't have ADHD, despite me having screamingly long lists of symptoms and traits, and that I'm just useless as a person. My bf tries to say to me that if I was just lazy I wouldn't be so devastated by where I am, and I guess that's true but I just feel so awful about myself. I've just spent my twenties ping-ponging  between being an impulsive and hurtful mess or sitting not talking to anyone and ignoring deadlines coming at me. I try to talk to my mum or bf about it and they always end up frustrated with me. The only people that seem to get it are my stepdad, who thinks he has mild ADHD, and my dad, who I am convinced has very bad ADHD which he's been forced to manage himself. 

TL;DR, my twenties were a mess and I'm suffering the fallout now. Totally hopeless about the future, psych says I don't have ADHD because I was well-behaved at school (except of course when I didn't understand things and acted out and people just got stern with me until I was small and quiet again) and I just feel so alone in the world. How do I get out of this cycle? Am I ever going to feel okay about myself? Can I ever be person people want around? ",5.561483817014736,5.506826802278278,6.3811598182804445,79.7153723103698,67.38893409275835,9.333880300153693,30.657727601482684,9.036876407696331,2.388823967091583,4816,167,964,77,72,1595,429,1229,0.174,0.754,0.07200000000000001,-0.9993,8,3,2,0,1,1,130.0,2,8,4,14,60,61,11,3,46,3,126,8,1,7,10,206,216,99,0,27,41,3,10,6,5,8,7,9,0,7,61,79,0,5,32,4,2,10,35,37,1,8,81,21,173,23,144,107,12,130,0,10,2,0,73,61,1,17,57,710,234,41,0.03858019744522937,0.0457112252920246,0.0,0.0,0.4172931005450628,0.0,0.0341990172392846,0.0,0.0,0.03995744937448384,0.042574207238193815,0.06170513991661701,0.06420362973922057,0.0,0.0,0.05247171446819636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026976171087975315,0.0,0.03174821525156097,0.034344555203101264,0.0,0.0,0.036247365482232535,0.029665790421914293,0.06442570674168532,0.11759065137082765,0.04260879698608324,0.0984867193802418,0.0,0.0,0.034121049453814986,0.042119583426657066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081273334542845,0.06646684794984584,0.040450603002349934,0.0,0.0,0.030803148360777837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977448951524648,0.0,0.039158088300131504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034170603727190565,0.0,0.0,0.05096371310813223,0.06979599469439543,0.032505480297877434,0.0,0.03467339379828021,0.0,0.03636997660171858,0.04341344805923485,0.1170438422012269,0.02756170076355981,0.14817215892119814,0.0,0.03526160152573174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029806964843866583,0.0,0.16125248660963876,0.0370096408551464,0.043852030578245736,0.129436956767954,0.21599275785541328,0.04253480388342702,0.08500087411167931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100894579291275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413008992997408,0.0,0.0,0.04026770268284436,0.229709357653596,0.03429185214231548,0.0,0.0,0.12721600533942046,0.06289602029644326,0.0,0.0408508585537463,0.08383499481675186,0.0,0.027250334407553086,0.0942416785534662,0.0,0.0,0.03414226069101535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301103130565008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887976486551045,0.040927492711341024,0.0,0.0,0.061588691048457024,0.0,0.0,0.02860672755773078,0.08926627999047114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701873996237666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052285880504490234,0.029341978647376026,0.0,0.04526554913406695,0.0,0.04177859422038797,0.0,0.1604799072518329,0.10106022090476316,0.04030809495381588,0.0,0.036470756807591834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074811575682954,0.13529455874898702,0.0,0.0,0.04103478891337284,0.0771812755891421,0.08782542194558443,0.123577311929147,0.0,0.0,0.08284138764067768,0.0,0.06589455563921677,0.11009580764019516,0.09204156451255853,0.0,0.2733165365910851,0.0614868447376922,0.07024392556651156,0.0,0.0,0.039602018265193405,0.06382787600690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268887609787004,0.05940184170249705,0.0,0.0,0.19115083626043888,0.1233640716540156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033239902868421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636137951424632,0.04009959723936173,0.0,0.09302790394370956,0.13488317223266766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378581333954586,0.049441265445614266,0.037904848107576335,0.030628367321638907,0.06748927015212777,0.0,0.0,0.03686503197695633,0.0,0.1309671079731956,0.0,0.0753744939640915,0.08032669228844716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366540667489988,0.1365336001898683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406469239613236,0.035764229550186065,0.034812627428476524,0.0,0.04436532307121141,0.0,0.0,0.16852105936836534,0.0,0.0,0.08221879603545025,0.0843627789709993,0.0,0.14906629351960948
adhd,miamoo22,2018/02/20,"Concerta is giving me more concentration and focus, but how do I get motivation to start boring tasks! How do you use the focus and concentration productively? 
I know that's probably a stupid question, but today (day 5 of concerta) I have noticed that I can concentrate more, but it just feels like a more intense hyper focus if that makes sense? I'm doing what I normally do (wasting time on the laptop!). I don't have any desire to do anything else though. When I think about starting a boring job like housework, I still don't want to do it. Is this normal? How can I change my mind set?",4.073859649122806,5.795383228070179,5.393859649122809,78.95201754385967,71.98245614035088,8.224561403508767,26.701754385964907,8.841846274778883,2.1240070175438595,464,16,86,9,9,155,74,114,0.14,0.747,0.113,-0.6217,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,0,5,0,14,0,0,6,0,22,25,11,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,2,6,25,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,60,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197693580447174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180739620808366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086058673386802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464523669578474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440813392999466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556497749267922,0.14915181863713553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907845384757008,0.20027992060455702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071810247724888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473952399200806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039978282653749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936165912285062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108073576402196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40911834675790204,0.0,0.23769636981522416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250991632330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338803543383985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29554981910621203,0.0,0.16673124540369105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337772062797458,0.2051243890538194,0.0,0.12174076227535245,0.0,0.19789815882095155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031809442100855,0.0,0.0,0.12314331245430375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hannahclipse,2018/02/20,"I hate what I'm studying I am studying graphic design. I love design in general and think it's awesome, but I just hate the little things that go along with it. I hate printing and spending a fortune on it when I'm already broke. I hate having to make ""process books"" where we have to document every friggin step we made. It's an organizational nightmare for people with ADHD. They say that people who want to hire you are interested in seeing that stuff which makes me want to puke because it's something I despise so much. 
Why the hell did I choose this? I wish someone would've told me how much of a pain in the ass design would be. I could've taken up a sales job and made more money... I'm good with people and I'm persuasive. 
My alarm went off at 6 am so I could go print, but I just can't do it anymore. I can't do this. I fucking hate this life. I just want to work and have something stable. I'm tired. I'm so so tired. Also, all of that work seemed to be for nothing because my portfolio sucks. ",1.4856698564593316,3.452485162679426,3.1084665071770345,91.38901555023924,80.1483253588517,5.328325358851675,22.89019138755981,6.2581,0.3970725358851673,785,26,169,6,20,259,117,209,0.264,0.635,0.101,-0.9933,2,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,3,11,15,9,1,7,0,15,7,1,5,1,33,45,14,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,18,11,0,0,3,1,4,4,2,12,0,0,6,2,23,3,21,35,4,14,1,1,1,3,9,9,4,1,1,106,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672205521355196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554125133105234,0.09097691984432604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282318246824258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869878948382292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816623745223336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585096086184992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517285783597682,0.0,0.0,0.1293092496449759,0.09541973048504884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615913087148364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289307960937513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035478057345459,0.0,0.11402127719541895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267632766229694,0.2152922350333072,0.15187652339423827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725905774329738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915949442286699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105277078817335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660861442667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904695897113362,0.0,0.0,0.0906550694600261,0.103566347867471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639175162962904,0.17516195890573086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023240494692184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075579655289076,0.07289528959055801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615096495083508,0.0,0.10870624598722887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130262109957325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546024041038232,0.10265419118766124,0.0,0.13082282760792469,0.0,0.0,0.1656428938329869,0.0,0.0,0.16162916793689025,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fakephoon,2018/02/20,Adderall Prescriptions? I live in Ireland and got prescribed ritalin a few weeks ago. I took my  first dose today but its definitely too early to say anything. I have a question though; is adderall even prescribed in Ireland? My doctor pretty much told me it is only used in serious cases. I know it's prescribed pretty freely in the U.S so I'd like to hear you guys' opinions.,3.542837022132794,6.126581070422535,4.486841046277668,80.95971830985918,76.32394366197184,6.310663983903421,29.86116700201207,7.447530270364453,2.16567444668008,300,14,50,4,7,97,54,71,0.018000000000000002,0.726,0.255,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,8,1,6,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961264376569369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820714412840402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646066935761405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613477679391354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188196731890338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769553362203396,0.0,0.0,0.21907414146902207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493669432770128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215942442906698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809249028518647,0.0,0.1953694591907666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626455857282389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827202096630042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501853968199892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478527359255253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594837143919506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737884387878229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097209072439993,0.211415648150384,0.24581897409199235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910905820437548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747490845715486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheAngelicon,2018/02/20,"ADHD Appointment on Thursday. I was diagnosed in England with ADHD privately and did this so I could speed up the process of the NHS and get medicated/treatment faster but it back fired and It got rejected. 

I've been waiting 7 months for my first appointment for my 'NHS' diagnosis and really hope they have the same diagnosis as my private one. Not that they shouldn't but self doubt is a fun thing. Been through hell with my emotions on this as I know what's wrong with me and can't get help. Haven't slept in weeks because my anxiety has stopped me ever since I received my letter for the appointment.

Does anyone from England with ADHD know whether medication is given on first appointment or a few after?",6.9290555555555535,7.315467711111111,6.899398148148147,75.6535416666667,64.48148148148148,10.601851851851851,35.393518518518526,10.411451182825502,3.668351851851853,571,25,105,13,8,182,88,135,0.181,0.7440000000000001,0.076,-0.95,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,1,1,6,0,12,3,1,0,1,24,21,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,7,1,14,2,19,12,2,18,1,1,0,0,6,6,1,3,11,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174545004826105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101147559246631,0.0,0.0,0.11974718649052185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316864030279373,0.0,0.10439694805702902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673513335988116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382270030079738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498685429672713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926415734146001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491216239888805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913429880578337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789498917686659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369702223024075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479025448495606,0.0,0.0,0.17009728339423585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823722445361274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725238572178997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669605758050246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604847595260145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971190365984304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786588635227397,0.0,0.0,0.14166592706145764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317889124014133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137758357768812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373723911564178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724313011941876,0.0,0.0
adhd,Liz-B-Anne,2018/02/20,"Seeing New Psychiatrist Soon! Trying To Prepare... This isn't a ""do I have ADHD"" post--I'm 99% certain I do have the inattentive type.  I've reached the end of the road with my current psych doc (who's just a P.A.) meaning I've tried meds from every class with no real improvement in my symptoms, so she's sending me to a real psychiatrist, who I'm hoping will diagnose ADD instead of just focusing on anxiety & depression which has gotten me nowhere.  I don't do well relating my symptoms to doctors...at all.  I ""present well"" & want to fix that so I can get the best care possible.  

Here are some of the things I'm planning to bring up if she asks:  

- I'm extremely unorganized/forgetful.  I lose everything I touch.  I cleaned my 10x10 room & organized everything on Sunday; on Monday I spent 45 minutes looking for my deodorant, vitamins & other things I'd moved.  I ended up giving up because I couldn't find where I put them & was late getting out the door as a result.

- I'm constantly distracted.  I have to talk to myself out loud to get even basic things done.  Example:  ""Okay, cereal.  Now go get the bowl & spoon...""  If interrupted, it takes an immense amount of brainpower & time to resume where I left off.  I often snap at people who interrupt my train of thought for this reason.

- My living space is a total mess.  I'm too tired to clean it, but when I do I can't find anything because it's not strewn about in front of my face.

- My mom is constantly on my case about being ""lazy,"" ""unmotivated"" and lacking ambition.  But I'm not lazy--that would imply I ENJOY doing nothing.  I don't.  I just lack the focus/clarity/internal motivation to get things accomplished.  I feel like it's twice the work for half the payoff that other people get in terms of the rewarding feeling they get from getting things accomplished.  I only feel exhausted after getting things done.   

- Having to work so hard to focus is mentally exhausting.  After socializing or doing anything other than sitting in my room all day, I'm so mentally tired I can barely do anything other than stare at the wall.  I have sensory overload in places like grocery stores & get so flustered I can barely focus on what I'm doing.

- I don't drive due to anxiety & inability to stay focused or follow directions/find my way around.  I'm 34.  My confusion/distraction has almost caused wrecks when I attempted to drive in the city.

- I feel like a loser almost every day.  

These are just SOME of my issues; there are many others.  I was diagnosed with a learning disability (math) back in high school & had to sit in from recess in grade school to get my work done when it was quiet & there were no other kids around.  This is a life-long problem but because I'm an adult female who lacks overt hyperactivity, doctors have been reluctant to help me.  However I WAS ungodly hyper & impulsive as a kid.  (I also suspect Asperger's might be present but don't want to play internet doctor, lol).  I'm open to trying anything they suggest at this point.  

Thanks!~",4.28917774273485,6.099142991364424,5.5209855823383664,77.89861736877677,71.59067357512953,8.834437185552302,29.33997897424345,9.375752755850444,2.806343966358789,2388,97,431,55,46,795,292,579,0.108,0.79,0.102,-0.4619,3,0,0,0,0,0,120.0,0,0,3,12,31,22,0,1,24,2,48,12,1,4,4,59,91,20,0,11,14,1,6,3,0,3,11,2,5,3,30,10,0,0,12,1,2,9,11,8,2,2,13,11,55,14,71,72,11,74,0,3,3,0,20,37,0,11,27,279,85,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062237015743189066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371290912624136,0.0,0.0,0.041413449964413165,0.0,0.6733246368319513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923268771331654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046270382748024,0.09220149377349564,0.04841315843830097,0.0,0.0,0.039820434049834055,0.0,0.09470526241559517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054346480387236835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279953904767131,0.05319874977297619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192508999025788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679570149836958,0.0,0.044603426141553576,0.10512391886387136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601085413790184,0.0,0.1589859581205177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173450313034352,0.0,0.0,0.034204333474592265,0.0,0.08726430788128542,0.0,0.09308429483196268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473874751640364,0.07399222282281416,0.0,0.0,0.14199509853710365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976179931832478,0.04967809527137159,0.029431322522632117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639031323984879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471123558073131,0.05471502239787033,0.0,0.05143543676273953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405139644740534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841715206740671,0.0,0.056265918330337006,0.0,0.03657816389447377,0.07590044611408946,0.0,0.0457282125413288,0.04582920666608983,0.043487412076751684,0.057935573704489526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250313509413124,0.0,0.056410414106094375,0.057522855694512876,0.0,0.10437673095380884,0.054937033571608895,0.0,0.060651436771877024,0.0,0.055040594239240896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001548844475353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969030901636951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393857810293288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180413839374715,0.0,0.05410561505204957,0.0,0.04895475042294635,0.058381222261137164,0.04959691790654073,0.0,0.0,0.049552452807510534,0.0,0.05205949042696508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178881928559556,0.0,0.05324489583671296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482091098645772,0.041266940994786144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278956607769529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519725818360919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765149652748564,0.038936819398879816,0.04162383069409485,0.0,0.04767782653529808,0.0,0.0,0.20642692309198604,0.0,0.0,0.041112502435952734,0.030196982146131087,0.119041365696453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547840482062444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108975068165659,0.04110551931391873,0.0,0.0,0.09312412628689716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310303273815715,0.0,0.0,0.036787470221006834,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,schwingstar,2018/02/20,tfw you start your day with 25mg dex but still crave coffee at 10am tolerance is a bitch ¯\_(ツ)_/¯,7.012857142857143,5.1897102857142885,6.085714285714285,88.83428571428574,65.19047619047619,10.304761904761904,30.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.8342952380952384,80,2,19,1,1,24,21,21,0.217,0.667,0.117,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172313476701391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676681737555949,0.0,0.6404877652947942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,needingtoranttoday,2018/02/20,"Help me understand my procrastination I am taking procrastination to extremes, and I just don't understand myself.

One of the most puzzling examples is when I decide to take a shower before starting my evening gaming session, because I hate interrupting it midway through, and I don't enjoy it as much if I have a nagging ""gotta shower"" in the back of my mind.

But then my brain tells me showering is lots of work, even if it's a 15 minute process all in all. ""I just need to gather my strength to do it, I'll just reddit for a few minutes"". 

Hours pass, I still haven't showered, and I only have a couple of hours left to play before I have to go to bed.

Why do I waste so much time doing stuff I don't really want to do, procrastinating on a 15 minute task, after which I get to do what I actually want to do?",8.387564543889845,5.372899150602414,9.154956970740106,71.6637951807229,63.51807228915662,11.895352839931155,36.364888123924274,9.957137785484203,3.29623339070568,633,21,132,10,7,218,96,166,0.109,0.838,0.053,-0.7654,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,2,0,8,0,16,1,1,0,2,21,28,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,22,3,21,27,7,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,9,98,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.16520077682479814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301721082943128,0.0,0.1031964615602136,0.0,0.28810342863803723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898151949339706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731407558185667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362640224450125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844605120554642,0.0,0.09621033507234916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713696238596268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134702527699642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33342937887936996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839320285913888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392269868815386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093273410721482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488924811419052,0.12552498971475382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471400563570094,0.1287512372916298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845029916531693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982299671659825,0.0,0.13519370460775826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379438596422224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545671835261275,0.0,0.14796527122012096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871325925700168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524697888977048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970102865913664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275618964400375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324376146161033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ginxogeo,2018/02/20,"Could diagnoses be incorrect? Was diagnosed recently but I don’t know how I feel about it. 

I’m an organized person, I’m usually early to things (10-20 minutes early), I don’t interrupt people, I’m not very impulsive, I don’t really make careless mistakes. 


However, I do need to conjure up an extreme amount of energy in order to get stuff done, during lecture my vision blurs and I space out (day dream),  if not interesting to me I have to reread sentences over and over again. It is impossible for me to remember the names of characters in movies or books, I forget what people say a couple seconds after they said it. In terms of school work, it takes me a whole day to complete one assignment as oppose to other students who can complete that assignment + 2 others. What’s interesting to me though is the fact that I can write some nicely written papers, how am I able to maintain focus? When I’m writing essays, I zone in and out, eventually though, I get laser focused and finish it rather quickly. 


Does anyone share the same experiences? 

Would really appreciate the help 

TLDR: diagnosed w ADHD, but don’t act like the typical person with ADHD. ",4.097254426388549,6.347332603686638,5.775731263642983,73.99562697065244,73.19354838709677,8.992384186272131,28.47174387581857,9.549672527348893,3.0805907834101385,913,37,153,24,19,311,141,217,0.084,0.789,0.127,0.8654,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,9,0,16,3,0,3,1,33,29,14,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,14,7,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,2,0,2,4,3,18,5,27,22,5,24,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,13,107,32,8,0.13760843548653573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307571961660887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621901764767736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885596529951738,0.0,0.0,0.10986913843569326,0.1522611165115781,0.0,0.17749211365396728,0.0,0.0,0.41900899615206827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042206922114992,0.14082120613105922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460745489437426,0.0,0.0,0.06957895965285084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378945592598186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223603364529644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562599737191136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722853070816051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185469923427612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203491128311143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324703721997868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080072529696016,0.2403087561241048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631097487609473,0.0,0.13587172883760054,0.0,0.15588353224493232,0.0,0.130897134162345,0.10943175109706788,0.0,0.13926708327612125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752873610234058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346441790477587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142092997200793,0.0,0.2703991783786653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155625051508945,0.11354137079760265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536349039401757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018057994275467,0.0,0.0,0.09775308439074122,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AnnabellaPies,2018/02/20,"Helping my son aged 8 in school We just found out my son as ADD and some characteristics of autism. We were forwarded to an expert to help more but the waiting list is 6 weeks. I want to do whatever possible to help him right now. Does anybody have any tips? What do you wish your parent knew about your ADD and understanding you? There is so much information and I am just trying my best to get though it and sort it all out. He is not on any medication, it is rarely given out where we live. ",2.306155555555556,4.2325656600000015,3.6113333333333344,88.96122222222225,77.4,7.2444444444444445,21.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,0.8220777777777775,386,10,86,7,9,126,73,100,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.9528,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,4,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,26,17,8,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,13,1,13,13,5,11,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,2,4,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992840184191105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309296140782844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925678341861472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412742141716861,0.0,0.0,0.1149673987731465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424859998139567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430878318918365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216779110019524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617625701829233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434024044927105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807408005301404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792207957679435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227030375192583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161986772145089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939996816267484,0.0,0.0,0.2290805198386745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297915932046877,0.0,0.17651138336442362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530474237746139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aethersphere,2018/02/20,"ADHD and smartphone/social media addiction - anyone successfully cut themselves off? I am extraordinarily compulsive when it comes to my smartphone. Any alert, notification or noise warrants IMMEDIATE attention and I am instantly in hyperfocus mode until whatever situation is going on in internet land is resolved, no matter how mundane or unimportant. 

If I force myself to put my smartphone away or if my husband takes it away (which I often ask him to do,) I find myself unable to think about anything else except what’s going on with my phone until I’m able to check it to my satisfaction. I hate how it makes me feel, since the hyperfocusing on my phone is always accompanied by a super thick brain fog which means I just cannot divert myself and be productive. When tracking my smartphone usage, especially during times of extreme emotional stress, I regularly clock 6-8+ hours a day. It does take a toll on my relationships and seems to make my symptoms much worse, although I have convinced myself that not being constantly in reach will mean that I will miss an emergency or all my friends will hate me or I’ll miss out and be forgotten.

Has anyone successfully cut themselves off from social media usage OR from their smart phones, permanently or temporarily? How did you do it? What were the consequences like? What did you replace your smart phone with, and is it possible in this day and age to not have one at all?",9.523774597495528,8.96258248062016,9.438372093023258,62.74231663685154,59.465116279069775,12.434585569469291,38.063208109719746,11.661520659325953,4.623587000596304,1152,47,186,29,13,378,156,258,0.107,0.765,0.128,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,4,8,16,4,1,6,0,21,3,1,5,2,41,39,24,0,2,13,1,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,0,1,4,4,7,0,1,3,2,31,9,32,30,3,31,0,2,0,0,14,16,0,11,12,136,46,2,0.1433228576073596,0.0,0.0,0.15624307004036295,0.17224622299175904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925609888406365,0.0,0.0,0.09746445792320943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004293489229794,0.0,0.1179424999119577,0.0,0.13398752469926278,0.0,0.2693130852441675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999570880467373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123459951155638,0.0,0.15488109269558306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486277270513607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542279852789406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972785674354608,0.16121892407903354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246834317631272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309944953406357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073088425972584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629073657096243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28300329932881635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114414455211016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002030870978447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133824074628208,0.0,0.0,0.312241216939748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535879128076428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711927753945583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157498729723002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407905793429188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538751119881722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047574673566126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855814887035225,0.16110089694300664,0.0,0.14609960425764754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417584915184155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489673263961012,0.2155219043420556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183550003145033,0.0,0.0,0.08357271084274105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605823631617865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,burritoads,2018/02/20,"What are things that drive you absolutely crazy or hate? tl;dr heres a list of triggers and why they trigger me.
I am wondering what are some things that you guys HATE or things that drive you guys absolutely crazy and over stimulate/put you into sensory overload and maybe why.  A lot of these are probably very common but whatever here is a list of things that I hate or that drive me insane and why. Some of these may have nothing to do with adhd and have to do with my anxiety, depression or bipolar disorder or even just be personal to me but hey im not a doctor. Before you comment that I need medication I do take it and it helps a lot but these are my ultimate kryptonite.

-reason

* explanation


 


-being touched without initiating or permission

* I have no idea why just please dont step into my space its mine. i never understood why people without adhd always seem to have trouble with understanding this



 


-pencils

* the smell, the sound, the feel, the smudging, the massive unnecessary mess that it creates because all i need is one more mess right?



 


-beaches

* the water is just **weird** ok? i dont know what else to say... and when the sand that gets everywhere it feels like a million tiny bugs all over me and why is everybody staring at me?



 


-loud chewing/people chewing while im talking

*  you know exactly what im talking about that 100 decibel chip crunch that echos miles away and resonates for a couple seconds even when im not talking it drives me wild but when im talking it is like an instant stop



 


-on the spot questions that require more than a word answer

* come on dude i was just thinking about something! what was it again? f*ck (this one isnt a joke i literally forgot what i was going to say for this)



 


-pillows, clothes or blankets that arent perfect

* something just seems...of about them.... they arent soft enough or maybe they arent thick enough either way its useless to me and HOW COULD YOU LEAVE THE TAG ON I DIDNT REALIZE WE WERE PRACTICING ANCIENT TORTURE METHODS



 


-socks

* what the f%ck is on my foot? oh just a sock... why can i still feel socks on my feet 24/7 ive been wearing them daily for 18 years



 


-being interrupted while im actually working

* come on i was in *the* *zone* **without** my ritalin!!!



 


-people not paying attention when im talking to them

* you cant multitask like us superhumans can stop trying and no i will not repeat what i just said...mostly because i forgot but also because im mad you didnt listen to me the first time



 


-driving

* driving requires paying attention to everything around us so i should be amazing at this right?  unfortunately no because i dont know WHAT to focus on and all the traffic and lights and signs its so complicated and frustrating and scary i just cant do it



 


-not knwoing which way to step when you might walk into somebody

* **AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH** **RED** **ALERT** DID I STEP THE WRONG WAY WHAT IF I KILLED THEM BECAUSE I STEPPED TOO LATE AND BODY SLAMMED THEM OFF A CLIFF OH AND REMEMBER THAT TIME YOU MESSED UP 6 YEARS AGO THINK ABOUT THAT FOR AN HOUR



 


-watches

* the weight in my wrist is not ok and the sound is just unbearable, it does not matter if it is the nicest handcrafted rolex thats completely silent and its 20 feet away from me somehow someway i will hear it



 


-anything that isnt odorless or that perfect smell

* lavender - oh how it just somehow calms me down and is just a ray of sunshine in the roaring storm that is my brain



 


-complete silence

* unbearable torture yet when somebody else is making noise its also unbearable torture, it has to be my sound that i like and i am in control of. examples are i have to either be listening to my music to do homework or i have the tv on in the background to fall asleep ",2.289848484848488,5.1984779848484886,4.076060606060608,78.9007575757576,87.33333333333331,6.239118457300275,26.34159779614325,7.576466943178032,1.920389531680441,3091,138,554,60,99,1034,319,726,0.162,0.7809999999999999,0.057,-0.9979,3,0,3,0,0,0,147.0,3,11,8,7,38,29,9,0,34,2,65,15,8,7,7,126,93,53,1,6,40,0,8,4,0,5,4,9,2,3,59,32,3,7,20,3,2,15,26,17,0,5,12,24,72,12,65,69,13,74,0,2,4,0,39,31,0,23,29,397,131,8,0.0,0.0,0.042159569150486235,0.0,0.10384241597794422,0.0,0.03829655597712979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909831146196943,0.035948078318147746,0.6553409753266137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033049920607243974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035552112332594164,0.03845953150180949,0.0,0.0,0.08118065215156099,0.0,0.0,0.13167971848726315,0.0,0.0367622860364608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479884216646631,0.0,0.04822846231344028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443054124405281,0.09059434493975266,0.0,0.048455462589866966,0.03449381270860867,0.04780292728724789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03721039220891302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951399719282649,0.04421975845929713,0.03780694343142315,0.0,0.15189960548193324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218056621599107,0.0,0.0,0.08927980385027602,0.0,0.0570699057868248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882776973449312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553369682051423,0.030863992632633012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367481649269445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022571609429187303,0.0,0.0245530702242151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555486167127976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127961062751894,0.0,0.0,0.048692543525205335,0.0,0.02895783579306001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254592268224236,0.0,0.0,0.048770550335009634,0.373330336020206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047797348007699546,0.0,0.07122916479704483,0.0,0.04873448809195457,0.04574538444690357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442655981250037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345872197807968,0.0,0.0,0.028838114477863,0.0,0.08680576800039365,0.0,0.0,0.04352214001194688,0.0,0.0458312004890884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406845761513208,0.03332055874204347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145412241681205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058550488031381125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985386492648494,0.03772290082549095,0.0,0.04742355284423035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657978011344302,0.0,0.0,0.043430611156097414,0.04839687238932993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044419535192634425,0.0,0.0,0.04894019778593458,0.0737896800065518,0.04109562789128701,0.06871298674880744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039330083795816144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651904468445098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03450170421514396,0.0722387251455704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03248302757285599,0.17362332889510115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480772420717572,0.05536504679272205,0.0,0.0,0.05038364297922269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02933177375574905,0.0,0.0,0.044975498069992896,0.10393497360101277,0.0,0.0,0.03564672331769962,0.0,0.1028767940898378,0.0,0.052609207316215635,0.0,0.0,0.2728857990240461,0.0,0.0,0.12493748261121035,0.04685144747893192,0.0314520547879581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723533229981036,0.0,0.055642199834126035
adhd,anon545444,2018/02/20,"Loss of personality, loss of direction. For the most part I’m a people pleasing happy guy who really Just acts on whatever comes to mind. I was diagnosed with ADHD a little over a year ago, in the beginning I was prescribed focalin but that turned me into an absolute zombie. I was dead and it wasn’t during the come down. I wouldn’t talk to anyone I would get so focused into something that when someone broke that focus I would get extremely irritated. These side effects really didn’t start coming up until my 4th month of use. After those 4 months I was prescribed 30mg(I believe) vyvanse. About 2 weeks had passed and I really didn’t feel anything. But just a short time after that my life changed. I don’t know what it was. I was gaining friends. Nothing could make me mad, I was outgoing, I was organized and happy for almost 95% percent of the time. These joy rides on vyvanse of sheer focus and optimism is something I miss. Up until 2018 hit, I noticed some of the effects I got on focalin to come back, I was soon very anti social(very very unlike me). I would get long spells of depression or sadness like no other. I then would turn angry after taking my 5mg adderall booster shortly after a school day to maintain focus on my homework. I get these Anxiety moments through out my day and hear the voice in my head very vividly telling me I’m dumb, unorganized, I peaked, all this bad shit i would’ve never thought off. It’s worthy to note that literally the second 2018 struck I got into a relationship. (My past lasted a year and was very emotionally abusive and toxic). Just as a recap. Focalin first, After my big relationship I took vyvanse 20 or 30MG can’t quite remember, in this new relationship I just recently got upped to 40 then 50mg. Today was my first day of 50mg and I Just don’t know how to feel. How do I get these defeating voices in my head to quiet down? This all Just struck me as I’ve been so sad the past month and a half eventho I have a wonderful girlfriend. I’m just confused. Maybe those don’t mean anything when put hand and hand. It’s worthy to note I’m experiencing the same anxiety but not as strong when I was taking focalin in my emotionally abusive relationship.  Please help a sad fellow adhd kiddo I just want to go back to how happy I was a month and a half ago. Vyvanse was the greatest thing that ever happened to me now I don’t know how to feel. 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adhd,prophet_ofdoom,2018/02/20,"This community has helped me realize that I’m not alone. Now I need advice. I’ve lurked around on Reddit for years,  mostly just to look at stupid memes or cringe worthy social media posts.  About a month ago I stumbled onto the ADHD community page,  and the posts on here make me feel like I’m actually a part of something.  Which is kind of strange considering I’ve never posted, commented, or interacted with anyone.  I just created an account so I can express my gratitude to everyone who posts their struggles and experiences.   I was diagnosed in high school (I’m 40 now) but convinced myself that I didn’t have ADD,  but that I was just unfocused and unmotivated.  But reading so many posts that describe everything I struggle with makes me feel better.   Unfortunately I’ve let my impulse control, inability to follow through on tasks that don’t interest me, and self medicating habits fuck my life up.  I’m not one to roll over and quit,  but the negative impact of my behaviors has ruined almost everything good in my life.   My past is a blur of failed relationships and career opportunities,  drug and alcohol abuse, and periods of intense depression and self loathing.   The contradiction is hard to deal with,  because my self confidence and people skills are quite good.   Basically I have a track record of  ruining friendships, romantic relationships, and jobs but then using my charisma and social skills to find new ones, only to repeat the pattern.   Reading the posts here has brought a level of understanding to what my issues are.   I have made great strides in the self loathing department... I understand that not everything is my fault,  but accept responsibility and don’t blame everything on the ADHD.   As I continue to figure out how to correct my behavior,  I feel like I’m making strides as a person which feels great.   Filling the void with drugs and alcohol and meaningless sex only makes things worse,  and understanding this and trying to change is my short term goal.    
Vyvanse and Adderall do not help with my motivation at all-  I find that when on the meds,  my focus is exceptional and that feels great... except that I only apply that focus to things that I enjoy.   Taking meds before work only makes me focus on something else,  and actually makes me less productive.  School was the same.  And, as mentioned before,  I have a problem with abusing anything I can get my hands on.  I have an scary tolerance for narcotics,  90mg of Adderall at a time is a “normal” dose for me,  and I’ll drink or do anything else that is in front of my face if the opportunity is there,  in addition to taking more Adderall throughout the day/night, often taking close to 200mg in a 24 hour period. 
I’m really looking for suggestions or strategies on how to manage without the use of ADHD medications.   At the end of the day,  I still hold myself accountable for everything in my life and I refuse to blame the ADD for my problems.  But no doubt the symptoms have contributed quite a bit to my struggles.  It’s not too late to turn this ship around,  but not without some significant changes.   I don’t know where to start but I feel like finding this community is the first step.  Any tips,  strategies, or just encouragement would be greatly appreciated. ",6.9714934544483045,8.044775945854486,7.267066078902843,70.6622769169116,64.49915397631133,10.417330127348828,33.99594799180693,10.426177893888326,3.7295285956006765,2588,109,437,62,38,841,290,591,0.16899999999999998,0.701,0.13,-0.9838,1,1,7,0,1,0,67.0,0,0,1,14,21,31,2,4,32,0,35,17,2,13,3,111,72,47,0,6,29,0,8,3,0,1,12,0,0,5,23,36,3,3,17,3,2,6,15,13,0,3,6,10,52,18,76,63,10,65,0,4,2,2,21,30,1,12,26,294,75,11,0.0,0.1324408670187767,0.10908102822557934,0.0,0.2015065215895093,0.05461499740872909,0.04954305496544188,0.11945868610325855,0.05596569638501892,0.05788511689642707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038007072189235866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907954189494957,0.0,0.09198530836470717,0.0995077825941932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03406998548247695,0.0,0.09511643599739568,0.0,0.0,0.04943010545423143,0.06101733339960845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824828048566352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268531425905027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208876853182881,0.057620068626202114,0.04813791891868167,0.05672710731484236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475085855148434,0.1296291609000912,0.0,0.09337773771644453,0.0,0.04950189319223692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053405227780613435,0.25115134782489185,0.0546710806399946,0.0,0.0,0.16955778193768914,0.1197833416951138,0.0,0.0,0.153247163537093,0.047539949961609686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166934409388299,0.029200184143882982,0.0,0.0,0.09375565120549666,0.0,0.24647540155864406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006640364946422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492369033040842,0.05905078465191627,0.0,0.0,0.0550403275756848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058334571236058175,0.0554621362980552,0.0,0.0,0.058200766485177365,0.030715646499996224,0.0,0.06304628081162858,0.0,0.0,0.05715124495841389,0.11843014136346999,0.08191499705283725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386693792940347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288440763883025,0.22384179269744614,0.05666362158182516,0.0,0.0,0.12416223608498965,0.11260645871723858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461081271011333,0.0,0.0,0.04144167845110056,0.0431057631976654,0.05397884727040713,0.0,0.052448917691021085,0.05476026951512312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574493248229587,0.17002725554954354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052335291851421,0.05335326681324822,0.03874704356851907,0.048800935263455504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211626486124113,0.0,0.0,0.10695823894333058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833747575897269,0.11181011875462224,0.0,0.03580452335545159,0.0,0.0,0.12000974743160267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312719561127192,0.0,0.0,0.23322156441624994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394550021945793,0.0,0.0860536046379341,0.0,0.0,0.03955918349215283,0.0,0.04463377410107265,0.0,0.0,0.17528488447360155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809104209695524,0.1260668260702367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426157843345174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03258987041771464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037945596995270385,0.0607921998279521,0.0,0.17455017947126492,0.0,0.09654191778195663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775180535725096,0.0,0.040688538156445526,0.0,0.05695661833850455,0.03970260609806514,0.0,0.0,0.035991285566598516
adhd,jerricab,2018/02/20,"Concerta and Food I take 72mg Concerta in the morning, and I feel like after I eat anything during the day I can no longer feel the effects of the medicine. Does anyone have advice about antacids, diet, baking soda vitamins etc?",5.672015503875973,7.021778372093022,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,67.6046511627907,8.524031007751939,32.93798449612403,8.841846274778883,3.0031612403100785,182,8,30,3,3,59,34,43,0.054000000000000006,0.885,0.061,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,7,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188463667052167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814923623373526,0.0,0.26850849358145523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104297630430104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28553817935548786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338756624578931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638990930380632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32996359536453845,0.2331013158984559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945506125689282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940858999773092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532913034695095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shegetsthat,2018/02/20,"I was finally diagnosed and started Adderall. Today was a good day. I'm 35 and have never been properly diagnosed until today. I've been misdiagnosed about three times and it feels so good to finally know exactly what the issue is and start taking care of it. I'm also extremely grateful and lucky to have found a physician who actually listened to me and didn't dismiss my symptoms.

My sleep schedule will probably off for a while and I just sat for two hours and created a bunch of new office documents for work that I've been putting off but hey, at least I know the meds are working.  

Anyhoo, as recent subscriber to this sub I just wanted to share a part of my story and say hello. Hope everyone is having a good night. :)",4.927659574468088,6.204026340425532,6.060773049645394,76.72350000000002,69.28368794326241,9.327943262411347,31.121276595744682,9.642632912329526,3.0623072340425534,578,24,104,13,10,193,94,141,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,8,0,13,5,1,0,2,21,27,15,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,3,8,7,17,18,3,20,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,16,73,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.14462820541992394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852071766459622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110644647251734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558095842413217,0.0,0.0,0.30085303972905475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161770162230913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493768047338656,0.0,0.0,0.3247060437943856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250082299307547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729258461091654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720253646461032,0.14595358940940653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468912402190552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629008785073222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462405679529524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430602142183716,0.14313880128101772,0.0,0.1390817993791311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604932417853533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597917185210188,0.0,0.0,0.14898850909448758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633607992702366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785979034855032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831357445751275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098027057286536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540433438541007,0.1114328746505676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642042617410248,0.0,0.2809649439469528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447762557592735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874160580555703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579225463688329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mexxie333,2018/02/20,"Tip for cleaning up clothes on floor Exclusively wear the clothes off the floor until they are all gone! If you won’t wear it, it’s too dirty and can go in the hamper! ",5.083428571428573,4.683932342857143,5.057857142857143,89.96964285714287,68.42857142857143,8.142857142857144,28.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.1898571428571425,132,4,31,1,2,41,29,35,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.5399,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,81601,2018/02/20,"On again-off again relationship with meds because of negative side effects. Have you experienced this? How do you manage it So, I’ve been on (and off, and on, and off) meds since I was 13. I’m 22 now, and I’ve been on just about all the different variants of ADHD Medication. I’ve been on Ritalin, Vyvanse, Concerta, Adderall, and a few others, all with varying degrees of success and each with a myriad of negative side-effects.

I know I need them, I perform so much better at school, at work, memory, attention to detail and with daily tasks in general. However, I just can’t get over the negative side effects. Ritalin made me depressed. Vyvanse made me unable to eat. Concerta exacerbated my pre-existing anxiety. Adderall was OK for a while, and then threw me into a place where I was hyper focusing on everything and unable to do anything normally.

Now, usually when I first start back up again my meds after a couple months off, the work as they should for a while but then the negative side effects come back and I invariably stop. I’ve gone to a psychologist, my pediatrician, and multiple neurologists. 

Has anyone else had similar experiences and if so what did you do?",4.6977168949771695,6.790292310502287,6.397009132420092,70.86939497716897,71.10045662100457,10.528767123287672,32.714611872146115,10.62613485830676,4.189266666666667,932,45,159,31,18,320,125,219,0.08900000000000001,0.88,0.03,-0.9072,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,2,9,15,4,0,0,11,1,15,4,0,6,2,38,25,24,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,19,1,1,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,12,1,19,3,32,12,5,40,0,1,0,0,6,20,0,1,17,123,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827522583110797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632910446264252,0.0,0.0,0.1063271969372772,0.15580828905303676,0.12513631843640385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385678643600386,0.0,0.09269724977287062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448889885635207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099030267704578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825673465610433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097313163946833,0.0,0.0,0.15887528057053565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560018477710372,0.1270305718324827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366659767559404,0.1487484877281459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934618413757892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794475467091555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357080037529703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877746541164979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067289131946375,0.1531892203934016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137661903281452,0.0,0.11178507548700548,0.1127540726533169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899115185957035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887528057053565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326061451608248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389762806144985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578951846319836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763220063210638,0.0,0.0,0.12713292572729035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747781976531353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140987329277825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lvndrwhat,2018/02/20,"Advice for coming down at the end of the day and feeling extra sensitive.. Hi! I’m [25F] taking 50mg of vyvanse everyday and it works really well for me, but at the end of the day, around 5/6, I completely lose focus can rarely get things done when I get home. I also start to feel insecure and lonely and it’s so miserable. Journaling has helped me a ton in the past but I can’t seem to motivate myself to do it lately ",1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.44827586206897,7.544827586206896,20.011494252873558,8.515128840125781,1.3064390804597703,327,9,68,8,9,114,63,87,0.179,0.753,0.067,-0.9268,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,14,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,7,1,13,13,2,15,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,9,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239420331855705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381659776467734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934896750971178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722980598368474,0.22788980629163716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803485724982651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242691972947806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850193414325798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979976025999748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271152665844102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568670028784025,0.0,0.21802213138216567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518292081880896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316168586564094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748741438978974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924148263470132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786941852988613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384311380385607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342191924378785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443992450508711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954258678630468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823510127190282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aurora14,2018/02/20,"Tip: Have a motivational playlist to get motivated to start something! I've often struggled with getting out of bed in the morning, or starting homework, or chores, or anything really. I can do all the above but getting started is sometimes hard, and as I understand that can be a common occurance with ADHD and other attention issues. So presenting.....

The Motivational Playlist!
Step 1. On your phone or most accessible music playing device, make a playlist of upbeat songs and/or pieces that motivate you, 3-6 minutes in length 
Step 2. Whenever you feel locked or immobilized when trying to start a task, play something from the playlist or hit shuffle
Step 3. You have the entirety of the song to gain motivation as well as revel in your procrastination
Step 4. When the song ends, you HAVE TO START YOUR TASK IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY

This has helped me because I don't have to immediately do something, the motivational song helps me gather energy to start and puts me in a good mood, and I have a timer that gives me a definite time to start. 

Often times I put off a task by surfing Reddit or Facebook for ""just 5 minutes"" which ends up 2 hours. So I can waste time for 5 minutes instead of 2 hours, and I feel better about getting things done.
Best of luck!",5.600686274509804,7.202388696581199,6.066269482151835,76.0869004524887,68.01709401709402,8.753745600804423,32.995475113122176,9.168548406835145,3.004407541478129,1001,45,178,19,17,323,133,234,0.04,0.768,0.192,0.9908,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,8,0,9,10,9,0,1,16,0,16,0,0,7,1,34,33,21,0,1,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,7,8,0,0,10,6,0,6,2,1,1,0,1,7,19,7,31,30,4,32,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,12,18,116,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674947325394744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474865101828326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004840595962538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443559221633783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814427675873544,0.10799415147077578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495835653620314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163019844836266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348243118479292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518449377607755,0.11713663044859295,0.0,0.10241796881156437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938432620427248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163692152544234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405025608821875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744849447838547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150769739722329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550350645185295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822518449141934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820129330640471,0.12076742936003285,0.0,0.6049981666835054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765326036583838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112279021159312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360557720612808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290296999974225,0.0,0.0,0.12711820288363154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978929754783248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,intothelooper,2018/02/20,"The need of walking/moving when I finally understand something When I try to find patterns in my ADHD, in order to find solutions, I always find this one a major problem of my disease.

As soon as I learn/understand something I have this urge to stand up, walk around and imagine that I am explaining this to my friends. 

This happens all the time I solve a problem in coding, or when I learn something on books.

Am I the only one with this problem? Do you ever recognize patterns in your daily routine? ",7.6478125000000015,6.97382565625,7.877166666666664,72.78450000000002,63.27083333333334,10.18,40.03333333333333,9.3871,3.9304483333333344,397,20,68,6,5,130,58,96,0.092,0.836,0.07200000000000001,-0.4329,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,17,8,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,14,1,16,8,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,55,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016503379700967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961428138901638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936820281913854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177518284666247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183805164236535,0.460069610796492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296337292444995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483756752662722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244137668566787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273969762481222,0.1276114537456679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816555904823542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38751759719024176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783938999534517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139180369679666,0.0,0.0,0.34934951390629404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ReligionIsAwful,2018/02/21,"Had a nasty stomach virus for first time since being medicated as an adult this past weekend -- Learned a few things. 1) When you are already slow, sluggish, and exhausted from being sick and you combine it with not being able to hold down your meds... ... ... I've never been so immobile in my entire life

2) Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Zzzzzzz

3) Did I mention any extended/uncontrollable drowsiness, not sure... I may have fallen asleep again.

4) Then comes my first day back on meds/as a functioning human after being forced to abstain for a few days (due to not being able to hold anything past ginger ale and saltines down)

All of that extra sleep combined with Adderral in the system = another day of lost work productivity after you arent able to fall asleep until 7:30am the next morning.

All said and done, still wouldn't even consider going back to being unmedicated for just about anything after seeing how much it truly benefits my life.",5.647430262045647,8.016152124260358,5.177028740490279,79.44640532544379,69.17751479289942,7.432121724429415,28.63947590870668,8.192908349453996,2.133046999154692,755,28,125,11,14,230,120,169,0.113,0.856,0.031,-0.9246,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,4,10,4,0,0,7,0,15,9,4,1,4,22,20,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,5,7,0,3,1,1,0,4,6,2,0,2,6,2,9,2,25,6,6,33,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,1,23,87,14,2,0.4551217583024896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674127258687504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031661341452635,0.15907828212576364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968428546396795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333070260966972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068236518101198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29351588282145274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524919121428898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020120966775456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25808422340869314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621872784278026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431063829232228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560638734572186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851255787268588,0.1528290967507865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152228644433654,0.0,0.11700598578976515,0.0,0.16134238439949092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896434776000705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430833799320966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089103885146572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254938071887664,0.0,0.15181681393111424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211536080283701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298229035177612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078755769925196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846171908613669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044468683939757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hauntinggraveyards,2018/02/21,"How do you know if your dosage is too high? So I’m on 40 vyvance XR right now and recently My adhd has been driving me up the wall. Like I keep hyperfocusing on every other topic, I also can’t seem to manage to shut up. While that could mean I need more meds I’m wondering if it means I need less? It’s almost a relief when they start to wear off, like my brain can take a breather.

Like this was never a problem when I was adderall,  that sorta just calmed me down and let me organize my thoughts. And when it wore off I could feel myself get more disorganized/adhd coming back. So I don’t know why vyvance is different? 

Tl;dr how do you know if your med dosage is too high? ",1.5971194762684142,3.447755127659576,3.2853900709219883,90.82615384615387,79.28368794326241,6.040589198036008,20.066012002182216,7.010146845296331,0.2674840152755049,527,13,116,6,13,175,90,141,0.0,0.884,0.116,0.9271,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,15,2,2,2,1,28,34,15,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,1,19,5,10,26,3,23,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,7,12,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557204398702572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819477289384644,0.0,0.0,0.11835087577683305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379837341880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521042646048356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274838639960924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363225877201217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462239758717972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469146220230473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483029370281187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773208400354969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127279096284654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315440087661084,0.0,0.0,0.24400115881912315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133405486364826,0.0,0.2169074123786803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224180510499369,0.3287762963230564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947158788663326,0.11414221925422018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161042346625374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612637822632174,0.0,0.0,0.12638620347292007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347283244156543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047510277215968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127318974346903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749083142924133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335417098095993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049335282514732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Purple_ADHD,2018/02/21,"Just made my first appointment I'm using a throwaway account, but I've lurked in this community before and just wanted to share this step.  I have been thinking about doing this for nearly five years.

I don't even know yet if ADHD will be my diagnosis, all I know is that when I was 8, my teacher suggested that my mother get me tested, but she never did.  I am now 26 years old.  I have never been tested.  It took me almost 6 years to finish college, but I did it.  Halfway through (when my mom told me about my teacher's suggestion) I meant to go get checked.  That was in 2013.

Since graduating I have struggled more and more with day-to-day life, I often find myself stuck at home staring at my computer, not accomplishing anything.  I feel immense guilt that my spouse is the main one that cleans, cooks, shops, etc while sit idly by.  

I have no motivation.  I want to help out at home, I want to apply to ""real"" jobs, I want to keep in touch with friends, but somehow I just can't.  Recently I have recognized symptoms of anxiety and depression creeping into my life more aggressively, and today I finally decided to do something about it.

I'm not sure why I'm even making this post, I guess I just needed an outlet.  I hope everyone is having a good, productive day, and I hope you are getting the help you need.

TL;DR Finally got around to making a doctor's appointment to get tested or at least get help.  Am proud of self, I didn't think I'd do it.",4.266562499999999,5.235188642361114,5.472527777777781,81.47525,70.5625,8.537777777777778,27.941666666666666,8.841846274778883,2.0780966666666667,1131,39,225,20,20,377,163,288,0.08199999999999999,0.779,0.139,0.9499,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,4,16,11,1,2,6,0,26,5,0,5,4,53,59,14,0,9,12,3,2,0,1,1,4,0,3,1,13,10,1,1,9,2,3,3,8,4,0,3,13,3,39,7,31,44,7,34,0,1,1,0,15,11,0,8,18,154,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198040663114272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996729001163627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401079500687858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037120714233852,0.09776168165290308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344739168651477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247139840405985,0.0,0.09458644906104137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240381201894464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224765737471004,0.14506806878888365,0.0,0.0,0.10493621183744027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552749566388199,0.0,0.0,0.24060143475126974,0.10037205148077814,0.09341149672474036,0.0,0.0,0.08484544321139527,0.0,0.2868779739693467,0.0,0.062412342041872126,0.0921104851033757,0.08783182706596307,0.0,0.1209773768503212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082692744384935,0.0,0.22031366987176448,0.2181489513317383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897784215878603,0.0976116625357474,0.0,0.0,0.12070666943274712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551360034527858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039128496124559,0.1466093037000294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861801280681393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628579421740581,0.16939747984622475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523596423213744,0.0,0.07441580731783852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517569511955582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499741065944585,0.0,0.0,0.10843244669820082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456456842192746,0.0,0.0,0.09084293649848724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454358927890956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148060625861312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350256649156284,0.1141433929349629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407344257168998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040950267486456,0.10493621183744027,0.12201231159876515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484785999955693,0.0,0.0,0.2590950108928545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909404795134824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215839666670586
adhd,Standies,2018/02/21,"I’m having a baby, and a mental breakdown. First post. I really just need to vent. I’ll try to keep it short. 26y/o diagnosed at 6, medicated for several years before stopping in middle school. Picked up the medication again due to necessity in college. Still couldn’t hold it together, struggled to even take the medication. I have college credits from 4 colleges over 8 years. Dozens of jobs. Lost insurance at 25 so stopped having medication completely. A year later I’m losing my job where I had complete freedom, awesome co workers and connections, and good pay where I even made my own schedule.. I proposed to my wife last February and we found out we were pregnant in October. Baby is due in June and I’m losing my mind. I have the intelligence and skills to hold down a great job, and am finally in a place in my life where I’m ready to take the medication instead of run from it. But now I have 8 years of a useless paper trail with no references for any of the good skill oriented jobs I have had. No degree from just getting bored of class every single time, but plenty of credits spread around. I’ve suppressed my problems for my entire adult life and now I’m buried. Sorry for the wall of text I’m on mobile",2.900551698940447,5.254609142857143,4.360778224333213,82.22859517720133,77.31932773109243,7.33240774570698,26.73438070880526,8.321376580360154,2.0383918158567766,968,39,181,19,23,321,140,238,0.098,0.8140000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.3725,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,7,14,12,0,1,12,0,12,8,0,2,0,31,26,11,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,13,0,6,2,0,3,1,3,7,0,2,6,0,17,5,36,19,2,42,0,4,0,0,4,21,0,0,19,109,20,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064656728650988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924812522202516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839999122118808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784660751022275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544288662734927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723246605354567,0.0,0.08752908588249736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380288061526933,0.0,0.08836603506416246,0.0,0.1139064831862162,0.0,0.0,0.054276550522708966,0.0,0.0,0.17427059070484102,0.0,0.11453553271602558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41236636427299744,0.09233933612821063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468158463965479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675659850755915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244544898382444,0.11340468346154944,0.0,0.0,0.0983001754005654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232749659756765,0.10469343159426522,0.0,0.10489602477779388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770307249815141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085395654099223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949481047519487,0.0,0.0,0.09940561044447713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655252621928359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513895936121782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736248199538794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162927357496524,0.0,0.0,0.08296411019461128,0.173707986014926,0.0,0.1086050101729884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621984712431264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060577212100430475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053229877865665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26759870003654845
adhd,Super_Katie,2018/02/21,"I’m broken I haven’t been to class all year. It’s halfway through my second semester. No one knows. I haven’t emailed any of my professors because I’m terrified. I should have graduated last year but I can’t bring myself to do anything. I’m stuck. 
I sleep from 4am-noon every day and I literally almost never leave my bed. Doing anything is exhausting. But I’m already on the max ADHD and anti-depressant medication. I used to be a perfectly functioning college student. Why can’t I pull myself out of this? What’s wrong with me",1.2945714285714267,3.941625076190476,3.630238095238095,82.39392857142856,88.71428571428572,6.80952380952381,25.595238095238088,7.957251820313856,2.1396666666666664,423,19,78,10,14,145,74,105,0.174,0.767,0.059,-0.8149,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,3,1,1,3,13,19,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,2,0,14,1,10,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,49,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27830648777079964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318875281112357,0.0,0.2555472463731166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747800152570585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811307132229568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116512840233456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493458262756786,0.0,0.1994540182199934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511076121004434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726680451222344,0.1887634067342602,0.0,0.24520302531957205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332860577813709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860385058892225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569202770160983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174085812121564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000052542861654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089591716549794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531893987104263,0.0,0.2982516356508052
adhd,MoeckelTime,2018/02/21,"School requiring 5 diagnostic tests to prescribe medication Is it normal for a school health center to require 2 ADHD tests, a personality test, an IQ test, and an academic skills test to prescribe stimulants? (link to specific site http://shc.siu.edu/medical-clinic/psychiatry/ [I swear the damn thing looks like a Major Requirements sheet]). I was tested at a reputable place (the Cleveland Clinic), and have been on stimulants for the past 15 years. But it wasn't enough. The university psychiatrist called it ""The gold standard ADHD test,"" though when I talked to an outside psychologist who's been testing people for a long time, he basically scratched his head, explaining these things weren't even really predictive of ADHD. ""Giving you all these is like you coming into my office with a broken foot, and me saying, 'Okay, let's give you an IQ test.'"" But they won't budge. The guy I talked to said the only thing he can think of is that they're trying to funnel students into their grad school to give grad students experience administering all the different tests on the planet. (Which is basically what they told me to do.) Is this normal? Is this bullshit? Because right now it feels a little like bullshit. ",8.516569449507841,9.629810398104267,7.908720379146924,67.26977397010576,61.13270142180096,10.473350346336128,32.344513306598614,10.389873798559362,3.452433904484142,978,34,155,21,13,307,130,211,0.079,0.8690000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8196,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,3,4,4,5,1,0,20,1,16,5,2,2,2,23,26,7,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,0,2,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,5,14,4,20,17,4,17,0,0,1,0,22,10,1,0,9,97,29,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413585330042234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462328610214106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499980101715133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545001990054764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789802875082498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648782254395932,0.0,0.08085421119282682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974574201711513,0.0,0.0,0.06189689983327778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522959928202547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121048315695156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256335079518049,0.13012183617391349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517803113883824,0.0,0.179417929728026,0.12269238140506893,0.0,0.10833376879956604,0.10279809729065577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332062762585175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398821837572616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310242106326397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685934224822672,0.08486741854682794,0.10688839759235927,0.12789802875082498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842243406528175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454207500160642,0.11644506963216465,0.09734963227432887,0.0,0.37167273324968303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678570845970456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439820388250355,0.07843883960139524,0.12027250006761996,0.0,0.07138139889914663,0.0,0.0,0.11697315204529375,0.0,0.0831120148950748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883149822301827
adhd,summerfall07,2018/02/21,How many people are here because they cant remember why they needed to go online...? I hopped online for something. Something I need to look up quick before I have to go to work. Something...dammit...what was it....shit!! OK well just head over to reddit till you remember.....I said 45 minutes ago....ok time to go to work ;-/,0.7532258064516101,3.2370323064516136,2.087338709677418,93.90100806451612,88.83870967741936,4.390322580645162,19.04032258064516,5.985473137389443,-0.0750064516129032,241,7,49,2,8,77,44,62,0.0,0.903,0.097,0.6825,0,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,5,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,6,2,11,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846402983050648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364806150899605,0.0,0.19051299121871013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38172371930670573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229774636535067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801031529357648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269882366310307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320216128812606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521639543606044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536225157974782,0.0,0.21296964470096055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298187716722827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34472127667134145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055143691210142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013030381497256,0.0,0.20202493773730448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32598761848954483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jejhewtun,2018/02/21,"What are some strategies on money management? So I was diagnosed last year with this condition, and for all my life I have been horrendous with managing my money. Especially now that I've found a job, I've just been spunking off my paycheck in a couple of days and I'm now living off scraps for weeks on end until I next get paid, only to start the cycle again. 

This is a serious issue, and I'm sure a lot of you suffer as I do. It's just been getting me down so much and I've been actually starting to hate myself for it. 

Please if anyone can help it would mean the world to me. 

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adhd,Lolacherokee,2018/02/21,"Finally diagnosed!! I'm happy for the first time in years. Upon advice from my therapist, I made an appointment with a psychiatrist and was seen today to be assessed for ADHD and depression.  I went in there expecting to need to argue my case.  I was ready to defend myself and advocate for myself.  

She gave me the normal spiel that a lot of people ask about ADHD because they're looking for meds.  I told her I'm not seeking meds because I already have a prescription for adderall, due to the fact that I have narcolepsy.  My concern is I have ADHD and I'm only being prescribed enough to get the stimulant effects, not enough to be actually treated, and my PCP is hesitant to up my dosage.

She had me fill out a questionnaire, and asked me some questions.  Then told me I met nearly every marker in the DSM for ADHD, and she was shocked no one had ever talked to me about it before because narcolepsy and adhd are very highly comorbid and have the same treatment.  She was also aghast at the low level of adderall I was prescribed and DOUBLED my dosage.  I also walked out with a script for Wellbutrin to treat my depression.

It was easy as that.  I am so relieved.  I am so happy.  Knowing there is a REASON I am a lazy sad excuse for a human being means there is a way to treat it, and it's not just who I am as a person and I'm always going to be this way. Holy shit.  I've been crying happy tears all afternoon.  ",3.5717792207792205,5.141891528571431,5.135064935064936,80.91538961038964,73.0,7.662337662337662,26.65584415584416,8.296473431620573,1.8976785714285715,1108,39,206,18,22,374,147,280,0.125,0.784,0.092,-0.8185,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,11,14,2,0,18,0,27,2,1,4,3,36,46,19,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,16,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,7,0,2,16,2,33,7,38,25,7,27,0,4,2,0,18,12,1,3,9,160,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.09655372356443999,0.0,0.5945490032648009,0.09668558223286823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918564050388066,0.15824875344086922,0.08232818519122001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499598511063067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094350669211026,0.0,0.08419288135728899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868382105699982,0.0,0.0,0.17043826563973996,0.10042467562664968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044683490497093,0.0,0.0,0.08949926351742359,0.08336342392362987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108386802910254,0.0,0.08416054123303883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169343475620227,0.0,0.05623137054899922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31597877348019804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104538309370417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543762758658749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308688068041847,0.0,0.0,0.08411747650873179,0.0,0.09362189849309437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777751818604317,0.2198058895319724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336469834037855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694275917794408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704607933451598,0.07525032032518611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859435402309133,0.08639287857407413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083837743652436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172949127021794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156317662804154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952632932579247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488000673781515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057694236853096485,0.0,0.09378603381818383,0.18908782522151235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163802283912931,0.0,0.15707209123018995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917207991382565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371580271758509
adhd,Banjaxed90,2018/02/21,"Sister [12] going for an ADHD evaluation, what should we expect for an evaluation of someone her age? (UK-based advice needed) My 12 year old sister is suspected of having ADHD and her school recommends we take her to a GP for a referral because they “can’t do anything about it” (despite telling us they could, but whatever).

Everyone who has diagnosed ADHD in our family, including myself, were either diagnosed as young children or diagnosed as an adult (me). My parents and I have no idea what to expect in an evaluation of someone of her age.

If anyone who was evaluated and diagnosed through the NHS (especially the Scottish NHS) when they around about her age could share their experiences it would be much appreciated.",10.42372093023256,9.168422341085275,10.63220930232558,57.12877906976747,58.14728682170541,14.181395348837205,42.43023255813954,13.023866798666859,5.878404651162791,578,27,89,18,6,195,87,129,0.032,0.902,0.066,0.6652,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,13,4,0,0,0,19,16,9,0,8,4,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,18,1,17,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,22,3,0,2,7,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064080494129869,0.13725349476674067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821118655052412,0.0,0.1155845979975682,0.1250370005085741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562162036054008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242878531677402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702458369594738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421321064699826,0.0,0.1373944380946584,0.13241088015125246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982526396526167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855948028787425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325246238452992,0.10414749549185123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473865739079369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596149008689936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215054186129167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801845696374094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560659936682087,0.0,0.12276609185443195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689531416470457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977701541437384,0.0,0.0,0.09045005876671253
adhd,Ehle_Aficionado,2018/02/21,"Concerta causing anxiety. Alternative? Hey Everyone,

I (28, M, USA) was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 9 in a study at the local university. They put me on everything but I rarely took my pills. 
Stopped being prescribed around 13.

Since then I have done nothing but smoke weed daily (switched to vape last year)

6 months ago I decided my ADHD was interfering too much with my work. I am unable to accomplish anything on the computer quickly or things that require long sustained attention. 

I was tested and evaluated by a psych who says I still have ADHD. I do not remember exactly what type but tests show I am extremely easily distracted but scored low for anxiety and depression. 

I started taking 40mg each morning of Concerta xr. It helped me focus slightly better but caused horrible insomnia & racing thoughts at night.

My Dr. switched me to 2 20mg each morning of Concerta non extended. After 6 weeks of that I've concluded they give me more motivation & focus but they cause anxious & nervous feeling all day. It feels like my heart is racing but it's not. It also feels like I'm always ""shaky."" It also gives me headaches at night. 

I am looking for suggestions on what I should try now. 
My Dr. suggests Adderall or Strattera.

**TL;DR: Tried Concerta XR and nonXR. Barely helps & causes anxiety. Dr suggests Adderall or Strattera. Suggestions on what to try?**",3.1248900000000006,6.189290944000003,4.401675000000001,77.41971250000002,83.56,8.084999999999999,30.2125,8.751876143730069,3.4207699999999988,1096,56,177,31,32,359,159,250,0.111,0.792,0.097,-0.4362,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,6,8,8,0,3,4,0,14,7,1,6,2,39,25,17,0,1,12,0,3,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,12,8,0,2,9,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,7,5,27,3,22,16,5,30,0,2,1,0,14,11,0,4,19,107,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597083514093693,0.0,0.0884390762384668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957024540232398,0.08301568529827145,0.43239808012063385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896871849297715,0.11271041570737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210127236763806,0.08881543919028834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823745059305584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099604144868506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643426621609297,0.0,0.08593077443811302,0.10126329456478816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020981845858238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953334229089607,0.08966581981338337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513384026688762,0.14254978954718436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141476646801076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822658154977195,0.1337459299960464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132493830412857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974840526687068,0.0,0.0,0.08829230311149955,0.08378071644552958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963455360356153,0.0,0.07334159294337768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872526364608252,0.0,0.09573091363642626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029526240978637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301867159283653,0.0,0.0,0.07934020329764893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252983342793213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061691385875153,0.0,0.07967554187541939,0.08341123578232483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501376765283048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628199856918475,0.0,0.0,0.07920533194464542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084687638395226,0.20320952439770024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002856293607942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263291960012777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424787592055277
adhd,lazy-beans,2018/02/21,"If you haven't seen it yet, I recommend watching Finding Dory. Just watched it for the first time last night. I haven't cried that hard during a movie for a long time. The messages in it are just so great for those of us with ADHD or any kind of mental health issues. 

Seriously, if you've been feeling down at all lately, I highly HIGHLY recommend watching this movie. ",4.871666666666666,5.990586166666668,5.103777777777778,84.119,69.27777777777777,7.426666666666668,26.9,7.554174236665415,1.4168466666666673,292,9,56,3,5,92,53,72,0.023,0.7709999999999999,0.206,0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,6,4,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,5,2,9,4,1,13,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,3,8,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255425312244217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453083014157114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345930088974295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746389013427804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942527928537297,0.18078183972261247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343201695422683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038927401804515,0.0,0.0,0.2259143631478945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491089912824036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218309256951374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132210166298355,0.0,0.1732440824199835,0.2397483094113197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808645117068928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418490890467268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944934395807296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478612928786729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556529799034313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GuysBNDudes,2018/02/21,How long was the process of being prescribed medication after your first evaluation? I have my first evaluation in over 10 years tomorrow and feel like I need medication to help get my life back on track. I was prescribed Ritalin as a child but stopped taking it shortly after I started middle school. I was hoping to hear your stories on the process after your first appointment and what you went over during the evaluation. Look forward to hearing your replies!,8.424512195121952,9.428067060975614,7.78648780487805,68.44753658536588,61.3170731707317,10.462439024390244,39.57073170731707,10.355215969177356,4.4073239024390265,377,19,59,8,5,118,56,82,0.029,0.879,0.093,0.6419,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,8,15,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,12,2,13,10,0,21,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,14,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210091670195006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000168625203966,0.14131293629397146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047620848397005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033456832136057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458843924096521,0.0,0.1325854646656866,0.0,0.0,0.19646639393199847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971651470852858,0.09663821860565644,0.0,0.0,0.17505244510674622,0.16610756260445508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985382884249917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667094398939726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019064371097892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000839259177614,0.0,0.0,0.16537501297969365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872580034201235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336852051998176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738084041827175
adhd,Bearopaco,2018/02/21,"Third day with Strattera. Thoughts? 24/M/Athletic & healthy. No other scripts or conditions.

Today is my third day on 40mg of generic Strattera. Not having known ANYTHING about ADHD or medications, I did a ton of research on everything before I agreed to start treatment. I had always blamed everything on myself, struggled through school and college just doing the bare minimum (but still doing pretty well anyways). It wasn't until I started a business that I began to realize how HARD it was to do things that I didn't want to, even when I KNEW how important it was to everything else. I could give you the entire ""I thought I was a failure until I read about ADHD and it clicked"" diatribe, but I won't. I'm sure you all know how it feels, haha.

So my psychiatrist said I'm pretty healthy and he wanted to start me on the most harmless medication first to see if it works. I went in without any expectations in an attempt to be as unbiased as possible in deciding how it feels. Here's how things are going so far:

Day 1: Nothing really. A little nausea that night (unusual for me).

Day 2: Nothing *too* crazy, but I was WICKED tired from 1pm-5pm and had to have grandma come watch my daughter so I could sleep. After I woke up, I felt great. I sleep a lot, so I don't want to attribute it to the medication with certainty.

Day 3: Nothing yet. I feel normal and after taking some preworkout to exercise and clean, I am very alert. Not beyond usual, though.

I know Strattera can take weeks to kick in, and my dosage is very small. Does anyone else have input from experience on this medication? I'm not sure what to ""look for"" in terms of an effective medication. I'm scared I'll placebo something into working.

Thanks!",3.0515227272727286,5.455333254545459,4.379753787878791,82.0296306818182,77.06060606060606,7.276515151515152,27.88825757575757,8.278499904357787,2.1959166666666663,1354,58,248,26,32,446,191,330,0.09,0.765,0.14400000000000002,0.9699,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,0,5,22,9,0,2,11,1,25,9,2,7,3,54,56,28,0,8,11,1,5,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,16,11,0,0,13,2,0,3,9,2,1,3,17,10,31,7,46,35,6,41,0,0,4,0,6,16,0,6,22,173,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993288311916866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267438505596135,0.09463351551950534,0.0,0.059394610511851964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107058597608848,0.089490777397375,0.07187388094421146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432042701438077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523620270354163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394687418141135,0.0,0.0,0.2816373429074375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643235725724787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592374636310013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057687649831414514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548832821399202,0.08543587689962008,0.0,0.0,0.1324861116281244,0.0,0.08386068338932345,0.0,0.0,0.07429187909197663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378507262640633,0.04963768199202614,0.0,0.0,0.09629333195832186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824003200465614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600023129398974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753823741596152,0.0,0.0,0.07334411593845518,0.0,0.0,0.07425386413574565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43993238438157817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196324680091095,0.08557525460474487,0.2514170155089047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846341572573533,0.0,0.17771360179098428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736424660191927,0.0,0.05595263188575296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308092185223058,0.0,0.08744318829595221,0.08839336121676505,0.06959915893374227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480737467379104,0.0,0.0,0.06723906941796128,0.0,0.0,0.1854604019997684,0.0,0.06975032476082166,0.0,0.0,0.09130737028877714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646349844529125,0.0,0.1313385395859337,0.0,0.0,0.08041150002043669,0.0,0.0,0.1160504420095635,0.0,0.0858117068473136,0.13867737817374262,0.0,0.10038518401259686,0.0827886867509985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619334361930887,0.14413030223459808,0.15454726584116685,0.0,0.07005936983348585,0.0,0.07852969846767326,0.0809656214178886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419323223949013,0.0,0.12717001004792713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,orange_sewer_grating,2018/02/21,"What about addiction to prescribed drugs? Can we discuss addiction to prescribed drugs? We all know therapeutic use with an RX is different than street meth or non-prescription abuse, and most of our conversations are about arguing that contrast. But you do hear about people getting addicted to their prescribed drugs (either mentally or with tolerance and physical dependency). Especislly since, for many people, this is effectively a life-long prescription.

Do we have any studies, statistics, tips to avoid addiction, warning signs, etc? Is it more common with  incorrect diagnoses or ""pill happy"" psychiatrists or people who are dishonest with their doctor about their effects?

I don't even know where to start but I'd love if someone could come in on this general topic.",8.89993923611111,11.104668351562502,7.933229166666668,63.51663194444443,60.796875,12.56388888888889,39.22222222222222,12.06081838636515,5.823111805555557,631,32,88,22,9,195,92,128,0.075,0.831,0.093,0.6608,1,1,4,0,1,0,21.0,4,1,3,2,6,4,1,1,2,0,11,12,0,4,1,30,19,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,18,18,5,7,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,7,2,62,15,1,0.0,0.16091840194853246,0.0,0.5922329830739121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235876292726553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699247708102245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843711533728577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784922526931453,0.0,0.14189762326693628,0.0,0.1390122654385785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725063619905439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146947131001232,0.08970443494275543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709576594416337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457744524771193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307321933103502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928059173441313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959300530102314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019187834518552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225782148273817,0.0,0.0,0.13769495230306747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686943612478986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824707722757028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234745668251232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507549118532595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096130457814709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730043362156906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wahoodancer,2018/02/21,"How do I know when meds are working? 29 years old. I’ve been on methylphenidate ER for years now. Today, I took my dose at 8:00 AM and it’s worn off around 1:00. I’ve noticed more fidgeting and inattention that’s taken more energy to compensate. I’ve taken the same dose since high school and have gained weight since. I have a short acting dose for the afternoon. Should the meds last longer? Thanks for your input!",2.317037037037036,4.939259716049384,2.1965432098765447,95.34444444444449,81.46913580246914,6.0691358024691375,17.641975308641978,7.3871296695380915,0.15955308641975252,331,7,69,5,9,98,59,81,0.028,0.8640000000000001,0.109,0.7465,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,1,0,8,13,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,1,8,7,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960355849450798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266632636993104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102289030294262,0.17950237026824992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892123197694574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507130994508853,0.23107570648347714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228665475874678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643236878399352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274184790797775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873545865338028,0.0,0.2446639058408116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681591877749752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031713641108636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836189305010311
adhd,KalBaratheon,2018/02/21,"Negative diagnosis for ADD/ADHD -- I don't agree. So, after years of holding off, forgetting, convincing myself otherwise I finally scheduled myself to get tested for ADD/ADHD. I've suspected I had it for a while, I check pretty much all the boxes, my mother honestly seems like she has it as well and so on. However, according to the diagnosis my grades aren't bad enough, I did too well on the test, checked too highly on the answer sheet, and was able to sit through the entire session without asking for a break, besides bathroom ones. 


It just doesn't make sense to me. It seems like there's no way I could've got a positive diagnosis unless I was either jumping off the walls or literally zoning out the entire time. Yeah, I get B's and C's, but why does that invalidate my account of consistent procrastination and the fact that i've been in school 8 years already?? Yeah, I did well on the test I guess....sorry i'm smart (I did average on working memory so that's the only one that threw me off)?? I checked too highly on the questionnaire....I guess my honest answers were ""too"" honest?? And I guess I fucked myself over by ""focusing"" too mcuh during the assessments

IDK, i'm just pissed over the diagnosis. I don't feel like the results of the assessment accurately reflect what I shared. We went over everything, she basically reaffirmed that i'm constantly late, forgetful, fidgety, spacey, and so forth but because the results don't add up, screw the rest. And to make it worst, the suggestions pretty much amounted to drink less (I hardly drink), smoke less (only started smoking a couple years ago and I shared that the issues go back to childhood), and ""try harder"" through....you guessed it -- time management/study techniques. I just feel like I was basically told to stop being lazy and doing stupid stuff and you wouldn't have any problems. I've had to deal with people telling me to ""try harder"" my entire life, and to get it from a formal diagnosis did sting a bit, not gonna lie. I just wanted some validation I guess.....

So, any recommendations? I think I have an optional followup appointment, but I don't know if it'd do any good? Should I go somewhere else? Has anybody else had a diagnosis they didn't agree with?? 

TL;DR -- check the title 


EDIT:

I got tested through my university...probably not the best route huh? ",4.9198295023124174,6.565998268792715,5.806382273762683,77.12786843376823,69.72892938496582,8.96585904604128,29.703941464761513,9.41862664789215,2.766578739559605,1836,72,332,40,33,603,226,439,0.111,0.752,0.13699999999999998,0.6803,1,0,3,0,0,0,96.0,1,1,1,2,19,23,4,0,29,3,29,6,1,4,2,61,59,25,0,5,14,1,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,17,2,2,10,2,5,5,13,7,3,2,18,3,44,16,43,36,13,43,0,0,0,2,13,18,3,10,21,214,60,10,0.08839004414584907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124553125490508,0.0,0.07835244098520833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754061167262916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803247831288292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263275949748253,0.0,0.0,0.06796648795634286,0.0738019948071735,0.053881750504580966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275989809870364,0.0,0.09649903538654264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551823658319908,0.0,0.0705722578871085,0.0978019026418732,0.0,0.0,0.09112625432055628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735072328202879,0.0,0.0,0.1731771856433563,0.0,0.0,0.1476770798422388,0.0,0.0,0.091330543750817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943927225534128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938532428761596,0.126291730397921,0.0,0.09682697289055264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171517151464143,0.13854044970501156,0.0,0.10046819807490542,0.07413737539229819,0.1413871857752724,0.0,0.4868579940417168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918011798066513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677786918052847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922562416338452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857685666320336,0.0,0.0997078197958466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062432502184371526,0.17273164326430568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800208165459106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995370547205515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979076293109947,0.13444922316170424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127852726626079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798489033816049,0.0,0.0845773349113694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945544359484016,0.0,0.1609339529849775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894541782177843,0.06256292818749247,0.0,0.0,0.07389803475011067,0.0,0.0,0.10118545341421373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725679453237164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663677125510505,0.0,0.0,0.10308189111070083,0.0,0.0,0.08446047505348465,0.0,0.12002207580030305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213473814429834,0.07015990282507527,0.0,0.0,0.23841979471403035,0.08193845646516057,0.07975826664973519,0.0,0.0,0.08520484835051756,0.0,0.06434900485852309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076087134548418
adhd,BrookeBasketcase,2018/02/21,"One of my favorite things about ADHD is because of my lack of attention, it’s like watching every show for the first time again. Like I’m watching it’s always sunny AGAIN.  I don’t remember this episode because I was probably distracted by something else so it’s like watching it again for the first time 😁",3.0380000000000003,5.543852133333335,3.846666666666668,85.295,77.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,30.0,7.793537801064563,2.2285,248,12,45,4,6,79,39,60,0.075,0.7140000000000001,0.211,0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,4,3,7,3,1,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065272893972976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122267072107414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109590761838441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306624177589664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489535959079895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433900358704044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373821876476196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728322884259561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749930961145671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889282963731588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963542765102193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694476200870205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29744996525625056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eliamousse,2018/02/21,"How can I stop procrastinating when I only have one obligation. I don't understand myself. I am always doing everything for this ONE class im taking at the last minute. Test tomorrow? You bet staying up all night and studying until too tired to even remember anything. I know the material too, its easy, but when I get to class I just get the worst sensory overload. I wish I had hyper focus on my tests and course material like I had in video games. 

I have so mcuh time to study and do homework, but i don't. I just read on my computer and watch videos. I don't even do drugs or anything, just my prescribed meds (Concerta). 

Ahhh how do I break this cycle of procrastination and working under stress??",2.255024509803924,4.844404845588237,3.997470588235295,82.55145098039219,81.42647058823529,7.156078431372548,23.772549019607844,8.238735603445708,1.7310201960784315,553,20,105,12,15,185,88,136,0.124,0.8109999999999999,0.065,-0.8377,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,1,3,0,13,2,0,2,1,20,19,14,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,20,1,12,17,2,16,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,9,75,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354464894840015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234864283620371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279346290000983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596377370946333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664571425703365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537765093458504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230682418491664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108018279850948,0.16021380101738372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602399302305684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183218113991111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844480749909903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663735993368984,0.14948449540400774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966023521237946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265188685552945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949525619708573,0.0,0.16432390126467572,0.2251464022938238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778050982775492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460939762694765,0.22590434946671775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461461049569213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260218376012245,0.0,0.0,0.14309013164705645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DeletedAllMyAccounts,2018/02/21,"Adult-oriented ADHD postcast has helped me immensely! Ari Tuckman wrote a book on adult ADHD called ""More Attention, Less Deficit."" Apparently he also recorded it as a podcast and released it for free on iTunes and Libsyn. I found out about the podcast before the book while looking for ADHD-related content on Podcast Addict.

His site is [here](http://adultadhdbook.com/) and the podcast can be found on iTunes [here](https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/more-attention-less-deficit/id312831485?mt=2) or on Podbay.fm [here](http://podbay.fm/show/312831485). It provides answers and insight into a lot of the often-ignored aspects of ADD/ADHD I see discussed around here.

The episodes are really short and jam-packed with information, and he's got a great sense of humor. It's got a lot of useful information, especially for adults coping with ADHD who were diagnosed later in life. Audio quality isn't the best, but it's a free audiobook.

This was posted about 3 years back, but I don't think the free podcast version was available at the time. I'd really like to see this added to the sidebar.

I recommend starting at the beginning. I promise you won't be disappointed.",7.863636363636368,10.287926575757576,6.662040404040402,70.8097272727273,63.54545454545455,9.118383838383838,36.937373737373726,9.558583805096642,4.005019797979799,954,47,137,19,15,287,123,198,0.012,0.825,0.163,0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,16,0,12,3,0,1,0,26,24,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,8,11,0,0,8,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,8,4,8,11,25,13,6,21,0,1,3,0,13,13,0,3,8,87,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465545748176153,0.7422375261337685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877921132044166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995933501481672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497955551301064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510675425163517,0.0,0.1296270287866894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612812867940526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537059584760984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708674643635499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758107949901216,0.1361816661286952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279311377267616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872461044455554,0.060345823337281224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037260182621796,0.0,0.0,0.21002523703045897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829838950733755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826064961144767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968595173101966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742836785471851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914687842863473,0.0,0.0,0.0720257327804241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857982060197725,0.1066819579695723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954308143657676
adhd,polakprincess,2018/02/21,"how do you deal while waiting to try medication? my therapist and I are in agreement that I have adhd and medication is a necessary next step (behavior modification isn't cutting it).  my gp won't prescribe adhd meds, so i'm waiting to get in to the psych.  of course i can't get in until the first week of april (made the appointment in december).

i'm losing it.  the inability to function is making my depression and anxiety so much worse.  i end up scrolling social media all day and totally forgetting to get anything else done.  i hyperfocus on nonsense.  i get a million ideas of things i could be doing, but won't ever actually DO any of them.

is there anything that can help me get through the next six weeks?  ",3.1272575250836105,5.4426838550724685,5.138405797101452,77.12994983277595,76.3913043478261,8.593979933110367,30.180602006688968,9.265573868473778,3.0764140468227428,564,27,104,15,13,194,89,138,0.08900000000000001,0.86,0.052000000000000005,-0.4431,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,5,4,1,0,7,0,16,2,0,3,3,16,27,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,2,0,13,1,17,21,3,18,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,11,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.14417184241093908,0.0,0.35510686502759703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004675095441162,0.0,0.11301984440290876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431530321524481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795747988379578,0.0,0.0,0.09527936017321392,0.15231230561019374,0.12724728714479214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118817555066835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341688289649184,0.0,0.13085280291996285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133638281770847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566662206218346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38593735457428496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902626195293432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677922091888095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528202474126513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397941073370516,0.09861685448185216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410459843866101,0.2976627720644941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086050812173662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142439654024881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060119040226494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153623512528868,0.0981511520129268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003050066392436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701444783431866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505585478416546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sunriseatdawn,2018/02/21,"How do you keep up with current events? I really want to stay updated with current events but my mind wanders so much when I read the news or listen to the radio. I can barely read one sentence when it comes to politics or government before my eyes start to glaze over. 

Any tips? Really awesome news sites with infographics and easily broken down news?!",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,4.969696969696969,79.02454545454547,73.54545454545455,8.642424242424243,24.63636363636364,9.2995712137729,2.3573818181818185,282,9,49,7,6,91,49,66,0.056,0.778,0.166,0.8032,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,15,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,10,7,1,14,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,8,31,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933787860183948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197471502135354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495632546561674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527577688212405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871288260535009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904189679372231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269391519481496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688863620351416,0.0,0.3643445738714605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127587943377534,0.30309656236090354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167726568641349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,V_Maverick,2018/02/21,"Constant fear my ADHD meds will stop working. Hi,
I've (M18) been on medication for the past year and a half.  I'm on Concerta 54mg.
I'm nervous that it's not working as well as it did originally. But that may be because I'm not doing enough myself. It's really hard to revise for exams and it's causing heavy stress because I'm scared it's not working.

Now, I'm also losing quite alot of weight. 
I usually only take like one day off every couple of weeks from the meds so the loss of appetite isn't great...
Anyway. Anyone got any advise??",1.0253273809523833,3.2360675446428573,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,83.375,5.519047619047619,20.94047619047619,6.816661863887847,0.57312261904762,423,13,85,5,12,146,80,112,0.197,0.7809999999999999,0.022,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,5,9,0,4,5,0,7,2,0,2,0,11,14,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,3,2,3,3,12,8,2,12,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,10,48,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514221447934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985057587967044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042001282706893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135358044900502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796359031615227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680301448045098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546880787651933,0.0,0.0,0.17966394563489474,0.0,0.10471791547556424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777593690929735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680725273869782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271609914608453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298654677078007,0.1790181105384535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545537487480426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932782422061341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816551776273551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607222264551327,0.16357490724436508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002894901556393,0.12349288341163712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500453117126414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270493118409605,0.0,0.0,0.10402105977781023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256488408745662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575208803949249,0.1859990785925702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208517827449515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883222307187654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024677574282928,0.1977280116415993,0.14599389132076254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35463101836256383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456365052638926
adhd,sunaaay,2018/02/21,"Unpopular thought If your medication magically stops working, it may not be because you need more or a different drug. Try changing the way you study, your surroundings, external stimulus, etc. The medication is a tool in success. Not a solution to all your problems. ",6.698333333333334,9.661837000000002,7.677499999999997,60.05625000000003,67.8888888888889,12.5,44.58333333333334,11.698219412168324,6.946666666666667,215,15,31,9,4,72,37,45,0.131,0.792,0.077,-0.1436,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,10,5,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502000747722706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863713009204192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828303973627635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139332875853712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30190900856984776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454161014849896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200725242204367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902930600392265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263225328208086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491051140167414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837917630786182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487400799666145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707736225093128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TinnyWhig,2018/02/21,"Inability to regulate anything in life, feel like a loser Hello all, does anyone else have this problem? ADHD seems to mean that each day does not follow on from the next. I can have the best intentions in the world one day: get a job, save money, stop bad habits etc, and then the next day there is just no follow through and my mind is in a completely different place. My sense of time feels distorted, my intentions feel as if they come and go randomly, and I basically spend my time trying to stop things from becoming completely chaotic whilst knowing that eventually the chaos will take over and I will have to drag myself out of yet another hole I have dug for myself. I’m really struggling here!
All the best ",7.990094537815125,7.276580257352943,7.778319327731094,73.90029411764708,62.602941176470594,11.8890756302521,33.399159663865554,11.20814326018867,3.604633613445378,569,19,107,14,7,182,92,136,0.215,0.6970000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9545,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,1,9,0,9,1,0,2,2,27,22,8,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,6,0,2,4,2,4,0,1,0,3,11,4,17,20,6,24,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,13,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231190468961613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034382067470115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025288876804747,0.14690720268670598,0.1179874742719708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197142320663898,0.0,0.1583491953270647,0.0,0.0,0.3009317023599886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350702945476358,0.3006571829760294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773998981029873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149798981726435,0.0,0.0,0.2509412506174652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977351190378772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990382391533914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748793138428285,0.10242892187687253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490883134844338,0.0,0.08148474313638868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228005527991594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879652991533005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127177557345332,0.07004700916614663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618014107649186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477041288602732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049672171869303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715631149545588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149798981726435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719291362775327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185130437291372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052550032924326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397400369580525,0.0,0.14988930417087826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780204405785326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525364681143582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720915832303884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734391782355126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,saphirasoar,2018/02/21,"For 40+ Patients on Amphetamines For those that are 40+ years old, that are legitimately diagnosed and on amphetamines, have your doctor(s) given you the speech of getting off amphetamines by 45?

I was diagnosed in my mid-30s and immediately responded to treatment with a doctor who specializes in ADD/ADHD. After struggling for over 30 years and not knowing what my ""problem"" was, it was like I was reborn. I finally became the person I knew I was meant to be. I did stop taking amphetamines for almost two years around 38 (life) and only recently started back up in the last six months.

When my GP agreed that I needed to go back on, he went on to say that I will need to taper down my doses and be off of them by 45. His reasoning was because his previous patients suffered heart attacks, insinuating amphetamines were to blame. I had a recent EKG of my heart and it's perfectly fine, blood tests are all in normal ranges, and my blood pressure is lower while ON amphetamines (pb because amphetamines curb the anxiety I have from not functioning properly). I'm not on any other medications.

Great, so I'm getting my life back together and you're telling me that I'm preparing to fail at life...again...in a couple of years?

Has anyone else experienced this kind of scenario? have any thoughts to my dilemma?

Please and thank you!!",6.451451612903228,7.421960435483871,7.155806451612908,71.36620967741938,65.61290322580646,10.393548387096775,34.04838709677419,10.411451182825502,3.6984548387096776,1060,46,186,26,16,351,146,248,0.104,0.8190000000000001,0.077,-0.7044,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,1,2,6,13,1,2,7,0,20,11,4,1,2,28,37,12,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,12,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,14,4,25,7,39,20,1,37,0,2,0,0,12,17,0,1,19,124,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334941052043468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944004873203698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222675130187592,0.0,0.09124761962013402,0.0,0.0,0.08340220331123964,0.12221477642115798,0.0,0.10618302969467604,0.0,0.1356963551231789,0.0,0.2751530907875949,0.0,0.14542196342315608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319792376408815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421300510762857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417291330519905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964176507884022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066361410128774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463604108974972,0.0,0.06778864127844708,0.0,0.0,0.13150481399751315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826908639724922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124210057843438,0.06555226775982034,0.09722778401583614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25274950138173113,0.05827338215994837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201603999010486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520684969977453,0.0,0.0,0.17688678649451542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116867468501948,0.0,0.0,0.12516257499946887,0.0,0.0,0.09071656836404576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414926396942638,0.0,0.13093182166426107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413328250038482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263802080275725,0.2355459831081892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485494008182634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442583777742678,0.0,0.0,0.09972205065572304,0.0,0.12469564093622575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968248303230812,0.0,0.10425454484558422,0.10981548917660733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469369504367199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651762678946564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057223556622747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072454149362753
adhd,auroramajor,2018/02/21,"work problems causing self esteem problems I just wanted to post here and vent briefly before I go to work for the day. I am having a really hard time at my new job, and having a lot of self esteem issues and depression because of it. 

I haven't told anyone at work that I have ADHD. I'm sure they all see the symptoms - I'm late all the time, my work is delayed and inconsistent, I can hardly sit at my desk for more than an hour at a time.

People like that are called lazy. Flaky. Unmotivated. Unreliable. Maybe even stupid. That's what they're thinking of me. 

But I am trying SO. HARD. And I care so much about this job; its the best job I've ever had, and I want to be able to be proud of myself here.

It seems like I have to try so much harder than my coworkers, and then I still make so many more mistakes. My brain just doesn't work the way I need it to. It's exhausting. 

My inattention allowed an issue to slip past me, and now I have only today to try to fix it before it goes to the client. If I don't succeed, I think I'll probably get fired. 

I don't want to go to work. I want to stay home and crawl under the covers and cry. I wonder if I'll ever be able to function like a normal person. I don't think I deserve this my job, and I'm embarrassed that I'm struggling so much just to perform so poorly.

I won't say any of this to anyone at work. I won't act like anything is wrong, because I don't want anyone to know how hard it is for me. I'm going to show up and try my best and white-knuckle my way through all of it. Privately though, I don't know how much longer I can do that. It's just so hard, and it makes me so sad. 

(If you're wondering, no, I'm not on any medication. Its hard to find a psychiatrist, and I haven't been able to get an appointment yet.)",1.7371093750000028,2.8193468255208347,3.721791666666668,91.17737500000004,76.83854166666666,6.682500000000001,21.39375,7.1686216300943375,0.3850818750000005,1367,33,323,15,30,466,170,384,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.086,-0.9738,5,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,12,24,20,1,2,15,0,29,4,1,6,6,57,59,31,0,13,9,0,7,4,0,2,3,1,1,3,21,15,0,1,9,1,1,4,12,10,0,0,3,9,41,10,41,51,12,33,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,7,20,204,62,13,0.214538154370943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594439015734574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726220119935268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500100657967125,0.0,0.05884887373728352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718697842224718,0.0,0.12170411192530807,0.0,0.1500963713733453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983184410184628,0.0730224808054578,0.0,0.07291198219988036,0.07346326059780632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855336288028174,0.046119787090190906,0.0,0.061593799331285365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723347586816167,0.12937469544643573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653613288028896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747248872820265,0.0,0.12192697716271456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843680934566691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173308706865154,0.0,0.07042562221170874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928139626725434,0.2838613525771725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860303932321623,0.0,0.0806694609182259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397500073131805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060797555629724616,0.0,0.0,0.09547058930578342,0.07250267181243597,0.07184413731782249,0.0,0.0,0.07204153999005294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028030471875347,0.05302577435432362,0.0,0.06906742878777136,0.0,0.0,0.0700672801734398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438864461953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826698128174373,0.04957791445599317,0.062442147091444015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848941602133392,0.0,0.07710280539627279,0.13685602648157846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581287841781096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686978376225705,0.0,0.0,0.056986377561719724,0.0651024927499119,0.1492067226945293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622304244989453,0.0571101490702889,0.0,0.0,0.07476062005860548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739989051328232,0.07432909586119478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746738664990393,0.07026088246658194,0.0,0.12509892308383253,0.0,0.06778569501856581,0.06833346677735391,0.0,0.1942097655514118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109002698998242,0.11352693400702955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510498455355498,0.3644347735446437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818793101364331,0.0,0.0
adhd,HalluTor,2018/02/21,"I actually don't know what to do. So firstly I'm pretty sure I have ADHD. Although I haven't been diagnosed yet.

I'm currently at uni. On my first year studying environmental science.

I'm really struggling this semester. I've been to about 10 of my lectures. I just have no focus at all. I really don't know what to do at this point. 

My GP has told me the waiting list for ADHD is about a year. I applied back in October.

I don't know if I can cope with some kind of support. The University can't really give me any support for ADHD until I get diagnosed.

I'm really worried I'm going to fuck my life up. I can't do anything. I'm never in lectures. My room is always a mess. I can never find anything. I've stopped cooking so all I eat is junk. My family is no help. 

Everything is so overwhelming and I just want it all to stop. I just want to be able to function. I want to go to lectures. Have a clean dorm room and a healthy lifestyle but I just Can't.

I've been though so much to get here and it's all falling apart. I'm not sure how I'm going to cope but it never works out.

It's just a cycle. I'll get my self together only to be dis-functional two weeks later.

So does anyone have any advise. I really dont know what to do. ",-0.7514446227929383,1.3736632509363351,2.5439443552701992,90.41110112359553,92.52059925093631,5.748057784911718,19.988121990369184,7.2259226712905225,0.6993735473515259,956,33,213,18,35,343,125,267,0.067,0.852,0.081,0.3173,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,17,9,1,2,7,0,29,6,0,1,9,36,56,15,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,9,5,2,3,5,1,0,4,14,4,0,3,4,0,26,5,29,50,6,32,0,1,0,1,5,13,1,2,15,137,35,6,0.10529903930110783,0.0,0.10275667278885033,0.0,0.3796469476061841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761723602868626,0.0,0.0,0.14321391516533924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362753660394683,0.0,0.17330427457040054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096846150075501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137526167265204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214789889010326,0.0,0.12340968983457502,0.0,0.0,0.1077472051390135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463598680258617,0.0,0.09926656287857596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962414142682715,0.17913461807496628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734726506776016,0.16504320593176494,0.10101243345004804,0.17953161195639758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057972643504605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109652745579368,0.23147839276843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743758255209262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740690974906105,0.0,0.2436393317666296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008466434492985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995416277968954,0.0,0.0,0.10712697865718912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728630456145003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098498628582078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606942366918046,0.0,0.1100814187500883,0.0,0.0,0.2389842038976524,0.1984861967567028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345577148091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061774454340257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286186084834846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186324304751484,0.0,0.08446453778721072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665895471671179,0.10693628574727776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561825789059725
adhd,AllTheHemingway,2018/02/21,"Any personal advice or book recommendations on how I can become less passive? Because I suffer from ADD, I have a hard time getting out of my head and living in the moment. As a result, I usually let situations happen to me, opposed to me being the one taking action and control. 

As a result of this indecisiveness, I perceive myself as this slow, unresponsive person that just sits there in a continuous dreamstate, where I would like to be quicker, wittier and in charge.

When I look for books on this subject, I mostly come across a lot of ""alpha male"" stuff, which isn't bad per se, but most books come across really macho and chauvinistic. Do you guys have any tips?",8.95706666666667,7.709574799999999,9.3382,65.21876666666667,61.0,11.533333333333333,35.23333333333333,10.504223727775694,3.669613333333333,530,18,90,10,6,178,92,125,0.048,0.91,0.043,-0.1436,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,0,9,1,1,4,0,22,15,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,8,0,2,1,3,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,2,13,1,19,11,4,19,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,5,7,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231496636991766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26766745973418954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643234401610693,0.1199701258475004,0.2173549800532508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390591012240923,0.0,0.0,0.22073285133380185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028221678671858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948672817553472,0.1740334668631208,0.0,0.17629807179246546,0.0,0.2019780761063071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124581660091045,0.0,0.09614868107571266,0.0,0.1737818767437704,0.0,0.16526611615525896,0.0,0.0,0.16731604953194054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335974397296407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436839941152116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260779278897129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121637345794665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252939347062888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479724042013463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475821900123405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675222472231329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980418783883564,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,philippthecat,2018/02/21,"""Oh, that doesnt sound wrong"" Thats what the psychiatrist said when I called him today. I went to him half a year ago for a burnout. I didnt stay long with him. I was pretty much cured of my burnout when I got to him, but I needed a psychiatrists note.

Anyway. Im excited. Hopefull. Maybe there is a wonder drug to fix me after all. 

3 weeks until my appointment. 

Reading this subreddit is like staring into a mirror",0.4992532467532485,2.9340982976190517,2.5596103896103912,90.31266233766236,89.83333333333334,5.435497835497836,19.54112554112555,6.980632752743323,0.4894190476190477,323,10,67,5,11,108,63,84,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.8492,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,3,13,3,9,5,2,12,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,10,45,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272199039922074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503973016720804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278293023509378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192869549997954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259212513137128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723890952882975,0.0,0.0,0.21236895785938054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410855921117825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176408102543917,0.17793727762149072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441392777135979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003839715624156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282697109097977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557797756037043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274667778104925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249223217403488,0.0,0.0,0.22245779876595514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602409774590362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623733034893476,0.0,0.15453503842453845
adhd,LatterRest,2018/02/21,"Who here is in medical/dental school? How do you deal with crash? I'm currently a first year medical student. ADHD-C. 

I'm on 15mg Adderall/twice a day-- once at 8AM, again at 1PM. 

My biggest obstacle is that by 6PM I can barely function. 

I'm losing out on 5 hours of study time a day because I can't bring myself to do anything-- I'll either have no motivation or just crash. 
I really should be productive from 6-11PM but it just isn't happening. 


This wouldn't be a problem if I were just a regular ole person with a 9-5 job. 
I honestly wouldn't care-- but I NEED to be using this time after class efficiently. I'm already at a disadvantage from my classmates.
 
I'm potentially losing out on 25 hours of study time/week (Only counting M-F).

What things can I do to combat the crash?  Any helpful advice appreciated. ",1.6965095676824973,3.944740777108436,4.141126860382709,82.76478738483348,80.98795180722891,7.279376328844791,24.222537207654142,8.313332769828598,1.7433214741318217,643,24,128,14,17,224,109,166,0.141,0.733,0.126,0.4126,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,3,0,20,27,5,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,11,2,20,20,1,22,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,2,11,76,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108706826776666,0.1716349366093244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938248708209296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944230953790898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445380693878995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706948779660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790783148962617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654860027929136,0.18107877497587266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940065339575026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531928490420946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772886066585232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459431871326695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429718391258148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392996041203346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694043139004795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023601925140452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870525693774633,0.0,0.1335833498704839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533634684212254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806528821650554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252050513615527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775867407097926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166884730538932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30725408451762737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516979467621504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088909524900828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310743037266728
adhd,Frandom314,2018/02/21,"Exercise in the night vs in the morning Hi guys, 

I know that exercise makes a huge impact for us in terms of focus. I recently decided to start going to the gym to lift weight, but does it really make a difference if I go in the morning or in the night? 

Given my work schedule, it is much easier for me to go in the night, but I really want to benefit from the extra focus that intense physical exercise can give.

Thank you guys!! ",3.9562068965517234,4.799499505747129,6.205229885057473,76.40025862068967,71.183908045977,10.857471264367817,28.29310344827586,10.864195022040775,3.3042275862068973,335,12,66,11,6,119,55,87,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.9425,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,10,13,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,15,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769491203581632,0.0,0.0,0.16558793623035314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151732801360468,0.3226147255665892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747156393194647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399051362569947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526120033916876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390986727825744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327112248607877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424387045773053,0.0,0.18683219210384533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339310832986299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420860503826044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760869060950825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160701967514697,0.0,0.0,0.230419316547194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775461250891013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LottaUnicorns,2018/02/21,"How do you finish projects If that's even possible at all :'D...

I'm just so fed up with all the ""started, but never finished"" projects. I have all these ideas that I love and want to bring to completion but there's always this invisible wall that's somewhere along the road and I don't know how to get my interest back after that. 

I feel like I either have 100% energy to do something or there's 0%. Once I start losing 'interest' I don't know what to do or say to myself to make me continue working. And the thing is, I still want to finish what I was working on, but I just don't know where to get the energy/motivation from?

I know I have the energy to do stuff, because I am always doing stuff, but I can't seem to control the focus of it.

Those that deal with this, how do you deal with this? How do you get yourself to finish a project after your first 'spark' is gone? How do you get your intrinsic motivation back?",3.080187969924811,4.145888342105264,4.546015037593988,86.6421052631579,73.47368421052632,7.954887218045112,24.624060150375943,8.418075326091056,1.3649323308270684,715,21,156,12,14,239,95,190,0.018000000000000002,0.845,0.13699999999999998,0.9679,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,0,6,15,5,0,0,7,0,19,2,0,8,4,38,39,16,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,16,7,1,1,8,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,2,23,4,23,36,4,22,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,4,15,119,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504389960626116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314346027115522,0.0,0.09173713322836864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778560257703525,0.0,0.16878701133002574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31029657555377105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939703719450912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609212141443705,0.10750988218330336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800647436557405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144986585894537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988457011838146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308208460041611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735216730270551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683594968651561,0.0,0.0,0.1358228429420341,0.0,0.10045305307083244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606694530024342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026663460169385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965454172237246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196754612690069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370001841782749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585433456541627,0.0,0.0,0.21303478912790347,0.0,0.12018128047929325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34454943774862795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997867944502603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752546545654602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191166091130388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HipsterIguana,2018/02/21,"Adderall helps me hold my focus better, but my mind still wanders sporadically. Any tips? Without the medication, sounds and movements in the scenery would distract me along with my wandering mind. Now with the medication, I don’t notice much of the sounds and movements. I’m less prone to react to them. But my mind still wanders and that distracts me from focusing on a task. The mind wandering is less with the medication, but the distraction of it is more amplified because of the enhanced focus (from the medication). So for example, I can focus on reading a book. I’m able to retain the information I’m reading and understanding it. Then my mind would wander somewhere else, maybe from a thought that just popped up. For me, maybe it’s thinking about work whilst simultaneously be reading. Of course, I’m now not understanding about what I’m reading because Im thinking about work. And this could go on for 20 even 30 minutes because of the enhanced focus. And I’d probably be done “reading” 2-4 pages, but not understanding what I just read. Anyone have this problem? How do you stop your mind from wandering? I can refocus, but it would still eventually creep up and wander. ",4.576250000000002,7.183981162037039,5.229407407407408,76.80633333333336,73.02777777777777,8.023703703703704,31.63333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.97201,945,45,162,20,20,304,108,216,0.079,0.904,0.018000000000000002,-0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,3,13,5,0,3,14,0,14,4,0,2,0,44,26,15,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,10,11,0,3,7,7,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,2,16,1,29,18,5,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,112,26,9,0.08645024187940517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058789128983107126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060448019190323186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809779514265138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645821363794512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902348362050004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884686123255199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221808403749573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709956942969775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049131664706671865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057945774838876286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338109616574572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370177534027012,0.0,0.0,0.3483580946671053,0.0,0.0,0.5237406006268459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355087487368187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842417336804796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320798245374397,0.08272120611840099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188418192557046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071178245116687,0.07227627319676781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078764857710073,0.0,0.06863183546652299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699932518839726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333494818767094,0.0,0.12587361141123687,0.0,0.0,0.1842353143575493,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,You_Cant_Stop_Gaben,2018/02/21,"Not looking for a diagnosis, but should I see a doctor about these possible ADHD symptoms? All throughout my life I've never really done much. I know I need to sleep earlier, I know I need to eat healthier, I know I need to find a job, I know I need to work on my social skills, but I never do anything about it. It's like... my brain doesn't think about execution. And when I try to do something about it, I get kinda anxious or my brain just forgets about it. This has brought so much anxiety and depression that it makes it even harder to do anything.   

Whenever I'm at school, I barely learn anything because my brain is full of constant chatter about the most random stuff, like politics, video games, my personal life, and random internet crap. It's like I'm present, but I'm not mentally present. Some days are better than others though, especially if I'm in a good mood, I can concentrate better and enjoy class.   

Another thing I've noticed is that I can't sit completely still. I'm either tapping my foot on the ground or switching positions on my chair every few minutes. Sometimes I pretend to type on the table as if it were a keyboard. I can force myself to sit still but eventually my autopilot will start some type of movement or fidgeting. But other than that, I'm not very energetic.  

Some other things I've noticed is that I can never finish a youtube video, I always open up a different tab and I might start watching a different video or do something else. By the end of the night I have all these tabs open and no videos finished.   

Other thing I find worth mentioning is that time moves extremely fast for me. Hours go by and the day is over before I know it. This depresses me the most.  

And finally... I feel like I'm only knowledgeable in only a few topics. It makes me insecure when people can talk and ramble about just anything, and the only things I could carry a conversation about are probably drugs, politics, and existential topics. Anything other than that and I wouldn't know what to tell ya.

Does this sound like ADHD? All these 'symtoms' have only been progressively getting worse this past year, and I'm 20.

 

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adhd,Ban_787,2018/02/21,"Feeling extremely lost/confused with my situation. Need advice.   Recently, I have been thinking deeply about why I have trouble with procrastination and how this has effected me academically my whole life, ""smart student doesn't use his full potential"" bullshit. Even teachers that taught my older brother before me told my parents that I am much smarter than he is but I just need to put effort in my work. I guess overtime and many teachers this made my parents think that I am the ""smartest"" out of 3 kids and always pressured me to succeed and had high expectations for me. Sadly enough I am 20 years old now and have never lived up to those expectations and I finally know why. I have still not been diagnosed with ADHD but over the last week I have been researching all about it and I noticed many of the symptoms were in check and I even discovered new ones. After lurking on this sub I realized that I have never related more to a group of indivuals in my entire life, reading your posts took the words out of my mouth. But the biggest factor in my discovery was that my younger sister was diagnosed with ADHD (which is highly genetic) at a young age and USED to take medication, but I never even knew about this until my grandma told me last summer about how it was all bullshit what my mom tried to do to my sister. I am going to see a doctor ASAP to get an accurate diagnosis but it doesn't change the fact. 

  Now that I have finally put two and two together I'm feeling extremely frustrated with my life, I can attribute the many times I've failed to ADHD, it all makes sense now. I got by high school by doing the bare minimum and graduated with an average GPA, college was a major shock and I tried to at least pass but poor work ethic, procrastination and not being able to concentrate on my work lead to me failing my first semester and everyone around me was telling me I was not working hard enough but I have now found out that was not my problem.I was just sitting today and thinking where my life would be if I had been diagnosed earlier and the taken the right meds because I tried Adderall for the first time today and I haven't felt like I accomplished this much in a very long time. 

  But that is the past and I am now looking towards my future and my sister's. You see, my sister stopped taking her meds because my grandparents thought ADHD is a bullshit excuse modern schools use when they are tired of dealing with your child and its time to ""see a doctor"". My grandfather was a renowned Orthopedic surgeon and somehow he was convinced that there was nothing wrong with my sister and given his position no one questioned his judgement except my mother. She believed that my sister had ADHD after seeing what I understood was about 4 different doctors, she managed to convince my dad and almost convinced my grandfather until my grandma stepped in and started getting angry and fighting with my mom about this topic and how it is pure bullshit. Well, long story short in-laws always get their way and eventually my mom gave up and stopped giving my sister her meds and closed the subject on ADHD even though my sister was struggling a lot in school and needed the meds(all this was about 10 years ago). Now my sister is in her senior year of high school and is going to college, what I am afraid of is that she goes through the same problems I did and fails her first semester due to her ADHD (which she doesn't think she has). I need advice as to how I can convince my parents I have ADHD after I get diagnosed and also convince them that my sister needs to start taking meds again or she will suffer the same way I have. I have a feeling that they will brush it off as another excuse to why I am not getting good grades and get angry that I brought my sister into it after all that happened when she was younger, and all hell will break loose if my grandma finds out. Sorry for the long post I just needed a place to vent and I feel at home in this sub!

TL;DR: I Discovered that I most likely have ADHD, going to get a diagnosis this week. Sister also has ADHD(diagnosed at a young age) but my grandma convinced my parents its bullshit and they stopped giving her meds or even acknowledging the disorder. I don't want my sister to fail in college like I did (she is struggling in high school). Need help on how I can re-convince my parents that my sister actually has ADHD and needs to start taking meds and that their ""star"" son also has it.

TL;DR Pt. 2: My whole family is fucked up.",6.565529728020245,6.786285471198159,6.7492599620493365,76.98751739405441,65.2557603686636,9.296322399927712,33.03343272792988,9.007467420416297,2.787671518930152,3591,139,654,54,51,1155,343,868,0.15,0.794,0.055,-0.9984,7,0,0,0,3,0,67.0,0,3,6,16,39,31,4,4,33,0,76,18,1,13,10,142,141,67,0,15,22,26,6,3,0,4,16,0,1,2,43,55,0,3,19,1,2,10,14,18,1,7,40,12,123,13,94,95,19,120,1,6,5,1,69,43,2,10,64,486,166,34,0.0392010298538143,0.0,0.038254550320783134,0.0,0.518232219666263,0.0766135853549549,0.034749347710611105,0.0,0.03925416882156468,0.0,0.0,0.09404714823345993,0.06523679433480054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411056978024826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034897227670855985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047793167896161635,0.0,0.03335718911331885,0.04416613660440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146949171427163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041454046783796,0.0,0.1989411006321284,0.0,0.04095673268334471,0.04492777643042517,0.12037174543572494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101028586959935,0.0,0.12945955252363284,0.0,0.0,0.037458263948547614,0.0,0.0,0.03695524214386305,0.0,0.07928487421298022,0.0,0.037639136202063786,0.08588562414730448,0.035829031099850965,0.1000331279033972,0.0,0.04298190586205606,0.0,0.03624072042287182,0.14336644095044435,0.0752103997446462,0.06683654596203048,0.03287996396111542,0.031352644656324265,0.0,0.0431843539471606,0.0,0.034665341236338784,0.0,0.035116422882048734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0262756239887668,0.20709020163221528,0.03932182919998115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021543860812158217,0.06390814284523222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107553867917288,0.05745492919821477,0.0,0.034615227557078264,0.10407503350846936,0.032918992045549364,0.0,0.04279255484423936,0.033327313739619384,0.0,0.037092962288927764,0.02616699182840656,0.11923107428051002,0.0,0.0,0.2612610415680173,0.03949091342020958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377353171387219,0.0,0.0,0.05763453494171675,0.23253653537726104,0.09070275267028513,0.03786059890989242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03761444540235656,0.044630632311244034,0.0411348865085741,0.0,0.05312726471914258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764052261775355,0.0,0.0374218186844513,0.0,0.0,0.04095673268334471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508750086887822,0.0,0.0,0.07502018271075486,0.0,0.07881572480036275,0.043914125013414386,0.0,0.03921163820922277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870628773316221,0.0,0.0,0.033477465304369285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836767527580268,0.12495258167618155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406360001445278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388234348576031,0.08324007209136937,0.0,0.0313059930792907,0.09832144879113072,0.0,0.08196285571860949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040744879824365116,0.11789718328683385,0.0,0.03426342794756623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047374824845767,0.038514812796872716,0.031121238906402362,0.09143374301636176,0.04505581711250889,0.07431598529061224,0.07491652789709521,0.04355378656053521,0.07984477814267607,0.0,0.07658742006951204,0.0,0.0,0.10157131020668336,0.0,0.032344955093362146,0.02312178307144117,0.06223190568042376,0.06288940315812054,0.0,0.035246433693003565,0.0,0.10611849633876153,0.08753309976459991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415526646235613,0.0,0.0,0.027847286875656827,0.042860172264383024,0.0,0.07573253390882065
adhd,missybehavings,2018/02/21,"Mentor needed! Certainly not for just anyone! I’m not certain anyone out there would even be interested in this but it’s worth a shot! 

I need a mentor,  a person to help me implement time management strategies into my schedule. Someone to help me via regular emails,  texts,  phone,  or Skype sessions. I need someone whose not judgmental when they see the chaos I’m living with and are willing to patiently help me get my ADHD brain under control. 

I know it can be done,  I know I have a chance at doing some good in the world and being a positive contributor to society. 

I have been living in an extremely toxic relationship for the last few years since my husband passed away and I finally made the decision to go back to school earn a degree and do whatever is necessary to put my life back together.  My kids are grown, I’m still young and I feel like I’m starting over. 

I simply don’t have time. I’m overwhelmed all the time causing anxiety issues and I’ve really lost a major part of my self esteem. I need someone who understands PTSD and the effects can have on an individual as well as someone who understands what the lack of executive function in the brain of someone like me means exactly and someone that  knows that it is more than possible to reprogram it in a different manner. 

I’m not looking for a person to feel sorry for me or make excuses I can do that all by myself. The truth is I’m tired of excuses and I want to start living life to the fullest extent possible including working out, getting enough sleep, studying, working,  and  sometimes still finding time for my family and friends and maybe even myself once in a while. I know people out there do this sort of thing for a living but I’m not in a position to buy proper groceries much less pay for a life coach. 

If you think you might be able to be a positive influence on me and help me figure out what I’m doing wrong and where to start please hit me up. I’d also prefer this individual be a Christian and know how much faith means and how it can make or break a person. Without my faith I’d never had made it this far guaranteed! 

Godspeed,
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adhd,Baecorn,2018/02/21,"Bad RSD. Just got finished having an emotional breakdown because of an online career test I decided to take woo :)

This is awful. 
Even the thought of failure is debilitating. Does anyone else on this sub struggle with this? Is there anything we can do? I’ve been fighting thoughts of “yes I can” and “no you can’t” for so long.

(I’m currently in my “second year of college” kind of sort of because I failed and didn’t finish so many classes I just want to start over. I think most of that was just because I was too embarrassed to turn in my work because.. it’s adhd work. Half done. You know what I mean. I don’t even know if it’s RSD or I’m just an idiot.) 


Thanks guys.",-0.35948209940910303,1.8957648905109536,1.596621480709075,95.2352311435523,97.1751824817518,4.06937782412235,20.392422662495648,5.916634753146586,0.07132839763642672,518,19,111,5,21,170,90,137,0.159,0.74,0.1,-0.8642,1,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,1,2,0,3,10,8,2,2,4,2,14,0,0,0,0,20,28,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,0,13,2,16,20,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,6,72,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100409954071392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220407282486992,0.17907372761258528,0.14382178983105626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592663526596755,0.4261555571183338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529434375510709,0.17885159659745692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599889490512052,0.19659405416192105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308694324254231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978047845330285,0.0,0.0,0.1730509458791143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819972896595553,0.1920993399481785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466699474449713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719054529656916,0.0,0.19037705115977765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370394088453207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270878443160726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140617696509205,0.0,0.0,0.16090582147520213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198631531816558,0.0,0.2774975898895331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190100857244675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308457024430284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544710013937171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125469099475218
adhd,RadioFreeMoscow,2018/02/21,"Well this was a weird side effect: I’ve been medicated for a few weeks now and I used to be able to make the most amazing and terrible puns, and also the most terrible jokes and I have not made a single one since. 

I think it’s because I used to be reacting instantly to the stimulus and now I’m just...taking it all in. 

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adhd,IndyWilly76,2018/02/21,"I don’t know where to start I’ve been a member for a bit. I’ve read your questions, your recommendations, affirmations, pleas for help. While not a bad person I’ve stayed completely silent.  I’m sorry. I really really am. I have a lot to share. 
I’m a married father. 15 yrs. my boy 12 (yes but not h) my girl 10 (no ) 
It has been a long road, but here I stand.  U can all do it. But we all have troubles lol.   Ok not even remotely funny but u know how we do. 
I’m sinking into depression. I’ve been down this road before as well. I know I need help but I hate anti 
depressants I’ve used. (welbutran and cymbalta).  
I know this all sounds cryptic and incomplete. But I need to be strong again sooner rather than later. It has taken a lot to wear me down. A whole fuck of a lot. I’m going to call doc tomorrow ( today ). I’ve heard good and bad about Prozac. Any opinions? ",-1.3881037248262371,0.5071312375690624,1.4859918018178604,94.80815719123152,104.02762430939228,4.987417572625201,14.678488682944215,6.6834051587181325,-0.17932022812332926,658,16,150,12,31,227,107,181,0.154,0.69,0.156,-0.3487,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,0,1,8,12,2,0,9,3,13,3,1,2,3,33,30,12,0,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,5,2,16,5,14,24,8,16,0,2,0,1,14,6,1,6,7,85,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062884734551902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610057662589224,0.0,0.0,0.13299867893434736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063769577040816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959844455534886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638762097650778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692396768528495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323381507106752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444956265198754,0.0,0.0,0.08882815122988061,0.13109593123634194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431260435543412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952744350310376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435907045319284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831942813138684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986386878770398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178700627383875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647399322190534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509031092220814,0.0,0.1563409933301581,0.0,0.2002578947041048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749635945739526,0.11062902197727056,0.16659361446085325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815288892866227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499189064590444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053129903696915,0.0,0.0,0.17450191309842547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,workoutmuscles,2018/02/21,"I just wanna say thank you to my fellow hyperactive brains and that I love that we’re all out here making each other feel better and reaching out with support. Today was hard day. I wanted to talk to you all and tell you about “insert everything we all already know happens to us”

But then I realized we all already know each other and our struggles.

So I guess what I’m trying to say is thanks everyone, for sticking around. ",6.050481927710845,6.36128320481928,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,66.34939759036145,8.567710843373495,29.853012048192767,8.238735603445708,2.109315180722892,338,11,62,4,5,109,57,83,0.044,0.765,0.191,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,3,0,1,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,4,26,14,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,13,5,12,13,6,6,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,3,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154968472609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759037141466698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664997353206867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015924001797687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141144318675795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988948654876746,0.16919499788240303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518937752192352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738844889249508,0.0,0.16647676049825544,0.0,0.16864303402737035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692438203226024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991104509352253,0.0,0.12566430550555088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994221333585909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680912136696949,0.0,0.0,0.21363401618424327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131540629615764,0.16454661298117534,0.3466470804442253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844746428527875,0.0,0.0,0.12781546384010642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264523272722109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110400014941111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lilithiumandias,2018/02/21,"Going to get screening tomorrow I’m an adult female and I’ve been pretty sure I have ADHD since I started school. There are tons of reasons, I also have all the symptoms. I’ve just never had the emotional energy to begin to talk about a diagnoses with a professional, but I’ve decided to go to my city’s mental health hospital and get a screening tomorrow because I am frustrated at how difficult everything is. Its become increasingly more difficult as my symptoms are worsening, and I’m very exhausted and angry at my brain right now. I don’t know what I really want out of this post, except maybe to vent. ",6.652783882783883,7.0540338632478665,7.973015873015871,67.67,65.06837606837607,12.155799755799755,34.663003663003664,11.765960540728905,4.573987545787546,490,21,83,16,7,169,82,117,0.204,0.737,0.059,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,9,6,1,2,3,17,19,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,2,9,1,15,17,4,14,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,6,56,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283343277183409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193710918178566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581779838911195,0.2098320317732779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120947093828726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928386110280866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137162371730008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075320553040824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985267086092878,0.0,0.2159544818085946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019533764217196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441502992589956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087322354531894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146797454201714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465340979967173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819605064905613,0.19329089939814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217142011854612,0.19534415894032356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225274439325554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922827754119632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571639409424846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447782478476558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906588970455015,0.3949503650513115,0.0,0.1527089511781143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676389127613174,0.1120626285323105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UserNotSpecified,2018/02/21,"I feel as though Reddit might be bad for ADHD. Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love Reddit, and have religiously used it for years, but I think I might love it for the wrong reasons. I get new hobbies every week it seems. I’ll get interested by something random I see and will completely ditch my last hobby after having spent a sizeable amount of money on it. Before I discovered Reddit, if I would browse through tons of random links to unheard-of online forums I found using Google, often using YouTube so I could watch a bunch of reviews on anything I was buying. 

But Reddit has made this so so much more convenient. Something will randomly take my interest, and after a quick Google search, I’ll discover a subreddit that is dedicated to whatever this new hobby is, and I’ll simply immerse myself in all of the information I can find in the posts made on it, as well as browse the convenient sidebar that often has a Wiki for said hobby. Reddit and YouTube are literally my life on the internet as they go hand in hand. People will often point out that I spend way too much time on my phone - thinking I’m just messaging tons of people or something, when in actual fact I’m researching my new-found hobby 99% of the time.",7.125567144719689,6.8860601355932225,7.640000000000002,72.62155801825294,64.16949152542372,10.48187744458931,32.13689700130378,10.035473477838034,3.1208315514993483,976,33,174,19,13,323,133,236,0.035,0.8320000000000001,0.133,0.9784,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,0,11,0,18,5,2,6,2,37,40,18,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,4,1,1,3,1,0,6,6,21,5,30,26,8,25,0,0,2,2,7,11,0,11,11,118,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.1164668868114131,0.0,0.1434336634793079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821361855400113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996509841082912,0.0,0.0,0.1015567543267432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513459613629138,0.0,0.0,0.09529003880679544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055623025087586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060346170543034476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908233594898303,0.0,0.0,0.261718866017109,0.0,0.0,0.1870639430272923,0.0,0.06782848374159338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728492920016776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842993512474942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543330088480525,0.2258608089327097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532197243639183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546971017036234,0.0,0.0,0.3458024771595706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654823982127946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112822877415147,0.0,0.1143028396793934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227101007372716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352772190280493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510527548253092,0.10865036123543688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756408404132588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973519350057678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294735615300234,0.1172592620998377,0.0,0.1391861008603334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30923626574958896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094733257274792,0.09573414061640192,0.0,0.10730860430997703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847817261307616,0.26097762435971433,0.0,0.07685649925509787
adhd,Aleriya,2018/02/21,"Pill box that doesn't look like a pill box? I use a daily pill organizer to store my meds, mostly so I don't forget if I've already taken it or not.

Given some recent issues with theft -_- I'm looking for a more discrete version that isn't so obviously a pill box. Any recommendations?",4.010344827586207,4.867084000000002,6.137413793103452,76.88646551724139,71.06896551724137,7.8689655172413815,26.568965517241374,8.07648339933343,1.6349172413793105,224,7,44,3,4,79,43,58,0.049,0.912,0.039,-0.1345,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,3,7,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723436834491487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294524397444669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35217155441275394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484296950360286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666839532392061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37478982664044735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331546743213246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914165350909793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cheesecakery,2018/02/21,"ADHD in college/university vs. ADHD in the workforce I'm currently a junior in college and I'm struggling *hard.* I get roughly 4 hours of sleep a night (and regularly pull all-nighters trying to get all my work done), eat 2 meals a day if I'm lucky, and my grades have taken such a hit that I'm ~.02 GPA points away from losing my merit scholarship. I'm desperately trying to stick it out for another year until graduation, but I'm terrified that I'll fall apart just as badly once I actually enter the workforce.

What is it like transitioning from being a college student with ADHD to being a working adult with ADHD? Does it get easier to manage your symptoms?",4.3711627906976736,6.06313576744186,6.1805348837209335,73.72754651162792,71.1705426356589,8.570852713178295,29.17906976744186,9.120678840339163,2.711182325581396,530,21,92,11,10,183,85,129,0.122,0.794,0.084,-0.6966,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,2,6,0,1,8,0,5,4,1,0,1,12,16,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,3,17,11,1,16,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,7,50,12,11,0.0,0.0,0.13963625225639026,0.0,0.6878706820106103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004347298271686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443877926872624,0.0,0.11947507429364294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228190851617278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125219967765548,0.14643185428124006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641789684674208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242775491967069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818150109676804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091588960343895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990707353434585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600823164514618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685625693271804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238732946242792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526732105875638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319441796201093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495898644841733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872641998409147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429890019347615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834401986778708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214596364119733
adhd,jDawgLite,2018/02/21,"Tips for staying interested in a new hobby/activity for the long run? This is a topic that has come up before, But I was wondering if anyone has been able to overcome this annoying symptom where we get briefly really interested in something and then the interest faces or redirects. 

I recently got really into listening to podcasts and downloaded hundreds of them, spent a couple weeks listening to one each walk to or from the office, And now I can't bear to listen to any of them even though the topics interest me.",11.029062500000002,8.506995447916669,11.10125,58.218750000000036,58.0625,15.016666666666666,43.79166666666667,13.427899808715575,6.042904166666665,417,19,67,13,4,141,71,96,0.032,0.851,0.117,0.8061,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,7,0,6,2,1,0,0,12,14,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,4,3,7,4,15,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,6,52,10,0,0.2471123642570084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680448815388066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172786710737154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027442129708004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128654209833301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342513089809345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321538601954105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910601113757636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763833184041452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186866661948408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23866266125402566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744973333880234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166130164335219,0.0,0.24399364784604224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023917082285086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633889009516926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568443640974106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278664322450794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821863301893847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26798281792900697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aatlatlatla,2018/02/21,How do you get work done? I feel so overwhelmed with some of my class workload; one class especially. I guess that class is a bit difficult for me and I really don't feel like doing the assignments or studying. I feel pretty shitty right now.,2.5108510638297865,5.071429872340428,3.6419574468085116,85.69400000000002,80.06382978723406,7.164255319148936,22.16595744680852,8.238735603445708,1.4249778723404254,192,6,37,4,5,62,39,47,0.172,0.73,0.098,-0.5658,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,7,1,3,9,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,25,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628684898700995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245931718261446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811389383725978,0.22659897685729555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657174968759054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494180433732165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496190253805947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149346139419817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226939512727522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319858114810205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708765873413415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309164442799734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,poopinbricks,2018/02/21,"How to avoid or at least lessen the effects of the amphetamine crash? Currently taking 15mg of Zenzedi (Dextroamphetamine) twice a day. Towards the end of the day when it wears off, I become a turtle and hide in my shell. I isolate myself, I get bad social anxiety, 0 confidence talking to others and just a overall depressed feeling. But, when I'm on the meds, I'm a normal social person again.

Does anybody know of something I could take not do something to avoid or at least lessen the comedown? I couldn't really find any good info because the majority of people asking the same question on the internet are abusing the stimulants/using other drugs.",7.570956316410861,7.902097760330584,7.827461629279814,69.73132231404962,63.13223140495868,10.220070838252656,36.29397874852421,9.957137785484203,3.836659031877214,523,23,83,10,7,171,84,121,0.194,0.743,0.064,-0.9231,1,2,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,14,0,4,2,1,2,0,20,12,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,7,1,15,10,4,14,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,7,58,10,0,0.0,0.21666327781375785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435341184313585,0.0,0.13989003331779246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095263438388292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268333663062933,0.11147185752950507,0.2019583058587681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600157944123254,0.0,0.0,0.2358635855418999,0.0,0.1575000154382229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002503119800116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206353849132475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196273368545727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924612511741857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671338739821661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955386015176427,0.0,0.0,0.1533771800275695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004969659389856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312006147653489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916734848057572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677448666894675,0.15966930498964854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484890634007732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714700402333628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728125030497713,0.0,0.2815544245251833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749811028855311,0.14697870867839954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996220645599301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Charlesfloss,2018/02/21,"My psychiatrist is just my professional drug dealer. Today I went to my psychiatrist for a routine appointment after taking a year long break from medication. I was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism  so my primary doctor recommended for me to stop taking my prescription of Vyvanse 50 mg because my resting heart rate was really high due to my thyroid. My primary wanted to control thyroid before I get back on my medication. Before I stopped taking medication I was on it for about 2 years, the medication was helping but I knew that I could do more to help control my ADHD. My appointments with my psychiatrist have never been longer than 5 minutes. Since the beginning, she would just write me my prescriptions and get me out of her door as quickly possible. This appointment was no different, she wrote me my prescriptions but before she kick me out like she normally does I asked her a question. I have always struggled with time management because I get distracted with completing stuff that is not important even with my medication. Now that I am going back to school online, I have realized that I need to get the help I deserve.  At the end of this appointment, I decided enough is enough I need really help no just medication. I asked my psychiatrist if I could get referred to a therapist aswell so they can help me where she couldn't. Her response was her laughing and saying don't waste your time it won't help. Her suggestion was for me to write a list of the thing that I need to do and just get it done. Well if it is that easy then why I am struggling. I am just lost the person that I thought was there to help me is just there to drug me up. Is she right will therapy not help me overcome this struggle? What should I do? I feel hopeless with no help in sight.",5.220716417910445,6.897185758208959,5.979880597014924,76.0566865671642,69.02985074626865,9.897313432835825,31.310447761194034,10.17224662633116,3.3747635820895514,1419,60,257,38,25,464,158,335,0.093,0.762,0.145,0.9703,1,0,2,0,0,1,24.0,0,1,1,3,18,9,0,4,11,0,34,13,1,2,1,48,57,11,0,12,12,0,1,1,0,4,12,1,1,1,17,11,0,4,7,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,15,3,63,3,38,35,4,31,0,2,1,0,31,10,0,3,19,198,80,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134186133765157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324129411219995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210668529597628,0.0,0.0,0.11688454280628292,0.0,0.09266248650916802,0.0,0.1940210424790599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968859367852013,0.0,0.17048956741821036,0.12136578402050513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714231077335272,0.0,0.07940784963188903,0.0,0.07779316395010415,0.06651148380921669,0.07777832943876457,0.0,0.0,0.17628067935745698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731685448564577,0.15706459420737545,0.0,0.050199827997455176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842983166078948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825325702202774,0.0,0.043194741083647833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006493157052578,0.4584940242509336,0.08030224343620952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037131643399197736,0.0,0.0,0.06726101806972752,0.0,0.0,0.08296718360587306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593953144079548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906768153896504,0.05861885680616774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744676386462404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636363270261023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568292429867977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514170948990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738002865008903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490687505517695,0.0,0.060441314356924625,0.0,0.0769199567353865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287117247896047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708524841827445,0.0,0.2383671876107786,0.08700622774979704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143631563909986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691702953445829,0.08824633115430901,0.05049358263799708,0.0,0.0,0.060338569449477825,0.08863691560626594,0.0,0.07204276560374162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482904160235413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833659140716902,0.07045633304117943,0.06858165555327839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399095640696625,0.0,0.0,0.09788797870130714
adhd,6Lonewolf6,2018/02/21,"How much would a doc cost & pills? So im 18 live with mom, no job im trying but my ADHD is FUCKING KILLING ME! I cant sleep i cant stop thinking  crying now cause im going crazy. No friends been depressed for 6 years, i never know what to do but i do know, but ADHD will be the death of me i know it. I been on ADHD pills befor like 5 or 6 years ago somewhere in the beginning, of my depression   for two weeks dont know which ones doe but  my mom took them away cause she thought i was a drug addict because i acted Different i was more calm i did my work with out talking shit i just went straight to work. So she thought  i was a drug addict i did smoke pot i stopped cause the doc said it could fuck me up more if i did it when on the pill. He even said if i stopped taking the pill before a month it could fuck me up more he said it in front of my mom when she took does pills i told her what the doc said to remind her. she said ""if it fucks you i will take the blame"" what about me, ever since then im never the same i fliped total ape shit & now she wonders why i treat her like total shit. 6 fucken years down the fucken drain. All im asking how much will it all cost so once i have the money im going straight to the doc.

Edit: Sorry about the spelling and the fucken grammer I have the intelligence of a fucken middle schooler cause I could not concentrate during that time and dropped out of high school during Sophomore year.",-0.07051906293063936,1.9877450900321565,1.6484189251263217,99.07066237942122,86.84565916398714,4.197372531005971,16.924299494717502,5.288315135182226,-0.8219452273771242,1117,25,265,5,35,363,149,311,0.206,0.7070000000000001,0.087,-0.9928,2,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,2,14,15,8,0,19,0,24,17,4,6,7,45,51,18,2,7,10,3,0,2,1,4,9,5,0,0,12,6,0,3,8,0,3,7,8,10,0,2,19,5,43,5,25,24,10,42,0,2,0,4,24,14,7,5,22,163,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621712824932764,0.24179006535594255,0.0,0.0594472992910364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532545552878834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269484809054557,0.0,0.06300789198873878,0.0,0.0,0.040880979689904916,0.0,0.11413133974435075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556867952536235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063303517440455,0.0,0.07366555168204117,0.0,0.0,0.11552251976397634,0.0,0.0,0.07006655681960562,0.0,0.0,0.11737455883966615,0.0,0.07859733143860641,0.0,0.1555435677159781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044294476138359185,0.06066231899124755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181270407955745,0.2479946353460168,0.0,0.0,0.07622689178653097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085573691452106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346372601965181,0.0,0.06654967518919802,0.0,0.07419526847344703,0.0,0.14742427423392654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655271843802813,0.0,0.059217853806924715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356301099255201,0.053529043306763,0.0,0.09859803633475676,0.0,0.10344623309029333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141990166415159,0.045443621454059314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31896133065664506,0.0,0.0,0.06787133191675315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651760393006746,0.05547520300868667,0.0,0.06711142773995367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750715330979713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682030017279961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084605326681297,0.05390269559955707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042971259725217925,0.0,0.10648105506808156,0.039104972067817975,0.0,0.0,0.06408156626180272,0.14901891146183602,0.04553137191334627,0.0,0.06551080211226995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053793889930109626,0.0,0.0,0.0621680688397382,0.060513922589293626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272695806279864,0.09764531909419763,0.0,0.0,0.04763962797595225,0.0,0.0,0.17274548179874494
adhd,br0meliad,2018/02/21,"This morning I took my Wellbutrin, my Klonopin... and I forgot to take my Ritalin ER. While the Wellbutrin kept me clearheaded, the Klonopin had me falling asleep all through my commute.

Typically I prefer to take my long-acting Ritalin in the mornings, but all I have on my person are my short-acting pills (for the afternoon slump). 

So yay, a day of ups downs and redosing awaits 😐

Has anyone ever done something similar, especially if you're on benzos as well? ",5.934039215686273,7.428628776470588,6.3161764705882355,75.01112745098041,67.11764705882352,9.431372549019608,35.34313725490196,9.725611199111238,3.6762549019607853,366,18,62,8,6,118,63,85,0.016,0.873,0.111,0.8334,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,5,4,1,0,3,10,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,13,2,11,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303690145160683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247713968853565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337156242835112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980192122610717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915654309534642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28767541324627394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363762130689416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954321208615505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660468256436618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29622786415255864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jbrahms4,2018/02/21,"Tips for meeting people? I've always struggled with meeting people outside of the places I go to school or work. I've tried dating apps, and struggled to really make any connections. And then irl I just feel too awkward to really talk with random people. Anyone have any tips to connect with people or find a way to meet people that are more direct and involves less banter?",5.823,7.369178157142862,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,67.42857142857143,7.314285714285713,26.857142857142854,7.554174236665415,1.7203714285714289,301,9,48,3,5,95,48,70,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,5,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,10,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,27,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924454804421548,0.0,0.0,0.2602916529651799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338182339633003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676812057925832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491901380305164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876638624043372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774848396155555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6633983780537055,0.0,0.1999526939369474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452074845812598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936880628055372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001465138933277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382501559686804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993531987247856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190954422361608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932784404894893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Iv0ryTower,2018/02/22,"Apprehensive about seeking help at my age I've read the rules and I'm not 100% sure if this is allowed, so I guess remove if I'm crossing a line here.

I've had ADHD since grade school. While every other kid my age was getting Ritalin shoved down their throat just for sneezing in class, my parents were convinced psychiatry was witchcraft and refused to listen to multiple teachers who thought I had an issue.

I'm now in my late 20s, and plan to have insurance soon. This will be the first time I can actually take matters into my own hands and seek treatment. It's still a big issue. I have trouble keeping up with homework, holding down a job, and just doing basic things like eating/bathing regularly and household chores. I'm in no way, shape or form a functional adult. With considerable effort, I manage to get straight As and Bs in school, but to the detriment of every other aspect of my life. I've tried suggestions on how to help myself focus and stick to routines, but haven't had much luck.

I'm apprehensive about talking to a professional. Like I said, I have no documented history because my parents were adamant that it was a character flaw, not a legitimate condition. I'm worried that, based solely on my age and lack of history, I'll be dismissed outright as a pill-seeker no matter what I say. I don't have any experience with mental health professionals, but I assume they're on high alert for that sort of thing and won't take me seriously.

To be very clear: I am NOT asking what to say or do to convince them. I am NOT asking for advice on how to obtain medication. My question is this: Does anyone here have experience seeking help for the first time as an adult? And are professionals understanding about this sort of thing? I'm anxious about reaching out just to be accused of wrongdoing based on my circumstances.",6.306545454545454,7.034798314285716,6.763688311688313,74.90612987012989,65.85714285714286,9.449350649350649,33.62337662337662,9.457814108942452,3.108742857142858,1470,62,264,27,22,479,193,350,0.076,0.8290000000000001,0.095,0.6732,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,5,15,10,0,2,14,0,29,6,2,3,2,50,48,25,0,3,14,2,1,2,0,2,4,4,2,3,17,16,0,3,5,1,0,2,10,4,0,2,10,5,26,6,48,32,4,34,0,0,0,0,21,19,0,10,14,177,43,11,0.0,0.0,0.11706961148299272,0.0,0.14417594319572216,0.11722948768987206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158106404348152,0.0,0.0,0.1355275497128928,0.0,0.08388308876432549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430422466680816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313022307447352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498314541777393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021532322182892,0.0,0.0,0.2346997373968159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040862123307878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253546750911394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321561878611736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751835791891464,0.0,0.0,0.24123225075530005,0.1267507747116122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504268873047112,0.11904784643215395,0.10663138470489547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532698985567926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473560656594617,0.11721875668149558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085322798058695,0.12089761577778073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818888938767719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26641632132294063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438949120630395,0.0,0.11999856781145946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411523618066015,0.1908037208303904,0.0,0.2428242024082146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923720032885533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580508504607077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306663260103808,0.0,0.18039915940183335,0.09642420958136824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910044514815024,0.0,0.0,0.09523968566067664,0.13990639912901925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144910934539236,0.0,0.0,0.12488894434651575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989845990728466,0.0,0.0952235088213202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183140117423576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ChocolateMeowchi,2018/02/22,"Between noisy classmates and people making fun of my notes, I feel completely demotivated This is going to be a rant

Since the new semester started I've been taking my first AP class. While I'm a good student this feels like a step up for me and I am trying my hardest to stay on top of things. 
 
However, there is a very distracting and loud group of people in my class who make it impossible to focus during work time. I've tried talking to my teacher, bringing in noise-canceling headphones, and sitting outside but I could still hear them each time. The teacher does not understand how much the noise negatively affects my concentration and mood even though I've talked to her about it (and I have a note on my 504 plan about it). So today I went to my counselor and I have to move to a completely different part of the school to get work done now. I find this solution annoying but it'll probably be better for me in the long run.  

One of the ways I am trying to stay on top of things is writing notes on my laptop and then rewriting them into a notebook in my free time. As of now, I am rewriting all of my vocab and simplifying it. I shared my color-coded notes in a study server that I am in and multiple people laughed and asked why I was ""writing with crayons"". (I don't have highlighters because I've lost them all so I was using colored pencil) They also told me that my notes are childish and should be better for my grade. I've struggled with taking notes for all of high school so I don't have much practice with notes. I was ready to get working when I sat down and opened my laptop but seeing those messages making fun of my work makes me feel terrible. 

I don't know how coherent this sounds as my meds have worn off so I'm a bit scatterbrained at the moment. All of these things happened today within a few hours of each other and I don't have any motivation to work anymore. I hope tomorrow will be better

TL:DR Noisy kids make it so I can't do work and the school's solution is to have me move across the building to work & people made fun of my vocab notes ",4.554911353562903,5.320415346062056,5.3128972042277525,83.62477028639618,69.76372315035799,8.181418342993522,28.09077736106376,8.306716005460428,1.7928758267984994,1646,55,333,23,28,535,202,419,0.067,0.8029999999999999,0.129,0.9829,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,16,17,18,1,2,19,0,35,0,0,11,4,52,66,32,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,19,22,0,0,7,0,1,7,7,5,0,2,11,8,49,13,56,47,11,50,0,1,2,0,17,21,0,1,19,226,68,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852249852218432,0.0,0.09283998007071424,0.0,0.05826893808136732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497678715851183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010418307079965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223295981935107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273450377651393,0.09354614857070924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967880070901884,0.0,0.0,0.06841273485101089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089522894871878,0.0,0.0,0.07498377805755317,0.08768580489126608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565943284604171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997517735316808,0.061213591036079006,0.0,0.0,0.07831480624472667,0.07288386716325038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953405899685793,0.0,0.0486969271045025,0.07186875915712555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577122235779626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657355356892193,0.0,0.0,0.09053121738519902,0.0,0.08510483049809509,0.08438275443889777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709039662740277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041861506436153634,0.0,0.0,0.07582878868455845,0.0,0.0,0.09353562009544224,0.0,0.0,0.08107749680990993,0.28597799495860915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517704508332753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213981402947207,0.12597710008921373,0.0,0.0,0.08275539072419595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580625726550733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927888232518062,0.0,0.23761357584070944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238323908229693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601542756400013,0.06828008547368483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087976050727109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060648491995827274,0.18265824487286625,0.06842838634041667,0.0,0.0,0.08957687338765477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884935459426686,0.1377411869658119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077650551529094,0.0,0.08418536614437093,0.0,0.1498913516932842,0.0,0.16243927927329482,0.08187597022143697,0.0,0.17452406994960226,0.0,0.0,0.0892014127358751,0.0,0.07400458264036547,0.0,0.07069934110335399,0.0,0.0680129979236693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943112582878144,0.07731765019071749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366594009289457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cococlem,2018/02/22,"Day 1 on Adderall XR, however, I feel nothing! As the subject states, I finally decided to take the medication route to assist with my ADHD, and my doctor prescribed Adderall 5mg/twice daily. 

I started this morning and took one pill before work, expecting to feel something by the time I got there. But, long story short, I didn't feel anything other than a slight headache... even after I took a second pill around lunch time. 

Do you think I need to talk to my doctor about upping my dose, or changing medications entirely?",8.481875000000002,8.015049270833334,8.245916666666666,70.14075000000001,61.5,10.596666666666668,37.95,9.888512548439397,3.8618025,414,18,68,7,5,133,72,96,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,2,8,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,3,12,0,14,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848849465116324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960606284174655,0.16184070957293806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469856821797748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232049112806132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724608012832242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721603881659281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007730836978465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757709098424876,0.0,0.0,0.19915321763113386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540221664671968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088744384609766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662891224421101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480253446650586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444218181245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319251117755692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995866527051964,0.0,0.0,0.12867910749464692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669111469080128,0.1461241031783069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649021853076237,0.0,0.0,0.2120183011132971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40397339227218976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323527007647135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_Rofl_Mclols_,2018/02/22,"Strategies for staying on task without medication? So because of my ADD, reading and writing is difficult for me and in a way anxiety inducing. I am trying to figure out something to help me keep creating and learning in life, but often the only things that I accomplish are peripheral issues. The best way I can explain is that I suck at setting a task and achieving it, but I can find 20 other things to do in the meantime. I guess that must be our hunter-gatherer instinct to look for stimuli lol... I am getting older and I need to count on my ability to get shit done now more than ever. I wanna change sooo bad. I really want the discipline to do this, to make plans and complete them, to visualize, to give myself better tools for my brain to use. I can't do this anymore and I'm not done trying it without medication. I believe in the power of diligence and discipline, and I think if I can get this down, I will skyrocket right the fuck out of the hole I have dug myself into.

What do you guys do to stay on task/ read/ write/draw?",5.1501643017177035,5.62309782524272,6.342427184466022,77.81426064227034,68.32038834951456,9.25108289768484,32.351008215085876,9.265573868473778,2.8478264376400304,816,34,156,15,13,275,126,206,0.1,0.7979999999999999,0.103,-0.2664,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,6,5,7,3,0,9,1,20,6,2,3,2,38,36,13,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,12,13,0,3,6,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,26,2,35,31,2,21,0,0,1,1,8,13,3,3,3,122,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471331348711356,0.0,0.13574881206975722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428961530476728,0.08344116650512873,0.0,0.0,0.15421760559178585,0.14364778482084872,0.1210598009116832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280406126366927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480156538405548,0.0,0.14351674478390058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801528334359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238163737251594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251064234208338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265439442575024,0.21454345160052785,0.13130838076365142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507894549258716,0.13553335206148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917482063978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286782346933205,0.0,0.1216658004279946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966828427308622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149452617337087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136888882679683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757856846229246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149525874229658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410389335223233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383535988769586,0.0,0.0876892417954093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168953170336252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050600798121482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053774025916953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917930953306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187482745439748,0.08770758589605071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586593637659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822092264336112,0.0,0.0,0.08073574680595866,0.2172989585077804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638961010613539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Optimiserablic,2018/02/22,"Coffee is a gamble, if I don’t drink it, I regret it. If I drink it, I regret it. Is anyone else like this? If I don’t drink it, people get angry at me for how I act off it. (Not caffeine withdrawal, just more severe ADHD symptoms, also severe fatigue I’ve been having lately.) 

If I DO drink it, I don’t like how I feel on it. Jitters. Nausea. Anxiety.

It seems to be a matter of energy budgeting. On days where I have a lot to do, I barely notice the negative effects of caffeine on top of my meds, if at all.

On days where I don’t have a lot to do, it hits me like a TRAIN.

On days where I have a lot to do and DIDN’T drink caffeine, I regret it though. Sometimes I’m afraid NOT to drink it.

It’s so hard to budget energy though. Things feel different from day-to-day, on a day where I’m depressed things take exponentially more energy but I normally won’t start feeling depressed until I’ve been awake for 2-3 hours. 

The expectations of my volunteer job change from day-to-day. 

When I go out, things might be overwhelming and need extra processing energy, or they might not.

And EVERY day lately I’ve been exhausted unless I drink coffee, but sometimes coffee amps me up more than I really need.

I do have booster medication, and I think it’s a matter of it not working fast enough. If I take it when I sense I might need it, it usually only kicks in after I’ve preformed the task.

And even then, the task might be short. Then I’ve got the meds in my system, but not much to do. Then I feel anxious.

It’s just so annoying. It’s easier to be amped-up all the time and be functional and awake and ready to do whatever people ask, even if it makes me feel horrible. But I hate it.
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adhd,dakeken,2018/02/22,"Strange days Tonight I went out and had a few beers at place that I don’t frequent random man asked me why do you look so down are you having a bad day I was like no I guess it’s just my face I had a great day went to work had sex with a beautiful woman made money and stayed on track what do I have to mad about it’s not my fault I look like my brain is going 10,000 miles a minute",-1.4802272727272732,0.4120996136363644,0.4027272727272759,106.42409090909092,92.63636363636364,3.6545454545454548,12.545454545454547,4.851557810540192,-1.737854545454545,298,4,81,1,11,96,63,88,0.119,0.711,0.17,0.6765,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,1,0,5,0,11,4,2,1,0,9,19,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,7,2,13,3,8,12,1,15,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,2,7,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040398220392482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822345759499412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364578735835565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42227103600614735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403986857314245,0.0,0.0,0.24062792139445505,0.24043350135410566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325763514692728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366560005887493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651902792467486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280309821267611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326317699596321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40465084736354223,0.1969420195130561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889290857018734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DrDQDPM,2018/02/22,"Problems with discipline AFTER treatment This is my first post on Reddit, so I hope it gets seen because I'm interested to hear everyone's experiences. I was diagnosed with ADHD PI pretty late (near 30, parents don't believe in diagnosis) and I used a lot of coping mechanisms to deal with my inadequacies before being treated. Most of the mechanisms were centered around setting rules for myself and not breaking the rules. After treatment, I'm finding that doing things have become rewarding so I'm more motivated to do certain mundane things, but the most mundane things I'm still not motivated to do. I no longer am setting my own rules because I am relying on being naturally motivated and I don't enjoy the stringent lifestyle. I'm finding I'm not doing certain chores that I would routinely do while I was untreated. Anybody have similar experiences or any other negative experiences that were unexpected after getting treated?
Tldr: I find myself less disciplined after ADHD treatment, what are your negative consequences?",8.262690875232774,9.972529715083803,9.015209497206703,56.99625931098699,61.9050279329609,11.553258845437618,42.29096834264432,11.374738998889045,5.862530353817505,845,49,110,25,12,285,106,179,0.105,0.763,0.132,0.4565,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,4,9,0,0,5,0,20,1,0,4,2,29,32,8,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,2,15,8,19,24,6,18,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,5,8,91,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509881749002781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993022419009702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999351606194307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803138968971388,0.1612735207265206,0.12425681316813675,0.1645205585449136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054571855945584,0.0,0.14821265118432755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953347475549155,0.0,0.4285224219063432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003935590836654,0.12420908370797334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152584431390638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458117641248005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450361160394189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472294937482546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414552625137973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214386448966106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398519152053069,0.14856027274241956,0.0,0.13972653384046316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661602900297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29103825159814645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611901313306834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037322152892794,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gratefulgl1tch,2018/02/22,"Apparently I'm ADHD after being medicated for bipolar for 20 years. Kind of confused. Are freak outs common for ADHD? Maybe I have bipolar too, who knows. But I've been on almost every single antidepressant and bipolar medication for around 20 years. Nothing seemed to work. Meds were always changed, never found a suitable one.

Finally get prescribed some adhd meds. Lifesaver.

I guess I'm a little confused over how ADHD could have been misdiagnosed as bipolar?
Like I have legit freak outs that happen when I get overwhelmed: speed talking, pacing, which sometimes esculates into yelling, running chaotically around like a chicken with their head cut off.
I've freaked out on friends and family in the past but it was like my head was spinning and it made me feel overwhelmed so I'd lash out.

So I mean I guess I could still have bipolar as well, or just high anxiety. The meds seem to be working well. But I'm just unsure if this is a adhd thing as well? 

tldr; are freak outs common with adhd? Or is it probably stemming from another ""problem"" with me? lol",3.855,6.643957512820518,4.429935897435897,80.66798076923077,76.43589743589743,6.361538461538463,28.211538461538463,7.554174236665415,1.9927384615384616,845,36,140,12,20,268,120,195,0.092,0.778,0.129,0.8156,1,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,13,18,1,4,6,1,17,9,2,2,1,40,32,16,0,4,8,0,1,3,1,0,7,1,0,0,8,14,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,3,1,7,2,11,8,28,21,2,27,0,2,0,0,4,15,0,11,14,94,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.64766535782046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994012324999008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473607898281233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418239228138027,0.06871080715409804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991478367900108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950159258969469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342531960644414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567585050202835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467276554143542,0.0,0.04541486657754661,0.0,0.0,0.09839163397299246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848120662865947,0.06939344980516883,0.0,0.09385278234566022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789012138476875,0.0,0.07942608790092315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435912030065296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489803920359416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935320106607653,0.04936182716118726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316421559426338,0.09002160280403812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498831334675085,0.0,0.0,0.09023462500589348,0.09783853601309114,0.2993038826762709,0.18096511666893886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927346401823213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618314836434543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086325198343698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574179726025273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968393941604075,0.08594404978886415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635345412876132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883266451227145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172906625061255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219260349175559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596713339461933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227250396369365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077768608387155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568017085022694
adhd,eklxtreme,2018/02/22,"Long-term effects of my procrastination Despite trying to kick procrastination for so many years, it's really been ingrained into my lifestyle. As many of you probably experience, it results in an insane hyper-focus in those last few hours before the deadline, and that's how I've been getting by for so many years. Although, the long-term problem with this is that I'm adapting and getting used to this last minute hyper-focus. **My subconscious ends up leaving less and less time for myself**, for each subsequent task. 

After several years of this, I'm just procrastinating more and more because my subconscious trusts that I'll somehow get a 5-page paper done in the last 5 hours before the deadline since I was able to do it in the past. It leaves very diminishing returns and it is so inconsistent.

## the important part:

Probably the worst part of long-term procrastination is that this method forced me to cut out so many hobbies and leisure activities. I haven't really played video games in 7 years, haven't binged a series in 6 years, haven't actively practiced guitar in 3 years, and hardly smoked/drank leisurely in the past 2 years. I've been actively cutting out hobbies to be more productive, but I just avoid responsibilities with time-wasters that are meaningless, like social media and texting. **The core of the problem remains.**

Why am I mentioning this? I think it's so important to keep real hobbies in life as the years go on, because since we only get busier as we grow up, the hobbies are all we have to keep us sane. Forget about social life/dating with this kind of lifestyle.


**tl;dr** long-term procrastination eventually leaves little to NO time for hobbies and actual joys of life. if you find that your lifestyle is becoming like this, I hope you can take steps to changing that.

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I made this post to see if others could relate to this, and so that people that can't relate are aware of what might eventually happen. That being said, I'm open to hearing advice on how to prevent a dull life and what to do about procrastination. I hope this isn't too vague.",5.4048225108225125,7.38322955584416,5.6898051948051975,77.12708874458875,69.02597402597402,8.25021645021645,28.937229437229448,8.841846274778883,2.404083982683983,1669,62,290,30,30,531,189,385,0.091,0.836,0.073,-0.4681,0,1,2,0,0,0,89.0,4,4,0,1,14,15,2,1,16,0,26,3,0,6,1,49,46,26,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,30,22,0,4,3,4,0,3,6,7,0,0,7,4,22,8,53,35,11,42,0,1,1,0,14,18,0,6,22,186,52,7,0.07993319539532573,0.0,0.07800326820378035,0.0,0.0,0.078109793428274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974530679997883,0.08827993428192027,0.13603452384679168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455872196477977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382015229986139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179941110209603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079708569090062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819000307428305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730574924793953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704718189232906,0.0,0.04542787700437435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068466070465483,0.0,0.07160444259457555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009052057822167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878339773057795,0.15743619229666522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209659355168838,0.0,0.08323812255272256,0.0,0.19546866836599008,0.0,0.25391313744407945,0.0,0.0,0.2258367192525868,0.07810264337700208,0.08011406099001236,0.0,0.28295345029557856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563472218686662,0.0,0.324158856478997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479648857631558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060792797025879475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311972236022044,0.15261055926884765,0.05541561315920944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655390561269569,0.0,0.1723630081746272,0.15297054555897918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098147596340783,0.10241450355338268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603477333851848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369640774437961,0.0,0.0,0.09030175871722047,0.0,0.13224313047572606,0.0,0.0,0.16296365296175375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600998151283777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121796404835578,0.0,0.0,0.1398290671222323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426939272067754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614979214581378,0.06903661643232809,0.0,0.06595325748257573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212727603106607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117948569746822
adhd,Invisible-squirrel,2018/02/22,"Does ADHD get worse with age? I was diagnosed in my late 40’s. Looking back my childhood was pretty much textbook inattentive subtype female. It’s frustrating that it took so long to figure out what my problem was. 

It seems so much worse now though, out of control. I adopted my granddaughter 5 years ago, who is now 9 and very likely also has ADHD and it’s like everything is beyond hope. I can’t seem to get moving to do anything. The house is disgusting, I can’t get any work done I forget to pay bills and I can’t get my little girl to help so everything is just multiplied exponentially. 

I’ve had periods of my life were things were controllable- but I can’t seem to get any traction anymore, it’s just going downhill faster and faster. 

I do see a coach, who is helping and I’m on medication, but I’m just missing something to smack me back on track. 

Does anyone know if there are any additional things that older people need to consider?

Thank you. ",2.0866160081053664,4.663844297872345,3.530151975683893,85.69833333333334,82.08510638297872,6.559675785207701,23.845997973657546,7.793537801064563,1.472423201621074,760,28,145,14,21,249,114,188,0.08800000000000001,0.838,0.075,0.0972,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,14,8,2,0,2,0,20,3,0,2,0,26,39,13,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,9,0,2,5,1,2,3,4,4,0,0,8,2,16,4,17,31,2,24,0,1,2,0,6,7,0,5,16,90,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820334772397046,0.0,0.10401251499030016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383466702638432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938034313252354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636715969148965,0.08204503012577298,0.0,0.0965586727730583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804504175876728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632077167461363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119094979186429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536547843867245,0.12007688689647868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109105572814784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30651971230919284,0.0,0.06668554180901222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572975560157952,0.0,0.0,0.11654250216139175,0.0,0.13539159207268625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448555996892234,0.0,0.13236168485323244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287886743132619,0.1146502419606781,0.11760288870916835,0.0,0.1038398962484706,0.0985338539910987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820507418750505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471107424789694,0.1725129628189751,0.08700418664381915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134697088848483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937430744818606,0.0,0.11227603383753157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350270674794472,0.32045865425797604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033205409533078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802850236640024,0.0,0.0,0.15590749390405215,0.0,0.11528338824501284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036615579775826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681563390847753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542301616003999,0.0,0.23915364617151125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556143100435092
adhd,ch3rrybl0ssoms,2018/02/22,"Can't concentrate if not physically comfortable I find that I can't focus on anything until my body feels comfortable. Like all I can think about is now the way I'm sitting feels wrong and move around until I feel comfortable. 
I get weird looks in my lecture classes since I normally sit crossed legged  or with my feet up. 
Just wondering if anyone else struggles with this too. ",5.969436619718309,7.456914394366198,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,67.02816901408451,9.623661971830987,32.50985915492957,9.888512548439397,3.24867661971831,306,13,55,7,5,95,55,71,0.211,0.754,0.034,-0.898,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,17,12,6,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,4,9,4,9,12,1,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,4,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717620962074838,0.25169438398755234,0.20214655314390664,0.21867791302776288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728584433908425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520655042993094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37261951703779705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451691064461102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834042046040586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200107176490342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628161490060526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610838889359737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406819073285981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320173948453016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25680358341630866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740068085264206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949831572050755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663936963595264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268576435675235,0.0,0.0
adhd,qmandao,2018/02/22,For anyone struggling with guilt or regret... (Crosspost from r/meditation) Thanks to OP. This touched me because of the guilt we face out of our procastrination - [https://i.redd.it/ao5mq8cyxsh01.jpg] (https://i.imgur.com/NqYt0tG.jpg),13.865689655172416,19.65512100000001,6.768534482758625,59.44866379310349,63.13793103448275,8.417241379310347,34.836206896551715,8.841846274778883,4.3289241379310335,195,8,20,4,4,48,27,29,0.206,0.708,0.086,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177885190155752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642327439730231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246406579935396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501011815821271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chazzuo,2018/02/22,"Not recognizing places you know I recently wondered if it's an ADHD thing to not regocnize places you know or you already were once (or even known places).
This happens alot to me especially when I'm 'entering' this place from another direction, they look soo different, you get a whole new impression about it.",8.930119047619051,8.863497964285717,8.547142857142859,67.03119047619049,60.42857142857143,13.895238095238097,40.095238095238095,13.023866798666859,5.6242809523809525,250,12,43,9,3,80,44,56,0.0,0.964,0.036000000000000004,0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,4,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,5,3,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369441017351648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962189905186217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645046109950686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577477338135975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744256661328036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289897039109034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723778461916182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954406808317408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931655643741396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717310859962238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936303778615507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7430990935254391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755670279574336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812980599867327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851976350092632,0.0,0.0,0.19282857280424476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Markupoiss,2018/02/22,"Keep zoning out and can't think of a title :/ I'm 15 years old. I don't have a diagnosed ADHD but my mother and father are doctors and they say its very possible that i have ADHD and are currently looking for a psychologist. Everyone says that I am a very smart boy if I want to be. I actually see the potential in me but ADHD is ruining everything. I can never focus. My grades are terrible and I zone out about 34 times per lesson (45 min). My whole life i thought constantly forgetting things and zoning out is normal and there's nothing wrong with me. 

I have been recently studying the symptoms of ADHD and almost everything fits me perfectly and I relate to all your guys' posts. I hope and I get diagnosed as soon as possible and get some meds. I have read your posts about how the ADHD medication has changed your life and I'm really looking for the same thing happening to me. I don't really know why I posted this here, guess  i just wanted to express my feelings.
Oh and 1 more thing. Stay strong you all! <3",3.257909143855564,5.112148693069308,4.991642399534072,80.43876820034946,74.44554455445544,8.911357018054748,26.238788584740828,9.478462496947786,2.476234362259756,804,29,155,21,17,273,122,202,0.042,0.84,0.118,0.9532,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,3,7,7,0,0,8,0,17,7,0,1,4,41,34,19,0,5,4,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,17,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,6,29,4,17,31,6,18,0,1,3,0,12,5,0,5,9,106,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0965380893803899,0.0,0.5944527326270596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906069804695454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465122355644876,0.0,0.0,0.10690450819297123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081682929963549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125556500080232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945286038595656,0.1778176950381128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002026039453498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337012889084538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089788008544558,0.09795288530425653,0.08748046396083946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825643332142872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793050576486623,0.0,0.0,0.05436747114376308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974956364407587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614685415235753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988514904767842,0.09965813994687643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762982910608522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692706200042092,0.09492273891071468,0.0,0.10380682342668894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230497506528574,0.2842330053331604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989533690097227,0.0,0.12674982376450675,0.0,0.09767808099777993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734080281210405,0.0,0.0,0.07883169058983949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544259093707788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282261370984748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716730799910798,0.0633881695605946,0.0,0.07853666865723162,0.057684894879692535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324960767405874,0.11669894127978228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089265867707754,0.1104480138696941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816070522909788,0.0,0.0637054857194434
adhd,elby122,2018/02/22,"I travel for work for too much time out of the year. Doc can't/won't prescribe me anything because of""complications between states"" Hi. So, basically what I said in the title. I travel for months at a time for work and am only ever ""home"" for a few weeks to months out of the year (only once a year).  I started going to my psychiatrist because i was tired of dealing with a myriad of unmedicated mental health issues. I told her flat out that I was there to figure out a medication combination that would help me get my head right. She said that she could work with my lifestyle and do Skype appointments. She told me right away that she wanted to try putting me on the antidepressants first to see if that would help alleviate some of the ADHD symptoms, so we tried it. Months later now, my doc has told me multiple times that she isn't able to prescribe me anything for my ADHD regardless of my symptoms because prescribing Vyvanse (or Adderall or anything else) gets too complicated out of state. 
She said just try yoga and meditation. Fine. But am I really not allowed to have this prescription just because I travel too much? Am I missing some other option here? 
I'm also a little worried that she thinks I'm just in it for the drugs, although I've tried to be clear that I only want the medications to have a healthier functioning brain. ",6.8594619422572185,7.1982177283464575,7.227385826771653,73.40593438320212,64.62992125984252,9.922939632545932,32.68136482939633,9.725611199111238,3.0505840419947514,1069,40,192,20,15,349,135,254,0.029,0.924,0.047,0.5351,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,4,13,2,0,0,14,0,14,9,2,1,2,33,31,11,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,0,13,11,0,0,2,4,0,5,2,1,0,1,8,4,32,1,36,19,5,35,0,1,1,0,19,13,0,6,15,137,45,3,0.09686066637841736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281539621340255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745943990802548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391242260973877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100378452068374,0.0,0.0,0.2361814527843261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812853742397144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733536047901003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998590938985601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232762177262767,0.0,0.08091465786992558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761601811708185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238963334018745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121140081229547,0.0,0.05504814885778722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940698800718292,0.10295835895129926,0.0,0.0,0.12984732587646766,0.0,0.09715914591355793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109737050789996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707983392125903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515386223465234,0.0976127698375788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193977939577715,0.0,0.14240746943850194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315344850284004,0.0,0.22100070446873046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737172280587778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205142314112674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543695969895755,0.2764100237858686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718541051084743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855847820175767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135063930788707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206440395299988,0.0,0.0,0.1694407004943016,0.11132708722235457,0.0,0.27766355279173394,0.0,0.2630481374792756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426186120664307,0.0,0.0776957840234367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154715618537004,0.09836670843591644,0.0,0.13761407665388795,0.0,0.0,0.18712528033802928
adhd,Faisal_1995,2018/02/22,"Mind won't stop I've been heavily depressed and unemployed, I'm so frantic I just keep going I can't maintain a thought pattern I am really struggling. I can't help myself I don't have it in myself to help myself, I want to jump off a building I can't look after myself I haven't bathed in weeks I look scruffy I can't maintain still I've been in bed and been doing whatever to stay stimulated I am losing it ",2.4111688311688297,3.761470636363637,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,75.5909090909091,7.301298701298702,27.34415584415585,7.957251820313856,1.7155792207792206,328,13,68,5,7,114,48,88,0.225,0.71,0.065,-0.9286,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,14,0,0,1,0,9,21,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,2,15,0,8,16,0,11,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,4,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743472982380195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500715408060549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539880753151037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470890721505874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434882551409252,0.29541590618734903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666256048518206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916377522620482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28145312116076243,0.21087887847504136,0.2207662155783903,0.0,0.2760531353657286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963436428015225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574959306031966,0.0,0.21181322650202386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NorthBayPsychonaut,2018/02/22,"“Well ADHD isnt the problem cause you can sit on play video games for hours on end.” **Sit and play video games** * 

oh my goodness ive had everyone except my parents tell me i have adhd and everytime i try and reach out for help i get denied because apparently the people in my household know my brain better than i do. i highly believe i can be diagnosed and recieve treatment in the form of therapy or most likely medication. i always get yelled at for forgetting about chores and finishing things only halfway done like taking out the trash and forgetting to put a bag back in the can, clean the dog waste on the side and hose it down and forget to tie the bag and throw it away. my grades are constantly a huge task to keep at higher than average level and if someone gives me a task to do i’ll forget the instructions 5 seconds after they told me. im always tired and doing basic tasks are a drag. hell, even getting out of bed is bad enough. being given tasks and not understanding gives me the most overwhelming feelings of panic and toghtness in my chest which leads to anxiety about my heartrate which causes chest pains constantly that i have also tried to tell them about and again get a “youre too young to have anything wrong with you, youre fine”

this came to the conclusion i also have social anxiety and more than obvious depression and always get told “who cares what people think” , “what the f*** do you have to be sad about” “ohhhh my goddd your life is sooo rough” because nobody knows that depression, anxiety, and most disorders are caused by chemical imbalances in the brain, like with adhd how dopamine levels are far below the normal range, causing people to chase dopamine leading to lack of focus and all the other symptoms.

i dont know what to do at this point as i dont have the money and/or age to take myself to a psychiatrist/therapist or whatever and im trying to seek help. can anyone give me any advice or something to say to my folks ? thanks
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adhd,bellaluna27,2018/02/22,"Interview in two hours: any tips appreciated So I have an interview for a summer internship coming up in two hours. I could really use this internship because its considered prestigious, and also because I suck and I procrastinated so much this was the only application I actually sent out. My grades are definitely lower than the average applicant to this position, and I suspect my writing sample is not as good as well. 

I'm worried about rambling, or blurting something cringy out, or my mind just completely blanking. I also will randomly sometimes just completely be unable to process what people are saying when they're speaking, but hopefully that shouldn't happen at all because medication has helped me a lot with that and with being able to listen when people speak generally. I'm also scared of getting too nervous because the adderall makes me physically shake if I get too nervous. I discovered this when I had to do a public speaking event sigh. 

TLDR: really nervous about upcoming interview, could really use some tips from you guys on what you do have interviews, especially for reducing nerves and paying attention and responding to the interviewer. ",10.03785617367707,10.45809113930349,10.087607417458162,55.28519674355499,58.0049751243781,13.876255088195386,43.14834916327454,13.023866798666859,6.4522398009950255,953,50,131,33,11,316,131,201,0.12,0.8290000000000001,0.051,-0.9011,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,15,10,1,5,8,0,16,1,0,3,1,34,29,20,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,9,11,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,6,2,2,3,6,17,3,23,20,4,17,0,0,0,0,18,7,1,7,7,103,26,8,0.13806335811137962,0.0,0.13472992163786665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33122765280225863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388781791002034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366485665877483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892935804776344,0.28951360842894114,0.0,0.0,0.22046471426848044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442648125164659,0.0,0.0,0.11580099441216682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367044308205069,0.1220889716166508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254095869137194,0.0,0.0,0.1371280667224543,0.27192919398812865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737652987388705,0.0,0.0,0.09215836361889147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908430829526722,0.0,0.0,0.1394046342532354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149245398545076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500340521689223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143149743289295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534076756144576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979352382760092,0.13822550681704932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062879182395353,0.13654819144308025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697356789685169,0.0,0.0,0.2384848259888742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413553968487527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021004191699118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,minuteparticulars26,2018/02/22,"Any solutions to excessive phlegm on vyvanse? I had it to a lesser degree on adderall, but its way worse on vyvanse. I prefer vyvanse, but this is very irritating, and its exacerbated today because I have a cold. Has anyone found any solutions? So far dayquil has not helped.

TL;DR: Vyvanse causing a lot phlegm & mucus. do not like. help.",2.3737992831541206,5.320398387096773,4.035376344086025,78.40084229390683,89.32258064516128,5.9813620071684594,27.856630824372765,7.3871296695380915,2.2889189964157706,268,13,43,5,9,89,45,62,0.214,0.736,0.05,-0.9202,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31086592834016136,0.0,0.3902161012155047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061353844369592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489714594756695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947347148179223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145810580706177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846182913517072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016931121786727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391988695215536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719563129577212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673008426317715,0.0,0.2277351171621839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29238492030919044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bustmanymoves,2018/02/22,"Lack of sleep can sometimes make certain aspects of ADHD easier. Anyone feeling this? When I'm suffering from lack of sleep it's almost as if my mind is too tired to focus on every little thing that would normally draw my attention. Of course, lack of sleep has it's own downsides, but this is one I savor. ",3.724,5.6449834000000045,4.823333333333334,81.855,73.33333333333334,7.466666666666668,25.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.7527333333333337,244,8,44,4,5,80,46,60,0.145,0.779,0.076,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,1,1,13,8,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,9,7,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684068776017145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363908176792036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561619604475603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817049729006124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292556306360475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384168336542445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907873993548126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255060354758601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188221925708793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133848270534697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6704928868810613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088534910390287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483747392084553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256692266575502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865172677350076,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fairefarren,2018/02/22,"looking through my old report cards, i’m surprised i wasn’t diagnosed at a younger age i’m 16 now and in the past, never really knew much about adhd and disregarded it as the stereotypical “hyperactive kid running around on coffee” thing. fast forward to now, i’ve been doing research into the disorder for the past few months and i recognize a lot of the symptoms in myself. however i was still unsure whether i was faking this or not and i wasn’t sure how to check until someone on this subreddit mentioned reading older report cards for signs of adhd behavior.

so i looked through them and oh boy. over half of my report cards mention things like “needs to listen carefully during the lessons or discussions”,  “should work on completing her tasks on time”, and “very energetic and talkative during times that require a more focused and calm disposition”

and now i’m sitting here, slightly amused but also confused, as to why my parents or teachers never realized that there’s a chance that i might have undiagnosed adhd?? the symptoms have carried on from elementary school to middle and now high school and honestly i think it’s taking rather a large toll on my school work and day to day life ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i’m gonna bring it up with my counselor the next time we meet and fingers crossed she can give me some advice for getting tested + a diagnosis !! 🤞🤞

✨ tl;dr ✨– my old report cards reported consistent and obvious signs of me displaying adhd behavior and i’m confused as to why no one took me to get tested for it.",7.615576923076923,7.6464043601398615,7.760970279720283,71.2576092657343,63.09090909090909,10.78636363636364,37.105769230769226,10.411451182825502,3.9774062937062937,1221,55,209,26,16,397,171,286,0.062,0.868,0.07,0.3052,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,4,13,10,0,2,14,0,11,5,1,1,4,46,30,27,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,2,11,19,0,2,4,2,1,5,6,3,0,2,7,4,22,7,38,20,5,43,0,0,2,0,13,16,0,8,24,138,33,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200576307382062,0.10571474038821736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865135499027559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630540971032796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029932449888682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342735033643304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953759611513852,0.0,0.0,0.10980301578856484,0.0,0.0,0.12398658017523775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304183951367745,0.10377856416277363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430080866762285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641253771793997,0.052852531711117014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169219893907373,0.0,0.0,0.09197293935526994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476459458197448,0.0,0.0,0.08635028303422128,0.0,0.07952662534367584,0.08021599352872742,0.1668741108444635,0.0,0.1150533742203888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703878577176956,0.0,0.07330729884653579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012392444444585,0.0,0.2065449791314777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821183042875564,0.0,0.06930451470900308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284595628209604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916627275257666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639472792297685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196077751025903,0.2248861933729252,0.0813398176441279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374336459561646,0.0693190128272066,0.0,0.0,0.18924635286773986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019479881639646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926193741544264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523585778101407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751637652910438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PotatoQuality251,2018/02/22,"Questions(does it worth it? is it too high?) about fees for ADHD clinics in Canada Hi, thanks for taking the time to read this and to answer these questions. Here's my situation, and a little bit of backstory of the steps I took to help myself with ADHD. 
 
In the past, I took a test by a psychologist to see if I have ADHD. Turns out I have it. Psychologists can't prescribe, but he did mention in his notes that I should take Concerta and whatnot. Although, when I saw doctors(at least 4 of them), I showed them the results and his recommendations about the meds. They all refused, told me I need to see a psychiatrist for prescriptions. I gave up the idea of taking meds and started exercise instead. Fast forward to last year, I did acquire meds but in another province of Canada. Now I'm back in Quebec, no access to meds, looking to go back at it.  
  
There's some clinic specialized in ADHD. The fees, to my eyes, seems to be high, feel a little bit like a scam. 295$/appointment(2 of them) with a psychologist, then one consultation with a psychiatrist with only one 40 minutes appointment(460$ included in the price) within the same year for a followup, 2445$ for one year. They say there's an interventionist available on the phone during day time, that can give me tips and supports. Finally, a final appointment with the same psy who made the first evaluations, for 115$. That's 3150$ for one year. Insurances can partially refund some of the fees, but not in my case. Website(no English version) http://www.cliniquetdah.com/
  
Other clinics offer evaluations and help for around 2000$. I know I have ADHD, I know I need meds for certain things. Why did I get refused, referred to psychiatrist when clinics like that use psychologists? Are those fees too high? Does it worth it? Should I just schedule with a psychiatrist in the hope he/she will prescribe me some meds and just go with that? That's what I did in another province, but the appointment with the psychiatrist was free so I only paid for my meds. Any recommendation, piece of advice? Thanks!",4.270249042145593,6.920824270557034,4.863927939876216,78.84282972295905,74.19893899204244,7.690215148835839,27.183097553787213,8.59863814320734,2.2304117889773067,1638,63,289,33,36,523,189,377,0.035,0.867,0.098,0.9685,1,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,5,2,17,9,0,0,28,0,17,6,1,3,2,51,48,18,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,20,18,0,2,8,3,10,6,3,0,0,5,12,7,33,10,56,32,11,49,0,0,5,0,23,22,0,7,25,198,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360649853228252,0.0709129050184055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934893395696095,0.15218838436957233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460117431559513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160109000817373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584515819147964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680055148161871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635050102687366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669271401679465,0.0,0.0,0.1589900558598616,0.0,0.06172656076458152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791394274394254,0.06961412794843799,0.08248447693456383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728200655703953,0.23001718659503465,0.0,0.0720766981166563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192078011951938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976328210847891,0.05915285184070228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090641375931406,0.1454650063270313,0.0,0.0,0.060939097039053126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866588215286845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642491706016562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761695311685568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669663856412067,0.11038292772488403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927465570738657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129310648013527,0.0,0.07258794019530533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057709226573600336,0.0,0.0,0.11565508277879542,0.0660634568317854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156981214538124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136421779150988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234964934298812,0.0,0.0,0.16368699601296152,0.0,0.0,0.13362228558083905,0.0,0.0,0.04821115543188285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463032116244935,0.0,0.0,0.06934212258129042,0.16125210771691906,0.0,0.07893347426160413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267571336433314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548160544201208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692642944017315
adhd,teddyflesh,2018/02/22,"Can someone explain these symptoms of ADHD for me? I totally have recognized them before but I dont understand them.
This is some stuff I've picked up from the ADD Adolescent test they give you if youre under 18.

1. We are perfectionists (but also often lazy or procrastinate?)

2. We have a difficulty expressing anger to others, dont stand up for ourselves (but we have short fuses?)

3. We are very sensitive to criticism.

In general it just seems like the test is kindve confused whether I'm a misunderstood crazed genius or a lazy, pathetic loser lol.

Edit: added #3",3.0263836477987454,5.866794500000001,4.664433962264152,77.35407232704405,80.41509433962264,8.438993710691824,26.757861635220127,9.075114841892004,2.8936314465408794,451,19,78,13,12,151,80,106,0.28800000000000003,0.649,0.063,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,2,3,1,3,4,1,1,5,1,10,1,0,1,1,22,15,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,12,1,10,15,2,6,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,7,1,54,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086311329589247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053678157544584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852315131040095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.601949879464285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463518959538593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254625316705399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337867085806315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175910497167461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29398164490691425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669199586552926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673442984547293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189200001185785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Carolinannutrs,2018/02/22,"I just found I become extremely productive once my computer informs me that it will automatically restart in ""X"" minutes That was my most productive 15 minutes this week. :). I should schedule restarts every 30 minutes.  I'd be a CEO in weeks!",4.9756976744186066,7.701109302325584,5.890872093023257,71.9749127906977,72.25581395348838,8.951162790697676,38.656976744186046,9.516144504307137,4.434493023255817,192,12,31,5,4,63,34,43,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,19,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222955838058835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32216166027325865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192469436779228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40720960375745374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134253364285206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AN_ACTUAL_ROBOT,2018/02/22,"Terrified of seeing a doctor and getting diagnosed. I know I have an issue with ADHD & anxiety (and anxiety induced IBS). It's adversely affecting my life in more ways than I thought possible but I'm terrified of actually going to seek help or medication.

1. I'm scared they won't believe me. They'll ay it's not as bad as I think it is and medication is reserved for people with real issues.

2. Scared they'll think I'm just looking for drugs since I'm in my late 20's and have a scraggly beard.

3. I don't even know where to start. I have a good job and decent insurance but finding the right kind of doctor seems extremely difficult. Talked to my GP about it two years ago and they said they couldn't recommend anyone but gave me some flyers of doctors that don't accept insurance.",2.5574261603375525,4.760824025316456,4.500278481012661,81.55885654008442,77.73417721518987,8.26396624472574,26.35611814345992,9.029198982220553,2.393641687763713,628,25,121,16,15,214,100,158,0.177,0.754,0.069,-0.9409,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,4,8,0,2,5,0,11,8,0,2,0,27,28,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,3,16,3,17,21,2,10,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,3,4,69,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.1323021294524775,0.0,0.1629354027828525,0.0,0.12017949918759645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689599589003144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074297704023508,0.0,0.0,0.09479754077926277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319987818434553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274716010128536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376062770496129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163018023611664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722453578960854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954633806026584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391354939425372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708326022496048,0.0,0.07705068008794896,0.11371429573472072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087339877885887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28301119345033565,0.13453776253450378,0.0,0.0,0.14118101867964775,0.14901749664681269,0.0,0.15293506746540445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576098397448464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138492731069748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731561027749752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399098005386937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528410038701865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431459845043888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578073487464842,0.12896334546960594,0.0,0.27146945050109417,0.0,0.10803611921796742,0.12342284189758712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214945328760242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596103558154404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897045011753788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737426101715441,0.0,0.10763180181154552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243756206125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761352012198017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873061759620741
adhd,Xtab2,2018/02/22,"ADHD, depression anxiety and Effexor Hi guys !
I'm on medical leave after a mental exhaustion/depression caused by me work and being bullied by my manager. 

I'm taking ritaline since few years now and the doctor add Effexor (tryied zoloft/seratraline with bad results few month ago). 

I want to be able to read a letter or a bad news without crying or having an anxiety attack. 

How do you cope with anxiety ?",6.417200000000001,7.627666986666667,7.881333333333334,65.27400000000003,65.8,11.866666666666667,35.0,11.602472056035307,4.885,324,15,50,11,5,112,58,75,0.29,0.664,0.046,-0.962,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,5,0,4,3,0,3,0,14,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,6,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,31,4,4,0.18865268718706046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672386922564675,0.0,0.1672292245395296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432956367998968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461966646147354,0.0,0.0,0.31503422754637483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937982765154691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072261184272484,0.0,0.0,0.3249725660774495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309401923477568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679582024841807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975595643344016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004773507166392,0.19011753709898627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058077506109044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870373928344436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605545232421467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418433426480661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127224272551188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185445836148487,0.0,0.1373414031148404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214861453271577
adhd,_ethylphenidate,2018/02/22,"Stuff is going downhill I don't really know where else to put this. I just need to get all this out. I haven't told anybody IRL how bad stuff is getting. I got an academic alert for one of my classes a week ago, because I haven't attended it or done any homework since the second week of classes. It's week 5 (6? I don't really know) now. I haven't been doing homework for any of my classes, really. Except reading for philosophy, but even that one is starting to outpace me. It's the only class that really interests me right now, but that's not enough to get me to actually DO anything. I have a philosophy essay due at the beginning of class, which is in 6 hours exactly. I haven't started the essay yet. I'll probably have to skip my other two classes if I want to finish it. Like I said, philosophy is the only one that really feels important.

I went to a concert last night. The concert was pretty great, and while I don't really regret going, it would have been better if I hadn't. My plan was to pop a Vyvanse before the concert started, and then I ended up taking another when I got home, in order to say up all night to finish that essay. But instead I just played video games and jacked off. This kind of thing is becoming far to common in my life. I'm just chasing the cheapest source of dopamine, and nothing else matters.

I have a diagnosis of MDD, and I know this has been a really long episode. Probably 3 weeks now since it got really bad. In fact, 3 weeks and 3 years ago was the date on which I attempted suicide. It was something I kept quiet about for all three years, until I made an ""anniversary"" post on Instagram. The point was really just to not keep that shit so tightly wrapped, in the hopes that maybe it wouldn't weigh on me as much as it did. But if anything, making a big deal out of my past like that just made stuff worse. So yeah, 3 weeks ago is when it got really bad.

The end of last semester was tough as well. Similar kind of situation: skipping classes, neglecting homework, drinking wayyy too often, the works. There was actually a period of 3 straight weeks, from late November into December, where I did not attend a single class. 

I'm so over school right now, but I'm really scared of what kind of life I'll have if I don't graduate.",4.066226750547045,5.0421318227571135,5.497849425601753,81.08220083424509,71.03501094091905,9.038539387308537,28.0668079868709,9.354420925462401,2.3481641684901526,1781,63,358,38,32,601,207,457,0.07200000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.112,0.946,0,0,2,0,0,1,58.0,0,0,0,4,25,19,1,1,24,1,39,5,1,4,5,53,71,28,1,10,19,0,2,2,0,2,2,6,4,0,30,9,2,4,4,8,0,6,13,8,1,6,24,8,34,11,53,45,6,74,0,2,0,0,5,24,1,7,44,237,64,16,0.0,0.0,0.1308040296678072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782280017969379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115202302542094,0.07027648828420187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030377325979453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787711904972688,0.04085487150538828,0.07401850851119042,0.0570292255146798,0.0,0.0,0.059273891028485376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690948489269505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858489934457118,0.0,0.06565424843168909,0.0,0.0,0.11197349872166244,0.0,0.11871994995022594,0.06924974772561705,0.0,0.04426618796217406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388740996756907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050458126915484,0.0,0.07617821032706037,0.0,0.2144085985798148,0.07388997028701766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722669159794595,0.06656614763001423,0.06600136392413865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595706034716139,0.0,0.2093735705426101,0.11049759251652982,0.1092607616955918,0.07560166712652355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467665139370396,0.06548533617034033,0.0,0.0,0.059310738446209016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268322042481778,0.044736481630796125,0.0,0.06733076548013849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926753389590137,0.049694604330199454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257877725815554,0.0,0.06430765740402565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624379816686952,0.10194371349913177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397833251701995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335572027658977,0.0,0.06418679352504529,0.06818360362490235,0.14451815003447366,0.0,0.0,0.0673737785350167,0.0,0.0,0.06703830321664984,0.0,0.4722831836620821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144697121821,0.06375152590769627,0.05329712647900123,0.06709887853695369,0.06782798664297268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879523791718277,0.11087954877044652,0.07533347530201577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159539856373728,0.0,0.0,0.14231165662761078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016616899449244,0.0733091844556682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039082452638219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452522068502817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404064127984856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546896436468283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953023069789256,0.0,0.3763167454102464,0.0,0.06025917857880673,0.06212836589170166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879147949677425,0.0,0.06829927546631498,0.0476092034556268,0.0,0.0,0.08631757990583187
adhd,cmoneymust,2018/02/22,"What’s your favorite hobby and how do you stick with it? Or what makes you stick with it? I have such difficulty committing to hobbies I even enjoy, simply because I forget about them as time goes on or when “life gets in the way.”",2.8528260869565223,4.762324500000002,3.7732608695652203,88.49293478260874,75.73913043478261,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.6686695652173915,181,5,37,2,4,58,38,46,0.087,0.753,0.16,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,9,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35222106683671506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816309628283904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018762663188333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081167059113143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856854936979041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33691939588590675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586301593914864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tuziik,2018/02/22,"Help with Vyvanse side effects Hello! 

I have been on Vyvanse for ADD (named Elvanse where I live, but I'm pretty sure it's the same thing) and I'm still having a lot of issues with the side effects.
 
I used to take ritalin, but the side effects outweighed the positive effects of the medicine, while Vyvanse worked out much better for me and have definitely improved every aspect of my life. It does seem like I'm very sensitive to side effects of every medication I've ever been on, and I do believe that this medication is the best I have tried.
The side effects I'm having the most trouble with are loss of appetite, headaches, tensed up muscles, energy crashes, trouble sleeping, dry mouth and stomach aches. 
If i try to eat right before or while the meds are working, I will sometimes (especially lately) feel extremely nauseous. Yesterday I had to step off my train to school because I thought I was going to vomit. I also easily feel dizzy, especially when I stand up, but before I was on meds it was only when I stood up really fast.

Do you have some advice on how to help with these side effects? I apologize if something doesn't make sense, english is not my first language. TIA!



TL;DR - Do you have any advice on avoiding side effects of Vyvanse like headaches, stomach aches, nausea, tense muscles, loss of appetite, trouble sleeping, energy crash and dry mouth? ",6.719704724409446,7.567861787401579,6.675265748031496,75.47935531496064,64.98425196850393,8.71220472440945,35.95374015748031,8.660442795831766,3.1831582677165358,1090,51,182,15,16,346,138,254,0.126,0.68,0.194,0.9733,0,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,15,7,11,0,1,10,0,22,12,6,11,2,41,35,17,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,12,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,8,2,21,5,30,26,6,32,0,2,0,0,7,19,0,7,12,118,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642156721288525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811281213890858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919350416605875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241165010321998,0.0,0.23007648319998056,0.15231483312263444,0.14187542524385466,0.11956613710195295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830723171860548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833493458831814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222886986828039,0.2278097992924598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671404511862648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499405317257355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683260017272611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123239163478272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411050872358011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250220864430922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548994746652684,0.1320957431147483,0.0,0.11937681251325367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493521102250805,0.0,0.0,0.09024155835418676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30033516631618024,0.2723829770911036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938150862479296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281943544976406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375386356060622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660731165851737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545303558870985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682129196488382,0.0,0.12307351282136267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27057881404923123,0.0,0.0,0.1040772318378262,0.13370812048298394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796432466622638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741664625823593,0.0,0.1016473885796767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981540689411405,0.0,0.0,0.10732716680783687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835726794859009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676228556998508,0.0,0.11154737127072104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684244194850886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Combinatorilliance,2018/02/22,"Has the ""extra time on college exams"" ever really helped you? I saw this in [another post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7zd6ic/why_do_people_without_addadhd_get_sojealous/), but I didn't want to ask the question there since it's somewhat off-topic and unlikely to get a real response there.

I've been diagnosed with ADHD only very recently, and that was _after_ I finished my Bachelor's degree. I had severe trouble motivating myself to study, and serious trouble with staying focused on topics I didn't like.

However, I never really experienced any serious problems during tests, they were time-pressing, immediate and have very very clear boundaries to them. I don't recall any test where I nearly failed because I ""didn't have enough time"". The time-pressure really only ever helped, in my experience.

So... how do you feel about the extra time on exams? Did you feel like it helped at all?",8.723333333333331,10.358008294117653,8.424058823529418,61.91726470588236,60.83006535947713,10.564444444444446,34.254248366013066,10.577609850970193,4.154271111111111,731,29,100,17,10,234,97,153,0.183,0.741,0.076,-0.928,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,2,2,8,8,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,2,5,21,19,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,9,4,17,2,15,10,5,18,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,2,11,72,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297373493281435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657983583675472,0.1438495297421233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282486503041865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362617707871604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923901211857656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174788593313986,0.0,0.0,0.2481818130801955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419241029722226,0.0,0.0,0.13872884394279505,0.0980043754233272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167304991084911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758549074602996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404248053791745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580486417099272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866943703435512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138448277171758,0.0,0.0,0.13126669270967212,0.0,0.0,0.15367763035116158,0.0,0.0,0.15614558219584052,0.2636510143406437,0.0,0.13545278601601615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549790277515362,0.0,0.11348013637324213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462200379171961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999658696546756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33957384220072034,0.08091475876673526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lovemyusername,2018/02/22,"My little coping trick NEVER TRUST YOUR MEMORY.

Write it down, take a picture, or even tell other people if it concerns them too.   

Your brain sucks don't trust it with important info.",4.323431372549024,6.664388794117649,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,72.82352941176471,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.994345098039216,145,3,24,2,3,46,30,34,0.22,0.705,0.075,-0.7628,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947215067842894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29270796152904976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441702704955524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417981050406476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072365522660437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332068155380634,0.0,0.3873479381793305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dyering55,2018/02/22,"so what should i do i keep failed at counting simple things and keep doing small mistakes when i working in my aunts shop and she starts saying about im being crazy because of the phone (that i wont open when im in middle of serving customer) until today i start crying for no reason what should i do? 

i never know what medicine i should take so i never did that",4.156400000000001,4.805338506666672,4.734666666666667,87.83400000000002,70.6,6.0,24.333333333333336,3.1291,0.3147333333333333,288,7,58,0,5,92,51,75,0.189,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,2,13,15,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,11,0,8,9,0,14,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,44,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282932248956742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573715433772821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061762696937859,0.0,0.0,0.4165196766325956,0.0,0.0,0.12876715141777526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614188186892453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090316222384475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863276565349751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33168264068270376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761671757025256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566092536363266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209245162958272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057583840078347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pr3s3t,2018/02/22,A girl got mad at me cause I said ADHD is serious because she thought it was quirky I just tried to tell her how it's not quirky or whatever and SHE got mad at ME...,0.9034234234234226,1.9824186216216224,2.933513513513514,95.99774774774777,79.0,7.095495495495496,23.144144144144143,7.793537801064563,0.7187549549549548,127,4,33,2,3,43,29,37,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199475133016271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130095676615601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589613417536286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589429265538608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33238839019655536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054176274555029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774087567891597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372403479531717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,likesunday,2018/02/22,"strattera (atomoxetine) withdrawal hello fellow ADHD strugglers (:

I’ve recently quit my meds for good (finally) just to see if i made progress and if i still need them (:
i took strattera for about 4 years from 60-80mgs a day and several others, like a ssri and lyrica and some other pills in the beginning.


i took my last tapered dose about 2 weeks ago and everything seemed fine. I was shaking and my muscles were twitching and a had (still have) weird tingling sensations and a headache everyday but it wasn’t THAT bad..



yesterday my muscles started to just hurt so much that felt like i needed to massage them but my skin was so sensitive to touch it was unbearable :( my hair (yes my hair not my head) started hurting as well (like the first inch or so really hurts!?) and i had terrible night sweats and feverish sensations (i was so cold and shivering but sweating and hot to the touch) i just don’t know if this is “normal” or how long it will last ): i feel horrible and it would be great to see the light at the end of the tunnel, so if anyone know how long it will approximately last i would be so thankful (:
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adhd,WiseYak,2018/02/22,"Building and sticking to routines.... Does everyone else have issues building and sticking to routines?
I just can’t do it! I try so hard to set myself up for success and seem to fail every time.
Only recently got diagnosed with ADHD which was interesting at 23",3.780000000000001,6.5965419999999995,5.116500000000002,75.47850000000003,76.91666666666666,7.173333333333334,32.516666666666666,8.238735603445708,3.1349116666666674,208,11,32,4,5,69,39,48,0.101,0.773,0.126,0.3239,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,8,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579004143607017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022629995294861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606087424370388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877555394108136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091122683713984,0.28456279728721634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381796518389277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667723079682142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31082816157389365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264920189695835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940437796338283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711079697982656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365087791385234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021881691070564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RoastedDuckinator,2018/02/22,"In a bit of a pickle academically send halp I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD since I was like 6 or 7 years old. I’m 20 now, and a Junior in college. Last semester I was switched over to Focalin XR 30mg along with a booster of Focalin IR 10mg to be taken in the late afternoon/evening when the XR would usually start to wear off. Long story short, the Focalin was an absolute disaster for me me and I ended up failing like 4 of my classes. I would basically just feel so anxious on Focalin that I would just stay in my room the whole day and not even go to class, and sorta just isolate myself from everyone. Towards the end of the semester I finally was able to squeak in an appointment with my doc, and he switched me over to Vyvanse 50mg along with Atomoxetine HCl (Strattera) 25mg. I’ve been taking the Vyvanse and Strattera for about 2.5mo now, and I’ve noticed that the Strattera really helps with my anxiety, but honestly I think the dosage may need to be increased a bit since it doesn’t last the entire day. The Vyvanse has been an absolute miracle in aiding my ability to concentrate, and I’m really thankful that it doesn’t exacerbate my anxiety levels too much. I just wish it would last longer, since I usually get up around 6:00AM and take it at about 6:30AM, so it only ends up being effective for me until about 2:00PM-3:00PM which is when I usually start studying. Anywho, because I had such a rough Fall semester I am on academic warning right now, and want to get off of it because it’s not exactly a cakewalk. I have an appointment scheduled with my doc early next week for a checkup, and wanted to see if you guys maybe have any suggestions for me. Also, if you guys have any tips on how to stop procrastinating please share because this is like my biggest pitfall. Oof that was my first post evar haha",8.830115546218488,6.721962857142856,9.010474439775912,70.20293855042019,61.88515406162466,12.510434173669465,40.23967086834735,11.20814326018867,4.4146696078431376,1448,64,273,32,16,481,189,357,0.047,0.821,0.132,0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,3,20,8,0,0,23,1,26,3,1,2,1,46,44,22,0,10,10,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,1,2,13,20,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,10,3,30,7,53,26,5,60,0,1,1,0,9,24,0,5,33,181,43,8,0.10159906859169332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210233675595653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124873844604469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818170124573176,0.0,0.15544601876753142,0.11477802848349444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044471130000817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858015476151058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218397379481342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104598832081402,0.0,0.0,0.10312091597697606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995985571305303,0.0,0.0,0.1342104532023533,0.0,0.0,0.09708226397179563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513715417904038,0.0,0.0,0.1112968135189609,0.0,0.08642011584218609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061626399844906,0.0,0.05774109203211381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119810257717166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809971406056077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845040344783345,0.11460817471536633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890851884015807,0.0,0.0,0.08991197856741089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206992024333034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468700555355523,0.07533442200361694,0.0,0.0,0.1080517620635688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567121298573542,0.1066111316840696,0.0,0.0,0.0772706698933545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115252676859907,0.0,0.0,0.09730382313430086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017392986534873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676504944942663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809613035918257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521313983045627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382468735347348,0.1082910889325231,0.0,0.08494137064779839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277971084171624,0.0,0.0,0.0935387720938746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510058076297147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33569106073636834,0.0,0.11985152599295955,0.0,0.08149664446291119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343173177071254,0.11683391481351825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886922532314165,0.0,0.0,0.06542646911674048
adhd,FloatingSeal,2018/02/22,"Why do people without add/adhd get so...jealous? It seems that EVERY SINGLE TIME I post something about ADD/ADHD to r/college or any other college related subreddit I get comments like, ""oh good luck succeeding in the real world"", ""employers are not going to put up with your add/adhd"", ""If you get extra time on college exams now, how do you expect to survive in the workplace"", ""maybe you shouldn't be in college if you can't handle taking a little test"" BLAh fucking Blah... How about kiss my ADHD ass! they think its some special treat do they? Would they say those things if I were in a wheelchair complaining about a lack of ramps. OH good luck getting around outside of the current candy land life your in now? Its not like the extra exam time is some sweet cherry pie deal that I swindled. I require it to finish the exam. Before I had accommodations for tests, I barely passed every test because I would study my ass off and complete half the test until time ran out and barely pull a C. What do they think I'm doing in there? Chilling out, maybe watching a movie and playing some games as I take the test or something? Plus we are only talking about an extra 45 minutes!! whatever be jealous you ignorant twats on r/college and other college subs. IDGAF!",6.603449911084766,6.731768506224067,6.742658565500893,77.38158713692948,65.18257261410788,8.213515115589805,32.566982809721395,7.447530270364453,2.2894526378186133,994,37,173,8,14,319,143,241,0.073,0.787,0.14,0.9566,2,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,1,7,4,3,10,16,2,0,13,0,16,5,2,2,0,36,29,14,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,3,2,0,5,5,4,0,1,3,3,23,12,29,21,8,31,0,0,1,4,18,16,3,11,11,117,34,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845819162110144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269551370357699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825415804405457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412922882664923,0.0,0.10347682790843482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750044204964067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253693299750838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491477502941013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242178643217507,0.2541342007081861,0.0,0.06911087682890513,0.20399287007557868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589314930018987,0.11882004008067852,0.12188007378841392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433696827034995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248601925499664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430553809669766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116463895969895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222465292854866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841301847351578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670511101824596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070454945395973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872348126724135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286352762544134,0.09774142612975324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078890352848607,0.15583904149570366,0.0,0.0,0.2836352205513152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972952333448148,0.0,0.0,0.1172228006953573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276928832103622,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nomadic_Sushi,2018/02/22,"Do any of you work as car/truck/motorcycle mechanics? Hello all. 

Just wondering if any of you are mechanics and how you help remember all the information, be patient with repairs etc. 

I just started an apprenticeship as an HGV (truck) mechanic. So far I love it, it's interesting, rewarding and a very promising career path. 

However, having ADD (I'm yet to be diagnosed, been waiting a year for the NHS to pull their finger out and test me but that's a story for another time) I often forget stuff, make silly mistakes and get frustrated very easily. 

How do you get around this? Any tips/tricks to being a great mechanic. 

I want to do so well at this but as we all know having ADD/ADHD makes life just that little bit harder. Even with all the notes I write and studying I do I struggle to retain all the information.. 

Are any of you mechanics? Please tell me your story and what helps. ",2.6032222222222217,5.173814276470587,4.335686274509803,80.79947712418303,79.76470588235293,8.013071895424838,24.15032679738562,8.841846274778883,2.1789346405228764,697,25,129,18,18,234,105,170,0.07200000000000001,0.747,0.181,0.95,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,6,1,2,12,10,1,1,10,0,12,4,1,4,5,39,23,16,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,17,7,18,19,7,10,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,3,4,91,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130670596922084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556326085486526,0.1756420681285359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911366471660595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287048424253646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001256866479392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681072629463571,0.11063450937389213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502737392314108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846732458042492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245481860413054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205556579293127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831270500473222,0.0,0.16788255330686466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511784859467547,0.0,0.22361982922796889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838685881587533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974885961553853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855986878469135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751110704568541,0.19175148010586585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640547825756994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767266205584843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764159281966809,0.098797928622976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060580014336988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165044549573967,0.12194457314383167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078667888839193
adhd,guereja,2018/02/22,"Is it okay for my boyfriend with possible ADHD to interrupt me? My boyfriend is undiagnosed with ADHD but we are pretty sure at this point. Anyway, often times during conversations he will interrupt me to get a thought out. 

However, when I do the same thing he gets really annoyed with me and says he’s allowed to do it because it gives him anxiety when he can’t get a thought out. But it just feels rude to me? I have thoughts I want to finish too, and I like every other human being will lose my track in a conversation if interrupted. It feels like a sort of double standard? I don’t know. Please help.",3.4391596638655457,5.33109497478992,4.8173865546218515,81.71952521008407,74.04201680672269,8.121344537815126,27.026050420168072,8.841846274778883,2.147032941176471,478,18,93,10,10,159,78,119,0.154,0.6729999999999999,0.173,0.392,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,5,1,11,0,0,1,1,25,22,7,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,14,4,14,16,2,9,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,6,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506426054096581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434259997783001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428950464964972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796473607105987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189596743611947,0.13393977713565888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938605227641837,0.17985330769438485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256676710177979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303720338489257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831920247683778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097484717762324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058029294700319,0.17723452847424145,0.2113618864320172,0.0,0.19074029598870204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201081004456558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909610433437315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670299486461138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455712694720035,0.0,0.0,0.4465279622925085,0.10932438314517552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105838867845334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,drslowpokephd,2018/02/22,"Today was the best day of my life... I am 18 years old. I have been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 8, and for the last 10 years of my life it has haunted me. Getting good grades was a very rare occurrence, even though everyone told me I was a smart kid. High School was rough for me, and I ended up becoming depressed thinking about how I would never be able to focus like a normal person would. That I would be dependent on a little blue pill (vyvanse 60mg) to function. I graduated high school with a 2.7 GPA, opting to not take the SAT/ACT since they stressed me out so much (I get really bad test anxiety) instead choosing to attend community college with an intent to transfer to a 4 year university. Today all that accommodation and all of my hard work finally paid off. **I got a 99% on my first Trigonometry exam, a 95% on my first essay for Writing 1, and a 100% on my paper for World History**. I cried while riding my bike home (Family Business by Kanye West was playing on my phone) thinking about how my parents would react to these grades, how ecstatic they would be. My parents took me out to dinner to celebrate and we talked about the client I am working with for web design, who I met through the computer science club at my college. We also talked about current events, books that we have read, movies that we have watched, etc. I truly felt like an adult today r/ADHD. I am going to be okay. We are all going to be ok. Thank you for providing the necessary motivation to kick ADHD's ass so I can excel in school!

**TL;DR**: I have struggled with ADHD for all my academic life, and did extremely well so far this semester. All thanks to you guys <3

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adhd,sleepylittlelamb,2018/02/22,"I just started taking Ritalin and it gave me a migraine that lasted almost an entire day I went most of my life without a single migraine, at least nothing that a single tablet/capsule of Tylenol or Advil couldn’t cure. But yesterday I started my new dosage of Ritalin and ended up getting an unbearable migraine. 

Unlike previous headaches that I was able to sleep off or ignore, this was an intense and throbbing pain that lasted in my head for nearly 24 hours, made me feel anxious and super nauseous, and wouldn’t disappear even after I took 500mg of extra strength Tylenol three times. Eventually, I decided to pick up some Advil and just one 400mg capsule seemed to do the trick. 

Needless to say, I was in a lot of pain during this time. My doctor assured me that headaches were a normal side effect, but I‘m honestly feeling a bit discouraged and afraid to continue taking my medication in fear of this happening again :( Other than that though, Ritalin has been working pretty well for me.

Has anyone else had a similar experience or just have any suggestions to help lessen the pain?",11.683097014925373,8.676465089552245,10.529148009950251,64.32416977611939,57.308457711442784,13.433084577114425,45.02549751243781,11.45678717892309,5.2008751243781095,877,40,144,17,8,278,128,201,0.123,0.767,0.111,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,7,13,1,2,12,0,12,19,2,3,1,33,26,13,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,17,1,0,0,11,7,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,8,1,2,10,3,16,5,25,14,8,26,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,8,14,104,27,2,0.14095787303261492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114894851958998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585618731360633,0.0,0.0,0.15924227446345945,0.0,0.0985610222581979,0.1444279985526847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388948958257614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090616695215006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442763559453802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775221559953927,0.0,0.12484683699359148,0.0,0.0,0.09310134573268003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378838475211147,0.0,0.15861679578310064,0.14254507183097245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364467083788068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464858160221685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466344407881734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448109102932004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881511113585113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979895983656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995627143424882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983734295108818,0.0,0.13337774768224636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200022755999758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361379921390025,0.0,0.0,0.13810878738172913,0.13525288082965264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551670278532697,0.0,0.4499673455270859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340483214426486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209535827028927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283227536014224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105967112274445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954141607735149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196555619356328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849039457233214,0.0,0.16438733863701052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566093834520058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673805621633324,0.13066936049773367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587835951001145,0.0,0.10261901036790896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cake_of_Cheese,2018/02/22,"Inattentive ADHD questions, thoughts, theories & discussions I went to a friends house this evening for about 7pm. We hung out, ate some food, watched some ice dancers - good time! I asked if I could crash at his place after I knocked out a few hours at the library. I'm currently pursuing my bachelors degree in Computer Security with Forensics (which is definitely as fun as it sounds) and I have a report that's due in like a week. He said sure, gave me a key, wished me good luck.

Its now 5am at the time of writing and I haven't stopped working all night.

I'm on Methylphenidate for my ""high-functioning inattentive ADHD"" and I'm pretty regular with my doses. It really helps to 'kick-start' my brain and get the gears turning. It also makes me not tired which is super awesome

If you're still reading you're probably wondering what the point of this post is and in all honesty I guess I just wanna know I'm not the only human being in the world who's like this? I live in Sheffield and I've been trying for months to get in contact with someone who understands what this is like and I've had very little success

I got diagnosed about half a year ago and in a very short space of time I'm going to be going out into the world of work. I don't know whether this condition is an amazing gift that I should thank God for or whether I should see a life coach or something...

Anyway thanks for reading - I hope this post doesn't get taken down.

TL;DR Talk to me I guess?",4.162385794995963,5.273547976271188,4.6485714285714295,86.75497175141246,70.9322033898305,8.059725585149312,28.62389023405973,8.418075326091056,1.8735585149313967,1163,43,241,18,21,369,174,295,0.009000000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.24,0.9965,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,4,8,16,0,0,16,0,16,7,1,1,3,48,47,17,0,8,9,0,0,3,1,2,4,2,0,1,18,16,2,2,6,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,9,4,25,16,39,33,5,43,0,0,2,0,16,23,0,12,18,142,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893174356291577,0.0,0.09918066210604946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947562132350499,0.0,0.12122901353049165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459880631105614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249023757504514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933229361525144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356247746069542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390000089887147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529364180088074,0.0,0.08644325911185945,0.0,0.17536828919990993,0.0,0.1271753921176748,0.18769023366102908,0.08948588277645253,0.0,0.24651126419811897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499518569839818,0.11821426683808788,0.0,0.11112857456567088,0.11018569878862096,0.12910203879421095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297982669861444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902876829009467,0.16398632764536925,0.1121397013508144,0.0987978599383676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468513068153093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930676448523978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499793335250912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509475138968046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689761485779462,0.0,0.1057689401533614,0.0,0.2143127437695704,0.11382882965829952,0.12063260819496058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533852522671346,0.0,0.22383362543901908,0.0,0.07167737910514876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642971619577876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915908210501174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480109771005762,0.0861357206429427,0.0,0.0,0.07919386509094385,0.0,0.08935273108862768,0.09354215290159844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545173477001743,0.0,0.0,0.08993015835239143,0.0,0.2060201773223864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882541065238461,0.1957258143386958,0.12859711238790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596361259162154,0.12170042065482828,0.0,0.11647782844481153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463621755814988,0.0,0.0,0.08974862919185111,0.0,0.0,0.10371993854915797,0.0,0.0,0.12866399306050896,0.0,0.12133617405080115,0.16290945955183614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205125996031328
adhd,podocity,2018/02/22,"Any advice on how to combat irritability at the end of the day on Vyvanse? I started taking Vyvanse a few months ago. Lately I have been too scared to take it because every time I do, I will without fail get very sensitive/irritable by the end of the day. It got to the point where I would pick nonsense fights with my boyfriend multiple nights in a row until I stopped taking the medication. I tried to talk with my doctor about this but haven’t heard back, and my next appointment isn’t for a couple months. I have a major national exam coming up that I need to prepare for, so I need to start taking it again. Any advice for not being a fussy mess every night I take it? I’m trying to be hyper aware of my sensitivity but sometimes I slip up and lash out anyways. I hate it :/",4.780000000000001,5.2348393885350335,6.015802547770702,79.89567834394906,69.12738853503187,8.318216560509553,27.80191082802548,8.238735603445708,1.7646259872611458,612,19,122,8,10,206,99,157,0.127,0.8420000000000001,0.031,-0.9085,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,1,11,0,10,2,0,2,0,16,25,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,17,0,26,18,2,29,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,18,84,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604595329595154,0.1181356913845075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125615199580256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247629741637736,0.0,0.08124007074735405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480018536445273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474605671761926,0.0,0.17189607135663576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640735061305914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360750818126217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457121278702372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962800224569847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065880828628226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315763975183468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033420886335772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425536499718485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274946433602548,0.0,0.0,0.1976358276400263,0.0,0.0,0.14173400986849896,0.2501294745800357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259830959654565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342638071181534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180730095718518,0.0,0.18865818814410645,0.0,0.0,0.11141957183961587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010117519279034,0.10711726668973304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771072810535731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096297610880188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996159308015932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284673909661698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467108607721796,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zee3p0,2018/02/22,"venting: I finally have an appointment to potentially get diagnosed But I can't help but feel like they will just say ""no"" because I can (kind of) manage. Did anyone else feel like this before getting diagnosed? I'm stressing myself out that I'm not displaying enough symptoms to be taken seriously and that all this time I've spent chasing this proverbial white rabbit will have been for nothing. 

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adhd,MrRumato,2018/02/22,"How's Your Driving? After psychology class today I was wondering something? How well do others with ADHD drive? They were talking about attention in class and brought up motorists and immediately became self conscious. Then I realized I live in the middle of BFN so I cared less. Though I notice I didn't become distracted in the long stretches of road between towns to get to school. 

So question is how well do you guys drive in bigger cities and how do you stay focused to avoid wrecks?",4.814333333333334,7.309896599999997,4.924166666666668,79.79625000000003,71.8888888888889,7.166666666666668,29.027777777777786,8.07648339933343,2.2037777777777787,394,16,66,6,8,123,66,90,0.024,0.83,0.146,0.8809999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,10,5,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,14,11,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,4,0,10,3,14,7,1,19,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,4,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698691256224485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800119854115035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289467974309602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731969914567435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234282103838712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828445479660373,0.1987223806164202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565513271494056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515508043908332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272596722149195,0.0,0.0,0.23425780156706466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287190650539366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393436707221507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804872335271233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062222888549354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285003257198373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038003145764531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351820103975466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,printer_merchant,2018/02/22,"Kind of a dumb question, it's normal for meds to not help with focusing on things that I have no interest in or am tired of dealing with, right? So I was diagnosed three ish months ago, am currently on 40mg Adderall XR in staggered doses cause it doesn't seem to last the full twelve hours for me.  Anyway, for a few weeks I've been concerned that my meds weren't working anymore because an exam I've been studying for to get certified in an IT thing (not really important if you have no clue what I'm talking about, basically it's an exam).  I have been studying for it for six months now as it is what initially tipped me off to my ADHD and I got none of it done while unmedicated.  Now I'm almost done but I just can't do it anymore because I'm just so tired of this material.  As I said, I thought my meds weren't working anymore but then I realized they don't help with what to focus on, they just help me focus once I select something.  Because of this, what I'm experiencing is pretty normal right? It's not a problem with my meds?",4.782404744787922,4.849680238317756,6.048691588785047,81.0162580877067,69.04672897196261,9.014521926671463,30.947519769949675,8.841846274778883,2.3187243709561463,817,31,171,13,13,276,112,214,0.093,0.8540000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7476,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,2,9,4,1,0,7,0,19,4,0,1,0,24,28,11,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,19,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,11,2,19,2,30,17,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,10,1,5,11,119,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363810522796475,0.0,0.1005932798011309,0.0,0.11363394848481438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376253594752672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752928446882493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657534326417535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699302131285552,0.0,0.1151799335428774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322591254014513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059288679228179875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907604189489862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818999808542104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117550598369198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817208268177112,0.0,0.0925014441758572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042033263368033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811574989969637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223728479062308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085262471384516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545007936132927,0.0,0.10858514946815116,0.0,0.0,0.12712370607599385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269827099990875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938228056791255,0.10794558125644853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330803966385736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736254087760406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121102228607064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078229921510886,0.0,0.0,0.09009053980353172,0.0,0.260857409768483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102690762853016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522975849290406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,out_damned_trash,2018/02/22,"How do I learn anything at all? Please give me tips on studying. How do you guys, like, break down a large amount of impersonal data and synthesize it into usable knowledge?

How do you study?


How do you write a research paper?


How am I going to survive?",1.5894557823129247,4.215664714285714,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,85.53061224489795,4.899319727891157,22.452380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.6639360544217685,197,7,37,2,6,64,38,49,0.046,0.8390000000000001,0.115,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,1,11,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,27,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948091193354234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602382715740922,0.272663855849598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750468730986545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439096541060944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266424385428718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,princess-dick-sleia,2018/02/22,"My Brain scan results. (left is healthy/right is mine) Disclaimer...I also have ptsd an mild tbi.
But this shows the overactive parts of my brain. Also didn't take any stimulants 4 days before this scan.

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adhd,nomoarcookies,2018/02/22,"I accidentally double dosed 30mg vyvanse, worried that tolerance is built and 30 will never be as effective again Title pretty much explains it all. I am prescribed 30mg vyvanse and I didn't remember that I already took it this morning and so I accidentally took another 30mg, totaling 60mg. I couldn't find any answers on my specific question. Since I took such a bigger dose today, can taking 30mg tomorrow not be as effective as it usually is? I've heard of tolerance, but I don't know how quick it builds and if I should just continue 30mg or take a break or something. Did I mess up hard??? ",3.9815312791783377,5.431496042016812,6.027170868347341,75.4009990662932,71.77310924369748,9.658636788048554,32.54995331465919,9.994966539143718,3.510797572362277,475,23,89,13,9,166,77,119,0.135,0.816,0.05,-0.7943,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,3,3,24,20,13,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,6,2,11,0,6,9,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,7,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115186349254491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303458847092051,0.20098843087894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518789670654905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717035620477451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053398193242335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090351656399472,0.0,0.1478319301231646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950028500118112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472038067031413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713092974564074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855592010953684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756113247950214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882321811896951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816859227710368,0.0,0.6388754616234541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110343799111864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465573240076794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mishapb,2018/02/22,"Deplin? Has anyone here tried taking Deplin (or a similar ""bio food"" to aid metabolism of meds) and seen results? I know my family's psychiatrist rxs it for boosting ssris and Wellbutrin, and it worked great for my daughter. I have established mthfr, so have impaired metabolism of folate. I wonder if that affects stimulants at all?",5.9710344827586175,8.614781620689659,6.634000000000004,68.16100000000002,69.0,9.467586206896552,32.289655172413795,9.888512548439397,3.88452,266,12,39,7,5,87,47,58,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,11,7,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423614416925061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267580093100904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41912853560860375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821445362900499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904906763817137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850114034373103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061153086281513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353290020230527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37588945252216494,0.2523400298413198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GhostScout42,2018/02/22,"Reddit Commenting. Spend 10 minutes making a comment to post, make minor error, decide whole comment was trash anyway, delete, repeat.",8.042857142857144,11.620593523809529,7.0478571428571435,63.23464285714289,66.14285714285714,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,2.7153619047619046,108,4,10,1,2,33,20,21,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6720601424464664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821276062300856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620392657507861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Meteoreo,2018/02/22,"Just started Methylphenidate (Ritalin), how do I know it's working? Hi

After almost 2 years of waiting on the NHS, I've finally been prescribed my ADHD meds in the form of methylphenidate hydrochloride 5 mg. I've been on them for a week now.

I don't know if they're doing anything? I take one in the afternoon, and then another around 16:00. I feel different, but I don't think they're helping me focus. I do have headaches after the meds have worn off, though.

So my question is how do you know that the meds are working? ",2.5600000000000023,4.846048543689323,3.205640776699031,90.42516019417478,78.12621359223301,6.4500970873786425,26.804854368932038,7.554174236665415,1.4799755339805818,412,17,83,6,10,129,70,103,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.688,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,0,15,21,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,11,0,11,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,9,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225190840396725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540494966121976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941500752824962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236593635503765,0.16482628301320074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934464845240068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361940752824097,0.0,0.0,0.2028271174717324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241047992914874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30526732950658136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169929425909226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254651179300948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741481432300188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105292880738398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392127383454284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863918403773267,0.18191282969906108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851934172594108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695885821481091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923308240124075
adhd,publius-esquire,2018/02/22,"A Very ADHD Pharmacy Experience - procrastinate until second to last shuttle ride to CVS (no car, rural campus)
- wait until 15 min before shuttle leaves to start getting ready
- tear apart (very messy) room looking for prescriptions 
- finally find them under bed in corner where they fell when I threw them there a week ago and then accidentally fell asleep on top of the blankets, kicking them off
- remember I also need ID, search everywhere for wallet, find passport
- good enough
- realize because I procrastinated, I’ll have to go to rehearsal right afterwards
- search desperately for script
- find script, put everything in backpack, and run to bus stop because it leaves in 5 minutes
- realize money needs to be exchanged for goods and services halfway to shuttle
- feel card in pocket, realize it’s debit card
- realize I forgot student ID in room and I won’t be able to get back into building

Currently waiting in pharmacy but realized I forgot my insurance card...RIP in peace.
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adhd,fernandocrustacean,2018/02/22,"does your family think you are dangerous? I recently found out that my older sister told my mom that because of the mental health challenges I live with, she thinks I'm ""potentially dangerous"" and ""volatile"". Not only do I have ADHD but I also have DMDD which leads to angry outbursts I can't control. Now I'm not stupid, I know that when I have outbursts its scary to others but it fucking hurts to have your sister think you are dangerous. She had two kids who mean the world to me and now I know she is never going to let me be alone with them. Anyone have similar experiences? ",4.7642699115044245,5.988163867256638,5.478042035398231,80.94591261061949,69.61946902654867,8.481858407079647,26.514380530973447,8.841846274778883,1.945903539823009,459,14,87,8,8,149,74,113,0.2,0.7609999999999999,0.039,-0.9667,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,3,4,7,5,0,2,0,13,2,0,2,1,19,25,6,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,20,1,9,20,0,10,0,1,0,1,14,2,1,0,6,64,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318891906905992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983868716895195,0.0,0.15430256867681416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491558393886255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762092806801773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164105659269215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885241800730186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874276440959886,0.1818967048756182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156043343313208,0.0,0.17837977090169366,0.0,0.0,0.1096583034907814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509752293327566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655766632161074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208126721373985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730511701299808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703789629260443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017982815179093,0.0,0.0,0.1944488772379636,0.0,0.0,0.2259814745181087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881543976581108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674766742182202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905154935589822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37090496515523097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843726190746516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884847526006872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jugg3rnaut,2018/02/23,"People in tech, which role most suits ADHDers? If you're working in software engineering, which role do you feel is best for people with unmedicated ADHD (inattentive if it matters)? I'm a software engineer (good but not ideal) but I've looked at tester jobs (hell for ADHDers), TPM (requires great attention to detail), and people management (low stimulation). I'm now looking at product management. Thoughts?",5.20380434782609,8.63416755072464,5.559257246376814,70.56758152173911,76.3913043478261,8.08768115942029,34.711956521739125,8.841846274778883,4.01405652173913,327,18,46,8,8,104,53,69,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.8686,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,1,6,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,15,8,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,4,8,7,2,6,1,1,2,0,3,5,1,3,1,24,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210617439384621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803568834669453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350787972960725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240722978294668,0.0,0.2945332301336947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651046238396286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486765373952042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556234088204501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212086835657858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448799347685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SubstantialBite,2018/02/23,"Just realised I'd been driving my car without car insurance for the last one year. Went to go and renew insurance today to find out I didn't have anything to renew as I haven't had insurance for the last one year. Luckily I didn't get into any accidents or anything, but it's frustrating nonetheless to find I forgot to take care something as big as this.

/rantover",9.867916666666666,7.057448847222222,9.831111111111118,67.32500000000003,60.52777777777778,13.488888888888884,43.444444444444436,11.855464076750405,5.133911111111111,295,14,53,7,3,98,47,72,0.078,0.8320000000000001,0.091,0.2382,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,6,0,5,1,13,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963766404496813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38635756210542094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934269172914135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291134570389645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264688958947445,0.0,0.13341351232925114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38270423825906413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814458173766125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072158200783028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765023583612206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225150135405428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761507584129725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629007593922554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30234187601824203
adhd,cyanfolds,2018/02/23,"Just spent the last year moving to Canada to go to college and ended up not getting accepted. Now I don't know what I want to do. After High School I went to a community college for computer programming kind of because college is the thing to do, didn't have any other plans, and I liked the idea of making video games.  I went for 2.5 years before dropping out after taking a bunch of electives and failing the introductory programming course 3 times.  Everything was thrown at me at once and I never could get myself to do the homework so I dropped out to continue working at the movie theater I was at to try figuring something else out.

After 6 months of just staying at the theater, my parents were pushing me to try to at least do something else besides staying at a minimum wage job so he suggested I move out of Kalamazoo and found a college in Canada.  While I'm not Canadian by birth, my Dad's side is so the process of becoming a citizen was relatively easy and I had relatives to stay at once I got here.  I accepted it's time to move on from my home town so I kind of went with it because it didn't seem like a bad idea.

So the last year I spent getting paper work filed, saving up some money, moving to another state to spend some time with my parents, and finally last fall making it to Canada.  Once here, I quickly found a job for the holiday season but was let go of once Christmas came and went.  Now it's been 2 months since that ended and haven't found a job.

The other thing I did after getting here was applying for open studies at the university I wanted with a plan of minoring in Japanese and majoring in something else I like.  I applied, but forgot my transcripts so I had to re-apply last week.  Got an email today saying I was denied acceptance because of my low GPA at my last school.

**My main problem is that I don't know what I want to do with my life.  I'm worried I'm just going to jump onto another idea that sounds like it could be a good idea, but it's not really what I want.**  There's no sense moving back to my old place as I wasn't getting anywhere there either and a lot of my friends have moved on with their own things.  Here I still don't really have any friends or anything yet either.  I've started teaching myself stuff on my own like Japanese and gotten a little better at studying, but it's not landing me a job any time soon and I can't move to Japan without a 4 year degree by government law.  

My life goals are just to get married, make friends, and have some fun along the way.  Those are great, but they're more just something you do along the way with just about anything.  I know I don't like selling things to people, but that just takes out options, not point me in a direction.",4.626824964710625,5.241259744101637,5.541417120387171,82.59423497680984,69.52631578947367,8.51786650534382,30.187588223432144,8.59863814320734,2.209406493244606,2153,82,432,33,36,708,239,551,0.066,0.856,0.078,0.9211,7,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,7,28,23,0,0,30,0,39,2,0,3,1,85,79,29,0,7,22,3,0,6,3,0,2,2,2,1,23,29,0,1,15,3,6,18,17,4,0,0,28,2,50,19,82,47,13,99,0,2,0,0,14,35,0,7,44,291,73,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523628384147094,0.11845999803414962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296554994803226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343388280827428,0.047163054762085765,0.10329915700913772,0.062383825563872126,0.04806502222363265,0.0,0.0,0.049956857450781496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460439376527727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901981923960196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155922658802111,0.0,0.10005882038985997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076554851163365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187713268205933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580039104514312,0.1309217316801207,0.0,0.17706813571294824,0.0,0.09630607831201082,0.04737737922504511,0.09035327029843664,0.06227549176579416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968005943147438,0.0566595880711166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550611334002569,0.0,0.0,0.22421267456313487,0.0,0.0,0.11764196608960825,0.09312890350576122,0.2302162133395025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577602772902393,0.07979479490083781,0.16557584869564407,0.056613336277006016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802197421692183,0.0,0.0,0.113113581556768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017241581190533,0.4202462237918398,0.0,0.0,0.04356511983100717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927205759108117,0.24062096657317264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544098390123073,0.0,0.0,0.039159951499274516,0.0,0.059015352281176735,0.0,0.053397079753514855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404901979246316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237214862985297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044919557394472134,0.0,0.11433273574930627,0.0,0.05142230137234498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672541076702886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739412700223229,0.0,0.0,0.03998074599328235,0.1806181650570128,0.045109413985010866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466241316335238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494017160041148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010589412175315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174865769240146,0.0,0.05354167391667615,0.0,0.0,0.0766999286187139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326650676751342,0.08967116262066166,0.04530928175868276,0.0,0.0,0.2094505938211592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054450031320292656,0.0,0.08224427125466419,0.057363793469832475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549930703148145
adhd,ganjaguy23,2018/02/23,"So sleepy I only take 5-10 mg of instant release adderall per day. But for some reason lately, after I take it, I get so sleepy. Any recommendations? ",2.2433333333333323,4.657846896551725,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,80.0344827586207,5.2459770114942526,23.459770114942533,6.42735559955562,0.8295425287356322,116,4,21,1,3,40,24,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704895732224267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565214723357083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078125173065054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486891677709505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025134346102151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089622166698385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981301201254108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GameBoyBlock,2018/02/23,"I’m frustrated as hell Was diagnosed some years ago..

I can’t take it anymore.. Its not like ADHD is completely the reason, so I take responsibility for my irresponsibility.

But it just pisses me off as hell. I keep losing so many good things, and things I like to use a lot, I lost $20 once, I lost a good set of drawing tools, I lost a pack of paper, I lost a pack of pencils, I lost a pencil sharpener, I lost some really good books, I lost a notebook, I lost my game system, I lost my 32GB flash drive, a really good camera, a bad full of stuff, and a lot more. I also can’t focus in school (please don’t let that change your view (about me being in school)). I keep doing stuff ahead and I get scolded, I talk too much and I get in trouble, I butt into other people’s conversations, I keep losing focus of what I’m supposed to be doing, and I keep asking for the info again. 
During classes, I either stare off into space, or if if I feel like sneaking up something and doing it instead of what's going on, I just do it. And I get caught, a lot..

   Now, to add, when I mention stuff about me losing things and ADHD, they think it's purely me. Now, I know I am responsible, because it's not like ADHD completely takes over my body and makes me do random crap. But, they think ADHD is just an excuse (I never really them I think it's because of my ADHD a lot - I raarely do). They just get mad and say it's purely me that's the reason, and that my ADHD has nothing to do with it...

It’s just so damn frustating, and I feel like I’m going insane.. I keep feeling like breaking down in frustration.

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adhd,-Dancing,2018/02/23,"Is there is a difference between 54mg of Concerta taken once vs 18 mg of Concerta taken 3 times at the same time? Hi,

I take 54 MG of Concerta,

is their a difference between taking the 54 MG pill vs taking 3 of the 18 MG pills?

I feel like I function better when I am taking 3 of the 18 MG vs this single 54 MG.

I keep looking for charts on Peak Plasma, and etc, but I can't find a lot of details on the medication.",6.4558791208791195,3.510441593406597,8.453928571428571,74.97232142857145,67.13186813186813,11.737362637362635,34.837912087912095,10.125756701596842,3.1851736263736257,319,11,72,6,4,117,50,91,0.0,0.949,0.051,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,10,14,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,12,12,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843958674621643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356633956887361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325257558752709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542075521940918,0.1489480482688076,0.0,0.0,0.19055960193262744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853189138049665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185956379494583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750823236816278,0.0,0.0,0.17725401566139676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003561944889695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203914599991775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270457119955589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431488814733889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Woolwoman,2018/02/23,"My scatterbrain is benefiting me for the first time. I have a project, which I am enjoying, to focus my ideas onto. My ideas are like floating pollen that will go every which way, while my goal is like a board of glue; my jumping about to catch the pollen is making a point to write them down. Before this I could  only work under a fast-approaching deadline. I would procrastinate until the night before. But I am really enjoying this new field I am entering (I think it might be my calling, at least my professional calling). I have given myself plenty of time and even when I seem to be distracted from my task-at-hand, I am generating ideas related to my project. Again, the trick is I must be able to write the ideas down. I look forward to what I am doing

A contributing factor to all of this, I think, is I found a quiet, comfortable place to do my work. Normally I would need so many essential oils to calm myself down in libraries or cafes that were too distracting (yes, libraries). This new environment is fostering all this goodness.

I hope this helps some of other ADHD-suffers. 

We are so badass when we get down to business. And when we don't, but you know what I mean.",5.29921052631579,6.1331119035087776,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,68.12280701754386,9.413333333333332,28.796491228070174,9.558583805096642,2.460825964912281,926,31,180,19,15,300,129,228,0.028,0.888,0.084,0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,1,1,4,9,12,1,2,11,1,28,0,0,1,3,32,41,12,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,0,10,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,3,3,36,9,27,29,4,28,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,5,15,135,50,7,0.12932776917316588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554268463517154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009681225214967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641162240744787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325770018841783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541977181963574,0.0,0.10896422338933914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100061343915734,0.0,0.14180122360764608,0.0,0.0,0.06756842158615342,0.0,0.07349995158072031,0.10847399686800308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668567756439917,0.0,0.0,0.12845165584004672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839812382653473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071075159724216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636603084011938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860275407447867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632729016967401,0.13111805914556451,0.0,0.14087585436427466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371963255948358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589490213568952,0.0,0.2498111307195647,0.0,0.12136535046566707,0.1267137549043277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835959618866713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511999277343664,0.0,0.12225654429786087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285068055912341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773514384393324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657360249194445,0.0,0.0,0.15082412446248555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265436345750703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830431248872326,0.0,0.0,0.1837414732512929,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sidodagod,2018/02/23,"Wasting time when pressured Have any of you been under extreme work loads in super scrunched time periods and, rather than just doing the work, you spend time planning on how to do the work and thinking about what will happen if you don’t finish? I usually feel this way when I have a bunch of different things add up at the wrong time, such as: Have to finish program, do laundry that has built up over 2 weeks, have to complete community service hours and a mix of other unrelated tasks. I don’t know if it’s just me procrastinating or if this is a common theme for people with ADHD. Can anyone relate?",7.68333333333333,6.85462036752137,7.5466239316239285,75.68865384615388,63.27350427350429,9.851282051282054,33.17521367521368,8.841846274778883,2.63599829059829,481,16,90,6,6,154,84,117,0.07,0.8959999999999999,0.034,-0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,5,8,3,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,1,0,16,18,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,1,18,16,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,13,67,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555253964565081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458746217290513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866737846412584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292582168316225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221404508491583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750599809413264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880173057410826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093858017189624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168492367505306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740247994850328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412538843979658,0.13623696442644628,0.0,0.0,0.4959168265084856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341685771146985,0.0,0.0,0.16876619153110972,0.17054925351577752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643650878137387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324642950377337,0.0,0.0
adhd,MrDrLtSir,2018/02/23,"I was just let go because of my ADHD... Advice on how to go forward? I'll try to keep it short since we all can't read for too long.

I'm a designer and draftsman in the architecture field. Recently I graduated architecture school and this was my first job out of school. I had worked at other firms during school and this was my first full time gig. 

I was struggling to stay motivated through the day and I was bored with the work they were giving me. But I was still producing work at a decent pace and had great year end reviews 2 months ago. This week I felt better with new meds so I felt it appropriate to say something about my ADHD and the work I was given.

The HR guy was understanding when I told him that my adhd is usually a problem and that I need more work to keep me on track. He said he'd talk to my managers and sort things out. Things were going well, or so I though.

Yesterday he had me meet with him after he met with my managers and told me that I was being let go because of ""creative differences"" and that ""I'm not a good fit for the office."" This all feels like it's stems from my ADHD and that I am being treated unfairly for speaking out.

Has anyone else gone through something similar? What's the best way to move forward? ",3.408108164111063,4.648864539370081,4.48982594280978,86.68337546622463,72.8976377952756,7.5520928305014525,25.573145462080397,8.032893268588372,1.3318929133858273,979,31,208,14,19,320,141,254,0.048,0.8540000000000001,0.098,0.9263,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,11,10,10,0,1,11,0,23,0,0,3,2,37,43,18,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,16,19,0,2,5,1,0,8,2,3,1,2,22,6,31,7,30,16,5,38,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,2,20,140,47,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618105961624961,0.0938745715788217,0.08515670200953869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717157240583624,0.09843095718708156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712186917921615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081532753162993,0.08496255960400921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619546148736854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036851078315058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025080599683211,0.0,0.08508595140973325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857384995716643,0.06862956097178292,0.18447682714210112,0.0,0.0,0.16342736051513368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921552492497202,0.21838605912776035,0.08057559285540435,0.0,0.10591309083509017,0.0,0.09512043152338977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953306697949966,0.170775728074659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964679626556168,0.0,0.04693298922190978,0.0,0.0,0.08501537629733366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670765606302124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667895504240389,0.10210294201623717,0.0,0.07123171280206934,0.0,0.0927811297674478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192217645354687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609198475023407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485357359332118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138075341091016,0.07639552940802223,0.0,0.2916717255091645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946677793387502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791258173543784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239356114651657,0.07671842205405692,0.0,0.0,0.10042902874618734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721420218284789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764394746804714,0.0,0.0943843453871491,0.0,0.056016850103947816,0.0,0.0,0.1835903365683648,0.0,0.06522249986712074,0.0,0.0,0.10000808138371957,0.0,0.0,0.1058031136038846,0.0,0.0,0.07625270971482599,0.07705834090604331,0.0,0.08637486021003886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34968591676563693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061863346579513964
adhd,JazzlikeEffortthrow,2018/02/23,Feeling Nervous! I will get tested for ADHD on Monday. The test will consist of some questionnaire as well as an IQ test. I have never had my IQ tested before. I fear that what's really holding me back is not the inattentiveness but just my low IQ. I'll be devasted if that were to be true as I am an engineering graduate student aspiring to be working with brilliant people in the near future. ADHD is at least treatable but low iq isn't. Scared!!,3.0705681818181816,5.229296738636368,4.925000000000002,79.34500000000003,75.93181818181819,7.581818181818183,26.90909090909091,8.472884824447931,2.1886318181818183,355,14,64,7,8,121,63,88,0.093,0.745,0.162,0.8287,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,3,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,11,14,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,7,2,12,7,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,49,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6740926474095464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564868984409352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386422396451976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155841480182775,0.14180391435184442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652351655268536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630028003547275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944286738639916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966341050053014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28077931108529475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215817338295643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041708937414161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheFanciestFox,2018/02/23,"I feel like my ADHD is getting worse and I don't know what to do. I am currently a first year biology student in university, and I'm having a pretty rough go at it. I never had very much trouble in school until grade 11/12. In grades before that I coasted with an 8-85 average, never really trying because I didn't have to. I wasn't worried about my ADHD back then (I was diagnosed at the age of 6), everything just seemed generally easy to me. focusing was always a problem, but until grades 11 and 12 I never had to worry about focusing for very long while studying or doing homework.

In grade 11 I started to notice a difference. I still managed an ~84 average, but I had to try a hell of a lot harder and I hadn't developed the study skills or time management to do so effectively. I stayed up till 3 am for every assignment and test study session, and it was eating me up. Basically I solved the increase in difficulty by throwing more of my time at the problem, whether I was actually using the time effectively or not. Grade 12 is when this solution stopped working. I ended with a 76 average, which was 2% under the cutoff for the Honors program in biology, so I had to drop down to a major. I struggled the whole time, and bombed most tests. my only saving grace was being good at lab reports and take-home assignments and exams, but it wasn't enough.

Now I am about halfway through my second semester at university, and it has only gotten worse. I was just informed that I was put in academic warning because I basically failed my last set of midterms, I struggle to remember chemistry equations, I'm falling behind in all my readings because I'm just not doing them. When I try to do work, I get distracted by one thing and struggle to bring myself back, before I know it I have spent 20 minutes making custom shoes online. It helps if I can isolate myself from electronics, but almost all of my work requires a laptop so that's usually not possible. And I am basically incapable of doing work unless there is a deadline that is very close.

I don't really have a problem with time management, or rather, I don't have any issues with making a day plan that has time slots for me to work on certain things in, my problem is actually sticking to that plan. I am at the end of spring break right now, and last friday I made a plan for each day that had me working a total of 8 hours throughout the day on various subjects, and today I just realized I haven't managed to stick to the plan a single day. I've already identified my lack of self-discipline, and am going to try to work on that, because it always just turn into, ""just 5 more minutes won't do any harm.""

Other than the self-discipline issue I seriously don't know what's wrong with me, it just feels like the ADHD has gotten worse and I feel like I've tried everything. I've had my medication changed like 5 times in the last ~2 years, it all feels like nothing. I'd be really thankful for any suggestions you guys can give me. I'm procrastinating right now by writing this for god's sake.

(TL;DR) I never struggled with getting good grades in early high school, but when I got to grades 11 and 12 I couldn't just coast by anymore and I had to start using study skills and time management skills that I didn't have. Now I'm in first year university and I am not doing too hot. I procrastinate on everything and always manage to find something stupid that feels more interesting/important than my work, like writing this post. I feel like my ADHD is getting worse and I would be thankful for any tips you can give me, because I honestly feel hopeless.",6.464112676056337,6.275310953521128,7.3372887323943665,74.07255281690145,65.52112676056338,10.25492957746479,33.94718309859155,9.888512548439397,3.2649690140845085,2867,115,533,56,40,963,292,710,0.119,0.76,0.121,0.5558,1,0,1,0,0,1,76.0,0,2,1,22,27,33,2,5,31,0,64,4,1,7,9,103,103,45,0,9,25,0,9,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,28,31,1,2,17,1,1,7,20,17,0,4,25,9,73,16,87,72,18,95,1,2,0,0,11,31,1,9,59,370,101,43,0.0,0.0,0.10521088925990496,0.0,0.2591428979963964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398006216572236,0.0,0.0594877023264608,0.0,0.1345647985705309,0.0,0.0,0.14663440300271044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346124738311165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290229340147677,0.0,0.16430599931046874,0.0,0.09174175360562052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702644605450247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906219195514702,0.0,0.0,0.05471445862606073,0.0,0.056321329497550573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516030716194545,0.0,0.0,0.09549118279365064,0.05570032939917445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541896282695889,0.0,0.14534437604769962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079895187634807,0.1925558168893801,0.0,0.0,0.04927001091015492,0.09170651381262727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265670631478275,0.10342499091445552,0.061273167738735576,0.09042924876058936,0.04311434322558983,0.0,0.0,0.05337639389063638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613271810197105,0.05695569308235004,0.0,0.0,0.05308752496739229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252978110270022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887761332175488,0.13182417156874066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435362154453167,0.0,0.0,0.04770598849618676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582979391714651,0.0,0.051008095964756285,0.07196666687851845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054305619642441384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039627839188092095,0.0,0.16630557126302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051725209375289065,0.0613734637359829,0.0,0.0,0.036528770552627814,0.08199738783995854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060772029895161186,0.05162799374501207,0.05484278724852156,0.0,0.2063268309064647,0.0,0.05419141268408168,0.0,0.0,0.05392157652796503,0.0,0.10360259166141786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061066109466567264,0.09207254732587328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911350070084948,0.0,0.04907489775398559,0.11247349143095932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150023342855797,0.0,0.0,0.0763112878803824,0.057457677221297174,0.04305019067558049,0.045068656207315996,0.0,0.22542115549980035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053134656802791,0.0,0.0,0.09926062481457226,0.0,0.0,0.07162681569768582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514687881688871,0.0,0.05109752194893443,0.0,0.0,0.18299653332540688,0.05863532374060284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311666002717807,0.05937093194523641,0.13343673340458148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601852275656354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395943743928495,0.10949032712202778,0.21974330686500995,0.03829397798556526,0.05893882949812883,0.0,0.10414299961231137
adhd,EyeOfSol,2018/02/23,"Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria has held me back my entire life and I cannot stand it I made a faux pas earlier today, and I want to fucking cry. Last night, I was speaking to a friend who was going to a semi-formal event today. He, and two of his friends, would be speaking. He and I made separate plans to hang out in the afternoon (unbeknownst to me, long after it was over) but I interpreted an ambiguous ""we"" to mean that that event was after school, and that I was included. I thought that he had invited me to the event, and that it would be taking place after school, so I dressed up expecting to go straight to his house after school and then head directly to the event.

Thinking I'm roped into the plan, I show up to school all snazzed out. Nice shoes, nice slacks, funky patterned shirt, a tie, and blazer. A few people ask me what I’m dressed up for, and I confidently say that I am going to the event. Later on in the morning, I check Snapchat, and I see the friend is already at the event with the rest of the group. I realize my mistake. I jumped over his message. I mistook the “we” I was included in for the “we” I was not. My stomach dropped. My face went red, and I felt nothing but burning pain and shame.

I wasn’t even on the radar for this event, and I stupidly fucking assumed that I was in. To most, this could probably be laughed off. I don’t know, because I’ve never been able to bounce back like that at any point in my life. It has just struck me that the melancholy and apprehension that have plagued me for the past seventeen years is not the result of some mysterious, unidentifiable abnormality; the anxiety and depression I have carried around with me every day since my early childhood, and the paralyzingly critical self-awareness I’ve noticed stopping me in my tracks at each intersection as of late has a name: Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria.

RSD is an oft-overlooked symptom of ADHD that very few people are aware of. It rears its ugly head every time I reach a crossroads, no matter how big or small. Each and every minuscule choice I make in a day brings about a paralyzing doubt within me, making it extraordinarily difficult to perform decently well, let alone as exceptionally as my neuropsychological testing results tell me I should be able to. It has been four hours since I recognized my relatively minor faux pas, and I can still feel a tremendous weight in my stomach. I just want to go home, lay down in bed, and lick my wounds. I feel like an idiot.

Also, here’s to all the bright ADHD kids out there who are too afraid to take their minds out to play, but still have time to overcome their struggles. I hope you find a way to cultivate the courage and the confidence necessary to live your life without paralyzing fear. I'm worried that it's too late for me. This may not be true, but it terrifies me.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

:(",5.8295479204339955,6.4945785009041614,6.234206148282103,78.5079457504521,66.8842676311031,9.647305605786617,32.436528028933104,9.678323770799102,2.9382066546112124,2273,92,439,46,35,734,280,553,0.13699999999999998,0.74,0.123,-0.8922,0,1,0,0,0,0,71.0,3,2,2,4,17,32,4,6,35,0,41,16,7,7,4,87,72,32,0,10,12,0,4,2,3,5,6,3,2,1,28,33,1,2,11,2,1,8,9,16,1,2,18,11,66,16,74,41,9,82,0,3,3,2,27,34,2,9,39,301,94,5,0.16926828819183426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342758859300655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765544896099413,0.093395882571158,0.06768189445603086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057554120213688664,0.0,0.06474488857953725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534233172590679,0.07912149996003398,0.0,0.0,0.13015686531163867,0.0,0.05159218869514634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748520227320709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757347731760642,0.0,0.09296663317612294,0.1091640426676356,0.0,0.07289526429418723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055900053971730014,0.0,0.213923749924541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523694180057224,0.0855871324527858,0.060462649452824785,0.08126205073822466,0.0,0.07735407442686944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616438935330147,0.15648580488049285,0.0,0.0,0.19239813793730307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371809758714754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489494717451744,0.1681216032601507,0.08334758368441042,0.09765643908898762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651271222103282,0.0689881234069104,0.19094200188806468,0.0,0.0,0.08654414647677316,0.17933879671183195,0.08269593553903846,0.0,0.07473349980609417,0.07489855424368944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016574702310127,0.11298789675784815,0.0,0.0,0.09219139426998894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545635905443393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527506945625397,0.0,0.0,0.07942341095986374,0.0,0.08120874385552138,0.09635653400453176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005669646889262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079286709257122,0.11734931816711522,0.0,0.08842466712090412,0.0,0.08000662234357121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124992187857786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673044683508809,0.0,0.34261708890550124,0.06744245522487095,0.0,0.08829187031301322,0.0,0.0,0.1400204771625114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351778736027604,0.07075793413029613,0.0,0.08847798345183905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796728155065575,0.12726868702187635,0.0,0.0739739723407352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054230142159705695,0.0,0.06719005668652442,0.09870170006417398,0.0,0.16044654518441798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267526095959084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983203248373894,0.09983882196566736,0.06717864418819636,0.0,0.10306158693765764,0.07609625969432528,0.07845669949012124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081584294731989,0.0,0.0,0.0859500815685225,0.0,0.12024333538703495,0.0,0.0,0.054501613958358786
adhd,Phaelios,2018/02/23,"A Little Foundational Technique for Turning Things Around--Keeping Your Habits Sound I recently developed a mental technique that has really, really helped me. It has helped me develop toughness, has resulted in a sharp spike in resilience and productivity. It's a simple method, but it is a long post to try to drive in the basic psychological mechanism of it.

That is this simple little method: **Focus on the satisfaction of overcoming the feelings of resistance.** Focus on your desire for control over yourself, and believe that you can have it, BECAUSE you want it so badly. You know the costs of not having control over yourself, letting the sweet, seductive little voices that tell you that it's okay to sink into whatever form of distraction.

You also need to uncouple yourself from motivating yourself with shame and guilt. These are toxic, anti-productive emotions. Taking responsibility is not the same as being at fault, and it's certainly not about feeling shame and guilt.

It's literally what it says - the decision you make that it's on *you* to respond to whatever is on your plate - that it's somewhat in your control. It'll never be *in* your control if it's about guilt and shame.

This tends to work well for me because it's a *habit.* It's pleasurable, it has a reward and it's *in the present.* It allows one to bypass the ""carrot on the stick"" motivation.

It's important to note that this isn't meant to get you through the day every day. It's meant to get you going at key moments during the day, like when you don't hit snooze on your alarm clock, when you decide to go to the gym instead of not, when you decide to clean up your apartment/house so that the next day is better, when you decide to actually work on something because you know it's due soon.

It's at those moments that this method helps. It's not meant to be the be all, end all solution, but it is meant to *transition* you from being sedentary to productivity, from being stuck to being unstuck.

Subtle forms of resistance to refuse to acknowledge:

""I've already wasted half of the day.""
""I need more sleep."" (You do need sleep, but getting up early gets you good sleep for several more days than the present one).
""I'm already so far behind that it doesn't matter.""
""I'm terrified of this task.""
""This is going to be too painful.""

Embrace the discomfort. The discomfort is where you'll find the joy of pointing yourself towards a new direction. Embracing discomfort to live within YOUR intentions and DREAMS is are. Overcome stubbornness by recognizing that you're overcoming it for YOUR sake, and the sake of people you care about who depend on you, and for those you will help by working. It's not about being a ""good worker,"" an office drone. You might work hard in such a role for yourself, but this approach allows you to set boundaries properly, because setting boundaries in such situations is ALSO for your greater good.

Get in touch with the part of your gut that tells you when your brain is making an excuse, and learn to feel the victory of overcoming those little things.",4.702900556531926,6.9277141915641485,5.188133787346222,78.97982223930875,71.40773286467487,8.11600761570006,28.90161833626245,8.841846274778883,2.5137126244874044,2441,97,424,48,48,779,249,569,0.097,0.75,0.153,0.9904,0,0,4,0,0,0,93.0,0,36,0,13,21,29,1,11,35,1,38,6,5,13,4,69,69,27,0,6,11,0,6,1,0,4,1,3,1,0,56,14,0,6,18,2,1,5,10,16,1,3,5,10,41,13,88,49,10,67,0,0,0,0,48,34,0,4,26,309,97,8,0.0,0.0,0.07776359029734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587446865951084,0.1274522698177221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093884759730562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665358069841072,0.19430725475133928,0.0,0.0,0.08978062277875412,0.0,0.07047719537348213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895770188320079,0.0,0.0,0.0812468063242472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35750562127963426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083514091683881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963781024690898,0.07057954996873013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714022934034472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087731570572473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283301128456393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816737734411686,0.0,0.13586487707991887,0.2005145028517896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138442613516315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365164055365946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194877687926874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082998916618358,0.0,0.0,0.08758842812534336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148595718658475,0.0,0.03893133006197689,0.31947158929844016,0.07036559967966638,0.07052100728818618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638416684002122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030634544844746,0.08453593737989333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726200917217835,0.06145998004025816,0.0769627685426306,0.08474865330956223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799674320033237,0.0,0.08479321145999077,0.0,0.0,0.08629389173053421,0.0,0.05524533954822011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533052746301205,0.0,0.07631868111185762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209981810024853,0.0,0.07868187904374306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337076798114395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002429167031993,0.0,0.0,0.08957218709451788,0.2392354106758369,0.0,0.0,0.06134739801714195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059915148534284465,0.0,0.1393009276415133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588178446925636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054102641061028856,0.08667721229980864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047001803723587685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164871122942089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320540510089253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,infinitelybasic,2018/02/23,"When you need to eat, but adderall... So I wanted to share since I struggle with the above. The thought of eating makes me sick sometimes. I’ve been searching for something slightly bland, full of protein, can replace a typical meal, healthy and fill me up.

Kellogg’s makes these amazing meal bars with 12g of protein and 5g of fiber. It’s also packed with vitamin A, B6, B12, C, D, E, calcium, iron, thiamin, riboflavin, niacin, folic acid, phosphorus, and Zinc. Right now I’ve got blueberry, chocolate peanut butter, and strawberry stocked in my pantry. 

Hope this helps someone :) ",4.723619047619049,7.0305006000000025,4.243809523809528,85.4161904761905,71.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,34.52380952380953,7.793537801064563,2.654523809523809,453,24,80,6,9,136,84,105,0.061,0.721,0.218,0.9647,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,2,7,0,2,0,14,9,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,3,12,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642259607231486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282529565233224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644626951236006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730158527630359,0.0,0.0,0.2563765249164633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344601095476982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139653440798707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204374750703015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135237985835843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187086092318036,0.19871735794256026,0.2552923820960749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698484607465729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049225430663535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224890633301666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ballofsnowyoperas,2018/02/23,"Was finally diagnosed at age 22, but can’t go on meds Hi, I finally got a correct diagnosis of bipolar II and ADHD. The bipolar is apparently more pressing, so I’ve been put on medication for that. I can’t do treatment for my ADHD yet. Any other unmediated friends have tips for me on how to stay focused etc.?

Thanks friends.",2.0550223214285737,4.574363921875001,4.753839285714285,77.26437500000002,81.65625,8.032142857142857,32.58035714285714,8.841846274778883,3.357435714285714,257,15,48,7,7,91,52,64,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.224,0.9481,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,1,4,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,9,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135374127489273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529098138557245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168527228801476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382789400710856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468091595789536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301346806127711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142360170688092,0.0,0.17087736876930756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373196893725,0.21523234959959792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477970708948152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277250669875448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967024558621176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,psyckalla,2018/02/23,"I am focused at work for about two hours, then I get lost on my phone I’m a good employee for the most part, but I’m considered slow at my job. What my supervisors and managers don’t know (I hope) is that I procrastinate on starting, and when I do start it’s a struggle not to get distracted by things, especially my phone. Today I did a good job of focusing for about two hours, then got distracted by checking my bank accounts, ranting at my boyfriend, looking up better headphones on amazon, paying the gas bill, and now I’m distracted by a game. And it’s even worse when I don’t have a heavy workload. Instead of breezing through I stop every ten minutes for like a half hour to play with my phone and even though I might have only three hours of mandatory projects and could then focus on other things I want to do around my job, I end up barely finishing the mandatory projects and staying late at work by a half hour. 

I feel like if I could just ignore my phone I would finish my job in a timely manner, but I never do it.

I’m supposed to be starting adhd meds either today or in a couple of days and I hope that helps me but I’m scared it won’t or make me focus more on my phone and I just want to do my best at work. ",3.820235294117648,4.385678552941176,4.929019607843138,86.44058823529413,71.31372549019608,7.882352941176473,27.549019607843128,7.928766900206844,1.5039019607843138,961,32,208,12,17,317,127,255,0.071,0.742,0.188,0.9798,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,12,16,0,5,12,0,17,0,0,1,1,36,37,21,0,8,10,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,2,2,5,0,5,7,0,6,3,2,31,9,36,28,5,41,0,1,1,0,7,15,0,7,27,146,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173611831124265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017344276916026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063021657966354,0.08958661662531711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617505843004621,0.112080266181406,0.0,0.0653264727042912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971672398608434,0.0,0.0,0.13380791919078605,0.0,0.08534485451889155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121746442680152,0.07236470036447462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584422906841168,0.0,0.0,0.1699217815503318,0.08101434117472765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789546431373926,0.0,0.0,0.2012162807091063,0.498772628557344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020760300708293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055668722979800286,0.0,0.11426443332096822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897460086183578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506173823420439,0.0,0.11057474340334948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761476190415172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251518220801084,0.0,0.0,0.10745729271689854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812444352372659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703891393108407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969190465940117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014133103661103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150899764195439,0.10796629421344653,0.0,0.08468660814712098,0.0,0.1058948428374924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345909238099561,0.0,0.09952117974128268,0.0,0.05906554720349341,0.0,0.19203039019725093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978997129976422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949205834793444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212304688834544,0.0,0.10322759145417344,0.0719565964678487,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,threepennybits,2018/02/23,Must-have apps? Apps that help you organise yourself / manage your ADHD,3.942499999999999,7.197274916666673,3.4666666666666686,80.89500000000002,91.5,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.7223666666666673,57,2,8,1,2,17,11,12,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8733511555054423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870911199943075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Antropofobia,2018/02/23,"Recently diagnosed, trouble handling medication. Hi guys! I was diagnosed with ADHD (mostly inatentive presentation) and I was prescribed Strattera 80mg + Wellbutrin 300mg on a daily basis. My psych also gave me a prescription for Concerta 36mg and told me to use it ""as needed,"" and to try and not use it every day. I've been using every day since I got the pills since I feel it's the only way I can avoud hyperfocusing and be able to study. She told me using the pills every day can lead to addiction and probable abuse, so I'm a little scared. Are any of you taking the same meds as I do, or can someone guide me with these issued? Please. (This took about an hour of writing and deleting because the Concerta had not kicked in lmao).",4.151704545454546,5.703454347222222,5.576565656565659,78.3977272727273,71.5,8.56969696969697,27.674242424242426,9.095868883498916,2.3652583333333337,582,21,108,12,11,196,97,144,0.07400000000000001,0.909,0.017,-0.83,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,9,0,10,6,0,5,0,22,23,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,9,1,13,0,14,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,65,18,2,0.13440427804613395,0.15924709153447986,0.0,0.14652050188684065,0.16152782350183892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748305259456514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139951799045136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193160040151662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600389210537677,0.0,0.0,0.2728350260579985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397242031885414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795884137682474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749537921795753,0.0,0.0,0.13308136627616535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323611401953474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028314695246089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347083958729895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929285363368106,0.1353981700842791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965906914078504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022205099428103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753553644745662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491054411747792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270800991763765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456212934005998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223612153904964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388030863012155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105529027190732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568580948837599,0.14932809828399354,0.09125168226480433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643285705992194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668385990883107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HiHelloHeyHeya,2018/02/23,"First day taking meds - what can I expect? Had an appointment yesterday and after a 2 hour interview/phych eval thingy I was prescribed 20mg of Elvanse to take each day for a week. After reading a lot on this sub I figured it would take a long time to go from the first appointment to medication but I guess it's different in the UK to the US. 

Anyway, I took it about 7am this morning and from about 9-12 I felt a lot more relaxed and was able to concentrate and just felt generally happier and more upbeat. Have since crashed though and feeling the same as before and finding that I'm spacing out even more and my mood has also dipped. Is this a common thing? Does it just potentially mean I would need a stronger dose, or does the strength not relate to the amount of time it ""works"" for? Obviously this is just the first day so I need to give it a bit more time but just wanted to know what other people's first time taking it (or any other ADHD meds) was like.

I was actually given the choice between Elvanse and another drug that I can't remember (began with m I think) but was told that this one should help with sleep whereas the other one might affect my libido.",5.525604395604397,5.646890034188036,6.056776556776558,81.40846153846154,67.46153846153845,9.07887667887668,29.10744810744811,8.841846274778883,2.071508913308913,924,29,187,14,14,300,137,234,0.0,0.883,0.117,0.9801,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,18,0,16,4,1,1,1,47,37,18,0,7,10,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,21,13,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,6,12,3,14,3,25,21,10,25,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,6,20,132,35,2,0.11055021481351496,0.0,0.10788106259778536,0.0,0.13285987504325175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840696684567541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751779370015876,0.11592153928276765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407009039824064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069220232175044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388722889089296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155014450663191,0.0,0.0,0.19348647593611615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282031518133579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301737426041925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558975102720078,0.0,0.21229108561944726,0.0,0.10104089355354608,0.3761358249830897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604983949384633,0.06282823470922068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178352515850925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740994786909834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886969294634234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060755506923622776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054009250850841385,0.0,0.0,0.09783346129757826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879716786427151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042159283792413,0.2455927337917176,0.11136771095214736,0.0,0.11727630781155582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639431670150715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498233732393695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664159938151924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058013127166916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523184290728248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914482800881379,0.0,0.11063005285653668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324800135831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344465047599255,0.07083611383047159,0.10861502476017997,0.0,0.257850877116153,0.0,0.0,0.1056354677796904,0.12282535632774084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329782967317244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520538095431189,0.0,0.08867671403723967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048187303094273,0.0,0.0,0.1570634015258094,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,idk12344321,2018/02/23,Travelling through dubai with meds Does anyone know what the procedure is with taking ritalin through dubai? I have heard some reports of people getting arrested for having meds in their possession but can't find any clear guidelines. I will only have 30 days worth of 15mg ritalin on me and am only in dubai for a few hours but i really don't want to risk trouble. Does anyone here know how to get them through? Thanks,4.242910714285717,6.5261776125,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,72.875,8.071428571428571,27.67857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.3023571428571428,339,13,62,7,7,105,60,80,0.124,0.777,0.099,-0.2653,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,12,16,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,14,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242924779342967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31346088146437384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455779054685255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923092221128771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048684496412528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421757310431765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074196320340855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463732469668796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979588050495848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34095137003394665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539693970537727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359581647068972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853241921147527,0.0,0.0,0.2063666106474538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220909707511513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BalladofTimWebster,2018/02/23,"Meditation is the sh*t I’m already on medication for ADHD but recently started some simple meditation as well and it’s the gotdang business/bee’s knees/bomb diggity etc.

I’ve consecutively done this each day for about 10 minutes over the last fortnight and all I can say is please try it out.

I had a bunch of preconceived notions on what meditation was but the actual practice has really helped with emotional control and focus on tasks at hand. Feel like I have a bit more clarity in forward thinking as well.

Just chucking it out there.

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adhd,minnieminar28,2018/02/23,"Been on Ritalin for 2 days and had a major angry breakdown that lasted 4 hours. is this normal? I just started ritalin yesterday i think and today i was ok. the weather didnt help because it made me grumpy but i thought about how my life is going no where and it just led me in a spiral. I got really angry. I just started angrily complaining and couldnt calm myself down. I screamed, slapped myself, got into a real rage. i ended up having to take seoquil which has successful taken me back to normal. IS this normal feeling this angry with ritalin at its beginning stages? I just oculdnt occupy myself or distract myself? 
should i take new meds or should i just wait these side affects out. im seeing my doc on monday?",1.864075630252099,4.545848214285716,3.8046218487394974,82.45331932773112,84.71428571428572,6.151260504201679,23.235294117647058,7.5105763829236425,1.5405840336134449,570,21,98,10,17,192,95,140,0.235,0.7090000000000001,0.057,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,1,4,1,12,4,0,4,0,30,27,8,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,9,3,20,3,13,15,1,25,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,2,12,74,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206248541738162,0.0,0.11262278845770014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914942160324653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363497566244484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341590032056617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049985246633218,0.0,0.2955252746074808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383502380550995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194299414618376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956330377536785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059711605685633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049543529209545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748163191112035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521724695519575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843413230840027,0.0,0.0,0.5430516769072589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102876334487175,0.1183565300244632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472230110790614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615360993498237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778202433017244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838128955087585,0.0,0.1466720395480958,0.0,0.0,0.17512280225061969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jcad15,2018/02/23,"Do you procrastinate even things you love? Hello everyone. I am not medicated and can’t be for a few months. This has been happening to my for my entire life and recently I’ve just gotten tired of it. I procrastinate things I absolutely love. Or I simply won’t do them because I just can’t bring myself to stop what I’m doing to do the thing I actually like. If any of you feel this way, got any tips for me? ",1.6696764705882359,3.6195951882352944,4.240808823529413,83.58238970588236,79.47058823529412,8.014705882352942,21.213235294117645,8.841846274778883,1.403029411764706,321,9,70,8,8,113,58,85,0.06,0.8059999999999999,0.133,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,0,0,9,19,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,14,3,8,14,1,5,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,51,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.2212978334760652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084269691647065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823877710872393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497814939975712,0.0,0.0,0.2166914154807006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466329327901305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137116442380533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053470366223428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017654721651056,0.11078988205295903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40934315366050295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845004080822615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810081251148228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223911078431797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895924660748497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519739138464234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606423191197487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000193159612973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nxtpablo,2018/02/23,"Dex, overstimulation, zero productivity. I was diagnosed with ADD in 10th grade, now a freshman in college. Originally was prescribed Adderall IR, then XR too. Had some bad side effects and was pretty addicted to it. Doc switched me to Dex IR 15mg and 30mg with Adzenyz XR 18.8mg

I rarely take the Adzenyz XR and have been taking Dex IR for a while. I think I need to switch to dif meds tho.. thoughts?


I feel overstimulated when I take dex. Like I’ll go to the library and take my dex with hopes of studying/doing work and feel like I literally can’t start studying or do my work. Nothing feels good. I’m always listening to music or watching youtube videos or on reddit. It feels like there is a mental block in my head where I physically can’t get things done. 

I have pulled all nighters in the library and have been talking to myself in my head the entire time lol and spend 8 hours in the lib getting 1 hour worth of work done. The only difference between me taking it or not is that if I dont I have zero motivation to study at all, and when I do take it I’ll go to the library and want to get work done, but just can’t.

Anyone else feel these effects? Or does anyone think this is bc of the medicine? Like if I switch to a different type would this go away?

Also, what are your guys experiences with other ADHD meds? Vyvanse? Concerta? Ritalin? etc. ",2.5171586715867136,4.598602516605169,3.7468250922509214,87.50693874538747,77.33948339483396,6.550022140221403,25.23114391143911,7.554174236665415,1.2083336088560888,1066,39,221,15,25,347,149,271,0.029,0.9,0.071,0.8195,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,7,9,7,0,0,12,1,24,5,2,4,2,44,50,23,0,6,10,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,11,14,0,1,11,1,2,4,5,1,0,2,10,7,21,6,29,39,4,25,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,9,14,132,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917450391571433,0.12035667208550654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008714681731632,0.0833299386092937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400495697707621,0.10261195854466362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409096503271117,0.0,0.08361817251533749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164662363673004,0.0,0.20926362522505165,0.0,0.0,0.08763890651576449,0.30745402232441194,0.1173709916430162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365957838316672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168985761525753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979625265710112,0.0,0.0,0.25318548252488315,0.14308940736988585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696729138627685,0.0,0.17074674893711625,0.08399816104679281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916081337782202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555847170213296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946810466575627,0.19724832542145687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570615107450384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248044503978487,0.0,0.10092415125270117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425738578584719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609330005134704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616595165389582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188502810086346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088423200368464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517863797114741,0.08049399030415523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653290702626367,0.12833971010931966,0.0,0.07950516128080992,0.058396249157102766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590690202830148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29163147708995363,0.0,0.0,0.07114122419549967,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ExpressAdhesiveness,2018/02/23,"Is there really ADHD Awareness ? Everyone treats this like a small deal, like some minor disorder, i actually believed It didn’t matter too much  until I did some research and find this group, a lot of things make sense now.        
How is your life with ADHD ? ",6.345673758865246,7.206185553191488,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,65.80851063829788,9.670921985815603,28.43262411347518,9.725611199111238,2.6119134751773045,199,6,35,4,3,64,39,47,0.056,0.7929999999999999,0.15,0.5439,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.2429190317326821,0.0,0.598329149240219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804580121671381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566351180720797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852944775683845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378625583745234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275168174690957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582608534813038,0.2432285074945723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116307397680036,0.0,0.0,0.16616220201287155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299163504738666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594704466329357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537752734315056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ecowarrior3,2018/02/23,"Experiencing loss of appetite on Concerta 27mg; Any advice on how to manage this? I have been on Concerta 27mg for the past two weeks and will be increasing my dosage next week. I have not noticed any changes in my ADHD but I have noticed this past week that I am not nearly as hungry as I used to be. I used to always eat a big breakfast first thing in the morning and snack fairly often throughout the day. Now I completely forget to eat until noon, sometimes 2 pm (and by forget I mean that food doesn't even cross my radar until then). I usually notice I am hungry by this point but I don't get something to eat until around 4 pm. **Has anyone else had this problem?**

I used to eat a lot out of boredom before going on this drug and am currently 50 pounds overweight so I was hoping for some loss of appetite to help me lose weight. However, I wasn't expecting such a drastic drop and a loss of interest in food. Even when I am hungry I often don't get food for myself right away because I have lost interest in food. While I was hoping for some decrease in appetite, this seems like a big change to me so I was wondering if anyone has any insight that might help. 

Case in point: it is currently 7:50 pm, I woke up at 9:00 am and didn't eat until 3:45pm when I ate a handful of baby carrots dipped in hummus. Now it is dinner time but I don't feel hungry even though I should given what I have eaten so far today. 

I would try an eating schedule but I know myself well and I know that I won't eat unless I am hungry and genuinely want to eat food, so I won't follow the schedule well.


**TL;DR:** I am experiencing loss of appetite on Concerta 27mg. Anyone else with the same issue or some advice?",1.6885091277890467,3.7803290747126472,3.5586612576064915,87.77893509127794,80.0919540229885,5.933198106828939,21.4421906693712,7.048011613610866,0.6518584178498985,1330,39,269,16,34,447,167,348,0.092,0.809,0.099,0.6647,3,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,7,19,14,0,0,12,0,35,22,1,4,0,48,56,31,0,8,9,0,3,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,11,20,0,7,0,0,4,10,7,2,2,12,5,38,7,47,36,6,55,0,6,0,0,2,24,0,13,27,189,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417567350656655,0.1368865132753648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827972462311722,0.0,0.0,0.14289084972907226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692289162893524,0.14353056744853404,0.0,0.06235134143256895,0.0,0.0,0.06580582709103519,0.0,0.0,0.042696344789107034,0.0,0.0595997340319469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818818625360536,0.0,0.0734366581263825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517065201334099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122532590099803,0.5733554473100521,0.11702053959543587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387842639634639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541483516339846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957684061420425,0.4234692888562266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318706553331959,0.0,0.03980591559457373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389401462659007,0.0,0.0,0.1391330377881053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310460897908162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698540605828415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421849572321716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835796556647119,0.07645802764135884,0.059546355303884885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629518452102932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430243475080353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448940034170545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922643539221536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372412363693514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324227724928583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701977977520591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981463310430666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637626977647687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392098531794875,0.06927234203046119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653212956325942,0.0,0.06881492895536882,0.0,0.04084147158509153,0.0,0.06639068032075393,0.0,0.0,0.047553242820483316,0.0,0.06841988170570047,0.0,0.0,0.18147881264904345,0.07714026850579248,0.0,0.04131199774419955,0.0,0.16854800125328706,0.0852910714140091,0.12595054496596694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595647903905209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049755118324337225,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rodbroad,2018/02/24,"Silly me I was diagnosed ADHD-C in August of last year.  I immediately found this sub and resorted to it every day for a while.  I forgot about it, and recently had been researching ADHD meetings or anything of the sort in my area.  Found nothing, then thought of seeking out online support groups...and then boom I remembered REDDIT!  DUH!  

I missed it here and I’m back until the next time I forget 

Now onto my paper that was due at midnight last night haaaa ",3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.36363636363637,7.127272727272729,25.772727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.8213590909090909,360,13,64,6,8,120,67,88,0.057,0.897,0.046,-0.2225,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,12,11,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,9,2,12,3,0,22,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,16,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48528967745783097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661466845156385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524881266812332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020894418150467,0.0,0.0,0.2049244813129325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010964985867072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44274635742116014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291512659430063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147231828387658,0.1894696867514168,0.0,0.1937287139122899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935211758817464,0.0,0.22871360006977404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229113985951192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028622844766774,0.1177296465046168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001712718376304
adhd,oliviahaivilo,2018/02/24,"I’m currently in prescription limbo I spent a lot of time trying to go the “right” route to solving my issues with poor focus, being troublesomely scatterbrained, poor working memory, etc. I went to my university’s free counseling service and spent a year being told that these issues were probably from my (pretty bad) anxiety, and trying to work it out without medication. 

After a severe anxiety attack, I finally got a referral to the school psych program, which was free, but appointments were only on fridays, there was a waitlist, and the doctor was a resident who was rotated out and replaced every three months. Still, they said we needed to treat the anxiety before even considering ADHD as a possibility. I also did a poor job of advocating for myself, and while the meds they gave me for anxiety and depression have been working really well for me, I didn’t feel like I had gotten any better in the focus department. 

This thursday, I finally decided to go to my GP.  I hadn’t been there in a couple of years, so it was time for a check up anyway. I told him my history with the therapist and the psychiatrist, and that testing would take a long time through the school service. My GP just asked me some questions about how I felt my issues were affecting my life, and wrote up a prescription for adderall xr. 

I can’t believe how fucking easy it was, and I’m pissed at how much time I wasted with the school service (though they really have helped me with other issues). Of course now, with the assistance of meds within my grasp, I’m having an issue with my pharmacy, the doctors office, my insurance, and prior approval. I was hoping to have my pills by this weekend so I would have a day or so to get used to the feeling before school, but the office is closed til Monday, and I can’t even leave a message for the doc to listen to in the morning. 

I have an alarm set, but I’m worried I’ll forget to call the office first thing on Monday. I really dislike this prescription limbo I’m in. ",7.676732283464568,7.091422729658794,8.285169291338581,69.5921633858268,63.173228346456696,11.504514435695539,34.53556430446194,10.899274998029325,3.828952650918634,1584,59,276,37,20,531,195,381,0.121,0.789,0.09,-0.8839,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,3,6,18,13,3,1,33,0,29,7,1,5,0,47,57,27,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,13,22,0,0,6,1,8,4,5,6,1,2,27,5,39,9,52,26,4,43,0,1,0,1,17,15,2,5,24,206,52,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201594832897293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678829523113249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772509220060632,0.0,0.2597488867101381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935654064879523,0.09656957989864083,0.0,0.0,0.07087589760397711,0.0,0.0,0.14446272026440785,0.0956369587342378,0.0,0.07507438038437786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866776483615119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392425848692344,0.0,0.0547441643151157,0.0,0.07311180914148907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376793679613411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466983878761258,0.1121322246802242,0.0,0.07151974606651214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584138014236405,0.06064226160349055,0.0815034502110015,0.1859759653875054,0.0,0.0722036146610456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847533314099811,0.04434920200082417,0.0,0.09648484079350324,0.0,0.06789073742318864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689700210001175,0.0,0.0,0.08431051515576604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44299235762206135,0.08423582104686705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988155239022019,0.0,0.0,0.05995718196426705,0.041470797276395806,0.0,0.0,0.07512105012389331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216666826414994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885774439597415,0.0855132721019921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775484478292948,0.0,0.0624006542530441,0.0629415677594648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455929408575409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569571552322108,0.0,0.08635913225358516,0.09152099161940158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509125508024456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313959162138966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249180512478348,0.08074560692799533,0.0,0.0,0.3436348774534737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589652200085633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778971851389147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382337759061607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855867865425827,0.056394194752623285,0.0,0.08339963250814028,0.0,0.19798981255927275,0.0,0.0,0.16222358208919813,0.0,0.1152634475106656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331387007975218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632231351408025,0.07868976530276897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182665147238945,0.0,0.18539309775515184,0.08620540744557433,0.0,0.12060053382718833,0.0,0.0,0.1093270361582156
adhd,CommanderOfHens,2018/02/24,"Medication Alternatives? First of all I wanna point out how happy I am to find this community. This is the first time in my life I've ever felt like anyone understands me without having to explain myself. 

Anyway, what alternatives to medication have y'all tried with good results? I'd prefer not to go the medication route, but I don't think I can make it through college without it. I've dropped out 3 times already and I can't stick to even the most minor decisions anymore. I'd like to try whatever else I can before being medicated. ",3.0063812886142998,5.700512038834951,5.017157987643426,75.76974404236542,79.09708737864077,7.628949691085613,27.81023830538393,8.575989854853784,2.580697087378641,432,19,75,10,11,148,73,103,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,3,2,22,15,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,10,4,15,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753105289838055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755053889009388,0.11108150051818153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518168231007002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271060403443913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492826623851194,0.143701709844738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525344876994225,0.0,0.1451989459652579,0.2702595127901094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028615183220054,0.13324770343983666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911383118032736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122104403082809,0.1552259886094437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604304710271534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401556310958729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017796180225246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179372630952482,0.0,0.0,0.1852699152627827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571664599464335,0.0,0.0,0.16538317246661274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062787239113801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pukaroo,2018/02/24,"Anyone know a way to get a playlist to play automatically every morning? So I'm trying to sort out a morning routine, so I've made a playlist that I've planned to match up with certain tasks that I need to do. I get so disoriented in the mornings that I even have unique songs at the start for Mon/Tue/Wed etc. so I know what day it is. 

As you can probably imagine, remembering to actually play the playlist is an issue, so I've spent the better part of today trying to find an alarm app (for phone or laptop) that will play a playlist at the same time every day. Apparently it doesn't exist! I felt sure this was something that humans would have come up with / needed by now. I've found an app (nightstand central) that can play a playlist as an alarm in the morning, but you have to set it up every night before. Of course I will forget to do that. 

I know it's probably not the best thing to externalise all of my motivation in the morning, but it's the forgetting that just ruins all my attempts at morning routines. I can't form habits if I've forgotten all the plans I made. 

Does anyone know of a way to do this? Is there a smartwatch out there that can do it? Will I have to learn to remember to play the music manually somehow? 

Thanks in advance!",4.7541141732283485,5.1140657007874015,5.653218503937008,82.80691437007876,69.15748031496061,8.39724409448819,30.04822834645669,8.278499904357787,1.955874803149606,984,36,206,13,16,324,123,254,0.081,0.831,0.08800000000000001,-0.5102,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,7,11,13,0,2,23,0,21,0,0,3,5,38,38,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,19,5,0,0,12,6,1,2,3,3,0,0,6,2,14,10,37,28,8,24,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,4,7,138,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.1331378563332725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079271690106087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609350037080582,0.0,0.14317686452847406,0.12066293076912404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752400352559254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597458080767342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939247730464347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215763546855535,0.09011198490286336,0.0,0.34484928643026064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099602181067432,0.0,0.12469628724248084,0.0,0.0,0.14959053915433698,0.0,0.0,0.14256007610833085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239946012294966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29991762251768866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25819032992348395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232505401112325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803209837630244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477424552509584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941933325097785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091014995190268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503194402928127,0.0,0.0,0.09656720282372157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858545353172884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560816564782756,0.0,0.0,0.09063929375609288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955453952305487,0.0,0.1293214910372599,0.0,0.0,0.1852566123886933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658658769607012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691730913664352,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TonberryStrikesBack,2018/02/24,"I don't find ""relaxing"" videos relaxing at all. Especially the obnoxious music. I don't know if this is an ADHD thing, but I can't stand much with the exception of silence, flowing water or footsteps on concrete. Hell, even an idle chainsaw is more relaxing.

Does anyone else have this problem?",4.380000000000003,6.9389873703703735,5.447925925925926,75.2396666666667,73.44444444444444,8.764444444444445,33.022222222222226,9.3871,3.661871111111111,234,12,38,6,5,77,43,54,0.205,0.6920000000000001,0.103,-0.8088,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,7,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42710385258106703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849353909901145,0.3641340530268128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109999135094269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29687866583227884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472852011810397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248155614394804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531036789058745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612489544194644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340055564139824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361020824350052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KeroPanda,2018/02/24,"Any teachers with ADD - PI? Probably seems a bit odd choice but has it impacted your career? How have you coped?

Pros: You get a lot of variety. There's a lot of freedom to try things out. You don't feel too restricted.

Cons: There's also a lot of structure/organisation required. Having too much freedom can be problematic with decision making.

So far, I found that I do much better in substitute (supply teaching in the UK) than I have done in full time roles.
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adhd,hiyoriasahina,2018/02/24,"Alternatives To Coffee With ADHD? I have professionally diagnosed ADHD, and coffee makes me more tired, as opposed to waking me up. I know there's some sort of reasoning for this, but that in itself is beyond the point. I have chronic depression and anemia and am very very tired all the time. I have trouble staying awake for more than two or three hours at a time. I'm looking for an alternative to coffee that won't be cancelled out by my ADHD, because I can't continue to live this way.


TLDR; Is there anything OTHER than coffee that will wake me up and not do the opposite due to my ADHD?",5.939334975369454,6.237290913793102,6.945270935960593,74.7839655172414,66.58620689655173,9.387192118226602,30.364532019704434,9.23628265651192,2.59488078817734,470,16,86,8,7,158,77,116,0.13,0.853,0.018000000000000002,-0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,11,6,2,2,1,16,15,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,10,0,20,12,4,14,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,3,5,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7316417169424375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524462312911872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277747865667996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108648805712034,0.15447608543493135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988274120445905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364313037483412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439216010332186,0.0,0.12780659731704694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159224143267064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387473926982386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564831898798791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222105231801034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749382421419588,0.3498546168437423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486737130777221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511558461532059,0.0,0.12080637369706004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Zardoz_the_cucumber,2018/02/24,"I want to get retested but I don’t know where to start. Hey, I’ve been lurking on this sub for a bit. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid. (Mine is primarily inattentive) When I was younger my parents had me on medication for maybe a month? Honestly, I don’t remember much of my childhood because, I was always lost in thought. But anyway, I’m in college now and though I have gotten really good at managing my symptoms. I still deal with severe inattention and many other symptoms attributed to ADHD. I have almost clawed my way to senior year and I want to get retested. I want a better quality of life. I have recently realized my ADHD is more than just inattention. I want to get better and I think the next step might be to get medicated. However, I’m uncertain where to start. And sorry about the rant guys. ",2.175338512763595,4.666120710691825,4.2362634110247885,81.34931187569369,80.88679245283019,8.017906030336665,26.334073251942293,8.841846274778883,2.4922079911209765,639,27,120,17,17,218,96,159,0.097,0.768,0.135,0.7218,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,6,0,14,6,0,1,0,23,31,10,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,0,21,4,22,21,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,3,11,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613811571573344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281423427666392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648035497384327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800863814353673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635614046617225,0.1397088673284501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193029053619568,0.0,0.1298857139146451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26743382086574363,0.0,0.0,0.10733422050565412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670930501307145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703283467612677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903882005630485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969314331012628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297403532546952,0.12856193464161866,0.0,0.0,0.2578303561419521,0.0,0.13575475311268226,0.0,0.0,0.10214353474797297,0.0,0.09407184705997458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609634982776408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209429105972346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198013784812952,0.0,0.126353825308925,0.0,0.1449637887905025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456840331618734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325067805961386,0.18115405607556287,0.0,0.10219610849619308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660173180674266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199728763604526,0.12572876948291167,0.10159299210727037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019174310055753,0.10157573613354826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240775956683381
adhd,ron3090,2018/02/24,"Feeling very anxious on Adderall, could use some reassurance I’ve been taking 30mg Adderall XR for a few months now. It works great! I get so much *done* when I use it. The problem is that the side effects can be tough to handle, like right now when I have some bad anxiety. I don’t normally have issues with anxiety, but about once a month the Adderall will kick my fight-or-flight instinct into full gear.

I’m at work and I want to hide in a closet and under a desk. I don’t even know what I’m anxious about.

How do you manage these panic attacks? None of my usual calming techniques seem to be working.",1.4897936210131313,3.7788267723577285,2.8739837398374,91.30958724202627,82.08943089430895,5.085428392745467,23.28267667292057,6.297961479604792,0.5500586616635394,475,17,97,4,13,154,90,123,0.187,0.7140000000000001,0.099,-0.8744,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,9,9,1,1,7,0,13,0,0,4,0,18,23,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,9,4,13,17,6,15,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,8,63,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603835789515888,0.3845233744613877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361109223863396,0.0,0.0,0.1420981634475633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587963661832075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741593188922801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240621797398782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605113217888608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891513713017847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763061579351029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762992093907198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352974991979196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314426100970296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27168161064075863,0.0,0.12510625850312174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674610164205736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124248741682453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967654915097924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284497446980795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145337875377431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549309013616188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279586579816099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939720453849028,0.1874357853391098,0.14042123588831354,0.10038008540934916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716922056361143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,empress_of_pinkskull,2018/02/24,"I would like some advice on how to get through probation at work w/o revealing that I have ADD and Aspergers. I recently started a government sector job (city level) a few days ago and I am having issues. I was caught in a trance(or  partial seizure- not sure) by who I think is my boss' boss and have had trouble absorbing some of my boss' instructions. I sometimes have asked obvious questions because of processing issues. I put data on a spreadsheet that did not belong. I am worried about passing probation as I have concerns that bad impressions have been formed. I have had issues in jobs before, but I am a different person now.  I can not reveal my conditions because I said in a pre employment medical exam that I had no conditions as I was worried about not being given a chance. I am doing all the right things such as taking my meds, going to bed early, and avoiding sugar during work hours(sugar messes with my brain).

What can I do? I would appreciate any advice.

edit: I was diagnosed with complex partial epilepsy but I had my doubts, but I am getting a second opinion.",4.934975247524751,6.888678079207923,5.923849009900994,75.07805074257426,70.1881188118812,8.812376237623761,32.426980198019805,9.354420925462401,3.3579297029702966,860,40,140,19,16,284,121,202,0.08,0.8640000000000001,0.056,-0.6579999999999999,4,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,2,9,0,29,4,1,4,3,33,39,11,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,7,7,1,1,5,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,12,2,28,3,19,24,5,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,7,113,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821941946894959,0.12799380354997292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819075014029684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349859819671681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120560354038348,0.17603868117686192,0.0,0.1228660044472053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118797561196233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312017278767412,0.0,0.0,0.14655370434218856,0.0,0.15085773813014655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087655113485424,0.0,0.08206066489904787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521196960604105,0.2865713381117407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054209076590634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038571768407078,0.14545862145123994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260765474701275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515271596977194,0.16175083160825945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256857508592255,0.0,0.0,0.12330902304131686,0.13734879257083515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280627291760653,0.0,0.10220060842077264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608669611144092,0.0,0.10856397249798036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592688508966833,0.0925198460007033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102365614378991,0.29327189617349675,0.0,0.20514227751527928,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,clarkcaleb98,2018/02/24,"Recently diagnosed College student needing opinions and tips for vyvanse Hey guys, I recently was diagnosed with adhd my freshman year of college. I have had problems with attendance during high school and finally my doctor recommended me to a psych for testing and I was put on 50mg of vyvanse after my PCP received the results this was back in November. I used to be productive for 12 hours when I was initially put on it however I have already seen a decrease down to 8 or 9 now. I have observed my other friends that have adhd and it seems like eventually they all fall off and have tolerance issues. Is there anyway that I can maximize my time before the eventual tolerance issues? Behavioral and lifestyle changes? Med breaks? Supplements? Any other pre-med students diagnosed. GPA last semester was 3.5 and currently holding 4.0 this semester but would like to plan ahead if possible.

THANKS!",5.744223214285718,8.40038011875,6.345892857142861,69.92125000000003,69.6875,10.321428571428571,38.30357142857143,10.451354775682146,5.0958571428571435,729,43,108,23,14,237,109,160,0.012,0.875,0.113,0.9325,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,15,4,0,2,1,21,20,11,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,1,15,4,18,11,1,25,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,15,76,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481319566980827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983127741877665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849415521566536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137074502044042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232456549670992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532183857013722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44101964642145103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824684973066696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586618999031046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119007393447798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434114428009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530282869502347,0.0,0.0,0.14263531114338004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023444839505864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806152035074645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152012541318446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088130245852708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739483139973104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328200265948287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385894884986986,0.0,0.29120246288524565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860182113554561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465828189576416,0.0,0.13185420331365535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334648877875802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445564392328797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250927010043024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288807904010956,0.0,0.0,0.093270306361874
adhd,yummycollegegirl,2018/02/24,"Vyvanse making me sleepy? So I’ve been taking Vyvanse 50 mg for almost a year now, but in the past couple of months it’s been making me sleepy during what are supposed to be the “peak hours”. 
I take it at 7 am and then fall back asleep and have the best sleep ever which can go on till noon. I spoke to my psychiatrist about it and he said that that’s strange and only happens to about 1% of the people who take it. 
Am I part of that 1%? Has anyone else experienced this themselves or have any information about this? Can’t seem to find much online. 
Thank you fellow ADHD-ers!",3.906864406779661,4.61643930508475,4.662500000000001,87.90612288135594,71.20338983050847,6.9169491525423705,22.377118644067803,6.6274283507984215,0.3843355932203392,450,9,97,3,8,145,86,118,0.019,0.897,0.084,0.8652,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,11,2,2,2,1,13,22,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,7,2,15,17,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,10,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137600342532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927846164432286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092267777254538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461700615971686,0.19726322155901935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803879612625329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020416834270822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302374686860304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082879793147667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414865543848732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596311998135314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941562186894596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024801988546662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959700541541769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570220506282205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536705334348713,0.0,0.14152702816265916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642290440072084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848434187226952,0.1837855998042866,0.13347165165741715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313407002702894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526629205144725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926626792351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43426145442677816,0.0,0.0,0.17724990223282802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239789126453672
adhd,canadianHeathen_,2018/02/24,"Feeling of disconnection with Concerta? Hi there. I was diagnosed earlier this week with ADHD-PI and prescribed 18mg of Concerta, once a day with breakfast. I'm 20 years old, male, fairly overweight at 5'11"", 250 lbs.

Ever since starting, I've been having 'episodes' of disconnection. I get a bit dizzy, disoriented, and the best way I can describe it is that things don't seem real? Like I'm not entirely in the moment. 

I am going to ask my doctor ASAP, but unfortunately his hours are slim. I've heard too low of doses of Concerta can cause some issues, but I don't want to up my dose without his approval (18mg alone already makes my chest a little tight. Can't tell if it's anxiety or blood pressure). The disconnect gets *much* worse when the meds wear off 7-10 hours later.

Has anyone else ever felt this from Concerta, or anything else?

This *is* the first drug and dose he's prescribed. Should I ask to try anything else?",2.7242892613283693,5.170371078212291,3.977718808193668,84.25647268777159,78.44134078212291,6.8828057107386735,25.028243327126013,7.984000788550335,1.6283815021725632,729,27,138,13,18,238,124,179,0.152,0.826,0.022,-0.9624,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,8,0,14,11,3,2,2,25,28,9,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,7,6,2,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,4,11,2,17,23,4,21,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,5,14,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703580866276213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439489982864642,0.15337601825735905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632495715514984,0.0,0.0,0.09718320029201027,0.14240898470340566,0.2287495250266726,0.0,0.2598688569204093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585866933136946,0.0,0.15173820995646986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427783141923778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963535511579887,0.0,0.0,0.14106925426567368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225946196570646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118122291841475,0.0,0.3483183379569557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514440655734517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027619006476038,0.0,0.13344967074068145,0.0,0.0,0.1182225853980222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523032802415228,0.0,0.07898972498726234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737491239433853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506670358679494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790220815880924,0.13930185741685625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277514831978233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543836349283156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217170859041494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584386397856602,0.14801701233908834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819805456884525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652888108850804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497178821196505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983759754154927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148108695967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923370323825579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436330044257356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197835150244757,0.11032170448909412,0.11148728413258567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397886431228526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416400034275176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950330900469723
adhd,skittlesLord888,2018/02/24,"Forgetting to eat I do it constantly. Sometimes I'll go days without eating simply because I'm too distracted by something else in my life and I keep forgetting that food is required. Hell my diet over the past week and a half or so has been pretty strictly monster and cigarettes, with an occasional pb&j when my stomach overpowers my brain. Does anyone else ever get like this?",6.495857142857144,8.209156871428572,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.0,9.6,36.85714285714286,9.888512548439397,4.123085714285715,311,16,48,7,5,100,60,70,0.095,0.825,0.081,-0.2585,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,3,0,4,7,2,0,1,11,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,6,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517576183316806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531443376347258,0.212938871253736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668676265510914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319988160862704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458246166708154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402842090713646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818670074721919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42530892181263497,0.3472183250984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798749116206834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512999815513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857876062272513,0.0,0.11811040514375935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472232625268767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679128855554927,0.101531652592614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983902415550218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114303555760491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599920345136286,0.20554192160298326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667027996286924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003336250021956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DevonRexManning,2018/02/24,"My vigorous toe-tapping made me want to talk about fidgeting (with people who don’t think it’s bizarre) Personally, I feel like my hands and feet are in constant motion. Not extreme, mostly small movements, but they’re moving. And I, in general, just feel like I need to move around all the time. This is pretty normal to me, but I feel like every time I tell someone they have no idea what I’m talking about. So I’m interested to hear this subs take on fidgeting, and they ways that you fidget!

My biggest one is foot-tapping or leg bouncing, the second would be wringing my hands. Oh, yeah, and constantly squirming around.",5.520357142857144,6.569517873949582,5.580997899159668,81.54359768907563,67.73949579831933,8.302941176470588,30.841386554621852,8.472884824447931,2.2931084033613454,493,19,92,7,8,155,85,119,0.023,0.809,0.168,0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,7,4,4,1,1,25,18,8,0,4,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,6,14,5,12,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,7,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900335851122303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520771061869181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725146432726334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710354354703265,0.3491304008877039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360172908221944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389586416170745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875620228199695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541412535196179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346276838271866,0.0,0.1207893318581732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960879516282125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103862117575017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129353269231945,0.14223922835273609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572929871441872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380258365829503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248158745526574,0.2618679665205846,0.14238301305187126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043806462543886,0.0,0.0,0.18997824510149167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608347261346883,0.12930355731333046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572048823437953,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,monsterfiend91,2018/02/24,You ever have a day that you can't get a proper sentences or questions out the way you want and just keep stuttering through it? Might be nerves or medication is not in effect yet.,6.41,6.074862222222228,6.507777777777778,80.465,65.66666666666667,9.422222222222222,31.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.3768222222222217,144,5,29,2,2,46,32,36,0.138,0.825,0.037000000000000005,-0.3711,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249708581912396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502398186715464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022932759887686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441564843032599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900579756476673,0.0,0.4107524418461269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337467336550683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283774954062073,0.30733717009924044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CyanHalo,2018/02/24,"Appointment didn’t go as expected. Not sure how to feel. I went to a new psychiatrist yesterday as I’ve only been going to my current one because I need my medications. I’ve been on SSRI’s for 12 years for anxiety and depression and was diagnosed adhd 2 years ago and put on Wellbutrin to start. 

The Wellbutrin doesn’t help. The only times i have indeed felt it did something was the first few days I take it after time off. My thoughts are clear, I’m productive, and able to work up to my expectations of myself. After a few days of being back on Wellbutrin it stops working completely. I told the doctor this. 

He is concerned about my history with an eating disorder. Of course I was honest with him that I was bulimic in high school and college. I’ve been in remission with no issues for over ten years. It’s a non issue in my day today life. 

What he wanted me to do is increase my lexapro  to 30mg a day. He wants me to stay on my Wellbutrin also. I’m due back in 2 weeks. Honestly, this was tough. I guess I had expected he would feel since the Wellbutrin hasn’t helped that it was time to try a stimulant. I’m wondering if he believes my adhd diagnosis at all... I certainly don’t care if I’m on a stimulant or not but I do care about getting my life in order. I feel like my anxiety is definitely under control but I’m mentally always going a million miles let hour. I’m scatterbrained. I’m late. I procrastinate. I struggle to complete the most menial task. I’ve been like this since childhood and had the nickname nutty professor from my parents growing up. 

I had been looking so forward to having a little relief and this appointment. Now, I’m feeling hopeless and a little stupid for putting myself out there with a new doc. This doc has a stellar reputation and listened to me thoroughly. My concern is him nearly tripling my lexapro and not changing anything on my adhd medication. I also think he’s overly concerned about my bulimia as I am incredibly secure with it and he didn’t seem to believe me. 

Any insight? Should I try his plan? Do I say screw it and find someone else? I just don’t know how to take any of this and all the hope I had feels like it was stolen away. ",2.470843162953255,4.706618412844037,4.237011795543907,83.17493883792051,78.17431192660553,7.271647007426826,27.353429445172573,8.269060116576782,2.0809704674530365,1732,74,332,34,42,583,215,436,0.071,0.821,0.109,0.952,2,0,1,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,0,5,13,18,2,1,20,0,39,8,0,5,5,63,76,26,0,11,9,1,6,3,0,2,6,2,0,0,17,19,1,3,13,0,0,9,10,6,0,4,23,9,46,12,58,49,7,65,0,2,1,1,16,26,1,8,33,222,63,8,0.08458009964746324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049465301156692,0.0,0.07497515506628605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527735026025606,0.07037741847720376,0.0,0.0,0.1150347362709538,0.0,0.12940708944879234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960221531831963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946578782541583,0.130073751621846,0.0,0.051559243700991284,0.0,0.0,0.19058561721333347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247009711747174,0.0,0.08947453050602605,0.0,0.17736125055325735,0.0,0.09486377374648132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818866854220284,0.0,0.07284871588992599,0.08584702074506442,0.0,0.0,0.09693612187218002,0.08657131595487126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654655738438011,0.07065582017411808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138311986470032,0.12084808017610148,0.08121015959240765,0.0,0.07730467878008032,0.0719437895523683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418961115092406,0.0,0.14420645933644388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317451540643057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338451584342395,0.08936351904725139,0.0,0.08400712329836632,0.08329436078910847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655929886437366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648301080554699,0.0,0.09541003645216588,0.0,0.0,0.08648888236660565,0.11948285142343355,0.1239646931456856,0.16954295967240762,0.0,0.0,0.07102598166144096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041110423407255,0.0852368469928981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627150721780428,0.0,0.1633759745829614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731366447130488,0.1286539542143107,0.0,0.0,0.0939161912785536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005272265195576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726149003628504,0.0,0.08559957635924458,0.0,0.07699854611266642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993106491002946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166444395849797,0.0651138929184162,0.0,0.0,0.059866229861858265,0.09015113248384607,0.0,0.07071275055143847,0.0,0.08842148446000725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797157429533704,0.0,0.1271874176232309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054195512659355634,0.0,0.06714715143127553,0.14795800883873875,0.0,0.08017204477432617,0.08081990981369243,0.0,0.11484867135414532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997750683337844,0.0,0.06784505414423138,0.0,0.0,0.07840659974495633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172351012217947,0.12315063977495645,0.0,0.0,0.06008327606794683,0.0,0.0,0.163400433316414
adhd,Zugzwanging,2018/02/24,"So I lost my bank card again...and didn't freak out! Backstory time!(feel free to skip)
I'm trying to learn to forgive myself more and learn to ADHD as an adult. I was diagnosed at 20. Medicated at 22. I'm 28, and started learning about my brain this year, and am looking for a proper coach/therapist. 

Backstory over!

Like most of you, I've managed to misplace important stuff often, and today was no exception (or yesterday...or sometime last week). I am already having a tough day (30 minutes late for work), and by the time I get to eat, my coworker has to buy my food (thankfully it wasn't the same one that woke me up this morning or I may have died from the guilt). I hurt myself and dropped things all day. Pretty close to ""meltdown"" and I have so much adulting to do for the day...

**BUT** I was able to checkmyself somehow. I found the silver lining to missing my card! Now that I have to cancel it, I won't be paying for those subscriptions I don't remember signing up for! I'll save like, $45/month, which is all a part of my long-term monthly goal of Frugal February! 

So maybe I'll only clean my room, do dishes, and  call the doctor after I cancel my card. I'll do it with a smile for no reason at all!

It's a rant, thanks if you read it. 

TLDR bad day is looking better. I got myself out of a negativity loop!",1.323414566983338,3.415523899628255,3.297786038826932,89.16422828032495,81.37918215613381,6.21566845656065,22.60236816742393,7.3871296695380915,0.907721905548672,1015,34,214,15,27,342,160,269,0.114,0.765,0.122,0.5075,0,0,0,0,0,2,58.0,0,2,0,4,7,15,0,1,13,0,21,7,1,1,3,34,34,16,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,2,13,12,3,0,7,1,4,0,7,7,0,1,9,2,28,9,37,22,8,25,0,3,2,0,6,10,0,7,16,142,41,9,0.13492681252402094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215580840042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488950927879949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265825256083326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933180096637973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062294575284502,0.13777536130903764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34806652744517674,0.0,0.0,0.13694787452479015,0.1400327292034864,0.0,0.0,0.13810330995691886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806381372774734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822305050924872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631540372810343,0.14794028564559422,0.0,0.0,0.07049369064498308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791329777435674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444194342967712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099833606488527,0.15220332152537838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183685036536735,0.0,0.0,0.11940598318458115,0.2266090806681905,0.0,0.14728855457175608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555211857660268,0.0,0.0,0.135924568597335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539458895959013,0.0,0.0991867320831814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142990009963092,0.1026179209595487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611258944161992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372690754016336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496332563571015,0.0,0.0,0.13872723530358613,0.0,0.0,0.15284577617955775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344606765591951,0.0,0.09550189236899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445891938293385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484449619662993,0.0,0.15666042882355508,0.08963937883235139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735381887088054,0.0,0.12789484169468415,0.0,0.0,0.09160644887522562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823015034690033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822832648806858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688844351615288
adhd,GSMM17,2018/02/24,How do you manage ADHD as a small business owner AND an ENTP? I know a very niche question but would love some insight,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,3.84,88.905,74.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.3001499999999999,94,3,18,0,2,30,23,24,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373948961461155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457453713763914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035759582063051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009173171969501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689507220119618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176469582100705,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xxXTerminatorXxx,2018/02/24,"Do you know this feeling, when you watch a long movie and... when you go out of the cinema (or sit up from your couch/from your computer desk), you feel so chilled, pleasured and clearheaded. Maybe, you are a little bit tired (your body), but in a comfortable way.

In such situations, I can concentrate und perform at my best. For me, it is equivalent to a small dose of ritalin (I have ADHD-PI), but much more in a dopaminergic way (without speed).

Can someone confirm this on himself?

How can you explain it neurologically?",6.2702405498281815,6.858331298969072,6.651082474226808,76.1722250859107,65.90721649484536,10.590378006872854,34.723367697594504,10.504223727775694,3.633942955326461,404,18,77,10,6,131,73,97,0.018000000000000002,0.84,0.142,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,9,0,2,5,3,0,0,6,0,7,5,1,1,0,12,12,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,14,3,13,12,4,17,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,1,4,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940146930969343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567389127056696,0.0,0.2670880189618614,0.2717444684826856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473988376423941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903689236377864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445001145968574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451976805700377,0.0,0.2165023494765005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24577790296308435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798415787901482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274990243325133,0.0,0.0,0.20728617067813188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811824296452773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883742336085425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358282034709249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MarsBars4Lyfe,2018/02/24,"I've always been much more sensitive to criticism/humiliation than my friends classmates or family members I’ve always been much more sensitive to being embarrassed or yelled at or criticised in general than any of my friends, classmates or family members. I get very angry, can’t look any of them in the eye, take it really personally I mean. It just sounds really childish typed out. Can anyone else relate to this? Am I the only one?",5.9606666666666674,7.851494400000008,7.162500000000001,67.45916666666668,67.5,11.333333333333336,32.083333333333336,11.20814326018867,4.399708333333333,352,15,56,12,6,119,54,80,0.138,0.789,0.073,-0.6753,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,6,2,11,7,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,4,0,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35632366937962257,0.0,0.0,0.29121272292376377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971502868174974,0.2193873546595078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886661412299093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40369940361981504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308512970178028,0.0,0.11186687956490077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980368529070245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323531708783204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148000937634266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450906815843416,0.16284502201757428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695801097936293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743366468065264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098873874262615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766682928293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,algardne,2018/02/24,Im so over interrupting I know it's rude to interrupt and I know I need to let people finish their stories. I WANT them to finish their stories. something in me can't help but just word vomit. I feel like such a huge jack ass every time and I can tell people get annoyed with me when I do this. Anyone else? ,0.0957307692307694,2.358362938461539,2.2833653846153865,93.16350961538464,88.84615384615385,4.480769230769232,17.35576923076923,5.985473137389443,-0.3398846153846153,241,6,52,2,8,81,49,65,0.224,0.662,0.114,-0.7581,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,11,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,1,6,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,5,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689933017083533,0.28852963901328305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523835129208606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372578108531608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238402017151144,0.2011731168599005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471229297992012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887486869682451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041733299442361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095169456116381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879522457297615,0.0,0.1375741821983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880077740193198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904481247630768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678730469182966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612839028671624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642016089352271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660933417590721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,slicehishand,2018/02/24,"Im confused about my diagnosis situation i know people on this sub aren't doctors but im wondering if anyone else has had an experience like this.

I'm 18 and a year ago i went to a pediatrician and told her that my little brother has been diagnosed with pretty severe ADHD and that I suspected I had it too. She asked a few questions, prescribed me Concerta and sent me off. My parents payed alot of money to get my brother a full evaluation and all i had to do was walk in, say my brother has it and I got the same dosage as him. and my symptoms aren't nearly as intense as his?? 

I didn't question it then, but now i wish i knew more about the basis of my diagnosis ",3.3095683453237403,4.27868502877698,5.620928057553956,79.52074460431658,72.81294964028775,8.437697841726619,29.007913669064752,8.841846274778883,2.2364181294964034,525,21,109,10,10,186,89,139,0.066,0.848,0.086,0.6934,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,8,0,12,3,0,0,1,22,23,14,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,11,1,22,1,15,12,6,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,5,82,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117688590782736,0.0,0.15619856085834052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320936218511826,0.18054684474287047,0.0,0.0,0.1647315380473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884832758931965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803572790454173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719992799889034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723661191764232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920618791726619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093035688624922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806717061316233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683980494298416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860867694526399,0.17660761275572218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565913409631808,0.0,0.0,0.12216106671540047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179267802808216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947885977931039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401283923396594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906590475646627,0.0,0.0,0.1980661900710549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314851961864187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683751582832834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334741863661972,0.0,0.0,0.2026315425163228,0.0,0.19109103896208274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347275643106094
adhd,hoopstory89,2018/02/24,"(vent) Tired of being stupid TL/DR tired of being stupid due to my adhd.

Just starting a new med (one that finally works) but If I want to make it to my next medcheck can't take the meds on the weekends. But there is such a night and day difference of being on meds that it kinda makes the time I'm not in meds harder to deal with than it was before. Im tired of reminding myself not to drop my phone when I get out of the car and still watching it slide off my lap onto the ground several times a day.

Tired of playing games and reminding myself on a turn of startegies and then no more than 30 secs later doing the exact opposite thing and proceed to lose.

Tired of saying wrong/inappropriate things in conversation.

Tired of spelling everything wrong, typing poorly, and all around not communicating clearly in text or out loud. (This sentence alone took several mins and I'm sure I still missed typos)

Tired of blanking out when people talk and being clueless. 

Forgetting common sense things cause of brain fog.

Failing tests and quizzes and homework assignments cause of my lack of attention to detail.

Injuring myself due to clumsiness caused my my inattention or impulsiveness.

I'm tired of being the ""dumbest smart person"" , or ""smartest dumb person"", in the room. ",6.6216455696202505,7.483414202531653,6.454700421940931,76.92711392405063,65.20253164556962,9.357974683544304,30.56793248945148,9.3871,2.682034261603376,1014,35,179,18,15,319,141,237,0.245,0.687,0.068,-0.9944,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,3,0,12,0,9,10,1,5,4,39,21,19,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,2,10,15,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,7,0,1,2,3,13,3,38,14,3,40,0,3,1,0,8,15,1,5,21,114,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483485170583028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817272776118394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024690117811754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714685731841144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808999729872963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431878594471915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178123694624623,0.0813530592510132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244447325505615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091949373791287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644238174161893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122737732591948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523667019959325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882804465340827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534648233010176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35060623806224145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621206404280309,0.08392200431292991,0.07405197547142169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053471664709143295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470646957539195,0.13780286877990258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275264155999502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829236687050967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585311984677754,0.0,0.1260357426020038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437202835594275,0.0,0.05933072865874935,0.06342511388385548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727350039001253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920264665519519,0.7255662970259353,0.0,0.0,0.08767225205702689,0.0,0.08583175189683563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046543342233396325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057447641670686514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255206138037366,0.0,0.0
adhd,KennyLannister,2018/02/24,"Feeling emotionally numb on Vyvanse 50mg I've been on Vyvanse for about 3 months and it's been working great (still is). I'm accomplishing everything I want to and I love the long effect of the 50mg.

However, I've started to notice I've grown more numb and critical towards my partner. His flaws and shortcomings are more apparent in my brain than ever and I will remind him that he needs to change it. Things about him are starting to annoy me so much.

I'm also starting to see other people's shortcomings more than ever. I actually forced myself to think about the positives of people in my life and I was struggling.

I know this all seems doom and gloom, but my life has improved significantly since being on this medication. I do not want to come off of it but at the same time I don't want to deal with this. Any suggestions?",3.0777032520325207,5.263415591463417,4.431317073170735,82.7657154471545,76.0121951219512,7.544065040650405,25.567479674796747,8.447377352677275,1.8327484552845528,663,24,128,13,15,219,99,164,0.094,0.8009999999999999,0.104,0.3855,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,1,1,4,0,11,7,1,1,3,25,27,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,2,17,2,26,22,6,19,1,2,1,1,8,8,0,1,9,88,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1623308743737468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302779823642508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312180241106275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569849300634425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597328405021892,0.14329338610092232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149666213676734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871182137899077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009411375604468,0.0,0.0,0.14950214003574744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411014407228125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339837869832534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142007248021282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23499189807148416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721204012104366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013484544529745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757730653123826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327767504864422,0.0,0.1222843344485772,0.1233443433366038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938739329531154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306484111560805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255718384259604,0.1514362461575092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376041254064128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35322421966059825,0.0,0.1328450912920231,0.0,0.0,0.1739022145522734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051369019502816,0.106588570954387,0.0,0.0,0.0969983918687364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943476709248876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110274505785228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aldusfinkster69,2018/02/24,"Quick question about ADHD testing and your thoughts on my previous therapist. Thanks in advance for responding Sorry, this ended up much longer than necessary. 

Is it possible to just purchase the clinical kit for testing adhd? Also, I am curious on your thoughts about my last therapist.

More of a curiosity thing than really something I want to do. 

I had testing done once but to be honest I already disliked the “therapist” with much fervor and after she wouldn’t give me ANY results after almost 6 weeks I stopped going. The main reason I started not  liking her besides her racially charged rants was because when she was administering the general intelligence portion of the testing she couldn’t read much less pronounce some of the words. This was a native speaker born in the Bahamas but moved here shortly after birth. She couldn’t say the word “sacagawea...” I get it. It’s kind of a tough word if you have no exposure with it. Anyway, I didn’t fault her for that but it took me a solid couple minutes or arguing that I knew whatever word she was saying wasn’t correct and I convinced her to let me look at the word (mind you this was just the first of several) after I told her what the word was I had to explain to her who the Native American girl was. Even though I found it pathetic that being essentially native to the US she didn’t know who this was... I let that one go but there were others. It only got worse from there. I spent 2 or 4 weeks testing which I know for a fact she was dragging out... I went 2x a week. Ok fine... no results. After sex weeks and her making probably a minimum of 6 grand off of me I stopped going, never received a call, a follow up or anything. Also, while she was doing the testing she would forgot to set the metronome, acted like she had never used a computer, took calls multiple multiple multiple times during our sessions (normally not a big deal) Anyway, maybe she had ADHD too. Horrible idea if true. I thought she might be new to the whole therapy thing. Not true. Turns out she taught psychology at UIC and had been a therapist well over 10 years. What the fuck?? 

Also, no offense to anyone but this was private practice that took only ppo’s, I have also had some less than stellar results with my hmo... up until that time and since this was the only negative ppo only therapist, nurse or doctor I have really had an issue with. I don’t mean for that last part to sound elitist but I could almost ALMOST forgive some of the nurses and junior therapists that I have ran into that are hmo only, not making any money, work 10 hours and see 20 patients a day.

Anyway, thanks if you made this far. I was 23 or 24 at that time and after suffering with this nonsense this whole time and going through almost 10 jobs I am back in therapy and about to start testing again. 

My new therapist is only a year or two older than me and comes across, well, kind of ditzy but her vocabulary and general knowledge seems on point. 

TLDR: (edit: not a TLDR) I thought my last therapist was an idiot, the only news I got was that I did show adhd inattentive and that was it, and that I was of expected intelligence for a white person. Sorry to toot my own horn but I have literally only gotten near A pluses in basically every class that I haven’t stopped going to or dropped all without studying. Most (basically all) of my papers were written the night and sometime hours before... still got As. Math science and history are all, for the most part, incredibly interesting. I don’t like English or reading at all. My vocabulary math, scientific reasoning, and the like have been in the 95 plus percentile with the exception of general reading comprehension which is and has been in the low 30th percentile. During my 7th and 8th grade years back to back I missed a full 1/4 of all school days due to illness. In high school I cut constantly or was sick (I do have quite a few health issues but I would say it was 50/50) all this and I still graduated in the top couple percent. 

I hate how that rant sounded but I have one of the lowest self-esteems of anyone I have ever met, who knows, we don’t know what goes on in peoples heads. I learned when real life started ( boring and repetitive jobs) that I just couldn’t do it. Spirally thought of suicide or I hurting my self at work just to get out of it began. Over the years I have chalked this up to being lazy and lacking worth ethic but I really am starting to believe that many other people (neruotyoical brains i guess) don’t seem to feel the same real, physical pain, and emotional pain and crushing depression of endless routine and boredom. 
I have ended up equating this with being stupid and my general intelligence was all I had to keep me confident... without that there just simply wasn’t anything left. I am no real risk of actual self harm but I’ll be damned if I wouldn’t feel some sort of release from not waking up. Stupid, I know. Final note. When I was a kid, I had multiple multiple teachers tell my mother and grandmother that I needed meds or therapy or something. This is something I have only found out after nearly 10 years of solid failure, borderline alcoholism, several panic attack related hospitalizations and breaking down to my family essentially asking them do I REALLY need to attempt to kill myself so you guys will get it through your heads that I fucking need help!?

I welcome anyone’s thoughts. I would appreciate them. Technically I may not have ADHD. I have only been told briefly by one inept therapist and many teachers through adolescence that I do. Maybe I’m just nuts. Idk. 

Any help would be appreciated more than you could know!!! Thank you!!!

One FINAL note: even though my vocabulary is quite good, my grammar is not. I have not ever been able to care about grammar rules... best i can do or care to do is ID, D,I kind of stuff... individual words on the other hand... iron trap. I remember most of them. 
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adhd,Cayde-6_2020,2018/02/24,"Methylphenidate not lasting long enough? Basically the title, issues with (20mg) not lasting as long as I need and not consistent lengths of time it lasts.",7.125555555555558,9.229078037037038,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,64.92592592592592,8.362962962962964,35.72222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.1544222222222222,125,6,21,2,2,36,22,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963156494863446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29931901241590325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7012806824975373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075744117895711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264032637945254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672210427109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,killjoii098,2018/02/24,"I don't agree with the psychologist on the results of the psychoeducational testing. What do? Also, what are the metrics used to determine ADD/ADHD? I don't really agree with the results of the test. Also, I was also wondering what the metrics are that the psychologist uses from the test to determine whether someone has ADD/ADHD or not. I was told that it is a clear difference between raw ability at achievement, but I can't be sure because that was what I was told, but I am not a psychologist and do not know for sure.

Basically:
1. Talked with ADHD/LD specialist at world class university, who marked me as having red flags for the disease. She agreed that testing was a good idea. I got approved/referred for testing.
2. Took the test. I'm pretty sure I hit the checkboxes from what I was told from the metric. I scored high on ability on the WAIS-IV, with 124 in general ability with a mean of 100 and SD of 10. I scored comparatively much worse on the WAIT-III, with a overall  total achievement of 106 with a mean of 100 and SD of 100. On the TOVA test, the overall was a -0.54, which is barely indicative of ADD/ADHD. I also scored an 85 on the BADD test.
3. Are these scores indicative of ADD/ADHD or something else? Really, I just want to find out what it could really be so I can get the help I need.



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adhd,ComradeClout,2018/02/24,"Hyperfocus? While on Adderall I’m able to do things I wasn’t able to do before like put my attention into something for more than a few minutes at a time, and don’t feel tired and apathetic all the time anymore, but I noticed I often get “hyperfocus” or get distracted by something small for copious amounts of time. For example, I would take it and want to work on my modding projects, then end up getting distracted on my phone for hours and get nothing done? Anyone else have the same problem/a solution?",10.311907216494843,7.46837830927835,9.925231958762886,67.09547680412372,59.721649484536066,13.411340206185567,45.899484536082475,11.698219412168324,5.288259793814435,404,21,74,9,4,132,67,97,0.107,0.83,0.064,-0.6298,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,15,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,16,12,5,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,8,49,9,2,0.3720868558671527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450508914974328,0.1300858905363159,0.1906234775131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830925442553326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038701967457836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541541146724716,0.0,0.16477925653416986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406914714276324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888000497439129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321530091986107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089142147181577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851368672126505,0.2118116757899145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801843481867122,0.0,0.18702503061283907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645064016557475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988150441576674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359898676801655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254502568490523,0.21382955231580053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973323401423077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354418313021762,0.0,0.0,0.1321599133572964,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lavenderwalnut,2018/02/24,"Newly Diagnosed Adult ADD I’m a 19 year old female who was just recently diagnosed with ADD. My doctor was so mind blown that she’s the first person to catch it because of the way I am. 

She prescribed me 18mg of concerta to start. The first couple days were great. And now that I’m about a week in I don’t feel anything from the concerta. I don’t fee clarity. I don’t feel awake. I’m still sidetracked and can’t focus on tasks. 
It was so refreshing the first few days to feel like I could accomplish something without my mind telling me to put it off. 
I don’t know what to do. We have a follow up visit March 21, but I’m not sure what I should say to her. My one friend is an out of practice NP and she was blown away by the fact that I was only prescribed 18mg and she said if my doctor doesn’t taper me up to at least 40mg that she’d be going to a psychiatrist to discuss higher doses. 
I don’t know what the point of this post is. I’m just looking for answers to questions I can’t think of right now. ",1.9370668815471392,3.0323420136986314,3.6587751813053977,91.7758501208703,76.35159817351598,6.796776792908945,22.928015041633092,7.285733465282438,0.6296600053720112,787,22,184,9,17,264,122,219,0.012,0.905,0.083,0.9202,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,12,0,23,5,0,0,2,29,39,8,0,3,6,0,3,1,1,1,5,2,0,2,12,9,0,0,8,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,7,6,24,4,29,28,2,31,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,2,15,119,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866965153134823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548674143169245,0.0,0.0,0.08790693593923693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513714560260832,0.15956173490584138,0.0,0.1860025082935619,0.0,0.0,0.2927330973656477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520289979249603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874539809331167,0.10302114305660456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679858922727597,0.0,0.0,0.11141357406082478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195586974619916,0.0,0.0,0.15898816090307144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585042277517936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045200534930418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109712966588113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912148862451839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132044986151316,0.0,0.09771804761800744,0.10967553148214128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591554205932534,0.0,0.0,0.13632174177818307,0.0,0.13810995209731616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449673494354504,0.16154426853516413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238650861551394,0.0,0.0,0.12315155188344674,0.13717339199701875,0.1146787864090344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110171989086701,0.0,0.0,0.1020700936559476,0.0,0.1151634867190472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591290729145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604282571054526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240169400406628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446439704334813,0.11567374539158227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900990735303864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286424956949342
adhd,alypip5,2018/02/24,"Any tips on talking to doctor- as an adult Hey ya’ll! First time posting, and the more I look into it, the more I wanna talk to my doctor about me possibly having adult ADHD. The problem is he’s not the most supportive person/easiest to talk to. When I tried asking him about my depression years ago, he suggests I just exercise since I had gained weight since last visit (10 pounds over 2 years...because my last bout of depression when I saw him kept me from eating). He really dragged his feet about prescribing me anything for my depression, insisting I just need exercise and proper diet. He’s just very dismissive about mental health and I’d rather not talk to him but I may need help. Also switching doctors isn’t really an option because I live in a small town so there’s not a lot of options and he’s what my insurance covers.  Any tips on how to bring it up to him? ",3.6897757475083055,5.481258924418608,4.706079734219268,83.20453488372095,73.12790697674419,8.170099667774089,26.239202657807308,8.841846274778883,2.054403986710964,693,24,132,14,14,226,106,172,0.07400000000000001,0.893,0.033,-0.5634,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,14,5,0,0,8,0,5,10,1,1,0,24,13,11,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,5,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,3,22,1,23,9,4,19,0,3,2,0,21,8,0,5,8,84,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707438816314903,0.0,0.11585647429738348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451966947977034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775913840123567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755385918093167,0.0,0.12218560208799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934537747485122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377116875304924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013268435236479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337373559583243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117221161811744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892656157270256,0.0,0.0,0.08760455536184618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130737005656429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540930941101082,0.0,0.10975395531399712,0.0,0.0,0.1111153250941741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171350648213986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382279747017772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412102677121175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734309891599326,0.12517318579498826,0.0,0.0,0.1250609643437927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745781392586534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162305607880538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831528810348926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202025216799984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621143845567734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873580940957232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784008061480337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915575486413924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416565054547033
adhd,Roryfx,2018/02/24,"When your medications backordered?? It's been 2 weeks, and luckily my manager has been preoccupied and hasn't realized I've been getting later and later to work and my work declining. The last time my pharmacy was out of it, I tried taking my script to different ones in the area, and everyone seemed to be out of it in this large area in center of the city. Ended up taking it back to my usual pharmacy and it was filled that day even though they had told me it'd take a week a few days before. I already feel crappy taking meds because of the stigma, and the fact that it gets abused. I've heard storied about how medications that are controlled substance are difficult to get. Now my depression is sinking in further as my self work goes down because of my lack of productivity.

tl;dr what do you do when you run out, it's backordered, and affecting your work? Twiddle your thumbs? call your pdoc? ",5.954272201786655,6.687017312138728,6.504330005254861,76.44176037834998,66.6300578034682,10.22154492905938,31.3342091434577,10.230975488527342,3.147432369942196,717,27,134,17,11,234,104,173,0.093,0.888,0.019,-0.9195,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,6,1,5,8,2,0,0,7,0,15,2,0,3,1,19,26,13,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,13,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,8,2,18,0,22,16,2,29,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,1,14,92,31,5,0.0,0.17032204654318556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586333785725065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053604677412232,0.0,0.17525918649413247,0.0,0.1223219569883483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678637582515827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122955479127898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541567818909446,0.0,0.12381297481837525,0.0,0.0,0.1501897440055888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732118032825385,0.0,0.0,0.09494652419141483,0.0,0.0,0.1373607391200403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268508851540527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253127105602045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717667627453658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967553391488615,0.2896290689486603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740975128040362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308659862351454,0.14996418795622732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323330162522995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412351399978202,0.0,0.08382266820007184,0.0,0.0,0.1373607391200403,0.0,0.09759784699417776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832199185951548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306175991627231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186112788690083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,becamethevoid,2018/02/24,Idk how to talk to my doctor and tell her I want to be on meds for my ADHD  I don’t really talk about my ADHD. I was diagnosed when I was younger and no one brings it up but like I want to be able to focus and not forget Things. What does medication do? How does it help?,-0.3635519125683047,1.2419087377049216,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,84.57377049180326,6.033879781420765,15.084699453551913,7.1686216300943375,-0.4267726775956287,207,3,53,3,6,73,40,61,0.045,0.767,0.188,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,10,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,9,1,9,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,38,13,1,0.21870977610432255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256932982531934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198581894126795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385872336950288,0.38278879785613024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659655271850952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685054914706173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429372566622479,0.2203270899896736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820340454178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011108295631525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515812669071594,0.1911619843387775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530105697904822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258001385042468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xOmegaGruntx,2018/02/24,"Cheaper way to get evaluation? I’m using this year to try to fix myself, and getting a evaluation for my undiagnosed adhd. I called my a local psychiatrist office to try and get it taken care of and she said it’s $1200! 
Is there a cheaper way to get this done?",1.8505555555555588,3.7812896111111085,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,78.81481481481481,7.282962962962964,23.76296296296297,8.238735603445708,1.5626118518518526,205,7,41,4,5,75,36,54,0.0,0.923,0.077,0.593,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30654089993265976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604518682422368,0.0,0.2600577489526241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610220412882027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330478034194568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426270736953673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34634742418235825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202959447019198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049205358650867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425474937918094
adhd,jennkaa,2018/02/24,"Being productive in an overstimulating environment One of my only breaks in my work day is located in a children's library. As you can imagine, the auditory and visual stimulation is overwhelming to the point where I can't get work done. There is literally  no empty rooms in the building so I've been sneaking into closets and working on the floor in quiet corners, but it's getting old. 

Anyone have any suggestions???",7.179078947368424,8.479894539473683,8.348526315789478,62.280684210526346,64.1315789473684,10.81684210526316,38.88421052631579,10.793553405168565,4.8353873684210535,339,18,51,9,5,116,62,76,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,10,8,0,15,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,0,2,38,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221998301428645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079261527658776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917773286435344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30431002450988504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107243153163685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120369925095611,0.0,0.2015038001838796,0.2261612559762769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811082464865722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494608782732956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Screaming_Pandas,2018/02/24,"Know what you can do for you. I appreciate how helpful and thoughtful is sub is for each other; when somebody posts about their struggles, we sympathize and when we post success, the rest celebrate. I notice a lot of posts are about repeated ""failures"" and I just wanted to mention in brief detail about what has helped me immensely and could hopefully be helpful to you.

**Background**; 22 year-old College Junior (Psych Major) who works in a call center, been formally diagnosed for approaching 5 months. My ADHD is not a severe as some, nor mild as others, but I am one of the smaller percentage of adults that retain hyperactivity from their childhood along with enjoying a larger dosage of the emotional instability we treasure (for reference).

Adderall (for me, 20mp twice a day) has been a miracle pill, but as time wears on and I get used to being under its effects the initial optimism and motivation leaves and I (we) return to our old ways; back-stepping into bad habits, dropping into disappointment and dissatisfaction, cementing the cancerous cycle. I really want to share with y'all a couple of things I learned that keep me from doing that (**TL;DR** at the end...this *is* ADHD after all). Also check out *Faster than Normal* by Peter Shankman, as he extrapolates on the following thoughts beautifully:

1) **Know your Triggers**

Triggers are to mean things that crush your productivity, waste the benefit of your medication or rituals, or just generally bog you down. Once you identify what pulls you into stagnation, your ability to mitigate the cons of ADHD *skyrockets*. For example, I literally do not contain the willpower to avoid eating every single crumb of a food I really really like; I will eat sugary foods or pizza until I physically cannot move without great stomach pain and will then proceed to eat more the very second that pain subsides. So I cut out sugar and treat myself to foods like pizza rarely; my budget is bigger, my waistline *significantly* smaller and my attitude improved. Another is that I impulse purchase like a madman and regret it roughly 85% of the time...so I wait 24 hours. If I still want it as badly, then I start moving forward.

2) **Understand your Powers**

I think many of us just see ADHD as a burden or how it just makes life harder...not so friends! ADHD gives us abilities that are just beyond the grasp of the average human being; *your ADHD, when you learn what it can do for you, can dramatically enhance your life.* My biggest gift is that I can accomplish tasks/assignments/etc *far* quicker than my peers, leaving me with large portions of free-time to do what I wish with. I'm also very gregarious and have great people skills since I do not need to think of what to say next or how to respond; I can be witty but also listen since my brain is able to spit out a response instantly. I mean there are cons (my work ethic has been trash up until very recently and I do tend to say stupid things) but each of us have abilities, secrets, talents or routines that are just out of the scope of the neurotypical population and can differentiate you in the group, job, or circle of your choosing.

3) **Eliminate Extra Choices**

Huh? Less choices? What I mean is to *simplify* and set up a routine. I'll get a ""second wind"" half a dozen times over a night and can wind-up staying awake until 4 AM, completely ruining my following day. So my routine is go to bed at Midnight and wake up at 7:00 AM; I don't have to sit there and debate when to sleep, ""Just one more turn (looking at you Civ V)"" or ""One more episode"". Since I sleep at midnight, that decision is already made for me and I don't need to worry about being sleep-deprived the next day and having it just totally freaking suck. I do the same for meals (food-prep), assignments (no games between work and school), and so forth. Setting up a routine gives you *so many less ways to fail* since you are removing those paths from your decisions-tree.

These three are the keys to my success; they are why my grades have jumped, my job situation improved, my relationships strengthened and my personal responsibility and maturity increased.


**TL:DR**

**Know what triggers** you to fall short of your immense potential and create roadblocks to avoid them. **Understand your powers**, your ADHD-fueled abilities others don't have; in the areas you perceive lacking, augment with your ADHD-infused gifts to blow past everybody else and succeed. **Eliminate extra choices** and streamline your daily routine to keep regression at bay; it's hard to eat an entire pizza at once if you don't buy it!

You CAN succeed, you WILL improve your life and you ARE better than you believe.

And *if* you stumble...get back up! 
Failure is the greatest teacher; fail forward and fail often and you will find yourself stumbling into greatness.

You got this. ",3.6590669729206975,6.515863662500003,4.621291102514505,78.60446324951644,77.7159090909091,7.290135396518375,27.99806576402321,8.332992426153591,2.4592084139265,3813,164,636,78,94,1235,426,880,0.07400000000000001,0.758,0.168,0.9981,6,2,0,0,0,0,190.0,8,38,4,17,33,37,3,3,39,1,67,28,7,11,2,136,108,74,0,14,27,0,2,3,1,4,9,3,1,3,36,52,12,7,23,1,4,14,11,18,0,9,7,8,100,19,114,91,21,91,1,6,2,0,72,38,1,15,36,465,136,22,0.052717347788488175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068480600679159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817490418449282,0.1264741319406025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055278735666459015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107277280333572,0.08803356679659886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939439837501018,0.0,0.04662421008909057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058849994805633514,0.053830306244877016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527313616671583,0.0,0.0,0.04209051255947688,0.05833074262798201,0.0,0.1019949843786167,0.0,0.0,0.0535069983138623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157720307517068,0.04403857953496248,0.05929992070102193,0.04669192280278663,0.0,0.058793777985711726,0.0,0.0,0.0444166391923676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818270082339735,0.0,0.25498410480597433,0.0,0.04072929213035065,0.0,0.08262791517358498,0.10114256731099494,0.029960483619954355,0.0,0.042162878847824686,0.1743631861361845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722438887611161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600598096587373,0.0,0.0,0.052360221306067135,0.0519159684706158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462766651973382,0.09371520186045076,0.0,0.0,0.08691622700041013,0.0,0.0,0.11164011904778252,0.0,0.0,0.11170746534060727,0.07726509982008903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426929493901663,0.0,0.0,0.04481840389957572,0.0,0.049882429129611605,0.035189239005730205,0.10689423268521817,0.0,0.172273939085222,0.0,0.0531071817506268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042078484051936066,0.11206039557816327,0.0,0.07817849081215125,0.0,0.0,0.11213099487665673,0.049471659728418604,0.05165180787996399,0.0,0.06001904986542232,0.11063597698321648,0.11228450977326378,0.10716791759149163,0.0,0.1121899497926619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032467355635073,0.0365475712234219,0.04603075468601255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514659402814606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131624869443327,0.0,0.052052021072907184,0.05659870260817696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384590176162365,0.0,0.05335277040682572,0.04200890084939821,0.0,0.0,0.05955559760452458,0.0,0.17443333942671194,0.059256507684547925,0.15826625887977613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037313610099391915,0.05618967847621265,0.0421001420416609,0.0,0.0,0.05511161807188069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506919020134324,0.06755829565931125,0.0,0.08370337111833849,0.09221972831144493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734133622637817,0.0,0.10976123644988163,0.1902374354211588,0.04553086237331032,0.0,0.13049199879838555,0.09328217275510227,0.0836891537678844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756920672019512,0.0,0.06062234827631492,0.05081764204515976,0.0,0.1151365711518038,0.05353702564016729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033948243569646125
adhd,saltpot3816,2018/02/24,"How do you all respond to people being stressed for you? Weird phrasing, but here's the short version:

I am a medical student. My mother (a great, and very well respected psychologist), gets insanely concerned that I am not stressed out more about upcoming exams, assignments, etc. (Totally well meaning. She wants to make sure I accomplish my goals). Basically, she gets stressed out on my behalf, telling me I need to do ""whatever it takes"".

The problem is that when I hear this from her, or anyone, it quickly turns into paralyzing fear and anxiety, feeling overwhelmed, and I freeze and can't accomplish anything. My self esteem also takes a catastrophic nose dive, and I feel entirely incapable. Even if I share their concern.

But when I recognize those same deadlines or objectives on my own, I am much more in control.

Does anyone else experience this? If so, how do you all deal with it? Also, thanks everyone for this sub! Just discovered you amazing people!",5.80872268907563,8.187338611764709,6.082184873949583,73.08411764705886,68.76470588235293,9.798319327731091,35.67226890756302,10.125756701596842,4.250638655462185,764,40,122,21,14,244,116,170,0.133,0.653,0.215,0.957,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,1,4,14,15,0,5,5,0,9,2,1,4,4,32,22,18,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,24,8,14,21,10,10,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,4,3,95,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268556646645951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850571523147803,0.0,0.0,0.19835291616024545,0.14532983745371975,0.11672062461149935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908342678539586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462287950058812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412342790449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184874852825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818691196103896,0.09368269018224544,0.0,0.0,0.13553232912712085,0.0,0.13874482336212224,0.0,0.15960723252824846,0.1434351533402105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482090474070749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637694395300314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598617837673185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467799558531834,0.0,0.0,0.15450321087762126,0.0,0.14288690694663134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104267282241629,0.10517111220811567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666528090486865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571985221067626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796801334624948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487424999642137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368067763840474,0.0,0.21328911385669294,0.0,0.1239727019915186,0.13058541413143018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427906176695766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703124056515378,0.08365975309344154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550588707687625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rubbermbn,2018/02/24,"Dr office making me feel weird about my adderall So I was diagnosed with ADHD about 6 months ago  (inattentive). I was prescribed adderall and it's a wonder drug. Helps me focus and just does what it's supposed to. 

I'm an emt and I work 24 hour shifts. I get prescribed a 30 day supply but when I work my shifts I take a 3rd dose later in the day since they tend to run us for 15-18 hours strait. So this causes me to go through my pills faster. 

I requested my refill today, about a week ahead of when I run out because Well, I'm out. I also emailed my Dr an update on how the dosage is working and what not. I explained to him that last month I took a week off to just take a break from the adderall to see how I do and also because my dosage isn't as effective anymore. And I also explained to him how I work 24s and I take an extra dose and everything. The last thing I put since I have an appointment on Wednesday is that id like to address these issues. 

Well I get an email back from a different Dr saying that I should always talk to my md about how I take my medications and that he will follow up with me on my request on Monday since he is out of the office today. 

I just feel like im in trouble or something since its a controlled medication.  The appointments are so spread out that I feel like they're pegging me as an addict or something. Am I just being paranoid? I hate that I feel like i have to email my Dr explaining things. Especially when I'm pretty much asking for a higher dose and either a larger supply or something for me to be able to take my 3rd dose on my super long shifts. 

Ok rant over. I don't know if literally any of that made sense. Any help would be great",3.534322033898306,4.151366344632772,4.729166666666668,87.42815677966105,71.99435028248588,7.368926553672317,25.20197740112995,7.333567415737692,0.9970757062146892,1322,37,288,13,24,437,171,354,0.054000000000000006,0.825,0.121,0.9757,1,0,4,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,8,24,12,1,0,22,1,18,14,0,9,0,47,46,30,0,3,11,0,4,4,0,3,14,1,1,0,16,16,0,1,10,0,0,6,3,3,2,0,4,6,49,9,44,36,3,45,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,5,28,188,65,4,0.09116397121271252,0.0,0.0,0.09938218492940556,0.10956137755317022,0.0,0.08081135996080087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871138452651176,0.07585572704244566,0.0,0.0,0.12398925314084495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904101629531978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522600685237082,0.0,0.0,0.07009946664646155,0.0,0.11114542139576146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093650510707071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022481455448708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758643925006318,0.0,0.0,0.09252951179438476,0.0,0.09524694665509913,0.0,0.0,0.0797782055514056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572126396142607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193229903918832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438097206398715,0.19538267774935367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525882460897823,0.0,0.05181058571472555,0.0,0.0,0.1005086000991061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000554783729788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221057649968453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955629612189328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847273272573237,0.09515150080277317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050101334434691516,0.14862160806302854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815244585791046,0.0,0.0,0.08067724576037727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626155381407698,0.06085265868432354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367622012121249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553242413393774,0.0,0.06701600830231122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927465327625844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916449707265818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249724896222616,0.0,0.0,0.0726458820173901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016471161985616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105474367246212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427198042787842,0.07327414683092398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113058329222855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728255703725736,0.0,0.10128652637484012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965903264517607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625247756172716,0.0,0.16393471694607065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886343798553457,0.2654738272020464,0.0,0.0,0.06476026952739639,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,emchave4,2018/02/24,"I’m terrible I have ADHD and my boyfriend doesn’t, i was recently diagnosed and am not medicate. Bless his soul for putting up with me. It hasn’t been easy especially for him. Our biggest issue is when we plan things, I forget about it and make other plans. I feel incredibly terrible about it and I know he’s mad and upset which makes me feel even worst. Right now I’m just beating myself up about it. I know we’ll get through it but this part sucks. Thanks for hearing me rant/express myself. 

Have anyone dealt with this or something similar? ",1.1967601246105914,3.845609859813088,2.4106915887850486,90.48438629283493,90.58878504672896,5.8439875389408105,22.08660436137072,7.3011,1.075637258566978,433,16,86,8,15,138,75,107,0.17600000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8448,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,3,7,8,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,0,19,21,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,3,17,2,11,18,2,8,2,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,3,60,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29295471479752555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704441517814716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741343476557906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100259047181598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465069182745636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735565405668467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747376410083217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544243364109322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679305877322971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254262344572233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455647048367197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639706365774972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504827213224914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406856995527221,0.0,0.0,0.2081715304650793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765999982392725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442342242835894,0.0,0.0,0.1619447303152585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NumerousAdeptness,2018/02/24,"Vyvanse making me extremely angry. I am on Vyvanse right now for my ADHD, attempting to finish my batch of 40mg. I notice that the medication makes me very cold(emotion) and I have less patience. I see myself getting extremely violent on angry over nothing. I am not like this off the medication, I am a very kind person. When I was at the store today, an older man was getting food near an isle I was in. I tried to go around him but I was gripped with rage and wanted to kill him, just for being in my way. Of course I would never do anything like that. I never ever have gotten this angry before and I am worried about taking amphetamines in the future.  ",3.237124735729388,5.1500734031007775,5.082861169837916,79.5085623678647,74.65891472868215,7.171529245947852,24.905567300916143,8.00094639256281,1.6375829457364346,515,17,93,8,11,176,82,129,0.193,0.763,0.044,-0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,7,0,13,3,0,2,3,15,22,5,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,5,2,21,3,19,15,1,22,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,11,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383135967340264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641717351712671,0.15839103580141475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140113091260493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001417572015624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609434134327802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514770252237286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591701238096206,0.0,0.10111891832939596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684772964912547,0.1852815819566148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385040503188226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375327334652316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584815814234309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744535675056697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072390461981013,0.2025688730040209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535730940722556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194703876128587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178324582413604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337775106019819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865216340112274,0.0,0.0,0.12079944413382313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936136353585712,0.10494481695804438,0.14122863990210607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069154663782766,0.0,0.1263928657627443,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fucked1948,2018/02/24,"Feeling hopeless, want to switch medicines TL;DR antidepressants make me not care about anything and suicidal, makes everything worse with the added effect that I don't care to try to fix it. Want vyvanse but I'm not sure how to ask my doctor.



Antidepressants don't help me, they make everything worse, my ADD seems a lot worse too, more depressed, numb, no drive. Wellbutrin isn't for me. My issue is my ADD. My friend gave me A vyvanse 30mg to try. A switch was flipped. All I could think was ""is this how normal people feel"". Everything seemed good, like actually just good. It gave me hope. No more anxiety, control over my thoughts(for the most part), I felt genuinely happy, I could focus. I felt a lot more calm in social situations. I felt awakened I guess. I strongly feel that this is the tool I need to be successful. I feel like it's going to change my entire life for the better.

For the last few years I'd been using ungodly amounts of caffeine to self treat my focus issues so I could study and be somewhat functioning. Didn't realize that it was such an issue back then and ultimately forgot about it in Highschool when I stopped my medicine.


However, the Wellbutrin made me have some suicidal thoughts and other negatives. All I feel is sides. I'm afraid if I tell my doc this he'll find a reason why vyvanse wouldn't work (like maybe the suicidal thoughts would come from vyvanse also, he explained Wellbutrin works similarly to ADHD medications) and I'm afraid to ask for it by name because I know that kind of medicine gets abused. How do I work with my doctor to try other things.",4.342138157894738,6.3492243585526325,4.562268421052631,84.01167894736844,71.86184210526315,7.758736842105264,28.27842105263158,8.488131031819089,2.0674612105263157,1271,49,240,22,25,397,165,304,0.173,0.684,0.14300000000000002,-0.8924,1,0,0,0,1,1,41.0,0,0,1,8,12,22,0,2,13,0,21,5,0,11,3,65,60,14,3,11,5,0,8,3,1,3,5,0,0,1,16,10,0,3,19,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,14,8,34,17,26,38,13,13,0,2,0,0,14,4,0,10,9,145,50,7,0.0,0.102407138503925,0.08434463030254659,0.0,0.10387381040493804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911920178770152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611982501994709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112572143381779,0.0,0.16160348245086406,0.0,0.0,0.06646045231028706,0.0,0.05268781155949515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644159645674076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624525350433856,0.0,0.09143301693902008,0.07445304364994533,0.0,0.0,0.0969402240258442,0.20702544683851404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444328387396085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693250924858225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303705064242525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185116982163505,0.06174664733806773,0.2489632476070845,0.0,0.07899678226183654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677672623402724,0.0,0.04515686689877667,0.0,0.04912098658935188,0.14498920423355086,0.0,0.0,0.09521398991713502,0.0,0.0,0.09200788897196163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793318109132831,0.0,0.0,0.08584593497275257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706359442040416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000505793483149,0.04750046622568186,0.07045317009876048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061049091380174676,0.1266781264358412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696186115239812,0.0,0.0817835307133697,0.17308099821246525,0.0,0.08683201177872317,0.0,0.0,0.0870705959109877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408782727729047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468447286670855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935968409836746,0.0,0.05992068681906761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886592888700094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736789746050012,0.09016685554425924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715257457879913,0.0,0.08810598182824267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226056490499193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836259437754759,0.0,0.08146062163769836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554489959761355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057421216874670576,0.05538178517369262,0.0,0.13723383849014492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604384936068965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464902464229345,0.0,0.0,0.10195902075664301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799094283686905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876938167062635,0.0,0.2642431041506016,0.061398424416459076,0.0,0.0,0.05565902200610669
adhd,_il_mostro_,2018/02/25,"Refilling prescription is my monthly annoyance UGH. This is such an annoyance every single flipping month. I have to physically go to the psychiatrist every month and receive a written script. Then I have to physically take it to the pharmacy to drop off, then pick it up the next day. 

I understand the precaution for prescription med abuse, but the hassle is always with the pharmacy! These fools can’t count!! CVS policy is supposed to be 28 days from filling before you can refill. 

Last month I filled on 1/27/2018. I tried to just drop it off today, and they told me I can’t fill it until 2/27! That’s 31 damn days and because the pharmacy opens after I leave for work - I won’t have enough and won’t get shite done at work that day. 

Anyone else have this hassle every month? It’s mostly annoying because I live in the city so taking an hour leave every month to make the journey to the psych then walking back and forth from the pharmacy makes me grumpy already, then some pharm tech not understanding that January has 31 days is v annoying. ",5.056666666666665,6.783772949494952,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,69.50505050505049,9.118383838383838,28.35151515151515,9.558583805096642,2.6437066666666658,836,30,152,19,15,267,117,198,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.98,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,4,7,5,0,14,0,17,0,0,3,0,17,27,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,7,0,0,3,0,14,0,22,21,4,38,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,22,97,25,3,0.0,0.1343375549933365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511838984015233,0.0,0.09434180101019064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927840139679683,0.1161718961497821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718273742970578,0.0,0.13823160936346152,0.0,0.09647860014204504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656057652383643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160277913636408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471500193258164,0.0,0.0,0.11715254170929472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821124215511065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059236720984140026,0.0,0.06443684818926064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116571221404272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242037958354216,0.0,0.24010751943008546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011720972531844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136495661890126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594036564105385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429962192765753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058162988673578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049630839041846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747161885640244,0.10834008996471887,0.0,0.07697803310792921,0.0,0.0,0.23606655419527364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508495769406384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FunctioningCog,2018/02/25,"The worst part about showing someone else your full potential is knowing you won’t always reach it in the future. One of my classes is a smaller, discussion-based format. I LOVE it but there isn’t a lot of room for slack. The professor’s the type that wants to help you get the most out of class—and lays down the law if you don’t try to get much out of class (like very clear tardiness repercussions, for a 9am😭). 

This isn’t the type of course that jives well with my ADHD. When I try to respond to others’ points it’s kind of a rambly mess lol. However, I am especially good at *raising* points from text/class concepts for others to respond to—like the prof stops me after class to compliment them or thank me for raising them. Plus, there’s a whole at-home written response portion, with which I have proven myself because writing is so much easier to clarify.

Each student gives two small ‘presentations’ by the end of the semester. I accidentally chose the first round of presentations giving myself no examples. I received half-credit because I interpreted it as way more lax than it actually should have been. I think I redeemed myself with the second one, because I drew a concept map and apparently the professor is really big on those! 

This was on Thursday. While I was walking home I realized that now I’ve officially set a precedent in the eyes of my professor, whom I look up to, and now all of my participation in class will be compared to it. I’m on her radar and now when I don’t do so hot she’ll *know* what my better looks like. She might be *disappointed*. I’ll doubtlessly feel shame. I realized this is a pattern that I’ve lived with all of my past mentors. I show them my great and then they express confusion when I get back to *not* great. And I’m left mourning + redeeming the reputation I struggled to work up to—a reputation not only in their eyes but also in my own. And I never feel enough. Damn.",2.5082873851294885,4.899768968253973,3.9291562238930666,84.60984962406017,78.89417989417991,7.153550543024227,25.555834029518238,8.20500826718156,1.7617449735449735,1522,59,299,30,38,501,208,378,0.07,0.7659999999999999,0.163,0.9902,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,5,3,14,19,1,3,23,1,23,3,2,0,4,41,41,20,1,3,6,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,19,14,0,1,8,2,0,2,9,8,1,5,4,8,44,11,51,30,15,46,0,2,5,1,22,22,1,6,22,207,63,13,0.0,0.0,0.12743259683031724,0.0,0.15693837716853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442916571038162,0.10865758506188047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041217791859394,0.0,0.2388111000397671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154922501574299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908741691303936,0.0,0.11565998047723755,0.1349297143968894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205589041829693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107594740055153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467657963491112,0.2505389938644635,0.0,0.1095289097928784,0.0,0.28794191791499696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752869842013049,0.0,0.1309878894158496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598468828847815,0.14353273563656033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188151226750428,0.0,0.0,0.12759494434056548,0.0,0.11530937628286153,0.0,0.2193178383342207,0.0,0.0,0.11101911013475134,0.11785849921416272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853056404178368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199071465076026,0.0,0.1007155768878809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697620933669464,0.09931614625873787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414113555170068,0.1246586221268982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468909858329249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365640595212141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106446582415515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091753132503894,0.0,0.13651630277008586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022557049084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367390640598171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731794582589278,0.0,0.12756304468556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774670169545353,0.07702270280093305,0.103652680270134,0.0,0.0,0.11741203430293215,0.0,0.0,0.1457940312730599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506778883276823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PixarMoon,2018/02/25,"Job interview - take medication? I have a super important job interview tomorrow. It is for a big consultancy company. I made it through the business case (with Ritalin) and now two interviews are the next step.

The reason I’m not sure is because my medication is really good for my concentration, but not so good for my social skills. I feel ‘unnatural’ when on meds, and when they kick in I’m slightly euphoric and talk to much.

So I’m afraid to take them, but also afraid not to take them.. it’s stressing me out!
I always always take them to study. But for example for giving presentations I don’t, because the adrenaline from the moment is enough. I hoped maybe that would be enough for the interview too.
On days I don’t need to do anything for school, i don’t take anything either.

Any tips? Insights? To take or not to take? I really don’t know.. ",2.9370731707317077,5.333974597560979,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,77.41463414634147,8.490243902439023,26.103658536585364,9.188382445141503,2.466604878048781,670,26,128,18,16,224,90,164,0.029,0.8290000000000001,0.142,0.9619,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,7,8,0,3,8,0,13,3,0,2,1,23,29,12,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,1,1,17,5,21,26,4,14,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,8,86,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686567145967087,0.20157567791732375,0.0,0.0,0.08237089910938214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935533358448446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767648099082084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811725999426761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503143120220672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124573728305384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619659940029095,0.0,0.2031921124555754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030700468387805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040083964645706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656854298940679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146138325096044,0.0,0.0,0.12168892156733008,0.0,0.13454542053160962,0.2440465607000745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890426987621675,0.08981455602849185,0.0,0.0,0.12882054152309996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551948419645272,0.12453931250488418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258756435943667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347430046457558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875121859640638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416129828429032,0.0,0.6375099903949557,0.09735775001531652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832403230315733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604554818114794,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fozberp,2018/02/25,"How do you stop yourself from being impulsive? No matter how many times I tell myself not to do something that I know I’ll regret, I’ll always end up doing it. Or whenever I’m in the middle of doing something I know is stupid or bad for me, in my head I’ll be yelling at myself to stop but I physically can’t stop myself from doing it.
How do you cope with/control this?",3.8194936708860743,3.9852750000000015,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,71.15189873417722,7.838987341772152,25.92658227848101,7.554174236665415,1.2900511392405063,291,8,61,3,5,101,52,79,0.187,0.799,0.014,-0.8823,0,0,2,0,1,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,10,1,1,3,0,14,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,11,0,10,11,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492730376093704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563613660305613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622748601884184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181337634068039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527575567326704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707015483427183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969245066855145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792015905633592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177112044847097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526232177709148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360968085703468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,littleusagi,2018/02/25,"I do this almost every day... Here I am, on a rate Sunday where I'm off work, and actually took my meds today so I can get chores done. And as I'm feeling productive, I get my phone out to load up Spotify for a good chore playlist (EDM seems to do it for me).

2 hours later, I'm sitting at my desk, my working phone playing Magikarp Jump, an older but faster phone playing Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp, watching Game Grumps on my desktop, and playing on my 3DS. And nothing productive happened yet. 

Every. Single. Time. ಠ_ಠ

I need a more efficient way of getting back on track. I've thought about putting my fun stuff away but I'll probably misplace them and forget where they are. I know I'm not the only one, and since focus is my main issue, what are some of your best options for getting back to focus? I sometimes feel like a letdown as I'm almost 29 and have a messy room like a teenager. ",2.148448899112718,4.251668268156429,3.480716398291161,88.86161353927048,78.60893854748603,5.7760105159382205,26.17186986526454,6.794906146795322,1.1317746302990477,696,28,139,7,17,227,119,179,0.031,0.804,0.165,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,3,8,8,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,22,26,12,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,0,5,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,3,19,8,20,23,5,29,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,5,13,83,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.1545154110524296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31710601641500963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487641132186248,0.2435048697378509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616635332055008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211515130682408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203512905725265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668138159519218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601212774236059,0.11311696500806025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33090105798916103,0.0,0.0,0.13280671460620155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001809995125233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593140215418325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652641233719704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701862866333153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471226172410465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587823710449893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740589696921895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519299388992351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729417908893492,0.12042346734678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707155461022406,0.0,0.0,0.15917379779402302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441453076226929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097913802108224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660069918250027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125955447940784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125702981260013,0.09232837837437513,0.0,0.15008626318509802,0.0,0.17591975795974052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568163010875327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305444420771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,twilighteclipse925,2018/02/25,I swear I’m not staring at your boobs I’m just reading emergency procedures on your name tag When I was being checked in at the doctor the nurse had her name badge flipped around and the bright red text of the emergency procedures kept drawing my gaze and she started being really pointed and short with me and it was then that I realized that from her POV I was looking at her boobs. ,7.281842105263156,6.625573500000002,6.880526315789478,79.57368421052634,64.0,10.757894736842106,36.10526315789474,10.125756701596842,3.4233789473684215,310,13,61,6,4,97,51,76,0.085,0.8759999999999999,0.039,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,0,0,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,12,1,9,4,0,11,0,0,4,2,8,8,2,0,3,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384841286325438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424803959371012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630256065849637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086660281402766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324199454951956,0.0,0.27694434475691465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059862588475071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jpw33831,2018/02/25,"How did you maintain your creativity? I'm a 20 year old male college student, diagnosed about five months ago with ADHD. They prescribed me Adderall, and I've seen a significant improvement in every aspect of my life, except for one certain area.  Lately, especially when writing papers, I've noticed that I can come up with a multitude ideas to write about, but I've lost the creativity and flow in my writing that allowed me to expand on them. I've been having issues with critical analysis and even coming up with certain words to describe things, a problem that I never had before.

So, my question is: how did you maintain the creative aspect of your work when on medication? I keep running into a wall where I've got all of these good ideas in my head, but suddenly no ability to put them on paper and elaborate on them. The way my writing used to flow and my ability to ""get in the groove"" and write for hours on end has all but disappeared. Any tips on how to fix this? Thank you in advance!!",7.62581151832461,7.0007108743455495,7.9218272251308886,72.28619633507856,63.29319371727748,10.781361256544503,36.90104712041885,10.125756701596842,3.715849842931936,791,34,142,15,10,260,114,191,0.07,0.7659999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9564,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,4,3,10,6,0,0,9,0,8,4,1,5,5,38,18,15,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,13,0,1,3,0,0,8,2,2,0,2,7,1,20,4,33,11,2,37,0,1,1,0,16,17,0,1,11,99,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367039957187666,0.0,0.15022521933128813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524563351514625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442067659098357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919673609817989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200881423937253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010040796444585,0.0,0.0,0.11193355244740016,0.0,0.1427860594078186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854125105100287,0.0,0.0,0.1421436695387267,0.13554090164040727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392544734542922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668941345641835,0.0,0.0,0.38262274160422055,0.0,0.1768829912617669,0.0,0.1506330130281606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116991008235887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970190355420998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499688082660076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072352492914072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526959790021942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070596343581972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294309014621794,0.17783059985414373,0.0,0.11483747927256048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216021514779486,0.0,0.17036448631341405,0.18984555096748806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602550773372298,0.0,0.0,0.11258855470090252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636794989301755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451765710973235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337641619163722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913333406728208
adhd,sundun656,2018/02/25,"How to find something enjoyable that isn't self-destructive? (Mood swings and anxiety) Lately my ADHD symptoms have been much worse than usual. If I don't have something enjoyable to distract me from my mental state I get really anxious and there's a sinking feeling in my chest and it feels like I can't breathe, then I get really paranoid and get scared of everything. I used to drink a lot to cope with it but I quit because I know it's bad for me. I'm doing good with work and I just finished high school. I'm gonna be 19 in a month but I always feel worse around my birthday. I try to find ways to distract myself from the anxiety but rarely does anything help me, hanging out with friends helps a lot, but I lost them after I broke down a few months ago. I also get horrible mood swings where I'll feel great one hour then the next I feel so depressed and it goes back and forth. I saw my psychiatrist a few days ago and all she did was increase my concerta a little bit and tell me I'll be fine. I don't know if I should call her up and try to set up an appointment or what. 
Has anyone else been in this situation? I feel like I'm gonna have another anxiety attack this afternoon like I do almost everyday is there something I can do about it?",3.012104247104247,4.344165837837841,4.267449806949808,87.53244884169888,74.01930501930502,7.8054826254826235,26.07741312741313,8.395991825355821,1.5863403861003862,988,34,212,17,20,325,147,259,0.18,0.691,0.129,-0.9317,0,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,10,19,1,3,10,0,20,4,2,2,1,40,40,22,0,3,8,0,6,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,9,15,1,0,10,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,6,7,34,9,25,29,8,32,0,3,1,0,8,11,0,6,19,132,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573411443899715,0.0,0.18548041304703952,0.0,0.10476282184454844,0.0,0.0,0.08366537815092859,0.08705305535410564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970424352257828,0.24010434237471506,0.11819195399405125,0.0,0.07315343772624057,0.10719658091990412,0.08609417102783729,0.09313487344411962,0.0,0.1190214942779999,0.0,0.08044709329399835,0.08735416732654336,0.06377599225768801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421903846949576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068297412013012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747189173468834,0.0,0.09010991642007173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155454459004313,0.0,0.0,0.10248875312486272,0.0,0.0,0.08739742317629293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402661132700732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31739713518958146,0.14948253062756486,0.0,0.0,0.19124340240338605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082992724960845,0.0,0.2186406235883086,0.0,0.0,0.08775113344958113,0.0,0.1153450249457797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025050573875816,0.11053783356344472,0.0,0.0,0.10303061347451692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149939341407212,0.0,0.11801704814304854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333761209018498,0.10485772974211696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420618329223915,0.1778900706180815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054333637129028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701497260529585,0.0,0.07690847491433139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126562339089137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089389911883816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127731454527738,0.0,0.0,0.1340457867516225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474387509719416,0.10588204029539706,0.0,0.0,0.10914252292671714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175983906098551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416270778552749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874128058909577,0.0,0.0,0.09144336781581416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206158681390632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035895545319717,0.1152252538544363,0.0,0.0,0.08304328232602104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761653360779024,0.0,0.2132354797772852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wilkin_3,2018/02/25,"How do you get off the couch? So I've been in a rut for the past weeks where I come home from work, avoid everything, turn on ER on Hulu,  and play Retro Defense on my phone. (Beautiful tower defense game btw).


How do you all motivate yourselves to get off the couch?",3.2005555555555567,4.3292022037037015,3.878703703703703,91.2991666666667,73.25925925925927,7.622222222222224,24.61111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.1127555555555553,205,6,46,3,4,65,42,54,0.039,0.813,0.14800000000000002,0.6322,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,9,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275632961085698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34175627429798866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397343921434436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814352506800176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363004496006831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136174442126684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305024406885246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768363245391308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whyutt,2018/02/25,"Am I really tired? What is a good way to tell if you’re legitimately tired or ill, or just feeling unmotivated and not driven? 
My sleep schedule is not routine but I often only have trouble telling when I get more than 6-7 hours. ",2.8528260869565223,4.762324500000002,5.055869565217392,79.29728260869571,75.73913043478261,7.208695652173913,26.71739130434783,8.07648339933343,1.7243217391304348,181,7,36,3,4,63,40,46,0.244,0.6890000000000001,0.067,-0.8178,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393701091274306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400870797553575,0.0,0.0,0.2311908399101132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714464546411109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096339981253624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657981616457094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27583558667209873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48183694451523706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6336072760539614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187874439351428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chroniccutie,2018/02/25,College Major What are some tips you might have for choosing a major in college? I have been in college for 4 years now and my biggest struggle is finding something that is interesting enough to keep my attention? I switched from a 4 year university to a community college because I chose a major and failed my second semester because it stop being interesting. I would like to graduate college with a degree but can seem to nail down what I want to do.,7.29529411764706,7.707539705882358,7.83764705882353,69.14941176470593,63.70588235294118,10.094117647058825,40.52941176470589,9.888512548439397,4.304458823529412,365,20,60,7,5,121,56,85,0.069,0.8390000000000001,0.092,0.2168,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,14,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,9,3,12,10,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,48,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631974119651351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078130982478484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722776484906184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647895858299045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554019962832096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316027661589021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711994073786316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293400338462395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490599759585385,0.0,0.31143255809018594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571071643152458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162151346534847,0.0,0.0,0.3836791118625491
adhd,bf1pro,2018/02/25,"Im struggling with my life right now, Dont know what to do and spend my whole time on pc. Hello, i graduated from collage a month ago. When i graduated i feel like im dropped to empty space. I dont know what im going to do clearly. When i graduated i started show named Friends, im at season 9x05 now. I watch a lot tv shows and play too much game. I know my wrongs but im not trying to fix and get a solutions for them. I really need to look for a job but because of the ads related to my division i get frustrated too.

Sorry for bad english, i tried to keep it short. I need advices",0.4987239583333327,2.1426760078125007,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,81.890625,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.005576041666667,451,16,107,8,12,160,77,128,0.119,0.802,0.079,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,5,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,17,3,15,16,3,16,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,10,59,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732869041620945,0.11550403016149832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087959446700044,0.07943031840718726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054237500900877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588413240668006,0.09308710522358267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006702778111967,0.0,0.1361538545585845,0.0,0.07405309671785466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7037375374177179,0.0,0.1293036989394415,0.11581757149412475,0.0,0.0,0.2148301691674157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203549404061087,0.0636585174711149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094200755012788,0.0,0.0,0.1107773038918726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040050650972594,0.0,0.0957862737121132,0.19323317389684272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347419731082112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127639558729377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458613717801885,0.09222776283031164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621896212103485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597959750993848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693173676492038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547648317802028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424637570517795,0.0,0.0
adhd,Longboarding-Is-Life,2018/02/25,"Problems with closing cabinets My father and I are in constant turmoil about closing cabinets. I always seem to forget to close them, it's like once I get what I need I totally forget about it. He will call me to come downstairs just to close them. I think this is over reaction since even he admits that it's purely cosmetic. Anyone have any tips to deal with this short of installing springs like they use to keep screen doors closed on all the cabinets",5.634482758620687,6.894618827586211,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,67.6206896551724,8.558620689655173,30.59195402298851,8.841846274778883,2.4527333333333337,366,14,67,6,6,113,63,87,0.102,0.816,0.08199999999999999,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,22,12,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,14,11,2,12,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,1,4,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745842295039698,0.0,0.0,0.1858949948922992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114051208113056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791323562281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354764749993604,0.0,0.29540635170046864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28182340143515056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055249926455266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281994822581084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429760012018275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671009557190174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269387143631296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29112076418765903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615697571107686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885777636094375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261272154825815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515882377069955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360963141756067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jumankaan,2018/02/25,"Focus, distractability and working memory while engaging in different types of activities. *Well, I keep zoning out and losing my train of thought while typing this post. I'm gonna be straight to the point or it will take me a couple of hours before I finish.* 

To what extent do you experience a difference in your focus, distractability and working memory while doing something cognetively demanding vs not so demanding? **(<-TL;DR)**

Myself am currently on my medication (adderal 35mg XR) and do notice a significant difference. During a lecture or while I study at home my focus is there, still a bit distractible and hardly notice any working memory impairments. I do however notice that my focus crumbles when I work on something which isn't as cognitively demanding (examples would be grocery shopping or cleaning my apartment). I tend to get distracted by alot of small things and lose track of what I'm doing, as if I hadn't taken my medication at all.
It kinda feels like I pull my head down, out of the cloud (mental fog), while doing demanding  work and stick my head back into the fog when work isn't as demanding. Not sure if the medication is working properly or my dose is still too low but will discuss this with my psy in a couple of weeks. 







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adhd,ArwenAngharad,2018/02/25,"I'm just here to learn Hi everyone!

My name is Arwen. 

My partner has ADHD. It's not something I find particularly easy to understand because, as you can probably tell, I don't personally have ADHD. It's difficult to understand something you haven't experienced yourself.

I'm hoping to gain some better understanding by lurking around the ADHD subreddit and reading about other people's experiences.

I'll go back to lurking for now and post/comment when I can contribute to conversation or have a question. If you're here for a similar reason, feel free to comment",4.7549514563106765,7.5861732815534015,6.527970873786408,66.60574271844663,73.46601941747574,9.556893203883497,34.571844660194174,9.888512548439397,4.434732815533981,460,25,69,14,10,158,71,103,0.054000000000000006,0.789,0.157,0.9078,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,16,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,8,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,4,13,16,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,5,3,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574896337446748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194741517444562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260989390007634,0.0,0.09720136954495268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102365700666042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523646461136789,0.0,0.15597611321094335,0.0,0.0,0.08062447727303622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457376041672229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062109487111153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837329739528194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054497521330288,0.1392286399746827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271236960103146,0.0,0.1719178348853833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862440518469813,0.0,0.1594966437177206,0.0,0.0,0.1639447480931514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551017872869865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936938137451732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979901299826071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,calyptapis,2018/02/25,"I've been putting off making the call to the psych my gp referred me to about getting my ADHD diagnosis for months tl;dr - lost the motivation to continue diagnosis process after getting a referral to a psych from my GP. Months later I'm finally determined to get it done. Feeling proud of myself but worried I'll fall through and disappoint myself again and continue the cycle.


When I figured out that ADHD was, as my partner called it, ""the scooby-doo villain of my life"", I was super motivated to get diagnosed so I got the referral from my GP basically immediately. 

Then when I realised I couldn't book online and had to call, my motivation went out the window immediately and now I've been putting it off or forgetting about it altogether for two months. Every time I remember I need to do it it's a weekend or 3am, so I can't.

I've given myself a bunch of reminders for tomorrow to finally call and make an appointment, so I'm kind of feeling proud of myself... Buuuut I also don't trust myself not to put it off again. I'm hoping posting about it will be another reminder :/",5.381,6.3340997666666645,7.341904761904765,69.14142857142859,68.0,10.571428571428571,34.52380952380953,10.608840637214634,4.009809523809524,861,41,152,24,14,304,111,210,0.09,0.779,0.131,0.7755,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,12,9,1,0,12,0,12,2,0,5,0,25,29,16,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,8,2,0,5,4,3,0,1,10,2,22,6,31,16,1,29,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,18,107,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30016005065585216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998655148444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094628868156233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510060784594649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674933250946582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779434840925347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521575770188253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628492620002713,0.0,0.0,0.273597197819857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609760324177349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099876967855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403280523535815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004203197939884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820557506137203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631993956119942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667151100246577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990311511388604,0.0,0.0,0.09259603266205264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959935107292298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766129954275422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414633135043163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281782057190367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198842196996725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576387969854422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682046233707972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bohbren,2018/02/25,"How do you make things hold your interest? Hobbies, ambitions, dreams. Hello. I'm sure this is asked 10 times a day in this sub but I am in serious need of some advice.

I can't be the only one with the problem. I can't hold my interest in anything for longer than a day to a couple weeks. This makes it impossible for me to accomplish anything and move up in life. In more recent years it has dipped into my personal fun life. When we have the time, my friends and I meet up online for video games. I am into it for the first few days and then I lose interest and my buddies are getting a little fed up with it. And they have every right to be. The amount of times I have made them restart games makes the sour feelings of playing games with me beyond understandable. This doesn't just effect hanging out with friends.

This effects my own hobbies and dreams for the future. I want to build something for myself but I can't make anything hold my interest. This isn't depression. I live a very happy life otherwise. But I want more for myself.

Do you guys have any methods of keeping focused and interested in something? At the very least I want to know that other people struggle with this.

Thanks!

Edit: Cleaned up post because I am an illiterate.

Edit edit: thank you all for your replies. I didn't think I would get such detailed and helpful answers. You guys have given me a lot to think about and I really appreciate it. ",2.3385168705969583,4.790742784946239,3.3878754171301466,87.90870967741941,79.93189964157706,6.142182672104808,24.67445309603263,7.372421405659032,1.2289556544308495,1123,42,219,16,29,360,148,279,0.037000000000000005,0.718,0.245,0.9964,0,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,1,6,2,5,6,18,0,1,15,0,22,4,0,8,2,50,45,15,0,6,4,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,15,18,1,4,8,7,0,2,6,5,0,2,4,2,36,13,40,38,9,33,0,2,0,0,21,17,0,2,13,155,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532359113099082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025473333698152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29135063430985664,0.0,0.11032876285726403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194128466610497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058214428737785,0.0,0.2283311195206387,0.0,0.10164676265987607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943333011837574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596722916324032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038410714790542,0.0,0.0,0.18235729778406248,0.0,0.12331668065301718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337082251075025,0.0,0.125629923432764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791034463027182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489779025538773,0.0,0.0,0.0648583507526352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500739695723823,0.0,0.11828275057390078,0.10421003876019554,0.0,0.0,0.13202939817257026,0.0,0.1003327408682238,0.0,0.11166932331979447,0.3151056254857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254320285069427,0.0,0.08750715752506574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997050295965644,0.08975626947931563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181723742637019,0.10304677052375344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130264327029096,0.0,0.0,0.1129251011739498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560388918784709,0.0,0.11652628133918799,0.0,0.0,0.10078477604137667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170852673201626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337564959306528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122841501393499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173060294781824,0.0,0.0,0.07840439727488294,0.15123941020016315,0.0,0.0,0.2064477379502976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285852167758772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475064946015674,0.2088261797013963,0.0,0.0946650882174134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383497811456901,0.0,0.0,0.07599825135756104
adhd,rotdress,2018/02/25,"Generic Atomoxetine not as effective as Strattera? Basically, I've been on a ""therapeutic dose"" of Strattera for almost five years and it was a godsend. After starting the medication, I was able to read book, sustain healthy relaitonships, etc. better than I had been on Concerta or other stimulants. 

Of course, when the drug went generic, my insurance immediately switched me over, but ever since (July) I've noticed my ADHD has gotten much worse. Has anyone else had this problem? ",7.574796747967478,9.712596073170737,8.015609756097566,61.93650406504069,63.87804878048782,10.34471544715447,39.27642276422764,10.504223727775694,4.937993495934959,386,21,54,10,6,127,66,82,0.121,0.8079999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7411,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,2,1,9,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,0,5,1,11,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,40,8,2,0.23480286980909226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821874203976595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351211569095335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641796260091693,0.2405832878388225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766405729332027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722967840010663,0.0,0.1961476684793154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618672671726918,0.0,0.21239263846031348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653918881790226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260712607414758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673246235405941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246746355870767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348664108003149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942313602919876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619467977461402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176646127023185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392841841058316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512053498425735
adhd,williamsuckey,2018/02/25,"I need some guidance. I'll make this fast.

I currently am diagnosed with bipolar disorder. In the past I have had some trouble with hallucinations when I slipped into some of my more intense episodes.

Throughout the entire process of recovery after my initial diagnosis, it has gotten harder and harder to focus on activities for any longer that a few minutes. My school is suffering, my relationship with my girlfriend is suffering, and my health is suffering.

I have a meeting with my pdoc tomorrow and I want to mention these things. However, I am worried that he will not be receptive to my concerns due to the fact that this is on a college campus (everyone is always asking for drugs they don't need) and my past history with hallucinations.

I really would like to know how to approach this discussion with him, and I was wondering if you guys could maybe point me in the right direction. Thanks.",6.311053169734151,8.173702840490801,6.792162576687119,70.55957310838448,66.60736196319019,10.586707566462168,36.282719836400815,10.686352973137794,4.465949284253578,725,37,118,21,12,236,105,163,0.103,0.845,0.052000000000000005,-0.853,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,7,0,17,4,0,2,1,27,26,8,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,22,2,22,19,5,16,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,5,9,91,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388788270858826,0.0,0.0,0.1339406856156151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841325679592664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725786177856946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999119429381471,0.0,0.0,0.2257351308894509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841299903722165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820531054794906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950230136175837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936103847742765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824497953571716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962255201069786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131473440144891,0.0,0.1978744649236992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920891563109832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760443899082132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619243610536146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617868544285535,0.0,0.0,0.21146311627889736,0.0,0.16820418486616245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933571923802265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813358375667461,0.0,0.0,0.13085257765647268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617309252132668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359652277374952,0.0,0.2000241305272856,0.0,0.13991591499141093,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JustADamn_Dirty_Ape,2018/02/25,"Lost earworm Earlier on I was doing five different things online as usual when a tune popped in to my head, some song I really liked a few years ago, but the name or artist was frustratingly out of reach, and I had one of those fleeting moments when I thought I should do something about that, sing it in to one of those apps that identifies tunes, or it would bug me the rest of the day. Except I got distracted and forgot to do that, and then forgot the tune itself. So now Im doubly frustrated because there is a tune just out of reach in my head, which I want to hear, but I dont know what it's called, or who it's by, or even how it goes. Not the worst adhd thing that's ever happened, but damn this condition is annoying sometimes.",15.442814569536425,5.883466907284768,13.74574503311258,63.74921357615897,58.735099337748345,17.484105960264902,48.34602649006622,11.698219412168324,5.257462251655629,577,16,125,9,4,187,98,151,0.132,0.802,0.066,-0.9218,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,4,1,8,0,11,2,2,1,1,26,20,16,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,18,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,2,11,1,19,10,4,16,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,5,11,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344437579680203,0.0,0.17292333611378874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891667873706625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919467442653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258080507909124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381317401713211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862792631614676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288460313017551,0.1764576473862971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602030734827851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250529431607484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004090488126276,0.0,0.2198651250852095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071583831078927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720881195913537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530440797409052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294878413612686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643774476097341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497084870740233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501792371199999,0.1929354112931504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592000008224307,0.0,0.0,0.15486876186875892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484894252434214,0.0,0.11506103363177682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857657957665356,0.0,0.0,0.12562271695884628
adhd,Bugsy_Corleone,2018/02/25,"21/m Just about to be diagnosed. They thought it was bipolar, it's not. I'm really angry at my family (Lost: Full Scholarship, All friends, Car, etc) But I am extremely happy and hopeful for the future. I am straight up unable to function anymore. 


Just like anyone with ADHD, it's like there is something in your brain inhibiting you from doing well. It's like an on and off switch. I guess it's different with everyone but I don't know. 

I was never a hyperactive kid, but as an adult, I began to show weird symptoms,  (being a fuck up, reckless, etc) Last May I attempted suicide jumping off a major bridge in NY. ( I did have extremely severe depression and anxiety as well) The cops and people had to pull me down. I was admitted into a psych ward for 2 weeks ( I was admitted about a month later AGAIN, because of my fucking anger) and the doctor saw me for 30 FUCKING SECONDS, and diagnosed me with bipolar type two. I've been stuck with this diagnosis since may. I'm not fucking bipolar at all. 

By the way, my uncle committed suicide in late September and I got kicked out of school cuz I couldn't handle it. (I had a full ride scholarship) 

I've been taking the god damn depakote and zyprexa for months, it made me a zombie. Until my family suggested that I might have ADHD (I am literally a fucking archetype of ADHD). I fit all the criteria, everything. We called my psych, and she agreed. And ADHD was the last thing I ever thought I would have. I was always a calm kid...but who knows.

My family finally freakin understands me, before they saw me as some kind of low life, lazy, good for nothing, piece of shit, wasting scholarships, etc. Some part of me is kind of glad that we are finally on the same page. But the fucking abuse I had go through changed me.  (I'm sure at least some of you can relate) when you don't know what's wrong, nobody can understand you, and you are all alone in your fucking skull.

'Bugsy_Corleone', just fucking do it!!!! I fucking can't though! I don't know what *it* is!!!! 

That conversation, from throwing out the trash, to getting to class, nobody ever got it.

But finally, after years of hell, I have finally found my answer, 

Again, although I feel some resentment, I am glad I have finally found wtf it is that has been holding me back my whole life. And I'm very hopeful for the future. I will be posting on this sub in the future as well!

P.S This is my first post here. This seems like an amazing support sub and I look forward to being a part of",2.3368209876543204,4.62702108230453,3.752165637860085,86.19516203703706,78.91769547325103,7.095267489711933,25.76286008230453,8.144726394080802,1.7692168724279833,1930,76,379,37,48,634,235,486,0.14300000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.14,-0.9285,1,1,1,0,1,2,92.0,2,7,2,3,17,39,14,0,25,0,48,21,3,2,9,72,91,27,2,4,10,0,1,4,1,5,9,0,0,2,23,22,0,1,15,1,3,7,8,19,3,3,25,4,58,20,58,56,21,61,1,3,3,9,21,25,12,11,32,272,81,9,0.0,0.07457762506148698,0.0,0.0,0.3025828940934833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519036973580147,0.0,0.0,0.05237394311451035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815152138324561,0.0,0.06242292989736702,0.04401148208434828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839958196491797,0.0,0.03836970657708308,0.0,0.05356018924274345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702656403313015,0.06427223910586077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658576106252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421304993191764,0.12777243264495586,0.0,0.06576244616512122,0.0,0.06442522722877911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059555593708987,0.0,0.11387180041354808,0.0,0.0601451069205283,0.05656946069106121,0.0,0.1780122799927174,0.0,0.0318260694307032,0.0,0.0,0.3447570377508261,0.0,0.05353961573169302,0.0,0.13802835749528533,0.04862990729619861,0.5237113516350248,0.0328853235987974,0.0,0.0357721793034048,0.052793929550519966,0.10068315860479532,0.0,0.06933924084184953,0.0,0.0,0.06700440952353029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503397800155025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310917102530701,0.13836816503915705,0.10261452826000296,0.07100288600835357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891755621353725,0.12300384465173085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285659524998769,0.0,0.06871014604533324,0.0,0.0,0.05955855791744951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677299036798459,0.0,0.0,0.10048162742732186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048545823024383684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060395880695074976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363231160599721,0.0,0.04363702160126204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205647377133464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040323147656977434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370207148643038,0.0,0.05730129864469308,0.0,0.07110811504429661,0.06461048573937586,0.052067422989695335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845689707669632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769970597500306,0.07142741352913838,0.05932340056097825,0.06542228323412556,0.047325596189907546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181679173165629,0.0,0.0618415615009264,0.09994004228791556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148654640235698,0.13105257847818938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051934889056848094,0.0,0.049961533537146836,0.05048939110350882,0.0,0.16978100153906409,0.0,0.0,0.07027404755942063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471317861616876,0.06881871639898918,0.0,0.040533479746642696
adhd,Lulyn,2018/02/25,"Those with anxiety feel safe taking Zoloft and Ritalin? Hello,  it's my first time posting here.  I'm the type who always relies on others posts and answers instead of asking myself.  I need to just do it and stop panicking.  

I was diagnosed with ADHD a couple years ago and took Ritalin which essentially changed my life.  My dosage was 10mg twice a day.

About a year ago I was hospitalized for something and it caused me to have panic attacks afterwards.  Something about the scariness of the situation gave me panic attacks regularly for months.  I would take Xanax and then later Zoloft (50mg) to keep the edge off .

I never had panic attacks and didn't realize how horrible they were until I had them.  Since then I don't have attacks but I have regular anxiety and sometimes need Xanax.

The thing is I stopped taking Ritalin because it caused me to have anxiety.  My heart rate increasing set it off.  I haven't had Ritalin for a year and my life is a mess because I can't get anything done and I just feel lost and stuck.

Question/TLDR

I take Zoloft for anxiety (50mg)
I want to take Ritalin for ADHD again (20mg) but it causes anxiety....

Any solutions or helpful words?  Should I try taking Ritalin in small doses and ease into it?  I already take small enough doses.

Anyways thanks for any responses xoxo",3.4123118279569917,5.898514209677424,4.665000000000003,80.02166666666669,76.25806451612901,8.004301075268819,28.075268817204304,8.841846274778883,2.6134994623655907,1036,44,183,24,24,341,134,248,0.147,0.759,0.094,-0.7364,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,9,11,4,3,10,0,21,17,1,4,1,39,42,19,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,2,16,0,0,0,12,15,0,4,4,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,13,2,27,2,23,27,2,30,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,18,121,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040518168085368,0.0,0.15050654881340456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368247273092194,0.0,0.07063848257490082,0.0,0.0,0.1154614560949855,0.0,0.32471780831439884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986040381021037,0.0,0.07936428842875509,0.3863160329247944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350100405934197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261628102187077,0.08980643508676868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393342855005496,0.0,0.05474950912646625,0.0,0.0,0.08616546912660104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687588142990241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877180389554303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584976105362048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221066408273318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435353192568845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005996191043616,0.056902557098365274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545755309645005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992607147145555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267166391368124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677614598599515,0.0,0.0,0.12589542580813176,0.06547536942739902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29881391909499755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260967988396854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510053908020782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702250686669913,0.09542424251670856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071086407613428,0.08396218679970102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419501171180088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44680726179980346,0.0,0.0,0.07815884976035753,0.0,0.0,0.0563997006606226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049502285701474295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432018922444567,0.05763735048642155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007259131129187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030615418130704,0.0,0.0,0.16400656505028652
adhd,orangepeel367,2018/02/25,"Being forcing to take a high dose of Ritalin - what to do? Hi everyone,
I am having a bit of a dilemma at the moment - basically I was on a very high dose of Ritalin and Concera (54mg Concerta and 15 mg Ritalin in the morning, followed by another 15 mg of Ritalin at lunch) and during the school holidays, I went down to just 32mg Concerta a day and I loved it. My body must have lost tolerance to the drug since when I take my prescribed dose (x1 54mg Concera + x2 20mg Ritalin with breakfast and lunch) I feel like shit. Even when I just have my old dose I feel like shit. I get palpitations, anxiety, have no appetite and just feel like shit over all.
The problem is, however, that my mum insists that I take my perscibed dose. I don't feel comfortable taking a dose that high, and I can't ever bring it up with her because she loses her shit.
Also, she is a physiologist so she thinks she is right and I honestly don't know what to do. My pediatrican is some old dude who feels comfortable putting me on 72mg concerta + Ritalin, so it makes Mum feel even more justified. I just can't bring it up with her. While I can't concentrate as well on 32mg (I'm not too bad - if I am interested or engaged I am great.) I can control my impulses and I don't lose my social skills, so its not like I am a feral child or anything. In fact, I feel relaxed and really chilled out when I just take 32mg.
Any advice?
Thanks.",2.276385096700796,3.749851716723548,4.515277303754266,84.43466794653015,76.20136518771331,8.569340159271901,27.566695108077358,9.188382445141503,2.285141183162685,1095,45,238,27,24,381,142,293,0.117,0.742,0.141,0.7988,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,17,23,4,0,13,0,24,22,5,2,4,41,48,22,0,3,10,2,7,4,0,1,13,0,0,1,11,14,3,1,9,2,0,5,9,9,1,0,3,7,38,14,26,43,4,30,0,3,0,1,14,16,4,4,13,149,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798390730326892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801868842795094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818789004764321,0.10514315090343578,0.07670723359538692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251469702193484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372230738155924,0.06112442475013611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947023754256033,0.11137875682819083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124627357512859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466666253380214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162828187135003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245643299661009,0.09070108839062137,0.0,0.09581347865319544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549011060251531,0.21490140814790049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238759081100529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054940970755306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782625015343585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510645797329247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959498760118933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435576597945567,0.10945791683555046,0.0,0.09049872009944816,0.0,0.06693183956451304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043562380811826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594604657318127,0.0,0.1008003037202754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423633184934603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563110163645601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147986060768342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117079984140396,0.08294541612074753,0.0,0.0,0.10221391431709108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769575142898112,0.0,0.0,0.09231629729881753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424976973194317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273428444610502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015589795844786,0.09295245550571336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shishiriously,2018/02/25,"Why can I never learn from my mistakes? I am medicated. Here are a list of things that I know I need to improve but I never do:


1) Doing assignments on the last minute.

2) **Learning to Dance.** Everytime I go clubbing, I tell myself I will learn how to dance on my free time but I never do. I end up embarassing myself everytime.

 3) **Studying better.** I have had about 7 combined exam periods (midterms, finals) and I always tell myself that I will study better next time but I never do. I end up having a panic attack everytime.

4) **Cardio.** Everytime I go hiking, I fall behind. I make a goal that I will workout in my free time. But I never do. 

5) **Dental Hygiene.** I had to get 8 of my teeth filled because I don't floss or brush properly. I tell myself I will starting flossing and I do for like a week but never again. 


This is just off of the top of my head and I know the list is way longer. I have wasted the last 6 days I had to catch up on school on absolutely nothing and am now left with 1 day to do all mu assignments and study for my midterm.

All of these things have happened multiple times and will keep happening if I don't know how to change. I have tried working out and tried taking dance classes but I can never commit. I am honestly at the end of the line and don't know if I can ever improve. Any suggestions?

**EDIT: You guys are amazing. I was not expecting so much support and I really really appreciate it.** I have read all your comments and they are so helpful! I want to reply to all of them but with the midterm tomorrow, it would be best for me to get studying right away. I will get back to you though!

One theme that I have been noticing is overwhelming myself with strategies and not following through with either.  So I am going to pick one and start working on it. The amount of support that you have given me is enough to get me started and to keep it going, my first focus is to get disciplined. You guys have posted some great guides on habit-building and I will be trying to see which one fits and I promise I will get back to you with my results. 

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adhd,Tanical89,2018/02/25,"Cube storage makes it so much easier to put clothes away and keep them tidy! I've been working on arranging things at home to make life easier and to reduce the frequency that I end up with overwhelming piles of stuff that haven't been put away. Something that has worked really well for me is using cube storage for my clothes instead of traditional drawers. Like this:  

[Imgur](https://i.imgur.com/pfZ46H5.jpg)  

It makes the task of putting clothes away so much easier because it breaks it down with a single cube for each type of item. Stuff like underwear can just be thrown in the right cube and it's done. For things that need folding, I take out one cube at a time and use it to guide folding width. It also allows me to store folded items vertically so that I can see everything (and remember that things exist!) without the difficulty of trying to stand them up in drawers. I can stack items with the cube on it's side (pics of that below).  

[Imgur](https://i.imgur.com/8OgkNeQ.jpg)  


[Imgur](https://i.imgur.com/p3Kcr32.jpg)  


[Imgur](https://i.imgur.com/NFrfyea.jpg)  

I thought I'd share in the hope that it might work wonders for someone else's ability to keep clothes tidy like it did for me.  

  



L;DR: Using cube storage instead of drawers really helps me to keep my clothes organised and I would highly recommend it if that's something you struggle with.",7.053839662447256,9.292127485232072,5.079177215189876,82.09868143459917,65.28691983122363,8.810970464135021,31.732067510548525,9.2995712137729,2.8826270042194087,1102,44,186,21,18,312,125,237,0.009000000000000001,0.847,0.14400000000000002,0.9827,0,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,2,3,8,8,0,2,8,0,13,1,0,7,0,34,28,11,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,26,12,0,5,3,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,5,1,15,6,41,20,7,26,0,1,1,0,5,19,0,4,5,126,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907852758194413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199792183418802,0.0,0.0,0.0692033093704304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617468939673953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483491671614612,0.0,0.10054876104265716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202824671742694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609289008614838,0.1199445688327346,0.11387404647667493,0.11275516329625612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271662224312396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801855122184237,0.1663865952053602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273348903838001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043125481664015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690672443635313,0.08417676890870543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769269478924591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423695829369109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545304152844488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860080834535192,0.0969490615658553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046410341702033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961887011935448,0.1747929780381786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868016101176715,0.2599161374987537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535608339070105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626133738638524,0.0,0.0,0.09012554801598764,0.06619688423463857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707549184193133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941454234071636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207190535520794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943329466922504,0.12311217139527107,0.24794094749344306,0.0,0.0,0.0806443470317847,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Maddie006,2018/02/25,"I’m not a reliable friend, family member, or girlfriend... and it makes fostering and keeping relationships hard I constantly make commitments to things and people that i later don’t want to uphold. In the moment i make them i honest to god am as excited about it as i look, but later when it rolls around hours, days, or weeks later what ever is in front of me is instantly gratifying me then a there so why would i move? I know what’s right and what i need to do to maintain new friendships and my current relationship but i struggle to do those things. How do you guys hold your self accountable? ",3.656637931034485,5.7255444913793125,4.8029655172413825,81.28858620689657,73.91379310344827,8.433103448275862,25.393103448275863,9.120678840339163,2.1513303448275862,475,16,90,11,10,156,80,116,0.052000000000000005,0.807,0.14,0.8420000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,4,2,23,17,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,15,3,13,16,0,19,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,13,65,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844562526317902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044792442556517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203103489219043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116002664232113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837946694183646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619064945320145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735722466933155,0.0,0.0,0.16950365986559218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634326183281769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818713887502101,0.0,0.0,0.10399018338403944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889686855489296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37891680176131787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201110566261802,0.0,0.1403039894300409,0.0,0.18274953862714188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118109580666518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063022291679961,0.0,0.16159256628085442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739738550482236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781348550227476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514182848042553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160666524582297,0.0,0.1517806075788185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074132302969264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441622623709334,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HopeTheGinger,2018/02/25,"Those diagnosed as adults, if you were diagnosed as children, how do you think your life course would have changed? I was diagnosed at 24, almost 10 years ago, 1 year after I graduated with my 4 year. I remember my parents taking me to several therapists or psychologists as a child/teenager because everyone thought I had depression because I was always ""in my head"". When I was going through the diagnosis process, my mom told me that she was told several times that I couldn't have ADHD because I was a girl (you know because in the '90s girls didn't have ADHD). I have since learned that being ""in my head"" was me worrying about what everyone was thinking about me and why I couldn't stop fucking up.

I wonder if I was diagnosed back then, how things would be different. I know they would be, I think my parents would have given me Ritalin. I know that would have changed my thought process because 'neurons that fire together wire together'. I am in grad school now as a 33 year old, really struggling at being a student, employee, intern, mother, wife, daughter, etc. I wonder if I learned executive functioning skills as a child, if things would be easier.

I have a paper to write so naturally I am avoiding it by scrolling through /r/ADHD. 

I am also curious as I have an almost 6 year old who I am confident has ADHD. I have decided to hold off testing for the following reasons: 

*  I am not willing to medicate him

*  I do not have $2k for testing or $100-150 for biweekly therapy

*  I do not want to saddle him with a label so young

*  I am in the US, the state of health care and pre-existing conditions are uncertain. What if I get him diagnosed at 6 and that excludes him from coverage somehow in the future?

*  I am a trained mental health practitioner, I am going to school for social work, I know how to teach executive functioning skills to people with mental health however I work with adults, not children.


I guess I am looking for some feedback. This has been on my mind a lot lately and avoiding this paper seemed like the perfect time to ask. 

tl;dr:  Do you wish you were diagnosed earlier? Do you think intervention would have made a positive impact?
edit: I apparently can't figure out how to make bulletpoints",4.384311862512227,6.306775890736348,5.607763727818919,76.91204240603608,71.56532066508314,9.418499371244936,32.3348470029342,9.845776108104099,3.5044743048763456,1754,84,314,47,34,584,205,421,0.052000000000000005,0.879,0.069,0.8179,6,2,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,7,1,5,13,9,1,4,18,0,57,16,3,7,1,70,87,26,0,16,11,6,1,1,0,8,12,0,0,7,15,9,0,4,19,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,19,2,63,3,46,53,3,37,0,1,1,1,33,13,1,17,21,229,78,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32670927994735915,0.0,0.060244362142004085,0.0,0.13610859011017218,0.0,0.0,0.05434932192860683,0.056549968874509964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353545371865645,0.0,0.0,0.05225871284259123,0.0,0.2071455368477858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692919606516679,0.0,0.14378992650365827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058535716501987474,0.4138810251480275,0.0,0.07100600150762604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579578333010842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988152970928918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282993003566276,0.03550742822388249,0.0,0.07724893356828336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486799118438688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949758478942412,0.21672182251238267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940092268935026,0.0,0.07666428676171888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800368978596077,0.03320288283093438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707110518037839,0.0,0.0,0.057779005662794626,0.0,0.06430744748545282,0.045365275486768664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684647352007459,0.13697976279056234,0.0,0.06862241676927812,0.0795964708417162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426297276213934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092789160304376,0.0,0.0,0.04711641069171306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353830567881353,0.06987642872958738,0.0,0.0,0.07698788894954102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756268654140744,0.0,0.061870206101183066,0.0,0.15355581242711405,0.0,0.05621900842954592,0.0,0.0,0.06927887253280128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681941635881545,0.0,0.07104881512059186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051099093029056915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772066311796569,0.07890931629596719,0.0903020903233032,0.17418965459879085,0.0,0.1079087413438046,0.07925857446519195,0.0,0.0,0.12988152970928918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175012124560667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008584806613237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613252866081387,0.0,0.07815314021886145,0.0,0.14740414623620154,0.09895453679372407,0.06901888149706488,0.0,0.3379486240796233,0.0,0.0,0.2188270427755107
adhd,Steve4964,2018/02/25,"Wondering where I would be without my medication. Background: I have a bachelor's degree and am employed in the area that I got my degree in. Throughout my 4 year bachelors program, I took Vyvanse in order to focus and study. Even then I realized that without my medication, I would not have succeeded in my accomplishment. I have always been ambitious, however my ADD has always been a major inhibitor for me. I am very proud of my accomplishments and would say I even identify with going to school and being successful in getting a STEM degree. After I graduated last May, I took a job the following June and ceased taking my medication, since I didn't have to study anymore.

But here's the thing - lately I have been ruminating on what would have happened had I not taken my medication. I feel like I would have failed (as in literally failed out of school) and been forced to take a different path in life that would have made me feel bad about myself for failing out of school. I feel like because of my ADD I would not have been able to perform in some alternate timeline where I was not diagnosed and thus did not ever receive medication for my condition. This makes me feel inferior and that I myself would not have been able to achieve my goal without medical assistance. Throughout undergrad, there was never a test I had to take without getting assistance from my medication. Has anybody ever dealt with this? It just randomly popped into my head the other day and has been causing me massive anxiety and self-doubt.",7.367624031819132,8.042020608540927,7.695616495708602,69.32953317981998,63.55516014234875,11.166924848231108,36.45823738748169,10.966923227221727,4.291457860581955,1225,56,205,32,17,401,140,281,0.08900000000000001,0.855,0.056,-0.7986,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,12,10,10,0,0,10,0,39,10,1,4,3,53,58,13,0,8,12,0,4,2,0,9,9,1,0,0,10,17,0,0,6,0,0,5,12,5,0,0,18,5,41,5,36,29,2,31,0,4,0,0,2,15,0,4,12,165,51,19,0.16033206415178933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340912130815613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132679511398046,0.0,0.07950316256387735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693528824597521,0.048868469079257036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235259769179581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170045871858815,0.0,0.0,0.08136683507531475,0.0,0.08375644104914715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589781624454647,0.14502953120919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213741814929905,0.1145412586658995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376688605739989,0.0,0.045560203455665096,0.0,0.06411609915749343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089055741232701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227347681068174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955241701365122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534601575962483,0.09043077596818616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662363924643125,0.07833014785918402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585503788377639,0.05351144891010063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653119039549934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182898601604395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375124633567415,0.0,0.24339691296298946,0.0,0.0,0.08363065501710679,0.0,0.0,0.06631417014609751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082463800584936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532587495717964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781348226543495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614537212867493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091087767585464,0.08693664213232959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455581192887121,0.0,0.0,0.05162429631027124
adhd,catashtrophy80,2018/02/25,"What do you wish we knew? I don't have ADHD, but my kid does. What did your parents do right to support you, and/or what do yo wish they had done differently? What would you want them to know?",-0.0030000000000001137,2.256234700000004,1.1000000000000014,101.425,89.5,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-1.0239000000000005,148,3,36,1,5,46,30,40,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.8732,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,15,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,9,1,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,25,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207031905082842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880262516449866,0.0,0.0,0.2335232143365942,0.27308134559695313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665439738680255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630659026020645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788939935404415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281948987469354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739570508814862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137312394791746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956338008376453,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Damazerzer,2018/02/25,"New to Reddit, New to ADHD Hey there, 

SO. I have quite a story here. I was hoping I could grab some opinions and come to a reasonable conclusion lol

Here is some context to the situation:

I'm 24, and I was diagnosed with ADHD in September 2017.

My life before that was.. awful. I came to the conclusion that I was just stupid and I: needed to accept it, keep fighting, or give up. 

I wrote a letter to my family and booked a flight to BC for July. I had a plan, a place, a drink. I wasn't going to suffer, and keep disappointing my family any longer. 

My psychiatrist urged me to stay a make an immediate appt, and either make a visit to the psych ward or stay with family/friends. 

I chose the ladder.

During my stay, I came across a video on YouTube describing what ADHD was like. I quite literally started bawling. I remember the thought process being described as ""your thoughts are on a carousel"" and another as ""It's like your thoughts are on a TV, but someone else has the controller""

I've been in therapy since I was 8 years old, and ADHD was NEVER an option. It was either depression, anxiety (or, as I got older, Social anxiety or Borderline personality disorder) 

Nobody was interested in my opinion or what was actually going on in my head. I was on the receiving end of many disciplinary actions and MANY parent-teacher meetings. 

I dropped out of school in grade 7, returned to school for Grade 9, and dropped out again after grade 10. The classes never seemed to be fast enough, and I felt that the participation aspect was redundant. I LOVED taking assignments home, but the my absences were piling up and I was no longer accepted in class. 

I've always wanted to attend university, pursue knowledge, but I just.. couldn't. I admitted defeat.

Why was everything so easy for everyone? It wasn't comprehension that I had issues with, or application. It was interest, and time management.

I wasn't particularly angry, or socially anxious. I was just.. infuriated with my brain. My thoughts would disappear mid-sentence, I would lose attention or interest in almost anything very quickly (if I found it redundant or pointless), I couldn't read anymore, or even watch movie.

2013- So, after high school, I decided to get my GED..
Nope. Missed a class.

2014 - Tried to get my grade 12 via 7 individual credits.
No, Missed the max amount.

2016 - registered for an adult 12 day program.
Nope, I'm too stupid. What do I think I'm doing here??

 Meanwhile, I had 5 failed relationships, owned and lost 3 cars, left or was fired from 24+ different jobs, and I had no plan. Nothing was ever consistent. I could do something one day, but I couldn't count on it the next day. 

I just had to accept that I was stupid.

After I brought this all to my psychiatrists attention, and mentioned ADHD, it's like a lightbulb went off in his head. I brought him old report cards (all of which had the same ""Damazerzer has so much potential but needs to pay attention in class"", ""Poor time management skills"", ""Damazerzer needs to focus, she succeeds when she TRIES"" ect. Ect.)

I was prescribed Vyvanse that appt. and my life has improved exponentially. 

I'm incredibly organized, I have drive to do things, my thoughts are coherent, I have long-term and short-term goals.

And, I'M IN SCHOOL (again lol)!

I got my first A in almost 10 years, and I can actually wake up and head to school in the morning. 

Vyvanse has changed my life, and given me access to my brain!

Now, to the point of my post;

What now? 

Is it too late to go to university? What's a healthy level of activity? What's a healthy level of interest?

How has ADHD medication affected you?

Are you happy?

Thanks for reading!

I'm sorry if this post is a bit informal, I was inspired by this page to share.

TL;DR: Angry ranting about not being diagnosed until I was 24, even though the symptoms and traits were well-observed. I have been since and my life has improved in all areas ten-fold.",3.1982202902849086,5.7029458376184055,4.533183680278796,80.59260996904372,77.09201623815967,7.892346191632527,27.03803733293789,8.763046000295581,2.3704553765733025,3070,125,565,71,73,1013,343,739,0.099,0.7709999999999999,0.13,0.9817,4,0,2,0,2,0,149.0,0,4,0,15,26,31,4,0,37,3,67,16,6,6,6,116,115,53,0,14,25,0,3,3,0,2,8,0,1,2,26,33,1,3,24,6,3,16,14,13,0,2,52,4,77,18,78,53,14,88,0,9,1,1,26,33,0,22,35,373,103,28,0.0,0.0,0.11689755534021865,0.0,0.43189214737161535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995217127569165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049837350798943414,0.0,0.0,0.04073058254798357,0.06280501983908361,0.09163886161608406,0.06766418305312598,0.059399641695700826,0.0,0.0,0.04928839528727921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096614425826693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538971280177824,0.0,0.0,0.133725022713948,0.0,0.13700760761284228,0.0,0.0,0.06336085723070352,0.05159414866778081,0.0,0.0,0.06717721781520553,0.09564240008257327,0.0,0.0,0.11588175706545392,0.0,0.05158738538036605,0.12158411548732148,0.0,0.06257741739555517,0.06864473882908632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058674194968266515,0.0,0.0,0.050034499306694284,0.0,0.05304909930733625,0.061887437547681515,0.0,0.07912002665591134,0.054178361660771834,0.0,0.0572321390024932,0.05382966966614302,0.0,0.11292715317258432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750849206490824,0.0,0.0,0.05094656717037907,0.0,0.06567166097895602,0.04627464737458896,0.0,0.06258522123288332,0.057456641056980534,0.1021189474824492,0.0,0.09580683822033348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375922956954286,0.0,0.0,0.18440832613498392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632822451256652,0.060079463311403035,0.05948914529717943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251470929677166,0.059436441447737576,0.1064746695290392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675640505050178,0.0,0.06507597877067918,0.0,0.16922214283197975,0.08778486100603522,0.0,0.0,0.053005097376532376,0.0,0.06700706709033995,0.06538235329008836,0.0,0.054057481275956214,0.0,0.0799606151346229,0.12144804550137772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060337805545536825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440296394896897,0.1332339173621686,0.09238927100065276,0.11569372582268972,0.06369890042616927,0.0,0.0,0.0574707672177859,0.0,0.12569923399249136,0.0,0.040586331008355694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650619291990706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229791214304368,0.06257741739555517,0.0,0.05662003560563718,0.0,0.11472550604535138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741118708352847,0.11982220700822012,0.0,0.0,0.06158192763822262,0.0,0.06430470229314217,0.06784924033049032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030841573592566,0.0,0.05452606299943448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909135231849643,0.0673243715843698,0.0,0.12211060561445525,0.05074875024760626,0.04611001644385521,0.0,0.06704743139142637,0.042393915025485535,0.19151996670529067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253729349311226,0.04503350709968045,0.0,0.0,0.05514317227042048,0.06849503243285604,0.0,0.03979150689991722,0.03837823032693028,0.058846430327721876,0.23774928190313,0.06985038998361746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132940433049711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941956115412762,0.035327560950179165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385270377802317,0.05552316781422517,0.05404582676814142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509523001381337,0.0,0.0,0.07714069741965372
adhd,reef26,2018/02/25,"Life isn't going well and I feel like a fuck up. Just need to vent First, I've never been diagnosed because I live in a country where most people don't even know what ADHD/ADD is and, at this point, I'm too afraid to talk about it with my family or go see a doctor.

I first learned about ADHD/ADD when I stumbled upon it, in my last year of high school, and decided to do a project on it because I could relate to it. I'm now almost 25 years old and feel like my life is a total fuck up. Still haven't graduated college (two courses left) and no job in sight after graduation.

I was always a curious kid and was fascinated by most thing. I always had a thirst for knowledge, yet my school career doesn't reflect it at all. I made it through high school with decent grades (always by studying intensively the night before the test), but college was always very hard for me. Since I couldn't just study the night before (I still do it for every exam), but actually had to to practical works, my procrastination habits always led to doing everything in panic the few day(s) before the due date. While, in the end, it didn't lead to worse grades, it did made me fail some courses (multiples times even).

I just don't get it how I can still fuck up so bad after all those years, even being aware of my problems. I always tell myself I'm going to change, I plan everything out, yet when the time comes I just do it again and when I do something about it it's usually too late. Am I just that lazy/apathetic? (I never had the courage of bringing the issue with my family, teachers, etc, because after all this time, in my mind, and since I was never diagnosed, it just feels like I'm looking for an excuse to cope with my own shortcomings). 

This vicious cycle of constant seeking for instant gratification has led to some mild depression and the only thing keeping me sane are my hobbies like skateboarding and music, because I can just go all out and relieve all my energy and frustrations. I also smoke pot from time to time and it helps for a few hours, mostly because I just feel numb, however, in the long run, it's actually detrimental. I also avoid it now because I get addicted easily (drugs, video games, adrenaline, etc).

Some of the symptoms I relate to:

* I have a tendency to hyper-focus when I'm interested in something (to make it worse, I'm interested in lots of stuff and mostly not productive);

* I tend to lose track of time, especially when I'm surfing the internet (It's just too easy to get lost in so much information);

* I start lots of projects/hobbies but never actually finish or commit long enough to finish/get good at them (Basically I want to do so much stuff I end up doing nothing. I even get overwhelmed by things I enjoy a lot like playing video games or guitar);

* I'm very disorganised (my room is always a mess, yet there is some kind of order amongst all the chaos);

* I'm very sensitive and get easily distracted by background noises/movement, to the point I have to try hard to maintain a conversation;

* While I wouldn't consider myself hyperactive, I do fidget a lot if I have to stay long times without ""moving"";

* If I'm enjoying something I get excited very easily;

* I'm very impatient/impulsive even though I try really hard not to show it or act on it;

* I feel like the list could go on and on...

Sorry for the wall of text. I just feel completely lost and needed to vent because I don't feel comfortable speaking about it with anyone I know.



**tl;dr:**

* Completely lost at life and feeling like a fuck up;

* Vicious cycle of procrastination because I'm always looking for more stimulation;

* Afraid of getting diagnosed because I feel like I'm just looking for an excuse to cope with my own shortcomings;
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adhd,Floy00,2018/02/26,"We discuss tolerance from Ritalin and ubiquitous anxiety I have tried a lot in these months, I have read a lot, so much research on medicines, on the solutions that can be used together and I understood something.

- An important thing is that you can develop tolerance with Ritalin and I have tried it on my skin.
I study psychology and I have a clear idea of ​​the mechanism of the placebo effect and how to prevent it or at least notice it.
My dosage is 20mg * 3 / day
After 7 months the effects had completely disappeared so I even took 40mg of Ritalin IR in a single dose (two days later I had a difficult test) and had few benefits. After making every attempt, physical activity, fish oil and attention to nutrition, I tried a total **break of 5 days**, without taking medicine.
When I started again with 20 mg, I had overdose effects, thus taking 15mg and then increasing over the days.
The difference after the break was **remarkable**. The memory, the focus, the self-control were very different and allowed me to study very well, like a normal person. The same effect I had **in the first weeks** of taking Ritalin. Improvements that can only be connected to Ritalin.
Have you had experience too? How did you manage tolerance?

- The other big problem I carry with me is the ever-present anxiety. There is no day that is not with me and I notice the difference so much when I can calm it down. Another life presents itself. Smoking marijuana brings out myself. Who I really am. My idea is that the combination **dopamine** + stimulation of the cb1 and cb2 receptors (that go to act on the **GABA**) are the reason.
GABA concentration is reduced in children with ADHD compared with typically developing control subjects.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3970207/
Obviously this positive effect disappears if I smoke constantly while on sporadic occasions it is magnificent (even this has been scientifically found.The anxiolytic effect is found only in acute and not prolonged assumptions).

This is a synthetic exposition of many scientific research readings over the months. There are still many aspects of this disorder and many things to talk about but at the moment I am hampered by these two big mountains in front of me.

I would be very pleased to discuss this with you, to know your experience and your scientific sources that you have found.

**TL**: tolerance for ritalin exists. What solution did you find? How often do you break?
Adhd is often accompanied by anxiety due to the concentration of Gaba. The marijuana that affects Gaba helps a lot but only by consuming little and rarely. Do you have any other solutions for anxiety?",4.021781979977753,7.277867670967745,5.350917686318134,70.97879032258065,80.89247311827958,9.314423433444569,30.812940304041533,9.449726292080394,4.112213941416389,2117,106,322,71,58,702,235,465,0.038,0.872,0.09,0.965,2,0,2,0,0,0,92.0,1,10,0,9,19,7,0,0,32,0,44,9,1,17,3,69,57,29,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,27,24,0,2,15,2,0,8,4,2,1,3,15,2,38,5,54,38,11,56,0,0,0,0,18,20,0,7,26,250,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989183605486413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056278360840383776,0.0867791067050769,0.2532389471697989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677031635233365,0.08943212949424596,0.18564054172332767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668607113284941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593938698886136,0.0948479776115669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932191810899107,0.07485945931889648,0.0697272870930384,0.0,0.0,0.1619066466615509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756394241959737,0.07039401627550224,0.0,0.2722200274847782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703334788044497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547102469395277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868476927146156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548169952596425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058454508999851,0.04043143812310608,0.08294537955836248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110739875358108,0.0,0.0,0.05524168904611139,0.25171123884738994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817023020733335,0.0,0.1216734838473574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108538832311266,0.0,0.1884413407728885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888238429589044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722611999795866,0.0,0.0908435661316834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918834600221497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556103499761055,0.0,0.05301697208044176,0.08508913273674433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633477009637826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371124549289763,0.0,0.0,0.058576624688098336,0.0,0.06609074311279761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866714250510471,0.06651784362210249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996163784586123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919473185811861,0.1685619973070499,0.0,0.16168531988957824,0.0,0.0,0.07147644599015418,0.0,0.2048523532848241,0.0,0.0,0.06638357355592119,0.0,0.07440949050702758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977587635408026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878899540500105,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wormspoor,2018/02/26,"when do you work out? and why does this time work for you?

I have started working out and I do it towards the afternoon or evening, just whenever I can squeeze it in between studies and class. I have been thinking about trying it in the morning but my morning is jam-packed, which is why the later half of the day works so. much. better. Plus I figure it doesn't matter when as long as I do it?

anyways, it got me curious about others.",1.5495707070707068,3.7571973409090913,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,81.27272727272728,5.2747474747474765,25.68686868686868,6.42735559955562,0.8817762626262629,338,14,70,3,9,109,59,88,0.013,0.897,0.09,0.8247,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,8,1,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,13,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,10,1,13,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,59,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955168734205445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280488424451014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073453289727152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649477735848824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950031301072107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968195445332732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417609473463658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770536041704798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181978227953508,0.0,0.0,0.13815997909643124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086479695907294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275979159622185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6899723759690934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,y0ung_dillinger,2018/02/26,"Went to a Psych today and left a little disappointed... I'm almost certain I have ADHD. I finally had my appointment with the Psych today and he doesn't think I have ADHD but hasn't completely ruled it out. Instead, he has diagnosed me with depression and anxiety and prescribed me Lexapro to combat them.

Now, I know those two things go with ADHD most of the time. Should I seek a second opinion? I feel like I should have been diagnosed with ADHD and put on a different med.  ",4.442189440993785,6.042596728260873,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,70.84782608695652,9.170186335403725,28.360248447204967,9.606745405546679,2.736616149068323,377,14,69,9,7,125,60,92,0.116,0.831,0.053,-0.7612,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,0,1,20,16,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,1,11,2,9,11,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7118146914544363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827263873432206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132746133556624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552505907232154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275341275510756,0.3005797634133699,0.0,0.15470364068846712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486961171382149,0.1057826090906624,0.0,0.16220555044167972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415268434057276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137645470635456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088057411433782,0.0,0.0,0.07234046061228325,0.14840696352780738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447452247197702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885317713679358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837240400935278,0.094878507325206,0.0,0.0,0.08634192719770509,0.0,0.28070973274886224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464474995229154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726415312287188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,geneadrift,2018/02/26,"When high achievers are celebrated and you're looked down upon So I was told by my boss to start thinking of different parts of my job that I can give to one of my employees (I'm a supervisor). She's highly productive and good at her job - better than I am at mine. It could be helpful to me, but it also might be that she's being groomed for something bigger or being prepared for my own job. I taught her everything she knows. 

I'm tired of being seen as someone who isn't a big contributor. I don't get huge raises, and I get mediocre evaluations. I'm in accounting/finance and if I could change my career with another 4-5 years of going to college part-time, I'd do it. 

I feel like this condition is a curse. Any advice on navigating this situation? Should I just suck it up and accept that this person may be my boss someday? ",4.450812264658417,4.992584301775147,6.111877353415814,78.60777299623454,69.88757396449705,9.222377622377623,29.564819795589024,9.339509955726095,2.4700721893491124,653,24,132,13,11,225,112,169,0.08900000000000001,0.805,0.106,-0.2432,5,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,3,0,19,1,0,2,0,21,35,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,3,22,4,22,20,2,16,0,0,2,0,10,12,1,4,4,92,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167681752045886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412743836345805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055532733946858,0.16275916068285276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727733114934093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419961285638915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785720636690384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216932912523258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949954760215694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848266950580056,0.11088746633891143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621895527636756,0.14889884117623647,0.08821372466003967,0.1301891373626161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403906843716516,0.3279917792931025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620884771055797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530351973354165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583146662804323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034367015502968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466131786631838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517944564051586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361710149923244,0.0,0.0,0.13552999915733427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447105726019646,0.0,0.0,0.13151534729496284,0.11949407220478506,0.0,0.0,0.10986379823280194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945715442027826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839976862451332,0.0,0.14831704427443534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995502906202043
adhd,brokenpa,2018/02/26,"Can I leave my ADHD teen home alone? I am a single mom. My teen and I have been working very hard to set her up with staying home alone. She is 13. 

This summer, she is ineligible to go to any daycare here in my area. The cutoff age is 13. 

I am about to switch jobs and am currently unemployed. Unfortunately, the snow days and delays here in PA were so bad this year my employer let me go. I had to get my child on the bus, and she struggles in the morning. My boss was fed up with me.

Well, I have been given an amazing opportunity at a new job, but this will leave her home alone this summer. Three months from now, she will need to be entirely ready for any emergency or crisis. If there is another snow day, I need her to stay here all day.

I have one day to decide.

She will have a cell phone. However, she never locks doors behind her and usually leaves them wide open (winter). She will not take her medicine at all unless I really force it on her, she is impulsive and will run outside if she sees a friend (or even a squirrel), and there is no thinking before doing. There are no real neighbors as we just moved here. I would probably have to unplug the oven and I guess I am just panicking.

However, we need an income. So, I am stuck. Any ideas from other teens or parents?",1.6989189189189169,3.7502806988416992,3.3484694980695022,89.50801698841701,79.84942084942084,6.615042471042472,20.784710424710426,7.699297019823105,0.7154159382239378,987,27,213,16,25,327,146,259,0.13699999999999998,0.812,0.051,-0.9606,10,3,0,0,1,0,38.0,2,0,1,2,15,6,0,1,12,0,32,1,0,1,3,37,45,18,0,6,10,3,1,0,2,6,0,0,6,1,6,13,1,1,3,0,0,4,4,2,1,2,8,2,39,4,27,29,3,35,0,0,1,0,26,12,0,6,16,153,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343411949855455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473197861271587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280483981349562,0.11721400540788668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333396332392167,0.0,0.0,0.09511892399705987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883626167493666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383148079627648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863631088965557,0.0,0.05840189589017417,0.0,0.12705747505665355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314134944068175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013542651387614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363817679954009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618916750741802,0.0,0.0,0.22185434817569205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35508551416843925,0.0,0.11430547977398076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091865662623606,0.08922395922691062,0.11880741893739248,0.0,0.24865657474858024,0.08621378146561882,0.10796051843454986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574691377359012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412156347605866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052075760511916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272332912643605,0.0716109198181354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907641377782902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829116919453944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685964631485585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404674910130666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162590042343284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311295438302106,0.09223251140142977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050615584613484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137920492648361,0.0,0.0,0.07940728923086363,0.0,0.0,0.0719844540108609
adhd,newredheadit,2018/02/26,"What specific differences have you noticed between different IR Ritalin generics? For instance, the lavender/grayish one feels harsher to me. The pale yellow feels smoother. I understand that they have the same active ingredients, but I really feel like they hit my system differently",8.791666666666664,12.275104111111116,7.939722222222222,58.17625000000004,63.444444444444436,11.611111111111116,44.58333333333334,11.20814326018867,6.807333333333334,235,15,27,8,4,73,39,45,0.045,0.8370000000000001,0.118,0.5295,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7805774092918143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777643970509064,0.17791331991209253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166774503047648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353224701713364,0.0,0.0,0.1687550899866772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595405887302515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592581028506329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ConsistentWorry,2018/02/26,"It's hard to focus in class when a guy in the first few rows is watching videos and shopping. Why do you even sit in the front if all you're going to do is check social media, shop, and check out Youtube? Yeah, I admit the class can get a bit slow. The stuff he's looking at is not even that interesting most of the time but it can certainly pull me out of focusing at the worst moments.",4.116585365853659,4.0501545609756135,4.908439024390244,89.0816829268293,70.46341463414635,8.023414634146341,26.15609756097561,7.554174236665415,1.0489092682926833,302,8,70,3,5,98,59,82,0.1,0.828,0.07200000000000001,-0.5234,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,1,7,0,0,0,2,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,3,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,11,11,5,16,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,2,5,46,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410315996214683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412640277750614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657052394465398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320256807377545,0.0,0.17752939272048762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092994582365545,0.0,0.0,0.27982582608207635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623155602686413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184260442440071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357593595604844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214784260108144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818690274948387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,araine,2018/02/26,"battling ADHD and depression while in school and working. any advice? As the title states, I'm currently in my junior year of college in the medical field and working in a lab. I take Adderall 10mg, am getting the dosage upped this week and meeting with my doc to talk about my depression as well. I've always dealt with the symptoms and have somehow made it thus far, but currently I am so bogged down with school work, GRE prep, and my personal life that I feel like my heads either going to roll off my shoulders or I might lay down for a 10 hour nap. 

I used to workout ALL the time, enjoy a social life, so many things. But I feel as though I've not only made some sacrifices by cutting those things out to get through school- but also that my depression is taking a toll on me. I tell myself I'm going to get so much done, then tomorrow rolls around and I don't want to do shit. What has worked for you? What should I discuss with my doctor?",4.262960128876358,5.08911486910995,4.7818848167539265,86.94743858236006,70.46596858638743,7.761739830849779,27.257752718485705,7.882392219407189,1.4865276681433746,744,24,154,9,13,237,122,191,0.104,0.8490000000000001,0.048,-0.8665,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,9,9,3,0,9,0,10,8,3,4,1,31,25,21,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,6,1,0,3,2,20,3,30,20,4,24,1,3,0,0,7,12,1,4,10,103,29,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201653931023568,0.12360467792837013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115410048684167,0.105249909862244,0.0,0.0,0.08601761676912499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260302117084492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32683725605018404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946799411031862,0.0,0.1294433056373318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791440703738,0.09036456452064848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982575955946244,0.0,0.14377449637609113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981535195597274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456728528521635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868742012004427,0.061796681672404825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937601332140615,0.0,0.12824112474931865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742548496554507,0.0,0.1341860245675445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298478978652266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620143348156147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044629079994356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840442527303705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298402869029176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894074452306076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147166327192605,0.19020965147780605,0.10166796430376596,0.11055793712196862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806882578469393,0.0,0.12427589726215657,0.0,0.07375740415333425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924684812050074,0.0,0.0,0.0746071479734055,0.0,0.1014627417115674,0.0,0.11372980560987668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368345245286037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145548790187021
adhd,FalzeTV,2018/02/26,"I need advice So I've been lurking around this subreddit for some time and decided to ask for advice, should I get tested adhd. The idea that I have adhd came when I've stopped completely learning stuff for school at home, it wasn't because I was lazy, no no, but I just felt that whatever i learned at home (not to mention it was really difficult to concentrate) I usually forget the next day, no matter how I learned it. Next thing was books. I couldn't read them anymore. My parents on one hand thought that it was because of many distractions in the house, so I was like ok, i tried little experiment, I went to my village for two weeks, where there is no internet, no pc, no tv, no nothing and after 2 days I tried reading a book and nothing, it's just even if I'm interested in the book I just get lost in the first pages. Few other things are: I find it very difficult to make things on time and work on big projects (in terms of programming) I just get lost with them(getting other ideas or daydreaming) also most of the time I can't sit in one place not doing anything it's just feels awful.
P.S. Sorry for my English if I done any mistakes",3.8265754475703346,5.09711640434783,4.667340153452688,85.69742966751922,71.91304347826087,8.020460358056267,28.312020460358056,8.4952907291091,1.9361611253196933,903,34,185,15,17,292,135,230,0.193,0.735,0.07200000000000001,-0.9762,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,4,14,9,0,1,7,2,15,1,1,2,0,39,29,13,0,6,11,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,17,7,0,1,10,6,0,2,12,6,0,4,14,3,22,3,26,13,5,32,0,2,0,0,4,15,0,5,15,124,39,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372062910591226,0.2144312952499149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774184420351543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461234189212165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881126900770452,0.0,0.0,0.09028897625405008,0.0976727259979207,0.1025719858824542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376675753509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254887337909818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503775897328933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151871045205522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228011817371868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246803396943913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107325745587904,0.0,0.0,0.0554769698887235,0.0,0.10534696543051834,0.0,0.10028072058885368,0.09332649940540688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292935495592679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201132012784091,0.0,0.0,0.12660041703741845,0.0,0.2477176613248695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360291663410823,0.10996676032432463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954140560815854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323795022205247,0.11123733723184062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135487694978512,0.0,0.0,0.23337373734591216,0.0,0.0,0.2105557182937107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869618924672962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182940909911355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463247931557788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219496381251942,0.0,0.07028848011707681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104097882387877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228208771154277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172957823537756,0.0,0.0,0.12560143171097482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186762868212149,0.0,0.0,0.0871042327227453,0.19193321772218466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489833177475647,0.0,0.10717903103782016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208394260020954,0.09052925252533443,0.0,0.0,0.08800956197396992,0.0,0.0,0.1017101480198128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079876374189095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PlateWrangla,2018/02/26,"I GOT ACCEPTED INTO LAW SCHOOL FAMILY! IS THIS REAL LIFE???

I mostly lurk here but the support has still been very real. Don't stop trying, life isn't easy an ADHD doesn't make it any easier, but it's still possible. 

Love you all!",-0.13477203647416405,2.1860549148936173,2.59452887537994,88.42000000000002,95.59574468085106,6.089969604863223,13.097264437689967,7.447530270364453,0.21762857142857106,179,3,36,4,7,62,38,47,0.079,0.593,0.328,0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,1,11,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697605702233252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264234703788065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160347613813946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795233425768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170893151629087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258636878560293,0.0,0.14983060885960453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530479911261257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109754339546744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271682565542172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585124369498705,0.1876608850434888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547176351250664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239545304286892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852052519813903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,greatwhitegrant,2018/02/26,"Depression, anxiety and ADHD I was diagnosed with major depressive and general anxiety disorders a few years before receiving my ADHD diagnosis. I was a teenager and I was put on an antidepressant that I can’t recall the name of. I tried taking it but it didn’t really help my brain click into a non-depressive state. I generally avoided getting switched to different medications and trying different ones and I mostly self medicated with weed which really only made things worse. After a mental breakdown, I met with a new psychiatrist who specialized in ADHD. My mom had done some reading on anxiety and found something relating anxiety disorders and ADD/ADHD. I was a teenager so I didn’t really care or think much about it. My mindset was more along the lines of “i have mental disorder, but there’s nothing I can do to fix these problems I’m going to be miserable the rest of my life.” I also didn’t want to be the kid on a bunch of different medications, slowly getting turned into a zombie. My basis for that perspective was based on seeing the social media’s of older kids in school who would get Xanax prescriptions for anxiety. Those kids gave off a depressing aura that I didn’t want for myself, though I had it because i was suffering and not trying to help myself. Now to clarify, those kids were also the type who almost seemed to brag about being “fucked in the head” and their social media pages definitely romanticized the idea of mental illness. So instead of distancing myself from that culture by focusing on helping myself, I just rejected the notion of getting help from medical professionals. 

I had a mental breakdown living like this. I became so anxious about my future (junior year of high school brought all of that stress and uncertainty about college and adulthood) I mentally isolated myself from everyone I knew. I didn’t connect with anyone because I was increasingly in my own world of fear and being stoned and being depressed about how anxiety was preventing me from living the life I wanted to be living. This breakdown resulted in a hospital visit and a re-evaluation of my whole life. The weeks after getting out of the hospital we’re a nightmare. It took a week to physically recover from an OD and then several after to feel like eating was important again. For about 6 months I was learning what it was like to be a human again. In that time I agreed to get help. I had a substance abuse problem that I knew was a problem but felt obliged to continue using because all of my friends could do it at seemingly no cost to their health. Plus no one really thinks of weed as being dangerous but for a depressed and hypersensitive teenager it was deadly. I also felt like I had to smoke at every waking minute of my day and being a jobless kid I had no money to maintain such a habit. So a lot of time was spent smoking with random people I didn’t really like very much but they had weed so i did it anyway. I was living a lie for all of that time up until my breakdown. I thought I was an incurable head case and I hung out with a bunch of seemingly dead beat stoners who listened to underground rap and I thought I had to smoke my life away because there was nothing else for me. 

After the mental breakdown my parents took me to see someone about my substance problem. I thought I was going to a psychologist, but instead I was taken to a place where interventions are done that also acts as an office for receiving people into a voluntary rehabilitation program. I did not like this idea one bit. I spoke with a woman there and I don’t remember much of what she said but she asked me questions about my use and she told me she used to be a meth smoker and that sobriety literally saved her life. I thought about that two different ways. The first being that if sobriety changed her life for the better then it could probably do the same for me. But the second thought was that she was just another free spirit turned square by religion and social pressure. So I did not consent to going to a rehabilitation center and I talked with my parents about different options. 

My parents thought my main issue was that I had crippling anxiety and I was self medicating with weed which in turn made me depressed because I was abusing it. My mom had looked into anxiety quite a bit at this point and she found something mentioning a correlation between anxiety disorders and ADHD. So the next option was to visit an adolescent  psychiatrist who specialized in ADHD. The Dr. was calm and friendly, and he never seemed to villainize weed as intensely as the other doctors I’d seen so I kept going to sessions and just figuring stuff out with this guy. I was really unsure about the ADHD/anxiety connection at first but this guy was able to convince me fairly quickly and I agreed to get tested. Short after I was diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed 20mg of vyvanse. He also suggested a vitamin-like substance called deproloft to help with anxiety. And let me tell you these things made a huuuge difference. I began smoking maybe once a day and taking vyvanse but quickly began smoking less. I no longer thought about how I felt obliged to. I no longer thought that there was nothing to do for my mental health. I was able to filter my thoughts so well and actually focus on the things I needed to do. When school finally started again it was senior year. All of my friends were ditching classes and getting stoned before and failing classes but I didn’t. A few times I caved but I disliked those days and generally stayed away from doing that. I got all A’s for the first time in my school career. 

I’m a young adult now and I’m ashamed to admit I’ve fallen back to bad habits. I’ve been in an especially depressive slump the past 3 days and at first I wondered what to attribute it to but I know the answer. I wanted to share my story of anxiety and depression and how they impacted me and how learning more about ADHD and myself helped me deal with them. This has been a great vent for me, I hope anyone on this sub can relate or use this to vent or whatever!",5.6220627884316805,7.0067443087597585,6.4692004754103625,74.0349621491975,67.75108412836079,9.544651098048034,32.1877335560481,9.816601858774405,3.3282547921150414,4880,207,835,111,81,1613,437,1153,0.146,0.7609999999999999,0.093,-0.9964,9,2,6,0,1,0,73.0,0,1,5,8,54,47,3,6,69,0,87,25,4,13,6,171,169,89,3,14,23,5,4,6,3,1,19,3,0,12,58,66,1,3,34,2,4,15,18,25,1,9,93,13,126,23,156,61,28,107,1,12,6,1,73,40,1,18,55,641,184,20,0.06706834729242528,0.07946502444421517,0.03272451611599942,0.0,0.3627140404066279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033579630905334834,0.0,0.0,0.13408633274656506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035163504966517316,0.3078426126273968,0.03788407109718458,0.0,0.04689574784361122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03134992557851818,0.0,0.06301292003622057,0.02578570959293107,0.027999634271218585,0.10221060500892266,0.0,0.0570702237286629,0.0,0.0,0.029658251464359194,0.07322126469367324,0.0,0.0,0.03743522820625991,0.03424214063816579,0.0,0.03419032496783018,0.0,0.035474709244947285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354861791191296,0.0,0.0,0.08650707115535552,0.034572260548621704,0.25994641161039256,0.06807296072419207,0.0,0.21021644445157184,0.15373227305246434,0.03432364769150355,0.0,0.06863420491296987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034313831455704075,0.02801349907023328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028253987613983945,0.03204333999439658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773526840721846,0.016955885784704108,0.023956820353299033,0.09659419668312433,0.03673504809196772,0.0,0.11409660389011167,0.0,0.0735369810537315,0.07772525812184848,0.031001803173448462,0.14016177326536375,0.0,0.07623297471391031,0.0,0.026820342069938698,0.03697154483098217,0.0,0.06640820829004146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883147354069065,0.07129051691453735,0.0,0.0,0.15734074807509502,0.035430695611116336,0.0,0.033307000960606035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571200050585797,0.0,0.035000964834811694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018429504841553382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03429096456302887,0.14211707141792962,0.09829862020200557,0.0,0.11844515881658972,0.0,0.028160260065370018,0.0,0.0,0.028509555240612137,0.0,0.09519253777933256,0.0,0.0,0.03368958472690923,0.0,0.0,0.16891075987280493,0.2365619179949573,0.0,0.0,0.07854963775816294,0.026766657469728526,0.0,0.07395442836431691,0.024865164848695272,0.02586362203218889,0.0323875138721746,0.03566397410965259,0.0,0.0,0.09653083210561698,0.0,0.0,0.03571280049618435,0.06817087180172705,0.025504250165682918,0.0,0.0,0.11170719399668128,0.0,0.03201216321615006,0.04649674732009888,0.0,0.035036074075261985,0.0,0.03170063329849049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036155510972163137,0.12835070116140165,0.0,0.03371110671535462,0.0375659491399316,0.035667721475771866,0.033543248469851066,0.0,0.12889710197613205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037987681644691206,0.0,0.03189867838604387,0.0,0.0,0.13575349613621504,0.05344478942386675,0.12211300892812367,0.06996691328903756,0.03788407109718458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255160092274046,0.028413396507929317,0.05163249040869519,0.0,0.0,0.023735660706233837,0.03574296724308347,0.0,0.0,0.03841328261159063,0.0,0.03838860584416113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050427050405097415,0.026953498524904532,0.029310345845324333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683584468656048,0.04297468884381612,0.03294715534510458,0.239601492643928,0.09777023163893732,0.0,0.0,0.03204333999439658,0.07451540160641762,0.06830250799442446,0.109426654040122,0.03275801494634138,0.0,0.0,0.11585103645307525,0.0,0.02766920524089796,0.07911729782806444,0.0266178661530623,0.05379818269763862,0.0,0.030151249400298476,0.0,0.0,0.03743970730161487,0.0,0.0,0.03636638084724179,0.0,0.0,0.034174187850094795,0.023821714815824183,0.0,0.0,0.06478472510127102
adhd,JD-King,2018/02/26,I feel like the shame of not having any friends and not wanting to seem desperate is keeping me from making friends. Dunno if this fits or if anyone can relate but there it is. ,3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,74.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.9588095238095242,140,5,27,1,3,44,31,35,0.191,0.763,0.046,-0.5429,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,9,5,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261629733016865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690123054333221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453115198497697,0.2748513360138637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944832055274715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419658843465345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795974516097874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568103999604023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502439300542006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269238434938608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,N0Direction,2018/02/26,"How do I revise for exams? My whole life I have had hyperactivity, concentration and attentiveness issues, it has gotten so much worse now I am nearing my 16th year of life on Earth. I believe it will be my last considering how things are going.

After I had turned fifteen I started researching my symptoms and found that they are exact to the ADHD symptoms. I've been to the GP four times about this. The first time I went, the GP had done a physical exam on me. The second time I went the GP had denied ADHD the third time I went he had ordered a blood test(Which came up with something so I will have to have another one tomorrow 2/27/2018), and the last time the GP then assumed anxiety because he noticed I kept moving my hands and told me to go to here for http://42ndstreet.org.uk/ but the waiting times are far too long: http://42ndstreet.org.uk/waiting-times/.

I had one whole week from 2/19/2018 to 2/23/2018 to revise for mocks for two weeks. But I have done no revision except on the morning.

I really cannot sit down and revise please help me",8.670609137055834,7.977678218274112,7.546807106598988,76.04356091370559,61.23350253807106,10.316548223350251,34.42081218274112,9.3871,2.9339669035532987,847,29,155,12,10,258,117,197,0.064,0.902,0.034,-0.5844,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,1,8,1,1,0,13,0,23,6,2,2,1,18,36,12,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,0,7,2,1,0,7,17,1,23,0,23,16,3,34,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,18,113,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28913959987966825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613856318449515,0.09202444618067243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332999864672134,0.0,0.0,0.13552994622445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758408813426135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462046943635406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232186533049828,0.0,0.1318959691287259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673150482082025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063041461174086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555549904760982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611104409472407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993417095096638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645624890590914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785329763513678,0.08842980190103547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695531604418648,0.0,0.0,0.16302841688264033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320464953084822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706330402025417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926080628195564,0.0,0.0,0.08514458784952993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006268585275976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799178715357718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208657772731332,0.0,0.0,0.11494590400968704,0.0,0.0,0.13084513738368764,0.11750958677305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298489936878466,0.0,0.0,0.3345407403492108,0.0,0.26860751734337074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225896837505994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746527873485176
adhd,Jozrows,2018/02/26,"Budgeting and ADHD I used to be good at budgeting and saving when I lived in a city and Target, grocery stores, and malls were hard to get to since I hated driving.

Now I live 5-10 minutes from all those places and we're not saving much money!

I have the mint app but I just avoid it like the plague. My husband is also ADHD and way more terrible about keeping track than I am.

That being said, any suggestions that work for budgeting with an ADHD mind? ",2.6834340659340654,4.600610461538462,3.8880082417582433,87.44761675824181,76.25274725274723,6.747802197802199,22.36401098901099,7.6454224807358475,0.9640428571428572,356,10,71,5,8,116,71,91,0.125,0.818,0.057,-0.7416,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,11,9,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,5,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,8,4,10,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.691957558456922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347966898508875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051329886848095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027113746647946,0.0,0.0,0.16097476892547313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192409534305414,0.18948288931729854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705887750291236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376322068813572,0.0,0.33894065479470264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378614924654655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108449077593244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005172690408304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825614326034745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875956678486206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575867914894685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152338467410507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972124225969038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chicago_Shuffle,2018/02/26,"Some of my most humerous issues - I take medications for ADHD that are intended to help me remember things better and focus. If I miss taking them on one day I get into 2-5 day cycle of forgetting to take the pills that are intended to help me remember things. Things like taking the pills. 

- When I'm eating one of my favorite foods, I stress out as I know it's going to be gone soon. Therefore when eating some smoked salmon, instead of thinking of the flavor, I am thinking ""this smoked salmon will not be here in 5 minutes.""

- When speaking to my girlfriend, I worry I'm annoying her, so I try to make sure I'm not annoying her by questioning her on ways I can avoid annoying her. This ends up annoying her.

- When I have a small bit of dirt or paint on my hands, it's all I can think about and I have to get it off ASAP. My bed or clothes, however, can have tons of dog hair present without me even noticing.

- I will be sure to remember the dirty $5 I found on the ground by the gas station a couple of days ago. I will completely forget to grab my paycheck from my locker until the next day of work when I see it in there.

TL;DR: I'm a goddamn goof. ",4.2368354430379735,4.506274455696207,5.4589198312236284,84.06635443037976,70.26582278481013,8.682869198312238,28.458227848101266,8.648137234880735,1.9300511392405069,894,30,190,14,15,299,128,237,0.134,0.779,0.087,-0.8481,1,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,12,11,4,2,10,0,15,8,2,4,3,32,35,13,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,3,3,1,1,0,11,4,3,1,9,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,2,6,32,4,36,27,6,30,0,1,1,0,11,12,0,7,16,129,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321351688511055,0.0,0.1056328363399628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539201192490212,0.13009762917118686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249425355384692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185412280207465,0.0,0.3074070056270788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387167519397,0.0,0.0,0.1055450735878383,0.0,0.0,0.07870754776900664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409513728501602,0.13065858574720304,0.0,0.0,0.12451788751901233,0.0,0.06772437840590673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159747959107057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437759885091243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549012494432302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821813964645916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954375398175219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004648918802042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267336339490814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567046834790175,0.0,0.0,0.16149896412453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349239298492405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049731186993141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495930485067368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650343291277595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246237442701441,0.0,0.3583898601721897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375043636231129,0.22906891145652464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809054072264926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458785762843024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487108363197905,0.0,0.08675374772488674,0.12101813272355127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-grass-,2018/02/26,"How long do people usually take meds? I’m a junior in college and i’m anticipating being started on adderall next time i see my doctor. I have never been diagnosed before now.
I didn’t even really know you could be diagnosed as an adult, so i’m new to all of this. 
I don’t really think i need to be on addy for my whole life or even my whole adult life, mostly bc i don’t want to depend on my meds to function lol. So I guess I was just wondering when people stop taking their meds usually? If that makes sense? 

EDIT: my ADHD is not debilitating, im in nursing school i know that it's permanent and that mental illnesses are just as treatable and permanent as physical disabilities, jesus guys",2.0735714285714297,4.339882642857145,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,79.71428571428572,8.0,22.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.9470714285714288,550,18,105,14,14,194,91,140,0.046,0.922,0.032,-0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,1,13,6,0,3,2,23,28,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,16,0,14,21,4,16,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,6,11,70,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409603727538313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618653905449695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901707019613566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717297017583936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975574555173045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036840339474552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041557037015546,0.1351972952255122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748797049515602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500789899972134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288623254881915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083470127185385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114233839313368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549996120242765,0.0,0.13760145573137675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124359983325143,0.1053090222887783,0.1318723810608632,0.1452131584565211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932100824060727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494363019572035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818702512544356,0.10880569074301304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664459290507632,0.0,0.0,0.11415459109436983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053240404015569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749011371404831,0.0,0.0,0.07961829545784224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007617723467838,0.0,0.08053556139617786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048868380309696,0.0,0.0,0.1480731510241711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,April9811,2018/02/26,"Elevated blood pressure and heart rate? Hello all, I am a little bit worried about my bp and heart rate, so I wanted to see if anyone else experiences similar and if so, how they resolved it. I am a 27 year old female, and I have been on Vyvanse 50mg for about 2 years now. Just recently when I went to my family doctor for an unrelated reason, he said my blood pressure was very high - 153/98 and my heart rate was 105. He is aware of the meds I take, but didn’t mention anything about them. He told me to cut down on my caffeine intake (about 2-3 cups of coffee a day) and get a bp monitor and periodically take it and come back in a month to discuss with him. I noticed the last two days that I cut down on caffeine my bp has been around 121/83 on average and heart rate is still around 100 - 105. I don’t eat a healthy diet at all, I’m trying to change that and eat healthier but at this point I’m a little freaked out by my bp being high. Any thoughts on what I can do? The Vyvanse has helped me a lot and I would really like to continue taking it if I can. ",3.2996577380952345,3.7686088169642886,4.983999999999998,85.92766666666668,72.4375,8.116190476190477,26.094047619047622,8.238735603445708,1.390737261904762,821,25,186,12,15,280,129,224,0.061,0.898,0.042,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,14,7,2,2,12,0,18,10,6,2,2,31,31,20,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,16,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,9,2,24,2,29,20,4,34,0,0,1,0,12,18,0,4,15,118,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844738533589216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066098505349999,0.11819788761977905,0.094929792205498,0.2053861272507504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870316954984467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259410417496808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203345180574933,0.0993706892566672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879271350472334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807378539558315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360800348387177,0.0963667937372772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284224442076173,0.10874924130263404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026978573905908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467990688100509,0.07732202544926907,0.243764088689137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403215409093872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563580843287751,0.23123801243967865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807323328390986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281367153174687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092077642744834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133583007818592,0.12104879955766328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905058246232342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390127885800538,0.11860722103523758,0.11390209292193346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973186008691037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919253782940421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212503553203594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602045438692231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158135417687427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022949786285824,0.0,0.07832049926043763,0.0,0.11268798880362202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518241857752327,0.06804112815158157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693800746553672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715163299209982,0.0,0.08194700249223999,0.0,0.0,0.14857351987121592
adhd,-YoungSinatra,2018/02/26,"Feel Tired After Working Out On Adderall I take Adderall XR 20mg in the morning and have gym about 2 hours after taking it. Before gym I feel good, awake, and focused.

Afterwards I feel really tired, and just out of it. It seems extremely hard to talk. I can’t get the words out but in my mind I wanna talk. It’s like after working out all the medicine seems to run out of my system immediately.

Some days I do overwork myself, today however I went particularly easy on myself and still had the same effects after working out. I do eat, atleast in the morning today I ate. ",3.604414945919373,5.258022814159297,5.074808259587023,81.04155358898727,73.07079646017701,7.146116027531957,27.59980334316617,7.793537801064563,1.7432269419862347,450,17,85,6,9,151,68,113,0.049,0.848,0.103,0.7843,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,0,5,4,0,1,1,24,15,5,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,13,2,21,12,3,24,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,3,11,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993069356229155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363250683955953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029354759124308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672715349164005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920556750246377,0.0,0.0,0.14778570772993732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578379287369292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735185806908091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608096797361939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790877046028952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287632811425155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208063141406022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071117440648628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26495647458762905,0.2832409942517545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050251288108078,0.33402836130870744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333641048021774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848206053051865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DogsInSocksAreCute,2018/02/26,"Started taking Vyvanse a year ago, losing motivation, is this tolerance build up? I started Vyvanse last December, and I've been on 30mg since.
When I first started taking it I felt extremely motivated, like I could accomplish anything I wanted to. I was more sociable, and willing to go out of my way to help people more. I had this huge confidence boost because I felt more competent with it. 
With schoolwork, I was easily able to study for the entire day, and be able to recall what I had studied fairly easily. 

I stopped taking it on weekends so that I'd have a better appetite, and be able to relax more.
Recently I noticed a decline in my motivation and attention. I don't feel as motivated, or sociable. I want to stay in bed all day and be unproductive whereas before it would annoy me if I didn't do anything productive for at least an hour. I feel lazier, and when I do school work I get about an hour in when I just want to stop and do something else. 
I was wondering if this was due to not taking it on weekends, or if I'm just building a tolerance to it. If I took it every day, would this just worsen the lack of motivation, or improve it? 
I know this type of medication is different, but as an example, if you don't take birth control every day it loses its effectiveness, that doesn't apply to stimulants does it?
I've heard that it's better for you to take Vyvanse every day, but I've also heard that taking a few days off is good as well, so I'm a bit confused and my appointment to see my doctor is not for another month!",6.162979373567609,5.7037273376623405,7.528479755538584,73.35662719633312,66.20779220779221,10.88342245989305,34.35141329258976,10.46071229359064,3.5451472116119174,1212,50,233,28,17,419,152,308,0.062,0.764,0.174,0.9747,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,15,11,10,1,1,11,0,26,2,0,8,1,53,53,28,0,12,15,0,4,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,22,12,0,3,13,3,0,2,6,4,1,1,13,7,29,6,36,33,9,41,0,2,1,0,5,11,0,10,27,164,51,10,0.277103915263053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187863379572764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386663364032546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685587209625726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202194098515995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630665825293455,0.0,0.0785983407403717,0.0,0.0,0.16338392962623466,0.1008419020608089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359853453056242,0.0737483093955818,0.0,0.0,0.3574182022194526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965048709626589,0.0,0.09454253305666774,0.08083183453900991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771615880015008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233472000002988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340804373203546,0.0,0.17737547623290906,0.0,0.0,0.07856814958805072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825845289420545,0.0,0.052494846968742064,0.07747387233881252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061912304433660366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819276921340408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050763021645041664,0.07529222516876129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512632531270572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667226716194886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305101393902576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372723381246951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051615480531233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403632140219961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912022287522795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348131870606344,0.07360531456660035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640774073948205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110937734730477,0.0,0.0,0.1961355774692135,0.0984519679404326,0.0,0.15444752070125126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861445359634695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262421527752563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344306873702974,0.07331739660341484,0.0,0.0,0.08304989955462051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016912521371693,0.06724498353440164,0.0,0.0,0.13123111393542644,0.0,0.0,0.05948194540689027
adhd,PseudoIntelGeek,2018/02/26,"Can’t fall asleep after restarting dose I used to take concerta 18mg, the one that is supposed to taper down after 8 hours, and I stopped for a while (had a summer job, didn’t need it)

Then I tried to get back recently, and I couldn’t fall asleep. When I finally did, I woke up multiple times.

I tried to take it earlier, with breakfast, before breakfast, but nothing works. It drives me mad! I used to drink 2 cups of coffee and stop feeling it by 5pm. Now coffee is out of the question!

Anyone had any similar experiences? Anyone knows why this happens?

PS I did move to a quieter neighbourhood, and improved my sleep since",3.4451219512195124,5.1697190813008165,4.460658536585368,84.9895243902439,73.6341463414634,7.521626016260162,27.747154471544718,8.238735603445708,1.8913973983739845,489,19,96,8,10,159,85,123,0.083,0.865,0.052000000000000005,-0.5565,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,0,9,7,3,2,0,16,19,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,2,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,6,1,11,0,16,12,0,21,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,14,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636418380553366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598597645439283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428843494673054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581193986932019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820331626457133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817679206765104,0.0,0.0,0.0939563327221194,0.0,0.0,0.2035570683193422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708344325870166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643202876946243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299557608282185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439798652525224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212198352733344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749758358549646,0.0,0.13778340638634645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829960039481102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591665207562788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081612757499016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834751399832424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537124818085038,0.0,0.18595450861180296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107082016350237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794274971072589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083533179077378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231958775709395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209781743460085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767392854265853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352793998122201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwaway09343,2018/02/26,"The medical system is failing me Just wanted to rant. Recently got diagnosed with ADD at age 25. I've been self-medicating with vyvanse/adderall xr since I was 20. Now I no longer have a supplier because I moved cities, which led me to finally get diagnosed. TOO BAD I WAS HONEST with my doctor about drug use and now they refuse to prescribe me adderall/vyvanse even though it works PERFECTLY and put me on strattera with no chance of switching until finals are over at the end of April. Disclaimer: drugs have never impeded my ability to function well in society or impacted my grades negatively. Now I'm likely going to fail unless I find the prescription i need. 

Ive slacked off and skipped this entire semester and I don't have time to wait four weeks for it to most likely not work with shitty side effects. 

Now I'm going to try to be referred to a different psychiatrist and pretend I'm straightedge, because that's what you have to do nowadays... LIE. FML.
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adhd,RedZaturn,2018/02/26,"Was prescribed Desoxyn(methamphetamine) a few days ago, here is what I think so far. Ive been prescrivbed focalin, ritilan, adderall, vyvanse, and dexidrine. Dexidrine was the best so far, but it still came with quite a bit of anxiety. Desoxyn releases serotonin as well as dopamine, which makes it work quite well as an anti anxiety medication. 

So far, desoxyn has almost none of the negative side effects of the other medicines. I can easily get to sleep whenever I want(even when its peaking), It doesn't suppress my appetite at all. I still socialize just as if I was off of the medicine, and I have no problems with hyperfocus. I also noticed that I am perfecty fine with doing nothing while on the medicine, but have no problems focusing on a task if I realize that it needs to get done. Its not like other amphetamines where you feel the need to be doing something while the medicine is working. It just helps you focus on the task at hand. 

The only downside Ive seen so far is that it makes my pupils pretty damn big, and that's due to the serotonin release. Other than that, it seems to be a great medicine for those who get anxiety and over stimulation on other medicines. 

Desoxyn is not neurotoxic at FDA approved therapeutic doses(15 mg a day iirc), and you wont end up like the ""faces of meth"" people unless you abuse the drug and use it to stay up for days on end. 

It only comes in 5mg tablets, and the average recreational methamphetamine dose is 20-40mg smoked/snorted, so anyone taking Desoxyn as directed is perfectly safe from the classic meth abuse symptoms. 

Its actually funny that this medication, seen as the most dangerous stimulant, is the one that makes me feel the least ""high"".

TLDR: Pharmaceutical methamphetamine in therapeutic doses is quite safe, and has been much more effective than other medications at treating my anxiety as well as my ADHD.",8.727894736842106,8.430790912280699,8.174385964912283,70.29736842105268,60.92982456140351,11.342690058479533,40.34502923976608,10.746095033038511,4.452180116959063,1500,73,254,32,18,474,185,342,0.132,0.711,0.157,0.9207,0,0,9,0,2,0,48.0,0,4,0,10,16,16,2,0,23,0,28,10,3,8,2,46,46,30,0,6,9,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,29,13,0,3,7,0,0,2,8,4,3,1,9,5,20,12,43,34,9,38,0,0,2,0,7,23,1,5,14,185,49,2,0.0,0.24000074379575276,0.09883477999442936,0.0,0.12171901354869237,0.0,0.08977870886283283,0.0,0.10141740281379713,0.0,0.0,0.08099366939630527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099160354690335,0.0,0.0,0.07081740955875394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628722961064764,0.0,0.11057165156026412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583746740099317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724384898792803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595188165567376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036447188190729,0.0,0.0,0.11745277622363512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794082363376619,0.0,0.0,0.06689455912856011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242053604102447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874403583852936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166168161116928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788592453366876,0.10700799954876067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896069424915803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281578469410566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060871744879711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445253614641385,0.1501958402461751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718099950934883,0.11530807939199884,0.0,0.0,0.06863002539817561,0.15405617886681328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021487767074654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303828529761487,0.0,0.1938227790206465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231715994636488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220161062953196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135325581296564,0.10324232021590404,0.0,0.07797037872185543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795112420596174,0.16176485738575447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526881637797676,0.07615004015474333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489620659556553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874734989157579,0.0,0.0,0.059737634445627616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731889532427996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474662563198764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Silvertsam16,2018/02/26,"Adderall and loss of appetite. I have a 24 year old son who started taking Adderall this last year. It has been a wonderful life changer. He's very careful with it and often will not take it when he doesn't have school, work, or some obligation to fulfill. Problem is, he is losing so much weight! We know that one of the side effects is loss of appetite but he barely eats anything. He sometimes goes a whole day or more without eating. Just says he's not hungry and feels no desire to eat. Anyone else dealing with this? Any suggestions?",2.5901573426573417,5.154546442307693,3.0741958041958064,89.86171328671331,79.76923076923076,4.935664335664336,25.8006993006993,6.11248444174946,0.9001269230769235,426,17,79,3,11,132,78,104,0.097,0.8170000000000001,0.086,0.2956,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,1,0,21,16,8,0,2,7,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,3,2,1,8,14,4,8,0,3,0,0,12,1,0,5,7,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593126944325892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920257573603985,0.1746754349886938,0.14028933241364366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381425774502596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099445704063346,0.1757559137411054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233263928148882,0.14241296484648713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619908423949726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936905603458572,0.13896278308792762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041405136612215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072190632926034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253213600162827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888857528157548,0.0,0.11552068695064413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312496206465912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355713965594678,0.0,0.17253340813088155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686076588695319,0.0,0.12066560501029465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563573275387111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406626692161175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075969636953588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033322850672527,0.0,0.16433525210351382,0.18487673047225225,0.12411042494357533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956521164565376
adhd,I_am_the_whiz_kid,2018/02/26,"How do I combat complacency at work (and in life generally)? I am a few months into my first major professional adult job. When I started, the hyperfocus was there and I was going gangbusters. Now that the new job shine has faded, I can't focus on anything, I put off every task regardless of importance, and I can't force my brain to take it seriously, despite seeing things falling through the cracks. 

I just started seeing a therapist, but we only met once and I don't have another session until the end of next week and I feel like I'm losing my mind. ",4.465277777777779,5.9080510833333335,6.06388888888889,75.63250000000002,70.57407407407408,8.733333333333334,29.240740740740733,9.188382445141503,2.614051851851851,439,17,80,9,8,150,79,108,0.065,0.872,0.063,-0.0588,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,0,9,2,1,1,0,14,18,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,4,14,1,10,15,2,20,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,0,13,55,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265140569702333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903764723121555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157436133232766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711722179713834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283104633545928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771875961683424,0.13806596712272928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438802947547612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983489487858103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835641940683634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650622676271545,0.09441774732535148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162100477363733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513889924462116,0.0,0.1542593881700995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665304324690246,0.20553566810092536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058170602964756,0.0,0.14698398672844484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428106413095134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080085934050363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735827962454841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530850464818965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224391355581554,0.12839427212556848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550226201569339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069658498120402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,almostambidextrous,2018/02/26,"Quick survey: who here has struggled with OCD-type symptoms? Seems contradictory, doesn't it? That you can have ""attention deficit disorder"", and yet be obsessed with details.

Except... in my mind it's not contradictory at all. That would be like saying, ""*how is it that can you have a small penis yet own a flash car with a massive engine?*""—well, it's OBVIOUS!

Nothing about ADHD prohibits obsessive behaviour. Quite the contrary: if you struggle to find connection with things going on around you, *of course* you're going to compensate by reflecting all of your energy inwards!

...I'm anticipating the greatest response to this question from ADHD-PI people. Curious about how others might relate.

Follow-up question: those of you who have read this far, how many of you are programmers or otherwise sustain themselves with computer-related positions? Did you ever have someone say to you, ""*you like computers? ridiculous! ADHD people don't have patience for that nonsense!*"" (or some variation)",4.942499999999999,8.430078250000005,5.089523809523811,72.82214285714286,79.0,7.961904761904763,32.404761904761905,8.704169506293173,3.7514690476190484,798,41,112,20,21,250,117,168,0.116,0.807,0.077,-0.703,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,10,0,1,11,7,1,4,5,0,17,1,0,3,4,29,21,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,15,7,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,2,11,2,23,16,5,13,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,8,6,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520918936846853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631677946559373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549846220765827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851344354400774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995662282890112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405284610916766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962164495500802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552482068340706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244507943162367,0.15461607550898585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693087104210886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231996353948665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430778027033623,0.16287094817918418,0.15316988182173713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354776814217696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940238348731168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297452329098469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320166192935002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915908420452074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173173339982022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877805250169666,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jazzmaniac91,2018/02/26,"First appointment coming up soon! + Accommodations at school TL:DR; I have strong reason to believe I have ADHD and I'm about to go to the therapist in two weeks to prove it. What should I expect from the appointment and from my university re: accommodations? 

I'm a non-traditional student currently powering through my undergraduate program (2 years down, 2 years to go.) My GPA is not great but not so bad that I've been kicked out of school. I couldn't put my finger on why I was struggling so much until one of my kid sisters got diagnosed with combination ADHD and  I started doing research on it. I realized that I have many of the same symptoms she does! 

The conversation I had with my family/long-time friends was like this.

me:Hey, I'm really struggling in school, and just in being an adult in general, especially when it comes to deadlines. Do you think I could have ADHD?

literally all of them: I'm not a professional, but dear God, probably. It would explain so, so much about you. Go get checked out.

So I took a self-assessment and out of the 18 questions, I scored ""often"" or ""always"" on 16 of them. That probability was sky-high in my eyes, so my appointment is on 10 March. I had a hideous test score (passed, but just) in my Math class a couple of weeks ago. I let my professors know what my suspicions were and they said to me,""If you get the paperwork, we can make accommodations for you.""

I guess my question is, what should I expect during that first appointment? What kind of paperwork should I ask from my new therapist? If you utilized the accommodations at your university/ job, how long did it take for that to start? Thanks so much for reading. This is new territory for me and I just wanna prepare as much I can.",3.6057763782779233,5.695379224550897,4.976574437332231,79.89649700598804,74.11976047904191,8.678752839149286,27.08610365475945,9.314750747691287,2.4158923394590124,1367,52,268,34,29,455,179,334,0.048,0.882,0.07,0.8358,3,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,1,6,3,4,16,10,0,2,13,0,28,4,2,3,2,50,52,23,0,10,11,1,1,1,1,4,2,1,0,2,16,15,0,0,8,1,1,8,4,3,0,4,11,3,44,7,48,33,6,42,0,0,1,0,21,17,0,6,18,188,60,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35441398661635426,0.0,0.08713738632849069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179381952899162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189761795782103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207674007935492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075090502373493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935420592115008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848488218438235,0.10876753891783912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977285148925782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602335514584351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722856467900304,0.0,0.0,0.0759466563821667,0.0,0.10271581873113934,0.0,0.16759917264797927,0.0,0.07861982137304331,0.10837655399463457,0.10828898903592796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038597849648904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975479933681546,0.0,0.0,0.1023647548051025,0.05402333702002166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051883386216816,0.0,0.04802461716897339,0.0,0.0,0.17398554696148227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561628998031695,0.09966119142210762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890484609324454,0.0,0.0,0.1898783057059756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661090488605473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196894557647009,0.0,0.0,0.09881906730859376,0.2202379226475692,0.0,0.098327015967747,0.0,0.0629737626415591,0.10106919799587326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350620473844906,0.0,0.0,0.2984558023858496,0.0,0.0,0.10254877082594788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915507863614152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055298730444347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217176920070573,0.0739096780510837,0.0,0.0,0.09050181457555508,0.0,0.2282687154290459,0.0,0.062986936401715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921537742808007,0.0,0.0,0.0960252213376311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770132621177135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870083441638768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982979406958613,0.0,0.0,0.1266044880382662
adhd,jesh42,2018/02/26,"Really really frustrated [short rant] I just need to rant for a second. I'm currently in class and cannot bring myself to focus on a  single thing this woman is saying. It's like my brain is full of sand and no information can completely get through, just bits here and there. I just want this to stop already, it's like in the sims when the task list comes up and random shit just appears and disappears off it and there's nothing you can do about it. I can't bring myself to make it to the doctor, I'm struggling in school. I just don't know what to do",3.6555,4.484384234782613,4.689293478260872,87.0461141304348,71.86956521739131,8.184782608695654,23.07065217391305,8.472884824447931,1.132847826086957,437,10,95,7,8,143,71,115,0.16699999999999998,0.779,0.054000000000000006,-0.9227,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,10,5,2,1,5,0,9,3,2,1,0,20,20,7,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,0,2,8,2,16,20,3,16,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,5,66,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824685059257364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653824072227457,0.0,0.0,0.2713597209191198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939347774121955,0.2548666801766433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488045593624857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270002264553378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359141990338455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751501302268285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225901306344834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024210128420048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332435775552041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114488971618592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330843254439944,0.0,0.2460117955094907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495200114311838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032272993451019,0.0,0.25412191366846243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149277058505992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337596488131174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MarsViltaire,2018/02/26,"Today, I decided to uninstall reddit mobile on my phone. I've been obsessed over reddit for more than a year now and I decided to stop using it on mobile. I spend the majority of my time on mobile and decided that on of the factors harming me was using my phone too much. It's easy to distract myself with one youtube video, going through tumblr for 'only 5 minutes' and mobile games, etc. So reddit is a good place to start. Mentally, I know that the only time I would use reddit is when i'm at school on the computer (which I can regulate) and on my chrome app (which which I used rarely when mobile was down).    
    
I decided to remove tumblr off my phone as well since I cannot manage that. Only thing that will affect me is mobile games.",5.192176870748297,5.427146040816329,6.2725170068027225,79.18319727891156,68.18367346938776,8.710204081632652,27.217687074829932,8.515128840125781,1.8737564625850336,576,16,110,8,9,193,84,147,0.068,0.8740000000000001,0.058,-0.1372,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,5,0,17,18,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,3,1,2,1,3,1,1,3,0,17,2,23,13,4,22,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,9,80,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030906534341327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349214498612222,0.15273760553105284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000778990583693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351488902244192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386512335147616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339629099369825,0.4154878487921671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902566951663188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842958451670985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063575644636276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889196300522818,0.0,0.0,0.15224451663492522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097975457523046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123690127759337,0.0,0.17261037237438615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6291068822324954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373058961211093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935926337857967,0.0,0.0,0.11726701711830916
adhd,unevenlotus509,2018/02/26,"Using an iPad for note taking has changed the game Throughout the entirety of my time in public school I always DESPISED paper notebooks/binders for note taking. I always got my notes out of order, lost them, and was just generally unorganized. Of course, during middle/high school you don’t usually have a choice in how you’d like to take your notes when many teachers take up notebooks and review them for a grade (an absolutely absurd practice that is a rant for another day). 
Now as a third year college student, I bought an iPad for note taking in an attempt to fix all the previous issues I had and hopefully help my GPA in the process, and WOW it has been great. Having the ability to rearrange and rewrite notes without having erased pencil marks everywhere is amazing, and having access to an infinite amount of colors with one click is so much better than carrying around tons of pens, and inevitably losing half of them. Not to mention, now that I somewhat enjoy note taking, I stay much more engaged during class. I can not recommend this enough for anyone who struggle with pencil and paper note taking. 

TLDR: struggled with taking notes with paper and pencil for years and now taking notes with an iPad has drastically increased my organization. Highly recommend ",11.20471615720524,9.353666436681227,9.984668122270744,64.26486244541485,57.122270742358076,12.129432314410481,39.93056768558952,10.577609850970193,4.343050305676857,1030,39,158,17,10,323,137,229,0.079,0.785,0.136,0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,3,4,8,13,1,2,15,0,16,0,0,2,1,28,30,14,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,17,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,5,0,4,6,2,17,8,33,23,9,21,0,2,2,0,11,8,0,2,11,115,22,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815816995052732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441461130077744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762944246640819,0.0,0.0,0.09713380268159756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650168026158104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154272042315905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703689303045392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127430120961878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726772305001686,0.12029759078493395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313621872582758,0.2305679863439128,0.0,0.1083739397460808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138857400745563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330715483057608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220696618708086,0.1191098507218419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062356922170836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042138354015087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393786831599644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208565884990188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630005904553185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281374305627293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7383553259229936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362473286100248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423869518405703,0.12017267708587268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518114590936416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053053296303755
adhd,bananas21,2018/02/26,"Impulsive behavior help How do you guys cipe with impulsive behaviors? Mainly like spending money and biyimg things you don't need? And also, making sure you pay the things you need to pay, rather than paying for things you want? 

It's becoming such a challange, because I worked so hard on trying to improve with no improvements. I have no medicine because I keep forgetting to find someone to help me get meds. Idk what to do anymore..",5.784041666666668,7.630999987500004,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,67.875,8.833333333333334,32.083333333333336,9.2995712137729,3.067708333333333,349,15,59,7,6,108,58,80,0.118,0.688,0.194,0.8305,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,10,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,10,10,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,40,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516820813527975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723130155317436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705254987733995,0.2419152319867653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020087673698975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444066561933995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168865128414624,0.0,0.0,0.19621905569426046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936391411033426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946950384206724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701310125010252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621256966221538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433068379352749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248344765880604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559399945475405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206444964015782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365663119104349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871547919233466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919694171256182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946554880466365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADHDLucky,2018/02/26,"Anyone experience with medicines to deal with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria? https://www.additudemag.com/rejection-sensitive-dysphoria-how-to-treat-it-alongside-adhd/

This article explains really well what it is and also mentions certain medicines that help, namely alpha agonists guanfacine and clonidine together and monoamine oxidase inhibitors. 

Does anyone have any experience with those? Succes stories, negative stories? I would like to know! 

Also, if anyone has any information on RSD and/or how to deal with it in general, it is very welcome :) Unfortunately I cannot find a lot of information about it..

Thanks in advance!",11.66724137931034,16.68572566666667,8.825988505747128,47.28036206896553,62.44827586206897,10.83632183908046,40.88390804597701,10.355215969177356,6.320444597701151,531,28,53,16,10,155,65,87,0.113,0.6940000000000001,0.193,0.8139,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,9,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,12,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,1,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085709993509216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205399017811098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725749949623357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42039962518461577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132333539746997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753824902193485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39208412202433257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317356228308115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433239748571424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014156981516336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791151410736854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038369700813233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283894971526516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451307302209435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536145311398273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019507140255134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236742050650014,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Toradoradam,2018/02/26,"Reluctant to mention ADHD in med school apps Hi r/ADHD,

I am a pre-med student applying next cycle. I was diagnosed with ADHD after undergrad. My undergraduate GPA was not good and I showed tremendous improvement after undergrad when I took my extra classes. I have also been much more successful getting experience and research and I feel like this is what college could have been like had I been diagnosed earlier. 

There is a portion where you explain if you have been disadvantaged in any way. Should I mention this? I feel that with the current stigma of Adderall I'm afraid they might think that I just sought out treatment to get meds...

Background info: Was in ROTC in college and they stressed how everything is ""all in the mind"" and you can get over anything with effort and willpower. I honestly tried my best but in the back of my mind I felt like it was just so much harder for me to manage ROTC + school + finding experiences to be competitive for med school. ",4.848526703499083,7.020825160220994,5.414342541436465,77.73650460405156,70.87845303867405,8.362578268876613,31.403683241252303,9.029198982220553,2.9401709760589325,778,35,134,16,15,250,111,181,0.039,0.8590000000000001,0.103,0.8805,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,3,9,9,0,2,5,0,21,2,0,1,1,29,31,12,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,11,3,22,7,21,16,7,17,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,9,99,28,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393922929951776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745942198230548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287580207096891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028865379993082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371053338749136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278950816670474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730330531729868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473910378824161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952892813505227,0.23842455612297275,0.0,0.0,0.12324230172650358,0.08706397648220665,0.11701434420085828,0.0,0.11138700301181027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101618794748929,0.0,0.0,0.10221880224888948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786186278331014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061104016866155,0.0,0.0,0.12928484687733946,0.2461079857499576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917699474614013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961016350891624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370016941543533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396017119375082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808939674903304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540209170809134,0.08274175317654234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967347602302995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,introvertedtwit,2018/02/26,"My boss wants me to have access to YouTube And after several times back and forth, I finally told him that I thought it was a bad idea because YouTube is an ADHD trap from which there is no escape.

Chalk this up to conversations I never thought I'd ever have...",5.89551282051282,5.785493423076925,6.1469230769230805,81.86474358974361,66.69230769230771,9.241025641025642,32.717948717948715,8.841846274778883,2.493710256410256,206,8,42,3,3,66,42,52,0.152,0.816,0.032,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,9,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414266154577739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845128435776898,0.23720720370527665,0.17318148921761545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569799163813219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112118519644965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32070833056180204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911134268821664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209461410420039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45107890833416,0.1656579013000097,0.0,0.0,0.27146465571021416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756641176742007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,makimoose,2018/02/26,"Something I noticed makes a huge difference when taking my meds I know I saw a few people commenting they do that as well but I wanted to share it again.

My pharmacist told me to try taking my meds an hour before I need to actually wake up and get up in the morning. I started doing it more regularly recently ans noticed how much of a difference it makes on my mood : I feel way less anxious and calmer.

I suggest it to anyone who is having struggles with anxiety on their meds.",4.146135338345864,5.476591463157893,5.726015037593987,78.18210526315791,71.21052631578948,8.796992481203008,30.413533834586467,9.23628265651192,2.7641428571428563,379,16,71,8,7,129,68,95,0.079,0.826,0.095,0.1265,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,4,1,1,3,0,11,16,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,15,2,12,14,4,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15743922703036356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342047271038975,0.182262095157092,0.0,0.11280885354175238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728380090389905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371204879567914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157558516973094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429063230409056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888201220644105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866523760111197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153841011136388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376188726922444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859944183618636,0.1196275086202781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673608600303518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184904815022544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929838335109595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420320213112747,0.0,0.0,0.11419340965648073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866187866974414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260697420421584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541620558209699,0.0,0.10953555457483546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095159284942731,0.1280598392190411,0.0,0.0,0.14505911661935444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thats_what_she_NSAID,2018/02/26,"Stimulants cause me to focus so intensely I won't move from an uncomfortable position/location even if I'm in pain. My neck is constantly sore from the strain of sitting in the same position for hours on end. I decided I have to do something about it after I spent two hours directly under a super freezing air conditioner, even though I was feeling miserable.

Anyone else has a similar experience? Maybe my dose is too high?",5.603080168776369,7.4810341392405055,7.020949367088613,68.1771624472574,68.36708860759494,11.848945147679323,34.685654008438824,11.538034831475384,4.9422894514767926,343,17,57,13,6,117,64,79,0.18,0.753,0.067,-0.7998,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,5,0,7,4,1,2,0,6,10,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,2,8,1,12,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049447537565664,0.2351831923632592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357931264094239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480431119629917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917449680814097,0.0,0.20329768448530847,0.0,0.0,0.3032081303091654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452684908955164,0.0,0.0,0.11605853915031986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425137103374024,0.0,0.0,0.4520865941832054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305962683184141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395674429356196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423878527883175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670534838503674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551453619491446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421992035157295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aquestionofadhd,2018/02/26,"You can make it. I wanted to just tell you all that things can get better. I see so many negative posts on the front page here, and very rarely does does anyone come back after they get their life on track to share with anyone, so I thought I would do just that. 


I started meds last year, alongside that I started reading into Buddhism, mindfulness, meditation etc. And yes I'm only on day 7 of the Headspace app after starting it two months ago, but it's a start. I've always compared myself to everyone else and felt I was never doing enough, and I never take the time to step back and realize how far I've come. 


So this is just a little PSA. 


* If you're just starting your journey and finding it hard, remember this is the start and it can only get better.


* If you've started and are struggling, take a minute to reflect on how far you've come, and how many battles you've fought and beaten that others haven't had to. 


* Remember to not beat yourself up, RSD works on yourself too, fear of rejection and failure makes a lot of us hold ourselves up to standards that are impossible. Take a bit of time and maybe try writing things down and see what you're actually like. See the things you HAVE done. I've found doing that has helped motivate me to do the things I don't do. 



And yes... it's super fucking hard. I know, took me 6 years of procrastinating before my ex made me book an appointment and actually took me to the doctors to get diagnosed. Just by being here, reading these forums and posting here, you're working on the journey that is your life. 


I want you all to know also that this post isn't to belittle anyone who really does struggle, I know there are many struggles we all face. I just want to say that we should all (myself included) take the time to appreciate the small battles we do win. 



Have a beautiful Monday everyone :)",4.9725,5.762416198347111,5.52197314049587,82.41205061983474,68.83471074380165,8.36404958677686,29.174586776859503,8.472884824447931,2.019189256198347,1452,51,286,21,24,468,179,363,0.11,0.773,0.117,0.3404,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,4,6,2,9,20,16,5,4,17,2,27,6,1,7,6,68,65,26,0,7,10,1,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,26,24,0,1,12,3,0,9,7,10,0,1,10,7,32,6,34,52,9,49,0,1,3,1,20,14,1,3,24,187,58,9,0.0,0.0,0.1465046425515702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654032948437864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002921534562304,0.06245984565944439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746095566385895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544024527238107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387453291951102,0.0,0.0,0.1327772583126498,0.08195121337390697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939847831631736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048410523065008315,0.0,0.0,0.07618909278118334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683190361447731,0.19706888062413472,0.07681725240751341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270692671750035,0.0,0.0,0.07756190358273703,0.08371698557325306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434550798366826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446865936826184,0.0,0.0,0.07207388596902915,0.0,0.06860777803210759,0.0,0.0,0.08230457163529471,0.0,0.06939610774198134,0.15687283517690306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448645818297025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031428768622025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376079189269397,0.061187751164001686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604083838732044,0.03667282190147357,0.07523455195514249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381732559504594,0.0,0.07102803634795132,0.10021254340526993,0.2283114789224928,0.07541258288787285,0.0,0.08337996218012121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579395082778148,0.0,0.059915929253200675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578905208203187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418017735768395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156737051404292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017003184017744,0.0,0.04808837046412909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700673495366781,0.0,0.0,0.059694464181737926,0.0,0.0,0.1794505473289351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371918278732684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542177555745056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257572569855914,0.0,0.06560985846071382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947861109649814,0.0,0.0,0.059592988853765724,0.13131249477614418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667992925890435,0.05096400551617095,0.0,0.07332730686377283,0.0,0.09029359444869732,0.0,0.0,0.06193624084668895,0.13282531890837904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929599464773136,0.0,0.0,0.05332381083476839,0.0,0.0,0.09667841443521556
adhd,concord_grape,2018/02/26,"Taking Ritalin for the first time ever tomorrow. Anything I need to prepare for? Tomorrow I'll be taking Ritalin for the first time - is there anything I need to be aware of? Should I take it in the morning and go about my day or specifically when I need to focus?

What was it like for you the first time, what surprised or scared you? ",3.9386363636363626,5.3880507424242445,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,71.87878787878788,8.31030303030303,28.35151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.1867369696969696,263,10,52,5,5,86,39,66,0.044,0.875,0.081,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,8,12,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,7,2,10,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,12,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284126665231334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868829338506846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804974590586936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091918050010749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340450306059005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748630184759158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438743219088476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977668006997293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500929903467016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490642071804437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kingzlat,2018/02/26,"Questions about getting a prescription refilled So In a short summary, I’m 25 years old. In high school I was prescribed Adderall for ADD/ADHD. Just my last two years though, so I didn’t have the prescription very long. I immediately went into the trade after high school to do HVaC and now work as a stationary engineer, I came to the conclusion with my pcp that I would not refill because I would be doing labor and not really be needing it, and if I did to just come back and see him. I’ve since changed jobs and have noticed all of the things that the Adderall helped with in high school have been slapping me in the face and really been giving me a hard time. My doctor has since retired and I’m worried about going to another doctor with this in fear they will think I’m trying to get it just because I want to sell or some of the other. Has anyone else gone through something like this? Any help would be huge! Thanks! 


Quick version: I haven’t had a Adderall prescription filled for a few years and want to have it refilled. Will I have an issue?",4.929148351648352,5.840222519230771,5.124478021978021,84.7848076923077,69.0,8.058241758241758,28.31868131868132,8.192908349453996,1.7686815934065931,836,28,166,11,14,263,119,208,0.034,0.882,0.084,0.8326,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,11,3,0,1,14,0,24,3,1,0,1,32,41,14,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,3,0,2,6,4,1,0,1,9,2,17,2,25,24,4,28,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,4,12,114,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272644773473453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076087601895762,0.12453022037229645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303975697316493,0.1216836597789853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131911341378947,0.0,0.1447899938105349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582980797094604,0.0,0.0,0.12563233853175151,0.10230122878683444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431117953158548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992087454290193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363802314454234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409440220142767,0.11392541855746866,0.06749404780466625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638563785490997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920465632105668,0.3764293977461032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395459065506785,0.11785098023368208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680525495932966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058020139761875485,0.0,0.0,0.1050988674801272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805903908469746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520905310451836,0.12461864791875052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330383853755376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521614007640631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605743967982547,0.09463634826850258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964790071371352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142725412452136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933825691731784,0.0,0.0,0.07889887043883702,0.07609661604051031,0.1166811021732036,0.0,0.0692499140995228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806302479481247,0.0,0.11601126861816652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798944187891033,0.14009545611523966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009171466530887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645869824132299,0.1206065500715238,0.0,0.25309110099962795,0.0,0.0,0.2294326490292121
adhd,MrRampager911,2018/02/26,"Anxiety. I have been having bad anxiety recently, and it has prevented me going into school. Half of the reason I have this anxiety is I feel like an idiot because of my ADHD. I have high target grades but when it actually comes to exams I feel I can't remember anything. Any advice?",1.681116883116882,4.380571709090912,4.852467532467532,74.26727272727275,86.45454545454545,8.233766233766234,24.220779220779214,8.841846274778883,2.823987012987013,224,9,37,7,7,81,43,55,0.162,0.785,0.054000000000000006,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,1,4,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,29,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.2231760766376547,0.0,0.2748503299904527,0.22348085722201852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552235606243947,0.0,0.5248596057504267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819881479927397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095312217266494,0.13941206486166996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700291667559972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312729729559745,0.1633817641859149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997423817330328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163179712123986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173020006272297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351394426013969,0.22581150124779414,0.0,0.2590700415544865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314543976000377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Meruem_God,2018/02/26,"Scared to start meds So I'm 20 and recently got diagnosed with adhd. I'm actually relieved as I spent my whole life confused about certain things and now that I know about adhd (I was previously misinformed) everything makes a lot more sense.

My problem is, although I've been waiting a while to be prescribed with meds so I can actually get stuff done, I've been reading the side effects (in this case I have to take concerta) and it's starting to worry me.

I don't necessarily care about things like headaches and nausea but side effects like  high blood pressure/ palpitations or even sudden death because of an undiagnosed heart disease scares the hell out of me. Especially after last night where I was dreaming and felt like I had a heart attack (I was like half asleep half awake and knew I was in that state and it ended once I was finally able to sit up and wake up completely but it didn't feel like it was just a dream, it felt real and I still felt a little weird afterwards).

What do I do? Thanks in advance (first post on reddit btw ^^)",5.157478991596637,6.264556372549023,5.652661064425772,80.48911764705883,68.60784313725489,8.769747899159665,30.257703081232492,9.04235418022936,2.421882072829132,836,32,162,15,14,269,130,204,0.138,0.7490000000000001,0.113,-0.7584,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,10,17,2,4,8,0,18,7,5,3,1,31,36,17,1,1,4,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,8,3,1,1,2,8,0,3,17,4,17,9,21,18,3,30,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,3,19,103,29,1,0.1176823802328271,0.0,0.22968205443960701,0.0,0.2828627037749439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338806966948627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173808670156888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998502976686712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338773667313925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944513874167645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042993342789755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104231658905254,0.0,0.0,0.07772810225482084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576533514958276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950374740560512,0.0840723159523831,0.33898062025547376,0.1289152952757607,0.0,0.10010057250797093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148418651052976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941213499622194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890837438893834,0.0,0.12433789592700653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646751585158372,0.0959268467478114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312254543989897,0.28746833307563285,0.11794866126387665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004935131220774,0.0,0.0,0.07855390262407078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614371896902283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104369418254408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532789421055932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127071898485374,0.0,0.0,0.11260614453020787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771422675623425,0.13394831265679255,0.0,0.0,0.11619715317178066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356411849405607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665923888733639,0.0,0.09398130087046347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471817010379575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848250418216047,0.0,0.0,0.10834612459196406,0.0,0.0,0.15636588853242467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313881748498672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119512169565112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WickedSphinx,2018/02/26,"Relieved to see im not alone After all these years of struggling and not knowing anybody else with ADHD. It is such a relief to find a space filled with the same thoughts circulating through my head spoken by other people. The last 3 years ive really struggled to keep a job and ive constantly blamed my actions and myself for every job ive lost. This whole time i have wondered if i was misdiagnosed and if i am just a waste of potential but after reading this thread for the last two hours i realise im not the only one who feels this way. Actually crying with joy to see that other people struggle day to day like me. 

Reading that last part back sounds kinda fucked up to me. Obviously its not nice that others are struggling. Its just nice to finally see im not alone. ",3.8572510822510857,5.451278512987017,4.816298701298702,83.38968614718615,72.31168831168831,7.2112554112554115,26.46969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.5177463203463208,617,21,119,8,12,201,95,154,0.188,0.7190000000000001,0.093,-0.9435,2,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,1,4,8,0,8,2,1,0,2,27,18,7,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,1,5,2,0,2,5,6,0,2,3,5,12,6,19,15,4,19,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,4,15,80,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.10964110411755684,0.0,0.13502743708571702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327293107422265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639313902158506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141454620296968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234153764401592,0.1449178157719501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385718515650923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466292447962042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056809458454214576,0.0,0.0,0.12307809894997075,0.10268934012578723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386928006890278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530741555182257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064586362186432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36408416048793213,0.0,0.2229876252307357,0.099865222106141,0.0,0.0,0.06174671160927755,0.274750034370958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548903927460009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264744773602815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613384438854476,0.08545012974198585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166821942968002,0.0,0.15578396013495946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247684142914453,0.0,0.07197672293620723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685943025555467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698263564600901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919636923167393,0.06551440582787663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975333950500518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918121887364586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543900822968188,0.0,0.0,0.12184290623939112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447043304348606
adhd,ProjectFoxMask,2018/02/26,"Fear inducing drop in grades. How do I start an assignment and finish it without getting distracted by a snack, a window cleaner, free stuffed animals, or anything? I've just got the latest grades released and I'm in panic mode. It's enough for me to consider not continuing on to get a bachelors, but I'm in my final semester of my associates and below the 60% mark in one of my classes pre-midterm. I'll take absolutely any tips, and I'll work with them all. Please help.",5.311935483870967,5.999415838709678,6.568978494623661,75.57346774193552,68.03225806451613,10.501075268817203,34.854838709677416,10.504223727775694,3.8111161290322566,375,18,71,10,6,127,71,93,0.064,0.81,0.126,0.6925,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,13,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,14,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,41,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295666923797197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334983688365829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29318495022273666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31929257210465223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108293245750111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296490623928398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693719604228926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018862675335574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227329338430596,0.0,0.0,0.33291420646951675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114673505183336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083652448718228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334130254145087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735205353702808,0.0,0.2065701025256402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ijoinedreddit342,2018/02/26,"When everything is overwhelming I often find my self feeling overwhelmed with dealing with everyday tasks such as cleaning, organising, and doing laundry. I always start it but then start getting overwhelmed by all that needs to be done. Any advice on dealing with this?",9.201333333333334,11.103312244444444,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,59.88888888888889,9.555555555555557,41.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.7043333333333335,221,12,29,4,3,66,39,45,0.0,0.916,0.084,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,7,7,1,6,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687364179318457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883020479548655,0.0,0.0,0.1870161113397736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670461074165604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814305321226797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471610977772528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905323052992505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513539976267389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368128283611686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391630043824044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868952246607032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893067388955184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tancred1099,2018/02/26,"ADD + Sleep Hello everyone,

35 M who is unmedicated, I am currently experiencing major sleep issues...

My problem is not falling asleep but staying asleep. I maybe sleep for 4 hours max then wake up and my mind is racing, no more sleep for me after that

Because of this I find myself going to bed early, around 8pm, this gives me a chance to get up and watch some tele and try to drift off for a few more hours before getting up for work around 5am

Anyone any tips or help? I do all the right things, exercise, read, reduce screen usage but not seems to help 

At a bit of a loss and so is the Mrs :( 

Thanks ",3.235340501792116,4.243427838709682,4.533333333333335,87.10055555555556,73.03225806451613,7.124014336917562,21.842293906810035,7.3871296695380915,0.5650154121863804,468,10,102,5,9,155,88,124,0.08900000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.114,0.4976,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,6,8,7,0,1,18,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,3,9,1,18,12,7,18,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,3,6,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468224326112477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763612863447652,0.0,0.0,0.2740726213278434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938383911926194,0.0,0.1309888044208591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805902086538446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470931256717344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406953664885797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085115762667498,0.14767012156057988,0.08748578122539848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636106717555305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031933073803899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066993390761433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465011827513525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543219726984234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729664432055728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397837002874296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146111143727074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013820166342786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161915352837893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407605366628292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172424288314148,0.0,0.0,0.1022687117258056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451292316256056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206776012699288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Katastrophe-Trap,2018/02/26,"Chronically bored and depressed. I was diagnosed at a fairly young age with ADHD. I was on medication for it for a few years, and for whatever reason, my parents decided to stop the treatment. Not exactly sure on why, but I think my dad just wasn't sold on ADHD being a real thing (this was the 90's) and didn't like the idea of me being ""doped up"" all the time. Throughout most of my teenage years, I subscribed to the same belief, that ADHD was not real, I interpreted it as merely a personality trait some people have. I believed this despite the mountains of medical professionals who studied it, and struggling with the symptoms every day without even realizing it.

I was, and am always bored. Like always. Even when I'm doing something I enjoy, such as playing games or listening to music, I still don't always break this feeling. I thought this was normal. I thought this was something everyone felt and I was just managing it wrong. I was baffled by friends and classmates that could just sit there and simply do an activity. That is not and has never been how I operate. To combat this boredom, I constantly seek stimulus such as music, games, socializing, and anything else I could do to simply kill time, often multiple activities at the same time (the music almost never stops in my room, silence is almost painful to me.) 

I thought I was just good at multitasking, but it was just a coping mechanism. Of course, this issue of chronic boredom makes it incredibly hard to focus on anything that doesn't spark my interest at least a little. So yea, all classic ADHD symptoms right?

I'm now in my 20's and have been actively trying to get treatment for my ADHD. In the years since I stopped medication, my symptoms went untreated, causing a whole host of other  problems. By my senior year in high school, I developed a mild case of depression and anxiety, also common in people with ADD. Still not acknowledging ADD, I sought treatment for these conditions, but nothing worked as my root issue was not being addressed. I barely finished high school (had to take summer classes my last year to graduate), and have had trouble holding down any type of job. On top of the challenges that come with inattentiveness and forgetfulness in the workplace, I often was either bored or anxious 90% of the time. This would inevitably lead to me quitting or just outright not returning to a job after a few weeks or months, depending on how long I could stick it out. It's not that I'm not willing to work, I just find myself extremely unhappy with every job I've had, even the ""easy"" ones. Especially the ""easy"" ones.

Not really sure why I'm posting this, I guess the boredom is as play here. Like I said earlier, I'm seeking treatment, but I have no insurance, no job, and no money, so I'm relying on family to help me with this, which I hate doing. I'm currently prescribed 20mg Adderall XR once a day, but I've noticed no difference from my normal state so far. Against my better judgement and out of frustration, one day I took 2, just to see if I noticed anything. So far, the only effect I've noticed at all is decreased appetite, which is good in my case as I am overweight, but not the effect I was looking for. 

Besides ADHD, Depression, and Anxiety medication, the only other drugs I've ever taken are common over the counter meds, alcohol, and canabis. Cannabis does wonders for all my symptoms accept the inattentiveness depending on how much I smoke, which isn't surprising once I found out more about ADD and the way in which medications are used to treat it. Cannabis seems to take care of all the dopamine related issues with ADD, to a point. I actually have increased mental clarity, focus, and just generally feel better on a light dose, though it's very temporary and the effect wanes with tolerance of course. I honestly would just stick to this if it weren't for the stigma around the substance and the fact that most employers, at least where I live, drug-test and will not hire anyone with cannabis in their system, also it's rather expensive the rate at which I consume it and not to mention hard to actually obtain depending on where you live.  I'm not looking to get into a debate about cannabis use, just know that I only use it because my ADD symptoms went untreated, and I self-medicated the only way I could find, although at first it was to ease anxiety, which it also does. Once I realized WHY I was self-medicating, that's when I made the decision to try and get ""properly"" medicated.

So far, my Adderall seems to do nothing at all, even after doubling my current dose. I was on Ritalin when first diagnosed, I don't know if that's a factor or not, but maybe my brain just responds better to that. Not sure what's going on here, even in severe cases of ADD, most people seem to report feeling SOMETHING from adderall starting at around 40mg. I've read that going higher than that typically provides no more beneficial effects, so I don't know if increasing my dosage would be healthy, or even help if it was. I don't want to ask my doctor to increase doses or suggest medications and the like because that's seen as suspect behavior of people simply seeking the drugs, I just want to find a treatment that actually works for me.

I'm at the end of my rope here. I have pretty severe case of anxiety and mild depression rooting from ADHD related issues. I'm trying to get help, but every roadblock feels like a mountain to me. I feel like I have so much potential but it's trapped in my fucked up brain. Before the depression set in, I used to play and make music, write poetry and just was generally very creative. Now I rarely feel that. I haven't composed new music in years, and I have no real desire or motivation to. Last time I tried I couldn't even make anything that I felt like was even half-decent. All those things I used to do to keep my self stimulated don't do it anymore. On some days, it's not as bad, but mostly, I feel like I'm rotting away. 

Again, I don't really know why I'm posting this, but if you've made it this far, thanks for reading. ",7.202431363049094,6.989080239448754,7.614559512273903,72.78040515988377,64.0043066322136,10.494837424633936,35.711684431524546,10.05249126169394,3.5758902777777792,4822,204,862,94,64,1587,435,1161,0.139,0.757,0.104,-0.9898,8,1,8,0,0,0,153.0,0,1,1,18,60,47,4,1,52,1,76,29,2,27,15,227,150,82,1,21,58,2,11,8,1,5,26,2,2,2,66,53,2,5,41,7,3,10,38,18,0,5,43,18,96,29,140,93,29,132,1,5,4,1,21,61,1,32,60,598,162,24,0.0,0.0,0.1105660645501834,0.0,0.3177219806238765,0.0,0.0,0.04036166818260002,0.07563682276390463,0.0,0.0,0.09060728702115634,0.09427604759413276,0.0,0.0,0.025683001987282343,0.0,0.11556726753051046,0.042666204093054494,0.03745492993912675,0.02640771557337503,0.0,0.12431680323961568,0.0672416587468824,0.035307248780201216,0.0,0.035483542672430896,0.0,0.03153404783984467,0.0460450886875182,0.0,0.032137119146948966,0.042550719411467125,0.0,0.10020610035088247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432140689531413,0.0,0.0,0.03850619378638297,0.03879733431199083,0.0,0.032533112464220235,0.0,0.04081294346937394,0.0,0.12061619538563607,0.0,0.0,0.09742691971880192,0.0,0.16264423909009784,0.07666585853526994,0.0,0.03945870239974277,0.0,0.038656345931433515,0.06610069049746052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313939408604201,0.0,0.03154966280221111,0.0,0.03345054349096968,0.0,0.0,0.1995591199260372,0.03416260910489213,0.09546152515301827,0.03608819338652501,0.0,0.0,0.03560357006842276,0.0,0.13367367438652322,0.08094272001488725,0.0725249001410008,0.0,0.10355565369708293,0.06424954930809534,0.0,0.04140980300106609,0.029178857412173083,0.03491518263857755,0.07892724634640527,0.0,0.04292795842110645,0.06335469788992794,0.0,0.0,0.041604846360684115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766401463512052,0.03728730684982662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594370640033349,0.07980627458040664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263458984634375,0.0,0.15767664518049967,0.14991253729512952,0.033569236898195604,0.04178382884862362,0.0,0.08302349690839735,0.061570643560533475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760923241663276,0.03785267225666384,0.066698287347983,0.033422797713581184,0.06342989908240669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147250594424877,0.07562972988371264,0.0,0.03794224475192118,0.0,0.12585258896971827,0.26632547779940785,0.038060470805130864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03014543150768162,0.0,0.055526498653970684,0.0,0.058256810540776374,0.03647581257547396,0.0,0.0,0.07400770592265392,0.0724773247191432,0.12899467727789746,0.0,0.12066255742123592,0.07677612899713138,0.11489467855952952,0.04018698063303114,0.0,0.04193602394260665,0.0,0.0,0.10473212901186618,0.03297687628008168,0.0,0.0,0.03570222658284978,0.0,0.07234110625065446,0.038422836252577,0.0,0.0361381251581353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017008309681376,0.07555487273198906,0.1289620803831087,0.04838929133574221,0.03883098819050524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032252996125347766,0.035925271041390226,0.0,0.0,0.07644487781731414,0.030095581430772924,0.10314556508417676,0.11819832910089388,0.08533240818610899,0.0,0.031241431368189833,0.0,0.0,0.03849892059571789,0.0,0.08722514409652969,0.0,0.0,0.026731829886438158,0.0,0.06032189500050026,0.09472525109256216,0.0,0.03948249432685888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678546242937156,0.19627299127265385,0.056792492519488674,0.0,0.0,0.03477097832661308,0.0,0.0,0.05018172031217987,0.02419970705289426,0.037106097985975764,0.08994885264505498,0.11011183688867388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196076663539481,0.10256584229228287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309374304766006,0.0,0.06232381704027048,0.04455216504799085,0.05995571631648445,0.03029458260867146,0.0,0.0,0.07002117524997452,0.13631615257702334,0.042165747942375625,0.0,0.036406248517970564,0.040956934733170136,0.08248494920591884,0.0,0.0,0.08048624000080302,0.04129252192203646,0.0,0.14592509322413766
adhd,Cory0527,2018/02/26,"Memory loss and fog, off and on, and I don't understand why. Curious to know how and if other adults with ADHD deal with this. To start I am diagnosed ADHD... Struggling... The best way I can explain this is by example:

- forgetting where I am in a book, video game, show, movie - even though I KNOW I was enjoying myself and paying attention. I often find myself playing a game with friends and then ask ""how did we get here? What's happening?"". It's super frustrating because sometime I forget tactics and controls and I REALLY want to be good at the game!

- telling myself to pay attention. ""2 minutes. Don't forget!"" And I forget.

- forgetting where I am in a book. I can refresh my memory by going back several pages.

- sometimes at work I can have a destination in mind then all the sudden I'm somewhere else. I walk a lot. A lot a lot in a hospital.

- TIME SCALES. I have no idea how long it's been since I've seen you accurately. I can ask how your baby is doing and have you tell me ""OH. He's almost two now!"" _""What the hell?""_ Maybe I haven't seen you in a while, ""I had a couple days off"" _""Felt a lot longer.""_ ... I have the crappiest concept of time and forget times.

For the record, I've not been on my medication for a long time. My insurance thinks I'm gonna make drugs or something and doesn't cover it since I'm older than 90% of people that normally take it. Stupid. I used to do a combo of sertraline and amphetamine salts, extended release. I used to sleep better with it and everything. 

Anyway, thanks in advance for responses.
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adhd,Glam_erebus87,2018/02/26,"Long lunch or admin periods at work leading to low mood, energy and motivation I usually do ok at work as long as I'm kept busy. The second there is a cancellation or long admin period booked in (I don't have full control over my diary), I get bored, to the point where I feel I never fully recover my energy. I work in a person centered profession, where I have to be energetic and cognitively flexible. Does anyone have some tips on how to keep my energy up? Caffeine makes me anxious and I can't leave the office for more than about 20 minutes :S",6.363700305810398,5.928111623853213,8.166559633027525,68.86922782874619,65.78899082568806,12.03730886850153,31.928134556574925,11.538034831475384,3.825127217125382,433,15,81,13,6,154,75,109,0.08199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.152,0.6922,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,5,1,8,1,0,5,1,15,14,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,12,1,16,12,3,21,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,3,7,55,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109313243036576,0.0,0.1492215912629443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393580346386321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867569762368093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790676657951964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114981837513384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968906770875546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259709169981025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665847595285957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424531731856514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645953423469012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634182649090544,0.0,0.0,0.2017419131738304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504152734667816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660961809267644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Robo94,2018/02/26,"Changed my prescription, and now it requires prior authorization. So, i'm out of meds. And now i'm up at 2AM, questioning if I am just fucking stupid because i've effectively completed 1 hours worth of work in 5 hours.

15 years of this shit.",3.58563829787234,5.5758432553191515,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,73.8936170212766,8.955319148936171,30.89893617021277,9.516144504307137,2.9878978723404264,191,9,38,5,4,63,38,47,0.18600000000000005,0.718,0.096,-0.675,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,8,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,6,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773754573196735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30781261763667644,0.0,0.3050814041233538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690013925240382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731028726022194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32320726139926675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259582216425232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986813160180091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118330243163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737814667346456
adhd,potionexplosion,2018/02/26,"It's 12:45 AM. I have bronchitis and feel like death. I had to close by myself at work tonight because my co-worker was a no-show for the second night in a row. I'm exhausted. I have school tomorrow (today?). I should be asleep! But I'm not. Why, you ask?

Because I have a paper due tomorrow morning and I'm on 3 out of 5 pages. 

Not a lot left, sure, but do I have the attention span or energy to make it sound good? Nope! Not to mention the fact that this is my first paper longer than 2 pages, and I have horrible writing anxiety. And this is, of course, after an entire weekend I could've spent finishing this paper. My executive functioning is only getting worse, and my ADHD testing to get an official diagnosis and some medication just keeps getting pushed further and further back... I'm gonna die if I pull another all-nighter like this.

Tl;dr: I should be asleep but because of circumstances I am awake and trying to finish a paper due in the morning.

Also I just spent five minutes writing this instead of writing my paper. Woo! Go me!",1.8860414827890537,4.301906703883496,3.814245366284201,84.39401588702559,81.4757281553398,6.8522506619594,25.86849073256841,8.00094639256281,1.8578815533980588,815,34,156,16,22,275,125,206,0.117,0.807,0.077,-0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,11,0,17,4,2,1,2,33,32,14,2,3,10,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,2,1,2,3,4,1,0,3,4,2,20,4,18,23,4,26,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,4,15,101,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338754412125807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141991293701479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861827174702144,0.13582968626770514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659906867149709,0.0,0.0,0.1365294355179057,0.0,0.3247090677614103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176384306836626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427486795626632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897775376918991,0.12684588523158016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510288563854132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782967012621231,0.0,0.10090904196402482,0.14892536480024096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781973610908104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929148752854819,0.0,0.0,0.17348957155255712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095157532272804,0.0,0.0,0.11851986238120472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886876927099676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33324814451526896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503917221586662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969592935054096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734422205265628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830211908052095,0.0,0.0,0.12054872004882973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021647507473893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585254461026843,0.0,0.18094450957965486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xMonkeyKingx,2018/02/26,"Should I start meds? Im pretty sure I have ADHD, Im going to do another diagnosis to be sure since I havent really done one since elementary but, if they recommend meds, should I do it? Yes I cant focus, do tasks, get bored easily, every negative quality of someone with ADHD I have it all, but what if im just lazy? Thats whats tearing me up the most because what if I can change this but if I end up taking meds all never know, then again its been years and ive never fixed myself. Thoughts on meds? how bad are the side effects",0.1305786249149108,2.285424522123897,2.9415929203539832,89.45478556841391,86.96460176991152,6.308781484002722,18.426820966643973,7.61054688173877,0.5774688904016334,413,11,91,8,13,145,74,113,0.14,0.731,0.129,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,15,0,0,2,6,23,21,10,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,12,2,7,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,7,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207674967973871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993638774885328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142710835948247,0.08135129230258922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117485367018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656805145961606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819913996395524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124393307767962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972332632193874,0.0,0.07584402578022391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324542008049624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334190200842228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929417472683197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205853304142032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043074212603322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576898089134246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549296995569082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078626734180606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307371306647394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445823512830914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515544542788948,0.0,0.1003395322115636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594623100080296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593891517741407
adhd,Aionar,2018/02/26,"Been married about a decade andv I'm struggling with alcohol. And today my spouse tells me, ""you have to choose."" And I'm fucking collapsing. I know my choice, I know what matters most. And yet I'm my own worst enemy, and my impulses are the trailers of my fate; and I'm getting the vibe they are patterned with funeral tuxes and courtroom attire.

I'm so lost and I don't even know what to feel because I don't know if I can overcome it. I feel like I'm doomed to lose my family.

Sorry to vent, just had to let it out so it didn't consume me. Stay positive everybody.",1.1691242937853126,3.2646759406779684,3.145,90.02874293785312,81.96610169491525,6.6451977401129945,24.240112994350284,7.793537801064563,1.3169299435028248,443,17,95,8,12,149,72,118,0.215,0.727,0.058,-0.9606,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,6,7,1,1,3,0,10,2,0,0,0,21,25,10,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,2,16,1,10,20,3,4,1,3,0,1,4,1,1,2,3,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438708365102001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910542850471527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072050939962855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512174313644689,0.0,0.2307642888477543,0.16302240655777486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096241013762326,0.11922236156632865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501639564287915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333446377195265,0.0,0.11148444987214193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552916047198163,0.2491015741560632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554453895017088,0.0,0.2432252883125525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385587452787996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994523082061452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630198276584586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mollytheperson,2018/02/26,"deliberately avoiding running into friends/people you know in public while out trying to take care of responsibilities tl;dr can you have ADHD, take care of your shit and still somehow manage to maintain friendships/relationships without getting constantly distracted by them when they aren't there?

I've deliberately avoided running into people I know/would otherwise hang out with in public places twice this week, because I just started a new job and even though it's ridiculously easy (pizza driving) I'm still afraid that if I end up doing social stuff unexpectedly it's just going to lead me down a path of distraction after distraction, replaying funny conversations I would have had with said friend in my head when I'm supposed to be focusing on work etc. Because that's happened in the past and I've gotten in trouble at work/fired for not paying attention. Trying to avoid this happening, so now I'm kind of wondering, are people with ADHD who are trying to be responsible even...allowed to have friends? need advice on balancing social stuff and responsible work stuff, i guess.",12.476406250000005,10.313824661458334,11.347083333333336,56.45625000000002,54.98958333333334,13.766666666666666,44.3125,12.161744961471696,5.5568625,893,39,131,20,8,286,122,192,0.104,0.768,0.127,0.6804,2,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,3,12,15,2,7,3,0,12,3,2,1,0,27,30,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,11,1,3,3,0,1,6,3,10,0,1,3,1,12,5,32,24,1,34,0,0,0,0,14,15,1,4,13,90,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760568459328762,0.1122309377857194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002404476661542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341962261872265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411298547378224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172377842583788,0.0,0.12808907591784824,0.15171582865082284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746698955228055,0.0,0.060004837599056525,0.0,0.0652723943316657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265211781619568,0.0,0.2031244843896164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787012379454655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397176350200194,0.0,0.0,0.11959950402625358,0.1262380655478436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085160462449054,0.0,0.11092368281943102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963814799019853,0.2388693898623523,0.0,0.11999471102662655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233068491872105,0.0,0.0,0.10924947489385656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789276430076495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341519903477781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129203464270524,0.0,0.18344010114257392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944302939099267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270711690717733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128403934839448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339285986089333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212643763530086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071213711543404,0.1245508658154758,0.2508383966542885,0.0,0.0,0.16317352105964555,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Slumbering-start,2018/02/26,"Breaking the habit/cycle I've known for a while about this cycle/habit I have think others can relate , where life is more in the dumps then usuall, so you read up about all these things that can help you, learn online etc 

(My first thing was to not just research these things and then actually put them into practice )

So I put them into practice to help myself , start excercising more, do mindfullness and other stuff, it's really hard to start with but I start doing it more and more 

And then I have a good day, life feels good feel hopeful, and for some reason after experiencing this I soon stop doing those things any excuse e.g. cold or assignment and then I start to collapse under life again and be more in the dumps 

Proud to say for the first time I realised I was collapsing/stopped doing the good things. So I fought through excuses I made (I had a cold/leg hurt, could do the stuff tommmorow) and now back on track 

This probably doesn't make alot of sense but I want to thank this subreddit for motivation  and I'm proud of myself.

 also recommend having a journal there great at realising patterns/ help you improve .

Tldr use a journal , great at realising habits and thoughts that hold you back",4.7377923338185335,6.599743917030567,4.7786535662299885,83.46168243571083,70.52838427947599,7.8836487142164025,24.94929645803009,8.515128840125781,1.5911075206210583,963,28,182,16,18,299,133,229,0.085,0.6890000000000001,0.225,0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,2,5,14,13,3,0,12,0,17,3,0,5,1,37,33,22,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,20,13,0,2,8,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,6,6,21,9,26,25,9,34,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,4,21,137,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.11301056614907365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261052064347447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875247998014452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809630121485712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246217125525392,0.0,0.0,0.07468569628738693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915500520875148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711062405299187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701012164094345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913993219929235,0.0,0.2553544381187895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373999426872288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286823015750946,0.0,0.0,0.11502211436659075,0.0,0.0,0.12397339321688085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453929439851407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095790339519576,0.07730182517241188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248591346588476,0.0,0.0,0.23283529949898624,0.0,0.0,0.11583796950945828,0.0,0.07418869295455477,0.11906850381416725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209408078340106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327874116741773,0.0,0.0,0.1936390573027021,0.0,0.0,0.2651417710651024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066191863362617,0.0,0.0,0.3846838977596027,0.07420421281562495,0.0,0.09193752896272732,0.06752777758959959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001974645026128,0.12754464255794945,0.0,0.0683057511686401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Shayreelz,2018/02/26,"Want to join the Air Force Reserves but I'm currently on medication I'm a college 3rd year interested in joining the Air Force reserves as an officer in a very technical position (basically a very CS heavy job). I was diagnosed my second year and began taking medication because I was encouraged by my girlfriend after a sub optimal first year. All sources I've viewed state that in order to enlist you have to show that you can go 12 months prior to enlistment without medication and get good grades, I've shown that I can do decently well in college (and I did well enough in high school to get into a pretty good university without medication in high school, as well as scored a 93 on the asvab without medication or test accomodations). Does anybody know if there is any chance I'll be able to apply and join the air Force Reserves, and what I would have to do to achieve this?",10.419285714285714,7.745764738095239,10.346190476190477,63.632142857142895,59.35714285714285,13.885714285714286,43.04761904761904,12.28987398476788,5.1900619047619045,708,32,128,18,7,236,99,168,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.9883,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,4,7,0,0,11,0,12,6,0,0,1,16,21,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,2,4,1,9,7,25,15,2,26,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,2,9,78,14,8,0.11947644601983605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124808031539665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283173255341292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126607775070243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455464304952028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345110680566615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016266039499018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484302367381454,0.0,0.06790121760885183,0.20042234879970253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524668498640565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856193715663475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566113015350364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017997490268231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536495934124928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155049815985483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183308383020705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983141837974917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716116110404114,0.07047030339047597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222710205485168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455130913086096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487263930579038,0.0,0.0,0.2308167421428651
adhd,Tront_Rozna,2018/02/26,"Can’t fucking FOCUS EVER So, I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD for over a year, and I literally cannot focus on a single thing for more than twenty minutes. I live with my mom, I’m 19, and she pays for everything medical. She doesn’t really seem to understand the fact that my ADHD affects me so badly, and absolutely will not allow me to go on meds.

Any advice to help me stay focused?",3.2457692307692305,4.613445628205131,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,73.48717948717949,8.78974358974359,25.820512820512814,9.2995712137729,2.3083435897435898,301,10,57,7,6,108,57,78,0.078,0.853,0.07,-0.1583,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,2,2,12,10,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,12,8,2,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258897543647251,0.21380053120872725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487857293653979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268177178111514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220687769530008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197909446692147,0.0,0.0,0.19663570127778654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226922527900865,0.0,0.0,0.12434425708907652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665133711238845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193196911626736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430280444066392,0.22040942812011632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562459719907169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016344367430714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991795733153865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332026383427712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453553572350157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277696778307177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089455896950898
adhd,TomboyTaylor,2018/02/26,"Adderall/ADD newbie I just got diagnosed with ADD last week and started Adderall and Adzenys two days ago. I feel so zen and can finally for once in my life concentrate and be productive. However, I do know that tolerance eventually develops but how long did it take that to occur? Since I’m on the lowest dose I know I have awhile still but since I’ve found myself capable of doing things for once I’m terrified it will lose effectiveness before I can get out of school. (Thinking long term here). Any experience and advice would be welcome ",3.2931283422459887,6.084246049019612,4.338128342245991,80.47612299465243,78.70588235294117,8.414973262032088,26.91978609625669,9.095868883498916,2.7401058823529416,435,18,78,12,11,141,76,102,0.116,0.8,0.084,-0.6652,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,0,19,21,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,8,1,9,14,1,13,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826833639634016,0.16571806960598812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713101037005115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907892813922025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056595591148588,0.0,0.0,0.18974822455144816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287095846739554,0.0,0.0,0.09452649595719276,0.0,0.0,0.20479233105504585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497876756607966,0.0,0.0,0.09767258300561103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951934616896392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548339815660785,0.1523875232509994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204685919892245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308860891593172,0.0,0.20914692617256594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981869109743491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892012966269024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30929053676912915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232271461825404,0.0,0.14929686690533975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056158542158342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419990483499185,0.11978869175095387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262097343120526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995836147528635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280245324975806,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dominias,2018/02/26,"I want to get tested but my parents said I failed one in the past I've looked into ADHD very thoroughly and I think I might have it. So I told my parents I wanted to take it, but they said that I took one in the past and failed it. I think they also said that I failed 'completely' but I'm not sure if that was the exact wording or if that's really true. I don't remember taking the test but I'd assume that it was when I was less than age 11 (I'm 16 right now). What my parents told me made me really doubt that I had ADHD but after looking at things again and passing a lot of tests in the diagnosis link on this subreddit I still think I have it.

Is it worth taking the test even with that prior knowledge in mind? ",1.984333333333332,3.076031470967745,3.8358870967741967,90.56716397849462,76.2258064516129,6.973118279569893,20.658602150537632,7.492282038375204,0.4411827956989249,558,12,129,7,12,189,88,155,0.127,0.823,0.05,-0.9306,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,7,6,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,1,3,32,29,14,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,16,5,0,0,7,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,11,5,21,2,13,17,2,19,0,3,2,0,10,8,0,7,9,89,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30801700147294553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247958169559547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343603103604368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464027483015656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695182685535178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152234021787153,0.0,0.0,0.108946498704964,0.0,0.12125634845780695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594434235382932,0.12939253547071264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367224739873227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42687820147955735,0.0,0.2446627503612017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418925555541522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516623897423778,0.10943734196291087,0.3656931117457067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233883117966257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077758733000706,0.0,0.289053119311454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513556484408571,0.2463354045488355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490102842637615,0.1423766880278968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573518273097228,0.1511695379429637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kiwiandbanana,2018/02/26,"Problem with TOO much need to feel productive? I find myself constantly berating myself if I’m not spending every minute being productive. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still not productive, but I find even when I’m on a break from school or work I find myself beating myself down about not completing enough tasks. Does anyone else feel this way? I feel like I’m never just relaxing ",3.0220833333333346,5.819422597222225,3.817222222222224,83.72500000000005,79.97222222222223,7.488888888888887,22.88888888888889,8.472884824447931,1.8599388888888888,305,10,54,7,8,97,51,72,0.163,0.792,0.045,-0.8152,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,11,4,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,9,2,6,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400054315513931,0.2051592384309988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993728544309645,0.21637743512632165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522257222947035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726642422557608,0.0,0.0,0.20689105570202748,0.0,0.13224998877520416,0.0,0.1687023626165475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303726825878569,0.14304431111102403,0.0,0.0,0.5490196206166482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046118809026474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097822236024349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719204667640734,0.1484679654474207,0.15442967563601967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159301357078184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264339183313027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990389093060614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158933208621148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576978305174765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892000977808215,0.0,0.0
adhd,Eo-winning,2018/02/26,"I can't read about ADD without getting angry I hear so much about people being diagnosed and being relieved because they could finally put a name on what they'd been struggling with their whole lives, or how reading about other people's struggles meant they didn't feel so alone.

Me? Reading this stuff just makes me angry. 

I was diagnosed at maybe age 10-11, and put on meds (Strattera). I hated taking that pill because it was a tangible reminder, every day, that I wasn't good enough just on my own, not without some chemical modification. I stopped taking it as soon as I could.

The rest of my academic career went all right, I made it through a reasonably demanding four-year college degree, with a high GPA, unmedicated. But then it turned out that I couldn't really cope with the ""real world"", so I crashed and burned after graduating, and got a fun little trial-size version of depression as well (I've mostly got that licked now). I took Strattera again for a while (switched to generic atomoxetine partway through), but have discontinued because my insurance wants me to be taking Ritalin instead, and even the generic is too expensive for unemployed/barely-employed me.

So I'm trying to look into other ways to increase my ability to focus on things, shift focus appropriately, and generally function in the real world. Which, if I'm gonna be conscientious about it, means just accepting the fact that I have ADD, and calmly figuring out how to work around it.

Which I just. can't. fucking. do.

I hate this. I hate this fucking label. I don't want to be one of you people. (I'm sure you're all great, please take no offense, this is about me not y'all.) I don't want to be like my mom, who after my diagnosis said ""huh, maybe I have ADD too, that would explain a lot!"" and now is recommending me ADD vlogs on youtube all like ""I found this really helpful, maybe you will too!"" I still feel broken and flawed whenever I think about having ADD.

Sorry for the rant. I'm actually sitting here crying as I write this. Go ahead and downvote me, hate on me for being an angsty whiner, I know it's true. Hell, I'm tired of my own angst.

I just want to be able to decide to do a thing and then do it, without having to go through all this bullshit wrestling with my brain. And if I've gotta wrestle with my brain, I'd like to be able to read about better wrestling techniques without flipping out. 

...maybe if I just ignore this whole problem, it will go away?

TL;DR seriously not at peace with this diagnosis, despite 15 years of knowing about it
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adhd,Aridiculousthrowaway,2018/02/26,"Psychologist suggested I might have ADHD and sent home some screener things for me to do. I filled them out as soon as I got home, really connecting to a lot of the points it made.

It just now hit me that while cleaning my desk yesterday evening, and by that I mean cleaning the three desks I have in various parts of my house that are all consistently piled with lord knows what, I swept all the loose papers into the trash, assuming that they weren't important.

I think she may be on to something.

I'd really rather not dig through the trash as it's already outside, so I am now going to frantically google and see if I can find similar ones online. Good job, me.


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adhd,Lilyvean1980,2018/02/26,"Adderall & alcohol You're not alone in feeling this way, I have been doing so much research and asking questions to find out the reason as to why I have this problem. My adderall helps so much with my ADHD but it seems to have brought on a problem with alcohol and I never even used to drink! If you find out any information I would love to know.",4.1408571428571435,5.269231371428571,4.872857142857144,85.06214285714286,71.0,7.314285714285713,29.714285714285715,7.554174236665415,1.7639428571428568,276,11,55,3,5,89,49,70,0.1,0.7759999999999999,0.124,0.4266,0,1,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,1,22,13,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,8,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,12,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,1,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254784556008224,0.0,0.0,0.40100975151865936,0.0,0.1943140101440609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203282292991728,0.0,0.12758558688133334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539600935349536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379264747802296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391886395276876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486449000467873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429559846200959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257553193590604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310906785004792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933112768015166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758392855220136,0.0,0.14470133527147888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590471167953722,0.0,0.0,0.21017330807430296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929009085433621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079892584192388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204033261931727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892116694374866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929462078223015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327730887870545,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fazer0702,2018/02/26,"Super anxious about upcoming Kaiser adult evaluation TLDR: looking for advice and anecdotes to help ease my anxiety for upcoming evaluation at Kaiser.

I have no doubt that I have ADHD and I do have vague memories of the diagnosis as a child (mom rejected the notion of psychiatry and drugs so I never received treatment). I did well in school, however I was always very gifted academically and smart so school was not too hard. I had hard times focusing on some tests but found ways to cheat when needed (most of my issues were from careless mistakes). I am 29 now and at a point where this is seriously affecting my career and relationships, hence finally asking for help. I am nervous for a number of reasons. The stigma is one - I spent much of my life defending myself against accusations of ADD. I want to be honest but am worried I won't be able to admit to some of the things I've done to get by (ie cheating). I feel super ashamed. 

I am also nervous that I might ""beat"" the test (TOVA) if I actually try my best because I am ""smart"". But I don't want to purposefully try to fail either since I do want accurate results. 

I read that its a bad idea to bring up drugs to the doctor as it may raise red flags. But there was one time I took one Ritalin (from a friend) and it made me feel totally out of it and I tossed the rest. Should I bring this up so the doctor knows that I will likely react badly to this drug? Or keep quiet so he doesn't see me as a drug seeker that has taken non-prescribed meds in the past?

Will I be asked why I didn't seek help earlier? The truth is that I was always able to find ways to get by or was in situations where I could function with the ADHD (my last job I had a manager that was on my ass and organized me so I didn't have to). I didn't care how it affected my relationships because I was in love for 10 years and he loved me in spite of my issues. Now I see the damage to my relationships and am worried I'll lose my new job. 

I could ramble on forever lol... would appreciate any words of encouragement from you guys!!! It's giving me anxiety and its making it hard for me to focus on work and social life.",4.260344827586209,4.935100735632184,5.8577011494252895,79.78241379310346,70.3793103448276,9.126436781609195,27.41379310344828,9.314750747691287,2.1620344827586204,1680,54,345,34,29,575,221,435,0.159,0.698,0.142,-0.8798,3,1,4,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,7,16,30,3,4,19,1,45,12,1,8,3,60,73,31,0,10,9,1,5,1,1,7,9,1,0,3,19,16,0,1,8,1,1,4,9,16,1,3,20,10,53,14,57,41,8,34,0,4,4,3,23,17,1,9,12,242,72,14,0.16309603678680493,0.0,0.07957910250888534,0.0,0.19600974185439055,0.07968777977273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652139208467164,0.13570896795772044,0.0,0.0,0.05545544890821903,0.0,0.12476802172842208,0.09212604906395508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247277804905945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617837819097434,0.09942183022255313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557961419095476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314363964259841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021891412896486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693570462211285,0.0,0.08345193568369838,0.0,0.0,0.3782792462159836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246625668699886,0.0,0.0,0.08933186811432403,0.0745334114446522,0.0,0.0,0.08941319304348308,0.0630037967221368,0.0,0.08521094768043201,0.07822828997890201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074535917065645,0.0,0.0,0.2191530204518725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397975331193446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205778670723733,0.0,0.17022988872477662,0.1618476503795814,0.07248362565316972,0.0,0.0,0.0448166582440904,0.06647251905965039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519955410535587,0.03984024263750107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684797970572073,0.09123137340695643,0.0,0.0,0.14720054089450807,0.0771627067524335,0.054433935508336716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058146475028184,0.0,0.0,0.08650956058891265,0.0,0.09550805354974387,0.0,0.0,0.059947176554406276,0.060466822347518816,0.06289485906085998,0.07875958432221462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165777143228021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784681090711895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708923603071323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157008644531841,0.0,0.0,0.08384494471170198,0.0,0.2626561597817454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650618965100852,0.12996642520401686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745736350899252,0.09166338940221726,0.0,0.08312793516796077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417687987324523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510261063397042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060284897579708,0.11073150307321228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672856555739345,0.14429740225419216,0.12945804250573514,0.0,0.0,0.07332146205896742,0.0,0.07358440261718036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059367928622608535,0.16563194222702474,0.0,0.05792937253972316,0.0,0.0,0.05251425018854503
adhd,PrizeRecording,2018/02/26,"Mood Regulation and Depression in ADHD (slides by William Dodson, MD) Link: https://www.additudemag.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/12/12_19_17-Dodson-Webinar-Slides.pdf

Not sure how I stumbled across this presentation but it fits me to a T and helped me learn a lot about how I process my feelings. I've even sent it to a few friends in the hopes of giving them some insight into my often intense reactions to exciting or distressing situations. I was diagnosed because my friends urged me to be evaluated for a mood disorder and came out with an ADHD diagnosis when my psychiatrist put together that my reactions are directly linked to stimuli (unlike a mood disorder, as described in the presentation). Everything is finally starting to make sense.

There's a good bit on rejection sensitive dysphoria (RSD) towards the end. Thought you folks might appreciate the resource.",10.078043478260868,12.775281297101447,8.9456231884058,55.50626086956524,58.49275362318841,12.476521739130435,42.06086956521739,11.979248473330829,6.164533913043478,721,39,97,24,10,224,103,138,0.121,0.7020000000000001,0.177,0.8756,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,11,0,5,1,0,3,1,25,13,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,4,1,13,6,20,7,4,19,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,6,6,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303594339407591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914539800709858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954729667453887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478208558550265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421293097747962,0.1817289505114203,0.0,0.0,0.4104067803772027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858251061922027,0.0,0.0,0.11825886425199775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609159113523295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053155014457052,0.0,0.0,0.1961372523163184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766625580640761,0.0,0.0,0.17175821096934785,0.0,0.15017614068990034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001143947476822,0.0,0.0,0.1778340846309837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221936869810793,0.0,0.0,0.11951527230691485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994058751000956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799917023965347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125634574599055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673039820658472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687496919569807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214332953585548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Doctor_Oceanblue,2018/02/26,"I made a Facebook group for people with learning disabilities who want to learn Japanese! Hi! I'm a 21 year old female, and I was diagnosed with adult-onset primarily inattentive ADHD in college (I'm no longer in school, but that's a different story.) I admire Japanese art and fashion, so I decided to start studying the language. I've been teaching myself for about two months now, and I really enjoy it. However, I don't really have anyone to talk about it with. No one I know speaks it, and r/LearnJapanese can be rather rude to slow learners like me. So, I decided to make this group! It's for anyone with a learning disability who wants to learn and practice Japanese. **Is anyone here interested in learning Japanese? Does anyone here already know a bit of Japanese?** You are welcome to [join my group!](https://www.facebook.com/groups/277077289493402/) Let's learn together! ",4.279487179487177,7.470756692307695,4.9605128205128235,74.93448717948722,78.23076923076924,8.338461538461539,29.179487179487186,8.998388855275968,3.2855410256410256,708,32,110,19,18,227,99,156,0.054000000000000006,0.8009999999999999,0.145,0.9429,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,6,0,9,1,0,2,0,25,18,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,12,5,20,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,71,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285572035142811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098663400362983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319079942230834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076253062834731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930268396634844,0.0,0.19869571063214012,0.0,0.0,0.16642619844176246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090338976464523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447006412523146,0.0,0.0929114477516333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995118307976785,0.1269454054513718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179840114991605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995599983471654,0.0,0.12886965006371934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318455976403661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436660114044612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924704614994813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460908779955058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285800948827347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577643844112407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434402441142226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246850645473985
adhd,b00n96,2018/02/26,"Hard to talk about things that you've done? I love to converse with people but one aspect that's always hard is to talk about is past things because it's not ""new"" and ""exciting"". Any time I meet up with friends and we are all talking about what we have been doing with are time apart, I just pull a blank. Anyone else have this problem and what can I do about it?",3.9052000000000007,4.4917464533333336,3.790666666666666,94.60200000000002,71.13333333333333,6.533333333333332,23.0,5.6839178017228535,0.09460000000000024,284,6,65,1,5,86,51,75,0.097,0.815,0.08900000000000001,0.2784,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,1,13,12,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,6,3,11,10,1,7,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771149685960482,0.0,0.0,0.1447507889812996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883531396885086,0.21809825038308805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975630573740102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782771161449704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781560679609862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445361932675778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813580479776422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921127215850212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557965348631585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442381392015351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319711624971487,0.14756898661676907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367642892895946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132617689208652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828268911564092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482385084688814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Seegullz,2018/02/27,"My experience with ADHD and finding ""myself"". ADHD feels like your brain ""is switching between 30 different channels and someone else has the remote"". My experience resonates with this. I feel like I've had a very hard time in the past finding the channel that is actually me. Like, all of the other channels are my brain or attention or focus or whatever running away from who I actually am. It's been a long journey to realize this and get to where I am. 
I've given up many things in my life--not in the typical sense mind you. For example, I had to focus really hard on given up attachment to things, realizing I was addicted to TV, pot, and many other ""substances"". 
I am writing this after watching [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JiwZQNYlGQI].
Thanks for listening. I am happy to be apart of our neuroatypical community.",5.306703296703294,7.901966870748303,6.399591836734698,69.32095761381477,70.76870748299321,9.421036106750392,32.39612768184197,9.851270322608157,3.8289794871794873,658,31,103,18,13,219,93,147,0.023,0.865,0.112,0.9172,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,0,13,3,2,0,1,19,20,7,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,16,5,22,13,1,15,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,3,7,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.2831374584130911,0.15814920539092447,0.3486951874498817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629932649729845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32389525125025004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156870358722346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211885135274078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838152715079618,0.0,0.0,0.14670488600063938,0.2072780297941753,0.0,0.0,0.26518520588919386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579380262712372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443116973795395,0.2599109031476664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246819809280328,0.212623628954915,0.0,0.0,0.1283835963074787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941591963357924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464807273456253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848703674023688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929364336536156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229185000569841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335622254891622,0.0,0.0,0.1927579425810851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459228181275881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969907240871007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kenzeas,2018/02/27,"i haven’t been to class since the first week of the semester so, the first week of my second semester of college, i got the flu, and was too sick to go to class. after that, i just wasn’t able to make myself go. now we’re almost 2 months into the semester and i meant to drop my classes before the drop deadline.. and didn’t get around to it. i’ve always been really high-functioning, but for some reason college changed that. i guess i just posted this to admit it somewhere because i am very stressed about this whole stupid situation that’s completely my fault and i still can’t make myself change my actions",4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,5.349303278688523,83.87264344262297,68.8360655737705,8.395081967213113,27.54508196721311,8.472884824447931,1.7797999999999994,486,15,97,7,8,155,75,122,0.162,0.82,0.019,-0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,1,6,0,8,2,0,3,0,17,17,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,3,7,0,14,0,15,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,8,66,21,5,0.18021612573950252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804604177626836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995425342809635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043055994558522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985807754519694,0.0,0.15335064945946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812895304537649,0.0,0.1889531790825923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30658348898114074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415548755260313,0.0,0.20484195468001345,0.0,0.14413529881027606,0.0,0.1985283802477304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904082313956804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059132666453706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384679220314084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259723212009045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545106484636072,0.18529219221356572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907664151377426,0.20257047609087506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439208308102266,0.0,0.20643696314786975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869717749460454,0.0,0.0,0.28911701119819794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120486849927294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,diabetomaximus,2018/02/27,"The Food vs. Motivation dilemma When you're finally hungry enough to get food but aren't in a place where you can make yourself do it right away, so you lay on the couch flipping back and forth between Reddit and Snapchat and those things you thought you might need to buy on Amazon last night while your stomach grumbles at you because you haven't eaten real food in over 24 hours. ",16.80108108108108,8.031348027027029,13.350810810810811,65.24486486486488,55.21621621621621,15.88108108108108,51.864864864864856,8.841846274778883,5.110994594594594,310,11,60,2,2,91,59,74,0.019,0.929,0.052000000000000005,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,2,0,11,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,10,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,7,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296202128687986,0.14974089582667507,0.0,0.1187099971157535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012155968154361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133250973645968,0.0,0.0,0.7064310302022585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174215593025872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177692726403384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158736819231436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998860135101276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658540815446289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443951753936724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827476818570352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345893912175728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165358096733495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663045152545154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937475077851793,0.0,0.0,0.15459959418653246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,withknives,2018/02/27,Music helps me concentrate. I don’t know about you guys or if this has been said. But whenever I’m listening to music it just sets me straight and totally helps me focus. I was wondering if anyone had any input or has the same experience on that as well. ,3.60029411764706,5.167446627450979,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,72.92156862745098,9.805882352941175,26.47549019607843,10.125756701596842,2.7487607843137254,202,7,40,6,4,69,42,51,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,11,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,6,1,4,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422974132570629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913447332307315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485314878526903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527947576791303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776431151640402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958141278657926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33892456373277746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203580701783961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863940572717904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BoassApplesauce,2018/02/27,"Refill of ADHD Medication How often does your doctor's office require you to come in for a physical appointment before they will refill your prescription. Asked another way, how many months of refill will your office write before you are forced to come in for an appointment?",8.74625,10.034289458333333,8.349999999999998,63.69500000000001,60.66666666666666,11.4,30.583333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.9985333333333326,226,7,31,6,3,72,33,48,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166421347897106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762733568329455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631074701703895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44839052022084375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539155845156033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696747487348744,0.2305661162687569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711924697606704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654203139288779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103008308586124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091318041486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vaniile,2018/02/27,"I've been heavily considering suicide lately I lost my job in November because I couldn't manage my ADHD. Strattera was basically too little too late. Lost my insurance before I had the chance to try anything else. 

I've applied to hundreds of jobs since then, and only had one interview. Nobody wants me. 

I try to work hard on my dream career while I wait for a real job, but I'm so useless as I am now that nothing has gotten done. My boyfriend doesn't complain, but I know he doesn't like paying all the bills by himself. 

My life up to this point has been a series of failures, most of which could have been prevented had my parents cared enough.  Had anyone cared enough. But I'm worthless, so it's only fitting. 

My boyfriend wants to get me back to trying more ADHD treatments, but I feel terrible making him pay out of pocket. Even if I found the best treatment for me, I would still feel lost. And so, I've been thinking of killing myself. More and more every day. I feel like that day will be here sooner than I expected. If only I were normal, maybe things would be better. If only my parents didn't treat me like shit for things that are out of my control. If only I were more capable. 

I just wanted to vent, because I feel terrible for relying on just one person for my emotional needs.

tl;dr I'm going to kill myself. I don't know when, but I think that day will be soon. And I just wanted to vent.

Edit: thank you everyone for the support ❤ I talked with my boyfriend a lot this evening, and we have a plan to get me through this. I'm quite exhausted from crying all day, but I'll spend some time tomorrow replying to messages ❤❤❤",2.888948051948052,4.691449942424246,4.096125541125545,86.68704545454545,75.33333333333333,6.774891774891776,25.42207792207793,7.5804360353943165,1.3143896103896109,1291,45,257,17,28,422,175,330,0.191,0.708,0.1,-0.9882,5,0,0,0,0,3,38.0,1,1,0,9,16,22,3,0,8,0,31,3,1,2,2,52,62,22,3,15,13,2,5,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,9,0,3,9,1,4,1,5,12,0,2,18,5,43,10,35,35,12,25,0,5,0,0,12,9,1,7,18,175,54,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100598778287961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110752940875884,0.0,0.07191735961465455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720016546192742,0.0,0.10654846699190734,0.0,0.07436538567406213,0.0,0.0917140297799172,0.07729240099185651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820688523267347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801918085117686,0.06977655532358461,0.0,0.0959975966986527,0.22544617103964765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943383756566875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300601001119242,0.09830586386022527,0.0,0.1806015828190204,0.0,0.11544509364870277,0.0,0.07363274746332651,0.08350818277138126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767550086111303,0.0624338952504416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582240264848292,0.0,0.0,0.09131893695734973,0.0,0.049667709317509856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828736175118294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601735302335257,0.0,0.19337579906019026,0.0,0.09605830471877297,0.0,0.19716722724978264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617285754074391,0.12808806983665144,0.08759119192635913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862008097408627,0.07429878252954145,0.0,0.0,0.0583358037944666,0.0,0.08779846293671767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480113281538309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562702164785099,0.08385636840561388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844012147502996,0.3323332687315556,0.0,0.0,0.1940801588262288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763085860832963,0.0,0.0,0.08261505448314083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929536872422892,0.0,0.09947287435407604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970811639258998,0.07229276159078953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979251882831508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559424534168748,0.09917304680761094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024354145165537,0.0,0.08046014335322035,0.0,0.0,0.1161206444093313,0.1119963827472479,0.0,0.0,0.050959821134328745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800323943570034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061876748353688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362346950427603,0.0,0.0,0.12416359312827173,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dotpan,2018/02/27,"Organization Platform Overload - Feedback I made the move to being more proactive over time mangement and planning a few months back. I had a few issues I wanted to tackle:

* Daily Habbits
* Long Term Goals
* Planned/Scheduled Events
* Work Organization
* Notes/General Organization

I decided to use some options I previously had used: Evernote, Trello, Google Calendar. I decided that none of them had a good enough ""to do"" feature so I added Todist to my collection.

The issue I find all to often now is, what should go where, should I have redundancies, what format should I use? Reminders? Long term goals in todoist? Short term to dos in Trello? What should I be documenting in Evernote.

I'm assuming I'm not the only one that has crossed this bridge, so I'm asking for feedback. What has worked for you, what platforms do you use? One of the biggest issues with me is I try and organize everything ""the right way"" which ends up costing more time than it saves and leaves me hardly using a platform due to anxiety of putting in the work require to upkeep said outline.

EDIT: What I'd love is to find a way to aggregate all this info and have something like a daily dashboard that had some details of upcoming stuff, as well as other things that might be of use. As a web-dev I've considered making this for myself but haven't had time.",3.111031105990783,5.966608778225808,4.0417050691244265,81.86112903225808,80.16935483870967,6.768663594470048,27.002304147465445,7.957251820313856,2.0805110599078342,1059,45,185,20,28,340,142,248,0.014,0.939,0.048,0.7754,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,7,7,5,0,0,13,0,23,1,0,8,2,35,39,10,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,1,6,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,7,2,19,5,30,24,13,33,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,6,15,128,37,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806973432817454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762563090315028,0.0,0.0,0.08852344023190489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196591271330326,0.11895412245320106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346625051567714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044295336479596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654277629675661,0.0965607568792722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031287131699212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604794129221318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189995561126898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624389224174814,0.0,0.0,0.20376267280783836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390412823696912,0.10893334669554358,0.07684632924758693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212863380163833,0.0,0.0,0.09189107610903037,0.12235885596747467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602233926633025,0.08755717802004248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573166639890188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831547844798212,0.1095095226837514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862827028757714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131789720301642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648343463442484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138962379352124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816180718681483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59658232000349,0.0,0.0,0.06790326401869211,0.18276053835240708,0.0,0.0,0.10351052448586827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514354701938554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CatodeMan,2018/02/27,"Rejection Sensitive Disphoria and ADHD question (advice needed) I don't know where to post this.
So i am currently on a trip with some friends and they posted an all together picture earlier (on social media) without me in it because i was over 1 hour late due to car problems.
Now my rsd is going of the charts and im starting to hyperfocus on that thing only and not the current awesome experience we are having. My mind screams confront them about it but my heart says no.
What should i do?
I am still in the process of getting treatment for ADHD.",3.8765303983228527,5.927586254716985,5.1448427672955965,79.15414046121593,73.24528301886792,7.7299790356394125,32.532494758909856,8.515128840125781,2.8711312368972743,437,22,77,8,9,145,84,106,0.115,0.865,0.02,-0.7874,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,0,1,17,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,2,12,1,15,12,2,20,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,8,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665932045879957,0.1896935130820401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833480808317688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189888306191415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997797117467085,0.0,0.1014205946297516,0.0,0.11032385572408004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003519102345998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911708064523169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968478561132864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066842290143384,0.0,0.21897777279768146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600761479508325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393880703817608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763832717739786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37182992448080376,0.0,0.0,0.18574828399594345,0.0,0.0,0.21746077041360445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437339540880962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978826628403783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740036340428605,0.0,0.15502586859025308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289658552451695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712642560596587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Joe_Snuffy,2018/02/27,"Florida: I was prescribed 30mg Adderall (2 per day) for over a year. Tried extended release medication but switched back to IR. My psychiatrist now prescribed me 20mg IR twice a day. I mentioned that it's not working as well as 30mg and she told me that 30mg twice a day/60mg is illegal? Title basically sums it up, but...

I was prescribed 30mg of IR Adderall twice a day (60mg) for well over a year, and it was working fine, for the most part. Then about a year ago, I go in for my normal monthly appointment. I usually only ever talk to PAs, but this time the actual psychiatrist pulls me in her office. She asks how I'm doing, how's the medication, etc and I tell her everything's great. But she then says she wants to try extended release stuff and proceeds to push Vyvanse on me. Now, I have mentioned that it felt like the IR Adderalls were starting to wear off quicker/not last as long, but there was no conversation about me switching to extended release. In fact, she had the Vyvanse prescription written up before I even got there and also gave me a bunch of Vyvanse promos and coupons. The whole thing felt weird, but I was willing to give a shot.

Long story short: The Vyvanse wasn't bad, some dosage issues at first, but that's normal. But my insurance stopped covering it, and I wasn't about to pay ~$300/month. She witches me to generic Adderall XR but it didn't mesh well with me.

So she switches me back to IR, but this time 20mg twice a day. I figured it was for tolerance reasons, and would eventually bring up to normal. Anyway, about a year goes by and I bring up the fact that the 20mg twice a day isn't working too well, basically getting 3 hours out of each. I asked the PA if maybe we could go back up to 30mg and she said ""Oh we never prescribed 60mg/day, it's illegal in Florida"". I was pretty confused and mentioned that's what I was on (shit, she was the one prescribing me it). She looks up my past prescriptions and says ""huh, look at that"". The PA then leans in and whispers ""the doctor is really strict about that stuff here"", which seemed odd.

So anyway, I've tried researching the laws on this because it all seems a little off. But, does that sound right, or does anyone know if 60mg/day is *illegal* in Florida? 

I've honestly been thinking about switching doctors simply because I've moved since I've started going here and it's a pretty far drive. But at the same time, I'm afraid to switch doctors because of ""doctor shopping"" and all that. 

**TL;DR** Doctor prescribes me 60mg of Adderall IR (30mg 2x day) for over a year. Tried XR for a few months, but switched back to IR, 40mg (20mg 2x day. Asked about going back to 60mg/day and was told it's illegal in Florida, and they never prescribe 60mg/day. ",3.21260013295662,4.822670990859237,4.251096476649494,86.72675939006149,74.00914076782449,7.31276383579857,27.42267741399368,8.00094639256281,1.655537842778794,2140,82,439,32,44,695,225,547,0.07,0.8690000000000001,0.06,-0.5147,0,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,2,0,1,4,33,14,1,2,30,1,25,9,2,3,7,68,55,44,0,8,17,2,2,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,30,22,0,1,8,1,3,10,8,6,4,7,24,9,45,8,64,28,11,81,0,0,2,0,33,29,1,8,43,277,75,10,0.0,0.0,0.06262759912771186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688913345263636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051322409572016336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487412566060864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999079633649226,0.0,0.0,0.2467411707304265,0.053585203968931655,0.1173653069351894,0.0,0.05460999149900452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124019809097603,0.0,0.0,0.4966671001177545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284399440169761,0.11232363827133372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157443916245285,0.04238837414485682,0.058051867818994976,0.0,0.0,0.05767824593451505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324017476663633,0.0,0.0,0.054589014738476715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03352988978498895,0.061564529264426585,0.14589331630671726,0.0,0.05132829544889751,0.07075548743331707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320152325919505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698422635150952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527005983060906,0.05231290810564436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03135369294688393,0.06432232150924662,0.0,0.1135894409617546,0.10778521353560096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447453033612313,0.0,0.0,0.1293033677891332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536766644366075,0.06821010862560027,0.0,0.0,0.09899468318375858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863981737830984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043488068866080164,0.04880958208113408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949755326117997,0.061264310769494776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058238055044072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041113498325792114,0.06598475505178435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480689903064584,0.06104712551236911,0.10207242331181317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684885644023625,0.0,0.0,0.0658768784587875,0.05308796639899047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084977381924512,0.0,0.0,0.053654935416501584,0.0,0.0,0.146934867385521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158312791313646,0.056093620556183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042636418453110406,0.04112209904049288,0.0,0.0,0.11226656220679576,0.0,0.0,0.12264795267062162,0.0,0.17428817281531492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068201688742741,0.0,0.037853320694490586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308117075220363,0.0,0.0,0.07165144847468106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016509551879655,0.0,0.0,0.045589575739844304,0.0,0.0,0.20663976506478898
adhd,plucesiar,2018/02/27,"Sleepy when learning/focusing/in meetings Oftentimes I find myself almost shutting down when I read a long report, work through a tedious math problem, stuck in a long meeting, etc.  Medication has seemed to help a bit, but the problem is still not completely gone (I'm on reddit right now because I almost passed out reading just now at work).  Even on days where I got a good 8hr sleep the night before, it would still hit me.  Anyone else run into this problem in the past and figured out what's going on?",7.8440625,7.218819447916669,7.2625833333333345,77.19075000000002,62.85416666666666,9.346666666666668,35.86666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.850656666666667,401,16,72,4,5,125,73,96,0.112,0.8270000000000001,0.061,-0.5789,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,8,0,3,2,1,0,0,16,10,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,12,5,2,28,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,3,11,45,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143146139864471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973928601705282,0.1608082493353529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567194752458344,0.0,0.13354826168253853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713428120507947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455338594793525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121625798220847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110704181788968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503467165385714,0.10366040219394433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344448523224618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919521066130368,0.1316376513702774,0.1255229023877979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051966308193132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778199500745554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810513354732408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472818385448797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982134188015755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505242464267215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139740643479712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402979734736972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287643367853767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705790423173815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506722578921089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285150188489284,0.0,0.0,0.11148891299519104,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,addexterminator,2018/02/27,"Don't know what I'm doing You feel disconnected with surrounding. You feel dead. You feel without energy. Sometimes you can't even move. You just jump into bed and get stuck there. You keep asking yourself what's the point of this life, especially if you don't know what you would like to be nor who you really are. You absolutely have no idea what you are doing and your plans change on a daily basis You have huge problems with taking decisions. Your mood changes like English weather. All what you have are some super-short term interests, which quickly fade away and die before any kind of value is crated. Leaving stuff unfinished is your profession. No real interests, no will. Boring and pointless is how you would usually describe the activities. You only start to feel some sense of life when you are drunk,  high or under a good load of caffeine. It's also the only occasion when your highly tolerant friends cheer you with ""welcome among the living!"". You've changed a handful number of jobs involving all kinds of non-related fields, and you were lucky to be able to do that. After you'll hit 30s that won't be possible anymore and you'll have to settle down - and settling is impossible, if you don't know what to do. Just recently you've lost your job and instead of being sad, you felt relieved in the same moment when boss dismissed you. Afterwards,  you've got your new job, but you know that it will be the same story again - if you won't be fired, you'll quit it by yourself.

https://i.imgur.com/yViQZRF.gif


...seriously, all this stuff is pilling up and I wonder what it'll happen when I won't be able to handle it anymore...

what's this?",4.274700854700857,6.515051000000002,4.536538461538463,83.11957264957267,72.65384615384616,7.5709401709401725,25.97863247863248,8.401726058763845,1.8283388888888887,1320,45,241,23,27,413,169,312,0.071,0.836,0.093,0.7063,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,32,0,3,13,18,0,0,9,0,40,5,1,2,3,48,61,21,2,6,8,0,7,2,1,11,3,0,1,0,23,13,1,1,12,1,0,2,12,5,0,0,5,7,34,12,28,37,8,30,0,2,0,0,37,13,0,8,17,168,57,4,0.2161607223989179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643182580284832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349835184914022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437335250092635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104054794518784,0.0,0.10154505713482102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196842688599327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34300407361366864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217035123663352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138605924207947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185947122957736,0.0,0.10377409601546117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350261895777401,0.0,0.05646752787431548,0.0,0.0,0.09065267913610107,0.08644173818010288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557510646780727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283856712616521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200957220740904,0.0,0.0,0.32175924425143576,0.09606679102670576,0.0,0.22509812867031131,0.23759255987835906,0.0,0.0,0.11444149693803253,0.0,0.0,0.1526807108623843,0.10560521026427706,0.0,0.09543693906313172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798248162000838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487231943871537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043846863377968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439996995958134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217087599352268,0.12184436787971135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341830909627048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495676801025045,0.0,0.12301911284732694,0.06923904694019124,0.0,0.10671631777253704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689424083394483,0.0,0.07649983594354323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474523111470314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126298085508057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903524838278735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418561133959484,0.11720854132127655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355437523808274,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kruton93,2018/02/27,"Stories of when ADHD has been used against you when applying for jobs or on the job? hi

For example: Do you have to put down you have ADHD when you fill out applications in the 'medical' portion? Is it something an employer can look up as it is considered a condition?

I've always felt I had ADHD (although I'm sort of a hypocrite because I always doubt anyone who claims to have it), but I'm cautious about getting tested because I don't want it to be seen as a negative mark on applications.

Sorry, I know it's a bit of an ignorant question, but none of my friends seem to actually know",5.519249394673125,5.564788406779663,7.0842857142857145,74.296186440678,67.47457627118644,10.471670702179175,36.34866828087167,10.290406445055957,3.8090227602905564,464,23,89,11,7,161,77,118,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.9403,3,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,1,0,14,23,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,3,9,1,20,18,3,11,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,5,3,64,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.16594664464015388,0.0,0.613109936252807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829944944107325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189046153494261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732477006226085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856532140788928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327700384685545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313820882116829,0.0,0.0888453777962409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375016012575092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869127402828124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280121525639725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130993622733154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094966436445372,0.1904976437358678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480934864479046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309146712416746,0.0,0.1903597767937261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687070321623952,0.0,0.0,0.10030133112605426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PatternsInMyLife,2018/02/27,"I'm supposed to be tested for ADHD, but am terrified to take the mandatory IQ test. I don't want to know my IQ.  I'm female and have very low self-esteem and have been upset and enraged in the past by so many sexist implications women are of inferior intelligence. I can't focus at all on anything, so I can't complete things within a time span. I also have severe anxiety. I'm diagnosed with persistent severe depression, body dysmorphic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, insomnia and likely have OCD as well/instead of BDD and GAD.  I also have impaired vision and memory loss.  So you can imagine how horrible it is to focus or basically do anything.  I think my IQ would be found to be lower than it should be but I know I'm very smart and so impaired by my myriad illnesses.

Who has done an ADHD IQ test or just in general?",4.537962962962961,5.998789524691357,6.865123456790126,69.88805555555558,70.41975308641976,10.585185185185184,30.78395061728395,10.686352973137794,3.831150617283951,661,28,114,21,12,236,102,162,0.3,0.638,0.062,-0.9933,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,1,1,4,0,22,4,1,1,1,25,32,19,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,11,2,18,23,1,9,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,79,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766952497771887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065870675502216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397815571029531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579352899123169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408118171309508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431849680158278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498316516846834,0.15906804174779438,0.0,0.0,0.3592306162056235,0.0,0.0,0.16037951715743498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183597492777564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225901235029228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656573601666165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588900218961224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960748175873326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634936950828067,0.35409918644668376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783433647841188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411815812278064,0.1004201892555151,0.0,0.0,0.09138500292969937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586217051566143,0.09243783067463016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091058027538905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113297698973426,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oow_my_balls,2018/02/27,"Supplements aren't working for me and I am wondering if it's a scam. My psychologist put me on supplements. Her claim was that I would see results insofar as my rages and insomnia go. Now initially I thought they were working (I was less rage-y), but now that I'm back to work I'm having the same issues (rage, talking too much, etc.), and in fact the insomnia never improved. I've been taking them since November.

I feel like it's a scam, but when I look up reviews for the products literally every review is positive, like, overwhelmingly positive.

So now I'm just wondering if I'm crazy, or if these supplements are complete BS, or if maybe I'm the rare lucky one where no improvement shows. Also, they give me a pretty sour stomach and kill my appetite...I'm debating whether to continue taking them, because they're extremely expensive.

I'd like to hear others' experience with these.

Here's a link to the product: https://www.hardynutritionals.com/products/28-daily-essential-nutrients",6.721560314685316,8.706959119318185,6.987727272727272,69.07755244755246,65.76136363636364,10.415384615384617,33.993006993006986,10.560738912317856,4.007835314685313,799,36,132,22,13,258,114,176,0.138,0.701,0.161,0.7628,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,3,11,8,3,1,9,0,10,3,1,1,2,26,26,17,1,5,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,5,5,17,4,11,20,4,13,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,9,10,85,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807745466990332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276614679956786,0.0,0.10525293585721138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103244915981848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256337458414974,0.0,0.0,0.14547488226811162,0.0,0.0,0.16889621942472968,0.0,0.0,0.08730291532585432,0.12334951328036838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165632782436969,0.0981275915188445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460222193893265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021389788160186,0.0,0.0,0.19102452761113026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306127397619066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499229537502678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734618291325013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692617535963566,0.0,0.13316730443731814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169999987843888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565896536717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735726421185493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375889760324125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282749650886992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25964013720947776,0.13877888948615275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707405918474755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744883762638443,0.3770992006063549,0.0,0.0,0.12265387829862882,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ratburned,2018/02/27,"Vyvanse inconsistency? Hi r/ADHD! I was diagnosed about a month ago and placed on Vyvanse 30 mg. It was like a light switch turned on! Things were going very well....I adjusted to the side effects after a couple weeks and I felt more confident and found myself more productive and in control of my emotions. The effects only lasted until about 3, so my doctor increased my dose to 40 mg.
     I barely experienced any new  side effects and it lasted a couple hours longer so it was awesome! However, a week into 40 mg and it didn't seem to be working as well. Sleep became a bit difficult again and I felt spaced out and not as capable of absorbing info or learning new tasks (how I am without meds). I also got all of the side effects back: excessive yawning, anxiety, etc.
     My diet and routine have not changed.  Has anyone else experienced this? I would bring this up with my doctor, but I saw him the day before all of these issues popped up and my next appointment's in a month. Thank you for reading!
(Sorry for the wall of text...I'm on mobile)",3.274527363184081,5.420028716417915,4.7331592039801045,81.01725124378109,75.26865671641791,7.252736318407961,26.589552238805965,8.167268648758528,1.9324149253731344,816,31,148,14,18,272,129,201,0.025,0.899,0.077,0.8749,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,12,0,10,7,1,6,2,34,20,19,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,13,1,1,11,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,10,6,17,3,27,8,7,34,0,0,1,0,3,15,0,2,17,100,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487940315487805,0.0,0.11423747563587193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305909331416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763755053533231,0.0,0.09858691999333408,0.0,0.0,0.09011047498381733,0.13204485152813042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990948069305751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966079450896604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406951214951481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632975469909292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454118877792868,0.0,0.2851893911589077,0.0,0.0831119411642983,0.0,0.0,0.13080262297698614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638124212858629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765622996761068,0.1449639376988078,0.0,0.0,0.14372662675165054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474751434557452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130177247041106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324107063830135,0.0,0.10307091257869272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691320882015825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450914896056804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009617135882774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296047270778521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431480197330205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572920396704744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489312479501672,0.13705710195936974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980131548045622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346440742140834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890712659912354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732045806062798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896532193662713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426193511738145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864825505096427,0.0,0.0,0.08561699781019116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017600350929016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633310444250492,0.0,0.0,0.20674709409974065,0.0,0.23174326285418834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422825205073006,0.0,0.09382053427162401,0.0,0.0,0.09154715025086836,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,goodaccount1298,2018/02/27,"I’m too scared to ask my parents to consider medication Let me say this first. I know I have a focus problem. I can’t sit still in class, I’m always moving or bobbing my foot up and down, I tap pens, and I look at the clock too often. I spend hours studying to just have information go in, but never retained. It’s hard to remember anything important, but I somehow remember information that has absolutely no use to me.

However, despite my problems, I do well in school. I get straight As but only from spending 6 hours studying when I could finish my work in 30 minutes like a normal person. I feel sad that classmates who I know are less talented than me can finish work faster and better just because they have an ounce of focus. It’s getting worse now, I’m falling behind even more just because it’s impossible to pay attention in class.

Some teachers notice it, but only one calls me out on it. I daydream a lot, but I think I’m paying attention. I completely phase out and the information sounds familiar, but if I’m asked to recall anything, I’m blank. I don’t think about anything when I daydream,  I just sit there and look awake, but I’m not there. I can’t focus for my life on what people tell me.

I took a few online tests just to see if I was worrying, and all that did was worry me more. On a lot of them, I hit almost every symptom dead-on. I want to take action because I know I need help.

However, I’m scared. I’m a high achiever in class so my parents know how the kids in the colleges I want to go to will use adderall to get ahead in class. If I ask them to consider taking me to a doctor, they will think I’m just trying to get high, even though I’ve never touched drugs in my life. They will just think I’m lying to get my hands on some “gateway drug” and progress to heroin or something. I don’t want them to think I’m an addict, but I’m smart enough to recognize that medication could help me.

Please, tell me what to do. I’m desperate.",3.949662714824005,4.58369977915633,5.310515577612353,83.57352265416782,71.05955334987594,8.15399319915449,28.573568605826672,8.285830014693849,1.8505155592316889,1533,55,320,22,27,515,188,403,0.106,0.7829999999999999,0.11,-0.0795,4,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,6,7,24,10,0,2,13,0,21,11,2,3,3,70,68,26,0,12,21,2,4,1,0,3,9,2,0,2,13,9,0,1,17,0,4,6,8,5,1,2,4,9,51,5,47,57,10,43,0,1,3,0,23,21,0,12,15,204,64,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218072188477608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467264159504974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035904556570302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875213435010168,0.0,0.2371509996662559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463735053309532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478469622423937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086343191498334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886574740824631,0.0,0.0,0.1350253951613664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654871542247099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961209131688489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737103735566618,0.0,0.11169954805785796,0.0,0.07124377792043461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042755075063876255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192500771996986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089037448181328,0.0,0.09611254161596414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574737608909575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335491538747912,0.17868037915013182,0.0,0.0,0.16654523149425532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588350332048104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646630335453186,0.11945165892017673,0.04131077686706605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420148788687046,0.0,0.0,0.14377640777100456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036661626897548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987179220910745,0.0,0.06269869961855111,0.13043271409713106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284890520085647,0.0,0.09626986501811713,0.0,0.0,0.057298702017326036,0.12862036747915978,0.0,0.0,0.187783346547882,0.0,0.0,0.05862188349045919,0.073832800589825,0.0,0.09281931250745794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618212086450617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157550373293566,0.0,0.0,0.0672439305771491,0.16931465646355898,0.08557722951170486,0.06738179333726736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509689411655697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675281431592475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878881583732977,0.1271542137459282,0.0,0.14781487121073858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270906821190903,0.0830778242910723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939470703433046,0.05740934433098165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606195815046694,0.0,0.0,0.14962353119328553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602781404332933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311848974935445,0.17174554556951294,0.08617184530081502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,prestonhallmusic,2018/02/27,Zenzedi vs generic dextroamphetamine. Am i missing something? So Zenzedi is around $500 for a month supply of 30mg tablets. It is pure dextroamphetamine. The only difference between Zenzedi and the generic Dex is the available dosages. So you can get 30mg pills of Zenzedi for $500 or you can get 15mg of the generic ones for a tiny fraction of that cost and just take two pills instead. How is Zendedi allowed to get away with charging so much just by changing the dosage amount of a drug that has been out since 1976? Am I missing something?,4.861057692307694,6.629932990384617,4.797307692307693,83.82269230769231,70.05769230769229,7.892307692307693,36.07692307692308,8.472884824447931,3.0786961538461544,437,24,80,7,8,135,64,104,0.051,0.949,0.0,-0.6046,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,2,1,12,16,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,15,15,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,53,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396667608298116,0.0,0.0,0.24692926050406785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278030083843645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274592317175501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047892648046016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41193984110870624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978145216462102,0.0,0.193203894233171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809451302200716,0.19988743989336835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174084931725112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40466535013054056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976089071697447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567382181822926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Goddamnrainbow,2018/02/27,"How do you deal with wanting to check 20x if what you entered in a calendar is correct? I'm in the void of a  potential diagnosis (no symptoms as a kid, all the symptoms as an adult), but the advices on this sub always help me a lot so I hope you guys can help me out.

I just installed Google Calendar and got super enthousiastic filling in and planning all the events. I can't shake the fear of filling in a wrong time. I notice this with a lot of tasks, I just keep rechecking them over and over. This practically renders the calendar useless, as I always look for confirmation in old e-mails or other people anyway.

Does anyone relate? If so, how did you get over it/do you have tips? :)",3.259097544790976,4.8708741532846735,4.8570537491705394,82.42283344392837,73.8905109489051,7.317584605175848,27.783012607830127,8.00094639256281,1.7714875912408754,537,21,107,8,11,181,88,137,0.053,0.763,0.184,0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,1,2,7,6,0,2,13,0,6,2,0,2,3,22,13,14,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,0,2,1,14,2,20,11,4,17,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,6,3,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193688268178192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298527710891736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859286185043546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434554305652886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345468298608516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230410679744906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035564106134892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852643935549612,0.0,0.0,0.1962588093907647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657116271014697,0.0,0.0,0.19686699946355427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617792795931567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664462648480338,0.0,0.0,0.3370216731850503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256631076593636,0.207987784219706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741367979286795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120316350551498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557769588669704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116909242650648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671123995166044,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chase_with_a_face,2018/02/27,"Meeting with a doc today Hey all. I’m Chase, I have ADHD and anxiety and I’ve been untreated for roughly 8 years. I had bad experiences with stimulant drugs in middle school which turned me off from being medicated altogether. Now that I’m in OTA school which is very rigorous and fast paced, I’m really really really starting to note the symptoms of my diagnoses. 

Which brings me to my questions: What is the best non-stimulant med for a 20 year old to ask about when meeting with the doc? 

Things to consider in your answers:
The sexual side effects are huge red flags as I’m in a almost 3 year relationship and sexually active. Which is why strattera scares the shit out of me. 
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adhd,Canadia64,2018/02/27,"LPT: Get a bluetooth tracker for your keys/wallet/anything else you lose frequently If you are like me, then you lose your keys, smartphone, wallet and other daily carries often. I ran late for classes in college just because I couldn't find something I needed. I tried to develop a habit to put everything in my pockets in one place when I come home, but it never stuck - I guess I am just too absentminded. 

Then I found that I could attach a bluetooth tracker to my belongings. If you have a smartphone that supports Bluetooth LE, then you can pair these trackers with your phone and use an app to find these bluetooth tags if they are within 100 ft of your smartphone. The app can't provide precise locations, but the tag can be instructed to play a chirp tone so that you can find it by ear. 

This has saved me from being late to work at least once every two weeks. Somehow my things end up everywhere - on shelves in my closet, in between the cushions of my sofa, even tangled in the wires behind my stereo (!!!). I've never had to look more than a minute to find things that I would have otherwise had to tear through my apartment to find.

I won't mention which tag I use to avoid ending up on r/HailCorporate, but you can google around and find a few good options. If you want one, be sure you have a smartphone that supports Bluetooth 4.0 LE (iPhone 4S and later, most Androids introduced in 2014 and later).",7.609973642593566,6.8410118450184525,6.9378835002635775,79.79857011070112,63.391143911439116,9.366473379019503,35.593305218766474,8.192908349453996,2.70675413811281,1114,44,211,11,14,344,156,271,0.024,0.877,0.099,0.9627,0,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,13,1,3,9,10,0,1,13,0,21,1,1,2,4,42,34,17,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,14,8,0,1,7,2,0,3,5,3,0,3,5,2,35,7,36,22,4,33,0,2,1,0,16,16,0,9,15,151,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935695714822166,0.10122160529775022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931354579714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794683624199847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078423368316473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498598264697296,0.0,0.20141785752096106,0.0,0.0,0.07510111606094294,0.0,0.09580141240054378,0.0,0.10219077116089886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235461587486568,0.0,0.0,0.12467172324257518,0.0,0.0,0.059406197926999686,0.0,0.0,0.09537040494066963,0.0,0.0,0.1252589366555435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405544051827572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565285080396593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555054612135448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548360835600564,0.2544137425200945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431085709467652,0.17539269531293894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109217201680784,0.1540989751584537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187975809729213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430498523040315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753570601238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580622965608173,0.10716566813887264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510811714423113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719826814966921,0.0,0.111073316169516,0.0,0.0,0.19640931878193255,0.0,0.0,0.06706618708832845,0.0,0.0912073360658196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827786338322952,0.0,0.0,0.08077280829660284,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,e-cloud,2018/02/27,"On the edge of my mental load I don't have a particularly busy life but I feel pretty much on the edge of my ability to cope with my ongoing work and commitments all the time. I feel overwhelmed but it's less of an anxiety feeling than a feeling like my brain is full and overheating (it's a physical sensation but I imagine a psychosomatic one). Like I literally don't have the physiological capacity to take any more.

It's getting to the point that if something simple goes wrong I completely freak out. On Friday, a delivery that was supposed to come never turned up. I wasn't worried about not having the items but I just felt completely unable to take the steps required to follow it up and investigate what the problem was and I couldn't stop crying (thank god for understanding partners).

What do you do when you're on the edge to get away from it? In case it helps, I've had my diagnosis for about 3 years and I'm taking Concerta (and beginning to think I might need to increase the dose?)",4.320615384615383,5.955257779487178,5.757948717948718,76.93538461538462,71.2051282051282,9.302564102564103,29.41025641025641,9.725611199111238,2.845933333333333,797,32,153,20,15,269,117,195,0.067,0.746,0.18600000000000005,0.9639,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,16,0,14,3,1,0,3,33,33,12,0,4,7,0,5,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,10,9,0,2,8,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,5,5,16,3,28,26,7,21,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,2,8,106,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947592817462094,0.0,0.12315376806196833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125154648633782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797134986288882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386750927790085,0.3375812933720277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683544494187106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32559721980927625,0.11500835464374662,0.15457170393553174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821697004731626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790545112696616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137090976565618,0.15729915192503705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223591658864586,0.1707805928525478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183431551623205,0.11936900035234295,0.12416224570637498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908820793583536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218370480964513,0.0,0.0,0.1637805293919786,0.0,0.1540417586751164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393480604877792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459141562536614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631240714189076,0.0,0.0,0.1482141818051695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315326037358824,0.0,0.0,0.09387216924539593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751064241098517,0.0,0.16759199284035126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171996479646466,0.16348898951912805,0.0,0.0,0.17601280279946616,0.0,0.1036696374291394
adhd,gussiemanlove,2018/02/27,"Vyvanse stomach cramping/bowel woes I've been on vyvanse for several years. It's the most effective ADHD med I've ever been prescribed. My psychiatrist started with a small dose and increased it slowly to 60mg. However over the holidays I was unemployed and not in school so I did not take it regularly  for several months so as not to exacerbate the insomnia I was also  experiencing at the time.

Anyway I'm back on it, but now with added stomach cramping and diarrhea that I've never experienced before with this med. Like clockwork, an hour after I take it, I'm running to the bathroom. This has been going on for about 3 weeks, and side effects gradually reduce in severity as the day goes on.

It got so bad that my psychiatrist prescribed me Dicyclomine 10mg which is used to treat IBS. I've been taking that for about a week now, and so far its slightly helped with the side effects, but not enough to make a difference.

Aside from informing my psychiatrist, what else can I do in the mean time to lessen these side effects? I make sure to take it with food and lots of water. And why am I getting them now but not when I first started the vyvanse? Will they go away eventually? ",5.671052631578945,6.597310666666669,6.5371228070175444,75.26752631578948,67.33333333333334,9.764210526315793,33.18245614035088,9.888512548439397,3.2854750877192966,944,41,174,21,15,313,130,228,0.037000000000000005,0.892,0.071,0.6858,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,5,14,5,0,0,13,0,13,7,2,7,3,34,29,18,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,16,12,2,0,6,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,8,2,14,3,33,20,4,38,0,1,0,0,4,15,0,2,20,121,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156207101557366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750584140729212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630401714446635,0.10337050575138328,0.11224575166483247,0.0,0.0,0.11439238988004705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669801837498638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045363706785932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230133327607822,0.0,0.0,0.1389049924741585,0.0,0.0,0.12160214119309068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434844953684516,0.16255664485717944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023557630455557,0.0,0.15280248780257774,0.0,0.10751817064420456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010745520114588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238920371944193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567706328657105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428993774043684,0.0,0.0,0.17946984208138342,0.0,0.0,0.14643670203329293,0.29864901411994593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730295825089088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368284341350498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605314508162694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556123121363583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903044197953157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267012992658729,0.0,0.4043068650206489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677766408596291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610675466207968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156677261068961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213046695414456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657029939454784
adhd,amasink,2018/02/27,"How do you manage discipline in specific areas of your life? Hey guys!

I'm sure that this is a situation that a lot of us here face, and I'm just looking for any advice on how to overcome it!

Lately I've felt like I have been doing well discipline wise when it comes to hygiene (teeth brushing, showers, etc.) and waking up at a specific time every day (not going back to sleep or something).

However, I've also noticed that I have been getting less and less disciplined when it comes to other stuff, such as school work and basic household duties like dishes, laundry, etc.

How do you guys overcome situations like this? I want to keep up the stuff I've been doing, but it seems like I cannot get myself to do the other stuff I know needs done.

Thank you!

TL;DR: I've been getting more disciplined in certain areas of my life, but not all of them. Looking for tips to help sort this out!",5.256888311688312,5.724431520000002,5.920831168831171,80.94898701298703,68.08571428571429,8.420779220779222,29.051948051948052,8.296473431620573,1.9808857142857144,696,23,134,9,11,227,103,175,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.9695,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,4,1,1,11,9,0,0,5,0,14,7,4,3,3,32,31,14,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,15,7,1,6,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,4,13,9,21,25,7,18,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,4,10,95,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262491891966694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331828361530833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785795615296307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934402717911146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225824512116022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332096502008743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221273383455753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881761891797475,0.0,0.0,0.1088535067583084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404876773636687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024992995039193,0.0,0.07342526957256372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558494202188082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865975977719681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114835662316677,0.0,0.0,0.07100294150441996,0.0,0.14573912317098225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251042183754093,0.25247526507716744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169848094521232,0.0,0.0,0.10983812644288024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579746501213432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709091387706014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075361530396573,0.0,0.11761551523488288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29044424688584203,0.1292896655685607,0.0,0.0,0.09946167104691203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44369677188127815,0.0,0.0,0.12176604173893366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894665159189427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753354373610825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540731535776015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620336137582767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616304484901856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405648989425687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,memes718,2018/02/27,"Questions Before Seeing Doctor For Possible ADHD Hey all,

I'm going to a psychiatrist today for a possible diagnosis of ADD/ADHD. T
o make a long story short, I've struggled with focusing my attention on things without the help of Adderall, and I think it's time to talk to a professional to see if this may be the issue. It's been an ongoing issue for as long as I can remember. 

My question is: Should I tell my doctor that I've used Adderall (20mg and under) recreationally to only to find that it benefits me and makes me feel ""normal""?

I feel like Adderall really helps my overall focus during work, and I can actually feel my brain working and processing information quickly, rather than slowly getting stuck with my thought process and getting distracted by my monkey mind. It seriously makes me feel normal and have full focus when it comes to work and social interaction at work. ",9.146927710843377,7.992904867469883,9.775993975903617,61.93158132530121,60.566265060240966,12.637349397590365,39.42469879518072,11.698219412168324,4.849339759036145,712,31,115,18,8,243,105,166,0.068,0.882,0.05,-0.1938,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,2,7,0,8,3,1,4,1,36,26,12,0,5,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,12,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,6,15,2,22,20,2,13,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,4,7,75,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.11646039393903786,0.0,0.2868513344907687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155109267421053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322493168867014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028024044012108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430280450337336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137122530059615,0.08525781484383473,0.0,0.0,0.10907625475539144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470234297595695,0.0,0.06782470239480548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599846028807362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491236929804846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583043815010627,0.0,0.0,0.21122749755654474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898476005978786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050121030795807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338592755745084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076482631206942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690799247816129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673802857785468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645342114216629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351910095015436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901999469825424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165394898640094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476197452740535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592242846674066,0.10431000450964688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928539746627065,0.07646941477175069,0.0,0.09474406867988858,0.06958917071115799,0.0,0.11312208417478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307300874782488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504124872747848,0.0,0.34752904402065565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cheesekneesandpeas,2018/02/27,I’m scared to bring up ADHD with my parents. I’m 16 and realized that I have ADHD a few months ago. I’m scared to ask my parents to set up an appointment so I can get diagnosed.  I’m not sure why. I think I’m scared that they won’t take it seriously and say that I just need to study harder and stop being lazy. ,1.8531428571428563,2.4133037428571456,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,75.85714285714286,7.885714285714287,22.57142857142857,8.238735603445708,0.8803714285714292,242,6,60,4,5,85,45,70,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.9333,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,15,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551357907608579,0.0,0.16785176966385806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702135044495748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921913244419354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893016461096572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114134291392842,0.0,0.0,0.1404043224768822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205126056026841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058268466183058,0.5687321213390442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830924667463786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846483295650029,0.0,0.14237138361475213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133102892111808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086342217477662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aPrudeAwakening,2018/02/27,"Hey gang, finally got a girlfriend. Any advice on being a good partner It's great to date someone after a bit of a dry spell. However I'd love some tips on being a good partner which is generally hampered by my forgetfulness and whatnot. ",3.774347826086956,5.912730130434787,5.8254347826086965,73.77989130434786,73.78260869565217,8.078260869565218,33.23913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.2751913043478265,190,10,32,4,4,66,38,46,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,2,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30884510394709497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492810982232455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34504999671325903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462225973949917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301835615863488,0.2527779049377841,0.3484515454843487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28525180701036057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677922161735255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,how1020121,2018/02/27,"How do you cope with a poor working memory? Even ""easy"" jobs like retail become hard when I can't focus on what the person training me is instructing me to do because everything after the first instruction goes in one ear and out the other...

How can I manage this issue?  Is medication the only answer?  

I'm more than prepared to accept I'm just a complete idiot, but I can easily understand what I need to do if I have a list of instructions, I just can't for the life of me retain and apply what I'm being told on the spot.  I look at the person training me and nod as though I'm absorbing what they are saying, because that seems to be what normal people can do, but I just can't remember anything.  They may as well have been talking gibberish.  

On the job training is torturous.  ",5.8049358974358976,5.672419365384616,7.054615384615384,75.3570512820513,66.88461538461539,10.01025641025641,30.153846153846153,9.725611199111238,2.763838461538461,615,20,115,12,9,210,96,156,0.069,0.855,0.076,-0.2734,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,2,9,5,2,0,11,0,20,3,1,2,0,22,29,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,2,4,15,3,18,24,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,4,90,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541264643565228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283445692119663,0.206850784458726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963735086347888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370548784550014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832718157621665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931162342181576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777804879325953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954855916494809,0.3717194897857655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229082836593642,0.09150206772492844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727923861135826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886783406430991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388756419958622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350771177747036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269148176373238,0.1424450284940758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298456228641682,0.3270746489048592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121668490212218,0.0,0.0,0.14894318520226066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705048268745891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053929601745847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840147603416709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789668172518476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497897720823876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839921001623762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363517856791692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tahabesh,2018/02/27,"What made you feel maybe you had ADHD/ADD? The day you found out, what was it like? Tell your story Hi guys, hope everyone is doing great.

What was it like finding out you had ADHD? How did it make you feel? What were the moments you look back on and make more sense now?

I suspect I might have ADHD, almost all symptoms resonate with me. I mean it feels like it has been staring in my face for so long, I find it a bit funny/sad. My brother was ""diagnosed"" with ADHD by a school counselor but we never took that seriously, now after reading about it even more I think we should. My mom also shows signs of ADHD, I'm no professional I know but it just explains so much of what she does!

It hit me yesterday that I always was this hyperactive kid in school, I frequently got into trouble because of that. It was a bit difficult for me to be focused on what the teacher was saying, but I always seemed to manage. I got the ""you have so much potential if you just tried/applied yourself"" comment. However, I've slowly become more tamed and I tend to try my best not to be too agitated or hyper, because I've received many comments on how *weird* I am, which I feel is unfair (even though they might be onto something).

I am very frustrated with my mental state or the way I go about my day because I know I have SO MUCH TO GIVE. I jump from a tab to another, from a book to another, from getting my clothes ready for university to researching something completely unrelated to that. So yeah..

**I'll be scheduling an appointment with a professional tonight after I get around to paying the freaking phone bill! LOL... Am I right?** Poor attempt at stereotypical ADHD humour hahahah

Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this. 

Have a great day!",2.173908554572272,4.645966737463127,3.6766002949852528,85.47531342182894,80.74041297935105,6.4805309734513274,24.46091445427729,7.6953281115453125,1.4459268436578174,1360,51,261,23,36,448,188,339,0.091,0.7979999999999999,0.111,0.7262,1,0,2,0,1,0,54.0,2,9,1,2,21,15,1,0,15,2,29,3,1,5,2,48,57,17,0,3,9,2,4,3,0,3,2,1,0,2,23,12,0,0,14,4,3,4,3,6,0,0,16,7,43,9,41,33,10,34,0,0,2,0,26,12,0,8,19,188,66,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595714111561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272574712954492,0.0,0.0,0.06606619404240145,0.13748253277797262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732554612198828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354376155419813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352488201416777,0.0,0.15108174394941204,0.09124040731128118,0.0,0.0,0.08669804427957735,0.0,0.18038565833646372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661895559094983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983712224585273,0.0,0.0,0.08385122741677148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229585811992592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913121869176497,0.0,0.0,0.07894098803633211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708799733233884,0.059019286667028034,0.0,0.0,0.151014959972077,0.0,0.0,0.09058172373113624,0.0,0.0,0.0863245597090302,0.07925064646088699,0.04695130365558923,0.0,0.13214754160106934,0.1821639241538273,0.0,0.08180061093904599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205410437292388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080472394369617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108273049425293,0.0,0.0,0.07311057791642528,0.06937475161169564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817113725036633,0.11029065264265324,0.0837573859203701,0.08299662598658578,0.08999060371806579,0.0,0.0,0.0832552391388721,0.1752802880790985,0.0,0.0967562372650556,0.0,0.0,0.1821918578326173,0.0,0.06371682470604723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527223295831664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055169966523253,0.0,0.06569777784335867,0.0,0.16721907136168088,0.0,0.07520846436858038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720021721679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586732890704908,0.06211526612757015,0.0,0.07220806760846768,0.07605965071993957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293556162494334,0.08116759976905942,0.0,0.048172747831333636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917869271393578,0.05608932014559255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816500403136817,0.0,0.06557495735179368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sieffy,2018/02/27,Has adhd caused more panic attacks for you guys? I have pretty strong adhd as a senior in hs and have had random thoughts of death and all this depressing stuff. I don’t know if it’s just me or my adhd. ,3.1527131782945763,3.8767417906976753,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,72.95348837209303,6.663565891472868,21.310077519379846,6.42735559955562,0.29083565891472896,159,3,34,1,3,53,38,43,0.262,0.613,0.125,-0.8004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,7,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,4,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.773523818349005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440757920799893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203967074598963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847872046801884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243317789121735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179082640914996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251722209354383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826928966925133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456025766776012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032468264740633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KUASH1,2018/02/27,How fast do you eat? I can usually finish whatever is served before some people have taken the first bite. ,3.5875000000000017,6.229834750000002,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,76.5,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.7399999999999998,85,2,14,2,2,28,20,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157913152327949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999942940289544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415631601696686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338757104128209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381610206891496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cellists_wet_dream,2018/02/27,"Reading helps me be more productive? So I’m a stay at home parent at the moment and I find the lack of structure particularly difficult. I try to stay productive, but if I’m not very organized with how I go about my day, nothing gets finished (for example, laundry gets washed and dried but I run out of time to fold it). Another layer to the problem is that I have a four year old and a two month old, so I’m constantly getting interrupted to meet their needs. I love them, they are not a burden or an annoyance, I just find it difficult to stay on track with so many redirections of my focus.  
  
That said, I’ve noticed that if I spend most of my downtime reading as opposed to browsing the Internet, I’m able to stay much more focused throughout the day and I get more done. Of course, it’s also really hard to pull myself away from a book if it’s good, but it’s still easier than pulling myself away from the internet. I also feel more satisfaction from the experience, whereas the internet feels like empty calories.  
  
Anyone else have a similar experience?",5.0872399445214995,6.1074155048543695,6.244687933425799,76.4990291262136,68.70873786407768,9.963384188626907,32.190013869625524,10.125756701596842,3.31634507628294,838,36,158,21,14,281,122,206,0.096,0.7659999999999999,0.138,0.922,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,0,9,8,1,0,15,0,6,2,0,1,0,27,20,18,0,6,10,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,4,3,1,4,2,5,0,2,2,4,19,3,28,17,7,25,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,5,12,106,27,3,0.11933648832515174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086669319707636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513471314901894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344284734850516,0.12227433482285538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242411181969126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896034881531765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539243250167295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212266030040893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969032307194207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334679689175396,0.0,0.0,0.12068022831494335,0.08525401110404626,0.0,0.0,0.21814277673283286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939355887190226,0.0,0.0678216764256364,0.10009378452579797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690205346421387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998873261913668,0.0,0.11970422789263978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830178027680938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770583992102667,0.0,0.0,0.12098846855921674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952532464446266,0.0,0.08772604995131912,0.08848649398594703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145065790708715,0.1358653829151043,0.2504471398783548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250904776383735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418890258238518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387375649474004,0.0,0.0764500102065178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351632817807104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087872733183932,0.09530227372969248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958606602101358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810216421199512,0.0,0.11657440882372018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846510079635047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684878588093827
adhd,pedroivo000,2018/02/27,"Moving to Germany soon, want to keep taking Vyvanse Hi guys, 

I currently live in the US and take Vyvanse 50 mg pretty much everyday (that thing is magical). My wife and I are moving to Germany in a few months because she got a postdoc in an university in Munich, so we are going to stay there at least for the next 3 years. I would really like to keep taking Vyvanse in Germany because it really helps me and I am not productive at all without it, but I have no idea how the adult ADHD diagnostic process works in Germany. I know they have Vyvanse there (Elvanse), so there’s hope. 

Here are my questions:

1. Did any of you guys went through a similar situation? How was the process to keep taking the meds in Germany? 

2. Do I need to go through the diagnosis again? I talked to my doctor here in the US and she said she could write a formal letter stating that I am currently under treatment for ADHD and need to keep taking the meds, but I don’t know how helpful that would be. I did not go through a formal educational-psychological diagnosis, but got referred from my university counseling center to a family doctor specialized in ADHD.

3. What is the overall perception of adult ADHD in Germany? I am applying for a job at Roche in Munich and I really don’t want to under-perform because I can’t take my meds, but I am afraid that I might be seen as a lesser candidate in Germany because of ADHD :(

I appreciate all your help already :)

**tl,dr:** taking Vyvanse, moving to Germany for the near future, will like to keep taking Vyvanse. Did anyone went through a similar situation?",3.100688520871145,5.457036049342109,5.0338021778584405,77.64368421052635,76.66447368421052,7.614156079854808,29.23275862068965,8.53829466247534,2.5980790834845746,1245,57,220,26,29,426,141,304,0.022,0.8690000000000001,0.108,0.9739,3,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,2,1,1,12,5,0,1,20,0,26,2,0,3,2,40,55,16,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,4,8,7,0,5,6,0,0,8,7,1,0,0,10,2,32,4,44,38,5,37,0,0,1,0,23,18,0,3,11,160,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465621457373917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200867151299966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053688459154485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051962915975275865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181207425375026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059334640369275216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212951305575995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700577569742755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670512280178658,0.0,0.11887330903057512,0.0,0.0,0.14716746426357086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494357368234559,0.0,0.0,0.07381176212717919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389281547925916,0.0,0.0,0.0737463692899018,0.3302738230893729,0.0,0.0,0.08168338116634108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261330613706853,0.0,0.06562168339643124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476423031645293,0.0,0.0,0.07883668360133271,0.0,0.0,0.059317683883698936,0.2369558910172491,0.05463022304864952,0.11020755877935387,0.0,0.0,0.07903505862341248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560527551794105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325003218626292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428246608152724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069077350995523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670667976795739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921011558460142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470062559734708,0.05973174300407889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937171692930602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878407158125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766606117340481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778187044974574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163720116031748,0.0,0.054102350919661764,0.0,0.0,0.10558277219415682,0.0,0.0,0.047856552483820536
adhd,sparkinflint,2018/02/27,"Effects of medication such as vyvanse and adderal I recently got a fit bit that monitors my heartbeat, my resting hr off vyvanse is 63, but my resting hr on vyvanse is 110. For those that take vyvanse or adderall, are there negative side effects as result of this? Also i have been on 40mg for the past year and i wish to not go higher and depend on the drug, how long a t break would i need to take to see 40mg work again?",7.2860227272727265,4.970577375000005,8.008181818181821,76.83227272727272,65.02272727272727,10.618181818181819,39.04545454545455,8.841846274778883,3.3297636363636367,331,15,69,4,4,112,61,88,0.058,0.8759999999999999,0.065,-0.2755,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,5,0,14,13,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,13,10,3,13,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,5,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341690741486535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913543749731892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094860185465545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166912776663244,0.0,0.21344138299291948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617273046216297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688447902388653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978817108228097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547588830758619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635032442987725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266189928989127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013080575426924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30688886076958816,0.0,0.0,0.1942855077835968,0.0,0.0,0.1895777370137045,0.0,0.0,0.17185638779168882
adhd,EasternEducation,2018/02/27,"Strattera started to give me heart problems but my doc doesn't give me anything else Pretty much just a rant. 

I am on strattera for 5 months now and I love that stuff. It allows me to function normally with little ADHD quirks and stabilizes my mood a ton. I am currently on 80mg and can really really recommend it to anyone who has ADHD. It has a very slow onset and a lot of side effects in the beginning, but really, pushing through it is absolutely worth it!

For testing, I asked my doc to up me to 120mg and while the effects were even better and I felt in full control of everything, I started getting irregular and elevated heartbeat constantly. I quickly had to go down to 80mg again. Fast forward a few weeks, 80mg is starting to give me irregular heartbeat as well. On some days a few hours after taking my second pill, the problems start. Usually more pronounced when I'm moving more or doing sports. 

I immediately called my doc and scheduled a emergency appointment to talk things through. He took me off 80mg and back to 40mg. 

Now, I am a smart person and do a lot of research on chemicals and meds I take and am well aware of effects, side effects and risks. Where I live (Japan), there are currently only 2 meds for ADHD: Strattera and Concerta. And Concerta has a lot less reports for messing with your heart, so I asked to try a low dosage of Concerta on top of my reduced Strattera. That didn't end well and he quickly said no. Concerta here is apparently only for kids or adults with problems staying awake, and adults should only take Strattera because of dependency on Stimulants and a lot of side effects (ha, as if Strattera doesn't already have enough side effects....). 

I argued that pretty much all of the people I know back home with ADHD are on Ritalin and asked what I should do if the heart problems come back on 40mg as well. He said I would have to stop taking meds altogether because my ADHD isn't 'severe enough' for other things. Are you kidding me? I don't want to go back to my previous non-medicated life, but I also don't want to take something that clearly fucks with my heart. 

The problem here is that adult ADHD is still a pretty new thing where I live. I don't have a paper that says ""this person has ADHD!"". I have my little medicine booklet that has a history of all prescribed meds I took, but calling a different doctor and asking for Concerta directly will make me look like a foreign junky trying to get their hands on drugs so I am in a pretty bad situation right now. 

I tried 40mg of Strattera for a while and noticed that problems at work with concentration and focus are coming back, so I upped my dosage to 80mg again with some leftovers I had laying around at home until I come up with a solution. 

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adhd,mutzolini,2018/02/27,"Math and statistics textbook recommendations So I recently got diagnosed and have been doing well with my prescription. I've always been an avid reader, but could never get through a whole paragraph in a textbook to save my life. I'm really interested in catching up on Math subjects I was really weak in during my school years. Can anyone recommend good textbooks for Calculus or Statistics? 

I know there are great free online tools out there, but I'm specifically looking for physical books, as online materials always lead me down internet rabbitholes.",7.963714285714282,10.24236543157895,8.086015037593986,61.2621052631579,63.105263157894754,12.165413533834588,36.72932330827068,11.765960540728905,5.488142857142856,456,22,63,16,7,148,73,95,0.039,0.703,0.258,0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,1,12,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,4,1,7,7,13,9,1,12,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,3,42,7,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41644396022661934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497552031337305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979844041394146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539910817012381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074148687711545,0.0,0.0,0.20989171132173615,0.2001419542053216,0.2758934697091781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752684825594247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767538256680327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014085002034108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300260387625726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32062377397019104,0.0,0.2470844852759789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532589809635559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499824800786214,0.0,0.0,0.27938704751343146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611480998342162
adhd,piercinggun,2018/02/27,"Brain stops working I'm so all over the place my brain shuts down. I say things that don't make any is sense, i dont listen and i dont think.

What the hell is this?",-0.9386842105263185,0.7358264473684244,0.5360526315789471,108.13986842105264,87.15789473684212,3.8,12.13157894736842,3.1291,-2.0431789473684208,127,1,36,0,4,40,29,38,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,9,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447128160197709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728171471073411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013786222570039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125744498970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268053180910983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402877860210986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144977180675391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704487088423971,0.1643948751007216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678053819353455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,benboo,2018/02/27,"Tips on getting an appetite? I just got prescribed vyvanse for my ADD. The meds have made me lose my appetite. I already have no appetite to begin with, I eat twice or sometimes once a day. I am pretty active, I skateboard for about 3 hours a day, depending on the weather. I was wondering how I could get increase my appetite? I hate having to force myself to eat when I have no desire to. It almost feels gross. ",1.7937037037037022,4.285942938271607,3.070617283950618,89.07777777777781,82.58024691358024,4.587654320987656,26.28395061728395,5.82211442006289,0.927083950617284,322,14,60,2,9,104,56,81,0.165,0.7070000000000001,0.128,-0.4734,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,3,0,12,15,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,1,14,0,10,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199957880799887,0.0,0.2446504196343063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700865527242174,0.0,0.0,0.28595509900842114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537069601467684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209770331105176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316572114626012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773129865482503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888191790881084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183289108956235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480245336622653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977700591024045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462576711732425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610225766202386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554764076503275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926603381787907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042316765239785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_Hello_Spacebar_,2018/02/27,"Auditory processing disorder related to ADHD? I've recently stumbled across this: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Auditory_processing_disorder. Under the Tab ""Presentation in Adults"" I suddenly had alot of questions about yet another facet of my weird personal struggles answered. Now I wonder, if there is any correlation to ADHD. Are some of you struggling with similar things? 

I have the suspicion that this might play a significant role in having the tendecy to interrupt people as you know exactly you wont be able to listen them out completly. As a kinda coping mechanism you attempt to work out in your head what the person is going to say. 
Hope I don't streched it to far.",7.771671497584538,10.362600234782613,8.068115942028985,59.97685990338167,64.04347826086956,12.067632850241544,36.256038647343004,11.645159339076185,5.482314009661836,557,27,77,20,9,182,89,115,0.129,0.8109999999999999,0.061,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,2,4,5,0,2,7,0,10,1,1,0,1,14,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,11,2,21,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,8,5,60,17,1,0.1908527457143056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587358240784574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297864117052446,0.2001257446388991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001054727560096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873378129505414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084660135926908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586997812134915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895598398190619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048876778140856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246460299356367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132313263276541,0.3332905120483138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137987539027858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844406174607609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177376366032008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990414567886673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267940838017896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697166149409812,0.13894307192524538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,marinaliving,2018/02/27,"Feeling super motivated but can't concentrate for the life of me Bleurghhhh I hate this feeling!!!!!! I have so much restless energy (residual anxiety for a job interview I had today) but no real outlet for it... tried cardio and it tired me out, tried meditating and it made me want to scream, can't keep track of any conversations I have with my partner... even tried gaming, which I always default to when I want to relax, and I can't for the life of me concentrate which makes me play worse which makes me angry and emotional. Lol.

Not medicated atm, waiting for my script to be approved by the government here, but I know that if I were on Ritalin (which I've been on before) I'd have a healthy way of getting this energy out. It's OK, just wanted to complain to people who'd understand!!",4.0312745098039215,5.7054722091503285,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,72.00653594771242,9.283006535947713,28.43627450980393,9.725611199111238,2.8356235294117655,620,24,116,16,12,210,93,153,0.175,0.609,0.215,0.5173,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,1,5,2,11,6,0,4,0,27,25,10,0,4,6,0,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,12,7,0,2,5,3,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,3,17,4,21,19,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,81,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513268903432229,0.0,0.0,0.12678532657352026,0.0,0.14262578964017342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586463742905002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209719464661634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231416025815221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853893514884684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097407000051365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407051396652432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501254261320124,0.16571608977288232,0.0,0.0,0.10246233261613197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26337561729135633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764136647977636,0.24889977183409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187818290391704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705456373078642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925374909526471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122090904724898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428490276302628,0.17672294835949298,0.0,0.0,0.3797407663857152,0.0,0.0,0.19409020683961484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299007334479787,0.1479870826023164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999788830395128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cmaf,2018/02/27,"Telling family, friends, and wotkmates? 35 F, undiagnosed, assessment on Thursday. 

In the last few years I have had a lot of friends and family members suffer from, and diagnosed with, mental health issues. That, along with working in health care and reading about a lot of other people's struggles has made me realise that a lot of society's issues would be greatly helped by talking about the struggles we are ALL having, so that maybe there was a bit more compassion and empathy. 

However, I understand there is a lot of assumptions out there about ADHD 'not being real', especially in adults. 

On that note I am slightly torn about telling people if I am actually diagnosed. I would not be upset at the diagnosis if it does turn out to be the case, if anything I would be relieved to finally have things make sense. But am worried what reactions to expect. 

Devastatingly, my amazing mum passed away suddenly in October, and a little part of me is pleased she won't know, as she tried so very very hard to help me with my education. But in saying that, I wouldn't be surprised if she also had it, so maybe I could have helped her. 

I raised the idea of a potential diagnosis with my (very successful) big brother, who I admire emensely, a couple months ago, but he was very dismissive. Which is also funny, cause again I think it's likely he has ADHD also. I also want my siblings to know so they could be looking out for my nieces and nephews. 

Work - if meds are the wonder that everyone on here says they are, well, my workmates are going to be completely confused by someone that can now sit still for more than 5 min at a time! 

TL;DL Who did / didn't you tell. What were their reactions. 

Thank you!

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adhd,King_Vargus,2018/02/27,"Had my first psychologist appointment today I think it went well overall. I initially went to my primary care doctor, who told me she isn’t comfortable diagnosing mental health disorders like adhd. So she told me that she would refer me to the psych whom I saw today. It took a month to get in to see him, and I was nervous as hell during the few days beforehand. Anyway, the doctor was super nice, and he seemed to take me seriously. He said that during my assessment, something came up that suggested I was depressed or had anxiety. I flat out told him that I think it is co-morbid with the symptoms I am experiencing every day. Anxiety about social situations because I don’t like being rude and interrupting people. Plus I’m weird and awkward to have conversations with. haha. As far as depression goes, it is purely related to work, school and life performance overall. Anyway, after our visit, he asked me to fill out this ADHD questionnaire, which I scored super high on (shocker)

I am going to see him again in a week, as we now have weekly visits set up. My doctor told me that once he has officially diagnosed me, that then we can start working on a treatment plan. That is also what I remember the psychologist saying. He gave me some pointers about organizing my daily tasks like using a to-do list, and making time during the day for my homework etc... But I have tried that stuff. I guess I just have to go to the next few appointments and see what happens. 

Anyone else have an experience like this?

TLDR;  

Went to see psychologist. He tells me basic tips and pointers on how to manage my symptoms, without ever saying “ADHD.”
Now he wants to see me weekly to figure my brain out. I’m worried he won’t diagnose me with ADHD, and would like to know if anyone else went through anything like this. ",5.127800586510265,6.67023728739003,6.235758357771263,74.64963753665694,69.08797653958945,8.975061583577713,28.30275659824047,9.3871,2.6315317536656893,1429,50,248,30,25,477,183,341,0.083,0.813,0.104,0.8658,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,3,0,0,7,13,21,2,2,12,1,23,11,1,3,2,41,59,21,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,3,10,3,1,0,21,19,0,0,7,0,0,11,4,8,1,1,18,10,43,13,40,37,4,43,1,2,6,0,34,12,1,5,25,168,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644354841300216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062521839716824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598886354414135,0.0,0.0,0.10601620973149832,0.15535257888813536,0.062385159030418615,0.0,0.070872103293515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621306380930442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462901621904784,0.0,0.08670642794806413,0.07729333317522473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667350805633714,0.0,0.130590059674685,0.23083661993983445,0.0,0.0,0.08688481179989531,0.23278419897774805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665903111928228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454817383018008,0.0,0.06857447252065653,0.06387318284430236,0.0,0.0,0.07415671308222746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448393534528986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960758873169317,0.0,0.08616912414615599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351324644809731,0.0,0.06703852023397237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058247005978994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009741244275118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416631856910661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354683506386086,0.2222215790311241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060375431446625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639863516677195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060510807538140275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062478013308297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073516089622264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255709890967904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587793583945644,0.0,0.07211265697713255,0.12057428727939128,0.0,0.07672375311166832,0.3020537183622461,0.06901456401036987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521360055310807,0.0,0.077278733727862,0.0,0.05836223094663295,0.0,0.0,0.05365869826704519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867842965645094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759120511256575,0.05699967478624995,0.0,0.06626126920511373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715195588319364,0.0,0.0,0.04420541247149702,0.0,0.1437180049561943,0.2897587614700088,0.08422768383262942,0.0514700041808498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547548734684437,0.0,0.0,0.044714693898799736,0.0,0.18243059389093394,0.0,0.06816228180748013,0.28110646603721184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307812119707964,0.0,0.11038114536903702,0.07698872066489257,0.0,0.10770647788794838,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shanimal18,2018/02/27,Eye twitching I’ve noticed the days I take my medication  I get eye twitching occasionally is that normal? Feel free to share stories. I’m on 20mg extended release. ,1.877419354838711,4.653511580645166,4.33767741935484,75.00651612903226,94.48387096774192,6.350967741935484,32.006451612903234,7.554174236665415,3.0606722580645163,133,8,22,3,5,46,26,31,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495097540997145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312483816337796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894492778265186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607289805685577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481029496312508,0.0,0.5206925833315017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34386802154751905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fiat_luxury,2018/02/27,"About to drop out of college. Actually feeling happy about it. Title says it all. After a long long time I finally did take a look at myself and my life. I realised that I did not like myself. I did not like the way I spread my anger and bad feelings onto others. Decided I should try and keep my discourse civil, whenever possible. Feeling much better. I no longer insult people in video games. I no longer think ill of people who are angry and lash out in public. I realise they're in pain.

After nearly 2 years of consecutive failed courses at the uni I finally realised this isn't what I wanted to do even though I probably have the capability for it. I realised I do not want a hectic life in a city and a career. I want a fulfilling life, away from crowds, at a place where I can stop for a moment and just look and experience the life around me.

The final gist was when I took a piece of firewood at my parents' cabin during a holiday and realised whittling away at it with a knife is incredibly therapeutic. Maybe I should try it out?

TL;DR: Dropping out of college (mathematics) and thinking of becoming a carpenter/joiner. Feeling happy. Feeling stress free.",3.5356696428571435,5.733111941964289,5.1610357142857115,78.0089642857143,74.66964285714286,7.515714285714287,27.271428571428572,8.395991825355821,2.1857203571428574,921,36,162,17,20,311,129,224,0.181,0.722,0.098,-0.9521,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,8,12,2,1,17,0,13,6,0,0,1,35,28,11,0,5,4,1,5,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,10,15,0,2,8,3,1,1,6,6,0,0,5,8,25,7,34,21,3,36,0,1,2,0,7,20,0,0,14,121,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.11701740609288265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674764250614617,0.0,0.0,0.2253236816959905,0.0,0.10012201746095443,0.0,0.13243405254165758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605295562836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920114550153569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729753833190926,0.0,0.0,0.30315708343861325,0.0,0.0,0.3940751965757289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552983982254961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658383408124532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387912801092548,0.11716648478238137,0.0,0.0,0.212237766192823,0.20139277696696056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204683303219842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814956291075858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127595467511132,0.0,0.1331487585339234,0.0,0.0,0.16626460552900355,0.0,0.125283151427892,0.0,0.0,0.1351834463401114,0.0,0.0,0.12928607087506438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535931742494257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025230815118344,0.13735948531026546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015935658762196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367031244484827,0.117813526805319,0.0,0.06992200501259772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322731769423005,0.16282557673915216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121826859738903,0.09518104536421383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721978693200378
adhd,DannyFenton123,2018/02/27,"Planning to Discuss ADHD Tomorrow With Guardians. Any Advice? Hi! I have recently discovered inattentive ADHD and find it describes a lot of problems that I have. I was preciously diagnosed with dyspraxia but I feel it isn’t as accurate. I want to talk about this with my guardians, and I’m saying I will do it tomorrow so I don’t put it off.

They’re very nice and understanding people, but they do think that ADHD is over medicated and I’m worried they won’t take me seriously. Also I’m terrible at explaining things out loud. They like looking at the facts, so I’m trying to compile a list of websites they can look at. I might also be writing a script, but I’m worried that might be overkill.

Thank you for reading! I’m scared to death but I think this might be a big help.

TL;DR - Looking for advice on discussing ADHD with guardians.",2.132909267032616,4.810866533742335,3.609777203745562,84.46233774620602,83.04907975460122,6.86716176945431,27.597352276396517,8.032893268588372,2.2004429447852765,667,31,124,14,19,219,93,163,0.139,0.755,0.105,-0.7714,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,1,5,8,0,1,5,0,17,2,0,0,1,27,34,13,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,10,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,6,16,4,21,25,1,12,0,0,3,0,13,8,0,4,4,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836924920441827,0.23730023988077684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941988985591806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825696949152483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323864151097755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139354914174053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097558788430432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138519880858443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059319629444752026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30588640406986395,0.0,0.0,0.10322685602498187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231777411681533,0.0,0.386421974704457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417726970367763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618244512825485,0.0,0.12206053479191326,0.0,0.0,0.12145275684536293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988750195437413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655797704025146,0.1215625006678448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129265307717452,0.09759271542884093,0.0,0.1117871296258445,0.0,0.0,0.08066598559138018,0.1556019369842597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243614113911653,0.0,0.0,0.12640239685379762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018413270997492,0.0716166022501572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661560238273586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jozo_B,2018/02/27,"Online Video Study Groups for ADHDers Hello,

I was wondering if there is an online community for people with adhd  that facilitates forming study groups that preferably have some kind of video conferencing or screen sharing aspect that would allow users to positively reinforce and overlook each other's studying habits. I am sure that if I had a random person with me only looking over my shoulder and giving me notice that I am going on reddit or something instead of doing schoolwork, that would be enough to keep me on task.

Thanks!",12.266595744680851,10.33776640425532,10.772872340425534,59.68250000000002,55.170212765957444,11.953191489361705,41.58510638297872,10.125756701596842,4.512923404255319,438,17,61,6,4,137,70,94,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.9324,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,18,16,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,4,11,11,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,7,0,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105572241004686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670054215405106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478893176648518,0.14685970583726912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968566115767966,0.0,0.2690930547197326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169983540598532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29420019114770674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965315765776545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914816152579044,0.2256326425970289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989357592701407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435472852173287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790815293977546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28023337741364523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671324692255923,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aow69,2018/02/27,Ritalin not working anymore? I'm on 27mg ER Ritalin but for the past few months I just feel dizzy sometimes when I stand up and am still unable to focus. Should I consider switching to Adderall or smthn or should I try increasing the dose?,5.644184397163119,6.330463063829789,6.0859574468085125,79.33333333333334,67.29787234042553,9.670921985815603,34.815602836879435,9.725611199111238,3.3702113475177287,192,9,36,4,3,62,38,47,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,5,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269916602510429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176999100783016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34366231279484205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110103796437785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42582670684094176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343839197371533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923163876998668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31344681429476084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Turdslice,2018/02/27,"Please help me guys. I don’t want to fail but I don’t know what to do. Guys I’m struggling to get past high school right now and I don’t know what to do. I consider myself to be really smart considering my adhd and I pick up on lessons fast, but I can’t complete homework for shit. I’m an ap student that aced freshman year with a 3.8 gpa but I’ve completely fucked up my sophmore and half of junior year with f’s and d’s. 

My parents took me off of medications in 8th grade but I secretly continued to ration my leftover pills during 9th grade and took regular classes, which landed me in a 3.8 gpa, so my parents told me to take honors/ap in sophomore year. I struggled and survived with b’s and c’s in my first semester, but I choked a 3.0 in my second semester, ending with 2 F’s and 3 D’s. 

I decided to take ap’s again in junior because I thought I just had a bad trip in Sophomore but after getting 2 f’s, I realized that it’s because I have no work ethic and I can’t discipline or will myself to do the homework.

 The main thing that was keeping me afloat for my first semester of sophomore year was the stress and anxiety of failing, but after that I just stopped feeling those emotions of strain and pressure and I don’t know why. I still have all of the symptoms of adhd besides the trouble sleeping, but my parents don’t think it’s a problem anymore and everyone I try to tell keep telling me it’s a fucking meme disease and that I’m just a lazy wank. My parents keep telling me that if I don’t join some kind of college after high school they’re gonna kick me out onto the streets but I don’t know how to get myself back on track for college. Please help me. I don’t know what to do. I’m close to breaking down every night and I don’t want to ruin my future.",2.548222811671089,3.742645413793107,4.159575596816977,88.39490716180374,74.9681697612732,6.8976127320954905,28.384615384615394,7.372421405659032,1.4870615384615389,1399,58,303,16,29,469,173,377,0.171,0.7609999999999999,0.068,-0.9922,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,8,9,16,3,5,14,0,22,7,2,2,1,59,50,28,0,4,14,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,15,21,0,5,12,0,0,3,12,14,0,4,7,1,46,2,47,40,3,45,0,3,0,2,13,21,3,3,20,187,61,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166302775123212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689469077301526,0.0,0.08938176539894511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930209920790315,0.0752522797581242,0.10988116441627836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899288793043836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138074338254092,0.07982577021599871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593588400530067,0.0861202100815182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557091882907021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332395902428494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664191702051914,0.1412629117445551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847979798846456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082045558992413,0.1904482460253672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240327054029947,0.0,0.09385340059214864,0.24765720878823486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079346989307983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457808341637052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40030146737901,0.0,0.0860364188571101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786476107119624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623936635555947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773766354685319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769679649053999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242666976344904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251406956007636,0.0,0.0,0.09019208788098126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197553801485257,0.07535020698451887,0.10324017312207194,0.18844061655029007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367646122202604,0.13552857397005805,0.0,0.236324909532155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059876373544797426,0.05774974194426225,0.0,0.07155077011305028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861202100815182,0.200268824716012,0.06119031639235105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631847852356288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132559845612128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561352885409805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321553303232648
adhd,cardiffcam,2018/02/27,"How do you manage feeling guilty about taking naps while on meds? Sometimes I am extremely tired and have room in my schedule to take a nap, but I don't because I'm afraid of ""wasting"" two medicated hours on a nap. I know I'll wake up rested, but with responsibilities ahead of me without power of my AM concerta dose.",7.91,6.309681904761906,8.520634920634922,71.37714285714289,63.28571428571429,10.939682539682536,36.873015873015866,9.725611199111238,3.380168253968254,252,10,49,4,3,85,50,63,0.07,0.908,0.022,-0.4111,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,5,4,1,1,0,8,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,0,12,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873075600017986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553637997605462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259682573694224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688663120432244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413051863113957,0.3095399179670533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038956478692774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620541952883439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531590617959057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30015593047150124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619513277509163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,db_blast7,2018/02/27,"First time subbing. Adhd helps me teach middle school. Just graduated with a BA in music. Wanted to get a BM and my license but it didn’t work. College with ADHD plus nasty side effects from the meds made my grades not good enough. Pursuing my license alternatively. 

Subbed for a band director I’m working with and it went well. especially with the middle schoolers. It’s kinda nice how my hyperactivity feeds off of them, and I can keep up with the fast pace of the classroom. It was kinda cool running a classroom. 

One step closer to getting a license. It’s a long road, but I am excited to have taken one step to an educator. 

My fiancée is helping me find what my adhd makes me good at, and it’s good to see a result other than just hearing it. ",2.0678316326530606,4.578213755102041,3.9672746598639455,82.98315688775513,81.51700680272108,5.8518707482993175,24.83375850340137,7.1686216300943375,1.2743472789115649,590,23,111,8,16,199,96,147,0.093,0.802,0.105,-0.0274,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,4,7,0,0,12,1,6,1,0,5,0,25,17,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,10,1,1,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,5,3,12,7,20,12,1,17,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,4,74,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830685994784847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710015107169962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147809292246541,0.13755908158575494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689842129077185,0.0,0.0,0.40692958081731057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822703686216032,0.0,0.21679522252735492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374430472988844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311724851048588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530235212884909,0.10794945952065904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963463547266373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917152532667164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366943111241444,0.12887002589089916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430032314463536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538673769165887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454058415327665,0.14991620427955388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235468398447514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Colinpolin,2018/02/27,"Started medication to keep focused at work I was diagnosed with ADHD at 12 years old and I was on pills until I was about 20. For the past three years I have been completely off the pills, but in November I started taking 1 adderall 30mg XR and the results have been amazing. i'm just curious about adderall and physical labour. I'm an Arborist and the job is very intensive. Lots of heavy lifting and heavy power tools (chainsaws, stump grinders, wood chippers). Can adderall make this dangerous for me at all? When I'm on it I feel super in control and on the ball.",4.7131818181818215,6.1013297272727325,5.327045454545456,81.3605681818182,69.9090909090909,8.40909090909091,33.75,8.841846274778883,2.928181818181818,450,22,84,8,8,145,74,110,0.043,0.823,0.134,0.885,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,1,0,6,0,9,4,0,3,1,16,18,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,7,2,17,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,8,53,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589404888465715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581442975669041,0.0,0.2761430939615281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498958346236029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449011134152944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432334903465436,0.21884089300305126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931715106284696,0.0,0.0,0.1643456842696441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480285556336658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583537731405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350332983875592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485344359596227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511769892961225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031473014685164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924228263193828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31709962913932377
adhd,Jjj341,2018/02/27,"Crashed HARD today after not dosing over the weekend, and dosing twice today (Monday) - Don't know how, why, ETC... Help! Good evening all,

Just came back after this weekend from a road trip with my girlfriend, did not dose all weekend; (Missed 5 doses of 15MG Generic Brand Amphetamine salt tabs in a row).

- Came back to college last night, dosed 2X today like I normally do, and after a workout - timed to end just as I planned meds to leave my system - I uncomfortably walked home and passed the hell out.

- My stomach began to grumble about an hour before I came off my meds today, after chugging a 1000CAL shake for lunch.

- What happened? 

- I feel concerned, for my brain and my body...
Although, after passing out for an hour, I woke up and felt great. 
This only made me more confused! LOL.

TL;DR - Crashed hard off of MEDS this evening after not dosing all weekend long until today, not sure how, why ETC. when this has never happened to me before. 
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adhd,mcemows,2018/02/27,"I can hyperfocus on anything except what I actually need to focus on... like learning about deer overpopulation instead of catching up on late homework! I just learned everything about deer overpopulation by spending hours reading multiple scholarly articles. I have homework due tomorrow, later this week and homework I never did that was due last week. FML I HATE MYSELF",5.932500000000001,9.71815198360656,6.534569672131148,61.793985655737714,78.34426229508195,8.951639344262295,38.77254098360656,9.188382445141503,5.257604918032787,305,19,38,9,8,99,47,61,0.078,0.88,0.042,-0.4981,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,10,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,11,28,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.2906045972210461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450596031447289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676386076054993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940105401951773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326772008361984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427423660054619,0.33592530872846904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548741189393338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208109415606349,0.2296775737401024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978752130822404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777457719665981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tudy446,2018/02/27,I finally got my first A as final college course grade!!! It may have only been volleyball but it had two tests and I went to every session. ,0.4053571428571416,2.8618616785714286,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,92.92857142857142,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.0779,109,4,21,2,4,37,26,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,16,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768000592616558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7197754616274972,0.0,0.27944680897631513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627548498925002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498612958190397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32092533635690057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045499026078193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the_nintendo_cop,2018/02/27,"My grades are becoming increasingly low because of my ADHD, I am getting depressed because of this, no matter how hard I try to work, I always end up procrastinating The post after this paragraph is literally copy/pasted with a few words changed because I literally am so stressed I cant even think , I was just assigned a 9-paragraph essay due tomorrow and I do not have any grades higher than 65% and the quarter is about to end and if it does with these as my grades then I will most likely fail the grade and not get into a high school unless I get a 3.2 or higher which would be my highest gpa ever by a long shot and is obviously no going to happen because no matter how hard i try, i fail.

I'm 14. I never get good grades. I'm in 8th grade already and I'm still failing my subjects. I procrastinate all the time. I try not to but it's really hard. It's also very hard for me to focus. I have never finished reading a proper book yet since I always end up day dreaming after like 2 pages. It's also the same with listening in lectures. I always end up zoning out and think of something else. My memorization is also really bad. I can never get good grades I hate it. I always blame my adhd for this. Because of this I get depressed alot. I don't think I have a future because of this. I don't have any talent. My self esteem is really low. I'm very weird and I suck at socializing. I get pressured all the time. I hate it. I don't think there's a point in living anymore. I'm nothing special anyways. No talent no nothing. No use in going to school when I'm not going to be anything anyways. still failing. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to tell my parents to stop school because it's very expensive and they're just wasting money on me. I don't know what to do anymore.. There's so much things going on my head right now I can't deal with all of them. (Which is why I decided to copy paste this post) I'm sorry for my bad grammar I hope you guys understand. I have so much things to say but I keep forgetting them so please just ask me questions about anything. 

TLDR: I'm failing school because I cannot focus on anything, not even things I like to be doing, I am becoming more and more depressed because of this.",1.5063853367433917,3.6389444074074113,3.5464019134223754,87.40902600170506,80.9607843137255,5.7342237378043,23.485886141896373,6.8959733430537185,0.8664806858008904,1749,62,354,20,46,593,193,459,0.217,0.735,0.048,-0.9973,1,0,1,0,0,1,47.0,0,1,2,6,26,27,3,2,15,0,34,1,1,3,8,62,70,27,0,4,13,1,4,3,0,2,0,2,0,2,22,16,0,2,10,3,2,5,22,18,0,1,1,6,56,9,49,64,13,51,0,10,0,0,13,18,1,6,29,240,78,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566039550922161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718986284069551,0.15630995431726927,0.21685209033589464,0.0,0.0,0.08861337756255899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384462045666626,0.0,0.0,0.16084760790858926,0.0,0.06090982994130576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880108519602373,0.35745332143318903,0.1439140860206775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892387995994533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201868820705983,0.067170510674067,0.16835012558893256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057016362875899236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442748054234735,0.0,0.2308270381714635,0.0,0.0,0.08606668940421401,0.058935170052024234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382805035189849,0.0,0.1481131913412222,0.10929551318148108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451231699932518,0.05761512184924356,0.0,0.23345934712887184,0.1286514014915711,0.06686640032800871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883836578719145,0.0,0.06471223541773118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791152189334783,0.0,0.0,0.07161343991008902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549228793180704,0.0,0.05753183099924952,0.057658894284577315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579079954102904,0.0,0.15075144108727698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250332913426921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234537311757487,0.0,0.12439298541015467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151909814491023,0.06159122063644839,0.0,0.12479829586620607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298695392326121,0.0,0.06517124115208711,0.0,0.1252172121051722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564082665637054,0.0,0.05181276547604508,0.0,0.2637557254445452,0.0,0.0,0.0679694243496638,0.0,0.0,0.05389573918958217,0.0,0.0,0.06641590006083861,0.0,0.050158431833642256,0.0,0.0729341318097888,0.0,0.0,0.10406351367365968,0.0544713350612849,0.07463323973446878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694712660443731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985548956554635,0.16699120913071686,0.0,0.0,0.07598318748839884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270507249164942,0.0,0.0,0.06782720542152255,0.0,0.0562717996826451,0.0,0.1612756542225107,0.03842928704929022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879099872244607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743260380823068,0.0,0.0,0.04628325495408458,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bubblesthedropout,2018/02/27,"Need help getting motivated to apply for disability services at University I don’t know if “motivated” is the right word, but I definitely need some push or just something to make me accountable. 

I’m currently at university again as a mature age student (23) after first completely bombing out when I went at 18 (hence bubblesthedropout!). I did fantastically in the first semester results last year in my new course even though it definitely was not easy and I really struggled. 

As soon as second semester rolled around I completely fucked up again and stopped going to classes and failed everything because I didn’t withdraw my enrolment in time. I thought I was just depressed or had bipolar as I’ve been dealing with that on and off for nearly my entire life. After a massive push from friends I finally went and sought medical treatment for whatever was going on and about 2/3 months ago was diagnosed with Adhd. 

I am still wrapping my head around this and am not sure if I fully believe it, it does make a lot of sense but I just can’t let go of those shameful feelings of I’m just being lazy or I’m just not good enough yet. 

 NOW we get to the problem. My university has disability services for those that need it, I’m not entirely sure what that entails but my GP has said I should go and talk to them to see what I can do in terms of assignment extensions extra help etc. 

I’m worried that I don’t deserve their help. There are so many people out there with way worse problems that use those services and I don’t know if I warrant it. I’m worried they’ll just laugh me out of the room and stop telling me to be a shit person and that’s all I need to change. 

I know that LOGICALLY that sounds ridiculous but I just can’t build the courage to go. If I don’t go though and my symptoms stay bad I might fail everything again. 

SORRY FOR THE LONG POST! 

TL;DR
Tell me to get my shit together and go to my university’s disability services and get registered. ",4.0521541969261925,5.917836934554978,5.0006232055396085,81.15847069751733,72.32460732984293,8.38452964026347,30.12362776558014,9.023248300946321,2.5891051173788204,1567,68,301,33,31,511,196,382,0.2,0.713,0.087,-0.9943,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,3,6,26,18,4,2,10,0,28,9,3,6,3,73,62,33,0,11,22,0,1,0,1,3,5,2,1,1,19,23,0,2,8,0,1,11,11,12,0,3,12,4,40,6,49,44,7,58,0,3,1,1,14,19,3,10,25,204,59,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963462457578453,0.0,0.08086538622117412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241903687822562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616899663792018,0.0556098637137348,0.0,0.0,0.10277924420784064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650386798041516,0.0,0.19129518323742564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404888549562687,0.07857188879365748,0.09259137219988764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983154109862724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425972696362983,0.10173989855645196,0.060253198431389175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397414940192864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612605989127719,0.0,0.0,0.09993243938500733,0.0,0.1551917384691932,0.0,0.0,0.07048014588593049,0.08433596734922955,0.19064501938135114,0.0,0.3629165649902652,0.07651513365938592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936230849645984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183438420175451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504044887212435,0.07436048435924421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328366003684632,0.06443485791140316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073118235899117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775561636354287,0.0,0.0,0.12178668319602776,0.092487749233489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189950823097152,0.0,0.09677522257467402,0.0,0.0,0.07281485976107294,0.0,0.0,0.2705684852045996,0.0,0.08810559492829033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324387233049204,0.07965408029009396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736825520742708,0.0,0.0,0.17457985398200024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584410188597222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779055821159231,0.08677578796942367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726944492650991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728213619391407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022939925308154,0.0,0.10211882777824456,0.0,0.09723362546082387,0.07285233790507105,0.15253623361093696,0.0,0.09536809206711824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719568125236412,0.0948176199153946,0.0,0.07332313410371874,0.15946919967048725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792560388754739,0.0724223955167704,0.05319398369892199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878903989082188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241009428488418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691328271361182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528666618323114,0.0929659857069353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587458567092745
adhd,liftvooooooyyyzzzzzz,2018/02/27,"First appointment after being diagnosed and feeling way more nervous than all the others. So about a month ago I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist with ADHD, he put me on a trial of ritalin which is going alright but I want to talk to him about trying something else. Anyway, last time I was there he gave me a bunch of documents that he wanted me to fill out and send to him so he had them before my next appointment. They're still sitting somewhere on my desk untouched. They're questions about family history and symptoms and stuff like that but to be honest I've barely even looked at them. I'm planning on doing them tonight and taking them with me tomorrow. 

He also gave me a sheet he wanted me to fill out everyday with my dosage, mood and other behaviours to track how the medication was affecting me. I filled it out for three days or so, stopped and now I can't even find the sheet anywhere.

I'm not feeling stressed out about it or anything but I don't want to piss this guy off, he's a great doctor and I feel like I'm slowing the whole process down. I guess I should just be honest with him about it all, I mean he's an ADHD specialist so I'm sure it's something he's experienced before.",4.76535788381743,5.534719755186721,5.560723547717847,82.02291104771787,69.29045643153525,8.680601659751039,29.170383817427386,8.841846274778883,2.1934499999999995,955,34,189,16,16,312,134,241,0.021,0.8240000000000001,0.156,0.9839,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,18,11,1,2,11,1,12,7,1,2,3,41,30,19,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,11,16,0,1,6,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,6,5,27,7,33,20,5,33,0,0,1,0,22,10,1,4,17,128,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267639286650336,0.0,0.1205088784537257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871682589814223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187285839542198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313618938629677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767461605810002,0.0,0.0,0.2759668367323832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914759072870367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356633591331998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958352035460212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815880231279528,0.0,0.20621677598066204,0.09712061677253238,0.0,0.0,0.12425316267471215,0.11563651162844125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726185501074101,0.0,0.0,0.1498821289330182,0.14976102873240166,0.13460897675011088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108150098597058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283374673151654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141613029479944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148086217750134,0.0,0.13695237461765145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851165739284603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458125540070293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666435812417982,0.1522918357407695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931739855467896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856750884314872,0.11365784110480324,0.15572691385906426,0.0,0.15562687458685026,0.0,0.0,0.1281285083028241,0.14130106300863646,0.1022152807663438,0.10926910843390733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927183206062947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229913939192454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207404258628847,0.10790845946290746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178005308267853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rawbery79,2018/02/27,"What are some of your biggest frustrations or hangups about cooking/baking? Considering compiling a how-to guide/cookbook with AD/HD in mind. I've gotta a lot better at baking and cooking, but after some self reflection and searching posts here, I feel like there's some common pitfalls in terms of things keeping people from being a successful cook.

I also realized that there's no cookbook for those who are easily distracted or spacey or forgetful, just books about the right kind of diet if you are one of those people.

Please let me know - how do you cook? What stops you? What problems do you have that you can't seem to overcome? What would success in the kitchen look like to you?

I feel really called to do this, somehow. Maybe that's the disorder talking, but I have really gotten better and I think I could help others. Thoughts? ",4.337142857142858,6.728100152866241,4.416692447679711,83.37097133757962,72.94904458598727,7.543039126478617,27.13785259326661,8.418075326091056,2.0657610555050057,672,25,119,12,14,208,102,157,0.112,0.698,0.19,0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,0,4,9,10,1,1,6,0,13,6,0,1,0,33,23,11,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,13,4,6,3,8,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,14,7,17,16,5,11,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,10,6,85,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744386108033014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261277282496563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826651918691475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720767617999522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113086345865068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864501188841636,0.13171685807734704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358203919958015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638801270134447,0.0,0.19199720071176565,0.1013271560186987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853495773122614,0.0,0.18015169536140926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482776611215626,0.0,0.0,0.15674822393360222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522851466588666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616523125011367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493662783982648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556435026644241,0.0,0.0,0.20238734028540914,0.0,0.0,0.17657937409485155,0.0,0.0,0.17642106548038056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362294750470859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745443119888858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784721041004666,0.19234234451595586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414496142710893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819287733248546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248992617039853,0.11813944646831202,0.0,0.1463724008272742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309740350882108,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheMighty200,2018/02/27,"those who have successfully eliminated the need for adderall, how? started taking low dose adderall xr a few months ago and it does its job. i'm just sick of feeling like a twitchy, paranoid meth-head. the main problem is that if i dont take it i dont do my job as well as i need to, if i go back to my old distracted, sluggish ways i'll more than likely not be able to keep up. has anybody found a solution that doesn't involve being a motivated but paranoid and unsociable mess.",6.585204081632654,5.429064663265308,7.225428571428572,78.16957142857143,65.63265306122449,10.288979591836735,36.94693877551021,9.3871,3.2006914285714285,379,17,79,6,5,126,73,98,0.188,0.726,0.086,-0.8312,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,6,0,9,2,0,2,0,15,19,8,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,1,6,4,9,16,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,50,13,4,0.1934590556217283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148978015718574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875807225826734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929732327214436,0.0,0.45346514476160293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978187113165742,0.1382071879911098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121178690433387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994723957551453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854480400679134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38395652296515703,0.1719552975432641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902864516484766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441717249021264,0.0,0.0,0.28689487686543724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300273555903545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851141890138376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136931315297354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909142671020085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355879357470262,0.0,0.0,0.17394292450250162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,effin__jeffin,2018/02/27,"Anyone managed to cultivate long-term focus? Does medication help? I have a major issue with not finishing projects. I am a highly creative person (lot's of drawing, photography, writing songs/short stories). However, I have never been able to finish a project that takes longer than a few days. In that time, I have moved onto a new project or endeavour without actually realising. I hate it, I know that by doing this, I will never create anything of actual quality. I have been figuring out my long term career goals and realised i want to become a digital/graphic designer. This is going to take tonnes of focus and time if I actually want to make it in the industry and I'm scared my brain may not allow this. I am not on medication, has anyone found medication to help with this? Has anyone found a way to cope with this downfall in general?",4.679328140214217,6.77277341772152,6.327215189873417,71.34694741966895,71.15189873417722,9.418500486854915,31.14118792599805,9.851270322608157,3.526933203505356,672,30,111,18,13,230,97,158,0.043,0.8540000000000001,0.103,0.8303,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,8,0,14,4,1,2,2,27,25,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,0,13,0,22,19,4,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,10,79,23,6,0.13493759954312035,0.0,0.3950388965140196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830545211680376,0.0,0.1110421469953794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902797718660124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506349876336414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870235885962255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808480268862134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959042261105232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668814745855708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133222943331311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808916572224612,0.14256898250561095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083979603403976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415817578580446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388310587140729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471912171733722,0.0,0.0,0.09007189550266538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078063061526772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341731344147632,0.0,0.0,0.2081443908135956,0.13032357448815007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782230713520687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509607719723074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291256332992366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573663988660481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917938464636786,0.10710718568906656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007503070009918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ultimatum5,2018/02/27,"It really pisses me off when somebody answers a question I asked with: “What did I just say”. If I knew what you just said, I wouldn’t have asked the question.",4.674062500000002,4.95066828125,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,69.3125,7.65,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.3692625,123,4,26,1,2,39,25,32,0.097,0.903,0.0,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,3,1,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780254125569864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6926355597023426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804885012286136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940716188932521,0.2458477980390771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GoinRoundTheClock,2018/02/27,Are you a concept person or are are you good at memorizing things? I have a feeling we're all concept people and can't memorize lists for crap but let's survey the Reddit crowd.,6.279166666666665,5.911533027777783,7.1633333333333375,75.765,65.94444444444444,9.422222222222222,31.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.5584888888888893,143,5,27,2,2,48,31,36,0.056,0.8440000000000001,0.1,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632482928686158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436683262388436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323837395849195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36094219763503255,0.4545976982602034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345886225773804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jrivera1023,2018/02/27,"Struggle taking organized notes. Anybody have tips on taking notes in a more effective, organized way? ",7.2974999999999985,11.370003750000002,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,74.0,10.7,39.25,10.125756701596842,6.304475,84,5,9,3,2,26,13,16,0.123,0.695,0.182,0.2716,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523743396572467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7533640779057595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976624456344101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,serothepharaoh,2018/02/28,"Back on the 'rall I was prescribed adderall for as long as I could remember. Then I got randomly drug tested at age 24 by my new doc of 3 months(insurance forced me to switch) tested positve for marijuana and was kicked out of practice(Kentucky's medical system is a joke)I was on around 6 meds total at the time. Cpld turkey all of them.. The next 3 years were hell
...

3 years later at 27... I have adjusted to no meds and was just self medicating with thc. I got better insurance and was able to see a doctor in ohio after a recommendation from psychiatric related hospitalization. After 3 months of stabilizing with Gabapentin and Zyprexa, she finally added Adderall to the mix. I'm finally able to get through my days without utter un-motivation and the sheer agony of doing anything productive. She has me on 20mg XR 1x daily(My old psych doc had me on 30mg IR 1x daily and a 10mg booster dose later in the day) which worked much better than the XR. I feel like the XR is a roller coaster ride that makes my anxiety worse and seems ineffective. 

I want to request the change from XR to IR form but feel like she will judge me for asking for some reason. Do you have any advice on how to handle this situation? I get extremely nervous when requesting anything from people(I don't understand why) ",5.501778937381406,6.686220895161291,6.181669829222013,76.7263282732448,67.87096774193549,9.706261859582543,30.717267552182165,9.916854025145753,2.9838706831119537,1034,40,193,24,17,338,158,248,0.068,0.89,0.042,-0.611,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,4,5,7,1,1,14,0,17,5,0,3,2,29,30,13,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,9,3,20,4,42,19,5,34,1,0,1,0,9,12,1,3,22,115,23,5,0.2585349175054083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631866460779698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879063047218798,0.0,0.09888925212522484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127522085043456,0.11507544458266752,0.12084762410953692,0.0,0.0,0.09939869657679437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286531249163121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674783110700894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320954722518276,0.0,0.0,0.16673363373090191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231072156462373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990921245115382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072302239583286,0.1846973967235828,0.0,0.2832123650402433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507382376136598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067739911432576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630710159003822,0.0,0.0,0.11439763318644312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628703249569772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717401082339244,0.26044673013389424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318005229291442,0.0,0.09502645588767276,0.0,0.0,0.1248473171798824,0.13747740889084653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564445283385534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290847706263287,0.0,0.0,0.14643483158174014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300942831160123,0.11768023950224588,0.13485415166427062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530203973224706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537689474006799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345719834233506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624529637671422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664377525730656,0.0,0.0,0.1246092173175839,0.0,0.09410824953997184,0.0,0.13173458409696698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648801047325354
adhd,IntelDiscord,2018/02/28,"Educating People on ADHD feels Great Today I educated an old friend about the true nature of ADHD. How it's actually an EF disorder, causes mood swings, impulsivity, procrastination, etc. They were asking more and more questions and I find out it is because their significant other has pretty severe ADHD. She realized that many of the things she thought were him being inconsiderate, or rude were really just his ADHD mind at work. After understanding the true nature of the disorder she was able to see how much he really loves her and that when he says he's thinking (and it takes awhile...) he's actually thinking REALLY hard. And when he says he's trying, boy oh boy is he. She didn't understand why he blurted out things mid convo like he wasn't listening, seemed to be lazy but yet hyper productive on things he enjoyed. After our conversation she walked away knowing the truth about ADHD and wow does that feel good. 

Whens the last time you educated someone about ADHD? Tell me about it!

edit: This is basically a TL;DR of our convo though. I shared a lot more with her :)",3.6084547619047633,6.405290155000002,5.175285714285717,74.92133333333338,77.45,8.009523809523811,23.023809523809533,8.841846274778883,2.0966309523809525,861,27,147,21,21,289,124,200,0.058,0.759,0.183,0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,2,1,12,13,1,0,10,0,12,1,0,3,3,32,26,14,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,12,9,0,0,12,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,7,18,11,19,17,6,18,0,0,1,1,36,7,0,4,11,93,30,3,0.096569806126928,0.0,0.1884764008357492,0.0,0.696348843642745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027973276308968,0.0,0.09073051173987548,0.0,0.0,0.05886805748644085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920379226973068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135472847420445,0.0,0.08450888811411421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770086090692263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765719115157867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826305329046398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460959266190301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099817165584858,0.0,0.1064685521763024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650757804672057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307223992874786,0.07871728099377462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717912934429458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210019580016703,0.08715802036651105,0.0,0.0,0.09790662618228696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750797523097944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098991896759684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013337667403059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694934429585729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824621030307412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818028390053826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559527184836075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359237172067247,0.0,0.0,0.0769536325482141,0.08791352458968801,0.0,0.1090963934209561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182328335048032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260847594679096,0.0,0.0844062670414381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924700644722632,0.1237560648965354,0.0948793442080202,0.07666563911276067,0.0563106305464209,0.0,0.09153688459727746,0.0,0.0,0.06556455935162596,0.0,0.0,0.2010651477905267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713922955707068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030396900124355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,californiaastrodad,2018/02/28,"Trintellix for anxiety? Hi! Anyone have experience with Trintellix for anxiety?  I’m currently on Adderall XR 25mg 2/daily but psychiatrist is wanting to add Trintellix to address my defensiveness and anxiety.   Thoughts?   
",5.427428571428571,8.688969457142857,7.600000000000001,49.48000000000005,97.28571428571428,13.428571428571427,45.0,9.957137785484203,8.809000000000003,181,14,20,10,7,63,29,35,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.6348,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8275460782784082,0.0,0.0,0.2521313854809702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527240760538469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286266448364392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126840367640925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pianvarz,2018/02/28,"Does coffee help your ADHD? Hi guys, I'm currently undergoing coffee abstince and still wondering whether this is a good idea or not. 

I love coffee and been a lover for 5 years now however I am very dependent on it (using it to socialize to other people, comprehend reading and listening and even to motivate me on certain stuff). 

I am not medicated and the closest I have to a stimulant is coffee. 

Just wondering whether you guys think that there more benefits in drinking coffee than not.

Thanks guys really appreciate it!!",7.3594035087719325,8.387549589473691,8.222894736842107,64.30942982456143,63.631578947368425,12.649122807017546,37.93859649122807,12.161744961471696,5.42285964912281,421,21,66,15,6,142,67,95,0.056,0.745,0.199,0.93,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,4,1,21,14,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,7,5,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,9,13,1,8,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,4,4,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176300530620427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147893551657788,0.0,0.0,0.1807640989437462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187691995259718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547706854232178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481258230781928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368311411391895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830608977792694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654087711474488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588936853042226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792629380982629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457478023351107,0.0,0.11821134085728514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809984190929493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736177972902995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112368005598946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988568575595106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823607001093325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937022030208414,0.0,0.152252322286701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002186466108613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188279504175347
adhd,myicedtea,2018/02/28,"I'm the worst parent alive I'm off meds ( had to get a EKG done because of chest pain) and took my son to his jiu jitsu class, dropped him off and went back work. 

As I was leaving work just now I realized I did pack his gi or his shorts that he needs for his class, which means that he had to do his class in a long sleeve shirt and jeans,

I am the worst parent, what kind of person does that? ",5.805,3.40252194186047,5.692674418604652,92.54273255813955,67.95348837209302,9.065116279069766,26.15116279069768,5.985473137389443,0.5442186046511628,301,4,79,1,4,94,59,86,0.096,0.8740000000000001,0.03,-0.765,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,7,3,2,0,0,8,14,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,0,11,1,10,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,3,46,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717338119532709,0.0,0.13614530759350815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954453579401956,0.22855321467122786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668534622947555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325730740148921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648362511913265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976478797220609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432815131090346,0.24807914626178665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560294875435774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376483136635382,0.0,0.495982789188337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501089443408226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24813771211103536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070373782351064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32518672751936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheTromboneGeek,2018/02/28,"Guess who got a note with the phone number of a really cute girl today? And guess who immediately lost that note? I have spent the last twenty minutes tearing my room apart trying to find it.

Edit: Found it!",1.763249999999999,4.461178825000005,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,85.75,5.2,15.5,6.742157984588678,-0.13140000000000018,163,3,31,2,5,53,34,40,0.055,0.818,0.126,0.4488,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273625947381318,0.0,0.0,0.32825237944569025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943982948040785,0.0,0.6595969468396329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403291959910145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32680630764170193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917891280506596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837752132348962,0.0,0.0,0.2032579204821773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,420pov,2018/02/28,"Super-paradoxical effects from dextroamphetamine: Occasional extreme drowsiness in the morning. How common is this? Everyone has heard about the (somewhat controversial) paradox about stimulants having a calming effect on some people.  I sometimes get an even more paradoxical effect than that.


I've been taking dextroamphetamine tablets for many years.  For quite a while, I would set my alarm an hour before I actually wanted to wake up, take my pill, then go back to sleep.  I thought it just helped me wake up feeling more refreshed and ready to go.


More recently (without following the above routine), I've noticed that sometimes, when I wake up and take my first dose of the day, it can actually put me right back to sleep.  Occasionally the drowsiness is so strong I can't even fight it if I try.  I usually sleep 1-3 additional hours when this happens and it is a very deep sleep.  I have mentioned this to my Dr.


I've had insomnia for the past few nights, but tried to stay in bed as much as possible.  This morning, I got out of bed at 5am after no sleep.  At 6am I decided ""screw it"". I went back to bed and took 5mg dex (figuring I would either fall asleep or stay awake).  I fell asleep almost immediately and woke up just before 10am.


This phenomenon never happens during the day.


I'm just wondering how common (or uncommon) this is, and am curious about why it happens.  My current theory is that it might have something to do with melatonin.


TL;DR - Sometimes dextroamphetamine knocks me out in the morning.",5.152993506493504,7.115841507142857,5.640779220779223,77.28967532467534,69.64285714285714,8.805194805194805,31.2987012987013,9.339509955726095,2.9826428571428583,1202,52,212,26,22,386,160,280,0.028,0.926,0.046,0.5919,1,0,1,0,1,0,44.0,0,0,0,6,16,5,2,1,13,0,18,15,10,6,1,38,38,19,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,3,0,16,10,0,0,8,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,8,2,22,2,35,27,8,47,0,0,0,1,4,14,1,8,22,140,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.19507123387261088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008429170459056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056338719006886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700981447773537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891742271423934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320304875399939,0.0,0.0,0.09550536741245287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053711947490285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501640338478875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221912593705246,0.0,0.1136064196221337,0.0,0.07993819071186367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651531973667154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699357787871893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968588816514981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133240177016704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602988846206426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734738727189189,0.0,0.07708668089009947,0.0,0.0,0.0937951837794583,0.0,0.0,0.11379237816761455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541244483753744,0.06929191740103514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267726126054226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047615614643668,0.0,0.10630785819781316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868738808091793,0.0,0.0,0.08535573427330181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001049395151165,0.0,0.0,0.07694547397001528,0.2965557746645578,0.0,0.0,0.21306425731892487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254471901481225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934818763008704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104680113795692,0.13571735702000745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007948922581456,0.08246823249401063,0.05895239540471666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265354457169336,0.09018825143642227,0.0,0.0,0.09634708237060494,0.10839021665295727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200152832244128,0.0,0.0,0.06436375415914422
adhd,Moonspindrift,2018/02/28,"Would a drug that didn't work when my son was younger work now he is older/bigger? I hope somebody can advise... and that this question is within the guidelines. 

My son has been taking the maximum dose of generic short-acting Focalin (x2 per day) for four years, and until recently it definitely made a difference to his ability to focus at school, and to his hyperactivity and impulsiveness. But in the last few months it doesn't seem as effective, and he is getting in trouble at school. He's now 14 and has shot up by about two feet since he was first prescribed Focalin. When he was prescribed it we had tried three other medications but found they didn't make much difference to his focus/behavior. But is it possible that those medications might now help him even though they didn't when he tried them several years ago? I'm just wondering if anybody has found that getting older/bigger makes a difference when it comes to how effective their (or their kids') meds are. I hope somebody might be able to share insights into this... thank you.",8.512615384615383,7.889876184615389,7.929871794871794,72.94096153846156,61.51282051282052,11.287179487179484,35.9102564102564,10.577609850970193,3.6685794871794872,836,32,151,17,10,263,121,195,0.035,0.866,0.098,0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,5,5,12,5,0,0,6,0,22,5,1,6,0,32,37,19,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,11,0,15,4,19,22,2,24,0,0,0,0,24,7,0,9,16,103,28,5,0.1281360925778837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358491478087247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103778978108199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263717927828018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016248331004028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485971868733503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463268066742151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899249488839463,0.0,0.2809892234593121,0.0,0.0,0.1338916394995123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588692186204608,0.0,0.0,0.25453610419065065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444801754743313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124546899829795,0.1710636735776055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233031263971768,0.2581672653431476,0.0,0.2718642900926644,0.0,0.0,0.10227700660603564,0.0,0.09419477157251922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445419157987205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435417490096402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651893296726988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593611330966257,0.0,0.1166502862278312,0.0,0.1447573121243207,0.0,0.1059954999022702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634239488508964,0.0,0.0,0.11797049841874455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589306037529388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399199157272546,0.0,0.12517034354613246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389581264809558,0.1865692029803929,0.0,0.0,0.09102420376322982,0.0,0.0,0.16503088502667898
adhd,eyesheteru,2018/02/28,"Informing boss about ADHD for being unusually slow at work? So I did a smart thing last month and waited until the last minute to refill my medication. TLDR, due to switching to a new insurance and some bs from my previous psychiatrist I've been since one month without medication. This has made me *super* slow at work, and currently we're doing a whole revamp on an application we work on.

I've been on the same assignment for a little less than a month now and I barely got anything done, and it doesn't help that we have daily meetings where I don't have much to report about. I'll be back on medication by tomorrow since managing to get a new psychiatrist.

Should I let my boss and coworker know about the real reason on why I've been slow for the past month? Or at least word it in a way where I don't directly inform them about a mental illness?",5.175427649273807,5.8971767633136105,6.460989779451317,76.10481441635287,68.3491124260355,9.932436793975256,27.789671866594944,10.018931242160765,2.602675739644972,679,21,131,16,11,230,103,169,0.036000000000000004,0.945,0.019,-0.3653,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,4,9,2,0,0,13,0,16,4,0,4,0,23,21,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,12,2,26,10,6,31,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,18,91,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839661085416355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530654731274655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774337517087046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433910682744941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320674299808931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206649820661424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391925947212988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700610476514519,0.2284324609314449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432818533292678,0.0,0.0,0.14043671750677786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258461725944487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234674707504238,0.14120766825634465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473687268426768,0.0,0.10300407792524284,0.0,0.0,0.2706568958597212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494871296557676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376007741801044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948685761686324,0.0,0.1440663549997841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318168736839692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308928087956957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122046995998186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643620562152025,0.15643860470651244,0.0,0.13507035920560914,0.0,0.3060263600848744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shelizs,2018/02/28,"Got into a pretty serious car accident this morning...How do you come to grips with the fact that you're an actual danger? Full disclosure: I havent been diagnosed yet

All my life I have been unorganized,messy, could never follow through, constantly late never detail oriented.  Always been talkative, super sociable, and kinda impulsive. 

 I remember my mom getting called into school to say that my things were everywhere. I called off a wedding because I got overwhelmed by all the little details and decided I no longer could do it. This is my second serious accident (thank GOD noone else was involved in either) because I was distracted by something and n split second things changed. 

My partner gets frustrated with me because he feels that I am never ""aware"" of my surroundings. I leave things around all the time. He on the other hand is super regimented and clean (which seem to have balanced me out a lot since we moved in together).

 I struggle finishing tasks at work. I EASILY lose track of time. I almost set the kitchen on the oil fire the other day and I swear it felt like I only walked away for 5 seconds tops.  I cant just relax. I cant seem to read anymore (I used to love reading). I have a lot of circular thoughts that never seem to leave my head. 

I infact opted a 2 week backpacking trip to a beach vacation because the thought of laying and relaxing ...infuriates me. 

Anyway, after my physical check up after the accident I asked the doctor about ADHD. She is getting me a referral to a psychologist.

I was reading this thread and I wanted to cry. A lot of you seem to have had similar experiences. 

I am genuinely terrified now about how this is going to affect my life. Im scared to drive. Im scared that my partner already thinks Im a scatter brain and now clearly has lost confidence in my basic ability to keep myself safe (okay I am rambling now).

I am in the Mental Health Field and I just did the WHO Adult ADHD self report scale. I know not to diagnose myself but almost all of those impacts me often or very often 
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adhd,0ccdmd7,2018/02/28,"Anyone working in the medical field while on meds for ADHD willing to share their experience? In undergrad I was diagnosed and treated for ADHD. It wasn't severe, but I was definitely better being treated than not. Since graduating, I moved away and haven't seen a doctor to continue treatment. I'm currently at home and just volunteering at a hospital. Anyway, I got into a masters program and will eventually work as an allied health professional. I'm considering whether or not I should seek treatment again as I start school and eventually become employed, but am hesitant because I'm unable to find reliable information surrounding the experiences of people in these fields who are on controlled medications. 

So I guess my question is, what are your experiences being on controlled medication and working as a health professional? Have you ever had issues when it comes to drug tests, or peers/superiors questioning your abilities because you're on meds? ",10.283367208672086,10.791618054878054,10.367886178861793,53.185785907859106,57.475609756097576,13.630352303523035,43.831978319783204,12.838901577100673,6.427548238482385,787,42,107,26,9,262,109,164,0.026,0.887,0.087,0.8602,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,7,6,4,0,0,7,0,15,8,0,2,1,25,23,17,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,1,12,4,22,12,0,21,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,5,7,81,17,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925105579406353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509286831204416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433766072951035,0.0,0.0,0.14836984506352846,0.1344039796844101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763046980883242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483056919508496,0.0,0.0,0.27298545134859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351916216010975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456129893661595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112904838449206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008125218863447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571269395543316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112281948878338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733163200433692,0.0,0.13406217219644415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871490899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207129099898575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701929827050915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035426446169186,0.3677885959539592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934388593388155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843688773200059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726553694242137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316313206200705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748215653782428,0.0,0.10066842010270044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613725310492402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657890229468212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bluekhm1,2018/02/28,"Depression, anxiety, and recently, ADHD any support or advice would help About 6 months ago, I had tried to commit suicide and my parents caught me and I got sent to the hospital where they locked me up in a room for 17 hours watching what I was doing. I was later released and sent to counseling where they diagnosed me with major depressive disorder, anxiety, and panic attacks. Since I’m from a korean family no one understands what I’m going through because they just think that it’s nothing and I could tough it out and I’m only 15 so they think it’s just a puberty thing. But I met a girl that I would talk to 10-20 hours a day and it continued for 5 months helping me over come my “disabilities”. But my life before had a stupid coping method where I would party and smoke weed to get over things so this was a huge change and a good one at that. But the girl I was talking to was literally across the country so she didn’t know who I really was, I had lied about some of the things about me because she is so innocent and she wouldn’t talk to me if she knew I used to be an fboy. But we ended up dating for 3 weeks and we broke up and I also brought it up since I was talking to a different girl at the time and didn’t want to risk anything. But later on the girl said she liked me and because she was physically there it was so hard to ignore it and stay true to someone I won’t see for years to come. But I ended up asking the girl I actually know(Grace for privacy reason) if she could help me create a poster for me to ask another girl to winter formal. I had no feelings for grace at this time, so she came over and we were working on the poster and we decided to watch a movie while we took a break and I was using my phone and we were watching it but the girl I dated before(Steph) was msging me and apparently she was trying to make me jealous according to grace and I decided to ignore it and she ended up getting mad at me but grace later on sends a picture of us in bed to her on Snapchat since we have the double heart and Steph blocks me. Post almost 2 months I feel more depressed than ever and now I’m diagnosed with ADHD so I take vyvanse and adderall which is the only way I can get on with life and feel relatively normal but whenever the come down happens I get suicidal and want to die.. I can’t just forget about Steph and I miss her too much, and I can’t get in contact with her since she hates me and blocked me on everything. My life is falling apart and I’m only 15 I don’t see how it’s gonna be better.. what can I do, I tried counseling and calling suicide hotline and nothing helps and I’m only dependent on meds now.",2.5279528985507262,4.039016903985509,4.15776811594203,87.10172463768117,75.6123188405797,7.3704347826086964,24.766666666666666,8.094773233980128,1.3588671014492748,2089,69,444,34,45,700,241,552,0.139,0.797,0.063,-0.9923,3,0,2,0,0,4,31.0,8,0,4,2,24,23,5,2,26,0,40,6,1,6,3,101,87,57,4,11,15,1,4,1,0,6,5,1,2,7,23,51,0,4,11,0,0,12,9,15,0,2,30,10,77,8,67,47,5,74,0,5,5,0,53,32,0,6,27,309,100,1,0.0,0.0,0.07118165113710079,0.0,0.17532614247056358,0.07127886041488897,0.06465939150341306,0.0,0.07304167810895536,0.0,0.0,0.058332331185504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960360563749031,0.07648688629686415,0.111602085418683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060025709660663125,0.0,0.13638334377773284,0.08298296590369028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333957624149568,0.0,0.062068950712212974,0.0,0.0,0.06451197938539634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448275477790113,0.08342713155842027,0.0,0.0,0.07716381103124535,0.18850129143404645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647778153749745,0.0,0.0,0.04704207189837016,0.0,0.1884765814922228,0.14807081409432846,0.07570311070894893,0.07620970141158505,0.08359876881100703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938170119490796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598093908281938,0.0,0.0,0.06555628568705367,0.0,0.06876398054383648,0.0,0.11064621481665628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905480132228504,0.0,0.04145507447683819,0.061180960289815074,0.05833902099064785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450307756180956,0.0,0.06534242179850894,0.07201591407339238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643756976751325,0.1955680863577587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366793051719368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017491104289158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456497144890713,0.03563616782839955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868988572648506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102300754927763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466674227017526,0.0,0.053621351254539366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146845724149585,0.13998116866591145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885585875131504,0.22190514675563355,0.0,0.08558265995183435,0.0809943477278657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985903960164268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672902579076136,0.07499734749347667,0.07202221558300084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938530698395345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625193608303755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413561532885881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618041981332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774731995679766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393627538687229,0.08277462556653682,0.0,0.0,0.05484390811287961,0.2345146399871245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537986636893938,0.09347760248501852,0.0,0.0,0.08506706709363762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104213524024767,0.1485701202918971,0.0,0.0,0.07593602775939805,0.08774120776001508,0.12599831929436153,0.0,0.0,0.0860471072046498,0.05789859980832472,0.05851031469829834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053103227489591016,0.0,0.0,0.15544941787650773,0.0,0.0,0.0469727719815648
adhd,AmazingSignificance,2018/02/28,"Just started Vyvanse about 2 weeks ago. Recently I have had a gag reflex and a complete aversion to even the smell of food. How have you been able to overcome this side effect if you have experienced it? I have been off ADHD medications since I was about 12 because of an incident where I was inconclusively diagnosed with a heart condition. I recently, at age 23, have had testing done that came back negative and the cardiologist cleared me from my medication restrictions. About two weeks ago, I visited my doctor who prescribed me 30 mg of Vyvanse because I am finally going back to college to finish my degree. (Yay!! I almost failed out because of my ADHD which caused depression, made me extremely unmotivated, and basically ruined my entire college experience)

I've been so happy on this medication. I'm finally doing my work, going to my classes, and succeeding, but I have a side effect that really sucks. I try to eat midday but I gag on the food. Even the smell and sight makes me feel sick and sometimes gag. This is not absolutely unbearable, but sometimes my mornings are too hectic to go and eat a big breakfast so I sometimes skip eating until late in the evening. Anyone have any ways to get around the gag reflex or get the nutrients I need? Thanks!!

Tl;dr: Recently started Vyvanse 30 mg and need help coping with the aversion to food.",5.626598047538202,7.561940399193549,6.629558573853988,70.78012733446519,68.39516129032259,9.575891341256368,33.21392190152801,9.93914555978268,3.70832741935484,1081,50,176,27,19,360,141,248,0.14300000000000002,0.805,0.052000000000000005,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,5,15,8,1,0,14,1,19,14,1,6,1,32,35,17,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,13,7,1,3,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,10,5,27,4,27,25,0,34,0,3,1,0,5,11,1,3,17,122,35,8,0.09720540346863753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364401019315265,0.0,0.17233345027302965,0.0,0.09733717028240096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610300767399102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796827824347712,0.0,0.0,0.08653341782938884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948991027182015,0.0,0.17776653517963725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117708575316247,0.0,0.099856725823012,0.0,0.0,0.10191801612667274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837228715710645,0.09866143836299872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949384939577274,0.0,0.09947487674365096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839618531198714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260975667512287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508553684686236,0.0,0.0,0.049149972689320975,0.0,0.0,0.21296753627461568,0.0,0.0,0.3526234791609701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015716226145782,0.0,0.16573221267188615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347695951949752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518887113610543,0.06515473294306241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965192908197714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197810309035406,0.06488536162764379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29377265240262496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441531499735994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062272270548619474,0.0,0.2879358269340812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804093142421799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884158886986398,0.0,0.13760496977713516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949367555609078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599608822494146,0.0,0.09495555469130827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715712473430321,0.1559446226459812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707666914359359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kaepable,2018/02/28,"Any tips for sleeping better and getting up at reasonable hours? I (22, F) was professionally diagnosed with ADHD, depression, and anxiety almost a year ago. I have since been prescribed Zoloft and Adderall, and ""completed"" my therapy, so things have generally improved overall... except for the fact that I never feel tired at ""appropriate"" times, and even before my medications, it was very rare for me to feel well-rested after sleeping.

I make sure to take my meds in the morning/when I get up, and specifically avoid taking my Adderall any later than 2 pm because I know it can cause sleeping issues. However, about 95% of the time, my circadian rhythm feels completely flipped around from what it should be. I feel tired 9 am to 8 pm, and awake 9 pm to 8 am.

I have been feeling extremely frustrated lately because I have done a lot of reading on just how much sleep benefits the issues I have, and I acknowledge that meds are not supposed to fix everything. However, at this point, I'm at a bit of a loss. I have tried melatonin, zinc, magnesium, completely darkening my room, using apps to wake me up at appropriate times in my sleep cycle, eating and drinking at appropriate times, using blue light filters on all of my electronics, creating bed-time routines, etc., and nothing seems to really be helping.

Two things that I have not tried yet are exercise and avoiding technology before bed. I admit I am a bit of a homebody and I live alone, but I haven't been able to find many at-home exercises that promote cardio without a device of some sort (I cannot afford anything like that at the moment). 
I haven't tried the technology avoidance thing because ... let's be real, technology is practically crack for the average person with ADHD. I honestly don't know what I'd do for 1-2 hours before bed that requires low activity if I wasn't watching TV, surfing the internet, or playing a game on my phone ... so if anybody has advice on either of those options specifically, I'd appreciate that, too. Any help is appreciated, though.

**TL;DR** I (22, F) am a medicated person with ADHD, depression, and anxiety. My meds seem to have improved my life significantly in all areas except sleep. It takes me 4-5 hours to fall asleep and I *never* wake up feeling refreshed. What do you guys do to sleep better?",6.2665090543259545,7.333574936619723,7.2679845741113365,70.0530633802817,66.06572769953051,10.31106639839034,34.463112005365524,10.371327730470783,3.845190073775989,1817,82,308,45,28,611,224,426,0.067,0.8190000000000001,0.114,0.9561,3,4,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,0,5,10,15,1,3,17,0,37,22,10,6,6,66,57,22,0,3,11,0,6,1,0,1,10,0,3,3,19,18,2,4,14,7,0,1,10,8,0,1,7,9,38,7,52,45,9,41,0,4,2,0,9,23,0,10,18,201,57,4,0.06869411986217379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476709483511238,0.06712709889344996,0.060893192491799,0.0,0.06878723819691165,0.07114639111461954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401430713840639,0.0,0.10510162734097707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652940752822674,0.0611523306764885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562589361663698,0.0,0.17536090932513326,0.0,0.0,0.12150873329930888,0.14999237453686945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056778376464835,0.0,0.0,0.21607343314549848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833228955762085,0.06972308566024309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029793470800252,0.0,0.06729408534036413,0.0,0.07029123412482788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661210211683794,0.04537181829929149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061737845509703126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840286617803844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627851810551154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177968476549254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801797873769179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920884410674292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029496120626211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339762768693326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550498353962944,0.0,0.07748995930978461,0.0,0.0,0.0702443917280872,0.04852068838513019,0.03356047709063648,0.0,0.06065816637291704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584012841818472,0.0,0.0,0.0458538584265837,0.06964505557179182,0.0,0.0,0.2289110435582533,0.13840419754638902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049808214543251,0.0,0.1059622801917352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591386069841372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996211161585618,0.0,0.0,0.06493814717152775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687127094665971,0.07818894745990973,0.044007212197177466,0.07062899620782162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507309350362686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682448581543782,0.0,0.4812061095379742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474339500858346,0.0,0.15494828714296668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855771281430506,0.0,0.13691196253785584,0.0,0.06749162398548889,0.0,0.16022437486044788,0.1579075709366198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991639455788382,0.0,0.06710417345933327,0.0,0.0,0.11865932747031367,0.0,0.05667984311651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176426358823733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662186801917517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423676096605125
adhd,drojdjo,2018/02/28,"Deal with people looking at you How to deal with people who are not family or freinds when they say indirect comments about your symptoms, or look at you with surprise?",14.733225806451607,9.04024296774194,12.106451612903225,63.479677419354836,54.806451612903224,14.980645161290324,50.354838709677416,11.20814326018867,5.640780645161289,136,6,23,2,1,41,24,31,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,7,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,3,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054991907328353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768356258962321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931992993755076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071724328589125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352947037730146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052242024104292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ehrmahgerrrd,2018/02/28,"Getting up earlier in the morning I'm 36f, and my whole life I have struggled to get up in the morning before work early enough to do things like eat, do my makeup, meditate, etc. I get up with just enough time to get dressed, bathroom, quick hair, feed cats and throw something in my bag for lunch before I have to leave. I've been trying for even 5 minutes earlier, and have had limited success. I just hate hate hate getting out of bed. It doesn't matter what my work schedule is. Anyone else struggle with this and have any tips?",6.070285714285713,5.915901123809526,5.956904761904763,83.5239285714286,66.33333333333333,8.523809523809524,32.73809523809524,7.793537801064563,2.1796666666666664,418,16,83,4,6,131,69,105,0.17600000000000002,0.769,0.055,-0.8951,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,3,2,2,0,10,5,1,0,0,11,19,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,7,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,8,2,16,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,52,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803498948293183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110834814267642,0.1627779879626547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703681859909977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256057465602836,0.13271297065330293,0.0,0.0,0.32830410204483423,0.17717866958492529,0.1049301374169007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150071822392977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705447367908097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682171859239582,0.0,0.0,0.11221244134916744,0.0776143783717882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230355742398599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321645079865891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554415774383244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926366095840727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786024642720644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736930199009548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313140970144188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hippielettuce23,2018/02/28,"Forgetting to do little tasks asked of me - looking careless to others and feeling stupid about it At the movies, I get up out of my seat to get a water. My friend says, “Oh! Can you grab some napkins?” *Trigger immediate panic because I know I won’t remember* “...Yes... napkins... sure!” *Doesn’t remember* ☹️


This happens to me ALL THE TIME. I’m a person who functions off of notes and lists in my phone to remember things but very short term tasks like that are so hard. I’ll leave repeating it in my head, “get the napkins... napkins... napkins... NAPKINS!!!” But then my brain wanders. I always feel so bad because the person usually looks a little annoyed/pissed (understandably) so I end up making another trip for what I forgot.


Thankfully it’ll usually be close friends and I can make fun of myself for being and air head about it. But my new boss always makes “jokes” about having undiagnosed ADHD and asks me to remind her of things throughout the whole day. I carry around a notepad and pen so I can write it all down. 

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adhd,kezebel,2018/02/28,"Falling back asleep So I decided to wake up early today to get some studying done on my day off. I got up, had some breakfast, took my 20 mg of adderral (I'm prescribed 20 mg twice a day) and a B12 for some energy. I sat down on my couch..and immediately fell back asleep. The only reason I woke up is because I guess I started drooling lol. I didn't even stay up super late last night, I got my normal hours of sleep. I feel like I'm abnormal.",2.4206686930091195,3.388537297872343,4.459908814589666,87.00500000000002,74.95744680851064,7.073556231003039,25.130699088145896,7.447530270364453,1.0675975683890575,342,11,76,4,7,118,64,94,0.018000000000000002,0.852,0.13,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,4,6,5,1,0,9,15,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,2,13,2,13,7,3,23,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,4,12,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272222054313233,0.0,0.12970587242888346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744449838275924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774304696470528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053610541835815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758560514917014,0.1520067454974668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116633323528607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403517537851185,0.0,0.2343960256480093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954084969151285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344030094553073,0.2400198514987492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039512834858931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967524290738276,0.20847465683696711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182523418659034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876848732796408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292900392766745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060348088680575,0.2267902019098913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168614326787648,0.0,0.2364012318952933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eal1988,2018/02/28,"Adderall and weight Hello!
I am a 29/F. I’ve struggled throughout my life with weight. Nothing severe, just a little chubby. However, in my mid to late twenties I’ve been much healthier and weighed less and have continued to learn how to manage my weight better. 
In May I started taking adderall and of course was eating less and lost some weight. As I continued taking it though, I ended up gaining weight as I was depressed and going between eating too much and too little, drinking and just having an appetite increase. Not much, but a little. 
In August I decided to change my life and started drinking less, eating cleaner and lifting weights and doing cardio. In October until now I’ve eaten 1500-2000 calories a day, balanced, try to eat clean and still hit the gym. I take 15-30 MG of adderall most of the time. It’s not too tragic when I skip. I’ve probably lost 20 lbs since October? Maybe only 15. I’ve leaned up a lot, put on some muscle too. I haven’t been this fit in all my life, so I would like to keep it up. I’m scared it’s just been the magic of adderall, even though I have worked so hard. I want to keep losing weight and being even more healthy. Not looking for a shortcut. 
Lifting was a part of my life before adderall (I just took a break when I started it because it made me hate the gym) and so was healthy eating, I just don’t want to regain the weight I’ve lost. I know adderall has probably be responsible for helping me keep my calories in check on hard days, but honestly despite the adderall it has taken so much discipline to not overeat and go to the gym. I feel like without my diet and exercise I would have stayed the same or gained weight even on adderall, as I was in the summer. 


I don’t think I want to take adderall anymore. I don’t think it’s helping me with school. In fact, when I take it I feel like laying on the couch and staring at my phone for hours. I also feel like it’s changing my personality. 
Everything I have read has been so negative saying that it is absolutely impossible to go off adderal and not gain weight. 
Is that true even if I’ve worked so hard to be healthy on it? Weight loss is science right, calories in calories out? How could stopping adderall just suddenly make diet and exercise mean nothing? Especially because when I don’t work hard on it I feel like I gain weight because I still wanna eat. The extreme appetite surpression wasn’t short lived for me. Now I only feel it a little.
I feel discouraged reading stuff online because now I’m convinced no matter what if I quit adderall I’ll gain 15-40 lbs and nothing I can do can change that, even upping my cardio.


Wondering what others think and if I am willing to do the work can I quit adderall and not gain the weight back. It didn’t just fall off effortlessly, I worked hard for it, so it’s important to me. 

I’m thinking I’ll just really focus on eating the same and working out the same, plus adding some cardio. I’m also switching to heavier weights right now so I wonder if that’ll help.


Anyone successfull quitting adderall and not gaining back weight they lost?",3.948543371522092,5.490772004909985,4.717643207855974,84.39384615384618,71.99509001636663,7.033060556464813,29.0392798690671,7.53845456269673,1.7609567921440257,2449,98,468,28,47,789,239,611,0.107,0.7509999999999999,0.141,0.9678,1,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,1,23,43,21,1,2,25,0,44,38,0,4,3,98,91,54,0,11,23,0,26,5,0,5,9,1,2,1,26,29,29,6,16,9,1,7,17,12,0,0,19,29,55,9,61,62,19,71,0,9,2,0,8,34,0,13,33,311,81,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244236742552212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038718317930820235,0.027298471230846087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004045004992725,0.0,0.09519646069842357,0.0,0.03322113266623376,0.0,0.0,0.034528713650412816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390104104644355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031171171646409118,0.0,0.0,0.050356608046308086,0.0,0.03362607469265804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764909036574441,0.0,0.2796418134779254,0.0,0.0,0.034578859977765844,0.0,0.0,0.1289315162224399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035087657176821045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844223365346733,0.111563986291977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656393477323573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748659545870286,0.03854504076611545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850535494344417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844765639525968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041046710565276,0.0,0.0,0.02145598826544452,0.0,0.04404010383679825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030364056181638,0.09536763917860852,0.15651790579735034,0.0344740398550672,0.0,0.032784722905421136,0.04367704674897658,0.17047205467800486,0.033191379147442,0.0,0.03694166846606551,0.02606026257352291,0.0,0.03922207030426848,0.04252724425597748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479891335873756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238307370265403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059385088962350036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227774759698311,0.0,0.0,0.03408921555193531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418589927611926,0.0,0.0,0.03924712662214048,0.0,0.12457516683472653,0.07810340557075454,0.0,0.025010752515480926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668183655568427,0.0,0.031047079694816737,0.03908698961829412,0.03951171565831107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410537298190079,0.0,0.03229523254464472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829005546210758,0.04161265819853282,0.06235660599592027,0.0326401392628361,0.0,0.040814273862843316,0.044692762155061294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677038410077448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006393850203184,0.0767154391332803,0.0,0.022765201352832616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337614049340413,0.026506369770074947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690824236077067,0.0,0.0,0.713123819605774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763426355564293,0.08467689690238453,0.17053447933571458,0.0,0.0,0.05546740815289408,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MyAnonymousAccount98,2018/02/28,"Just got Diagnosed I just got diagnosed with Combined ADHD and will be looking into medication on Monday. I am not at all surprised by this, but it is nice to have my suspicions confirmed finally.

I was also diagnosed with Recurrent Major Depression, which honestly answers a whole lot of things about myself and random episodes of depression I would get into for long periods.

Im honestly relieved to get these, I already have aspergers and these can be useful for getting benefits such as Voc Rehab which would be incredibly helpful. Along with this, if I get on Adderall or something similar, it can be helpful with weight loss with the appetite suppression.",8.65976600985222,9.63341175,8.674581280788177,62.385689655172435,60.81034482758621,12.490640394088672,43.295566502463075,12.031772070788634,6.055225615763548,537,31,76,17,7,175,80,116,0.123,0.6629999999999999,0.214,0.9325,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,1,1,25,22,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,11,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,8,6,20,12,4,9,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,4,4,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924011739477324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294673536041406,0.13257738235200048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855789839706369,0.5048017249540551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816082376498843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464611311366586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651851738042852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224300344218795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907513821590626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671359812524945,0.13921678255138836,0.0,0.0,0.1409436043330427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700991022962755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762860096333975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013950433184674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318412288097618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188021518981375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850918840272457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235536353983754,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,coffeebull,2018/02/28,"Increase in Vyvanse I am a mid-40's male and on 40 mg of Vyvanse for over a year now.  It has worked wonderfully well and truly has changed my life. Over the last few months - I have noticed a decline in executive functioning and a return of inattentive symptoms (I am diagnosed ADHD-PI).  I saw my psychiatrist yesterday and he is bumping my dose of Vyvanse from 40mg to 50mg.  Hope this gets me back to being focused and motivated!

Anyone that has gone from 40 mg to 50 mg have you noticed a difference? I'll pick my new dose up Thursday from the pharmacy and see how things go.",4.433673913043479,5.455837878260874,5.920597826086958,78.21828804347828,70.21739130434783,9.228260869565217,33.50543478260869,9.516144504307137,3.1616304347826087,456,22,89,10,8,155,75,115,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.9583,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,9,5,0,3,0,11,16,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,10,2,16,13,2,18,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,2,9,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663999096474645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499428526318526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704477617752667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449363565652065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498670728912207,0.0,0.2315941853761501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158115333874842,0.0,0.12597811073055207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016472902255466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806876832140837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656951799820748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769319878313983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408676883923825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047372803323406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663940375613782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039624093379624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472652916806112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930469458236655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403877309228121,0.16137576297375006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274587959842644
adhd,Keridactyl,2018/02/28,"Forgot to pay tolls. I took my daughter to the aquarium in Denver in early 2016. Shortly thereafter, I received a toll bill in the mail at the house I own but rent out. I did live there for a while; when I moved, I transferred all of my mail except my car registration, because I had to run an errand to do it. So I put it on a random to-do list and forgot about it. 

I took my toll bill and went online to pay it. It said if I created an account, I would get a discount! So I created an account, paid the $35 to create the account, ordered an ExpressToll transponder to put in my car, and loaded some money onto it to start with. Then I tried to link my toll bill to the account, which was a no-go. Long story short, I had to call in to fix it, they were already closed for the day, so I added it to a random to-do list, and forgot about it. 

Well I just went to the rental house for the tenant's child's birthday party, and she handed me a huge stack of pink envelopes from the toll office. *facepalm* There was a ""hearing officer's final order"" in there from last month, and I have no idea what that is but I'm worried it's technically a judgment or something else that will show up on my credit report in a major way (I know it's already affected my credit). 

So I'm really upset with myself. There were three major failures on my part that I see -

1. Not changing my car registration over to my address for ALMOST THREE YEARS, which is a crime in itself

2. Not dealing with the toll bill promptly the next morning, when the customer service office opened

3. Not having a system set up for me to actually complete the tasks I write down. I am overwhelmed with tasks and never stick to a system for long. I don't think it's the system that fails so much as my ability to prioritize, and then I get overwhelmed and give up. I get excited about new systems, so I take a lot of time to switch over, but then older tasks often get lost in the shuffle. 

How I am going to prevent this from happening again:

1. I am going to schedule this one right now. And actually, for errands I need to do, I am going to put them straight on a calendar instead of writing them down as a task. 

2. I just went online and paid the bill without worrying about linking it to my toll account. If anyone is interested, it is now a whopping $113 and change. When I first received it, it was something like $39.20.

3. I don't even know. I don't know how to prioritize tasks. I'm going to spend some time reading about that today. I get overwhelmed and feel like everything needs to be done RIGHT NOW. I have tasks in Trello, ePIM (free version of Microsoft Office), Wunderlist, and old planners which I've probably lost. Does anyone have a successful system for tasks, not in the system itself but in the prioritization and scheduling to actually get the tasks done?

Edit: I'm going to search the forum too as I'm sure this has been discussed numerous times.",3.9904270359652765,4.895164394915256,5.262195121951219,82.9658515915668,71.15254237288136,7.586606035551879,27.94956593633733,7.765008861874849,1.642336916081025,2283,80,457,27,41,762,257,590,0.057,0.847,0.095,0.9572,2,0,2,0,0,0,81.0,0,0,3,6,31,17,0,4,43,0,32,1,1,3,3,67,74,40,0,5,15,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,3,1,30,22,0,4,8,2,21,20,10,7,1,4,24,6,55,11,85,47,10,96,0,6,2,0,18,34,0,10,34,314,85,11,0.0,0.0,0.2524476872378008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634810804944898,0.0,0.1903165851246646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058974421950926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052565749695050144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805171408834711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244238809777066,0.0,0.0904117907183766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561200142596927,0.08890059863319758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075461519358554,0.17648894826808845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203511710354582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056954905758712135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749905788558578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360109442355847,0.061603598866813575,0.0,0.0944620836002993,0.0,0.07334822938162001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27031351185274405,0.08272084110497407,0.2940431279345238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625398067279943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971888489877374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899849427184974,0.0,0.09734454822850844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217126565588376,0.07028995122434195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425643412860385,0.0,0.07614374470241851,0.15262382753943166,0.0,0.0,0.18826312008789411,0.07331069728842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882893495269235,0.09165013725901434,0.06338986660434821,0.1278787099879287,0.06650683076539572,0.08328264700620222,0.09170787786722773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048515690116696,0.0,0.0584325045219152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338000516190717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297183690936256,0.0,0.0,0.2600585718166565,0.0,0.0,0.0862545526890845,0.0,0.05524192587699375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728197682460226,0.08202563439954742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871511579239734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327700079027326,0.0,0.0,0.061034899432480916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127190179791685,0.0,0.06483514379996642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525348217999245,0.0,0.0,0.1508463487769435,0.0,0.08173711124600068,0.0,0.19161211054993504,0.058545336178922734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844632655760502,0.0,0.0,0.07753222030291093,0.2398116070438471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312381630617634,0.0,0.0,0.17514397385607106,0.0,0.061256182673322786,0.0,0.0,0.05553007673777685
adhd,floralhedgehog,2018/02/28,"Office setting anger Hi team, I recently changed departments at work. The type of work is the same (paperwork and supervising), and I’ve found ways to be good at it (making sure I have time to work on tasks alone, listen to movie soundtracks, etc). However, I’m now working in a shared office space. My coworkers and supervisor are constantly running around talking to each other, and I have no idea how they get anything done. 

I’ve been getting really angry in this setting. There have been several days where I needed to get up and leave the building for a walk just to get some silence. 

Has anyone had success working in a hectic office setting? I’m losing it, and I love this job. ",6.385290697674421,7.023235930232563,6.706501937984495,75.70068313953492,65.66666666666667,9.550775193798447,33.954457364341074,9.516144504307137,3.2254410852713185,541,23,95,10,8,175,88,129,0.112,0.775,0.113,0.2975,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,8,6,7,1,0,6,0,11,1,0,2,1,17,22,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,5,16,16,4,22,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,5,61,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655137199353218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174202798924646,0.0,0.13150902497166847,0.14226371252864115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690565194344934,0.0,0.0,0.17269653858572895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306345469258116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353988579051046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822905441534004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522209950790255,0.0,0.0,0.33397400641675395,0.0,0.0,0.13404003851064278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804046820590364,0.0,0.0,0.15858557408938334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921444355504614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787851685554078,0.0,0.0,0.1442336804351184,0.0,0.10667361425746234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184961995166757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237760876730112,0.0,0.15779190951951028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805384550857488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506179017829427,0.0,0.0,0.12844825917360048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318579583587218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684878614617118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817135448697058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CajSidru,2018/02/28,"Request for some Advice and Support TLDR ; undiagnosed, up a stream with no paddle.

This might be a meaty one and I'll try and keep it condensed, first time posting so bare with.

I'm a 23 yo Male, living in the UK. I've had a pretty crazy year, from having unidentified issues to being diagnosed with Emotionally Unstable Personality traits (all the fun stuff, depression, anxiety, mania etc)

Within the same timeframe the Psychiatrist at my Uni (First year of a computer science course after a failed first year last year) recommended I get a diagnosis for ADHD. Long story short, I'm on a 2 and half year waiting list for the diagnosis. Uni can't support me without a diagnosis, my friends and family don't believe me without a diagnosis. 

1.5k in my overdraft.

Dealine for an already extended piece of coursework in tonight, not started yet.

I feel at the edge of a very deep crevice and I'm not sure what to do next.

I don't know anyone else with ADHD, and reading the posts here helps, but I really would love to speak with some of you personally if possible.",6.138507692307693,7.088994019999998,7.048000000000003,71.93361538461541,66.3,10.153846153846157,34.384615384615394,10.214889679676881,3.6604576923076935,844,38,149,20,13,282,131,200,0.08199999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.081,0.5762,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,3,8,0,0,19,0,10,2,0,0,2,29,22,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,4,12,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,2,0,5,1,2,10,6,28,17,6,28,0,2,0,1,9,10,0,4,16,97,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29235613627238244,0.118857415871647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342239740494647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304817305960107,0.0,0.0,0.08504794623205607,0.12462639260309134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703765047705918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476149262251726,0.12345395413747888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160795689375184,0.1368196669833273,0.0,0.0,0.1356518698440373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466385664579715,0.0,0.06150081100501551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103804378575995,0.0,0.0,0.0939726077179256,0.0,0.06354771756820518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152738847165569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695224246207154,0.0,0.10811214044002257,0.0,0.0,0.06684578491315732,0.09914634169054888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740331439082718,0.10764052251969362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097776594825897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290323666830009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293570480041887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242101407459873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240880097915327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712184274350525,0.2329797326723783,0.12374350604513967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166494931804504,0.0,0.07792059552244585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609177967512087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923957867760475,0.0,0.2760531814710847,0.11463675255342212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092461714229226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258016692396515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035916635594072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344978805807027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640390713323899,0.0,0.0,0.3916352100440347
adhd,Tartra,2018/02/28,"Me This Morning *Me:* Alright, brain.

*My Brain:* Hi! :D

*Me:* We're gonna do this.

*My Brain:* Sure! :D

*Me:* Don't say sure yet, 'cause I haven't told you what we're doing.

*My Brain:* :D

*Me:* We're gonna put all the stuff from my winter coat... *into* the purse that's hanging over there.

*My Brain:* Sure! :D

*Me:* It's a nice day today. And this is spur-of-the-moment. I need you to really buckle down and *be sure* that everything in my coat -

*My Brain:* Uh-huh! :D

*Me:* - goes into the actual purse - 

*My Brain:* Sounds fun! :D

*Me:* - so that I have everything I need that I'd usually still have with me. So that especially includes my wallet with the bus pass. You got that?

*My Brain:* Of course! :D

*Me:* Okay. Let's get started. Here's the wallet, and it's going in the purse.

*My Brain:* Hey! :D You should bring your ear muffs in case it's cold later! :D

*Me:* That's a good idea, brain. Thank you.

*My Brain:* And you should bring your gloves in case it's cold later, too! :D

*Me:* That's another good idea, brain. Nice work.

*My Brain:* Don't forget your headphones in the inner pocket! :D

*Me:* I was definitely going to miss that, so that's another thank you. Ooh - and I found that granola bar I left in there!

*My Brain:* :D

*Me:* Alright, well... I guess that's everything. Did I forget to put anything into the purse?

*My Brain:* From your pockets? :D Nope!

*Me:* Alright! Well, awesome - this is good! This is a very productive start to my day, so I'm going to head for the bus -

*My Brain:* **WAAAAAAAAIIIIIITTTT!**

*Me:* Jesus Christ, brain - *what*?!

*My Brain:* I ran through our list of essentials! :D I don't remember grabbing our phone! :D

*Me:* Crap, you're right. I left it charging on the counter. Thanks for having my back, brain!

*My Brain:* Happy to help! :D

*Me:* Alright - there's the bus! We're literally there as it's pulling up, so we've got our timing down perfectly. That's fantastic! Keep up the excellent momentum, brain!

*My Brain:* Sure! :D

*Me:* Okay, brain! Get my bus pass ready so I can just tap it and hop on. This is seriously such phenomenal timing. :)

*My Brain:* Your bus pass is in your wallet! :D

*Me:* Yes it is, brain, great work. I remember I put it there. Where's my wallet?

*My Brain:* Your wallet is in your purse! :D

*Me:* ... Okay, and where's my -

*My Brain:* I left your purse on the hook by the door so you'd always know where it was! :D

*Me:* ... **Brraaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiinnnnnnn!!**

*My Brain:* **:D**",-2.6244488207381766,-5.070986629707111,-0.2058696617657354,101.29484595965499,164.25104602510459,2.9928426170496247,10.829386877352094,5.17687547924762,-1.257715635445642,1773,39,412,23,179,581,170,478,0.018000000000000002,0.674,0.309,0.9994,0,0,0,0,0,0,265.0,3,17,0,4,24,30,1,0,17,8,25,32,31,1,7,35,51,15,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,32,12,1,1,6,1,0,14,5,3,2,0,8,6,86,27,36,36,1,55,2,1,0,0,26,27,1,1,14,228,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.0295072639514951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02515987370972386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341293596695538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02488273916857524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02325063375843836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9451358230578144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031062058385157895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900114173122719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152606442305264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03315366226435463,0.0,0.0,0.03159550491893032,0.0,0.05155369980225386,0.07608489190284784,0.04836709639475138,0.033336753648404785,0.03330981856559361,0.0,0.0,0.03218819094679886,0.0,0.0,0.03103221527762353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02026743919416974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826851084070956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026876320627901476,0.0,0.0,0.016617641095973298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855881469375803,0.03091970982629625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044841181442507115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911905789916926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01937080239328061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850598158407854,0.02582250730644116,0.0,0.02404593165617375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280426350931133,0.0,0.02414756397103556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034614498847234526,0.0,0.0,0.14249158812448226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351538924336684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035263250601996976,0.0,0.028661445179688518,0.028893056439721874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033302137683232536,0.02494895690671798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437396668407814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440262602842307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AhRsS,2018/02/28,"Ritalin puts me in a spiral of thinking Whenever i take ritalin it feels alright for about an hour or two but as fast as i get a bad thought in my head i just get stuck in my brain thinking about everything and makes me feel empty, emotionally and physically.

Does ritalin make anyone else feel like this?",5.423644067796611,6.5099506440678,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,67.98305084745762,10.645762711864409,33.39406779661017,10.686352973137794,3.755606779661017,244,11,46,7,4,81,44,59,0.15,0.775,0.075,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,5,2,2,0,13,12,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,7,2,9,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726300289380676,0.23044790155317596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877912931511149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25107506212989844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682113456768435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788428324202214,0.2529946064308213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021355073503244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411652831449942,0.1606764656408198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501343264786945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308235761313123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149203330169084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988015548045907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30025968222589544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260976790735831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910508390289694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822777871218924,0.0,0.1785542137550623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197053693004994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BlueberryDangerBagel,2018/02/28,"Yum! Melted meds on fresh toast: A tragedy This happened a while back, but I've been feeling down lately and wanted to share this special (boring) experience with the world cause it makes me laugh.

I was going to pull an all nighter so I toasted a blueberry bagel and grabbed a drink to bring to my workspace. I don't have enough hands to carry my medicine (Flouxetine and Concerta) so I put those on the bagel. 

I get upstairs and lo and behold, the medicine melted on the hot bagel. After my initial disappointment I ate the unaffected area and intended to set aside the bagel to dispose of later. Unfortunately halfway through this course of action I forgot what just happened and took a big bite out of the melted medicine part and did not realize this until I felt the melted casing of a flouxetine pill in my mouth.

After this I began to fear for my life. I had no intention of rousing the household and the rest of the internet did not seem to have an answer for someone accidentally taking too much of their own Concerta. Which I found odd because I always forget whether I have taken it or not, which could lead to taking more than I mean too. So as a last ditch effort to relieve my fears I set up a reddit account, but since the rules said no medical advice I resigned to a long night of undue worry.


I wish I had photos, it was kind of cool seeing it all melted like that.

TL;DR
Toasted blueberry bagel, tried to carry meds on it, turn out meds melt, forgot about melty mess and end up eating bagel, shock and horror. ",6.121360544217688,6.587116646258508,6.312653061224491,78.89544217687076,66.2108843537415,8.710204081632652,30.619047619047624,8.515128840125781,2.2704231292517005,1210,42,224,16,18,387,170,294,0.158,0.754,0.087,-0.9743,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,8,14,0,2,23,1,12,8,2,5,2,42,36,21,0,3,8,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,15,14,3,2,7,1,1,7,6,7,0,0,16,9,26,7,42,19,8,34,0,2,1,0,3,13,0,2,13,154,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322905917416036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344511149681576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483640615724768,0.0,0.08311109269012293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005788413250006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885573337317744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356048191674785,0.0,0.13950900821002474,0.0,0.0,0.1207560371739102,0.14087480855819887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336586987619214,0.0,0.3068389420065774,0.06893718097905105,0.0,0.1309069842142487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948886292119487,0.0,0.0,0.07123158922973746,0.0,0.07748469235333387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411285558544845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197626531052188,0.0,0.1111346206471132,0.1537965224845125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963003879296842,0.06660843179471515,0.0,0.0,0.12065587526991454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091007454789246,0.0,0.0,0.14851332552839636,0.4543262478280166,0.13734737035283456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002249774716827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794507534959385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476420351548079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370585231670372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296897722014011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864466674527884,0.1241180599949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278117046683395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551973646010508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502017671951392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514778346437749,0.09256534701718598,0.14829786638259745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041637500098818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678331716909974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384590453833011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mcbircher,2018/02/28,"How I found out I had ADHD I kinda wanted to share my experience with being diagnosed with ADHD and how I missed being diagnosed as a child. 

As a kid, i was a bit hyperactive, but not so much to be considered abnormal, i drank a lot of soda as a kid of root bear and dr. pepper, and i had to have a soda in class in order for me to focus on the school work or the teacher. This worked all the way through high school with the exception of my senior year, where access to caffeine was minimal where my grades started dropping and i was not doing well in school. But i attributed that to just senior year stress. 

After high school i continued drinking dr. pepper as it was my favorite soda, and in 2015 i had an allergic reaction due to the caramel color in the drink and can no longer drink soda. At first it was a hard but got easier to transition over to tea and that helped get me through the first 2 years of college. However i realized that i was having way to much caffeine and quit caffeine completely this past year, and thats when things went downhill for me. It was hard to pay attention in class, my hyperactivity and focus was all over the place, i am currently holding a c-d average in my courses and my psych instructor and my family urged me to see a doctor about adhd, and i got diagnosed this month. And at first i was in confusion of how was i missed when i was tested as a kid, but then i realized that caffiene was in my life then and that is the only thing that changed. My uncle has ADD and after talking with him, we believe that the caffeine was helping treat my adhd or able to hide it. 

The reason why i wanted to share this here is that i had no idea that i had ADHD if this is able to help anyone that might be considered ""weird""  like i was in school, your not weird, its not something wrong with you, its the way that your brain is wired, and i finally found out that my brain is not wired the same as like my co workers at work. And if this helps anyone, this was worth it to me. 

Right now what i am doing to combat my ADHD while my medicine is going through pre authorization is using these apps:

*Focus- Mac app that is able to blacklist sites to help me focus on studying, it also sets a timer for you to be able to study during that time (uses the pomodoro technique) 

*I am using a bullet journal to help keep track of assignments and it is working really well. its easy to get overwhelmed with making it pretty and colorful, but use what works for you. 

*I am seeing a councilor to see about ways that i can combat and cope with this better.     ",6.860354113971133,5.616508638297873,7.320125725338492,77.99756993006996,65.13152804642165,10.42966820413629,31.876878440708232,9.466822959209583,2.6222028567177493,2014,62,408,32,26,664,222,517,0.068,0.8190000000000001,0.113,0.982,2,0,4,0,0,0,46.0,1,5,0,11,16,16,0,3,28,0,46,19,2,11,2,76,69,46,0,4,16,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,0,4,40,32,9,2,7,3,2,2,7,8,2,3,26,8,56,8,74,37,7,60,0,3,5,0,20,26,0,8,27,307,96,22,0.2562779807160434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619944956919412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123635214698392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959776143825439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218438104314001,0.0,0.0566642619335354,0.0699472948817125,0.0,0.0,0.1430454913480191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777703058750215,0.0,0.06717564672203642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508756686325252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557784317268305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829114129160787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267226025731444,0.060399018015722665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701850002764232,0.0,0.16349243960804954,0.0,0.14049778899600762,0.0,0.0,0.06694733372027678,0.0,0.03641217059232767,0.0,0.1024844563088515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478736629806224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766659254896995,0.13538587863200838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232666149134688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056947911130587336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045254179205011985,0.06260223813851759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446959365436575,0.0,0.0,0.04276688553977325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796760956656311,0.0,0.0,0.05113965979324768,0.0,0.0941969017743435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872773816566248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116158276285648,0.0,0.0,0.06693898596514204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651817099963472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814579459292444,0.0,0.0,0.0410445592048604,0.0658741118033768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471499881310109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324208748141294,0.15316527765650234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049323827541130336,0.0,0.0,0.04534871845158581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339139025932867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149663331554565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512985139890435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03735943787211311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213418914037268,0.0,0.0,0.07557969647992258,0.2034215323342896,0.0,0.0,0.11521234120595375,0.059393063915747925,0.057812754026568124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332167777716233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004993518039605,0.0,0.16503461717748186
adhd,leapfroggingthewhys,2018/02/28,"Reading through pinhole + focus + concentration I know all ADHD resource guides recommend to study under bright and natural daylight or to use full spectrum lighting products.

Call me *the odd man out*, but I found that I can focus way better when I read things through a pinhole. I don’t honestly do that in practice in my daily routine but when my mind is constantly bombarded with thoughts and surrounded by distractions, the moment I began reading something by squinting my eyes, which creates the iPhone X’s portrait mode like bokeh vision i.e. enhancing focus by narrowing aperture, I somehow feel as if ADHD symptoms don’t even exist. 

Sometimes I read on my iPad (with True Tone and night shift on) in a pitch black room without lights late in the evening after sunset (this way light doesn’t leak through window blinders). The ambient screen is the only thing that tries to gain my attention in the room and my brain just loves that idea. You don’t need a fancy iPad screen to make your concentration feel enhanced.

I’ve purposely arranged the 22 inch monitor at my workplace such that my head (eyes’ field of vision) blocks out the view if surrounding as much as possible. I sometimes remind myself to read under blanket and boy oh boy, that’s becomes one of the most productive sessions of my week.

Reading in shower is totally different - hot water seems to fill our brains with dopamine, giving us the *aha* moments or the figment of idea to be the next big Mark Zuckerberg or Steve Jobs ... shower is a different notion. I don’t have scientific proof of that but it seems to be the case in my experience.

Coming back to the scenario when all that my brain can see is just some text glowing off my nook or iPad screen - that’s the most focused I become throughout the week. On the contrary, I seem to perform worse in daylight or brightly dim room.

Has anyone experienced this too? Speak from your own experience; I know as ADHD’er we tend to type as if we are expert of our very own disability field - which we aren’t. What happens when you try to create a [pinhole with your hands](http://fscomps.fotosearch.com/compc/PHT/PHT106/young-man-with-hands-over-face-looking-picture__paa106000047.jpg) and begin reading or with one eye closed or in a pitch dark room?

Thanks for reading.

Take care.",6.3823604465709725,8.098971000000002,5.850220095693783,77.93620733652314,66.27272727272728,8.252759170653906,33.07208931419458,8.648137234880735,2.8080026156299844,1850,80,310,28,30,567,236,418,0.032,0.835,0.133,0.9921,6,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,6,5,0,3,12,10,0,1,24,0,19,10,7,2,5,60,42,28,0,4,16,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,17,18,1,1,12,8,0,2,7,1,0,2,3,20,38,9,56,37,10,49,0,0,12,1,18,29,0,17,17,197,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28411286745022274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509995715688673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060593617083088476,0.0,0.0,0.17406049811762814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969366990303764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26390616188084165,0.08046531162761117,0.0,0.08034355042977001,0.0,0.0,0.0678806577561761,0.0,0.08515660623352958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646619379590887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409551450634404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416630057138442,0.0,0.0,0.07968898019580596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640195949150219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755937385947008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696840530727915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087324368480284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791497847723484,0.0,0.0,0.07819849429317875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661466967782397,0.0,0.08889171170327169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849851362340848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112158026449927,0.0,0.05260072401694805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956721891636187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792829160865377,0.058430436910014434,0.0,0.0,0.08380646586719848,0.07395002544985872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679609668518526,0.05993221799699255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883703834335195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305839274827614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279472538393635,0.21521423166156348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066537245359331,0.1558737254236252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190510368175001,0.059249045907849074,0.0,0.0,0.07254998679367249,0.0,0.0,0.10470465086528506,0.0,0.0,0.06255972064026367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700231718950076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094788701707463,0.0680593384120113,0.0,0.0650196272985241,0.0,0.12509818924585372,0.12641988658091471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759619940622821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030562995566558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the_dingo_warrior,2018/02/28,"I was diagnosed as 'Severe ADD' by a neurologist but a psychiatrist determined I have a mood disorder and prescribed me something different. Which one is the cause of the other? I have anxiety and depression but at this point I think those are symptoms of one of my larger issues.  I am taking trileptal for mood disorder because my doctor think I uses alcohol to calm down and relax while I interpreted me using alcohol to loosen up and let myself go a little.  I also can get very irritable which is part of the 'bi-polar'.  

Now my wife notices my irritability gets better but I still get frustrated and upset pretty quickly.  I think any highs or lows I get are caused because I either accomplish something I set out to do (something as simple as eating well and working out for the day) or I don't do anything and I get sad and depressed and beat myself up.  

A couple more tidbits.

I don't know if I have racing thoughts or I just like to 'escape' and daydream. I have these fantastical stories about accomplishing something great or something super ordinary as planning my day. These things can keep me up at night. I also can worry like crazy over small things I have no control over. This causes me a great deal of stress.
I cannot for the life of me maintain anything that I'm not super interested in. I have a set pattern for work but that's because I know there are consequences (I get fired and harm my family) or I can play basketball at the same time at the same place everyday because I love it. If it's not enjoyable or something I deem crucial to survival, I can't maintain it.

My wife is now thinking that ADD is the overarching problem causing everything.  I was briefly on ADD medication (Adderall) which I only took for a little bit because I couldn't sleep at night.  Now that I have been prescribed seroquel, I actually sleep straight to the morning, which is awesome.  

It looks like my psychiatrist is going to give Ritalin a go with me.  

Any thoughts or similar experiences for anyone here?",5.4138265107212495,6.823262678947373,6.356783625730998,74.55507797270955,68.26315789473685,9.103313840155947,33.54775828460039,9.444778638647367,3.300658869395712,1598,74,277,33,27,530,188,380,0.17,0.655,0.175,0.7411,1,0,8,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,11,12,26,1,2,18,0,32,12,2,7,0,55,58,31,0,4,17,2,1,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,20,17,3,2,9,2,0,4,8,9,1,2,6,2,50,15,41,50,6,41,0,4,1,1,5,23,0,9,15,207,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.07769988082247897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701840516984881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273478518356167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082917910677514,0.0,0.06091084287908649,0.0,0.0,0.055673764672537374,0.0,0.13104474010964093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24268508050158585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704194554325939,0.08692693148162453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271761473507085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930318179941192,0.0,0.08810056241151012,0.0,0.10269959523995167,0.08208709686858448,0.13715714359746473,0.08081496020833494,0.0,0.08318835855312877,0.1825081118450095,0.08149679969503595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147349238778533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155939070923778,0.07788588940285739,0.07506081985713509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959619815268,0.07638096707145375,0.13575356689043402,0.0,0.0,0.1755677374728705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841253333336627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310499647104069,0.0,0.0707719601914791,0.0,0.0,0.0875166694431817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814191980834984,0.056239586415224134,0.11669830422604392,0.15960492770294185,0.0,0.0,0.06686268005470981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186223596345963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021109229074071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944027280097466,0.0,0.0,0.09065051823995797,0.0,0.0,0.10790826457209717,0.0605563483755039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622319362484013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318835855312877,0.0,0.07526881132661156,0.0,0.0,0.08100450558223038,0.0,0.07618778951819764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995053735515454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593596079858026,0.0,0.0,0.3677828271412056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358647300498299,0.0,0.09120707760325096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275805832069674,0.059866061774853326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057950385659326,0.2040750237351921,0.0,0.1264224273346971,0.04642840443784259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846330689404884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753620823080126,0.0,0.06569673764005245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159001149925738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159319678966994,0.08086031235397888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Corporal_Joker,2018/02/28,"Being more distracted by thoughts than external things I don't see a lot of posts or hear a lot otherwise about people losing all of their time caught up just in thoughts. I find I lose most of my attention to getting mentally caught up in analyzing some mundane thing, or solving some hypothetical problem, any of which is irrelevant to current task, work, career.

When I do this I naturally pace around the house, stand and stare out the window, or sit staring at the floor. And I often catch myself whispering things imagined. The point is, I'm not distracted by external stuff like I think is typical for ADD. This is one of a few reasons I'm pretty suspicious that I don't have ADD and have been disinclined to seek diagnosis.

I'd like to hear others' thoughts on that.",6.650220700152204,7.304279897260276,6.981872146118723,73.89958143074584,65.0958904109589,10.872450532724507,34.71537290715373,10.746095033038511,3.825574733637748,619,27,113,16,9,201,96,146,0.122,0.8059999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7496,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,5,7,0,2,7,0,11,0,0,1,1,28,23,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,6,6,11,2,22,16,8,19,0,2,3,0,3,10,0,9,5,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138717114665594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581352590193386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970694530793266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557686034205296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36922090203878427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889990578257663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004529807457468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664925558692583,0.0,0.27850768955336136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506824932664393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099268204467047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355580224398072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484054491253738,0.0,0.1568716769727727,0.1666398281526824,0.0,0.15673103688975848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840998297283802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052452673747372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750769397485728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264571566603223,0.10495412150551717,0.0,0.39010814424970014,0.09551100005260103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924573249877465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alfonzo9000,2018/02/28,"Finding motivation to get treatment. So for years I've suffered  with mental and emotional symptoms that I've now come to associate with ADHD and it's got to the point where I feel I need to seek out treatment. The only problem is finding motivation to do so because it all feels like an uphill battle and I find myself too often putting it off, having a good day and forgetting about it, then running into problems again and continuing the cycle.
I've just been feeling held back in life lately and I need help but I'm just so mentally overwhelmed at the thought of seeking treatment. Things like making an appointment, how I should describe myself to a doctor, fear of disbelief, how much my insurance will cover, etc. Even posting this on Reddit feels mentally tasking. Any advice?",5.787121212121214,7.74506927777778,6.1501767676767685,74.2852272727273,68.02777777777779,8.291919191919192,33.92424242424242,8.841846274778883,3.245883333333333,632,30,99,11,11,203,101,144,0.081,0.8059999999999999,0.113,0.145,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,15,9,1,2,8,0,6,3,0,5,1,36,19,13,0,5,3,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,10,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,4,4,8,3,18,13,3,20,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,72,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714996057480406,0.1394463630701905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704198918240796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097287307033154,0.0,0.08698957778630713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292480253617688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203073392772547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606114602830095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605201056861513,0.0,0.0,0.15915001815157442,0.09425306846286301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057898620746594,0.2886168896613997,0.10194605968010684,0.0,0.0,0.3912800626198476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455570215212577,0.0,0.0,0.11969134119005047,0.11413151465763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956498820844289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609736332767525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079436830285313,0.13943359836295122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952544336896172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43142898146927505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049021038191686,0.21162287333942528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853100583229272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489914798731034,0.0,0.1366686973293785,0.0,0.0,0.27309233962640483,0.0,0.1434545338823619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483216136907301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480460972008968,0.0,0.0,0.11328913950783152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189515907000012
adhd,squigleywrites,2018/02/28,"Well, at least our hobbies aren't boring! I mean, usually!

All of you guys are probably familiar with being bored with important real-life tasks doing stuff you shouldn't be doing. 

But! This also extends to things we do for fun. Personally, one thing I've noticed about my hobbies is that I don't put up with boring bullshit. It's very hit-or-miss, but usually I can tell within five minute if I'm gonna spend 1 hour or 1 month playing a game, or reading a book series, or whatever. 

I mean, there's a negative outlook on this too, but the positives make me feel better about spending time doing the things I love after I'm (mostly) caught-up.",5.189218749999998,5.593776984375001,6.2296875000000025,78.8965625,68.21875,9.2125,30.0625,9.188382445141503,2.5066062500000004,506,18,97,9,8,169,93,128,0.071,0.721,0.209,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,1,18,20,8,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,4,2,1,4,3,1,2,0,1,11,5,13,16,3,11,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,5,6,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603872752574887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150987262363808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233662869840684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081951451146286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984093325763242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648189481956161,0.0,0.1218982476845883,0.0,0.0,0.3978468397263996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457631257760263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791063441575236,0.0,0.0,0.12374598723473318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594540971718762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689198396520466,0.0,0.0,0.18358049725695236,0.0,0.0,0.1826663919907438,0.2078580954953989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905274363663412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596152837844109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639678075759708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648542566553183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022535921938339,0.15067812812313022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641945903634197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FrancoUn_American,2018/02/28,"First Week On Dextroamphetamine 34 year old. Diagnosed ADD loooong time ago.Took something for a short period, dad took me off.

Anyway, current doctor wanted me to try it just based on symptoms I was telling her I've had for as long as I can remember. Phenomenal results. I was able to take some steps forward in my life and accomplish tasks that ADD and anxiety make unnecessarily hard. 

I'm focused, I'm motivated and my house is clean as Fuck. 

Anyone else with similar results? I'm not ready to sit down and read a book quite yet unfortunately, but I'm hoping to accomplish that soon. ",3.5162653562653574,6.110817972972972,4.7166257166257175,79.2197542997543,76.47747747747748,8.36068796068796,28.108927108927112,9.095868883498916,2.678055855855857,469,20,87,12,11,154,82,111,0.073,0.794,0.133,0.8297,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,0,2,0,5,5,0,4,0,18,15,8,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,1,8,1,15,11,1,20,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,2,11,45,11,6,0.18974737135650047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819959600627488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451562197263286,0.0,0.0,0.13267577389859864,0.1944186052616688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258958777605906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421447486793747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850958091746115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139901714334975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754183872706771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997637455342698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884619536690807,0.0,0.21894299057566208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402417988553292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679204526489438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266578437929498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910794729517686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181968590324506,0.1897987196899672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494678270749107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607679668805748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722017181029589,0.1426664089083592,0.0,0.1658475660195176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064321814591516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216326225765989,0.1288260098064882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191791581093642,0.0,0.15220389591718178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219108604164675
adhd,NoPhilosopher,2018/02/28,"I don’t know what to do with my life. My grades and acedemic performance overall have been going downhill. I sit in class completely demotivated or distracted by biting my nails or my phone or just looking at a wall. I'm starting to accept that I just don't think I'm cut out for a labor full life, I hate school and practically every subject in it, I'm a huge procrastinator, and I just have an awful work ethic overall. I think all I have left before I get filtered behind all the studious and willful people, is perhaps an attempt at some sort of talent maybe. I want to try my chances in modeling, acting, instruments or maybe even singing, and see where my sheer talent can get me. If that doesn't work, I can only imagine myself being some sort of pathetic tramp struggling to find a reliable job. I hate having these conversations in my head, and hyper-rationalizing every adversity that comes my way in life. I’ve accepted that I’m going to have to live with my awful work ethic, and I’m not sure what to do with my life.",7.743168316831684,6.544964900990102,8.410772277227725,70.73992079207923,63.35643564356436,11.050297029702973,35.05148514851485,10.125756701596842,3.404964752475248,818,30,152,15,10,276,115,202,0.135,0.782,0.083,-0.9286,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,5,11,3,2,7,2,16,5,1,0,3,36,35,12,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,7,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,1,2,23,5,23,32,5,20,0,0,2,0,2,13,0,9,1,100,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971069326719958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130898736062985,0.159824871562237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068167465103968,0.0,0.25686560041516704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932254445258718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928166732137253,0.0,0.17326429360037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30099539410750104,0.1564419686527671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126790809314233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377411873955894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656207359656638,0.0,0.4306765163883628,0.0,0.0,0.13460262340383294,0.0,0.12800674737250967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062822680764589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159334501991562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567902025817297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427204369299485,0.12147071160345828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789405767878003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935783439821322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366789069504265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534798774843265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349314797348066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990992920842171,0.12099556113263302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292280794326384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,carodoodle,2018/02/28,"Afraid of medication I was diagnosed with non hyperactive ADHD and auditory processing deficit when I was 8 (24 now) and I'm just realizing how much a problem it is. Its seriously impacting my ability to function at school and my relationships. Even when I'm trying my hardest I cannot seem to remember or follow through on anything. I've resorted to repeating things out loud that people have said to me and still forget moments later. School is becoming more difficult to power though. Even though I'm trying my hardest, my cognitive abilities fail me. It seems as though I cannot retain anything at all. 

I've been on a number of medications before but I feel like they've only magnified my ADHD when I stop taking them. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes. I don't know where to start or what to do. ",4.222377171215881,6.299252825806455,5.960645161290326,73.56404466501246,72.35483870967742,9.672456575682382,30.632754342431763,10.035473477838034,3.512086848635237,648,29,114,19,13,222,100,155,0.108,0.84,0.052000000000000005,-0.7389,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,13,6,0,1,2,0,10,4,1,1,1,24,22,15,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,4,17,1,19,18,3,18,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,4,11,78,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35745653546875594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447619266813736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642456302071417,0.12654674179860942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094406191901294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645161960041066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519550337021026,0.10624305851606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173066928030838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265534340642643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299632346538643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932369911588607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310555836713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031012582948147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230155393087082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596658070952025,0.16846674242856138,0.0,0.1414633955748171,0.0,0.0,0.30101796526128,0.0,0.27077173351464273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526226569890283,0.0,0.11876514563309652,0.12433360767867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181625916904099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880059837221516,0.0,0.43833945844809546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019374092395997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,machinemaria,2018/02/28,"I'm 33 and I've attended college 5 times with no degree My confidence is 100% shot, I don't think I can try again but I really want a degree. I feel like I'm a person who should have a degree. I have no hard skills and my work experiences is so varied, I have no specialty. Just lots of debt.

I go to look for jobs I get so depressed because I don't have discernible skills or a degree.

Do you think I'll ever try again and succeed? Has anyone had a similar experience but finally graduated? I feel like a total loser.",1.0250041701417842,3.060476504587161,3.971793160967472,84.23598832360302,82.11926605504587,7.266388657214343,21.835696413678065,8.296473431620573,1.3763871559633027,405,13,85,9,11,145,67,109,0.205,0.662,0.133,-0.8415,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,6,5,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,2,18,23,8,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,1,4,13,3,4,21,2,7,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,7,54,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202369952354314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253597623233446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726177858108667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666700086465014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425352986899575,0.0,0.0,0.2198661161592324,0.31064688176632616,0.0,0.23817075832716544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359191549007093,0.0,0.12356364248994707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476379546849845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157537866276521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124388754250267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825763363006424,0.0,0.0,0.18484098276467206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984098480228656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392835185940677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786253118597021,0.0,0.0,0.1267781664690942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952250592577164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823875154138226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582828712622932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Xen0plasm,2018/02/28,"Smartphone Apps to help manage time? Hey there.

I'm a university student with ADD. The really hard times are past now, but it's become apparent that I need to make some changes to my symptom management strategies; I have a lot of very cool stuff going on at school, but the extracurricular activities plus the coursework has put enough pressure on my existing management strategies to expose some weaknesses I was not aware of.

Namely that I need to start keeping a schedule. I spoke to my disability services advisor at school, and that lead to the determination that I need to find ways to more rigidly organize my time, and that I need to have multiple instances of schedules and reminder systems available as often as possible.

An easy way to start would be with my smartphone (which is a Samsung Galaxy Note 4). Are there any other people on this subreddit who have advice about good smartphone apps to help with time management?",10.3012125748503,9.364401179640724,9.29735778443114,65.58579715568867,58.16167664670658,12.42185628742515,42.43188622754491,11.45678717892309,5.011707185628742,755,36,121,17,8,237,105,167,0.067,0.816,0.116,0.8913,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,9,1,10,2,0,2,0,26,21,8,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,3,12,2,27,17,5,21,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,10,84,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121268211112676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052302773524806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090104906782552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369715733437112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989047566665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143193703702697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794378813398962,0.12979075487049765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861897901113462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074414118110674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375423367976012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155662862607245,0.0,0.0,0.10329189004329484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589587217503906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477193254051565,0.10727903799068944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444903597480724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555590576316048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913207479934773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132155539635058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905522372206732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714326021188898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608368158726126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609266281667208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767885459924955,0.0,0.24565495341917046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099247063944832,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ImagineFocus,2018/02/28,Traveling to Japan with Vyvanse. Japan has strict rules about importing medication (Vyvanse).  Has anyone imported medication to Japan? What information can you provide me about the best practices of doing this?,8.033437500000002,12.288730468750005,7.073750000000004,58.59625000000002,72.4375,10.7,39.25,10.125756701596842,6.1001,173,10,20,6,4,53,25,32,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294175559746636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415172124968877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8476575317406974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,unrestricted_domain,2018/02/28,"Advise for going off of Medication Hey all,

I'm at College in a program that will require me to go off of medications for at least a year before allowing me to fulfill the purpose of the organization. I just found out yesterday, and need to start as soon as possible. This is basically mid-semester.

Wondering if others could share their experience doing the same thing, or have any other advise for me.
I'm on 18mg of Concerta.",4.071289198606273,6.196733585365857,6.534668989547041,69.0767073170732,72.90243902439025,10.051567944250873,31.22648083623693,10.290406445055957,3.857287108013937,342,16,59,11,7,122,63,82,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,13,13,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,19,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,4,47,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838050464866033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299951026626663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158029015735008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439343889669603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963567409051715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072216946085035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445732645798398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004150594989713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470900556014474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131117294550565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956727642908135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931157072801248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405655146872434
adhd,Barbaralmighty,2018/02/28,"Everything changed when the fire nation attacked For twelve or so years I’ve been on Ritalin. And it’s worked. No side effects, fast acting. It took away my appetite and it lasted for 4 hours. It was fine. I had some leniency too. I could stop when I wanted, or even take as much as I needed in a given day, not going over the maximum dosage. Then gradually over the course of a month or so I start to experience some mild anxiety. No biggy, my brother has it, it’s not hard to cope with and it’s only when I’m on my meds.... which is strange. Then comes some paranoia. The other day last week I found myself staring at the floor for twenty minutes trying to find a spider that wasn’t there for fear of my life. A problem. Then everything changed when the fire nation attacked: depression. A huge attack of sadness one day. Just a tidal wave of mediocrity and uselessness. I felt terrible, just disgusting. And my meds stopped delivering their normal punch. So no focus, but plenty of brain blisters. 

My problem is this is the hardest year I’ve had so far. I need my meds now more than ever. I can’t not focus. 

So I’m going on to my psychiatrist tomorrow to see about changing medications. Wish me luck, I’m super scared 


TL;DR- My meds stopped working and I need a change",2.236292863762741,4.676392859437751,3.5939959839357454,86.35297729379057,80.24497991967871,6.401050355267223,24.43636082792709,7.61054688173877,1.3623257954896508,998,37,193,16,26,326,146,249,0.184,0.7490000000000001,0.067,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,5,17,15,4,2,14,0,11,4,1,1,1,38,29,24,0,9,9,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,4,0,0,5,8,12,0,1,9,6,22,3,27,19,5,44,0,3,2,0,2,14,0,7,25,126,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525151460480338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33572457972757863,0.09242029812428162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981160527664288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162426629212764,0.08473561900542985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853911909997999,0.0,0.0,0.1903183339569276,0.0,0.08472451132441564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497136407448277,0.08897979965880135,0.0,0.0,0.1768142511426628,0.09622311672064524,0.0,0.11069173604366396,0.0,0.0,0.09444903732333357,0.0,0.0899068851485267,0.0,0.0,0.10785581287518364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180999461555807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811871552107316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687300493532353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036666028811014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948047110256654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370602225251149,0.09909575861502888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785166744128309,0.0,0.07231205191054177,0.2188166439744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638009242775054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665693629905603,0.0748135589461266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882504422740413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984838737444291,0.0,0.07838683509515196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962562082144386,0.0,0.0,0.2467210229454881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073960753275493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092908506280476,0.06678564912140045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058020198459730526,0.0,0.07890515279409907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311874201260948,0.0,0.0,0.1432266533014509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669197796933193
adhd,hunion99,2018/02/28,"Will I lose my ability of crazy thinking (mind racing) I have currently undiagnosed, after being diagnosed and taking meds??? Sorry If question is not clear, just the ADHD :\
.
I feel the mind racing, crazy thinking, side tripping part of ADHD is a great asset. *I haven't been diagnosed, but I'm 95% sure I have it. After being diagnosed and taking meds, I feel it'll make up of articulation speech and writing and reading, but I don't want to lose my ability of just sitting in my chair thinking for hours without end. I feel it's an extraordinary asset, others should be jealous. If we could master it, its a crazy advantage. I feel I'm exploring a topic in ways so deep I can't even explain. Perhaps my question is does taking meds destroy that aspect by how much??? & will I be able to get it back if I stop??? I really would not like to lose this.(or is there better side on other end)...Thanks!!!!!",2.662991886409735,4.996849971264371,4.474178498985804,81.21514198782965,78.02298850574712,6.852738336713995,25.17782285327924,7.928766900206844,1.7033526707234623,701,26,128,12,17,237,102,174,0.2,0.687,0.113,-0.9378,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,0,6,7,10,2,0,6,0,20,3,0,2,2,38,36,11,0,7,10,0,4,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,11,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,5,18,5,16,25,2,18,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,5,8,88,27,1,0.11160812010774017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826254324951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209273515073564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581975520473839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870831249761854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911000227064267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398396777306531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976690180201325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770333474070195,0.0,0.0,0.07371611072991252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257296759010622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058310636301013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230483464300599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991151656236056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452608994073935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745828144472039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449928682317236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719143835701982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253847708203512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204481007407745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086071794477507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500532744777663,0.0,0.11163832285009126,0.0,0.0714990196302657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493615296923892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933093858908727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518933237369796,0.0,0.25174624955728475,0.0,0.0,0.1027537619713694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454193048000253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582936090622694,0.08858933081114549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075862450388077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928320633113656,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADHDgraphicdesign,2018/02/28,"any adhd graphic designers in here? https://imgur.com/a/pbSID

I'm questioning whether I'll be able to be a graphic designer in my future. I'm in second year and I feel like I'll never be able to get to the level where I can work constantly and do things on time like I do in school. I'm attaching a picture of my schedule with this post. My work is often late because I suck at understanding how long things take, I'm bad at doing things early and I constantly feel like I never have enough time to do all the work I have

Basically I'm wondering if the industry is as busy as this because I really question my ability to do this. I'm not really looking for advice on how to improve my timing or work ethic. I'm basically just wondering if the workload is so heavy. ",4.987662337662337,5.6446246493506536,6.6601558441558435,74.74166233766236,68.74025974025976,10.315844155844157,31.63376623376623,10.355215969177356,3.3526722077922075,612,25,116,16,10,212,81,154,0.053,0.8590000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.6326,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,1,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,3,23,30,12,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,13,3,19,27,2,24,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,8,16,78,19,5,0.26656566377901697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018006315159147,0.13024244076489996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063689614791873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128559740013236,0.16249595446664927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806278335813434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771679408861565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478360900869624,0.19043456346606785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963477861624877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503488397628922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953457778559909,0.0,0.0,0.11795111205609125,0.11192401064820777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055918731582847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764811017249644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986145498505708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076879002076273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488934150297524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021210232782117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656415734448319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331548733207421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875212846850338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890790914384254,0.3881259560257147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582977388754923
adhd,nurse_ornithology,2018/02/28,"Silly little story for your amusement about being at work with no meds. One of my biggest issues when I don’t take my meds is completely butchering my sentences. Screwing up pronunciations, stumbling over my sentences, combining words...you know the drill. 

I’m a nurse and I ran out of my prescription just before today’s shift. First time yet. FYI, my name is Megan. I had to call a Dr. about a patient, he wasn’t available, waited for him to call me back. His name is Dr. Dickinson. Phone rang, Dr is in...went ahead and introduced myself...

“Hi there, this is Meginson speaking.”

Aaaagh. Nurse Manager looked at me, burst out laughing, while I heard Dr. Dickinson cracking up on the phone. Hid my shame and embraced it as well. ",3.27809523809524,5.95692303703704,3.641825396825397,86.12750000000004,77.8888888888889,6.523809523809526,25.939153439153447,7.7094869923839395,1.6218042328042328,570,22,104,9,14,177,98,135,0.064,0.8290000000000001,0.107,0.5804,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,3,8,6,1,1,5,0,9,5,0,0,0,11,16,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,2,4,4,17,4,19,11,0,19,0,0,1,1,13,10,1,0,8,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277975894609213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120240735087465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588858634227686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559275976032115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911289627851231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345275101018461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348876390403328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520755600537104,0.0,0.0,0.18869067490342548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499180150992362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226194383104275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689457794821303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102386803665994,0.0,0.21298849917998228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020315006081982,0.2082983420529102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635836407350947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheAustinMartin,2018/02/28,"Do any of you have a Corporate-type job? If so, was/is your journey difficult? I recently quit my position as a wholesale account manager about 2 months ago. I left willingly because I wanted to pursue a corporate type job. Mostly, I wanted to leave the food service industry. I rarely ask for help but my self doubt and critical spirit has been a serious hindrance. Does anyone have any tips/words of advice or success stories regarding job searches and such? ",5.204285714285714,7.492936571428577,6.228095238095237,71.78357142857145,70.19047619047619,10.038095238095238,35.80952380952381,10.290406445055957,4.5344952380952375,368,20,57,11,7,122,66,84,0.19,0.727,0.083,-0.7285,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,9,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,7,7,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,35,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786728843692236,0.1794919053740829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753952823335112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415831430008433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929737557661425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343378127535275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719714318250562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448472619175786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357223120823229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028092854103768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144037761867704,0.22000197917090691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162264880940372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536912587721654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993081289008746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112373924084667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238863355577284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ndomingu,2018/02/28,"Protein Shake Recommendations for loss of appetite? I was on Adderall for 2 months and it completely curbed my appetite and I lost 20lbs. I’ve got some weight to lose so I’m not really concerned and with the dry mouth I am drinking a decent amount of water. 
I was recently switched to Vyvanse because although it did suppress my appetite it didn’t really do much adhd wise. 
I really don’t have a feeling to eat during the day and most of the time it’s more of a hassle and I’ll only be able to eat a small portion for dinner though sometimes I’ll go back in a couple hours and eat a little more if I can. 
I’ve heard protein shakes are a great way to get yourself at least consuming calories during the day. Does anyone have any recommendations?
I’m still a little overweight and would like to lose a little more but I don’t want to put my body into starvation mode. I do workout a couple days a week too. ",3.1849637681159417,4.859213510869568,4.585304347826089,84.03650724637681,74.21739130434783,6.863188405797103,26.39710144927536,7.554174236665415,1.449356231884058,722,26,141,9,15,240,109,184,0.063,0.878,0.059,0.2462,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,9,0,2,15,0,15,10,2,0,0,19,24,12,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,9,8,2,1,2,0,4,4,6,0,0,7,3,11,3,19,15,9,23,0,4,0,0,1,8,0,3,11,87,15,0,0.1295317236915676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567196004846462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808601394233782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057159296773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996019000026792,0.0,0.07896133649238739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388054418450755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358115478464352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866487770639187,0.0,0.2506117376667749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113354084301373,0.0,0.0,0.12689177597549586,0.0,0.3976298729002321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549513149127875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767497940410602,0.0,0.07361586363366174,0.0,0.10359835238429947,0.14280918265710885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756265565743086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328265729561013,0.3894744490312663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28982573175826365,0.14139917779738956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339098604588064,0.0,0.09522072102445098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851471279045423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021515921217386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894401713849645,0.0,0.12789695032184065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281101868485589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344420186303456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272642608584821,0.0,0.07553098975108162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640116668452436,0.10281625306091292,0.103902535512248,0.1577347434067943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201562006377803,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,InternationalFig,2018/02/28,"Career advice for someone dealing with severe anxiety and ADHD? Hi there, I'm looking for some advice on finding a career/job but I have some issues that have held me back my entire life. I'm 29 years old and have struggled with severe social anxiety, ADHD, and self-confidence since as far back as I can remember. My life has always taken the path of least resistance. The combination of anxiety with ADHD causes me to avoid every conflict I face in any way that I can. I'm scared to make phone calls, I avoid emails, I'm even nervous when I'm around the few friends that I've had for years. I've gone to therapy but never fully followed through with anything as well as tried various medications to try and help with little effectiveness and far too many side effects. This disorder has held me back and stopped me from ever going to college or doing anything that I truly wanted to do.

  

Since I graduated high school I have always landed jobs that were pretty much handed to me because of people that I knew who had already worked there. When employed, I've always been reliable and willing to work but the social barrier has always prevented me from moving up or connecting with any of my coworkers. Because of this, I've always been interested in online jobs as it played well to the fact that I just avoid every social situation possible. Working remotely sounded like a dream to me.

  

After getting nowhere with the jobs I had for years, I decided to give a go at affiliate marketing and started a blog which happened to become somewhat successful. I've been focusing on that for the last nearly 4 years while working at the previous job on the side (it was an oilfield job that was slowing down due to falling oil and gas prices). The blog began making money nearly at the same time the work at my previous job had died out completely. The website began making me enough money to live comfortably on but I always knew that one day it would die out as the sales I was driving were slowly decreasing over time because the primary product began to get less popular. Well today, one of the companies that I was driving sales to for years decided to end their program which made up for more than half of my income. I am now at a point where I will not have enough income to survive and I have to find some work or a career that is stable to supplement what little income I have left.

  

After years of being able to work for myself and not having to deal with people, I am now going to have to face my issues again and I feel like, despite my successes, I have no real skill set that could land me a career. I have some experience with basic HTML, graphic design, SEO, photography, photo editing, and social media but nothing that is in-depth enough that it might land me a job. I'm unsure of what to do now but I know that I need to find work fast so that my savings won't dwindle away. I have been learning photography on the side over the last year with hopes that I could make some money to supplement my income but I don't think that would be in my immediate future. Even if I was able to be an assistant to a photographer or find work elsewhere I would still have to face my anxiety, avoidance, and ADHD again and that is something that I haven't been able to beat my entire life.

  

If anyone has taken the time to read this, I really do appreciate it. And if anyone has any suggestions for what I can do going forward, finding work, etc. it would mean a lot to me. I'm sorry this was so long but I'm in a bit of a panic I had to get it out. If anyone has any questions for me I'd be happy to answer.

 

TLDR - I have struggled with ADHD all my life and I just lost my main source of income. Looking for career advice/ help in general",6.729105691056912,6.473226111111118,7.435149051490518,73.81621951219513,64.98915989159892,10.181029810298103,32.634146341463406,9.745691949364133,3.068746341463416,3002,108,543,55,41,1001,302,738,0.101,0.8059999999999999,0.092,-0.2881,16,4,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,1,18,26,25,0,9,33,0,67,9,4,8,4,112,111,44,2,13,20,0,2,2,1,8,5,1,0,0,38,32,0,10,19,5,6,11,7,10,3,3,30,6,64,15,107,67,21,96,0,1,2,0,18,42,0,18,45,395,102,32,0.13796675199207847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763487081520946,0.1348195132794772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074991386129332,0.0,0.2295987798869497,0.2491448635691948,0.0,0.12509616324817407,0.0,0.14072558352311132,0.0,0.0,0.09646956087962656,0.0,0.07568992090690416,0.040939886640993566,0.0,0.0,0.04320810169477062,0.1060879161025479,0.0,0.08410325145327667,0.0507911460260181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050207986699955964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046959826463844216,0.0,0.0,0.04724328632893154,0.0,0.0,0.04821850484546388,0.0,0.0,0.07343681667259315,0.0,0.0,0.02965904711009127,0.0948251088027216,0.0,0.0,0.09545847095118963,0.0,0.052707283553919966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040732530521145664,0.14255653564533693,0.0512897994450025,0.060750492330226724,0.0415996086408176,0.07749529267369783,0.0,0.0,0.044985985730780616,0.0,0.0,0.02325337841475321,0.032854491730067124,0.0,0.0,0.21016518640383894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035530923449251364,0.0,0.07208193354816861,0.044116760059153715,0.10454624613619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406678477147998,0.048956057658965435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165080376398265,0.04858981612664839,0.0,0.045677371682710716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600096279482567,0.3650952339548511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025274306250857158,0.07497421136709037,0.0,0.0,0.04996709324155379,0.0,0.12993332945813202,0.0449357240356686,0.0921859537748747,0.040609056559025504,0.04069874465083192,0.07723821590596294,0.0,0.050202335868208714,0.039098132935308234,0.0,0.04351582554380321,0.1227918377121322,0.04662554392732396,0.0,0.050095413086222285,0.0,0.0463289959311835,0.0,0.048786973719522515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887894103631536,0.03380714579070729,0.03410019947725313,0.03546948817225309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412760650675912,0.0,0.04825763256998149,0.0,0.062326561171625675,0.0,0.0,0.053958085621784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376584946477859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434743918092504,0.05184559432855245,0.0,0.046787262239538135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051518112468545735,0.0,0.04600136258485358,0.05234545617765027,0.02946167805557218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052096478332028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604292907951836,0.04654323956977858,0.0,0.0,0.047976470586098816,0.10390877271760543,0.0,0.07608501530461563,0.051693469939800805,0.0,0.18751963879087133,0.03896626041461847,0.0354045153763831,0.0,0.051480827783592885,0.032551192390322836,0.0,0.036726808786597585,0.03844879413586198,0.0,0.09615520331703403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052592334941534806,0.0,0.0,0.029467841274414663,0.0,0.0,0.08044952258581024,0.0,0.043592116286536836,0.0,0.0,0.06244691215144614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02712545497340437,0.03650386196920293,0.0,0.0,0.12404867918169506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348047954210626,0.0,0.0,0.13067682954090132,0.0,0.0,0.20730748468558666
adhd,tkavalanche24,2018/02/28,"If you want to have an ADHD breakthrough like I'm having right now, I recommend doing these 3 things... 1. Fully accept and embrace that you have ADHD (I had trouble with this and denied for many years the fact I wasn't ""normal"").  The sooner you stop resisting and denying reality, the sooner you will heal.  Your life gets better after you accept it, not worse.

2. Realize that having ADHD is not your fault.  You had no control over the way you were born.

3. Read all of the articles on ADDitudemag.com.  I find this site incredibly useful, easy-to-read, and with high-quality information (editors with PhDs).  There is so much to learn.  The knowledge you will gain from this site will soothe you and give you the tools to live your best life.

That's all.  And have a nice day :)

PS: If you're wondering about me, I'm 22-year-old guy graduating from a university this May and I'm ready to take on the world! :D

Edit: u/dave2048 suggested that #1 should be to watch all of the videos on the “How to ADHD” YouTube channel.  I second that!  'Tis definitely a great source in addition to ADDitudemag.com, definitely funnier and maybe even more accessible.",2.6778178294573642,5.400367051162789,3.8749127906976746,83.23717538759692,80.81395348837209,7.118217054263568,22.911821705426355,8.212053250817874,1.5874379844961246,896,30,168,19,24,291,133,215,0.051,0.7,0.249,0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,13,0,4,6,9,0,0,14,0,18,3,0,3,4,36,27,12,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,12,12,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,19,7,22,17,6,16,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,4,7,110,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6658047169355662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534816040978138,0.12249279989964527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553405477414961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932162917351448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147854494257636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658732275157364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236100915627852,0.13286269338706738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526977424277535,0.0,0.1371376761630976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633381583581112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956545776413456,0.06766454876413966,0.0,0.12229884114575625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041818434796724,0.13914278006626918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018141051033654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357014854515632,0.0,0.0,0.14533340687607602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770767809922421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827902054003435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579296257308835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413544780655504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920138505035489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196203174980369,0.0,0.0,0.0816914252606895,0.10993557581642308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019832904002012,0.0,0.0,0.14114425994010624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783800904540834
adhd,N1NJA_HaMSTERS,2018/02/28,"An unlikely success story I have been taking Adderall the past few months because it helped me focus and helped with my depression. I ended up failing a urinalysis through my employer and they suggested I see a counselor. 

I was honest with my counselor and admitted to taking Adderall because it helped me focus and generally feel ""normal."" My counselor then sent me to a doctor and eventually I was seen by a psychologist.

I wasn't sure what to tell my psychologist because I'm not a hyper active or impulsive person and never thought I could be diagnosed with ADD/ADHD. But I was honest. I even told them I was taking 20mg XR Adderalls.

My psychologist evaluated my medical history and gave me a computer test (Conner's Continuous Performance Test) and decided I had a mild case of ADHD-PI. (Predominantly Inattentive)

I go back to my doctor and he asked if the 20mg Adderalls were working for me? I told him they were and he wrote the prescription right away.

I never thought this could be possible. If you have any doubt of having ADD/ADHD go and get tested! Now that I have a script I am extremely hopeful for the future! 



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adhd,_Ba_Dum_Tss_,2018/02/28,"My brain and greatness I've always wanted to be good at something. Actually, great. The best in the world. Just destroy at it. 


But I know what needs to happen for that to come true, practice every single day for years and years and years. 


I have this insane drive to do it, but every time I set out determined to do it every day for just a month even, it's been a week before I've completely forgotten about it and realize I was supposed To be doing it every day. 


I've pretty much given up now, I'm scared of trying new things because I know ill never finish them. I hate it. ",2.43186440677966,4.114959983050852,4.112000000000002,86.59867796610172,76.28813559322035,6.4149152542372905,21.122033898305087,7.1686216300943375,0.6051633898305084,450,11,91,5,10,151,76,118,0.114,0.726,0.159,0.6951,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,2,1,4,0,8,2,1,0,2,17,17,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,5,16,12,3,22,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,13,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14908024750897686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711582497469007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312640247305363,0.0,0.12999494092904346,0.0,0.16032136155199508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054043111780987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159673751982034,0.1601751113528183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955695861186122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090230820012673,0.0,0.5148569899921532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813516625618984,0.0,0.3368561377442219,0.0,0.0,0.1350928872032479,0.0,0.0,0.15082749729938094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791540223284712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193854620891358,0.0,0.11230259749658997,0.11327608074799465,0.1178246657756452,0.1475449955363458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542072412095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294815374217394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117608835258985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149275885419427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908067749620036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371994257759032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901069575837261,0.0,0.12254186377680194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951341684828315
adhd,EmphaticPikachu,2018/03/01,"Helping issues with awareness? Questions from a Student Teacher I am not sure if this should go in r/teachers or ADHD, but I feel like its probably an adhd specific thing. Other teachers can struggle with this but I feel like what I'm asking about is related to this so...

First of all I'm struggling a lot in student teaching. Like, I'm struggling way to hard for the amount of work I have. (3 classes all the same kind of class.) My planning is crap, and I'm only making some progress in that
but overall, despite all these issues, I feel like I can fix them. A lot of my struggles with planning had to do with mental prioritization and having to decision anxiety. Its still bad but I am improving. (Any advice in this regard would always be welcome though)

The real issue here is what feels like...awareness in class?
Like a fundamental lack of noticing or remembering things. I've forgotten twice to take attendance, which is rare in the grand scheme of things considering how many classes I've taught but HOLY GOSH THAT IS A BAD THING TO DO

I also managed to get _tricked into showing my key for a split second_ because I was trying to spell a word that I couldn't pronounce correctly and someone disagreed with the spelling and asked to see what I was spelling it from

and I FELL FOR IT

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I'll do things like hand people the wrong pen they gave me to sign the pass, not notice people sleeping all the time (I do notice it but its not nearly enough or quick enough)
I'd forget to ask and track progress on the learning goals occasionally, sometimes even forget to look down at my lesson plan to make sure I'm on track...I can come up with more.
the lack of cohesion in my thoughts is just...so bad. I've never had my slow thinking been so fundamentally broken down for me.

I've fixed a lot of things but I swear this stuff just keeps popping up. I know a lot of this because of bad planning and that is improving, but I feel so out of control of such reactions and tendencies in class.

Does anybody have any advice? Or maybe at least, if there is no advice, a place to look for information about this?
Maybe it does not even have to do with adhd, I do not know.

If you're wondering, I take kapvay daily at .1 mgs. Its been great for my emotional well being (how did I ever live without this thing god damn, haha) and has improved my focus some, but I can't tell if its going to be good enough for that.

I take stims occasionally as well but the side effects make the medication super inconsistent. (Vyvanse, 50 mgs, went down to 30 recently, no difference rly as from less muscle twitching.) Part of why I started Kapvay.

Hope I am not being incoherent here.",4.245134615384616,5.861029398076923,5.092307692307696,81.70769230769233,71.36538461538461,7.430769230769231,28.0,7.993328176185818,1.7889846153846154,2117,78,403,29,40,688,252,520,0.142,0.7240000000000001,0.134,0.3067,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,2,13,21,30,3,4,23,1,40,5,3,7,9,96,77,36,0,10,26,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,36,19,0,2,17,1,0,7,12,12,2,3,11,10,35,18,73,59,21,40,0,0,3,0,11,23,2,17,15,285,71,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914643791695306,0.19445001557440147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304388351838786,0.05519167223260437,0.0,0.0,0.09021301998576554,0.0,0.05074208332710101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602810964784697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221530309378683,0.08086800966784043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713721328969178,0.0,0.0,0.07439446374492481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930047955381245,0.0,0.0,0.11609123645034032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746120500228118,0.0,0.20560911326690096,0.0,0.08762035919294006,0.059999063572701225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769159318699722,0.1895439695100306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564200582809377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034654560901776085,0.0,0.07539346009685792,0.055634254026908116,0.0,0.07312879237349833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059418434687054066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445943862454835,0.0,0.0,0.06588041611371752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076931030589882,0.0,0.05895693658987775,0.0,0.0690722358719489,0.07290620066137693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268375852362243,0.0,0.058570391542618686,0.0,0.11140058230828616,0.0,0.0,0.22556475315084865,0.0,0.0,0.1328268855972505,0.06724796375758167,0.1332743144981576,0.0,0.0,0.06682025295322258,0.06684479515111072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051157598479185135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265506073840341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050446769901944605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182866413990459,0.0,0.09196940502105053,0.0,0.06930047955381245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151469777982818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430450925235185,0.0,0.0,0.07549778605040157,0.0,0.0,0.06549263395580353,0.0,0.07513868561470598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285622939331562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663776605705626,0.0,0.05620098871586823,0.0,0.06560182672197366,0.0,0.04694854411870312,0.0,0.0529710304304969,0.0,0.0,0.2773690592369644,0.07593170366884952,0.0,0.0,0.12503002389285048,0.0,0.14961516955569715,0.0,0.05797513210543361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084658072466695,0.042501430656226614,0.06516865047279502,0.052658418756130185,0.03867741530692617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045033551690882766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264947451429367,0.0,0.0,0.1192768366740394,0.061488350207081474,0.059852289672480276,0.0,0.0,0.06393951974120367,0.07193179312661309,0.04828885381677176,0.0,0.0,0.0471187569984161,0.07252117776691246,0.0,0.0
adhd,GratuitousUsername,2018/03/01,"At 30 years old, my doctor is trying to wean me off Adderall I don't really reddit... so I'll try to make this short and sweet.

* Diagnosed in middle school.
* I've gone from Ritalin (it's been so long since then I don't even really remember the effects, or why I switched) to Concerta (switched because it caused mood swings and other problems), then to Adderall.
* The Adderall **just works** if you ask me... I take a 30mg XR before I head to work, then between 5-10mg of an IR about 5-6 hours later.
* I moved halfway across the country and started seeing a new primary care doctor which since day 1 has been talking about taking me off the Adderall, due to possible ""heart problems"" down the road... ""nobody knows the long term effects of this stuff"".
* I'm relatively healthy. The only *concern* would be that I should probably lose about 10-20 pounds [according to the BMI Scale, which I personally think is the biggest load of BS]. I'm 5'7"", 205lbs: i'm not 'big looking' at all, when I tell people my weight they think i'm lying to them.

The last time I saw this doctor, he told me that next time we'd start by ""taking off weekends"", then eventually fully wean me off entirely.
The thought of going without this ***essentially life/social/work saving medicine*** stresses me out more than anything.

Questions to start, i'm sure i'm forgetting a lot:

* How long have you been taking stimulants? How old are you now?
* Has anyone switched from a stimulant to something else (ex: strattera) due to health complications (whether real, or BS)?
* Is this doctor just a quack?
* Should I just go to a psych?
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adhd,jankate,2018/03/01,"Help! Waited 6 months to see a psychiatrist to test for ADHD today, but didn't realize I was supposed to confirm the appointment 6 months ago! Wow, I messed up big time. So my family doctor has been prescribing me ADHD medication for nearly a year, however 3 months into it she referred me to a psychiatrist to confirm I have ADHD. She set up the appointment (6 month waitlist) and now I just realized I was supposed to confirm it. The appointment paper says ""Unconfirmed appointments are NOT HELD.""

What the hell do I do? I've already set up an appointment with my family doctor to explain the situation in a week. I believe she will set up another appointment with the psychiatrist and I'll have to endure the waitlist again. 
 On my last visit she said she won't prescribe more until the psychiatrist confirms I have ADHD.

I'm wondering if I should call the psychiatrist reception and explain to them too. I was hoping that I could skip the regular wait list and be held on some sort of cancel list...  where they call me if someone cancels their appointment and I could take their spot. Is this a possibility or am I screwed? I read reviews of this psychiatrist online and they said the receptionist is shitty :/

The medication has had an AMAZING impact on my life and I don't want to be without anytime soon. What should I do?

TL;DR: The title of this post essentially.",4.479275568181818,6.737778546875003,6.002869318181819,72.75065340909094,72.125,9.342045454545453,30.77698863636364,9.800150414767053,3.4576312499999995,1092,49,185,30,22,370,136,256,0.119,0.816,0.065,-0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,0,7,6,2,0,20,0,27,6,0,0,0,35,41,13,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,8,10,0,4,6,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,10,4,33,3,29,23,2,31,1,0,1,1,19,12,2,7,14,138,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581802668201225,0.0,0.10292702472439744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281334036696682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175443433540445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081940622655813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23712837885774404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854133053435886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769281890335006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892169910723167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782798751974647,0.0,0.0,0.1153262470629362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464746005452232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201393109309675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394293647415745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707206369080108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089977817008608,0.11120400191086537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161442594277066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089979634498452,0.09233758892320837,0.0,0.0,0.09252689842314923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051569444996014,0.0,0.0,0.09838203053605107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730240348796005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770632938539674,0.0,0.11006139336953738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848636002280019,0.0,0.09313871454027126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192863199332703,0.1259194193837597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477286053434018
adhd,chucklepackage,2018/03/01,"Diagnosis: Third party Reporting of Symptoms I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD, but right now I've convinced myself that I have it. I'm looking at the tests and the one that worries me is the third party reporting of childhood symptoms. I wasn't really a disruptive kid in the classroom (quite the opposite, bc I was kinda the model student), and I feel like my symptoms of inattentiveness can only be recognized by me. My family doesn't really know about or notice mental health issues bc my mother was mostly busy trying to keep herself and her 3 kids alive, and my siblings and I were just forced to grow up fast. 

Back to the point - I'm not sure if I should pay $300 for a diagnosis if the psychiatrist is going to ask my family some general questions and my family is going to say I didn't display such symptoms while I was growing up. Which will probably just be a waste of $300 because I'll be back to square 1.

My younger sister at one point wondered if she had ADHD (and she displays more of the hyperactive symptoms than I do), so maybe I can ask her if she noticed any ADHD symptoms in me. 


uhh TDLR; I debating getting diagnosed, bc idk if I'll pass the third party reporting test.

But if I don't have ADHD, why did I have to make 4 appointments at the DMV because each time I forgot an important document? And only to get a driver's permit that I didnt use (I never learned to drive because I didn't want to call an instructor to make appointments). My permit expired a ways ago",5.580707070707071,5.8264441245791225,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,67.35016835016835,10.101683501683503,32.66161616161617,9.994966539143718,3.251678787878788,1183,48,220,26,18,405,158,297,0.064,0.845,0.091,0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,18,0,28,9,0,5,2,42,46,19,0,8,12,2,1,1,0,2,9,1,0,2,5,10,0,2,5,0,1,6,9,0,0,5,12,4,36,3,28,29,4,26,0,0,2,0,15,10,0,12,10,151,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328905905198094,0.0,0.0798239263584536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123711453906575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836926140356195,0.0,0.0,0.13848584322967178,0.0,0.16468100407315492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195115812452556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827977883070249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546734878608748,0.0,0.045532005472606385,0.0643317659297205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409485750850333,0.0,0.10235502485508756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571898063933257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398884509134836,0.0,0.08004061230621584,0.0,0.0,0.04948914648033401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399390050371113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561935316662209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202182007056874,0.0,0.09046736782924353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074925942297106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945214156687589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504513273819444,0.0,0.0,0.12204047402224827,0.13697422509960158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702527873989387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708917271278616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008766527176078,0.09577930106696488,0.0,0.0,0.11537672182786067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690224137092624,0.0,0.07161140544050147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487109615836723,0.561578821047798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052508901965569295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113806551273108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777432115264447,0.0,0.0,0.053113846180406495,0.07147752955753275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125615390499809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765542613227723,0.0,0.09145018584441547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mcar720,2018/03/01,"Adhd add type 2 inattentive and hyperfocus?? Time flies by so fast for me because I focus on whatever catches my attention and obsess over it. Showers take forever, getting ready takes forever, my phone is especially time consuming because I look up whatever is on my mind and focus hard on it even if it's not important. It's hard to shift my attention to what I need to do and I have a general fogginess of not knowing what to do next which occasionally gives my anxiety.  I know I should be doing something but I can't switch to it. When I do manage to force myself to organize I obsess over that too. It won't be very efficient obsessing either, a lot of thinking, changing my mind, trying to complete it to perfection until I hit a road block and give up out of exhaustion. Im on Adderall xr right now. It helped my anxiety and depression but Im still hyper focusing.  Thoughts?? ",4.455168690958164,6.053821210526322,6.377426900584798,72.76805668016198,70.81286549707602,10.641655420602786,33.621682411156094,10.727762888450028,4.191282141250561,701,35,125,23,13,244,105,171,0.175,0.7859999999999999,0.039,-0.9624,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,3,0,12,1,0,0,1,28,24,12,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,3,19,1,24,18,2,20,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,2,8,89,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729077935806796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25116690642907824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014321925268785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736615909307314,0.0,0.17212069605924515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139245914068654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842742904754477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576785071325993,0.3149582291527476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29411375029678416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110034304158509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35464618315063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043824453927712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785470460682744,0.0,0.0,0.13956463140053654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33151357287497746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217240163002705,0.0,0.0,0.1745881112098706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019342038581925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637990020125192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310999565964075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468587336072587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051883580333112,0.0,0.13032626243550607,0.19144832285837346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145519775763632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545081282400262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Flaccid_enchiladas,2018/03/01,"I feel like I'm being judged when I go take my midterms in a different room. So I just started school this Spring 2018 semester and I'm just amidst midterm season at the moment. Along with this I have also recently had the chance to enroll in my university's Center for Students with Disabilities program which has many perks; one main perk includes having the opportunity to write exams in separate rooms along with extra time.

So having said that, today I was walking with one of my classmates to one of our exams. But I was obviously not going to the lecture hall and write there due to my condition. So as I said goodbye to my classmate, I could automatically tell that he began to judge me after I told him I was writing it somewhere else. So after the exam he promptly messaged me regarding what happened and why I was able to write the exam somewhere else, and I just simply explained to him that my doctor felt it was in best interest to use this opportunity due to my ADHD. But I just could not shake the feeling that this classmate was silently judging from their now passive-aggressive tone. If any of you have also experienced something similar, how do you explain it to other people? or better yet, how do you prevent them from even finding out?",9.395005753739934,7.858730088607597,9.243107019562716,67.16889528193327,60.35021097046413,11.31860375911009,39.68891446106636,10.018931242160765,4.027568776371308,1009,43,171,16,11,330,141,237,0.006,0.895,0.099,0.9628,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,2,4,17,7,0,1,8,0,17,1,0,3,1,38,34,18,0,3,10,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,14,11,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,12,6,30,6,33,19,3,29,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,2,16,135,44,11,0.1616644492394335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942892518220728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585660032980364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993736919299672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696568655728761,0.1429790678301615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581518159234554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890494093117234,0.0,0.16547041410581978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700998060210217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677784402891244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348480601730989,0.11549311483873564,0.15522322364096253,0.0,0.14775837780640208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375526412292956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295933855738846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898108391163661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639023772901306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286440441404145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120777736501321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962414027946398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075598240261408,0.0,0.0,0.16361305348333385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244571912348997,0.0,0.0,0.11442692925402477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155154643910457,0.0,0.14130185428430372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426784042257604,0.0,0.153238994951094,0.15447730922604966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396261780564198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458770201420568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kammb,2018/03/01,"Commitment issues with musical instruments If I took all the hours I spent across all the different instruments I've dabbled with and put that time into learning 1, I'd be a master by now. 

I'm very musical and learn quickly as many of us do but I just can't retain interest in 1 particular instrument. Accordion, banjo, ukulele, piano, guitar, drums, the list goes on.

Has anybody else who has been in position ever managed to commit to only one and really buckle down and focus? I've spent so many years flirting but now I'm ready to settle down and find something steady :p 

",5.184181818181816,6.6893148272727325,6.39977272727273,73.6696590909091,68.9090909090909,9.863636363636363,31.022727272727273,10.125756701596842,3.456454545454545,461,19,78,12,8,155,81,110,0.029,0.847,0.123,0.8528,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,5,21,11,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,2,15,6,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,7,48,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550399848831531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392017564665166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080886546683698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310948533743674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039634159837397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547844122943276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949726111733069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541330207674754,0.18565446467373045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453950784728188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638127181362454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792558699678888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234082474910115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121199222320025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29363080928358176,0.0,0.0,0.2014139389935261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719698193538584
adhd,buttunz,2018/03/01,"Newly diagnosed at 33 Hi reddit,

So... I saw a counselor a while ago who highly suggested I get tested for ADHD.  So I then asked my GP who referred me to a psychologist.  After meeting with the psychiatrist, he said that I definitely have attention issues, and now we are scheduling tests to see what medicine and treatment we should start.  It is apparently a written test, a computer test, thyroid bloodwork just in case, and an EKG to make sure my heart is healthy enough for stimulants.

I guess I just wanted to say hi.  It was recommended to me that I join a community of others with ADHD, and I thought reddit would be a good place.

I also, I dunno, want to know what to expect?  That's a really broad question, but as of right now I'm just kind of lost.

edit: Psychiatrist not psychologist",4.835093317278748,6.264144622516558,6.330523780854907,74.12565924142083,69.66225165562913,9.464419024683924,30.2835641180012,9.800150414767053,3.042650331125827,622,25,113,15,11,212,102,151,0.025,0.892,0.083,0.4697,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,10,0,8,3,1,2,1,28,23,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,16,3,18,14,1,14,0,1,2,0,13,6,0,3,8,79,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496683603097491,0.0,0.16583540906255592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960805814589087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489483800281094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988257896196306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330397231251145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774174171497027,0.0,0.0,0.15691408998128162,0.0,0.0,0.2060900556053527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169107081702327,0.0,0.19766062135341106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526324103688086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481535655312607,0.10281444706025522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042202603779895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248775611541989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545910832548336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957276510258047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984843851641545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976556450388602,0.17795621794565705,0.1487737731847668,0.0,0.0,0.14907878752328665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241640793402704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763209803262177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852087088244234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068963054159696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289648625250933,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SmallImagination,2018/03/01,"Feel like shit. Need to vent. I keep messing up and feel like I'm moving backwards. Hey guys, I know a lot of these kind of things get posted on here, but I feel like I don't really have anyone to talk to about my frustrations with myself. 

**This Week has been especially shit and I only have myself to blame**

This week has been particularly hard. I was in a research program where you get kicked out if you have two late timecards, and I just missed the second one. I also missed my timecard from work for about the tenth time this week, and I am so embarrassed. I am at the point where I wonder if its worth getting paid because I don't want to bring this up with my boss again. 


I'm on my last two months of school, and am having trouble getting myself up and to class to the point where I'm worried I'll pass my classes, and am also ashamed by that and don't want to talk to my professors about making up points. I know I just need to do this, but the idea of doing it makes me feel like such a piece of crap. I feel like I don't deserve a second chance. I missed an appointment with my advisor for my senior project, and had to reschedule another appointment for my senior project. All because I couldn't get shit done.


I'm also waiting to hear back from grad schools and applying for jobs just to add on to the stress.


**Fixing what I got myself into**

 I know a lot of this has to do with my own pride, but I feel like I can't take it anymore. I'm tired of messing up and disappointing people all of the time. I feel like I can't tell my parents whats going on because I don't want to disappoint them too. I need to talk to my professors, but I feel so bad.  I feel almost frozen by fear and shame. I know in the long run these things are relatively minor, but I fucking hate myself right now. I'm trying to use these feelings to fuel some strategies for improvement for the future (like making reminders for myself), but right now I feel like utter shit and just need to vent. I almost cried at work yesterday.

I got diagnosed with ADHD about a year ago. The medication has helped quite a lot with focus, but I still have a lot of underlying organizational issues. I started a bullet journal which has helped a lot, but times like these I can't help but feel I'm sliding backwards.

.... On the bright side I finally washed my dishes.

**TL;DR** Forgetting a lot of things and failing to get work done.  Feel like shit. Need to vent. Feeling kind of melodramatic after reading this lol, but its how I've been feeling.",2.4952268244575926,4.408267043392506,3.652915187376728,88.94016173570023,76.79092702169625,6.400157790927023,22.903747534516768,7.3011,0.7832639842209073,1969,59,411,24,45,638,212,507,0.187,0.716,0.097,-0.9949,2,0,0,0,0,1,64.0,0,2,1,7,25,39,9,5,23,1,34,12,6,6,2,90,94,32,0,11,16,1,16,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,22,23,1,2,21,1,2,6,9,24,0,6,10,18,60,15,73,83,11,59,0,6,1,1,15,28,7,12,35,276,82,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646481396432803,0.0,0.04902377211707083,0.0,0.11075818993665773,0.0,0.0,0.13268007220318664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057991199678454265,0.0,0.0,0.05484683375994115,0.03866993179233477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252546028270407,0.04617663635897633,0.10113864832254987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060748987113081875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613252521071397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319064711182544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223251883470617,0.4194514280653183,0.35558351725253445,0.0,0.06058296836812487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112777466112898,0.17336474396801949,0.0,0.031430610109305465,0.0,0.08846352568683133,0.0,0.0,0.054759781069935794,0.0,0.0,0.04954163535019557,0.05460137619993198,0.0,0.0,0.062331771008488586,0.0,0.11120757258984157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062431628240290575,0.0,0.05772314058586728,0.054880812919154025,0.04915684954145566,0.0,0.11518147660447732,0.1215748084565773,0.045080245208648534,0.06238546463261217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972068346356503,0.0,0.0,0.04894241246661553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282105548740355,0.0,0.0,0.11074780353301472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557130901083404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414322689191109,0.05877953518357047,0.0,0.2050365487102899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03747550803664768,0.04206128101893407,0.0,0.0,0.061408688721917376,0.0,0.0,0.03834091852911138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568408289187926,0.0,0.05296606661644165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882274705398454,0.05531909352413447,0.0,0.03542924018234982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944588453173979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194145903515187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838444603868287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039144546052104635,0.0,0.0441659476142942,0.0,0.06335069113146709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041581821152669854,0.13335408826387007,0.04833824501224352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022481457940862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674484436601763,0.063563958928575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754787227473008,0.0,0.10804819301329284,0.0,0.0,0.04776500944874078,0.0,0.0,0.09785942173716362,0.0,0.13308490542086535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059974967094527015,0.12078619033987965,0.05616402594340203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03561404485549187
adhd,istheelavatorworthy,2018/03/01,"Going off caffeine. Why? Where am I? What? So I went in for a diagnosis for ADHD a month ago and left with a low dose depression/anxiety med. She was wary of prescribing me a stimulant because my blood pressure was too high. So, I decide I should maybe lay off the shit ton of energy drinks that get me through the day. 

Except I’m literally wandering around work like a concussed zombie. If I thought I was having a hard time paying attention to what people were saying before. I’m literally asking customers to repeat their orders 2-3 times, then clarifying another 2, and still messing shit up. I can’t remember if I’ve eaten, I keep losing my shoes, my keys, my credit cards, my passport. I had to drive an hour into another country to pay a tuition bill because I forgot about it until the due date and my bank doesn’t work international transfers that fast. I’m getting more sleep then ever because I quit one of my part time jobs, but my life is still falling apart and I’m taking naps and laying in bed when there’s a 3 foot tall pile of clothes that I desperately need to wash and put away. I need to go to the gym. I need to do dishes. I should be working instead of complaining on Reddit. It’s like I don’t have the energy to move. 

I’m less anxious about not getting stuff done, which leads to more stuff not getting done. I don’t think I’ve showered in a week. I’m wearing yesterday’s socks. I had hotdogs for breakfasts because I didn’t want to deal with opening and closing all the bags to get cheese and veggies for an omelet. I haven’t done my makeup in weeks and lost my fav mascara. I spend most of work walking in circles and starting projects my coworkers finish for me because I end up doing something else.  Same coworker commented that she “loved how I think” because I’ll just stop talking and then bring up something completely unrelated. I don’t love how I think. I have a million thoughts and no ability to pick one and do something about it. 

I bought 2 energy drinks today and then remembered that I’m not supposed to have them. So now they’re just sitting in my car being tempting. 😭

Basically ADHD is killing me and I’m struggling to not drink caffeine because I need my BP to go down so I can get ADHD meds. 

Sorry for the ramble. 😳",3.5381239221483165,5.187380170731707,4.811132668144868,82.8824984602119,73.2350332594235,7.494481399359446,29.157489529440756,8.167268648758528,2.069156639566395,1791,75,346,28,36,593,243,451,0.085,0.825,0.09,0.7525,2,0,6,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,8,21,15,3,2,19,0,31,18,7,5,2,59,70,30,1,9,10,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,13,21,6,3,9,5,8,12,12,10,0,3,17,2,50,5,52,49,8,67,0,3,0,2,12,24,2,3,31,220,63,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801053263006403,0.0,0.06886761513999616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629297562588736,0.0594327389164275,0.08776773640505292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916068942368847,0.07262978673635458,0.0,0.07299243713359377,0.0,0.0,0.3315142868699532,0.0,0.06610858083263034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145662608534307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050103708487791415,0.0800951155163401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23851193776345234,0.0,0.228320259495792,0.0,0.0,0.06490013694336433,0.0,0.0688103979748953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027517292814739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435393269600345,0.0,0.13245927845702382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959509905838622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208389074835268,0.0,0.0,0.07650913128602163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709546898310472,0.06905455964570394,0.08595262115142857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844105565652274,0.0,0.05487483834067094,0.07591094917560394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691538619542911,0.0848079573295227,0.0,0.14023675608775474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805018062398289,0.0,0.1725924470258623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062011522764301386,0.082572316089084,0.0,0.2304249961425777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528968919325547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413084293412677,0.0,0.05386055595785836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810004158543928,0.0,0.08263301926088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601555126835902,0.0,0.0,0.061782311826714585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594956096879636,0.0,0.0,0.07774623964772234,0.0,0.0,0.17942897939222116,0.0,0.08696774304329273,0.05498947583854898,0.0,0.12408688076188698,0.06495242972370749,0.0,0.08121859510014046,0.17787322962437382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841331118143508,0.06244438586495026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149342100253325,0.0,0.12335457468351435,0.1359052235447568,0.0,0.07364116179050854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582365318553156,0.0,0.1246366766117734,0.0,0.0,0.07201953141540668,0.07010326089143921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262373677458303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DirtyRavers,2018/03/01,"I have a speech today for class. Nervous and need some tips. The topic will be easy, because it's the first one and we're introducing ourselves, under the topic of a struggle we've overcome.

I have ADHD, learned to play cello and piano and am transferring as a music major without being able to read sheet music 3 years ago. I got a concussion and had to pretty much start over as I wasn't able to read music hardly at all for weeks and into months.

I'm nervous about blanking though. I've done it in a recital and it's likely to happen when I'm under pressure. Any tips for people out there with ADHD that have to speak or do something publicly? Even presentations.

Thank you.",3.0987810945273644,5.200631291044775,4.175447761194032,85.01575870646768,75.6417910447761,5.6606965174129344,23.85323383084577,6.42735559955562,0.7992308457711443,539,17,99,4,12,175,91,134,0.068,0.846,0.086,0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,4,8,0,11,0,0,0,1,16,18,12,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,3,5,3,22,11,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,67,9,5,0.3612170233562683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341126669682612,0.0,0.16009854830864312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281998127089447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009727237139216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482521338264093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192902186039662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362550776951994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444491256905374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971151040820444,0.0,0.16178975133658846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823619591763067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415999091577636,0.0,0.13276803716512622,0.13391892292719462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238500169812452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521120126521698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837437863086621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36131477381276494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390412560233637,0.0,0.0,0.12783563415269136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188811230718054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628005203441515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744694572426647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119575107190205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487325393071426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741001602279523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116305960038063
adhd,essgles,2018/03/01,"Sweet, sweet relief (and some qs) 24 year old female, finally diagnosed today. 

I nearly started crying when the psych told me that the thoughts about being terribe/selfish/insufficient are fairly common amongst ADHDers. I've spent my whole life trying to figure out why I felt ""different"", and I've often been told it's because I'm lazy or the whole thing is in my head. Turns out the only thing actually in my head is a dopamine deficiency...

I'm writing this for all the people lurking: GO AND GET TESTED IF YOU FEEL THIS WAY AND ARE SCANNING THIS BOARD. I am kicking myself for the years I wasted convincing myself that I was lazy and useless and had to face all of the disorganisation/bad feelings/mind chaos alone. I'm so excited to move forward. 

I'm also writing this to ask: What now? What to expect from medication? Any tips for day to day coping and managing weight? (I'm a bmi of 19.0 and at risk for dropping underweight due to sport participation/appetite suppression effects of meds). 

Thanks for reading !",5.007596491228068,6.961037900000001,5.745789473684213,76.42885964912284,70.0,8.014035087719298,30.561403508771928,8.648137234880735,2.597340350877193,811,34,139,14,15,264,127,190,0.123,0.7879999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7040000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,9,0,9,7,3,1,2,25,26,13,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,10,1,1,5,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,8,6,12,6,23,17,5,23,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,4,13,84,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.14576909577012168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470813368371422,0.0,0.11945566076708057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158057062750478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964607720530808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472243608253555,0.09105801544905563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640821475905807,0.19266988540546415,0.0,0.0,0.1516131498474479,0.0,0.15606577097068144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755288215739074,0.0,0.14342405815086762,0.16363373332875722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804261672657628,0.0,0.08489362953849959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066050426226479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550844572030693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592268314043196,0.15048026161929978,0.0,0.0,0.15082683367008912,0.0,0.0,0.15876268602377128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674462673539208,0.0,0.0,0.1136069200158144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355827400284914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494160824658347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572886047847513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752503782240694,0.0,0.0,0.19847710119343687,0.0,0.0,0.11858758805400416,0.0,0.0,0.14159065897048093,0.2854696876116124,0.0,0.1014162673827992,0.16247782300825592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185674454805768,0.0,0.18189931097953785,0.0,0.0,0.13478829861260772,0.3335451781721629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238605422008734
adhd,Hawaii_Ty,2018/03/01,"Mydayis Journal. Interested? I mentioned the fairly new drug Mydayis to my doctor and asked to switch to it after being on Adderall XR 25mg for almost 6 years. I’m a Nursing student at a major university and my days are longer than the Adderall XR was lasting for. I thought about an IR booster dose but I don’t like the anxiety and intense heart rate changes it gives me. Mydayis is fairly new and advertised to work 16 hours so I’m excited to try it.

*My question to you guys is:*

*Should I keep notes about my experience and post them here?*

I looked for detailed notes about it on this sub, but I did not find a lot and if it would interest other people I would be happy to keep a journal of important information.



ABOUT ME: I’m an early 20’s college student who has been diagnosed with ADHD-Combined Type since I was 9 years old. I have tried pretty much everything from Ritalin, Concerta, Adderall IR and XR, and just plain old caffeine (I was a stubborn kid who thought I could do things without the meds). My ADHD was well controlled on the XR, but the duration of action was not long enough for me and by 4pm I was back to full ADHD mode again. ",2.4500039698292966,4.670744244541487,3.9280607383882495,85.44007840412863,78.17030567685589,6.609051210797937,27.87633981738785,7.686295010490155,1.8006838427947598,908,40,176,14,22,300,138,229,0.025,0.8490000000000001,0.127,0.972,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,2,10,7,1,0,13,0,21,6,1,1,0,33,31,14,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,10,10,0,4,5,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,10,1,22,6,28,15,5,21,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,4,15,119,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532044103626562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587136252779435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616089687615358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751343720356737,0.0,0.0,0.0966562857512709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329749573640924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098432479045736,0.10036199500009856,0.0,0.0,0.0810667257280927,0.0,0.0,0.12758383708580032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866026770911151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577321609274962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988270249108974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129719252805486,0.122959667359113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148884079825791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058382302210395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446372153496632,0.0,0.1338110184132558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895625294915316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379013348223228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234575929019925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024630664467302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141114382857865,0.0,0.0,0.11124140158110828,0.10555715497760368,0.0,0.0,0.10686646834546223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396254387955655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924046752173785,0.0,0.0,0.2428055574208705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638040426124617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714522435923508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038678090644525,0.1278830753214079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081385278543354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039811401361308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835101380368545,0.0,0.0,0.19958505617624367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706854128238379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130202667989411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117124802522265,0.0,0.09151180219008036,0.0,0.0,0.17858872303089934,0.0,0.0,0.16189460494616026
adhd,fumigated_dwarf_2,2018/03/01,"BESIDES drugs, how do you cope? I'm not diagnosed with ADHD, but I'm positive I have it. I have a lot of trouble focusing. Thing is, I go on here and I don't see any advice beyond taking drugs, which I can't do for a number of reasons (although I am on a stimulant - highly caffeinated coffee. And that doesn't solve all my problems, just like how antidepressants don't make me feel any less depressed.) Is there maybe any way I could learn to keep track of things, or keep focused on a very tedious job search?",4.172676837725383,4.965696864077671,5.156338418862692,84.30194174757284,70.6504854368932,8.215811373092926,28.30651872399445,8.418075326091056,1.8720246879334248,399,14,82,6,7,131,73,103,0.102,0.78,0.118,0.5557,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,5,1,20,21,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,2,10,1,10,20,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,1,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237267654944802,0.1819122769034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797832116680277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863269646015395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033834754864154,0.18894731746590795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317703365604243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412750966595147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579836635136086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966870493203748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847339370979032,0.3309330845554225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094781246561533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826559995488473,0.0,0.0,0.12426248011144468,0.0,0.1870215895700773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781288812864623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140230588485335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834450399600718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996828991125632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473513404783387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360055008811604,0.0,0.14776423275211964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sm00th_malta7,2018/03/01,"Main difference between adhd and trauma? It seems like adhd and ( cptsd, ptsd) trauma symptoms overlap a lot and many people get confused with it.
I'm still trying to figure out if my symptoms is purely adhd or is a combination of past trauma. 
Having hard time concentrating,bad memory, anxiety & depression, mind racing fast, horrible time management and organization skills. ",6.6971428571428575,9.940636095238098,7.609761904761907,59.20607142857146,69.0,9.914285714285716,31.13492063492064,10.125756701596842,4.400758730158731,306,13,37,9,6,102,51,63,0.28600000000000003,0.68,0.034,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,14,6,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399564453366353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231965093400585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357859375110723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820391070756678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287927772312113,0.0,0.0,0.1854482506270192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273568865409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900387470123614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671684654865923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090295602665513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995571340006172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922297937441378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694424910299329,0.12305517495818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748635617818084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158805233055198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175060534203526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689780014365921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700171351266106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050989306806628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,4gotOldU-name,2018/03/01,"Generic Adderall (IR) question Since the maximum recommended daily dose is 40mg. / day, why do they even get packaged in 30mg pills?  It's not like they will ever last longer than 4-6 hours, so taking one per day isn't really a realistic, mainstream scenario.  So why have them at this size?  It's likely NOT the pharma companies, as I'm pretty sure 2 pills at 15 are more profitable than 1 pill at 30.  I'm mostly thinking about the non-child-with-ADHD ages of 18+ or 30+.

Any insight (preferably non-anecdotal) out there?",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.84615384615384,7.507692307692308,27.42307692307693,8.07648339933343,1.7702346153846156,408,15,80,6,8,136,83,104,0.022,0.862,0.116,0.8370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,0,2,11,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,10,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,37,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29451290478832964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664830216891127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160851438769675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618589433901846,0.22166960107738115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803304307075322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413334312003734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975552736963845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394465800655709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660581000981229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493127722832683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27452179989878245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569908620544312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271506802099934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309649006891644,0.0,0.18425362539394602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702370366777332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422546748313941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JadeRaven13,2018/03/01,"Here I am instead of studying So I went to bed early last night(I seem to be in a cycle of not sleeping until at least 5am, then going to sleep at about 5pm the next day recently) and managed to drag myself out of bed 2 or 3 hours early this morning, because I have a midterm today(and I have a quiz and homework due in one of my other classes today, but I'll survive not doing/studying that. The midterm is the big thing). I figured with that much time, surely I could get myself to study at least a little. (Oh yeah, another thing potentially related to my adhd - I tend to really overuse parenthesis when I write). (Because my mind probably ends up going off topic I guess). (I like chocolate milk).

So here I am, for an hour maybe an hour and a half instead of studying. I have a study guide, but it just has the topics on it so I have to like look at my ""notes""(because I'm great at taking notes...) or look up the stuff, and that's a lot of effort. My computer might run out of ram with all these other chrome tabs open on reddit and youtube. Oh, and that one conspiracy theory I have a separate window open with a bunch of tabs on for like 2 weeks.

So that's my morning today. I showered but I still haven't gotten ready yet either. Maybe when I'm zoning out during one of my classes I'll be able to study for the midterm instead of paying attention to the class I'm in.",3.4745744680851054,4.390029755319148,4.805453900709222,85.72350000000002,72.36879432624112,7.342127659574468,27.22056737588652,7.554174236665415,1.4334065248226948,1069,37,222,12,20,356,146,282,0.033,0.8859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.9315,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,0,18,1,14,3,2,0,2,34,28,19,0,1,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,14,14,1,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,2,2,25,5,45,22,7,46,0,0,2,0,1,21,0,6,24,155,39,11,0.12484920483353955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500444823324356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091527707067055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832074937430666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996819309873233,0.0,0.0,0.08051740860061687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057933827524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522855656462509,0.0,0.14190936051590994,0.0,0.0,0.1376466890853892,0.13753547474795547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36885395341160665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176876534072933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298504531422327,0.12513170230616902,0.0,0.0,0.20968377596888835,0.0,0.0,0.10614232929966044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508556142579537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244527657214622,0.12606210637427856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177853088627523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277854572381712,0.11716252121919644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538031569540713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346085591029524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998159756296476,0.0,0.12327352785282213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365802707225063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987873887229214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970473625435718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429224696238485,0.0,0.0,0.11766889802596288,0.0,0.09387106435956978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588852815298055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728005753491463,0.0,0.35502734384353835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014650132952137,0.0,0.0,0.11573646369135013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,arrolarc,2018/03/01,"reading the same sentence over and over and... often when I read, even if it is something I really want to absorb, nothing particularly complicated even,  I feel like nothing sticks, like my eyes are just scanning. I will read the same sentence over and over again, even saying it out loud and it still just doesn't register. is this a common problem with ADHD? or is it another learning disability entirely.
(sometimes I can read just fine)",7.277468354430383,8.302127632911397,7.301113924050636,70.8587594936709,63.81012658227849,9.864303797468356,36.05316455696203,9.888512548439397,3.748785316455696,349,16,57,7,5,112,53,79,0.035,0.847,0.118,0.5413,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,18,9,7,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,7,8,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,3,6,46,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114492755888165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422601260467789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481242518195274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883401217457641,0.12551278641242888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166626650368202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337158090642801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811135517132686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7029491424467248,0.0,0.1125513471802298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971553408881468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525454640970178,0.17376164669136607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030605448763467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036263614847255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,goldeexx,2018/03/01,"Just got diagnosed and started medication, haven't slept in two days but still hopeful. TIPS + EXPERIENCE? I'm 25 and just got diagnosed with ADHD. Just as many of the stories I've read on here, I too was mind blown by the insights it gave me about myself. All these things I had been beating myself up for my entire life, and now I at least understood why they were here. After a lot of hesitation I started taking medication two days ago. I'm an art student and was very afraid to lose my creativity, but I had 3 weeks off so I decided to give it a try.

My psychiatrist prescribed dextroamphetamine, 5mg thrice a day, so my last intake is at 17.30. I've had sleeping issues my whole life, so I knew that part of the side effects was gonna be a struggle. And it was. I spent the past two nights wide awake, the 'comedown' seeming to last for hours, my mind racing wildly untill 5AM. Every time I closed my eyes trying to sleep I would just see images flickering by like a TV being switched channels every second. It was like my brain wanted to help me dream, but was too excited and just bombarded me with visions.

What shocked me most was the second night, because I assumed, having slept only 2 hours the first night, the pure exhaustion would knock me out. But it didn't. When I finally fell asleep at 3AM I woke up after an hour, and this was basically the rest of my night. 

Does anyone have experience with Dexamphetamine and insomnia? How was the beginning for you, and does it get less?

Today I'm skipping the third dose so that hopefully the racing will be done by the time I go to sleep. Also I bought some melatonin, hopefully that will get me to the right place.

TL;DR
Started medication two days ago, have only had 4 hours of sleep since. Wondering if this is normal.",4.076049025904517,5.7326480028901745,4.891014771997433,82.82102654677801,71.86127167630056,8.01609933633055,26.39862984371655,8.626192665926032,1.856943395418539,1403,47,272,25,27,454,194,346,0.056,0.846,0.098,0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,1,4,19,11,0,2,21,0,30,19,9,2,2,47,60,23,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,8,5,2,2,2,5,0,8,27,2,34,6,35,25,9,49,0,1,2,0,5,14,0,10,35,183,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577892994415214,0.0,0.14129113301119214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373274610811105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572519453783474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858185323706655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896693070419885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055889325022132,0.0,0.0,0.16177922961255314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948475879412944,0.08155652903711834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342943894622909,0.0,0.0,0.15591567641436813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873029131813065,0.0,0.06778925318651173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327558937781537,0.07645152567065881,0.04529299074510038,0.0,0.12748011051259672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341845140326567,0.0,0.0,0.2374678976257513,0.313937452985094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318176654037554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992551668080188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258307794161602,0.07787073790179094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915927585624676,0.0,0.06775456560659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079908777726813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408555671572135,0.0,0.0,0.16094018876726374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991566430832445,0.0780850164486923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122457726989025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630284419741621,0.07607871096312645,0.0,0.0,0.08326520563002145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971742140233408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805982435395225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350727783701014,0.07255211283561053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592523445640439,0.0,0.3190136398612328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922740817565782,0.0,0.06364521240873294,0.0,0.0,0.08331541102409623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992136436685646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294638453048979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294258739633143,0.0,0.07554235154281286,0.0,0.0,0.10821650776254314,0.0,0.3114050786260117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575742644719845,0.04700667987510653,0.0,0.06392720735801857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191311285424595,0.08897757552687409,0.0,0.0,0.08642675468605908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132272970047086,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Uzername_1337,2018/03/01,"So - I got the tardiness talk from my prof today, help plz? Okay so yeah title basically says it all, what are some of your strategies to get to places on time and what not? I have some ideas but like honestly... alright I'll come clean I'm just kinda sad right now that I'm not developing these skills as quickly as I want and the course I want to go into next semester is going to kick my ass if I don't get my act together.",-0.01675757575757686,2.2077582333333368,2.2853535353535364,93.25045454545456,88.88888888888891,5.9393939393939394,18.18181818181818,7.348242739294969,0.31866666666666665,331,9,76,6,11,112,68,90,0.087,0.72,0.193,0.6481,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,0,1,16,14,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,4,10,13,3,13,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,4,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427880044428461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945089969133384,0.0,0.3203626265801775,0.0,0.22542043685294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891748058442134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181732765476157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769721163010734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997496677240628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944722741813849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240697553152596,0.0,0.22413768129603212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265395943256491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434845066323767,0.0,0.2671599485944369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324837504406074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,seeingwishes,2018/03/01,"Chronic procrastination Does anyone else procrastinate EVERYTHING? Ever since I was a kid, I've had a habit of procrastinating. I don't do my work at school, telling myself that I'll do it when I get home. Then when I get home I tell myself that I'll do it tonight. Then I either forget or am too tired to do my work. Can anyone else relate?",1.8607453416149085,4.120485260869569,3.8166045548654246,85.25608695652177,80.44927536231884,6.2616977225672885,20.002070393374744,7.447530270364453,0.5567374741200828,269,7,56,4,7,91,44,69,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,1,4,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,0,3,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,36,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816104202715927,0.4126624140003128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762235281153978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364438615097593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215408827908056,0.0,0.0,0.1809817443686184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041894889329527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40398858615575145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380098867250346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657844926110058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35201907172195784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144950557619665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932049807869977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,why_me_adhd,2018/03/01,"TIFU by oversleeping for my midterm Hey guys, I made an account just to commiserate because today I overslept and missed my Real Analysis midterm and I feel like a complete and utter fuck up. I comprised an email but am waiting til a little time has passed to send to my professor begging for forgiveness and to reschedule and just being honest with her that I overslept and it was a genuine mistake I feel bad about. I go to a small liberal arts college so hopefully she has time and sympathy to let me take the test either later today or tomorrow before we all leave for spring break. I feel so incredibly stupid right now that I could let myself do this. 

Ugh, I absolutely hate this feeling, I can’t wait to get my life more on track once I graduate and actually have time to see a doctor about my issues. 

Edit: if anyone cares for an update, my professor was very understanding, I had to go find her in person as she’s teaching all day and not in her office to check emails, but I’ll be able to make up the test anytime before 7pm today, oh and I totally cried in front of her and I think she felt bad I was so upset over this but it comes with feeling like a failure whenever mistakes like this happen that feel like they’re in my control if only I wasn’t wired the wrong way and procrastinating to the point of hindering myself. Thank goodness for kind professors, if she was a hard ass with no exceptions I would be devastated rn, she definitely deserves some kind of small gift as a gesture for my appreciation, so any suggestions on what I could get her would be lovely. I was thinking maybe a coffee mug and a box of tea? She doesn’t seem like the coffee drinking type.",5.509779220779219,6.138674506060608,6.379177489177492,77.31590909090913,67.57575757575758,9.316017316017316,31.168831168831172,9.362217197678863,2.7157922077922074,1337,51,253,25,21,443,187,330,0.17,0.6459999999999999,0.183,0.606,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,9,25,3,1,18,0,24,7,1,3,3,60,54,27,0,10,12,0,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,18,2,3,13,2,2,6,5,11,0,0,9,9,43,14,41,35,6,35,0,1,1,3,21,14,2,7,18,171,53,14,0.1046362835813053,0.0,0.102109918809985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115626096634188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316412239482288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473385225980975,0.06378530727229241,0.0,0.17807554100249454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066836647538775,0.0,0.0,0.0901348931755606,0.10970915254639446,0.0,0.1173584894402204,0.1670871162155716,0.0,0.11493804417270953,0.06748174656617972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709967006443903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250372246047552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174434936835072,0.22425654569340767,0.10046724139853966,0.0,0.09563566754720423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673455808430613,0.10933627893578347,0.0,0.1189344226067144,0.08776395023314965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360637163856216,0.092529520004315,0.0,0.09373355742820012,0.1033066671198386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392743934963168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921309469894397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792517496958327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079471602595828,0.0,0.21399537857398898,0.0739077015560145,0.25560001387494397,0.10487304508648644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443833120539318,0.09900938152412483,0.06984553180457924,0.0,0.1051212109298366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143422705522278,0.0,0.07958060875510352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136436681359143,0.0,0.0,0.09891510942010193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909899851332048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893588144554945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338157070899617,0.0952569427084474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867346310697712,0.0,0.0,0.09633503159360628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340934109818973,0.0,0.0,0.18304277525688487,0.0,0.29754888610672514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893006140487672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633589235269327,0.0,0.08305541148874011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486612273890386,0.11440335001717332,0.0,0.0
adhd,zxxxmorganxxxz,2018/03/01,"Daughter just diagnosed with ADHD My daughter has just been diagnosed with ADHD. She also has Aspergers and a Learning Disability. She is 9 years old. 

I was wondering if anyone had any advice? We plan to change her diet to eliminate all the common problem foods mentioned online (refined sugars, food colouring, etc.) and we will be increasing her daily activity levels. We aren’t currently looking into medication as an option. I was hoping you could share what worked for you or any tips, trick, etc. ",4.975025252525253,8.033452613636367,6.0574242424242435,69.04919191919193,74.0,8.456565656565656,30.232323232323232,9.150863307647796,3.5307535353535364,402,18,56,10,9,133,71,88,0.044,0.899,0.057,0.2732,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,2,0,2,3,4,1,0,3,0,11,7,0,0,1,19,14,6,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,3,12,2,7,7,4,7,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,5,4,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168036425350297,0.16945156174675838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867371843739634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358457583249266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212503839721628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344188183520685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845158210612946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520094253941918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386789852873176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193694799085269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223253028834487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561841969419573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468956511712835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196174291698888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592732299327667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805276999145615,0.12624254624060974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166858624731743
adhd,darthenron,2018/03/01,"What ‘support structure’ do you have (other then meds) I have heard of a lot of tips about using a BuJu or using a timer, but what other things do you do to help you be a productive work horse?

I’m having a hard time focusing on my work (which I do love), home life and kids.

Also I keep getting frustrated when something unplanned occurs.",5.433507462686566,5.51340037313433,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,67.65671641791045,8.491044776119404,28.690298507462693,8.07648339933343,1.851570149253732,263,8,51,3,4,86,49,67,0.096,0.8490000000000001,0.055,-0.3919,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,2,0,7,16,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,5,14,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,3,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650852377769546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491587982069994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313256952265074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730878742156543,0.0,0.2590283613970689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952900756993605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239732827951602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954012932195344,0.23306501130988003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868382137484059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880007818206985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930393040119903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155827069196594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057751070962533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460601245851702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759928291510413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,americanjewels,2018/03/01,"how my life has changed so far hi!! first time poster here. for as long as i can remember ive been struggling w/ symptoms of ADD. some teachers would say im gifted, others would say i’m frustrating to deal with. i’m currently in grade 11

in the first semester is when everything really got rough. i was sleeping in first period (AP math 🤭) and skipping class and not being able to take notes and literally EVERYWHERE i went was a pigsty. i got shitty marks. i couldn’t coast through, like i always had. this couldve partially been my depression, but something else was up. 

at the beginning of semester 2 while talking to my doctor we decided on trying a small dose of vyvanse. holy guacamole !!!!!!! ive been on it for 2 months now and i cant believe non adhd people experience life like,,, this?? i’m doing homework and assignments i’m actually proud of. what. ive rekindled my love 4 learning especially science as dorky as that sounds. and im getting marks that reflect that. 

this is probably long and ramblin and boring but im feeling good Actually great about myself theres still some struggles but im in a lot better place 
Anyways thank U for listening u all are great and awesome im in chem now cya ! ",1.8870243161094251,4.543596059574469,3.5504483282674784,84.55625,84.14893617021276,6.93161094224924,26.26519756838905,8.07648339933343,2.070796352583585,954,42,180,21,28,316,150,235,0.071,0.7559999999999999,0.172,0.985,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,5,10,14,1,2,5,0,21,7,1,1,1,29,35,20,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,5,4,1,0,9,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,10,6,16,9,26,21,4,28,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,3,17,104,25,7,0.10635766670675888,0.0,0.2075794808558532,0.0,0.12782124695450434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849809883506125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982866915010547,0.0,0.09406471313802048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251230885241767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965008422519516,0.09160570248711572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886157863458924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884818301578963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955874128540962,0.10403820647537072,0.0,0.0,0.05377763197725629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140333090378965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555674911034728,0.0,0.0,0.08920776472831088,0.17012788404630758,0.2345194060394985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744226555526971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024713072973872,0.10392196723933042,0.0,0.0,0.18824637630978805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904214848479326,0.09599194668339936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489367485400634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373501441533185,0.0,0.11112112463313628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467155344751405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813544473605403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204825031907366,0.0,0.0,0.16915977089875056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643447694167832,0.0,0.0,0.08187932799632502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493737001981655,0.0,0.0,0.2223762519342543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105463393315702,0.079967728988545,0.08548626374208211,0.0,0.09791984990040728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062018010762410015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220987419328863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859462258903147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511068697558937,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BetterExtension,2018/03/01,"Took my 12 hour medication last night. What to do now (6:00AM) to feel the least tired? Last night at 6:00PM, I went to take my 4 hour ritalin, and accidentally took my 12 hour concerta instead. it's almost 6:00AM now and I'm not even slightly tired.

I have class tomorrow from 10-5 (two labs that I cannot skip. They're back to back). Does anyone have experience with this? 

I've done it once before, but I downed a gallon of orange juice immediately, and that prevented the medication from taking affect. I was unable to procure orange juice soon enough this time.

I'm worried that if I go to sleep now, I'll be really exhausted when I get up in three hours. And I still don't feel tired, so I'm wondering if I can just take another dose of Concerta and plow through without ever feeling tired? Or will it catch up to me even if I boost with coffee? 


TLDR: Basically, I took the wrong med, because of course I did, and couldn't fall asleep. Will I be better of taking another dose, and plowing through a 7 hour day, or going to sleep for three hours first?",3.6809285714285735,5.1003402714285775,4.868750000000002,83.53312500000001,72.47619047619048,8.29761904761905,25.029761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.6751190476190474,827,25,171,16,16,273,123,210,0.068,0.8370000000000001,0.094,0.6416,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,14,3,0,0,5,0,14,13,3,1,1,27,32,15,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,4,0,0,8,5,2,0,4,7,3,17,1,25,20,2,36,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,23,104,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906990711647174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995427605205514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333304828425905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392951528261398,0.0,0.05521446595781551,0.0,0.07707375191145996,0.0,0.0,0.08010736829628581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058414214148824535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792639221531023,0.09269099254373088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935895206004774,0.0,0.11964957118993115,0.0819314402998881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860099228473484,0.0,0.0,0.13739428188920674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704414638337896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732237336008269,0.0,0.10295318638503227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351964053165285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766353154165696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060983972369016,0.18249216703279625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999942555682068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646079323582374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802549099887864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128340712163027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233434255321364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27240839223114244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281576335493352,0.4164164862333769,0.0,0.0,0.30190077426197576,0.0,0.0,0.08847987451705636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396512868947928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731231176853674,0.09822612326400464,0.0,0.0919846196267908,0.0,0.0,0.09903095469961272,0.0,0.0
adhd,zombies8myhomework,2018/03/01,"Freaking out about Adderall and stroke risk... I ran into an old college friend a few days ago and started catching up about life. She said, ""Well, I had a stroke 3 years ago... other than that, I'm doing fine!"". She said she'd been in the best shape of her life and then all of a sudden, at 27, she experienced a debilitating stroke that she believes was caused by a combination of the Adderall she was taking (at only 20 mg a day) for her narcolepsy, and slipping on some ice. I kept asking her if she was sure it was the meds, and she insisted that was the only factor in her lifestyle which could account for stroke risk. 


Now, I've googled my share of research and I've seen conflicting articles, stories, and anecdotal evidence. I thought I'd see what /r/ADHD thinks, because I know how well-informed this group is and I'd really like to go back to subduing my anxiety so I can function and not take my meds with that cryptic voice in the back of my head telling me *""this is it!""*.  


**TL;DR: Paranoid about randomly stroking out thanks to a friend's experience with meds. Need assurance that this is truly rare.**",2.9408333333333303,5.142366231481481,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,76.5,7.097777777777778,27.003703703703703,8.07648339933343,1.7722414814814815,870,35,172,15,20,280,131,216,0.053,0.838,0.109,0.9213,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,2,13,0,14,8,1,2,3,30,31,13,0,3,2,0,5,1,2,0,7,3,0,0,13,14,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,3,1,0,13,11,23,10,27,16,4,26,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,3,13,111,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754476084198575,0.0,0.2471586298077945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664892552506522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303303340510502,0.0,0.0,0.21439669045293627,0.0,0.0849835656611628,0.0,0.0,0.15706829805778522,0.14630309551883885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321335464709128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130822691990493,0.0,0.0,0.17981694172156254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136370570915721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541696762784746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923040387516299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307576133340633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661656217904908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694002511388856,0.06810910377654049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645621091499678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337138545507396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628824505465102,0.0,0.0,0.2120564806758385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931016607299827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652233032852143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110924050115373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867572352023622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139308471617248,0.0,0.2096392320946664,0.0,0.1218512355190571,0.1283507884967378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932884926196423,0.0,0.1106766496753352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506942095639366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977602240986675
adhd,Onedaywhenthisisover,2018/03/01,"I upped my dose of Concerta and before I knew it, I cleaned up my fridge :o I've been on meds on and off for about 3 months now and generally get more things done. My doctor recommends a slow titration, and because 27mg worked well, I stopped there. Today however, I decided to try 36mg. Before I knew it, I was done with my work (I work from home), cleaned my fridge, re-arranged my food in a logical manner, and planned my schedule through the weekend. Then it dawned on me - it's my new dose! 
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adhd,RichardCory109,2018/03/01,"Look who's planning (way) in advance, for once! (Questions about being a functional human without meds) Hello all! I'm (23F) recently married, and while we aren't planning on having kids right now, it is part of our plan. I've been taking medications (Vyvanse and Focalin, now Concerta and Ritalin) nearly every single day since I was 16. Out of curiosity, I was researching ADD meds and pregnancy, and while there were varying answers, most of the research ranged from ""dangerous"" to ""not recommended,"" so if possible, I'd like to avoid taking medication while pregnant and breastfeeding. (Of course, when I do eventually get pregnant, I'll speak to a doctor!)  
  
I'm concerned (and my husband has expressed concern) about who I'll become when I'm not on meds. On the few days when I don't take anything, I stay in bed all day, I don't take out the dog, and I eat like a pig. I *hate* myself like that, and I can't imagine *being* that for 9 months + breastfeeding.  
  
I was mostly wondering if you guys had any tips for something I could start doing now to make that transition easier. Like if there's some sort of ADD-friendly structure I could start implementing into my life now so that when I do eventually get off meds, I don't find myself becoming an unlovable blob. ",4.856880520688051,6.498946656903769,5.7824755927475575,77.25428986517899,69.8786610878661,8.825755462575547,31.269409576940962,9.2995712137729,2.9433708042770803,997,43,178,21,18,328,141,239,0.027000000000000003,0.91,0.063,0.7767,0,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,0,4,14,8,2,1,7,0,21,6,0,1,2,35,36,21,0,5,6,1,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,3,7,14,1,1,5,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,6,3,21,4,26,26,8,32,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,9,22,119,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001178502495741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682288445801138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988904225257586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788140694188699,0.0,0.0,0.2276399121891385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204284157298984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039397435186112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913232407540801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753769757695274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090263154177794,0.0,0.12294337457917764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650037006134514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616336677874632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310564732154381,0.22992791453403466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880347032736604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853793327259366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227680833917943,0.23705703302916206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391385736260753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253024160977517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274126425364928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326422310707547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318043985584834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617353126226812,0.0,0.0,0.10047967888138527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732829097398167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905792280004019,0.0,0.0,0.1665585220338758,0.12540825955499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538580657160679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339180613129523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134185533072595,0.1275955769802275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DreamNinja,2018/03/01,"Loyle Carner wins British solo artist of the year, dedicates it to people with ADHD. [Link in text] Rapper Loyle Carner won the award for British solo artist of the year two nights ago and dedicated it to anyone with ADHD he said 'keep asking questions, keep answering back, keep asking more questions and keep pushing. ADHD is a super power'

He is an artist who's been outspoken about his ADHD and says his music and life have been shaped by it. He also set up a programme for kids with ADHD to learn cooking as he said it's the perfect outlet for him. It's called Chilli con Carner which is a pretty hilarious name.

Anyway the acceptance [speech is here](https://instagram.com/p/BfRR9ehHDsd/) and I just think it's cool to see ADHD getting some positive attention in the mainstream media!",6.572499999999998,8.113865694444447,6.496833333333335,74.1315,65.66666666666667,8.537777777777778,28.288888888888888,8.841846274778883,2.3615688888888893,636,20,102,10,10,201,89,144,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.229,0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,6,7,0,0,10,1,7,2,0,0,1,24,19,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,8,1,4,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,4,7,18,14,2,11,0,0,1,0,18,4,0,3,5,59,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7696441588001781,0.0,0.094613619853318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853554739631566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463118540973478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956454186287345,0.0,0.0,0.08207217762980128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898777242300932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055764327092129064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794818125863895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538967457668247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016301908708862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399620498148497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858727285085898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913394661745174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305774322169484,0.08487949165872995,0.0,0.0,0.08505351065043779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839110406606805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426401537589836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137466929038012
adhd,KingChess83,2018/03/01,"Guanfacine sleep issues Anyone found a way around sleep issues arising with Guanfacine? 

I have to admit, I have never had this much productivity with an ADHD medication before, the only downside is waking up earlier than I am supposed to. I actually enjoy taking this pill with the Vyvanse. Problem being is I’ll wake up 2 hours before my normal amount of sleep concludes which causes some memory issues. With the Vyvanse you can take milk or vitamin c before bed and it usually stops it from working during the night(with a low enough dosage). So far I haven’t found any information on what I could possible take to stop the Guanfacine.

Any ADHDers out there who take Guanfacine find any solution around the sleep issue?

I already take Melatonin to fall asleep in the first place.

Thank you in advance!",6.375871212121215,8.48005065277778,6.232121212121212,73.69772727272729,66.77777777777779,8.014141414141415,31.146464646464647,8.575989854853784,2.7512305555555567,650,26,99,10,11,204,98,144,0.073,0.8390000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.4682,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,10,0,10,11,7,2,1,23,19,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,8,1,2,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,10,2,19,14,4,20,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,2,6,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.10315118167726163,0.0,0.12703483612596594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664622993692507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156456244786289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391021136203063,0.0,0.0,0.18819671078729527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698371915720603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085864156373191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439549106269964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921977445023168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661090942933152,0.08991118061844586,0.0,0.2317964447749984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409646703356057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441307167966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648496324360024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777040944777181,0.0,0.0815249082864205,0.0,0.0,0.09919539493767957,0.10356679986127396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039212965158134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043746007991874,0.0,0.0,0.11916459865909908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114379114860836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42311858657587736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674539877356787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39737866706312425,0.0,0.0,0.09731740521984536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641726118867232,0.0,0.0,0.08390236658299044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695326785659135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PuzzleSazzeHerro,2018/03/01,"Anyone get a merit badge today for shutting the fuck up and dealing with stuff? My biggest problem in life is not being able to stfu esp when it is appropriate to do. This used to happened a lot to me at work... I would get nervous and just keep talking and talking and talking so more. Sometimes, I do still blow up or blurt out some more stupid/blunt shit when I am asked a question when I am tired/ I was not expecting it... You know that brain fog man!?!? It is fucking real. 

Anyways, I have had a really tough few weeks at work. I work with college students with learning differences, as like a school mentor of sorts. 

I have to talk to parents who are oftentimes upset with having a child who is different and also in college, so therefore I am an easy target.

 A person to blame things on. But whatevers. I have a difficult parent right now, and its been testing my patience substantially. They talk to me like I am a child. She even told me: ""I'll say this as slow to you as I possibly can."" I am not joking with this shit right now... I'm not bad at my job, and I have other coworkers who receive the same treatment from this person.  
 
There were soooooo many times today when I just thought the BLUNT, most too-real-for-work and it did not leave my lips once. ONE TIME. Not one fucking time. Yay medication/growth/whatever. 

Anyone else deserve a merit badge for dealing with all of the things today?

TL;DR: I didn't lose my shit and say something stupid to someone at work today and dealt with ridiculous shit w/o aneurysm too. Working in education is hard. Did you get a merit badge today for adulting? (I hate buzzwords, but whatevers.)  
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adhd,_dim,2018/03/01,"I can't focus in my classes anymore even if I'm interested in them This semester I just stopped paying attention in class and I don't know why. I really care about my grades but I feel so inadequate this semester because it feels like I'm not putting in the work. I'm not necessarily saying that I have ADD/ADHD or want to use medication to solve my problem, but I would just like some advice that people use to stay focused.
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adhd,campaigndrew,2018/03/01,"Questions for those that take Mydayis I talked to my doctor about making a change in dosage to my 50 mg vyvanse because I felt the side effects of becoming sweaty, constantly going back and forth between feeling hot and cold, was too much of distraction.

He suggested Mydayis. I liked how he described it as not really having a higher ""peak"" like vyvanse, but the same smoothness over a longer time.

What he didn't tell me was that it last for 12-16 hours, and takes between 1-4 hours for it to kick in.

I'm supposed to start it tomorrow but I'm already concerned about how this will effect my day. I really only need to take my medication at early in the evening and have it last for 6-8 hours. I'm super concerned if I'm going to be able to adjust my schedule so that it accomodates the length of which the mydayis lasts for, having enough to eat through out the day especially since I'm trying to put on weight right now.

so tl;dr How/has mydayis affected your appetite through out the day? If you workout, does the medication interfere with how you feel when you workout?",7.36071770334928,6.724039904306222,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,63.83253588516747,10.088038277511963,36.22488038277512,9.339509955726095,3.236106220095694,856,36,160,13,11,275,127,209,0.018000000000000002,0.929,0.053,0.7851,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,3,12,4,0,1,11,0,8,5,0,7,0,27,24,15,0,3,5,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,7,2,1,7,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,7,14,3,33,18,3,31,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,20,101,27,1,0.13549254152455084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951938880782242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418540097691686,0.0,0.08259499571706312,0.14964086700551402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433331432631036,0.0,0.0,0.14641930278081833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214444079513044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386823575609515,0.11857043615625915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386426957296893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000001483423294,0.0,0.08949154581637278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370182001803424,0.0,0.1300940879314714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400706755049398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002985815228117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313335158733853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238962359253398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044232358446533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729889620953189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960260799218396,0.10046600272069467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030481833571768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620742752325485,0.15178265543233993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359998317087694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570989014329712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208083049039913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959023182673611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056205869148476,0.10890377251117997,0.11842645336796832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900679056512137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199054173115853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499341367369405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UnluckyCourse,2018/03/01,My brain does this thing I always forget what food I have in my fridge and the fresh produce goes bad before I get a chance to eat it.,10.12344827586207,4.468060655172415,9.147586206896554,81.13103448275864,63.13793103448275,11.6,32.44827586206897,3.1291,1.6020758620689652,105,1,25,0,1,33,26,29,0.17600000000000002,0.684,0.14,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069353330055858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30799700629386034,0.0,0.0,0.3138872795030978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117888864465419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228068735509845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774534074429892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460477053838637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272308231069293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506558284753555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jangofetta,2018/03/01,"Useful apps that might help you Hello everyone, I’m new here! I’m a 21 (almost 22) year old medical student and I’ve lived with ADHD for as long as I can remember. A quick backstory, I stopped taking medication when I was about 9 and started again at the age of 19 when I felt something was *different* in me. My mother told me about my diagnosis (she hadn’t done so because she was worried that I would think less of myself and I’ve been on a process to learn to accept myself and find out what works for me and what doesn’t (isn’t that what we all do?)

Anyway, over the last months I’ve been experimenting with several apps that I have found useful and I wanted to share them with you. 

**Forest** : as some of you guys have mentioned, this app is wonderful. Basically, you set a timer for how long you wish to stay focused and if you don’t close the app to check WhatsApp and such, you will obtain a tree. If you leave, it dies. It has helped me a lot lately, I’ve been setting 45 minute timers and take a break afterwards and I’ve had great results. 

**Doo** : the best reminder app in my opinion (at least from those I’ve tried out). This is perfect if you’re like me and forget everything; you can even set reminders for medications!

**MindNode 5** : This is, in my opinion, the only mind map app you’ll ever need. It’s simple, powerful and super costumizable. It has helped me immensely to revise before a test. Plus, in my case, making the maps help me remember. 

**NaturalRead Pro** : I’m usually a visual learner, but my learning styles vary a lot, even in the same day. NaturalRead Pro is an amazing text to speech app that provides (as its name suggests) natural sounding voices. Sometimes when I don’t want to read or feel to tired, I’ll use this. I sometimes find myself reading while I listen, which has helped me a lot lately!

**Anki** : Anki is a great flashcard making app. You have to try it out for yourself, I was skeptical at first when a friend recommended it to me, but I took the plunge and I couldn’t be happier. It has helped me memorize difficult information and for revision purposes, too. You can even exchange flashcards with friends (which is what my friends and I do). You can sync your flashcards on all your devices as well. 
One of the features I appreciate the most is the fact that you can mark some cards as “difficult to learn” and the app will bring them up again during your revision session until you indicate that you have learned it. Pretty sweet. 


Well that’s it guys, I just wanted to share these apps with you because they have helped me a lot recently. Hope you have a great day :)/r/",2.11130023218432,4.613960330058936,3.2966794070369723,87.91039864261478,81.25933202357564,6.452309340953741,23.79285586711913,7.686295010490155,1.2802381925343815,2044,74,406,35,55,659,248,509,0.036000000000000004,0.784,0.18,0.9973,2,0,1,0,0,0,91.0,1,21,3,7,22,21,1,0,28,0,45,4,0,7,5,86,71,37,1,11,7,1,2,1,3,5,4,4,0,2,30,27,0,1,16,2,2,2,6,3,2,2,14,7,64,18,54,50,13,53,0,0,0,0,49,18,0,17,29,278,94,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967917803248647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064780257477548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819120069599538,0.0,0.0685324408291256,0.0,0.08452032168085855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388150506369602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358638088304188,0.08414572491825792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241897928095596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958501346652976,0.07285180032298699,0.0,0.07695811085564802,0.07238292605679975,0.07878223273898469,0.0,0.0,0.04072275044059552,0.0,0.07732971341992942,0.0,0.1472216945782776,0.06850611618485818,0.0,0.08830644902985138,0.1866718335813643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663823664547614,0.0,0.15949180878783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778834146063173,0.0,0.0,0.07999303045948797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656497315040767,0.1817021617310251,0.08527877862937275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03934710567929799,0.0,0.07111708442468813,0.14254830348521125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738842471522535,0.0,0.0,0.10752031971665517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340258509773724,0.0,0.08543875733220394,0.08132105571489713,0.0,0.06428516481586327,0.0,0.0,0.059718372466930125,0.0,0.07778470918916416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451174246381726,0.0,0.054575058968685364,0.061253256117621765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819367392555131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112084661915754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952217930523725,0.0,0.18246913184907929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098572569745272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062002570913650086,0.15930952573556148,0.0,0.057005655720715115,0.08584346188268861,0.0,0.06733389963426344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111005082109008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516059010797208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925673056498046,0.0,0.07695811085564802,0.08948137956721468,0.10936088399592336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086785485140572,0.08870192078512182,0.0,0.14251130916556076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482779848731292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261544797235298,0.0,0.08734070696594537,0.058633080695045636,0.08179088659138373,0.0,0.05721233085840662,0.0,0.0,0.0518642361352692
adhd,EnnaEnif,2018/03/01,"Concerta and weight gain? Hi. I’ve been on Concerta for about 6 months, 27 mg, and have also been steadily gaining weight the entire time. I’m pretty active, eat normally (mostly good, but burgers and beer every now and then). Anyone else experienced unending weight gain on concerta? Trying to figure out if I’m just doing something wrong.",4.578087431693992,7.410932737704923,5.397950819672133,74.4699316939891,74.08196721311475,8.001092896174864,26.560109289617486,8.841846274778883,2.656506010928961,271,10,41,6,6,88,48,61,0.06,0.723,0.21600000000000005,0.8321,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,11,6,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,22,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356717057687792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430161566385056,0.20957105345240645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929114130780674,0.1708633791013066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233019640668398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155488841955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325848945391885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040161431763728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808639629300216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746161806719275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926644444854208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886635258430532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7472083474927086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236277411725448,0.0,0.0
adhd,the-aleph-and-i,2018/03/01,"Good links to send my mom to calm her fears over my meds? I'm fuming. [This bs](http://awarenessact.com/neuroscientist-claims-that-adderall-is-exactly-the-same-as-meth/?=wuw) gave my mom quite a scare. She texted me the link and was like ""Are these the meds you're on???""

**The tl;dr of the article: adderall is meth and should be regarded as such by society.**

And it's like, if no one was taking the potential for abuse of these meds seriously *it wouldn't be such a damned process to actually get my prescriptions filled*.  I don't even take adderall, I'm on methylphenidate.

I explained it a little to her and sent her a Dr. Barkley video. But **any other links y'all have that help educate people about ADHD medication would be super helpful.**

I tried looking in the sidebar and couldn't find a convenient list of resources but if I missed it I can just go there and remove this post.",1.8480888223552905,4.663631221556886,2.52734281437126,89.3363635229541,90.07784431137723,5.897105788423152,21.92839321357285,7.333567415737692,1.0537626746506987,702,25,137,13,24,218,110,167,0.103,0.813,0.084,-0.5879,0,0,3,0,1,0,50.0,0,1,0,2,6,11,2,2,11,0,14,2,0,0,0,20,25,11,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,6,0,1,4,1,15,5,15,14,0,11,0,1,1,0,13,5,1,2,2,82,25,0,0.0,0.19377971438953612,0.1596009673651028,0.0,0.1965550215237216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121944093839924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802306990496684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403894255381675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948151201202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544799608902126,0.0,0.09294909408538954,0.13717777391498326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192479049714801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980429697094478,0.16391981936127573,0.0,0.0,0.13734060212699545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450007204295413,0.16475917063839482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830949899440044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082554587016603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338480644470628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566354548048394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395529489461434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374183503074438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593812166675486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110395471367831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618105262196105,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,peregrinfail,2018/03/01,"How do you deal with constantly dropping out of college? 4 different colleges for me, but I barely have 2 complete years under my belt. It’s one of my biggest regrets at 27 to not have any degree but I get so bored with the work after a semester or two and find myself wanting to change majors, locations, or schools altogether. Then it takes me a year or two to build up the motivation to apply again and... here we are. 

Anyone get past this? How did you work it out?",3.698341013824887,5.049031000000003,5.070998463901692,82.36935483870971,72.33333333333333,7.894930875576037,28.3394777265745,8.418075326091056,2.0156187403993857,365,14,72,6,7,122,70,93,0.079,0.888,0.033,-0.6488,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,19,9,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,10,0,15,8,1,14,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,3,7,55,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470153964091435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590668512825497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065509387228884,0.0,0.2385197673561753,0.24583672870937034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453301760016004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376794588302245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079224626647738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237709099104786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541536482561124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716570220895887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302328267905777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104476410430108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444508964145754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417996328219778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312320121476195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929932231078571
adhd,captchamissedme,2018/03/01,"What are some of your active listening solutions? So obviously I struggle with listening skills. It's kind of ok in situations where I can take notes, kind of. But man I would LOVE to be able to, say, listen to lectures when I'm cleaning/working out/driving etc like so many of my classmates do but when I try I find myself tuning out for HUGE chunks of time, even when I restart where I last remember something and do the ""I will listen"" mantra 30 seconds later I'm back in my own head! Even books on tape/podcasts (no matter how interesting) feel totally unrealistic. 
And lets not even get started on following conversations/meetings. 

What are some solutions or skills y'all have used that you've found helped your listening comprehension?",5.87583941605839,7.576119686131393,6.1179635036496345,75.60103284671536,67.46715328467154,9.567591240875911,32.678102189781015,9.888512548439397,3.3482677372262764,595,26,105,14,10,190,98,137,0.014,0.855,0.132,0.9097,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,12,7,0,1,1,1,10,2,1,2,2,20,25,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,7,14,6,15,20,5,17,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,3,9,69,18,2,0.19079175796326792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670708500137006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278324365258652,0.3780484702044421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647004547712923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743802102942973,0.0,0.0,0.2091933148341877,0.0,0.0,0.0996808188963974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958073870938179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788369364512614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973605121840172,0.0,0.15552074737678218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950974990545296,0.0,0.0932112156769089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219701056941475,0.0,0.0,0.1934328966242201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216129869141957,0.0,0.0,0.15172526375282586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144579298120076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688081652206011,0.0,0.0,0.13504338828619006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945697075508864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345165766113135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125220837505584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295350797571459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647828208020062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889867211612936,0.0,0.0,0.1355329907741452,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OutlawofSherwood,2018/03/01,"Constantly searching for a new addiction I really really hate how my brain cannot just stop, it's always searching for the next New Thing at the expense of whatever I am supposed to be doing. Finished a TV binge? Great, I get my life back... to frantically start Googling for a new thing to watch. Bored of that? Awesome, I'm over it... and sucked into hyperfocusing on chicken keeping for a month. Run out of new info to read? Hurrah, I can work a full day again... right after I browse through this random Wikipedia entry and spend several hours reading up on this new topic.

It never stops. I had an awesome run at work for a couple of years where everything was new and interesting and I was fooled into thinking I could be a super productive human being, but now I'm bored and I can't... stop craving new things. Stuff I used to love doing is now rote and I'd rather watch an old Disney movie for the 7th time just to give my brain a break from the stress of focusing on something it doesn't want to do.

I hate it. It's an addiction cycle in the purest sense, and there's no rehab for 'finding stuff interesting', no way to cope with  boredom/rejection/failure feeling like withdrawal. I cycle between super focused and happy and in massive avoidance and depression mode, and the less interesting work gets, the more I avoid it. I'm considering jumping to a new job, to start the cycle over, even though I know this job is probably the best one for me I'm likely to find. But I can't really go to my manager and go 'bored now, assign me a totally different bunch of stuff and figure out how to cover my previous tasks pls or I just will stop working'.

It does mean that I am an amazing researcher, a jack of all trades (better than a master of one and all that), that I can figure out almost anything and know about all kinds of things. But if I can't apply it when I need it, that doesn't help.
 
I've been on ritalin for almost exactly a year (anniversary in two weeks!) and it has helped a lot, I have better habits (I sleep now D:) and I eat better and can sit through social things and movies. I can notice things and remember what happens over time more easily, so I'm more aware of the patterns. But I can't choose to be motivated/interested. I can't up the dose, it's not going to solve the 'choosing to do THIS thing now' problem. I can try some other meds to see if they can help a bit. But this is my brain. Forever. 

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adhd,handsy_harlequin,2018/03/01,"Losing control in my final semester of college Hi everyone,

Depression and ADHD have been a part of my life from my early adolescence.  Unfortunately, I was diagnosed with moderate depression first in my junior year of college and was only diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type and an auditory processing block during the first semester of my senior year.

My grades have been ok, but started to slip as I've been taking a heavy load of CS classes to graduate on time.

I'm meeting with my psych on Friday, but this is the first time I've felt almost on the edge of losing control in regards to worrying about getting credit for my courses / not being able to function academically without my prescribed Ritalin.

I just want to finish this semester and get credit for my courses so I can graduate.  Any tips for toughing it out / getting through hard times with ADHD / mental blocks would be incredibly helpful.

Thanks",10.082530674846627,9.368716233128836,10.092446319018405,58.994865797546026,58.4478527607362,13.0579754601227,43.68788343558282,12.161744961471696,5.783049693251535,738,38,107,20,8,245,101,163,0.124,0.774,0.102,-0.024,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,7,3,9,0,0,6,1,12,4,0,2,0,22,21,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,9,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,6,2,13,4,30,12,1,20,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,1,13,77,16,13,0.13068042779293793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711574374538219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085757168594253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886717212201173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29313842350419755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251097219403016,0.2652757668168746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248707489428544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547370410891792,0.14315402103831673,0.0,0.3334701153676366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204825389658176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170639950505618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875923361244124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230345082953946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923959438828712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169513485063858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938835402213564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151416858502822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249627940031203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098255418320386,0.0,0.0,0.12031298044254965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860242505067305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707870212540961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597126905045147,0.0,0.0,0.13271231780264767,0.0,0.09283162649946076,0.0,0.0,0.16830782194505525
adhd,etherealoceanbaby,2018/03/01,"Missed virtually all of my lectures and many assignments due to mental health issues I don’t even know what my course consists of right now. I have no motivation to do anything. I feel like I’ll be kicked out soon if I don’t get any better. I haven’t let a doctor know as part of my struggles is not being able to do anything due to impulsivity and very low mood, so for months I’ve tried but I’ve struggled to get anything in life sorted out including that. I don’t have formal ADHD but I have the symptoms so I thought I’d ask here, as people are more likely to understand. Any advice? ",3.4704866850321388,4.691798454545456,4.866556473829204,84.11781450872363,72.71900826446281,7.361248852157942,25.841138659320478,7.793537801064563,1.3458863177226812,467,15,96,6,9,156,79,121,0.08800000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.049,-0.5182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,2,0,14,4,0,1,1,16,23,9,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,11,3,15,19,3,10,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,60,13,4,0.16750825003990613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013123647616374,0.1636871232713644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278227082595725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135350514648683,0.0,0.15659760183570126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481474347467447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714517918481457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063761934342664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469720427994157,0.11966792729823987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750322939955822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805343675351284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483509303202294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411630700548015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712885346969667,0.1183160308106692,0.16367213960193486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982707408100553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880891767934708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337034870599291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139511123341576,0.0,0.11612912932203867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430511302845512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35023198576406017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410520955488595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329828396785873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372710624678352,0.0,0.0,0.17438199578726662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821184916603052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Spotty21,2018/03/01,"Recently went to a professional to be diagnosed, she said I don't have adhd, what should I do? Currently I am 21 (just turned) and in the military. I honestly have suspected ADD to be something I may potentially have ever since about my Junior year of high school, which was when I finally started trying in school, but I was still getting consistent Cs and Ds. When I finally started doing my job in the military I noticed that I zone out a lot during the day, and it happens consistently. I often have a hard time going 10-15 minutes without being distracted by something, whether it be my environment, or my mind just jumping from random topic to random topic. There are times where I feel abnormally focused, but that's usually only when there is a good amount of pressure on me. I went to get help for it after I realized I'm not doing nearly as much as I could be at work, and I noticed that with my online college coursework, I struggle with keeping my attention with the study material at home.(Even if I isolate myself) After I was referred to someone who could medicate me, she asked me questions, and then said ""You don't have adhd."" The main reasons seemed to be:
-My parents were never diagnosed.
-I was never diagnosed as a kid.
-I didn't\haven't fail(ed) any classes.
-I'm not getting in trouble at work.

I feel very demoralized as I genuinely thought I had it, and I don't know where to go from here. I have a follow up appointment with her in a week and we'll be going over results from a blood test of mine, along with an ADHD evaluation sheet my supervisor filled out.

Keep in mind, I'm not a very hyperactive man, My parents grew up in settings where being diagnosed with ADD wasn't an option, I do my best to get at least 6 hours of sleep a night if not more, I drink a monster every time I study just because I feel it helps me slightly, and I truly do have a passion for my job and field of study.

I guess what I'm wondering is, am I in the wrong here? Because it's not so bad that I'm failing, I don't have ADD? Any input is greatly appreciated.

TL;DR Went to get seen for ADD, doctor says I don't have it even though I still believe I have something wrong with me, what should I do from here?",6.459726027397263,6.003408956621004,7.341655251141553,74.93179794520549,65.59817351598173,10.222374429223743,35.373287671232866,9.725611199111238,3.3248931506849315,1745,75,333,32,24,587,212,438,0.065,0.8290000000000001,0.107,0.9683,5,0,4,0,0,0,58.0,1,1,0,4,22,13,0,3,20,0,48,10,2,2,3,70,83,25,0,6,15,2,4,0,0,4,6,3,0,2,16,23,1,2,13,1,0,10,14,8,0,0,14,8,61,5,58,55,7,60,0,1,1,1,17,23,0,13,26,252,77,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914406602730849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993992776514068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556897714689452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749310192343795,0.09855144127528263,0.0,0.0,0.09107235635397916,0.08483040699836196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907891194504106,0.0,0.0,0.05213131102026716,0.0,0.0,0.32817966348302074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273713254919605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918664984584597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678032906943442,0.07311907656122882,0.06810622050640018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261645809912225,0.0,0.0,0.17709962358916673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111624199519697,0.0,0.13781965549408115,0.0677998128202654,0.0,0.08911988704471871,0.08904788088710093,0.0,0.07148133282487529,0.0,0.07241148138531656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836279445323513,0.08540567090754743,0.08108319895551146,0.0,0.07960531144982842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043075425408515,0.1436981347252951,0.0,0.0,0.04442431056851517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687222661198987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143185744236094,0.0,0.0,0.16323880734574886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594223686749272,0.0,0.1246884913580572,0.0,0.0,0.0758573324669789,0.0,0.0,0.1840603304998137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147798000642887,0.0,0.0,0.1795134169008115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055269828143164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311092369239254,0.0798139276058594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378349093261404,0.06428252539778342,0.0,0.1636168612495566,0.0,0.07358833402902197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686680765743756,0.0,0.08089248325239683,0.0,0.06849047555138897,0.1866901315902437,0.0,0.0,0.11442959231168988,0.0,0.12910844266365967,0.0,0.0,0.08450535837733966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941909855873658,0.06417325077011005,0.1414050514767187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488105176707954,0.08792429504293556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902734741297677,0.13339320588084053,0.0,0.0,0.06484024385703936,0.0,0.0,0.22480207783413705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792119344629947,0.08766113961825793,0.11769638354452595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675881034456695,0.0,0.05205451390290244
adhd,Hateradeyuh,2018/03/01,How do I wake up? I cannot wake up. I end up sleeping through my alarm (or snoozing through it or cancelling it when i'm half asleep) and wake up at 1 or 2pm. I end up hating myself and the same thing happens the next day. How to I wake up earlier and not convince myself that I can go back to sleep? My diet is getting out of control (not eating my first meal of the day until 5pm) and I feel like I cant break out of this cycle. Should I pull an all nighter and try to reset?,1.3243224299065446,2.044498570093463,3.301016355140188,95.21825350467293,77.3177570093458,5.723831775700935,23.655373831775695,5.148860815047168,0.0944775700934577,365,11,91,1,8,124,65,107,0.099,0.8759999999999999,0.025,-0.7415,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,4,0,6,10,7,3,1,19,12,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,1,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,1,14,2,18,11,2,21,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,3,10,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821643790626696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26570772695645106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055666714300074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241170396578984,0.0,0.0,0.41965285412129216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197856663318246,0.16924410353132252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151022920171466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377244410896092,0.0,0.13463787425367818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949322502349885,0.0,0.0,0.2338934305544305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573921753882653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519498513383166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474149726285089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738834078591107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608421118214809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shreksonthebeach,2018/03/01,"How do you deal with ADHD when all the meds stop working? Honestly I’ve gotten a really strong tolerance to everything I’ve been on- Ritalin, Vyvance, Concerta, etc. I’ve been on pretty high dosages, but everything wears off eventually. Are there any ADHD meds that don’t wear off? idk what I can do when everything is so boring and it’s so hard to focus",2.2003260869565224,4.884697347826091,4.191141304347827,80.37627717391305,82.76811594202898,8.667391304347825,24.56702898550725,9.188382445141503,2.6943463768115947,283,11,52,9,8,96,53,69,0.13699999999999998,0.75,0.113,-0.404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,2,1,1,6,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,2,7,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,32,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774443535234836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507946443298746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047852560667301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153193063680635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355643716026747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779390676920059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987010852647567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412801983182633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020844816180179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725147085921926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606880291485626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446095588570601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gtaltdmafy,2018/03/01,"adderall makes everything too quiet I was prescribed Adderall (10mg, but since this is my first time on it my doc recommend I cut the pills in half so I've been doing that) and have been taking it for a couple of weeks. even on such a low dosage I'm able to focus on one thing at a time way better (which i definitely need for my school work) but I really miss all of the random trains of thought that I usually have. it feels way too quiet in my head, especially later in the day and I don't like it. 

anyone else get this? or have advice for other medications I could bring up to my doctor (I have to call back and report on how the ad is working soon).  thanks in advance :) ",0.8655238095238111,3.0365725999999995,2.884285714285717,91.00738095238096,83.71428571428572,5.7333333333333325,17.904761904761905,7.03164865440522,0.10203333333333298,524,12,114,7,15,176,92,140,0.07,0.804,0.126,0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,8,6,1,0,7,0,12,4,1,2,1,14,22,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,4,3,13,3,19,17,1,24,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,2,10,80,24,5,0.18682426999519286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256251441645668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063187346128038,0.19142354248087173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365633165233718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523088469748395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076846787070176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916397756195374,0.20671750129527397,0.0,0.1204861985606644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122255676222888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606770481426285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233956683501706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679056073732086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446396435079538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891262861868846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760797018510524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173559981826635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127290146126554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470665093602284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882057971101018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852782895970595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265969603988531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968441126776022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907613530688566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454296672875978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046860046910875,0.0,0.0,0.17200268717929573,0.0,0.0,0.12411774353740967,0.0,0.0,0.14831760190271853,0.2178774684703564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576053906564884,0.0,0.0,0.29658481913641865,0.14985916032389682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720205872456341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whittyforshort,2018/03/01,"'Laid Off' the day after disclosing ADHD and disclosing while applying for new jobs This is somewhat of a long story in which I was eventually 'Laid Off' because I wasn't a 'Good Fit' for the company BUT this only happened LITERALLY the day after I decided to go through requesting Reasonable Accommodation. It was a total blindside.

To give some background, I had worked here for about 3 months (constantly being praised for how good I was at the job and my process improvement knowledge). I was placed in a satellite location where I was the only employee for my company in the building. My office consisted of several other people in a very 'open space' type of office. To make things worse, there was no sound dampening and each person would be interviewing at least 2 clients simultaneously... in dual languages. Most of my training took place remotely and I could hardly ever hear what was being said.  At this point, I opted to file for Reasonable Accommodation at the suggestion of my boss and the assurance from HR that this would result in NO retaliation because ""That would be illegal"". Day after, boss comes out of nowhere, tells me to pack my things, I'm out of a job and feeling very cheated.  

This is directly related to applying for new jobs because I feel that I need to disclose ADHD as a disability but think it will further hinder me in the job search. I know that most employers aren't *supposed to* discriminate by law, but they do. 

Thus, I have stopped claiming ADHD. Anyone else had experience with this or any advice on how to proceed successfully?

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adhd,wicches,2018/03/02,"To medicate or not to medicate I’m in school, I’m 17. Yeah everything is more difficult for me because I’m bad at listening and focusing but I get around. What’s your experiences with medication?",1.3203508771929826,3.9753217368421048,4.579999999999998,73.50666666666667,94.78947368421049,10.954385964912284,30.017543859649123,9.725611199111238,4.833933333333333,158,9,29,8,6,57,31,38,0.116,0.8390000000000001,0.045,-0.3708,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743941409482905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270199702585936,0.1625914512469646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397128237491199,0.2609056099266146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935140415819672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8060840333510237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699372284645703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Goodcupajo,2018/03/02,I forgot how important it was to eat food before taking medication It makes a world of a different if you eat food before taking medication. My mood is 300% more stable,3.773645833333333,6.2310099062500015,6.270000000000002,69.10833333333336,74.9375,9.266666666666666,23.166666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.700341666666666,135,4,22,4,3,48,25,32,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.5095,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732370919611084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291345915123353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488223045159825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303864135461261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463926097343884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418679773578931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297909911630857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,therovingyogi,2018/03/02,"Middle Age & Finally a Diagnosis Guys! I’m 57 years old and recently diagnosed with ADHD. I’ve suspected i had an ADD brain for a long time and tried to pursue it with my family doctor and a psychologist. Where I live, doctors are “gods” and you don’t suggest ANYTHING to them. On top of that,  I’m female and there is a greater chance to be diagnosed with anxiety disorders and depression. Which I don’t have a problem with but I knew there was more. The  antidepressants I’ve been on for years have helped but only moderately, at best.

I returned to school at 55 and it was there that I was diagnosed. I was under the care of a psychiatrist working at my he school. Normally there’s a huge wait  to see a shrink but no one knew about her there except me and a few others. 

After maybe 4 sessions she told me she feels I might have ADHD. I wasn’t even pushing the ADD agenda anymore - just wanted help with my daily living - stuff that most people have zero trouble with.  She told me she’s usually very skeptical about ADD diagnoses. Until she met me!

Being diagnosed has been a godsend. Medication has been moderately successful. Mostly my head does NOT FEEL FOGGY!   But because I’m so old I think I need tons of therapy mostly to help me with the nasty unproductive habits I’ve formed.

Anyone else been diagnosed at middle age? Do you receive therapy? If yes, is it cognitive based therapy?

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adhd,crummygurl,2018/03/02,"Quieting the anxious voices (Adderall) Does anyone else feel like Adderall almost completely mutes the anxious voices and second guessing, worrisome thoughts inside your head? Crazy. I find it’s the only drug that does this for me. Does anyone else feel this way? 

I like that it actually helps me, it just sucks that’s it’s such a strong stimulant. Are there better drugs out there that you’ve liked better? Any natural supplements you’d suggest? Thanks :) 

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adhd,Japancak3,2018/03/02,"This subreddit gives me hope. Thanks r/ADHD First off I am 22 yo male and still officially **un-diagnosed**, BUT I do have an appointment with a psychiatrist in a week that I am very much looking forward to. 

After struggling with extreme episodes of depression and self hatred for never being able to accomplish even the simplest things, this sub-reddit has opened my eyes to a possible answer to my life long struggles. I don't want to list what I am experiencing because I feel like you guys have heard it 10000 times. Thats what my doctor will be for. Although I will say 90% of the posts I see here relate to me on an **EXTREMELY** personal level, its almost as if I wrote these posts myself, like a diary I wrote and never knew existed. 

Earlier in life I always dismissed the ADHD possibility because whenever I read on the symptoms they all just seemed vague, and almost like they were simply a lack of self discipline or engrained laziness (I couldn't have been more wrong). Though once I actually sat down and read your stories, struggles, and thoughts, it immediately filled my heart with hope. You all encouraged me to pursue this path and I haven't been this excited in so long! Even if I end up with a negative diagnosis, its still a new path for me to at least try and it gives me hope that theres a solution because I'm determined to overcome my overbearing struggles in order to build my life and progress. There's always been this imaginary glass ceiling above me that I could never seem to get past, but now I can start to see myself making progress towards a healthier me!

Thanks for taking the time to read this! 

BTW all the reminder posts are super helpful, I almost missed an appointment last week.

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adhd,chaolayluu,2018/03/02,"Was diagnosed as a kid during elementary school. Been off medication for at least a decade and now completely unsure what ADHD is Hi, I was diagnosed with ADHD and OCD when I went to get tested for Tourette's syndrome around the age of 10. I remember having a bad experience with Adderall mostly due to pressure from my mom ($8 a pill when we were tight on money and I had troubles swallowing them) but I remember that they had some effect on me, just not sure what they were. My 5th grade teacher said that my concentration was noticeably different but my memory of that time is too vague.

I grew up never really understanding what ADHD was, it was something like a mix of Autism and overcaffeinated to me and my definition of it is so skewed now. I've also heard that there have been many instances of false diagnosis and so I've never told people that I potentially have ADHD. I guess what I want to know is, what are the symptoms of ADHD and how does it affect mood in general? I've been feeling a dull depression all my life and wanted to know if this ties in with it.

TL;DR I was diagnosed a decade ago and times have changed. I wanted to know what ADHD is today and how it affects you ",5.451538461538462,6.1235103076923085,6.580324786324788,75.67023076923078,67.71794871794873,10.000683760683762,29.275213675213674,10.047579312681364,2.8108413675213666,948,32,180,22,15,319,135,234,0.08900000000000001,0.883,0.028,-0.9134,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,3,1,13,8,0,1,9,0,23,8,0,5,4,44,37,21,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,17,15,1,1,8,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,17,4,24,2,27,20,4,22,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,4,13,132,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7174858701034744,0.0,0.08820171580321427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957098849424242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885770686396224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307925687881879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525896351053007,0.0,0.10432500340926606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570014599998665,0.3029745461525682,0.0,0.10395746494146377,0.0,0.0,0.08707407741620384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733116217049992,0.0,0.0,0.05031074252863934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198521457864887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961167230283783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404959636791125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028056491040346,0.04861120827204556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087849145813058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023688361882667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165344780906056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348275465423658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328265439733835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898152985174517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374294834401968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543068463106306,0.0,0.09464832540520277,0.0,0.0,0.1007004186952144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766008029320314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377860304255516,0.1034197343971258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603977553067345,0.0,0.094315402246196,0.09507755883034044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035841473903428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760649687281534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223851049973668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ddmac-0,2018/03/02,"Coping Hey folks. Just wanted to put in my 2 cents when it comes to coping, and many swap some techniques to help focus. Coping is hard, and it takes effort. Effort also needs rest and acknowledgement. If you do something that exhausts you, push a little further and congratulate yourself. Even if it's something people usually have no problem with. Ya done good.
A focus technique I've used since I was little is to listen to a piece of music. I use classical. I listen to a piano piece and follow it all the way through. Then I listen a piece that has piano and another instrument and try to focus on the piano. I keep increasing the amount of instruments and try to stick to the piano. It worked really well for me, and I use it as a booster when I'm having trouble to refresh myself. Hope this helps someone!",3.5248901098901086,5.741775628205129,4.791611721611726,80.55576923076926,74.76923076923076,6.764835164835166,24.60439560439561,7.7094869923839395,1.5236626373626372,642,21,111,9,14,212,97,156,0.071,0.82,0.109,0.7918,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,3,7,6,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,3,1,25,22,16,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,3,1,0,2,4,12,3,18,20,8,15,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,4,82,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373859943112718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014412782939215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798789868502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580797186008315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347029451058105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409516800562025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389636256686334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030380797202155,0.0,0.0,0.1706331790410074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270106217127016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34437144205230524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174175187664022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738529447697186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910240462176022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438652189982247,0.0,0.17270342996762406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005755369256026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421122490255312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556303580844587,0.2645154389811408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916995934968634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332777642223441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451323312304049,0.18921011797739345,0.0,0.10133031837288532,0.1363644576212967,0.0,0.0,0.1544661299081304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507025797741722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,terminaldelay,2018/03/02,"Fine with exams, but hate coursework/projects? I'm pretty sure this is an ADHD thing with the hyperfocus/delayed reward thing, but just curious to hear from others. Exams have never been an issue for me in terms of anxiety, and I've never felt I needed extra time. I can focus well with such a short, immediate time limit and I either know the material or I don't. However I despise long-term coursework with every fiber of my being. Even if I'm unprepared, the idea of getting my grade over with in one or two evaluations instead of what always feels like the executioners blade hanging over me of a long-term project is so much more appealing. And of course the fact that cramming is far easier a task with the way my brain works. 

This seems to be an unusual perspective in general, most other students I've seen speaking on the subject seem to feel completely differently; final exams filling them with dread but seem fine with coursework, even if they're on the ADHD end of normal and tend to procrastinate. ",6.6157192982456134,7.459152063157902,7.167105263157897,71.87890350877196,65.21052631578948,9.912280701754387,32.14912280701754,9.928628108626363,3.2447543859649124,812,31,138,17,12,267,123,190,0.055,0.7909999999999999,0.154,0.9578,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,7,9,2,1,14,0,9,1,1,0,4,38,24,12,1,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,3,1,2,3,6,11,6,28,19,6,19,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,8,8,97,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35339372253622114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233753515107065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124746026267458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412980831228466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415412140348142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361103424570988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302215295798082,0.0,0.0,0.19421877140340316,0.0,0.12387587289678653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868167856623946,0.1050355112220552,0.14116816116206835,0.16105996118033547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681509530275554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451578846007959,0.0,0.0,0.1657091570344832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597462771561386,0.0,0.1534571024231671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080172719312201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182955050709591,0.0,0.0,0.26022703291945165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808113758873956,0.10901802755905923,0.22679126212430564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405441078322598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962872457684832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957845181068052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015412562208802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857040676776952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953552825759711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146426130094305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362318520432846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670251468251015,0.0,0.0,0.1321941663392706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070367885632637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,conquest444,2018/03/02,Recommendation for reading focus. I'm in university. This my first semester back with adhd treatment. Doing well so far. But I'm having trouble with my reading pace. I kept up pretty well at the beginning I even started the semester having read the first few chapters of each book. Now though it seems I can't sit and focus on the material. Any tips on getting through reading?,2.8464603174603162,5.846472185714287,4.469047619047618,76.8748412698413,84.28571428571428,6.5396825396825395,29.20634920634921,7.793537801064563,2.5743015873015858,303,15,49,6,9,101,52,70,0.039,0.856,0.106,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,5,2,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,38,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443580416832845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699560902924578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359832378827442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334584166259435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31769692064332994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975685564690454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999069863185136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7471974718903505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700091220257545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218178383412696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347977836708088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358192535598878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hustl3tree5,2018/03/02,"I'm tired of conforming to expectations of others. Fuck it I'm done. I do not care about adjusting my little quirks to make others happy anymore. You don't like how I go into long discussions when you ask me a question? Don't ask me anymore questions then. I do not like small talk so fuck off. If you do not have a good point of perspective fuck it I don't care anymore I'm just gonna check out and not make an effort to continue the conversation. I love all of you guys here.

I am what I am and that is all that I am - Popeye",-0.2215423514538557,1.9715561061946936,2.281750948166877,93.07966814159296,89.70796460176994,5.70644753476612,18.690897597977248,7.1686216300943375,0.3303835651074589,412,12,94,7,14,141,66,113,0.227,0.7070000000000001,0.066,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,6,10,3,0,4,0,12,5,0,3,2,19,27,7,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,15,7,11,25,2,11,0,0,0,4,13,6,3,3,6,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612581000566782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898729133397096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31613628815908684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865425966521204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299810687985945,0.0,0.0,0.08810975650296146,0.13003569724051087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350866430680746,0.0,0.16503725304711994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148418424930235,0.15538543449022904,0.0,0.13720077434399794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992481208856458,0.0,0.2069736469977667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655784279188058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473485476796477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461096793584388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818950774687156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nerrrroh,2018/03/02,"Trouble prioritizing tasks in the moment Im pretty okay w figuring out what i need to do in a day or week and stuff but i can't fucking figure out how to manage life/tasks in the moment

Like... i realizing i need to eat so i decide to make food..   bc my blood sugars getting low. So then i go to start cooking and i get kinda lost w what order to do things in. and then i realize i need to add a couple things to ny grocery list thats on my phone upstairs. And then i realize im getting cramps so i should take ibuprofen before they get debillitating. And then the cat needs to be let out and i realize im having an anxiety attack so ill need to get my breathing under control soon so it doesent get worse. But the stoves already on so maybe i should put thw things in the pot first??

Then i just kinda stare at things for a solid five - ten minutes and pace around a bit and i cant figure out what to do first or how to deal w this situation. This happens everyday, several times a day. Its very distressing and i lose alot of time w it.

 I have anxiety/ptsd and i was super gaslighted by my ex-husband and have no self confidence in my thoughts anymore so idk how much is that mess and how much is adhd. Id guess its just a horrible mix of the two?

Can anyone relate??? Any tips on dealing w this problem?",0.2351548451548453,2.505234007326006,2.7213453213453214,90.28653346653348,88.04761904761904,5.5068931068931075,21.093240093240095,6.980632752743323,0.6229985347985352,1016,35,218,15,33,349,150,273,0.172,0.774,0.055,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,6,15,12,2,1,14,1,16,10,2,6,0,51,36,32,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,17,18,4,1,9,1,0,2,3,9,0,5,3,2,24,3,32,29,4,37,0,3,1,1,5,17,1,6,18,146,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613879089980906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582346115419095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137485318750443,0.0,0.08029237350598416,0.0,0.10408986172555744,0.07338888277158377,0.0,0.0,0.09343462893316642,0.0,0.11940456610603853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931129476681307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458665354716505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771901502898276,0.0,0.11613372806668225,0.0,0.13537810133884756,0.2164136147279377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073979569552646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785539771207205,0.12691529952619726,0.0,0.0,0.09703172690160564,0.3290164808182207,0.0,0.05964989473315814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562276880066268,0.0,0.09281377093355388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401170664341795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732638647038874,0.07413474620991768,0.051277043558198385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742084882935325,0.1145737569953964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006009746230349,0.0,0.10544414356677373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431201116621046,0.38912412150083786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677974085479544,0.0,0.10043036942919703,0.12268996564018787,0.10551150467133688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949379919011733,0.11857235593867987,0.0,0.0,0.11797688216500307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428961904541595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015148594950865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789151481929211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789169990137315,0.0,0.0,0.08332471096517913,0.1224033887631554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252844785603958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660111644146813,0.0,0.0,0.08419075726199605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696089011346746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HasAngerProblem,2018/03/02,Prozac and Concerta? My doctor wants me to get a ekg and ultra sound on my heart- first is this standard? Second anyone have any experiences?  ,2.2903846153846166,5.202043807692308,3.2834615384615375,83.09903846153847,91.69230769230772,5.676923076923077,18.03846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.8071846153846156,113,3,19,2,4,36,24,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847233568392547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29275757671283104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285466544054049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409558871684344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35613724913210265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187480900495507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961493162632689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246954035848337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,justindoesthetango,2018/03/02,"(Rant-ish?) Not speaking up because you’re so used to just misunderstanding things or not hearing something. I oftentimes see or hear wrong information, but keep my mouth shut and don't correct it, because I'm so used to just missing things or not understanding something. This happens a lot in math classes, where I see the teacher left out a negative somewhere, but I don’t say anything because I assume I’m just overlooking something.

Today, someone who offered me a ride said she was going to drop me off at my home (she knows where it is), and then proceeded to drive in the opposite direction for ten minutes. I didn't say anything because I just assumed she was going somewhere or doing something, and I didn't listen to her say it. If this was the case, and I asked where she was going, I would’ve gotten yelled at...”Didn’t I already tell you?”, “I’ve said it like four times now!”, “Do you just not listen?”

I didn’t speak up to avoid being yelled at. Well, she yelled at me for letting her waste gas.

It sucks because if I had made that mistake and accidentally drove the wrong direction, 9 times out of 10, someone would have criticized ME or yelled at ME for it. “Justin, why don’t you pay attention??” 

Why can't everyone be understanding and why does everyone have to be so damn critical?

tl;dr: I'M INATTENTIVE, DAMMIT!",4.386581027667983,6.193102707509882,5.014646245059289,81.64109980237156,71.33201581027669,7.9058498023715424,30.831818181818186,8.548686976883017,2.4545859288537546,1047,46,195,18,20,336,132,253,0.188,0.789,0.023,-0.9918,0,1,4,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,0,13,9,2,1,7,0,22,1,1,3,1,42,49,19,0,4,18,0,0,1,0,1,0,15,1,0,12,8,0,2,7,0,1,6,12,7,1,2,13,17,29,2,22,31,1,29,0,1,2,0,26,16,2,10,7,129,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989986223806487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788221969075981,0.0,0.10157468064022286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311653654750401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508184238844997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076427274715564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852478096341696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608034708886568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449167443199487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898652264651146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657463084980626,0.0,0.0,0.059712137559935735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805039930655295,0.11110373342390216,0.0,0.05308173661309012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923717972314513,0.0,0.1028088737675092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067053117426083,0.2592125989214289,0.0,0.0,0.1731626891431307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412048022050584,0.334581574095748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496638233595528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443667346164038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267113700793044,0.0,0.1029891154437572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262205209257313,0.0,0.18768038220836109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769093457872854,0.0,0.2941238019630002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436611284192894,0.2375871738503865,0.0,0.0
adhd,ScouseNerd,2018/03/02,"Just diagnosed - day 1 on Vyvanse Was WIRED AF for about an hour and a half. I wasn't told that a) while you CAN take it with out without food, food works best. And b) that if you haven't taken stimulants before, your body can freak out for a week or two. Until I read that I was like ""OH GOOD, I DON'T ACTUALLY HAVE ADHD AND NOW I'M HIGH AT WORK""

Any more tips for starting out?",0.5848750000000003,2.481429737500001,2.1750000000000007,97.28,82.875,5.5,17.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.3658750000000004,289,6,70,3,8,94,60,80,0.036000000000000004,0.835,0.129,0.8143,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,0,8,4,1,1,0,12,13,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,7,3,12,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,47,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.19974482022036988,0.0,0.24599379368330326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919406380808744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417341693013927,0.0,0.21480620052472,0.0,0.0,0.22736092543670794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200607240811996,0.0,0.0,0.2077528244195213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950162560492604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168160219353462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162628745995422,0.0,0.0,0.20157529710372396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999964629250543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047422217479891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448783922051762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389902300931382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955870382850872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994929132150174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641874289757432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731080041705454,0.0,0.29802890094807616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mivvy25,2018/03/02,"GUANFACINE EXPERIENCE, Adults? Hello,
I am wondering if any adults (over age of 20ish) have used guanfacine (or specifically Intuiv) as part of their ADHD medication regiment? Did you have good experiences? Does it work well, especially for emotional regulation? Was your doctor willing to easily prescribe it to you?
I am looking for feedback because articles I have read seem to indicate it would be very beneficial; however, my therapist seems rather reluctant to consider it an option for me (even stating its more for children).",9.099310344827586,11.220026459770116,9.460402298850578,53.06232758620692,60.264367816091955,14.075862068965519,43.235632183908045,13.023866798666859,7.175032183908048,430,25,56,18,6,143,69,87,0.021,0.835,0.14400000000000002,0.8868,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,0,9,15,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,2,12,10,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,6,1,44,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488335272250657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408009094357415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262155873651816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119241615642767,0.18119060499589493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329030665359515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675438713169025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050687111924451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366348147980698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738696177464495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858080986590508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242146695909035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710575029806808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37698057714870503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040068293141345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882447975326882,0.0,0.17083770275612944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861625636850764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245365888686316,0.15073466189434412,0.0,0.0,0.14708218033063325,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,herrjonk,2018/03/02,"Looking for a presentation that was linked in a comment field of a thread I can't find again Hi. For some days or week ago I came across a presentation in the reddit comment field from a Dr that was specialized on ADHD since many years. I remember that several people in the thread was seeing this doctor, if that's any help. The presentation was in a slideshow-format about ADHD. And I can't for the life of me find it!

If you know what I'm talking about I would love you forever if you could link it again. Thank you!",3.5687857142857133,4.960343819047624,4.475416666666668,86.353125,72.71428571428571,7.916666666666668,24.55357142857143,8.472884824447931,1.3823571428571424,411,12,87,7,8,133,63,105,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.104,0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,0,8,4,0,0,0,15,15,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,10,3,14,8,1,16,0,0,2,1,10,6,0,5,9,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808200210835797,0.0,0.17732398345068412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603451471844272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879323408143235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971619687015887,0.0,0.0,0.12900968265920296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047501013384162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656670951474553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340830438643806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993712025715036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129464053603993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798378056793575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054451402979166,0.0,0.0,0.20280984090787535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868301252919582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660708256504375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940651397106334,0.0,0.0,0.2259890168427645,0.0,0.16547570869580205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078511246825195,0.0,0.18417057185482125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604605585363066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210315192700876,0.0,0.0,0.12881963235073265
adhd,SomethingLessEdgy,2018/03/02,"I need an Assessment done immediately I joined a Federal program and I've been having so much fun there but I had a bit of a depressive sorta RSD flare up and someone read too far into it and they told someone I was suicidal.

The campus Director says I need to leave campus and see a mental health Phycologist or Psychiatrist before I can come back and I need an appointment within 2 weeks.

To be honest I'm extremely worried and scared. I love this program and it was my ticket out of Tennessee where I've been suffering the past 2 years. If anyone can give me some sort of assistance or tips on how to get a doctor like that to see me immediately or to take pity on me and see me as soon as possible I'd be extremely grateful. 

Fredericksburg Virginia is where I want to see a doctor but I'm willing to travel.",3.5636479471448794,5.214587460122701,5.6607361963190215,76.81030202925909,73.1717791411043,9.18716375648891,27.875884851344967,9.661875296680813,2.741185370457764,648,25,124,17,13,226,100,163,0.145,0.731,0.124,-0.5728,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,10,0,13,4,0,1,0,25,29,18,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,5,15,4,18,19,3,16,0,3,4,1,5,9,0,7,6,84,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579615213680707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634440137927815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287496276253923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518615045898266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303360794759048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031899419804344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097346791585653,0.0,0.15483780766171482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790507507077064,0.14514578743107806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608304104362315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021041801583955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392010474247702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655889975465535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248010940249246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112267716398482,0.3365727876239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443798619603426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705739406873918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134620009104055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032401151771754,0.1514829554101252,0.0,0.4822827938825439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256400902674662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655033908492922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376272139340515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445786549485832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924375942979336,0.0,0.12136794876038022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365783072060038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743562331510383
adhd,singhshaan,2018/03/02,"I made a free iPhone app that helps you stay focused and beat procrastination Hey,

So I originally posted this on /r/theXeffect, and someone suggested that I should post this here! So here's my story: I used to be a really bad procrastinator and I think most people are. I found it too easy to get distracted by Twitter and Facebook and food and literally anything more interesting than my work.

So I set out to change that by studying psychology research for two years, and [building an app based on all of that – **Time 2.**](https://bluecocoa.com/time/)

**Now, it helps me and all my friends stay focused and be super productive.** So, if you decide to try it, please let me know if it helps you! Also very open to feedback and features you want!

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adhd,hi_top_please,2018/03/02,"Guys. Get a whiteboard for yourself. I don't know about you, but I often lose my train of thought even while medicated. This shows especially in maths where I have problems visualizing basic algebra etc.

But the whiteboard, holy shit. It's like two metres wide and I have it on the wall right next to my desk where I usually study. It lets me record every single thought while I try to study, and for some reason feels much better than a plain notebook. It's actually really weird just seeing my thought process written down haha

Math problem? Write every single fucking step. Planning an essay? No problem. Have to make a hard decision? List pros and cons. The list goes on and on. I also have my deadlines written down on the other end so I know when I have to get working.



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adhd,heartbreakinghabits,2018/03/02,"Not sure if you saw this- Free Webinar on How to Get, Afford, and Refill Your Prescriptions With Minimum Hassle (ADDitude) Not doing any advertising but I’ve loved the previous webinars and this one is clearly a perfect topic 


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adhd,Unicorns_For_Sale,2018/03/02,"At 28 years old, I did something I have never done. Puked on the train in public. Thanks Adderall.",0.576666666666668,3.046924210526317,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,96.36842105263159,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-1.032382456140351,76,2,15,0,3,23,18,19,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.6407,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772331579778096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596742479880755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893509491876719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35901539885609113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293481007746074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003110862677291
adhd,doccttttorrrrrrr,2018/03/02,"This is my first time going through all this shit and I have no idea how to deal with it, nobody to ask so i'm here I recently stopped an addiction I have and I am getting severe withdrawal symptoms that include insomnia. Pretty sure my anxiety and stress are making the insomnia worse. I have no appetite cause of the Vyvanse (5'8/male/180 pounds/19 and I take 30 mg) I take therefore I forget to eat. I had my first ever migraine yesterday. I legit feel brain dead. I have gotten maybe 5-8 hours of sleep within the last week. 

I have 3 exams in 3 consecutive days. I can't afford to sleep in because of my Insomnia so I doubled my Vyvanse take this morning. I am currently full of energy and ready to fuck the world but I feel like I will crash miserably during my exam which is at 5 p.m. 

I also don't know what to do about my exam tomorrow because I need to study for that as well which means I can't sleep today after my exam and like I mentioned I need to study for tomorrows exam which is at 9 a.m so I can't even sleep in and study in the morning or i'll get fucked lol. These restless nights with constant thoughts racing in my mind are going to drive me insane.

I honestly think the only solution for myself here is to just push through it and try my best. Any other advice or words of encouragement will be quite helpful. Thank you

Edit: Forgot to mention i've been taking the medication for a couple months now but I will admit that I don't take them at consistent times which I know I should be doing",1.9606799493991147,4.240815833333337,3.6459519291587625,86.50420303605314,80.20915032679737,6.432047227493148,23.59645793801392,7.601502580125103,1.2458179633143582,1199,42,235,19,31,399,171,306,0.128,0.7240000000000001,0.149,0.8652,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,4,14,14,3,3,9,1,28,16,6,4,3,39,55,18,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,4,7,0,0,0,15,10,1,2,9,0,0,4,7,6,1,2,5,2,42,8,36,44,4,36,0,1,0,2,9,11,3,2,23,162,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674674002754153,0.0,0.10464964799148363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085641912476627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282663946725247,0.0,0.08192554486842699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001171233319827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305653083212016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238707523125853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955075778091186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100135988631288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572905383542212,0.0,0.0,0.11849592351078744,0.0,0.06906586660196072,0.11040776682364943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958246415097148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073365141686046,0.09687138667725187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829847133502972,0.07650697389842931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218581946577336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801076363363407,0.11190292545744772,0.0,0.12172638356478725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178191148322736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546463754314404,0.0,0.0,0.12089450855905995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117710583047348,0.08729476138673453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046400685224326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148514120966339,0.0,0.10758890960233912,0.11665523523869202,0.0,0.107884526461985,0.0,0.0,0.10813299600331898,0.0,0.0854802905471016,0.0,0.0,0.1588156099185594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049914921395543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144874707699735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895167334649247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139061609896634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574102145372416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098415381736632,0.10992901358780102,0.0,0.0,0.4286797587146313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953420778950716,0.12267420996514868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093350687143958,0.11131021505703094,0.40260153186254216,0.0,0.0,0.09859647652442717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686206130275172,0.0,0.08501956099625978,0.1248931110177733,0.0,0.10151126154416253,0.0,0.0,0.0727088447640769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590322293885665,0.0,0.09628910752156668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913650723632773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,--Megatron,2018/03/02,"Frustrated with the process of getting diagnosed Since discovering this subreddit a few months back and reading up on symptoms, I'm pretty convinced that I'm ADHD-PI. I had never considered it before but it would honestly make my (25F) whole life until now make way more sense. I have always struggled with mental health so I thought it's finally time to go seek out professional help. 


Went to my GP a couple weeks ago to raise my concerns and he seemed skeptical (which I don't understand considering he told me the last time I had come in to see him was 2009...), but he referred me to the psychologist regardless and gave me a link for some online rating scale that gets sent back to his office. I made a reminder so I wouldn't forget, and he told me to bring a copy of the self-test when I go in to see the psychologist.


A week later, I was able to meet with a private psychologist to discuss my concerns and assessment. I of course forgot to bring a copy of the ADHD rating scale and when she asked me the results, I realized I had no idea since the form was just sent off to my GP. Oh well. This is my first experience with any sort of mental health professional so I was pretty taken aback when she told me her fees at the end of our session and my extended health benefits don't cover much. I paid her fee for the visit, but decided she was way too expensive to continue with for assessment. 


Since then, I've been emailing and calling around to every clinic I can find that seems to have reasonable fees because the good people on this sub have convinced me I can't really afford not to be diagnosed either. The cheapest option I could find was my local university, but the wait is 8-10 months. The other clinic I'm talking with is booking into April, which still feels so long considering I have to book a consultation appointment to start before I can make a diagnostic appointment. I don't have the funds to keep paying to consult either so it feels even more unnecessary to have to wait so long for the free 15 minute meeting. I'm also really stressed that 15 minutes won't be enough time since my initial meeting with the first psychologist was 45 minutes basically describing my life story. 


**Tldr;** After reading so many success stories about how meds and therapy have changed a lot of lives here, I just want this whole process to be done with so I can start living my best life too. I feel more and more anxious and stressed all of the time lately and I really think this will help make the difference for me. :(",7.035787037037039,6.8165802274590215,7.345364298724957,74.5918639951427,64.34836065573772,10.672252580449305,33.442926533090464,10.25414643259724,3.2861860048573166,2013,75,376,42,27,657,238,488,0.051,0.843,0.106,0.9819,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,0,4,26,14,2,3,30,0,37,11,0,8,2,72,80,31,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,16,24,0,4,16,4,8,9,9,5,1,2,24,5,51,10,57,48,16,55,0,0,2,0,31,11,0,6,33,253,67,11,0.07809458424102884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770902836001271,0.0,0.06922613697208957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624522108027546,0.06498095011524345,0.0,0.0,0.05310699526130186,0.0,0.0,0.08822465145272325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952073698785373,0.07300789427140336,0.0,0.0,0.1200998295806995,0.0,0.04760573370560653,0.0,0.132905478502399,0.0,0.08195544810799434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974330200805207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261371515467265,0.06727156935658382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623521709023066,0.08641017207996665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852871825312065,0.0,0.08159221894690978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991787353909223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691686219368967,0.08069258151922867,0.0,0.05158073636363419,0.0,0.0657980554148665,0.0,0.0,0.07639148856356089,0.0,0.0,0.1184609048159196,0.0,0.0,0.08554879980292651,0.14275407038723498,0.13285442692156454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160239406167807,0.0,0.08876590382915353,0.06550203208892166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490326735424542,0.0,0.0,0.1046903073071529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815927990265722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941405470282555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365750930174957,0.08809409258454065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548154314202546,0.0,0.0,0.1379178972878745,0.13822249912012155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639322283296238,0.0,0.07389498385691305,0.2085149655810866,0.07917565099072396,0.0,0.0,0.08674547792799556,0.0,0.15740194574543073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466870415079162,0.0,0.0574085050951853,0.0,0.0602313577450871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414095168755406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890053536590507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623143548923552,0.0,0.15008817117275836,0.08029423923441603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446254540038725,0.14218875293114466,0.08146968315935549,0.0,0.0,0.2584025883653809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055149735283877,0.0,0.062366435853772585,0.0,0.17891416478808142,0.08164141560083825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117017490867963,0.0,0.06276946864266429,0.0,0.0,0.08930796309012001,0.0,0.0,0.05003985626054689,0.0,0.06199837663766741,0.18215032036381745,0.0,0.0,0.2238681657365625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129921634834758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606220914626715,0.12397569193368355,0.1252855297708969,0.0,0.07021641001521486,0.07239446198759321,0.0,0.17437962877344645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055476152001743294,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Shenina,2018/03/02,"I got diagnosed this week, at age 24 So many things make sense now. I am kind of happy to finally know my diagnosis but I am angry, because many things / situations could have been avoided if I knew it earlier.

I failed/ got fired from my internship because of ADHD. Have been a semi-good student, couldn‘t make any real friendships for a long time, have problems at my current job.

Makes me sad.. but I hope that I can cure it somehow.. it would change my entire life.

I haven‘t a lot to say about it... i use reddit kind of as a diary.. in case something somewhen happens.

Bye bye!",1.9932890855457224,4.420485725663717,3.432942477876108,87.22221607669618,81.12389380530973,5.890560471976402,27.11578171091445,7.1686216300943375,1.504864896755162,449,20,87,6,12,147,80,113,0.138,0.7809999999999999,0.08,-0.8333,2,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,4,0,18,22,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,2,14,4,12,14,1,10,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,4,9,57,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497453711213006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032513362787418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779348866122556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162276116524852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953117669222833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646647672220649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772014258241345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607473756613422,0.25950775972011464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346357608401913,0.17270181476003374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113562570796722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099286911406074,0.0,0.0,0.3378848708867615,0.08915992759732641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459113983171862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357257090873407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379261083213511,0.0,0.0,0.3248786905748916,0.3289609676708876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523666155172847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465856338549505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290155150837996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235855779150809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489616910730007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556300162493888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460033624394147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011865906106438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013486025338325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115246849358326,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SirBastardCat,2018/03/02,"Why do pharmacies struggle to get ADHD meds? We are in the U.K. and I thought it was to do with the fact that fewer people medicate and adhd isn’t as accepted here. However, I think lots of you are in the USA and you seem to have more trouble. Insurers not filling scripts, pharmacies refusing to carry stock or refill. 

Why is this seen as acceptable? I had pharmacies mess us about - big names, not independents. My kid used to get two months supplied as it had got difficulty to find a pharmacy and get them on time. I used to get so stressed. Without them he risked exclusion from school. They aren’t a choice if he needs to be in school! The pharmacist said he disapproved of that and called the doctors to stop them doing it. I’m middle aged, boring, sensible and really don’t come across like a dealer. I’ve got all the medical letters and diagnostic proof for my child but still we get treated with suspicion and, I did feel, disapproval. 

One day I tried a different pharmacy. They were a run down looking independent. They have been amazing. Not only will they always ensure they have it in stock, they are knowledgeable, kind and friendly. I can phone them from the appointment if there is a medication change. They put it on fast order so I can get the meds later that day. Other pharmacies wouldn’t do that. They would insist on seeing the script, take 48hrs and were so unfriendly. I never go anywhere else now. They ask about him with compassion and interest. We chat and I can ask for information and help about medication from them. 

Why is it seen as acceptable to treat those who need these medications so badly? No other pharmacy would keep them in stock. They all acted as though I was asking them to get a months supply of crystal meth. Why, in the USA, where medication is common, do you have so much trouble getting your meds? How is that acceptable? Do they treat other neurological disorders like this? 

It makes me very angry. I am passionate about changing peoples views on ADHD but it is an almost insurmountable problem here!!",3.5527500335615514,6.25252940052356,4.447277486910996,80.62357162035174,76.98429319371728,8.315854477111023,26.025238287018393,9.057496981413335,2.4871266478721985,1629,62,293,42,39,525,201,382,0.104,0.759,0.13699999999999998,0.9589,3,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,4,4,18,0,17,23,0,3,18,0,39,9,0,6,5,63,71,30,0,8,9,0,1,2,1,4,8,1,0,2,21,20,0,3,11,1,0,6,10,9,0,2,14,7,42,14,44,52,5,35,0,0,5,1,46,15,0,6,15,207,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877777686623923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799263621855708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641510708748492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385762785867191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664483347461089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150327031201779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688740693745396,0.06875628126146159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295222601266628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339299362742515,0.0914785318087746,0.0816972737030651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667783452071538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040358462313834616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295235646083975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166731600998514,0.0,0.3336135732450694,0.0,0.045362502380121836,0.0,0.12767575559517289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053500433269251337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094605216280506,0.0,0.08311833573140917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799024695215027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702715558636622,0.0,0.0,0.0678585492596552,0.0,0.0,0.053279244701142266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659799616222325,0.482450421519873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742019502559532,0.0,0.058675535012448786,0.11836831542928035,0.06156068921076265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408685407622432,0.06070531095950565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067173064629417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637520389010855,0.0,0.08023930139684167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113356013480407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759253527566002,0.0,0.0,0.16156048782562427,0.06360474313231503,0.07266345933546625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637428893936933,0.06673155966704893,0.0914314379275357,0.08344327607225263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001332632258815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051144256990587764,0.07842094150828595,0.06336670695547397,0.046542613687271785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541912943944629,0.0,0.07797074882873897,0.0,0.0960114243208572,0.13787453360083216,0.0,0.06585834506952729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880939146961135,0.0,0.0,0.07694186240339639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340106814267895,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Buza-WasAlreadyTaken,2018/03/02,"Is medication the way? Context:

21, been trying to overcome my adhd for five years by conventional methods, for five  years never considering medication because my parents are scared that it can and it will cause me addiction and some of that fear got to me.

Didnt make it the last year of liceum in a single institute, i had to change and i did the last year in another one, which basically was a joke.

Now i cannot progress further on my university studies because the amount of work to deal to is hard enough without having concentration issues.

I always loved to know. By extension studying and learning new things. Adhd is a bane, well, you know how it is.

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RANT BEGINS HERE, you can skip to the end


I've been going to a psychologue my parents forced me to go to, to help me deal with my crippling depression. Doesnt help.
Been arguing with parents over meds and finally they stated i can try to take them to see if it helps. Parents still are strongly against and i can't move out and live on my own, even if i found a job, but anyway i don't have any titles nor abilities. My parents know that and tell me they'd prefer me working hard for little money, even as a construction worker, then for me to take meds to keep my studies going and achieve my objectives. I cant do that and they know it (i have knees and back conditions).

Impasse.

Psychiatrist tell me i have working memory issues with high qi, from the psychoattitudinal tests. For 3 years i've been taking appointments to deal with the depression and learning problems (my psychiatrist is specialized in learning disorders). Now she tells me that i may have adhd. I feared i had it long ago so i made some researches looking for solutions.

I finally tell psycho i consider taking substances.

Psychiatrist suggested that i should try natural remedies because neurostimulants are prescribed to younger folks (i don't think this is true). She told me i needed more endorfine and dopamine in my body, that i could get it by doing activities which may give me adrenaline, that may fortify my work memory and the ability to stay concenrated.

She prescribed:
• alpha lipoic acid + B-group vitamins
•coenzime q10 
•omega3 
And some magnesium with a sleep aider inside since she thinks restoring my sleep to a normal rythm is the key to it all. I go to sleep at (3-4 am and wake up at 7-10 depending on the tasks i have. Sometime i sleep in the day.)

Tells me to update her with how are they going.
I notice no change. Maybe the nocebo is playing games on me.

END OF RANT
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1. In a percentage, how much do you think the medications you take are responsable for your concentration. 

2. Does going to a psychiatrist have to be coupled to going to psychologue (you need to be redirected from her to the one that deals the substances). If not is it recommended. 

3. Is anybody of you worried of getting hooked on it, may it be psychological or physical (i always thought i was prone to addiction given my severe depression)

4. Do you think you may have achieved what you have today without medication. ",2.0187369109947646,4.87043067190227,3.533916012216409,82.48338710732988,88.70331588132635,6.983673647469459,25.312587260034906,8.035081973570634,2.1808771553228627,2417,104,436,59,80,793,268,573,0.079,0.872,0.049,-0.9606,6,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,10,5,9,13,15,1,3,25,0,60,15,7,7,3,70,97,28,0,10,8,5,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,26,23,0,1,14,3,1,8,13,8,1,4,16,5,75,7,73,69,10,54,1,3,2,1,44,19,0,13,24,310,101,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297937836471514,0.21463181370465825,0.0,0.05277008237660909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906807574353713,0.0,0.0,0.040482693925893584,0.06242278494691372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577518100530032,0.0,0.1088674855679128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612482244826434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061154089808918385,0.12595047896165176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047530157521308965,0.06586922365284148,0.0,0.03839216471921679,0.2454927957164932,0.15382026493214485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682269630778551,0.0,0.052095429167976166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545247899527256,0.06151078711307744,0.0,0.0786384977122889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397643647530652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042522406358115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527197954716565,0.0,0.0,0.0622043240474247,0.0571069566996612,0.23682737355624836,0.0,0.04761187620029971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665503961052417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197058592809752,0.06289710581349156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426848250186448,0.059074707913603725,0.052913329343213064,0.0,0.0,0.13086534104012928,0.09705039618482376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966507131847304,0.05256640858079478,0.05268250536506445,0.049990518857081286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537284843967349,0.05632907678958988,0.0397369851610601,0.0,0.05980625948298266,0.0,0.13224964489652868,0.2398823450347119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632713636618695,0.04376167262102633,0.08828203215223418,0.04591349234386317,0.05749480364181615,0.0,0.0,0.05832712446364155,0.0,0.0677757223875982,0.0,0.0,0.08067864061853977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305071623983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569625256641282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059600286914634,0.0,0.04743799857147101,0.0,0.0,0.0672523750196385,0.0,0.04924413838037741,0.0,0.2382934540330376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058877059488402175,0.0,0.0,0.0634514551295187,0.047541031487369816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379715318068447,0.0,0.2601608424934494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03954933354517366,0.15257863301240518,0.0,0.04726046527346753,0.0,0.0,0.05642783137029871,0.05688382097733661,0.0,0.1212516434846482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472524378954965,0.0,0.0,0.05352495318620122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147703073396812,0.0,0.1733552774892175,0.06045598181546909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916780369634323
adhd,Nathan-Cola,2018/03/02,"Went in for depression (college), doctors told me I have adhd, it makes a LOT of sense, but it took a while. GO SEE SOMEONE ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS IT HELPS!      My parents grew up EXTREMELY poor, so they grew up thinking ADHD is just a hyperactive kid with behavioral problems. I was a reader, so they thought I was normal, even though I had problems with daydreaming during class and listening to instructions. 
     All my highschool career I discussed with them and teachers about problems with paying attention to anything, constant accidental daydreaming, difficulty with completing things, etc. But to them it was laziness or lack of effort. 
     Fast forward I'm a junior in college, was feeling suicidal and went to see my college doctors. Besides depression, they told me a lot of issues I have are ADHD related. I told them no, I can sit still, focus on TV, etc! Fast forward a month and I'm officially diagnosed with medication, and accepted ADHD is a part of me. I ended up changing the meds but now my life FINALLY MAKES SENSE and it is AMAZING to finally have an answer to everything, and work with medication to actually be productive.
     Seriously, I could have very easily never talked to someone and never gotten diagnosed, and I encourage ANYONE who thinks they may have ADHD or any other problems to go see someone, changed my life.

TLDR: Parents thought ADHD is just crazy misbehaving kids so it took until Junior year of college (20 yrs old) to get accidentally diagnosed. Now that I have accepted the diagnosis and am looking into ADHD, my entire life makes sense.

Edit: oh btw, I heard you're supposed to go through like a 6 month observation, but I had *lots* of meetings with a therapist and 2 psychiatrists (who ALL work together in constant communication) over about a month and a half and they all agreed I definitely have ADHD so I got diagnosed by the head psychiatrist. I was lucky my Uni has an amazing and active mental health program",5.732400000000003,7.9387520400000025,6.782714285714286,68.69778571428574,68.6,9.8,35.35714285714286,10.125756701596842,4.249942857142857,1554,80,241,42,28,519,178,350,0.154,0.725,0.121,-0.9207,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,8,3,14,15,0,0,17,0,25,13,1,3,5,61,54,27,1,8,8,2,1,1,0,1,12,2,0,2,11,23,0,0,9,1,2,11,3,8,0,1,19,7,36,7,41,32,10,40,0,2,4,0,25,11,0,7,22,176,47,17,0.0,0.0,0.06147881053712389,0.0,0.6057090569248961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284208955861101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405099202161356,0.0,0.05184354637231614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329107271128646,0.0,0.06605419220966667,0.1361610126519689,0.0,0.05030029051402511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852343601796274,0.25577427273355835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896612593988788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579920839214866,0.0,0.1405230743588336,0.04161083706424983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662024416249151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03185464029328397,0.0,0.0,0.1380266130574835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032914845373816184,0.0,0.10741287798965628,0.0,0.05038677188728407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465606864588988,0.06696594331519595,0.0,0.0,0.04222750222925721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575552341456542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349606877031986,0.03077856688055128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290404561210868,0.0,0.0,0.1606807757452213,0.0,0.0,0.1261587591114162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997868201562035,0.1269315343529217,0.06348907731595194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085774751813547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971788070500038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061726521820457736,0.0,0.0,0.06610779300554982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990785768508368,0.06822274794575639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30141196018903416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506082811831077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601388220166642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031179823208086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891166079863244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063692991674496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314773483618177,0.041854331454013,0.08073557891446101,0.061897077836654574,0.10002976034815987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059730095098345,0.13999040478459146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198151198594154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680306930412836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172934905525787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056986741563472
adhd,Dinosarahsrex,2018/03/02,"I CANNOT sleep A WINK. Yesterday (March 1st) I got back on my Vyvanse after not having it for three weeks because there was fuckery between the doctor and insurance. 

I'm prescribed Klonopin for essentially XR anti-anxiety and Xanax PRN for when anxiety overrides the Klonopin and also for sleep. These meds are perfectly normal for me and I've had nothing but success for years since I started them. However, this is the longest I've gone without my Vyvanse after cold-turkey and not by my own will of course. First time I took Vyvanse I couldn't sleep but I build up tolerance fast so this isn't unexpected nor abnormal in my case. 

I took my usual Klonopin 2mg, Xanax 1mg, and now working on 8oz of coffee and I'm FINALLY starting to feel relaxed and sleepy. 

I do have a blue-light filter for nighttime on my phone which does help. And this is just commentary, more or less. Also open for discussion til I pass out!",4.2963563402889235,6.052167977528093,5.013515248796152,81.76370786516856,71.47191011235954,8.007062600321026,31.253611556982346,8.634040054169528,2.5885252006420543,732,33,135,13,14,236,119,178,0.032,0.887,0.081,0.8479,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,0,5,0,12,6,3,0,1,22,21,18,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,6,1,17,3,23,13,3,28,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,17,91,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712517800930466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948100921635103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040888442495047,0.0,0.10338417042645154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735887309485208,0.14841463544727773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575285243367199,0.0,0.0,0.18578416947205947,0.0,0.1442583029988046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564144421277094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367664911512135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838296515479835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616810826237888,0.16273197216901786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029159491273918,0.0,0.5091555536823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008189672915944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889281341707304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768548761843671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867860751391472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360397115387516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634845282593584,0.0,0.12346793529843665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092142878310903
adhd,SoftCatsMeow,2018/03/02,"I feel like I’m failing school because of ADD. So I kept thinking that my phone is my main distraction, because I downloaded Calm and it had a masterclass on “phone addiction”.  Yesterday I had a test. Obviously only studied on the day (thanks ADD!). So I sat down and locked my phone (using an app with which you cannot open your phone with). 

And I still couldn’t concentrate. 
It took me 30 minutes to read 5 pages. 
I kept drifting off. I had to reread 5 times because I had no clue what I read. It was quiet ( I used headphones). But I still looked all around the room, or daydreaming. 
I hate having ADD. I can’t study at all. I had my IQ tested and it was high, but my mum is always angry that I am “lazy”. She refuses to understand. 
I always doubt myself and feel invalidated and like “I’m faking it”. Well this sort of confirms it. My phone wasn’t distracting me and I just couldn’t focus. I know I definitely have ADD. I’m not lazy. I wish I lived in the US and could get meds. 
My question is, if you didn’t have meds in high school: how did you manage?",0.754305555555554,2.9883832268518518,2.6153703703703712,92.3416666666667,84.78703703703705,6.007407407407408,20.11111111111111,7.333567415737692,0.5104944444444453,811,24,180,13,24,269,119,216,0.152,0.787,0.061,-0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,4,0,1,8,11,1,3,6,0,22,1,0,3,3,43,41,15,0,5,6,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,16,0,3,6,2,0,2,8,6,1,0,14,4,38,5,15,24,4,19,0,1,1,0,14,12,0,5,7,116,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589595223623598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265898657152465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980597816174982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666618233999888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642115554523808,0.0,0.0,0.09403840453275332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745656514202335,0.10417003528676562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618215111389963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439618066793591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081224267340126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013593379047328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247537283153688,0.0,0.12875703235562744,0.0,0.122447605376401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32393447196968705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089863348062508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334581091219955,0.0,0.2917082755730524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951444781540873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328955808358413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424656492538645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343215809275013,0.0,0.0,0.08502571150616688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200547276882502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179822250337716,0.17539710426348212,0.2518741297332336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311049073979738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676796838294946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,5tud,2018/03/02,"[bad/good]Stopped going to lectures but grades are improving? TL;DR
- I Don´t show up for school, -> grades improving & better grasp on calculations & overall understanding of the concepts. 
- Is this a step in the wrong direction?
/TL;DR


This is a silly question but I wanted to ask if someone has the same take on school/Uni? 
(Sorry for horrible formatting)

I wanted to know if it is fine for me to keep on going, studying from home without lectures or if this might be a mistake?
I am going against my own advice here. So I feel as if I am doing something wrong.

 * After I quit showing up for lectures and spent my time learning on my own instead, my grades have improved drastically. 

 * I just Got a 100% on a test I failed on last semester. The first test I score a perfect score on since I was 10 years old. Currently at Uni doing engineering and the test was on Physics. I couldn't believe it!

 * Is this something I should change? Seems like its going well so far. I also have better overall understanding now on everything in comparison to my last semester as I have time to read up on the concepts as well as doing the homework.


Some things that may provide insight.

1)
Started on medication this semester, attention span and cognitive skills seem better, I think.

2)
 Scored 100% on a test I got 10% last semester(Although my second time through the course)

3)
 I always overthink every problem(notation/bad sentances etc.) and need constant feedback which isn't available during lectures. Although I  can always verify everything as I study when at home.

4). 
My notes are a lot better as I write everything down by subject - > technique and then attach all the problem types I find on the subject. I also start the week by learning up & towards the weeks home assignment rather than keeping up with lectures/ taking notes there & then trying to do the homework.

Didn't have the time to read up on all the concepts and noting down different problem types last semester.(When going to lectures)

We have 5 Assignments per week, 4 of which are very time consuming do to all of the reading required. To put this into some context.

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adhd,pakmann,2018/03/02,"Forgetting to take my meds & how to tell when a higher dose is needed I've been on Adderall for a little over two years now and sometimes forget to take my meds in the morning because I get distracted by other things. Then I realize how easily I'm being distracted, which triggers me to take them, but sometimes doesn't happen until noon. This is also a problem when it comes time to refilling my prescription. My doctor writes three scripts, but if I don't fill them within 2 weeks of the earliest fill date, it expires. Does this ever happen to anyone else?

Secondly, I've only increased my dose once since I was diagnosed, and still only take half of what's perscribed because it's usually too late in the day when I consider taking a second dose.  I'm starting to think my dose isn't high enough anymore because I'm still so easily distracted and forgetful all the time. However, I feel like there are no clear signs that tell me if the dose is the problem, or if it's something else. Any help on this as well would be appreciated. ",7.9996534653465305,6.8651548069306925,8.17710891089109,72.41516831683172,62.81188118811882,11.446336633663368,36.041584158415844,10.577609850970193,3.741152871287129,829,32,151,17,10,272,122,202,0.098,0.784,0.118,0.7391,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,3,10,0,12,7,0,3,3,28,28,19,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,5,1,5,2,1,16,2,19,23,3,31,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,20,101,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568785384236428,0.0,0.1296458628235573,0.0,0.08136932760667691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866535174552732,0.08366537762594592,0.1226004231877259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882126014406866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030719651650081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716740971552077,0.0,0.0,0.12144704428424237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247169850819613,0.10471067094841112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991236614041555,0.0,0.0,0.1236353340790692,0.0,0.0,0.10823456438352892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060501032711559224,0.08548137149917617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251466405907012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116205861373477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020205126090749,0.12642180428551728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497576062164687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845726288259945,0.11992548578105555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658188879710233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872247495594211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127428394981887,0.0,0.18200564608069505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898685648503955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989796389518071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211606609233383,0.2366831985440235,0.0,0.08469224215427114,0.0,0.1911128628414147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449827373344666,0.0,0.20916703677902565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949329369616398,0.07666992714277032,0.0,0.0,0.13954328444321482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688529629175792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178279347381697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597981646433557,0.0,0.10758398289680808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499929556129435,0.0,0.0,0.07705373072865719
adhd,gothboiiii,2018/03/02,"Have any of you been diagnosed at a young age? If so did you think it was normal to be that way? I was diagnosed when I was 5 (and again a few months ago) .  I feel like because of this I grew up not really knowing what a life without adhd felt like, I’m kinda thankful that I was diagnosed at an early age so I didn’t have to struggle thinking that I was just stupid or something. Also I feel that being diagnosed at 5 helped me normalize having adhd, I’m 16 now and I don’t really have a problem coping or whatever, I’ve had since childhood to get used to having adhd. Also I had years to experiment with meds to find what works best for me lol. Can anyone relate?

Also sorry if this doesn’t make sense, I’m really bad at explaining things lol",1.8213917050691213,3.642623180645163,4.182050691244239,84.79879032258064,78.48387096774194,7.267281105990782,22.03917050691244,8.192908349453996,1.2613686635944703,583,17,119,11,14,203,92,155,0.09,0.7879999999999999,0.122,0.7163,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,9,8,1,1,5,2,20,5,0,2,0,24,34,12,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,11,3,14,4,16,21,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,13,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44232542691266136,0.0,0.10875158166239422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943300175416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342903395479646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578320401683083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243565566304587,0.07478676498691228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874883674627247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980849604793003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000807166491785,0.0,0.0,0.12406499748386125,0.08764516624470843,0.1177954656435401,0.0,0.11213055951407327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409710125254721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223221027749429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742368109894734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665503300622195,0.11987398970559167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189223499631883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627378818687055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979248543484806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404076989673991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739160680568808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357827074827883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148511609755766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944478052337866,0.0,0.13733421130295426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128255503832717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129505473265532,0.0,0.0,0.08150551189280895,0.15722135460736142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595921328258934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738050666407748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826258259359815,0.0,0.08931509942474665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900419613123827
adhd,ellywashere,2018/03/02,"Just got diagnosed today, at age 30 Just got back from the psychiatrist a few hours ago and I'm still processing. I went in after a recommendation from my psychologist/therapist, and up until today I was doing a lot of reading and YouTube-watching about ADHD. Even though everything just made so much sense, even though everyone from me to my mum to every friend I talked to agreed that the symptom list was like someone wrote down my entire personality, even though my therapist said ""you definitely have it"", I was still holding this voice in the front of my mind that said ""you don't have ADHD, you're over-reacting, you're normal, you're just lazy and looking for an excuse, you've latched onto this idea and now you're just going to be disappointed"". So right now I'm just trying to let go of that imposter-syndrome-esque thought.

And binge watching more ADHD channels on YouTube.",9.090180722891567,7.9220632891566325,8.567560240963857,70.59543674698797,60.686746987951814,11.432530120481927,37.01506024096385,10.411451182825502,3.7175927710843366,710,27,127,13,8,226,103,166,0.016,0.907,0.076,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,20,3,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,1,0,20,22,12,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,5,12,2,22,9,4,24,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,1,13,85,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461210837022487,0.0,0.10968479430222904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514560308776794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558977442002928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451800449424361,0.0,0.10425319813202996,0.1182353697781912,0.11120623846921122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559838473714193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064442027839275,0.0,0.19792649972014856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185536424181725,0.0,0.0,0.13968325989148014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652878494781014,0.0,0.060451322647714564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039073568005486,0.0,0.0,0.10519620634662316,0.0,0.11708231108692167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493842411541076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096044280359904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123533564675347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080417941498003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376981884810136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567015318530644,0.2354031780125932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048413942915083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763199240027515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860942886245436,0.0,0.09945457825137156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873348415923578,0.0,0.0,0.364710959848364,0.09823282774418557,0.0,0.0,0.2345751531180305,0.0,0.0,0.08400884854607173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470482131526648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,squetchy,2018/03/02,"What’s your experience with sensory sensitivity? I’ve seen people on here talk about sensory issues caused by light, sounds, etc. Just curious to know what kind of different things each of us are sensitive to!

I personally don’t relate to sounds and visuals triggering sensory overload, but I do CRINGE touching certain materials to the point of feeling highly uncomfortable even minutes later. Ie., I’m incredibly sensitive to corduroy, fleece (particularly in blankets), and whatever those alphabet foam mats are made from. I’ve also always hated wearing mitts, the way my nails touch the material genuinely makes me shiver just thinking about it. Really weird. Last thing I can think of is that I also freak out a more-than-reasonable amount when I touch spoiled fruits or veggies that have gone squishy or moldy... not sure if that’s related though, but it also makes my skin crawl.",8.199025974025973,9.653613967532472,8.116000000000003,64.30400000000002,61.92207792207793,12.134025974025974,37.477922077922074,11.792908689023552,5.117607272727274,717,34,110,23,10,231,116,154,0.13,0.8320000000000001,0.038,-0.947,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,0,11,6,1,0,4,0,7,3,2,5,2,24,18,12,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,10,10,3,17,15,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,3,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309954320275892,0.1494822590932056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454888578013506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876948427343848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035598864901985,0.1186563905829743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757310760418554,0.0,0.0,0.09083587130640668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736607565718074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980890457112706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750675592560925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707666285672275,0.09873032593427293,0.14643781418702365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998811348552614,0.2398340440892617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454591312313194,0.15686247217550536,0.0,0.0,0.1698262587514547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508767236286095,0.1847089685768569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931694284613294,0.0,0.0,0.14439496434178034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870146581903026,0.23022349612494,0.1765041119550296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609548242289184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259691855862067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,concludingcodicil,2018/03/02,Did you tell your college you have adhd? Did you get any accommodations? So I'm already in my junior year but I never went to the disability office or whatever it is because I didn't really know what they would even do. Do they just tell you professors? I feel like adhd has a really bad rap in college especially (Adderall abuse) and I wouldn't want my teachers to view me differently based on their own perceptions. But it'd be really nice to be able to take tests in a quiet room alone if that's even a thing in college. I guess that would create cheating potential though. Idk. I know all schools aren't the same but I'm just curious about your process and what you get out of it.,2.541712521055586,4.739373401459853,4.109781021897813,84.36765861875352,77.75912408759123,7.719034250421113,24.40707467714767,8.617729084823388,1.7551329590117914,544,19,110,12,13,181,88,137,0.114,0.794,0.092,-0.4719,1,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,7,3,0,7,4,1,0,5,0,15,0,0,0,2,22,26,9,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,3,19,2,12,16,3,10,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,3,3,75,27,7,0.17319144483171248,0.2052035416509412,0.0,0.0,0.4162849209785256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793741050387649,0.19112106604989149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777612147326805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460762222299642,0.10557589726453903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094819792915467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878263180785624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757079832757596,0.12372800279306236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809707634225903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907899022582714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036297746386585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461259170698672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357591916811726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33285262313878666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752789884196443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302184125721968,0.0,0.30275391300970506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506070026688205,0.0,0.1701597152061625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215280139735117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605502044898341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460604666062831,0.0,0.0,0.11152961216705623
adhd,eleni_farrell,2018/03/02,"Diagnosed after undergrad but planning on going to law school... Any ADHDers with law school experience? Long story short: grew up as a stereotypical Type A oldest sibling, exceptionally smart but didn’t always excel in school, did well enough that I was able to fly under the radar, undergrad threw me for a bit of a loop as I was in a combined BS/ MS program and felt like I completely lost the inability to organize my life, left program but managed to finish BS in three years total, now I’m looking to go to law school. 

Does anyone have successful law school experience? My biggest concern is all the reading. I take 5mg of adderall as needed (kids dosing because I’m smol hooman) and am not too keen on medication in general. Will I have to consider extended release options? 

Any advice appreciated! ",5.792137592137589,7.585439000000001,6.95862407862408,69.13674447174449,67.78378378378378,9.706142506142507,34.400491400491404,10.018931242160765,3.885343243243243,644,31,104,16,11,217,104,148,0.063,0.784,0.153,0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,8,0,9,4,0,0,2,18,19,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,7,2,8,6,24,11,4,21,0,1,1,0,1,11,0,1,7,63,9,14,0.1398749574346415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668418955320993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638716973483815,0.0,0.0,0.1902395351444525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780382249305312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526647577974053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527072262222701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466562316377912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197013745143794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240551785175915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452822196297224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736490965421705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430189445974666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898832345953154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197455052133987,0.0,0.0987978190300206,0.06833583884555924,0.0,0.0,0.12378493572144066,0.11745973583687602,0.0,0.1526900392586277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409093040235385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371550858863653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991280958461672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7078046224571803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516856033761468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576438504082013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007488660728907
adhd,915366432,2018/03/02,"Frustrated from seeing psychologist Been really busy this week but I thought I would share my experience. I went to a doctor to tell her how I have been feeling and suspected that I had ADHD for a long time and was met with suspicion. I felt like I was trying to convince her because no matter what I said she was thinking “there’s no way she has ADHD. ” She also kept correcting me on what I was saying and said that a person with ADHD would not struggle with motivation but instead the focus to complete a task. Then each time she interrupted me I reacted by interrupting her back. My point to her was that I struggle with having the desire to start/finish a task and just happened to use the “wrong” word? It just resulted in me not opening up and telling her how I really felt because I was met with disapproving looks and a dismissive attitude.  She also took my self survey and said “yeah...I think you definitely have something. ”

Any thoughts on this? Did I use the wrong wording or anything? This was my first time seeing a psychologist for anything and to be honest, I thought it would have helped more than it did. ",5.8011748998664885,6.717165485981307,6.4172229639519385,76.27981308411219,67.03738317757009,9.478771695594123,31.64085447263017,9.606745405546679,2.938902269692924,890,35,163,18,14,291,114,214,0.134,0.743,0.123,-0.5659,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,9,9,1,2,11,0,21,1,0,7,1,47,43,16,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,3,1,4,0,2,11,15,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,25,10,33,4,22,14,2,17,0,0,3,0,23,6,0,1,9,126,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975032515816185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763364435509418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749749172341681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145546300081905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477672986718607,0.0,0.13441679111717833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155967798235972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284725742807444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784729025370722,0.0,0.0,0.05574655774541062,0.0,0.21171778860510132,0.0,0.0,0.09378001535981607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749518889591913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738993713253153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386339761272968,0.0,0.0,0.0975692597598577,0.09258363637221947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096267506850049,0.0,0.0,0.10422346595036502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412600876920002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31462376060365305,0.08767655426512466,0.0,0.0,0.1757126155270862,0.0,0.11501653825287125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487712304314496,0.0,0.0,0.0780367004700621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051797027626136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272964066298615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128963851502233,0.0,0.26258253555058764,0.192865908618904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249366359621044,0.0748536477620928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904440904916644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751264495423072,0.08843724050847036,0.0,0.0,0.10220440394011614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495887223532996,0.2410857901290339,0.0,0.0
adhd,keekee0102,2018/03/02,"Sometimes I feel like I just need a little ""push"" to get started on things I'm really struggling through uni right now. It's my last semester and I'm struggling to find the motivation to do any of my school work. Call it senioritis, call it crippling ADHD, call it whatever you want lol. 

  

Recently (ie the last year or so) I've been finding it harder and harder to get my schoolwork done. Every time I go to sit down and try and get work done, it's just like my brain is screaming ""LALALALA I DON'T WANNA DO WORK!!!"" and it feels like there's almost a physical barrier between my brain and the work I need to get done. 

   

Sometimes (a lot of times) I just need a little push to break through the barrier. However since trying to get off the meds (I literally stopped eating when on them) I've found myself using alcohol and weed more as that push.

  

Like tonight, I have to finish a lab due tomorrow. I was completely mentally blocked from doing it and my brain wouldn't spend more than 5 seconds at a time thinking about it. But then, out of frustration, I threw back two shots of vodka and got it done in under an hour. 

  

I know it's problematic as hell, but we all gotta survive somehow and I'm making sure not too rely too heavily on it and reduce my usage of alcohol/weed to once a week. 

  

tl;dr: To break through the mental barrier keeping me from getting started on school work, I use a quick hit of alcohol/weed",4.150053380782921,5.257023249110322,5.216902135231319,82.68457028469753,70.95729537366549,8.609323843416371,29.708362989323845,8.982922981607832,2.3793557295373664,1107,44,221,21,20,365,154,281,0.076,0.868,0.055,-0.5518,1,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,1,7,16,10,2,2,15,1,13,5,3,4,2,48,42,19,0,6,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,14,13,2,6,8,1,1,5,3,5,0,2,9,3,24,5,38,30,4,43,1,0,0,0,6,13,1,4,26,138,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134924970093953,0.0,0.0,0.270371978539231,0.08444512802171583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734784491325925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484519004525187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824232327608049,0.2583335675796353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841925334963506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34519880441113665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629147528039566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105234741599842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528038618694,0.12049189983241787,0.0,0.0,0.15415367126351254,0.0,0.0,0.09246438409223677,0.0,0.0,0.2643562161354181,0.0,0.04792714463822212,0.0,0.06744705521234201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304886401324296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749571016833414,0.0,0.0,0.04634600958268898,0.13748173674819958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647991027798466,0.16904325897747516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169504182230875,0.0,0.0,0.05629147275891565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367252262464557,0.0,0.169971250100677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759068866914366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980956397097165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402447845385819,0.0,0.08326650445026458,0.0,0.0,0.07201805383577417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069457066005053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975932026397685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681066149750298,0.0,0.119379567492476,0.0,0.0,0.07050433605484471,0.0,0.17632175261805774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948079357990291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602564519849496,0.05403578007364149,0.0,0.0,0.14752192632619798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451017330622502,0.0,0.08237895090864747,0.0,0.0,0.14566949279919222,0.0,0.0,0.04974049865719112,0.0,0.0676450917230898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069691825149216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430627891107795
adhd,UnnassignedMinion,2018/03/02,"I watch Kipper the Dog and I’m 23M You read me right. I watch a tv show that has a runtime of 7 minutes and is about 2 dogs 2 pigs and occasionally something else that was written and produced for 4 year olds.  

Why? You may ask...why because it helps me focus.  I’m a writer, and my hyper focus spurts can last minutes or days. When things are slow and my mind wandering, I watch kipper because for some reason it helps my mind wander in a way that’s not too taxing on my subconscious rather it stimulates it.  After as few as 1 or as many as 10 episodes, I’ll get another spurt that could last a paragraph, a page, a short story, or even a week.  Anyway, I have rather mild ADHD, but if it helps me perhaps it will help you, even if it’s just a little. ",1.4729204339963855,3.1245871962025333,3.3000361663652846,91.50405063291142,78.9367088607595,5.780108499095843,21.4122965641953,6.5431188927421005,0.26792079566003624,579,16,129,5,14,194,100,158,0.0,0.914,0.086,0.8765,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,9,0,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,3,0,24,13,17,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,14,0,11,8,3,15,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,7,9,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461707759403824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785303997201613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916828399386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757544147271945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359371906949989,0.0,0.0,0.10980235052430047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422287451530021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490765898874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895279861314677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564815005600397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775660528220833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706432841930673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261492922179186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438241700151821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786571722029171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703041139652443,0.0,0.0,0.1750536212703846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539943564821106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107295703299626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311187625625042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514290707166174,0.13657072965810998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30726279780962384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964059545167514
adhd,themissgrimreefer,2018/03/02,"Urination Problems While Taking Adderall? Okay so I've been on Adderall for YEARS. I used to take it daily when I was in school every day. Now I only have class three days a week so that's when I take it. I've noticed on days I take it vs. days I don't it's hard for me to pee? I know my bladder is full and I feel like I have to pee but I sit on the toilet and it takes forever to start the stream sometimes. 

Sorry if this is weird I just wanted to know if anyone else had this problem while on adderall or any other stimulants.",-0.92120652173913,1.1990393304347862,1.3731250000000017,98.01968750000002,94.82608695652176,3.9184782608695663,16.752717391304348,5.602791699666715,-0.6291630434782602,413,11,95,3,16,138,72,115,0.094,0.865,0.041,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,8,4,4,2,0,16,19,12,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,13,2,12,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,13,61,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093742486022187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246053127158724,0.1647958703713219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149046183600055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435815113645713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355115806322452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132370251935142,0.11490153663801835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407779826109313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678292816355964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857652743589877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311327608745587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232330883734555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30779737407809377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277499559625827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907128496044068,0.1800431511262319,0.11384081226327415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046446788660128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891098561137252,0.0,0.0,0.0948654596168112,0.0,0.12901323650490815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357335065102614
adhd,gpanz398,2018/03/02,"Afraid to stop taking medication (even though I want to)...I need your help guys <3 I’ve been on Vvyvanse for something like 8 years now and I think that I’m ready to stop taking it. The thing is I am so afraid that when I stop taking it I’m going to become a different person and that school, work, and life is gonna fall apart, which is why I can’t bring myself to stop taking it. I’m tired of the constant state of being anxious and tense feeling that I get when taking the meds. 

Here’s some background info about me. I was diagnosed with adhd in 7th grade after my math teacher suggest that I might have it due to my poor grades. In my defense I just *reallyyy* don’t like math. So I got tested and boom, I was told I had ADHD, and my mother was adamant that I take medication. 13 year-old me was so opposed to taking anything because I didn’t want to become addicted to anything and I didn’t want it to change who I was. My mother didn’t give me a choice and as a 13 year old, I couldn’t really say no. So I took it and I started performing better in all areas of life. I started listening to my parents and what they told me to do, my grades improved, I lost weight. I was happy because my mom was happy that I was doing better on it even though I didn’t want to take it. Eventually I accepted the fact that I took it so I didn’t have to deal with her yelling at me, and it did help so it wasn’t that bad. Dosage went up from 30-50 over the course of a few years and 50mg has been the magic number. 

Flash forward to senior year of high school, I was going through a bit of a rough patch in my life and I was at odds with my parents. I decided that I would purposefully almost fail English to send out a silent beacon that I was not okay and that was a **huge mistake**. I come home from school to my mother in the living room on her laptop looking at my grades. She saw my D in English and she flipped her shit on me. I can’t forget her screaming **“WE’RE UPPING YOUR MEDICATION”**. To a depressed senior with an external locus of control that just killed me because she didn’t see how badly I was hurting. So when my prescription ran out, she picked up the new one like she normally does and in the morning before school I went to take it and I noticed the color of the pill was different and it said 60 instead of 50. I lost my mind and I refused to take it. My mom had to drag my father out of bed at 6am, who only got home at 3am because of his job to calm me down and to get be to take the fucking pill... and she succeeded. After that prescription ran out I took over making the doctors appointments and controlling my prescription. 

Now two years later at my second year of college, I feel that I’m ready to stop taking it, but because of everything I’ve went through I’m afraid to stop. I don’t want to have to worry about taking it everyday, being able to do, last minute sleep overs with my friends, not having to remember to call the doctor the 3 out of the 7 days she’s open to get a refill. To not worry about having my medication because my mother has me believing I can’t function without it. 

***
I forgot to call my doctor yesterday because I was so busy with work and school that I had to contact her today while she was closed and she basically yelled at me to call her during office hours and wouldn’t understand that I work and am in college so I’m very busy and she was so terse with me. That’s when I realized enough is enough with this fucking medication. ",2.2952804597701197,3.826392720000001,3.868431034482761,88.84958908045981,76.28275862068966,6.654022988505747,23.531609195402304,7.365786028017652,0.8723816091954029,2722,83,585,33,60,906,281,725,0.08,0.858,0.062,-0.9149,5,0,1,0,1,0,71.0,0,2,1,12,28,29,5,3,27,1,58,21,2,5,2,92,121,47,1,11,7,9,4,3,1,4,16,7,4,2,41,43,1,12,9,0,1,15,19,17,0,3,47,15,103,12,100,66,6,90,0,5,4,2,50,39,3,3,40,395,144,26,0.049507815588348436,0.0,0.0,0.05397082661934376,0.1189975470211063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957492592258587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592973977538647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148142777987936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267391614686463,0.2112565340740841,0.10935498537160712,0.04212750464276812,0.05577835466094933,0.0,0.08757127935586939,0.0540497122106576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165904506396566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237270439039088,0.0426465994077833,0.0,0.05350036067729845,0.11105444983467733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0319284453750896,0.05104038399069976,0.042641009021731686,0.05024939069084252,0.0,0.10345026017682636,0.0,0.1520200412413309,0.04332462304864556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230961555213514,0.0,0.06539889055355005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449443236843018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006527820977258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038249615514111546,0.09153835550623186,0.07759737085553517,0.04749240791338051,0.05627286501383274,0.0,0.07919184550205326,0.0,0.0,0.0490205210401438,0.0,0.10540398057577413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636809041781219,0.0523077253367823,0.09932075131132208,0.0,0.0487552257645067,0.0,0.052999140532323935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912886779017102,0.0,0.054773062755381866,0.0,0.0,0.04035547742462857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490650281030024,0.0725610538803246,0.0,0.04371630818974009,0.0,0.04157409623223944,0.0,0.1080872579972156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304685133971096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054992022380549344,0.249369578594494,0.0,0.0525199686840146,0.0499887806524495,0.11596591052727215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670941794750685,0.0,0.047814956797952564,0.0,0.0,0.04850714777203693,0.0,0.05636497618292704,0.10390024869798033,0.0,0.03354777711500299,0.03765292466255063,0.0,0.0,0.1099451407117878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322831496627856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03171597438596596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056082704089732864,0.0,0.04709326980021336,0.039370602054070884,0.0,0.25052276235768983,0.0394513192254216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081906125501285,0.0,0.0,0.049543569540681516,0.0,0.0,0.038113535172940666,0.0,0.0,0.07008377337752286,0.0,0.0,0.2483445038705744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839083079839714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032890792820708566,0.03172260919103628,0.09728235490128607,0.0,0.0,0.0569019511249244,0.046927620380820864,0.09461367881098834,0.16501501424229495,0.0,0.0,0.048361942062854296,0.051539382014362964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408491327382761,0.14600496168639873,0.0,0.0,0.06028718190343513,0.0,0.13768272314393645,0.04467310312036818,0.0,0.0,0.04772376753664871,0.0,0.10812683815066658,0.10055517979304987,0.0,0.03516893174534059,0.0,0.0,0.2231698704298194
adhd,spicyycrab,2018/03/02,"One tiny little problem with Concerta... Has anyone else had their sex drive absolutely demolished by Concerta? 

24/F. In a great relationship (2.5 years) with a history of wonderful sex. Life has been going really well so I almost feel bad complaining.  I just have zero desire to have sex. I can get there if I try, it just feels like it isn’t worth the effort.  At first I thought it was a side effect of birth control so I took a break from it, and then started a new brand but when that didn’t change anything, doctor said it was probably the Concerta which makes total sense since there was definite correlation between dosage increase and sexytimes decrease.  
I really don’t wanna ditch the Concerta. It’s 100% responsible for me getting my shit together and holding down a job I love and am good at. But I don’t want to spend my twenties in celibacy when my relationship is otherwise perfect. Bf knows all of this, and doesn’t push the issue (because he is too good for this world). 

Anyone been there done that? ",3.700052083333333,6.139137234375003,4.672083333333337,80.56458333333337,75.09375,8.225,27.333333333333336,8.998388855275968,2.498414583333333,807,32,146,19,18,262,129,192,0.05,0.75,0.2,0.9825,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,5,12,11,1,0,10,0,20,7,1,3,3,29,34,13,0,5,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,11,7,0,2,6,0,2,5,5,4,1,3,11,3,14,7,18,23,3,22,0,0,0,4,8,8,1,3,9,98,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461932886481386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159341500397712,0.15821131109882167,0.12706628848972162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892591558498226,0.0941269139848434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334532534295185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318396529429733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804519666145142,0.0,0.15801505875288738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898975684412356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614868952730945,0.1103105479391532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313410827011268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134572306562894,0.0,0.08775477179054186,0.2590235948633335,0.0,0.1702375903111446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116394214207258,0.15322811732419805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848597078968819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906436238494638,0.07543693539901633,0.1547594033222181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936107010185333,0.0,0.10306988624088816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913015788151204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463222457514383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648011578924574,0.1477495340021094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978380232583469,0.0,0.0,0.33155714667525,0.0,0.0,0.14687928695907942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849966487211833,0.1277295627819755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929220570967484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258430677828988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715552118329855,0.10483426669830442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107502942974158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883315036584035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745107817577062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943498926565608
adhd,doggosoonwolfo,2018/03/02,"TEVA 2018 Been taking sunpharma adderall
Switched to TEVA
Noticed a different effect of the teva vs sun
Kept taking teva for about a week

Got the flu on a plane a few days later
Took tamiflu 

Took a couple of my old sunpharma adderall, feel instantly better...

Now wondering if my flu and fever was actually intense amphetamine withdrawals?? Or coincidental.. either way when I was taking teva my flu symptoms got 100% worse intense body aches and kidney pain

Old sunpharma adderall from last month completely erasing fatigue and body pain 

Wtf ? ",4.8895357833655755,8.259561531914898,5.8193230174081245,68.56136363636364,77.29787234042553,8.099032882011603,31.949709864603488,8.841846274778883,3.8012468085106383,440,22,59,11,11,144,65,94,0.247,0.728,0.025,-0.9736,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,7,0,3,11,3,1,0,11,13,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,8,1,4,1,7,5,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.15538756616200505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408278580905993,0.0,0.35374194740042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695183385273005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761872968879493,0.0,0.10269153556759593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636366017234874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051253729365171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470492294568353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297954189943684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127097548020876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812868083133066,0.3341746195063769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388683754298995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550312724580132,0.3591681815890555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35382545783601643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639103427195306,0.12772639087607254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726804268073094,0.0,0.0,0.16227111981628808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alicespacepants,2018/03/02,"I am major frustrate This week I treked to a gp because I got on the wrong bus in this  weather in hopes of getting a reasonable reply on wanting to get an adhd assessment. I told them that I already went to student services (I'm in uni) and gave them an add survey the student services asked me to fill out. Without even looking at it he said that I don't have it because I am here at this pretty good university studying a scientific subject despite me saying how these possible symptoms are affecting my marks and some other aspects of life sldbsodnwonwve ddpsjsbelw

I wanted to say that that's kinda outdated information but at that point I was just fighting back tears (lol).

So instead they said I should go to student services for overall mental health which is fair enough,but. Its just frustrating how so many times I tried to go to gp to talk about it and this is the one time I managed to get to hospital on time and address my concern with the possibility of having adhd and.. Nothing useful came out of it. 

Sorry for the rant but I'm a bit at a loss.jpg",5.268811813186815,6.264250235576924,6.1456318681318685,77.46365384615385,68.27884615384616,8.442857142857143,34.568681318681314,8.634040054169528,2.954018131868131,851,41,154,13,14,281,128,208,0.104,0.852,0.045,-0.8997,0,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,11,6,3,0,12,1,10,3,0,5,0,27,30,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,17,10,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,8,5,19,2,32,21,3,23,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,3,5,109,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32959226245124434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131949630413574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819221994779198,0.0,0.0,0.10543971938204363,0.0,0.1671787618823435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497036483381426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568330692313837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416855158130458,0.0,0.09056896061698952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149245397134768,0.0,0.15586120351903515,0.11501291727926685,0.10967040993744878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575616139201253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619484940241902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685457802185328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115149436098201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902198615099715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818851406807478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315739610506548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291861921811502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962629037527926,0.30917290779358914,0.0,0.13950417679302046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409860793712909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26087222347408817,0.2180926603935334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349884042807538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252410672759144,0.0,0.11021489676628338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239873929025084,0.0,0.0,0.13102764400940964,0.0,0.09309804267187613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843091548157245,0.0,0.0,0.16175831134667712,0.0,0.10999242170279444,0.0,0.0,0.12711511387544128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218242651935852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499233226973216,0.0,0.0
adhd,Unesol,2018/03/02,"Came to ask a question on r/drawing 30 min ago. Also, drawing is super relaxing. One example I just thought of is maybe instead of playing video games that stress and piss you off, why not doodle? Practice lines, make patterns, etc. ",2.805348837209305,5.64562581395349,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,81.55813953488372,5.300465116279072,31.85581395348837,6.742157984588678,2.121757209302326,182,10,31,2,5,57,40,43,0.111,0.7090000000000001,0.18,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,5,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700251630209076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436026209266733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847763780376349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484014352074443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397291965971353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033346436622358,0.0,0.306029368142912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064168000520592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34124147780900044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489384835465343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418323842823617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748700446795978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AlbinoBrowney,2018/03/02,"How do you guys feel when you don't take your medication? I feel that Im building a Huuuge tolerance and dependance to Adderall. Iv noticed that my cognitive functioning is significantly ""Slower"" when I don't take my medication... as if my IQ score was reduced for the day. I feel that I'v gotten so used to the clarity and focus which adderall brings that i'v almost forgotten how my natural brain functions and how to use it efficently without addy. It's incredibly frustrating because I have ambitions to be a doctor, yet I feel that I can not retain much info and/or study efficiently without the use of it. I'm worried that I'll need to be taking a huge dosage to feel the affect which it brings me now. Anyone else feel similarly?",7.283471223021586,7.496272985611515,8.419343525179857,65.6468570143885,63.74820143884892,11.842086330935249,36.08003597122303,11.45678717892309,4.446646762589928,591,26,101,17,8,203,87,139,0.052000000000000005,0.8540000000000001,0.094,0.6966,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,8,1,1,0,7,0,9,5,1,8,0,25,26,11,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,3,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,6,14,0,11,22,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702440797873587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964648573152186,0.16067226292614906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559104318877244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750538760598156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113066513773103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050356460507698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099617203408292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757326728106294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526837714609426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938369801818753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31594286601943394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152747466070548,0.1162739936203333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853132104888092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353708968316101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406305249394738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023220389944335,0.0,0.0,0.15925003701322124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mcxfour,2018/03/02,"Focalin - debilitating social anxiety? Focalin 15mg ER (18F) makes me feel awkward socially, like I am an observer instead of a participant. I can’t get out of my head and I feel unbearably insecure and self conscious around my friends. Even so, this medicine helps me to focus and do well in school. I asked my doctor if I could try another type of medication like Vyvance but she did not think think my social anxiety was reason enough to try something else.  This situation is making me depressed. Has anyone experienced this also? ",5.5196875,7.886676593750002,6.544166666666667,69.51750000000001,69.52083333333334,9.8,34.91666666666667,10.125756701596842,4.206191666666667,427,22,68,12,8,142,73,96,0.116,0.792,0.092,-0.5233,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,8,3,1,3,0,17,16,7,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,3,13,4,8,13,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,46,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203606460320913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173129159338325,0.2526129139830429,0.0,0.0,0.11544670260313085,0.0,0.0,0.14698029744987173,0.154352823073128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182456088558786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220647786193402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689940828115179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379257713010282,0.0,0.0,0.17059973969732806,0.0,0.10905166288347806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696619148391012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756131307922072,0.0,0.08626162977747635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694474876930648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106677890282738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132594950262014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204205032320964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632800335360165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697575669867762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709716996130586,0.0,0.0,0.17224268301414847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558726492320185,0.0,0.5049175977610721,0.0,0.12710748924934145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158788805156112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241937258725837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484510849144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Goldkoron,2018/03/02,"ADHD with Tourettes, not supposed to take ADHD meds but I am at my breaking point Has anyone with a tic disorder taken any form of medication that help with ADHD symptoms? I can't stay on task or focus enough on my college work and ADHD has always been a larger effect on my life than my Tourette's Syndrome tics. I have had tics for 17 years now and I think I can cope with heightened tics, but I have always been told it could permanently make my tics worse if I tried anything. Anyone knowledgeable on this subject?",5.090622347949083,6.250159900990102,5.342093352192364,82.46128712871287,68.8019801980198,7.355586987270155,28.289957567185287,7.447530270364453,1.6086452616690243,414,14,77,4,7,131,71,101,0.08199999999999999,0.882,0.036000000000000004,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,2,0,16,16,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,12,0,13,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,51,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7324280322725253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535513067428232,0.0,0.0,0.1036099658577419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130671881965515,0.0,0.12537922694529946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164699333030406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461766077164415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742851906879635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212363844311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761631275798772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170142538843294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923751686969005,0.1534865838252941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402936538050135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239539571225214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836028774694175,0.1145556935640554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097626080578871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455864266372351,0.0,0.10344238013274452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091983166187436,0.0,0.15526776837854442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811478900991563
adhd,anotherbrownman,2018/03/02,"Got a nick name from the pharmacist Short story, i've been on Ritalin for over 6 years, and recently there has been a shortage where I live. It sometimes takes that pharmacy several days before they are able to fill my prescription. At this point, I am on a first name basis with all the pharmacists, as usual I go there, this was the conversation:

**Pharmacist**: ""Hey there, how's it going?""  
**Me**: ""Well, let's see.""  (I say this every time because it depends on the trouble of getting my meds)  
**Pharmacist**: ""You know every time you walk in, we say, here comes Ritalin Man.""  
**Me**: ""Well, that's not a bad nickname, at least you remember me now, that's something.""  
**Pharmacist**: ""No, no we know your name, but your meds are always a problem for us.""  
**Me**: ""If I have a sidekick, we can call him Boy Eczema or something.""  
      

  
  
I have a new nickname, Ritalin Man, I need a catchphrase now, ""Rittle me this?"" like the Riddler from Batman?? 

EDIT: Formatting",-0.11949883449883456,1.4295936818181831,1.7245454545454564,90.73630536130541,115.02272727272728,5.214219114219115,20.990093240093238,6.67199483983844,1.1389754079254084,712,29,136,15,39,232,110,176,0.057,0.911,0.031,-0.5081,0,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,4,5,1,1,10,6,0,0,13,0,11,3,0,2,1,21,21,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,3,2,1,4,3,25,3,15,16,2,25,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,3,11,94,35,1,0.15572955044707382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957946120614722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002766979563884,0.09493128852310724,0.0,0.13251437740709554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901728261400866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414721847339114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004326768540936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624177256241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246347605580325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136226260843381,0.0,0.17700938461594082,0.0,0.12455114765769737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116977649225115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924401633198254,0.0,0.0760815921450071,0.0,0.137512046142391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459608476651861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547148841453647,0.0,0.15040457023403506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472147614115733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901214804266727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376414371353395,0.0,0.1764112229949776,0.0,0.0,0.2476847780839701,0.0,0.0,0.12409628933345268,0.0,0.0,0.17593006535098707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397764323832405,0.15402050738645015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708924115451805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161430641911855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732347471402064,0.0,0.17151409851228408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800391364381445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028472469404494
adhd,mogwaiisawesome,2018/03/03,"How can you tell if your life ia falling apart cuz of ADHD Vs your own fuckery. Title says it all. I've been fucking up at work lot lately. my school life was horrifying — I was diagnosed with ADHD (I know outdated term) and I have adult ADHD now.

I have a suspicion that I might be blaming ADHD and using it as a scapegoat. How do I tell the difference?",0.9941666666666648,3.2878200833333366,3.4894444444444446,86.07500000000003,84.27777777777777,6.377777777777778,22.88888888888889,7.6454224807358475,1.2770222222222227,274,10,55,5,8,95,54,72,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,0,9,4,0,4,1,13,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,0,5,7,4,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,3,3,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7850944694539533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576189893147206,0.0,0.17063004482351524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150982643024788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975398414886275,0.0,0.1842271133252024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307092799470734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138845085158639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325204586948864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298751222419784,0.0,0.16528410889382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854900702993806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105224446933928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889570381448615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tigersaurus-Rex,2018/03/03,"Diagnosed today I’m 30 years old and was finally diagnosed with ADHD today after years of dealing with it. Feels like a huge weight lifted off of me. 

This community really helped push me to finally get in to see a psychiatrist. Thanks!",3.2015909090909105,6.093637795454544,5.5420000000000025,71.00300000000003,80.13636363636364,9.883636363636363,24.70909090909091,9.888512548439397,3.434314545454545,189,7,31,7,5,66,35,44,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,9,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,9,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122465566005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551037334485496,0.0,0.4243410453223936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056965676489437,0.14933774119959667,0.0,0.4579847428840914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921442366566514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011465849016727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212605907571988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193516156893046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133915949420773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657728391633714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245533242426807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962896905438299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545535919613359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692289535417787
adhd,Komodo_Madre,2018/03/03,"Books/Researched Methods on managing ADD without medication? (Sorry if I'm being redundant or breaking any rules; I'm new to actually posting on reddit) I was diagnosed with ADD a long time ago, which was partly awesome because at the time I was incapable of functioning in class, struggling super hard with doing homework, and put in classes for kids who need extra help speaking English even though I read books beyond my level. Ever since I started taking vyvanse, my life stopped being a guilty hell for me, I also probably wouldn't have gotten good enough grades to get into college because the hardest thing is studying at home or doing homework without medication. If I don't enjoy something, I really just can't seem to get it done without vyvanse. Recently, I've been halving my dosage(I used to take full doses every day except weekends and holidays) and I'm trying to take less and less, mostly because the crashes and negative mood/sleep effects are taking too much place in my life. I even tried Modafinil, but it seems like without stimulating an emotional drive the meds just make me feel a little jumpy. I think there is nothing wrong or shameful in taking meds--people who do think this are generally the hardest factor in being ADD/ADHD for me--but taking vyvanse as long as I have at a dosage so high can lead to some pretty bad heart problems, and the crashes just suck. They make it hard to have fun and communicate with the people I love. It's even harder when the kind of work I'm doing is later in the evening, and/or necessitates creativity. I'm working on getting a reevaluation done and maybe some bloodwork/heart exam to see where I'm at biologically, and I might try switching meds around more, but overall I would love to know if there's any effective cognitive behavioral therapy guides specifically geared towards people like me, because with my insurance it seems getting a therapist might prove difficult. I've poked around before at stuff, I really like M.D. Burns' ""Feeling Good"" but this is not related to ADD and the sort of things I've seen actually relevant seem to just boil it down to ""Exercise! Sleep more!! Love urself :D!"" TL;DR: Know any good self-applied therapeutic methods/literature for dealing with really intense ADD? thx guys",9.844806295399515,8.91963349878935,9.349214285714286,64.81326452784506,59.04842615012107,11.843535108958841,41.4732445520581,10.899274998029325,4.731699370460047,1837,86,288,37,20,591,229,413,0.098,0.746,0.156,0.9884,0,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,6,20,21,2,2,17,0,29,13,2,7,2,72,67,25,0,7,19,0,4,3,0,4,7,1,3,2,14,22,1,1,13,5,0,3,9,8,0,0,8,7,23,13,51,52,12,45,1,0,2,3,11,26,2,16,17,184,37,14,0.0,0.0,0.13980143125225775,0.0,0.08608554754550599,0.0,0.06349582604277164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728262310400178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613292089917415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275320800848898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059808202079760175,0.1746603533418838,0.0,0.0609520010232699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046195535474422136,0.07384756262232771,0.0,0.07270311732866197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660507195403166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057430295412035,0.0,0.0740131161898121,0.0,0.18924421361971147,0.06479359197063071,0.060351509752153976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243673496802294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969523491114464,0.0,0.0,0.1802399707776446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092513249803868,0.0,0.0,0.12833312999898952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976419870045484,0.048012194756868826,0.07568121006188751,0.07185090342870419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745918019564306,0.07873213907844179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118901844710088,0.10498465237537692,0.07179225081040641,0.0,0.12678089726235775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939470820482772,0.0,0.0956273927807729,0.0,0.07196213606980438,0.0,0.15912994765932945,0.14431972592303294,0.0,0.15197658689331833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265641869297311,0.05311286531860096,0.0,0.0691808669986514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873108243220492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775684965555692,0.0,0.14897802768609128,0.0,0.07483828460319095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686019048884315,0.0728736369889068,0.07722944112676829,0.06854040125830126,0.0,0.0720081077929216,0.0,0.0,0.07164955668576838,0.0,0.13766436818084285,0.0,0.0707261538585903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707997352769958,0.26083767537092645,0.07472589192333222,0.0,0.0,0.0592532189340035,0.0,0.14336380599549506,0.0,0.0,0.05514440635781428,0.0,0.08018411371417335,0.05070020480497062,0.0,0.0,0.05988603163341821,0.0,0.07488340892062885,0.0819994101940078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231418516078061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191534493526371,0.08316815121840879,0.09517580757103476,0.0917954445329228,0.0703762808380249,0.0,0.08353625928974731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589655568766066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061865470564891376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761957208141888,0.0,0.10429523744623602,0.0,0.0,0.05088401940505858,0.07831634898376717,0.0,0.0
adhd,space_cryptid,2018/03/03,"Undiagnosed ADHD and anxiety Hi! I'm a woman in my early 20s and I struggle with depression and anxiety. I was also diagnosed with bpd 2 years ago but I went to therapy so nowadays I don't have enough symptoms for a diagnosis anymore - I don't associate myself with it anymore. 

A year ago we talked about ADHD with my psychologist and she gave me a test which indicated I had enough symptoms for a diagnosis but I was about to move away so the whole thing got brushed away as just anxiety symptoms.

I was a calm child and performed well in middle school. I was super serious about school back then. After that I started slowly losing my grip but I've never been bad at school. I've always felt like I'm a little off, too much in my head etc.

I've been treating my anxiety with benzodiazepines but they make me dumb and impulsive and kinda increase my inattentiveness. Not on daily basis but whenever there's a stressful situation. Does anyone here have experience on how benzos affect ADHD? I've read that caffeine helps ADHD folks to concentrate but it just makes me worse.

I have many inattentive ADHD symptoms but I'm worried if anyone professional will take me seriously. I feel like there's something more than just anxiety but I can't put my finger on it.

Does anyone have any similar experiences or any info I could benefit from? I'm sorry if this comes off as pointless or rambly or something. Thanks!",3.3029157782515988,6.009595421641794,5.0062899786780415,76.21776119402986,77.99253731343283,8.007675906183369,27.108742004264393,8.841846274778883,2.6666861407249467,1135,47,193,28,28,383,152,268,0.136,0.7390000000000001,0.125,0.7077,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,3,16,16,1,2,9,0,16,7,2,4,1,41,31,27,0,3,17,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,8,14,0,0,3,1,0,5,5,8,1,0,11,5,29,8,29,18,7,28,0,2,0,0,9,13,1,6,12,133,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969110179730888,0.0,0.1466066091490078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613041879934989,0.06880809165703985,0.0,0.0,0.11246960812634924,0.0,0.3163036903217569,0.0,0.16402059598560206,0.1734648517833093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538760388209524,0.0635866362920806,0.06904609525282691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415028773438452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123362003774221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602448691274036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712242822841723,0.0839327414918401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447322778079407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089016197427895,0.09222574849101416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178133861007232,0.0,0.0,0.04181260703787691,0.05907666093228429,0.0793992764387518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613800292305724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486797421079538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542809275656017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080029222221867,0.0828811837757561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251351326080677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039786920722654,0.08383880876954952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789071065399857,0.06078965717610376,0.0,0.06377876557670864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313038173284992,0.0,0.0,0.08271644931159954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251072444402256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295160068636993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732387203228585,0.0,0.09256924235724354,0.05853128916387367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947257790756213,0.08644979794401572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438032115584101,0.06217565007926669,0.06646636197175204,0.0,0.07613359038987026,0.09456787718723997,0.0,0.054938266381512516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743519010969619,0.07665823240611351,0.0,0.09232497723166704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397984328965849,0.0842723232249902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650454114130088
adhd,tsubakiscarlet,2018/03/03,"What are your experiences with dissociation? Hey y'all, I was wondering how dissociation (and depersonalization) has affected other people with ADHD. I experience it a lot, but I have other mental illnesses as well, so I can't be sure how they play into it. If you dissociate, how often & how badly? What does it feel like to you? And I'd be really interested to know if you have any other mental health diagnoses as well.

Edit: a couple people asked what dissociation feels like for me. It varies a lot, and depends on the severity. At its mildest, I am just ""spacey"" like people usually associate with ADHD, and my mind is always a little foggy and detached. At its worst, I am totally out of it, and for example if someone is talking to me I can't understand what they're saying no matter how hard I try. In between those extremes is mostly just emotional detachment. And often when I have been avoiding responsibilities for a long time, I will go past the point of panicking to just shutting down and kind of feeling like they're not real anymore.",5.124280879864635,6.8984154720812185,7.022355329949239,68.10771235194589,69.4060913705584,9.923384094754653,29.88460236886633,10.203070172399654,3.4122131302876486,836,33,141,23,15,292,120,197,0.146,0.7170000000000001,0.138,-0.5766,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,1,0,14,13,0,1,7,0,17,3,0,7,2,45,25,21,0,3,8,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,15,13,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,2,5,19,10,23,20,5,16,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,10,9,114,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042928885440869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533985063831326,0.13716910549056624,0.0,0.08609112268678297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255514043962206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183522349908408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570421568067707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400785092306515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284945162624636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078694496297288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240594436235066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476746794576711,0.0,0.0,0.19203557346664787,0.2713253553013081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194867907097913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134071279579581,0.0,0.0,0.13456797511936305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183255218904427,0.06957506429511152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473979588518281,0.1268846629722144,0.0,0.11203543027876084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152585385168096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255162434922816,0.0,0.12782810100138153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085231443480902,0.26330177170702235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967622672993783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409647659442468,0.0811020537858994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067597629241964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301994030812112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726625082321277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931731282457025,0.0,0.0,0.10175484414644544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382043316855229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595187311661022,0.0,0.0,0.13179319926776306,0.0,0.0,0.1394300404668749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276539856756013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729035627275674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,redladyblaze,2018/03/03,"Do you feel that your social skills are lacking as a result of having undiagnosed/unmedicated ADD growing up? Before I started taking Vyvanse in my early 20s, I had a lot of trouble focusing during school and in social settings and would zone out the minute I got distracted or bored during conversation or lectures. I literally sat through entire classes without absorbing any information.

Once I got the medication I needed and started actively reminding myself to pay attention when I drift off, things improved drastically.

The problem is that I feel like I missed out on years of learning basic skills including good communication and reading social cues.

Now that I have a full time job and the social demand is very high, I’ve realized that I can’t keep up with others my age. I don’t know how to respond to witty banter, and often get blank stares or laughs as though I’ve said something funny when I hadn’t meant to.

I have noticed improvements over time as I become exposed to more social situations and learn by watching others, but it’s still frustrating when I compare myself to other people who seem to be able to articulate themselves so effortlessly.",13.002142857142855,9.671387476190477,12.235119047619047,54.09696428571432,55.19047619047619,14.5,46.72619047619048,12.38480682065935,5.909190476190476,950,43,141,21,8,313,141,210,0.081,0.846,0.073,-0.1406,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,9,9,1,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,0,35,29,20,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,10,1,1,2,4,6,0,0,7,5,22,3,27,20,4,26,0,1,2,0,12,11,0,6,13,103,32,8,0.13117537658667822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920375427427246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487289751405674,0.11162058395225777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265242356258072,0.09371171524360247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853372020252985,0.0,0.0,0.11002368230731724,0.20982586351013788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859398739175607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017132056962555,0.1165947018547245,0.0,0.0,0.07209055643957421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408566307604655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115206142981362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214539156153965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726487962186042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934403566847526,0.0,0.13969749496364814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094048960497407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551711977188215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121087450652522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477782199291547,0.0,0.0,0.1327564842248421,0.0,0.11941713624191334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474466193162575,0.0,0.6685838856270987,0.0,0.10098521354548984,0.0,0.0,0.18569321340801773,0.0,0.1047568251882629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862755821614133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714709148884882,0.0,0.12887914148264673,0.0,0.15297883394425416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823342348079004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264483820253282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318322392175922,0.0,0.0,0.08447264176816274
adhd,Jahnner41,2018/03/03,"14 Years old, probably have some form of ADHD, no idea what to do. I've noticed recently (especially in school) that when a lesson gets too boring i start concentrating on other things, such as a bird outside of the classroom, even if i was actively listening to what someone was saying just a few seconds ago. 

I've noticed that when im bored i feel like crap and move my legs a lot, even stand up to get something to blow my nose with (even if i don't have to, just to get some kind of movement).

I've noticed that at home when i play games and there's longer cutscenes in them that i just get bored and quit the game/skip the cutscene even if it was important.

I also have a ""problem"" with reading Novels and whatnot. I have a tendency of just skipping parts of the pages or ""flying over them"" with my eyes. (Not sure how to explain this but i hope anyone who reads this understands what i mean by that)

So i took a couple of tests online and answered truthfully. The results mostly said something like ""You *probably* have ADHD"" or ""Probably not"".

After informing myself a little bit more i saw that you can treat ADHD, but it needs to be diagnosed by a professional first.

Afaik my parents have no clue about this and neither does anyone else that i know, so im not really sure how im supposed to get it diagnosed or tested.

The worst part about all of this is WANTING to move around rapidly, to get some adrenaline, but having to just supress it and sit still/stand still so you look like a normal person.

My question would be: Is there a way to get a *real* diagnosis without my parents finding out/knowing?

TL;DR:
14 years old, probably have ADHD, feel like crap and can't concentrate, noone is aware of this, how do i get a diagnosis without my parents knowing? (Should i even get one in the first place??)

English isn't my first language so please tell me if i wrote something that doesn't make any sense. This is my 2.nd account by the way because it would be awkward to post this on my main.
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adhd,MissPsych,2018/03/03,"Today's my 29th birthday 28 years I lived with this & aspergers before getting diagnosed. Now two months after finally starting treatment, I have no job and no job experience, no friends or support network, and now no money. I've had to postpone my studying despite being 5 classes away from graduating. I don't own anything worth value. My clothes have holes in them. I don't own any makeup. My teeth are rotting. People must look at me on the street and think I'm disgusting and lazy.

But the truth is I was raised in a dysfunctional family with a narcissistic mother who refused to believe I could possibly have mental illnesses. She essentially forced me to fit in with a world I couldn't, like trying to shove a cube into a circular hole. She never taught me how to be a human, and I need extra help being a normal human, it doesn't come naturally to me. Instead she filled my head with constant negativity and a hatred towards everyone and everything. She practically brainwashed me into believing she was wonderful and the world was terrible. If I stepped out of line there was hell to pay, so I never did anything for myself, was pressured to get perfect marks and be held a slave for my own talents while watching my siblings have fun and actually live. When I was around 6-7 I was repeatedly molested by older kids/teenagers. For some reason I thought it was normal. Whether its related or not I now I have an aversion to sex, which creates tension between my fiance and I. I can't even enjoy one of the few things that bring most people enjoyment. I'm constantly hit with bad luck, on a big scale. I won't go into it because this post is already too long. But it has made life extra shitty for the past decade. I can't catch a break. Now I'm facing homelessness for the second time in 10 years.

I am emotionally empty, I can't express anything. I have considered ending it all but then I know I'll miss out on the small things in life that are beautiful, even if I have to go digging for them. I just wish my luck would change. Somehow get work. Be able to look after myself. Fix my problems with being touched and intimate relationships. It's just incredibly hard to do when you're so set in your ways after 28 years. I have no outlet, I can't talk to people, people frighten me so I hide behind a computer screen.

I feel like a child lost in a sea of adults

TL;DR - have wasted 28 years of my life. Facing homelessness. Completely lost.",3.5496925858951163,5.717179725738398,4.843496081977097,80.43822784810128,74.52742616033754,7.6366485834840265,27.952380952380967,8.491030156203081,2.2350305003013866,1946,79,355,37,42,644,263,474,0.157,0.7609999999999999,0.081,-0.9753,2,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,2,4,19,23,3,2,22,0,44,10,4,3,6,65,72,28,0,11,11,1,3,2,1,3,5,0,0,4,15,25,0,2,6,0,3,7,18,11,0,3,16,7,56,12,55,44,9,65,1,3,4,1,20,25,1,10,31,253,71,8,0.09609923763333507,0.0,0.09377899344844916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604789838730998,0.0,0.0,0.10412348382588114,0.0,0.06535077697394258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724445315958054,0.08554869571519375,0.0,0.0,0.09028839714997734,0.0,0.08023884935599719,0.05858120330040545,0.0,0.0817733731826695,0.2165418649826488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166025111188873,0.0827809840130927,0.10075822229404384,0.2076982720040204,0.0,0.0767274215840827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975387033247746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809870773373474,0.08511540077822659,0.0,0.0,0.12694528024664428,0.0,0.0,0.0918269398010065,0.086367798270228,0.09400349440335427,0.09059380862758078,0.0,0.04859066200642753,0.06865331456679018,0.0,0.10527201753369284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424603261104873,0.0,0.15062365594096422,0.0,0.10923082270964926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608604110553304,0.0,0.0986255424425302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441329330063425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072732999092293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281362779109846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363320059756015,0.0938984666953156,0.0,0.16971477489977016,0.08504480123885101,0.16139831280107572,0.0,0.209807339870891,0.0,0.0,0.09093142223101988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096845428752488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670549463872164,0.0,0.0,0.07125636703609932,0.1482353127858149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883136981611182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511933048816586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917375961764114,0.2664924454099956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083374512558022,0.0920365053698898,0.0,0.0,0.09195399192957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988060215924948,0.0,0.10317461708248883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801953501693618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905227603881984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724092703525097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276881267195293,0.06157651115829633,0.0,0.07629206029185867,0.05603623827359527,0.0,0.0910908406874811,0.0,0.0,0.06524507423340352,0.0,0.09387499140240006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762791017820216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105093806363406,0.0,0.10421552389432906,0.06996138953346419,0.0,0.0,0.06826614119289548,0.0,0.0,0.24753903319439516
adhd,Smkthtsht,2018/03/03,"I took 30mg of Ritalin IR and I love it! I used to take 20mg of Adderall prescribed by my doctor and it used to give me a lot of anxiety.

Today is my 2nd day taking Ritalin and there’s almost no anxiety. I don’t feel high and I like that, there’s almost no euphoria and the comedowns aren’t as bad as the adderall. 

I went 5 months without medication so I hope this one keeps working for me",-0.2240000000000002,1.8858031294117656,2.856764705882356,89.72044117647059,88.29411764705883,6.223529411764706,22.617647058823533,7.554174236665415,1.1271411764705888,306,12,68,6,10,109,57,85,0.14400000000000002,0.687,0.16899999999999998,0.7303,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,14,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,1,11,3,10,12,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,4,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915246336763769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299109814713528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323208825636246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607959211939973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009978112531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884931417545856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875388340441666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065536419853513,0.0,0.1941729405353328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376699204284576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955101109111386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620482225258393,0.17644395536110996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196942972868388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560440880085966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247403703758434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939792949615074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853085913592284,0.0,0.217204705133952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33769381456417913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122796534506636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845243088835587,0.0,0.14232437033334192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,redditsucksdik,2018/03/03,"Is medication necessary for ADD? I'd like to ask if other people who also have ADD take medication for it, and if it is necessary in order to have a well balanced and creative life?

I've seen plenty of information about ADHD, but as far I know it's not really the same thing as ADD. Personally, I've always been quite weary of medication intake so I was wondering what other people with ADD do?

Any replies are appreciated, thanks!",5.007630522088356,6.429859421686749,7.149578313253013,68.44235943775104,69.24096385542168,10.35261044176707,28.29116465863454,10.504223727775694,3.241186345381527,344,12,61,10,6,122,60,83,0.035,0.8,0.16399999999999998,0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,0,15,14,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,3,11,11,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,1,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542046084539281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915158458705626,0.17600066576796145,0.0,0.0,0.1438401024661608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774161466238188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116245253459042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940205149177455,0.1033374482774321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6392491039401771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932811393314867,0.18469014118714325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497638210599588,0.0,0.0,0.13550442092876575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903588582357014,0.0,0.0,0.19473818083358385,0.0,0.0,0.1405237556576611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018088976225908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938321975119064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aprilshowered,2018/03/03,"Talking to my psychiatrist Hey everyone.

I'm sorry if this is possibly against the rules -- to be clear, my question isn't ""should I get checked?"" -- I know the answer is yes. I'm more asking for advice on how exactly I should approach this because my situation is a bit messed up.

...I've got an issue I'd really appreciate any guidance on. I'm UK based, so any advice from that perspective would be helpful, but general advice would be great anyway.

Basically:

I'm currently 25yo. I've had mental health issues all my life but the first proper psychiatrist I saw was in early 2016, she discharged me in September 2016 with Borderline Personality Disorder. Which, I mean, kind of fits, but kind of doesn't. It hasn't been a 'helpful' label -- it's now March 2018 and I'm no further forward with my mental health. 

I've suspected ADHD for a long time. I know it doesn't really mean anything, but I've taken all the tests, I've looked at all the symptoms, I've looked at all my school reports and my track record with work (bad. I won't bore you with the details, but yeah)... it all points to ADHD. At least, it all points to ADHD far more than BPD, which has felt like a very lazy ""I didn't know what else to say"" diagnosis on the part of my psych.

So, I moved to a new city and last summer I told my GP I had suspicions about ADHD. She seemed to agree more or less, and set me up with a new psychiatrist. Here's the problem...

I can be a total pushover with doctors. At home, I prepare everything I want to say, I get really in the mood to advocate for myself and be assertive...but I just end up letting them walk all over me.

What happened in this case was, the psychiatrist said something like ""I understand you have some issues [ADHD] you want to discuss..."" and I stupidly went on to first of all tell him about my existing diagnosis. From there, he basically just said ""yeah, I agree with that, then. Let's go from there.""

That was my first appointment. He had no methodology. He did no tests, no assessments. He didn't consider any other theories. He just caught wind that another psych diagnosed me with one thing, so he decided to make his job a lot easier and piggy-back off that. How is that right?

But being me, I just let it happen. Now it's been 5 months since I've seen him, and I'm still struggling with issues that have nothing to do with ""borderline personality"" because I've been too chicken to bring up ADHD with him. I feel like he'll just laugh at me and say no. 

The thing is, my problems don't feel like just a skewed personality. I really feel like my issues are more neurological/pathological in nature. I seriously feel cognitively different from other people, not just in my personality but in how my brain works. ADHD or even Aspergers or something like that would make so much more sense. 

ERm... my tl;dr is -- I'm seeing my psych this month. What would be the best way to bring this issue up? I feel like saying something like: ""Look, I feel like I've been using our time together wrong. I had some things I wanted to discuss with you originally that I haven't told you about. I think I might have [insert different issue] and I'd like to investigate that with you"". Does that sound reasonable? I really don't want to sound like I'm trying to do his job for him, I know he's the doctor, but it hurts so much to think I could have this issue that's gone untreated for so long and if I don't get the courage to try this now I'll go years and maybe forever without finding out. Unfortunately I didn't get the chance to be tested as a kid because I simply didn't come from a family or an area where anyone gave a shit. When I was acting out and not reaching my ""potential"" (virtually every school report I have says this: ""smart, but won't get anywhere unless he starts taking his studies seriously"") they just assumed I was a bad kid. I wasn't being bad on purpose. Right now I feel like I'm failing uni again, I struggle to hold down jobs and if I don't at least get the chance to CHECK if I have ADHD I'm gonna lose all hope of ever recovering. Basically I'm a mess...

Sorry that's all over the place... I just have this stuff in my head 24/7 and no one to talk to about it so it all spills out... if anyone has any thoughts at all on how I could proceed from here I'd be so grateful...",2.5636918338720487,4.458925636152955,4.2209396535951695,85.0255144996036,76.53186558516802,7.508501555162531,23.52212294932,8.371475516178862,1.3956278099652373,3356,105,697,64,76,1125,336,863,0.104,0.7979999999999999,0.098,-0.7535,6,0,4,0,0,0,146.0,1,6,2,8,41,39,2,2,33,3,71,10,3,9,16,134,143,49,0,20,31,0,8,12,0,11,7,9,1,6,43,32,0,1,26,0,2,13,25,18,0,5,33,23,90,20,97,84,29,88,0,3,6,0,53,44,1,17,43,446,133,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262086920952169,0.129956389175824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058377366918473,0.04648390609588544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199318131495835,0.0,0.03647984100667388,0.0,0.041442597889273146,0.0,0.0,0.0340870599923104,0.111041180743084,0.08106953222829935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652163597745571,0.0,0.04839691599975025,0.0,0.05583212626487858,0.049486979021994094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818639923870884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078785032811657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044994051602439605,0.0,0.09263090120474222,0.05080605980036878,0.09074733691532387,0.03879351168853582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703205529249233,0.0,0.039263252475544484,0.0,0.0,0.029279569521675663,0.040099053902392386,0.03734996577654353,0.04235924742759183,0.03984097634782365,0.0,0.04179041099899025,0.0,0.1569021809223716,0.19001631186409748,0.04256378473743624,0.0,0.04051684817892677,0.11312131340727118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896367937945445,0.0,0.0503875600766425,0.0,0.03545477799854359,0.04887401923612642,0.0,0.0,0.07840180573285277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549540433403189,0.09424150683892137,0.0,0.0,0.05942697501322379,0.0,0.044466638781643,0.044029726458230216,0.0,0.0,0.04745621849760879,0.0,0.0,0.3701523074439791,0.1319721562070542,0.0,0.0,0.09232581791987272,0.09745050992660256,0.03613489454740251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599139035226618,0.03131161417073216,0.25988898633262103,0.0,0.0,0.07846137061549713,0.11167819184357204,0.049593969118528106,0.0,0.037687809844381616,0.0,0.0,0.059181284152290466,0.0,0.04453547774450221,0.09657680614023967,0.0,0.0,0.08934849593480387,0.047027160899638834,0.0,0.0,0.07076762077661691,0.04711581082962196,0.06517535167470105,0.0,0.0,0.08562844659239095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042535863430260334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060078356927606276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800510713959467,0.0,0.030732864062465143,0.1548291039981673,0.04631545060237111,0.0,0.08381242215929632,0.049975452883042656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483571171031876,0.0,0.0,0.049659783741300284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199477531215798,0.04557865834407991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757152140325704,0.08433602805474666,0.17626511248053886,0.0,0.08972872261443625,0.035325297851550426,0.040356398242338776,0.0,0.0,0.045504143096252316,0.036670262408076464,0.04982881582890375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023822783567728,0.0,0.09924768793178236,0.031377026392646536,0.0,0.03540202259863594,0.0,0.0,0.09268675371676444,0.050747283324318784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607587923077509,0.033330668799299586,0.07126160464266937,0.03874640384140648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835271487320583,0.05680979193109414,0.0,0.03519309546486895,0.051698398903122236,0.0,0.0,0.08471849485518365,0.0,0.06019436668309931,0.0,0.0,0.046149129014905726,0.0,0.038286916397580015,0.0,0.036576920855596606,0.10458801095914176,0.035187117777649136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109438585379467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273257107569518,0.0,0.06454558577359147,0.0,0.0,0.12596313770156078,0.04846793338393899,0.0,0.028547088626145526
adhd,Joriple,2018/03/03,"Did I push myself too much? New plan of action? A few days I posted about talking to my psychiatrist about increasing my Ritalin dosage as 60mg didn't seem to work anymore and my BPD symptoms like urge to self-harm and intrusive suicidal thoughts were returning.

First of all, my situation is uncommon as I have become friends with my psychiatrist and only see her privately now. She still prescribes my meds when I need refills, gives me some advice here and there but won't do therapy with me anymore. I wanted to talk about my meds on Thursday but didn't have a chance to do so. I may do so tomorrow, but I have since noticed some interesting things:

I took Thursday and all of next week off from work because of my emotional state: I just felt like I needed a break. I also decided not to study for online university until Monday and have a ""wellness weekend"".
Amazingly my mental health is much better since Thursday! I didn't have a single negative thought! But most importantly I'm sleeping 9-10 hours a night and rest a bit in the afternoons. I've just realized that I was pushing my self a lot over the last few months: I would try to start studying within 30 minutes after waking up and started feeling guilty if I didn't start within an hour (including on weekends). After studying I would quickly quickly shower, get dressed (yes I studied in my PJs to save time) have lunch and head to work. After work I'd get home, have dinner within 30 minutes and spend the evening trying to relax on reddit an youtube. If I didn't work I'd go and see my horses in the afternoon, but again trying to save as much time as possible to study. Of course I couldn't relax in the evenings and ended up going to bed too late and still trying to wake up early.

I've just realized I've been stupid and all my symptoms were due to a chronic lack of sleep... Now I need to come up with a new and better adjusted schedule. Any suggestions? Am also considering looking for a new therapist to help me learn being more gentle with myself.

Tl;Dr: I spent the last few months studying too much and not sleeping enough... nearly started self-harming again due to fatigue...

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adhd,echoesandstars,2018/03/03,"How do you sustain your hobbies? I was talking to my SO this morning and he said , “Well I stopped asking you to play video games with me because we start something, play for a few days and then you lose interest.” And the thing is he’s absolutely right, we’ve stopped playing Overcooked, Lovers In A Dangerous Spacetime, Humans Fall Flat, Ibb & Obb and probably countless others, all because I’ve lost interest halfway through.

It’s not just video games, either, sometimes he’ll give me a list of things we could do together (play a board game, read a book, watch a movie)  and I feel bored just thinking about them. How do I get out of this rut?",3.5401539589442805,5.710357927419357,3.5563636363636384,89.64318181818182,74.56451612903227,6.444574780058653,29.821114369501466,7.348242739294969,1.71471935483871,509,23,100,6,11,155,88,124,0.109,0.747,0.14400000000000002,0.6662,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,4,1,2,7,12,1,0,7,0,6,1,0,2,1,21,15,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,2,2,11,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,3,14,8,10,10,3,9,0,2,1,1,19,3,0,0,5,59,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377149774907056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510521502786447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26748297141538685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516948746433045,0.0,0.0,0.14149197409026698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093297785187373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146251151867888,0.2104641948902145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454474916683217,0.2394961503506513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365455010033345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945491299207995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873625936352165,0.2086954009854932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890140649897106,0.21698780041632554,0.0,0.1552892934558167,0.0,0.0,0.3668489930563149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634182565625978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915132979964562,0.14057980415280946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972629401023062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ANOTHERTHROWAWAY6996,2018/03/03,"I AM FAILING AT LIFE :D Hi guys. If you guys follow my posts, you'll see that I am _STRUGGLING_. Does anyone have any idea what I should do? To sum it up, I've never gotten counseling for my ADHD, and I'm pretty sure I have lots of other mental disorders that tie in that and my familial baggage. I'll be 21 this year, and I am a DUMMY. My school rejected my emergency withdrawal and I'm assuming it was because the letterhead said lots of bad stuff about me. I still want to transfer to a good college and such from my original college, but I think this is it guys. :-) I think I'm going to be kicked out since I've had a less than 2.0 GPA for a good 2 semesters. I can't go to class. I still have a good 2 more months, and for the 2 classes I'm currently taking, I need at least a B average, which should be fairly easy for me, but I haven't been going to class because anxiety SUCKSSS. I'm currently living with a friend, and I left home 2 months ago because girl was getting abused. I have a good, stable job, making 12/h, but I don't even have a car. I can't even finance one without a co-signer. And I'm on bad terms with mom. I uber everywhere, and my classes are everywhere. I'm technically homeless, but I'm staying at a friend's right now, but they're not financially well either. What do I do reddit? Where do I go? I'm technically still in school, but if I don't pay up classes this month I am dropped. Everything sucks. Everyone says counseling is a good idea. I've separated myself from the main problem: shitty family, and I need to recuperate, but I never did. I guess now it's just internalized or something because I'm anxious, scared of nothing, depressed, I can't go to class. I'm 20 and I still have these problems. ",2.9298473124935533,4.0848291197771625,4.748201795109876,84.70249045703088,73.958217270195,8.10403383885278,27.50242443000103,8.626192665926032,1.9148816878159487,1350,51,288,25,27,461,177,359,0.125,0.741,0.134,-0.2415,3,1,1,0,1,0,54.0,0,2,0,1,13,19,1,2,15,0,34,1,0,2,3,48,64,21,0,9,14,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,4,16,14,0,0,5,0,2,7,10,10,1,1,7,3,38,9,31,51,8,39,0,3,1,0,12,12,1,7,17,177,54,16,0.0,0.1061538255402042,0.0,0.0,0.10767415737819312,0.0,0.0794193655163047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092675472893259,0.0,0.06853889750710374,0.1012153233986951,0.0,0.06264596368006918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961391190173265,0.2184618313953744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716688000898939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026820856574866,0.0,0.07840400743157076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835152253303498,0.0,0.0,0.08561057263320941,0.08052099615871866,0.0,0.16892184037577104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384396644677503,0.0,0.04680898461518125,0.0,0.2545906817115545,0.375734517053015,0.0,0.0,0.0986975070518441,0.26613540006675673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986973660657778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228065238036375,0.0,0.0,0.08890787372807038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734376356231816,0.0,0.06328264504247097,0.0,0.0,0.07911283494240058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233863574107634,0.0,0.0,0.0598044575049041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028932718847182,0.0,0.0,0.10493100079116977,0.21453839149050766,0.0,0.0,0.13286511341752774,0.138200293286017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859675241383202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071097637212111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580595133574685,0.09114895219452536,0.0,0.1714580475415958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651248811082663,0.0852240784933575,0.07124846701070814,0.08969887402427265,0.1813471152385157,0.07139453982697551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411279364044063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897356940849586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549491076228384,0.2861984205195165,0.0,0.0,0.0936627365107153,0.1025632948838638,0.0,0.0,0.08444095542610426,0.0,0.06736327521005978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148159873875962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284465643591785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055545168567478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636508205517872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576953735656639
adhd,gemilitant,2018/03/03,"Big issues cutting down my writing Hello
So, I am currently in the process of applying for internships. However, I have a pretty big issue with keeping my writing concise and I have therefore written a 4-page CV. Of course, no prospective employer is really willing to read 4 pages about someone they might not even employ. Whenever I do try to cut things down, e.g. for lab reports, I end up snipping out some high-scoring bits and leaving in some irrelevant waffle. My brain just goes off on one when I'm writing and I can't identify what is important or not.

Anyone else experience this? And any tips for condensing your work when you've written twice as much as you need? 😬 It's stressing me out so I keep avoiding it by procrastinating around it. Need a good way to approach it.


TLDR how can I cut down my CV when I've written twice as much as I need? 

Thanks! ",3.1646182634730557,5.5528556227544925,4.449487275449107,81.75231474550901,76.60479041916167,7.288772455089822,30.19797904191617,8.278499904357787,2.491766766467065,687,33,125,13,16,226,114,167,0.086,0.847,0.067,-0.2756,4,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,1,10,7,3,2,4,0,10,1,1,2,0,26,20,15,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,3,3,0,17,2,26,15,6,20,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,4,5,87,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553194692933352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187919852850089,0.1740737695868081,0.0,0.1512393246247458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547735771369184,0.0,0.0,0.18965493814274714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192242675947078,0.0,0.1504733137220384,0.0,0.0,0.11221163740893678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618634436298466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249680777129484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949954378419206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35464487001966016,0.0,0.30201448395331804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798904141129108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022787948898775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977938711521566,0.3779168601809088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512277867839753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728405846405854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699373295817817,0.0,0.1088367520533099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394839340756518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460997265519125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641313366328735,0.0,0.0,0.11286826693390947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534507779057615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485184946479886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368292952209994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UnsetJelly,2018/03/03,"Subtitles are great, not annoying! So I really love watching movies with subtitles because I tend to get fidgety in movies and need to go on my phone or something as well as watch. So I then tend to not listen to some of the movie and end up always forgetting what happens but still know I’ve seen it hahaha sucks for conversation “Have you seen Guardians of the Galaxy?” 
“Yeah!” 
“Oh cool! Remember when this happens ________.” 
“aha... yyeeaaahhh...” 

But with subtitles on, I get to hear it but still know what’s happening because I’m also reading it and taking it in twice as much? It also helps ease the wanting to do something else or fidgeting level way down because technically I’m reading as well as watching a movie? 

Tell me someone gets that hahaha everyone I know hates subtitles. Are they distracting/annoying or helpful to you? ",3.5149754901960786,6.277012503267976,4.56682598039216,79.35259191176472,77.56209150326798,8.530882352941179,29.82393790849673,9.188382445141503,3.2131310457516347,655,31,113,18,16,213,93,153,0.05,0.728,0.222,0.9837,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,9,8,3,0,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,21,28,20,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,2,1,2,8,10,5,23,26,2,14,0,0,5,1,11,7,1,4,5,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694221630892076,0.12326809683962454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709225480146135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375572551481764,0.0,0.13121206095108534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155842435043225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321981702876133,0.0,0.08419393691430563,0.0,0.0,0.16332984117730578,0.0,0.0,0.3930110929641562,0.0,0.0,0.14626202950639847,0.0,0.0,0.16696962540004598,0.0,0.1985962796238168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424903902512995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337062008715767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890325784619943,0.10984727427947827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963691925883821,0.0,0.09490516418424234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781884657743806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552235942975676,0.22809775725070555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366167881734817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113862319164248,0.0,0.12948482822814064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737946809979212,0.11759021353133313,0.0,0.0,0.2663994051837006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tornadoalleys,2018/03/03,Anyone tried Focalin 3x a day? I was wondering if anyone had tried dosing Focalin out this way.  Currently I'm on 5g 2x a day (and have no desire to increase the dosage) but my energy level is falling off quickly after the workday and I'm not really able to work out right now.  I was wondering if anyone had tried 3x a day (probably 4 hours apart for the doses) and how it worked out for you.,4.463333333333331,4.585591135802472,6.315654320987657,78.63644444444445,69.74074074074073,9.442962962962962,28.54567901234568,9.3871,2.405615308641975,306,10,61,6,5,107,55,81,0.046,0.8740000000000001,0.08,0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,10,6,1,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,8,39,6,2,0.20404647227174869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42802211318758937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947792828153901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094467315583966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999660838177826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071739504581487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425457242909026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41560248213091905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196259210780808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44255939027790175,0.2970965239911777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hb408,2018/03/03,"How do you remember verbal instructions? Something I struggle with a LOT at work is listening to and writing down verbal instructions from my boss while he would explain an assignment to me. I'm pretty sure he thought I was a bit ""slow"" because I'd ask him to repeat details abut the assignment after he'd already explained himself. He's a busy guy and (understandably) doesn't have time to sit down and type instructions out for me for every assignment. This is a new issue for me because at school, all of my assignments were on paper, which allowed me to go back and reread details if I forgot something. :/ ",8.232105263157893,7.811859228070174,8.070877192982456,71.03947368421055,61.982456140350884,11.108771929824565,40.05263157894737,10.504223727775694,4.3775894736842105,488,24,82,10,6,157,79,114,0.043,0.907,0.05,0.2023,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,3,2,21,18,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,13,1,18,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,7,57,15,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136943955379656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447916520793954,0.0,0.0,0.16818669500988734,0.0,0.26666652378842204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387920035493043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842859813696559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430695402910065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657300206491412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829298439543635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859529153091392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112468108785811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252284596736926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777377577617146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213622604499383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33677172565957875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865977268697585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061465465617176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364391105419522,0.12754081535310455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277013473251382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923504038169412,0.0,0.0,0.15537658445668226,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yungraso,2018/03/03,"Do you ever feel like if you don't write something down, it never really happened? Or it won't 'count'? I've recently noticed that I often get this weird anxiety about doing things and going places without writing out the details before or after.
 
It's as though I can't bear the thought of not being able to check a box off a list when I accomplish something as normal as going somewhere with a friend. I like the idea of being able to look back and see every little thing I did in a day (though I know I never will), and I feel like if I don't write everything down, I'll forget it even happened and it almost won't count as an accomplishment. 

Is this an ADHD thing or am I just obsessive about lists? :')",7.0643556443556434,5.571268342657344,7.560359640359643,77.24405594405597,64.87412587412587,10.129470529470533,31.617382617382606,8.841846274778883,2.4236641358641355,555,16,110,7,7,184,87,143,0.054000000000000006,0.8190000000000001,0.127,0.8993,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,1,9,0,13,0,0,0,3,29,24,16,0,3,8,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,9,2,0,0,2,4,12,4,18,17,0,17,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,7,11,83,23,2,0.2986910723374815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948431223871855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954798155499022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424892639237826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483749876397098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708205146110352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631551578089284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864131812815607,0.13509158765793214,0.1258300554423221,0.0,0.13422213805270122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102718083638011,0.213384961759195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538399077634877,0.0,0.07802687863847715,0.0,0.1697530197478539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26413152882562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859293193336786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207640095515059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888805571289136,0.14968346172118946,0.0,0.0,0.12541263674731545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303689687071893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632691638562476,0.0,0.17003088278366024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603429871929095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567457468070743,0.0,0.1474606997869012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900905649473616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994698021088225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976556143983702,0.0,0.29346246203416804,0.11856367365970864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396376745877973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,animeshitposter69,2018/03/03,"How much did prescription drugs help you? Did any of u struggle to do minmum amounts of work and if so, how much are u able to do now?",0.13195402298850567,2.0220516206896555,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,84.51724137931033,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,-0.1814919540229889,103,3,26,1,3,33,22,29,0.076,0.823,0.101,0.1926,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,4,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,18,1,1,0.3768608386409568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562782933846613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370389274258504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526018762554933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540721571299102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939767738081174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743591789215421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jlw9719,2018/03/03,"I’ve been fired twice in a 4 year period, what’s wrong with me? This is my second time I was “let go” from two different jobs within 4 years. I was let go from the first job at a restoration company because I made too many mistakes as a apprentice in high school (spilling paint, not being that fast, leaving a light on in a woman’s basement that I forgot about, etc.). I can also admit I was on my phone a bit because I was a lazy punk kid. I then worked for a construction company and then just decided it wasn’t for me and I didn’t fit in with the crew(plus the work was unsteady).Went to work for a carpenter and got laid off constantly due to my mistakes. Decided maybe that the construction trades and me do not mix. 

Then I got a job at a Manufacturing company where i got paid really good wage for a 19 year old kid, but i got bored of the job within a year since it was repetitive and boring. So I took a $4/hr. cut in pay  and took a job opportunity as a machinist apprentice to see if that would be interesting. 

Fast forward to today, I was just let go from that apprenticeship. I mean I checked with my supervisor and coworkers to see if I was doing okay at my job, which they said I was. Got pulled into the office today and was told “We have to let you go”. It has nothing to do with my performance. It had to do with these online classes I forgot to take. 

Are there any success stories of you guys who “pulled yourselves up by your boot straps”and went on to become successful in your career? Am I a idiot or is this a normal thing as a young adult? ",5.3716076388888885,4.896719834375002,6.4989583333333325,80.13243055555556,67.84375,10.111111111111112,30.277777777777786,9.725611199111238,2.513069444444444,1217,40,260,24,18,411,169,320,0.08900000000000001,0.828,0.08199999999999999,0.4293,11,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,1,8,8,13,2,0,25,1,32,0,0,1,0,34,55,20,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,16,15,0,2,4,0,5,10,4,7,0,4,28,5,35,6,46,20,2,49,0,0,2,0,16,21,0,3,20,183,51,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156636636137853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085732803320847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910644588829804,0.09883639448656213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770160289966487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670858141686046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349963049082004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980674286195748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612147326400423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034404583017867,0.07506127270171478,0.357872869515834,0.0,0.0,0.08861071196701799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455274413896578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328393734683708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475863804489842,0.0,0.3660447239527684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846790757123803,0.0,0.09073039325379444,0.08990629819393184,0.0974825416859238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768272569052507,0.08586956321512547,0.0,0.09390633570723124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057330583425800025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512696473451296,0.0,0.0,0.09057023412003223,0.14262636995391914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740283413108158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728651402965889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945421442207745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218324696771364,0.0,0.16965506545543166,0.08551301846011393,0.19885682685533632,0.0,0.0,0.08742024824231903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295957056672311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954527595377224,0.0,0.0,0.0635722349528284,0.09784496972636547,0.0,0.23051851625484585
adhd,aldjfh,2018/03/03,"Why is this considered ""bad""? I don't have an official diagnosis yet. Every single online test I get told I have moderate to mild adhd so I don't know but I'm leaning towards having at least a mild version. 


I haven't struggled tremendously with most things except for social activity. But everything else I think I'm pretty awesome at. I do just as well if not better then the people around me in most aspects of life. 
It's never been a huge hindrance to me ever. Yeah I'm hyperactive and swing between moods and demeanours constantly but it's helped me if anything. The only place it's really hurt me is social interaction and dating cause I feel people get intimidated and weirded out. But besides that it's all good. I get stuff done. I am able to really pump myself up for anything and able to give 100%. It's also made me a bit of a funny guy and people close to me think I'm hilarious for some reason.

Why is adhd considered bad then?",2.3562397973543483,4.743848828877006,4.591736560652972,79.6720011258092,79.42780748663101,7.1453982549957775,23.745848578665925,8.20500826718156,1.7303860962566842,749,26,137,15,19,259,113,187,0.097,0.74,0.163,0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,7,1,13,1,0,3,3,32,27,17,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,1,17,3,21,23,8,17,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,5,7,95,26,1,0.2636626976124933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31687132510284394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105425482011001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697193461729575,0.1173578503065776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201473393081952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165941148581992,0.14392568887643287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542710984035536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424628541148733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490924069546945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012817569841878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924900248240655,0.11107359720871388,0.0,0.11848151577261197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665789104526403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066293158389983,0.12646464237761534,0.0,0.11057388068270008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053376181331805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883637742192595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112818549789635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245106161629343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311638037801746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474200978913272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167646334423706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026368131524403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418577444225306,0.0,0.13773570063024387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411987596136274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890907555979062,0.13554458305296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687709163894805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781874942686884,0.15091535400928824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758289028371714,0.16894441039697106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597050329270734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853221488533107,0.0,0.2379145744860826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kakunamatatata,2018/03/03,"Help managing anger It's a Friday night 
I'm home alone 
I just punched a hole in the wall because I got angry at myself for not being able to play a guitar chord (i.e. some very frivolous shit).
My blood is boiling.
I realize what I did was incredibly unnecessary, but I feel like I couldn't control it. What do ya'll so when you're angry and can't control it?",0.757327327327328,3.16665767567568,2.9247747747747748,88.73809309309307,87.1081081081081,5.991591591591593,21.735735735735737,7.3871296695380915,0.9527285285285284,284,10,59,5,9,96,60,74,0.149,0.754,0.097,-0.5647,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,4,0,7,3,2,2,0,10,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,35,13,1,0.2753344849007457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28516348982116324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678413464332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176220739652842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921738844143694,0.19669901102752416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202101398589969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845509014271178,0.0,0.27618293775714337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451452164047373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838276240982605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826268920877505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271797854030635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,happycow_125a,2018/03/03,My experience with writing Writing is hell. I struggle to think of words to write. It takes me hours to write because I obsess over every sentence. A normal person could type out a page of words in less than an hour whereas it often takes me up to 3 hours to write that much. Why? I constantly delete sentences because I don’t like the phrasing or I worry about how my words will come across to whoever reads them. Does anyone else feel like this? (btw I haven’t been diagnosed yet so I’m not sure if have ADHD). ,2.3252941176470614,4.587303882352941,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,78.80392156862743,5.648627450980393,22.945098039215694,6.742157984588678,0.645538039215686,404,13,81,4,10,128,75,102,0.14,0.787,0.073,-0.8354,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,2,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,21,13,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,16,10,3,11,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,3,7,51,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451073607751453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248046152253287,0.1828844747562759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761214296233028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375364718306175,0.0,0.19288467765246056,0.0,0.14251003473985344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116396605431515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619812362682448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910579885557235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038583303986525,0.0,0.0,0.17459782925728815,0.0,0.0,0.09025009296031136,0.12751355437114054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273311742055354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744027555533603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121095764727028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748826632830481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155850904408346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853866975948776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865968867662291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822505923980124,0.0,0.2684050862668492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436942051690464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105979447655674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126563255953584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kittenhormones,2018/03/03,"Vyvanse side effects - weight loss and lethargy I am taking 50mg Vyvanse in the am and 20mg around 2. I have noticed that I keep loosing weight despite eating what I think is actually more than I need. Since I started I also noticed being lethargic and getting out of breath very easily while weight lifting. It feels like my body is heavy and drained as soon as I put it under some pressure. I thought it would do the opposite, help energize me during my workouts. 

Has anyone else experienced this? How do you deal with getting enough calories?",5.077941176470588,7.012105764705888,5.231519607843137,80.26433823529412,69.78431372549021,7.060784313725492,34.318627450980394,7.6454224807358475,2.6304274509803927,436,22,74,5,8,137,77,102,0.114,0.7809999999999999,0.105,0.1909,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,0,10,6,2,2,0,16,19,9,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,13,2,9,16,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1616666565670322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324834813729969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583790474109648,0.16974495956895938,0.0,0.14747835417479074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401819185492171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079494019248034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951824087434386,0.13839314590244067,0.0,0.0,0.17117783314998736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376598615633539,0.11835221748630573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310787103769648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104279736281776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725204288268934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093630891734388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283964877669486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37722493380409294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665406416561574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704108334355855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725963782578955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456062926387332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615243687272637,0.0,0.13152073674980566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669225498420678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052116866585441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768476497303325,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rumhamtaro,2018/03/04,"adhd helped me prevent a burglary last night kinda long post but this was truly just so weird. last night i was driving home after getting dinner with a friend, a song i really liked had just come on shuffle (can't even remember what it was now), and i was super close to my house so i decided that I wanted to drive around for a minute before the song ended, so i turned into this cul-de-sac in the street behind mine, like I've done so many times before. it was pretty dark, this was around 8pm and the nearest street lamp was located a few feet before the cul-de-sac, but against one of the white houses I saw a tall bulky man wearing a black beanie, black sweatshirt and black pants, carrying a HUGE metal pipe, walking towards my neighbor's house and then slowly backing away once he saw my car. I know most of the families that live there, I've lived in the neighborhood for 27 years, he was definitely not someone I had ever seen before, and as I went around the cul-de-sac, he froze and started walking quickly in the opposite direction. i thought at first he was holding a stick or something but I saw it shining as my headlights passed it. he was also walking in the middle of the street, he wasn't heading towards any car nearby, he wasn't carrying anything and i noticed he wasn't reaching down in his pockets for a gun (yet), so quickly judging by how fast he reacted to my presence, it led me to believe that that might have been the only weapon he had on him. 

I honestly thought I was hallucinating at first, it was like something out of a cartoon, like do burglars really dress like this, is this my Concerta acting up! I pretended not to notice him and I turned down a different street, and while I looped around I called the police. when i turned back onto the street I first saw him on, he was gone, and the next block was where my house was, so I before I turned onto there, I called my mom to make sure all our doors were locked & the lights were on, and I found him walking about 2 houses away from mine towards a main road, and he had stopped and was eyeing the neighbor's house across the street from mine which appeared to have no cars in the driveway. I put my high beams on and slowly started tailing him and he spotted me, and then started heading in the opposite direction once again, where we were before. my idea was to kind of keep herding him around to keep tabs on him & keep him out of trouble until the cops arrived, because i just could not live with myself knowing he was still out there & wondering if the police would ever find him. I was mostly angry that he would dare make my neighborhood feel unsafe so I kind of used that as my ammo. i'm hyper-alert all the time and a fast driver, so I trusted myself that I would be safe in my car. right then as i was about to turn around again to continue trailing him, the police drove around, I waved them down, the officer pulled up to my window and I said ""he's down there!"" and he said thanks and sped down & he got him!! this all happened in the span of 8 minutes, felt like hours, my heart was POUNDING. I wasn't panicked or scared really until much later when I realized what happened and what could have been.

**TL;DR: I couldn't help but feel that had I not noticed him by spontaneously pulling down that street & spotting his strange behavior/appearance, he could have done some real damage and possibly even hurt someone. I was grateful for my easily distracted hyperactive brain last night.**",7.027034337544543,6.277340500000001,6.77227891156463,80.44871315192748,64.55393586005832,9.546420472951086,32.903952057013285,8.59863814320734,2.45447081308714,2757,95,542,33,36,868,299,686,0.063,0.818,0.118,0.9914,1,0,2,1,0,0,87.0,2,0,1,4,43,22,1,2,40,0,54,8,7,6,6,101,96,51,0,9,14,1,4,6,3,4,0,4,6,1,25,38,1,8,14,3,0,21,11,7,0,4,53,20,80,15,85,34,9,129,0,2,11,0,47,62,0,10,51,369,105,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496113686507635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043226121289204736,0.0,0.2928317213743154,0.0,0.03675785675098955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044480968847464976,0.3368300720450274,0.0,0.0,0.10156904393160114,0.08312675778067337,0.0,0.0329501741054356,0.0,0.2759704545234977,0.060899160057408926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060340963981442876,0.1103882024445388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656182669828851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294706368641211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647382385859283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110629860828682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047874866282869334,0.0,0.0,0.07140292193283257,0.0977879682709594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095630678403358,0.0,0.054661587089628136,0.0,0.05189930467596437,0.0,0.04940341328007973,0.13793222445055633,0.0,0.05926626519569685,0.04176117190059449,0.0,0.028240433267768282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043231078648574284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559768305322427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094783349053901,0.0,0.0,0.06405300111926844,0.07246110046857633,0.057109905031922176,0.05421951192265024,0.0,0.05323126355224884,0.37421905352913215,0.057864796511159264,0.061019196548172935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413422563549114,0.0,0.1125756504793775,0.05941217089490281,0.13218109572150188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844523421505144,0.0,0.14318922451632712,0.047835156154310526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721615222020679,0.05480120317415285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734163365950159,0.0,0.0633061569253118,0.0,0.0,0.039735134631406085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748592115770251,0.15217508417633432,0.0,0.0,0.18461891142511305,0.0,0.11512924652380595,0.036627675027624686,0.0411097010586365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093657487218462,0.05176778053606042,0.05499127834192878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433814013041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061524086104098936,0.10388310370114903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123145068680329,0.04616092043884951,0.10283345905854742,0.0,0.05411642843572536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915977712666232,0.08322519704854607,0.0,0.0,0.11477685990260166,0.0,0.04316675240056792,0.04519068308403714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094426179892173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976469032141555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582400250770318,0.06303741484654203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939704171012496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046684390297498435,0.0,0.0,0.03188182794190912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010762236145529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861811405952394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519298568914445,0.0,0.0,0.03480832494947261
adhd,gazelle42,2018/03/04,"Finding/meeting other people with ADHD? I recently realised that the only close friends I have, lifetime friends that you can be totally open and honest with and not worry that they will leave kind of friends, all have ADHD too.  So I am wondering if anyone has any good shortcuts or easy ways to identify fellow ADHDers?  Especially women with ADHD, since this also seems to apply with dating, I only seem to 'click' with ADHD girls but I struggle to identify them quickly e.g. on dating sites etc.",8.398666666666667,8.557465977777781,8.212222222222222,68.245,61.444444444444436,9.866666666666667,36.888888888888886,9.3871,3.730822222222223,398,17,59,6,5,128,67,90,0.043,0.8029999999999999,0.154,0.8098,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,18,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,11,8,3,9,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,5,4,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093707455576199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800650114150076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003482601555568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317985077379943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457234192939385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420216502831576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376928734972853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536647081740081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624847113443652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445742713974576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023019712992688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570118307771127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686725901197016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206607639245134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426544039765389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712906111440086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002635298683066,0.0,0.14985792700168962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pastelsquash,2018/03/04,"Weird side effects from Dex and feedback needed about Strattera Hi all,
I’m a 51 year old woman that’s just recently been diagnosed ADHD-PI and was prescribed dexamphetamine 5mg x 3 times a day. 

Just for some background, I’ve never taken a prescription for anything in my life before and don’t drink or smoke or do any kind of drugs as I’m prone to migraines :(

Ok so the first afternoon I take the 5mg dex and within an hour my neck and jaw muscles start to spasm. Not good but I want to try this medication, so the next day I take the prescribed doses.

More jaw clenching and auras like migraine. I take loads of magnesium to help the muscle spasms and 3mg of melatonin to get to sleep.

I wake up with what felt like my brain literally on fire! Which persisted for the next 3 days without taking anymore medication. Couldn’t stand any light and couldn’t function due to the massive pain in my head. Very similar to migraine and yet not exactly the same. Very strange!

My psych said she has never heard of anyone having this side effects. Has anyone here had something similar or got any insight? 

My migraine triggers are histamine/mast cell related.

I have now been prescribed Strattera, but after reading the side effects (which include migraine) I am feeling rather gun shy :/ 

Any migraine sufferers here successfully using Strattera?

Edit: Family history of depression, bipolar and borderline personality disorders.

I also have symptoms of social anxiety and rejection sensitivity, depersonalisation/derealisation.

Any suggestions welcome.",5.67400303030303,8.300866283636367,6.042386363636364,72.15024621212122,69.8,8.656060606060606,34.36742424242424,9.2995712137729,3.687378787878788,1248,63,193,28,24,400,175,275,0.145,0.7809999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9634,0,0,4,1,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,6,11,12,0,0,13,1,15,23,7,5,4,41,32,20,0,5,11,0,3,2,0,0,15,2,0,2,6,12,1,0,6,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,9,6,15,7,28,21,4,28,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,4,21,112,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387939636053421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235559897104237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926785212136563,0.0,0.08834789589054932,0.0,0.11453292343270735,0.16150359222210267,0.0,0.09503666760278696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827166177022396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892264456741814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234403445936246,0.0,0.0994695235727435,0.11721774569854615,0.0,0.0,0.13235909160271872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313413495325166,0.1339292512587466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887167513609204,0.0,0.058394131439583524,0.0,0.1108864553786915,0.0,0.0,0.0982339137124228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060337639646096376,0.0,0.0,0.09686573669103754,0.09236619071233752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852386139393442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740907738520073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113732277676765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202628332069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815724900639282,0.11284306860145912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326837356375747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563278397118325,0.1781427126400878,0.0,0.24564529606535085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121185080679148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288722428036022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083954374430518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551911147137235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403032802231924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985540018817444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557126276709627,0.11772532833454925,0.0,0.08890819594332969,0.0,0.0,0.0817429008831557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003610482184447,0.3473299887549517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734189920473405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840867531433869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974442998660056,0.0,0.19057915678145795,0.06811773131729215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132617470537584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437039465972324
adhd,Dirtywalnuts,2018/03/04,"I'm going on vacation this week but my doctor is out of town and I need my script filled a couple days early. Just like the title says, I'm leaving town this week (Wednesday), and the prescription I have from my doctor says I can't get it filled until Friday.  I was wondering if I could bring that same script to another doctor, and have them take that one while writing me a new one?  Just so they don't think I'm trying to get multiple scripts filled. I've not had to do anything like this before and I just don't want to seem sketchy.  I don't have insurance at the moment so I pay out of pocket so that's not an issue.  Any help would be appreciated!

TLDR: Dr is out of town and I was wondering if I could talk to another doctor about writing me a new script and give him my old script to prove I'm not Dr. Shopping. ",2.2932059800664457,3.7378147325581423,3.882823920265782,89.10686046511627,76.09302325581395,7.007308970099668,22.169435215946844,7.7094869923839395,0.7929504983388704,642,17,141,9,14,214,92,172,0.023,0.8859999999999999,0.092,0.921,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,7,0,17,6,0,0,1,31,33,14,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,1,2,5,7,0,0,2,3,2,19,2,17,26,1,24,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,5,13,89,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258016910463716,0.28551024775904205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203198395743087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584548903721187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739413038806035,0.1506368097867791,0.0,0.08779932255755182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573820451474659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225552404917205,0.13059831734478933,0.07737175062149748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912520686439138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420952511888116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415307109005335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302268661296385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009464128118105,0.0,0.262970574712303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285649273047685,0.0,0.1845045738623431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652868772165712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393714543981285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236066959640616,0.10942453047763756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723329820824816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243042371449693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029916004684988,0.0,0.21840730162728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952770042600233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967102640306682,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwfoshoaccount,2018/03/04,"If everything goes according to plan, I am to start medication for the first time Monday, tomorrow. I can't believe how long I have waited for this. I am super excited, and don't really have many people I can/want to share this with- so im doing it with you guys!

My psychiatrist called me two weeks ago and said I'll be getting my diagnosis and start medication. 

The usual medicine they give, from where I am from, is either Ritalin XR or Strattera, at least in the first round. 

I have read soooo much around ADHD and different medications, and I just hope that I will get an effect from the Ritalin XR I most likely will start with!

Much love, and thanks for reading!",4.236076923076927,5.849721992307693,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538464,71.38461538461539,9.2,26.07692307692308,9.642632912329526,2.338830769230769,529,17,103,13,10,175,89,130,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.9605,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,5,5,7,0,0,5,0,13,6,0,2,0,19,24,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,10,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,15,7,15,20,5,16,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,4,13,72,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100145091332456,0.0,0.13350483290597015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407297851684752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968355022308373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378752412903787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735321994532667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535668621509006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256214037685404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737284298160106,0.14447683931105984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491255182128996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958764605347008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268239681549934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357942165429225,0.0,0.0,0.1332832688346991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592952689527416,0.0,0.0,0.15269279087463358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551649004789186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214282990600596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441256763079684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012973509999493,0.0,0.09648328935673732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326261970054552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198031804276347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865953687259114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782068864302232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712205253794294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587334489581074,0.0,0.08883245265919716,0.0,0.12080858797843347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vincisomething,2018/03/04,"Portland Oregon ADHD testing centers? I have a suspicion that I may have ADHD (inattentive type), but I can't diagnose myself. I am mainly unfamiliar of where I should go, who should I trust, who would best fit me, where to go after any possible diagnosis, pricing, etc. ",7.114625850340133,7.827085224489799,8.359591836734698,64.21993197278914,64.10204081632654,11.431292517006804,36.74149659863946,11.20814326018867,4.670014965986394,212,10,33,6,3,73,38,49,0.034,0.7070000000000001,0.258,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,29,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6749315649475316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909529218414904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294681184654666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285005033680357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31316506631006474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319169040023412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31655863663876826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947152470466925,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dank_doggo,2018/03/04,"Instant release vs extended release Hi I'm diagnosed with ADHD and was wondering about people's experiences with different medications. I take 60mg Adderal instant release daily (2x 30mg) and was wondering about how people feel taking extended release medications vs instant release. 

I used to be on Vyvanse and it always treated my way better than adderall but the thing is that I also felt that the vyvanse lasted me longer NOT only  throughout the day but also longer as in not building an incredible tolerance to it instantly super fast. 
I used to take Vyvanse 65mg or 60mg can't remember daily
Now I take 60mg adderal (2x 30mg) 

Aderall IR vs. Aderall XR vs. Vyvanse 

My question is related (but not limited) to: 
Tolerance levels
How fast the tolerance built for you (include anything affecting the tolerance out of regular diet).
How long the medication lasted you daily 

Things I know:
IR medications give you a faster relief 
XR medications take about 30-90 minutes to fully work depending on the person 
Adderall is way cheaper which is why I'm on it 
 Vyvanse I like better but it's too expensive and I'd still need a booster towards or around 3pm / 4pm depending on if I take my Vyvanse at 7-8-9am. 

Tips thoughts concerns advice appreciated 
Feel free to elaborate on your experiences and tolerance levels. 

Also, why do we avoid grapefruit again? Can't remember why 

Thank you ",4.763595907928392,7.309650815686276,6.4570502983802225,68.51585677749361,72.21568627450979,9.297527706734867,36.184995737425396,9.761364909221204,4.431954816709293,1118,64,168,31,23,383,137,255,0.03,0.821,0.149,0.9859,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,5,0,5,14,9,0,1,10,0,10,7,0,8,0,45,30,19,0,2,14,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,9,10,1,2,10,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,4,3,18,9,25,25,0,24,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,8,11,97,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754864946033343,0.0955788299311789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346559384963411,0.0813857808911163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048932126244318,0.0870716642007842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301004730744948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307937814120025,0.0,0.0,0.09927512221517514,0.0,0.10219066421553363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913539564796771,0.0,0.0,0.09891138070889477,0.0,0.09391296807599073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382829393696572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053753834886754524,0.15945645900585426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477850403954842,0.0,0.0,0.08655879921470876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926665786661309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252489837356041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743889357909112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561831962952914,0.08540394604656315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956961919449476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159939557955186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811121681590047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412458225990808,0.0,0.0,0.09005033502175375,0.0,0.0,0.129961276430956,0.0,0.0,0.07765023884214407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689529246308576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552740992805581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477501782806073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121416118661926,0.07120686721815389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LeChesnay,2018/03/04,"Vyvanse coupons? I tried all the Shire and online coupons, but I'm excluded due to being under Government provided insurance. I'm working to pay for college, $80 is way too much. What coupons do you guys use?",3.1165000000000016,5.641849650000001,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,77.5,8.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.522,166,10,30,4,4,54,34,40,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021752448745698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728262326770117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443332238673568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43802960581094347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025657007661527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36922374734557817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,forever_a10ne,2018/03/04,"ADHD and IQ? The other day, I took an IQ test as apart of my ADHD evaluation. My psychologist said that certain areas of the test would be lower than others in those with ADHD. When the results came in, the portions pertaining to memory and concentration were almost a full 20 points lower than the category I scored highest in. My overall IQ was 115, which is still pretty good, but he said it'd probably be at least 5 points higher if I was on proper ADHD medication. I haven't seen a doctor about medication yet (appointment is at the end of the month), but I did receive a diagnosis of ADHD-I. 

My question is: Does ADHD inhibit your overall intelligence, or do the medications act more as a ""performance enhancing drug"" (ex: if someone w/o ADHD took it, would they also score higher)?.. Or something else? 

Thanks. ",4.827872807017545,6.736675164473687,6.584210526315792,70.41780701754391,70.38157894736842,9.27719298245614,29.114035087719287,9.725611199111238,3.111024561403508,643,25,107,16,12,222,101,152,0.043,0.863,0.093,0.8196,2,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,13,0,14,5,0,1,1,16,21,12,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,3,11,3,17,6,4,22,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,6,6,76,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8033855842486259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956268951357576,0.0,0.0,0.07636927110272072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092236346091831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061587950781797136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774568004410797,0.08357045639439965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074671608345678,0.0,0.07977586011969089,0.0,0.08458238984019231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009872480218637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886108826007084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762251483409195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055190330815987,0.0,0.0,0.09715523203856714,0.10296239604484426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697899238995884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167987501654514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091467401694376,0.07351859762588822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762643817761712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792121553242989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220234717599884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356772878813766,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whatthefuckmane,2018/03/04,"How do I know if I am burned out or just being lazy? I would say I ""work"" a lot (as a full-time student, not as a literal job). Most of my work is pretty intellectually demanding for me and I often have to address random issues like being locked out of all of my school accounts randomly, having classes which are far apart and only having 10 minutes to get to them, having a 120 minute class, a 10 minute break, and then another 120 minutes of class. 

On top of this I want to find some form of employment over the summer in my field.

I have a pretty good GPA (3.4), not enough to brag about it but good enough to not actively hurt my resume, which is mostly impressive because of my previous work experience and a scholarship I got which is pretty exclusive (as far as I know, no one else in my major and class got this particular scholarship), so I am doing pretty well, but at the same time there are many people who are/were doing substantially better than me- 4.0 GPA, good networking with company founders, getting 6 figure job offers and turning them down to get a master's and then a PhD, etc.

I asked my friend for advice and he said that as long as I can keep a 4.0 I don't need to worry too much about extracurriculars as a freshman. At the time I laughed when I read the text because I knew my chances of getting a 4.0 at one of the most competitive schools in my field was pretty low and my school is notorious for ""grade deflating"" (basically the opposite of grade inflation; the classes often seem pointlessly difficult and the teachers try to keep averages under 60%).

Objectively I am probably beating 90% of the people in my career field of choice relative to my current age but the last 10% of people who are doing better than me make me feel guilty, especially as most people I know are doing very well off (my friend's house in DC is an actual mansion; my dad is an executive; etc.)

How do I find a healthy balance between working constantly and feeling dead inside and the guilt which comes with knowing that I could have more money, skills, etc. if I was more dedicated?

I know the reddit answer is ""you will be ok, reduce your effort by 90%"" but I feel like I need to be the best, to be honest I am not at all happy with how I am doing.

**TL;DR I am addicted to student lifestyle plz help**",6.847507374631269,6.173611022123892,7.653672566371683,73.73376843657819,64.88495575221239,10.719174041297935,32.992625368731574,10.125756701596842,3.148402359882005,1810,64,346,36,24,609,226,452,0.077,0.723,0.201,0.9958,5,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,2,2,13,14,21,0,1,28,1,42,1,0,5,2,69,68,34,1,7,12,1,3,2,2,2,1,2,1,0,11,18,0,2,14,1,4,1,6,4,2,2,6,5,49,17,62,54,20,34,0,2,0,0,15,21,0,14,13,251,60,26,0.0,0.0,0.08065242092460992,0.09009840205227812,0.0,0.08076256396659766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666352143118777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772646227907906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100762776249068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673386415138251,0.14619068911591593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119384119693563,0.0,0.0893130105314614,0.0,0.06598761699720264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904170899196263,0.0,0.0,0.17079473214009416,0.2765227411800325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084549769849254,0.0,0.0,0.12536777313467698,0.05904367087661445,0.0,0.0,0.15107735280402393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277071133722569,0.0,0.1727204505464177,0.0,0.0,0.20796339294077465,0.13220213923402466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798021833913207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539714016315262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536457136320456,0.08847627822685689,0.0,0.0,0.08626292711611848,0.16403056094551502,0.14692248849297015,0.0,0.0,0.22710560129358004,0.06736906321002405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075517108475957,0.0,0.0,0.07314078403641715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026428264022767,0.0,0.0,0.055168109978511716,0.0837919908396775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075571053553975,0.12256473004080895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200870173014618,0.06285744646117253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291905691251694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204130953517412,0.0891084066555707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267025813856202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861707189223002,0.06572492131585322,0.0,0.2509322385445233,0.0,0.075239537244269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963853014429743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611249382008485,0.08989717404052186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819316685472009,0.04874786829718032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862076184202716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406746001267457,0.08393294660217565,0.0,0.058710691509126126,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,driver_27,2018/03/04,"Diet with ADD? I have started medication after avoiding it for years. My life has done a compete 180 for the better. I feel like I’m in control of my life. I can plan for the future and actually use my mind and that feels amazing. 
The biggest change along with medication has been a change in my diet. High protein and low sugar, minimal processed foods. Typical breakfast would be two eggs, quinoa w/mushrooms, alvocado and some fruit. 

Foods that seem to have the biggest effect on my mind and ability to think are fried foods and processed foods. I experience a huge swing in my energy and ability to problem solve when eating these type of foods vs a healthy diet. Seems obvious doesn’t it? it’s difficult to manage this right now since I’m not sure exactly what In these foods is messing with me so much.

Does anyone here notice any differences in their ability to think by making a change in their diet? I seem to be hypersensitive to food. It’s been this way since I was a kid. 



Thanks,

Sorry, this is just me thinking out loud so it might not be easy to read. ",4.304781553398058,5.9914181553398045,5.126395631067961,81.24066140776698,71.33009708737866,8.256796116504855,27.923543689320393,8.841846274778883,2.19260291262136,844,31,160,16,16,274,122,206,0.07200000000000001,0.795,0.133,0.9197,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,5,6,10,0,1,10,0,18,20,0,4,3,39,32,10,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,13,13,16,2,9,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,5,16,5,27,23,2,21,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,5,7,102,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.08549771776174797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957989182620599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126109549101765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748664041412638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780490322258761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826550764159322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153701042203967,0.0,0.0,0.07667078777290845,0.08965858898647096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896500430052082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570239386855939,0.0,0.0,0.08859960111143066,0.06259079455215667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7415945021838056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256801850709696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376740441473587,0.042803320384271766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848240440049358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652190086889433,0.0,0.09294362165114713,0.17692844958521792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644056871725845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974806063272468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383387536977822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763677911452365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482108287694755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392789446152443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449488733703555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807565862383948,0.06201298172772736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257428140349786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066234346034767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841675235059392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855852384918261,0.0,0.0,0.07566956209497876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954317673353938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062237811025368135,0.0,0.0,0.056419944426851686
adhd,TheCooolestBean,2018/03/04,"How effective is Cognitive Behavioural Therapy with treating ADHD? This is my first time contributing to this sub, or reddit at all for this matter so bear with me please. 

Okay so I've been suspecting I have adhd for about nine months now. I put off doing something about it until recently, when I tried to tell my parents about my suspicions. They weren't really that understanding about it but agreed that I did need some help since my life has been going more and more to shit this past year. As a sort of compromise they sent me to Cognitive Behavioural Therapy. 

I've had about 6 sessions so far and even though it's been very interesting and I feel like it has helped me deal with adhd somewhat, I don't think it's doing enough. 
I'm still falling into the same problems as before and I still feel very out of control in my life.

The point of this post, however, is to ask what you peoples experiences with CBT   are and wether it's more helpful in the long-term or if I'm just wasting money with it. 

Tl;Dr: started Cognitive Behavioural Therapy with Adhd and wondering about the experience and advice you guys had. 

Thank you :)",4.6569689542483665,6.506054310185188,5.098627450980395,81.13852941176471,70.71296296296295,8.60087145969499,27.983660130718953,9.168548406835145,2.404840196078432,905,33,167,19,17,288,128,216,0.076,0.7879999999999999,0.135,0.9098,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,2,3,17,7,1,0,5,1,17,3,1,3,1,37,30,20,0,3,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,15,0,1,7,0,1,4,2,2,0,2,8,2,20,5,31,22,8,25,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,7,13,120,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360808279858924,0.1089718565944038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425213095093172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489165169879103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507434587776028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496779553615134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522553361200588,0.0,0.07365507162741666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181675159581854,0.0,0.0,0.11277138255328308,0.07966684215516814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485520196863846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337694520796129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041808073085367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224239879856806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753368114295455,0.05448094073848712,0.0,0.0,0.09868789000452133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901077205634535,0.0,0.0,0.08268748247679929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382499375249033,0.0,0.10645435898321584,0.07731094892500942,0.0,0.0,0.12241075689228695,0.10541838657908252,0.0,0.10680121989861137,0.0,0.0,0.10670546945645112,0.0,0.1121040846807682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143981634424923,0.0,0.11010830563843586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446926897670012,0.09224694380371687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585023811186421,0.0,0.0,0.07893139018641766,0.0,0.17811317262213114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746964169438647,0.10266867884168847,0.38258378313531377,0.0,0.0,0.07145476115565358,0.10956361427065582,0.0,0.06502570455165466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571184382216505,0.0,0.0,0.11609178204001284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840242714999546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093402546690535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181245803345496
adhd,Runr5,2018/03/04,"Listening to music and watching movies with ADHD Hi all,
I recently got diagnosed and medicated for Adhd. 
One topic I would really like to hear everyone’s stories on is your attention span when it comes to media. 
Before medication, I could not listen to an entire song all the way through without changing it, ever. 
This drove my wife and any passenger in my car completely insane. 
No matter how good the song, I would quickly get bored and skip repeatedly. 
I feel like I was missing the value and appreciation of it as a whole. 
The same applied to movies and any form of social media or learning platform. 
Does/did anyone have a hard time with this ?
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adhd,Insun12345,2018/03/04,"Scared to switch from Non stimulant medication to Stimulant, need advice. Hello! so Ive been trying to find an ADHD medication thats right for me for the past 6 months and currently im on 200mg of Budeprion Extended Release but its not doing much for me. Ive been trying to go through the non stimulant medications before I make the decision to switch to the stimulant based ones like Adderall. Im afraid to switch to ones like Adderall because of the side effects like weight loss and so on.
To people who are on Adderall or other Stimulant based ADHD medications, do they work better for you than non stimulant based ones and how bad are the side effects for you? 
Any response will be helpful. 
Thanks!",5.2994736842105254,7.041321691729326,6.010533834586468,75.65880827067674,68.92481203007519,9.530526315789476,31.34511278195489,9.888512548439397,3.2919930827067674,567,24,99,14,10,185,77,133,0.065,0.787,0.147,0.9199,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,5,3,9,0,2,7,0,10,5,0,10,0,19,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,2,1,8,5,22,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,62,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34491310418766896,0.14022445633164274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758347134227427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981472630065405,0.08747496874812109,0.0,0.12210611698945675,0.0,0.0,0.1269122034715604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311544521402872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155314558716135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961835964608385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100046447096925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103174305984008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957859415134536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782360231525935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453862959972533,0.0,0.1054874444354224,0.10640185124951664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917136083808364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698495262052424,0.09948335396214192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254639565339208,0.0,0.0,0.1436663997897994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211355778261674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485126654939547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474174530129022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044681573308097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,killer1408,2018/03/04,"[UK] Does diagnosis from a psychologist have equal merit to one from a psychiatrist?. *Edited for formatting.

I'm a 21yo male in the UK who's recently been diagnosed with ADHD as well as dyslexia + dyspraxia. 

This assessment was carried out by a psychologist who specialises in ADHD assessment. He recommended in the report that I go to my GP for further treatment such as medication and or therapy, or get a referral if they're unwilling or lack necessary knowledge about ADHD.

I've heard horror stories on the waiting times and management of adult ADHD diagnosis with the NHS.
So my question is could my GP (assuming they're compliant/co-operative) handle my treatment of ADHD (i.e. medication) or do I have to go through the NHS/psychiatrist to get a second diagnosis?.",7.499927536231882,8.814135514492754,9.11608695652174,57.015144927536255,63.42028985507247,13.379710144927538,40.69565217391305,12.650343791298138,6.279965217391304,623,35,93,25,9,219,88,138,0.046,0.899,0.055,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,11,0,7,3,0,0,0,16,14,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,2,23,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,7,2,65,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.848699692356537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276659140988425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335301353012714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359782255453275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475814505903788,0.0,0.16053696709156506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28456369387001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957061345531726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821823990137887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945491835227394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151730465346206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235667842194676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698940716692392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,disneylvr,2018/03/04,Refusal to do work My eight year old has started refusing to do class work at school. She had stopped doing this when we started her on meds but she’s recently started again. I’m not sure how to handle it when she straight up won’t do her work and won’t talk to anyone about it. Any thoughts?,2.5834426229508196,4.136721114754103,3.095868852459017,94.59626229508196,75.55737704918033,6.191475409836067,26.95409836065573,6.742157984588678,0.9253318032786884,232,9,52,2,5,72,45,61,0.094,0.868,0.038,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,7,1,8,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,10,34,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099108479502766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553387252866295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629643896058899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248418445949247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337518506373501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395931716418291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026966427956739,0.0,0.0,0.1979249536123073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231243248661255,0.0,0.0,0.19028236862335854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794484344893625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170478691898738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245257718576213
adhd,Keith_IzLoln,2018/03/04,"Over the last couple years I've filled an entire bookshelf with books I want to read, and I haven't finished a single one. I really really wish I could get back into reading. I've pretty much never been able to sit down and read a book. In high school I almost failed out of several English classes due to not being able to do any reading assignments (and therefore any other associated work). 

Now that I got through college and have some more free time, I feel like a lot of my time watching reruns of tv and Reddit is a waste and feel like reading would be a really productive use of my time and help improve myself, and there's plenty of things I WANT to read. I've been ""collecting"" tons of books. Books that are highly recommended, books that my friends are reading, books I was supposed to read in school and didn't, books about things I'm EXTREMELY interested in, and yet I can never bring myself to even open one of them let alone read without distraction. 

I feel like I've tried everything. If I turn off the TV then it's too quiet and every tiny noise is a distraction. If I turn on white noise then I can't focus on anything but that. I've tried playing background music but then I just spend half an hour trying to find the ""perfect"" playlist. My legs bounce uncontrollably. I can't stop fidgeting and readjusting my position because every single neuron in my body feels like it's firing on full blast. My arm gets an itch and I have to scratch it, then my feet are just *slightly* too cold so so put on a blanket. Then I notice the slightest draft and need to move my chair. It's like my brain refuses to let me focus on the words on the page and just fighting to focus is so much effort that even if I can read, I don't process it. And this is all on meds (10mg Adderal 2x a day)

Even if I can read, I'm constantly checking the time, seeing how many pages I have left in the chapter, measuring my pace and thinking it's too slow. ""it feels like 10 minutes have passed and I've only covered 3 paragraphs since the last time I checked what page I was on"".

I tried audiobooks. I have an hour commute to work each way and start out an audio book just fine and about half way through just lose interest (even if I'm enjoying it) turn the radio on, and then never pick the book back up. 

And this is starting to impact my work too. I have several online classes I need to take that involve just reading PowerPoint slides and answering questions and I've been putting it off for MONTHS.

I really feel helpless about this. And like, right now I'm happy with my medication situation. Almost every other aspect of my life has significantly improved since my diagnosis ~4 months ago. This is just the only problem that hasn't improved in the slightest. ",5.245209155485398,5.908957014732965,5.672357800578798,82.02722651933705,68.17127071823205,8.562988687187582,29.694764535648517,8.591530228387361,2.1210696027361218,2181,77,428,32,35,700,246,543,0.049,0.823,0.128,0.9878,1,1,0,0,2,0,55.0,0,0,1,7,28,24,1,3,26,0,37,9,7,4,5,82,65,42,0,13,16,0,8,7,1,1,3,2,0,0,25,32,0,2,10,25,4,7,11,8,0,4,7,14,48,17,55,52,14,74,0,3,3,0,7,29,0,10,42,273,73,31,0.10982718446738647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867758621860923,0.0,0.1099760607401602,0.056873920481196785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746862515724532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518920746703749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445032562790293,0.0,0.033474816136123686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099662158841695,0.0,0.0613017299481295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059342084793579775,0.0,0.04384403503893613,0.060760845333364434,0.0,0.03541472410259313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507963907172594,0.0,0.13880120958209724,0.0,0.049352795850775816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659577321312227,0.19615140632002495,0.0,0.0,0.050190028457991885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242610514069618,0.0,0.05738017093433604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043919416161403484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058456540046864874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036807423345399534,0.11603845032064405,0.0,0.0,0.10815765369877796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952381377996457,0.0,0.0,0.059663778636910074,0.1123057371373076,0.03878709418251538,0.1877960516088877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143426335660322,0.0,0.046685572388444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567376349585067,0.0,0.0,0.06099662158841695,0.05531966697253662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766301082940907,0.058364458062412077,0.08073561746133638,0.08143546566736573,0.12705824293860815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251948872289846,0.0,0.0,0.07442174254497566,0.0835285227899207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586686509443351,0.0,0.052544891525020884,0.0,0.11040665486161914,0.061515790867709225,0.0,0.6591414315795636,0.0,0.14071621331118356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689590772480362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115097407453638,0.04375902332349977,0.0,0.0,0.12407345738295797,0.0,0.09085018191423097,0.061725178459993466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773624644343237,0.0,0.0,0.045910221975258965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128818727886205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296430124153362,0.035186412589679125,0.0,0.0,0.16010278617438678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913089801525525,0.17919065854587835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742771241921903,0.0,0.0,0.064778918923095,0.08717570699556339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314792100033231,0.052934743317171656,0.0,0.11993324749156695,0.0,0.0,0.03900904037488455,0.0,0.0,0.035362552985655576
adhd,ScottPilgrims,2018/03/04,"Just got diagnosed with ADD and I feel like Im losing my mind, help? So Ive just been diagnosed with bipolair disorder and ADD, Im 26 now and I have 3 failed college educations and thousands of unfinished comics notched on my belt. 

I think Im ok with the bipolar stuff, but the ADD part is making me lose my mind. Im so afraid of my life turning into this balance act of just trying to keep it together every day, a daily routine of stupid f'ing post-its, dayplanners, meditation, excercises, walks and other stuff I wouldn't do naturally, all just so I won't fall off the edge. 
The idea is so paralyzing I have been sitting at home for a week driving myself crazy. And Im sick of feeling depressed and the self pity. Im stuck in this acceptance process and I keep imagining my life being controlled by my mood swings and my add ruining my daily functioning. 
Im just sick of trying to keep it together everyday for 8 years, never making any real progress. Im reading all these helpful tips to live with add, but it all just sounds like extra rules and rigidness which will suck the heart out of my daily life. 

Does it get better? 

(also I am taking medication for the bipolar stuff and I just started therapy again which helps when im there, not at home) 

TL;DR Just got diagnosed with ADD and Im afraid my life is gonna be rules and tricks to keep me from falling off the edge. And it scares the shit out of me. Any experiences? Does it get better or easier?",3.558045719408337,5.1578240515463945,4.793832362169431,83.22809502465265,73.0893470790378,8.084924548035259,27.08516360376513,8.716276077567194,1.9907527566113847,1153,42,230,22,23,381,153,291,0.157,0.7140000000000001,0.128,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,7,17,21,4,4,11,1,15,14,2,3,4,62,34,23,0,1,12,0,2,2,0,4,12,1,2,1,15,28,0,6,6,2,0,5,4,14,0,1,5,3,24,6,31,23,5,24,0,6,0,0,4,9,2,1,11,137,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428906767852693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233073490544418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008075603190915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614084432102099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378138457911318,0.0,0.05847082101524434,0.20671108845327354,0.0,0.0,0.07780418038479041,0.0,0.11881643225371345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057197576156512886,0.0,0.0,0.06640633917330674,0.0,0.0,0.0686512347723788,0.048498359783647686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093612599137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859058756929467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044621189838662,0.13650931902077165,0.0,0.1361920368738044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663595974595118,0.7332941807776013,0.0,0.0,0.2413637093171697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180188242512924,0.06633214506332306,0.0,0.059945308290121374,0.0,0.0,0.15189597990701406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062996275800396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838883193038205,0.0,0.0,0.13709267737121586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235850284500055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735148135863333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501681060593299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790519395363356,0.0772700666807016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796655259006479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082076176222914,0.0,0.06968484806000311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805064260019788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331425110302318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104244213773074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763449828451963,0.0,0.0,0.043499134910253125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218139296694844,0.07384136903109192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054454714392371206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371688813610977
adhd,uglybaldmofo,2018/03/04,"For those who talked about Noise Cancelling Headphones helping them Are you using them essentially as ear-plugs, or are you listening to music through them?

I remember seeing them brought up on this sub from time to time with many people swearing by them helping their ADHD(guessing not the H though or any compulsions), so I'm just asking because it seems quite pricey an investment simply to block out noise(when ear plugs are about 1000x cheaper)",13.791538461538458,10.80205917948718,10.283333333333337,67.64500000000002,53.35897435897437,13.476923076923079,46.51282051282051,11.20814326018867,5.147712820512821,368,16,59,6,3,104,62,78,0.084,0.861,0.055,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,10,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,14,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,3,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30757805163564833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404113455178433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392599447156196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560125151974334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28193568131372265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34308888632584245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594727880856558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742959493476454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27221299288419754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899187300275876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039430258114301,0.23298900416864896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570679030192493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514498653804861,0.0,0.2984696108215918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210412948795283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Amysea,2018/03/04,"My little cousin called me out last night. It sucked. I go my great aunt's every Saturday and my cousin and her kids come over and we spend the evening playing board games. Last night, we were deep in a game of trivia pursuit when my (8? year old) cousin asked very loudly ""why are you shaking all over!?"" My leg stopped bouncing. My great aunt said ""its from this Hershey kiss wrapper she's playing with!"" And snatched it out of my hands to throw away.

They don't realize, and i know that, but God did that suck. I focused on staying still as best i could till the end of the game then left much earlier than i normally do.

Have an appointment next month to hopefully get diagnosed and put on meds and will recieve therapy before the end of this month. I can't wait to have a chance to feel normal..",3.24844206426485,4.986489569620257,3.339873417721517,92.76466893865627,74.18987341772151,6.886854917234664,25.44498539435248,7.61054688173877,1.0874395326192792,624,21,134,8,13,190,110,158,0.051,0.78,0.16899999999999998,0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,1,1,3,10,2,1,7,0,10,4,2,0,1,24,21,12,0,4,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,13,0,2,3,5,1,5,2,3,0,0,3,4,20,7,21,16,3,34,0,0,0,1,18,11,2,1,17,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984939307101024,0.0,0.1405476800993746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729274477686853,0.0,0.15698877212042858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275132228642474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886124492892842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194379504349437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183388901484854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499024232841306,0.0,0.0,0.09880485866081903,0.0,0.12603867303465102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756387867662786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781562418458705,0.0,0.0850172292996074,0.0,0.0,0.32985393171417504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857974248423966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221247799250148,0.24387675138711395,0.0,0.0,0.16253338519751429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499316266233344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616425608424426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388076355910821,0.0,0.10996817090532612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909400235236176,0.28076605787243464,0.2931390327321329,0.0,0.0,0.15697283700893966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038242442032745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229733339821365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159446384106488,0.11946527549101625,0.1250665640575425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107279369175799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343000783224495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498454185958886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633307808013028
adhd,hogedihogegog,2018/03/04,"the trouble with inconsistent behavior due to meds kicking in and wearing off So, A common scenario for me is sitting together with friends in the evening just around the time the meds wear off. What happens is basicly a shift from me being to articulate myself well to ""uhh.. mhh .... oh.. really?"" replies, unable to really overthink what the other person is saying.

It's not only the struggle to just perform well in social situations when the meds wear off, but also other people being confused that you suddenly start acting differently over the course of an hour. Besides that knowing that the meds will eventually wear off (what basicly simulates a 20 IQ point drop) kind of triggers insecurity for me.
The issue expands to a lot of other domains too, but this one is most prominent for me.

I'm pretty sure that I am not the only one struggling with this, so: advice? Experiences? Opinions? Unrelated comments?
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adhd,Cheepacheep,2018/03/04,"Help with getting overwhelmed? So I was recently diagnosed and started on medication for Adhd and I've found my general quality of life, mental health, and my ability to function well have drastically improved, yay!

However one thing I still really struggle with is how overwhelmed I get when I have to plan out time when I have multiple deadlines/tasks going on at once. My uni course is a very high workload and while I've been managing a lot better recently I still end up having a bad panic attack almost every time I have to deal with multiple deadlines and just end up feeling completely overwhelmed and useless in the face of what I have to do.

I just hate how much this kind of thing affects my mood and motivation, like I'll be having a fine day and then bam too many things are happening at once and I feel sick and completely unable to do anything until the anxiety wears off. 

So yeah does anyone have any advice on how to manage these feelings better? Or how to not get completely overwhelmed in the face of lots of tasks?",8.339438775510203,7.619009168367349,8.309102040816324,70.40018367346939,61.90816326530612,11.717551020408163,37.457142857142856,11.00357731598739,4.191507755102041,831,35,144,19,10,270,118,196,0.113,0.72,0.16699999999999998,0.6671,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,14,18,2,6,7,2,16,8,3,6,0,32,27,22,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,1,1,3,3,14,7,28,23,3,28,0,5,0,0,2,12,0,4,16,103,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526256983577993,0.1181130240240246,0.0,0.0,0.1210341106889532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219592499426832,0.0,0.09246542186184224,0.0,0.0,0.0845152996372442,0.0,0.09946592925225953,0.0,0.0,0.13750737579581224,0.0,0.0,0.10092162249152292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379985388748068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38019051948866506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795132155495954,0.1246119357834998,0.0,0.12268077464049293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577438340130596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411035712746865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183841132488312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833469131343921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252800678006804,0.0,0.0,0.1894491741241658,0.0,0.06869335703601884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688517612846296,0.0,0.0,0.11933436280479474,0.0,0.12847943950950294,0.0,0.0,0.08101679077027389,0.12770607117367608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586778094365872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537424270325941,0.05905110606904033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551915382350852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254347733636735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176407575553375,0.12180879809510578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885355226028742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574457748182673,0.08190481968739989,0.0,0.0,0.14181521298311128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743258679666783,0.0,0.2386896095112524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855525956581415,0.0,0.19305429947123967,0.0,0.0,0.12635984468965578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409024996905988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096084702815154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997306271543968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086768841388958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iRecommendPixie,2018/03/04,"An ADD/ADHD test would cost me around 350$ and as a student I'm afraid it may not be worth it. as much as I'm tight on money, I'm also tight on time when it comes to studying.

Here's why I feel like I need to be tested:

* Time management issues: I try to make a schedule very often but never actually succeed on finishing the tasks properly and my time distribution is very wrong 99% of the time.

* Serious time wasting issue:even when I finally get in the mindset to study, even when the time is seriously tight and I know nothing about the material, I almost NEVER study as efficiently as I should, almost 60-75% of the time I'm supposed to be studying is wasted in vain, just like now.

* unable to take things seriously: Basically I have two chances to pass the exam, when I failed the first one, I'm still unable to use my time properly to cover for my own mistakes so I can pass the second and last chance I have.

* I keep convincing myself that I do have time left: while this is true, this is only valid ONLY when I'm actually studying efficiently, meaning that when I'm intensely focused into what I'm doing, which rarely happens when it comes to something I hate doing.

* I procrastinate all year long: even when I put myself into the getting things done mindset, I abstain from doing fun stuff only to realize the day is over, time flew and I achieved nothing. didn't have fun, didn't study, just wasted my time unconsciously during the day, every day.

* Lack of motivation: maybe when I had a girlfriend I had more motivation to do stuff, since she gave me a purpose, but right now I really can't find a reason to move forward, I'm studying engineering(bio-medical) and I don't really love studying anything, I don't have a life long dream or dream job that allows me to stay focused on.

on the other hand, I'm afraid I might just be wasting 350$ dollars into what only seems to exist in my head and the only thing that's holding me back is my own invisible barrier inside my head.

Maybe it's more about the lack of habit and not me having an actual disorder, I mean I never built a habit for studying or reading, and I'm a very minimalist person, so that also could be it.

any advice would be appreciated.

**TL;DR**: I'm not sure if I should spend 350$ to get checked because maybe all what I see as symptoms are simply in my head and I just haven't practiced building a habit yet to overcome them.",4.271901304454836,5.404949399581593,5.716790548855528,79.11634014275168,70.69456066945607,8.301353679547132,28.28476495200591,8.671277953709913,2.119170858971203,1895,68,365,32,34,641,218,478,0.14400000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.107,-0.9537,1,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,1,6,29,19,1,2,26,0,42,7,4,6,7,69,75,35,0,10,12,0,5,2,1,6,2,0,0,1,23,16,0,7,10,3,6,8,12,10,0,4,7,6,46,9,46,55,9,65,0,1,1,1,6,17,0,9,43,244,69,13,0.0,0.0,0.21727018213517246,0.0,0.08919232765540122,0.0725222991100233,0.0,0.0,0.14863173727758458,0.0,0.0,0.11869984299402185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050468925906484885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061072840460181,0.06606732139034978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057066958605607225,0.0,0.04524093738104679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785976057449272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925485103974705,0.0,0.0,0.14358812090054945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505712467416393,0.0,0.0,0.07594798422322566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705544997958725,0.0,0.06252956257804819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752546846577292,0.05301940093975442,0.0,0.08129919641280729,0.06783140870400918,0.06312746744249324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632324026506187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562831472369396,0.0,0.0,0.0732722104521939,0.22849882240896535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746145609008498,0.07364720001333491,0.06596593850637884,0.0,0.0,0.04078676935860177,0.06049534726138853,0.0,0.0,0.08063510378228032,0.0,0.05242043726150067,0.07251566052945313,0.0,0.0,0.1313563501828512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698217522406863,0.0,0.04953926642114798,0.0,0.22367763005959854,0.1616843634948306,0.0824364300169843,0.0,0.0,0.07873066920421788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887908276308386,0.05455675991072709,0.055029679444272256,0.1717181653562036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242309886367535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029018502408285,0.2822202707330337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648019077532638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460684083721086,0.0,0.0,0.07423534981761187,0.0,0.09508839972446316,0.07630565409887162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337943175483762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059139958408848885,0.06756279093845224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061391635047743365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713453768332945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791035990206683,0.05926840738529163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699174477041564,0.0,0.0,0.06994701000953035,0.07713807800886205,0.055800643912849016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791597525570316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760307034298072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038729407244402,0.0,0.07249753109207459,0.0,0.0,0.06409816140464833,0.0,0.18370610098299284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696773422041523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054407914127673,0.08114274298647435,0.0,0.04779219813343687
adhd,Brainhamster,2018/03/04,"Therapy working, I'm FINALLY beginning to feel good about myself **TL;DR: After 9 years of struggle, 1 year of failing self help, after 3 sessions of therapy I finally feel *capable* and IT'S GREAT omg.**

warning ahead: wrote thisin one go, so there might not be a lot of structure there, eh :)

I had my third appointment with a psychologist on friday. I only recently tried therapy because uptil then I thought I ""could get a handle on this"". It's kind of complicated getting diagnosed, treated and stuff with medication in France so I tried the DYI route, but just... constantly failed.

But one day like in January I had one of those awful days at work (you know them, like regular ADHD day, but awfuler): restlessness, so unable to focus that I couldn't read, fatigued, anxious, my skin crawling, and every sound so overwhelming so I searched for therapists online and called the first number that seemed kind of reliable.

I had been struggling for years, ever since the three last years of college where no one was there holding me accountable for what I did or didn't do. I didn't feel curious about what I was learning, it has been a downward spiral. I spent my last years of college making friends and drinking, barely passed my diploma, my internships felt so dull I felt like crying, I skyped and played during work hours. Then I got my real job in a field that interested me... but I couldn't focus since I was stationed at my desk everyday. I was the youngest there so I felt so awkward around people. Urg.

However, I ended up lucky because my boss was very supportive and the colleagues are awesome, but I haven't felt like I **fit** for... ten-ish years? This is a long time to feel like sh*t.

Outside of the professional world, I failed my best friend with which we had projects because I couldn't sustain the effort. We grew apart because I couldn't remember birthdays and when to catch up. I nearly didn't get married because I didn't complete the application until the last moment. I often don't file my taxes on time, I don't have a driver's licence because I can't focus on learning.

*So yeah, I have been a hot mess*. Then I learnt I had ADHD last year and tried to... beat that on my own. But self help can only go so far.

So yeah my therapist has helped. Last session I explained how happy and ""capable"" I felt about managing to clean my house when one of my friends dropped by unexpectedly and she was beaming at me, explained what helped me overcome my executive dysfunction in this case, she said that it was great to feel capable. I said I was proud of myself and she was so supportive like she was proud of me making progress.

And I feel like therapy is awesome rn, because it means the world to me to have someone ready to praise your accomplishments. My SO is kind of laidback so he's supportive, and my parents only want me to get/feel better. It's important but not the same.

My psychologist explained at the end that we were going to first build up my confidence in myself and my feeling of ""ability"" before tackling long term goals, and sustaining effort and stuff...

It's been a great help, and in only three sessions.

So yeah, good stuff :) Sorry for the rambling.",3.1094289436543256,5.665026516556293,3.9984605363152745,84.03152480729564,77.70860927152319,7.00701335359896,27.45130821843448,8.089982424148904,2.040024297036152,2512,106,460,46,61,805,269,604,0.069,0.684,0.247,0.999,3,0,1,0,0,0,105.0,3,2,1,20,30,44,0,5,22,4,47,5,1,4,1,77,85,48,0,6,11,1,14,7,3,1,3,3,1,2,24,25,1,1,22,4,4,6,15,12,0,10,36,17,80,32,63,42,5,76,1,6,0,0,30,27,0,6,49,308,104,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364662786401109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414017468026481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054224800979983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226880103994625,0.0,0.04831178398973953,0.0,0.059582403229589374,0.05021333173922245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057974151624939005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059528050283385564,0.06135416494122928,0.0,0.04533063115030559,0.0,0.06236524040319829,0.10984653630708167,0.0,0.0,0.05762595551903301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561839284357792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057251392606796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135670636981003,0.04783582251036495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296592619731122,0.08112088261594026,0.2725670037090198,0.12438960931428734,0.0,0.09658645298657736,0.0,0.0,0.13159387279722753,0.0,0.1186514590482358,0.0,0.09680050558722417,0.09524122138010586,0.04540856817994324,0.1877856266483464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043859450514201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027716424614227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591244854115002,0.06551132479076613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634094087618041,0.0,0.0,0.17736889501701775,0.031202339811252956,0.231398123942306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416355131105667,0.0,0.0,0.10048909338064252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826851497819668,0.0,0.0,0.0757961980897544,0.0,0.0,0.061845183269803275,0.0,0.05719536116287732,0.0,0.060229852295454515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192362801340784,0.17272135896056282,0.0,0.0,0.06304249366098214,0.0,0.0,0.039360995384111606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056790882127756924,0.06462296907455972,0.0,0.0,0.05605897444346103,0.0,0.06431559401676497,0.0,0.10801303790724287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516862991261561,0.11845849482980515,0.0,0.0,0.09393059016203402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048105712044597286,0.0,0.0,0.06355554397121306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870819712079975,0.19498315359982385,0.0,0.19328455456305493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597110108622424,0.13184150443086484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507341929895593,0.0662125220889202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156405493650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046845748252942764,0.033487671440489114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399975959946355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25593100433197524
adhd,Mr_Mac_Pro,2018/03/04,"How to get people to accept your ADHD We can all agree that having people accept your ADHD can be a bit difficult. 

Of all the people since my diagnosis last week I have told only 3 have really accepted it, but here is a thought I had: 


Describe to people that you have a brain disorder that affects your attention span, emotion regulation, ability to organise etc etc due to underdeveloped part of your brain. 

Don't use the term ADHD.... If they ask, then say?  


What are your thoughts, people haven't really accepted my diagnosis and said things like ""It's a go-to diagnosis, didn't happen in my day, oh you just need to concentrate and not be lazy"" 

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adhd,juxtapricity,2018/03/04,"Ritalin is making me shaky and cold/hot, advice please Ritalin is making me shake. I take 20 mg twice a day and it causes me to get either hot or cold with shaking hands. I know I need to talk to my doctor about it but I have really important exams this week and I can't afford to be told to go off it because a majority are essay- based and my essays off Ritalin are completely nonsensical, messy and poor. I can deal with the hot/cold thing, but the shaking is quite a problem because writing is a bit harder and its just inconvenient. Is shaking a sign of something deeper that is wrong? I have more important exams in the upcoming months and I just don't have time to see my doctor again, try a different med and dosages but obviously if shaking is a sign of a more serious and deeper problem then I will have no choice. Is it worth dealing with this for a few months and then after my exams are over talking to my doctor? Is shaking a sign of something more serious? For reference: I am eating balanced meals at regular intervals and snack when I feel hungry so it can't be that, my sleep is of a passable quality and I drink a lot of water to stay hydrated so it can't be dehydration or anything.

Should I stick to these meds for a few months and then talk to my doctor or should I talk to my doctor as soon as I can about changing meds (which I don't really have time to do)?

Thanks",3.2679206963249534,4.722304812056739,4.975048355899421,82.22454545454549,73.57446808510639,8.247840103159254,26.64796905222437,8.841846274778883,2.0320297872340425,1095,39,219,22,22,372,133,282,0.153,0.8009999999999999,0.047,-0.9794,2,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,7,16,0,33,15,2,3,1,44,44,28,0,6,10,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,14,16,5,0,3,1,2,7,6,12,0,1,1,5,27,1,33,37,9,27,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,6,14,162,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180442494155788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573205040236953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701548821300235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373862186106445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702254028530987,0.11020963806955117,0.0,0.1092317507590666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718809826360007,0.21481198315120856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884692575070444,0.0,0.5331681174872743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020576752604509,0.0,0.1066031272983967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267702189122378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443024985808162,0.0,0.05920843842703202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572551291221064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885709236655481,0.0,0.0,0.13908319487721707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471646702505391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946873658934304,0.0,0.0,0.0772488591687259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435940527712447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937421083988105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080927111954443,0.0,0.0,0.1334819768727386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830187339723816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425619473555316,0.0,0.0,0.16040718026131134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104303790602936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833111380401754,0.3349468261038398,0.0,0.09591582758739882,0.0,0.0,0.06921319826394072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214975070662567,0.0,0.0,0.09954936850750974,0.0,0.07073203084232288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356767920163896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390552132643215,0.0,0.0
adhd,ajetation,2018/03/04,"Do you know of any ""intrusive"" to-do apps? I keep forgetting that I added a task in my to-do list. I forget that there are any tasks there at all. I even forget to add anything there lmao. I turn on notifications and reminders, but often, I end up with too much notifications that I forget to check them, or don't even pay attention to them. 

So I was wondering if there's an app that will interrupt what you're doing on the phone, or maybe persistently show on the screen, instead of just ringing once and then sitting in the notifications bar to be ignored. Can you suggest anything? Thanks :D",4.8224137931034505,5.880851413793106,5.73051724137931,79.80370689655173,69.34482758620689,8.90344827586207,29.15517241379311,9.188382445141503,2.3016413793103454,468,17,94,9,8,154,77,116,0.096,0.7879999999999999,0.116,0.6546,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,1,11,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,20,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,2,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,13,1,14,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,5,2,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625790844330149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43875977505062586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361185705383717,0.0,0.0,0.35215880832812035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369563960180707,0.0,0.0,0.1465102459127446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782430594167184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597345993370446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839083973179465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543917203967036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289972087885927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28910420799112635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,woody213,2018/03/04,"T-Shirts that helps support ADHD? So Ive decided to fully embrace my ADHD and I want to be my standard egotistical self while doing it.

Ive seen different t-shirts but I am hoping to find one that would benefit an organization or group that helps the ADHD community is some way. 

Anyone know of any?",2.4863276836158192,4.909041050847456,5.2450000000000045,74.97281073446331,79.16949152542372,8.001129943502825,25.08757062146893,8.841846274778883,2.3321841807909607,238,9,43,6,6,85,45,59,0.022,0.698,0.28,0.9393,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,3,4,9,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7472346782009444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093937075911633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491634653691146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653561721269207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894257880217557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27783507547075154,0.0,0.0,0.2058493196188571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390100949146426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044021950827834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621042244864264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351886217188992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222433832098254,0.1645080457347182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472268185536039,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Terowyn,2018/03/04,"Erectile dysfunction on Vyvanse, and continuing after discontinuation following consumption of caffeine. I was prescribed Vyvanse about 2 weeks ago, and had really bad erectile dysfunction problems on it. I stopped taking it a week ago, and things went back to normal after a few days. 

However, it's been a week since my last dose, and when I drink coffee, the symptoms come right back. I've been drinking coffee for years and never had this problem, so I'm really hoping this will pass. 

If I'm not mistaken, the Vyvanse should be completely out of my system, so I'm really confused and scared that this is still happening. I'm hoping it's not something else popping up at an extremely coincidental time. Does anyone know why I'd keep getting this symptom when I've never had it with caffeine consumption before?",8.84035714285714,8.908336938775513,8.834753401360546,64.449681122449,60.564625850340136,11.703741496598639,39.46343537414965,11.20814326018867,4.791857823129252,658,31,101,16,8,215,94,147,0.152,0.79,0.058,-0.9234,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,6,0,10,5,0,0,2,24,24,11,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,9,2,2,1,2,0,4,4,5,0,0,7,0,5,2,13,14,1,31,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,20,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499169313750349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985671876385147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678936728460246,0.11770129838741755,0.0,0.0,0.11995227093071037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214303218245343,0.14780089298888496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091185349110392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336090081694795,0.0,0.0,0.2761873802267558,0.0,0.0,0.11775958146462145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364927760223455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465637886216728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28002346176957243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529767154725965,0.0,0.0,0.0774716065030097,0.11490666733350426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744440407346535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381174266305903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26977216968796713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709206147839057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038478346065955,0.0,0.0,0.14113224903150234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660910309367538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852304535859958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257618112980143,0.11785446533107935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930367332288214,0.10598940773717117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365200538249248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219881085640098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392249284254661,0.0,0.0,0.13067753438112856,0.12720051221286532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077792690944386
adhd,Pianofan27,2018/03/04,"I’ve stopped trying. It was the best thing I ever did. I stopped trying to live up to standards.
I stopped trying to satisfy the teacher.
I stopped trying to get the higher score.
I stopped trying to not slow things down.
I stopped trying to not get distracted.
I stopped trying to not get carried away.
I stopped trying to take my medication.

The rest of the world crumbles around me, but I feel free.
The rest of the world crumbles around me, but I don’t feel shaken.
The rest of the world crumbles around me, yet this is the happiest I’ve ever felt.

So let the world crash and burn if it wants to.

But it’s going to have to adjust to me, because I’m done adjusting to it.

And before you tell me it won’t work out, rest assured, it already has.

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Ok so a lot of people aren’t understanding this post. It doesn’t mean that I want the rest of the world to crash and burn over me being different, it’s about will the rest of the world except me for being different. 

The whole “not living up to standards” thing is there because I’ve found I can actually work and get things done when I do it MY way. The way a person whose found ways to be productive that the rest of the world finds insane. (Because apparently things like listening to music while working is insane.) I’ve been really depressed over how I couldn’t “live up to standards.” I genuinely couldn’t find happiness while doing so. Every day I hated myself so much. Until one day I let go. I stopped taking my meds which were making me depressed, and I felt happy. WITH THAT HAPPINESS I BECAME PRODUCTIVE. It’s not about letting go being productive, it’s about finding price of mind on who you really are making you productive. I’m sorry if my way of coping with a serous problem with ADHD, which was giving me depression, comes off as “semi poetic bullshit.” ",3.578365691104029,5.331621655462186,4.580782381918287,84.14672268907562,73.34173669467788,7.389123925432242,25.755722978846716,8.104835398774808,1.6006846131556074,1429,48,275,22,29,465,154,357,0.147,0.7340000000000001,0.119,-0.7275,4,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,4,16,14,1,1,22,1,30,1,0,3,3,62,57,20,0,7,11,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,25,13,0,9,13,0,2,4,11,6,0,1,11,5,37,9,50,35,11,48,0,3,0,0,9,20,0,3,20,203,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.06517717813844151,0.0,0.08026832082133076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370416881469898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837115888449706,0.0,0.0,0.06275118476413702,0.0,0.0,0.12214326629045062,0.0,0.05683317249334632,0.0,0.07009173995798919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753347037641985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614774878475305,0.0,0.17257778557542225,0.0,0.0,0.13956218225995554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669824128631933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083033623537642,0.05627325939091921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754182609559886,0.0,0.12825730087780854,0.0,0.18313391136013815,0.0,0.0,0.14646306447779475,0.0,0.0,0.13957958663061906,0.06407083054060914,0.11387449142118725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132968470484753,0.0,0.06594106747149794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489118597883288,0.0,0.03263010651789156,0.0,0.17692976395265547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678227155379183,0.0,0.0,0.0891653763249508,0.0,0.0,0.07275363645030854,0.07418837455990272,0.06728366370158076,0.0,0.0,0.06743862513680653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909816373899025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525847471178441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630361488307119,0.05831824842008448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396613447371285,0.0,0.0,0.06390878694842285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855744700929771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747656760965718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025531234024968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043518552264544,0.0,0.05837720031331591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186076740996105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627669412599528,0.0,0.0,0.06953050300655766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787886701837394,0.2120584332276964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456838975398662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587123770768834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sensei_trippz,2018/03/04,"Easiest and cheapest way to get a rediagnosis? Greetings ADHD Reddit!

I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was ~7 years old and was on meds for quite a long time (I believe I was ~12 when I finally had enough of it because it never worked). 

Any suggestions on how to get an official diagnosis for a decent price? I have no insurance where I currently live and I just need something to help with it, because dear Lord it's getting real bad.",3.703075630252101,5.558699341176472,5.6657142857142855,76.07000000000002,73.23529411764707,9.092436974789916,30.966386554621852,9.606745405546679,3.221873949579832,344,16,63,9,7,119,59,85,0.067,0.7979999999999999,0.136,0.7052,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,10,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,10,5,1,13,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472540619917157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336920907958793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641495331836096,0.2396863178441619,0.0,0.0,0.22149648416508166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954090501797125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313632661653533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536141998727304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081400469667868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177422297279945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359795970252442,0.1739813635800456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183739496881721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577351842921735,0.1516270334782611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629453782178456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091041537635108,0.0,0.2237694042197185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134928398701636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146367679472298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560488348185421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312430356326478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660144390687536
adhd,Strikhedonia_,2018/03/04,"Trying to apply for a new job and I'm scared I'm terrified of failing. What if I get the job and the fake can-do attitude I've shown them during the interview wears off and they see me for who I really am, someone who tries so hard but forgets swathes of important conversations, is terrible at details (which seems to be important for SO MANY JOBS), and takes longer to do things than everyone else?

Also I've been trying to fill out this resume and cover letter since 1 p.m. and have only accomplished getting intimately aquainted with Reddit. How can I focus on this?

How can I be confident in my abilities? That I won't fuck up? I'm starting Vyvanse next week after being on Starters and I'm skeptical that it's going to change anything.

Sorry if this is rambly. Is there anyone out there with ADHD that is excelling in an office job? Is there hope?",3.712728828058172,5.660733485029942,5.031005132591961,80.23887724550902,73.43113772455091,8.124721984602223,26.89863130881095,8.841846274778883,2.255205645851156,680,25,124,14,14,226,112,167,0.102,0.742,0.156,0.9294,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,3,8,8,2,1,5,0,15,2,1,2,0,19,28,15,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,2,9,2,23,23,0,17,0,1,1,1,7,9,1,4,6,82,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701655859754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444364177027055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088082119493419,0.0,0.1280562212791203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646178964983222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999467475991594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869486851141522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386169005162422,0.1626027159595768,0.0,0.08843844113395458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939866220735386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455879846523346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176874741985627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776713461652242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502919832163809,0.1654961668089735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835068146864935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968965799234752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579573723686713,0.0,0.12400339567273308,0.14166421017031805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872466292912166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185037073064376,0.0,0.0,0.1741959879280761,0.11014366630826207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700159269782248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338234756692408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169529907621007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482334400498425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gandalf_Greenleaf,2018/03/04,"Strattera and it’s side effect (x/post from r/mentalhealth) Hello everyone,

I was hoping to get some insight from other folks who have used Strattera or atomoxetine for ADHD treatment. I was on 40mg for a month and moved on to 80mg for three months before I had to stop. I have had suicidal thoughts before.... but this was nothing like I have ever experienced. My thoughts felt tangible... doable. For about a week I told myself it was just a bout of depression due to my relationship ending but two and a half weeks into it I found myself becoming more and more accepting of my suicidal thoughts and even began planning. It was a version of me that I knew should not exist.

I quit without consulting my psychiatrist. I know that was stupid. I know I should have called him. (Called and left a message right before I came on here to let him know). But in about a week I noticed a massive change in my mental status. A month off of it and though my ADHD symptoms are raging full fledged again, but I am clear headed and much much happier/more accepting of my position in life. 

Has anyone else had experience with this? Would you mind telling me the steps you took after? I want to avoid stimulants. I am stupid when it comes to addictive drugs and I don’t want to have a problem with stimulants. Are there other options besides strattera? 

Thank you!",3.4605869001297016,5.824979836575878,4.288973735408561,83.38549691958498,75.53696498054475,7.396173800259402,26.661640726329445,8.344100000000001,1.9711142671854744,1066,41,198,20,24,342,145,257,0.149,0.7759999999999999,0.075,-0.9732,0,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,3,10,11,3,1,11,0,24,5,1,4,2,52,44,16,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,13,14,0,2,13,0,0,5,3,6,0,3,19,2,34,5,33,21,7,31,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,4,15,147,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769417837161075,0.2594979436514052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548932422075744,0.1106195102231892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923520502035352,0.27560234054297866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204819136496124,0.12347941259119473,0.0,0.0,0.11420915332278922,0.09299943677059264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929872458160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520128539321948,0.0,0.09018813905784948,0.0,0.0956220130413814,0.0,0.0,0.07130767835373725,0.0976575299662168,0.0,0.10316202185407763,0.0,0.10560724951755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036601535185793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183744211414064,0.0,0.0,0.05640552732344788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079984138505554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723031873683207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799876494366318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173006926025226,0.1103981431482234,0.07625653479536232,0.05274462861486077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879999114728396,0.0,0.1090105309704492,0.0,0.2585219739891922,0.114746191248714,0.15872852947413546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359215376230413,0.12291510018131475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339745611600394,0.0,0.0,0.10330475724841844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483054709690607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591045204506688,0.0,0.0921986937806918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026080744912618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361851329961615,0.0,0.0,0.1122135342058718,0.0,0.0,0.09436327608715818,0.09939661948711144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607181274909963,0.2571285684193649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316202185407763,0.11994941055350165,0.0,0.0,0.10546288415569738,0.0,0.0,0.09324423699651503,0.0,0.0,0.12735720447683707,0.0,0.2598010678724802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407121700467882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669288734761738,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,daxau,2018/03/04,"Morning anxiety, cymbalta & vyvanse I started therapy recently and had a huge uptick in my anxiety. I was taking 70mg of vyvanse at the time, so dropped down to 30mg, and I'm also now on 30mg of cymbalta. About an hour after I take my medication in the morning anxiety will kick in and last for about an hour. Is this the vyvanse or the cymbalta? I want to go back up to the 70mg of vyvanse so I can actually study and clean my house and stop shooting my mouth off but I'm scared I'll be an anxious mess. I'm supposed to go up to 60mg of cymbalta in a week but I'm scared I'll be an anxious mess. 

Does anyone else experience anxiety after their morning dose of cymbalta? ",3.209580419580419,3.963728034965037,5.747839160839161,79.32329720279722,72.84615384615384,9.636083916083916,33.18111888111888,9.888512548439397,3.2981278321678307,531,27,112,14,10,191,74,143,0.191,0.777,0.033,-0.9666,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,11,0,7,3,1,0,0,10,17,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,25,12,0,26,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,12,67,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.15230738295742802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481369233144116,0.0,0.16910797122862806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775899769442538,0.3526422639303312,0.0,0.1091317683747168,0.1599180134676873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001259031235745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658290935340764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038123209349914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267199715998755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740285039782114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074062790400539,0.18009041916749904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722253829681845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722986215218338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410593874978398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251803527141514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047119389381764,0.0,0.0,0.13048628575674004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234699026571936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848618142732398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100900413184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920575000722809,0.0,0.12519452366381734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ErraticHarmony,2018/03/04,"Want to get back on meds; where to start? New job's working out & I believe I have the money to get back on Adderall. When I first got diagnosed & treated, I was going to college in a big city where there were several affordable options with ratings above 2.5/5 stars, not just the school clinic.

Now I'm back in my hometown & seems like every option is either cheap and nearby with terrible service, great and nearby but very expensive, or too far away (no car and I work 5 or 6 days a week). 

Should I grin and bear the cheap option just so I can start ASAP? Or keep saving money for the better service? Whichever doctor I choose I'm gonna stick with him/her for as long as reasonable.",4.837753623188405,5.490741471014495,5.353768115942028,83.98905797101452,69.07246376811594,7.872463768115942,27.65217391304348,7.793537801064563,1.592356521739131,545,17,107,6,9,175,97,138,0.016,0.878,0.107,0.8988,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,12,7,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,26,18,12,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,3,0,5,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,9,6,17,13,1,24,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,7,13,62,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078637929799682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679431944269886,0.3604209126190894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760310112061209,0.0,0.13818318011825184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076303899209993,0.0,0.0,0.15858214372883225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992010847200938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164045979628208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289919995093671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632597894728907,0.0,0.0887958186653504,0.0,0.12496084482718653,0.172257142157184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504588346293174,0.13887489561491884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633185409391906,0.0,0.0,0.13826908123376574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735494237282505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508993093662064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064259810059686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581250485283651,0.0,0.14223667170478954,0.0,0.17650876776487756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211775082247647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891585251162044,0.09215546497559696,0.0,0.12532775201997295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274917904849085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Whatfocus,2018/03/04,"Can’t stay awake on Strattera So just started taking Strattera lowest dosage, day 3, and I can’t keep my eyes open during the day. I have ZERO energy, and no motivation to do anything.  I drink coffee in the morning, have a Red Bull in the afternoon and still want to sleep all day!! I was taking aderall but decided to see if I had better luck on a non stimulant. I was reading through this feed and saw that some people take it at night. Can you still consentrate during the day?  I’d say that, so far, I can’t consentrate or focus any better. I did better with the aderall. Anyone have ANY suggestions?  I need to have a life lol",2.6887012987013,4.575597682539684,4.236002886002886,85.09435064935066,76.14285714285714,7.121500721500722,24.15295815295816,8.00094639256281,1.3983746031746036,492,16,97,8,11,164,81,126,0.027000000000000003,0.7809999999999999,0.192,0.969,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,8,1,13,5,2,2,1,19,22,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,2,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,11,4,11,17,2,17,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,4,9,63,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340660235406701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203354066264078,0.0,0.14162255938769153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566219216753309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439576747237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685911990639088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296922450783218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155839540549895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276089991305274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150296373560294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931156347540135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214526390115167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685978705711085,0.0,0.0,0.13714037547350694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222297916792298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181233966696255,0.18343430673392214,0.27487647476327914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881903942999673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150826720017617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,afatasskellyprice,2018/03/04,"I love this sub and feel like family here (even though I’m a lurker). So I hope it’s okay if I use my first post to vent... Hey y’all. 

First of all, this sub is my fuckin safe haven. I’ve learned so much from all of you and coming here makes me feel a little less alone, so thanks for all you do.

Background: F(23), diagnosed a few months ago with inattentive type by my CB therapist after spending five years attempting to pinpoint the origin/triggers of my anxiety and depression, and I’m a senior in college.

You guys, I want to fucking give up. Not in life, but I want to drop out of school. I’ve spent three years in community college, then transferred to a 4 year. Despite loans and grants (was never nearly enough motivated to get a scholarship), I’ve racked up about 20k in debt, still accruing. I have constantly changed my mind about my area of study (Went from Brit lit to Polisci to criminology to sociology & gender studies and wish I could still switch to Environmental studies but it’s too late for that). I am incredibly passionate about certain things that I study; I live in STL and was at the protests in Ferguson, which opened my eyes to the causes I want to fight for. I want to become a community organizer to aid the fight in my city for social justice or do research for a Southern Poverty Law Center or anything to just make the world a better place.  I just do not give one single fuck about school.
High school was such a fuckin breeze, man. CC was similar, but was starting to slack somewhat but was able to keep my head above water.  At university, shit got real. I just stopped going to class and turning in assignments. I didn’t even freak out before tests that I hadn’t studied AT ALL because I just Did Not Care anymore. 

I thought this semester was going to be different, with my official diagnosis and a more positive outlook. It started that way for sure, but now I’m deeper than I ever have been. I’m weeks behind and every time I tell myself “Alright, time to buckle down!” I just COMPLETELY shut down. It’s almost as if I black out/go on auto pilot. I just.....don’t care. It’s even worse now for a couple reasons; 1. It’s my last year so senioritis and harder assignments and 2. I have professors that I actually really fuckin respect and look up to and genuinely ENJOY the class and when I actually put in the work (rate), I’ve been told that I’m capable of great things. Most of all, that I’m an incredible writer and critical thinker. So these professors that are trying to reach out and encourage me...I feel like I’m fuckin failing them and EMBARRASSING myself. That’s it, more than anything. I know what I COULD be capable of. I’m extremely passionate, have leadership skills, and I’m fuckin smart. I know I am. But I’m just throwing it all away.

I want an education. I want my bachelors. Fuck, I want my PhD and maybe become a professor or a great mind in my field and fuckin help people like I know I was born to do. But the symptoms of my ADD cause me to be this lazy piece of shit with no consideration for the long-term consequences of my actions. 

I’m just discouraged, to what seems to be beyond all help. I’m terrified that I’ll end up living a life that I am ashamed of by not living up to my full potential. 

I don’t know, you guys. It just blows. Just glad I have a place like this to express the way I feel. Thanks. 

EDIT: Fuck, sorry for all the typos and omitted words. Upset and (obviously) on my meds. ",3.0257344219172637,4.947522701317715,4.370133756855348,84.34950641486961,75.28111273792094,7.8515919299203425,25.63190808248753,8.644795401552905,1.8181074472045067,2707,96,548,55,59,894,320,683,0.138,0.6970000000000001,0.165,0.947,2,1,0,0,2,0,103.0,0,5,1,8,33,47,15,3,29,2,34,22,4,7,13,113,92,44,0,13,25,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,31,32,1,4,15,0,5,7,9,22,0,5,18,8,67,25,93,68,19,80,0,3,4,13,22,39,12,10,34,348,98,25,0.07009809795522322,0.0,0.13681126366420454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621377343600966,0.0,0.07019311945288531,0.07260048900137994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595125984780839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053624853068814336,0.0,0.06951847725077162,0.0,0.0,0.11536952374424025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585947051721233,0.0,0.0,0.04273114988648175,0.1548356837273789,0.059648318391023435,0.0,0.0,0.061996071179887126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429393653173593,0.14402011201954998,0.07415449296053336,0.060383304478647176,0.07349652203392748,0.07575114108406872,0.0,0.11193525456620386,0.0775622121003227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060375389053084635,0.07114809387118158,0.0,0.07323759274359064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208610857054881,0.07243007359046807,0.0,0.13889739776555368,0.0634077427923449,0.05906067083344978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608224818122854,0.0,0.14177481815336204,0.10015619037094743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925081262216587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592182480556075,0.036623362989305776,0.13448896593309076,0.11951509343776401,0.0,0.056063852517907256,0.15456680092731706,0.0,0.13881627556586418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194087180380873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397055490979518,0.07406248914233295,0.0,0.06962322795137564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230641027565045,0.0,0.0,0.1540963256502221,0.05713930570201072,0.07907370775172566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902471926563204,0.13698555947691074,0.07025670958222464,0.18569371425345227,0.062034610831871374,0.058864747625287324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063266270217057,0.0,0.09358204941152554,0.0,0.07042296122076629,0.0,0.07786318434325759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155819242658166,0.0,0.055951633012995,0.0,0.05153016758761369,0.0,0.0540639745537313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750028532749339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048597194948497936,0.0,0.14647518548718128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713460093711532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046794966956937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978698189972144,0.04490663651449864,0.07207251951969765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128290524685816,0.0,0.06381467567799616,0.0,0.0,0.14390938042860307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145618320371835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846908164506483,0.09923158905127427,0.0,0.11196086315289157,0.058605148675616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606662774588433,0.07285876385781329,0.0,0.0,0.06126882731160016,0.12907382124138508,0.0,0.08138929453644206,0.09314012301175313,0.0,0.06887102533352384,0.05565005974292359,0.08174952926332367,0.0,0.0,0.06698173658420886,0.0,0.047592007151599384,0.07624660139973477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605422500281216,0.0,0.0,0.28941972047158354,0.11128121471793674,0.05622846592759239,0.0,0.0,0.0649816390872835,0.0,0.0,0.08060935320188363,0.0,0.0,0.0510322501757198,0.0,0.0714359504644212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056350730698065
adhd,Cherishhan,2018/03/04,"Where is your missing wallet most likely to be found at? So I don’t usually use a wallet because well credit cards the idea of organising the cash and coins was never attractive to me. But I always misplace my phone a lottttt because I use it all the time (any tips for that?) Anyhow, I recently started using a wallet because I really needed to do something about the messiness in my life. Annnnnd you guessed it, I don’t know where I put it. I remember taking it to the food court to get dinner but my memory is blank after that. Any advices or tips?",4.179288990825686,5.493112926605503,5.529254587155965,79.68819380733947,71.11009174311927,8.018807339449541,29.22133027522936,8.472884824447931,2.2686045871559632,435,17,80,7,8,146,73,109,0.033,0.927,0.039,0.1499,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,7,3,0,3,2,17,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,4,0,3,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,14,4,11,15,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,7,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188640144741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548770457425701,0.0,0.0,0.2531527938495205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34039370232302474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507200521240706,0.2040845405780269,0.0,0.0,0.09724648297216112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504579447337676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012079389268454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229348485004447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147080019249288,0.0909348759219168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801479668671762,0.1435567613597367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711444576037234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924116483839595,0.0,0.18378326393564576,0.0,0.21085169516046529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329379494459454,0.0,0.0,0.13174545218298309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399483806264725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853528399084204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822758266226318,0.20499851314031028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735535763202725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shyslav,2018/03/05,"I was living long without any professional care since my technical college, and I'm now struggling as an adult. Have you similar story? Have you any advices? **Disclaimer:** It is my first post on this subreddit(and reddit too). At the same time it is my first very long post in ""English""(not sure if it will look like British, American or just ""typical for 2L speakers"" to You), so some mistakes may occur and it is somewhat challenging to express myself in foreign language.

**TL;DR:**
I have been diagnosed at the age of 8 but haven't meet with doc for ~10 years.
Now as ~30y/o man I'm having difficulties finding some help. I feel like my struggles do match to ADHD symptoms.
Hope you have any advices that might help me through.

*Ok. Here we go...*
As it is my first post on this subreddit(and reddit too) let me say ""Hi"" to everyone reading my post and introduce myself a little.

I was diagnosed when I was 8 y/o with ADHD. At that time ADHD was a quite new subject, especially in my country, so I had real problems at schools. Yes, schools. I was so hyperactive and inattentive at the same time, that I went through 3 primary schools, 3 middle schools and 2 technical colleges.
I have to admit, that earlier it was really easy to rise my anger and provoke a fight or something. At least I guess I can manage my emotions to make such situations nearly impossible to happen. But it is not something I'm worrying about.

I'm still struggling with inattention, and I don't know how to describe that well... I guess I have some serious problem making social relationships. I guess I'm not used to stay in touch with people I met for long time. Usually it lasts for max. ~2 years before I make something dumb or it seems to me that it's not working well. I almost feel constantly alone(like i almost have no friends, not to mention I haven't find my love).

From child up to 16 i was under supervision of one great doc I've met. During that time I was taking a few medicines, even I was at the testing group for about a half year or year(i barely remember that part of my life). The doc who has dealt with me since childhood told me when I was 16, that further regular treatment or therapy are not necessary. But since then I have never been to a doc. Sadly He is not working around my area anymore, and it made more unfortunate to find some help.

Damn. Now I realised that this post is way longer than I expected to write :X

Now I'm working as field service technician(?- don't know if that is correctly translated) in company dealing in the operation of sales systems and similar stuff. It's quite demanding, responsible and delicate job. I'm affraid that I can not handle it, especially with my weaknesses.

I know that I should see a doctor, but in my case it might be very challenging. I have difficulties finding a doctor that would work with adults with ADHD. Sometimes I feel like it's treated as ""children's only"" problem rather than disorder that even affects someone older.
I'm going to see a doc next week, so I hope I will do some progress.

I the meantime... feel free to hand me advices(if you have), ask me a question or I don't know... write anything(?). Well... and thank you for your time you spent reading this.
I hope this post isn't boring or pointless. And see how it will go. Hope there are many supportive folks around here.

Thank You.

shyslav",2.8171526497423542,5.360141879875197,3.8451531697631545,84.79310960620245,78.7191887675507,7.0049732898406845,27.96485132132559,8.101407402915765,2.100411128445138,2639,117,495,50,66,850,293,641,0.107,0.757,0.136,0.9663,1,1,3,0,1,0,122.0,1,9,0,12,30,38,4,3,18,2,55,9,1,9,3,104,105,39,0,14,23,0,6,3,1,8,7,2,0,5,38,23,0,0,16,2,3,5,16,15,3,5,19,12,70,24,70,76,12,72,0,1,4,1,40,25,2,29,36,329,108,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981941791726805,0.10969511081429614,0.0,0.0,0.11240801168238608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145067342306279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566381622483379,0.0,0.0,0.0461884970845985,0.09993150010486214,0.05247203000245227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776072728206153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057226156821721476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606543434620219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057865422621702474,0.0,0.11393731792215618,0.0,0.0,0.06432746087188145,0.11489861224399787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313635721105809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414392575026857,0.0,0.0,0.05363263441738065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351985450616843,0.08019559684078098,0.0,0.0,0.2051996140714659,0.14322714437164946,0.0,0.0,0.0433642930124701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569637397573597,0.0,0.0,0.061881231735287666,0.18549370074759985,0.0,0.04963373572347298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286408820871645,0.0,0.0,0.22299076268228055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569830152770794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338575140209787,0.0457517474144044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057394602639733824,0.03964481094022177,0.08226380211845939,0.05625492279756551,0.04956198310186776,0.1490143331736762,0.04713331798272157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065764064263716,0.05310959655344318,0.11239747056589876,0.05690490289727816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190857100343464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328931333014182,0.054208696456047915,0.05969268140051595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803373229190536,0.04268781361320917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781069488689964,0.0,0.03891203368706676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225302023297407,0.0,0.0,0.16112052224754886,0.0,0.0,0.06287611769298042,0.11939790713112595,0.11228622126591536,0.06388586276968455,0.03595698382750059,0.0,0.0,0.06026038253185598,0.06358199371132478,0.0,0.0,0.044635176082233184,0.0,0.2272178128256329,0.13418005987447232,0.05109675182575897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392887903226088,0.06309013556888203,0.0,0.0572153477359961,0.04755700584684165,0.12963004867623235,0.05551194966965977,0.0,0.0,0.059824896389575236,0.04482383070931798,0.0,0.0,0.1760312710674013,0.06425304176758267,0.0,0.0636933003086878,0.05289990188041109,0.058338401560785985,0.04220121185239052,0.0,0.0,0.10335009840765404,0.06418716996962087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637185479331595,0.0,0.0,0.05363263441738065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847650312084322,0.06181697597165942,0.09262282705635902,0.0,0.044551731642444345,0.045022433139717405,0.0,0.1513972266870048,0.05203114566354912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410531351236023,0.0,0.16344718167942773,0.057000628919507614,0.0,0.03987166513027719,0.0,0.0,0.14457816518896266
adhd,Avocados66,2018/03/05,"Medication makes me nervous and unable to get anything done for first few hours When I first take my medication in the morning my heart races at abt 120 beat per minute, my palms get sweaty and I get shaky. I just feel extremely nervous to the point where I can’t study or get anything done. After about an hour I calm down and my heart rate slows down and I can focus but it’s extremely annoying. Does this happen to anyone else and what can I do abt it. I’m paranoid that I have a heart condition and that’s why I get the racing. Is that possible? My doctor says the racing is nothing to worry abt but it still makes me nervous and is pretty uncomfortable. ",2.731590909090908,4.806125643939399,3.80757575757576,87.35636363636365,76.65151515151516,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.0831393939393943,523,16,106,8,12,169,79,132,0.127,0.805,0.068,-0.7211,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,4,6,0,10,7,4,2,0,15,21,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,2,16,1,11,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,8,68,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970919002965024,0.14227519676861206,0.2285346233714008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212581450195352,0.12151451785894048,0.2841974245751419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599703528573932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021016820277245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622303936832156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627347238560889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279060606046277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936379152440892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27349194684167205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537597904970574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797672268499465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323684068460534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126455463796738,0.15654017379560228,0.0,0.14126728138140354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104244974282863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089121659939433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440302959888564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529666053502975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101581653753734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,notgoran,2018/03/05,Questions about adderall Did anybody else experience the feeling of not being hungry at all while taking the medication? I was on it for 2 months but quit because I lost 60 pounds.,4.908181818181816,7.5233295151515165,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,72.03030303030303,6.824242424242425,32.21212121212121,7.793537801064563,2.6090484848484845,146,7,23,2,3,47,31,33,0.092,0.87,0.039,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,5,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449210881766145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393596145974266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34418903359510106,0.0,0.0,0.1779122478785397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840994742252057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544644421579228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808532835795703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39416651775310096,0.3742490710915681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455680361885225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,torkahn808,2018/03/05,"Is it possible for someone to not notice effects through childhood, then hit a wall as an adult? I'd love to hear some of your stories. I was always told I was a **""smart**  kid growing up from elementary to high school but I was **""lazy""** and **""never applied myself.""** In fact, I'd rarely study for tests of any kind and hardly did homework the night before, rather grinding it out like hell in the last minute (like cranking out an essay during lunch period) and I somehow pulled mostly B's in high school. 


I'm making this post because I've hit a **massive wall in my life.** I dropped out of college and community college, and my brain won't seem to let me focus on jobs any more. I held one job for nearly two years before my brain crashed and I ended up leaving. Now I have trouble even getting started in the job process. I'll show up for an interview, maybe the first day of orientation, then I'll immediately lose interest and flat out either quit or not show up. 

Growing up, two things always stayed constant, my love for video games and my love for books. I could sit with a book all day and finish it on the day I borrowed it from the library. I could play a game for hours on end if left unattended. These days, I have a tough time even starting a book and I seem to have replaced books with the internet. 

As for video games, I have a huge backlog of games that I have collected and lost interest in and I seem to only be able to focus on fast paced games (Overwatch, Uncharted, Tomb Raider) or purely story based games (Telltale Games, Life is Strange) and I get bored of games with a lot of freedom easily. (Horizon Zero Dawn, Dark Souls 3, The Witcher 3). I don't know if that's relevant or not. 


**I'd just like to hear others personal experiences and see if what I'm experiencing is similar in any way to anything you may have seen in your own life.**

Thanks.

TLDR: Was repeatedly called ""smart"" as a teenager despite not studying and procrastinated regularly. Now, I'm afraid I'm just a lazy person and I'm having trouble getting my life going. Looking for answers.",2.4957592592592595,4.825435807407409,3.684182098765433,86.68256944444447,78.58024691358024,6.222839506172839,25.680555555555557,7.365786028017652,1.3190111111111116,1622,63,318,22,40,526,216,405,0.07,0.8029999999999999,0.127,0.9799,4,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,3,0,5,8,21,1,1,22,0,22,10,2,2,4,57,52,28,1,6,15,0,1,3,0,2,4,2,1,4,11,23,1,1,6,17,1,4,7,8,0,5,9,7,29,13,56,35,7,62,2,2,3,3,23,28,1,14,28,190,40,15,0.09143287648819924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215895554640618,0.0,0.0,0.18653247413672475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524146676381736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557366328579289,0.0,0.15560528708379448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041386576571919,0.09336318970288868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988064573592859,0.0,0.14600342382990789,0.0,0.0,0.2358665651269685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196477970600706,0.0,0.0,0.12078110519292007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943889779891001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777275803235567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330971263682493,0.0,0.05196341077970915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190589808622901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061029938825092,0.0,0.0,0.1932077080460909,0.0,0.0,0.09004296559045824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219906477075256,0.0,0.0,0.09521327079234626,0.05024911774161853,0.07452999772134497,0.0,0.09681421433584313,0.09934208783341444,0.09349631097609408,0.2583269786200664,0.1340084549974509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678058829170946,0.10229000116625632,0.09980978551529364,0.0777329619196621,0.24756522242530465,0.0,0.06103215504379461,0.0,0.09185661384627884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051867100573911,0.0,0.0,0.08580356075125756,0.0,0.0,0.10409693589483984,0.0,0.0,0.06195728340984619,0.06953882269248612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596713220380877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307683019830738,0.08756742129420966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725011884042836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850699047487284,0.07286016470666963,0.24971117032852164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774707795375522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943332116156006,0.09745528080509896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417910827596213,0.0,0.0,0.06074394036246991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331524556398429,0.0,0.0,0.08736803175431555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863326922479214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257516150624553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058879774713791126
adhd,Sleepywalker69,2018/03/05,"Do you ever feel like breaking down cause things don't work the way you want them to? Like say you're using dreamweaver it's so fuckin clunky, I just wish I could drag a whole photoshop file into it and just assign each layer a function, proper wrecks my head having to work around all these shitty designs I just wish I wasn't so lazy and could fix it myself by making a conversion program aaaaaaaaa",5.7273417721518936,6.366986797468357,5.060607594936712,86.92205063291142,67.10126582278481,7.332658227848103,25.92658227848101,6.742157984588678,0.9623296202531644,323,8,63,2,5,97,59,79,0.069,0.754,0.17600000000000002,0.7598,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,2,7,3,1,0,4,0,6,2,1,3,2,19,12,4,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,2,6,9,3,6,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,3,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961129206315506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034488366132785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580571189550712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028279096845508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133768872128396,0.16018919646324115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301235780721149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909386347864826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496745557423282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783158495547792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896774136956456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366180658753615,0.0,0.0,0.13225603584404005,0.1779824921564762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503435990260176,0.5157044200266214,0.0,0.0,0.32648267147872434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,djruess,2018/03/05,"Venting about my experience with doctor's Tl:dr I'm a bright, 32 year old, adult male, recently diagnosed with ADHD, that is so frustrated trying to get stimulant medication to help with his ADHD... because the system treats people with knowledge about medication, and the assertiveness to ask for what they want, as drug abusers. 

It is soo frustrating trying to get a doctor to understand you, and not have them view you as some person who is just seeking drugs.

This is my story so far:

The pyschiatrist I first saw said, ""well you made it this far in life, I don't see why we would want to start you on meds now."" To which I replied, ""what I heard you just say was, 'look, you've managed to make this far in life hobbling on a broken leg, I don't think we need to try to heal the leg now'"" so infuriating! No the reason I've made it this far in life is because people with ADHD are fighters. We've learned to become resilient scrappy people who develop coping mechanisms to barely get by without getting fired or arrested in life, and that only works if we're lucky and have some guilt and shame to keep us from doing something really stupid!

I told them with tears streaming down my face and so angry, look, 'I will jump through your hoops, I will start going on 20 min walks everyday for exercise, and then I will come back in 6 months and nothing will have improved.' This happened. So what did they do? They put me on clonadine, because it also might lower my blood pressure (which has never been high) because the 300mg Venlafaxine ER I'm taking is supposed to increase blood pressure (which over the past 6 years of consistently taking this med it hasnt given me any side effects or increased my blood pressure at all) but SURE!! just go ahead and prescribe something that isn't always used to treat ADHD and to treat a symptom I don't have!! 

A month later, I told them, yeah, your clonodine isn't working. It just makes me sleepy, so I stopped taking it, because I don't have trouble falling asleep or getting my regular 8 hours, I have trouble with Executive functions!!! 

So what do they do next? Well let's out you on guanfacine, and have you do a 4 hour neuro pysch test before we try any stimulants. FINE!! let's do that!! 

Oh and what did the results say? I'm intellectually bright, and  in the words of the NeuroPsych doctor - 'your results are very clean and basically a slam dunk that you have ADHD.'

Fine. Now maybe I will get to try stimulant meds that have been proven in testing to be safe actually effective at treating  ADHD. 

Noope! Saw a different doctor because my other doctor was working at a different clinic. She said ""there wasn't anyway she was prescribing  me any stimulants because they are a controlled substance, and the feds are cracking down on them, and they are addictive, and people are abusing them, and die from them."" To which I replied, well I've read research h that shows they are very safe and not addictive for people who have ADHD and don't abuse them and are the most effective way to treat ADHD. And if you are so concerned with abuse, then we could try a ProDrug like Vyanese (spelling) which h doesn't release until my body metablizes part of it. Why don't we do that!? 

Nope. She says, 'Why don't I call your other doctor first, and see if you can make an appointment with her. Or maybe I should go deal with this with the first psychiatrist I saw.' Oh! You mean the one that had his secretary call me and inform that they decided to let my primary care doctor proceed with prescribing the stimulant medication. Of which everything is fully document in my chart (if you took the time to read all the comments!! Including the 14 page report from my 4 hour neuro pysch results! 

No, what happens? She wants me to do a urine test to make sure I'm clean and not on drugs. Fine! I don't care. I'll pee into a cup as many times as it takes until you realize, I'm not a druggie, I'm not looking to abuse stimulants, to sell stimulants, I just know a lot about them because I'm a 32 year old male who finally got diagnosed and can research the internet and read books and is considered bright, and is just trying to actually thrive in life rather than doing whatever I can to just figure out how to survive!

Damn this system!! This whole medical system, in an attempt to prevent people from abusing drugs, is preventing itself from providing the very care it was created to give.",6.069282474600872,6.535260237028303,6.243584905660378,79.34495645863572,66.32311320754718,9.306095791001454,32.10957910014514,9.214221719912748,2.710101342525398,3483,134,658,59,52,1112,349,848,0.068,0.7909999999999999,0.141,0.9969,3,0,8,0,5,0,112.0,6,17,16,13,30,34,4,5,38,1,77,39,10,23,5,131,140,56,1,12,23,0,1,1,0,8,28,6,2,4,48,50,1,7,14,6,1,11,23,11,4,4,24,19,85,23,95,103,11,83,0,0,12,0,70,32,1,14,37,431,133,22,0.0,0.3057544065899833,0.08394187737286253,0.09377311839941864,0.4135112157815703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034394575800270034,0.035787239324019685,0.0,0.0,0.08774353464323773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020795294928335,0.0,0.0,0.033071548941312125,0.0,0.20974489074679584,0.04750046753565497,0.036597804111846564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777371173213128,0.0,0.0,0.08783474628759813,0.0,0.1315527503423378,0.0,0.0,0.03704876195249264,0.0,0.0,0.048238663021500885,0.034339480393801906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434076955008362,0.0,0.08730720572403038,0.04463693335544653,0.08987127031083217,0.0,0.3081533720326904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950884778460248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865404641684976,0.042071414448293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711466001959532,0.0,0.1097512385491157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134823716820963,0.04125850454121754,0.07332964442301147,0.0,0.034398520319637464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606608360962205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028828272561894738,0.04544175833923885,0.0,0.0,0.1270666907823543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822870216109497,0.0,0.0,0.023636823688523517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193997730067125,0.1518939416764678,0.0210122045646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835111001257117,0.0,0.0,0.03656502637776629,0.0,0.08139300725649325,0.1148363476165851,0.04360474824721604,0.08641738138661882,0.04684981003910374,0.14332113519639386,0.1733096525178917,0.0,0.045626142401668325,0.0,0.0,0.06865933390858778,0.0,0.0,0.03189090117003622,0.03317147580346675,0.0,0.045740950465540164,0.0,0.0,0.04126864826453683,0.0,0.09026219286580957,0.0,0.029144260635753937,0.03271056220213848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046574953972509804,0.0410573080684353,0.17890368101756945,0.03755412091545883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432362937922903,0.0,0.0,0.12906301989750765,0.0,0.0275529022579595,0.044220793182093834,0.042466561901926984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182351543247253,0.10260832636245644,0.0,0.0,0.06854579520953248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622142498576446,0.0,0.0,0.06088450363342225,0.0,0.0,0.035957757218158484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107164009968244,0.04470320101934034,0.12935076767446246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02755866617154382,0.0,0.0,0.05015821634068122,0.0,0.0,0.0821945879013781,0.047784990019893545,0.20440376215202213,0.0,0.0,0.044774268568767116,0.05173497372344052,0.0371462845355432,0.0,0.10646169794091184,0.07610411818788478,0.03413883414849364,0.0,0.0,0.11601176030350994,0.0,0.11642779397437344,0.04801842306923351,0.0,0.04145949565720127,0.0,0.09393399574524174,0.0,0.0,0.030552620805652905,0.0,0.0,0.08308986801834971
adhd,Heymanstop,2018/03/05,Is two 5mg tablets a day of IR the same thing as one 10mg capsule of Adderall ER? Doc just prescribed me one 10mg capsule a day of ER after it told her two 5mg tablets a day did not have any effect. I asked her the question whether there would e any difference in how much Adderall I was actually getting and she said yes. ,4.4105714285714255,3.843953628571427,5.395,87.55250000000002,69.85714285714286,8.142857142857144,34.64285714285714,7.1686216300943375,2.0711428571428567,254,12,59,2,4,84,49,70,0.0,0.956,0.044,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,1,6,0,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.22389580932006836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120478171546877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449108474653675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439004683731793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397111123865757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198705030112029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866138455888224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109426677743897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702010553027965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182455620785195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242665452656998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923531324137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482500057224148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629842928517181,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PhantomPeach,2018/03/05,"Exhaustive Cardio as a Treatment for Excess Energy? I'm not sure where I read this, but I found a paper that said long, intense cardio is bad for weight loss because it reduces your fidgeting (which my therapist has informed me is a coping mechanism for distractions). As a long-time concerta user, my biggest problem has been excessive, jittery energy. I like controlled, slow exercises because they help with mindfulness, but incorporating some long cardio for particularly agitating days seems like an easy solution. Can anyone weigh in on this?",10.552065217391302,11.031775293478265,10.312086956521744,53.9024782608696,56.93478260869566,13.881739130434784,43.4,13.023866798666859,6.501806086956521,445,23,59,15,5,146,70,92,0.165,0.627,0.208,0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,1,8,0,1,5,0,6,7,0,1,1,12,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,8,3,9,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777229604001102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645822637636974,0.2576591094301495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370333009775281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362953904792566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317209775692085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165526527507818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649793741437306,0.0,0.0,0.5610818790243619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339092143594207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022217224492938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113949801828677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103063337286114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923939859733096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991833652181097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453794620916813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573524924841287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zeffqwe,2018/03/05,A question for those who don't take medication Are you a happy person?,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3650857142857142,57,2,10,1,1,20,13,14,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894307571749557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631671062182045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014510042176895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150445113320368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456877322207953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fedaykin_kin,2018/03/05,"Should I find a new therapist or am I just getting bored? Looking for some insight from people who have experience with therapy Hey cohorts,

I am looking for some insight!



Quick info:

* Diagnosed about a year ago with ADHD-PI by a pretty great psychologist who I saw a few times during tests and diagnosis about a year ago.

* Currently taking Vyvanse (morning) and adderall (afternoon)

*Started therapy two months ago on Talkspace (online therapy) since it was a similar price for me versus once a month in person and since scheduling is hard. They only offered me one therapist to choose from.

**details**
My experience with therapy so far is her asking questions in the same ""cookie cutter"" format. 
Now I get that it takes time to establish a background and plan of action for a client, but I don't feel like I have had any new information or positive changes. Sometimes I feel like I am repeating myself as well. which is fine, I do that all the time anyways but it makes me question if it is worth it. 

**Question**
For all of you out there that have been through therapy, multiple therapy, etc, Is there a specific thing in therapists that I should be looking for to optimize treatment for ADHD? Is it unusual to be two months in, with up to two messages a day sent and received, and not have any actionable plan or new information? or am I just bored? 

**TL;DR:**What should I expect of therapy for ADHD and how long should I stick with a therapist?


Thanks
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adhd,grocerybasket,2018/03/05,I can’t believe I took my medicine the one day my teacher has us sitting and doing absolutely nothing. I’m in nursing school. I kinda HAVE TO study every moment I can.. and this bitch is literally playing jeopardy. I am not learning anything. What a waste of medicine. ,2.491176470588236,5.275364294117646,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,82.52941176470588,4.968627450980391,33.990196078431374,6.42735559955562,2.3028666666666666,213,13,36,2,6,70,43,51,0.203,0.762,0.035,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,8,1,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881170004834672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944627057893594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225796924826166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29498922722084103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33594733546834643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724878610066194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543377616716422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889936004121489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211484335882651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,definitelyconfused1,2018/03/05,"My meds recently stopped working while significantly increasing my anxiety. I started smoking pot more frequently, probably making things worse. I'm reaching my wits end. What can I do? I honestly don't know what I'm looking for here, I just need to share and maybe get some opinions.

-- Wall of text ahead --

Just a few months ago I was diagnosed with inattentive adhd. I'm 21, attending college, and also have moderate anxiety. I began smoking marijuana about two months before I was diagnosed and given real medication. I've always had difficulty with motivation and executive functioning so discovering how much my prescribed meds helped was life changing.

I'm on generic 30mg adderall XR to help during the day and generic 10mg adderall if I need an extension. For the first month I was finally getting my classwork done . My personal hygiene improved greatly since I was actually washing myself in the shower instead of just sitting in the water for 20-30 minutes. I enjoyed making my bed, etc etc

Unfortunately my problem now is that my meds are becoming less helpful and more of a hindrance. My anxiety has never been worse. Days that I take my meds become bad days. I'm typically a social introvert, but now I'm becoming more and more isolated. I'm far more insecure, I'm having difficulties physically expressing myself (other than frustration/annoyance), and I'm constantly afraid of what other people think of me. On top of that, my meds aren't helping my focus/motivation and my head just hurts whenever I try to focus on schoolwork. My hygiene is suffering as well and is another source of anxiety, but I don't bring myself to do anything about it.

Because of this, I've started smoking pot more frequently and now I'm smoking on a nightly basis. Previously I was a very social smoker, but lately I've been smoking alone in my room. I become almost ""hyper-aware"" of how I'm perceived by others and it becomes all I can focus on, instead of enjoying the moment. The only time I can relax is when I'm all alone in my room. I've read that pot and adderall counteract each other and I'm afraid it's reducing the effectiveness of my meds, but I feel like they're not working anyway and smoking is the only thing keeping me sane.

A friend made the comment ""You used to be so funny."" the other week and I absolutely believe it. I'm not a fun person anymore. I'm meeting with a doctor to discuss my medication in a week, but I'm hoping some of you may have experienced something similar and can maybe provide some help/insight.

I'm also having trouble focusing my eyes sometimes which is new, if that's related to anything.

TL;DR: Diagnosed with inattentive adhd, meds worked for a month before turning me into an anxious mess, can't interact with people, smoke pot alone to cope. What do?
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adhd,_danieb,2018/03/05,"been unemployed for nearly a year because of constant procrastination and unmotivation [help] this is how my ADD brain works:

- goal: look for a job
- turn on laptop to go to job websites
- look at it for 5 mins
- open facebook, instagram, netflix, reddit, youtube
- spend hours being unproductive (watching movies on netflix/reading reddit threads, etc)
- suddenly remembers why I turned on my laptop
- gets depressed that nothing was done which leads to unmotivation to even look for a job
- REPEAT

this has been my cycle for nearly a fuckin year. I haven’t gotten my shit together. I live with my parents and I’m 23 - I’m driving them crazy cause I constantly make excuses. I saw my older sister’s phone a while ago and her and my dad were exchanging messages about me being unemployed (she doesn’t know I read their messages earlier). been bawling my eyes out ever since cause I feel like a failure and idk what to do.


*just in case anyone asks: I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 11 and I don’t take meds. ",4.361985294117648,6.570562374331554,5.0590340909090905,79.60855113636366,72.31550802139037,7.8835561497326205,29.33455882352941,8.660442795831766,2.454497593582888,792,33,141,15,16,255,124,187,0.081,0.905,0.014,-0.8885,8,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,6,4,2,0,6,0,16,5,3,5,1,22,32,9,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,3,2,2,3,3,3,0,0,10,7,23,1,22,20,1,25,0,1,6,1,13,9,2,0,14,86,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798825103669128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306908511629927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443383574079188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113867832185398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858756285943894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734679869854954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28767526665029264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464187797307035,0.13509728423323222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621112686456374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484456236750521,0.08791362824685088,0.120399765960207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730114562119566,0.09508919060263286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954110237023713,0.0,0.07564580520154962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921649249794808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108016838427716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962541550050188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731502208033751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502766292659783,0.0,0.1175328582484324,0.0,0.3353203343289591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884764187335553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478480191693002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771642977873654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779572170523828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662791055025722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507803559568268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662886392144222,0.1101046179887144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007729191070566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895568446223748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010523564284199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690095731212786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142862262035294
adhd,BigHospital,2018/03/05,"Advice Wanted: Maintaining and using a Daily Checklist, for adults I've been wanting to implement one of these for about a decade...

***Requirement*: A daily checklist that is easy to maintain, visible, and gets me consistently doing the basic tasks required to survive.**

I don't want to overload the list with anything trivial, but at the same time there are some things that I seriously need to be doing every single day, without fail -- You can only get away with neglecting aspects of your health for so long before it all catches up!

An example of my list:

- Brushing teeth twice daily
- 5 minutes of situps/pushups or similar easy strength training exercise
- Hair loss mousse
- Face moisturiser
- Eating breakfast
- Drinking water
- Taking my pills and supplements at various times of day
- Keeping a set bedtime (nice to have)

**TL;DR:** Anybody got any advice/techniques/tricks for using a daily checklist, and how to keep at it? Thanks :)",5.1185073529411795,8.323356512500002,5.0430882352941175,75.6695588235294,74.5,7.014705882352942,32.536764705882355,8.124751697461798,3.1242095588235297,742,37,105,13,17,230,119,160,0.063,0.8,0.138,0.9419,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,6,4,7,0,0,9,0,9,10,3,3,1,24,22,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,6,4,5,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,2,7,3,25,19,5,12,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,72,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889998268884041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152669422543176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591614774518643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817168051235946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457924371224544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946929267703746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946998588648,0.0,0.1979086136651298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295783018033644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209942360708916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546891294823262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558775822280254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438266881010553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711634059448911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341244026079644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310608789348738,0.14709843170311146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542164505554595,0.0,0.0,0.17806765099142835,0.0,0.0,0.1284942427383394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556001682714066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340914879426147,0.0,0.0,0.3422379707938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644212694019566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Shail4221,2018/03/05,"I feel like a failure all the time and I don't know what to do anymore I'm in college right now, studying Computer Science and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm ADHD comorbid Depression and I feel like a failure all the time. No matter how much I study or how hard I try my brain always ends just... not working when it comes to tests and I just keep doing worse and worse and that feeds my depression and  it's gotten to the point where I feel like I, as a person, have no intrinsic value. I assume that this post is just going to get lost somewhere or not get any attention, but this is my cry for help because nobody around me is going to care enough to do anything about it even if I tell them.",3.478367346938775,4.105900408163269,4.672251700680273,87.74715306122452,72.12925170068027,7.5126530612244915,26.264625850340128,7.554174236665415,1.2254250340136053,548,17,119,6,10,181,85,147,0.155,0.7390000000000001,0.106,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,2,2,31,26,15,0,1,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,1,7,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,4,16,4,12,24,4,14,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,4,8,81,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794651413020907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425417675712147,0.0,0.0,0.10154923811570206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961896433196353,0.0,0.0,0.12288552424881913,0.1329349898186198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910299286178224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670120243932846,0.0,0.0,0.1522514635819852,0.0,0.0,0.128634214408033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403153647672064,0.0,0.0,0.257234704442823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226168840177588,0.15429737899025653,0.0,0.09863078212957696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265165741606004,0.32004325477974066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603708898626095,0.0,0.16973488822235522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376997629499632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009247268492026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273099588690235,0.0,0.0,0.16413526855084792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218864676014731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301088144266768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977442660977532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038883317987135,0.0,0.0,0.14116472483698927,0.0,0.14301646333708734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752664914715173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052063872582706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415056307050492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138498555030773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108713715943606,0.0,0.30435920815600426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LostSamuraiii,2018/03/05,Keep starting smoking and feeling bad after because of impulsiveness Does somebody have the same problem or an idea how to fix it?,6.231739130434782,8.980478478260874,5.8254347826086965,73.77989130434786,68.56521739130434,6.339130434782609,41.934782608695656,7.1686216300943375,3.703886956521739,107,7,15,1,2,33,23,23,0.224,0.722,0.054000000000000006,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537443678828029,0.2582635580848722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707539719511657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421883731419591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782686355946028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37657482309821866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053922384293929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998737844743267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sunflowerkz,2018/03/05,"School is becoming almost impossible for me Tl;dr: Me whining about how hard school is.

I'm a graphic and web design student. I am reduced to tears every day because of my workload. I will sit for hours trying to do anything, and I end up checking social media every 30 seconds. It takes me 3 hours to do something that should probably take me 10 minutes. 
Every time I have to show my work in front of the class, it looks like something made with Microsoft word in the 90's. I am falling behind in every. single. class. I honestly don't know how I am going to endure this every day for the next year. 

Edit: when I say I check social media, I mean that I do it because my brain ""jumps"" to another activity. If I deleted social media, I would still find other distractions. ",2.443333333333335,4.779466225165563,4.3558675496688775,81.76302869757174,78.80132450331126,6.1458719646799125,25.298454746136866,7.3011,1.4917228256070638,604,23,107,8,15,205,96,151,0.063,0.898,0.039,-0.0772,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,13,1,1,3,0,14,21,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,2,4,1,2,0,1,1,3,20,2,18,17,1,19,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,11,71,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292853938554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353834889296441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624684037728424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574089764361533,0.1425922690827767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412988148555567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653102586401472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435347313325744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439053107758142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800454668290752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337640330565648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565753904349033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429543052946585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095568735457547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307680919270038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842020044492494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216736165241462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406390519116127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373103519873455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920282474987514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267375489042127,0.0,0.26133319131323834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948353140979905,0.0,0.19879095386855192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031077148439916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414987290868105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528529983198536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765747179957471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939938930585042,0.0,0.0,0.0917163083465138,0.0,0.0,0.0831428505388328
adhd,OlympeMaxime,2018/03/05,"Inattentive type switching from stimulant to non-stimulant meds, and high blood pressure question I think I've gone through all the stimulant meds at this point. When I was first diagnosed I tried the Ritalin/Concerta family, which didn't seem to help much. I was on Adderall for several years, but several months ago I realized it didn't seem to be helping much anymore so I switched to Vyvanse. After I switched I realized the Adderall had been affecting my sleep more than I thought.

The Vyvanse 60 mg seemed okay, but after I coincidentally was at my doctor and my dentist a few different times at the time of day when it first kicks in, my blood pressure was really high! I think this was probably happening with Adderall too. I have had excellent blood pressure my whole life (I'm 46) until about 4-5 years ago when it started ticking up, probably because of weight gain.

After a couple of times where it was really high I started measuring it at home on my husband's home machine and realized it was consistently going up 20 points when the Vyvanse kicked in. And since it was already a bit on the high side, that meant it was getting really high.

So I told my psychiatrist and he switched me to 50 mg Vyvanse instead. And it really doesn't help the ADHD symptoms at all, they are terrible lately. I'm kind of wondering if the 60 mg was helping that much either, or if it was a combination of me really wanting this new med to help and the stimulant effects.

I have an appointment next week, and I'm wondering if he'll want to switch me to one of the non-stimulant meds like Strattera.

So I'm curious about others' experiences with non-stimulant meds.

And also if you have high blood pressure or the meds raise yours a lot how you dealt with it. I'm working on losing weight and have lost 6 lbs so far, but it may take a while to lose enough to see the difference.",6.631498483049729,6.779264731301942,7.1309062129006735,74.55564173591877,65.12188365650971,11.197520116079671,36.30404959767841,10.914260884657429,4.050549558105792,1492,69,278,39,21,490,174,361,0.08800000000000001,0.841,0.071,-0.6221,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,1,9,15,12,0,4,20,1,24,12,5,6,2,48,51,31,0,6,10,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,2,0,19,13,2,0,14,0,0,2,3,8,0,3,21,3,29,4,42,27,12,52,0,3,1,0,14,24,0,14,27,181,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429885173010555,0.0,0.12435595469101733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740509251004375,0.056093728731912436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956350031275936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275882435931587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657853106657662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761244462009874,0.0,0.045236752353728135,0.0,0.0,0.07119417234078207,0.0,0.14657004891941766,0.0,0.07179484080364837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247698232354167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861379896454158,0.06612504579811851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193280444163752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664708180489661,0.0,0.03986416546374645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202766221736064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350785353898539,0.44466273057434347,0.14071929208810993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304365753244023,0.0,0.0,0.07912491917905402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049544425899585146,0.03426856925800193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569452609285122,0.07656991227058517,0.05963349228727929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674816707111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598786962146345,0.0,0.15469062201262698,0.0,0.0,0.06774502591851042,0.07459840418597954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753104849111995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261655296638794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125310559947114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857676906545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467859961551614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055895285124675835,0.1915680141613998,0.0,0.1584843707674894,0.0,0.058023425068053726,0.0,0.07019415319795315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929585556230387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290595022856314,0.05273917982976666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989024045051748,0.0,0.05568610103997888,0.1227037104962054,0.0,0.0,0.06702511674726104,0.0,0.04762282971810035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274490306848709,0.0,0.05626488182458912,0.1708317637035719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831270876609109,0.0,0.0,0.1521352594572212,0.05106530078692273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903402238782687
adhd,tdish_719,2018/03/05,"What in the hell happened to me?! I’ll try and make this as short as possible. I have ADHD and have been taking Adderall for years. I was on 30mg ER and 15mg IR daily.
In May of 2016 I became pregnant and discontinued using the medication. I had my son January 2017 and breastfed until May 2017. In May I went back on Adderall. It didn’t work at all. My doctor increased my dosage until settling on 60mg ER and 15mg IR daily. It still doesn’t work at all. I might as well not be taking anything. I was off for a year, have been back on for a year with my dose doubled and nothing. 
My doctor has been useless. Does anyone know why my medication would stop working after having a baby and how I can make it work again?! ",1.4483428571428585,3.3107622533333334,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,79.8,5.61904761904762,22.047619047619047,6.5431188927421005,0.4589619047619049,558,17,118,5,14,190,87,150,0.07400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.03,-0.8097,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,5,0,20,5,0,4,2,23,28,14,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,8,0,15,1,22,14,4,24,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,4,11,85,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896000602807426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031132055547316,0.0,0.12982522754091708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426194960056421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229535364918074,0.13805916755925546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950899987508514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670223249386566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106156021850302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178585664480188,0.0,0.1673612520208621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137752786457168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778536957114045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598946465900876,0.13189664852475338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372357741454176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071104908308822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362562855536167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184757854106633,0.146247567064426,0.14235626290762665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594123838579921,0.0,0.0,0.1120700677593498,0.0,0.0,0.3047819431977822
adhd,gods_left_teste,2018/03/05,"Hey guys, could do with some advice Hullo. I was recently diagnosed by an educational psychologist at my uni with ADD and mild dyspraxia. 

One of the next steps they suggested was going to the nhs (national health sevice) to talk about medication, however due to a long waiting list my application wont probably go through until october at the least.

In the meantime I have a ton of uni work to do and am finding it harder and harder to be motivated to do it (and to a high standard). I feel as though any work I'm doing now is not worth doing because Id be better at doing it when i have all the support I can get. 

Because of this I've stopped doing anything that I need any kind of concentration to do and have started to slip into minor depression.

I know that nothing has changed since my diagnosis but any time i have to do any work, I'm finding it significantly harder to concentrate or put in the effort to get it done.

Have any of you gone through something similar? Or have any advice for pushing through the next 10 or so months?",7.79470588235294,6.498825529411768,8.677764705882353,69.18194117647062,63.31372549019608,11.885490196078427,38.537254901960786,11.00357731598739,4.205929019607844,824,37,155,19,10,282,121,204,0.027000000000000003,0.942,0.032,0.2563,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,6,6,4,0,0,11,0,26,3,0,1,1,26,39,14,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,5,0,1,6,2,1,0,1,4,1,13,3,33,31,4,26,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,12,110,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500147894690403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219626807237203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527185112239566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596449055682474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313977840267113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532829970424035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021381650162976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018211329264252,0.1298417693437551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309122815960437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468301621246211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338433223248076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367166964331456,0.0,0.1454061085912807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666643512485398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597890785327366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516039726453266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321480426732302,0.07030455238907173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321011137058712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887156186399848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210897626060436,0.0,0.0,0.09485519550294416,0.0,0.0,0.27210060799259433,0.0,0.0,0.1227480427223823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668568271725824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379254102131292,0.0,0.0,0.12860053965310286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631107569107902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582136046415244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848336019130913,0.0,0.0,0.09054638287666522,0.0,0.0,0.10695151173653553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451684304711017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282173424650712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256862313418265,0.0,0.07459443356126523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27939403415665565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SupraVan,2018/03/05,"Help needed in how i can actively listen better. Looking for a way to absorb information in conversation with people without having medication. I have found that in conversation as people are talking I will start thinking about a response before the person has finished, and I tend to pass judgement on statements before actually listening all the way through. the end result is i essentially mix up my opinion with what they are telling me!",10.4425,10.571262986842108,10.141052631578948,56.19736842105266,57.28947368421053,11.810526315789476,44.0,11.20814326018867,5.51587894736842,361,19,48,8,4,118,60,76,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,1,13,16,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,14,14,1,11,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.23134912330437196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034634516705761,0.0,0.0,0.2096718695762617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997637771157604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993839048567724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890508509713105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990816748841483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388261820265284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578668140342193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287132402776938,0.20700306502953075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780154291578658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055035776903811,0.20721231724335398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190685407009252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37635514468208414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285299846304317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Iwilldoitlaterk,2018/03/05,"Any input on generics? KVK brand or others for IR? Couple weeks ago I was switched to generic dex IR by KVK TECH. It doesn't seem as helpful, like I am having more trouble than before. 

Am I doing something wrong? It's a big tablet maybe not swallowing it all the way? Am I imagining the difference? 

Should it really make a difference? I also went to a new pharmacy, should that matter? Any advice on generic brands is welcome. 

Especially if you know of one that is really good for staying doing what you're supposed to be doing instead of screwing around and also helps with not talking when you don't want to be talking..

The ones made by Mall seemed to help way better than this one. Thanks.

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adhd,MoltenLavaSB,2018/03/05,i’m taking a stressful exam today and i forgot to put on deodorant good thing i’m in a reduced distraction environment because it’s about to ***STANK***,0.034568965517241416,0.5703591379310353,3.3203017241379342,77.7142456896552,130.0344827586207,5.587931034482759,24.3146551724138,6.6274283507984215,2.2738586206896554,121,6,19,3,8,43,24,29,0.205,0.6940000000000001,0.101,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647139565606779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36422717868921095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365398501399019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49743038032648207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265009543102883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884955184038861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116169604978841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ConcernedCrawDad,2018/03/05,"Med switch So my provider is making me switch I've taken concerta for over a decade at two of the 54 (? Its 50 something) a day once daily. And now I'm taking 2 30mg metadate CD or ER the one that can be poured over foods or something it says on the label. And those I'm only doing once a day. I was initially concerned before I started the new med about duration but this is the first day I've been on it. 

Today I have felt similar to not taking my meds at all and my mind just isn't clear it's busy, but unfocused. I'm wondering if medication switches take time or something cause this feels horrible. 


They don't want me on the old stuff cause they said the cost went up and they won't cover it. I feel trapped ",0.7562996688741705,2.8701899072847716,2.625724337748345,93.04666597682122,83.70198675496691,5.8942052980132456,20.69577814569536,7.1686216300943375,0.48136059602648995,560,17,125,8,16,186,100,151,0.116,0.884,0.0,-0.9517,0,1,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,10,0,11,2,0,3,2,23,27,11,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,4,1,0,4,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,6,5,12,0,12,19,1,19,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,10,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759838262746282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839398108140782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673835230279461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397565745512039,0.0,0.13269408060195795,0.0,0.0,0.1175532108000532,0.1671125023316395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224985674881056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460528550945825,0.13922238864076025,0.0,0.0,0.13954303261245324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347483152687764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501809809391525,0.294357884238624,0.09364818455128256,0.10510765066807218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146025163620828,0.1099025248205154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191803167949206,0.0,0.0,0.09781897204112178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820642232138954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172856075564936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058577912374201,0.0,0.1309978434311906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350017337969968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151419124157723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281131784311303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987246554290568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,colonelgrib,2018/03/05,"When you follow all the advice and people respond exactly as you feared It's a totally soul destroying feeling to put yourself out there, explain what you go through, in my case ADHD and OCD, only to have someone literally say ""you just need to not overthink it"" and ""sure we all have bad days""

Wow, if only I'd known that 30 years ago (sic)!

I thought in this day and age a large corporate workplace was meant to be open and accepting to people with disabilities, but I've never felt so embarrassed and naked. I left the meeting with the action that I need to ""work more with my doctor and therapist to try and manage the symptoms"" which is exactly what I have been doing and why I took their advice to disclose my disability to HR.",15.524859154929581,7.3406369084507075,14.0437323943662,57.60531690140847,56.67605633802818,17.298591549295775,51.69718309859154,12.602617957971056,6.173276056338029,579,23,108,11,4,190,97,142,0.08,0.8690000000000001,0.051,-0.736,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,4,1,1,4,7,1,2,6,0,8,2,0,0,7,35,18,14,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,15,0,0,7,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,6,3,14,3,17,11,4,17,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,7,74,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186985930667458,0.3556477378324668,0.16130986230672958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519415281848666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471764778821996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625912869464936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477247283735173,0.09201203033227597,0.0,0.17472454241911226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342058903262348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771637552849344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26986432101814456,0.14035034236165173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27680038302259924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231711153825565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829351419921664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447138280235112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418683131783073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150928875196267,0.189141707318022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128700668150524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446782727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218092643135455,0.12354908333213087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420413773096182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247997104854758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718593702063622
adhd,AndrossOT,2018/03/05,I woke up and just realized I have no more Meds and it's almost time for work. I usually take Adderall 30mg XRs and this morning before work i went to take one of mine and saw that I was out. I know today is going to be such a bad day. I honestly don't know how i'm going to make it through the day.,0.08826086956521806,1.3111076086956572,2.918188405797104,94.62336956521742,81.6086956521739,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.22084347826086947,231,6,59,3,6,82,51,69,0.091,0.861,0.048,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,1,8,1,8,11,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471286907672645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606280572039196,0.0,0.0,0.2100036434530713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183236185204347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051760436934425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126322000510605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647370107686326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413266365281136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723410236717187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711169721012846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390765288074775,0.0,0.2339319962604705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718088881819703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287806485410611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593381593846443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,feuxdevigne,2018/03/05,"I record all my lectures because I get distracted during class and don't want to miss anything. I should have known myself better. I walked into class today (one week after my last class) and [then I see this.](https://imgur.com/kXKntKj)

That's right. 2 days, 15 hours, 12 minutes, and 14 seconds of audio recording.

I forgot to turn off the feature at the end of class, so it recorded until my iPad died.

On a side note, I am impressed at the battery life of my iPad. Never expected it to last that long while actively recording anything.",4.190155555555556,6.5845060600000025,4.201333333333333,84.73122222222226,73.4,6.044444444444442,28.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,1.5745777777777783,426,17,73,4,9,131,73,100,0.07400000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.099,0.3658,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,10,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,2,12,2,13,8,1,21,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,13,47,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013747638889076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486632226584397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568658363391585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727844458477952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531025318837066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599982698662407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741401017861306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401665970120809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39757944023004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225529769248404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582066448311674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880905313391585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525521809593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826691753920504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943358673339261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116387455929466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652646959173918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384310295053115,0.0,0.1956208754536842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_K10_,2018/03/05,"Impulsivity thread [share your stories] Today my ADHD had to find out how fast I could go in reverse on a snowy dirt road. 

Turns out you can't go very fast.
https://imgur.com/a/Xph4x

What impulsive thoughts have you acted on? ",5.0005000000000015,7.993790050000001,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,73.5,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.5777499999999995,182,6,32,3,4,54,35,40,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,6,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358892811419086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895826928486053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314969432468116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122562068329797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287939563276916,0.0,0.0,0.3437927457423688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945083475167415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992616158953163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BoringAlbatross,2018/03/05,"Is it hard for an adult to get prescribed ADD/ADHD medication? Never diagnosed with ADD/ADHD but I've been a slow learner all my life and have a very short attention span. I could mostly get away with this through school and college where I would procrastinate till the last minute and then revise for exams 20 hours a day. But now that I am working in my first job, its almost impossible for me to concentrate and focus that I'm lagging behind in my work. I've already been put on performance reviews twice by my manager and pretty sure I'll be fired this year. I've already done several blood tests and medical checks and perfectly normal and healthy physically speaking. No problems with iodine deficiency (thyroid), diabetes, zinc deficiency or anything. So mentally I think there must be something wrong. I'm thinking about getting myself checked for ADD as I seem to display some symptoms. But I'm not sure how long this process could take. Will I be given meds on the first meeting or will it take several weeks/months before I am prescribed medication? Pretty sure I'll be out of a job by then if it takes that long. I am under the impression that ADHD medication can perhaps make me focus better hence the reason I have decided to get checked. Am I being a bit too naive here hoping that ADHD meds could help alleviate my learning difficulties, short attention span and chronic procrastination?",7.334593023255818,8.208322178294576,7.438284883720933,70.45417151162795,63.65116279069767,10.325968992248065,36.28003875968992,10.270032843473604,3.9400922480620153,1134,52,187,25,16,366,156,258,0.08900000000000001,0.765,0.146,0.9589,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,8,9,0,0,10,0,23,11,1,3,7,48,39,21,0,9,7,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,0,1,12,14,0,0,8,0,3,1,3,2,0,3,4,3,18,7,26,23,4,27,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,8,14,122,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381134125731846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912600323187948,0.0,0.20114277083330245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499756776424718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562573447008204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755044235895978,0.0,0.0,0.08060282123965694,0.09949744535914544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182952195801946,0.0,0.0,0.05877549794768438,0.0,0.0,0.0925016211946936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326427345479422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504130744960154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046022265873888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164039599727005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108686965991849,0.0,0.0,0.0905191004831483,0.08975108678784552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087781187280247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428840498446672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437239968090412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130585543218026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060834316242970574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246419520874784,0.3672417114634908,0.09184414862551213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274427859674469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029008118620106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929441226561374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543715349520432,0.0,0.0872053148019309,0.0,0.09161734674864576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370349276298208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223499567123096,0.0,0.08296723966935694,0.0,0.20591659047373986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016132423672332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576851960823642,0.0947257109556792,0.20556990021797247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679316856796472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519715066667246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326969035323468,0.0,0.0,0.06474074923902295,0.0996434473957815,0.0,0.058688912962083235
adhd,HuXu7,2018/03/05,"Habits are a ADHD Life Hack I have been on Adderall for 8 years and I've decided to see if I can do it without. From what I know I am like with Adderall and what I am like without, I have found that my mind will go somewhere else and my body will operate in autopilot, causing important details to miss being recorded in memory.

So something that has greatly helped me is habits. When I can figure out how to train a new habit, I can basically train myself to do the right thing even if I go into autopilot.

For example, I would always lose my keys, put them in places I would have no idea where I put them because my mind was always on something else. I got this weird bowl, that's easily accessible and it's the keys bowl. The moment I get home I put the keys in the bowl. After several successes, it's become a habit, so my wife can be like where are the keys and I don't have to remember where I put them, I know they should be in the bowl because of the habit.

Figured I would share this success in case it helps others. ",3.505797788309636,4.444841981042657,4.715905213270143,86.30614849921011,72.3175355450237,8.091121642969984,26.38894154818325,8.447377352677275,1.6017333965244869,802,26,172,13,15,265,110,211,0.041,0.838,0.121,0.9442,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,3,8,10,0,0,11,0,28,2,1,2,0,28,37,11,0,6,4,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,8,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,4,1,30,7,23,24,0,26,0,2,1,0,8,15,0,2,8,121,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503147650009016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208143344653078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248802334492595,0.13813451906613375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892913136420293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848555598268369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089667260956867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261026475724716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713729708695446,0.0,0.0,0.065346056042476,0.0,0.14216498898051128,0.0,0.10003318509176927,0.13789463898566665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766906821940775,0.0,0.1254595222070114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119343706580714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747491095806005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834353711061398,0.1833146654746456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992592740174542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25257837676676864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079734708040175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067581590571525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029360727632453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168457580672786,0.1068125996994561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966786588118476,0.0,0.0,0.1412981343120906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925763085472016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309367574881604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411339420620711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266547160490425,0.0,0.0,0.08054362096097911
adhd,yndihalda1,2018/03/05,"Started talking Adderall last week I went to a psychiatrist and got prescribed Adderall, 20mg 3 times daily, and I've been so paranoid about its effects I'm having a hard time really letting it help me.

I got diagnosed with ADHD last year after more than ten years (I'm 23) of struggle with focus, attention problems, and motivation from a university psychology department assessment. It was more than eight hours long and fully comprehensive, but I was told so many times how difficult it is to distinguish between ADHD and my anxiety and depression that I'm worried that I don't actually have it and somehow fudged the assessment. I had a shorter one three years ago and my very drug conservative old psychiatrist said it was too much of an edge case. 

I finally got to a psychiatrist here that was on my insurance and he seemed like sort of a pill pusher, which worried me. He put me on Adderall but also added klonopin (which, fair enough with my anxiety, I'm not worried about abusing it) and offered me other things that I ultimately turned down. I'm very wary about abusing any substance I use because of witnessing several family members go down a substance abuse rabbit hole.

When I first took it on Wednesday (10mg) I felt pretty great. It wasn't euphoric or even a high really, I just felt a clarity that was pretty unfamiliar, and my inability to get things off my to do list id been procrastinating on melted away. The next day went well too, although I began on 20mg it didn't feel significantly different so I went back to 10mg. Since that day though, I've noticed myself sort of being distracted still. I work on a website, and was still off browsing different things. It's not incredibly important that I do all the work at once, in fact it might be better to spread it out, so maybe that's why? I don't know.

I find myself attributing everything to it now. I didn't take it yesterday (trying not to use it on days I'm not doing work to preserve tolerance), and I'm up at 5 am after 5 and a half hours of sleep. I have no idea whether that has anything to do with Adderall but any irregularity I'm attributing to it. I have been waking up earlier, but not having difficulty falling asleep. I don't want to live on 6 hours of sleep though, even if i can. I have plenty of time for sleep and enjoy getting 9 hours or so on a regular basis.

Am I just being overly paranoid and should go to sleep earlier? It's only been a few days and yesterday I didn't even take it. Is it even affecting me like it does people with ADHD, or could it just be my depression and anxiety like my original psychiatrist suspected?",5.8220441176470565,6.415540956862749,7.006801470588233,73.21373161764707,66.88235294117648,10.610294117647056,33.388480392156865,10.550175099000144,3.614200980392156,2088,89,388,54,32,708,242,510,0.123,0.762,0.115,-0.2207,2,0,1,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,0,7,29,13,0,2,17,0,42,9,6,9,2,71,76,38,0,5,17,0,4,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,37,24,0,1,12,0,0,9,13,6,1,6,27,5,40,7,58,41,6,68,0,2,0,0,7,22,0,9,40,266,77,5,0.0,0.2487777060915201,0.06829948235493573,0.0,0.25234069277832144,0.0,0.062041311187939825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597043565135917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519027822081924,0.0,0.16062491966812134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759524866758992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575727208450101,0.053817468564213364,0.0,0.042664841176252896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061899867835719824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588077866822565,0.0,0.0,0.18054929090498267,0.0,0.1205634012539989,0.07103768873693239,0.0,0.14624789039552125,0.0,0.0,0.06124812747899625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116539357578906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231767912473702,0.0,0.1849091488279657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290188982711498,0.0,0.0659797040498967,0.0,0.035388704232008635,0.0,0.13440145014546084,0.07666988138407922,0.06396897249813545,0.059532881682097714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313306426014551,0.0,0.07955308938535187,0.0,0.16793056375218832,0.07716347477430875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269668535870661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691236733766332,0.0739475615509994,0.0,0.0,0.2757015362408425,0.0,0.0,0.07900942559817592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846430108466817,0.11410127783473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156882383850609,0.0,0.10257974254230416,0.0,0.06180185373822879,0.0619383476832143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709581874199292,0.07031368132211037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424761049945201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145020486815287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443443813728977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968330717445052,0.07344202014415749,0.07453634390462216,0.0474265760389782,0.053230033348461867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485217835138341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424086045208768,0.0,0.06697032905041822,0.0,0.07035859995940537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967390391976889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657587277534098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371565028670383,0.0,0.07906801238140375,0.0,0.05789589054712568,0.0,0.280159470478028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953880246362349,0.0,0.11178712618462606,0.0,0.0,0.07316803584111131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524651998354596,0.05625476601028973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394933871188747,0.0,0.13752830734985932,0.0,0.16324534638168206,0.0,0.0,0.06687779665809906,0.0777607121698618,0.047518155532351884,0.07612828457906459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089660534597298,0.0,0.11549704132687615,0.041281515575536346,0.0,0.05614121255239162,0.0,0.0629288060087809,0.1946424085284407,0.06315447711400675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528591803214745,0.2132326620726587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521248635851638
adhd,CooroSnowFox,2018/03/05,"Attempting to track my Mood. I am using an app called Daylio to track how my mood goes (Aspergers, ADHD, Anxiety and Depression) and my mood is up and down and can change... [Daylio](https://pre00.deviantart.net/ac29/th/pre/i/2018/064/a/2/screenshot_20180305_115134_by_coorosnowfox-dc50lcb.png) (Android)

I am trying to work out what moods I should be putting in, and this is as far as I've got,[ I wonder if there is anything as it's difficult to be happy with whats listed as it boils down to one happy, mostly mid and some toward not good.](https://pre00.deviantart.net/aef3/th/pre/f/2018/064/f/f/screenshot_20180305_114933_by_coorosnowfox-dc50lcj.jpg) 

Any advice would be helpful as trying to cope with this is difficult and trying to keep it in focus is the only way to work out where I am.",9.830469924812027,11.067205082706769,6.6862312030075195,76.73656484962409,58.32330827067669,9.958270676691727,30.158834586466163,9.827888789773867,2.728008270676692,648,18,103,11,8,178,82,133,0.055,0.86,0.084,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,2,0,14,1,0,2,0,21,18,14,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,8,2,23,12,2,13,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,4,0,69,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791654090647035,0.19344998607395653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462360037655885,0.0,0.15144337145967518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290906771440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021453175691507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094216726042067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050773938075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604440428993986,0.1583314145669435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214767629102987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269236966685616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596118769007352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414681707492826,0.15056198745234758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990104078069085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032175533416643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097897589103964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713611667509778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468557362949225,0.28824306557509743,0.0,0.0,0.14062929527014714,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheZech,2018/03/05,"Question to the people on meds. I'm currently on Concerta 36mg, which is pretty much the same thing as extended release Ritalin. I've only been using it for two weeks now.

During the two last weekends I've been really tired, like severe depression tired and I'm wondering if that's related to not taking my medications, like some sort of drug withdrawal symptom.",5.733823529411764,7.445369441176473,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,67.82352941176471,11.322352941176472,32.71764705882353,11.20814326018867,4.46392,294,13,47,10,5,100,55,68,0.184,0.7020000000000001,0.114,-0.6582,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,7,6,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,7,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128946638706294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306301383353138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621084573851642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431910711914915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209036414759583,0.20034414302367265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461949156328843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125226914948506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787385425073284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232586028256394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278385027034006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740346565788754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467046397543666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670572858508568,0.14952813258060765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321227259991751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571516982444622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38854105188582855,0.0,0.0,0.17176286337585547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952433724331214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156698427974507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_justmythrowaway_,2018/03/05,"Looking to get diagnosed soon, there's quite an obstacle though: My parents So, I'm 19 years old and apparently have (unknowingly) been dealing with ADD/ADHD.

I do want to stress that I am absolutely not a fan of self diagnosis, but I've been reading up on it during the past few weeks, had my girlfriend confirm pretty much all the symptoms and did some online questionnaires (I know they're not all that accurate) with her.

I scored around 75-80% on most of these and I can relate to the symptoms so much it's almost scary.

Growing up, I never thought of ADHD as a real thing and the reason for that is that my parents are very passionate about it being a ""fake"" disorder. They believe that those children are just poorly raised and are basically just ""brats"".
I really don't want to throw my parents under the bus here though, they're really quite supportive and caring otherwise.

I've always been a bit of an outsider, was bullied a lot in high school, had few friends, was suicidally depressed etc. For that reason, I went into therapy at 14(?) and my therapist told my parents that she suspected ADHD but my parents just refused to believe it and told my therapist that I ""definitely don't have that"" so it was never investigated any further.

I graduated high school a year ago, with average grades although I know that I have a much higher potential (pretty much every teacher ever told me this and so did my parents). Everyone just attributed it to ""laziness"" and being unorganized. I know for a fact that I could have scored almost straight As (except for maths, fuck maths), but I never managed to get organized, always drifted off in class, never did my homework and generally just sort of drifted along. 

Now that I've read up on the disorder, I feel like I finally understand a lot about my behavior. I am confident that I do suffer from ADHD and I have an appointment with my doctor on Thursday, where I will try and talk to him about it.

There are a couple of problems though.

First of all, I live in Germany and getting diagnosed here is apparently a really lengthy process with many doctors/psychiatrists being super sceptical. I'm a bit scared about going through the process because I feel like I'm under a lot of pressure by people who might just think I'm faking. But I'm not, I wish I didn't have to do this, but I need someone to help me, be it with meds or behavioral therapy. I just fear being rejected and not taken seriously.

Then there's the whole parents situation. I still live with them and they care about my mental health. They're the ones who suggested that I see a doctor (although I did not mention the whole ADHD thing to them because I know what their reaction would be). I just don't know how I would go through the whole process of getting diagnosed/getting therapy and quite possibly being put on meds without talking to them about it.

I do want their support but I know for a fact that they would never ever accept that diagnosis. I know that they'd just tell me ""You just have to find a way to organize yourself"", ""Don't blame your laziness it on some made up disease"" or ""It's just a bad excuse"".

I feel very alone in this situation and the only one who has my back is my girlfriend, however she believes pretty strongly in homeopathy and is super against me taking meds so I'm completely alone in that regard.

I'm also starting a full time job in August and I really want to be in therapy before that. The prospect of working 8 hours a day, 5 times a week is so damn intimidating to me and I would really want to get some help and support for that.

Anyway, this is already way too long, sorry for all the rambling and ranting.",6.2048675343551825,6.671459944602276,6.936309460887951,74.49317785412266,66.03125,10.014746300211417,34.12777484143763,9.933277359158398,3.398749180761099,2907,125,526,61,43,963,297,704,0.125,0.754,0.121,-0.7469,11,3,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,2,9,8,43,28,3,4,37,0,58,9,0,5,13,121,108,47,1,13,26,7,3,2,3,6,7,0,1,2,43,33,0,1,18,2,1,8,16,15,0,3,20,5,74,13,81,72,24,69,0,3,2,2,43,30,2,14,31,397,117,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893233056820507,0.0,0.042680386688592684,0.0,0.09642673689279536,0.09973382442310852,0.053132627033477986,0.038504019192833694,0.08012615464673173,0.0,0.0,0.03274235993459342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286201812349925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702291787424875,0.040201653415677545,0.05870127128337799,0.0,0.04097048790835922,0.16273926674958422,0.0,0.0,0.1051305126831047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818039630174606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048236812910119,0.0,0.0,0.038442341020077486,0.05327495826739166,0.0,0.03105154212824655,0.0496385782367472,0.04146988907459535,0.09773861856567376,0.0,0.0,0.11036379083015968,0.09856324372593972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053697860295516105,0.0,0.08710542826505135,0.04056685193334115,0.04600757410819517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417999990142515,0.07303538007707215,0.06879402634019201,0.0,0.05274389148431045,0.04400649228740183,0.040954750346605936,0.0,0.0,0.03719910360722768,0.044512143779004636,0.15093237405424778,0.0,0.05472735105409919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117918014680546,0.0,0.0,0.06454531473016285,0.10174222501888956,0.0,0.0,0.04741618105778201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047779561139853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852265609472565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704546045520377,0.0,0.08503131107687477,0.0426095544944892,0.04043227866040552,0.0,0.0,0.12280138173051088,0.0,0.045558897597188334,0.0,0.04881461754781422,0.0,0.0,0.16044505890656566,0.0,0.04852196152921552,0.05107752666962702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157757770966906,0.03570120701178111,0.18567391969132452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050523332903921185,0.0,0.06525279901089563,0.03661880065488792,0.0,0.0,0.3742393796426653,0.0,0.045962810736590254,0.0333798310115855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427974980050102,0.0,0.14695178564944802,0.0,0.046071230375443264,0.0,0.0484021403744794,0.0,0.1536342971132844,0.09632226166661426,0.054803080209868175,0.1542245328913774,0.09900853432780543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048204648878759374,0.09745689798606642,0.03836780295913935,0.0,0.0502289703387657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824096631511987,0.0,0.0,0.04079572996237868,0.0,0.0,0.05389785743235635,0.03407947389816388,0.0,0.03845113587230083,0.0,0.05515348733311972,0.0,0.0,0.052666208039937344,0.16391368423240324,0.0,0.10008862560335867,0.036201380052390215,0.07739923997164617,0.0420835627263388,0.0,0.22024619981864216,0.11180731318578158,0.06397491809610506,0.030851359160815387,0.14191579511928426,0.038224214215903884,0.056151090098478025,0.0,0.0,0.13802272232458548,0.0,0.03268940024020168,0.0,0.0,0.05012387145950392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945445205512804,0.14199498802642566,0.07643544336222026,0.07724300518549741,0.0,0.0,0.044633772255540535,0.0,0.1612669068114682,0.05536794028304818,0.04641305145846719,0.0,0.03505239116808598,0.0,0.0,0.1368121188321786,0.0,0.0,0.062011597245001986
adhd,Throwaway098761568,2018/03/05,"Seeing a doctor? I was diagnosed with ADHD around the age of 5. I was on medication until I was about 11. First Adderall, then Concerta. At the time I didn’t like how it made me feel. I felt way too relaxed, at least in my mind. So I stopped taking it and haven’t been on medication for adhd since. I’m 22 now and am starting to realize I might need some help. I recently took an adderall a friend gave me to study thinking it would give me some energy & to my surprise I was so relaxed, I was having trouble doing much of anything. I ended up falling asleep shortly after it kicked in and woke up 3hrs later feeling refreshed. That made me realize, maybe this is something I shouldn’t ignore. My question is, how would I go about getting treated again? Do I make an appointment with a psychiatrist? I’m not really sure how to go about that.",3.1296428571428585,4.903002202380957,4.682857142857143,82.86214285714287,74.59523809523809,7.419047619047619,28.07142857142857,8.192908349453996,1.9914,662,27,128,11,14,222,107,168,0.068,0.805,0.127,0.8711,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,7,0,18,5,1,6,1,31,38,10,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,7,2,0,4,4,2,0,1,13,4,21,7,23,21,4,28,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,4,14,94,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713659023719089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740426922816945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714305761554642,0.13754070036278726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568176049396505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814068218898766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684407151770794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624302924979747,0.0,0.1483474046451441,0.0,0.0,0.13142043451208854,0.0,0.0,0.11936887218571962,0.0,0.08072160132942985,0.14821365113886842,0.17561558047249512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356031029084874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548251182730678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923895307597904,0.10313215755737676,0.0,0.15521933913498182,0.0,0.0,0.3112916556588225,0.0,0.16390359340284616,0.15600429672870195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135777084605989,0.11456224487724476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307906424922764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897877512852868,0.0,0.15255337683195702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231191325423905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780673263554804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894419453513715,0.0,0.0,0.10935823633976187,0.0,0.0,0.12917168334940812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456175389365632,0.0,0.11616725913741666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899948093662037,0.0,0.0,0.09009212114121666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165885965177086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226375340317463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950943359778607,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,scatterbrain2015,2018/03/05,"How to not interrupt my boyfriend when he’s in the middle of something? It happens way too often that I’m working on something or playing a video game, and either get pissed off about something, or really excited about something, and impulsively share it with my boyfriend. Or I’m doing dishes and suddenly remember to ask him something, or I get an interesting thought that I just blurt out.

He normally is great about listening to me, but expressed fristration with me doing so when he’s in the middle of something. Either working and losing his trail of thought, or playing a game and getting killed due to being distracted, losing a lot of progress. I get why it’s frustrating, and moreso for him, as he has Aspergers and can’t just tune me out.

I really wish I could stop myself, and check his screen first to see if he’s in the middle of something, but I keep forgetting.

We are currently considering hanging up a big DND sign for when he wants to focus, but I worry I’ll forget to check that too.

Do you have that problem with your SO? How do you fix it?",7.256620842572062,6.790680453658537,7.507450110864745,74.43128603104216,63.97560975609756,10.771618625277164,36.19733924611974,10.230975488527342,3.650853658536585,843,36,155,17,11,275,112,205,0.161,0.746,0.092,-0.9658,1,0,7,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,6,15,13,3,1,8,0,11,2,1,2,0,45,26,25,1,6,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,14,1,2,3,5,2,1,2,7,0,1,2,3,21,6,29,22,3,22,0,2,2,0,20,12,1,8,8,111,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203848736518064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281433659880483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953379465773946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691131965066933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197209948848186,0.0,0.0,0.1138730673019168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445888541853715,0.1424676555215184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812690373211103,0.0,0.10947774650738146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616967668909326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321785982981627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498987955188332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587410243343088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261498398178512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6939473545204622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765954847217586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044619095682139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759533374237923,0.10221359044988716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116197122203186,0.0,0.14808198194981742,0.0,0.0,0.18749577931616304,0.13077469101591324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,landonpauley,2018/03/05,"Most helpful advice received from coach/therapist? I started reading Driven to Distraction recently and it contains a lot of complex and personal aspects of ADHD. This got me thinking about insightful wisdom concerning the condition. 

How have you grown or learned from seeking help from others?",8.896914893617023,12.2063135319149,7.822287234042553,59.90875,62.61702127659574,10.657446808510642,47.920212765957444,10.686352973137794,6.853855319148936,244,17,26,7,4,75,43,47,0.05,0.767,0.183,0.7878,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698948313104505,0.3007615598865204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461618333019056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126003304108299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616657299280701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26874386359326435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078658548316849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389815127714714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217850083300294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35735927972199244,0.0,0.1972146396154616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FightStylesFight,2018/03/05,"What are some tricks that you use to get yourself to go to the gym/exercise? I’m always deterred from going to the gym because it seems so far away and like I’m not getting anything done. I also don’t like going by myself because I don’t really know what I’m doing and honestly I just don’t want to look silly. I’m also so sore the next few days so even if I do go once, I don’t usually go back. What are some tricks you guys use to make yourself go consistently to the gym and get good exercise?",2.371944444444445,3.2947839722222203,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,75.01851851851852,7.622222222222224,24.61111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.2641444444444443,391,12,87,6,8,136,58,108,0.059,0.81,0.13,0.752,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,8,7,2,0,4,0,9,2,0,3,0,14,29,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,3,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,1,8,5,10,28,3,12,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,6,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27030069045122623,0.1406226893856596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907373866565192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587823628651543,0.12995163198172086,0.0,0.20604334938123745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899191114057152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294709121856744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111623819828473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648887426140373,0.0,0.5762842848588728,0.14175034215772686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733793989983375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092878740534309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513107865378632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141918597948056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280973571934665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973488849706612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998095768475733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826661371708404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385251217556575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919258669146373,0.18613114745078255,0.0,0.09968139458880157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wambamwombat,2018/03/05,"Switched to Adderal in september, my psychiatrist wants to keep upping the dosage after it lost its effective even though we upped it already. So I switched from strattera to adderall in september. I started on 5mg because I was pretty hesitant to switch from the more gentler non-stimulants to a stimulant, especially for a person my size. It worked for about 2 weeks and then stopped and his idea was to double it to 10 mg. Same thing happened again so he wants to move it up to 20. He's a pretty old fashioned and straight to the point guy, and I'm not sure I want to stay with adderal at this point. Maybe the XR version or Vynase because I've heard great things about it in this sub. Thoughts people? 

TLDR: My psych keeps wanting to up the dosage on my adderal when its stops working, im hesitant",3.8326923076923087,5.78067226923077,4.218205128205128,86.19346153846153,73.1025641025641,7.107692307692307,30.58974358974359,7.882392219407189,2.0805666666666682,638,29,123,9,13,200,99,156,0.081,0.805,0.114,0.8485,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,22,14,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,10,3,30,9,4,24,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,1,9,78,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003289557418014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785344688319805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176945469008757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987552643119536,0.0,0.15256502526734658,0.13625386483643182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393939044053025,0.1664345866364421,0.0,0.0,0.2739096411936817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819828612102236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479569400995538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376437405824046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168273746937373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068207923749103,0.134538124547763,0.0,0.0,0.2913138628316437,0.0,0.0,0.3135127951673113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905976139479036,0.16423050225219582,0.0,0.2576382618549559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522010031304752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047299592611488,0.0,0.15138440614928794,0.12232359262196332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635253187227738,0.0,0.12359497890313342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434650420552868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,5ur3540t,2018/03/05,"Does an IQ test work on the ADHD brian? Im approaching this with caution. 
Level of intelligence is a bit of a triggering subject for me, being told I'm stupid my who life while I'm pretty sure I have above average intelligence leaves me with worry about knowing my IQ number.

Also, what if I take it, and because of my ADHD I get an inaccurate result that's lower than what my actual IQ is?

This would be pretty upsetting. 

Does anyone have any advice on this topic?
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adhd,wifeypoo89,2018/03/05,"10 year old wont sleep in basement bedroom and can’t share a room. Really stuck right now. My ADHD 10 year old daughter HATES her room being in the basement. Prior to this we tried her sharing a room with her sister, and also sharing a room with her brother. Neither worked because she’s a light sleeper, plus she’s now extremely volatile and physically assaults anyone in her path. We can’t put the 3 year old downstairs and our 7 year old just did a stint down there and he hated it just as much as she does. It’s a screaming match every night to get her to bed and I’m at my wits end. 
When she moved into the room a year ago I painted it the colours she wanted and she loved it. Then she wanted more light, so I set up Christmas lights along the ceiling. She wanted more heat, I got her a heated bed pad and a space heater. She said she didn’t feel safe in there (?!) so I put up blackout curtains and taped them to the wall. I added a baby camera. Gave her a house phone. Still hates it. 
We need ideas... we considered selling our house and buying another but it’s not possible to find one that has 4 bedrooms on a top floor. ",1.4789955022488783,3.568857379310348,2.6361544227886067,94.12863568215894,80.8103448275862,5.069265367316342,21.724887556221887,6.046907544983943,0.1433925787106447,880,27,190,6,23,281,133,232,0.059,0.885,0.055,-0.2156,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,6,0,1,2,11,10,4,0,18,0,7,2,1,0,0,31,22,19,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,8,19,0,1,3,0,2,3,6,5,0,1,6,7,32,5,21,14,4,42,0,0,1,1,36,20,0,0,18,115,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370038680830735,0.0,0.10599194665325223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562040705018733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537999173132747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836064050279562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288900707182233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463686430965212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590388554210887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074322047223362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045838779461385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928518096509426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062470599808640274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563137321385576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541530508642021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759363794944353,0.0,0.13498042937451413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791695588603244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708441412060434,0.08789800320571274,0.08865993779903569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220872208638016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50187609076449,0.0,0.08102399870696078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479766214827346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040255857598505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659986111238591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211246974121717,0.11373883337541968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965675402699605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548907726328396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118045395573513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157716267760965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704867652358199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849970921673918
adhd,___babyiguana,2018/03/05,"mental roadblock 
Just got diagnosed a few weeks ago. Things really are so much more manageable now, but it’s been weird getting used to not always struggling, like I don’t deserve to get my shit together or something, even though I know it’s exactly what I want to do. How do you overcome feeling not worthy enough to feel “normal” like everyone else? I’m surprised I am feeling these feelings, as I was initially so relieved and happy to “figure it all out” finally…
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adhd,zeeeeeb,2018/03/05,"Going crazy trying to stay interested in university work Hey everyone,

It's currently the second week of uni for the year and I'm really struggling focusing on, or even attending my classes. I'm repeating the same units as last semester because I failed them, and I am having a really hard time remaining interested enough to want to attend. Occasionally I'll have a day or two where I'm feeling really great, enthusiastic to learn the content and try my best, but then I'll have a whole week where I can barely get myself to look at the first slide of just one lecture, and I skip all of my classes. 

This then leads to a vicious cycle of beating myself up about not going, getting behind on the course content, and being too anxious to attend future classes.

How do you guys stay disciplined through an entire semester of uni??? I feel like I'm going crazy trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong!

Thanks in advance! :)",7.128914285714284,7.237467634285718,8.024714285714285,68.69878571428575,64.08571428571429,10.885714285714288,34.07142857142857,10.577609850970193,3.7443142857142853,736,29,125,17,10,249,112,175,0.128,0.736,0.136,-0.3882,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,7,7,10,1,1,11,0,8,0,0,2,1,21,23,12,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,9,1,4,0,4,0,4,12,6,25,22,5,32,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,2,13,85,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812885798416216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782272543669457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840629634840446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034916761967142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581129272258174,0.0,0.10599076662330853,0.0,0.0,0.15333863105853218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227973207949073,0.1146417957095746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649807613685674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768082262184275,0.0,0.2736011598555623,0.0,0.0,0.17692182130493653,0.0,0.1588932950189574,0.0,0.0,0.14375210286846868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080674468578787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839890108913906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475673039799185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874051791491852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084089418875873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34208529248092123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776100610005545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774178801534465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357297635272656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268514791392215,0.0,0.1567586015985009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465101128758004,0.0,0.25744319068284643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791621430807674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682610485835372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545180820394604,0.0,0.10333921767902872
adhd,atticusbinchh,2018/03/05,"My boyfriend has ADD. How can I be a supportive partner? My boyfriend of 7 months has ADD. Typical experiences include him losing keys, forgetting to pay bills, leaving his suitcase behind when we go on holiday, interrupting me with a completely off topic story, etc. I get worn out constantly reminding him to remember things (enrol in classes, pay bills, buy a new toothbrush because you lost your old one).

However, he is the kindest and most loving person and I love him to bits. Redditors with ADD/ADHD, how can I be a good partner and look after myself too? ",4.7851960784313725,7.240844774509803,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,71.84313725490195,9.239215686274509,33.882352941176464,9.725611199111238,3.944835294117648,445,23,71,12,9,147,78,102,0.11,0.7390000000000001,0.151,0.8153,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,2,0,14,15,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,15,4,12,11,3,11,0,2,1,2,13,4,0,1,6,50,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494689172604576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126537875633235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266218677775015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176420196814448,0.22431852395818444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315048045567245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030515218832799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845115480212401,0.0,0.11797159737800975,0.1741069267296263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979557043542386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431358935994345,0.23222715084156534,0.2265963618345385,0.0,0.37469524942679855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656871111234609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048052753768247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781862899392435,0.0,0.14066050675633746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124946605359507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351458801721814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555752639901625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790587584742153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Caspira,2018/03/05,"How does coffee affect your ADHD? I don't usually drink coffee (because it screws with my stomach) but today I realized that it makes me a bit... overstimulated? Black tea has no such effect, but something about coffee in particular just makes my mind rush like nothing else. I'm currently unmedicated, but I used to have adderall XR and it didn't feel like this at all. Does this happen to anyone else? I've heard it helps, but I just can't do it. I don't think it's the caffeine, it might just be something in the coffee.

Does it help any of you, or does it magnify your ADHD symptoms? Thanks!",2.6879254079254125,4.886634777777778,4.190660450660449,83.96216783216785,77.2905982905983,6.647707847707848,23.45687645687645,7.686295010490155,1.1805794871794877,467,15,91,7,11,155,76,117,0.036000000000000004,0.809,0.155,0.9456,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,0,9,5,1,6,1,22,18,7,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,3,11,3,8,14,2,7,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,2,5,56,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706190174443512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485623720461612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781503227562736,0.15798851278824666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399436140519654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833835431171426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397398392619951,0.0,0.0,0.151050019923838,0.0,0.0,0.25761621855205546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796439793373604,0.11015520504016102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635198317392025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670406303370814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066140530937538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584947975408024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635739532212806,0.15569054348125322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479519324974096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374099518979255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026512274488727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419598048957557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880037482678276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615653004558582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331728760996272,0.16982133511993788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,brandontherrien98,2018/03/05,"Confused about how I was tested for ADHD Hi everyone!

So I began this journey not too long ago and I feel like I've learned a lot, and it got me interested in being tested. So a few weeks ago I went to see a campus counselor, he suggested the idea of being tested for ADHD, maybe one or two weeks ago I went to a psychologist and I did a depression, anxiety, ADHD, and really lengthy personality(?) test, the counselor said it was a differential, but as I've looked a bit into how testing is done I've seen that other tests were done, like an IQ test, and I'm feeling kind of concerned that the diagnosis won't be valid if every test isn't done. 

TL;DR: I took a few tests, but there are others that I didn't and I'm somewhat worried about it

Does anyone have any experience with only taking a few of these tests and does it even matter?

Thanks a lot guys! :D",4.610945454545455,4.9180519542857155,6.257974025974027,78.53184415584417,69.45714285714286,8.877922077922078,27.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.0164285714285715,672,21,136,11,11,232,104,175,0.047,0.8320000000000001,0.121,0.9244,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,14,0,16,0,0,2,0,25,31,16,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,15,6,9,5,13,12,7,13,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,6,9,90,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461842289329818,0.0,0.32910095818790885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415686035859422,0.0,0.09467135501143382,0.0,0.0,0.08653156796072653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510715007979346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065890079673162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659565274168616,0.3799294588496158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173824947145793,0.0,0.10426795442239868,0.11825210514439158,0.0,0.12105500987199222,0.0,0.0,0.1251473278990112,0.08840977375763619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897725739631233,0.0,0.0,0.12253576609894408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970303105226506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887058896484538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091975819529495,0.0,0.0,0.10951826119735576,0.10392206413956427,0.0,0.0,0.2104221922260444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432737399078925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385881019781702,0.09412037798645832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805708668868637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927988394444505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771824881966785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861579441275677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304749235984576,0.0,0.0,0.11393591640936215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374950786525304,0.0,0.0,0.1208895273849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853574434034746,0.0,0.0,0.22944211391544986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256780398260969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wingit55,2018/03/05,"ADHD performance issues stopped me from getting a schedule change permitted… Might need to leave my job as a result. Ok, here is my situation. I work in a group home. I am also in school. I need to change my schedule to accommodate my changing class schedule. To me it seemed like an easy change- there is an open shift and I want to switch one of my shifts to that open shift. No one else's schedules affected, etc. 

My boss said it would be fine, but had to approve with his boss. His boss shut it down. She said that my performance wasn't good enough to accommodate a schedule change, and she'd rather me leave than go through the inconvenience.... Her ""performance issues"" that she stated were very concrete things I struggle with bc of my ADHD. I sometimes forget small tasks related to cleaning the house, such as making the resident beds, finishing laundry on time, etc. These things have been brought up in performance reviews and have gotten better, and my boss knows I'm working on them. To ""make up"" for it, I always try to pick up open shifts when possible, even if it means changing my schedule. I have a great relationship with the residents and have introduced them to new activities- He has me as the designated activity coordinator because I'm really good at encouraging the residents to try new things, and they have a positive relationship with the guys, so they trust me to help them through new things. There's a reason that I'm not the medication staff or the finance staff, and I appreciate my boss using me for my strengths. 

My boss seems genuinely bummed that I might have to leave.... but he says he has no control over it. I'm just really shocked that this woman thinks that me forgetting menial tasks makes me ""lazy and unenergetic"" (her words), and that my positive contributions are outweighed by such minor things. She doesn't see me interact with the residents, she's never here when I am, so the only thing she sees are the beds sometimes unmade or office disorganized after my shifts. I understand why her opinion is negative if that's all she sees, but I'm surprised that it's negative enough that she would rather me be replaced than accommodate a simple and easy schedule change. 

If I leave my job, I lose my health insurance <- and my psychiatrist and meds. I will also owe my workplace 2000 dollars (I took an education grant that requires me to stay at least another year or I have to pay it back). I will break the positive relationships I've built with the residents, and my boss will have to fill 3 overnight shifts. So... it will suck. I can't change my class schedule, so it slows down my education if I miss out on this class I need to take. Every other employee in the house has had schedule changes approved (we are all students, and need them frequently) so it really sucks and hurts that I am not valued enough to keep. 

I haven't been open with my boss about my ADHD. Is this something I can bring up now? I don't want it to come across that I ""suddenly have adhd"" to explain all of my performance errors. I'm on medication, but it's a recent diagnosis and I'm still trialing meds and finding something that works. Ritalin has been helping a lot with focus, but also makes me appear ""lazy and unenergetic""... as that is the thing that helps with focus... I could go unmedicated and show her (boss's boss) a different side of me, but not sure that's what she's looking for either.... I'll be more energetic, but the beds will ALWAYS be unmade, dishes undone, I'll forget the residents schedules, and spend my long shifts on reddit.... just making predictions here.

I feel stuck. Trying not to let it affect my self esteem. Also, I know logically that stuff will work out even if I have to find another job. My fiance can put me on his health insurance, and I would eventually be able to pay education grant back. This lady just doesn't know the inconvenience she's putting me through... or maybe she does and doesn't care. I don't know.  It's a lot of stress and feelings in the moment. Any advice on what to do, or positive encouragement would be welcome!",5.721280729579696,6.7967450773195885,6.166082474226805,77.43446867565427,67.29896907216495,9.680570975416336,30.64472640761301,9.851270322608157,2.879893616177637,3244,122,611,72,52,1048,309,776,0.106,0.778,0.117,0.9526,6,0,2,0,0,0,120.0,1,0,6,16,30,23,2,2,35,1,63,6,0,22,5,133,117,55,0,18,27,0,2,1,0,12,5,3,5,3,50,40,1,4,16,1,6,10,17,8,0,2,13,9,100,15,80,83,13,75,0,3,4,0,46,31,2,18,32,420,150,30,0.05133175622416874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24676318283770424,0.05016079809083679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641999476272601,0.0854242665595271,0.0,0.0,0.03490735447335954,0.10765164419863206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894190403233853,0.0,0.031291362150117435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539876694935417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052336146552756486,0.0,0.4887197256347199,0.04421776276280138,0.0,0.0,0.05757292943323136,0.04098423044197953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363075984686997,0.0,0.0,0.044920765790370944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042881095578199774,0.0,0.0,0.1591182780688048,0.1144969542538135,0.06780828172948103,0.0,0.04324921853935432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051909756587282405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383259047143412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02681872398702093,0.0,0.058346040005962975,0.08610928340430866,0.0,0.056593442454164734,0.0,0.050826509029144165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912651297030873,0.0,0.0,0.10321978251023377,0.0,0.05148993682841816,0.0,0.0,0.11845990949834925,0.054951706706607074,0.0,0.0,0.10715403417815676,0.1528165422976968,0.04562602348377151,0.0,0.0,0.11284236311761325,0.0,0.0,0.21741167248362034,0.0,0.05249019857210067,0.0,0.02507810322396984,0.0,0.0,0.04542698894222312,0.04310574699514102,0.05742710506011357,0.0,0.08728084700162915,0.0,0.0,0.1713217293862608,0.0,0.05156964858415397,0.055915330948110735,0.11403601849792536,0.10342268804240147,0.0,0.10890976292734264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522473872715989,0.039590214902471665,0.14872959008916392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956745298757899,0.0390401137060048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578688424046513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032051858629866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865331238582496,0.05277759469037194,0.05068391656215357,0.16533328743379566,0.0,0.0,0.09765651004616267,0.040821072855291816,0.0,0.051950477770531286,0.1227142912973406,0.09346100596109554,0.053550216781859734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057699044712242076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903538756814446,0.10153683891062176,0.0,0.0,0.05471282222747202,0.04099360682855382,0.04291564668729685,0.058800353322884635,0.05366309692467177,0.058762579861595415,0.0,0.0,0.04837957275489725,0.0,0.03859509236469104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387177655325029,0.03289131670297496,0.0,0.0,0.029931959853361445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703146990530746,0.104552678913712,0.0,0.0,0.05343816854097323,0.0,0.04433415613775071,0.0,0.04235407478134403,0.06055359956191786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046318925848378135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948051955784333,0.0,0.0,0.1458584273664558,0.0,0.0,0.033055968030628304
adhd,nkyoung13,2018/03/05,"Getting prescriptions transferred to new GP? I'm currently in college in another state, but my GP who writes my prescriptions is in my home state. 
The system now is that I meet with him every 6 months in person, and get 3 months worth of paper prescriptions. Then I get the other 3 mailed to me.
It's been a hassle to make appointments specifically during times I'll be home visiting family, and I was wondering if anyone's had experience transferring a diagnosis to another physician? 
Did you have to be re-tested or re-evaluated in any way or did they take the word of your GP?
Since I'm not a resident in my college state, do you think that will that be a problem? ",7.1304835164835145,6.668194246153848,8.082087912087914,70.19576923076926,64.23076923076923,12.351648351648354,34.72527472527473,11.765960540728905,4.2166043956043975,532,21,99,16,7,181,83,130,0.038,0.942,0.02,-0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,0,14,22,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,13,0,14,13,0,19,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,7,62,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940118142126576,0.42990271275595693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333475313314695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271409566524687,0.0,0.0,0.20052092391770626,0.19324764810634695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212986372990313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112461762558217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683335125155735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272443594176068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798197145487892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899058355026576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961490850597677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957100436209127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412802126860814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135021189861154,0.0,0.0,0.11953213380856095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627126317167837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223044288991132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pachirisu22,2018/03/05,"On Meds vs Off Meds [Humor] On Meds: Alright, I have to work on these reports for an hour, then take a 15min break, then have a meeting after...

Off Meds: [runs around the apartment singing the chorus to “Let’s Go Fly a Kite” repeatedly while playing with the cat]

On Meds: This balanced breakfast of cereal and milk, OJ, yogurt, and maybe a banana. Then my morning tea...

Off Meds: I guess since I missed breakfast I’ll have... four Eggos and a PB&J sandwich! ",3.1181896551724115,5.335853045977012,3.435158045977012,89.80377155172415,76.01149425287356,5.269540229885059,25.81752873563219,5.985473137389443,0.7703114942528737,353,13,68,2,8,109,60,87,0.027000000000000003,0.922,0.051,0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,1,4,5,0,0,0,7,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,14,7,0,19,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,7,41,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921791712674567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259864651549406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826858673894722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171243385013733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562496296530185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082647800828138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383567252513923,0.0,0.9178451189753628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392215100952888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103547158783519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002606947241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LigerZeroX,2018/03/06,"Remember to take stock of your accomplishments I work in the IT field as a Systems Administrator.  Basically, this means I work more on the servers, network, and projects more than I do helping end users so I don't get to close many support tickets on a regular basis.

I often mentally start my day with the goal to accomplish one objective but end the day by having never even touched the one thing I wanted to do.  This often leaves me feeling mentally exhausted and that the day was unproductive despite having worked the entire 8+ hours I was in the office.

I managed to cheer myself up one day last week on the way home as I was wondering ""What the hell did I do today?"".  Despite not achieving the 1-2 goals I had set for myself, I remembered there were 5-6 other things that I did get done.

Even though I was down from not accomplishing my goals, I felt much better realizing that I had actually managed to accomplish some smaller items.  It's extra important for those of us with ADD to not lose sight of what we do achieve, even if it's not what we planned.",8.101304347826087,6.715338961352661,8.330342995169081,72.2071086956522,62.76811594202898,11.758260869565218,37.60821256038648,10.793553405168565,3.902513429951692,843,35,162,18,10,278,125,207,0.047,0.835,0.118,0.8926,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,1,0,15,8,6,1,0,13,0,17,1,0,0,1,26,27,8,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,15,8,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,11,4,25,3,26,16,6,23,1,1,1,0,5,8,1,5,12,122,40,16,0.0,0.0,0.13051182479787304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182829565823664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34500726227346656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686337324271955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236909479734928,0.0,0.0,0.2650038067998839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762341685914533,0.0,0.12841223614849873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974819926233226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964370527742542,0.0,0.13415302598634152,0.0,0.13170784519045842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901668261988402,0.0,0.14161230108720804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496218560749487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559227984185726,0.0,0.14568304619819894,0.0,0.0,0.26955873943704883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831494898704436,0.0,0.1031492259606894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718788826507769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030047340480225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946624964773491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176758697043907,0.0,0.0,0.10055651158010392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770302079802724,0.0,0.13139975395652298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677073407735642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087383408222627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888384717451255,0.10615730028054553,0.10727888182959833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450362996612026,0.2920949013520753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_djmankiewicz_,2018/03/06,"Failing out of community college Didn't think I was ready for college, proved myself right.

I received a grant when I graduated high school that covered my community college education entirely for free, two terms in and I'm about to lose the grant due to low grades.

I lost my insurance at the end of high school, which meant I lost my medication and I have no extra finances for school. I don't even want to be here, I'm taking classes to transfer in the future with no idea of where I want to transfer to. Have no outside financial support that could help me with classes.",5.975057915057918,6.64730995495496,6.433925353925357,77.17783783783786,66.56756756756756,9.225740025740027,34.77606177606178,9.23628265651192,3.091179150579152,459,21,86,8,7,149,69,111,0.199,0.684,0.117,-0.7074,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,12,17,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,13,3,19,10,2,15,0,5,0,0,2,9,0,0,5,57,16,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666050643160014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626936957549603,0.0,0.0,0.1213246757527988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312268575382435,0.388154463302716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736222091491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055007064958853,0.4010359019403714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504707348707003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686917434450115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577084134818052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084477974259192,0.0,0.0,0.13811106688933053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770032309596452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943720114783915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668874789730594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DKRfan,2018/03/06,"My GP said that I have low self esteem when I asked to be tested for ADHD. How can I encourage my GP to take my symptoms seriously and actually put me through to be tested somehow? I am open to the possibility that I do not have ADHD and that I am either just lazy/stupid or whatever, but I just want to be tested so I know for sure. I tried asking my GP, but she said it sounds a little bit like I have low self esteem, which I am sure I do, but I feel like it's something more. I live in the UK, is it possible to get tested independently or privately? I am happy to pay what is needed. ",4.50357142857143,3.6949225317460375,6.7887301587301625,78.45071428571428,69.71428571428572,9.739682539682539,27.523809523809533,9.23628265651192,1.9512666666666667,453,12,102,8,7,164,71,126,0.057,0.773,0.17,0.9452,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,2,2,21,25,10,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,4,21,6,11,20,3,7,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,3,3,74,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.1586232582991237,0.0,0.3907018668354803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039206034443588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774601577197121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218907931239297,0.1161242198190712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849245451236216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730352138079846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933204990546556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588253423160304,0.1629156531827804,0.14353273364414146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052717456428688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664965656400319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634054899117248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092404656554281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339145725476847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513727985608372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30639885860887284,0.16894945941204084,0.1222157573440778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035932336552304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587493612452523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oryan_,2018/03/06,"Seeing a psychiatrist soon but these are some of my most recent struggles. Is it likely I have it? In my chemistry lecture class, 20 minutes into it I look around and I realize that everyone is focused but me. Every class I wonder why things are like that. I'm not going through a  midlife crisis, I don't have a lot on my plate to keep me distracted from focusing. Why can't I focus. 

One time while waiting for the teacher to come unlock the door, before class,  I kept going from chair to chair outside(I'm like this everywhere)  the classroom and my classmate pointed it out. I felt embarrassed. 

My English prof told me my papers are always ""shotgun approaches""(random ideas going through one after the other)   when it comes organizing ideas and thoughts. Which explains why I have a hard time making sense to people in a normal conversation at times. 

I understand concepts of lessons during the time of learning it but I can't study any material for the life of me. Hardly studying in college  and my GPA is shittier than shitty. 
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adhd,birdeater11,2018/03/06,"How do I explain to my parents the effects of adhd? Im not diagnosed with it but I am sure I have it (Saying stuff without thinking, not being able to study unless its day before exam, cant read for more than a minute without intense commitment by going over page a few times due to forgetting what I read etc) I always have these symptoms and I am going through a diagnoses. This has nothing to do with my question but I am just putting this out there since im not medicated.

My mom will say ""Do this to study"" but it doesnt matter what studying method it is its not going to work. I have tried everything and I mean everything. Sadly hyper focus doesnt work when studying unless its the day before (Only if its really important otherwise I dont get anything done). And when I explain it to her she will say ""I also have adhd and I got A's"" which I find hard to believe given the fact that it sounds almost impossible. So yeah how can I explain? ",2.9102159685863853,4.655177753926704,4.634211387434559,83.09958933246077,75.12565445026178,7.078664921465969,26.597185863874344,7.8658589789855275,1.6884892670157077,745,28,143,11,16,252,110,191,0.061,0.892,0.047,-0.1145,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,7,1,21,4,0,3,3,36,32,16,0,1,13,2,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,19,7,0,0,8,2,0,4,10,1,0,0,3,5,20,1,21,26,4,12,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,3,6,111,39,5,0.12267782296739033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294869806585542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284411892702865,0.0,0.0,0.09810541070474536,0.1020777762243662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009533954742165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877958339328245,0.1382158965647978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823409386178092,0.0,0.0,0.2490308159280293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554200572602828,0.1437774948610311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136818201026612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205098339428024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212530769604152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409409916004362,0.0,0.2091619017117229,0.0,0.09811666185942808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098952329986508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502620084979284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363211344765272,0.0,0.12358500027808884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367878357033675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771267977639302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330201244112224,0.0,0.0,0.13621920446374786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332509592429315,0.13742723786220398,0.0,0.2454220426570926,0.0,0.07859055473809919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267498625281224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148036287626826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043675688566756,0.0,0.0,0.11562239631436605,0.12750923056259195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860699544412038,0.0,0.0,0.07153442512120428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329018901106489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23651408714448546,0.0,0.1786218324121599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IntelligentFear,2018/03/06,Should I visit a therapist? I found this subreddit one day and I started reading most of the posts and I found that the things most users said were relatable to my situation so right now I’m wondering if I should really consider visiting a therapist or at least let someone visit me to verify if I might suffer from ADHD. I tried multiple time telling my parents that I might have this condition and they always said that it’s impossible because I don’t even know what adhd even though I think I know better than them what it is. What do you think I should do?,5.695324675324677,6.3703050000000045,6.629480519480518,75.52136363636366,67.18181818181819,11.012987012987013,31.168831168831172,10.914260884657429,3.5168831168831174,450,17,85,13,7,150,71,110,0.039,0.931,0.03,-0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,20,23,8,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,2,18,1,6,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,8,4,66,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36492919833505577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633087624919842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925513407059967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427720811272034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791480804851756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055845938972192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329373790224699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687851338758072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552517345990219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32212546473819736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288080481465504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685841139803968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454067428795716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518664632328552,0.0,0.0972632243001854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965804250890434,0.2888414026235375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065808512759847,0.0,0.0,0.12864114934993187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746278337325246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270207158564398,0.0,0.0,0.3525619295747516,0.10086603427662816,0.1945671424492111,0.14916766217027969,0.0,0.08853059835160529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307946499149467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464814506005945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hi_Universe,2018/03/06,"I’m scared. So I’ve literally been stalking this sub for the past week or so, and coming to the realization that I have ADHD. 

I have been depressed and anxious for years, diagnosed bipolar at 20, and have been on a few different medications. However I have been off all meds since 2015. Recently I FINALLY made an appointment with a doctor to treat depression and anxiety again because in the past year or so it’s made a terrible comeback, but it feels different than the last time I went and sought treatment (back in 2011). 

It’s been very frustrating because I couldn’t quite put my finger on why I was always feeling so exhausted and having such a hard time doing things like laundry or cleaning or even simply remembering what someone JUST told me or eating or honestly every little thing in my life. Even enjoyable things like hobbies are exhausting and I can’t turn what’s in my brain into action. It’s so complicated to explain!! I feel extremely unmotivated, but my brain is literally bouncing around in my head with ideas and things I need/want to do but I literally cannot do more than one thing at a time, if even do ANYTHING at all. 

When I originally called to schedule the appointment weeks ago, I had specifically said I am wanting to medically treat my depression and anxiety. But like I said, the past week or so, I have been coming to the realization that it may be ADHD! I’ve been browsing this sub and a ton of other forums and whatnot and it is seriously all making sense. Many of the things I see posted on here are autobiographical, seriously. 

It’s a crazy realization, I am pretty convinced this is what’s going on. This explains SO MUCH of my life, even going allllll the way back to childhood (I’m 27 now). Like this makes so much sense. 

I am struggling with not being nervous for this doctors appointment. What if my mind goes blank when I arrive? That normally happens to me at ALL appointments.  They told me the first one would be an intake and then I’d have to go BACK to actually get prescribed anything, but I am super super nervous I won’t get in quick enough and I’m at my wits end with my brain lately and I’m pretty damn scared!!

I guess I’m just looking for someone to relate to and some support. What were your experiences your first doctors appointments? Did it take a lot of doctor shopping? Were you guys scared too? But also relieved? Idk I’m feeling all sorts of shit. 

Thanks for listening. 

I can’t do a tl;dr cause idk how to condense everything I just said into one sentence. :)",4.488813614615047,6.282468766528928,5.687698999565033,76.9703284036538,71.04545454545455,8.731100478468901,29.88560243584167,9.276330184999452,2.7583603305785123,2009,83,367,44,38,669,228,484,0.125,0.732,0.14300000000000002,0.9387,3,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,1,5,29,31,3,6,21,0,43,19,6,7,5,74,82,44,0,6,19,0,6,4,0,3,12,4,1,1,29,25,1,0,8,1,1,8,6,17,0,5,20,12,42,14,49,55,13,61,0,3,2,0,14,20,2,14,35,263,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.06746867499258619,0.0,0.16618078304009554,0.0,0.0612866293612622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528960106213918,0.057528320652374884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578069922971227,0.07810621465544973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378929911289412,0.0615474418630957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594884691781374,0.0,0.08429171653078846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315424835773137,0.07059758651824083,0.0,0.0,0.07102372911409048,0.0,0.11911246006315898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864526907250375,0.07017357333265696,0.0,0.14446890437865426,0.0,0.2830625238215057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074539266001227,0.0,0.0,0.06123571069385213,0.07143799368389236,0.0,0.18265988021105709,0.0,0.05825171259416865,0.0,0.062136739764886276,0.06763019071593787,0.0,0.0,0.13983291831292222,0.0,0.0,0.07573725496103641,0.0,0.11761742569901848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224346032577368,0.0,0.1178780866413533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616325683595537,0.06845744954759186,0.06113846906497259,0.0,0.061934031441064415,0.0,0.0709554925291494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780483405325403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056356664538574006,0.07799062951211927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766837059210724,0.13510925845564606,0.06929439839816115,0.0,0.0,0.058058472960223574,0.0,0.0,0.058778620588116774,0.0,0.1308400175246232,0.09230024937688402,0.07009503908417618,0.0,0.0,0.07679668672949412,0.13929844059680144,0.0,0.0,0.06980962986211987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164871038149312,0.05126492076665087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774052072156554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405490115498844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800001578487106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621505349881954,0.14067632027773982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695027451148971,0.0,0.07353673006026185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826539392934593,0.0,0.07831983023133017,0.0,0.19729809514299973,0.0,0.20765747537933493,0.0,0.055094002229159465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096912166788379,0.057191634373317965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716073708370063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722780065060492,0.0,0.0,0.0784569368758415,0.0,0.0,0.05198314105785781,0.0,0.0,0.06365294393274917,0.0,0.0,0.2755931282240016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094470015718133,0.0,0.0,0.13212856587981087,0.0,0.0,0.07520224623835442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570460571237783,0.0815587193792537,0.054878493974097185,0.1663749018053846,0.0,0.0,0.0640915809216746,0.0623862545339441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049113622611798594,0.0,0.0,0.0890451580062669
adhd,MonochromeHand,2018/03/06,"10 simple solutions to adult ADD My psychiatrist recommend me to read it; flipping through it, it’s definitely ADHD friendly reading. 

I was wondering if anyone has read it, did you find it someone what useful? Accurate?

I’m hopeful, and hope it can bring some peace.

edit; [Link to Book 📖 ](https://www.additudemag.com/10-simple-solutions-to-adult-add/) ",7.152222222222225,11.283986722222226,6.490648148148152,60.55041666666668,79.92592592592592,7.8851851851851835,30.824074074074073,8.472884824447931,3.6437851851851857,289,13,37,7,8,89,45,54,0.0,0.6459999999999999,0.354,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,10,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,4,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,22,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760308861832097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059768928280274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992348050341852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774503009655249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562483924172787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6892268629464933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946072313023645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198369890778022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490783066781207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,coweieioh,2018/03/06,"Heart attack and ADD. Need a non-stimulant alternative. I'm a recently diagnosed adult, was clueless about my ADD, have been taking Adderal for 8 months now, and just had a heart attack last week. First thing my cardiologist did was took me off Adderal.

After taking a demotion and a HUGE pay cut last year, I was starting to show some hope with the reduced responsibilities and Adderal. But, I'm scared what I'll go back to when I get cleared to return by the cardiologist.

I have good benefits where I'm at now--I can't lose the job--but there's no way I'm risking my health any further. If it wasn't for my kids, I'd semi-retire and change careers to teach yoga or something--but Daddy's gotta' earn!

tl;dr: need a non-stimulant med and possibly career advice.",4.2736363636363635,5.563235231788081,5.705358217941001,78.60777844671887,70.8543046357616,8.404816375677303,28.296809151113788,8.841846274778883,2.185762913907285,604,22,117,11,11,204,100,151,0.13699999999999998,0.759,0.104,-0.586,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,3,2,9,0,10,4,2,0,1,18,24,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,6,0,1,8,0,8,3,12,15,1,21,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,13,60,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972391001921238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115331807151113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719016746895065,0.0,0.12568489793137774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291109226712145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590086632427312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390326293190005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853971950202191,0.0,0.0928938334176167,0.13709621814012904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374238450926965,0.0,0.3873840444548354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234523238723192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220140415365086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664712377057988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286155943282395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155890108175127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304662413854702,0.0,0.0,0.2423959437526503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842681561887867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138964363634264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364448622670075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569253436464028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579190502023626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859059081172397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816017630126743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974100164053035,0.13111175158623445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525806335379136
adhd,whoops-lol,2018/03/06,"Compare and contrast sober you with ADHD vs. high / drunk you with ADHD I'm really posting this for people to tell me what I need to hear. I know that pot is undoing all the work I try to put into creating better habits and the actual medication effects that I spend money on to have. I just need a more personable story I guess, and I figure you guys are the best bet. ",4.282,4.962134533333334,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,70.33333333333334,9.2,25.666666666666664,9.3871,2.0792666666666664,290,8,57,6,5,100,55,75,0.033,0.841,0.126,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,4,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,17,9,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,6,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,9,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.2078360990305208,0.0,0.5119170590601645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350758690699105,0.1883619995042482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461960964824102,0.21088200213082028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004202372252664,0.0,0.0,0.22502326804924005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170473042215546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455323153934225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31584142271714233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765233726240595,0.18596443724792736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397433946648744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214102017242522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364393530734837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861524222431301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459828593790033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550507394961847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dirty_D93,2018/03/06,I can't seem to get my drivers license! In my mid 20's and I still don't have a driver's license. I've been studying off and on for years but I just can't bring myself to make that damn dmv appointment! So frustrating. Anyone relate?,-0.4315714285714272,1.812425500000004,1.8277142857142863,94.681,94.0,4.457142857142856,19.142857142857142,6.18269132825596,0.033685714285713875,185,6,40,2,7,62,39,50,0.181,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.8564,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978604567136089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972808286964122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798142350866377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179993894631435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544069067247629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36641957962888455
adhd,stoolofman,2018/03/06,"Tips for limiting video game time and stopping after a specific amount of time Hello everyone. I am somewhat addicted to video games, in particular a game called football manager. It is quite an in-depth and complex game that works similarly to games like Civilization - in that it has a similar ""just one more turn"" game mechanic. However, unlike the Civilization series, the game goes as long as the player wants as there aren't any win conditions per se. 

This all results in me sitting down for large stretches of the day playing this game. I forget to eat and don't really do anything around the house. I also tend to swear and yell when things start going wrong in the game. I've broken a few mice over the years too. 

Does anyone have any tips to help curb this addictive behaviour? I enjoy playing but I'm not sure I can trust myself to stop after a reasonable amount of time. ",5.461606425702815,6.9965920481927775,5.941144578313256,77.10621485943778,68.27710843373494,9.629718875502007,29.49598393574297,9.928628108626363,2.968957429718875,704,26,126,17,12,227,111,166,0.114,0.8340000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8512,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,13,0,8,3,0,2,2,20,14,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,1,4,2,13,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,23,14,6,22,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,13,75,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39205218159894784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379887016479811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456222824655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257315980180932,0.0,0.14797332893475354,0.16007445218314856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836123426948784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596650865340145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735828082616166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399676138811996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182198935255602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219363346562584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052694143623564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207483636771378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784906357386317,0.0,0.0,0.15913158997368587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218480430038307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125655629880334,0.0,0.0,0.11519479808280075,0.18488089907846394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727476105348462,0.0,0.0,0.3006686223814808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947454616739235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194618267645369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145566417720516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558828125340624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606019462541898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090826236351558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660067729180167,0.0,0.11579567286582708
adhd,lil-artist-kid,2018/03/06,Hitting the books! Just got the book 'When an adult you love has ADHD' I'm looking forward to reading it. Has anyone else read it or had a loved one read it? ,1.34,3.0688969393939445,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.60606060606061,4.4,23.12121212121212,3.1291,-0.1391333333333331,121,4,27,0,3,39,28,33,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.224,0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,2,16,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28527115745352066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659737768463273,0.2432123759770677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982911652831703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984550516191886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933000047726088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284692003722468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084723504245327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7122990751488045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Errol246,2018/03/06,"I fear that meds are bad for me, but I can't function at all without them I was diagnosed with ADD last summer. I have tried two types of methylphenidate, instant release 10 mg and slow release 10 ritalin LA. I have been off the meds for 2 weeks now because I realised that SR was giving me anxiety, and my doc told me to stop because of it. We talked and he wants me to try Strattera. He claims it's going to be in my system pretty constantly and it probably has far fewer side effects, so after he initially described it as almost this miracle drug I was stoked to try out it, but on the internet I read nothing but baaaaaad anecdotes about this stuff. 

Now I'm scared as shit and I don't want to try Strattera. In fact I'd rather try to go back to instant release 10 mg, and I'm even willing to try 5 mg as long as I just get a TINY boost to help me read my texts for uni cause I'm SO CLOSE TO GRADUATING and I all I want is to be able to cross the finish line. I know you guys can't tell me exactly what to do, but I'd love to hear from people with the same dilemma and I just need to get this out of my system.",4.195553571428569,3.763231829166666,5.354047619047621,87.21000000000002,70.29166666666666,8.523809523809524,29.642857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.680160714285714,869,30,201,10,14,290,135,240,0.092,0.8029999999999999,0.105,0.8542,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,10,5,1,2,5,0,16,5,1,2,4,37,32,18,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,12,15,0,1,2,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,5,1,27,1,38,24,3,27,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,1,12,123,39,4,0.12704273161405955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272149444269202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718734195350767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768801873138756,0.1060753743192951,0.15488814004785542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050788089866522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728806011754302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894569835977873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473292352744466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391052606254851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295839304763044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274916754593527,0.121870964423343,0.14440262415433794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579227792773034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431863917135386,0.0,0.08515406505505474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981936284062598,0.10355678243297256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242881967682296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466102536109173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28223167017898915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094200575739218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190092734510938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880754339294896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924813073795233,0.136973551973137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541542223629709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271919371293951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304075383487229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062134122263094,0.0,0.0,0.14543353299085962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211213537823773,0.11104094706575117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139477435389112,0.0,0.5175220527721485,0.0,0.124102288756038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247992840089472,0.0,0.10190601620135877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224646597455036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,allthesnacks,2018/03/06,"My review for life without ADHD meds 0/10 do not recommend!

I was diagnosed for the first time last year,started taking Adderall XR in November 2017 consistently. Found that 30mg was the ideal dosage and have stuck to that for the past few months. It wasn't a miracle drug; my life wasn't instantly turned around and I wondered if I even really needed it. Queue the last 3 days. I forgot to take the meds. HOLE-Y-HELL! Living in a ""fog"" is not figurative it literally felt like I was in a fog, details of the world seemed fuzzy, I hardly heard the words on the radio, I couldn't remember the details of the show I just watched. My mind raced all night, I couldn't hold on to a single thought, even during my nightly meditation, when trying to  simply count my breaths, I couldn't  make it past 6 counts before wandering off into thought land. I got nothing done at home or work though I half assed many things. I felt wholly out of control, I started binge eating again, I was short and irritable with people around me. It felt like I was literally walking through mud.  I-was-exhausted-constantly! 

I realized, holy shit, I've lived 29 years of my life like that! I can't believe that life was my every day existence. Took my meds this morning and already feeling 1000% better. Meds aren't for everyone but for me  they improve my life and make it possible for me to use the skills I'm learning in therapy. And that is okay!",4.556046931407941,5.8582839819494605,5.232438628158847,82.21696119133577,70.1913357400722,8.572490974729241,29.012454873646213,8.982922981607832,2.2889510469314085,1121,42,219,21,20,362,165,277,0.038,0.8909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.8214,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,6,8,7,1,0,15,1,18,11,3,4,1,45,41,11,0,6,7,0,5,3,0,0,7,1,1,0,13,11,1,3,13,2,0,2,10,1,0,2,20,7,31,6,30,18,3,32,0,0,1,1,2,15,2,4,18,129,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531136669022635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588147789596676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082888906134105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164504659486528,0.10810102340253146,0.0,0.08485858875347957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761432237923764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375759886353968,0.0,0.0,0.0973856362750816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818855599310693,0.0,0.0,0.11126971664530212,0.09817919696159393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267460655876683,0.0,0.08084069010144433,0.09168283619619562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851440889845675,0.0,0.2763766172175136,0.0,0.0,0.08161368514353208,0.0,0.10520250057408176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767387241515436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859509466672986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624409797604724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642155226763207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33885606654850325,0.1406266683789596,0.0,0.16944844226464456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809264352701047,0.09727664784262098,0.0,0.0,0.4263083007340268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688056200334116,0.0,0.07658512104998838,0.0,0.0,0.071144544738875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800822027793774,0.0,0.09206510587815736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318726555629986,0.06651856000263996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816743777941047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146702085731695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869086662977367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734784667375126,0.0,0.0,0.09848968409727782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582558453136642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442825561553921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972539115690016,0.0,0.06374387315745744,0.0,0.09426884485712357,0.15234467100758362,0.055948300856179814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660223560917174,0.06514268543101545,0.10436433904427217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286863666634142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249086213989856,0.10405197894005998,0.06985159943862712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235752856498742
adhd,throwaway123u581585,2018/03/06,"(USA, my experience) Prescribed Ritalin, Concerta: was terrible. Now on Adderall XR, but still not great. Could it be the generic brand I request? Other options? Hello,

I'm 21, female, in college and weight about 130lbs. Athletic, eat well, take vitamin supplements (at night). 

I've included my experience with each prescription below, but my main question is: **Are there variations between generic brands that manufacture Adderall? Do you prefer one over the others and why?**

My Experiences: Ritalin, Concerta, Now Adderall:

**Ritalin:**

I was first prescribed 10mg (generic) to take 2 in the morning and another in the afternoon, for a total of 30mg/day. It was probably the most terrible shit I've ever had ever with a drug. I don't remember the generic brand, but it was just horrible. I felt anxious, irritable, frustrated constantly while on it (either on or off it) and the ups and downs throughout the day because it was IR were bad. 

I had lapses of where I felt like I was even myself; I'm usually sensitive or at least conscious about people's feelings, but I approached everything like it was a chore, even my friends. On one occasion I kicked my boyfriend out when he was staying over because the anxiety of what I had to do the next day was overwhelming and he was ""irritating"" me too much. No remorse either; I felt like a completely different person. Also, it didn't last as long as it said it would; about 2-3 hours of productivity on 20mg. 

So I asked for something longer-lasting, and for my schedule that makes sense:

**Concerta** 

(generic again) was a bit better. I think I was prescribed at 36mg, and that would last me all day. It's basically long-lasting ritalin though, so it had the same side effects minus the downs throughout the day. I remained frustrated/irritable and would often be curt with people. However, it was much easier to focus on work (at least task-oriented, mindless problems) I got a lot of cleaning, organizing done with this. I didn't lose my phone/etc anymore, and my apartment was spotless. 

As soon as it kicked in in the morning I had no problem getting up and getting shit done. But I remember the constant frustration on it, and the feelings of near-angry irritability when coming down off it (at like 4pm if I took it at 8am) sucked. Left me with basically half a day to just lay on the couch and hate myself, pissed off and unable to do anything. (my doc said to take a boost of 10mg in the afternoon, but I found doing that didn't last long- 2 hrs maybe, and left me with a worse comedown.)

Functionally, when it came to focus, Concerta really helped me with my math problem sets, but I felt like when it came to writing the best I could do was literally copyright- I just would write the same shit I was reading from a text- instead of being able to put it in my own words. Where I am now in school, I prioritize writing over math, so I asked for something different. 

I was put on **Adderall XR** 10mg, to take 2 in the morning. I was told this dose of 20mg of Adderall would be about equivalent of the dose of Concerta i was taking, is that true? It's the generic brand ""Actavis,"" and the 10mg XR is a white and blue capsule with ""3059"" on it. So far, my impression has been ""meh."" 

**Adderall XR CONS:**

- I don't have the hyper-focus I did on Concerta, my room is messy and I haven't yet done the dishes, it definitely does not help me as much with math. 
- Makes me a bit nauseous sometimes; I've combatted this by taking magnesium in the morning with it after breakfast. 
- I feel more disorganized, I've forgotten some things; I've gone back to habitual double-checking if everything is in it's place in case I leave something behind, etc. 


**Adderall XR PROS:**

- I am no longer the piece of shit to people I was on Concerta; I don't feel like I'm ""faking"" or undertaking some great effort to be interested in or nice to people. 
- I can write relatively well on this. I make some grammatical errors that I don't seem to catch though. 
- It lasts longer than the Concerta, but it is easier to fall asleep at the end of the day.
- I actually get hungry, remember the food in my fridge I need to use, and enjoy eating when it wears off. Concerta was like NO hunger at all, ever. It was a chore to force myself to eat, I would forget food I bought. Even when it wore off I didn't feel ""hungry.""  
- Not sure if this is technically a ""pro,"" but I only feel sad/self conscious about what people think of me when I come down off it (which is around the time I'm going to bed anyway). I'd take that over feeling angrily irritable. 
 

**Conclusion:** 

I think I might be a bit more distractible on the Adderall than the Concerta, at least in terms of tasked skills- cleaning, math, getting bills paid, doing mundane planned things. With concerta, I was almost OCD about keeping things in their place and my place clean.

Adderall gives me more ""flexibility"" or creativity, if that makes sense- I can creatively think about solutions to problems and come up with a plan; such as with writing papers- though I do believe the distractibility derails me when I should be writing and instead I'm researching everything I can find about a topic. It helps with actually sticking to a paper outline much more than Concerta though. Overall, I'd say I prefer the Adderall.

**QUESTIONS:**

- Has anyone tried **Actavis XR Adderall,** and have your experiences been similar or different than mine?

- Has anyone tried or compared generics **Sandoz XR **or **Prasco XR?** I have read on other threads these have less inactive filler ingredients (9) than most generics. (compared to Actavis' 18). 

I'm fairly confused if anything has changed with branding, etc for 2018, because these companies/brands seem to be buying each other/changing formulas all the time, and I'd like to stick to generic XR because that's what is cheapest, but I'm wondering if I should just go with Brand XR (not sure who produces this). I'm trying to be the most informed I can before I meet with my doctor again, because I'm not sure I want to go up in dosage if I don't have to. 
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adhd,ShadowmageInfiltratr,2018/03/06,"Moving across country Anyone with ADHD knows that finding a good doctor can be such a pain... there is just so much stigma, especially for adult females. It’s hard to find a doctor who understands, and I don’t know anyone well enough here to ask for recommendations.

Anyone else in Miami, or know or a clinic or a good doctor here that you would recommend? 
Please DM me if you prefer. 

Thank you!",4.413599999999999,6.292393760000002,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.4,7.666666666666668,21.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.273933333333333,312,7,56,5,6,102,57,75,0.018000000000000002,0.78,0.201,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,0,0,15,11,6,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,7,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,0,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060634582842546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35014468171647256,0.17103006991850567,0.0,0.0,0.15604840123432484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125514891613839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394408969788621,0.0,0.0,0.1724737915428172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30512514675205266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800104697466764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952823668928114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752058940805233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741037790308142,0.12270598305511238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761548392679796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322889645215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367823222363258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377042386130528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008183200785655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857573640355352,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,owen123420,2018/03/06,"Concerta 54mg Recently got moved off matoride 54mg to concerta 54mg , even tho they are basically carbon copies of each other working the exact same way concerta seems to be way more uneven thru the day , for a few hours I will feel full effect then it will die then hit hard again, anyone have any experience with this?",8.351075268817205,7.045647870967745,8.457096774193548,71.2389784946237,62.225806451612904,12.137634408602151,33.56989247311828,11.20814326018867,3.5949827956989253,256,8,48,6,3,84,51,62,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,9,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,7,4,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243042261435855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978603541198438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249330184208787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367989281679285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869001032420794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768005675353587,0.0,0.0,0.1430789664327415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263182750500209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348701328738577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786700707564999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30075407706631696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794003622144856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257606758609883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492194422848512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600672827471173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwaway42336673,2018/03/06,"Appointment with Psychiatrist for possible ADHD diagnosis tomorrow after waiting a year. I'm nervous. We've thought that I have ADHD since I was 6 but never checked up on it. When I was 18 I went to a psychiatrist about it (after my psychology teacher made me an appointment for it) and he was sceptical the moment I walked in after looking through my NHS records and seeing that I'd had councillors for various never diagnosed mental problems in the past. After about 10 minutes he told me that I couldn't have ADHD because I ""did well in school"" (I didn't).

So went to university years later. Age 22ish had some really weird exam results so went for exam feedback, the lecturer asked me if I had learning disabilities, I said idk, he told me to go to the learning disabilities people at uni, I said ok, I didn't go. A year later same thing happens again. 3 months later I go to the university disabilities people. They invite me for a test and whatever.

At this point I should point out that my university is a world top 1% university that specialises in medical, psychology and pharmacy, they still make a lot of breakthroughs and stuff in the modern day. The people that worked in the learning disabilities bit were highly qualified dudes but since they weren't doctors they couldnt officially diagnose me with anything.

So I go for my tests. He asks loads of questions, I do about 6 or 7 different tests. I'm in there for 3 hours. He eventually tells me that he ""has enough evidence to diagnose for ADHD and dyslexia"", gives me a letter to give to my doctor and gives me advise and stuff. He said at one point that it was so severe he was surprised I haven't already been kicked out of uni haha.

So 3 months later I go to the doctor, she takes me seriously because of the fancy letter from the medical university and gets me an appointment with psychiatrist. Cancelled. Rescheduled somewhere else. Cancelled. Rescheduled somewhere else. Cancelled. Rescheduled at an autism centre?? Fast forward 9 months and my appointment is tomorrow.

__________________________________________

I'm very certain I have ADHD but I don't trust the NHS and I don't trust psychiatrists. What if I'm put with a cunt like the one I was put with when I was 18? ""Lol you (barely) finished university, of course you don't have adhd!""",4.1540659747961435,6.50101317605634,5.429523103533484,76.10279466271315,73.34272300469482,8.521769211761798,29.520385470719052,9.206073818396263,2.9170760563380287,1807,78,314,43,38,601,189,426,0.083,0.847,0.069,-0.7141,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,4,2,14,14,2,1,24,3,31,8,0,3,3,43,62,24,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,17,18,0,1,5,0,1,12,11,6,1,2,26,5,47,8,51,33,6,63,0,0,2,0,30,22,1,6,32,207,64,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343981478691228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178272345757391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060986584991784214,0.0,0.13856653147101738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903540838090248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090941598180293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779510866657335,0.0,0.0,0.22566163747875664,0.0,0.0774296457069956,0.0,0.2275655549548028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238195411598892,0.0,0.0,0.07657590489458523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871965086002653,0.21328048738898672,0.21059338050435855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553562538774806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830175842270448,0.0,0.0,0.07298386395273637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03620662196806032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062234112052468975,0.0,0.0,0.06300605361213296,0.0,0.07012509885639824,0.04946930025292996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493169613120006,0.07468590173157706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746276025585986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143170942240941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004383166105876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074680944036342,0.15413656209550788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017498704764506,0.08354839606337637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091369095623687,0.0,0.14900294158263855,0.08302066396776138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047477051401512094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148802465542568,0.0,0.0,0.07500373105968874,0.059056432822432975,0.0,0.0,0.08372371278506899,0.0,0.12260985866753325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591847003855577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967746690532542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055721834565825384,0.0,0.06477579906578057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923568932115927,0.0,0.0,0.058835418369820876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163142010176138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114888198360038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663419405020532,0.20610338639626635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539532895977463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317409824630908
adhd,hairychilds,2018/03/06,"How can I improve as an employer? (Bar work + food industry) **(As an Employee I meant!! 😬)**

I have ADHD-C. Inattentive + Hyperactive. I've had a rude awakening about my shitty attitude (don't blame ADHD, personal flaw). I'm going to the doctor tomorrow and seeing what's available for someone with very little money. For now, though...I'll try my best to be bare-faced honest and objective and hopefully it speaks to somebody.

**The positive:**

1. Poor executive functioning has previously made me defensive + avoidant. I recognise the solution is playing to my skills but I don't fully know how. I'm hoping this is the main thing I can do to combat my reputation for being slow and incompetent. 

* Ironically, the most prominent skill being ^people ^^orientated. 

* I have a bubbly disposition, good sense of humour, and love seeing novel results with customers. This is the main thing that drives people to hand me over all their money for things they don't even want (to put it in a weird way). 

* I'm playful and mischievous but well meaning, which can make me charming. I get lots of positive feedback on my personality when I have less of an edge and things are going well. 

* I have heaps of empathy which make me eager to please + serve. I'm sure this and being a conventionally attractive woman is what gets me hired. But I think I must be really bad if that's not enough to keep me on. 

Mundanity isn't always a problem, it's actually something I've learned to tolerate. However, I can slip up horribly because of my second big problem. Which is what gets me fired...

**The negative:**

2. Not being good with details and adapting to new information have held me back. 
Where do I even start... 

* It takes me a while sometimes to catch up with everyone else. My biggest weakness is a sluggish mental ability that's sometimes brilliant, mostly *really below average*. 


* I do have good systems of organisation I've built over the years (eg. time management) but I'm inconsistent. 

* My really shitty working memory means I always forget what deals we have and don't have the facts to give clear information to customers. My insecurity on this means I can't use the aforementioned charm and just want to cry when customers are getting frustrated with me. I can't understate how uncomfortable and how much effort it takes me to learn things off and even then...

* If a customer gives me a complicated order I immediately become anxious and passive/indecisive as a result. Wish I could be more specific but I don't want to drone on. 

**TL;DR** I need practical advice on improving poor executive functioning in the workplace and think people here will have experience or helpful tips I can learn from. 

^I'll ^send ^cupcakes ^if ^you ^help. ^^Thanks ^^^daddies. ^^^I ^^^know ^^^^I'm ^^^^askingalot",2.7279688989351603,5.7625339165009954,4.31634576105014,76.38914540156324,88.56262425447315,7.686581878591466,26.77112666466952,8.39386936231362,2.8873351616329423,2212,100,362,62,73,734,272,503,0.111,0.6809999999999999,0.207,0.995,3,1,1,0,0,0,130.0,1,1,2,6,17,29,3,2,24,0,45,6,1,10,5,79,87,35,0,14,12,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,24,21,2,4,13,4,4,6,11,10,2,1,4,5,49,19,50,73,11,38,1,0,2,1,17,17,0,9,12,249,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.08660358052994352,0.0,0.21331159724306786,0.0867218507777209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768805081522138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025805088873599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824042162571002,0.07409944803525749,0.054098916729752505,0.09801330859354787,0.0,0.0,0.09313375968873644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708566939105052,0.0,0.09748363607054482,0.0,0.09149353163577888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908355917745479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741361404414567,0.0,0.0,0.09169864443877708,0.0,0.1758482693693006,0.0,0.0,0.08480088646127662,0.0,0.08681090400199447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731237022090596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546510168674346,0.17026706251559384,0.10087312737139996,0.2233085410376201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189695395190361,0.0,0.0,0.1762901874348865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888178320000122,0.0,0.0,0.0975452838486506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894710045229992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544892503226619,0.08009699466003277,0.08397388858961631,0.11847767991179932,0.0,0.0,0.29001219106727616,0.0,0.0,0.08943539037378848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523873691202535,0.06580425203938989,0.0,0.08571172315737306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845765168830659,0.15497968054665476,0.0,0.09741678011702283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698364346275482,0.0,0.08921453673533014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055944404948115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143861160143428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519444638634717,0.06832123239378886,0.1755447067748505,0.0,0.06281508322742572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364233123927355,0.0,0.13345233601514478,0.0,0.0,0.08170566350167056,0.0,0.0,0.2947954696045861,0.11373008275636745,0.08719278265408148,0.0,0.05174867734734325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025290774378799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664830344149849,0.0,0.07322498630035004,0.1570345895140911,0.07044267688330913,0.0,0.0,0.15958715149590916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205385762126427,0.0,0.0,0.12921671708448715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057149703273739076
adhd,justsomone,2018/03/06,"Could ADHD potentionaly cover up other issues , like reduction of pain ? As stated in the title, since I started  therapy/ meds (currently on 15 mg dex spanules 2x daily) I've been kinda miserable tbh. I'm more able to function and getting stuff accomplished in my life . however , i have several really bad teeth , uncapped root canals etc. I have tinitus, stomach problems. All this was present before but now that I'm aware its like dam, all this stuff is affecting me more. Or it was before I was did not notice specifically what was going on. For example, ive taken days off the meds and it seems like all the issues are still there just kinda blunted in regards to my attention to them",4.479275568181818,6.737778546875003,5.6341193181818205,75.39440340909094,72.125,8.717045454545454,29.60511363636364,9.339509955726095,3.0671625,546,23,90,13,11,181,95,128,0.064,0.858,0.078,0.431,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,12,4,2,2,3,17,19,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,0,9,3,13,11,6,15,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,4,9,61,19,1,0.1687826411984924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284393528252345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092645534510842,0.0,0.0,0.2872431924619825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347592050284849,0.0,0.0,0.10885084053350344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823726061259025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818196377959707,0.0,0.09592306459059599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233045260873896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921617097420273,0.2473760188472064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749589300974997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921601556882972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795966302962106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615021930333629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081264818782857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365337751442967,0.0,0.19067634248552426,0.0,0.13961874495108145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946522215977963,0.0,0.13479003528654182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864314865583201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301765976351326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Trelmari,2018/03/06,"I was denied because of my medical marijuana card I have been taking Vyvanse to help with me ADHD for almost 5 years now and have had my medical card for almost 2 years.  My doctors office got raided and thusly I had to see a new doctor and I had to take a drug screening.  4 days later I get a call and I heard destroyed me.

""Hi Richard?  This is blah blah from blah blah and your screening came back abnormal for THC.""

""Well yeah I have my medical card""

""Oh well blah blah doesn't recognize Medical Marijuana so you can either continue your marijuana habit or be treated here""

I laughed into the phone and yelled ""Fuck you people""


I have never been told I have to either treat my chronic knee pain (dirt bike accident) or treat my Adhd (which you all know it can cripple your life and I've been off them for almost 2 month now :( )

Any thoughts? Suggestions? Things others have done? I'm just so livid I can't think straight ",1.3187605092481398,3.9264050220994484,2.7995724237328865,89.00761229882298,87.17679558011051,5.799759788613981,21.6817199135239,7.255503002510835,0.9496863319721358,723,25,142,12,23,235,110,181,0.165,0.742,0.093,-0.8898,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,1,0,9,9,2,0,4,1,20,12,1,0,2,23,33,11,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,13,5,26,6,13,19,3,15,0,0,3,1,14,3,1,5,11,90,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31347380168844324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917838868044796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868860409250752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028326950952386,0.0,0.07950150537374573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331711972410322,0.1491632663849359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410871824068697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669763730636767,0.0,0.1334627314414904,0.0,0.0,0.1512432906258976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056919247149354,0.06813793912014618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430706133736273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741632972646007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167423468769821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211797800602664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255290165844922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409827642058604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058627897746493,0.12595836351453826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877377795637144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041530980586213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392613401538256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611597144997933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664381850010519,0.08356648646570097,0.0,0.10353719793299904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461983600111225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345226032087101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679696273632179
adhd,RareBitchSteak,2018/03/06,"The greatest things become torture after you do them twice Doing things for the first time is the most exciting thing.

The first week of the new job. Getting up at 4, singing in the shower and overperforming.

First exam. 100%.

Going for a run after a long break. Writing 50 pages of your *new book*. New routines, new challenges.

But once it becomes an everyday thing I would literally rather die than do any of that.

Which is stupid. Let's say I start exercising, I can barely lift the Oly off the floor, and in a few weeks I bench press 3/4 of my bodyweight easily. And then I get bored.

Then I stop.

Everything becomes torture. Discipline makes me want to throw up. 
I chase adrenaline and it's the only thing keeping me alive. 

I will never keep a job, I will never finish the book, never graduate, never get the physique I want. Because it takes time. And time takes away the adrenaline. 

I need new, different challenges every day. And life just doesn't work that way. 

DAE feels the same? 

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adhd,BobD777,2018/03/06,"Aggression and inability to deal with Stress My SO has ADS and has been on Medicinet for just under a year.
I have a problem in that she is verbally aggressive and unpredictable when she is tired and stressed and without medication.  Add in monthly cycles, it can be unbearable.

How to deal with that and minimise the effect on the kids?
On some occasions I think I can't deal with it any more. 
The issue has gotten worse, especially aggravated with family stresses.  It was not really manifesting itself when we married. ",5.389468085106382,7.827701085106387,6.190372340425532,71.60875000000001,70.06382978723404,10.231914893617024,31.96276595744681,10.411451182825502,3.986940425531916,418,19,69,13,8,137,67,94,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,2,3,5,0,11,2,0,2,0,20,13,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,14,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231974965576907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563232285622927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956817508239946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774058981296976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120303731020224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435728439031644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211408637358078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115231194646541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618131445934849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525530037021188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067374543203531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339107035964876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330586638499846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158322592799573
adhd,DumbassMentalHealth,2018/03/06,Seeing an ADHD/ADD specialist? I just went to the doctors today (UK) and they said I seem to fit the criteria for ADHD but they can’t diagnose me on that and that I’ll have to wait for a letter from a specialist to get properly diagnosed....so what can I expect when I speak to this person? I’m not sure what kind of info they’ll want? Advice/experiences would be great :3 ,1.9312987012987008,3.8070600519480564,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,78.35064935064935,8.036363636363637,21.38961038961039,8.841846274778883,1.5227714285714289,292,8,60,7,7,102,57,77,0.032,0.784,0.184,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,1,12,14,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,8,3,10,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663077467929686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391361833265632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115378615740896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304688918831292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309495264487047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597575903416219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534847311532695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572297714563745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411624589994208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774830454779007,0.2144877979371934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220568443198578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332792251175415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896713494195434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841008398302889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736847937115046,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,amoralyn,2018/03/06,I recently started snapping at my colleagues at work. I noticed that I started keeping to myself at work and snap at anyone that comes my way,5.2066666666666634,6.833583185185188,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.0,6.881481481481483,39.425925925925924,7.1686216300943375,3.28145925925926,114,7,18,1,2,37,18,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,14,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324796718278361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864044520702697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955259479343897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785338184943012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282866080228435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706660083557108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26390933389770943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841028087377507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ketothrower,2018/03/06,"Doctor mistake means cold turkey Adderall IR 40 mg daily for 3 days. What to expect? Well, this has been my doctor for eight years. I think so highly of them that I kept them as a doctor when I moved 3 hours away and drive out for my every 6-7 week appointment cycle. 

They wrote the wrong date on my next adderall prescription, such that by the time I was due to fill it, it had expired.  Where I live it’s paper only unless you have a digitally submitting doc. I do not have such good fortune. This is the first time any such mistake has been made with any script while seeing this doc. 

I called the front desk and they confirmed the incorrect script date and that they would bring it up when the doc gets in. But, ultimately, unless I take a day off from work and drive out to physically collect the new script, I have to wait ~2-3 days for it to arrive by mail. 

So, what am I in for? My main concern is not so much returning ADHD symptoms, I managed them until I was 32, it’s the sleepiness and grogginess. I’ve only taken it for a few months, 20 mg in the morning, then 20 at noon. 

UPDATE: Doc just called me personally and is overnighting a new RX to my home address. So that means I’ll only have to suffer through tomorrow at work. Today’s half done, and I’ll just take it easy tonight, thank you everyone for your responses.  ",4.2744817578772825,5.007383123134328,5.0106965174129385,85.65710613598675,70.38059701492537,7.895854063018242,26.08291873963516,7.984000788550335,1.3571834162520728,1039,30,217,13,18,336,152,268,0.056,0.915,0.029,-0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,6,3,13,7,0,0,14,0,18,5,0,1,0,28,32,20,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,17,10,0,2,3,0,0,6,2,4,1,3,10,2,27,3,35,21,3,46,0,1,1,0,14,13,0,0,27,142,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297429812332775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311911731715482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195903732316544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994861858902424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462688505952331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39085106696270333,0.0,0.1302588449683313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724482922221808,0.12162823076016673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082702994547742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650222989182365,0.0,0.0,0.10676233819970114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344857565577017,0.12767928920615687,0.0,0.12535210393617507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112396796896703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044208410333432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27730582521288105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015993086855423,0.13528598972003536,0.0935706273691018,0.0,0.0,0.24586925156252795,0.1353712214017633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904226112252177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114214211235307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014312987053052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229998198475754,0.1914080406193077,0.0,0.0,0.11718881381424788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156040182540372,0.0,0.0,0.1484442045970877,0.0,0.12065323983662908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210199343717354,0.0,0.11444634424526695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533297633391954,0.0,0.0,0.09042106806683116,0.13916840699700933,0.0,0.08196868674040922
adhd,Circumlocutive,2018/03/06,"Finally Successful, Got into the Dartmouth ISURF program!!! I can obviously rant at length about my experience with ADHD and getting treatment but I'm gonna try and keep it short.

* I was super successful in elementary and middle school with structured support 
* High school not so much because intelligence couldn't keep up with the executive dysfunctions 
* I was diagnosed in my senior year of high school after almost failing out
* Reluctantly attended community college even though I felt better than that 
* Didn't really sort out the right medication until second semester of college 
* Now in my fourth semester, have gotten all A's since
* Decellularized a pig heart for the fun of it  
* I'm a tutor for biology I and II, chemistry I and II, organic chemistry, algebra, precalculus, calculus I, intro to biotech and biotech research (all classes I got A's and top ranking scores in) 
* I'm a lab assistant to the biotech lab manager and teacher assistant to my department head who I love and has her own son with ADHD
* Vice President of Student Gov, President of STEM Club, Vice President of Programming Club, Secretary of History Club 
* Got into the INBRE program for biomedical research

and the thing I am most excited about, I got into the Dartmouth Summer Undergraduate Research Fellowship and I'm going to spend 10 weeks there this summer researching at the Geisel school of medicine!!!!!! Me!! A shitty ADHD community college student who skipped so much of high school I was almost always in the administrators office being interrogated for it. 

God I'm so happy, I keep crying. It was heart breaking to go from one of the smartest people, to feeling stupid always, but now I'm doing good again. I know its not healthy but I attach a lot of my self worth to external factors and this really helped 

For what it's worth I'm also a child abuse victim and knowing how stacked the deck was against me made me hopeless 

Its so good to be medicated ",4.484013053167779,7.44648921203439,5.772495224450811,70.94356295765681,75.21776504297996,8.920757720471189,32.33054759630691,9.444778638647367,3.844535752944921,1561,79,243,44,36,520,189,349,0.1,0.7240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9863,0,0,0,0,1,1,43.0,0,0,0,7,14,15,2,0,20,0,14,7,3,2,3,45,40,24,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,14,22,0,3,4,3,3,4,4,4,0,2,13,2,24,11,48,23,7,36,0,2,0,1,8,20,0,5,11,159,38,27,0.0,0.11108110113551617,0.0,0.0,0.3380160037909892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775869775550494,0.0,0.0,0.07497365082505017,0.15601878625585444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715050932923961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291625789979562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298245860501463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951565734445384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619224854927875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170770283311748,0.0,0.0,0.047403961097757887,0.0,0.0900168747689699,0.10270102150881476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048981687919673694,0.0,0.10656314313477278,0.15726990026586654,0.2999289965160897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980102724741301,0.0,0.0,0.09621686933535778,0.0,0.0,0.22219376603710686,0.06284016565565267,0.2971632395514812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499939569510499,0.0,0.0,0.10304758378922786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797048213641256,0.08461507766281663,0.088710658056745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889108340718627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783740111261822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352895971585486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499601463235231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201202006444734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006392032239859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744114765985126,0.0,0.0,0.09780405688612674,0.0,0.0,0.07755284073762819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063889570033508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062284837679896926,0.0,0.09211112236141893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365163249620807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520241030490749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037338356375705
adhd,Therenar,2018/03/06,"What is your experience with certain supplements such as fish oil and vitamin B12? Although I am skeptical about supplements in general, I am not in a situation where I can get a proper diagnosis, so over the counter pharmaceuticals are my only option.

I heard that fish oil is especially effective, and b12 could be useful as well. I had a b12 deficiency and tried it for about a month but didn't seem to help. 

I am curious about people's experience with these, especially with fish oil. ",8.084666666666667,8.165475911111116,9.261111111111113,60.72500000000001,62.111111111111114,13.866666666666667,38.0,13.023866798666859,5.482933333333335,392,18,68,15,5,136,62,90,0.053,0.8109999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6439,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,1,15,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,8,2,13,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408324318530088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901173190091156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759277281374054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021807816421012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407636074423172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294083705425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911697009201574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745988042999111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390523892675434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479157998084455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051733853880304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712076987094381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nemesis6,2018/03/06,"Beeline Reader - A tool to help you concentrate when reading For Firefox: https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/beelinereader/

For Chrome: https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/beeline-reader/ifjafammaookpiajfbedmacfldaiamgg

What this tool does is apply a color gradient across text on websites to help you follow the text. [Here](http://thepsychreport.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/Screen-Shot-2014-05-26-at-11.46.09-AM-710x575.png) is an example. [It's apparently backed up by research](http://thepsychreport.com/current-events/speed-reading-apps-open-research-questions/).

I feel it helps me pick text back up when looking for the next line down, but also generally when reading text. It has a somewhat iffy subscription model, but you can still use it in a limited capacity after the trial expires. It also doesn't work on all websites, and may slow down loading while it colors the text. I know it's been posted before, but for a long time it was not compatible with Firefox, so I figured I'd just post it.",13.402567567567566,16.44621466216217,8.998216216216218,56.91029729729732,51.02702702702703,9.974054054054056,37.097297297297295,10.125756701596842,4.154830270270272,862,33,104,15,10,236,103,148,0.019,0.929,0.052000000000000005,0.29600000000000004,2,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,3,0,2,10,0,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,1,17,13,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,17,10,2,23,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,2,12,71,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31984577806609793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754254288264743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016713913901946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750027024145147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111523617882497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021245088791752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990306011577017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697485088616682,0.16793173671502834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267960936763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38304861853164585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000656213777613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597032430433947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660918443255595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405497456909042,0.17271738352769855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558687068596102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,smashlete,2018/03/06,"Sometimes i feel like I’m crazy! (Motivation subsided). I seem to have some really great ideas. I’m always looking for a new business or extra source of income. I have been a realtor for 13 years and i am also a teacher in high school. I always have creative ideas with great potential. However, while I’m taking the medication(vyvanse 70mg) i am super motivated. As soon as i start to come down i lose most motivation and just want to relax. I can’t seem to follow through with some great ideas and my be missing out on some serious income. Does anyone else have the same issue? Is my medication too high or is this pretty typical with the disorder? ",2.8205723076923093,5.394143808000004,4.7744,77.95858461538464,78.92,8.006153846153849,24.81538461538461,8.841846274778883,2.283652307692308,516,19,93,13,13,176,81,125,0.081,0.657,0.263,0.9808,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,4,9,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,3,0,26,24,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,9,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,11,6,17,22,6,13,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,8,6,62,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317234531426107,0.2355095658188209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895307112990684,0.14500249374945148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190571285139785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219253610213186,0.0,0.12384384992251747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182206018054584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155603862933085,0.10110089112436894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680741526045785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904426769613873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479271702613291,0.0,0.1477086141994995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691388224881167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883995225229595,0.15832307520620784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256506574574074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667951195070854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439752574640478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906604165393834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322434311206406,0.0,0.2576663730504459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996547942142767,0.0,0.10016756871057196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640434868951122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347131626618301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911333160020659
adhd,seymourstump,2018/03/06,"Does daily Adderall use invariably lead to tolerance/total loss of effectiveness? I see so many horror stories of tolerance and eventually needing Adderall to just be baseline normal, is it even a possibility to maintain at least some of the positive affects of Adderall if using ~50mg/day daily and indefinitely? ",15.029423076923079,12.347404634615385,14.519230769230768,37.27576923076927,50.73076923076921,16.553846153846155,56.769230769230774,14.554592549557764,8.553353846153849,259,16,30,8,2,88,42,52,0.118,0.78,0.103,-0.2116,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,13,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,5,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443310953674827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909704350051673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196111852128011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709985122133485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465423714588208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32577654218115026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748404986305069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649571238891024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743414418706777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phantomspecialist,2018/03/06,"Medication (Concerta) and Creativity I have recently started taking medication (Concerta) for ADHD. It has only been few days, so it may be too soon to really make a judgement on the medication. However, when I first took the pill it felt really strange like I was normal? Everything just seemed clearer. 

I noticed that I have been a lot more productive so far things that I would procrastinate and wait for weeks to do, I was able to do in a day. I also could only do one thing a day after work before, but now I am able to do a lot more. I feel like my mood has stabilised a bit and my head isn't constantly thinking of random thoughts. 

So in terms of daily living I think this is a great benefit. But, I am a songwriter and I noticed that after taking the medication I am having more difficulty playing the songs I wrote. I start forgetting the lyrics and the melodies I sing aren't quite right on songs that I knew by heart before. I'm wondering if this is something that anyone else has experienced or if it will go away in time. I'm also wondering if the long term effects of messing with dopamine transporters is worth the benefits of having a more organised normal life and would like to hear other people's opinions. Thanks! :D",5.0036974789915964,6.346380546218492,6.13218487394958,76.03340336134455,69.16806722689076,9.633613445378153,30.38655462184873,9.916854025145753,3.069287394957983,982,39,180,24,17,328,135,238,0.021,0.815,0.16399999999999998,0.9879,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,10,10,0,0,17,0,29,8,2,2,0,38,51,18,0,8,7,0,2,3,0,4,6,3,0,0,14,7,0,1,10,4,1,3,2,1,0,2,9,6,20,8,21,36,10,29,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,12,21,132,34,2,0.21102228141644427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680388720919605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687544422084801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377584283940451,0.10810863238531744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991311899097372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795644189599628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151908385075216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402005958613902,0.0,0.08424206033585657,0.0,0.0,0.20413787111375026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814101916785581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482660987092284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334960299713581,0.07537718000407666,0.10130724143629798,0.0,0.0,0.08974772238602254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996441276967442,0.0,0.0,0.1163264051178632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082848703314672,0.0,0.11891872389429825,0.1250312097555788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452563901735486,0.15464224132937995,0.0,0.0931682702990682,0.09337403928480867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794035974320657,0.0,0.0,0.07042950573017315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251654957141921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067570315154213,0.0,0.24025026603888575,0.0,0.0,0.07149707959367545,0.1604919540453915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314813987550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222408576621877,0.0,0.0,0.1351862770097087,0.0,0.10417952249051024,0.0,0.0,0.09010593766174334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605337977945667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122763092513306,0.0,0.0,0.14936265691228104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866249357821152,0.0,0.0,0.0971404824953094,0.0,0.0,0.14019382709858447,0.1352145572253889,0.0,0.08376406001354363,0.061524394645081484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722675958517875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846346727422382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288446625882777,0.07681336706720658,0.0,0.0,0.1499041741932076,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dgomes256,2018/03/06,"Changed from Vyvanse to Welbutrin. Feeling the same as before started taking any medication... Hello.

I took Vyvanse for 1 year and it was a total life changer to me. Was taking 30mg (correcting the previous wrong value of 35mg I posted).

But recently, I was forced to switch to a new doctor, as I moved to a new city far from where I lived.

The new doctor seems a bit ""against"" the use of stimulants and switched my medication to Welbutrin (2x 150mg / day), as he said that it's not good to be on stimulants for so long.

Well, the problem is: I'm already in my second month taking welbutrin and I feel exactly like before being diagnosed and started taking any medication.

I would like to know from you if welbutrin is a good alternative to Vyvanse and if eventually I will feel better with this medication.
I'm living in a small city now, with not many psychiatrist (actually could find only 2 that are covered by my insurance), so I really don't have many options... This Is why I'm trying to give welbutrin a chance before just giving up on it.",6.176419141914188,6.3975624009901,7.331435643564358,72.48183993399341,66.07920792079207,10.0996699669967,34.16006600660066,9.928628108626363,3.403246204620462,823,35,149,17,12,280,117,202,0.07,0.835,0.095,0.4527,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,12,0,14,8,0,3,3,30,33,13,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,5,4,14,6,29,23,3,22,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,13,95,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.1037548718006697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732889954672203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460512397657216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141640806605943,0.0,0.0,0.0940331116771544,0.11607601628768882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247450983930704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488941390087065,0.0,0.0,0.06856885252145163,0.0,0.0,0.10791452634462992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765001220122948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612786954241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717632274682933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039873771393776,0.0,0.17835558996194906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843175512228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509832726726823,0.10388705418988516,0.0,0.1877684336853625,0.0940915670490846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558750916157146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42843265701431066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486515444444807,0.1130033910692798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805916315202264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808626229012103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182702399001364,0.0,0.0,0.10173573306112572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681125543288164,0.0,0.1049800844071683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101136508018117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096791496791125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505104261862833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197634538900806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812758229096215,0.07218561496326135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918280150618236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559618865161776,0.0,0.09593900935515026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755280523637612,0.11624634563354723,0.0,0.06846784047875415
adhd,tacosneedsauce,2018/03/06,"Zenzedi coupon I’m thinking of being switched to zenzedi. The zenzedi, I believe coupon says 30 pills but was wondering if I was prescribed 60 or 90 of the coupon would still work? Has anybody have any advice for me? Thanks",2.1435714285714305,5.031806690476195,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,89.23809523809523,6.609523809523811,28.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,2.4261142857142857,179,9,32,4,6,56,33,42,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35859832121593826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955182510389726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134489299137829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29182885347303195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293062294636636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378561862180709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513922029129755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39796273887238576,0.2671581464416579,0.0,0.0,0.2606845842748002,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rickaby797,2018/03/06,"Work and life This will be low effort because I'm already late for bed and I have to get up early for work.

As an ADDer, would you say it's normal for us to feel like we're constantly underperforming at work? Is it normal for us to constantly make mistakes? Is it normal for us to feel or actually be relatively unaccomplished? I'm in my mid twenties and I feel like I'm blindly dancing through life. My work history is a series of random jobs, most of which I was fired from due to making too many mistakes, or quit due to sheer exhaustion. I don't have much to speak of in terms of academic accomplishment. However, I should be working as a lab tech in a year if I can hold my focus. I won't see that first day in the lab as a milestone, though. It'll just be another day at another job for another dollar. I find adult life mind-numbingly boring, unfortunately for me. Honestly, does it ever get easier or not?",3.5462655279503115,4.924146809782614,5.504192546583855,79.00913043478263,72.75,9.170186335403725,27.81677018633541,9.606745405546679,2.541724844720497,719,27,145,18,14,249,111,184,0.104,0.8370000000000001,0.059,-0.7941,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,1,0,9,4,8,0,0,6,0,17,5,0,2,1,26,28,11,0,8,6,0,4,2,0,5,5,2,1,1,8,3,0,1,4,1,1,1,3,5,0,1,1,8,16,3,30,18,3,22,0,1,2,0,7,9,0,6,14,91,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.1080480330173722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218372585405997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34830286249255604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749468676990021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393008170158886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428121786017822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689297007716736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015376955511374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795207305223886,0.15819866104965652,0.0,0.0,0.1011972772596926,0.09417949512675568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569463587992725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974764379938305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248984675258122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461722047265385,0.10818568483946404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781467685975933,0.11225403638285904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117969664159212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139290727644895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32545014498989233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776574889626705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880500347911143,0.0,0.0,0.0882305539951618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878313115272874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995523324449966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030321849427988,0.0,0.0,0.07865324638649702,0.0,0.0,0.07130089758955155
adhd,that_horse_girl,2018/03/06,"[TMI warning] How do you prevent Adderall from turning your morning into a 2 hour trip to the restroom? TIFU by trying to wake up early and take my Adderall to work on my schoolwork before I go to my 8-5 desk job. Well, my Adderall has decided to work more like a laxative than anything else this morning. I woke up at 3:40 am, took my Adderall at 4 am, and I have since been stuck pacing back and forth to the bathroom and getting a whole lot of nothing done on my school work. It’s now 5:30 am, and I’ve lost half my time to work on school work, and at this rate I’m questioning if I’ll even make it in to work today.  Like, I always have to poop after I take it, but this is turning my typical morning trip to the loo into an inconvenient waste of precious Adderall time. 

So long story short, what advice/life style changes do you have so I don’t spend 2 hours on the toilet acting like I ate bad Taco Bell the night before?",8.306093749999999,5.107706588541667,8.335625000000004,78.04687500000004,63.84375,10.641666666666667,37.020833333333336,7.6454224807358475,2.7247270833333324,723,25,153,5,8,237,116,192,0.085,0.8370000000000001,0.078,-0.3125,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,7,7,7,0,0,9,0,13,3,2,2,0,16,26,11,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,2,0,1,5,1,2,1,1,7,0,18,5,28,19,3,29,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,3,14,94,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784781701530297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066598796024508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966385857098993,0.10822085698239528,0.0,0.0,0.2205810426046016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711262791870796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263838380956935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827444555490036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856077020572041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771707744474806,0.0,0.07366165727329689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552840151049347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862020870965454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899660691172495,0.0,0.0,0.1147028072540279,0.0,0.0,0.14148713686861614,0.1101917428792082,0.0,0.0,0.08651721701921508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216323638123398,0.0,0.12436649796329564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519543969398924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262349135490656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721663432469898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490463900607866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115594943622962,0.0,0.12285730567632132,0.0,0.14400403487632604,0.0879982440437524,0.2819619276030089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653702393335665,0.0,0.0,0.1447075047517921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661557904998633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Beard83,2018/03/06,Did I forget ore did I do it ? Ok so I’ve had one of these days where I constantly question myself if I did do stuff ore didn’t... like did I pay my rent ? Spending almost 4 hours to figure out if I paid my rent I could see it was going out in my bank account but my landlord said he didn’t receive them.. after a loooong time he called me back only to tell that I did pay and he was sorry for the whole thing... adhd sometimes get me so distracted that I do other stuff but most of the time I remember later on and do it there... I hate that I don’t trust my brain... I some times  arrive hours before my meetings because I get in doubt if I really put in the right time I’m my calendar. I actually think i spend more time trying to be “safe”  than actually spend on my meetings and so on... on the good side my boss thinks I really love my job because I often start my shift before time... let’s hope I can start on meds on next week so I might be able to trust my self a bit more. I started making smileys in my callender if I’m 100% sure I put in the right time... but... was I really listening when I put the last meeting in my calendar and made a smiley ? Ore did I just do it without thinking ?  Damn you adhd brain farts !,0.8443965517241381,2.4973042873563216,3.163893678160921,91.74859913793104,80.83908045977013,6.189080459770117,20.453544061302683,7.1686216300943375,0.3816141762452103,933,25,215,12,24,321,133,261,0.068,0.7659999999999999,0.166,0.9836,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,0,10,13,2,2,9,1,24,3,2,3,1,35,44,16,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,12,6,0,1,6,0,10,5,4,4,0,1,15,3,45,9,24,24,6,44,0,0,1,1,16,18,1,12,22,141,57,4,0.09893547120390557,0.0,0.1930934965634296,0.0,0.2378024206225094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906958321150533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607527043362311,0.0,0.120620289920114,0.0,0.16837359810550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801191049227804,0.0,0.0,0.22088941157673966,0.1010241777480016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691409690136157,0.0,0.07899192330375718,0.0,0.0,0.0638051941991979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337940058610837,0.0,0.05622730825400815,0.08298237928419802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767829513998832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826524634814313,0.1948630202056217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981781891762334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064561377262318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116822238924768,0.0,0.0483348738065472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929312546021448,0.09361513501275252,0.06604019527513134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989500510209986,0.0,0.0,0.10495490030447308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521899602380302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704123575788619,0.07524488405364678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983724241612946,0.1108303701946399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901417887222452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112074602556546,0.16898070366780954,0.09411028910985313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883876133087521,0.0,0.10321127349019278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784971079411084,0.11075016004644322,0.2100811072086002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651488884873905,0.0,0.0,0.0932455107564733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647396258962556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572833091736477,0.1901815653246772,0.0,0.0,0.403830482138868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717069065255972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936006730414555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045792040979414,0.0,0.09537026372004193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,imagine_that,2018/03/06,"What has helped you guys get through stressful times? It's super late right now and I'm trying to get some stuff done for health insurance dealines...and it's just super stressful.

What do you guys do?",1.9138461538461515,4.67918602564103,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,86.17948717948721,4.1456410256410265,20.620512820512825,5.6839178017228535,-0.1787887179487182,161,5,33,1,5,46,29,39,0.14400000000000002,0.677,0.17800000000000002,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24818527735910775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534165626098418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802718881725053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577906560722044,0.0,0.0,0.16255808497661325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735765584540789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711335540788026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556186575670428,0.0,0.2776308635306177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141713792732213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465722800474505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dauntedpenny71,2018/03/06,"I hate required readings. I’ve just started Uni and I’m already struggling with keeping on top of the mounds of content to read. I just can’t focus on it! I will sit there and have to read each line twice because I wasn’t properly focused. Even on medication it’s difficult to maintain focus on the readings. I don’t know how I’m going to get through this..

Edit: Thanks so much for the helpful replies guys!",1.7932384823848224,4.2560991097561,3.07308943089431,89.25795392953931,82.29268292682926,5.107859078590786,29.84281842818428,6.42735559955562,1.5328899728997292,325,17,63,3,9,105,57,82,0.109,0.762,0.129,0.1739,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,14,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,13,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,40,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590689925899947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192676719840128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292263319236954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222011941087017,0.0,0.11119356721534036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372628707880268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316589062137626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114144305630682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739045292017402,0.0,0.0,0.1075252483868128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970988538940886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382676669005354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7828199736086473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848352600925265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453800032588287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801301183613913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,allycat45,2018/03/06,"Why doesn't my ritalin work anymore, it just makes me foggy and tired? I've been prescribed 10mg of ritalin 3 times a day. At first, the first dose and second dose would work, but the third dose left me foggy and wore off after 90 minutes, and I took a little while (10 days?) off it, and now it doesn't work at all! It just makes me feel foggy, and I feel pressure around my eyes! I tried lowering the dose, in case it was too high, and that hasn't helped. And i've tried taking drug holidays, but its made it worse. Do I need a higher dose? I've already tried dexamphetamine which made my ocd and anxiety crazy, and my heart rate shot up to 130, and concerta worked at first, but then just made me tired and foggy like the ritalin, and so did ritalin LA (which only lasted 4 hours for me). We don't have any other options in australia really either (no adderall, and we do have vyvanse, but if you weren't diagnosed as a child its extremely expensive). I finally started university after dropping out cuz i was failing because of my adhd, and I just don't want that to happen again, and i'm desperate and at my wits end! Does anyone have any advice?

tl;dr ritalin doesn't help me focus anymore, just makes me foggy and tired, tried every other option, don't know how to fix it!",4.931640625,5.2722226328125,5.814843750000001,81.87078125000002,68.765625,9.05625,27.71875,9.017664075816787,2.0376218749999992,998,30,201,17,16,329,137,256,0.146,0.8290000000000001,0.026,-0.9839,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,2,1,0,8,11,3,0,1,8,0,18,17,2,8,1,50,35,29,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,1,15,0,0,1,15,22,0,0,3,1,1,1,9,2,0,5,10,3,23,1,20,24,2,33,0,1,1,0,6,14,0,3,18,128,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205131194745792,0.1073709476438874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212524703194178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944083316849718,0.0,0.08405592906992555,0.0,0.21793776051344968,0.07682885005646982,0.0,0.0,0.09781420325923876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698025818971037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417236978666631,0.0,0.0,0.11152327306560718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615447471682737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742292876040834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731878484658636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925764691984906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111465464817248,0.0,0.0,0.12036534788130004,0.0,0.28038504369709183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716424369646608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020527718810032,0.1472970431830021,0.116091531777277,0.0,0.0,0.10820713010757584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038575901629789,0.0895647661920801,0.0,0.0,0.11938214332300512,0.0,0.0,0.053680559535609865,0.1101260452826152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31190602763954123,0.22003210239455245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814727180878114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835667326733502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039029176989567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777180666664281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261414888367279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407040989408226,0.3788638078606945,0.0,0.0,0.12207786164342015,0.2983982350345433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648085518539558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914728535979617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31996829496535106,0.0,0.1119744827566176,0.07805376989727549,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,idiosyncrat,2018/03/06,"Breakfast and focus I'm having a really bad focus day today. Can't keep my mind on anything for more than 30 seconds, complete butterfly brain. 

And yet yesterday was amazing. 

And the only thing I did different today was have breakfast (high protein greek yoghurt).

This is not the first time I've found breakfast just breaks my ability to work effectively, and only scrambled eggs or a frittata slice seems safe for breakfast for me. Or I'm okay if I wait until 11am to eat - I get up at 5am though, so it's tempting to eat something to feel like I'm being a reasonable adult. I skip breakfast a lot, but always feel guilty about it.

Anyone else have weird food requirements to stay focused? How are you with breakfast?",4.399466403162053,6.254953557971017,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,71.3913043478261,7.626877470355732,29.93675889328064,8.296473431620573,2.323252173913044,573,24,102,9,11,184,100,138,0.06,0.8290000000000001,0.11,0.5808,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,6,1,10,11,1,3,0,24,20,12,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,10,4,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,2,8,4,15,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,9,61,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434726872698269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056464016015347,0.17667135826715985,0.14189234398938685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396895180274913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248503438103612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078593805380472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112008485282649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014902662796148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35287077675096473,0.14404024204039173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436807064442728,0.12318154877960555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666591987594155,0.20849884669614865,0.1890567922868727,0.0,0.0,0.0900857462296006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821780977338703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326062399590745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423889384325738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659087131622273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410164385211932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622762945616617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046085151304466,0.17728319230201015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697063867485098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274236818775828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378374083251084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455252604574676,0.0,0.1694081920488818,0.0,0.10054329731755587,0.0,0.3268803817069614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552856874989374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,snowwdropps,2018/03/06,"Cheap-ish testing? So I think I may have ADHD and I'd like to get tested. I have insurance but apparently it's like....$700 to get tested? Where can I get tested for a cheaper amount??? (I wouldn't need a learning disability thing, I just want to see if I have it and if I should get medication). ",-0.9298360655737704,1.1331882295081996,2.0709672131147556,91.07956557377052,101.1311475409836,5.062950819672132,17.575409836065575,6.742157984588678,0.22180524590163966,226,7,50,4,10,79,39,61,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,15,6,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,4,12,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,32,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769295177447759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6554474509663994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30645340996048576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159552691726292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255711651251046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499272817345697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083658190694317,0.2009652817778249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499063610794456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bobbindy47,2018/03/06,"Afraid of Adderall Tolerance Hey guys,

I’ve been taking adderall since October, and I’ve been afraid of tolerance and loss of effectiveness issues. My doc prescribed me 15 mg IR 2x/day, but I only take 1 a day (first my doc said take it as needed and during the following up he said take it every day, so I’m sticking to 1 pill a day). I also take occasional off days. It’s just that when I take time off, I feel really tired and lose motivation. 

Is there anything I can do to stop this? What should I do? Thanks.",1.7180000000000002,3.724793609523815,3.7888095238095274,86.60035714285715,79.57142857142857,7.2476190476190485,21.92857142857143,8.238735603445708,1.1900285714285714,399,12,85,8,10,136,70,105,0.124,0.78,0.096,-0.5987,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,3,0,7,2,0,2,0,12,20,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,3,9,1,9,15,0,12,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774760825098167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116580295126875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747874241120941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405587493348368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444886275990996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524209162887692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579054282073556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368008846827716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472366446683628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917643989988436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198249649052314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432558087320077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801175190183706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179827725387955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309905884852905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642359949810797,0.0,0.0,0.13555861793597584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585670662936556,0.1692304807463825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MrGeckoTheSalamander,2018/03/06,"[Long Vent] School is just so fucking treacherous for me and I just can't fucking deal with it anymore I'm a 10th grader in high school in a program called IB (International Baccalaureate), well, Pre-IB anyway, and I have no fucking clue what I'm doing here. I'm really glad I did it because had it not been for the intense workload compared to other high schoolers I wouldn't have ever had the frequent mental breakdowns that led me to threatening to call CPS on my psychologically abusive parents for neglect if they don't get me a therapist back in January 2017 that led me to *finally* going in for my first session in August (for whatever godforsaken reason when we got the referral from my pediatrician in January, my then therapist said I can go in for my first session in June, but then our insurance companies fought over who-knows-what in court and I had to scramble to get a new one before I ever even so much as saw my first one and my second therapist allowed me to go in for therapy in August), but my therapist makes me feel guilty for things much like my parents do but without all the yelling and manipulation and scolding, and he doesn't speak much and sort of tries to push me to lead the therapy session by probing me with vague questions like ""so what's going on?"" (buddy... a lot... we see each other monthly at best) and he starts the 30-minute sessions five minutes late each time and for the first five minutes he's always fooling around on his computer skimming through Fox News headlines (which was a huge red flag for me at first, because I thought, he's a psychologist, shouldn't he know better than anyone that Fox News is infamous for brainwashing and spewing false ""facts""), but then I started disregarding it like okay whatever he probably doesn't have any other time during the day to do this, and plus I almost never get to see him for a myriad of reasons (I didn't see him at all September because in August we agreed on once a month and it was the end of August, October just once, November and December were going to be twice each, but he had a family emergency and wasn't able to attend either, January we went to one meeting but for the second one we had to reschedule it because he was going on vacation but then my mom and I forgot about it and, lastly, he got back from his vacation pretty late and I only had one session in February). So not only do I see him pretty fucking rarely, but when I do see him, it's shit therapy that doesn't make me feel better in any way, shape, or form. Thankfully though my mom said my next therapy session will be my last one with him, and after that I'm going to get a new therapist, but she isn't on board with getting a ""psychiatrist who specializes in depression and ADHD"" because I ""don't need meds"" (she asked my pediatrician if I needed antidepressants and she said no... well that's all handy dandy but 1) she's a pediatrician, not a psychiatrist 2) I mentioned that I wanted meds for adhd, not mdd, 3) from what I've seen here from lurking so much it looks damn near impossible to improve your adhd without meds, and 4) even if I don't need meds right now, if I do later on I'll need to be referred to a psychiatrist which will be a whole nother set of hoops I'm not willing to jump through just because you're too obstinate to not put me through that)

I'm also thankful because IB is such a huge opportunity and I don't want to miss out on it because I'm really fucking thankful to have had the luck to be put in such a position as to be able to not only be aware of how great it is (my brother is currently in med school and when he was in college, one of the first things he said was that he was really glad he did IB because he found college significantly easier than his peers did thanks to all the good habits he had to build through IB), but to actually have gotten accepted into the program back when my grades were good (unlike today hA!), and also because I've put in way too much effort to make backing out now meritable at all, especially now that first semester of sophomore year (the latest you're allowed to transfer from one public magnet program to another in my school district) has already passed. My zoned public school isn't the *worst* but it's still bad compared to the others, and I'd honestly rather just suck it up and continue with IB than go there. I can ask for permission to drop out and keep going to my current school as a traditional student (ie, no magnet program), **but only when I become a senior, at which point it's *definitely* too late to back out.**

My mental health has been rapidly deteriorating from the already extremely low point it was already at and now I'm always no higher than being somewhere between simply dead inside and on the verge of tears. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up again because I have so many fucking things due this week I just can't handle it and all that on top of my Depression and ADHD on top of that fact that they've developed minds of their own with the only goal in mind being to go deeper than the fucking Mariana Trench, plus with my highly unsupportive parents who think it's all my fault and won't so much as hug me because I said ""nevermind"" which is ""extremely crass of me to say"" when they asked what I said when I was talking to myself. What it was that I said was ""I have no idea how I'm going to handle college when I can't even handle *this*."", and I'm sure you can see why I'm cracking under pressure. Today, I had a 200-point test in English on Greek mythology and a project and workbook questions due in chem. Tomorrow I have a 300-point binder I have to fill out with 19 long, time-consuming assignments that I had the entire grading period (Jan. 8-today) to do due in history in addition to a couple hours of precalc problems. Wednesday nothing's due (bless), Thursday 10 chapters of Their Eyes Were Watching God have to be annotated (I can't BS it because she actually checks it), and Friday is a test in precalc on polar coordinates and also a 600-word essay on the Cold War in history. Oh, and did I add that I missed Thursday, and have to make up a history test on WW1+2? I meant to go on Friday but I couldn't because he wasn't in his room because of FSA (Florida Standards Assessment) testing. I doubt he was even at school; plenty of my teachers who weren't proctors weren't and I don't think he was one. Then, yesterday, I missed school for the same reason as Thursday, and the same reason as all other 18 days of absence I have: being a heavy sleeper who has to get up at 5:45 (really it's more like 5:00, but I stopped eating breakfast or putting in more than 5 minutes of effort towards making myself look presentable [including time spent finding and putting on clothes]; plus whenever I *do* hear my alarm I just snooze until 5:55 anyways) just to leave the house at 6:05 and bike a whole mile in 10 minutes on the highest gear (all the lower ones don't work) with the noodle legs I have who also has depression, ADHD, and suicidal thoughts, and who also sleeps like 3-4 hours a night what from staying up all night every night promising myself to do work (but never actually doing so) is just a recipe for failure, failure in this case being having only gone to school 105 days out of 123. It's honestly such a miracle that I've even gone to school as many days as I have, tbh. And of course my parents always ask me when they get home, ""why weren't you at school?!?"" as if one of these times they're bound to get something different as a response, and of course they don't like my answer so instead of offering to actually help and tackle my issues with me, they just tell me some fucking bullshit about how I can't be depressed, *they're* depressed, I'm just 15 and they're 54, and how my ADHD is just a behavioral issue, and about how if I just tried harder I'd be able to get up in the morning if I just tried harder (like I haven't tried that already) and then they go on about all the struggles they've faced. Like yeah, I get it, it really sucks that you had to move here all the way from Venezuela and learn English etc. etc. etc. I'm not saying none of that sucked. But 1) at least you're neurotypical, meaning you and I have never, and probably will never have experiences the same suffering (that isn't to say only one of us has suffered though, smfh), 2) your suffering is completely irrelevant and you're just using it to be an asshole, and 3) even if one of us has suffered more than the other, that isn't a good enough reason to completely squash all over the other's suffering and say it isn't real and that they don't know what real suffering is.

Anyways, sorry for that really long tangent, back to my studies: I really have no will to do anything at all and it's really fucking scary because I fear for my future. I really want to go to college and become a physicist because it's what I absolutely love, and I love learning and not to be cocky or anything but I know I'm smart because teachers have pointed out to me multiple times that they know I'm the smartest student in the class but that I just have ""so much potential"" (...thanks? this is a blow to my self-worth, not a boost, but whatever) and I was a gifted child, so I *know* I have it in me, but I just can't access it. Starting is a hassle what with executive dysfunction and whatnot, but then there's also my depression getting in the way and making me overwhelmed by making me cry from stress and giving my suicidal thoughts all because I can't fucking work, so naturally the little five-minute sessions of work I get in here and there throughout this whole nightmare always results in like, what, one paper a night? I could go on and on about all this but I won't because I feel the tangent was necessary since it adds perspective to my suffering and I feel like I got the message across with that little short tidbit at the end and this is already getting terribly long enough and I don't want to just add to that length.

**TL;DR:** Depression, ADHD, terrible parents, and a rigorous high school program are all fucking me up mentally and I'm lost and confused and I don't know what to fucking do (honestly please just read the whole thing if you choose not to ignore this post) and I'm really desperate for help, I feel like I'm holding onto my life by a thread, except the thread is hot and it burns my hands and what lies below is too far to see and all I can do is wait until some unknown psychiatrist comes to the rescue with *actual* therapy and a letter written to the school explaining what's going on so I can get some accommodations and deadline extensions (wishful thinking though tbh, with my shitty school district and whatnot) and I'm forced to hold on because I'd rather suffer what I'm currently going through than what I could be potentially going through if I don't. I just want a hug.",6.620061288693208,6.140585319683577,7.195017837753994,76.19243114467872,65.27733829688228,10.157618132862432,34.18883360577171,9.61903696385965,3.0909169528263987,8608,340,1654,151,117,2845,667,2149,0.122,0.782,0.095,-0.9963,12,0,1,0,1,0,255.0,8,7,10,22,106,101,19,8,92,3,160,28,8,25,28,330,320,180,4,30,74,8,7,11,0,9,2,14,2,1,106,125,2,10,36,2,2,37,63,56,2,26,66,36,185,45,284,224,54,274,1,22,14,16,110,118,17,24,122,1157,291,54,0.06831596237806457,0.02698108143638973,0.11111087430823843,0.0,0.19157252560820512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02280285603377056,0.0,0.12564727211368998,0.1092645008637217,0.07579247116825641,0.0,0.0,0.030971464714169568,0.023878414377296896,0.0,0.0,0.022583692544115,0.015922703106661946,0.0,0.03747881075994046,0.020271896780529628,0.08515493712860311,0.0,0.0,0.10506151635207094,0.01901365834200968,0.2915134360588115,0.05029974208933268,0.019377284091782968,0.0,0.023897795918613213,0.04027994472373455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046505490513665496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01961605082666441,0.04775199119188324,0.0,0.0,0.05454473703843246,0.025196770993652355,0.025013958933948074,0.05874419212705901,0.02347691915598098,0.1372943560143557,0.0,0.0,0.023791880124560696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023301428203821577,0.0,0.0,0.0403384436100333,0.04705910076292984,0.07619035656063969,0.09024409769505104,0.041197132755745054,0.01918638158227214,0.0,0.0,0.022275373337053067,0.021467403121696003,0.025624816881140558,0.05757100540557731,0.0325366247820427,0.0,0.02494559917576989,0.02081318398851334,0.1355888862989644,0.0,0.02496830886637217,0.0,0.2526280255590752,0.16656392995747762,0.021844965376993816,0.2458950598223577,0.057300188013839126,0.05463851589567022,0.02510619656611661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024205557803153442,0.02566568488433009,0.0,0.030527166362222562,0.09623942007870934,0.022842160136100038,0.0,0.04485164115981143,0.026275816102533947,0.0,0.025706802025771525,0.0,0.047536077118970274,0.0,0.020240788763496092,0.0,0.0,0.07508933261244173,0.03712441823210631,0.07706338119632879,0.024112246704035997,0.0,0.0,0.01608452819021947,0.12237767096636785,0.04564702770006453,0.0,0.08060996923549607,0.03824546838852563,0.0,0.024858314332575026,0.019359929403965716,0.04110521551963527,0.0,0.10640334919549957,0.04617444215804612,0.0,0.024805370180117463,0.12647272245123578,0.0,0.06884642199125524,0.0,0.04598643154007092,0.05334055297849194,0.03635276626524808,0.02420301883390196,0.1171802167275937,0.06754056063322499,0.08781580288575525,0.04398665477896087,0.02421826700558904,0.08547987045547284,0.0,0.02185033613114905,0.0,0.0,0.048502846893882005,0.21603243264577066,0.12123385825526135,0.0,0.0,0.12642798595294266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02499680393087988,0.10763444352957277,0.0,0.02180926922732385,0.046334595846866784,0.04910410801416324,0.02178971657451997,0.0,0.11446068530895938,0.05101967513726999,0.0,0.02277814988256737,0.051839014302522766,0.145883182765271,0.11706697888686216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019447152866263463,0.15162962364552465,0.07243679371331851,0.0,0.3226505386615701,0.12702427994165374,0.0,0.02375614930603305,0.0,0.02337511788477485,0.018837223345603685,0.0,0.045576866232716416,0.0,0.0,0.017530988484859518,0.0,0.0254913755906748,0.04835438979152277,0.024271908722329733,0.018185738600816168,0.019038401178120883,0.02608523469617657,0.023806225621078658,0.0,0.04981771647481854,0.0,0.02146232868504017,0.0,0.0,0.018303260932275474,0.01990372075545276,0.10482693269785136,0.13020876129079104,0.13220016295545542,0.06051478642234314,0.043774110214204576,0.067120086177362,0.0542352431611353,0.07967117409013191,0.0,0.06475554435859128,0.0,0.0,0.06184273876954706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478379414548177,0.01966768569501225,0.0,0.0,0.06715754102689088,0.07230137478587055,0.01826631475478553,0.0,0.04094950306342335,0.021109860517601692,0.04109635345199552,0.10169644305525694,0.05237332349281586,0.04390276658110113,0.0,0.06631311233388801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014664413314888347
adhd,manwithmouse,2018/03/06,"I can't seem to learn from my mistakes. I know something is the wrong course of action, but I do it anyway. This is making me miserable in all aspects of life. Basically the title sums it up. 

I am 29, diagnosed with ADHD when I was 19. It took me almost 10 years to finish my undergrad degree, and miraculously I landed a good job about 6 months ago with a really strong application. But since getting the job my performance has just been meh. I'm not worried I'll get fired or anything, but I disappoint myself constantly because it feels like there are ten million little things in this job I need to remember, but they only come up once in a blue moon. So I can't remember what to do from one time to the other, so I ask and annoy people, or I guess and get it wrong and annoy them anyway. 

Then I come home and try to forget my troubles and boot up a competitive video game I enjoy, and I try and I try and I try but I just can't improve. (For those wondering, it's Overwatch.) I know I shouldn't take on another character head-on while I'm weak or when they have an advantage, but I can't help myself and I rush in anyway and die. Technically I've improved so much since I started playing but I'm forever stuck in the lowest ranks with the 12 year olds because I can't stop myself from doing stupid things.

I honestly don't know if this is an ADHD thing or not, but I'm thinking it's poor impulse control and poor working memory so it probably counts. I'm just so frustrated that I feel like shit at my job and then I come home and try to do something I enjoy and that makes me feel like shit too. Thanks for reading.",4.140699510070768,4.695872242514973,5.593184540010888,82.0027000544366,70.58682634730539,8.827218290691347,27.75666848121938,8.97023862654752,2.042172455089821,1275,42,264,23,22,432,172,334,0.226,0.643,0.131,-0.9908,5,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,6,16,24,6,1,12,0,20,5,2,3,1,62,50,38,1,4,18,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,19,21,0,2,12,4,2,6,9,13,0,3,4,5,41,11,28,45,2,33,0,2,1,0,6,12,2,9,18,173,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295096281071686,0.0,0.08222318353272035,0.0,0.09288239751488388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972634468652772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633082878378103,0.0,0.08671495698850408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308719945658825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397049511503411,0.0,0.10023699834424883,0.10403448278923008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414605860058724,0.09626676993227178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407016647781244,0.1987961318741833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538458125320253,0.0,0.0,0.07779988660041756,0.0,0.0,0.10218191978478716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519509468351453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062172834772532985,0.0,0.1860849881890041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681866945938399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292990558961325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551677294242364,0.13594865801989428,0.09296654256666896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238315832299362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403748201571457,0.0,0.06818681869658066,0.06877788896073643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733251257430954,0.09878281692278364,0.06285431418701955,0.07054562061406268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430578971980921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000736910829716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927817624648832,0.0,0.05942229233159705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101504306070564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444218065540596,0.0,0.0,0.19042675953534247,0.15345853732285308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281721893679153,0.0,0.0,0.06565364220976501,0.0,0.0,0.0775487221274034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974146550975381,0.0,0.0,0.08539787137793743,0.0,0.0,0.1848702122998588,0.05943472314395847,0.0,0.0,0.05408715507213825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305606354787132,0.3148784212214084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005906423317636,0.06752795407649276,0.09419889195904528,0.0,0.0,0.2028296956643161,0.0,0.11946449732602127
adhd,Ryujehong6,2018/03/06,"Second time visiting my psychiatrist since my diagnosis nearly 9 months ago, my GP pushed for it. What to expect? Why has my GP pushed for it? Is it normal to visit your psych frequently? I currently have 2 months refills remaining.

Basically, my GP has exhausted all of the initial recommendations that the psych gave him. I have been altering my Vyvanse dosage. 

First it was variances of 20/40/60 a day, then 30/30 as I felt I was dead by the time I got home, now I'm on 40/20 Vyvanse and I'm quite content.

Do I think its perfect? No. I think the dose is too low, but I think that is tolerance. I try to not take it on the weekends but usually end up taking a 20mg at least. I work heavy hours, but Vyvanse has had no negative effects on my life and my girlfriend prefers it to any alternative.

I have however explored the idea from what I've read of others' experiences of replacing the split vyvanse dose with a larger dose in the morning and then an instant release (dexedrine?) later on in the day. However, this was not in the recommendations for the GP, so he did not explore it with me.

Is this the expectation of the appointment? To see how I'm doing, if there can be improvements made. Or is it a reevaluation? I really have no idea what to expect.",3.4163537414965965,5.39854195510204,4.9502040816326565,80.35170068027212,74.34693877551021,8.585034013605442,29.217687074829932,9.23628265651192,2.671585034013606,989,43,193,24,21,332,139,245,0.08,0.8859999999999999,0.034,-0.8767,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,18,0,22,5,0,3,2,31,35,13,1,6,8,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,17,5,0,0,10,2,0,6,7,2,0,2,10,2,23,1,29,24,2,35,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,2,18,135,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405139333669146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818089198342965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241560445556068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392340307612204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999670596995994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668624523316401,0.0,0.0,0.14782284895130193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389930721669937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432219526108528,0.0,0.17114485892435602,0.0,0.0,0.39236798407628337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275066137140707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444114494413287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774297168662235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027403385160278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484351065271554,0.17383369470559726,0.0,0.11133218802334374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848547222049418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375812561787127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133188897617793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340664342896812,0.0,0.0,0.20267280449351208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179897382628399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140145972554173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681543488645924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651876232109266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WingfieldR,2018/03/06,"Serious question I was diagnosed while I was in the Navy and my wife and I slept downstairs on the floor cause I couldn't sleep without the TV on. I find that I can't sleep well regardless, but being in a different place(on the floor) I find I sleep a little bit better. My Apple watch says I sleep much better than I feel when I wake up. I wake up groggy and overall exhausted. I alternate between sleeping on the floor in our room, and sleeping on the floor in my kids room. My question is this, am I the only one, and does anyone have advice for sleeping better or feeling more rested? 
Thanks ",3.1902542372881366,5.061715652542379,4.112000000000002,86.59867796610172,74.67796610169492,6.753898305084746,26.206779661016952,7.554174236665415,1.4286379661016957,469,17,91,6,10,151,68,118,0.051,0.8059999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9101,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,9,0,8,12,10,1,0,17,12,9,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,4,19,5,14,7,4,19,0,0,1,0,6,17,0,3,2,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996687100328302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868635258311765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985813945655537,0.12285792454961494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560336290642023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421958781387087,0.0,0.11757402342779225,0.0,0.0,0.09847921574319599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138010901682262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570797844145594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127885790471039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272539967821879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625591517561553,0.08558713798945683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757402342779225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212755143614324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949151177308566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7883065266614334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360613937490028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118153351750477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847870953297746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blurosie2,2018/03/06,"Help me understand my girlfriend! I am dating an awesome woman, but I am finding that her ADHD is so that I don't know how to handle it.  I have never dated someone with ADHD and severe anxiety before and am doing everything I can to make her feel comfortable with me and for me to understand who she is. I am researching and reading so much - along with speaking to my own therapist about this.  I'm really trying!  She has cancelled plans more times than I can count in  a week, deflected blame on me for certain things she is accountable for...I feel like I am walking on egg shells...

How do I get accountability from her without her feeling attacked or overwhelmed?  I need to feel her love, and right now I am feeling invalidated.  Sorry for the rant - so much to say and just need help understanding.  Truly want to make this work - just don't know how,

Side note - she was supposed to be call me back and come over almost 2 hours ago....still nothing.",5.343852459016394,6.164014491803278,6.090833333333336,78.55625000000003,68.01639344262296,8.94153005464481,30.55054644808743,9.075114841892004,2.5322316939890706,744,28,140,13,12,244,112,183,0.094,0.733,0.173,0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,1,1,3,0,19,2,0,5,2,39,38,15,0,3,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,7,12,1,0,11,1,2,2,4,2,0,0,1,7,27,4,23,36,4,16,0,1,0,1,18,6,0,2,9,103,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245017015657357,0.0,0.11967458058107565,0.0,0.1351889027932742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327914053868936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358869622788865,0.0,0.10381120023152313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148800734259841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785611388096525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629562474395715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133459365507945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341315186218746,0.09644823872866154,0.0,0.0,0.12339294265922708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705350082417592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809832119180471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295361221183713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839141892754482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595706113558805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218480916809456,0.0,0.1802349671833836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848973435634032,0.2002103217361427,0.10412486946770104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954179787214276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504243002387825,0.0,0.08648823368800869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529429710689232,0.0,0.10736210685038268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251823402731673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439005715595765,0.0,0.0,0.15112804692933635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675225026700176,0.08969191805502466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872302336123849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166014103238307,0.0,0.0,0.4216376953973896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962997505465044,0.0,0.1082935859490108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014086557618984,0.0,0.09828589984461572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,frogsona,2018/03/07,"[vent] not too fond of having 2 emotional modes i feel like i’m either wired up to the point of exploding or horribly soul-crushingly exhausted. i can finish 5 papers in 20 minutes, or i write one word and want to lie down for the next 10 years. i’m doing everything or i’m doing nothing. i have feelings that are too big to express or i have feelings too small for me to notice. why is my brain so broken why can’t adhd at least get something going for me that doesn’t ruin my life",1.9019031903190324,3.6849173861386175,3.974785478547856,86.55335533553357,78.10891089108911,6.865126512651265,23.103410341034106,7.793537801064563,1.16650407040704,380,12,78,6,9,130,72,101,0.159,0.7879999999999999,0.053,-0.9135,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,1,0,0,13,19,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,3,9,2,13,19,2,11,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,4,4,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815424702790043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26151857677055274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635179648792995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054337196460068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553561175479918,0.16735983358303436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239443038798348,0.0,0.1331388908618541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654691584766005,0.11445064130546645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491447814809517,0.0,0.0,0.22478475521903132,0.26671364291137617,0.0,0.0,0.1587448527767069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145729838398912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034958051281808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381762855292777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227776495361315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085976424494182
adhd,SouIReaper,2018/03/07,"Meditation: any advice for a beginner? Hey, im 31, got my diagnose 2 years ago (primarily inattentive) and things are finally getting a bit better now. 

Right now i want to try out everything to improve my attention besides the meds. So far sleep and diet are okish and im working on good daily routines and rituals. 

What i found out to be extremely helpful by far is working out. It helps me so much that i went from full couch potatoe to working out daily, since i found out that combined with meds i had days where i felt so clear and functioning almost the entire day. Which was incredibly motivating.

Meditation is always mentioned too, which is why im very interested. But i dont know anything about it.. any advice for a good starting point? And is it also helpful for ADD inattention, or just for ADHD hyperactivity?

Any advice would be much appreciated!",4.448973214285715,6.78342109375,6.124642857142856,71.50750000000002,72.4375,9.071428571428571,31.42857142857143,9.606745405546679,3.4564196428571434,685,32,115,18,14,234,104,160,0.0,0.789,0.211,0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,5,0,12,3,1,1,1,26,21,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,13,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,10,4,18,11,4,22,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,9,74,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430807708113882,0.3490170084281173,0.105534924183448,0.0,0.11921621565296553,0.0,0.0,0.09520810521053223,0.0990631565436842,0.0,0.0,0.2428841026087541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797198165345186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529432299100104,0.12997704034794808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356103346455865,0.0,0.0,0.12083814721950732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953137507199365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699880526043108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143113078983726,0.13041874783258328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26107495393515195,0.0,0.0,0.06220123530769287,0.0,0.0,0.1997150871831312,0.0952190240896346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393998306345641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857989416607307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542942147761799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264486156148766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503799858565447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254529706721736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167217503400124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848338635067146,0.0,0.11914081081639465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426762204138577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909473946635144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083041517695833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823270387468733,0.07022162383455463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103650209492766,0.10742846704000043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600200043661667,0.0,0.0,0.08457313597975122,0.0,0.0,0.0766674076958977
adhd,EnemyPigeon,2018/03/07,"Finally got an appointment to be prescribed medication This isn't really for support, but I wanted to tell some people this, since I haven't told my family. I was diagnosed with ADHD last summer, and I got to university this year.

Once I arrived at university, I was ok, but I slowly started slipping. I was able to keep up on work, but I had no time for anything else, because completing assignments would take much longer than normal, and I was always drowsy. Slowly it got worse until it got to the point where I would sleep for 10hrs a day. I didn't realize that these were symptoms of ADHD until I looked them up.

Well, this Tuesday I have an appointment with a doctor. I really hope it goes well, and I really hope I can begin to manage.",6.704374999999999,6.442352909722228,7.655000000000001,72.24000000000002,65.04166666666667,11.088888888888887,31.19444444444445,10.686352973137794,3.2973777777777773,585,19,107,14,8,198,89,144,0.062,0.818,0.12,0.84,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,5,1,14,5,1,0,0,17,28,8,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,12,1,19,6,19,13,2,17,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,11,78,28,4,0.1352387805311089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32506146664073743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125294991547108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128999328621067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824403053707853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179528836139407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721782541739663,0.0,0.0,0.13726451548510948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384226224313897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297464767245212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749108634148784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814747365246145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326512283537792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864524771550835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020644198266803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023765621244463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356651488889882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623884354377722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941606446389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325052910085668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440248875493083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375754226977152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278443606388348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599122773853539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187091677433017,0.0,0.1353364483610309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572270493010224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534673654946459,0.0,0.14056487497604772,0.1016827322854928,0.0,0.11820465507473152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885882048915352,0.0,0.0,0.12922645032809182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976733667322987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431918104441629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845544291274964,0.0,0.1378198711334529,0.19213949899825625,0.0,0.0,0.08708934068444465
adhd,TheoEHamilton,2018/03/07,"Venting/looking for advice on ADHD+Depression+Anxiety * I've had severe depression for the past 5 years and a start to depression around 7 years ago when I was 13-14 (21 now). My dad works constantly to provide for the family and that was even more true back when my mom was found to have a brain tumor she'd had since childhood, but that had just grown to a point where it was a problem. Lead to a few years at least of significant physical and especially mental struggles for her. 




* I wasn't diagnosed with ADHD till about a year ago and had started to look into it a year before that. I had never learned how to study and never studied, but for some reason I'm naturally really really good at logic/deduction based test-taking (so multiple choice especially) which allowed me to cruise through school. As I got closer to highschool and then through highschool I got slowly worse and worse grades, but never ""bad"" despite going to a french school so multiple choice wasn't really a thing. I was still able to get into a good CA state school (cal poly SLO) just due to my SAT score which was really good. Nobody ever thought I had ADHD and just thought I didn't feel like studying and that I wanted to talk all the time in class (which over time became true to some degree, because I embraced it seeing as it was easier to do than think about why I wasn't actually able to control those issues). I definitely think not having parents that could really pay attention and help me during those first few years of real struggle helped with that too. 




* By the point I got to college I had severe depression with a few years already of suicidal thought and general/social anxiety. I did alright the first year although it got progressively worse over the three quarters, but wasn't a big deal. The second year though my anxiety really kicked in as classes got a bit harder and less ""fun""/interesting. I started just skipping classes and had to withdraw (drop out in a way that allows me to go back without reapplying) from winter quarter or else the Fs I would've gotten could put me in a place I could've been kicked out cause of my GPA. It's been just over a year since then and I haven't been able to get to a better place and am actually at my worst point yet in terms of suicidal thoughts. 




* I've wanted to keep a steady schedule every day and work a lot more than I am, but haven't done so. Knowing that I really don't think I'll be at a place where I can go back in the Fall as planned and that if I don't go back next year after that all the friends I made that I feel (more) comfortable (still self-conscious about how much I talk and say whatever comes to mind right away) would have graduated. Basically I feel really stuck, feel really useless and have wanted to die/kill myself more and more. 




* Oh, I also have struggle with really bad self-consciousness/self-hate/image issues from a very young age. I know this probably makes me come off as a useless, lazy prick, but I just needed to vent and if anyone has similar experiences that might be nice to hear about. Thanks!

* Also, I definitely have the problem where I daydream about my goals that are too far-fetched for where I'm at in life and don't end up leading to anything, but smaller goals don't motivate me at all. I do this regularly, but have essentially never actually succeeded in any goal which also makes me hate myself for doing it. 



TLDR: ADHD, severe depression, general and social anxiety and deep-seeded self hate that started early from experiences as a young child have me in a really bad place mentally with suicidal thoughts and I feel like if I don't get better enough to go back to school soon it will only get harder and harder. ",7.396778888562189,6.8545644497206695,7.530208762128787,74.63456483387242,63.72067039106145,10.83293149073802,32.66892090561599,10.247446810586672,3.13308156424581,2950,99,554,59,38,957,309,716,0.17800000000000002,0.74,0.08199999999999999,-0.9974,2,0,0,0,0,1,79.0,0,0,0,16,41,33,3,3,35,1,56,4,2,13,10,116,111,59,3,12,20,3,5,2,1,3,2,2,0,2,31,38,0,2,20,1,1,13,18,18,0,6,40,9,54,15,95,63,21,113,0,6,2,0,16,41,1,8,58,376,85,24,0.13595076121376398,0.0,0.13266833181156001,0.0,0.2178485276561396,0.044283170141036235,0.08034143134430394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500083485430745,0.1087197746249899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03081705985853575,0.0,0.13866928028657646,0.0,0.0,0.031686644417769576,0.0,0.037291964241116686,0.0403416669051385,0.0,0.0,0.042576738461909035,0.17422957272284725,0.11351320694640335,0.027624774062188686,0.0,0.03856136151540352,0.0,0.0,0.08015826691476652,0.04947434010232743,0.0,0.0,0.050588670376920566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046552960375749255,0.0,0.07807302858838723,0.0,0.04897149182644362,0.0508267796097007,0.10854562041506824,0.0,0.0,0.029225664685672288,0.04671975507783273,0.15612558856375075,0.04599572029697625,0.047031808760930084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463749432725997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037856472057814894,0.0,0.040137340703871725,0.046824492754344665,0.0,0.029931398533175075,0.04099174894860571,0.03818145994361583,0.0,0.0,0.08865728758189942,0.04272075945481232,0.0,0.11456798288833085,0.064748833983573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709309869196605,0.0,0.049687664177495185,0.03501174029110322,0.0,0.09470488209793357,0.0,0.1287732509738395,0.11402904836592775,0.181220405135062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134223230725563,0.0,0.0,0.051075462829425565,0.0,0.060749953015021035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459818239368388,0.0,0.04027976104231605,0.0,0.0,0.04980998862901563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03200868106231505,0.04427911652723067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610959956360805,0.0,0.0,0.038526825179571414,0.0,0.0428799658041169,0.06049879252343285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133759422878758,0.04807409117571896,0.045757171206774166,0.05307462947574251,0.0,0.0,0.03331315072906293,0.033601922271388536,0.13980481086217852,0.0,0.048195058959532334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446556002633113,0.0,0.0,0.05031907721333504,0.0,0.043260128242605236,0.0,0.0,0.18938614643181634,0.0,0.12851741251643808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885930484521638,0.08672434528681479,0.0,0.04555602162401382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051580576556893035,0.3193429757896918,0.04659334169835181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038700402418071767,0.0,0.03603783399372877,0.0,0.1834525712174274,0.036111718360993104,0.0,0.18910172494035046,0.15358566332587367,0.0,0.07497324970161856,0.0,0.0,0.04619489345812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283021980291066,0.0,0.07238030234671293,0.0,0.0,0.1421252536955308,0.0,0.14870806706642475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284804809354409,0.0,0.04172173178827331,0.0,0.0,0.03010654828104822,0.08711175833463991,0.04452364421093547,0.1798828642605645,0.05284932143387112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03739120530562398,0.08018728132664325,0.03597046208814316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089147206907117,0.0,0.0,0.043683894131947024,0.0,0.06598251555291436,0.0,0.13854544027528984,0.06438368009890838,0.0,0.0,0.32100872063652663
adhd,zChronos,2018/03/07,"Visiting psychiatrist, concerned about diagnose Hello

I will visit my psychiatrist day after tomorrow, last visit was 4 months ago where I told him that I have problems remembering short-term and long-term things, I cannot focus enough to complete one task - instead I take another one because I lose interest fast. For me it is very hard to uphold a conversation, because I just don't know what to say, my head is empty most of the time. I have been doing alot of self-reflecting after the visit. Psychiatrist wrote me Escitalopram 10mg (Lexapro) after the visit, seemingly for my anxiety, which is good. I no longer take heavy doses of anti-depressants and I feel like the dark times have passed months and months ago. Now after the self-reflecting I have come to conclusion that I have ADHD. Since the new visit is on friday I do not know how to approach this upcoming conversation, I am concerned. I am concerned about him not understanding me right, that he will think that I am a hypochondriac or something. I just want to be normal.

In conclusion I would like to hear your opinions about this and advice if you can.

Sorry for the messy text, its hard to follow my own thought process",6.765779220779223,7.706634772727277,6.9512987012987,73.21409090909094,64.9090909090909,10.285714285714286,32.077922077922075,10.290406445055957,3.357292207792208,950,36,165,22,14,306,130,220,0.08800000000000001,0.853,0.059,-0.4742,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,9,6,0,0,10,0,23,3,1,1,0,30,38,7,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,10,0,0,10,5,2,0,2,5,5,29,4,23,29,4,31,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,6,19,116,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619850561131485,0.13171008089595773,0.23895706626137425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133354437770426,0.10310995162586746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643270441061646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610511260168192,0.14131922789351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692500215608903,0.0,0.11608989280898985,0.13680366653715875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926865915301442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815121070262048,0.09629024000240398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113051039005959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414812922351856,0.0,0.13832802118999749,0.0,0.15191218965663475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814832837983594,0.10986754666366202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169802435618086,0.0,0.0,0.11928024704879993,0.0,0.15078963933928993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275166326077703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017593477940098,0.0,0.0,0.1320604205790651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826672463250457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128970786158672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268482748373247,0.1151054253107064,0.0,0.1071862293397688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227029585281079,0.2812197434164532,0.0,0.0,0.11149532375147553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376387225131987,0.0,0.15088047331647025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268268971059414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954498733866229,0.08636461437232944,0.0,0.10700402219668696,0.1571881231443552,0.0,0.0,0.12879258820815034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031566022369868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121152031158213,0.07949952752345238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574720697726737,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,waka_flocculonodular,2018/03/07,"I made a time tracker template, thought it would be helpful here. Wonder where the day went? Trying to track work stuff? Want to know how much you sleep on average? I made a time tracker here: 

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1WKkhC_m50p9ueszWQkFGz6UTvYCDochkb2lxum1YSs8/edit?usp=sharing

Let me know if this is helpful!",10.998666666666665,16.05598475555556,5.428333333333335,69.5025,68.1111111111111,4.777777777777779,25.277777777777786,6.42735559955562,0.9287777777777779,274,8,36,2,6,69,36,45,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.7993,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,3,0,10,12,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574860196318624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32735845004916586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26840713227431434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497066399887859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621277366363106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951193124748302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24437204735949075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27954564420548456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938641026444339,0.2847849437260378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657928455443485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440329461229146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263718531159813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481981144700645,0.17777737224262727,0.0,0.0,0.17346961338742584,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jakesoscar,2018/03/07,"Those in long term relationships, how do you make it work? I get bored and lose all interest in a partner once that new relationship feeling is gone. My longest relationship was six months and I'm going to be 30 soon. I'm not worried about getting married before a certain age or anything, but sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be in a very long term relationship.

So, for the people who also get bored easily and are in a long term relationship, how do you make it work?",5.281449275362321,6.04464047826087,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,68.1304347826087,9.1768115942029,31.63768115942029,9.2995712137729,2.787646376811595,372,15,70,7,6,126,63,92,0.067,0.826,0.107,0.3927,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,7,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,4,3,16,18,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,5,2,7,14,4,17,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,3,11,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886107556237493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120212956049061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583443685924005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231350753380524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883013077568706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133629283535438,0.0,0.07736436901031027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614055385963735,0.0,0.1522918006641214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817322648168564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086556348316182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314727430714442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449712954976293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437363636801392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7307497051161559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463353250398755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231940574336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762441675634194,0.1982048151638741,0.13824403704157082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mediocre2great,2018/03/07,"Suspended from my job, pending termination. I'm blaming my ADHD. TL;DR: I was suspended from my job last week because I came in late too many times and spent too much time on the Internet. Might be facing termination, but I haven't had any negative performance conversations with my manager before this one.

Last March, I started what I thought would be a long career with a large Fortune 500 company I've admired for years.  I have a bachelor's degree from a top-25 university, and work in middle management in what you could say is a ""niche"" industry. I got a huge pay raise when I switched companies - currently I make high 5-figures per year and support a stay-at-home wife, a 3-year-old son and another baby on the way in July.  Now I'm freaking out because I've been suspended for performance (with pay, fortunately). I know my ADHD is probably the root cause of my performance issues, so I'm asking for your experience and advice on how best to deal with this situation.

One week ago today, my boss called me into his office and started asking questions about my attendance and my Internet usage on the job.  My industry runs a 24-hour operation, so my schedule has generally been 3 days of first shift per week (4:30 AM start) and 2 days of second shift (12 noon start).  My boss asked me when I usually report to work on the first shift, and I told him truthfully, that I don't remember specific days but I usually show up between 4:30 and 5:30 AM.  I'm salaried so I don't have to clock in or out, and things don't get busy at my workplace until after 6:00, so I didn't think reporting at exactly 4:30 was crucial. Plus, I stay well beyond 8 hours many days when on first shift--sometimes until 5 or 6 PM.  I have one colleague in the same position as me; I also told him when I first started the job last year, she kept roughly the same hours (scheduled for 4:30 but she usually came in closer to 5:30 since she stopped at Starbucks every morning, and Starbucks doesn't open until 5 AM).

Boss man then asked me to pull out my company laptop and show him my Internet history. He said ""there had been reports"" from someone that I was spending too much time in my office when I should have been walking the floor. I then told him for the first time that I have ADHD, and have difficulty concentrating on administrative tasks. I explained that when I'm doing something repetitive (i.e. punching in payroll) I get distracted easily and often flip between the task at hand and another browser window.  Usually the other browser window is a news site like NY Times or Wall Street Journal, stock trading web sites, or discussion boards related to the industry I work in. He tallied up my Internet usage for a few days and calculated that I was spending an average of 1 hour 15 minutes ""loafing"" every day when I only get one 30-minute lunch break. I told him that my brain sometimes feels like it's going a mile a minute and that the news sites help me get through the mundane admin tasks, but he didn't seem to buy that explanation.  

I think my manager's biggest concern was that he perceived I was being untruthful by not telling him I was coming in at 5:30 instead of 4:30. He doesn't report till 9:00 so had no idea I was coming in later until some anonymous employee I supervise told him. I told him I wasn't clear of his expectation and that if 4:30 means 4:30, that I'd begin coming in on time every day. I also said I'd start setting a blanket restriction on any Internet usage in the office, and limit any online time to my personal iPad in a designated break area away from my office to avoid the perception of loafing.  This wasn't a good enough answer, as he then called HR an hour later and told me I was suspended with pay, indefinitely.  He said ""I like you and I want to give you a chance, but if you just look at this behavior, it could be grounds for termination."" He had me write a statement (in which I did mention my ADHD) turn in my company computer, phone, and ID, and escorted me out of the building.

Since then, I've had radio silence from my direct manager and from HR. I can still read my company email on my personal phone, and my boss has been copying me in on some emails the last couple of days--that may be a good sign that I'll be allowed to return to work at some point. I have no idea what he's told my coworkers about my sudden absence from work.  One other factor that may work in my favor: My company has about 1000 other managers at the same level as me, spread at other locations around the country. HR has posted guidelines for coaching and discipline for employees at my level on our company Intranet, and there's generally supposed to be more formal perfomance conversations done before going straight to termination. I have only had one performance review, last fall when I had 6 months with the company, and it was 100% positive (the only suggestion my manager had for improvement was ""wear a tie more often."")

I have casually started looking for positions at other companies, but there's pretty much nowhere else to go in my niche industry aside from my current employer. The idea of starting from scratch in a different industry is daunting and I don't even know where to begin.

As for my ADHD history, I started on Adderall XR + standard Adderall in 2014, prescribed by my family physician. The meds helped with focus and concentration, but the biggest side effect was that they made me act like an arrogant jerk - almost like all the ability to empathize and feel feelings was sucked out of me. My wife encouraged me to go cold turkey, so I went unmedicated until this past January when I found a psychiatrist who prescribed me Vyvanse 20mg. The Vyvanse is working well so far. I get the focus and concentration boost without the ""jerk"" complex. I'm also being treated for sleep apnea with a dental device, which has been life-changing and has helped me sleep better for those early morning shifts.

I'm tempted to call my boss and ask where I stand in the suspension/possible termination process, but with this being such a serious offense I don't want to risk being too aggressive. On the one hand it's been nice to get an extra week of paid ""vacation,"" but it's not like I have been enjoying myself much with this hanging over my head.",8.915224447101018,7.375203123012557,9.005459503885238,68.50549947698745,61.28451882845188,12.452032277346088,39.4982815301853,11.38651008125429,4.510008069336521,4992,217,889,117,56,1648,481,1195,0.06,0.843,0.097,0.9941,11,1,1,0,0,0,152.0,1,5,1,20,44,31,5,3,60,0,86,10,8,12,4,149,162,85,0,9,19,3,7,6,0,5,1,4,2,3,39,59,1,6,23,6,9,17,18,10,2,13,56,14,131,21,148,89,17,200,0,0,2,0,75,84,1,18,98,592,170,38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545677326685145,0.04139781467229926,0.03755331511617159,0.0,0.04242163575719368,0.0,0.0,0.1016359277532554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642734443168949,0.08884513375630235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377131276914375,0.1980240830603863,0.0,0.03980256884463017,0.0,0.0,0.0516496571202283,0.0,0.07209764307487553,0.0,0.04445862361968023,0.03746770011746669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729246786334043,0.12977578179408386,0.09690673814912984,0.0,0.0435197123409255,0.04481571576602473,0.10947904445797924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764874726480137,0.04687519141317833,0.0,0.1912498704440625,0.0436756392120863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426158158119278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335329428591241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035389860513717585,0.0,0.0,0.04377355250301915,0.0,0.027981160459216312,0.0,0.10708101955863987,0.0,0.0,0.04144032539873541,0.039937205871612265,0.0,0.06426185082799886,0.03026499933228024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801748724176032,0.0,0.046450168462832085,0.0,0.0,0.13280130392084652,0.04063960948483456,0.0963062248991868,0.07106617700700538,0.03388252793432342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043477900448128486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518750876203234,0.044760112702727485,0.0,0.0,0.20860106093465292,0.0,0.0,0.14347210591574894,0.0,0.044217227567466655,0.16815976187740111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656452262848476,0.17266242281315236,0.047788672940601205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02992309363359065,0.12418207553858818,0.0,0.0,0.03749099178894998,0.0711505316236925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008603882377384,0.028278438431647825,0.08590131708147898,0.0,0.04614704303026277,0.04705708580628019,0.0,0.0,0.04494173092606555,0.0,0.0,0.033814707398644915,0.0,0.12457027224021112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445411085666887,0.0,0.2009495906097684,0.09665966971218792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044143104442531,0.0,0.07398158636728265,0.0,0.0,0.040047870771780285,0.0,0.04057320161658371,0.04309963070111841,0.045675782482548125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745760951869971,0.0,0.04237567329767758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799039032127366,0.0,0.12089419202761127,0.03368971932479086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856678473154996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008822283144231,0.04761914584055333,0.08478960773226141,0.0,0.03589505675872698,0.03261403777083331,0.08379857178550132,0.0,0.26987044622297984,0.09030921998767412,0.03383211198442999,0.035418375618452035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048074402267753946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702818589260267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02814489798702336,0.05429054899532774,0.0,0.03363244977116246,0.17292037642243213,0.0,0.040156316559216004,0.3238465369719713,0.0,0.0,0.04608009413906347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663276391299047,0.0,0.049975016104515074,0.033626737165820084,0.13592805217138992,0.0,0.07618102314999298,0.03927204611723304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083758564888432,0.0,0.21589154065082175,0.0,0.0,0.030094318543212144,0.0,0.0,0.109124646371636
adhd,Hawk_015,2018/03/07,"PSA : Awful writing and Dysgraphia So I have atrocious writing. With ADHD it's always been a struggle handing in assignments on time, so I just assumed my writing was just awful because I was always in a rush. 

I recently discovered what dysgraphia is and it has co-morbidity with ADHD. I got an assessment and it's definitely explained alot. I've been able to reach out to new tools and get some therapy, but more importantly my school accommodations have been expanded to include that I don't need to hand write basically anything. 

If anyone here has REALLY bad writing (like completely illegibile), especially trouble with staying within lines, reading maps, or spelling in weird ways (inconsistent) you might have dysgraphia.

This diagnosis really helped me, and I wanted to share! 

I've included a link that describes it, however this is not in place of a proper diagnosis. Speak with your Psychologist/pediatrician/ADHD specalist if this could be part of your diagnosis! 

https://www.understood.org/en/learning-attention-issues/child-learning-disabilities/dysgraphia/understanding-dysgraphia 

Also another thing that really helped me was http://www.modmath.com/ for Ipad that let me hand in my math work.",9.523244680851064,12.988208611702133,8.387180851063832,55.85875000000002,61.287234042553216,10.657446808510642,36.21808510638297,10.686352973137794,4.9360361702127635,1001,46,127,28,16,309,120,188,0.135,0.818,0.047,-0.9568,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,2,18,3,3,0,0,31,23,12,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,4,16,2,20,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,7,4,92,29,5,0.15098774739501508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443737930080811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074484704142292,0.25126780241782354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832381800788772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055741436185828,0.0,0.1242500511162626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260684623124156,0.09204072939439698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830778048156616,0.0,0.0,0.1205514303100956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888486622443673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207586945850135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240780878751827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543952014442666,0.0,0.07376498669149498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017413959024235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195550153460324,0.0,0.14582490729831168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163505016780229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775005992390534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102860682377656,0.0,0.29017985173044153,0.0,0.1490821852550086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280766121487493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609328491640496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784517653190352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266764785886415,0.0,0.10030955030065357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804216971733382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905648537122314,0.11984704598101215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099208783589634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PI-ALL-DAY,2018/03/07,"I really hate how ADHD medication is portrayed in the Netflix documentary, Take Your Pills [Link to trailer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6Xebo1pngM)

>The pressure to achieve more, do more, and be more is part of being human - and in the age of Adderall and Ritalin, achieving that can be as close as the local pharmacy. No longer just ""a cure for excitable kids,"" prescription stimulants are in college classrooms, on Wall Street, in Silicon Valley...any place ""the need to succeed"" slams into ""not enough hours in the day."" But there are costs. In the insightful Netflix documentary TAKE YOUR PILLS, award-winning documentarian Alison Klayman (Ai Weiwei: Never Sorry) focuses on the history, the facts, and the pervasiveness of cognitive-enhancement drugs in our amped-up era of late-stage-capitalism. Executive produced by Maria Shriver and Christina Schwarzenegger, TAKE YOUR PILLS examines what some view as a brave new world of limitless possibilities, and others see as a sped-up ride down a synaptic slippery slope, as these pills have become the defining drug of a generation.
-[IMDb](http://im.gloryfilm.ir/title/tt7983844/)

No, medication does not give me superpowers. It helps me get out of bed and take a shower.

**Edit:** added additional info",9.025878489326763,11.585987482758622,7.940216748768474,62.23955336617408,60.87192118226601,11.127619047619051,37.67126436781609,11.072351349416056,5.027576288998358,1021,49,140,29,15,314,144,203,0.053,0.888,0.059,0.2748,2,0,2,0,0,0,72.0,1,3,0,4,3,5,1,1,16,0,10,9,0,3,2,26,19,14,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,2,5,11,0,0,4,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,29,16,6,25,0,0,2,0,8,18,0,1,6,89,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548091247704655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061166299026036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964078133950345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489966881063577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234136851192686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772586582781292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806713670963264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498105067644428,0.15603446402123022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605891328875716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902489336130557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018340308779208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569640029391448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348306155242905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277176310803929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060736874865365,0.12545034061077973,0.15709418587017582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614060569388676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994090854466995,0.0,0.0,0.18337020923727826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420160361738563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296157790419127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820800838459456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891883001880567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vicious_armbar,2018/03/07,Best Pair of Noise Cancelling Headphones For A Broke Student I try to study in the library and for some reason people won't shut the hell up!  Any recommendations for noise cancelling headphones?  I don't care about the sound quality when playing audio.  I'm only interested in the noise cancellation features. ,6.037222222222217,9.007823833333337,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,69.92592592592592,7.282962962962964,33.022222222222226,8.238735603445708,2.9452044444444447,253,12,38,4,5,78,41,54,0.146,0.648,0.205,0.6836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,9,3,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987778128131307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610780446784087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479537230480685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33415078172016643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30459480995370924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517321505747902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982945494903517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,royfud,2018/03/07,"Adderall Question: Loss of Empathy, Sexual Desire, Personality, and Sense of Humor About me:
I am 180lbs, 5’10”, 31 y/o male, prescribed 20mg IR twice a day. I take 20mg at 8AM and 10 to 20mg at about 2PM after lunch. I have been taking Adderall for about 4 months. 

So, I have had some issues with Adderall - mostly after work when I get home and am alone with my girlfriend. I eat a lot and drink over a 160 ounces of water throughout the day to stay hydrated and I make sure to get 7+ hours of sleep each night. 

After taking the Adderall for more than 2 days in a row I start to feel strung out on day 3. So, I have been taking it Mon and Tues, then off on Wed, and then taking again on Thur and Fri then off on the weekends. 

Here is the good and bad of my personal experience on the meds.

**Good**: 
* Works great at work!

When I take it in the morning at about 8AM, it takes an hour before I notice the effects. I find myself being very productive as long as I discipline myself to actually work. I do sales and I really am not too fond about cold calling and the Adderall helps me push through and do the work. My personality and determination to get things done is pretty good.

**Bad**: most, if not all of the bad has to do with once I get home from work at 6pm.

* Loss of personality at home with girlfriend
* Loss of sexual desire/arousal
* Loss of sense of humor
* Not interested in conversation
* Loss of empathy

When I get home from work I notice I have no interest in conversing with my girlfriend and I notice it as it is happening. I feel totally unlike myself versus when I am not taking the meds and feel like she can totally tell. She will try to talk with me and I just don't feel like talking about anything at all really. I do, however, feel like doing chores like cleaning, organizing, and cooking. That's no problem.

Later on when we go to bed, I do not have the urge to come on to her and it hardly feels like I have my genitals in working order. It takes a lot to get it up, but I am able to finish. 

My biggest issue is the lack of my personality while at home when on Adderall. When I am not using the medicine, I feel like myself: funny, able to have a conversation, arousal is easier and more natural. I just feel way more like my bright colorful self versus the dull, gray way I feel when I am on the meds. 

**My question: Has anyone had these similar issues and had their meds switched to another med and found it to relieve the personality and sexual issues while still assisting with the increase in work or school performance?**

I want to try another med such as Conerta, Vyvanse, etc but unsure if this will be a good or bad decision. I have an appointment to see doc on Monday. 

TL;DR: I eat and drink enough, Adderall works great at work but once I get home I have no personality and feel colorless with no sexual desires or sense of humor. Wondering if anyone has had success switching meds who have had similar issues.
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adhd,olsf19,2018/03/07,"Feeling guilty for needing ADHD medicine. I just want to know if others out there feel the same way I do. 

I recently got diagnosed with ADHD, but I’ve known for about 5 years that I have it. My siblings and my mom all have it, and they’ve been medicated with positive benefits. 

The reason why I found out I had it in the first place is because my friends let me try adderall when I was 21. I was nervous to do so, but did it anyways after researching the drug quite a bit. I remember the first time it started to hit me, and I became extremely aware and mindful of what was happening in the moment. I tried it a few more times after that and realized that I probably did have ADHD which is why i felt so calm on the drug. 

So after knowing that, after failing at most things in my life, and after seeing the success my family has from taking the medication, I decided to see a psychiatrist. My diagnosis was an easy one for the doctor and she prescribed me adderall which I just recently started taking. 

Why do I feel so damn guilty about it though? Like I feel weird that I need help in my life, and that I’m using a substance to get that help. Do any of you guys deal with that feeling? How did you get over it? ",3.6195963718820887,4.8008595061224515,4.986088435374153,83.55768140589572,72.3061224489796,8.219954648526077,27.8968253968254,8.680891452615391,2.0069818594104305,949,35,194,17,18,317,131,245,0.075,0.7709999999999999,0.155,0.9678,0,0,2,0,1,0,22.0,0,2,0,5,13,9,1,1,15,0,20,8,0,3,1,41,45,18,0,4,5,1,6,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,21,13,0,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,12,8,31,5,30,31,6,27,0,1,2,0,9,10,1,2,17,147,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891528294944252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339990570315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579653674112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783771439930668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112768587570958,0.0,0.10955235665064494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047665485524716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503420452665134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017520727137669,0.0,0.2728773990512444,0.0,0.103635097527071,0.0,0.0,0.18361992352059886,0.0,0.1183458085222828,0.08339077276245738,0.0,0.11278378676496298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632595523038618,0.0,0.0,0.10687320841820608,0.09544708997971588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446939079601505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863716023617135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103714584980144,0.1524762052214674,0.052731879560167866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746751263181927,0.0,0.0,0.10898418172393937,0.12641286406399896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006575172883666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731399524016304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127697235994452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637282676618095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480279107769048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097576805681132,0.21314675674821634,0.0,0.12226998807153062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202138910350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279473901912552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230826901160458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170761308899605,0.0,0.1060461738285569,0.0,0.1258762265942521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656236752124455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322169866591183,0.0,0.0,0.06366321030176024,0.0856742511287038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921852578776945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950698421520891
adhd,dwight_uignorantslut,2018/03/07,"Anyone take an anti anxiety med with Vyvanse? I've been off SSRIs since I started Vyvanse, because the SSRIs were helping my anxiety but muting my emotions and making me more depressed. But now my anxiety is off the charts. I've been reading into it and a lot of SSRIs have a serotonin syndrome risk with Vyvanse. I'm seeing my psychiatrist next Wednesday but am curious if anyone else on Vyvanse takes anything for anxiety? ",7.142307692307693,8.234226051282054,7.891435897435898,66.27023076923078,64.12820512820512,9.316923076923075,41.24102564102565,9.3871,4.535114871794873,344,20,48,6,5,115,54,78,0.195,0.7509999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,8,9,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,4,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097169381866719,0.0,0.0,0.2786469184218083,0.20415989915926225,0.16396956996582593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146376345566676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161770731584494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645166244419146,0.22413462213642746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355616785042335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693991476554551,0.0,0.0,0.13300400227486064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213269577368984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190954278989474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993085354167003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878013000587796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648254759796311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103344155111264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996293448041443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eghggghhhhg,2018/03/07,"Terrible will power!! ): I can never get myself to do anything! If I think something will be difficult I just don't do it; I won't be able to keep this up for much longer. If anyone else has this problem, can you help??? I don't know what to do. Everyone around me is able to function like a normal human being and I feel so behind. ",0.15249999999999986,2.328240391304352,2.6520108695652205,91.4110597826087,87.1159420289855,5.189130434782608,18.769927536231886,6.6274283507984215,0.16507101449275385,253,7,54,3,8,87,49,69,0.179,0.7490000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.8290000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,15,0,0,0,1,12,20,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,8,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,44,13,0,0.5173983462350222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808884768991424,0.2650678745127734,0.21288737687762105,0.23029711148431856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216109963586832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719814622328995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080607496864094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515964053928933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340060259613838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299437115758448,0.0,0.0,0.14217429997752434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263873485852402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017365854973406,0.0,0.1995247506063648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25347026261987204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475401705869788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915926236392956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576398431892142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Haremjutsu,2018/03/07,"Advice for energy preservation? I feel like a battery putting out with no regulator. I go full power for however long I can, (Walking quickly, rapid leg/finger tapping) and then I'm just completely drained. People generally don't notice me when I'm going at full speed, because ""Oh, that's just how he is"", but when I'm drained, I'm called lazy, and I go to sleep for 10+ hours. Does anybody have any tips on how to control my energy output? ",4.5517241379310365,5.542928942528738,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,69.91954022988506,9.018390804597699,31.74137931034483,9.2995712137729,2.861813793103449,346,15,66,7,6,117,66,87,0.129,0.8,0.071,-0.7046,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,12,12,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489446433505709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324283584853697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529691087266725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601343892989554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26710684973550586,0.0,0.28573054915211915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229387179699052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288123029525385,0.18199775820102027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343511668384708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508833721200079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446092766894068,0.0,0.0,0.22545106918420255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900414278161582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766157539085101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561001734867131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549400110106136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whitesox4life50,2018/03/07,"My varied interests are negatively affecting my life I’m a 39 year old male, married with kids. Over the last 10 years or so, I find myself unable to have multiple interests in my life. I feel like I have to have one set of interests that all line up with each other in some way and if I deviate from this cluster, it has to be all the way to another cluster. And it has to be all the way, everything music, books activities etc. It has even affected the clothes I wear at times.  Let me give you a few examples of what would be a cluster in my life. 
#1 -I enjoy outdoors stuff, fishing camping. That lines up with my love for westerns and outdoor movies as well as my interests in music such as alt-country, Americana type music. 
#2 – I am a Gen X kid, grew up in the 80’s and 90’s. I love that culture and love to read about it. I also love that type of music, 80 and 90’s alternative. Love the films and etc.
#3 – I have a heavy interest in the holidays (Christmas, Halloween and etc). Not just celebrating, but learning about those holidays, but a general interest in folklore, history and practice. I also have specific movies and music that apply to this. 
There are probably at least two more clusters like these. I feel like I am only allowed to belong to one of these. If I start to gravitate toward another, I have to go all the way. I feel that they (I) cannot combine these in any way. This is not just about interests. I write creatively, play and write music and these are also influenced by this back and forth. It is a constant battle and it has left me basically paralyzed. I constantly flip back and forth and sometimes I ignore it all and do nothing. Any ideas or does anyone else suffer from this?
I’m not sure if this is ADHD or lack of identity or what. Maybe it doesn’t belong here.
TL;DR – Have  hard time with my various interests in life. Feel the need to move from one set to the next and it is affecting my life.
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adhd,throwaway90210_1,2018/03/07,ADHD meds are making me feel more spaced out. I’ve been taking Ritalin for 6 months now but it is beginning to have a negative affect on me rather then a positive one. Instead of helping me focus it’s just making me feel wired and fatigued and unable to remember things. Has this happened to anyone else? Should I try switching to adderall? ,3.768666666666668,6.163436661538463,4.79192307692308,80.0022435897436,74.69230769230771,7.410256410256411,27.756410256410252,8.344100000000001,2.305564102564102,273,11,46,5,6,89,53,65,0.12,0.772,0.108,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,0,13,13,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,8,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359398898006133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195453381271576,0.2864107942535117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233510856156276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267681923972626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471868309262877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736259309011166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731759477479199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31049402951403554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311761506578687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941628343096356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166521983563843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017124072947746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570684173319715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897820413819292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ErdoganFanClub,2018/03/07,"Anyone get embarrassed when their medication makes them talk a lot / fast? I recently got my dose upped and the first few days it always causes me to talk a shit ton. I have social anxiety disorder too so it might be caused by that, but I always feel like I’m annoying people when I blabber on about shit when the adderall first kicks in. 

Is this an irrational fear? I don’t want to come off as some sort of tweaker when I’m talking with people. It’s not a heavy dose either (20mg adderall ER). It’s not like I’m saying crazy stuff I’ll just talk and talk. I give other people a chance to talk so I’m not being rude or anything.

How many of your experience this?",2.1900851581508505,3.96821067883212,3.7632299270072975,88.41642639902678,77.24817518248176,6.9024330900243305,21.635644768856448,7.793537801064563,0.8397790754257906,521,14,111,8,12,173,93,137,0.185,0.72,0.095,-0.9197,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,10,8,4,2,7,0,6,5,2,4,0,21,17,12,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,2,1,2,11,2,13,13,5,14,0,0,0,0,12,4,2,5,11,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426613795397528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849593051299084,0.0,0.0,0.09002730872512081,0.0,0.1059530044720809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645302342879575,0.0,0.11090957684194364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303523410886572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756244908667415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259454439958225,0.0,0.14488327044281346,0.06510154265320682,0.09198139111508097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903500115101102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726829090827867,0.1235119080541901,0.0,0.0,0.10297578465731458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258047283617415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946146076278587,0.0,0.0,0.08594383488820527,0.13053564873772622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297054153120657,0.0,0.13658691626964972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677840029117318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712836171190986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023898006984498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432684704373505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124778629277095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739173715213916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620922205829605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594203871977319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,videochros,2018/03/07,"What do you do after you screw something up? SO I make mistakes all the time especially if an online form is just stupid.  Or I do one of the regular mess ups like double book myself, forget to do something, or spend an entire day wasting time rather than that one important thing.  Or get fired again. 

I'm ok with these things happeneing cos I have no idea how to stop them. The bit I hate is the self hatred, and embarrassment I feel afterwards.  How can I tell my girlfriend I forgot to fill out the 8 job applications she dug out for me and that I might need help with them. 

or what do I do when I have booked train tickets to see a Dr for a different day the appointment is on?

OI suppose the question is not how to handle the individual situations but how to cope with the self criticism and how much I despise these actions.  ",4.08518181818182,5.317349593939396,5.076742424242428,83.15511363636367,71.24242424242424,8.40909090909091,27.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9049696969696963,653,22,134,12,12,214,107,165,0.18,0.7809999999999999,0.039,-0.9628,2,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,0,10,9,4,1,13,1,14,2,0,7,1,34,23,16,0,4,9,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,2,3,3,1,2,2,7,0,2,1,3,19,2,19,21,5,16,0,0,1,1,11,5,1,7,10,100,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579422806443465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313505106761374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694338383504853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531174968938796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848397201947053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669077725668985,0.0,0.0,0.1861056734888604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634822071218282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279464052556069,0.0,0.0,0.1870581175927949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209204798133233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582585518512607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999697310351981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385698955155776,0.13977107407636205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554662592004853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116421676415068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021086059581906,0.0,0.3932952256590253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118829780171746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902344981653908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759524388985344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647581484088002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504633250435808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198328524588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Redbear78,2018/03/07,"Is adhd a modern condition? Is adhd a modern condition, or did it exist historically but people were just labelled as idiots or other derogatory titles? Are scientists actually working on finding a cause for the condition rather than focusing on treating the symptoms. ",7.727045454545458,11.042331250000005,9.35,47.62000000000002,66.04545454545455,11.672727272727276,40.54545454545455,11.20814326018867,6.679427272727274,221,13,22,8,4,77,34,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.29817114428689323,0.0,0.7344195546007399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138823547935061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792656850531382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182877547995496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31758176057980103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224428606664584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HupidMantra,2018/03/07,"Going for my first talk with a doctor tomorrow at the age of 27, what to expect? Alright so I won't go too deep into any background about me because it'd be too long, so I'll just shorten it.

I have some form of ADHD/ADD, that I'm absolutely sure of. I've never gotten around to getting it diagnosed because of three reasons:

1. Did not want a label that would follow me forever, anyone labeled with ADHD/ADD that I know is basically seen as ""different"". 

2. Have always been scared of the medication since it seems so strong, and since I was scared of the meds, I saw no reason to get myself diagnosed since I wouldn't want the meds.

3. Basically a Catch 22 because I'm sure it stems from my ADHD/ADD but simply procrastination, laziness and hard to stay on track with something. I can decide to do one thing but when the next day comes I feel completely differently and can't be arsed following through. I never had my parents to help me with this because they just saw me as lazy whenever I brought it up and refused to acknowledge I might have it. Especially since I've always gotten really good grades up to college because I didn't need to study to get good grades, the night before or even just winging it got me A's or close to A's. This did **not** work in college though, crashed and burned because of it (studied for a masters in computer engineering).

Lately my life is getting harder and harder, I've failed through college and dropped out because I simply cannot stay disciplined. Not even long enough to listen to a full lecture, I always leave midway. Work is getting harder because I can't sit still and repetetive mousework is a pain. I have so many goals in life and I believe I have high potential but I cannot follow through with anything. I've tried every method possible but it just doesn't help. Especially not with the physical things. No amount of note-writing or excercises will help me focus on something for 2 hours, just not possible physically. 

So here I am, decided to do it. I researched a bit and heard positive things about the meds and just thought screw it, I can't live like this anyways so what do I have to lose. So I scheduled to talk to my doctor about it tomorrow but I'm scared because as usual I feel overwhelmed. I want to tell him everything and everything but just the thought of describing everything is overwhelming, I want him to just reach in to my brain and see everything. Even writing this post is overwhelming and gives me anxiety because it feels like I cannot accurately give you the whole story without writing a novel. I'm also having extreme issues sticking by this plan and actually going through the process because I've heard it's long and tedious which is literally my kryptonite.

I've heard that I'm just going to get exercises for months with note-writing and other ""tasks"" to help me ""cope"" but it completely kills my will to actually do this because I know it won't help because I've been trying to a decade already. I've listened to videos, read articles, tried every form of exercise and tried getting routines in. I've had some minor success here and there but nothing really helps. And knowing I'm going to walk in and hear ""Yeah try writing notes and come back in two months"" makes me want to cancel alltogether. I don't get all these people with ADHD/ADD who deal with it with apps, techniques etc etc, if I actually could stick to these things and remember then and stay disciplined I wouldn't need them in the first place, a catch 22. That's how it is for me at least.

Alright I kind of went off track with this post, basically I just want insight into the process and any tips and advice on what I should say and do. I'm just so tired of feeling overwhelmed constantly and never being able to stick by anything. There was an article I read that for the first time made me relate and understand the problem a lot better. It talked about how the issue with people who have ADHD/ADD is that they don't receive information the same way, instead of receiving it inn order, they get it all at the same time and cannot prioritize like ""normal"" people. I probably explained it terribly but it made everything click, it's exactly how I feel (on top of a million other things).",5.0498030156663445,6.330248182704022,5.726132344911591,79.2209713763703,69.0,8.682775421059263,31.207547566046447,9.035553425615538,2.6673964719223826,3382,140,627,62,58,1099,330,821,0.098,0.8270000000000001,0.075,-0.9232,3,0,3,0,0,0,87.0,0,1,4,14,43,27,2,7,33,3,57,13,1,8,8,142,124,61,1,17,30,1,6,3,0,9,11,7,0,0,54,49,0,3,21,7,0,17,26,14,0,7,24,18,65,13,98,86,17,82,0,6,5,1,38,28,1,9,31,420,119,18,0.04758596344088578,0.0,0.1393111078816609,0.0,0.2859454035088824,0.046500452735189206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052512293956958535,0.0380544777713413,0.11878600084460585,0.0,0.0,0.06472017386403878,0.0,0.03640313178376802,0.0,0.0,0.0332732120666274,0.0,0.07831838664998676,0.042361596272503056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659066857981448,0.0,0.3771035012760571,0.0,0.04049215001637654,0.05361308541177834,0.0,0.042085917631162165,0.05195154742097058,0.0,0.0,0.053121672823015616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198218791032612,0.09978595461385484,0.05142352125637496,0.0,0.03799351970246093,0.0,0.0,0.030689009730837474,0.049059038814910375,0.0,0.09659750243167564,0.0,0.09943440727938614,0.0,0.09741249994333463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491690207642768,0.10614185603588264,0.09429024017638568,0.0,0.08018645312944084,0.0,0.21383597790016293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203044645696662,0.033995421790293884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142978858055027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375531673686191,0.09129758442493834,0.1352209982120661,0.07982569686694295,0.03805884202416589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262767640726309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363283924035797,0.0,0.1913752093521989,0.050277183025983184,0.0,0.0,0.046862588526890514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933476522169717,0.0,0.0,0.052646818100299336,0.04955345819833762,0.0784560030799656,0.0,0.05367903945999331,0.050386664413189626,0.0,0.0,0.0672227465248538,0.06974429423207879,0.0,0.042019277533567,0.12633624060672735,0.0,0.05323652107230674,0.0,0.040455884427284934,0.0,0.09005397837645454,0.03176400010785314,0.0482446980167608,0.0,0.0,0.15857183368581487,0.04793785186943065,0.0,0.05048118726333321,0.0,0.0,0.07596532404388429,0.0,0.0,0.07056877786372688,0.1101036857616108,0.0,0.05060821197036703,0.04465620312770256,0.046624140715370965,0.045660015322061036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03224548036195778,0.0,0.05063482016098522,0.0,0.05283858098200439,0.0,0.0,0.09897034625501593,0.0,0.04971720363969307,0.0,0.0,0.10729204771441507,0.0911483980022594,0.0,0.05130571701152425,0.045533340388188764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519768175681016,0.0,0.060969573376929265,0.09785259169649996,0.0,0.0,0.053905620249343575,0.0,0.0,0.037842268088911626,0.14292555252830413,0.0,0.0379198518869302,0.04332047391278519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745440279231426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326799899324632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216091654224295,0.03800221187318625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969841477257952,0.0,0.0,0.1147433846685768,0.041592229483574786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580699982525929,0.0,0.046752967473537306,0.07555587913673338,0.055495515917123074,0.054693064797287916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153872775842076,0.0,0.04648457177082236,0.04953866615109807,0.0,0.0,0.052409215835859314,0.0,0.16840460488340464,0.03777152283509656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411266485306819,0.0,0.05312802878902385,0.0,0.04587117064794852,0.0,0.06928629626210821,0.0,0.0,0.033803703120415,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tanaenae,2018/03/07,"Less Eye Contact to Focus on Listening Does anyone else do this? I find in order to keep my attention focused on whoever is talking to me, I must hone in on my auditory sense and almost always neglect eye contact in order to listen effectively and catch every word they're saying. Don't get me wrong, I'll look up and make contact with their eyes multiple times throughout their talking, but for the most part I have to look away and focus only on audio to listen effectively. Sorry if this was worded bad. I'm half asleep lol

Edit: Thanks so much for all your feedback. I didn't expect this kind of response. Will be spending time getting back to/looking at your comments tonight! It's so nice to know I'm not alone in this lol. Hope you're having a good day",2.9555428571428566,5.192314573333333,4.243238095238098,83.72400000000002,76.6,6.152380952380952,25.380952380952376,7.1686216300943375,1.3018952380952382,606,22,111,7,14,199,105,150,0.049,0.736,0.215,0.981,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,2,3,8,0,0,2,2,10,4,4,3,2,24,24,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,2,10,12,5,22,19,5,19,0,1,5,0,14,11,0,4,5,67,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752417114523,0.1836126066937261,0.0,0.0,0.14751436841142718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396099274650108,0.181648258822639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656401662672138,0.13632034061903428,0.14802461290835595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433341947942707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514229529864626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480979114195909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493692931545366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203423075521842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524699314984364,0.0,0.0,0.1486972855294656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608286867517636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757803510419174,0.0,0.18461385272897107,0.09743056976525588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466213617504102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183383491526116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032403120516808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348323596559886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919811376574876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098323632498652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845476006971952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849880928463496,0.0,0.1632191538930287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675128185071304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383206382391788,0.0,0.0
adhd,nasehorn,2018/03/07,"How do i learn to accept when things aren't going my way? I'm 23 years old and was diagnosed with ADD around 2 years ago. It has definitely given me a greater understanding of myself, and how the world works. 
I see a therapist, take medication, and will generally say that i am doing well. But i still have some things i am working on. One of them, is to accept that i ""can't have it my way"". 
To elaboraete this, i'm in a relationship with, what i believe, is the most fantastic person in the world. She is understanding, patient, honest and we are able to talk about just anything. But she is, herself, going through a tough period. She suffers from some anxieties and also show symptoms of ADHD (not my words, a doctor). One of her biggest problems, is to get out of bed in the morning. Now, i myself know how difficult it is to rise and shine when life is a bit grim, but nonetheless, it still affects me. It irritates me, make me anxious and annoyed. Not on a daily basis, but when we have something planned and she then wakes up at 1pm the day before, because she couldn't drag herself out. And that's unfair. I won't see my therapist until the beginning of April, and we live 6hours apart from each other. So i thought i would ask in here. What advice do any of you have, that might help me not get so emotionally affected by these things when they happen? ",4.2517360565593085,5.35771741791045,5.321500392772979,82.03308326787119,70.71641791044777,8.477926158680281,28.284367635506676,8.841846274778883,2.107541791044776,1060,38,212,19,19,350,154,268,0.101,0.8290000000000001,0.071,-0.8373,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,3,1,2,3,18,10,1,0,13,0,26,6,1,6,0,50,44,26,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,17,20,0,0,7,1,0,3,7,6,1,2,3,4,36,4,32,36,6,37,0,2,3,0,20,15,0,4,17,165,53,4,0.12813365934162949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539917583849171,0.12521072894539606,0.1135827578637462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246844108208504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713528224271055,0.0,0.09802189867909816,0.1447545632599466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544308394282904,0.11406612272737687,0.11978767471185214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810908944102925,0.0,0.10903230660978223,0.1443627558563647,0.0,0.0,0.13988876967424582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263561004219283,0.0,0.0,0.13005296703941396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115022982419414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441331204402817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338890969684829,0.0,0.14564262289037266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330817178789453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858852909150753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041890818947358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050459295548928,0.0,0.0,0.11314436871612148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553021258470866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908118144203712,0.0,0.13592956376718762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445472107752224,0.0,0.17365336739011256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188136899147276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260660716125735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756759744954386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189702881696996,0.0,0.0,0.20421187394895865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864355100539204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465541173444127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133179933557864,0.09634056539424647,0.10298898176205057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975461087931256,0.2553789291254836,0.0,0.0,0.10172381284861627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667833165016761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341306930894204,0.0,0.0,0.11520754798198785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656566013044731,0.0,0.0,0.0910224752620078,0.0,0.0,0.1650277511779371
adhd,TotalRuler1,2018/03/07,"Favorite goal-setting game app?? Hi everyone!

Do you have an app that allows you to set goals and compete against yourself in the form of an app? 

If you do let me know! 

If you want one, what features would it have? 

Have a great day and don’t forget your wallet at home!! ",0.9656969696969676,3.2080201454545474,1.9304545454545448,97.54901515151516,83.9090909090909,4.393939393939394,21.89393939393939,5.46131890053228,-0.07469696969697015,208,7,46,1,6,65,43,55,0.031,0.794,0.174,0.8634,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879550956411884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834448394209812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424179275113211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025213903142097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053564097292555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103409133617304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719209773988665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366881820559995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850612206431486,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheFallDown,2018/03/07,"New to Reddit and Suspecting ADHD Hello everyone. I must remark that I have yet to obtain a diagnosis (I will be seeking one soon) but after several years of living with what sounds like what all of you have described, I am fairly certain I have ADHD. I am a 29 year-old husband, father, and college drop out. I can't really ever sit still (my foot is going crazy while I type this), have issues remembering mundane things like putting milk back in the fridge, and cannot stay organized. My mother's side of the family has an extensive history of bipolar, depression, and anxiety. I am also certain I have the latter.  I have struggled with academic performance for most of my life. My elementary teachers flat out gave up on me. I just wasn't cutting it. It was hard for me as a 3rd grader to realize that even my teachers didn't think I could survive school. I would eventually reach junior college where I felt I grew the most intellectually. After changing my major several times, I discovered my passion for science. I fought through constant distraction and somehow transferred to one of the tougher public universities. 

Just before moving for school, my mother's severe bipolar symptoms would manifest in vendettas against myself, father, and my girlfriend (who would become my wife). This compounded the attention problems and financial issues, eventually leading to me dropping out. I went back to my hometown for two and a half years to work, paid off my debt to the university, and returned to finish my degree. 
 
The second time around, getting good grades was a Herculean effort. I struggled mightily to get and retain B's and C's in my core science classes, only managing a single A in a humanities class. Spring quarter of 2016 was extremely challenging but I was improving academically. I was sleeping perhaps 3 hours on average per night but made it out with nearly all B's for the first time in my time at my university. I brimmed with confidence and decided it was a good idea to take a 6 week summer course of calculus and physics, all with a small child. Needless to say, I crashed. I was sleeping an hour and a half to two hours, pulling all nighters regularly. I couldn't stay awake during the day, let alone during either class. I finished that summer session with two D's. Did I learn my lesson? No. I returned that fall with another very tough class schedule. I did this until I crashed and burned. I was hallucinating as a result of sleep deprivation and couldn't keep focused even if I was somehow conscious enough to stay awake during lecture. I would study and study just to forget everything during an exam. This was unsustainable and just short of obtaining my degree, I flunked out of school. 

A year later I'm working a low paying job that I hate. I have noticed my symptoms have gotten worse. I am even more forgetful than I have ever been. My attention is almost nonexistent at times. I could receive clear instructions on a simple task and I will have trouble remembering or deciphering what was asked of me in the first place. My chest always feels tight, I'm always on edge. I have a difficult time connecting with people now, which sucks. My wife has been incredibly supportive to me over the years but I worry that one day my constant forgetfulness or issues with bordem/understanding might wear thin. I have noticed that a few drinks helps slow down my brain when it feels like it's moving really fast and speed things up when I feel foggy (which concerns me). 

I will be seeking a doctor's diagnosis soon, although I admit I have put it off far too long as I'm really nervous to confront it. I would just love to have an answer one way or the other. I want to be a good role model to my kids (I absolutely love being a dad) and provider for my family. I sincerely hope this didn't sound like rambling. Lol. I really do look forward to hearing from you all!
 
TL;DR: Yet to be diagnosed but exhibit many symptoms. These symptoms seem to be worsening as time goes by. ",5.541055718475072,7.238421795698925,6.227840664711633,74.50562463343111,68.2741935483871,9.12058651026393,32.21006842619746,9.527746774549641,3.2310879569892474,3192,139,540,69,55,1043,362,744,0.125,0.76,0.115,-0.7235,2,1,1,0,0,0,87.0,0,2,0,12,26,33,5,4,38,1,64,21,7,3,11,108,95,40,0,14,15,8,7,4,1,10,9,4,0,3,30,36,2,3,19,1,3,12,8,17,0,13,25,12,88,16,88,49,13,104,0,4,1,3,28,34,1,12,57,391,118,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476421694761278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061508407509700075,0.0636179229204611,0.0,0.04912166437628525,0.10222127868281433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440961781406285,0.04699006599098855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468139983538781,0.0574242165829142,0.0,0.0,0.0944642862835524,0.0,0.0,0.06783924411664813,0.05226827221044096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857077369970256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497965622902924,0.0,0.0,0.1327575150225685,0.0,0.09808595637612848,0.0,0.0,0.0792282708540565,0.0,0.0529053853480103,0.06234522678970561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287123629738793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017325499039278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346859232193518,0.0,0.12171218219664695,0.11112511634590083,0.0,0.05869435610842558,0.05520495748806236,0.0,0.11581231556509958,0.0,0.09317519321224756,0.04388213417477706,0.058977769682332634,0.0,0.0,0.10449638989973056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418420359943959,0.0,0.03490932410483193,0.15456148604885375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502486267714364,0.06064461146966268,0.0,0.0,0.06923059999777961,0.0,0.04117197832462724,0.0,0.0,0.06100902638823987,0.18147417704064325,0.0,0.0,0.06934150934561166,0.0,0.19233567048679984,0.060954976014422985,0.05459748909255438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281137002933454,0.04338639480335687,0.12003688795887728,0.0,0.05423952631120575,0.05435931829918915,0.05158164949945096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087717885914772,0.058121955163037975,0.0,0.0622754535787978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516236940540354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130570411284961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932478552524208,0.0,0.05764333531362261,0.0,0.0,0.1398658640356947,0.06445535437868401,0.0,0.16649306539006622,0.04671658890005655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258445975929168,0.0,0.0641762003828006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058775565859011565,0.0,0.12349846818129245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740207702139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916542498858786,0.0,0.0,0.048847738851401055,0.0,0.1864965710482148,0.0,0.05591914289172099,0.0,0.2081787816317434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440850942785136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964130875343388,0.049054198257766315,0.0,0.0,0.12842979182963715,0.0,0.0,0.0697045239461052,0.0,0.2553769698767919,0.04618406281136565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161627074510958,0.039358751164654086,0.0,0.0,0.2507224624858572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800103168086017,0.0639457397614239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068217563869352,0.036230140599176223,0.048756419121959486,0.04927154431768846,0.0,0.0,0.056941722618720186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943647082252905,0.062380213997498365,0.06259746804610425,0.2181732947872858,0.0,0.0,0.1977788897862188
adhd,FN-_2187,2018/03/07,"Can you guys help me figure out if I have this condition or not? Well, first of all I want you to know that I know that the best option would be to go to a specialist and get tested but I want to make sure I don't get laughed at by the doctor for me being just a lazy normal guy.

I read a lot of posts made by you guys and read a lot on the internet and have many symptoms like:

I always forget what someone says to me or wants from me if it does not interest me. If by any chance it interests me then I don't forget it.
I don't lose stuff if I know where I have put them, it's just that if I don't think about it (because my mind wanders) while doing it I will forget. That does not mean that I lose shit every time. I know where I put things almost all the time.

I don't do bad in class though I hate staying at my desk to do assignments because I always get distracted by the tiniest thing. I work at my best when the deadline is like a couple of hours away and even then I panic because I know I'm not going to finish it.

I didn't run around when I was a kid, I couldn't concentrate in class and I always shook my legs or was doing stuff with my hands think fidgeting.

Even though I have a desk job I always move around on my chair, when I bought a Fidget spinner, although I found them stupid I always play with it.

I constantly fight with my girlfriend because I forget what she told me or what I was supposed to do.

Nobody in my family was diagnosed with this condition, I was though born prematurely, at 7 months instead of 9.

I cannot learn anything if I don't care about the subject. I get bored very ea easily, from friends to video games. I cannot seem to finish even a video game or read a book because I get distracted.

Even though I was blessed to have super model like girlfriends who were intelligent I got bored of them after about 6-9 months into the relationship. I think it is because it flattened and wasn't rushing my heart anymore.

I don't drive recklessly at all but I hate it sometimes when there's traffic. I have a lot of patience because if I have to wait in line for anything my mind just wanders off and I think about stupid stuff.

I buy compulsively.  I don't care about repercussions for the moment and if I like it and have money for it I will buy it even though maybe I won't eat for some time.

Thanks for reading these words.",3.4733698499642784,4.182509421052632,4.456227673255537,88.9921005001191,72.19838056680162,7.512169564181949,25.05572755417957,7.618777277803332,1.021564610621577,1850,52,411,21,34,602,204,494,0.142,0.7170000000000001,0.142,0.035,1,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,3,3,7,29,33,6,4,20,0,42,8,4,2,4,79,76,37,0,14,22,0,1,4,3,4,3,1,0,4,31,17,1,1,14,10,4,9,18,15,1,1,14,2,77,18,57,55,9,51,1,2,0,0,22,20,1,20,24,291,108,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681734664430608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776106100250069,0.0,0.0,0.045376576750381134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617514977044063,0.0,0.0,0.10982109814027552,0.11880216691419995,0.0,0.0,0.06269211435050626,0.0,0.055714170125573934,0.2847326709099893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005151912234615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606503309683735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210806831164279,0.0,0.0,0.07383204013158337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772639381646625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829780447455339,0.11678631092644287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827827195402021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036242409586526,0.0,0.05622028692958535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290417804730737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675786278410596,0.0,0.07316259621933972,0.05155303353975258,0.0,0.1743102428849318,0.0,0.0758448642801599,0.0,0.05336759353484295,0.0,0.0,0.1982103504585291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317579885656666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907169183095766,0.04472563116374997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571255044769057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621614714067765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335678211480194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130397561529896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930065481193444,0.0,0.17018645981165348,0.0,0.0631386014206444,0.04454072054321169,0.06765059831129118,0.06703613471352919,0.07268515029479745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347502844642345,0.0,0.10652154192559146,0.07092012934118795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537818962093794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828963414851194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390592037519144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341579190976271,0.0,0.0,0.2669798089091033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163971336716449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306390511101882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607456591045601,0.0,0.0,0.0684941988076157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056537481581157324,0.0,0.06599460533932995,0.0,0.0,0.07112199175476233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291589914533671,0.0,0.0,0.0628893088400223,0.06935479315790744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061433159858208276,0.0,0.0,0.08866076809632094,0.17102359996174132,0.32779417764355323,0.0,0.11672696720216387,0.0,0.0,0.06376040767341498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505667656578714,0.1180717544835803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999549216660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857797426026572,0.0,0.0,0.047400871706956456,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kellybarracuda,2018/03/07,"Thinking of starting medication again I'm a 3rd year university student studying chemistry, have decent grades but have been getting really frusted lately with my inability to get anything done during my 5+ hour daily study sessions. 

I really like chemistry, which motivates me to study, but I have an impossible time reading texts, watching videos or using any other study resource without spending 3/4 of that time trying to kick myself out of my head. 

I was on 40mg dosage of Strattera for about a year and 1/2 until I just stopped caring to take it, mostly because I became depressed for reasons outside of the medication specifically, but I'm at a different point in my life now and think medication will help me out. I have a consolation appointment set up for next week but I'm pretty nervous and don't know what to expect.

Anyone else have a similar experience? Any advice for the doctor's appointment? All are appreciated! 
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adhd,thrwwyfrlmtrd,2018/03/07,"Questions about how to explain my problem clearly for diagnosis. So the ADHD that I think I have (if not ADHD, then it's gotta be something else brain-related, as I've been suspected to be autistic before for example) is kind of ruining my life, from throwaway hobbies, to underperforming at school, to ruining my relationships with people around me. I told my parents and they've agreed to book an appointment for me with a GP, but I'm not sure what to say. My thoughts are always so convoluted and unclear that I'm worried that I'll just come across as either a faker, a stupid person, or someone who shouldn't be taken seriously as they can't even explain their problems well.




*1) How do I exactly tell the GP about my symptoms? Do I just list them? Do I go super into detail about how my problems have affected my life? Do I even mention the word ""ADHD""?




*2) How do I not come across as a drug-seeker? I know even my mom thinks I am one, as she asked me whether I was just saying this now because some of my friends are on meds and I want an easier time with life. Which, by the way is not true as my friends being on meds has only served to show me how much I truly probably need help, and I personally want an ANSWER to why I am the way I am. 




*3) This may sound stupid, but do I mention my coping/self-medication habits? I feel like I shouldn't because some of them are really unhealthy, like drinking lots of caffeine to make 9 of the wandering thoughts in my head shut up so that the 1 useful one can actually be used.





TL;DR: Going to a doctor soon-ish. Want to know how to properly explain my symptoms and not come across as someone who just wants Ritalin.",6.222418496340655,5.543132565868262,7.085588822355291,77.3118895542249,66.1556886227545,10.05695276114438,33.825016633399876,9.444778638647367,2.9173990685296083,1303,51,262,22,18,437,180,334,0.116,0.746,0.138,0.8254,1,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,4,1,22,17,2,0,15,0,29,9,1,10,4,71,58,27,0,11,15,2,1,2,2,4,7,3,0,2,11,13,1,0,13,3,0,5,8,8,1,2,6,4,42,9,45,43,5,21,0,2,0,0,26,11,0,8,5,183,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0908170966450511,0.0,0.3355347404308967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743675204957443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284674297443423,0.08700233216550017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346197279544992,0.0,0.07919065946687379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389026764784658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049933836052906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525500754726016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116734767455513,0.1079247622156152,0.0,0.0777430793295544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440379920152436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705598434377009,0.0664849821345399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380212180152666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578089844922203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551057321379232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062378876844369276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691189605895063,0.10229114565868193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720169068540508,0.09093279647299958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911973470948362,0.0,0.0,0.062120981840416326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101195682958901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899550078036307,0.0,0.0,0.06841279123663886,0.06900582031998427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261252293917126,0.07077941027289802,0.0,0.0,0.10333662380403233,0.0,0.0,0.06451890044885049,0.16251989282773674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033879561643944,0.2671492068175175,0.0,0.0,0.1042530444609463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961921904838675,0.0,0.0,0.09991597079837802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480165496013991,0.0,0.09418579586329268,0.0,0.0,0.09708610974723918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770574987436856,0.07164525909030292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771177396237193,0.1934583811740704,0.0,0.0,0.0813420892733465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926338211343948,0.0,0.14776493451242892,0.05426640103271839,0.0,0.0,0.08892669626606241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607549327344263,0.0,0.0,0.21956637212532176,0.14773983605067378,0.0,0.0,0.08367576532070344,0.0,0.0839758377936804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451106905270576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,halfanhalf,2018/03/07,"Digestive enzymes messing with Adderall? I have fat malabsorption issues so my doctor recommended that I take digestive enzymes (Betaine HCL and Oxbile) whenever I eat a protein or fat-heavy meal. I've noticed ever since I started doing this my meds feel different..they feel smoother but I'm also spacier and having a harder time sleeping at night.

I take my meds (Adderall SR) 3x/day, first thing in the morning on an empty stomach and later in the day at least 2 hours after taking my enzymes but it looks like the enzymes are still messing with their absorption.

Has anyone else run into this? If you take digestive enzymes, how do you take them without interfering with your meds?",4.268343672456576,7.224706169354843,4.973548387096773,76.39378411910673,76.01612903225806,6.718610421836227,32.11910669975186,7.882392219407189,2.864185607940447,551,28,83,9,13,177,87,124,0.019,0.935,0.046,0.4805,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,6,9,3,1,1,16,16,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,14,1,11,16,1,17,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,11,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035267119478342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523124178739612,0.15420231333186202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411667239909186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404040815363926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399635406642007,0.12572121906665862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613346329849724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521919575889865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280129634686783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820956793055182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708012613881342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352540010194747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637986478505914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015058641723174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123156187110675,0.0,0.0,0.17134222302317714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449295770986515,0.0,0.15060603084535729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065227943092314,0.0,0.12018737289550965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657763632963304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999837477195986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775621124130024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507406858884772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Laneosity,2018/03/07,*warning: depression oriented) I want to write a movie about my life Would anyone have any insight or expertise they might be willing to share with me? I’ve loved my life alone after my parents divorce at 18. Heavily addicted to video games for the distraction. Too scared to ever be comfortable around other people long enough to make friends. I’ve always been able to get a girlfriend (13 of them now that I’m 30) but they always leave me and block me. My fear of being social made me angry for so many years. Not knowing what I could do that other people would appreciate or value or even like made me paralyzed to create anything. Funneling my depression into video games may seem like a pansy excuse for being a lazy goodfornothing but that same depression was affirming that I was good for nothing. I’m struggling in university after I dreamed for so many years that it would fix me. But I’m slowing learning it can’t. I diagnosed with ADHD last fall after reaching a pinnacle of depression that I sought out a psychiatrist. My lack of motivation and survival instincts have taught me to hate the world. Not even my girlfriend made me happy. I’m writing this while drinking. Please ask  for any info. I want to memorialize my pain if not for nothing. I was picked on heavily as a kid and my angry dad told me to beat up anyone who made fun of me making me more recluse. I’m sad being alone but I can’t bring myself anywhere without having anxiety about the social contact. Even while playing team video games exclusively (no zelda or subnautica for this guy as they’re too lonely) I don’t even listen to teammates or reply out of fear of judgement. I fear my depression is my own cause; I feel alone in my struggle to find happiness and meaning,4.607967425256582,6.6229747409638575,5.341700133868812,78.66630745203037,71.16867469879519,8.171530566711288,29.46497099509148,8.841846274778883,2.578109415439536,1402,57,244,27,27,454,180,332,0.209,0.637,0.153,-0.9827,1,5,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,3,4,13,27,1,7,10,0,24,7,0,9,1,55,49,20,0,8,14,2,1,2,3,6,5,1,0,2,14,10,1,1,9,10,0,2,8,16,0,0,10,2,39,11,46,27,5,24,0,7,0,1,27,10,0,9,14,168,53,4,0.0868517564739597,0.0,0.0,0.09468123435736336,0.10437893342751367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698566797632374,0.0,0.0,0.14453523787096598,0.0,0.0,0.11812434535185265,0.0,0.06644135597886781,0.0,0.0,0.12145753506103008,0.0,0.07147159532882046,0.07731647690349146,0.08119466817783759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922067831615331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934406035271191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740264529294802,0.08815270460595777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508165653545963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974108137554071,0.0,0.2294590641305067,0.07856238608759374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29319711677643123,0.043914857676527766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938093196496472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710145160668418,0.0,0.04537645808359059,0.0,0.0,0.07284713267668162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599689372292127,0.0,0.18491061953675875,0.0,0.08574812854335431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773145398843105,0.07079577347579641,0.0,0.09196346970227524,0.0,0.0,0.12269192821828982,0.08486276232300577,0.0,0.0,0.07686107141406526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838710113671679,0.3287249278531145,0.11594844372261966,0.17610809828476756,0.0,0.094607024265023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213598854960496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666732054831796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241639239242798,0.0,0.09643859735191736,0.0,0.0,0.1204241445661076,0.0,0.0,0.09533714751543272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695375964185333,0.0,0.0,0.07906657717004514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706885645120587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159262680927546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299057526112441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024548324395174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372199392873979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850909877014144,0.0,0.0,0.1118593672450808
adhd,bulldoggamer,2018/03/07,"Just had an anxiety attack after being depressed all day, could use some support Just upset in general about the way i am and the things i can't change or control. I could use some support, i have a midterm tomorrow and waking up to some uplifting words will definitely help me power through after such a rough day.",13.430500000000002,8.006325050000003,12.236666666666668,60.76500000000003,56.83333333333334,15.333333333333336,48.33333333333333,12.161744961471696,5.7333333333333325,253,11,44,5,2,82,46,60,0.161,0.677,0.162,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,5,0,8,1,1,3,1,16,12,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,2,7,7,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761184268593127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619096113885213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435432807247014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25821241586272264,0.3676254537984211,0.0,0.0,0.2969469850984225,0.0,0.19828900094892776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431227644178344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225041013868591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294859569370495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976740344553717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273870559576486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-sh,2018/03/07,"How do you manage the cycle of productivity/positivity and failure/depression There was a recent post on [this](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/82glm6/i_feel_like_my_life_is_a_constant_cycle_of_12/), and I was wondering if there was solid advice on managing it. In the post someone had mentioned that this bipolar along with adhd. Either way this is something that also plagues me, and I was hoping to get feedback on how i can manage it. ",15.326521739130435,14.442428318840586,12.191594202898552,48.6204347826087,48.42028985507246,13.257971014492753,44.73913043478261,11.855464076750405,5.667991304347826,370,15,44,7,3,110,51,69,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,11,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,1,8,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,40,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806843216942431,0.23607726793001055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931980575742456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807962869814936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621990337473354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399516698459882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627495757753524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853927779055045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046969628438668,0.1859864583203824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191761529016634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199218058905216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,probably_green,2018/03/07,"[help][vent] How do y'all work with/deal with having a bunch of school-related deadlines coming all at once? Hey, r/ADHD. Lurker and first time poster, I just wanna start by thanking y'all for posting about your experiences and giving me the courage and impetus to get properly screened for ADHD. I really appreciate y'all for that.

So, after having the stunning realization that A) I have a 2000 word paper on the involvement of US retailers on retail in Canada ^of ^which ^i'm ^totally ^not ^procrastinating ^on ^right ^now and that B) I have a full-fledged project on a ""social entrepeneurship"" project for environmentalism due next Thursday (of which I've done net negative work on, I took a minute or so to sit down and figure out what I have due coming up within the month and hoo boy.

* A term paper due tomorrow
* A two-page analysis due on Friday
* A term paper AND an undergrad program application due on the 15th
* Two project proposals on or before the 22nd
* A term paper on the 30th
* Another term paper due April 6
* 5 finals from April 10-20
* A self-imposed move-out/move-in date of April 26 (for an apartment that I haven't even signed a lease for yet) (in that I haven't started really looking for apartments yet)

I'm just super overwhelmed and while I can put it down on paper, I don't know how to actually tackle everything and get them done while still focusing on other school work, work work, and a semblance of a social life or healthy living. Redditors in similar situations, what did you do to tackle this?

TL;DR I've got 8+ projects/proposals, a program application, and 5 exams all happening within the span of a month, each within a day or so of each other. HOW DO?
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adhd,lyradunord,2018/03/07,"I was taken off stimulants because even at nothing doses they were causing major arterial vasospasms. I really miss not forgetting my wallet (or something) every time I leave the apartment. I understand that not have what are basically heart attacks and stroke like symptoms is ideal and you don’t want those, so if something is clearly triggering them you get away from that thing (stimulants can cause coronary artery vasospasms and other major vasospasms)....

But it was really nice for a month there to not forget something important every single day, and be at least a little more focused, and be almost emotionally stable. It was really damn nice. 
Today I forgot half of my homework I worked hard on, am feeling the effects of falling behind on one week of classes, and managed to forget my wallet AND water/snacks for the day. I don’t miss this at all.",8.311176470588236,8.975742862745099,8.084444444444442,67.38000000000002,61.54901960784314,9.937254901960783,36.607843137254896,9.725611199111238,3.8909294117647057,690,30,100,12,9,221,104,153,0.095,0.7490000000000001,0.156,0.8745,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,3,3,8,2,0,5,0,14,4,1,6,2,30,22,11,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,6,3,14,4,16,14,6,16,0,2,0,0,4,9,1,3,7,80,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680950977586369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097356642155533,0.1577170842557248,0.0,0.0,0.10233049725519586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448924196250545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652135819579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888283936113788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087493018216472,0.0,0.28287129322135657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487887453555377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770386371088038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503763476466428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989238489074049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777474918445597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201160310038895,0.16824738033406733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399027275583156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107343670393906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137513928419652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226207431904896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387697911893634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744786544423784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115237376892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978849153617156,0.0,0.15911880428852945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475603436407874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901262725534322,0.0,0.13465321887084633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220957194940882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blackvelvetblazer,2018/03/07,"I got my first adderall prescription today but the pharmacy wouldn't give it to me? They said my insurance needed a "" prior authorization "" from my doctor and it would take 3 days. Is this typical of what happens every time you try and get adderall? Should I be worried it will get denied and I won't get it at all? 

Thanks ",2.80952380952381,5.087425746031748,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.25396825396825,7.374603174603175,24.785714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.7777428571428575,254,9,48,5,6,84,49,63,0.112,0.828,0.06,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,17,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,9,1,4,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,34,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361528162895304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755432443108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268172509474258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289860672974882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219463001246186,0.2582464532254269,0.0,0.0,0.21530823687210185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805754136470686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996124728441608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560760852318625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240903872645774,0.0,0.0,0.2478482625587575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697589641372311,0.0,0.25517534389411045,0.0,0.0,0.18277286859197492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733912605817152,0.0,0.19123586876298385,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ill-fall-in-line,2018/03/07,Repeating things Am I the only one who finds myself telling someone something and later in the day bringing it up again only to be told 'you already said that'? I do it *all the time* and honestly I'm getting super tired of doing it.,1.1409420289855063,3.731566717391303,3.0478260869565226,86.86637681159422,88.34782608695654,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,1.1579536231884058,183,8,33,2,6,61,38,46,0.058,0.8029999999999999,0.139,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32527415887967903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900953295856857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694046118783208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399954089501025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973649429605905,0.4483553796312871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803835432251782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974855357771344,0.2269200690876246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763257404617024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582494631778016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187648740247072,0.3387823937585225,0.0,0.2816550922789576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,f30bim,2018/03/07,"ADHD made me a nasty, rude person for the first 20 years of life... I never would've thought I had ADHD. I simply thought I was spoiled, bratty, arrogant, unmotivated, or basically any other thing you can think of. The symptoms were all there but I just never knew until I hit my breaking point- junior year of college, barely skimming over notes an hour before a test in a class I had a 30% average in.

I feel like I will never get back the first 20 years of my life. Being impulsive, wreckless, saying nasty things to someone's face and flipping out on my friends was so common that I thought it was normal. I've yelled at countless strangers, even little kids, and drove like an absolute jerk in traffic, flashing my high beams at slow drivers, tailgating, and changing 3 lanes at a time. My GPA has irreversible damage and I already have a terrible credit score... and I'm in college with NO job. 
Late to everything, forgetful, and never had a relationship that lasted longer than two months. Everyone around me basically has to accommodate for me being late and forgetful. I know I'm pretty by society's standards but I either scare guys away or just completely push them away so easily. 

It just feels unfortunate but that's life...

I just wish I knew I had ADHD earlier.. I feel like I would've had a better high school GPA, gotten into a better college, and made something more of myself. It just sucks how easily ADHD symptoms can be mistaken for a mere lack of motivation or just a minor personality glitch. 
My friends and family just thought I was a wreckless, crazy girl that doesn't care much for anything.",6.073118811881187,7.124025643564359,6.5970478547854805,74.7488391089109,66.49174917491749,9.492343234323434,31.98168316831684,9.642632912329526,3.0841196039603966,1282,51,224,26,20,418,173,303,0.17800000000000002,0.679,0.14300000000000002,-0.8313,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,5,15,15,3,1,17,0,20,6,1,4,5,53,42,19,0,3,14,0,3,3,2,1,5,2,0,5,10,13,0,0,12,0,1,2,6,6,0,3,20,5,31,9,31,17,5,40,0,1,0,0,11,18,1,3,22,150,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355465605378761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099982150168558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161283058318993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455816633545233,0.08065546485873873,0.0,0.0,0.17024812786686333,0.06966775672975839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709608395518705,0.0,0.0,0.16026115865474685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237532260982156,0.0,0.09584546839127607,0.0,0.09499503399235236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984211976768634,0.0,0.0,0.08657460472410455,0.08142771622728337,0.0,0.08541200642622322,0.0,0.13743409174710144,0.1294529379831151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541329396978669,0.0,0.0,0.13999858733317094,0.0,0.047336084971168674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971075399992193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145310496152146,0.0,0.0,0.08922524632466627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990903562631312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049792783686016036,0.07385315845226349,0.2044072113319595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198574937422488,0.13279146603321754,0.09080754204768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146061828284762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231807890914231,0.0,0.06660328796724957,0.0,0.2795130413448726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887712474017045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822127743583786,0.0,0.0,0.08564868074927666,0.0,0.0,0.09217535012954983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972732153639668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205077222270205,0.0907089431129008,0.0916946022946054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767672337519557,0.06975025775770544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834144957549886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038459653191512,0.05805444595421971,0.0,0.2877131690403048,0.05283106667036154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885055114735776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041884436923372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872288247048952,0.0,0.0,0.17503518574477908
adhd,alpacabowl00,2018/03/07,"Out of medication until next month . So I've been taking concerta since I was about 10. I've tried going without medication for a year and ended up loosing two different jobs . Dropping out of school . Ruining my credit with impulsive buys . Honestly , just destroying my life . I took my last pill today . 56mg is what I take daily.  I couldn't get work off to go and the only date my doctor had available was April 17th. So I'm really stressing out about this . I'm literally weeks away from a promotion at work and finally on track with school . I just don't want to fuck up again . 

My first thought was to wake up early and work out before I head to work . I know drinking coffee will stimulate me momentarily but, does anyone have any other advice that will get me through the almost month and a half I have to wait before my next appointment. 

Any and, all help is deeply appreciated",2.8810000000000002,5.347857099999999,4.4135294117647055,81.23088235294121,78.0,7.764705882352942,23.52941176470589,8.671277953709913,1.8531176470588235,697,23,131,16,17,232,113,170,0.042,0.863,0.095,0.865,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,7,6,2,1,5,0,13,9,2,1,1,24,27,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,12,1,1,2,1,2,3,3,4,0,3,7,0,16,2,27,17,1,31,0,1,0,1,1,11,1,1,16,81,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290830788645093,0.0,0.0,0.13227546906410612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966017136633966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236487828906148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410892154216452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480862385247508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801262871337194,0.0,0.13520626868067964,0.11559845484659174,0.0,0.0,0.12940418800003947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699820719674235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470515566880604,0.0,0.11236113524246874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212099853514155,0.1380298398439768,0.0,0.1501468630918247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556902210503435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854143629597985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310852998889233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259672997621891,0.1076762013519566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330359793024187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661464630762246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108761815797151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809720522148421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004652690586319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462434003996179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267377229802388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927151187618332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131598647002925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864011503455425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486979084725896,0.0,0.0,0.12521194701588784,0.0,0.14676396723620952,0.08968478846285742,0.0,0.1290389940512391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791388260635393,0.0,0.10595976875368324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733622126383387,0.0,0.3846710265624289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506575434691432
adhd,Relatableteen,2018/03/07,What's it like having ADD/ADHD along with depression? I was told I have depression but that I might also have ADD. That was a year ago and I feel like my depression was fueled by ADD but I'm not sure.,0.06697674418604649,2.2271077906976764,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,87.3720930232558,6.2306976744186064,15.576744186046513,7.554174236665415,0.08012930232558091,157,3,36,3,5,53,29,43,0.264,0.628,0.108,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,5,3,3,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144372796128315,0.0,0.2319257456904097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092313134023823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6760436603467828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229171758093694,0.1869137922110144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556456101729286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775559075251116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659012857499216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000572301051444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848589069068096
adhd,virtualrift,2018/03/07,"The Student's Guide to Productivity Came across this infographic on productivity/procrastination. Designed for students, it can also be applied to everyone else.

http://uk.urbanest.com/wp-content/uploads/How-To-Become-A-Productive-Student.jpg",23.431066666666666,31.450635039999995,16.923999999999996,-11.431333333333328,38.6,12.933333333333335,48.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,8.519133333333336,216,10,14,6,3,62,23,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239260618585957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063007360574852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428360481067617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065395799248066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Osborconn,2018/03/07,"ADHD - Inattentive Type - Alternative Medicines Hi everyone, I am just wondering if any of you have ever tried Strattera or Attend in place of stimulants. I hate taking my meds because of how they effect my mood. I also fear neurodegenerative from long term use. Don’t get me wrong, they help, but they also change things about me that I don’t want to be changed. Please let me know if any of you have experience with Attend or Strattera.

I have tried:

B12 supplementation
D3 supplementation
Adderall XR 20mg
Vyvanse 40mg
Intermittent fasting
Exercise
Keto diets
Cutting out sugar (might be considered keto)

I currently still use all of these except for vyvanse. I would really like to be off of stimulants but in my current situation I am somewhat dependent on them to get the things I need done.",6.081496212121216,8.112559965277779,6.887676767676767,68.9977272727273,67.40277777777779,9.95858585858586,32.535353535353536,10.230975488527342,3.7584527777777765,641,28,104,17,11,212,98,144,0.058,0.871,0.07,0.3998,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,4,1,7,6,2,1,1,0,14,3,0,7,2,26,24,9,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,21,1,19,17,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,8,8,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372205523748184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781116095556705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923284904069612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982614491706885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410405739221525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495588781706333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580784069630562,0.0,0.15402633727897533,0.0,0.15767719109174338,0.0,0.18138637170841984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843285193089566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914421759944647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804393199504518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885871800226194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483024785587544,0.0,0.0787505111927556,0.0,0.0,0.14265028615594905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904852434203689,0.0,0.0,0.1709997647711327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952219300959865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841184980689114,0.1769409549484849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326404023805458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118711873231697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872853519072555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119669602228818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417826310277624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188782470905307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27843712325183073,0.0,0.0,0.09507551024641617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748063854446024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450652402113284,0.1762386894944396,0.0,0.0
adhd,metalhead_scientist,2018/03/08,"Overly talkative restaurant hostess here; how do I stop ""offending guests""? TL;DR I'm talkative (thanks, ADD) and I work as a hostess at a restaurant.  Apparently a few customers have been complaining that I'm offending them with things I say. My bosses want to sit me down and talk it out on Saturday, when I will be given a formal warning. I really don't want to lose this job; me being too talkative has cost me jobs before. Any advice? What to say to my bosses? How to alter my behavior in the future?

Lately my boss cut my hours and wasn't going to schedule me any more until we sat down and talked about some issues; I found this out today when I went in to confront another boss about it. (Her being awful with communication is an entirely different issue, but if anyone has advice on how to deal with that or confront her about it that would also be great.)

I try to be friendly to guests as much as possible and I was under the impression that most of them liked me; though I can think of a few instances where me talking too much was an issue. i.e. a lady brought a therapy dog into the restaurant and another customer was complaining about it, so I remarked that she may have some condition like epilepsy that the dog is trained to detect, to which the complainant rudely responded ""yes thank you for the information.""",5.577223901418276,6.636902090909093,6.351667054173452,76.03138804929088,67.61660079051383,9.431202046035805,30.692629621018373,9.627879704456738,2.942499372239014,1051,40,186,22,17,346,144,253,0.094,0.807,0.099,0.7339,4,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,2,2,16,17,6,0,15,2,22,0,0,7,0,35,35,21,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,15,14,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,10,0,0,10,2,29,7,38,17,8,27,0,1,0,0,21,13,0,6,12,148,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530469068216765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035427326438156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609763821570978,0.27153590667956096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053334858297143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017541453364613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348513071963236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527593665047505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196487838681146,0.10003363077768368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358477890476295,0.0,0.0,0.14274888064463442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275087915801383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054211346449856,0.25697194363872594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605572739113196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126511871647025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448516755741153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036102703636276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459658949736997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294629969050778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059306592464461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824859314246242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122061922061735,0.0,0.2384101034917263,0.14806826574018062,0.0,0.08601878426198012,0.08296365159409598,0.12721052278013836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272908334773824,0.0,0.0,0.08790640302786491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273781169024978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002650228266395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426081856719704,0.0,0.0,0.09197676593013138,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,easyboye,2018/03/08,"Concerta and loss of apetite Hello people, well i am diagnosed withd adhd about 2.5 months and using concerta from the beginning. Everything is fine except the loss of apetite. I really dont want to eat anything all day and when i dont, i feel like shit at evenings. I sometimes dont even remember to eat and even if i know that i should eat, my apetite is very bad and makes it hard to eat.

Do you experience the same problem and how to deal with it. And also a little off topic but is it dangerous to eat not enough - i usually eat two meals and they're not big portions- i am concerned about having bad long term effects of this.

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adhd,ofthewest,2018/03/08,"Psychiatrists: I can't treat you for ADHD until your depression is under control 😒 I have heard this from one therapist (Ph.D) and one psychiatrist (MD). They tell me that I can't focus because I'm depressed. Well, I wasn't depressed at 10 years old when I had my name on the board every day for forgetting my homework/talking out of turn, and the main reason I'm depressed now is that I can't accomplish any goals because I can't focus for more than 15 minutes at a time, maybe 30 minutes total a day. It's like these people have never heard of comorbidity. Anyone else have this type difficulty getting a diagnosis and treatment?

Edit: I have been in treatment for depression for a decade. I have called Kaiser to request a different psychiatrist, but I'm just feeling so frustrated today.",6.7034584253127285,7.084362642384112,7.5202207505518786,71.02939661515823,64.96026490066225,10.154819720382637,35.32082413539367,9.994966539143718,3.6190523914643133,633,28,110,13,9,212,99,151,0.158,0.8059999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9446,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,3,5,9,1,0,7,0,14,0,0,2,2,13,22,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,5,3,15,3,17,17,3,16,0,5,0,0,9,6,0,0,11,74,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286745981782845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347441896471456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639422239244116,0.15590650589494467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551136664160084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537297489740662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066104008960686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626198515299936,0.0,0.6552784657393088,0.0,0.0,0.1589754307513104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711064807019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820185965261294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693696618527887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949762804425346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433797831393417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528657643629872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735562736064248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966694297043216,0.0,0.20621590737386072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548899425587664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644642876357895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223009184489934,0.13299506235261535,0.0,0.0,0.17667017269090254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872606363411017,0.0,0.1442304475875285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550702783588006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681064410373148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798643113719338
adhd,toughonstains632,2018/03/08,"Burnout- The bane of the ADHD learner-How do you cope? Medication for me lowers my IQ. I'm not quick witted at all when on my medications.

It calms my restless down enough that I can actually do the school work, but at such a terrible rate that it's almost not productive. My medication takes me to ""hyper focus"". That sounds like I can solve some problems, but the issue is,  I'll spend way too long on a problem, and if I approach it at the wrong angle it will entirely be wasted time. I will chase  down a rabbit hole that I should have given up on.

But without medication, my mental energy is a very finite resource. Even reading up on things that I enjoy or look forward to resolving, my brain pushes me away. You all know what I mean.

The reason why I'm theorizing this is burnout is because even though I'm able to push through the resistance of learning with medication, as time goes on I need to use more and more of it in order to break that ""resistance barrier"". The medication required to do that doesn't give me the same effects either with the higher dosage  (it isn't just medication tolerance), it literally just makes me hyper-focus more...and spend more time..and chase more rabbits.

If I take time off from learning (think almost a year), I can approach it again with my normal medication dosage..and effort! After about 3-4 months of learning, I hit that wall again, and have to start over or just finish things in a half assed manner. Not very practical to follow an academic timeline. 

If you experience the same problem, have you found a solution? It seems like burnout is now the next major hurdle I have to learn and understand. If you can relate, what was your solution? 

It seems like a lot of the function I'm trying overcome might be more related to physical depression symptoms (since burnout and depression are similar sides of the same coin). I'm considering trying depression meds (even though i'm not emotionally depressed) to see if it will break through that problem. ",6.957582205029013,7.238461489361707,7.237688588007739,73.61272727272728,64.42553191489361,10.45338491295938,33.84622823984526,10.230975488527342,3.426908510638299,1584,63,285,34,22,515,192,376,0.117,0.807,0.076,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,6,0,9,18,17,0,1,23,0,27,11,2,4,2,62,52,19,0,12,19,0,0,3,0,5,9,1,0,0,25,8,0,2,14,1,3,6,7,11,0,1,3,3,30,6,45,41,15,44,0,4,2,1,7,20,1,14,19,199,55,13,0.07938071767047425,0.0,0.07746412964019525,0.0,0.095400196628596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897664445213885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458079730484612,0.0,0.0,0.04838974870673754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861513369978356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734819832474977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929262302678385,0.0,0.08202150115698255,0.0,0.15729064609190885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764957384721458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703685966665463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614921763888756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285284549005663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362556644657957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634422693659928,0.0,0.0,0.0702494371728612,0.06665981029858276,0.0,0.0,0.06748664748211017,0.0,0.0,0.052987245446416205,0.0,0.0,0.08646887279795165,0.08817408223008236,0.6397417742235724,0.07999709286778535,0.08421039701757906,0.0,0.0,0.06336093150835047,0.0,0.0,0.05885979632323528,0.0,0.0,0.08442229379715678,0.0,0.07777624919484938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303826504842213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940219922003472,0.0,0.0,0.08161659860510609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033752421677587,0.06325615452720515,0.14453044807189194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656645499547186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618608053747328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250695999356822,0.1193688412719812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054740431518128,0.05086395863034375,0.15598230414664674,0.0,0.18515013934590013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077885932221874,0.0,0.0,0.08263812660633177,0.0,0.06855945306372582,0.0,0.1309948109988504,0.0,0.06300871881855206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162875081680062,0.0,0.0,0.07652017912682123,0.0,0.05779010788388976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679035337883692,0.0,0.05111857958072465
adhd,dizzingly,2018/03/08,"Ever feel like you have to “prove” your ADHD? It’s the hard part of struggling with something that can’t be determined by a blood test, etc. I feel myself backtracking over having ADHD despite being diagnosed in MIDDLE SCHOOL with it! When people close to me ask how I know I have ADHD I find myself backtracking with things like “I definitely have hyper focus but I’m sure everyone focuses well on things they enjoy” and “I mean I forget everything, I never know where my keys are, but that’s pretty common” and “of course adderall helps me so much but I think everyone is more focused on it” and sooner or later my friend is going “yeah you don’t seem to have ADHD” and I’m questioning if I do have it at all. 

I shouldn’t have to prove this to people...it’s one thing for a doctor to not take you seriously but when friends don’t take you seriously as well it’s hard to deal with. I wish there was a blood test or something so people would take it at face value instead of only believing you have ADHD if you’re visibly shaking at all times and forgetting your own name ugh! ",2.8926389228886187,4.885124986046513,4.35525091799266,83.99226438188495,75.88372093023256,7.317013463892289,22.47858017135863,8.20500826718156,1.3052790697674417,852,24,165,15,19,283,121,215,0.062,0.7070000000000001,0.231,0.9904,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,1,0,11,13,0,2,4,1,20,5,3,1,7,42,35,19,0,5,9,0,4,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,11,0,0,2,6,5,2,1,1,4,26,8,24,30,7,19,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,6,9,120,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382613478416092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992986163912621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967025780781962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950512878884536,0.0,0.1078080838922442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087176655884278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846010333536992,0.0,0.09607941523706537,0.0,0.20298991256162144,0.09546104801600487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741307783282912,0.07588149159265285,0.0,0.0,0.0970804720170215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641260799981367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036560512338517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902992519913722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119505889685822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674824088235147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037845842704622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570152106336913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808176337549153,0.0,0.08192114766686191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197543134133297,0.08078286333426878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502272930408836,0.0,0.14727507610875093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806093959516884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898742035852855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074973392109075,0.0,0.09669602563781954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354216999901672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104113726729743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010832559199352,0.0,0.23958603927355585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116976924265617,0.068059605617693,0.0,0.0,0.06193602406923841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100379300224327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214438138318448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545355459789192,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rockwall1220,2018/03/08,"recent experiences with ADHD Hi everyone! this is my first reddit post ever so please bear with me.  I am 23 years old and was diagnosed with ADHD when i was a freshman in college and am taking 70mg of Vyvanse. Ever since my diagnosis and use of meds I felt like i had found the solution to my problem and therefore able to really get my life together which made me really happy and hopeful for the first time in a while. 
Looking back on it,  was I dont think i ever really understood what ADHD was and because I was, at the time, in a better place in my life I didnt feel the need to really look into/ research it. Recently, I had stumbled upon some articles about ADHD and the way it affects a persons behavior, thought process, emotions and basically their life in general and I cannot tell you how life changing it was for me. I felt like I had I finally understood myself and had comfort knowing that the way I am, the things I do, and the way my brain works all has to do with this illness and im not the only one who feels the same way I do. For example, Ive always considered myself lazy because im hardly ever motivated to do anything unless im really interested in it and even at that I can never fully commit to or complete whatever it is because i lose interest after a while. This contributes to my low self cofidence and self esteem because i begin to blame myself for my own failures and really beat myself up about it. My emotions are intensely felt/expresed and tend to always consume my mind to the point where im just drained after feeling so much. I often act impulsively and act on how im feeling rather than taking the time to react in a logical or more reasonable way which i always do after the fact. Theres a ton more but those are the ones that initially stuck out to me because i was able to relate to them. I guess you can say it kinda made me feel like i was ""normal"" and i wasnt ""crazy"".
my mom originally did not believe i had anything wrong with me and often blamed my social extroverted behavior as to why i never paid attention or did well in school. it wasnt until she witness how much i procrastinated while doing my schoolwork and finally agreed to get me tested. my mom and i constantly argue and dont really have the best relationship with eachother. She criticizes my behavior and questions why i get so emotional or worked up over little things, why i have low self esteem, and doesnt understand why im so drained at the end of the day or why im stressed out so much. When i try to explain she dismisses the explination and then tells me that there is something else wrong with me that i should be on medication for. This triggers me because while i know shes trying to be helpful it just seems like the opposite. I dont tell my mom anything because when we do argue she uses whatever i confided in her about against me in an agrument (if i told her about my recent breakup she would say ""no wonder why he didnt want to be with you youre crazy"" or something similar) 

I know this all seems extra and not important but i swear it all comes together so please please bear with me!

Over the past 2 months i have been under alot of stress because of work, school, my (now ex) boyfriend and have been trying to take care of my mental and physical self. Contrary to what i said about my expressive emotions, when im under alot of stress and am presented with something that negatively affects me eotionally i tend to suppress whatever it is because i feel like im ""too busy"" to deal with it at the moment and i do this each time so it eventualy builds up. Once i explode im an emotional wreck for weeks and its almost as if im depressed or something. I know how unhealthy it is and how it looks to others and im trying really hard to change my bad habits into good ones. 

To sum it up i think i am often misunderstood i hate explaining myself to people and when i do its like they still dont get me so I have found peace in this subreddit within all the stories and experiences shared on here. I know that ADHD doesnt define who i am as a person but it does help me understand myself a little better. 

Ifanyone is willing to share tips or helpful information about healthier ways to manage ADHD or emotions or anything else related please let me know!

okay end of post!! sorry it was so long and if it seemed like i was rambling on. it just feels good to let it out :)",5.700265734265734,5.756447963636365,6.819318181818183,76.31330419580419,67.0909090909091,10.041958041958042,32.15034965034965,9.851270322608157,3.0230384615384622,3488,134,670,72,52,1179,339,880,0.103,0.773,0.125,0.9661,0,0,4,0,0,0,60.0,1,4,3,11,46,36,3,3,35,1,71,8,1,17,12,162,129,81,0,11,24,4,11,7,0,3,7,3,0,6,48,55,0,1,36,0,1,3,18,14,1,5,36,17,114,22,106,85,18,101,0,4,3,0,52,42,0,28,55,497,162,11,0.07298752362516718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26315045931608466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654323094233045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109719984712587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201250260069229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028061450208395317,0.030470766768058037,0.2002163263029005,0.0,0.0,0.04111597260157772,0.038297951536124315,0.06455153337826608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073910739450273,0.0,0.0,0.03720782234965686,0.0,0.07721112219516266,0.03143614442303515,0.03826301493761992,0.03943679187300163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023535457315527992,0.03762346599306987,0.031432023574345234,0.03704040005212108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03193593688931296,0.0,0.17108166821196888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097171043435485,0.2463034206786203,0.06464528208714355,0.0,0.0,0.02410378549634668,0.13204278746710138,0.0,0.03487135331772855,0.0,0.07139580331314832,0.0,0.0,0.12916639741107042,0.052142301461416234,0.1051192029784791,0.07995426452940081,0.0,0.062083150309873485,0.0,0.08002705238256085,0.0,0.0,0.07626593729040979,0.0,0.0,0.061218471947186666,0.0,0.0,0.0402019929796472,0.0,0.0,0.038848288048238734,0.06538248495748396,0.036030034463082006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338299786247286,0.0,0.0,0.03624653980060511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730343014227044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120336102587242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463468796275255,0.1031064928679326,0.1248030605536198,0.07315267318286826,0.0,0.03229583081242425,0.09193670620138472,0.04082718472552975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906255961862502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053634244408767,0.036763625687712936,0.036777128482701545,0.0,0.036848296228632615,0.12822315830950287,0.029128972508007694,0.0,0.08048134187490168,0.027059661973253848,0.0562924777578344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03575613821703588,0.0,0.0,0.0382940641108054,0.038864665302860785,0.07418735241055725,0.02775515033035851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348374250053325,0.025300179447708186,0.06372989036947081,0.03812821379288858,0.16023676639688916,0.03449840073914647,0.0,0.06990187201789491,0.0,0.0,0.03491960146445492,0.0,0.0,0.040881365219838234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703070634655009,0.0375216651707829,0.10809956144909083,0.039180642777615314,0.0,0.0,0.03471392447113327,0.05804260829142381,0.0,0.07386727052658479,0.0,0.09966765043301153,0.1522838102569558,0.0,0.0,0.030188016887498125,0.0,0.0,0.037200794400135725,0.0,0.11237872306886193,0.0,0.04085177856090163,0.0,0.0,0.029143965324443164,0.0,0.12541044257029174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231630153510341,0.0,0.09569146905558426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848966753073479,0.04676745803197223,0.0,0.028971970486439895,0.08511922395190376,0.0,0.0,0.03487135331772855,0.0,0.09910747502921813,0.0,0.0,0.0759825861370694,0.0,0.06303778609044333,0.0,0.0,0.02152496623782701,0.17380229689222626,0.02927309445627588,0.0,0.032812274594115974,0.0,0.1975796627658991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03957592796609235,0.07970367971449896,0.0,0.0,0.02592412133448129,0.07980039931070862,0.0,0.02350078611232364
adhd,2wheeloffroad,2018/03/08,"Day after affect from Vyvance Assuming you take Vyvance on Monday, does it still affect you (in a good way) on Tuesday? Or does it wear off after 24 hours.   Thanks.  Probably a dumb question. ",1.9865714285714304,4.835811657142859,3.3228571428571456,83.70714285714288,89.57142857142857,5.085714285714286,24.142857142857146,6.742157984588678,1.382257142857143,148,6,24,2,5,48,27,35,0.084,0.767,0.14800000000000002,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,7,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143230357772973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466585372261326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619744681505415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075902168684686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33675341286603394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498902723339649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943369453113876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348394597127733,0.0,0.0,0.2875590558419069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791952953330745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xkatiepie69,2018/03/08,"Out of options - dual diagnosis of OCD and ADHD. Similar experiences? Sorry, this is a bit of a rant. So basically I have OCD that was extremely crippling for years, but is now well-managed with medication. I also have ADHD, and due to being completely dysfunctional because of my OCD for years, I kind of forgot that my ADHD would still be an issue. 

Well now I am completely unable to meet requirements for my college courses, keep my house clean, or do anything responsible it seems. I am very overwhelmed and just end up avoiding taking any action to tackle anything at all. 

My Psychiatrist is hesitant to put me on a stimulant as he fears that it will cause a major relapse in my obsessive-compulsive symptoms. I also have had issues with not eating and losing scary amounts of weight in the depths of my OCD torture. So he fears the appetite suppressing effects of a drug like Adderall could spell trouble. 

I tried Straterra for a time but HAD to stop it, because I ended up sleeping through the entire day. The chronic sleepiness was unbearable. I’m interested to know if any of youse have any suggestions for me. I feel like I’m not coping at all. And I’m more disappointed in myself with each day. ",6.243407738095242,7.443515691964286,7.038464285714286,71.19820238095241,66.1875,9.723333333333334,35.022619047619045,9.888512548439397,3.7203801190476193,961,45,159,21,15,319,135,224,0.149,0.755,0.097,-0.929,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,9,13,1,4,11,0,19,7,1,3,2,34,28,14,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,7,10,2,6,4,0,0,2,2,8,1,0,5,2,19,5,34,18,7,24,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,4,14,114,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257841629021584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888214047996327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409273301251536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943653595547092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398005716456538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289298927853001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131679124308965,0.0,0.0,0.2476421409663329,0.0,0.0,0.09428978856166204,0.0,0.0,0.15232388372272995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695349243830132,0.12084136020171887,0.0,0.0,0.2091954343578521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155202329018238,0.0,0.2657809383829221,0.05971272267550955,0.08436757525425331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362665554431413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652240916151524,0.0,0.10496886389716613,0.0,0.12297847455595885,0.06490229561721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153911650903474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211885487253586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896897029458728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871877364227044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750986898860378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818096429793018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321984417798404,0.0,0.0,0.09431136021246593,0.09873327395669322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274662644295195,0.08879325192494124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886253896617732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017921268755104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744130151501416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380871944041762,0.21236439270949767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389178061906892,0.0,0.0,0.1520994881541789
adhd,HeartwarmingDilemma,2018/03/08,"Creating your own job & entrepreneurship Greetings!

(FEEL FREE TO SKIP) 
Employment Rant!

One year ago I was finally diagnosed with ADHD pi as a 30 year old lady. I spent so much of my life in a loop of constant struggle, trying to get over my neglectful childhood and somehow elevate myself out of extreme poverty. 
I worked in a super stressful low paying management job for many years. Now find myself without a college degree, student loan debt, struggling with being unemployed and fed up with how shitty a vast majority of work places treat employees.
I have a hard time finding the enthusiasm to go back to working my life away for a company who doesn't care if I can survive off what they think I'm worth. There just isn't enough control over my future. I get anxious thinking about the facts that I will never be paid what I'm worth on the open market. 

Make your company an extra $100,000 and doing the work of three people? What does corporate do? Great! Since you are lucky I'm SO generous here is your .25 raise for this year! 

I'm sure many of us with ADHD can relate,  we've always done thing and viewed the world quite differently and don't fit in to the regular work environment that is now expected.

START HERE:


This leads me to ask: 

How did you reconcile your ADHD quirks with transitioning from regular employment to self employed/small business owner?

What helped the most for you?

What would have made a big difference for you if it was available?




I have very few friends and a small network to collaborate with. I tried finding resources for people like me but not much came of it (Serious Entrepreneurial aspirations with ADHD)

Thanks! 
I love this sub, it helps keep me sane-ish!
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adhd,kaylapollick1234,2018/03/08,Woww I have been on adderall like 12 years. Today I got this crap called aurobindo or whatever its spelled and I'm PISSED!! I took my normal 20mg dose...45 mins later i got headache my stomach hurts i just feel like complete crap...so I did research and i have not read 1 good review on this brand. Now I have to wait a damn month to get my normal teva brand.. it's not fair.  12 years and never did i get this brand.. my anxiety from 20mg is nuts! And im prescribed 40mg a day ha! Im not takin 40mg a day of this ..i even went back to doctor and nothing he can do . I'm livid right now.  This brand is made from India and apparently there's been recalls and complaints. The FDA is involved ...Pharmacies dont care..in 12 years i never got this damn brand and ill make sure NEVER AGAIN!,-0.24823353293412964,1.8866484131736527,1.5862604790419184,98.56214520958088,88.82035928143713,4.298083832335329,17.930838323353292,5.6839178017228535,-0.5532512574850301,603,16,142,4,20,197,96,167,0.209,0.7340000000000001,0.058,-0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,4,1,13,5,3,2,4,23,26,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,10,1,15,5,8,16,0,21,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,1,18,70,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353536490950487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141202612502804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154603449298099,0.0,0.1513167129839395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560796852894612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142792104802406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190676166968028,0.0,0.0,0.17393866431075078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802523666937392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504195719363932,0.1060261144876157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507909647298254,0.0,0.0,0.12448159236377918,0.3560977563342721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588789427459928,0.0,0.3206225246011017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450139682675276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043175402126254,0.09906667823669794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846165924708878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433952390436892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908260125065441,0.14240605814237434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845293532708811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674369699186508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987728189844795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067795509141995,0.0,0.16489205130940365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137580127198204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671887918924843
adhd,adamavfc,2018/03/08,"Diagnosed with ADHD at 26 and been prescribed Ritalin Hi everyone,

First of all, what a great community here!

I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, after years of knowing I wasn't quite right lol.

Anyhow I've been prescribed Ritalin 10mg with my dose gradually increasing and then head back in 2 weeks.

I will be doing
3 days 10mg
3 days 20mg
30mg until I go back

My question is, what effects should I be getting from this drug and is there anything you would recommend? Also anything I should keep an eye on and beware of?

Thanks everybody, have a good day 😎",3.0812727272727263,5.242660036363642,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.9090909090909,8.4,28.272727272727273,9.120678840339163,2.6721090909090908,444,19,83,11,10,150,77,110,0.025,0.848,0.127,0.8889,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,1,14,8,2,1,1,16,19,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,9,3,12,9,2,18,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,12,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152978241233197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381727212839807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436770765907776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26571549774784964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342879132516014,0.0,0.0,0.35073769400856825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003708417477676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650994324090429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696723675926818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902708223284586,0.0,0.09819529470336452,0.14492031438153244,0.0,0.1904914115678342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732291976169326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357548932793688,0.0,0.0,0.09495579391699643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935540078529343,0.183773619479228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706001683415966,0.0,0.0,0.1475538355925088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907332141969907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385943136634841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273850340789742,0.0,0.0,0.111265152601301
adhd,amahlaka,2018/03/08,"Suggestion for new weekly topic: Tidy up Tuesday i think that we should add a new weekly topic: Tidy up Tuesday, for all things cleaning (and reading that one old comic that you found in that one box)",4.487017543859646,6.31115963157895,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,71.10526315789474,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,1.0491824561403504,158,5,28,1,3,49,27,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126675894048116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508263050303109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992316312439369,0.0,0.3864689910381512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852411532154617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894502797054095,0.18272156639663967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457482693942513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Joekratom,2018/03/08,"1st time meds!!!! This stuff is AMAZING!!!! My 1st dose of prescribed meds for adhd. I cleaned my house,washed(and fully dried and folded) my clothes, fixed my bed,helped my brother get his car door open because he locked his keys inside, and now I'm writing this. Let me tell you this is a miraculous day.i never have to time or attention to do any of these things. I'm now thinking back to when I was a child if I had gotten prescribed meds,if things would be different. Well,the world will never know. Thanks guys!!!",3.1068555555555557,5.23214033,2.9033333333333324,94.03722222222223,75.7,5.644444444444447,24.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.5352777777777771,403,13,83,3,9,120,73,100,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.5535,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,2,12,17,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,12,2,6,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,8,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532878182239925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332134239561786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205839468320946,0.0,0.1284749330449802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592021803451101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201952170513668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101113384599458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868162635754325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126533901273386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158260143535993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155123421830021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682049241241517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32509611978092395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412652564324509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421007877189105,0.19403585658120498,0.0,0.0,0.2800339120179345,0.1350439680734732,0.0,0.0,0.2457870973859932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894950014036061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971505235256424,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,elizahan,2018/03/08,"How should I act around a colleague of mine that has ADHD Sorry in advance, this is gonna be a long post with grammatical mistakes (non-native here). I am also very ignorant about the subject, so I hope that I will not offend anybody. 

I have a male university colleague of mine that I have always suspected he had ADHD. I am not an expert in the matter, but I thought that some of his behaviours were really similar to ones described in a mini-documentary I watched a couple of years ago. For example, he sings A LOT during and after lectures annoying the hell out of every single colleague (I do not have a problem with that), he starts repeating stuff he hears in lectures with a funnier voice, he can't concentrate for more than 2 minutes in group projects, he can't follow a conversation without throwing random stuff in it. 

We don't know each other well because I am new in the programme (I transferred from another programme), so nobody knows me. However, I am not sure for what reason, he would sometimes tell me stuff like ""You know, nobody sits next to me"", or ""I think everybody hates me here"". When I am about to start conforting him, he just changes subject I think for lack of concentration. Like, sometimes I try to have a conversation with him if he happen to work together, but it is incredibly hard: he doesn't answer to my questions, he just starts telling me random stuff not related with the conversation. 

Today, once again, he couldn't focus and would just say random stuff, but all of a sudden he said ""I am sorry, I am acting like this because of my ADHD"". I was quite shocked and I replied with ""What?! You have ADHD? Well, it's okay"". I don't know if my reaction was the best one, I was trying to tell him that it was really okay, but once again he started saying random and unrelevant stuff. 

He is a really nice guy, he is polite and considerate and he is the only one that greets me every morning. I think it's sad how my colleagues isolate him or keep talking shit about him, I wonder if they know that it is not his fault.

Now I wonder, is there a specific way I should act around him to make him feel accepted? Or treating him like everybody else is fine? But he would randomly tell me how he feels hated from time to time, so I don't know what I should do. ",4.943093632958803,5.869296541573036,5.839943820224723,79.6128745318352,68.97752808988764,8.809737827715356,29.664794007490638,9.029198982220553,2.4071108614232206,1791,66,342,32,30,590,207,445,0.106,0.772,0.123,0.7846,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,1,2,1,4,24,27,6,0,21,2,44,1,1,5,2,85,72,25,0,14,21,0,3,4,0,8,0,5,0,2,26,17,0,2,20,1,0,6,14,12,2,3,8,9,56,15,45,54,8,38,1,1,1,0,49,10,2,17,23,245,82,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470409019854909,0.0,0.06399346165089136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773156399916945,0.060069160596305876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569914456705176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285315867955367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801460914915821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576058776318925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763690976244955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987858741093287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060306784490504924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164900484313088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300444312937103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148099378280813,0.06383875759329169,0.0,0.06466945738761752,0.14254843815739465,0.0,0.0,0.08136513420751003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170250756324321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416717502883447,0.0,0.0,0.2380475585630628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107659761635952,0.0,0.0,0.0638872583652913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137468223820225,0.0,0.0,0.04818842650042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972305795772221,0.07677654245596016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376330944421734,0.14675660701897308,0.054904934027613296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913955834984689,0.0,0.0,0.06907757269753836,0.0,0.0,0.08087106838325635,0.07678460969527201,0.0,0.0,0.13874328463638974,0.07422494658782923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867070472475098,0.11481925124165095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410359834084422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142798596431921,0.16162508075797544,0.20439022934790696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958523832522042,0.0,0.0,0.06803969041676193,0.0,0.0,0.058024840907281335,0.2523944196766736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387723089582402,0.0,0.057312034317033925,0.08419095771297434,0.0,0.06842915720819104,0.0,0.0,0.09802666015774858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956559704672721,0.0,0.05730229964008799,0.0,0.0,0.12981776358208608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959008713485025,0.15657733344597666,0.05255631506699727,0.0,0.0,0.1538484376396983,0.0,0.0,0.04648899738377002
adhd,jannett_aly,2018/03/08,"need some advice about medication i’m 19 and i’ve been diagnosed with ADHD in the 4th grade i was on medicine till i was in 7th grade i don’t know the reason why i didn’t take it anymore but i don’t remember how i was when i was on it anyways i was hoping you guys could help me i’ve been going back and fourth to going to get checked out to take medicine again but my gf is afraid i’ll be a different person is that true? like will i become a zombie, or will i be a different person? i told her i want to try to help better myself but i don’t want to take the medicine if it’ll change who i am can you guys give me some thoughts?",0.4170314192849389,1.9457576478873264,2.5474647887323947,96.25371072589382,81.67605633802816,5.777681473456122,19.373781148429035,6.67199483983844,-0.10373196099674996,494,12,123,5,13,167,80,142,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.9751,2,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,1,6,0,21,2,0,2,1,22,36,10,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,10,0,21,4,14,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,5,5,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921653633659071,0.1562496946424818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857505814437808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295107802324072,0.0,0.0,0.17659389647822815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141608074369152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915003748522028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276649043765161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229229362700198,0.0,0.3341170861892048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353968822594379,0.15338796558853302,0.18174652879367012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166467368069197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143514472408103,0.0,0.0,0.15881399963297005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787532022483907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781176958919586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107960838727062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856174879945056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27923213750674736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440095389634016,0.0,0.0,0.18113235910711067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606683880364525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694051723312555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278862819646186,0.0,0.10855970383310952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886230243769024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428235385869853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sixela11,2018/03/08,"20 mg of Vyvanse stops working after I go to the bathroom, appetite increased and losing focus/energy I started Vyvanse about a month ago and for the first couple of days I wasn’t too hungry, which was helpful especially since I’m an emotional eater and this semester has been extremely stressful.  

I could afford to lose a couple lbs so I was just going to eat fruits, veggies, and protein so that when I would eat it would be better options for my body and bowels(I have some issues with my bowel movements, Idk what it is but I am constantly shitting, diarrhea multiple times a day on bad days, sometimes leafy greens shit out in big pieces as if it wasn’t fully digested. Doctor said its caused by bad diet and stress). 

I noticed when I take my meds in the morning around 7am, I have to shit around 12pm and after that I get really hungry and I feel as if the meds are wearing off, I start losing concentration and energy.  After that first poop I  feel as i have to go more frequently. Plus my stomach starts growling loud in class. Now I’m not sure if it’s growling because I’m hungry or because I have to go to the bathroom again, but Im doing trial and error kind of stuff to see what’s causing this, but  from what I can tell I am hungry, but if I have to go to the bathroom it makes the growling noises louder. 

Does this happen to anyone else???

Long story short: Vyvanse seems to be wearing off after I poop, I start losing focus and I get my appetite back. This is causing problems on school days 1) because it’s embarrassing to have stomach growling like that 2) the constant shitting is annoying 3) I’m eating more than I was before the medicine 4) meds wearing off and if becomes harder to focus and lose a lot of energy.",4.852789960704778,5.717470871720121,5.844745848650023,79.72041830396756,69.14577259475219,7.947724679934088,30.36493852199265,8.04050195162591,2.1791605780200274,1371,53,252,17,23,454,176,343,0.17600000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.043,-0.994,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,9,12,20,5,3,14,0,26,20,13,4,1,46,49,31,0,9,12,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,20,18,6,1,3,0,0,7,3,16,0,2,7,7,28,4,44,37,6,47,0,5,2,0,3,13,4,10,28,172,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693188018535065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546786431121659,0.0801242398600407,0.0,0.1392275924312727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060130296543203975,0.1305859980902897,0.14300837369389294,0.0863647845442115,0.06654169171152564,0.0,0.0,0.06916076709379078,0.0,0.08686159388906517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240996112365839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901093652862992,0.0,0.06243563441443468,0.1730516784131283,0.0,0.20172785328667375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004011317572447,0.06843257712193801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005166740076564,0.06532533069276776,0.0879634849887413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907964965730159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303226350547456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171162558173402,0.0,0.22221181074141536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915122379727964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052415221949573015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844684689268865,0.08161956479151712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143235015528133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820414017327612,0.0,0.0,0.06920376065522185,0.0,0.4374240651033441,0.0,0.0664820956256647,0.0,0.0,0.05219852000565047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605847816671956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062417791735557636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903021672648898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482599707551772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050096358847209366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438527079413527,0.0,0.0,0.0791416845639677,0.06231457438012865,0.07118954213930112,0.0,0.0,0.3210810928181294,0.0646871203738944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734092949232803,0.0,0.22139895926012884,0.0,0.0,0.06537796606966599,0.17915365612168827,0.0,0.08951928373235024,0.0,0.0,0.07370174540491906,0.0,0.058796006441662,0.0,0.06834947788081723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455985358894968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569298909028294,0.0,0.0,0.11110082279339917,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Semiba,2018/03/08,"Re-Engaging TL;DR 

Growing up, before ever knowing I had ADHD, I adapted and developed rules and habits that helped me be successful.  After having a breakdown, I can't make myself re-engage those old habits.  Does anyone have suggestions for small steps I can take to get there?

Full story:

Gradually, stressful situations wore me down.  I had (unknowingly) married a woman with severe ADHD as well.  She had *not* developed the same rules and habits, and, however much I loved/love her, she acted like a chaotic wrecking ball on the structure I'd set up.  

I crashed eventually.  The stress of trying to keep my family's life together became too much.  About this time I got diagnosed with ADHD and became medicated.  

Regardless, I got demoted at work, and I've barely been able to do the minimum required to not get fired since then.  In my personal life, I withdrew socially and ""checked out"" while at home, again doing the minimum to get by and absorbing myself in books and video games to ignore the problems I had (unsuccessfully) battled before.  As you can imagine, this led to worse and worse problems financially, emotionally, and for my family in general.

The spiral has to stop.  I've managed to keep things afloat for several years now, but only just barely.  I need to find a way to start moving my life direction back the *other* direction.  However, every time I've tried to impose the necessary force of will, my brain skitters away from it.  I think, emotionally, I'm avoiding the stressfulness of it since it led to a breakdown last time.

My wife only got diagnosed with ADHD last month, and isn't medicated yet.  She had previously been misdiagnosed as Bipolar 1, in part due to severe depression and anxiety that accompanied her ADHD.  I have some (small) hope that she will receive more effective treatment now and life will become less chaotic.  

However, I can't control or change her behavior.  I *can* control mine.  Do any of you have suggestions regarding a gradual - *very gradual* - road back?  Telling myself to pony up because I'm going to DO THIS has been laughably unsuccessful.  It's going have to be gradual or nothing.  

Suggestions? 
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adhd,TheBigNono,2018/03/08,"Filling my prescription is hard ): (First time posting hi)
 I was diagnosed like in middle school I’m pretty sure, and dad has been on top of supporting and doing stuff for me (thank dad) but anyways I turned 18 a while ago and soon after I needed a med refill but I had to start doing adult things like get my own prescriptions and it’s probably the most difficult thing to do, I have to go online and click a button that says “refill” I know very hard. 
 So it’s been not going great without meds (that’s an understatement) 

But anyways moral of the story. shoutout to y’all who refill your own prescriptions I’ll eventually refill mine whenever I get around to it it’s harder than It looks.

Oh yeah and also I know I could just ask dad but I’m an adult now and i do adult stuff ain’t no kids here ",0.6565873015873045,3.121008944444448,2.350670194003527,91.94944444444445,89.18518518518519,5.5548500881834215,17.590828924162256,7.07126945348624,0.2460014109347441,627,16,131,10,21,205,104,162,0.099,0.807,0.094,-0.4079,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,9,7,0,0,7,1,13,1,0,0,1,21,28,14,0,2,7,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,4,5,16,6,14,23,3,17,1,0,2,0,13,5,0,1,10,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179539384652526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792041004589233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239882092030967,0.14954153987088548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277154990439956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235661141794575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606237913573574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714559140372226,0.0,0.18181855646043396,0.0,0.0,0.17635709314790274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865865025443762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582029189583154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629730917409146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432659171049555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553602655067787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860873581037255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153198008885253,0.16273740656449134,0.17246454930345426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127207065620166,0.0,0.1618886367387148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322091476654947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662331648637791,0.0,0.1815213592303324,0.15076094418008446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472702014860664,0.0,0.0,0.2125413898876633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327429474243064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399116633832815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198422268545085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541962812846624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sangrando,2018/03/08,"I constantly feel like I'm lying to myself and that I'm just lazy. I read what people say about how their ADHD affects them and I see a perfect reflection of myself, but I always feel like I'm just looking for an excuse. 

My medication left me feeling sadder, which really reinforced this. I'm hoping to start a new medication, but I'm not sure if it will have any new affect. Is there anything that made you confident in your condition?",4.7957364341085285,5.927852604651164,6.327906976744188,75.22387596899226,69.46511627906978,9.454263565891472,28.286821705426355,9.725611199111238,2.735835658914729,348,12,63,8,6,119,63,86,0.118,0.684,0.198,0.762,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,4,2,19,16,6,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,12,5,6,14,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,6,40,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363876134145116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366492170732574,0.0,0.0,0.13375846622952575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186216214252094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255602142923213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298362745969274,0.2810360483300313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953612331196588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370828906011202,0.0,0.0,0.1921892205119088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517317598927012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611634219039708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962964347941021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799360173695421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636265095214425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674693592676967,0.0,0.12600702585717172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641873116264446,0.0,0.0,0.1567394191091579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922081876912706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538149184216912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beccalovesbunnies,2018/03/08,"first time posting here | very upset with myself I’ve been on medication for the past three years and it has helped me so much. Before meds school was always a struggle because i couldn’t sit still and teachers always complained about how much i talked. I did relatively well academically though. So today i had a really important exam in college, i had studied a lot and felt pretty good about it. 
I forgot to take my meds before the test so when i was taking it i struggled with everything. Couldn’t keep my mind from wandering, barely could understand the questions and it was so frustrating. i know the material but i just couldn’t get it together to take the test and i felt so dumb. I looked at the test blankly, got distracted by every sound, and my mind just felt numb. Looking back i can’t even remember the essay portion because the whole test seemed like i was in a fog. 
Any suggestions for what to do when meds are forgotten but you still need to perform well?
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adhd,sinsaysgo,2018/03/08,"Received a “tentative” diagnoses today and prescribed vyvanse. Prone to addiction as a person and currently drowning in anxiety that I’ll “lose myself”. So I saw my psychiatrist today after a month of being on anxiety meds and I started opening up about my inability to actually *do* anything. 

After awhile of talking he asked if I’d ever been talked to about having ADD and I said no not really, but yes I’m pretty much in “ooo squirrel!!” mode at all times. 

He said he wanted me to get tested but it’d take about a month so for now he wants me to start vyvanse and see what happens. 

Ever since I left I’ve been in the throes of an anxiety attack. I have a history of addiction/substance abuse and have finally gotten myself clean and healthy and all I have read in my research are horror stories of personality changes and extreme addiction to “essentially speed”.

I’ve admittedly always been the person who says “ADD brains just work differently stop throwing drugs at people!” And “big pharma just wants your money!!” And now I’m on the other side of the fence wondering if my life could actually be made better. Maybe this is the source of all of my issues?

I guess my real question is did any of you have this fear or come from this place? I don’t want to be a zombie. I worked so hard to be comfortable with who I am and with feeling my feelings and not being numb and I refuse to put myself back in that place. 

But also, it’d be nice to have the mental capacity to finally return the library books that have been on my shelf for 3 months. 

Tl;dr all natural enthusiast prescribed vyvanse today, terrified that in 1 year I’ll be a zombie and essentially “addicted to speed”.    O_O ",4.178639601139601,6.015776564814818,5.695308641975307,76.42542735042738,71.93209876543209,8.564862298195633,28.510921177587853,9.162432508145574,2.620081576448244,1333,52,238,29,26,451,177,324,0.145,0.754,0.101,-0.9381,2,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,2,0,4,14,7,1,1,15,1,28,8,1,1,6,53,52,26,1,7,10,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,1,3,13,21,0,3,5,2,1,4,4,4,0,0,10,8,26,3,44,32,5,46,0,1,2,0,21,18,0,6,24,164,39,6,0.0,0.11342202705155095,0.1868334391447105,0.3130729516341182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655364742611005,0.07965336503854528,0.0,0.0,0.06509832300307422,0.0,0.2196949751242826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877598786942343,0.0,0.08949275815115285,0.10890442032844208,0.0,0.07360892345904946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466363720189182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068641077250808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012675314647619,0.08246119610705405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643101895277021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716190546393956,0.0,0.10001538587165924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101408896844144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731829139941875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772061454748956,0.0968059067297358,0.0,0.0,0.20973069083252524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500139292414662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545518503725672,0.0,0.08465195470865931,0.0,0.08575348556572522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999151616221114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040087526556774,0.0,0.0676155177769115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709514630184352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905801486933222,0.0,0.0,0.09617164323490457,0.0,0.10633222823900863,0.0,0.09647130905290488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292275301375425,0.0,0.07037109498328623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636574227761782,0.2507579929452396,0.2000307717433185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973897913609576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962330807685297,0.107237268958688,0.0,0.09575390587125912,0.1089594221122743,0.06132580838532521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821184999622295,0.0761267482499673,0.0,0.0,0.07628282246428658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918719125170305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355135429473775,0.0,0.0,0.08003289484648789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197554289047033,0.15388508140316615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581976692436655,0.0,0.272216853920175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258514197223932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381293307519096,0.13938224897951307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164569376574802
adhd,PurePerfection_,2018/03/08,"I just switched pharmacies to get a different Adderall IR generic and WOW. I've been having issues for months now with the Aurobindo generic my regular pharmacy switched to from the Core Pharmaceuticals version (which was OK, but never as effective as the brand name Shire and Teva versions I had years ago). 

My psychiatrist agreed to give me a no-generic-substitutions Rx. It would be a higher copay, but oh well. I was gearing up for battle with my health insurance company to get the brand name drug covered, but I just won a fight with them over Fetzima and wasn't looking forward to another round.

So I decided to shop around for a different generic first. None of the local pharmacies carried Teva's generic, but one carried a Sandoz version. I've been on the Sandoz generic for Wellbutrin SR for a long time, so I decided to give it a try.

HOLY SHIT. I forgot how well this drug can actually work. I didn't change my dose, but for a couple of days, it felt like when I first started Adderall (elevated heart rate, a little bit sweaty, zero appetite, tunnel vision feeling) and had to acclimate to it. That's how a big a difference it made. Now, side effects I didn't really notice I'd been having (jaw clenching, muscle aches, restlessness as it wore off) are gone. I feel normal again.",5.206666666666667,6.833583185185188,6.136728395061732,75.11027777777781,69.0,9.021399176954734,32.84156378600823,9.444778638647367,3.274257613168724,1026,47,176,22,18,339,145,243,0.08900000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.097,0.0136,2,0,2,0,1,0,35.0,0,0,1,6,13,10,3,1,18,1,16,8,3,5,1,31,30,17,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,7,1,1,2,5,4,2,4,16,5,17,6,29,12,5,25,0,0,2,0,6,10,1,0,16,116,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1365894039617011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240739376636099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467695402295861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460194898405025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280972935366094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806848096106726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548728669992687,0.0,0.09026832700671708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387129629175775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246388507959972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154490931299646,0.0,0.13439204320433726,0.0,0.0,0.2381148595774845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462558911541177,0.2685417443597909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878033916470085,0.0,0.16586375766561715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609111126119956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683817085639817,0.1402855558691428,0.0,0.12386802506727156,0.11753857945831732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244190737398215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172179832629364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795260364263176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371397518986497,0.0,0.1593554600618258,0.0,0.0,0.09484651317624797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966762752071526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367601007974265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907067035031193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161696030842625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950296593434476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516976061426838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189898766573184,0.0,0.0,0.09942985303450304,0.0,0.0,0.09013534843457342
adhd,PilotMonkey88,2018/03/08,"Today is my birthday Anybody else here get super excited that they can hear from old friends on social media and get phone calls? Does that stimulation really excite you, or does it overwhelm you? How about other holidays/special events in general?",6.071046511627905,9.068516511627903,6.1652906976744175,70.00747093023259,69.93023255813954,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.7577488372093018,202,9,28,5,4,64,39,43,0.033,0.711,0.256,0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049532921524838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226982574383501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948232227796216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307349258926561,0.0,0.312062807659009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365983248160692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31338113940926343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132174013250905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044343191757164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283083656276039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SheeplessLife,2018/03/08,"When you take your vyvance, eat breakfast, look at reddit... And then realize 3 hours have gone by and you're still looking at the same Reddit thread.

I forget that I actually have to motivate myself on days where I don't have school or work. Oops.",2.504375000000003,5.00408235416667,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,79.625,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,0.9719949999999996,195,6,38,3,5,62,40,48,0.043,0.899,0.058,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,5,7,1,10,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,5,25,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.32595372656743893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541420289891414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417841595013044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32894079156800604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609825781306444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380444022709602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674748552841865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114022986743856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431693367108323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,84935,2018/03/08,How has ADHD benefited your life? In what ways has your life improved as a direct or indirect result of having ADHD?,3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,6.400000000000002,68.77000000000002,74.0,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.4110181818181826,93,3,14,2,2,33,18,22,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8291767523209179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873267585488492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738221024913929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vandorengirl,2018/03/08,"Any tips to stay motivated So I’m not entirely sure if this is a symptom of my ADHD or if I am just lazy but I find that I have trouble keeping my motivation up for anything. I love working on my crochet and so I will start projects but then lose motivation to finish them halfway through. It’s the same with working on homework, cleaning, or even reading a book. Does anyone have any tips or ideas on how I can stay motivated to stick with my projects?",4.734542124542124,5.444721593406592,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,69.32967032967035,8.264468864468865,36.04578754578755,8.344100000000001,2.84482271062271,359,19,72,5,6,119,63,91,0.104,0.7170000000000001,0.179,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,7,5,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,5,1,22,10,12,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,12,9,1,9,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,5,3,51,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375022768604395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984828639147951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534526722711666,0.0,0.18059821960292485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920523486331283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495233478093533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058395111145108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774546381826415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506757764861846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455214244001236,0.0,0.0,0.19807268663858849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952101634116925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533606908838374,0.4678337879709623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683998613926116,0.22810466071370816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31954135632899033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UntotenKIA,2018/03/08,"Should I go back to medicine? I quit taking my medicine when I got to high school, i somehow decided medicine is all bad and I didn’t need any of it. Now I’m 22, very depressed, but I’m older, really tired of slaving my body away to these manual labor jobs and I’m really ready to turn life around. I’m so scared to talk to people in power, i procrastinate all my business ideas, all my exercise, healthy eating, my hobbies.  I haven’t even taken a day off work since the year before last because it’s such a hurdle for me to go schedule vacation time. I don’t know if any of this adds to my story at all, it was just nice to write it all down I guess, should I get back on medicine?",2.4835795454545457,3.6210071180555587,3.93767676767677,90.1477272727273,75.04166666666667,7.180808080808082,24.202020202020197,7.686295010490155,0.9705361111111116,531,16,120,7,11,176,94,144,0.101,0.823,0.077,-0.5217,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,1,3,0,7,5,1,0,5,21,21,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,17,1,20,15,5,20,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,10,71,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403837840511367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573395156790352,0.0,0.0,0.1660566833924365,0.27181025170465906,0.14757374838706588,0.10774142233408586,0.0,0.15039601509339134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632259489599266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398517413408735,0.0,0.15222923576439984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085310259375312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673765885479795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234137694884774,0.0,0.2008952281350377,0.0,0.14135821825189554,0.0,0.1947032984695433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673960197645267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995223152614168,0.0,0.0,0.17539101839396976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713380839339246,0.14406984328461406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483942192353653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105333967723184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253194494198336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879888609836625,0.0,0.0,0.22645329709896275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695144652798608,0.17887423177937126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620435522253408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288939377385411,0.14206002731807468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306077160772677,0.20314107784916333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192246576672311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458322024044299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867164196253866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381725714476762
adhd,themaneattraction91,2018/03/08,"LPT: If you forget to shower, shower when your smartwatch/fitness tracker needs to be charged. My FitBit is the only reason why I remember to shower some weeks. I know that if it has died, then I'm long over due for a shower because I only charge it while I'm showering. ",6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,6.9448148148148166,77.33166666666669,66.22222222222223,8.681481481481484,30.962962962962962,7.793537801064563,2.1708962962962963,213,7,39,2,3,71,41,54,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.743,5,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,7,5,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102567366947044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342250800631909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123381746173095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183744098694386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445214229078796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016122417574518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390600727570586,0.0,0.0,0.3735668766024222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645228427627924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297567527666146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Snowy1257,2018/03/08,"23 year old about to begin Equasym Xl again after stopping at 16 Hey,

I took equasym xl for most of my school years and stopped taking them due to the doctor being unable to prescribe them anymore.

However being at uni and struggling through to my final year i thought id see what help i can get.

Any advice, warnings etc? Given i don't remember how the pills effected me back then

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adhd,amynarwen,2018/03/08,"ADHD and smartphone addiction Is this much more likely in someone with adhd ? 
I have inattentive adhd and I will hyperfocus on whatever I’m reading or doing on my phone and get lost and lose time and neglect life sometimes severely for days on end. Is this related to a dopamine deficit or am I just as likely to be addicted to a smartphone as someone else ? I spend hours a day on my phone. Probably 5-7 hours average lately. It helps me forget about my problems and if I don’t have anything urgent to do I will just use my phone instead of doing chores around the house etc and it’s causing relationship problems. On days I have obligations, work and plans I can still rack up the hours somehow.  ",5.46822222222222,6.442985896296296,6.168148148148145,77.55666666666669,67.81481481481481,9.25925925925926,34.25925925925926,9.444778638647367,3.261148148148149,556,26,101,11,9,182,85,135,0.157,0.81,0.032,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,5,0,14,3,0,2,0,22,18,13,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,10,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,2,18,14,3,18,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,4,12,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728731600936463,0.4750689590578594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843163871008106,0.11729907876500273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535928940912256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549332097743022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100730246996597,0.0,0.11670497155489408,0.0,0.14695317253068324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884194603781252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883195225972617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892869211575752,0.1520394986218617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863703051092314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306974870228044,0.1287477681421933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741169898945966,0.14383742194575902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686267799660583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420653108092644,0.25216324929165584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180098666260587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414666516483015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885731636556096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328867149208176,0.0,0.13031927970394738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052279620220696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683342302297105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380293804970165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959267288973684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LurkingZombie,2018/03/08,"How do ADHD meds affect people with ADHD vs people without? Does anyone know how ADHD meds affect non-ADHD peeps vs. us? Has there actually been any research done on this topic?

I was reading comments about this in the recent post about an up-coming Netflix documentary about ADHD meds, and it seemed like people had different opinions about it--but I'm not sure how to google the topic without getting a ton of results on how to abuse stimulants, which I just feel uncomfortable and awkward about.

Thanks for any insight you can give!",7.45105442176871,8.247074581632656,7.275918367346942,71.98931972789119,63.38775510204083,8.574149659863947,32.65986394557823,8.344100000000001,2.7251170068027206,431,16,67,5,6,137,71,98,0.11,0.8370000000000001,0.053,-0.6998,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,8,1,23,14,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,4,3,15,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,44,8,2,0.0,0.13987865147771575,0.11520694082917385,0.0,0.7094099461991005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056608882491785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254844208861074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334480053325562,0.0,0.0,0.10331278005448154,0.1208136547571442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596933419391212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168009124205229,0.11325136487635735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648812305204339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767685650445777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934052956380265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455382990966533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130663044928233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808929513231355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116567387753837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074749749101452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126765252581444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869134373942828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200845258869926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276061395086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nonoLOOK,2018/03/08,"master of architecture student with adhd i hear you. i've been struggling with adhd my whole life, but also found out architecture is my life at very early age.
Let's be real, architecture is especially crucial for people with adhd. not only do you need to concentrate and meet the deadline, but you HAVE to give extra focus and be time-sensitive. Does it mean adhd brains should give up on this profession? absolutely no.
I've had more classmates with adhd than ever before, way more than when i was in high school. All you gotta do is to find the best approach that works for YOU, yes, you. doesn't matter how others finish their design assignments efficiently and confidently, you do your ways.
Your life comes with a full package, whether the profession that can be challenging or the disorder which affects every part of your life. you are you. own it.",5.066859785783837,7.256558626582278,5.655063291139238,76.16593476144111,70.32911392405063,8.405842259006816,26.71080817916261,9.057496981413335,2.3589585199610514,685,23,116,14,13,221,107,158,0.058,0.83,0.112,0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,12,1,4,4,3,0,1,5,1,18,5,1,2,2,26,26,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,1,17,2,19,16,9,16,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,5,88,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6985332106380943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296290903989056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891787456447168,0.0,0.12199435007753005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977041147078566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013673979962537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322945582459048,0.0,0.10172877944278216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515232142560052,0.09794334839246582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624790932058817,0.0,0.0,0.1274591440592092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230299700196916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101913487845332,0.0,0.0,0.12282163535420558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887072135786432,0.32843557113837835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662736864360918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861958862899231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841129590605992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588447768120245,0.0,0.08059122811455699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231485614893965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764845505368428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152689864509758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778472469553312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591618166175678,0.0,0.1845433624245721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978593839756242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462940545167606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ArcadeNational,2018/03/08,"My Experience. So, I just found this subreddit. I sit in a bar shaking my legs (gotta keep moving), and reading these posts wondering if I may have found a community that can relate to my life. I have found few that can. I am a 30 year old non-medicated ADHD filmmaker.

I'm not going to tell my whole life story, I'm only going to tell what I've learned. I was diagnosed in the 90's and took medication throughout middle School and highschool. I quit once I left highschool and took two years off then went to college. Was medicated again for maybe 2 to 4 months then stopped and haven't gone back. I noticed something. I naturally think pretty fast, ADHD allows me to think even faster and become very analytical but with more thoughts comes less attention to each thought. I've become a jack of all trades with thinking and I can quickly respond with well thought out answers but I struggle becoming a master in anything. The one thing that I've struggled the most with is far away task motivation. I cannot motivate myself to do things that I know aren't immediately pressing on my life. I learned that I need external motivations to succeed. I'll give you 2 examples that led me to this.

When I was younger, throughout highschool and college, I would only work on papers or homework the night before because I couldn't get myself to focus without that pressure of failure to motivate me. I actually worked very well under pressure, which is probably why I succeeded in restaurants so well. The pressure of the moment allowed the moment to fill my mind and be the strongest attention needing variable. Each time I would pause, I would panic about the time and how much I had to get done, it would motivate me to keep going. I was more creative, more focused, more energized when there was an external motivator.

I wasn't happy working in restaurants even though I was a manager, found the jobs easy, and was paid alright, I wasn't fulfilled. I have a dream of earning 100% of my income from my brain/creative endevours. I started to smoke weed again last year after a nine year stop and my creativity skyrocketted. I have always been a writer or sorts but I was very confused about who I was and as I grew closer to 30, I had this pressure building that I needed to pick a path and stick with it. The only path that has given me unbridled joy was when I was creating. I've played guitar for 13 years. As of the 12th of February of 2018, I moved from Ohio to L.A. to pursue a life as a writer/director/producer after motivating myself to write, hire, cast, edit, and direct my first short film last year. My fear of being in restaurants and not fulfilling my potential into my 30's was a big enough external motivator that to get me to follow my dreams. I was not going to waste away another decade not doing something that made me happy. Hitting that next decade really put a kick in my ass to get my shit together.

I have attempted to artificially create motivation and for the most part it doesn't work. With exception of one thing... To-do lists. They have changed everything! Timers, checklists, reminders. Technology has slowly in the last 4 months made me more efficient. I needed a planning app to get ahold of everything I needed to do to organize directing a short film and then everything that needed to happen to move to another state. It changed everything so far. Also, writing things I have to do down in my planner immediately, when I have to do them. I turned work into this and I realized I could add activities and since I was already out and about, I would start to tackle more tasks then just losing focus and going home. If I plan my day with very little distraction time between plans then I can piggy-back my get-up-and-go attitude throughout my day. It has been remarkable how much I get done when I place things that will constantly remind me and alert me to what the most important thing I need to be doing is. I've just had the idea to start planning tasks in front of my creative blocks to motivate me with guilt if I don't get anything done since I'll have to move on to the next task. Creating pressure in anyway possible has helped me focus and get shit done. My goal, living without medication is to master this.

I am so happy medication works for you guys. It made me feel 40% less than what I'm capable of. I could focus in tests and during homework but it was numbing my personality. I was a deafened version of myself. I have wasted so much time because of this but... I've learned hard lessons and now that these external pressures have motivated me closer to where I want to be in life, and I'm pretty happy. Life does get easier. If you're applying yourself at all you'll get wiser. I do not believe in giving up. It may take me a little longer to get to my goals but I now have the confidence that I will indeed get there though. I hope this helps and I hope somebody else can relate.",4.764293241005571,6.254904653319283,5.662723016709317,78.6104325605901,69.90621707060063,8.710528375733857,29.995499021526427,9.159459690764724,2.626401282553064,3912,156,722,78,70,1284,381,949,0.101,0.754,0.146,0.9931,3,0,3,0,0,0,103.0,0,3,2,34,36,33,2,14,37,1,83,17,4,20,2,144,150,63,0,22,23,0,3,0,0,11,12,0,3,2,44,44,1,5,33,8,2,21,15,18,3,5,43,3,113,15,116,88,23,115,0,1,0,1,17,41,3,16,50,502,157,41,0.0,0.0,0.044383348798596435,0.0,0.1093197644403557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050189927300397216,0.036371510914447666,0.03784422210147781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538256274763267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485474040553425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546266654859078,0.06994487795178336,0.0,0.05545015751427605,0.15069211349897316,0.03870137661905383,0.05124203603393663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077235626476263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622671811959983,0.03917825466279717,0.0,0.049149305789294766,0.0,0.07262649745660317,0.0,0.0,0.058663564329313016,0.0,0.0,0.04616272932600857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980113628144858,0.18617331699382106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03799392772978054,0.0,0.0,0.046994511030378654,0.0,0.0600801570195949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350323135858888,0.04448959971706731,0.0,0.051179292423743264,0.02299679513377892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03868651066710712,0.0,0.1994723141594642,0.0,0.0,0.3089084458773888,0.0872599305744542,0.15508898716891226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503380067071066,0.04021910905795991,0.19366345972788326,0.040742458930074686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097053420390752,0.0,0.04562161745849716,0.09034671350553698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134303765989203,0.0,0.0,0.04513333584170669,0.0808520312023455,0.0,0.0,0.02499542357383164,0.11122039226126243,0.0,0.0,0.049415744508651736,0.0,0.19274942152293986,0.0,0.09116875214260374,0.04016096661771296,0.0,0.0,0.050882125327360125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910698487663955,0.0,0.0,0.04569224444798528,0.0,0.05051965425534477,0.183271163300236,0.0,0.0,0.0459233140714835,0.0,0.07260574246173147,0.1933583969295472,0.10030232922800994,0.2360675086383553,0.0,0.0,0.09674010743761192,0.0426812736523799,0.0,0.0,0.051780949046881936,0.04772514643072004,0.0484362755855047,0.0616388351443782,0.10377211020670232,0.0,0.05336269933438136,0.0,0.049251994168735734,0.0,0.0,0.03971266070239991,0.04751845040897477,0.0,0.0,0.051273517770057966,0.04355867097551221,0.09254200102901207,0.04903671146062991,0.0,0.0,0.045721434120847816,0.0,0.048375136166991226,0.04549377266261583,0.0,0.02913659092699775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602967044863921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337213992306316,0.07524547523815152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002770714855278,0.0,0.0,0.09657604448808296,0.0,0.0,0.07604908208282325,0.0,0.09509420404588377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034196401240591555,0.0,0.07950560970553204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129518532572725,0.08742805841827447,0.08937061635501943,0.10832160800569277,0.10608243135070106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106316159547962,0.0,0.04947077329740933,0.044428782328190634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010788643396525,0.02682614628324946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267989669610264,0.04216177346617127,0.041039947731629854,0.05077843113690854,0.0,0.08768501798423421,0.04932270839282461,0.1986662880406229,0.0,0.0,0.16154363809439126,0.0,0.0,0.17573143271537006
adhd,homolicious,2018/03/08,"Tfw you accidentally take your meds at 3 am... So I have a few alarms set for waking up in the morning. Usually my first alarm will go off, my cat hears it and will come cuddle with me and it helps me wake up enough to take my meds, which helps me wake up even more. 

So I’m half awake this morning and my cat is cuddling with me, purring, putting her little peets in my face, etc. I had to pee so I sat up. Thinking it was about time to get up, I took my meds before getting up to go to the bathroom. Surely at least one of my alarms had gone off and I’d just forgotten. 

Walking back to bed I glanced at the clock on the stove.... 2:50 AM! Crap! My cat tricked me! My brain tricked me! 

So the moral of the story is... always check the time before taking meds... lol. It’s 4 am now and I don’t think I’ll fall back asleep before having to wake up at 6 😂 it’s gonna be a long Thursday! ",-0.4716964285714269,1.4200688541666686,1.4350892857142874,101.05812500000002,87.02083333333334,4.2821428571428575,17.476190476190474,5.288315135182226,-0.8584497023809528,668,16,170,3,21,219,111,192,0.097,0.846,0.057,-0.67,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,10,7,3,3,9,1,14,11,9,0,1,12,30,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,1,8,1,6,0,3,6,2,24,1,29,20,5,36,1,0,1,2,6,17,1,0,10,105,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229037304928402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753858850716586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445010976646305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065039017775755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624867911695168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944086790104332,0.15050648046487247,0.08913412497289018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478958936283502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410130700559114,0.0,0.1533919777620225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210003240711573,0.0,0.1809101535344693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352567528152589,0.0,0.11942773968737184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996023178853491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144655918842716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566342782820154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719009460448244,0.0,0.3043999669449469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294281222001515,0.0,0.0,0.15738248970217467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499359675919105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148629898024629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jvolly104,2018/03/08,Anyone here struggle with believing that we have free will? A lot of my ADHD struggles consist of frequent musing playing in my head non-stop or not being able to move my body to do the things I love/hate. And I know that I might be a little bit better at feeling like I can change my behavior but it’s just been so hard to get there. I feel like I’m a prisoner of my own body and I know how much more I’d accept what other people say about responsibility but every time people talk about choosing thoughts emotions behaviors it just goes against every core of my being. Any thoughts?,3.829487179487181,5.342145111111114,4.709059829059829,84.45538461538466,72.24786324786325,6.90940170940171,26.67521367521368,7.3871296695380915,1.3558649572649577,466,16,91,5,9,151,85,117,0.08800000000000001,0.778,0.134,0.517,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,4,0,9,3,3,1,0,21,17,7,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,4,13,7,13,9,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,62,20,0,0.15604965031897086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875413546404704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611911338742301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091135438381179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581451810726212,0.0,0.13801323446680674,0.17036580164322893,0.3466719652578401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507983859224765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755348529001282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26295712151992656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780678393727587,0.22296380273613445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152950157986502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978983541075546,0.0,0.16015196155247105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152161352877066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247595354709384,0.15640274533370155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266783231288504,0.14084090199799235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554401866667334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585608227806692,0.11471444828733615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637035809559746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409694530798565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046449510745572,0.0,0.32627395304995443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542679787069347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367245368008586,0.0,0.0,0.24777198287634786,0.09099380601903743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ClockworkLauren,2018/03/08,"How do you all manage noise and distraction? Vent/any suggestions? Hey r/ADHD. I find myself avoiding social interaction not only because I'm too exhausted to interact but also because it is such a distraction. I don't know if it's an ADHD (pi) thing, or an element of being too exhausted (introverted?) for more social interaction at the end of the day, but I find myself coming home and just wanting to have peace and quiet to myself, and when noise happens (people talking, music etc) it makes me so angry and becomes the only thing I can focus on - not that I can focus on much anyway.

I feel like I'm the only person on this planet who is so exhausted by social interaction but so unable to block it out. Especially people talking, my brain is eternally trying to listen whether I want it to or not. Even with songs, I am - very unwillingly, always trying to mentally finish a tune or noise, even a phone ringing.

I'm on Ritalin SR 20mg once in the mornings because otherwise I am awake all night, does anyone have any suggestions for eliminating distractions particularly in the evenings? It's unfair of me to keep asking my house mates to be quiet, they are good people but man they are loud.",7.719038179148312,7.216514233480176,8.78573788546256,65.76586086637302,63.05286343612335,11.443318649045525,34.33516886930984,10.864195022040775,3.8869415565345085,949,35,158,22,12,327,133,227,0.138,0.8059999999999999,0.056,-0.9616,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,0,14,9,0,4,11,0,15,5,1,2,2,34,28,20,0,3,13,0,1,1,1,0,4,6,1,2,11,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,7,19,2,24,26,5,15,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,4,7,116,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29767364260106177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903826811404247,0.1030484057665232,0.0,0.0,0.16843678607412915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659483694588323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577773331563132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648306719160746,0.1367763355087413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825123306972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668092669180396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986934920352769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837701011534973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968931982409603,0.0,0.13811916772801536,0.24539404122788985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261941571743172,0.08847441602398362,0.0,0.0,0.2263829529115449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038747505116521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951513440174157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422596334473822,0.0,0.0,0.14289973227390956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007853320443263,0.0,0.0,0.06806160644115182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060504085336865764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266705374223171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480595886062976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103983424382722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116219516790932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189017248049925,0.0,0.2825675869662292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575742005090825,0.10813609441239808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787311032999685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990827669637588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455334335993682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681643450914806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218454450275513,0.14609319224138312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hello_John,2018/03/08,"I have a Michael Scott personality, but meds turn me into a Toby. Can anyone relate? I feel like I can relate so much with Michael Scott from the office. However, I’ve been taking a high dose of meds daily for around 4 years. I notice that the way I speak and act on meds resembles that of Toby from “The Office”, and it really scares me.  Can anyone relate?",2.8623004694835714,4.638562859154932,4.647535211267607,82.81853286384978,75.33802816901408,6.986854460093897,18.875586854460085,7.793537801064563,0.62001220657277,277,5,54,4,6,94,46,71,0.059,0.892,0.049,-0.1654,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930108477844801,0.0,0.0,0.18652252767864685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594262160572004,0.1496853886486628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137568193235194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102363801147052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6982083264155649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402568995316146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854669571765816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829499876515771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422769605515647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977203940377145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753744710226694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279040790467121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631195548329725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349278495263687
adhd,chock-a-block,2018/03/08,Any Memantine Users? What Can I Expect? I've got a good psychiatrist who agreed to a short-term experiment with memantine.  I just started on it and am curious if anyone else uses it and what their experience may be.,3.4540243902439016,5.979324097560978,5.675792682926829,72.62637195121951,76.3170731707317,9.953658536585364,27.32317073170732,10.125756701596842,3.4124585365853664,172,7,31,6,4,60,34,41,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522400311680998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157929192042254,0.3393484855574597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766709809397712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479446548870867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777907092420773,0.264886950788485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442157348437986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28604620060137503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Slothlover24,2018/03/08,"ADHD and anxiety what a lovely duo After many sleepless nights (okay a month with only getting around 4 hrs of sleep) my doctor gives me an antidepressant. Now I’m finding my ADHD meds to wear off faster and it’s definitely causing me some troubles. I keep loosing stuff and I’m off over the place. Anyone else with this wonderful duo find treating one makes the other worse? 

If it helps the med is Amitriptyline and I’m on Adderall IR! ",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.682857142857143,82.86214285714287,72.33333333333334,6.704761904761906,27.47619047619048,7.447530270364453,1.6075904761904758,350,13,63,4,7,111,66,84,0.086,0.762,0.152,0.7886,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,1,1,4,2,2,0,15,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,10,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,5,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42055310357343895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384941551421878,0.0,0.0,0.12234112201809427,0.17927455487905586,0.0,0.15575788739836122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797394930982074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908632502613506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616262947055575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198336695555668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141313122094932,0.16784446439560094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727681411156722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551887083929164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791471315456868,0.0,0.11679195279361898,0.1773892606152859,0.0,0.0,0.3886981919016877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965713558683387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641948479386717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856229087816478,0.13307042642352893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828034655837378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509354145547662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029556314346594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974444554870287,0.0,0.0,0.17830650657625893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,worldwideballer,2018/03/08,"My doctor said my grades were to good to have adhd 
Growing up every teacher suggested i get tested for adhd, because i was always causing distractions in class. my mom concluded it was just food allergies so nothing progressed. By the time i reached high school i didn't get in trouble, but i did do everything the second before it was due. I never wanted medication because i was always getting A's. Once in college i found doing things last minute was not going to work. So i tied taking 7.5 mg adderall each morning for a week. For the first time i did homework before it was due, showered before 1am, studied for tests that were a month away, didnt have any terrible anxiety, felt overall happier with everything i was doing. i guess my question is are these normal reactions for anyone who takes adderall. and if my doctor was correct on saying that people with adhd cant get good grades or even cram for exams because they cant stay focused that long.",6.6920129870129905,7.190325873626374,7.071518481518482,73.83257242757244,64.98901098901098,9.035764235764237,34.67732267732268,8.841846274778883,3.1487626373626383,767,33,126,11,11,250,116,182,0.036000000000000004,0.862,0.102,0.8906,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,4,5,0,1,6,0,23,4,0,2,2,19,35,6,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,9,4,1,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,17,3,18,2,18,18,1,20,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,10,87,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281440789450212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761939905347656,0.0,0.0,0.08075422466477876,0.0,0.09084359658067524,0.0,0.0,0.0830329179334989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156974477869268,0.0,0.0,0.21716710366000508,0.0,0.30314308361887404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219891916442032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309177296424825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784334032115514,0.0,0.10005218565527704,0.0,0.2134500891426972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401883788112326,0.0,0.0,0.10100888015361102,0.14359324262863074,0.1302034916528918,0.0,0.0,0.24816836391579414,0.0,0.06748848908813118,0.19920410820767115,0.0,0.0,0.1308167601208757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125466131846979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679728221226636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050902116825942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196283578577306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907882751822145,0.09478529611894547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158749372430962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635000678585533,0.11394404295825727,0.0,0.0,0.12646511332600802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232645350446993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330274285179088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295865686791855,0.0944349446741754,0.0,0.12018156679635435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657193891829618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857078010049438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788923724368654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848842154453075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004195902350698,0.0,0.09525426705638873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645157762237736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,visionsofpalmtrees,2018/03/08,"Trying to balance work, love, health and life amid unexpected turn of events Full disclosure: This is super wordy, but I'm in a dark place and could use some words of wisdom from those who understand.

About four months ago, I was seriously depressed, overwhelmed by life, and nearly suicidal. My therapist referred me to a psychiatric nurse for anti-depressants. I left from the appointment with a diagnosis of ADHD and a script for Adderall. (10mg XR) 

This was the second time in life I've been diagnosed with ADHD. The first was 7 years ago when I had no insurance, meds, or family/community support. So I shrugged off the Dx and continued life in hard mode, flitting from job to job, rollercoastering from extreme passion to disinterest, and generally living a fairly self destructive life.

But I digress. 

This time, I had the resources and support, and life turned around soon after beginning my meds. I had motivation! I was making my deadlines! I could think clearly and organize my priorities! I didn't feel like quitting my job without notice and turning off my phone for days to avoid the consequences (as I've done so many times before).

I bounced back from my dark hole relatively quickly and, over the next few but months, found hope again. I learned how I needed to structure my days and my life to find peace: yoga, meditation, plenty of sleep... And above all else, fewer hours at work so I can focus on this necessary self care. It was going well, especially when my husband got a job offer in a cheaper city that would allow me to work remotely and on my own schedule.

 Life was shaping up! Until it fell apart. 

A month after we'd given notice at our apartment and I'd given notice (the responsible way) at my job, converting my full-time role into a remote contact position, my husband's job offer was pulled. So long, cheap city! So long, health insurance! 

Flash forward to now. For six weeks, we've been traveling and staying in hotels, Airbnbs, and now my mother's, with hopes that he'd find a new role and we'd head to whatever city it was in. He continues to apply and phone interview for roles, and works on data science projects during the times when he's not. He's bound and determined to get a role in that highly competitive industry, despite not having any prior experience. And I've tried to be patient.

Meanwhile, I'm working my 40 hours to support us, rationing my remaining medication, and basically withering away. The lack of routine, comfortable work space, security, and now increase in my expectations from work (fewer meetings means more output, right?!) have put me right back where I started four months ago, but probably worse. All of the pressure is on me: to be self-disciplined to do my work, to stay focused despite my always-changing surroundings, not to let anything fall through the cracks. 

I'm at a breaking point.

I love my husband and want him to be happy in the work that he does. But I've supported us for the last 6 years financially as he's pursued his PhD, failed start up, and now data science pipe dream. Am I wrong to just want him to buck up and take a job—any job—to start reducing some of this pressure?

How can I continue to hobble along with all of this uncertainty? 

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Tl;Dr: ADHDer spinning out of control trying to balance work, love, and life. #PlightOfOurLives ",5.76805448623038,7.322073713355049,6.168559372223867,75.69165753627482,67.56677524429966,9.230026650873556,32.52132069884513,9.573946990214177,3.197271661237785,2636,114,457,56,44,849,315,614,0.087,0.759,0.153,0.992,8,1,0,0,0,0,105.0,5,0,0,16,24,27,1,4,27,0,33,20,2,7,4,83,69,47,1,10,11,4,2,1,0,1,14,0,0,2,15,36,0,4,10,4,2,8,6,9,1,5,19,2,52,18,86,40,11,102,0,3,0,4,35,42,0,5,51,285,67,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817102192846072,0.0,0.14180646712722214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252477852195857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388139977744609,0.04746998044155423,0.0,0.0,0.050099985873279636,0.08200627335446503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045375097693416015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436773274136533,0.0,0.05641009592981752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980779722496685,0.08515031518546963,0.0,0.0,0.06877959377744867,0.0,0.09185637585296932,0.054123096797830866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666450149451677,0.05456932791857666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044545655299677744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216145031153821,0.0,0.0,0.02696239557837732,0.03809492912180769,0.0,0.0,0.0974749869297021,0.04535766823532393,0.0,0.05846740176201734,0.0,0.0,0.02785977406114555,0.0,0.030305459214155037,0.0,0.04264835713209552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676476634988285,0.047768147175208296,0.0,0.05472617123668303,0.11336258939481285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634010766608066,0.0,0.10592623078876498,0.1050274945496359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423329545758626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346646558191786,0.0,0.0,0.05793706659956473,0.05452776475685829,0.3389811136968791,0.026051585826380518,0.0,0.047086381491752136,0.0943807504653078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438193410473588,0.0,0.035594420336894916,0.05406252532440282,0.0,0.05808585402953718,0.11846267226294402,0.053718676605420936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025196233883286,0.0,0.0,0.03953933278890532,0.0,0.051500993337045727,0.056711055385198834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821303912354868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571260037518758,0.0,0.05040875044405098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574926725473243,0.0,0.0,0.053605704012481055,0.0,0.05671701425806267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107741384043523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688679236081352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336286416800354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322975656977005,0.11367333257485925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058328188336423274,0.24204737979425905,0.0,0.0,0.040093277878161165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191368491865212,0.0,0.03416809287279795,0.0,0.0,0.12437543846239645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861120810345733,0.17400475389552156,0.0,0.05551253305390039,0.12828526431221346,0.04605512080988779,0.0,0.0,0.06290417110077838,0.04232639012693671,0.0427735802691024,0.0,0.04794499820507879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140277433083256,0.0,0.3882076477090776,0.0,0.05434207230950107,0.037880091100811336,0.0583018100549877,0.0,0.06867827128176905
adhd,alpaca_obsessor,2018/03/08,"Is $200 a month too much for Vyvanse? So a tiny bit of backstory: I used to be prescribed vyvanse about a year ago and was only paying $40 out of pocket. Then I got off the prescription when I finished high school and my dad got a new job and medical insurance. Fast Forward to today, I got back on my prescription, went to the pharmacy to pick it up and they said I'd have to pay $230 out of pocket. Apparently my dad picked a plan where his employer pays his premium (so he doesnt have to pay anything) but the plan has a ~$2000 family deductible (although they no longer have to pay a $600 per month premium, and also the deductible covers prescriptions, medical, and dental stuff) and until we use it up I'll have to pay full cost for the medication. I talked it over with my parents and they've said they're ok with the price since they're still saving money compared to the old plan ($200 per month prescription bill vs a $600 per month insurance premium) but it still just seems like a lot of money. **So my dilemma is: Do I switch from my current vyvanse prescription which I've grown really comfortable with to a cheaper generic drug, or do I pay the $200 out of pocket for the ~9 months of the year which we don't meet our deductible which my parents are telling me is still cheaper than the $600 insurance premium they used to pay (although I feel like they're downplaying the costs to keep me comfortable)**  
   
Thoughts?",6.1828146853146855,5.857778356643362,6.605725524475522,79.54012674825177,66.13286713286713,10.506643356643359,33.259615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.1145741258741264,1134,44,229,24,16,369,141,286,0.051,0.894,0.054000000000000006,0.7845,6,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,3,3,13,6,0,0,22,1,15,4,0,5,0,32,28,20,0,0,5,4,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,16,0,1,3,0,14,3,3,0,0,0,8,3,25,6,36,19,4,35,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,3,24,136,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158517646561108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164484878916783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430528445400124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811962443003347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511252253588126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289855858011085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803382054182724,0.0,0.057944741906046926,0.08186961093555567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496607705563353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108022776314503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137219113138608,0.10186093438989807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197465095894114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974280460041614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34633957235592744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573594911125571,0.0,0.08424351517798262,0.0,0.0,0.11068051272170217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025246458339628,0.0,0.0,0.08715776999930652,0.0,0.0,0.25449744933705404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341510986489896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801995008608924,0.0,0.0,0.11598039460068513,0.0,0.10432670512698916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479754933043297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455693769064576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118853747997802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211040551473404,0.10016465354563787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097887455222473,0.0,0.0,0.10862653513431718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969304505257948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623450213764896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475961100120868
adhd,crackyscrew,2018/03/08,"What am I feeling...? Insanely weird feelings from Adderall XR and interactions with my medications. - Been taking 40mg of Adderall XR a day for ADHD with 40mg of Viibryd, 20 mg of Latuda, 5 mg of Propranolol and 10 mg of Valium for Anxiety

- Yesterday I accidentally took 80mg of Viibryd last night and not accidentally 60mg of Adderall for finals yesterday as well.

- Have been freaking out since yesterday and still am while writing this post, wondering if I've caused myself Serotonin Syndrome

- Let me take you through my day so far. 
Woke up at 6:45 am like normal, felt groggy and I was moody for the first 45 mins of waking up. 

- Took 20 mg of Adderall XR at 7:30
- By 7:45 i'm at school taking my finals.
- Notice the Adderall kick in like normal, feel a nice rush of dopamine (could be wrong, correct me if I am)
- 8:30 am - During the test I am clenching my jaw uncontrollably like always and it's causing pain in my jaw. 
- Start to feel insanely cold and jittery... yet I'm wearing my winter jacket and a thick cotton sweater. 
- All the muscles in my back and shoulders and neck tense up, replicating bad anxiety.
- Here's the weird 
- 9:15 am - Final #1 finished. I start to walk in the hall and notice a feeling overtake me. I feel like I am floating and not moving my legs. -My eyes open as wide as they can. I have the feeling of nothingness consume me and it feels like i'm not walking. (Yet in reality I'm walking faster then everyone else in the hall because i'm tweaked out)
- Get into my next class which is the last final before the half day end
- I sit down and as I sit down I piss myself a bit 
- Keep pissing myself in small spouts, can't stop it. Nothing noticeable so i'm not worried. 
- Test starts and I start to have a severe headache followed by feelings of pooping myself 
- Don't blink once during the test and test comes to a close
- Friend tells me I look insanely odd. He tells me my eyes are coated in gloss and my pupils are enormous and the surrounding areas of my eyes lacked any normal color, making me look like a psycho raccoon. 
- Get home and decide to take another 20 mg
- I start playing guitar (Metallica, Slayer, etc) into my computer and i'm hyperfocused on what i'm doing. 
- Feelings of excitement mixed with super energy start to hit me as well as extreme jitters, so I decide to eat.
- 1 pm - I've had lunch and it intensifies the affect of the adderall 10 fold
- I continue to play guitar as fast as humanly possible and still won't blink even in front of my bright computer screen. 
- I get the cold feeling again so I look at the time. It's 4:45 pm
- I freak out because what was an hour or even 45 minutes in my head was almost 4 hours.
- Take another 20 mg XR. At this point i'm locked into my chair and nothing will get me up.
- More hyperfocusing and it's now 8:30 
- This is the grand finale. The crash starts to unfold.
- I start to feel extremely greasy and itchy
- My nose, face and ears start to feel like there slowly being cooked.
- My anxiety increases and I won't leave my chair. Too focused and too anxious. 
- I get up from my chair and loud ringing in my ears as well as a super unbalanced feeling starts to hit me. 
- I see little flurries fly across my vision. I don't pay any attention.
- I start to get agitated at nothing but that goes away
- It's 9 pm (52 minutes before I write this post) 
- I go up to my room where I am now. I lie down and get on my computer. 
- I feel extremely foggy headed. Almost plagued. Kinda confused and disoriented.
- The flying feeling comes back with the feeling of my walls coming closer to me and then farther.
- I get online
- The feeling hasn't gone away. I notice I rarely move besides when I type and am in a fixed position.
- I've now caught up to myself. As i'm writing this post i've been making more and more spelling and grammar errors that i've had to correct. I feel a huge rush right now. Extremely tired but not tired at all. My face is still hot and my eyes have yet to close. Things are happening that are really weird. I get brain zaps and wanna get up but wanna feel asleep. Really out of it and disoriented but focused.

Is this normal for someone to feel? What is causing these hallucinations?
 
 
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adhd,Wallydraigle,2018/03/08,"Need different meds So I've been on strattera for over a year. I hate the side effects, but my gp only prescribes non stimulant medications, and I can't even think about jumping through the insurance hoops to get a referral to get in to see a doctor who can help me more.

So the last couple weeks, the side effects seem to have ramped up, while the benefits are dropping off. I'm back to being in the verge of panic anger all the time, and I'm totally exhausted through most of the day. 

Talking on the phone, dealing with insurance, having to choose who to talk to, these are my kryptonite. That and remembering all of this during office hours.

I hate that I have to overcome the worst of my symptoms just to get treatment to deal with the worst of my symptoms.",7.010067567567567,6.556303520270269,6.85337837837838,78.8777702702703,64.47297297297297,10.102702702702704,35.39189189189189,9.516144504307137,3.131443243243244,603,25,117,10,8,191,92,148,0.191,0.767,0.042,-0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,3,1,14,0,9,5,0,3,3,19,20,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,1,9,1,29,18,7,20,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,2,8,84,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243342481292428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905680477179152,0.0,0.11107341900317287,0.3551209518960753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994258661232476,0.0,0.17628361940073092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375559140853915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699475400485973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34008084576085795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544142893298368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696108143167038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038957426207832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130752756512734,0.17350253897097645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127705577679871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309878708031725,0.0,0.20207355383438175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510181648399075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372441676716271,0.15679075970625986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35802363061964065,0.0,0.276862198224847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035735129462086,0.0,0.0,0.10042808070906836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815166803307322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109097914590282
adhd,interalter,2018/03/08,"Fixing sleep schedule? I’ve been on Dexedrine XR for a few years now and it makes it so difficult to go to sleep. I don’t mean just fall asleep, but convincing myself to go to bed. I’ve been sleeping at 3:00-4:30 am everyday and I wake up relatively early (from 6:30 to 9 am depending on the day) since I’m in university. 
My problem mostly is forcing myself to go to bed. At around 10 pm I’ll realize its time to go to bed but somewhere in between that thought process, time seems to go by ridiculously fast and feels like nothing. I could be exhausted and still not be able to force myself. Even on days I take off from meds I go to bed that late habitually. 
I’ve tried sleep aids (in fact I take them everyday) and they make me drowsy but don’t help with making me MOVE. 
How do I get past this mental barrier?!?!? ",2.930561953017044,4.288720526946108,4.258323353293413,87.41292031321974,74.26946107784431,8.012713035467527,26.019806540764627,8.617729084823388,1.6306014739751262,636,22,140,12,13,210,107,167,0.053,0.86,0.08800000000000001,0.7775,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,11,7,6,5,1,27,28,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,8,3,4,0,0,3,1,15,2,29,22,2,33,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,3,15,80,21,0,0.1363590440466716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138845899769052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887160103486852,0.0,0.0,0.1758806054156925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006386256005361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894722980084313,0.09741492831276748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124197250239192,0.0,0.4649759227627601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913985928991968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538189410665424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661814115984219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306216223944985,0.0,0.0,0.14853497399038434,0.151464157989828,0.0,0.1374178444096051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492808399464838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308401803865364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017013688999154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047718946151374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413615241255699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127976103308874,0.0,0.5458300836700274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889650871782984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505006206136248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825384952003236,0.15902411030799735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257884006495913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781075365918492
adhd,aloefarrah,2018/03/08,"I feel like shit because of work and it's embarrassing I got called into my boss's office to talk about my work performance. Essentially several co-workers complained to her I wasn't doing enough and causing them to pick up the slack. It was like a punch in the gut. I thought I was doing pretty well...first job out of college, 8 months in, no training whatsoever. They basically showed me the former employee's office and said ""here ya go!"". It's a small non-profit, we all have to wear several hats and do a bunch of oddball jobs sometimes. ""The talk"" wasn't even that bad...but I still couldn't stop myself from crying in the bathroom, and even had to text my friend to help me stop. It's so embarrassing, having adhd sucks and I have a million coping mechanisms and even got meds for the first time and it's the same old shit.  ",2.7387272727272745,4.815034509090912,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,76.63636363636364,6.824242424242425,23.72727272727273,7.793537801064563,1.1716545454545453,654,21,132,10,15,213,103,165,0.14,0.753,0.108,-0.7443,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,2,4,7,9,3,2,11,0,12,4,4,3,1,21,19,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,9,2,18,3,18,9,4,16,0,0,0,0,12,7,3,0,10,86,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817198738153216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168380116320074,0.08530171316717906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288699585977588,0.0,0.0,0.1437494932670082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537095687908671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445879499733836,0.0,0.2772728095391854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075420919267697,0.09996799343846732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805347247318234,0.0,0.0,0.10811170513366472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952701363962084,0.0,0.22383402642962705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379398099946593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777233494607137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672815889096446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543375347436975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169299593362124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683589494391544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236192612547965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310810134921286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161683825328058,0.2872779394890716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383970801127847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175048483353693,0.23398011032831026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224945307761624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109098272660813,0.08159591908124636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258163586719703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056181529162721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the_collector__,2018/03/08,"Going to see a psychiatrist next month and probably be diagnosed. It's very possible I'll try medication, and I need to hear everything you have to say about the matter. I had this whole diatribe written out here about how I grew up inattentive, became depressed, etc, but no one's gonna read all that shit. Suffice to say that I think I have ADD. Growing up I heard so many variations of ""You're a smart kid, anon! Really smart! You just don't try! Why don't you try?"" My saving grace during the bleakest of times also happens to be my strongest shackle: my imagination. When I'm bored, I have absolutely no difficulty scanning my surroundings and thinking of complicated and weird things to occupy my mind. But when I have things to do, this creativity just fucking hijacks me and I have no choice but to stare at that pattern on the wall and think about what it would look like if x and y and z, or brainstorm a fictional world, or think of musical ideas.

I'm 18 years old. luckily I have a job that requires me to be active, so the opportunities for distractions are low. Still, even here, I manage to forget what someone is talking about in the middle of a conversation, or make mundane and stupid mistakes because I was thinking about what might happen if this one thing interacted with another thing, or what if this videogame was in real life, or huh I wonder if I can build explosives?, or if- oops, sorry, I threw your important document in the paper shredder out of muscle memory because I lost myself. Sometimes I'm so inattentive people think I'm slow.

I have an appointment with a psychiatrist in a month, and it's something I've never really done before. I don't want to spill my guts to this person, my psychological problems are my own. I just want an end to this incessant noise in my head, this inability to control myself. It's an issue on an emotional level and a practical level. Medication scares the hell out of me, but it's already on the table that I might be trying it, and anyone with half a brain would be cautious about what's essentially legal speed. Me being the obsessive mad bastard that I am, I've cranked this up to 11 and have spent the last two weeks scraping the internet for everything related to adderall vyvanse ritalin concerta dexedrine focalin etc etc etc

Tell me anything and everything you know about medication. I must consume all knowledge. Medicated users - No observation is too small. No fact too mundane. No thought too inconsequential. I want to hear EVERYTHING about what it's like.

No matter what becomes of this I'm gonna keep posting here, so stay tuned.",6.207987804878048,7.180530398373985,6.931046747967483,72.75498475609757,66.15447154471545,10.377642276422764,34.07418699186992,10.411451182825502,3.713606504065041,2084,92,369,52,32,689,250,492,0.171,0.74,0.08900000000000001,-0.9912,1,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,5,0,4,27,23,6,3,24,1,33,13,4,3,5,77,68,37,0,14,18,0,0,2,0,7,8,5,0,2,33,21,0,3,12,1,1,4,11,16,0,4,10,9,44,7,53,45,8,44,1,3,4,1,16,23,4,14,17,255,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704094665618621,0.06307661540056224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270771649415523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515150183583845,0.0,0.06490771970643207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616340293521457,0.08711166375454697,0.06711714160608827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805101324016283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846544910202518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793525192167663,0.08005685357383002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071690190083305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872418969672465,0.0698601780084315,0.0,0.3518676078702753,0.0520964466728413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835524338104465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291902073239576,0.0,0.0,0.04482669792266067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949848164237202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094889865073407,0.0,0.17779657857514738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904070682098503,0.0,0.08232540753079018,0.07827164709566413,0.0701080646402128,0.0,0.0,0.043347847804542254,0.0642939646166548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055712015734334326,0.07706905610590252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623545656515313,0.0,0.08610179812843807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264993072366765,0.07996725852354873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178346016115225,0.0,0.1673486338772478,0.07964165212766995,0.0,0.1259151566153862,0.0,0.0,0.05848509717232571,0.06083355799108015,0.0,0.08388486479162782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276644633836923,0.0,0.10689600185391816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468225933269348,0.06887094219292594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889201432468166,0.07554081387888201,0.0,0.08504100356418931,0.07547308931228143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889672793935422,0.08977745403283488,0.10105918031883096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544974099877734,0.0789680184454759,0.0,0.06285346833269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809644473240049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683085617464796,0.06072212344411955,0.07800977076427344,0.08829453380305352,0.0,0.08407066372410077,0.06298998286348473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339704522191797,0.06894056143803186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960519907394684,0.30324096400827955,0.0,0.06261824374775955,0.045992870208251074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420483054506814,0.0,0.07704978828683706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508045158927846,0.13956823370092136,0.0,0.06326907466553604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117276500325181,0.08806154847404016,0.0,0.0,0.08553698841728544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120616182754174,0.0,0.0,0.05079316071146093
adhd,the-johnnadina,2018/03/08,"How do i tell my friends about ADHD? Currently the only people who know about my ADHD are my parents and my brother (and a bunch of online friends but they are irrelevant for this). I never told my friends about this, but after years of hiding it, it feels like im holding some kind of secret and i think they deserve to know why sometimes i cant focus on anything and why i am always fidgeting. On the other hand im afraid they start seeing me differently, and use my ADHD as an excuse for anything i dont do, in fear of offending me or seeming insensitive. What do i do, i wanna tell them but idk how.",3.515772357723576,4.645407406504064,5.2814634146341515,81.5389430894309,72.4959349593496,7.417886178861789,27.487804878048767,7.793537801064563,1.6741317073170725,473,17,93,6,9,162,74,123,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.8588,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,5,8,1,2,4,0,9,1,1,3,1,22,18,12,0,1,4,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,20,5,16,17,2,8,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,3,6,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198840951836843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998201951176934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373208491325952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065337130858922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689957876418919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225977232979838,0.07290946330064685,0.10301313281578736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342147338407014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31151128068853445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015718888136764,0.15849190351429085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044652746862687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112122849446632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109667003840214,0.0,0.0,0.160111787818765,0.0,0.0,0.09996684736436368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490496464140375,0.13126996218339945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261281340763135,0.0,0.10206215736242416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520660509127431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239450946117607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778476400561435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453841984234608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602276139430079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285702906135024
adhd,Herd_of_Geese,2018/03/09,"How can I ask my boss to let me work more with other people? I'm a software developer, and several months ago I got a new boss, in a newly-created group, with entirely new technologies than I used to have. I also got demoted from team lead to individual contributor.

I'm floundering. I'm very bright and can produce new insights when I know the building blocks, but *learning* those building blocks is like pulling teeth. Reading documentation. Trying out new technologies. Many large multi-step processes that I don't know enough about to get mentally engaged in, and that I can disengage from or get confused/distracted/forgetful at every step.

I became a lead in the first place in part because it was a role that's a lot more conducive to constantly-switching attention, with short-term passion easily evoked for every aspect of making the team succeed. 

Working alone just isn't working for me, but my boss doesn't see that. She thinks I'm doing better than I am because (a) I know the internal systems a lot better than other people on the team and have been able to do some things successfully and (b) one of my coworkers did a lot of the work on a project (we had separate pieces, we weren't working side-by-side) and didn't tell our boss how many of my pieces she had to pick up. I also ""wowed"" my boss the first day on the job because I was in emergency mode and produced a ton quickly.

*tl;dr Boss doesn't see how bad my attention problems are yet, but I'm really struggling*

I know I could be more effective working side-by-side with one or preferably more people--I'm good at coordinating efforts and being the jack-of-all-trades who helps out with any issues people have, and I can provide direction and facilitate discussions to really get all the details hashed out so we know we have a good plan--but my boss doesn't normally think a project should require more than one person, and my coworkers are used to working very independently (apparently that's the culture of this sub-field of software development, something that's very alien to me from a background where pair-programming was, well, not ubiquitous, but definitely valued). 

*tl;dr I think I'm more effective working with other people but my boss and coworkers have dismissed the idea of that close collaboration in the past.*

My boss is receptive to me showing leadership and tells me she wants me to tell her when she's wrong, so I think it's worth another shot.

1. What responses might she have?
2. How should I prepare to ask this?
3. Is there a way I could phrase it? Or some groundwork I should do (like finding a collaborator and starting on something) before pitching it?
4. How can I have confidence to go forward and do this when I keep thinking I'm ""defective"" for needing a different work style? ",5.808611642234973,7.098560126195032,6.298013065646909,75.78452544083281,67.24091778202678,9.71168472487784,33.26582749097089,9.928628108626363,3.3890731251327817,2218,98,397,51,36,719,242,523,0.04,0.828,0.133,0.9945,4,1,2,0,0,0,81.0,5,0,0,26,19,18,0,1,30,0,45,2,1,25,1,101,79,35,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,29,0,4,19,5,1,6,8,5,1,5,11,3,49,13,54,59,17,43,0,0,3,1,26,20,0,9,19,263,70,33,0.07396401087025835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556463290343745,0.0,0.0,0.07660440888302328,0.0,0.11829798554096901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029806372578162,0.07755771443837589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829273151230262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061756859597867725,0.1352633235521423,0.0,0.06293792554377789,0.0,0.0,0.13083031398630993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810848834712112,0.0,0.0,0.047700668121365565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727664892218175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642459505536141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463573839964735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760176596437932,0.12582749972341858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592942878322085,0.0,0.04203545187886721,0.12407500623849115,0.1183115524678532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495765173918988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349636534217605,0.0,0.07719921089523922,0.07339786795462845,0.0657426113025025,0.0,0.0,0.20324343024150893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563321232989326,0.0,0.07227015928941964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886446711915046,0.0,0.0,0.04937155159585447,0.14997579582377807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453832643620383,0.07846412709762766,0.0,0.0,0.059037367818815426,0.0,0.0,0.05484337686571784,0.0,0.2857396103896796,0.0,0.0,0.07246902660638788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035978390800145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009581603224783,0.07060701757793937,0.20510932879980845,0.06458252136701555,0.07727664892218175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077356934497904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398402658203104,0.0,0.09476647864045573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787948102165333,0.0,0.0,0.08355827926471858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388221824510515,0.0,0.0,0.05235210758464358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732324347007916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394341678905025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049138402266628016,0.23696575814899914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050216708255719764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776231509306507,0.0,0.1830841653174586,0.04362588995272092,0.058709189087488824,0.0,0.0,0.0665025284929726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846201273859937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086803482167998,0.0,0.0
adhd,jadestorm,2018/03/09,"ADHD + Anxiety sucks, but my Psych found a solution! (Long, has tl;dr) _**Super TL;DR:**_     
I have anxiety and ADHD. For me, Adderall sucks because L-Amp sucks. D-amp is yummy for my brain. 

Note:This post has been Edited like 30+ times for formatting & readability & accuracy. I wish I was exaggerating. It's been a long night. Damn perfectionism, but I've gotta get it right. This is the stuff I constantly Googled, but couldn't find any personal experiences on. So I'm sharing mine. 

 

_**TL;DR:**_    
*Adderall has 75% D-amp and 25% L-amp.     
*It helps the adhd a bit, but the side effects are too much for me.      
*Vyvanse is 100% D-amp, works great but there are still side effects that take a lot of effort to control.      
*Intuniv removed 90% of Vyvanse’s other side effects and helped it work better.      
*It took two hellish years for my Psych and I to reach this conclusion. Maybe I can save you anxious types some time and frustration.     

 

_**The story:**_     

**My body hates most stimulants, and they hate me right back. Jerks.**


*I’ve been trialing adhd meds for two years now.    

*Every stim (except Vyvanse) makes me angry, anxious, makes my BP and heart rate skyrocket and stops me from eating.     

*Adderall was the absolute WORST of the bunch.     

*Intuniv helped cut Adderall’s side effects a teensy tiny bit. 

*It also helped my adhd in a way that I still can’t define, kind of like waking me up a tiny bit, giving me a smidge more energy, helped me focus minimally...but not nearly enough.   

  

**Vyvanse worked best, still had a few side effects and duration problems.**     


*Intuniv killed most of the side effects, the remainder was easily remedied with sleep, food and water...but the Vyvanse didn’t last long enough. I metabolize too quickly.    

*I could perform like a beast at work, but once I got home I’d crash, get kinda dopey & be unable to sleep properly.      

 

**Oops, we tried the wrong booster. :(**    


*We tried a 5 mg booster of IR Adderall, hoping that the tiny dose wouldn’t give me awful side effects and get me through to 8 pm.     

*It fixed the Vyvanse crash, but once again HOLY FREAKING ANXIETY AND SIDE EFFECTS, BATMAN!     

 


**My followup appointment was kinda scary but productive!**     

*My BP was like 166/90, and I was an anxious wreck.     
*I could barely finish sentences, but I described what I was feeling.     
*My psych seemed to have a light bulb go off.   

 

**We reviewed the meds that hadn’t worked:**    
*SSRIs had no effect, just side effects.      

*SNRIs made everything worse and I felt drunk all the time.      

*NDRIs worked kinda okay, but I was mildly grumpy and anxious all the time.      

*Stimulants that boost Norepinephrine and Dopamine knocked the ADHD flat, but made my anxiety, aggression and whatnot go bonkers.      

*Vyvanse alone was way better, but wasn’t quite enough.      

*Intuniv + Vyvanse was perfection, minus the duration issues.      

 

**What links it all together? Norepinephrine.**     
*L-Amp cranks out that Norepinephrine, which does me way more harm than good.      

*D-amp gives me Dopamine, which I get from Vyvanse.           

*The Intuniv activates ONE SPECIFIC Norepinephrine receptor and leaves the other three alone.      

*Vyvanse is chemically the same as Dexedrine, except that it is bonded to a Lysine molecule that only your liver can remove. Until the Lysine is stripped off, the dexedrine molecules are inert. You can snort, eat, inject or stick Vyvanse up your butt and it won't do crap w/o your liver. Much less abusable than Dex. But, Dex has an IR formula!      

*I can have my booster in the afternoon w/o my head exploding.     

 

_**If ""Why"" is your favorite question, this is for you:**_

 


**L-amp bumps up Norepinephrine. With that, you get:**    
*Increased arousal, alertness & vigilance. (What’s that sound? Is that a squirrel? I NEED TO KEEP LOOKING FOR THAT SQUIRREL DANGIT!)         

*Storing memories and accessing them later. (Where are my keys again? Crap, I can’t even remember where I had them last.)          

*Better focus of your attention. (I can focus on this thing for 4 hours straight, but why can’t I just pay my dang bills?)         

*Glucose gets released from your energy stores - Your muscles and brain get a quick full tank of gas from your reserves. (and if those stay empty, crash city. You have to eat to refill your reserves, but…)          

*Appetite suppression. Oops.           

*Feeds more blood to your muscles, less to your organs and brain.           

*Restlessness - Your muscles wanna go! For some this is “I can get off the couch, yay!” for others (myself included) it’s more “I can’t get back on the couch, this sucks.”          

*Anxiety.           

*Higher heart rate and blood pressure.          

 

**Cool! SO, what receptors dig this chemical?**      
*α1, α2, β1, β3     

 

**Great, but why does it matter?**

*α1, β1 and β3 receptors react to stimuli in a way that results in some therapeutic goodies for adhders, but they can also set off a crap ton of side effects if you tickle them too much. BAD TOUCH!         
  
*Examples of BAD TOUCH!!! - Dry mouth, muscle tightness, restlessness, the feeling that you can’t sit down, elevated BP & heart rate, and anxiety.     

*α2A receptors hang out on our prefrontal cortex and help out with higher cognitive functions. Attention & Emotional regulation, distractibility reduction, improve cognitive function, the ability to learn and plan, etc.      

*Intuniv helps alpha-2A receptors do their thing. But like the noble honeybadger, it doesn't give a fuck about the other three. YAY!!     

*D-amp does a lot of the same stuff as L-amp, but anecdotal evidence and my own personal experiences indicate that D-amp comes with FAR fewer side effects. No science here, folks. My brain likes it, and that's good enough for me. 

 

**If you're feeling like Vyvanse+ Intuniv might help but find Vyvanse's costs prohibitive, maybe your insurance will be happy to give you Dexedrine (IR or XR) instead. It's got a historical bad rap and some Psychs won't prescribe it. Mine didn't want to until we could prove it was a good call.**     

Good luck out there, guys. <3. You've got this.    

EDIT: Time for sleep, y'all. I'll gladly answer questions tomorrow. Much love. 'nite!
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adhd,iwishiwasaredhead,2018/03/09,"Caffeine does not affect me. How do I get a boost of energy without using Caffeine? FTP: I have ADHD (diagnosed as a child, and then re-diagnosed as an adult) and caffeine has always either made me really tired and really jittery. I have issues sleeping so I am tired often and I am looking for something that can give me a boost instead of caffeine. I am currently not taking meds because I am working on managing my symptoms in therapy, so i dont have to worry about any weird interactions. 

I dont drink caffeine often so i dont have an addiction or anything but it never seems to perk me up during the day, and I can fall asleep right after drinking it.  I mostly drink water or tea during the day.  

I am just really frustrated that I have to go all day being tired or I have a hard time staying up at night working on a paper and I cant use a normal remedy like caffeine to keep me going.  Anybody have an alternative to caffeine that works?",3.084574468085105,4.950327191489362,5.248882978723405,78.35875000000001,74.95744680851064,7.67872340425532,27.707446808510642,8.472884824447931,2.2868872340425543,744,30,133,14,16,259,105,188,0.095,0.847,0.058,-0.8238,1,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,3,1,0,11,0,21,13,2,5,2,28,32,17,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,6,5,1,1,3,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,2,22,1,19,30,3,20,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,7,10,103,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341950785378235,0.13606071658617525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942027638667804,0.0,0.0,0.07698911335402381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093165125918341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901394459484933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904017011947596,0.0,0.0,0.2298187912798593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907396253771678,0.0,0.3980564006796389,0.3327186083365948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059149420292586165,0.1086047774069052,0.12868376751969807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141712591291308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816555863577433,0.0,0.1006294274338736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531043417477023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507088954998053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712542218706904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575475980682896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731728854338491,0.0,0.0,0.10624327097085637,0.11092526611904406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175825457016142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668377458098086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030653868028197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329533662986363,0.0,0.0,0.0871573412575121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206706075536064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176722532740234,0.08512251890190993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294695898333464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601574610351019,0.3903670507007443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556035820183326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913384639898104,0.0,0.24726249320698496,0.11497388107224915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fme222,2018/03/09,"Bad experience at check-up today So this is more of just a rant/vent. I (22F) had a strange experience today at the doctor's. It should have been just a normal check-up/refill visit but my heart rate was really high today. My PCP even did a EKG and manual heart rate (I'm normally in the higher range of normal, but I was 140 today). She mentioned having me go see a cardiologist before allowing me back on stimulants (15 Adderall) and started asking me some pretty normal questions about how do I feel normally during the day and such. I don't know why but the questions (along with the extra tests/checks we just did) just made me super nervous, like I was panicking, and couldn't awnser any of the questions. I was just freaking out. My doctor noticed and had us stop the appointment there, and suggested I just come back in a week, to have time to calm down and make mental notes of how my heart feels during different activities. I don't know why I got so flustered/freaked out, and now I'm kind of worried I caused new issues about me for my doctor to be concerned about. I started crying in the room after she walked out. I'm really afraid of being taken off my medication, I won't be able accomplish anything without it, and I know this doctor isn't a huge fan of me being on it to begin with. I'm really hoping this was just a fluke/bad day (I was dehydrated, did bad on a econ exam, and had some bad childhood memories brought back up right before the appointment, which probably caused the unusual anxiety and heart rate). I've been home for a few hours now, my HR is in a more normal range now (upper 80s), though my chest still feels like it's flustering and I'm still upset/embarrassed/idk about how today went. Hopefully tomorrow/next week will be a fresh start, I'll be back to normal, and everything that happened today will be forgotten about....",6.704093406593407,6.33522682692308,7.29536263736264,75.17463736263741,65.07142857142857,10.576703296703297,30.83736263736264,10.125756701596842,2.904468571428571,1471,46,278,30,20,487,179,364,0.125,0.794,0.081,-0.9199,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,0,0,2,30,13,0,2,22,0,35,10,5,9,0,64,63,22,0,11,11,0,3,2,0,4,5,2,2,0,9,21,0,1,9,0,1,6,6,6,0,0,19,6,32,7,39,32,6,55,0,0,1,0,11,20,0,7,31,184,41,7,0.06717544905739528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045681608903330985,0.0,0.05138903466161776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055279670855032714,0.0,0.06279997684960778,0.0,0.0,0.2066150953285066,0.2243547761701736,0.0,0.0,0.1143227188844693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801538102202893,0.0,0.05786570124218762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378907647346873,0.08664521471155091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018404669946893,0.0,0.27502767431097697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436875055566075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037296211482698,0.1314209582723933,0.0,0.0,0.10189777631947504,0.04799015422889257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03817735575814875,0.0,0.05372634320525633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940302775112725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31841292228076074,0.0,0.07097455011721841,0.06738245255589669,0.13344075627976598,0.06615428585777124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011371608633997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995289295666789,0.11075361003654342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563706249289418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356303413251531,0.044840133871721984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767219770965209,0.06769705281561646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487846729635055,0.07144185216139379,0.0,0.4607237416455157,0.0,0.07647969398772304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683415817012394,0.07242649576155415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575563030406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910293837554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057367466454597726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353013566403559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264138577888955,0.0,0.10729280078260177,0.05616168332947717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599953763050682,0.0,0.03917054455601852,0.0,0.3820468265239143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808037941211588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776818654643736,0.0,0.0,0.062272314278230635,0.12123078860317653,0.0,0.0,0.06475473572983925,0.0,0.0,0.06821992929167918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,That1addict,2018/03/09,"EMOTIONAL FLASHBACKS I've been taking Concerta for about 2 months and every time im coming down the anxiety hits me hard. I'm only 17 but since the age of 12 my life has only been going downwards. I was decent in school and a very talented at football/soccer. Everyone around me really thought i was going to succeed in life but i totally let them down. I hit puberty late compared to my team/schoolmates which completely destroyed my self esteem. I had a hard time socialize with people (especially girls) and ended up in a depression. I fucked every single relationship from my younger years up (partly due to drugs) and that's where my medication is taking 'advantage'. I keep getting those emotional flashbacks from my 'better' teen-years with people i really cared about who's now long gone. Anyone  who can relate or knows anything that somehow can stop the flashbacks? At the moment im pretty dependent on my medication to get through school.
(Sorry for my grammar)",6.160234680573662,7.970546231638423,6.720000000000002,71.13402868318124,66.90960451977399,9.73993915688831,32.259452411994786,10.035473477838034,3.642848239895697,781,33,122,19,13,255,115,177,0.122,0.765,0.113,-0.16399999999999998,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,6,8,2,0,7,0,10,6,0,1,1,18,26,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,7,2,19,5,25,16,3,29,0,1,0,1,7,13,1,3,12,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519212376137227,0.0,0.0,0.08700756132188292,0.0,0.10239906828704264,0.11077317026057264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100522862580432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686936163910054,0.0,0.0,0.1071893844758109,0.1304673042647973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071753334131664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430462358588336,0.0,0.0,0.2799443394578879,0.11021211607471458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968302440634465,0.1189025870242189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503777697278955,0.13002387895634526,0.0,0.14143809464963505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229379094262038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268821429048462,0.0,0.0,0.11060318450617423,0.0,0.0,0.06838599857628011,0.0,0.14036764193859044,0.0,0.0,0.12724280299160265,0.17578366731695758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012069989670988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507095243955868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932250569692172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927623183743392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347505391598292,0.0,0.1725345593043034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659471706736114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943197439849435,0.0,0.0,0.13359618553036687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518689045992229,0.0,0.0,0.12981241964196855,0.0,0.0,0.1029335819676798,0.0,0.0,0.12684539809022632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392943402905513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403289233490128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711865711299985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987871680986831,0.14511762479017076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267157183433924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026359748059996
adhd,throwaway90-12-12,2018/03/09,"Having A Lot of Trouble Focusing At Work & My Usual Methods Aren’t Working, Any Suggestions? I am unfortunately unmedicated due to not being able to mix ADHD meds with the others I am on.

I graduated from college and now have an entry level position doing a lot of work on the computer and, unfortunately, doing the time-consuming, menial, projects the higher ups don’t have time for.

I usually keep on top of stuff, for the most part, but a 2 week hospital stay put me grossly behind.

I enjoy the job due to it’s laid-back culture and the flexibility I have with my hours to make it to all my medical appointments (and to be able to be in the hospital for two weeks). The pay, the people, and the benefits aren’t bad either!

But, I need to focus on finishing a lot of boring projects in a short amount of time to catch up, or I’m just going to get further and further behind. My usual techniques that worked in college (organizing, breaking down, and writing down all my tasks; putting away any and all distractions; listening to white noise; forcing myself to work for short, timed periods) are not working!

I find myself staring into space thinking about something for the project, and then losing track of time, being unaware at what point it happened.

I don’t know what else to do. Any techniques that I’m missing or maybe not focusing on?",9.832085561497324,7.479906725490196,9.878360071301248,65.52898395721928,60.17647058823529,12.723707664884136,41.61319073083778,11.20814326018867,4.662960784313725,1065,47,187,22,11,355,141,255,0.112,0.841,0.047,-0.9266,3,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,8,3,8,0,1,18,0,18,1,0,1,3,35,30,14,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,3,0,1,4,7,6,0,1,0,3,17,2,46,26,10,46,0,2,2,0,4,24,0,6,16,137,26,16,0.21955027587608825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192838325919978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894131609230263,0.0,0.22395257444324654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313735566936053,0.08441030505947916,0.09165765486769192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170304170919807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033248733106724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057352978770895936,0.0,0.06238774065923699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097073791940652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810639835135068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893488582185028,0.09757318646224766,0.0,0.0,0.060329544942875436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281029995985895,0.0,0.27998069003653075,0.0,0.0,0.07327575699156046,0.0,0.11028388084015214,0.0,0.12193543121578468,0.1105869025423334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139687382533754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887577687780275,0.0,0.07610425866734764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377298781173856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207086674485644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451026431270653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700569099509102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566626946741352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703394758649024,0.0,0.0,0.3200538285997404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723435881406523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627054165722545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610998823930674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795056470068734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Speaker_for_the_Sad,2018/03/09,"Advice and resources from the sub saved my business school application. I stumbled onto this sub a few months ago, about a year after my diagnosis. Even with medication, I'd been really struggling with managing my symptoms, and my psychiatrist's suggestions weren't really improving anything. While I was lurking, I came across a suggestion to record things I needed to do on an app with timed reminders—so that when the time came to get them done, I'd know. Last night, I got a notification that I had a writing proficiency exam early this morning, an exam I'd completely forgotten about. If I missed it, I'd have to wait another year to apply to business school. Thanks to the advice of this sub, I made it to the test, felt like I crushed it, and am on track to achieving my goals.

I still struggle with my ADHD on a daily basis, one success story doesn't mean I'm in complete control of my disorder at all. Most of the time, I feel like I'm pushing a boulder up a hill. But I'm getting better, and a lot of that is thanks to you guys.",7.725441176470586,6.412357132352946,8.330705882352941,71.67017647058826,63.46078431372549,11.297254901960786,37.066666666666656,10.355215969177356,3.7306349019607836,821,34,155,16,10,276,123,204,0.098,0.8,0.102,0.4339,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,5,6,10,0,2,16,0,10,2,0,2,1,25,28,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,10,2,20,7,30,18,4,25,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,16,101,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155328190742171,0.2627180104091936,0.11916006085934458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095681716390734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062070103014207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888839673529615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30749383322907264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818850776811407,0.0,0.15076958551114553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406322496493102,0.0,0.0,0.1375639186468992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878674952985653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796955237205267,0.09603357656138113,0.12906952377588116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404635108640855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751232156821693,0.0,0.0,0.13310234123468778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387671811572187,0.1095746926570386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134698080175286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142837202748079,0.0,0.12719662195133255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642873575752355,0.0,0.13541951019432605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072971208826326,0.0,0.0,0.09967477640995503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614918939553296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109017167666723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223278560643693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27209148735961297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073523472053944,0.0,0.0,0.28106135853171177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971952509760205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475218086539791,0.0,0.0,0.08930630349514798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351537028801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731311797996096
adhd,Sztapka14,2018/03/09,"First week on Vyvanse, what can I expect? I have struggled with Hyperactivity disorder for years, college and PA school have been a struggle. I am just curious how vyvanse has helped others! Thank you all! ",4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,76.77777777777777,6.933333333333335,31.222222222222214,8.07648339933343,2.7628555555555563,164,8,26,3,4,52,32,36,0.201,0.679,0.121,-0.4912,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663302651116943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718820083870383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424510773833205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234884467781687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683053792169528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427765712998105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25639252108667626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058349453918293
adhd,revasaurus,2018/03/09,"Adderall XR and St. Patty’s Day.. What are your experiences with being on Adderall XR and drinking? I know that the two shouldn’t mix but things come up like after work dinners and whatnot. For me, St. Patty’s Day will likely be one of those times and I still want to enjoy myself with friends. Just, relatively safely.",3.2654644808743143,5.7722857377049195,3.850409836065573,85.5650136612022,76.86885245901641,5.3781420765027335,23.281420765027317,6.42735559955562,0.6943748633879783,254,8,46,2,6,80,50,61,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.9549,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,8,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739635747939949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102193916534368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31155843475917805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111044604857202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457171625934929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747866426086501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107568714024333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155123520385777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539874106859632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129185689130076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545186842686207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106791799465615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758842110147605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315371410795453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blahboy14332,2018/03/09,What copping strategies do you guys use to keep motivated? I’m in my last year of college and it’s been a struggle the whole way through. Nevertheless I have done relatively well but I feel like I can attribute my success to my medication rather than my own will. What strategies do you guys use to manage your ADHD without medication? In particular I want to get motivated to work out but I simply can’t get myself to do it. Any thoughts? ,2.7971633986928097,5.415925788235298,4.4745098039215705,79.80418300653595,79.35294117647058,7.071895424836601,29.44444444444445,8.167268648758528,2.3525816993464046,352,17,66,7,9,118,59,85,0.019,0.78,0.202,0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,5,0,15,18,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,13,3,13,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,48,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448091393531933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852373449633198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084569507495285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299739765088364,0.145524107894466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128508365733484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033922334333221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105889886364396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604358566749716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951806904530712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104148594307321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295261995054127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171592126994122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35186469823324057,0.0,0.0,0.12014818761063548,0.16168845317760536,0.0,0.0,0.18315175412156756,0.0,0.0,0.2274250056789004,0.0,0.1963605931350268,0.0,0.14829682824723392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311768310167591
adhd,eblkxchaos,2018/03/09,"Feeling abused by the healthcare system, annoyed and not sure what to do next. Sorry if I rant on a bit but let me explain my situation. 

-This is back story for those who want to read-

I suspect I have adhd that was undiagnosed through my childhood. Im currently 20 years old going to community college and i'm really struggling to keep my gpa up so I can transfer to a university (I'm currently a 2nd semester sophomore). What happens is I try to take a full school load of 15 credit hours and I quickly find myself overwhelmed and unable to succeed in all my classes so I have to drop some. I used to work too but because i've been struggling so much in my classes I just quit my job after my fall semester this year. This helped a little bit but even now I find myself unable to succeed in all of my classes and continue to have to take a reduced work load. I did the online self analysis tests as well as researching symptoms and problems people with adhd have, and it kind of dawned on me. I've ALWAYS struggled in school since elementary. I had to take special reading classes in elementary school, in middle school I had to stay after classes to get extra tutoring and in high school they put me in a special study hall with a tutor to help me get my work done. 

-End of back story-

So I made the decision to try and get diagnosed by a professional. The issue is I pay for my own insurance, so being a poor college kid I have medicaid through BCBS. I called them up to see what I should do and they were no help at all, they brought up their provider finder and started listing off various Neurologists & Psychologists, and after maybe 8 different phone calls, none of them diagnose ADHD in adults. They then told me to try my PCP. I call up my PCP and they weren't much help either. they go 

""Oh did you call your insurance?"" 
""Yes, they referred me to my PCP"" 
""Oh well you should find a neurologist, you could try calling one of the hospitals that takes your insurance""

Alright.... so I tried calling neurologists from the provider finder through my insurance once again. Finally find a place that says they can help me with my adhd diagnosis. And heres the cherry on top... After waiting over a month for this appointment meanwhile still struggling in school. I go to this appointment at 2:30, arrive 15 minutes early fill out the paperwork. They then take me to a room ask me to be seated the doctor is a little behind schedule but will be with you shortly. I waited in that room for a fricken hour before the doctor came to see me. At that point I was annoyed but really wanted to finally move forward in the process of getting diagnosed. Well after talking with the doctor for a half hour he goes through an overview with me about what adhd is and possible treatments and says its clear that you need some help. He then says he need to refer me to a specialist to get a neurological testing done to see what treatments would work best for me. And in the back of my head I'm thinking why did I come here to hear that I was under the impression that they did that here. So I left that office feeling like I got nowhere, I call the specialist that they referred to me and of course he doesn't take my insurance, I ask how soon can he make an appoint he goes sometime early April and it will cost $400!! I told him no thanks. I honestly feel like I've wasted so much time and got absolutely no where and I'm really annoyed how crooked the health care system is. I just wanna get help and move on with my life but i'm back to square one meanwhile, still struggling in school...",4.25600215633423,5.780812565714285,5.086371967654988,82.11991105121297,71.2,8.025876010781671,29.4932614555256,8.565702990422576,2.2405018867924515,2836,114,542,48,53,921,301,700,0.085,0.799,0.115,0.9747,4,0,0,0,1,0,69.0,0,7,14,9,32,28,3,6,37,2,41,11,1,5,5,82,93,44,0,11,11,0,3,2,0,5,10,4,2,3,26,32,0,3,14,2,4,12,7,10,3,3,21,11,88,18,100,62,17,98,0,1,4,0,57,44,0,3,42,377,114,36,0.0,0.057864200416213374,0.0,0.0,0.2934646486112252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063653593777982,0.052915181206770696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091312543569767,0.0,0.0,0.15021143988266975,0.0,0.029770757508798668,0.0,0.041556935101073715,0.0,0.05125172079557065,0.0,0.10663533962511096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34907832010309303,0.055856847136290175,0.04979287000969421,0.0,0.0,0.04206899931289847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899260058796508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870645808590394,0.0,0.051024571533642565,0.0,0.1499611012211481,0.0,0.09995500325503656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325534154426049,0.0,0.0,0.03225656816683365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408080071523583,0.0697787366934827,0.0,0.10699772383937634,0.17854558609152746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153092803953248,0.0,0.08326606877721067,0.0,0.07811928126220104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318665254201255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012114710538861,0.05191175347103965,0.0550431730272771,0.0,0.2291422331756926,0.05159927618638599,0.0,0.0,0.1442846736436086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052752651623278086,0.05097344040670754,0.04846347268033236,0.04340882556373525,0.0,0.050856520227975835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306185637092425,0.049939435866739185,0.03449522084551515,0.047718864156805416,0.09789558529994956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621102279664408,0.032599269006429336,0.0,0.049063620031863917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898145739293877,0.10381261668729358,0.10770307803890318,0.07242446055985967,0.0,0.0,0.05193900989656867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512465185006941,0.052010117905044964,0.06618682061401386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03385762635133869,0.0,0.051024571533642565,0.0,0.04616702282127781,0.05505670434795355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673068905162536,0.0,0.04909496344769925,0.0,0.051944467350226425,0.09770100824333666,0.0,0.09385925184043603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651211494664852,0.0,0.3459815996910326,0.11675098679152578,0.0,0.05094794246118698,0.0,0.0,0.04039870935213467,0.05489515797927783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830132665552128,0.05466934561319596,0.034567283851549564,0.05205405106181888,0.07800304265752962,0.0,0.0,0.2552766859511048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602856602904145,0.05076064175581616,0.22031737646446792,0.03925356221737687,0.0,0.04496281334716597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03129296222426329,0.0,0.0,0.02847741540564978,0.0,0.0,0.09333224323071893,0.0,0.16578656413778214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217973654845325,0.0,0.0,0.057610995654146964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173176125978864,0.0,0.04406805631805701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221650942188496,0.0,0.0,0.034692608226110595,0.0,0.0,0.06289922463185216
adhd,Bac0n01,2018/03/09,"Things ""blending into the background""- how common is this? What I mean is if I put something in an area that I am around a lot (say, my desk), I kind of stop seeing it. Like, you know how if you leave a trinket or something in the same place for a long time, you kind of stop noticing it? That, but after like 5 minutes.",2.511363636363633,3.606277712121212,3.3246666666666687,94.73700000000001,74.9090909090909,5.28,23.806060606060605,3.1291,-0.017353939393939474,243,7,55,0,5,77,47,66,0.073,0.8420000000000001,0.085,0.4151,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,8,6,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,8,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512518662360234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565044110517499,0.12046085440408773,0.0,0.0,0.232090104294446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416990270185407,0.0,0.0,0.19397587040185288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863471326273141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387616974407516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495487762236689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900644669274964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203460566494914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430834229214867,0.0,0.0,0.17466570732084022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374856765342179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36650458742112746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561980955684706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781119991848094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,VestigialMe,2018/03/09,"Exchanging Prescriptions in California I realize I have a close to zero shot of this working, but CVS gave me TEVA instead of Aurobindo and I feel nothing. I've waited 3 days of trying and it is awful. I know there's a reputation online that Aurobindo sucks, but it works for me. This same thing happened when I'd get prescribed TEVA XR years ago, before being switched to the truly great Sandoz XR. I'm only taking IR now so I bit my tongue and hoped I was wrong, but nope. So: if you've ever gotten a brand switched in California, your experience would help. All I'm finding online are articles on why it is the devil for anyone who is using it without a prescription, but also why do you have a prescription, huh? I can't take another one.",4.175404732254049,5.650513178082197,5.831569115815692,76.8933188044832,71.32876712328769,8.322789539227896,28.341220423412203,8.841846274778883,2.382350684931507,588,22,106,11,11,201,101,146,0.115,0.777,0.108,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,8,5,1,0,7,2,11,0,0,1,2,21,25,12,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,1,12,2,11,20,3,10,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,6,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216905299943716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553219414217289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036622132441753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358068799834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527146662409228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204377718106704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525928224125504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568794777944874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899896602421756,0.0,0.0,0.09820617227197616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775184502949693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147472849561437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413413294561687,0.0,0.0,0.17175283467954988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018515733847474,0.0,0.0,0.19290959586144865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674117237741194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636446064986792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316121230723431,0.1477171300421296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920665816066089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903469156321914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186626268265134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677483410224009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505163352997224,0.0,0.0,0.18722630548598546,0.0,0.2827967345660518,0.0,0.0,0.13797211533042544,0.2123549291228349,0.0,0.1250747568262782
adhd,KatUnicorn,2018/03/09,"Question about self harm (not intentional) I was directed here from another post I made wondering about if accidentally self harming is a thing. I don’t like pain and I never will but I know with my ADHD I always have to do something with my hands, sadly sometimes those things hurt my body. I don’t realize I’m doing these harmful things till after and then that’s when they hurt. Like scratching my arm till it left a cut. I didn’t mean to do it and I didn’t know I was doing it it just happened. I’m wondering if that is part of my ADHD or if it’s something else I should be concerned about. Thank you for your time and sorry if this is confusing.

EDIT: while yes I’m asking for suggestions I’m also asking if anyone has done anything similar, I know it may be personal but it would be nice to know I’m not alone.",1.0212737464964192,3.3484588757396447,3.100249143568984,88.67784802242296,84.50295857988166,6.161445032700094,21.320772345063844,7.475848149327749,0.8905431952662721,646,21,134,11,19,218,96,169,0.16,0.738,0.102,-0.8458,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,7,13,1,1,2,1,23,4,3,2,1,33,40,18,0,7,11,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,15,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,2,20,4,15,27,1,10,0,3,0,0,10,1,0,11,10,97,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197823539939781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779186000786786,0.0,0.10639400329924366,0.11070198047567373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395066143874553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302637801691777,0.0,0.10948260461881032,0.0,0.2487534722674673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778017537304786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614862295013708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113989962478524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764900369056355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848493997288557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924666159110669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445510167739457,0.0,0.0,0.12999564668347596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588798787445316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449222363669974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261054320219627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156655244712316,0.0,0.0,0.1440720140114194,0.0,0.0,0.116167540131376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741789568160125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490379979400059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775845923604192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048451636481798,0.13158239000872848,0.14893013616998105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248761786463615,0.0,0.0,0.26516248652761426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757812548443639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885577347510917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450954294867783,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Macphail1962,2018/03/09,"Doctors as gatekeepers: no more meds for me Hi all, I’m new to this sub so sorry if this kind of thing gets posted a lot.
I’m posting because I hope to commiserate with others who have been through similar experiences. I’m also curious how common these experiences are among those of us with ADHD.

I was diagnosed with ADHD at age 13, and prescribed Concerta, which I took until age 18. I continued taking medication for ADHD, including Adderall, Vyvanse, and Dexedrine, until age 25, when, for a period of a year and a half, I did not have health insurance.

When I was finally able to afford health insurance again, I returned to see Dr Z, who had been providing my medication prior to when I lost my coverage. Without being warned ahead of time, Dr Z was unavailable; a different doctor showed up instead. Without asking any questions pertaining to ADHD, this new doctor told me she would not prescribe adderall because I had been off of it for a year. I asked to see Dr Z and was told I’d have to reschedule. After rescheduling I received notice that Dr Z was retiring and I would be unable to see him again, and was referred to a psychiatrist (Dr.  Z having been a GP).

The psychiatrist has refused to prescribe any medication for my ADHD. When I questioned her about this she told me she was afraid of losing her license. She offered to try alternative, non-controlled substance medications, and so I started Wellbutrin, which has not been effective so far.
I later sent her a message asking if she knew anybody who might be willing to prescribe the medication. I am still awaiting a reply.

At this point I am deciding whether to continue to look for a doctor, give up hope of receiving effective medical treatment, as I did for 12 years, or just turn to the damn black market.
All because apparently doctors are now scared shitless to give medication to a patient like me.

So now, on top of my unmanaged ADHD, I’m dealing with the intense anger and indignation resulting from being denied effective treatment on unclear grounds.

All I’ve been told is that these doctors have been afraid for their licenses. I presume that fear is related to “War on Drugs” policies that hold doctors liable for the actions of their patients. I don’t want to make this a politically-charged discussion, though - my point is that, whatever it is that’s got all these doctors so afraid to give out medication, it’s tyrannical in nature and is a continual source of frustration and needless suffering in my life.

Thanks for taking the time.",8.328164146868247,8.191027025917926,8.58096414686825,66.52748077753783,61.67818574514038,11.727654427645788,40.766220302375814,11.20814326018867,4.872904691144709,2015,103,329,50,25,665,230,463,0.112,0.845,0.044,-0.9835,4,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,1,0,2,7,20,17,4,5,20,0,43,26,0,6,4,51,76,30,1,7,10,0,0,1,0,4,26,0,0,0,26,15,0,2,9,1,0,5,7,12,0,1,27,5,42,5,68,41,6,57,0,3,5,0,36,17,1,10,34,243,68,9,0.05793242119137969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41774107377847136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632853629633905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879206599501867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624769805357863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105945198746916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497613645989281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972578244423433,0.0,0.058800188041364464,0.0,0.06052704985768133,0.0,0.4743703031700111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718321625554963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133380485704823,0.0,0.06519008001211453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346213570077988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03026729899998885,0.16672217179856538,0.0,0.0,0.04633384945413891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315890936858087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507993181095975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060327701789662125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04091938235270806,0.028302854714483225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048648643147646345,0.06481156077371257,0.06324008120032777,0.049252072813924366,0.0,0.0,0.03867034099786894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434986001413359,0.4668865564039327,0.0,0.06145714389944679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190298677280093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595644549988809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952972687842223,0.0,0.11096649100203886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979514038356246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058000460005160515,0.0,0.1384939174610194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485060252656866,0.04100486589579402,0.0,0.04626490639779501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871159419142859,0.0,0.0,0.053336389966766526,0.0,0.0,0.03848772644002773,0.0,0.05691830968156227,0.0,0.06756172135376744,0.0,0.0,0.22142764435092874,0.06436505155383998,0.03933231120494573,0.06301383854269814,0.0,0.0,0.06968556966234613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417004299595225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168957341043764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230705970398168,0.0,0.0,0.11191973957463124
adhd,nd9704,2018/03/09,"Newly Diagnosed - Vysance Tips Hi everyone,

I’ve just been diagnosed with ADHD and I’m 21. So it’s still an adjustment for me, but I hope the medication my doctor gave me helps!

For starters she’s starting me off with 20mg of Vyvanse. I supposed my questions are just what should I expect from the medication? How long does it usually take to kick in and how long does it last? I’m excited to see how I react to them and to see how my productivity and focus changes.  

Overall, are there any tips to deal with ADHD and taking medication for it?

Thanks!",1.908455657492354,4.407341183486242,3.9745183486238527,82.74569189602448,82.11926605504587,7.303058103975537,25.59709480122325,8.344100000000001,2.010797553516819,435,18,85,10,12,148,68,109,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,5,0,21,14,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,12,3,15,11,0,9,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,7,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745211902965034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596024736853094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648327051973356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063949084594964,0.0,0.31629999246741475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948431492885706,0.2727113255611579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488888993667131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444020420259707,0.0,0.0,0.15476048112019145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701086550443624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578457652521304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709047895704047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454962004860955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833041360846805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028739197945288,0.0,0.12443488730711072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343085344548242,0.0,0.0,0.14345447103723133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716093496913185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iSpeakBraille_,2018/03/09,"Making reading easier. I usually read the first 100-ish pages of the book before getting distracted and either ending up finishing that book after months or reading 50 other books before finally finishing what I started.


**Magical solution in case you face the same problem**: Read along with an audiobook. Sounds stupid I know. I was reading Blink by Malcolm Gladwell a few weeks ago when I ran into an audiobook of it on YouTube, and for some reason, I decided to open it and read along. Might have been the best thing I ever did.


**How I do it**: I know not all audiobooks are on YouTube but most popular ones are.
* Download the *Documents by Readdle* app https://itunes.apple.com/eg/app/documents-by-readdle/id364901807?mt=8
* Get the link to the book you want from YouTube
* Paste the link in *onlinevideoconverter.com* and start downloading for absolutely FREE!
* Voilà you're done!


Hope you found this helpful in any way and thank you for your time :)",3.8254595252586734,6.757436163522017,3.331077297626294,80.3158247108947,99.31446540880505,6.579914790018259,25.25481842158653,7.4822170145007005,2.3155301683911547,766,32,120,18,31,228,110,159,0.022,0.784,0.193,0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,5,0,2,3,8,1,1,11,0,9,1,1,3,2,32,21,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,10,1,1,1,3,0,2,6,1,14,6,21,14,8,26,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,16,83,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186277515862038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858157934287173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476246269608867,0.0,0.13243211691018938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913959249904225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176983639688337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414909391757044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382386274320477,0.0,0.10733998412728236,0.0,0.13836447554001033,0.0,0.0,0.13186161554857448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458473070878206,0.0,0.0,0.12533845294403811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870511056201265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423502932645477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387118357646074,0.0,0.0,0.10072631401748733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855118679861608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046581490930144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074997638544464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7573648930267616,0.0,0.0,0.12974776324198575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864058046190495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618186592317345,0.0,0.0,0.08383724274794904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358434697917443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898412724846468,0.0,0.07443209704328382,0.10016639349313544,0.10122467943748564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TimothyGonzalez,2018/03/09,"UK users: does any of you know if there are any adult ADD treatments available on the NHS? I am not talking about prescription medicines, rather psychiatric treatment or CBT. Is it possible to get these treatments funded via the NHS, or do you need to pay for them yourself?",7.533133333333333,8.177706579999999,5.778000000000002,83.32233333333336,63.2,9.066666666666668,36.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.050666666666667,219,10,40,3,3,63,43,50,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718134764663562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679210246615243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965726175430506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310572690212213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117434316926414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739715233897343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379256151087688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,josie-pussycats,2018/03/09,"How do you people get themselves out of bed? Srsly, how?! DAE feel like when the alarm goes off you just literally dont care enough to get up? Idk what to do :/",-0.8599999999999994,1.275728454545458,0.5718787878787914,102.7178181818182,97.78787878787878,3.852121212121212,12.66060606060606,5.6839178017228535,-1.37178303030303,121,2,30,1,5,38,27,33,0.241,0.6970000000000001,0.062,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41424189048298826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761713343576187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198083648310935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054335016961147,0.2902551690412236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42454172332028106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984938053999248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167179647035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,357d,2018/03/09,Just wanted to say thanks! This sub has a ton of great information. Brought up some of the issues I'm having to my PCP today and he was totally understanding. I've been referred to a specialist in two weeks. Excited to take the test and hopefully turn a new leaf. ,2.700576923076924,4.986743288461542,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,77.65384615384616,8.775384615384615,25.784615384615392,9.3871,2.5136876923076925,209,8,41,6,5,71,43,52,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.224,0.908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,8,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,26,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32681358172574626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944204882495671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30939444737337546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862925923205597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357319231911081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228774187567107,0.0,0.0,0.2729116315654472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809796555297865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224291988753804,0.2895676727543157,0.30859263024835404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484127048151166,0.0,0.23777714534418976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ElijahARG,2018/03/09,"ADHD Podcast recommendation: Faster Than Normal! I’ve been listening to this podcast every week for the past year and it had helped me understand how others cope with ADHD, learned new techniques (apps, books, authors, etc.) and accepts that having it is a blessing not a cursed! I hope you enjoy it. ",6.34556603773585,8.370052943396228,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,66.73584905660377,7.564150943396226,32.117924528301884,8.07648339933343,2.6000226415094336,238,10,37,3,4,74,46,53,0.042,0.794,0.16399999999999998,0.7832,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,4,5,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398211224123016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968739863906128,0.0,0.0,0.2242778945472128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784226110810252,0.0,0.0,0.264388310463813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708949547620097,0.0,0.0,0.2608112394705017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541099919809693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771148319806729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352283632914346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141865593208871
adhd,allyanders,2018/03/09,"Hyperfocusing is such a weird thing :) I do this really fun thing where if I’m in the kitchen for too long, I start making concoctions. No idea why, I just catch myself in the middle of delicately shredding up sponges to add to my flour, soy sauce and baking soda paste that I’ve placed on Saran Wrap with the peel of 3 lemons and a single maraschino cherry. #bigfan

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adhd,Climbon6786,2018/03/09,"Involuntary blinking and moving mouth - help! I'm on Adderall XR 20 mg. Before that I was on Ritilin 10 mg 3x a day for years.Lately I have been noticing that I'm always moving something on my body. Frequently it is my feet, tongue, or mouth. I move my lips and blink a lot as well. My tongue swishes inside of my mouth. I am also on an antipsychotic so I'm afraid it's tardive diskynia but it doesn't look like the videos that I watched.

Does anyone else have this problem?",1.1848863636363625,3.5934094583333334,2.6865530303030307,91.34556818181822,84.625,4.74090909090909,22.26893939393939,6.11248444174946,0.35649166666666643,372,13,76,3,11,121,67,96,0.08,0.882,0.038,-0.6951,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,7,6,6,0,0,6,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,2,2,10,2,7,9,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682047617113686,0.17501550528665605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707106849995355,0.21551298456308704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789795273400106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336346825335078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356486245836989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840655082987891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570783834905593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098306503276664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275901881617036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662836088516545,0.0,0.0,0.1788192296528862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6706582074001931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239467703613037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126211469615374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192609954838189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911635573861912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,datbot2345,2018/03/09,"I don't know what to think I don't know.

I find it so incredibly hard to put my thoughts into words. I have no opinion, cannot engage in conversations because I have no interest. I don't care about things. Yesterday I started 3x10mg Ritalin and I didn't feel any difference. I just came back from the psych office to discuss how things went and I couldn't tell him. I couldn't get a word out of my mouth. I don't know what to do, say or think. Please help me.",0.7720408163265304,2.7795384489795936,2.5605714285714285,94.15942857142859,82.87755102040815,6.3689795918367365,21.02448979591837,7.554174236665415,0.5678457142857138,360,11,85,6,10,119,64,98,0.127,0.7809999999999999,0.092,-0.2583,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,2,1,1,0,21,23,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,4,3,16,3,10,17,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,53,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551603756411929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544519870213207,0.0,0.13908758136461427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609605673803723,0.2326299509444518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383844026368031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536734096639295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085391489069315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920706541136965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043914868942353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293453647533256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761814031824788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250457220770068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936936425304216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144637695581875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149672724434905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942671859885028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031660620442529,0.2923985006576109,0.0,0.1811379341066644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151172008637686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nina00i,2018/03/09,"Comorbid with bipolar - what symptoms led to an ADHD diagnosis? After spending my teens and early 20s in an emotional rollercoaster I was finally diagnosed bipolar type 2 a few years ago. Lithium and Lamotrigen took a while to stabilise me but I've been feeling great lately, however I tend to lean towards hypomanic/agitated. 

I've complained to my psych for a while that I have concentration issues and put it down to my meds. He asked if I was good at school. I was fantastic up until my teens when depression and anxiety began, then my attention went out the window and I became bored easily and daydream a lot. I also started to juggle 4 or 5 tasks when I quickly get bored of the other. Anyway, my psych said a sign of adult-onset ADHD was the drop in academic achievement and concentration and memory issues as a teen. Is this very common? Wouldn't any teen or young adult have these symptoms with just anxiety, depression, bipolar, etc.?

I've been told Ritalin is pretty risky but those I've asked didn't really explain in detail why, just that there's likely to be destabilising effects and teeth grinding. Now I'm scared. I'll be starting on it next week and I'm considering not going ahead if other people's experiences aren't great. Maybe another type of med would work better.",6.3483869294605855,7.510935236514523,7.225453838174275,70.08764133817431,65.92946058091286,10.506327800829876,32.904823651452276,10.550175099000144,3.8052342323651462,1036,43,171,27,16,346,154,241,0.123,0.741,0.135,0.7303,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,9,11,0,1,11,0,16,8,1,2,0,31,32,24,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,1,1,10,13,0,0,4,0,1,5,4,6,0,0,12,2,15,5,26,16,3,37,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,5,23,110,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030206473710802,0.0,0.11175247681773376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081725696704567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573117779475298,0.13219423797546506,0.19288473296108566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571481434435698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149770069135394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217165924538418,0.1279572838122514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181054856928585,0.0,0.0,0.14060015274979787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331957882054598,0.0,0.0,0.06374422580008188,0.0,0.0,0.13810232211304793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586579902852256,0.0,0.07164786339206035,0.1057406153615496,0.0,0.2779828234051889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631663640555593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221121486675398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159089849934449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717927389891306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665315886241488,0.0,0.28006826424822673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407570960549733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740030446582349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825739793889718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673406896693842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076296806971488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199203971755024,0.0,0.1262169657842006,0.12758846132744878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784644382232377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620677243172135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046424031908835,0.14006719100066642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402004878893957,0.0,0.0,0.10112487041537883,0.0,0.0,0.11686713702170945,0.1137575770802064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177966357236927,0.0,0.0,0.0895557322953241,0.0,0.0,0.08118424083309582
adhd,MjauDuuude,2018/03/09,"I’m currently getting my drivers license and could really use some advice on studying theory. I have a hard time concentrating and even more trouble keeping information in my head.
I would be really grateful for some advice and maybe if you could share your own experiences.
Thank you in advance ",5.689615384615383,8.718187192307695,6.392923076923079,67.7520769230769,71.30769230769229,9.544615384615383,33.47692307692308,9.888512548439397,4.260803076923079,242,12,35,7,5,79,41,52,0.079,0.7759999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,12,10,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,4,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921375715453816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402104440301094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632013629737266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463214697107021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156191884165228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557502038918,0.0,0.25843282443543303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238229977512832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529800420409427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226357595995331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318356126893596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468342071347356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748561395130736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888075689995092,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,reallyokfinewhatever,2018/03/09,"I often lose/forget my thoughts, but always remember distinctly how the thought made me feel? Is this a common ADHD thing? Is it because our attention/executive function is in one area of the brain and our emotions are somewhere else?

One of my biggest difficulties that medication hasn't even really helped with is having a thought (a task I need to complete, something I want to do, a random idea or memory) and then almost IMMEDIATELY losing it because of another interrupted/distracted thought. I will have absolutely no recollection of what it was I had originally been thinking about.

But...

I almost always have a distinct impression of how that thought had made me feel--whether it's anxious, excited, hopeful, wary, or even more abstract like ""I remember feeling like it would make me want to go running outside on a sunny day"" or ""It made me feel like I needed to protect myself from someone I know, but I can't remember who or what about.""

It's like trying to remember a dream--sometimes digging around the feelings/weird imagery will bring me back to the thought--""Oh! I was thinking about that project at work that I forgot about and will have to apologize for being late on and THAT'S why I felt wary and anxious.""

But sometimes I never remember and then just feel kinda weird.

Can others relate? It's so strange to me that the thought can disappear so quickly, but my feelings related to that thought don't 
 disappear with it. Is there a scientific reason for this?",8.224222222222224,8.339693718518525,8.081111111111113,69.185,61.814814814814824,11.051851851851852,40.96296296296296,10.650279960617883,4.614562962962962,1184,62,195,26,15,381,142,270,0.076,0.782,0.142,0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,2,16,9,0,0,13,0,26,2,1,8,3,65,54,21,0,6,10,0,6,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,23,9,0,2,24,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,17,6,26,7,28,32,1,21,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,10,13,149,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986506676964983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643932892969669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660321344004595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607367158013694,0.0,0.1854662154323113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307338578782414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311858562097593,0.0,0.1000769639536471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163442441876203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606495268495787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293827534453457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068571796841006,0.09233499713064043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084332304526179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490289882830441,0.11728361488183195,0.07881483154923638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046651009586146236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055020095769684,0.0,0.0,0.08152929762639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266439554904564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511197472000813,0.0,0.09259587702850636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041106937632318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836650733033596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301349627973564,0.054792624411848935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269237827962259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173052913869052,0.06330930067384312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124634733996157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258599236950039,0.08439743556144179,0.0,0.0,0.4649336346148362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695506708397943,0.06319333107627305,0.1623690672025831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453387492524678,0.10519398613202467,0.0,0.5213329421469886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573058058167407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683216044653543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406928228725887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059759129755184624,0.0,0.0,0.05831109439987126,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_artbreaker,2018/03/09,"I'm in the last few months of my masters and really struggling So I've managed to make it to the end of my masters, however I've now got a 15,000 word dissertation to do as well as two more big reports by next month which I've not revised.

I've had a few days off work to do my dissertation and so far I've managed to do half a page... I massively struggle to remove distractions, however even without that I then have the problem of structuring my writing. I've never been able to write fast and think it's down to me over thinking what I'll write.

Has anyone got tips for getting on top of this? I've quit smoking, drinking and gaming but even without those distractions I struggle to just write content ",6.051066433566433,5.6933070000000034,6.646984265734265,79.24432255244757,66.4125874125874,9.667482517482519,36.05681818181819,9.188382445141503,3.128595104895105,563,26,112,9,8,185,88,143,0.093,0.885,0.022,-0.8199,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,7,7,0,5,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,19,14,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,6,1,2,4,0,8,1,24,10,4,19,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,10,72,15,4,0.1726316728863818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070807956848024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133314754974533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911331786438558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290042238215587,0.0,0.0,0.2280431836267443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901929239735949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276138638021363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071785424485234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152329821585688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755859085913617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331441885350324,0.0,0.18359574257829608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518519653558916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836150337673056,0.0,0.0,0.11059227013763684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414163205665865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123081084831164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686360600468441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521660615531233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33282154457371826,0.0,0.12567791389458685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lionzlove,2018/03/09,"I think Adderall has killed my libido and attraction to the opposite sex. I have trouble finding anything sexually stimulating anymore. I look at pictures that used to excite me and now they mean nothing. I will match with great people on dating apps but lose interest almost immediately (for no good reason). I feel so frustrated because all my life I've wanted to be in a relationship but couldn't because my ADHD was holding me back. 

I don't regret being on this medication because for the first time in my life I feel in control of my thoughts and actions, but am sad because I feel like I am missing out on some great experiences. Does anyone have any advice? Should I switch to something else? ",6.15391452991453,7.569894015384616,6.835641025641023,71.78158119658123,66.53846153846153,8.854700854700855,35.21367521367522,9.150863307647796,3.4081880341880346,562,27,92,10,9,185,92,130,0.155,0.657,0.188,0.6254,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,3,14,2,0,3,0,12,4,0,4,1,27,22,7,1,4,3,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,4,18,7,16,15,2,14,0,4,1,1,2,8,0,2,6,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893867344361945,0.15362607243381451,0.0,0.0,0.1574254423617277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690977757343156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591239025731274,0.10992651869785228,0.0,0.12937235481242249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088658004377616,0.0,0.3833407163515463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632699964860038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757757216296354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133073128956566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378382848906505,0.0,0.0,0.23847383800766275,0.11231252220522094,0.0,0.0,0.14368922434519935,0.13372473025394438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186224614626646,0.0,0.3466543045825524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393215367053638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220874404307049,0.07680600486881124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201876489678369,0.1758803874223228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125031916037986,0.0,0.15837488605872302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084947368453808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899123691805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164046214142536,0.0,0.16878721071535258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102973474814395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007353151180787,0.0,0.12480903172235648,0.09167177571998283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135780979197664,0.0,0.0,0.09272790731500306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jmorzi,2018/03/09,"Losing stuff all the time There is this thing I do where I put my things away, hiding them so I won’t “accidentally” lose them and end up forgetting where I put those stuff and losing them smh. I feel like most of the time I am going through motions without even realizing what I’m doing because whenever I try to remember it’s all blurry, that’s the reason I can’t ever find my stuff.  I don’t know how to deal with this. Is there anything you can suggest to keep me from losing more of my stuff?",5.078770226537216,4.853350485436894,5.998203883495147,82.63413430420714,68.41747572815535,8.808414239482202,27.846278317152105,8.344100000000001,1.6529365695792881,392,11,84,5,6,130,68,103,0.192,0.7829999999999999,0.025,-0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,3,4,8,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,3,17,14,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,1,17,1,11,13,4,12,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,66,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607890925561687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111172118740984,0.0,0.0,0.0785800898553603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289674492076742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141727288688479,0.0,0.0,0.0851414017337722,0.11660313704135325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517890332529394,0.09209069332123723,0.0,0.0,0.11781803162216838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326042638185074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457785084258755,0.0,0.0,0.07084353655438394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629771115519864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768527498557624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591728905806745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253715556462758,0.0,0.0,0.14602571997182034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.590267535622718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712792483901368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033261150731672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751892257298541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124261082403527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CaptainTickTock,2018/03/09,"Why are the easiest things so hard for me/us? I'm currently in my first year of University. Except I'm not, last year was my first year but I dropped the course right at the end and started another one this year.

I'm 24 and the rest of my class is about 19 and are all normally functioning people, I am most certainly not, I struggle with keeping up with the most basic stuff. I dropped out of college (UK college, so pre university studies) twice and ended up working as a civil servant. I got fired before I got my diagnosis because they thought I was lazy and I was working through an agency so there was nothing I could do. I finally went back to college, got through it and got to uni only to fuck that up the first time around. I'm on the brink of fucking it up again.

Every project we get given I know I can do easily, particularly as it's first year work but it's setting off that evil trifecta of ADHD, depression and anxiety on loop. I want to be like everybody else. 

Everything is so scattered and disorganised despite my best efforts. I currently have 27 tabs open as I write this and another browser open to help me research for uni. This is beyond a joke at this point.

My doctor is telling me to experiment with my meds to find the dosage that works for me. I sometimes think I've found the sweet spot but then it goes again and I can't get it back. 

How can I get myself properly organised? Any tips or tricks would be incredibly appreciated right now.

Tl;dr Things that I know are easy are just so hard because my brain is actively working against me. Send help.",2.9663324175824144,5.044485605769231,4.299945054945057,84.08076923076923,75.9551282051282,7.790476190476189,28.77106227106227,8.634040054169528,2.2772523809523806,1247,55,249,26,28,411,172,312,0.106,0.769,0.125,0.6416,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,11,16,11,4,1,12,0,24,4,1,1,2,43,47,24,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,18,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,6,0,6,12,4,34,5,39,31,5,47,0,1,0,2,7,19,2,3,24,167,51,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672872409518895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605022519738958,0.2036939048937496,0.0743024905112046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864643219098151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937054433116595,0.0,0.11841639379034938,0.0,0.0826485921662279,0.0,0.10192961919708696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842673136797022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754863383589806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365601983972573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941440472354812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113780211595323,0.0,0.17205277884942544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183434887096855,0.0,0.08729219130517579,0.09500961216052267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639874209692153,0.08877303687139285,0.3304673809340409,0.0,0.10649560417253122,0.0,0.17958614629457967,0.15223577829719884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107278533248564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401483699694592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020541530543106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633163903223913,0.0,0.0,0.10675778225204824,0.07917210913925107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745173017138051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788707445804832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516460819015657,0.09319673030773867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581630154392189,0.07387005806989022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733617734855579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918171523334054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589319725354842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960618639976842,0.0,0.06874754691106033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153905072837764,0.1111880774580058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489396612631989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290547705074809,0.06223556348070264,0.0,0.07710861287937464,0.05663599315217531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683276764179105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728848473220175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003843079046707,0.08764271968880963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535509253126499,0.0,0.0,0.06899679250860961,0.0,0.0,0.3127355489237939
adhd,Louvregirl,2018/03/09,"I cant afford medication and my adhd is slowing destroying my academic career. Help. 

**NOTE: This is the ADHD subreddit, I know none of you will read all of this. Its cool. Just read the bolded text.**

This is mostly a rant/cry for help because as of 12 am (3 minutes ago as of writing this sentence) I watched my research paper go down by a letter grade because its being turned in late. And im still not done. I actually took a break from writing it to write this post, because whats the point, im already failing the course anyway. I failed the first two (out of four) tests and now my reasearch paper will at its highest be a C. Because I cannot freaking concentrate. And its all my fault.

I actually opened up the paper instructions over a week and a half ago, when I still had time. And like you guys will know, I couldnt bring myself to do it. I would actually sit there looking at the instructions for several minutes but nothing will go through my skull and eventually I would switch tabs and do something else. It was only until the andreline rush of anxiety hit in the day it was due had I started the paper. Then I realized that there is no way in hell I would be able to finish on time. Because i cannot concentrate, it took me five hours to choose my topics. And im not talking about doing something else instead of the work, im talking about I sat there for five hours trying to read and choose my topics. It should have been 2 hours at the most.  The words would not go through. They were just one paragraph summaries, then I actually had to sit down and read the articles. That was yesterday.

Today I wouldnt do anything until five pm, and even then I started because I took my last concerta pill (expired 2016) that I had been saving for a moment like this. After an hour of thinking nothing was gonna happen finally the pill kicked in and I almost cried. I can actually read the articles and have the words go through. Although the comedown is going to suck (i tend to get really sad and anxious when concerta wears off) I was able to sit down and work. But it wasnt enough.

**So im poor. I was able to get diagnosed and medicated when I was 18 because I was on Medcaid. Thus the expired pill. Since then my family has been on and off health insurance. We recently switched to a new insurance after our old one got too expensive. Now im going to have to go through the process of being rediagnosed again before I can even get my medication. But whats the point, insurance wont pay for it anyway. Its 250 dollars for a 30 day supply. We can barely afford insurance, which is 100 dollars a month.... So im screwed. Im failing my classes and I cant do anything about it.** 

**Yea I can go to therapy, I actually have a free college appointment next week. But all the therapy in the world wont change the fact that the words wont go through or register in my head, or how no matter how much time I have I cannot bring myself to start on time, or how i dont pay attention to people when they speak or how im inside my head all the time and it feels like theres a fog on the outside world. I want to become a physician assistant. Its my dream. But like this, that is never going to happen. And I completely deserve it. I dont even know what Im asking for. Help I guess? If any of you know how I can pay attention without medication let me know.**

TL;DR: Im destroying my academic career and I cant afford medication. Therapy can only do so much. Help, please. ",1.5235052531041084,3.865542578796561,3.3897432664756475,87.3360112702961,82.38108882521492,6.530689589302771,24.49291308500477,7.746657839377867,1.4324643514804205,2712,106,550,49,75,908,274,698,0.084,0.853,0.063,-0.9697,3,0,2,0,0,0,93.0,3,3,2,6,33,19,5,0,41,2,71,16,4,6,6,86,112,53,0,9,16,0,1,4,0,14,11,1,0,1,33,26,0,0,12,6,8,16,22,11,0,9,23,5,69,9,74,68,10,100,1,4,2,1,21,27,3,9,55,380,102,28,0.13846730216578534,0.0,0.27024822553067257,0.0,0.11094052595227454,0.0,0.08182860582068698,0.0,0.04621833385289217,0.0,0.05093403704917802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031387504572949365,0.0,0.0353090357183844,0.052142879432251495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596452766911876,0.0,0.04314941193773164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969528917842025,0.0509754188062279,0.03927515851479384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882668186078163,0.0,0.04839344395671925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013998863370081,0.0595333031885547,0.0,0.0,0.04684713232815319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723337497869117,0.1081884312584301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711444214891773,0.0,0.0,0.04769124592675725,0.0,0.09145634716427237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435115497358645,0.0,0.02333774281731191,0.03297368944477075,0.0,0.05056138709811957,0.0,0.039260072162054314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234345035448393,0.0,0.2623138626701548,0.0,0.03691498359025324,0.0,0.05084578142576431,0.04570146631412078,0.08163078533994404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473826655982516,0.049061422393089416,0.0,0.0,0.12374895183501985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818165340257608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484176406404556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268300133958714,0.03762311074991613,0.052065716018054216,0.0,0.0,0.047197399303753884,0.0,0.0901975061128136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038759219979358515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324853990550185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684109317786998,0.0,0.0678595995625584,0.0,0.035598173222887136,0.04457752775869637,0.04908718224353545,0.0,0.0,0.08857540727457462,0.0,0.04843271363854918,0.0,0.06255268500632173,0.07020708191512268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03199859755415723,0.0,0.0,0.050665172275863264,0.08726423808934564,0.0,0.044204466525739235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084128897375564,0.0,0.0295685664751043,0.0,0.04557325202297045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052142879432251495,0.0,0.03818052774438552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710659294050252,0.0,0.0,0.09800786916023588,0.0,0.07372011091673475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419651495511592,0.0,0.0,0.15834942757161846,0.0,0.0,0.0295747520544084,0.0,0.0,0.1345689956956943,0.0,0.04375027063216302,0.0,0.1538422675789715,0.03133673631271328,0.05020422095653825,0.0450874780433487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027223867460491085,0.03663629977893485,0.07404674505232046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449251269020546,0.0,0.06720389674286746,0.0,0.0,0.1311509315167884,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,i_have_a_spork,2018/03/09,"Day 1 So, here’s to the first day of the rest of my life. Leaving behind the guilt and the labels, and moving forward knowing that I can forgive myself for fucking things up occasionally from now on. I have been lurking for a while during the loooooong NHS diagnosis process and want to say thanks to everyone here for sharing and giving me hope of a better future. I know the next 40 or so years are going to be better than the last 38!",6.001724137931035,5.883012620689659,6.522436781609198,79.29124137931036,66.47126436781609,8.339310344827586,31.193103448275863,7.554174236665415,1.9722110344827577,346,12,67,3,5,113,64,87,0.038,0.7440000000000001,0.218,0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,1,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,13,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,6,15,11,1,14,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,10,50,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174903969461963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30443358670944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255322898893561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076300058323773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182015876506511,0.0,0.22641697572000785,0.13413861784782824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344263799374863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594266658325472,0.19239212231324127,0.0,0.2499167145530104,0.0,0.0,0.16671165029852153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508575423716509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101558541997193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876967928351171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173003862981497,0.0,0.0,0.15680472241122248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139213837822008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519925555460941
adhd,Robustos,2018/03/09,"Hi! A struggling university student here. Good day for you r/ADHD!

I'm studying in university but I'm constantly struggling with my studies. I struggle: 

 **1)** reading books and

**2)** staying focused during lectures because my mind is constantly drifting 

**3)** remembering what I just heard or read

**4)** remembering and organizing my tasks, lectures and tests

I could continue with this list but I really don't feel that it would be necessary. What I would like to ask from you is:

**1)** How are you able to read more than one sentence without finding yourself reading it over and over again?

**2)** How do you stay focused during lectures?

**3)** What are your tactics in remembering what you just read/heard?

**One thing that I find helpful is making mind maps but I don't know any good mindmap software or website. Do you know any?**

Thank you very much and tips are welcome!",0.5070112517580903,0.9664841455696234,1.8362953586497888,88.15096905766528,131.59493670886076,4.189254571026724,26.295921237693392,5.953557352011769,1.5722476511955,677,36,118,11,45,215,93,158,0.068,0.775,0.156,0.943,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,8,0,0,6,8,0,3,1,0,14,0,0,3,0,31,23,12,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,2,18,5,12,18,2,13,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,6,75,28,10,0.10993439843795287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211978343108452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951832149792413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277382248654962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701498891358056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760005960176195,0.0,0.08777367170928932,0.0,0.0,0.0708985923466111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558613500931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095609708547324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441551521509764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736867099552962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083414069720677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370839407582839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733820646119276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220048072962106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081443206590024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898878701230162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498207412372503,0.0,0.07042679067050722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736027289999957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435088299541995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447819076928661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121282392942743,0.0,0.0,0.07303552943957625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090707391972902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597283707602984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618848495668072,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,a__witty__username,2018/03/09,"It’s 2 am and I can’t sleep. This happens every night.

I tell myself tonight will be different and I’ll fix my sleeping schedule by sleeping early - usually before 12.

Time passes and what do you know, I am still awake. But I’m determined, and I won’t mess up again.

I change my alarms from 7:00 am to 7:30 am. I know I’m gonna sleep.

Now it’s 2:15 am.

My alarm is still set for 7:00 in the hopes that I’ll wake up in time, but today is different because I have a test in my radio class at 9:30 and I am currently hyperfixating on it because I only studied the night before.

TL;DR: I hate falling asleep and my ADHD doesn’t do me any favors whatsoever.",1.6923913043478258,3.3136655579710173,3.858768115942031,87.87989130434786,78.20289855072464,6.6289855072463775,23.09420289855073,7.492282038375204,0.9028724637681158,509,16,111,7,12,175,87,138,0.095,0.857,0.048,-0.705,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,2,3,0,16,6,6,0,0,11,24,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,18,2,11,20,0,24,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,14,66,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825389548658538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328853647328352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851781121487017,0.0,0.2584897205396463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067656791655746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173796913633721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797155653695644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431339100774062,0.0,0.0,0.149957211211366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508583076746683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694651763857046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507178458474114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155170957318247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6079877530702851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259470349229376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275614867921207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713335047433856,0.0,0.14397135055459975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728234422763755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,notdollydot,2018/03/09,"Going to the doctors? (17, UK) I think I have ADHD but I’m too scared to go to the doctors. I’ve never been on my own before, and haven’t been at all in about 10 years. I don’t want to talk to my parents about it because I don’t like telling them stuff. I’ve told my boyfriend and he just tells me I’m making it up (even if that is true, I’d like to go and find out). It feels like my school life is about to collapse from the symptoms I’m experiencing and I’m about to do my A levels. What can I do?",-1.3615317725752476,0.3858781043478281,1.3017391304347858,101.4857190635452,89.69565217391305,3.8862876254180607,16.672240802675585,4.713530739802397,-1.1129665551839465,382,9,102,1,13,131,67,115,0.071,0.797,0.132,0.7278,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,11,4,0,1,3,16,23,6,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,2,12,4,18,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,63,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321447737738749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775056722611668,0.0,0.1643677584920078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954216868779039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275825513438818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766917869216522,0.1379959146748461,0.0,0.0,0.17654777537809765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933749926610595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364369657019681,0.2831095238434488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893801629096396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489794608175087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144850079434649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339018131339766,0.1954915927213756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211257879148247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200770650788531,0.0,0.15525736002437054,0.3376665120590279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377125610604373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457583045468354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139327310487856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439084521605764
adhd,Wy4m,2018/03/09,"How in the hell do I do muster up the motivation to do my homework? So I'm a sophomore in high school, who got diagnosed with ADHD-I very recently. I've had a lot of trouble doing my homework, even though I have all the things I need to remember to do it. i.e. SMART planning and a planner. I just can't muster up the motivation to do it. Its like my brain is telling me, you can do it tommorow morning, you'll be *fine*, so I just push it until I have no time to do it. 

Another question, how do I prevent myself from being distracted whenever I'm on the computer doing homework? I've literally failed the first semester of AP Computer Science A because I spent so much time doing other things, and not doing the homework or the projects. I'm basically failing the second semester already. I love the class, the teacher, the material, but I literally can't muster up the motivation to finish anything. I'm going to retake the class Junior year, so I guess I hope I have some time left. 

Sorry for the rant. I don't have anybody to share this with :]",3.2415564311849145,4.9181135215311045,5.23915564311849,79.39761891359417,74.07177033492823,8.171235575569941,30.47593582887701,8.841846274778883,2.640624317478188,822,38,158,17,17,284,112,209,0.08199999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.126,0.8763,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,8,11,11,1,1,19,0,25,3,1,5,1,23,36,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,11,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,5,5,0,2,3,0,21,6,21,30,4,18,1,2,0,1,7,8,1,6,9,118,32,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937085684816116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143123091053067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140321629340676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502102444692689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112712658003296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376873944103496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526855667021386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205622386073787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552636531363752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373849650191412,0.0,0.14598942111043114,0.0,0.2010822022474024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928575977263287,0.0,0.1812978289569803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983241414788668,0.0,0.0,0.08917707948332246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551842051394961,0.16474440749240593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341837743568614,0.1353469322878312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448028418509454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180230682337616,0.0,0.20677587325971397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473454088470245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433229772733047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954309648054424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253546679292226,0.0,0.1793391047558052,0.0,0.3193118003099469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506099827202403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175461581818494
adhd,claudioluque,2018/03/09,"ADHD im 41 years old and just found out i have adhd. 
Does medicine help? How do you get your life back on track?",-2.727599999999999,-1.4915725599999998,-0.8959999999999989,110.39200000000002,114.6,2.0,9.0,3.1291,-2.5286,86,1,23,0,5,27,23,25,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6870174674336557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197834634770367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501292971956721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133947571112232,0.0,0.0,0.1493329079442406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158393823515515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308742409776986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188819484732967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999275510845308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840633369922651
adhd,stefanwlb,2018/03/09,"Stimulants and Anxiety - A fresh perspective Quora Q: How do I manage the anxiety Adderall causes me?

Jon Hudson, Current Customer

Answered Feb 19, 2016

So you may not like my answer...

I think you should reword your question to

"" How do I deal with the anxiety Adderall exposes ""

When you only see with a flashlight, it's easy to not see how messy the library is. What I mean by that is untreated ADD, especially to your age (I was diagnosed at 35 myself) the forgetfulness of ADD was helping us compartmentalize our world.

This helped us to only deal with the issues right in front of us. (Like a flashlight). It meant sometimes being surprised, or reliving negative experiences that you forgot, but it kept us from being overwhelmed.

Adderall turns all the lights on and suddenly you can see the whole library, the big picture. And it's often terrifying. At minimum it's overwhelming and can cause panic attacks and anxiety.

What I had to do was up my dose quite a bit, get all my lights on. Then spend a LOT of time cleaning & organizing my library.

When I finally realized that my anxiety was truly about fear of my own reaction, my own performance. I started a journey of acceptance & unconditional love for myself that has led to being nearly anxiety free and the best version of me I have ever seen.... Now at 40.

It's a hard road. But so worth it that thinking about what I have gained makes me all misty eyed and silly sentimental.

You can be so much more than you ever thought possible.  

Source
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adhd,BigfootSpaceMachine,2018/03/09,"Three years ago, I had recently been fired twice in a row when my gf broke up with me. Now things are better than ever. I was diagnosed as a child and stopped treatment during college. After college, I got an office job I couldn't stand because it was so dull. I found another job, but shortly after I got fired for being difficult to work with. I found another job after that, but I lost that one too for having a poor work ethic. As if that wasn't enough, my girlfriend at the time broke up with me a few weeks later because of my poor empathy skills.


At first I became pretty depressed. After a bit of that I got back in touch with my therapist, found a specialty adhd clinic, and restarted treatment. I went on a 7 week, 14,000 mile solo roadtrip, which gave me _a lot_ of time to think. When I returned home, I enrolled in a vocational program and completely changed career fields (from finance to programming).


When I finished the program, I spent a short time still in finance working as the controller at a startup. I was underqualified, overworked, and it was more responsibility than I had ever had before. Nonetheless, thanks to working so hard to get my shit together so quickly, I completely smashed it. The CEO was speechless--he said he had never seen anyone learn anything so quickly. After a short time, I decided it wasn't for me and tendered my resignation. Even though I left them in a tough spot, I handled it so professionally that just recently the COO asked me if I wanted to come back and be their controller again (!!!).


After leaving the startup, I took a programming internship at a different tech company. I smashed the shit out of that too, and at the end of the internship they offered a permanent position making almost as much as I made at the startup.


That was two years ago. One year ago, they gave me a 15 percent raise. *Today*, my boss gave me a 12 percent raise, told me they wanted to give me another raise midyear if they can, asked for my help negotiating the biggest deal my company has ever made, and told me I could move my stuff to a better workspace. I've been told my communication skills are better than anyone else on my team and my boss actively seeks my advice on management and interpersonal situations. Among friends, I went from being known as a terrible listener to being the best listener many people know. I've been dating a wonderful woman for two years and couldn't be happier. Things aren't perfect, but when adhd-related problems arise I have the tools to recognize and work around them.


TL;DR: Untreated adhd ruined everything. I got my shit together, changed careers, unlearned and relearned basically every habit in my life within 6 months, and now I'm more successful than most of my peers. If I did it, you can too.",6.635617774566473,7.287826807321777,7.0370466040462425,73.4978242413295,65.1271676300578,10.109850674373797,34.908538053949904,10.05249126169394,3.5874301059730254,2199,97,385,47,32,717,245,519,0.141,0.774,0.085,-0.9829,4,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,1,7,18,27,23,3,0,35,0,32,7,3,7,5,60,69,37,0,10,8,0,4,0,3,0,4,3,1,2,17,21,0,3,9,1,5,5,6,14,0,7,38,8,65,9,64,23,11,82,0,7,1,0,30,27,3,8,49,276,82,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497383629145035,0.0676874372891063,0.1842044814716835,0.0,0.06936143448020506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178991620877498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686694742490716,0.07097277920797855,0.05700128249443149,0.06166279514503791,0.1295115967834079,0.0,0.0,0.10652492348696643,0.0,0.08444969752639178,0.0,0.05894157376365638,0.0,0.07269200855258448,0.1837845274305064,0.07562221228585786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465517431048846,0.05966785134980631,0.14525139322240674,0.0,0.15537886951100466,0.055304493418547464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141179102402917,0.05966002971036617,0.07030509385966018,0.0,0.07236983525119133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786414049037612,0.0,0.06135047972383573,0.07157188400942585,0.0,0.04575055613085174,0.1879693635861688,0.05836088896321154,0.0,0.06225319751916649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891893315808156,0.0,0.22784484324484355,0.053515928687780025,0.0,0.03618943013542165,0.06644773498875436,0.0,0.0,0.22159831410477987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062050109275891885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642857119221781,0.0,0.0694809891936362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062120324477648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806762784777787,0.0,0.0,0.07334432219611678,0.07525938363155575,0.0,0.048925711172261514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561370112207558,0.0588887844972514,0.0,0.13108524015246878,0.046236620051753705,0.07022641242093015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055288688656959316,0.07362043169437446,0.05091961107785378,0.0,0.053423396167271535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938749539617034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802138984013247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046998913731704,0.0,0.06627967989130411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678667622689872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588929155046808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330639967608286,0.0,0.07785961586035191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531714599989386,0.057910764071325574,0.0,0.0,0.0792947598665587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377224338315132,0.0,0.08042495139667832,0.0920365498799954,0.04438384199264665,0.06805500522686052,0.0,0.161561835746354,0.0,0.06565752758640653,0.19856430529096467,0.07695878434251313,0.0,0.0,0.13532864097331446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171157814424229,0.0,0.11112448301936316,0.0,0.0,0.1284234049462429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511769112439544,0.2521379662658035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784240959684882
adhd,EkkoThruTime,2018/03/09,"Quick Tip: NEVER select ""Remember Info"" for online payment Controlling impulses is something that a lot of us with ADHD have trouble with. Nowadays, with Amazon, PayPal, Apple Pay etc. everything is available at your finger tips so it's even harder to control your spending. I find entering in your password and card information for every purchase gives your brain an external motivator to reconsider your purchase. It's still possible that your impulses may get the better of you, but at least you have a better chance at rethinking your purchase.

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adhd,Khonsu00,2018/03/09,"Thank You Guys Recently joined this subreddit after my ADHD bro told me about it and spent about an hour giving people advice immediately. Seeing people going through all the crap I do makes me so sad, and telling people about the best ways I've found to deal with it has made me so happy, I've never felt so much purpose. Finding this place immediately brought me out of a day-long depression this Tuesday. It was horrible and I couldn't talk to anyone all day until I saw so many people like me in one place. Just wanted to thank you for making me feel like a member in the biggest, craziest family in the world. Can't wait for the reunion, I meant to make invitations for everyone but I saw spent the past few days beginning guitar. Another thanks to my bro. Hope I didn't rush through this and I hope I can help more of my new family members in the future.",4.604156862745096,5.7684355529411775,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,69.94117647058823,8.725490196078429,26.51960784313725,9.075114841892004,2.0364901960784314,684,21,132,13,12,226,105,170,0.056,0.777,0.166,0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,8,12,1,0,10,0,7,1,1,4,3,25,32,10,0,4,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,1,2,3,4,3,0,1,12,5,19,9,23,19,6,25,0,2,3,0,11,9,1,2,14,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511043272610376,0.12286295813225373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184000212768704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791409589812475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319470135233353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325843916957315,0.12962322466515694,0.10829199665465004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201414368977752,0.0,0.0,0.23705614858005586,0.0,0.06357341283415338,0.08982231007287393,0.12072155594606375,0.0,0.11491593109877887,0.0,0.0,0.13785764172000678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206127105541982,0.07145587135050949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449353855071768,0.0,0.1338430747039928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427489393881787,0.0,0.0,0.24975866778322975,0.12381978913059614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228517114445913,0.0,0.0,0.11126805100619568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896978979880245,0.2517794205739479,0.12747158283151255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242681204265156,0.0,0.09697156148115342,0.12143186243475608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519863508054742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002454449713795,0.34866440483959005,0.0,0.2627244402983548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414427512252993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019139386226904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010578810689012,0.10989450745283688,0.3472688632892753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201414368977752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741594497186863,0.09979948055791872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rnovak1988,2018/03/09,"Anyone here experience with co-morbid aspergers, depresesion, anxiety? I'm a semi-successful computer engineer with ADHD, Aspergers, Depression, and Anxiety/Social Anxiety. I work 95 hours a week to avoid having to remember what most people would call ""life"".

I'm finding out, I legit *can't* date. It's too painful. A powerful memory is just not conducive to continued/frequent rejection. Every single time I've tried, I've been hurt, and it is unbearably painful.

Imagine 'sheldon cooper', in terms of memory (which has helped with computers/engineering), but being able to instantly recall the exact feeling from every rejection/breakup/heartache. It is *unbearable*. 

The only way I've found to cope is burying myself in work. Honestly, I work 95-105 hours a week, glee-fully, because it lets me forget about everything else. 

Does anyone have experience with this type of issue, and found alternate ways of coping? ",5.575961538461539,8.792364608974363,6.7445512820512805,64.07336538461539,72.78205128205127,10.823076923076924,33.467948717948715,10.550175099000144,5.105264102564104,733,37,99,27,16,245,109,156,0.121,0.8270000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7236,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,6,0,12,3,0,0,1,22,17,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,5,1,17,11,3,12,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,57,12,5,0.14158503486255944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701576977626498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662432826915146,0.0,0.0,0.197999096783868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630892310743447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445741507505709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194698306053856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239020181329386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827612883280965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858299676837516,0.0,0.12724749987871842,0.27699466426744085,0.0,0.0,0.0715896477808107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294061568352019,0.0,0.0,0.3104813655474065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490146438392788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788654784124326,0.0,0.15156970815171245,0.0,0.0,0.14777799144961845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478029082656604,0.10000569729035684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768179907899668,0.30131291916190617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981572359552586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038824414624758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255937242504778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612694478590036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476722086598394,0.2271419493781913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092267749487098,0.0,0.0,0.10057794649325856,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,XylophoneZimmerman,2018/03/09,"Lifetime sufferer, I want to stop swinging at the air. What do you suggest next? This might end up being word spaghetti, but here goes. I will be 35 at the end of this month and I have been married for over 5 years and am the new father of a 5.5 month old son. **I have had adhd and anxiety for my entire life as far back as I can remember. It has cost me jobs, friendships, made me do things I hated/hate myself for, and more.**

I've been working the same job now for just over 5 years. Only recently have I made any ripples with my behavior, and when I say that, I only mean that it's come up in conversation, but not that my job is at stake. From the ages of 12-29, I was seeing one counsellor/PNP or another. When I hit 29 my doctor was moving to Arizona, and I volunteered to discharge myself (with my nurses cooperation) since I had a stable job at the time and had just met a good romantic interest so I thought I was ""better"". And some things were. **But three years later I needed to go see someone again to get back on medication since the old darknesses were seeping back in.**

So, fast forward. **I went to another local healthcare system and tried a slew of new medications, among them were stimulants like dexedrine, vyvanse (way too expensive) and adderall.** I should note that I had been on Concerta for a couple of years before I discharged and I thought it must have helped but I was actually really depressed / overstimulated on it. I also drank caffeine, ate junk and played video games every waking minute I wasn't at work, but I digress.

So here we are. I have only been on Sertraline for the past few years, and the higher up I go on it, I feel like my adhd/concentration/cognition gets worse. What should I try next? **Stimulants tend to make me very stressed out and anxious, even a tiny dose like 5 mg.** For example, when I tried dexedrine IR for even a few days, I was terrified I was going to have a heart attack. I felt painful twinges in my shoulder blades, twitching muscles around my back and ribcage, and other weird things. I figured it was just anxiety, but I am already sedentary and overweight and heart attack worries are one of my anxiety triggers. I'm starting to feel like my life is rotting on the vine when I never got to enjoy it. The few times I feel ""good"" are for like 15 minutes here and there for no apparent reason and make me feel even more crushed when it abruptly wears off.

**TL;DR** I've always had adhd and anxiety. I've never gotten ahead of it. I feel like my life is slipping between my fingers. I just want to try one medication that helps. Thank you.",1.7614953841976655,4.3058011948818935,3.1565707303828425,88.03161417322832,83.31102362204723,6.101873472712463,24.11295139831659,7.438213257848477,1.2695201194678254,2029,78,399,33,58,660,252,508,0.122,0.784,0.094,-0.9415,5,0,0,0,0,0,89.0,1,2,1,4,28,20,2,1,19,0,45,19,6,8,3,71,80,39,0,6,12,2,7,6,0,5,11,1,0,0,22,27,3,1,12,3,2,7,5,7,0,4,31,10,61,13,58,41,7,75,0,2,2,0,13,27,0,3,47,275,83,7,0.0,0.0,0.06717852735531236,0.0,0.2481991890446868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596735026487003,0.055051829279667466,0.0572809213027441,0.0,0.0,0.046813991035724006,0.14437081189701206,0.21065158305385906,0.07777032049951482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061282758366068564,0.0,0.15663231622005516,0.0,0.21173678976636648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058578308268022634,0.0,0.0,0.06088394554855096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930010969972922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617085096310462,0.0,0.04439651319394704,0.0,0.05929233626619108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046130482737481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219447355805039,0.0,0.0,0.13640576638890153,0.0,0.0580012023124978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403946218541494,0.1475392857525146,0.06609780326203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193277882321991,0.0,0.1173711543749481,0.11548051355362315,0.05505814286260182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631529629446052,0.0922848503043722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732548235814487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587252468552947,0.20179233583843065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027734274332944,0.0919033140690626,0.0,0.0,0.07498763057974223,0.0,0.20804908581381373,0.0,0.07302903273971248,0.0,0.0,0.10989587284753148,0.07316669826140806,0.0,0.05104445703830423,0.10618828000621744,0.1329734245065699,0.14642558819398924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447332803034474,0.0,0.13994458344118282,0.1570692102543623,0.07325128705900964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571617360806263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410107221769086,0.07077963603938388,0.06797182001881126,0.0,0.07798301742604231,0.0,0.0,0.054744834363620855,0.0,0.0,0.10971414323082318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389136587209245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832844488209391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872575430597608,0.0,0.0,0.05755385160581775,0.07885671242877214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337920576774682,0.0,0.0,0.13720397284641062,0.0,0.0,0.10930354594021344,0.08028305332197559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695308375633107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056800731738448434,0.08120797779837087,0.054642490149129835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381595640740023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023360131654753,0.0699110043404255,0.07015448617163036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216555528784076
adhd,dran2,2018/03/09,"I need help (30m) Since I was young, people would often describe me as someone who is always lost in their thoughts. I was pretty good at school and extremely hard working. You could say that I was an insecure over achiever. But off late, I feel a voice in my head that doesn't shut up. 
Ever. I procrastinate a lot, house is always a mess, late in paying my bills, unorganized at work. The whole 9 yards

It has been 5 years since I was in a proper relationship, I can't seem to form a coherent thought , I used to be good with people. Now I don't remember, who's being nice to me or distinguish a foe from a friend.

Have been seeing a psychiatrist for a while he has been making me solve puzzles and do some memory tests. I have already spent 1500$ on it. And yet he won't give me a diagnosis. I feel that I am all over the place. Will I ever be ok? :(

What is going on with me ? :(",2.0429508196721287,3.4619841147541024,3.9986010928961737,88.12413114754101,76.70491803278688,7.284371584699452,22.036065573770493,8.021203637495839,0.8876268852459015,675,18,152,11,15,230,118,183,0.102,0.774,0.125,0.6208,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,4,5,9,1,1,13,1,26,1,1,2,3,26,39,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,0,7,1,3,1,4,4,0,0,11,6,23,5,20,21,5,24,0,1,1,0,11,14,0,6,9,106,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301844394528772,0.0,0.24583841942540344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794656060876725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725182186097257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938861082620195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141321317010898,0.0,0.0,0.14171148342058645,0.08395564183628093,0.2478097967070981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233277301903967,0.0,0.15160868538404834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901709513290413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704550597227377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332809453122828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125951854858045,0.12559069183250682,0.0,0.0,0.0986077255605019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953637226260417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482812217196456,0.0,0.15434140396336218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028964793114338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860159217875547,0.16734386694583006,0.0,0.0,0.11747701717756175,0.0,0.14950580037584896,0.11771786725428322,0.13448348407751978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443996424587381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516709203722942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345546332042565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275871518764377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492992269897674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150914262598952,0.0,0.0,0.10493975157122792,0.0,0.0,0.09513019263166284
adhd,MexicanBarbiee,2018/03/09,"I feel like my ADD is worsening and I have no idea what to do. I feel as though I am beginning to spiral down into a form of my learning disorder I just can't handle.

For the sake of backstory, I was diagnose with ADD inattentive in about the 3rd grade (8 years old) and was never medicated. I have a number of heart issues and we didn't want to chance anything, so my parents decided to stay away from them. Instead, they sent me to meet a few counselors and therapists. They read books about raising children with AD/HD and pulled lots of coping ideas from there as well as my teachers.

Nothing. Ever. Worked. Schedules for homework time never seemed to stick, specially colored folders or binders didn't do anything, and despite many accommodations being made by my school, I just couldn't do well. I never turned in or did homework, always flunked tests (by 8th grade a test score in the 50's was very high for me), and didn't pay attention.

What was even most difficult was seeing peers of mine who were medicated for their learning disorders, go through school with flying colors. I remember being in elementary school and crying over a simple sheet of homework, wishing so bad I could just take the magical pill that made everyone so much smarter than me.

I'm a sophomore in high school, almost a junior, and I can't help but feel these feelings from elementary school rise up again. I never learned how to cope with the organization well, besides minor improvements, until my freshman year. However, I haven't felt this torn up about school difficulties since when I was younger and just diagnosed.

I think there are other things that I am proud of about myself. I'm not the most organized person, or the smartest, but I feel like overall I am a good person. I think I put others first in most everything I do and try to make them happy. I feel like I have a big heart and a lot of love to give. But...

I feel like a failure. I can't focus in classes I don't like, and even in those I do enjoy, I can't get myself to do the work. I spend the whole time thinking about how stupid I am when I should be listening. Whenever a teacher confronts me about a bad grade, I get so upset because I feel it's just evidence that I'll inevitably be unsuccessful.

Learning has always been hard for me, but it's never been this hard knowing that.

**TL;DR** : I've had un-medicated ADD inattentive since the 3rd grade. I can never go on meds because of a heart issue. I'm a sophomore in high school now, and I feel like I'll never get better. Nothing ever works.",5.2100305474095805,6.105727600806452,5.735527859237537,80.71230694037149,68.35483870967742,8.673411534701858,30.35288367546432,8.841846274778883,2.3680061827956997,2014,76,386,33,33,650,239,496,0.113,0.762,0.124,0.8899,2,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,5,6,32,23,2,1,25,0,44,9,3,5,9,85,80,34,0,5,13,1,12,6,0,1,5,1,3,3,16,23,0,0,24,2,2,6,19,7,3,1,18,16,56,16,61,55,9,49,0,1,3,1,17,20,0,10,28,268,72,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218025073100687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333781991574303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021995598578406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834130783317515,0.0,0.10369526003838632,0.07570638360784385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491893337053098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957866418258704,0.0,0.06820962409202266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605242081918713,0.0,0.0,0.1423349665575267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820277456087282,0.1123389122992776,0.0,0.059335462046247074,0.055807949468712086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825787779467653,0.22180724685231154,0.059621971286196625,0.0,0.0,0.05281889084370788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732791095641084,0.05956821471573508,0.07058126241834857,0.05208324273587647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610242797419746,0.11125177504114177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075244845985684,0.04162169106578103,0.19682374200752684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019782373642578,0.0,0.12962434133902193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03412637962360795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202203794031774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055837271164954,0.05604413332210914,0.1175136177747439,0.041449613164976265,0.06295567508077902,0.0,0.0,0.13794948459095308,0.12511052822069346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045647761002548165,0.0,0.3352462554204552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916572004660125,0.0,0.06515938647233585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895034424045594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843979746856401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242370780935118,0.0,0.0,0.0621128804562423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034274962746241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43991181110731736,0.04948253326563423,0.056529935767266726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273303212290052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618615527105165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668852148276485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209833072731048,0.04125387393471635,0.11936597523638764,0.06100907976050932,0.0,0.07241744299663411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421591597658605,0.06754269975998006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123576623748389,0.03662587470048116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674954903032445,0.0,0.0,0.06932805169517417,0.0714074232976888,0.0,0.0,0.13562004948748402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997567457273434
adhd,Heisengabe,2018/03/09,This pretty much sums up my two years at work before before receiving a diagnosis. [Kept on the wall by my desk as a reminder and for the occasional laugh.](https://imgur.com/gallery/9edlX),10.021935483870966,11.879266838709679,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,58.03225806451614,11.361290322580645,34.854838709677416,11.20814326018867,4.297567741935484,156,6,23,4,2,46,27,31,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6742638002327989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124816559360217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403071716990611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870239540468059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884339396824474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25513593657002714
adhd,LeagueOfJared,2018/03/09,"Worries about the Future Hi, I'm 16, I've been on ADHD medication since around age 7 and have more recently (within the last year) been undergoing therapy, which has helped immensely regarding what medication can't fix.(Anger, distractability, empathy, impulsivity, emotional defensiveness - highly recommend therapy for ADHDers with other associated emotional problems). I feel like I'm in the best place emotionally that I've been in for years.

With context aside, I've been on this subreddit for a few months now and reading all of your stories has been really enlightening, but at the same time disheartening. I've always been very ambitious, especially regarding the transition from high school to college and onward, and so reading how ADHD has effectively ruined other people's lives is making me worried about myself. I fear that because of ADHD I will never achieve my dreams, that I'll fall behind my peers and never become someone I can be proud of. Does anyone have any advice?",11.623446745562127,10.875773023668645,11.221531065088758,52.23572855029589,55.44970414201184,14.603846153846154,43.610207100591715,13.427899808715575,6.383253846153848,807,38,112,26,8,266,119,169,0.115,0.755,0.13,0.2012,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,5,6,9,1,2,6,0,16,2,0,3,3,20,20,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,1,9,3,20,12,5,22,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,0,12,75,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317774923333765,0.11702612123379826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964824080948696,0.0,0.0,0.08143953948166527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373757071402357,0.0,0.0,0.10661000075149027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300335879662317,0.13226329040640036,0.0,0.0,0.12567862141491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480102357580552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041348573365267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476103279980406,0.06055323777543716,0.08555513157002924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027125591777969,0.25306178198304075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976187452627728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058507704420638386,0.0,0.1057484987254462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799393878735077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128715032120546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558968459673642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847294885722774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302511092632665,0.0,0.12512160975459122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145922222046576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395807952643513,0.0,0.0767200346006744,0.0,0.11824656684020778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120147886639247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906504639268053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147055580573104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739073958268088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983184669871795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881288334230803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324010289318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424043753241382
adhd,RangySea,2018/03/09,"Work struggles Hi guys, I’m 26F with a lifelong diagnosis of ADHD-PI. I did ok in school, even through college but my real problem is with work. I work a fast paced healthcare job, and the main problem is that I am very slow, and I make careless mistakes. It makes me extremely anxious, and It makes me have low self esteem and feel incompetent. I kind of am incompetent because I often make mistakes that could easily hurt patients (eg. I’m bad with machines and their settings and putting the wrong setting into the machine can have dangerous effects).

Here’s what I’ve tried:

Vyvanse different dosages
Adzenzys 9.4mg and then half of that
Adderall XR 10mg

I’m also currently on guanfacine 1mg...not sure if it helps or not.

All of these actually worsened by ADHD symptoms. I would have even more *puts milk in cabinet* moments, and I felt exhausted on adderall.

Do you guys have any advice- medication or otherwise? I’m working this job so that I can pass PT school...I already failed the clinical once (mainly for “forgetting things” lots of careless mistakes, poor social skills). If I fail again then I fail out of school.",3.893571428571427,6.440724785714291,4.463095238095238,81.76607142857145,74.95238095238095,7.057142857142857,32.88095238095238,8.07648339933343,2.7364095238095234,895,47,156,15,20,284,137,210,0.324,0.633,0.044,-0.9973,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,9,7,20,1,1,6,1,14,5,0,5,2,39,24,17,0,9,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,11,13,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,17,0,1,2,2,16,3,18,20,5,19,0,5,0,0,8,7,0,6,7,94,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.11444072951445022,0.0,0.28187673827121834,0.11459701558660422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294127651475528,0.09378251878830313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974910282381371,0.0,0.0,0.13248418152222674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791737059694627,0.07148803154107201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363229201934248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122524466436189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491433577636193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929633709133829,0.0,0.11259968210677827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223578846882525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860506926644494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554229258002825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274908356211896,0.0,0.0,0.1221209275931995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970061247973712,0.0,0.0,0.3131203591657016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181393821938477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124891042767449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244272737683138,0.0,0.2357818603990589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348141329608035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560571165566433,0.0,0.0,0.12234045830179575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954421756125187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259834350254205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052764039013567,0.12189069619113205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791042447128202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796201112629732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676182901006376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415021706521277,0.0,0.0,0.08330679091310524,0.1282187175099589,0.0,0.0
adhd,miyagiblk,2018/03/09,"I feel like a fog has lifted My story is a long one, too long for me to attempt to lay out here. After 16 years of trying to cope on my own, after taking the medication I feel like my mind is my own again. My thoughts are more streamlined, I can communicate more effectively, I am more calm, I can handle distraction like a normal adult and come back to the task at hand effortlessly, My mind is all around less lazy. has anyone had similar results after taking medication as an adult? ",9.33457894736842,6.534712957894738,9.571447368421056,68.7413815789474,61.526315789473685,12.447368421052632,35.32894736842105,10.686352973137794,3.47642105263158,381,11,74,7,4,128,63,95,0.048,0.7879999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.8929,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,6,0,10,3,1,2,1,13,16,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,12,4,14,14,7,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,11,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189300906220187,0.0,0.0,0.1806502585848146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604024216210585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480577632248628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521448241576104,0.2899457186462419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29742327713034405,0.0,0.0,0.359172403662117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088601987755777,0.0,0.0,0.4098018473084216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988278020107024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375102658574825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051554244948621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611033377478457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377757946291686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306799302507087
adhd,SimplyCmplctd,2018/03/09,"I feel like I'm on a head on collision course in super slow-mo, where I can see what I need to do to prevent it; but I can't (or won't) do anything about it. I'm an engineering major in college, and things are starting to heat up with my courses. Marking my first time going full time this semester. My workload is so large and I understand I need to work ahead to stay on top of things but I never ever do. Then when deadlines come up, I struggle last second to get it all done, hardly absorbing any of the material. 

This is the weird part too, I get this incredible feeling of guilt, shame, desperation, anxiety, self loathing when these deadlines come up and I promise myself not to let it happen again. I lay in bed for hours replaying all the time I wasted and I feel terrible.

Then once the deadlines pass and I turn in half assed work; *poof* **the feeling of dread goes away and life doesn't seems as shitty as it did before the deadlines.**

Does this sound like people who've been diagnosed? I haven't been diagnosed but I feel I show tons of ADHD symptoms. Its been fucking terrible and I have been questioning my abilities as an adult and have been feeling immensely inept... :(
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adhd,sesamechicken4evr,2018/03/09,"Does vyvanse make you happier/more social? So I’m prescribed 30 mg of vyvanse just for school. I usually rarely take it (only when I have multiple things to do/study for or exam weeks). I’m pretty positive I don’t have ADHD. My doctor just prescribed it to me bc he’s a pill pusher and recommended it and I also asked for it for school. Anyways, I’m diagnosed with anxiety, social anxiety, and depression and I find vyvanse makes me extremely social and able to do things I normally wouldn’t. For example, the other day I was able to talk to my mother who I never really talk to for hours. If I get a text I continue it and I’m usually a lot more talkative. Today, I even asked someone in my class a question to start a convo and it continued for half an hour then I made another convo with the people sitting next to me for quite a while. Normally I’m wayyyy to shy to continue a conversation or even start one bc my mind is just too anxious. I usually forget people’s names right away bc I’m too worried about the future convo but on vyvanse I don’t. I can study fine without vyvanse but vyvanse makes me actually want to study and continue it without getting bored. I can sit in the same chair for 6 hours just studying not even realizing the time. It makes me move faster and just feel a lot more confident about whatever I’m doing, at least until it wears off. I don’t take it often at all bc I don’t think I have ADHD, I know it’s bad for you in the long run from research, and I don’t like the adverse affects. I was just wondering why it causes me to be like this? If it’s normal? And if it’s possible I do have ADHD or if my normal behaviors are just a symptom of my anxiety/depression disorder? Feel free to explain it in detail like the biochemical rxns that occur in my brain as well. ",1.829969806763284,3.961387951086955,4.2689492753623215,82.66324879227055,79.81521739130434,7.7845410628019325,25.439613526570053,8.680891452615391,2.1075794685990337,1418,56,280,34,36,495,173,368,0.065,0.8370000000000001,0.098,0.927,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,20,10,0,0,18,0,20,6,2,7,2,63,47,27,0,10,19,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,21,13,0,0,9,0,1,2,10,4,1,2,3,2,38,7,44,42,7,40,0,1,0,0,16,11,0,12,28,192,59,6,0.16844724206189898,0.0,0.08219010472281067,0.0,0.30366127604740256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735359930929415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831581024374961,0.1288616791169761,0.09514871846437116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747543262165895,0.0,0.07913086443064267,0.0,0.07032320553784213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094021415494377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652085926295547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054317267918639486,0.0,0.1450833627597519,0.0854852024531189,0.0,0.0,0.09652756649379628,0.08620644498557709,0.07370465833715023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688672207716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517198685981463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697886378274142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800673157381587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488299034769744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628709948063225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344222080889106,0.0,0.0,0.07453525424960056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320782147064634,0.0,0.07969442666144581,0.22487968418117726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504184778578752,0.0,0.0,0.089516380145119,0.0,0.0,0.06495844876060676,0.0,0.08957277646256294,0.0,0.3300850649694837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707210533501605,0.06405585905575496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678010815996692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949494778807954,0.0,0.08568570152680194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434973103584612,0.08958218825684848,0.0,0.0,0.05395580830149912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192651217038391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047760193569525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575661253310638,0.07136240078354271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922782492460893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754059089968019,0.12665136251261666,0.13539151250123044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190886275300696,0.05396709555586928,0.0,0.0,0.04911147073156532,0.0,0.07983414472782173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782812586261143,0.0,0.04967727384282992,0.0,0.06755910850052273,0.0,0.07572715015708126,0.0,0.07599871783419829,0.0,0.0,0.16237713029381987,0.09133692426892999,0.0,0.08553317546878407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OddCranberry,2018/03/09,"Advice for newly diagnosed/prescribed person TL:DR: what techniques and strategies would you recommend leveraging as you ramp up on medication and badly want to change your behavior?

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I'm a chronic procrastinator and am newly diagnosed with ADHD + prescribed Adderall XR. So far it has been helpful, but I'm finding that I have reflexes/habits/cycles that are so ingrained that, while my medicine has helped me dive into deep focus for longer periods, I'm still not ""better"".

I'm wondering: can anyone share experiences, techniques, strategies, or anything else that could help me in parallel with my medicine as I aim to challenge myself to overcome my chronic issues.


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A bit more about my issues: 

I'm a professional in my 30s. I've somehow managed to be fairly successful in my career despite massive focus/procrastination issues...and it's hard because I feel like a huge imposter because I spend 90% of my time unproductive but have worked out ways to either be or appear highly productive in that 10%.

I definitely have always worked best with deadlines.

The type of procrastination I do is basically and endless cycle of tab-switching. (start by writing an email, which reminds me about a spreadsheet i'm working on, get to the spreadsheet and realize I need data from an email, go back to email and remember the initial email i was meaning to send...basically an endless loop like this, with lots of brief twitter/reddit baked in). I also consistently have problems with gauging time.

Can't wait to hear what people have to say! Also, I'm a longtime lurker and first-time poster here. I just wanted to thank you all because I've found this community to be very inspiring and incredibly helpful.",9.29598684210526,9.139983467105264,9.015394736842108,64.26776315789475,59.72368421052632,11.15263157894737,41.368421052631575,10.550175099000144,4.6842013157894735,1370,68,208,27,16,443,184,304,0.024,0.8190000000000001,0.157,0.9911,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,0,7,11,11,0,0,12,0,20,5,0,0,1,42,41,19,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,1,1,12,15,1,1,8,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,4,25,9,39,33,6,25,0,0,0,0,17,14,0,6,9,136,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669288620898406,0.1274070165089209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085316246386828,0.10848761736309293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116557860671276,0.0,0.10729263258673423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025510810334497,0.108862870366177,0.23843753961970465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136827043608819,0.11531159132927835,0.1423425207840754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792603990475066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040987927478886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233419099293578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891677684949637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753784865230164,0.0,0.0,0.06592466095249506,0.09314436764582347,0.0,0.0,0.11916607050010937,0.11090219677688758,0.0,0.1429562750360878,0.0,0.0,0.06811880472026928,0.0,0.07409865039236534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679596116377483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694910764482866,0.0,0.3495671263845897,0.13775491443690804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721682333843852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273953538650902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084544841881774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202336813514754,0.0,0.13134535956697935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667602052715407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038991950619713,0.11384384985374185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475721652822043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476965028307007,0.0,0.0,0.10368437706608397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228449662909964,0.0,0.1041226085061008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200375075632496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205267253824753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757815884657006,0.15380443997499307,0.1034905414969536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139286840363452,0.284757236944969,0.0,0.0,0.0926190759056026,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Simon8811,2018/03/10,"ADHD in adults One of my adhd doctors wrote this article, quite interesting, gives an understanding of symptoms, physiological, behavioural & lifestyle indicators etc.

https://www.guidelinesinpractice.co.uk/neurology-/practical-implementation-tips-adhd-in-adults/453652.article

Edit: Reading through all the physiological, behavioural & lifestyle indicators, pretty much 90% of that is me.
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adhd,Davidbromberg,2018/03/10,"My son has just been diagnosed and put on meds I am the dad of an 8 year old boy who has just been diagnosed with adhd and put on Ritalin. 

I am really new to this, actually having a diagnosis and him on meds. so would like some advice on what to look out for. What is best to do ect

My son has not been getting on well at school at all, to the point where the school asked me to take him to a doctor and admitted they just couldn't cope. He is due to attend a special school as soon as a space opens up for him. At home it has been difficult as for most of his life I have been a single father to him but I have always tried my best for my little man and will never give up on him. 

Any advice or help understanding would be greatly appreciated.",4.525220125786163,3.8989969937106927,5.994339622641507,83.55238993710692,69.62893081761007,9.582389937106921,25.213836477987428,9.150863307647796,1.498300628930818,578,12,135,10,9,198,96,159,0.011,0.847,0.142,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,9,0,22,5,0,0,2,23,29,11,0,3,6,4,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,5,1,16,6,30,19,6,26,0,0,1,0,19,17,0,3,7,104,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.1358366991982191,0.0,0.16728836783012604,0.2720444093863563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582348680619617,0.0,0.0,0.09465908630229752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301308901131073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921584170683102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28256510368699955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247455914487622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272495858551345,0.13353094417556047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346575626351994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330116292253307,0.0,0.13962646117054772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831932432909128,0.06800487671408521,0.13951248267980498,0.0,0.0,0.11689085828753028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092341278627589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073577080165049,0.13443783138115833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460643807955674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158664820271526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279863906699226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917349511800053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226259623151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465921104913872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450597833170574,0.0,0.0,0.14490952649010289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515528665789544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776384765187194,0.0,0.0,0.08963863855696216
adhd,BabyGap_,2018/03/10,"Day 2 of vyvanse Hey guys, today was the second day of taking my 20mg a day of vyvanse, woke up early and took it, works for about 4-5 hours then I feel no benefit. Is this normal for it to not work for long?",2.2369503546099274,2.076953829787236,4.5795744680851085,90.13333333333335,74.53191489361703,7.117730496453903,22.04964539007092,6.42735559955562,0.2706368794326237,158,3,39,1,3,56,39,47,0.049,0.885,0.066,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,9,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470001834544224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295359536885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799409083549299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27842588976948274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25020157376977004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770091937189046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125730336588485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679890053715304,0.0,0.3141164285147729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116524351731003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fawkmydrag_right,2018/03/10,"I have 2months to finish my masters thesis. Do you think i can do it? This is my first post in this sub and I can tell you that before I diagnosed, this sub helped me a lot. Now i’m on concerta and i’ve been trying to finish this god-damn thesis for almost 1 year. I couldn’t do it.

My adviser is kinda careless. I even told him that I’ve been diagnosed with adhd. It was fairly new. He was like “ummm yeah, make sure you use your meds, you’ll be fine” etc... I mean, what can he do right? They are also amazingly busy. Nobody has time waiting for someone in this climate. Anyways, all my articles and sources are in english. As you can tell it’s not my first language but  I’ll write my thesis in my mother language.

My subject is : the usage of same-sex dating apps in my country.

Do you think i can do it?",-0.15477035784728346,2.0589290710059167,2.1414708368554543,94.04299802761344,89.6508875739645,4.639165962242887,19.290222597914905,6.18269132825596,0.00357965624119494,619,19,135,6,21,209,102,169,0.01,0.944,0.045,0.5166,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,7,1,3,4,5,0,0,2,1,25,2,0,2,2,19,33,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,27,4,13,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,3,10,93,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495912135380186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743801121794,0.0,0.0,0.14969119590608845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928002999228913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799761948494912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087599449028404,0.12363344728299842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184376948658776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546567286527838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144878099898132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591373755736954,0.0,0.0,0.12494695608427127,0.0,0.0,0.20389854881336986,0.20791953020683326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078373778460435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927079151980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985434682854266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860062751752652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641896255766853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32721461107452404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988024860377385,0.0,0.0,0.10914865518553556,0.0,0.0,0.17886259495412649,0.0,0.1270858346216309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616671125087592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054053506937153
adhd,vic_rattle18,2018/03/10,"Views on Concerta Seeing my GP next week, probably going to be prescribed Concerta (My brother saw this same doc for ADHD and she said she likes to start a regiment with Concerta and not Adderall). Anyway, people here who use or used Concerta in the past, how has it worked for you? What should I expect to get out of it?",5.463870967741936,6.189088451612908,6.251774193548387,77.84766129032263,67.70967741935483,10.070967741935485,30.01612903225807,10.125756701596842,2.993051612903226,252,9,47,6,4,83,52,62,0.0,0.949,0.051,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,12,11,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,10,7,1,8,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,5,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446072096693463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981044633612212,0.0,0.16296163641992684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008727033636906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049525276408448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737269284124469,0.19879024949303326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30915551994311524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275655181663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849561821027836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029569028212262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953046775936141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000650103781545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087510144438035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,plshelpmyplumbing,2018/03/10,"Doctor won't help with my medicine cost; how should I handle this situation? Hello all,
I just have a quick question and was wondering if anyone has had similar experiences and what they did about it. I have no insurance, so my ADD meds cost about $25 per month. I'm barely making it to begin with, and wouldn't be at all without my credit card. As my bills pile higher, the $25 per month is just ridiculous when my Dr. could double the mg dose but halve the qty, while also writing it for a 3 month supply. This would save me about 70% in those 3 months total (from $75 to >$30). He won't agree because I would have to cut the pills in quarters, since I take my current pills in halves. He says it makes him uneasy when patients start to cut pills in more than half. I've seen him for years for my meds and have given him no reason to distrust me. (Math: 15mg in two halves currently, I want 30 mg in quarters)

I also know that he consistently adds tests and changes appointment types (the codes doctors type in to specify what type of appointment it was) to make them more complicated, and thus more expensive, when I get my bill. I have repeatedly disputed this, and the office writes it off because before I lost my insurance everything he typed in for insurance to cover was the same every time. Hopefully, y'all can ignore the last part of this post, since I just added it to give some insight into who I'm dealing with, and focus on the med cost part. I really don't want to see another doctor, so any ideas on how to deal with this? I'm already getting them the cheapest I can from the pharmacy. 

TL;DR: My meds cost a lot and my doctor won't meet me a reasonable half-way.
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adhd,handheldpump,2018/03/10,"KVK Tech Dextroamphetamine quality concerns. Hey guys I've been on focalin IR 10mg tablets 2-3x a day for almost a year and recently its not been working so well. So I go to my doctor and ask to try dextroamphetamine tablets, he agrees. When I get to the pharmacy I read the manufacturer and it says: KVK TECH which is the manufacturer I always get my focalin tablets from and they make great focalin. Today I sampled it just taking one 10mg tablet and an hour passes nothing hour and a half nothing.. But what I DO feel is a massive lethergic feeling stemming from my brain down. It feels how I used to feel when I was super lethargic all the time and falling asleep all the time its HORRIBLE. Has anyone else had this problem?! ",5.777801418439715,6.4972673475177345,5.918581560283692,80.53333333333335,67.01418439716312,8.536170212765958,34.106382978723396,8.515128840125781,2.682906382978723,580,26,110,8,9,184,91,141,0.058,0.84,0.103,0.7431,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,10,0,8,3,2,3,2,21,19,13,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,1,2,4,6,12,3,9,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,10,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433767143440798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448665346586896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173593423761335,0.17838773311239006,0.0,0.0,0.16276155745751633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194355040217496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228117270222378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820043438062486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543960326432676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521241377722783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192187135772606,0.0,0.09894599002300077,0.0,0.0,0.1919477034556162,0.0,0.17238802341299195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34291014547620297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621421522244688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341104917315698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797579593287012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659178320433368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741487822503299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719043932363848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845263421665274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090278701564756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030401652428771,0.0,0.1650280239636803,0.0,0.0,0.11820360414767794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036794169529652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653830818167275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674808774761526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211576595857774
adhd,PapaPeyton,2018/03/10,"I'm tired of my temper tantrums and Adderall is to blame My fiance is thiiiiis close to leaving me. I have temper Tantrums and the immaturity of a 2 year old and I believe my adderall is to blame. 

I woke up this morning. Late for work. Over slept by 8 minutes past clock in. She was in the living room. She didnt wake me up. She went into the other room because of my alarm clocks. I was pissed off at her even though I only had myself to blame and as I was getting ready I just threw a complete tantrum. It's not the first but I want it to be my last. 

Afterwards I've just had anxiety for the rest of the day at work. My anxiety attacks are getting bad. Really bad. And the thought of her leaving isn't helping.

Tl;drBcADHD my immaturity and Tantrums are driving everything in my life apart. It's not the first time I've had a relationship end because of them. I need an alternative to adderall and to learn to control my emotions. What the Fuck do I do?",1.1172027972028005,3.4759554358974363,3.176561771561772,88.07533216783216,84.38461538461539,5.801864801864803,25.78671328671329,7.1686216300943375,1.2439230769230774,750,33,158,11,22,253,107,195,0.237,0.747,0.016,-0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,4,12,9,1,13,0,17,6,3,1,0,19,28,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,12,0,2,12,0,28,0,28,15,1,30,0,0,0,1,8,14,2,0,13,109,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420986988839945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001516727441969,0.0,0.0,0.26423924752072275,0.19291718666452504,0.0,0.0,0.17827666996408773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659063973012588,0.0,0.17747401856477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204849091015432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799308825326318,0.14014925210528534,0.0,0.0,0.10451273166896873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221142381848528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691892371214262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462857168594912,0.16534252349538814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606159166475547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898265238918133,0.17849598336483882,0.3350960562403302,0.0,0.0,0.11176606703610877,0.0,0.0,0.13972441271465058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732925482979913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604102486447578,0.0,0.0,0.12034485534848065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510532215851316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136939916147897,0.0,0.0,0.1698851828006547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546509379388224,0.12562092281436488,0.09226810674722144,0.18186786653484527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333110854884573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466854394378716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303939435099218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189815841745578
adhd,jayman2239,2018/03/10,"Can someone give me a rundown on the New York laws regarding ADHD prescriptions? (Vyvanse) I'm a college student who has been diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed vyvanse, I've read that in NY you can only get 30 days worth supplied per prescription, is that accurate? 

My school is ~4 hours away from home so ideally a 90 day prescription would be much more convenient as I wouldn't have to come home every month to have it refilled. Would I be able to consult my doctor to have something like that given instead or is it simply not possible here?",7.182265372168287,7.4793033592233025,7.143834951456312,74.42054207119743,63.95145631067962,10.361812297734627,37.555016181229774,10.125756701596842,3.94934433656958,438,21,75,9,6,140,79,103,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.8204,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,15,2,0,0,0,10,20,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,10,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,49,12,6,0.1870110220813932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44950181358502783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757030112718703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109343643556515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241213276413298,0.0,0.0,0.18981225086152484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914137054358184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756485182281854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977055404422368,0.17939801300944494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751746061887163,0.0,0.18416818624846212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913641390973708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927041363614546,0.0,0.13747461899381042,0.0,0.0,0.1806164104656484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223030933230058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082682847436826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870616299198846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892651383883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845383213585976,0.14397022133014975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656945289565463,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,swagerito,2018/03/10,"how the fuck am i supposed to study for 6 tests at once i've got 1 week untill the test week, i started 2 weeks ago and i'm halfway done studying for 2 of the six tests, last test week my highest grade was a 5,5 out of 10. How do i get through this without going insane?",0.9765000000000016,2.2150703166666688,2.66,97.365,79.16666666666666,4.800000000000002,23.666666666666664,3.1291,-0.13493333333333354,209,7,51,0,5,69,46,60,0.065,0.893,0.042,-0.3054,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,10,7,0,11,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,8,27,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222141057910074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449982708089915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213295303438496,0.1250811899368521,0.0,0.13606150903340766,0.0,0.19147704669917176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951500836081066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496250385376706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694547445230858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7681570290091285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307814903755053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,physchy,2018/03/10,It’s finals week for me. Woke up at 4PM yesterday after staying up late studying. Took my meds (70mg of vyvanse) at 5PM. Guess who’s still up? Edit: Im in Chicago- it’s 10 AM here,-2.3233571428571413,-0.6930920499999971,0.7985714285714316,99.515,107.0,3.2857142857142865,18.214285714285715,5.288315135182226,-0.5123214285714286,138,5,33,1,7,48,34,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,9,2,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510357422499189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530102247478516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461394421067855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614799418517316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35594611848939345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415555358734868,0.2559106399136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35603014927968857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25704451165658915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ripmymarks,2018/03/10,"I messed up, didn't study So this morning I had a midterm, yesterday I had been planning to study, I even promised someone else that I would focus and work hard. I ended up spending the entire night on reddit and youtube, went to sleep planning to get up early this morning and study, and ended up sleeping until right before the midterm. I essentially didn't study a single thing. Yesterday I didn't take any meds cause I've found they don't seem to do much anymore, and now I'm kicking myself cause maybe they would have. Anyways, I don't know why I'm writing this, but I guess just cause I feel absolutely worthless right now, and just can't seem to shake that feeling. I had time to study, I could have, and I didn't spend a single minute on it. I'm pretty sure I did terribly on the midterm, and the worst part is, now that I'm done, I looked over just a few summarized notes for 5 minutes to check my answers, and realized that if I'd looked over those notes one single time, I would done really well on what should have been an easy way to boost my mark. ",7.656139534883722,5.713440125581398,7.119651162790699,82.31203488372095,64.02325581395347,10.088372093023256,34.05813953488372,8.238735603445708,2.3461255813953485,837,27,179,8,10,261,112,215,0.085,0.804,0.111,0.5068,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,10,8,0,1,9,0,25,2,2,3,1,33,41,13,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,8,0,3,2,7,5,1,1,14,5,22,3,20,22,7,27,0,1,2,0,3,12,0,4,12,116,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965004074307964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074156972516818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217902184159913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40628224887984427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525684298852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698190919530577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101284249033359,0.0,0.233527419289112,0.0,0.0,0.08707355959050915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331608376580978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454659654065247,0.0,0.0,0.06887659447090834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522742213670556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809526144729272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245122556308263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141076186821995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244260891222892,0.0,0.14643524063560584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691142937873852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371507030373563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933253592002302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427608269333959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412017945619828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445472888890039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251670126533974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002916057978305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26385370872276315,0.0,0.11170052679699546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424976724946014,0.0,0.09912099198517328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758308847175374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374418719825853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464182522773144,0.0,0.0,0.1185324831074332,0.12220925764727518,0.1189575564270237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597500921249018,0.0,0.0,0.2809482590431711,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ctb1wb3o,2018/03/10,"I become extremely tired every time I study, and it lasts for the day :( Like whenever I study math or any other topic that requires me to ""process"" the material, I go from feeling super motivated and energised to a literal zombie. in less than 45 minutes and I won't feel any better for a couple of hours, sometimes even for a day

It's not the same with memorising though, as long as I'm writing everything down and NOT using my brain AT ALL.

It's so frustrating when everyone else is pulling off 8-10 hrs a day and you can't even sustain 2. Arrrrrrrrgh!",5.181506493506493,5.728866709090909,6.522207792207791,76.29045454545457,68.27272727272727,9.922077922077923,32.98701298701299,9.957137785484203,3.2547012987012987,438,19,84,10,7,149,82,110,0.108,0.7659999999999999,0.126,0.2621,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,5,4,1,0,7,0,3,2,1,2,1,17,8,11,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,15,7,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,54,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818155768448633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288437270060384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325765284851211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131141305385894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292704790598875,0.0,0.4008939004828198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309476567943205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737163889780957,0.0,0.1745807388534631,0.1979950599534392,0.1862241890410128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095400556304821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177604488292195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405704480789816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890126824264276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123081844589166,0.0,0.0,0.18337157436046952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493290927015725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357971419302728,0.0,0.12082400198230375,0.2381538349640541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896022162644296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,strumberries,2018/03/10,"medication concerns.. Have had problems with school since early teens (high test scores, low grades), severe depression, erratic behavior, substance abuse, etc over last approximate decade. Therapist evaluation suggests ADHD. Seeking medication for the first time out of desperation; feeling very low/worthless. 

Was prescribed bupropion briefly. Was awful, but gave me roughly one day of clarity which has made my baseline feel like hell. Really hoping to get something quickly, despite history of substance abuse (many years sober). Psychiatrist appointment in a few days. Not looking for unrealistically positive advice, just honest thoughts



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adhd,ArchelonIschyros,2018/03/10,"Messed up my meds. It's 7am, I didn't sleep all night and I'm still not tired. Tl;dr: Extra dose adderall+coffee in the evening=bad idea. Title says it all really.

 

**The Cause:**

It was a really busy day for me yesterday. I was running around doing errands all day, so I accidently took an extra dose of adderall too close to evening. It's dark half the day so it being kind of dark didn't mean much.

 

Then about 30 minutes later, my sister came home and brought me a coffee. Usually if I want to drink coffee I stay off adderall for at least half a day. But it was right there and I figured a little bit probably wouldnt hurt. Especially since coffee normally has no effect on me anyway. I drank about a third of a mcdonalds medium coffee(with a bunch of milk. Also the coffees arent that big.). I didn't notice anything wrong until I tried to sleep. 

 

**The Effect:**

I could not freaking sleep. I wasn't really agitated(maybe a little, but I was stressed over a test), just wide awake. Then by the time the stimulants wore off, I think I caught my ""second wind"" and I just wasn't tired.

 

**What I did for hours:**

I basically spent the time switching back and forth between wikipedia(for fun) and pub med(to bore myself and sleep). I read this freaking long report on sunscreens and the chemicals in them(I'm only buying sunscreen for babies from now on). Then I read studies on cleaners(there's another name for what I was reading but I guess not sleeping makes you stupid). 

 

So now I want to try to sleep, but I'm thinking if I sleep in I won't be able to sleep again tonight...

 

Edit: ~~trying to fix formatting...~~ I think i got it.",0.7803761973875183,3.2735262492307733,2.4138171262699544,88.67863570391874,97.27692307692308,5.529753265602323,20.90130624092888,7.052630249996997,1.0188060957910023,1321,48,252,25,53,430,180,325,0.03,0.915,0.055,0.6412,1,0,1,0,0,0,91.0,0,1,0,2,18,10,1,1,19,0,19,15,8,5,3,43,37,22,0,7,11,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,11,11,3,0,8,5,2,5,12,8,0,4,19,1,34,2,35,13,9,47,0,1,0,0,4,19,0,3,22,166,45,6,0.07320974955021638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058545810265354034,0.0,0.475936398305695,0.0,0.0,0.07676680567905587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024538600490099,0.06517219846793544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629377843596574,0.061127082901149064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992608534994178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373245018563204,0.0,0.07520657934171322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845202788430925,0.0,0.0,0.18885692787368247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171768331646902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835434912032574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855252455320615,0.0,0.0806487928697084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343534795698488,0.0,0.07209685632592995,0.0,0.07837255105356174,0.08264489612085209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623668833676313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675080388122566,0.0,0.064788324575475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886807630779132,0.0,0.07354903348233767,0.07974687943369585,0.1626390555873126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381758954115493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870239058843437,0.07173001065758851,0.0,0.08334978509387425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567931349060063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893249230046584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968868344449166,0.0,0.1407001206139322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252072610460921,0.0,0.05821933126651845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060559861356616285,0.0,0.5861009660463624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803185215340065,0.05846540055969154,0.0,0.08386152075984868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072955429496253,0.0,0.0,0.08537838739988324,0.16828767503750566,0.0,0.0,0.08133872548631811,0.1491138429912739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063019613405296,0.0,0.08636201416784642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004336847413976,0.0,0.0
adhd,mxcn,2018/03/10,"Keep going? or sleep? couldnt sleep last night because I decided it would be a great idead to drink coffee at midnight bc hanging out with friends.. i dont drink coffee ever and im still wired plus i take vyvanse so even though it's effects wore off when i drank cafe.
ANywyas should i go try to get some sleep even though it is 6am, my routine for the day starts at 7am, and im not feeling too tired?
Or should i take my medication and continue as if it was any other day, but maybe take a nap or two during the day?",1.8793693693693712,3.2007661261261298,3.2524324324324314,93.71126126126127,76.92792792792794,6.014414414414415,23.144144144144143,6.42735559955562,0.3430792792792796,404,12,94,3,9,132,78,111,0.012,0.936,0.052000000000000005,0.6159,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,0,8,8,3,1,1,22,19,14,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,3,1,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,1,8,2,10,11,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,10,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882203733940248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858523384118443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811565808121441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703130168991852,0.2847149794227761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919639184947545,0.13144953359606448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347775248426054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227325131753373,0.0,0.07592328273582409,0.0,0.16517649736177864,0.0,0.0,0.16021492799286727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139393398645972,0.0,0.0,0.12916637953193427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845454125578868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459926658679459,0.0,0.0,0.1463938028770924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637222242920516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362724351168825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102857675769221,0.0,0.11605209864241675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32778585341022964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855507469497056,0.0,0.0,0.16702303992440667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866219593190714,0.0,0.1419557400106056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323058831681772,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,buenchingon,2018/03/10,"ADHD, Confidence, & Adderall I'm 33 years-old and was diagnosed about 12 years ago with combined Adhd and slight Add. I have take adderall on and off for the last 12 years.  I have a good career, wife and child. Overall pretty cool normal life.   
I haven't taken adderall for about a month. I find it that if I take it at work I become slightly anti-social. Less expressive and less connecting with people. Also makes it hard to do presentations and present clear ideas or thought. More importantly, I feel less confident when I'm on at work, but not when I'm home. This is where my post gets crazy, but just follow along for a bit...
I've always  had this hunch that people with Adhd have strong mental wave lengths. Wave lengths that help us to  connect with individuals, see the world in ways others can't, and confident in ourselves. When I'm on adderall that is stripped of me. It makes me ""sit down"" and work, but the connection I could have made are lost opportunities. 
And so I ask, does anyone feel the same way? I didnt feel like that in the first 10 years of taking it, this started happening about 2 years. I'm kind of glad it has happened as it has forced me to stop taking pills and learn to deal with this powerful gift. ",4.202162286768093,5.630750269709544,4.516313969571232,86.52992508068237,71.19917012448133,7.513231904103272,25.422083909635766,7.984000788550335,1.2951159981558322,969,29,197,13,18,304,140,241,0.066,0.774,0.16,0.971,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,8,10,8,0,0,8,1,16,3,0,3,1,39,41,21,0,3,7,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,17,17,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,6,15,7,30,33,6,32,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,2,16,115,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124988515827026,0.0,0.10141832192793623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149432132633298,0.09519899861851268,0.12396411619127135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999873167819127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695870733742054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635780319244827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249070241272416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913477599367618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795257021429467,0.0,0.11612461193017505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012171231087076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735487014874073,0.08173513938608802,0.0,0.0,0.10456945093507833,0.09731781685662363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977495085688709,0.0,0.0,0.09596239899976823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234628670023694,0.0,0.10248965564673423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668718603706105,0.0,0.1147634184621326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291559318658432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914130196379008,0.0,0.09326011899376044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081177211181606,0.05589536580943258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489296603362375,0.0,0.0,0.10825831960956588,0.1527402714571613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529923453716437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913216548324896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209834852572613,0.0,0.0,0.12005494886229975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863616569987146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957397530599804,0.11639697342030045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117064052321794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098059373633687,0.0,0.0,0.09565259976448473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440909046281129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082944095787812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762217441346372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162802643224601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498774004392305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947073642301393
adhd,chipetotec,2018/03/10,"Diagnosed with ADHD. Hi!
After a bit stormy childhood I felt like I was getting it together. Studying at a college in a language I didn't speak 3 years ago. I know I COULD do it, but I am always running into walls, trying harder then people around me, yet achieving less - since I remember. Last semester I was procrasrinating, have been depressed and gave up all my exams in the last minute. That surprised me the most.
Having more and more problems I couldn't solve, I finally went to a psychiatrist. First time trying to reach out for help, it astonished me when I was diagnosed with ADHD and moderate depression. Not the depression part of course. That got through...
I still don't know how I feel about all this. I knew about ADD and ADHD for sime time, but always thought it was the next fancy disorder people simply focus on too much. When I earlier found out about it - still undiagnosed - I assumed it must be something real, it's just became the new popular thing and everybody talkes about. And next thing I know is I have my diagnosis in my hands. (What a coincidence, huh?)
I have been suffering for so long, and one day I am simply given the reason? It was just too fast. I'm not sure if I even believe this. What do I do?
Any advice?



TL;DR:
Diagnosed with ADHD, can't really believe it. What do I do?",2.573891941391942,5.062600742063495,4.15746031746032,82.5187362637363,79.27777777777777,7.368986568986569,24.37484737484737,8.384062270229773,1.860712576312576,1025,37,191,22,26,341,145,252,0.13,0.807,0.063,-0.9671,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,17,9,0,0,11,1,26,4,1,2,4,43,40,15,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,18,15,0,0,11,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,16,4,29,4,25,20,9,35,0,4,0,0,5,11,0,3,23,144,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992707479296329,0.10148928576606447,0.09206425893390104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283711843093771,0.0,0.0,0.07062731472231636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245604927956452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340258395823661,0.0,0.0,0.11338653995955934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292252981493405,0.0,0.0,0.066980115143987,0.0,0.2683594200010462,0.3162424541672545,0.0,0.0,0.11903079381694498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859753376817039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251395831853745,0.0,0.0997204094365497,0.11377186711597832,0.0,0.0883419536002224,0.0,0.11387544145320876,0.0,0.0,0.05426175910660374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306509865855738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961413695293528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712336815727449,0.16931701452029144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050739997795873966,0.0,0.0,0.0919114694686514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634791870911734,0.0,0.0,0.10030714850997154,0.22090930236829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037718083639724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124685919857924,0.0,0.14400475927467746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937852048144302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821366576711813,0.06653438936094082,0.1067837951835772,0.0,0.0,0.11765138995609226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859127919200956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995531709851689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658830017206126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788537007864748,0.0,0.0,0.0834774966078422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799789275220214,0.0,0.0,0.08245201667909051,0.12112140726289998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410261547097098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627783356585956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688144354599446
adhd,Sealto,2018/03/10,"Advices and following them I asked my self if it an adhd thing or just me.

I pretty good in looking at situations and Problems and solving them logically. 

My friends always come to me and asking for advices. 
And i analyse the Problem and give good advices most of the time.

But holy hell, following my own advices...impossible.

So are here more people with great Problem solving Skills, without being able to use them for your own good?",4.7139107142857135,7.1141627125000015,5.387142857142859,76.79500000000003,71.875,7.571428571428572,33.92857142857143,8.418075326091056,3.0754821428571435,347,18,57,6,7,112,56,80,0.126,0.635,0.24,0.8876,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,3,9,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,19,10,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,5,9,9,4,6,1,0,1,0,9,2,1,3,1,44,14,0,0.1575196402127353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930799683044566,0.4617791080562366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106895929227882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945192000210172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356892223011283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169928328399718,0.0,0.0,0.15110719223719488,0.0,0.3963600022251961,0.0,0.17366595942772128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227682544356129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920428495114612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602541034292254,0.0,0.4521750665745053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432733849891035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705867541332268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464904964720263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185096894743706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360463938435376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184331206360746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tealaburst,2018/03/10,"Any tips for living on your own from fellow ADHD’ers? Hi all, so I’m currently living with roommates and have lived with them all through my college years, but I’m finally moving out and getting my own apartment in a few months. I’m so excited but really nervous as it’s my first time actually living alone! Any tips to ADHD proof my living space or other life hacks?",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,4.9872222222222256,80.68000000000002,73.16666666666666,7.5777777777777775,27.277777777777786,8.344100000000001,2.0495944444444443,294,11,53,5,6,97,54,72,0.084,0.86,0.056,-0.2656,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,11,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,10,5,5,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.16548872427006828,0.0,0.40761206273175465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563703432650904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064475985062635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577008818679305,0.0,0.1442473691161043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860021400658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978161756252186,0.0,0.0,0.7487252889791287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353596790228348,0.18024008609614064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863932967221676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888531795650456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920601006691648
adhd,finakaida,2018/03/10,"Do you ever use ADHD as an excuse? Hello lovely people of this sub!

So to begin, I do not have adhd but have a boyfriend who does. I hope it's okay for me to post here...

IMPORTANT: I do not mean to offend anyone, please don't take this question the wrong way!!!

So my boyfriend is often unreliable because of his adhd (and probably his personality in general) and sometimes when he does something wrong instead of apologizing he just says it's because of the adhd and he can't help it.

Now, having a lot of mental health issues as well I understand perfectly how it makes things a lot harder and I know we can't change our behaviours just like that. But when I do something wrong because of my mental illnesses I still apologize because I still did something wrong and hurt the other person. I never say, you know I have this, I can't help it. Because I can help it. I can work on myself, I can try my hardest and I can and should take responsibility for what I do and apologize if I make a mistake.

Basically, I'm just looking for some insight and advice on how I should handle this and if I'm maybe not seeing something. I've talked to him about this and when I explain it he seems to understand but then it doesn't change anything.",2.5472163308589586,4.6893894268292735,4.266670201484627,83.52281548250266,77.4959349593496,6.71728525980912,24.923294450335806,7.7425588080867325,1.4394919052668786,973,35,188,15,23,327,123,246,0.152,0.722,0.126,-0.8921,0,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,0,2,19,13,1,0,8,1,22,3,0,5,3,49,41,26,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,18,12,0,0,9,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,1,4,31,6,20,38,3,15,0,1,2,1,28,3,0,9,11,141,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373330225835971,0.08889889160936576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361124460124064,0.0,0.07486397826562195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27728500322654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247718701179928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922419263649612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822913317870959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967012728813391,0.0,0.0,0.18293417582197205,0.0,0.0,0.0903578632375944,0.0,0.0,0.0973897147611916,0.0,0.0,0.09495338224742468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999940330850709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044445376970256835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639537797868118,0.0,0.0,0.1546859470441497,0.08210772697608855,0.0,0.12145191010284595,0.0,0.09139576670039594,0.09909752504846933,0.0,0.0,0.18336110227304547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016487690313006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307002453195402,0.15887024664504368,0.0,0.09986230343208348,0.0,0.0,0.0871280931447604,0.0,0.09808552621030148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191187428706293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469259937088338,0.0,0.0,0.07249462326607377,0.08281945418403842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801453972084309,0.08997576573967958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453041557883142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368024857407085,0.07312157994556684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043918635104323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617654797104515,0.0,0.0,0.18941460797031545,0.0,0.07857246078791108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221104993450704,0.0,0.0,0.08179669112139712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623026851476631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978638295897174,0.0,0.0
adhd,sneakypky,2018/03/10,"Need help avoiding binge on ritalin I was recently diagnosed with adhd after failing in first year of professional college.
All amphetamines are banned in my country so the only meds available here are Methylphenidate 10mg pills.
They work wonders when i am studying or in classes.
The difference is like day an night.
Although it seems i have grown kind of an addiction to these pills
I have been prescribed 10 x 3 pills a day after 4 months of increasing dosage slowly
But now the 3rd pill wont suffice and i binge on more and more just to stay calm. Some times i find myself taking the 4th and the 5th pill just to get through the day.
Since the drug is highly controlled i get limited pills an already short on them. 
Any tips or ways to make it easier to avoid taking more. I dont want to get an addiction since they actually help me sit through an entire math lecture an understand what is going on. And i dont want to get a tolerance fast either.
Any help would be appreciated",4.412649122807019,6.218319878947373,4.938421052631579,82.21728070175442,71.26315789473685,8.224561403508767,28.98245614035088,8.841846274778883,2.3222877192982456,787,31,149,15,15,251,121,190,0.083,0.8079999999999999,0.109,0.7299,0,2,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,5,6,6,0,2,15,0,15,11,0,2,1,27,29,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,0,15,3,22,24,7,29,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,5,15,92,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.13129061135113398,0.2933346364955646,0.16168967748767693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846708095055924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829822041307572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089687667389898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602994850540316,0.0,0.0,0.13655420600079304,0.0,0.14056457147843998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153573035267302,0.0,0.15602247302172512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229661663193726,0.11443876530306528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811642017079621,0.0,0.07646158784920476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705358741527427,0.14214779130393687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010161688504644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572893696144673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980579631869781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494424479443941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073877092810217,0.0,0.0,0.09975892944482208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625569414544074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023229368597956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284098589596846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247921053492257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258402560502466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340062368572834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231309923274304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845074584642818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400597955912226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587091213736514,0.1067907591883266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590175625937524,0.09794596065773023,0.0,0.0,0.09557261260993304,0.0,0.0,0.0866386751613675
adhd,hanzosrightnipple,2018/03/10,"ADHD + Depression, and not being able to improve? Hey guys! I've got adhd, and so far, medications don't work very well for me and the side effects of what kind of helped just weren't worth it. Just wanted to get that out of the way before I start complaining. 

I need outside motivation to do stuff, be it money from my actual job I do, cleaning my room because my maybe-gf might come over at any second, or going grocery shopping because the kittens need their cat food. 

Every time I decide, okay, let's take things step further, and start adulting (even if it's just baby steps, I've mastered paying my bills early or on time) I just.. I get so, so depressed. I worked out for 30 whole minutes three days in a row and I feel like such garbage trying to be ""something I'm not"" by working out that I broke my mini-diet and ate half a pizza and stayed in bed. I'm not overweight by any means, but I've gained a little lately and don't want to buy new pants.

I don't go to school because classrooms don't agree with me, but online classes also.. make me feel depressed. Insanely depressed, even. I've tried three times. If I work too much in one week, I get depressed, like I am right now. In fact, I decided to study another language on my own time, and just.. internally beat myself up over it and now I don't feel excited about it anymore. Embarrassed, even, and I didn't even tell anyone about it. I don't take to other l anguages very easily, but I really wanted to challenge myself. 

It's like I've been told so much that I'm so lazy and unintelligent that any time I try to do something to better myself, I get all messed up over it. I only got my diagnosis a couple of years ago so im still not sure how to handle it. :( The only thing I've been able to do semi regularly is write, and even then it's an uphill battle.

Does this happen to anyone else, or am I just nuts? 

tldr; adhd inattentive girl gets incredibly depressed at any signs or putting in effort for self improvement ",3.8855863539445608,4.7802047263681615,5.184907604832978,83.4610074626866,71.38805970149255,7.6334044065387365,26.04868514570007,7.83500028581142,1.4022804548685146,1548,47,314,19,28,517,213,402,0.17,0.755,0.075,-0.9924,1,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,1,12,27,21,1,1,9,1,22,5,0,4,3,58,52,31,0,7,19,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,3,4,20,18,4,0,8,1,6,6,12,11,1,5,8,3,36,10,44,39,5,49,0,7,0,0,11,23,0,7,21,193,56,11,0.15540407239269768,0.0,0.0758259786741627,0.0,0.2801482431418415,0.0,0.06887816681547446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062138290273247715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136019651949373,0.08147735991721403,0.0,0.0,0.07705954074681153,0.10866214074163327,0.07961491848497383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209932018320648,0.0,0.06611870977770648,0.0,0.0,0.06872113662667594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693342397467131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597582513491138,0.0,0.05011138521757432,0.0,0.4015478995080377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799757550020656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491008073453716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566073104116592,0.0,0.06546731675676526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786545255750187,0.05551035018427256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395761059822286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298053439658395,0.0,0.08831971562902376,0.0,0.12429083312462667,0.0,0.0,0.07693723213111371,0.068711653993516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520820369737851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839315328284126,0.0,0.07710728130400336,0.0,0.0,0.08091471358701602,0.0,0.0,0.0876512812919523,0.0,0.0,0.07945559648478505,0.0,0.11388387001225575,0.07787785332608464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186671252726223,0.0,0.0,0.08464029655029175,0.0,0.07827662679901334,0.0,0.08242958125336564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423987423037718,0.11523015056133405,0.0,0.07504511075046824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052652910671148544,0.118191799830347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811200782373541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977791406173029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635711435496912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863860894443432,0.0,0.0,0.08106016993720683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963764728394252,0.0,0.0,0.10999580229992237,0.08282003200042032,0.062052946478216166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895024139553424,0.0,0.0,0.07323324954923251,0.0,0.11684452216387088,0.0,0.06791500449148873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324356039181744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265434108465685,0.0,0.0,0.07424762543321888,0.0,0.1582637462451256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282246349550513,0.13749202241683725,0.06167625960058229,0.0623278865221392,0.0,0.06986346217992258,0.0,0.0,0.08675154851353686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627203111090646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003756374912195
adhd,BlueJeffrey7,2018/03/10,"List the weird effects your meds have on you I take vyvance (I probably spelt it wrong). And when I take my meds it activates a chain of events, for the first 4-6 hours I spend obsessing over the thing I was doing when my meds first kicked in, than I have a 1-2 hour period where everything bores me and I sit at my computer doing absolutely nothing, than, finally my meds wear off and if I happen to be excited about something I will turn into a mumbling mad man.",4.591950354609928,5.016879329787237,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,69.53191489361703,10.09645390070922,29.49645390070922,10.125756701596842,2.7470198581560297,363,13,76,9,6,122,67,94,0.109,0.8640000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,4,6,1,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,6,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,16,1,12,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,9,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476291780486549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994231335384064,0.0,0.2794443986898259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525741082276009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235323397584303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7298375667364569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576149766254962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710351892104226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126457841365833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470109766233848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912917529283936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867119906176065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959602959325416,0.0,0.0
adhd,pureU4EA,2018/03/10,"I feel smaller than others for not being as focused and productive. I work in an architecture firm. Everyone here seems to be in pure and total flow.

It really seems like they all get their energy from producing output for society.

My god, do I want this. I want this *soooooo badly*.

And I don't even feel like these people are that much smarter than me. I mean.. they are in the sense that they've completely honed their craft and sharpened technical skills in a way I haven't been able to do myself due to not being able to sustain attention towards anything that requires developing mastery.

But I feel as intellectually intelligent as all of my 'colleagues', for whatever that is worth.

All that said, I feel so much less capable as all of these people, who although I don't think come anywhere to my level when it comes to having a sharp world view, have that magical gift of getting energy from the grind.

Tell me if I'm an entitled brat, but I almost feel like my workplace has some level of obligation to engage me and bring out my best performance. I know there are environments where I have been interested, engaged, and productive. But these places seem to be almost impossible to find in actual cash flow prospects.

Can anyone else relate?",5.654650101419879,7.324659525862068,6.109939148073021,75.5642697768763,67.96551724137932,9.769168356997973,30.026369168357,10.056822442137396,3.13562444219067,998,38,176,25,17,322,137,232,0.006999999999999999,0.802,0.192,0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,6,6,8,0,0,6,0,20,0,0,1,6,41,40,17,0,3,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,1,13,0,2,5,5,1,0,0,3,8,26,7,31,33,10,20,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,7,5,127,41,3,0.2807034876501612,0.0,0.13696305599083106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281083995346854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813720262308387,0.14380694755052995,0.11549752642444285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718784359768622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472904961299448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180119942519604,0.14715613309692588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724587242344547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927010031076443,0.0,0.0,0.13411210586671007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548302938800596,0.200534627664484,0.0,0.0,0.1282789511698972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665598668800892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713364789106457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570631777755088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288419454912047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063493615801118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946044544713884,0.0,0.14663769995128792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991292100614387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350664860358954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833128690065123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226736103566424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993173028808235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556618979265084,0.11140468141241383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217774108585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Molyyllom,2018/03/10,"I have hyperthymic temperament, will ADHD medication numb that part of me? I’ve been on vyvanse for two months and it definitely did. I’m switching over to Wellbutrin next week. I imagine ADHD medication is supposed to numb it as it does make me very impulsive but then again I really enjoy my temperament so I might consider dropping the medication depending on how it goes. ",5.3624019607843145,7.961414750000002,7.050588235294117,64.69931372549021,70.61764705882355,11.003921568627453,34.86274509803922,10.864195022040775,4.893609803921568,305,16,48,11,6,105,52,68,0.05,0.853,0.097,0.6357,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,0,7,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,8,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025284792254524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296055236995945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395573636823708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318549494501233,0.0,0.2217926390286433,0.0,0.0,0.16687949122976567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235073099363425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640489444101736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393704974864698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423322837843874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250651855036606,0.0,0.0,0.1677051639305595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mirahsan2,2018/03/10,"Just a rant about possibly having adhd/ocd I’ve had a lot of trouble in life focusing, always distracted and lost in thought. When I was younger I admit I was really lazy. But moving up career wise is getting difficult, getting certifications for work is also not working no matter how hard I study. I may be losing my job soon due to messing up basic tasks. I’ve made calls to several local psychologist hoping to get a few sessions in before I lose my health insurance...I really hate this.",3.433924349881796,5.886601021276598,5.55567375886525,73.83388888888891,76.02127659574468,8.433096926713949,27.465721040189123,9.150863307647796,2.876311111111112,392,16,65,10,9,136,73,94,0.262,0.644,0.094,-0.9357,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,6,10,1,1,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,12,17,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,6,1,8,2,11,9,2,10,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,3,3,42,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606618240061396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042785104165735,0.15651879347160055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006387336649133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920766839451592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29483198322607584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685055250363439,0.18571517672438215,0.0,0.1999472846977669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868311436563893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866656223597372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132864434004495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208837398826164,0.2053393065089552,0.15992051692190712,0.0,0.17798991391131186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992631182815188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206061831300688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410103209700372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250560318590075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493347064226627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738859988033727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,maanthorn,2018/03/10,"I don't know what to do. I can't control my urges to take more meds. I want to ask doctors for help but Is there even a non stimulant that works? 
I do not believe I can Vyvanse anymore. The medication works. The issue is my will power. Im really upset, I prep my self with hours of reasoning on why abusing the medication is a huge risk of ruining my relationships and what have going for me. It doesn't matter how important it is to not abuse the medication. If I am lucky I can keep the normal dose for a few days. Seriously during that whole time my mind is just screaming to take more and I am just screaming back to stop. It's a constant internal battle until the urge wins them Im drugged out for a couple days staying up all night watching pornography. It's a roller coaster and it's sad and I feel pathetic. All I wanted was a medication that helps me keeps me focused and on track for my plans for my future. Is there non stimulant meds that work? I just want help keeping thoughts organized and all I'm getting is  deranged thoughts. Its messed up because as desperate for help I am. I'm to scared to go to my doctor. I am going to get cut off and still have a full time semester of school coming up. ",1.9074932523616719,4.03435038866397,3.758972672064779,86.44320934547909,79.52631578947368,7.031646423751688,25.27142375168691,8.07648339933343,1.5907059379217277,954,37,197,18,24,321,133,247,0.193,0.679,0.128,-0.9516,1,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,1,7,9,13,2,3,14,0,22,8,0,5,3,40,43,12,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,12,10,0,5,5,1,0,4,5,11,0,0,3,4,26,2,30,39,8,26,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,2,12,132,38,6,0.0,0.2422843243723195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139835763779602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558413391347938,0.0,0.0,0.07861915692947276,0.0,0.06232686027966256,0.0,0.0,0.11519372941403624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807396457766681,0.0,0.11048920515629228,0.1146750950457558,0.0,0.11313079964851815,0.0,0.13187756144854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930168584462935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857032642038115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675310534722359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169752806613919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683631187411348,0.0,0.17432249190099294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741274064388342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068952944875637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088165852911434,0.10671594423701204,0.0,0.2726369127505966,0.0,0.0,0.05619050846937988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271395843259107,0.4119994135404995,0.0,0.0,0.10323707300472518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594886286139186,0.10017719757177923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549998460383569,0.10512363617737644,0.0,0.10977155778675277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236386196792213,0.10347616552875016,0.0,0.0,0.10666256276402103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897826723292282,0.08165201607093048,0.08548037960311279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374919875680398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234028372119005,0.11923834256412685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180918094323618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225910990407556,0.11415153083652645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330407219851808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cmleich,2018/03/10,"Adhd and reclusive Over the winter I have noticed I have become extremely reclusive to the point where I start having anxiety at the thought of being out around other people. I have always had spouts of these episodes but this time it’s gotten so much worse. 

I never see my friends anymore and usually only go somewhere if I have to (like the grocery store). I am married with kids so I have human interaction, but the desire for anymore is gone. :( ",6.9875000000000025,7.427415130952383,6.976285714285716,74.9687142857143,64.35714285714286,8.624761904761906,34.65714285714286,8.238735603445708,2.874674285714286,357,15,59,4,5,114,62,84,0.149,0.81,0.041,-0.8607,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,11,16,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,9,2,10,11,1,13,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788963145685048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930961729719544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775286325406718,0.0,0.4602910589536526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658651852176071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562968999220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929238152540933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188754773058678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337494491848556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059403733342432,0.0,0.17898237333948575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642068600854719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649543514116892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608842368938175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937586997935135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492528312174605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425637834852655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423321354913605,0.1353186191702732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558615327755113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364934517194429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mcmanawhy,2018/03/10,"I’m finally done with food service jobs. I got the call recently that I got the job I wanted as a home health aide for intellectually challenged individuals. I was elated for many reasons, but the one realization I’m still basking in is that I won’t have to work food service anymore. 

No more getting distracted when it’s slow. No more misplacing items I set down literally *seconds* before when I was about to hand them to a customer. No more getting irrationally frustrated when a customer interrupts me in the middle of a task. No more feeling overwhelmed from too much noise, light, and texture; and no more feeling dull and under-stimulated from there not being enough noise, light, and texture. No more wildly changing schedule that makes it impossible to coordinate long term planning or get into a predictable rhythm. I’m free, damnit! 

I’m sure this job’s going to come with its own set of challenges, but I feel more than prepared to deal with them. It helps that I’ll be walking into my 6th month on Straterra and Prozac, but I feel like no medication in the world could’ve made me adjust to fast food or the service industry. I’m just overjoyed to be out. ",5.522654109589045,7.141041684931513,5.912508561643836,77.0517765410959,68.22374429223744,8.397374429223744,32.86558219178082,8.841846274778883,2.836015753424657,935,42,166,16,16,300,132,219,0.18,0.6679999999999999,0.152,-0.8371,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,4,8,9,1,2,11,0,9,7,1,3,1,29,28,14,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,6,0,1,3,9,4,0,2,6,7,14,6,28,18,12,28,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,2,14,109,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415048180550448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510394023993255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138124754107921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309664641838835,0.11652225004294213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800127480432817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945638030324795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842713247942018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976901758534402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27358424573303197,0.09663618742395062,0.0,0.14818055735657676,0.0,0.0,0.4907033681575802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201737946433735,0.0,0.07687647947116087,0.0,0.21637392315196388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437846018901013,0.0,0.0,0.09066794696326376,0.0,0.13568581762041476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027007754288732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608559166915652,0.0,0.0,0.11970879197616688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799478097877465,0.09029309554362636,0.13714151595232468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626926786001894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079704105057154,0.0,0.09943826566368062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166176266485246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907904201680066,0.13356180027676998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802598337375008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748941423737695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978514999734201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847742959035924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gaskugh,2018/03/10,"What is a crazy idea/impulse you had after a slip up? Mine:
Basically –to fake my death because I forgot about my friend's birthday.

Some context: I was excited about this (really special) friend's birthday, but my time perception isn't that good so I didn't realize what day it was. When I saw a calendar later and it had already passed, I felt embarrassed that my friend would think I forgot about him or that I don't care (especially since he's really sweet to me) and my brain just thought: ""if he doesn't know anything about you anymore, he can't blame you"". Then I realized that he would notice that I'm not dead when he saw me at college again. I thought about hiding from him, but no, just no. Boomer. ",2.178480243161093,4.447247319148938,3.3179989868287763,89.21250000000002,79.35460992907802,6.8654508611955425,24.255825734549138,7.957251820313856,1.353978318135765,556,20,115,10,14,179,85,141,0.166,0.7140000000000001,0.12,-0.5782,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,11,10,0,1,3,0,12,1,1,0,0,22,23,10,2,3,7,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,8,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,12,4,22,8,10,9,1,11,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,3,8,74,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794119922583225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484941196316594,0.0,0.0,0.16997911945212954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591545834900364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305863426588305,0.0,0.0,0.210599009713811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332124185401991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832747212071972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787571456431947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325052575119498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317813365312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351853112829133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516694001476604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465188672229084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086639475931434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235362521096858,0.0,0.32796696547108034,0.12044526620921925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346486496503016,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hexvolt,2018/03/10,"What do you use for fidgeting/keeping your hands busy? Hey r/ADHD, I realize that some of you guys who are ADHD-PI might not have an answer to this post, and that's fine. But I personally have a lot of trouble keeping my hands still, and I was wondering what you guys use. I had a butterfly pen (like knife), but it's kinda distracting for others and I need to focus on it. I'm looking for something else that might work. I appreciate any answers, thanks!",3.4441758241758222,4.861131659340664,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,73.06593406593407,8.276923076923078,27.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.0526659340659337,355,13,72,7,7,119,63,91,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.107,0.7079,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,8,2,2,2,0,19,16,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,11,3,8,12,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,6,2,49,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449227350269476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258783862830708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546322600171086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36656796445994577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290613279235367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043341188409984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544236889724014,0.0,0.0,0.15737045014925893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39273629911508695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725370852858967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616273663354727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728032185010406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250359553783748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782584224304865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704206791482178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197441980944632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007394950896101,0.1347593284178591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oborodzuki,2018/03/10,"I can’t get started on a major school project. How do I force myself to work on it? I’ve been worried about it for a while, but no matter how much I worry, I can’t push myself to start it. It’s due in two days, and I was supposed to be working on it for the past two months; I don’t even have the materials for it yet. I wanted to go today, but couldn’t find the energy to go. I’m so scared of what’s going to happen if I don’t do it. My teachers have ridiculously high expectations since I do art, and that makes me even more worried. 
I’ve tried to do research for it, but got distracted and haven’t been able to sit down again since. 
How do I force myself to get started? 
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adhd,lightningburger,2018/03/11,"Issue with therapist, am I overreacting? First off, I apologize if this is too off-topic, I don't know where else to post it.

I decided to switch psychiatrists and asked my therapist for a recommendation a couple of weeks ago. He gave me the name of one that he says he works with a lot. I message him and set up an appointment. So far so good. But then this week when I said I had made the appointment, my therapist casually mentions that they talked about my case – apparently the psychiatrist asked him what, in broad strokes, my issues are. At the time I was really just stunned and didn't know how to react, but the more I think about it the angrier I get. He was surprised I had an issue with it and didn't seem to think it was a big deal.

My therapist always talked about how everything we discussed was confidential, and he never said he and the doctor would share any information. I mean, it maybe makes sense since they have other patients in common, but I still think what he did was wrong and that's kind of making me lose my trust in him. I had tried another therapist before this and she knew my psychiatrist at the time, she asked if they could talk and when I said no she let it go. If he had told me beforehand and asked for my consent I probably would have said yes, but the way it happened makes me really uncomfortable.

I've been seeing him for almost a year and we get along well, so I'm not really considering dumping him. So I don't know, just looking for reassurance and another point of view I guess.",4.941400000000002,5.7853136733333335,5.875333333333334,79.65600000000002,68.93333333333334,10.0,27.666666666666664,10.125756701596842,2.529466666666666,1202,38,246,30,20,397,153,300,0.067,0.836,0.097,0.7277,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,3,3,17,11,1,0,16,1,24,2,0,7,1,54,55,28,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,16,18,0,0,11,1,0,1,7,3,1,2,21,9,43,8,26,30,2,29,0,1,3,0,44,12,0,7,13,166,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586351005298438,0.0,0.08569827139825605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121129645451378,0.0,0.0,0.05819887177171136,0.1794809240417098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003144264651845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282420011771387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833047098929801,0.09469514326520403,0.0,0.0,0.0882315525057276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875970698884984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714929968379802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691581721726523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279622692517956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942639749985813,0.0,0.04863837079498071,0.07178233955005013,0.0,0.0,0.0942785083934584,0.0,0.07568011017858821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679769344758913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089120754390691,0.14110131633960266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751365957282031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186754424224925,0.09574465822567067,0.0,0.07275897729017014,0.0,0.08098000402585266,0.1713804700015565,0.0,0.08597888354879228,0.093224170809204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600631515292522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799275449244621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090289865214176,0.0,0.08196414828356842,0.0,0.09227215154836037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447856229778154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256333108936671,0.06805844844248864,0.0,0.0,0.06819798111809396,0.07791087556830055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079453013562594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834610365834873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636333718779426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968380025323055,0.0,0.16451297029628134,0.0,0.0,0.09980740847670096,0.0,0.0,0.08177751730172,0.0,0.058104737003504936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793121473128477,0.1372978540041885,0.0,0.07694873006161528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230490480705893,0.0,0.0,0.12159036454054804,0.09357076675309144,0.0,0.05511216973410403
adhd,vegetables_r_good,2018/03/11,"How can I deal with the fact Adderall changes me? Starting last month I began taking Adderall and instantly noticed a difference. The medication works extremely well in regards to me being able to get done what I need to get done and my mind isn't in 15 different places at once, I'm goal oriented and simply want to attain them. I can actually have conversations and focus directly on the person. It truly has been life altering, I feel like I've almost ""woke up"" in a sense.

The thing I've realized though is that the ADHD truly made me who I am personality wise. I'm not as funny, I can't just point things out when I'm talking to my friends to make them laugh when I'm on Adderall. Everything feels very forced. I feel the same but I'm focused so I'm just unable to tap into what made me ""me"". It's like the medication helps me socially focus wise while simultaneously giving me a handicap if that makes sense.
I feel like there's two versions of me in a way. My normal, unmedicated, happy, all over the place self and this medicated goal oriented, motivated version, although these goals are still things I'd want to do without medication it has just been like climbing up a slide covered in oil my whole life.

I feel like I'm having a hard time letting go and just allowing the medication to work and take its course, I keep over analyzing all of this and driving myself into this endless vicious cycle in my mind with no end in site.

TLDR: Adderall changes me for the better but I'm scared of not having control anymore and not being my ""ADHD self.""",4.988950501253131,6.100257375000003,6.280714285714287,75.81666666666669,69.0,9.079949874686717,30.59461152882205,9.362217197678863,2.7424914160400995,1238,49,231,25,21,418,167,304,0.048,0.774,0.177,0.9898,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,10,12,14,1,1,16,0,20,7,0,8,3,51,50,20,0,5,11,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,0,4,16,14,0,2,7,0,0,4,7,2,1,1,8,7,29,12,34,39,6,36,0,0,0,0,14,21,0,2,15,150,45,6,0.08895089734183012,0.0,0.08680324448442421,0.0,0.21380338565160156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907147475734298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821538834397105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866984018084934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819650983914807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997659950171854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170446933863156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586951097757928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182055302145226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878409301976075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799433309438662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224881231857245,0.1906396165026994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687232426340568,0.0,0.09294634509641723,0.08532980602387266,0.05055284483359572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946898842555933,0.0796825322814696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962191148378489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906364460427369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725068534517103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095831913969968,0.12565729876618492,0.21728457678921784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833497961512095,0.11875082938141862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480433548143595,0.0,0.0,0.17963009852956574,0.0,0.07099975761718688,0.0,0.0,0.06595596328623937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715299333123698,0.0,0.1012711861862516,0.0,0.09472980262580978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533698512566574,0.18586951097757928,0.0,0.0840873494589153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905536584867682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559037079480287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067423798935396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295990296630342,0.0,0.07103630151974383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376000945058955,0.07149536188325703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772850711095482,0.0,0.08739380500997435,0.0,0.051867983564188896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689210163206873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733938059985895,0.10493108778098643,0.07060508198647761,0.0,0.0,0.0799775392836248,0.0,0.0,0.0993105002624759,0.0,0.08574549081735032,0.0,0.12951462532985325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,plazaqueen,2018/03/11,"Should I accept that I'm not going to be productive for the next few days or should I anxiously try doing schoolwork? So I have ADHD, anxiety, and depression. Lovely comorbidity storm that is kicking my ass right now. I have (college) assignments on extension already and more due in the next two weeks (finals). 

My depression has been acting up lately and today it's feeling pretty strong. I've been stressed out for weeks about being unable to finish my assignments and at this point I'm considering taking incomplete grades or dropping out.

I'm a few quarters away from graduating but everything is uninteresting and I lack the motivation to do any of my essays. 

I keep beating myself up in an ADHD-anxiety loop and nothing good is coming out of it. It's affecting my relationship and friendships. 

tl;dr
Should I succumb to the suffering and just give up momentarily
or
Should I smash my head through a wall and hope that I actually get something done",5.267241379310343,7.7361831954023,6.430551724137932,69.61962068965518,70.4942528735632,9.467586206896552,31.71494252873564,9.888512548439397,3.7160142528735634,772,35,122,21,15,258,112,174,0.14,0.7509999999999999,0.109,-0.6947,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,1,7,0,17,3,2,2,0,31,29,14,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,3,1,16,5,22,20,4,29,0,3,0,2,3,14,1,5,11,92,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.1469567142457793,0.0,0.3619662287579639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618274654692486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240817377485034,0.0,0.23040594751753676,0.17012684285265295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148676256556772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972224338581514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711980836441944,0.0,0.2594104771469438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410857723806462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135342973769622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614417439249987,0.0,0.0,0.16496689962107294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867845008359532,0.1444622029392939,0.08558527986652628,0.1263099795377818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455151655076305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149572491926278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385367674159895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698750813814022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591575641760387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203140076096445,0.0,0.0,0.14449772009225434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235874084563915,0.0,0.0,0.1532068756535921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168016058248444,0.0,0.12860530998672767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159335880153598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250338480127847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132269398632342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274423464223418,0.0,0.0,0.10224253190917036,0.0,0.14710714819018605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415926986854288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thestonedowl,2018/03/11,"Met with a psychiatrist about my ADHD, had the worst experience EVER. ADHD runs in my family, and I'm working on getting an official diagnosis as of right now. I met with a Psychiatrist to express my concerns and see if he would be able to diagnose and/or treat me. 

As soon as I mentioned what I was in for, he fell silent. He didn't look at me, didn't care that I was practically in tears (I also have really bad anxiety) trying to explain my symptoms and why I felt that I needed help. He honestly did not take me seriously at all. He told me he sees multiple people a day in his office claiming to have ADHD just trying to get adderall, essentially accusing me of being one of them. 

I was already nervous as all hell and felt like a fraud going in there. The way he treated me didn't help at all, it made me feel like shit. 

I understand why he would be so cold, but god forbid someone who *actually* has ADHD come for help. This experience upset me so much. He shouldn't be a psychiatrist if he's not willing to understand not everyone is just trying to get adderall. I don't need adderall, I need HELP! 

Why do we have to jump through so many loopholes and deal with such hostile people trying to get help to function normally? Why must I have a disorder that has such a bad rep? UGH! 

Has anyone else had a similar experience when trying to seek help? ",4.2788358442574825,5.366493933085508,6.1181960477401685,76.41492271571123,70.63568773234199,9.38063001369595,30.14302484836627,9.682069395223575,2.8717910780669142,1064,43,205,25,19,369,142,269,0.149,0.746,0.106,-0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,1,14,17,3,2,11,0,28,3,1,1,5,38,53,17,0,10,8,0,3,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,6,0,0,5,8,11,0,1,15,7,27,6,34,29,5,21,1,0,3,0,27,10,2,2,7,137,34,1,0.08867581190689536,0.0,0.0865348007814789,0.0,0.4262843743608432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785596350300928,0.0709140147442558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783675339240433,0.0,0.0,0.062004189500624925,0.09085884852124483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480811979022396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041090017213996,0.0,0.0,0.0763863600648001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718856271306313,0.0914208683341747,0.0,0.09000408247432226,0.0,0.0,0.10163016295735863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407726221655536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021234865582838,0.0,0.08473353839547274,0.0,0.2602258787975396,0.08359566352066419,0.0,0.04483715491015347,0.06335001774455105,0.1702853713098287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853178070487513,0.0,0.05039650744157595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566251650918012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664504501887292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446534842787264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390719731773763,0.0,0.08990335505455961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518692492125659,0.1972559727654904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688346801116897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060089025096162485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229532853005071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680799578149294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572865885208402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132628238745026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102444661676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513472766482616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216812193322772,0.06667317471302861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473353839547274,0.0,0.3010252772580672,0.0,0.0,0.1846292950311015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038673197239942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200645104229904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455704719204239,0.0,0.0,0.1259855050906438,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yackclack,2018/03/11,"I missed a midterm Using a throwaway because that's how stupid I feel.

All week I thought all my exams were this week. Professor's post them online regardless if it's a online class or not. 

I have THREE exams this week, peachy. I have  professors for two classes that keep changing due dates,  a exam had been due today, and he pushed it back, a quiz last week didn't work and that's due Wednesday, I  have a professor that decided to bump all work up from Saturday to Thursday.  I liked that they had been due this week. 

Until I check,and missed my exam for a class. I could have sworn that professor said this week,  classroom class exam online, we even had a reminder that I skimmed over.   It's my own fault because I didn't go last week, had a tooth pulled and honestly didn't feel like it.  I want to bash my head into a wall.  Learning experience and all that.


Chances are this is all over the place and makes zero sense.  ",3.236159420289855,4.923124934782611,3.6874782608695647,90.47346376811596,74.1086956521739,6.863188405797103,24.766666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.0423997101449285,724,23,152,9,15,226,96,184,0.076,0.87,0.054000000000000006,-0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,2,4,7,1,0,11,0,17,2,2,3,5,27,28,9,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,17,7,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,3,12,3,19,3,11,15,6,30,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,22,95,36,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054992814062148,0.0,0.16727319978026756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514071524571634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954402262312568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062012227270183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420913546911314,0.0,0.0,0.13874613451650206,0.09801659027229953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797462411098889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408080504921314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195076239836125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236746383701205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405918702320013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158289028405683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433460896204444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314008579754514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050979401622315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892245570141754,0.0,0.0,0.13005072902253012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402567126097156,0.0,0.0,0.11849781612482024,0.0,0.0,0.0809248436384943,0.0,0.7703818885755908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997682674479184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Shakir19,2018/03/11,Day three Strattera I haven’t really noticed any conclusive changes except for some mild dizziness. Should I be worried guys?,5.395714285714284,9.09170380952381,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,82.33333333333333,6.609523809523811,35.57142857142857,7.793537801064563,3.6639714285714287,104,6,14,2,3,30,20,21,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28444114186885816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442479175426948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697525809804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141577178669024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762085226394586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679574858223144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247782652971107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,esperanzaestaestudia,2018/03/11,"Apparently I move a lot. I am planning on getting diagnosed once I go to college, but I have sometimes doubted myself when thinking I could be ADD because I don't do the thing where I am constantly fidgeting. Even though that isn't necessarily needed to be ADHD. 

Well, it turns out that I do that. A friend pointed out to me yesterday that ""Of course you can't walk in a straight line, you can't even stand still,"" Jokingly. I was confused, like, what? Then someone else chimed in like ""Yeah you were tapping your foot during x. You do that all the time.""

I'm just... very, very surprised. ",3.2339473684210525,5.277957482456145,4.071789473684209,86.17452631578949,75.05263157894737,7.016140350877192,28.94385964912281,7.908726449838941,1.8844133333333344,459,20,91,7,10,147,79,114,0.066,0.765,0.16899999999999998,0.9162,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,0,1,8,8,0,2,5,1,15,2,1,0,1,12,21,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,2,0,16,6,9,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,8,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512630564917653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744791512598225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259317857166512,0.0,0.16692640920566326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220295389098295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746522316139896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761792245808371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152795657217844,0.0,0.10923111758725912,0.0,0.1188200296130162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428333901706705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774493049267476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220968943531286,0.0,0.15502370908348634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265409573456232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976399426318437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771454217626113,0.0,0.20677684732227114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696459868794192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889767211928888,0.13396443783534118,0.20541147651453964,0.0,0.12191114789584835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274095223192713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450114125474069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798019413817704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AyDeeAitchDee,2018/03/11,"Got diagnosed and started medication recently. What else can I do? So I just got diagnosed with ADHD-PI a few months ago and started Methylphenidate a few days ago. I'm only on a small dose (5mg x 3 a day), but it will get increased on a weekly basis. Anyway, it seems to be working quite well and I hope once I get to a higher dose it will make life more manageable for me.

What concerns me is that I haven't really been given any additional counseling / therapy about my ADHD and how to live with it. There's a lot of good info out there online on ADHD, but I haven't really found anything concrete that I can set into action immediately. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I've read a ton about ADHD, but I have no idea what actions to take next and what steps to take.

**TL;DR:** So, what have you done, that you *know* helped, to structure your life and manage your ADHD?",2.482029795158283,4.1223757877094975,4.357854748603355,85.0735046554935,76.03910614525141,7.231433891992553,22.547858472998136,8.021203637495839,1.110253333333333,682,19,141,11,15,232,106,179,0.017,0.8959999999999999,0.087,0.908,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,2,10,3,0,0,8,0,14,7,0,2,0,25,31,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,14,11,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,1,16,3,18,22,6,21,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,10,93,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6702932836891843,0.0,0.19776060884676788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585626019498844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179425148414408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387807499772168,0.0,0.0,0.22643713207682506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415202422173246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318378870872468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230629396935495,0.0,0.0,0.11655813713466133,0.0,0.0,0.0935609172575116,0.17842976932478394,0.0,0.1228823660283696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476807106023055,0.0,0.0,0.11079203394952963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592377410912942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061303697937061315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575788767849534,0.0,0.0,0.09849866152979406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483386438303988,0.0,0.0,0.07445895501074251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123725709462864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903630881114416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863224296312867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187946585069556,0.0,0.08483705133211204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118644708159704,0.11157788501116454,0.0,0.14292062415572668,0.0,0.1101398951723478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887072071391946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015488353848305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579080704317923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773997415931075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756451484998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757335651795512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947683537928665,0.0,0.10029477739919042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120805312183928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CanRx,2018/03/11,"Books/websites/videos for adult ADHD Hey everyone. 

Wondering if you have suggestions on short, to the point books or other resources that give a good set of actionable lists or guides for managing? 

I see lots of different things but really need a concise guide on living and managing symptoms...things I can put into practice relatively painlessly. 

Things like strategies on reducing social media, diet, sleep etc... 

Please tell me something like this exists. ",7.052781954887216,10.254375105263158,6.344285714285713,68.915,67.6842105263158,10.132330827067669,33.22556390977444,10.290406445055957,4.490840601503759,372,17,50,11,7,114,64,76,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.9194,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,9,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,5,2,30,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699709583372412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23469866883240145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505305054922015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465102583907847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154930282024113,0.0,0.18841551235529191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949334524861436,0.0,0.19835927567241365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097900779642224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656606781201885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465848254499968,0.212355311851366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582301470093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390871432097566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900722704925015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480001114599768,0.2289899278430964,0.0,0.1729371381820822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963433214046112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29847871928665537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24361009046747675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kairarage,2018/03/11,"Concerta actavis brand back? Hey all, I had a period from December till now where I was taking the trigen concerta.  I hadn’t notice it working for me, but it didn’t hurt me and give me side effects I could tell, so I kept taking it.  My doc wrote actavis or brand name on my scripts but most places only carried trigen so I just suffered.  Today when I went to my typical pharmacy that stopped carrying actavis they had it back in stock.   So did enough folks complain?  Has anyone heard about them investigating  this?",3.0789795918367338,5.659465469387758,4.125877551020409,82.93697959183675,77.9795918367347,7.185306122448982,27.1469387755102,8.238735603445708,2.12386612244898,408,17,74,8,10,132,71,98,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,10,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,13,15,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,10,1,15,0,7,4,3,14,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,2,8,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701245275681546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893224363403768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021243424869827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615776603625519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285015401383275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100856760832714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882196070575171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925364275075096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449397620072257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116496217088556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380683379109985,0.0,0.22126936653333334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399621400071022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467800426496185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430046998817284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aquelapretinha,2018/03/11,"How do I become more concise? I take 20-45 minutes to share stories when I've been told by some friends that it could've been told in 5-10 minutes or 5 sentences. I've been sharing two separate wild/eff'd up stories from my recent vacation hopping across Europe and I've found it extremely difficult to be concise regardless of which language I used (I'm bilingual). I just NEED to give context (read: frivolous, but *helpful* details that I *cannot* omit) for the whole story to make sense. It physically and mentally hurts to not give details to anyone, and I get anxiety when I'm being rushed by someone impatient (only one out of 5 were impatient and kept whining for me to get to the point).

TL;DR: My stories are always long-winded. How do I make them short without omitting necessary details and annoying to other person?",4.038159340659341,6.382528621794872,5.169816849816853,77.84423076923079,73.6794871794872,7.790476190476189,33.57875457875458,8.634040054169528,3.22571391941392,659,35,109,13,14,217,102,156,0.132,0.825,0.044,-0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,5,0,21,25,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,8,0,11,3,21,15,3,10,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,2,3,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345284228007264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410813732357989,0.0,0.0,0.12895128029668268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367823533362872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724496687602706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022078395605208,0.14248301828453774,0.0,0.19270446620763607,0.3538263867045881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361334504162845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742623312764832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320656530429695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462045727986612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585274539856303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674565347459938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496827682670622,0.1402602949350232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610290903310559,0.0,0.0,0.17433722407789262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447066245415716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209324744810707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625910773374865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866145674886685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524438702663536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015228081639664,0.0,0.0,0.15928032029834582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058991875586016,0.0,0.17777502730772987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alienhag,2018/03/11,"Feeling ~sad~ on Adderall Back in August 2017 I switched from Methyl Phenidate to Adderall. I made the switch because when I was taking the Methyl Phenidate it made me feel mean/cold/stand offish. But now that I’m on Adderall I can go from feeling good and motivated to instantly feeling “down” in a matter of seconds. 

I’m definitely going to talk with my doctor about it but has anyone else experienced this before with any other meds? 
Thanks!! ",7.333170731707318,8.065662560975614,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,63.63414634146342,8.511219512195122,34.692682926829264,8.238735603445708,2.7509824390243898,358,15,61,4,5,110,60,82,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.8759999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,13,15,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,5,6,2,14,12,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368093387133105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801744643147164,0.2315534376735349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377234276704542,0.0,0.1377613924024548,0.0,0.19230082545969385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131031745189504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887856273643677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570692903958281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256870623714942,0.1895496706670316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42767436085062893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461693361606152,0.2510239186287282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991633788755453,0.1816421831464657,0.0,0.20806120809007297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,camhowe,2018/03/11,"Should I try to get diagnosed again? So, I'm 34 yo now and I am fairly convinced I have inattentive type ADHD. I actually went to a psychiatrist about 12 years ago because of this, but I only had a limited amount of sessions. I ended up getting sent home with antidepressants. It was certainly true that I was deeply depressed at the time (even suicidal), and those meds did help me a lot, but as time went on it became more and more clear to me that a lot of my symptoms were still there. I did not get a definitive no on ADHD, but my time was up :/

I have a fairly decent job and have started a family, so my life isn't that bad by any means, but I feel like I have so much wasted potential. I have a pretty high IQ and I would like to use that brainpower for something useful, but it's like driving a supercar without a steering wheel; it works great when it happens to be pointing in the right direction, but it's up to random chance if it is pointing somewhere useful. I'm good at lots of things but I never really finish anything worthwhile. I've always loved programming, and wanted to do that for a living, but I just can't reliably sit down and do it without wasting 90% of my time going in a loop between the same three news sites over and over again. I have no confidence in my ability to finish anything.

So should I get tested one more time, or is it probably going to be a waste of time and energy? Every article I read about ADHD and every self test I've taken points pretty clearly to yes, but I know how taxing the testing will be and I don't want to go through that again for nothing. Thoughts?

I'm in Norway btw, so keep in mind that my medical system might be different from yours :)",4.0340257531584065,4.996940938775513,5.430397230320704,81.58435191933918,71.09912536443149,8.51550048590865,27.994290573372197,8.841846274778883,2.1193480077745384,1334,47,265,24,24,449,186,343,0.052000000000000005,0.698,0.25,0.9976,3,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,2,17,11,0,0,17,1,30,5,0,4,5,55,57,30,1,6,15,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,19,12,0,2,4,1,1,7,9,2,0,2,12,1,29,9,45,36,9,49,0,1,0,1,5,21,0,7,22,191,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0916566351512147,0.0,0.3386365169152113,0.0,0.08325828582864853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815259892796507,0.0,0.0,0.06387179155683413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458350522000067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842292468641904,0.057255423418208926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089692117943781,0.0953312571932844,0.0,0.0981309745654934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318911248677241,0.0,0.0,0.06203615974046155,0.0,0.15827066320077662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854353580689295,0.0,0.047490982953739186,0.06709958780511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628642435525248,0.0,0.16013814975315624,0.07877930429969697,0.0,0.10355194813387444,0.0,0.0,0.08305700909952342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295552453535158,0.09923625239470267,0.09421379998559272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320544322089036,0.0834842945129724,0.0,0.0,0.05161837673296989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634155932481325,0.13766010681083962,0.0,0.08293693838433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395534186433347,0.08477040985303247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231117244575902,0.1043287999528796,0.09461892017530477,0.0,0.09963891250349984,0.0948368376141486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904521811086244,0.0,0.07244026343705821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090122964974079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364558304974956,0.07143371483187214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663666625354579,0.0,0.0,0.19110969888661775,0.10126635535677464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394978602249024,0.0,0.06017035569498257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021089772222444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798360075452163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230756779661912,0.0,0.0,0.06648015163043629,0.0,0.07500812221431595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273801487539326,0.0,0.0,0.09762338213430792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062399177115861376,0.0,0.0,0.07456545733719436,0.3286083284427313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376848102674833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433614940805359,0.0,0.0,0.11079805237565428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413766164662325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107947956065026,0.0,0.06837805908703512,0.0,0.0,0.0667211767413356,0.0,0.0,0.06048421404644087
adhd,MadMaryMorgan,2018/03/11,"ADA help for my work situation? (see also: open offices suck) :( **TL;DR -- tips or tricks for using ADA guidelines to my advantage to combat a shitty office situation so I can finally focus on my work?**

Long version (sorry in advance for the length) -- about two years ago, my office decided to implement a more open office layout not because they think it will be more conducive to productivity, but because they're willing to jump on board any gimmick train that comes by because they value ""looking cool"" over anything that actually works. (There was also a lot of drama stemming from the fact that not every team works well in open offices and doesn't do ""collaborative"" work, but our feedback was completely ignored. For the more collaborative teams, I can see the appeal, but my team is not one of them.) While the revamp was going on, my team was permitted to work from home. 

Guys, I have never been so productive. I freaking LOVE working from home. I definitely had periods of losing motivation and getting distracted by TV, books, the internet, etc., but when I was ""on"" and really into what I was doing, I was able to tap into my hyperfocus so much easier, I could switch from task to task as I needed to, I wasn't distracted and interrupted by random coworkers dropping by and talking to me while I was in deep concentration...it was pure bliss.

Then came the time to move back in. Initially, it went ok -- the VP of my department is awesome and implemented a work-from-home-Fridays policy because he recognizes how productive we are when we can work away from the office. We implemented etiquette rules to maintain reasonable quiet (since we all read for a living, this is pretty necessary). The other team that shares our area was fairly considerate. 

But lately, two years after the redesign, that consideration from the other team has been slipping to the point where they just have full-ass conversations from the other side of the wall that divides us (up to and including putting their phones on speaker for no reason). My boss has said something to them, but it only helps for like a week. There is NO sound dampening. We can hear some of the other, more collaborative teams from down the hall very clearly because sound carries because there are NO WALLS. Coworkers waltz right up to my desk and just START TALKING without checking first to see if I'm in the middle of something, and it's so freaking hard for me to get back into something after my concentration has been broken. I've said something to the worst offenders, but to no avail.

The ""do not disturb"" flag I put up when I'm knee-deep in work doesn't help. The closed-channel headphones and white noise I use to tune out auditory distractions don't help. I can't leave my desk and go work somewhere else because I have a 27"" iMac desktop computer, and I'm not going to haul that all over the building. (Rumor has it that the laptop I asked IT for is coming, as my desktop was due for an upgrade anyway, so that will be very helpful.) Our HR department is a joke and plays favorites, and I am not a favorite. Basically, it's devolved into pure hell on earth for someone with very low tolerance for visual and auditory distractions, and my anxiety has definitely spiked as a result of anticipating getting distracted all the time and feeling like there's nothing I can do to change it.

**So congratulations for reading my bitching for this long, and here are my questions:** 

1) Are there guidelines under the Americans with Disabilities Act that would help me? 
2) I know that my workplace *has* to be compliant and provide ""reasonable accommodations"" for those with disabilities, but how reasonable would it be for me to request more frequent work-from-home days? Or at least be able to go to a coffee shop or library or something nearby so I can easily come back if my coworkers legitimately need me for something? 
3a) How do I get my ADD (predominantly inattentive) classified as a disability? 
3b)What are the pros/cons of doing so? 
4) What are my options if my workplace turns me down?",6.704677419354841,7.738081456989249,7.108225806451613,71.70733870967744,65.07526881720429,9.963440860215051,34.317204301075265,10.02789654360092,3.569207526881721,3220,140,548,70,48,1050,340,744,0.101,0.764,0.135,0.9862,0,0,6,0,0,0,125.0,9,0,6,22,31,27,5,6,39,2,65,1,0,13,8,102,100,57,0,8,24,0,2,2,0,5,0,7,2,1,29,40,0,1,12,15,2,17,17,17,1,4,20,15,64,10,103,69,15,87,1,2,5,1,43,41,3,12,30,396,93,28,0.11984066068303292,0.0,0.05847359880175325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311575746190343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583653305098327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074787938791175,0.0,0.04583888870210366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049309326328041934,0.0,0.05601742021929693,0.0,0.05629712281251239,0.13822510611410366,0.0,0.2556881405105281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853289495255231,0.0,0.0,0.06338776434905717,0.15484817664171616,0.06282532633108807,0.0,0.0,0.04784150801604525,0.0,0.0,0.038643655985029786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005574719148392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682700755478686,0.0,0.0,0.05048546265538407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030297519425150375,0.04280709596862748,0.0,0.0656397930065231,0.0,0.050968202378178964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522359793204355,0.0,0.13621641839055362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933054769901761,0.0,0.0,0.053676846433666034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753456717184993,0.0,0.2409800061693817,0.0,0.18031493081294395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03293064650368016,0.0,0.0675927425711111,0.06344697801897134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058548093424140635,0.0,0.05291074948290105,0.10605521353881962,0.050317986166048184,0.06703552262524798,0.0,0.05094212208506672,0.054080437579108735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368582831770261,0.044048337322588386,0.08886033140097115,0.046214252730569734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057495173022931084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060356658974952,0.04557211133821975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664408013511193,0.0,0.0,0.0609605177049305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047296419903285,0.06712448339431594,0.0,0.11987309126778163,0.0,0.03838649796452377,0.2464323172320189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511716347125324,0.11399591154472427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324623611260054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049566716458110865,0.13470592373458046,0.0,0.0,0.05077030144954535,0.2767775864362426,0.0,0.06707590406762752,0.04241191822397307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632338357347664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839452820594808,0.0,0.0,0.06988005297734078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517611285556442,0.11706691195826124,0.0,0.07207677960516283,0.10350385323210952,0.0,0.1483216436892048,0.0,0.0,0.04806447466135545,0.0,0.05387557311940445,0.05554674654268692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057761060187247214,0.0,0.5234725696357684,0.0,0.0,0.08513136695269627,0.0,0.0,0.0771734563494737
adhd,Alexander0404,2018/03/11,My ADHD Hey. I’m new to Reddit! I have ADHD and was diagnosed at the age of 3. I am looking for some story’s and tips from you all and I would like to tell you some of mine. Thanks! ,-3.066428571428574,-1.5525033571428557,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,106.38095238095238,3.352380952380953,10.761904761904765,5.288315135182226,-1.5963238095238093,137,2,36,1,7,49,32,42,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.7170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,7,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313829538712866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088429023430391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865829661063662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25552279074686524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29388038003768074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265958529884573,0.2801447754937159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161553563775783,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fillets,2018/03/11,Screwed up my Credit Report It was all going so well...paid off everything for years. And now I find out two of my accounts have been closed (same company) for deliquint payments. literally all my other ones are fine. Annonyed I used them in the first place but my fault for having so many. Now I'm wondering why I only had a problem paying that one off. Sigh...oh we at least I don't have to worry about them anymore.,1.219518072289155,3.728818000000004,2.859048192771088,89.34784939759041,85.86746987951805,5.729638554216868,21.55301204819277,7.1686216300943375,0.8364949397590364,326,11,65,5,10,107,68,83,0.11,0.8140000000000001,0.076,-0.5982,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,1,5,5,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,2,12,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,3,0,4,3,0,11,2,12,9,4,13,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,4,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554835763108104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315265904866753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545426282319526,0.219126089145912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640780744978946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26117986670360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34913143242409633,0.19592683409885167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691514954654665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650152787826396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25165116081065825,0.0,0.0,0.2224955316453812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23162566241896795,0.0,0.2324563029880813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793710781828982,0.0,0.26161922620433303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589478230227825
adhd,Landon_Mills,2018/03/11,HEY YOU! DAYLIGHT SAVINGS HAPPENS TONIGHT! We lose an hour :( ,2.3736666666666686,2.958311700000003,1.0500000000000007,93.47166666666668,132.0,1.3333333333333337,43.33333333333334,3.1291,2.5813333333333337,47,4,7,0,3,13,10,10,0.407,0.593,0.0,-0.7339,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102600857983135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682520379118545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455418392715704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ralyks,2018/03/11,"Is there anyone here familiar with the VA. I could use some serious help. I relatively recently switch from active duty military and now go to the VA for 'treatment' and I am having some really bad experiences with my psychiatrist. I am in a huge downward spiral and I really need some advice and find out what some of my options are. So please, if you work in the VA and would know what my options are, please, please reach out to me. I want to remain anonymous because I am afraid.



I am also going to post this over in /r/anxiety since these are the two things I suffer with



Thank you for any help.",4.745084745762711,5.662853466101698,5.8625000000000025,79.30273305084748,69.42372881355932,9.289830508474578,26.614406779661017,9.516144504307137,2.2203525423728814,471,14,92,10,8,157,75,118,0.068,0.748,0.184,0.8882,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,25,18,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,15,1,17,16,4,13,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,7,2,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839575948697908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599336274335678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414722751577907,0.0,0.13965808847610264,0.0,0.0,0.12765036871792426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243017983665666,0.11128703147911152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575950134298069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857895112134314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685675745697567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750638977219255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473256933495985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003303368210836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536610917274594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011889847794962,0.0,0.0,0.17484225132424774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390553657864596,0.0,0.18025621866115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101572199020294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807694674469134,0.0,0.0,0.12128491544357445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833483326942712,0.0,0.0,0.15767343735412276,0.0,0.0,0.10767876304476212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290603334669168,0.0,0.0,0.12968556082627702,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,0xAC1D_,2018/03/11,"[WARNING] Zantac + Adderall XR = 20 Hour Hell Yesterday, I had horrible acid reflux and I decided to take Zantac 150 about an hour before I took my dose of Adderall XR. I didn't think it would affect me, quite honestly. But, HOLY ^*&%! I was jittery all day, I was sweating like a hog and my heart rate rested between 95-115 all day. I had horrible hypertension, anxiety, and general uneasiness. Needless to say I didn't sleep at all last night. I didn't take my dose today because I feel like crap. Please, learn from my experience and STAY AWAY FROM THE COMBO! 

That is all, I'll go back to sleep now. Hopefully. 

Edit: Prescribed dose (30mg Adderall XR)",1.865853018372704,4.501827606299212,3.6001889763779538,84.3310971128609,83.96062992125984,6.851233595800526,25.789501312335965,8.021203637495839,1.991571548556431,514,22,96,11,15,171,86,127,0.14800000000000002,0.75,0.103,-0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,3,0,9,8,5,1,4,17,16,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,8,3,15,4,10,7,5,15,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,12,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970711868081074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914072601109806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088596085684424,0.13985753263396494,0.0,0.11087476940709463,0.0,0.15476984739926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346002052721405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791740657810767,0.0,0.0,0.09196599150880604,0.12993793218264107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033688418619064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155333597390525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806518047137425,0.358238111441739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482596972143766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771862399505914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068576849363742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199653961387296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934559722818123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464141950955958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640306143194369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386409319543016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350819345297045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654389276640625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240472006919258,0.0,0.20207976387742171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292051415239889,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,traptrapstar,2018/03/11,"IQ test at job interview didn't go well and left my self-esteem shattered. Hi guys,

sorry for my English, I am not an native and from Germany. So I struggled with ADHD since preschool and always had big problems untill puberty because of my ADHD induced behaviour (not sitting quiet, having bad writing skills, et cetera). My writing became better after puberty and I did pretty well in my later school years. After that I graduated in business management and will finish my doctoral thesis in the named subject by the end of this month. 

What happened last Friday is that I went to an job interview where I had to do a ~90 minutes test for certain intellectual and personal characteristics. After scoring pretty bad in the two IQ categories of the test, people there treated my like a complete retard and the psychologist who helped to interpret the results, kind of told my that I am a stupid (""you always need more time to get used to new tasks in comparison to others, right?""..) , "" but--looking at my CV--do well, because of my other personality characteristics such as persistence. The same happened during the ""final"" interview with one of the potential colleagues, who tried to get confirmation for the bad results (=me being stupid) during our dialogue. For example, he doubted that I created slides just by myself which I had to present in an 1 hour presentation I had to do during the beginning of the whole application process.

I found the whole day pretty humiliating, with people treating me as if I was a perfect idiot.  I scored my diploma with 1.6 (scale from 1-5, 1 being the best) and will finish my Ph.D. by the end of March.

The whole interview left me super frustrated and shattered my 	self-esteem. 

All the best!",10.469561843906897,8.743390591054318,10.320340027384756,60.8913817891374,58.42492012779553,12.776722957553627,42.165449566408036,11.491704259439757,5.0302708352350525,1377,62,216,30,14,456,174,313,0.138,0.7609999999999999,0.101,-0.8666,2,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,1,0,7,8,23,4,2,24,0,17,1,0,4,3,33,28,14,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,11,13,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,10,3,2,10,1,32,13,44,14,9,38,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,2,22,159,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428073013533325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810964581412655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530366924501157,0.12315891069271655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202369816905745,0.08934195094242611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059151417344063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514806272903896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339590153871817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789434059465254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065995810455158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107606994574815,0.0,0.0,0.10555516300519152,0.0,0.057410689696845735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002340991600817,0.17865924580411294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771003828954864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948209094303972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048896981986186,0.0,0.0,0.10519439471851644,0.0,0.08234291221617739,0.0,0.0,0.21951206407982726,0.0,0.0,0.04935214805425205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482943022819933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063136835382814,0.0,0.0,0.07490334825561402,0.0,0.09756352895558293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845221125652437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006591464256474,0.17640952711659333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083139674704183,0.0,0.09666030093149748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626856810574514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022353105226007,0.0,0.0,0.2107669948841752,0.0,0.0,0.0835628894516722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130810502892802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560563854545144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890423613956169,0.0,0.0,0.0965267461317182,0.0,0.06858439070844241,0.0,0.09867961932362446,0.0,0.0,0.08724686305140125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724811455602637,0.0936444245740846,0.0,0.33834798019627016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505209001472259
adhd,Raining_tree,2018/03/11,"Advice/stories about your experiences with Methylphenidate. I was diagnosed as an adult and tomorrow I will be starting to take my first medication, Methylphenidate. I have done some reading about it already, but advice/stories from people's personal experience would be great to read too. The positives and negatives, was there anything that surprised you or was unexpected? Did keeping a diary of your moods help? Share anything really.",8.368356807511738,11.512191492957747,6.9742957746478895,66.13684272300472,63.64788732394365,10.367136150234742,40.002347417840376,10.504223727775694,5.2717023474178415,360,20,48,10,6,108,58,71,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.9653,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,7,3,8,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938185354773445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570211687668546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017405294776807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198933182534256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42438805619804304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451607979741005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391603004358397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454000859791185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281268307558946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185288619272058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038830686140905,0.18941032273974875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339669017520189,0.0,0.13896754821781984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354045311055067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310041384678522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540971170746196,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lmaochelle,2018/03/11,"Why won’t my doctors take me seriously? I went to a psychiatrist to be tested for adhd and he straight told me I don’t have it. Didn’t run a test or anything! I asked him why is it so hard for my to concentrate and he brushed it off saying it’s my anxiety and depression. So I asked him for a different medicine he told me no, wrote a prescription for the same meds and sent me on my way.. what now?
My symptoms are
-can’t stay on task (this as actually lead to plenty of car accidents)
-extreme forgetfulness 
-trouble at work 
-attention span of a 3 year old 
-can’t finish anything I start
-losing things
Maybe I don’t have adhd but my son does so that’s why I wanted to be tested. If not why can’t he give me something for my symptoms! I hate doctors... any advice?


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adhd,TM62,2018/03/11,"ADHD Meds and Coughing I switched to Elvanse (Vyanase) today because methylphenidate and dexamphetamine make me cough a lot. My doctor hopes that by switching to a ‘slow release’ version, it would eliminate or at least reduce the coughing symptoms. I was on dexamphetamine last but I’m worried I’ll still have the cough with Elvanse as it’s essentially a different version of the same drug. Has anyone else had this issue and if so, did your cough go with the switch? ",8.10892857142857,8.827379654761911,6.695333333333334,76.98300000000003,61.97619047619048,9.100952380952384,39.41904761904762,8.841846274778883,3.605864761904762,377,19,62,5,5,112,65,84,0.036000000000000004,0.94,0.024,-0.2263,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,6,8,0,1,0,13,10,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,9,6,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901639293373075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882044328133808,0.24738378498172134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717956692536954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522533845050653,0.0,0.2471240436397696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999371722637145,0.0,0.2016921170196209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721590096798789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398043714024061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520006043359185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680580302611295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526363155672028,0.0,0.0,0.1611630571721889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681853818938831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281427477623495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250948578257266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288568641122213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24519401293873425,0.0,0.17151202997509865,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,narzy,2018/03/11,"Sperged out in class today...I'm an idiot Sooooo...I'm taking an EMT course and today was our last lab of the course. I was a bit behind on instructor sign-offs because I get serious anxiety when demonstrating the skills we've learned from our instructors. I can't explain why but I avoid doing it and today it caught up with me. I thought another student had cut in line (he had not) and I had just failed a skill so I had to do it again. I got worked up, spazzed out and made an ass of myself in front of the class, instructor and another student. I'm 32 years old and I threw a temper tantrum like a 10-year-old in the middle of the lab. I got sent into the hall to take a breath and cool my shit. Now I feel like shit for what I did (rightfully so) and keep replaying it in my mind. I'm so embarrassed and mad at myself for not controlling my frustration better.

Any tips or tricks you use when you find yourself in the middle of a situation that sets you off for no great reason? I'm tired of doing this shit. FML...",2.610551646495921,4.130382287081339,3.827672389529977,89.51723613847456,75.41148325358851,7.597072896144104,24.255840135097102,8.313332769828598,1.3057917815930198,794,25,174,14,17,259,124,209,0.245,0.662,0.093,-0.9887,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,3,0,6,8,19,10,2,16,1,11,6,5,4,0,30,28,16,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,6,0,0,4,4,14,0,0,14,2,23,5,28,14,1,32,0,1,0,1,8,18,4,1,11,107,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429722771204672,0.2908055267929809,0.10607865221304597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452914139745649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263827865089375,0.15138670385650746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552503816805344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011339316939061,0.09906259017352928,0.0,0.0,0.12673766436881873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244694881362786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180677699345272,0.15287909412275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325217968975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303080923094315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354898213270016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120855520536054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400125259369667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910120246145757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257112690708978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841949479012218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270141243209817,0.0,0.15586572056470768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085182488439941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008483931003794,0.0,0.15937547993285767,0.3943157592547428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976238474139993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512395636957482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095006341728384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785919438269193
adhd,IrregularlyNormal,2018/03/11,"Anytime I end up spending time at home I get depressed and just lay in bed. During the week or when I have something to do I'm fine but any time I come home earlier than 10/11 pm I end up just laying in bed being sad and depressed and it's like I can't get up and do what I want to do. I just lay there listening to music, wasting time on reddit, masturbating, the whole time just wishing I would get up and quit acting like this.

I am on medication and I take it everyday.

The weekends are bad because I don't have to go anywhere like classes or work. Since I can work at home sometimes I do that but generally I don't.

I am a software developer and I work all the time, I love it. The thing is I think I might burn myself out here and there and normally when I'm in this kind of mood I'll program and such but sometimes I don't. Generally when I do I just end up laying in bed and programming and I hurt my back real bad. 

Anyone else feel like this sometimes? Any advice?",1.3101220442410408,3.071314067632855,3.423198576150522,89.9246681922197,79.82125603864735,6.29026188660056,23.455123315535218,7.273561745256523,0.8249574879227053,760,26,170,10,19,259,102,207,0.136,0.7509999999999999,0.113,-0.8299,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,13,14,0,0,6,0,19,2,0,0,1,35,33,20,0,4,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,6,0,9,14,0,0,2,1,1,3,4,6,0,0,0,2,26,7,20,30,2,32,0,4,0,1,2,14,0,3,19,112,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406889489276133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876315768322674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162153929096007,0.11960545140959275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975949443021565,0.19493223619523747,0.07115857873092965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055404867859236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010817348354844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751438116152436,0.0,0.3101689931034661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902306974203848,0.0833931707528856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829625319413912,0.0,0.06634133185836248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512743267050619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249637305439699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155813292805814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811690640045096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535494322554924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759493649275317,0.0,0.1238339178501232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143723102442461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241585629282312,0.0,0.13286626379812694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656169276889257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986578822961593,0.3463519953709054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776773300839069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755137404384506,0.07479697872992087,0.0,0.0,0.3403360505014724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885139836988126,0.0,0.09363515211402634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032680705942162,0.13423572783563648,0.0,0.0,0.25494626764731165,0.0,0.0,0.08292287131455682,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ersatzsmile,2018/03/11,"Finding a new career after being fired Hey everyone,  have found a career that works with your ADHD well? What are you doing? How did you get started doing it?

I lost my job last year almost 2 months after being diagnosed for the first time with ADHD (at the 31). I’d rather not get into the details but my ADHD definitely is at the root of how I ended up being asked to resign. My wife and I have been talking about having me make a career change. My marriage is struggling and being unemployed isn’t helping, my wife doesn’t want me to just jump into the first job I can get because she doesn’t want me burning out or messing things up all over again in a few years. 

I was working as an English teacher for over 5 years. I have a masters in Education & Curriculum Design, my BA was in English. Before that I worked for a small software company doing trainings for small businesses and sales.

I’ve considered technical writing, or instructional design, or copy writing. I’ve thought about going into real estate. I’ve also really considered going into trade work becoming an electrician or plumber or something like that. I’m afraid that there is nothing I can be actually good at long term. Going back to school isn’t a great option if I’m not certain that it will lead to a career that I can be successful in. I just feel stuck between my shortcomings and failures and I don’t feel confident at all. 
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adhd,Evy1983,2018/03/11,"Affecting my relationship. My partner is highly organized. Decisive. Basically everything that I am not. His presence is extremely calming and reassuring. He gives me structure and keeps me focus 

That said, I feel like I use him as a stress ball. Choose this for me! Help me make a decision! Remind me! Don't let me beat myself up over lack of accomplishment! Plus my demands for his time because his mere presence makes my head quieter. 

Me being this little energy vampire is causing him to pull back, which only exasperate my erraticness. I spend all day obsessing over every thought. I have a hard time not telling him my every thought. When I have moments with him I have 500 disjointed things I want to tell him all at once about 500 different topics. 

He recently changed positions at work which and now works 80+ hrs week which leaves him with little time and energy. And I sap some more bc of the ADHD related behavior above. 

Anyone else over relying on their partner for structure? 
Any tips on managing myself and relaxing before I literally destroy my relationship? 
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adhd,WhiteBishop01,2018/03/11,"Diagnosed with ADD Inattentive type worried about potential career Not sure if my issue is relevant or significant to an ADHD board but I was recently diagnosed with Inattentive ADD and it made some pieces in my mind click once I looked it up. I'm not sure how correct it is but I hate when my job slows down and I'm just standing around, it makes the time feel like it is dragging on forever and I have cut my hours significantly due to it and my college classes, however this does worry me. The doctor gave me a prescription for Adderall but mentioned I should not take it everyday which has got me wondering about working in the future. If my current job (relatively busy fast food) feels agonizing to me how what will I do when I am working in an office environment.

Not sure if this is all a personal fault or something relating to ADD, kinda freaking out.",5.841008869179598,6.953080817073173,6.701374722838144,73.5717849223947,67.04878048780488,10.597782705099776,34.42128603104213,10.637119530657019,3.917860975609756,690,32,124,19,11,229,105,164,0.177,0.7959999999999999,0.026,-0.9793,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,0,7,0,11,4,0,4,5,40,23,16,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,11,11,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,4,17,4,17,17,3,20,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,8,12,87,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573350990631415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375781506605303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137206081066017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581837415569976,0.135243700490157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628557191498854,0.11040724789375296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868768827864789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360405562348345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258156372439918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219606511570266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130522097876962,0.3067248789850524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550306459848556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977919306230948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623457205150234,0.1031602389180011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560467743905597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458578222044384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494306171871748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259491485938448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897658127948554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369715653138504,0.0,0.11619888976334206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011665189285704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759786841441768,0.22502174952377496,0.3138966634146002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xfeenx,2018/03/11,"Ideas for writing ESSAYS for those overwhelmed by jumbled thoughts and overlapping concepts. Thought I’d start a discussion on how anyone who suffered from this symptom (dysgraphia?) managed to cope with college/school writing. 

—-

Writing has always been my weakest point. Sentences come to me faster in my head than I can write down in a logical way and I can’t decide between different word orders and sentence structures!  Writing an outline is exhausting because I’m bombarded with infinite ways every idea is connected and can’t narrow it down or put them in order. I usually can’t even decide between an argument vs it’s counter.

(This is with and without meds but the meds slow the overlapping thoughts a little bit) 


I just conquered an essay I had been terrified of all week using a new strategy that could help some of you! 

1. I have my iPhone read related articles to the topic out loud while I freewrite & brainstorm. Nothing in sequence: related adjectives, arguments for one side or another, phrases, etc.
2. Then I cut them into individual pieces of paper so I can easily rearrange them
3. I move smaller pieces under main ideas and remove irrelevant info and narrow down my strongest points! 
4. I combine ideas and rewriting full sentences from the little bits I matched up. In the end I have most of the essay mapped out and even entire paragraphs complete!

-Having tangible pieces of paper in front of me makes the assignment feel more real so I stop procrastinating. And obviously having a solid outline makes it much less stressful to do the final write up!",6.016168961782457,8.414651099644132,6.139907163855798,72.80303110010834,68.2526690391459,8.730372891845892,36.416679560575574,9.318704503766252,3.942979142812936,1273,68,191,27,23,404,180,281,0.101,0.8370000000000001,0.061,-0.9377,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,1,6,5,1,2,16,0,18,3,1,4,2,54,28,18,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,17,0,1,13,1,0,5,4,5,0,2,6,2,24,0,39,21,14,48,0,2,0,0,13,27,0,4,12,140,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425323530127497,0.12273258313473875,0.0,0.0,0.11877790889960167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920397682840588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905092050341989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473322473280206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757572095217401,0.11876587720491184,0.0,0.0,0.09044025710885678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183474633337534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003273480507931,0.0,0.12633071146175892,0.1496331239500969,0.0,0.09543842600616162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727485525021898,0.0,0.0,0.12408638444446805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625204173227835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592533004583707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114912809320029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270610775081804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122285900634352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516442719895213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039258221776385,0.08326959408002911,0.0,0.0,0.10940095920064788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868968070505096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675755121853475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416152556880405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387188979465722,0.0,0.0,0.11330488569732808,0.12893087499403771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463957028902225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017608448649838,0.0,0.0,0.09470233010442047,0.12975525013558006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773529906142036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978126225441273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783256722310954,0.12475556337471072,0.0,0.0,0.1798236258894393,0.09086175637936034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919231752608574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wowzeemissjane,2018/03/11,"Low dosage of dexamphetamine causing anxiety? Wondering if anyone can help reassure me.

My doctor has suggested a much higher dosage but I'm a little scared to try. Worried the anxiety will be out of control.

I'm only on 5mg twice or 3 times daily (if I have evening classes).

Can a higher dosage really make you calmer?",2.616487119437938,5.383639360655741,4.444637002341923,78.71786885245903,81.62295081967213,8.075878220140515,26.747072599531606,8.841846274778883,2.836290866510537,255,11,43,7,7,86,49,61,0.181,0.706,0.113,-0.5147,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,3,0,9,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,1,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079444435244344,0.0,0.0,0.18643481090331934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739038015579642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904968542662264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27290844313721263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610746508945674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787173462329372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672346184109753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797846933991146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960046912788185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278512553959926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081084418033488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669444547514617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547486060668292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102515683125384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28915028113438124,0.0,0.2707770371191305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SexyYandereQueen,2018/03/11,"Thank you! Hi everyone!

I just want to genuinely think everybody in this community. It has given me a lot of insight into figuring out what was going on with me. 

I've been swapping from different antidepressants that hadn't been working. Had to chronically low self-esteem and was dismissed by my doctor as untreatable. I would never adjust well to new stages of my life. Chronic procrastinator, easily overwhelmed.


After reading and lurking and you all sharing your stories I asked my doctor for ADHD medication. 

I've been taking medication for about a month-and-a-half now. 

I'm on 27 mg of Concerta. It has changed my life. 

So thank you. 

*Hugs*



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adhd,iAmAPickleYo,2018/03/11,"I’m really struggling with singing/rapping flow and remembering lyrics, how can this symptom be resolved with ADHD-PI? So basically I’ve always loved singing, I’m 19 going on 20 and in my younger years for a long time I stopped completely trying to get better because it annoyed other people apparently, it was rude, etc.. now that I’m on my own, I’m really into trying to learn and improve my singing/rapping ability without stuttering, lack of flow or creativity.. Ive googled the question along the lines, “Rapping with ADHD” and a lot of people’s comments on other sources claim it’s so much easier to rap having ADHD.

*However*, I have the classically known ADD, now formally known as ADHD Primarily Inattentive, and I have *Absolute* trouble even getting one line out.
 
And also to note I can’t remember lyrics at all to any song whereas a song will come out fresh and new, and everyone I know will easily sing the words without any issue.

*And if relevant*, I’m also prescribed Adderall IR 20mg x2 daily, that I did take today but my second dose I took at around 7:30pm at night (I can sleep easily on it as it makes me feel a bit tired on the level of calmness, hungry, but a bit more clearer and a little more sensitive to emotional responses, especially crying).

And in if you read my reddit post history, yes I am in recovery for opioid use, however no other substance.. I’m often judged for this.

TL;DR
*Any one else struggling with this issue in their own way? And have you found a way to become better at those deficits? I do take Adderall that helps in other areas but not this specific issue. It’s been quite a long while of googling and trying different methods over the months to improve yet I still have this issue very, very bad. It makes me feel a bit detached when I can’t remember lyrics and everyone is singing along and I’m not and when I try I’m literally seen as “stupid”.*

Thank-you!",4.1019672131147535,6.032410781420765,5.417180327868851,77.95363934426231,72.33333333333334,8.48655737704918,29.686338797814212,9.120678840339163,2.7741296174863397,1510,64,269,33,30,504,197,366,0.07400000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.115,0.8965,4,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,1,4,14,13,3,2,15,1,19,5,1,4,1,60,43,33,0,3,10,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,20,28,0,1,12,8,0,5,7,8,0,3,6,5,24,5,45,34,12,46,0,0,1,1,7,22,0,6,16,173,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997618472922039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300378450688188,0.06919460636451219,0.0,0.0,0.1696520730671389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402877337918251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943394689448806,0.0506927029938964,0.0918421262814178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709402538707275,0.2723629184782114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163375963103766,0.08719019667029616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134580336932048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688302436984709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946832904781064,0.09354221792047586,0.0,0.0,0.09274380686672228,0.05492546265241656,0.0,0.0,0.15892318777748998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409496079270835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911790987661988,0.0,0.0,0.08689385928469302,0.0,0.047260941577149884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573944818790004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471838396252583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570178481850709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334675106196596,0.0,0.14718546589998732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706984571793832,0.07505387180464013,0.0,0.11101800557628734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637639103759613,0.0,0.06113113004644403,0.0,0.0,0.08031508184936001,0.0,0.07803870090375371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127008218888917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530338764134394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964293951742167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315664956039196,0.08844939383161278,0.08318109123726397,0.0,0.1065470408978864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826074059838869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832186434797674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641055527206069,0.06952430261339608,0.0,0.17387082231093298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643361310328307,0.12504981693537034,0.0,0.0,0.07656125451642433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048490441023066426,0.09557856302784064,0.07882461732230847,0.0,0.09239225033878053,0.2258368885301307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182231948849792,0.0,0.1372290872587592,0.0,0.13201483183772195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032382135415407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053551403787197735
adhd,reflectivededication,2018/03/12,"Alternative Researchers to Russell Barkley I started reading information on ADHD and came into videos from Dr Barkley.  He is very knowledgeable.  But his prognosis is terribly depressing and doomful.   I'm seeking information from a researcher that is more progressive and just overall having a better prognosis toward this disorder.  If you have any suggestions, feel free to post.",9.219,12.504809566666667,8.363333333333333,56.475000000000016,61.66666666666666,12.133333333333333,47.0,11.602472056035307,7.2563999999999975,314,21,36,11,5,98,49,60,0.181,0.7290000000000001,0.09,-0.7371,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,3,7,8,1,6,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918257621231496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217121794740793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28834782004058285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728924727824271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808099204713301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736596361541396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485100980251516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122474611873771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261191100555715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307663359753405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690096219278509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LittleMrsAme,2018/03/12,"How do you guys deal with ADHD mood swings? It's like everything is a soap opera, sometimes. We go from feeling on top of the world to fantasizing about being killed, thinking it will change the world for the better. But why? Why do people with ADHD have such mood swings, and what can be done to manage them? My life revolves around my emotions and they make things difficult and hinders me from controlling myself and reaching my goals. What can I do to control this, without seeing a therapist, or going on medication? Thanks so much",5.072348484848487,7.168874151515155,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,70.1111111111111,7.374242424242425,27.52651515151515,8.07648339933343,1.8547060606060604,427,15,75,6,8,131,76,99,0.065,0.8029999999999999,0.133,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,2,5,5,7,1,0,5,0,11,2,0,4,0,17,18,8,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,14,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,1,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152553028594144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379577074754472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279490645407193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276043303095094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875369732773155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811115138667158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679661479418607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943352138070134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526831813964256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735420513354154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963704814851469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106261280529345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113675308777264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202767392251812,0.0844033151919458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532069866270205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404062936661102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270007435352844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977216805465893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376698085234495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086710549097112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905703431611345,0.0,0.2005912537421087,0.11477611493644554,0.11069960698247128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117836195838228,0.0,0.0,0.16653744583918487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,demigod808,2018/03/12,Ritalin and hair loss Hi I was wondering if any of you have had a problem with taking your medication and noticed a increase in hair loss/ diffusion. I was recently prescribed 10 mg ritalin taken twice a day. After starting I noticed that I was shedding more hair than normal and now it seems that the rest of my body is also shedding more hair. I have been to my doctor and all my blood-work came back normal. I have an appointment with a dermatologist next week. Is the medication the cause of the hair loss or is it the stress/cortisol levels that come with taking it?,4.206202020202017,6.153073600000003,5.374848484848485,78.29671717171719,72.0909090909091,8.525252525252526,28.58585858585859,9.150863307647796,2.582646464646465,456,18,83,10,9,151,67,110,0.07,0.907,0.022,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,3,4,0,0,10,0,11,11,6,1,1,18,19,7,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,7,5,11,0,10,12,5,13,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,4,8,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396882808218803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242563990062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843090176754125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997122020493766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059047892759185,0.0,0.18493899124159754,0.0,0.15507872145800514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161035711092825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426692834502376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627198037449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914624873448077,0.0,0.35277966180295794,0.0,0.4099275704437031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226308277686392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777565504864323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389130074688849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742518889273088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062221841368939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707182455420416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440810553320338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952333666274444,0.13106298468932334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,murphmurphy,2018/03/12,"Lost My Job/Getting Help Hey everybody, I just wanted to dump this in the maw of the internet. I lost my job today.  

It's my second job this year and probably my 30th or so job total depending on if you count a few one days I did and some seasonal work.  I know the signs of getting fired a mile away, when my boss said he wanted to talk my heart fell out.  This wasn't an amazing job, but it was one I liked and felt I could be good at.  They said I wasn't serious and wasn't learning quick enough and the job has some rather dangerous elements so they were going to let me go.  This has happened to me so many times over and over in my life.  I've never been diagnosed with ADD or ADHD but my school was pretty convinced that I did.  My parents essentially told them I didn't and I understand they didn't want to medicate their kid who was doing fine other than a few problems with grades and energy.

I don't want something to blame, I don't want a reason to feel sorry for myself, I don't want an ""excuse"" for being like this.  I just want to be able to hold down a job.  My brain just keeps on drifting.  I fall one sentience behind and I just can't catch back up.  I find fascinating problems with test questions to get the wrong answer. Things like having to pee or being a little hungry become all i can think about.  I need to stand up and move all the time, if I don't have something to mess with like a pen or some sunglasses I'll start snapping my fingers or tapping my toes or singing just to have something to do. Despite all of this, i've got a degree, savings, a car, friends, hobbies, ect.  But I just can't hold down a job.

I made an appointment to see a psychologist later this week.  I kind of despise psychologists, but this blow has been hard enough that I know I need some kind of professional help.  It's hard to admit you have a problem, especially when the problem seems like it's all your fault.  ",3.752968617472433,4.518892778625954,4.769109414758272,86.79546225614929,71.59541984732823,7.857845631891433,26.005937234944874,8.045849151850463,1.3409789652247666,1494,45,323,20,27,489,195,393,0.139,0.735,0.126,0.3383,9,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,5,3,15,26,3,0,22,0,35,8,5,4,6,80,67,27,0,17,19,1,6,5,1,0,3,2,0,1,17,16,0,3,13,1,0,8,12,13,0,4,21,9,48,13,44,40,13,38,0,2,1,0,23,15,0,15,19,220,65,15,0.07444446214499316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894677767467958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994302274706124,0.05724319620708902,0.0,0.0,0.08221805963479857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310464001562905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943784542176026,0.0,0.0,0.048010519446827236,0.0,0.0,0.0755595620335506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538420593097674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037641356866319975,0.0,0.07147835810982245,0.0,0.0680408897253782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751560678574893,0.0,0.1166824766666824,0.0,0.08461700682060594,0.0624404828536368,0.059540037008391236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583099201820568,0.0,0.133375231398717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821704607792713,0.09979710750775064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.590997133679639,0.0661696584708894,0.0,0.15504490300305993,0.08182545900801942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612450630987938,0.05258232519731028,0.18184901934506975,0.07461290833121642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625298488876078,0.0,0.0,0.07044115007338403,0.0,0.07547500009466071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499496365644437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912268187354854,0.0,0.1103992507963154,0.05741615856173491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513364825618125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266176530388981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757367812687034,0.08026372130997989,0.2849331853141531,0.0,0.0,0.08339483501792573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654130579271473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162746222037004,0.0,0.0,0.075341770090884,0.05932259797255406,0.06777144239833993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719329519597069,0.0,0.08333448051343496,0.05269217346977001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598356387660384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945759274493842,0.04770100540687769,0.0,0.0,0.08681832908650322,0.0,0.07056464555097068,0.07113487382687943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749931051790482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073649079383596,0.0,0.05971485711197937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054196455070819965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139333286809781,0.0,0.047939792863809484
adhd,OneStandardCandle,2018/03/12,"I got diagnosed today, and it feels amazing I've known something was wrong with me for years, and I've been messing up my life at every opportunity. I've thought I was lazy, I've been put on antidepressants, nothing worked, but I finally know. I took my first pill an hour ago, and I'm really excited to try out the functional adult thing. Even if it doesn't work out for me, I'm just so happy that I finally know.",5.134235294117649,5.009725717647061,6.449411764705888,79.1023529411765,68.29411764705883,10.564705882352943,31.117647058823533,10.355215969177356,2.9266941176470582,326,12,70,8,5,111,60,85,0.045,0.7859999999999999,0.17,0.9127,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,1,9,4,9,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,7,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277711715393724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092809405217597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618813219381842,0.0,0.17372598572000447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425707025671686,0.0,0.0,0.451747380047003,0.0,0.17538714578030154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649108942463647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949563851781545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305797469512785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22663589569536186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563978636122607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784716395949853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728030761005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320921280398456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873697925367725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136985065119977,0.0,0.0,0.1636937296475986,0.0,0.0,0.19544628093442898,0.0,0.2290873375514226,0.13999110132224296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002210384737327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543901521388585,0.0,0.13278114204131444
adhd,summonblood,2018/03/12,"How did you know what the optimal dosage was best for you? I am currently prescribed methylphenidate and started at 18mg and am now up to 54mg but I'm curious how you knew when to stop increasing. I started medication about a month and half ago and I meet with my doctor every two weeks. He mentioned that since dosage tends to be case by case, it becomes more art than science. I was wondering your experience with how you nailed down the best dosage for you. What things should I be paying attention to? How do I know if it's too little or too much? My doctor gave me a basic idea of wanting to be in this zone. 

https://imgur.com/a/IeeVQ

But how do I know exactly? Thanks for all your suggestions!",3.5268872549019616,5.670002227941179,3.8402941176470575,87.71549019607845,74.51470588235293,7.768627450980393,25.303921568627448,8.59863814320734,1.7040509803921564,557,19,112,11,12,173,89,136,0.02,0.848,0.132,0.9469,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,0,2,10,3,0,0,4,0,11,3,0,5,2,27,23,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,17,3,18,14,6,15,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,9,81,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697941117738192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154768241972816,0.0,0.0,0.4020317505838197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921112183003097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613858993766493,0.0,0.0,0.18736889728455067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623229722794335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580627710564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919795712301613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296260243969227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289031580522233,0.0,0.14080846566420113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584489612256032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711547129353617,0.0,0.0,0.16014116490122648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634996718682766,0.0,0.0,0.12725475606848544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871127635552742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129788867387416,0.0,0.15364677400776033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772363746634734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,traprabbit,2018/03/12,"Have you ever felt like you were on autopilot? I have no plans I just do things..... I run on pure instinct or impulse. Everything from waking up to go to work to when I go to bed. I get home and can’t figure out what to do even though I have 80 things to do, then I complain nothing is done. It’s a vicious cycle, there is no structure! No structure I tell you!",0.8914285714285732,2.508911129870132,2.7987012987013,94.58948051948052,80.55844155844156,5.43896103896104,22.688311688311693,6.18269132825596,0.2648493506493508,275,9,64,2,7,92,52,77,0.163,0.8029999999999999,0.033,-0.8264,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,6,3,1,0,1,0,11,1,1,0,2,8,15,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,1,11,1,11,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298078011391372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238604132596088,0.2634771742626391,0.0,0.0,0.2617814348822562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796720779458057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521804714610053,0.0,0.3310794309336725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921750813289333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230347326809634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27948861658199553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545893731513642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870236558014494,0.0,0.2861786643765881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205348874500565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Teburninator,2018/03/12,"Adult ADHD question: why are medications required? My gf and gp say things like just put your phone away or go to a quiet place. Why are medications helpful? If you have any supporting evidence (Like a video from Dr. Russel Barkley, I seem to remember one where he explains why it's necessary but can't find it) that would be helpful!",6.331666666666668,7.146676095238099,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,65.82539682539682,10.109523809523813,34.79761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.5284000000000013,266,12,49,6,4,85,54,63,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.8382,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,12,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,2,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179688580108734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116083145679164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812113304454505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628320406478318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961465334237376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855855117223964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845684067667864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38860022364313657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069631190678951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151212142253166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938914906710097,0.21606285248105214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848847275815256,0.0,0.0,0.15338102636063364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558510857648618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887095853826466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813681522387613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221159481817987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701204872861858,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,its_you_notme,2018/03/12,"Somehow I got away with the assignment. So this is actually pretty funny. I was in a rush to do my writing assignment for my child psychology class, and as I was clicking through the pages, the topic came up for childhood diseases. I thought “great! I’ll do pneumonia!” So I spent a good 4 hours researching it and how it affects kids, blah blah blah. Turned in chapter 8 writing assignment, was going to work on chapter 9  next. 

Went back to make sure it went through, and i noticed chapter 8 writing assignment was still not turned in. I clicked on it, nothing submitted. Where did my writing go? 

Chapter 8 was supposed to be about cognitive development. I turned in chapter 9 writing assignment, which was supposed to be on childhood disease BUT the chapter did not go over pneumonia. 

So I did something else for Ch9 and just kept ch8 cognitive development writing as pneumonia. Got 100%!

Ch10 was about adhd and other mental issues. I spent nearly 8 hour writing a 3 paragraph assignment on adhd. Because I got distracted learning about dangerous snakes in Texas. ",4.4496628289473685,7.271254223958337,5.067719298245617,76.72815789473687,74.46875,8.000438596491227,36.66776315789474,8.841846274778883,3.87538125,849,51,135,19,19,272,101,192,0.065,0.878,0.057,-0.3371,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,12,5,1,1,7,0,15,0,0,3,1,26,32,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,2,0,2,7,2,2,0,0,20,2,14,3,29,10,1,28,0,0,2,0,9,14,0,1,7,89,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.1389248263187242,0.0,0.3421830415951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375383368293156,0.10946763014019296,0.0,0.08678258525481418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282426126502114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892522655236955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427229038547597,0.11940653450008612,0.3415798128840761,0.1569546643920562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28039588820761085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858899497330227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502777485453497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434674640285795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514036568625255,0.0,0.0,0.13660022796709073,0.16208013923420467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448333864855784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095972624469791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369051824699658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417454877967333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301956691794048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645470953115357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639420960620469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364126903639582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SufficientlyDistinct,2018/03/12,"Dealing With People ""More ADHD"" Than You Howdy folks. Longtime lurker, ADHD-C (Unmedicated) coming out of the woods to post.

Was at a meeting recently and the guy next to me was pretty clearly ADHD and unmedicated as well. Drumming his fingers in the middle of the meeting, looking all over the room, cracking jokes in the middle of the boss speaking... I'm no angel myself, but even I wanted to grab him and tell him to knock it off, he was killing my own ability to focus!

Do any of you guys and gals find yourselves irrationally short tempered with other ADHD folks who manifest it differently/more extremely than you? How do you deal?",6.062288135593221,7.307218576271191,6.8625000000000025,72.13324152542374,66.62711864406779,8.611864406779661,32.54661016949153,8.841846274778883,2.9111999999999987,504,21,83,8,8,167,82,118,0.093,0.8290000000000001,0.079,-0.7005,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,2,0,8,0,5,1,1,2,2,15,9,7,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,4,11,2,20,6,3,14,1,0,1,0,17,10,0,0,2,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7404765822475388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474852138998728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268680306642888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176049426240012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173812018008303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407844458332707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050361019068827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041599311766242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934991291298945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638170931129878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678790257317602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475221611403584,0.15670813275877954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520901654747519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463265870916552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085334759173784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849522252610585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DoubleDeMedici,2018/03/12,"What are your favorite stimulation go-to's? If I want to focus on any task, I know my brain well enough at this point to understand that I'll **need** to find something stimulating to do first. I watched a video once that called ADHD brains ""Dopamine seeking missiles."" And it's true. I constantly crave stimuli, especially to work. If I want to finish a paper, I'll watch a Ted Talk first or put on an animated film in prep. It's like a hard reset on my brain fog. It clears me out for a moment and allows me to at least get the jump I need to start (trying) to finish things. 

What are your go-to stimuli? Do any of you use them to kick-start tasks as well?

*TL;DR* I prep for tasks by taking a moment to indulge in my favorite stimuli, do any of you do this? What are your favorite Go-To's 

**Edit**:I thought I'd actually add some favorites of my own. The dancing to music was severely relateable. I also listen to ""cafe sounds"" playlists. The background conversation and noise make me feel like I'm in a get-up and go area. Something about other people being around but leaving me alone actually encourages me to do things.",1.4882848232848254,4.015050725225223,2.9949549549549594,88.7981912681913,84.54054054054055,5.577546777546778,22.952875952875953,7.010146845296331,0.8756938322938321,879,32,176,12,26,287,125,222,0.027000000000000003,0.846,0.127,0.9314,0,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,1,3,5,6,0,0,11,0,10,3,3,5,2,28,26,10,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,13,7,0,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,6,23,6,32,23,4,24,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,4,10,106,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.24546963097819186,0.0,0.15115287017642515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026131596698182,0.0,0.10057940200504978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25658674482494803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119632766127834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212076790135774,0.12842673664843582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591428183663806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995555307210638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359383606660507,0.08985116587652177,0.0,0.0,0.11495284833616795,0.2139623024026744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314208078690145,0.0,0.2859153074267221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266653631852405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912071268725536,0.0,0.0,0.13317383058464471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289117808556692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395343526543418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865159080728772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339425146566209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719410369501751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889469549331165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643506929104395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208596575139115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936500500447562,0.0,0.0,0.17804339272519284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945644957008702,0.1010903463480821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711395694052308,0.0,0.0,0.09984850123553024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539057472408364,0.0,0.0,0.13093253959610504,0.0,0.10862617137627356,0.0,0.0,0.1483665475220851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261673186423113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156313071829512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,magneticbones,2018/03/12,fuck. i just realized that im the annoying friend. like wow that just really kicked in. shit lol,-0.21499999999999986,1.4896989473684243,1.7888157894736842,90.69796052631581,112.15789473684212,8.215789473684211,15.276315789473689,8.07648339933343,1.5860421052631573,76,2,16,3,4,25,16,19,0.311,0.309,0.38,0.3041,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716687275977719,0.44473576609994775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196314955748376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502349157735525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081818127088512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938051162212467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StarliteSoul,2018/03/12,"I finally decided to move out from home For years I have been avoiding family issues, choosing to believe it was all a huge misunderstanding, and that my step father really means it when he says he loves us all. After being on meds for some time I finally feel clarity.  He has been trying to pit the rest of the family against each other during their entire 12 years of marriage. Me moving back home last summer at the request of my mother has shown light to the family situation. 


I apologized to my mom. I wanted to be there for her emotionally since I felt I have grown after being away from home and could be her support. Yesterday I ended up breaking and blowing up at my step dad in front of the family. I feel so sorry for her, but I realize that this is beyond my capacity. She is an adult too, and asking me to live with her and her husband when we so obviously don't get along is unreasonable. 


Since moving back home my depression has only gotten worse. I just now realize that I have been putting off getting a job because I felt doing so meant I was leaving my mom, or so she feels. I now see that this is not the case and before I can be there for anyone else I need to be there for myself first.


Now if only I can get a start on filling more applications...",6.203698475437605,5.779232478260872,7.408845285149635,74.13202569169962,66.11462450592884,10.548729531338227,30.324392998306045,10.125756701596842,2.8473728966685488,999,31,193,21,14,342,143,253,0.058,0.904,0.038,-0.7796,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,1,17,4,0,1,10,0,26,1,0,0,3,35,44,15,0,4,5,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,11,0,1,11,0,0,9,2,2,0,1,9,8,38,2,36,28,6,42,0,1,1,1,26,12,0,3,20,152,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068467859811559,0.10357894453977713,0.0,0.0,0.09450577143933056,0.0,0.09497765160164304,0.1554643803595072,0.0,0.06162370019958125,0.0,0.08602038793017462,0.11389413511975945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071236776305117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706891540069198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444796252280297,0.11371296562799894,0.08953598841299898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38119570020956783,0.0,0.1533428584231155,0.0,0.1941250557089324,0.22147893462121665,0.0,0.08598734582508377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844650662214396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40560719794653105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055119947430226,0.10031651059603523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240207561806953,0.0,0.107040016832328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926457480082582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123793015069304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011695733718042,0.11228851882761008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679144290223986,0.0,0.3223289279310972,0.0,0.07495716632904187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376743596106912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162365898537401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476102592353801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803910530769376,0.0,0.0,0.08055586992168294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724585881499288,0.11362971723926997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316229905064397,0.07155222490231064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147160588395032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894655884715218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863366860937893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159916741581807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962566997734736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030196380529482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301976599135513
adhd,NOMADIC_HOBO,2018/03/12,"Vyvanse causing runny nose and acid refulx? Im on Vyvanse 30 and for ages I have always gotten a runny nose to the point where I need to keep a roll of TP near me whenever I take them to constantly blow it lol

I also get some decently acidic stomach juices. I actually dont really get much refulx but I wad just wondering if anybof you guys had similar experiences?

I drink a good amount of coffee too. Usually make one Keurog refillable pod and re-run the water through to make 3 or 4 cups of coffee with one pod. The 2nd 3rd and 4th cups are more like coffee tea though lol ",2.776923076923076,4.586711008547013,4.706333333333337,82.15950000000005,75.66666666666667,8.098803418803419,23.66581196581196,8.841846274778883,1.7716673504273501,456,14,90,10,10,156,86,117,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.926,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,2,4,6,3,3,0,16,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,10,2,12,11,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.20481353699311255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784172438126624,0.17463776828849178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560555579157345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268067514495405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597891687463114,0.20560343399310774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205303847594044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193082735887316,0.0,0.0,0.17603818783940844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078151435004548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267074478222097,0.0,0.0,0.1865518368022915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253723341928024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280194335257114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542866515928306,0.15562406920016142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28444153457962384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984053425807909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445511447907146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578043586188951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620697327265328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311542208571621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276069434475334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ido91198,2018/03/12,"Can someone relate? Every time I study I think about plenty of things in the background like I'm not 100% focused in studying, feels like I'm working on automatic mode or something, it happens with conversation too I speak to the other person but meanwhile in my mind I think about a lot of stuff, it feels pretty weird when I'm not on my medication, due to my recent  diagnosis my thoughts are like focused on my symptoms and I literally can't see stop it happens so randomly",4.6981677018633565,6.3621538478260895,5.824844720496894,76.71021739130438,70.30434782608695,7.86583850931677,32.70807453416149,8.418075326091056,2.7050944099378875,382,18,68,6,7,127,62,92,0.068,0.789,0.14300000000000002,0.7884,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,14,5,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,10,3,13,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,8,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100290065724745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724823781868136,0.1534740523608616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37994557583569577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148641464393157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264013793383266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641785865344973,0.0,0.0,0.21691629200473347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758060648231453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185585701269824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121179578325084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711910906683453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202411835539611,0.16538604496849565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960686450123986,0.0,0.0,0.24592808296347804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328983755966134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272300157444245,0.27530780581653114,0.0,0.1705504203232553,0.12526865776510707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639824571108873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,moodyskunk,2018/03/12,"Fidget Spinners, Worry Stones, etc? I'm ADHD inattentive with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and depression (they all work together whee!) and I'm trying hard to manage my ADHD symptoms while I'm not on meds.  Does anyone use fidget spinners, worry stones, etc. to help with racing thoughts?  Do these things actually work?  And has this been scientifically documented?",5.477500000000003,9.163492750000003,6.411666666666669,62.45250000000002,79.83333333333334,9.0,29.16666666666667,9.188382445141503,4.020666666666667,295,13,38,9,8,97,45,60,0.239,0.722,0.039,-0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,5,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.1854490142018441,0.0,0.4567758652065229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453780320710872,0.0,0.0,0.13287851494928593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367886798310208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779923641597854,0.0,0.16630294214620656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238836988676272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702361144272288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273780119069343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110886251955815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975215427665347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625235329718956,0.0,0.0,0.15086840722309774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290228680558622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641312313704517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669886920473663,0.3859842526234689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,slimjoel14,2018/03/12,"A shower thought Do you think it's possible we tend to have no filter and say things when we should keep them for later at a more suitable time is because we've conditioned ourselves to say things now? 
Maybe to cope with not been able to remember things later on? 

I say this because for  example my mother waited for us to get in the car to tell me someone she saw was a complete twat, (the guy actually was). Where as I would of. Just said it in the store in front of everyone because I'd forget to tell my mother later. 

Maybe I'm rambling but it sounds better in my head lol ",3.2470809792843696,4.565016627118645,4.423333333333336,86.70179849340867,73.40677966101694,7.278342749529191,25.822975517890768,7.793537801064563,1.3448896421845573,454,15,94,6,9,149,81,118,0.049,0.884,0.067,0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,6,1,8,1,1,0,0,15,17,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,7,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,6,12,1,20,9,1,15,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,0,6,62,19,0,0.16794461282907608,0.0,0.16388971581952472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071324315251975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853336217311958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608673127131355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047827466645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774412854492246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662915709152008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235962478460629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927688847132228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374458737540497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933231682301296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902485074896845,0.0,0.1597537857298118,0.400668890774573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422989254492081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293581988142133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33472481467442944,0.10761212659462456,0.0,0.13332926299099168,0.0979298543154344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201669075860715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930303438743305,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,biopsyscience,2018/03/12,"Asking people in class to stop talking? I feel really frustrated towards people who whisper in class (in general sitting close to me), and am wondering how to navigate the situation. If I didn’t have ADD or I was currently taking medication, I wouldn’t have any issues with it so it’s hard for me to put myself out there and ask people to stop talking when I know that any normal person wouldn’t have a problem with it. I’m also pretty empathetic so I have some fear about rubbing people the wrong way and then having to sit next to them while they brew about being told to do something by someone their own age.


How would you approach the situation without triggering people?",5.5989922480620145,6.93061789147287,6.556589147286823,73.58434108527133,67.75968992248062,9.144186046511628,30.6124031007752,9.444778638647367,2.9508356589147287,544,21,92,11,9,181,87,129,0.146,0.81,0.044,-0.9099,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,9,4,1,1,4,0,13,1,0,3,0,26,21,13,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,4,13,0,20,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,8,71,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712913388151368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920436051982246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738526406865142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648154295366532,0.07405781691076711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120513299289918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528728772032075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080494107629758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475494974164457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557686869597583,0.0,0.14350598247005542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077068287232177,0.12788881834311785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490089929682391,0.0,0.14014857211934126,0.0,0.14723919473656866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383013170848477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292687594895997,0.0,0.0,0.12410051253680222,0.11275699688846468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449049515099171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012451114820654,0.2354483020477417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995492990730207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162582175386594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118839103269992,0.1588365720723247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040455342015977,0.16013802490462725,0.0,0.0
adhd,jackpassion2015,2018/03/12,"I have taken adderall more or less every year for 13 years. Now I'm going cold-turkey Up until now I was so afraid of the withdrawal symptoms that I would never take any days off. 
I am on spring break right now and going off it for it for the break starting tomorrow. 
It was supposed to be starting today but two hours in I felt too weird and anxious so I caved and took my meds. 
Any tips on how to get through the withdrawals would be very appreciated! Wish me luck. ",2.0928304093567256,4.172876505263162,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,78.6842105263158,5.485380116959064,22.13450292397661,6.42735559955562,0.3523099415204678,368,11,77,3,9,118,68,95,0.046,0.812,0.142,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,19,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,5,1,8,1,14,10,2,26,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,14,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28556455567082284,0.0,0.0,0.2371988216180293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540899080670787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690317787798265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015977424883109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969718436922564,0.0,0.2386540206329669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067716056878804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322194881369734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619366792199169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930755353576755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972262793721994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823231400563192,0.15786630881192426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990207052700704,0.0,0.2332770072162336,0.0,0.0,0.20510368391731315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324175275175596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414474902988333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983038791548551,0.0,0.0,0.2704190267451916
adhd,Yeamf93,2018/03/12,"This video about ADHD being a performance deficit [This](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0) video doesn't really tell you how to ""treat"" your ADHD, but... I mean it makes the most sense to me. 

I do know what to do, what the issue is, everything... People tell me I'm ""self aware"" and ""smart"" (not in the sense that, wow, so smart- more like: I'm average, and weird- and most people think that's being smart-er than most); it's not that. I just know what most people know - it's just that, that's all I have. The knowledge - but I can't apply that to anything. 

I have plans for the future that I *know* will work and will change my entire life. I have so many goals, I know what my problem is and why I'm unhappy with my life and what would change that and what I need to do to make those happen. The thing is, knowing all of this doesn't seem to be enough. 

I used to think this was because I was unmotivated. So I started working on my goals. My parents tell me I'm very good with my mind, and anything that takes mental work rather than physical work. Yes, I am very good at working things in my mind. I can come up with plans and lists, of smart goals and road maps to achieving them and plan out my days to the t ... and then, just, not doing anything about them. 

This is crippling, annoying and frustrating to the point that I'm almost giving up. I don't have access to a legit therapist, just a psychiatrist who pumps me up with Ritalin (which has been making me sick after not taking it for a full week because I had the flu )- so I feel like I just can't change things. 

I need someone to help me DO, not plan/learn/know. I need someone, or rather, I need **me** to get.shit.done. 

It's not about time. Or planning. Or wanting. It's literally about me not being able to do - and feeling trapped, like I can't change this pattern/habit. 

Like with exercise, why can't I just fcking get to the gym already ???? UGHHHH ",1.8691430146045749,4.067317837696336,2.663510608983195,93.87136952328468,80.04712041884817,5.696445301736016,20.262055662717003,6.8360192770164,0.192606282722513,1482,39,321,16,38,464,166,382,0.086,0.8,0.114,0.888,1,1,0,0,0,0,97.0,0,2,2,14,17,15,2,0,14,1,35,6,0,5,2,75,68,25,0,9,20,1,2,4,0,3,6,0,0,1,33,21,0,0,13,4,0,1,14,4,0,0,4,2,44,11,40,57,9,20,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,9,11,215,77,9,0.08483120243077365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390124024152548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494619539261687,0.0,0.0936133413438381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942655454092104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342462725409107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589606558229104,0.07307456942610915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470910765757096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765330892078785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624081479726996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578640968287367,0.06060342796662041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864160398263714,0.08137781927451951,0.0,0.14230477561958887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750159521501848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686056682434544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854173549941168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326347072298445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983757406712092,0.16577696207251666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987645904287155,0.08600552448109049,0.0,0.09240604856627813,0.0,0.0,0.08548989953847005,0.0,0.1713106635952447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516050468406226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419501120340887,0.0,0.0,0.17643382356296647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019290616489337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117200402211425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434504050423738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722714065583124,0.0884974451330945,0.0,0.08707801023805373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375440506387513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600439617043043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756501370907586,0.0,0.22243863003329253,0.0,0.0,0.09849556438648437,0.16907424438287014,0.10871281836762987,0.0,0.0,0.049465756331842976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326692189324098,0.0,0.13998925249522784,0.050035641094337474,0.0,0.0680464736507166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309393108859648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087906285217397,0.0,0.0,0.060261652280719724,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,commitballad,2018/03/12,"took 21 years to realize I suck at brushing teeth I never realized how distracted I get when brushing teeth until I bought an electric toothbrush that beeps every 30 seconds to remind you to move to the next section of your mouth. 

Sometimes I still get distracted and miss the first beep, but after that I’m fully present. ",9.0585,8.297183850000003,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,60.5,10.666666666666668,40.0,9.725611199111238,4.009500000000001,261,12,43,4,3,81,46,60,0.058,0.888,0.054000000000000006,-0.0552,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,1,1,6,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,0,2,2,2,7,0,8,5,1,13,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865425585284813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892824655828584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553685383109285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614644538909452,0.0,0.0,0.262300264697823,0.0,0.3616921805265987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363601307601588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715982711520178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778552273363424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900838845245235
adhd,username70161,2018/03/12,Leg shaking How many of u guys get in trouble for shaking legs or tapping hands on desks,6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,5.852222222222222,85.165,66.22222222222223,7.2,40.22222222222222,3.1291,2.4734888888888893,71,4,14,0,1,22,17,18,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34591177126722056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555676464737583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712496610022471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mamainski,2018/03/12,"Looking back, do you see undiagnosed ADHD as a kid? Ex: Kid Me (think 1990s) is supposed to clean room. Starts with my bookshelf, then decides I want to play library. So I organize all the books, labeling the spines with the author initials and a number system — and then make correlating library catalog cards and tape envelopes into the backs of my books. 6 hours later, my mom finds me sleeping on a pile of books and papers and tape and scissors, in a messy room. 

This was the story of my childhood, told time and again in dozens of ways. It’s humorous today, ofc, but I have to wonder if I had ADHD even back then. Or maybe I was just a strange child lol. ",4.557907986111111,5.684180710937504,5.0754166666666665,84.00569444444444,70.015625,7.563888888888887,28.284722222222214,7.793537801064563,1.6792055555555558,513,18,100,6,9,164,88,128,0.041,0.867,0.092,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,10,1,6,2,2,1,1,21,14,15,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,10,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,12,2,14,10,1,21,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,3,13,66,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934657414067064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735932413425999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559990446046585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876421283459924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021809207971855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240180771891894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370405475216666,0.0,0.2062532552872756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044699007994774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359895626749646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545006924378725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531367265992814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315491054704968,0.0,0.0,0.11971313216939045,0.0,0.19460210368510286,0.19617467053081056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109232244065915,0.16295901500041318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264104747985666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,random7752,2018/03/12,"Concerta does not work with single 36mg but works on two 18mg capsules? So, my doctor increased my dosage of Concerta XL from 18mg to 36mg. When I took two 18mg capsules, I noticed the drug working, but when I took a single 36mg, it didn't give the same effect as the two 18mg capsules. What could be causing this? Any thoughts?",2.9297142857142866,3.757269685714288,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.57142857142857,6.742857142857144,28.285714285714285,6.742157984588678,1.2087999999999997,258,10,57,2,5,85,45,70,0.0,0.941,0.059,0.5552,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,9,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,0,5,0,6,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,33,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322112133101472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972130380738595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552273128418286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899552241838214,0.1701368962949748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546367893908956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650389342995266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134669462065135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434653303570384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320121044289591,0.0,0.0,0.5697557284318014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246168426783024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,strangytie,2018/03/12,"Stimulants and Poor Circulation/Livedo Reticularis? I was diagnosed with ADD (now PI-ADHD) when I was nine years old and I took a dose of Ritalin every morning up until fifth grade because of weight issues and I restarted them in freshman year 2015. Anyways, I’d noticed when I was about twelve that my legs would turn a marble-like, purplish color when I sat for too long, stood in the shower for a while, or was cold. It’s gotten to the point my feet are purple and caused a doctor to think my foot had been broken. If I don’t tap my feet or swing my legs or stand frequently my toes turn white and I can’t feel them, my fingers have been so cold that I couldn’t have my pulse taken. It has spread to my hands and arms as well, not as severe as my legs but still present. 

I asked my doctor about it last year and showed him a photo of my legs and he told me it was normal, but I just don’t believe that. 

Anyone else experience this and is it related to the medications (as stated by a Livedo Reticularis Page)?",5.307411003236247,5.138780145631067,5.883640776699027,83.45549352750812,67.93203883495146,8.808414239482202,26.875404530744337,8.344100000000001,1.5428880258899675,794,20,167,10,12,258,126,206,0.024,0.959,0.017,-0.3222,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,0,9,0,18,18,11,2,0,26,29,25,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,9,11,1,0,2,1,1,1,5,0,1,1,14,9,27,1,21,13,1,22,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,4,15,112,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951390621707121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353397044354314,0.1663688519376809,0.0,0.0,0.1517954905382175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898019621564128,0.0,0.0,0.18293714602423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668003199605377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648037160349452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323883449320142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356406037522388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680504276744554,0.0,0.0,0.15883054284983505,0.0,0.0,0.08209993971924466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694737237287653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235449326861512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369372152660145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357226487098675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590896545646027,0.0,0.18486109784532007,0.17038163893102354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349360781940222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343364616222027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967013797646013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040411397059953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551529843587661,0.1804007781640337,0.0,0.3532272633603547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772481756224494,0.14599153294943087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534409792689768,0.0,0.0,0.31368588424559296
adhd,the_throwaway_tgfw,2018/03/12,"Question for anyone who pees standing up: how do you consistently ""not miss"" at home? Throwaway for obvious embarrassing reasons; I'm actually a regular here.

I'm a grown, married man, any my wife and I have different bathrooms. I've noticed that consistently have a hard time ""not missing"" when I use ""my"" toilet. Some how I'm fine with toilets around the house.

How do/what tricks do you to consistantly ""not miss""/make a mess when you go pee?

__TLDR: It's too easy for me to make a mess when I pee. Looking for tricks on how to get this under control.__",1.8423947750362863,4.533733660377358,3.6201886792452846,83.6305442670537,85.0377358490566,6.657764876632801,27.021770682148038,7.882392219407189,2.048794775036285,432,20,82,9,13,144,72,106,0.069,0.807,0.124,0.682,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,10,8,2,1,6,0,4,3,3,8,1,17,14,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,2,9,1,13,14,1,12,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,2,4,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2551608026995805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778112143939652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282862641202896,0.0,0.0,0.2327672015438121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326520594832384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273184567582193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660931779485294,0.0,0.14860163975555332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422925051751176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227963518452346,0.0,0.0,0.3017057677770433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219572217264833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453585477234534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29768976161091976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929106026423462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26883871167749224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246753043916336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582949240686004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,momtog,2018/03/12,"I'm a mom of a son with ADHD, and hoping to gather input from those of you who truly understand him Hi friends, I hope it's ok for me to post this here. I often feel lost trying to parent my son (7.5) with ADHD, because my brain doesn't work the same way as his, and I'm desperate for some advice. I would be so grateful to any of you willing to share some thoughts/experience.

My son's official diagnosis is ADHD with impulsivity and borderline ODD. What I need help with is finding ways to gain his cooperation without yelling. When I ask nicely, he'll most often ignore me or tell me he doesn't want to do the thing I asked. When I start yelling, he does what I'm asking, but gets upset that I'm being mean. It's a catch 22. This spans our entire day, from getting ready for school, to getting ready for bed.

I truly, truly appreciate any and all suggestions for how to get us to work together in a cooperative way!",4.496426024955436,4.939545518716578,6.0735962566844925,79.27353163992872,69.74866310160428,8.80017825311943,27.88279857397505,8.841846274778883,1.979463814616756,720,23,148,12,12,247,115,187,0.061,0.7440000000000001,0.195,0.9745,1,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,2,2,0,4,7,9,0,1,6,1,9,1,1,1,1,29,30,11,0,5,3,5,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,21,6,27,24,5,11,0,1,0,0,26,2,0,8,4,91,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466935777170281,0.1265551906659752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761418107032795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632217176661445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894779297440259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457544039189102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352291750692999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333464170899067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266851480835844,0.0,0.0,0.06548389770863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836934249222003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000587233022448,0.0,0.2706534869281204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680749212713339,0.0,0.0,0.2572643236195114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413749248858685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107381936935226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167996851707338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602965790965716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380498032520775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403430729766628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107053455433598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166749513824067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131970168654614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604036129002589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792845354787411,0.0,0.0,0.13482396345242373,0.15578398998943851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638806228912003,0.3083958537798803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484254251205384,0.0,0.18856892606885864,0.0,0.0,0.0919998374635768,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StudentDU,2018/03/12,"[Survey] I am a graduate student researching people's experiences of emotions. People with ADHD are underrepresented at university I'd be grateful if as many people from this sub as possible could fill it out. **tl;dr: Please fill out our survey and game if you are between 18-26! In question 5, please mention ADHD/Dyslexia/ASD/Anxiety/Depression etc, if you have anything like this. The game requires flash player and keyboard Thank you! <3**

* https://durham.onlinesurveys.ac.uk/emotion-regulation-in-emerging-adults

* Hello, I was diagnosed with ADHD at the late age of 18 and struggled a lot at school because of it, but I have made it to grad school studying Psychology and hope to do a PhD next!

* I have a particular interest in **how people experience their emotions**. This is particularly important for people with ADHD because we can often struggle to manage emotions.

* For my research project, my partner and I are doing a study on people **aged between 18-26's** experiences of emotions which includes a short survey and a flash game.

* We hope to be able to **publish our findings in a scientific journal** at the end, but for our results to be statistically meaningful, we need a lot of people to participate so that our paper can't be criticised for only asking a small number of people who all happen to be grad students at our university.

* Publishing our paper will have **important outcomes, helping researchers and psychologists** to better understand the problems affecting those of us who have difficulty with managing our emotions, so your participation in this survey is very valuable!

* If you have any questions, I am happy to clarify, you can shoot me a PM or comment here.

* Finally, if you are a twitter user, please help us to spread our survey far and wide by retweeting: https://twitter.com/BlueRibbons19/status/973214895792689153

* **Note: there is a question at the start asking about 'mental health problems' which is a bit poorly phrased. What we should have said was 'psychological conditions' so if you have ADHD, dyslexia, Autistic Spectrum Disorder, or another learning difficulty, please list it in that box as well as any mental health issues.** What you write in the box might not end up being used as part of the data analysis, but will help us to understand the data a bit better when we look at it.

* Also, GCSE is the exams at the end of 10th grade (age about 16) and A Level is the exams at the end of 12th grade (age about 18).

(I have submitted our ethical approval letter to the mods who have approved this survey to be shared on here)
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adhd,itguy336,2018/03/12,"Laundry Organization Tips Does anybody have any tips for organizing laundry especially organizing the dirty laundry into different sections as well as the clean laundry? 

I suffer the most with large quantities of similar objects like paper laundry mail, etc. ",10.67066666666667,13.731345400000002,10.259999999999998,45.25166666666666,57.5,12.333333333333336,50.83333333333334,11.855464076750405,7.805833333333332,216,15,22,7,3,70,31,40,0.139,0.7090000000000001,0.152,-0.0935,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31669775916193144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865662758436122,0.0,0.0,0.4075446587195716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193880972951185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275216559629043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418727883187508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CudiZonin,2018/03/12,"Frustration w/ ADD So I was legally prescribed 36 mg xr ritalin with a 10 mg ir after lunch, but then switched to 3-4 10 mg doses every 2 hours.

But now it feels like I’m just waiting for the 10s to kick in , and many people on here say that Adderall is better. A common thing I have is questioning if the Ritalin is in full effect or not, constantly guessing as to if i’m at full focus. 

And i’m a smart kid, and i want to do the best i can and ensure the meds are working all the time. 

When i took the 36 mg xr, i did better than without meds, but still felt laggy compared to the 10s every 2 hours.

Should i contact my doctor about Adderall/Vyvanse?

Frankly i’m super heated and fucking pissed and just want my meds situation to be figured out.

HELP",3.969999999999999,4.223654821656051,5.414528662420384,84.20650636942679,70.8471337579618,7.808662420382165,29.07579617834395,7.554174236665415,1.662524076433121,585,21,123,6,10,198,101,157,0.057,0.723,0.22,0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,8,9,3,0,10,0,11,7,1,1,1,30,23,16,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,9,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,9,6,18,17,4,18,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,5,11,76,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831130496239194,0.2836901814440716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733162646418367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641580565382703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702579712887616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109409822403355,0.11457713076945332,0.15399213726636524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827083076589956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667915982688856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075008595924079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158884726868512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835467934424119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260245593356415,0.0,0.0,0.5344456626144585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118887689358092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966485550290714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127542423982334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027639915667806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808149362528892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655085836108423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352019550717744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781906110303393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891952447296205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546027918200003,0.0,0.11676020783512142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,resident_SADboi,2018/03/12,"Imagine the shitshow if this sub was a business Like even the people who have there shit together still mess up occasionally. I feel like it'd be a never ending loop of people getting upset with each other because nothing would get done on time and every week there would be 4 hour meetings dedicated to what new bussiness idea we'll be implementing but then never get around to it and we'd just come up with a new one next week anyways lol.
I should do my calc hw",6.917173913043477,6.494064195652179,7.105565217391305,76.8916086956522,64.65217391304348,9.099130434782607,32.53043478260869,8.238735603445708,2.3519147826086955,374,13,71,4,5,121,71,92,0.064,0.836,0.1,0.4957,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,5,1,13,1,1,0,2,18,18,5,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,1,5,2,9,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,14,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683051029354531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424057326078928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614331310378271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178075782526874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659855317133634,0.0,0.0,0.12377947849381085,0.0,0.1578971057672046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094757785262105,0.13388243276848366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293734710656115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455653812772693,0.0,0.0,0.2115578500820761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311359376784506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890771468674611,0.3619945455685343,0.1993077355666268,0.0,0.0,0.17982050551610249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699072784794393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984657209232154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923689177736077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966216944006766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927757750086024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30065056513609284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662547938520882,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,worktillyouburk,2018/03/12,"struggle to actually finish something and stay interested? i have multiple Udemy course at around 75% that i just never completed, maybe they got complicated or i lost interest who knows? 


Every time i look at them all i see is faliur knowing i would have to start all over again since i have not practiced and i all i see is a failure to properly understand a coding language, though i should retain these things i don't. 

well... giving up again and trying another course through Harvard this time. 

how do you get your self to put in the effort to fully complete tasks vs half ass to pass on to the next interesting thing? 
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adhd,BudgetChemist,2018/03/12,"Mindfulness meditation I'm just curious how prevalent this practice is in the ADHD community. I started with mindfulness meditation a while ago and I'm getting surprisingly good results. It really made me aware and conscious about the shortcomings of my brain which allowed me to tackle ADHD more effectively. However, I got some pretty hostile feedback when I shared it with some colleague  who also have ADHD.",7.460434782608697,10.514352652173915,8.048623188405799,57.84076086956526,65.95652173913044,10.9768115942029,40.48550724637681,10.864195022040775,5.9015681159420295,339,20,42,11,6,112,54,69,0.035,0.7490000000000001,0.217,0.9117,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,5,0,15,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,6,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7328067781212715,0.0,0.18017028035186247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254023149468064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226896005508718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061905723657767,0.0,0.0,0.17047779930051302,0.1625588723145251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232157882020995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41045235199271374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067799479875555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020817984107502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438625289708833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,teeno731,2018/03/12,"It's dawning on me that I don't remember the last time I actually studied when not absolutely necessary to do then and there. I'm easily a smart enough person to succeed in studies, though my scores have been going downhill for some time, even though I dedicate so much of my free time to studying. 

The issue is that, unless it's nearing a due date, I just won't do it. There is no part of my brain that will allow me to sit my arse down and do work at a moderate pace at any time when the progress will not be necessarily affected by the fact that I didn't do it at that given time, much in the same way that someone with an eating disorder might eat cake every day, because on no given day will eating that one piece of cake affect their weight to any noticeable degree, all made worse by the fact that mental stimulation is something my brain is so badly addicted to that with the right motivation, I will open social media or something equally stimulating without any memory of doing so. Even during writing this I found myself turning on a freaking *movie* without even noticing I stopped writing. If my internet and digital media-focused lifecycle has not totally destroyed my organised work ability, I don't know what chance there is to fix myself. 

Doing so would not even just fix my grades - it would fix my needless dedication to ""study time"" as my studies and work really only require two or so hours of my time per day to achieve my goals, in an otherwise reasonably free timetable. If you actually have a solution that I can get to work, I swear I'll gild the lights out of you.",11.978226236304414,7.424573811074919,11.437867930115486,62.767859046490976,58.44625407166125,14.81184483269174,45.172934557299385,12.24349002098031,5.334852768729641,1268,53,231,28,11,420,166,307,0.063,0.8240000000000001,0.112,0.9263,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,10,18,7,1,0,15,0,28,7,2,8,4,45,37,20,0,4,13,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,8,4,2,5,0,2,1,12,3,0,2,6,2,30,6,37,22,10,35,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,6,18,172,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.19050117157892074,0.10640629848167596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991288099712702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149796796904507,0.059500467273434623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179239199851794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888457839973128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186635282158776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996297212081914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085437051731393,0.0,0.2578746446739569,0.0,0.0822383090885296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702130014279748,0.0,0.0,0.05099575407582651,0.0,0.05547244359728645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612346947786432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187659893562644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364238620810067,0.07956292769984212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235833010869916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836514000096123,0.10354585642081984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435051038077203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222529783334275,0.0,0.0,0.06614119161584837,0.07423470403018513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569912867907616,0.0,0.0,0.08522687669032528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252969703341034,0.1003564987225488,0.0,0.0,0.11056997501855538,0.0833560492607623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949828875404157,0.08270229732519363,0.1502856433312524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160402282858772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917972345622088,0.0,0.3984089642369901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616864800848123,0.09534809015597333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747608351357903,0.0,0.11885932223125935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817979161188933,0.0,0.2842369315627278,0.0,0.0994701159235514,0.1386747649788693,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beth130816,2018/03/12,"ADD/ADHD and tv with subtitles So I’m on the referral list to be diagnosed with ADD/ADHD and I’m making a list of things to talk about with the assessor if things that add up. From w young age I’ve always liked watching tv/films with subtitles on, i find it easier to follow, dose anyone else with ADD/ADHD do this? I’m not sure if it has anything to do with it, or if I’m just odd haha",1.3757815126050446,2.653361200000002,3.999831932773109,88.01352941176474,78.17647058823529,7.680672268907562,20.378151260504197,8.418075326091056,0.9348151260504204,302,7,69,6,7,107,52,85,0.053,0.841,0.106,0.6529,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,4,2,0,1,1,18,10,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,16,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7608539003094261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755944995398973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755761569667225,0.21622595441885226,0.17366033637120845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419178155282206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628912301001734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928782935804561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030989708750798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408646725034602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988939960035932,0.0,0.0,0.16961853301846908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803989228166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway12310983098,2018/03/12,"How best to help a significant other with ADD? Hello all

My boyfriend was diagnosed with the ADD last year and has made a lot of good progress in adapting his life to cope with the difficulties it can bring.

I like to think of myself as quite supportive - I remind him of deadlines, help him to plan out studying, assist with chores because I know people with ADD can struggle to stay on top of these things etc.

However, it pains me to admit it, but I am really starting to struggle looking after myself and my bf. It's difficult to focus on my own work when I know he's approaching an anxiety attack surrounding looming deadlines, and I am constantly having to help him do laundry, do the dishes which build up over 2 weeks. In short, it's getting quite tiring looking after 2 people.

I don't know whether to talk to him about it because he is self-conscious as it is about his semi-dependency on me - I don't want to make him feel useless. 

Basically, how better **help him cope with ADD** and as a result help myself more? And should I **talk to him about my frustrations** or is that a bad idea?

**TL;DR: Bf has ADD, I am very supportive of him but this constant sense of responsibility is getting to me. What is the best way of a) reducing the 'burden' on myself whilst still helping him cope and b) potentially talking to him about how I feel without upsetting him/making him feel useless?**",2.7596047540077357,5.220466276119407,4.131857379767826,83.11839414040911,78.40298507462687,6.806191265892759,25.970702045328913,7.921354282810032,1.7605476506357096,1094,43,203,19,27,360,139,268,0.101,0.7440000000000001,0.155,0.9306,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,9,9,18,2,3,11,0,19,5,0,6,1,42,38,17,0,2,5,0,3,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,14,18,1,0,9,0,0,2,3,11,0,0,2,5,35,7,47,35,7,27,0,2,2,0,28,12,0,2,12,148,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564484439350377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736434405271796,0.0,0.0,0.09347728567270283,0.13649278173636709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349785670752768,0.0990146091849686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419659661332797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363140558487453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485880058105685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982259453578846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698315407450495,0.0,0.0,0.09390207726331892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502442296201459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638294185529536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845817061958398,0.0912578154633208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907673576030336,0.0546952870458302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802707558605802,0.0,0.0,0.09517966605613162,0.0,0.10593400330059567,0.07473046172816764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912742341345202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523023229485924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815466712094435,0.0,0.0,0.07172088456045643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679290303944295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924193276865986,0.1193285429162272,0.08940696481337493,0.0,0.0,0.2340781887569329,0.0,0.0,0.2540891561221596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699542276608766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437755896409554,0.07173588816976505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867516596624787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923741423758068,0.0660336326100557,0.08886422780690427,0.08980310321175775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792009038198096,0.0,0.08150416971289827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209499234714434
adhd,pools59,2018/03/12,How is it possible to “find the right dosage” for Vyvanse without ultimately developing a tolerance for it? Am a Vyvanse skeptic and consumer. ,7.138749999999997,9.907875375,8.265,57.18000000000001,66.08333333333334,11.466666666666667,49.5,11.20814326018867,7.176400000000001,115,9,15,4,2,39,20,24,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.4191,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710487040019718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810144019226229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401323775947633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968086889430784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Evendrop,2018/03/12,"Suggestions in Aus for protein shakes Hey everyone, just wondering if anyone had some aussie suggestions on protein shakes to try, I'm struggling to keep at a level weight with dex dragging back down and a few people here have suggested trying them along with my physch. I havent the foggiest idea where to start on the account of me being built like a tooth pick sculpture and never really trying to ""bulk up"" upon that.  Thank you heaps in advance! ",9.487409638554217,8.417954337349396,8.425391566265063,71.61471385542171,59.843373493975896,11.673493975903616,36.41265060240964,10.686352973137794,3.854520481927712,362,13,61,7,4,112,67,83,0.034,0.901,0.064,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,3,5,0,4,2,1,1,1,13,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,2,17,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,4,42,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035118406828196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833283276063698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646389385937725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29117243177240604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292607100389364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601194039191355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989321024735609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788167119643443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523704908093273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256471897144289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696452323576796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237467989042559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525354163567558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409017783596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797149058353982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,classicalexplosive,2018/03/12,I cant sleep because I'm stressed about finals I can't sleep because I am stressed about finals and research work. On Mondays I don't have classes but I'm stressed about waking up early. I've been really good about going to sleep on time but its almost 2 am and I'm so stressed about waking up early to study for my abstract algebra final that is on Saturday. I'm stressed about my Quantum homework and finishing up research stuff tomorrow too. I just want to have a restful night of sleep but my mind won't shut off deadlines and due dates.,3.5087665647298683,5.329557165137615,4.18103975535168,86.65781855249745,73.6788990825688,6.6793068297655465,30.45973496432212,7.3871296695380915,1.897408970438328,437,20,84,5,9,139,62,109,0.119,0.797,0.084,-0.404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,5,1,0,10,6,6,0,0,11,16,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,18,14,1,22,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,13,51,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144837818672055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786716681683407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985819879281527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892847608609956,0.10172724115155823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246223720539726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381679140382152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769761790067081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854862459859367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6946518988189155,0.0,0.1388411306177263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707216592163465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153642884597368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829617585552957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zetrhar,2018/03/12,"When you spend more than enough time on an assignment but still submit it barely complete 2 minutes before the deadline Ah fuck, this seems to be a problem when I have one of those assignment where theres a 'solution' but the way you get there is up to you. Can't put it together until the pressure is on. Seems like the more I work on it, the more confused I get until deadlines force me to figured it out and it all send so clear.",3.053441558441558,4.563268500000003,3.928766233766236,89.28636363636366,74.22727272727273,6.846753246753247,26.20779220779221,7.447530270364453,1.23682922077922,340,12,71,4,7,109,61,88,0.15,0.769,0.081,-0.7711,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,1,2,8,1,5,1,0,0,2,11,10,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,7,1,12,9,5,15,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,3,7,55,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367849555626763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917579434466296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28752448047389273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572536116798509,0.2907663321245808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359473346793881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885611070668104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662642012359681,0.0,0.2797354691832009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066481521106855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222246051651134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225988574389444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087561051773671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258189025392004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dancingsandwhich,2018/03/12,"School/schedule troubles...any tips? Hi, this is my first post on this subreddit and I was just diagnosed a few months ago, when some other health things came up. Before that I was able to keep everything stable-ish, basically I could do everything needed but I was one step away from crashing and now I crashed. 

Anyway I was wondering if anyone had any tips for sticking to a schedule? Besides just doing it.  I’ve tried to set alarms on all my devices and punish myself by withholding something fun or tasty but it just doesn’t matter and before I know it it is 2 am and I’m posting on Reddit asking for help when I have to get up for work at 6am. 
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adhd,PhDsurvey123,2018/03/12,"We are investigating social anxiety, perfectionism, and thinking styles, and we are interested in your insight. Hi everyone, I'm a PhD candidate in clinical psychology and I'm currently conducting a survey on social anxiety, perfectionism, and thinking styles. I would love to hear from you! The survey is open to anyone aged 18+. It should take about 30 mins to complete, and you have the option to enter a 1 of 4 $50 Visa gift card draw at the end.

Link to the survey: https://qualtrics.flinders.edu.au/jfe/form/SV_cVfmOOF57d75gHj Thanks!

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adhd,countergambit,2018/03/12,"[X-post r/productivity] Procrastination is Not Laziness! Really well-written article, and a lot of bells rang true for me.

https://thoughtcatalog.com/david-cain/2013/02/procrastination-is-not-laziness/",19.70257575757576,26.93610895454545,13.01545454545455,14.809848484848516,50.36363636363636,12.024242424242425,34.60606060606061,10.504223727775694,6.0565878787878775,175,6,15,5,3,48,22,22,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028153550363246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664295163893176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788872511122027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317694732187034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,widestbrightidea,2018/03/12,"Question about Intuniv I was just looking for anyone who’s had experience with Intuniv with themselves or with their child. 
My daughters ADHD is an issue because of the behavioral meltdowns, but the stimulant she’s been taking has given her a motor tic. 
I really just want her to feel okay. 
We went back to our Pediatrician because her motor tic was causing her neck pain.
Long story short the pediatrician added Intuniv until we can see our Psychiatrist. 
I kept reading about it and I would like to try and just eliminate the stimulant altogether. 
So I was just looking for peoples experiences with the med. Thanks guys. ",5.505945945945951,8.23137711711712,6.4921531531531524,68.28741891891893,70.62162162162163,9.485045045045046,32.72162162162162,9.888512548439397,3.9574064864864873,504,24,77,14,10,167,76,111,0.039,0.861,0.099,0.7066,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,7,1,9,2,1,3,0,22,19,6,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,16,3,13,10,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,2,4,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135275323109884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042158472523392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442211163276426,0.0,0.2448422433341475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630270543724152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928909813091352,0.0,0.0,0.10154320857610913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884843030862204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960923644534726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981130035577414,0.0,0.0,0.17772390072331315,0.3372850227565088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307142188296844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136920738233814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922684344496591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497008161712787,0.0,0.20087945383348654,0.0,0.12865370641803553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003160992832313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509954880028148,0.0,0.0,0.1848927774726768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634706562692728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845185172485355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861668868252679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266039456139426,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,electralime,2018/03/12,"ADHD-pi and poor social skills I have been dx’d with adhd inattentive type since I was 9, and just got the dx reaffirmed a couple months ago. 
I am a very quiet person and have trouble making friends- does anyone have any tips?
I want friends, but am also very disinterested in actually having them. Is that normal?",3.4442937853107374,6.104942949152544,4.645000000000003,79.27450564971755,77.13559322033899,5.967231638418079,21.69774011299436,7.1686216300943375,0.9640485875706212,250,7,42,3,6,82,48,59,0.117,0.7929999999999999,0.091,-0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.20937418985914466,0.0,0.5157055007083158,0.0,0.1901895712806272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715791132891338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590438095399652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002145757923546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374004140777063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877580419228131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315284661642108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159879072720854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432167590308071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125531216706502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021780327348805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873406668669178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748165522666146,0.0,0.0,0.21871123865102604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35405977651886705,0.12654977141508258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RonsKitchen,2018/03/12,"How do I reply on my professional website and Facebook page when I make a simple mistake like a gramatical error with out coming across and a broken human? I'm 43. Dad of two and single. Just came to terms with my ADHD that I knew I had but denied for years. But I could use some advice on dealing with explaining to others who just don't want to believe me or just tall me I am making things up. (now medicated and even doing what could be the worse thing for a man with my condition) and that is running my own catering business, solely, 100% alone. So with these stuggles that I take on, many of my customers/ social media friends kind of laugh at me on my business pages if I make a gramatical error, spelling mistake or tonight, posting a weekly menu online with the year 2017 instead of 2018. (Ive been scanning receipts all day from last year and renaming them with last years number).  How would could I respond to those who laugh at this with out coming off as someone who wants to put my condition in their face and come across as ""FEEL SORRY FOR ME!"" Thanks Everyone. My first comment/question here. Be gentle.
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adhd,knigjtmaires,2018/03/12,"Yay job interviews Just did my 50th job interview in two months interviewer asked if I was ADHD I told him yes he replied with the wonderfully polite “so your like an extra lazy millennial”

I’m An EMT worked at a dam hospital for 6 months 
I teach survival skills to youth for fun 
I built a computer(for gaming) from scratch
My last job I was the number one producer in my department

And this is all they see then when I tell them I’m ADHD I’m so done
I kinda just needed to vent",0.3813265306122453,2.8318624387755094,2.6726530612244908,88.36877551020409,92.9795918367347,6.473469387755103,19.244897959183675,7.7094869923839395,0.991216326530612,381,12,80,9,14,129,72,98,0.026,0.797,0.17800000000000002,0.931,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,4,5,3,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,1,1,10,13,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,14,3,9,8,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,7,47,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714399440550958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833627177744367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007174516827769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839106249403703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987879158558724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958232054308694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31311124149844544,0.0,0.0,0.14543397218430212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290830409692922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629673211023115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143341089109446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741843240511386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159849787881655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127034850870502,0.14279092806163274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ph0n3Ix,2018/03/12,"""stop wasting time and get back to work!"" - how I learned to appreciate the 'wasting time' Instead of calling it ""wasting time"" … I just call ""recharging"".  Allow me to explain...

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I found [this video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMMOErxtahk) the other day, and it's been a very helpful perspective shift so i thought I'd share it here.


The video is from a very smart computer security researcher, so there is a bit of a technical slant to it.

If the technical stuff piqued your curiosity, check out the rest of his channel - there's some really cool stuff there.  

If the tech stuff goes above you or bores you, no worries!  None of that has to do with the core message: 


> Feeling bad about not using that recharge time to do something productive is as illogical as it is mentally harmful


	
Put simply, the ADHD brain cant be ""on"" all the time; we need time to recharge!  The ""ahha!"" moment for me was when i realized that I can usually do them together!  There's almost certainly something to learn, a curious itch to be scratched, or a new skill to develop... and it's possible to do that while recharging!


I'm super guilty of beating myself up for not getting everything crossed off today's todo list.  I know it's impossible to get as much done in a day as I'd like, and I know I get less done when I need to take breaks between tasks to ""recharge"", but I can't help but feel guilty. No matter how much I can accomplish in a day, the nagging voice starts to intrude: ""you lazy fool, how come you have 380 things still on the todo list!"" 

Rather than beat myself up for taking the breaks I know I need, I try to remember the spirit of the video:

Curiosity is boundless, weather you like it or not, so you may as well try to get some new knowledge and perhaps a new skill out of a ""recharge period""



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMMOErxtahk


I hope this helps you be a bit gentler on yourself the next time you're stuck between tasks hoping to re-charge your motivation enough to tackle the next task!",4.954211822660099,6.534903647214858,5.123140394088672,82.31357758620695,69.55702917771883,8.356536566881394,30.44041303524063,8.841846274778883,2.4043718075028417,1573,64,301,28,28,494,197,377,0.105,0.755,0.14,0.8885,0,0,2,0,0,0,86.0,1,9,1,8,20,17,1,0,28,1,23,2,2,6,2,54,48,26,0,8,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,19,10,0,2,14,3,1,3,8,5,1,0,7,5,32,12,50,37,11,41,1,0,0,0,20,10,0,11,28,198,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115890744772356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297704430827756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139682595383859,0.07752685678975299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273888033266615,0.0,0.0,0.10365262445665954,0.18962287205004447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998306984717743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964398887674307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003798848315456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594008948402616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344865338278666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389669280969172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180652617958827,0.0,0.0,0.24255454593810954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670856593115087,0.0,0.0,0.1844443444194094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530857405547447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072479277422528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935721504719608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651260158689488,0.20654392006754974,0.0,0.2690287443138385,0.1974965663172687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046757541501019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334108143090522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948284341098092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518228652972084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296274911447246,0.0,0.0,0.06572054300987383,0.0,0.07415107217984956,0.0776277439666056,0.0,0.0,0.3188771594810937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962506357107138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168619810346829,0.0,0.0,0.0737134652342825,0.3789958876752209,0.0,0.08801206170722249,0.0,0.0,0.126079712431764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019360739717199,0.10226245670389934,0.15322389509939993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834843616758189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759676479293396,0.09429488025503788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,muireannn,2018/03/12,"Want a diagnosis and NEED help I believe ADHD runs in my family. I am 22/F but not diagnosed with it, however, my older brother was diagnosed with it when he was in elementary school. I wouldn’t be surprised if my mom has it either (never able to just sit down long enough and incredibly forgetful, doesn’t pay much attention) I remember receiving speech therapy in school when I was younger because I talked so fast. I was also put into supplemental classes in elementary school I guess because I was behind academically. However throughout middle school and high school I was pretty much a straight A student. College I was straight A as well but after high school I really felt like I was going downhill. 

I used to read a lot of books but now I’m unable to focus on reading anymore. I procrastinate a lot and when I try to focus I can’t for the life of me. Reading a textbook is a nightmare (like every other word I read is followed by unrelated thoughts). It’s always taken me forever to do things. A ridiculously long time because I can’t keep focused. I didn’t even consider that I might have ADHD until my undergrad when I ran tried taking anti depressants and anti anxiety medication. Nothing worked. 

My symptoms:

I do fidget. Legs bounce and most of the time I’m not aware of it. I’ve had people (and kids I work with) ask me to stop and have counselors ask if I was okay!

I finish people sentences a lot. I also can get carried away and talk a lot and this causes me to be self conscious and have bad anxiety. I butcher words because I talk so fast sometimes. Also, when I write I skip words incredibly often. I’m too impulsive to slow down and read what I’ve written. I’m forever correcting my texts. 

I’ve done some very impulsive things in my past relationships that have pretty much destroyed them.

Even though I am focused on saving money and it’s a huge priority, I have done a lot of impulse buying that has affected me greatly.

I phase out when people talk to me and I quickly have to snap out of it and listen, this happens at work and it scares me. (My work requires lots of focusing and be attentive. It requires being able to accept feedback and make adjustments on the regular. I work with special needs kids and have to observe and keep track of lots of data.)

I have mood swings. Not sure if ADHD but I’ll be fine then I’ll be like apathetic or depressed and have no motivation whatsoever. 

Getting into a routine is very difficult for me but I know it would help me. I get up out of bed barely enough time to get ready and go to work.

I’m taking grad courses online and about to start a masters program and at this rate I feel totally unequipped for it because of my inability to focus which leads me to have anxiety over getting stuff done which then leads me to procrastinate.

I studied clinical psychology in my undergrad and I researched ADHD in females for a project in my cognition class my last and worst semester in my entire educational career (only only graduated that semester because my professors let me get away with academic murder). I found out that females tend to be diagnosed a lot later in life as opposed in childhood and mostly shows inattentive traits. They also are often misdiagnosed or ADHD is completely overlooked due to high comorbidity that is common with ADHD. High levels of low self esteem and not feeling good enough is commonly reported. My life story.

I have always have has a ridiculously high standard for myself but even when making straight A’s or getting compliments. I could never shake off that I’m still not doing good enough. Not working fast enough. Not able to focus or study long enough. So anyways I’ve always thought of myself as a lazy perfectionist. I have confidence issues and social anxiety.


Sleeping can be an issue. My mind won’t turn off sometimes and throughout my life I have described myself as just feeling restless and not knowing why.
 

I have spent so much money in planners and organizational stuff trying desperately to find a cure to my disorganization. I just have more clutter.

I’m constantly losing stuff.


I have had so many mental meltdowns from stupid stuff like packing (HATE IT) and I just get so overwhelmed.

I’m just needing help and so far it’s feels like it’s impossible to get it. I have not had insurance for long time and now I’m on it.But the in network provider said they’ll call me to make the appointment and I have to wait 4 months. WELL... Last year when I got a referral from them they let it fall under and expire even with me calling them multiple times and going in person to the clinic. I just need help now.

Thanks for letting me vent.

TL;DR I think I have ADHD and I have already tried depression and anxiety medication. I have the hardest time focusing and being organized. I’ve been told I may not be able to get an appointment for 4 months, and that they’ll call me, but I have doubts they will.


Edit: Some errors.


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adhd,brokeafbutimwokeaf,2018/03/12,"How do I schedule an appointment with a Psychiatrist ? How do I do it ? im 18 , freshman in college and pretty sure I have adhd. I want to get schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist to get a dx and talk about some other mental health issues I have but I also dont want my mom to find out (dont want her judgement) im just lost on what to do and need help. Also I live in the atlanta area if any of yall reccommend me a psychiatrist. ",2.381566820276497,3.405201688172042,5.070998463901692,82.36935483870971,75.12903225806451,7.894930875576037,26.1889400921659,8.418075326091056,1.6663714285714288,339,12,74,6,7,122,57,93,0.063,0.8009999999999999,0.136,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,2,1,18,15,9,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,11,1,12,14,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004016303225984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283609353956064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450836273083267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291632809195514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734213157440986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913152952740918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461749057533875,0.0,0.0,0.12272223924989765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39554004608397375,0.19109974898997226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616729726291377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199865782671964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845129672558556,0.0,0.0,0.21443431816354588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575987929492492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626967500341893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256138381745806,0.0,0.0,0.14716185187523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239759780994048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ipsey,2018/03/12,"Ever go to take your afternoon dose... ... and realize that you spaced and threw away your refill pills instead of putting them in your bag?

Thank goodness for blister packs, the medicine is still sealed, but the package will be washed before it goes in my bag. 

This is why I tell my husband not to interrupt my routine before I take my pills. ",8.959791666666668,7.434168312499999,7.48,79.43166666666667,61.1875,10.408333333333333,38.52083333333333,8.841846274778883,3.2224020833333338,268,11,51,3,3,80,49,64,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.649,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,11,2,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716824886754977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921206762980714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156865865810314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434061679340065,0.24254007204011724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29069331696319706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092962710415926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348361111577316,0.0,0.2527452369647355,0.26622668465388794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092879113483264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,elpolaquero,2018/03/12,"How do you deal with the could-have-beens in your life? Hey, first post on Reddit (Yay!). I guess, as with all things, a primer is in order:

I’m a 25 year old American-Ecuadorian college student with super-senior status (i.e: have a bunch of credits that do not apply to my major because of reasons better explained later in this post.) 

After moving from the States to Ecuador at age 2, my parents would always struggle with me while I was in elementary and middle school, but be it because of how little are mental illnesses diagnoses in school, or because they somehow managed to get me through it, I never really felt I experienced any kind of issue (although my parents would often describes episodes of what I now recognize as hyperactivity and inattention at family parties. That was fun.). When I did start to suspect something was wrong with my brain’s wiring was when I entered high school: even though I did really did well academically (which, even with my parents incessantly forcing me to do my homework and my friends in school lending me every single type of class material available), I always felt that I was just going through a conveyor belt and not really “engaging” in stuff: I was not able to hold down a hobby for the life of me, studying with music was incredibly hard, and I had to be reminded about doing everything by everyone, which didn’t exactly worked wonders in my self-esteem).

However, even with all of this going on, I was somehow able to graduate high school with high marks, and with a dream of attending college in the States, I took a one-way trip to the States, and enrolled in a Christian private college. After two years, however, my life was in shambles: I was on academic probation, and had it not been for my mom, I would not have been able to move out of the dorms. After all of this, and with an aunt of mine saving me from coming back to Ecuador by convincing my parents to give community college a chance, I moved with my girlfriend: she would attend school on a government scholarship, I would attend community college while trying to get into her school with the same scholarship, all of this while working part-time. After four years, however, I found myself not being able to be accepted to her school and with my general requirements barely completed; with the prospect of having to be separated due to her going to grad school and the daunting reality of having to learn to completely care take after myself, I (somehow) got admitted to a nearby school, where I have been struggling for the last year and a half but finally was diagnosed with a reading disorder and ADHD-C. Being uninsured at the time, I went to a psychiatric nurse practitioner that inexplicably prescribed me 150 mg Wellbutrin first. Although it helped me a little bit at first, I eventually found myself having having nightmares so livid, I stopped taking my medication. After enrolling on my state’s Medicaid equivalent, I am currently waiting for my appointment, where I hope I get prescribed some kind of stimulant (after an appointment a full-fledged psychiatrist this time, though)

As I am writing all of this, I think about the 7.5 years that have passed by, and I cannot stop thinking about what would happened had I just been diagnosed earlier. Lately, I have fallen in a depressed state (especially after learning that my sister has to take a forced gap year because of me after graduating high school yesterday), and even though I appreciate having learned about my diagnosis, my failed dream of walking alongside my girlfriend on graduation day still haunts me, and even after having to keep myself resilient throughout all these years, I find myself not completely able to move past all the opportunities that I didn’t take, all the projects I didn’t finish, and all the things I didn’t do.

All the could-have-beens.

So, Reddit ADHDers, how do you deal with your could-have beens?

TL;DR: I tell my life story and how I got diagnosed in order to ask the question in the title to you.
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adhd,lunchbasket,2018/03/13,"Is there a ""preferred"" medication for the inattentive part of ADHD? Hello everyone, 

I hope this doesn't break the ""Post seeking medical advice"" DONT rule, but I'll give it a shot. 

The entirety of my life, it has been almost impossible to listen to lectures or presentations. Someone would be talking to me, I would tell myself to pay attention, and within 15 seconds my mind will wander somewhere else. 

It was manageable through high school, miserable but possible in college, but has made graduate school one of the most difficult periods in my life. I finally got diagnosed (along with anxiety) halfway through my first year, and I am currently halfway through my second. Even though I've switched between Adderall and Ritalin in the last year (now on Adderall 20mg XR), I still haven't felt like it has helped with my inability to concentrated during lectures/seminars/meetings, and I genuinely believe this is the cause of like ~90% of my anxiety. When it came to procrastination and distractions from work, I could just be miserable and try to work later/longer and miss social events. But when I can't listen to presentations, that's it. It's over. Too bad. 

I'm having an appointment with my psychiatrist next week, and I know she should know best, but I was wondering if there are any medications I can bring up that may help more in my specific case? I've just felt in the past that psychologist and psychiatrist focus on the hyperactive part of ADHD and ignore the inattentive part, which is what's causing me the most trouble. 

TL;DR I can't pay attention when people talk to me (lectures/seminars/meetings), and I can't imagine being successful in my field. Are there medications that lean more towards treating the inattentive symptoms of ADHD? ",9.526511904761904,9.053015466666668,9.2449503968254,63.846473214285744,59.41269841269842,13.208333333333336,41.90972222222222,12.38480682065935,5.51211507936508,1412,70,228,42,16,458,178,315,0.147,0.818,0.035,-0.9874,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,5,13,14,0,3,14,0,29,9,0,3,0,48,44,22,0,7,9,0,2,2,0,5,9,2,0,0,15,16,0,1,9,0,2,2,6,8,0,4,8,4,28,6,38,27,8,35,0,3,0,0,11,13,0,8,20,167,43,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35705512504382103,0.0967738640676181,0.0,0.0,0.0991672059211298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734580998188226,0.0,0.15151988936279848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268838646017182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157623495477836,0.10392898351910444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326732557159992,0.0,0.20346826322504785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906976158006139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051637155911178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606589362391488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272933191853085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541033724049025,0.0,0.0,0.09463023892618973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017434746410866,0.10848576891534613,0.0,0.08423738668219485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500144090161534,0.0,0.0,0.07920570635284149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327594134852122,0.10463376138652676,0.0,0.09836207646793822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885185169539367,0.08072508158787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989981928767728,0.09676500553580672,0.0,0.0,0.08764105477219199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370738293431984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990611607095372,0.0,0.0,0.09999506025382024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532267833640424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710729788189135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217291406837989,0.0945381678132866,0.06865698627173474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164478440866682,0.09484620212715347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045328883758765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095163299954804,0.08391030712529032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908785118776941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293316631263842,0.0,0.1591978867218239,0.08655917363287728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729938211156344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723688034082005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943826834784702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073970225655968,0.14419435127658212,0.0,0.0,0.1407003492798939,0.0,0.0,0.1275479609007229
adhd,pistulia,2018/03/13,"People think I’m stupid. When people meet me they think I am stupid.

I have known this for a long time now. It used to be a source of insecurity for me. I remember kids in high school exclaiming, “Wow! We thought you were a TOTAL idiot when we first met you, but you are actually really smart!”

Then I made friends in college who said the same thing.

Then my boss at my first job said the same thing.

Then I dated some guys who confessed to me they did not consider me a very bright girl.

Yep. That actually happened with not one, but TWO ex boyfriends.

I wish that everyone could understand how my brain really works.

I’m blessed to say that everyone in my family is extremely bright. My brother in particular is intelligent in a way that is immediately obvious to people when they meet him. He attends MIT and possesses a sense of wit that leaves everyone in awe.

When people look at me they often see a girl with a checked-out expression on her face. I’ve always been considered pretty low-energy as opposed to hyperactive, and I feel extremely comfortable wandering about by myself while lost in thought. I’m also aware that I miss a lot of social cues and I will admit that is probably 50% because of my ADD and 50% because I am so comfortably introverted that I truly don’t care what people are saying or doing around me most of the time.

The thing is, I wish that people understood that with ADD, our bodies aren’t necessarily racing, but our minds constantly are.

I just like to THINK damnit! Just because I have a dreamy expression on my face doesn’t mean the stream of thoughts going through my head is all white noise. The problem is my ADD also means I am missing social cues and struggling with things that typically might indicate someone is not the brightest, such as organization.

A part of me knows how it sounds to be repeatedly insisting, “I’M SMART! I’M ACTUALLY SMART!”

But I am smart. I will never have the mannerisms that spell that out to people, but I am.

And I wish people could see that.

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adhd,PracticedPreach,2018/03/13,"Living with ADHD is like... I just spewed this out in a comment and had a ""whooa, that's a good one"" moment, so had to share since I've seen these analogies floating around.

Living with ADHD is like kayaking without a paddle. Yes, I can and will still reach the other riverbank. Eventually. But it takes a hell of a lot more energy, effort, and time... with a lot of that time spent going nowhere or in the wrong direction. ",3.1522648083623714,5.049445585365857,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,74.85365853658536,6.149128919860628,22.68989547038328,6.868970318607317,0.6628968641114983,326,9,64,3,7,104,59,82,0.118,0.747,0.135,-0.1534,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,2,4,11,5,3,9,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,3,6,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322693840431997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713361780224856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585269171114216,0.1857381425824662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637436188806766,0.0,0.391081211592849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765304219056093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005733402096125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183182167296474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684681811463085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649960341576228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582535311976883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346574771366825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421161044022317,0.0,0.0
adhd,justhereforthelolzz,2018/03/13,"Do you guys skip posts about ADHD and pin it for later? So i dont know if this is me. But whenever i see any posts about ADHD on this subreddit or anywhere in the internet i would just save it or bookmark it but i dont ever get to that. And it doesnt only limit to adhd. Basically any problems i face, i seem to ignore the solutions. I had back pain for a while. I would avoid going to doctor or look up remedies on the internet. I have time management problems so i would subscribe to youtube channel that deals with these problems. But i never watch any of their videos. 
I dont know the reason. Could anybody in similar situation tell me why is this happening or if you do the same so i wouldnt feel alone.",1.0692123287671222,3.348515698630141,3.244092465753429,88.05668664383562,83.7945205479452,6.389726027397263,22.823630136986303,7.6454224807358475,1.1770698630136986,556,20,115,10,16,189,84,146,0.145,0.809,0.046,-0.9477,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,8,7,0,1,6,0,15,3,1,1,2,33,24,15,0,10,10,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,3,0,3,5,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,4,18,1,16,18,1,14,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,7,6,85,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515968690006375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972650882939607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555332899176058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963134405059655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000600539706653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913250835723536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820390255188524,0.0,0.0,0.4403941336948027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330040910670527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333274214795083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544062013279342,0.0,0.07118535993977254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240222417614616,0.11076267143183986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767385471509058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518273785190156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660445499428466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526214790129976,0.13328025773750532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991952453822,0.0,0.0,0.35955664441739443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878310419715167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981209801456414,0.11402753895540928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079198059036094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094784784032786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303725619242013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302324573196244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669328882800576,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lizzygrant21,2018/03/13,"Hyperfocusing ruins lives Lately I’ve convinced myself that I had a phone addiction but turns out I couldn’t put my phone down because I was hyperfocusing on meds and I couldn’t shift my attention.. Now that I actually did start studying I can’t look at my phone I want to continue studying.. What have I become? Makes me sad about all the time I’ve lost staring at my phone, only if I knew...",2.981428571428573,5.063331282051284,4.6403296703296695,81.64038461538463,75.92307692307692,7.534065934065935,25.24542124542125,8.418075326091056,1.7064190476190475,312,11,62,6,7,105,54,78,0.129,0.8240000000000001,0.047,-0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,11,14,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,2,15,1,7,7,1,11,0,3,2,0,4,5,0,1,5,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2673679020585005,0.29868192993312065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670175041396856,0.30259271651486275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30906477702679724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193202360518934,0.0,0.2300767298868831,0.0,0.2990848282488288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288579135491886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043333668278649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837643056973734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754286066936798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939265896095378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976170052088762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980148462830345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160228207686905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jonny8888,2018/03/13,"Does Strattera get better? So I’ve been searching the web for this and there’s a lot of mixed reviews from people.

I’m on day 2 of 60mg and I feel terrible, nause, anxiety and feel very spaced out. I want to know did anyone else get symptoms at first and stick with it then see improvement? How long did it take before symptoms subsided? ",1.9208193277310917,4.240508602941176,2.9485714285714306,91.22500000000004,80.61764705882355,6.238655462184874,22.94957983193277,7.447530270364453,0.9592285714285717,267,9,55,4,7,85,56,68,0.071,0.8109999999999999,0.118,0.4945,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,12,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,1,9,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,4,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452840855636066,0.0,0.0,0.1686627652445766,0.24715272890353335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052557468387674,0.0,0.0,0.2133345957496788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556337733357345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110884073425504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150373688968054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439305664263125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051769041118193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520492085908829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256516386221445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134672144934139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050719156376449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672277410744952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221670165499874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014283853351819,0.1813632611812601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990271989525529,0.14227454347098129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Youre10OutOf10MyMan,2018/03/13,"When you go into manual breathing mode, lose attention, and then forget to breathe **! ! Reminder: don't forget to breathe**",2.609166666666667,3.2523042500000017,2.8200000000000043,80.7816666666667,131.5,5.333333333333334,28.33333333333333,6.42735559955562,2.7343333333333333,95,5,13,2,6,29,17,20,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.7256,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45291107847541295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8915556937142168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Anasthera,2018/03/13,"Problems with scheduling Hey folks, I've known I've had ADHD since the second grade and I'm 31 now, and it's definitely caused me a lot of grief. I'm on medication and it helps a great deal, but now I'm at a point where I realize that my lack of scheduling and order in my life is the biggest thing holding me back.

The problem is when I think about sticking to a schedule I become irrationally angry and frustrated and anxious. I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist and see about therapy for this but I wanted to know if other people have had this problem (which I think is likely) and what those people's experiences with dealing with it and solving it are/have been.",8.50636815920398,6.3060374477612005,8.970746268656715,70.52487562189059,62.58208955223882,11.918407960199005,37.25870646766169,10.504223727775694,3.725476616915423,534,20,103,10,6,180,82,134,0.205,0.7290000000000001,0.066,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,7,0,7,2,0,1,0,28,17,13,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,1,10,2,15,14,2,15,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,2,8,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139235292512498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871198332368756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352528739975034,0.0,0.0,0.19426289230732194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806932538923203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626813202824152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205966758223348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999655340710691,0.0,0.0,0.19392554145140636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789912602215527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666763240265204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424027789571285,0.08593371485082224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495401656016659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719633147626845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388775045783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627821490463093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049250578826415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016603544916606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455026740955016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137823613666228,0.0,0.0,0.2011519703395625,0.0,0.11685723374968696,0.22541362122793826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374779367227198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thespy_,2018/03/13,"Best Tasklist App? I have some real issues. Basically, I need a task list, and I need tasks to either show up right on my lockscreen (iOS) or notification center. 

I need a new toothbrush. Instead of buying one, I went 48 hrs only going to class and watching Asian Andy. If I had a reminder that pushed me to do the important things, I think I’d get stuff done. Does anyone have any recommendations? Thanks.",2.7730194805194803,5.331852194805197,3.794918831168832,84.99809253246755,79.0,5.927922077922077,22.61201298701299,7.1686216300943375,0.8333909090909088,317,10,61,4,8,102,62,77,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,9,2,6,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586893938271172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631672332842131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489166289858305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421052242627355,0.2388031717002824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219183497839998,0.0,0.13262101726765296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435619797948181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190892999997485,0.0,0.22537570140047306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812737904730872,0.1774769836446844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656090640911481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928388460095986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671356314060052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484192058850227,0.0,0.0,0.15503068491535787,0.14952445375813947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163224116281856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wee187,2018/03/13,"Just started Adderall Xr 5mg. What should I be feeling? I know this question is probably asked a bunch, but I think I'd feel better if I asked it myself. For background, I'm a 24-year old male. Yesterday, I finally met up with a doctor and told him about my issues that led me to think I've got ADHD. He was nice about it, and had me take the paper test form, and then told me that it's pretty likely that I do have ADD without hyperactivity and that he'll start me on Adderall XR 5mg per day for the next 30 days. I'm supposed to keep in contact with him to let him know how it's working for me.

So now I'm on Day 2 of taking it, and I feel okay I guess? There are a bunch of side effects people post about and I don't really feel them too much, but I also drink coffee a lot so I'm used to being a little bit jittery; it's normal for me. I'm limiting myself to one cup of coffee per day now that I'm taking this medicine (a challenge in and of itself for me), but overall I still don't think I'm feeling much from the Adderall. Maybe it's because I'm used to having 2-3 cups of coffee a day, or because the dosage is the smallest possible right now. But I don't feel like sense of ""the clouds clearing up and suddenly there are no distractions"" that other people seem to describe when they first start on meds. I kinda feel the same way I always have so far, except for maybe I feel myself being a little bit more relaxed and ""present"". But not by much, so I almost wonder if it's more of a placebo I'm feeling. My doctor did say we would probably increase the dosage over time, but that doesn't really satisfy my more immediate curiosities. Still, I trust him.

I appreciate anyone able to to give their advice/information! I'm going to keep taking this capsule once a day for the next few days, and then talk to my doctor towards the end of the week to see what he says as well.

TL;DR: First time taking Adderall Xr at 5mg and I don't feel too much. Should I be or is this more normal for those just starting out?",4.20886515837104,4.19302163764706,5.555823529411764,84.34435972850679,70.27058823529411,8.044343891402718,27.169683257918553,7.61054688173877,1.3743592760180996,1576,46,340,16,26,532,196,425,0.029,0.873,0.098,0.9791,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,3,7,22,10,0,1,22,1,25,4,0,5,1,68,76,31,0,7,15,0,10,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,24,16,1,3,19,2,0,3,8,1,1,3,7,13,42,9,49,60,17,53,0,0,1,0,23,16,0,11,34,223,66,7,0.07497782207147509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901087717308852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507945828062335,0.0,0.0,0.059959737221817626,0.06238755431156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242623651357155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018828474967318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141156883157424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631179061413776,0.16371272523277616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384814473294959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302289339175235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344972127506368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640809575869566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791103967082192,0.05356417106913903,0.0,0.08213453919231163,0.0,0.1275521943031171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719255589841335,0.042611624147806976,0.0,0.05996661366495538,0.0,0.08259652408613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825736639289027,0.0,0.13328746655990972,0.0,0.0,0.08241170034207415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666990297094774,0.0,0.07326075317608502,0.1502949501924631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374346309287769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065059995008218,0.0,0.08328345778135658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046930512524704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947952875571925,0.0,0.1469246926621616,0.0,0.0,0.07867661163677549,0.07984893349472515,0.05080691267691838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396036247228192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452622876080919,0.0718080277601519,0.0762794000602903,0.16167754704045187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399232020073895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606542547169353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403065037718003,0.0,0.11925074700131615,0.0,0.0,0.059747616779617686,0.06825699324381115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122787534836896,0.0,0.11975477111816225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818699554633067,0.060264333271629625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412828273491216,0.0,0.0,0.08744034201110028,0.0,0.0,0.14328904418654084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951352983400086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951390522998753,0.060142686273228364,0.0,0.06741406651669707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227594488708189,0.08131024969675807,0.05458474744958488,0.0,0.0,0.053262093580767576,0.0,0.0,0.04828325916957176
adhd,GentleChainsaw,2018/03/13,"Couldn't cut it at a desk job; back on my feet and happier than ever! Former accountant (BBA and MSA). Was so excited to finish school so I didn't have to work restaurants anymore (even though I was really good at it). 

4 accounting gigs later (and a 3-year stint running my own tax firm), I had two stays in the psych hospital for anxiety and depression. I was diagnosed ADHD after I finished college, and ADHD resources (such as this subreddit) made me realize it's not the job for me anymore. 

Family and friends were a huge support for me through all this, and someone finally suggested I go back to serving/bartending since I was so much happier.  The best bartending gig I had I was at for 6 years - longest job I've ever held - and being on my feet and having to focus on the moment was a boon to my performance. 

Long story short, I've been serving at a great restaurant for about 2 months, having fun, enjoying life, and even losing weight!

I still deal with the guilt of not pursuing the profession I spent thousands of dollars to learn, but every night I come home and don't have to open my laptop to finish the day's work it gets a little less bitter. 

TL;DR: Don't stick to something because you feel like you have to. I make less money, but I have so much more joy in life. 
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adhd,ARH521,2018/03/13,Hyperfocusing on Ex The girl I had been dating for a while broke up with me a little over a month ago. She’s already dating someone else (which is out of character for her). I can’t stop thinking about her. Everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) reminds me of her. Any tips for how to stop hyperfocusing on an ex?,2.338907103825136,4.61559373770492,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,78.8360655737705,7.3453551912568305,24.92076502732241,8.344100000000001,1.6978174863387974,242,9,49,5,6,82,45,61,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,13,4,0,13,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447296443977626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043433259900408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754801483801065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303888241060499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495728126322652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641603351378113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004183352345373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013454028857304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336776635403107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611489162167578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671637527728035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hserfer,2018/03/13,"I'm feeling conflicted very frequently Or let's just say always, does this feel common among you ?. Conflicted about my intentions, my purpose, my indentity, all of it. I don't know how far you guys are familiar with the concepts of Ego and (true)Self, but that's where the conflict comes from, is my feeling. My Ego wants to conform and fit'in, my Self wants to be independent and creative. And I'm VERY creative, the part in me that's been suppressed for too long, it feels constricted by my Ego who wants me to 'grow up' and have a well paying job in a field I don't really like, but have to in order to pay the bills and decrease my enormous debt. I'm in a new job (after being fired twice within 3months) that sees potential in me and bestowed my with a big responsibility for a junior employee and I'm afraid of it. Afraid of not living up to expectations, which I suppose everyone has. I'm rambling here but the gist of it is : one part of me says I can make money from my Art if I dedicate myself to it and the other part wants me to have financial security (which I currently don't have) at all cost, because if I don't I'm in big trouble. I'm desperately trying to keep a job I don't really want. Am I just impulsive ?. 

Oh and romantic love is completely lacking, although I am taking more steps to remedy this problem, it's all intertwined I suppose. I don't want to focus on women right but I KNOW they're a big part of the 'solution' to my stability problems (ofcoure they are). 

I've never been diagnosed btw with ADHD or ADD, I'm not even sure I have it (my brother has similar concentration issues), but I'm getting tested in a few weeks so thats exciting. 
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adhd,joshisbeast,2018/03/13,"I hate the American health care system Because of lack of insurance and $ I haven't been able to see a doctor or get my anxiety or ADHD medication and it's really affecting me and my work life. I got lucky and was able to join a labor union and recently I got laid off because I struggle to concentrate and finish tasks on time.
Even with things I love I can't seem to focus. Iv been playing music for over a decade. Lately I haven't even been able to sit down, study, play and progress in my art.
Only way out is if i get a call from the union soon and can rack up 1200 hours within this year to get insurance for next year. It's a vicious cycle for me.",3.7455797101449297,4.127297760869567,5.182753623188408,85.21514492753623,71.3913043478261,8.742028985507247,25.47826086956522,8.841846274778883,1.5888782608695653,513,14,113,9,9,173,89,138,0.091,0.769,0.141,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,2,1,7,0,9,6,0,1,0,17,19,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,14,5,21,13,1,20,0,0,1,1,2,8,0,5,9,70,18,3,0.4845456445772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941099010975204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355869728061067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691635169613853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649250928547254,0.0,0.1646755259736203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653176663939235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335855225630085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315510040764044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583569440369589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946283607512474,0.0,0.17168312060325167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159059951873749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219619746861104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408297282734366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457737873853255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270958670810948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177326335279147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283959905465525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034707824721698,0.0,0.15947678933263246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287067147973232,0.1470373855204712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885077128358536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730353190077743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941808206552795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282032596407093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175850000543334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080210057698331
adhd,ADHD_Drummer,2018/03/13,"How do you balance your ""responsibilities"" (relationships, work, chores) with your ""passions""? Some background info, skip down for the actual question.


I'm a 30 year old dude, married for 6 years, been with my with for 10.  She's long suspected me of having ADHD.  Around year 3 of our marriage, I started seeing a therapist for anxiety and depression.  I eventually got prescribed Prozac.  This helped the anxiety and depression, but seemed to bring out the ADHD in full force.  I'm in the process of getting diagnosed right now, and my psychiatrist has got me on 20 mg adderall in the mean time, which has helped a ton, but I'm still struggling to get where I want to be.

ACTUAL QUESTION TIME!
How do you effectively split up your time between your job, your relationships, and the things you want to do?  I've played drums almost my entire life, as well as love creating/building things and just trying to learn new things and skills.  I get the hyperfocus like crazy, which is leading to a lot of problems in my marriage.  I'm not consistant with things, and splitting up my time between work (I teach high school math, as well as tutor on the side), relationships (my wife, my friends, my family), my responsibilities at home (we own a home, so all the chores that go along with that,) as well as trying to take time to do the things I want to do (play drums, learning to code, woodworking, etc...)  I could go on about not finishing projects, but that is a question for another day.

I feel like I can't make any headway on any sort of project unless I carve out significant time for it, and the other things suffer.  For example. I had taken part of this afternoon off for a doctor's appointment that I ended up not needed to go to, so I've been using this time to catch up on laundry and other chores I've neglected, since I've been on a real drum practicing kick lately.  I can keep a balance for a little while (using playing drums as a reward, for example) but if I have a day that feels emotionally draining, I'll want to just put all my effort into something.  If I'm lucky, its a chore or something that ""needs"" to get done, but usually its something fun, like drums or video games or something not productive.  In a perfect world, I'd have full control over my time, and be able to take a day off to just ""get shit done around the house"", but my job right now doesn't afford me that luxury.

I know the answer is to break big projects up into smaller tasks, but when I do that I tend to punt things down the line for the future.  Going back to the laundry, it will take me maybe a half hour to fold and put away a basket of laundry.  Not a ton of time, but longer than something I can bang out really quickly, so I tend to defer it for later.  Do this a couple times, and we have a guestroom with five full laundry baskets, and I have a wife angry at me because she can't find the dress I told her I washed because I haven't put it up yet.  We have a fight about it, I feel bad, and I make myself late for work the next morning folding and putting everything away.



TL;DR  I need help managing my time.  I feel like I'm only effective when I hyperfocus on things.  I can't control the hyperfocus enough to make sure I get done all of the things I have to get done in a timely fashion.  I want to hyperfocus on the things I like doing, while making sure the things I need to do don't suffer.

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adhd,rmoney27,2018/03/13,"Please don't make fun of ADHD (or other mental disorders). As someone who actually struggles with it daily, it comes off as entirely offensive to me. It is similar to stereotyping or belittling someone due to race, religion, orientation, etc. If it's yours, own it; If it's not, try to rationalize and empathize with it. If everyone stopped being so indecorous and neglectful of mental disorder we might actually enter a higher plain of society in which all people can feel comfortable with themselves.",9.195862068965518,9.870497781609199,10.048873563218391,54.008482758620694,59.68965517241379,14.77609195402299,43.83678160919539,13.662883650711644,7.139337471264367,405,23,56,17,5,139,65,87,0.16899999999999998,0.774,0.058,-0.8676,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,19,8,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,14,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,6,2,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.381987953886076,0.0,0.2352167776217905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859499948258494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486229545870624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182789532651185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870183479069236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896164842080682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064427086542302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944783987548163,0.20762743609261355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568724215969985,0.0,0.0,0.21484121258823188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316649559169875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363024673709706,0.0,0.20460849289869765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288067770349427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GorillaS0up,2018/03/13,"Maybe it's the RSD but I need to vent this fury somewhere I'm currently a client of an employment agency that helps people with disabilities mine of course being ADHD (also anxiety) and last week I was supposed to meet with an employment counselor so I woke up at 6 am to be there on time and she doesn't show up. I meet with someone else who naturally doesn't know my case and I don't blame them for it but it was all a waste of my time. I'm thinking this agency will help place me into a job but the following week I get a call  from the no show with no apology of not showing up last week but instead she wants to reschedule. I say fine because what else am I supposed to do and then she explains that there is no job placement. And so she's gonna do what every other useless agency does and ""help"" me rewrite my resume and cover letter. so now i have to get up at 6 am again next week to go and waste more time. Maybe it's part of the RSD because I am really really angry right now. some people might be frustrated no doubt because of how unprofessional these people are but I have this blinding rage in me right now that I better keep control of because I don't want to end up doing something stupid or saying something stupid out of pure anger",3.4327294981640155,4.582506736434109,4.615866993064056,86.15469400244803,72.72093023255816,7.2920440636474915,25.59445124439005,7.669130373188453,1.2428806201550389,990,31,206,12,19,326,135,258,0.23,0.7120000000000001,0.058,-0.995,5,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,5,1,10,0,22,1,0,2,2,35,37,20,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,15,14,0,2,3,3,0,2,9,7,0,0,3,3,25,2,33,28,4,33,0,1,1,0,17,14,0,4,17,141,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503426318002235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650798852752993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232009556572647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942623515324889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067319141869177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322807433745805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535321280007878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560813964170243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016258026831076,0.0,0.10688692180063944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167835366416893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610094676706055,0.0,0.06858539288093482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426683742658632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395131435626107,0.10726619136138166,0.0,0.0,0.06632273421849752,0.19674109526042285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247915426750255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280227223334757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948290980888571,0.0,0.0,0.1283448631086768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068499956943566,0.0,0.2509935650237168,0.0,0.12608522306654293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546217746921846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612062555079505,0.0,0.1919396291035566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225202256065308,0.18581117441060765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732706035282741,0.0,0.0,0.21110895197302404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236072973879604,0.0,0.38720981417240463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tomRyanXpress,2018/03/13,"Developmental Disorder of Self Regulation - Not of Attention I know its been posted here before, but these videos are incredibly informative and really describe the complexities of our disorder. The information presented here is super beneficial to better understand what is really behind some of the unexplainable behavior. 
 [30 Essential Ideas You Should Know About ADHD](https://youtu.be/VQNhh44GeV8?list=PLzBixSjmbc8eFl6UX5_wWGP8i0mAs-cvY&t=388) 

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adhd,neon10ne,2018/03/13,"Sometimes I worry that I'm faking my ADHD or that it's just not real. I know that ADHD is over diagnosed and I worry that maybe I don't deserve the meds or the help I'm getting. Maybe I'm just genuinely a dumb person who can never hand in assignments on time or process readings (I'm in college) at the speed everyone else does. I worry because when I take my medication, it seems that I'm reacting the way someone who doesn't have ADHD reacts to it, but at the same time it calms me down enough to focus and I'm not bouncing off the walls. Sorry about the ramble I've just been really conflicted about this for a while. ",4.632732558139537,4.835384395348839,6.066191860465118,80.29138081395351,69.3875968992248,8.93062015503876,28.5281007751938,8.841846274778883,2.1202472868217064,493,16,99,8,8,168,78,129,0.11,0.85,0.04,-0.6558,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,9,0,6,3,1,2,1,19,16,8,0,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,13,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,4,6,65,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384553787737697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104006556748108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515832629882682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306938778592444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475959769076653,0.0,0.0,0.1543145613036675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427067070895573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802723251552024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010361882523064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207677319808257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000766899101396,0.0,0.1658899755034577,0.15045059808158645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518500675235575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040335307522954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938662870525832,0.16998868700886552,0.09567500859574002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595918371787702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654056205082176,0.0,0.14770722392318542,0.1671808588574098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228976618556293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416995620326553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854407278137533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550049877375011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Prof_SZ,2018/03/13,"ADHD can even make venting hard Do any of you guys ever open up a tab to vent in this subreddit and then just forget what exactly you were gonna complain about?

My finals are coming up in a coupla days and I'm literally just watching scrubs all day, assuring myself I'll get started with studying in an hour all day. And then half heartedly promising I'll do a better job tomorrow. I'm not feeling suicidal, but feeling like right now, if my ceiling collapsed on me, I wouldn't exactly mind. ",5.736116838487973,6.191544072164952,6.772731958762886,75.30006013745707,67.04123711340206,9.765635738831616,34.723367697594504,9.725611199111238,3.4372419243986254,393,18,71,8,6,132,75,97,0.101,0.784,0.115,0.5195,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,6,23,15,7,1,2,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,7,4,10,12,2,20,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,12,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410457861256365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494419392333654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435674441879736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893007452305499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251742404427876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514707961426285,0.19878231354864792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223095409466745,0.15699407013554312,0.0,0.24073247749627785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148136884289948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759346098754773,0.0,0.0,0.19685863763890205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260412481767526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641586197422336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807439313239116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736191368912636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668915395370904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189139490798745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767082950213235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554476456700495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037791647512255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,orrelion,2018/03/13,"I am not enjoying the journey, just the goal. (HOBBIES/PROJECTS) Hey,

I want to type alot, but I am going to keep it as short as possible. 

I usually want to do things, so I often find new hobbies (OOH BOOKS! BUY ALL BOOKS! OH GAMES! COLLECT GAMES! OH TV SHOWS! WATCH ALL TV SHOWS) usually it's consuming something like books or movies.

I've noticed though that I want to consume as much as possible and I stop enjoying the actual ""doing it"" and just want to finish so I can cross it of an imaginary list, sort of. I want to hear, see, read and imagine everything! Not miss anything! Which also ends up with, for example, reading 5-8 books at the same time. 
EDIT: This usually ends up with me being overwhelmed and quitting all together. Picking the same hobby again after 2-12 months and the same cycle starts again. 

Well, my question is:
Do any of you experience this and how do you deal with it?
How can I enjoy the actual, for example, reading of a book instead of just wanting to finish it so I can start a new book to read/finish.

Thank you.
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adhd,SecretStormX,2018/03/13,"Newly diagnosed w/ ADD, put on adderall- causeing my OCD to act up and I'm looking at a lose/lose scenario It's been a few weeks but I know the adderall helps at least a little. On the other hand it seems to be boosting my already high anxiety to a point where I stopped taking it for a few days to take a break. During those few days I didn't do anything. Laid in bed. I was tired and had no drive. I know I'm doing better motivational wise on the new meds but... I was doing so well with my anxiety. I had gotten so far. It feels like it's putting me back 3 years. If I don't take the adderall, I'm not motivated or focused. If I do, anxiety takes over my mind and body. It's a lose lose and I hate losing.

I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice or people going through the same thing or what. I just felt like I needed to get this out. Thanks for listening <3",0.6146583481877599,2.386625299465244,3.0381372549019616,91.78439542483662,82.10160427807487,6.080689245395128,21.618835412953054,7.1686216300943375,0.5394019013666074,669,21,155,9,18,231,109,187,0.19,0.6509999999999999,0.159,-0.5231,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,6,11,1,0,12,0,12,4,2,3,1,31,35,14,0,4,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,11,7,0,1,7,0,0,5,5,4,1,0,8,6,17,7,19,26,5,27,0,3,2,0,2,14,0,7,9,97,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164631365651986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131520148788423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273521395532063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807651779141674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164349551801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054066720696799,0.0,0.13238418148396172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224326028260337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372488313983684,0.0,0.0,0.1209670815639594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026193063697757,0.08514354630268774,0.11443327810303458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062267604047060734,0.0,0.06773379894143197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766741480963908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988509011193652,0.12592218114980766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309984693854687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645247570743443,0.1194515363101074,0.0,0.0,0.20016549537145767,0.5333360738837034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238418148396172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033970608064992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837184081180907,0.0,0.11510658536222228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262569698294794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266538293771793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396213798997232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849869135910242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964137356577467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232749484001613,0.0,0.35843971259592705,0.0,0.0,0.10972664629742697,0.0,0.0,0.07917913358044007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369820184532421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560050106745636,0.0,0.1071588074518695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674921184615625
adhd,QuietUptown,2018/03/13,"...Accounting degree? I’ve been looking at options for going back to school (after dropping out a few years ago) and I found out I could get a bachelors in accounting in about a year and half of schooling. I’m an introvert who likes math, so that part sounds good but I’m worried I might not be ..... consistently detail-oriented enough to be an accountant. Anyone here have any experience with this degree or different jobs like accounting? ",4.117374999999999,6.891317987500003,4.977500000000003,77.18750000000001,75.375,9.0,28.75,9.516144504307137,3.236,349,15,59,10,8,113,63,80,0.036000000000000004,0.867,0.097,0.5661,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,3,12,6,3,12,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,7,41,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667870964371306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088253884885747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514008731854456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060810080941902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714905168685402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318120444293389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292560802204037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703622440323644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432743731875957,0.0,0.0,0.11592047649834493,0.0,0.12609661747061418,0.18609813740559114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201766001065967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216793735362216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863190334451444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353742038578945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402688926556441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490984836110103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532472867582246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28576031932607543
adhd,Invisible96,2018/03/13,"Time keeping and deadlines My other half has ADHD and finds it impossible to keep to deadlines for places I need to be, but manages to stick to doctors appointments and stuff like that. Basically I have to give him an itinerary of what I need to do, how long it's going to take, and he'll decide when I need to be there for. This is for a once weekly commitment I need to be at, which there is no public transport available for and I can't drive. It's causing problems in our relationship, partly because it's endlessly frustrating, partly because I'm on the spectrum which makes scheduling very very important to me. What can I do to help him keep time better? I'm completely out of ideas and so is he.",7.47411099691675,6.397797438848923,7.8593216855087356,74.08287769784175,63.82014388489209,11.108324768756423,36.40390544707091,10.290406445055957,3.6053301130524136,560,23,107,11,7,185,86,139,0.071,0.809,0.119,0.785,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,12,1,0,3,1,23,26,10,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,12,2,22,22,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818429359123727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844720301185944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381972098004175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543510128286187,0.0,0.0,0.15864366700021534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487025466130258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829286475698505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514851952343755,0.08599188170241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141863185072382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080843074498495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034687817956691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739214961473325,0.0,0.0,0.13390290956565767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099933352755423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487721639522537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611381912908245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32770386087205233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808476310958186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478141974799152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244827690133498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321157752849464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376486275945802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645794302876422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496900621080816,0.0,0.0,0.12137023328031955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SomewhereInLifeToday,2018/03/13,"Meds and Sex I have been on Vyvanse for about 2 months.  I am 50 and just recently diagnosed ADHD.  I am also on Generic Prozac for severe OCD.  It appears that when taken together they kill my ability to get, and maintain, an erection, especially solo.  I can muddle through with my wife, but it is not what it used to be and most often requires me to finish it myself, if at all.

Anyone experience this?  Did Cialis or Viagra help?  Is it by chance all in my head now that I am thinking more clearly and dealing with 50 years of crap from undiagnosed ADHD?  Hoping to see my doc soon but like to have as much info as possible to advocate for myself.",3.0343808160343606,4.970730047244099,4.9867430207587695,79.87384395132428,75.29921259842521,7.767788117394417,26.50608446671439,8.575989854853784,2.0991007874015746,504,19,94,10,11,173,92,127,0.058,0.804,0.138,0.9028,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,2,0,1,0,11,6,2,1,3,24,18,13,1,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,13,2,22,14,5,12,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,6,8,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087647431647766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926987085669967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480023545020806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821918604300425,0.0,0.21483735580262495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705075508927634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105871715898368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172312121312662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187580047244985,0.0,0.0,0.21023290128613736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417796335034885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340971127928958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511410817224196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895042769683513,0.0,0.1555994594687685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386225238682309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089954384263925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867104235075714,0.0,0.0,0.2391232458518685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356275446142731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281216266921524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630648536598472
adhd,ladytrashdream,2018/03/13,"People with desk jobs - how do you take breaks without ending up on Wikipedia for 45 minutes? How many breaks are actually reasonable? I work a cubicle job that gives me waaay too much flexibility to schedule my own tasks. I try to plan a very structured day for myself, but figuring out how to include small breaks in that is crazy difficult. If I forgo breaks entirely I'll work through lunch, forget to drink water, and feel miserable and burnt out by the afternoon - but when I do take breaks I have no sense of what is a reasonable amount of time/frequency for them, and how to keep them short.

Setting a timer definitely helps (especially Free Timer with the pie-chart style clock face) but when the timer's up it's still very difficult to refocus when the things I do to relax don't have a good built-in ""stopping point.""

So basically two questions:

1. Has anyone found their magical number of breaks to take during a work day? My non-ADHD coworkers seem to instinctively know the perfect ratio of online shopping to actual work and I am mystified by them.

2. Any recommendations for inconspicuous 5-10 min activities I could do a few times a day to keep myself from burning out?",5.5568243243243245,7.095874896396397,6.139268018018018,75.75998310810813,68.05405405405406,9.874324324324323,30.091216216216218,10.125756701596842,3.091791891891891,945,36,173,24,16,307,141,222,0.109,0.79,0.102,0.3294,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,4,6,10,7,0,1,13,0,13,4,1,6,1,32,23,16,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,3,8,3,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,18,5,33,21,4,31,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,14,105,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.2648834912587106,0.0,0.16310734572971758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922932808552848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489757900446588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836023376409394,0.0,0.0,0.26258174771367954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295252894515866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020636865981348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862338633390053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488084056697072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019361812038996,0.0,0.11383429648824248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096929592405148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693594758735561,0.241265799899632,0.0,0.0,0.07458737613255736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759732701563054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976876413666827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409016712931877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829791574994304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203585784676069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790825854959779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355308791400765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838502445627224,0.11346680069438285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30613042033608473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016538660213383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827717791697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092143999497488,0.0,0.13257732115784598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396406591874915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082785731279295,0.0,0.39521893830352395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,annavere,2018/03/13,"Randomly developed an allergic reaction?? I've been on a prescription for adderall IR (20mg twice a day at first for about a year, then 3x a day for the past 4-5 months), and never had any problems until I went to a new pharmacy a few months ago that filled my prescription with a new shape/color pill than I'd seen before.

But honestly, I've routinely seen about like 3-5 different types of colors and shapes depending on the pharmacy, and didn't think this specific type would be any different. Long story short, it turned out that I was having a mild allergic reaction to it (symptoms: flushed/mild feverish face, slight headaches, the biggest symptom was these little bumps that spread all over my face) that I didn't even realize WAS an allergic reaction because I'd never really had one before. 

The bumps on my face is the biggest indicator for me, + the fact that they recede within a couple of days once I start taking my allergy medication. 

After that, I just avoided that pharmacy and went back to my usual one and using the shape/color pills that I'd been using for a long time without a problem, except I've recently once again started getting the little bumps on my face? 

I'm not 100% sure on this next part, but I've also felt like adderall randomly started being a lot less effective/feeling it a lot less recently, and at first I was worried maybe my tolerance just randomly shot up, but now I'm realizing it'd make a lot more sense if it was the allergies interfering, since I'd been using the same dose for a long time without having tolerance issues. 

So I'm wondering, 1) does having some kind of allergic reaction to the adderall also decrease its effectiveness, and 2) if anyone's had a similar random/recent development of allergies to adderall? Like, I used to be fine, and I feel as though I've randomly started getting allergic reactions in the past couple months, and I'm confused as to why I randomly started getting an allergy when I was fine before. 

Obviously I'll go see my doctor asap, but I'm out of town right now and won't be back for a week or two, so just wanted to ask here for now until I can see my doctor when I'm back.",11.85727632620744,7.181177878859861,11.780703087885986,60.590563737133856,58.809976247030875,15.692224861441016,45.643863816310365,13.241360182570464,5.849884433887569,1721,74,310,47,15,586,201,421,0.05,0.887,0.063,0.73,2,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,3,21,12,0,2,32,0,26,17,4,7,6,62,60,29,0,6,14,0,2,3,0,2,13,0,0,0,17,13,0,1,7,0,0,4,8,4,0,6,19,7,22,8,46,34,11,69,0,0,5,0,2,21,0,15,47,199,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151326961921405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903108521725076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972314899844872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056409638405994764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541997077587824,0.0,0.0,0.18610163450595987,0.0,0.04917855912257735,0.0,0.20594472840174624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853008138497636,0.0,0.1560855566172636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857581854474454,0.0,0.16514798412080298,0.07059898912853549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328489018847568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158312256012434,0.0,0.07746038049026653,0.0,0.0,0.13724374734904746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644763083758967,0.0,0.04584930122626102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420344534335619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401030393871843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824077611247134,0.16171452231573252,0.0,0.2141837594737693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576028013479136,0.0,0.0,0.053851000523304514,0.0,0.08104859736241413,0.0,0.0,0.08127129068572725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318136999197516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444263147869633,0.15583229016763853,0.0857984775231742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183188285414144,0.10933455320173507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736285759002242,0.1540262931845085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438961898668005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168228996156775,0.0,0.1593131021435123,0.0,0.0,0.06889576812828009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857461005371618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673496016225297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855099021410392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603496669903892,0.16770384300437016,0.06065734762815906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051693101608572815,0.07926250054573689,0.0,0.09408415333543564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877509265440733,0.0788074767112614,0.0,0.0,0.2787082145302858,0.08885180392330604,0.0,0.047584038717366536,0.0,0.06471239232592538,0.0,0.0,0.14957254313191015,0.0727963845869264,0.0,0.0,0.15553509798386805,0.08748829000738813,0.0,0.08192909188219002,0.0,0.05730900479304062,0.0,0.0,0.051951873183065635
adhd,NeverHot1234,2018/03/13,"Discovered a great way to relax, calm it all down and FOCUS. This probably isnt groundbreaking, but I was amazed at how relaxed I felt doing it.

Just lie on your bed (Preferably after a warm Shower/bath), and listen to music.

There is a catch though, no words. It seems to energize me whenever i hear a song I know the words to, like i want to sing it. 

If your open to recommendations, Lofi Hip Hop radio on Youtube. Its always very chill. Works if your struggling to read stuff aswell (I have about 12 books I havent got through the first chapter of next to my bed, working my way through them now though).

The best part about this is, I can always fall straight to sleep with no trouble afterward. I am unmedicated though so you medicated people might not have the same success.",2.7554000000000016,5.191061073333337,3.3353333333333346,88.96100000000001,78.26666666666667,6.4,23.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.0059333333333342,611,20,123,9,15,191,104,150,0.075,0.696,0.229,0.9783,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,5,10,12,0,1,8,0,11,3,2,1,1,20,18,10,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,8,4,0,0,4,7,0,2,5,2,0,1,3,5,17,10,20,14,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,6,85,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818584566937833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774313918463228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262155351709998,0.0,0.0,0.1440658518790454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354604886124218,0.18673078495796933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089205616285648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093081203968683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274552133953564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706222389304366,0.0,0.17967457570265233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801266869063964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834109712741192,0.0,0.1174196826879491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260927357114015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694156180232596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541878904098413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694921009868424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706207252077372,0.19388788149082775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992148589826802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397478097660216,0.09989868691399396,0.26887570229428503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466064400974346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mysteryman151,2018/03/13,Sooo it’s midnight currently and I just realised I’ve been staring at the wall thinking for 3 hours Did you guys know that the bird eating spider has fangs 1cm long each neither did I until 5 hours ago or did you know that they are native to the area I live in I didn’t know that either and now my paranoia is kicking in because I can’t shut off my mind and stop thinking about them,4.346341463414635,4.336976560975611,4.908439024390244,89.0816829268293,69.97560975609754,7.04780487804878,28.59512195121951,5.6839178017228535,1.012933658536585,306,10,67,1,5,98,60,82,0.058,0.942,0.0,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,14,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,11,0,8,9,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,8,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115347123220126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896063362662294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668288867813522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25819950060153285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136042896729558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42993079340189294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026130084357996,0.2307698498826227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26329949021904897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801218998334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341768580629977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway389888,2018/03/13,"Am I in the right place? Hey guys! I posted this in another sub and was directed here. So here's the copypasta.

Hey guys. 29/f here. Sorry about this novel! I've been dealing with some issues for a while now. Nothing too troublesome and I get by just fine. I just have some, what I consider ""quirks"", that interfere with my daily life a bit. It's never crossed my mind that I could have adhd/add, because I've always classified people with adhd as hyperactive, restless, in constant motion, unable to focus, etc. I don't really consider myself to have those issues, but I read something a while back that made me wonder. I learned that adhd/add can manifest differently in men and women and that there are different types of adhd/add. Some of the symptoms really clicked with me. 

The main problem I have (and it may seem trivial to some, but is a constant source of frustration for me) is that my hands seem to operate on auto pilot while my mind is elsewhere. I'll put things places and 5 minutes later I have no idea where I put it. This happens pretty much every day, all day, I spend a large part of my day looking for things that I've misplaced; phone, keys, cooking utensils, remotes, etc. Pretty much anything I put my hands on is lost the second I put it down. Frequently I'll find them in odd places that make no sense for me to have put them in (screwdriver in the fridge, keys in the medicine cabinet, remote in the dish drainer, etc). Once I literally lost our pet turtle while I was carrying him around giving him some lovins. I guess I got distracted and set him down and we didn't find him until a week later in our laundry room. This doesn't just effect me, I frequently misplace my husband and children's things, and to say the least, they're fed up lol. 

Another issue is when I'm concentrating on something or thinking about something and someone tries to speak to me. When they finally grab my attention I sort of space out and struggle to let go of what I was focusing on and listen to them. Sometimes I stare at them while  they're speaking to me, but I don't really hear them and I have to ask them to repeat themselves a couple times before I really hear them. 

I'm very disorganized. I would consider myself a secret clutterer. I get extremely stressed out about minor messes and I need my house to appear perfect, but hidden away in every drawer, every closet, even a room that I keep closed off, is junk. Just piles and piles of disorganized, jumbled messes. Every drawer and cabinet in our house is stuffed full of odds and ends, papers, toys, you name it. I can't even wrap my head around how some people have a place for everything and everything in it's place. My place for everything is wherever it can be hidden away.

Lastly, I have a real problem with chores that require multiple steps. Laundry is the bane of my existence. My laundry room is piled high to the ceiling with clothes that came out of the dryer clean and end up right back on the floor only to become dirty again. My clothes are rarely hung up or folded and put away. I usually just grab what I need out of the dryer and go about my day. I know this sounds like I'm just lazy, but no matter how much I commit to a wash, dry, and put away routine, it just never happens. Another example is when I decided to repaint our living room. I didn't have any painters tape to protect the trim, so I just sort of painted the whole wall up to about 2 inches around all the trim and planned to finish the rest later. Well later never came. Honestly after a while I completely forgot about it until about a month later when my husband asked me if I was ever going to finish the job and I realized that I had just stopped noticing it.

There are other little things, like my inability to read a book all the way through, hundreds of sketches that I've started, but never finished (I love to sketch, but in 29 years I've never completed a single drawing lol), missing exits and roads while driving, being unable to focus on a phone conversation if there's commotion around me, taking hours in the grocery store because I travel back and forth across the aisles for things that I've missed on my list, losing my train of thought, *major* procrastinating, I'm infamous for doing things at the last minute, I'm constantly late every where I go. Feeling overwhelmed when I have too much going on even though I have ample time to complete all tasks  (sometimes having a list of 3 or 4 things to do in a week is more than I can handle and some of these things are simple, like scheduling an appointment). Another weird thing is when I'm checking out at the register and I have to put in my pin code after scanning my card. I know my pin code like the back of my hand, but it takes me a good 20 seconds of deep concentration to remember it in that moment. 

I don't know if these things are just normal personality traits or something that is maybe out if the ordinary and I can do something about. I'm a bit embarrassed to talk to my GP about it because honestly it feels a little silly telling him that I can't finish a book, do laundry or find things that I've misplaced lol. I get by okay, I'm happy and content with my life, but it would be a nice change of pace if I could remember where my toothbrush is every morning : )  

I guess what I want to know is if this seems like adhd? I know I can't be diagnosed online, I'm just wondering if all of these things together point on that direction and if anyone can relate. If so, how can I go about managing it? Do I *need* to speak to my doctor? Is there anything that he/I can do that will really make a difference? Is it worth the effort? Do I see a therapist or do I need to be referred? I was diagnosed with epilepsy this year and another reason to visit a doctor on a regular basis feels overwhelming.  Thanks for reading this mess!
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adhd,GlobalCitezen,2018/03/13,"Just did T.O.V.A test again, 14 years after the last time - I had a huge improvement in the results!! how is it possible?? Hi guys, 
a background about myself (you can just skip this part).
I am 24 years old, diagnosed with ADHD when I was 11. 
Now I am computer science student who takes 30LA ritalin almost daily. I feel my ADHD in many aspects of my life. I can't study without Ritalin, and with Ritalin I can seat for 10 hours and study.
I always feel bad for having ADHD. even though I am intelligent guy,  I feel like I below many people, because my wisdom come out mostly when I take Ritalin.
I always feel jealous when I see other guys from my university able to mange their life without any pills, and can switch from ""studying mode"" to ""social mode"" so easy, while I can't do it during the influence of Ritalin. 

My university ask me to renew my diagnosis, since I did it 14 years ago, when I was 11. 
I just done today the T.O.V.A test, and got those scores: 
Without Ritalin  4.77  (-10 -- 10).
With 22.5 mg Ritalin  6.38  (-10 -- 10).

here are the results of 14 years ago, when I was 11: 
Without Ritalin  (-3.26) (-10 -- 10).
With 10 mg Ritalin  2.03  (-10 -- 10).

I am pretty confused now. I diagnosed 14 years ago in very good clinic, and I went to the same clinic now. The T.O.V.A results  have a huge different, by T.O.V.A test alone I even don't considered to have ADHD. I don't know how it can be. I defiantly feel I have. It's a long time I read posts here and feel exactly the same as you do. I can't be in class without ritalin without check my phone/ laptop, every few minutes, I always forget things. 

I have to wait another week to the appointment with the Professor to get the diagnosis (T.O.V.A itself is not enough to diagnose, but it plays a great role).   

There is someone else here it happen to him? There is someone else who can explain me how this huge different can be? 

Thank you a lot! ",2.561192325987001,4.626729530997308,4.155076105914066,84.7078068019661,77.14016172506739,7.599207230061836,26.00610432852386,8.4952907291091,1.906994228634851,1460,56,291,30,34,487,175,371,0.025,0.88,0.095,0.9754,2,1,0,0,0,0,100.0,0,3,1,0,25,9,1,1,17,0,37,18,0,7,1,48,56,19,0,0,11,0,6,1,0,0,18,0,0,3,15,13,0,1,8,2,1,2,12,3,0,0,9,7,45,6,38,44,7,39,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,4,28,192,60,9,0.07865030453026588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780895278994014,0.0,0.20915624843476394,0.0,0.07875691897411025,0.08145799580257053,0.0,0.0,0.19633006174113854,0.0,0.0,0.05348490411444376,0.0824717019463652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352741772511523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566971905735705,0.04794449563591618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775027317892429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394852105669472,0.0,0.16434565674025645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048656833694505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140447449677986,0.0,0.0,0.08126678913140761,0.0,0.10389556874710476,0.0,0.06626627372656824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386077428864271,0.05618779327149586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109153794545629,0.0,0.0,0.06596814390156315,0.06290383337490768,0.0867122384045845,0.0,0.23362850060468,0.06955020454949458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745470706493432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043224150486674905,0.06411049550847672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111060721111294,0.038424566013153416,0.0,0.0,0.06960304452853787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686567635012611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947812828052385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253026419923208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517061539005258,0.0,0.05452621816440111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866640093246671,0.07532525078775767,0.0800156350021569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867158841965735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267410982136715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506034465725713,0.0,0.0,0.08017408080220456,0.13328029559721827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827048171118155,0.0,0.0,0.0724106334098014,0.0,0.0,0.052251767541111736,0.0,0.07727352487157874,0.0,0.09172325012118533,0.0,0.07455129235596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489473816370105,0.0,0.0,0.06308853018094329,0.0,0.0,0.07290962026323927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548965215470843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532410873298297
adhd,jenni268,2018/03/13,"Starting tomorrow! Hi all!  I am a 33 yo woman and I am starting on Adderall tomorrow morning.  I am a little nervous and don't really know what to expect.

A little backstory:

I started with a new doctor about a year ago and she has helped me tremendously.  She first brought ADHD to me a while back, but I dismissed the idea.  It had never been suggested before, and I erroneously thought that it looked like it does on TV.  In December I started on a new medication for an unrelated issue.  Suddenly, I felt.... pleasantly weighed and slowed down.  For the first week, I felt like my words were sort of getting caught in my mouth and I was even getting frustrated.  My husband told me, though, that I was speaking at a normal rate for the first time in the 15 years he's known me.  When I brought my concerns to my doctor she just looked at me and said, ""Yes, it has that effect on people with ADHD.""

I had a few months left on that medication and I couldn't combine it with Adderall.  But now I am picking it up tomorrow.  Yesterday I searched for my wallet for 30 minutes and this morning I brewed coffee without putting a cup underneath. I used to do things such as that all the time.  Seriously, ALL THE TIME.  But it all stopped (mostly) when I was on the medication.

So I am very excited about tomorrow, even if I am a little nervous, too.

TL;DR - Never thought I had ADHD, doctor and (non-ADHD) medication convinced me otherwise.  Start on Adderall tomorrow morning.",3.627661290322578,5.679251268817207,5.015434587813623,79.80981854838711,73.94623655913979,8.090860215053763,30.97983870967742,8.841846274778883,2.7939688172043016,1140,54,209,24,24,380,140,279,0.048,0.8809999999999999,0.071,0.8444,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,4,13,9,1,2,19,1,19,9,1,3,6,42,39,20,0,4,6,1,2,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,15,13,1,1,8,1,0,4,5,4,0,3,17,6,37,5,32,21,6,57,0,0,2,0,12,19,0,3,36,159,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423772123661373,0.0,0.08157323535300225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076035217877145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830517743573236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825696989207567,0.08053034054422199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156124062702806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671388490305914,0.0,0.0,0.23482529667942625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615690817538293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616813782385952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388327303241096,0.0,0.09604857253907148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050573681068144534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998374683043493,0.0,0.0,0.08991601800619108,0.2766950146266693,0.0,0.0,0.1545530412874609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708157749099963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345223920949466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194831420253254,0.1777536413749253,0.0,0.0,0.0901634418036363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379747285371397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250898350955522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589525779630184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753537336248489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256733549867803,0.0,0.0,0.07693572408207579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113629064116965,0.0,0.09041257162639467,0.1461126791173557,0.16097883981291367,0.0,0.0,0.08793234930440705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947871387978607,0.0,0.07592898307865009,0.0,0.0,0.07381566019238799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887073211800225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852016837593768
adhd,bruno-melchi,2018/03/13,"Lead poisoning and ADHD I recently learned that lead poisoning causes a lot of ADHD-like symptoms, like reduced working memory, executive function, increased anxiety, and reduced socialization. [Here's an article claiming that](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4888135/), but there are plenty more just by googling ""lead toxicity and adhd.""

Researching it further, I stumbled upon [this thread](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/2z9b66/does_one_have_to_be_born_with_adhd/) in r/ADHD. A comment stood out to me: ""lead does not damage the nerve cells equally it has a preference for brain regions implemented with ADHD [...] and specifically the [Broca's] area of the brain resulting in delays in language and speech development.""

Besides ADHD, I also have a speech impairment—a stutter. I also spent the first 17 years of my life in one of the 3000 cities with lead levels higher than Flint, Michigan's.

Ok.. partly I'm venting here. If my adhd, anxiety, and stutter are caused by lead poisoning, then... just wow. First learning I had ADHD, and now this.

Before I ask a doctor about it, is this reasonable? Has anyone had a similar experience?",8.042844744455163,11.524642863387985,7.243207971713279,62.3055448408872,65.72131147540983,9.770363227258118,36.44776599164256,10.056822442137396,4.862345162327227,936,47,114,25,17,289,117,183,0.106,0.8270000000000001,0.067,-0.7020000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,0,9,9,9,3,0,12,1,8,8,2,10,0,30,12,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,10,0,1,4,0,1,7,1,6,0,3,4,2,9,3,18,8,5,23,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,8,80,16,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8920002839915088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190010152927115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617639393486807,0.0,0.0,0.05766391114554027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709693974846167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701746418698823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412429887652398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943578722167635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441003125801852,0.07216876319562085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806700432858128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402953728484708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824995907828585,0.0402899563514113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701117920403308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588280778885644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930537758873808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479138024980798,0.08142772073989751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406627715533822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571637556129008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003806941243645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310702716283162
adhd,hooliganess,2018/03/13,"I'm always amazed at how I forget that ADHD is so much more than focus issues. Last week, I was late for 2 appointments and I cried and felt like I was going to die from shame. Tonight I reread some old articles about emotional hypersensitivity and rejection dysphoria and I remembered that these feelings are my reality. Their intensity is overwhelming and others usually do not understand this. 

So, I stop beating myself up and I do the things that help. For some reason, validation helps me a lot. That's one reason I'm so happy you all are here . ",4.412610571736785,6.7317097864077695,5.943236245954694,72.83636461704424,72.49514563106796,9.626321467098165,26.97842502696871,9.994966539143718,3.0509382955771303,440,16,77,13,9,149,76,103,0.18,0.669,0.151,-0.5315,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,20,14,10,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,13,3,8,11,6,10,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,8,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661767345997914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382420568496545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626907740180285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043356875046992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146927851722495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955104073718277,0.0,0.18904060672650103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189436027734992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095878888397328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639359136345709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054969301134536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048766413460056,0.22209500965444767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618813262832124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738470235022698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473322920179632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659783108360047,0.0,0.13341446390147849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40486142293481336,0.0,0.0,0.22303247916032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646047900242445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080173617545027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496437059564995,0.0,0.0,0.21684116210243115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792938055027375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Itsokaytobewrong,2018/03/13,"Undiagnosed ADHD with diagnosed Schizoaffective Bipolar type Hi guys. I’ve never posted to this sub before, so nice to meet you all!

About a year ago my mental health and behaviour took a turn for the worse and I got convinced by my family to make this journey. Since then it’s become known to me after consulting with multiple doctors that I have Schizoaffective Bipolar type disorder (recently upped from BP1), PTSD, and BPD. I take my pills for the former, and I’ve been diligent with therapy for the latter two. 

My current diagnoses make complete sense. I have clear mood swings and I have psychosis/ hallucinations/ and delusions in between the episodes too. And I’ve got a heavily traumatic history. All of it made sense so I began treatment. Now I’m actually better. I’m not depressed, I’m not manic, and I’m not seeing things or hearing stuff. I’m much better at handling loud noises and I try to curb my vigilance. My relationships are flourishing because screw BPD. All good. 

But since the veil of all of these illnesses has lifted a little, I’ve been noticing that I’m still rooted due to a lot of other behaviours and problems. I read about ADHD and filled the questionnaire out. I gave almost every single question max points. 

The questionnaire made me think, “wow, don’t other people have to deal with that too?”
The inattention, the incomplete projects, the impossibility to start. All of it. I thought everyone does that. I told my doctor at the last visit and he made me fill out the questionnaire there but there wasn’t any time left to go over it. I’m assuming that will be part of what we do next session. 

Is there any advice you guys have for me? What’s the full process? He goes over the questionnaire, asks me some questions, and hands me pills? How do those of you with a comorbid affective disorder get by? What does wellness look like? I would pay an arm and a leg, and then an eye and an ear for the ability to call on my brain cells when I need them rather than tailor my day to fit when my mind is in the mood to focus on things. 

I hear I may need to bring my school reports in. Mine literally say things like, “intelligent but always distracted” or “can achieve better results, needs to work on remaining attentive in class” or even “does not remain in class in mind, disturbs and disrupts class”. Does this mean something? 

I have so many questions again. This feels like last year when I got diagnosed bipolar. Sorta changed my life... and here we go again. 

Edit: also is ADHD an “always present” situation or does it ebb and flow like my rapid cycling mood swings? Are there days that are just total trash from a health perspective and other that are good? Because that’s what’s happening with me. Even in the same day I can go from scrambled brained to clear then right back to scrambled. ",4.088052589321556,6.392827183018872,4.459570453633082,83.17453833801689,73.39622641509433,7.8313930148534725,27.12565234845444,8.656518465578396,2.124352468887997,2237,84,413,44,47,703,268,530,0.044,0.853,0.103,0.9861,1,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,2,3,1,5,27,21,1,2,29,0,26,22,7,9,9,86,66,38,0,6,13,0,2,4,0,3,14,5,0,2,30,30,0,1,10,1,1,10,7,5,1,1,14,10,45,13,61,48,13,64,1,1,3,1,27,23,1,14,34,265,75,17,0.0,0.0,0.06799785789439883,0.0,0.2512263047521395,0.06809071922244428,0.061767324089167734,0.0,0.06977469009330793,0.0,0.0,0.055723258778603034,0.11595907502417815,0.0,0.0,0.09476989851475497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514161361260984,0.0,0.0,0.05357979963374057,0.0,0.08495284905128679,0.0769563450924478,0.05929274781859752,0.0,0.0,0.18487951613901973,0.0,0.0,0.17551963349568647,0.15557237386126652,0.07115131068280751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371244939214504,0.0,0.07305840070685833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481396127672424,0.07183726266693229,0.0600154843277693,0.21217191539364827,0.0,0.0,0.15971917231334645,0.1426413463148614,0.3048882162072376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204627613454837,0.0,0.058708603296550525,0.06658245065190144,0.0,0.0,0.0656883242040435,0.0,0.035232420487900463,0.049779573828100825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036405046857459385,0.0,0.11880265004734647,0.11688895037337413,0.16718894809196727,0.0,0.0,0.13798877558101266,0.06161800171439456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813366288410582,0.1570693781677584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359738329283492,0.0,0.0,0.07570777924155829,0.0,0.049217210690956685,0.1361689726038662,0.06983790115448071,0.0,0.0,0.058513848009448685,0.0,0.0,0.05923964403360137,0.0,0.197799369548556,0.0930241959166472,0.07064482157492925,0.0,0.07590220340838964,0.0,0.0,0.07022128794391219,0.0,0.14071434755600648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051222990257546834,0.15500103407876575,0.053741692905258466,0.0,0.07410572045928668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933140941898308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545690424800393,0.0,0.04830750140989967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587034474558101,0.0,0.06673440376259801,0.0,0.0,0.06667457440228139,0.08145246591228694,0.0,0.23417343091313755,0.0,0.0696990914910518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688008258057965,0.07481049532207483,0.0,0.059506539989164026,0.0,0.05541251965559082,0.0,0.0705201179004221,0.0555261257883564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528042094476065,0.07832350366096402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364324919426147,0.0,0.0,0.04932002899633593,0.0,0.055646725704474674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976719825901803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239086493020829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968542144934257,0.0,0.13887735583741426,0.04464828104255943,0.0,0.05531832325592639,0.04063110539951755,0.0,0.0,0.06658245065190144,0.07741730498652018,0.047308305654520134,0.07579208652929854,0.06806746469002406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265089955165737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072804098933149,0.0,0.07101011244444698,0.0494988397416014,0.0,0.0,0.08974357360596999
adhd,AnOrangeBackpack,2018/03/13,"Failing out of college. Think I may have ADHD along with anxiety and depression. Please help me. Hey all, I’m currently losing my mind. I’m in my second year of university and it’s hell. I can’t do it. The first year was okay and I managed a 3.3 and now I’m failing literally everything. 

I can’t sit and pay attention to lectures, when I try to do homework my mind wanders, and I can’t bring myself to get motivation for anything :(. I lose all of my stupid fucking papers and I just get lost in thought when my professor talks.

I already have been diagnosed with depression and am currently on meds for it and they help a bit but not much.

In elementary/high school I was a straight A student but that’s because it’s grade school. You could not show up for a week and get an A. My sleep schedule is so shitty and everyday I have this “overwhelming feeling that life is just too much for me and I don’t know how to get rid of it” feeling if that makes sense??

I also do the thing where I talk WAY to fast and mumble and people tell me to slow down. Everyday I worry that I can’t pass college because I feel like this is hindering me. Do I need to see a doctor? I really don’t want to drop out of school but this is getting to a point where I’m barely able to function anymore. 

I was also told if these symptoms weren’t present before she 12 then I don’t have ADHD? Is this true? The only way I cope with things is that I completely blow my money on stupid things and impulse buy everything. I don’t smoke or drink or anything. 

Can someone just lead me in the right direction or talk to me? Thank you.",1.2958041585214133,3.4537140815710003,3.1082752799004822,90.11742269415322,81.90030211480362,6.4318819975119945,23.93468988803981,7.618777277803332,1.1645538652923408,1255,47,269,21,34,418,166,331,0.124,0.792,0.084,-0.9354,3,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,8,13,16,4,1,13,1,31,7,1,4,3,54,55,30,0,5,13,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,18,21,1,0,8,2,3,3,11,12,0,2,8,4,42,4,34,45,5,38,1,8,1,1,12,15,2,6,17,183,60,18,0.10205995563203406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453124668290408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112625698921517,0.16323461929138253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807558670812306,0.0,0.10121605165881174,0.0,0.0,0.16797329482673493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442960333405627,0.0,0.0868455051719371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142303825342227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107007921708274,0.0,0.0,0.08148656987800591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580818047190594,0.10358870662132592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446268923999737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999799018884837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834498145162867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481374037831852,0.0729116526960685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681214612325566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435278440960036,0.26661057224206125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681727385723866,0.10783194660563927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608948251694063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072087964934375,0.0498613390743262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283579688532764,0.11141049776169333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681258128929263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336560293715675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610292233088096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005162111709636,0.0756761639041511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762119525589907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707555226884075,0.0,0.0,0.11203118325450416,0.09647964676525507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538222097240379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871586444636336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098703714618088,0.081328570891731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213366211141348,0.0,0.08647506920994814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060793719607508,0.0,0.2460957791238613,0.08920489969703566,0.0939630949584936,0.0,0.0,0.20341229860931065,0.06539589856861877,0.0,0.08102420456416418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975226612897214,0.0,0.06929201048271456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019760611404421,0.16202088456160751,0.08186634024639483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364683905247044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144653051988944
adhd,stikefour,2018/03/13,"Experiences with Reboxetine? After a few trials on Ritalin and Concerta my doctor put me on a Reboxetine trial. Though it's much more affordable than Concerta and the likes I don't really feel it works all that well. 

Mainly l'm a lot more optimistic and pleasant to be around when I'm on concerta. 

Does anybody here have experiences to share with Reboxetine or Edronax (trade name)? I believe it's only available in Europe; Hence the lack of clinical trials.

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adhd,Dikdrip,2018/03/13,"Dating Sites fir ADHDers? Just wondering if there are any dating websites/services for us ADHDers., They even have farmers specific dating....., surely we are a larger demographic. I can relate so much more closely with fellow ADHD peeps, I wish there was a  Match for ADHD singles. ",6.353749999999998,8.927900208333337,6.544166666666667,69.51750000000001,67.75,7.3000000000000025,32.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,3.0672333333333333,222,10,29,3,4,71,39,48,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924198566200452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959007425781636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027068857212384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176812438952125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715070898750501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34651851481338275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312718031974455,0.0,0.31240483226713395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LPNinja,2018/03/13,"I probably have ADD and I really don‘t know how to deal with that I never considered having ADD.


I went to therapy because I dealt with other issues such as major depression/Dysthemia/social anxiety and much more.


I mentioned once that I always have problems concentrating since I‘m small and that I was always slower than most people. that I kept dreaming and dreaming, drifting off.


My therapist suggested to test wether I have ADD and I was suprised because I never considered it. I just thought I was incredibly stupid and lazy.


Turns out that it‘s probably the case. (Diagnosis is still not 100% done).


Now a lot makes more sense but I still can‘t help the fact that I feel really stupid. I got a lot of times that I seem smart but I don‘t know why people would think that because I can‘t study, I can‘t keep anything in mind, I am always sitting around and dreaming.


It makes university hell for me because I love learning languages but I can‘t physically bring myself to study


My therapist also said one treatment is with Ritalin but I‘m scared of that because I read that it makes suicidality and depression worse.


Can some of you maybe give me advice for how to deal with this?


In my 21 years I always thought I‘m stupid because everyone around me always accused me of being lazy and doing this on purpose, so it‘s a bit of a shock that it‘s maybe just an illness and not my actual intelligence...",4.785496342737722,7.026906206896554,5.131837338906305,79.40030564263327,71.22222222222223,8.270358760013933,28.721873911529087,8.97023862654752,2.5321249042145597,1124,44,197,23,22,356,138,261,0.183,0.77,0.047,-0.9895,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,12,10,4,1,7,0,21,3,0,5,3,53,43,19,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,20,20,0,2,8,4,0,3,10,8,0,1,10,2,36,2,25,31,9,19,1,1,0,1,9,8,1,5,7,145,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.09732641285203747,0.0,0.0,0.09745932674419823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975758438993377,0.4149351596954203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629656285779643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207293462353055,0.17756956802286866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647830821036832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888416213495344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205643627637218,0.08590111491851284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206294478813004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953005180091293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042872243868793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956743492595361,0.0,0.0,0.07976673133618929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684988339508117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409682886241484,0.0,0.08864854029417156,0.0,0.0,0.10962286443041988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695812847921185,0.09001421330142861,0.0,0.19972051129330212,0.0,0.20039327214630834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070333910893016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331627865489795,0.0,0.1538426754321462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621390864492343,0.0675826281631338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382865864207631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506115936319026,0.09543237619467512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976141549054328,0.0,0.12778485420422306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487027802121112,0.0,0.09985155917568066,0.0,0.0,0.0907944756113022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250134776341718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929608277333426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909327442432054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405500800204114,0.23159871108952795,0.0,0.06390579304175233,0.0,0.1583559875033136,0.05815594580772573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848241595968697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092454812041412,0.08999480671185764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163790058167614,0.0708484746662111,0.0,0.0,0.06422570038277138
adhd,wyguypro,2018/03/13,"Any advice on hesitating to take you meds? I've been in Vyvanse since I was in 6th grade. I'm a junior now. This year especially I started to get really down on myself for taking medicine because my ""natural self"" is dependent on these amphetamines. I feel extremely fake when I'm on my medication. I like the drive it gives me, but when I'm off I get extremely depressed and tend to self deprecate. For instance, this past spring break I decided I was going to be super productive and write a ton of music (one of my passions) the whole week. My plan was to get up early and take my pills and the get to it. But I found myself hesitating the first day. I wanted to be driven but I wanted that drive to come out of me naturally I guess. The 2nd and 4th day of the break I took my meds and I felt great. Every time I took them I should say ""oh yeah this is so worth it I don't know what I was thinking"". But every other day I couldn't bring myself to do it. Does anyone else struggle with this? ",0.7866680805938486,3.050988112195125,3.0821845174973497,88.83996818663842,84.95121951219511,6.296924708377519,19.644750795334037,7.586124646067393,0.6807242841993637,773,22,166,14,23,264,115,205,0.073,0.825,0.103,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,4,7,0,1,8,1,13,3,0,1,0,26,40,13,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,6,0,1,8,2,3,0,2,10,3,31,4,26,26,2,34,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,2,15,108,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296776749345202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253347574374196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951445516247108,0.1394216176893052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294809343733889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721378889302099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263265121335448,0.0,0.11719842376802668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907733067614384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367051091135147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929268488113985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880197990510394,0.0,0.13065024663662245,0.0,0.0,0.11574258560955886,0.0,0.14919568216557008,0.0,0.0,0.28436755325300084,0.13053244930390046,0.07733272771724269,0.0,0.0,0.15001961659924415,0.1498984053127758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478149109222126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664777979134818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022901423149621,0.13707800175214924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220575893960764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989590979100232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717106587247839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820974009277687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839050830642593,0.0,0.0,0.11255998162285202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631230545430118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225176764406025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069271301451256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718930157360481,0.0,0.0,0.07934454852966456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023615061485248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051732137235564,0.0,0.10914857330052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519192817247224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762576431515154
adhd,throwaway_nibba,2018/03/13,"Homework makes me want to bang my head on some concrete. I tried cutting out all my distractions (closing out all the tabs that are not homework) and focusing just on my homework and I feel so fucking frustrated.  I have this urge to start banging my head on concrete (other materiel's would work but I would prefer concrete).  I'm crying this shit isn't even that hard but i can't do it.  Everyone tells me to ""just do it"",  ""stop being lazy"", ""is ADHD even real"",  ""there's nothing wrong with you just work harder"".  I wish I could get treatment for this but I'm not seeing a psychiatrist until 2 months from now and schools going to be over by then and this is my junior year I'm so fucked no college for me.  I can already see it ""Remember jack, he was so smart and had so much potential but he was so lazy sucks that he works at McDonald's now"".  Fuck this was way to much info and I spent to much time typing this sorry about this rant i guess.

**TLDR;Can't do homework kinda want 2 die.**

**Throw some tips down in the comments for your boi to get his shit done.**

Also does anyone else not turn shit in until like 2 weeks (more  like 1 tbh) before the end of the quarter and then it's just enough to get by.

**fuck me im so invested in this thread now, no one has even seen it yet wtf is wrong with me no homework is getting done tonight guess there's always tomorrow**",-0.045128114819050325,2.2991372599278,1.5286325614158685,96.13640574095275,95.17328519855594,4.290886677819847,18.669454961697628,6.088129875631209,-0.09974871885180914,1059,33,226,11,41,340,153,277,0.219,0.701,0.08,-0.9941,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,3,21,16,10,1,5,0,24,9,5,1,2,43,50,22,1,7,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,17,12,0,1,4,0,2,2,8,13,0,2,8,5,23,3,31,37,9,32,0,0,3,4,8,12,8,5,19,150,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249327931253283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247607081768918,0.08150887752585755,0.08480923631647676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126788556990955,0.10443355637058298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673012716861032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137831145159849,0.0,0.11195912848548703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578139864630612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919469829519515,0.2086080246862141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514472795307552,0.0,0.09027473425869796,0.1053151147053706,0.0,0.20196024458936684,0.0,0.0,0.09739309822348736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153602121329107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769097306466659,0.2130050948683697,0.0,0.05792596523551252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245623572662519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130421067315644,0.0,0.2092076064663713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100958040490839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959019226503173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803530480904749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135505538809558,0.0,0.2247784065895536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779917672441296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906658725887496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601224096878884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546043609533065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315289843137636,0.16244104474759746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138716866293164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409598147036328,0.07214258984755792,0.0,0.0,0.08521333265509819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908638713621132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943291663733726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919995305498512,0.11086444033883312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023526199037055,0.08090281641046684,0.08175757727865574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172079891397394,0.0,0.0,0.22260645397037354,0.0,0.0,0.1448082884814866,0.22287658461451448,0.0,0.06563594906433051
adhd,wop_doo,2018/03/13,"[Random] I like me better when I'm with you... *looks at Adderall*

I was listening to an acoustic version of LAUV's I Like Me Better and happened to see my Adderall on my nightstand. Gave it an appreciative nod. Anyone else thank their inanimate medicine from time to time? ",2.6758823529411764,5.5059466862745134,3.4583333333333366,85.40750000000003,82.13725490196079,5.752941176470588,28.10784313725491,7.1686216300943375,1.7911019607843146,215,10,38,3,6,68,39,51,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,5,8,6,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,5,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426042902984968,0.3139700078673528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420184110696064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559798960635693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097180974938395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29940887331278226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573209589628201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441821281868669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821162138522522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573593383718325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,insomniartist,2018/03/13,"Any recommendations for simple budgeting apps I really need to start keeping better track of my finances, but every time I start to make a budget, I get overwhelmed, or lose the journal, or registry. I'm hoping if I have a simple app on my phone, I'll use it more often, or at least stop forgetting it places. 

Anyone have any apps or even techniques that've worked for them? ",9.998749999999998,7.2207780416666685,9.503333333333336,69.67500000000003,60.25,11.822222222222226,36.5,9.725611199111238,3.381549999999999,297,9,54,4,3,96,54,72,0.08900000000000001,0.813,0.097,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,11,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,7,11,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,7,4,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586044437744791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843617066111294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331915410883545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414919806842832,0.0,0.2221503490019907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775483337539404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26188026938704223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343588481551367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949753050374693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759993972614823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550532564103448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754753130714482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891147414044208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732489290873007,0.0,0.0,0.2204369514920593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374602252494454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772314948877465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919523098351313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cheeseturret,2018/03/13,"Becoming an adult I guess I should preface this by saying that my mom doesn't believe in modern medicine. I only know I have ADHD because my dad took me to the doctor several times as a kid behind my mom's back. I could never learn to cope with it and now im going off to college. Im 18 and just found this subreddit, I have immense difficulty remembering things, staying on task and something as simple as falling asleep is hard most days. I was wondering if medication is an option even though im technically not a kid anymore and if its worth getting medication after so long. 

Thanks in advance and sorry for the formatting, im on mobile",5.621428571428571,6.260031896825399,6.941388888888893,73.34875000000002,67.33333333333333,9.474603174603176,33.21031746031745,9.516144504307137,3.171098412698413,513,22,92,10,8,175,91,126,0.057,0.899,0.043,0.0972,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,8,4,1,0,1,21,16,12,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,2,11,1,16,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,6,8,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372296469240874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510436111336585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475308689091248,0.0,0.08304503972702469,0.15045623088145615,0.0,0.15348547628692724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876921972612023,0.0,0.0,0.08785760489503404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943801065791947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997916778168924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937005588802366,0.0,0.0,0.07117497756235916,0.0,0.07742311100048394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500736003488844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220360508283003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886106255060893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486889259595852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055998340014328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744764256651153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910376558286635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506960207115383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360967279433576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432295558007672,0.0,0.0,0.1083362111468438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390204318879036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487713620374813,0.0,0.1524992428209632,0.0,0.1452039215698062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254230302856969,0.0,0.0,0.09050569942815842,0.0,0.13384608301104428,0.0,0.07943728314559105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513574468652237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477365064967409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fleetfox17,2018/03/13,"Vent: Having a relatively high IQ and ADHD-PI is an even worse combination than just pure ADHD. I don't want this to seem like I'm bragging about what a genius I am because I'm clearly not, I'm in my late 20's and my life is a giant mess, just wanted to vent on the comments I get from well-meaning people sometimes. 

Before I was diagnosed with ADHD I took an IQ test as part of the process because my Family Doctor said it wasn't possible to have ADHD and graduate from a decent college in a timely manner. My tested IQ was 137, I also scored pretty highly on processing speed and working memory, so my doctor tried to use this as proof of me not having ADHD. Luckily I went to see a Psychologist who was much more understanding. Once I got diagnosed and read about ADHD, my struggles suddenly made a lot more sense. I always did really well on standardized test(my ACT was my saving grace for getting into a good college) and was in advanced classes but for some reason all my friends have achieved a whole lot more than me, while I've lived my life with nothing to show for it except shame. 

I realize that as much as ADHD is a genetic condition, so is intelligence, just a trait that I'm fortunate I got somewhat genetically lucky for, but it makes living with ADHD so much worse. I feel like it makes a little more aware of the beauty of life, of all the possibilities there are in the world, all the things to do, the food to eat, the places to travel, the people to help, these ethereal things that make life worth living. Having ADHD is like being just knowledgeable enough to be aware of how much your life sucks, because you have this condition that basically bars you from achieving anything. I never wanted to be rich, to have a huge house or a Ferrari, all I ever wanted was to achieve something scientifically, and to have a nice family life, and it sucks so much to know that I may have the ability but because of ADHD can't really access it, it is like some cruel cosmic joke. Thanks to anyone listening and sorry for the rant.",8.785078168620885,6.779366173366839,9.132328308207708,68.97061418202125,61.88944723618091,11.960022333891681,35.42769402568398,10.62613485830676,3.616123506420994,1619,53,297,31,18,543,198,398,0.078,0.7559999999999999,0.166,0.9895,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,5,16,20,3,2,28,0,32,13,0,7,9,59,61,24,0,4,11,0,1,4,1,1,10,2,0,0,20,13,3,0,7,5,2,5,6,6,1,0,14,4,29,14,52,43,21,27,0,0,1,0,9,15,2,9,11,213,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167605487400877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047694329117895375,0.049625510151728114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041701886875199136,0.0,0.049078888052434745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542470167630547,0.0,0.0507495055161858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106730515725715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220887555049638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102691964279506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061624376317210273,0.0,0.039391857944635865,0.053948068938239606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124471404746227,0.0,0.03015592941264322,0.04260704469814091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211729166182093,0.0,0.04607795049780192,0.0,0.062319193975022585,0.0,0.0,0.05002345691503013,0.0953995978214984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039975638235858285,0.12602651014003838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688169027156546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277675104494983,0.0,0.06727686003525926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527542605811112,0.1165489588614704,0.059775252122258475,0.15799044181008826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140810646381164,0.0,0.056433097162314164,0.11943109699319472,0.0,0.0,0.06496577460619096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192124266684385,0.0,0.04599827872522927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722647966380875,0.0,0.0,0.06351497672048861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645846367263024,0.0,0.08269415398912927,0.0,0.06231142330899918,0.0,0.0,0.13447096202902067,0.0,0.060675629680166376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059656442958590815,0.0,0.07641421112883771,0.06132016502045678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673158606870937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752560018992343,0.054294292323611416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591401935392199,0.058985785106181625,0.06676243688364479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234899445938447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490877848511682,0.0,0.0,0.07924473504142464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034776740553669895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626257157927372,0.04049185114713854,0.0,0.0,0.062087659215004816,0.0,0.05151007328694182,0.0,0.0,0.14070958479647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724759061996346,0.055287158804583784,0.0,0.06658626891884455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341885122088903,0.0,0.1215571288492083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Waldo26,2018/03/13,"Ritalin LA or Concerta experiences Basically I’ve been having trouble with my Ritalin IR it made me antisocial and irritable. I was curious about these two since IR might have made me have too many spikes. I haven’t heard much about Ritalin LA but a lot of people on here have complained about concerta having a really bad crash? I though the whole point of concerta was the OROS system made it more smooth? I Know a lot of this is based on each persons unique body but it would be nice to hear some opinions.

Also amphetamines are banned in the country I’m in so that’s a no go.",3.440526315789473,5.535845684210528,4.899859649122806,80.23768421052634,74.6140350877193,9.121403508771932,26.31228070175439,9.642632912329526,2.561518596491229,464,17,91,13,10,155,80,114,0.197,0.759,0.044,-0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,14,4,1,3,0,17,22,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,7,3,7,1,12,12,7,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,0,64,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693205199990312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385115363451194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217977004784468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195914606561806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152700005714364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211753257302324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784768115008396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336703237286851,0.0,0.5570575308754445,0.0,0.1989552846679117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817829513330946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425805573622622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604723573982302,0.17134810123953226,0.0,0.0,0.1855090422463662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571556384365706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233071621091788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928035687887546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916967374553147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909354864016486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940237277089493,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kitskullDubstep,2018/03/14,"Who else fixates on sounds, from movie SFX to synth to literally any sound at all? I'm currently locked down and hyper focused on **a particular set of UI SFX from the Titanfall series** and I'm looking for other people to share these interests with. What kinds of sounds get stuck in your head?

I'm often playing a sound in mine, normally a small riff from a song or a sci-fi sound. Clicks and whizzes, hydraulics, and metal sliding on metal takes priority when it comes to sound fixation for me personally.

What sounds do you play in your head?

(Edit) I'm an EDM producer, so of course these kinds of sounds are my favorite. Computers and automation are my main focus in all aspects of my life, so yes, I do enjoy Black Ops 3 and Infinite Warfare! [Here's an example of some replication SFX I created, in an attempt to emulate Titanfall's 'human kill' sound.](https://vocaroo.com/i/s0NjG8ceoN5T)",3.8697080838323368,6.433072838323356,5.014756736526948,77.69962013473055,75.10778443113773,8.725898203592815,29.00037425149701,9.354420925462401,3.0120661676646714,712,31,126,19,16,234,107,167,0.052000000000000005,0.8079999999999999,0.139,0.9167,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,2,5,8,1,0,9,1,4,3,2,1,2,15,13,10,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,7,8,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,12,10,7,27,12,4,17,0,0,3,0,7,11,0,3,3,74,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704223603371972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158770153899202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935122791556632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309325874748835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143932026789613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772611527201541,0.5219403351277915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770121810114648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044800609614836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554310147866126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374036569187246,0.2188216585811172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842638857787264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jellyfishin,2018/03/14,"[Advice] Tips and Tricks for motivation with ADHD I have a number of psychological disorders (depression, anxiety, reading disability, ADHD), and I was recently fired from my job so all in all, I'm not doing great psychologically. I'm a student in software engineering and am working on school and personal projects. I am having a LOT of issues with motivation, all I do all day is find things to do other than the work I need to do. The problem is, with school I at least have the anxiety of bad grades, but with personal projects, there are no repercussions if I don't get them done in time. I've made imaginary guidelines but I almost never get them done in time. I've done some Googling, and they seem to have things like ""make deadlines"", ""do work when you feel motivated"" which I understand and am trying to do, but I was hoping for some advice from actual ADHD/ADD people with tried and true methods.  

TL;DR:
I'm having a lot of motivational issues, and need tips and tricks to help me get work done.",6.889205741626793,7.057836073684211,7.666363636363638,70.86318181818183,64.57894736842105,10.90909090909091,32.53588516746412,10.637119530657019,3.4321052631578954,794,29,145,19,11,266,103,190,0.08900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.119,0.8659,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,3,8,3,9,2,0,7,0,24,0,0,6,6,44,38,15,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,14,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,2,16,4,25,31,9,12,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,8,7,104,20,16,0.0,0.0,0.10539785725257626,0.0,0.3894051228419556,0.2110835878382454,0.0,0.0,0.10815197793021937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524793229918974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018014034436428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965465818234727,0.0,0.0930250399938482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378374146818813,0.0,0.0,0.44210879124501545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461086187469975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871513515893032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928535916152385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907652326134555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239385754551246,0.0,0.0,0.10727390193681287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254595106791091,0.10717886363111064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052766066392197566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836449482053835,0.0,0.10219748269474804,0.07209455728359128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601695246459734,0.08330055464595458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487746372446584,0.1886125971622901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334674492454553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803479878758436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664247142020672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861480787958132,0.0,0.09832421538386342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350820432117126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595783395304538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665738600118716,0.0,0.0,0.11243760837603244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145173679558994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThisIsMyADHDAccount_,2018/03/14,"Overwhelmed by everything today and need to vent. I feel you guys will understand Hello,

Today I feel like everything is catching up with me.

I'm in school right now, doing full time studies. My university is pretty great and has a disability center. I have been seeing a learning strategist once a week, and she has been very helpful in getting me to nail down some habits. She registered me for a program my school offers as well to help students with disabilities find jobs, which is much needed since I'm unemployed right now (which would usually be fine as the provincial government is very generous with grants and loans. But due to unexpected expenses I am flat broke). Anyways there is a strike so I can't actually use either service anymore.

I hate relying on other people. I just get so overwhelmed by things sometimes. Today is bad, I seem to be more anxious than usual for some reason. But just in general. Those services were a healthy way to deal with that. The career centre people were going to help me look at my resume. I had plans to contact professors this week and try to get some volunteering experience with research. This is really key since I plan to do a masters and I will need letters of reference (and experience in general). With that in mind I had questions to ask my learning strategist, as I tried to look at research and see who I could email and where but I can't figure out exactly where to find profs that are looking? It's all just so confusing and I don't trust myself with this shit sometimes. My one friend is the only other friend who is in post secondary and she is really busy with graduate studies stuff right now so she is unable to help, which I totally understand.

I guess it just feels like the clock is ticking, my support network isn't really there, and I'm overwhelmed. But then I think man I need to do things for myself I can't just rely on people.

But I will say to my credit, last week was relatively good for productivity. This week fell apart somewhat as I procrastinated an assignment and stayed up very late to finish it. But I guess I'm saying: things are overwhelming but I'm also able to take a step back and see that I'm doing much better than I was last year.

I just feel so behind on everything. I feel like I'm not where I need to be. If I want to do my masters I feel I am already so behind and it will hurt me in a big way. I have no job and can't pay rent for next month (worst case I'm sure my brother will cover me until I pay him back but I HATE asking that). I feel guilty now even buying groceries since I'm so broke, but I need food to survive! Everything is going on credit now... I hope I at least get a return when I do my taxes.

Oh yeah, and I applied to a volunteering position that was a work from home type thing. They sent an email in Janurary to all the people working on it with their individual tasks and were hoping it would be done in a month. I made such little progress on it but I have so much school things to do. I feel so guilty about it as I haven't even emailed them any updates on my end but I keep telling myself I will do it... They need it done for April. I need to start that tonight.

This was all over the place. I just feel guilty and a little ashamed that I feel like I let certain things just pass me by like this.

Sorry this is such a rant. I made a new account for this. I think I will only post with this account on this sub and hobby subs. I like this sub a lot. I have been browsing since summer when I was going through my diagnosis. The people here have helped me a lot.

TL;DR: Life is kicking my ass and I'm overwhelmed today.",2.7675412087912084,4.705607800824176,4.001469780219782,86.63415521978024,76.07417582417581,6.912637362637364,24.28708791208791,7.811722812724723,1.234812087912088,2861,94,581,43,64,935,300,728,0.085,0.784,0.131,0.9702,5,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,4,9,40,36,3,7,27,1,71,4,2,4,7,114,134,52,0,15,22,1,10,6,2,9,1,2,2,2,44,32,1,1,23,0,11,8,9,15,1,1,18,18,90,21,84,101,18,91,0,8,6,1,37,38,2,14,46,410,134,29,0.05404107778333201,0.0,0.05273629639734267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963567315043454,0.043216630378826976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036749786040185584,0.0,0.0,0.0610510357139352,0.05359422789028488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010422254363028,0.0,0.0,0.08310850611745307,0.04512204265175521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779494169775293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043147403247469684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055713978258852825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060557046760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786435467433989,0.0,0.0,0.07138724440469534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942745444913907,0.10572508748382638,0.0,0.0,0.2732479267995849,0.1544278270653212,0.0,0.0,0.09878513211458753,0.0,0.06534668576565787,0.0,0.08350400528142554,0.0,0.11293693071424073,0.0,0.09213836964418144,0.04532709208308977,0.0,0.05958047903788756,0.1190646796466431,0.053509163331644544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670875230429973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111297650568836,0.0,0.05420760725683622,0.10734996774521154,0.0,0.0,0.057852091471212674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072548620497209,0.04803419297136192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810138231997093,0.06096068960326274,0.0,0.0,0.055260663428496816,0.038170811422907416,0.15841044530795384,0.10832671407886788,0.0,0.0,0.1361426842343014,0.0,0.0,0.09188758360831877,0.0,0.10226994891437023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054566083181596205,0.0,0.08627014540939923,0.0,0.11917923065055998,0.32056619539464376,0.0,0.05219320967441243,0.05747329930523416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575519841292671,0.0366196329000716,0.08220134967690741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873263946434824,0.0,0.05646142422649661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035128283655596,0.054979204223809086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053837499899206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386029468665532,0.05556322849006027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845235545459927,0.0,0.0859512682066865,0.0,0.16407736749653778,0.12919122681416573,0.049196967573008565,0.0,0.0,0.05547238975343528,0.17881335194984452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068960155089925,0.060494562170236486,0.03825055300294327,0.05760059852283601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186410484733346,0.0,0.06132517465277975,0.05093307626090502,0.0,0.04063216499795352,0.0,0.04723428393955453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541494473826345,0.06925468112095405,0.0,0.0,0.03151178704229638,0.0,0.20489849152491904,0.0,0.0,0.07338068893074247,0.0,0.0,0.11251733566683772,0.0,0.046674140074921454,0.11903722462475748,0.13376864643228398,0.03187482783265454,0.08579058427857937,0.17339397156090935,0.0,0.048589418999749175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868509650479145,0.0,0.0,0.07677846228602095,0.0,0.0,0.03480068228613289
adhd,ZorpIt,2018/03/14,"How do I break out of this cycle? Quarter start->Everything is perfect, notes, homework, all done nicely and on time. 
Miss one day -> start to build up bad behavior.
Peak - > start skipping class more and more. Get depression and avoidance behavior.
Recovery - > Screw it, let's try my best and pass.

Then the cycle gets repeated again. I've been trying to break out of this cycle for more than a year but to no avail. Any tips or strategies please? ",3.3102380952380983,6.0884952619047645,3.0809523809523824,89.59738095238096,78.52380952380952,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.3123190476190485,358,12,67,6,9,107,67,84,0.133,0.76,0.107,-0.1025,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,12,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,2,0,2,3,11,7,5,15,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,8,40,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690463252675682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075580927329714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608746224512664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031676095299582,0.0,0.2141058974160064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543887632600848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234121703687505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597508064858374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541950060394993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844763035178706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27287168281814644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278492302672944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449519133605131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375457967504916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600805906962829
adhd,toureiffel,2018/03/14,"When your boyfriend notices notices your ADHD better than you The other day, as I was doing the dishes, I wanted to fill a big pan with some soap and water. As it took time for the water to fill it, I started cleaning the kitchen counters. Then my boyfriend called me in the bedroom for some reason, and sure enough I had forgotten about the pan getting filled up with water.... What is even more stupid is that I was hearing a sound of water flowing actually, but did not pay more attention to that....    

I came back in the kitchen 5 minutes later, to find the miserable mess that had happened: the dirty water (dirty because it mixed with the contents of the pan, beef etc, ewww) overflew over the pan, went on the counters, soaked the dishes rug, fell on the kitchen floor.... it was everywhere!    

I was disgusted and at the same time so angry with myself... I know it’s not dramatic but at that time it really upset me, because I keep doing stuff like that (the other day I even almost put the kitxhen on fire because of my inatentiveness, 2 times in a row for the same reason)....    

Then my boyfriend came, and without a mean word for me, started cleaning (I was too discouraged to clean it myself). When he was done, he just told me that it’s okay, that I should be more careful with such things but that he knows « it’s not your fault, I know it’s because of your ADHD ». He was so lovely!      

Obviously it doesn’t excuse anything and I have to work on being careful in the kitchen, but it felt so nice and compassionate of him to say that, and it calmed me... instead of seeing all these messups as a testimony of my incapacities, I realized that it’s true, it was just another manifestation of my ADHD. I never thought about it before! It was eye-opening.     

Well, all of this to say, don’t be too hard on yourself for some of your messups. Don’t see all of them as a personality flaws, instead be conscious that a lot of our behaviours is influenced by our ADHD brain!    

And also, thank you to all the non-judgemental and understanding boyfriends/girlfriends/friends/parents etc. out there <3.   
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adhd,Clayhas12InchDong,2018/03/14,"Do they make you take a urine test if you try to get prescribed Adderral/ADHD medicine Hey, I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age and went on Adderall for it. I went off of it when I was a teenager because I saw it as something little kids or something took (idk, I think because I took it as a kid I thought that). I'm now in college and find I feel like the symptoms are still there/reappearing and want to see if any Medication will help.

I may or may not have used recreational drugs such as Marijuana very recently as a social thing. I'm worried I'll go there and they'll give me a drug test and deny me of ever having any medication to treat my potential ADHD (Unsure if it goes away). Do you think they will require a urine sample? And if they do will I still be able to get treated for ADHD if coming up positive? I probably will not use any recreational drugs for a long time after that.

Edit: Just to be clear I ask because i remember taking occasional urine test as a kid and I can't remember what I took them for, maybe that was just a thing I did as a kid. Idk",2.912769717752571,4.144715201793726,4.553685043524137,85.77888419941969,74.11210762331841,7.758269585861251,26.57056185702981,8.313332769828598,1.6384499604326035,842,30,180,14,17,284,119,223,0.03,0.892,0.078,0.8677,0,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,5,1,9,3,0,0,12,0,20,10,3,3,2,36,45,21,0,6,11,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,4,11,9,0,1,7,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,11,4,27,3,25,25,0,25,0,0,2,0,17,7,0,9,12,119,38,6,0.09919449982566887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768500495108968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023669842173784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273346706380728,0.0,0.0931964978694757,0.0,0.0,0.18140413921100146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854472783185434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068032929523614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34510238288507544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897271040846073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015571957309437,0.07086457049545608,0.0,0.0,0.09066197578077756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036500641138268,0.09515640293354287,0.05637452018907315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664879823028288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048461422107099666,0.0994189481554508,0.0,0.08778401087684554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621309889154854,0.0,0.09965420772184977,0.0,0.0,0.1998560455674012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694844801193597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097942601664223,0.0,0.22473606298078347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904517360587184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011163007143484,0.0,0.15272954434118302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584337113910764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310106621450472,0.14916383792216595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180083604770187,0.12711966037986866,0.0,0.07874935272842977,0.0578411105493843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306262174359069,0.06734655408365171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713443983514712,0.0,0.08184585084459442,0.058507486038050074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390859025112594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073682958857176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wootman619,2018/03/14,"Getting mistaken as a professor even though you're a student For the older students, (I'm 31), do you get annoyed or have you gotten annoyed in the past when people have mistaken you for a professor? I just had it happen to me again today. I guess I could take it as a compliment, since being mistaken for a professor is better than being mistaken for a janitor or something like that but still it hurts because I should have already graduated and been done with college many years ago along with other people in my age group. This damn ADHD is the reason why I failed out and had to leave and come back so many times. ",7.881,6.827221099999999,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,63.0,11.333333333333336,35.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.7098333333333335,492,19,89,10,6,162,80,120,0.194,0.759,0.046,-0.946,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,8,8,3,0,9,0,14,0,0,1,0,16,22,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,0,10,3,15,13,0,15,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,3,12,68,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289076279705101,0.0,0.1688399428231059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018810761551796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645948225917588,0.0,0.11610859291696793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845501724619166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640728259669546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207459827328573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491668593792466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580347480491255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902516809737855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982390553089145,0.0,0.1684317726199979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039018088596093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016799656618903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305389980764027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862128661504167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182493034509625,0.26409548725796084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583462770469795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755854707934802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663292056702673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210938995306506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320954921893267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713556423048772,0.0,0.11106444408358647,0.0,0.18054305381217603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718693254668806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265627546450945
adhd,yngols,2018/03/14,"ADHD & Sensory Issues or Touching with Intimacy? Need some advice! i’ve been diagnosed for 10+ years now and i’ve noticed how certain textures freak me out (ie. rubbing cotton balls together and you feel that freaky shift of material, same with Kleenex. stuff of nightmares, folks.). I wasn’t raised in a home where physical contact was a huge part of my life, like I would hug my mom or dad goodbye or hello and sit next to them when they read to me or kiss relatives on the cheeks (greek family, ya know how that goes..). i also never saw my parents be physically affectionate at all, and now that I’m older and in college, being hugged by my friends or being touched on my shoulder or my back by adults freaks me out and makes me extremely irritable. 
I’m having issues of being intimate with my partner (of 2+ years). He’s extremely touchy-feely, always wants me wrapped around him and constantly kisses and touches and hugs (which is very sweet, don’t get me wrong.) I don’t mind it a lot of the time (sometimes my sensory issues get overloaded and i kinda squirm out and he understands), but when it comes to sex, I never seem to be in the mood or want it a lot of times (I’m not asexual, either.). it’s causing a rift because he feels that he’s done something or that I don’t have the same feelings towards him. it makes me feel sad because i’d love to be able to just hop in the sack and get it on, and my sensory issues haven’t been a problem between us until about a year ago. i’m thankful that he’s been very patient with me, but i think i would feel like garbage if the woman i wanted to eventually marry didn’t want to be intimate with me and not have a clear reasoning why. 
I’m almost positive it’s my ADHD being like “oh boy here comes a shit load of touching and sensory overload so we are just going to make you run as far away from sex as possible!” but I was wondering if other people have had this issue with their partners? 
i’m kinda at a loss here of being an adult with ADHD and having to deal with adult ADHD problems. (i also just switched from concerta to vyvance recently, idk if that helps with anything..)",4.16917445482866,5.1776342663551445,5.385682242990658,81.86040809968848,70.82242990654207,8.416947040498442,29.21993769470405,8.745826893841286,2.224381993769471,1678,64,332,29,30,559,224,428,0.077,0.809,0.115,0.93,1,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,2,3,3,1,18,23,1,0,17,0,31,13,3,7,5,92,64,40,0,12,20,3,10,3,3,2,2,0,1,7,18,32,0,0,11,2,0,4,10,8,0,0,10,12,41,14,54,43,8,41,0,2,1,8,31,18,1,19,21,219,59,2,0.08442519226783357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405850699218564,0.08249932078367059,0.0748378390208208,0.0,0.08453963486247892,0.0,0.0,0.13502959150920935,0.07024852312798044,0.09147466054972493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947473974384856,0.07515632029855232,0.0,0.0,0.07932024724301466,0.0649177615978497,0.0,0.10292962720033473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672792844858809,0.0,0.14544965524266598,0.0,0.091233640242499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703866613038405,0.0,0.08568979301551505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639628349067427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958855762041694,0.0,0.2134395695190696,0.060313374225091365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652266941203839,0.0,0.13232603531590165,0.0,0.047980782345129126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056588426770453636,0.0,0.08468535145405896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44058983187027095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046397877760880495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059632010048328875,0.1237376533826464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435505587853328,0.07619703220129607,0.0,0.1690634142334223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524537727354004,0.09887776481783918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626002103188717,0.1302278258499287,0.0,0.08978714975976501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611864096333526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374418496552728,0.0914242560511366,0.0,0.05852979819545324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517671916374734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156701425810166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444803892386138,0.0,0.0,0.08680315864724927,0.08335969223340058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685752425216588,0.0,0.0,0.08666124664031856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499463764948747,0.08349867389946396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664664659638687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777273741579171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540962542653748,0.0,0.0,0.09845801708157076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788960256513455,0.10155311129845376,0.0,0.0,0.1393192506847286,0.1991846631234993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761806045230859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155551967687753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994646861993552,0.0923056944561604,0.0,0.16310116749548334
adhd,RedHeadEmoji,2018/03/14,"What do you do when you forget to take your medication? I typically take my medication halfway through my morning commute (so that it kicks in as I'm getting into the office). Today isn't the first time, but I forgot my medication (and half of my other things I typically bring) which naturally gives me some mild anxiety in how I'm going to perform in the office. 

It hasn't been horribly busy, but I made sure to try and stick as much as possible to my daily routine as possible. I found that standing up (my office isn't too strict on that) and listening to brown noise on my headphones kept me minimally distracted from the tasks at hand. 

What else do y'all do in these cases? ",7.157894736842106,6.470840578947367,8.233533834586467,69.87330827067672,64.26315789473685,11.509774436090224,35.54135338345864,10.914260884657429,3.8553338345864674,539,22,101,13,7,185,84,133,0.049,0.866,0.084,0.77,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,0,8,4,1,2,1,14,21,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,5,3,18,1,21,16,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,4,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099442155631765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488485665230634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789050637489128,0.0,0.21641592414586786,0.0,0.0,0.10312239928976548,0.1893439557840391,0.11217505421554363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676481538136533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965158374289654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450963014781063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450304105278839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860274046413706,0.0,0.29680894045393075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112986043800162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509330261265875,0.0,0.18709224629423196,0.0,0.0,0.1340074084928168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,multimexicantaco,2018/03/14,"Just started Adderall xr yesterday and was curious about everyone’s experience with it. Starting at 20 mg and can already see the positive effects but can also start feeling the negatives and was curious how you guys deal with them. I can feel my chest so compressed it feels uncomfortable and my heart rate also increased. I’ve also noticed that I had trouble having sex as I couldn’t even keep my erection up for longer than 10 minutes. 

So I’m just curious how do you guys deal with these thing a or do they just stop happening, and am I able to workout safely while on Adderall or Will my heart rate be too high? ",8.078683473389354,7.165604109243696,8.010546218487395,72.95626750700279,62.529411764705884,11.29467787114846,40.00140056022408,10.504223727775694,4.209872829131652,495,24,90,10,6,160,84,119,0.076,0.779,0.145,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,1,13,2,0,0,3,0,13,4,3,3,0,24,23,17,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,4,12,1,11,17,1,11,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,2,6,66,17,0,0.16520598286475127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823089101982588,0.3963454944289919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34064022832638835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911699358743572,0.0,0.0,0.1578613963741301,0.0,0.16160315178442414,0.0,0.0,0.2505993264623841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271597933674592,0.14609110504616254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39153977026104936,0.0,0.17454919133447575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684266832658446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808810646940116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164777905250047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508009349465948,0.0,0.0,0.1381195991091594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975551416622964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,furry_slippers,2018/03/14,What's Your 'I'm having a distracted day' barometer? I can tell how badly distracted I am by how many new coffee cups I have to start in a single day because I lost my last cup. \(I'm at #4 today.\),-0.07214285714285751,2.096357976190476,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,88.28571428571428,6.217142857142857,20.304761904761907,7.554174236665415,0.8863847619047625,153,5,33,3,5,54,34,42,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28287283285709136,0.20652129314868264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436978926989756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276156465120783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698258204088621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34347664778386505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272024094842453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397950458448936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961146021043057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211302799007037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Starrgazer8,2018/03/14,"The domino effect... where does it end? I've messed up, mismanaged my time, taken on too much, tried to find balance and I've failed-- miserably. Why does it take me SO MUCH LONGER than most to process/do/etc.?

**Background:** 
I'm a second year masters student, who barely survived the first year of grad school unmedicated. I was diagnosed in August and I'm still trying to figure out how to deal with all these behaviours and thoughts that are negatively impacting me.

**Situation**
I had an assignment. There were four parts, I completed 2 (fully proofread and ready for submission), with the third part of them half-assed and the fourth part untouched. I went to the TA's office hours to get some help and clarification on a few things-- but because her office hours are the day before submission, I didn't have enough time to implement changes and finish on time. I asked for an extension which was received very poorly, and then I got so anxious that I struggled to reach the extension deadline. Long story short, I got the assignment submitted, but now my midterm is tomorrow and because I spent all weekend working on my assignment rather than studying-- I'm screwed for the midterm. Now I'm overwhelmed and considering asking for a deferral as I haven't studied at all. On top of this, I'm behind on marking and the students need their assignments back like last week. I don't even know how to move forward.  

I feel so much anxiety, fear, guilt, and shame around this event that I've honestly started to just shut down. The anxiety is overwhelming. Last night I was so anxious, I woke up from a deep sleep at one am because I was going to throw up. I hate throwing up so much-- the last time I threw up was 2014 when I got food poisoning. I hate throwing up so much, so for me to come so close to getting sick, due to my anxiety and fear of failure is just so shocking to me. I've only been diagnosed with ADHD and I assumed that the anxiety was just from that but now that I'm literally paralyzed... I'm not sure. 


**TL;DR** - I got an extension for my assignment--which put me behind for studying for my midterm. This domino effect gives me severe anxiety and I have spent the last two days constantly nauseous. I think I need a deferral but I'm overwhelmed with fear of stigma within the academy/department. 

I guess I have several main questions:

* do you feel like it's unfair to ask for a deferral? 

* how can I prevent this from happening again?

* do others (who have not been diagnosed with anxiety) struggle with this level of anxiety? 

* is trying to stay in academia even worth it?

* can I find a solution, or is my life going to remain in a constant state of damage control?


[Edited due to formatting issues---WHY CANT I HAVE BULLET POINTS?]

[Edited-- figured it out..obviously]
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adhd,cafeescadro,2018/03/14,"Conflicted about using medication because of 'going off homeostasis' So, I currently only take adderall twice a week when I drive long hours for uber. I also have a startup during the week. It's become obvious that I will have inconsistent work weeks if I do not consistently take the medicine. I am worried that If I continue taking adderall, though, I will be increasingly dependent when I go off it. 

I hear so many friends who use proper diet & exercise and they don't have to take medication. My problem, though, is from using it a couple times a week I can already feel how much 'stupider' I feel during the week. And part of that I believe is because I believe in myself less without the medicine, now. Though when my mind did not view adderall as a solution, I was more likely to just be able to deal.

tl;dr is there anything wrong with taking adderall like 3-4x a week when needed, or does this for sure cause an emotional rollercoaster. How did you get over it feeling like 'cheating?'. Worried about becoming 'stupid'",6.081113360323888,7.396269289473686,6.4436842105263175,74.89617408906884,66.63157894736842,9.425101214574902,34.08906882591093,9.661875296680813,3.4334817813765177,815,37,139,17,13,263,119,190,0.056,0.855,0.08900000000000001,0.5965,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,17,10,3,0,11,0,17,4,0,7,2,26,33,18,0,4,7,0,3,3,1,2,3,1,0,0,9,3,1,1,3,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,3,5,20,5,17,26,5,25,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,20,101,29,1,0.09889902089781201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913752884068152,0.07908951128074815,0.0,0.1071570478232048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138546745619679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205758503835637,0.2184523969603661,0.0,0.22285065893947767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159653745116612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094298855339878,0.0,0.0,0.10196054790420936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654719965641615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112480870657463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001894964706458,0.07065348029035565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640913821602092,0.0,0.051670656512551184,0.0,0.11241318541011504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146638431373572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973956138936637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495119808449786,0.0,0.0,0.08752252132387181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026808437524908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926071769968925,0.0,0.0,0.09985981816507908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270215982708303,0.07333237085078402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521716195334889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709800199309977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946330063946866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321115677435177,0.0,0.3717987779007044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915033576830332,0.0,0.05766881441037236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562510007571013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475984974403475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533512692569987,0.0,0.07199966509526114,0.20087351278888926,0.0,0.0,0.1081305539233581,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sharkgirl89,2018/03/14,"After 3.5 years I successfully defended my Masters thesis! Delayed, but much deserved and earned 😁",6.414375,10.267531687500004,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,75.875,8.200000000000001,39.25,8.841846274778883,5.0951,81,5,9,2,2,26,16,16,0.092,0.757,0.151,0.2363,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7522005445878527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589342461291094
adhd,JacInTheBox,2018/03/14,"I'm feeling overwhelmed and more like a failure every day. I'm sorry this is so long, but I need to vent to people who would understand.

I was diagnosed with severe ADHD when I was very young and I've spent most of my life on medications to cope, and they work for me most of the time. But lately I'm feeling like I'm stretched so thin.  
I have an 18 month old that I bring with me to my full-time job, so I have to be a parent and an employee all at the same time everyday. I am also primary housekeeper and cook because my husband has a very stressful job and makes majority of the money so I feel like it's fair for him to not stress over household duties as much. On top of my full time job, parenting, housekeeping, and cooking I'm also trying to start a career as an author. I have a novel I've been working on for nearly a year, which is way too long. But the only time I can work on it without distraction is after the baby goes to bed at 8pm, so I end up writing (or struggling to write, lately) from 8 to midnight. Then I get up at 5:30 in the morning and do it all over again. 
I'm struggling to think I can achieve my goals. I don't want to work my day job forever. I work for my mother and sister and the stress they create at work and in a familial setting have caused me to go on meds for depression. But we can't afford daycare costs and no other job would allow me to bring her to work. At the same time, I can't stay home with her because we need my paycheck to stay afloat. 
When I voice how hard this is to my husband he tells me I should be working harder on writing. If I say anything to my family they tell me being an author is for when you're retired. I keep thinking that normal people can do this kind of stuff and not get bogged down by it, and if I was normal and not severely inattentive I would be a published author right now. I'd have my shit together better and I'd be juggling life like a pro. But I'm not normal, even with medication. Or am I just lazy? Do I suck at life?",4.021251354279522,3.939050767605636,5.480751173708921,84.95109425785485,70.66666666666666,8.3378837125316,27.6522210184182,8.012643519586192,1.5483809317443114,1561,48,344,19,26,530,199,426,0.097,0.7959999999999999,0.107,0.1168,9,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,3,12,16,16,2,7,21,0,35,9,1,4,2,68,61,39,0,12,15,6,5,4,0,4,6,2,2,0,13,22,2,2,6,3,3,3,9,10,0,0,5,7,49,6,59,47,10,57,0,2,0,0,22,25,2,6,29,233,62,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875162303639955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811333997905013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077107590717661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003479841380442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531305366176028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586281780189028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952524289451318,0.0,0.06360566000435627,0.07495473801004338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065407908332644,0.0,0.0,0.048776280072209716,0.0,0.062220600274039625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392357076636997,0.0,0.11202015865330636,0.10551485782501288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716565345742958,0.0,0.04196984079007991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615380805198914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407613098538049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664165239931375,0.06563999686363059,0.0,0.07690191533420172,0.0,0.0,0.16660879372944198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564842742487012,0.14431471263786005,0.0,0.0,0.13070731060980134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929448994644823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202910669178916,0.14878931803351444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894521926780447,0.0,0.05428719170096676,0.10951554902169204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170677397007772,0.0,0.0,0.07749164530421583,0.0,0.0,0.0561651607032862,0.0,0.0,0.1640001819769575,0.0,0.0,0.10239459182090868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306627019645815,0.0,0.05872734219637717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668557144354781,0.07580448976429105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266742138227377,0.05227039373061302,0.15742548682503665,0.0,0.0,0.2537798418308801,0.1544051067733764,0.08453893772237031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290937999727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463835593701808,0.0,0.0,0.21530845785802355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050138327442460835,0.0,0.0,0.0768789595848798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186559877602506,0.04355779642663343,0.058617552774670074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118738045143329,0.0,0.43010107328071895,0.0,0.0,0.15737970324556602,0.0,0.0,0.04755605402751081
adhd,Molecute,2018/03/14,"CAN I FIX THIS THING OR NOT? Im 18 and I just realized I probably have ADHD 
Can I fix it without the help of a psychiatric? 
I struggled my whole life and I finally found the problem but where’s the solution?

Edit: Thank you guys so much for your help ",-1.8035534591194988,-0.7554561509433952,1.2721226415094369,93.80868710691828,119.9433962264151,5.540251572327044,19.511006289308177,6.816661863887847,0.9936553459119496,196,8,43,5,12,68,41,53,0.163,0.72,0.117,0.1714,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,3,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30559655534109736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785525955970349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788061811380313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517783390650343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408786201727763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274667301453053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796063123106376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692591994800173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741581119267741,0.24331274091230345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265829892134288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410794012776806,0.0,0.0,0.1689331123214406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389584848640537,0.0,0.2451179764993368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xtramiscthrwaway,2018/03/14,"How do you recognize when you need to increase your dose?? I started 40mg Vyvanse a year ago, took that for 10 months, then switched to 30mg Adderall XR a couple of months ago. The Vyvanse worked better, but it’s too expense for me right now and also really made my anxiety a lot worse and caused a lot of sleeping problems. 

The Adderall is okay, but I don’t get the kick-in-the-ass “let’s do this rn” feeling that Adderall is known for. Honestly I take it and sometimes just do nothing. 

Do I need to increase my dose?? I’ve never asked my doctor for a higher dose before so I kind of feel weird about it",3.2994044444444413,4.271229216000005,4.364266666666668,88.51057777777778,72.84,6.835555555555558,28.288888888888888,6.937597516519254,1.3181022222222218,472,18,100,4,9,154,80,125,0.099,0.775,0.126,0.343,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,8,6,0,0,8,1,8,5,1,3,1,18,18,10,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,12,4,11,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,10,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140449115601533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416574712683633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551034981279156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656004415564879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507316855589302,0.0,0.0,0.1566644720093586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819698763071889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600021058297432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813086030876307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913294026142296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254747465010443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844623285374712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113596023738532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011933744212487,0.0,0.1676125859763018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827802754986842,0.0,0.0,0.2626916780396025,0.13662001263937404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699690203991968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949747403050772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347936031053706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127517958500208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772662731580748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751943535732764,0.0,0.1253794329987399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318599102508807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680722013001112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895882556864946,0.0,0.18051910788866246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140712870914282
adhd,fivespeed,2018/03/14,"Moving to Canada (Vancouver) to study for 4 months at a VFX school; how will I continue my medications? The program won't be long enough to require a student visa so I'll basically be a tourist in Canada for the time I'm studying. 

For this reason I'm having a hard time finding accurate information about acquiring medication in Canada. I've been prescribed Adderall, klonopin, and Gabapentin in NYC through medicade for years, all of which you all know are very delicate medications if stopped abruptly. I was able to get extra rations from my last visit to my psychiatrist but it will only cover me for an extra month while I get set up. From a bit of research on here, I see that generic prescriptions for Adderall are very expensive to pay out of pocket in Canada. Does anyone have similar experience being abroad? How does one go about finding a comprehensive insurance that will make the medicine affordable, as well as the visits to a new psychiatrists to administer the medicine?

I'm not really sure where to start looking for coverage as a non resident in Canada.  

Thanks!",8.45781539888683,8.728021729591838,8.517254174397031,65.73423933209648,61.295918367346935,12.025231910946195,40.26716141001855,11.567385478589935,5.03282244897959,873,44,141,24,11,285,129,196,0.04,0.901,0.059,0.6873,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,14,0,13,3,0,4,3,18,25,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,2,3,9,3,36,16,6,28,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,1,13,94,14,6,0.15361224455069544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740925305243283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770478582683152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885422076192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872251176217264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502622510493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807976171977664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051211533230858,0.0,0.08730137857372508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760639859766427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442127229780888,0.12521448166198346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594200253193306,0.12899559719019213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253736605621674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642445266711776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452236561081333,0.16326550568387527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483596630055447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409163242368732,0.11682903401364934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840793732549982,0.15793897148131694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546379245163944,0.12240907066255766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872753733086593,0.0,0.0,0.1284267147453719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447777225627894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142551632634562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914507022891618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25349237866001423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811585594001222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989212491153779
adhd,BusterGrundle,2018/03/14,Inattentive type pianists in the house? I'm at the beginner-immediate level and I'd love to pick your brain about a few things. Please PM me if you wouldn't mind a quick chat. Thank you!,0.7142105263157923,3.2066051578947388,1.9687368421052616,94.48415789473684,89.52631578947368,6.197894736842105,18.12631578947369,7.554174236665415,0.4488778947368424,148,4,33,3,5,47,34,38,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248062740279175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390897750347892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34345041396321474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38423491397542575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177164648956539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503482755113949,0.0,0.0,0.252812546837532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,froggyjtg,2018/03/14,"If there was a way to cure adhd would you do it? Why or why not? I personally wouldn’t because I enjoy having a different perspective than everyone else. Though it makes it hard for me to keep my grades up, I feel that hyper focusing has helped me fuel my curiosity on subjects I love.",2.8621052631578934,4.8137587192982485,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,75.84210526315789,8.770526315789473,25.43508771929825,9.3871,2.3640624561403523,225,8,44,6,5,78,46,57,0.025,0.8370000000000001,0.138,0.8105,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,10,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31897893527089805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179537428620724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773036476024888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172134519402573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536167449219678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420250700261938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377609618235879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790301856963106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359142919804272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954866406951855,0.0,0.17716750837774792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175136339663965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607702659749277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106751846620478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789940372822854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854419580184945,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdfinancial,2018/03/14,"Money and ADHD I definitely splurge whenever I have extra cash. I have a horrible habit that is called impulse spending. I buy random things off of Amazon to only decide I don't need them when they arrive. My last purchase was a grease gun that I thought could come in handy one day. When it arrived, I realized I had no use for a grease gun haha. I returned the item, but I do this way to often. Anyone else have any similar stories or ways to reduce impulse spending?",4.083819875776399,5.595216760869569,5.311801242236027,80.38847826086958,71.6086956521739,7.431055900621117,29.447204968944106,7.957251820313856,2.107377018633541,370,15,67,5,7,123,70,92,0.087,0.851,0.062,-0.2617,0,0,0,2,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,12,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,13,1,7,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262324532220152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459661209386136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980549199027488,0.27813456774676365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771827574773465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338317905647253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673226754085206,0.0,0.0,0.17506402985656688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267632447669392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212695426208599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127815695635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394284424084187,0.2064514150273854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803405918680599,0.0,0.0,0.21550250068416416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344473004768905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309317934548352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mokhtarchemist,2018/03/14,"Doctor has a weird diagnostic Hi guys, I just went to my casual monthly injection at my doctor and I told her about my ADD related problems. At first she doubt I was faking it because it s rare that someone finds this out only at 17. So she did a small test of questions and answers with me and her results were quite weird. For her, the explication of why I m always multitasking, procrastinating , never sleep ect... Is because I m smart. She told me dead serious that she s okay with me seeing a specialist to do an actual diagnosis but for her I m just really inteligente and that s why when I write I m always thinking about something else in my head (like doing small math calculs about which brand is cheaper ect). 
I still am gonna see a specialist to do a full diagnostic but I would like to have your thoughts on this weird diagnostic
Thanks 


PS: I decided to get diagnosed because I thought only ADHD existed and  I m really calme so I thought I just had problem focusing. Turns out that speaking about it with close friends and my already diagnosed ADHD friend, it s not just having problems focusing.",4.03204926624738,6.121732278301888,5.423144654088051,77.15885744234801,72.91509433962264,8.862054507337527,30.645702306079663,9.444778638647367,3.096933123689728,881,40,159,22,18,295,121,212,0.102,0.799,0.098,0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,12,18,0,1,7,1,14,6,2,1,1,36,27,11,1,4,7,0,0,2,2,2,4,1,0,1,11,13,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,9,0,1,10,3,32,9,23,15,1,17,0,0,2,0,18,11,0,2,7,107,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.11836721101192425,0.0,0.2915479785899941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385293981303026,0.0,0.20185565732748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182239531723816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462253827584455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483027974866095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132708284745184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086217061725057,0.10317415191512856,0.0,0.0,0.18742568001012272,0.0,0.06337205313096847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010191954752895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448449235998404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185180093357503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681715633540676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355080441113067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450185483942624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481911193288566,0.0,0.0,0.13587906427546873,0.12901302189684924,0.0,0.0,0.15541040051187505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331410874948826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213834059046322,0.0,0.10277354409452133,0.09337943860824796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686698857210313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167288296154958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772145575073565,0.0,0.2888859669004121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318066842118521,0.0,0.0,0.13193500761715166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244242878457752,0.2189011998671805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861650615176538,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Iwilldoit2morrow,2018/03/14,"Melatonin with Concerta? I need a help here. I've diagnosed with adult adhd 2 months ago. Currently on Concerta but I'm writing a thesis so my sleep schedule is so complex. I want to sleep better so I want to give it a try Melatonin pills. 

Does anyone here use them? How is it?",-0.37875000000000014,1.7001757678571463,1.9761428571428568,90.86885714285715,103.82142857142857,5.097142857142859,21.67142857142857,6.742157984588678,1.0170342857142858,217,9,43,4,10,73,39,56,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.8391,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,2,0,10,8,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606889923172937,0.0,0.2331292117592611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838922287742971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325977178791309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669344032764424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301487091021501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228878185840264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628001423213507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099201111094823,0.0,0.0,0.19500747053295206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263698918417675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855635110536774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714325156103346,0.0,0.0,0.3102425465251365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,robosteven,2018/03/14,"How do you deal with getting so focused on something that you forget about important things in your life, remember, and then feel extremely bad that you forgot? ...or at least feeling like you aren't giving those important things enough attention because you're doing something else.

My job is monotonous and repetitive but also requires paying attention and focus on accuracy, so in order for me to actually make it through the day I need to force myself to try and temporarily empty my mind of any other thoughts if possible and focus, and I mean *all* thoughts or else I can't concentrate because I'm distracted by anything and everything that isn't my work. However, in doing so I have a tendency of snapping out of it every once in a while, drift off into thought of loved ones and missing them, and then instantly feeling terrible that I could have forgotten them even for a moment.

Related, how do you handle time management? I find that trying to keep myself preoccupied with things I enjoy makes time seem to go by much quicker, but since I'm at work it always tends to drag to the point where the day-to-day is starting to wear me down substantially.

I don't know if I'm making any sense out of this, but do you know what I mean?

Any suggestions for what I should do from here?",8.599740437158474,7.54066861885246,8.589180327868853,69.69830601092899,61.58196721311476,12.23169398907104,37.95628415300546,11.374738998889045,4.340512021857922,1029,43,183,25,12,336,141,244,0.1,0.821,0.078,-0.6588,2,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,2,3,10,7,0,1,6,0,16,3,1,5,1,50,43,25,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,14,0,3,15,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,4,3,26,3,36,37,4,27,0,1,0,1,13,15,0,5,10,133,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.12055709113454635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879478846699552,0.10279506743637498,0.0,0.0,0.2520340414943309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166278576536998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315063020653543,0.15061751476231391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863653272751123,0.0,0.0,0.2390189855846331,0.12736418014290252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206403416229979,0.0,0.0,0.1276497087865521,0.0,0.08159691822779053,0.0,0.10408766771735588,0.0,0.11102966820472077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187396408909538,0.08825690697423531,0.0,0.0,0.11291320199418313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454448254190794,0.11851069925340263,0.07021055443161417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259425729603328,0.10980791172727594,0.0,0.0,0.1357885621209503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725986286027683,0.060355339668920975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149955493461554,0.0,0.2473914652338979,0.0,0.0,0.2691422682117126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474005025712055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081601826712442,0.09160324736701224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315659283952984,0.08371381235391454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167851076557388,0.13927263989573355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399465887225176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124660567468552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219345611923444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902140532694184,0.0,0.0,0.08744215501176131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622319823982444,0.0,0.0,0.29423056893345273,0.14407418198832664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775092312673456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798769917171641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,leeloogolightly,2018/03/14,"Was ADHD medication worth it for you? I'm at a point right now where I'm considering whether or not I want to try medication to help manage my ADHD symptoms. As such, I've been doing ALOT of reading. Learning about the types of medication and reading experiences others have had with medication management (I'm inattentive type).

One thing I see really frequently is, ""X medication worked for me for about X number of years then quit working. Now I can't find anything else that works."" 

I feel strongly that I need to do something to manage my symptoms but I can't seem to stay organized enough to make the other necessary positive life changes (exercise, better diet, etc). I keep thinking that maybe starting a med could help me develop other important routines to manage symptoms.

Has medication worked for you? Did it continue to work? Please share your experiences.

TL;DR Trying to learn more about various experiences with ADHD medication. Please tell me about yours!",5.441220930232557,8.282257366279069,6.233895348837212,69.51561046511631,71.26744186046511,9.648837209302327,32.26162790697673,9.978442167317967,3.9995511627906986,785,37,121,23,16,257,111,172,0.006,0.8220000000000001,0.171,0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,8,8,3,0,0,5,0,12,13,0,1,0,19,24,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,6,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,16,3,24,19,5,12,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,7,81,25,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182874981164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264721119675392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807680105118057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338891132522367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048468100518965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374690973547228,0.0,0.0,0.09121720680390444,0.09845593304564733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906538417165176,0.0,0.0,0.044637200633685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068664625327764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834492381093617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784676368473395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235502635979969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892782328629113,0.0,0.08868948351121603,0.0,0.09805957438077433,0.6225321993030293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654587655421761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982105408950796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938106420763457,0.08345347136249827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389702548578514,0.176608492280006,0.0,0.0565546567434368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539094185779573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034801421257089,0.08036712072607807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796253120756565,0.0,0.0,0.06248529051033131,0.0940951136573482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275271276177591,0.0,0.0,0.07716092245211294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058649545978248674,0.05656648766241616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987313399973272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052070041364812594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213457537174055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056849655021704665
adhd,staabalo,2018/03/14,"Constantly failing to ""hear"" people well I'm Dutch, but it feels like everyone around me is speaking French sometimes. It's not like my hearing is bad or that I don't care about what they're saying, much of it just doesn't get processed by my brain in time. Often when I don't hear what someone said (especially during lectures) I just mumble something back or give a somewhat standard answer, which sucks because it makes me appear curt and disinterested. It happens more often with people who use less intonation and when we're in a busy setting. Interestingly, talking speed doesn't affect it as much. 

Anyway it's getting embarrassing just how often I say ""what?"" to certain people and how often I miss what they just said. Has anyone found ways to deal with this?",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,5.57090909090909,78.27636363636366,69.0,7.158041958041958,29.08391608391609,7.686295010490155,1.930837762237763,616,23,105,7,11,195,96,143,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,-0.7186,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,17,11,1,1,2,0,7,1,1,5,1,30,25,11,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,9,10,6,12,22,5,12,0,2,0,0,13,3,1,8,8,73,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053382949576783,0.0,0.0,0.13411083709308125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584089422569037,0.12578683011536848,0.09183511387119872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817572133616046,0.0,0.0,0.1535981704853363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279961306469448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531399525471268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395295756942528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617339226636059,0.10762470904780418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518043866935522,0.0,0.0,0.15741728080821646,0.14451763565567433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332196922681413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093820062823183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720039697845516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056034282763818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149082441179715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313326152732063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28660614636488596,0.2396065633720681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764563440092253,0.11597807379484168,0.14899714366450992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108712232188187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784548682586774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011361594811752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957931219374986,0.0,0.0,0.13545284375303338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HairyRelative,2018/03/14,"Can you meditate? If so, how have you found success? I've been told that meditation is life changing. I have tried meditating countless times with zero success. I feel like a caged animal following meditation routines and trying to clear my mind. I feel like I can't breathe. Meditation is torture for me. ",3.4794805194805183,6.625605727272731,4.852467532467532,74.26727272727275,82.63636363636363,8.233766233766234,31.493506493506487,8.841846274778883,3.5888961038961043,245,13,40,7,7,81,43,55,0.064,0.6859999999999999,0.251,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,2,5,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,1,1,9,12,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,8,4,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196071354824351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055259479533852,0.4316748969253785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33126337561113034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339911853544224,0.2952050544676752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050591176559619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617093605369352,0.0,0.0,0.2886924325773724,0.0,0.4102447328627203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Autoartistic,2018/03/14,"Elvanse/Vyvanse makes my procrastination much worse Hi, I have been on Elvanse (same as Vyvanse apparently) for almost 2 months now. I started on 30 mg and now I take 60 mg every morning. It makes me more focused and less tired, but for some reason it also makes my procrastination much worse, especially in the first few hours after it kicks in. I'm in university and on weekends and on days without lectures I sometimes stay in bed for a couple of hours just doing useless stuff on my phone, and when I use my computer to study and I look up one thing on the internet, I can easily get stuck wasting lots of time. This of course happened before I started taking medication but it's a lot worse now. And the days on which I have skipped taking a pill it's on my ""normal"" unmedicated levels again. 

It also feels different. I'm constantly aware that I'm wasting every second while I'm doing it, but I can't stop. It's like I'm hyperfocused on procrastinating or something. When I get the urge to open a new tab and go to reddit or YouTube or whatever, I somehow feel like I *have* to do this and it's really important, but once I'm done with it I can look back and see that I just wasted my time on useless stuff that wasn't even enjoyable really. It seems time goes by a lot faster too. It's a huge difference from my unmedicated procrastination, where I'm just unfocused and wander off for a while and then remember I should be doing something else and I can stop most of the time. This is all really weird to me. It's to the point where I wanna give up on meds because I'm actually more productive unmedicated despite the lower focus and feelings of motivation.

Has anyone else experienced this? Does anyone know how to combat this?",3.7584873949579816,5.627874058823533,5.492184873949579,77.31411764705884,73.11764705882355,8.38655462184874,27.142857142857146,9.04235418022936,2.297932773109244,1380,51,261,30,28,471,172,340,0.149,0.7909999999999999,0.06,-0.9857,3,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,0,14,0,18,3,0,7,1,54,49,30,0,3,11,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,25,16,0,2,8,1,0,1,3,3,0,3,4,7,27,3,41,43,13,55,0,2,3,0,3,24,0,11,31,183,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0950548971809793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753874898462664,0.0,0.0,0.15579222045538946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621807190970764,0.09980468466066653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489974688720613,0.0,0.05937822588721942,0.0,0.0828859352632457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526204837580136,0.0,0.0,0.1077786711249342,0.0,0.12563853847299045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353855849504532,0.0,0.0,0.08524126771251837,0.09968088249150522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627416133128763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433621282195008,0.0,0.16413870738866904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775527688455056,0.06958737258005393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285409716242541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178197058144636,0.09344139134715808,0.05535847762839895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613643133516484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185197512787197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353218002064613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951759959129998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635942065951391,0.0,0.0,0.2484351028261864,0.0,0.0,0.19505920448109915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819689525122723,0.09812701190481883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774910604161983,0.0,0.14321027817655685,0.0,0.0,0.09407600681257852,0.0,0.0,0.09543789370225472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373496638350384,0.06600530712082599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920808249105539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720369663888067,0.10015032021535876,0.0,0.0,0.11034281332320377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762053601551921,0.08867540979809768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997688734645268,0.09633772617160552,0.0,0.1378899403710717,0.10382259172881424,0.0,0.16287274110148312,0.0,0.0,0.22301475557365524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971316891618173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471268943203523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719454204564365,0.1119546832238614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412812216475332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389659178970383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977972753656123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Grave_Titan,2018/03/14,"Switched from Adderall to Vyvanse and I don’t feel anything? Background: 
In January of this year my psychiatrist started me on Adderall 10 mg twice a day. This was increased to 10mg three times a day after about 6 weeks. I definitely noticed a window where I could focus and tune out distractions at work, for the most part. 
The ability to focus only lasted for about 2 hours and I had noticeable dips throughout the day between doses. 

Last week I went back and he switched me to Vyvanse 50mg hoping that it would be more consistent throughout the day and have less side effects as I would become irritable towards the end of the day and found myself grinding my teeth unconsciously. 

Today:
Having taken the Vyvanse for a week, I don’t feel anything. There’s no window of focus, or change in my ability to concentrate, or even side effects. At work, I feel just like I did before starting medication. I’m not sure if it’s just me not being affected by the medicine or what, but from what I’ve read, 50mg is a strong enough dose that should be effective if I was going to see results. 

Has anyone had any similar experiences? I have another appointment in about 3 weeks but I don’t know if I should call my psychiatrist and explain how I feel or if Vyvanse takes time to act. Also, Vyvanse is expensive as hell and I don’t want to pay $80 a month if it won’t help. 

Thanks. 

TLDR: Doctor switched me from Adderall to Vyvanse in hopes to improve consistency throughout the day, but Vyvanse has no effect and I can’t focus at work. ",4.9254689754689736,6.180899488215492,5.778239538239544,78.82545454545458,69.26936026936029,8.485425685425685,31.987974987974987,8.841846274778883,2.7061166907166907,1216,53,224,21,21,399,158,297,0.06,0.813,0.128,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,8,11,8,1,1,15,0,26,5,1,7,1,50,45,25,0,13,16,0,4,1,0,5,4,0,2,0,9,10,0,0,11,1,2,4,10,2,0,2,8,5,25,6,37,28,6,40,1,0,1,0,4,13,1,12,24,152,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930786561186142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594402719906455,0.11710282143100073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808698806948804,0.0,0.18380091803919893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587253599457427,0.0,0.0,0.12333820878644347,0.09502869842879008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403445943129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813920557644501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916480662531487,0.0,0.0,0.4321336332514549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430589727349387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891246303526463,0.1153919474356797,0.0,0.07376144754704364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092413015781281,0.0,0.0,0.2258685039664072,0.07978190054029745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244780446530808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346847700177652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485457901067047,0.0,0.0,0.2218404444952757,0.10997911424592864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061374627375091764,0.18206293141045105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455962452828121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250258795301643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913932535926111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542894657090877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493520926674962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093504959647973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111706982552533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899191986521085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809077279842115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525402582372877,0.0,0.083967026104239,0.0,0.0,0.10281695749904853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023923511360944,0.0,0.10585651162975566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586984722146674,0.0,0.3583214464970264,0.0,0.0,0.10352547650636272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439060367284818,0.0,0.0,0.15866393403694715,0.0,0.0,0.07191617276884514
adhd,girlboss93,2018/03/14,"Can a PCP give a diagnosis? I always thought I was just kinda a scatter brained and messy flake of a person. With the attention span of a toddler. Then after reading through this thread I'm about 95% certain I actually have ADHD and I'm not actually an adulting failure. I was trying to see a psych doc but most of the ones around here don't have hours that work with my work schedule, and unfortunately I can't take the time off work to go see one anyway. PCP's around here though do have early morning/evening hours that would work for me, so i was wondering if they could give me a diagnosis? or do I have to go to a psych doc?",2.579915433403805,4.329629077519382,4.0766596194503215,86.72251585623683,76.05426356589146,6.8614517265680055,26.45595489781536,7.686295010490155,1.3591333333333333,497,19,106,7,11,165,79,129,0.067,0.92,0.014,-0.7176,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,12,0,14,1,1,0,1,20,25,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,2,11,1,16,19,1,13,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,5,7,73,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.3103427671166037,0.0,0.1910998106007504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323095363944165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310624773408266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177508389550979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695700525521172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050249850618007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050748653032602,0.18073874823987196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31318677208502466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549936156637448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884190068523336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905360542709185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534216820651139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955616322005035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622708250560302,0.12623663482279426,0.09272034495759712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795774263376634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244018554993068,0.4630463693571862,0.0,0.0,0.11295655017784954,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,icadete,2018/03/14,"Why is everyone pro-medication? Why not some tips on how to leverage the symptoms to our advantage?

I would like to hear from people who manage to live with limited to no medication.

NOTE: I understand that in some cases there's no alternative, but many times a change in behavior and/or environment goes a long way.",4.029885057471262,6.88813520689655,5.4731034482758645,73.0405747126437,76.24137931034483,10.073563218390808,28.63218390804597,10.125756701596842,3.7229908045977016,254,11,44,9,6,85,47,58,0.091,0.851,0.059,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,10,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664996599726844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240721894404592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839339637945146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307617368914606,0.0,0.22245139721989185,0.22294269751167092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540897207732505,0.0,0.0,0.27982811726475515,0.2537845187737049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746507246202038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618430120541908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689751680453048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622592807055826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996364818690895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546401386019369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895788389830494,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tanandblack,2018/03/14,"That moment when you took your meds first thing in the morning and they kick in just as you finished making breakfast. I am now sitting here with a beautiful breakfast and could only eat 2 bites and I stare at the food and shake my head in deep disappointment. It will be cold and not as yummy by the time I can eat it. Everyone can relate, yeah?",4.1052173913043495,5.318948507246379,4.499246376811595,87.38452173913046,71.17391304347825,7.259130434782609,25.394202898550724,7.554174236665415,1.1235194202898553,273,8,56,3,5,86,53,69,0.107,0.81,0.084,-0.1719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,1,4,2,0,1,4,1,6,6,1,1,0,10,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,0,8,4,0,14,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,6,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933206062332272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621899241875019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624953570897367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366656523710105,0.3321781188472103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28192975871485143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336978652819086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051387649920364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892788503687895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250385176722952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018449931434758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521080132068296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vwl20,2018/03/14,"Working as a paralegal when you have ADHD I am thinking of applying for a paralegal position. The thing is I think this job requires you to be really attentive and you need to make zero errors. I attended the recruitment talk and the manager said that the skill she values the most is ""attentive to detail"".

As an ADHDer, I really don't think I am ""attentive to detail"". I really don't know whether I should apply for this job or not due to the fear of screwing it up. I will also feel like lying if I say something like ""I am detailed orientated"" in cover letters and interviews.",5.8305357142857135,6.394381696428571,7.6125000000000025,68.98250000000002,66.85714285714286,11.757142857142858,33.85714285714286,11.491704259439757,4.4012714285714285,458,20,79,15,7,161,71,112,0.099,0.8320000000000001,0.07,-0.4939,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,3,2,4,1,1,9,0,11,1,0,1,0,20,19,10,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,3,14,2,13,15,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,3,4,63,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595302743301631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726953630709527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430041058129911,0.10919095152350997,0.15427492512448293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285946678498133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868062779543333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110048001343114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414849059740842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012439834120698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150298425014533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541817098441448,0.1717323324290774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662490780145436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357265719947207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346777219165727,0.4151166644313065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721437777602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,G1bs0nNZ,2018/03/14,"Yay - ADHD is ruining my relationship, and I can't even get into counseling to try and fix my habits. The title says it all. I just can't build in those stop measures to realise the bullshit that I'm doing. To make matters worse, I don't even have an internal monologue, so to stop and think about what I'm saying is meaningless. FML",3.758507462686566,5.071799179104481,5.134507462686567,82.11758208955227,72.13432835820895,8.345074626865673,28.32537313432836,8.841846274778883,2.2074202985074627,263,10,52,5,5,88,49,67,0.226,0.711,0.063,-0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,1,11,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,12,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427287521356805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767149947469191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899382801344707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903586486478347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30617463884225504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535702676435466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768434534549414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273066184470765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361726366938856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906209274276931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blackbearfootwear,2018/03/14,"I memorized the first 100 digits of pi instead of studying. I knew I had to study hard for my history exam, so I took my medication at noon so that it wouldn't wear off by night. My focus wasn't used to study, but instead used to watch songs about pi on youtube for HOURS.

It's now 1AM where I'm at, and those digits are rollin like butter, but I couldn't identify any of the important congressional acts of the 19th century if my life depended on it. I love learning and want to go to university, but situations like this make me seriously question my ability to handle it.

On the bright side, this mess of a night got me a neat party trick?",7.736102564102566,5.71981850769231,8.381538461538465,73.56179487179489,63.92307692307693,12.35897435897436,35.512820512820504,11.20814326018867,3.663358974358976,506,18,106,12,6,171,85,130,0.055,0.732,0.213,0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,6,0,5,4,1,4,0,17,15,8,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,5,5,13,5,21,8,0,17,0,0,2,1,2,8,0,3,8,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915524159618813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907432448199847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301033884445196,0.0,0.18718318680515625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965389096557388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304822794354149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530939002725933,0.2286802673878445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123025879683024,0.0,0.15622353307785866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357707014789345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43926141561291737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621783889644807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630707923757006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002707762606825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40427087285871655,0.0,0.0,0.13804286966448462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdthrowaway7632,2018/03/14,Curious about sensory integration problems So the literature suggests that sensory problems are common in ADHD like they are in Asperger's. I was wondering if anyone could give me real-life examples of issues they have with their senses in their day to day life that they think other people don't experience. Thanks in advance.,8.005526315789472,9.974821438596491,8.599078947368422,58.79230263157896,62.68421052631579,12.015789473684213,37.05701754385965,11.698219412168324,5.455670175438597,270,13,36,9,4,90,45,57,0.129,0.792,0.079,-0.4599,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,5,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,8,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022394546271783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758461116231849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079253824903756,0.0,0.0,0.32437764168530736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460033174038577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125000600433666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624879163793932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763326494232087,0.12286423208411625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434996978044812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812797057551706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862481651015448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315361705210726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114322254977828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27272778278837195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hjpfingsten,2018/03/14,"A New START! So a background : 
Im in highschool, recently had a BAD grade slip - never done so bad in my life considering grades.  Always been a straight A student until now. If anyone else with ADHD can relate to this sentence - I care, but I don’t. That pretty much sums up a lot of what I’ve been going through!! I always thought, all through elementary and middle school that I was a “perfectionist” “daydreamer” and stuff like that, not understanding that I showed lots of signs of ADHD, until 10th grade (this year) I have been going to my psychologist (who I LOVE) for four years. i went to her about three weeks ago, explaining how I have an endless list of assignments I need to get done, know what I need to do, but I CANT GET MYSELF TO JUST DO IT!! blahblahblah long story short she said to me “I really think you might have ADHD?” (She has it too) and the previous night, I had been trying to do APBIO notes for 5 hours, making no progress, and has run across some things online about ADHD, and was looking at symptoms and could relate a liiitle too much - ahhaha!

So I went through the endless pages of questionnaire forms, so did my mom, we turned those in and I took an IVA Test and scored 54/100. EESH. Not terrible, but enough to say somethin. (59 is the cut off where they consider an Attention Disorder) 

Oh, also, I’ve heard all my life “HANNAH, PAY. ATTENTION!” I will be told by my mom a simple task, walk away, stare at the room wondering what the heck I gotta do, come back to her and say...”I’m sorry....WHAT?” So if anyone else can relate, I thought I’d share

ANYWAY today my psychologist “officially” diagnosed me with ADHD and Anxiety. Not suprised....or sad, or upset, or angry. I was relieved that the things I would get in trouble for or feel like “why cant I just do my work like everyone else? Why cant I focus? Why am I so distracted?” Actually had an answer. This might sound weird, but I felt like I had options of figuring out how to start living a life of normalcy, or as close as I can get! COPING MECHANISMS for ADHD is important. Meds are only a small part of what can help me. My psychologist is helping me figure out ways to organize my life, quite literally in a series of lists and post it notes, or my mom drawing with dry erase marker on my mirror to remind me to take out the trash. ITS COMING TOGETHER! 

Also, I am taking AP Biology this year (worst decision of my school career - never take AP classes that you cant handle and talk to your psychologist to figure out whats right for you, unlike me who assumed I would magically get my shit together and be fine) Ive gone thru almost three quarters of this class, and it has consumed me and taken a toll on my OTHER classes. Finally, after realizing now I have some mental illnesses and realizing my limits, my mom, psychologist and I have collectively made the decision to pull me out of the class, and be put in to regular biology. Im so happy. This class has been far too much along with five other classes. College classes are meant for college where you only have maybe 2 classes along with it, not high school!! I only have a week and a half left of this class and Im out. My GPA is thanking me, and just the fact I will get out of the class that has set me up to fail. Phew. 

Im finally feeling like I might get my bullshit together! Ha! For real, now that we have a diagnosis, and know what I can and cannot handle, I can start a “new life” of possible organization and a little less stress of that 10 page packet of notes I left for myself to do the night before my apbio teacher wants them due that we realized I can be spared from, finally. Ive learned that its never too late to switch things up to make them manageable, and thats what I need right now, I just want to be happier and feel like I got this whole high school thing! 

One more thing - I have kinda struggled with doubting myself, like for example : I see my friends maybe procrastinating or being lazy, and I think sometimes that my adhd “is something I made up in my head” when myself and others close to me know thats not true, but with all the stigma around it and ignorant people, I sometimes find myself feeling like “maybe I am just a lazy teenager who cant get her homework done” do you know what I mean? Like obviously I am diagnosed now and went through a test and some questions and lots of counseling, but still. AGH. I thought this was funny, I read another post saying this same thing, and someone commented “this is what someone with ADHD would say” 😂 TRUE

This is only a small, small snippet into what my life is like, recently diagnosed with ADHD as a 16 year old, but I hope someone can relate! 

(ITS 1:55 AM WHAT AM I DOING?? Goodnight!)🌙 



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adhd,diamonddate,2018/03/14,"effin' ADHD! Ignored my reminder voicemail then just fucking blew off my appointment to re-up on meds. Recently switched health providers, so health plan means new doctors, psych, and prescription.

Started with her last month, went well, scheduled a follow up.  Saw the appointment reminder VM come through on Friday and breezed the transcription without actually listening.  Today I saw the appointment in my calendar but it did not register that it was for my new psych (who's name is not yet engrained in my head).  When I got home from work, my wife asked how it went to which I responded with confusion... then facepalm.  So frustrating given that I generally have my shit together.

The irony is not lost on me...",6.916684444444449,8.786954784000004,6.157866666666667,75.65137777777778,65.16,10.355555555555558,37.888888888888886,10.504223727775694,4.422982222222221,568,30,94,15,9,173,90,125,0.113,0.857,0.031,-0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,3,1,5,0,5,6,2,1,0,17,19,9,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,9,3,13,1,15,10,0,23,0,1,2,1,7,7,2,1,12,60,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.17552011822772687,0.0,0.21616009718272172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814741047558804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549358504148658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409716676831467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628023280735402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438526881295017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459109266621015,0.3823714279838544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180417023654348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661216370141855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963414606247976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592328535812487,0.19978699056621013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435647472064794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34742516856754546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759278679561716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846265489433976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273077945172281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048887537611035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617182310868966,0.3334691799419624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338129208357356,0.0,0.13094223888252618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CriticalVec,2018/03/14,"Changing to Ritalin from Adderall, anyone benefit? Hello, So I Started with 5mg Adderall twice a day and kept moving up because it wasn't working. up until 15mg twice a day where i was having some side effects like dizziness and anger/easily set off later in the day. I changed to XR to hopefully make it smoother but I was still having problems. Doctor said we should change meds and suggested going non stimulant but we talked and decided to give Ritalin a try first. Has anyone benefited from making the change from Adderall to Ritalin? I've been really struggling lately and am really hoping this will work. Still waiting for my script at the pharmacy. ",5.2505785123966975,7.508685504132234,6.000074380165291,73.5964752066116,69.99173553719008,9.137520661157025,31.934710743801645,9.642632912329526,3.5565497520661165,530,24,83,13,10,173,84,121,0.064,0.853,0.084,0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,6,0,10,4,0,4,0,22,20,9,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,6,1,7,5,16,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,11,57,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306387944937648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851669043937542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144379746872113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809390340760323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862526727015146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351279211491073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392955513324153,0.08252434548541787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884461444325247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379954505196748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094068609840018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938532737931983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129197092626193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543318011356425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894325448651804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860463317082389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812487656619155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277808897248657,0.0,0.23192460515004756,0.0,0.0,0.1518016286958458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671168979866915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858585541502997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142449492837054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MarshmallowFireside,2018/03/14,I feel like I’m catching up on the past 22 years of my life. Long story short I’m a senior in college and I just got diagnosed a couple months ago with ADHD. Did any of you guys who got a late(ish) diagnosis just feel completely overwhelmed by how much you’ve missed out on towards the beginning of your diagnosis and feel like you’re running to catch up on everything you’ve put aside for years while also trying to stay on top of everything now? ,4.857666666666667,5.680782988888887,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,69.1111111111111,9.111111111111112,29.44444444444445,9.2995712137729,2.3954444444444447,359,13,72,7,6,117,62,90,0.026,0.877,0.097,0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,2,18,7,1,26,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,0,12,39,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285003134259785,0.0,0.1685395117495787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204755857779176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929548640617775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934856116744695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037615053439054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297879342479934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417546662569104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884075860991346,0.2716590103847986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30412999210464897,0.0,0.0,0.18825941714564756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447586130953367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429503029069548,0.18577664239563627,0.0,0.0,0.1682598042694789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176061706648822,0.0,0.13976803909940427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181501393994016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911340018043852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265417042573444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908635519327855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448760457289281
adhd,nimbusgirl,2018/03/14,"Vyvanse dulling your sparkle? Hi guys. My son is 10 and has been taking vyvanse for a while now. He absolutely hates taking his meds because he says “it makes him boring”.  I do notice that the days he takes his pill he is less talkative and more calm. On the weekends I let him go without the pill and he is very talkative, very outgoing and in a overall better mood...but who isn’t happier on the weekends?  Any of you feel like vyvanse dulls your personality?",2.6190511860174794,5.0569565730337125,3.7790262172284654,85.58204744069914,78.7752808988764,6.652184769038702,27.86641697877653,7.793537801064563,1.8426918851435703,361,16,70,6,9,117,63,89,0.096,0.7290000000000001,0.175,0.8358,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,1,7,1,0,6,0,8,2,0,1,0,7,15,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,10,3,6,13,2,9,0,2,0,0,18,3,0,0,6,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541107403698007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381466759909992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042875468493387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615245072644314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458689924765747,0.1618988117149322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879451276989862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439142281239494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374232061611016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317363628996249,0.0,0.11071606866873296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512719537500389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517259687059894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580106643933104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978776009565878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021892106489226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111746520495577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37397378980479606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845553397416875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gucci_saur,2018/03/14,"My ADHD testing was really short, wondering if that's normal I'm currently a sophomore in college, and I just got tested for ADHD today, results/diagnosis will come in 1-2 weeks. First, before I even scheduled the testing, I had a screening by the disability resource center (asked me about symptoms, other questions, etc). The actual neuropsychological testing was scheduled for two hours, I think it actually only took one. I know other students who've gotten tested and diagnosed here on campus, they all told me to expect 6-8 hours of testing. Is it abnormal that mine only took 2? What was your guys' testing experiences like? ",7.807053571428572,8.861819169642857,8.666071428571431,61.428928571428564,62.66071428571429,10.32857142857143,37.42857142857143,10.290406445055957,4.406985714285714,505,24,71,11,7,171,84,112,0.0,0.972,0.028,0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,1,12,17,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,11,1,9,7,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,9,49,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.3134524907705559,0.0,0.3860293711699778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501429726756706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666209542389698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834604463741226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300958444647554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911580951096367,0.1060773655742808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710143806387109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660960085339358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844961550142486,0.0,0.0,0.15902311757901186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163249934855312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826370687615133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846295631591016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573577289653489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882936352930192,0.2442930160168244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179913131248938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028869750238297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692895302647967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290849840555684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522337244724769,0.15346391522258004,0.35687369908703315,0.0,0.0,0.15688668002350709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882676634338094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416808573229595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RetroPioneer,2018/03/14,"Recently diagnosed ADHD Got 100% in my physics exam!

So after the long process of getting diagnosed in Australia, my psychiatrist prescribed me 2 x 10mg Ritalin twice a day. 
This enabled me to listen in class and do homework and... Study!

Thanks r/ADHD for being helpful in my decision making process!",4.903333333333336,7.592304148148147,6.103481481481483,70.53966666666669,72.33333333333334,8.764444444444445,38.57777777777778,9.3871,4.564093333333333,240,15,35,6,5,80,44,54,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.7633,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,8,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6263318387274064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805221956331975,0.0,0.0,0.5289654123835841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614203313434525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084092296319361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466094530857082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306046565361838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393883892481593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729081858340835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990659259435615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oxbry,2018/03/14,"Diagnosed with ADHD at 28 I am so relieved I wasn't just making things up - that these were real difficulties and I wasn't just lazy and unmotivated - and that my new psychiatrist believed me. 

I am also a bit sad that if I had found the right person years ago, I might have finished my university degree by now and not wasted the last 10 years of my life. 

More importantly, it gives me hope that I might get through university successfully, and be able to have a decent career.

He was very thorough, asked relevant and intelligent questions, and treated me like an intelligent adult as well which was nice. He gave me a number of screening questionnaires to rule things in and out, and asked about a lot as well. He didn't rush through it at all and gave me a very long appointment and yet just charged the standard fee. 

Due to my past mental health history, the doctor was reluctant to prescribe stimulants, but it's something we will consider at a later stage. He has given me enough Straterra to last the month until I see him next (for free!) and encouraged me to email him anytime if I have questions or side effects.

I am just so relieved and glad to find a decent psychiatrist. I was really nervous about this appointment and the result so I am drowning in relief right now. And as I mentioned, I think this will make a big difference to my life overall, so I am also very happy and excited about all the potential goodness.

Just had to tell you all because you understand what it's like finally getting a diagnosis as an adult. :)",8.032577319587627,7.345205865979381,8.155381443298975,71.14606185567013,62.50515463917526,11.471340206185568,36.92577319587629,10.793553405168565,3.9424944329896894,1221,51,222,27,15,399,159,291,0.037000000000000005,0.767,0.196,0.9931,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,2,19,19,0,1,18,0,24,5,0,5,3,49,39,31,1,3,10,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,3,15,19,0,0,7,0,2,1,4,2,2,0,14,2,32,18,31,20,7,31,0,1,2,0,23,11,0,9,20,163,47,3,0.11930263004114278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337857729481107,0.0,0.10575458322268257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081254028209768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306370883444893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272577594610309,0.0,0.0,0.13441320994144235,0.0,0.0,0.13024757289465036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108965819112635,0.0,0.12464585612256865,0.0,0.12211129713239413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327150843573613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069019974358556,0.10904044250822674,0.0,0.0,0.13080917599987885,0.0,0.0,0.12466140032406002,0.11444595370890392,0.0,0.10006538580356662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699986810218786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268131168912441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849443064573473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944951331868998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853395159198367,0.11657047765898115,0.0,0.0,0.10557907335158376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142682975855627,0.0,0.0,0.1592708639051349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022899080342013,0.25312247447071906,0.0,0.0,0.09522622108535747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522322351547845,0.12687970050758404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388785974824114,0.0,0.10417045483496698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672924986712361,0.0,0.0,0.13579251165648135,0.07642831972279074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376758839328016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506874997920928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918449932048216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427575713223533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585187324876585,0.07644430810129811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241982453060558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953114924983501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145347841537343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536539645122479
adhd,mrsugarlumps,2018/03/14,"ADHD without anxiety or feeling guilty? I was diagnosed when I was 10 and suspect that I still very much have it but I don't know why anxiety seems to be linked with a lot of people. 

I have all the ADD symptoms (focused on the inattentiveness) and stuff but I don't really care as much about what people think. 

Okay. Well, I sorta do. I cry sometimes because it's hard making friends and I always feel like my friends have other friends they like more. I'm just the ""back up friend"" but that's not social anxiety. 

I've always been okay with public speaking and even though I get the jitters it's still fun and rewarding for me. 

Also, I am chill about how I am. Yes, maybe I'm wearing dirty clothes and my house is a mess. Whatever. People and their judgements can go get bent and stuff. 

I get down because of my inability to achieve all the thoughts in my head and my potential but I don't and have never had any sort of crippling depression. 

Probably because I have too big of an ego. Haha. I don't hate on myself and when I'm sad about others misunderstanding and disliking me, I don't ever think I need to change. 

I embrace my ADHD. Screw societal standards! Screw the man! 

Yeah...

So my question is why do many of you have anxiety? ",1.7166531165311625,4.160491776422767,3.1690243902439046,88.57014905149056,82.45528455284554,6.246070460704608,24.55826558265583,7.526774132740827,1.3183371273712745,971,38,195,16,27,317,139,246,0.154,0.629,0.217,0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,2,17,19,3,0,9,5,23,6,2,2,4,44,41,24,0,1,8,0,3,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,10,15,0,0,10,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,5,4,32,13,21,35,6,15,0,2,0,2,13,7,2,6,9,134,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639592122834775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878212226278218,0.18275434650862574,0.0,0.0,0.07467984229842116,0.0,0.3360411418537297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444307844026598,0.0,0.20083166077139736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196652482071516,0.0,0.11617262827771588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062965220962188,0.0,0.0,0.09458587537399067,0.11146271428710154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253359446000429,0.09933645068903076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105431775548093,0.07845382935777634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33937971442251674,0.0,0.17212574039583353,0.0,0.062411963497664286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837514214130938,0.10842230190445684,0.1127047037121103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671495009416214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035296866048567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730282040358534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336313204039516,0.0,0.0,0.07330420724161743,0.1113379715943122,0.11032669996773233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145737811005836,0.08142847720289736,0.08469822620713313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284014213580944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840211874205105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302102365939595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035206880556667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999739638183283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194537617414556,0.0,0.0,0.1086125722175882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540120925154978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514301220083253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414270063086332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073357213249713,0.10789539117251984,0.08718303431173298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906111526664168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873935440890128,0.0,0.19818689384949173,0.0,0.0,0.1058604013403677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KRais_,2018/03/14,"I seriously cannot decide what I want as a career and it annoys me to no end. I always bounce between ideas when it comes to a career path for myself. I’ve gone from therapist, midwife, early childhood educator, heavy equipment mechanic, professional organizer, life coach, business owner- like see? 

The only constant I ever have is the vision of living in a skoolie (converted school bus/RV home), traveling across Canada with my wife and my daughter. But I need to get there first!

Does anyone have any advice on how to pick a career? Does anyone have a solid career as an ADHD-PI? I’m at a loss and don’t know what to do. 

TLDR: I can’t choose a career path because I am interested in too many things. Help. ",2.6466527632950982,5.124268540145987,4.591392075078204,79.57403284671534,78.92700729927007,6.542022940563086,22.92440041710115,7.7094869923839395,1.397302815432743,558,18,98,9,14,190,100,137,0.08,0.825,0.096,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,10,0,9,1,0,2,1,15,17,8,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,1,11,2,17,16,0,15,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,8,63,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455457476833634,0.19965329560057532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000563180819092,0.0,0.0,0.13894053975542425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857222264974561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454793015431127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599843694054795,0.0,0.2207908716220314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575931513174027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809615780137006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184813728194145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378940094950546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674564264536816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694738078145685,0.0,0.20494362070241984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306456592743872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228564206150403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431303453581928,0.09981750982131284,0.0,0.1804130227743627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714234782087745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149625689919285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539001887310325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677669593948786,0.16281182123162624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372243246007361,0.13573715622267454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050970252826748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PleaseFeedMeTacos,2018/03/14,"WA State - What do I do about stolen medication? I try to be diligent about picking up my vyvanse and taking it directly home and putting it in the safe. Today, I wasn’t able to make it to my math class in time - so I hid it in my cosmetics bag, inside my lunch sack,inside my seemingly massive messenger bag. 

When I got home from class tonight the first thing I went to do is put it in our safe and my lunch, cosmetics, and medication were stolen. I am so concerned a child will take my medication and get really sick. 

Besides report to the school and the police, is there anything else I can do? 

Any tips for concentrating better without medication? ",4.671666666666667,5.931881246031747,5.603333333333335,79.825,69.87301587301587,9.092063492063492,29.87301587301588,9.444778638647367,2.6185777777777783,511,20,100,11,9,168,77,126,0.096,0.8370000000000001,0.067,-0.5718,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,0,12,7,0,2,0,12,19,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,7,6,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,16,3,15,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,66,23,5,0.1612484105769535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965444863593668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269370264983527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261111544222124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470235609292394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715781566296792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424563924374423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289650842610297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32349060640091604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763456617454496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497632378524136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241983794793717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329986081712693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319200014565993,0.0,0.14679449692249336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247747428314004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712627899105524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402524493278966,0.0,0.1528446389451869,0.0,0.0,0.10947708615809283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947889208353246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543771363323305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kr0zz,2018/03/14,"I did my assessment today. I just did my assessment today. I seeked it out myself because I read up on ADHD and saw the same symptoms within myself. I didn't know much but I told my parents that I had concerns about it but they seemed hesitant about it. I kept talking about it and my brother blurted out that he was diagnosed with it as a kid and that's how my parents got papers to be in the US legally (according to them, idk).

I keep wondering if I actually do have it or if I am just really lazy or if I have some underlying issues that I only THINK is ADHD. What if it's my excuse?

After a two month process I finally did my assessment today, it was a computerized test where I click a button whenever a square showed up on a certain part of the screen. Thats pretty much it, before that I filled out like 7 questionnaires and afterwards I took a test on my reading abilities and vocabulary... It was a weird assessment.. Besides these things I got asked some questions by the psychologist and she told me she'd have my results in a week or two.


Has anyone taken these? What if I don't have ADHD? It's not really a bad thing if I dont have it but that'd mean I'm just lazy or have some other problem.

P.S. I got the assessment done at my university's psychological support service.",2.81848484848485,4.5713362490421465,4.950994427028913,80.69685736677118,75.3984674329502,8.270358760013933,26.80616509926855,8.97023862654752,2.233542528735632,1015,39,201,23,22,352,135,261,0.063,0.8390000000000001,0.098,0.8157,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,15,0,24,2,0,2,1,43,42,21,0,7,17,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,26,10,0,2,6,3,0,2,4,3,0,2,18,4,39,3,23,21,7,24,0,0,4,0,16,14,0,16,9,159,65,7,0.0,0.0,0.11228763894884496,0.0,0.4148602540725688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045669466026067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757100615195146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607515089303796,0.0701430540412096,0.0,0.09791253526955616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167893821390969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177522807898856,0.13485628055910842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604897815135654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27608593595320313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009881791074192,0.0,0.10227578510498538,0.0,0.0,0.06323716379239533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621534598752991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534040741370325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184443733787777,0.0,0.16917323027593215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875127388931832,0.0,0.0,0.2555339453153969,0.12460506672954128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706330279744412,0.0,0.11010244689146267,0.0,0.0,0.12890004908989272,0.0,0.2301939108894904,0.0,0.14742821759832495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475159822740944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305753255405545,0.0,0.11959744177797273,0.0,0.09248554508932798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288923184080067,0.07372952937987247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32720682067093937,0.2199006383624872,0.12784235650804315,0.0,0.0,0.22480516698471645,0.0,0.13841001017124546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229885773472117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478397015792095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kinetic_turtle,2018/03/14,"Guys if Ritalin - or any stimulant for that matter - is making you tired, consider checking your iron levels So I’m not sure if the two are reliably connected but I took a break from taking Ritalin IR since it was just making me tired, leaving me pretty dull for the rest of the day. 

I thought my iron levels may have something to do with this because I do get very heavy periods, so I know for sure that my iron levels are low.

So I’ve stated taking iron supplements. It’s been 5 or so days since I started taking them and I’ve been trialling my Ritalin again, and Ritalin no longer makes me tired after 30 minutes of ingestion. 10 mg still doesn’t do much but I don’t get tired and I don’t feel much of a comedown effect either. 

In saying that, I’m not sure where my iron levels are at now and if they’ve increased much, but I also know that the reason why I’m no longer tired from taking Ritalin isn’t because I’ve built a tolerance, since I did stop taking Ritalin for almost a week and did take it pretty on and off. 

So I’m still seeing how it goes but I’m feeling pretty positive about how the Ritalin is no longer making me tired and sluggish. ",5.179969733656177,5.1412398177966105,6.234285714285715,80.39025423728816,68.19491525423729,9.454721549636805,29.145278450363197,9.23628265651192,2.3135142857142865,911,29,183,16,14,305,117,236,0.198,0.7020000000000001,0.1,-0.9738,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,15,5,0,0,9,0,19,14,0,9,3,42,44,24,0,3,13,0,2,0,0,1,14,1,0,1,9,8,1,1,7,0,1,2,9,2,0,1,7,4,20,3,17,36,6,25,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,7,11,115,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893237449216311,0.0,0.0,0.07133546772742112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066098057806159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875442956285898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505688641400093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020725814544914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320958975259178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832482219242939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804708063288137,0.0,0.0,0.0944529128670998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381743161162495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672302276526216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722540291231249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917153618419522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093766757776808,0.0,0.0,0.07108310319648763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136849840159306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686726935137655,0.0,0.0,0.06313821937015936,0.0,0.14247498414979545,0.07457755677760823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221782351047023,0.0,0.4024165423586786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081707979493577,0.0,0.6151531573557317,0.0,0.0,0.09910762188823084,0.0,0.0,0.08713819932848367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360167352910289,0.0,0.0,0.07155312638900585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049167585671603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Petrpowder,2018/03/14,"Need help getting over the ""not completely sure"" part of diagnosing for ADHD For years now Ive always looked into and researched ADHD symptoms and have commonly connected to others with it in a lot of aspects, but theres always something that Ill read or learn that makes me think I probably don't have ADHD and its all in my head. 

Theres a whole list of things I could write down that relate to it like constant movement while sitting, blurting in class, bad procrastination and terrible disorganization, a bad habit of always being excited to start a new hobby that I think ill like but then quickly trashing it, constant thought loops leading to daydreaming, even people diagnosed believe I probably have it. I can list much more if I need too. And keep in mind I understand everybody can have these things in their life I just believe my problems are pretty prominent to me. 

But then there is always things that make me question my judgement. Im in high school and somehow get good grades which from my knowledge isn't common but correct me if i'm wrong. I have learned though that In class I learn absolutely nothing. If a teachers talking or showing us a video I cannot stay engaged at the slightest and its very noticeable in my notebook how I will sit their and draw meaningless doodles and lines for hours. But to negate this I always procrastinate until the day of or day before a test and study pretty well and usually come out with an A or B. Sorry If it feels like Im getting sidetracked but I just want background on this.

A big problem is in my household my parents don't believe me in the slightest bit. I have this weird personality thing where I act completely different at home then at school and my parents actually see me as the exact opposite of someone with ADHD which turns out to be a big issue. My father does have a pretty severe case of ADHD and the genetic proof makes me want to believe it.

A big question is that would I know if I had ADHD? Like is it super obvious to yourself that you have it and that if you feel like your on the fence like me then should you mind as well just admit you have normal impulsive problems? Thats my main issue. 

My fear is to do all of this research stuff and all of this discussion to my parents and then go to a doctor and not get diagnosed, because what am I supposed to do at that point, accept that Im naturally unstable?

All help is appreciated and Im just trying to find a spark of motivation or proof to just go through and convince my parents for a test. Thanks",7.8535234215885925,6.990511028513242,7.883041955193484,73.52606191446031,62.95112016293279,10.625857433808557,37.15527494908351,9.791249743138472,3.5363232749490834,2029,86,373,34,25,658,231,491,0.108,0.738,0.154,0.9711,5,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,5,2,3,18,25,0,1,23,0,33,9,1,6,10,100,62,47,0,17,24,5,2,6,0,3,8,0,1,1,37,26,0,2,17,3,0,6,7,9,2,0,2,4,49,16,58,54,11,56,0,0,2,0,22,27,0,15,26,272,86,18,0.0,0.0,0.0585266402474621,0.0,0.4324674927778543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495187082918233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015271218943572,0.036560010773745065,0.0,0.051034038840632366,0.27028372483696306,0.0,0.0,0.0654768217504006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516628798466306,0.12576463046426178,0.12962265427044692,0.0,0.047884905084159116,0.0,0.0,0.07735741934921614,0.0,0.0,0.1826191257692825,0.0,0.0626607799430151,0.0,0.061386630540248385,0.05248425023436306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961271322555165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748819358801535,0.06065000465588252,0.08569185263552911,0.0,0.0,0.0548157747512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533718835246047,0.0,0.06816999020336229,0.05030391955898247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061551328602367575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039953310509379,0.06336654660984617,0.06015949820769805,0.0,0.05906298287659844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591318022217827,0.12519597661519366,0.0,0.05330825491480151,0.0,0.0,0.03296051791803596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042361893055022894,0.1758036073319334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503636296493654,0.0,0.0,0.050988331722548234,0.0,0.0,0.12010070208045877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111466819817455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044088293602696664,0.08894093667480857,0.0,0.05792392364755858,0.0,0.0,0.0587624566049722,0.05754732693787576,0.06828157537844153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637915675299223,0.06494673841003304,0.0,0.04157889445078911,0.05236758084086676,0.0,0.0,0.05669546202305421,0.0,0.0,0.1830474451099734,0.1293257065210747,0.17216301883017435,0.0,0.0,0.13437074412796635,0.0,0.05999091411977781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139516444698455,0.047792058293915085,0.0,0.0,0.06775432193877938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050816355228398384,0.04617144193238059,0.0,0.06713674867095076,0.04245039010707902,0.0639250333846802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865666449822225,0.0,0.0,0.05652543001045381,0.062336660695528914,0.0,0.04820537929379281,0.0,0.055216631283380786,0.0,0.0,0.15937806072730526,0.07685871182305896,0.05892482263832224,0.04761319995286367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071887367480073,0.065235234156842,0.0,0.0624357612881948,0.07214216050646936,0.0,0.06605364139697692,0.04948539545480063,0.07074924516715081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784888738507678,0.0,0.0,0.06695959299885808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260429484003082,0.06557290209993627,0.0,0.038621730225055335
adhd,spiriualExplorer,2018/03/14,"Tolerance breaks and results I’ve been on adderall 10mg IR twice a day for about 6 months now. Thee first four months, I took ample tolerance breaks where I took random days off, thinking I’m going to outsmart my brain. 

However, last month got really stressful and I started taking it everyday without breaks. I’m on the 6th month and until today, I must admit that my tolerance had gone through the roof and I didn’t feel the effects even if I double dosed. I felt anxious and like I just couldn’t focus like the first few months. 

Today however, after take random breaks yesterday and saturday, I feel like my tolerance is reset. 

Today, when I took my IR dose, it worked again. Like it used to. I feel the effects coming on, and it’s not unnoticeable anymore. I’m pretty sure if I continue taking everyday it’s going to stop working. So, I’m going to keep tricking my brain by taking random days off. 

I feel happy knowing that tolerance breaks definitely work. 🤗

Just a few important points - 

1. I slept basically all day when I took my break
2. I really wasn’t functional at all. I was however capable of talking with friends. Just not capable of doing any work that required more than 3 mins of concentration. 

I hope this info helps people who have tolerance issues. Cos I know how anxious I got when I thought I’d reached my tolerance and could never go back. Now, I know that it’s reversible. 

Please share your tolerance reset success/failure stories and experiences. Thanks! 
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adhd,jontirictor,2018/03/14,"Ritalin prescription change leading to anxiety My psychiatrist moved me from the three times a day 10mg ritalin intake to the single 30mg modified-release capsules and I found myself being unnaturally anxious for the majority of the day.

I'm under a lot of stress with work and a new baby so this could just be a coincidence but I wanted to see if this is something others have experienced.",6.4520547945205475,7.866813383561643,8.208109589041097,62.21873972602742,65.84931506849314,11.31945205479452,35.14794520547945,11.20814326018867,4.642147397260274,319,15,50,10,5,112,57,73,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,9,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,9,5,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195335811510946,0.3130036879399284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930971910009525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212132224057683,0.0,0.0,0.35736698195723154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037865995280689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355500787902883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944754019671494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675903352411778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078429939498206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132975607873043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173761101984664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155836575865112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341964632377004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017060407239518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dinofail,2018/03/14,"Every time I do house work I work on a project for 5 minutes before I remember another thing I need to clean and start on that for 5 min... 

 Repeat  x100 and my house is still dirty, except now all my cleaning supplies are part of the mess. ",4.519319727891158,4.587167326530615,5.228979591836733,86.66482993197279,69.61224489795919,8.165986394557821,28.578231292517003,7.793537801064563,1.564504761904761,185,6,40,2,3,60,39,49,0.115,0.828,0.057,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716056469308472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204074231375874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823599756564036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977499107269112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206046698708626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804940306380223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29341980722154715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333608915227065,0.0,0.2068541578827021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208175399985642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103697450045425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771401126317688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,daniel1150,2018/03/14,"How do you deal with ADHD at work Hey!

I'm 21. The older I grew the more I accepted the fact I have ADHD. I was doing pretty bad in school because id spend more time talking with someone because they kept distracting me and stuff like. 

Now, I'm I  the adults world where the excuse ""I got ADHD"" won't help me and I need to find a way around it. 

So my issue is... I'll be working on some files at work just killing it ! Running through them like nothing but as soon as Someone talks to me I'm gone, lose all focus and it's hard to get back at it. 

What should i do to overcome this issue?",-0.7722736220472441,1.3057823779527595,1.4426328740157466,98.85717765748028,91.36220472440945,3.80492125984252,18.173720472440944,5.148860815047168,-0.6447791338582678,450,13,106,2,16,150,86,127,0.113,0.8190000000000001,0.068,-0.7555,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,4,8,7,1,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,2,17,17,8,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,4,1,15,3,15,10,4,17,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,7,67,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407609179485173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351905296711455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532972895503467,0.12523177691510934,0.1828597553932077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546286490222646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708419322880994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836132675685059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995724881099698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435770803993066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053223895576248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31309216238673115,0.0,0.0,0.1659369313957291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655085321185124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779560975732402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121248038907702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391530397127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525893561925985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179351432682794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416475789751025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169771849840745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110561457027696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745785547728938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905165059470127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275740815220581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,The_Optimistic_Otter,2018/03/14,"RANT: Adderall Shortage. What the ever living fuck. I didn't even know this was a thing.

I just called to have my prescription filled at my local Safeway. Last month it was sent in just fine. It was just 5 mg dose so very small to start with. But it helped! I ended up crying after class twice because for once I didn't feel *stupid*. My boyfriend was amazed that I was able to pay attention when he talked. Even at such a small dose, the results were shocking.

Today my psychiatrist sent in a prescription to the same pharmacy as last time. I called them to have the prescription filled and the pharmacist who answered told me there was some sort of manufacturing problem and that he was unable to fill it (nor send the prescription to another pharmacy, which means I'll have to call my psychiatrist to get a new one?).  I am in disbelief. How is there just a ""manufacturing problem""? I mean, I've seen Breaking Bad, I know that there's a whole distribution network involved in supplying drugs to people. Did a batch make it's way down to Mexico or something? Did someone pee in it? Did they not have enough of the chemical ingredients to manufacture it? What's going on?!

I'm in the throes of finals week and was counting on being able to function!

I guess I'll just have to cope, same as I've been doing for 24 years. And try not to eat everything in sight. I'm just bummed.",2.6366916354556835,5.078978486891392,3.602247191011237,86.84946317103622,78.73782771535579,7.1016229712858925,23.74656679151061,8.167268648758528,1.4400327091136085,1084,37,217,21,27,347,150,267,0.094,0.887,0.019,-0.9593,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,0,16,8,2,0,15,0,24,6,1,3,1,33,41,12,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,16,5,1,0,7,0,1,7,5,6,0,2,19,3,18,2,37,21,5,39,0,0,2,1,15,16,1,4,14,142,34,2,0.2691578788315651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111775213133862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236779304612364,0.08203807235130617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122604319129432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782864560808262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560688437368192,0.13770785269140282,0.0,0.0,0.11919699517688545,0.13905601963463765,0.0,0.177776240479836,0.1217343554912628,0.0,0.0,0.1209508730467976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804715541330603,0.0,0.0,0.14742464996340032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441606091375225,0.07031194130386158,0.0,0.07648431264286511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825387433027226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020542628810706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479221311191845,0.21939959527126632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883566910460355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983248708262584,0.0,0.0,0.2931918363835831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741962548370222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997717830221447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332217829637012,0.0911941722784618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330009152214876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754773947626913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402829864182724,0.1036054424943694,0.0,0.0,0.09525566599249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081694537427848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940826739681358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847406182850504,0.0,0.12756509866380908,0.12859594386552772,0.0,0.09137026586972233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104171926473624,0.0,0.10682249797424057,0.10795110752285393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025257976672166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666442463991524
adhd,robotnel,2018/03/15,"I know what to do, but I won't do it. I can make a plan with all the steps, but then not follow through with it. Like, what's the point of trying?

But maybe I'm just not trying. Or not trying hard enough. Maybe I'm just lazy. ",-1.4799999999999969,0.3178428627450991,0.4504901960784302,106.97220588235297,90.9607843137255,3.4000000000000004,10.46078431372549,3.1291,-2.2130156862745096,170,1,47,0,6,55,33,51,0.068,0.8340000000000001,0.098,0.1139,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,9,5,0,0,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990803444712863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592913168845836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907474572583166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141117868937947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932108459020766,0.0,0.5815850366156919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736248328243291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895548570112235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,reddrigo,2018/03/15,"Can symptoms get worse? Hey all,

I've been wondering if the symptoms of ADHD can get worse as we get older/some time/phase.

I've been on and off meds since 15, but even then I could focus on reading and studying just fine. By the time I got to college things started getting complicated and now when I'm off to work I just can't do anything else, no reading, no studying, maybe Im just more tired now?

I'm went to the psychiatrist and got a prescription for Ritalin and even I'm not feeling like starting the treatment just because...",3.1343509865005217,4.955190887850471,4.044797507788164,87.23880581516096,74.70093457943925,6.6247144340602295,29.645898234683283,7.3871296695380915,1.7224483904465209,423,19,85,5,9,136,69,107,0.174,0.805,0.021,-0.9368,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,1,17,21,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,4,2,11,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,50,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555717029649752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390425136684045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919227279256668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129918248578993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359312295141154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149493379878528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822758483842821,0.1162468150697036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400568083814335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602832344803232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576494010274807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949650910619839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634735690199732,0.0,0.18074463810106045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255269893256041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460321919387594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303473432604201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382556471853675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810357917185112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976605190577428,0.18702208280589427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084257006837687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646231372777202,0.11846170519857464,0.0,0.3316500634542864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AuroraGrace123,2018/03/15,"Asking for Help no one can give you My life has been changing a lot since my diagnoses. Recently, I have made it a point to ask for help when I need it, but I have come to the realization that most of the problems caused by my ADHD are not issue that others can help me with.  I remembered that the entire reason I stopped asking for help from others because it is rare that anyone can actually help me in the ways I need them to help. For instance, I have a paper that was due about a month ago that I am struggling to get done. I just need someone to keep me on task and on topic, but every time I ask for help, others assume I am asking them to do the work for me.


TLDR: How do you get the help you need in the way you need it, or is it just impossible to do so?

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adhd,MetalGear777,2018/03/15,"Stupid question but is it possible for someone to just be really dumb but not have any mental illness? Also following up with that. What is worse knowing that if you are unintelligent that you have a mental disorder or dont have one?
Sorry for wording it weirdly.",5.072959183673468,7.223263183673474,6.285459183673472,71.81757653061227,70.22448979591837,8.981632653061224,32.65816326530612,9.516144504307137,3.5256489795918373,212,10,34,5,4,71,39,49,0.387,0.5920000000000001,0.02,-0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958983777139328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822726174573572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003729156180438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30716248580612937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403544532942827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282414801596003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759605160087233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954622450706704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293595962567198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678988090421935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220643611712072,0.0,0.0,0.2933834813165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670877165761689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Iamjakebrett,2018/03/15,"Any fellow Self-Employed ADHD sufferers? How do you get on with day structure? 
I tend to be great with organization, Getting things done and staying on task (Usually).
But I tend to have these moments where my mind races, I stockpile ideas and end up implementing them into my schedule spontaneously. Then it tends to feed into more ideas.

A lot of these ideas are good, and they help me on future projects, I don't want to not have these ideas. But I can't seem to find a place for them to stay as ideas, and to trust that if the idea is good, I will revisit it organically anyway. 
Any tips? 

Happy to share my schedule as well if that helps for anyone, who is struggling on that side. ",4.23706766917293,5.7150395112781975,4.679706766917295,85.20016165413537,71.18045112781955,7.4252631578947375,26.08195488721805,7.908726449838941,1.3450757894736838,537,17,109,7,10,170,88,133,0.051,0.7609999999999999,0.187,0.9619,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,25,18,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,8,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,14,7,22,15,2,20,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,4,8,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397130195023743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811149265392244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128651255320751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497330193838671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896675958431475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296528739243803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625275936010244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121474358187114,0.0,0.0,0.1950143105345525,0.0,0.12816888870339352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375304165890952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584331850528815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7874101293880498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883379310553403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738197401593227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145921138229078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583198999456983,0.12127680305568142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478195818676644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153244614494245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723305385434802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803580166575587,0.0,0.06856878841684748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452503800751932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,damenleeturks,2018/03/15,"Saw this today (about commitment in a relationship being linked to executive control) and wanted to get an ADHD group’s reaction to it. Thoughts? Since we can’t truly crosspost, here’s the link to the post with the study over on /r/science: 

https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/84lx71/men_with_more_prefrontal_brain_activity_a_brain/",15.930144927536233,19.338216652173923,10.14217391304348,49.65862318840581,45.52173913043478,10.481159420289854,34.89855072463768,10.504223727775694,3.9837333333333333,290,9,33,5,3,77,40,46,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,9,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357666877943004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066792213850604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894400353942588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34726415434378016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892895107968257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999409272778583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878585806134321,0.0,0.0,0.3436960544370135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386692464956727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CB049,2018/03/15,"How in the HECK do you stick to an adhd friendly diet?! I can’t seem to stop buying pints ice cream and eating it all in one sitting. I keep forgetting that I need to avoid that stuff until I’m like halfway through the thing.. at which point I figure I might as well finish it

What do?? D:",0.8718579234972665,2.7841647377049203,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,81.95081967213116,4.722404371584699,18.36338797814207,5.46131890053228,-0.4751333333333334,223,5,50,1,6,73,49,61,0.069,0.75,0.181,0.8001,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,11,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,3,9,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,2,4,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35858015029429485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305304777948187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305182455116729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652030366929113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457674507150656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165211172096735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212359655194969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021817635922129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205404058437444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716228667404346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944886610947764,0.0,0.0,0.3415597817492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822232858054326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682685119235878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UnreflectedFocus,2018/03/15,"absolutely RAVENOUS when I don't take my meds Does anybody else eat way more food when they aren't on their meds vs when you are? I've been taking ADHD meds for almost my whole adolescent life (19F) and in the last couple of years, I have noticed I eat an abnormal amount of food throughout the day when I don't take my meds (Vyvanse 30 mg). Anyone else struggle with this excessive snacking when you're not medicated? ",5.954634146341466,6.344730560975613,6.203560975609758,79.79631707317077,66.5609756097561,9.486829268292682,31.03414634146341,9.3871,2.588909268292684,334,12,65,6,5,107,58,82,0.036000000000000004,0.964,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,6,7,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,6,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843917168966574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034506875164107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799969174505753,0.14360544374671855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507893187530514,0.0,0.090388432819795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265065629943628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868272762353636,0.23416317255359184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33895216173299875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424509766306015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899567893385464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6227227993314094,0.14119149953774254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956748921683284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652052210298935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161375362938328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124858000389802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647814325593656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025527731405726
adhd,ad1080hd,2018/03/15,"Is it medication that helps with achievement? Or is it the fact that something externally finally validates your struggles and believes in you?? My story: My grades went from C+/B- to A+ the term after I had my meds. Then I got into a fight with my school's accommodations office (condescending, wouldn't accomodate me) and I stopped trying in school and now my grades are D/F LOL. (I still feel focused and able to work, I'm just working more on side projects instead). 

I find lots of people attribute their success in grades/achievement to medication but I always think a lot of it is the motivation the ADHD diagnosis can give you. Just wanted to see what you all thought",5.823964444444441,7.422829352000001,6.157866666666667,75.65137777777778,67.48,8.755555555555556,32.28888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.870342222222221,539,23,96,10,9,173,88,125,0.041,0.8490000000000001,0.111,0.8204,0,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,4,1,5,5,3,1,1,7,1,7,2,0,2,2,24,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,17,1,15,11,5,14,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,7,68,23,10,0.18271263472258448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958508049048306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203154889318538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585457103042396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238499801614762,0.0,0.0,0.20015276041556265,0.16699603801797094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752746081815756,0.0,0.0,0.1461319851044825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246842763750493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31067149635098423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295254756176756,0.36812751427783663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666993525044004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698298818025504,0.14559831398933668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066111274113266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591454610898796,0.15275594395828684,0.0,0.19101091697820596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707487871739625,0.0,0.14505342277038422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404988540429955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776864588051137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693764429073921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660339483500368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OttersFromSpace,2018/03/15,"Where do I go from here? Just want to feel human again [UK] Hi all, I'll try to keep this short and sweet but I really need some advice.

I'm 26 and diagnosed ADHD (UK, NHS) for 1.5 years. In this time I've had to deal with:

-Being bounced around the NHS for 9 months prior to diagnosis
-Being removed from the test list as an unqualified doctor refused to believe ADHD exists
-Been given an incorrect med dosage repeatedly (psych is denying I ever took my correct dose despite 12 months of records)
-Neglected to add diagnosis and treatment to medical records for over 12 months
-Cancelled appointments 3 days before they were due after 5 month wait
-Accused me of lying about my dose to get more Ritalin (they backed down once I showed evidence that THEY were the one lying)
-Removed me from the patient list at their clinic and now face a 9 month wait for another appointment (only clinic in a 20mile radius)
-Repeatedly made errors on my prescription (wrong name, wrong year, wrong dose...)
-Refused to allow repeat prescription so I have to manually call them and beg for meds once a month 

I'm utterly fed up but I've already put in 5 complaints about their behaviour over the past 18 months. I just want regular medication and I don't want to deal with this unprofessional clinic anymore. I have to ration my pills as it can take them a week or more to write a script plus I have to then wait longer while they fix errors on the original so I don't even have a regular medication schedule.

Does anybody have any advice? I'm losing my mind over here.",4.267966101694917,6.407105288135598,5.052,79.85935593220341,72.38983050847456,8.245423728813561,27.0542372881356,8.954980946260402,2.287790508474576,1240,45,225,26,25,401,175,295,0.163,0.795,0.042,-0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,8,1,15,6,0,0,14,0,16,15,1,3,3,38,35,16,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,13,0,0,1,5,11,1,7,1,1,0,5,2,5,0,1,8,2,25,1,44,25,4,46,0,2,0,0,17,14,0,2,27,132,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581858580031825,0.1917441383656694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826695189100928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671824274006145,0.10287701026573703,0.0,0.0,0.09729887139860316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087338803165229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544062268614116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348448196492546,0.110536503009433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001813970850669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327290791818492,0.20229444173764646,0.0,0.0995797018231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041986028635876,0.08585682304738053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480080585405912,0.08874621619476848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960742217246713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051258485896154636,0.0,0.055758239470854565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720477836202646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976012341994376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283416329582772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217956441501781,0.29650685835739765,0.0,0.0,0.0990632483983228,0.0,0.5481739060256773,0.0,0.0,0.07274740734276193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896814164359234,0.06648195323388555,0.07461716369324589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365720644037658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862776406752444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285185211129637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376659674762019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057208797209379235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900394803246198,0.06661032816845068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360366383994105,0.0,0.07869801657902145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32180402847470113,0.0,0.12635939516747433
adhd,Mindcycle_canada,2018/03/15,"Solo Cycling Canada to Raise Awareness for Mental Health This story is about my mental health and the process I have gone through to over come my daily struggles. As this ongoing process for 5+ years continues, I want to raise societies awareness about mental health and show people throughout the world that you are not a lone. I will be doing this by solo riding throughout all of Canada starting in May.

Any Help is appreciated: www.mindcycle.ca

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You know the innate desire for adventure that lies within all of us? I sure do, and mine has come to a point where I can no longer ignore it. I’ve had a lifelong aspiration to cycle across the country we call home and the time to take on that challenge has finally come. This May 2018, I will be flying to Tofino, BC to dip my bike into the chilly Pacific Ocean, and will start my journey to St. John’s, Newfoundland. It will be a 3-month, approximately 8,000 km, ride stretching across all of our provinces.

The idea of this ride is very exciting, challenging, and to some degree daunting. So, to strengthen my motivation I wanted to make it bigger than just me, bigger than just a bike ride.

As some know, and some do not, I have battled many mental health challenges over the years. Everyone experiences and deals with mental health issues differently. Mine have presented themselves as intense bouts of anxiety and depression, and most recently a form of bipolar disorder. The anxiety and depression would come in waves for no apparent reason and could completely debilitate me at times. At the onset, it was incredibly nerve-wracking to reach out to people for support, let alone trying to make sense of what was going on in my head. It’s nerve-wracking because you have no idea how people are going to respond and whether they might judge you. I wanted so bad to feel “normal” and was constantly resisting the emotions and swings I was experiencing.

It has been about a six-year process to identify what was going on in my head, seek help, and get on the right track to set myself up for success moving forward.

I am finally at a place where I am accepting of my mental struggles, have almost sorted out my medications and have my toolbox of strategies in place to keep my emotions in check and be productive. I have also built a strong support network of people that I can go to when I need them (you know who you are).

Not that my mental challenges are “solved”, as they are part of who I am, but looking retrospectively, it’s been the support from my family, friends, psychiatrists, and mental health professionals, commitment to therapies, coping mechanisms, and medication that have brought me to a much healthier and stable mental state.

I am doing this ride because I want everyone dealing with mental illnesses to receive the support, attention, and care they deserve. I want to help people build the confidence to open up and reach out to someone they feel they can talk to. I want to encourage people to accept that it is okay to experience mental health issues and that they are not alone. And I want to instill confidence in people struggling with mental illnesses and that with the right support, tools, and mindset, they can achieve anything.

I’m setting my eyes on crossing Canada by bike - please help me achieve my goal and help everyone else dealing with mental health challenges achieve theirs.

Pedal to the medal,

Ryan",8.495637254901961,8.678521733660137,7.915294117647058,70.37382352941177,61.238562091503276,10.729411764705883,36.954248366013076,10.328600350310266,3.927966013071897,2719,116,444,54,34,855,276,612,0.061,0.7709999999999999,0.168,0.9956,2,2,0,0,0,0,77.0,3,6,9,13,12,30,1,3,27,1,55,16,3,5,5,94,93,39,0,12,8,0,2,0,1,8,13,0,1,0,27,43,0,2,12,4,1,20,7,9,0,0,10,5,61,21,94,69,10,75,0,3,2,0,34,40,0,9,14,320,88,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616943089500573,0.0955057500227696,0.0,0.03687169576794698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0313542939033658,0.0,0.0705433514655884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037942075344540575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038497361189431166,0.056212713927674164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708033123853358,0.0,0.047009088644546115,0.0,0.0,0.15886815260918824,0.048342239545947366,0.04982521222534126,0.0,0.03681263235407322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260266279729736,0.07942366358333704,0.0,0.0,0.048171929149856164,0.05284253702071128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385164242304094,0.1037281822742216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321714442621907,0.0,0.09020285076767792,0.04346551078753115,0.0,0.04662609897097679,0.0,0.0,0.10101577763544536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562210023262498,0.0,0.02408896826151754,0.0,0.1048145248498081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946380253552297,0.3920760896311168,0.0,0.0,0.15452251854917354,0.0,0.04624901075262109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040982250559074,0.0,0.0962473132450442,0.0,0.040981958430674544,0.0,0.0,0.07601748982381687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047147460410719634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871820940315742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615534684452728,0.046745190891310434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289576383201302,0.6040442409380776,0.04891216718207447,0.0,0.0,0.03680211214419832,0.04900437049847852,0.03389389914550378,0.034187704844378636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517500259046425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992931278620488,0.0,0.22375318207082445,0.0,0.09634385829971233,0.05061156418185448,0.0435859525236786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740560378752125,0.04552503161694022,0.0,0.0,0.07875013367043546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03906625270133115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526944562393419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460292435151967,0.0,0.0,0.2616079924432649,0.04345523646697386,0.0,0.034666673756489,0.03705900434201959,0.0,0.0,0.052727293435842634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377064406655497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03130357936029962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055460960552926895,0.0,0.0,0.03804304647929932,0.19036543593042132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032753040648073266,0.0,0.0,0.08907405495454332
adhd,crispyricesnack,2018/03/15,"I feel like ADD causes me to not have any perseverance thus not having developed any hobbies or talents Either that, or it's just my own fault and I'm blaming my misery on my ADD because I don't want to take responsibility for my own actions. 

Usually people have at least one strong point, right? ""I suck at math... But at least I can play ball!"" or something like that. I feel like I don't have the willpower to further develop any of my talents or hobbies, simply because I get so easily bored with them and want to try the next thing. This results in kinda knowing how to do a lot of things, but not knowing how to do anything really well. 

The only 'talents' I have, are things that are not based on hard work and dedication but rather based on coincidence or luck. I feel very incompetent every time someone shows something they've put hard work into. 

I could honestly just start taking up piano lessons now (I took them 6 years ago, for maybe 5 months or something), but I feel somehow demotivated and I don't think I would be able to go to them every single week. I really want to be able to play piano though? The answer is simple, I should just take action and stop whining. I know non-instant gratification achievements are more rewarding. But still. Actually achieving anything seems hard.

I also don't really have any hobbies, besides watching Netflix and browsing Reddit. You probably think I'm a boring person after reading this, well... You're probably right. 

I feel like it's somehow a faux pas to end a Reddit post by asking DAE, but does anyone else relate? Fellow talentless people, how do you cope? 

TL;DR talentlessness possibly caused by ADD, how to not quit and actually pursue interests?",4.682471153846155,6.7110981125,5.6193750000000025,76.69581730769231,71.0,7.923076923076922,28.87019230769231,8.617729084823388,2.4012836538461535,1356,53,233,24,26,445,176,320,0.08900000000000001,0.763,0.14800000000000002,0.9614,1,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,3,9,17,21,1,0,8,0,23,0,0,8,0,67,48,26,0,7,22,0,8,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,12,0,1,13,6,0,5,9,5,2,1,1,9,30,16,29,42,8,32,0,1,1,0,8,13,1,12,17,150,40,6,0.1844290767352429,0.0,0.17997617467943736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817426243560327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374393301639179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508361930449733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447854932145307,0.09448469196760444,0.15176941577734673,0.0,0.08620814532606927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242625336900283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189459465134408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362580532126657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069756394831354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703341409503042,0.0,0.08167471026863403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553894515102973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331322066776491,0.19763425390549427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048178290282368766,0.0,0.05240764723918988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478183407884539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203609600497445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020546204067756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839750289705352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264189826665588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360476474702188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980712077050942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248695772891112,0.07013331177482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278599000218128,0.08051817802205112,0.0,0.0,0.08717254513029288,0.10395803652050037,0.08831603730339563,0.0,0.1988457380174654,0.0,0.0,0.0927010808858605,0.0,0.09808151246585643,0.09223949293132752,0.0,0.17722498369951145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750142382854246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394865239403279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813307911139797,0.21297377049036995,0.0,0.0,0.06526992488222669,0.0,0.07364264945875773,0.07709548316902748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800156983465826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378972534715485,0.11817470545221695,0.09060031574740376,0.0,0.05377103889183369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245374513932264,0.0626076184303409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156128604008444,0.07608665164100578,0.16317157177658456,0.0,0.07396894038329761,0.0,0.16582388902668332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426656440295945,0.0,0.0,0.06550656229199947,0.0,0.0,0.059383139336347625
adhd,adds4cereal,2018/03/15,"I made an appointment with a psychiatrist and now I'm too anxious to study, can I get some advice? Maybe I'm just paranoid and need to calm down. For some background, I'm a full-time student in California, age 24. I decided to search for professional help after experiencing my first public panic attack in class after forgetting to turn in my homework for a class.  I felt a strong and unreasonable shame and I didn't really know what was going on or why I was responding that way.  As my classes have gotten harder, my life is starting to crumble. I take twice the amount of time and effort to get the same thing done as my peers, and it really frustrates me. I'm starting to sleep in my car at school just to keep up with all the material and yet, I'm still doing a mediocre job. It takes a lot of effort just to hold my thoughts together so I can perform the most basic functions like opening a phone app or looking up an assignment on my school website. I forget what I'm doing while I'm doing it and it's really frustrating. Even if I isolate myself, my my mind is thinking about everything at once, yet nothing at all and goes blank often. 
I admit I tried a classmate's adderall last year (without prescription) and for once in my life, I felt fully functional. However, I stopped taking it because the idea of being dependent on a medicine to function like everyone else really saddened me. Not to mention, I would feel these ""shocks"" in the back of my head even weeks after I stopped taking it. 
Now I just feel like I hit a wall and I can't keep pushing forward.

My first question is: should I have gotten a referral first? I tried to see my school psychologist but they have had me on hold for 3 weeks and in the mean time I've been feeling really depressed and unable to motivate myself to keep working. I also really don't like my primary care doctor and he makes me feel really uncomfortable. I just went ahead and called a local psychiatry office that accepted my insurance and made an appointment for next week.

Second question: If i go through with the appointment, is there anything I should avoid doing or saying? My memory is really bad and I find it difficult to articulate my thought process considering it's all over the place all the time. Will look suspicious if I write my thoughts down and take it with me? I really don't know anything about the doctor I'm seeing except that I overheard him on the phone while I was being scheduled and he sounded kinda mean. I've read some posts on bad experiences here and I'm scarred I'll just look like a college student trying to score drugs. I'm really anxious I'll say something stupid and have the doctor disregard me. 

I don't care if I go through medication or therapy, I just want to be able to function properly. I'm seriously considering dropping out again. ",5.0255627431678604,6.361535374771485,6.059159049360144,76.60263066610419,69.10968921389397,9.339689682651294,31.210284535695877,9.661875296680813,3.0460652416443996,2258,94,411,51,39,750,257,547,0.117,0.813,0.07,-0.9754,2,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,11,25,23,4,3,29,0,33,9,2,5,4,102,91,36,0,9,19,0,6,5,0,4,7,3,1,0,16,27,0,9,22,1,0,7,7,13,0,5,17,15,62,10,66,66,11,67,0,1,5,0,17,27,0,18,37,276,78,19,0.06778346423341508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623721675255913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054206411857970926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315204157548618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156003107729308,0.0,0.0,0.07711347610412714,0.0,0.05212129997194888,0.11319272263541814,0.041320170653320984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921449562794937,0.0,0.13821951863409046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583817984201573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081377436226285,0.0,0.06936601782690123,0.0,0.0,0.07860729868513518,0.0,0.0566243865828619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954067769018828,0.0,0.0,0.06477000487157218,0.06091940694998872,0.06630523464730911,0.0,0.0,0.13709342472653027,0.04842452039212829,0.13016551106148985,0.0,0.06195285830834767,0.17296974014923233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082812480528966,0.0,0.11556871438318812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956538983338867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543382726155444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651928048790224,0.0,0.0,0.06726462909155244,0.1807471724181359,0.0,0.0,0.07450403850390215,0.055252570288689504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575493076650288,0.16557788374708765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076311476310282,0.0,0.0,0.05762707733163,0.0,0.12827670558651436,0.04524598872303042,0.0,0.06809760053929251,0.14767212790729756,0.0,0.06828470903305131,0.0,0.0,0.06844197598216792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026057984792063,0.0,0.0,0.07208848319887264,0.0,0.0,0.0650400620621016,0.0,0.0,0.14437435439126134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952929051466855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708192931489761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491782165548003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186598583194424,0.0,0.06780180740149219,0.0,0.4342382288272456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780826277490617,0.0,0.2058014537719817,0.10802929007866632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783241664063343,0.0,0.0,0.052183022367321835,0.0,0.0,0.09595496972797388,0.0,0.05413196209627553,0.11334002248349423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548236467366017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751629873839445,0.0,0.0450323217107535,0.04343290690444588,0.0,0.1614374973447107,0.11857524928405258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380615683731186,0.07372894457421257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998044341386906,0.05380335884792858,0.16311541911753513,0.0,0.0,0.06283595043784439,0.0611640334272352,0.0,0.0,0.06534084066245019,0.0,0.049347169259088886,0.0,0.0,0.048151428188820136,0.0,0.0,0.043650328598148234
adhd,acombustiblelemon,2018/03/15,"'you're so skinny!' cut to me going up and down the stairs bc i keep forgetting things i need this morning i was going to dig through some bags of clothes i keep meaning to bring to a resale store (they've been sitting in my trunk for around six months) and on my way to the front door i forgot my keys. run back downstairs, grab keys, run upstairs, realize i've forgotten my shoes, run back downstairs, put shoes on, run back upstairs.

the key is having a terrible working memory!",3.3351063829787257,5.263085223404257,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,74.42553191489361,6.827659574468084,26.643617021276608,7.6454224807358475,1.4415148936170212,377,14,75,5,8,118,65,94,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.7883,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,5,0,4,3,3,0,0,11,12,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,3,2,0,1,9,0,2,0,1,3,1,10,0,14,9,1,22,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,4,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257394396101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5849607484359322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882300484009907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507860672542022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762223202103221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024046682419395,0.0,0.0,0.1880259217152207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491734926210696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684668943784793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127953496292747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460883284777824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Redheadwithoutacause,2018/03/15,"I just lost my bus pass. Again. I'm a university student, and got put on probation for this year because I was doing poorly in my classes and got diagnosed with ADHD. It was an ""ohhh"" moment for my entire family. Due to the probation, I'm only allowed being a part-time student, meaning I don't get discounted public transit or a traceable/registered city bus pass, just the regular pass (and a price increase from 108$ a month to 135$ a month). I've tried writing my phone number on the pass in case I lose it but every permanent marker I try rubs off. I've just lost it en route to school for the second time in the past few months. I can't afford to replace it and I have no idea what could've happened that made me not put it directly back in my little purse that I carry on me at all times (instead of using pockets because I'll just forget whatever the item is in that pocket). I'm just frustrated with myself, I feel like I try preventative measures to keep on top of things but if I'm even a little distracted I just forget everything. Do you guys feel like that sometimes?",4.758277886497061,5.236505744292241,6.082403783431183,79.31640410958906,69.18264840182648,8.996868884540119,29.798108284409647,9.04235418022936,2.423134116112199,854,31,166,15,14,289,129,219,0.108,0.8370000000000001,0.056,-0.8685,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,10,7,1,1,14,0,9,1,0,3,1,30,25,8,0,1,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,2,4,0,3,7,4,5,0,1,7,3,20,2,24,17,4,32,0,3,0,0,5,14,0,2,13,103,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605583848407365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062457042000537,0.0,0.1684566820509535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103190625506478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140241625367314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126127284684052,0.0,0.11641583101247115,0.0,0.12418004336681142,0.0,0.13025622175684873,0.0,0.13972778364225674,0.19742014387133325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218914341312734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101746859726845,0.0,0.0,0.1368119583642082,0.12218500308506892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597931833423187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281358181823655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500767531225624,0.2769691950598113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154579074119692,0.3016620208648258,0.0,0.0,0.13074164424944393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050976499698945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33086260764364034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508599769890237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962676201455427,0.13190076509662224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778019553371448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983739464906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665559609364353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917953069953615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113835569029997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814290618741331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933620544649845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897820858209488
adhd,Likitstikit,2018/03/15,"Strattera + Welbutrin = Uh Oh So yeah. My doc is very anti-stimulant, so has me on straterra.  It isn't doing Jack for my ADHD, but it keeps my uncontrollable rage under control.  With 4 young kids, that is of the utmost importance. 

Doc decided to add welbutrin to see if that did anything. She did it last week, and my rage came back almost immediately. Last night my 6 year old got pissed and slammed the door. I fucking raged on him. Felt like the worst human being possible. I quit the welbutrin not even a full week into it.  I emailed my doc and said that it's time to go with a stimulant.

So yeah. Be careful mixing meds.",1.201478494623654,3.712730169354842,2.8598064516129043,89.28304301075269,86.01612903225808,5.5647311827957004,22.782795698924733,7.03164865440522,0.8979124731182799,487,18,98,7,15,160,87,124,0.201,0.703,0.096,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,5,1,6,2,9,2,1,2,0,17,18,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,8,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,6,3,12,2,11,10,2,17,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,2,11,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386964597514187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888408805706267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344310310109525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527225642161421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716248323953406,0.2025010823010928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276344915309296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118323896234688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907014083734876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836162335928561,0.0,0.0,0.11287739953571413,0.0,0.1588504438597266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653800948538087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237952322203284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703318603698284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206163300909004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863865874695154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084128803688788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390840729247505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125134694840275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892821004849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827032518512282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581391953625428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387805652519633,0.0,0.0,0.31863371384607003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279014551819348
adhd,klumpackis,2018/03/15,"Appointment for adhd in monday, cant wait, hopefully i get those miracle drugs prescribed. title. do you guys got prescribed stimulans on first appointment or not? im so deppresed because cant really function properly and when i discovered what is wrong with me, the waiting game driving me nuts.",4.732371794871792,8.036126980769232,5.716923076923077,69.51141025641027,77.26923076923076,10.389743589743588,35.5897435897436,10.125756701596842,5.276951282051282,241,14,34,9,6,79,45,52,0.141,0.79,0.07,-0.4325,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891717886740419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973992268695558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37553136256233743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754433039798543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918392223606266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899048286235776,0.0,0.0,0.3206352455574997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32162886808043184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497839328635316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744902378764546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540491346741077,0.0,0.0
adhd,shakyboye,2018/03/15,"(PLEASE HELP) Variations in inactive ingredients among generics... I've been taking Adderall for several years now, 15 mg IR twice a day. I've gone through different generics, as I'm sure most of you have, and had varying results. Last semester I felt as though the generic I was on at the time was making me feel ""off"" (zoned-out, not all there) and was running out faster than usual. I discussed my concerns with my doctor, where I also realized some others, and he decided it would be best for me to try brand-name Adderall instead to try to minimize the negative effects of the different inactives in the generic.

 

After so much trial and error, I felt I had finally found what worked. The brand name was great! I felt awake and focused, but without feeling zoned out or zombie-like. My heart rate still increased a little, but wasn't racing as I had felt with the other generics. I no longer felt overly nervous and anxious, and my hands had stopped being so shaky. After a few days I cried tears of joy as I thought I had *finally* found what would work for me. Until the next month came.

 

I got a new prescription, took it to the pharmacy near me at school (I'm in college). They said they didn't have any in stock but it would be there in about 1.5 weeks. I wasn't totally out yet, so I figured it would be fine. Fast forward two weeks, I still don't hear anything from them. I call the pharmacy to check up on it just to have the pharmacist go ""Oh sorry, looks like no one ever ordered it."" I cried out of frustration in a Panera (sry everyone there). I was going home that week, so I just picked up the prescription to take to my pharmacy at home.

 

We are now 3 weeks out without pills. I was on spring break, so I was ok with not taking any. I drop the prescription off at my pharmacy the day I got home. They call me an hour later to tell me insurance won't cover it (even though they did the last month) without pre-auth from my doctor. Annoying, but fine, understandable. Doctor's office calls me to review the reasons why we felt switching to brand name was necessary, including

* tachycardia
* PVCs (which actually showed up on an EKG lab I had performed on me for one of my courses)
* feeling zoned
* inactives in generics affecting potency
* I felt as if I was ""swallowing"" my heart (very difficult to describe. Very uncomfortable)
* chest pain
* low blood pressure

 

Insurance company doesn't buy it, says they won't cover it, leaving me to pay $400/month if I want brand name. Cue more frustrated tears. (Side note: I've interned in a medical office for two years and its actually incredibly upsetting to see how insurance companies can say they don't want to cover treatment because they think the doctor's treatment is ""unnecessary."" Like ???) Doctor calls to fight it, dad calls to speak with company (dad also has ADD too, but isn't having the same issues with his Ritalin as I am with the Adderall). They say they will only cover it if I can provide them with the **exact** inactive ingredients that are producing the negative side effects.

 

I have spent hours trying to find confirmed lists of the inactive ingredients for different generics, but am not finding anything very reliable or conclusive. If anyone can provide me with, or at least point me in the direction of where to find these, I would be forever indebted to you.

 

I apologize for this being so so long. And if you made it this far, big s/o to you. I guess I just haven't really talked about it, because I don't have any friends who would really understand my frustration with this. They're great for support and do support me, but it's just not the same as talking about it with someone who gets it. Also if this was not the place to post this I really do apologize, and would appreciate being shown where to post if necessary.

 

**TL;DR:** Generic Adderalls have given me shitty side effects, doctor prescribed brand name, now insurance company is denying it. Insurance will only cover brand name if I can provide them with the exact inactives that are making me feel so terrible, but I can't find lists online. Desperately need help finding them :(

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adhd,baronesurvivor,2018/03/15,"Undiagnosed ADHD for 21 years? All of my life I’ve wondered what the fuck is wrong with me why I’m not ever able to follow simple directions, sit still, focus and retain information to an extent that a normal person would. I To why I have to pace the room during a phone call, why my thoughts and life have always been so jumbled and disorganized.  I usually piss everyone off and based off my actions can often give off the impression that I’m very stupid. I’m actually a very smart guy but just lack the ability to function in a productive manner. I’ve procrastinated my whole life away and it’s like I can’t even find the proper focus or motivation to get it back on track. Even if I become motivated the feeling dissipates within 3 minutes.  My mental cognition is in the shitter and I have become extremely discouraged and depressed. I’m going to my GP to maybe get diagnosed and possibly put on some type of medication for ADD/ADHD. Now I’m not expecting some type of limitless pill but I could definitely use a boost in dopamine or something to make me feel like human again. Anyone care to maybe give some advice in what direction I should step In or what medications worked the best for them? Feel free to share whatever stories/opinions you may have!",5.4363265804247,6.802621112033196,6.537163778374424,73.44422260190386,68.1701244813278,9.985940932389553,30.359043202343177,10.194018383442646,3.2394137661703684,1012,39,180,26,17,339,148,241,0.084,0.738,0.17800000000000002,0.9795,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,10,14,3,0,14,0,13,9,1,4,2,44,33,15,0,7,9,0,3,2,0,3,7,0,1,3,7,9,0,2,9,0,1,5,3,6,0,0,2,3,18,9,30,27,8,26,0,2,0,1,11,13,2,10,9,115,25,6,0.11639704148640227,0.0,0.11358672201563608,0.0,0.27977324898688544,0.11374184181177853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685166288927008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138751777330827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093588520327782,0.08950214014245422,0.0,0.0,0.2571027749412461,0.0,0.0,0.12215151391319105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885439332702773,0.0,0.1186745412515501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929335663134252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002526012739826,0.11814054697022333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375829627025134,0.10528778788083724,0.0,0.11122236122588668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656152454591376,0.08315406969511438,0.0,0.0,0.10638478720836887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760718925724017,0.12162530013184633,0.2233172968141979,0.06615112104759609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525137098833202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466440180139493,0.11373143005718254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769592903001328,0.0,0.2338729459976181,0.0,0.0,0.234515547415436,0.1173008409419632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114044387224744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163340698274267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312201752990646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701117577241475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960812918116916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295482768722883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240624926450207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052967189929753,0.1281948967471147,0.19207949862121124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31509067661944606,0.12995314004157674,0.0,0.0,0.12622762632663762,0.08473843248417423,0.0,0.0,0.08268511867767135,0.1272618925516908,0.0,0.07495587849033385
adhd,Spatz90,2018/03/15,I can only focus for 7hrs on 70mg of Vyvanse. Anyone else experience this? And yes I've tried all of the different adhd drugs and vyvanse works the best.,2.2727956989247318,4.475969612903229,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,78.67741935483872,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.3485397849462366,122,4,23,2,3,42,26,31,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.7845,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849856763307391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398873865389396,0.3282255447531288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361764097817511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346864652067359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714919729717517,0.0,0.2676024420358363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133533762068045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363252907173505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748940740623213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332108795909628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whateverist-at-ease,2018/03/15,"Looking for a random conversation Fellow adhd human here greetings to same-wired humans out there and the normal-wired too idc . My head is a melon, a very bored melon, tad suicidal but definitely sarcastic. Yeah so anyone down for a random conversation?  ",6.01431818181818,8.904203613636367,7.204545454545452,63.00181818181821,69.68181818181819,8.945454545454545,26.90909090909091,9.516144504307137,3.2198818181818183,205,7,27,5,4,69,36,44,0.147,0.6779999999999999,0.175,0.319,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703404415733226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27364904390733125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016497825763709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328645073270545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834511529639454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280859346450046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291420472054416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,collegeradiodaze,2018/03/15,"Any ADHDers do any video editing? What are your tips/hacks for efficient editing? I'm getting more involved with my video editing and am looking to try out new methods for more efficient editing. Editing can be fun, but sometimes I find that the hyperfocus can work against me, or I'll find my eyes glazing over at the footage. Ideally it would be nice to leave footage and come back to it with a fresh mind but there's deadlines. The worst is when I find I have ""editor's block.""

Things that have worked for me: Organizing my footage beforehand; taking breaks (pomodoro-style, because I find that unexpected interruptions can wreck flow); taking my laptop to the library; and using markers to ""log"" footage. 

Any tips would be appreciated. ",6.8528738512949054,8.28059878195489,6.143258145363407,77.33931495405183,64.93984962406014,8.918629908103592,38.08604845446951,9.150863307647796,3.5659948203842946,590,31,102,10,9,180,84,133,0.098,0.758,0.14400000000000002,0.6966,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,14,1,1,1,0,20,21,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,14,16,3,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,3,63,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589052669744316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527552941992607,0.0,0.1072422975608428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154388130928026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.643169353891772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919135946917356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627926104521955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773276163747862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763418296390288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699095411690628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739944052227748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454753614788706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687680782538305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944158315487367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194278669698896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256151110984976,0.0,0.0,0.2499442624828547,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,justafknhuman,2018/03/15,"Anyone find old diagnosis files and get depressed? I found one yesterday from elementary shortly after I was diagnosed. It was written by my fourth grade teacher. 

""(Child with ADHD) spends more time trying to avoid work she perceives as difficult. She doesn't complete homework or classroom assignments and regularly passively refuses to hand in assignments by hiding or losing them.
She refuses to be an active listener during times of instruction which is making the situation more difficult for her as she is missing out on learning new concepts like math etc etc boring teacher stuff.""

For years I blamed myself for low confidence in academic situations and now I'm getting the feeling that it isn't completely my fault. I can't place myself in the situation of a teacher with 20+ students and a few with behavioural issues but seriously ? That year I had a lot of family problems between my parents and she damn well knew about it but never talked to me one on one. 

All I can say is I hope that things are better for kids like us in school now. 
Anyone with similar experiences ?",7.877923076923079,8.822693266666672,8.114679487179487,65.82740384615386,62.48717948717949,11.423076923076925,38.30128205128205,11.20814326018867,4.81974358974359,877,43,135,24,12,287,131,195,0.13699999999999998,0.747,0.117,0.2434,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,3,4,17,1,1,7,0,12,2,1,1,2,29,23,11,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,2,9,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,4,12,1,3,6,4,21,5,30,16,7,21,0,4,0,0,16,10,1,4,13,102,30,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582142214298655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841014150601213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643115450479576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27605894211159315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338744725822884,0.13361902702190456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936426133759551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877611687139245,0.12410516185272386,0.0,0.06656472516382075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032305691201367,0.0,0.0,0.14434424114942082,0.0,0.0,0.13756034385857815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075526652661654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740536084523128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863223859866474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727942169610714,0.0,0.1119216496991301,0.0,0.0,0.0878754560292493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153435297769292,0.12714558160008008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381414774138554,0.0,0.26762242936040204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617851605484966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754319127007358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596848751923645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469105132234477,0.0,0.13323388519882992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439305409218221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507044238139412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581294568121127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746047811248461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352895580648135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937973378640318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835524214989855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836654570339256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584065073569137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955282179241768
adhd,Kulty,2018/03/15,"How do you stop thinking (or think less)? Warning: Long text. No Tldr. Writing this has just taken the last bit of mental energy I have for the day. Thank you for understanding.

I think too much. Not racing thoughts: an ongoing stream of creative analysis, constantly taking in information, discovering patterns, formulating questions, exploring possibilities. I CAN stop my self from thinking with mindfulness and breathing exercises or meditation, and when I do, it feels great.

The problem I face is this: my default mode is ""thinking"". I think during breakfast, on my way to school, at work, during class, walking to the restroom, while with my gf or friends... and it's burning me out. At the end of a day with easy classes and little workload, I feel mentally exhausted. 

I'm wondering if there is a way to change my default mode to ""not thinking"" and retain the ability to selectively switch into ""thinking"" mode when it is appropriate and helpful. 

* Do you have a similar problem? What kind of coping mechanisms work for you?
* Have you been able to retrain your self to somehow ""think less"" in general, outside of meditation and active mindfulness? 
* Was there a particular medication that affected a positive change in that regard?",5.642641509433965,8.588386471698115,6.299660377358492,68.77694339622643,71.0754716981132,9.52301886792453,36.071698113207546,9.888512548439397,4.504678490566038,980,54,146,28,20,319,128,212,0.08199999999999999,0.8,0.119,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,6,0,2,8,7,0,0,12,0,14,6,2,2,0,48,32,15,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,8,12,1,3,17,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,2,19,4,27,28,4,24,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,7,11,106,27,5,0.10952575098609664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957375315601465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317274438939452,0.0,0.0,0.1183584270800913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127009709344804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700730640847577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075902115834244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846193235214859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075252712203913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341280218223555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405421537536588,0.0,0.08927810526092253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977357593526364,0.0,0.09692684304830962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033567142508433,0.22075239252485732,0.0,0.2211795724280484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051402916920744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234738276903392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096027038358565,0.0,0.0,0.12269390725008085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084590729870553,0.0,0.0,0.2285184899144347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313686412572355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234973409365373,0.0,0.0,0.10083659625927488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631617108983084,0.0,0.08695121213785634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402016940959392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738728862573783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187760048886848,0.1594721023265537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mababe,2018/03/15,"Struggles getting diagnosed and being taken seriously I hope I'm not breaking any rules. I just found this subreddit and it's been really comforting to read all these posts and realize that what I'm experiencing is not just typical laziness or every day forgetfulness, etc. 

That being said, I've never been diagnosed because my parents are kind of old fashioned when it comes to admitting you have a problem that isn't purely physical. I went to the doctors one time and talked to her about it, and she was extremely condescending, telling me that ""getting medication isn't going to fix all your problems"" and that I probably don't have it because I get good grades in school (which was very frustrating because school is very hard for me I could be doing better, it's not a fair question IMO.) So she gave me a questionnaire, then told me based on my answers it looks like it's moderate to severe (but she still wasn't convinced.) Gave me a referral to a psychologist.

I had one appointment with the psychologist, they went through the process of asking me all kinds of questions and whatever else they do when you're a new patient, then they told me if I were to get diagnosed and put on medication, I would need to meet with the psychologist once a month for a year, and meet with the psychiatrist one every 3 months. I can't personally afford to meet that much and would struggle to find the time, so I never went back. My question is, is this typical protocol for every psychologist, or does it depend on where I go? I also am super nervous to talk to anyone about it again because of the condescending reaction my doctor gave me, I hate having to defend myself that I'm not lying about my issues.",7.9922652539276555,7.544329552795035,8.324388016075996,69.11715929850203,62.47826086956522,11.800073072707345,36.953598830836675,11.20814326018867,4.223921227621483,1364,58,241,34,17,451,169,322,0.086,0.848,0.066,-0.5071,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,2,14,17,2,3,15,0,28,7,0,1,6,47,55,21,0,8,10,1,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,21,14,0,0,8,1,0,7,11,8,0,3,18,4,37,9,32,31,5,31,0,0,1,0,28,5,0,8,18,174,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209404585346399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130604669225124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303595836571946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427939394957733,0.0,0.0,0.06932086558257003,0.0,0.21982183846138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973159147571109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765745269043575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197856105192743,0.0,0.0,0.05814019806096569,0.0,0.0,0.2745053346212505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454756572442624,0.07889210186632405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530993074076396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054264680759248,0.0,0.0,0.2278693402446653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239675076332129,0.0,0.0,0.09884636217983307,0.0,0.0,0.18840155259885755,0.0,0.10247024178367282,0.075614721147798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075795116668945,0.08900584814406494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954068641111426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409464454836608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775763046939556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044043422665419364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757044748265093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163611186876014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391598244497494,0.0,0.06627165548683119,0.06684612436019137,0.13906064209016514,0.08706878853169589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459873424650284,0.09600830389603908,0.18326677510203696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010246633886016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871672937580942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634012565524503,0.0,0.09719846208372508,0.17252543837454215,0.0,0.09062706181626304,0.3029706165066817,0.0,0.09017580105760363,0.0,0.05775329837810497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857546304355639,0.0,0.0,0.18247606923724768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018454268548963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199502833229858,0.0,0.0,0.1884916445458784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449205686189162,0.07879630138545317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513601824287214,0.0,0.0,0.17228706129360102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876870076956486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507137663334824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808194280965346,0.0,0.0,0.05805454896588806
adhd,lulrkman,2018/03/15,"Trouble waking up in the morning Hello reddit. I am a 16 year old boy who has been diagnosed with ADHD since the age of 4. But ever since the start of high-school around 3 years ago I’ve noticed it’s been extremely hard to get up in the morning and make it to school on time. I was wondering if anyone on here could give me some advice on how to get out of bed and stay focused on my morning task before going out for the day. Any advice/tips is appreciated, thank you!",6.056530612244897,4.769081387755104,6.984612244897961,79.89610204081633,66.75510204081633,9.47265306122449,29.804081632653066,8.238735603445708,1.9127322448979598,368,10,78,4,5,124,73,98,0.045,0.867,0.08900000000000001,0.6484,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,7,2,1,2,1,14,15,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,19,11,1,22,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,3,9,48,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265338179156749,0.1841946917776313,0.16708904462244425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818275710743815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179977141225266,0.0,0.0,0.16780011181950066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039497796192234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049755947529225,0.0,0.0,0.12156339037221064,0.0,0.0,0.19131799950655992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050411113222502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696124410592605,0.1808211472580769,0.10712579608364453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885409184609051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991548401400924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125821575174968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146022934267681,0.19779332103179345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38153309376438055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31184927764599885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341741199363746,0.20091010928939992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354045572380006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991268738400514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204414297805483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427686191031751
adhd,ASUSundevil23,2018/03/15,"Anyone replace coffee with adderal IR for a booster? Already taking vyvanse. I take vyvanse 5 days a week for work, 20mg in the morning. I need coffee in the morning however to get a ""boost"" to start my day. I also feel that Vyvanse helps me work but still missing boost. Would getting a script for adderall IR as booster help and also replace my coffee habit? Also what mg should I get for booster?",3.2770129870129883,5.487017480519483,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,75.49350649350649,4.919480519480519,31.779220779220786,5.288315135182226,1.6597844155844157,314,16,53,1,7,102,49,77,0.037000000000000005,0.8370000000000001,0.125,0.7677,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,11,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,10,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416541916137706,0.5253640644982199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311864248293652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28245301353664976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072484533598548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34323016644222365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293560599662164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237379557069315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549979395954649,0.0,0.17488083451995426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292972969829304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565568482204416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31884579117521633,0.0,0.0,0.15555988770574958,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SoftcoreSally,2018/03/15,"Neurocognitive Assessment I went to my PCP with my ADHD symptoms and he referred me to a Neurologist.

I had my ""interview"" with him where I listed my symptoms and he diagnosed me with ADHD-PI. However he still wanted me to get a neurocognitive assessment to I guess rule out other possible causes.

My questions is:

**What can I expect from this assessment? I've heard of different types including paper+pencil , computer based , etc""**",3.4238,6.5909438133333325,5.255500000000001,68.51525000000001,90.86666666666667,9.966666666666667,30.25,9.2995712137729,4.7148,346,18,50,14,12,117,50,75,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,12,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,14,0,10,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,37,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324708803998592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227571846027084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484780544227276,0.0,0.2314512042175923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470639798592966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574003389283492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440397480361905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497412548223724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481637682160592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769137653984785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605079987196016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066385389963595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536008974845715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DoYou_KnowDaWae,2018/03/15,"Career Choices and ADHD    NB: There's so much ranting I'm sorry.
  Hey, I'm in my second year of the International Baccalaureate- A very tough program (http://www.ibo.org/about-the-ib/)... and I'm writing my finals in May. I've sent in applications to so many colleges. However, I have no idea what I want to do. In my school, they tell me that I can't really do anything with my subjects, which are very limited since it's a **** school. They moved me down to the certificate program instead of the diploma when we found out (very late) that I was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD-PI and all that since my childhood. That's why my grades have never been excellent...So my subjects are: English Higher Level, Economics Higher Level, Math Studies(lowest level) and Spanish AB Initio.
  Now I know that Unis don't really require you to take specific subjects for specific careers, and I'm so confused. What am I going to do? How do I do something I won't get bored with? I moved from Journalism to Hotel Management to Art (which I absolutely love, but cannot draw advanced stuff-applications require portfolios) and now everyone is telling me that I should just take business since its the only thing I can do (the lazy option.) I don't like business, I don't think I'll last. And from this long-ass essay that I've written in a very unorganized way... not making any sense, I think you can see how weird this is for me. Man this thing Has affected my life in so many ways. Shoot, sorry for the rant.  So my question is... what on earth can I take at Uni that will allow me to travel, work with others and. not get bored? Because hands-on works are the absolute best. I cannot do maths and sciences even if my life depended on them.
  Another really annoying thing is that if I want to do business, my parents will not allow me to travel abroad- Yep, they're that type. I need something rare and enjoyable so my parents agree to let me travel. ",4.068088768115942,5.961685573369572,4.873891304347829,81.96748550724641,72.34239130434783,7.950144927536233,28.299275362318845,8.648137234880735,2.2218834057971013,1513,59,282,28,30,489,187,368,0.09,0.828,0.083,0.3739,4,0,2,1,0,0,79.0,1,2,3,7,15,10,1,1,10,1,36,4,0,7,2,49,58,22,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,24,16,0,3,6,5,1,8,12,6,0,1,5,1,44,4,33,47,3,33,0,0,1,1,16,14,0,7,10,184,68,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443116715060193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912112269883164,0.10658216040209248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836440091242742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061960985449141165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066686706080373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316609828655787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713462867828318,0.0,0.0,0.097124800453014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134557808855612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144694360840214,0.0,0.0,0.10620915502191396,0.0,0.0577663912245334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474323435565488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586065561507441,0.08285308723452688,0.11465839015402428,0.0,0.0,0.10393745131150367,0.14358773882338632,0.04965792097825386,0.0,0.0,0.08995137339640613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173730308579013,0.0,0.06784788166586073,0.20610128138345526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160620881110468,0.07471972957830507,0.07536742969313255,0.07839379819044445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730452594763446,0.0,0.0,0.2257263428841699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386407642530265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953464481323239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573746721369496,0.08099677669297474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522418693839317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565003938014457,0.0,0.22756334144686624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163575857864866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292699766418995,0.0,0.17768194526124725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025824423866544,0.13025820901366394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354664074576051,0.11990403879989076,0.16135989188725616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171752500715076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799547959625708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545513564820474
adhd,MotivationIsBullshit,2018/03/15,"Countries where ADHD medicine isn't available. How are doing guys? I just wanted to open a thread and find out how many guys from European rural countries we have here.

Magic trick is quite simple - survive without proper medicine all your life :D You can get alcohol, cigarettes, sports though.

**If you are from the country where ADHD medicine isn't available please comment below and share your probably miserable experiences.**
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adhd,Knurvous,2018/03/15,"Sweating and Sleep Loss I've only been on my meds, generic Adderall, for two months. This month, my doctor changed my dosage so I'm taking 15mg two times a day. 

The problem is, I get awful ""jitters"" if I don't eat something before taking my first dose, because I guess my body absorbs it faster than I feel I can handle, but if I wait to eat, taking my pill at nine, I'll have to end up taking my second pill at noon or one, which woke me up a lot last night. 

I just don't know if I should be taking it sooner to counteract this, as I was told four to six hours in between and my face is always sweating so much about an hour or two after the second dose that I feel like I literally can't get my face dry. 


Any advice is appreciated.",6.862087912087913,4.280249897435901,7.548864468864468,80.63423076923078,66.05128205128204,9.683516483516485,31.260073260073266,6.868970318607317,1.7251457875457876,568,14,127,3,7,191,102,156,0.038,0.908,0.053,0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,1,12,13,6,0,0,17,27,11,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,10,4,2,21,1,16,21,2,19,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,7,14,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165821915082387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210753452452688,0.0,0.0,0.09162214917127913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213116960434769,0.0,0.11464671948687954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965650155026072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252823185066466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689077484199953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137903563419112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27572824863108963,0.0,0.0,0.11933226057871316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624875139462395,0.0962523250618625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460268145072605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078346335855738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484221136374296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653670916016353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404499698116608,0.10982428556576583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582308367919598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454403956452601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965650155026072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150830517240204,0.0,0.09904327276757073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643653624863674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129765992376096,0.10246949892364676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289200030295753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482896192581134,0.0,0.0,0.10372301451696732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065072050383732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856311462291933,0.0,0.0,0.1287418752457154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948397646053732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Thalvarian,2018/03/15,"Evening workouts = instant hunger when on meds. Who's got some tips? :) Hi Reddit!
A new member announces her presence by immediately asking an odd question :>

So, I've been having the annoying experience of getting insanely hungry and dizzy if I try to do a workout late in the evening (10-11PM or so). The first fifteen minutes are fine, but after that I can barely stand up straight, let alone give my all in this sport I really like. I'm part of a student association that focuses on (ice-)skating, the speed/endurance long distance kind. 

I'm using dextroamphetamine (Adderall) and I've got a hunch it has something to do with that. I've tried eating right before I have to leave for training (say an hour before it starts), tried different kinds of meals (protein-based, carb-based, fiber-based, a bit (or a lot) of everything, you name it) but nothing seems to work. None of the other skaters or any of the trainers seem to have this problem or have an idea what to do about it. Also, going for a 5k run at 4-5PM or before breakfast in the morning is perfectly fine. No problems with that whatsoever. 

Of course I will be discussing this with my doctor, but I was wondering if anyone here has experienced something similar. If you do, please let me know and maybe give me some tips! :)

Cheers, Thal",4.342428571428569,6.311286293877554,4.792397959183674,82.52206632653063,71.77551020408163,7.348979591836735,29.80102040816327,8.07648339933343,2.125036734693877,1022,43,188,15,20,324,160,245,0.081,0.789,0.13,0.948,1,1,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,3,8,10,1,0,17,0,19,5,0,1,2,32,34,18,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,14,6,4,0,6,3,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,2,13,7,28,26,7,20,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,15,9,120,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685622745813854,0.0,0.09795021187710318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329315121333371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564348698571213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450577362538605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126739536904489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372053369918266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796945105136773,0.0,0.12536730981122093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253314559565924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179872547833402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008049811180083,0.11981261182315192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418461651324276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399270486408212,0.2349951506896011,0.06961033865549444,0.0,0.1959228904658203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120621822821999,0.0,0.0,0.13826924674726238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550959579020004,0.06731386663516968,0.0,0.13816700678587196,0.129692607653369,0.0,0.2504958690135374,0.0,0.059839374123062235,0.0,0.0,0.10839426579916564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413130552306324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305139138563373,0.0,0.13605183600726867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829557050934365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175264630349444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263796699414004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445037804184187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440081691801115,0.0,0.0,0.1372098334800287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846622763043526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460045459958033,0.0,0.09740399538501894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300921451979072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858795194410852,0.0,0.0,0.08669462978053574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947528181103146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578663513201557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282840376891478,0.08916962991624881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fatma139,2018/03/15,can someone please help me I have adhd but I don't have treatment for it currently but then currently I am unable to concentrate can someone just give me some tips please so tomorrow is my science exam and the exam that I am giving tomorrow is actually a very important one not just for this year but actually for my life and I really need to score well and science is my favorite subject as well but currently I am unable to study I just can't concentrate can someone help me and yes I was diagnosed with adhd and was prescribed medication for it but well my parents didn't agree to getting me the medications ,3.5711077158135964,5.922441084033617,5.387074102368222,75.70832696715051,75.13445378151259,9.033155080213907,30.986249045072576,9.573946990214177,3.4353966386554635,495,24,87,14,11,169,63,119,0.021,0.737,0.242,0.9789,4,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,16,4,0,0,0,17,20,13,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,3,0,16,3,10,17,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,70,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.2968384735418385,0.0,0.3655685395854441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436953811032372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946146300056832,0.29179979985992976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388727748153496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742663185198713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30643210703379514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277382302444885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030610478390314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688794665548676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339013021211033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743362554986502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865995703797051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549130778145276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102452187056823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794185517122048
adhd,dvdzhn,2018/03/15,"Ritalin user/over prescribed? My tl;dr is I’ve been diagnosed with adult ADHD, have been prescribed 60mg/day (is that high or low?) and often feel like this weird brain drip at the back of my head after taking it for a while.

Got diagnosed with adult ADHD last year, took it during semester, helped a fair bit. However, it never truly solved my ‘attention’ issues. As in, if I’m doing a reading, I’ll need to check my phone every 5 minutes, look up sports scores, check bank balance, ANYTHING. 

My dosage was ramped up to 60mg/day but when I was doing this, I could feel what I could only describe as a ‘drip’ at the back of my brain - it felt good, but almost like it was burning away. Also the fact that when writing papers, pre-med i would have ideas pop into my head easily (but struggling to run with those trains of thought) whereas during meds it was hard for me to ‘create’ and write the papers.

After semester I stopped my medication because I felt it wasn’t helping with much daily activities, but I’m back at uni again this year and finding it once again impossible to concentrate.

Just wondering if anyone had some tips? Was I taking too much Ritalin? Should I talk to my psych about other options?",6.763576423576424,6.638954688311692,6.869004329004331,77.46416583416584,64.88744588744589,9.531934731934733,30.756243756243755,9.057496981413335,2.475885514485515,947,30,175,14,13,304,139,231,0.054000000000000006,0.87,0.077,0.7999,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,8,0,19,9,4,0,2,39,33,16,0,7,8,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,16,8,0,1,9,2,3,2,2,3,0,0,14,6,18,3,28,15,4,27,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,8,17,115,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29026722827946666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092666361565052,0.0,0.0,0.09657409815617732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444027184926256,0.0,0.09937762916123023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346077933586435,0.27857779367728314,0.0,0.07361598157353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184187863895824,0.0,0.0,0.2696228116047761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283879931771786,0.0,0.0,0.15576424177308146,0.0,0.0,0.2451437315086143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017480050816814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212276557611312,0.08627308514292542,0.2319027659447049,0.0,0.1103751606913698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129024409341783,0.09658517369328476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081798948933438,0.0,0.2478752810145473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188973751166888,0.12759270112028798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363266862975747,0.0,0.1260451585288288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843793314381398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799736783449905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141047427990728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341404282144845,0.1216559806615238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754934644578804,0.08954420713802927,0.09313984213185468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286086146851846,0.0,0.09184567541107062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207956435174944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096324476358763,0.0,0.12624766973816814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159743859775054,0.0970646955165978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587230354166508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417209572146907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130962282344038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578654430127977,0.0,0.0,0.15553477804921645
adhd,NotAllAltmer,2018/03/15,How many times have people ever told you to “Just pay attention”? I hear it frequently and it pisses me off.,2.66,4.900763809523814,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.57142857142857,8.009523809523811,20.02380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.4672666666666667,84,2,16,2,2,28,20,21,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107340357811689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117720398713214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603576440613733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31479628716968905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647729803874159,0.0,0.0,0.4338851657432711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,backwoodfat,2018/03/15,"Long term users of vyvanse, have you noticed any health problems from using it? My doctor just prescribed me vyvanse daily for my adhd and from what I’ve read it’s not something you continue to take because it’s bad for your health over time. Has anyone experienced any problems with it?",7.892777777777781,7.92592642592593,7.163333333333334,75.765,62.51851851851853,8.681481481481484,36.518518518518526,7.793537801064563,2.891451851851852,233,10,39,2,3,72,42,54,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.8504,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,8,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,24,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27281992025983953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087469225963889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872951534477178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954248869311335,0.1383821821139584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235266366177704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48259851772741796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089524471749148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584505091511919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344326623695461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270697799921775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476211715285145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068202639096924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237039345185586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960623266922837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dreamer0Ffreedom,2018/03/15,"How to properly concentrate without ADHD medication? I've been off meds for about 5 years now and can say I've never been happier. I hate how our current medical industry believes that every disorder must be solved by drugging someone up until they're miserable and even more depressed.
I never want to go back to being on Adderall/Concerta. Those medicines only made me feel like a zombie, unable to eat or feel anything. And actually made me incredibly anxious!
in short, I just don't want to have to put up with having to be on ADHD medication ever again, but NEED a way to concentrate!
Especially since now I'm seeking to leave my current school to attend and transfer into higher 4 year college, and sitting at my desk working on applications for hours on end is quite the painstaking thing for me to have to do.
I'm a terrible procrastinator and need to break out of my habits, is there any ways I can be able to concentrate to beat my deadlines and accomplish my goals? ",8.886515700483091,7.83722597282609,9.185507246376812,65.62084541062804,61.01086956521739,12.308212560386472,40.553140096618364,11.429527900616536,4.785865458937199,785,37,133,19,9,262,122,184,0.102,0.8490000000000001,0.049,-0.7692,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,5,11,5,1,1,4,0,16,5,0,4,4,28,28,12,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,10,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,3,13,1,35,19,1,33,0,2,0,0,2,12,0,1,15,93,16,8,0.1334635160047008,0.0,0.13024113927694916,0.0,0.3207944206916153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907597675421718,0.0,0.0,0.1507757842058339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982910184331747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262520559642303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036767915406687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495193076884308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296075207815568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547753067034601,0.13656649607610635,0.0,0.0,0.11820906110987567,0.0,0.0,0.08815139359670725,0.12072539115674392,0.11244876846820556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349663276438791,0.0953463625010297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585039181340475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176759101757926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143467908661802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131859283856174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520353241730605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25257281171292384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824787908526973,0.4033513539021649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792301201482976,0.205870582615202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015050180179392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416769645519652,0.0,0.14195487761990885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613554476022652,0.0,0.13507220347381435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110402399613008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308320400530344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866722964579853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744047932007305,0.2118742535784201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865406677185645,0.0,0.09716302919422608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718922570675433
adhd,j_money27,2018/03/15,"Request for Advice PLUS a Note on Comedy My jobs to date have been in editing and publishing, but I've come to realize the sole appeal of those jobs was solving problems and putting out fires with a small team. Now that I've solved some major efficiency problems in my current job, the leftover responsibilities aren't enough to maintain my interest. I'm looking to transistion out, but the very common ADHD subreddit jobs of coder and web developer don't trigger my focus. What's a lateral career move that won't make me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs?

A NOTE ON COMEDY: My whole life, I have found that jokes are islands in a sea of blinding stimulus. When I am working on scripts for a live comedy show in my home city or getting my feet wet in improv, my true mind kicks in and people value my personality rather than resent it. If it's working for me, perhaps exploring comedy would work for some of you. All I can say is that it has immensely helped my social life, confidence, and the list of life projects I can obsess over. 

Thanks! ",7.333331840573219,6.984291871921188,7.650622480967313,73.08097626511422,63.77832512315271,10.92861621137483,34.710703090013425,10.436869588844218,3.5379891625615763,842,33,155,18,11,276,130,203,0.058,0.746,0.195,0.9855,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,3,8,1,1,11,0,14,5,1,2,2,29,22,11,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,9,10,0,0,3,3,0,5,3,4,0,0,3,5,18,4,31,17,6,26,0,0,2,0,7,15,0,4,6,100,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446775668984846,0.14185976718312207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505226730105412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500008156471989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917289682837693,0.0,0.0,0.07584604084762744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097305298645618,0.0,0.1456187048205558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762406749808381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761646211487104,0.0,0.0,0.128188965429232,0.0,0.1219073751958969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690300620868517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658168405012356,0.0,0.0,0.1542941750841812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064353823050584,0.12675802697531444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778187603171526,0.0,0.14593730757733525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544608761866605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798391375656422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336542785692853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197815707967292,0.0856258259726821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207863260663935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170594245403587,0.0,0.0,0.10312556486058774,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ItsEzak,2018/03/15,"Takes very long to do extremely basic tasks For example:
-Packing my bag back up after class
-Taking my pads off and getting out of the locker room after sports 
-Getting ready in the morning (especially when I shower)
-EATING (this in particular takes me SUPER long)
-Getting ready for bed

Does anyone else struggle with this and does anyone have tips to help me be more quick/efficient? ",4.248152173913045,7.44115430434783,4.362155797101451,79.15019021739131,78.42028985507247,6.348550724637683,27.46557971014493,7.6454224807358475,2.1381144927536235,313,13,48,5,8,97,54,69,0.03,0.809,0.161,0.8759999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,13,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029733867299785,0.22198349234603096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659045060244904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791836898871562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216870016122932,0.1809832464079565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395719955082651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521590520899633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834568040972162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648958387782994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886814353079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875891110464034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,32mow,2018/03/15,"I go to an ADHD doctor tomrrow. What new medicine will they give me? I've taken adderall for 2 years. It's been amazing. It fixed all of the fatigue problems ive had since I started puberty. It basically just gives me the energy to be normal. Fixes my speech, my productivity, my diet, my sleep, everything.

My doctor took me off adderall though and advised I go to a ADHD doctor to find a more healthier long term solution. I told him I want a medicine and I don't want any kind of therapy and he said there are many new medicines more healthy than adderall that you can keep taking the rest of your life.

What alternatives to adderall will they give me? I took 50mg adderall. Vyvanse doesnt make me feel as good as adderall does, and ritalin just makes me eat a ton of food then sleep",2.8908516483516493,4.950257224358978,4.18648351648352,84.89423076923079,76.11538461538461,7.277655677655678,27.809523809523807,8.192908349453996,1.9359062271062282,621,26,123,11,14,204,100,156,0.031,0.856,0.113,0.8848,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,0,8,0,10,11,2,2,1,16,28,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,6,4,3,1,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,3,24,3,14,18,6,12,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,0,7,75,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31217168439641096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832020659206875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988010973696871,0.11365545670060245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289568135343902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167242707637614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566926218129339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870440915009366,0.0,0.1570467044520719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37376698962706734,0.14762316952688315,0.10893391685651284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543985159736615,0.0,0.13524597985854386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173533546485532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149362679802826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733866202281562,0.1316739879210943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508703074410601,0.0,0.0,0.1272510098260814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427389451579765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354191935283945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743485804489612,0.0,0.2599398045034001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192697720162744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976506693937791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852464748996785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760261598584668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241021862245974,0.2885942679002071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320858609561885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363595493305036
adhd,fangbodang,2018/03/15,"If I have dexedrine ER already is there any use to trying vyvanse? I’ve been using dexedrine ER and it seems like its helping some but ive tried all diff doses and im still not where I want to be. Is there any use in trying vyvanse or is it basically the same
thing to the brain once its metabolized and maybe I should try focalin instead? tried all other of the common stims",1.1372582972582992,3.5730911818181847,2.305108225108224,93.77448773448776,85.23376623376623,4.461183261183262,21.542568542568546,5.82211442006289,0.06704733044733091,299,10,63,2,9,95,53,77,0.018000000000000002,0.931,0.051,0.335,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,3,2,17,13,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,5,10,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056119642425045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534119359784327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799798808904527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488831896037647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126071582000785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102796222359426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718640645499734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984278180783112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962137933689753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487977164968288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237846621408855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325051261875556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827695125999161,0.0,0.0,0.10989807969520668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lilgreenbone,2018/03/15,"Finally got a diagnosis after almost a whole year!! I'm superrrr happy about this and thought I'd share my journey to actually getting diagnosed with you guys.

So I have Kaiser and I called to see a psychiatrist last April. Since then I saw one psychoanalyst who tested me for ADHD, said I had it and then the head psychiatrist said no because I had sleeping issues and anxiety. After that I went to another location to get tested for ADHD (this time with a computer test), I tested extremely high in the inattentive portion but he wouldnt diagnose me with ADHD. I saw the psychiatrist at this location and they kept pushing anti depressants and anti anxiety meds on me. I tried about 5 different medications, saw 2 psychoanalyst, 3 pharmacists, 1 therapist and finally gave up on getting help from Kaiser.

I was referred to a psychiatrist by my boyfriend as a last resort. I waited months before they were taking new patients and had my first appointment yesterday. This doctor actually listened to my concerns and didnt assume that my anxiety and insomnia ruled out ADHD. He diagnosed me with General Anxiety & ADHD (Inattentive type) and prescribed me medication for it. 

Unfortunately I will have to pay out of pocket for visits and medication but it's worth it to finally have help getting my life together! I'm 25 and life has been a struggle being untreated for adhd but I can't wait to see how the meds will assist me in my everyday tasks. ",7.123664816870142,8.216864709433963,8.523374028856825,61.718601553829096,64.16981132075472,12.574916759156494,37.47502774694785,12.108454555606663,5.378711431742508,1168,58,183,42,17,405,146,265,0.104,0.8440000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8892,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,1,5,4,0,1,11,0,16,12,2,1,0,32,38,21,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,1,11,19,0,3,3,0,2,4,4,2,0,2,17,8,29,2,34,17,2,30,0,1,5,0,16,9,0,2,17,125,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.16378920289309348,0.0,0.6051390069527439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403456539942647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909281588081228,0.0,0.0,0.08799828283140543,0.25679674916118456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115734473289092,0.0,0.0714104252933331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569252637071563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228086768964227,0.25553355631140473,0.0,0.08767938118548523,0.0,0.08589650150741487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27579342459464923,0.0,0.07138299515922303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538063082308245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711913528963727,0.0,0.0,0.08309479247018214,0.0,0.08933525904694635,0.0,0.0,0.08612695864794505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125006952780894,0.08866693966569196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759151870209282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681331615747325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855149496345035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864341949154425,0.2536241509720045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698478711707925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810512378855151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056866910388901126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965580935324736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374803507399435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694201583711873,0.0,0.08398141312785383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773224814055176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309800243358392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743852457115272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662374633581658,0.04893489715799144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697671892407478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779542841528163,0.0,0.0936945835004129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054042247950395694
adhd,pippippdiddlydo,2018/03/15,"Working full time & trying to study for the lsat As the title says, I work full time 40+ hours a week Mon-Fri 8:30-5 or 6pm. Normally my adderall wears off around 2 or 3pm if I’m lucky. I took the February lsat, barely had time to study in January. Since the meds wear off before I get home from work I can’t really focus when I get home to study and can really only study on the weekends. When I was originally diagnosed I started out on XRs but couldn’t get to sleep until 3 or 4 in the morning and it was $100+ with my insurance. I plan to take the June or July lsat and possibly the September one depending my score. My next doctors appt is in April. Any advice? Times like these where I feel cursed. ",2.1108719646799123,3.3813830397350984,4.087036423841063,88.1728504415011,76.21854304635762,7.947240618101546,22.517108167770424,8.59863814320734,1.21999293598234,553,15,125,11,12,189,100,151,0.0,0.961,0.039,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,9,0,7,5,3,2,0,18,15,13,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,13,2,19,10,2,28,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,7,16,65,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991641627198566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773141858121071,0.0,0.11128728491932174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568276790847098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925368758541856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610081731535567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750221744878346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274611408650755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565003583809832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283076220900774,0.0,0.1611618118457123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995088888365977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177772382219556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404312036105535,0.0,0.1603417828515161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089314957466503,0.1244628337732847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449024424216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967614512475607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301406661746956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353725734896878,0.0,0.16376770504656205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583197207475958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230440720953191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817014030022711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818206374121952,0.11110728138228937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126977321236025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574163973658676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pickledbeets167,2018/03/16,"ADHD and weight loss issues Long time lurker here!

Im mostly look for tips, tricks and advice but here goes!

(As a side note i am not currently on any ADHD medication)

Do you any of you guys struggle massively with your eating habits
I have recently put on about 25 pounds and no matter how hard i try or how good my intentions are: i cant seem to stick to a diet or exercise routine. I sometimes do okay for a week and then suddenly I am back to eating takeout everyday and mildly bingeing. I also have a hard time not eating meals at home, and I am starting to think eating take out has become a small way of getting a dopamine fix. Im a student and this is causing some money issues, but in the moment i cant seem to stop. I have read a few different articles citing ADD folks often have trouble with weight.
Advice is welcome!!

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adhd,RetoliSavoli,2018/03/16,"How do you manage constant boredom? Like, I'll be hanging out with friends for a good amount of time, but as I walk out the door I'm pretty much bored again, regardless what I've been doing, it's annoying, go for a run? Bored. Gym? Bored.",0.3398639455782302,2.655704244897961,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,88.18367346938776,4.899319727891157,20.41156462585034,6.42735559955562,0.1323034013605433,184,6,41,2,6,59,41,49,0.241,0.5820000000000001,0.177,-0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,7,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859441018697754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474214906696165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555633878220696,0.3771700733672205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969083143995008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305663868452047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574860097522485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622119020758717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thefrontpageofreddit,2018/03/16,"The new Netflix documentary Take Your Pills is about the extreme over diagnosing of ADHD and the prevalence of ADHD medication. What do you guys think of it? Im worried to watch it. I feel like I’d get sick to my stomach. What do you guys think? Has anyone seen it?

Also I had a better title but had to remove it because AutoMod.",1.7674675324675349,4.1351118939393965,4.178051948051948,81.90136363636367,81.57575757575758,6.195670995670996,24.58008658008658,7.447530270364453,1.4116086580086584,259,10,49,4,7,90,47,66,0.066,0.877,0.057,-0.1506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,5,1,0,0,5,12,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,2,8,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290344065740695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601374089426744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153898906788465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341708030802095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466039833051055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339667707707767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128907868569313,0.15723935034773742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499306798031393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358668377227036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377455673008621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075296509351798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217274058699121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257377087346987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548766757685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820621457917004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352204394738304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MySecret1dentity,2018/03/16,"Rekindling old hobbies on meds I'm a music producer, who due to school and general lack of motivation has stopped writing music for fun.  I'm sure all of you have had this with some hobbies, where you reach a certain threshold of skill/knowledge, and progression stops being intuitive, and therefore fun.  I'm going to be evaluated for medication in two weeks, and was wondering if anybody has had success persisting with old hobbies that they fell out of love with.  Considering I'm going to school for music (and engineering, but that's a different topic), I'd like to enjoy it again as a hobby, but right now with all the work I have thinking about hobbies has been difficult.  

Also curious, if there is anybody else who is into writing/producing electronic music, if cannabis helps with this when meds wear off.  I know a lot of musicians smoke when they write, but I've never been in a position where the two can overlap.  Weed is generally a mixed bag for me in that it can be either incredibly euphoric or incredibly anxiety inducing (and so I'm not really worried about addiction), but was curious if it would help with motivation when preoccupied with creative projects.",11.25772066458982,8.919633733644861,10.94221183800623,58.963172377985494,57.45794392523364,14.744755970924196,46.67497403946002,13.205437297517054,6.264289304257529,945,49,153,28,9,313,126,214,0.043,0.736,0.22,0.9908,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,7,12,9,0,0,9,0,20,4,1,5,5,49,31,21,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,15,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,6,0,7,8,30,21,6,26,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,8,13,111,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837041731374026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084719679880605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516917922838378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094852195891647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366838719049047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597851922393188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934264723487287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992150793866273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993667611481707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910423638274844,0.1476738240335706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634908188502523,0.16483036701649942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126194160607411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433842295944714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048194356302307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973095112247794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311852159204557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27358800774226344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421031659942502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104841363271946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966676548038897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124643755007115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743937409986615,0.1191176199676555,0.1661644865034918,0.0,0.1162312572334495,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,arghalot,2018/03/16,"Out of meds. What is the best way to get my act together while I'm working this weekend? Forgot to pick up my meds.  Prescription expired.  I figured I have an appointment in 2 weeks so I can just tough it out.  My shift last night was a total disaster, slow, unfocused, etc.  What can I do to get through the weekend?  Coffee?  Sudafed?  I'm new to adhd (35yo, just diagnosed) and this was a HUGE eye opener for how inefficient I've been my whole life.",0.25094209161624903,2.6701393146067467,2.194606741573036,91.52210890233364,94.05617977528091,5.884528954191875,22.576490924805533,7.321109707123232,1.1864184961106303,345,14,72,7,13,114,65,89,0.105,0.815,0.08,-0.3162,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,2,1,11,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,8,1,11,9,4,16,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,8,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29257095799226346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25547821727203696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708933488082324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271503092219932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437764836007515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843838778062528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719508611460915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408201789892572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351185897009193,0.0,0.2284545925383831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932335768486585,0.19527514359798406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717952113988505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722927020674334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MeximeltConQueso,2018/03/16,"Strattera side effects My son is on Strattera since October. I have noticed his behaviors is more aggressive and angry on it. 
He is only on 25 mg. My question is can this be a side effect of the med? I am concerned it is all in my head but I truly feel the med has changed my sweet kid. 
Thx",-0.2445491803278692,2.0068719836065583,2.278831967213115,92.3054610655738,91.45901639344262,5.017213114754099,24.018442622950825,6.6274283507984215,0.9046540983606559,225,10,48,3,8,77,45,61,0.056,0.778,0.166,0.8545,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,10,1,1,2,1,7,11,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164218614924102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124050506525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30697620150492194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6644941593689523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405420990642877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274888923731753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350749818274944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742933988608498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_annie_bird,2018/03/16,"Adderal Withdrawl Symptoms I've been on adderal for most of my life, and while I took vacations when I was younger, now I can't take a single day off without getting really bad withdrawl symptoms. I fall into a deep depression, am unable to make myself do anything, eat everything in sight, am easily prone to bad panic attacks, I get bad migraines (usually optical migraines), and my skin becomes extremely sensitive so that if anyone touches me with anything less than a strong grab I freak out and panic. And I might be imagining it, but it seems to have gotten worse after one day where I accidentally double dosed (the comedown the next day legitimately made me feel like I was going to die). When I'm taking my meds, it's effective and all, but what happens when I don't take my meds scares me, especially when I consider that I'll probably have to go off my meds at some point in the future, right? (Even if it's when I'm elderly or something, I don't know). I don't feel like I'd survive that. Another thing that came up recently is that I was going to have a surgery, and told I'd have to go off my meds for two weeks so it wouldn't interact with the anesthetics. I ended up not doing the surgery for money reasons, but I might have to have surgery in the future still, so it makes me think about how I might have to do that in the future. I don't know how I'll do it. I know this is a lot of kind of random rambling, but it stresses me out a lot, and I'm wondering if anyone else has similar experices or concerns. ",12.330423452768727,6.218571895765475,11.872902280130296,64.61977687296421,59.68403908794788,15.276742671009774,46.66091205211726,11.792908689023552,5.232144234527689,1200,49,239,23,10,403,156,307,0.092,0.8390000000000001,0.069,-0.7676,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,15,14,1,4,13,0,30,8,1,7,1,50,58,27,1,4,11,0,5,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,17,13,1,0,11,0,1,7,8,10,0,2,9,6,31,4,35,44,8,45,0,1,1,0,2,18,0,15,22,168,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903469154128312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207744582663586,0.09677091774027846,0.1554417476930058,0.0,0.0,0.10744577050183454,0.0,0.0,0.236574978457858,0.0,0.10430800311346028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802087312058532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272924832510626,0.0,0.08134605819177773,0.0,0.09801986432913193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664166632567073,0.07889737504990672,0.0,0.08365097566891555,0.0,0.0,0.06238058243339779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488182544666836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955093026190849,0.13494424496409274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868810002324806,0.0,0.2147029752368365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351813884805989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983508021048236,0.15571488072475198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670988545286237,0.0922829274263094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605889408306521,0.0,0.0893669314723212,0.12608665478648112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196321199033429,0.0,0.0,0.3005763132825622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004442156277906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399894120730157,0.0,0.0,0.22162367276179545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928184045841647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182858278931944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060504419505993765,0.09710604699743666,0.09325386677003104,0.0,0.0,0.08065622595517602,0.0,0.0,0.09455675576446028,0.0,0.0,0.08597993988291296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727090170050223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542456481091167,0.0,0.10818738342919502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633076780168146,0.2130345390893572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274561526917656,0.060517076693328765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024704150849693,0.1049327963778535,0.0,0.0,0.09225985602984596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401874263771373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575875092678401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104241340040976,0.1024224778817924,0.0,0.0,0.0962483732958548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rhazior,2018/03/16,"Fuck ADD and fuck depression That is all.

Tl;Dr: Fuck ADD and fuck depression.",1.7619047619047592,3.8984047142857183,2.2442857142857164,87.28404761904763,109.0,7.580952380952381,18.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.9531238095238104,62,2,11,2,3,19,8,14,0.728,0.272,0.0,-0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42226011191356105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.906474708906292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mute_Moth,2018/03/16,"I'm so tired of having the same overwhelmingly negative conversations with myself. And then having the same reaffirming positive ones after. I have nothing going on in life right now. 

I work as a grocery store janitor and I follow the same routine day after day. If I'm not there, I'm at home playing the same games day after day. Sometimes I do other things, but I can never stay motivated or interested long enough. 

So I just sit here and stagnate, get more and more unhappy and just start turning on myself. It turns into depression where I just beat myself up for feeling the way I do. And then I feel worse when I try to talk to people about it, but they get frustrated trying. And then it's like ""Great, you ruined their day now too, good job.""

It's like the only thing I can consistently do is treat myself like a sack of garbage. All I can do is just think all the time and I want it to stop. It really hurts. I've got a psychiatrist date set but it isn't until June and I don't know how I'm going to last. I've seen doctors for anxiety and depression but any previous meds I've tried only ever made things worse. 

But only recently have I learned how much my behavior matches up with ADHD, so I want to try treating that next and see if it helps. But for now, I'm just in such an awful place and I just want to keep it all to myself so I don't infect people with it. And I don't want to force on the ""Happy!"" face I wear at work because it's painful to pretend that I care about anything I'm doing or anyone I work with. 

I just want to be fine. I want for goddamn once, to convinve myself I can be okay and stay okay. ",2.3516850360322152,3.916842234421364,4.125293556591778,86.92320103857568,76.2106824925816,7.0694785926239945,23.014942772361174,7.83500028581142,1.0324456125476895,1271,37,270,19,28,429,164,337,0.174,0.6920000000000001,0.134,-0.9735,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,5,25,21,1,1,12,3,21,7,2,4,5,63,51,36,0,8,18,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,17,19,0,2,6,3,1,3,7,7,0,1,3,4,35,14,38,46,11,48,0,5,2,0,7,13,0,4,30,188,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793233578429972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673128141326276,0.0,0.07506863737696147,0.0,0.0,0.06861428038205594,0.0,0.08075204356453268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598187036785444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004934995469553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31642636636685284,0.0,0.16903722538886545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043948522981384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139378699223914,0.0,0.0,0.08876355977072753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923423379344196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253700657197212,0.0,0.11153827248521037,0.08230619177303551,0.07848295657279426,0.10818788738162136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446045268529128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577399383810781,0.0,0.09843167768759327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504943326989276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973781775838668,0.08722182069647591,0.0,0.0,0.05392929084819243,0.0799884675527453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931161874110756,0.1438230414877261,0.0,0.0,0.08684133268174646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285230577481728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089995182453699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213631820388604,0.0,0.07568335703826037,0.0,0.10436161194224172,0.0,0.0,0.09415769921110666,0.0,0.0,0.1045044900294707,0.06649494572928713,0.2238952381317874,0.10441648196344316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606098651477225,0.0,0.10252422109157212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286413518000622,0.0,0.09689083433167688,0.0,0.0,0.08380187650677356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819633836991281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970523758299826,0.0,0.06945641571521488,0.2091855307890292,0.0,0.08204047941552718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887260530453746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955782175470716,0.06287728600670818,0.0,0.0,0.05721997746204205,0.11278518212910987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664933830081012,0.2134729754637244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34727518202815016,0.07789046194502967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143178729863618,0.0,0.2000042575113684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AlphabetSo0p,2018/03/16,"No Health Insurance and ADHD help Hi guys. I've been lurking in here for a while.

I think I have ADHD. 

Growing up, my family was very much of the ""you can push through anything"" approach to mental health. And it served me well for a while. I definitely feel I have 'mental fortitude' or whatever you want to call it. I could maybe go into more detail some time but the truth of the matter is I'm at work, and on short-ish time. I don't get health insurance at work, but I've suspected I've had some for of ADHD for a while now. I feel like an imposter but whenever I come in here everything makes sense in some sort of twisted way. I'm constantly losing my keys/wallet/phone. I can't stay on track. Yesterday I missed out on getting my dogs meds. I was cutting it close on closing time at the Vet, and totally just drove past my turn and kept driving for 10 minutes in my own world before I realized. I just feel stifiled. I want to do creative things but then when I start I get 1 inch in before stopping and switching gears to something else. 

I've watched some friends who have similar feelings to me get help, and actually improve their day to day life but for some reason I've had this block of going into a general practitioner or psych and saying ""I think I have ADHD"". I guess my general fear is that they'll say ""No you don't"" and this is just how I am. I dropped out of school a few years ago, and have an okay job, but I'm going back. Its yet another unfinished story in my life, but I really, really want to do it right this time. The kicker is that right now I don't have health insurance and I'm not eligible for special enrollment. Mark it down as another avoided task once I lost insurance from my last job, oh the irony.

My question is this - Am I better off just going to talk to someone without insurance and paying out of pocket? Most short term plans aren't very broad in their coverage and run high deductibles but I'm curious if having set co-pays would help offset some of my other costs. Has anyone else had a similar experience? I really don't want to wait anymore, so I will pay out of pocket, I just need to try and take care of myself while I still feel motivated to try and self help. 

Thanks for taking any time to respond. It sounds a bit desperate but I guess I am looking for some validation that I'm doing this the right way.",3.0885531821184777,4.603814640167368,4.522484034353667,85.04310063862586,74.14644351464435,8.044131248623652,25.758863686412678,8.6894789155246,1.7748527196652706,1850,63,383,36,38,616,236,478,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.967,2,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,3,7,17,15,1,2,16,1,36,6,0,4,2,85,78,36,0,8,19,0,5,1,1,3,6,3,0,2,18,24,0,5,12,0,3,11,10,6,1,0,9,10,50,9,59,65,15,76,0,3,2,0,21,33,0,15,28,242,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.07377917127881994,0.0,0.3634480877684613,0.0,0.06701890507325045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051413712072041935,0.15855600409748544,0.0,0.0,0.07497943521253198,0.052864485453927634,0.07746583440081176,0.06221613356027525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581352609725111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866787079363362,0.0,0.0,0.06686611367645097,0.08254062810183349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720073690750487,0.0,0.0770839157082833,0.0,0.0,0.0651266576185695,0.0,0.08170170003436399,0.0,0.06036411109430478,0.0,0.0,0.09751740861463183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126315862926469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794852820697553,0.07395579392953447,0.07127327643166821,0.08507618023134786,0.19113975544502665,0.05401193239577985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058411916734791985,0.0,0.1580011059572634,0.0,0.1718713174726424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657395367169076,0.07486042813258087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32145656420702284,0.0,0.0,0.2027046452219711,0.07988039764298444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005177417144716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061627829598718924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068035120480751,0.03693658250309801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348881197370138,0.0845821944755192,0.08253133828098283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046664921612305,0.0,0.07595497006184047,0.0,0.0839796528460628,0.0,0.15238328356399578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055578070966499915,0.0560598436274832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051641818978937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721731335784411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469444089018599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145302704100047,0.07773410784643063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936977138113108,0.0,0.12024760500573288,0.0,0.07651587885691907,0.0,0.0,0.07887207348007863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405952161800266,0.05820410514110987,0.0,0.0,0.05351331614663663,0.08058443073361142,0.060377921216752575,0.06320882047506844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369048134234708,0.06076810355830128,0.0,0.06960654634660418,0.0,0.0,0.05022832846190892,0.09688873374392656,0.0,0.0,0.2204282147515799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266110415466836,0.08223608076461007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476340523299362,0.17837417815080514,0.120022804861175,0.0,0.0,0.06797760388235155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288012436603035,0.0,0.1100820802503304,0.0,0.0,0.053707329737798896,0.0,0.0,0.04868687553754288
adhd,slayerofpens,2018/03/16,"so what is your exercise rutine? have you seen improvment with certine types rather then other? also:
do you listen to music while doing it?
what improvment have you seen with your adhd?
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adhd,Benakinn,2018/03/16,"Anxiety/amplified anxiety while on adderall/adderall XR Hey guys, I need some help. I have usual anxiety but I find that my adderall will usually amplify this and none of my usual coping techniques (I.e. deep breathing, counting to 10) don’t really work. It’s even more persistent and sometimes more intense than when I’m not on medications. I’m currently at school and it escalated to the point where I couldn’t think straight and almost had a panic attack a little bit after it kicked in. Does anybody know of any coping techniques/ways to avoid this? I think that eating/not having an empty stomach helps this but I’m not sure. ",4.786864406779664,7.054885483050853,5.512000000000004,76.56138983050847,71.28813559322035,8.448813559322032,30.444067796610174,9.120678840339163,2.9921125423728814,509,22,84,11,10,165,82,118,0.153,0.7659999999999999,0.081,-0.8147,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,2,4,0,6,3,2,0,1,18,13,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,11,10,5,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,7,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360770844309742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789937646824095,0.0,0.2652592712630035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723646722438914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892780776627678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171961201478346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145110286342364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845950052480715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166622372276258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241612320657745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528109800559907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737649850639436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465474850255838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855365508964042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341550004559866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389323392686667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106698662113343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546242127994122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147002654203736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634017114059841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218044243138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728365824125752,0.0,0.0,0.13761517389829553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262173853898638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xxx_inspector,2018/03/16,"Waiting for people to stop talking. I find myself going silently insane whenever people are talking to me for any length longer than 10 seconds, even friends/loved ones.  It feels like an eternity listening to them ramble on even if they were only speaking for a minute.  I get fixated on the sound of peoples lips moving and it feels like there are bugs crawling inside my body and it makes me want to scream. 

My gf has told me she always feels like i'm just waiting for her to stop talking, and i hate myself for doing this to her. Even though I am listening to every word she says, it feels like i'm being crushed under a wall of words. Has anyone else had this problem? or found any solutions to help it?

EDIT: i'm perscribed vyvanse 50 mg/daily",4.336706102117063,5.851877938356168,4.861706102117065,83.84674346201744,70.98630136986301,6.952926525529268,27.65628891656289,7.348242739294969,1.5636520547945207,593,21,109,6,11,189,94,146,0.126,0.773,0.1,-0.7257,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,4,0,9,2,2,1,0,21,27,6,0,3,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,4,10,17,4,19,22,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,2,7,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175511522984097,0.0,0.0,0.19214211171122172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878195388237998,0.1447517443049763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692338860893462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801616566466028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799301172970991,0.0,0.11902930350040783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857291937350309,0.40370423880645184,0.0,0.0,0.12912173059601995,0.0,0.0,0.15489947394215134,0.0,0.0,0.07380975066728772,0.0,0.08028917907033685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394786692322353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469287719404668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760770493130881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430138537544272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501517345547048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957308103483309,0.10744512155228993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938244783794663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517998566925493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234662808261986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362225125436816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406516843021589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880083075801142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499320851517782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332697125774803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lettercarrier86,2018/03/16,"Experiences with Adderall? (possible trigger warning) Hey everyone first time actually posting here looking for help, usually I just read. I have struggled with several issues for most of my life, but never sought out the help I needed. It wasn't until 2 years ago while I was driving home from work at night that I had seriously considered driving myself off the road. This was after having an all day conversation with the voice I used to hear.

Well flash forward 2 years later, add several medications for PTSD, major depression disorder, along with some pretty bad social anxiety. Here I am now recently diagnosed with ADD being treated with 20mg Adderall once a day.

I'm just wondering what everyone's thoughts on it are? I started with Concerta and ended up going to 54mg daily with hardly any change in symptoms. Switched to 10mg Adderall, very slight improvement over 3 weeks. Got bumped up to 20mg and finally noticed an actual measured improvement of symptoms.

 However this only lasts about half my day. I take my Adderall around 7:30 am, unlike all my other meds I take first thing at 6am. I don't need the full kick first thing in the morning so it was decided I can take it later to give me a little kick in the early morning and then fully come online mid morning. By 12ish I'm back to wondering thoughts, the foggyness is back, overall motivation is hardly there, working a little bit before staring at my phone for while, then back to work, all the things I want gone, but just can't stop myself from doing.

I want to be able to make it thought my day without being distracted. I want to go home and cook a nice meal for my son (luckily my ex father in law being Portuguese is always feeding him), I want to go back to taking martial arts class at night.

I guess I'm just really frustrated with having to go through so many different meds before finding something that works and looking for some reassurance my somewhat success with Adderall means I just need to find the correct dose before I can finally make the positive changes I want to make in my life.

Sorry for the wall of text, at the time of posting this it's late in the afternoon I'm back to wondering and drifting off. Should have done this before, but ironically I was focused on work lol. ",7.076923076923072,7.351288226107229,7.3858498834498825,72.67354405594408,64.17482517482517,10.500363636363636,36.041118881118884,10.264317810270406,3.8163198321678324,1815,81,313,39,25,592,227,429,0.058,0.807,0.136,0.9858,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,10,19,11,1,2,19,1,27,10,0,6,5,68,67,16,0,9,9,3,2,0,0,1,7,2,2,0,17,22,3,1,11,3,0,10,5,6,1,4,12,7,35,5,66,50,10,79,0,1,3,0,13,27,0,8,42,207,52,9,0.0687657951702354,0.0,0.13421099300188286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095672832775501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572186502946321,0.0,0.0,0.04676309879535424,0.0,0.05260564508497173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061216136896711085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438325913346833,0.05741656661796341,0.0,0.0,0.2340585073989425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507443814109598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549018654212248,0.059235643599530916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739299613002418,0.0,0.059227878616617026,0.06979583458917224,0.0,0.07184561989947127,0.07881155885419004,0.0,0.0,0.07037128343328497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609060837514669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141732835714293,0.0,0.06726614279804766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065913472695933,0.12570138197635206,0.17547645072833848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596641673443987,0.1563247444144654,0.0,0.054998288272576835,0.0,0.0757532761043125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320129098768395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750404890261832,0.0,0.0921845259637153,0.0,0.13795539875194293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717736242432533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605330111216168,0.07757081217923477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971426295498096,0.0,0.13784278436633338,0.0,0.0,0.11549189766985653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770510675384814,0.06971772308428185,0.0,0.07490611032402826,0.15276659259059866,0.06927430410544175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529668973715084,0.05303642051208729,0.0,0.0,0.12906408088909585,0.0,0.0,0.07829031357793459,0.0,0.07323332758353078,0.0,0.052299485932371305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752310180385469,0.13171724630320505,0.06995953543774587,0.0,0.0,0.08038353465132117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878440417101503,0.0,0.04405312923487288,0.0,0.06789792676326448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537155027393107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009806829526925,0.0,0.052939268714833496,0.0,0.07697767775450652,0.048672783757097965,0.0,0.0,0.057491283890796524,0.0,0.07188893976678326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429479822691712,0.20681327983686296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705481620730978,0.0,0.0,0.16377708045392542,0.0801957763272805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939156818831734,0.0757358082216497,0.056738982752112165,0.20279923825861326,0.0,0.0551597729967403,0.0,0.061828708298043177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628777263098376,0.22372071452907005,0.2503115894029954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856583502895128
adhd,smittydoodle,2018/03/16,"How has Strattera improved your life over time? What changes have you seen? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD after 29 years of struggling with my inattention and hyperactivity, but I've read about many negative reactions to this drug. I started slow, 1/3 of a dose, then after a few days went up to 1/2 a dose, etc. Now I'm at 40mg. I haven't noticed side effects other than a loss of appetite.

Is this a good sign so far? I'm just hoping to hear something positive about this drug... so many people say it makes them aggressive or irritable. I am usually a pretty happy person, but I have major mood swings and explode in anger the second I'm feeling a bad emotion, so I'm hoping Strattera will calm me down and relax. My doctor said it will help me argue less with my boyfriend. I certainly hope it doesn't make me MORE aggressive!

Just hoping to hear some success stories so I can stay upbeat about it! :)

Also, does anyone split up the dosage throughout the day? It makes me fall asleep during the day unless I’m moving around. ",3.049957894736842,5.37819648,4.150263157894738,84.05578947368423,76.7,6.610526315789473,25.02631578947368,7.669130373188453,1.4578000000000002,816,29,151,12,19,265,132,200,0.125,0.624,0.251,0.9871,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,3,13,18,4,1,11,0,11,8,1,5,1,26,30,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,7,0,1,4,6,17,10,24,24,6,26,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,6,13,96,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787546865520892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839856954881117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603551180818056,0.0,0.0,0.10953561108011577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273694207839976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016466978258165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380603940904521,0.0,0.0,0.12488748523075142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259411666110998,0.10767699163567457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28538490121721843,0.0,0.0,0.1384083989778763,0.0,0.0,0.13722704153165646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221495034103864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320381259915196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098306155002146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27735998343232865,0.0,0.0824740737936769,0.0,0.0,0.488843446360639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690990504367635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639929570507935,0.24949543660476856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077673424724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008687535906378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530350057410034,0.10743763203252614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518039937711614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307770672243425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149150985525024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704340999529292,0.0978498528032824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947255975756498,0.0,0.0,0.08709146610802379,0.13114896858268826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863273225722455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174818447686873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355160331041823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406340001851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923656532823542
adhd,jetuas,2018/03/16,"To med, or not to med... My psychologist brought up medication a few times, and briefly described a couple different types and recommended I also do my own research.  I did do so, but before I even begin thinking of what type of med is best for me, I started thinking about should I even consider that option.

From what I've read, medication will make life so much better and make my thoughts so much more succinct/clearer...but what about dependency?  Because if it makes my day to day living NOT stressful, would I be dependent on it to just live a ""normal"" lifestyle?  

I'm following a lot of useful strategies for everyday activities, and it makes a huge difference, but I'm afraid that if I start taking meds and get used to em, if at some uncertain point I'm not able to acquire any, would it make my life MORE miserable than before?",6.924654088050318,6.894392786163522,7.330188679245285,73.97503144654091,64.53459119496857,10.58867924528302,35.905660377358494,10.25414643259724,3.6391811320754712,659,29,122,14,9,216,97,159,0.053,0.8109999999999999,0.136,0.929,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,4,5,0,9,4,0,9,0,35,29,15,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,13,2,18,21,9,14,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,10,7,84,22,4,0.11639355237452527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307988178207564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915160691965764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095242920161576,0.0,0.19808468056102585,0.0,0.12214785230553725,0.10294063845356173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878725186166431,0.0,0.15012842456645478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24321297825314506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375368721927504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060810827148975226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442441641682487,0.0,0.0,0.20555527835087606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989536359559999,0.0,0.0,0.38846800010371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171479905599334,0.23450851758915026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112530681811647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404096863591318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002952871481284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642505012281013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476791089003068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333284209922548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751346602932353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916057719187495,0.0,0.09240347929940934,0.06787001640173927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010533168537907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653652802254029,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YellowKnife567,2018/03/16,ADHD Meds and sex ? So right now I’m on 20mg of Dexedrine(amphetamines) in the morning and 10mg or Dexedrine quick release in the afternoon will taking this much or taking any of these meds affect my sexual drive or effect me when I’m having intercourse or foreplay? TIA. ,3.6063461538461534,6.1174838653846155,3.896769230769234,85.64823076923078,75.73076923076924,6.467692307692308,23.861538461538462,7.554174236665415,1.2736876923076923,219,7,39,3,5,68,40,52,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,8,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,9,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,4,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731482292459998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114361323445027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6897680259011982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282456225690188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515646975049184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668991608182404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,asdfman123,2018/03/16,"The only way I know how to stay neat and organized as someone with ADHD: embrace incrementalism. If I try cleaning up everything at once, I never do it, or stop halfway through.

Instead, I try to harness my tiny bursts of productivity with what I like to call ""incremental de-mess-ification"" (because I'm a dork).

Get one plate dirty? Wash two of them. Leaving your car and going inside the house? Take a piece of trash with you. If you're bored and looking for something to do, maybe take on another minor cleaning task. 

Every so often I forget my own rules and binge on the internet instead, and things get messy again. But if I just try to chip away with it bit by bit, and try not to worry about my mistakes, things overall stay much cleaner. 

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adhd,Ayylmaoaylmayylmao,2018/03/16,I once wished the wrong person a happy birthday It wasn't like I didn't know the person and she was standing right next to me while congratulating someone else. That was not my brightest moment lol.,3.275526315789474,5.996745763157897,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,78.21052631578947,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.433663157894737,161,5,29,1,4,50,32,38,0.196,0.652,0.151,-0.2335,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447296840013809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118603427822859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610026253724155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312498770381948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115652597416145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119918136011267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511601062868502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018541717348985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482232416363964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33688843495294296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32030471783336617,0.0,0.0
adhd,MbakKoKom,2018/03/16,"Unable to generate a coherent paragraph, only sentences... Does anyone have a problem with writing essays? I'm having problem with focusing my mind to put together a paragraph with continuity between the sentences. Any help or tips?",6.746052631578944,10.32926755263158,7.367631578947371,59.16092105263158,70.84210526315789,9.06315789473684,43.71052631578947,9.516144504307137,5.975505263157894,189,13,20,5,4,62,30,38,0.145,0.7559999999999999,0.098,-0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411434053882765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072049364241085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012716265146314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075587439495898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476129783688313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618316573321956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6588367936034808,0.0,0.3460848636773658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StrawHat1997,2018/03/16,"Confused thoughts about adhd and its diagnosis Since I was a child, I always had this confused brain. Running, jumping from idea to idea.. a tornado of thoughts. Dozens, hundreds of them, at the same time, without knowing how to handle them. I had a hard time with consistency, getting things done, studying with regular methods. I've never even been able to show up regularly at school, and during the lessons that I attended, I felt constricted while sitting on a chair, and my mind was either suffocating or flying far, far away. 

The only constant was this infinite flow in my head - which can get exciting sometimes - but also overwhelming. I either don't focus or focus too much on things. I thought about autism, asperger, dyspraxia, ocd.. but they don't really match my symptoms. I feel like I am a normal person, I ""just"" can't stop thinking, can't stop moving. I fidget all the time, since I have memory of existing. I start a thousand different things, and I finish very few of them. I am passionate about hundreds of activities, I like knowledge and I enjoy studying what I like *the way* I like. I am very passionate while talking, I feel like I am a constant fire(even when I'm genuinely enjoying a conversation).

I like the idea of an organized life, but I can't bring it to the reality. My head is a mess, my house is a mess, and a good slice of my life is a mess.

I'm in my 20s, and like I said, I always had the symptoms, but I didn't know why, and I thought I might just be a quirky child. Now I'm starting to think that I might have adhd, and if this is true I probably had it my whole life. 

Sometimes I watch videos about this topic(recently I've seen the tedx talks about adhd)and I relate like crazy to what they say. 

I've lived all my life with these symptoms, they are not news to me. I might have adhd or not, and yes I'm curious and I would like to know, but other than that, nothing will change, because my brain and its way of functioning is part of me and I'm part of it.

And I'm okay with that, I'm not giving up on life, even though for my age I accomplished very little, and sometimes that makes me lose hope for the future.

When it comes to things that I love I can show a crazy(probably on an unhealthy level)amount of willpower, and I'm good at what keeps me engaged and focused, but it's very few parts of my life(I guess that this is what some of you may call ""hyperfocus""). Everything else is just raw, unfinished. It's a fast process, really. I think about something, I want to make it real and big as fast as I can, I reach a peak of excitement with it, thinking big and long-term.. and then it all falls down, and everything fades away. It all happens in days, hours, or even minutes. 

I do normal stuff, I have friends and everything, it's just that I find very difficult to do most of the things that are considered fairly easy and common in life. I can handle it, but it's stressful.

Whatever you want to say or not say, it's fine. Thanks for reading. I like sharing, I'm not necessarily expecting help. Sorry for the messy wall of text, I always think that I have very little to say, but then my mind explodes in a big bang during the process. Nothing new. Have a good day.",3.5242180094786733,5.112155009478677,4.409643285939972,85.99647440758301,73.15481832543443,7.7812195892575025,27.19396524486572,8.426882951386363,1.796333358609795,2503,92,512,43,50,808,265,633,0.07400000000000001,0.741,0.185,0.9975,2,0,2,0,0,0,110.0,0,2,6,3,20,37,0,4,33,2,47,16,4,3,6,110,90,48,0,8,26,0,4,10,1,6,9,5,0,3,44,29,0,4,21,4,0,8,13,9,0,3,17,11,74,28,66,66,16,65,0,2,2,3,25,25,0,16,39,344,118,3,0.05601737734589788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692880069742504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479707642499353,0.13983283623097256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052603399915452,0.0,0.0,0.03414767329556063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506783835400695,0.057200005388415916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059258957592791615,0.04825401046592282,0.0,0.12106976874605592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225314837220219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058526236635458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732522584285798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679533077963434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799579769798935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103442021145133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664813823989901,0.08003765113742138,0.053785466949907164,0.0,0.0511988680537936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327888678032813,0.0,0.058533535262488966,0.053736972708916336,0.0,0.1409541551738171,0.0,0.0,0.06170945660147066,0.0,0.04953598178674783,0.0,0.05018056716768738,0.0,0.11497998034129354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754726723931871,0.0,0.0,0.05563789526333452,0.0551658328443314,0.06463653242011595,0.0,0.18971040169474065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979081882805026,0.0,0.0,0.09235705682498106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696711175048555,0.2736726102418184,0.112288256787298,0.04946437048235619,0.04957361618705559,0.0,0.062669116559863,0.0,0.0,0.05055787011910424,0.0,0.07478406872090132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827675503378013,0.11312316472022305,0.0,0.0,0.05953760695453018,0.041179217791281364,0.0,0.04320405477092867,0.05410193210704061,0.0,0.0,0.10977027236721466,0.10750036872082132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042603739711254064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198408243610592,0.0,0.0,0.048912213207468885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039620724305982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056032536443762174,0.06376003918425845,0.0717723326694146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328535370628605,0.1781890673534072,0.0,0.056692576499094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267630681626357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312491384231546,0.16620785566716856,0.06270686772850066,0.07929877601057084,0.0,0.0,0.09366607150657527,0.06416771648676413,0.0,0.06412649502094367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467051119928476,0.0,0.09004929202018393,0.0,0.051573274888101865,0.0,0.0,0.18607728201575088,0.1794683676034522,0.05503678882658509,0.17788616164349585,0.09799254963062587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773212175482718,0.06608100103762386,0.08892797348576355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054697010899474,0.06254140131082059,0.0,0.05399875277667334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039793137649452734,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beeeeeeeeeeeeees,2018/03/16,"This isn't working so I'm going to try something different. **tl;dr I'm burnt out because my situation is overwhelming and impossible to escape.. but actually it might not be that impossible.**

 

I'm a student and I'm feeling so burnt out that I can barely do anything at all. I mean I'm operating at lie 5% capacity, guys. 

I searched for ""how to recover from burnout"", and all I got were results that said ""stop doing the thing that's burning you out"". 

At first, I dismissed that advice as useless, what am I supposed to do? Just _stop doing school_? Impossible! 

But then again... I know most of you have also stressed about something that's just _not_ getting done, no matter how early you started or how hard you tried. And you stress right up until the due date and then you hand in something pretty good, or some half-finished garbage, or maybe you don't hand it in at all... but **the second the due date passes, there's massive relief, regardless of the quality of the work.** 

I'm at the point now where I've only been handing in half-finished garbage or nothing at all.. but not for lack of trying. I mean like.. I've been pouring all my resources in and I'm just getting garbage out!

...



I've been pouring all my resources in and I'm just getting garbage out.

***I've been pouring all my resources in and I'm just getting garbage out.***

 

if I'm producing garbage anyway, why am I using all that energy?


***

New game plan. Here's the email I sent to my profs yesterday:
 

> Dear professors,
> 
> I've been feeling the pressure of my final year, and at this point I'm past being able to use that stress as motivation and have stepped fully into burnout territory.  This email is mostly for my own peace of mind, but I think it's considerate to at least give a heads up before I start (or continue) to drop responsibilities. 
> 
> If your car gets stuck in snow, you don't keep the gas pedal on the floor and spin the wheels until the tank is empty and the car shuts off. It doesn't matter how urgently you need to be somewhere else, no amount of panic will get you there. Instead, you would probably turn the car off and think about solutions that make more sense. 
> 
> I'm going to take my foot off the gas and dig myself out of the snowbank I'm in. My plan is to take a careful look at upcoming assignments, decide which of them I can afford to leave out, and stop spinning my wheels. Then I'm going to use that time and energy to get back on my feet, and then I'm going to graduate!
> 
> Thanks for letting me use your time on this analogy about a car. Hopefully spring comes before anyone actually gets stuck somewhere inconvenient. 
> 
>  \- beeeeeeeeeeeeees
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adhd,IAMA_unfertilizedEgg,2018/03/16,"Insurance won't cover enough vyvanse's cost- people who switched to something else what do you take and how does it compare? Hi everyone,

Vyvanse is going to cost me way too much money in the future it seems. 


I need to switch to something else, but other than normal Adderall I haven't taken anything else. 

I also take wellbutrin but that's more for depression and anxiety symptoms. 

What are your experiences with other medications?

Thanks!",4.302939521800283,7.473893949367093,4.562447257383969,77.98631504922649,77.86075949367087,6.549085794655415,29.030942334739805,7.793537801064563,2.4539102672292548,358,16,54,6,9,112,62,79,0.101,0.852,0.048,-0.6508,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,10,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151402543499446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450524346085973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620275239908827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395505350327706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674387387492413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061559491568047,0.0,0.0,0.2086873066043198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929894242338329,0.0,0.19756381188554897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147832739989231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034618756999254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846998421583166,0.14975698065395782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788611197440592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001943142664078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386441058126712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109702233748255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099224595294099,0.3037101446101447,0.0,0.0,0.18594533163319146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160313084220029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GigaMonica,2018/03/16,"Delayed onset of Adderall XR? Seems like recently my XR takes about ~2 hours for me to ""feel"" it working (Slightly elevated HR, a little slower breathing, dry mouth ,etc).

Is this normal? Everywhere I look, people say it takes about 30-60m max to kick in.

I usually take it at ~7:45 when I wake up and then I don't eat for another 30m or so.

Should I delay eating for 1 hour minimum?",0.7167948717948711,3.023177089743592,3.3720512820512845,86.32294871794875,85.7948717948718,6.543589743589743,22.76923076923077,7.793537801064563,1.3762461538461537,295,11,60,6,9,103,64,78,0.07,0.895,0.035,-0.365,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,8,9,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,11,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,9,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712898698791366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237647794635617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309356988961616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046998673033647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078407910968545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011630280082261,0.20753666317449665,0.0,0.0,0.17388507622127347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288280087917795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435549677635843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445479568179573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466888662610804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885070469500725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670683873097861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805628881338424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074806347655378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,give_me_bewbz,2018/03/16,"CONSUME At university, I grew increasingly frustrated with myself. I simply always **had** to be stimulated through media. If I wasn't gaming / watching tv / reading / etc, then I would grow antsy and seek it out.

Sitting down and actively *creating* something myself was a seemingly insurmountable challenge. This frustration had 1 word that embodied it - #consume.

I was so **angry** at myself for this, I felt like the Gah Lak Tus swarm from Ultimate Marvel. https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/marveldatabase/images/4/44/Galactus_%28Earth-616%29_and_Gah_Lak_Tus_%28Earth-1610%29_from_Hunger_Vol_1_3_001.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20140218031157

I've grown more relaxed about it, but it still frustrates me, and that one simple word sums up ADHD so well for me - I need to be constantly stimulated, constantly consuming, whatever form that may take.",8.861688311688306,13.168405974789914,5.3598815889992375,66.26914247517189,85.89075630252101,8.886325439266617,32.299847211611926,8.575989854853784,4.653349579831933,697,32,77,20,22,190,89,119,0.07,0.792,0.139,0.6134,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,16,13,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,4,0,4,1,3,1,1,6,2,12,4,13,3,4,14,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,5,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086698079918261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137100977021676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551020662577564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864426733255238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660511164563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547825356966827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044239604937185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404032570190506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569078728715147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338160047457967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977267242598651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511145306444356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931104893791426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309285385645181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245060811524946,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BriniaSona,2018/03/16,"Describing Impulsive Behaviour Throw some descriptions or examples at me here something a person with out it would understand. 

One of my examples. 

""A normal person is a ball rolling down a hill. It will usually always go straight down. With adhd, it's like a paper bag in the wind instead. You have no idea or control where it will go, so good luck ""

 Or another idea is ultra instinct, from dragon ball. But with everything. Just doing shut without thought.

Throw me some examples of your own. 

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adhd,aft2001,2018/03/16,"Oh heck, what was that thing you were gonna do before you checked Reddit?! ((sorry if this isn't helpful or just annoying, downvote and I'll delete))",4.66,5.678097931034486,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,69.6896551724138,7.179310344827586,28.29310344827586,7.1686216300943375,1.4121586206896546,116,4,23,1,2,36,28,29,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.6513,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024772736465516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958038508696112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610233326627118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923060728321662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lilwoodzey2013,2018/03/16,"[London] Recommendations/Advice on getting private ADHD diagnosis instead of NHS So a brief summary. I am American and i live in London now (almost 2 years now). I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, now 23, and obviously diagnosis won’t transfer over from the states to London so I have to get diagnosed again to get my meds. I have national insurance, but I’m tired of waiting to be seen on the NHS. I was referred last year in October and still nothing. 

Does anyone have any recommendations on a good psychiatrist in the London area who is somewhat affordable? And does one have to get their GP to refer them to a private psychiatrist or can I source my own psychiatrist and then once diagnosed they can send the diagnosis to my GP for NHS medication?",6.512695035460992,7.414690907801423,8.094468085106381,64.93333333333334,65.45390070921987,11.656737588652485,35.52482269503546,11.429527900616536,4.538792907801419,602,28,103,19,9,210,84,141,0.029,0.942,0.029,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,8,0,12,5,0,0,1,14,19,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,13,1,21,14,2,21,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,3,9,74,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40106714892250417,0.16305388872537585,0.0,0.0,0.1670864206494045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347068046423632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667255475433427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080788729845334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292041029067272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34871033980100125,0.0,0.0,0.1399544469866884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601336060508476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734064294591515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534410314976946,0.16809413037255433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010689401069556,0.0,0.0,0.17770070264011498,0.1130688124001028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325479778392646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178129194338195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490503891963628
adhd,adhd_success,2018/03/16,"A success story TL;DR: got diagnosed with 35, life turned *incredibly* better. Including doubling (!) my salary. -- but of course not everything is pink and beautiful.

**Disclaimer**: I am a regular participant in this sub under a different handle. Created this throwaway to be able to share more private stuff than I am comfortable with under the other one.

# A [tentative] success story

## Foreword

When I first found this sub, it has very much changed my perspective (""Fooook, others have exactly these struggles as well? I'm not just a huge fuck-up?""). It helped me combined with other measures, immensely. I'd like to give back a little.

## Prelude

I don't even know where to start my story of suffering? Let it suffice to say, that I was a nervous bunch of anxiety- and depression-ridden messy person all my life. And full of self-loathing and self-hate with this inner monologue not going away anytime.
(All this said, thanks to my very strong support from my family and social background (and potentially my genetic luck: intelligence probably higher than median) in my educational years, I did not bad. Quite ok, actually.)
With putting off important, like important things I knew must be done or else there would be dire consequences literally for years. I lost, again, literally, thousands of Euros because of this. Be it not calling in warranty for an appliance which went bust weeks after I bought it... just putting it off until warranty expired to buy a new one months after that (""now I don't have the excuse that I will deal with the warranty 'eventually'""), leaving my spouse with more work because of lack of support, or getting tax refunds in time. Literally thousands, in sum easily a 5-digit amount I left seep through my fingers.



Additionally, I had a a fixed idea that at the same time nothing was wrong with me (in a psychologic/psychiatric/mental) way, and in fact that idea was quite unthinkable -- ""only weirdos need that"" (and I'm perfectly normal, am I not?)* --, all while self-hating and self-loathing. But that was just as much part of me ever since I remembered as the constant depression and anxiety. I honestly did not even get I was depressed and had anxiety. I only realised this all retrospectively. I mean, it was all I ever was and ever could remember, so it must be normal, right?

\*) a stigma around mental health issues and false image about mental healthcare in my family must have contributed.

Finally, five years ago after I had my second impulsive ""I can't bear this job any longer"" (third job, none lasted two years) ""fuck this, I quit and start a completely new job/carreer""-moment, but after that just could not even actually start looking for a job, like, I wanted to do it every day, but I literally could not, for months, and at a moment when I had the feeling to do something, which, right away seemed so wrong and not like me, and no I don't actually want to do this -- but yeah, why not? ... because, like, never ever would have been in line with your personality, [no, it was not thoughts of suicide, but about leaving everything and everybody behind I love, including my s/o and family without even giving them notice, essentially running away with 30 and starting a new life], I grasped that this is not healthy and actually managed to seek help despite all the reservations and fears I had. I saw a psychiatrist, who diagnosed me with ... [OCPD](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive%E2%80%93compulsive_personality_disorder) and wrote me antidepressants [SSRI].

In fact, I did not start taking them out of fear of the side effects which were said to be potentially strong in the initial phase.

When I finally took them months later, it was quite a revelation. My depression and anxiety lifted enough and I found a job within a month. Not the best one, it was actually a regression from the one I left, monetarily, but it seemed to offer a very kind and forgiving atmosphere (which it did).

So, all of a sudden, after all, psychiatry was not witchcraft, it did not harm more than it helped and psychotropic medication could be helpful and had a profound effect?

Anyway, I went on, on and off SSRI, but it was not alright. It made me more ... ""that's fine"", but without actually being content. (Also gained a *lot* of weight, like +25%). I was still the mess, with putting off things for years, with needing months to make a call for an appointment, with weeks in my workweek where I did maybe 1/10th productive work and the rest browsing my current new interest. (Which I would delve into for weeks intensively, and then abandon for good). Desk job, and noone noticed. (I wouldn't get promoted or get a raise, but there were never any complaints about my performance or output).

In the meantime I got two kids, and one was giving us a damn hard time, so I started researching, and came to the conclusion that he might very well be ADHD-C, with a **very** strong H component. And then, going on with my research I read about the symptoms of adult ADHD, and that it is now well accepted, and it sounded ... familiar. (""But according to these criteria everyone would have ADHD, wouldn't they?!""). [I also remembered that I stumbled ADHD like 10 years ago once, when writing my thesis I **wanted** to do it, I knew I had the mental **capacity** to do it, but not the **ability**. But back then, psychiatry was a malicious institution on my mental map, and resources were not as abundant as today and adult ADHD was very much questioned to exist. ""Children grow out of it"", and also, I had always good grades in school (but how often did I hear that I could be A+ rather than A-B ""if I just payed more attention to detail""!), so I did not follow up].

Anyway, with my perspective changed five years ago, I decided to have it checked up. Could it be that I was having ADHD as well? I mean, there is also a high correlation within families... it's inheritable with like 40-60%?

Well, when I definitely decided to get evaluated, it took me 3.5 months to actually make the call(s) and get an appointment.

### A Word of caution

I will tell you that there was an illicit medicine use involved in enabling me to actually tackle the appointment. I researched and procured a drug which was said to sometimes help, which was prescription only (but not scheduled!) in my country (no criminal risk). A leaf of 10 pcs. 200mg *Modafinil* actually helped me to get my ADHD diagnosis. **DON'T DO THIS!** While it enabled me to move my ass, get motivated to get my shit straight and make an appointment, it induced side effects (mood swings and impulsive emotional behaviour) which nearly cost my job and carreer!!! **There is a reason psychotropic medicines are prescription only and prescribed/titrated under close monitoring by a psychiatrist!**. Don't risk your health or your job! Don't self-medicate!

// Since my proper ADHD medication worked, I never even thought about abusing other substances. In fact I have developed (!) an outspoken distaste for coffee and alcohol. My body does not ""not crave"" for coffein, but it rejects it and alcohol. I do drink an occasional coffee or glass of alcohlic beverage in social situations, but after every time I ask myself ""why"".

## Revelation

So, I research the specialists in my area, but those on social insurance have appointments only 3-4 months in future, so I go to a private doctor. I am happy to be able to afford it, though it is a strain on my budget. She does diagnose me having very strongly manifest ADHD-C (inattentive symptoms dominating over hyperactive), and start me on Atomoxetine (Strattera(R)), which is first line of medication for adults, with *very* slow titration.

With my newly found hope, Atomoxetine working on depression and anxiety symptoms and research, community (self-help group I joined, and, THANK YOU, /r/ADHD) everything gets better. Life has a new outlook and hope. Feel good. -- switch department within the company, as I had an ugly episode of emotionality as described above, into a department which is, from a job training  perspective more attractive and a move I was pondering anyway. (But boy! did the atmosphere turn out to be toxic! including mobbing).

Well, Atomoxetine made me mostly sleepy. And did not *really* help with ADHD symptoms proper, so I get methylphenidate (Ritalin(R)) prescribed additionally. BOOOI -- you all know the feeling of initial days of euphoria. ""This is how everyone 'normal' people feel? I can actually **do** what I  always wanted to do!"", and yeah, I feel so hopeful. -- Well, retrospectively there were some problems with titration: after Ritalin IR 35mg (dosed manually over the day, in patterns like 10-5-5-5-5-5 or 15-10-10, which worked therapeutically well, but was a chore to remembert and maintain) I got Concerta(R) 36mg, where the time release mechanism was way to long for the dose and after several days I would get irritable and could not sleep. Settled with Concerta 18mg, which feels suboptimal dose, but is OK in a trade-off sense.

As it turns out, comorbid/secondary depression and anxiety go away, if you treat the underlying problem, in my case ADHD! Depression: gone. Andxiety: if I had levels of 10 before, it went down to 0, and is back at 2-3 now. Boom!

My life got organized. I got organized. Everything became fine. Except my job where the new department was a \*$#%. Then company merger and restructuring came about, additional stress, bad infrastructure, bad working conditions, tools, restructuring, forced to switch teams anyway, so yeah, started looking for a change.


## Catharsis

I started to shop for jobs, something I wanted to do the last three years regularly, and usually failed after opening my LinkedIN and Xing profile to update it and saw two-digit unread messages... (which is a lot for these networks; my uread messages in my private gmail are ... almost four digit). Now I actually COULD do it. Updated stuff, sent out applications, actually answered mails and messages, and got two offers with +30% salary within 6 weeks of starting the process. I was about to try to decide between the two (and potential counter-offers from my old place -- to my biggest surprise they matched the salary! new winds from the merger, new C-level boss from the ""other"" company made a huge difference! -- with the old C-level board this would have been literally impossible. You had to fight for even a 100 € p.m. raise for months).

Anyway, this was just the conclusion of some planning I did during the last year, but planning and pursuing some vague goals which was *only* possible after diagnosis, medication and intensive psychotherapy and self-search and self-development.

To top all this, 9 days (5 workdays) before I had to decide I got another call, basically stemming from my initial seeding my CV around. I did not want to start the application process, because, like, which big corporate has processes to actually conclude an appliation process in 5 days? And the work topic sounded connected, but somewhat tangential to my current experience. But then the recruiter convinced me. So I did. And oh, boy! Did it turn out to be a good idea! (I hope). Very nice atmosphere, interesting carreer opportunities, and in fact +50% on the other offers, that is +100% more $$$ compared to my current job. But I will have to move to a different city and country (comparable living costs, so while it's effectively maybe only +80%, it's not like it is only +50% effectively after taking into account purchasing power).

I must say, I am flattered. It's good for my ego and history of lack of self-confidence. I took the offer. Doubling a salary, which was already before at the upper end of the 3rd quartile for full-time desk-job employees in my country? That's rad.

## Post scriptum

Not everything is fine. I'm getting more and more messy again. I find myself procrastinating more and more, compared to my best time, which of course gives me some second thoughts. Maybe it is the 18mg Concerta, which is a tad too litte compared to what I would ""need"" to function properly. Maybe I'm getting to set in my ways. And of course I do have doubts about the new job: new city? how will my spouse and children cope? how will I manage the new tasks? Will I fall back into old patterns? will I be able to maintain my performance and meet their expectations, which is coupled with the outstanding salary? So, doubts remain. And fears. Did I make the right choice? I hope so, I will be able to tell in a year or two.

But I hope that I could provide some inspiration. All this would not have been possible without

* proper diagnosis

* VERY GOOD psychiatrist, who is also a psychotherapist, with whom I can work very well!

* lot of self-development, including psychotherapy

* change of perspectivce

* educating myself about ADHD

* and also, definitely, YOU! /r/ADHD ! I really appreciate the emotional support you all sharing your struggles and experiences here! It really helped me to develop a more balanced perspective and to accept myself!


Thank you! And hell, we can do it! We can beat the crap out of the hand of cards life dealt us! (But we can do it only with proper help)


_____

On a note, ""But we can do it only with proper help"": it still strikes me how much I was unable to do anything about my miserable situation before, even though I wanted to, and I was dissatisfied with my state of affairs. The need and importance of help is the key takeaway for me, and I set out to educate people around me about mental health issues in general, and ADHD in specific. It's very important to lower the barriers of access to the mental health system, but also it is important the help realise people that

1. there might be improvement with help,

2. there *is* help available

3. help them access it.


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adhd,Starttera,2018/03/16,"Do you ever feel like an impostor? I was diagnosed a few months ago aged 30. Started on Straterra which helps with a few minor symptoms but i'm still constantly distracted in work, have trouble meeting deadlines or even starting a project at a reasonable time. 

There's a constant nag at the back of my mind that I dont have ADHD and maybee I was just lazy all along.",2.8799404761904768,5.250381875000002,3.8269841269841303,85.94500000000002,77.47222222222223,6.8920634920634924,29.73015873015873,7.957251820313856,2.2125492063492067,293,14,55,5,7,94,60,72,0.183,0.767,0.05,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,1,1,7,0,6,2,0,1,2,12,10,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,7,8,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,12,40,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933480420048106,0.0,0.1986586176470278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723255634917541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843632336427747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274653577608801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626534325453057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802151660357254,0.20271892210049267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133159652566622,0.16010312037271748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502151690124401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948806777208303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262856468269931,0.0,0.1788812254569964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042081024627986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172502266272433,0.0,0.1789732964483879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23293448756250915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067943854078012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315361961179214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hannahh00per,2018/03/16,"High dosage or nah? Hi, I was wondering if anyone could tell me whether this is a normal dosage or not. 
My friend recently got diagnosed with ADHD (finally) and is on a medication trial. Her psychiatrist prescribed her 3 x 20 mg of Ritalin after a buildup of 3 x 10 mg for three days. To me, somebody who’s been diagnosed with ADHD for about 1,5 years, this seems like a ridiculously high dosage. I personally take 12,5-12,5-10 mg Ritalin and she has about the same height/weight as I have. 

So, my question basically is if anyone could give me their opinion on this/could tell me whether they think this dosage is abnormal/normal etc",5.6731611570247935,6.637104776859509,6.2046177685950425,77.51783574380165,67.34710743801654,10.347520661157027,31.65392561983471,10.411451182825502,3.2822471074380166,502,20,96,13,8,163,78,121,0.059,0.918,0.023,-0.4456,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,10,5,0,0,0,20,16,10,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,14,2,13,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,8,6,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790383960816321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052854809793604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777207797222733,0.0,0.0,0.1017004722139982,0.0,0.0,0.3201149759525383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587203000676466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274757718003092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218350569246311,0.0,0.0,0.1512757747716387,0.0,0.0,0.1261233985626556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332276473029467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704199559652243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588615017169129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545079873515922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769352041537153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766549122828123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570516006424753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355994840190028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185672979113454,0.0,0.2756654200322484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104482998428656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920304855435935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710139092901019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155065240421768
adhd,TinyObjective,2018/03/16,"Just curious, what are all your guys’s occupations? I studied accounting in school and am currently working as a tax accountant. I was diagnosed with ADD a little after I graduated college and now want to change careers (for obvious reasons). I’m leaning towards UX/UI design but I’m curious about what kind of careers other people with ADD/ADHD have chosen and how happy they are with it.",4.253690476190478,6.965338416666667,6.121428571428575,69.49500000000002,74.55555555555556,9.114285714285714,33.8968253968254,9.606745405546679,4.191299206349207,314,17,47,9,7,108,57,72,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.8689,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,14,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,11,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,35,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35853159090604364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155908587226305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027960565145373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953910536063173,0.0,0.3175750911651917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106621051559277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990024531606111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682267348884906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067302791434437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301923280923927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596124459377555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718591837820428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phdinexisting,2018/03/16,"I went to the doctor for the first time since Highschool. I’m 28 lol I blame it partially on my decade long hippie phase where I distrusted modern medicine religiously, but if I’m honest it was even more because I literally just never could get myself to do such a normal adult thing like call a doctors office and make an appointment. I was way too busy trying to remember to brush my teeth regularly and also clean my house and also the other millions of normal life things... 

I had my first physical since age 18 and I’m happy to report that I’m perfectly healthy! I even made an appointment for routine blood work, a gynecologist appointment (sorry tmi, but seriously that ones a big deal because it’s super intimidating and I’ve had a huge fear of it since my first and only gyno experience at 18), and I’m going to be going to my follow up appointment with a real psychiatrist in about a week to start on adhd meds. 

I feel like a real live adult. It feels guuuud. I think just knowing that I’m about to start medication has been enough to motivate me to start acting like I’m on it already..if that makes sense? Like some psychological thing, I dunno.. ",4.509113725490195,6.084168057777778,6.144209150326798,74.58517647058825,70.64444444444446,9.02745098039216,26.568627450980397,9.478462496947786,2.417141176470589,923,30,169,21,17,316,132,225,0.064,0.733,0.203,0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,11,11,1,1,13,1,9,7,2,4,2,31,31,12,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,14,8,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,3,0,5,7,3,18,8,24,22,3,27,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,16,106,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129477223868678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803934958852436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433376190790015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005082326864555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386906813381457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120820321887657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406731638941524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147993121826745,0.0,0.15530608112094427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500478236838975,0.0,0.13229751277584115,0.11889256978484795,0.08399112767812783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000117174457008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061424811495814975,0.0,0.1336340427914468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515410444438346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565853495246172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461270199316856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304227435494645,0.22975258091330986,0.0,0.10381534684391408,0.1040446306822401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124637962132444,0.15695608691570792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059236045977188,0.11843813151717104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067625620965487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038479592130204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796676174465652,0.08941632071410513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676379186936754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318245794567474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176221720365164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316085731860636,0.24964726697891815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432232999866304,0.0753332980833519,0.0,0.0,0.06855527476187206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982145355815899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332058936082084,0.09430654747107066,0.0,0.0,0.10898739508960456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855914392178073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yujinho,2018/03/16,"Very pissed of with my psychrist interview, looking for adivces I hope I do not upset someone here with my bad english. I usually do review but I'm so irritated and anxious now I can't do it.

My currently status explicited in doctor's informations are symptoms pointing to depression, anxiety, diagnosed with ADHD and recently suspicious of autism spectrum, maybe behavior dependency too (like gaming). 

I'm being watched in a government health service specialized in dependency like drugs, sex and gambling. It's about 8 months going to a group meeting focused into non-chemical dependecy.

Before that I've being diagnosed with generalized anxiety by another doctor individually. At the first meeting he denied the possibility of ADHD and gave me sertraline and clonazepam, for 8~9 months I took the sertraline regularly and since the problems which made me search for help didn't get better, I've a few times about the result of my condition to him because my empathy of disappointment people feel deplates trough my skin instantly only by seeing their facial expressions of sadness. So after the 8~9 months I decided to stop taking sertraline and that gave some problems during the intake. That's how I went the place I'm now. I have some disruptive or addicted behaviors indicators during my life and reporting it resulted on this. The place I'm in also have a individual psychiatrist for 4 months before the change, I'm in the 4th now but they can and do use the previous notes of others psychiatrists. I had 2 interviews with the currently one that's the point I'll talk about being upset.

The first interview with her was ok. The second was terrible. There is a Chief Clinical responsible for the local. He has some discussion with those doctors and somehow help and supervise them.

The place is focused into addiction, since some hints point to not being addicted because I can not think into things usually cannot stop in different places, it does not fit their classical model of addiction. I do not complaing about it, I had a part of my life which I'd  had addiction to gaming (to the point of stealing to fullfill it) and it stopped more than 17 years ago at least.

During the 2nd interview, she asked if I do have/worry about hygiene. My answer - Of course, I always take shower beforing leaving home, wash my teeths, make the beard,etc. I was sweaty that they because it was hot, I was anxyous for being late for the appointment and took a REALLY crowded bus and I felt a bad smell I don't usually have being sweaty and that may be the source for her questioning me. I'm almost sure that the smell is not from sweaty but my cleaning machine doing weird noises when working mixed with athlethic clothes. The instant I weared it and felt something wrong but worsened when leaving home than started sweating. It's also being compared to other situations I had the same level of sweaty and it wasn't noticeable except by view. And me explainning all these stupid shits is result of these negative behavior spreading into my mind.

It's like having a F5 button running and looping the same episode in my head. I had it before for different reasons and it's HORRIBLE.

After that interview this question is on my head like all the time with negatives toughts reforcing it. Also, I had many experiences of people doing negative comments with contempt or disrepectiful with me or other and these situations are very remarkable the way the people talk, the way the face express it and the after answer behavior. I sincerely don't remember any situation which these comments where I consider the choice of doing such comment sounds exacly like a pre-bully behavior. All the time when the people really doesn't want to hurt someone but still need an answer, they do warn like ""I'll ask you something and take it personally"" or after ""Sorry, I didn't mean to offend you, it's only because other people would react different"" .   That's was  not my case. 

I also have a different way to thing, I know. All the rage I have right now is concentrated to the individual of day 14/03/18 which made the comment with disgusting face/tone when doing so, and reproval face/tone when I gave the answer. I'll not consider her as the same shitty person that made that comment because I thing people may have triggers or weakness that may lead to shitty comment's or attitudes. People can just be bad but I NEVER work at this point of view.

 Felt like someone asking to a big guy: ""Don't you worry about chairs accidentally breaking when you sit?"" The big buy ""Of course I do, I'm trying to change it condition(surprised tone with question)""  and  a reproval comment like ""uhum"" and changing the topic without explanning WHAT SHIT QUESTION JUST MAKE?

The fact that the clinical chief already showed directly and indirectly that I'm incovenient in that place for demanding their time and not exactly fifting the standart patients, by sometimes isolating myself quietly or leaving in the middle of group meeting without conflict. Those informations came to me trought that psychiatrist by questions she made like ""do you think is normal leaving during a meeting group"" (I returned) ""do you think is normal being isolated in a corner?"" FUCK off if it's normal, I didn't really mean to cause problem and didn't make noise or shake my body like hell.

So, I hope I can have some advices from here because reddit does provide the best answers/advices. It's like the user's here are a type of superspecies comming from secret places and sharing the content of book of wisdow their head possess. In currently state, the next time I go there and elegantly tell than to fuck off after explanning that I do separate things and don't care if they doesn't have that ability but I'm pissed so fuck off again and if it would result into dropping me out I sadly embrace it as necessary with no regrets. 
If they come with hypocrite speechs like ""you are misunderstading things"" I'll send them to hell again. I can't stand politics behavior when I expect sincerity. It's self preservation manipulation. They are not worried of our anguish, what they want is to remove the bad feeling they are having by taking out of our mouths ""Yea, it was a misunderstading"", ""I excuse you"" to make they fell better and go home sleep well with their self esteem/ego crossing the heaven watching unicorns farting chocolate while I struggle 24 hours thinking about that episode.  I think the correctly answer would be ""Sorry, I didn't really notice that and I'll not repeat such comment again"". I would be satisfied but the probabilty of it happening that way is like Pope Francis discovering a new law of quantum mechanics. 

That's the first time I made a crybaby like topic so forgive for this and if you still want to give me advices be welcome, that's why I came here. ",7.3824459021804145,8.364322718423175,7.5702936444086895,69.17092492315946,63.56958970233306,10.654326794149805,36.12897869092559,10.588835946038262,4.169176339294924,5501,251,878,133,78,1785,481,1243,0.16899999999999998,0.73,0.101,-0.9987,9,0,3,0,0,0,128.0,2,9,16,9,48,67,14,5,76,2,94,39,16,23,10,202,162,79,0,24,38,0,7,14,0,7,19,3,5,5,74,62,0,4,31,4,2,16,33,37,1,6,35,18,106,30,131,107,17,127,4,6,6,4,92,46,9,34,70,620,180,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193844919736105,0.09345847434141068,0.11398665572571445,0.03446701100360742,0.0,0.03893523066901159,0.0,0.0429078315052595,0.12437735982904892,0.03235337432666447,0.0,0.0,0.026441449286384568,0.040771716069838516,0.05949004803035054,0.04392618403127767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904973202031516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986113183568804,0.14221455241341774,0.0,0.1323446545003311,0.0,0.040804809502553885,0.06877686447833585,0.0,0.04318971811850271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894249681491953,0.03964332404438204,0.039943062269955656,0.1233976625230302,0.033493851060592064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025076010956088718,0.0,0.03348946047469814,0.07892988566762082,0.0,0.1624958451392841,0.0,0.11939373104231435,0.06805271659633387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509138282094621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336429178066463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803456890803779,0.0,0.0,0.03932034429359885,0.0,0.1119999603255859,0.0,0.0,0.09922036375718277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783879916217998,0.020314513687066924,0.037299659509764715,0.0662935023788366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038499811319810416,0.034383687077724504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971406001229998,0.041330304201461665,0.0,0.0,0.05212427172386482,0.0,0.1170070239307425,0.0772382382016093,0.03829145331301362,0.0,0.04162454554360248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02136881802377249,0.0,0.0438611800581673,0.16468391257294945,0.0,0.0,0.05492775241495575,0.26594451697619503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032651526886507465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395791915519447,0.10381754532970293,0.03942077592767186,0.039062720974608084,0.08470893368468943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926026452576136,0.0,0.12414263703616014,0.0,0.0,0.02883089846151767,0.02998859911826549,0.03755298344296548,0.04135200480456665,0.0,0.11428985232671687,0.0,0.08853602132507786,0.0,0.0,0.026347804179171583,0.0591438223987912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210598382503357,0.0,0.1886937219708135,0.06790143942012165,0.24374376770892614,0.0,0.18378276302530575,0.04383420298642601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116159712342448,0.0,0.0,0.21778662475280855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963656067088167,0.039977709984520715,0.03839180108696882,0.0,0.04404631937696641,0.033205462578114374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03098433705452687,0.0,0.08112590384889004,0.0,0.07982470313465863,0.06432805040198232,0.1311167564241445,0.03891060394613361,0.0,0.09883510782876652,0.059867332364236726,0.03845580991827905,0.08705160329245111,0.027521250227077024,0.0,0.062103266911872325,0.09752259195183982,0.0,0.04064845581371519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036646318198414116,0.040413829719693393,0.11693927458675052,0.06250459901495199,0.0339850393142619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915910427790714,0.12457175510505328,0.0,0.0,0.1360362726614703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639982845907275,0.026398681108517157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358201613547171,0.1284708189048656,0.06416430791152226,0.06880175923155807,0.12345254913706714,0.0,0.0,0.03496005818732845,0.03604448878799392,0.035085429626424136,0.0,0.0,0.07496273016465185,0.0,0.05661388032438223,0.11846126990648599,0.0,0.11048411626682554,0.04251193551474639,0.0,0.02503907028993733
adhd,stevenbreken,2018/03/16,"Funny thought with adhd I’m not able to marvel at cool magic tricks. So my friend did a really cool card trick to me and I thought it was cool but didn’t appreciate it that much to because for me I have become so used to forgetting things 5 seconds after learning it so I basically every time anything happens to me I feel like it’s a magic trick because I forget half way through what happened for example I sometimes canvas neighborhoods for work and I often forget if I have already knocked a house so sometimes I’ll knock on a door and magically the same person from an hour ago answers. 
So when a magic trick is done in front of me I usually forget why it is cool because I lost track of what happened. I think magic tricks are good for people that have a firm view of reality because trick break that firm reality. But for me my reality is always shaky and barely real so everything is kinda magic I guess.",3.6254880294659273,5.494013022099452,5.218762430939228,79.13871454880297,73.47513812154696,7.478600368324125,28.08876611418048,8.238735603445708,2.1006682136279937,731,29,133,12,15,247,104,181,0.127,0.748,0.124,0.5275,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,8,15,6,1,8,4,12,0,0,1,0,26,23,14,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,7,6,19,7,20,16,2,12,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,5,7,90,30,2,0.14966228209963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986497929458448,0.0,0.1326665829759465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515604988534266,0.0,0.1245310079023404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315930611512307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649309522114173,0.16529023221071132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531564762224106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609692755023627,0.0,0.134506808871489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567374667799802,0.10691876423591362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562870789683158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552962154628994,0.0,0.0,0.16486987680762052,0.0,0.3970375853802777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738720069717726,0.17269017950033802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311743130000799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337406029243082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001899770611387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375698216916976,0.1306793319860684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703484422727395,0.0958774902347782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960396477023566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994289700548184,0.09589754727135534,0.0,0.23763026909594184,0.08726928024448523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926015921919765,0.16483185960479038,0.0,0.0,0.11879495332486666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504693111606222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089559238377076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,elephant1000s,2018/03/16,"How to get new Prescription? Hey guys, 

Anyone know how to get a new prescription after 5 years of not taking meds ( and failing miserably at life)??

I was belatedly diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 20 and prescribed Adderall XR.

I used it sporadically for about 2 months while finishing up my AA degree, but stopped after that due to a lot of stupid religious reasons and related shame. 

I'm 25 now, back in school, and struggling to hold my life together and be responsible.

Since I stopped taking my meds up till now, my life has been a classic ADHD anecdote. I'm really stubborn, so I kept telling myself that why can't I be a successful individual if others can without medication?? 

Obviously it hasn't worked and I finally reached my breaking point, where I'm done being poor and getting nowhere academically, not as a result of potential, but because of ADHD related parts of myself. 

I've finally accepted that I'm not the same as some other people, and that this is okay. 

So, I've decided to get a prescription again but don't know how to go about it.

Anyone know how this process works?? Thanks!!!!",7.0730128205128215,7.255456173076923,7.905576923076925,69.25608974358975,64.19230769230771,11.548717948717947,37.044871794871796,11.20814326018867,4.375633333333333,876,41,155,24,12,295,124,208,0.165,0.7909999999999999,0.044,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,13,10,2,3,8,1,12,5,0,7,1,38,29,22,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,11,9,0,5,6,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,4,0,13,4,27,22,4,28,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,3,19,102,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44642806008374136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315771161653468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521107287616806,0.0,0.07548042319447819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567619287437354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671236101173786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712807517193717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587664450483049,0.0,0.07037059892510165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260272955242285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041471368724945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623763134179856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526859196557456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750754950948802,0.12473711153737142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883312172647736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917510840243664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408659342657528,0.0,0.08584222167018303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705131853461526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932320888531193,0.12730910093669315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531394537774435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242640542514353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070405984937102,0.0,0.12944509243057434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861966820709926,0.0,0.1082254286719301,0.11399818020940138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694200051738363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172962391910818,0.0,0.0,0.11935948538219116,0.0,0.18028702012760006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973697163086274
adhd,LizaLitz,2018/03/16,"UK Redditor, constantly confused by the use of brand names in USA ADHD dialog I know its a cultural thing but in the UK we don't tend to identify our medications so predominantly but the brand name. Like ADHD drugs, we refer to as the drug name ie methylphenidate. The patient is long gone and the ""generics"" are legally regulated to list and contain ingredients. I also find this with Antidepressants, we list drug name not brand name. And even your over the counter drugs. I always watched movies and wondered what and Advil was, here we just buy an Ibuprofen because it treats the issue. Anyway I get its a cultural thing but I wonder dose that cause some issues for those of you who are taking ""generic"" meds and feel like your disadvantaged. Also that you have televised advertisements for medication will never not freak me out. Sorry if this sounds culturally insensitive, its not meant to belittle anybody i'm just really curious about your pharmaceutical culture  ",6.326616541353384,8.803529134502929,6.356027568922308,71.24802631578947,67.59649122807018,9.5640768588137,31.512531328320804,9.957137785484203,3.5238952380952373,786,33,126,20,14,249,117,171,0.065,0.853,0.08199999999999999,0.6172,0,0,5,0,0,0,17.0,5,5,0,0,9,5,0,1,11,0,7,9,0,2,1,39,18,14,0,1,9,0,1,2,0,1,9,1,0,0,13,12,0,1,7,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,3,16,3,16,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,20,4,0,5,5,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178622375910901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151033215302595,0.11003727622952407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061447640551116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585061428445214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429083605715014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134424059688138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734565630852516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686634202029458,0.09447486045863343,0.0,0.0,0.12086826253102292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909182737733585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760559389702994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267762885685702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921509462866912,0.0,0.0,0.11703143221083835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468928370468036,0.2664430460071047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199442356754164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471864200626543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803589296433595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943073580100548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757135548395977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421601804290707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868251049397351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fullonbraincircus,2018/03/16,"Some people like to say that ADHD is a gift or a superpower... Some people like to say that ADHD is a gift or a superpower, but i don't really understand why they would put that bus stop so far from the road, and at the same time so far away from the wall behind it. Then again, the rest of this four-way crossing is pretty terribly designed, as well. On the other hand, that bus stop was just rebuilt... Why didn't they move it? I guess stupid people were in charge... Probably the same people that girl looks awfully familiar, was she on TV? Well, i guess that wouldn't really matter as i haven't had a TV in years. But i guess she could still have been in the news online. They should put in the news how stupid that bus stop is. Nothing like this bus stop coming up. I wonder where she is getting off. Probably by the university. I wish she would move her hair so i could read the rest of the text on her hoodie. I wonder if people can read my hoodie. Maybe i should zip my jacket, while i still can... I really should get a new one. I'll go do that when i'm done with my thesis. Then i'll have plenty of time. If i ever get started on these last chapters... But i'm sure i'll get plenty done over the weekend! Like, I already know what i need to write, so it will go fast when i just get going! So i guess there is no rush, really, but i really should get something ready to send to my advisor. I know i should utilize him more and i really need to pause this audio book if i'm not going to pay attention anyway. Let's skip back to see where i fell off... Have i really been out of it for this long? I should listen a bit to see if i recognize it... Ah, okay, this part i remember. Should i skip forward again? No, let's just oh crap this is my stop.
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adhd,Gillielyn,2018/03/16,"Newly Prescribed: My Experience 26 year old female, went to a psychiatrist for the first time and brought my folks to talk about adult ADD...got prescribed 15 minutes later. He put me on 30mg of vyvanse. I was told that it lasts all day and that was something I was looking for because my work hours are long and I still want to be able to have energy and focus when I come home from work. So I was looking for/hoping it would last from 7am to 7pm. I was told it would. So I took the 30 the next day at around 7am with a protein bar and I definitely felt the euphoria after about an hour or more. It peaked at around 3-4 hours and after that it was a slow decline. I didn't ""feel"" it working at around noon. It's like it left my system completely and I didn't even have the focus factor either. So I called my psychiatrist that night and said how disappointed I was that it didn't last all day and he upped my prescription to 50mg that night. So I take the 50 the next day and it lasts like 2-3 hours longer and it was good for about a week...I noticed that I was becoming EXTREMELY moody/grumpy/snappy/bitchy/impatient at around 3pm and after about 3 days of that I was totally over vyvanse. I hated how it made me feel in the afternoon and I hated how I was acting. My face would become flush in the afternoon, like it would get red and hot, but that went away over time. I even had a few crying spells and very depressing thoughts. I wanted to stop taking it. But, I read a few blogs and decided to take a second dose at around noon so it would kick in when the first dose would wear off. I didn't ask my doctor because I knew I was seeing him in a week and I figured I would see how it went. So I was taking a 50 at 7am and a 50 at noon. This completely changed my life! I experienced zero negative side effects. I've also never ever had any trouble sleeping whatsoever. I was being more aware of what I was eating so that I could get the right nutrition. The first month or so I lost like 10 pounds but I was also going to the gym when I got home from work. I still take preworkout which has caffeine and stuff in it. I'm just not sensitive to caffeine that much even though I drink like 6 cups of it a day. Apparently I have a high tolerance to things, always have. So after like 2 weeks of doing 2 doses I notice that I would sometimes get laser focused and zombie like...I could just watch tv for hours or be on my phone and not be productive. Made me think that maybe adderall would be a good route to take because it has that extra kick from the salt combo and would get me moving. Looked into it and was thinking of asking my drs opinion on it. Anyway, I go to my dr and explain everything and basically insurance companies don't cover 2 doses. So he put me on 20mg Adderall IR in the morning and 70 mg vyvanse at around 1030/11. This is what I'm currently on and I feel like I've just about found my right dosage. Most days I take the vyvanse at noon on my lunch break before I eat. This helps it last longer, which I need especially if I have extra meetings after school (I'm a teacher). So I go to the drs again in about a week and I think I just need to up my adderall dose in the morning just a bit since I'm taking the vyvanse a little later. I think once I do that I'll be golden. My appetite has normalized completely and I still go to the gym 4 days a week and take preworkout beforehand. I also drink coffee all day. I've incorporated probiotics in the morning and magnesium pills at night, for some reason these meds can cause constipation for me and I've been more diligent to incorporate high fiber foods. I also drink alcohol almost every night, usually a glass or two. I've always thought this helped the medicine leave my system faster at night, maybe wine does, not sure. Overall, I'm very happy that I've found the right combination for focusing and I feel very normal and it's a great feeling. I've read so many books and I'm just doing the things I enjoy but have been putting off. Also I know it normally takes a very long time to find the right dose and I'm thankful this has been working well for about a month. 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adhd,hunterxgreen,2018/03/16,"Is it bad to take vyvanse on an empty stomach? Or earlier than 10 AM? I just got prescribed vyvanse but forgot to ask the doctor if I should take it with food etc. she said take it around 10 AM. Is it bad if I take it before breakfast earlier or if I don’t eat break fast that day? (Ive been doing intermittent fasting so breakfast isn’t in my routine). I’m taking it for the first time tomorrow (30 mg) just want to make sure I’m doing it right 

P.S. is it better to not have/have coffee? It’s just part of my morning and I love the taste, but I can give it up if it doesn’t combine well with vyvanse for some reason

P.s. in the past I’ve had issues with slow digestion/delayed stomach emptying to my concern is that food might delay digesting the vyvanse. I have no idea if that’s a valid concern",1.6923214285714252,3.4319202559523814,3.598238095238095,89.21342857142858,78.58333333333334,6.146666666666667,24.890476190476193,7.03164865440522,0.9907947619047616,625,23,133,7,15,211,99,168,0.093,0.804,0.103,0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,0,18,11,2,2,1,28,33,11,0,7,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,14,5,7,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,2,12,4,17,26,3,16,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,9,9,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437268665578894,0.14111281504458514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520648543381488,0.0,0.0,0.12844272796446873,0.0,0.0,0.13349822292094052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734677281306844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449818329602488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445399828948206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683431175542287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283933906129678,0.3650455932619575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479980434927306,0.0,0.0,0.12072417717447916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703980683667012,0.0,0.1575469346728276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362333851818852,0.0,0.10075668551228548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601283557520498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345828085112654,0.14409369029548985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519617766417226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890585457970036,0.14358287045953738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226348913084327,0.0,0.5674577296233274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801700392925611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890310296532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357173135652651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,D3M4NNU,2018/03/17,"OCD / ADHD - My goto goal-prioritizing rule: **'I create an inconvenience for myself'**

Doing so helps me prioritize my most-important goal(s).

I hope you are having a nice Saturday. Hello from, Colorado!",2.4854545454545445,3.0290128484848537,5.363666666666667,62.4855,132.63636363636363,7.380606060606063,21.481818181818184,7.1686216300943375,2.984941818181819,156,6,20,5,10,55,31,33,0.066,0.632,0.302,0.8384,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7081575213624902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949582456477309,0.0,0.0,0.5852528591409021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,amonrules,2018/03/17,"Details, details, details! I struggle so much with finer details. Even down to texting or handwriting notes. It this an indication or ADHD? Does anyone else struggle with this even if you are an expert at what you do?",3.2423076923076906,6.3376055384615375,4.093025641025643,79.6103076923077,83.35897435897436,5.171282051282052,30.87692307692308,6.742157984588678,2.234544615384616,172,9,26,2,5,55,29,39,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.643,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360661624458799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983674798848767,0.30748769483527355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626193450024339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069486317945955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964261565940182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206078725810668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6274589098024835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,2koolpyg,2018/03/17,"Is my psychiatrist taking advantage of me? I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid but never took medication as my parents didn't believe in it, I only started when I was out of college and had a very challenging (but interesting) job and I had a hard time keeping up with my personal and professional life. I found a psychiatrist near me who re-diagnosed me as ADHD-PI and started me off on 10 mg of Adderall IR (2 5mg pills a day) for a month, and then moved me up to 20 mg which I've been at for the past few years now. He told me that because it was a controlled substance that he could only give me a 30 day prescription and that I would have to make monthly appointments to get a new one to make sure I was handling the medicine well. This made sense to me at the time because I was a new patient and so I didn't really question it, but after a year I brought it up since I wasn't a new patient anymore and it was really tough to go on a monthly basis because he was only open on a single week day within a 4 hour period. I also had to pay a copay every time so it was pretty expensive, but the medication helped so much that I resigned myself to the fact when he told me that unfortunately he couldn't do anything because it was the law. 

Fast forward to a 2 months ago when a co-worker confided in me that he had ADHD as well, but he took XR and he only had to see his psychiatrist once or twice a year. He told me his doctor would send him multiple scripts at a time but dated 30 days apart, or he would just email her and she would send a script to his pharmacy so he never had to take time off work to go. I asked my doctor again if he could do something similar, such as dating the scripts 30 days apart or just sending them without me having to physically come in, but he told me that he still couldn't do that. 

Is he lying to me just so he can get more money from me and I should just try to find a new doctor? I'm in California btw. 

Thanks again. ",6.338155339805828,4.569746310679612,7.537689320388348,77.71192233009711,66.47572815533981,10.66718446601942,33.221359223300965,9.516144504307137,2.737475339805825,1528,52,333,25,20,527,187,412,0.041,0.904,0.054000000000000006,0.7193,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,20,9,0,0,29,0,36,8,0,4,4,54,62,37,0,10,16,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,18,16,0,2,3,0,3,11,8,2,2,2,28,2,42,7,49,25,4,74,0,1,1,0,39,22,0,5,43,225,60,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27389224151130465,0.0,0.06734004571546875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607506776260701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533872105808556,0.0,0.0,0.06251426032116532,0.0,0.0710187676629793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523479276889132,0.0,0.0,0.0855886470958949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543873100488193,0.0,0.0,0.08520330308329667,0.12130672669812295,0.0,0.0,0.2449617293428597,0.0,0.0,0.154209545719471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332659279822187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640053634859399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943234193337568,0.0,0.0,0.0832937507142038,0.0,0.0,0.07937910718347034,0.0728743428403492,0.08634744452431449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805139313503701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091899092153943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481206352184691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538539551898392,0.06752284355934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365764612260602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188168817038856,0.10141694978770044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305725662588354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425441200102589,0.08074075933902541,0.055844389513243234,0.0,0.1171806650339076,0.2934771015144728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080902236105172,0.05147711641551783,0.23110490803541495,0.0,0.0,0.08435221785842432,0.0,0.07251897221073382,0.0,0.06633133975874139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728561626995491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510027902063691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733264294091253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060535759062396034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284057898729721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848300709697336,0.0,0.0,0.10753948163617967,0.0,0.060667239646741276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159787492238702,0.0,0.11423526246272625,0.0,0.0,0.06994008642715181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148446087155135,0.0,0.0,0.29035839495163074,0.1688039730986151,0.0515765173977392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268062274983885,0.0,0.0,0.060936039993539005,0.0,0.13660667681939387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322935075100748,0.0,0.1106095706638142,0.0,0.0,0.2158587363279776,0.0,0.0,0.14676051873085888
adhd,Virkungstreffer,2018/03/17,"Vyvanse and deductible? I have UnitedHealthcare, but CVS Caremark takes care of the prescription. The representative says until the deductible is met (2700$), the month script will be 292$. My doctor said to ask if they'd cover anything else. Anyone know any suggestions for something similar or should I just try the Shire program?",6.963035714285716,10.011753517857148,5.635142857142856,74.60985714285717,67.39285714285714,8.051428571428572,32.628571428571426,8.841846274778883,3.16889,271,12,40,5,5,80,50,56,0.0,0.916,0.084,0.6868,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200544932517188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826991815137196,0.0,0.2686505239491307,0.0,0.30519803073509866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328499081836759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341478325636058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727172263558155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941505382453665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057896465055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31054025318464595,0.2596157960950871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513265040329241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454588997487301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164636278489047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,philmtl,2018/03/17,"Medicated vs not growing up? How did you turn out as adults?
Im asking about from starting medication under 18 vs those who started as adults?

Personally was prescribed Ritalin at 6, and continued changing meds till nearly 30 years old and now on Vyvanse.

Curious about the development of copping mechanisms. ",5.292515723270442,8.695779415094343,6.334245283018872,65.3823742138365,75.60377358490567,9.571069182389936,37.135220125786155,9.725611199111238,5.034008805031448,251,15,35,8,6,83,48,53,0.028,0.92,0.052000000000000005,0.32299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,13,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505854482309553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355556681446226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895340844884166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297737041802471,0.5400533199703849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812676398387867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404614093111825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794465898958994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29155547309971996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261188640210862
adhd,makingmyname,2018/03/17,"How’s your guys’ anxiety? I have social anxiety, and I just wanna know if any of you guys had similar symptoms. People think I’m really introverted but I’m just not on meds. When on my meds I’m more extroverted...  ",0.445658914728682,2.9064387209302365,3.94453488372093,79.54687984496125,92.02325581395347,8.448062015503877,21.12015503875969,8.841846274778883,2.3234992248062016,167,6,33,6,6,61,32,43,0.07200000000000001,0.928,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733826468565345,0.0,0.3900898879410436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049041841699007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012024034798626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664097730247776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675828694002765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333494455705438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599012668889117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500274967975546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336911331709686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Borowar,2018/03/17,"After a few days of giving myself points for certain tasks/goals and graphing the results I'm super happy with results and progress! Here's the graph so far. https://i.imgur.com/n6p69R1.png I find it super motivating because I want to get more points each day. Today isn't even over yet and I'm already at a new high score!

Obviously the categories and tasks are tailored to me, but I can link the point breakdown if anyone is interested.",5.3026607142857145,7.849144087500001,5.092142857142857,78.91000000000003,70.625,7.071428571428572,28.92857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.103357142857143,357,14,59,5,7,110,62,80,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,3,2,16,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,8,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,6,37,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533779171997983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617889422139292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104942497205247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984468353703157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282682646415785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148061350189895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088849244420942,0.22196443765663265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463123718420767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446970262388715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347192874681676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6561974803316614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932480002678825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647616804314142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gagems,2018/03/17,"Natural Methods to Boost Dopamine Levels Hey everyone!

I am currently on vyvanse 30mg and have been taking it just about everyday for the past 6 months. My off days can be kind of shitty, especially with my busy college schedule and constantly having things I could be doing. Additionally, the comedown later at night can have me feeling a bit irritated or numb. 

Are there any natural ways to boost dopamine levels or supply your brain with the precursors to the chemical? I feel as though this would help with my overall mood on these “off days” as well as at night after taking my medication early in the morning.

I feel as though diet could have profound effects on my day-to-day mood. If you have any additional dietary suggestions for somebody taking vyvanse and balling on a college budget please feel free to share!",7.805697240865028,8.575408704697985,7.576733780760628,70.22842654735275,62.62416107382551,10.38061148396719,37.36092468307234,10.25414643259724,4.061411036539897,663,31,107,14,9,211,97,149,0.069,0.7759999999999999,0.156,0.8999,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,7,0,16,4,1,1,0,20,23,12,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,12,5,25,17,1,25,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,13,75,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155261366485421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300504062423094,0.0,0.0,0.17690170208603234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124664857256994,0.0,0.2530461842192793,0.0,0.0,0.40879270310688004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142211379874268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205029272602577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621716295301743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650191086553465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963894093290268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264869346985039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974212942544053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127478665792815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394929912109852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35744263392849474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527850594156966,0.0,0.3113862604137829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257838152456492,0.0,0.0,0.1424809623049485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257048773173156,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cardinal29,2018/03/17,"""In Praise of A.D.H.D."" NYT Gets it Wrong Again 1) I just can't stand the whole **Hunter-Gatherer** theory. It is irrelevant in today's world.  Stop trotting it out.  Usless.

2) The author is SURPRISED that ADHD comes with high IQ?  Old news. Clearly uninformed.   Why should I listen to his opinion on *anything* when he is ""astonished"" by this?

>The educational psychologist Bonnie Cramond, for example, tested a group of children in Louisiana who had been determined to have A.D.H.D. and found that an astonishingly high number — 32 percent — did well enough to qualify for an elite creative scholars program in the Louisiana schools.

3) While it's refreshing to see the NYT not bashing the ADHD diagnosis for a change, this editorial is still a FAIL",3.7384188034188033,7.014121423076925,4.8358974358974365,73.2552136752137,84.76923076923076,7.811965811965813,30.299145299145298,8.515128840125781,3.367863247863248,595,30,93,16,18,194,99,130,0.069,0.8009999999999999,0.13,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,10,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,15,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,2,3,3,17,10,3,18,1,1,1,0,7,9,0,1,7,59,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867586172680821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664959955909198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423017372900185,0.1744456106749537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092483763154944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220432607053863,0.0,0.0,0.1058038306581773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42792875474743663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250161308395926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049523144838952,0.1613753398812657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172583889730402,0.16930857026927873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195709642820052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208203913869744,0.0,0.18273500965602255,0.2260967086215184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214143885224852,0.0,0.0
adhd,IAMNOTPULLMAN,2018/03/17,"37 years old. Time to get medicated after coping for so long? I'm in the UK where doctors generally don't believe in ADHD, and certainly didn't when I was young.

In recent years I finally figured out why I all my school reports said ""underachiever"", why I always did my work at the last minute and why I had to drop out of university even though I really wanted to do it.

I've got all the symptoms of a bad case of ADHD-Inattentive, and I'm pretty sure if I go to a fancy private specialist they would diagnose me and I could get medicated.

But I've made it through life so far without medication and am a successful software developer - although my job gives me tons of anxiety and stress when I can't concentrate at work (happens all the time). I've managed to finally get out of depression and am finally starting to get anxieties under control.

So now I don't know what to do - I'm scared of getting medicated now after all this time, and all the effort I've put into figuring out how to cope. Will it change who I am? What are the risks? Will I become dependent on medication and forget how to live without it?

Also I've never heard of anyone else diagnosed with it in the UK and am worried there will be social stigma if I get diagnosed and medicated and tell people.",6.3898644833427465,6.011637656126485,7.968529079616037,70.11937747035574,65.71936758893281,11.497346132128742,35.067476002258616,11.062562989136584,3.9731436476566913,1009,43,189,27,14,354,136,253,0.103,0.85,0.047,-0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,14,8,0,3,10,0,20,12,0,5,8,44,39,25,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,12,2,0,0,9,18,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,8,2,19,3,36,25,6,39,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,3,21,131,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116458460937839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041617076843865,0.07326737710634502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347210259772504,0.0,0.0,0.061568895964789525,0.0902209840518714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352080513763112,0.0,0.09724792225944816,0.0,0.09920588584773016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314868760242496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875923322003888,0.07030337369331423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584015518484906,0.2681166563855511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012625626091464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355721101267783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815835650102037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893741703548534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760252059054617,0.08446872315843379,0.05004270435029003,0.0,0.0704242464007997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786521869386491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737928681198898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048391776160864326,0.07177516997505166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062194630908618126,0.0,0.0,0.0777526534498487,0.07792437591059256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331813614466788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322264544729236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679121126070032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239709807269512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104505269857378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958183457156628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885178600472344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640918154738059,0.0,0.08694198446288398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375882681364144,0.0,0.08815668749487593,0.08911461342230997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975922322127264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062324559981475715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086472695418518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298916792705173,0.09152106585507,0.0,0.0,0.07696244188538398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651189385200757,0.0,0.1540337151326912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519361019173403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383631497681593,0.0,0.0,0.16976042636047892,0.0,0.12820766320381646,0.0894223731462206,0.0,0.06255051891226744,0.0,0.0,0.1134068420067796
adhd,-hx,2018/03/17,"Calling in sick to work often Do you/have you guys ever experienced this.. I don't know if it's just me being irresponsible but some days, when I'm about to start getting ready for work, I won't even be able to get up. I'll think about why I need to go to work, I need to earn money, so I can pay my bills.. But then I'll remember it's fuckin 8 hours.. Standing up.. Dealing with dumb shit.. I fucking hate it. Too many times have I ended up just crying out of frustration that I can't just get up and do it. It's an issue with the last couple jobs I've had. And I try to look for more jobs but.. well I'll go on indeed for 5 minutes and apply for one job, and then I'll get distracted by something else. And the thought of starting a new job, learning everything again and obviously fucking up A LOT and getting everyone frustrated cause I can't remember how to do shit. It takes me a while to memorise things. Like I need someone to show me how to do a task at least 3-4 times before I can do it myself. Is this related to my possible ADHD? 

I've also been waiting on a family doctor.. Got a call yesterday but I missed it! Now it's the weekend and they are closed. I just want to get on with getting diagnosed to know if I'm just a lazy POS or if I actually have a reason my life has been like this.

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adhd,Spiderkite,2018/03/17,"Life Hack for short term memory When you have something you want to remember for more than a few seconds, imagine the title of the task, or the information you need to hold in your head, then press your index finger and thumb together as if you are holding a note . Imagine you are holding that information in that gesture. As long as you hold that gesture, hold that information, that idea, as a physical sensation, you will remember that information. 

Another helpful tool I use to manage motivation is what I call ""literal self-reflection"". I go and ask myself questions in a mirror (I keep one on my desk) like, ""Are you using your time correctly?"" ""Could you be doing something useful rightly now?"" ""What could you be doing right now?"". 

Because we as people with ADHD have impaired executive functions, such as the internalizing of self-talk, externalizing it is extremely effective, as are gestures as they are governed by those executive functions. 


For more information on executive functions, listen to everything this man has ever made. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0",8.30087547811305,10.498836801104977,8.028950276243094,62.2975520611985,62.20441988950275,11.094092647683807,37.67998300042499,11.051253699011982,4.9847064173395665,875,43,123,25,13,279,111,181,0.0,0.911,0.08900000000000001,0.9355,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,13,1,2,5,1,0,0,8,0,17,3,2,6,2,35,27,14,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,4,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,21,1,25,21,4,17,0,0,0,0,26,8,0,3,9,97,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796571998698408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400192749083578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621546476856967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534166885484976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970470154834707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497497493604893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147524773382547,0.0,0.0,0.14056471288539668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888729098070698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051435065214106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483347104064823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765596749950158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901795649816465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104718924923563,0.07641048675404177,0.0,0.0,0.1384115180420838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479920701251696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597066237982845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059825557289169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842997860724668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752068820454014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543476690716615,0.2671341994390153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263243709895401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408129666323413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571061146819326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119970523575097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052452954748188,0.0,0.0,0.09225039820421946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thanks_bruh,2018/03/17,"Morning quick reflection! What three words have been essential to your success or progress? For me: 

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adhd,hmm789,2018/03/17,"Studying is extremely hard I'm taking practice tests and I have to read the questions over and over so many times because I keep reading through it. After a sentence or two I just don't have the mental energy anymore sometimes. The act of doing anything that requires thinking is so exhausting unless if it's something I enjoy. 

I kind of enjoy studying IT stuff but the content is so absolutely dry that it's burning holes in my brain. I have some issues with executive function like I just spent the whole day goofing off until the Vyvanse started to wear off and now I'm struggling to get through this content. I'm so frustrated in myself as to why I do this. I'm so frustrated that I do so many things that don't make any sense. I have so much energy but when it comes to studying my energy just goes bye bye. I NEED to get this stuff in my head one way or another but it feels like I'm hitting my head against a brick wall. It will get to a point where I have to use anger in order to keep me focused. Well, at least I know why my dad was an angry person during my childhood. I don’t want to be an angry person. I’m just at a loss as to what to what I can do when it comes to studying. It can take me probably 4-5 hours just to answer 100 multiple choice questions and that’s on the Vyvanse. I don’t write this to gain pity or anything really. Just more to vent and see if anyone else relates. Need to blow off this steam somehow. ",2.72527777777778,4.238847390572392,4.095509259259258,87.74104166666667,75.0942760942761,6.700841750841751,26.85311447811448,7.333567415737692,1.3315074074074067,1133,43,235,13,24,374,152,297,0.125,0.7759999999999999,0.099,-0.9345,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,19,13,3,1,13,0,21,5,4,2,0,40,48,26,0,5,15,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,24,8,0,3,6,2,1,3,4,7,1,2,2,3,25,6,40,43,5,30,0,2,1,0,8,15,0,9,14,162,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009515929804295,0.12350371033367866,0.0,0.0,0.11680716224127186,0.0823552553005388,0.1206806141092238,0.1938475526309396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179824062517101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148261486059115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291590730500844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595903954937945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839096181957006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059553642573430925,0.08414281239163011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460722695700366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550869469286994,0.0,0.2417546936263697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599061835232545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293282556656332,0.0,0.20937843467100306,0.0,0.12265084876016072,0.06472939002274235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508375257423595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861977175543967,0.23882301559053906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869560550612422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865826307445408,0.17466632634014034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981149406855917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056837561366778,0.0,0.0,0.11134117136556608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698790289318634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638834840500445,0.0,0.23562586531779406,0.0,0.07545356262820965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385625520173277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067361381230232,0.11648847943164226,0.0,0.08336604008139976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313033632749665,0.2696622683549634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711339731756534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824850234104565,0.07546934709296571,0.0,0.0,0.06867908292469582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505498080727765,0.0,0.0,0.10172501903309383,0.0,0.0,0.06947032045472191,0.09348912271966923,0.0,0.0,0.10589931736551172,0.0,0.21255817293008614,0.13149834665114513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WWABeardo,2018/03/17,"I did my 10,000 word dissertation in four days, what has your life been like? How has your ADHD impacted you? I’ve procrastinated again and again. Every time I do so, I tell myself I’m never going to do it again. “Next time I’ll start it early and gradually add to it so I don’t have to rush at the last minute” and every time it’s a lie.

It wasn’t until recently that my girlfriend mentioned it sounds a lot like ADHD, coupled with other symptoms. All I could think was “wasted potential”. Sometimes I feel like I’m grasping at excuses, but I know the things. I just don’t apply it for some reason.
How has it impacted you?",2.4409949892627054,4.229961417322837,4.336349319971369,84.53683607730855,76.55905511811024,7.137866857551898,22.56907659269864,8.00094639256281,1.1292582677165353,488,14,100,8,11,166,79,127,0.019,0.93,0.051,0.3999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,3,2,20,20,9,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,2,15,3,9,15,3,19,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,17,70,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599145116692196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277191769939927,0.21171753134425744,0.0,0.12340048791457155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224296752191715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674883455936767,0.13669556862789795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087447089496492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515717890332726,0.15597018726473674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135151309750296,0.2804417611705419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267308463609534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757561597610905,0.0,0.20349558700006085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673260338081186,0.18892825475101327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924324588051772,0.0,0.13543365059089274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988787736071578,0.0,0.0,0.16724232735899022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271198717723704,0.12260495010356147,0.0,0.0,0.3347211494264617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,house_monkey,2018/03/17,Coming up with new ideas is easier than sticking with the old ones So many unfinished projects :(,4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,78.41176470588233,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.610905882352941,78,3,13,2,2,23,16,17,0.134,0.737,0.129,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660669048953758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479730070822443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308444975858767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104306905074851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459258532555812,0.0,0.28796506884832057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lord_Teragriff,2018/03/17,"Extreme Deja vu? Once and awhile I’ll have deja vu so extreme I fell as if I’ve just read something or just watched something but I’ve never seen that thing before. 

Is this a common ADHD thing or am I being silly ",0.0086666666666666,2.3363324222222244,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,91.44444444444444,3.0,18.61111111111111,3.1291,-0.5778888888888885,169,5,33,0,6,57,33,45,0.0,0.971,0.029,0.0387,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,5,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998452072732308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310635382767924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566016129575029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543185946324646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279374599914163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122631433213337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44206712497845024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kalebmgreaves,2018/03/17,"Heartbroken after the end of a relationship with an ADHD partner Hello everyone,

I (24 male) have recently broken up with my ADHD boyfriend (27 male) after three years together and although I believe it was for the best, my heart remains broken due to a lack of closure and understanding.

At the beginning of our relationship, my ex was the kindest, sweetest person who took very good care of me. He was very open about his ADHD, which I knew very little about at the time.

Eventually we realised we were falling in love with each other.

 It wasn’t until a year and a half into the relationship when the issues started. He would lash out and have an uncontrollable temper, pushed all the blame on our personal issues onto me, refuse to talk about feelings, grew distant with me and was less affectionate. Every attempt to talk about these issues was dismissed by my ex and he acted like there was nothing wrong. 
After another one of our arguments, I had decided I couldn’t do the relationship anymore and broke it off with him.

My ex would continue to blame me for our relationship problems and when I try to talk with him about it so we can move on, he continues to slander me, blame me and resent me for breaking up with him - refusing to even acknowledge how I feel.

Now we do not talk, but I feel extremely betrayed because I loved this man and feel that he hates me for some unknown reason. I also questioned my own mental health after my ex’ constant temper, denial and blame shifting caused me to feel emotionally manipulated.
I am taking steps to move on with my life and focus on my happiness but there is still one lingering question I have wondered for such a long time (even when we were still dating):

Did my ADHD ex-boyfriend genuinely love me or is that something that ADHD can’t do? (Sorry about this question if it offends anyone. Not my intention) And would I be able to move past this feeling of heartache due to a lack of closure over our breakup?

I would really appreciate feedback from anyone who has personal experiences with this :) 

Thanks for listening 

Edit: Have added a bit more details for context ",6.7081679389312985,7.631831857506362,6.964718575063614,73.12805496183206,65.03053435114504,9.748559796437661,34.0406106870229,9.791249743138472,3.415597740458016,1692,72,287,34,25,547,202,393,0.133,0.762,0.105,-0.4424,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,10,0,0,2,21,19,5,1,18,0,30,6,1,5,1,68,50,25,0,9,6,4,6,1,1,4,2,1,0,7,17,31,0,2,15,0,0,9,5,9,0,4,13,7,49,10,61,31,10,53,0,1,0,3,51,16,0,7,28,222,66,2,0.0718387760213858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316812419388731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744944322966732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532922039669296,0.0,0.0,0.07124476215825568,0.10046268505778616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379225107922476,0.0,0.0,0.08093770003200082,0.07539036333417512,0.0,0.07842933733548965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324441995724415,0.07379821187556497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763219568637837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808089537891531,0.06362783267654633,0.0,0.0,0.09489766806898488,0.0,0.06052726717902113,0.06864502907154695,0.0,0.07027210772926712,0.0,0.0,0.21794306202069708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025495695909574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764737129113773,0.0,0.07092591849338087,0.0,0.07636125957811818,0.0,0.08512929547556287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249430535990934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074185202891282,0.0350967972473094,0.0720013262970555,0.0,0.06357505614448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451190039713348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239658956911138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290597496797485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893124309502326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735962766845516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857824043935493,0.0,0.18818054481332866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874000661384369,0.0,0.0,0.24142761066060514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602175945629165,0.07386222648123529,0.07093212462660331,0.3856398026777945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530499950630995,0.0,0.08041762822872155,0.05084785542008785,0.0,0.11474107865721747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401381912209525,0.2309651478460757,0.0,0.06613949311654133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377953602040687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981552345112923,0.048773813297414634,0.0,0.0,0.07478669936877284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782354134870268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790608815817579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041288213216608,0.07854442413939366,0.0,0.0925236328619634
adhd,marsroverofficial,2018/03/17,"Following through on interests? Hi everyone, first time posting. I just got officially diagnosed (like, yesterday). I’m 18 and at a really high pressure university, and learning to deal. One thing I’ve been reflecting on a lot is a pattern I’ve had for a long time, and am realizing probably has to do with adhd. I have periods of being really into a specific topic or activity, and then not really losing interest, but the interest not going anywhere. At one point during middle school, it was that I was really, really interested in fish. Early in high school it was bonsai trees, then in the past two-ish years it’s been learning to decorate cakes, woodworking, writing/illustrating a book (I still really want to do this! I have a few watercolors I’m really happy with and want to do more), starting a recipe blog. I feel hyper focused on these things for a while and then hit a wall- I’m still interested in them, just not as actively. If I’d actually followed through on building all these interests, I’d have a ton of really cool skills or attributes. Instead I’m just kind of competent/halfway to all of them. How do I get myself to finish this kind of thing? Is it even relatable or is it just me? ",4.870966751918161,6.400909452173913,6.924731457800513,69.51308184143225,69.69565217391305,11.324808184143224,31.790281329923268,11.20814326018867,4.241682864450128,954,42,167,34,17,336,129,230,0.042,0.82,0.138,0.9714,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,3,9,13,0,1,13,1,19,1,0,2,2,33,33,17,0,3,12,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,2,0,3,7,2,11,11,30,24,6,37,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,5,18,122,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.1181532657508803,0.0,0.1455105070863135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482462609165525,0.0,0.12289016880164595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996993186457461,0.0,0.0,0.11569385021564048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061219951184617635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298766766264204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325751000425214,0.0,0.06881060432203813,0.0,0.0968359927121936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888825901408268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25584808523613684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521652295102049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591518957555802,0.0,0.0,0.10714895342770313,0.0,0.13545371042311471,0.0,0.10293496914799448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408923315896182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558128512369654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144564930253167,0.0,0.11595788436062322,0.0,0.13054101949468638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620518003090586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507190341236698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569861865200337,0.0,0.19338380866461755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131367721201724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412014420065039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827421471127765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428281946574071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796934072663855
adhd,roytaz,2018/03/17,How do u guys use your medication - Is it just when when you need to study? or is it an hourly thing? Do u guys take your meds only for periods of study at home? Or is it when u need to go into uni/school as well? ,0.2700000000000031,1.3330926666666691,2.610833333333336,97.7175,80.66666666666666,6.466666666666668,16.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.5194333333333336,160,2,44,2,4,55,33,48,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,8,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756790101804607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141984787820412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604551020273153,0.0,0.2557078381547001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884181323783772,0.26157506131524244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850617346585187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747930226326232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627846880678954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952282200907894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250322187001796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425852256590406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346099788294294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-DDD-,2018/03/17,"College is literally impossible for me with 4-6 hours classes need help making life decision so i have been going to college for a couple years now and have only completed a couple courses because I keep stop going to classes and the only classes i have passed have been interactive that kept me busy the whole time with work (math) and it was only an hour and a half long but to me even that was pretty torturous now im finding out the rest of my classes are pretty much 4-6 hours long and the teacher is the same guy for all the classes but its the most boring classes in the world because he literally talks for the 4-6 hours the whole time and nothing else


Its impossible for me to just sit there and do nothing for me its worse than torture (cant split up the classes either its 4-6 hours or nothing) so basically im thinking about dropping out of college because for me its impossible to do this even with meds i am currently in college for cisco networking but will pretty much take any IT jobs because i love working with computers and time just flies by no matter what im doing on it

so my question is do you guys know what i can do? because im very stressed right now over this choice of dropping college because i just cant do it i have already wasted 3+ years of my life 
and now i fear that ill be stuck at a shitty minimum wage job for the rest of my life.... are there any IT jobs out there that i can do and learn on the job (im a very fast learner when actually doing things myself) and eventually rise through the industry without going to college?",7.634931650893794,5.891957182965302,8.099949526813884,74.63072344900104,63.921135646687695,10.598443743427973,37.85257623554153,9.21078282632365,3.3373892323869616,1245,53,245,17,15,415,146,317,0.135,0.8009999999999999,0.064,-0.9782,6,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,17,6,2,2,20,0,29,5,0,1,1,42,41,19,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,19,18,0,3,6,0,1,5,4,5,0,1,6,0,22,1,39,33,10,40,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,3,20,172,41,23,0.0,0.0,0.07627383550713936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625257810980774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630428478450846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28587722474127103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195029388401665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296726157958078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529346415660876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324917199354283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795282549350636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714377139862892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326204777797818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478330489238393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238965313043617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848640739877433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221363206089275,0.0,0.3102508239745693,0.06947306473346622,0.0,0.0,0.042955227077457435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562222172611166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834000434212926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054333040194846,0.0,0.05217305689650787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681922168684073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491461802092323,0.0579553716487204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249926869290319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783348277763361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385534289904101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875581785598298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674904450345018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534607385729346,0.0895331313324826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876732499381615,0.06282283000130788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519266779024125,0.05008239596614155,0.0,0.0,0.13672887701237385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289819780177413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452787176661375,0.0,0.07534438949750381,0.0,0.11380423954026975,0.0,0.07965270971245357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066620895139196
adhd,marshforpres,2018/03/17,"I'll have constant endless battles in my head. The; ""I don't deserve sleep until I finish my homework, but I'll finish it more efficiently if I get enough sleep.""

Goes to sleep, wakes up, then thinks; ""I need to do my homework now, but I should eat something."" Goes downstairs to eat something, can't decide, figures it is taking too much time so I'll go back upstairs to do homework.

Sits down and pulls up 3 tabs on my computer for different tasks, and pulls up a tab for YouTube thinking I can write my notes while I watch videos to counter the boredom. 

Like damn, I just wish I could focus and stop having these back and forths with myself and stop ""planning ahead"" so much so that I don't ever get to the actual work.",7.360789210789214,5.941328895104897,6.900219780219783,81.97692307692311,64.24475524475525,9.29030969030969,34.414585414585424,7.447530270364453,2.2661816183816184,564,20,115,4,7,176,89,143,0.097,0.828,0.075,-0.2756,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,9,3,2,0,4,0,11,7,5,0,1,22,19,14,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,6,2,2,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,16,1,17,17,4,24,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,15,75,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.1620004653213615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553007621496347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939634172758573,0.0,0.13254437419785753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344367394484198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33973652310568697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153128054888805,0.0,0.0,0.15016430025161265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734653035721643,0.0,0.09434652396928107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037273680106665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110342592856573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440708726372305,0.123093287659388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49838552595941,0.0,0.0,0.2556030910360765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775812780731269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481782162113475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127432401157848,0.0,0.0,0.09680096086946477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190901719320583,0.0,0.0,0.12085625194069148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ed-alicious,2018/03/17,"Japanese Rail workers' pointing and calling system could be adapted to help you remember to do stuff. https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/pointing-and-calling-japan-trains?utm_source=facebook.com&utm_medium=atlas-page

I'm going to try to use this to remember to set the alarm and lock the front door before leaving the house. And remember my meds. ",16.223,21.552202355555558,11.348611111111113,33.73625000000004,47.66666666666667,8.944444444444445,33.47222222222222,9.516144504307137,3.712888888888889,306,10,32,5,4,86,34,45,0.051,0.892,0.057,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593958821765475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744164510435415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293001392875915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649233583750905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185110514788567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977166753683734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24061287503496046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208006396593274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23162717567928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971260021715639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7086634273714009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871423412098705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157656528451024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801009103540078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway642988,2018/03/17,"I’m an ADHD boss and I might have to fire my ADHD employee I’ve had a staff writer for a year now but I’m reaching the end of my rope. He is a good writer with flashes of brilliance but has huge issues with cosmetic stuff like typos and style consistency (example, will italicize a book title in one paragraph but won’t in the next) as well as citation mistakes, misinterpreting data, or not following directions (500 words becomes 700, and when pressed, “sorry, missed that part.” Top of the email...)

Basically, he’s bad at all the non-creative, non-fun aspects of writing. 

It’s extremely frustrating because he isn’t stupid and I know he knows how to do it, because we made him submit multiple writing samples and previous work prior to hiring him. Obviously he’s good at the core aspects and we liked his perspective. 

I’ve sat him down repeatedly to track his progress, recognize where the issues are, and accommodate as much as possible. We’ve custom crafted macros for him so he can catch these mistakes more easily. We made him checklists. We took a lot of work off his plate so he can spend more time proofing his work. The mistake count has gotten a lot lower but still not low enough to be acceptable...imagine it like the average mistake count has gone from 40 to 20. Huge improvement? Yes. Still a problem? YES. I’m pulling my hair out because his writing is fine one day and a train wreck the next. I feel like I’m playing whack-a-mole. 

None of my editors/proofers like to work with him because they could have written the same article in the time they would have to spend fact checking and making sure everything is done correctly, etc. 

The worst part is he also knows this is an issue and is genuinely trying (and is medicated), but it is getting harder and harder to justify keeping someone who can’t even do the basic part of his job correctly on a consistent basis even after a year, especially when others in his position don’t have these issues. It doesn’t seem fair to them either. 

I also feel I’m betraying a fellow ADHD-er because I know what it’s like. I could easily see him being one of our best if he could only be more meticulous with the boring bits. That’s the faith I’ve operated with this past year, and the faith I used to defend him to my bosses and colleagues over and over. I don’t know what kind of milestones to further set, or if I decide to let him go, how to even break it to him. It would destroy him because writing is his identity and I have to be the one to tell him he’s just not good enough to be writing in a professional, collaborative environment yet. At this point I couldn’t even give a good recommendation (which is not mutually exclusive from believing he is talented, which he is).

TLDR ADHD employee in creative field has trouble with the non-creative yet equally important tasks and I’m just venting about it",5.863616636528027,6.537109068716093,6.639631103074143,75.60125497287524,66.8119349005425,9.936636528028934,33.159855334538875,9.957137785484203,3.2843368535262205,2277,96,420,50,35,753,264,553,0.105,0.7140000000000001,0.181,0.9934,4,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,5,0,3,7,22,33,3,0,33,2,48,2,1,8,7,90,78,38,0,13,16,0,5,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,23,28,0,1,9,2,3,6,12,14,1,4,9,7,44,19,59,54,20,50,2,2,1,0,50,22,0,8,26,281,67,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563565636427532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185625189582168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189495791825085,0.2711315884148896,0.08187010526636644,0.0,0.08351845601110214,0.07779423854763398,0.0,0.08093011239069252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755889702701996,0.0,0.0,0.0478073345255773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586011988034429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565665125617401,0.15319098560621364,0.0826738833083656,0.1958470950630436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666227305392957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496411038409277,0.05295806271108144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03872955524156898,0.07111168131949128,0.04212944994384035,0.2487049160156219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094873632368433,0.07356199745133925,0.06588962240795046,0.0,0.07719436937734286,0.20369791540361115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580234041794616,0.0,0.2172953011418197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604434077909396,0.0,0.14028607333250634,0.049481954365595236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467757809260865,0.0,0.07863958556868769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449364310903286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767492927460044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092801691845025,0.056378753931230714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408247696705311,0.0707649062820974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007624974619274,0.08356976751620437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093183048580942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059071539297574624,0.06748462743892353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280960544476147,0.0,0.0,0.08298180134945966,0.0,0.0,0.11839967934238732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486043497029085,0.0,0.0,0.06986608820319326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479236853927567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645090595586975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236049803392763,0.05032900093236234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402400614049845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665123889609077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586836281083685,0.0,0.0,0.10531880679467466,0.0,0.0,0.14321072179183522
adhd,lets_get_outside,2018/03/17,"Stratera Day 3 Question I started Stratera 3 days ago.  I know I was told it takes a while to feel an effect.  Today for about 2 or 3 hours I felt like I had the calmest most concentration that I have ever had.  I also felt a tingling sensation in me head that felt like someone was massaging my brain.  

Is it normal to feel something this early in treatment with Strattera  or is this a placebo effect?  I was started at 40mg if that makes any difference.  

I also have had some loss of appetite and tingling sensations in me legs and arms on and off even after the concentration wears off.  

I failed the first line agents, because apparently dopamine agents have a paradoxical effect on me.  I get hungry, depressed and worse concentration.   ",6.2029710144927535,7.195046108695652,6.3798550724637675,76.63253623188406,66.17391304347827,8.742028985507247,34.17391304347826,8.841846274778883,2.9536608695652182,585,26,103,9,9,187,86,138,0.092,0.85,0.058,-0.6597,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,8,0,11,7,5,4,1,23,23,10,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,5,15,2,15,13,2,20,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,6,14,71,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393165217023674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27773821885880523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180890322634216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585639416850366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938525983895604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398181240059928,0.0,0.14956585532237124,0.0,0.0,0.18142894600340434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146952338509487,0.1570777999701098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560691759383262,0.0,0.5001982601309403,0.0,0.0,0.1477079491118477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072578572472713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821662423596388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101183133793527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954343694897176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967478546567594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591378111658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701416831406567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452951673279967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713442407208066,0.13368547363865008,0.0,0.0,0.2458229706545239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056438037841087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646013976105478,0.16593153071670558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769658001306382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wmiller6,2018/03/17,Started taking new medicine and am sweating more So I recently started taking vyvance and it’s got me sweating more. Do any of you have good advice on deodorants that are really good for preventing sweat? I could use the help! I’ve tried a couple of different deodorants and they just haven’t done the trick. Any suggestions? ,3.579714285714285,6.618691066666671,4.076190476190476,81.10500000000003,80.0,8.095238095238095,28.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,3.0116428571428573,264,12,44,7,7,83,46,60,0.042,0.807,0.151,0.8219,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,7,3,3,1,0,7,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,4,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720119267485825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316222742513347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856363214240805,0.2572623574515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429182362529767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379333364844098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900283216069925,0.18595548626069355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558431988495325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455477544507507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894865504860816,0.0,0.2295706354492373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291364678971551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496296450775963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578556312941803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008096667937668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jebisamess98,2018/03/17,"Am I doomed forever??? My life is a mess to be honest. Have had lifelong undiagnosed adhd and depression since a kid and have recently been diagnosed. The past 2 years since I’ve been out of high school have been a ride. I abused the hell out of marijuana and alcohol for about a year but have quit. 

I’m never satisfied with anything and am in a constant state of boredom  , antidepressants have helped a bit but not really and I have tried adderall, straterra, concerta, dextrene, and am now trying vyvanse tbh have had problems with abusing my meds to feel normal because I can never ever think straight. 

Vyvanse has been the best out of all of them so far and has lessened my anxiety and depression and slowed down my racing mind a bit but I still don’t think it’s enough. 

All I really want is to be a normal and functioning member of society but everything is so hard for me and no one really understands my struggles and I feel like I have to abuse drugs just to function on a normal level... I don’t really know if I’m ever going to find what I’m looking for with meds...

 Do I just have to accept this is my life and it’s never going to change? just making this post to vent pretty much but let me know what you guys think. ",4.919180327868851,5.633863991803281,5.929631147540983,79.71198770491806,68.91803278688525,9.378688524590164,28.77459016393443,9.516144504307137,2.4820950819672127,970,33,189,20,16,322,129,244,0.188,0.733,0.079,-0.9798,1,0,2,0,2,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,10,11,1,1,12,0,31,5,0,1,7,53,47,21,0,6,10,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,19,1,0,10,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,6,4,20,4,28,38,7,28,2,3,1,0,5,10,1,1,14,136,26,1,0.0,0.36340567073028257,0.0,0.0,0.12287011853856232,0.0,0.0,0.1092612497564876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821173312386437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413310140106793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232329040992656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729239517022,0.0,0.2232346703792395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815416885006952,0.0,0.0,0.11048287671189656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611475074103153,0.103769342229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856353511695315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563910689937107,0.0,0.0,0.1849601135838101,0.0,0.0,0.09188485504571596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033891340165151,0.07303879436222663,0.0,0.0,0.09344361165570016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162083382025981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123162000904516,0.0,0.0,0.09158509961887176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852792633925668,0.10801998147866107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237458013784488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454520559346968,0.14442734054544693,0.04994828613275061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585410808985543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824460912150294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271265745461096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103231159937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515663884465275,0.0,0.23655657260183066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30051437929189984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927906421624933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759766829459243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979156713983495,0.1040127253698414,0.0,0.09782788711236748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874261842011644,0.0,0.0,0.2619849319534933,0.0,0.10094761729647904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034702387673176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914453684258327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164733932225829,0.0,0.0,0.10688127790307153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652980330579986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882568059975242,0.0,0.0,0.1064332859968251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060302577317645566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167574396222725
adhd,massawrow,2018/03/18,"How the hell?! How is it possible to lose the item in your hand simply by going from one room to another?! 

I wanted to post this. Then I lost my phone. It is now four days later. ",-1.0210526315789463,1.0403442631578947,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,93.21052631578951,5.145263157894737,12.86315789473684,6.742157984588678,-0.6569115789473687,134,2,32,2,5,46,31,38,0.141,0.7829999999999999,0.076,-0.4106,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,6,4,1,8,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887153998063823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390733715414068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067959005056489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147228826710075,0.4046671375083776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511985813396624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179129892368592,0.3550318992388601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186507864199029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,that_new_yorker,2018/03/18,"Do you ever forget to take your meds, or make the conscious decision not to take them? tl;dr: sometimes I forget to take my meds until after hours of procrastination and it's too late to complete a task, or am just to unmotivated to even take them when I do remember

Especially on days where I don't feel great (i.e. sick, hungover, tired, etc.), I often will sit in bed for hours being unproductive. Especially if I have deadlines that aren't the next day, I have no motivation to get up out of bed even though I have plenty of things to get done. This often includes not taking my meds, and only remembering them when I realized how unproductive I was and am kicking myself after it's too late.

Sometimes though I just don't take them for whatever reason, and I can never understand why. Obviously they help a ton with everything in my life, but sometimes I just consciously don't take them. Does this happen with anyone else, and do you have any advice on how to overcome it?",7.465240641711232,7.016798010695188,8.046315508021388,70.68123796791446,63.54545454545455,10.902459893048134,32.60374331550802,10.355215969177356,3.2274688770053483,776,26,142,16,10,259,106,187,0.073,0.906,0.02,-0.7397,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,6,1,17,1,0,0,4,0,18,3,0,5,3,37,31,16,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,10,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,25,1,25,27,2,22,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,14,111,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290346781635612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161145684122755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363216282094233,0.10789808853113396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104109762931473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582687218712836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215368879148536,0.10776424694389854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796936266385788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744364220233985,0.13910678462483878,0.09525499428416236,0.0,0.0,0.09464193303725224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053245703513936884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003571736145426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609985697701228,0.0,0.0,0.09312144340274987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705841611498964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740971696470065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375787324455113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438049875493552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029234277419552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35091253147994605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121821342797443,0.0,0.11199375931656297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008969628070225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827175251100107,0.0,0.0,0.23858155919635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124499579161121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542372325254834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996039832364001,0.0,0.20692454377294847,0.0,0.0,0.12103335993730074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962690120406174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502197486362307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheLawsy,2018/03/18,"Captions really help me focus I’ve realised that I can pay much more attention to a film, show or YouTube video if I follow the captions. My mind wonders much less and I can better appreciate the dialogue.

I’ve noticed that when I watch videos for learning, I can retain much more information if I watch them with captions, compared to watching them without.

Anyone relate to this?",4.226714285714287,7.0278145285714295,4.829999999999998,78.24500000000002,75.14285714285714,6.857142857142858,31.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.6694285714285715,307,15,49,5,7,98,48,70,0.021,0.8540000000000001,0.125,0.7863,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,6,5,6,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069529653071406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176629518064776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838615211141755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988509019906814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527281875802291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33697009115035514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896094969520891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853098392993548,0.3209728258913267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,homeworkwhathomework,2018/03/18,"No motivation at all and I have shit to do by tomorrow Missed a math class and texted a few people in the class to ask what happened, all they gave me were pictures of their homework or the page number for what the teacher assigned. I basically got put into a year ahead (AP) and French Math last year and it really messed up my confidence and stamina for math. I’ve never been good at it but I’ve been on Concerta since October. So now I don’t know what’s happening in Math tomorrow afternoon and he gives us quizzes on what we did last time every day, I’m just really scared and overwhelmed and on top of not remembering how to factor properly I have my Bio AP French class to worry about that has a huge project due in a week. 

I’m not trying to complain or say it sucks because everyone with diagnosed ADHD knows how hard it can be to start and finish a task. 

I’m just really frustrated thx",4.613379373848988,5.334702635359118,5.743328729281771,80.75083103130757,69.60773480662985,9.7902394106814,28.895488029465927,9.928628108626363,2.6361598526703505,711,25,145,17,12,237,116,181,0.141,0.7559999999999999,0.103,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,3,7,9,3,2,9,0,11,2,1,3,3,28,25,15,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,6,2,11,1,24,18,4,29,0,2,0,0,10,12,2,2,16,89,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113423701117012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439977924332838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071989843019472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341130113138505,0.0,0.0,0.1784881384720964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481646045649799,0.168036061460619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869520930452936,0.0,0.14749801679496022,0.14064653214200348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110142754370019,0.0,0.15753066938153776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328955151276864,0.2866890103002717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562946878056722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191504212365642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678187108202195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379697833238447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920833498349447,0.0,0.0,0.13984618270082716,0.17606056173772314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051163442186205,0.14546827061348655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244703873547067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254189891298694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939334282123898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115307454229552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410594952934189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858830334294254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264884590834403
adhd,zombiescooby,2018/03/18,"Frustrated by the lack of consistency I feel so isolated often. My interests wax and wane. I am not a fanatic about anything. Often, the things I know a lot about I'm not hugely interested in anymore because I'm passed the binging/obsessive phase of my interest.

I really wish that I could be part of a Fandom so I could make friends with that shared interest. I have tried with TV shows but I fall behind, then feel pressured to to catch up which gives me anxiety, which then makes me shut down avoid it, putting me farther behind until I say I stopped watching.

I'm so jealous when I hear people talking about having been a fan for years and years and see their passion for it. Seeing them invest in a hobby knowing they won't abandon it in a month makes me see envious!",5.271920529801324,6.1485715894039785,6.0062847682119225,78.89525496688742,68.20529801324503,9.218807947019867,32.318543046357625,9.3871,2.9303160264900665,614,26,115,12,10,201,98,151,0.162,0.701,0.13699999999999998,-0.6042,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,9,13,3,2,9,0,8,1,0,3,0,25,24,11,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,3,4,2,1,4,3,6,0,0,1,8,20,7,21,19,3,20,0,1,4,1,9,8,0,3,8,83,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391920602314395,0.0,0.18044655638067766,0.0,0.0,0.1497302162979692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109156752583592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905462263105284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839998424087102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057493493397788,0.0,0.0,0.17454403299343796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507206452099114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999108448674652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468828163926546,0.0,0.0,0.3643612293414145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523159741618655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703526323219733,0.0,0.12614195283052726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291106704210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656250594283744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469478314156342,0.0,0.0,0.4349743043399101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521192304967405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624536706362293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088019705694154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235328238098796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923473546296936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343410298245589
adhd,Tlehmann22,2018/03/18,"Generic Adderall not working CVS filled my script with some crap brand called Aurolife. I don’t have insurance so it cost me $180. These pills may as well be sugar pills they don’t work at all. How are they allowed to sell such shitty products in the US? My doctor won’t write me a new script so I have to essentially go a month without my medicine. I couldn’t find IR generic anywhere so I went to CVS. Why is it so hard to find? And where do you recommend I should go so I don’t have this problem again next month. I was on vyvanse for years, and recently started taking medicine again. Went with generic IR for the cost savings.",1.5030691964285694,3.8853188828125016,2.3569642857142874,94.44875000000002,82.828125,5.2196428571428575,24.767857142857146,6.5431188927421005,0.7281388392857142,499,20,106,5,14,156,83,128,0.094,0.8690000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.7877,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,2,2,11,4,1,0,4,0,15,5,1,2,1,18,21,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,3,5,7,2,1,0,3,2,16,2,13,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,9,68,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039527357999068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044382073915016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651100778233279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702908552594456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789241782119394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188546578823097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929062242278458,0.21242144777168104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911203283135803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972151533643588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137413277425426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501765762415011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402577538707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958660552086245,0.37031445167999416,0.18023062707986034,0.0,0.0,0.19253832729211112,0.0,0.2908202995069753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128623402589129
adhd,Abortivora,2018/03/18,What kind of beat ADHD brain like? It's more like what kind of beat do you like to listen to? There is a consensus for ADHD brains? I personally love a heavy beat of hard rock to keep my head busy.,0.9778571428571432,2.8008170238095254,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.14285714285714,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.46106666666666707,153,2,37,2,4,50,30,42,0.03,0.708,0.262,0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187306543020472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818374375485669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933260878018332,0.0,0.22148643418709296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182453997202267,0.0,0.4494721278734307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163060407414183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477968842116766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843961634650666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MiloInternetDweller,2018/03/18,"I constantly want to know more about things that look interesting to me. is there anything i can do to not be so dedicated to finding out about whatever it is? whenever i see something remotely matching my interests, i go to great lengths to know about it. for example, if it's an anime character that looks cute but there's no easy way to find out who they are, i try everything i can to know what their name is, and what anime they're from. i have anxiety as well, so it might not just be my adhd. is there any way to stop this from happening?",3.771181818181816,4.925359527272732,5.112500000000002,82.89875,71.9090909090909,9.863636363636363,29.20454545454545,10.125756701596842,2.834181818181818,428,17,91,12,8,143,71,110,0.067,0.774,0.16,0.8268,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,21,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,12,5,18,18,1,7,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,2,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543787050457774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887949812228995,0.0,0.15623099785949165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805916273567414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206938701607684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835435940184632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37331454270281095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160653517818897,0.0,0.0,0.22515796466459265,0.0,0.0,0.18059483628256048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367089326835289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429938819018985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664966371929192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627402920762117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722181077545566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074062367212364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356775219524506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865486508445987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045675823235645,0.3242074191996291,0.0,0.0,0.18362213367337332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OpiumSmoke,2018/03/18,"I never believed in ADHD/ADD until now.. Hi Reddit.

[**TLDR: Skip to #5 or #6**]

**.::Backstory (#1-#2)**

1. I have been suffering from anxiety all my life, about 8 years now. I've been to multiple and copious psychiatrists. I was on benzos including Klonopin & Xanax for 2 years of my life. Which worked pretty well for a while until my tolerance went up & i depended on them for relief heavily. I also used oxycodone on the side because that was the first thing that helped my anxiety and helped me in school immensely. I decided to stop using them and go natural 4 years ago after getting addicted to copious narcotics, hitting roadblocks in my life and not dealing with them correctly. I ruined a 4 year relationship, my college grades, respect from my friends and family & much more in rapid succession. I went to rehab and i came out & i have since been clean. 

2. However, now that i am in my adult life and i need to work & do things, having extreme anxiety to the point where i can't leave my house is just unnaceptable. I have ruined numerous opportunties because of it. I decided to bite the bullet and go back to a psychiatrist but only for the intention of helping myself and not abusing substances.

**.::Psych Visit (#3-#4)**

3. This psych put me on something called ""Prazosin"" in the beginning and it made me feel extremely tired and drained. However, it did calm me down. Also, if she never put me on this i would have never brought up that i feel impulsive and that prazosin helps me sit still.

4. I brought up interesting things about how its nice to not walk around always etc etc and she made me fill out paperwork. At the end i felt so bad because i filled it out honestly and i felt like something was wrong with me. She concluded that i have ADHD that exacterbates my anxiety. Of course i didn't believe it, but i said to myself to get the most out of this experience i needed to be honest with myself and not stubborn and take the medicine. She ended up giving me **Vyvanse®** (Lisdexamfetamine dimesylate).

**.::Experience (#4-#6)**

4. Taking **Vyvanse®** for a few weeks was wow. I found it difficult to think about so many distracting bad negative thoughts at once. I'd do things way more efficiently (Instead of getting up 4 times to get for different things from my room, i'd do it in one trip) I found interest that i had lost in old things such as playing video games and i was much better at it. At first it was hard to eat and sleep, but i noticed after a few weeks that the side effects subsided and sleep was actually easier. To my surprise it reduced the time it took to fall asleep because i wasn't thinking of what to do tomorrow, what to wear, how am i going to do this, and events of the past that i was always anxious about. I told her all this and she said that the ADHD was probably exacterbating my anxiety for a very long time.

5. On **Vyvanse®** i do not feel impending doom, i don't feel anxious, and after a few more weeks i found my perfect dose and im just continually taking it. It's so strange to not feel sedated and foggy and not be anxious (like on benzos & strange in a good way) but to be sharper and confident and normal and not be anxious. I've been suffering for 8 years with anxiety and its very unbelieveable. 

6. Because of Vyvanse i realized a lot of things i've been doing wrong, or suffering with, or that is unnecessary and i have been fixing it accordingly and trying to live an even better lifestyle than before. I am very greatful. 


**.::Notes**

**I have been studying pharmacology for 6 years unnoficially and officially, i always have skipped amps because they had no use or interest in my mind before ironically. Now i see the value of it.**

**I did adderall once a while ago before this and it made me feel like to shoot myself on the comedown and made me very depressed sad, and spiked my anxiety ten-fold (this is why i didn't want to go back to try any amps again), i judged them way too fast from one experience.**

Any ideas why this stuff helps my anxiety? A scientific pharmacological answer would be nice. I always believe only GABA receptors could influence calmness rapidly & maybe the fluctuation of serotonin. I was diagnosed years ago with GAD then SAD then MDD. Now its ADHD. I can certainly say for sure I AM NOT DEPRESSED even with anxiety, maybe before but not now.

Thanks for reading.

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adhd,TheRollingFern,2018/03/18,"External or internal attribution: self-esteem, self-efficacy, and learned helplessness I am struggling with self-esteem and anxiety and have recently been diagnosed with ADD at my 30s. I have been doing a lot of research and working at different forms of therapy to find out what works best.
In my research I seem to have found some conflicting advice on how to go about externally or internally attributing stuff.

One thing I am happy with is an audio therapy guide for building self-esteem. In this guide they teach you how self-esteem works and for instance they say that what a lot of people with low self-esteem keep doing is internally attributing causes for issues they see around them. Basically they blame themselves for instance when feeling like they are being laughed at or when someone lets them down.
So the way to deal with this is to look for other factors outside of yourself that could explain the behavior you noticed.

Then a few days ago I overheard a conversation about learned helplessness and it sounded interesting in light of my research so I decided to google it.
What I found was a very familiar feeling for me but alsof something I really recognize in other people around me struggling with self-esteem issues.
Researching it further showed that apparently people dealing with learned helplessness do too much external attribution where they should do internal attribution to feel more in control of their situation.

So I found this very informational video from Khan Academy about self-esteem, self-efficacy and locus of control for people that want to learn more: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcLKlPTG97k

Now my dilemma is:
I have an ADD brain dealing with these things and I know that I should be externally attributing more but then again there is the self-efficacy thing that needs to be trained so I should be internally attributing more. Which to do when?",10.660893246187364,10.811989185185185,9.397262164124909,61.63473856209154,56.839506172839506,12.932171387073348,41.89832970225128,12.214722805548654,5.520678503994192,1552,74,230,43,17,482,158,324,0.07200000000000001,0.882,0.046,-0.8485,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,9,6,19,11,0,2,10,0,29,2,1,12,0,65,44,24,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,23,21,0,4,16,2,0,1,0,6,0,1,6,9,30,5,49,29,11,28,0,4,2,0,18,16,0,7,11,182,53,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880540448370041,0.0624156385240549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386468431005518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536251131589884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389263431307584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860263654320122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233211304352546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579452021393841,0.056217936323639285,0.0,0.0,0.045409659552337216,0.21777381578182164,0.0,0.07146629587433018,0.0,0.0735651398000021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680666779375443,0.05030206394324164,0.0,0.0,0.06435493041247914,0.0,0.0,0.2316080683041289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001653717074538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749544617217937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469828420659672,0.0,0.06258506882403836,0.0,0.0,0.03869637611797841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200063558882842,0.0,0.034399553070995625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591280137170412,0.0,0.0,0.11972285550066054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176063057905587,0.0522093121596612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016407780189737,0.0,0.0,0.047712725114969684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525816217311845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510747649370386,0.0,0.06952296439864962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599413358975328,0.0,0.0,0.056108932140951265,0.06410007977705441,0.7345465913826401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914559298996,0.0,0.0,0.0596595235473192,0.05420629273386315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721899293004112,0.08060444071406064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161043611137798,0.0,0.1403350229097061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619389474569085,0.04153058832174851,0.055889453838961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378145885935288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Grandizer1973,2018/03/18,"Anyone get zero effect from Adderall? I'm on 30 mg 2x/day (max daily) of an equivalent ""D Amphetamine salt combo"" generic. I feel like I get nothing but a slightly elevated heart rate and blood pressure. Distractability is still very high, ""needing"" to do a distracting task to ""settle down"" happens as frequently as without. It really feels like it has no effect on me whatsoever. I'm just curious if there are others in my predicament and what if anything worked for you? 


Edit: I should have been more clear. Adderall is my 2nd medication, I was on Ritalin (Methylphenidate Generic) for a few months with similar less than spectacular results.",6.098333333333333,8.322687605263162,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,67.6842105263158,9.628070175438598,35.473684210526315,9.994966539143718,4.141463157894736,513,26,79,13,9,168,91,114,0.071,0.825,0.103,0.5789,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,3,4,0,9,4,2,3,1,16,17,7,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,8,2,16,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,54,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315848474914022,0.0,0.20378996072205188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970993160511165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25043255519456137,0.35383393186252504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587676004157097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189908243831568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934594034358401,0.0,0.2616495459711377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197275744307345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494753369532661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766712601380865,0.0,0.0,0.18362493258860474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376211545479449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586471261116916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977688661948204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043322848674681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872003662173366,0.0,0.1802878250918856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheBoatyMcBoatFace,2018/03/18,Can never find a pharmacy I’m on 25mg instant (2x 12.5 tablets) Adderall 2x day and can never find a pharmacy that consistently has it.   Has anyone had the problem of not being able to find a pharmacy with it in stock. It usually becomes impossible to find as soon as school starts. ,3.252545454545455,5.456472800000004,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,75.54545454545455,8.763636363636364,31.0,9.3871,3.2314727272727275,224,11,41,6,5,77,40,55,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,27,4,2,0.21070810915152496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733200912630845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327105520624797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588929895578356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7703335778609609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250221670410973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161920370629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324785563041085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914028416613534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206521361296864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IAteMarysLamb,2018/03/18,"I lost it for no reason. Again. I just had what feels like my ten millionth melt down. I was doing the dishes, and thinking about everything I wanted to do that day. My fiancée came in and asked me to do several other things, I realized the fridge was leaking and we needed a towel...and then I just got super overstimulated and lost my shit.

This caused my fiancée to get angry with me, and I lost it even further screaming that it want my fault, and he looked at me and said ‘It isn’t mine’

That was it. I felt so overwhelmed with guilt, I was panicking from being overstimulated, and it was just too much. I’m calm now, but I’m just tired. So tired of dealing with all this, of my brain refusing to shut down, if feeling unable to do even the most basic things sometimes. 

Is there some sort of magic trick that can help me from getting overstimulated? Or is there at least a way I can rationally explain this to my fiancé? ",3.2526229508196707,4.9721097814207695,4.321005464480873,85.81265573770493,74.13661202185794,6.847213114754098,24.22185792349727,7.554174236665415,1.0489930054644807,722,22,147,9,15,235,107,183,0.165,0.763,0.071,-0.9435,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,14,12,2,2,5,0,16,5,2,2,1,36,36,14,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,17,13,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,13,6,23,3,21,22,5,13,0,4,1,0,8,7,1,5,5,114,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660818665703645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506615480366072,0.0,0.17936355183828498,0.0,0.1611002563812728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113775871120716,0.16167746283714154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071600146854012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409422573509121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858868065464735,0.11203426883004318,0.15057452031092775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638669234286022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254255518580723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511504453074913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661571860625528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169168946300253,0.0,0.5135719680674107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528283228397472,0.11628214938709296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123999918971674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149174433707059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716517230108852,0.16097639251642148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510179953939535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208372254210438,0.10048574418083288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604895719451143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184996349333048,0.12447867155557772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,honeyhut827,2018/03/18,"Exercising on Adderall: My take, psychiatrist take, and other thoughts I have always wondered if it is safe to exercise on adderall. Honestly, it is one of my biggest concerns since I am a naturally anxious person. I asked my psychiatrist and he said ""should be fine..just watch that your heart rate is not too elevated."" This does not make too much sense to me since even off of adderall my heart rate will jump to 170-180 at peak exercise which is healthy for a 23 year old female. I cannot differentiate what is caused by the adderall or just me pushing myself/being out of shape. 

Adderall makes it so much easier to get ready to exercise (pick clothes, be motivated, plan for it in the day) but I do not enjoy exercise since I am consistency checking my heart rate, get very anxious, and honestly it takes away a lot of the dopamine hit that exercise gives.

I have found that having a cup of coffee before exercise does the trick for me. It does not make me anxious and gives me the energy +euphoria to begin. Side note it does not take away the euphoric effects that exercise brings. I like to exercise once the adderall has worn off. The caffeine and exercise helps with the crash. I do not actually like exercising before taking my adderall because when I do I feel like it makes it MUCH STRONGER to the point that I feel like I took double a dose. I have found this to be a huge struggle because I used to love exercise but I do not like exercising on adderall at all. ",5.90354927365528,6.626244162544173,6.5112779740871645,76.38295151158228,66.73851590106007,9.963800549666274,33.74342363564978,9.994966539143718,3.3152396544954836,1170,51,221,26,18,383,139,283,0.067,0.747,0.18600000000000005,0.9897,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,7,12,1,1,16,0,22,18,3,9,1,38,50,11,0,2,12,0,2,5,0,2,14,1,0,1,19,7,0,1,8,13,1,4,8,2,0,1,6,4,28,10,31,38,6,25,0,0,1,1,9,16,0,4,10,145,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.09186957030923244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833416173544505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190629301523409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801059676224705,0.0,0.1769000912691054,0.0,0.0,0.11477687651583635,0.0,0.16021679015264784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671035448951393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071417089546467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295391976471604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218028110663821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520262641815476,0.1345109448849578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206444942601962,0.0,0.0,0.09837121684263422,0.18062026737698694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346782042673129,0.06310178175440515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996652743816245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003664837634751,0.08496734704789569,0.0,0.2513635920853972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761686841178245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878679311539697,0.10025876698967344,0.06379344340117388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220166286058153,0.0,0.0,0.08899516036660343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895511446638468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362712588042397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841825708372516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35391749080846713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473868655747466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459586174987824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130895580775037,0.0,0.07767748153307187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020936037769116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060624729958401964
adhd,Red-Wolfs,2018/03/18,"I found myself in the ADHD mirror Hi you all,
Im a 23 years old tgirl. Recently I've been so deep and concious (as deep and concious as I could go) about how my brain works on social/ relantionships situations also how the process I naturally do to achieve goals seems to me like an eternal odissey so exhausting and curvy and stuffs

I thought hey, I could possibly have ADHD, what if ..? What if..? So I make this post in order to might get some Advice/Help/Tips dunnow.. 
I guess Im a little afraid of starting that big decition of "" This time Im choosing the real one path"" for 6 or 7 times in this 4 or 5 years.. Like Am I ADHD??

-sorry for any typos, English is not meine mutter language..:) neither is deutch but spanish",1.9968154761904733,4.1479098125000045,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,79.34722222222223,5.780952380952384,24.869047619047624,6.868970318607317,0.9764380952380948,559,21,113,6,14,184,102,144,0.025,0.94,0.035,0.2936,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,6,0,9,2,1,3,1,24,17,17,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,12,2,14,11,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,8,10,68,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010274155920913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113040237469413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450108613351342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551310968215266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219047733376125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523681445850191,0.0,0.0,0.07260356975555336,0.0,0.07897711292273525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530858102744179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314542933091108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503187152783006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578273281306216,0.13927961548583587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276033517595496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742009302125733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458205775039812,0.0,0.09416640083518246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666235791951014,0.1330902266832346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817279553581778,0.0,0.0,0.13721134806360807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650867858225692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620268211199856,0.0,0.14165749833546645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556013915312122,0.09836026800354697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590818813028671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032282850774468,0.16206342525361514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011683044098828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897803653227862
adhd,ecpunx,2018/03/18,"Without sugar i'm not functioning well. What do you use as a 'white noise' to stop the internal babble, help focus? I'm at a loss in this moment - I have pretty much stopped having any sugar in my diet for the last 2 months and my ADHD has gotten so so so much worse (not unexpected - I have done this before, about 2 years ago, which led me to re-seek help and have spent the last 2 years with new, really great psychiatrist and psychologist, and I did some ADHD group therapy for part of that time too)

But now i've learned more about my brain and have stable meds/routine, I am going back to this diet because I neeeeed to lose weight and I have insulin resistance, so not a lot of dietary changes work for me (I even had a lap band for five years... which failed) I need to cut out sugar, grains etc - basically do Keto and then intermittent fasting down the track... Psych is pro weight loss but only half on board with full keto coz he understands how it makes my brain go from 4 thoughts at once to 10 and I'm way quicker to go negative, down the spiral thoughts path. He just put my antidepressant up slightly while I continue to work at this diet but if no change there, then he'll be... I dunno.. trying to convince me to scale back I guess. 

Nights are the worst and I just find myself staring into space having multiple, imaginary, possible future conversations with myself and others.... ya know, the internal monologues on overdrive kinda thing. I'm hoping it will settle down but it's just got me so frustrated and I don't even know where to start in terms of just making a list or a plan for the day. 

I used to use a white noise generator when I was at uni, but now it annoys me. music of any kind gets me too engaged. I used to be able to put on podcasts or political news shows and get on with things - use it as the background noise to help me focus on the task at hand but now it isn't enough... or more likely, it will draw me in while i let my brain wander and then get nothing done... uuggghg I just need some new suggestions.

Even specific suggestions, like podcasts that are boring enough/engaging enough to do the trick. I started doing this with 'In Our Time' from BBC but now I find most of that too engaging!!! Really any help would be great. thanks all ",3.5664380952380914,5.0776423866666685,4.4496190476190485,86.061,72.91111111111111,7.631746031746032,24.190476190476193,8.238735603445708,1.303580952380952,1774,51,364,28,35,573,231,450,0.087,0.8009999999999999,0.112,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,2,0,7,29,21,4,0,18,0,30,13,4,10,1,73,63,38,0,5,20,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,21,20,8,2,8,2,1,6,8,10,1,2,10,9,39,11,59,45,16,65,0,4,3,0,15,24,0,12,36,245,60,5,0.08046240340466675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340034535540024,0.0,0.07132506579462143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415158046566355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374124314086572,0.0,0.049049134290457284,0.0,0.0684675789613334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694679581422787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702371077363694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051891593707457856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646819492654966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941751501967904,0.08973684907198211,0.15943397576934792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470823580250431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261148544471236,0.0,0.13718591433505867,0.0,0.0643531343831486,0.17742016762176493,0.08863840876181099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572901170990835,0.0,0.0,0.07991732182714995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378921125772867,0.08844006527513193,0.1311751958974568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227825897589035,0.0,0.07861973198107199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001684792412078,0.0,0.06840625801187274,0.0,0.0,0.10741855814683417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422432274149907,0.0,0.11829824925044792,0.1193237051782977,0.0,0.15542218120239695,0.0,0.07550851492258996,0.0,0.077205846149798,0.0,0.0,0.08568983361720342,0.0,0.06119528356400954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713294188328252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070927014049462,0.0,0.08185919101872748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177387857326742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030925519572415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390340653508133,0.0,0.0,0.13454034422845615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740789705901878,0.09201577066122624,0.0,0.10691129102702768,0.0,0.0,0.1277563211312575,0.09383654897353788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054628690220894026,0.0,0.0,0.08376419960332246,0.0,0.3474684111900311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386731060602749,0.0,0.1959630612984007,0.07234536380697516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756288557453736,0.0,0.11715517596239365,0.0,0.08199806316479025,0.05715818279954099,0.0,0.0,0.1554454491872543
adhd,Asterbuster,2018/03/18,"I missed my final exam... Had a take-home final, misunderstood the deadline, forgot to write ayone to clarify, missed the deadline. Last quarter I had bad grades due to missed homework, so now I can be suspended, my reputation destroyed. I want to dissapear from the face of this world. F this life man, I'm so tired.",3.204802259887007,5.805967474576273,4.645000000000003,79.27450564971755,77.64406779661017,7.323163841807911,26.78248587570621,8.344100000000001,2.1686248587570622,247,10,44,5,6,82,42,59,0.342,0.638,0.02,-0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,6,0,6,6,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996081937598505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7346077498030054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733135927911781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368317348724389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521032634457827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385377096029344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977681503997978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,br_no,2018/03/18,"Relationship issues: about to tell BF of 4 months to get therapy/treatment, or I'm out :/ Sorry, it became TL, but I needed to talk to someone about it, and most people I know wouldn't understand it completely. 


In summary: I don't know if it sounds harsh, but I'm tired of trying and having the feeling he doesn't see that I'm trying, or what I have done for him/us. BF has severe ADHD, like **really severe**, but doesn't take meds, not sure why, as he doesn't like talking about it, feels ashamed etc. He was diagnosed a few years ago as an adult, and doctors said they'd never seen such a high score in the symptoms test like his. He just started talking to a psychologist online, but I don't know which approach she has. I have tried to help in many ways and some things improved, many have not. What hurts me most now is the feeling that he forgets about me, like, that I exist, and that I want the best for him. We fight constantly and I think of breaking up every time. More details below.


When he first told me he had ADHD I though it was something mild, and I had not much idea about it, but as symptoms started showing off so much, I started reading articles, and saw him in every single topic here. I showed him a topic with tips from others with ADHD and suggested if we could take a look and find something that could work for him, but again, he doesn't like talking about it. 


Long story short, we are 36 and we kinda moved in together right away. The first 2 months were awesome because I was his hyperfocus (I call them obsessions): he would message/call me several times, cook, clean, do laundry, brush teeth, shower etc. Then he lost his job, so lots of time for several ""obsessions""/hobbies, no sleeping, eating hot dogs and cookies for dinner, not doing anything in the house, etc. Let alone the heavy smoking and other issues like family stuff, or this HUGE debt he has from past bad decisions, feels angry and ashamed about it, so does nothing about it.


As I've learned more about his ADHD, I've tried to create organization systems so he gets more or less things going: budget spreadsheet, bought markers, white board, post its, we share Trello, Google Docs, Calendar and Keep, where I put all the alarms and so on. I message him to remind him to eat, or to feed his daughter. I don't mind doing most things, even gave up on asking him to help me clean the house. But I get super upset when I'm cleaning and he's throwing stuff on the floor right behind me, for example. Or when he has his RSDs and anything I say can be terrible. Or when I have to stop what I'm doing to do something with him RIGHT NOW just because.


I know I'm not a monk and I can be difficult and moody, but I have *really* tried to be understanding, and sometimes I can't just shut up when I hear / feel things that hurt me. I love this guy and I know he is not his symptoms, as he has his qualities and is the sweetest bf I've had, but I'm not sure if I want to continue a relationship that I feel is doing more hurting than loving. I know it's bad, but sometimes I feel like he just wants to be with me because he needs to be with someone. 


He's had long relationships before, but let's say with women who were less independent and had these princess marriage dreams, which is far from what I am. I'm more used to being alone, although I don't mind the ""spending life together"" thing if I like the person, but I feel this is too hard :/",4.587220593027048,5.266314137829916,5.183130009775173,84.89580612577389,69.64516129032258,7.939055066797002,27.47227109807755,7.946510646118237,1.5368974519387422,2670,84,548,32,45,859,296,682,0.123,0.748,0.129,0.8386,4,2,3,0,1,0,107.0,5,0,2,6,32,30,1,5,21,0,60,16,2,2,4,117,114,65,0,13,34,1,10,8,3,2,7,5,4,4,39,36,5,2,21,5,4,5,19,15,0,2,18,21,68,15,69,83,21,63,1,4,5,2,77,26,0,17,36,360,107,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676827615645617,0.0,0.0493600219420322,0.0,0.0,0.11534252952781172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164547568561608,0.0,0.05205651247925268,0.0,0.05231643772174329,0.0,0.0929867158506407,0.10183234958882688,0.0,0.047382517803496935,0.0,0.05843634924350416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568590319929958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838304176386892,0.06017403152125157,0.0,0.08891741352293156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651753336005974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699437435381249,0.04872896556156795,0.056983505999194786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395614901292303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863053103360427,0.03677839599401108,0.0,0.0938314226700328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052493404431219866,0.0,0.2252418182588753,0.039780270436727216,0.0,0.0,0.05089366787481768,0.09472863451254628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872769188976429,0.0,0.03164618995335429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513537368561045,0.0,0.0,0.049881437154410534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275929925011564,0.0,0.07464689049285803,0.058832626049119326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850245869158522,0.1788308665185064,0.0628598413940585,0.0,0.11623811725778145,0.055257235681844236,0.0494940121329938,0.0,0.0,0.18361301937408644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138802081191606,0.03933087009118606,0.2176329823143349,0.0,0.0,0.09855620850550237,0.046760076856974316,0.0,0.060785067497030276,0.047340081061558265,0.10051298195094402,0.0,0.0,0.11290856434044505,0.0,0.0,0.0618517641049975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244882930166146,0.0,0.08889200295617836,0.05918269894603224,0.08186749095360013,0.08257715068591641,0.042946512255834034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342977559923357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315615725388771,0.038603895582641344,0.048620643944465976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332935629937629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597725082383512,0.0,0.0,0.055698522415695326,0.0,0.0713444925704263,0.0,0.0,0.17934957091201706,0.0,0.14266009558642986,0.052967715834470866,0.08856343467671525,0.0,0.0,0.04437250322375495,0.0,0.0,0.2516258119842977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055723667606624235,0.0,0.09436081921077974,0.12860352927616964,0.11014471902807033,0.0623330675258546,0.1182391053525211,0.0,0.0,0.04655386061842195,0.0,0.0,0.12748846463335964,0.0,0.0,0.10496199221795552,0.1736292875686407,0.08373405455557499,0.1790250032724361,0.04866979286591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849680617940286,0.03567970872031423,0.05470871052253968,0.0,0.09740840890989452,0.06399993864087752,0.0,0.05320792625543727,0.0,0.1890270494619823,0.0,0.0,0.11593687813151796,0.06698033865700921,0.048092625529120366,0.0,0.0,0.09853063107110396,0.04419893368159823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024565594111613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053821746745917,0.0,0.0,0.03955592785958265,0.0,0.0,0.03585831851767005
adhd,clrjhnn,2018/03/18,"Diagnosed as an adult For those of you who were diagnosed as adults, do you still struggle to reverse years of unhealthy habits or coping mechanisms that came about from the ""spiralling"" or self-medication that you engaged in before your diagnosis?

I often feel the stress of having to undo so many bad patterns of thoughts and (what feels like) my entire life prior to diagnosis, and I still feel like I don't know what to do to get to being a properly functioning adult who is responsible and independent and self-sufficient. I'm so scared I'll never be able to live a happy and normal life. Especially because I have impulsive tendencies and an addictive personality, I find that even though I know *why* I did and still sometimes do the things I do (when they're irrational or harmful to my well-being), I still struggle to not do these things.

Whenever I look up articles or watch videos on treating ADHD, most of the time they're written from the perspective of giving parents advice on how to parent and support their children who have ADHD in order to prevent the very habits/behaviours that I've been engaging in for my entire life. I just don't know how to reverse it and I can't tell if I'm trying but I feel like I am and I don't know. I'm scared. 

TLDR: Diagnosed as an adult = lifetime of untreated ADHD resulting in negative patterns of thoughts + behaviours that I haven't and am struggling to undo + break now. Don't know what to do. Resources often refer to ADHD in kids, not as many for those who were diagnosed late and have other side problems from being untreated.",6.300812923397603,7.008213495049503,6.946965433385447,73.66030224075044,65.86468646864687,10.207330206704881,33.439117595970124,10.186864033877496,3.4946343234323436,1271,53,224,29,19,419,149,303,0.094,0.8370000000000001,0.069,-0.8866,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,1,0,16,17,0,6,11,0,26,8,0,4,1,48,46,28,0,5,9,2,4,3,0,0,8,0,0,7,19,13,0,1,13,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,8,6,24,8,42,35,1,23,0,0,2,0,20,9,0,8,14,160,43,0,0.0876752225143462,0.0,0.0,0.09557893388953737,0.4214743183374177,0.08567521272612617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732051486029881,0.053446001872751316,0.0,0.07460515677444098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027709761062828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559540212125045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790865758600877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773249073957331,0.18790558944776015,0.0,0.0,0.08013356500753284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458066851023851,0.08410606248860028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333190468065962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092004694365024,0.0,0.09890146986007264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578280757876173,0.1285010552218782,0.0,0.07741882776470646,0.0,0.07362510534300935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777778289184599,0.0,0.0,0.09738740724935732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676205366090842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859031028517145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470591787826175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765546225085458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389334714879118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755563856061849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292875667598724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671303691632315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007018381863524,0.0,0.10043167116652793,0.2749715367110869,0.0,0.0,0.09949280351088692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663200891939935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649504406361075,0.0,0.08614046096892626,0.1392086665180029,0.0511241273135778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595257209344853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234124066643954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883055441132887,0.0,0.07911325131069621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645996875415466
adhd,auspicious123456,2018/03/18,"My Mom found my initial diagnostic results from 24 years ago! So my mom found my diagnosis from 24 years ago and sent them to me.  Its incredibly interesting to see some of the foreshadowing for issues I've struggled with after I had stopped treating it.  But its also a little rough to see what kind of ""potential"" I've yet to actually realize.  Anyone else struggled with this?",4.723619047619049,7.0305006000000025,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,71.57142857142857,9.23809523809524,31.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.451952380952381,302,14,52,8,6,102,50,70,0.097,0.861,0.042,-0.4587,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,6,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,7,3,12,2,1,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,7,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.17901931672298188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252321322069361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670373480905094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827148774969954,0.1879647128510115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324771937945247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022837207262347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914726190957994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910334293399523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386363531419625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42970543645193976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923694777074651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337119753689604,0.0,0.3835604994535313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626969620380894
adhd,Birdenyia,2018/03/19,"Need tips on doing longer homework assignments Hello, I was diagnosed with severe ADHD when I was about 5-6. For my entire school life I’ve been nearly unable to write essays and long writing assignments. At this point I’m terrified of writing any sort of essay, longer writing stuff is kind of doable but still very difficult. I just cannot organize my thoughts into a coherent argument with synthesis and other things. Even after taking my ADHD meds it’s still extremely difficult. It’s ruined my English grade and impacted other subjects as well. How could I work on fixing this, it’s causing me some bad depression and stressing me really bad. ",6.120979284369112,8.152722322033902,6.623333333333335,70.92891713747649,67.30508474576271,9.990207156308852,31.75517890772128,10.25414643259724,3.8418387947269306,526,22,79,14,9,171,87,118,0.276,0.7040000000000001,0.02,-0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,2,0,20,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,4,0,10,2,15,6,1,11,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,55,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442436156011068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517487861928436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073838963748758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909205456823372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696605194744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854044551575533,0.18682861803202924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157743780537394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168205969821267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001508856234692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289741553522805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446185322634788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648662659590716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400699034946812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179208659568705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629010554503456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794831231716315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939993497844146,0.0,0.2108531912832393,0.0,0.21071773878323624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383988009099136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228887324181276,0.0,0.0,0.14613214760180068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518782001607408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655023139134564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340061870477792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kinetictoe,2018/03/19,"LPT - If you struggle with lateness, put your clocks on all your devices forward by an hour Last night I decided to change my time on my phone and laptop so that it’s an hour in front. I’m surprised that I didn’t think to do this sooner.

And while I’ll still probably be “late” according to the time on my devices, I’ll probably be closer to being on time. 

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adhd,MainMinimum,2018/03/19,"Instead of studying for my midterm tomorrow on public speaking, I now know all about 1700's British banking. Just realized I've been sitting for 4 hours straight listening to the Hotline Miami soundtrack on a loop.",9.884736842105266,9.874964842105268,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,58.47368421052632,11.810526315789476,53.21052631578947,11.20814326018867,6.5383789473684235,176,13,26,4,2,54,35,38,0.0,0.944,0.056,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,7,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8732283283642637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873112830031269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vellius,2018/03/19,"how/when do you take your medication? Just started taking medication with slow deliveries (alza) and wonder if i'm doing something wrong or if i need to go for higher dosage...  

* Before or after breakfast?
* Do you wait after eating before taking a pill?

I just wonder about the pill delivery being slowed/blocked because of the food...

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adhd,ORPHH,2018/03/19,"[venting] Graduation feels like the end of my rope.. Hey guys, I don’t post much but I don’t know what to do and I’m pretty scared for my future right now. 

So right now I’m <2 months always from graduating from college, and to be honest I’m pretty proud I made it this far, but the closer I get to graduating, the more I feel unprepared for what’s after. I’m graduating with a 2.5 GPA, passing, that’s all I cared about. In Sociology.  Not really anything worthwhile, it was something I could manage to focus on for more than 5 minutes, but it doesn’t leave any obvious next steps in my life. 

People with ADHD do better in jobs that are heavily structured, and I totally want something like that, but I can’t get something like that if I don’t even qualify.. 

I have barely any job experience, I’m 22 and I’ve only had one job that I quit because it stressed me out so much. My RSD is making me afraid of even looking for jobs, because who wants someone as retarded as I am when there’s so many other people that are better. I just feel like crying because it’s so impossible for me to be better, and at some point in the next few months I won’t be able to runaway and play video games. 

I don’t want to move in with my family again, not after how much I had to work to get where I am, but I don’t know what to do. 

I even looked into going into the military, but they don’t seem to accept those with adhd... 


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adhd,ccower2,2018/03/19,"Im an 18 yo male. My Dr. is looking into me taking vyvanse, but my parents say I never had symptoms as a child. My Dr. is interested in prescribing me with Vyvanse. She says I show all ADD symptoms, but my parents swear I never had symptoms as a child. From what I see on the internet, I can't develop ADD as an adult. Is there a chance symptoms are just more noticible now than before, or is she diagnosing me incorrectly? I'm excited for the changes this medication could have for me, and I believe it'll be beneficial to me. But, I don't want to take a medication that I shouldn't be taking.

Tl;DR: If I didn't show symptoms of ADD as a child, but do now, should I take Vyvanse?",4.21213492063492,4.59859143571429,6.238095238095237,78.04468253968255,70.35714285714286,9.365079365079367,32.698412698412696,9.444778638647367,2.900388888888888,531,24,110,11,9,187,79,140,0.021,0.875,0.104,0.914,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,9,0,18,10,0,0,3,20,26,11,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,5,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,21,2,15,17,2,7,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,2,4,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088988568598633,0.1468222583928164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378577547415538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404725495954716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226867427227365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076436325033095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943317952924687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625606648045605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101649534165425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836638957420634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28940247443193273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072660888977596,0.0,0.0,0.10384551176636933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772445739753705,0.39192766311825583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686414682418617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,doggoperson,2018/03/19,"How do I know for sure that I have ADHD? I'm not entirely sure if this is the right place to ask this, but, In short , I suspect that I might have ADHD. I can observe that I exhibit some ""symptoms"" of ADHD I read online (e.g. I get easily distracted, I can't easily focus, I'm terrible at memorizing stuff, I find studying extremely difficult because my mind just wanders around [unless I love what I'm studying], I can't organize neither myself nor my time , etc.) . Aside from that, a lot of what I read in this subreddit have been really hitting close to home. All of these traits of mine have been really making me struggle in school, more specifically, when it comes to doing homeworks and studying. I kinda want to talk to my parents about this, but I'm nervous that they'll just think that I'm making up excuses for my ""laziness"". I first wanna make sure that I really might have ADHD before I try and talk to them. Because of this, I just wanna ask the question in the title and, if possible, ask for some advice. Anyways, thank you all in advance.

Edit: words, formatting, etc.


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adhd,Khalife295,2018/03/19,"Whenever i contribute to class discussions i forget my idea after verbally expressing it, Do others have this problem and how do you cope? I have always had problems in class where i answer a question and then the teacher asks me to explain my answer or repeat it in more depth but when i try to remember what i said it seems like the thought has just slipped away. It becomes extremely irritating when what i have said was a good contribution but i just can't build on it. I always feel extremely stupid when this happens as no one wants to admit they forget something they just said in front of their whole class.

Does anyone have tips on how to better remember idea's without physically writing them down?",7.1390413533834565,7.707290225563912,7.04111842105263,74.19220394736845,64.03759398496241,10.259022556390978,34.670112781954884,10.125756701596842,3.5569556390977435,572,24,99,12,8,182,87,133,0.14300000000000002,0.765,0.092,-0.7353,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,4,1,9,6,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,29,21,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,2,0,0,12,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,4,17,3,16,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,3,7,76,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680321213627762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261793752664227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057074991277392,0.0,0.15132257013312908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787975993387195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244579793038434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094599383704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143752787048612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350907349248485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242614224200004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636376317708056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868650768211552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913943281603998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082281850605922,0.0,0.0,0.18042572761513972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36490253849969306,0.0,0.4596190744169583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662432995544225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399300249102554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786483101409885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935017824189933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499823879332332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981939991531448,0.0,0.15525752728531916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spiritualflow,2018/03/19,"Help in Toronto Hi everybody,

Well as much as I'd love to post my whole life story and have people agree with me that I have ADHD, I know that that likely won't be the case, and either way I know I can't get a diagnosis unless I go see somebody.

I am 26, female, and I only seriously considered the possibility that I have ADHD this past year. My grades have always mostly been good, but the struggle to get there was very real, including literally crying my way through school. I feel like my attention span and memory is getting so horrible. I will have a fight with my bf and then not remember any of our conclusions, and I feel like I'm failing at life. 

Anyways, before I literally write out my life story, does anybody know somewhere to get help with ADHD testing? I honestly just want to know. I always never thought this could be me because I never got in trouble in school the way the ADHD kids did. I just got in trouble for talking all the time. LITERALLY COULDNT STOP LOL. But yea, point is that I recently read a bajillion articles saying that ADHD presents differently in women than in men. I fit almost every category in every article I read and it scares me. I'm talking journal articles not WebMD type stuff. I don't know how to advocate for myself and ask for help.

I am too scared to ask my GP about this. I know it's the logical answer, but I just feel so fucking stupid asking as an adult. I can never back myself up verbally, and I feel like I could never convince her to give me a referral. I also don't want to look like a hypochondriac. 

So If anybody has any advice on how to get help, places to go in particular, and just any sort of support... I would appreciate this.",4.5660713822193415,5.529268361194035,6.258195976638548,76.13667748215447,69.86567164179104,9.28877352368592,29.789097988319273,9.54385415503706,2.759856586632057,1331,51,251,29,23,459,177,335,0.114,0.731,0.156,0.8444,1,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,1,0,0,2,16,21,3,3,13,2,25,5,0,2,5,61,58,25,0,7,12,0,4,5,1,3,3,1,0,4,13,14,0,1,16,2,0,2,11,10,1,0,6,7,43,11,37,44,5,34,0,1,2,2,22,16,1,4,17,172,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645597600939895,0.0755467264094363,0.0,0.0,0.07741509390673043,0.0,0.0,0.061825015709361525,0.1286567187948762,0.0,0.0,0.15772095690944649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682407166462536,0.0,0.0,0.059446845476532624,0.0,0.04712763881971313,0.0,0.06578536764873505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345196097935,0.0,0.08492172984747327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077280457030457,0.0,0.0,0.06765476093745514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302745173431117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636163411029316,0.16569147254051594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147212280910435,0.2019571937460632,0.07416308042925514,0.08787444556648158,0.06484420824881455,0.12366421214147852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727784687478606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492630076587297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381964501909754,0.1888495274435182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492117747048337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977556045602881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683196293195505,0.0,0.2385058649434993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879796377640983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380142529029766,0.05359722491129448,0.0,0.08077280457030457,0.0,0.0730832185328035,0.08715574255533234,0.07404189294402448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546624343519966,0.08799604212557391,0.0,0.0,0.07633459042947689,0.0,0.08757749452676501,0.0,0.0,0.06148025031726425,0.15480218619609634,0.15648429372525388,0.06160629644408571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646348691083029,0.0,0.08082150715205276,0.08850179249296193,0.0,0.0877308076324473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242781747841608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061375739310250886,0.04508025525920027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378909071655132,0.09119923113915622,0.18409594319055425,0.0,0.0,0.06951124061814884,0.0,0.0,0.08631418447587956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491901607511111,0.0,0.0,0.049785295849691484
adhd,usernamezerozero,2018/03/19,"Techniques to help a young child who may have ADHD? We don't have a diagnosis as of yet (and it seems too early for one in my opinion), but my husband has fairly severe ADHD and my 4.5 year old is showing symptoms of it. I hear a lot about how to diagnose, etc., but seldom hear techniques for helping a child this young. Are there ways to improve her attention span? Are there ways to help her learn even with a short attention span? I plan to homeschool, but that is highly dependent on her needs as they emerge. Thank you.",3.7560436893203883,5.306386970873785,4.3244538834951465,86.99017597087378,72.49514563106796,7.0917475728155335,26.46723300970873,7.6454224807358475,1.3766320388349509,410,14,82,5,8,130,70,103,0.031,0.8220000000000001,0.146,0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,2,0,17,14,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,11,1,15,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,5,6,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500070002532547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900255772947078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880112798585626,0.1236578370505152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220237990443659,0.0,0.3764712722543662,0.19780947723822864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916876937269375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882214772604115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645715568343727,0.0,0.1268659306230036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043914918566155,0.0,0.2115066659046567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945945127936543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236812724341216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972149486832216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056431468315162
adhd,mikakikamagika,2018/03/19,"how to acclimate myself to taking Straterra at night? i was on Concerta for 2 years until it stopped working/the stimulant became too much, and my psychiatrist switched me to Straterra. I love Straterra, i’m able to stay focused for longer and it helps take the edge off depression. but, it makes me nauseated after i take it. my friend also takes it and he has the same problem, so he takes it at night. my psychiatrist said it would be good to try to ease the nausea, because it seems to be working on every other way. i tried taking it one night, but it kept me up half the night. is there a way i can acclimate myself to taking it at night? should i just tough it out for a few nights until my body is used to it? ",2.8866666666666667,4.599676555555559,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.1111111111111,7.022222222222222,24.5,7.793537801064563,1.216191666666666,560,18,115,8,12,184,81,144,0.061,0.8190000000000001,0.121,0.8762,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,9,2,1,4,0,18,23,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,15,3,23,16,3,22,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,11,83,29,1,0.1123995424785618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988587351126967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851771784009601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485055303064675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680956123612228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470146229070464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683960769981648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427540347084476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533904404271016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144497545803093,0.0,0.07502756740119124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262659657885646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328761387738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616483890649664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075511822621988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691770413334922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232432204089656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980295704714765,0.0,0.09397105043042753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915732735375645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262382248640224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707711624544167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784350501028492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182820559648299,0.0,0.0,0.07984541007635114,0.0,0.0,0.07238162019243781
adhd,remixt,2018/03/19,"Video describing a symptom I often have. https://youtu.be/zchhvFKYgx0

I don't know if video posts are accepted here, I'm sure a mod will delete if its inappropriate. I was diagnosed at an early age and went without medication until my last year of college. I have a symptom that was especially apparent today on my commute to work and wanted to share it in a video. I know at first it just sounds like I don't want to do my job, but that's because I suck at describing it. At around 2:40 in the video is probably the best way I described it.

Edit: Trying to be more clear and fixed some grammar.",3.6160344827586215,5.6748561206896575,4.8029655172413825,81.28858620689657,74.0,8.088275862068969,27.11724137931035,8.841846274778883,2.179951034482759,474,18,91,10,10,156,77,116,0.044,0.813,0.14300000000000002,0.8815,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,7,0,11,4,0,0,2,18,18,7,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,11,5,15,13,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,4,8,64,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918386395164336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136539661339874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615153905437174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187256274288065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330223195721645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384821357108214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368637983003688,0.17565938608484494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052812901056846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709125937591844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638722575954832,0.0,0.2323429666717889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031040301935212,0.4479692419403619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204266620359368,0.0,0.0,0.14630879140173578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421225144046394,0.17105204219729173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997685251617872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077320909609019,0.0,0.1568848908165804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877345223742585
adhd,SniffingSarin,2018/03/19,"Medication helped my concentration - but made me realize I have no motivation 4th year at Uni, still not a Senior yet due to switching majors, withdrawing from classes, taking some time off. Last year I started taking medication which allowed me to excel at school again. 

Recently, however, I'm starting to struggle because I am not excited about what I'm learning or doing anymore. I used to be. I feel increasingly frustrated by the lack of prospects for a B.S. in my major (Chemistry) and have anxiety about going to Grad school. This has manifested in poor school performance again even though the medication helps me concentrate.

The problem is I have no idea if I should switch my career path - which has the prospect but not guarantee of increasing my happiness and my career prospects, or just grit my teeth and grind through it.

Basically I have a hard time telling whether I'm genuinely unhappy and I should consider making a change OR if that's just the ADHD talking and I should try and fight it.",7.241611418047885,8.615724464088402,7.177582872928178,70.46795810313077,64.02762430939227,11.116206261510134,37.73526703499079,11.038039088145766,4.622844935543278,812,41,134,23,12,259,114,181,0.19,0.6940000000000001,0.116,-0.9248,2,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,10,7,2,1,9,0,13,4,1,5,0,34,25,15,0,7,13,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,1,2,19,3,18,20,6,22,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,14,95,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842178069006967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357258266530247,0.0,0.14723383939527834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905007058320166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705250084240424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805737008721488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506655651773217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437404830302203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803994600674834,0.1329922747128141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902112555724027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759487641072046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101587508224915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404777886178973,0.09909915304700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448677795903174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205753219207362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658774524421656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507526598543353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101635194426157,0.0,0.11856148462908547,0.0,0.0,0.15520411433404116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324902852740175,0.11932766863737546,0.12976182789206672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586259486619646,0.0,0.17313809994395715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079556133228952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822300300270606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912085785451312
adhd,salamanduh,2018/03/19,"ADHD and University I'm writing this whilst feeling ridiculously stressed about my upcoming dissertation hand-in this Friday so I apologise if I exaggerate anything too much. I'm less than two months away from finishing my degree and am looking forward to finally being done but overall I feel like the experience has completely shattered the little self esteem that I had beforehand. I started a three year course in 2012 and have since had to resit two years and took a year out last year as I only got my ADHD diagnosis a few months before failing that academic year, so I felt a year out might help me learn to manage my symptoms a bit better. In reality once I started my medication it forced me to address a whole host of negative coping mechanisms I'd been inadvertently using and I felt quite devastated by how poor my prior self-perception had been. I should be writing my dissertation right now :) so things haven't really changed too much. ultimately I feel far more aware of what I'm doing wrong and the things I should be doing to improve my grades/life, but I don't feel any more capable of doing it. All my essays have come back a very low 2:1 (60-61%) and I've needed extensions every single time. University has just made me feel so inadequate and stupid. I do try and think positively and learn more about ADHD but every time I read about how much of a gift is I just feel furious. I hate ADHD.  ",8.015172596919811,7.424657944237918,8.616582580987785,67.50870817843868,62.49442379182157,11.997981943706849,35.57116303770579,11.35114627814755,4.101792140201805,1133,44,201,29,14,381,156,269,0.198,0.6890000000000001,0.113,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,15,10,4,1,11,0,24,2,0,4,1,41,46,21,0,4,6,0,8,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,9,13,0,0,11,1,1,3,3,8,0,3,11,9,29,2,21,29,12,31,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,2,21,135,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609455770939922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520579961529302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890604615525662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008809695552482,0.0737304509786152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159196313368701,0.0,0.0,0.08480341593173947,0.10468272838551383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143472304063524,0.08259733863098173,0.10053469532762016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812471637738504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157625922339014,0.0,0.0,0.09379495245552312,0.0,0.0,0.2908971966373607,0.06850101069728304,0.18413128294172754,0.10503847694322936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668883065213045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466761945693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427039570159931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815992554493435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046845078873043386,0.09610300864725976,0.0,0.0,0.08052012944658349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072969551828997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659510401045243,0.0,0.10171994246956048,0.0,0.0,0.153070654838541,0.0,0.21146183065140808,0.0710982884277306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211551001934936,0.0,0.07292565906748326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019866131785349,0.09591199451217966,0.0,0.06142705661758035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188615970141065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006011670109772,0.0,0.0,0.07931792842977836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573727430993604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983714217032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966231630676338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740485713652058,0.06143990681545671,0.0,0.0,0.11182384948597593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653292564033118,0.06510033137088142,0.0,0.1873334690638175,0.0,0.0,0.08281475765909188,0.0,0.07911603026780911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070533465021327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483633927964016,0.0,0.3704848207513972
adhd,wheatsamurai,2018/03/19,"Is hyperfocus the right word for this? [symptoms in post] I have ADHD and have taken concerta for almost 11 years (I'm 22 atm). Also have Aspergers and Anxiety. Feel free to x-post this to /r/Aspergers or /r/Anxiety if you see any overlap.

I notice that sometimes when I have a bunch of things I want to get done, I feel like I have to do them all right now. And when I don't, my mind starts scrambling around trying to latch onto ""the important stuff"", it tries to grasp onto *something*. And my focus tightens up so much that I almost completely forget what I am even trying to do. I know that I am trying to do *something*, but all I can do is stare forward and be stuck in this moment.

I wouldn't call this ""hyperfocus"" because usually that refers to an engaged sort of flow state IIRC, whereas this is more debilitating. It's almost like a sort of sensory overload, and my brain tries to do too much and just shuts down. And the harder I try to ""do something about it"", it gets worse.

Anyone else experience this?",2.4376578947368444,4.613815850000002,3.9142631578947364,85.74778947368424,78.0,6.810526315789473,23.52631578947368,7.85451343220497,1.2619000000000011,790,26,157,13,19,261,115,200,0.068,0.861,0.071,-0.3087,0,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,21,2,1,0,2,30,32,15,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,19,5,24,27,6,22,0,0,2,0,3,12,0,7,10,112,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457675713853238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36436464788946993,0.0,0.0,0.09699594287923044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082481676991739,0.0,0.1855737509966626,0.0,0.0,0.08480911488039475,0.12427641719372808,0.0,0.10797423096987364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393754308901421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540027467334706,0.12385112820110256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717074731694314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412225919927633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132262177680187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011120973438833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864535083590215,0.0,0.0,0.12265620927588886,0.08664993407451163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673852617025155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665806880864247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851279140982088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224687959480172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783248986519144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809000092950838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323254797841073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716279270967286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665279890881867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801259823322211,0.11995937354948635,0.0,0.08585001703395569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884856656909847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606723681577287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057999699039438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940895934902876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358431394343356,0.0,0.07154026014152617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360534831380128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810708427739327
adhd,boulderhugger,2018/03/19,"Fidget Spinners are an ADHD Nightmare My coworker that I share an office with doesn't have ADHD, but he likes to play with a Fidget Spinner when he's bored. As someone with ADHD that already struggles to focus on my work, repeatedly hearing that stupid spinning sound is DISTRACTING AF. 
/rant",8.553899371069187,8.928303509433963,7.9981132075471715,69.18635220125786,61.07547169811321,9.330817610062894,38.42138364779875,8.841846274778883,3.706602515723272,238,11,35,3,3,75,42,53,0.222,0.648,0.13,-0.7905,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,3,7,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8482375608397326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259623571455462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651636068744476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493983213413105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934141608115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459527061210885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712775650520413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,targaravyenclaw,2018/03/19,"Should I be noticing my Adderall? I'm starting my third month of taking Adderall (still taking my Wellbutrin I've been taking for years), 20mg now, and I haven't felt anything on it.  The most I feel is that when I take it in the morning, I go from mildly sleepy to mildly awake.  I notice no heightened ability to focus, no great amount more that I've been getting done. I read here about people who take their meds and suddenly they're getting shit accomplished. I don't know how this is supposed to make me feel?  My son hated that he felt ""on medication"" with Adderall, and much prefers that he now can just concentrate and do his work on his Concerta/Intuniv. But I honestly am not sure that I'm feeling anything.  I may have noticed what I thought of as a heightened ability to put up with bullshit, in that stuff that before I'd have to point out I can now shrug off, but that could be me just looking for something to attribute to this.  But aside from that, I'm hoping that some of you have had similar experiences?

I'm asking because I'm going to see my psychiatrist again this week, who is great, except that he's so busy that I can only see him every 4-6 weeks.  That means that I want to make sure to get my time's worth from him.  I want to feel like I can talk to him as well as possible when I go in.

tl:dr - I can't tell if my Adderall is having any effects.",4.819866024701696,4.861460637010675,5.553979485032446,84.6839815783965,68.9644128113879,8.462298513711536,30.052543437303747,8.124751697461798,1.8846251203684319,1073,38,228,13,17,350,153,281,0.053,0.828,0.119,0.9491,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,3,14,10,2,0,3,0,26,2,1,5,2,40,62,15,0,7,8,1,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,23,7,0,0,11,1,1,4,6,2,1,1,7,9,34,8,36,50,5,28,0,0,3,0,16,10,1,5,15,151,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336008462182546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775472199489959,0.0,0.10085046754121604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576084065656422,0.0,0.09179541321880076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613103624563083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039566326013284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089105661949363,0.0,0.0,0.10552444245501567,0.0,0.0,0.21818348559457024,0.07706737699838989,0.20715774636344386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908389857834055,0.0,0.18392701896612326,0.0,0.0,0.23786962891424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065062404767855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071462390192896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928639846907141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527032713427006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058954180168226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401752014665342,0.0,0.0,0.11750971885140404,0.11982706929750803,0.10867476583476872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086106421961889,0.0,0.07930203490281312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36845616589359453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204534798831364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478835467461101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197866918370277,0.12161515072739715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844621831909428,0.0,0.0,0.10790623035334032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192806367400526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073422854862276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304901370487383,0.0,0.0,0.07635592223745552,0.0,0.08615074133422644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349339834771315,0.0,0.0,0.2033456619564588,0.0,0.4055505329144486,0.08670747626816483,0.09428928546870946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564231763022162,0.06290396797086037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725734318848544,0.0,0.1730649045509174,0.0,0.09699441203954648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853576796006367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694692751303724
adhd,TheFriendlyYeti,2018/03/19,"My (short) journey with meds Just figured I'd share my experience with ADHD meds, seeing as it runs somewhat contrary to what I've usually read on this sub. 
This isn't meant to put down medication or the like, I completely understand people's experiences with it are vary greatly. Just wanted to share my own.

So I was diagnosed formally during my junior year of high school. My mom and I flew all the way to the U.S. to visit a researcher in the field (on top of some college visits) where, after running a number of tests with me, prescribed me meds. I was in kind of a rut during the time, struggling emotionally, socially, and academically, so the prospect of somehow being somewhat ""normal"" excited me. 

Getting back home, I started off with Ritalin. The first couple of months were a balancing process, upping the dosage by 5mgs once a month or so (my doctor in the Philippines was very conservative with increasing my dosage). 

The thing was, I hated it. Meds made me feel nauseous, I lost my appetite, and I got even more irritable. The stuff didn't feel like it was working. So for better or for worse, I began to fake taking them by the end of my junior year. I even felt bad at the time since most of what I read on this sub made me feel like I was somehow incredibly wrong in my perception of my medication. 

Fast forward a couple months into my senior year, I was adamant that the medication route just wasn't for me. I became a lot more self-reflective, in part through brute force, and tried to figure out my way through my emotional, social, and academic life without my meds. 

It's taken a lot of trial-and-error: I'm still incredibly forgetful, and it usually takes a lot more time and effort for me to accomplish the same tasks as my peers, but I've gotten a handle of it. I understand that now and really just keep at it until I've done what I need to do.

From the outside looking in, the way I do things seems incredibly inefficient/unproductive, but it works for me. I'm doing well in college studying things I enjoy (economics and film) and just recently got an internship offer to work at a great company. Things are looking a lot better than they were when I first started that journey!

Looking back, I feel like I took a wrong approach to meds. I thought they'd be this miracle magic that would solve all my problems with ADHD. But I realized now (at least to me) that medication was only a small piece of the puzzle, the rest had a lot more to do with my own understanding and acceptance of my circumstances. 

TLDR; Meds didn't work for me, but I figured out how to thrive otherwise.",6.0247197621048585,6.58750857715431,6.744254961535977,75.37974012541213,66.43486973947896,9.965763785635787,32.32923912340811,9.935076216389866,3.1377634106923527,2056,81,380,44,31,679,235,499,0.054000000000000006,0.8390000000000001,0.107,0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,3,12,22,23,1,1,35,0,26,8,0,3,2,78,62,27,0,5,13,1,5,4,0,1,8,0,1,0,26,22,0,2,17,3,0,12,5,8,1,2,28,9,56,15,72,30,23,68,0,1,4,0,11,26,0,16,33,278,82,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995635372552096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594494566578204,0.05209132172865034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035412134130794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654125653153277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806213204678205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332244313902856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385669746539667,0.0,0.06384452052266087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035606462964434,0.05525719475774397,0.0,0.0,0.0824132884299316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205474803999085,0.0,0.0,0.1261808626569364,0.13370986469297902,0.05990220357643944,0.0,0.0,0.1061342952521272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0325951222902636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997946654663092,0.13756584232070354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159517190352541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591628112963263,0.06258018794825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545326525571103,0.0,0.06496743621970748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044066445170051836,0.12191837938132295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717046367303986,0.0,0.06810380339427193,0.26519996654135275,0.0,0.11806594956675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850925381765848,0.2513971332835455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306799818337999,0.14939236909491904,0.0,0.0,0.046259865019049086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112693237474485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644111713952322,0.0,0.047448837651219516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756005647344587,0.0,0.043251940374034376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596968303543974,0.0,0.062717108685362,0.0,0.0,0.12480964079328485,0.0,0.03996731019109084,0.0,0.06160056158124565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313992331579929,0.049715108662336256,0.056795635022517735,0.0650842249437213,0.0,0.0,0.05160794646247805,0.0,0.0,0.12719329082917902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831700630900417,0.0,0.0498230873453321,0.0,0.0,0.06522141797575674,0.07141926206507959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381592920229503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579109354784222,0.0,0.0,0.04952905344358312,0.10913672391122056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931529392884739,0.04235731419854754,0.0,0.0,0.19484412898283734,0.0,0.0,0.13742299774570718,0.05147658209454695,0.036798021855767145,0.1485619222106692,0.0,0.0,0.05609424815402661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060139745271983625,0.0,0.18167664566584296,0.0,0.06357863809473056,0.044318600685252736,0.13642283130618502,0.0,0.12052735852415852
adhd,throwawayAdd19,2018/03/19,"I'm 24 years old and I'm pretty sure I have ADHD and it's seriously affecting my life... So here is a list of regular occurrences in my daily life that make me think I have it:

I 'leave' the house for work about three times a day, no matter how much I try and organise myself the first time I always forget something, and usually  in going to get something I leave behind something else I was meant to take, this causes me a lot of stress.

I am incredibly messy, my room has been and continues to be a tip from day one. I will spend hours and hours cleaning it from time to time (and i find it hard to tidy as fast as others because I can't break down the individual tasks in my mind/get distracted).

I am god awful with money. At lot of this comes down to impulsivity, I also find it incredibly hard to break addictions, of which I have several, and I can become distracted through overthinking about how much money I have to spend then realize afterwards I couldn't afford it.

In general it feels like I am trying to plan and be in control but it feels like time constantly slips through my fingers, and my short term memory is terrible. I have been fired from two different jobs because I couldn't count the float correctly in one in the till , the boss actually felt really bad in that job as he knew i wasn't stealing or anything and he only let me go when he had no option. Another one i just couldn't keep on track of the multiple threads of duties at once. If there are more than one thing to do at a time, it usually ends up that i forget things. In my current job I am ok at the moment but I keep finding myself late for work even when I wake up two hours before because I get distracted at home then end up running late. 

With people sometimes people will come up to me and start talking sometimes and its like an alien language for the first ten seconds because I find it really hard to move mentally from one task to another efficiently. I drop out of conversations mentally alll the time, even ones im interested in,  usually because they will spark more thoughts which my mind will then pursue and stop paying attention to them (example: find out someone else likes a band i like, when they start talking about the band ill start thinking 'hmmm do people his age usually like this kind of music/i wonder what they like about it/i wonder if that band is actually more popular than i thought' all whilst that person is still talking to me and i am not clocking what they are saying) and at other times i will interrupt without even meaning to. Loads of times ill be having conversation with someone and it will all of a sudden go from great to wierd because ive clearly just zoned out for a second and then i realise and apologize.

At school and in life people pretty quickly see me as bumbling and slack, my dad had massive issues with it, and it was one of the reasons i dont see him anymore it took me forever to learn to tie my shoes and ride a bike.

I just constantly get lost in my thoughts. It feels like everyone else can glide over the pot holes but i get stuck in them. I don't feel that much in control of my ability to plan and whilst I have definetley got better with age (when i was younger everyone thought i was on a different planet especially in my pre-teen years) it's still seriously affecting me, especially as i have ambitions and i want to be able to prove myself, but i just feel like an idiot to be honest.

I went to a doctor when I was 14 and they diagnosed me with dyspraxia, my mum thought i was autistic but she didn't even really know what that was. I went again at 17 and they said its anxiety that causes it.

So for the last 7 years I kept thinking oh its anxiety so treated it like that. But I realize now I can wake up in the best mood and all of these things persist, i just get anxious as a result of it. The best days are when there's nothing that these things can effect. My best days are spent with my friends making music, which is a situation in which having ADHD doesn't really have a negative impact as its about having fun and being creative. The worst days are when i have 5 different appointments to attend across town, feels like my head will explode.

I'd be interested to hear your opinions, to be honest I feel good just to get this off my chest. 

Edit: I'm just going to add things that spring to mind, this is the first time I've talked about it.

I'll come home, mind racing with thoughts and put my coat on the chair in the kitchen all scrunched up instead of on the coat rack. My house mate will say oh come on why would you just throw your coat on there its so lazy, but in my head i was in this hurricane of thoughts about something and the coat just ended up there i have no idea how.

I'll be reading a book I'm super interested in but I'm so interested that ill end up researching the the book, writer and everything about it because just focusing on one sentence at a time is excruciating, i want all the information NOW. Then I'm sad because I couldn't just focus on the book. 

I'm reading through this sub because I only just found it, and it's crazy how much stuff relates to my experiences. ",5.114498473452977,5.555187315585673,5.92629622458858,80.87991272618962,68.39012584704743,9.415974383796264,29.929093752327056,9.427087627317645,2.4615162082061213,4079,145,828,79,65,1341,389,1033,0.094,0.769,0.13699999999999998,0.9951,8,0,4,0,0,0,75.0,0,3,8,17,53,45,1,4,44,2,79,17,7,16,9,159,147,74,0,9,25,2,13,11,2,9,9,4,5,1,64,49,1,8,39,9,6,17,16,13,0,17,34,19,108,31,142,90,19,152,0,2,2,0,37,57,0,9,86,570,172,18,0.04110819065377102,0.0,0.0802313283005761,0.04481399560944789,0.09880811326739262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287420521384047,0.03420530773243054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621104437930135,0.06289530666413806,0.04644055445749645,0.04076827902819896,0.0,0.0,0.033828538263209765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034323622105628074,0.2255325432309709,0.04540076687057816,0.034980042485051745,0.0,0.12942152975194393,0.036356854011581036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445887114738712,0.0,0.14164426512106085,0.0,0.08884670028889337,0.09221266263720966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325569108796022,0.0,0.0,0.04172394819296229,0.0,0.12884792940244505,0.0,0.04207597503731994,0.0,0.0,0.04817849328839113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302185521023988,0.0,0.145638621447284,0.0,0.0,0.10860628890494438,0.0,0.0,0.07856127564497363,0.03694539108817437,0.040211698502729085,0.0,0.0,0.14549875450231445,0.14683849808429447,0.03947030965277412,0.0,0.18786070759940166,0.10489981790990607,0.0,0.04507300924054464,0.03176008612582757,0.0,0.15034133057017185,0.0,0.09345092834865376,0.034479599955487834,0.03287797537050436,0.045321925320444205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047459306275688,0.0,0.0843777266481196,0.0,0.04633191851909359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246973396544903,0.0,0.12144986153863052,0.09486666544624853,0.0,0.04640614354194368,0.04440390010700585,0.04290627079930672,0.12238060837797712,0.07307769732067787,0.0,0.04280785466709081,0.022591986511250637,0.03350866201994199,0.09274365920841078,0.08705527669637626,0.0,0.04203591010860951,0.08710779231716151,0.22091724048369168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044874446147434036,0.06989742730205395,0.0,0.0,0.05488007294344796,0.0,0.0,0.0447788709009997,0.0,0.0,0.08285477485874433,0.0,0.16603021572974122,0.0,0.0,0.04369150098983235,0.12087700039824277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039444417626326236,0.0,0.043136130949150635,0.04377888142005972,0.22284779100265129,0.06252926279641753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399697358164752,0.03589408646204265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364361711239009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041325085765485416,0.0,0.0,0.08223863022795459,0.0,0.1053398382727474,0.042266066551561815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391033029926746,0.06538176633967241,0.0,0.04160368360317243,0.06551581131133946,0.0,0.0,0.04644055445749645,0.0,0.0,0.046207328660509236,0.0,0.0,0.06966167307963868,0.12658837411903026,0.0813141033805856,0.0,0.08728976678230578,0.0,0.06565810831543234,0.03436828808948168,0.04708929350381648,0.0,0.047059043250122654,0.0,0.0,0.0387439831957261,0.0,0.03090824339418584,0.13216482598765933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655227623753002,0.07902140608484627,0.0,0.2284471808474757,0.2636756820887869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045672712382833526,0.05581952608281299,0.0,0.08031345803002186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810994571347938,0.0,0.048493351848176235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621540916276867,0.03709374809499509,0.0,0.0,0.039626828841030866,0.08916015841200864,0.05985450478426602,0.0,0.0,0.029202079188829545,0.0,0.0,0.07941698098816803
adhd,someonesnrime,2018/03/19,"An open letter to Alison Klayman [Take Your Pills] Disclaimer: Diagnosed with ADHD in my early adulthood, I had a good experience of misunderstanding ADHD and stimulants as well as a personal shift in perception. 

Dear Alison Klayman, 

I take Dexamphetamine 40mg per day, am a current university student and watched your 'documentary' with an open mind. A few of my friends have taken stimulants once or twice to perform better in assessments. Its prevalence was exaggerated to a degree which was damaging to the treatment overall. 

I come from this with an Australian perspective. It takes countless reviews, hundreds of dollars and plenty of government regulations for me to get my medication. Without taking it, I experience intense emotional dysregulation and am completely paralysed by a disorganised mind. I don't notice anything different whilst taking it, but feel held back by a ball and chain when treated. 

It took me years and years, neurological reviews and psychiatric reviews as well as years of school records to be looked at for months before being trialled on medication. It was not the trivial process you presumed exists. 

The medication is safe, effective and essential for people with this neurological condition. It is absolutely shown to be in the brain and not an illness of psyche. The medication doesn't stimulate most people with ADHD and this is something you have failed to mention.

The medication improves and saves lives. Your key objective in this seems to be to perpetuate common myths and gain notoriety piggybacking off years of public stigma and fear mongering. 

You failed to show advocates, people with ADHD and professionals to a degree that is blatantly reckless.

I am disappointed by your work that has worked to set back, even further, the wellbeing of people with ADHD by stigmatising medication. It has also been a very effective aid in the notion that ADHD isn't a legitimate neurological condition that severely impairs peoples ability to function and regulate their personality, emotions and thoughts. The medication is not a 'performance enhancer', it supplements the very real deficits that disable so many hard-working, intelligent people. 

Kind Regards,

Someone with a broken brain ",10.415454545454542,11.815108095890414,10.116070983810708,52.085638231631386,57.08219178082192,13.32129514321295,45.35803237858032,12.641684177145171,6.785465753424657,1825,105,232,61,22,595,205,365,0.096,0.777,0.127,0.8517,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,7,1,10,8,15,0,1,26,0,24,15,2,5,1,51,38,25,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,13,0,0,2,19,27,0,2,7,2,1,2,7,5,2,1,9,3,19,10,52,25,2,28,0,4,2,0,14,12,0,3,13,172,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090979539302561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646024419795832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580992762798925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857687212508392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007694263371835,0.0,0.0,0.0624415660366799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576299450389642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081721022572807,0.07402465747759561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553232852144145,0.0,0.0,0.07165935384761221,0.0,0.07376386755859438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158835073338396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663183150071675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381242407115538,0.0,0.0794466678857557,0.03569839790482332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454678544311878,0.0,0.03688653321186471,0.0,0.0,0.05921745090631603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324535667017221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352092354394299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623426941980961,0.0,0.05928774124108242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157915679858405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978672910440906,0.0,0.0,0.1425754092511759,0.0,0.05635369340588861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038063183203309,0.0,0.07518862645078903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936784444390883,0.12329355941699464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803603196838563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145280381655493,0.0,0.06427323876532401,0.0,0.0797599524704225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598206868839957,0.05435272479510688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654188836527309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604995307364365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844121181163134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650777917964553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269590173095405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805762811912333,0.0,0.15419688177182547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818610107180649
adhd,blue_norther,2018/03/19,"Sleep is the number one thing (and why ADHD has a sick sense of humor) ADHD has got some kind of nerve, you know that? What is the number one most important thing that I need in order to function near baseline? Sleep. What does ADHD make needlessly difficult? Sleep. I swear, if I have to go through another day where I'm dead on my feet and then totally wired the moment my head hits the pillow I'm gonna throw something.

Nothing exacerbates that feeling of ""being a prisoner in my own mind"" more than not getting enough sleep. I can't do *anything,* and instead I just sort of watch my body lurch from one bad decision to another. ""Why yes, I'll continue to gorge myself on junk food and watch shitty youtube videos instead of getting actual work done."" It also has the added benefit of making the meds useless, so hooray for thumping side effects with no actual benefit. If I don't prioritize sleep, I can basically guarantee that *nothing* I'm supposed to get done the next day is happening. 

Finally, as the added *coup de grace,* lack of sleep makes you procrastinate on everything, *including going to bed to sleep.* I swear, talk about a disorder of vicious cycles. ",4.205486661860132,6.4404014977168975,5.1235279980773845,78.8590771449171,72.83561643835617,8.811439557798607,29.334534967555875,9.414487439383343,2.945350684931507,924,39,164,23,19,301,139,219,0.159,0.758,0.083,-0.9507,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,2,7,9,1,0,11,1,14,12,10,4,1,23,32,10,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,5,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,4,0,3,3,3,15,5,28,26,7,19,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,5,7,102,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.18089189857224866,0.0,0.3341634916535235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411914424384045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437394127695407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627081143952633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738704194579417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295072837937697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954667477547633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062235826715994,0.0,0.08110815544760926,0.18969526684053614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576706752497803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329815894854264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046863677994458466,0.0,0.0,0.1015304942927795,0.0,0.0,0.1120735324726901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527026837855636,0.0,0.10534859767618836,0.0,0.07412764454928586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195991507302355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951202447590474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651584073897664,0.050936553327753084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560132554453504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295072837937697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358414468471804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872381033608843,0.0,0.0,0.09857019679769144,0.0,0.0,0.17786507449488628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841467943831144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492546454832829,0.0,0.0,0.07135246236288806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449567021940635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231499017961122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726529798749978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747485824966629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IcyPhotograph,2018/03/19,"Want to be financialy set, but can’t choose a path there as nothing interests me enough to stick with it. **TL;DR: Stuck between getting an MBA, teaching myself coding (and taking a few classes) - as a way to supplement my ongoing struggle to become an artist. Feeling like no career is ""right"" and that what I want I can't achieve because I can't get my brain motivated to tune into things. I want something that doesn't throw too many surprises at me that I can handle.**


27F who has also been considered quite smart, high potential, but have been fired from 2 jobs and given a warning at my current job. I have trouble getting things done and therefore can't take the initiative when work piles up. These have all been office admin positions, which I suck at and loathe, but sadly are the only jobs I'm qualified for.


Studied Biology in college but didn't love it and therefore was miserable and graduated with a 3.2 gpa and zero job prospects - forced to admin because I speak eloquently and had an impressive resume. While an admin, I was in art school and for a year was really into it, but felt like I was too all over the place and not making great work, which discourages me.


I found it hard to find a style/technique which you need to break into the art world, but I do think that at the end of the day, since I have a natural inclination towards art technique, I will always wonder ""what if"" if I don't pursue it - but I struggle so much with creativity and feel like I'm always hitting a block of not having achieved success at all, or even getting myself to make stuff at this point.


Like many of you, I've cycled through careers and interests and nothing ever sticks or I fail miserably at it. I've tried: graphic design, LSAT, real estate, Journalism/PR. All were huge mistakes and I'm glad I've realized that none of them work for me.
Anyway, after much introspection and awareness of my issue, I accept that I may not have only one thing in life that I do. But right now, I am very torn between these two options: going to business school for an MBA, to be either the CFO of a creative agency, gain skills/network to start my own business, and to be able to invest on my own or possibly even consult (not sure yet which one). I like the versatility of an MBA and a business education, however I am nervous as there seem to be a lot of posts about people in finance roles with ADHD getting fired or having major issues- and I don't want to realize that it's not a fit. I also think it would make me feel smart, and I LOVE numbers and have always been brilliant at math.
The other option is coding/software programming. I am also quite good at languages and this does fit my strengths. However I never really saw myself as a programmer am nervous to go down this road and don't know if I have the dedication aka if my interest will soon fade.


I honestly don't know what to do and feel like the only way to be happy is to do all of them, but that's insane right? I hate that I am like this.",5.870503631961262,6.003285769491527,6.564285714285719,78.02432203389834,66.72881355932203,9.319128329297822,31.772397094431,9.081645337920577,2.635768523002421,2364,88,449,38,35,779,280,590,0.16,0.6729999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.5767,7,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,2,12,17,38,2,6,31,0,54,4,1,6,8,99,95,51,0,11,23,0,8,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,37,31,0,2,18,4,2,3,18,13,0,4,17,10,52,25,68,68,15,54,0,5,1,2,10,32,1,14,21,325,89,28,0.07732190436442933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292590312279024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550289695379854,0.1930140556794549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426943044917356,0.08539596849701206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631681715979689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986623163350805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766491957243058,0.07912715375660774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848425690976744,0.07989419665635085,0.0,0.10214077718491536,0.0699420892601937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638511243972752,0.16571635178278601,0.07424115388367859,0.0,0.07067081978468176,0.0,0.0,0.0847794771428289,0.0,0.0,0.2019875184325081,0.0,0.08788764026858102,0.06485394486797844,0.0,0.08524767253208515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231060499090438,0.0692652387407223,0.07633937255656925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169483722815253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140795859007065,0.3069202364645085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498819299239349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461474773297418,0.26442903754546904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573631803317134,0.13957207507519584,0.0,0.1548389147330517,0.15678454974550846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368099296039715,0.05733321234393165,0.059635419390050126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483849052419254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479064700790147,0.17642037758280693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360527275058955,0.0,0.08078493293239179,0.0,0.07309419227256132,0.0871688293412786,0.07405301063260822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448272606581504,0.0,0.0880092550858867,0.09906878375274157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809745154254466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650779047252367,0.0,0.07039095772574276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396147831276858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595261795861986,0.0,0.0,0.05472884188280076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166728565405775,0.08851508139373036,0.0,0.0,0.0728749797963238,0.0,0.11627289850464427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410771249327454,0.0990895083901358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052496497520343965,0.0,0.07553226525191632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379866890556607,0.18242585014241386,0.12274905729216985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385230695161093,0.1688738018302228,0.0,0.0,0.05492726238667569,0.0,0.0,0.04979277131247745
adhd,Jonbien,2018/03/19,"Need advice in regards to Vyvanse(makes me tired) Hi everyone,

I was on methylphenidate before Vyanse, but it gave me horrible side effects.
Now I'm on Vyvanse, and I have none of the side effects I had on mp.
But the problem is that it doesn't work as I feel it should.
On 20mg I didn't feel anything other than it makes me a little tired and maybe a little groggy.
Now on 40mg, it seems to do the same thing, it makes me tired(probably more tired), and because of that, I feel like it dulls my brain function, I don't seem to be able to follow concepts at school that I should be able to.
Has anyone experienced this? and might be able to shed some light on this issue?
I really want Vyvanse to work, because the next option is Strattera, and I have heard nothing good about it, not ever.
Thanks in advance!",3.694814814814812,4.946223604938272,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,72.20987654320987,6.881481481481483,25.84567901234568,7.1686216300943375,1.055841975308642,632,20,131,6,12,200,94,162,0.13,0.838,0.032,-0.9512,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,6,0,17,4,1,4,1,27,31,8,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,6,15,3,21,20,4,19,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,5,5,89,30,3,0.41208261209278174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422745309071346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960459145910812,0.0,0.11303629267942746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674678236794915,0.0,0.11688398385747885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334015966592165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242507716042328,0.0,0.13125419842234448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836135037121675,0.0981306334723608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521178129877295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336906153369885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710758305726405,0.2753433568690226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337889563057072,0.0,0.13799745717161155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457181768517465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185134512899313,0.0,0.0,0.14608484431199342,0.0,0.0,0.13180146007751053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143580226680188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799689109499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901653449285886,0.0,0.2500963555391581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646343472334656,0.0,0.0,0.0912564589266584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736283427995389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101900043488308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000069965584527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pussy69DestroyerSWAG,2018/03/19,"Healthy Sleep Habits I am taking meds since mid- january and a lot of things got better. 

But I am still struggling SO FUCKING MUCH with my bad sleep schedule. How can I work on it, how can I fix it?

Thanks in advance!",1.0606818181818198,3.420978250000001,1.787454545454544,97.92118181818184,84.68181818181819,4.42909090909091,22.43636363636364,5.6839178017228535,0.05499636363636373,169,6,37,1,5,52,36,44,0.128,0.693,0.179,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,1,1,1,0,4,3,2,2,0,6,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,7,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098656607177566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340771698414298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446811254379748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116790254292198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250111073533775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939862716949743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945612933336391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893594733816246,0.0,0.5297178996231034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113640548591308,0.0,0.0,0.27668826043373845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899725471781726,0.0,0.0,0.2436705600999751,0.0,0.0,0.1758335324992887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926813177743378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,foldedsphere,2018/03/19,"When is it my fault? I could potentially link all my life failures with my ADHD. Not wanting to become that kind of guy, when do I know that a particular misstep could happen even without my ADHD?",4.115175438596488,5.846960868421058,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,71.89473684210526,7.171929824561403,28.456140350877188,7.793537801064563,1.8997087719298245,155,6,28,2,3,52,30,38,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622520120954936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860381597130053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135707409604336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106287598724024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564444515967351,0.22902724647857375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697020516226472,0.14233614741267644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293488802432825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276117648528775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966065505594326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RedEd024,2018/03/19,"I found Sandoz brand adderall 20mg at Costco... again When Costco stopped selling Sandoz Anderall, I tried all other sorts of manufacturers, no good. Ended up get name brand for a while. Then last week on an off chance I went to Costco and sure enough they got it back!

If Sandoz was your go to generic, give Costco a try.
FWIW, I am in southern CA.",3.0074019607843177,5.021489250000002,3.927058823529413,87.09343137254903,75.61764705882355,5.7098039215686285,21.62745098039216,6.42735559955562,0.3755215686274518,271,7,53,2,6,87,57,68,0.061,0.8290000000000001,0.111,0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,9,4,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,9,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102477867619846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545878609206133,0.2970039180466046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151647796105748,0.0,0.0,0.1501763253944601,0.2757400885853922,0.16335963436691092,0.24109230122707465,0.2298932340280927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430319516054224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403139733472863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091022167947176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903078346060727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056824131741194,0.0,0.0,0.2664611597544127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beencouraged,2018/03/19,"Can you have Adult ADD and read well? The therapist I saw diagnosed me somewhat tentatively, saying that my symptoms were in line except that “I didn’t have significant trouble reading / liked reading”.

Is this true? Can I not be ADD if I can read well? (When applied / when I’m interested in it, when motivated) ",3.4821052631578944,6.254633964912284,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.77192982456141,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.0139263157894742,244,12,43,6,6,81,42,57,0.044,0.71,0.247,0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,9,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,2,7,5,3,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,4,33,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905409539747996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062599944986997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8240985426174401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379473431441827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408054863214296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914576510175145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703815495272343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NLTM,2018/03/19,"Been on Adderall for about 2 months now, it's been good for me, but the appetite suppression combined with my normally fast metabolism has started making me underweight... Started on 10mg and moved to 20mg about a month ago. Things were going fine until I noticed that my veins were showing a lot more, and then started thinking my ribs were showing more too. Only scale in the house was a roommate's and I kept forgetting to ask to use it, but when I finally did I discovered I've lost 15 pounds in the past couple months.

I'm 6'1"" and normally around 140-150, and right now I'm at 130.  It spooked me a bit, because I thought I was actually on the ball with getting myself to eat, but apparently I was way overestimating.

Combined with the increased anxiety (which hadn't really been a problem until this week) it's sort of been an awful week of being constantly worried about my body. Intrusive thoughts about slowly withering away, or freaking out at the veins on my hands/feet, or being increasingly worried about my heightened heart rate (resting bpm goes from 60-70 to about 100-110 on adderall)

There's been lots of tips on this subreddit about how to gain weight back after accidentally losing too much, and I'm going to start setting alarms to remind myself to eat, but I suppose I just want to hear about some other experiences. It's hard to search for online since you get so many results about people using adderall specifically FOR weight loss. Am I good? Should I be seriously worried about any of this? Or am I overreacting and all I should do is keep a much better eye on my eating?",6.7470091074681235,7.052044642622953,6.958005464480878,75.3570446265938,64.8688524590164,9.794171220400727,33.9936247723133,9.586721724236666,3.130504553734061,1276,52,233,23,18,412,179,305,0.121,0.802,0.077,-0.9126,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,5,21,11,0,1,13,1,23,11,6,5,1,43,46,20,0,6,8,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,12,5,3,3,3,0,5,1,7,0,0,17,5,26,4,50,24,12,44,0,3,1,0,3,15,0,7,22,158,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.10114203461119628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187455346857604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048178172439508,0.0,0.07928772236792668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226553650018852,0.09689357198380916,0.0,0.09737737475879744,0.07969618627446708,0.0,0.06318069616552402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166509553518476,0.113152898299118,0.1151256216025172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200283263470924,0.0,0.0,0.11468061518715884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816244889000256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138416221905702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353743145938301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829989718198707,0.0,0.1178070615268636,0.17386409852337506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284507146926173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681483045888053,0.12281917507497699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959178245269494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212395143234163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159516309664725,0.11314016311429925,0.1762296140712693,0.0,0.0,0.06918347676254706,0.10507920705281287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481840391435812,0.11015765035756013,0.15238119593601285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309911502349529,0.0,0.11799989596246835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882627641754299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894035739169037,0.07185401321271552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917374341931756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639729014958573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851179601162605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573576202426737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293440307341418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885676875602582,0.06641118009261501,0.0,0.16456423595206013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903105881145653,0.0,0.0,0.06113218333699134,0.0822681420310742,0.16627465589212265,0.2524220419924721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157679171785381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lordberric,2018/03/19,"A letter I wrote in response to the NYTimes ADHD Article. Re: In Praise of A.D.H.D., (Gray Matter, March 17, 2018)
When I read the piece by Mr. Mlodinow, I felt obliged to explain my perspective on ADHD as a person who has lived under its grasp for all 18 years of my life. It’s something that’s been a constant force in each interaction I, and many of my friends have had with the world. I’ve heard a plethora of external opinions on ADHD, and I feel that there is a vast expanse of misunderstandings that warrant addressing. Of these misconceptions, Mr. Mlodinow’s piece contains one of the most common, and most understandable – the idea that ADHD is a boon, a super power ready to be harnessed. It is anything but.

 

It’s easy to interpret “hyperactive” as some superhuman ability to process everything that might be thrown at a person, but that is far from the case. I am not some supercomputer adroitly computing hundreds of points at once, I am your average desktop computer with dreams of greatness attempting to do the job of the aforementioned supercomputer. If you’ve ever tried to use a computer with hundreds of tabs open, you should get a general idea what the result of this process is.

 

My medication does not, as the article suggests, slow me down. It is the sole thing that can allow me to close the useless tabs and devote myself to what is important. It is what allows me to do my work without hiding my phone in the other room lest I become completely derailed from the essay I have due tomorrow by a text tone. Without it, work is a battle. With it, work can become something close to accessible.
 
 


It isn’t entirely incorrect to say that ADHD has its benefits, especially when considering creative ability. I do often feel that my ability to make ‘odd and unlikely associations’ can give me an edge in whatever topic I am focused on at the moment. At times, I can hyper focus on a task completely and channel all my mental power into a single activity, working uninterrupted for hours without realizing how much time has passed. But those moments of intense productivity are few and far between, and if given the option, I would instantly trade them away for the opportunity to simply sit myself down and work without the sense that I had to mentally beat myself into submission just to read a twenty-page section of my textbook.
 
 


To those of you with children with ADHD, I absolutely encourage you to promote their creativity and to acknowledge the mental power they have at their disposal. But do not shirk from an opportunity for medication or treatment. It is not about slowing their brain down, it’s about allowing them a brief window of neurotypical life, a chance to live without each moment being a struggle for the simple success of accomplishing some basic task.

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adhd,awonderingeye,2018/03/19,"I got off the train at the wrong train station Again. Lucky its not raining and the next train is only 5 min away but seriously??? This is my daily commute, how do I fuck this up so often.",-0.13923076923077105,2.1161740512820515,1.9750769230769265,94.79492307692308,90.53846153846158,4.1456410256410265,18.056410256410253,5.6839178017228535,-0.4275066666666669,144,4,32,1,5,48,32,39,0.217,0.7390000000000001,0.044,-0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088040128835647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022559670825345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480004881157211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627487735220338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309238742570372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757289546775298,0.0,0.0
adhd,one-joule,2018/03/19,"Meds have almost no effect on me at all. Is there any hope? tl;dr: The common meds do basically nothing for me.

I've tried generic Adderall (up to 15mg 2x/day), generic Ritalin (5mg/day), generic Concerta (up to 36mg/day), and generic Strattera (up to 80mg/day).

The only one to make any difference for me was Adderall, but it was only really helpful for the first 2 or 3 days at 5mg. Subsequent dosage increases didn't bring back the effect, they only increased side effects. I couldn't handle 15mg 2x/day; I only took 3 doses at 15mg, and then went back to 10mg doses, then switched to Ritalin.

The other meds had almost no positive effect on me at all. I'd notice my heart pounding harder, and that was about it. None of the night and day difference that was the first few days on Adderall. No change in energy, no improvement in focus or working memory, nothing. Just heart pounding and slightly worse anxiety.

I've since stopped treatment. My first provider wasn't able to provide any useful input aside from handing out whatever med I suggested trying, and my second one was outright verbally abusive (didn't try anything with them). Finding a provider is already a pain in the ass, and my ADHD and anxiety make all the more difficult...

Has anyone else had a similar experience? Were you ultimately able to find something that worked for you? Could the fact that I've only tried generics be having an impact?",4.967022471910113,6.603420037453188,5.880170411985023,76.68250280898876,69.59925093632957,8.635880149812735,32.07659176029963,9.120678840339163,3.041127490636705,1118,50,191,22,20,368,147,267,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.8604,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,2,9,5,3,0,0,14,0,20,9,4,7,4,33,27,13,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,6,0,0,5,9,2,0,6,13,1,15,1,30,11,8,33,0,0,0,1,6,15,1,5,13,119,22,2,0.17211005392536707,0.10196113512863572,0.0,0.0,0.10342141938296856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723433577604745,0.0,0.09496386214712547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556110786171833,0.0,0.13166372016697225,0.0,0.0,0.0601716757313469,0.08817354463586384,0.07081595482679408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234200774899513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103480803714632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870793666842827,0.0,0.0,0.4439869858894031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981837459434552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188793268744527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417832903453787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730547125126082,0.21959508591968316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395124257916047,0.05768087061097067,0.0,0.0,0.0854720589196565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488479745165385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38235094095360705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075681327707891,0.0,0.16514423857521315,0.09797421856589354,0.0,0.0,0.11662622678303415,0.3272436289657533,0.0915686160188229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512905383719698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118560757164327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624936402410178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071945855829836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561030133062012,0.2337028580293421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432391335182185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977387214283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252981690785163,0.0,0.08769742436160675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,imnewheredontyell,2018/03/19,I don’t know where I fit into this world. I am exhausted. It is so. Hard. Trying to keep up. I can’t keep pace with the world around me because I have a whole different one in my head. This stupid shame I keep assigning myself from constantly underperforming as an adult builds up until it physically hurts sometimes. I feel like I wasn’t made for this place. ,1.8475,4.384821971830989,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,82.80281690140845,6.930281690140845,20.142605633802816,8.07648339933343,0.9881957746478872,284,8,59,6,8,92,55,71,0.197,0.733,0.07,-0.8388,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,9,12,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,2,11,1,11,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,0,3,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991865877403777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639705308868585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417962643041562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377306372687365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313566010787655,0.15984836883021006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043771137055008,0.0,0.2296339540765481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395309868907976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966427844354728,0.0,0.0,0.12296816705331648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931385346516534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171941385144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162004665808165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377306372687365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129630440676493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191282105205914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24981095376538606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CherokeeMan2000,2018/03/19,"Just found this subreddit. I’ve never actually been told by doctors of teachers for that matter, that I may have ADHD. For some reason I think I do. I’m on here when I should be studying for a Stats Midterm this coming Wednesday. I avoid certain things that I really have no interest in, like stats, which sucks. Another course I’m taking is Intro to CA Native Wildflowers, and I can sit down and do the work and enjoy it. My passion is Plants( CA Native). I procrastinate horribly until the day before usually. When I’m reading I tend to think about other things while I’m reading and maybe for a whole page I realize I didn’t retain any of it. My focus seems to be in small spurts, with more interesting things I will thoroughly investigate it like I’m going to major in it. 

Speaking of majors I’ve been at my community college for 7 years (I’m 25) and I switched my major in chronological order: culinary, Theatre, Marine Biology, and now Environmental Conservation specific to plants. I’m transferring up to a four year and majoring in Native American Studies, and minor in Indigenous Natural Resources. This is my last semester at my community college. 

It’s very hard because I want to know so much, but I need to restrict myself so I don’t change my major again. I’m also slightly dyslexic. ",4.224459930313589,6.387948252032522,5.9590592334494765,73.20353658536588,72.57723577235772,8.91335656213705,30.41347270615563,9.48565724429506,3.22781556329849,1034,46,175,26,21,354,146,246,0.053,0.87,0.077,0.3236,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,5,0,17,2,0,1,2,31,38,16,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,16,10,0,4,7,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,2,24,7,31,28,10,30,0,0,0,1,2,13,1,3,15,119,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.1648789557008695,0.0,0.2030550768057513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135115913944433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489745694089948,0.17716753876849944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029954285996968,0.0,0.1437710928504213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873550806269145,0.14554263907163753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089641440554592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729360081951766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852540859359867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602291150956913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135347518636794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285507848575376,0.1377235879750916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508900939683244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974135012657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420381175324972,0.1252804594283498,0.1303110785868703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380081012608076,0.0,0.10823903141077852,0.17371730126409793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538133162778554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703563561330364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367452168350893,0.2165233488257435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144692305659353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186083728157376,0.13940831543607848,0.09965599947701123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863593948203292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300367514607904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760724756941655
adhd,chaerudkj,2018/03/19,"How do you get started on a task? I know this is a very general problem but it is also one of the biggest issues in my life as I am a university student who constantly has tests, assignments and studies to get started my working on. Not being able to get started on a task is giving me so much stress and anxiety and I still can’t do anything. And it’s really giving me a hard time. PLEASE HELP. I’d be really grateful for some useful tips. xX",1.4971980676328478,3.5459636956521763,4.172753623188406,83.35292270531401,80.52173913043478,7.132367149758455,26.52657004830918,8.167268648758528,1.968612077294685,348,15,69,7,9,123,66,92,0.097,0.68,0.222,0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,2,0,12,20,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,0,9,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,50,12,4,0.19292692865668534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542835951441718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758857235813902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876242384478492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848547133081904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30238907237336266,0.37014617931942656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282463336569215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293148535534573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013655895279088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602759451464734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626999523733402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182349101958494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073227984592795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177583279569576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846050153736079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471878613476365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096640192779625,0.0,0.1540716944391023,0.0,0.2209971449441825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249724357697542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666269227355019,0.0,0.15918492108425036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045310181069748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Biochemhistory,2018/03/19,"Possible to be re-prescribed? When I was about 10, my mom noticed I was very hyperactive and restless. She took me into the doctor who suggested I might have ADHD. I took the tests and was soon prescribed the medication. I took it for a couple months before my mom decided she didn’t like what it did to my personality and then I simply stopped taking it. 

Fast forward to today, I’m 22 and having some trouble staying focused for my graduate courses and wondering if ADHD medicine could help. 

My question is, would it be easier getting it prescribed since I’ve already been diagnosed but simply stopped and never went back to the doc. 

Complication, Me and my mom don’t remember the Doctors name/his office has moved. ",4.871729986431478,7.001093350746268,5.892252374491179,74.51523066485755,70.71641791044777,8.454816824966079,33.077340569877876,9.095868883498916,3.286501492537313,575,28,95,12,11,190,88,134,0.057,0.885,0.057,-0.0082,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,0,16,4,0,0,1,21,24,11,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,10,0,16,1,8,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,5,12,68,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31166098705816425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308704709433975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970333275831886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103342044263632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352586286559216,0.14347034747128454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160586158134502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654324524156933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774389836698355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691080230885813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334710319788228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306224723997944,0.0,0.1375526276808096,0.0,0.4555814516111578,0.10349627753753544,0.13781192529902905,0.0,0.0,0.100004589926726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762290948371554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321728597365112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461762677587837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452529477221548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468836236632417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072590999643882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820418414173866,0.0,0.2168092120225111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749091775892524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290596616738132,0.0,0.4321832130627776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698607953173206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019949001773482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406146826311228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921093270904985,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Corgiverse,2018/03/19,"Figured out a really cool ""life hack"" to keep my car from being a biohazard zone. I have 3 kids. They're slobs. Because they're kids, all kids are, its like, just how it is right? 

Well, i got sick of my car literally being something horrific and being HUMILIATED if someone had to ride in it. 

So what we do every day- is I got a laundry basket. Everyone once we get to the car tosses their bookbags and lunch boxes into the basket. Once we get HOME at the end of the day, everyone puts whatever they have in their hands/around them INTO the basket as well. (eg: if they're reading or have tablets or what have you) 

We have managed to keep the car clean for a record MONTH. We've never kept it clean this long. ",2.21832167832168,4.165372650349656,3.718181818181818,87.99727272727274,77.74125874125876,6.637762237762238,22.188811188811187,7.61054688173877,0.8681860139860138,551,16,115,8,13,182,89,143,0.07400000000000001,0.826,0.1,0.2168,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,4,1,4,0,5,4,0,0,10,1,13,3,0,1,2,21,20,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,7,9,1,3,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,4,1,14,4,15,13,1,19,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,4,7,72,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046856833913112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988410456303536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250405502069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965581231027015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518758317215073,0.3444900577768608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835558878512626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883388932266123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081429549965286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204446461125017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273221366031186,0.08806535502306198,0.0,0.0,0.15952338472719255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388087165465072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390267158440052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839395240463518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120990355757585,0.0,0.0,0.18030760222597372,0.0,0.1154784169263476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394004875354328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273271460411236,0.13877204753909084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241486577170077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheEyeOnYou,2018/03/19,"Effects of medications on your symptoms Beside pure capacity to focus and hyperactivity, have you noticed some effects also on impulsivity, capacity to delay gratification, frustration tolerance, and emotional control? Those things impact not only productivity but also social skills, and capacity to mantain friendship and have good romantic relationships, so i want know the areas where you see improvements. I read that adhd-ers lack in internal motivation, and i see that is evident in a tendence to switch hobbies or activities when novelty effect cease: is this improved by medications? I have an appointment with my psych 30th of this month, and in general i want know the ways a medication can help with simptoms.


Ps: excuse my bad english but it's not my first language( i'm italian) :)",11.084707792207793,11.450352340909095,11.609740259740267,45.41318181818187,55.89393939393939,14.512554112554113,46.887445887445885,13.484332010920856,7.228899134199134,647,37,83,23,7,222,94,132,0.073,0.6709999999999999,0.256,0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,7,5,3,1,0,5,0,6,4,0,5,1,27,13,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,11,1,14,13,2,12,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,2,4,62,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506035896544465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862088199117694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941385371977628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070506026413745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129207527597606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221282105355932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009283950894362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994487034740454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668995057940972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408129404020209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283434579930746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373314096683015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360977885130812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899612443553228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212285904003584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28519629476982944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241464335541546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859951767441708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188848995252825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109597807385785,0.14204035385613434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jonnynoxious,2018/03/19,"Apple Watch: 2 Years In. TL;DR Summary: Owned Pebble Watch (Original). Purchase Apple Watch in May of 2016. Appointments are never missed. Calls and texts are rarely missed. I feel like I have a better handle on things overall, and can tell the difference, comprehensively, when it's dead or charging.

LONG VERSION:

I just wanted to post a quick writeup about my experience with what I feel has revolutionized the way I'm able to handle the negatives of ADHD.

I originally purchased a Pebble Watch (original), but after experiencing display failures and a refusal by Pebble to honor their warranty (they went bankrupt for a reason), I purchased an Apple Watch.

I haven't forgotten a single appointment, and I rarely – if ever – miss texts or calls. I have set up a couple of different ""modular"" watch faces, including one with the sunrise/sunset times, which displays the time remaining until each occurs. Even though I always set up appts with reminders, I have another face set up with my calendar visible (long form), which further reduces my chances of missing something important. 

I enabled and use the ""Time Travel"" feature, which allows me to rotate the crown and advance the displayed time so that I can see, say, see if I have time to do something that will take 20 minutes when I need to be somewhere in 45 minutes.

I can use it to find my phone or silence calls!!!!!

My only real complaint is that there's never been a watch face that displays the time in analog AND digital. Workaround is setting up a complication to display the world clock in the nearest major city.

It makes such a difference for me that when people ask me if they should buy one, I tell them ""For me, it's vital... but if you can remember things and don't really miss anything, it's not necessary.""",7.62433638443936,8.145755121118015,7.656740764955868,70.35267571101669,63.006211180124225,10.25720823798627,36.202026806145795,10.064110947511567,3.8332894409937897,1407,62,227,28,19,454,178,322,0.06,0.875,0.065,-0.7188,1,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,4,5,12,9,0,0,22,0,21,3,3,8,3,45,39,23,1,7,11,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,1,5,1,4,3,6,5,0,2,2,13,31,4,33,33,6,44,0,5,9,0,14,13,0,8,23,161,47,0,0.11504248033756233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138258705223662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572455950180404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063207137257788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946701590632226,0.0,0.10754918952231428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174572503057247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524137048351395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729231635056562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605847192269123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598447327148733,0.10406250977162218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112533620691375,0.0,0.0,0.116337869396885,0.08218637093972897,0.0,0.0,0.10514674285827344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056203944872794565,0.0,0.0,0.20361794984601636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767917489448229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530254147232709,0.177455705960554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559115239990496,0.08749499030942197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975597066691413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017889548460556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309435286283427,0.07369915873530945,0.11828283008505758,0.0,0.0,0.13032070403120066,0.0,0.0,0.09148639783148499,0.0,0.0,0.18334792445779427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713064366184397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649762800051701,0.0,0.20110439703521385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285822415698413,0.0,0.1130286528290786,0.0,0.4024931725917159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987195319593684,0.0,0.0,0.06785503555098138,0.09131536610526796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664553183421073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408358552151267
adhd,FrustratedPacing,2018/03/19,"Problems with ""living in the moment"" As a rather de-habilitating side effect of ADHD/ADD, like many of you, I have a big problem with being unable to center myself and live truly ""within the moment"" even with medication and other crutches like coffee or dopamine enhancing substances. I feel a constant sense of anticipation or anxiousness over things that haven't occurred yet or even over the possibility of them occurring. Like the fear of never finding a long-term romantic partner or never fully establishing myself in a career. I recently spent eight consecutive days in psychiatric hold following a particularly nasty nervous breakdown. I really don't want this to have a grip on my life any more than it already has, but since that hold and being deprived of my medication led to me feeling constant restlessness and as a result, I've developed a more acute case of akathisia (restless leg syndrome).

I just want to know of methods other than just upping the medication dosages. I have a tendency to go manic on stimulants so I'm trying to see if I can switch off Adderall to something more controlled like Vyanse or see if I can make my current dosages work better.  It's just gotten worse since being in psychiatric hold because of how understimulated I was in there. Like my only form of entertainment was doing laps around the wing. I was a broken shell and I don't want to set a trend from here on out due to anxiety *on top of* of ADHD.

Anyone have any suggestions or methods? Rituals? Books to read? Thanks!",7.546481206200894,8.386321324909751,7.9322149076237025,67.21416011892124,63.18772563176895,10.416564026332557,35.427691654279045,10.328600350310266,3.9151165427904,1225,53,195,27,17,403,163,277,0.126,0.767,0.106,-0.5716,1,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,5,12,15,0,4,18,0,17,5,1,7,2,44,32,18,0,8,13,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,8,10,0,4,5,3,1,3,5,7,0,1,5,5,20,8,46,24,4,35,1,1,2,0,4,20,0,8,16,141,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903044275668931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332820116211951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426696141179578,0.0,0.09239517583118513,0.13644525871259353,0.0,0.08445109331871163,0.0,0.0,0.1075184179025178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362541585267794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681871501181893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610371721072651,0.13546329018989775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789210189410198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954604074561987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359093231348814,0.12213841625733166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038930585461004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864117065577931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637667186295677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853093838452182,0.29503122456019915,0.0,0.2132991501431437,0.10688511851164738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062054639967832,0.12245038099080954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650147145653268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630355699490853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185744592232932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615954353522913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311373107312604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081112412097042,0.0,0.07737376121888477,0.0,0.1192541384433462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248955850263727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998183469186712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929811436278489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119656023576327,0.0,0.0,0.08023982864406028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200063249195719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137147590955548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792814260947146,0.0,0.1230835485061025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bariannitz,2018/03/20,"I feel like I have gotten dumber from taking meds. I started taking adderall at 13 and was on it until I was 21. Took random day holidays, maybe some week holidays. I am now on vyvanse. I feel like being on these meds made me dumber. I also feel like some of my symptoms have gotten worse and some have gotten better. 

Anyone else feel this way... or just me?

Edit: I used “dumb” in the wrong context. Because of the brain fog it makes me FEEL dumber. I’m not actually sure if I am dumber. My grades are still awesome it just occurs when I talk to people. I’m thinking it may have something to do with anxiety. Thanks for the responses!",1.1614285714285728,3.636318952380954,3.0447301587301614,88.19471428571428,85.66666666666666,4.947301587301588,19.511111111111113,6.42735559955562,0.2989244444444443,492,14,94,5,15,164,79,126,0.16399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.158,0.1852,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,3,0,12,2,1,3,1,23,31,7,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,5,15,6,13,22,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,10,63,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.15151523446797055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416453812811805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187765096004694,0.0,0.0,0.10856417563041748,0.15908628219934245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464747303302992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731836121284616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332593578856126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013241389712146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970312119663382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925306337876633,0.3327618266443199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275623944291589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691451948044815,0.1036399034613283,0.0,0.15598352351283706,0.0,0.3449265306443678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764048499953817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952978712821785,0.0,0.0,0.1098966348168226,0.0,0.1239940044226428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633445120417876,0.16137871098184128,0.2334783603391765,0.12479529519265695,0.0,0.14294620022709575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099486880619992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725039799801872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340982162220813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324130987674105,0.12454338876225868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822724670718774,0.0,0.1697567739137042,0.0,0.0
adhd,LittleContext,2018/03/20,"Difference Between Normal Behaviours and ADHD I went to get a test for autism, and got a referral from an expert to get tested for ADHD instead. I've thought about this a lot, and wondered what really separates normal behaviours from those exemplified by ADHD?

Some examples:
- I often walk into a room and completely forget what I went in there to do
- I can stare into space for quite a long time, or until I get bored
- Everyday menial tasks are very stressful, especially hygiene (I haven't showered in sometimes a week or more!)
- I have important deadlines for university in a few days time, but right now I'm an expert in Indian tech support scams

But procrastinating, stress and forgetfulness/thinking too much are all fairly normal behaviours, right? I mean no offense, I'm genuinely concerned. What about these habits are different or more extreme compared to ""normal"" people? Thanks!",6.657500000000002,8.872568467948717,7.028717948717951,67.8246153846154,66.24358974358975,10.071794871794873,33.51282051282051,10.317481424215053,4.114882051282052,715,32,105,19,12,232,100,156,0.133,0.8109999999999999,0.056,-0.8994,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,24,20,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,1,8,2,21,16,7,21,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,7,8,74,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457115442696261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329324300444775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176630979711871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492821441316977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872093959719744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140213368763616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122013849980196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077886972636292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810683298820525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320210274519586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968924011812282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789726423880173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485223462058013,0.0,0.0,0.08122218782326471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654864841726196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539433296561167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904652601822961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387494862122446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672726979395907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123917905225972,0.0,0.10065371080188336,0.147859562319823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461150874033544,0.0,0.0,0.10169986832815768,0.0,0.0,0.23506329151625016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749372035566776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TOKEN_MARTIAN,2018/03/20,"Is it normal for Vyvanse to last 24 hours when you first take it wtf Yesterday I took 30 mg Vyvanse around 7 in the morning, felt high all day and ended up going to bed at 3am (granted, I was working on an assignment but I normally fall asleep, like, involuntarily at 10 or 11). Even so I had difficulty falling asleep and woke up 2 hours later at 5:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. Now it's freaking 6:15 and I STILL feel like I chugged a bunch of coffee. What the hell?

Btw this is my first time on stimulants in 3 years because I hated Concerta so much. 18 mg daily turned me into a neurotic jittery animal and had nigh on zero therapeutic effect. Anyway if I call my psych at this point he's probably just gonna tell me to try a second dose, but I think I'll skip today's because I'd rather not stay up for 48 hours. Has anyone else experienced this? How long did it take to build up some kind of tolerance?",3.7073260073260097,4.470193497354501,5.376296296296296,82.41179487179487,71.69841269841271,8.566707366707366,26.707773707773708,8.841846274778883,1.835301668701668,717,23,152,13,13,245,134,189,0.14400000000000002,0.81,0.046,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,12,6,2,0,6,0,8,4,3,3,1,25,20,13,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,3,0,4,7,3,14,3,24,11,4,40,1,0,0,0,4,17,1,3,20,89,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425789413696256,0.15277600250606918,0.0,0.13273533107677016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465277363531855,0.0,0.18178641649527544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225318447131786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961605847153842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455834717510188,0.0,0.13206304090996626,0.0,0.0,0.09848264582705417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539212088206164,0.10652085765139364,0.1431644729015815,0.0,0.0,0.2536577876832554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790136628101572,0.0,0.08473997934709743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721061651092385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575379381747486,0.0,0.0,0.4405160629370956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527022725120232,0.0,0.1215407220750058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456906380653353,0.0,0.0,0.13195350033597453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960955335906776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921830761151819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095270562825454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076073455419287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921298421990153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892641300432914,0.11907568690727455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242172616718451,0.0,0.1303246061647311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955406570119955,0.0,0.0,0.0869445007590155,0.0,0.14133439201653114,0.0,0.1656614769885478,0.10123271263341024,0.16218375207808672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085504358036164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960189259777519
adhd,diesltek710,2018/03/20,"ADHD meds Knee pains / inconsistent feeling / delay Hi I've been trying find if anyone else has had a similar experience as I've had after beginning to take ADHD meds. I originally was prescribed Vyvanse for my ADHD and before being prescribed I was feeling more sluggish (in parts due to my depression) but I also was experiencing joint pain primarily my knees. I was having these issues (knee pain) progressively since 2014-2015. (ADHD I had since I was a child but my parents never wanted me to be on meds.. Which lead to me having to do numerous years in summer school) But after being diagnosed with ADHD and being prescribed Vyvanse my knee pains went away and I felt tremendously better! 

Has anyone else noticed or had a similar experience where they had knee pain or join pains and after taking Vyvanse and having those pains go away? At least when they take it. If I ended up taking my meds later or I skip a day I can barely get up out of bed and move around... 

As for the inconsistency... It seems for me that the Vyvanse helps with my ADHD on some days and on others it feels as if I hadn't taken it at all... But I did and I don't have the knee pains either.

I also have a great delay when I take my meds and when they begin to work... So I would take them around 9am (40mg Vyvanse) and I wouldnt begin to feel it kicking in until 12pm... Then I would begin to be productive around 1-3pm at which point it seems to be less effective... Has anyone else experienced this? What have you done?

I have mentioned this to my Dr and he told me that this is really odd... And that he has never heard or seen this before.. And that what I was describing as not possible... He then changed me to ""Apensio 40mg"" which was horrible after the first 2 days... The first few days it seemed like it was working (but barely) then after the 3rd or 4th day of use I was beginning to fall asleep with that med. So he changed me back to Vyvanse. Now after speaking with him again I asked if I could try adderol and he wrote me a script for Adderol Xr. I stil have to go pick up the script for it. But before I do I want to know what your thoughts are... And if anyone as experienced similar...

Sorry about jumping around... I tried my best to organize this post :/ still working on my sentence / paragraph structure.. 

Thanks all! ",2.4729614106823377,4.638138984615388,3.9156452849476118,85.83598262202915,77.83516483516482,6.51827242524917,22.44952721696908,7.5712925761633665,0.9879016100178886,1798,54,355,26,43,593,202,455,0.092,0.8340000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8474,1,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,2,4,10,17,14,0,0,13,0,46,17,7,5,4,72,81,47,0,11,18,1,5,1,0,3,10,2,1,1,28,24,0,2,12,0,0,7,6,9,0,2,26,11,52,5,60,45,10,69,0,1,1,0,22,22,0,14,40,260,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040377212612669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961760003742968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671561327761674,0.17223433145063674,0.0,0.1995215708651908,0.05238239114587913,0.0,0.1052878870896933,0.043085178064872685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303741047089386,0.0,0.05880216628861605,0.04955578363393162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854893185000012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473702244934705,0.0,0.0,0.1806801433545229,0.0,0.048260311658261335,0.056871338437181125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057340228108885075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042273197616706,0.0,0.04962775389536396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096201684512844,0.0,0.0,0.11332592661819063,0.0,0.05379954284532161,0.0,0.051212267024796934,0.0953216446785384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029274426874226975,0.0,0.06368859616072353,0.0,0.0,0.061775518980209776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03755709352579961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848288940489816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030793742358885462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027374423157854773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734337718111928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595531882105133,0.0,0.0,0.08643072292762573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637928458919021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769763062754978,0.0,0.062216946523921575,0.06067723615939044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296838644336262,0.06316770313498092,0.053663203088091034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589555790370908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670741319797998,0.0,0.15302838714048592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270056061707854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272327839409432,0.0,0.0,0.04474725740098926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527747128493468,0.0,0.0,0.05158677184303546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044483178810375563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354101288065041,0.0,0.11412622594741074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048393689890438116,0.0,0.0,0.06609829472887979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194225997715098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237597157032833,0.0,0.0,0.07960710338037541,0.0,0.0,0.03608279496585051
adhd,Diogenes71,2018/03/20,"ADHD, mood, and vitamin D. Just a friendly reminder: If you’re in the northern hemisphere, be sure to take your vitamin D supplements this time of year. The days have been short long enough that your levels are likely low if you haven’t been supplementing. You’re also more likely to be covered up when you go outside. We know depression, anxiety, and executive functioning are impacted by vitamin D, which is created in your body by sun exposure on your skin. If you feel like things have gotten worse over that last few months but can’t explain why, this may be it. Also, as the days are warming up and getting longer, try to get outside more, but be smart. Put sunscreen on after 15-30 minutes so you don’t trade one problem for another. ",6.129777777777778,6.9925307714285765,6.40666666666667,76.83611111111112,66.28571428571428,9.936507936507935,34.12698412698413,9.994966539143718,3.4555317460317467,588,26,106,13,9,189,98,140,0.07400000000000001,0.805,0.12,0.5853,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,8,0,0,5,11,0,0,4,0,16,5,2,0,1,16,24,13,0,4,6,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,3,3,9,7,16,16,4,21,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,4,12,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400946079979248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195251544860773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948489168420148,0.15282979807103428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190857521002966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576808604283455,0.0,0.17206869556551074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642431424280894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101387505030138,0.14272160643790838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434816385421954,0.0,0.2087517578148041,0.0,0.11353857121121942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979288979305213,0.16284592036366535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29280465393497274,0.0,0.0,0.17679744566728972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946107608252896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353748980086079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116078414246426,0.0,0.20083229887194196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882886161884814,0.0,0.15020836520882033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327237780393629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649229167754722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563630344013122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026877780654196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035910824870683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865062923954096
adhd,NervousKaylee210,2018/03/20,"I've been diagnosed with OCD and social anxiety in the past. Don't know if there might be something more at play. Edit: I should add that I've been diagnosed with OCD and social anxiety in the past, and that my siblings have also been diagnosed with OCD, and that my father, while lacking a formal diagnosis, almost certainly suffers from it as well (he is basically incapacitated by it). I have tried meds in the past, and although I haven't tried all of them, the experience was so bad that I'm reluctant to try them again. However, I have started looking into therapy.

Like the title says, I have a tendency to put things off. Doing the things that I need to do are very stressful, but I'm not sure if it's because of OCD, or if I am simply lazy and undisciplined, or if it's because of some other disorder. For what it's worth, I don't think that I have an attention disorder. My memory is pretty good, I don't have issues paying attention to details, I am not particularly impulsive (I do have a tendency to overdo things, and I think I have a somewhat addictive personality, but I don't know if it's clinically significant), and I don't have issues with planning (although I feel I have a tendency to avoid it because it too is stressful).

It's not so much that I can't focus on my work, it is that it is so stressful and miserable that I don't want to do it. But the fact that I simply ""don't want to"" makes me feel like I am just lazy. Certainly, ""normal"" people have to fight themselves to stay motivated and productive every day, right? Or am I at least a little bit justified - surely if ""normal"" people experienced the stress that I feel when studying, or trying to fill out a form, they would put it off to the last minute as well, or just not do it, like I sometimes do? They too, would probably find it hard to stay motivated. But Is the stress that I am experiencing even an abnormal amount of stress, or am I just overreacting? I feel like I've been trying hard, but maybe I should try harder?

I don't even know what to think anymore.

Edit #2: Does anyone else seem to naturally avoid tasks that require cognitive effort? I sometimes feel like I am afraid to think about things deeply, or to grapple with topics that are tough to understand, because they kind of make me anxious, and I feel like it is OCD related, but I can't be sure (perhaps my uncertainty about this is also OCD related).",7.680848378776712,6.289304260593222,8.488478260869567,70.7558585114223,63.597457627118644,12.022254974207812,35.56411201179071,11.119845054232373,3.8164042741341193,1889,71,366,45,23,643,192,472,0.153,0.7390000000000001,0.109,-0.9491,1,2,1,0,1,0,68.0,0,0,5,6,19,30,1,10,19,0,57,5,0,4,7,91,81,41,0,16,26,1,8,6,0,5,5,1,0,1,38,19,0,3,20,1,2,3,15,14,2,0,5,12,46,16,45,69,10,26,0,2,1,0,12,12,0,18,15,267,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373368116525437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772810443590528,0.0,0.0,0.10817764106208956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348335213802616,0.07640990250788446,0.06707715405960388,0.047292957395898304,0.06930150505575597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647358541355998,0.16492213508878295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384145281528841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436198953926217,0.0,0.0,0.20594862728778052,0.0,0.0,0.1550343938237309,0.0,0.05918908681915061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056501549882803176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934643485539147,0.0,0.056986600872574365,0.0,0.0,0.0661613970410725,0.0,0.0,0.2051940367898342,0.19327788746870134,0.0,0.0,0.0618184624211151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056730219995993335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117789410760516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411896996945826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043292311847278,0.11151362254066174,0.05513270950407696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826242979606795,0.0677894614314991,0.0,0.0,0.05679755802040778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029567093287684,0.0,0.06794987470883387,0.0,0.07512881493252291,0.0,0.0,0.07175155298378054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972055094824741,0.050151548313203294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325386617953838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936998479496275,0.0937811546322044,0.05905751296928222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881055473631273,0.0729235002600088,0.0,0.0,0.1359865665411321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776113300705319,0.0,0.053787195805122714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061573656400379415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378936247978272,0.0,0.05206982042989665,0.13378829741391354,0.0,0.04787340610440187,0.1441828485317927,0.0,0.0,0.4648637426262644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123957584068027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734814069002678,0.0,0.17973852786945144,0.17335474724661742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755241359097665,0.0,0.0,0.07041189840770852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580712984895594,0.07978742567319977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162652853530995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924011920883968,0.0,0.0,0.09609394417924763,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lkittycat,2018/03/20,"Just diagnosed with inattentive ADHD, ideas on where to start? I just got my official diagnosis this morning and I'm honestly at a loss. I feel so alone and have a lot of upset feelings about everything.

 I'm 28 and on the verge of losing the best relationship in my life because my bf doesn't know how much longer he can deal with our issues even after going to couples counseling (before my diagnosis/start of my diagnosis journey) and I'm screwing up at work because I can think of 5 million other things my brain would rather have me think about or research then actually doing my job. I'm a manager so obviously this isn't going very well performance wise. I also have a young child and don't want this to start affecting that relationship too.

My psychologist suggested trying stimulants and that I schedule an appt with my primary to discuss this but I was on SSRI's and an SSNRI that left me with permanent partial vision loss in one eye and am petrified of trying a medication that messes with my brain but I am desperate for a lifeline right now. 

Does anyone have any positive experiences with inattentive that they could share? How did you go about seeking treatment? Did you start meds that didn't work out for you? How did you help your SO understand that you can't just flip a switch and change a behavior? Any reading resources you found particularly helpful? I feel like my world is falling out from underneath me right now.",6.310803608036077,7.467445715867164,6.914876998769988,72.30195059450595,66.01107011070111,10.597867978679787,33.50574005740057,10.62613485830676,3.7992630586305856,1163,50,203,31,18,382,155,271,0.085,0.809,0.106,0.8946,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,7,1,7,20,12,1,1,12,0,21,7,3,5,1,43,41,20,0,4,7,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,13,17,0,0,9,1,0,5,5,6,1,2,7,4,31,6,33,32,3,31,0,3,1,1,20,17,1,2,10,145,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.11752155789579245,0.0,0.14473253341169626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472836436011762,0.0,0.09630721298400273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379201433634538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842069188392814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468250835739299,0.0,0.10247640604187204,0.0,0.12638304864922187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688777015610771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739815866454265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615294200022967,0.13325265414179088,0.0,0.0,0.1241572497283412,0.0,0.12223313503747768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538843211322764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954237166292766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823402802170486,0.11780289704221915,0.0,0.0,0.1826779139399376,0.08603466710307826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320444364364891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532812279756946,0.0,0.09631825791355923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614423507765711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359499437564672,0.0,0.1256968292720405,0.1195074298070792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618475617943467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084671248197602,0.0,0.0850627277798869,0.05883563943414322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472950553270152,0.0,0.10238462609855972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337697274576242,0.12131978101829842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852934197569437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160596405107591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046182143959135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25859185066858803,0.0,0.20569181150898835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340961719830442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000783024571162,0.15433237775341685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352708611979688,0.0,0.0,0.12537107723890986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936672842227123,0.07103228099921105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828034215898552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534782978976549,0.0,0.0,0.08554947083040887,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JesusChristJerry,2018/03/20,"I will be going back on medication this week and wow is this stressful!  I’ll try and keep this short but I will also answer questions if they aren’t to(too?) probing!
 
 As an adolescent I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. It wasn’t until a little over a year ago (in my mid 20s) that I saw a new doctor and found I have ADHD (PI). It completely matches everything I go through and even the misdiagnosis! However I am also victim of “am I truly ill or trying to find some easy way out of life’s problems??”
 This thought is maddening. It isn’t until I can’t sleep from racing thoughts and unable to function or be happy that I think gee maybe I do need medication!

 DAE have these feelings and if so how do you handle them?? Like I am having a good day today off meds and doubting and worried I’ll just end up abusing the medication or that I truly don’t need it bla bla bla. 

 I hope this makes sense, please feel free to ask for clarification if you aren’t sure or whatever lol and mandatory, I don’t post often so forgive me if this is formatted atrociously 😓",2.336971830985913,4.4435628262910845,4.352232394366197,82.82806690140845,78.01408450704227,7.264694835680753,25.203990610328642,8.238735603445708,1.7291072300469486,834,31,164,16,20,285,136,213,0.124,0.664,0.212,0.9732,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,0,9,12,1,2,7,1,23,9,1,2,1,43,38,26,0,8,10,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,11,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,6,3,21,9,18,28,1,23,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,13,11,111,35,1,0.0,0.15955739114934145,0.0,0.0,0.1618425672182804,0.0,0.11937343476819152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153849756313201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589469072763895,0.0,0.0,0.10354997259129736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411949175337192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684853925394961,0.0,0.0,0.136683328255798,0.0,0.0,0.15433909820872815,0.13783653169904994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192742559377368,0.0,0.0,0.08894573548256897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210292706310938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618252404026232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123082440062595,0.0,0.0,0.14765450501017374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306777604333469,0.1129515945386842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335464249849922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375389279628616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969747978865596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511869870560907,0.06579108860662924,0.13497088081356354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989071444222392,0.0,0.13529026853075235,0.0,0.14958375699987592,0.4069859972362154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970651800610847,0.0,0.1300614265307377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147823015607653,0.0,0.0,0.12897296607585626,0.0,0.0,0.12885733800962065,0.0,0.0,0.15085693064938516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476342469814304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425964320417307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692127189372232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628864441094591,0.0,0.2138197938814428,0.0,0.0,0.12764778343758396,0.0,0.0,0.18285897996458336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689173786956918,0.10802107895702964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676003289308514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672059853403473
adhd,rebecca2006,2018/03/20,"Do the side effects of Strattera go away? I am a 23 year old woman, and I got diagnosed with ADHD when I was 13. Most of my life I have gone without any drugs. This is because when I fist tried Ritalin 10 years ago I got super suicidal after increasing my dose. So after that I have not taken any drugs for my ADHD, before now. First I tried Ritalin again, and the same thing happened, and now I am on Strattera. I have been on it for around two weeks now, and I have a lot of side effects. I am not suicidal, but I get irritated very easily, I get dizzy and nauseous. My libido is TOTALLY gone :( Also my mouth is super dry and I have a constant but not too bad headache. I am very unsure what I want to do, because since I have been living most my life without any meds, I know I can function. But at the same time I am now doing my masters degree and holy shit it is hard... So for people on this subreddit who have tried Strattera, what side effects did you get, did they go away, and if they did, how long did it take?",3.584055517941774,4.055600800947872,4.9959140148950585,86.08821090047395,71.79620853080569,7.9243060257278275,26.91976980365606,7.957251820313856,1.4641371699390655,783,25,170,10,14,263,108,211,0.118,0.805,0.078,-0.8689,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,7,13,4,1,0,6,0,27,10,2,4,1,31,41,18,2,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,12,1,31,2,19,29,7,33,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,4,18,128,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998644693843746,0.0,0.11058849439491218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976717272400806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545146777503841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110591168161114,0.0,0.0,0.2344243722803573,0.0,0.10416588668382687,0.15209996239399395,0.0,0.1061580019288199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481670562104342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662451666944907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28935425446849106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611722457428374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553927807512256,0.0,0.1418031987257565,0.0,0.19955722891355612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032114694463573,0.0,0.11175669734585984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685625281519343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623743002927336,0.0,0.0,0.11016166204195027,0.11040496218472523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060629246737179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857557591999994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309102318688904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648996743308462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806004173467192,0.1031992916439822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729252054402105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380083981483367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288221382465835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274611354778825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541030085982888,0.0,0.12186829441537547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587321033100686,0.0735842064976557,0.0,0.10007158215702916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405202894957517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067729714785722
adhd,ithinkimalergic2me,2018/03/20,"I got fired from my dream job. At my 90 day review I was told “it’s not a good fit” and was let go.  I’m so sick of feeling this way. So sick of giving it my all for a couple months and then just losing interest and slacking, barely doing the minimum.  The medication was supposed to help.  This job was supposed to be my dream job. 

Maybe I need to re-evaluate my dreams. Ugh.  Who else has been in my shoes?  How do you start over?",-0.4204495504495505,1.6867932087912116,1.9000999000999,96.17444555444557,89.43956043956044,5.067332667332668,17.063936063936065,6.574015621080383,-0.267953846153846,326,8,77,4,11,110,65,91,0.207,0.638,0.156,-0.8191,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,10,4,1,1,1,9,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,2,10,2,10,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356641734980267,0.0,0.1373578928915162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792188099377007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076917626450925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043148986018556,0.12104444914971207,0.17864195711115527,0.1703437938265418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275955105125013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340651115824802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177918902900552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382760611535478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139723520250968,0.0,0.0,0.21456027354033932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000282731515226,0.0,0.0,0.1579258945841925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507520852320243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351657287910752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690578103834786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DupeTheBarrel,2018/03/20,"Peer Pressure Honestly, I know that some to most people here, if not maybe all, have experienced (when playing a sport, game, etc.) peer pressure. I have recently and like baking soda and vinegar, peer pressure shouldn't be mixed with stress. My ADHD is what fuels everything that has to do with stress, I see it with friends who have ADHD compared to when they are on meds. I have never really tried it and don't feel as if I should. What I'm basically trying to say is peer pressure is a pain, and although I have therapy to help let it out, I still need help through the hurting. I don't know if it's just my friends with ADHD and I or everyone else also has the stress and pain from peer pressure.",4.156690647482012,5.336212187050361,4.85689928057554,84.99844244604319,71.01438848920864,7.8621582733812945,28.288489208633088,8.238735603445708,1.8176411510791368,550,20,111,8,10,177,79,139,0.188,0.688,0.124,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,6,16,0,8,4,0,18,4,0,0,2,27,24,15,0,6,6,0,1,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,9,11,2,0,3,3,0,0,5,11,0,0,0,4,12,5,14,20,4,7,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,6,6,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998430990372169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086771500233412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158131693036529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461656201819216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247330333570714,0.12459772223144118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009887862112706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142207334986994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585050881055856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841344948220986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238220395432656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176541368741455,0.0,0.06773088642745992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927919429005506,0.0,0.153994114876684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279735277500998,0.10692516596052047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295038436450717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611322841090088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881421689168326,0.0,0.13688701117909582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024946443183052,0.0,0.0,0.11047549666013244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107154438100762,0.0,0.4764235975789687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854314318169305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882504312745846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CtrlAltStacy,2018/03/20,"Bupropion making me sleepy So I finally got diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Bupropion. It’s been two weeks and I’m still super dizzy (almost fell down the stairs yay!) really bad headaches and the other common side effects. The only problem that’s driving me crazy is the sleepiness!!  I have sleep apnea and finally got a CPAP machine and this pretty much killed my progress. 

I talked to the pharmacist at my doctors office and she thought the sleepiness was strange. Ugh, this is making me more depressed and giving me anxiety. 

Will this go away?? Should I make an appointment to see if they can change my meds? I’m already on zoloft. ",3.6410256410256414,6.5920953247863245,3.754188034188037,84.17692307692309,78.65811965811966,6.676923076923077,27.803418803418804,7.882392219407189,2.153475213675214,511,22,86,9,13,157,85,117,0.197,0.705,0.097,-0.9098,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,2,7,1,0,8,1,8,4,1,4,0,17,19,9,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,5,1,13,2,7,12,2,14,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,5,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077441407095176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309433083858275,0.0,0.19075531991258388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223743481715558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240766997414927,0.0,0.1443308883163349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828629705835121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888407366305192,0.17544927188111484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692954534995148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787193841247437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582307315025868,0.09824032747068197,0.0,0.2765038827583049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124399016606725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461561976654398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200850305426026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707199717153153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146782727940404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586077487205434,0.0,0.1654036846982297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110738548995618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774704802761048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172984847831957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804622759762025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389383285385029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723153960687173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885911261866846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865787358758827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,probablyinjured,2018/03/20,"To those of you with accommodations for your ADHD, do you ever find that they are stigmatized more than your condition itself? I realized recently that growing up, I was bullied not for being ADHD, but instead for needing extra time or tutoring. 
A common theme seems to be the ""I have/don't ADHD and don't need x, so you don't either"" idea. Has anyone experienced this?",5.4704347826087,7.023253144927541,6.893449275362317,70.2193043478261,68.27536231884058,9.577971014492757,29.74202898550725,9.888512548439397,3.1883020289855075,293,11,48,7,5,100,55,69,0.045,0.935,0.021,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,9,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7913239944632552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346689005481595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853399893370927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006025357289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776841807088515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254861854644211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167119575823393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980813375586434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279816962476337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheMiyo,2018/03/20,"What do you do to get that sweet sweet dopamine hit? As requested in my other post, this is a place we can all list the things that give us that dopamine hit to help us get focused! For example:

* Exercising
* I start my day by playing a little phone game I have that has a lot of little goals, which I hit at least 3-5 of every morning. Hitting a goal and getting a 'yay you did it!'.
* I sit in front of my sun lamp or a bright window as I drink my coffee, initially to help with SAD, but I've found it helpful year round for kick starting the morning
* If I still have trouble getting going after breakfast, etc, I play another game I have that is, again, loaded with little goals. Accomplishing a variety of little goals gives me that sweet sweet dopamine hit (for me this is Minecraft or Prison Architect).
* Interestingly, I've noticed my son does this before school also (plays games with many goals, which is different than a game he would play on the weekend or in the afternoon after school)
* I used to take 20 minutes and check out the plants in my garden, do a little weeding or pruning

So people, what things do you do that give you that dopamine hit that help you focus?",4.154227621483376,5.506149517391304,4.564731457800511,86.43308184143223,71.21739130434783,7.324808184143222,27.44245524296675,7.724431198458867,1.486856777493606,919,32,185,11,17,290,127,230,0.043,0.7879999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.979,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,3,5,0,6,4,13,0,0,14,1,16,3,0,1,1,18,35,12,0,2,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,21,7,2,0,1,12,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,6,25,11,27,26,4,27,0,1,2,0,23,13,0,6,10,119,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162044740387176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013513947800597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748941827915532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388725234428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969977537225646,0.0,0.0,0.10025973135584727,0.0,0.0,0.11223358601482232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277742450798865,0.0,0.0,0.0965289650746666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561852813156155,0.0,0.0,0.23942940552644856,0.3297138479537243,0.06511196095781274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071716011663467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741390480179402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740210478301692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615455200095127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043708109436544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942742382894663,0.0,0.11969977537225646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972502441489722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318990272511279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218445301520498,0.0,0.0914946113589862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614130957151883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522285398112962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562377663817306,0.09895046324459307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138622798635542,0.0,0.0,0.07377840551348495
adhd,curlysass,2018/03/20,"My husband has ADHD detected when he was an adult and I dont know how to help him My husband had ADHD, detected when he was already an adult. I have very difficult to follow his reasoning when we are talking, he jumps a lot of subjects. I see him a lot nervous and he dont arrive to put his brain off, to dont think about nothing, not about the 1000 important and not so important things passing through his mind. How can I help him? How can I try be a good wife to him, even when I dont understand? We dont arrive to watch a movie cause he changes in continue what he d like to watch.  He has pain in his feet for how much he turn around in the house. Please help",2.215686653771761,3.408721078014185,3.63604126370084,91.82454545454547,75.80851063829788,7.3967762733720175,25.58413926499033,8.00094639256281,1.23883829787234,516,18,120,8,11,170,77,141,0.058,0.8029999999999999,0.139,0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,8,0,15,3,2,6,0,20,21,12,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,3,3,18,2,17,17,3,14,0,0,3,0,27,5,0,2,6,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916503894356943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389995777841626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801691422895522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354537997130874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464797599552722,0.12835995374382625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7110385911306172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014287847136119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177290530173014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439917448007368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000823923734768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668441938873257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059279820331947786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206315161974908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225172090489942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919769610558917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164274813207936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291126281253456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319314198527207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197862056480227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475609908995135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669100669617432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752722143547407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061185104350907,0.07774875664320273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238081864852664,0.13198135187847312,0.0,0.12631756882432105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011689962916208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Anal-logically,2018/03/20,"Feeling like a badass in your head but unable to reciprocate in reality? Does anyone ever have thoughts in their head where you feel like you can do ANYTHING, but specifically a few things. Dancing in public, working out at the gym, going to dance class, singing classes, etc. You know you can do it, it builds up in your body, in your head. 


You feel your blood rushing, YOU CAN DO IT. YOU WILL DO IT. Aaand then nothing happens. I have ambition.. how do I release it? I tried/am trying to do something by just doing it.. but I can't do other things above, specifically going to the gym. 

Advice please! 🙌🏼☺️",1.1391876750700265,3.6926478487394983,2.675428571428572,90.0112380952381,87.31932773109243,4.854005602240896,22.219047619047622,6.42735559955562,0.5343104761904764,470,17,94,5,15,153,73,119,0.011,0.902,0.086,0.8202,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,11,1,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,15,5,5,1,1,12,23,5,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,3,16,2,14,21,2,17,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,4,68,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009761595808232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886812527596156,0.0,0.15166470315537375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047177860650893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128377405811384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554525925037395,0.0,0.1667115573723323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795656297993113,0.263330529394531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948595528005348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297750024654722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674405482188619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128746625878972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008113009719942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768425772312912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230806533819687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188455346712384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488389394322646,0.0,0.0,0.1463150668836958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512884517434966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134173927794128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blu_topaz,2018/03/20,"Looking for some tips - recently diagnosed - meds to be prescribed tomorrow hi there!

i'm 36 in toronto, canada and recently received my adhd diagnoses which has come to no surprise to anyone around me.  my psychiatrist will be prescribing meds to me tomorrow (he wanted to do more research prior to starting, i'm on meds for other health conditions too) 

what are your tips on going through the process? i'm getting really anxious thinking about it!
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adhd,Luxtaposition,2018/03/20,"Any WAHP (Work at Home Parents) out there? Hello to all of you out there who struggle. 

So, I'm a WAHP (IT Contractor) with two kiddos (5 & 7). I was diagnosed after my wife and I switched roles. I've been a WAHP for four years now. I'm on meds, I see a Pych, I work the tools, etc...  My youngest is in 1/2 day pre-school 5 days a week. 

First off, for those in a similar situation...what works for you?  How do you manage the work / kid / domestic balance????  I find myself failing in all areas. I'm behind on all of my work projects. I think I'm not spending enough quality time with my kids. Also, keeping up on the domestic activities tends to be hassle. Being ""hyper focused"" I notice I'm working on domestic chores when I notice my kids wanting my attention. I feel I am rigid and can't flex between doing chores and hanging with my kids. So, if I spend time playing with my kids (having fun) I then notice stuff doesn't get done. It just becomes a ""no-win"" for me as well as my clients, kids, home... It is very demoralizing! 

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adhd,Inthevibez,2018/03/20,"Hit a wall...advice? I would feel bad rambling, but since this is an ADHD sub, I think you'll all get it. Long story short, I'm a student at a top 50 school with a 3.8 gpa, and because my mother was so helpful and concerned about treating my ADHD since i was young, I've done well and had a successful academic career. However, lately I've had an unusually difficult time motivating myself to do work. I'm graduating from college in the fall and constantly feel like doing work isn't worth the effort because my GPA is solid, and I'm applying to law school so it feels like thats where I'm devoting all of my energy with LSAT's and such. For example, I have a finance midterm tomorrow, and even with taking my adderall, I find myself bullshitting on the internet while in the library for hours. Not sure how i should try to direct myself back. Really don't want to lose all of the progress I've made, but my ADHD is just so hard to work around sometimes.

TL;DR: have become a try hard in school with adderall, now that I'm almost done, motivation is totally lacking and its so hard to get myself to study. ",5.7430839160839176,5.809901154545457,6.7790909090909075,76.60171328671329,67.0,10.041958041958042,31.46853146853147,9.851270322608157,2.9271748251748257,874,32,168,18,13,294,128,220,0.081,0.731,0.188,0.982,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,10,14,10,0,0,14,0,19,0,0,4,5,37,34,16,0,4,4,1,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,7,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,7,6,17,7,23,23,5,20,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,12,107,23,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327018724630742,0.11727665912205065,0.0,0.0,0.12017706140960123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068382390642128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228364701136434,0.10020699086135648,0.14631929921443326,0.1325464491159463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969290444511353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456327492663037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926836339046432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204862343011968,0.17147658822657294,0.0,0.0,0.10969096531647488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254051159799538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32252792270535297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044310636221877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818998519311293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538144345817896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726592379567327,0.0,0.0,0.10620894602734557,0.0,0.13426538812849215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356050428996975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688428233658888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36438286697646705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985542638552244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869728651134495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131121289611818,0.0,0.0902358746932454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690036609993371,0.0,0.0,0.06998134770943426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296376655272982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078758836308748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079073370690386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621156850289625,0.0,0.0,0.08525476924907148,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kaileyhjartist,2018/03/20,"Thought Organization and Speech Anyone else have difficulties with organizing thoughts into speech or writing? I constantly find myself forgetting words, or forgetting what I want to say right as I am saying it, even when I'm presenting and write notes for myself. I feel like it has been getting progressively worse and I'm only 25. It's a huge problem because a big part of my goal career is being able to talk about my work in front of others. Does anyone have any usefully tips for how I can better manage this issue?",7.095704467353954,7.88882064948454,7.3809793814433,70.93923539518903,64.15463917525773,10.178006872852237,31.630584192439862,10.125756701596842,3.235592439862544,421,15,71,9,6,137,75,97,0.081,0.797,0.123,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,16,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,9,2,11,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,45,15,4,0.2056423390376288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984384232186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875798097553006,0.21070487803136206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535766117415514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187393753135844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222263127203236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995899669109694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178778681733914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582482547526353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397894547836094,0.1469109280977642,0.0,0.0,0.1879533723553027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743963457262083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463717439828364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046645945801694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640026543681393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226906134781048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677194585448896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561743392748394,0.0,0.3270700837636733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652875225250898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326514093447406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760895472993615,0.0,0.0,0.12129317957367798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149710072007831,0.0,0.20956711199587036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShattingBracks,2018/03/20,"(Possibly) Unpopular Opinion on Medication I always see posts of people being all ""WOO"" about how fantastic medication is, but does anyone else feel really ""meh"" about it besides me?

I finally worked out my optimal dose recently (Methylphenidate Hydrochloride 20mg, short release) and it works finally how it should; I have practically no ADHD symptoms while I'm taking it (though I'm still a bit chatty) and I feel super chill too! Like normally I'm a bit of a selfish prick, but when I'm taking my meds I'm more inclined to help others, even if it doesn't benefit me (from what I can work out, this is most likely due to how ADHD brains are pretty heavily driven by short term rewards/wants as opposed to other people).

However, I also get a bit depressed, and I feel like I have no energy! I don't even feel like moving because normally I move automatically; it's like I have to re-teach my brain how to function without the ADHD making a row in my head! But when I take my tablets, I miss the rowdiness! I LIKE having the ADHD thoughts running around, and I like being super hyperactive!

The obvious answer here would be ""don't take them then"", however Maths is the reason I have to take them.
My only A-Level academic subject is Maths (my others are Art and Graphics Design), and in Maths I'm a fucking wreck! Don't get me wrong, I love the subject, but when my brain isn't co-operating, I'm shit at it. When I take my meds, Maths is simple to do because my brain is actually co-operating with me for once, but the moment I leave the lesson, I'm waiting for the tablets to wear off so I can continue my insane ADHD ways!

TL;DR: Medication works great, but ADHD feels more fun in comparison!

Does anyone else feel pretty divided about medication like this?",6.270176470588236,6.427807429411768,7.559999999999999,71.14000000000001,65.88235294117646,10.564705882352943,32.588235294117645,10.355215969177356,3.4059588235294123,1386,53,250,32,20,476,170,340,0.084,0.7020000000000001,0.214,0.9951,2,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,2,8,20,21,3,0,15,0,26,16,8,6,2,43,56,27,0,5,8,0,6,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,13,10,0,2,10,1,0,4,8,7,0,0,2,7,37,14,29,49,8,31,0,2,1,2,4,11,3,3,22,157,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.06592435328701954,0.0,0.4871309827198757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402405181247977,0.05621152831462669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447265278247162,0.1384370397822269,0.0,0.06013865400114755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236232444694701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212590938553896,0.0,0.0,0.30165680077916784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058185391628952386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823642156204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286778407756147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923944686716913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494832696126744,0.09652322332322508,0.0,0.1480073398088546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245390513022232,0.07058984635042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448009847922278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933135944436629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045280979756577286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071531444611393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26403336030405183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097141181559827,0.0,0.04509377314042658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007770369831808,0.272219948331386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436014588268104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323799532267641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194432664592514,0.0,0.051378947584223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366885628383148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615859531195332,0.06469942651541248,0.1374563149213573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043277737391269375,0.06945823190061362,0.06670283575556038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383293013165083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934467661944084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394985251307221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702159567856505,0.3047596494026682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637286556274123,0.05363146426219464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362235474470933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651210224109331,0.0,0.1967246262923568,0.0,0.0,0.047989438189224055,0.07386125610172535,0.0,0.0
adhd,aaaqpw,2018/03/20,"Oppressed hyperactivity Usually i'm pretty self reserved IRL, i used to pretty shy and socially anxious, but it's a looot better nowdays. I think because of my shyness, my hyperactivity and impulsivity feels opressed. I sometimes have urge to do the stupidest things, but i can't do them, because i used to be pretty shy and i have a self image or something of beeing just reserved and i cant do these things because i think they will make me look stupid or something and i am just left with frustration. Like for example, when i am smoking a cig with a friend, he sometimes talks about something really long and I feel annoyed and just want to run away or something, but i don't want to be a dick. 

I guess i can control my impulsivity but it just makes me frustrated and annoyed. I also don't often talk much, because i often know that if i feel hyperactive i most often wont be able to speak anything that makes sense, because i would lose my thought and i would forgot what ijust said.",5.9006250000000025,6.481879479166665,6.629166666666666,76.0325,66.70833333333334,8.9,34.22916666666667,8.841846274778883,2.8703041666666675,788,35,147,12,12,260,102,192,0.211,0.6779999999999999,0.111,-0.97,0,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,10,9,5,0,6,0,19,1,1,6,0,46,38,19,0,5,12,0,3,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,2,7,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,6,28,3,13,28,2,6,0,1,1,1,11,2,1,9,4,102,36,0,0.11738251515222375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938707549580987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326088305174453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659580833180104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028473698162684,0.0,0.0,0.3577764586584006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381529566322836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165447198107488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805637983274353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068944002668954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293100742619481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451036050968695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753644616949508,0.0,0.0,0.05734716768351406,0.0,0.0,0.10387983209738226,0.09857174918598847,0.13132100917079598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350612210628326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628965484218222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582606530572732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751982449575975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165765223526224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449111269581663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965669186899175,0.0,0.36146717982002297,0.2321886178973798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869523861742005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559674544620428,0.1504279520226398,0.0,0.09318860527668768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276160947520167,0.12928025676334626,0.0,0.1384704974257603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677034179050032,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,swifty_esq,2018/03/20,"Help with emotional brittleness & frustration on Ritalin? So my son (11yo) has recently started taking 20mg of Ritalin. Without going into all kinds of backstory, it has been extremely helpful and he’s quite happy with it for the most part. The issues are these:

1) Sometimes when the medication peaks, like about 2.5-3 hrs after taking it, it’s like he gets extremely emotionally brittle - like some minor frustration will just send him careening down a slope into black despair. This will last for .5-1 hr. It doesn’t always happen, and he’s always had issues with frustration, so I hesitate to ascribe it all to the medication, but it does seem to happen with some regularity.

2) Sometimes the medication seems to put him into like a fugue state, the opposite of 1). Like he’ll be just completely devoid of affect, not happy or sad. This is very unusual for him and I don’t recall ever having seen this before the medication. This can last for like 6-8 hrs.

So in any case I’m making an appeal here, do any of you suffer from either of these things? Anything to be done about it? Any help would be much appreciated, the internet and the doc has been pretty unhelpful up to this point.
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adhd,orthogonius,2018/03/20,"[xpost from IAmA] I am the CEO of Brain.fm, and we’re making music that could eventually replace ADHD meds, AMA! [started 30 minutes ago, lasting ~4 hours] https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/85svjd/i_am_the_ceo_of_brainfm_and_were_making_music/

(I'm quoting the title of the AMA - I'm not affiliated with brain.fm)


Also, he clarified in a comment:  
>We do not believe we will replace ADHD meds for absolutely everyone at all times (for example, people who need around-the-clock help with their condition), but we can be a preliminary step for people who just need a little help.",10.842014652014656,13.069143769230768,8.608516483516485,60.35731684981687,56.362637362637365,10.022710622710623,36.04578754578755,10.125756701596842,3.982844688644689,477,19,64,9,6,141,67,91,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,12,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,10,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346610475949233,0.0,0.16030078830053815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446150119113134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098296726972405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374099027225487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037470383490443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443833584404605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727971785061232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424220030583001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808768362904745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740601409599755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124584112073627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070987497317673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017375257836777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817618448610714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507387415927998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799711892496485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544731087366543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MrHassanSan,2018/03/20,"How did you tell your parents they have ADHD? **TL;DR:** I definitely have ADHD. Half-sister almost certainly has ADHD. I think my mom has it too, and I want to break the news gently.

Huh. I had a longer post, but on second thought everything else is extraneous information. 
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adhd,SexyBatman1939,2018/03/20,Does taking meds 7 days a week help? I usually only take them on school days and I've heard that it helps to take them on weekends also. I don't need them on weekends cause there's nothing important to do. I usually get pretty sad and stuff when I'm on my meds. It was worse when I was on Concerta but it's a little better now that I'm on Vyvnese. I haven't taken it that much though cause I'm scared it'll turn out like Concerta.,-0.12110251450676655,2.0044008936170243,2.1788974854932306,94.66136363636365,87.93617021276596,5.545841392649903,18.11992263056093,6.980632752743323,0.11145957446808508,340,9,78,5,11,115,56,94,0.103,0.758,0.138,0.4879,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,7,17,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,9,2,9,12,1,18,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,11,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137656065356576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529441564154896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375265177013276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118970898787415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437646186065782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583076351595997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023003398899635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026007308502411,0.1646541041936059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649613807403339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207664525358242,0.12181330382418153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763337519557455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494415352340946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671342419591503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447532257574948,0.1662625400903317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880640219172696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705597157307264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140660512879418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869205554790998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618676658467204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177741659895226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674177811753653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,goli74,2018/03/20,"Don‘t give up on yourself and start using ADHD to your advantage! I just wanted to counter all the posts here saying how people with ADHD struggle a lot and how it prevents us from achieving our goals.

I personally have been diagnosed at 19 and have been on medication most of the time ever since.
Even though I also struggle with forgetting little tasks and with due dates, I started to use the benefits that come with the diagnosis to better myself.
We can all  use our unique way of thinking, our creativity and our empathy to succeed where others struggle! Creativity can enable you to memorise facts, study material and skills more efficiently. Hyperfocus (which I know a lot of you out there have too) allows us to figure out every aspect of a problem or task as long as we can motivate ourselves! Additionally empathy can makes us sincere and warm people. These traits will surely add up to your advantage if used properly.

I acknowledge that motivating myself to do something is hard. Or to do only one thing at a time and not everything simultaneously. This requires a lot of training, discipline and also inspiration.

So how do we get inspired? By all the good examples there are of people with ADHD that don‘t let themselves be hindered by this diagnosis. Famous examples are Michael Phelps, Stephen Hawking (who is said to have had ADHD as a young adult), Justin Timberlake, Jim Carrey, Katherin Ellison, Ed Hallowell and many more.

And if you need an ordinary example, take me. I am about to finish Medschool at 26, have successfully submitted my masters thesis and am currently working on my dissertation. Plus, I have recieved job offers to work as a Neurosurgeon.

So please remember: Everything is possible with ADHD. It might not be easy to achieve all of your goals but nothing is. You have advantages that come with your diagnosis. Believe in yourself and try to motivate yourself as much as possible.

(Sorry for grammar and/or spelling mistakes, as I‘m not a native English speaker)",7.180854700854702,9.045344886039887,7.568790883190883,65.80491282051285,64.52706552706553,10.744205128205133,37.40182336182336,10.793553405168565,4.738072045584046,1609,82,241,45,25,526,205,351,0.036000000000000004,0.847,0.117,0.97,3,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,10,8,0,19,17,18,0,3,14,0,32,2,0,12,7,78,50,34,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,13,30,0,3,10,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,4,5,31,13,53,41,11,28,0,0,0,0,25,13,0,9,11,192,44,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201788992827698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384539574126223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097530491535898,0.0,0.07656079111620764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491382751555996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786289597904459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717617506254327,0.07830410635198218,0.07293577797442417,0.0,0.15560028207651355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522727957488603,0.0830422108391488,0.0,0.07260764226524205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754633409179253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859036207378867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047574533254089515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851982991101985,0.0,0.0,0.08676209902445882,0.0,0.07660838487802354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078652609195376,0.0,0.0,0.057783627259486874,0.0877645648527052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087206364268927,0.0,0.0918330845780228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363613567400334,0.06418775882114057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306262741071245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865951428383893,0.06583751479269964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004236174046276,0.07558628849053264,0.0,0.09502371949369733,0.0,0.1951808233215583,0.08290651425479252,0.0,0.0,0.08283218612066262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806265763452816,0.0,0.08234430326183624,0.06884093648402384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716084757148297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664290910305554,0.0,0.09690380139536107,0.12254403895111148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714934411466685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158764241573198,0.0,0.06508702775871067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057510753235877066,0.055468141468307454,0.08505087635665501,0.0,0.10095492366955218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877278429083343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123855294906181,0.29906169664583404,0.0,0.0,0.05105900224742148,0.06871223992934095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260424853231949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ubenla,2018/03/20,"ADHD in Japan TLDR: Opinions on strattera since i can no longer have stimulants?

Hey guys, So i live in Japan. I'm from America where i was on vyvanse to control my attention. It worked beautifully. I went from a low c average in high school to graduating with a 4.0 on the deans list in college. But after college i moved to japan as an English teacher where all stimulants are banned. Now I've decided i want to go to graduate school but in Japan, without any medication Im not confident i could stick to a rigorous study schedule Japanese school requires. So my question is since non stimulant drugs like strattera are prescribed here is it something I should check out? I've never tried non stimulants before and I've not heard good things. ",4.0730439560439535,6.567169271428575,4.877142857142856,79.27708791208791,74.14285714285714,8.593406593406593,32.1978021978022,9.265573868473778,3.3256153846153835,598,30,105,15,13,193,93,140,0.109,0.8420000000000001,0.05,-0.7882,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,5,2,24,14,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,3,3,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,3,1,10,2,21,9,1,20,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,2,5,62,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148459958880811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156927543894967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211953381946494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050500594186427,0.14273276432497525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073156686197767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159873062953202,0.1499432333094462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700974390597005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888796134701488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931015546058971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733766520885784,0.0,0.1578565946054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009129363926307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900035074367394,0.0,0.0,0.13787792895731812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002625641638083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427723214680149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957596761458958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376253649933383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187664000815129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137264111914095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544278326191613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572096098303238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232725582358382,0.0,0.13014620220470574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gorckat,2018/03/20,"Binary modes: contentment and no progress or hate everything and try to change it I really struggle with either being fine and doing little, or hating  everything, being moody and putting in (sloppy) effort to change it.

I hate my job. I do. It's a bad fit for me, even though my new boss knows I have ADHD and has been supportive in making changes around the space to help me. I've got my resume ready to go, and I had picked a half dozen jobs to apply for weeks ago but haven't sent the resume.

And then a major success at work has sapped my drive. Maybe it's not so bad, maybe things are turning around, maybe...

I think I have too modes, and maybe it's related to the procrastinating...either the world is on fire and I have to rally to save it, or things are okay and I can bumble along.

I know I've battled this for years, but this is a new perspective on what or how I've battled...maybe something I can pull from it.

I want to be content, to not have to struggle all the time; but to be content is to let my guard down and get whacked.",4.607237269772483,4.670581525821599,5.148356807511739,87.33419284940416,69.4225352112676,8.243986998916576,25.77428674611773,7.882392219407189,1.1672776453593352,807,20,178,9,13,259,116,213,0.128,0.757,0.115,-0.612,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,7,14,4,2,9,1,23,0,0,4,1,36,37,22,0,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,1,3,0,0,5,4,9,0,2,4,1,19,5,27,28,3,24,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,4,7,121,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134225959463522,0.0,0.09687671746383493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457797559223214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250088725510685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34683484699877426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218332037350303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964410001027588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709817432881582,0.0,0.06211056807305247,0.0,0.08740714569405438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236961498571904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325306427459727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690183263164764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012303277522055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175380715631457,0.0,0.0,0.10953472111958253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295021176656323,0.0,0.548969590491855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110097226286734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986405797856964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001232958792826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413480707910301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850191267205114,0.0,0.0,0.12401808658779033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521143190168948,0.0700269757770594,0.10737435040703718,0.0,0.06372638245344775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419899482725746,0.11887334704825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446056094423003,0.0,0.08766378856887193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956255458505684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037752527428273
adhd,ridingstone,2018/03/20,"TIL that in my country (Swiss), I have the right to have 30min more during exams I am 29, I got back to school, to become an agronomic engineer. I got diagnosed with adhd 3 years ago. Before that I was a cg artist in 3d. 

And it has been so hard, I have so much trouble studying! Working at home is such a pain for me, following a class (I m in class right now).

And recently I had some exams, and that was catastrophic, for a part of it. But I managed to pass almost every where.

But I talk with one of my teacher, and he explained to me that I could have 30min more. I gave my school a official word from my doctor and now I have those 30min.

Still im not sure how it is going to help me, a lot of my exams are knowledge to know by heart, i know it or not. Maybe for the exercises.

The main problem is the work outside the school. But still, it is interesting to know that my country (Switzerland) worked on that.

I wonder how it is elsewhere ?",1.6960633484162884,3.33001117948718,3.4671191553544496,90.63542986425341,78.23076923076924,6.434389140271492,22.7526395173454,7.285733465282438,0.6993951734539974,720,22,161,9,17,241,106,195,0.08800000000000001,0.883,0.029,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,0,12,0,18,5,1,2,1,28,28,14,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,13,7,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,7,1,24,2,24,20,7,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,9,121,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145811661226756,0.0,0.12646576639683735,0.0,0.14286048145801905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097021851600385,0.0,0.0,0.15756459106381596,0.12139918484777565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390806167396005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448040922597796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602581095745748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020317569962898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810809944673633,0.0,0.22820780798823376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278016891101991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906118743093407,0.09562674249219973,0.0,0.14310672267331895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410493796158675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521830321359424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129045728077903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332826670356122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487672593209273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096674911788666,0.0,0.15180784151918916,0.0,0.0,0.15449455462698464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651313660269468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086653894386955,0.0,0.0,0.2436738290455891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331601322309627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278682432002957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344620430271644,0.0,0.0,0.1146704020392946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471637229631546,0.31159001993989865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187292781929307
adhd,Ssobolibats,2018/03/20,"The drugs changed my life but took away my interest in sex and erection Hi,

I'm 27/M, was diagnosed about a year ago, got prescribed methylfenidate and take about 46mg a day.

It changed my life. I went from a chaotic and distracted slob to an orderly and ambitious person. I hardly recognize my room, car and frankly: myself. I've lost some weight and that was very welcome. I exercise often, I study a lot, I'm more focused at my job. People don't know, but they notice.

I never want to go back to the person I used to be. But I'm having some issues with side effects like 'lack of interest in sex' and 'difficulties maintaining an erection'. 

Have you guys gone through similar problems? What did you do about it? ",2.8578085224128387,5.078347575539571,3.860575539568345,86.42835085777534,76.84172661870504,7.442390702822357,27.95849474266741,8.384062270229773,2.095703486441616,559,24,110,11,13,180,94,139,0.136,0.708,0.156,0.7232,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,3,5,7,0,1,8,0,8,8,0,2,1,22,21,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,3,4,8,1,0,2,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,8,2,15,4,15,12,5,17,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,4,6,68,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802687407703425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749188494531198,0.13707973227997958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771750882776252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497032989885365,0.0,0.0,0.1809417576419139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673827139403592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131576684973267,0.0,0.1425799548914705,0.0,0.0,0.17651675205571174,0.0,0.0,0.15969619294818724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860690655731373,0.17690689512242733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797332047923517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518367784576459,0.08709442008450229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460433422007015,0.1515600020902961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749392356978105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296321447420185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235909690900328,0.3113194879524039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705816907010378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403793570790076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980661277931851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539692848485669,0.0,0.14709260697878518,0.10514911336742552,0.0,0.0,0.2170865856662676,0.0,0.16525940965044014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148009616296522
adhd,MarshmellowGaZ,2018/03/20,"If you are considering meds or are looking to get some. I see a lot of posts about people being lost and wrong meds etcetc, I don't know if this will help any of you or if you may already be doing it. But if you are seeing a psychiatrist, the ones who have been the most helpful to myself are psychiatrists who deal with ADHD/ADD in children. 

Since they deal with it so often, they have a better grasp and idea for how to approach things, as being an adult isn't that different, maybe slightly higher dosing but that's it. If you can find one near you, I'd suggest talking to them. Word of caution, I don't have a clue in reality, please research as much as possible first. 

This is more so just if you haven't thought of it before. :) ",4.164563758389259,4.864710590604028,5.030395973154358,85.53566107382551,70.61073825503355,7.570738255033557,26.309395973154363,7.554174236665415,1.2197699328859055,574,17,121,6,10,187,96,149,0.025,0.887,0.08800000000000001,0.8441,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,3,3,6,3,0,0,7,0,20,1,0,1,0,27,27,18,0,6,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,3,3,14,1,18,19,5,6,0,1,3,0,20,3,0,13,1,95,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993596648902334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835856795738644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313252769634285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156263834629684,0.0,0.0,0.14713453187056486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430258440988344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381390011616066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520527450516284,0.14150826138188494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691778795662528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230191904604994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780354878304814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142874018472934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970299924965932,0.0,0.18160483920722087,0.14143585198225067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713396889443433,0.0,0.3695835223188593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229592845030182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546371446990535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533513967719852,0.0,0.0,0.1826165884712918,0.0,0.18754925759544197,0.15932974288867885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651395036639748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376171719055778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371625743013016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052416820041204,0.0,0.0,0.13207361906991955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818917968510796,0.0,0.0
adhd,amelialaloca,2018/03/20,"Lost in life...what career choice should I make? Hello, I am an infp w/ADD with a BA in law. College was real struggles for me (It's not possible to change majors here...how I regret choosing the worst major for me) and I had depression, so I never had a real job. I think it is really hard to live in my country...Japanese people are so uptight and I was pretty useless in doing internships. I have suffered from depression, and I think I am getting better, and I believe maybe it is better to migrate to another country for I am too old to get a decent job as a 25 year old female. However, I cannot decide what career should I aim for. I don't have to be rich, but I need enough private time to rest and not hate the job..

My option is: 
1) Go to a medschool/pharmacy school in Hungary
I love helping people, and liked biology, anatomy, and physiology in high school. But after having depression I am not very confident if I can get through this..Besides I am so squeamish I fainted when I heard about stories of someone getting a injury. To overcome, I am looking at injury/surgery pictures everyday, but I am not really sure if I can handle it in real situation. 

2) Work in IT related jobs 
I have started studying python, but I am not very sure how competent I would be able to become with my bad math skills, especially statistics. Maybe I should keep learning to see if there is a subspecialty using programming that suits me. 

3)Become a sushi chef 
Among Japanese people it is said this is the easiest job to get out of the country. I always loved cooking, but I am not sure if I could keep up with the high speed and male dominated environment. 

4)Go to design school 
I am not sure about what subspecialty I should choose in this field. I have always loved drawing and making stuff as a child. 

5)Become a civil servant in my country
It takes the least effort and would be the most realistic choice to become financially independent ASAP although I will not be  good at this job. However, personally I think it involves high risk regarding that where my country is sure to decline (I am from Japan) and AI is going to be introduced. And definitely it would not match my personality, but itis still working for a corporation as a non specialized officeworker.

I would appreciate if you could give me some advice and opinion, and other options.",5.283502922710543,6.495389559284117,6.611624449736599,73.34297899978354,68.39597315436242,9.347160280002887,32.763873854369635,9.618343705623,3.269227091000939,1851,82,325,40,31,628,223,447,0.124,0.768,0.108,-0.1292,8,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,0,8,11,27,1,3,20,0,50,5,0,5,6,80,78,34,0,17,20,0,1,1,0,9,1,2,0,4,18,18,1,3,7,1,1,2,12,13,0,0,7,5,50,14,50,55,8,32,0,7,2,3,14,19,0,10,12,239,68,18,0.06961402060144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802601524933742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584888360664665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299637035888941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812479942262577,0.0,0.30753286583388234,0.0,0.07843116252125718,0.0,0.1231358881972032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364240330660543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116226181168996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987536181280994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192989228198472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185226275757035,0.06678011185919752,0.11868975649061117,0.05838893766565768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236048887175421,0.06872943310872927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666081060857457,0.2206531045211345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144870429640614,0.12375228016320786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917044148197626,0.034009894125864595,0.0,0.06147045557905875,0.0,0.05845824456611285,0.0,0.07599192688621688,0.0,0.1884881145168987,0.0,0.09293579862639076,0.0,0.1398732809089604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161791419992134,0.0536906242560774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460964085650145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447847899872393,0.12156855530247306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847934852933362,0.0,0.07082248564383586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377079876793153,0.089193048332322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621887504229015,0.0,0.0,0.2113593160915497,0.05547336146172328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824907586915356,0.0,0.0,0.058983733749571235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927316208310239,0.0,0.05559384677641248,0.0,0.0,0.07277568915697241,0.07969139858014991,0.0,0.0,0.3280519528438554,0.0,0.05234107992053003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381756053136404,0.0,0.0,0.0405924952338284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012416261861804,0.0,0.11487771513243167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135967219367556,0.0,0.0,0.19780721164577011,0.0,0.0,0.044829146882013234
adhd,xsiddy2000x,2018/03/20,"Adult ADHD and Medication, is it good ? I've had ADHD all my life but I managed to cope fine, I guess I was just lucky. It got me into a lot of trouble and causes some hell at school but I got through without a diagnosis. The Doctors  wanted to diagnose me as a kid but I probably also have oppositional defence disorder and refused because I was a cool kid or some bullshit.

I'm now 17 (My doctor said even though I'm not 18 it's an Adult ADHD diagnosis and will be treated as such) and my untreated and undiagnosed ADHD got very bad very quickly and has now ruined my college course, job, friendships but most of all my relationship with my girlfriend.

I basically became unfunctionable, everyone thought when I couldn't hear them I was choosing to ignore them, when I forgot something I didn't care about them, when  I was struggling to manage my emotions I was being silly, when I didn't shut up or said something impulsively I was being a cunt and so on and so forth.

So as things in my life kept getting worse I went to my GP (Like a family Doc for those of you in the US) and explained all my symptoms and that I thought it was ADHD at that point my memory was the worst bit it was unreal. I told him if it was ADHD I wanted to try everything but medication first and only medication as a last resort as I'm well aware of the side effects and he assured me this is standard protocol. But we agreed it was adhd, referred me to a specialist in ADHD who also agreed it's 99.99% ADHD and just wanted a follow up appointment with my mum to make sure she agrees with everything I said. However the specialist said they only offer medication and they only treat ADHD for children in my area so if I don't go on medication now i can never have it. 

Now right now I feel I need medication, I've got about a month's worth of college work I just can't get done, I try but nothing comes to mind, I get distracted, trying to take makes me feel like my head will pop so I just give up. After a huge fuck up my appointment is next Wednesday which seems a year away but hopefully it comes round quickly. I will hopefully get to start medication after that. However I'm not sure if I want to be on it long term or if I can learn to manage like before. 

What are peoples experiences with medication? Do you find its worth it? Is it effective? Does it work long term? 
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adhd,bootsmadeofconcrete,2018/03/20,ADHD + depression = one angry person I’m so sick of living this way. Even with treatment I’m still so behind on where and who I should be. ,-1.3170000000000002,0.6314413000000023,1.696666666666669,93.585,102.66666666666666,3.733333333333334,12.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-0.8691333333333335,109,2,23,1,5,38,26,30,0.338,0.662,0.0,-0.905,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495130781986724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548455690080439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721148849824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36379388317507855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791744457374669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597329512922747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32901499116791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270177350060083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Andlop25,2018/03/20,General advice dealing with my ADHD I’m a smart person but I struggle getting good grades and doing my homework. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid but they never gave me meds or anything until last year when I asked for them from my psychiatrist cause I thought I needed them. I tried concerta but it made me feel really off and my chest hurt. I just assumed ADHD meds weren’t the solution to my problem but I find myself still struggling with school work and stuff that should take little time can take me hours. Should I look into another psychiatrist and try a different medication or should I just reevaluate my study habits. I take demanding classes and do extra curriculars so I get home around six everyday so it’s hard to finish work early and I often find myself going to bed at midnight on good nights. I feel like wasted potential because I know I’m intelligent but my grades are never where they should be and it really takes a toll on me emotionally. Any advice is really helpful.,3.806349206349207,6.331838656084662,5.112407407407408,77.11083333333335,75.13756613756614,8.22116402116402,25.843915343915334,8.998388855275968,2.445626455026455,802,29,137,19,18,266,119,189,0.118,0.762,0.12,0.1083,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,9,8,0,2,5,0,12,3,1,2,2,40,30,19,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,4,2,0,3,2,5,12,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,4,32,4,16,20,1,22,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,4,14,96,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012019505500509,0.2174782564536992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567254586469864,0.11668420746763045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157193734167893,0.09906060646768457,0.10402948237901133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783375804891714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431269061171127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472226179732535,0.0,0.11294436489822116,0.0,0.11626134937748325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517225957630715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253053963669277,0.07949669974682155,0.0,0.0,0.2034113187085562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627584797291675,0.0,0.06324159270998818,0.18666864894507604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996828223858189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745869921872861,0.0,0.1116204497591626,0.0,0.10958596579450924,0.0,0.11912491246716315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115522808392267,0.09070605046599728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543645872065098,0.11152933285844824,0.0,0.0,0.0934451110871586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052935028157784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472085315602369,0.1121004186999026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251088896526887,0.17164820412196838,0.0,0.0,0.10442643700010272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716325934229428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647758135312058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386173254458907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126188154643387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886639046968177,0.0,0.0,0.232662900098781,0.12738616508730907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346674580393409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883419402014148,0.06488683084111767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110029600234248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202275484314635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716590900295456
adhd,iwasnotarobot,2018/03/20,"""Take Your Pills"" was no more about ADHD than ""Bigger Stronger Faster*"" was about working out. ""Bigger Stronger Faster*"" is a documentary about a drug people use to enhance their performance. ""Take Your Pills"" is a documentary about a drug people use to enhance their performance. 

""Bigger Stronger Faster*"" is a documentary about steroid use, not working out. 

""Take Your Pills"" was not about ADHD. It offered very little insight into ADHD brains or the people who live their lives with the disorder every day. It was about the drugs.

I hope Netflix can produce a doc that does a better job examining the (executive function) disorder we all know and live with some day, without strictly focusing on pharmaceuticals as ""Take your Pills"" did.

Sorry if this isn't quite relevant. I just watched the Netflix documentary, thought of the comparison to the other doc, and needed to rant a bit. 

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adhd,LICKYOBABY,2018/03/20,"Tips on dealing with social/general anxiety Recently had a conversation with one of my parents about anxiety that made me realize it's not as common as I thought. I have gotten to the point where I come off confident to others, but I'm never comfortable in public. I also tend to obsess over issues or situations which can really effect my mood and cause anxiety for hours. Any tips for staying out of your own head would be much appreciated.",9.203674698795185,8.063746445783135,10.131415662650603,59.38338855421688,60.44578313253014,14.083132530120485,38.8222891566265,13.023866798666859,5.450906024096386,357,15,58,12,4,124,69,83,0.127,0.797,0.077,-0.3078,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,3,1,15,11,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,8,1,17,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705114267785232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142053966201569,0.0,0.4794062447581881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458999301544268,0.0,0.17994226923755358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153588479640047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438382405658132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057168937988856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180293491035314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976589993018198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355991809268366,0.0,0.16111066377031305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155086749654355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319502420597521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747079764399295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382179309352546,0.0,0.20625600189146565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480376187404675,0.0,0.21293945185259447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265145889028345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658371982091207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483911372254044,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Icarium1,2018/03/20,"ADHD Meds and Recovery Hello, I'm in recovery and concerned by the prospect that I may need take meds for ADHD. Are there other recovering addicts active in a 12 step fellowship that can share their experience.  Did the effect feel like a high or like medicine? Was it triggering? ",4.449411764705887,7.239001392156869,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,74.29411764705883,8.785882352941178,29.807843137254906,9.3871,3.2776949019607846,225,10,37,6,5,73,41,51,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.229,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,8,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658889516321531,0.5862451069611674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385827510543325,0.0,0.0,0.12332407311691433,0.17424348703529488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769563157060965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383161886283307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418398084588743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085008632405908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183383791628232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ComiendoBizcocho,2018/03/20,I’m never going to get this whole adulting thing right. That is all.,-0.9295238095238112,0.5384898571428565,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,114.71428571428572,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.737590476190476,54,1,11,0,3,17,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750557674531829,0.0,0.2992016849769024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060415756135834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495974717266243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497593602089795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587778375524478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Zeezprahh,2018/03/20,"When you take your dexamp, but then get distracted before eating breakfast get into wired hyperfocus This is a killer for me, if I have a day without work or major commitments, then my routine can go out the window. Instead of having a shower first, because I don't immediately need to be clean I check the PC first, (and without eating i get wired as fuck) and get totally lost into exploring new psytrance songs and news and youtube and other kinds of things which make you feel satisfied in a way because they arent as obviously unproductive as something like video games, but also achieve fuck all. I have had days where I know Im wasting time, Im literally telling myself I need to go get ready for the girlfriend, or the the event later on in the day, or do the assignment, but the hyperfocus just says ""Just finish looking at the tabs you've opened, just check those new songs/articles/posts and then get off"" But then theres related songs/articles/posts on the same page and I open even more tabs. I feel compelled to this, as if the simpler part of my mind craves the dopamine from hearing a new song or reading some cool news and like I need that to get through the day.

Now obviously the first step is to always eat the breakfast, even with it sometimes I get stuck. And I feel fucking useless afterwards, especially when I end up an hour or two hours late to something (The worst was I was meant to go hang with my GF, who is amazing, but I turned up 3 hrs later than we said).
Even the psytrance itself can be a huge time consumer, some times Ive just danced for an hour in my room and missed lunch because the dexamp gives me energy and I have 1500watt PA speaker
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I feel like I have no self control. Would really appreciate some ideas to put in place to stop these stupid binges from happening. How am I ever gonna run a family if I still do shit like this at age 25?
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adhd,T-r-n-i-o,2018/03/20,"Sandoz So far from what I've been able to tell, Sandoz produces pretty great adderall compared to other companies? What is your experience with this? Is Sandoz really that much better?",5.981458333333332,8.987190062500002,6.270000000000002,69.10833333333336,70.25,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.7053416666666665,150,5,20,3,3,48,27,32,0.0,0.718,0.282,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,6,1,0.3862086787716354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415701914581317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777861954738625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257964317821368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839078166372746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929130708370567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741516905952354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375634080829923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Argon847,2018/03/20,"How do you handle insomnia from IR Amphetamine Salts? For the past few months, I've been trying to find ADHD medication that works for me. Started on Vyvanse 10mg, which (surprise, surprise!) did nothing for me. Last month, I was moved to 30mg Vyvanse and 10mg IR Adderall, or the 10mg Amphetamine salt tablets. Neither are strong enough to make much of an impact, but the IR Adderall is slightly more effective. (Not sure if because I just notice the difference faster because its processed more quickly). 

My work schedule is all over the place, so I dont take my medication at consistent times because I dont want to have it wear off mid shift. However, taking it 2 or later leaves me awake till 1 to 3 am. I only feel the effects however for the first 2 or 3 hours though, so if I take it earlier in the day I'm a mess halfway through my shift. 

How do you handle the insomnia? I've heard guanfacine and atomoxetine can help bring you back down and sleep, but I wanted to ask others' experiences before I see my doctor this week and drop who knows how much on my copays. Are there over the counter medications that work effectively? Any advice or anecdotes would be greatly appreciated.

TL;DR: Can't take my meds too early or they wear off too fast; taking them too late I cant sleep. Advice?

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adhd,fivethirtysevenam,2018/03/20,"Study tools I've just discovered www.naturalreaders.com/online/ - an online text to speech reader that comes in free and premium versions.

I find text to speech readers really useful when you have huge blocks of text that seem overwhelming. I find when reading long paragraphs my mind wanders 1000x, but if it is being read to me at the same time I am more likely to take it in. I like the English UK Peter voice best.

As some people have mentioned, using a Pomodoro timer is also really useful. Basically setting the timer for 25 minutes of dedicated focus time, then taking a short break (usually 5 or 10 minutes.) 

I also find classical music playing in the background helps when studying. It satisfies the need to multitask, and is useful when you're in a place where you're likely to be distracted by the environment around you. Doesn't necessarily have to be classical, but I find I can't listen to music that has words and concentrate on something else at the same time - has to have no lyrics at all.

What works for you? Do you have tips or tools for study or getting projects done?

I'm currently waiting for Strattera to kick in, so thought I'd work on other things in the meantime.",6.327606060606063,7.679053518181821,6.489090909090908,74.66196969696972,66.0909090909091,9.13939393939394,31.484848484848484,9.3871,2.904130303030303,954,37,164,18,15,305,134,220,0.032,0.8079999999999999,0.16,0.9846,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,3,10,8,0,2,12,0,18,0,0,4,1,31,32,18,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,5,0,2,6,3,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,4,13,7,30,27,7,30,0,1,0,0,7,16,0,6,14,108,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406125140888446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914466891724107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404552821771312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529004446448468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696328600556518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180491972007817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489303974319123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992510900043776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970914681999287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616023890349668,0.0,0.0,0.11844288918756578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351387642667342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923957563333888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278678626213337,0.0,0.13983277988481418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677495012615075,0.0,0.17148078149110896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184157293022126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303544071054524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012598393412801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891637362484707,0.0,0.0,0.10625284451733984,0.2341269729711164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623740789270872,0.1474042344582008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487209064426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cunt_Bag,2018/03/20,"Feeling overwhelmed with my shitty organisational skills. Forgive the incoming whinge-fest. I'm just feeling awful and need to vent. 

I'm in university, and forgot I was supposed to meet with a classmate to discuss an assignment. I could have been there in half an hour, but the three buses that are meant to come within a ten minute window were all 10-15 minutes early, which I see as I'm walking to the bus stop and too far to even try to run for them. The next bus is half an hour away. So I've had to tell her I'll be even later. I feel like such an asshole. We're meant to be discussing ideas for a short play. I've got vague ideas but I'm nowhere near a concrete idea yet. Because God forbid I actually try to capture the lighting that is the million ideas running around my mind for the assignment. We're meant to have an ""elevator pitch"" for Thursday.

I just wish I could get my shit together. If I put half as much effort into my work as I do into procrastination I'd be the best student ever. Ugh.",3.253970588235294,4.735104642156863,4.537401960784315,85.24080882352943,73.65686274509805,6.8647058823529425,26.965686274509807,7.413659706084162,1.3414568627450978,793,29,163,9,16,262,125,204,0.098,0.7879999999999999,0.114,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,11,8,1,1,17,1,15,1,1,0,2,35,32,10,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,3,11,1,0,5,0,4,0,6,9,5,15,4,28,18,3,24,0,1,1,0,7,10,1,1,10,103,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.13900217723036468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268029707544974,0.0,0.0,0.13382830547638225,0.0,0.0,0.08683090427929564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948337344906745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270058131320435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274556009032521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881622919433688,0.12884632544630106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606782810068267,0.10176010477347217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441970867992798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139233328483631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28055200773028954,0.0,0.0,0.6431956320133547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958963211956717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382512393413446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471075693452504,0.10561843111473053,0.0,0.0,0.15148795576859106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431928653633615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350728709329555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621396416998705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908731846544937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244999887372858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341660724872786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380048396738764,0.0,0.0,0.10369897468092296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Inkspent,2018/03/20,"Limited med supply, using them as a last resort Due to a number of reasons I have a dwindling amount of ritalin and no way to get any more in the near future. Because of this, I have started taking them only as a last resort like when I desperately need to focus on work and even then, this is the first and only med I've tried, not for a particularly long period of time and I find that it doesn't always help (side effects outweigh the benefits). I'd like to keep taking them long term because my life is wildly disorganized and ADHD problems persist outside anything academic. Unfortunately, this led to me hoarding the meds and thinking I could go without them for whatever pressing matter I had to attend to. However, I can't focus enough to read or write at all and today is my last chance to hand in an essay in an attempt to get a passing grade. I'm going to take the ritalin and hope for a miracle. I find that one of the side effects for me is heightened anxiety so I hope the deadline won't just cause me to be sick with fear and give up. ",5.958142857142858,5.775904671428571,7.193095238095237,74.66107142857145,66.57142857142857,9.666666666666668,33.214285714285715,9.2995712137729,2.949999999999999,831,33,156,14,12,284,126,210,0.113,0.784,0.103,-0.3089,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,7,4,7,0,1,16,0,12,5,1,6,1,33,28,15,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,6,1,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,2,18,5,32,24,5,30,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,17,106,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404487353788174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665424386168193,0.0,0.0,0.0871653371228774,0.0,0.09805570859332237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547945358748684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627206197654492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167396577893206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233958766262892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244198879698418,0.0,0.08466026466119106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442357229643542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343044755166831,0.10902801837974832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393527827026402,0.12295987865579418,0.1456928582424079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859149146456711,0.0,0.0,0.2546190641330364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393036735494873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134461796259617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905358099852138,0.1252424513343117,0.0,0.0,0.22686673713116925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271301053811587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504225569237902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685663213277947,0.19497006999464372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226488968835266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821254221412767,0.0,0.0,0.13178818341079826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072494582668336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891213861386427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213119418769342,0.0,0.0,0.07474153830127206,0.0,0.12149761953857904,0.0,0.0,0.08702435004605087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070451267667804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174161548088884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355887863184915,0.0,0.09331500537018712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,msmonk,2018/03/21,"How to avoid falling into the black hole of the internet? Not sure if this is solely an ADHD thing or just a symptom of living in the modern world, but I have a really hard time disconnecting from technology/limiting my time on various spaces on the internet. I've deleted apps (Instagram and FB) from my phone with varying success, trying tracking apps, tried Stayfocusd for my laptop computer, and no matter what I try it seems like the internet is a black hole in my life that expands to fill space in whatever way it can. Like if I delete Instagram and set limits on Reddit and Facebook and whatever else, I just end up spending way too much time on the New York Times/reading/""researching"" different things etc. Instead of doing things I actually enjoy/would be beneficial/impact me positively.

Have you found a way to curb internet impulses? I feel like I almost use it as a reward, like just a few minutes of Reddit browsing before I do work ... and then I've spent like two hours on Reddit etc. and have major regrets. Would love to hear what works/doesn't work for you.",6.406142365097589,7.384656288557219,7.053930348258708,72.02810562571756,65.71641791044776,10.363719862227327,32.3769613471106,10.389873798559362,3.5505174894756983,858,34,146,21,13,283,126,201,0.058,0.758,0.184,0.9854,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,5,6,11,0,1,13,0,10,3,0,2,1,30,17,14,0,4,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,2,5,15,9,24,13,6,27,0,1,2,1,5,13,0,5,13,98,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.1351778939175905,0.0,0.16647702258421865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871018805053964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787237161429825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447264395857351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571770204800975,0.0,0.12268974312970285,0.0,0.30897821660329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004109462638915,0.09896044020457552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188267702209216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240888743249944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612482802500252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641667452618725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784247756795697,0.3383752720949492,0.0,0.12231782936687233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502188686676902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182991284710463,0.0,0.0,0.1337858105815295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874100544604434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261056031228313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055573580324645,0.14397782737994158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760844099545061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423206006274581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28214287866770205,0.0,0.13531627033600038,0.0,0.0,0.11963888984931473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298579335196434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016919343004154,0.0,0.0,0.19680469693693614,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,127Sachi,2018/03/21,"Gaming with ADHD Am I the only one who usually can’t beat a game, not because it’s hard because the game can’t keep my attention for very long ",11.390645161290324,4.8674454838709735,11.725806451612904,66.20870967741936,61.903225806451616,14.980645161290324,43.903225806451616,11.20814326018867,4.698522580645161,114,4,24,2,1,40,26,31,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.0762,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187243591368287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247782967346082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31210934440792465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096852167897229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083342760229918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360934628417721,0.2649835587981892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837273662112258,0.2874769666318604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jabbitz,2018/03/21,"Husband is mad at me again This post is nothing groundbreaking or profound, I guess I just wanted to vent to an audience that understands.  My husband is pissed at me again because of things being messy. It’s basically the only thing we ever fight about.  I just don’t see these things the way he does, my brain is always in 50 other places.  I have the same problem at work; everyone knows I work my arse off, but it’s kind of a joke about how much I suck at hole punching documents because I never get them even and the files are all over the place, or if something in the sink still has bits of food on it everyone knows it was me because apparently I also suck at not realising I didn’t do a very good job of washing my dishes. 

I don’t know how to make my brain notice these things.  I can’t just change the channel. 

Anyway, I would like to dedicate this post to anyone who has to stuff to get off their chest, seeing as that’s all it really was for me.  

Rant away! ",4.8512121212121215,4.915760131313132,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,68.8989898989899,8.822222222222223,27.61111111111111,8.59863814320734,1.7409717171717172,758,22,161,11,12,249,120,198,0.108,0.8420000000000001,0.05,-0.8516,2,0,1,0,1,0,16.0,1,0,2,2,14,10,5,0,10,0,17,7,4,3,4,26,30,9,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,18,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,24,4,27,25,5,22,0,0,2,0,8,14,3,4,6,119,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344726027494304,0.10763592150028714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044987161621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153576367830955,0.0,0.0,0.23656565533495694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412250426884196,0.0,0.0,0.2888118211886933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684323395495354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132017450094433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543950312078838,0.11701139384914168,0.0,0.2472135425423328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641977524043166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516805872922824,0.0,0.0,0.10849905351535576,0.0,0.0,0.14250202754115462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836750034595992,0.0,0.0,0.1347060789683847,0.2132747325955189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319761020389518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863472311004883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950927515974356,0.0,0.0997685888342388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241221471376048,0.14727453379476144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838231648833903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703024088760946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477777282463409,0.0,0.0,0.12377779410421574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286981842022965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061625867686317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995858333311122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330518070148426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480835525518863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437578799351773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346658682796457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673360280372476,0.07629848931116763,0.10267807581492573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883478093164354,0.0,0.0,0.09189195804936204,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cryptosepalum,2018/03/21,"Starting over with a diagnosis I know this post is a bit long for this subreddit ... but that's fine, I think I just needed to write it for myself.

I'm in my mid 30s, and I've dealt with what I assumed was depression and anxiety for my entire life. Work has always been difficult for me, and I've mostly coped with post-rationalization and self medication, either through obsessively researching productivity tips - or, you know, like, literal medication.

Maybe two years back, compulsively watching youtube videos about productivity led me to the *How to ADHD* episode on Bullet Journaling, which led me to watch the entire backlog of content there. I was floored, as I never considered the possibility of being ADHD before, but I related to very specific comments. That led me to the ADHD reddit (here), where I learned about RSD, which changed everything. I dug in and read (okay, skimmed) ADHD books and learned about the different types of ADHD - I absolutely had no idea there were different kinds before. My model of ADHD came primarily from pop culture, and it was so far from my symptoms that I never considered I might have it. When I learned about the combination of ADHD-PI and RSD (two things I didn't know existed before), it lined up so perfectly with my experience, it was difficult to see anything else.

Of course, it took months to act on that information. I was convinced I had ADHD, but RSD is a hell of a drug and I didn't want to talk to anyone about it, least of all anyone close to me. Almost a year later, my wife pressured me to see a doctor. I got an appointment and a neuropsychologoical evaluation, which diagnosed me as ADHD-PI, with possible comorbid anxiety and depression. The process of taking that evaluation, scheduling the appointments for that and the followup appointments with a prescriber, was genuinely one of the most challenging things I've done in my life to date, though I can't imagine many people who don't struggle with mental health believing me.

But I did it. And I was proud I did it, but at no point did I feel more pride than I felt fear and shame. We talked and we discussed options and I decided to try stimulant medication, expecting it to help me get a little more done at work but that I would likely still need to follow up with antidepressents and therapy.

The medication helped in ways I hadn't dared hope for. I knew the first few days I'd feel euphoric and then later I wouldn't. That happened - I don't know that I liked the feeling. I expected and hoped to be able to pay more attention at work, and I did ... but it didn't end there. I found myself just more generally interested in the work I'm doing. I discovered that I've always enjoyed it, when I'm not overwhelmed by fear of not getting things done on time. I started taking time out of my own work to help out coworkers, realizing for the first time that I actually have quite a bit help to offer, and that helping other people learn or finish their work is actually pretty fun and rewarding in and of itself. With the extra time I had from getting more done, I didn't just go home earlier, I took on extra work, I did a better job than they asked me to, and I tried to always leave things in better shape for whoever comes next.

About a month in I started getting feedback. ""You're a brand new person"", ""I don't know what changed, but keep doing it"". I'm a private person who is pretty successful at hiding the things that challenge me, and nobody knew what I'd gone through, or the steps I'd taken. I knew I was _feeling_ better, but I began to realize that the medication was making a real, measurable, positive impact.

With all of these unexpected positive changes happening in my life. I started feeling a sort of hope that I genuinely cannot remember feeling ever before. If these problems are solvable, what else is solvable? What other shortcomings have I lived with that I don't have to live with anymore?

In Februrary, my wife told me she wanted a divorce. This didn't come entirely as a surprise, but I was hoping my suspicious were just RSD acting up. As we talked over the next few days it became so clear to me that every problem our relationship had, had some root in my mental illness. I don't want to imply that I don't feel responsible for it, or that she had any obligation to handle it differently. I'm just _so sure_ that everything was improving. Knowing that change never happens overnight, it was so clear to me that these problems were solvable, and that they were already on their way to being solved.

She didn't feel the same.

She was glad I saw a doctor and saw some improvement, but I'm not sure she ever fully bought my diagnosis. I can hide my ADHD symptoms from her, but not the anxiety, and when I said I wanted to get tested for ADHD, she was confused. I'm sure her model is the same mine was 3 years ago, one that didn't line up at all to the symptoms I had. When I came back from the doctor with a stimulant prescription, I'm not completely sure she didn't think I was looking for a quick fix - she just kept asking me why the doctor didn't prescribe antidepressents. By the time things started turning around for me, things were so strained that it was difficult to have a conversation about how well I thought things were going.

I don't know that it would have mattered anyway. I was seeing improvements, but the damage to our relationship had happened long ago. I know how useless this sort of thinking is, but it's impossible for me not to agonize over how things change if I make that appointment 2 months earlier ... 2 years earlier ... and I can never forgive myself for being a teenager who refused to take an ADHD test because I thought it didn't make any sense given my symptoms, and I didn't want that label.

Me and my wife work together. Without getting into detail, we mutually decided that it didn't make sense to continue working or living together, and it made more sense for her to keep the job and the house. I'm left with very few people to talk to, as we haven't told anyone at work yet, and most of our closest friends have a closer relationship with her than me ... apparently 3 decades of hiding your feelings and not paying attention during conversations will do that. For the first time in my career I felt, well, good at my job, but now I have to find something else.

I'm basically starting over from scratch, which is challenging and terrifying for anyone, no matter how neurotypical. I'm not always successful, but I'm trying to stay positive by reminding myself how much better this is going to be with medication and a diagnosis than without.

tl;dr: diagnosis changed life dramatically for the better, lost marriage anyway. <3 reddit.",6.4818996567736695,7.063509260629925,7.047716535433075,73.53407227942664,65.44881889763779,10.292348071875633,33.211185140318996,10.214889679676881,3.4073274782959837,5331,215,957,120,78,1753,448,1270,0.103,0.762,0.135,0.9951,7,0,2,0,1,1,165.0,8,2,4,29,48,60,1,9,59,1,99,22,0,17,16,226,206,83,0,21,40,3,12,3,1,5,22,1,1,3,85,67,0,4,45,3,3,17,41,21,2,7,81,21,139,39,159,115,27,125,1,6,8,0,65,47,1,23,60,689,224,36,0.03305281600891035,0.0,0.06450956099733271,0.0,0.476676740485309,0.0,0.05859865419819945,0.0,0.03309762076354324,0.0,0.03647460437616931,0.0,0.11001036290119202,0.0,0.0,0.04495409663083082,0.0,0.07585594133184183,0.0,0.032779511924234166,0.09244518987872526,0.0,0.02719965129289108,0.029424013851861244,0.06179984233229036,0.0,0.0,0.05083115056455868,0.0,0.02014868985388512,0.0,0.1125020478746097,0.03723920500184622,0.0,0.146162648756394,0.0721702289548751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560723228707636,0.0,0.0,0.2097929801425587,0.05694414859066861,0.03465524872920204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263266386900535,0.0,0.056936683991417485,0.03354791249273288,0.0,0.103599473388095,0.0,0.13532383101142045,0.0,0.13529802587889056,0.0,0.0,0.03833077299575975,0.0,0.08283415959219048,0.0,0.029274984388341332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979632877897573,0.027848423043772108,0.0,0.05941147954185829,0.03233199639484876,0.0,0.07438721447972851,0.1504124721009482,0.0,0.06347177348454691,0.0,0.030209675029893936,0.08434412523642078,0.0,0.0362407067229794,0.02553652365742899,0.0,0.10361239295990304,0.0,0.056354031120922764,0.02772313388804011,0.02643535639453104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691398415231295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035133597798114244,0.0,0.0,0.11077302923656683,0.0,0.03315466941882685,0.13131561685985918,0.0,0.03813851191825763,0.0,0.037312606071467684,0.0,0.0,0.09839945926699947,0.0587577231077581,0.0,0.03441942156891623,0.14531970618145434,0.0,0.0,0.034998159703559566,0.035911981304915505,0.0,0.0933847257399671,0.04844380901918536,0.0331276049272559,0.08755872627458633,0.05850140411284635,0.02775604088305492,0.0,0.03608105315325599,0.0,0.0,0.031275373691287994,0.08825204538108099,0.033510367588425016,0.033205996281375195,0.0,0.0,0.19978340877822476,0.06661892886337839,0.035063814492251925,0.0,0.0,0.07914732718816073,0.0,0.024297622872302183,0.049016488519792206,0.10196947739017727,0.03192261566653875,0.07030408960299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044794887082478835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874398264876863,0.05772088806486949,0.0,0.0,0.03124559474270156,0.07452416754636543,0.06331092218860268,0.0672531931658238,0.0,0.09488124312066308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035155738377018124,0.03306176057033591,0.03762134080046387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064590641674667,0.03744239727669112,0.0,0.031440797043179584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901644498976054,0.0,0.03448129564861262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02544567257814588,0.0,0.0,0.14036971975810267,0.035229904048390825,0.02639602156077881,0.0,0.0,0.034553979828268036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460755169755199,0.13741812612189475,0.07455481249498347,0.10626640595817673,0.0,0.0,0.03779877568766738,0.0,0.19762940043174346,0.0635367296528828,0.0324742239104413,0.052480487751398776,0.11564017691100555,0.0,0.0,0.06316676428765175,0.07344578951344312,0.06732207727867517,0.035951972462647606,0.06457559695739469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454406955654728,0.0974770362549444,0.052471573731851004,0.0,0.0,0.0594369021512709,0.0,0.029825025411384064,0.0,0.0,0.06372347028019945,0.0,0.2406284371162547,0.0,0.0,0.046959544322219895,0.0,0.0,0.08513971932239092
adhd,5Chiroptera,2018/03/21,"Bizarre situation: Husband on ADHD meds, changed jobs and states and he just met with an ""I don't believe in adult ADHD"" internist. He's crushed. Help me help him. Hi all.

So here's the deal: I met my husband at a university. That was his healthcare for 7+ years and they didn't cover trips to psychiatrists in the plan. Being a student, he was poor. He established a relationship with the psychologist and after 6 years, his main doctor decided to give him Adderall. Again, university policy would have made it impossible to get an actual ADHD diagnosis (as they wouldn't do it in-house). But the Adderall worked and for the last year, it's been great. 

Now, we moved up to VA in mid-Dec. His new workplace took forever to set up his healthcare. And he made doctor appointments as soon as he could. He just came back from one today. 2 hours long, turns out the guy doesn't believe in adult ADHD. He's crushed. And now stressed because he PAID for that. His doc in SC said he'd offer a short term ""stop gap"" and tomorrow he is calling him up to take him up on that. 

I don't know how to support him. He's panicking about money, worried he won't have access to the meds he needs. How do I help him? I tried looking up adult ADHD friendly people in VA, but help4adhd.org didn't seem to offer much. 

TLDR: Husband got an Adderall prescription in grad school, school policy refused to allow for an actual ADHD diagnosis. Now in new state, and his meds are running out and they don't seem to believe in adult ADHD around here. How do I help him?",3.1281111957349594,5.043919349834988,4.337838283828383,84.71921744097486,74.97359735973599,7.301802487941103,26.175298299060675,8.139509932561175,1.6440841330286875,1205,44,240,20,26,395,154,303,0.058,0.879,0.062,0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,3,2,16,4,0,1,15,0,22,2,0,6,1,38,41,19,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,6,17,0,2,4,0,3,5,8,1,0,1,14,2,26,3,43,21,4,48,0,0,1,0,55,21,0,2,19,141,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.15409143887944776,0.0,0.6641943532647869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028397902490098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060709180230776635,0.0,0.048128379159939734,0.0,0.0,0.2668554517848202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061877374357371,0.09030000384973903,0.0,0.0,0.0835207000770809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303671194711903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813959991702934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162134350977211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609980848345099,0.0,0.041249138034991854,0.075737909726877,0.0,0.0,0.06314509107096118,0.08704480946956948,0.0,0.07817484857946876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116793256714735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775177233381247,0.09109995615143428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834763317248684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338992987404757,0.06435638116614466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986999598857342,0.06629975791407962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941249821192415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630934717620205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391343377868195,0.058038771491531777,0.05854187447613394,0.0,0.152504580865337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534998882201892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473534484338186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476485307349857,0.0,0.0,0.07510138932894844,0.0,0.0,0.15980718766317858,0.0,0.14374978979776093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874530574140188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660073698853817,0.09043919807280083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959374327864661,0.0,0.0,0.05936204471155545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483722203730174,0.0,0.0877185273841148,0.053603195122520216,0.08587705576779095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574779637891033,0.08017954305060841,0.0,0.05608520381989002,0.0,0.0,0.1525274120613143
adhd,HAI_BILLYMAYSHERE,2018/03/21,"Horrible medication dilemma So, I have been on Vyvanse for a while, but my anxiety has been acting up severely lately, plus I no longer get the clear head feeling from Vyvanse. I can no longer filter out the extraneous stimuli and thoughts. I may need new meds, but there’s a dilemma. I have a history of substance abuse so Vyvanse was the only stimulant my doc would prescribe. I had taken Wellbutrin and Strattera before, but Wellbutrin made me manic and Strattera made me too tired to function. I already suffer from horrible fatigue. I need something to fight fatigue, filter out the noise, won’t give me horrible anxiety, and that cannot be abused. I don’t think there’s anything like that out there.",5.685581395348837,7.704024418604653,5.814643410852714,76.35080232558141,68.37984496124031,8.26077519379845,36.15581395348837,8.841846274778883,3.49141488372093,566,30,91,10,10,179,81,129,0.332,0.591,0.077,-0.9904,0,0,1,0,3,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,14,5,1,3,1,22,24,11,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,1,14,1,12,12,0,9,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,65,16,0,0.0,0.4410695851467464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540018129614707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847794032483953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316994940189002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838376745170554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411342362456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724576255397904,0.17855381073385462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102409954548094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099638695259211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093420226117356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35224329563900103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206749575088234,0.18750739537296715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602754850012184,0.0,0.17976647471571325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156100899400795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027504413888665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432927334002374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926522588222987,0.0,0.1477672189049201,0.0,0.21393019764500726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222211840727066,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,danielowar,2018/03/21,"I have trouble talking to more than 2 people I can talk one on one easily. but when there's 2 or more I have trouble focusing on the conversation and I usually just sit quietly trying to catch up with the conversation when I mostly get distracted because the conversation is way too fast for me. 
Is there anyway that I could fix this problem?",6.445,6.905406681818183,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,65.51515151515152,11.44848484848485,34.68181818181819,11.20814326018867,4.159709090909091,275,12,49,8,4,94,47,66,0.191,0.7829999999999999,0.026,-0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,7,0,8,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879395369409347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603727242548423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037929345592595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419618731035939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260839820112305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31204373730417584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242305861692076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140764503267116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591646788744038,0.0,0.0,0.25885136141232684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,justmexthings,2018/03/21,"I can't remember anything anymore and it's really stressing me out. Any tips from anyone that isn't currently on medications? Replies much appreciated. Let me just start out by saying I don't know if I actually have ADHD. I was diagnosed as a child. My parents took me off medication and said I didn't really have it and it was just my teacher with little patience.

I'm a computer science major so it's very important I remember formulas and solutions. Ever since I was taken off my medication I remember just fine. Even in college I only needed to take the normal amount of time. But now I'm struggling to repeat what I read without looking at it. Can it be my ADHD is getting worse? I can't remember anything I studied for my midterms.Are there any tips you guys have to help with this issue? I know I need to check again with a doctor but I have midterms too soon to be able to do all that by that time.

TL;DR Everything goes in one ear and out the other and in my eyes to the void. Any tips and tricks to help with that? Midterms are in five days can't go to doctor.

EDIT: Anyone that has medications can give tips too lol I primarily asked for people who don't because they I might be in the same situation.",1.6582726168791737,4.107229204918036,3.893460837887069,83.24437462052218,82.77049180327869,7.057437765634488,24.610807528840322,8.167268648758528,1.8017712811171835,962,38,188,21,27,330,133,244,0.034,0.892,0.07400000000000001,0.8419,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,12,4,1,2,7,1,25,9,2,0,2,34,41,12,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,15,14,0,0,6,1,1,2,8,3,0,2,7,5,28,1,33,29,5,25,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,2,10,135,43,8,0.10258825286671934,0.0,0.10011133626453142,0.0,0.2465822880538007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092905895513732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017399805579179,0.1434641834001968,0.0,0.1688427820473436,0.0,0.09590616803420432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253684675781464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616093618462549,0.0,0.0,0.10412491719396208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000684769113667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775857348561225,0.09279694800626584,0.0,0.0,0.09219970674787614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359812794887106,0.0984120000926463,0.058303268251371665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015784992401918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375254868580022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070754827280006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275964172191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490343912300414,0.0,0.0,0.10282038027349744,0.0,0.0,0.08614829489633279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413387487726523,0.0,0.10882992440441884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541416981270077,0.1521357792192806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005147062608878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951645514734127,0.07802298910886238,0.0,0.0,0.11391211430728558,0.0,0.0,0.07112177747211294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261601470489556,0.0,0.13144132341753398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648499684531398,0.0,0.09758492094977306,0.08158229627058247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486206288910401,0.11531349450149253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261249339790367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175144970493013,0.1072475161940292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713359889017574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964007047891967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397932364627805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464605252603209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889141489317677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454619403082403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThoseProse,2018/03/21,"Just got fired from my first professional job for being late Fuck me. Fuck ADHD. I hate the repercussions of this disorder. I feel like such a failure.


I’m fucking devastated. I can’t believe this just happened. 


Does anyone have any advice for fixing this or any other adhd issues for my next job?

Edit: it was a pattern of lateness. I thought I made up for it by staying late(usually an hour to 1.5 hours) everyday. ",1.7759723820483302,4.566422569620254,3.4919217491369388,82.81887226697356,89.12658227848101,5.910701956271577,24.90333716915995,7.348242739294969,1.73453417721519,329,14,57,6,11,109,60,79,0.279,0.693,0.028,-0.9736,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,14,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,8,1,10,9,0,9,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,8,37,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455338909930039,0.14047683726822954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551821105152312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051763632266256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196394296906907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475699209740893,0.0,0.1258019677930711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268742430632476,0.10269941589377317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222789001438172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987007078502101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497491837536734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712308077329446,0.0,0.0,0.1419294273663438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831416829401419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004406224378838,0.28531157612194674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864895660615767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023198911647749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360255365446432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288628689022135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322491900180096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412631828116465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AlwaysNomad,2018/03/21,"Awesomeness or mediocrity: there is no middle ground for me. Anyone know how to be more consistent? ### TLDR
My life is split in two; periods of excellence in almost every facet of my life, followed by disinterest, disappointment and failure. I want to know how to break this negative self-reinforcing cycle and make something consistent and meaningful out of my life before it is too late.

--- 

### Background
In every facet of my life I experience periods of extreme success. I'm talking about school, partners, my own wellbeing, my relationship with my family, you name it. I can spend a month working my ass off learning a new programming language or a new branch of philosophy, or dating someone new, and everything is going great until *something* happens.

That something is mediocrity. I start feeling like I am the king of the world. There is no challenge that requires a lot of effort because well, I'm smart, smarter than most of the people around me, smart enough to be able to succeed without much effort.

That's not true though. Yes, I might be smart, but I'm not a genius. I don't have all the answers. I fall into the trap of thinking that I can scrape by and still be excellent. This concept can be applied academically, but it also applies in every facet of my life. I've broken hearts because I stopped being the person my previous partners fell in love with. I've dropped classes where, for the first few months, I was the best student in the class. **I hate this duality, and I want it to stop.**

I want it to stop because it's not only hurting me, but everyone around me. My parents, my friends, my roommates, my teachers, they're all concerned about the fact that I can be so volatile. I feel like a very sharp knife, like a scalpel capable of fixing, or ultimately destroying my life.

I'm talking about [hyperfocus](https://www.additudemag.com/understanding-adhd-hyperfocus/), which is the tendency of people diagnosed with ADHD to focus intently on something they are interested on for a long period of time while disregarding boring, yet important, aspects of their lives. I'm guilty of living my life looking for the next rush of interest to come. That can be people, a new hobby, a new book, a new project, a new programming language I want to learn. 

I spend a lot of time perfecting something. It took me three months to learn the basics of web development, which paid off because I ended up landing a job at a great web development company. The problem is that the interest fades. 

I wish I had some way of programming myself into being able to cope with the banality of daily life. I'm talking about doing the same thing for years. Waking up, going to work, reading, working out, sleeping. Rinse and repeat for 50 years. I've tried that. I tried it so much that I ended up in a psychiatric clinic because I ended up wanting to kill myself. I'm not capable of being normal in the sense that I'm not capable of operating like a normal person would. 


### My question
So, fellow ADHD-ers, especially older ones that have experienced similar things, I have a question for you all. How do you cope with daily life? How do you find meaning in the cyclical nature of a healthy lifestyle? I'm desperate. I really want to find happiness, serenity. I want control. I want to be able to stop myself when it is time to stop. I want to be able to sleep properly again. 

I appreciate all responses, I'm stumped. I'm sure someone out there knows how I am feeling. Thanks for reading.",4.7188358965497335,6.925535171073098,5.643624503196822,75.80901258568055,71.31726283048212,8.433258452854098,31.65857381487241,9.10047109697411,3.0782046771499334,2757,127,467,59,54,904,288,643,0.097,0.721,0.182,0.9951,3,0,5,0,0,1,121.0,0,4,2,18,26,33,3,0,38,1,40,18,5,8,8,95,82,27,1,14,13,1,4,4,4,2,12,0,0,4,27,20,0,8,17,3,3,8,10,7,1,4,4,6,62,26,91,64,16,82,0,2,1,2,21,30,1,12,45,321,89,25,0.2208516245853767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906555108243765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552877500177949,0.0,0.0,0.04415374109735787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860614774153469,0.0,0.0,0.09830238457223077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828637559572202,0.0,0.046982116507847886,0.0,0.057942538634976885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475610297602554,0.0,0.0,0.06192596909182752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603993751599538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467067403606499,0.05704969138931296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955776422423205,0.05275829791994381,0.04962179989559396,0.05400881673717256,0.05204981409196319,0.0,0.08375191292940047,0.07888822236601713,0.0,0.0,0.10092719190325222,0.04696406976255417,0.0,0.0,0.042657354327130026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275753388977769,0.0,0.0,0.12174484789005202,0.0,0.0,0.04882459056178942,0.058775165272601376,0.0,0.05451131405624904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542755962319616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910655797014786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054790289859067344,0.0,0.06108490017831554,0.0,0.09103070782737516,0.0,0.06228256303799125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509865760570627,0.10789694812595907,0.0,0.0975080153491093,0.04886168449068287,0.04636493543718258,0.0,0.0,0.09388007674682697,0.04983180345285438,0.0,0.03685504358792732,0.0,0.0,0.06014304101144762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857216819806305,0.0,0.0,0.13221124477248367,0.0,0.08117567779193363,0.0,0.0,0.3732747816667401,0.05871955206340052,0.0,0.10819385042690656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741369412600504,0.04199190311313285,0.0,0.0,0.0613073982685998,0.0,0.0,0.1148330315059743,0.09641955997183854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052831294516200965,0.0,0.0,0.12370218190217035,0.0,0.11045569508575363,0.0,0.03537080148461083,0.0,0.0,0.05927799834787055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587840869647808,0.0,0.0,0.05759910259803479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105055604936973,0.0,0.09356343241028954,0.21252796304996105,0.0,0.0,0.039079979149650765,0.0,0.04409309816988885,0.23080230904312474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052037510625024944,0.0,0.0,0.13313412759815438,0.0,0.050832625891667135,0.0,0.0,0.07336200296892206,0.03537820085913975,0.05424639995754694,0.0,0.09658526875308852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134357027487005,0.07497187800604509,0.0,0.05393498655593553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045556429934040486,0.2930940230596657,0.04382543494972815,0.0,0.0,0.04964303342902597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349211722828885,0.05322327124792527,0.0,0.12058695977123107,0.0,0.0,0.03922166439069608,0.0,0.0,0.07111060266402135
adhd,nitzors,2018/03/21,"Impulsively put myself in debt, recently been rediagnosed and trying to get my shit together Essentially I completely screwed myself over. I'm 25 years old, have no money put aside for anything or even money to get stuff I currently need. I work 40 hours a week, making min wage ($14/h) atm where I live. I make a decent livable paycheque but I'm stuck paying down debt I got myself in and even this ain't enough. I'm having so much trouble trying to stick to schedules, and I miss certain payments so then have to pay more towards other things which then puts me behind on other things. Not to mention the NSF fees, which where I live are 50 bucks every time. (I'm currently -48 bucks until I get  paid in friday..) I'm trying so hard to try and fix this but it's so depressing the more I try, because I'm realizing how much I've actually fucked myself over. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm trying a debt management program but I'm even struggling with this. I don't really have supports, I don't really have a clue what I'm doing. I was rediagnosed in the fall through my college, and I was seeing the psych but I failed my semester and am no longer a student again so I'm not seeing anyone atm aside from my GP who's just been represcribing me the laat thing my psych did (which we only managed to get to 10mg of Adderall xr once a day, he didn't want to go further with the treatment plan while I wasn't seeing him.) I feel like I'm letting my ADHD ruin my life, I have no control and don't know how to start fixing any of this. Ive tried lists, and trackers and I  can never seem to stick to ajything. I always fall off somewhere along the line  and sink back down into this hole again. Sorry just needed to rant I guess. Maybe I just need someone to tell me to get my shit together. I realize I got myself into this position, I just want to be able to be happy again.",3.976028622540252,4.636898315245479,5.338514211886307,83.2992084078712,71.01550387596897,8.021029616378454,26.77092029417611,8.139509932561175,1.5866792685350823,1476,46,304,20,26,496,198,387,0.185,0.7859999999999999,0.028,-0.9952,6,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,4,20,14,4,1,13,0,27,5,2,5,2,46,67,26,0,5,11,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,19,16,0,1,6,0,14,6,13,10,0,0,11,5,45,4,42,53,5,43,0,4,3,2,6,16,4,3,22,194,64,12,0.09490542488710696,0.0,0.09261400441768952,0.0,0.11405787779515247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789689162211466,0.0,0.0,0.06453894336892406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412067963960423,0.0663600797421053,0.0,0.07809907821581938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297641357591829,0.0,0.05785346613087411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950653234286164,0.0,0.10644450398296756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120614772227623,0.0,0.08174190338898386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980626737275914,0.0,0.188052414190664,0.0,0.07996191370479913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798703441187508,0.06780045450234977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773853602248778,0.24792083713277294,0.0,0.05393694005971768,0.0,0.15180907611555594,0.0,0.10454902524535868,0.0,0.0,0.10102858955153028,0.08501661937363314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346272627177517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431507905334404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704722698632938,0.06703450828462187,0.04636599674166179,0.0,0.16760645784660452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267002161296915,0.0,0.09534525545520983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953281450033692,0.21111351003455275,0.07319691440679503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958727860817393,0.10107118012677356,0.0,0.07217985222887928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862184951973617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159769074994707,0.0,0.09370765760024916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268820085647269,0.08639833441874263,0.0,0.0,0.19483810963802628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041305852710125,0.0,0.0,0.10623885313953878,0.06717454821063544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921575626894406,0.10864400557176884,0.0,0.10769755148172128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295152447726183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915284165301333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534011646088188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510418761984898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195535702637288,0.0,0.07612740723745617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909227963596895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111598203071625
adhd,kryocron,2018/03/21,"What are your experiences on concerta? I'm on 36mg and I'm not sure if it's working. So I've looked up previous posts about this, but I'm wondering if anyone could tell me how they know their medication is working.

I've been on straterra which was amazing for focus, i could sit in a silent floor of my library and study chemistry with someone's music playing too loud in their headphones and I didn't even care. Except my university made a mistake and the medication shouldn't have been covered initially so I had to switch to concerta.

My first time on 18mg's of concerta for 2 weeks, the first couple of days I felt very clear headed and I was productive. I've been on 36mg for almost 2 weeks, with a follow up appointment friday and I can't tell if I'm used to how I behave now (medication working) or if it's not working. I'm still distracted easily and have conversations with myself during entire lectures that I need to focus on my professor talking, I'm forgetful in some cases, I'll still think to myself and randomly be singing a song in the back of my head at the same time? What concerta has helped me with is anxiety, A LOT which I'm grateful for. 

Anyways, any feedback is appreciated, I'm a little uncomfortable with moving up a dose so I just wanted feedback from you guys about how it's changed and helped you 

**TL;DR I've been on 36mg of concerta for 3 weeks, follow up appointment is friday and I'd like to know how it's helped/changed you, because I can't tell if it's working for me like I thought it should be**",3.302788461538462,4.9143738044871785,4.934892307692311,81.9101076923077,73.77564102564101,8.197128205128207,28.185128205128198,8.841846274778883,2.2417842051282046,1225,49,244,25,25,414,148,312,0.064,0.836,0.101,0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,3,7,17,8,0,1,11,0,24,6,2,6,2,53,46,24,0,12,11,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,12,15,0,0,6,3,0,3,6,2,0,2,11,4,28,6,42,29,3,35,0,0,1,0,15,18,0,11,14,156,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287579128974608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766554983690846,0.0,0.08623277851330739,0.0,0.0,0.07881853527358239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667702103322654,0.0,0.0687148882077374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492860049823453,0.0,0.2384919529393005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800002696968053,0.12472584397511305,0.0,0.07269700295654398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445247151988497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102647136819474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082317473484879,0.0,0.0,0.1917642347510589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161348199455386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313726158410617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511116876704596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238992142547972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014151772812608,0.11297804897858145,0.0,0.0,0.09465892125987273,0.0,0.0,0.0958330547519976,0.0,0.1066612182944329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406696589085997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980669870613456,0.0,0.08358266848610774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795746453161416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550982329446336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004145022145954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624008368323416,0.0,0.0,0.09060246917551004,0.2955745841513844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222834018562302,0.0,0.08948946246818981,0.13145936346874545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735647071466597,0.0,0.09300827173262836,0.06648693982242743,0.0,0.2712587487515329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224327378847205,0.4103183947927447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,firespread3,2018/03/21,Undiagnosed but it's pretty clear So I never even considered the fact that I might have ADHD until 2 weeks ago. 2 weeks ago I was looking up why I kept falling asleep when I was bored in work meetings. As a teen I always thought I had narcolepsy because I would fall asleep in classes and such. Nothing has made more sense than when I read the criteria and symptoms for Inattentive ADHD. And after lurking here for about a week a lot of the stories hit home and I'm pretty sure I have it. No health insurance so I can't get diagnosed atm but it's nice knowing maybe im not just a forgetful lazy idiot.,2.145874316939892,4.37461623770492,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,79.24590163934427,6.689617486338799,25.740437158469945,7.793537801064563,1.5673256830601092,479,19,95,8,12,158,86,122,0.108,0.7040000000000001,0.188,0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,0,7,0,9,5,2,1,4,20,17,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,6,1,11,2,11,8,2,15,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,10,61,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968639366504149,0.0,0.2927228112347621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373860165135959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065045379331944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758472340875544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905460577707547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626395765392741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755058312682453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656203230369819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834878145490915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907409766983864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386520975132646,0.0,0.0,0.14037191503576474,0.0,0.15623251821392242,0.0,0.0,0.16587672045263233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515723682100456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734418772158998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842896236368875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33595556139272786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515620761161967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561565932306487,0.1716140956793941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108010857724592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973275205616289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898747083916505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020315746067345,0.0,0.0,0.11729049085163112,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,des_yeah,2018/03/21,"Recent graduate from university with no health insurance. New family doctor stated I needed to take a drug test that’s approx. $443 before getting prescribed Adderall Hello all, I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD in Fall 2016, and I had been regularly prescribed adderall (generic version) by my university doctor until I was no longer a student December 2017. I still had some medications left, so I didn’t go find a new doctor until a week ago. When I was at the office, everything seemed fine- I was in healthy condition and they were ready to send me on my way with prescription papers. Before they did, however, they gave me papers to sign stating I needed to take a urine drug test. That would have been fine if it wasn’t so expensive, so I had to leave empty handed because it didn’t make sense to me to pay that kind of money. Did I say something I shouldn’t have that prompted them to say I needed a drug test? From what I understand, not every doctor will force you to take a drug test so how do I avoid that in the future? I tried to be as honest as I could with them but maybe that wasn’t so smart to do? Did anyone else run into this problem (this happened in Oklahoma)?

Since I’m moving to Philadelphia this Summer, should I wait to visit a different doctor then? Is there something I should be aware of when moving out of state? My family is low-income so are there any clinics that will offer prescription papers for adderall? ",5.234062854979172,6.330964064748201,6.0335819765240455,77.86524233244988,68.42446043165468,8.730329420673987,27.58121923513821,8.99025400887824,2.219961151079136,1142,36,206,20,19,375,153,278,0.051,0.894,0.056,0.5099,3,1,6,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,5,0,12,7,0,1,10,0,33,15,2,2,1,30,48,18,0,10,3,0,1,0,0,6,13,2,0,0,13,8,0,2,3,0,3,7,8,2,0,0,18,3,30,5,36,21,3,33,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,3,13,144,43,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813870258078812,0.0,0.08713790783549542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684805278626439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873434676708627,0.10072099403951508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059923378907489326,0.0,0.16729382633677367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848535190716782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977344861803486,0.0,0.10270362561984192,0.0,0.5030762086589711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559918189616633,0.0,0.08211787412684067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282283454307261,0.0,0.08834660282774788,0.0,0.18533887374162306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984533568267683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135821673661453,0.0,0.055866725236436036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692725212841024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448936920996772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236536744611592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408656841659784,0.10680432716265058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561668268609218,0.0,0.09875656986133252,0.0,0.0,0.09902791852691256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895681822312048,0.0,0.2186668440171368,0.0,0.18987944210529445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940607838353122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706038113965916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563458058733757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948954101796472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131560532734274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135382900959513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850330781342649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217303611754322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673992825115711,0.0,0.0,0.10233481068164356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802676048437175,0.07885113501782692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983021199268756,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HukHukCaribou,2018/03/21,"ADD and feel like im failing I quit my job recently because of the insane work load (worked 70+ hour weeks outside in winter) and I am desperately trying to find something else now. And in the 10 days since then I've had 3 in person interviews, lots of phone calls and sent out over a hundred applications (thanks to copy paste and Indeed). 

But I still feel like a failure. I feel like I can't hold down a job despite being a manager and we'll qualified for anything really. I'm terrified the market is going to take a giant nose dive before I can find anything. Or that I'll be job hopping every year for the rest of my life just like my dad has. I'm scared I'm going to end up with nothing. 

I'm burnt out but prepared to jump right back into the fire just so that I can survive.  My 25th birthday is in May. A quarter of my life will be gone and I feel like I have nothing to show for it right now. How do I deal with waiting for call backs? Do I get a new hobby, try to start my own business? I'm twiddling my thumbs and derping all over the place with no real direction. ",2.744094221759504,3.853934632743364,4.318599687662676,87.77863872982824,74.35398230088495,7.087558563248308,25.683498178032274,7.5105763829236425,1.1775109838625704,841,28,182,10,17,282,137,226,0.094,0.847,0.059,-0.7579,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,5,9,8,0,1,13,0,17,3,1,1,1,33,35,14,0,0,5,1,5,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,15,0,2,6,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,3,6,19,6,29,26,4,36,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,3,21,107,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027009537596995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778992388252893,0.0,0.07047320384584373,0.0,0.0983733906576247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360961817123425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745572152114998,0.11918616296430035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657515627852717,0.0,0.10239385078358627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740422867100793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381831957417376,0.33035982599044705,0.0,0.0,0.2113261558877881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040009998144653,0.0,0.13140471006700968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138500110890346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487584066872714,0.0,0.3441675464525014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331386459581448,0.28239970380504903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828528545793308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165435655989908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218568548666157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036035368742908,0.0,0.1009439308525144,0.12078513721978618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296271047703007,0.0,0.13158654177575813,0.07406106686866032,0.0,0.1141483699704322,0.0,0.0,0.19745619221248176,0.0,0.0,0.115743184857125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563164385187538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900023195545362,0.0,0.0,0.08182751952305614,0.0,0.0923242266202912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692238447842164,0.0,0.0,0.10643577038847456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697968485929098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273329062712372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832714209187896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444738142648798
adhd,i__cant__even__,2018/03/21,"I have a ton of downtime today with only my iPhone for entertainment. What should I do? The good news is my kid is healthy now so her annual St Jude appointments are blissfully uneventful. I have a lot of extra time on my hands while she’s off having her brain examined though, and I do believe I’ve run out of stuff to read on Reddit. What can I do with my time that’s productive and/or entertaining?  ",4.017791666666668,5.426055862500004,5.0975,82.26416666666668,71.625,9.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.253708333333333,319,10,65,8,6,105,59,80,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,11,2,2,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,3,11,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553024918052792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520458219838941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450883015853016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810761654174203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398453313598153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154451313750521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610115109960389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30983939303350705,0.0,0.3677776598367821,0.0,0.2989242073766483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cypher_chyk,2018/03/21,"Reynaud's Syndrome Anyone had those side effect before? What did you end up doing med wise?

Mine got so bad, I stopped my Vyvanse because I was getting sores and couldn't warm myself up, which is bad working outside in the winter.

I halved my dose and my skin is still dry but the sores are disappearing with some help from creams. Symptoms are only being controlled about 4hrs a day.

Its brutal. I see my doc in April. Wondering beforehand if its worth exploring other options or if I'm doomed to be unmedicated.",4.540747422680411,6.6119864123711345,4.9531829896907205,81.14668170103094,71.47422680412372,6.911855670103092,28.619845360824733,7.6454224807358475,1.8618876288659787,410,16,72,5,8,130,80,97,0.187,0.74,0.073,-0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,1,0,3,0,11,5,1,2,0,15,16,7,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,4,4,11,2,8,9,1,13,1,1,2,0,2,5,0,6,6,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819770724839269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434605840366496,0.15864966468484354,0.0,0.2214587189179384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918992757709666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784361356714114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305096008993769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597303777970154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815052781250665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444413579195592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890857868362656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793644389790752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739036620780066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078408075165232,0.21758570061633803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27050567293652544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822365705942434,0.18946949473625774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Veraciouz,2018/03/21,"Stimulants and Acne Hey family. 21 year old male here. I have been taking a stimulant for a little bit over a year now and within this time I have encounters acne like never before. My skin used to be very clear with no insane breakouts at all. It seems now I have “un-cureable” acne. I’ve tried multiple types of scrubs and washes (proactiv, aveeno, generic stuff, and more). Tried washing my face 3 times, 2 times, and once daily. I’ve tried face-masks. 

At this time I really do not want to go back to my doctor and ask for a prescription medicine for acne just because I feel I’m already in enough meds as it is. Also I’m currently in between insurance companies as well. If anyone has any recommendations for me they are greatly appreciated.",4.404055944055943,6.059422972027974,5.57090909090909,78.27636363636366,71.02797202797203,8.556643356643358,26.98601398601399,9.095868883498916,2.289579020979021,587,20,107,12,11,195,101,143,0.049,0.87,0.081,0.6637,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,9,5,2,3,3,19,18,10,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,10,3,18,16,4,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,13,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903412135648036,0.13793599431228262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729554650100955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206053494663927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124995992180066,0.0,0.0,0.1326301278770646,0.0,0.10514510422037693,0.0,0.1467718203337768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830867664593104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765454530589849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822285748431493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626032739720445,0.0,0.08721347348574474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980270597975588,0.0,0.0,0.19016504863182265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426733756375587,0.1728750354443594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159167619994769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303087452879964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099373276257588,0.18369063219247314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049814922011462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702364066442184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974537750758314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968706793945955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023089852341269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35131747439318795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897144602600074,0.0,0.14231798493391387,0.1017359759909482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508450714542815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221490510391742
adhd,shleya3,2018/03/21,"Focus young grasshopper Hi! My son is 6yo and he is very bright but has trouble sitting still and focusing in school. He has not officially been diagnosed with ADHD but is being evaluated. I’m not interested in starting him on meds bc he is so young. I would like to try other approaches first. I’ve been looking into getting him something to wear like a bracelet or necklace to help channel his fidgeting. Does anyone have experience with this or recommendations in general?? Any advice would be greatly appreciated!! Thank you!!

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adhd,AquaticTurtle98,2018/03/21,"I was diagnosed with Inattentive ADHD but... Hey guys I just wanted help since I was just diagnosed with what I put in the title. I am 19, but I thought for sure they were going to say I had combined ADHD but apparently not. I have always been known as the 'class clown' and they always told me to stay still and be quiet. This still happens to me at this age, I still fidget ALOT and i'm extremely impulsive, could the professional have made some mistake? Thanks guys. ",4.065274725274726,5.636496626373629,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,71.74725274725273,8.276923076923078,25.08791208791209,8.841846274778883,1.7676109890109886,367,11,72,7,7,119,61,91,0.035,0.868,0.097,0.6757,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,1,20,18,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,2,13,2,9,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215788644019391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918836179238271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003778950671816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35604231506683737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968041830714144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473351528637764,0.15510028228393533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756286113151496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659619872926336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631935427387005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948030123538546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450876800031501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869466036029625,0.4202094822035343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530671316291834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147917543831827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924319701630025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759642643285574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345189037196399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,badgerX3mushroom,2018/03/21,"Medi-Cal Insurance (in CA) doesn't cover ADHD meds for people over 16, what should I put on my appeal? or what pharmacy is the cheapest if I have to go out-of-pocket? I had my doctor send in the Prior Authorization TAR form and it got rejected, and the next step is to file an Appeal. I have to fill out ""complaint summary"" and ""desired outcome"" but I'm not sure what to say to make it a compelling case?

I need just 10mg Adderall so if I end up having to go out of pocket, what pharmacies would charge the last for it?",2.8080555555555557,3.8392146203703694,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,74.0925925925926,7.622222222222224,24.61111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.3247,401,12,85,6,8,138,75,108,0.071,0.8909999999999999,0.039,-0.5028,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,2,1,18,15,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,16,11,1,17,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,3,4,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365822396222529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866571467471734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480533822641114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31833340115754016,0.0,0.22399258964701904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282893607915729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694474827133548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108772436997195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766374462844472,0.0,0.0,0.2978510079063873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194160962138986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815414536230989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227179592581899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639567987825932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894927430511386,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,biotechdj,2018/03/21,"It's taken years, don't give up hope! It's taken years but I finally feel like I'm on even ground with everyone else. I got my diagnoses last year at 29 yo and after about a year found a medication that actually helps me, 20 MG Adderall! It might take years but never give up.",1.9918965517241392,3.647321293103453,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,77.44827586206897,8.088275862068969,21.944827586206888,8.841846274778883,1.3681406896551724,217,6,48,5,5,75,45,58,0.03,0.84,0.129,0.7601,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,7,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,10,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.18600342941380346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346052513302653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592264001237975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589310572389534,0.0,0.0,0.18213168096063145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637584536083532,0.13616857550371558,0.0,0.20879895979413213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089890438142268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656922421719596,0.0,0.0,0.1524445949139911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775881904022796,0.0,0.0,0.1893142248521331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553688860148791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312019771052116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201494371904576,0.0,0.2022022671696044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700667774572582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331158140463748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137183205272535
adhd,Cire1196,2018/03/21,"ADHD medication helping non morning people I have always had a hard time waking up in the morning, but I realized that if I set an alarm for an hour ahead of when I need to be up and take my Vyvanse then waking up is 100% easier. Has anyone else found this effective?",5.886666666666668,5.4215454444444475,7.381851851851858,74.19833333333334,66.77777777777779,10.162962962962963,30.962962962962962,9.725611199111238,2.8270074074074074,210,7,40,4,3,73,46,54,0.073,0.752,0.175,0.7868,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,5,3,2,1,0,7,8,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,8,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665870356360224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538095698825099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132842148871048,0.31253949658038466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548135995340276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33444988064839554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27324715379984715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445531976196094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003933128403972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307285845408378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261760354255616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114695404803618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293447561725768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786556823003713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lunus4,2018/03/21,"I've just started Elvanse (Vyvanse in the US). What should I watch out for as signs of detrimental side effects? Anything else that I should keep in mind? 

How long will it be before I notice differences, how will I start to feel and act differently? 

Also, me and my Psychiatrist are being cautious because I have Epilepsy and (mild) Becker Muscular Dystrophy (so a potentially weaker heart if I don't exercise enough). Its just that Strattera and Concerta didn't work well enough for me, even at higher dosage, so I'm having to accept slighly higher risk. Given my two conditions is there anything I should watch out for?",6.306482300884955,7.913424814159293,6.417865044247787,74.20785951327436,66.34513274336284,9.189823008849556,32.70907079646018,9.516144504307137,3.2654610619469016,496,21,81,10,8,158,83,113,0.085,0.8909999999999999,0.024,-0.6782,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,10,3,0,1,2,0,13,3,2,3,0,20,19,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,3,12,2,12,10,2,10,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,3,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834147677375734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258762102901913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069968510244468,0.0,0.1684844256663569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137381935799011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540458380515474,0.0,0.0,0.4091763080348121,0.0,0.13077791584818393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011534882648157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463235854911216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599255157216925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752248187271064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992475389674616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254256624124211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28029251687638457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341838786001805,0.0,0.23817104731254726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780268450491808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414722146822395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hockeyplay,2018/03/21,"Horrific anxiety - graduate student - ADHD I am losing my fucking mind. I am a 21 year old female. I got diagnosed with ADHD 2 years ago and got started up on medication which changed my life. I take it as needed because I do not want to take it everyday (underlying health issues). So, when I do take it it is because I have to do assignments/study.


I am currently a counseling student at my local university and some days I am so excited and passionate about school and other days I literally question how they even wanted me in this program and how I am stupid and will fail. I always think the school wants to fuck me over (they have many times before)...

There is a scholarship from the school circling around and I have to do a 2 page paper about why I should deserve it and about my concentration studies. I feel like I don't deserve it so I don't even want to try. 

I HATE feeling like this. I get so depressed my anxiety is off the fucking wall (dr prescribed Xanax as needed) and if I drop out I WILL fall back to nothing. I have a bachelors degree in Psychology which won't get me a good job and I really want to be a therapist. I am passionate about the field of addictions and that is what I am going for. I just feel like a huge fucking failure most days. 

It's impossible for me to get started on homework. I am OCD and can ""only"" start my homework at certain times and days. I am trying so hard to fix this! 


Can anybody else relate to this regardless of schooling? Ahh.",2.807519623233912,4.782045931972789,4.633605442176876,81.98218210361071,76.0748299319728,7.924437467294608,28.314495028780733,8.730908602173464,2.353163160648875,1160,50,226,25,26,394,151,294,0.14800000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.081,-0.9556,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,2,18,17,6,0,12,0,30,13,0,2,1,39,58,24,0,10,3,0,4,3,0,4,7,0,2,0,16,16,0,0,5,0,1,2,4,9,0,0,2,4,40,8,34,51,3,35,0,3,0,6,3,15,4,4,20,162,56,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232498319224527,0.22561118221763446,0.0,0.0832042589484744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781018851634964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361051965476213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355834451600719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217517658199707,0.0,0.11443653995225495,0.0,0.07987085754505527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929505312706173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213656458540195,0.0,0.08084442660519192,0.09526939607810564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841084360261233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399180809072564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238049717476292,0.20116813924910024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34710087932074885,0.14711928954797995,0.0,0.053344744998366826,0.07872818386175809,0.1501423040472048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408318818398709,0.0926706952176828,0.0,0.0997724268239481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097969024602113,0.09314496156116897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629850982600921,0.13757077821103236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500915829465364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516277602059846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455752130056648,0.0,0.0,0.0947752973312701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391970740403464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006448355590985,0.0,0.0984938703707056,0.0,0.0,0.07138736099797796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051485127013209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013131073309304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37997917101885104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931103659436647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117208324855408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898266581461584,0.0,0.060143889868152285,0.0,0.0,0.10946503073838328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745420243266062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768153868740361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469713755132209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208899308393726
adhd,jubjub_05,2018/03/21,"What are your go-to ADHD ""hacks""? My most helpful ones are:

- Medication!

- Tiles (lifesaver being able to ring my keys and wallet... I find them in the weirdest places, like in my couch or clothes hamper)

- A sign on my door that says ""no door without 4: id, wallet, phone, keys""

- Having the ""spot"" which is a dish that sits in our kitchen. Whenever my (wonderful) boyfriend finds my things out of place, he puts them in the spot. 

- The weekend ""dig"" - having the house spotless by Monday, so I can start the week not overwhelmed. 

- Having a list of all my bills, credit cards, etc. and checking them every pay day and paying the ones that are posted on the payday. Also, autopay is on in case I forget one! 

What are your hacks?

TL;DR What are the tricks you use to manage your adhd?",1.9395270270270255,4.4007889662162185,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,81.63513513513513,4.781081081081081,19.385135135135137,5.985473137389443,-0.0759675675675675,589,15,117,4,16,184,96,148,0.07400000000000001,0.871,0.054000000000000006,0.5055,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,4,3,0,2,4,1,1,12,0,12,3,0,1,1,15,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,8,4,2,0,3,1,5,1,3,2,0,3,0,2,18,2,15,14,3,19,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,3,6,79,26,4,0.17682847811730185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250269354317164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140967006403676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403973973065455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972104955980009,0.0,0.0,0.14898561936355156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232360509624552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049569912793996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852440149768192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403632230143534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863894624566783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813608840376746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594706593878012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694962472190417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935280213031687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777614608612656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062110317429816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251601069426083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117476983571987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272303024695993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418411390163241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045634276612212,0.1917629415203507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,246to156,2018/03/21,"What now? My psychiatrist has me on medication and dose that is finally working after months of trying offering things. At my last appointment he told me he won’t need to see me again, which I tucked away as a victory without thinking to ask how I will get refills now. Do I go to a family physician? Are they allowed to write a prescription for concerta? If so, how do I find one who doesn’t think adult adhd is a myth/made up? I don’t know what I’m supposed to do next. I think that sounds about right, but when I google it I get a bunch of outdated posts. 

Thank you guys, this sub has made all the difference. Honestly, it’s been life changing.",3.3487786259541963,4.696994908396949,4.651824427480918,85.04384351145039,73.19847328244275,8.90412213740458,27.603816793893127,9.3871,2.2731062595419846,507,19,108,12,10,168,95,131,0.0,0.931,0.069,0.8485,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,8,2,0,0,6,0,13,4,0,4,1,16,27,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,10,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,15,2,16,22,2,16,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,1,9,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136186819785776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997261995760103,0.0,0.18087124771148286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365204214143684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011339398098668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181483066691144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088735387334206,0.1759523700388778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115902260511104,0.0,0.10940893744756766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906170271874336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579949424595826,0.1569228758526007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135976833606438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821593949417936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393546512383653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366114539154296,0.0,0.0,0.14274511919619226,0.0,0.0,0.2047385676415252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045103166430416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184373165176526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440409306023845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340704320980125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723907367822542,0.0,0.0,0.12789633843726392,0.3700615169107771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395335059217446,0.0,0.13070292923709273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855745818484968,0.0,0.14015094094014402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,miamiamoa,2018/03/21,Sitting down to write a to do list and then end up playing the harmonica for 30 minutes Does this sound familiar? ,3.5522727272727286,5.830645136363637,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,33.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,3.1442000000000005,91,5,17,2,2,30,21,22,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028387294975434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71134922528831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bojono,2018/03/21,Big thanks to you guys I always thought I only had a case of depression and having to drop out of high school and college was my own doing because I was lazy and not living up to my potential like I was always told growing up. 23 years old and I finally came across what the symptoms of inattentive adhd actually are and how I aligned with them way more than I did to just purely depression and why Wellbutrin was the only antidepressant I felt worked for me over various ssri’s. I brought this up with my doctor and he immediately gave me a referral for testing. Few months of waiting there but after testing and a few sessions the psychologist was surprised I never got diagnosed when I was a child. Scoring above average on the intelligence related testing but completely bombing anything that had to do with attention or short term memory/recall. Still not medicated but next week I see my PCP to talk about treatment. I don’t think I would have been able to connect those dots and bring it up with my doctor without reading all your stories on here so thanks a lot. ,6.400992800303142,7.301052024630543,6.892118226600987,73.46223190602502,65.69950738916256,9.989996210685867,35.31981811292156,10.035473477838034,3.6863849185297473,863,40,150,19,13,282,135,203,0.041,0.88,0.079,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,8,6,0,0,9,0,17,5,0,1,3,34,30,16,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,15,0,1,4,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,17,2,24,4,30,12,8,29,0,2,1,0,9,12,0,2,12,115,29,10,0.14738258647153574,0.0,0.1438241442025265,0.0,0.17712522816161588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452682370343137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128331085585756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984305675733788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856641575440276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452783784435498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538808115322285,0.14959022288953588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30170464477706804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151039568861773,0.16145041947565414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787531805678908,0.0,0.0,0.1459319320640571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571779447267747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200368716799517,0.0,0.1301415240285218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529940456693195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847245043557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763937440968628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367053653509987,0.0,0.1567430527314672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465323208229026,0.0,0.0,0.2241821966506083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742247029255112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915904588995804,0.11744483973001785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769992393801662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318693912839956,0.0,0.11846054025266868,0.0,0.27138016829602873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443681036294754,0.0,0.1170053108637368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083037731554032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698543704638255,0.11822142088689425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298986039567934,0.0,0.0,0.14207155399869742,0.0,0.1072962782694111,0.0,0.0,0.1046963608163935,0.0,0.0,0.09490955355976216
adhd,dreams_in_syntax,2018/03/21,"Still searching for that friend who gets it I think of myself as a pretty positive person, pretty quick at getting back up and brushing myself off after mistakes and failures, something us ADHDers are forced to get good at. But sometimes when I’m down, I get really down, and I wish I had someone to talk to who really got it. None of my close friends have ADHD, at least not in any discernible way. And even though I love it when people come to me with their problems and I get to help and talk them through it, for some reason I can’t bring myself to believe that others would want to do the same thing for me. So when I get down, I just isolate myself, and assume that if I reach out it’ll be annoying because no one likes a downer, even if my friends are, in reality, wonderful, caring people. But they are also really competent and accomplished students, so how could they possibly understand all of my shit anyway? Like, what could they even say? “Gee, sorry about your brain”?? I just wish I finally had someone close to me, not an administrator or family member, to just hug me and say, “I get it.” :(",8.286074766355139,6.555824336448598,8.250392523364487,74.02708411214954,62.644859813084096,11.176822429906542,34.95140186915888,9.888512548439397,3.2206033644859815,864,29,164,14,10,281,129,214,0.102,0.662,0.236,0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,5,2,19,13,2,0,4,0,13,4,2,2,1,42,32,23,0,10,10,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,1,14,14,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,3,31,9,31,24,5,24,0,0,0,2,19,13,1,6,10,133,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363414744068503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907236756293272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714797842708322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872338852537168,0.0,0.06915635311045028,0.0,0.0,0.12781613243024545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664458156648212,0.0,0.0,0.1156669695003712,0.0,0.0,0.09772470756332784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115669741753096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479239410863827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694791274501136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427584971029758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629470491739193,0.0,0.4149003152960579,0.0,0.0,0.09515411922030786,0.0907340802145642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760412590650017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084913169180596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239051686498377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687475094122112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729999229901015,0.0990577091069072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127894659242696,0.0,0.2308331513418089,0.0,0.10855363798498337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803152173878967,0.11664260434612912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043551541059286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645190868096728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224686927526347,0.08733718820967623,0.11220217023047546,0.12699483943013676,0.0,0.0,0.0905990712550618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236910557251632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753692710453984,0.07269237757264113,0.11146128666550822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810252412362406,0.13646299934131867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691409107284713,0.09004909767275047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609173358940216,0.0,0.12302863655886885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058962772775717,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aevum1,2018/03/21,"So... i almost got fired. Well..

New boss combination with a weird job. 

Im in IT and we are a 24x7 group that takes care of off hours incidents, so while most groups work 9-5 and are busy, in the 9-5 hours were bored out of our minds and only work when everyone has gone home. 

New boss, he see´s that im somewhat fidgety and not in to my work, on my cellphone, or reading while we have no work becuase all the support teams are in place. 

He assumes im a bum and asked to have me fired, my old boss saved my ass releocating me to a new office at a customer but i feel like shit. 

Just wanted to unload a bit. ",1.844846153846156,2.864566869230772,3.2769230769230795,94.72307692307696,76.46153846153847,6.430769230769231,22.23076923076923,6.742157984588678,0.2488307692307697,463,12,113,4,10,152,84,130,0.133,0.7979999999999999,0.069,-0.7525,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,5,5,8,1,0,8,0,7,2,2,3,1,25,15,12,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,3,11,5,15,12,4,19,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,5,10,63,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246904061921506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300902065441392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532873728186106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506004578662868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595098528946992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193911056991391,0.10164213006519836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379125680551425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427146071282079,0.0,0.28022675215649384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610480611992617,0.0,0.14118715319320502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950895397397701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436583815051998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122336581737563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929491549028412,0.0,0.0,0.10820744465776824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864832417718185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231468005779688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337569338953915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460444522595295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614533208627552,0.0,0.0,0.10697397944492673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391817609405508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792337079704938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41431500864153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Homeless_Emperor,2018/03/21,"Dealing with depression? This sucks. Anytime I try to even put in the slightest amount of effort there's a voice berating me and telling me to quit.  I'm taking a semester off college so besides job interviews I'm low on obligations. I wake up early but I don't really have the energy to get out of bed until 5 in the afternoon, no matter how much caffeine I drink. I sleep at a normal time as well. 

I never had serious depression throughout my life but I recently worked myself out of a horribly agonizing dpdr episode, which is a care package that leaves you with depression and anxiety after the initial episode is over. I try to exercise and meditate every day, take magnesium and vitamin d, and it really does help but it's not a complete solution.  How do you deal with things or get things done? What are your LPTs?",3.7086799276672684,5.915655708860762,5.391175406871611,76.51164556962027,74.18987341772151,9.830741410488248,30.90596745027125,10.125756701596842,3.7277942133815554,654,31,116,21,14,222,111,158,0.192,0.6970000000000001,0.111,-0.9431,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,3,6,8,1,0,10,0,8,6,2,2,1,20,16,14,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,8,10,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,1,15,2,22,14,2,19,0,4,0,0,8,10,1,1,8,82,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361075058758395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474490114423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941697243500808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420783437401912,0.33317048912371305,0.4175142716918331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414025985271573,0.16535577409894706,0.0,0.15829007807920414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672421840441428,0.0,0.13614086443389434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688411670737926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830585223819232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034645149542792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710933401201558,0.0,0.0,0.11413103416285225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878228710920652,0.0,0.12462297035590793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583172860939932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243580452976994,0.0,0.17186368524121615,0.0,0.0,0.207028746122538,0.0,0.15954397435847809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169995213800945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298100242684645,0.0,0.14123089012270582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469747433206846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422049753174763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194088520272355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452827548875595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763453673801486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DaNugget1993,2018/03/21,"Wil Wheaton really hits home this week on his podcast The podcast Radio Free Burrito really hits home this week. Wil talks about how his anxiety and depression ground him down for the past year preventing him from doing things he likes and how his medication helped him get over it. 

I cannot suggest listening to it enough. It does get political for a hot minute.... but overall very uplifting ",5.51582159624413,7.951154971830987,5.478521126760565,76.86078638497655,69.70422535211267,10.367136150234742,30.143192488262912,10.504223727775694,3.6705755868544614,317,13,55,10,6,99,53,71,0.066,0.877,0.056,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,8,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397998656728165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071402089013969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104610485248377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849828397928275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513001134818824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120045501885402,0.0,0.4824773533005727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749496711968725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422760051357672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295821481592804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081378096129088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330284085999305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977590240282388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843568627879002,0.0,0.0,0.3858252960724068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487255324620544
adhd,totoroteacup,2018/03/21,"I can’t handle school I’m in 8th grade and I have ASD and ADD. Almost every day, I skip school. I just can’t handle all of the noise, distractions, political discussions, and anxiety. 
The reason I leave is because I feel that, since I don’t learn anything, I might as well just leave. My parents tried to help me in the beginning, but they’ve gotten used to it.
I feel so bad for skipping. I cry myself to sleep because I feel so stupid and worthless. Everything in school feels worthless, too.
Any advice?",1.535,4.132263030303033,2.7648737373737404,89.9339772727273,85.36363636363637,5.724242424242425,21.381313131313128,7.1686216300943375,0.8038949494949499,396,13,78,6,12,127,66,99,0.284,0.6829999999999999,0.032,-0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,3,0,6,1,1,2,1,18,14,8,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,4,14,1,9,12,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,46,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666929277114466,0.0,0.0,0.17081545773977574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600312070968673,0.0,0.13049646310883847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037628019096582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243070026790175,0.20797311715162173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873787581195272,0.11001271126823056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437245644796494,0.0,0.15331009962078948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450100330003862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433900841058567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36124812188302496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096290260216885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189413591522806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538899123124846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179210199105798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411090314108177,0.0,0.17070741613147528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581548946277764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732999803621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337570214090382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,urietarded21,2018/03/21,"My dad is pissing me the fuck off Okay so just now I was doing Studies of Religion (a subject at school which I will from now on refer to as SOR), and I have ADHD, so concentrating is ALMOST impossible, and I had finally been able to start concentrating a little bit after 2 hours of trying as hard as I could and failing. He bursts into my room and says, ""WHAT ARE YOU DOING??"" I told him I was reading pages for SOR, and he says, ""how much have you done?"" I told him 30 pages, and I was starting to get irritated, because I'd worked so hard to be able to concentrate on what I was supposed to be doing, and I could feel it all going away as he was talking to me. I wasn't looking at him, I was desperately trying to stop myself from losing all concentration, and he goes, ""stop being so rude and look up at me when I SPEAK TO YOU!!"" and i was mad by that point, because if I lost my concentration (which I have now, which is absolutely great) there is no way I'd spend another 2 hours trying to force myself into trying to read this. And I was like, ""you're making me lose my concentration, so I can't look up or I'll completely lose all my concentration"". And he says, ""you better look up right now or you'll be sorry. How many pages do you have left?"" And I was like, ""I'm not looking up, but I have 14 pages left"" (by the way, during SOR, I find it *so* boring, that I can't help but tune out. I can't help it, and I try so hard to concentrate, but it's like my brain refuses to think about SOR and thinks about every. Other. Fucking. Thing. In the ENTIRE WORLD. And now I have an exam in four days and because of my anxiety I haven't told the teacher about this and I will probably get a 0%). Anyway, then he went downstairs and started bitching about me to my mum. And of course, she believed him, because he's so good at lying and passing it off as though the other person is the wrongdoer. Anyway, my rant is over, I'm still fucking pissed though because I have 14 pages left which I refuse to do because I refuse to spend 2 hours trying to get myself to concentrate.",3.7664988290398114,4.19488406323185,5.22494730679157,84.76421252927403,71.36533957845434,8.067213114754097,25.78864168618267,8.07648339933343,1.3359475409836064,1593,45,347,21,28,538,179,427,0.156,0.8079999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,6,0,7,27,21,8,0,10,1,45,6,3,3,3,51,71,46,0,3,8,2,4,3,0,3,0,4,1,1,18,24,0,5,5,2,2,3,7,14,0,1,18,13,59,7,56,44,10,51,0,5,5,3,34,27,6,4,22,245,77,6,0.15349076021239091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223303300003592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684941232916667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804742225943071,0.058710005719896735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210481091319841,0.0,0.0,0.2806996283272327,0.0,0.0,0.08646576261304885,0.0,0.06787505205676783,0.08378607819678535,0.0,0.0,0.08567322541958809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804660708993865,0.0,0.0,0.12254988237276356,0.0,0.0,0.049494421181609086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853716927548739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466129274057217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038804770122353095,0.0,0.0,0.08407081262179363,0.07014388705727358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128496017487944,0.12028888067020695,0.0,0.043616168112329455,0.06437038367318003,0.0,0.08461205250207288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062463587387489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028816211240004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673622067508775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501522401179988,0.0,0.0,0.11248174848300577,0.07691903260117842,0.0,0.0,0.3222339523565719,0.2575753488926069,0.0837766482024404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122813715852855,0.07780776976396551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641668481466532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701110570142321,0.0,0.0,0.07254919049942175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274450003648036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353229699196835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554013528105819,0.0,0.18309301978335732,0.0,0.07767042190776798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591016979207289,0.16296232513640624,0.0,0.061288959688856615,0.1283251483988407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616850294660295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098622039816823,0.09835068145884177,0.15080389259351826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000049862744367,0.0,0.31263045235829634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183382104978845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114373623750482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055871550750375885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Premedninjaneuro,2018/03/21,"Anyone one else ever stop to think about how WE will be the research one day. So I am 25 years old, and this might just be me.. but does anyone ever stop and think about how crazy it is that we are basically going to be who scientists, researchers, and doctors refer to when they publish scientific journals and write books about the LONG-TERM effects of everything they prescribe for ADHD. You know, all of the Amphetamine, Lisdexamfetamine, Dextroamphetamine, Methylphenidate and other ADHD medications.

It hit me recently when I was looking for alternatives since my hubs and I will be trying to get pregnant soon and I would rather be unable to have a decent convo and only half finish 20 tasks a day rather than actually finishing like 5, than have a mentally impaired child. And I must have read over 100+ scientific articles about the research on RATS. Most articles tie Adderall to research with cocaine for LTM effects but that isn't even true. I don't foresee my brain looking super perfect either but definitely not a cocaine brain. A lot of articles talk about increase in tolerance with time, duh, been there, thank you. But I was looking for some solid research done with people in their late 50's who had been taking Adderall for as long as I unfortunately have.

If anyone does know of any legit research on this though, comment below for some gold ;)",6.7722767325553725,8.300785627530367,6.653798523457969,73.23663491307455,65.19433198380568,9.05063110264349,33.152893546082396,9.325443323948027,3.1668277685163133,1098,46,179,20,17,347,150,247,0.052000000000000005,0.831,0.117,0.9575,0,0,3,0,1,0,27.0,2,2,3,4,19,5,0,0,9,1,25,4,2,4,6,48,37,22,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,9,14,0,2,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,6,3,19,5,34,20,7,25,0,0,3,0,13,6,0,6,18,134,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.12481663950774585,0.0,0.3074334406613111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697965366403257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683020414554145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28556812680426336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497603626887375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091598804135382,0.2238607141513095,0.13089102344793047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684805246334483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447991761857196,0.2313944382105053,0.0,0.0,0.11495259167714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682498170643701,0.0,0.07269124843390103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058627201456314,0.0,0.14428219154838948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062487827160791015,0.0,0.0,0.2263834555672149,0.32222346847523264,0.0,0.0,0.1087400915686534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885063509749278,0.12889796023687514,0.13568678582161925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421457728502778,0.0,0.17334321258193405,0.09727736806134256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867308729582854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279394181823575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629056470828465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580417669707676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386828890042886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616849565538252,0.10280503757275564,0.0,0.11775756019121085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391246936585374,0.12566582182417785,0.0,0.07458232056852128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683896692411681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085990393512187,0.0,0.0,0.08236650110588199
adhd,clumsygirllovescats,2018/03/21,"I lost my credit card... again It’s the 3rd time in 6months I’ve lost my credit card from sheer ADHD-losing-stuff-recklessness.

But I’m not at all nervous or scared because technology has always been there to lighten the emotional toll.

From my phone, I locked my card, got some card less cash and organised a replacement within a matter of minutes. 

**No harm, only acceptance that sometimes shit happens and I can’t avoid it.**

Technology is my crutch.

-	Bluetooth finder tiles
-	find my iPhone
-	google drive all my stuff is accessible
-	iCal for remembering where and when
-	google maps because I am directionless
-	transport app: TripView (syd/Melbourne)
-	Spotify to save me from boredom
 ",3.4906617647058837,6.711987958333339,3.584607843137257,81.93529411764709,86.08333333333334,6.4901960784313735,27.058823529411764,7.724431198458867,2.247735294117647,545,24,89,11,17,167,90,120,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.125,-0.6353,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,3,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,15,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,3,2,3,7,0,0,4,0,12,4,10,7,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,2,3,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539859427897271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758492707845501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576580841753678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377256215929789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931581419985487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902546350413344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688456537650336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613984878379058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073127234315626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394035646785496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158515321565788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169343403734867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901764567986025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838604876229046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232322740447109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dooroog,2018/03/21,"The Truman Show After the movie The Truman Show psychiatrists reported a lot of people presenting with what they called the Truman Show Delusion, that they were unknowingly starring in a TV show and everyone was aware but them.

Paranoid delusions aside, from talking to people it seems that almost everyone who saw the movie has entertained the thought, more philosophically than seriously.

I sometimes wonder (don't believe but just daydream, hypothesise) something similar, but with one variation: that I am part of some experiment to see how a human being behaves under impossibly difficult circumstances.

Like the expectations in school that you would just go and sit the fuck down and be happy doing the same thing as everybody else and not get distracted or act out, just being comfortable and chill and going along with it. And then after that getting an entry level job and being expected to show up on time, clean and having taken care of all the other shit like dishes, taxes, bills, laundry, personal grooming etc, and work a boring menial job for years until there's even a hope of getting an interesting job. Almost all day for almost every day! Just...how? It's not that I think I'm above this or better than other people, cos I definitely don't, in fact I think I'm a total loser and would be stoked with even an entry level job at this point but...the most basic requirements for living a normal life in our society just seem impossibly hard to me. I know I'm just a mess but yeah. That's my own version of the Truman Show hypothetical...that maybe everyone finds it just as difficult as I do and they're just experimenting to see how a person reacts if you make them think it's normal.",7.432064777327938,8.17829166666667,7.795620782726051,68.41955465587047,63.42307692307693,10.542780026990554,31.485155195681514,10.426177893888326,3.420279487179487,1368,47,222,31,19,449,176,312,0.098,0.762,0.14,0.9464,4,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,4,4,12,18,2,1,23,1,16,4,1,5,4,68,40,26,0,8,16,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,19,18,1,1,9,8,2,3,4,9,0,1,5,4,16,9,37,28,12,26,0,1,3,1,13,13,2,14,11,157,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112301139031184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668485865623925,0.0,0.09159684268295117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575377219829396,0.0,0.10559374415989307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358465513555462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651717281508313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115504893758054,0.13681042309156508,0.0,0.0872599000569589,0.29688892239957376,0.0,0.2026173453069112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094658617463486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574628132001138,0.16232888735086606,0.0,0.11771934364564045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024929517954936,0.09277594001953583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102865677394898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110981780572733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569178684631847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315263257553101,0.10119548305597556,0.0,0.09145180550948864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804919769034261,0.0,0.0,0.06913196348381308,0.0,0.10404725295397088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294788958915155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017986913901769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215327147248297,0.0,0.2154015344430917,0.18086190790130974,0.0,0.0,0.09790455532016626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481561635715746,0.16505942620940506,0.18856752364131366,0.0,0.0,0.10631032441936528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973115183438245,0.10243068793691856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324345644947073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880549874058813,0.19908519310921813,0.0,0.0822208515887875,0.060390913721055615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231429706555918,0.07539821317933591,0.0,0.0,0.14714244816794492,0.0,0.0,0.06669393260860793
adhd,AjaxSuited,2018/03/21,"Experiences with Trimipramine alongside ADHD meds? Tomorrow is my doctor's appointment for anti-depression medicine, and my father had helped me find this very enticing drug: [Trimipramine](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trimipramine?wprov=sfla1).

I know this is an older type of anti-depressant (it's a ""second-generation"" tricyclic), but it's got not only anti-depression and especially for me anti-anxiety going for it, but it actually improves insomnia and has been studied to [alleviate IBS symptoms](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/6760379/). There also is speculation of other TCAs helping asthma, and Trimipramine shares their characteristics.

I'm currently on 20mg of Ritalin-LA. For anyone who has taken this drug before, what have your thoughts been?",12.841921182266011,14.854313931034492,10.607339901477836,48.52879310344832,51.93103448275862,13.525123152709362,42.43349753694581,12.785403640627713,6.6129842364532045,640,30,70,20,7,194,87,116,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.8702,1,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,7,1,10,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,47,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.19169361924270464,0.0,0.2360784153019387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570901419844303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027333116884034,0.0,0.0,0.13735291912903122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715293357981192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075712275786961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106100968071935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556077883854472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215252159371848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953933814138875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163934996583794,0.0,0.1571081577643338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633343964590107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795632459179666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819659014561324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939875666918767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594858314264487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208062711747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fritzll,2018/03/21,"Short sleep waking early - methylphenidate - autism with add symptoms Hello everyone,

A couple of weeks ago I started with methylphenidate and my sleep pattern changed a lot but I don't know if I should worry about it.

Before medication I would need around 9.50 hours of sleep. On some days when I did not get a full 9.50, even if it was just 15 minutes less, I would get sleep deprivation and be grumpy and tired all day. 

Now I wake up around 6.30 am every day, no matter what time I go to sleep. When I wake up, I am awake and I just want to get out of bed, start the day, do something. I fall asleep within 20/30 minutes and sleep really, really deep. Nothing seems to wake me, not even the dog barking one night.

Yesterday I got 8 hours of sleep, my body seemed to be a little bit tired, I had wet eyes and I yawned a lot for a couple of minutes, but mentally I was refreshed like I slept for around 10 hours. It's a very strange feeling, I can't feel if I'm sleep deprived anymore. Normally I would be absolutely tired with just 8 hours of sleep.

I don't want to collapse one day because I can't feel if I'm tired anymore. Has anyone here experienced something like this? I'm looking for some advice.

Have a nice day!",3.0543877551020406,4.703327040816326,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,74.51020408163265,6.53265306122449,24.494897959183675,7.1686216300943375,0.8283836734693879,955,30,204,10,20,300,130,245,0.136,0.782,0.08199999999999999,-0.9515,0,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,0,20,24,17,0,1,45,41,14,0,12,11,0,4,2,0,4,7,0,1,0,5,14,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,2,0,2,6,7,24,3,26,28,8,35,0,2,2,0,1,12,0,10,23,118,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966748415140835,0.0631976592580707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414086008341993,0.049850288286849766,0.0,0.0,0.1903998131211501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346004369231755,0.0,0.060665779655680235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783437351036106,0.07919134876011093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541939574778382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157770485264625,0.0,0.2758716494079533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417777572374436,0.0,0.06006810820064844,0.06812428886819971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814487454323214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174421656588956,0.0,0.04051791410945883,0.0,0.05702017115057111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808401597363786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039181212437386884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966110689624219,0.07145512527122272,0.0,0.0,0.05986884299927429,0.0,0.0,0.12122289231116296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182101117133417,0.07184739008178112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286345534529604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690440932647042,0.06985279482887861,0.06840833167621001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662105893309868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134527810179748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980641057142087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421076607166513,0.0,0.0,0.10977091315080123,0.0,0.0,0.1009242486402361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410156452706497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157199283249807,0.32776697867060045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882485817377521,0.08410187035204457,0.0,0.057187592481292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240232280894998,0.0,0.1519352272640304,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,imanayer,2018/03/21,"Adults with ADHD, what was your childhood like? I have a daughter with ADHD-PI and it is a daily struggle to keep her engaged, to keep her on time, to keep up her grades. I’m far from a perfect person and to be frank, I lose my shit with her on a regular basis.  I’m a working mom with a super type A personality and not a trace of ADHD.  I try to keep my cool, but it is impossible for me to not react to the things she does. 

How was your childhood? How did you interact with your parents, your siblings? How did you feel about yourself? How self aware were you?  What helped you to be ok with yourselves? 

I want to help my kid, and I want to understand what’s going on in her head. ",0.9032267732267734,2.8071690979021007,2.9166483516483552,92.34442307692308,81.7972027972028,5.484315684315685,21.403096903096905,6.5431188927421005,0.2622691308691309,523,16,118,5,14,176,80,143,0.041,0.8140000000000001,0.145,0.9092,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,0,4,5,9,1,1,9,2,10,2,2,5,1,27,21,9,0,2,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,10,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,2,23,6,25,14,0,10,0,1,0,0,25,6,1,0,4,84,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407076086930727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124053905641667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582978959658182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523191454397734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391340277019755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104465658705772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332040816004487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326820297288356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777906814211818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564409726864527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166524928762187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189759815358965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645234878310402,0.0,0.1539429664733679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678213948303446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963399739072072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744923371302436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018203919649808,0.0,0.0,0.1561249885683897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769134365473352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918059621219668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pazbatchoy,2018/03/21,"Symptoms? Yesterday I lost a very important document that I needed to apply for my Visa since I got accepted to work in another country. I don't know how it happened but I was sure it was inside my bag. On my way to apply, I checked my requirements and the document could not be found. Prior to that, a few months ago, I have lost my passport on my way to apply for a new one. It just disappeared. And important letters of recommendations that I am sure I left at home, also disappeared. The other day my gf told me she found my ATM card in her car (I checked my wallet and it was really not there) I didn't even notice it fell. 

I don't really know what is happening. I checked the symptoms on the internet... short tempered (very). And my gf says I am always distracted or I can't focus and in the end I am labeled as insensitive or selfish when I don't think I did anything wrong. (I know a lot of reasons might cause this). Other symptoms like, when I am interested over something I close off everything around me and I can focus for a long period of time. 

I'm not sure if I'm disorganized. I tend to keep my desk free from clutter. Or I just don't put so much stuff on it. But I tend to put documents on top of each other when I think I have to keep track of them. 

I know maybe I'm overthinking and I'm just worried about these important things that I keep losing. Sorry if this post is annoying or what. Just needed to let it out. And yes if I'm really worried I would consult a professional, maybe I will soon. Thanks",2.060563186813184,3.9137450288461535,4.148663003663007,85.16538461538462,77.87820512820512,7.918681318681319,24.924908424908423,8.738905477910976,1.8299446886446882,1187,43,250,27,28,407,153,312,0.126,0.754,0.12,-0.1961,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,6,15,16,2,1,11,1,25,3,0,3,3,53,52,24,0,7,16,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,1,0,21,12,0,4,10,0,6,6,9,8,0,1,11,1,47,9,33,35,4,40,0,3,0,0,9,17,0,9,15,175,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897848872685707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802717525191478,0.08352201914171213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525443237056578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260202897333148,0.0893571472123388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031152169107852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014316814995444,0.0,0.0,0.06473510447242893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890456287840769,0.0,0.0,0.0662983111552942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902127145238016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201172268357684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028095843243797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752676683875396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068669390077573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26766007554419674,0.0,0.0,0.2206591263089797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906031435092957,0.10264266926626177,0.0,0.04903931638794129,0.0,0.0,0.08883082039314398,0.0,0.11229660988055597,0.21914752993414408,0.08533725681911516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016851346648972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648453501907593,0.0,0.0,0.08012026506220818,0.0,0.07378892202950947,0.148857107074055,0.0,0.09694509667780683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428030957731874,0.0,0.0,0.0680183087790376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096133780772368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018139776047272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291295500302366,0.1032046618957163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798241194386857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303320393686599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727540919229567,0.0,0.1123642560911578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490808215711132,0.0,0.0,0.28381347112087524,0.3129915870929303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241400307342244,0.0,0.0,0.06668626938819783,0.12863554087866425,0.0,0.0,0.05853085603209311,0.0,0.0,0.09591488577656716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656436976091261,0.0,0.15934978014984555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307592630674369,0.2038761985644812,0.0,0.07130520900634225,0.10974690478846083,0.0,0.0
adhd,alwaysusepapyrus,2018/03/21,"Switching from Wellbutrin to adderall What can I expect here? I was on Ritalin as a kid 7-13ish but haven't been on stims since then. Ive  been on Wellbutrin for....2 years? And it was doing ok for just typical mom stuff, but I started working at a job that requires a lot of attention to detail (fucking LOL right?) And it's not cutting it. My doc plays it pretty conservatively so I'll probably start on the really low end, but just looking if anyone's made the switch, either to Adderall specifically or going from Wellbutrin to any stimulant and what I can expect in terms of differences/how long it takes to regulate going from one to the other.

Also, I'm tapering down now and holy shit the brain fog is terrible. I don't remember if I was this out of it all the time -- I know I had some pretty severe disassciations from time to time but i feel like on the whole I had it together a bit more? But now, even just going from 450-300 I'm a bit of a mess. I guess it's a double edged sword, meds are helpful but you get reliant on them, so when they're gone you're worse than when you were without them. ",2.5862622263623654,4.268543331858407,4.294965067536096,85.45564741499769,75.85840707964601,7.412761993479274,24.72659524918491,8.20500826718156,1.4434902654867252,867,29,181,15,19,292,137,226,0.099,0.772,0.129,0.7162,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,2,12,9,3,0,13,2,16,4,2,2,1,34,32,20,0,4,15,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,2,4,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,10,2,17,3,30,22,10,30,0,1,1,1,7,12,2,6,15,124,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944610062527633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157244104491724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443857515316132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261329611811065,0.0,0.0,0.1667392919048139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229190880175928,0.0,0.0,0.09865331822239906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552277693575532,0.10670546042863302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808433811146942,0.07803637090718278,0.0,0.25466050627953946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454096005778462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001153427586084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822042964295573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208638586375966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297156142780804,0.0,0.0,0.1321821783917615,0.12542789367502874,0.0,0.0,0.12698368037585353,0.0,0.14133154877980225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165909404201877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493296564151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121271181719922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039131696501769,0.16103933612316326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568621385924453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919996062644896,0.1275557876406364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873847153841834,0.15331969638381662,0.12355519994802874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144079780919006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098570684278805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230291733587308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612855319544173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667592421288047,0.0,0.14398128120261308,0.0,0.10873855588039492,0.0,0.15221437551151493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618532869731172
adhd,leongirl888,2018/03/21,"Considering re-medicating So I just watched ""Take Your Pills"" documentary on Netflix and it kinda spurred me into reconsidering taking medication again for my ADHD after 8 years un-medicated. 

(Sorry in advance: this is a long post. I might ramble and repeat. I would love anyone to reply with  advice for the same kind of experience or anything possibly helpful. The paragraphs with ** are the more useful info if you wanna skip around)


I was diagnosed with Adhd sometime around the beginning of 2nd grade and put on medication. I was a intelligent kid I just hyperfocused on the wrong things and daydreamed alot.  It helped me focus in class, even with the things I wasn't interested in(big feat) and I felt like I was finally able to apply my knowledge, when I felt like I was just stupid before, and get good grades. I got honor roll and straight A's all the way to 7th grade.


I got to about 5th-7th grade in which I made an agreement with my parents&doctor that I didn't have to take my medication on the weekends b/c it made me very quiet, reserved, and un-active and I wanted to run around and play on the weekends when I wasn't at school. This worked because my parents main concern was me being able to absorb information/knowledge while I was in school and get good grades. 


End of 8th grade, going into freshman year (9th grade) I was having a very hard time in highschool making friends and socializing, and getting picked on for being so quiet and reserved B/C my medication made me like that. It made me very quiet, zoned out , and inattentive to anything, other than the work in front of me . I ended up getting very anxious as a result of being picked on, being an out cast, and would obsessively crack my knuckles and finger-through my hair. (I don't think I ever really brought this up to my doctor or parents b/c either I was so withdrawn from human interaction or only now years later have I processed it). Anyways I ended up having total body numbness , like I could pinch my arm and not feel it and just a feeling of body disassociation. 


So I stopped taking my meds without telling my parents. Me on meds would absorb information in every class, me off meds would only absorb information in classes that interested me. So my grades dropped, but I finnaly made friends and got picked on alot less(finnaly stood up to being picked on).  As selfish as it sounds, I was happier being social and not feeling like a zombie than I was making honor roll. 


I graduated high school and went on to college just b/c that was the ""next thing to do"" and I had no of what I wanted to do. 1st semester was tough but I aced every class except for one that I failed. 2nd semester I passed two of the classes I was interested in and got so far behind in the three other classes I hated, that I just stopped showing up for them.


I skipped a year after that and tried going back and taking the one course that I failed twice. Thinking that maybe I was just overwhelmed by alot of classes before and just taking the one class alone would help me pass it. I got so far behind that I just stopped showing up again... I failed the same class for a third time. 


**    I'm going on 23 soon and I feel like I'm stuck a dead end job, no hope for my future and everytime I get into thinking of choosing a career or trade I can't stay on track and can never go through with it. It's really difficult to look at alot of my peers and they've either graduated college and are now in their dream job or are going to college for another 4 years to advance their degree, wondering how they can do all of that, while I'm living at home, same old dead job and a feeling of no getting out of the hole I'm in. Also knowing my parents are disappointed in me in my current life. 


**     I'm thinking that going back on medication or trying a different medication will help me? I feel like the depressive episodes/ mood swings I have that are also holding me back are correlated with the problems I have with adhd in my life. I remember the feeling of clarity of thought and being able to execute my actions while being on medication, that was the best part. The worst part was feeling not even human towards the end, not even feeling alive.


**      I had grown such a hatred for being medicated that I refused to even take an advil for a headache, or pain pills for after surgery pain. I strongly felt to be myself entirely, un-medicated and that I could find ways to cope with my adhd on my own. To mainly prove that i could be a ""neurotypical"" person, and that I didn't need a pill to make me function right. And me foolishly thinking that maybe I had grown out of ADHD.  I'm just scared of going through the ""not being present"" feeling again. But I now have an intense feeling that getting back on medication MAYBE can help me get my life back on track, that maybe I should stop struggling in silence and finnaly ask for help? 


**     I was on concerta 72mg (two 36mg pills) 5 days a week from what I can remember, it's been awhile Aha . 
So have you've been on concerta and switched to something else? Any med in particular that didn't give you that zombie feel?  Have you gone on a medication hiatus and went back on?

 I'm starting the process of going to a doctor to get on something, and i know dosage and med type is different for everyone but getting feed back from other people with ADHD is helpful. Thanks for reading ~hugs~",4.64665514457284,6.0305792454458285,5.465400792249081,80.32175966342031,70.06423777564717,7.86723015592673,29.35168037543523,8.288913261614885,2.088641227229146,4255,163,800,62,76,1388,378,1043,0.119,0.782,0.099,-0.9876,11,1,2,0,0,0,122.0,0,4,4,12,48,46,2,4,53,0,77,31,4,15,6,176,165,73,2,16,31,4,17,7,2,8,24,4,1,4,46,62,1,6,33,8,1,22,17,20,0,8,47,23,112,25,149,95,20,148,0,6,2,2,35,66,0,16,62,571,158,40,0.10870464221137102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612837108491719,0.03540830608956718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752840857539761,0.0,0.057954042068351926,0.0,0.03926047813990023,0.0,0.024640961448249503,0.03799543183032671,0.0,0.040935101384203434,0.0,0.0253362711143382,0.0,0.05963643886944878,0.09677017829061056,0.033874722139861195,0.0,0.0,0.1950367064879923,0.0,0.022088446977346958,0.0,0.06166642936444086,0.0,0.038026271819122236,0.0,0.0,0.08049756785962507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679181142853859,0.0,0.0,0.023368500438553364,0.0,0.031209049683393757,0.036777641209933085,0.0,0.07571547633812227,0.0,0.11126380751342713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030269593297524707,0.0,0.16046674625344218,0.0,0.0,0.0957311879502839,0.03277652411280057,0.0610588996372364,0.034623981356021835,0.0,0.035444666289390685,0.0,0.0,0.21985733324444706,0.07765861811601799,0.1043735036872327,0.03969354070054106,0.03311802454351776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598995794598752,0.0,0.18931229645596992,0.034759799361157376,0.16474494204849324,0.060784197620053965,0.14490172122414122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03245933588455525,0.03577444299737992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001233731712326,0.038284140931772376,0.036346539790924066,0.03598941247968185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078725839933276,0.0,0.0,0.03773305231403725,0.039827485658251824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678130357208854,0.1239177270354493,0.0,0.031996063544669474,0.032066729207154566,0.030428173831273508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03270339456945112,0.17143160138114902,0.0725611927814706,0.0,0.14561123199773848,0.0,0.3219902714385003,0.36502830239857537,0.0,0.038439482311366985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026867704936070512,0.027946573834010443,0.0,0.0385362067396904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802241197059447,0.0,0.07366107886067765,0.05511651921368639,0.07711293570669174,0.0,0.16093818779819086,0.07847768954990854,0.0,0.025120703906151568,0.031638900215152366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084938364023218,0.034702999499995744,0.0,0.0,0.0346718872378927,0.0,0.03642606328202402,0.0,0.0,0.03624468641045613,0.0,0.04642598489470068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820941126146204,0.030944390165478907,0.0,0.0,0.03627743684391401,0.11001490138177787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387379549073382,0.0,0.05579076293508285,0.03583722357251667,0.04056198239183007,0.02564723508564377,0.03862156166148205,0.0,0.12117593114716545,0.0,0.03788056478252081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907088457943852,0.0,0.03167088288126416,0.03336020987298352,0.0,0.0,0.07221853404626707,0.11608924237995535,0.0,0.028766447829821462,0.0422577007020176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920221100093468,0.0,0.07079242669214561,0.0,0.0,0.031295302915742604,0.0,0.11959028572730825,0.04274454294428672,0.05752312346851963,0.02906543567300768,0.0,0.0,0.06718019493009887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03492913198585273,0.03929518248288339,0.05275884946394553,0.0,0.0,0.1287010982306774,0.039617153839170964,0.0,0.11667037593738455
adhd,amatadesigns,2018/03/21,"Pregnant with ADHD I have been getting progressively worse since 2017 and finally have realized that along with other things I’m probably ADHD-PI. I know I have to get officially diagnosed but here’s the problem- I can’t take meds because I’m pregnant. I also won’t be able to take meds after I have my baby because I’m going to be breastfeeding. (I’ve noticed that most of you guys in here are dudes so long story short if I take meds then my baby is also taking them and that’s not cool. Also, not breastfeeding is not an option for me.) 

So I’m looking for coping methods you guys have used that have helped while unmedicated. I have a planner, and I also have a scrap sheet of paper to purge my thoughts on all day, so I can quiet the constant thoughts to a bearable level. But my focus is terrible. I can’t listen. Even to myself, I’ll lose interest in what I’m talking about and just drop off. And won’t even remember what I was talking about. I’m often stuck in one spot doing nothing but thinking about everything and Reddit has become my drug of choice. (Used to be Pinterest) 

So yeah, TL;DR what do I for the next 2 years while I can’t get meds so I actually can live semi normally? 

Edit: removed last sentence that was not ok per rules. ",2.32016268260292,4.491300450199205,4.19074203187251,83.64449286188581,78.36254980079681,6.733134130146081,24.80096281540505,7.793537801064563,1.5050675962815403,987,36,189,16,24,334,138,251,0.098,0.865,0.037000000000000005,-0.9265,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,3,18,6,0,0,7,3,28,2,0,2,1,32,51,22,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,6,4,25,3,25,40,2,21,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,4,11,130,35,2,0.10659474683111936,0.0,0.10402109643008332,0.0,0.2562123423846703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409751221168994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995833658316075,0.11772552315104155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519105284686315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874479334268757,0.0,0.0,0.10819142423179268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123616064731751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080964992590791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580048518285672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676933484342893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707406704998962,0.0,0.06058025110102984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110911163300632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144821188007025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858168516492253,0.08688894567870263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412511435817092,0.09433299660447662,0.08951274076513928,0.11925225582374918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736109346553745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336472254593236,0.0,0.10444021968678543,0.10228053446067896,0.1213588257724544,0.0,0.0,0.07223135914649749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492716591997365,0.10199677678237244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075106875562885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817627609842195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205839349483143,0.17135363953121513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081681330782352,0.06830160966214943,0.0,0.16924864447029106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412727313817454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862915366490287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864352211318599
adhd,FizzMcButtNuggets,2018/03/21,"Found a new habit app that I thought some of you might like too! Hey everyone!

I just saw this app on the iOS App Store’s Today tab, and I thought I’d check it out. I think the UI is gorgeous, and the idea seems really promising, so I thought I’d share it here so more people can maybe benefit from it: 

[Fabulous App](https://itunes.apple.com/gb/app/fabulous-motivate-me/id1203637303?mt=8)",3.198390410958904,6.006530534246579,3.1632705479452063,88.63613869863016,79.27397260273973,7.485616438356162,25.56335616438357,8.472884824447931,1.8609739726027392,311,12,62,7,8,94,54,73,0.0,0.773,0.227,0.9386,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,5,4,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435190732584684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27942869687682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876934208630461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450631394003935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560300035075691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703544405464899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461346839835343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668015910488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326274989029935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200489377964215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329690354761994,0.0,0.6069647488911197,0.0,0.0,0.24156698627462106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bull1088,2018/03/21,Prescribed Quanfacine today. When do you take it? I just was prescribed 1mg of Quanfacine for the first time by my doctor today along with my 40mg of vyvanse that I have been taking for the past 6 months. He said take it in the evening. I am a busy college student who doesn't go to bed until midnight. Do you take yours at 7 pm or later on before you go to sleep? I really want to get the most out of this medication. Thank you for the help in advance!,2.0584473684210534,3.617817200000001,3.449671052631583,91.48082236842107,77.0,5.592105263157895,23.453947368421048,5.985473137389443,0.3692368421052637,354,11,77,2,8,116,68,95,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.754,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,0,7,17,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,11,1,18,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,9,53,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369411383978206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089291115405364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348216852283203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173627394550306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664613440665673,0.0,0.23201624460520395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681971849642116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056330102618888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292947691117826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948590336130412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307667784325145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416824792089912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042709740536592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139020498893446,0.0,0.0,0.18792954776584905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902608845674707,0.0,0.3869705317594993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039736343929812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShittyGrammar-Nazi,2018/03/21,"Do I go to a psychologist only to be referred by a psychiatrist? How does the process work? I was referred by my PCP to some therapists who aren't MDs or DOs and I understand that (at least in America if I understand correctly) MDs and DOs can prescribe but not counsel while these therapists do the opposite. 

So do the therapists refer you back to your PCP or to a psychiatrist? I'm worried that all this will cost a lot of money but gosh I really feel like I need to get myself together. Today at work was a bloodbath with me forgetting what I was doing every time I got distracted. It was unusually bad, like there was a fog or a mist over me. Usually I can focus once I put my mind to it but today was just not my day. 

I've been putting off visiting the therapist though for months now, mostly out of procrastination (lol) but also out of FUD. I have a test tomorrow too and I've barely started studying ugh. I have to do something. ",2.976691176470588,4.841194433155085,5.122135695187168,79.15614471925136,75.2566844919786,9.16697860962567,28.265040106951872,9.673873057562805,2.866690106951872,737,31,145,21,16,256,116,187,0.103,0.857,0.04,-0.9071,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,9,5,0,1,12,1,19,0,0,1,2,32,28,16,0,2,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,2,4,3,3,0,0,8,1,20,2,22,18,5,22,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,7,13,109,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075758834751634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064971705110499,0.1156408674534386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932038765542663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120139519067932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166913683604202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700292482962948,0.09894370263005303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236000338082911,0.0,0.07871216494365456,0.0,0.11077029050889388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532721653345253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774688436288028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984449333015322,0.0,0.11054856855077612,0.0,0.0,0.10269524253863506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474968990154104,0.0,0.10533471917312724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784594674071351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872599632534132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662328517948533,0.0,0.0,0.09803029450534033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6432319860456246,0.0,0.0,0.13607454966465432,0.0,0.08075987199212997,0.0,0.2625616872302763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883646558398149,0.0,0.0,0.15253706510027984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165782133796334,0.14065244227148865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tangnets,2018/03/21,"When reading a long paragraph, I'm always just looking for the next sentence I realize one of the most infuriating things is that, no matter how much I want to fucking read so and so paragraph for my assignment, or to study for my big exam, I'll subconsciously just start skimming the sentence after the first 4-6 words. Then, my eyes immediately jump to the beginning of the next sentence. Rinse and repeat. 

It's absurd. It makes me livid. But I seriously can't stop. I have gone through every chain of reasoning and evaluation of my thoughts. I know I want to read it. I KNOW I'm not lazy or stupid. I know the consequences of not grasping the concept. After going through the process I just described, I'll then use every ounce of effort in my mind to try and read slowly, and seriously focus on each word in the sentence, but it feels like it takes an eternity and frustrates me even more. 

Is this relatable to anyone else here? I just discovered this sub, and the fact that there's so much to relate here to makes me feel better. Like I'm not crazy or broken. This has been something that has been holding me back my whole life and permeated into almost everything I do. I can't even listen to my favorite songs. I'll always skip 'to the good part'. 

I finally saw my family doctor, and he referred me to a group of psychiatrists. I hope that with time and professional help, I will be able to overcome this. I can't do this anymore.",4.345809523809528,5.835545485714286,5.329285714285717,80.60238095238097,70.92857142857143,8.190476190476192,28.690476190476193,8.704169506293173,2.1823690476190483,1136,43,218,20,21,373,152,280,0.045,0.7979999999999999,0.157,0.9789,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,15,10,3,0,15,0,14,4,1,5,1,51,38,22,0,3,12,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,15,13,0,2,10,5,0,3,7,5,0,2,5,7,29,5,31,31,7,25,0,0,3,1,4,5,1,6,19,149,44,8,0.12410364554129424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427187427514932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065283496522384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230774687326224,0.08677615451595817,0.1271588507473695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542804296038733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975958930549357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702533993324475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367267121777583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393857486133587,0.0,0.2091253478297652,0.0,0.11153635436325576,0.0,0.11699387207472632,0.0,0.12550106416600176,0.08865966917178149,0.0,0.1359494775522178,0.0,0.10556249749904817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473182052342447,0.0,0.0,0.07053096173075132,0.10409224982245607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318405761375562,0.0,0.0,0.12326292232119575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046123539963258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765807502664523,0.12126154498840905,0.0,0.0,0.10982782099007067,0.10421580595286403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568029415882976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253093040241741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246091804264652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639712699166569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409584204637219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439215430924986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965489190011526,0.0,0.0,0.1275992170494276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554104949323358,0.0,0.0,0.08784119907208615,0.0,0.0,0.10375620466591498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331049655780004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824489476112943,0.0,0.0,0.09852443204805987,0.07236583373020905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842582289452938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718570342039584,0.0,0.0,0.14639909110967536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385572882501664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tompaly,2018/03/22,GOING TO A NEUROLOGIST IN 4 DAYS it’s all I could think about in the past week. I have a lot of ADHD symptoms but I am also gonna see if I have any other condition mimicking ADHD. ,-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,91.5,6.2,18.0,7.554174236665415,0.6766000000000005,140,4,31,3,5,53,33,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,6,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6755587936218668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476351061819835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113037857080545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440347021390256,0.0,0.0,0.1812603921658273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973282539869607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894708695460215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683034892357053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396836144857535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921288651828372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009184333718525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254493086714357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gjurcz,2018/03/22,"I've been struggling for a while now, trying to get better, then migraines happened. They showed me I was struggling more than I realized. I feel so far behind now. I could really use advice and support. Before the migraines went crazy on me, I was lurking on here, trying to better myself. Then I threw myself into trying to find a way to get rid of the migraines so I could get back here. That hasn't happened yet, but now, I am overwhelmed and I realize I need to stop lurking and dealing with this alone when there is such a great support group right here. 


The migraines are hormonal and over the past year have gotten worse. The past few months, they bring me down for more than a week straight, and then a few times in between. They came on gradually and I didn't really listen to my body at first- because I was already trying to play catch up every day as it was, so I was just trying to push through the pain until they got so bad I couldn't anymore. Falling so far behind when I was already struggling has been really discouraging. My house has certain rooms cluttered with stuff I need to get rid of or find/make a home for, all mixed together, and it is an open floor plan so it isn't like I can just close a door. I am working on the migraine stuff so that isn't really what this post is about but I thought it was important for context.


 I made an appointment with my Dr in Jan and finally got to see him Monday. Between the ADHD and migraines, my depression and anxiety got pretty intense, but I was trying to stay positive as much as I could, thinking things like this can't last forever and it will get better. I did everything I could to come in prepared, with a bullet point list that we could go through together - I thought. Turns out that apparently, he was late for lunch, therefore not focused on helping me at all, when I really needed it. He refilled my Vyvanse & sent me on my way. (He's been my primary for over a decade but after this last visit, I realize he's seemed to be less helpful as time has went on/ each time he's moved into a new, bigger building.)


--- Now, I am just completely overwhelmed and almost paralyzed by it. **Main issue at the moment:** I am going on vacation for 10 days on Sunday but instead of being excited about it, I am really just stressed about it because I am so behind on everything that I don't know where to start. I haven't started to pack, just barely finished my laundry (washing and drying, not put away). I know that I can't fix everything before I leave in a couple days (I need to be ready Saturday night to get up and leave Sunday) but I don't know where to start. 

So I guess I would ask what would you do if it were you?
I know that obviously, being on the computer isn't helping me get ready any faster, but I decided posting this, instead of lurking for the rest of the night trying to figure it out on my own and getting nowhere, was the better idea. 

Edit- tried to clarify, (I don't know if I succeeded or not). Also want to add thank you to anyone that replies, even if you don't have specific advice for what I should do now, knowing I'm not alone makes a difference.

**TL;DR** Leaving for vacation in 2 days, behind on everything because of migraines when I was already struggling without them. Now I am overwhelmed and sad (something that is really hard for me to admit), looking for advice, support, encouragement- just not feeling alone in this.
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adhd,StrangeAssMF,2018/03/22,"Refused medication due to use of past use marijuana and alcohol. So my ""doctor"" after stringing me along for a couple of months informed me today that I was not an eligible candidate for medication since I had used alcohol and marijuana in the past. Has any of you had to lie to get medication? I am moderately peeved, I feel like someone with an archaic sense of addiction just put a brick wall up before me. ",8.136038961038963,7.556109064935068,9.847370129870134,58.7481980519481,62.24675324675325,13.933766233766232,40.02922077922078,13.023866798666859,5.676067532467531,326,16,56,12,4,117,56,77,0.03,0.936,0.034,0.0772,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,7,0,3,0,12,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,14,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871416703273196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669182616127575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673901087954965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607542777089672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899455611998731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570779266722178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679966915886309,0.12263848124292852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968858736303892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838675118544361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188073897345193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702245004250546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277499284322811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257210546390642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200418620026495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545234898861395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271963600804984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447938505036557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theslyder,2018/03/22,"I started on Vyvanse about 6 weeks ago. The result has been some of the happiest days I've had in my life and I'm scared of developing a tolerance. I have adhd and social anxiety disorder. I've always had crippling lying low self esteem and an undeniable urge to never do anything. On this medicine (60mg) all that is different. The first week or so I was so filled with motivation and energy, it was unbelievable. I felt like I 2as competent and capable. I could do anything I wanted and outsmart anyone. I felt like I could take over the world if I decided to. I was able to strike up conversations with strangers at my job when before people being near me would make me feel anxious and angry. 

That has slowly died down and while the medicine is still helpful, I'm worries about losing that ""on"" button. My job became easier because I not only had the focus and motivation, but also energy to keep working. I've found lately I've been feeling more blah about work and the old feeling of not having the energy to life my arms, let alone do my job, had been sheepishly creeping back. This is especially troublesome because we just changed managers and performance  standards are about to get tougher.

What can I do to ensure I get the most out of this medication and not lose its effectiveness? Is this a real concern, or is it paranoia?",4.668622047244091,6.523194877952758,5.808669291338582,76.03741338582678,70.69291338582677,8.859527559055119,30.02283464566929,9.3871,2.9161171653543305,1065,44,187,24,20,354,152,254,0.119,0.735,0.146,0.6521,4,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,10,11,6,0,1,12,0,30,4,1,5,2,47,45,21,1,5,8,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,16,0,1,10,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,13,5,22,2,27,27,4,26,0,3,0,0,5,12,0,5,15,135,33,8,0.12183527135745835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464223199902249,0.0,0.10799961693876356,0.0,0.0,0.12618459753098346,0.0,0.09743162248668832,0.10137670578950063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320364911065328,0.13763917760269662,0.0,0.08519005454429332,0.0,0.20052009457858447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936838032313997,0.0,0.14853930117080452,0.0,0.10367284233344748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288855623157193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455110070534293,0.0,0.0,0.07857367084503995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644577636038726,0.12729192725289226,0.1396337762885448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848107218159059,0.0,0.2339619336501985,0.0,0.0,0.10363301957707688,0.0,0.13358608648019468,0.0,0.0,0.1273078014377789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166361421360607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627081219945132,0.10829278717508148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374354928620998,0.0,0.0,0.12458481955518405,0.17211171051361507,0.1190451188959762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726050087870537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132598969749022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273621817200743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093966872177104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278456223910336,0.0,0.0,0.09266121397493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446523666795683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386752119401957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197836096375053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271007593111871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419571607141705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623563214950927,0.0,0.09729780508710216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160496147420584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186159968966274,0.0,0.1954578113853476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773950571986165,0.1237296320883074,0.0,0.08654828114763208,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AntimonyFox,2018/03/22,"Please, support your close ones with their struggles This is a slightly vent post, but I really needed to write it down somewhere. If you have similar stories and want to get them off your chest, please do.

I've been diagnosed with ADHD about a month ago, but due to the meds not being registered for adults in my country I have to go through additional tests so everything's on paper and they're 100% sure my physical health is fine. 

Since the diagnosis my mum went on a war path with me. She makes it clear she understands I might have it, but I shouldn't make such a big deal about it. Each day she reminds me I've quit my university, that I'm still jobless and not able to support myself and that I might just need to try harder instead of blaming it all away.

The diagnosis was already a slightly low point for me. It explained EVERYTHING I went through as a kid, but it made me realize I do need to put in extra work to manage it. But nothing kills me inside more than knowing my mum doesn't support me in what I'm going through. I feel lost, and I'm feeling like a fraud thanks to that.

Tl;dr: If your close ones struggle with any health problems, support them. You don't need to understand it all, and you might have an opinion on what's going on. But the outside world is already putting a whole lot of pressure on us, we don't need extra from people closest to us.",4.045218181818182,5.267459949090913,4.661954545454545,86.12893181818183,71.32727272727273,7.536363636363636,29.38636363636364,7.908726449838941,1.809236363636364,1086,43,221,14,20,347,153,275,0.105,0.76,0.135,0.6873,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,6,3,3,7,16,2,3,13,0,19,4,1,3,4,54,49,16,2,10,11,2,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,15,15,0,0,7,0,0,7,6,8,0,2,6,2,35,8,38,38,8,31,0,2,0,0,22,18,0,7,6,151,50,4,0.0924235913201274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110751961409985,0.0,0.08192793718489585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398346255989933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285121143767859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683500644384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059605570388542674,0.09528466434477516,0.0,0.0938079996886159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612872874191886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346428957931048,0.06602743210620576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828751182171071,0.0,0.1575793705491786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648391130264173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225301010142956,0.0,0.05079358870381506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515349822309128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008912677859989,0.07857523224146977,0.0,0.08745343681605297,0.1233869297742668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266177454945843,0.0,0.0,0.29414047443488817,0.0,0.0,0.07377162881923062,0.0,0.0,0.3426546093440058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868292854970451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525723483972415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407488100595253,0.0,0.0,0.2029066979718465,0.08737016774229682,0.0,0.08851625224432283,0.0,0.0,0.08843689481470911,0.0,0.18582247368788385,0.0,0.09830386601368307,0.0,0.0,0.059208919240985924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645374981904902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380959941667371,0.0,0.0,0.1932424099217956,0.0,0.0,0.4195247846438851,0.08710814103094527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509122538646609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274955166249624,0.0,0.0,0.1924324361145304,0.22234840108292606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451382877329143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135519021219298,0.0,0.1031876390721932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672854752407127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PuffH,2018/03/22,"Bad experiences with diagnosis. So I’ve read a lot of negative experiences people have had with their diagnosis being a traumatic, embarrassing and a drug pressured experience..  I just got my diagnosis done by a person that has their PhD, who could have prescribed me drugs but that’s going to be left to my family doctor to discuss with me at a later time.  Their job was give the tests, make observations and write an evaluation.  They let me know where I excelled where I might need work and gave healthy recommendations.  I was diagnosed ADHD the same as when I was a kid but the difference was this person took their time and was genuinely caring and wanted me to seek alternatives before trying Ritalin, adoral etc.  When I was a kid the psychiatrist saw me for minutes and boom RITALIN ( it didn’t work out well) Some of these ‘professionals’ have their own agendas and could care less. SOME.  What I’m getting at is possibly seek a learning centre where they’re not just trying to medicate.  I feel empowered knowing now that I am ADHD and that there are tools out there to help.  I realize some people do need these meds, I may be one of them but my experience just showed me that there are lots of options to explore and don’t be pushed. :)
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adhd,mommynerd,2018/03/22,"Filling out ADHD eval paperwork for my kids... ...and every few minutes I have to stop, check my phone for some reason, or watch whatever is on TV at the moment.

This task that should take a straight maybe 20 minutes is taking uh...apparently two hours at this point.

ADHD mom checking in. 😕",4.627545454545455,5.99442334545455,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,70.0909090909091,7.6818181818181825,28.29545454545455,8.07648339933343,1.8689090909090909,224,8,42,3,4,72,48,55,0.041,0.923,0.036000000000000004,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,8,5,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065535798062295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261655022597675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851484305367424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535204368687405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955503702665816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855320473658945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945879466194016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097668484037646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794730018886511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465101997388469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nostra-infinitum,2018/03/22,"My Days Are Actually Productive Hi all, I’m super new but I just wanted to stop here and share a happy story.

I was diagnosed with ADHD a few months back, and now that I’m on medication, it’s been a life changer.

Before: Laying around, thinking about doing homework but not doing homework, on reddit 78 hours at a time, no schedule, scrolling through social media hours at a time, forgetting to eat, staring into space and losing so much time, being so completely and utterly disorganized that I never knew where anything was so I couldn’t study, couldn’t complete homework, got horrible grades. Watched everyone leave the exam room and feeling incredibly intimidated that I was still on the first page because I had to reread the questions forty times. Just ok sex because I was always elsewhere.

Now: I WANT to study. I know I need to get out of bed and I DO. I know HOW to study for tests, and I got a 94 on my physiology exam and a 90 on my economics exam, and that is outrageously different than the Ds I got last semester. I can take notes AND listen to the professor at the same time, AND remember most of it. I don’t think I’ve ever actively learned before, and it feels so good. As someone who for years believed she was a lazy sack of goo with bad anxiety and depression and would never become the doctor she wanted to be, feeling this way is just...phenomenal.

Seeing how far I’ve come in the last 6 months has been breathtaking. I still have lots of problems to work out, but I’ve found the motivation to stick with this and get better :)

There is hope, friends, I promise!",5.4982786885245885,6.35679649180328,6.374549180327872,76.5221516393443,67.68852459016394,9.378688524590164,31.3155737704918,9.516144504307137,2.8572262295081963,1250,49,232,25,20,414,177,305,0.132,0.71,0.158,0.8393,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,6,19,14,1,0,17,1,24,6,0,3,4,62,49,25,0,9,6,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,5,0,10,23,1,1,13,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,13,7,23,9,36,31,7,44,0,2,3,1,9,17,0,4,25,156,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.10575550669432283,0.0,0.13024216731094698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017424309183364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290433632161341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918097906471648,0.09647411781373064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333143181725554,0.09048615108966336,0.1321252150398287,0.11968843608623995,0.18443329784278414,0.12209821096215008,0.0,0.09584628845733988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335294170939976,0.22725210541278285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989101924568718,0.0,0.09334070441520853,0.10999536903847368,0.0,0.11322574650989604,0.0,0.11092340495869613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089168192306363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802874102247214,0.0,0.1035541563173508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438852323341838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218122671186588,0.0,0.11882438023745065,0.08372799184649944,0.0,0.11323986654462895,0.0,0.0,0.09089734997903516,0.26002513118304105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536408284916055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763791741247608,0.2134493165704532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911691013154828,0.17667540127425915,0.0,0.11475037360653595,0.0,0.0,0.07654639742897132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212406249491741,0.0,0.0921340578242082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917345841357158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300310343415873,0.0,0.07966594032267965,0.08035651614496986,0.1671664414085747,0.10466641975636827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369743427053492,0.0,0.0,0.12140151963329635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276442854758625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635850818477102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047167694758724,0.09182330256469852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309214892904673,0.09060390244326784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148230897880097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888089216043814,0.0,0.0,0.3159631253200381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176196273843052,0.0860207042377775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889615709319339,0.0,0.0,0.07698440862333905,0.0,0.0,0.06978805945621122
adhd,anairn,2018/03/22,"Forgiving my Parents for rejecting my diagnosis Hi! I'm new here and I just wanted to say hi and how great this sub is. I didn't grow up with the ""typical"" symptoms of ADHD (most people think of a kid running around shrieking). I work really slowly because everything distracts me, I would be extremely bored in class but still not doing very well and I have a poor filter. My parents believed that I was smart but just lazy.

As a teen this led to extreme study sessions that would last for hours, and were the most draining things. I also had really poor emotional regulation (which is apparently a symptom of ADHD) and my therapist told my parents that I probably have ADHD, and my father immediately said ""no she doesn't"" and we never went back. 

Fast forward I'm 20 in my 3rd year of uni and I am finally diagnosed and offered meds, it feels amazing to be told that I'm not lazy. But, I can't help but feel some sort of resentment towards my parents; my Dad for refusing my therapists suggestion and my mom for being so passive. Also, they're strongly against the use of medication because they think I'll get addicted. I know I'm an adult but I come from a strict Christian home and am still financially dependent on them.

TL;DR- Parents thought my ADHD was laziness because of non stereotypical symptoms, as a teen it was suggested by a professional that I may have it, my Dad refused my mom said nothing. Now I'm 20 with a formal diagnosis and meds and feel resentment towards my parents and I also dont know how to deal with them being so opposed to medication help!
",5.302297382529171,6.53734309602649,6.507313150425732,74.02243929359825,68.37086092715232,9.725890886155787,34.57962787764112,9.957137785484203,3.6568462314727217,1253,61,223,30,21,422,164,302,0.14800000000000002,0.784,0.068,-0.9764,7,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,3,2,16,11,2,1,12,0,24,7,0,5,1,55,46,28,0,3,9,11,3,0,0,3,7,3,1,2,12,20,0,3,9,0,2,6,8,5,1,0,12,6,35,6,31,27,3,24,1,1,0,0,34,8,0,6,12,155,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834766364774815,0.3895865940048345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944276013835586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721444977165882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231624013466101,0.0,0.14820722112974827,0.0,0.0,0.09130650066130627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981044494228107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355066912475394,0.0,0.0822558508983019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498053592884062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116126094108852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283525918194184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293170134963105,0.0,0.0,0.0887774707152113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042341062445004254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893490116117833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864139196034983,0.0,0.08129166143760112,0.0,0.07980997432729403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907704828755056,0.06605998775971185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003862460186595,0.1632824326300077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898306529586534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250453087208555,0.07827079896906881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777619155319704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399248215976729,0.0,0.0,0.056184268674814034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737690525105232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038350684185236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541788636933979,0.06444779385008964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944037661253072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527007804611202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881918491935664,0.053840655836652485,0.10385679013610466,0.0,0.06433823828061318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487807016602834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699942053314517,0.0,0.06686807791396612,0.04780062879877809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286642592547235,0.07512667908670269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058999488715173014,0.0,0.0,0.11513972074588702,0.0,0.0,0.05218834450297687
adhd,Hufflepuff20,2018/03/22,"Good books/articles for ADHD people about how to succeed? Hello friends! 

So I’m in college, 21, and have been diagnosed with ADHD (predominantly inattentive, so technically ADD) for about a year now. I’ve been taking meds during that time and it’s wonderful to help me be able to focus. 


I still have a few issues though. The fact that I can focus now is wonderful! However getting focused on something that doesn’t interest me is extremely difficult. Making that first sometimes seems impossible. So, my room, car, life, is basically still a disorganized mess.

Along with that, I’ve got the self confidence and the large fear of rejection/failure issues as well. I’ve thought for a long time that that just the way I am, until after reading a few articles I realized that these issues often occur in people with ADHD.



 I know I should probably try to see a therapist to help with that but it’s just not affordable for me right now.

So, I want to know if anyone has good suggestions for how ADHD people can deal with these problems? I dunno, I just need something to help me work on my thought processes.

I’m tired of constantly being a mess. I’m tired of irrationally thinking people dislike/hate/are mad at me. I’m tired of feeling I’m a huge fat failure at everything I do. (I rationally know that I’m not, but I still feel that way)

So I would love some recommendations from people who understand the struggle. Thanks :)",4.012661691542288,6.3414979029850755,5.320223880597017,76.80829601990051,73.70149253731344,8.795024875621891,28.703980099502488,9.408791572840183,2.932402487562189,1130,47,199,29,24,376,144,268,0.139,0.6859999999999999,0.174,0.7355,2,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,21,15,1,2,13,0,17,7,1,3,1,43,44,16,0,6,8,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,16,10,1,0,13,1,0,1,3,7,1,1,5,3,20,8,34,35,3,26,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,7,14,131,36,4,0.0921712459672246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430877042597732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444827826849715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960437245554926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502450736637963,0.0,0.0935518744672475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283757263909268,0.0,0.0,0.10371827684484457,0.09320910279419617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840081473401841,0.0,0.0,0.0712112759936164,0.0,0.048155671789989335,0.0,0.0,0.1546177361643253,0.07371776540355028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091000023120642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534132985605345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886085018448602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196471889178234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510327685423192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156865222103246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318814809112443,0.0,0.061525022404577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238147574957107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834381098708009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319499682557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937619247887176,0.08819543439196544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219618881539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871374044087798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344854958443413,0.08390924061866034,0.0961547113456261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141915856450445,0.09115971907424188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208242282756332,0.0,0.0,0.0963573988079936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930130611426001,0.0,0.0,0.08485889968918056,0.0,0.10701792066611003,0.0,0.059059612704004685,0.09055778118382136,0.14634734733978755,0.10749158949002807,0.3178118649038961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257822573225924,0.0,0.0,0.09595351764545652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543649889461067,0.14632248966085112,0.0,0.0,0.08287301944617663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999115689786772,0.0671017648183808,0.0,0.0,0.06547580861287719,0.0,0.0,0.05935526044988915
adhd,cloudmonkey42,2018/03/22,"Making myself check the mail box and pay bills - my brain keeps saying no. Every day I come home and as I unlock my door I look at my mailbox. I think ""I should look in there and empty that."" And my brain says ""nah, do it tomorrow"". And I say ""ok"". Weeks can pass like this without me checking my mail at all and the longer it goes on the more scared I am to actually check my mail. When I do finally check my mail I often put the letters in a pile by the door, which stays there for another week or so. So really, people sending me mail is completely useless.

I have the same problems with paying bills. Right now I know I have an electricity bill due, because I've had several emails about it. I see the email come in and think ""I should do something about that"" and my brain says ""no, let's do all these other fun things instead"". Yesterday I opened the link to pay the bill a new tab and thought - ""I will see this tab before I leave work today and I will pay the bill"". And I didn't. I closed the tabs and went home. Still haven't paid the bill. Often I don't pay bills until I get the text messages/phone calls telling me ""you have 24 hours to pay this or get cut off"" and then finally my brain says ""yeah ok I guess"". It's ridiculous and it costs me a lot in late fees and re-connection costs.

I really need to set my bills to autopay direct from my bank account. I did set autopay using my debit card, but then I lost and replaced my debit card three times in quick succession and haven't mustered up the will power to reset everything. 

Anyone relate? I don't think I've ever met anyone IRL who has this much trouble checking mail and paying bills when they have the money in their account!",2.878129950760009,4.2371945693641635,3.867893384714197,90.15628666238493,74.40462427745666,6.975636908584888,22.64140441019054,7.526774132740827,0.7339954185399273,1315,34,286,16,27,424,178,346,0.081,0.89,0.029,-0.8716,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,2,4,15,12,2,1,19,3,25,4,4,2,3,48,47,29,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,5,0,16,23,0,1,6,0,31,6,8,7,0,1,8,9,48,5,26,33,6,45,0,2,4,0,22,14,0,6,23,179,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.09900239837461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638113989532863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187502402270813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061844123221470176,0.0,0.08632807594290705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530153922500877,0.103593710496517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478361956640878,0.1063703639403734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542806844252197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176903193250184,0.08547758284693541,0.0,0.09117840634308193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227114696639935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106008838026228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176068146603316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352901114408387,0.0,0.09990966396188973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901750906495922,0.0,0.0,0.05575529898449439,0.0,0.11444213738145395,0.10742289036794517,0.0,0.10374141888867083,0.0,0.049564263086518234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703880525195363,0.0,0.1107467092576302,0.08625075877086387,0.0,0.0,0.06771991639002213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457880357484986,0.07522528208744278,0.0,0.09798285601445107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033395826222562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707574592547027,0.0,0.10198715864437563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998534181468466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663934953732927,0.0,0.40339302705711777,0.10157102835862623,0.0,0.16168802358554696,0.0,0.0,0.11461174507580167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810261221885853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813420340723244,0.08101960086732975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867341309465411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740011981545124,0.19501880103556465,0.0,0.08054145889278592,0.05915740594963,0.0,0.0961645179416262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762184918474902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275715418930758,0.0,0.0,0.09404690736203224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779599012857032,0.0,0.0738581755117838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EverydayOld,2018/03/22,"Tips to combat Brain fog? Anyone else feel cloudy at times when you literally can’t think straight? I only realised I was feeling this way when I was on medication and suddenly realised what life with a clear head felt like but I’m out of the country rn and don’t have access to my meds.

Anyone have tips of natural remedies/lifestyle patterns that can help with this? I don’t really mind it thaaat much but I have to take an uber important standardised Test in a couple of months and dk how I’ll function without medicine :( 

(Sorry for the length and thanks in advance for any advice!! :) )",3.2549477071600954,5.723001654867263,3.7668061142397455,86.35331456154465,76.6991150442478,6.586967015285603,26.201930812550287,7.686295010490155,1.5607415929203543,469,18,88,7,11,147,83,113,0.014,0.755,0.231,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,1,1,17,16,9,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,7,2,16,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074608539301963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437389043078558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29689556046491017,0.21753037151335944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370012969298132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491015928496745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735261488474624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146943995867867,0.0,0.20384497870703305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178849880232054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230278781505332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499564797465467,0.1037209316401369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582170416763196,0.21387378185428488,0.0,0.0,0.21436635592605804,0.0,0.16945889844317644,0.0,0.15606774933559475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614666360035302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600727533310156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765676569854566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962606505968432,0.0,0.0,0.19546085062733165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603572729705507,0.0,0.0,0.12379607556756735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685169051200025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465332429332606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,anxious_scroller,2018/03/22,"Any Tips for Choosing the Right Medication? IR vs XR & Strattera *Disclaimer: I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, and I fully plan to discuss my concerns and preferences with him, but I want to hear from people who have experienced different medications firsthand!* 

I was diagnosed with moderate to severe ADHD-PI in February, and I've only been taking medication for a couple of weeks, but it has completely changed my life. I'm able to stay organized at home, be consistently productive at work, and be a more attentive partner. I have always struggled with anxiety & depression - but since my diagnosis & medication, I'm happier and more hopeful than I've ever been. Total game changer. 

BUT I also feel like I am starting to rely on the little boost of energy & motivation my morning dose of Adderall gives me. So, **I'm wondering if a ""smoother"" extended release drug would be more beneficial in the long run.**  

**So for those of you who have been on Adderall IR and switched, I want to hear your experience! Also, is it bad to rely on ADHD medication for energy & motivation?** 

Background:

* I'm 22, and was diagnosed with ADHD-PI by my therapist in February, and I'm working with my GP for medication 

* I currently take 15mg of generic Adderall IR in the mornings, and 7.5mg in the afternoon (as needed) 

* Prior to medication, I always felt very fuzzy and lethargic. I would rather lay on the couch watching Netflix or scrolling through social media than anything else. But I now worry that I'm relying too heavily on medication for motivation and energy 

* My GP is willing to work with me, but he doesn't seem to know much about the differences between medications 

* I have the normal Adderall side effects, but their severity seems to be decreasing over time 

* My inattentive symptoms have improved a LOT, and I'm working with a therapist who specializes in mindfulness for ADD, & I'm happier than I have probably ever been.

**TL;DR:** 

* Recently diagnosed 22F with ADHD-PI 
* Taking 15mg generic Adderall IR 
* Worried about relying on Adderall IR for energy & motivation  
* Wondering about XR options for long-term treatment ",3.620868237347299,6.786829295811522,5.491760471204191,69.86409794938919,81.95811518324608,9.256631762652708,33.08922338568936,9.408791572840183,4.444533856893543,1709,96,258,58,48,582,193,382,0.071,0.8009999999999999,0.128,0.9677,2,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,2,1,10,12,6,0,1,14,0,25,17,0,5,3,60,51,26,0,10,11,0,2,1,1,3,17,2,2,1,7,21,0,0,15,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,6,28,3,59,37,6,32,0,1,1,0,15,18,0,9,13,169,35,9,0.06129971414160629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29468137623357066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804271850413168,0.10201254556706313,0.4649275026317626,0.0,0.04168590767305884,0.0,0.04689411353363289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044444166439911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051182700817471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484696950978741,0.0,0.06427158400160722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782696775849026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279735396681447,0.1866537585146541,0.0,0.1280903085977945,0.0,0.06274285491522771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108820703305442,0.0,0.05120804535779569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089820183189764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996288292342121,0.0,0.0,0.030994977320321613,0.04379252803102557,0.05885733865481586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880427149510405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817846593022431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061488611357218614,0.060884447588883624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033688719766206694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04329780094613642,0.029947943961427182,0.06143841758261737,0.0,0.10849663605162503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211482486467161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557771164659348,0.0,0.0,0.061895236698825185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045062343129588636,0.04545296131014352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060060704697104825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662119487560265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424975034319724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609145973357307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052607246221979,0.0,0.0,0.05234962094098408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160991499653088,0.0,0.13850245742017764,0.0,0.05070775699170407,0.0,0.0,0.06248733891233633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043388253177326114,0.06533733908845762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408377081567429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637138742344714,0.1382692685728053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234738558691926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574435627521344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057868399223368,0.07231231924309584,0.0,0.04917093314263931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295385023167133,0.17850768788464474,0.1245056705394707,0.0,0.08709111630295459,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwawaydddsssaaa,2018/03/22,"This is causing strain on my relationship My SO and I live together. He's incredibly cleanly, I'm not. I have ADHD (hence why I'm here I guess) and this causes strain.

It's things that constantly happen. I leave clothes on the floor that he trips over. I have boxes everywhere that make it hard for him to find things. He says he feels he always has to clean up after me, and he doesn't want to keep telling me to do things because I should just know.

That's the thing, I don't know. I've tried but there's always something I miss and it blows up later, and I try to emphasise this to him but he just thinks I'm not trying. 

It hurts so much, I know I need to be better. I honestly think I have improved over the years but it's not enough. 

He tells me to clean things up, and I just look at the mess and it's overwhelming. I clean it, but then I just live in my room and it gets like that again. I can't be vigilant about it all the time. But I need to be, it's the only way.

I'm not sure what the point of this post is, maybe advice, maybe really panicked ranting at myself for being this way when everyone else can just be not shitty.

TL;DR: I'm garbage at cleaning, SO is not and he's sick of me. ",0.008349657855895032,2.0920777431906608,1.8700979471353807,97.43922178988329,86.7431906614786,5.2568898430162365,17.033275191198175,6.647476241863616,-0.3299157654635718,928,21,222,11,29,305,124,257,0.076,0.7879999999999999,0.136,0.9704,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,3,7,0,18,1,0,3,2,43,39,19,0,4,16,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,0,26,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,0,4,28,4,26,33,3,26,0,3,1,0,15,14,0,1,9,141,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793633278126508,0.12028706119940748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484989016626948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503760181701702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886757121618004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529050551664189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330220220366514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283012161751894,0.0,0.0,0.12719009519044494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762259831927058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062240557418497613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250664843985186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431208466170933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356030788020817,0.0,0.10885254889129528,0.0,0.1102689892072538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177580021074314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941253903375586,0.0,0.0,0.2029494658403421,0.0,0.0,0.13033988766558374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060138025152709364,0.0,0.21739037411178425,0.0,0.10336884228717833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216690376478697,0.0,0.2473310517923055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048902749576523,0.1825468442211064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361933472593373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636461297688945,0.0,0.11789103421383187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885784301775803,0.0,0.0,0.13215801994639834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789012686516538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947645857240156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160156307367962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518100401308726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088944179077037,0.15774867927799516,0.0,0.0,0.07177771534215703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25072038256410994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726046515763015,0.1954142470282592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110741391738836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926917833933357
adhd,bk513,2018/03/22,"Falling Asleep When Bored? I’m not officially diagnosed with anything, but my doctor suspected I had ADD because of my issues focusing on school and put me on Vyvanse a couple years ago. I’ve been primarily taking it only when I have class M-F, but I think I might need to take it on an everyday basis.

I didn’t take my Vyvanse on Tuesday morning because I’m running low and I’m not sure that I can get a refill before I run out.  I didn’t have any important tests or quizzes that day, so I thought I would be fine. I found myself struggling not to fall asleep in my classes even though I got almost 9 hours of sleep the night before. 

I didn’t take Vyvanse all summer and felt like I was falling asleep all day during my nannying job. The problem’s definitely worse in the morning and early afternoon, and I never connected that it could be due to not being on medication until this Tuesday.

Is this a normal symptom of ADD or could it be some other problem? I know now that Vyvanse definitely helps me stay awake when I’m bored, but I haven’t noticed much of an effect with my focus issues. I’m only on 20mg right now, so I don’t know if I might need to increase the dose to notice a difference, or what... Does anyone else have any insight into this?",4.865374015748031,5.2529598188976365,6.1642421259842575,79.1431348425197,68.92125984251969,8.55472440944882,30.83562992125984,8.472884824447931,2.3144181102362205,990,38,192,14,16,335,140,254,0.108,0.8059999999999999,0.085,-0.5695,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,10,0,22,9,4,1,4,47,41,19,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,9,0,0,7,10,6,0,0,10,1,28,3,22,22,5,40,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,8,21,125,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024846628164883,0.0,0.1157705258044631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572427045797953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083986094358551,0.1184600063174393,0.09514031097197637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095420545906415,0.0,0.19675766620162533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846164321829862,0.12792447674930266,0.0,0.149122680080866,0.0,0.0,0.11734557890650082,0.0,0.12079181957812388,0.0,0.11833562888093603,0.10117442027960237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658049923557988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636182813703034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100738392261893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267645702637965,0.0,0.0,0.06040344157728356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246692176116417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749349677603604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385630976607683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413415510142439,0.11472886243194162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270766478546116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056483065476614275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164687458276936,0.0,0.24529595462339135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498944971970351,0.17145234364626508,0.08916849414800168,0.0,0.0,0.1084957245451144,0.1132769822311534,0.0,0.2632541676347959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585901764397227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125359570980702,0.0,0.11622380725057158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873355817327467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700734346805244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569730038349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232289337309562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086465193177078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896464342780196,0.12016701162489135,0.347708773608873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408065826806587,0.11358997687666965,0.0917844473604346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178203449436193,0.08212873028791368,0.0,0.0,0.0744515001789392
adhd,carnationcrab,2018/03/22,"Feeling demoralized after work Eval Hi everyone— I am 22 years old and I have ADHD. I don’t usually like to talk about it, but I feel like I’m really struggling right now.

I just had my first work evaluation, and it wasn’t so great. I have been chronically late to work and I struggle to make it all the way to 5pm while staying on task all day.  This is my first job out of college.

I love my job, but the 9-5 grind is really, really hard for me, I’ve always been very smart, but never got great grades or been an overachiever. I miss a lot of small details and feel like I always end up having to do things over. I can’t tell if I’m lazy or if I’m just destined to never meet expectations.

Please, redditors, tell me what methods you use to make it through the work week and perform well. I don’t want to be like this anymore but I’m losing hope.

EDIT: editing to add that I do also have depression and anxiety. ",1.987187500000001,3.4767883437500053,4.024375000000003,87.58312500000002,77.02083333333334,7.508333333333333,23.458333333333336,8.278499904357787,1.2367645833333332,710,22,158,13,16,243,114,192,0.134,0.66,0.206,0.9627,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,8,7,15,0,2,5,0,18,2,0,3,4,32,33,17,0,5,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,6,4,19,10,19,26,3,22,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,6,18,98,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445398182024605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612186054932574,0.20002782111484915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195072332626424,0.0,0.11920357636310876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751741415213978,0.0,0.103525891015714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645926776244988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232633283753244,0.1717381703292239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447978596382946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613288422185984,0.2650362347707546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076733096110572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938319275622244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385548526761441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558796356104524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348896184944537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447020572431165,0.0,0.10218757710157528,0.10848289507009187,0.0,0.1604654678065346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854073729480991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612700860022785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194070989001172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310047006203804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026479689807312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811449319941226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513129532025209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661016053829323,0.2101157454519874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985384753071259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103812008113879,0.13238051422867864,0.09917548765776052,0.07089557258645644,0.09540714426582064,0.09641514741184616,0.0,0.10807194629303768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500207122695665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740321955706933
adhd,TrueRusher,2018/03/22,"I love being yelled at for something I can’t control. I think the thing I hate most about my ADHD is that there’s no filter in my brain. You know how most people think things and then have the option whether or not to say them? 


I wonder what that’s like. 


I wonder what it’s like to not get yelled at by my boss in front of all my coworkers because I said something stupid yet again. 


You know how people tease each other? And they laugh and think it’s funny? My boss got annoyed because we weren’t giving people the bags with the ugly free necklace at checkout. I joked to my coworker “stop asking people if they **want** bags and just **give** them the bags so we can get rid of those necklaces.”
I thought it, and it came out my mouth before I even knew i thought it. And then my manager was yelling at me because a customer was there. 


I didn’t want to say it. I knew it was inappropriate timing. So why did I? Why did it come out? Why don’t I have any control over my mouth? *And why doesn’t my adderall help at all??* Sometimes, it seems my adderall makes it worse. 


I apologized. I said I was sorry. He yelled at me to start thinking more because I don’t think. I told him he doesn’t understand and that I *do* try to think. He screams that I don’t try. That I never try. That I finally need to start—especially at work. 


Right. I don’t try. I’m 100% aware that my coworkers think I’m annoying and that I talk too much. That’s why they don’t invite me to hang out with them when they all hangout. That’s why they avoid conversations with me. That’s why when I talk I get the half-hearted laugh and “yeah”. Yeah, I know my talking and statements make me an outcast, so obviously I don’t try. I know that I have this fault in me causing me pain but obviously I’m not trying to do anything about it. Obviously I’m not living in fear that I’m gonna say something and get fired. Obviously I don’t care about it at all. 


You don’t know me. You don’t know how hard I try. How I’ve spent my *whole life* trying. 


And while we are talking about trying, can you try NOT to yell at us for once? You yell at us for no reason every day. Every one of us is terrified to ask you a question or ask for help because you just yell at us. You want to talk about me saying things in front of customers? How about we talk about how you yell at us in front of customers? How about we talk about when you borderline yell at customers themselves? 


You have every right to get onto me about saying that in front of customers. You have every right to tell me it was inappropriate and that I need to watch what I say more. But you do **not** have the right to yell at me—**especially** in front of my coworkers. You do **not** have the right to attack my disorder (which you KNOW I HAVE, BY THE WAY). You do **not** get to say that I don’t try. How **dare** you do that. 


What’s funny is you get pissed when your boss yells at you in front of us. You get annoyed when he tells you you’re not doing stuff that you are. I know you do, because you then get grumpy and proceed to yell at us about stuff afterwards. 



I’m going to get fired because of this disorder. What’s the point of being on this medication if it doesn’t even fix the thing that I wanted it to most? 


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adhd,Joshuaaww,2018/03/22,"Thought to have ADD, now I realize I was clinically depressed. Adzenys/Adderall helped due to also being antidepressants. But now I’m not depressed and have a severe addiction and very bad side effects. What should I do? Title. Please help, in any way ",3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000004,3.855000000000004,80.78250000000001,84.33333333333334,6.555555555555558,29.722222222222214,7.793537801064563,2.5832222222222234,201,10,33,4,6,63,37,45,0.255,0.647,0.098,-0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,4,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124378447747431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291950469047113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489878922501644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393002090017673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936987551343241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842057724667967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146022873367517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32377801951195034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752950870490865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364761815430496,0.0,0.227490861913021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,2vockshakure,2018/03/22,"Best tracker device for lost items I am so tired of losing keys, wallets and cell phones. Does anyone have any solid recommendations for tracking time type devices that I can put on my shit so I stop losing them?",5.25416666666667,6.969516750000004,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,69.0,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.0068333333333332,170,5,30,1,3,53,35,40,0.344,0.547,0.109,-0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,4,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854895379432148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072361409568594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862500152133128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386984695981563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103084776101477,0.2977551938308558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27420414018597195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998932926355274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280437344696557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905145166964954,0.31350321583682345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,algae_rhythm,2018/03/22,"The power of music. I'll sit here in front of the screen with an enormous amount of work to do, and it's work that I enjoy, but I *just... can't... stay focused.* And all these invasive thoughts dominate my mind, like I'll never finish this project, like I'm stupid and useless, and I can't quite remember exactly what I'm supposed to be doing.

It's the silence. The mind-numbing hum of the computer and my mental inertia (combined with the ADHD of course).

I need some rhythm. Some injection of energy.

The wrong music can be extra-distracting, but the right music can somehow transform my whole psyche. Something with a beat, like hip-hop beats (with no vocals) or some of the old weird industrial music from the 80s. Maybe white noise, maybe video-game music, maybe noise-rock. Either way, it creates a rhythm and allows my mind to absorb itself into the project.

* Throbbing Gristle

* Lou Reed's *Metal Machine Music*

* Cabaret Voltaire

* white noise / brown noise / pink noise generators

* Lustmord

* Aphex Twin

etc.

For me it's really difficult to find reliable ways to harness my brain power, but music is definitely one of them. If there's any interest I can make a longer list of my ADHD playlist.",2.803690228690229,5.657171274774778,3.579639639639641,84.60629937629939,81.74774774774775,6.298267498267497,24.75467775467776,7.61054688173877,1.6200632016632022,941,36,165,16,26,298,137,222,0.099,0.794,0.107,0.2407,2,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,7,4,10,1,0,15,0,10,2,1,2,3,33,15,11,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,5,13,5,22,12,8,14,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,6,8,94,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501039328730536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905207046510517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260190186581944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624465753977999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331282834738027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348263870018566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722748840404108,0.0,0.4389975014563215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467884649151102,0.0,0.4412175497074782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800316408726694,0.11234001589095126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284300645793722,0.0,0.098701267388545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492464251122218,0.0,0.0,0.09331190134077508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500151271596036,0.12439067857023367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213423212308106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525147649777646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563575648030025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312322305744089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262135705437455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212080737423168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592535714138397,0.0,0.0
adhd,BadMegalovaniaRemix,2018/03/22,"I left an important animation project in school after messing it up by being late, my classmates hate me and my teacher is sick of my issues I'm in my last year of animation school. It's been like this for 4 years! I'm supposed to find a job in a few months but I'm so screwed.

We're making a short film with some classmates. My teacher asked me if I wanted to stay in the group, and made me promise not to fuck it up. I stayed and promised, but yesterday I left..

My classmate started yelling at me that I don't do shit and I'm a lazy asshole, and I just walked out to deescalate. 
They kept me in the group because I'm good at character animation. My job is one of the most important. 

I was 3 days late on the planning and my teacher knew because I'd told him. 
My animation was okay I think so I hope my classmates won't have too much trouble working with my files.

My teacher spoke to me very nicely, and essentially told me my classmates are here working their butts off all day and I just flutter about like a shit butterfly and do whatever I want and it's not fair to them, and the girl who's going to work on my files will have double work on the tie down because my character isn't on model enough.

I respect my classmates a lot. 
The girl who will work on my files is a great animator, and I love her work.
 
I feel so bad that I messed it up so badly for everyone. I try so hard to pick myself up and not go into full self pity mode, but I hate myself so much. 
I have such a bad headache all of the time, I'm so depressed I can't move, I just sleep all the time, I cry at anything and everything, I have so much anxiety I feel like everyone hates me and everything is out to kill me. Logically I know my world isn't crumbling around me, but it really feels like it is. 

I need to reach a psychiatrist but none of them have their office open thursday afternoon (???) and my doctor is ignoring me and my severe ADHD is undiagnosed and I'm on some Paxil for depression/anxiety that my useless GP prescribed but it's not doing anything except making my body forget how to orgasm.

I need somebody to tell me it's gonna be okay. I feel like a child. I don't know how to make it up to my classmates.",2.949150326797387,4.01535394771242,4.508551198257084,86.78348039215689,73.79302832244008,7.665795206971677,27.44335511982571,8.124751697461798,1.6080387799564266,1718,64,376,26,34,577,205,459,0.171,0.69,0.139,-0.9729,2,0,0,0,1,1,42.0,0,0,5,7,18,33,8,0,20,2,29,11,6,7,3,72,67,35,1,6,15,0,5,5,0,4,2,2,0,4,16,25,0,2,10,1,0,4,11,18,0,1,9,7,72,15,53,52,15,52,0,3,0,5,21,31,5,6,20,251,88,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085403396049716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839523364027594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811596776871696,0.07470548252675761,0.07845270643147237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102059619408194,0.15346827989491915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321481713804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218081032554808,0.10824130731346997,0.0,0.07227909952168714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589440026753938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671050538168074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603759306776049,0.15084152927430594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972737321768697,0.179854723052047,0.0,0.0,0.07670022048817142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758153546876148,0.0,0.0,0.09538592317626407,0.07038706903439466,0.0,0.09252072212032864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517471991644814,0.24855718632628665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335025746490793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758937599792417,0.16655282817457925,0.0,0.09284366727781257,0.0,0.09223910464416016,0.06840498468348558,0.18932801864384105,0.0,0.1823559426924282,0.0,0.0,0.2049923205828137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134472336088106,0.07573995154489166,0.07940595374157412,0.16804925903446866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669831485042921,0.08919235433003275,0.18506981916884502,0.12444938495047375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056865519284285584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537605024285942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986051773466287,0.0,0.0,0.08754556202108535,0.09480430506198773,0.17228278928286098,0.0,0.0,0.08397935873575442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939812573651456,0.17889245121735334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334868952875022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537717488260643,0.0,0.0,0.09786740017989104,0.0,0.0,0.1603759306776049,0.0,0.056975325133272164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924176041565354,0.09899491028472628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665631125977515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808185188795358
adhd,ABSOLARIS,2018/03/22,"I had from 9am to 2pm to tidy house and plan 5 lessons. The timing of the lessons is crucial as I have to teach at students house's so have to leave at 2.30 to get to last one at 6.30.

So I spent 5 hours meticulously measuring and creating charts and explanations for 1 lesson.
No time left to clean or plan the others and I have to shower and gather my stuff and go in 16 minutes. 

The meds are helping immensely with focus but seem to be increasing hyperfocus and not helping with time management which causes stress which worsen symptoms!

Why am I even writing this when I should be almost ready to leave! 

",4.9725,5.762416198347111,5.52197314049587,82.41205061983474,68.83471074380165,8.694628099173555,29.174586776859503,8.841846274778883,2.1340652892561978,484,17,97,8,8,156,82,121,0.108,0.805,0.087,-0.5575,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,21,14,13,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,7,0,20,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,6,62,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190565200291316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954979469989573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256961301024275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942767265220527,0.0,0.10815598402580394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551178485505409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741428635859309,0.4391779828791204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155125791822361,0.0,0.4030157552039279,0.20676936143299332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138843002485505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895710374297026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324855408748802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799628814745906,0.0,0.2178562469081434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780207854790188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329090273921223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172267401995386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dubito_Dubito_Dubito,2018/03/22,"Blood flow effects with ADHD... I'm a 33 year old male with Primarily Inattentive ADHD and pretty bad social anxiety, the first time that I took Adderall XR I noticed that I was way more relaxed, my testicles hung noticeably lower and I wasn't distracted by the things going on around me. So I think that ADHD can affect the blood flow in the brain and body in a way that puts you into survival mode. My social anxiety was decreased tremendously by the adderal XR, I switched to more natural methods for the last 10 years or so and proper diet and some vitamins and minerals seem to help but nothing like the adderal XR unfortunately.    

Does anyone else notice blood flow effects with ADD or have any insight into this?",7.190970149253732,7.707374626865673,7.497723880597018,71.14121268656717,63.92537313432835,10.282089552238807,35.406716417910445,10.125756701596842,3.7599283582089535,576,25,95,12,8,188,88,134,0.091,0.8370000000000001,0.071,-0.4027,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,9,0,5,7,5,3,0,23,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,13,1,0,5,1,0,6,1,2,0,1,4,0,10,2,14,6,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,7,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976087478210927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938562754755832,0.0,0.21116521547354675,0.0,0.0,0.09650467763709432,0.1414147004845849,0.0,0.12286436861835015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523840874918917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533057449891864,0.0,0.1540725885154358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077958448019407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529547225796948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739716801853416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843822722068956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925098687460814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250225511192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742812224255898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132431009387875,0.471399720775375,0.14482559780197796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041288108223546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874517993418414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564547004563484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813818492661847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169234515090656,0.08843570438960183,0.0,0.0,0.08047880774423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533419369919617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910290042115635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777568130499539
adhd,p0wer0n,2018/03/22,"Experiences with Cotempla XR-ODT? Anybody have any experience with the new stimulant Cotempla? It's a methylphenidate.

I was on Focalin from when I was 8 up until summer of last year, for about 9 years. I switched to Vyvanse for about 9 months but I'm starting to feel lack of focus and procrastination problems.

> Does anyone who has tired Cotempla have any advice, input, feedback or really anything to share before I start it?

I'm new to this sub, but I know you guys like FDA papers, so here's some info on Cotempla: https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/drugsatfda_docs/label/2017/205489s000lbl.pdf ",6.770784313725492,9.71960549019608,5.720196078431375,74.23754901960788,67.62745098039215,7.670588235294117,30.94117647058824,8.515128840125781,2.708364705882354,488,20,74,8,9,146,76,102,0.111,0.8240000000000001,0.066,-0.6646,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,11,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,17,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,12,43,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643508403493774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287320095708833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771379470653198,0.0,0.17384414321342606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976169907396028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486990665611008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132941375694107,0.0,0.0,0.10681643206636267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917479509861725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160997412296996,0.1722003059594324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032080936412129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686210254988899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080610968076167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214166522112087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353348006665325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990535111606857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428055376547397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272081457950548
adhd,sarajoon82,2018/03/22,"Does staying off the computer/social media/phone actually work? Has anybody found taking an extended break from social media, distracting websites, and phone apps/social texting actually helpful with their ADHD in the short- or long-term?  I have a pretty intellectually demanding job, but lately I feel stuch a strong compulsion to check news and political sites while working I can't focus for more than 30 seconds.  

I know I won't have an answer til I try, but I wonder if my compulsion would lead me to self-soothe/distract with something else.   Separately, has anybody found that anxiety meds in addition to adhd meds help with what I'm describing?  I feel so fucking unsettled all the time when I need to do work.  ",7.772732558139538,8.755285062015506,8.07859496124031,65.86347383720933,62.720930232558146,11.101162790697675,36.28003875968992,10.9516,4.403813178294573,579,26,90,15,8,190,93,129,0.07200000000000001,0.812,0.116,0.7456,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,2,3,1,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,1,23,18,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,12,1,14,14,2,13,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,4,5,55,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.3024027683026105,0.0,0.3724211927649574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853047463717745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559109574760325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294344527303705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668701661292106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397725815782605,0.0,0.14324170705521758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207709184043518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537563756533751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515226417369899,0.0,0.1747817210632915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371191051357948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34421204604980465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488779021044004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763207403764715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616386640614769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794421478468232,0.0,0.11928219181760205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651479307340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649736535280025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903481310476794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519568583947536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680283705704091,0.33839963126998224,0.0,0.0,0.11006660083964603,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Captainpizzapants,2018/03/22,"Medication and coffee? Hi guys. I was just put on a low dose of Ritalin (10mg
 for four days then start taking 20mg)
I'm an avid morning coffee drinker. I never have more than one cup while getting ready for work and then maybe a sugar free red bull around 1 or 2
Will these two things interact badly with the medication? I read some people have no problem and others can't do it.",1.5,3.704032012820517,3.1894230769230774,89.56182692307692,81.43589743589743,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.4366102564102565,299,8,63,4,8,99,66,78,0.133,0.765,0.102,-0.3527,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,1,10,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,3,1,2,3,2,7,8,2,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,6,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480621066316306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085291272874968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286166229936686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193707219511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500454829412909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537014233644007,0.0,0.0,0.5087970130669468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947675454035547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112160279688252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750732618485172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241638148988946,0.0,0.2538634959796166,0.0,0.0,0.2525994294690642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874280595854805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898719525269627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677704357414127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668618167445044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838456418565158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SkepChick209,2018/03/22,"Strattera made me lose interest in my passion; music Not listening to music, but writing songs and playing an instrument, as well as singing. It used to be my main passion. 

Been taking Strattera for over a year. Noticed this as soon as it kicked in. 

I have also noticed a decreased tolerance for graphic design, which is my job. 

How can I get my passion back without stopping medication. 

Note: I live in Egypt and the only medications available are Concerta and Strattera. I take Concerta occasionally when needed but the side effects deter me from switching to it completely. ",6.47388613861386,8.809817514851488,6.858502475247523,68.37706064356435,66.92079207920793,9.010396039603961,40.34777227722772,9.516144504307137,4.610553465346536,463,28,66,10,8,150,72,101,0.017,0.7879999999999999,0.195,0.955,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,4,0,14,13,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,10,6,15,10,1,10,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676796376304205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122964779558052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984367793450105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954824248938703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807333016191176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514975485031449,0.0,0.0,0.2345763517173081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984026499072541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224575976864647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554737811843356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774402027324898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946977362339934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530042339688096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31530393014325675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109470418842835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852594705167655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212237093748148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502593200531118
adhd,jewish-mel-gibson,2018/03/22,"Is there a ""too much"" Ritalin? (NB: Didn't know how to make the title less ""baity"") **Edit:** I realize how terrible this title is in retrospect. My apologies!

**Edit2:** I should also mention that I underwent EKG before taking Ritalin and monthly blood pressure results were completely normal.

Let me preface by saying that I am **not** seeking medical advice. Everything I write here will be discussed with my doctor and I will follow my doctor's advice regardless of the responses in this post.

I've been taking Ritalin LA for roughly 3 months now. I started off with 20mg, then went up to 60mg over the course of the first 2 weeks. After roughly 5 weeks, I started taking 60mg in the morning, then 20mg around lunch time as needed, as discussed with my doctor.

When I first started, I felt an effect even on 20mg (and 40mg as well): very mild euphoria (which went away after a few days), and noticeably more relaxed throughout the day. 60mg seemed almost perfect and the effects of the lower doses went from mild to strong (with little to no side effects), but the therapeutic effect did not last long enough for me to finish my work for the day. Some caffeine later in the day (around 4pm) typically helped with the declining effect (without affecting sleep), but after reporting this to my psychiatrist, he recommended that I simply take an additional 20mg around lunch time rather than drink coffee. I can also add that I use a bit of nicotine (a vaporizer, daily use corresponding with roughly 5 cigarettes per day)

I took this advice and I am now taking 80mg around 5/7 days of the week, and the rest of the days I take 60mg. What I've noticed is that in my effort to capitalize on the medicine--especially as I am working on a big project with a deadline coming up, I spend nearly the entirety of my day indoors at my desk and I have been quite sedentary for the last few weeks. A few days ago, I started getting chest pains and some difficulty breathing. This has gone away after taking ibuprofen and L theanine, which suggests to me that it is the result of anxiety. Yet, I don't really feel that I am all that anxious in general. However, I tend to overfocus on these health issues and this adds to my anxiety.

**tl;dr** I know that 80mg is the absolute maximum for adults and that many suggest that it should in reality not be any higher than 60mg daily. Yet, anything less than 60mg doesn't quite give me the same therapeutic effect and not taking the additional 20mg means losing several hours at the end of the day. **Is 80mg daily too much? When my doctor says that I can take the additional 20mg at lunch time ""as needed"", is it inappropriate to do this every day?**",3.3729100091067146,5.630875863813232,4.905845682589618,79.36863937412038,75.38132295719844,7.720771587051908,26.88947760576207,8.593345894127513,2.223936219885753,2110,82,380,43,47,707,241,514,0.051,0.924,0.024,-0.8946,2,0,2,0,0,0,88.0,0,0,0,16,21,8,0,1,34,0,30,20,4,14,2,73,64,28,0,7,8,0,5,0,0,4,12,2,0,1,26,30,4,0,13,2,1,7,9,4,1,2,11,7,40,4,72,46,15,82,0,1,0,0,13,28,0,4,46,257,66,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947842687624736,0.05729403132770883,0.0,0.06472149051359405,0.0,0.0,0.1033753746409488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395325209968407,0.0,0.0988894765252801,0.07301788262786464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318817282071782,0.23015141142504614,0.0,0.0,0.12145130832007416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499866800317525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056345261245922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567636113703992,0.0677673893207415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585185332304915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26462204360973635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331659214910751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724642982382187,0.0667840716771522,0.0,0.0426900655501815,0.0,0.054456828202931434,0.0,0.058088760171583466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268082975831532,0.0,0.062058656947118214,0.0,0.0,0.1099550838888759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033768532567914435,0.06200270340360128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870278781802229,0.0,0.0,0.04332272468837741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365134840005955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746097418131572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104217590332917,0.1053704710880754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660925173336396,0.0,0.0,0.06478012372415476,0.0,0.0571989463891026,0.0,0.07230877458756016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043143614149362144,0.06552860562020398,0.0,0.0704052390815009,0.0,0.06511183028527515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031802864296779,0.0,0.09502667152224877,0.09585040022688936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332747545143758,0.0,0.14717219253212285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877500113746032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061901386796207235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749216622681426,0.0,0.0,0.041406116038501126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102798904887365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884025327145846,0.0,0.07301788262786464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468055385587454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299276052951988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373696789968556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306559867862155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181061447313608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164583342094636,0.0,0.05332971674304375,0.0,0.0,0.2073815868274267,0.0,0.05811361677964125,0.17974875189447936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230475004076547,0.0,0.09410846309094877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Srddrs,2018/03/22,"Going through the UK referrals process Hi guys

I’m UK based and I’m going through the referrals process at the moment with the NHS. I’ve had 2  assessments including a questionnaire that my dad came with me to, and I have another appointment in a month or so.

Initially the psychiatrist said it was 50/50 and that I might have some kind of impulsive personality instead of ADHD, and personally I am 100% sure that’s not the case (as are my parents, friends, other family members, partner). I’m concerned that I gave that impression again.

They’ve sent me another questionnaire to fill in before the second appointment asking about my sleeping patterns and eating patterns. Is this indicative that they don’t believe I have ADHD?

To be honest an overwhelming majority of the symptoms displayed in adults read like an in depth profile of my personality. The most pertinent point for me is that whilst a lot of people seem to be able to relate to these symptoms in some form, I find it impossible to change and that these symptoms severely impact my quality of life.

I’m just looking for some guidance and reassurance, and to find out if anyone’s had the same experience.

Thanks!",7.060199335548178,8.253319395348843,7.413239202657808,69.26610465116279,64.34883720930233,11.166112956810633,37.217607973421934,11.062562989136584,4.570156146179403,950,47,157,27,14,310,126,215,0.014,0.8959999999999999,0.09,0.9299,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,15,0,14,6,1,0,1,27,28,12,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,6,14,12,1,0,3,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,7,2,15,8,29,18,8,18,0,1,1,0,16,9,0,9,5,110,29,1,0.13243662688008384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183261783456365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277742701291975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260276881950652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381036850238662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126938150564724,0.14921072675958802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147221963084806,0.0,0.0,0.14010039076907913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551573213847218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954843368499913,0.12484946526458987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420893553532079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232020940429548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053357411843152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113308226810008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791236699838288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935439061817679,0.06470184626119141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121341156246857,0.0,0.0,0.11259288419485232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049433233316613,0.0,0.0,0.10570965205656127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705520133221348,0.0,0.0,0.09181488175219946,0.3469156628185679,0.0,0.0,0.12519541970251313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247246611217234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597755984535522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205653311397816,0.0,0.14961569178738512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253227102815118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481995351137927,0.4129570932214873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192985260920493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dottywine,2018/03/22,"Does spending a day doing what you Love Work? Ok, it’s 2:45 am and I’m already in bed ready to sleep.

For the past 3 weeks I have been staying up to 6 or 7 am.

What I did differently today was I put in a lot of work towards something I’m passionate about, had some small wins and cleaned the house a bit.

It’s as if I ran my little “I need to do things!!!” Motor to exhaustion. It doesn’t work if all the things I do all day include going to a job I hate, working on things that don’t excite me, or just getting things done I’m “supposed” to do. It only feels good when I feel like I did everything I could today towards a goal that means a lot to me and the process is exciting, as well.

I’m going to do it again tomorrow and see if maybe my mind is ready for bed even earlier.

TL;DR - I spent the whole day working hard on my passion and for the first time in weeks, I am not staying up all night for no reason. ",2.292943722943725,2.8945181212121227,4.049956709956714,91.21636363636368,74.85858585858584,7.071284271284273,25.25396825396825,7.1686216300943375,0.8568574314574313,700,22,167,7,14,237,110,198,0.049,0.769,0.182,0.9785,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,8,6,12,1,0,12,1,20,5,1,1,3,25,36,13,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,13,5,0,0,4,0,2,4,4,2,1,1,8,4,18,10,25,27,8,31,0,0,1,3,2,11,0,8,15,113,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347175206199371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320464891953143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656903668778613,0.0,0.0,0.2340089675674699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263674042282709,0.0,0.0,0.1058444926956705,0.12377423191725552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988658534579664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870240270828034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231229266163575,0.08640697571041338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288033152546387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631915815593668,0.0,0.13747777662677846,0.10144744037589913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834778349375797,0.11941345991413878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956049952642935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002458929936112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909024627714005,0.12122405566507626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056553758688624,0.10916244025829916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215109136463968,0.13175042174775076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122125404823322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968317428739117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350373832032765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919882142988562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546082362615198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215885387195666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435713500007993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638179344113754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103772901793422,0.0,0.0,0.09311351170185464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578340244527412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32141623266357616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705271392934563,0.0,0.22929363595597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940381986033929,0.0,0.10874891726653703,0.0,0.0,0.1350367799944759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402665861240912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iaorik,2018/03/22,"ADHD Diagnosis questions Hey all,

Recently I've kicked myself in the but and I'm really putting forth an effort to get myself diagnosed with ADHD. I'm kinda curious as to how all this works though. A friend of mine who suffers from it gave me his 2c, but he couldn't recollect the whole process as it was a while ago. Would anyone out there be able to answer my questsions for me? Thanks in advance.

Does a psychiatrist need to specialize in Adult ADHD to diagnose it?

Are psychiatrists generally bulk billed?

How long do appointments generally go for?

How long after diagnosis are sessions continued?

Background info: live in South Australia",4.104728116710874,7.190644525862073,5.183103448275865,73.7953183023873,77.8793103448276,8.74164456233422,28.75066312997348,9.265573868473778,3.350990185676393,519,23,83,15,13,170,87,116,0.034,0.8690000000000001,0.096,0.8162,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,3,2,20,14,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,18,9,3,16,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,7,55,12,2,0.1726187091965726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223624306656791,0.0,0.1530160704858348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069901505514485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504087124784763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105979567487432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336478652604986,0.0,0.09018615098072616,0.0,0.09810319043612667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524254827419306,0.3055242512899437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799458562553634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735294803499547,0.19337245994762894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058396526599083,0.0,0.1704401504553708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892411537321072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695970053525752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192722624248478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566847617400895,0.0,0.0,0.12262337834052632,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Diddykongracer,2018/03/22,Struggling with SO I am having difficulty getting my girlfriend to understand what I am dealing with. I am a constant disappointment and am constantly frustrating here with my ADHD habits. I have no way of explaining how this affects me because she doesn't believe that it is something that hinders me. Sometime I do stuff that seem selfish but my best intentions are in everything I do. I love her but I need to find a way to communicate my issue to her.,5.9894509803921565,7.497803494117651,6.732647058823531,72.02524509803925,67.0,9.901960784313726,38.87254901960785,10.125756701596842,4.400137254901961,367,21,61,9,6,121,59,85,0.132,0.738,0.13,0.6992,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,2,0,11,1,0,3,0,14,17,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,17,2,9,17,1,5,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,54,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522587836969724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795297686529936,0.0,0.0,0.23648520924374625,0.22027690237053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536542558952377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163974889774269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864441615013464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184462504706687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096639882088118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908086951353334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944277490641104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563805058972208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108490509581064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159112966273992,0.20759628068888106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194328571054896,0.2402850660672759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851310627656573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33321740065907024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lost-picking-flowers,2018/03/22,"People who have tried or are on strattera or any non-stimulant ADHD meds, how has it worked for you? I recently went back on my adderall after a somewhat unsuccessful trial without it, and I am glad that I'm back on it for the time being. But honestly I'm 26 and I've  been on it since I was 17 on and off and really just am kind of done with it, or feeling like I need to start actively working towards life without it. 

Right now I'm on 60 mg IR a day, and I think I should probably switch to either XR or Vyvanse or something because the negative side effects are just too much and I feel like my ADHD has actually gotten worse.

It definitely helps me a huge deal, don't get me wrong. I think a lot of the issues I have with it are related to the high dosage and it being IR, so I'd like to start tapering down to a 10-15 mg xr dose and then try to 86 it completely in some time. 

I've tried wellbutrin without stimulants and think it could definitely be a piece of the medication puzzle that replaces stimulants eventually,  but am curious about everyone's experience on other non-stimulant ADHD medications(off label included)



**TLDR : Talk to me about strattera and non-stimulant medication and how they affected you.**",6.75740504308969,6.220196531120338,8.091452282157679,70.06991382061922,65.01659751037344,11.896712416214493,35.965847430577725,11.362043627235082,4.169775997446537,968,42,183,27,13,336,136,241,0.042,0.853,0.105,0.8528,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,3,11,7,0,0,11,0,19,4,0,6,0,44,33,22,0,3,13,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,15,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,2,17,6,31,23,6,27,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,9,14,128,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.11615883398635997,0.0,0.4291628520420533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094638014608982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305773868181727,0.0,0.07256128498151983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480361737565805,0.0,0.0,0.0950379983645933,0.0,0.0,0.07676630329201649,0.12271758150266797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181187318417888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137409334819106,0.0,0.11643691085828695,0.0,0.0,0.12037311201030565,0.17007410031033998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062189720751918226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978517115494613,0.12576467975643355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242393088165957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239543352680881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407638097660522,0.17446022829884547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119742282759453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221859752683818,0.2398260294517525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875027979683083,0.0882613067666091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252235011995293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833748196063285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076255454354644,0.0,0.11753052155424293,0.0,0.0,0.1016533537047404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984651553229531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163725844602576,0.0,0.0,0.16850404520933465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567404906486164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288142197120395,0.0,0.0,0.13881795612192735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424463560852279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034459041951293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442300904335012,0.0,0.17331458002350994,0.0,0.1213045839708242,0.0,0.13014367161389598,0.0,0.0
adhd,juhy789,2018/03/22,"First time taking Concerta So i was diagnosed with ADHD many years ago, and just took concerta not too long ago however i find that even 2 hours after taking it i cannot help but let my thoughts wander, or switch from what i was originally doing. I'm actually supposed to be writing an essay right now for english tomorrow, but wanted to know how other users of this drug felt.

Does anybody here who takes concerta know how it will affect me/how i can use it to help me to the best of its ability, as i am very new to trying to deal with my ADHD by using medicine.",6.4968421052631555,5.645598333333336,7.449824561403509,75.49210526315792,65.66666666666666,10.757894736842106,32.1578947368421,10.125756701596842,3.0117999999999987,446,15,88,9,6,151,84,114,0.04,0.883,0.077,0.7379,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,6,0,21,21,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,9,1,15,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,12,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.156726247822927,0.0,0.3860293771741038,0.0,0.28473135014317463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854389405540846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655755781181123,0.0,0.1630095869818528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405455630846329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624954611072894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060773672241601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542049387270066,0.0,0.14678906327020305,0.1366096029781574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152988296782158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816249920275344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765274164979301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642283782330676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421294055831237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628271559782598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511225612950208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371548607885612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622624565671363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275015641407619,0.09364943089904017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843685231884251,0.10903951191532832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774204236561727,0.0,0.1325150447535033,0.0947283466509315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342365181067664
adhd,CatastropheCat_97,2018/03/22,"Hyperfocus/Hyperfixation: how do you cope? I have ADHD obviously, but along with that I have depression and anxiety. I have a lot of avoidance behaviors, i.e. I avoid stress through distraction, often when I need to be doing the stressful thing (homework is a big example). I think because of that tendency, my brain tends to hyperfocus more often than some people's. 

I'm wondering how other people deal with hyperfocusing on one task or idea (currently my brain is drifting to thoughts about cross stitch a lot) when they need to get something done. What skills are most helpful for you?",6.446153846153845,8.608729000000004,6.61269230769231,70.80730769230772,66.69230769230771,10.2,34.153846153846146,10.411451182825502,4.039946153846153,472,22,77,13,8,151,77,104,0.223,0.74,0.036000000000000004,-0.9691,1,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,7,6,0,5,4,0,10,2,2,2,1,23,18,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,2,0,11,0,14,15,5,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,8,3,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628873903313465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404181160320706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478021643506385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203892145472986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411936501470686,0.1621744381153795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926866809484077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837407936972624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262072359358804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255719511775245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201559095261402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792302230064715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759059948306656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261074020668478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495532101766828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313725461027011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509192364911695,0.12064902869648733,0.0,0.14948172279205935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041931492452267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Oliverwarrenmiller,2018/03/22,"Did the generic makers change their adderall Formula? Hey /r/adhd,

So I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 5, but didn't take meds for it until I was 18. I remember the first time I took adderall(after trying ritallin) and being like, ""Oh, so this is how it feels to be a functioning human being."" The years after finding adderall were the best years of my life. I was doing great in college, kicking ass at work, and everyone noticed a change in my work ethic and attitude. Anyways, after a few years I decided that I was going to take a summer off and just enjoy it drug free. I quit no problem and just lived my life. 

So I went into the next year kind of forgetting about adderall, and I got kicked in the ass. I was now doing awful in school, I couldn't pay attention, couldnt remember to turn in anything, it was just terrible. I went back to my doctor and got another script to start up again, I remembered that some generics didn't work for me but one that did was Sandoz so I requested that.

I've been taking Sandoz IR 10mg and Prasco Labs XR 30mg for two weeks now, what the hell happened? Neither of them help me at all, I took my 30mg in the morning today and fell asleep three hours later. Its like they're sugar pills that I paid $110 for. I don't understand how in 8 months the meds changed so much that I don't even feel a difference anymore.

Has anyone expierenced problems with Sandoz IR and Prasco XR?",4.065944055944058,5.0327918531468585,5.211475524475524,83.16875174825176,71.02797202797203,8.237482517482517,27.237062937062937,8.548686976883017,1.8849110489510488,1114,37,221,18,20,369,162,286,0.126,0.779,0.095,-0.8816,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,6,18,11,1,0,14,1,25,10,3,3,1,37,42,21,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,13,13,1,0,9,0,3,6,8,4,0,4,21,3,29,8,30,16,6,40,1,0,0,2,6,12,3,1,24,151,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323869285517066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611406822308267,0.0,0.0,0.10036041143644092,0.07075942217347041,0.0,0.08327665771814406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781438595300212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062001984897332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32115959890205376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271300891808656,0.0,0.10572951582134477,0.0,0.10357960323549614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735660242357752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683978388900066,0.0,0.0,0.09669824351976714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233667108293913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924923904409893,0.08607827078633003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751269026895309,0.0,0.16187326097815707,0.11157024973031764,0.0,0.0,0.08948833328666009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783033753485321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996588390407234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053812917667915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429571239316318,0.09887966231165694,0.0,0.08935896517799759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248145104862474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807746247011272,0.0,0.0743915722121813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762435045600492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521366173301255,0.0,0.0,0.06857382910760837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366407120806445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763565900628784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34391003788045466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241695021754156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716278858407185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826305876236924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900889026961147,0.0,0.09592309527363577,0.0,0.22486758408363944,0.06870624340045563,0.11007347384069402,0.09885494168396354,0.10534983472821832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117427478419681,0.0,0.0,0.18762160198328265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210182598945998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067066771854874
adhd,GymTimeIsMeTime,2018/03/22,"Busy all day, nothing gets done. Does anyone else feel like they're constantly busy, but everything is still undone? I'm having such a hard time right now. I feel like the day rushes by and that time I need to gather my thoughts and buckle down never ever comes. I'm feeling so anxious about it all and feel like no one is hearing me when I ask for help. ",4.021249999999998,4.928946402777778,4.448222222222224,88.819,71.08333333333333,6.871111111111111,24.12222222222222,6.742157984588678,0.6969855555555555,279,7,58,2,5,88,56,72,0.1,0.727,0.173,0.6933,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,15,16,6,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,5,3,5,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,13,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032038023261357,0.0,0.12577046234423406,0.18429979455608425,0.0,0.0,0.16815574186454585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494352719579074,0.0,0.19437738775661229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320047090737853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740692113331906,0.18407118089511626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502597097584402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270423430111533,0.0,0.0,0.16165706967202895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637941080218916,0.3855010968815573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397552996360872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112969675624414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272845839429413,0.0,0.1205641969744979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636286546028665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337257312603212,0.13872812996746214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259173013417187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188570690182908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360943370511093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436457576690652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427980237198546,0.2097692486361698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,A_lone_goose,2018/03/22,"My parents are against ADHD medication and I’m unsure as to what is right for me So I guess I’ll just give a little background into my ADHD-related life story so as to clear up my concerns and difficulties. I was 13 and couldn’t do the simplest things in middle school when my parents decided to test me for ADHD. I was a smart kid but my grades sucked so they wondered if that may be the issue, and it turns out it was.

Well the first doctor we were recommended to go speak to immediately claimed medication would be the best bet for me. Now the issues begin with my father having addiction issues in his life and struggling with alcohol most of his life (10 years sober now which is great).  I have shown in the past that I can’t control myself with things such as caffeine and sugar and consume past the point of it being okay so my parents decided medication wasn’t right for me and they wanted to just see if I could over come it on my own.

I haven’t, I didn’t, and I don’t see myself doing so anytime in the near future. I have a high IQ, scored a 35 on my ACT, and can’t get A’s in the simplest of classes because I can’t pay attention long enough or turn in the simplest of assignments. I can’t sleep because I get so stressed out and I can’t get out of the house on time in the morning (my father is gone for work and my mother lives in a different state) because I can’t find my keys, wallet, and phone. I don’t know what to do. I start college next year and frankly I’m concerned I’ll continue to underachieve and hate myself because I can’t accomplish the simplest of things. Any advice on what you guys think I should do would be greatly appreciated, sorry for the long read. ",5.365605187319887,5.115206043227666,6.275059077809804,80.97575864553315,67.8184438040346,9.01492795389049,30.60648414985591,8.548686976883017,2.1386865706051874,1335,46,277,18,20,444,168,347,0.07,0.855,0.075,0.4366,4,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,2,5,13,10,2,2,20,1,37,11,1,1,1,49,59,29,0,8,6,6,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,13,24,2,1,7,1,2,4,13,4,1,1,7,4,44,6,46,42,4,46,0,0,2,0,17,25,1,8,16,197,57,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975500464482864,0.3299171496724617,0.08941856636859759,0.0,0.09779204392969927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622271915824733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231247388143318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602986095430237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788242832005247,0.0,0.0,0.10263171654959014,0.07306006421998118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956042535463905,0.0,0.09366022886829248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455011914673883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363479089201427,0.07783492396765318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342426408837022,0.08778085622826756,0.052004946583685985,0.0,0.0,0.20177129083755846,0.10080413288632108,0.09060528827066024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903431922828797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668107217874193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558559355768317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652534892301124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028928326334251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939000999359064,0.0,0.09171301273855632,0.08080144032775069,0.16195979251764586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765478873957834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731762799470098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048196231938893,0.0,0.17470558842357176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650271080428901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915307241499842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562911820039272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260891814345357,0.14583680773812846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157204584820512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243343201369393,0.06476839041312908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481976954548962,0.09566189886400188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823774840661375,0.05863332517615581,0.0,0.0,0.05335786192721938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906441867339375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397258683443834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227484866638944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923431168731213,0.06661742968428358,0.0,0.0,0.13000641899943424,0.0,0.0,0.11785367792084375
adhd,psychedoutbunny,2018/03/22,"If your SO is struggling, show them this subreddit. It helped me so much. Before my SO was diagnosed with ADHD (1.5 years into our relationship), I mistook a lot of his actions for him just...being a bit of a dick. No amount of repetition about the importance of remembering X date, to get in touch with me at X time, to please please please not do X ever worked. I didn't understand his impulsivity/spontaneity that would often result in him heading to a friend's cottage having completely forgotten we had plans over the weekend. I didn't understand why it was so hard to remember things, to get started on simple tasks, why anything remotely bureaucratic sent him into a tailspin. It just didn't make sense, but I loved him so much and he was otherwise such a genuinely kind human being that I stuck around.

When he was formally diagnosed with ADHD in February 2016, it made sense - kind of. I did a ton of googling and even went so far as to get a couple's therapist who had ADHD so that we could iron out ways in which we could handle the way his brain sometimes let him (and me) down. But if I'm honest, even though this pushed me a few steps in the right direction, I just didn't 'get' it. I would read through medical site after medical site, capable of understanding what was written but not capable of understanding why it was hard. Why it was possible that he could forget something I repeated 50+ times - it just didn't resonate with me at all. These sites honestly made it seem like not such a big deal, like it was a bit of a setback, not a valid reason for being so put off by having to complete chores/schoolwork, or remembering X event.

A few months ago, I remembered subreddits outside of my interests existed (LOL) and searched for ADHD. I found this sub and started reading. Reading posts about bad days that sounded exactly like my boyfriend's. Reading posts about struggles worded like they could have come out of his mouth. But the posts that made me understand were the ones about the guilt and frustration at having let their SOs down again. Suddenly I had a much more 'real' look at what it was like to be on the other side.

Some of you lamented that no matter how hard you tried you really struggled with not pissing your partners off. Some of you shared stories about your exes saying things like, ""Oh, you'll grow out of it!"" or, ""You can fix this, you're just not trying hard enough!"" - things I used to say to my SO because I didn't understand. I read post after post after post about ADHD and relationships and cried my eyes out. Then I shut my laptop and apologized to my partner for not understanding. For saying things that were so patronizing and stupid in hindsight, but things I thought were appropriate/uplifting at the time. For making him feel bad about something he couldn't control. For making him feel like it was his brain and me against him when he inevitably 'let me down', instead of us working alongside his ADHD to get him in a position of better control. I promised I would try my hardest to understand from then on because your posts made me realize what it was like to be on the receiving end of my own annoyance. It must have fucking sucked.

Every day I spend half an hour or so reading posts on this subreddit to better understand my partner and the challenges he faces. I still slip up sometimes. I still get frustrated when he locks me out of our place, or forgets something, or makes me feel unimportant by accident. But it's gotten so much better now that we're working as a team. Some of my friends find it weird and unromantic that he has to set alarms when he's out during the day to remember to text me back - and the past me probably would have too. But I understand that he loves me so much and was so heartbroken every time I accused him of not caring about me because that was the only logical straw I could grasp onto given his forgetfulness. So I know in doing things like that he is showing me how much he is willing to try to keep me happy and how much he cares.

It's been 2 years since his diagnosis but we've made the most meaningful progress in the few months I've been reading your posts here. He seems relieved that I'm not admonishing him for things that I now understand he hates too, and so happy that I'm willing to tackle this head on and be a true support system instead of another depressing reminder that he was handed a slightly unusual deck of cards in life. I am so grateful to have found this community and to be able to sit on the sidelines and learn as much as I humanly can. And I hope that if you have relationships that are struggling with similar issues to those mentioned above, you are able and comfortable enough to share this subreddit with them because they may be trying (as I truly was) and may think they are helping you (as I thought I was), but may not understand what it's like to be in your head. And this place made that link for me. Thank you.",7.301731168857888,6.820081826862541,7.224614529967287,76.54796967265395,63.88982161594964,10.790354504865956,34.740839042857445,10.239162091232153,3.3622097360245267,3923,153,750,79,51,1254,376,953,0.102,0.742,0.156,0.9959,0,0,3,0,0,0,95.0,6,16,6,12,56,54,8,6,37,1,79,19,11,18,5,160,143,74,0,15,31,0,9,10,5,11,5,4,0,5,64,44,0,3,36,11,1,9,19,18,0,2,47,15,109,36,127,68,25,112,0,1,2,4,89,50,4,20,49,540,173,14,0.07144472200625836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25758801611367604,0.0,0.03166571766534669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745801020181466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0293964593631584,0.03180047487312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027468290601655163,0.05965335862719388,0.08710407881816043,0.0,0.030397098137453213,0.0,0.0,0.09478057608117743,0.07799913241006562,0.0,0.0,0.07975593794717364,0.0,0.0,0.0728426556264983,0.0,0.0,0.03077165093018582,0.07490843173084308,0.0,0.08013133079803865,0.14260699253014292,0.039526112999797136,0.03923933616909064,0.06911390282947988,0.03682818563061825,0.030767617187506827,0.07251488893676865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03163940889028584,0.07382149621048655,0.0,0.0471885650739127,0.03231292067109403,0.06019525967586595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418689718010405,0.025520061838300717,0.0,0.0,0.032649590791724664,0.0,0.0,0.0783354500395853,0.05519801499573957,0.033024747124936485,0.11198075542834077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605423508486951,0.1280008754881252,0.035268435867348624,0.10998434487182834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047887891170689714,0.0,0.0,0.03548036474072222,0.035179329866427536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728486392650932,0.0,0.031751675802924074,0.0,0.07439868375948709,0.019632075386871527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958560316911584,0.025231760012233297,0.17452141179977632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029997786336111564,0.0,0.0,0.0303698738811422,0.06448165099882938,0.20280817027029288,0.09537981343307167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197304105533757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702649548298839,0.0,0.2100803648386948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024206396317689574,0.027168465254116658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03410103564688728,0.0,0.0,0.07464452826260334,0.11763727547327052,0.0,0.04027159464765849,0.30790932541532035,0.0,0.03851474704062311,0.0,0.0,0.035910839390459165,0.0,0.0,0.2501241958694,0.040659867441661536,0.022884659181935642,0.036728536662040366,0.0,0.1150573409908656,0.20233235679222775,0.030506701113007864,0.0,0.08522356578081715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504059163839622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029549906166481427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250245621059125,0.0706606569010009,0.0,0.05056894195999576,0.0,0.05705584728310765,0.0,0.0,0.14937907150634058,0.0,0.0,0.04053731193722085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03288835056111929,0.0,0.041476414425366766,0.1661264454107524,0.02288944652508724,0.03509703831324105,0.056719128820079324,0.08331998389016836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126569121881994,0.0,0.0,0.4462588514517836,0.042969601908463766,0.030852650421809583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567094948504899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03311498653692105,0.1289354981900178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801891278463262,0.0,0.0,0.10150456132806136,0.0,0.0,0.046008058564808
adhd,Spud999,2018/03/22,"The meaning of life. Is there meaning to life beyond the simple biological imperative of making children?

My psychologist says I'm having existential issues related to the pointlessness of life and having no direction or future plans. The past is almost completely meaningless to me and I can't see any point to looking further into the future than what to have for dinner. The last sentence may be a slight exaggeration but I hope you get the idea...

Does anyone else live 'in the now' happily or is it worth looking for some purpose?

edit for a bit of context - 55 year old male, professionally diagnosed ADHD an Asperger's",5.987222222222222,8.280976214285719,7.3847619047619055,64.28246031746036,68.10714285714286,9.977777777777778,32.98015873015873,10.25414643259724,4.098211111111112,504,23,75,14,9,172,83,112,0.031,0.86,0.109,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,0,9,5,0,1,0,14,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,16,16,2,12,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,6,7,52,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145006742945061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872393683222326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213738773550766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479876117354645,0.18287589642619206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485611266514105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871349765299512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115546842595065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619079703956362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909880493899352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324947608116617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727289357455178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014844480273969,0.0,0.18628883223400566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548664801509234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782013353047805,0.0,0.0,0.15760287197689007,0.0,0.29975984877800343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913811793819615,0.0,0.0,0.3888384338001856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728683038424926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038126037284906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872317623600733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193604657213646,0.0,0.0,0.14222704227944805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493655334622326
adhd,bleck05,2018/03/22,"Feeling my medication wear off is quite a strange feeling tl;dr my medication wears off in the middle of an essay and it's strange.

I take slow release medication which wears off at around 3:00 - 3:30. Just now I was finishing off an essay when I stop for a moment, then come back completely blank. I could not come up with anything to write. I checked the time and realized that it was probably my pill so I took an IR dose, before deciding to write this post.
After 10 minutes of browsing reddit i remembered what I was here for and started writing, but I can't remember the last time that I have felt my pill wear of and have been able to draw such a strong comparison between focused one minute, blank the next.",5.622753623188409,6.4707166376811625,5.9523188405797125,79.69775362318842,67.40579710144928,9.321739130434784,32.72463768115942,9.444778638647367,2.9039507246376814,568,24,109,11,9,182,91,138,0.036000000000000004,0.884,0.08,0.778,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,10,0,9,10,4,0,0,23,17,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,6,3,14,1,19,10,0,27,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,14,74,21,0,0.1701861086090455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004866658902054,0.15150171821236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086261255880086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481584362711278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932005265175782,0.17843689695036966,0.0,0.0,0.135879759554629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210242006629145,0.0,0.16340535301043393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872439295370725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143337998107408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809948572250271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532251164459854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299124826192946,0.0,0.1834894094018933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101387512790132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855753705098035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045860361657625,0.0,0.0,0.14228320722665866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795877375145895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847377706073227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908302862367812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_slightly,2018/03/22,"Constantly fail to pick up on implicit plot elements in movies and TV When I read Wikipedia plot summaries after watching movies or shows, I always find myself going ""ohhhhhhhh"" at things that in hindsight were strongly implied and I definitely should have picked up on...

I get that a lot of movies are complicated and generally not well-understood after the first watch, but I seem to fail to pick on stuff much more than other people. I'm wondering if it's mostly because I'm ADHD (diagnosed and medicated), if you guys have noticed the same thing, and if there's anything I can do about this.",17.370424242424242,8.942895436363642,15.44454545454546,49.64015151515153,53.72727272727273,18.666666666666668,54.84848484848485,14.06817628641468,7.111212121212121,478,20,82,11,3,156,80,110,0.067,0.9,0.033,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,1,23,13,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,1,16,11,5,14,0,2,2,0,2,8,0,8,5,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724120890449931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886067657339479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865292732122346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817531828454704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494866291955564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300642632390151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071713591702065,0.1928045352574448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184251968678879,0.0,0.12882121605621116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443794644356965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270587769138872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283451702988361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666277955681012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806415838536645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571437440270989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267303394405457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063509441345918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594817744476678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011776227974209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380265248402096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581286100331898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,starspec,2018/03/22,"""Distracted"" I hate the word.

I feel it implies I was careless, lazy, or outright negligent.

I wasn't distracted, my brain and my body just didnt work together properly and efficiently complete a specific task.

Its embarrassing and it's extremely hard to express what is happening inside my noggin'. 

I just wish non-adhd folk could comprehend how my brain actually functions, or rather, non-functions.

Got any better words to use to tell others what actually happens? I don't know anymore vocabulary to help describe myself. 
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adhd,ranting_account,2018/03/22,"I think I've ""oppositioned"" myself out of eating... any help w/ ADHD and trouble eating? So basically I've always had trouble eating (I've had trouble w/ nausea and GI pain since high school - or just plain forgetting) but I'll go through cycles where I barely eat for a few weeks then eat a lot for a few weeks. that being said - I love food and I love cooking!
This summer I lost a lot of weight from being sick and gaining back weight became a focus for me - once I was prescribed stimulants it became even more of a focus. But yet even when I was hungry I just couldn't bring myself to eat! 
I recognized a few weeks ago that I think I'm oppositional to food now! Because I made it a ""chore"" (IE ""you need to gain weight, so you need to eat this"") my a**hole ADHD brain goes ""no!"" just like when I ""tell it"" to do any other chore. Like literally I was hungry, didn't want to eat anything so got myself a BOWL OF ICE-CREAM and when I told myself to eat it I realized I felt THE EXACT SAME WAY as when I say - tell myself to start studying or pick up my room. 

I think I've made myself oppositional to food because now it's a ""requirement"" and I don't know what to do about it - every time I eat I just feel like crap - like my body is rejecting the food. Even when I don't take meds (I went off them for about a week and a half) I just can't bring myself to eat! I've literally been dipping in and out of an anorexic BMI for the last few weeks and I don't know what to do. 
Anyone else with weight gain issues and ADHD - recommendations of how to get weight back up or how to deal with an oppositional brain? ",2.2273109336881802,3.619192494011976,4.002109115103128,88.40242736748728,76.1556886227545,6.6247948547349775,20.7536039033045,7.2427474758485975,0.3895534708361055,1239,28,276,14,27,418,151,334,0.073,0.8029999999999999,0.124,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,5,26,13,1,0,17,0,18,29,4,6,1,48,44,27,0,4,10,0,7,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,13,14,21,1,8,1,0,4,7,7,0,1,15,9,39,6,38,26,8,35,0,2,0,2,12,9,1,5,25,175,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534991340527815,0.0,0.05294663672660157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969976529657223,0.0,0.0,0.08123627602895622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176428582365777,0.061199976159860114,0.04915232528119026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185666463376124,0.0,0.07282115105253714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634605812802702,0.0,0.13335584931017058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061578536968328136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6723005831317336,0.049896369538304834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835240112143056,0.0,0.05032471678684482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030201052030014774,0.042670798043260516,0.057349728915492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889008059329447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031206221402666275,0.0,0.0339456762237471,0.0,0.047771172594693684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040035454181293686,0.06310754243085473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062342125530855136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565159044763827,0.04868755021356868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672335222881774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520185284655723,0.10155984442299464,0.10781649059868688,0.1130350771347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634605812802702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857739983218993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636100148124242,0.0,0.0,0.0635564458759886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056816474105686514,0.047499330618157067,0.0,0.06044948715927239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940889588029256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227687854576185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490918352311552,0.0,0.10441250797890003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481683972977133,0.0,0.0,0.034828777336750286,0.0,0.0,0.05707413877836005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035230032487230015,0.04741053170703652,0.23955718613021698,0.3636724657315911,0.0,0.05536988553066684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pretenddev,2018/03/22,"My doctor is being... sketchy. I've been prescribed adhd meds for 20 years. I moved and switched doctors (arizona) and been seeing an NP for about a year. My NP is being... sketchy...


They have to call in my meds. Whenever I call and ask them to do this they won't pick up the phone if it's my number. If I get ahold of them they will try and give me round about excuses and finally do it. It's just.. weird. I have insurance.

Has anyone had issues like this...",0.27974854932301696,2.504813744680856,1.9278336557059959,96.46136363636364,87.08510638297872,5.120309477756287,19.18375241779497,6.574015621080383,0.008799999999999919,348,10,79,4,11,113,63,94,0.019,0.872,0.11,0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,1,0,9,18,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,14,1,9,11,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,4,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468164334503907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360041166859286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199447394965746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41941418726937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204125248118107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497425763477935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072980454871252,0.1970108969569365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143543152713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033405995596884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562425082521694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182772262278053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365436347027087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943365467739907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450481112284285
adhd,SwankyPigFly,2018/03/22,"Persistent Low-Level Depression, Possibly Dopamine Deficiency Caused By Medication? Hey everyone, like a lot of you, I've been dealing with ADHD-PI for a long ass time now, and was put on a stimulant for my symptoms. For whatever reason, I seem to have a naturally high tolerance/threshold for amphetamines, so my starting dose was 50mg Vyvanse. I took that for a year, then moved up to 60mg. Now I take three 30mg adderall IR each day, since the vyvanse stayed in my system too long. Anyways. I've dealt with mild depression my whole life, but whenever I'm on my medication, it practically disappears. It seems obvious that the boost of Dopamine is what's likely alleviating my symptoms. However, after 2 years of medication, my depression has gotten significantly worse when I'm off my stimulants. I'm far more disinterested, I have literally zero motivation, and despite loving my college experience, have been far more depressed than before I started taking medication. I'm worried that taking such large doses of amphetamines over the past 2 years might have messed up my dopamine system. I know that methamphetamine addicts have problems with their dopamine regulation 5+ years after quitting! now I know meth is extreme, but it operates on the same principle, it floods the brain with dopamine. Anyways, I just was wondering if anyone else has experienced this and/or what to do about it? Thanks! ",7.9318674089068875,9.301359582995953,8.154511639676112,64.09468243927127,62.481781376518214,11.681072874493928,39.324139676113354,11.45678717892309,5.12453056680162,1135,59,177,34,16,371,152,247,0.153,0.799,0.048,-0.9808,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,3,11,10,0,0,10,0,16,13,2,5,1,26,34,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,6,0,2,7,1,20,4,29,26,6,36,0,4,0,2,5,11,1,6,20,111,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724835441679472,0.12925748447643026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520337168227056,0.11020048501557184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151945420232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200644199211556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048628361809716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936261520912193,0.11088214516184533,0.3705400455495583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984650760769129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277124551147393,0.0,0.10520721068565654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363536753437956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821633868737702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596767607360215,0.10508966535101136,0.0,0.0,0.1903615685447608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143748752683838,0.09707054072714606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333922537526551,0.0,0.11409645336088382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431153422922186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267125355270837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124954643185605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291344022607274,0.0,0.10812020299110674,0.0,0.11439557053860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058212246971752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582393756224495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896873220782929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522527560637543,0.1146369030971759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357694171396267,0.24259881047862014,0.0,0.0,0.0990201064377134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271486356438495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949504380970255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007878553374388,0.0,0.0,0.11663635111287435,0.0,0.1092250211579526,0.10960542347681257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27704173534720405
adhd,MrAlfredo,2018/03/22,"My Wednesday Win Victory tl;dr(at the top because I know my audience): I used to think low of being on ADHD meds, started back on it 7 months ago, and now got confirmation that I'm making progress on myself with help from the meds.

For a long while I was one of those who had ""gotten off the medication"" because I was convinced that I was holding myself back by becoming reliant on it. I recently (maybe 7 months ago now) talked to my doctor about getting back on meds, after trialing a few different ones to gauge out pricing with my insurance. We finally ended up with a script for Adderall that worked well.

Fast-forward to last week, I've gotten pretty much in line with my dosages and figured out the best times to take it so that I'd be focussed the whole day. On days when I miss my second dose, I know better than to take the second dose because it'll keep me up all night. And last wednesday I missed my second dose.

It was terrible, my phone would buzz and I'd be in it. Which was very noticeable to my boss who is the only other guy working with me on Wednesdays (I work at an electronics repair store). And I don't remember how many times he had to say something to me about it, but it was an embarrassing number.

Today though, I nailed it. Got my 2nd Dose on time, and actually ended up really needing it. We had a LOT of business today and on my way home I saw a text from my boss saying ""Good job today, fast and focussed""

I just felt so good about myself, about my progress, and with the meds actually showing me that they're not a crutch, they're the piece I need to function a little more efficiently.

Edit: Just realized I didn't specify any specific victory with the amount of business we had, in the last 45 minutes alone I was working on an iPhone 6, a customer with an iPhone 7 came in, I had to pause the repair of the 6, check in the 7, then finish the repair on the 6 and knock out the 7 before we closed. 6's are usually pretty quick, but that 7 was done in 16 minutes, besting my usual on those of 25 minutes.",7.648059050064184,5.659109346341468,8.021887034659821,75.98407573812581,64.07317073170732,10.973042362002568,35.48138639281129,9.549672527348893,3.1006829268292684,1592,57,322,24,19,528,202,410,0.031,0.867,0.102,0.9786,2,2,1,0,0,0,49.0,4,0,0,11,18,13,0,1,29,0,23,6,0,5,1,51,45,19,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,1,1,22,27,0,2,7,1,3,1,3,5,1,5,22,4,43,8,62,18,10,72,0,3,1,0,13,30,0,1,40,221,65,9,0.0,0.0,0.16843019031440346,0.0,0.10371428265456356,0.0,0.1529972042311486,0.0,0.0,0.08937944034662514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586860841546882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907515020547206,0.0,0.15782068336270702,0.09531014837225914,0.07343384856961016,0.0,0.18113035018969115,0.07632419866541841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870273744216083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113110611520587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016378734903238,0.0,0.08833038955369008,0.0,0.08831354568079781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528700898207444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286029793348745,0.09453602185295326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045087515698871344,0.0,0.0,0.1447665321135064,0.1380419286605917,0.0,0.0,0.08544929374266337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784420823074385,0.0,0.08656464551440725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563815655098721,0.07670626130822618,0.0,0.0,0.09485503152620886,0.21103490771295105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649398191980852,0.0,0.07637164535032212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336807972857401,0.0,0.0,0.05760506105360661,0.08749334987192693,0.08669865655236203,0.0,0.3834336620004963,0.08693687427090062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377656187711406,0.0,0.06343948371836959,0.12797880441743711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098549612325351,0.0,0.0,0.09825165674410036,0.0,0.0,0.11695648272549987,0.06563406001184408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559363215383528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055285165358031116,0.0,0.0852095679414996,0.0,0.09775961890984408,0.0,0.0,0.13725640072200834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643696544752978,0.0,0.0,0.06108267324439515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977178434996053,0.06936363657901584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529673070648824,0.08478804736827046,0.0,0.1509644206532213,0.0,0.2454032678649714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453437985432998,0.19009168037686247,0.07120547616430971,0.0,0.06849990151163278,0.06922362211722792,0.0,0.07759290705335181,0.0,0.0,0.09634943116918207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130596353135315,0.0,0.0,0.061304129690141526,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Moonbeamsupreme,2018/03/22,"28/f. I just started Ritalin IR 10mg and experienced an EXTREME comedown. Should I quit or wait it out? Hey guys! 

I was just recently diagnosed with ADHD and started on 10mg of Ritalin IR today (for the next two weeks). I was excited about starting medication because I had heard it is very effective. However, this first day has been absolutely horrific. I had 3 hours of slightly more focus than usual, though still didn't get much done and then 2 hours of an intensely dysphoric comedown followed by another 5 hours (and counting) of slightly less crippling but intense anxiety and inability to sleep despite feeling physically tired.

I naturally have very mild anxiety (though it is almost always related to very specific, high stress scenarios). I also have a quite high resting heart rate of between 75-80, much higher with anxiety (hence the small starting dose). My ""resting"" heart rate went to 90+ for the majority of the day and I've been feeling extremely uncomfortable physically as well as mentally.

My question is whether I should continue to take it for the next 14 days until I next see my psychiatrist or stop it given the extreme initial side-effects? I have 3 essays due in the next week and today I was unable to complete anything productive academically- I have never felt this impaired. I'm worried that I will either go through two weeks of hell and fail to submit crucial essays or conversely I have just experienced negative initial side effects that will eventually dissipate with exposure and I will be jeopardising my treatment plan (and long-term quality of life) by quitting after one day? I'm wondering if anybody with similar experience or veterans of adhd meds could recommend which direction might benefit me? 

Addition information: I drank enough water, ate enough at regular intervals and did 30 minutes of exercise post/during comedown. Nothing shifted this horrible edgy feeling.

Also I live in the British Isles so the only medication options here are Ritalin, concerta and strattera. 

Tl;dr: started on 10mg of Ritalin today (prescribed for 2 weeks) and experienced EXTREME comedown side-effects with little to no productive effects. I have 3 essays due in the next week but definitely couldn't finish them in this state. Should I quit it now or give it a chance to work? I would 100% rather live with my ADHD side-effects than this experience of Ritalin.",6.9844136982112826,9.000584284360189,7.726615196453142,63.91268995566429,65.1611374407583,11.32193854150741,40.39015441064058,11.20814326018867,5.5240632013453626,1936,113,283,62,31,644,232,422,0.146,0.799,0.055,-0.9902,2,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,11,14,6,1,1,14,0,32,18,3,3,1,57,56,31,0,8,14,0,4,0,0,8,12,1,0,1,15,21,3,2,10,1,0,3,5,3,1,4,16,9,28,3,49,29,10,56,1,1,1,0,8,13,1,11,39,190,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559912125760889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109807845053934,0.0,0.0,0.11356027863005297,0.0590792119756883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445161150678971,0.1629486211797852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058428457902309286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328205770866267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744440698766405,0.0,0.0,0.056689185297362665,0.0,0.0,0.18316123095184836,0.0,0.0,0.07206536479768423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265952533917626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672774466933194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890683155543065,0.0,0.0,0.10770197871898766,0.0,0.06817289319433355,0.0,0.0,0.0603941219394888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709552667315185,0.06811142691172813,0.040351977304390906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030297646921152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827502531465371,0.0,0.15003466733853374,0.0,0.0,0.20976750656319554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050150693641819184,0.0,0.07116248841037141,0.12539183675617172,0.0628343869306662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886702901929768,0.1430537517274376,0.07155314674214541,0.07532172331526839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043890320381822,0.0,0.054760989882337366,0.0,0.3775562685984205,0.0,0.0,0.06812817263426843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048112678834624834,0.054000092622037255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800012823730511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953830125617921,0.302076752038812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010574327253892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657926738299784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710531085699178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251277310302284,0.0,0.05670215466900137,0.05936071071668541,0.08133235854679137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338454129883427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951787868378268,0.0,0.0,0.08160616097311171,0.2019043038335234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871694558553976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819848677025996,0.17575184168289076,0.0,0.0,0.28476693391271657,0.0,0.06383917385177773,0.06581940950456514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699845795590965,0.05169017924807065,0.07210580680138952,0.0,0.050437664236886136,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IrrationallyAfraid,2018/03/22,"Hello fellow 30+ ADHD people. I've finally joined in getting better after living with multiple diagnoses. I first got diagnosed when I was 13 but never did take anything for it. 20 years laters, I just got diagnosed again and started taking medication. I'm no stranger to medicine as I've been diagnosed Bipolar, depressed, GAD, you name it. However, I can honestly say that I've exhausted every avenue before this one and low and behold, it's the right one. I hate that it's taken me this long to turn over this stone but better late than never. 


I can already tell a difference with the medicine in regards to being able to actually finish a task without feeling like bursting into tears out of frustration. I guess that the stigma of ADHD in adults was subconsciously causing me to avoid facing it. I was terrified of asking for a stimulant too but enough was enough so I finally asked. For those of you out there who are concerned that you might have ADHD among other issues. Please look into an ADHD diagnosis. I had to go through a lot of trial and error that earned me a Bipolar label. Once you have that, it can be difficult to get medication for ADHD. 


My psychiatrist was afraid that I would have become manic when in fact, I was just living a dreadful life. My manic phases were more or less me doing anything to feel alive again - whatever  fired up my neurons which was usually spending money. Hopefully I'll return with an off disability success story soon! ",5.9957087975412975,7.383672116788322,6.8728966577026505,71.4728140606992,66.88321167883211,9.41805608912793,31.5743373031118,9.682069395223575,3.2709080291970807,1176,47,189,25,19,391,169,274,0.175,0.7440000000000001,0.081,-0.9823,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,5,10,15,2,3,11,0,23,12,2,2,3,32,42,12,0,2,7,0,3,1,1,2,10,1,0,1,20,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,9,0,3,14,5,23,6,37,24,5,34,0,2,1,0,13,14,0,5,20,143,43,2,0.0917101936744238,0.0,0.08949591967175441,0.0,0.5510891540251794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120447923815948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093935035824912,0.0,0.17147330223891716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128670360942127,0.07803862004199845,0.0,0.0,0.1622204271103808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421163163915036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078989855427518,0.3723356643805169,0.0,0.0958176328700627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952229149149505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726979359892136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274285900957326,0.06551778068557151,0.0,0.2009280688229588,0.0,0.07800864388929073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958295819924651,0.0,0.052121016527417637,0.0,0.14669803953413796,0.0,0.101029117831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054482943345224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108891547582194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572161513974893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345309307961313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477762198489054,0.04480496816850748,0.0,0.16196356244630702,0.0811606354503733,0.07701346488402001,0.0,0.0,0.0779687270744338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847767434505257,0.0,0.09729002264683301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146511023163544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766836316633168,0.12429040142451428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358030090356226,0.0,0.0,0.10067025260023299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832000430197303,0.0,0.07293162698754325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649129471125335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790930433747925,0.0,0.08015875156186016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997543554727112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010058216138088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840535401625138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514829029230802,0.0,0.0,0.059058357889518624
adhd,Dafrshn,2018/03/22,"I don't have adhd but I struggle with control Ive recently gotten over anxiety and depression (i have underlying mild depression, either as a result/maybe not)
I'm getting a referal soon but Idk if It is adhd.
Anyway!
I struggle developing solid friendships that aren't build off me being a self proclaimed monkey on a unicycle.

Im constantly told ""you say really weird things"" I'm pretty non sequitur and I get distracted with my own stupid ideas alot. Often to the point my impulses regarding certain things are slow, and I can't think clearly and say stupid things that make me look like I have 2 braincells to rub together. Just factually and undeniably wrong out of the thrill of the moment. I am too blunt and vulgar and over the top and people struggle talking, nor do they want to talk to me one on one (they make it severly obvious they're bored and dont wanna respond) Idk It just makes me feel so ugly and unfeminine.

Anyone have any advice on how I could combat this?
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adhd,jellylellyjen,2018/03/23,Playing dumb? Do you guys feels your ever unconsciously playing dumb? It’s like I have no idea what’s going while we’re doing assignments but then comes the test and I do really good it’s almost as  it pops as I’m doing the test ,-0.044553571428572525,2.301316270833333,2.32595238095238,90.6,94.625,5.242857142857143,15.190476190476188,6.868970318607317,-0.027027380952381108,183,4,38,3,7,62,35,48,0.12,0.6920000000000001,0.187,0.5105,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,9,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,23,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854509297740319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315823692626372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481904438024997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463173848698145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876410036901808,0.3228602989241291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38114036604788015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345381441551008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805693377622348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465954630945881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IEatThermalPaste,2018/03/23,"I hate getting bored. I get bored every now and then when I am on my ADHD meds and hate it. Best part is my family doesn’t care and I am left feeling bored, which is agonizing for me.",-0.8272499999999994,1.2272607750000049,1.9850000000000032,95.08,91.25,5.2,15.5,6.742157984588678,-0.37665000000000015,141,3,34,2,5,49,29,40,0.333,0.4970000000000001,0.17,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,11,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209984102821258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803015793802882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232295596991724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504054676921173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179506179973715,0.0,0.13505215122475508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27909407446055856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274055222301912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902014198693106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966842965128427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892397712769396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alphamale415,2018/03/23,"Best strategy for bachelors degree at 40 after being self taught? 
TL;DR .. 40. Have ADD. Self taught myself most of my career and very
accomplished in the tech industry.  Wanting to get a bachelors degree
so I can pursue a master. Need advice.

...

I have ADHD and basically have the typical story.

Very intelligent but sucked at high school.  I just barely graduated but
I've always loves science, tech, engineering, and math.

Towards the end of high school I started teaching myself computers and
taught myself basic programming and systems engineering.

After that I did 1.5 years of college, dropped out, moved to Silicon Valley
and immediately had a job making 6 figures at 21.

I then just self-taught myself the rest of what I needed in CompSci
including systems programming, operating systems, Java, Python, databases,
machine learning, etc.

The problem is that I want to teach myself artificial intelligence now
and it's a fair amount of work. Easily enough work where I should be
able to get a masters degree at the end. In fact most of the AI masters
degrees that I find online are exactly what I want to pursue.

The problem is that I don't have an undergraduate degree.

I've been looking at my options and this is what it boils down to:

 - I could go to University of Maryland University College. But they only
   allow me to transfer / test out of 90 credits out of 120.  It would
   still cost $22k for a year of education.  I don't qualify for in-state
   so $22k is a ton of money.  The remaining 30 credits can't be tested
   out of and  you have to go through the course to graduate.  AKA they
   want my $$.

 - I could go to CSU (California State University) Online and quality
   for in-state tuition ($6k) but I'm not in love with their curriculum.

 - I could go to a mostly online like Western Governors University or
   Excelsior and then transfer BUT:

     - I think these universities have a ""mixed bag"" reputation but once
       I finish my graduate degree I will just list that on my resume.

     - Their CompSci programs aren't really impressive at all.  They're
       mostly for basic systems operations stuff.  Not very interesting
       to me at all.

What are options for people with ADD who self taught themselves.

To a certain degree it feels like we're facing discrimination here.

I taught myself the materials - I should be able to just get credit by
examination and move on.
        

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adhd,evilwitch23,2018/03/23,"Is it possible for ADHD to get worse with age? For context, I’m a 22 y/o student in my 4th year at a community college. I’ve never been diagnosed because I kind of flew under the radar in grade school. I was quiet, didn’t cause trouble, and smart enough to bullshit my way through without studying and by doing the minimal amount of work. In high school I got in trouble a lot for missing assignments, daydreaming, slacking, etc, but still passed because I aced every test. My parents chocked it up to my depression and anxiety (diagnosed at 13) but they were distant at best and just put more pressure on me to work harder, and threatened with punishments for bad grades. I moved out at 18 and now have my depression fairly under control, but still cannot find the motivation to study or do my assignments, which is confusing because I genuinely love college and learning things that I care about for my major. I just can’t seem to find the focus to put in the effort. I’ll literally waste time for hours thinking about how I need to do an assignment but just can’t get myself to actually do it. I’ve been reading up on adhd lately and my symptoms really seem to line up with what’s called inattentive type. I’m just wondering if it’s possible for adhd to progress with time if untreated because that’s what seems to be happening to me. I feel stuck and held back because I can’t seem to progress in school even though I want to continue on for my BA. unsure of what to do. How do I even go about getting tested for it as an adult? Any advice would help tremendously! ",7.95017372421281,6.656019609120524,8.074084690553747,73.62876004343109,63.00651465798046,11.5742888165038,38.38197611292074,10.650279960617883,3.9956585884907714,1248,55,236,26,15,408,169,307,0.155,0.755,0.09,-0.9565,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,9,16,14,1,2,10,0,20,4,0,5,1,48,43,20,0,5,12,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,12,14,0,2,11,1,0,6,7,9,0,0,9,2,26,5,58,32,7,39,0,3,0,1,6,20,0,10,12,161,38,19,0.0,0.0,0.09364033184808973,0.0,0.3459655241271575,0.09376821184083206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525414932859555,0.0,0.07340695352385147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378512167029466,0.08012020820989857,0.2924729257264753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007011039283552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979829740241486,0.0,0.0978347048626442,0.09857442085624292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762409787851236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529549731416085,0.1947889652363359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099149382077779,0.10701758215807666,0.1267575789814697,0.0,0.08084803353018112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851881586361263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540618482517242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040094383437458,0.0,0.05453465701886653,0.0,0.07674569496477457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485458670349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643180518184531,0.10138399244386398,0.0,0.0,0.0944984590456232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992460056784072,0.0,0.0,0.10824383952047033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157933349141701,0.08660507006874707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019872595478309,0.0,0.07115100738650514,0.07400806604146078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654905411577148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635452704546665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929268691767646,0.0,0.0,0.0959831126867024,0.0,0.0614726044153836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913412619152179,0.0,0.34942312480543225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326300041154267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099736215322632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374966354085661,0.0614854641416054,0.09427740807625792,0.0,0.1119067662064966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056598010473881084,0.07616631551786865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249926385015213,0.1040614308422062,0.1397158892746763,0.0,0.0977885289297608,0.06816520289061595,0.0,0.0,0.06179325550774983
adhd,CaffeinatedOak,2018/03/23,"How does one combat that lifeless post-work feeling? All day long everything is great and going strong, feeling like a “normal” human. But BAM get home from work, meds wear off, lack motivation to do anything even relatively productive at home. It’s not even every day either!! (Which is a good thing)",4.641666666666667,7.265645759259264,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,72.8888888888889,7.282962962962964,25.61481481481481,8.238735603445708,1.8633525925925931,237,8,40,4,5,74,47,54,0.073,0.636,0.29100000000000004,0.9199,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,1,11,7,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,4,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770819812889881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775578445567816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831309899916124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842602401276056,0.0,0.18130577760950806,0.0,0.19339774608309312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761176505451893,0.15373086456144708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124272246107082,0.0,0.12229670859937936,0.180490088772466,0.0,0.2372463234778361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317036631423107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513033898765196,0.0,0.0,0.19043524560180972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390261570905053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108392567041181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581744579672354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609131009927492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296182375672453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133199020838616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,melzerthederp,2018/03/23,"Combatting weight loss with ADD Does anyone else have the problem of losing weight and then struggling to put it back on to be back at a healthy weight due to all the things that come along with ADD? For some background, I take adderall for my symptoms and though it helps in a lot of ways the only downside is the appetite suppression. Personally, I feel that it’s more of all the anxiety and stress from ADD symptoms that makes me not eat and not feel hunger until my body is literally begging for nutrition. Has anyone else run into this issue and what have you done/ tried to do to fix it? ",9.483391304347826,7.148004469565219,8.258260869565216,76.8204347826087,60.82608695652174,11.286956521739132,36.91304347826087,9.3871,3.140252173913044,474,16,93,6,5,145,77,115,0.139,0.805,0.057,-0.8489,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,2,7,0,8,8,1,1,2,24,13,8,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,13,5,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,20,11,5,13,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028465708627903,0.0,0.0,0.20160489513505364,0.2954250152408277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217056137286455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601331116734705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418406106620633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261584208133003,0.14752927845719532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751521641959628,0.2408601547950239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578676032406712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662973258999047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046920391758348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612820431439842,0.0,0.12256262366895285,0.0,0.0,0.09623023316760676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964281233551464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587797808286186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794496749709148,0.0,0.14492410179490414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513876350855428,0.15071095616582006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29968208127220064,0.1083929852530833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577580113966508,0.0,0.14163987362988684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787753044332824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443024924994535,0.0,0.5266567920751472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HeartofStonee08,2018/03/23,"Medication breaks? Pros/cons? I was unofficially diagnosed with ADHD in college, but didn’t seek an official diagnosis until I wanted medication to help balance “real life” after college. I started 10mg of adderall twice a day about 6 months ago, and bumped up to 3x a day 2 months ago. So far it has been amazing! Things have been so much clearer, focus is way easier, but it also allows me to take reasonable breaks without being obsessed with work. 

Recently I’ve had a super hard time waking up though, especially  if I don’t have a specific reason to be somewhere at a certain time. This is awful, considering my job is super flexible and lets me work from home almost any time I want.  Its been impossible to get up and do anything! I know the projects are piling up but I’m still going into the office less and less. I think waking up has been so hard because my body is used to have amphetamines in my system now. Setting an alarm half an hour earlier and taking 5 mg before I wake up is really helpful!! But it’s causing me to blow through my daily adderall supply a lot faster. Previously I would start my day with  strong coffee, and wouldn’t take the medication until like 10-11 am when I was already in work and ready to focus. (Didn’t see the need for in on an hour long train commute mostly spent scrolling Facebook or listening to podcasts) 

> > I’m hoping a break will help “reset” a bit so I don’t feel so dependent on it to wake up in the morning. Will a three-day weekend be enough? 

> Has anyone else had problems waking up related to medication? 

> Does anyone have experience with taking a break? Are there cons I’m not thinking of? 


I’m going to try anyway - I’m currently on my way to Vermont to ski with my boyfriend for a few days. I didn’t even bring the pills with me so I wasn’t tempted. He’s willing to put up with me being a little off it it’ll help. But I’m more nervous than I think I should be. ",4.211550387596902,5.198568759689923,5.794315245478035,79.04945736434112,70.70542635658916,8.31731266149871,28.803617571059434,8.626192665926032,2.16414315245478,1518,56,294,25,27,518,205,387,0.043,0.805,0.151,0.9928,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,6,15,11,0,3,22,1,43,13,6,6,1,48,72,25,0,9,9,0,3,1,0,7,7,1,1,0,9,15,0,0,7,2,1,4,9,4,0,2,13,5,27,7,54,46,9,60,0,0,1,0,6,22,0,7,27,193,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117240978009544,0.0,0.16481312092497322,0.0,0.09308954698482423,0.0,0.10258756730841204,0.07434290154899295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321838842092133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300045237121044,0.09525212265628942,0.07650106438434391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056669705180194825,0.0,0.07910511714975063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149209768275118,0.10326152497289767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549915354312163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997689316306864,0.0,0.0,0.09435602633029576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135301178633253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765910069885587,0.0,0.0,0.09605617745966982,0.0,0.06140153496595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909361708811009,0.0,0.0,0.047005154132702565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048569607624057716,0.0,0.10566663316564397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655412640002654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924597894062694,0.0,0.09325000061725858,0.09233376148733476,0.18310070242557905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225195925871776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109032501552215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950615081459362,0.06566289066925181,0.045417285107721986,0.09317387969975477,0.0,0.08226979887387527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903426900579097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746039058439746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484052058332262,0.0,0.06833889124991513,0.0689312797390004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895354344410934,0.0,0.09345402459414363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581284972406416,0.0595548179412763,0.19116398428899767,0.09179027091168217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407989757529873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316001303741411,0.0,0.07424079533841091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27958802115633963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061760838703675124,0.17870182943176985,0.09133619646269407,0.0,0.16262334623381566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311613474899913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029064205278225,0.0,0.0,0.10966459747935843,0.14758024642239875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961352574349868,0.0,0.20303567162288436,0.0,0.0,0.06603862463105405,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sensitiveinfomax,2018/03/23,"Big companies trying to diagnose ADHD... I'm conflicted I was talking with someone who worked at a major testing company whose name sounds like fear none. she was working on an eyetracking test for ADHD. the project she worked on didn't make it to the product, but it's a thing they have been working on for a while. 

Apparently the customer is employers with high-stress jobs, like cops and stuff. they want to diagnose adhd through gaze tracking while playing a game or something. There's a few papers on that as a means to diagnose adhd, but the company involved, the diagnosis being used to discriminate for employment, and the fact that you can just do stuff on an app for diagnosis gives me the heebie-jeebies. 

I know lowering the cost of diagnosis would be a great thing. but this way of going about it doesn't seem right to me. 

Anyone have any opinions? Or knowledge of this kinda stuff? ",6.32647795318454,7.424545610778445,6.582406096897117,74.91048448557432,65.94610778443113,9.90506260206859,34.34349482852477,10.018931242160765,3.554956886227544,715,32,125,16,11,230,106,167,0.028,0.882,0.09,0.8767,5,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,4,3,5,0,1,17,0,13,3,0,2,1,23,22,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,4,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,9,4,24,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,5,4,90,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681033820970727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036444459958089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263213919653452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598416460810093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329820333409467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336619213982525,0.06716273934827452,0.0,0.0,0.13029061180440624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124860538799006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727248438678202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494701457662806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547067187479886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888409670503152,0.0,0.0,0.12872944925333968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092255265056266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758394540488214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001310286433315,0.09097846458794187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537140835634226,0.0,0.40585333650131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498623411960036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570231581158935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023445774357975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206702537485472,0.0,0.0,0.06970388433493065,0.09380343942523198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34413719154486033,0.0,0.0,0.08394958370749174,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Afro-Pope,2018/03/23,"Help with information retention when reading - what works? Hi all,

I'm 28 and I manage my ADHD fairly well for the most part with medication, therapy, meditation, and having had about fifteen years to figure out what kinds of systems work for me. That said, between having ADHD and generally being an EXTREMELY ONLINE person, I've noticed over the past few years - particularly since getting out of college - that my ability to retain information from books I've read is completely shot. I love reading, tested very well for it in school, and I have tons of books piling up on my shelf that I've been avoiding because I know I won't remember the key bits anyway. Fiction, I'll remember bits and pieces of the main story for a few months afterward, but I also like to read a lot of non-fiction, and I've gone through huge, well-written non-fiction books and come away feeling like I haven't learned a thing because my brain wouldn't hold on to the info.

I'm sure other folks have experienced this, and to y'all I'd like to ask: have you found anything that helped in this regard?

Thank you!",8.602548076923076,7.285532620192307,8.520076923076925,71.02492307692309,61.740384615384606,11.204615384615384,37.14615384615385,10.125756701596842,3.650067692307694,867,34,157,15,10,282,127,208,0.008,0.84,0.151,0.9775,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,2,6,10,0,1,9,0,12,3,1,0,2,33,24,11,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,11,13,0,3,10,7,0,2,3,1,2,0,5,3,15,9,30,16,11,19,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,2,9,100,26,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28312594945823083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419814078086296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693269811393183,0.0,0.11011952682367934,0.0,0.11066936858889567,0.0,0.0,0.14360969925436826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719649640966685,0.0,0.0,0.13149471778760907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146729282034588,0.12350256725566668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955912446463368,0.08415055770699778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915273973134495,0.0,0.0,0.06154140666176675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790685676856814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226621387263118,0.0647353483396209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726415189878908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014246206699128,0.10631178967748127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186629480573114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402037168591354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410686016201062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275571501925675,0.11244569806508173,0.0,0.1028513446259212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712951091865014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668705236549842,0.0,0.11204707205362087,0.0,0.0,0.11921169255840053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743867784704556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101747281013692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084469567243699,0.13470530461419916,0.0,0.07825570508731061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719065460247166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177271960778177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715078138425497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517082447439165
adhd,sarahlin92,2018/03/23,"I just walked out of my job I don’t want to go back. I’m almost 26, why am I still in retail??? I hate it there so fucking much I can’t enjoy anything anymore, because I’m always dreading going back. But Im so cared to take that step...where do I go from there? I know there are people on this thread who have found amazing ways to succeed, but how do you take that first step? I’ve tried job hunting, looking at college courses...I don’t know how to go about getting a “real” job.
Any tips? ",-0.5701098901098902,1.5354768095238107,1.495238095238097,98.72835164835169,90.42857142857143,3.2307692307692317,19.505494505494504,3.1291,-0.7205384615384611,375,12,86,0,13,124,71,105,0.047,0.838,0.115,0.6808,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,12,7,2,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,12,25,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,6,3,3,0,1,1,1,9,4,11,24,1,15,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,4,49,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664265305971657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829274283929313,0.0,0.0,0.11302254007695595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482696696518356,0.0,0.0,0.13676945634457044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555969836973871,0.0,0.10131473112272832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945323730409512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413706868300748,0.0,0.18223107725430207,0.0,0.1536503649774641,0.08683328634798639,0.0,0.3778239711599072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640893122573099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952585565361545,0.0,0.4947872457491624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826797060426364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956717977650193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217703215844965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115223010675018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891733931742746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272852212891548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992529163968424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283972982156168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802979539045162,0.13192280547223342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997076495771572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fresno7,2018/03/23,"How do I deal with parents who don't listen to me when I say that I have ADD? Hey, first post here. Ever since I was little, I've studied very hard, maybe even harder than my classmates, but that never showed on my grades. After barely passing for many years, I finally came to the conclusion that I might have ADD; I read about the symptoms of ADD and it matched up A LOT with what I went through. I decided to tell my parents about the fact that I might have ADD, and all they said was that I'm not trying hard enough and that it's all in my head. This has gotten really frustrating now because my parents constantly keep telling me to study harder, and when I tell them that I'm trying my best, all they say is ""try harder."" So in short, what I want to ask is: How do I deal with such ignorant parents? Sometimes they get super aggressive, to the point that it just leaves me feeling depressed and worthless. If anyone has any tips or ideas, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks for listening. ",6.9970050761421305,5.888391060913707,6.887923857868023,80.76741878172592,64.78680203045685,10.113502538071069,32.39035532994924,9.120678840339163,2.5059973604060906,777,25,159,11,10,247,117,197,0.099,0.79,0.111,0.6619,5,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,4,13,8,2,0,5,0,14,2,1,2,6,36,28,13,0,2,5,4,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,16,13,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,5,0,1,6,8,26,3,21,20,6,21,0,2,0,0,21,7,0,5,10,110,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780934432098481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000494002986279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696700793488692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974920925815993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007645413639642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086569659031047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236470866113668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359234479947492,0.09854955123589212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822617394725647,0.0,0.07557315672446817,0.10349920215954624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785405661435735,0.0,0.0,0.1253412283515761,0.0,0.0973253692667466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977958972938272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049952188412908,0.0,0.11742765956424048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916595509282025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170151891503243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115397986253575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467863494098507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727556813507436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600365374586515,0.11495000419636335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276251727978224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824755440688457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081983061044214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816363455433924,0.0,0.10958247886297297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445069993068982,0.0,0.1466004259492573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883937110110488,0.18198233359525734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464918826901987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316404493056645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892591657630885,0.0,0.0,0.3000236784063793,0.10534232043172542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305047076789956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440826547234958,0.06748772499766648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606824189561576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736825587949256
adhd,shakelicknstick,2018/03/23,Strattera Experiences? Anyone have good experiences with Strattera? Im on 80mg and havnt noticed anything.,6.061568627450978,9.760660647058824,6.055294117647063,61.74215686274514,89.58823529411768,6.972549019607843,40.96078431372549,7.793537801064563,5.003054901960786,89,6,10,2,3,28,15,17,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.189,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477689952982476,0.0,0.2880775655499393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848707515034792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936218863206145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781353880625882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985567156462504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,world_is_mundane_197,2018/03/23,"Techniques or tips to manage racing mind ? My mind starts at something, and it goes everywhere. This is not just a waste of time, but extremely exhausting. 

I can't stop my mind. I am not sure if I am explaining this properly. But if I start thinking, I keep jumping around too quickly, and it makes me loose control and become extremely emotional. 

How do I stop my mind from simply cycling without any end. 

This becomes extremely bad in social situations.  

A tip I found that helps me, is breathing techniques. I take in breath 1 sec, hold 1 sec, release 1 sec. 
Listening to classical music helps my mind from going beserk. 


What techniques do you use guys use to control your mind ? 

Thank you. 
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adhd,huge_forehead,2018/03/23,"ritalin euphoria? Is ritalin known to cause euphoria in individuals with ADHD? I experience an intense confidence boost and a feeling of well-being in addition to no anxiety whatsoever. Is this normal, will it fade, and should i have a lower dosage?",5.96151162790698,8.931775790697678,8.635058139534884,52.30049418604654,70.16279069767441,13.602325581395347,38.656976744186046,12.161744961471696,6.988679069767443,201,12,27,10,4,73,35,43,0.115,0.547,0.338,0.9159,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879677474723431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106109418001599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171034517815048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971741042623288,0.0,0.0,0.2053003750595445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978220430112003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650686781565369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tropictronic,2018/03/23,"Got told adults don't get diagnosed with ADHD Wasn't a very good time. I saw a student doc who listened and seemed nice, then he went and spoke to a senior doc who told me they don't diagnose ADHD in over-17s.

I told him how I've always had issues academically and at home and he said that it sounded like an organisation problem - and I should talk to my tutor.

I disagreed and mentioned again that my eating and sleeping is a mess. It's like my brain thinks of all the steps at once instead of just the first one. And I end up giving up.

He gave me a prescription for propranolol which is great for lowering my high heartrate but my executive function feels like it's gonna be soup.

I told him caffeine made me feel focused. It's like putting on glasses after being blind as a bat all day.

There's a psychologist I will probably see soon and can talk to him about this. But I felt like I was stared at like I was crazy or drug seeking by the Dr's today.

TL;DR I went to Dr's about potential ADHD and got told adults don't get that diagnosed. ",3.065846619021439,4.571406359813086,4.207262231995603,87.31962341946125,74.18691588785046,7.2782847718526655,25.67234744365036,7.928766900206844,1.3224632215503016,827,28,176,12,17,270,127,214,0.073,0.802,0.125,0.8965,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,0,0,11,0,14,10,2,2,2,26,39,16,0,2,4,0,3,6,0,3,7,4,1,2,11,11,1,0,5,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,19,11,23,9,21,15,2,22,0,0,4,0,24,8,0,2,16,104,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813188164241808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880030801023949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806620633855645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820822392545532,0.0,0.0,0.32204089351303644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265121202671753,0.1082216964885003,0.0,0.0,0.09367440405364384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695364797456268,0.07555692941055324,0.10154882538145177,0.0,0.0,0.08996174073787172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105133428862014,0.10145726657403324,0.0,0.08870877644244826,0.16917626485154078,0.11660380475361976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174415167692604,0.10608866116564104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038883250468368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310022022882304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007527086003017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263387654746886,0.0716675762562075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403013213103735,0.1012006677475417,0.0,0.10632077516467753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060459424751496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427921824159991,0.09628243501878103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583913014235473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700161837322638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776849939866005,0.0,0.0,0.0616711097838103,0.0,0.10025072005920703,0.505304197787996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726534474950662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960862568480491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DrugInducedPsychosis,2018/03/23,"Last few years my life was slowly heading downhill and I hadn't realised until I got to a very bad place which left me traumatised beyond repair.. I abused drugs as only way to escape all my problems and people around me took advantage of my weak mental state. I got myself in debt, didn't finish my degree, couldn't hold down a job for the whole year.. And eventually hid myself away from the world due to how bad my anxiety was. I don't know if I've ever had ADHD or maybe it was the circumstances that pushed me to feeling so low and worthless, but the meds I prescribed myself have been the only thing that have given me life for this past year. 

At first it was overwhelming how much I was able to focus. I've been able to pick up on so many things going on around me such as people talking badly about me and spreading rumours which made it obvious why I was feeling the way I did. I had completely forgotten who I was and I couldn't remember anything... The meds connected everything in my mind like a light bulb going off. I analysed my life over the years and realised I always knew my purpose and I've slowly built myself back up. 

I decided to clean my act up in the last few months. Although the meds give me high anxiety it has forced me to start working out and finally gain confidence to step foot in the gym as my only means of controlling the super laser focus and heightened senses. I can't explain the feeling that even a 20 minute high intensity workout can give you.. It makes you get used to your heart pounding! 

Anyways.. without the meds I'm just not the same and couldn't function at all which is how I was before them. Even though I hate to take time off.. I have to force myself and accept that I'm more lazy than usual on the off days. The difference being I actually have new habits that I can focus on to make myself feel better that I'm making even the smallest steps forward!!",6.371672320643299,6.001628667546175,6.64223897474557,79.58579595426562,65.75461741424803,9.43540645809775,30.448674456590023,8.841846274778883,2.286519688403065,1511,47,294,21,21,488,202,379,0.112,0.7959999999999999,0.092,-0.579,2,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,3,1,7,19,14,1,1,22,0,29,8,3,10,4,53,57,26,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,18,15,0,2,11,2,1,8,9,9,0,1,21,5,49,5,48,32,8,60,0,3,0,0,10,30,0,2,22,206,67,2,0.17477716492629986,0.10354118033207922,0.08527865052946296,0.0,0.10502409394542038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271430116272262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370405278248196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191335737738537,0.15558873169517942,0.0,0.0,0.0821044498803544,0.0671964257388877,0.2188974483996064,0.0,0.0,0.07436124720291028,0.0,0.0,0.07728809963082864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162526607525454,0.0,0.09801372603441497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635840621168224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130246896234033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134301161853287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315800360668102,0.07904797592868418,0.0,0.0,0.07853922306955334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767451721059142,0.0,0.0,0.09572992056821604,0.0,0.07433268360067727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565692750626686,0.16766218246513667,0.09932989056896248,0.0,0.1397852649894318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627813306825184,0.08968589721384282,0.0,0.0,0.1035558909784523,0.0,0.1846616706768616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671968381519482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802647951287752,0.14246671661239355,0.0,0.0,0.09494795054175376,0.0,0.1851754205434217,0.042693647223693135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268918969415982,0.17499767213284922,0.08859830643725193,0.08779357690805327,0.09519178514318256,0.3882760590834088,0.0,0.08806713710890235,0.0,0.08823755660322452,0.0,0.06975273278637767,0.0,0.06424066316958561,0.0,0.0,0.08440043749563504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938886453070295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342229018529265,0.12116847966252525,0.0,0.09130246896234033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361907133138081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989942285447046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185408845398301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570533836901289,0.07023963236320964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611418223700926,0.0,0.08585883857397694,0.0,0.05095698519462702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970919305595086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754756771355865,0.09624617741722373,0.07210473260482797,0.0,0.13872997831110606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788546032484995,0.09756623149391028,0.0,0.08423947502563905,0.0,0.06361992882616703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510152783618995
adhd,LostCollegeKidFMe,2018/03/23,"Hate that I always feel stupid around everyone It's frustrating when I'm around because I seem to always come to the conclusion that I'm a complete idiot amongst everyone. Trying to have an adult or intellectual conversation is just beyond my power. I always feel inferior and my God I hate it. I feel like everyone sees me as a child whenever they chat with me, sometimes its really embarrassing. ",5.493470319634703,7.78369179452055,6.935821917808219,67.00638127853883,69.41095890410959,10.89406392694064,31.34474885844749,10.864195022040775,4.233102283105023,323,14,52,11,6,110,51,73,0.271,0.635,0.095,-0.9402,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,5,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,4,10,1,8,12,0,5,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,2,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550374051878686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245518951795105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112174413704166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702591969208932,0.19112665439879092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225551440346232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765125402036769,0.13022737031074086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599454959850245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905724706157728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677906599929574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526081259617205,0.165949151420377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028858219372504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376233393478922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cemeterytan,2018/03/23,"Oddly quick Strattera results. Hi everyone. I'm 37 and after almost a year of trying, got diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive) and put on Strattera.

I was warned it would take a few weeks to see any results but it was my best non stimulant option (my blood pressure is quite high). 

Well it's day four and I feel like a different person, in a good way. Only side effect so far is slight nausea when I went from 20mg to 40mg but that's all. I can finally concentrate enough to do things other than stare into space and eat chips.

I am also on a low dose of Wellbutrin, which may be the reason for the speed of effect. Regardless of why it looks like I'm in the subset of people Strattera works for, although it's early days yet.

Anyone else had a quick effect from Strattera? Did it last?",2.253333333333334,4.404923165605098,3.674165605095542,87.36292569002123,78.49044585987261,6.224883227176223,21.29469214437368,7.3011,0.7660457749469214,615,17,120,8,15,202,110,157,0.044,0.831,0.124,0.939,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,1,9,0,12,4,1,7,1,22,20,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,6,4,7,5,20,11,4,26,0,1,3,0,2,10,0,3,15,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209915179203392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490326010146598,0.0,0.0,0.13968072965744435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877920337266736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213087162671585,0.17896646104514494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330170612026664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252908736483074,0.0,0.0,0.1772828115500326,0.0,0.18248930710987135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872742571513486,0.14591144042190102,0.0,0.0,0.18047717638286595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166901317211002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831662593354171,0.12478177599002332,0.0,0.19133860313659773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650196556087902,0.13969674885031333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454473747841094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237650249927966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706664494047508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667586146564368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284173709344166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109175221916138,0.15251204264231685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558806655040435,0.0,0.18577931318216093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958624329529638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918657909050414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132746363437947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604065532335855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185870819030092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864213041053505,0.140106923269612,0.0,0.15704615191010812,0.16191758696137493,0.15760934039120014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715928563394416,0.0,0.0,0.12407806370001252,0.0,0.0,0.11247949346567916
adhd,c0neofshame,2018/03/23,"Do you guys have trouble respecting people's stuff? Throwaway. I feel like this bad habit of mine is related to my ADHD, but it’s possible I’m just looking for excuses for shitty behavior. Basically, I use other people’s things without permission, whether it’s food or household items, here and there. I don’t steal them, but I will freely use them as needed. I’ve been trying to stop this and respect other people’s property more, but my mindset is so different from most people I know. I’m very very unattached to my own items and am very quick to give/loan people money and let them use my things, I guess because I lose stuff so often and I’m so bad at planning ahead of time. I also grew up in a household where personal ownership wasn’t really a thing  - we all just used each other’s stuff.

I’ve found that the reason I do it is pretty simple: I need something in the moment, that I get fixated on, that I don’t have/forgot to buy. Anticipating my needs is hard to do, especially since I’m always changing up my routine, and I’m terrible at planning ahead of time. Do any of you share this attitude about “stuff”? ",5.247559256886613,5.702900331838567,6.390752722613707,77.61458520179374,68.10313901345292,9.60012812299808,30.2783472133248,9.606745405546679,2.7184813581037797,886,32,170,18,14,298,127,223,0.14,0.7759999999999999,0.084,-0.9301,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,3,5,12,10,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,5,1,32,34,16,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,19,8,1,1,4,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,3,3,25,4,25,29,7,16,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,4,8,118,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739051958177833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847675751422564,0.08819988117163914,0.0,0.0,0.07208313610562046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700991990938175,0.06461616902302293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121331689805575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074667272308232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359641407581277,0.0757258971839483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817473383236438,0.1162227245596468,0.0,0.0,0.05538024180007261,0.10168415520703493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677014253846432,0.10495593903907614,0.0,0.0,0.09495452242715408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058254424760937264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083914316901722,0.0,0.05178588739355247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901268728217515,0.11858606567733798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357913390457423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674327242747975,0.09255447094589683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949824632263865,0.0,0.1078393614784572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790584440121201,0.1089849001389309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768368863432549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160341402530125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862013314649839,0.0,0.0,0.4853752002677176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112636079537096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361804946659258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196654399477148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661973311033043,0.0,0.26238148806904604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217951033587892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cornflakesyrup,2018/03/23,"Summer Courses Hey guys, I'm a junior in college right now and I was thinking of getting Spanish 1 and possibly English 2  out of the way ASAP during the summer. Is this a good idea? I heard summer classes can be harder because of the fast pace and I heard that Spanish 1 can be pretty hard. Plus I don't want to overwork myself.

I should also mention that I'm on academic probation currently. Any thoughts? Do you guys have experience with summer  courses? Would you recommend them? Thanks",2.196612903225809,5.038922129032262,3.8002419354838723,81.62036290322581,85.7741935483871,5.680645161290323,28.18010752688172,7.1686216300943375,2.0686494623655918,390,19,64,6,12,129,66,93,0.029,0.826,0.14400000000000002,0.9065,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,20,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,9,2,9,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,42,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111221995067446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101821656310812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533027360416981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600028810632046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313903736319768,0.0,0.0,0.21093343078420396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980187733749156,0.0,0.0,0.22528089033611515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838956101405822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835112076501787,0.0,0.25585034547230384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147665556738709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315333193727281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611412382238254,0.0,0.1996507569334818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483321890156281,0.1996168454584501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786475120733363,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RoboGeek123,2018/03/23,"Therapy or Other Coping Mechanisms? Hi all,

I was on ADHD meds (Concerta mostly and a touch of Vyvanse for a minute) all through my growing up.  Around 14 or so I stopped taking them and have been doing pretty OK since then.  I got married recently and in the past months my wife has pointed out some things that I do.


Such as....

* memory loss (and generally just terrible memory)
* depression
* lack of/ way too much passion towards certain things
* Trouble effectively communicating
* Making plans and organizing my life
* Ability to focus and sit down for extended periods of time.

I think I'm starting to put the pieces together that these aren't just quirks of mine but rather still effects of my ADHD.  She's encouraging me to go talk to a counselor to start working through these issues (because I am naturally very avoiding towards stuff like that).  

Any recommendations for coping techniques?  Or someone going back to the counselor after years of not doing so?   I don't even know where to start.

**TLDR:  Took meds until 14, then stopped.  Was fine for a while.  Now seeming to be noticing more that I'm *actually* not fine.  How do you go back to the therapist?**

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adhd,SparkyintheSnow,2018/03/23,"Why are you proud of yourself today? Sometimes my ADHD and other mental health issues make it hard for me to pay myself on the back - I’m very a black and white thinker, and tend to cut myself down.  I would imagine I’m not the only one.  So here’s a thread where you can high five yourself!

I needed my super to come in to repair something today, and my apartment was “landlord ready”!  

I am proud of myself for that!

What are you proud of yourself for today?",2.5456521739130444,4.37885595652174,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,76.39130434782608,4.6000000000000005,21.282608695652172,3.1291,-0.17143913043478246,356,9,70,0,8,114,62,92,0.05,0.777,0.173,0.9329,0,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,3,0,4,4,5,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,13,4,13,10,0,11,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,4,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584614140407137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653685603227434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852559260739803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265232779216448,0.0,0.0,0.2285996843393664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272236528270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446770928601964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435548234509404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673080845156725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594649353510004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573083442683815,0.1635635085708983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556439088851965,0.21270073323153446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115577719786855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744776886869806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940590153514516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277309586204887,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kdy12,2018/03/23,"I broke a flowerplot. 
I was too sleepy because it was 1am and I had forgotten to bring my med.
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adhd,crewmesh,2018/03/23,"Doctor wont prescribe stimulants, said i need an EKG. diagnosed at 32 got the EKG after the authorization came in. thought i was in the clear, but now i have to see a cardiologist and get their okay. i guess the EKG wasnt good. How common is that with non stimulant prescriptions? ive been on ritalin before and my heart rate never went above 70. ",2.405672268907562,4.845787382352945,3.989747899159663,83.76029411764709,79.58823529411767,8.003361344537815,22.94957983193277,8.841846274778883,1.8129050420168067,274,9,55,7,7,91,55,68,0.048,0.887,0.065,0.0106,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,1,7,4,1,3,2,13,16,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,2,7,2,7,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,4,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050483882049345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232635415691982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868724770529154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892928331602273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766713044726765,0.0,0.0,0.2370640525503475,0.226052103012922,0.0,0.3113585515358085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334928390869035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957312144465867,0.21798850054416946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688542641885305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225226565210163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438367098772832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620090399284506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,needsmorecreativity,2018/03/23,"Tired of giving excuses Hey there, recently diagnosed 8 months ago and still getting medication tuned to me. 

I recently decided to go back to school, which lucky for me is right around when I got my diagnosis. 

As I'm sure everyone knows what a vicious self-belitting repetious whirlpool we can get stuck in. I was on a medication combo that wasn't working for me, luckily I've since switched to something that is working much better. During the transition from one to the other and then the removal of an SSRI, I had a really rollercoaster like month and a half. I wasn't myself, I felt like I was locked inside most of the time struggling to get what I wanted out. But now I'm actually able to talk again without no more delay than my usual self, I'm starting to enjoy hobbies(there's so many right?) And I'm getting a handle on my emotional regulation as well.

While I may be trending upwards now, I now have a bunch of feedback coming back from the last 6 weeks. And it's taking its toll on me, I failed two midterms in courses I'd normally do good in. 
But I'm at the point where I'm tired of giving excuses it's just so draining letting people down that I don't even want to deal with it and I'm just taking everything as is.

Anyone else feel this way? Thanks for reading",4.880588235294121,5.7383489763779565,5.8465076424270475,79.75789485873092,69.07874015748031,9.126076887447892,31.082908754052802,9.325443323948027,2.7041883279295966,1016,41,197,20,17,336,154,254,0.07,0.777,0.154,0.9593,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,17,12,1,1,13,0,15,5,0,0,1,28,41,16,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,12,11,0,1,4,1,0,3,5,3,1,3,8,2,21,9,35,30,4,39,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,3,23,130,33,7,0.1146540196945556,0.0,0.11188578418071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163387063153148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016875640917381,0.11747659236226747,0.0,0.10206638559191836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632372794967682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140216315975237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876428580614993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820325986397635,0.0,0.1163714165418194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577872137233027,0.12897034014721878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572789868044097,0.0,0.0,0.10955682920821927,0.10304363996759908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057972517325401964,0.0,0.11008583905806704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960797248101884,0.21997316615698606,0.06516052159533665,0.09616635199667332,0.09169929339376363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301085076247327,0.09345832871922333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724150318518005,0.0,0.11202832524905293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624118031030485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100372525525065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830314893140825,0.0,0.08428389673608505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233659594730204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769253101438298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948666096880967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838510806558987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468504670059253,0.0,0.07345030090029607,0.0,0.2264140249687501,0.0,0.0,0.1958278127204601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160359890168656,0.0,0.0,0.2392182953079741,0.0,0.0,0.0948429898932842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826626584946552,0.0,0.0,0.08115270526080721,0.0,0.09156284823270704,0.0,0.0,0.11986127544132742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806005668753056,0.0,0.1724111078829989,0.09215455801340736,0.0,0.1055580170813936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685568090709769,0.263555858702485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200031736093062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262752044956595,0.0,0.13525182279813558,0.0910070241282038,0.09196853877511596,0.0,0.10308773309962592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052238354731757,0.0,0.16693898372084104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Eumemicist,2018/03/23,"How does one gain or at least maintain weight on ADHD medication? Appetite suppressants are good if you're overweight, but not so much if you're trying to gain weight. What tips and tricks do you have for eating more calories on ADHD meds?",6.270666666666667,7.444738288888887,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,66.1111111111111,7.777777777777778,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6790000000000012,193,6,35,2,3,58,37,45,0.069,0.7509999999999999,0.18,0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,8,3,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675723900879638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066417373210088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162319412146854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805730834120894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622907308565209,0.2378793366438075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358505732477894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000995412051075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031892920909946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750931978208166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheNormalWoman,2018/03/23,"I have a stupid idea for how to take my vyvanse the night before. Any better ideas? I need my meds to be already kicked in when I wake up. The morning is the most difficult time for me. It’s hard for me to even feel motivated to take my vyvanse and then it takes a while to kick in after I do. 

**I’ve tried many times  to wake up early to take it and then go back to sleep, but I can’t get back to sleep and then I’m really tired. **

I was thinking about buying some empty delayed-release capsules of various sizes and putting the vyvanse inside of a few of those (like Russian nesting dolls) in the hopes that it would take about 7 hours to dissolve through to the vyvanse. But I have no idea how long it would actually take to dissolve. Is that a stupid idea? Any other ideas? 

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adhd,space-cadetolo,2018/03/23,"Have the final feedback session in a couple hours. I am freaking the fuck out. I have always had problems regulating emotions and focussing in school (and showed typical ADHD symptoms but my parents or my teachers never recognized it and just said i should try harder). Somehow made it to a relatively good college. Now i am at risk of getting dropped because i pretty much failed last semester, i had become suicidal which made sustained attention even more difficult. I am freaking out to find out that nothings wrong with me and its my fault for being too stupid to be in college or finding out I’m too fucked in the head to be in college. Trying to be in the middle of the bell curve kinda situation. i don’t know why i am posting this but it feels like i should. 

Edit: if its unclear i went through total 6 hours of testing and today is the day i find out how i did.",6.305917159763316,6.524545656804737,6.8507041420118355,76.04718047337279,65.80473372781066,8.8901775147929,36.42662721893491,8.548686976883017,3.133816094674556,692,33,123,9,10,227,109,169,0.246,0.696,0.059,-0.9893,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,3,1,8,0,17,4,1,3,2,34,27,11,1,4,6,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,11,0,0,7,2,17,2,23,14,3,24,0,1,0,2,2,13,2,6,9,94,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736363022708059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021853178435797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807337227995682,0.15956627485301084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986383702091236,0.0,0.09317733568411554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252000971017225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954273580640906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730531846926406,0.10321619549341086,0.0,0.15827024828018346,0.396154981985292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671379698815711,0.07548458422649516,0.0,0.0,0.12118256369992388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827766632430248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845664412435572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940216383141954,0.1177700894144086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058539384523381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734200238609004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620906869225692,0.0,0.11143151004488296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386319927661426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042740513342044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837143903004204,0.1469876096575907,0.0,0.13824738495573416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743310571771886,0.0,0.0,0.14622098414429213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240103005934814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803714113389244,0.0,0.0,0.15016953791680396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369496881452286,0.0,0.0,0.19618421570907527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393395932241614,0.13037029133730485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796567057557406,0.0,0.0
adhd,mockingbirdforever,2018/03/23,"Is any ADHDer here is a survivor of domestic violence? Need support and guidance. I am going to get directly into it. I have ADHD. It makes my life really difficult but to top that I have a very **violent** **father**. Today he beat me because I didn't washed strawberries the right way( by right way mean his way). He is good on some days but then he is very bad on other days. If he gets angry with my mother or my brother he take it all out on me. He would talk abusively and then beat me. He isn't like that to my brother. now I know that after today's incident he is going to be abusive and violent with me for weeks now.
I have so much **study** to do but I just can't feel like doing it right now. If anyone here is going through same situation please share and guide me how to go through this. My studies are very important and I have this **big exam** in February 2019. It is a very difficult exam and there is huge course and If I have to clear it I should have started preparation 2 months ago but I just can't focus with ADHD and all this situation. I waste time on binge watching shows. ADHD is ruining my life. I don't know what to do. ",-0.837457627118642,1.2089294067796637,1.8110000000000035,92.58717796610172,102.38983050847456,5.241355932203391,17.764406779661016,6.853354925485097,0.42537830508474617,884,28,189,17,40,302,123,236,0.174,0.733,0.093,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,2,0,4,0,28,3,0,2,3,37,43,20,0,6,10,4,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,1,2,25,5,24,39,5,35,0,1,1,0,15,13,0,5,17,128,39,2,0.0,0.27144659148887745,0.0,0.0,0.4130013618870178,0.0,0.1015418707611502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789808712726955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009618694829977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564466051593508,0.06982875935101478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775084868495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792004009466704,0.0818347099657601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119695538622242,0.0,0.26040615088057323,0.09607930137207583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259076255763137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182043567213114,0.11192691622725832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646317060612834,0.0,0.0,0.12477878623744475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143290380296397,0.0,0.08420760221412336,0.08493754695470593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574175800088014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073383813044227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29347582150232304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575185246756331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107924512080968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999024791528105,0.0,0.0,0.08612751991859466,0.09207113889988157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679516255883951,0.0,0.21716045540511186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378063758458691,0.0,0.2727739313172225,0.0918852880478349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137319953528681,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dark_creature,2018/03/23,"Paradoxes of ADHD - And how I deal with them Based on my own experience about living with ADHD-PI. The list is limited to my own experiences and coping strategies, feel free to comment yours. I didn't make a tl;dr but I hope some **highlighting** makes the text understandable at a glance.

ADHD makes me forget.  
**guilt**  
*I need reminders.*

Anxiety makes me not want to try.  
**shame**  
*Reminders often remind me I failed to act.*

While **to-do lists often help** me a great deal, they are **counterproductive** when there is **no time limit or** when my anxiety overshadows my **motivation** to act. The guilt and shame it can bring has been devastating in my life. Try to **redirect these forces pushing you away** from your to-do **to healthy activities**. Try to go for a jog, overhaul the messy organisation of your bedroom or challenge yourself to make the healthiest food you ever made.  
*For example:* I really need to write my paper but I don't have the time or sources to be able to (I'm sure I will fail). Let's make a huge post about my experience with ADHD to help others.  
As a result, you will possibly feel more pressure to start but in general you should feel better, [reducing that anxiety and making you function better](https://www.webmd.com/add-adhd/adult-adhd-and-exercise). **I advice this as a lifestyle and not a one time wonder thing.**

Failure makes me lose faith in myself.  
**depression**  
*I need short-term, realistic goals.*

Success leaves me feeling empty and lost.  
**aimlessness**  
*I need long-term, unreachable goal, keeping me engaged forever.*

I often feel **sad about failing** to succeed, mainly when it's due to anxiety or forgetfulness. Success usually only gives me a minor mood boost. To often, **I judge my successes to be 'how it should be'**, while seeing **failure to be a personal failure**. Compliments only affect me in a good way if I'm proud, otherwise they just makes me feel awkward. While I have a lot of difficulty setting and remembering long-term goals (the comments may include advice for that), achieving a short-term goal is really a lot easier if you **divide it in manageable sub-goals**. Not only has it worked to achieve those goals, **it didn't affect me as much if I failed at sub-goal 4**. The 'meta-thinking' about achieving my goal also helps with the inevitable ""What now?"" if I do finish, making **easier to set new goal as a continuation of the old one**.

Highlighting my differences alienates me.  
**self imposed isolation**  
*Others make me feel abnormal.*

Highlighting I'm normal and have the same problems as 'the rest of us' makes me appear lazy.  
**ununderstood**  
*Stop trying to convince me I'm a 'normie'.*

Every ADHD'er I've spoken to knew the horrible tendency some people have to say things like: ""Well I'm also forgetful, that's why I use to-do lists, you should try it!"". If I follow that logic, it **ends up in doubt** (do I have ADHD? Am I not just lazy?) even though I have been tested extensively and the psychiatrist concluded that I do. It **makes me feel bad**. It also makes me feel bad if I feel so different that I have **trouble connecting** to people. To be honest, the only advice I can come up with is that you need people with similar burdens, interests and characters as you. How you to find these people irl? No idea, haven't found any strategies for that one. Online there are youtube channels like how to ADHD and amazing communities like this one!

Just lurking this sub alone has been a tremendous help. I hope to return the favour :).

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adhd,EL_Senor_Guapo,2018/03/23,"Eating with mydayis After being on Adderall XR for a couple years, in an continuing effort to get the effects to last as long as possible throughout the workday, my doctor recommended mydayis (now on 37.5). One issue I always had with the Addy was the comedown, I heard someone on reddit describe it was ""my work was getting the best of me and my family was getting the worst"". I'm still getting a very similar shitty feeling/comedown from mydayis as well , and I'm wondering is there anything I can do to lessen it? Typically my normal day is eating a protein bar in the morning then taking the mydayis on 1-2 hours later and I not eat til dinner.  I've always been concerned that eating will lessen the affects of the medicine, so until I don't need it anymore, I haven't really eaten. Is that wrong? Are there anytypes of food I can eat that will either assist in extending it (I swear I dont get anywhere near 12+ hours) or at the very least softening the comedown so I'm less irritable?

Thanks in advance all, love this sub, very glad I just recently found it. ",4.651304347826084,6.000670362318842,5.9243671497584565,77.16713043478264,70.01449275362319,7.838840579710146,31.674396135265702,8.238735603445708,2.5502343961352665,843,37,147,12,15,283,127,207,0.07200000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.091,0.7101,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,8,7,0,0,16,0,19,11,0,2,1,16,35,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,5,9,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,9,1,15,5,26,23,6,26,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,2,15,106,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746819843022312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767820765966035,0.0,0.0,0.09764654887215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452568530258284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129433300386464,0.0,0.07652547547775185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145289048133667,0.0,0.0,0.13906789477179735,0.0,0.0,0.6070907805664688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186149109734003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434833779701791,0.13010387162984755,0.0,0.0,0.30997310970320546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371114940440735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384955081204213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672322162170777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500980608688673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709471177854923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798441734141575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626098620576135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040665822552727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337706077572936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601622915282429,0.0,0.1171618100571213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053969686719992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947615240214036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921707688520526,0.0,0.0,0.10924560304074413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937192151631597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668902163904907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286810221903067,0.08638543263620517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297353907063743,0.0,0.07641274215479031
adhd,szpaceSZ,2018/03/23,"[HELP Request]: Information on Communities and Health Care in GERMANY Hi, friends,

I hope someone from Germany is reading this sub.

I'm going to move to Germany, Munich soon for professional/job related reasons, coming from Austria (language is no problem, fortunately :-) ).

I wanted gather information about the state and system of mental health care, especially ADHD, my diagnosis and get some recommendations about specialists in Munich, so I went to ""the"" central online German adult ADHD community, [https://adhs-chaoten.net/], but could not ask for advice as I was confronted with the news that they are closing the forum as per June 2018 and don't accept new registrations. :-(

Maybe some German redditors can chime in here?

Really, my main questions are about:

* I have a diagnosis from an Austrian psychiatrist and have been on medication for a year by then, after initial titration quite successfully. Do I have to go to an GP in Munich first, or can I go immediately to a specialist (psychiatrist)?

* Which gesetzliche Krankenkasse has the best mental health care, in particular ADHD medication and psychotherapy coverage, if there are differences (there are, as I understand)?

* Can you recommend a psychiatrist specialised in ADHD in Munich or point me to resources where all doctors are listed and one can do a filtered search, ideally not ""docfinder"" etc. commercial webpages, but by their own professional association?

* Which resources can you recommend for an adult with ADHD in Germany/Bavaria/Munich?


Thank you very much!
You can also PM me in German.

Thanks!
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adhd,Platn,2018/03/23,"Why is it wrong? Starting out, I have been diagnosed with ADHD-C. My life has been a living misery for as long as I can remember. I have comorbid depression, anxiety, OCDs, ODD...the list goes on. Each day, I wake up and take what is supposed to be wonder pills. Things that are supposed to help with my depression but they only last so long until I become immune to them. I've been at this for the last two years where there isn't a sign or light telling me I'm getting better. 

I've sought out many different doctors(GPs, Neurologists, Psychiatrist) and therapists. At the end of all of this, I just feel helpless and desperate for just some relief/release. I am unable to hold a job because I am too anxious to be able to perform. I can't even think anything without first second guessing myself or feeling irritable.

For the longest time, I have been contemplating on why wanting to not live is such a bad thing. If a person is in so much pain for so long, why should they be put in a position to suffer for what feels like an eternity? Is this not the equivalent of torture? 

No, I don't need a hotline to call or a song to listen to. I just want to know why people think it is so bad aside from the cultural aspect of it. If I'm living just because other people would be sad by my death, then what kind of life am I really living?

P.S. There are those asking me if I'm on medication. I've taken a wide variety of medications to try to help alleviate my symptoms. They range from benzos to atypical antipsychotics and stimulants/anti-depressants. I'm still in a rut and feel more miserable with each passing day.",3.784811320754717,5.411046072327043,5.215454088050318,80.32608679245286,72.55345911949686,8.610012578616352,27.814339622641512,9.174902378510234,2.4042368301886787,1273,48,244,28,25,427,180,318,0.196,0.75,0.054000000000000006,-0.9946,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,4,3,15,14,1,1,16,0,29,10,1,0,1,45,51,20,1,8,14,0,4,1,0,2,9,3,0,1,14,12,0,1,9,1,0,2,7,11,0,3,5,8,24,3,48,40,6,31,0,6,0,0,12,13,0,9,17,171,38,1,0.09890304129057413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886223585751755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566055587776074,0.11173228502689116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138877589688036,0.0,0.09246099267750384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651598165896696,0.1205807519717874,0.1092306386881226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747170275111385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099106318060848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275685591759178,0.0,0.25555513361857624,0.10038450501726892,0.0,0.10333262770936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759873860552457,0.0,0.0,0.06532452599562646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003339752160534,0.07065635245974823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412687639712027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051672757001833804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895285040903617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325852475808741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814600749126964,0.0,0.0,0.10299229789408873,0.05435452495531673,0.16123835812979032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971628594790628,0.04831903018899164,0.0,0.3493327897891657,0.2625782377348557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027216042248427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926881794517134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270511527835549,0.07333535192107495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522021964321032,0.1052398091160618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713383155324915,0.08635832078678905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942487370033123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335982080785288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120378657865752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700040816766282,0.0,0.07898409653291917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279812919906137,0.07436277841515396,0.0,0.08644561741596757,0.0,0.0,0.11483405388959805,0.13141357184791014,0.12674615065845088,0.0,0.0,0.0576711587337231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714867287016309,0.0,0.09661390016691697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667115248524185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35697844552298835,0.0,0.0,0.09533900244085453,0.10725612935834833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025788286594123,0.10813494959171166,0.0,0.0636903159275469
adhd,mathguy23,2018/03/23,"All I feel is anger I am constantly angry, frustrated, and resentful. I like very few things in life except for working on what I am passionate about. Work is control, work is structure, work is routine and discipline. What happens however, when the things you work so hard to attain are destroyed because of factors out of your control? By factors, I mean the ones that shaped you, the ones that define you , the ones that have made you who you are. I cant remember if I started pursuing math because I love it or because I was trying to prove a point. That point being the following; I do not need anyone or anything, I am my own guidance, my own ebb and flow,  my own change. I make the improvements on myself, no one else can do that for me. I am my own push, no one else. Outside help is and will always be unnecessary.

I was diagnosed with adhd at age 3, told that I would only get but so far in lifeand put into special education classes at the hand of my parents until I graduated high-school. My parents never cared about my passions, just that I was getting homework done and getting good grades. At the end of the day, what I cared about mattered very little if it wasnt art, religion or music. In fact, I was interested in science and engineering of any kind, but that was never on their radar it seemed. 

I resent that diagnosis, I have resented it and fought it for my entire life. It changed nothing. Fighting these mistakes, these factors that were not in my control, didnt change anything. If anything, continuing in what I currently do only brings to light how it further affected my life. And now, reading these symptoms of adhd, I face the horrid thought of my parents having made the right diagnosis. I hate having to think of it as being even a possibility. I worked hard to improve, I made work my life. I care little about anything else in life, whether it be travel, friends, family and romantic relationships. I see any of that as giving up, especially romance. Relationships, in my opinion, are what you strive for when you run out of ways to improve yourself by yourself. When you feel like you cant stand the thought of a life alone, when you get tired of pushing yourself and want someone else's help. I see romance as complete and utter weakness. I see friends and family a distraction, and a threat respectively. A threat in the sense that they will derail you with ""Family issues"", or someone dies and your left to pick up the pieces or deal with whatever aftermath comes after one of your parents or family members either dies or begins to suffer from terminal illness. 

I have failed in community college, transferring to uni with a 2.86 (or 2.73, not sure), and have failed in uni, only getting worse in classes upon arrival, suffering one drop out semester, and getting a 2.69 overall. I was recently told I was not going to be able to get into, nor afford graduate school, the former of which I already knew but am still processing. I've done everything I felt like I could do. I sought help, as much as I hated it, I did research, even interdisciplinary, I tried to take a break, as much as I hated that, and all of it changed nothing. 

Losing this is losing everything. 

If I had to describe suffering, it would be being presented all the opportunities in the world, but being taught only the bare basics, and being pushed away from passions, pushed to do easier, more reachable things, to be grounded when your mind wants to fly, feeling chained down by the very part of your body that is supposed to free you. 

Like feeling mute with a working voice.

I do not want to face the fact that everything told to me at 3 was correct, but I already am. All I am able to feel for myself is an incredible amount of anger, resentment, rage, frustration. I worked my hardest. I lost sleep over this. I went down every avenue presented to me and every avenue I thought possible to pursue. I was turned away by everything, REU's, internships, professors whom I wanted to do research with. I try harder in class than anyone else. I say so because I see 90% of my classmates in a certain room, and everyone talks about how easy or hard a certain test was, whereas for me that test or anything was either hard or impossible. I have been left with nothing. This was control and discipline for me. This was the only thing I can say I ever found any modicum of happiness in. If this is truly gone then all I am left with is my thoughts, ideas, and anger. I don't know if I can blame myself for not trying hard enough, for potentially having an undiagnosed mental deficit attributing to my failure as a kid and as an early adult, my parents for ruining my education, for not giving me a chance to be a regular kid in regular classes and struggle and maybe come to the decision to say, ""hey, maybe I do need help"". Now I struggle to even think the thought, but that is on me I guess. 

Even if I do have adhd, I've done everything I could think of to control myself. Math was all I ever needed. It keeps me balanced, controlled, less-impulsive. I'm losing that now, I am losing my control factor, my motivation, my happiness. The only thing left is medication, and I refuse to go through the rest of my life having to take a pill to take the edge off, whatever the ""edge"" is.

I'm out of options, and extremely angry.

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adhd,RemarkableCandidate,2018/03/23,"Undiagnosed and fed up: Where to go from here? I'm a 22 year old female.

Lately i've been feeling more optimistic, as if i'm conquering depression: i've been exercising, trying not to multitask, taking care of myself, etc. That being said, I still feel **overwhelmed** by everyday responsibilities. I'm **avoiding** the most important tasks, feeling **incompetent** (can't comprehend simple instructions), and generally just feeling behind. I'm also **fatigued** (although that's improving with exercise)

My care team **attributes my symptoms to C-PTSD**, which is valid. (Growing up, my mom would always call me lazy and mindless). My doctor didn't want to test me for ADHD because she thought that lab work was ""the more reasonable starting place"". My labs were fine, btw.  

I'm **currently taking 150mg of Wellbutrin daily.** (Been on that for 3 months now) It seems to be helping with the most pressing symptoms of depression: suicidal ideation, crying spells, etc. But in general, I still feel like my apartment is my universe, and it's very hard to confront the world when I feel like i'm bad at being an adult. 

Is this because i'm female and don't display classic hyperactivity? Is it the state insurance? I trust my team, but should I challenge them? *I've never asked for ADHD meds or even brought it up.*

Thanks in advance! ",1.9315362485615641,4.508076675105485,3.1900067126965896,81.78556242807828,100.81434599156118,5.8676256233218265,26.483410049865746,7.1686216300943375,2.1987223628691988,1040,50,171,22,44,335,153,237,0.07400000000000001,0.805,0.121,0.7879,1,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,1,6,9,15,1,2,7,0,17,7,0,2,1,32,44,13,1,4,6,1,8,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,10,7,1,1,9,4,0,4,5,7,0,0,10,9,18,8,25,29,6,28,0,4,0,0,10,11,0,5,14,104,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947874129266333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807799771241396,0.10204925325833664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465515784467678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240223629620272,0.1495247319978086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523277064806645,0.0,0.2500865334515193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471817402957084,0.0,0.0,0.2112654092250826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255308639893884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735599415141243,0.08100490403862537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720735648011292,0.1752331444733144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970115229541303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986452564869108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220538223228095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834725944726153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119834881127519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622932921710024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363863629034568,0.09789290661886096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945902617570374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286937684130536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813639998270213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433637396756721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609798933820487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666209529679245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165007615788593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680773158471931,0.0,0.1958865850983749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341521311267128,0.0,0.0,0.2549472028829628,0.18442536360595727,0.0,0.0,0.1129136975035906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736527440553504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326691574513345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119376795285727,0.07233833975140971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928596060532885,0.0,0.0,0.08712245474071383,0.0,0.0,0.07897842121726358
adhd,dunce_capper,2018/03/23,"""Brain Radio""—Repeating Song Fragments, Etc. Do you get this? My therapist told me it sounds like ADHD, but I never considered it being that before. Basically, I just have a hard time thinking clearly. I'll have little fragments of a song repeat for hours on end, random phrases pop up out of nowhere, my mind suddenly going ""blank"" and staring off into space—especially when I'm trying to focus on a task.


See, I thought this may have been something tiptoeing the line of schizophrenia, but my therapist disagrees and doesn't think I display psychotic symptoms since I don't hallucinate and am not delusional.



Just wondering if anyone here has dealt with this. Thanks.",5.9444067796610165,8.499933610169496,5.912000000000003,73.693593220339,68.83050847457628,8.787796610169492,32.9864406779661,9.3871,3.5135532203389825,538,25,83,12,10,169,91,118,0.04,0.8740000000000001,0.086,0.7440000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,11,2,1,0,2,21,21,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,10,2,12,16,1,15,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,4,8,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377481539717209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383243907486788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833517515242152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083900448445892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752149304904532,0.0,0.2206280466655533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033558093467272,0.0,0.1124289542990799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721304923189415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481855235099935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664768752042673,0.198273410419168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997476522320108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257544338933152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764154055930976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364353622766692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229595660649534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056167400226265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213140698976293,0.0,0.459381974911998,0.0,0.2535175543743778,0.0,0.15705157843104506,0.11535380793937487,0.0,0.0,0.18903101820910687,0.0,0.13431072452371814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453362855858352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,artimis_ficial,2018/03/23,"Over promising is the only way to get things done The title is an idea I have heard before.  Sometimes, the end product is underwhelming.

I find this particularly the case with verbal agreements lately. I feel stressed to meet standards, which I sometimes raise on my own.  Other times I keep score of what I was told to expect. It gets naggy, like I simply must have what I am owed.

This is happening at work, relationship, and personal goals. It gets to be disheartening, and I feel angry.  I think often about what to fix, where to start and so forth. I know the real truth is finding the space to be proud of progress. Whatever I give should feel like enough.

I'd like to hear any thoughts folks have on keeping an inner peace type focus I guess.",3.9900469483568095,6.0464145070422575,4.2320422535211275,85.7974061032864,72.94366197183099,6.705164319248826,24.509389671361504,7.492282038375204,1.099307981220658,588,18,113,7,12,183,95,142,0.075,0.7659999999999999,0.16,0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,8,0,15,0,0,0,2,23,34,4,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,10,4,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,14,7,16,25,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,71,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967041533829597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723050001582554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503713570803893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283902636315474,0.16663697289576565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446317395399517,0.11521267032360928,0.0,0.0,0.29479917124982924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527737185650412,0.15470669198602954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765916860971426,0.0,0.1426121995747704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817651407308831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205633354472134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866917313667449,0.0,0.0,0.0886308130304469,0.0,0.1819217162458616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636789765048635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265453941115535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081639365939438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356271754511286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314565536562676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190040455218099,0.0,0.11414907368889565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473640492810112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714187756852096,0.10333651513441466,0.0,0.1280318662861291,0.094038935878472,0.0,0.0,0.15410220189480822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280101195644862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174078565406908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dragtstra,2018/03/23,"Sick of this ADHD I am sick of being an antisocial person  people dont get the way i think, act and they surtenly dont understand that what motivates them doesn't motivate me.

I am in collage and nobody in class likes me, it has been like this in every school i atendet. I am in a dilema because i want to perform in school and follow higher education, but what is the point if i am going to be a antisocial failure anyway.

I am curently failing my finals, not because i cant do it but because of bad colaboration with people who hate me.

I want to change but i mostly don't relize how bad my beheviour is.

Anyone got some experience with this in school?
How did you solve it?",2.6026399026763976,4.483234124087595,4.969069343065693,79.77117092457422,76.37226277372264,7.194403892944036,25.2852798053528,8.07648339933343,1.6691951338199518,533,19,102,9,12,187,82,137,0.206,0.735,0.059,-0.9782,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,4,3,6,1,0,5,0,18,2,0,4,0,20,27,9,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,3,0,19,2,14,22,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,3,3,79,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975109170886512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491394072296415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744426487141159,0.3005498096182833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738553631315477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852225522245584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384678657300924,0.0,0.0,0.16076107895053512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003206401455046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586355077625553,0.0,0.09340112846289704,0.0,0.13144181895009202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622567979102302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605814646950102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278724494668827,0.1434998341885546,0.0,0.0,0.1553592751262389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989781566109751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530572756521014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108908313939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387003920044935,0.13044951979378666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pokiman_lover,2018/03/23,"Medication: benefits diminished, side effects become intolerable Over the last 3 months I've noticed that I'm responding gradually worse to my MPH prescription. I used to take 30mg retard for school and an additional 30mg at home (depending on my situational needs), which had worked great for me until recently. I stopped taking it at school due to growing anxiety issues, but 20mg at once in the evening were still enough to keep me productive for hours. Even that became too much eventually, my brain started feeling like a brick on 20mg and I'd have no choice but to crawl into bed and wait for the meds to wear off. Today, I can't tolerate more than 5mg every hour or so. But even that gives me extreme headaches once I go past 30mg total. I used to sleep well even on 60mg as long as the last intake happened 3 hours or longer before going to bed. Now, 30mg consumed 5 hours before bedtime keep me up all night. Taking 60mg or more on a single day would probably make me collapse now. Meds were an incredible help since I started taking them one year ago, and I've no idea whats going on. I have two weeks of holidays now, therefore I'm going to take a break from meds and consult my psychologist. But if they don't start working again, my graduation next year is f!cked.",5.9550329380764175,6.103856545454548,6.705786561264823,77.02679578392625,66.5494071146245,9.908722002635047,31.491172595520425,9.725611199111238,2.786569117259552,1018,37,200,20,15,337,155,253,0.069,0.847,0.084,0.5635,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,3,12,4,0,0,9,0,9,4,3,6,2,31,33,17,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,7,0,4,3,1,0,5,4,0,1,2,3,1,19,4,32,29,7,49,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,5,30,111,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258411491462077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127007564277296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289213172565582,0.1585511165219288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400164642029816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600829636831919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626314158809886,0.0,0.2461353266586324,0.0,0.07849454566171643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047106432166182835,0.06655625941454184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937123578566873,0.21178860826171894,0.0,0.0,0.10271345247151542,0.0,0.0,0.08238446799224819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244575204728419,0.0,0.09345091851357877,0.0,0.3669904280726612,0.0,0.0,0.1051706251528468,0.0,0.09723883474311693,0.0,0.16561658705812607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188191319916555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045515141893995616,0.0,0.0,0.08244705865737137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218758055902129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045204156419565,0.09385275830608024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436248099469144,0.0,0.06848613528397304,0.06907980014247649,0.0,0.0,0.0990807910895684,0.08742794421466576,0.0,0.0,0.10606763897264378,0.0,0.19843287875358687,0.06313022292106775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893541830735217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044636692353158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198804365175896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885735413136475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706608365423401,0.10472004935028632,0.09323111271088956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782551708145646,0.0,0.07440075570647307,0.07788913423794783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35023803229897976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830841833844105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100752556145872,0.0,0.0,0.1609272750286457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473040559745812,0.0,0.08376547251114941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564875695145215,0.0,0.0949419029023598,0.06618091247501033,0.0,0.0,0.11998890521507805
adhd,PrecisionPoppy,2018/03/23,My psychiatrist put me back on meds and I'm feeling anxious I'm on vyvanse right now and I've been on this medication before. This is actually the lowest dose I've ever been on and I'm feeling weirdly anxious and emotional. I started it again Monday and wonder if it's just my body adjusting. Any experience? ,2.230421545667447,4.9016843606557385,5.024964871194381,74.55721311475412,82.44262295081967,7.420140515222482,30.02576112412178,8.418075326091056,2.944323653395784,250,13,43,6,7,89,40,61,0.146,0.778,0.076,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,12,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,4,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.22507889457064764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684835270399436,0.0,0.0,0.5211325242619077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773538526994173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196264214025563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561976110789528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25944763050372555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863405939952606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561771915067344,0.0,0.0,0.2332448257055491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561976110789528,0.2323533034285048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318646548462012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969718849273979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325363695908418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501276037701427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fuckforgotusername,2018/03/23,"Oh my god I'm a horrible driver. Anyone gone from being a dangerous driver to a decent one? I've put off getting my license for way too long, and public transport and Uber have become too inconvenient/expensive to be feasible anymore. So, I'm trying to learn to drive. Everyone I know learned to drive after like a week, so I thought I'd be the same, maybe a little longer. Holy fuck I'm *awful* and it's so embarrassing. Like I'm going to be paying out the ass for driving lessons now because I need way more help than just practicing with my boyfriend on rural roads. 

Besides normal driving mistakes like braking too hard or turning too wide, the ADHD makes me *dangerous*.

The main problem I have is focusing on the wrong shit or zoning out. Like I'll ""glance"" at the speedometer after the speed limit changes to make sure I'm not going too fast/slow, only to end up focusing on it while I slowly veer off the road. Or I'll forget that I need to turn and do it super last minute because all I'm thinking is ""oh shit I gotta turn!"" and I don't think about just going to the next street and turning around or something.

I wish I could go on meds but I'm taking Wellbutrin for my depression right now and I'm scared for my heart/blood pressure if I add another stimulant on top of it...Plus I just started Wellbutrin so I want to get used to it for a few months before I add any other meds. Hopefully maybe the Wellbutrin will affect my ADHD eventually.

I really hope that all I need is more practice. I'm gonna get a manual car as well to hopefully keep me in ""driving mode."" But if neither of those things work I don't know what I'm gonna do.",2.0116884328358218,4.1025216268656735,3.6743050373134345,87.36563666044779,79.0,6.4561567164179126,24.49860074626865,7.531066641456977,1.244837686567164,1295,47,261,19,32,431,183,335,0.109,0.784,0.107,-0.1573,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,5,17,22,5,3,17,1,15,4,3,5,3,58,60,21,0,14,12,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,3,8,0,1,13,4,12,1,1,2,2,25,10,40,49,8,48,0,1,1,2,2,20,4,9,17,148,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334257447270552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604125559325727,0.10183312165609706,0.0,0.0,0.09631158392474026,0.06790478366504395,0.0,0.0,0.08645258007643329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840031287356376,0.10725544155736287,0.082637368507995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273436580611664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753810275073629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364465937306564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601470706245333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279715838976137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978087927031901,0.15221510471641975,0.0,0.22076985202811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699560291270969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508126404347345,0.06509386672122983,0.0,0.0,0.2893701197350008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631991521715905,0.0,0.0,0.10674328457180596,0.07916135758654742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978114495296355,0.09733433827665472,0.0,0.08594336158745572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296494940939934,0.0,0.19512932987229026,0.0,0.2157448468404114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751594413120609,0.0,0.0,0.21602772756417404,0.0,0.0,0.10328247476201027,0.0,0.09515168486006467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580736370656347,0.07386002653440138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292555291672404,0.0,0.09762699237676084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221409706433026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293533449933818,0.0,0.0,0.09722865253893624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937347477721015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476356071731886,0.0,0.0,0.0687382110113111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152935758099742,0.0,0.07301809025508275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451862245089325,0.12445422381336292,0.0,0.07709814154894919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593443602617499,0.4225311738746559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387583021334549,0.0,0.0,0.057280704970242576,0.15417009224600994,0.0778994711810176,0.0,0.08731768494601287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167699283770018,0.0,0.0,0.07070058263700855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617956560116082,0.0,0.0
adhd,ClodiaPulchra,2018/03/23,I finally made the call. So I’ve been struggling with adhd since I was 8. I found out that it was most likely the culprit when I was 16. I’m 21 and have never been treated for inattentive adhd or depression. After a whirlwind of horrible personal events this semester my focus has dwindled more than normal and I’ve done the bare minimum of work. I think I’m going to have to take another year to finish uni. I received my new health card a month ago and meant to call for a provider then...but then I didn’t. Today not only did I set an appointment for a new primary care physician but I also contacted a psychiatrist. Hoping that this summer I will able to turn things around. I want my coming semesters to be wins instead of fuck ups. ,3.4068367346938766,5.1433158911564645,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,73.76190476190476,8.16530612244898,27.215986394557824,8.841846274778883,2.2024517006802724,584,22,112,12,12,195,100,147,0.081,0.8320000000000001,0.087,0.2307,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,9,0,13,3,0,1,1,19,27,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,11,0,14,5,18,14,2,21,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,3,15,74,20,1,0.16116723032457686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873833826213881,0.0,0.14286502540850818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888537586244758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899789342500035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347300442594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291395234759933,0.0,0.1643207325487432,0.0,0.0,0.13883129820277865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881309931790206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649300326892373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655082302859226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671154935704422,0.0,0.14899650742092074,0.0,0.0,0.09159505109373736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713132293155677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007542490450366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873816786533516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525003301937176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864214562001014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430210367090305,0.3113126306881111,0.0,0.0,0.15790966667501394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257494113538366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072500900955193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331919838069398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848698229258227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117769969478985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707234643858203,0.10326945354445276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276768955809164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530366625791746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506060814438708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733166316874095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378641225381913
adhd,tearlock,2018/03/23,"My smart speaker has done wonders for my forgetfulness. I'm a 39 year old father of four. It's pretty common knowledge but ADHD doesn't really get better with age and I'm a space case through and through. Last year I started geeking out about home automation stuff and that included getting a smart speaker for voice control. However, I did not expect it to help with my ADHD. It is helping A LOT.

It does this by way of voice reminders, it has turned into a wonderful way to keep me more organized at home during those moments (basically every evening after work) where I'm sitting on the couch thinking about anything other than what actually needs to get done.

For those of you who really fail at keeping a calendar or a to-do list at all times, I highly recommend this. I don't know how different brands of speakers differ in terms of features and I don't want to endorse a particular brand, but discovering the ability to tell it to give me a reminder is a game changer for me. Ihave always sucked at checking calendars and other basic elements of personal organization. Being able to simply tell it to remind me of something (the day before/hour before/minute before) it needs doing helps me so much. If I'm away, it sends the reminder as a notification to my phone. I've even set up reminders that repeat themselves every day to help me structure my evenings to be more productive and I've been able to keep it up since Christmas.

After having done it a while it has changed my brain somehow because I have become better at REALIZING the moment when something needs a reminder. It got to the point where I really missed the convenience while at work or on the go. So  I recently got a to-do list app on my phone that always displays a banner at the top that shows my to-dos in a drop-down. I am now checking it several times a day and also entering a lot of items into it. I kind of feel like after 39 years of really drifting like i'm a somewhat ""plugged in"" adult. It's no cure (and I just started meds again this week after being off them for years) but this tech has started me on a new path that's promising.",5.685853568118628,6.233315291566267,6.5578915662650585,76.47500231696016,67.16867469879517,9.179796107506947,32.58804448563485,9.162432508145574,2.8597451343836893,1686,69,310,29,26,560,213,415,0.062,0.8290000000000001,0.108,0.9578,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,7,16,12,1,0,29,0,21,1,1,2,1,44,51,22,0,6,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,32,13,0,4,7,2,2,4,5,4,0,1,7,6,28,8,62,41,9,67,0,2,0,0,17,27,1,9,34,213,60,3,0.1719525557377609,0.0,0.08390044497284292,0.0,0.20665355655097087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875519834937005,0.14307830120585652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075115103245179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077754322381389,0.0,0.0,0.05241034098590948,0.0949540440930843,0.07315948001433545,0.0,0.0,0.15207806197382553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597796016392536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095150193765984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642970634124458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634275975626714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796538225100775,0.0,0.0,0.07523842014696963,0.26395074775789035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703595620124216,0.0,0.14487744446198045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043472189388610895,0.061421470088400786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475716993945067,0.08247627997515602,0.04886230003698576,0.0,0.13752616698839715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051234701341644,0.09083865799368222,0.1724824335593972,0.0,0.08466931509851862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292589984236213,0.0,0.08953106301434426,0.04725031384282299,0.07008214156408395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400733307438726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618791380666088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550026274789893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632024567909482,0.19125096191494095,0.0,0.08303642491786263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902176408567468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507116957547495,0.0,0.0,0.08127537257499476,0.0,0.0,0.08746878362248474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031442060488374,0.0,0.08489120214007316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712872181729834,0.0,0.07112046550747868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237747824871907,0.0,0.0,0.18256335597920167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842226851560676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502941128304916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509012728843407,0.0,0.0,0.10026691805651157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351750161165254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071103625561445,0.13648793501197945,0.06896498409728019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647521169266185,0.12518350852214466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214636164182517
adhd,yourswordandshield,2018/03/23,"How do you deal with documentaries like ""Take Your Pills"" being released? Or people questioning the efficacy of your ADHD meds and/or the existence of your ADHD? Recently Netflix released a new documentary called ""Take Your Pills"" about how Adderall it addictive and shit and students and athletes shouldn't use it for performance. I ACTUALLY have ADHD and am not able to be a student at all without my meds and hate when docs, articles, etc. about this start making their way around the internet because the increase in ""but do your meds actually help you?"" and ""but do you actually have ADHD?"". I find it super ableist and fucking infuriating. How do you guys deal with it or not deal with it or hate it or yell about people about it? ",6.711219715956559,8.103761157894741,6.9417543859649165,71.61450292397662,65.2406015037594,10.121637426900586,34.326649958228906,10.25414643259724,3.7341151211361736,586,26,99,14,9,189,78,133,0.114,0.8029999999999999,0.083,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,9,1,2,9,6,4,0,6,0,10,5,1,5,1,29,18,17,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,8,11,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,13,2,15,15,3,9,0,0,0,1,17,3,2,5,5,73,21,2,0.11403578785065654,0.0,0.3338474372462405,0.12431584107169792,0.5481954259375998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151602817808582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695151578318445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644328936094815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526976699381569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271800474526395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422664416301372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542424831972744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112913358653176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517346320088705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643578482505313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571212577369405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611977389271804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800041583217881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013647450813584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811611370179754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127746180708813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259658312257015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705609749039407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071511757967366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148144106957935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984903068927542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051630046684042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099264301114537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Paine_Thomas,2018/03/23,"Take vyvanse 60mg and Dexedrine 5mg per my doctor and just took a DOT5 urine screen for new job. Is it going to show up? They never asked me about legal
Meds or had me fill out any sort of paperwork at either my employer or the doctor’s office listing any drugs I’m currently taking. I told the guy doing the test that I take vyvanse, but he said the lab testing it will call me if there’s an issue, but that they don’t care about that stuff. 

I’ve passed the screenings before without an issue, but never had to do it for a new job. While I can easily prove it is a legitimate script, I’m sort of nervous about the lab seeing a positive. I took my pill at 630am and my test at 1215. ",5.010775862068964,4.261417000000002,6.04564655172414,84.00088362068969,68.65517241379311,8.905172413793101,27.09051724137931,8.07648339933343,1.4579137931034487,535,13,118,6,8,179,89,145,0.022,0.882,0.096,0.8875,4,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,12,0,9,5,1,0,3,18,22,10,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,6,4,13,1,15,15,1,16,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,5,6,72,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806809592904507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301895140270784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017771818227555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621329102006756,0.0,0.155976906955325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131702554674352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741232836267076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869440668892964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147774897243094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193501226164269,0.3036251000402441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993021667039224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359806624264699,0.29550489751165826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552237205406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219080683652016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512954344637702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34507373166830096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146182321038086,0.3399406666663363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474706658669558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ValuableYogurtcloset,2018/03/23,"Adderall long term use concerns I, 29[M] have been diagnosed with ADHD, Aspergers and Depression. Currently I take Adderall XR 20mg and Adderall IR 10mg twice daily (40mg total). Every year my doctor makes me do an ECG (to be safe and yes I think its the right thing to do). So far I've been on the medication for 5 years and it has helped improved my life dramatically.

However I can't help but worry from time to time if the dosage I'm taking is safe long term?  I know its a bit high but unfortunately its the only one that works. Sometimes I worry that I'll develop some condition where I can't take it anymore and it makes me depressed. My doctor has assured me that I'll be fine but sometimes I wonder and become a bit worried.

Now I'm not addicted to my meds but I know that I'll go back to being a complete shitshow if I can no longer take them.

Is this normal? Am I being unreasonable? Am I freaking out over nothing? ",2.295966386554621,4.217331550264554,4.291914098972923,84.09344537815129,77.41269841269842,6.986741363211952,25.403361344537807,7.928766900206844,1.5219658263305333,729,27,147,12,17,249,114,189,0.109,0.774,0.117,-0.3444,2,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,8,1,18,6,0,3,2,28,32,13,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,0,20,4,11,26,6,19,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,4,11,91,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357294068654996,0.14963145357713764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347603145339807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957370683314178,0.0,0.0,0.13750657746044073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718555871432273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054168079143105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447286340401187,0.12637049348761195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548733741518462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490128003212107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075936269069796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690686638430866,0.1315469296870157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684996784526593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794193885030313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036695454776914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621681793933024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829757755407526,0.1254262241771898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198898568427685,0.11946641525192662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436817026336484,0.09469206701695466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632704347631244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627830818370475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37445065864762106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271594267727536,0.07977811716862221,0.0,0.0,0.14520035314074145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107532803714409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502093768608964,0.09064150966806332,0.3793242321493171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035496021545226
adhd,Valirium,2018/03/23,"What is the most valuable item you have lost? I’m an art therapy intern at a mental health center. I bring my camera to work to document client artwork. Yesterday I took my camera out of my bag because I had to get my notebook to write notes, it was toward the end of the day so I was already tired. I ended up setting my camera on the floor and I didn’t notice that I had put it there before I left. Basically someone stole it and I feel like a big dummy because I wasn’t paying attention and I left it out for someone to steal. 
It might make me feel better to know that I’m in good company because I feel pretty bad! ",2.051013986013988,3.632024115384621,4.177552447552447,86.16108391608392,77.07692307692308,6.573426573426572,24.125874125874127,7.348242739294969,1.0750000000000002,485,16,100,6,11,167,82,130,0.093,0.79,0.116,0.4627,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,1,0,14,20,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,8,3,19,4,16,11,2,20,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,2,5,66,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683813930302048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413670383050592,0.3096299838815887,0.0,0.14407060509753336,0.0,0.0,0.14974121198193324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091911444558432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999173646865536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568251426433528,0.12095532062122365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884576499204366,0.0,0.0,0.14200945671323326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996894419803894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304851955002924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679122984582156,0.0,0.0,0.08271646617967655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482220576605266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301594788139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062497214261935,0.17961148499471866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927609122316334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224945531552874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702036272393092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869121556092715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362109714972384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459729692785,0.0,0.0,0.1881099862086316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232599235087758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Otroyan,2018/03/23,"Even with medication I feel unmotivated I’ve been taking vyvance for a while. At first it helped me with not only focusing but actually wanting to achieve my goals. Now I feel like I’m slipping into this state where I only do things because they stress me out. I don’t want to do anything besides binge watch tv, even on my medication. Does anyone else have this experience? ",4.454413145539911,6.626118126760566,5.6447183098591545,75.66923708920191,71.95774647887325,8.11361502347418,30.143192488262912,8.841846274778883,2.6264910798122063,301,13,54,6,6,100,55,71,0.078,0.8540000000000001,0.068,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,11,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,9,1,9,10,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.21431414515580172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535610499926047,0.2250231846011108,0.1807257691805676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387625571419742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218798782163926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834615089426674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901094180817652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214827199609341,0.0,0.0,0.22208952788955796,0.15689416022130812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680578836683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720439389215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729358932770608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424812881136351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340566780405773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515701010321828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651243697842363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459035265690099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590711500661215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MadameZaria,2018/03/23,"My first day on Ritalin A few weeks ago I got diagnosed with ADHD and my physiatrist prescribed me Vyvanse. When I went to pick it up I was only able to pick up 5 pills since my insurance didn't cover it. My doctor decided to switch me over to Ritalin 20mg. I decided to still take the vyvanse 20mg for the 5 days and it was amazing. I had motivation, my racing thoughts were gone, Brian fog gone, I wasn't so clumsy, I was organized and my temper was even better. Today was my first day on Ritalin and it wasn't the best. The first couple hours were good, I didn't have as much energy though and focus was still kind of tough. A couple hours later I started to get pretty bad anxiety and irritable. My racing thoughts were even back. Around 5pm I was starting to crash and got super tired. I've heard of people having a bad reaction the first few days on Ritalin but they end up going away after a while. I don't want to rule it out seeing as it's my first day. Does anyone have any tips?",1.547048780487806,3.5987014975609775,3.7187195121951215,86.65759146341465,80.36585365853658,7.0268292682926825,20.98170731707317,8.07648339933343,1.0784097560975612,777,22,161,15,20,266,111,205,0.096,0.8320000000000001,0.073,-0.3428,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,9,9,10,1,0,9,0,19,8,0,3,0,19,34,14,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,4,0,5,23,2,23,6,25,11,4,39,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,25,108,29,2,0.1147728616933036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793467600810622,0.0,0.10173921689290567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804948168057534,0.0,0.08780092504824019,0.0,0.0,0.08025185349791251,0.0,0.0,0.10217218016677096,0.0,0.0,0.1078328816524326,0.08825324613619684,0.1916610908965457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204470374242642,0.10150726925005236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398797689784386,0.0,0.37009500435117104,0.0,0.0,0.11649203866894425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747488728566105,0.10043850470847628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165468907009144,0.0,0.0,0.15161278539957687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881286876229024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996408315957792,0.0,0.06522806224194007,0.09626603102680273,0.1835886843931712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605629907098845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951827372977188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437125927930048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728993318098179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795690510471384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167652619306822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145911107706647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494129722272787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247364447839496,0.0,0.1833155112128433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629490833448873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276375388002305,0.18223366386285025,0.0,0.13191452074643906,0.10879125284678072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769600748901937,0.0,0.09206386665807276,0.0,0.0,0.10639559264978928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,atomic_bobomb,2018/03/23,"Finally had my first doctor's appointment. I originally made an appointment about a month ago to go see my family doctor about ADHD, but apparently I booked the wrong kind of appointment andwas told that I needed to book one specifically for looking at ADHD. So, being the great procrastinator I am, I called again this week and got an appointment for today.

It was a pretty short visit. The nurse asked me a few questions about my symptoms. Went over my history of GAD, social anxiety, and depression. Then I finally got to see the doctor. First she printed out a laboratory requisition form for blood work (I am not really sure why she required this). She googled ADHD then proceeded to have me fill out an Adult ADHD questionnaire. I filled it out, she came back into the room, exclaimed ""wow, it's pretty bad"", then told me they would get back to me after the blood work comes back.

Honestly, I am slightly confused as to what to do now. I mean I am happy I am finally getting somewhere with everything, but part of me thought that it would be a little bit more than a 10 minute doctor's visit and end  with a more definitive answer. I am also not sure why she ordered the blood work.

So my question is: is this a normal doctor's visit for diagnosing ADHD? Should there have been more to it? Should I have asked more questions? Did I expect too much?",4.974771792763158,6.556236621093753,6.028018092105262,75.84280427631582,69.5078125,9.139473684210527,27.92680921052632,9.549672527348893,2.62670625,1069,37,191,24,19,355,138,256,0.073,0.833,0.094,0.8540000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,6,13,11,0,1,18,0,22,10,3,2,2,34,41,12,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,11,11,0,1,6,2,0,9,2,4,0,3,12,3,31,7,29,23,9,40,0,1,3,0,19,9,0,4,21,142,42,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849217394247509,0.0,0.07153467054291764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453484940598501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173440722765412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088508162293202,0.0,0.0,0.1861573269236382,0.06738017753573165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810225459840948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240255901394987,0.0922979977325834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951492256123504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950581010540359,0.08190764448116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41299351497328707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714752375126527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725269321223543,0.0,0.07607570345234829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652049707054299,0.0,0.1372848186492614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432364754180906,0.0,0.04586302200007868,0.0,0.12908450108572592,0.08897077834486379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590543735163096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403544470090818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088145834652978,0.0,0.0,0.06776671810343708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635921280873595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790471652070289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441306035923207,0.0,0.059322947631776965,0.05983718236214679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906774907881925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468363622505824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738900163097828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641995053266677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271203576928367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169775630439033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286130870445548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226232540295038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211544155425075,0.0838770148671511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406588090794905,0.0,0.0,0.07649308367035776,0.15422243853232198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473175803215331,0.0,0.0,0.07480865196193448,0.14563633898630124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624919419631338,0.0,0.0,0.11465230995147176,0.08823153539106869,0.0,0.0
adhd,noizy-bells,2018/03/24,"Feeling obsessive, intense, stuck Lately, regardless of whether Im on or off my meds, I’ve been having a lot of experiences where I’m feeling “stuck.” I have assumed it was depression/anxiety because I just feel overwhelmingly apathetic and lethargic and I can’t bring myself to do anything except sit and look at my phone. During these feelings, I also frequently feel really tense and am picking back up on some obsessive habits. 

The worst one is picking at my skin. I’ll sit in front of the bathroom mirror and squeeze black heads or pick at dry skin/pimples/scabs anywhere on my body and feel like I can’t stop. I know it’s terrible for my skin and will leave hideous painful spots all over my face and body but I just keep doing it. It happens sometimes when I’m not actively medicated, but it definitely is worse when I’m on my Zenzedi (dex IR). Even when I’m watching tv or working, I’ll dig at my scalp with my nails til I bleed. This is not a new habit, but it feels like it’s getting worse. I used to bite my nails compulsively from 4 years old until I was 17 and just randomly stopped out of the blue. When I stopped, I started picking at my scalp or obsessively touching my hair. It seems related to the fidgeting symptoms of ADHD. 

IDK now this feels really fragmented and random, but it’s bugging me, so can anyone relate/help? ",5.403515940727434,6.157889526717561,6.138908845981143,78.49969241131569,67.85496183206106,9.52348450830714,34.11405478221823,9.627879704456738,3.20623637180063,1064,49,204,22,17,349,156,262,0.16,0.7929999999999999,0.047,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,4,6,0,15,13,9,5,1,53,38,27,0,1,15,0,13,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,4,11,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,17,26,2,28,32,4,36,0,1,4,0,1,15,0,10,19,126,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524301547747295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142932646191097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702787567124273,0.0,0.0,0.0886854763694578,0.0,0.10437380398732092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975277309320116,0.0,0.07731699876462637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28176858070379385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377284455624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406826168086585,0.0,0.0,0.5130497760598008,0.18122086739421014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626567547381668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121591333459446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016856113532474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501434313344303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700278534002086,0.0,0.0,0.11273613415759648,0.0,0.0,0.06970480230220083,0.0,0.14307459033506414,0.13429918720211692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239296433747338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650884966856924,0.0,0.0,0.10782996769885228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088429035189692,0.12777219165543235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249733625124525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309123916106408,0.0,0.08594618941314866,0.0,0.13496061449873625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625065727994097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546516332155968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544234429543916,0.0,0.08977395493066828,0.0,0.0,0.3181174075439621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182937903968872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954409331523332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233686512705956,0.0,0.2585099305064508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167711674315928
adhd,sissy-lala-rat,2018/03/24,"Talk therapy app? Has anyone had any success with any of these? Im thinking of looking into it because not only do I struggle with ADHD, but also anxiety and depression, and since moving back to my hometown I haven't been able to find a therapist that I connect well with and helps and that I can afford. Any suggestions? ",4.217741935483872,6.091219483870969,5.613741935483869,76.90061290322583,71.90322580645163,8.185806451612903,31.754838709677426,8.841846274778883,3.0011832258064515,256,12,43,5,5,86,48,62,0.107,0.737,0.157,0.3228,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,1,5,2,8,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,33,9,1,0.21725045188855466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109282500891795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373510788485078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432132713589498,0.0,0.16619600105410826,0.0,0.0,0.15190656728508506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670521874322077,0.0,0.13243385902547142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711749587140653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985629772023533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561839845791455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346677684043563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824356636619196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090284886716544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522875834154158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971181880643686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711734244415174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461768392716429,0.0,0.0,0.24844482529918546,0.2522445192197284,0.0,0.1392053173814158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533424697820628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sugarxcrush,2018/03/24,Wifi disabler? Is there an app I can download to disable wifi on my laptop while I study? Something that I can't reverse easily (has to run out of time etc). Thanks!,0.9640909090909098,3.419553818181821,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,86.57575757575758,4.512121212121213,23.40151515151515,5.985473137389443,0.4795515151515155,128,5,26,1,4,41,29,33,0.062,0.8290000000000001,0.109,0.3645,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413249852011836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426962192387038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294223633745171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33531221568472586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,S3xb3ard,2018/03/24,"Impulsivity We don’t talk about this much, but it can be one of the most devastating symptoms. I know it is for me. What do you folks do to control it?",1.124270833333334,2.9235937187500016,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,80.5625,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.8778416666666669,117,4,28,2,3,41,28,32,0.181,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.8121,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417649413208908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654634601485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550863794349108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32731708683825617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020584228527272,0.0,0.3882453187453946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,uabills,2018/03/24,"ADHD Medications & Multivitamins Currently on 30mg Adderall XR, bumped up from 20mg previous to November 2017. Been medicated since May of 2016. It’s been found through blood tests I don’t get enough vitamins through my daily diet (shocker!) so I tried taking multivitamins. Over the course of about three months, varying between a couple weeks of taking the multivitamin and not, I would be less ‘focused’ (or less like my medicated self) the days I took the multivitamins. Anyone experience the same thing? Also if anyone is into health, do you know why this happens? Appreciate the help. [yes I know I can get most vitamins from food, currently working on it.]",5.796153846153842,8.355846264957266,6.824282051282051,66.97488461538464,69.25641025641025,9.808205128205133,32.212820512820514,10.125756701596842,3.8468810256410273,531,24,85,15,10,177,87,117,0.0,0.926,0.07400000000000001,0.8052,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,1,9,9,1,0,0,12,18,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,9,1,15,11,5,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,6,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035032922915389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541416329608147,0.0,0.1834703709414577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368007360000421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736184039081286,0.0,0.1092046670580334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749644771605946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656384837912016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475605570266356,0.18566300824134416,0.0,0.0,0.17693720963248702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973909152160386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999123216334148,0.0,0.0,0.11349918751461127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612008598944732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272671006778945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117503496000525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515861203941196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766494546344288,0.0,0.0,0.14007258449006113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546320977769646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124961781591332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881332823882272,0.11496482380212165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582733876799769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279514224376195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232751884363476,0.0,0.0,0.12028808283390598,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ButterCracker,2018/03/24,"My Story of ADHD I had a meltdown a few weeks ago. It felt like I had reached an epiphany of my past actions and how/why people perceived me as so annoying and why so many people didn't want to hang out with me. My experience was terrible but it led me to finally reach out and schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist.

Were you constantly referred to as the ""annoying one"" in all your group of friends or your entire class?

It seems trivial to be called ""annoying"" but after so many years of being called that, I feel that ""annoying"" is the most hated word in my vocabulary. I am absolutely devastated to hear someone describe me as that.

Luckily I had friends growing up, but I managed to hide most of my ADHD symptoms with them because I would only hang out with them during break times at school and the fact that they were one grade higher than me meant that they never had to experience my outbursts/stupid comments in class. Thinking back, I really couldn't control my outbursts. It's a little better now, but the pain and embarrassment I had to go through to finally realize my lack of self control and self awareness were almost unbearable. I would constantly ask questions in class much to the frustration of my teachers and classmates, and say anything that popped up into my mind that I thought were witty at the time, but thinking back, were really unnecessary and stupid. To be honest, I do feel a little bitter that none of my teachers ever caught onto possibilities of me having ADHD - possibly because I’m a girl and I got decent grades. For them, what was the possibility that this girl had ADHD or was just a really whacky character?

For the longest time, I thought that I was just undisciplined or lazy, or that I was adverse to hard work. I also hate those words - “hard work,” because those words were constantly thrown in my face by my parents, as if I always sought the easy way out. Now in college, one of the reasons why I finally sought out help was because I realized that I wasn’t avoiding homework on purpose - I *truly* wanted to work - I just could *not* get myself to work! Of course, sometimes I’d have a good semester where I’d do well and all my teachers liked me and I’d say to myself, “See, all I needed was just hard work and self-discipline all along!” but I could never keep up that amicable and consistent side of me. My self-discipline would come crashing down at any time and if I learned one major thing about myself, it was that I was unreliable.

Sure, I got by okay through middle school and high school, but once college hit, I really felt my lack of self control had hit an all-time high. I’m trying my goddamnn best to shut up in class and not say anything unnecessary now, but my self awareness has really plummeted my self esteem down that I try to stay home whenever I can. I can make friends but I can’t keep friends long without them thinking that I’m annoying and them avoiding me, and even my teachers know that I’m weird and awkward and will even avoid me. I feel so helpless and frustrated and devastated right now, but I’m really hoping for the best when I get my diagnosis. I came across this community when I was really down, and I feel so happy knowing that I am not alone in all this. Thank you to the ADHD community on this site!

Cheers.",7.039177557458313,6.799347203470035,7.313372690401084,74.89284858044168,64.34700315457414,10.526471383506083,34.99125732311852,10.09235958154656,3.412746426318161,2613,107,488,52,35,851,263,634,0.146,0.726,0.128,-0.9052,1,5,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,4,7,11,24,39,11,5,23,1,46,3,1,6,10,122,89,52,0,14,24,1,9,2,4,4,2,4,2,7,31,37,0,8,22,0,0,9,11,21,1,4,34,15,84,18,79,43,15,78,0,1,1,0,34,38,0,12,30,349,115,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281509136989791,0.0,0.04840815659792984,0.0,0.05468367254720075,0.05655912428828407,0.0,0.04367131451586783,0.04543960051287002,0.0,0.0,0.03713643221332878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987817192810639,0.0,0.05105264764665547,0.0,0.0,0.08398289449649897,0.0,0.13315813436820675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461890955044432,0.04829779445675488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152510944813096,0.06245888733399117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704137492627896,0.0,0.17704088205818075,0.1837480860531842,0.08720271808541546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213831285527439,0.04939755165235344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068374259457742,0.0,0.0,0.1104491122743328,0.0,0.10486764900763494,0.1794665950793128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687651094503868,0.0,0.05706257265368327,0.0,0.031035920542922212,0.045803980483867725,0.08735264586386114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058132984081285075,0.14675855030633436,0.1078314399486367,0.0,0.0,0.061549040428786686,0.0,0.03660369487649805,0.11539617945056205,0.05477792796232786,0.054239700823207136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970791258078262,0.0,0.0,0.06002406701870251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533590296065875,0.10946642437274473,0.0,0.04832781862045663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645236303930549,0.11073122030331642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055140175428623366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040144373588565666,0.040492360867557926,0.08423665180120192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058157491176193774,0.14801963890439304,0.041533096910857464,0.058108514062177076,0.0,0.06063754973862918,0.0,0.05213108672261744,0.075718905670231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846925132809108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061175302000310475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489036501680225,0.05614781174830486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046636339664609235,0.0,0.13028334812277192,0.0,0.1658036329548612,0.043516817865685925,0.04971457111011635,0.3987883979957311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046270576200601966,0.0,0.054010336679018604,0.0,0.0,0.05820661704401215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146894547661027,0.05676033229537166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027722539042747,0.0,0.0,0.0362802225309232,0.10497496916410712,0.0,0.08670791860894002,0.1273732959574186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415273050199568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644203686968145,0.04334659546207312,0.043804564358757916,0.0,0.04910063049063953,0.0,0.1478301357333096,0.0,0.0,0.05264175040358191,0.0,0.1987823649744619,0.0,0.0,0.11637937797830668,0.0,0.0,0.03516682184988415
adhd,Cooooopeh,2018/03/24,"Is there a certain time frame you can be diagnosed with ADHD? I’m 17 and I’m wondering if I have AHDH, I was talking to my brother, who has ADD, and he said we would’ve known by now. Is it still worth looking into further?",1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,3.59416666666667,90.6675,78.16666666666666,6.466666666666668,26.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1722333333333332,172,7,39,2,4,59,42,48,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,10,12,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,4,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421206673167873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733907916699628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892682461815585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499384380840536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937897071733335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956882746224558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145139791485203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989505257378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133163180768176,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lilian9018,2018/03/24,"Adderall: memory loss, frigidity, loss of verbal/spelling/ language formation Is this normal? just started taking adderall XR 20mg. Wonder if this is considered normal comedown effect or side effect/ 

I take adderall in the morning and usually feel it within 20 minutes. 

Within 2 hours of taking adderall, I feel motivated, general feeling of wellbeing and confident 

3-4 hours - I feel super focused but I am having some working memory problems along with verbal fluency. 
   Verbal fluency: not knowing what to say in a conversation. Can't spell, like don't in the middle of typing a word, would forget the rest of letters/  
  Working memory: when someone asking me to calculate 50*35, you would probably imagine in your head how 35 would multiply 50, but as soon as I mental mapped 35, I can't keep up with adding the 50 in my mind. Another example is immediately forget what you just read, and have to go back.. almost like zoning out. 
 Intense focus but gets nothing done?- I get super focused but keep doing the same thing over and over, maybe so focused on my inner thoughts that I can't absorb any new information. 


So frustrated.... 

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adhd,rvdvnll,2018/03/24,"How to become more aware of my ADHD symptoms? I've been struggling since the last I can remember, no support structure, responsible parents, severe 'ADHD kid' etc etc but I've always believed I'm self-aware (at least in my young adult years.) Turns out I'm not.

I've been trying to get my life on track and a part of that me attempting to write down my tendencies when they happen and FUCK, I feel like a moron. These are unfiltered ramblings too so sorry in advanced lol.

> 24:03:2018

> Woke up, had shower, turned cold off while using shower hose and almost burned myself. Was moving to wash my hands, looked at a bird flying past outside window and headbutted boiler. Forgot I said I’d configure grandads multimedia box. Paced around while waiting for microwave. Burned my finger picking up bowl (I do almost every time). 

>Took photos to put stuff on eBay about a week ago and did all the prep... still haven’t finished or done anything towards it since then. Irritated by dogs snoring/breathing noises. Couldn’t find this file on my PC forgot what I named it/where I put it. 

>Moved from sitting with earphones in again and hurt my ears (I do most of the time.) Feel very bored and on edge. Keep doing nothing productive (games, news, Reddit, forums etc.) Put phone on charge but forgot to turn the switch on came back 1 hour later to get my phone and found out. 

>Feel like I want to do everything sometimes but accomplish nothing. Opened cupboard to get rice out, forgetting I put it on the side 20 minutes earlier (just below the cupboard). Took dog out, while getting ready for it I jumped up and down a few times, said “LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO WOOO” and spoke loudly to my dog in a pet/baby voice… remembered I had something else to write down which I’d forgotten about an hour before but I’ve forgotten it again.  

TLDR: Does anyone have any tips for becoming more self-aware and being at peace with how I am? I feel like a moron after jotting down my actions. Thanks.
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adhd,VoidsIncision,2018/03/24,Could auditory hypersensitivity worsen on dextroamphetamine XR? I’m sitting here in the tax office waiting for my mom and every time this woman who is like 30 ft from me coughs a wave of tightness runs thru my chest like an elevated startle response.  I don’t recall being this sensitive to sound before.  Just wondering if anyone else experienced this on aderrall XR and if it was any better on a different med?,8.920200000000003,8.806144186666673,9.501166666666666,60.339750000000016,60.46666666666667,11.766666666666666,37.41666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.477866666666666,334,14,52,8,4,113,64,75,0.071,0.8240000000000001,0.105,0.3939,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,9,8,4,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,3,9,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863557818703134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424060451007567,0.29928729488321776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485525347146229,0.0,0.0,0.2583355415502894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332152187759201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30517858346793203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400907321606344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461038271249757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540710740649183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244532679462945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420997902256563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032376819850284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167661013895603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,READMYSHIT,2018/03/24,"How do people deal with weight gain relating to Concerta or other meds? Most weight related side effects appears as weight loss when discussing stimilant ADHD medications like Adderall or Methylphenidate. I'm wondering if anyone has experienced the opposite? 


I've been on Concerta for over 10 years now and for the first 3 years I experienced the appetite suppression issues and resultant weight loss that many people get. I also noticed some nasty byproducts of the suppressed appetite such as nausea or dizziness when I didn't sufficiently eat before taking my meds and found it difficult to eat anything substantial during the day which lead to further problems like headaches and nausea.

After years of trying to find a balance I eventually figured out that I needed a pretty substantial breakfast in the morning and this would permit me to have a light lunch, not feel as crappy and get on with my life on meds. The problem however over the past four years has been a steady increase in weight to the point that I'm about 2-3 stone overweight now.

As many people experience, I get serious munchies in the evening after my medication wears off and I've had this since starting using concerta ten years ago. It's always been the bane of any attempt at dieting. I'll get through the entire day of eating healthy, not snacking and then be a slave to whatever treats I can get my hands on. I'll eat til I'm full and it's fairly obsessive. I'd drive to a McDonald's at 11pm the odd day just to quench the craving.

Point is, I've gradually put on this weight and I want rid of it. Most of my wardrobe doesn't fit anymore, I'm starting to get depressed and ashamed about how I look and I need to work towards remedying it. 

I've just started Allen Carr's EasyWeigh because the guy was so helpful getting me off cigarettes a few years ago.

Just looking to know if other people on ADHD meds experience similar issues. I know the meds aren't solely to blame, if they are to blame at all. I just want to know what other people similar to me go through. Thanks in advance.",7.15074168797954,7.527083920716118,7.095242966751923,74.4720716112532,64.01278772378517,10.073657289002556,36.43734015345268,9.867487886160001,3.6300086956521738,1667,76,292,32,23,532,205,391,0.083,0.823,0.093,0.47,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,9,16,13,0,2,23,0,17,20,2,7,1,56,48,30,0,10,12,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,16,15,15,2,9,0,0,7,5,9,0,3,7,13,21,4,56,39,7,56,0,3,2,0,5,25,0,11,26,177,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412813011953786,0.0,0.12105924276414275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460666793942495,0.056817735028443964,0.0,0.0,0.046435442688389415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771935202306928,0.04774574107987683,0.0,0.056191890991709945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162527569576584,0.0,0.058104631034060786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321125393309442,0.07039777705242034,0.058812885242969286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794862029037077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510091967081746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358965505844847,0.0,0.0,0.03452642807429873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062410313569661535,0.05808231191447659,0.0,0.07486985107681995,0.0,0.0,0.24972890029171946,0.0,0.0388073550354419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761186812008174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045769307236004995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254145259581008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258125610827896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482309889983998,0.0667201993711035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468267786724913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845846054012126,0.0,0.0,0.3792404982604586,0.13757783641086999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126340040324117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774175499176685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518477800683088,0.2366975430272768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910085021655526,0.0,0.0,0.06946934831120588,0.0,0.13067707898612382,0.0,0.06864425227272264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648520747376765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499524104644862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051341049088135735,0.0,0.0,0.06286670740843259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046360334881296865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589754278870879,0.0,0.0,0.08055131202162694,0.0,0.0,0.4989088943605986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405105510780957,0.04971154505747678,0.0,0.0,0.04850697472478658,0.0,0.0,0.2638358361130331
adhd,NYC1911,2018/03/24,"Dayjobs I have come to the conclusion that at almost 40 years old, there's 99.9 percent certainty that I will not succeed in a corporate office job. What is a job that pays a living wage or near it where I will be able to allow my mind to wander and won't have to testify in kangaroo court every time I put  something in the wrong dropbox folder, and get Slacked every five seconds--something that will allow me to save my mental energy for the things I care about--the things I do when I'm not working (creative projects)? I live in NYC and pay about 800 bucks a month for a tiny bedroom in a 3BR apt which is a great deal but not one I can pay for if I hand out flyers on the street corner, just for example. ",11.138972602739727,5.6179672808219205,10.426767123287675,72.3161780821918,61.12328767123286,13.597808219178086,41.52876712328767,9.888512548439397,3.8911441095890407,557,18,118,7,5,181,97,146,0.049,0.8270000000000001,0.124,0.8532,4,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,11,0,11,1,1,2,0,18,15,7,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,12,4,19,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,5,77,21,9,0.1886714029945575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892715657135212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923630696428066,0.0,0.0,0.16252370757208273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451193195388414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179275887076022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985730209396702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801088787006386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37445450999406177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332006109290704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901363982309383,0.0,0.19050433285334675,0.0,0.15059571384007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797889949667788,0.0,0.12784862552340034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966687140070745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904969273519514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506897932514262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001581234135782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735502844560238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628256104151155,0.0,0.1214981976935639
adhd,throwaway11493,2018/03/24,"[venting] I am falling apart and I feel so lost My boyfriend and I are moving into an amazing new apartment and he’s done all the work because I’ve been stunned and useless. When I try to help I drop things or make a mess and he talks down to me about it without realizing. He’s not trying to be a dick but it’s like he feels he has to talk down to me because idk what I’m doing, I feel horrible and useless. Cried about it and my boyfriend said lately I’ve been having a pity party for myself and my attitude is negative and he’s 100% right, this isn’t like me but I can’t help how I feel.

I got an amazing new job and it’s stretching my abilities, tasks are scattered all over the place and I feel like I’m running on fumes trying to keep up. I am struggling to keep up socially since I can be a bit awkward but usually am well liked, but I’ve never been such an outsider before, it’s like they assume I’m dumb.

I’m in a french city for the week and I should be able to speak french since I’ve been studying for a few years but I didn’t stay disciplined and now I’m struggling, this is a missed opportunity and I have myself to blame. I also lost all my shampoos and cleansers at airport security since I forgot about the liquid limit and felt like a total idiot. 

I’m going to lose my boyfriend, my job and my sanity if I don’t figure my shit out. I feel so lost and I actually sat at a church today even though I’m not religious, I just needed a quiet safe space just reminded me of my childhood.

I think I need to go back into CBT or talk to an ADHD specialist. ",1.6392949047864107,3.2266157313432835,3.6035306227483295,89.80194029850746,78.25373134328359,6.4117344312918165,23.49202264539372,7.237678284180719,0.8067169325784862,1230,40,273,15,29,417,166,335,0.204,0.654,0.142,-0.9613,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,7,16,28,4,3,18,0,25,2,2,2,5,61,55,32,0,4,13,0,7,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,21,0,7,11,0,0,5,9,16,1,0,14,10,40,12,32,37,6,37,1,8,0,1,15,18,3,4,18,172,49,3,0.10215387477455172,0.0,0.09968744590636894,0.0,0.1227691059725712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169241675003061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855002411925349,0.0,0.12454410780916188,0.0,0.08692542344474795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152557363220694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221123466342817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453888096214203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747167085245291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099124107991056,0.07297874855024906,0.09808373965037044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611280234269147,0.0,0.08170178559126635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694317790023672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274391622456395,0.1815981151732912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523402025528698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994433393399273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142840559235292,0.3345390648008361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818850464985092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085734022793364,0.0,0.15149160751656568,0.07878736581275375,0.197321697636694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672905679548336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723885089817822,0.09717172791253946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048594844654514,0.2535082225275709,0.0,0.0,0.1041330107918593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888243850413863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358681979700084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463222450713468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678664952414733,0.06545607816285537,0.10036566330244542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682992874721574,0.0,0.0,0.20806732624640892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250806087344753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194167651740715,0.0,0.09184860160948777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847268991314556,0.0,0.07436923748265024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578374610846607
adhd,CarolinianRevolution,2018/03/24,"How do you hold the patience to read through a book in your leisure? I have a bunch of free history books the school library was giving out that I picked up cause US History is a passionate interest of mine, but I've only had the patience to read up to 3 pages at a time before I find myself on the internet again. Do y'all read? ",4.874565217391306,4.554736420289856,5.844746376811596,83.88277173913045,68.85507246376812,9.798550724637682,31.74275362318841,9.516144504307137,2.589779710144928,259,10,57,5,4,86,51,69,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.7514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,0,6,1,0,3,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,4,12,5,2,8,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,40,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320212871435815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738692463180385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900088116870554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403532454809559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055682880935207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7518623384167801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25357298837888703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609945536168098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013843806888003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spacelemonadecadet,2018/03/24,"Medicine stopped working I was prescribed 18mg of extended release concerta, and by day four they didn't work. I dont understand this. Can anyone explain?",4.431666666666668,7.488459785714286,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,76.14285714285714,8.019047619047619,41.476190476190474,8.841846274778883,4.591961904761908,126,9,20,3,3,39,27,28,0.079,0.921,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812431607666593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594000867790084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714015005691282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336275824990931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187275644022708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.585645200696298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aero_programmer,2018/03/24,"So I picked up some coffee and breakfast before starting work this morning... Got my coffee and my breakfast sandwich today. Was eager to get the day started since as time goes on it's harder to get motivated. Sat down at my desk with my coffee and sandwich and opened up my resume to get started (I needed to update it).

An hour later I noticed the coffee and sandwich in front of me. Oops! At least my resume is updated!


Just thought I'd share... :)",1.8682758620689623,4.452932206896556,3.400701149425288,86.17691379310345,83.2528735632184,4.3995402298850586,23.64252873563219,5.6839178017228535,0.6321687356321837,350,13,62,2,10,115,58,87,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,13,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,10,2,14,8,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,41,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223621456401445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685283208859096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095831933504485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899966461771324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734533065979864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376378945838488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29751197345468383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161647308875081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548861137729006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745709222375947,0.15237647281939193,0.0,0.24769865782821365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902424234582516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwawaysaresexy23,2018/03/24,"Is no motivation a key symptom? I've been diagnosed with ADHD for context. 

I just wanna ask if no motivation is a key symptom of ADHD? I find it so hard for me to **keep doing a task for long long hours at a time** (studying for instance). It's **very hard for me NOT to switch tasks**",-2.1592978208232445,-1.3949388305084724,1.25357142857143,93.5812288135593,123.74576271186442,3.719612590799032,17.77360774818402,5.773587663045528,-0.032744309927361215,215,8,47,3,14,76,39,59,0.146,0.772,0.08199999999999999,-0.4004,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,9,6,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,11,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129023495672959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948918193186133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165845531680316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503296871655865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823078657251517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014441452195712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896692559815966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37768372241426174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435841343294599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442838805528098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760676306674794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vontaxis,2018/03/24,"ADD and medschool Hi everyone

I started last summer medschool by passing the entry-exam which I only managed by having a high cognetive capacity 

The problem now is that being in medschool requiers a lot if discipline and the ability to study A LOT which I don't have at all. 

I suffer from severe ADHD PI and probably SCT - I lose a lot, the people at repository already know me. I have poor attention and no motivation, problems with organization too.

I can't stay focused longer than 5 minutes on a text, after short periods of time I always have the urge to google something or walk around. I tried a lot of different medication: 

Methylphenidate IR and SR in all variations,
Vyvanse 30mg,
Modafinil,
Strattera,
Wellbutrin (not very helping)

Unfortunatel I kind of can't tolerate any (nor)epinephrine pushing medication not even strattera (that was somehow even the worst).
My heart rate goes up to 140 while on stimulants and my anxiety is through the roof. I suffer additional from an anxiety disorder but it seems right now without stimulants ok. The adrenaline reaction (heart rate and sweating, complete freezing hands) seems to be also without anxiety, I tried different combinations with SSRIs and Benzodiazepines - these stop the anxiety but the heart rate stays 100+. I tried stimulants even with Betablockers which help but I'm not sure if that's not worse for the heart (unopposed alpha stimulation).

Is sb in the same situation or does sb have suggestions? I haven't tried Intuniv but it isn't covered for adults and I'm short on money..

Right now I just started smoking which helps a little but is really unhealthy and I see now the effects on hand during histology class..  that's really worrisome.",6.954482448244826,8.888680399339936,7.189284428442846,68.04974122412244,65.13861386138613,10.657605760576061,37.865136513651365,10.735267742514802,4.744466666666667,1383,73,213,39,22,447,176,303,0.145,0.7959999999999999,0.059,-0.9518,2,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,0,0,21,1,17,9,7,6,3,55,25,21,0,4,16,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,16,0,2,6,0,2,3,12,6,0,0,1,4,19,3,32,22,8,35,0,3,1,0,6,17,0,11,13,144,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287312037064964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364262555034567,0.07510747851544661,0.07814863960714563,0.0,0.0,0.06386855572184519,0.0,0.28739297958816346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360836538172528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847292462317858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625200622400846,0.10764001034731233,0.0,0.0821896839859301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609905070350335,0.0,0.0,0.08974421258657123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451807621811112,0.18885700535922434,0.09923122494628074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978028215066093,0.051615761673247385,0.07655701777041198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094132123201276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050720203467521,0.0,0.3193883767059874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922825329488252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714300958991914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651120322789188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126122506047516,0.17973676609052908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033461475990333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604136682501737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484176968659903,0.17100177189312646,0.0,0.1061024266129888,0.0,0.0,0.10556957718218067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230390459331547,0.0,0.0,0.13295356730449898,0.200211616597962,0.0,0.07852099974744506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851812132177997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476528011360531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550610017024659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749351464843697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810703058189803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571210678813888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bag_of_fuck,2018/03/24,I have a new Imposter Syndrome: I'm a child operating an adult's body I keep catching myself feeling like a kid operating an adults body I don't feel I belong in!!,5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,68.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.8938705882352944,130,6,26,2,2,46,25,34,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7651510341265242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483005146723698,0.24605535107150894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061383544561754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826733227363014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33264519158335976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ive_been_better,2018/03/24,"Sunny days make me feel depressed I know this post will sound non-sense but I’d like to have a minute to explain myself.
Every weekend that I open my window and see a shinning glowing warm sun in this magical blue sky, I just feel depressed. The reason?
I feel that when a day like this rises up you have the obligation to do something “outside” such as go to a park, to the swimming pool, feel happy. So if I decide to stay in my room reading or watching some series I’ll suddenly feel this creepy guilt on not being apart of the sunny day. 
I’d love to have a London grey day, to stay in home, resting for the weekend, reading, sleeping, etc without feeling guilty for doing that. 
Does anyone ever felt like this before?
I hope I made myself clear...",4.65087837837838,5.520815844594594,5.171189189189189,84.34813513513515,69.60810810810811,6.730810810810813,28.313513513513517,6.2581,1.2919924324324321,587,20,111,3,10,188,97,148,0.066,0.71,0.225,0.9804,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,10,0,7,2,1,3,2,25,22,7,0,2,6,0,8,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,11,6,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,14,13,7,18,18,3,24,2,2,5,1,3,9,0,4,12,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283569634922962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514687296415328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37939537422710173,0.0,0.2533446490295289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287031155266738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402341402135698,0.0,0.13303444164440156,0.12391394207491575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461821129803598,0.0,0.14121154455665344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358402840297366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656016988056914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752453951952793,0.14607501936041742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082655894827924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155548748759068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273762103176664,0.13916245231775495,0.09817125750850823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408536837518068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942222672908964,0.0,0.0,0.15121382610335982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719681185103492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717754721232304,0.0,0.0,0.11322269820986433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135169472752904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177151777502758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mantis1685,2018/03/24,"Apathy I feel apathetic about classes. I know I can do well if I put a little effort in, but I just don’t feel like it. As a result, I get A- when only a little effort is put in, but the rest of the time it’s Cs and Ds. Anybody else struggle with consistency?",-0.3189473684210533,1.5094910526315817,3.434298245614034,87.36092105263157,85.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,18.271929824561404,7.1686216300943375,0.2879614035087723,198,5,45,3,6,74,41,57,0.118,0.789,0.092,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,8,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,2,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386503019583606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100005420053536,0.19144678422147732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400098195770091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727619878919673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309227355268984,0.5371778247428532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381280179060546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387929514872324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801535420552812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562627774790315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409484920294105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheKidd,2018/03/24,"EFD vs ADHD As a parent with a child who has EFD, this sub has been very helpful for me and has given me a LOT of insight, and for that I thank you. However, I'm wondering if there would be any interest in creating a separate sub specifically for EFD? I've set up /r/EFD if anyone is interested.",6.375913978494622,4.579903903225809,8.457096774193548,71.2389784946237,66.41935483870968,12.782795698924732,35.182795698924735,11.855464076750405,4.0635311827957015,230,9,49,7,3,84,46,62,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.9099,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,8,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,0,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246425797164356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028137235355104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706154451239146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683443761134604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30039460185585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923390804926361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325305367126915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29154014581635035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831790571037638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510005672564633,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oleven,2018/03/24,"Parents and ritalin Long story short: I need my parents permission to buy ritalin, when previously I didnt. The arguments they give are related to long term damage of Ritalin use, saying they read it somewhere. What should I do?",4.717682926829267,7.556845097560978,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,73.63414634146342,10.929268292682927,34.640243902439025,10.686352973137794,5.072702439024392,183,10,28,7,4,62,33,41,0.079,0.865,0.056,-0.2363,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779281750389024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127905046523487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482552654518985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6434049915547326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28980085426419355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303989218451045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502271758329383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ienjoytentaclerape,2018/03/24,"[Success Story] Finally after three years of battling the NHS, I am being treated! Im a 24 year old living in London, studying CompSci. 

Will keep this short, but essentially you just have to be persistent. Not in the, ""I demand to be put on methylphenidate"" but more in the ""Something feels off and I'd like to figure out what"". On track to receiving CBT alongside my ADHD meds. 

I actually posted on here about feeling hopeless and the support and advice Ireceived was phenomenal. The community is great! ",3.357902097902098,6.403596758241763,4.493506493506494,77.58103896103896,81.41758241758242,6.386013986013987,29.151848151848153,7.686295010490155,2.4408373626373634,399,19,63,7,11,130,72,91,0.07200000000000001,0.782,0.146,0.8585,0,0,2,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,1,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,5,15,7,1,17,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,46,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.2295196852817683,0.0,0.28266273961532346,0.22983312902025985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784672966187514,0.16802576540322742,0.0,0.2576483223462189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930703769334124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25405460419804315,0.0,0.0,0.20905512155203684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490604522321113,0.0,0.2076844733041095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261252371871434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468011289213844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525502748697096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364393281288399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810671990826428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690032762453764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029200831898582
adhd,Seysea83,2018/03/24,My anxiety is overwhelming me again. 38F. ADHD / Anxiety / Depression. Diagnosed with all three. Seriously? It’s layers of issues. After my 1st husband died in 2010 I learned to use alcohol to self medicate. But I don’t always have the anxiety. It comes and goes in waves. Every few weeks. So then I drink. I’m now worried that I may be a bit bi-polar. I need a safer healthier habit to manage the anxiety. It’s all tied in to my sleeping patterns too I’ve noticed. I’m tired. So tired of this roller coaster I feel stuck on. Need help. Advice. Comfort. Anything. ,0.22142201834862613,2.3976284587155985,2.6657752293577985,85.657378440367,103.86238532110092,6.216697247706422,23.798623853211012,7.365786028017652,1.9388088073394505,438,20,81,11,20,149,80,109,0.227,0.703,0.07,-0.93,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,5,7,1,1,2,12,13,5,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,10,1,12,10,4,10,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980415575373933,0.16102762927582348,0.0,0.17610683816070258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711571237160494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042454139307374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356053907988188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799043670832633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419491272184404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193051962881167,0.1672550039364152,0.17102254967758854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614282041868659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883987883949636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332109294192155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045303307634416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171994473251824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660052361870539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443744594273338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876107189309552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190843813875686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490567954410773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37879607806362303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232277656105174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321819289647523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734886494035126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StandardCap,2018/03/24,"Paranoia from adderall - developing after a period of daily use. Experiences? I take Adderall 15mg, almost daily, but over the past time ive developed what i guess would be called paranoia and wondering if anyone else has experienced this.

The stuff i found related to paranoia seemed to cleary state this this occurs in 'abusers of amphetamine' and 'addicts'. In other words at doses way higher than 15 mg.

But i only use 15mg (used to take 30mg, was not any more effective so i went down to 15). and get strange things, never hallucinations but attribute unlikely causes to events that are logically mere coincidental.

e.g. person i had a business dispute with, i recognize the last 4 digits of their phone number in other places, like receipts, dates, license plate numbers.

Or I will hear someone say a phrase in the day thats rather generic like ""I need to get new tires this weekend?"" Then i will hear a few people in the next day or two say ""I need to get new tires this weeked?"" And my mind instantly links all these people together as if they were listening to each other. (again logically i know that its just a generic phrase and that lots of people think about getting new tires in the winter and on the weekend I know that there is no connection, and never make decisions on such obvious nonsense interpretations, but its really disconcerting it reminds of the way people describe OCD intrusive thoughts. )

On the more paranoia side, I will have everyday rude experiences with people in public (like everyone does), e.g.person bumps into you hard on the train, rushes in front of you in line, says something backhanded. But my mind will find a commonality with these people, it does not matter what it is, it will find one. It might be all people had brown shoelaces, or all three had double breasted shirts, then for days I get really suspect of anyone with brown shoelaces (again on a logical level, i know that these are just coincidences and there is no 'plan' against me. I know its the adderall 'overactivating' brain/hormones causing too high level pattern recognition.

The thing is, the distress though is still real, like for the example above, i wont be able to listen or work with someone later who has double breasted shirt because the thought is just racing constantly thinking there up to something (again, logically and intellectually i know its not, but this paranoia is like arousal, its just there right in front) I end up isolating myself because of it, and i know partly people can recognize that im being skeptical of them (unnecessarily so).

The obvious thing would be to stop taking the adderall, however, i have narcolepsy (and adhd) , and im pretty much 100% disabled from the modern work world without it, constant unexpected periods of sleep throughout the day.

Has anyone else experienced paranoia as a long term or regular user of adderall?

Did you find anything helped?

Man, no fun.",8.946527282698106,8.916065176583494,8.517457499314506,67.13800143953938,60.381957773512475,11.281628735947356,37.99293940224842,10.7630783206399,4.247534631203728,2331,101,376,50,28,744,267,521,0.114,0.838,0.049,-0.9851,1,0,2,0,1,0,76.0,0,3,3,4,19,9,2,1,27,0,36,11,6,8,7,94,69,32,0,7,22,0,1,5,0,9,5,7,0,2,38,19,0,1,25,2,0,4,10,3,0,3,10,12,33,6,59,45,13,73,0,0,2,3,20,28,0,13,43,260,71,2,0.06786131833382532,0.08040456546068997,0.0,0.07397885369066756,0.08155611718449716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795330776420219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614802353076308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235063489975958,0.139063880225168,0.055844082829684914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273525958063085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575567434599105,0.06929399336907849,0.0,0.0,0.13942453437859104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666795388771206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505974519409315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187717939665696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337884738746938,0.0,0.060104985737355676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484439780087832,0.0,0.13276278179308187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860720466370301,0.0,0.0,0.07440643287119382,0.0,0.0,0.17727368978399846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747568928973866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079041190577455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296927554521994,0.0,0.045486011223965415,0.07169920866460308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660373772244736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237688349768555,0.05531603177157221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576806165157731,0.0,0.0,0.060055131254284036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769326610370981,0.0,0.0,0.04529795693960125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199013471697686,0.13704117285974604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049885877198724386,0.1006366153537782,0.10467766443323913,0.196622652352346,0.07217128191789443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598458556772257,0.05161159054099422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348719471833713,0.06478130701786006,0.3763719487667213,0.11850777127205325,0.07090063411350421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903935732982455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724103699719155,0.08694739642603108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057953195069142927,0.0,0.16189813227880226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061778395518242935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679103269663439,0.0,0.11499734961189717,0.1044859165148497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054194136481431385,0.056735100755765926,0.0,0.0,0.07768497381406582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306979782529953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525213354696866,0.08696558533675594,0.06667340071225082,0.10774861314848376,0.039570480446719486,0.2339898078645817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629064737693177,0.0,0.0,0.17583117181419625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773031161804827,0.05443425623577386,0.0,0.0,0.06290812196891153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654158892370156,0.07359270496300198,0.0988076959428508,0.0,0.0,0.0964134670160166,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Izzywillow19,2018/03/24,"Med & Menstruation I do not have ADHD,  or I am not diagnosed with it. 

I am on meds for Anxiety. 

I think my brain is broken when I am bleeding.

Anyone relate?",0.10772727272727424,2.350490000000004,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,88.3939393939394,6.936363636363637,20.37121212121212,8.07648339933343,1.3583393939393944,122,4,25,3,4,45,26,33,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572837477085104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221126350601062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274253614926077,0.0,0.0,0.2078714635658655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318729750129168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174219680190584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604423819495396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904908627546012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SamDana128,2018/03/24,"Made the switch from Focalin to Vyvanse... I've had ADD for 6 years by now and I have since then taken Focalin. Obviously the effects of low appetite really took place then, causing me to lose a lot of weight which practically made me a stick, but over the years it was starting to show symptoms of my ADD more than when I'm not on it. A clear point is mood swings, over the past year or two I've been experiencing more mood swings on it, an example of it happening was on a trip to Seattle I took last summer where I attempted to take the medication all week, but was riddled with mood swings and honestly boredom. Since then I was thinking of making a switch in attempt of seeing what changes would be made. I wanted to know if it was really the medication that was causing more of it, and I wanted to see if it was, then I would be able to get out of it. My doctor recommended I would try Vyvanse 20mg for the next month or few weeks to see how that would feel (to put the dosage in perspective I took 15mg Focalin) and I took it first thing on Monday.

Now I want to explain my experience so far on how it's been done. On Monday I hadn't taken any medication in a week thanks to spring break (I occasionally take breaks on meds in weekends and sometimes holidays) and I obviously felt a little different, taking a different medication I wasn't used to and not taking a single ADD med for the past week. So I didn't particularly use Monday as the source for Vyvanse on me, I then took a few days and I noticed that Vyvanse didn't hit as hard after one hour of taking it as Focalin did for me. When I took Focalin after an hour or so the effects would immediately hit me and slowly take me down, however, on Vyvanse it seemed like it was slowly fading into my system as if it was getting comfortable in it. On Thursday I realized that I didn't feel as focused as I was on Focalin, which made me feel like I needed to up the dosage, so I took two 20mg Vyvanse pills today so I would get 40mg, I feel like so far I'm able to focus and be myself at the same time, as if most of my symptoms of my condition were gone. One of my best friends who has seen me many times on Focalin and off, who also noticed the difference to when I took it and when I didn't, mentioned this week that I'm more talkative and less quiet on the medication than I was with Focalin. I'm not experiencing as many mood swings as before, mood swings aren't ever going to go away for me, and I'm somebody who worries a lot, so I'm prepared, but it's feeling really depressed and unsatisfaction that took me down with Focalin, so far with Vyvanse it has worked better, even if I do experience it sometimes. Appetite will always be different but over the years I've noticed that my appetite on medication has gotten better and I'm able to eat enough on it. I weigh 145 pounds and I'm 5'11, I believe 10 or so pounds are muscle considering that I was 130 last summer, and after I started hitting the gym more and rowing a lot more often, things changed.

This was pretty much like a life story, but this is a very interesting subreddit that I enjoy going past people with my condition or with ADHD that I can relate to whenever I see a post. I am interested in making anorher post next week after taking 40mg for the entire week up until Friday to let you guys know how I felt with this switch. If you're interested then comment and I would love to do one of these again. Thanks for reading!",6.920362747095988,5.61226101997147,7.724423884246995,75.35535805991442,65.04850213980029,10.465066231913594,33.72329325453434,9.461161749540981,2.8619797106174856,2729,96,552,43,35,921,261,701,0.03,0.852,0.119,0.9964,4,0,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,1,0,10,24,25,0,0,35,0,50,15,0,15,5,101,122,69,0,17,19,0,9,4,1,8,11,1,0,1,43,32,3,0,15,5,0,15,10,3,0,6,45,17,61,17,100,61,19,117,0,3,5,1,10,41,0,17,60,383,104,3,0.1428070695052299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057208781975272675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038067587296186416,0.039608973954722786,0.0,0.0,0.032371234775544516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044723980907142274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405060993037603,0.0536315547777082,0.049955736316568335,0.08420083192264535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780146559974934,0.1007139626632422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030699581898926482,0.0,0.04099983990253524,0.0,0.0,0.19893732359681607,0.0,0.048723028964088456,0.0,0.04871373788645432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870909464261207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049185959178284014,0.0,0.03144090752088497,0.04305905674216855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312847766954356,0.0,0.0,0.12034590869029585,0.06801426599249198,0.09141145457605764,0.0,0.0,0.04049054012270776,0.0,0.0,0.03677746255049605,0.0,0.07461079967205222,0.0,0.08116054859003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713381696855386,0.04209460664529505,0.0,0.042642361369866134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375746477940902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232202044837383,0.07760454790161776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867663468135892,0.03362295216611097,0.09302442759539636,0.04771006680250875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053254860714223716,0.0,0.1214094636642138,0.04296298526290564,0.18017000279511314,0.06354988520653948,0.09652263601495537,0.0,0.0,0.1057509737806666,0.28772619692164275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037995746806719695,0.0,0.03499320922611976,0.035296544178773565,0.0,0.0,0.10125129235312844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258679515058788,0.0,0.0,0.09676976617275176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632550679947408,0.033001480302658384,0.0,0.04973433089920403,0.0,0.044999613335520765,0.0,0.09117979804394127,0.04842870991834882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478535161433406,0.0,0.0,0.04761523837545768,0.0,0.0914858655090548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517316601360676,0.04333539753970956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875432241484225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941598955386563,0.0,0.06738638587983642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895415004416758,0.2505373353206444,0.0,0.0,0.08765170857702102,0.0,0.0,0.06324978094346892,0.030501667947405456,0.0,0.0,0.05551463376835412,0.0,0.04512146796620218,0.0,0.4759917263215298,0.032318875363937634,0.0,0.0930011708185505,0.0,0.0,0.08222630437411403,0.0,0.039276929436007885,0.0842313095977723,0.0,0.2672861733907226,0.057966846069616725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034655082474598795,0.04834250370089229,0.0,0.23670743796355806,0.0,0.0,0.1226174275302368
adhd,figurehead00,2018/03/24,"Question about Adderall XR and breakfast... Hi all,  
  
I’m 34 years old and after years of struggling with ADHD I decided to get help, and just this week was diagnosed. After meeting with a psychiatrist I was prescribed 20mg Adderall XR, taken in the morning, which I started Wednesday.  
  
For those of you on Adderall XR, how do you handle breakfast? I’ve read that taking it after eating can diminish the effects, but what about afterward? I know to avoid acids (soda, juice, etc), but are some foods better than others? I know everyone’s different, but I was curious what works for you. Thanks!",4.892777777777781,7.1040575370370425,5.369629629629627,77.93833333333333,70.85185185185185,7.7629629629629635,31.44444444444445,8.515128840125781,2.785566666666666,466,21,76,8,9,149,77,108,0.043,0.835,0.122,0.8635,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,2,3,0,6,6,0,2,1,18,14,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,5,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,9,2,16,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,10,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677940573267865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970718623287778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261641277179072,0.0,0.2328061846463973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280070582292336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485103618666993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129201950937192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694425937851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641760859495913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935585358633147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449191480682339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338188462923464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961658869374026,0.0,0.22288672184381256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577176882663727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329465569202033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753773814046413,0.0,0.0,0.20514863156509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873791492509594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222028895630913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869858200397284
adhd,SonofKronos333,2018/03/24,"Afraid I will get Fired/ Introduction Post. Hi Guys.

I am stressing myself out. A little about me. I am 30 years old, and graduated with a B.A. and B.S.W. but the real world doesn't give extentions. I was diagnosed as a kid and spent 4 years on meds in my early teens.  Developed tics and stopped. 

So I am outgoing and great in the interview stage. I got what I thought was my dream job in January, but I am very closed to losing my job as a case manager working with the homeless. I interupt people, my desk is a mess, the disgraphia is more of an issue than I thought.( My boss said I just needed to practice...like I haven't tried that in the last 15 years😒) I am concerned about stimulants because I tried it last year and had rages/ and the tics came back in less then two weeks. The stress has me teetering on going into a bout of depression, and my self-hatred is at an all time high. So I have adhd and need some support, ideas, encouragement. There is no add support groups or anything where I live. And I moved to a new city for this Job, and have no Dr. 

TLDR: I am realizing my ADHD is going to cost me my Job and I don't know what to do.  ",2.5228568242640463,3.966268961864409,3.954210526315791,88.83610615521856,75.48305084745763,7.341302408563782,24.285459411239962,8.032893268588372,1.1727322033898306,889,28,196,14,19,294,141,236,0.108,0.799,0.094,-0.3244,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,1,3,16,0,22,2,0,2,1,36,37,20,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,19,0,1,5,1,2,4,5,7,0,1,9,2,31,4,25,27,5,34,0,2,0,0,8,15,0,2,13,128,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781441977715464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522711572825512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898099106654188,0.0,0.07054140510213494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235203976266138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966885489173312,0.11745264345435973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060458552875228125,0.11100848740153682,0.13153187849160347,0.0,0.09255128735262927,0.12758092572421345,0.0,0.114580290437715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226378329019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063299298322653,0.0,0.12078087392020105,0.4593341580897553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359629545027566,0.18865333235768594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598112910485045,0.102182253125035,0.0,0.0,0.12946028563582784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853804411749645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229912918118847,0.0,0.17160877448774112,0.0,0.11176241135196488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214279287506578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022518525236137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108270920313663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171388617008642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007554421853796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072045688500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674650798726386,0.2651121113871168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626337578596987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837363805426393,0.06747684857525083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713160376087834,0.0,0.11304093163668945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548053333516177,0.0,0.0,0.09282303433928166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424502131307711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235582862169861
adhd,willshiflet,2018/03/24,"how does being diagnosed halfway through my highschool career affect my chances of getting into colleges. I recently discovered that I have adhd, halfway through my highschool education. I am pretty concerned because before I started taking medication my grades were suffering, i was taking the highest level classes I could. Since I began taking medication, my grades have increased substanitally. How do I let colleges know that that is what happened? Or is there even a way for them to understand how this impacted my grades?",8.226009852216754,11.08269626436782,7.974384236453201,60.02689655172415,63.36781609195402,9.569129720853859,43.46305418719211,9.957137785484203,5.535470935960591,433,27,51,10,7,138,60,87,0.037000000000000005,0.875,0.08800000000000001,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,4,0,9,20,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,15,0,6,14,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,45,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569945840865153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035511227878716,0.0,0.18196241528156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073414494689484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704348676873808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713315962919594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412395557578013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172277383548787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189098343883094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752108172402573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866627907012792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308433761133223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175525458432596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111415796631728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689097403582013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513573232494909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823440642634901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226153795003512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973654204968575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,liljdudes,2018/03/24,"How can I not feel behind in life? This whole past year I have felt extremely overwhelmed and burdened with things that may seem minuscule to some. 

I wrote a list of ways that would make me feel more ahead in life. Some of them included:
1. Go through all the 'bookmarks' on your computer and phone
2. Go through all of your 'saved' Reddit posts
3. Go through all of your unused documents on your computer
4. Go through all of the screenshots on your phone of an article you wanted to read or a song you should listen to

When I take a step back from myself I realize how comical these 'burdens' are, but I can't help but feel bombarded with what feels like hoarding on technology. It makes me feel like I can never get a grip on life, am extremely behind, and have so much to organize and sort through. I am assuming I feel this way because of my ADHD- it is a way for my mind to detour from handling more pressing issues. 

Does anyone else feel this way? How can I change/manage this feeling? ",4.920095162569389,5.7965642371134045,5.192886597938145,84.41178826328311,69.0,8.8558287073751,29.871530531324343,9.057496981413335,2.3090044409199053,778,29,157,14,13,246,115,194,0.026,0.919,0.055,0.6548,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,1,1,6,6,0,1,8,0,13,3,0,5,5,42,34,12,0,3,4,0,11,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,12,3,0,5,3,3,0,0,2,13,23,3,32,29,10,23,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,7,8,112,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573232468238745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153232908006052,0.13412838857603535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006584248914833,0.0,0.07979891707323171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455648517232805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935493870921964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295189568709326,0.18703815719947367,0.12569002812378058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839284020884791,0.0,0.2975869689309659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774335044216289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663157018258595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773877621549129,0.12790785328698154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476118055264095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217746876101485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623077265689473,0.0,0.10096256790476286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496433014936728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537150222161875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094115345363538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917165875507098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842481641637772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696794928465988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772115903223636,0.41562749650668335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615157096207484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929916736606824,0.0,0.0,0.08429899724392813
adhd,diagignoskein,2018/03/24,"Careless Errors - Advice on preventing or catching them Hi all, I'm a long time reader and beneficiary from the fantastic resource here, I can't express my gratitude enough. Recently diagnosed and appreciating the benefits of medication, however, still fine-tuning dosage while working through coaching.

I've long struggled with making careless errors and the feeling of tremendous guilt with making such oversights, with the associated feelings of judgement and disappointment from others, possibly the RSD I've read about here. I'm wondering if others have developed habits or ways to catch these before they take hold in a meaningful way. The coaching has advised stepping away, taking a few moments to disassociate from the task (taking a walk, implementing meditation in place, getting a glass of water, etc.) and coming back with a fresh look - however I find this extremely difficult, if not impossible to implement in practice.

I've always struggled with impulse control, failing to review (or even fully read/complete) tests, review work submissions, edit written work etc., including stopping at 1,2, 8 drinks, or just being in control. Starting work again after several years off, after being let-go for these kinds of careless errors, and very concerned that I haven't yet found a solution.

tl;dr - Struggled for long-time with impulse control, recently diagnosed and medicated adult adhd. Any tips, tricks, or recommendations on how can I stop myself from making careless errors?",12.22561728395062,12.11315383539095,11.051532921810699,51.89606481481483,53.855967078189295,13.367489711934152,47.82201646090535,12.45797560212912,6.643433744855968,1214,67,148,32,12,386,156,243,0.19,0.7390000000000001,0.07,-0.9752,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,8,11,14,1,4,14,0,7,6,0,7,1,41,24,16,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,14,2,7,6,4,0,5,3,12,0,0,2,3,8,2,34,20,5,34,0,2,1,0,6,10,0,8,17,100,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259823189936435,0.09968464640273668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488190110909702,0.0,0.0,0.06937144981685407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958433442104487,0.07844069561624434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680443778592467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787404135292576,0.1069573199457708,0.0,0.34324436600041563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070794434653347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993262352656722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054053489923684,0.2275400080021197,0.06737776156531346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316035484293176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932368399049297,0.0,0.0,0.11185055673152017,0.0,0.0,0.0532968995584451,0.0,0.0579755963657288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622948096150356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431386826807962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708314162972081,0.08566413037039416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428079294967827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553209837007488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658050778944723,0.0,0.0,0.1150028570597475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407859894031768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144848140791624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524417735834072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220440182179619,0.0,0.08146667032843112,0.17057268735719974,0.0,0.3199343139711068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301002943546471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059483838927760366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841703307959252,0.0,0.16194426834301112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062733024360624,0.29706291174308536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656921861304137
adhd,EucalyptusLavender,2018/03/24,"I’m pretty sure I’m falling apart, but that might just be the Anxiety talking.... or the adhd...ocd...pmdd... First time poster, long time reader. No need to read all of this. Just skip to the end and use this for background information:

I’m a 21 female and was diagnosed with ADHD my junior year of high school although I knew I had ADHD for years prior. I was bullied through most of school (not severely, but enough) due to my lack of social awareness.

I believe the combination of bullying and having two alcoholic and codependent parents (they switch turns) lead to the development of my anxiety. 

I thought it was my personality but I was told that constant negative self talk and fear that everyone is staring at you and hates you isn’t the norm.

I also have a major skin picking problem. My sport requires a swim suit and something the girls team always is concerned with is shaving. I wanted to make sure I never have any noticeable hair on my bikini region so I started plucking the hair that was visible with a suit on. Naturally this lead to scaring, inflammation, ingrown hairs and more. Now I feel like people think I have some disease though I rationally know that it’s hardly noticeable and heals.

I’ve also struggled with PMDD. Around my period I just get into this fit of total rage. I’m not an angry person by nature, but during this time if someone brushes me the wrong way I’m filled with hulk like anger. I hate this and don’t want to feel angry.

I just can’t stop picking, thinking, clenching my jaw and muscles, think about my parents possible divorce, thinking about how people probably think I’m weird, think I’m an idiot for thinking so much and trying to tell myself shut up which just makes it worse...

Right now I’m on 100mg Zoloft, 50mg Vyvanse (too low but any more and I’m too anxious), 60mg natural thyroid (I have Hashimoto’s thyroiditis) and birth control.

I just got a psychiatrist after years of only seeing a GP but don’t know how to handle things. I don’t want to be angry and sad and numb and stressed anymore. Has anyone else gone through this? How have you dealt with it. I’m trying to take it one day at a time but I’m struggling a lot",3.7868996960486365,5.687490614657213,4.7172819993245545,82.76800000000003,73.11347517730495,7.198351908139143,27.92495778453225,7.957251820313856,1.862208969942588,1722,67,321,25,35,559,228,423,0.204,0.721,0.07400000000000001,-0.9965,2,1,2,0,1,0,58.0,0,3,1,6,21,20,5,5,19,0,24,12,5,11,5,84,65,35,0,7,17,2,7,2,0,1,7,0,0,4,19,25,1,3,14,4,0,6,10,16,0,3,11,10,34,4,42,51,11,43,0,2,2,0,18,14,0,6,24,201,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011907805375301,0.0,0.0,0.08927714752260756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361126194313688,0.06951064370309494,0.0,0.0,0.11361795785390773,0.0,0.1278132998050107,0.09437461751611706,0.08284764867736306,0.05841199398184516,0.08559496633637706,0.0,0.07436689014501907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411917359075617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027533645197372,0.0936954227634618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387535919636766,0.0,0.0,0.08478972092327114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069785616579044,0.0,0.07399022984986851,0.0863175018758347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982452435358281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940039288191474,0.0844790535564874,0.059679852039791675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105772320769291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364536782611803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681329253154092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483400078042059,0.16495375658371833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826290970817993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091821043518329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162528837100755,0.0,0.0,0.07392885815804855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710213631603953,0.0,0.0,0.111525065835179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862104448219872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141033850877212,0.06194266756735153,0.06442996663710311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021805178896095,0.0,0.0,0.05660778409588935,0.06353472012675447,0.0,0.0,0.18551902161713474,0.0,0.0,0.11583002082381748,0.14588502314484753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941769978931508,0.0,0.08498858879765306,0.09006852801918773,0.07993496989116439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356101002105687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134134000859013,0.0,0.0,0.08363651513834157,0.16909064817063826,0.06656929171059553,0.0,0.08714877373523576,0.09437461751611706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515688196868898,0.07078181805990975,0.06431194421033752,0.0,0.0,0.059128911855769885,0.0,0.0,0.06984184579658888,0.09569295878226748,0.17466495461151826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746791302821286,0.0,0.06281048283114297,0.1342900084567802,0.0730162466257003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055499203191756136,0.3746962501038447,0.08207605713656828,0.06632016092390494,0.19484765914870428,0.0,0.0,0.07982452435358281,0.0,0.11343418452976807,0.09086579418046806,0.08160488146106254,0.0,0.0,0.07215035856400638,0.0,0.0,0.14781934409077802,0.06630889618083152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513276989167923,0.0,0.09133612997699143,0.0,0.16138797851568848
adhd,gnarwall19,2018/03/24,"How do you feel about Adzenys? Hello friends! I was recently diagnosed with ADHD-C and was prescribed 12.5mg of Adzenys OD-T (once a day). I've never heard of this medication before and I know it has the same active ingredients as Adderall (amphetamines), but it definitely doesn't seem to ""last"" 12 hours as advertised.

I feel like it helps me focus and allows me to think clearly for 2-3 hours after taking, but after that I just feel weird, spacey, and my face gets hot...

Does anyone else have experience with this medication? Should I ask for something new at my next appointment or is this really how I should feel? THANKS!

**TL;DR: Prescribed Adzenys, but I'm not sure if they're working quite like they're supposed to.**",2.9130392156862754,5.665854617647064,3.8239411764705915,83.795568627451,80.02941176470588,6.861960784313728,24.507843137254905,8.021203637495839,1.660064313725491,572,21,106,11,15,183,96,136,0.032,0.778,0.191,0.9735,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,4,1,3,3,29,22,13,0,3,7,0,5,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,6,11,5,15,17,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,12,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256308845930296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178533474654722,0.17269832137680066,0.0,0.0,0.15757051938026145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434227454791009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087001315033018,0.0,0.0,0.17107364019410992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749832531442306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080102318264484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487321883910866,0.0,0.0,0.34089366151209904,0.12041140628275054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022050361332352,0.0,0.08805987176655093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297481088239428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319735358120407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263009708050064,0.1373898932880111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646890101945094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33959067743765314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299953438951483,0.16278562988905165,0.17925372452790928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949913496966627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792725594825328,0.0,0.0,0.10797677575619123,0.0,0.16642175799451947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344063729672525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975721920324607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885539427522982,0.0,0.1267278370923871,0.0,0.0,0.15517723140627593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799936389586326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270564578530575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Opouly,2018/03/24,"(iOS) (MacOS) Notion First off I’m sorry for suggesting an Apple ecosystem only app as I know this limits a bunch of people. From my quick run through this does seem like it could be useful. After reading a pretty positive review on the app on The Review Journal I decided I would try this out. My first impression is that it’s a bit overwhelming but extremely scaleable for anything you need. Imagine a single app that includes every productivity related thing in your life broken up into organized sections. I can see the benefits of using this but I think it would be cool to get the community involved in creating a template of sorts since I know so many of us struggle with setting things like this up. 

https://www.notion.so/",5.005651629072683,7.6132165263157905,5.67836466165414,74.09218358395992,71.70676691729324,8.34310776942356,30.632205513784466,9.075114841892004,3.1430205513784464,590,26,92,13,12,191,96,133,0.06,0.7809999999999999,0.159,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,3,2,7,0,2,10,1,7,1,0,2,0,19,17,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,11,5,21,12,4,16,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,2,6,70,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534006665592034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206085880581738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071597195814554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519224111782466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590452702977287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32113210803515585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862354395316207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748402802636146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333249537727282,0.18444512250233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913812305458066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996915827913084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356665037024025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308680361604996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204502654659072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881918872615694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042374011159124,0.17184739351826894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561509274593207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113104393183694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734140970966668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508182828085685,0.1209549798157104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281611524999916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706478838756186,0.3260700694480357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26819089210352604,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pseudo_Nymble,2018/03/24,"Adderall and ambivalence/apathy I don't have ADHD, but my boyfriend does. When we started dating he was awesome, he would tell me how much he cared about me often and would give tons of hugs and kisses and sex drive was good. Then he started on 20 mg adderall daily, and I think for a while everything was alright but there has been a serious decrease in all of these things and I have had a seriously hard time feeling loved. I truly don't know if he'd even be upset if we broke up. It's hard to remember exactly when he started taking the Adderall in relation to the drop in feels, but I know they are roughly within a couple months of each other and the apathy has been getting worse with little things he used to do to show me he cares slowly fading. It's maybe been 8-10 months since he started.

He has noticed an increase in ambivalence in himself as well without me prompting, and we have talked about how he feels about the relationship and he says he feels good, but I just don't see that corroborate by his actions. Does anyone have any advice or similar experiences? 

Tl;Dr - boyfriend started on Adderall and I feel like that's caused increased ambivalence/apathy towards me and the relationship, would appreciate any advice on possible solutions.",5.995315126050421,7.1624440252100845,6.324695378151263,76.21166491596641,66.73109243697479,9.311344537815128,32.52205882352941,9.516144504307137,3.095083193277312,1010,42,177,20,16,325,135,238,0.085,0.695,0.22,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,1,0,12,14,0,1,10,1,24,4,0,4,2,44,45,25,0,5,9,0,8,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,16,0,0,9,1,0,4,4,4,1,0,7,10,20,10,26,33,6,31,0,1,1,4,26,12,0,4,15,120,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376033534170794,0.2237706273035327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557240096910933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005908650990676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334750002093631,0.11762013777401785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266889456669658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039449774429796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562430382139637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290267750140243,0.1120002068169859,0.0,0.0,0.2894660580777278,0.08179680424601024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982004791060391,0.10983612274921736,0.0,0.19206959515622002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513395739320964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584930534555264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055937535920462265,0.1147562482035659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333817013513162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502780111872778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278110442731532,0.0,0.0841685973741029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303557918999609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290783605831786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585423179948815,0.12970297866856398,0.0,0.0,0.0910527486373919,0.0,0.0,0.09123942397203944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471324581823964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052084466564377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608762577545967,0.09202849168099793,0.10007557706474607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213367004525405,0.07336516614164867,0.0,0.0,0.06676422313577977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988887967048666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029467103145524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037119024941328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166824024481048,0.24400652275951026,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,smartunknown,2018/03/24,"Possible side-effects after long-term Concerta usage; dependence, tolerance, med switch, or other causes? Looking for similar experiences, suggestions I’ll attempt to be as concise as possible and utilize bullet points! Thank you for any feedback! For clarity, background in one part, questions in another. Also: I know I need to talk to my psychiatrist and I plan to. I'm simply looking for shared experience, insight, and suggestions. 



*Background*:

* I'm a 22 year old woman, formally diagnosed inattentive type ~3 years ago 

* First med try was Adderall IR which caused lethargy and thought disturbances

* Put on Concerta, and have since been on it for the past 2 and a half years

* Alternated between 36mg and 54mg in that time period, currently on 54mg

* In the past 6-9 months, I've noticed that the med is losing effectiveness and not lasting as long

* Tried supplemental Ritalin IR, which caused irritability and no improvement so it was discontinued

* On my own, I experimented with ""days off"", trying to prevent/manage any tolerance but was not helpful

* Now I've begun developing severe mood swings/thought patterns that I feel are connected to the Concerta

* My blood pressure and heart rate have also begun to rise

* Its effectiveness is erratic and not long-lasting, crashes are intense

* The side effects have gotten so bad that I find myself avoiding it due to the side effects but ADHD symptoms become too problematic without it, so I'll go days without it then days with it



*Questions*:

1) **From anecdotal/informational perspectives, does this sound like Concerta may be the issue? What could be happening?**

2) I was warned about side effects beginning medication, but never told that they could appear years later. Is this possible? **Do ADHD meds just stop working/become problematic over time?**

3) **Should I prepare myself/explore a med switch?**

3) From my vague understanding, Vvyanse is related to Adderall. **I've heard Vyvanse works well for people who didn't tolerate Concerta, but Adderall was a fail for me. Does this rule out Vyvanse?**

4) I'm a full-time student and though these issues are affecting me, I am wondering if switching meds in the middle of a semester would be worse. **For those that have switched meds, how difficult is it in terms of symptoms, and for students, how much would you say they'd interfere with school work? Would it be better to wait, as badly as the Concerta is going now?**

5) I'm terrified that all meds are a bust for me now which is why I've been reluctant to address the issue. **Any tips for assuaging that fear, and any tips for approaching this with my psychiatrist?**

6) **Tips for managing the mood swings, crashes, etc I'm experiencing in the meantime, and are these things going to get worse or just plateau?**



*TL;DR*: Long-term use of Concerta, experiencing mood swings and ineffectiveness. Could this be Concerta, and should I switch meds? I've changed dosages, added Ritalin IR, tried ""days off"" to prevent tolerance, etc etc etc. I did not tolerate Adderall well and worry that this means I will not be able to take Vyvanse. What should I do in the meantime and how should I approach this with my psychiatrist? I'm a full-time student want to minimize the impact of my ADHD and med troubles on my schoolwork. 



Thank you so much to anyone who took the time to read through this and an even greater thank you to anyone who is able to leave feedback. I'm very concerned by this as treating my ADHD with medication drastically improved my quality of life.",3.523878351599464,6.6710636837060715,4.4463861366118,77.29783940631698,82.29073482428116,7.8341569943786125,29.968779067416182,8.620623168380586,3.1888150038419543,2790,138,455,73,79,899,290,626,0.134,0.8,0.066,-0.9941,1,1,0,2,0,0,139.0,0,4,2,14,20,23,0,4,24,0,49,10,2,14,2,89,83,45,0,13,16,0,1,1,0,9,8,3,1,1,40,28,0,5,15,1,0,9,10,11,2,3,14,8,34,9,75,49,11,65,0,2,2,0,20,22,0,9,35,289,74,12,0.10399064036724807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24995308255468465,0.0,0.04609071412468271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316127753090474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143440288146755,0.054521626768012366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271267364760163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682784101470217,0.0,0.11484949215594985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598563534753919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024054979611446,0.0550041544208537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245420968067414,0.0,0.0,0.1341307202116865,0.0,0.0,0.052774155493486886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100291016593777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195410538764186,0.034342418601739984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258420077787746,0.0,0.05850919076605642,0.02629039616940794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752278067318449,0.04422719278636898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02716540876824389,0.0,0.08865041607893218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045979289921196834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061614704765300427,0.034851367104772865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280881639026212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028575268177823205,0.08476625134518775,0.0,0.0550555365428962,0.0,0.0,0.03672583232999382,0.025402287056649448,0.0,0.0,0.184056888660804,0.08732594719645959,0.05816946339765674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663814663039812,0.5775507921813096,0.1047596297997656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041502168506278685,0.0,0.07644508598636332,0.03855387108584744,0.0401019963354241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919701665171776,0.05456034197841967,0.0,0.035233374605886665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056305864851901935,0.09927083301676297,0.036047008193962914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915238394624419,0.1758507331998605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226965798834128,0.11649331658739595,0.0,0.05200939085569928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134876554935782,0.0,0.052622039923489114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058739911928014935,0.0,0.043011066160706976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347041586982873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808609264662017,0.03909400988064775,0.04179186881587375,0.0,0.1436109151005059,0.0,0.0,0.034543380342728525,0.0,0.05108513808575065,0.08255695258434645,0.09095666800307954,0.0,0.0,0.049683756645947534,0.057768713879946774,0.14120563736890085,0.0,0.0,0.05412896202460613,0.0,0.044907262346262335,0.0,0.04290158454193434,0.03066818699659504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350007446400163,0.0,0.04691768911101507,0.0,0.0,0.1002432663993718,0.056386706767277285,0.07570642470990582,0.05280377155937378,0.10597534670317883,0.11080795091949272,0.0,0.0,0.1339331258588741
adhd,king0fill,2018/03/24,Nervous about taking meds again When I was in 1st grade I was given Ritalin I refused to take it at lunch and became too much for my teacher. Then came dexdrine and that I hated also not sure why I developed an amphetamine addiction in my 20s. Now I've been given a non amphetamine due to that strattera. I've dealt with my ADHD my whole life it's now interfering with my relationship and need to get a handle on it. How will this new medication make me feel as opposed to an amphetamine?,4.435684830633285,5.704669505154643,6.236966126656848,75.0277319587629,70.44329896907217,9.25419734904271,29.32106038291605,9.606745405546679,2.7483060382916062,390,15,74,9,7,135,69,97,0.112,0.888,0.0,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,4,0,4,5,0,2,1,14,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,1,11,1,13,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593911508316941,0.2859592172421012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902815807233577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721414718994926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031027635666547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431451451660674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491778381948114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680649849693619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588276729728504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642991568845165,0.2397008384928343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491424172280826,0.1764304674250185,0.0,0.22980520121111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554599213434341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242568700306753,0.0,0.3578045079521418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470502409281325,0.26565297675178673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Peculiaruncle20,2018/03/25,"I can't modivate myself anymore I'm currently in my last semester of grade 12 and there really isn't much time left but I've been completely unmotivated to do any work at all and I'm falling behind already. This is right after doing really well and finishing the previous semester with a great work ethic and motivation. I dread doing any school work and procrastinate terribly like i was before I got medication. I feel increasing my dose would only work for a little while and then my body will get used to it and I'll feel the same again (currently taking 60mg of Vyvanse).

I feel like I won't actually be able to focus well without a coffee and I really just need something to look forward to. My entire day during the week is monotonous and boring, I honestly feel like doing literally anything rather than work after that. Now with the potential of a part time job I don't know if I'm going to be able to catch up. Just really need some advice on how to get back into that rhythm and stop the overbearing weight of work that should be getting done but isn't.

Thanks for listening to my rant and I'd just love to hear any tips you have to get back into a productive mood. I'm fairly new to this subreddit and I absolutely love it, you all are really great. ",4.196187368421054,5.728680164000004,5.919978947368424,76.05493684210528,71.36,9.743157894736845,26.35789473684211,10.064110947511567,2.71904,1011,33,190,28,19,347,141,250,0.096,0.737,0.16699999999999998,0.9739,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,7,12,15,0,1,10,0,22,6,1,3,2,41,47,18,0,6,8,0,5,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,16,1,1,6,0,0,5,6,3,2,0,4,8,19,11,31,36,7,33,0,0,1,2,6,10,0,2,23,124,26,11,0.20326648462362068,0.0,0.09917938372486898,0.0,0.0,0.09931482812815773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215481016175126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734226977323675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007928667064394,0.0,0.0,0.08363549870915454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562993797842588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648240356534782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289162063402028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065605209105801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554503338276116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040060931930274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555528420040145,0.14521361722967865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239669740215264,0.0,0.057760513744789986,0.0,0.08128538825013146,0.2241020168912704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454805056447134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085531072791802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055854972035663066,0.08284465729227886,0.0,0.0,0.1104248151466355,0.0,0.0,0.14895860550056175,0.10186320880720373,0.0,0.0,0.08534632655576364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345593842622965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238479926976604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471212716991986,0.15071952276814016,0.0,0.09815801874156513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729666054743031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005889733652828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32554428746424724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679423361968452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285826715939964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782422352826011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496994140801413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641554980541418,0.0,0.0,0.09357023466397424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852632180980192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777848966944475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152405655986204,0.12376190898089286,0.18276098100007607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979708187978756,0.0,0.4439412650944308,0.0,0.0,0.07219733933813333,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,daisyflower1997,2018/03/25,"Advice for not getting bored in relationships I’m in an amazing relationship with the most kind and genuine partner (not ADHD). I have ADHD/anxiety/depression (currently on ritalin and lexapro) Some days (especially near my menstrual cycle) I will seek dopamine (and my anxiety and depression spike- thanks hormones lol), realize I’m bored of my life/routine, project it onto him/my relationship and then it gets projected into me doubting if he’s “the one”. Any tips on not getting bored/projecting it onto your s/o? ",5.737170329670332,8.412821549450552,6.740755494505496,66.9948695054945,69.76923076923077,10.703846153846156,38.84752747252747,10.686352973137794,5.339097802197801,415,25,62,14,8,138,65,91,0.083,0.767,0.149,0.7368,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,15,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,11,7,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,3,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635721555766274,0.18846530531020705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311547158097376,0.0,0.14754108707168967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438187691478755,0.0,0.3322284360140721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022917814280586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083906885188046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622615160056115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069021791892735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6211940335902002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756404734585474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jordasaur,2018/03/25,Been on Reddit for hours Physically cannot stop scrolling. Help. ,4.013636363636362,7.149881727272727,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,95.36363636363636,5.836363636363638,23.681818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.4864181818181827,53,2,9,1,2,15,11,11,0.18600000000000005,0.659,0.155,-0.0951,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605588249777061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766700487617918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574459061939029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tessssssa3,2018/03/25,"This most likely sounds weird but I was diagnosed in 3rd grade with ADHD and have ALWAYS done things the hard way. 
Everyday tasks, work related tasks,learning new things, etc. 
And my whole life people have ALWAYS stopped me in the middle of a task just to show me that I’m not doing it right because they think their way of doing it is right. 
Even though it ALWAYS has the same outcome. 
Like leave me the fuck alone and MIND YA OWN DAMN BUSINESS so I can finish what I’m doing the way I was doing it. 
Ffs ",2.614901960784316,4.531501666666667,3.175098039215687,92.48460784313728,76.45098039215684,5.7098039215686285,19.176470588235293,6.42735559955562,-0.054576470588235004,398,8,83,3,9,124,72,102,0.211,0.7609999999999999,0.029,-0.9617,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,4,5,2,0,6,0,12,3,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,10,2,6,13,5,12,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,6,57,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068803107684351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782864030097497,0.0,0.0,0.4297058890983064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493569829242473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471972863780408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616024821150245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919829790301193,0.11369766134111632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914179668763967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542047333905988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227271123212369,0.0,0.0,0.12158844416725778,0.16819902317016305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381357406433948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625507616531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934105682906065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940153459931284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391777932829866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872597328284455,0.11030115178194684,0.16912788807901727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409913096334092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921895398826756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253208683091627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SimAlienAntFarm,2018/03/25,"Looking back on what having ADD means about me It was such a fucking relief to get it treated as an adult. I always had it as a kid but it was pretty mild, and my anxiety disorder really overshadowed it. My brother and sister also had it, but in a much more noticeable way. I actually felt like I COULDNT have it when I was a teenager because I didn’t have the same problems and I could still do well in school. Like claiming to have it would have been disingenuous? Anyway, I can only pick these things out now from afar because I was too busy trying to not have panic attacks every day. It was not a priority.

Honestly, I could cry with relief looking back on it. I always assumed my spacey ways were a personal failing or character flaw, and that I would always be some common sense lacking girl that deserved to get Darwined out of the gene pool. 

Don’t let people treat you like you are stupid. You aren’t. Even if you don’t have book smarts, you have value and worth. Every stupid impulsive mistake you have ever made has probably had ADD’s itchy trigger finger behind it. Every time you almost walked into traffic because you were thinking SO DEEPLY about something else was your brain just being really committed about something. 

And be kind to others who seem ditzy. That blonde chick who looks like she’s daydreaming about Instagram might be deep in thought about what giraffes would be like if they had more vertebrae, all because she looked at the Toys R Us mascot while keying the time for her bio final into her phone. That dude who went “lol oh shit” and barely stopped himself from taking a huge whiff of the lemon scented bleach isn’t an idiot- his brain just goes “OK!!!!” when a preliminary thought pops into being. ",5.531257953340403,6.8808020701219546,5.549178154825028,80.67790031813364,67.9329268292683,8.021420996818664,28.895015906680804,8.321376580360154,2.075850318133616,1381,48,246,19,23,433,197,328,0.124,0.7070000000000001,0.17,0.9466,2,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,1,9,1,1,21,24,6,1,15,2,45,5,4,3,3,51,61,19,0,11,9,2,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,5,23,15,0,1,7,3,1,2,8,10,1,0,19,9,32,14,30,28,7,31,0,1,5,1,28,13,2,8,19,183,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.09917385145216953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017653344489384,0.0,0.0,0.08127153354039986,0.25368684625709625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777448153018188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561603590428066,0.0,0.1562906613312976,0.0,0.24780490130542465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268999638097354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228269531749046,0.0,0.11163311705495682,0.0655413772499526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647400344336485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489679681125993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712405360084896,0.09192795821314652,0.2568768406501254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757840756694154,0.1113280388821372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395305378311708,0.10619242490720723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058294785756312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039210790366051,0.0,0.24825049419907466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34136626359001243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616246697754254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070222031709108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078107950523738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470795969230568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570366562764245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077292348903328,0.0,0.11923806022140628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045576312552478,0.08873727692658394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339177767753292,0.10957171258454476,0.09724386241221812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302104513802746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285252967685084,0.0,0.0925179257417213,0.0,0.0,0.1043192434230412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647574178779014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115991120464082,0.08496520174469425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641128731008373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751684383587192,0.0651188453404831,0.0,0.16136188236065732,0.1185197103557911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899845116770485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224545744050992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133447440323814,0.0,0.0,0.09137539325327294,0.0942097784840048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165799364097037,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bat_eyes_lizard_legs,2018/03/25,How do you deal with really bad brain days? Undiagnosed but I have my suspicions. I’ve tried everything I could think of to get my shit together but nothing’s working. I have deadlines this week so I can’t just take a break. Anybody got any tips?,0.4725000000000002,2.888023673469391,2.2109948979591856,90.12016581632656,97.9795918367347,6.531632653061224,22.4515306122449,7.6454224807358475,1.5717530612244903,196,8,40,5,8,64,42,49,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.898,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286024520457746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490754266285312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333011329579942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817534048092864,0.0,0.0,0.19238452764857436,0.3075433222537561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681007563515878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558540601589551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858483574051306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862353838460485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110428583280875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306209744327778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242911277269596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911442637842717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253212540466906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392853631132595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717239324132984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StarShot77,2018/03/25,"Effects of reducing Adderall XR dose? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I don't know whether I truly have the condition or not but have always demonstrated mild symptoms. Anyways, due too circumstances, I don't want to go into, I was prescribed Adderall XR at 30mg about two months ago. 

I understand that's a really high dose to start at and feel foolish for having not done the proper research before hand. Anyways, I began to function a lot better while on the medication, but due to cardiovascular side effects decided to have the dosage reduced. 

I went from 30mg down to 20mg. While a 1/3 reduction seems pretty dramatic I didn't expect it to be that different. My first 20 dose was Friday, which had an easy come up and nice first 2-3 hours. However, after hour 4 I started to feel really anxious and paranoid, likely due to taking a half dose of the new magnesium supplement I switched to the day before. I managed to calm the anxiety but have been feeling off in the wake of a 10mg loss in dose. 

Today was my second day of the dose, and once again the first 3-4 hours were pretty normal and fine. By hour 5 I started to feel sleepy and drowsy. This may have been due to taking Benadryl for cold symptoms I am experiencing (I can't take medicine with acetaminophen or DXM while on it or I become a vegetable).  

Everything except the magnesium supplement has remained the same since I lowered my dose. While I understand the effects are subjectively weaker at 20mg, I feel like it is wearing off faster. I'm unsure of what to do and don't want to have too return to the 30mg just yet. Is this a matter of adjusting to the new dose? And if so, how long will it take? 

Or is trying to reduce down from a dose I developed a tolerance to fruitless? ",4.475976676384839,5.819229052478138,5.620275218658893,79.20482682215744,70.42857142857143,8.753306122448983,30.046530612244897,9.174902378510234,2.6469431836734705,1387,56,259,28,25,461,180,343,0.076,0.8079999999999999,0.116,0.9548,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,8,10,7,0,0,25,0,31,17,3,4,0,48,54,23,0,5,13,0,6,2,0,2,13,0,0,0,10,12,1,0,14,0,0,3,7,1,0,6,12,8,23,6,48,39,2,51,0,1,0,0,0,15,0,8,35,177,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548857253322196,0.0,0.09255909730623713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688305238227438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987848357111131,0.11796114091869392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532003269983675,0.17770182846105206,0.0,0.0,0.09234807873247113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994573446341149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346802563119825,0.0,0.0,0.1059807444155058,0.0,0.10909321916928087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685452860665537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384298993322863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26398108420288063,0.07459530562092515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645035459559063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059342412341391024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032196796138014,0.0,0.0,0.4113176338761159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573846831851657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202544283071767,0.0,0.0,0.09240548660926116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877133755345172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518883198654097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334440735287572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016925835706008,0.0,0.0,0.10230618838708194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120036917691983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245862846392527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337840132616911,0.0,0.10309888641630474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505703477078672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637456662625068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172001606034628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705784682932264,0.3140334302345792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897481488295967,0.0,0.0,0.07089207976937209,0.0,0.10199993573523912,0.21740291762752648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317534055752742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679531958057867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ilovecopenhagen,2018/03/25,"Quit Cold Turkey off Vyvanse and i feel miserable For the past year i've been on a ranging dose of vyvanse going from 20mg to 50mg.
it caused me to feel suicidal
convinced me believe thoughts that aren't real 
dwell on things and entirely made me just an unhappy person
i can't blame it all on vyvanse but i feel it almost ruined my relationship with my girlfriend.
i said fuck it im done with this no tapering no next week im just done.
i haven't taken it in 3 days now and man i feel like absolute dog shit
Little to no motivation to do anything 
i cannot stop sleeping
i feel hungry all the time again
massive headache
muscle aches like no other
i will say at the end of the day i do feel like i have a clear head though.
any tips to help myself get past this? i know it won't be like this forever damn i just feel like someone hit me with a  big ball of go fuck yourself right now.",2.7964665653495437,3.857674345744684,4.2088449848024325,88.80500000000002,74.15957446808511,7.286322188449849,25.662613981762924,7.7094869923839395,1.1873316109422496,699,23,155,9,14,232,116,188,0.212,0.639,0.149,-0.9381,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,4,2,8,0,13,6,3,3,3,28,31,5,1,0,4,0,7,5,1,2,1,3,0,2,12,6,0,1,10,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,7,11,20,6,19,20,2,24,0,2,0,2,7,9,4,1,18,89,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230292851684355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305759658766472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100508644761008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760698570761276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254687183203025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753699273141925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499778595228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817745325436873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43229425154755935,0.2617648742555033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258280520178764,0.0638117322700546,0.0,0.13882695857119265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534817330018175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818661013315913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638586265320277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712350173209418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983507361392771,0.12241372654239915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155693280864602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298944734817331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318787038081,0.0,0.1066456362129566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299081220489822,0.0,0.13901906084122906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311298215649532,0.0,0.10430464251216268,0.11618060345655268,0.09712853502198364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253722501909638,0.0,0.0,0.12222557131936468,0.0,0.10348659316198523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211230623542587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359845380483748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114263830661124,0.0,0.11999934115909207,0.096963425072813,0.07121927983617281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797122713102943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865245874183922
adhd,THIS_GUY420,2018/03/25,"Smart phone addiction . I seem to be constantly looking at my phone . I realized today just how bad my procrastination is . I didn't have to be at work until 3pm today . However, I spent majority of my day before work looking through my phone . Pointlessly I may add. I of course had to rush out of my house like I do every day and hope I'm not late. I know my brain needs constant stimulation and that may be why I'm so attracted to my phone . How can I break away from this and actually get some work done ? ",2.3091154261057163,4.1057569126213584,4.453915857605182,83.51403451995688,76.96116504854369,8.461272923408847,25.036677454153185,9.150863307647796,1.9815208198489755,394,14,85,10,9,136,66,103,0.035,0.848,0.117,0.8029,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,3,0,18,22,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,16,4,14,13,2,14,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,5,9,53,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.17369501927463116,0.1940381144381576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722982734786662,0.0,0.14861631558378213,0.0,0.0,0.1514585208138665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869851281490666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846933522364705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295808949238373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214814090755574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996637095565046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299374291202683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678672935378065,0.0,0.20537946500740914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782003154235973,0.0,0.20078331014855036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695815226182123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29893776870495303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197919481380552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203770106384865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33743218490933885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061056015901012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887420132156259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdgirlistheworst,2018/03/25,"Yet another fight with my partner (Throwaway account for this post...) 

Had a fight over a mutual misunderstanding that happened this morning. It was going as well as could be expected. 

Then he said, “you can’t go through life like, ‘ha ha I have ADHD, ooops!’” 

And I just... I mean... I DON’T do that. Never have! Most people don’t even know this about me (and most people don’t even suspect it). 

I said, “I NEVER use this as an excuse, I don’t think it’s cute. It’s terrible, I hate it. “

And then he says, “It’s not terrible. Your mental discipline is terrible”.  

So yeah, that made me angry. 

I told him that if he’d like to have a conversation about the latest research about ADHD and the myth of “you just need more discipline” or “you’re just lazy” then we can but that I didn’t think that moment was appropriate for it. 

Other stuff was said, nothing inflammatory, nothing worth posting about. But now I’m probably going to cry to get some emotional release... I’m still just so mad and sad. 

No advice needed. Just a vent. Posting here because you all get it. ",1.2086956521739154,3.71918084541063,3.0305043478260885,88.08297391304346,85.95652173913044,6.017314009661836,21.323478260869567,7.404127859558343,0.919126144927537,813,27,164,14,25,270,119,207,0.177,0.75,0.073,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,2,0,43.0,1,4,0,0,18,14,4,0,7,3,19,1,0,2,3,36,40,17,0,5,10,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,20,7,0,2,5,0,2,3,10,8,1,0,10,4,20,6,16,27,5,17,0,1,0,0,19,1,0,5,12,116,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153331979701613,0.1281987425581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756564833347498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997307525514159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474567804643152,0.0,0.14410762053811982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757269570312312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330139837499134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708421010063612,0.0,0.2236773311042422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601214422371578,0.0,0.0,0.1295243719476683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209937645315186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266438355845627,0.1281870074409159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413649879889165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290592235572033,0.0,0.0,0.13221010026070207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945535592419803,0.2023658299420316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517634218663848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819032316766425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37693536264978855,0.0,0.14144654557188482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743792642970777,0.1043286871242714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047696417992886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018279482090238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812433625027348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253590290642668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330726953234375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795684690038352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MongrelMind666,2018/03/25,"Got an adderral prescription. How can I make my new life last? Basically I'm asking how to avoid developing tolerance to it.
I  take 2 10mg tablets of IR per day 

I do not ever want my dosage to increase. I want to stay at 2 10 mg forever. So, in order to preserve this, when my tolerance builds up and it stops working, I'm thinking that I will just take a month break from it and use coffee instead like I used to.

Will that bring me back to a general baseline? And will that continue to work if I just keep using the same dosage and then breaking for a bit forever?

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adhd,roomjosh,2018/03/25,"ADHD Inattentive, 300mg Wellbutrin + ??? (What's your experience?) I've been on Bupropion (Wellbutrin) for a few months, it's helped with depression and ideation. Depression and Anxiety have persisted, so I was put on prozac a month ago. I spent 10 days without being able to sleep more than 30 minutes at a time. I then called the doc to let them know, and he told me to stop taking the prozac.


Going to see doc tomorrow, his typical thing is to list a bunch of drugs and ask which one I want to try. I usually have no idea what he's talking about. I've been willing to go along with his suggestions, but I have a sneaking suspension that I'm undiagnosed ADD. Over the phone he seems to agree. 


I have no experience with any stims- besides coffee. I've been going down the ADHD rabbit-hole over the last week, and seems like a lot of opinions out there.


I like the wellbutrin, it's not perfect, but it's better than nothing. I'm still continuing to have issues with focus and motivation. What has been a good compliment in your exp?
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adhd,im_uncomfy,2018/03/25,"Can we just take a second to vent about the extent to which people don't understand us or ADHD and the full extent of the disorder plz? Just a quick example: ""I sometimes feel like I'm a little ADHD"" (one of my college professors said this to our class the other day. Not to mention she teaches Abnormal Child Psychology and was teaching the class about ADHD:-))

Vent, let it out, literally anything....ready, go.",3.888701298701299,6.250634493506496,5.250649350649352,77.01025974025976,74.1948051948052,8.036363636363637,27.883116883116887,8.841846274778883,2.577316883116884,324,13,55,7,7,108,59,77,0.036000000000000004,0.913,0.051,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,6,1,9,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,41,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7355675263320363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315742952808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338215271729581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315728844773528,0.14575001618053005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594774613435195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086215351704297,0.0,0.0996725586122642,0.20447895473009844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824741794632348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143992346031847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406719348977314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017783489691873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339563648452284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123892281032352,0.24540771935083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,speakersneakers,2018/03/25,"Feeling really bad about forgetting my house/car keys I honestly wish I could just look down and see whether I have them, but that just didn't happen. My friends just tell me to pay more attention, but if I could ""just pay attention"" I already would. Idk what to do.",2.700576923076924,4.986743288461542,3.216000000000001,90.529,77.65384615384616,8.006153846153849,25.784615384615392,8.841846274778883,1.952918461538462,209,8,44,5,5,65,39,52,0.2,0.703,0.097,-0.6627,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,11,5,0,5,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,4,7,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,31,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415175109146372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584018403705945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941872198653501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648176149161025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391025247855978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736710482656965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598842169051474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826002038953972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661450595342035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049807990226976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558853044857458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198448340277027,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Thisisnotmylifetoday,2018/03/25,"Pulse rate... super high. My kid has pretty severe ADHD. He's been medicated since he was about 6. Now he's 8. He's been on focalin for about a year, and done very well. He started out in a special education classroom because he was extremely impulsive, would get upset and start destroying the classroom, hitting and spitting, etc. After getting to the right meds, he's in a regular classroom, making honor roll and rarely having any behavior issues at school. This morning out of curiosity I took his pulse using an oximeter and his pulse was 130. I'm going to monitor it more today, but anyone else had this issue and what did you do? ",4.352,6.428963533333337,5.609999999999999,76.215,72.0,7.8000000000000025,29.5,8.548686976883017,2.5633999999999992,504,21,84,9,10,168,89,120,0.05,0.865,0.086,0.51,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,6,0,12,2,1,2,0,12,22,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,9,0,5,4,13,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,6,51,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539808079001314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754010729269485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311389875393461,0.19216665035105046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432844872292774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192827829231585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667356101264446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916729512347856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597377036224467,0.0,0.10658871625667783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815636870751127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915059511701783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519076324829734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832524053859336,0.18893641366454025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908052906186712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016626827248098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981013052183454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187757764823495,0.0,0.15514290388052565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26549703601897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777501863972442,0.0,0.20837442139404186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198257117579914,0.0,0.15474799862069172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686295453731687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332298003996459,0.0,0.0,0.12077574404865732
adhd,ScreamYouFreak,2018/03/25,"Adderall to Focalin (Generic) Keep in mind, all the medications I’ve been prescribed were generic.

I was on 10 mg for a month, but felt it didn’t do much for me, so I jumped to 20 mg IR and was able to do focus... for a few hours.

School ended, I stayed on my meds. Felt it didn’t last long enough. Doctor prescribed me 30 mg ER and I was on it for quite some time, around 8-9 months.

Felt the effectiveness wearing off, I wasn’t able to focus. 2017 rolls out, and I’m prescribed 30 XR to the end of February. It felt like a placebo... but I was on a normal sleep schedule.

Now, I’m on Focalin, 15 mg. I can’t stay up to save my life. I take my medication, do my work... but crash HARD. I’m talking about sleeping 12 hours hard. This is a huge change from the 6-8 hours my schedule usually functioned on.

Should I switch back to adderall? Go to a different med? Go to a different dosage or adderall, focalin, or a different med?",0.8538696482137986,2.7646707927461165,2.7394545950368148,93.51437414780476,82.00518134715027,5.721188982819744,23.62939732751568,6.8360192770164,0.6279595854922277,705,26,162,8,19,235,105,193,0.044,0.894,0.062,0.6358,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,12,0,15,7,3,1,1,22,26,9,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,13,6,16,2,27,12,5,32,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,16,91,21,3,0.21470871849949708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556814017815438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254887567393067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356667740618577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33648736861609896,0.0,0.10988173568581837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901681956665685,0.11092575073411737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123080811657202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202391268762368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923368386853099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31716725691633696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542148713602852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750813118400437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582755878368327,0.05244791725128499,0.0,0.0,0.09500522969135464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577394754557368,0.21629644538542064,0.0,0.0,0.10839729955451598,0.0,0.17137845066563834,0.0,0.07891780639945625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518447857605448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418457557138705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864834293644912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486377856820532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288509260164428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807171177409558,0.08628736745409467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625991901994164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823565980396425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815525211806468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kdean7,2018/03/25,"ADHD/ dismissed from college So I was a student at a big state University for 2.5 years, until I was essentially ""kicked out"" for failure to raise my GPA above a 2.0 before 65 credits. 
Some background info for my first years of college: 

I started as a freshman in the fall of 2015, and that same semester my stepdad was diagnosed with Stage 4 colon cancer (diagnosis was in October). My college was 1,100 miles from my hometown and it was extremely difficult for me to focus at this point, being far from home AND my stepdad being ill. My stepdad died of colon cancer 3 months after the day he was diagnosed. I was on Winter break so I was able to attend the funeral and be there, but then I was right back at school for Spring semester. At this point I was not in a good space mentally and was having a hard time with all of these drastic changes. My fall 2015 semester was not successful academically or socially. My gpa fell to around a 2.0 from a 3.5. 

At this time I was also working on getting my ADHD diagnosis. I got the testing done by a psychiatrist at my school and the results did not come until May, the end of the 2016 Spring semester. Once I was diagnosed I was able to have a more positive outlook on school, but I didn't realize how much work it was to ""be normal"" with ADHD. 

I saw a counselor at school for some of my personal troubles, with school, life, and an ex boyfriend who wouldn't stop harassing me. I tried really hard to make the changes I need to get better grades, but somehow I would always let things slide by and end up in the same position.

The most disappointing part is how hard I worked last semester, but they still had to dismiss me because I was above the credit threshold. I had 3 B's, (one B-, and two B's), a C (in Econ which i worked my ASS off for) and an F (unfortunately) in a class I neglected to give the attention I should have. I know those aren't grades most people would be proud off, but I really worked hard for those good grades and got above average on MOST of my exams that semester. 

Now, I am home and have worked for this semester. I plan to go back and have to write my reinstatement letter. I really could use some advice, tips, or suggestions of how to write a convincing letter that tells them I want to work hard and prove myself. I want to take a few summer classes to raise my GPA, but I only have 2 required classes left until I need major classes (that aren't offered elsewhere). 

Please help with anything you can! 

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adhd,Shugoshugo113,2018/03/25,Everything is going wrong again I can’t focus in my classes and I’m starting to slip through the cracks again I can’t drop out of another semester I can’t do that or I’ll kill myself. I need to work through this but asking for help is almost too much but I need to. It’s okay I can do this even if I barely manage to pass a class I can just get through this I know i can I’m okay. ,-1.6718965517241386,0.2583711494252867,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,96.12643678160921,4.279310344827587,16.445402298850574,5.985473137389443,-0.6218804597701149,298,8,75,3,12,102,55,87,0.083,0.8109999999999999,0.106,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,19,5,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,11,19,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,51,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920326953611332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058072068351774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726415692857154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262372990536156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621048598924169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236848697307045,0.0,0.1657442360210954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954783791401995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226535360762134,0.0,0.1602762695105991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438702041333987,0.4324908234896502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064224288754042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231547600847533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31885967798493164,0.0,0.0
adhd,PsychologicalCorgi,2018/03/25,"cant do this anymore sorry this post is A Lot but im spiralling rn and i just decided to type out my thoughts but now idk what to do with them so here you go i guess

i literally can’t do anything right i moved house like 6 months ago and i STILL haven’t registered for council tax (i don’t have to pay bc i’m a student but it’s definitely illegal to not register and i could be fined idk how it works?)

and the longer i leave it the more i freak out about the possible consequences and then push it to the back of my mind and forget about it

one of my housemates messaged me about it and now i can't leave my room bc that means talking to them and facing my fuckup and i can't do that rn
 
and my add is SO bad but i don’t even know if i’m formally diagnosed, i’ve jsut been told that i have add since i was a kid and i don’t even know how to go about getting a diagnosis (actually changing my doctor to a more local one and speaking to someone about add is on the list of life stuff i[‘ve been putting off)

my mental health is so bad to the point that i can’t even talk to my friends and leaving the hosue is difficult most of the time. i’m barely functioning rn and i don't know if it's from add or depression or anxiety or what and i just can't keep going on like this",0.3494229791560741,2.1757339359430645,2.6015086426029512,94.2857606761566,83.30604982206405,6.291865785460093,21.423614641586173,7.447530270364453,0.5656048805287242,1000,32,242,16,28,340,137,281,0.154,0.795,0.051,-0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,21,9,0,0,13,0,27,5,1,2,0,49,42,30,0,3,12,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,17,22,0,1,6,0,2,6,12,5,0,2,5,1,31,4,28,35,4,24,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,8,10,163,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.1244286585097731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302746166047414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754267816008846,0.0,0.12645290503546325,0.0,0.0,0.10492758189589878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804518551161506,0.21292641387162614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348857372474621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180414384453072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098217860967908,0.12941714941903287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305090477816962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526519587873391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985117657777381,0.0,0.0666172624216187,0.0,0.2173958832020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404635836834591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553421772075086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471262182591509,0.0,0.0,0.1377296834029117,0.0,0.0,0.113334280226916,0.0,0.0,0.21022390885523606,0.0,0.0,0.4050352222119235,0.0,0.0,0.09006212388895059,0.12458717904074434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840208303539343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889274810258126,0.0,0.0,0.12849729283029715,0.0,0.12874594907580253,0.0,0.10177505054446248,0.1355200012662442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280439121264726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053554164893872,0.14374523793047095,0.12211667534476292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817997890641303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889047350445673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547529418408404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803645800768297,0.0,0.0,0.1427338992724162,0.0,0.0,0.10182743463216427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596526684512362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497095521356296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012264939938923,0.07435048831218574,0.0,0.0,0.1218386177366876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282677843960788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sweet_bashful,2018/03/25,"Scared to take my ADHD meds, even though I need them So my doctor recently diagnosed me with ADHD after years and years of never being diagnosed simply because I never knew that what I had was adhd, but rather thought was just me being EXTREMELY airheaded, forgetful etc. 

He prescribed me adderall, 5 mg twice a day. The first time I took it (the first time in my life) I was VERY calm. I had only taken one, 5 mg pill because it was later in the day. I felt slowed down and I could think, it was lovely! Then the next morning, I took another as prescribed. I  felt NOTHING, and was sad. I loved feeling slowed down and content. So after 4 hours, I took the second pill as instructed by my doctor. But this was even worse. I was jittery, anxious and felt too energized. I hated it. 

My doctor told me not to take it as needed, but rather the same time, twice every single day. But now im scared. I dont want this kind of speed. I want what I had the first day. That's why I want to try taking it every few days, when I need to be focused. 

Another reason is because I recently had low potassium levels about a year ago, so much that it caused me to have heart rythm problems (slight). I struggle with hypochondria and am TERRIFIED that if I take it every day I will have a heart attack and die. I know its unlikely but my doctor was so nonchalant about it and told me not to worry without really asking if I had any previous medical conditions. Is it because 10 mg every day isn't very much? If I take just 5 mg every few days, would that not cause my heart to malfunction? 

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adhd,speedmonster95,2018/03/25,"In Praise of A.D.H.D. - The New York Times Just found this awesome article posted by the new York times today. What do you think?


https://www.nytimes.com/2018/03/17/opinion/sunday/praise-adhd-attention-hyperactivity.html",18.90946666666666,25.80597808000001,8.427999999999999,49.48066666666668,48.2,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5255333333333332,192,4,20,2,3,44,21,25,0.0,0.731,0.269,0.8582,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807300207316493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473530092847854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119315884633652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034052220739654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299157347878855,0.0,0.0,0.3694552992698048,0.0,0.3002877677353788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wajtog,2018/03/25,"Success using agile for home life? I've seen a couple of things where someone had success managing their life using Agile. I've not had experience with this method and not used it at work. I've read a bit about it and attempted to implement it at home but all the postits kept getting lost or falling on the floor, let alone other issues, so it didn't quite work out, but some seem to be really passionate about it and make it sound like the holy grail. They went from struggling to amazing success.

 I'm curious to hear about people's experience how this is implemented and why it works for them. Mostly this is an act of desperation because I see the shit about to hit the fan and two years ago I foresaw it, I knew if I acted then that I would probably be ready in time, I just couldn't, you know, ever complete anything that needed to be done. I can't plan or do projects. And the process for this particular thing is confusing and overwhelming for normal people, let alone someone like me who's a lifelong failure and can't get it together. I'm lazy, I'm pathetic and a waste, right? That's what people tell me. It doesn't look good, but I keep hoping some miracle will happen and I'll figure it out.",4.851125,5.6726165291666675,5.649166666666666,81.27750000000002,69.125,8.833333333333334,29.166666666666664,9.017664075816787,2.2659166666666666,957,34,189,17,16,313,144,240,0.142,0.677,0.181,0.9318,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,10,9,14,1,3,11,0,19,4,1,5,2,44,43,19,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,23,13,0,2,4,1,0,4,7,5,0,1,9,5,14,9,24,25,5,18,0,2,3,1,7,9,1,9,7,120,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557289035676913,0.0,0.0,0.2466985172253903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980072270593196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260082859862403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300237995689339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487163142006175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317792964005183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187825682213635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077306526625674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330007306218104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444722438573715,0.0,0.0,0.09989346732806093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531766811860023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423171947494753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892932882245504,0.11829084993988985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430701533059126,0.0,0.10585947312522664,0.0,0.0,0.0654529597022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435708545609939,0.16824439991738638,0.11637020242247285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000120395589152,0.0,0.13000916559010314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949861339190753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830940640156988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669042075543833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477019666123693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840742185003892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667502228070748,0.11912989031755185,0.0,0.07629701117781597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017087515838888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490541603077736,0.1084220373962054,0.0,0.0,0.12225203733092682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018221230171605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450673394174445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409660498032568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824638757428486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944680376998656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634110903378768,0.0,0.0,0.3085864196687963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040472474919276,0.10746711441508333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601135465241689,0.0,0.0,0.0846035611528753,0.0,0.0,0.07669498878444429
adhd,chakalakawhat,2018/03/25,"Daydreaming/trances? I know that daydreaming by imagining conversations is a pretty common symptom, but lately
I’ve been doing it so much that I don’t even remember what I used to think about. I’m losing hours of time. Has it ever gotten that bad for you? What have you done to get out of it? I’m taking my 30 mg XR adderall twice a day as directed, btw. ",2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,75.25,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.8218166666666669,279,9,56,6,6,95,56,72,0.125,0.845,0.03,-0.8220000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,8,15,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,9,12,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737739134185656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562508121890058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786798270071535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986603059061382,0.24633072731902705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422769403977833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268182192529106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966098106866982,0.0,0.3071909373289716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046585217033146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001879124178616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770492490985359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084875992245914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830466990669653,0.20475215967305466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449286209211662,0.0,0.0,0.1587930756924355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519866543424806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mqzp,2018/03/25,"Who is more annoying... I can’t decide who triggers me more:

PERSON 1:  ADHD does not exist.  Just a made up disease for snowflakes who need more discipline.

PERSON 2:  ADHD is real but you don’t need medication just more outside time/ blah blah blah.  Medicine is bad.  

PERSON 3:  ADHD it is really a gift.  Those people are always so creative and in the moment.  

PERSON 4:  I’m so ADHD today. Squirrel. LOL.  Everyone has a little ADHD",0.2022560975609764,2.2322941951219555,2.9575304878048776,82.98678353658538,107.04878048780488,4.489024390243904,18.539634146341463,6.322622252153567,0.708363414634146,332,11,55,5,16,115,58,82,0.116,0.732,0.153,0.7554,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,8,1,0,2,0,12,12,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,11,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7763163179731983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749780630714134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786963560547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130564879181443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344816276156953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294839781989691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224426770664208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014700078459207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158795043661275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956522684680937,0.4512206800478644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704838706933848,0.08276348234935729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533269297589136,0.0,0.12245858297842475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SoggySprinkles,2018/03/25,"Russell Barkley's ""30 essential ideas"" broke my heart I just spent the evening watching Russell Barkley's ""30 essential ideas"" on youtube. It was incredibly informative and interesting but I can't help feeling defeated at how debilitating this condition is. I was only diagnosed in July (age 20) and I'm having difficulty accepting ADHD as a permanent disorder. Its really disheartening to realise how unrealistic a lot of my goals, hopes and dreams are because they now seem so unattainable. I'm curious, if you've watched this too, how did it make you feel?",6.514795918367348,9.023217571428573,7.489540816326532,63.18492346938777,67.16326530612245,11.838775510204082,40.82142857142857,11.45678717892309,5.899832653061225,454,28,70,17,8,152,77,98,0.154,0.6729999999999999,0.173,0.49,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,8,6,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,4,0,19,15,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,7,3,6,11,1,5,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,4,2,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548882941453786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988051079898446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955360855291006,0.0,0.0,0.2817891500762184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239529383954796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486392505199278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913579908635497,0.164801963056929,0.0,0.0,0.24420510556229005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551162381066201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090304964803696,0.0,0.0,0.16412061698171734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699576438491586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575110811887292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383147218126712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,powerful-alex,2018/03/25,"Why don't doctors prescribe adderall before other medications? I'm trying out a new dose of concerta, if this doesn't work my doctor said we'll try something new, but I don't think it'll be adderall. I'm not trying to get the prescription, just wondering if there's something about adderall that makes it worse than the other medications? 

**TL;DR** **Why isn't adderall prescribed before something like concerta?** 
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adhd,Kvanantw,2018/03/25,"Parents demonization of medications, accusing me of addiction, that it gave me avascular necrosis and made me trans tldr: my parents blame a series of really bad problems on my adhd medication because they've never believed in adhd and now believe I'm abusing my medication (I'm not), and that along with my coming out has created an enormous rift in our relationship

I'm seriously at the end of my fuckin' rope here. I used to be pretty close with my parents, but they're very religious and conservative. Back in like 2012 or 2013, I talked to a doctor about trouble I've had focusing since I was a child (my parents didn't believe ADHD was real, and if I had trouble focusing that prayer would fix it). I was prescribed concerta, and eventually down the road adderall instead. I work as a journalist, and in my personal life I (and my bosses) saw a vast improvement in my work and I was pretty quickly promoted to a team lead. I was finally able to function in a way that I felt normal people do. 

Anyway, my parents have been FURIOUS with me for it ever since. I'm genderqueer and I have a lot of trans friends, and at some point I called them out for being biggoted toward queer people and they started to blame my ""anger and hatred"" on adderall. 

I had a really bad year later on where I was sexually assaulted, found out my partner of seven years was cheating the whole time, and had some physical health issues that turned out to be avascular necrosis and eventually led to having to spend some time in a wheel chair. My parents are still saying ""it's the adderall that that led to your health issues, and we just watched your life fall apart since you started taking it."" I had already been taking it for five years prior to all that shitty stuff happening. 

I just don't know what to do. We haven't talked in a while and the several times I've tried to mend the bridge, they just ask if I'm still on it. Any advice from people who have dealt with parents who demonize their medication ?


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adhd,pinkdaisyx3,2018/03/25,"Just switched to Vyvanse after 3 years on adderall. Not sure how I feel about it. I’m in my first semester of nursing school and I’ve been taking Adderall 30mg XR first thing in the AM with 10mg IR around lunch time. That’s been my routine on and off since undergrad. I had to stop taking it at times because my anxiety would get way too out of hand.

At my recent refill appointment, my new PCP asked how everything was working out and I mentioned some of the side effects of adderall I don’t particularly like, like my irritability and moodiness about the time the XR starts to wear off and the general harshness when it wears off. She decided to have me try Vyvanse 30mg for a month instead. 

I’m on day two of the Vyvanse and I’m not sure if the dosage is high enough or if it’s just how it works but I feel like it wears off much faster, like maybe anywhere from 5-7 hours. I do like how much smoother and more gradual the come up and come down is. I almost can’t really tell exactly when it starts to work and when it starts to wear off. Thus far I also don’t seem to be experiencing the moodiness and irritability that I had with the adderall. Only problem is, I really need it to last longer! Being in nursing school and working, my days are long and I need to be able to focus which is already hard enough to begin with. Anybody have an experience with making this switch? Would a higher dosage maybe make a difference? Or should I just ask to go back to adderall since I really need the longevity?

Tl;dr 
Just switched to vyvanse from adderall. Would a high dosage help it last longer? What are some pros/cons to the two? ",3.2062895005096834,4.951952055045872,4.108868501529051,87.175249745158,74.3211009174312,7.290927624872579,25.87257900101937,8.045849151850463,1.438326401630989,1290,45,268,20,27,415,162,327,0.068,0.868,0.064,0.7271,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,7,18,10,0,0,17,0,25,6,5,8,3,60,48,25,0,10,11,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,21,1,1,5,0,0,3,5,3,0,4,5,5,22,7,48,36,7,52,0,0,0,0,6,22,0,8,31,173,38,7,0.09780944500678028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794203062923153,0.0,0.10793515475090712,0.07821817783434303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482395771396314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707114286257876,0.18287725555360687,0.0,0.0,0.07520942579348287,0.0,0.05962372984168673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850835246641185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615800091175033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021900523529032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212660560944815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790482238267254,0.09567640537764976,0.0,0.0,0.09891078848084688,0.06987508705609502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639332791357833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511013980800736,0.0,0.05558736161689794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761805099317779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555960925343034,0.20668209752166325,0.0,0.0,0.09632260111934697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945550426650307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892377142205976,0.0,0.0,0.08655828094726249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057712808962696,0.0,0.1965254679845108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807056584787556,0.0,0.14380239235793174,0.21757339240065005,0.0,0.09446497147677793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438849039004923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359042941740753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797770507596387,0.0,0.09657502712482888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797676028782807,0.0,0.08904204526832525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618179672890492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769008579474926,0.0,0.0,0.08177307564269974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436848878331075,0.0,0.14708106021895553,0.0,0.08548976606172437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498024914643212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711004218385237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640619277901247,0.0,0.19109123100681089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763658479146163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848257634792153,0.0,0.0,0.2084430703282329,0.0,0.0,0.06298607577574625
adhd,collapsingspace,2018/03/25,"Unsympathetic parents. So I'm 20, and have moved out of home and am working full time/at uni but still return ocassionly to visit. Last week, I accidentally sat on one of my mother's hats and she told me about it and how it may be damaged so I apologised and offered to pay for a new one. This set her off and she started telling me it wasn't about money and why couldn't I just move the stuff over and it reminded me of all the times in my childhood I got chastised for personal faults that were actually due to my undiagnosed ADHD and how that really damaged my view of myself as a person. I've tried explaining it but they just look at me like I'm making it all up.

The whole thing almost brought me to tears so then they came at me for making them feel bad about something I had done. Ended up leaving early and probably won't be back for a while but man... this condition rly does make this whole thing so much harder.",3.512063492063493,4.718081238095241,4.783994708994712,84.80869047619052,72.5978835978836,7.93968253968254,25.66931216931217,8.418075326091056,1.5246867724867723,730,23,154,12,14,242,120,189,0.142,0.83,0.028,-0.9732,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,13,5,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,5,2,29,25,22,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,14,12,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,4,0,2,9,3,22,1,25,11,6,30,0,2,2,0,16,10,0,2,15,111,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.14357440405454733,0.0,0.17681766310752012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732610494576495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131313256032735,0.12284462175042045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827371245449266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287515380651834,0.15056166198466006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303105577616959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439166367277891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767063615488847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475800433250634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992787062317327,0.0,0.15578589730760067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187865801111687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235493457741259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946245787358745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127447270155093,0.10815502911195336,0.0,0.0,0.1420958521288081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939367492590934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336675282254112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569306619759984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862743157806455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425311049663568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326529648296592,0.0,0.0,0.10413701240558072,0.0,0.1174955465952248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684248343664781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859519213234966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954888405650841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715814857836503,0.0,0.0,0.14058583562564694,0.0,0.09988934948107532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180161380026448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275893319218993,0.3285233397952642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071099660993565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,opezskiller,2018/03/25,"ADD medication reducing anger? I am 16 years old and I was diagnosed with ADD coming up on two years. My childhood has had a lot of bad behavior suspensions, but I’m starting to think now I may be bipolar (my dad also has ADHD and bipolar disorder but he smokes medical marijuana to help it.). I’ll give some examples: in kindergarten I got in trouble for throwing a firetruck at a kid and other hitting, in the first grade I threw a chair at my teacher, in the 4th grade I bit a kid, 7th grade I beat up a kid at school and in 9th grade I beat up a kid at school. Now I’m in 11th grade and I feel like my medication has reduced my anger. Either I have bipolar disorder or anger issues. If it matters I take vyvanse 50mg. Feel free to ask me questions and I don’t want to speak with my pediatrician right now hence why I’m here.",2.0206007751937998,3.736721563953492,4.043627906976745,86.49517054263569,77.54651162790697,7.377364341085273,27.16434108527132,8.238735603445708,1.7665871317829462,647,27,140,12,15,221,100,172,0.146,0.775,0.08,-0.926,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,3,0,9,0,10,7,0,0,0,25,25,11,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,1,7,1,0,4,3,11,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,5,0,2,4,3,19,3,22,18,4,27,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,6,10,83,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060041144163106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682839156371942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826494823603206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242022905134676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731447016101242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366155790130395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097062132998596,0.0,0.0,0.3635272984818443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038082909439902,0.11330032413268935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349008550858102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213880815608,0.0,0.0,0.12684293679462355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630290839513452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553201143802596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748152277332354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483182667834107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793034357863505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641880985336913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766273450058487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543929267191054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210132832227232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225438150223896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924372833488785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162129413879696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549243036692414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354346023623927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431073505003654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426000458530227
adhd,pink_paperclips,2018/03/25,"Starting stimulants in 2 weeks; ADVICE PLEASE Hey everyone, I'm going on stimulants to help ADD in a couple of weeks and love some advice from people with experience rather than only my physician.

1. Should I take stimulants on an empty stomach? I usually don't eat breakfast.
2. Should I skip on the weekends? I've heard people say it makes them feel happier and can be used as a sort of tolerance break as well. Is this dangerous?
3. Can I have coffee? I don't drink coffee often, but when I do I like it black, strong and in large quantities.
4. What should I expect as far as mood changes early on?
5. Will I notice any impact on my sex life?

If I could do whatever I wanted all of the time I probably wouldn't be going on stimulants. However, I need to succeed in school and work and other things, but I am generally happy. I take 40mg of Prozac every day as well, but I don't drink or do recreational drugs. Please tell me your thoughts and experiences.",1.936894736842106,4.325630215789477,3.827631578947369,84.54092105263156,81.05263157894737,7.378947368421053,22.657894736842106,8.395991825355821,1.6213473684210529,751,25,147,17,20,253,121,190,0.018000000000000002,0.795,0.187,0.9846,1,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,5,9,1,0,5,0,19,11,1,6,1,35,33,17,0,10,6,0,1,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,6,8,4,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,2,4,21,7,24,23,2,23,0,0,1,2,8,11,0,5,10,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27623756816021866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961181149188002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495221962386579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285091726120865,0.15639338677079456,0.0,0.09115456859709796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692474116146065,0.1639130544203214,0.14462921754181216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908760834014255,0.13505933305053416,0.0,0.2765212319184243,0.0,0.0,0.07146728854618874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065701520377434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504622956884981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473926117569202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983477005495893,0.06905307044871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756761314135634,0.0,0.0943475775902956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480407414594207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609199892942171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749775204249827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959789361274424,0.0,0.0,0.3103044295779539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239170444952174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240165950725617,0.0,0.14304670370380926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000433320951654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254475334372455,0.0,0.1235400480112949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390203610500096,0.0,0.0,0.11221058659254847,0.0824182640115558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207500622049401,0.15566939115762665,0.0,0.08336778780931886,0.0,0.22675372404201485,0.0,0.2541687374260447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289941742755024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,s12scarper,2018/03/25,"New Netflix Movie Regarding ADHD Drugs Have any of you seen the new movie on Netflix about ADHD and the drugs we take/culture? I just finished watching it and I feel like it paints a negative picture about ADHD drugs. Those who have seen it, what do you think? Thanks y'all",3.2432075471698134,5.592990679245286,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,76.16981132075472,5.749433962264153,25.69433962264151,6.742157984588678,0.993923773584906,218,8,42,2,5,66,37,53,0.068,0.826,0.106,0.264,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,4,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361164479024434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998085007610568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138206400906374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921009363999591,0.12604414857301788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619651040598171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408012040172849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265605659734153,0.0,0.0,0.1624362891717523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305148149101625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Uqale,2018/03/25,"I've been experiencing these things on Concerta how do you guys deal with them / think about them? I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 7 and have been on Concerta ever since. Throughout that time I was diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder and generally lived a life of seclusion. A year ago in my 3rd year of high school, I finally went off my meds and I observed the differences between the two states as I fluctuated and grappled with my bouncing on and off my meds. 

Off my meds, I am very energetic, happy and I smile all the time. I usually have a large group of acquaintances and make new friends in this state. However, there are of course the shortcomings limited to zero concentration and motivation to complete assignments this is especially observed while I consistently went on and off the Concerta. I also get anxiety that I won't be as good off of my meds as I am on.

On my Concerta, I am socially awkward but very academically inclined. I do much better in school my life is way more structured and follows a consistent routine. Somethings that will happen on my pill is a constant feeling of disassociation. As well watering eyes whenever I walk past people and an extreme level of self-consciousness. My Anxiety also goes through the roof and I will think that semi may hit me if I walk to close to the edge of the sidewalk. Also all my emotions feel very dull, it's as if they is a layer of glass between me and the outside world sometimes.

TL;DR I experience almost two different me's on/off my medication. I feel disassociated on my meds and get social anxiety it appears. While off my meds I'm happy and very social, but get performance-related anxiety. Any words of wisdom?",5.319883966244724,7.127498794303797,6.684873417721523,70.58665611814348,68.96835443037975,10.456540084388187,34.052742616033754,10.595843684498618,4.134884388185654,1353,66,233,41,24,459,163,316,0.062,0.845,0.093,0.9277,2,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,3,3,9,9,0,1,16,0,22,8,1,3,3,41,38,31,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,10,20,1,1,6,0,0,6,1,2,1,3,7,5,41,7,44,25,4,44,0,1,1,0,11,21,0,5,14,169,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815446474713754,0.0,0.07239773686298592,0.0,0.0817832037822988,0.0,0.0,0.1959403884994687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554009564424663,0.0,0.3123961664979402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722326826692726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563205461790925,0.08825894982738802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420075365430718,0.0,0.16579172161438355,0.0,0.17066074334805406,0.09360375230455743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918705613698365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387744540464031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989136949569035,0.0,0.0,0.12388819874308372,0.0,0.0,0.08946822353490028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063099965193493,0.0,0.12801151944349334,0.0,0.0,0.0685030118765194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086860821538935,0.07222271548791423,0.17388377415540793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629147257399357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153753937467046,0.0,0.0,0.07211830728449836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451702301480598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544318365268627,0.0822764439230682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003867942615833,0.0,0.0,0.07887980229673322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796563563188767,0.05662142285026681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531384561620874,0.0,0.0,0.08520222190153243,0.0,0.0,0.06756032986765484,0.0,0.0,0.249764462870645,0.0,0.06287547496853288,0.08077618355201087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425957501213085,0.1046648709481892,0.0,0.0,0.09524777446793724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956431560625656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995071200761899,0.2695534393561309,0.0,0.06482782309259992,0.0,0.0,0.07343337932888863,0.15142243778324194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051888150066138
adhd,haejhog,2018/03/25,Does medication help mood swings and emotions? I feel like I have constant mood swings and my highs and lows drive me crazy. I get so emotional about the littlest things and I can never regulate it. I'm about to go on medication in a few days and was wondering if they help in this aspect. Anyone experience changes to mood on medication?,3.8472395833333337,6.322882578125004,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,74.78125,8.641666666666666,27.854166666666664,9.2995712137729,2.648310416666668,271,11,51,7,6,88,46,64,0.063,0.784,0.153,0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,8,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756458124172746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812392365411614,0.0,0.0,0.21260511769777327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268804696069691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216774739198026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426101047246653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244863039823706,0.0,0.0,0.09947722063560817,0.1405504810702724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278808064671087,0.0,0.11181138723176312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637401971879179,0.2078657033511977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611680622461602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945819572370444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173735350665013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307047427399311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335520521865536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,helpmespeakclearly,2018/03/25,"(Somewhat) On my way of Getting an Eval! I just emailed my past middle/elementary schools on obtaining my school report cards. Doctor's Appointment soon, hopefully I can convince my parents to go before that. Doctor previously mentioned sleep/diet/exercise as possible reasons for ADHD symptoms (I did not explicitly state that I had ADHD, but I mentioned the symptons. Doctor mentioned ADHD.)

Any tips to get a referral/convince my parents to go before that? I know that as an adult, I can request an evaluation without my pediatrician referring me.
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adhd,holisticallyrejected,2018/03/25,Inattentive ADD How do you get yourself to focus and not procrastinate? ,4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,5.433333333333334,66.79500000000002,89.83333333333334,9.066666666666668,31.0,8.841846274778883,4.415700000000001,59,3,8,2,2,19,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gucci_vuitton,2018/03/25,"I don’t know what to fucking do. Im so fucking tired of life. I have had ADHD ever since I can remember and I started getting depression and anxiety over the summer. The depression is awful but lately it has gotten so much worse, it has taken away my intelligence. 

Within the past couple of months My language skills have gone from being an avid writer to a fucking toddler, I’ve never felt before that I couldn’t accurate speak what I was thinking but now I struggle with even simple sentences. My logic and reasoning used to be great but now I’m a fucking retard. And on top of this my normal ADHD brain fog has gotten ten times more powerful. It’s like the depression and anxiety has been intensifying my ADHD,idk. 

Im failing three classes, and due to that I can’t go too a band competition so everyone hates me. The worst part is that my parents know about my struggle because I have told them and they refuse to let me seek treatment, I could kind of understand this in the first few weeks of when the depression started creeping in but now they are just standing by while my life gets fucking ruined. On top of all that I am just SO FUCKING ANGRY at everyone and scared that I will be stupid forever.

I used to be the kid who was considered ‘smart but lazy’ because I would ace everything without studying but now I am fucking retarded and depressed and I don’t know what to do, please help.",4.631813186813186,6.046405761904764,5.55328021978022,79.56046978021979,70.13553113553114,8.390402930402932,30.86611721611721,8.841846274778883,2.6142763369963378,1115,47,204,20,20,366,153,273,0.262,0.639,0.098,-0.9959,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,7,15,24,9,3,12,1,31,11,1,3,3,39,58,22,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,14,11,0,1,9,1,0,2,6,20,0,3,10,2,29,4,26,39,6,31,0,7,0,7,11,10,7,0,19,153,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111971517409707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205960283029938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109463263196193,0.0,0.0,0.10523215187646838,0.0,0.07344666498298308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963547182747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689145257039311,0.09550455002146012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37170963847880295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057009434162746425,0.07807575079765146,0.0,0.16495302129486908,0.07757325518052233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287475954555336,0.0,0.0,0.07341845268957993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558569857255893,0.09019076965061684,0.0,0.04905410727921087,0.0,0.0,0.09516124135117726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521698294717578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057854303783385526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646737644705755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988251405691215,0.1423073798696197,0.0,0.0973656974557277,0.0,0.0,0.08826168259575992,0.1219319433828558,0.04216855045456437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889483150584004,0.0,0.06345055581473029,0.0,0.06657050414507577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456917308308799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584123228803486,0.09346940681365892,0.08239626458433838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474660511042332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874493595848572,0.0,0.0,0.09777668090116734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641514606171452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139964639631179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218666801300487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046779614921651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055306381647746386,0.0,0.0,0.050330256160444335,0.09920498677976736,0.0,0.08247651064743454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985568350981656,0.0,0.1490947766869694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923570371956128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320339872282748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796111043913195,0.0613148291030537,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JUULiusCaesar_,2018/03/25,"Overzealous moves? Hey guys,  got a recent diagnosis of ADHD-PI as a sophomore in chemistry. So far all has been better academics wise. I've historically been terrible at math but have started to really appreciate it and actually enjoying Calc1. I was able to cruise through highschool with decent grades and college was a time of reckoning like most undiagnosed peoples. Highschool honors was easy, I showed up for points, cheated on tests when needed, and was pretty much able to do anything that didn't require me to sit down for a long period of time.  I don't think I have that high of an IQ or that intelligent but I understood the bare minimum of shit I had to do to keep my parents off my back. 

I chose to premed for college. Currently very focused on it but I absolutely hate chemistry. Labs just suck, I only chose it because it fit my prereqs and sounded kinda smarticle particle. I can absolutely grind through it but I really feel it's not for me. For a month I've strongly considered switching to mechanical engineering. I was scared of engineering in highschool because I thought I was too dumb for it because I just sucked at math. Now I'm it seems like it's very possible. 

I keep seeing posts about regrets from being diagnosed so late and lost potential. I'm just scared if I skip this engineering opportunity I'll regret it. I'm also scared if I take this risk I'm risking my chances to med school and spending more time in school. 

pretty much, am I making too much of a risk? Chemistry's already hard, but engineering is gonna be so much more time consuming but it actually sounds practical and interesting. People usually stress choose a major you enjoy and that will get you a high GPA for applying for medschool, but honestly engineering has been tickling my asshole and I want to challenge myself. This is reallyyyy a stupid ass move for the /r/premed community so I've heard all the advice not bite off more than I can chew. I understand this. 

tldr; I thought I was too dumb for hard stuff, I think I can actually do hard stuff now since I have treatment. Should I attempt hard stuff? Maybe I wasn't meant to try to do engineering, and would just be wasting my time. Wasted potential posts are usually corny/depressing to me but shieet it's getting real and I can empathize with it. ",4.436180882717576,6.623772006880735,5.5148499876022825,76.51207413835857,72.05045871559633,8.841953880485992,31.279196627820482,9.429241890294046,3.1534367220431436,1849,85,329,45,37,610,220,436,0.187,0.67,0.14300000000000002,-0.9751,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,8,17,31,8,7,13,0,37,4,2,1,2,56,67,29,0,8,17,1,5,2,0,4,1,3,0,1,24,13,1,3,11,2,1,3,5,19,0,0,20,9,42,12,49,40,11,41,0,3,1,1,6,16,6,6,21,215,66,16,0.16879463670125205,0.0,0.24707882475202614,0.0,0.10142917577288056,0.08247208271437595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313453947218407,0.06749250499308436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694518018849984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489632827607132,0.0,0.15434346575686195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464256960580097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269128662679218,0.08566150157629072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267382001375627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818823093469287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750024532675349,0.0,0.0,0.08356661409460893,0.0,0.0,0.30241367967766297,0.0833248790404565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834080114350662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003242874515002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952038511879406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246453334580092,0.0,0.0,0.0746889709115784,0.0,0.0,0.09212964270821274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633586535496021,0.0,0.0847884500537997,0.0,0.09374639467406164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673651343100854,0.17940198581410002,0.24816695947048215,0.06257954216245143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418796369446997,0.0,0.0,0.09371323427912401,0.0,0.0,0.11702094786183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978274546542538,0.09514529551022884,0.16165860281262506,0.1717248282924532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606262520743146,0.10813416650451596,0.0,0.08333217010289254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534893167006113,0.17082918385723522,0.06725373576780656,0.07683214888481124,0.0,0.0,0.08663263446486395,0.06981433387746118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973685631918671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667684302186856,0.0,0.2898442128898815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345628002380692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815678756945528,0.0,0.13400408699691152,0.2460637751775277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730023917459962,0.0,0.0,0.08786058483429499,0.0,0.0,0.18590344519977864,0.13927325288295062,0.04977972502231752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059953433478925275,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wild_oats,2018/03/25,"Weekend pro-tip Weekends are usually when my husband and I scramble to pull our lives together and get ready for the coming week, just so we can survive.

One day, he was out doing something on Thursday night so I scrambled to tidy up the house as a surprise for him.  He was so excited... but the real bonus came on Friday night when we had a clean house and a head start on the weekend chores.  We relaxed harder than normal, and felt *so* much more refreshed!

We've since decided to try to hustle-clean the house on Thursday or Wednesday whenever we can manage.  This is the 3rd weekend where we've pulled it off and it still feels really amazing waking up Saturday morning, hanging out Friday night.   

I don't really mind cleaning the house as long as there's a sense of urgency about it, so this has been working for me.  Let me know if you give it a try!",5.810000000000002,5.957452380952383,6.133428571428571,81.01157142857146,66.85714285714286,8.862857142857143,32.871428571428574,8.548686976883017,2.544138571428572,672,27,129,9,10,216,109,168,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.9723,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,5,1,0,3,12,5,0,0,12,0,12,2,2,0,0,25,20,18,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,13,0,1,4,5,1,5,1,0,0,1,6,2,13,5,22,13,2,34,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,19,87,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080046662516007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110806582873845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067058846408077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108783693614555,0.0,0.13499093254847494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345382459727877,0.13486922155132627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442885564713251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6488998819117809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726600966916776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437654468891718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414583116951165,0.12442001637958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195843565548902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335172912859536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958098601101218,0.1377508858178276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526917633930078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600251450234032,0.18013442417906494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629964181520976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108235043140345,0.0,0.0,0.09951215756469388,0.0,0.11227742255939016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090627731630305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548428731476279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127748938519239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023530786702018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SliCooper,2018/03/25,"What are some good entry level jobs for us? I'm a uni student and tried waitering for the first time. 

It seemed impossible. My brain was aching from the inactivity. I had no balance and couldn't handle plates and things. 

It feels weird to say it was too hard, because it's just waitering.. 

Is there any entry level job out there that is more suitable for the adhd brain? 

EDIT: It seems I was not waitering, but bussing. My bad! I'm still wondering what kind of options are out there. ",1.8831528046421653,4.506465148936176,3.3086847195357834,86.56136363636364,83.68085106382978,5.9713733075435185,21.31141199226305,7.348242739294969,0.8008212765957445,380,12,76,6,11,124,66,94,0.123,0.856,0.021,-0.8272,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,2,1,0,16,15,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,3,5,2,8,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,3,50,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457306522401632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904516685309293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707221354269957,0.12464171911234775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565075413244994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338510143314608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392027046144867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149795307017515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316305487865608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058056330777374,0.0,0.0,0.21292182798551115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162601061349925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722797491868409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328830950900133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583937106023294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922686250047908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882026585151888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594967878025503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173668898148471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,uselesthrowaway,2018/03/25,I appreciate the fact that I can always remember which faucet handle is cold and which is hot It makes me understand that anything I do I can eventually train my mind to not make mistakes.,7.456666666666668,7.381495777777783,7.818888888888887,71.065,63.444444444444436,11.644444444444444,34.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,3.902933333333333,152,6,28,4,2,50,29,36,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254104077805204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218260311224457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220987062958117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948799454395654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430181101041085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071287215289037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,legalscratchpaper,2018/03/25,"Diagnosed and feelin' good at 19 years old! I've had brain issues for a real long time. It is what it is. I was hospitalized a few years back and then I went into good ol' CBT. I did my time and I learned how to handle a lot of issues pretty well. I'm forever grateful for those skills I got. I still had issues though but I thought they were normal.

I come to college and I see they're not. I got diagnosed yesterday.
It's nuts. It's absolutely nuts. I don't know how I feel about my adderall right now. I'm keeping an eye on it. I can function better than ever before but there's some insidious side effects slowly cropping up that have me a little on the cautious side. But overall I'm happy because I have a way forward. I feel like I got a second chance at life!",-0.2473687182382811,2.0321810248447214,2.2889356295878045,91.68654856013552,92.78881987577641,4.666403162055335,19.740542066629022,6.351523495107088,0.22164347826086986,599,20,127,7,22,205,103,161,0.047,0.787,0.165,0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,10,6,0,0,8,0,11,5,2,3,1,24,25,11,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,10,4,20,6,13,15,3,26,0,0,2,0,1,11,0,2,14,82,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108895234078338,0.0,0.08790981869874878,0.0,0.12271312308164635,0.0,0.0,0.12754310127242235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609874104683808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422519317292055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927426970532247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044730103870558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583504765282485,0.1030245214610148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191505170137,0.3460166499260389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351552093307813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515571264803155,0.0,0.128181554806113,0.0,0.0,0.07925471281513488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018606466297103,0.07045431570384422,0.14453752398780892,0.0,0.127622388018219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260321872497412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129637265167122,0.0,0.0,0.15132541216012493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671465144865214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641439355589118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315559043061937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491766799136895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516726331111254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416867874314417,0.11448759688357045,0.16818143942623834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446815070994815,0.0,0.0,0.1296632021740605,0.13368524193910844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573458979146829
adhd,Reinhard23,2018/03/26,"I feel like screaming like a madman when I'm having intense emotions. When I feel intense emotions in school, whether it be anger, sadness or happiness, I do this bizarre and crazy scream into the street. I usually scream and laugh if I'm feeling energetic.

I've been doing this reasonably often without problems until today. The lesson was free without a teacher and we had just gotten out of the physics exam. I was happy and energetic because I expected a good score despite thinking the exam would be hard. 

I did my scream and laugh. After I did it, my friend did it too, and some weird teacher came(who normally enters Middle schoolers). Asked who is doing the shouting. I said ""I did it!"" He said

-Do you know what the people will think when they hear that?

-There's some crazy guy in there.

-No, they'll think the school is bad. This is a school, a serious place. Go shout out the window of your own house.

While I was insulting him in my mind, I was also staring at him like a rebellious madman who will not accept surrender. He said

-And on top of that, you're not even ashamed and you stare at me like that? And you also did it twice.

My friend: That was actually me.

-You're very good examples to each other.

-Do you have some problem with your brain?

-Yes.

-It's obvious.

I kept up my staring and my proud stance, not gonna submit. He told me to watch my step(behave) and I put my right foot at the back of my left foot, displaying and even more rebellious, proud and hateful stance. And while doing that I accidentally stomped my feet too, which was enough to trigger him.

-Do you take it literally when I say watch your feet? Come with me!""

-Where?

-To the vice president.

Fortunately, he wasn't there, so he just told his assistant, who noted it. He said he heard a bizarre laugh and the students of his class heard it too.

After he let me free my friends were waiting for him and I insulted him to the ground, which was enough to let my anger out.

Right after I left school I shouted at the school: ""死ね!このくそやろうが！""(Go to hell, you damn bastard!)

**Tl;dr** -> I have been shouting outside the window for a while and this stupid teacher immediately does stupid shit.",2.4883394447354625,5.147461855421689,3.0552252488213725,89.2268504452593,81.04819277108433,5.825563122053431,24.20246202200105,7.1686216300943375,1.0745432163436357,1710,63,330,23,46,532,201,415,0.16899999999999998,0.679,0.152,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,1,9,2,4,20,41,11,1,22,1,38,6,6,2,1,60,65,31,0,6,10,0,4,4,3,5,0,16,2,1,25,26,0,2,10,0,2,4,7,22,0,1,27,25,56,21,35,29,8,41,1,1,5,0,47,23,4,6,18,231,81,9,0.0,0.0,0.08718360371447123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428913986842764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352146379880004,0.0,0.0,0.06869745846440252,0.07459572541268411,0.05446124154091018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973373141183522,0.0,0.10218192273757667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695907409433604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818261998871998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009924515192209,0.0,0.1846255831221752,0.0,0.1180173362868287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551997728321474,0.06382499055256123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070731337532956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015487201380408,0.14986942594249267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884613067222158,0.0,0.19020960319496188,0.08003168958321327,0.08820541267885205,0.0,0.0,0.10069342510114772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308713492806107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049099294274189687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413779280368745,0.1827137706087228,0.0,0.17458934903712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020860578663753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753488511001388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061937569649585626,0.0,0.09334198211093124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097390572353185,0.0,0.0898120466695239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185708562609884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259288340793345,0.3399337335429118,0.07104728448910927,0.0,0.4520876247657968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170691109817664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717306320777372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717376765158723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468450624692345,0.17073767238340834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839612304930742,0.07371540701368583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722424302484249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346504672338177,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,filmsociety,2018/03/26,How in the world do you guys keep track of passwords? I am a hot mess when it comes to keeping track of passwords. These days you seem to need a thousand different ones and I try to keep them written down but I inevitably 'forget password' and change it and then proceed to not update my password cheat sheet. Does anyone have a better system? ,3.4809090909090905,5.741556484848488,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,75.06060606060606,5.006060606060606,26.15151515151515,5.46131890053228,0.6957151515151514,272,10,51,1,6,82,50,66,0.124,0.82,0.056,-0.5588,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,10,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,7,1,8,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593620333080046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225344684754983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26617703931851666,0.2167454535620525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162271915474039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628858323349261,0.0,0.0,0.2201914151065892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491400302542053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670945285536404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865705484967504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705019454719501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290623367363687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083118032484598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,drunk_dragon45,2018/03/26,"Adderall Okay, so I am 15 and was recently taken off of my adderall and do not know what to do. I have been medicated since first grade and cannot succeed in school without it. I sit in class at stare at the wall until the bell rings then go home and play fortnite until I go to bed. I have no motivation to do anything and I don’t care about shit. My parents keep yelling at me and taking everything away for something that isn’t even my fault. Any ideas?",2.433191489361704,4.137156308510637,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,76.34042553191489,6.402127659574468,25.57978723404256,7.1686216300943375,0.9933234042553196,359,13,78,4,8,116,67,94,0.114,0.785,0.101,-0.3022,1,0,1,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,0,2,1,11,2,1,1,0,12,18,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,3,3,10,4,16,15,0,16,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,5,54,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133742407524254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523567390876004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290320168447425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418911200300272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670069631819214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132240616132972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180383875094368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696680954936645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379800445786817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678251905956983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087777090888116,0.0,0.0,0.1303858203136894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239003360916863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634368864748815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342547197732511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401086071811105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353264153240586,0.1962547860979464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264583543224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838168712606065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869952504154334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,reychip,2018/03/26,"Having problems with memory recall don't know where to look. Hello,i am currently having some problems with my memory.My doctor sent me to have an MRI but everything came clear.Then i tried to challenge myself and learn some new stuff.It seems like i can learn for example a series of numbers (around 18 digits) and recall it for a while but after a couple of hours i can't recall it.Should i tell my doc to examine me for ADHD?He told me if the symptoms continue he will talk with a colleague of his and take it from there.What do you guys think ,i don't know where to look for info and i am totally panicked cause i am starting a degree in like 6 months.",5.2577611940298485,5.294002947761194,6.1768283582089545,80.61136194029852,68.02985074626865,9.088059701492536,27.94402985074627,8.841846274778883,2.0191820895522383,521,15,103,8,8,173,84,134,0.066,0.8690000000000001,0.065,-0.0489,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,1,1,26,23,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,2,15,3,19,19,3,14,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,4,10,68,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990223795028775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029519738184035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187932042624407,0.0,0.19651507198596746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116668773624721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580094194982614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192572172963302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941445054525885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838935416111596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026403953786552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869164431561401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32128318621079466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269171833151446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475617103932168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660914541076597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414992126822215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354012477302199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898969631622187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883119133226626,0.14383179867438095,0.1537575623504011,0.16720231418790332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257561654355867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827928141703447,0.0,0.12987834240933893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Revali25,2018/03/26,"Losing Motivation I've been diagnosed since I was about 12 and up until my freshman year of high school, school was great. I am homeschooled, so I do have more freedom than most others my age but then high school happened, and everything changed. Now, instead of just being distractible until I started whatever task, I started getting distracted while doing the task itself, and has continued to happen even to this day. It's been so frustrating to try to do things I used to be able to just sit down and do, but I just can't. 

This year I started my medication journey with Concerta, which was a disaster. I had the normal stimulant side effects with the addition of depression too, but with none of the benefits. I finally got off that and started Vyvanse three months ago, and it's been better, I'm not really depressed anymore but I don't feel like it's helping still. The advice I keep seeing everywhere is to just keep trying, but I'm losing motivation to do that because I'm honestly just tired of trying and failing.
I'm trying to never use my ADHD as an excuse, but I'm way behind on most of my classes because of disorganization and this lack of motivation. 
My parents keep telling me to do all of these things like get a job, do well in school, and stuff like that, which I don't fault them for, I do need to do these things, but I'm guessing they won't understand exactly what I'm feeling right now. I'm pretty sure I have RSD, though I haven't been diagnosed for that, but I'm worried that people might see it the wrong way, like I'm some kind of spoiled child or something. 
What can I do to combat these things?",6.52211424590735,6.362444598746084,6.9686886102403385,76.66575322187394,65.3949843260188,10.098293277603622,34.02316266109369,9.725611199111238,3.1364941135492863,1293,52,246,24,18,423,165,319,0.177,0.7,0.123,-0.9715,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,8,16,21,1,2,9,0,32,4,0,7,4,53,63,26,0,3,15,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,26,13,0,3,7,0,0,1,8,10,1,1,9,4,26,11,38,50,7,33,0,5,2,0,7,9,0,6,24,176,52,10,0.0917309001095307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024271591616418,0.08963837393349189,0.08131390822129793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909724040805025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183661058267462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112852671435185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703912923258892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915884186262187,0.0,0.15801537969946827,0.18620986538179132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058739438762175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824418181758622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276379860107087,0.06553257336694923,0.0,0.10048671729901644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958512185078986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336558059479281,0.10113364120928296,0.10105192830377037,0.0,0.16223466404181627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061485288739031224,0.1938374646832287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102876404862316,0.2446039163928521,0.0,0.09552361653285253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926033714711306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524682673407246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924092312802056,0.0,0.0973119889022706,0.0,0.0,0.07321872930359198,0.0,0.0,0.06801730011320216,0.0707485251950834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898768057931073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185630895149887,0.0,0.0,0.06359465613848203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332330326526593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587651635141055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833768748441627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713462727594937,0.14619530189524496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588074849156996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061892847061757,0.0,0.0,0.2597104129355104,0.0,0.07325641532110545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500993419984277,0.0,0.0,0.08645528776262162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017684989881665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376773605577975,0.0,0.09012514361439514,0.0,0.0,0.10543117551537208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491170391997853,0.0,0.0,0.0954951020779664,0.0,0.15845209076238675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562343757000135,0.0,0.0,0.08247709563669826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315718178508173,0.0,0.0,0.1002933391118256,0.0,0.11814338430968065
adhd,Joyanonymous,2018/03/26,"Any women on here put off having kids by their ADHD? I never wanted kids. I always remember being such a nightmare as a child, the thought of having to deal with anything like me put me right off. Last year age 36 I was diagnosed ADHD ... and lots of things suddenly made sense!

I’m still not sure about having kids. And time is ticking. Any women on here with similar experience? I’d appreciate hearing anything and everything on the topic!

Edit: I’m not sure not wanting to deal with anything that was like me is the only reason I dont want them. Childbirth seems disgusting and kids are annoying. But I don’t know if the adhd is a factor in it too. I feel overwhelmed by just trying to look after myself most days, how on earth would I cope with a kid?? I had insomnia til I was about 30, I still get flair ups occasionally so I know what it’s like to be dead tired. Adding the responsibility of another human to that - plus having to basically organise the whole house (because whatever anyone says, the burden of that definitely falls on women in the majority of straight couples) - ARGH!",3.7789526847421584,5.873744665071772,5.36799840510367,77.25737772461459,73.64114832535886,8.089420520999468,26.443646996278574,8.841846274778883,2.2315452418926105,861,31,155,18,18,291,129,209,0.109,0.816,0.075,-0.8474,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,2,0,11,10,3,1,12,0,17,3,0,3,3,33,31,11,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,10,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,6,4,17,5,33,22,4,26,0,1,1,0,16,12,0,4,14,108,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438930460878972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129904647858806,0.0,0.0,0.1655773875811886,0.12765703878270468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512479496734228,0.0,0.3005497301734769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421275655001948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470514084862487,0.0,0.07851347972829202,0.2510211885796711,0.0,0.12356550627555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268064678926615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941380554989832,0.11908697759642925,0.0,0.0,0.061556382711966735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360513884575275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721201411843922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047385317333236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381237260303958,0.09923592963834464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843088712803906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223256796269344,0.0,0.0,0.10350064370699012,0.0,0.11519516706019935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389488914623856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259023113948843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447685497488191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251709902324426,0.0,0.0,0.13790988564987985,0.10396695142463706,0.0,0.09681407691320368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082928970998264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444654081083285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294806750584151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087993527523597,0.0,0.0,0.0966495015151034,0.07098870413521237,0.13992445086701874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265478579095714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154196510025904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592052816027145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648198110540595,0.0,0.0,0.07839781778157709
adhd,alarmedpineapple,2018/03/26,"Confirmation Bias Discussion As someone diagnosed with severe ADHD (and Tourette's) at a young age, I began to follow this page almost immediately after creating a reddit account. I noticed a bizarre confirmation bias that I think should be acknowledged and discussed.

It is obvious that ADHD affects everyone differently and there is no quantifiable way to diagnose or measure ADHD, however, it seems as though a considerable amount of posts in this subreddit blame seemingly arbitrary shortcomings on ADHD itself. These shortcomings are then reinforced by some members of the group and essentially recognized by some members of the community as a legitimate characteristic of ADHD.

Hear me out. ADHD is a ridiculously difficult disorder. I am not arguing that it doesn't exist or that it is at all easy to live with. It affects us all differently, however failing out of school because ""ADHD makes you too lazy to do HW"" is not an inherent characteristic of ADHD. These unsubstantiated claims only serve to negatively impact the perception of ADHD as a whole. 

I am open to discussion and was just wondering if anyone at all has felt this way.




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adhd,BlueLightSpecialADHD,2018/03/26,"Parenting when you have severe ADHD Hi, I'm ADHD-C, diagnosed a few months ago as an adult. I've been misdiagnosed over and over for the past 10 years and finally this diagnosis is like a puzzle piece finally falling into place for me. I'm still working on finding the right balance of meds that work for me, but just reading the stories here make me feel 100x better because I'm not alone. One thing though that I haven't seen talked about much is being a parent with ADHD (when I google I'm flooded with frustrated parents with their kids ADHD)

 

I have one child and am recently divorced. Parenting never came naturally when I was still with my ex, but it was much easier when there was someone else in the house so that I could get ample alone time. Now, when I'm alone with her for a week, I get zero down time between work and parenting. I'm so mentally exhausted from work that by the end of the day I cannot deal with someone asking me questions and wanting me to do things for them/with them. Trying to play with my child is so incredibly difficult because I am not genuinely interested in what I'm doing so my mind is screaming at me to do something else. Just trying to watch a movie with her is almost impossible- I can't sit still to watch shows or movies. I wind up feeling like a horrible failure of a mother because I'm basically hiding in my room so that I don't snap at her. I manage to do what I need to do, but I'm not a very ""present"" parent. 

 

Also, homework- I fucking cannot help her with homework. I can't and could never do my own homework, let alone have the patience to sit with someone while THEY try to do their homework. It makes me insane and I end up looking like an absentee parent that doesn't make her kid do homework. Luckily my daughter is responsible unlike me and generally gets her stuff done one way or another. 

 

I am really hoping that I can find a medication that works for me- I'm in therapy as well but this is more than I can control on my own. I have extremely low executive functioning and cannot just ""make"" myself do something. In my lowest moments I've thought about just giving my ex sole custody because I'm obviously an unfit parent (I'm really not- she's safe, happy, and healthy- but trying to keep it together is killing me). Can anyone relate to the challenges parenting with ADHD?",5.592837628295058,6.044953197002144,6.6595097098131895,75.99920770877947,67.35117773019272,9.781850402421915,32.59167097393487,9.753983421225431,3.1002160378055086,1881,77,353,39,29,632,220,467,0.129,0.767,0.104,-0.9515,10,4,2,0,1,0,54.0,0,1,4,8,25,18,3,0,20,0,44,4,0,5,3,63,76,32,1,5,15,13,2,3,0,0,3,1,6,5,18,23,0,3,6,3,0,2,14,7,1,4,8,7,52,11,54,64,7,51,0,1,4,1,38,19,1,6,30,246,70,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35255473472654303,0.0,0.052008158732843424,0.0,0.05875037022275852,0.24306117980964326,0.0,0.04691904871069421,0.0,0.1907094884679723,0.0,0.0,0.06152149024319663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041024014758416785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548493144366652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306079544221167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188958921564415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710380966834653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580433476451815,0.0936877816230588,0.0,0.0,0.037837837404998236,0.060487058729001876,0.0,0.05954966652224595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600406383254951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802391492931133,0.0,0.10392989776322556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933147806862363,0.04191445906848334,0.0,0.1285420725223676,0.10724816777588153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054240245199473736,0.09195927540455293,0.05628241486509585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245619904151914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932582661961743,0.0,0.0,0.05827338135317324,0.0,0.0676982708500541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521493374204939,0.06491059048959688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999490789678026,0.0,0.0859908249964812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926872808917058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665296234118606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651700756789951,0.059104697756270974,0.0591264061324645,0.0,0.059240822162835986,0.0,0.0468305038970063,0.0,0.08625963476221181,0.043503683665524866,0.0905011358806322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927063665620535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863232108493388,0.0,0.05600795452106639,0.0,0.0,0.061298539250668665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572476707567587,0.0,0.058686716111720126,0.0,0.0751720835674356,0.0,0.05793037535984324,0.0,0.0,0.05010457589082257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628134802253889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491348343434304,0.09033535644228738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056382331975711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716407372189756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047157397935697384,0.0,0.0,0.06709521755302536,0.0,0.07795659677451247,0.0,0.05764380137972608,0.04657809252956629,0.06842287601963924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933459356667493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048409586640631865,0.0346055809214134,0.04657018105531945,0.047062208034808005,0.0,0.05275213030006348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356534760763732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778209668443802
adhd,TheOneTrueGordy,2018/03/26,"Just made an initial appointment with a new PCP, but the appointment is a month away. I would like to restart my medication sooner, how? I have previously been on Escitalopram and Strattera for dual treatment of ADHD and Depression/anxiety. 

I'm riding a wave of motivation after being at my current job long enough to get enrolled on the health plan. I've made an appointment at a medical office, but the soonest our schedules merge is early May. 

I'd really like to start medication while I'm doing well, as my ADHD especially puts strain on my relationship and other areas of life.

Does anyone have experience with walk-ins or other options? Its important that I do not pay too much for it.",5.465859375000001,7.474228867187502,7.0098125000000024,67.60393750000003,68.921875,10.12,31.55,10.355215969177356,3.816566250000001,557,24,90,16,10,191,91,128,0.014,0.857,0.129,0.9265,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,9,0,10,5,0,4,0,17,16,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,8,3,18,10,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,11,64,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100399367886735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050339044060136,0.0,0.0,0.1192827861991863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027799990593186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928732684808055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626845823313578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687295979029196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912794657559174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133267680269494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928750505762769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204950770215644,0.1666865168861037,0.0,0.0,0.15096968243127096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32283896810307505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155643396200513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361659266369263,0.0,0.12540568776060348,0.0,0.0,0.16476005055388365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149336218180875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928642193024396,0.0,0.0,0.18315333740583356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074679993417912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533838440042753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118456985694727,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jcandre21,2018/03/26,"Just looking for support/advice. I was diagnosed with ADHD in kindergarten. I was on meds until I was about 10/11 years old. I stopped medication because I had a TON of awful experiences. It wasn't that they were ineffective, they were just harming more than helping. I have been on Ritalin, stattera, concerta, and vyvanse. The first 2 made me puke every day, concerta worked for a little while, and vyvanse made my extra introverted and depressed (more or less). Over all, I remember medications making me so not myself. I remember having no interest in anything, not even friends, and just feeling like a shell of a person. Obviously, I stopped. I spent hours at the table doing simple assignments all throughout middle and high school, but I managed to do well in school. I graduated with a 3.2 GPA and quite a few college credits under my belt. Now that I'm in college, I can't seem to catch up. I've been struggling with school since I started, and none of my old strategies are helping. I feel like my ADHD is just out of control. I'm in my 3rd year, but I haven't made any progress with my degree because I'm failing the major critical courses for it. I tried to get back on medications last year, but I didn't work out because I needed to be reevaluated since I haven't been on medications since I was 10ish. I finally got reevaluated a few weeks ago. It was kinda funny bc the psychologist looked at me at the end of the testing and said ""You definitely have severe ADHD."" Anyways, I'm finally getting in to see my physician tomorrow to discuss and try out medications. I have no idea where to start and my anxiety is through the roof. I really want to do well in school. It's not like me to be this far behind and to fail classes. I'm not an idiot. I just have an extra hard time turning things in on time and completely finished. So I'm hoping that I'll be able to get some help with this. But here's another development. Due to the fact that I've been failing school, I've been having a lot of self esteem/worth issues. I don't feel like I'm capable of accomplishing what I want to do with my life bc it requires a PhD, which is more time spent in school. I'm planning to drop to part time school next semester to see if I can try to catch somewhat of a break, but I'm afraid I'll fail again. Which at that point, I'll drop out of school. I have no plan for what I'm doing anymore and I couldn't be more freaked about my future. I don't even know where to begin to create a new plan or career goals. I'm so sorry for this being such a long post, but I have a feeling that I'm not the only one dealing with this. My brain isn't created for college and it's so frustrating. I spent the majority of my life looking forward to college. 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adhd,kidshitstuff,2018/03/26,"Lost track of my pen for the ~6 time in two hours. Always have to spend about 3-5 minutes glancing around trying to find where it is, only for it to be somewhere glaringly obvious. I checked behind my keyboard twice and I didn't see it, spot the pen: https://i.imgur.com/5Risg7n.jpg  
  
UPDATE: Just lost it again, looking around, wish me luck  
UPDATE 2: Behind the keyboard again...",4.206554621848742,7.093965705882354,3.4691596638655464,87.49264705882356,75.76470588235293,5.650420168067227,24.420168067226893,6.868970318607317,1.0096697478991596,300,10,52,3,7,88,51,68,0.065,0.853,0.081,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,5,1,12,5,0,10,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,6,35,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182614695003402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532500624612818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326762277092987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507043294624107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137782310608644,0.0,0.5557956734834678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361516805231294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286269579777236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844427659165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283918664308148,0.0,0.2486820246701511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927477926883406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,murrayalexander,2018/03/26,"Just looking for support/conversation from the ADHD Community related to the Med Roller Coaster. Because of some changes in schedules on Saturday I forgot to take my medicine. (Concerta 18 & 27 mg) 

I felt better on Saturday than I have in quite some time. Did I feel a little impetuous and like I had no filter, sure. But I felt present! I felt comfortable in a group of strangers which also hasn’t happened I quite some time. I didn’t feel anxious like everyone was judging me, etc. 

My knee jerk reaction is to think, I need to stop taking my meds. I took them yesterday and felt “foggy” almost. 

I used to give myself weekends off a few years ago before I got married and got a house and life got a lot crazier but I haven’t taken a break in forever before Saturday. 

I guess I’m reaching out just for some conversation on others experience,

Obviously I’m not going to make any actual changes unless I chat with my doctor. 

Has anyone successfully gotten away from medication? I know it can be a godsend but I think maybe it’s impact can change over time as life changes too. ",4.493097826086959,6.1985975700483085,5.702001811594204,77.2251766304348,70.8840579710145,8.846497584541064,30.811896135265695,9.354420925462401,2.9339954106280177,855,37,155,19,16,285,130,207,0.039,0.851,0.11,0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,4,7,1,0,9,0,12,5,1,2,2,36,40,10,0,1,7,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,9,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,15,7,25,6,27,24,7,28,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,7,15,97,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.10189265659723724,0.0,0.12548491178480298,0.0,0.09255639717536238,0.0,0.10455518389854612,0.0,0.0,0.08349955494222824,0.0,0.11313214176275575,0.0,0.07100485974216528,0.0,0.0,0.11795769976025693,0.0,0.07300844898610312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810005745662813,0.0,0.0,0.06364958943841025,0.0,0.17769664454928658,0.0,0.0,0.0923453847574231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418231706368941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687179101435323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644881573454158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977171325327186,0.0,0.1021365811464645,0.0,0.0,0.10558935334222697,0.0,0.4010138974311712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016308346929867,0.05934068120653331,0.0,0.25052739310176697,0.0,0.1150234027119392,0.0,0.09233264228180857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047932858130413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738300916111711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750089202502986,0.10202246654792957,0.10464990369044352,0.0,0.0,0.08768116534889854,0.0,0.0,0.08876874791897714,0.0,0.0,0.06969691945655998,0.0,0.10489754150418712,0.0,0.2319600445567904,0.10518576342147076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742139545107296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221135299941001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729448334738166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848736806584212,0.09840862562268964,0.0,0.15701213463095515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380809657244175,0.0,0.0,0.18265330987640796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160074025262031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017986569995383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672389646556441
adhd,omers,2018/03/26,"SciShow Psych releases ""Why Stimulants Help ADHD"" video [6:08] New video from SciShow Psych ""Why Stimulants Help ADHD""

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoX0vEDn5a4

Interesting bit at the end that use by those without ADHD may not actually provide cognitive benefit. ",12.115000000000002,17.170801611111127,8.242222222222225,52.00000000000003,60.66666666666667,12.488888888888884,42.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,7.163966666666667,222,12,23,8,4,62,28,36,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.2009208218420012,0.0,0.7423262611819249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247806602611736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235913659249672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760100391699678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988517074339572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782451979495553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715708818642637,0.0,0.0,0.1984724716984417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,moonyowl,2018/03/26,"Failed today... how do I move past it? So long story short, my mental illnesses won today. Today was the first day classes started again after Spring Break. I stayed up literally all night (which I've never done before) paralyzed with fear and guilt about a midterm due for my first class that's 20 days late now. By morning I had basically decided to drop that class instead of facing my fear because it's been literally so debilitating these past two months that it's inhibiting all other aspects of my life. I just feel like I'm stuck, my mental block on my late assignments is insurmountable, and I'd rather just forget they exist at this point.

Today I skipped all of my classes. Slept most of the day. Now I'm awake and I know I need to pull it together and actually work on other stuff, but I still feel like I can't. This time it's the shame about the day that's inhibiting me.

I KNOW that medication will help me, it has with mental blocks like these before, and I wish I could be on a stimulant right now, but I'm currently switching out antidepressants because my last one turned on me and caused suicidal ideation. Stimulants have been an even mix of good and bad in the past for me and usually make things worse when there's other stuff going on in my head, so I have to ride out the storm before I can try them again.

The goal right now is to just hold on and make it through the semester without stimulants. I need to pull it together, but the thought of all the damage control I need to do in my other classes at this point is too overwhelming.

TLDR: Anxiety and ADHD have made college impossible, but I still need to pull it together to get through. The shame of my ""failures"" in my fight against my mental illness has made it that much harder. Lost and need direction",6.4348275862068975,6.423688574712646,6.624160919540231,78.56193103448277,65.55172413793103,10.178390804597699,31.76781609195402,9.888512548439397,2.833044367816092,1416,50,279,28,20,455,175,348,0.165,0.777,0.058,-0.988,1,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,2,8,23,16,1,6,14,0,20,7,3,10,5,57,46,20,1,8,9,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,29,15,0,4,6,0,0,6,3,11,0,4,12,2,36,5,42,31,6,65,0,4,0,0,4,20,0,1,39,188,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.08321097289208951,0.0,0.10247766562967997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523112316254236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711966771356379,0.10395929281317393,0.0,0.21767482318750644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759551893759744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563727204248658,0.06808095462255799,0.0,0.0,0.2199677308402733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726055634006785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631986378265458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190434384902014,0.08622989243850515,0.12183344877783485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450608067010925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445499234975288,0.0,0.048460762337301296,0.07152021829870632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751136088024114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057154514093560316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372404605459483,0.06950622471425694,0.19237597770767167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022854412545847,0.12497547392243664,0.0,0.0,0.0754610429295048,0.0,0.0,0.09308200178196108,0.0,0.0,0.16136859294536754,0.11383643668231162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590029940327483,0.3437273978026187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806149864005111,0.090628246633517,0.06268307540499146,0.31613218524727593,0.0657652857014901,0.0,0.0,0.08001988135244882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778098745515376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419886633194804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612149453157591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563979628976653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060354365901123974,0.09088620494201699,0.13619306041433413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522691971612324,0.0932712635225966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664943107403416,0.0,0.0,0.06769465449975455,0.049721475273905434,0.0,0.3233029998058262,0.0,0.0,0.057892561049533116,0.09274899905551094,0.08329615276926848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391257964694102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805600101164456,0.08219699337738158,0.0,0.062077391470000624,0.0,0.08689715712597224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,engineNumbernine21,2018/03/26,"People with ADD as a child who stopped taking their medicine as an adult, when did you know that you needed your medication again to be better at your job? I have had ADD as a child and for the most part I felt like I have outgrown it. I now think that I have not been, until now, challenged enough to realize how little I catch detail or can focus.. My mind is always everywhere and I make stupid mistakes. After my boss brought my attention and focus to excruciating detail. I realized that maybe I need to get back on my meds. I am in accounting and being meticulous and presenting perfect work is the only way to advance.

Do you guys have any stories?",3.5165068002863293,5.572604559055119,4.52217609162491,83.20455261274161,74.2755905511811,7.452827487473158,25.71868289191124,8.296473431620573,1.7416204724409443,517,18,98,9,11,168,89,127,0.106,0.8220000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.5418,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,1,5,6,6,1,0,5,0,14,1,0,3,1,26,23,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,20,4,15,16,3,17,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,10,75,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472398399181916,0.0,0.0,0.1509694106519542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070632975925842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963432976824437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293880762035809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131573528145278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598721862030335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198175206741079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203033685080095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200684722069928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084592780263828,0.22250497138223405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818848868685494,0.0,0.2230314949882487,0.0,0.2465948904673648,0.22364430787383555,0.0,0.0,0.2241593845064326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292242949438419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884301451371458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040722935180725,0.0,0.15390868054555407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560415092679905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669183596483064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422503301418766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621536536105686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616205688031881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ApprehensivePickle2,2018/03/26,"Procrastinating instead of taking meds? Does anybody else put off taking their meds because you've started to associate the meds with doing actual work, and your brain has decided it would rather screw off doing more interesting stuff for several hours first? Any ideas on how not to do this? :)

(I was supposed to take my first dose 2 hours ago but it's just sitting here on my desk; this is happening a lot lately.)",5.294718614718615,7.245778493506499,5.505909090909089,78.44553030303031,69.25974025974024,8.769696969696971,28.417748917748927,9.2995712137729,2.545538528138529,332,12,59,7,6,105,64,77,0.016,0.922,0.062,0.5554,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,5,2,1,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,0,11,12,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,1,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,7,41,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.15950097493476495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448861584233138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111497602692664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099635949328062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246122798694625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303382264393827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653923551376182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780563583080916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445358964431072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32192530825417703,0.0,0.0,0.18451209258739185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843756594349304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895703880586766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446592691998193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430966826733626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464891132628894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568883127088113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710803963687928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686760565467232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899157186531878,0.0,0.0,0.11610826342774327,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lIIlIIIIlI,2018/03/26,"Mentioning Previous Medication Use to Psychologist? Hi, I'm in the middle of being assessed for ADHD and I'm kind of nervous because I worry what will happen to me academically if I'm not able to be diagnosed. I'm in university right now and while I've always had trouble focusing/organizing workspaces/keeping thoughts linear it's become harder and harder to perform in school.


To get to the point of my post, what finally prompted me to seek out a diagnosis was when a friend gave me one of their Ritalin. It was wild, the world seemed to ""slow down"" (not literally, but my thoughts became more settled and linear and I didn't have the urge to do stuff like get up and pace or constantly stop doing work to mess with something, etc.). I told her about that and she said that's what it's like for her too, so this is what finally sort of mentally confirmed it to myself that I have ADHD.


Now that I'm seeing a psychologist and am being assessed I'm wondering if I should mention that to her, obviously I think that would be a clue that there is a problem but I'm worried that if I say that I'll be viewed as a liar who's now just trying to get a prescription to abuse it or something. It doesn't help that my mother has kind of been pushing that I don't have it (since I rely on her to give an account of my childhood symptoms) because she's afraid of me taking ADHD meds.


TL;DR Should I tell psychologist I've used Ritalin once before and it made me feel ""normal""",4.986638023630505,5.606501938775512,6.258342284282137,77.7537003222342,68.72789115646259,9.18267096312209,30.779806659505912,9.276330184999452,2.620567346938776,1166,45,227,22,19,394,158,294,0.109,0.86,0.03,-0.9699,0,0,2,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,10,11,1,2,12,0,25,5,0,3,1,38,51,20,0,8,10,1,1,2,1,4,5,2,0,0,26,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,11,5,27,5,35,31,2,24,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,8,13,155,53,3,0.1157763110220651,0.13717599667866773,0.0,0.0,0.41742188130456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633516541726082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411523292043663,0.12786583944107846,0.09851711335154306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511306192683908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751051861519472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912119087528198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058539981541672115,0.0,0.0,0.2536545792465958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944849070009059,0.0,0.1814650320540363,0.11106318718413397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023806094796733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760242081819442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290730483657284,0.0,0.241126423581468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312491495604594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955034484316677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860138164450247,0.11663245306905523,0.11667529063127467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343620316325022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329799270846728,0.07845302466303126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944603612670148,0.0,0.11088170243082217,0.0,0.0,0.11078229371577836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887233702182754,0.1101297842904366,0.0920699694456086,0.0,0.11717180775657965,0.09225873027506687,0.10539840530034493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577136087683866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826052108715149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967941801344826,0.0,0.0,0.13253617688053654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033591710967165,0.08704937734890758,0.0,0.10119359888075907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418478526039445,0.0,0.18382691722416813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062922666639287,0.0,0.0786045154273312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999871201557801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255544706166528,0.08428653331327264,0.23515292751756384,0.0,0.0822441695654333,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,choaffable,2018/03/26,"Physiologically, how does your medication make you feel? I was diagnosed with ADHD last year at the age of 36. 

I’m seeing a psychiatrist who specializes in ADHD and we’re figuring out my meds. I was on Concerta, but now I’m on Biphentin. 

And throughout all this...I haven’t felt anything, except my thoughts have slowed down in a way that I dislike. My wife says she’s noticed a big difference in motivation and focus, but I don’t feel it. I think that’s the antidepressant (bupropion) I’m on. 

So...if you’re medication is working for you, what do you notice happening in your body? What signs do you get from your body that the drug is kicking in?
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adhd,spaceman4572,2018/03/26,"Oh dont worry about that. Focus on these things instead. I think that part of my disconnect from nero-normatives is my stress and anxiety over things. First and foremost if something doesn't feel like it's threatening my life and/or limb then I'm just not motivated to do much about it other than sit and stew in anxiety/stress. So I hyper-focus and obsess over too many things (or not enough things I'll never know). 

I get worried when my boss or people at work say to not worry about X thing. Because that is EXACTLY what I will do. It will leave my brain never to return to a thought or care. What nero-normatives probably mean is to ""not worry about that right now because it's not relevant"". Where I'm trying to figure out if I'll ever need it again so it can sit in the back of my tabs/sticky notes or if I really can just ""forget about it."" 

DAE relate? ",2.695689655172416,4.525919718390807,3.8535402298850574,88.09548275862068,75.95402298850574,7.168735632183907,21.370114942528733,8.021203637495839,0.923945287356322,677,17,140,11,15,220,103,174,0.106,0.823,0.07200000000000001,-0.5874,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,17,4,0,2,2,0,11,2,1,2,4,33,21,15,0,4,14,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,20,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,2,11,2,22,18,3,21,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,7,11,101,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061230075126844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011306217747956,0.0,0.16034652060712082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681961305491034,0.0,0.0,0.13409321974318988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414024713670602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589512941264653,0.0,0.0,0.11896720499347252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650037168725544,0.09395778422713602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111870689967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871367660204906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227985240859303,0.0,0.0,0.1392604972535232,0.0,0.0,0.0928963369258886,0.06425393973101122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334045255636054,0.0,0.14326363811061468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668219906234768,0.09752027853329692,0.2028723830955275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424231463343587,0.0,0.09117928188170242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180060827966048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425496314044313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231720592290624,0.0,0.10458983805809273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125038133998022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013110142205338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436879615149864,0.08427258880913112,0.0,0.10441204455135827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929332320498064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957479938659162,0.5342590370354792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yogiscott,2018/03/26,"I've struggled with ADHD all my life and suddenly realized my wife of 19 years may struggle from it as well.... Back Story,

Struggled with ADHD all of my life. 

First symptoms as a child were extreme anxiety due to simple over-stimulation. From the smell of cleaning supplies to the sounds of airplanes flying overhead. Positive symptoms included catching onto things such as reading, writing and math with ease. 

Parents took me to see someone, but didn't like the diagnosis since they could not afford the meds and counseling. (We were pretty poor at the time). As I aged, more complex things that required 100% attention were impossible. Always in trouble with my parents for not listening, (though I heard everything) and not doing what I was asked (I never planned to not do it, just never got around to it). Never did homework at home, I did it before classtime (5 minutes before it was due). Never studied for tests, just kind of winged it. It's was suprising that I graduated High school with a decent GPA. I remember waiting so long to enroll in college, I had to fill out ""Emergency"" aid paperwork. It's amazing I graduated college. 

Anyway, At this point, I'm motivated by deadlines, challenging projects, impossible stress, lots of travel and if I don't have it, boy to do I Get bored. My hobbies include wood-working, flying R/C Models, Teaching yoga, and stuff that my kids are involved with. On top of that I have a full time consulting job. Oh, and for the past year, I have been in flight training, learning to fly Sailplanes. (Yay ADHD*+).When I work, I must listen to obnoxious EDM, or Melodic dubstep to calm my brain down enough to focus. 

When I travel, I like to binge on Audible which led me to the Book ""Driven to Distraction"". I could identify with so much in the book, but after hearing the symptom's of other people's ADHD, I began to think that my wife of 19 years has so many of the symptoms of ADHD as well, though she was never diagnosed.

 What are the odds of two people ending up together, one with ADHD known, and the other with ADHD Unknown? I mentioned it to her jokingly, and apparently she sat with the thought for a week and started giving me her analysis of why she thinks she may have the same condition. Thoughts. Oh, and feel free to ask me anything. I have came up with some interesting ways to cope...

*Edit .. Added space in the wall of text",5.824642588412337,7.002408458239278,6.204214446952598,76.88249924755456,67.12641083521443,8.796057185854027,33.5025583145222,9.029198982220553,3.022790278404816,1869,83,325,32,30,602,248,443,0.066,0.85,0.084,0.8903,5,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,1,0,1,8,14,19,0,5,19,1,29,8,1,2,8,67,52,26,0,4,10,4,1,2,0,3,7,6,3,3,24,26,0,2,12,7,2,8,11,7,2,3,21,9,41,13,73,26,9,55,0,0,1,0,26,22,0,6,26,235,65,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103866974055762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037232637838377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550506972921869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059707328725296126,0.06459013935704068,0.13565995613590562,0.0,0.0,0.0557910133398724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234794645414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099638711548864,0.0,0.08298462769914543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585997451372335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364271760993463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642629972524482,0.0749696466295653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520857015525533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036686446288959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061716016837989426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037907466409862735,0.06960223669375333,0.0,0.0,0.05802958638043833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177577960859478,0.0,0.0,0.07665929860711103,0.07277948987109997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200054144789304,0.0,0.0,0.07555581121317352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024967647128462,0.0708943017606489,0.0,0.0,0.06420969387887028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168443691690625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356030089365652,0.0,0.0,0.0805932553468361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053336939523889716,0.0,0.2797979393615064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916575987400832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112949507859914,0.0,0.06926282244022536,0.1006022595828607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858878359986399,0.0,0.0,0.07381544103153957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257554096386576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821916979151429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343045075581504,0.05781766348037674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001899546769762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147638395956885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135544392601105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311254553177229,0.2275535605391608,0.08305915387094237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016534712457363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964058403240986,0.09298179016254383,0.14257161911677566,0.1152025700658747,0.0846158648913928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061228158307655,0.0,0.0,0.07087657767463933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057591501225607036,0.058199971533218375,0.0,0.1304729467648254,0.0,0.06547042009112973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564312785369796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401708744651276
adhd,UpsetGroceries,2018/03/26,"Anybody that has previously worked in a call center and moved on to bigger/better things, what are you doing now? Posting this here because I’ve struggled with ADHD and and related issues my whole life. I’ve always done fairly well at my current job and even better when I really buckled down and try my hardest, but I’ve always struggled with my handle time since I started at this place. 

I was the top performing agent on my team last month, and I’m the top performing agent on my team again, this month.  I tell you all this because, in spite of performing above average in basically every other aspect possible, my call time is higher than others, not grossly higher, but by a few minutes on average. Due to this, I’ve been put on a “performance plan” type thing where I have to get my shit together or get fired. Since it started, I’ve improved in every other metric possible, and was even ranked in the top 15 of all the agents from all our call centers across the country, but none of this matters because of my handle time. 

I’m worried that if I can’t get my handle time under control I could end up jobless. I was hoping that anybody who has previously worked in a call center could give some advice on where I could go from here.  What kinds of jobs would my skills transfer over to? I’ve worked at this place for a few years, and at my prior job for even longer, so I know that will look good on a resume. ",7.408049155145925,6.276083089605732,7.4502432155657985,77.14298387096777,63.9820788530466,9.978597030209931,32.83179723502304,8.841846274778883,2.593401228878648,1118,36,214,14,14,361,144,279,0.077,0.833,0.08900000000000001,-0.3342,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,17,12,9,2,2,11,0,17,2,1,1,3,28,29,15,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,20,10,0,1,1,2,0,3,3,4,1,0,5,2,25,5,39,19,8,53,0,0,1,0,12,32,1,4,17,146,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841373737293932,0.09628223308258968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396946334265255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801886536107387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714164900574785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024399893273977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050960953411328,0.2360042131494371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008302495766134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726820552046098,0.0,0.0,0.19523411812302616,0.0,0.16603130327013926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443334628886352,0.09451881418809538,0.0559967867050988,0.08264216689988185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786237703969604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283956881824166,0.2933270303581969,0.0,0.0,0.1026036808602976,0.05414943103379862,0.08031498169406757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959454982316618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274026206420097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729117902228013,0.10472164182790594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058854530433004,0.0,0.0,0.2221552122250668,0.09436436405829847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904971749649344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312074753609033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113947931923448,0.1630098269780628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947987572144888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600959325560264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611943536049987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309177138708025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981420112185355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689530326284887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859017179360691,0.0,0.0,0.11000506339613199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519272180406185,0.10006184958914292,0.0,0.06999278139138354,0.0,0.0,0.0634499956107555
adhd,Beefsteakers,2018/03/26,"""I can't wait to ________ and________ to happen. Anyone here a little obsessed with anything small that grabs your attention here? Hoping for the future is a continuing racing thought in my mind. I swear a small Amazon packages is just as equivalent to Christmas to a 3 year for me. The future is always begging to be satisfied.  I continue to look at clock constantly during the day. It's the thought of eating some new buffalo chicken keeps up at night. ",3.5621987951807235,6.0711208072289224,4.8056475903614455,79.08750753012049,75.86746987951805,7.523493975903612,28.44728915662651,8.472884824447931,2.511145783132531,349,15,59,7,8,115,62,83,0.033,0.8759999999999999,0.091,0.6901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,1,15,9,1,17,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,2,10,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831830179007314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345977897656285,0.0,0.21591353843199815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835358313167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921116395239902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26847670520985706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201870989708295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605991082595521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321232632345204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629702242355789,0.0,0.0,0.2203302143616048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264925512639007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534048995829795,0.0,0.24622261113040825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165953337792677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896189092697245
adhd,PsychologicalRevenue,2018/03/26,"Question on diagnosis early life and now being in 30s I'm not sure where to ask this so I'm just making a new post about it.


Apparently my wife kept telling me im ADHD and how I do ""ADHD cleaning"" where you go to put something away in another room, see something out of place then start cleaning on that thing instead. We made a joke out of it like ""ok time for me to ADD clean before the party "" but didn't think much of it. I mean everyone gets distracted when they need to grab windex to clean a window but its in the bathroom cabinet so you go there and realize the toilet needs cleaning so you pour the toilet cleaner in there and clean off the counter top while it sinks in. Then you need new toilet paper so you goto the laundry room and realize you need to swap laundry loads so you do that and take the lint from the lint trap to the kitchen trash and realize oh yeah i was making my morning coffee lets finish that up first. Whew!


One day we were at my parents for lunch and she told my mom how ADD i am sometimes and my mom admitted that i did have a diagnosis i think early high school when i kept seeing the school psychologist. They wanted to put me on meds but my mom refused because all medications are narcotics and you will turn into a mercenary cartel thug or something. Or ruin your brain and liver forever. She is pro all natural stuff so it made sense at the time. Also since its hereditary I do notice now that she has all of the same traits so I definitely got it from her.


Anyway I find this out and start researching all over and find this sub. I realize that everything y'all put in here sounds exactly like my life. Started to take steps to help myself through notes and reminders. 


Today I had a job interview and made sure I did not interrupt when I had an idea or reply except then i completely forgot it because it was more than 10 seconds before I could talk. Anyways I have two more rounds of interviews to go today and with this I'll get better insurance and be able to go back for a diagnosis again, assuming I get the position (its same place I work now just another position).


Anyway I am not even sure why I originally posted this just probably stressed out from interview and tests. I am wondering if I do get this job and insurance what are next steps to take to help myself get a bit better? 

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adhd,TinhornNinja,2018/03/26,"I just started Strattera. What are some of your experiences starting Strattera? I've never taken any medication for anything in my life, I've generally avoided it at all costs, its just never been a good fit for me. But I'm going back to university this fall semester and I really want to get a grip on this ADHD thing before school starts. I did some research and found Strattera is probably a good fit for me. (I lied, I've actually tried ritalin before and hated it). I'm on 18mg for the first month. I'm curious how other people have responded mentally to the drug. I'm not too interested in physical side effects. I'm curious how it affected your mood, anxiety, stress levels, things like that. And how long it took to really notice. ",3.5017497291440947,5.79664597887324,5.70521126760563,73.61427410617551,75.1267605633803,9.439653304442038,28.528710725893827,9.851270322608157,3.3157046587215606,587,25,103,18,13,205,93,142,0.181,0.76,0.059,-0.9423,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,7,8,1,2,5,0,5,4,0,5,3,22,20,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,5,1,9,4,14,15,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,10,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.1582551465445681,0.0,0.19489758896103465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102815929934008,0.0,0.12406009203548547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334526149230998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469920826086307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759905322204336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880664510447172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586339993154441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794225944290722,0.0,0.17781173099475775,0.0,0.0,0.08472746353769592,0.0,0.09216530919902484,0.2720420693179341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010992795424958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454591558617065,0.07922838079588686,0.0,0.0,0.14351590892587687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633698537321136,0.16342985732536638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294430538060464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501519827134269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463234301712397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124286992495882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174847373357981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077813230310814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641253406835749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34435563081350057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857659146862996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154779280832073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801775427213345,0.11010321613010714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565244232800926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,keynerian,2018/03/26,"Biphentin transition to concerta Has anyone here been prescribed concerta following their medication via biphentin? How was it?

 I was taking biphentin 30mg and after discussing with her my doctor just prescribed me concerta 36mg (one week on 18mg and 27mg beforehand). Apparently concerta has a slightly longer duration and a reduced ""crash"" compared to biphentin, but i wanted to check out on you guys to see what was your experience. 

Thanks in advance!",7.4726923076923075,9.89023498717949,6.877435897435897,68.90923076923079,64.51282051282051,10.841025641025643,41.20512820512821,10.864195022040775,5.379882051282051,371,22,55,11,6,115,57,78,0.0,0.939,0.061,0.6707,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,1,10,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474121325784933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36216873655783616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461219859708722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503557825444569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564551008330087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397701504259535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196350276070464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660425444535909,0.0,0.0,0.32576698562678585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870313706017526,0.0,0.2838279315740454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdlost,2018/03/26,"Feeling lost I guess I just need to vent. I've been struggling a lot for the past 6 months or so. Feeling tired all the time, overreacting to things that make me upset, having trouble finding the motivation to do things at home and at work; even my sex drive has taken a big hit in the last month or so. I know I haven't been the easiest person to live with during that time.

Today, my wife told me she's done trying to help me. That she's tried to be understanding but that I'm not doing anything to help myself and she's done. She later asked me to tell her what I need from her, but I feel like it's too late; like she can't unsay what she said. I feel like I don't have anyone I can talk to or confide in now, and I feel like I can't say that to her because all it would do is make her feel bad without helping anything. 

I feel like a failure on so many levels. I just want to cry and go to sleep and I'm sitting in a cubicle in the middle of a busy office. I feel so alone.",1.9405841121495333,2.8138248691588785,3.686997663551402,92.45096378504671,76.00934579439252,6.284579439252338,21.786214953271028,6.322622252153567,0.1385897196261685,758,18,181,5,16,255,115,214,0.138,0.737,0.125,-0.5806,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,2,11,0,18,3,1,3,2,37,43,14,0,4,9,1,8,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,11,6,0,0,12,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,8,10,31,5,24,32,3,23,0,1,0,1,21,10,0,5,15,118,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153161601577708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785252848523624,0.0,0.18324904777381976,0.0,0.10408922285452474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296545742038784,0.06787271259208155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223033512204937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788191419263065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353997558669217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503806478824455,0.3181694076299908,0.0,0.0,0.10176406533990144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327791013399453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265515649845635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388947462640169,0.0,0.11168454946045056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119034738205159,0.09075813976282797,0.12559800178747338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719790343912323,0.0,0.09831653747646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154234188176535,0.0946585165406867,0.0,0.0,0.14864256076328608,0.1128827514184806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774336130140142,0.0,0.0,0.16511654413775315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062880096067763,0.0,0.09721905678723776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591121293011607,0.08854318748783667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142185635445856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639825511257244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949203747361821,0.09731733215748717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794061982328588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298481861351185,0.12797061421510433,0.10553867284098112,0.10639152393923176,0.0,0.15118706759177047,0.0,0.0,0.11591037288273112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567207013496251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073291815761424,0.0,0.08105789940840312,0.0,0.0,0.07909376933067856,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Redrumredrose,2018/03/26,"Had to cancel my appointment for a diagnosis I had scheduled three appointments to find out if I have ADHD, only to find out days before my insurance won’t cover them and it would cost me over half a grand out of pocket.
My mother recommended I see a therapist for anxiety, as she believes it may be why I have a lack of focus, and also because that runs in our family rather than ADHD. I’m going with her recommendation, mostly because I can’t afford a diagnosis, but also because I worry she may be right and I don’t want waste my money and effort. Then another part of me thinks about how everything I’ve read here and elsewhere is so similar to my experience. I just need to rant, but I’m also wondering if anyone has opinions on diagnoses or similar hardship in getting treatment/diagnosis.",9.052272727272726,7.175521500000002,10.306883116883117,60.35175324675328,61.27272727272727,13.475324675324677,39.532467532467535,12.28987398476788,5.067036363636364,637,27,107,18,7,226,101,154,0.123,0.8440000000000001,0.033,-0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,9,1,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,1,0,29,23,17,0,7,7,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,2,1,20,1,21,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,8,3,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931381614228582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924001026423412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715084437950089,0.1251240632292592,0.0,0.0,0.1143659703564742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299116629376714,0.0,0.1391787489338182,0.18427774645395265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548360555387344,0.0,0.0,0.1660114310197741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699848671482074,0.15999448521268553,0.1541911805175312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298984408251417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545410801334112,0.0,0.09295574254825176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127874431080812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439585474314872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712111376228187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636057142304622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396805864759461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033730101375593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990745247719787,0.0,0.10480357423407938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964727822260483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758877023473635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773754178232819,0.0,0.16610459414920906,0.0,0.11618936282036857,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CnCjr,2018/03/26,"Advice on ADHD and Job Problems Person with ADHD in need of lots of help getting his job back. Here’s why.  Person’s employment was terminated due to business misconduct. He has lots of evidence that it was based on his ADHD. But, at the time, employers did not know due to various reasons. However, he’s been given the opportunity to explain why the decision should be changed. He wants to bring up the disability up. What should he do to make his case stronger?  Please, this is a sensitive time for him. I only ask that people that understand ADHD respond with the purpose to help the person in need. ",4.143716814159291,6.4531427079646075,5.420539823008848,76.32656194690266,73.24778761061947,8.76778761061947,29.88407079646018,9.3871,3.0777228318584067,478,21,83,12,10,159,74,113,0.023,0.866,0.111,0.8555,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,2,0,19,21,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,19,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,5,55,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444517923586651,0.13100096969101654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253271319195662,0.0,0.0,0.10308314830601413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181671832727555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004032993680102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971393484940834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26606587863791803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367535781559638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279444512019313,0.0,0.0,0.08948546886394923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988062005052766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195796213354982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293967812813238,0.3511656217886817,0.0,0.14715659946207066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827642298652098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783504939211053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563418412299634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395602176165991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907151164668026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419349145998648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thegentleman487,2018/03/26,"Doctor Rant I'm really frustrated right now. I was diagnosed as ADHD as a kid, and put on Vyvanse. I didn't do well on it and was taken off by my parents and unmedicated for years. I'm 16 now and did the research myself and wanted to try medication. It's been so life changing for me. 

My doctor though has been condescending, has treated me like a junkie, and has belittled me over and over. He doesn't understand that this helps my life not just my school work. I'm a high school debate kid and work non stop, I want to be able to function and succeed.

 I am so frustrated with him refusing to let me try weekend medication, and telling me that he's going to take me off over the summer. At this point I don't know what to do. ",3.2861818181818165,4.372895933333337,4.989515151515153,83.57809090909093,73.0,8.387878787878789,26.303030303030305,8.841846274778883,1.8072666666666664,570,19,122,11,11,194,86,150,0.128,0.807,0.066,-0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,2,0,5,0,16,7,0,0,0,19,26,15,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,11,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,7,0,17,4,20,17,0,19,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,83,24,8,0.16364060165399866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666420299976556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311005858047954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609176607120466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33498617967774963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930007250191124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968484589283482,0.17289528013992328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993259509758886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733360218118098,0.23116839275150244,0.07994653216207906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297013806039218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170352257719846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469326187984495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450400249972522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048323596766354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974817969545794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312260504572319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681087032383948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303736711965513,0.0,0.14302909859707713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607760602763381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220245374372025,0.0,0.0,0.1703556374175907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303893327464294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471325533331534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826461390854076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537918229730232
adhd,mister_chainsaw,2018/03/26,"I have discipline when it comes to exercise or other physical activities, but I can’t use that discipline when it comes to school. Does anyone else have this problem? I’m on a swim team, and my coach has told me multiple times that he likes how I’ve never complained and always put in my best effort. I can always push through tough workouts, but when it comes to school I just can’t get myself to do it.",7.360555555555559,6.0397274938271615,7.458117283950617,77.65902777777778,64.18518518518519,11.062962962962963,32.595679012345684,10.125756701596842,2.9212938271604947,321,10,65,6,4,104,56,81,0.07,0.785,0.145,0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,15,14,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,0,5,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,7,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,43,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34943990511416273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682270618676632,0.2151490428040864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203607669605935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426368213566108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837546726199208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541111646063426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970573986464427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025854872856366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194930897450122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092223871053186,0.0,0.21108762069452885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250213845294118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244086642231808,0.0,0.0,0.20064462598738084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135506382482716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,caffeineculprit,2018/03/26,"Advice for those unmedicated by choice? I have tried many different medications since I was very young but they all make me irritable (and sometimes aggressive) and depressed. I've been trying to go without for a good amount of time now, but my GPA is terrible and my quality of life during the semester is very bad. Is there anyone else here who hates taking medication? How do you cope?",5.117793427230048,7.454266154929577,5.97711267605634,73.28613849765263,70.54929577464789,9.8037558685446,28.734741784037556,10.125756701596842,3.2614206572769966,311,12,54,9,6,102,60,71,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,1,9,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,7,9,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919941622430893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496918014946239,0.21935331832271115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875035106494494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438936215040036,0.0,0.0,0.2236711551381965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883886428148613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216682944930792,0.17956265156560267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136262694607708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121314420399146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429020555424217,0.2170465461594686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313321714626305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709165829891202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173354725035853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609637625221835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483351075142765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906965894472312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532817680824139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636835894319253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,outerdegree,2018/03/26,"Question about my son Ok so my son was diagnosed with ADD and the doctor prescribed 5mg Ritalin once per day, my son is 7 amd weighs 54 pounds.  The first two days it was like he was on crack.  Super energy, really talkitive, but he was following directions like he never had before, he was able to stay on task longer and overall the concerns that brought us here were not as noticible.

Will the high energy from the stimulant subside as he gets used to the medicine?  We started him on a weekend so we could watch and not have the school charged with that task...could that be a difference also? 

Thanks in advance",3.2925346687211103,5.608243923728819,3.893636363636365,86.25359784283516,75.86440677966101,8.019722650231127,26.828967642526965,8.841846274778883,2.2058881355932205,485,19,94,11,11,153,83,118,0.018000000000000002,0.8420000000000001,0.14,0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,9,1,12,4,0,2,1,16,18,9,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,1,7,5,12,7,0,15,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,1,8,57,11,2,0.20344450243296094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269449509316464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311628717481306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248677615257792,0.0,0.0,0.2624097470510018,0.0,0.0,0.20649188749632236,0.0,0.21255620408738068,0.0,0.2082340689218339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304978983980435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062913556590425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495028669869587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878541501998265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690894223204174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316229144410091,0.0,0.21666175538082494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279044031865821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303317577527688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589669784576886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399906594515718,0.2168447704411529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730436420934207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987357172346069,0.0,0.2447186869659609,0.17571072956945102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nonopenada,2018/03/26,"ADHD Podcasts? I drive a ton for work (like 5000 miles in 6 weeks) and listen to podcasts while I drive. 

Anyone have some podcasts about ADHD that they love? I'd really like to use my car time wisely and it's wise to learn how to cope with my ADHD",1.2513461538461534,3.1775583653846198,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,80.73076923076924,4.929230769230768,16.16923076923077,5.6839178017228535,-0.6568892307692304,193,3,42,1,5,63,39,52,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.9225,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,8,4,2,8,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8515326785929609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514357314837752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307726694802532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316299501642244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130389546756587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771931266982285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398495591333465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894505264998694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194292081013104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yeahokaymaybeidk,2018/03/26,"Hunger and ADHD I'm not a doctor or researcher and I do not condone trying this out. 

I’m going to lay some groundwork for understanding how this situation came about. Due to my living situation, it takes a good amount of effort to get a meal. I'm not poor; I'm in a location where getting food is difficult. In combination with being new to the area and my weak executive function, I would either feel too tired or would rather entertain myself than to grab a meal.  I wouldn't go entirely hungry since I ate protein bars, cereal, dried fruits, nuts, and other assorted dried foods. Still, I always had a lingering hunger until I ate a real meal. 

This was discovered by accident. During the time when my hunger is manageable, my executive function and working memory improve substantially; I’ll be referring to the areas of improvement as the “high”. To give perspective, what normally takes me several hours to complete now takes less than an hour. An example is cleaning my house normally takes three hours but during the high, it takes 45 minutes. Another example is completing a 100-multiple choice practice test takes 35 minutes instead of five hours of constant procrastination. I noticed this trend on the third week and I have tested this for 2 months so far. It takes 2 days of perpetual hunger to cause the high which starts on the third day and would last 3-4 hours per episode or until the hunger was too distracting. After eating, fatigue would follow until the next day. Some days were a complete miss for the high but in total it happened 16 times. The snacks I eat to prevent full blown hunger contain no caffeine. I have also tested with eating dark chocolate and the addition of caffeine would be a bit too intense.

I’m open to any questions for clarifications. Also, I’m open to the idea that this could be a placebo effect or there is a 3rd party factor at play. My trials aren’t perfect nor do I know if I am conducting them properly. All I notice is a consistency of pattern of behavior from this experiment. Despite the positive finding, I will be stopping the trials since perpetual hunger is extremely annoying to deal with and by no means is an efficient strategy. Also, my brain has become more foggy than usual and what I mean by that is it has become difficult to have clear and concise thoughts to express verbally. To me, this behavior doesn’t make any sense since your brain needs nutrients to keep growing and developing and I don’t understand how the brain is getting the energy it needs especially since the tasks at hand don’t contribute to looking for food. If anyone has any speculation as to what is going on then please, I would like to hear. ",7.862465437788018,8.039912758064517,8.066958525345623,68.77758064516132,62.54838709677418,11.521198156682026,36.26267281105991,11.135684009426244,4.251647119815669,2152,92,362,55,28,704,261,496,0.098,0.812,0.09,0.0648,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,1,4,17,12,1,1,35,0,42,29,4,5,4,74,82,35,0,15,13,0,3,1,0,8,4,1,1,0,21,21,21,4,13,3,1,6,11,7,0,4,8,6,29,5,59,60,10,55,0,2,1,0,7,20,0,9,30,242,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856964662547923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684428745775755,0.0543983454876824,0.0,0.0,0.13337444301353704,0.06855278446380922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045712651472789634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444060448717936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137402232076258,0.0,0.0,0.21894482359089634,0.0,0.07477310745741153,0.0,0.0671595017959622,0.0,0.0,0.20563752107890976,0.07064858962185933,0.0,0.052197681453337495,0.0,0.0,0.16864930299625494,0.06740012771972123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691544612654153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068892684192546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395059751864256,0.0,0.0,0.03305623784371322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975278313817746,0.0,0.2371599608020803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024693056253384,0.06271493489669297,0.11146462837479996,0.054834565598057515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057812074558569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368387767256354,0.0,0.0,0.2762947370513221,0.0,0.0,0.3219125902472018,0.07543550963753765,0.0,0.07380192129516197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058109487822638035,0.0,0.0,0.03592912237789552,0.05329043631619045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031939573573104965,0.0,0.057728498985432114,0.0,0.054899653505653456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363920932563936,0.0,0.0,0.14242798274908672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218276454767885,0.0,0.0,0.0969514437285356,0.0,0.0631408689182703,0.06952847085607325,0.0,0.12810984947724552,0.0,0.14886277479184154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176358049079523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323645401732004,0.0,0.0,0.07441257861903845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385664662865203,0.0,0.2163199099410199,0.14697147286028295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462737043434641,0.0,0.052209623257155925,0.05465754098564216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34408405882755033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190150507233243,0.07624292996847518,0.07514047649053862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443862380739908,0.0,0.0,0.1361181346518291,0.0,0.0,0.07200279349855028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244095016306791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759474838990553,0.0,0.0,0.27864882346896497,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Conatus80,2018/03/26,"Difficulty switching off while sleeping When I sleep with a tv or radio on in the background those things are incorporated into my dreams and I have incredibly restless sleep. It also freaks out people when I wake up knowing someone died but I was fast asleep.


I also had a conversation recently about taking pethadine for pain and dreaming the pain. She said 'oh, it's like your subconscious didn't get the message from the painkillers'. I immediately wondered if the 2 things are related. 


Anyone else have this?


TL;DR: I dream the things I hear ",5.209444444444443,7.941326316326531,5.3934013605442175,75.78890022675739,71.55102040816327,7.620861678004537,30.276643990929703,8.515128840125781,2.637356916099773,441,19,72,8,9,139,75,98,0.159,0.765,0.076,-0.8018,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,0,7,7,5,0,0,10,13,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,11,1,10,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,6,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060910575420223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270481027535554,0.18617200573004014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885747822761983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178612441496614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493018125717137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478787732093406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985696923375978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876890957935392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866809024532334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596714633765674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794057535473019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283727227498852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454903930755816,0.0,0.15395289701553194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661496779602667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621380467873535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970447174043624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,italyplants,2018/03/26,"Can we talk about the amazing feeling when you find something important you lost? I live in a foreign country and have tickets to go home visit my family in about a month. I woke up in the middle of the night realizing that I had no idea where I last had my passport. First thing in the morning I started looking in all the usual spots...and nothing. I officially went into panic mode and started thinking about all the possible outcomes this situation could have (missing the trip, hours at the US consulate, do I even know where my other form of ID is so I can get a new passport?!) when I lifted up a sweatshirt on my dresser and BOOM there’s my passport. So yes, I’m still looking for the noodles I was planning on making for dinner two weeks ago and sure, I’ll spend an inordinate amount of time and energy looking for my car keys this week but damnit I found my passport this morning and it feels like a victory. ",8.817,6.599604811111113,8.721666666666668,72.60750000000002,62.0,11.0,40.83333333333333,9.188382445141503,3.7616666666666654,726,33,136,9,8,237,115,180,0.058,0.861,0.08199999999999999,0.2843,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,0,3,12,6,0,1,15,1,10,1,0,1,3,22,28,11,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,8,1,0,8,1,1,5,1,3,0,2,7,6,22,3,21,20,4,35,0,2,3,0,6,14,0,0,17,97,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381904859743848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446854866423665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029664132187683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469628412507456,0.0,0.15764922249985194,0.11137059279065344,0.0,0.0,0.14248414850583904,0.13260322345836964,0.0,0.17092955265370444,0.0,0.0,0.08144809883442611,0.0,0.0885980637129286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637423562019398,0.0,0.15352403321068347,0.0,0.0,0.17598517360302565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567517929228755,0.12707428914998378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616185732603632,0.0,0.13765711972676448,0.0,0.3927346964707706,0.0,0.17017654544937513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406035092713588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443297839471128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505632452790374,0.0,0.1462958113828148,0.0,0.14958434711053184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829078358880045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574688482154854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752312115464182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001469684357023,0.0,0.0,0.2206849293142576,0.0,0.12449702462233148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692810236665885,0.0,0.0,0.12530156607728818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356894240879863,0.0998904800584398,0.0,0.0,0.09090295368357174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228563262639866,0.0,0.18752109876715936,0.0,0.17169504386027198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500972754203924,0.0,0.0,0.14451515455720298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Istdlr,2018/03/26,"Disappointed by negativity in this subreddit Hi everyone, 

I‘m 25 and was just diagnosed with quite severe ADHD. I was so relieved to find out that everything I didn‘t manage to do wasn‘t simply because I‘m lazy and stupid,  I guess everyone here can relate. I came here because I hoped to find help with re-organizing my life from the ground up, because the diagnosis came after my life almost fell apart. Unfortunately, reading through this subreddit made me very sad. I‘m happy for everyone to have a place to rant, as we surely need, but I had hoped to find a little more positivity/ help/ tips on how to cope. I view my diagnosis as a second chance to start over so I want to make the most of it, but reading about the difficulties makes me more depressed. So if you have any practical tips like „set an alarm for an hour before you have to get up so it will have kicked in“ I would VERY much appreciate it! Especially if you know how to handle problems with electronic programs like the Mac‘s email and calendar app (the way it works is SO counterintuitive to me that I can‘t seem to make it a routine - if you know other more intuitive programs it would be much appeciated!!).
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adhd,comedian42,2018/03/26,"Anyone Dating/Married To Someone Without ADHD If so, how do you do it? How do you convince them that you really do care, even when you sometimes forget the things they say? When you suck at keeping up on your regular chores. When you're clumsy, and load, and talkative, and always forget to turn off the lights when  you leave the room. 

How do you convince them that you can take care of yourself when you can't take care of the little things? When you're always late to everything and you never have clean socks. When you have to order in because you forgot to buy groceries.

How do you begin to explain that you aren't just making an excuse for shitty behaviour, or trying to justify being lazy? That, yes, that thing that you just said is also a symptom. Because this impacts basically every part of my life.

How do you prove that you love someone, when  all the evidence points to the contrary. ",4.233283208020051,6.190262023391818,4.630881370091898,83.61644736842106,72.04093567251464,6.757059314954053,25.66457811194653,7.447530270364453,1.3883981620718466,710,23,127,8,14,224,99,171,0.086,0.79,0.124,0.8533,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,18,3,0,18,7,1,0,8,1,14,3,0,6,3,23,28,21,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,12,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,22,6,18,25,2,20,0,0,0,1,26,8,1,2,11,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449797243222615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276773650886118,0.2554773981353368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734287187815464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716545328842485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695633836227551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013967347100604,0.0,0.12934495394375187,0.0,0.13797145843757855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364532378954996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317421124712346,0.1625526640362261,0.0,0.0,0.10843381536272664,0.0,0.1538646740193418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855536504985907,0.0,0.10247399581042532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840201270975112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624428544818776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512347814407692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834711915339343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603011592839096,0.12208312581642973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601494353940128,0.0,0.15183254398617618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956326473437546,0.2308518217420878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305970235808281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422817564117344,0.1669827485405189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798520755687294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,corpreal363,2018/03/26,"A success story/A cry for help/a ramble First off, this community has made me feeling like I'm not alone and I can't thank you all enough. I've been meaning to post here for so long, but I'm finally able to get my head on straight enough to get some things out.

I don't know where to start, and the last thing I want to do is leave a word wall (because Lord knows I can barely take them.) So I'll just do this like I do everything else: with bullet points.

- Currently a senior in college in Manhattan, living in Brooklyn. I essentially live on my own and occasionally help provide for my family when things get tough (which is a little frequent, unfortunately.)

- I'm a filmmaker and photographer. currently working on a feature film.

- I've spent the past 4 years absolutely working my ass off to get where I am now. Struggling in school, working on film shoots, meeting people and making a name for myself by showing how hard I can work.

- Taking Concerta 42mg (recently raised my dosage which has made a significant difference!)

At this point I'm not sure if I'm just rambling or not. I honestly have so much to tell you guys but don't have the time or focus since I'm going insane with how much I'm doing.

This is half a success story while simultaneously being a call for help. On one hand, I'm following my dreams while being blessed with the opportunity to live in one of the greatest cities in Earth. On the other, I'm going insane trying to live entirely on my own while simultaneously trying to do everything at once in one of the most busiest cities on Earth while fighting off weapons grade ADHD. 

I know that the key to getting everything on track is to eat right, exercise, meditate, and maintain routines along with determination and self love. However, I'm so goddamn exhausted from just getting through the day dealing with my ADHD that I barely have enough energy to overcome it on a consistent basis.

I put so much energy into being on top of things but it never feels like enough. It takes me forever to get things done and there is never enough time in the day to get it done the way I do. It's like an neverending nightmare of a lack of executive functioning skills. I'm writing this because I'm so stressed I can't even sleep. 

All I want is some semblance of consistency and routine in my life. I work so goddamn hard to get there, but nothing seems to stick. I spend all of my energy on planning, preparing, and fighting myself, but it never feels like enough. It's gotten to the point where I am literally unable to relax because I feel if I stop moving, I'll fall insurmountably behind and end up panicking.

Forgive me for rambling. I don't even know if there's a point in here. I just had to force myself to get some of this off of my chest because If I didn't do it now if forget about it for days.

I know everything is great. I can rationally tell myself that I am living my best life and I am blessed with loving friends, family, and the opportunity to do what I love and follow my dreams. I'm just tired of feeling like I'm not good enough. That no matter how hard I try I'll always be behind, and late, and forgetful. I just want to not be panicking every moment of my life, and feel good about myself.

You all have been one of the most important tools in helping me get a grip on this whole ADHD thing. I never realized that it affected my life outside of school until I had to take care of myself. Thanks for being there when I've felt the worst and making me feel like it's okay to be different. I'll be sure to contribute more. Talk to you all soon.",5.418477592829703,5.810488761971833,6.358956466069144,78.2126472471191,67.71830985915493,9.496798975672217,30.080025608194624,9.457814108942452,2.533239436619718,2831,99,558,54,44,942,284,710,0.128,0.682,0.189,0.9942,4,1,0,1,4,0,75.0,0,4,1,14,34,38,3,2,30,1,48,16,5,8,11,102,112,47,0,9,23,0,13,7,1,0,7,0,0,2,33,27,1,1,17,7,2,7,16,8,0,6,12,13,63,30,97,92,28,89,3,0,0,4,25,45,1,13,42,381,96,12,0.05137798215575493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523905088839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053212094724662096,0.0,0.0,0.042750596957925435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527816419583518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391802250286184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052462664183801286,0.0,0.052383276970805456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643630087391504,0.09940364428814057,0.05296844360295745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735811221337907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051550275994725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257250227264382,0.04291971141245805,0.0,0.045505642396966535,0.3716103283706372,0.0,0.06786934531317207,0.0,0.04328816588042377,0.0,0.18470086996071494,0.0,0.09686917810626113,0.0,0.1818477605950951,0.18352220358938784,0.04933092001304909,0.056282068115701946,0.0,0.043702085375230786,0.0,0.0,0.03969450156494105,0.0,0.2952716264120672,0.0,0.05839858253035787,0.08618682764078874,0.0,0.05664440670693039,0.0,0.0508722799690451,0.0,0.0,0.13807374104221085,0.0,0.05272863224001535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377503137504773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117997671245264,0.04187991278487156,0.05795660173907501,0.054401864707957256,0.0,0.0,0.14515915289622158,0.17570480815426606,0.05149423560027748,0.2268384976589993,0.04546789743703166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911190447775565,0.09723017796682644,0.06859040409107238,0.0,0.0,0.05596568453920432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054606664086000886,0.11330618553262195,0.0,0.15850346876259686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049298559550288286,0.0,0.0,0.05471587419993648,0.13926020152547525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904609750752655,0.03561902373554522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942751998744925,0.0,0.0492059047191854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051649062760425385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050729559092857,0.0,0.0,0.043876516036489566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399452176236244,0.0,0.04677258533253927,0.0535984405100052,0.0,0.0,0.042500397764658485,0.0,0.05141508672001687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636560021086624,0.0,0.0,0.04295429363596311,0.058853304971335514,0.05371142230509145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968462802967116,0.0,0.15451939404942275,0.04129567589342144,0.08981324196072188,0.09460388623883977,0.0,0.0,0.20479949032879996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599178291316169,0.0590514324815423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464683203330354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091219509924316,0.04078145078701715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736168226337988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701891459101885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033085736014993115
adhd,Gratton,2018/03/26,"Uni students, how do you approach lectures? I'm in 3rd year uni and have always skipped lectures in favor of listening to the lecture recordings and taking notes at my own pace. It's been good, but has it's shortcomings. 

I want to attend lectures but found it difficult to 'keep the pace'. Generally, the problem is I can't listen to the lecturer when I'm writing notes or reading a new slide. This snowballs the longer a lecture goes and I end up missing lots/getting lost. 

I've tried two methods which don't seem to effective for me
1) Pen and Paper. Just old school writing down notes
2) Laptop, with a word doc for note-taking and the lecture slides open (so I can copy-paste text and read/re-read if lecturer skips ahead). 

Keen to try new approach but don't have any bright ideas. What has been effective for you? Did you find it easier to listen to lecture recordings instead of attending lectures? Do you use any special note taking program/software?

TL;DR: Uni is hard, how do you take notes?",3.051381578947371,5.525673458333337,3.6541776315789503,86.86253289473686,77.4375,6.125438596491227,28.334429824561404,7.273561745256523,1.700172916666666,792,35,146,10,19,249,117,192,0.126,0.794,0.08,-0.8788,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,0,4,6,9,0,0,9,0,16,0,0,5,0,30,31,15,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,1,0,6,3,4,0,1,5,5,11,5,20,26,1,19,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,3,7,82,18,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362226095687273,0.0,0.0,0.22266136361559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500142216767098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963102232438072,0.0,0.0,0.17950322177750694,0.0,0.0,0.08553346054823037,0.0,0.0,0.13731497811870666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665499163437007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481242802300368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551593437146618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787124444244963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162307183195976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178960559446782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562829028612876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665155168009515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912729146296247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656866353148612,0.0,0.14903847159246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692761607593518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223012161554412,0.0,0.15992413987208753,0.0,0.0,0.14139575756037354,0.0,0.0,0.09656236668249432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542602022376762
adhd,elenalavonne,2018/03/26,"I’m failing in school, it feels like ADHD won’t let me succeed. I’m in my first semester of college and I really wanted to do well but I just can’t get anything done. It feels impossible. My instructor has given me 3 extensions on an assignment that really isn’t even that hard but I just haven’t gotten it done. I’m so frustrated because I want to succeed but I’m failing and I had to stop taking my Ritalin because it was killing my appetite and I lost too much weight and it was making depression worse. No one around me understands they think I’m just being lazy. It’s like they think I’m just faking it or something. I have a psychiatrist and a therapist but I feel like they don’t really help me anymore. I just needed to vent. Can anyone relate? ",0.9732809295967186,3.4573276883116897,3.3554682159945344,85.44192412850309,87.05194805194805,6.878468899521531,23.040328092959676,8.032893268588372,1.6707844155844152,600,23,118,14,19,206,87,154,0.254,0.621,0.124,-0.9799,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,6,10,13,2,0,3,0,16,2,0,1,0,27,37,11,1,3,10,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,6,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,8,5,20,6,9,26,1,6,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,80,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813785858349136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552515570000421,0.1094605961416549,0.0,0.1288240112555674,0.13935912085118668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085796509459152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483283186946746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204017989236809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339715002947662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23746306880013304,0.22367297318943533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315793919310875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178881862094192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023445834832896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492947730483926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319494380886655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160078881175273,0.0,0.2294413899335972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708884407184517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044956639799885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507931512353906,0.1160768680595634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607961432235986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008621095091725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584328995556079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051675131104685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308794573748715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177031021536257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176196026758332,0.0,0.20061669879040367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296989656734534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846697618354882,0.0,0.0,0.19063084218591395,0.1407536455022972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953373799274595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,themurmurs,2018/03/26,"Effective treatment you can do at home? Hey guys, basically title: what kind of effective self treatment/methods have you used at home to try and help your ADHD? I started medication 6 weeks ago, I can feel a lot of benefits in terms of my cognitive ability and concentration/attention but I still find it very difficult to organise myself and start planning. I am on the edge of losing my job at the moment due to poor time management skills as I work in a metrics based call centre, I am a senior staff member and I use way too much offline time trying to read through resources and understand processes or procedures I have to follow perfectly each step of the way. I double and triple check a lot to make sure I understand and to make sure I haven’t rushed through the steps and often catch myself out on mistakes I have made. My employer has asked me to reduce that amount of time I am using as well as start manually recording the time I am using and what I am using it for which has really pushed me over the edge stress-wise.

I would love some resources or tips to help me out here. I am 27, I was only diagnosed last year and since being prescribed dexamphetamine I feel like my psychologist and psychiatrist have basically left me to it without much guidance about how to achieve results with the medication.",10.983880000000005,7.875714828000003,10.396800000000002,65.05040000000001,58.72,14.16,42.2,12.340626583579946,5.06304,1057,43,190,26,10,344,146,250,0.063,0.795,0.142,0.9603,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,8,8,11,0,0,11,0,19,4,0,12,3,45,37,18,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,7,15,0,0,7,1,2,6,2,3,1,0,2,2,32,8,36,33,10,35,0,1,0,1,11,11,0,6,17,133,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157571829024398,0.0,0.09704891422795156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023506030961316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117930483388561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112161282823788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071446608363013,0.07821374265417744,0.0,0.0,0.10006428307770084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840408778636307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676654077124207,0.0,0.21963812737410496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864368602710188,0.0,0.0,0.11400833474158853,0.0,0.08924219132264033,0.0,0.0,0.11895217871824892,0.0,0.0,0.053487224586836385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224820090375204,0.0,0.18615483890517454,0.09881150149820214,0.10359422414537993,0.146159759124519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058257330286912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609632815184772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326576021478535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951131932016933,0.0,0.07013677534660924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421328184610995,0.0,0.0,0.09056438699108432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247511533164675,0.0,0.08743222067000632,0.0,0.12541090830826404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063703981314701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553586201799645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866176462840852,0.0,0.0,0.227948604943001,0.0,0.4727851514585893,0.0,0.0903338617663924,0.0,0.17380294234349544,0.08781960950414877,0.0,0.09843718934813148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553644424346728,0.0,0.07970397571082438,0.0,0.0,0.07777265282742349,0.0,0.0,0.07050262016226025
adhd,bobandus69,2018/03/26,"Diminishing social skills because of meds, anyone successfully overcome this? My whole life I've been a major underachiever. I've never fully applied myself to anything I've done. That's always been fine with me, because I always felt like I made up with my lack of credentials with my interpersonal skills. People used to always compliment me on my charm and my ability to make friends and small-talk very easily. Right before I came to college, I got a prescription for general adderall twice a day, just like many of you. You know how it goes--I felt motivated, super energetic, huge confidence, etc. I managed to reshape my work ethic and completely change my personality. Instead of talking all the time, I actually got my shit done. Now, 7 months later, the drugs have lost their charm and taken a part of me with them. I still take XR d-amph 5 days a week, but I take it because I know I will be useless without it. I feel like my social skills are gone...I get tightness in my chest, sweaty palms, etc in so many social situations. I have no sense of humor anymore, I can feel myself making a completely different impression on people than the one I did before. I feel like people that know me don't like me nearly as much as they did before. I'm anxious, depressed, erratic in my behavior...every day I wake up feeling totally different. At first I thought it was just the adderall, but it's the same thing when I don't take it. Perhaps it's an underlying mental health issue...but even then that just means another psychoactive drug to fuck up my brain chemistry.

I feel pretty trapped. I can't just stop taking it, otherwise I'll lose my motivation, I'll sleep at an almost narcoleptic rate, the list goes on. On top of that, coming off of it won't necessarily bring back the sense of humor and social abilities I once had. I've tried meditation, amino acids, etc. Nothing came of it. Regardless, I just want to hear from people who have experienced, and hopefully overcome, the same issue.

TL;DR: adderall has made me an anxious and depressed (albeit efficient) shell of my former self. help.",5.25508314370733,6.854122253807106,6.210651146507968,74.73383248730967,68.84771573604061,9.190827936285665,30.33747593208472,9.581879112588783,2.9712330824435496,1664,66,291,37,29,551,217,394,0.094,0.733,0.172,0.9645,2,1,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,3,12,13,23,2,0,17,0,20,11,6,8,3,55,55,15,0,4,8,0,8,5,1,2,4,1,0,2,17,14,0,2,14,0,0,4,7,7,0,3,19,11,49,16,43,33,12,38,0,5,0,1,16,18,2,2,21,185,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0735625215798896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754847623831085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817302977612185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904520524474026,0.0,0.17032171157196654,0.07475926098472215,0.05270925092554808,0.0,0.062033438276893636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796454901453405,0.0,0.13785755871854818,0.0,0.1924350638093771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415188701368466,0.0,0.17243517304183012,0.0,0.0,0.07974477162997297,0.0649354156932288,0.15807439660634331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584657874209794,0.0,0.1298538070962592,0.0,0.0,0.15751749826338762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428509812435204,0.0,0.0,0.17483971504881352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522145012162851,0.04978948149375416,0.0,0.06351307277406784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057848090435325,0.10770665686717218,0.14475819194813316,0.0,0.0,0.0641203819187635,0.0,0.0,0.05824039238780911,0.06968997820711223,0.039384285446576496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058066712468672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012815484234356,0.08496164348992925,0.0,0.05052735270681267,0.0,0.0,0.07487190851778791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867982590944897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428487952039922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324494382129218,0.1841405982457505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433382211445352,0.08228898818025693,0.0,0.0,0.14265763502434078,0.1006369116832712,0.1528522036586467,0.0,0.08211372606563783,0.08373304982531841,0.0,0.07596790795621801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060169654174832485,0.0,0.05541486809862657,0.0,0.05813969096236085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233161619790772,0.0,0.0,0.08027998482441794,0.05108118543559483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163198546218745,0.0,0.20904315076837227,0.06582115903808303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669118185104305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643763093080911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786404686697061,0.0,0.07737913253481242,0.0,0.08473317552473714,0.07543701790355163,0.3073721784686879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020062377322051,0.06302321020474005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267132672327899,0.12117932071865915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050080834907150464,0.0,0.0,0.059845346225422764,0.04395618715531603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117982188532028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510634365778498,0.0,0.06219852114594936,0.044462597309223764,0.0,0.060467356669622364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416195572020242,0.0,0.07266611468378226,0.0,0.054879414227703364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GuerreroG67,2018/03/26,If you are diagnose with ADHD; can you still become a police officer or will it disqualify you? Will be evaluated by psychiatrist next week but I am interested in joining the police department.,5.9857843137254925,8.739630323529411,8.612352941176471,53.50225490196081,69.29411764705881,12.768627450980391,34.86274509803922,11.855464076750405,5.939639215686276,157,8,22,7,3,57,30,34,0.0,0.897,0.103,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863372772948274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469285895011775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107337078128823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303734159808457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32317169688325603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246035844176692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EducationalOpinion,2018/03/26,"Can a extended release pill pass through the body prematurely The way I understand, things like Concerta stay in your body and over time release the drug by dissolving different layers. The leftover usually stays intact and leaves the body as is. 

Assuming I take a ER pill and shortly after (within an hour) have to urgently rush to the toilet, is it possible that the pill passes through already? 

I'm asking because I usually 'feel' when my meds are active but now and then nothing at all. 



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adhd,VogonWild,2018/03/26,"I am having some anxiety over seeing a new doctor, having never been medicated but am interested in starting. I was diagnosed around 2 years ago at the age of 24. At the time I was in college and on my last year and I decided I wanted to make it through college without being medicated so no one could say that I ""Cheated.""

Two years later I live in a city and have started pulling my life together and paying off student loans. I now have health insurance that isn't ADA, and I want to try to get my habits and time management under control with the help of medicine. 

The problem is I am going to be meeting my new doctor next week and am not sure if they will honor my diagnosis, or that they will make me go through the process again from the beginning. One of my friends with the same hospital as me said that they wouldn't give them a diagnosis because they were ""Too successful.""

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Are doctors required to accept others diagnosis? Have you ever been in a situation like mine? What was the outcome? Is there anything I can do to fix the concept of a first encounter with the doctor in which I ask for a medication prescription?

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TL:DR;

Moved to a new state/hospital/insurance having never previously been medicated and have general anxiety about asking to start medication with a new doctor.

All questions are right above the tl:dr;

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adhd,solarpoweredtoaster,2018/03/26,"Starting to struggle with grades in school again, parents don’t even acknowledge that I have ADHD, need help I’ve always struggled to stay focused and on task since the first day of grade school. Paying attention to what the teacher is saying for more than a few minutes at a time has always been intangible for me, studying certain subjects is like pulling teeth, and I always procrastinate schoolwork and homework til the last minute. I always try to remind myself that things could be much worse, and making excuses and trying to use my condition as a crutch won’t get me anywhere. I feel like I’m trying my best and that I’m not at the same time, which frustrates me beyond belief. I want to try getting a prescription, but my parents would never approve and I feel that I would become too dependent on meds. I’m really starting to feel the weight and pressure of adulthood and college and that is just making my grades even worse. It also doesn’t help that my parents believe that ADHD isn’t a real condition, and they don’t understand that certain things are very hard for me to do. I really can’t afford another low point in my school career, as my grades are already below average.  I just need some advice and someone to relate to who has/is experiencing something similar to what I am",10.851918367346931,7.998918212244897,10.003367346938775,66.98056122448979,58.714285714285715,12.412244897959186,41.64285714285714,10.355215969177356,4.34609387755102,1042,42,177,16,10,333,136,245,0.079,0.843,0.078,-0.3269,4,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,8,10,1,3,10,0,20,2,1,4,3,40,37,17,0,6,4,3,5,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,15,13,1,0,7,0,1,1,8,5,0,1,1,7,23,5,29,31,6,22,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,2,12,126,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432353135829883,0.09888734059020583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167205461991374,0.08092622507972518,0.33681196725151896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611259399908197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176278345472178,0.0,0.1140129853659316,0.10619872306913997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079659233499853,0.0,0.0,0.0652629034584198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367771059138586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350287400647425,0.07229428221331095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607707491612304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105741231959534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065153794221344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565879035991738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248806342562437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887828859397936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350979318442469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240569358898768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743905387032127,0.15007077052314513,0.07804842056162044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709779882959545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566271718133748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518294705586116,0.12965721005983702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047494235216837,0.0,0.3072465820708442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371019119437656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574285216026499,0.07790545193256952,0.0,0.0,0.1432537814543127,0.1078612321211804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158359295262635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445995326809834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801614093905036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748211555070227,0.0,0.0,0.10534837112157856,0.0,0.08740065877408737,0.0,0.08349711283901833,0.059687890262417664,0.0,0.0,0.12322919221785122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625428119514505,0.1437731508858644,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Oxyviking,2018/03/26,Need help finding a psychiatrist in NYC As the title says I am looking to find a psychiatrist in NYC I know most MDs are cash only which is fine but I am having trouble finding one within my budget - I am willing to pay up to $200 a month - any leads would be greatly appreciated!,2.4489473684210523,4.297982315789476,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,76.71929824561403,6.665263157894738,27.18947368421053,7.554174236665415,1.6305536842105273,220,9,43,3,5,78,44,57,0.08900000000000001,0.764,0.146,0.5076,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,8,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816543177276732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7324428674070794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945065110768397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790484121066343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680504146019002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243179174898509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321681148667224,0.0,0.0,0.19806997463636092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101097031221708,0.2031607758957323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124287059364202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897581004620809,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cryptodynamism,2018/03/26,"“You just don’t try hard enough to compensate for your ADHD” I have gotten this from so many people and I hate it so much. I can’t just suddenly start being less forgetful by “trying harder”. I can try and make, say, to-do lists, but I can’t make one for every single thing in my life, that’s impossible! And the ones I do make, I forget to check, or I’ll leave things out. Please, anybody, if you want to vent with me I am dying to talk to people who aren’t blaming my inattention on laziness. ",3.3495700416088776,3.9381500873786384,4.812649098474342,86.76601941747576,72.39805825242719,7.827461858529817,22.481276005547848,7.957251820313856,0.8651314840499307,381,8,84,5,7,128,73,103,0.135,0.82,0.045,-0.778,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,3,0,16,16,8,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,14,0,13,14,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344337926100733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244975570438786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155735806983854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435317802285251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747425859566091,0.1925892354283799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654881474582135,0.0,0.0,0.1377822761277361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906281543105557,0.1977683045540822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339740283271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643662098786834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704711382403788,0.0,0.0,0.2141260533591304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512587927952348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807011324698498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567882453239913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591889831659554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973150413026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505614280253985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,unidentifiedspork,2018/03/26,"Today was great!! I did everything I needed to do and more! Today has been one of the most productive and positive days I've had in quite a while, and I'm still feeling really great! 

When I woke up I only had one thing on my To Do list: take an online Biology exam. At first, that even seemed like a lot. But then I got up, took my meds, made some tea with breakfast, and really started feeling good about how this day was going to go. 

I called my pharmacy to refill my meds (it's the first time in a few months that i havent had to go a day or two without them due to laziness), took my time getting ready, and walked to Wallgreens. 

Not only was I able to pick up my meds, but I also bought a few essentials that I've been procrastinating on getting. 

When I got back to my apartment, I got a pretty intense urge to clean up around the place. My roommates are the mire disgusting people I've ever lived with, so It felt sooooo nice to get some of that grime out of my living space. I spent maybe two hours cleaning the floors, bathroom, sinks, shower, etc. I even fixed two broken faucets that'd been annoying me since I moved in last August! Woo!

So back when I had first gotten back, I told myself that I wanted to sit down and start my exam by six. Well guess what! I started it exactly then! I was so proud of myself! Even though I got a C, but hey, Bio's always been a weak point for me. 

I even got a chance to start writing a story that I've been meaning to start! 

Now I'm actually making a semi healthy dinner for myself and later I'm probably going to do a facemask that I bought today! 

So yeah, today was great, meds + caffeine is a match made in heaven, and I'm really hoping I'll have more days like this soon.",2.8118622555139403,3.9881417134831487,4.235930087390763,88.17731793591349,74.28089887640449,6.959467332501041,22.4548481065335,7.3871296695380915,0.7017539741989179,1334,33,288,15,27,443,183,356,0.053,0.76,0.187,0.993,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,5,24,14,2,0,19,1,24,4,0,5,2,39,66,25,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,15,12,3,0,5,0,3,8,3,3,1,9,31,3,38,11,40,34,9,65,1,0,0,0,5,19,0,8,39,191,53,4,0.0766698628315797,0.0,0.0748187263629459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131286160635579,0.06379546777052927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825243287496441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686317590786274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828850215560147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778287514748072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550716382016496,0.20255888523824264,0.06935228036364896,0.0,0.0,0.06890592901172969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775331726385343,0.0,0.07361509175837598,0.0,0.0,0.19564603847317236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017051669282848,0.0,0.1742929996194762,0.06430704336612515,0.30659946615838063,0.2535863833206288,0.08446049774575072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615047330290685,0.07550437092132929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249617119801507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491404447029908,0.0,0.13540178707457484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518197563916846,0.0,0.1450937560219395,0.051177728791321285,0.0,0.07702518234430193,0.08351595716406755,0.3406517344901931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119715303900861,0.0814879306172767,0.0,0.05684973180931191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390696657264864,0.1166217711195068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315322925139715,0.0,0.08010368831052984,0.0,0.07247780226556957,0.0,0.0,0.07800081381295039,0.08266307964187743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154783660134321,0.0,0.0,0.14735003212184894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979736360320378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342210281878408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713366176490522,0.0,0.06122865149579883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057646195167189225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093605007648763,0.0,0.0753277509578713,0.0,0.08941362715959697,0.0,0.2906962607703294,0.07326133955036418,0.17036607731198264,0.0,0.0,0.2246859462589877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522187154571517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689354143659573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739070117992074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zinlope1,2018/03/26,"Aunt made me feel like garbage for having ADHD and taking medication for it. I'll try to keep this short, but I need advice and no one else gets it. I was talking to my aunt about a recent math test that I took. The first time I took it, I couldn't focus at all. Even though I knew how I do it, it was impossible. I got a 46%. After talking to my schools doctor and getting put back on meds for ADHD (I stopped for about 8 months) I retook the test and got a 97%. I didn't tell my Aunt about the ADHD part until she asked why I couldn't focus, and before I could finish my sentence she went off on a rant about how ADHD is a made up disorder and I better not be taking medication for it because all it's going to do is make me stupid, it's legal meth, I should try balancing my energy, stupid shit like that. I ended up lying and saying that I wasn't taking anything for it and that she was probably right. I felt so ashamed already about the fact that I couldn't pass my test without medication and it was just made worse when I had to hear about how ADHD doesn't exist for 30 minutes. How do you guys deal with the shame that comes along with this diagnosis? Medication has already improved my life so much, my grades are back where they were before, my relationships are getting better, and I'm finally starting to feel normal but I can't stop feeling like I'm in the wrong for taking them. 

TL;DR. Aunt made me feel even more shame for having ADHD and taking medication, how do you get through those feelings of shame and guilt?",4.482603833865814,4.888765654952078,5.4425734824281164,83.91638418530354,69.7667731629393,7.921341853035145,25.87364217252396,7.7348632917899725,1.2490921405750797,1202,32,251,13,20,396,154,313,0.181,0.735,0.084,-0.9899,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,3,21,14,3,5,11,0,27,8,1,10,3,51,62,24,0,7,5,4,6,3,0,1,7,2,0,1,19,16,0,3,7,0,0,7,10,9,0,2,19,8,40,5,36,37,5,32,0,0,0,0,20,10,1,0,18,171,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265798438981931,0.0713603623920776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117246634771373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009434451244131,0.0,0.06826964389984402,0.0,0.0,0.11230528807509876,0.0,0.04451609678798215,0.0,0.12427984371069775,0.0,0.0,0.1291714878934991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290560946032553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058305482528483624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528681082689162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369435767015787,0.07474541524424917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100402379340623,0.0,0.0646795423399096,0.0,0.0,0.09646623940546513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846212173022472,0.10433987094457188,0.0701166088771312,0.07999663812920672,0.0,0.06211605270202735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261271235287807,0.0,0.04150247521409321,0.0,0.11681145448341232,0.0,0.0,0.07230742415373373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230584046360707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490904639147185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158056826158795,0.10703074526013168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639664363650496,0.04874555892233441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111565122055124,0.3678310941596026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828882015272203,0.0,0.05368266320763925,0.0541480057258746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155017600829287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948444646850955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908026370717146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873460027534619,0.0,0.0,0.07341150603891426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721045675305117,0.07840281491922313,0.0,0.0623639800962139,0.0,0.05807336930548489,0.0,0.0739064181840421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496035005934751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051688323791507285,0.0,0.0,0.12210635462179024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27453308983566393,0.117391394856203,0.06382812196570918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174787567803373,0.0,0.04258216742032221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622696015651738,0.09915999931306188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676960236908197,0.06589479154949576,0.0,0.0,0.07039465571287454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744199417395435,0.0,0.07984269136610612,0.0,0.0
adhd,jt30799,2018/03/27,"Tips on reading? So I'm not currently on any medication for my ADHD but some antidepressants. I'm really struggling with reading, I have a great reading ability but I can never concentrate enough to read for long periods of time. Sometimes I want to read but don't have the motivation.
Does anyone have any tips? 


On a side  not also looking to meet new friends with conditions I can relate to so hmu with a message if you fancy a chat :)",4.026785714285712,6.022973821428572,5.6661904761904776,75.81214285714287,72.69047619047619,9.085714285714287,31.04761904761905,9.606745405546679,3.2615190476190485,347,16,62,9,7,118,55,84,0.073,0.726,0.201,0.9164,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,13,10,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,13,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,6,42,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935548095043656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259999960182293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429125103667312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016902171407678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788107469001135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628007210542978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172980911210275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370952005587148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943489041381418,0.13231000443629554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587242684281312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151933035681713,0.15217160971385005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7880089430195825,0.0,0.10093642657358498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583002897764586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471503423821945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187400792362296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293246939409412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nscufinallydeclined,2018/03/27,"My last college application was just declined. I don't know what to do anymore. 

I'm so damn frustrated, and I can't talk to anyone about it. All they'll say is ""wasted potential"", and ""you need to work harder"". I don't need your motivational quips to get good grades when I can barely motivate myself to go to classes in the morning. Jesus fucking christ.

TLDR: Tilted

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adhd,Gunndotcom,2018/03/27,"Started Vyvanse and feel like I have a constant hangover So I started Vyvanse 30mg on Friday just passed. Since taking it every day I have been feeling really groggy and slightly zombie like.

Been taking the medication with a yogurt in the morning and drinking plenty of water during the day. Really hope this is only because Iv'e just started and goes away soon.

What was everyone else's experiences like when starting Vyvanse?",5.689360902255636,8.55231297368421,6.189022556390983,70.02815789473685,70.57894736842105,6.974436090225563,33.22556390977444,7.957251820313856,3.135314285714286,350,17,46,5,7,113,56,76,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8805,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,15,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,5,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,12,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019041579445846,0.0,0.0,0.1169117152772759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725386192219253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473737943216137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787847119716994,0.0,0.0,0.16021362102951253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615890129544488,0.18326091708540448,0.0,0.18760471198238246,0.0,0.0,0.19394677205582375,0.13701283540241446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904879935260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28109265902991953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932054571420821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586283064611744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457276210067116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864837849524974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429919539490033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884002574252901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AndIHaveMilesToGo,2018/03/27,"Should I finally bite the bullet and get evaluated for ADHD? A little long but I need advice, please. Hey guys, first time here but I'm really at my breaking point with myself and looking for some advice.

My whole life I've had extreme problems with my ability to pay attention.  I get told to do a simple task (like send an email or something) and I put it off for hours, start doing it, stop, get distracted by the internet, go back to it, and at the end of it all a 20 minute task takes me 4 hours to finish.  Even in the face of an important deadline, unless it's right down to the wire, I put shit off.

When in general education (K-12) I was always an amazing student, but the only reason I feel like I ever finished what I needed to do was I had a very strict mother who made sure I finished what I needed to do.  Now I'm a senior in college studying astronautical engineering and I'm losing my mind.  This week has been the most academically stressful week I've ever had, and it's all due to me putting shit off.  This semester I've probably pulled all nighters twice a week.  What was I doing during the day?  Oh I don't know, on Reddit, YouTube, Twitch, shit like that.  Not work AT ALL.

It's so bad that I had my final senior design report that needs to be at minimum 25 pages and I'm playing Fortnite during the day.  Luckily the deadline got pushed due to a campus power outage, but now I have to do the majority of this report tonight along with study for two huge exams tomorrow.

No matter what I do, no matter how much I tell myself to focus, no matter how important it is that I get something done, I just can't focus on it and I don't know why.  My dad has always called me the laziest smart person he's ever met, and that a lazy smart person is more useless than a hard working idiot.  Mom always said I should get tested for ADD, but I didn't want to for some reason I was afraid of it being true.

The reason why I'm here now is this insane week of work I'm going through, getting four hours of sleep in the past two days, all of this having been avoidable if I just focused and worked for a few hours over the past few weeks.  Even during this insane week I've been fucking around wasting time while knowing damn well I had an insane amount of work to do.

Do I sound like I may have ADHD-PI (I think that's what it's called)?  My biggest fear as someone who is getting ready to enter the work force next year is that getting diagnosed with ADHD means I will lose job opportunities due to my mental issues.  The jobs I want to have involve a lot of important government work at places like NASA and their subcontractors.  Could they refuse to hire me if I have ADHD?  That's my biggest fear.  I know I can get A job still, but would I be shooting myself in the foot by getting diagnosed with ADHD?

I've been thinking about getting tested for a few months now as this semester has gotten worse and worse, but I'm about to break at this point.  The increasing difficulty of school, my mother getting diagnosed with stage four cancer, and the stresses of graduating in 8 months have really gotten to me.  If getting medicated can make my life any easier it would be a fucking blessing.

Thank you all so so much for any advice you have.",4.71142857142857,5.249757416282645,5.735184331797239,81.55134792626733,69.30721966205836,8.289093701996928,27.32795698924731,8.269060116576782,1.7146030721966201,2542,77,507,34,42,843,284,651,0.17600000000000002,0.711,0.113,-0.9949,4,1,2,1,0,0,65.0,0,2,2,12,26,34,7,7,38,0,55,16,6,7,11,89,105,34,0,15,15,4,2,5,0,6,8,2,0,3,35,22,0,3,12,1,1,10,8,19,1,6,22,5,58,15,76,72,21,90,1,3,1,2,25,28,6,9,54,336,93,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32164946090895635,0.1569199438503799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361800073142793,0.0,0.0,0.0728013417171623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765100063540701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115949645831612,0.044693392806079785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931553085575113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273751205778959,0.0,0.0,0.10356281284423896,0.0,0.0,0.1629884631875273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054777420490478984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740965344543372,0.0,0.0,0.0707090807068895,0.1452566047746273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046708590763805,0.027065212938505417,0.03824019885628605,0.0,0.11727395566821387,0.0,0.045530633419221096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897099037125393,0.3635581748473161,0.0,0.060842049768610414,0.0,0.04281099073345248,0.0,0.0,0.05300083761639817,0.0,0.0,0.047950304386591404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085600469887392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055869010816402484,0.15935394537475386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766969398622032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561639360244862,0.1307546496985215,0.05364881662256047,0.0,0.04737032919077944,0.04494978585904826,0.11976760663714495,0.0,0.045507335515631166,0.0,0.05064920303325255,0.03573015472754618,0.0,0.0,0.05830735638657894,0.0,0.05392352533639103,0.05394333073626822,0.0,0.0540477169516934,0.06269099412326118,0.08545059730512702,0.0,0.07869803547239106,0.15876044222663335,0.0,0.0,0.05692731513807705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407102271350412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219649094934163,0.0,0.09347664420302634,0.05592505265821255,0.058757339428519996,0.1012019544603335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771191288896387,0.05121877886311252,0.0,0.1614303658143581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858242926058848,0.16510616877294415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045712362470058256,0.05091709946253591,0.0,0.0,0.05417288908886913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483624140932795,0.0,0.0,0.05356635605753832,0.0,0.04535384565323156,0.08241647562389855,0.0,0.0,0.037887180853143805,0.0,0.042747289560745125,0.044751553170253935,0.12263159669164175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050449222827063135,0.0,0.04024616803876768,0.0,0.04678556824914259,0.04928111356003639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859677632254077,0.0,0.0,0.06242486348290807,0.0,0.0,0.05114801026742142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457756807553828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416595754376167,0.06314404744243457,0.0,0.2576201483492624,0.0,0.0481278298133631,0.0,0.09660084528127648,0.05976176434189196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727816166535293,0.0,0.10909859654724503,0.0760490831605212,0.0,0.0,0.03447008317725655
adhd,dawbery,2018/03/27,"Meds did not cure my ADHD but Meds did not cure my ADHD, but it did help me learn to meditate and learn the skill of focusing. It didn’t fix my past but it does help me live in the moment to create a better future. It also didn’t fix my depression, but does help me learn about myself and do things that makes me happy instead of always trying to keep up with everyone around me. Meds didn’t fix much but it helped me become a better version of myself. I hope if you’re medicated, unmediated, or past medication you learn to love every part of ADHD self! :)",4.856207332490519,5.105248451327436,6.160581542351454,79.64646017699117,68.91150442477877,8.935018963337546,24.10745891276865,8.841846274778883,1.509218457648546,437,9,88,7,7,148,63,113,0.036000000000000004,0.6809999999999999,0.284,0.989,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,1,0,20,11,10,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,14,5,13,5,3,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,3,4,60,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672105927405286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036296608711842,0.10782570764064928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535877281142312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311725693398358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22921609371575424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161199872780524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268026898764833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091815658882207,0.1238247175823532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379464184341099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34743433109214417,0.0,0.0,0.1287078684114519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151817502708865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442657305719313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695618002180608,0.0,0.08649948053072591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43182159658904223,0.26108797823857577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526042133120606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403287167514452,0.24740848301913246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518617721559428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609100044022237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798020393686591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JustAlittleJinx,2018/03/27,"Day 2 of medication and no results? Is this normal? So before I begin here's a little about myself in case it's important: I'm 19 years old and currently a freshman in college, I'm struggling to pass because of my crappy focus and retention skills ( or lack of )

About 2/3 weeks ago I was diagnosed with ADHD, something I've heavily suspected I had for a while now, and was prescribed a medication called Mydayis. I was able to start taking it yesterday and I didn't really feel any different, I felt a little weird but it wasn't until about 3 hours later that I felt a new drive in myself. It was nice, I felt motivated but by the time I got home I noticed that I didn't know how to use this new drive. I still had trouble focusing on important things like studying or doing homework. Today was worse, I didn't feel much of anything, other than a headache, my retention skills still suck and the drive hasn't come back. I'm still struggling to get myself to stay focused on studying or homework. It's a very discouraging feeling.

Maybe i'm just being impatient and need to give the medicine a couple more days but I can't help but feel distressed since most people seem to describe medication as being this instantaneous effect, like flipping a switch. Don't get me wrong, I feel a little better I guess since I've found it a tad bit easier to start doing tasks ( staying committed to these tasks however... ) and I wasn't expecting to get some magic fix everything pill... I was just expecting a more then what I got. I don't really have the time or money to experiment with different medication or go to a therapist unfortunately. I feel frustrated and a little depressed but over all very worried about this.

TLDR: I got prescribed mydayis and after two days I don't feel much better then how I was before it. Is this normal? My dose is 25 mg btw.",3.8394057567316615,5.802991459610027,5.248587743732589,78.74677205199632,73.12256267409471,8.352126276694522,27.84410399257196,9.029198982220553,2.4688071680594246,1470,57,268,32,30,492,180,359,0.15,0.74,0.11,-0.9281,4,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,6,15,15,2,3,19,0,27,7,0,6,2,57,61,28,0,6,12,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,3,0,18,13,0,1,16,0,1,6,11,10,0,1,21,10,31,5,34,38,9,47,0,2,0,0,3,10,1,9,31,173,49,4,0.08279360091657474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950181906668,0.0,0.07339153173251872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630248773682089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813207908235533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366316856085533,0.0,0.05047021065632338,0.0,0.14090251268631454,0.0,0.0,0.14644842372019504,0.09038916884626348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454152341534481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131935614319501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916095446547326,0.0,0.16018506974244046,0.0,0.07131000715079397,0.08403376213871545,0.0,0.17300338247627606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440954994161207,0.08098802854285123,0.0,0.0,0.2930405260494783,0.0,0.2384845219510262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077890998903428,0.0,0.0,0.12976871789715225,0.07942316623383816,0.04705351138017128,0.0,0.19865281797710094,0.0,0.09120648564270906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549480548017445,0.0,0.08304873229691903,0.0,0.08153501940194834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550119782402875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089754268303914,0.3319237551111882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317730033702132,0.0,0.0,0.3336233703794598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172564605499975,0.061390406005732215,0.0,0.15992515136962074,0.0,0.0,0.16224030030460562,0.0,0.0942610633958124,0.08687795677919159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057398658189000314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607940159694576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537218476426544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697544448731053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373855891494712,0.0,0.0,0.11720347373015375,0.17649392507587733,0.1983572299224925,0.0,0.0,0.17310769619204444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622504840984976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612975198037643,0.055004389554775115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655522900591257,0.0,0.0784786528672576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087731771475724,0.0,0.0,0.07150708840376299,0.0,0.13662678320701258,0.0,0.0,0.0664120326222549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408092062780831,0.0843737525891997,0.0,0.09052180544506017,0.0,0.05331636449544081
adhd,samgoesrawwr,2018/03/27,"International student diagnosed w/ ADHD moving from US to Ireland - what to expect to get Rx in Ireland? I'm moving to Ireland this summer as an international student for a postgraduate program and am curious if anyone have experience getting medical support for ADHD diagnosis as a non-citizen?

I was diagnosed with ADHD in my home country (America) 4 years ago, and my GP has prescribed me Adderall, which I know isn't available in Ireland. I switched to Strattera, as I read online that it is available in Ireland, but am having trouble with the side effects. I read online that there are other ADHD medication options, like Ritalin, but as it's a stimulant drug, I'm not sure how likely it is that (even with proof of my diagnosis from my GP), that I'll be able to get a prescription.

Any current or former international students in Ireland have experience getting ADHD medication (legally, with diagnosis) in Ireland?",13.517825203252027,9.683622286585363,13.705365853658538,45.48556910569107,54.79268292682927,15.811382113821141,55.38211382113821,13.5591,7.6390967479674785,741,46,103,20,6,259,96,164,0.038,0.915,0.047,-0.1982,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,12,8,0,3,2,19,20,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,8,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,11,4,25,18,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,7,75,22,7,0.11403679956220072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6852503618253534,0.0,0.10108674222513064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775489341907794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797371817415484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314899021997219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224648320443586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532023060416228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230997438361207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383180843036832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438820795319055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062671642719432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142524008970199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34464023483738715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424061415357938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813531907940826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940760874597065,0.10747833401728632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717222889253605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343596007471921
adhd,TurdusApteryx,2018/03/27,"My ADHD helped my mother connect with someone at her new job! My mother can make a conversation with a stranger in a store without trouble, she's certainly not shy, but I thought it was a nice little ADHD-related thing! She recently got a new job and one of the coworkers has a child with ADHD. Even though I'm fine with her talking about it, I also appreciated that she waited to ask me first before mentioning it to the coworker.",8.302499999999998,6.79966948809524,9.035714285714286,67.68428571428575,62.45238095238096,12.20952380952381,38.85714285714286,11.20814326018867,4.381557142857142,343,15,62,8,4,117,60,84,0.018000000000000002,0.813,0.16899999999999998,0.9084,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,9,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,11,3,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337033800757396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055859903553808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431583774886185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956242238922512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160906226905593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950497255207446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057471890628093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781106496108475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488377741927011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761619431637679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732399487260525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395083960362497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910239767678694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354598240877128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892446997354786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127263808936094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676995089743045,0.0,0.17268747316205404,0.13953717331466822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943045496872894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Adun-Toridas,2018/03/27,"I thought I managed my time well but I didn't and now I'm really sad I take two classes at my local university, and I've got to write a ten paged paper for one of them. I thought it'd be no problem, and I've been working on it all month. It's due on Thursday and all I have is a garbage stream of consciousness outline. 

I thought things were going fine; I've got six pages of good ideas, and it's somewhat structured. When it comes to refining the paragraphs I have and adding sources I move so painfully slow. I worked on one paragraph for two hours today and I've got nothing to show for it. 

I wish I wasn't so dumb. I dropped out of junior high and I haven't finished high school. I'm 20 and I'm so behind. I should have started this paper months ago. I wish I had a time machine",0.4505952380952394,2.5185857261904765,2.0273809523809554,97.15095238095242,84.59523809523809,4.685714285714286,23.619047619047624,5.82211442006289,0.2351761904761913,614,24,142,4,18,199,96,168,0.106,0.778,0.116,-0.1054,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,0,2,25,28,14,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,4,1,6,11,0,20,3,16,14,5,26,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,1,14,86,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011675957203234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264429736926241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342175565414539,0.12311696901749718,0.3521940521590211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101745241367443,0.0,0.0,0.1445544501631321,0.0,0.0,0.16570330700039498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343260582442369,0.15601008076188486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140844938719792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893172061095998,0.0,0.15619044567459722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404541915162983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940347453398297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855507116666214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389574827197884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036465763117352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975179664758778,0.0,0.0,0.3495945990777496,0.17118396661584,0.0,0.13913577991371212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867768053206917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319780669495471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375928632686705,0.0,0.0,0.2137236284816361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GingerSlothYourMom,2018/03/27,"ADHD mom with ADHD kid Any other ADHD moms to ADHD kids here? I’m having a hard time doing all the ‘things’ I should be doing for my daughter’s ADHD. I know all about the need for routine and structure, but it’s difficult to put this into practice for her when I can’t even do it for myself. I feel horribly guilty. I’m just venting here.",2.0662441314554023,3.6447852253521162,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,77.02816901408453,5.860093896713615,21.6924882629108,6.42735559955562,0.4863502347417836,265,7,53,2,6,91,51,71,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,11,12,3,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,9,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8841036262680887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005291168130363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717745909846053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439295199510265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179887778777766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085836896872667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446319175048449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090944488791024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790549874070902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774611303025668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579222862455083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Darth_Awesome,2018/03/27,"lofi hip hop radio - beats to relax/study to Many of you probably already know this youtube stream - but it's done wonders for my productivity at work and in graduate school. 



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XiqrERZo_8",10.046363636363637,13.937712424242427,6.578787878787877,67.48818181818183,61.12121212121213,9.248484848484848,32.21212121212121,9.725611199111238,3.5835939393939413,182,7,25,4,3,50,32,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,13,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032820620747995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37398121106652427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084121463168764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705079293683587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39401583502698695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698539012429247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963138545453702,0.2660512265281245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,melanie_me,2018/03/27,"Trying to find the right med I was diagnosed as an adult about 12 years ago. After several months of trial and error, I ended up on 15 mg of name brand Adderall XR until last fall when I just got tired of fighting with my insurance company about covering the name brand. I also thought maybe the 15mg wasn't working as well anymore and I was starting to feel jittery. 

I first tried 30 mg of Vyvanse. I was fatigued for 2 months, so I went up to 40 mg. The fatigue went away and the ability to get work done was amazing, but I think it was also causing anxiety. (Work has been been extremely stressful so it's hard to know if it was work or the meds.) I would sometimes feel very driven and would jump out of my seat and pace a bit. That was a bit unnerving.

Last month I switched to 25 mg of Mydayis using the coupon from Shire. Mydayis worked great! I was so much more articulate and I was getting stuff done, but it lasted way too long each day and I was having trouble sleeping. I was taking melatonin just to get to sleep and I've never had trouble sleeping.

Now I'm on 20mg of generic Adderall XR (Sandoz) and I can't tell if it's working or not. First dose was Saturday and I was feeling calm and happy. I was doing a lot of chores and organizing around the house. Same on Sunday. Yesterday and today I've been feeling really tired and sort of spaced out and unmotivated - like I'm glued to the couch. I also have PMS right now, so I don't know if that is affecting things. Plus I just gave notice at work on Monday (starting a new job in a couple of weeks) and maybe I'm just having some sort of stress hangover.

This info might be helpful: My ADHD symptoms are primarily procrastination, talking way too much, interrupting, ""foot in mouth"" disorder, hyperactivity and impulsiveness (eating and spending money). 

Does anyone have any ideas or suggestions or experiences to share?",3.3391847826086973,5.369483027173917,4.606956521739132,82.51576086956524,74.70652173913044,7.208695652173913,26.98913043478261,8.07648339933343,1.803995652173912,1486,57,283,24,32,490,205,368,0.116,0.802,0.08199999999999999,-0.8749,1,0,0,0,3,0,43.0,0,0,0,10,20,14,1,2,15,0,35,14,5,3,1,63,58,39,0,5,14,0,5,1,0,3,8,0,2,1,10,24,1,0,11,0,3,5,5,7,1,2,27,5,24,7,44,27,9,51,0,2,0,0,10,16,0,12,29,183,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794760397623647,0.0,0.07224515845814666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955274436587009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055423044758884606,0.0,0.06234755816490155,0.0,0.08082646489242311,0.05698695202873087,0.0,0.0,0.0725526062770136,0.0,0.0,0.07657227822167162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779545860957975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372332787123724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017860662700036,0.0,0.052560994767757545,0.0,0.0,0.08272115758085095,0.0,0.0,0.09340648217109143,0.0,0.07132152093918029,0.16680634482890938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339522268028236,0.0,0.0,0.07218513513439957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972299824202607,0.0,0.0,0.16483613875439418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448985951526732,0.1386483421526819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774173485789642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518328919844572,0.08985444303979828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675865684125146,0.0730083210978432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054627978472110254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404048180263837,0.0,0.0920039948017242,0.0,0.0,0.08087653916528295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958094126753062,0.19930103199648572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981696288416101,0.0,0.0,0.07212526069048394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928869808304174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375614736778665,0.0,0.1810570710008676,0.0,0.0,0.08645901066504821,0.0,0.0,0.19515844766356927,0.0,0.11982429552927835,0.0,0.06285810785885007,0.07871356292337754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278870873390567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221122244353593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920173730068167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207221727086297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446776786791629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060594755059143,0.0,0.1153727593851051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867167915311128,0.0,0.09329842215061718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471008790678777,0.06127813361605601,0.06550690832642121,0.07123491358761051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054145222827085684,0.05222214474026818,0.0,0.06470218822324299,0.0,0.18734536681737535,0.07725281893067165,0.0,0.0,0.11066679959984307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039015007124537,0.0,0.06724633870833864,0.0,0.12938239659853418,0.06537467889086869,0.0,0.07327861830505769,0.1511033146308489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153326681237642,0.0,0.0,0.11579104561706405,0.0,0.0,0.05248356466279784
adhd,rickaly11,2018/03/27,"Finally Seeking A Diagnosis; long process normal? So I have reason to believe I exhibit symptoms of ADHD, and have been suspicious since I was 23 (now 25). Due to some recent changes in my life and an increase in responsibilities, those symptoms have been much more prevalent and causing a lot of frustration, exhaustion, and depressive episodes in my life.

I scheduled an appointment with my physician to see if there were any other problems that may be causing those symptoms, and it took two weeks and calling a half day off work to get in to see him. I showed up and he literally just listened to my breathing and took my blood pressure, then told me it's not common in adults and he'd give me a referral to a local guy who has a ""very long waiting list"" and apparently can't get in to see for a couple months.

I couldn't help but leaving there feeling more frustrated than before, and that it was useless. I want to get to the root of the problem. I have a lot of serious responsibilities in my life that I feel are being affected by these symptoms. Is this a normal part of the process when it comes to seeking a diagnosis?",8.929583333333332,7.247129087962969,8.895111111111117,69.76100000000001,61.361111111111114,11.788148148148153,41.970370370370375,10.577609850970193,4.403557037037039,897,44,165,17,10,294,127,216,0.135,0.8420000000000001,0.023,-0.9665,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,1,15,0,18,11,2,5,0,35,34,16,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,2,13,13,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,9,0,2,8,6,19,0,29,21,8,27,0,2,3,0,11,10,0,5,13,123,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727304080226407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767509949929871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719478776648338,0.12868944859674414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663376712241864,0.0,0.0,0.2346755885066477,0.12083207707520023,0.09839242114031303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638483275203846,0.0,0.07366395181154696,0.0,0.09837952323927604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550848148572065,0.0,0.0,0.12512497655049984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902935518008567,0.10957246451701927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309806215918658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765608183694473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094495234064695,0.0,0.0,0.2420358234467965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216633080765967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421547629479052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117117200582503,0.0,0.08396655324659016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238272583595773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369164971639658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185906825663332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174395762943578,0.1127807684476337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730612196286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448588958667277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748829325692572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914432874460407,0.25381041710662033,0.0,0.0,0.11157861674061942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424538245521802,0.06737128811354445,0.0,0.09162226127551212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315521474653371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gmajor1991,2018/03/27,"Overheard my family whispering about me My younger brother (25) came home today to visit my parents, who I (27M) am currently living with (at their repeated request) while trying to change career. Overheard this exchange between my mother and the brother-
""He'd get a job if he learned how to relax"" 
""-But he can't! This is the worst I've ever seen him!"" 
""-I've had him in the house every f**cking day, it has been HELL""
""-Ugh, I know, I had to suffer through it at Christmas [when I was last home]""

I'm not hurt, it's just surprising that I've less of a handle on my hyperactivity and nerves than I had imagined.",4.753,5.550119633333331,5.698333333333334,80.92500000000003,69.33333333333334,8.0,30.833333333333336,8.07648339933343,2.147083333333334,476,19,92,6,8,157,90,120,0.123,0.8140000000000001,0.064,-0.8458,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,13,15,7,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,5,0,0,7,2,15,2,14,7,2,14,1,2,1,0,13,4,1,1,8,62,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745180041632484,0.0,0.0,0.2539084708083739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479251711059475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171110928960654,0.20222651409968054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262687251088785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254001169885114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815176221761724,0.0,0.0,0.2769499122465814,0.25694550020581913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381820041249927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190826624578567,0.1956476695427113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194133644702665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266512898998428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275101213172464,0.0,0.0,0.16295727037059196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nxa6,2018/03/27,"Itchy because of Strattera? I've been on Strattera for a little over a month, recently went from 40 mg to 60 mg. I haven't noticed much of any side effect, but I have been getting increasingly itchy, mostly on my legs. I don't have a rash or anything visible. Has this happened to anyone? Is it possible that Strattera is causing it? ",3.044051282051285,5.258844200000002,4.428846153846155,82.60532051282053,76.23076923076924,6.7948717948717965,30.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.3063333333333333,263,13,48,4,6,87,47,65,0.078,0.8740000000000001,0.048,-0.2151,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,2,2,2,0,5,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,9,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079527949148498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382073106247634,0.0,0.25164529735814073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641132546368555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31413828139792216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976657908599695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704157306147452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064894436665491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408465720014946,0.0,0.22479635738545312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34815249508035057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447407487072178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019381521557199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28347735797522905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,saltvanilla,2018/03/27,"Permanent Erectile Dysfunction due to Concerta I am 23 years old. I was taking Concerta(36-54mg) for 1 year. At the first months, I could get intense boners and masturbate for hours.Then I stopped taking it 5-6 months ago. I experienced Erectile Dysfunction. If I try really hard I can erectile but not hard enough and it ends fast, like a balloon.

I have been to the urologist and he has tested me for diabetes and measured hormone levels.All of these tests have returned normal. I am pretty sure it is not a psych problem as I do not get morning erections and cannot get erections when masturbating. But I can ejaculate in semi-erectile. My girlfriend gave me bj and still, I can't get hard enough. 

I noticed that the veins in my arms, hands, stomach and along the shaft of my penis expanded in size. I have an enlarged varicocele.

I also experienced priapism multiple times. I think my blood pressure raised...

I am doing exercise for a month, didn't help me.
178 cm 74 kgs btw.

Please help...",3.2091769316909264,5.791773478723407,4.274266517357223,82.04184210526316,77.51063829787232,7.574916013437848,29.04367301231803,8.532816995589336,2.560251063829788,786,36,141,17,19,255,121,188,0.092,0.81,0.098,0.6279,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,0,18,8,5,0,1,20,26,13,0,4,6,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,6,24,2,14,21,2,20,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,17,88,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763447386489672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416664502025143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239677470365432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752012324597826,0.32086380919036545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206969180834222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32448156329518263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172651320800577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814386003921792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585541861098449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717969596540685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521283031228329,0.0,0.17677205476118865,0.1629261794854068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704361026202377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796195294527504,0.0,0.14856916829967146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946776066692707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399610842106652,0.12980983112448838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633693428758351,0.0,0.2334823221283325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099488568768068,0.0,0.0,0.0905372038804654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541583036363866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999732013350968
adhd,cutie_mcbooty_,2018/03/27,"Experiences with your GP, and employers? Hi guys, so I’ve been trying to work up the courage to go to my GP about finally getting diagnosed for the last couple of years. Ive never brought up anything adhd related with my doctor, but along with forgetting whenever I make an appointment,  I keep feeling worried that my doctor won’t take me seriously and it puts me off going to see someone about it. My GP surgery is renowned for being overloaded with patients and when I’ve visited in the past don’t seem to have an awful lot of time for people. 

Currently in the middle of changing GP in hopes that there will be a more understanding doctor at this new place, but still worried I won’t get the best reception considering I’m in my mid twenties and haven’t been diagnosed yet. 

However, another massive concern for me is that I’m a nurse, and seriously worried that the GP will think I’m unsafe if I get diagnosed (even though I’m not and manage to do my job just fine, but I work an awful lot harder to keep myself on the right path than everyone else does). Hopefully you guys on here might be able to shine some light on their experiences with GP’s and employers (especially if you work in healthcare) and hopefully ease my worries a little so I can finally pluck up the courage to go and see someone.",10.592125984251972,7.155620968503939,10.482929133858267,65.14533858267717,59.787401574803155,14.411968503937008,43.90393700787401,12.516099999999998,5.331171338582676,1042,47,194,27,10,348,139,254,0.08900000000000001,0.799,0.112,0.7906,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,4,12,9,0,0,14,2,18,6,0,1,1,38,42,18,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,7,15,0,2,4,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,3,5,22,7,38,31,5,36,0,0,3,0,8,18,0,10,12,129,29,10,0.09775624632940597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748401117022905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250594780051732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044506135710228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025891494415925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341314660081942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816542720996618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29766159681458265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001729812149393,0.08554714993058211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166280000066725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456707873945577,0.0,0.0,0.0934102826196499,0.0,0.19124873372630366,0.0,0.0,0.04942849539070157,0.0,0.0,0.21417437913258666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322081190051987,0.0,0.16667138274774634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935881061625319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912820299151604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700799044567564,0.1737804867315567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968438811085858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797744030944464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662177296656213,0.0,0.0,0.06525305351457163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370392906399066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539564365066319,0.09441359186266786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331939847125316,0.06777187254550232,0.0,0.10213447105780832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982720280174636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348330023425732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579814356131638,0.08899361519044625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565710056779184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806826459555485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350053132474936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263825542365989,0.09604501568306888,0.0,0.05700245336958516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637007436912823,0.0,0.0,0.10176769998810396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135031347972464,0.3971048533945227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295181757170433
adhd,Kegelz,2018/03/27,"Motivation forever minimal, do I need these pills? Never had motivation, never really knew where I was going, But since I’ve been on these meds I feel even more lost, and disconnected from the outside world.  
Every day I take one 20mg adder, and it feels like life is flying by without letting me soak any information up. I feel so forgetful of small things, words, memories. College graduation is approaching. Only jobs in the horizon are virtual, which means less outside time, and more being secluded. 
I’m all for medicine that works, and I wanted to try these meds to see if they would help, but now I find myself going backwards in progression of mental integrity. My thoughts are always scrambled, and never clear. I’ve always been confused, but these pills seem to enhance this confusion. 

Am I alone in this sub with what I’m going through? Everyone seems so positive about the medication, and I’m happy for those that work well with it. ",7.008123678646939,8.048426947674422,7.11050739957717,71.93385835095141,64.40697674418604,10.673150105708244,33.65961945031712,10.637119530657019,3.8000395348837213,753,31,127,19,11,242,120,172,0.091,0.7829999999999999,0.126,0.8599,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,6,7,6,0,2,3,0,13,4,0,2,5,37,32,12,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,12,0,0,4,4,3,1,1,7,4,12,3,19,22,4,19,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,5,7,85,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524381603384635,0.0,0.0,0.2449376363534484,0.0,0.0,0.10009011771963633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492145688951348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721359586057499,0.0,0.1240088067455786,0.14064054996899925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326184808350175,0.10514822707575676,0.0,0.0,0.13452344309552014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509440532278787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668002749066487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986542839688137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605733699811368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505055376859962,0.10396036060169532,0.07190663233411053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066864327025865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160326445282469,0.3269763259901799,0.14827232222575434,0.14832678069474506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913501713622427,0.3405519550178093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973563829215493,0.11194000907757536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428979269172867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728653409514092,0.267981439154343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175206562381062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066399606794328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778246125408306,0.0,0.0,0.11684759767631338,0.08582413163360086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992822523367458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681289372882077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233602672667613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188005365176504,0.0,0.2143033040609711,0.0,0.0,0.10455523904462012,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,newjerseygoldrush,2018/03/27,"I made my psychiatrist smile today! Hi r/adhd, I'm kind of new here. I was finally officially diagnosed last month at 37 after a lifetime of struggling to just ""be normal"" and get my shit together.

When I first started seeing my psychiatrist five years ago, he immediately suspected that I had undiagnosed ADHD after hearing a few stories about my childhood. I was a textbook smart girl with ADD (it was the 80s-90s) and no one realized it because back then you couldn't have ADD unless you were a hyperactive boy.

We spent the last few years working to get my depression and anxiety under control, and at the beginning of this year I finally got to a place where I wasn't overwhelmed by negativity every single day. So I brought up the ADHD symptoms again and my doctor was happy to address it.

Exactly one month ago I walked out of my doctor's office with a Vyvanse prescription and my receipt had the medical code for ADHD-C on it. The Vyvanse gives me enough clarity and room in my brain to actually do things, like actually pay attention to my to-do lists and not procrastinate everything. I don't stare out the window for three minutes straight or scroll through Twitter endlessly.

I had my one month follow-up appointment today and I was able to tell my psychiatrist that I feel better than I have in years. That I can focus and I am improving my performance at work and my relationship at home. I finally feel like I'm OK. That's when I got the big smile.

TL;DR: Finally diagnosed and medicated at 37 and it feels AMAZING.",5.699448275862068,6.975720220689657,7.0325862068965534,70.46853448275864,67.48275862068965,10.627586206896552,34.5,10.686352973137794,4.076986206896552,1224,58,213,35,20,417,162,290,0.064,0.8079999999999999,0.128,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,6,9,12,1,2,14,1,18,9,2,2,1,35,35,19,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,7,1,4,2,11,20,0,1,6,0,2,2,6,4,0,6,15,6,36,8,34,18,4,49,0,2,2,0,11,17,1,1,32,149,47,7,0.09119659217869576,0.0,0.1779894373996606,0.0,0.43840232646027066,0.0,0.1616805529578171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976514340065261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012455015573063,0.0,0.05559259613596726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065597476960179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180555739527722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228473273203803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588142574494256,0.0,0.0785474912118351,0.1851252427763836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668715285076404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423045810632658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683706218731963,0.0,0.08196161666000203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383352114696448,0.06515086367440097,0.0,0.3996056363102085,0.0,0.07757177471939791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529291082566928,0.08748408114132493,0.0,0.0,0.14587649146509146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708046816796256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278518735182364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147761767085537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496721704440758,0.0,0.14867478894530592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910809684141678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629242056083229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374194450386933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183767494323836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880782370081197,0.0,0.0,0.08935329746520441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539151313992192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528102862153293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791101062804856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267187670382805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361199134118718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645494173303648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533847904819792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478817782515588,0.0,0.0,0.07970984121669157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058696356641648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288741209553896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278441050452244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349104614614251
adhd,az-pill-equator,2018/03/27,"Help! Struggling with ADHD medication Hey ADHD Fam, i'm a long time lurker and it's time to finally post about some of my struggles. Today hasn't been a good day, and there's been way too many of them lately - so turning to you folks for some much needed assistance. 

I was **diagnosed with Adult ADHD around about 6 months ago**. I didn't know much about it before seeing a psychiatrist, whom apparently figured it out within the first session. Mental health has been something that has troubled me throughout my life but I had previously only attempted to treat the 'depression' side of things, which is why I went to a Psych in the first place. 
 
I tried to argue my way out of it, and have done a plethora of research and reading to try and understand the condition better. Seems like this is going to be with me for life, so have been trying to take it seriously. 

Was initially **prescribed Dex, which my body rejected** almost straight away - felt way too 'high' and wired. Within days I went back and was given **Strattera 40mg**, which I thought was working quite well until I started feeling 'lethargic' again. I was generally quite happy but not actually getting work done to the extent I should, and my psych decided it wasn't actually alleviating my symptoms. 

I then tried **Ritalin - same sort of dirty feeling** as Dex and then went back to Dex at a lower dose in order to be able to 'function'. Although Dex seems to be ok in terms of actually increasing my energy and attention span, it still feels like i'm on a drug and the **comedowns that ensue** aren't the best thing to deal with. I also felt **more emotional** on them, as well as **heightened anxiety** with is significantly reducing my quality of life.

I most recently went back to the Psych (for maybe the 10th time in 6 months at $400+ per session) and said look, nothing else is working for me what to do? I mentioned that i'd read about **Modafinil**, which I have now tried also and although it feels 'smoother' it actually makes me **extremely tired** shortly after. So very much back to square one at the moment. 

The feedback that i've got from my Psych was *'now you've tried virtually all of the medications available so what do you want to do next?'*. It's a pretty shitty situation cos it just seems so lazy that this is a trial and error system, and getting dosages right etc are the responsibility of the patient. I really do need some solid advice from someone that has experienced the same problems as me.

Meanwhile i'm struggling badly as a result of being unsettled with medication; I actually feel that the ADHD symptoms such as **getting overawed by information** and **consistently losing & forgetting things**, are actually getting worse and worse by the day. 


**TL;DR** 

Have tried all meds that are generally prescribed for ADHD and feel like i'm only getting worse - Psych keeps asking me 'So what do you want to do next?' Have highlighted the important bits in bold because you know - **ADHD.**
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adhd,soylarata,2018/03/27,"I got meds switched Hello!
I have some questions!
I got a small switch from Vyvanse to Concerta (My country has vyvanse out of stock, so my doctor gave me a prescription to buy Concerta 36 mgs), and I really feel that it doesn't kick in.

I can barely concentrate (as if I were with no meds) and it just gives me a slight headache and gets me in bad mood, been in this for a week and sincerely i felt that I just spent a lot on something that is not working, like if it were placebo.

How does it work for you? I'm going to write an e-mail to my doctor to see if I can get a new prescription and see if i can just rise it, or just wait for Vyvanse to come back and buy it.

With Vyvanse I FELT so calm and literally I could stop all the thoughts on my head and manage to do all my chores and stuff.
Concerta just makes me like, lazier and moody.",3.1596441947565563,3.642881050561801,4.248932584269664,91.01961610486893,72.76404494382022,7.955805243445692,26.069288389513112,8.07648339933343,1.2117063670411985,649,20,154,9,12,212,100,178,0.107,0.857,0.035,-0.8863,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,8,0,12,3,1,2,2,40,30,19,0,5,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,14,0,2,5,0,3,3,3,2,0,0,10,5,22,4,21,19,4,14,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,8,6,104,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868140579675055,0.13972980991002176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441567426894994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361492741830627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425785294833151,0.14644864124390886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461691587122408,0.0,0.3213634533033445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486637276502262,0.16053685223081196,0.095108555369593,0.0,0.26768930357112075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174882751153905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351698718867924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422745274385552,0.0,0.0,0.11170706484061192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37177505031462016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162715244709489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746969626699125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720835007233928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667117075366368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883379118640914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991164297571926,0.0,0.0,0.19157509506576614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285677907628873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342376434104492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366480175157906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nywannabe,2018/03/27,"My first screening for adult ADHD I’m 27 and male and am finally getting screened for ADHD today. I first started seeing therapists around 5 months ago. I’ve been taking meds for depression and anxiety and they have not done much for me. Especially in the focusing/motivation department. My current psychologist said she can’t prescribe me stimulants unless I got tested/screened for ADHD. 

What happens during this screening? Im nervous I won’t know what to say. It’s hard for me to put into words how I am feeling or struggling with. But I come to subs like this one and think “YES. Finally I’m not the only one!”. ",3.291410256410259,5.940385598290598,4.6518162393162426,79.07721153846154,77.63247863247864,7.660683760683763,29.40811965811966,8.59863814320734,2.7484478632478635,493,23,85,11,12,163,81,117,0.106,0.8290000000000001,0.066,-0.5513,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,20,20,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,4,4,8,12,1,14,15,1,15,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,1,10,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519196533972537,0.0,0.13569677799545385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710629389459475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627425168798013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186544290441268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318481571479177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665467434468067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774021865393963,0.0,0.0,0.33538478390945337,0.0,0.2604206801682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997833213883887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243259634483555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353687313229106,0.0,0.13713021261589722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535339286173478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412913307433648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478748317889465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700381153039146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218753067899407,0.0,0.11253190646898373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074628481126219,0.11642474795698607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388835496787984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561477271945794,0.12173589335064144,0.0,0.0,0.12198547492802303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083512864469198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600331541320603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509761305445723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777384570849521,0.0,0.098087912498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510257633432105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_tyrannosauruswrekt_,2018/03/27,"That awkward moment when you outsmart yourself. Does anybody have those small moments where you outsmart yourself? For example, you get a very important item that you need for *tomorrow*. So you decide that as you get back home you'll immediately put in a safe place so you don't do your usual and lose it somewhere awkward like down the back of the sofa. 

But it comes around to the next day and you're about to do x thing, and you suddenly remember that thing you need. You know, because you were about to try and do something without that crucial thing in the first place. Panicking now you try and remember where the hell you put it? You check all the usuals, in your pockets from that day; behind the couch; in your bed; in the fridge; on the table... you for the life you can't find it. You're alternating between wanting to throw an adult tantrum and having a breakdown, and you're considering more and more ridiculous ways you could've somehow lost it. *Did I accidentally throw it away with my lunch that day?"", *Did I give it to my sister instead of that package she ordered?"". 

But then suddenly...

**Oh yeah, I put in the safe place so I wouldn't stress out from losing it :|**",2.385726872246696,5.004039960352426,2.9741074889867853,89.9121920704846,81.11453744493392,5.746537444933921,24.49850220264317,7.087006719466742,1.0296958237885463,929,35,183,12,25,289,122,227,0.116,0.82,0.064,-0.9065,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,21,0,4,14,12,3,3,15,1,12,2,0,0,1,28,21,16,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,20,12,1,2,5,0,1,6,4,9,0,1,4,0,28,3,30,15,4,42,1,3,0,0,25,17,1,1,18,131,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070818340991004,0.0,0.0,0.11684180977748355,0.1912527763197048,0.0,0.0758096724343476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712650011035343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992926121232669,0.0,0.0,0.2406088167283303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882966755268876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366424243821245,0.1057819069511646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299475983697697,0.11929897136523315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124744816984996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834587883729967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784027050961349,0.06075679229185538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782576228273103,0.13575536873466715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442508994454013,0.0,0.0,0.13225996435124288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897941850749168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750532477428253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817548826536071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957396295744232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245578390121494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786094809431786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168866715838006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273933448673748,0.10261133791586964,0.07335168928547936,0.09871244347828707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988013720381692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jesusxxz,2018/03/27,"Things that happen once in a while - What time is it? 
9:03
* 1 minute later* 
- What time is it?
9:04
- Did I just ask you that question twice?
Yes
- Oh i’m sorry
* You’re fine",-3.4450000000000003,-5.083752166666663,-1.3088888888888892,109.79000000000002,154.0,1.2000000000000002,5.777777777777778,3.1291,-2.9197888888888888,126,1,32,0,12,40,29,36,0.038,0.815,0.147,0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35085978833398873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33188123290349164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996878905349374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204278230514633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42012355105513466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493361614859094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376870712791533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Timberwolf225,2018/03/27,"I am finally doing well in my classes. After having a horrible time in grade 7 and 8 I was very excited to start high school, hoping that the change in scenery would help me get my shit together. It was certainly better but I still had problems. In grade 9 I failed math and english. Come grade 10 (what I'm in now) I decided to drop down to applied math and English and things are much better. Less work load and slower paced teaching has helped significantly. Last semester I got a 75% in English, this semester I'm currently sitting at around 95% in math.",2.6679797979798003,5.140625259259263,4.081683501683504,83.28621212121213,78.81481481481481,7.630976430976433,27.410774410774412,8.575989854853784,2.3269703703703706,440,19,83,10,11,145,77,108,0.135,0.736,0.13,-0.5504,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,1,0,3,0,9,1,1,0,1,13,16,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,9,6,14,11,2,22,0,1,0,0,2,11,1,1,8,51,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969165475237624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912701280653704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400223115028146,0.19054581061932988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231581873099314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556883891425575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691532977041424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29653387992316665,0.2337119035130241,0.0,0.21970335215126466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030903437994916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260881445804154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166030025847807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386808559149776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270605243142205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656781073902312,0.0,0.17665208629524104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695668275934187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898457989109402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251469563340755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888703196752333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610375841702995,0.0,0.0,0.1571354504483369,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrinap,2018/03/27,"I feel like my brain has its own moods. For eg. Sometimes it is the most genius brain ever and sometimes it acts like a dumbfuck.
I had so many moments where I was like 'I knew that ? Wow !' And sometimes its like 'I knew that ! Why can't I remember!' ",-1.2343137254901961,0.6526561568627471,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,105.07843137254902,3.050980392156863,17.43137254901961,5.033348758259628,-0.7792980392156856,188,6,43,1,9,60,35,51,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,1,8,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,7,5,1,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726142020219764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147847308978602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107032771184946,0.15122565130195928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136684986546407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461230645869048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239794422358676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280766831004081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910100650742228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GlassRockets,2018/03/27,"I like myself better at the end of my day than at the start I think on this sub as a whole, we tend to focus on the great things our medications allow us to achieve, but at the consequence of isolating those of us who dislike huge aspects of our medications.

**This is a thread for people who identify with the latter part of that sentence.**

Let it off your chest.

***

Personally? I love the end of my days. I feel like there's so many things I'm curious about, I mentally come up with another topic I want to read about before I can finish the one I'm currently on. A lot of the time I'll use a seperate browser tab to keep track of each of the topics I want to research before I forget them. I'll jump between them practically every 7 minutes, and although I get why that would irritate a lot of people, **it works for me.** The best way I can summarize it is that it's like a whirlwind of questions, thoughts, and desires perhaps that built up throughout the day. Like a dam finally breaking.


At the end of the night I'll get to maybe 20% of them, it feels like there's never enough time for everything. And although that makes me a little sad, the entire process is a joyful one where I genuinely feel *excited* about things. I feel like myself. On my meds it's all business all the time, I almost never work on hobbies or read about my interests - so during the day I tend to feel very detached, like I'm just checking things off of a never ending to do list.


Don't get me wrong, I *truly* am grateful for my meds, they're necessary for me to do day to day tasks like driving safely, holding a job, and managing school - but I don't like them. I don't like being on them, a part of me dreads taking them every morning. 

I know without a doubt, if my parents didn't force me to take them as a kid, I would be in a worse place today. Regardless, I will always like myself better at the end of my day, than at the start.",1.8228087318087312,3.84116722820513,3.4977338877338866,88.75942827442827,79.28205128205127,6.370062370062372,23.361053361053358,7.432916251226849,0.9928911988911988,1489,50,310,21,37,495,185,390,0.055,0.736,0.209,0.9961,3,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,5,1,7,6,10,24,0,2,33,0,18,4,1,3,5,46,45,14,0,7,6,1,5,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,20,9,0,3,9,2,1,3,8,4,0,2,2,5,50,20,61,37,10,51,0,1,0,1,20,21,0,7,36,213,70,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475922015726981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062121451255269314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828544085859737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270569480702043,0.0,0.0783489832899537,0.13205789884673486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431127136859398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370377147032209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33062421897699434,0.07714168938155773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580519936679982,0.0,0.06709781211571639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874668424941346,0.16000710777103042,0.0,0.08178420887166465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701719817943955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231072781489844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408656240733763,0.06635947624657194,0.0,0.0,0.04103009391983134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634288108763387,0.0,0.4012154982936939,0.07482694685920532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694315329595587,0.06738177560068345,0.0,0.04983480638312878,0.0756915116645959,0.07500401325750927,0.0,0.16585645390416978,0.15042019633701922,0.07523772184592567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274259675632464,0.0,0.0,0.07006149191280618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011804095902805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289889320792576,0.1616947150755913,0.0,0.10351693797051152,0.06518850115153639,0.07800173809601932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836340658444454,0.0,0.1493564419583423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555789947019656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568665804088297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122670756490505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839787762629849,0.0478378430293378,0.0,0.05927012648125628,0.13060107109327446,0.0,0.0707670710186222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960880520874803,0.06448055641275209,0.0,0.061600683224077524,0.08807046604012661,0.05926005921456935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736724844529669,0.08335301030186411,0.0,0.0719676646532564,0.0,0.10870385176621997,0.0,0.0760828980039576,0.10606982711992607,0.08162682207988221,0.0,0.0
adhd,bublubbabla,2018/03/27,"Feeling irritated and afraid always Everytime when I am down, I motivate myself and set fews goals for myself and plan for those goals. Even if I fail in one small goal, like waking up early in the morning, I feel devastated and fear the whole day and miss out on other ones too. And I fail almost every day to cope up with my goals though it seems real minimal when I set them. And it makes me feel real anxious all the time. Once i fuck up a bigger one, i binge and make myself feel even worst. I am more worried about what people think about me that what I actually feel. This makes me even more anxious. Guys, kindly help me out by giving some suitable advice. ",5.489637404580151,5.777090129770992,5.929074427480916,81.71971851145041,67.54961832061068,8.38206106870229,25.53530534351145,8.07648339933343,1.3661824427480918,521,12,103,6,8,168,83,131,0.218,0.682,0.1,-0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,8,9,9,1,2,4,0,2,2,1,4,1,28,15,12,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,0,5,19,2,16,15,7,19,0,3,0,1,4,11,1,4,7,75,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.14241189347066285,0.0,0.0,0.14260637838484486,0.0,0.0,0.14613321713675925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142993875591013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297309135574669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882325128684228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916685489421057,0.0,0.12295686389803852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421789112011573,0.3689466013053469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491492052275264,0.0,0.1399945280562019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449898435557268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781741865961756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196925609203904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129666220731337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29223902684514313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554164321872148,0.29666880018688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117322747584988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322128562320051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285410208366452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350950809885662,0.14338078401331664,0.0,0.08509610203806149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629316561598771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482044768545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,anothermouse1,2018/03/27,"Need tips on dealing with paperwork from kids school It is exhausting. How do you do it ? My child has ADHD as well. 
So I have to monitor her school work. I need clear instructions on how I could solve this problem 
I have tried to file her papers but run into simple issues of 
what type of folders
 how many ?
what to label them ? How many subcategories etc.,
How often to check it and how to use it, where to put them. 
Writing this out makes me think this should be easy stuff, but it's really really hard for me
This is so difficult:(",2.310094339622644,4.428114537735851,3.4609811320754718,89.12883018867926,78.15094339622641,7.258867924528303,20.033962264150947,8.238735603445708,0.8974143396226419,415,10,87,8,10,134,71,106,0.057,0.8590000000000001,0.084,0.4349,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,11,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,8,1,23,15,12,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,1,16,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,0,65,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405161325683748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978669895304673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063241817929327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319670472152472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927624896290026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888265091458227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358764238021684,0.4057987308601728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967861928113331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914963975412592,0.0,0.20118489216514576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564154872401587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050824066948562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290997917196857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823456396546976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358744347127232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284717521166626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799399797361311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569627464243587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Benu5,2018/03/27,"Reading List I know that a reading list for people with ADHD is a bit oxymoronic, but bear with me.

Hi all, recently got diagnosed at 26yo with more of an ADD than ADHD version of ADHD. My psychologist reccomended a book that really helped me called Delivered from Distraction by Edward Hallowell and John Ratey. Mostly it helped me deal with accepting the diagnosis by helping me recognise the symptoms in myself. It also had a bunch of examples of adults dealing with ADHD and how it affected them growing up and in adulthood, as well as stories from multi generational ADHD families. It even has an abridged version at the beginning in case you struggle to focus while reading.

So that would be my suggestion for an ADHD Reading List. What are yours?
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adhd,Mario2212,2018/03/27,Doctor told me to email him about my ADHD So I finally brought myself to go to the doctors and try and get diagnosed with it and get some medication since my life has been complete trash. He asks me to go home and write a letter to him about why I think I have it and we'll move on from there. It's been 3 weeks he hasn't responded which means he's forgotten about it. What should I do?,1.7496557659208278,3.239723036144582,3.251153184165233,92.87228915662651,77.67469879518072,7.152495697074013,21.49569707401033,7.957251820313856,0.6866709122203103,304,8,72,5,7,100,57,83,0.026,0.974,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,0,0,11,17,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,12,0,11,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,2,46,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623503490184375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407805325664471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888005628729746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215666711746274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468720784682681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913348955555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281021509712519,0.0,0.2481262201821341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896950335183926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541894955851732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377892264319891,0.0,0.21991107419127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201496627715945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805773804201496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987578402045098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859196075343076,0.0,0.1482092073779378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510453679039234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697892080559432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thestrugglest,2018/03/27,"Why won’t I sleep?? I’m currently lying awake at 3:30AM.... My head hurts, my eyes hurt, I am so tired, full of melatonin, but I cannot put down my phone. I keep trying to delete those addicting apps one by one but my brain always finds something ridiculously new and random to do. I often get 5 hours of sleep or less, I’m tired all the time but I still do it until one day I inevitably crash and accidentally sleep for 14 hours (not kidding, last weekend was 15.5). I don’t know why but I can’t stop. 
Sorry guys I’m just frustrated. ",2.365020202020201,3.854586390909091,3.5512121212121213,91.37126262626265,76.0,6.707070707070707,21.313131313131315,7.3871296695380915,0.4625555555555549,413,10,93,5,9,134,76,110,0.278,0.708,0.014,-0.9821,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,8,9,6,0,1,16,14,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,3,1,1,13,0,9,12,3,15,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,3,11,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633866948422437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470863399838045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731090885365055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966574627081456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698372433865444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830389580624322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840056033759425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381576322143545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951948559222202,0.0,0.3208901898846363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321645692969872,0.0,0.0,0.08236779505587291,0.1221687435268527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144750937582307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046790700900653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506665291829375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449951978780934,0.0,0.0,0.11538167804212328,0.0,0.16777363659751726,0.0,0.0,0.11969097110580865,0.12530284171185604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739375768841799,0.3445202642512105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175579916833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704791134167153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mochabell,2018/03/27,"ADHD - I'm not sure how to go about getting the help I need? TL;DR: My family has kept me from getting the help I need for 19 years, the non-medicinal counseling that I was able to get on my own while in school hasn't gone anywhere and I'm sick of it, so I got a job at Starbucks for the Health Insurance so that once I'm eligible for it I can find a Psychiatrist that'll help test me, diagnose me, and potentially prescribe me medication that could help me but I'm not sure what to do or how to start and I just really want to get help.

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A little backstory to this post and I'll try to keep it as short as I can: my entire life has been one huge mess, I come from a very ""conservative"" family for lack of better term. To put it simply, they don't believe in anything mental health related, and always insisted my issues were just because I was extremely lazy. Ever since I was a kid I've always had problems that I now realize and highly suspect are rooted from ADHD, and it's done nothing but make my life even harder than it should've been. 

My grades suffered quite a lot when I was in school all because of stupid mistakes or I just couldn't remember a single thing from my classes, my friendships suffered as well because I can never pay attention long enough to have a decent conversation before I get completely distracted by something else and forget I was even talking to them, it made me look like I couldn't care less about what they were talking about, even just trying to type this post out is a struggle because I keep going off track and getting distracted by something from the corner of my eye. 

When I was in 8th grade and all through high school I talked to my counselors daily, they tried to help me the best they could, even going as far as bringing in one of their friends who's a psychologist outside of the school to come in and talk with me, they've had to talk to my parents multiple times about getting me the psychological help that I need, but because of how my parents are, all they did was say ""yeah sure"" to their face but in reality I've never gotten any real help. The MOST I've gotten from them was seeing a psychologist for 3 days, that's it. 

I graduated last year, I'm 19 now, so I've taken it upon myself to get the help I should've gotten when I was a kid. My counselors have tried the best they could to help me without medication, but it's never gotten anywhere. I've recently gotten a job at Starbucks, because they offer many great benefits, one of which is Health Insurance, so once I become eligible for those benefits and get that insurance the first thing I want to do is find a Psychiatrist who can test and diagnose me and hopefully prescribe me medication in hopes that they'll be able to help me (I know generally it'd be better to go to my family doctor, but considering it's a FAMILY doctor it's not that easy, I'd rather see a Psychiatrist who doesn't know me or my family at all, fresh clean slate.) 


I'm not really sure how to go about all this. I did look around online and found a Psychiatrist that specializes in ADHD/Depression/Anxiety, they put down that they take insurance (didn't specify what plans exactly) but that's about as far as I've gotten. What else should I do? What else do I need? I just really wanna get help.",8.187945205479451,6.152793570776257,8.594531202435316,72.45033561643838,63.06392694063928,12.10855403348554,35.14200913242009,10.864195022040775,3.5458580821917813,2604,87,518,55,30,871,247,657,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.9924,4,0,2,0,0,0,160.0,0,0,14,7,32,27,1,3,29,1,50,15,2,7,14,98,106,44,0,19,21,2,0,1,1,3,13,1,1,2,41,20,0,4,9,0,1,11,14,9,1,4,31,6,75,18,82,64,15,59,0,2,5,0,42,26,0,7,21,350,116,16,0.10305050428897616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857700206110816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574627477220846,0.0,0.0,0.03503893833443452,0.0,0.039416676859716435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042400892278907705,0.045868398396413684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884558928030794,0.056905592860119425,0.043844194560819456,0.058051314806676385,0.10814514654040198,0.09113979673319487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253342853934913,0.0,0.0,0.08876888472971359,0.05402324656455047,0.0,0.0,0.12341616356834455,0.0,0.0,0.03322952505543754,0.0,0.0,0.10459409265723672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547655776351804,0.0,0.052728222129258234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912820977231718,0.0,0.0,0.053239359033344674,0.0,0.13612777238083176,0.04660754044104523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286711045907405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418629400282952,0.043827353152414296,0.0,0.05649477948543233,0.03980828199291727,0.0,0.2691981761913818,0.0,0.14641494096807098,0.0,0.04120945106130825,0.05680677238941741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430680080053,0.0,0.0,0.41443548488098825,0.10887851564659368,0.0,0.10235240270283236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377897655807342,0.10226172455314447,0.09159602309670367,0.0,0.0,0.05663386215371065,0.041999957481552636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278761874477721,0.025172635556781408,0.051641838818202335,0.0,0.045598226742744205,0.0865364696700329,0.0,0.0,0.04380492681279048,0.0,0.04875443940759188,0.03439350590658576,0.05223851846640287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571881241235758,0.05192533529300408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282128636415446,0.11921835265460112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049439869076371296,0.0,0.0,0.10974542386312958,0.10474453301133496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144253898079341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869389731841366,0.0,0.0,0.04930270766497602,0.0,0.10359421955069206,0.0,0.05480344802431348,0.0,0.05864701725369035,0.09902518770973327,0.0,0.05087497043994715,0.0,0.058368066432086266,0.0,0.0,0.04097494857748731,0.0,0.20858522388859446,0.0821179099245469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262222102118462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933331279377881,0.0,0.0,0.03646983866688603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386538087305801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424776147947226,0.0,0.038740577215906784,0.2070702296593856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846217604955174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030044788880552627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992905599891345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251372918013959,0.06078185737613941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632738961191555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966850438437592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636114611860201
adhd,deepfri3dpickles,2018/03/27,"Am I finally succeeding or just another kid with a prescription? I was a high school student who was told I was too dumb to ever go to university. Something something ADD diagnosis, put on Ritalin, and now I’m a university student who gets 90s (yay me). 

Anyway, I feel like shit about it because I see so much about how it’s terrible for you and it’s a scam.. I can’t help but feel like I’m nothing more than another drug dependent student. I don’t think I would be where I am without it and there’s immense pressure on me to do well here. Doesn’t help that my most pretentious professors have said that ADD is fake. 

I’m miserable, and I still struggle to focus my attention where it actually matters. I don’t know what to do. Kinda wanna drop out :’)

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adhd,Macoarsman,2018/03/27,"I just wait and watch and be nothing. I'm so tired of the same old thing all the time. I wish I could write this beautifully and make it interesting to read and romantically capture the struggle of ADHD, but I just want to yell somewhere.
I watch deadlines fly by, cancel plans so I can work on projects, then don't work on them. So two accomplishments out the window and down the drain. 

Like many of you I spend my life avoiding everything difficult. I spend my life waiting for notifications on my phone to distract me and to help me escape and forget.

I'm so tired of disappointing girls. We'll go on a couple dates, they'll think I'm funny and interesting, then we go on a third where I haven't fed myself all day and slept 4 hours the night before because I was up late on my phone procrastinating the paper that was due four days ago. I'll be drained, unfocused, and uninteresting, unable to listen and empathize. 

Everyone here can relate to the classic ""you're so smart, you just have to apply yourself"" thing. All my friends and loved ones tell me I'm so smart and so funny.

The job market doesn't care. 

It cares if I can create and produce. If i can stick to something, resist distractors and create.

I even suck at things I'm interested in. I love piano, have been playing for years. I start a piece I love, I drop it halfway through. I love politics, but can't write my essays about political science. 

It seems like success is contrary to my nature. I literally contribute nothing except fulfillment to a few close relationships. That counts for something. 

But I believe I'm worth something. Do i let that something stagnate and wither away? My life is heading that direction. 

My troubles I've listed here aren't even that special or interesting. Wow. I just watch everything pass by. I can't describe it. I'm going to go distract myself with something else now. Bless you all. Thanks for reading.",3.24192918192918,5.7615917032967054,4.2055311355311344,82.92002442002443,77.02197802197801,6.681807081807082,26.5946275946276,7.793537801064563,1.7049459096459088,1516,60,281,24,36,489,194,364,0.133,0.626,0.241,0.9942,1,1,5,0,0,2,47.0,2,3,2,6,18,29,1,4,13,0,24,12,2,2,4,49,54,31,0,5,11,0,0,2,1,2,5,2,1,1,14,20,1,3,2,3,3,5,6,8,0,4,5,5,44,21,37,43,7,35,1,1,3,4,21,14,1,4,17,182,58,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231821698506985,0.0,0.09022067523518286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562443758023874,0.0,0.0,0.062043349923133526,0.0,0.08660617605873304,0.11466973999519595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075403326082999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812620089353488,0.11261619401622976,0.0,0.13127768116744332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502304263017192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444774090835876,0.0,0.0,0.0972539080364867,0.18294426294699465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863396997957871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313727193691709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445430780487924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822011619425071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023151625404916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099965353946468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481080506359025,0.0,0.0,0.10407561492273942,0.21566791408934116,0.09944786208211676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674369963678572,0.0,0.06793807156591472,0.10318762546938452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551241385375166,0.0,0.19531881237363508,0.0,0.10679962304423077,0.0,0.06896788014952722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036124825004124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927223256251996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265550456375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917710727705139,0.0,0.0,0.07203948664255923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640119418527602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895906855706265,0.0937041511692232,0.0,0.0,0.20285173436428053,0.06521568034799098,0.0,0.0,0.059347977571513916,0.2339592833233054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942299940038868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600317133639271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704048033034825,0.0,0.0,0.14819220935679644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554214488117098
adhd,Kassender,2018/03/27,"Really starting to see suicide as my only option I was in a really bad place last november.
Spare you the details, but i had never felt so close to taking my life.

Because i had turned 29, because unemployed for 6 years, living at parents, but mostly because of the total impossibility to manage or have adhd treated after 5 years of trying. (Ritalindidn't work and it's all i can find here.)
 
Figured i might as well try something drastic so i took my car and drove from france to netherlands to attend a 3 days retreat.

I came back so refreshed, so full of love and hope. I can say without a doybt that i had gotten over my depression.

Quit smoking weed, drinking, closed my social media accounts, took a meditation habit, started to look for jobs again...

I knew it was going to be hard, but i thought i could make it.


I really thought things were starting to turn for the best when friends of mine who live in paris offered me to stay at their place to help me find a job at their company.

That was two months and ten days ago.

I am now back at the exact same place i was in november.

Except i lost my car, and my dog is dying.



You know its funny, life has this way of reminding me that all i get is shit.

I'm pretty sure nothing will ever get better now.

My friends have given up on me now.
They got so frustrated that i wouldn't be a quick fix that they lashed out for everything i did. Also because no matter how hard i try, i'm just a stupid child.

It got so gratuitous at the end that i split.
They acted surprised.


I realized that it's been the same with every person who tried to help.


Should i mention that i didn't get the job.
Any job for that matter.
Even the dirtiest burger joint wouldn't interview me.
Its alright in the end since i wouldn't have kept it for long.
Im too incompetent, too socially awkward.


I tried to stay on the path of improving as i came back at my parents but i have proven to myself that im unreliable.
There's just no hope, no saving for me.

Even if i did get meds, it's too late.


I should just off myself now, at least i won't be a burden to anyone anymore.



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adhd,backw00dz,2018/03/27,"Check your meds I just picked up my refill for Adderall and discovered my pills were twice as big as last time. I’d been prescribed 10mg but it turns out the pharmacy mistakenly gave me 5mg before (label said 10).

Anyways, friendly reminder to verify that whatever the pharmacy gave you is what you’re prescribed, especially if it’s your first go at a new prescription.",7.371142857142857,7.5398599714285695,7.586428571428572,71.84107142857147,63.57142857142857,11.571428571428573,36.07142857142857,11.20814326018867,4.195285714285714,298,13,53,8,4,97,58,70,0.041,0.8959999999999999,0.063,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,1,7,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081265315882528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080081741908613,0.0,0.0,0.27976310163366463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579384972215264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951656737060841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40221943513692177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497253616402947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34444684079289634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114760307032449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938686197434844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vorpal_Kitten,2018/03/27,"I'm watching 30 Essential Ideas, and there's a lot of talk about building reward/consequence systems - simple enough for kids, but how do we do this for ourselves as adults? I'm 31, recently diagnosed, and only now realizing that ADHD might be a bigger issue than even my anxiety and depression. 

I've started building lists and list-systems (a timer app on my phone that tells me to ""hold a toothbrush"" finally has me consistently brushing!)

But I'm not sure how to go about making up for my self-motivation impairment.",10.930937500000004,8.384498552083336,10.609583333333333,61.74375000000003,58.27083333333334,14.183333333333335,44.83333333333333,12.602617957971056,5.706758333333335,415,20,69,11,4,137,72,96,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.87,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,3,1,17,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,12,9,2,9,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,4,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29210966674831784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593945843268744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934634783590614,0.2466997536748312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511449055229851,0.0,0.16053816741213034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662592377093665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813602261270322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743840091031319,0.0,0.2536904318915814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664005738591248,0.0,0.0,0.16224376003670035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578471730547268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485731093812136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999142507750235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535635308081967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203840077595664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290802171108924,0.0,0.0,0.19536160543126696,0.21244426636480612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DansBakeSale,2018/03/27,"Wandering off daily I am 28, undiagnosed and unmedicated. I don’t know what I have, but I thought I might post here. Tonight I asked my girlfriend if she’s ever noticed my fidgety and manic side. To my embarrassment, she affirmed that he has. 

I sometimes work in the warehouse at my job. Why did they stick me in here? 

Today I once again found myself wandering off while humming a song, while gnawing my lip, while thinking about the Magna Carta, while humming a song, while drumming with my fingers, while fearing for my future. Our future. 

Then I stop and wonder why I wandered. I forget where I am for a second and what I was doing. I angrily stomp a foot down and return to the task at hand (what is it?) while I bite down HARD on my left index finger in a fit of rage and tell myself that I shouldn’t do what I’ve just done because I have a job to do, an important job that must be done because my company depends on it and my job depends on it. 

Rinse and fucking repeat dozens of times each and every day. Oh God, if I could just take some pill and make these thoughts go away for just a few hours. 

I’m so tired of the intrusive and unnecessary thoughts that only distract me from tasks other normal people take for granted. ",5.3309972677595585,5.6346345860655775,5.842524590163936,82.1472841530055,67.89344262295081,8.146010928961749,30.610928961748645,7.793537801064563,1.9385571584699448,965,35,191,10,15,312,144,244,0.147,0.794,0.059,-0.9745,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,10,5,2,3,12,0,19,8,5,3,2,38,33,23,0,6,6,0,4,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,13,13,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,5,0,2,8,6,36,0,26,20,3,39,0,0,0,1,8,17,1,7,20,142,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284301269695495,0.0,0.12345638455655195,0.0,0.0,0.1602027235111288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491370280261507,0.0,0.0,0.0847433370591116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689394743363178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886051643838835,0.11071174476989913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478636382871454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407537068396226,0.0,0.1214789136046312,0.0,0.0,0.0746787122129922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771026766619805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940437537175511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215843306574786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221503258689853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276851878334065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771177014488826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939662129606412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874593564235898,0.0,0.14960190259451928,0.0,0.13993870555797208,0.0,0.09993704511618144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109751324774902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258466708774564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995981168984774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985784906970733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759570968257997,0.0,0.11485102820456218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419701402586424,0.0,0.31295522673942106,0.07662148847227916,0.15102712226830528,0.12455361056873185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713950308143916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249972533335692,0.0956621280584584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mrwrenchifi,2018/03/27,"So normally my adhd isn’t too bad. I have a 1200 word essay to write for Wednesday and Tuesday I work after classes, leaving me pretty much no time to work on it after work. 

I’ve been sitting here at my desk for 3 hours now and I have 300 words or so. 
I don’t know if my adhd is acting up because Of stress, but it’s never this bad. I can’t even manage to write more than a sentence at a time. I would take my methylphenidate but I won’t sleep tonight. I’m starting to wonder what’s more important. 

Adhd has to pick the worst times to barge in. This essay is directly affecting my degree.  

I’ve gone unmedicated for about 9 months now and this is the first time I feel I’ve actually needed it. 

Edit: I have been medically diagnosed by my psychiatrist, i just have a pretty tame version of adhd that I can power through on most days.",2.142100192678228,3.861700936416188,4.118404624277456,86.07779961464355,77.20809248554914,6.694258188824662,23.67206165703276,7.554174236665415,1.0448762235067437,654,21,137,9,15,223,105,173,0.098,0.835,0.066,-0.7386,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,6,0,16,3,1,2,1,22,24,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,3,1,18,0,23,19,6,26,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,17,94,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.13019007219919654,0.0,0.641337276728391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278553451482974,0.08132622036925607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603917777985465,0.0,0.0,0.13540954494301433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811682975539109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745670391846345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347948618615593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138314402624024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331929851650919,0.0,0.0,0.14126318233149432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439773376701022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064875354050348,0.0,0.09807257178961938,0.09892270356027837,0.1028949307536787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071463585909882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714542755684584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335075334073426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944291237213865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282206217759967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030860822755447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111725403886341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467873967465975,0.2913747957699511,0.0,0.0,0.09477147838603278,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,saintnik56,2018/03/27,"Disheartened.. So after reading this sub about the symptoms, reading people’s experience with ADHD, and taking 6 different online tests, I came to the conclusion I should see a doctor and get some help with this. However, I’m still on my parents medical insurance so I had to go through them to set up an appointment. I told my mom about how I’ve been feeling and what Ive been going through and thought I needed some help. She basically said to me that everyone goes through this and its just a phase and that getting those thoughts about actually having something wrong with me would make me “much worse.” This was really disheartening to hear especially from someone who has shown nothing but love and support to me my entire life. Is she right? Should I ignore my mom and still seek a doctor by another means? Ughh",5.8064593301435385,7.434210315789473,6.024090909090912,76.48454545454547,67.55263157894737,9.47464114832536,32.89712918660287,9.800150414767053,3.3454657894736837,656,29,115,15,11,209,103,152,0.094,0.85,0.056,-0.7788,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,6,0,11,6,0,2,0,28,30,12,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,10,12,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,9,4,18,2,20,18,3,10,0,2,1,1,13,3,0,2,3,82,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.13734337452283352,0.0,0.16914389919530495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757970492314518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097075007328224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470448830006018,0.0,0.2881097207472025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448450789043828,0.0,0.1376721658394861,0.0,0.0,0.07116311707834347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706322051586898,0.0,0.1599732439130448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862586778296142,0.0,0.18867208402916447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940986393122957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270246734422569,0.0,0.09394602547117838,0.0,0.0,0.15330872284265676,0.0,0.14178222634011614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296694221240985,0.0,0.0,0.10346117588067744,0.10435801819898206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504523825386253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562767490851709,0.0,0.0,0.09757241571794688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815591173893523,0.0,0.0901625908888559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019244813538375,0.1338773693957197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215273136685656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924979254762387,0.10834966119301864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247926427702542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597117546244547,0.0,0.14628427841080588,0.1058200714919506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346601567105265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448450789043828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342758390289773,0.09997870367672973,0.1538787057241198,0.0,0.0
adhd,anthonydbaldwin,2018/03/27,"I got an A+ in Calculus!! After failing out of college and never getting through a math class, I went back to college and took a Calculus class.  I got an A+!!!!  I worked by ass off and I couldn't be more thrilled!",0.3113636363636374,2.4855474090909127,2.323818181818183,94.07572727272728,86.27272727272728,5.3381818181818215,26.981818181818184,6.742157984588678,1.1586327272727277,162,8,36,2,5,54,31,44,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,8,1,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,27,5,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983724425947298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273055942515145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6206888312142943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29927398554921353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43111752089089617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597092939928832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824917151892629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chetuboy101,2018/03/27,"For those of us on stimulants: Take care of yourself! I’m not sure how much of this is physiologically true or if it’s just a placebo, but I’ve noticed that my Vyvanse works wayyyyy better when I’ve gotten enough sleep and I’ve been drinking water all day/consistently while I’m doing work. Staying hydrated may or may not work for you guys but there’s a noticeable difference for me. I find I can work longer and stay focused more maybe because I’m less focused on trying to keep my body healthy. 

It works for me, so maybe if you guys feel like your meds are getting less effective try drinking more water than you usually do. Hope this helps!",4.0937795275590565,5.805575267716534,4.693708661417325,84.03111417322836,71.91338582677164,7.599685039370079,29.23543307086614,8.238735603445708,1.9856840944881884,517,21,102,8,10,165,86,127,0.011,0.746,0.243,0.9863,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,4,0,7,5,6,0,0,2,0,8,6,2,3,3,23,18,12,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,4,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,11,6,11,14,7,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,7,4,61,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306975656653122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052094443224425,0.0,0.15136676139238575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893773409130636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788375410667579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237456789463754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266988108581356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080474307946392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890289439057318,0.09735228720556653,0.0,0.0,0.1245495547792859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119616149463341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698601429955175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133982049998672,0.0,0.0,0.13534820880461632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112424654806896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657530343266628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738057955774325,0.0,0.15136676139238575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001751295883058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102916943744303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636977409734055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904942777306959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843414461351654,0.0,0.1024591039538891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503861745347855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391766809214622,0.0,0.15008365137354554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960358673240938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jane_Eyre_Rochester,2018/03/27,"40 and undiagnosed. I'm a wife and a mom and I've been trying my whole adult life to get my shit together. I'm still, STILL, a hot mess. I don't know what the point of this is. I just needed a place to vent where maybe someone else will understand. To start, ADHD runs in my family, some clinically diagnosed, some not.over never been tested, but from everything I've read, I have it. Once I was reading an article about adults with ADHD, and I just sat there, crying, because it was like they were describing my entire life.

I keep wondering when I'm going to feel like a real grown up. What's funny is that I've got more on my plate than most people I know. I've got more grown up responsibilities and problems than most people I know. Yet I feel absurdly incompetent, juvenile, immature and awkward. I keep asking myself, will this be the year I change? Will this be the year I FINALLY get organized? Will this be the year I actually make it to all my kids appointments, keep milk in the fridge,  pay the bills on time,  AND keep everyone in clean underwear, like a real adult? Will this be the year I get a handle on the house cleaning and laundry? Will this be there year that I don't feel like a fraud when I'm around other parents or adults?

I know this will sound like cheesy teenage angst, but I don't like myself. If I met myself, I wouldn't like me. I would be like ""Wow. That lady is a hot mess.""

I don't know. The thing about it is, its not just me. I'm not affecting just me. There's my poor husband, and my kids.  I don't know if I can go the rest of my life like this. I know don't want to! I'm not suicidal. I've taken the thought train down that track and it wouldn't solve anything. 

I'm just tired of feeling completely overwhelmed and out of control. Every day. All the time.",2.0209057881264982,3.872580343324252,3.4731582858558347,89.96985798034845,77.99182561307902,7.064288663198745,21.74791511848733,8.00094639256281,0.8927500454132602,1394,39,307,24,33,458,166,367,0.083,0.779,0.13699999999999998,0.9711,3,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,1,17,16,1,2,22,0,33,8,1,3,3,63,73,18,1,8,13,4,6,9,0,10,6,1,2,6,22,14,1,5,14,2,3,5,12,6,0,0,11,7,40,10,27,46,10,35,0,1,0,0,13,14,1,8,25,188,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.08521820875565476,0.0,0.20989931493163588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718623883382014,0.07773922860708557,0.081638625089348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053233512415076574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238001158721634,0.0,0.0915603260982163,0.0,0.0979442581966585,0.0,0.0,0.09592421927691147,0.05631846184085451,0.0,0.0,0.0886347067294523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295020660599834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357646500053172,0.08344435184897503,0.07848355790686175,0.0,0.08232378928057994,0.0,0.17661990286621834,0.12477234564767255,0.0,0.09566207139178398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368737036250337,0.0,0.09925948989140854,0.0,0.13968619131371396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076322393247998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104797389032565,0.0,0.0,0.3359470831283266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504417631272815,0.3839704905218657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829121381487496,0.0,0.08773135266453698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022759114974886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475160094984245,0.06735169234294153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300002717060628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696590515169773,0.0,0.0,0.12108260074916327,0.0,0.09123775776976294,0.0,0.0825519062387737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835598057946482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470055418475758,0.19879368108762188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963954644379415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399158314478757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061810248984195015,0.0,0.13947834342126253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552117622852532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801594279418711,0.0,0.0,0.06932760185706736,0.10184173822906016,0.100369132460156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059289059861329964,0.0,0.0,0.09091011745726056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150751793086823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749708082069182,0.0,0.0,0.09470202168131428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062034343270245186,0.0,0.0,0.28117748216087524
adhd,RamblinRose518,2018/03/27,"1st day back on Vyvanse in 3 years So i was diagnosed when I first entered College around 2006. I tried all the meds-concerta, straterra, Adderall, and vyvanse.... vyvanse was def the right meds for me. 
Well when i graduated and got off my parents insurance and my work didn’t provide health insurance (i did IT contract work/1099 stuff) so I went off because it was too expensive. Fast forward to present day and I now have health insurance and am back on Vyvanse. 
Today was day 1 of take 30 mg and I maybe took half in some Vyvanse Water at 8:30 am and it is now 9:45 pm and for the last five hours I’ve felt so incredibly nauseous and had a solid 2-3hrs of anxiety. And have a pounding headache. Should I take another 15mg tomorrow again and build till 30? Or Should I try like every other day until I’m reacquainted? This is my first post after years of reading. So sorry for dragging this post out.Any advice is welcomed. Please Share your wisdom, fellow ADHD folk!!",2.0334719535783385,4.694119968085111,3.120386847195359,87.91136363636362,83.36170212765958,5.9713733075435185,26.63056092843327,7.348242739294969,1.6124702127659574,766,34,145,12,22,245,120,188,0.018000000000000002,0.885,0.097,0.9209,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,14,5,0,0,5,0,16,4,0,0,1,18,23,20,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,4,11,1,15,5,18,10,2,39,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,26,92,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723021421831585,0.13597491998000952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462618044141467,0.14590999608018054,0.1064487040482888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387222757124056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139941845508175,0.0,0.08482401848396781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35895871089087195,0.0,0.0,0.14123343850237488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172391439912304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336049868826901,0.0,0.0,0.23672035882401626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129027126334974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958180378622374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703386419242186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134251134337425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798123652168613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979400461151173,0.0,0.1545633151810525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450864235238432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527439597094641,0.0,0.0,0.26653280550286346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918678634035028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883259724251387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576605941013172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929246340996686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092456577906252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318971055369494,0.0,0.15459980406757393,0.18894625138994944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511177955665045,0.12899263815041906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260444868361266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921495585803005
adhd,OveremotionalYam,2018/03/27,Worried that my adhd impulsiveness is ruining my relationship??? I keep saying stupid shit while I'm making out with my boyfriend and I know it pisses him off but I feel like I have no control!! My mind goes a million miles an hour all the time. Does anyone else struggle with this? How can I stop myself from talking all the time??,2.349397321428569,4.941854609375003,3.2788392857142874,87.83937500000002,81.03125,5.5321428571428575,23.205357142857146,6.868970318607317,0.8299357142857142,261,9,50,3,7,83,52,64,0.275,0.679,0.046,-0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,4,0,3,2,2,3,2,15,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,11,1,5,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,6,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840230600154917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652476205552005,0.2421482910339435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26506449468901605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681421290325372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742361632524935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194956860341366,0.16883439294551672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327377119954451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100612037367419,0.0,0.0,0.12988093646499485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545903299101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577522911412111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862620369533602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373026710256585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793931723762447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258962719968305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758268886791688,0.0,0.24706371223097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899533199356097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27561216327490484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400048621184128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GoTmere,2018/03/28,"Not really sure where to go from here On Friday I went to my university’s free counseling service for the first time because I’ve really been struggling in my classes (biology major) and I felt like everything was collapsing around me yada yada.. 

Anyway, during the appointment, I told the therapist about how I am always procrastinating everything I know I should be doing and I tell myself over and over to study or do my homework or workout or clean, but never end up doing any of it. We also talked about how when I’m sitting in class or at my desk with my books open, my mind will just wander off for 20 min and I’ll realize I didn’t listen/retain any information that whole time which is very frustrating. 

The therapist told me that I should consider getting tested for ADD/ADHD, which I’ve never really thought I had just because I had okay grades in high school and no one has ever told me to consider that possibility before.

After researching ADHD a little bit, it makes sense that I might have it - my mind is always wandering, I’ll forget things constantly (even homework assignments), my room is usually very messy/disorganized, and I’ll shut down whenever things feel like too much, etc.

I always plan on ways to improve my grades, or ways to eat better, or get in a workout routine but I never stick with it. I’m not really sure what to do from here because I feel like I have to keep trying other things to improve my problem areas but deep down I know I’m going to be in the same place I am now. And at the same time I feel like I’d be jumping the gun with getting tested for ADD/ADHD.

Any advise/tips/relatable stories?

Thanks!",6.243177631578945,6.476342212500002,7.129671052631582,73.94401315789476,65.9375,10.236842105263158,30.592105263157894,10.064110947511567,2.9854375000000006,1308,44,238,28,19,438,171,320,0.075,0.82,0.105,0.8874,0,0,0,1,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,3,17,13,1,1,9,1,24,1,0,3,6,54,46,20,0,3,13,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,4,0,15,13,1,1,9,3,1,4,7,3,0,2,11,4,34,11,39,28,7,47,0,0,0,0,7,25,0,7,19,164,49,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292762494833674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730351293337378,0.2279771381137387,0.0,0.0,0.1863189253468816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130146158189669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670184709328063,0.0,0.07771357240052165,0.0,0.0,0.08077237206591745,0.09970674168168102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869334032968867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345154972058957,0.0,0.0,0.08088967842872337,0.0,0.1018550856207221,0.06032141541546988,0.08261158643138074,0.0,0.0,0.16415979634235014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385348475740539,0.19573465510113364,0.08768939512245227,0.0,0.0,0.07768372110493893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314564675045313,0.0,0.10380784256083388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649325860947854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117670131505425,0.0,0.0,0.100383181647876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784733833475001,0.09153485016875693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096228333426284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688478877181624,0.1844308965076488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713673608330402,0.0,0.2113138164196921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061886352581552735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541853181523187,0.0,0.0,0.102958824299058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738875420208556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340287365793429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924290151793037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547606515050164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215149721172215,0.0,0.0,0.07340614850298913,0.0798248731164842,0.0840827371385202,0.0,0.21207816093393966,0.18202319583304455,0.0,0.0,0.07250439012503472,0.1597626253132548,0.0,0.0,0.26180402948289744,0.0,0.062005853529955725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058511063668843,0.1507106609553006,0.0,0.1449841499320764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466215729350968,0.0,0.10196467488446463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JVC97,2018/03/28,"Prescribed Modafinil My doctor said he doesn't like to prescribe amphetamines for adhd, does anyone here take modafinil prescribed for adhd? if so, what's your experience with it?",6.806000000000001,10.247732933333337,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,69.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,33.33333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.824333333333333,148,7,21,2,3,43,25,30,0.084,0.916,0.0,-0.3549,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7332513196137337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330668683824716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122442398698329,0.266962116593482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29840951330831705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903805398295122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901841516095061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293689202869169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShineSonic07,2018/03/28,"ADHD saved the day! OK, do you put the context my Spanish class is playing to Spanish version of Horse (Brujo) which is a game where a bunch of groups spell the word (1 letter each group) and what’s the word is complete, the next group has to explain what the completed word means. In Spanish. Or else get a letter that when it spells Brujo, you lose.

Game goes on for a while and. Teacher starts off with the Z. And each group sends out: “a” “n” “a”  “h”. My classmate didn’t know ow what the word was floundered. He tries to figure out the word And i ask him if this word is spelled with an a or an O. We finally say O and we’re called out by the next group telling the class the word is fake. I recognize the word and when the teacher asks what the completed word is, I exclaim, “zanahoría!”.(“Carrots!”)Which I was convinced was sweet potatoes. (I was wrong. It’s actually Batatas.) my classmate soon caught on and when asked to explain what it was he couldn’t remember what “rabbit” was in Spanish. I, thinking that it was sweet potatoes couldn’t member what sweet was so I exclaim, “Papas naranjas!” (“Orange potatoes!”). Since yams are orange potatoes. Which set the entire class in uproar of laughter. The Teacher understood my point! So he gave the letter to the other group instead of us. Narrowly avoiding nearly getting eliminated.

TL;DR: In a Spanish spelling game, my classmate and I got stuck with an incomplete word for “carrot”. My classmate couldn’t remember a word to describe it. Thinking it was a sweet potato, yet forgetting what “sweet” was I impulsively shouted “orange potato”. Earning uproarious  laughter and saving my team from a tight spot.",2.5847831304646007,5.473623889250816,3.0506917538145046,87.58014529401682,83.72312703583061,5.185976341505231,26.31998971369793,6.7183091564049375,1.315962866449512,1302,56,232,15,38,403,148,307,0.043,0.851,0.106,0.9612,0,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,2,0,3,9,14,0,1,33,1,23,0,0,0,0,51,40,18,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,20,18,0,2,10,5,0,3,4,4,0,0,16,8,21,10,28,21,4,28,0,1,0,0,31,13,0,4,11,150,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.14253596901808216,0.0,0.1755387885222773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096462730088297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914618385230022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594313819048044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419825468417173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220165096226022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000437281193264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262329701724608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681955610234684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027215197935164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634066206257994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910492548491842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106783361279276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807631164569253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468331951895784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33092076868505343,0.0,0.0,0.11615479412762154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082444224707987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338381741245592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276650977056267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871819554456022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916687669106848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569525110906267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969645793135284,0.0,0.0
adhd,existentialblu,2018/03/28,"Who here has a physical job? Long before I was diagnosed, I always had a sense that I would never thrive in a work environment that centered on sitting at a desk. I stumbled into being a theatre major in college, and after vowing to never do theater again, immediately wandered into the stagehand world. I climb things and chase people with big lights and lift more than people expect from a 5’2” lady. I had been in this line of work for a solid 5 years before I put a lightbulb went off and I got diagnosed at age 27. Seven years later I still can’t quite fathom continuous desk work, but improving my executive function has helped with detailed work and things that generally cause frustration. As I’ve grown into knowing my monkey brainz better, I have been fairly “out” at work. Not surprisingly I’ve found that many people in my field also have this brain flavor. 

Sometimes I feel like my job selected me before I was ready to admit to myself that my mind is a challenging place to live. 

Has this happened to anyone else around here? ",7.481328671328673,7.557228051282053,7.783123543123544,70.83566433566433,63.35897435897437,9.757575757575758,31.57342657342657,9.339509955726095,2.860692307692308,830,27,138,13,11,272,126,195,0.035,0.86,0.106,0.9067,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,9,6,5,1,0,10,0,16,3,1,1,2,25,23,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,9,3,19,4,27,12,2,34,0,0,0,0,3,18,0,0,12,99,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358326475651912,0.10777743291067833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056878813333387,0.13271644816317388,0.0,0.1153071254470876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33065562908860163,0.0,0.0,0.11455673560163195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459576435127272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306064061760636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293580296440583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820378302212948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549310322842347,0.09253462357235323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202045096350313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359514413530103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454092824521975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681969525056317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570725360754451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118504325650887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328069754898083,0.0,0.11437534304872198,0.1146279494162901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132077012844806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078606525729186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979951376449245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693946200175734,0.0,0.13532889082089716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021112668999074,0.0,0.1377686659485922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810621951346926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344099838779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210491314524468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007348701634547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714885862342248,0.0,0.0,0.09201277051053597,0.0,0.0,0.16682320002061446
adhd,tink1280,2018/03/28,ADHD in nursing school I was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD as a child and I always struggled in school. When I decided to apply for nursing school I went on meds to help get it under control. I have a solid B average and I’m doing well it’s just that lately I haven’t felt like myself when I take the meds. I have been considering going off the meds but I’m terrified of failing. Should I try it without the meds? I graduate in December so I could just finish up as I am I just hate all the side effects. Anyone else have any experience with ADD in nursing school medicated or otherwise? ,1.1852179176755442,3.6601230423728808,3.797142857142859,82.85118644067799,85.52542372881356,6.761259079903147,23.682808716707026,7.957251820313856,1.7139181598062958,461,18,88,10,14,161,74,118,0.152,0.7909999999999999,0.057,-0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,1,6,0,10,2,0,2,1,18,18,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,4,1,14,2,17,12,1,15,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,5,63,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311961604020636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799459997127496,0.0,0.0,0.08826077025265426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075128048789767,0.13298386630593395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556906915867074,0.10362572018403833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317328038551455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842180916053107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695825828955834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246175106810187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780924169129664,0.0,0.0737619122074773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281394762513511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869946333383453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640731278363034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340820553194239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766639713046211,0.13074846613181082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254123954331505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568333493530824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758495398669284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811801134863215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669563306728735,0.12031543011636847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511168039455672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zenco25,2018/03/28,"I'm so bored I'm home alone right now, and my meds arent quite working properly, so I'm  bored out of my effing mind, but I can't focus on any thing long enough to stay entertained. 

Just thought I'd vent

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adhd,3moose1,2018/03/28,"How long to adjust to ADHD medication increase? Hi guys,

TL;DR - was on adderall 15mg xr, took it at 8 am, started crashing around 12:30 - 1. Doc increased to 20mg xr and 5mg ir at noon. The 15mg xr helped my concentration, focus and motivation immensely. I've been on the 20mg xr / 5mg ir for a few days now and my anxiety is sky high now.

Is there an adjustment period, or should I ask my doctor to go back down to 15mg xr?  ",0.9585869565217386,2.397601815217392,4.158043478260872,85.73423913043482,79.76086956521739,7.643478260869566,23.45652173913044,8.472884824447931,1.4050826086956518,325,11,75,7,8,119,63,92,0.02,0.897,0.083,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,10,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,12,6,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,8,37,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447375326364546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943919498929906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553570016919455,0.26816569830445464,0.0,0.0,0.22056967254820128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499429198442116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936027688006779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302326497379102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840262491954597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226927200752808,0.30307240143747377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538529111669842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897084147124663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303365671675894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187005126403617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NMS123456,2018/03/28,"I just feel hopeless right now I have so much school work due in the next week. A paper due tomorrow that I haven't started, a paper along with two midterms and a presentation on Tuesday. I have been trying to do the reading assigned and I can't even get past a couple sentences. I feel like I read the first paragraph over 10 times and still couldn't tell you what is being said. Im on academic probation and im just trying to claw myself out of this hole ive already dug myself into so I don't get kicked out and it just feels insurmountable. I feel completely hopeless and just want to break down right now. My confidence in my academic abilities is completely shattered, I don't know where to start, or what to do, and keep psyching myself out. I am at the point where I feel like I am just going to shutdown, but I know I can't because I need to get this work done so I can stay at this school where I have improved so much as an individual over the past year, and I can't even imagine having that ripped away. I just don't know what to do. I am just not a student, school just doesn't work for me, but it's something I have to do. I just feel so broken at this point. I don't know how to talk to my professors about it because there is only so much they can do if I am not able to do these things myself. I can't focus in class no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I tell myself to focus, my brain shifts on to something else every 10 seconds and it just feels like a constant onslaught of thoughts that I can't escape. I have been on the verge of tears all day just trying to read the assigned reading for one of my classes and just not being able to get through it. I really just don't know what to do. My confidence in myself is just completely gone at this point. I feel hopeless. It feels like no matter how hard I try im going to get kicked out of this university, that I just love so much, that has helped me in almost every facet of my life since I started here last fall. Im trying to push through and just start all this work and I just can't do it. I just feel broken. ",3.4463265306122466,4.065901421768707,4.484950113378684,89.09001020408165,72.19727891156462,7.3312471655328775,25.13083900226757,7.3011,0.9164681179138316,1641,46,367,16,30,536,163,441,0.08800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.08,-0.7309,0,0,2,0,0,3,32.0,0,1,1,5,41,8,0,0,14,0,45,3,1,4,2,75,78,28,0,4,25,0,12,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,25,19,0,1,17,4,0,5,20,3,0,4,6,13,55,5,55,69,7,60,0,3,0,1,8,31,0,3,26,265,80,23,0.13779277054553574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898977778844362,0.0,0.07602887436564867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473042189408301,0.0,0.0,0.08399719397830165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691115136704019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167096474497408,0.07445251659058623,0.0,0.0,0.07623253987412637,0.0,0.044432468845189865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050492244809088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057554089304332534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101082539075674,0.0,0.11609635213807627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34836082498665033,0.1968783656200563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058603230117281635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997758855792365,0.0,0.0783108069366713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343525715040173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617979477486395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976796750946405,0.0,0.0,0.061238272828121665,0.0,0.0,0.1893182577488988,0.05615974947535446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048663554426331634,0.1346371750137289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062181677603145434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323385247587804,0.05108579669682945,0.0,0.0,0.07327208735003826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668597371329297,0.05239880558996265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153879106269226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538806008749265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566011845233546,0.0,0.044136788598505866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176742731589804,0.0655362395078789,0.0,0.0,0.2091804602955126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699180185323434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607960671163633,0.0,0.0,0.19506086441525605,0.0734343797450194,0.055020742275921394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055376304733560464,0.12043695491900727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577169699718354,0.0,0.0,0.05469603410566325,0.04017403630260473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806567387362265,0.0,0.06730175737517005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406368730776692,0.0,0.0552645244999183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062955612225333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044367013258941865
adhd,creativeburrito,2018/03/28,Have any of you found getting a dog helps? I think a furry friend and some more daily routines would be nice.  ,2.4818181818181806,4.4943153636363675,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,77.18181818181819,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.5321636363636362,86,2,18,0,2,26,21,22,0.0,0.65,0.35,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34439335226874984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552801373993411,0.391270635906433,0.0,0.2645915279689645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394528885145605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245032741886982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35975708783458554,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Solcypher,2018/03/28,Just diagnosed. Now what So I'm 35 and just got diagnosed 2 days ago and put on 5 mg of Adderall. So now what do I do I've always wanted to go to med school or grad school but I have flunked out of college 6 different times. Even if I find an understanding admin committee my chances are pretty close to zero. Anyone have any advice education or career wise. How have any of you gone from unfulfilled to fulfilled.,2.3705120481927686,4.583447662650607,4.094804216867471,84.1838930722892,78.39759036144578,7.523493975903612,24.832831325301214,8.472884824447931,1.8059650602409645,328,12,65,7,8,110,62,83,0.086,0.757,0.157,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,14,12,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,10,10,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,39,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937569557070396,0.189931558843745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782842968041364,0.0,0.0,0.2914128922014865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981793747245986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818215481389662,0.0,0.0,0.4349456418672556,0.0,0.22385962891956165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151894201178866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958328480099127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217708168032143,0.0,0.17136599866682667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799831344268865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179828869789453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539387728077236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336919599539779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249387001925868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230557354376442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263780931538097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,twi13nk,2018/03/28,"Can’t take my meds anymore and now struggling at work Hey friends. Need some advice from any of you who ever had to readjust to being off meds. I was recently diagnosed as a 30 year old with ADHD after my partner (who is a new doctor and also happens to have ADHD) said I should get checked out based on my patterns. The psych agreed and I’ve been taking 36 mg of ER concerta for the past two years. It’s been a godsend for me at work and it enabled me to transfer out of a bad working situation into a much better position.

Two weeks ago, I found out that I am pregnant. I was advised by my doctor to stop taking Concerta because studies in humans are inconclusive and there is some unsubstantiated evidence to suggest that it could cause birth defects. To play it safe, I’ve gone cold turkey on the drugs.

As expected, I’m sucking at my job again. I’m incredibly inefficient during the day and impulsive. I can’t focus on my work or on what people are saying to me during meetings. I’m questioning if I should be in this field. My inability to stick with a career path and complete anything was a problem for me before the medication and it’s all coming back. I feel foggy constantly and I can’t recall details about the projects I’m working on when asked. Honestly, it’s embarrassing and incredibly demoralizing.

How do I get through this next 9 months? Any advice?

TL;DR I’m pregnant and I had to stop taking my ADHD medication. I’m struggling at work and need some strategies on how to be successful over the next 9 months.",4.0014743589743595,5.795997501672241,5.6072115384615415,77.05133012820518,72.31103678929766,8.060256410256411,30.18408584169454,8.72156446121922,2.5785684503901902,1219,53,221,23,24,414,165,299,0.087,0.8320000000000001,0.081,0.1926,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,9,10,13,1,3,14,0,23,6,0,3,2,42,45,20,0,8,2,0,1,0,2,2,6,2,0,2,13,19,0,3,3,1,1,2,3,7,1,2,10,4,24,6,44,29,5,43,0,0,0,0,14,18,1,6,23,148,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33946918373460244,0.18401497325011554,0.08346300802659819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529597345018185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280576893536504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337677474935564,0.0,0.0,0.07748180381415637,0.0,0.08802251190234572,0.0,0.0,0.07239962735699383,0.0786157573078411,0.05739620767781808,0.0,0.08011924039251911,0.0,0.0,0.08327272694749774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096723447429059,0.0,0.08110646901233458,0.09872005910122153,0.10174844901303176,0.0,0.07517535959854606,0.0,0.0,0.060722390563082075,0.0,0.0,0.09556566538835676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274391448811198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919027605617296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516887524345408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760775761846252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323644587054566,0.07274416479881887,0.0,0.09838453463473514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326123638199444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343462429286586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091706640656378,0.18970315363716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030775239413213,0.0,0.06921499206992113,0.13962994989358574,0.0,0.09093579243627747,0.20027049682713965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880016716946738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988190452497373,0.06527544194886759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009392296927353,0.0,0.0,0.10547550414468444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929670171266626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895632683679679,0.07487608765618656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583452191144477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743612298339724,0.0,0.1968631624885516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831723241808525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839521279430001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552571640030184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112771554895984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126587503447092
adhd,Ebinfocus,2018/03/28,"With clearity comes chaos! I can completely understand the chaos some talk about. I was diagnosed as a kid but my mom refused to get me treatment. I am now 31 and just started on Adderall a month ago. At first it was great I could think straight, multi task and communicate with my partner better. I didn't want to abuse it so I took less doses over the weekend and while on vacation, but I started to get frustrated.  I was frustrated I couldn't do or remember things again. I started feeling like  I was two different people. One that is focused reliable and communicative when I took them. The other was the same scamble minded person I've always been before meds.  In realising I can't be better without them made me feel so inadequate. It was so frustrating and trying to understand these feelings that I couldn't before focus on and now could was overwhelming.  I feel like I'm starting from a teenager's way of thinking and trying to catch up to the rest of the adult world.  I noticed a difference in my relationship, it went from arguments almost everyday because I had trouble communicating to none at all because I knew exactly what I wanted to say without any interruptions of other thoughts  whipping through my head.  Like I said at first it was nice to get my job done almost two hours earlier than usual and to speak normally, but with the clearity came a whole bunch of other thoughts and feelings.  Thoughts and feelings that didn't mean anything before because I could never focus on them. Now they are so clear I can now focus on when I feel hurt and angry.  It's no longer, oh yeah she said those things to me it hurt but oh well I can't remember why I was hurt in the first place so I forgive them.  It's now oh that hurt for xyz reasons and Its not ok and you should say something and here's your argument with side notes attached and don't let go of that feeling until it's resolved.  With all these new thoughts and feelings come confussion and deep thought about who I was before this and the choices I've made over my adult life and what role ADHD has played in making them. Like who was I before and what do I want to be now.  It's overwhelming all the thoughts, feelings and clearity to the point I've been having panick attacks.  I'm sitting now in my doc's office wondering what I should say. I don't want to get off of Adderall but I don't want to feel so overwhelmed by all this clearity...I'm really hoping there is a solution between working with my psychiatrist and my therapist....Well now that all that has been said is anyone else having these issues as well? Please tell me I'm not the only one! 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adhd,mclmor,2018/03/28,"Easily overwhelmed? (Not diagnosed by a specialist yet, but too many common traits that I read here and there that indicate I need to seek some professional help. But anyway,)
I wonder how many of diagnosed ppl here have this...trait?? Getting rapid heartbeats or my face feeling hot also eyes getting hot easily..(tears welling up pretty quickly) 
I think I overwhelm myself with nothing special or serious things. I don't know why I am easily emotional...(not pregnant/not PMS, btw)",4.768095238095238,7.9084491428571395,5.047619047619051,75.49738095238098,75.42857142857143,8.495238095238097,30.76190476190476,9.150863307647796,3.510533333333333,384,18,58,10,9,121,67,84,0.057,0.703,0.24,0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,1,0,3,5,2,1,0,14,10,7,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,9,2,5,10,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,3,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878281704814564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767831072033173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875904652613048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24542331146483304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743068688752215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908027635489164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762495188276042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415564758108787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225367358701654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389506829515272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349369567741585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560394482782837,0.15049738883157385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111793907919094,0.0,0.2119367082994795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547101796899686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MeanAttitude,2018/03/28,"What do I do about my adderall tolerance? TL;DR: I've been taking adderall for 8 years and it no longer has the same effects. I don't have insurance/doctor currently. What can I do?

So, I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was like 14-15 and I'm now almost 23. I started off with Concerta, but it was a pain because I needed to take it mid-day and I was in middle-high school, so I would have to go to the school nurse, blah blah blah. So eventually we did adderall. 
I can't remember EXACTLY my dosages when I started, but I believe I started out at 20 mg a day. Then I believe we bumped it up to 30mg at some point. 
When I went to college, my doctor prescribed me 20 mg twice a day. I didn't always take it twice a day. Some days/weeks I wouldn't take it at all, others I would need 1 or 1 1/2, and some I would need the full 2. 
It wasn't until the second half of my sophomore year of college where I REALLY had to take it consistently. This was 2 1/2-3 years ago. But besides for school, I didn't always take it on the weekends/summer/spare time, unless I had a long drive, an early shift, or something else that might make it neccessary.
Come junior and senior year of college. Everything was MUCH harder and I had a lot more homework. I was also working 20-30 hours a week, so I was taking the 20mg twice a day.
Come my last semester (which I just finished in December), I was taking 6 classes, 5 days a week so I could graduate. I was also working 2 jobs, 25 hours total. I was exhausted and overwhelmed beyond belief. I was DEFINITELY taking the 20 mg twice a day. On Wednesdays, my first class started at 9am and my last class (not a math person and it was a stats class, so..)ended at 9pm. On those days, I was sometimes taking 2 1/2-3 pills at 20 mg a day. 

And here we are now. I graduated in December. Was still working the same two part time jobs (now 50 hours a week) until about a month ago. I was still taking it as prescribed, sometimes less. 
My boyfriend and I moved from MA to NC at the end of February. 

I start my first ""real"" full time job as a counselor (counselor as in mentor working with at risk youth) on Monday and I am feeling super awful with my adderall. One 20mg pill USED to last me 6-8 hours, now I'm lucky if it lasts me 2. I know tolerance is a thing and it happens slowly, but I feel like this just hit me so quick. And now I'm a bit stressed about it. 
Because I just moved here, I do not currently have health insurance (until 60 days after I'm employed with my new job), so therefor no doctor to talk to. I had PLANNED on the fact that I have about 30 pills (give or take) and then a whole other prescription left (my doctor would give me 3 months at a time), which I planned to pay for out of pocket when I ran out of what I currently have, and I could make them last the full 2 months. But now, I'm not so sure. Because at this rate, I'm going to run out of them much quicker than I thought.

This is my first full time, ""real"" job and I feel like I'm going to struggle, especially in the beginning, without the adderall.
Today is currently Wednesday and I plan to not take them at all until Monday, my first day, to see if that helps at all. But I want to know if there's anything else I can do to help lessen the tolerance until I'm able to see a doctor in 2 months.
I've done a bit of research on it, but I'm just super overwhelmed at the moment and I can't really process it all.
Thanks!",1.6971463602924466,3.1828841689750718,3.55542845465692,90.65324939830164,77.80886426592798,6.396476091004042,23.331910449116755,7.135373973100315,0.7268571999455062,2638,83,590,30,61,889,264,722,0.052000000000000005,0.8690000000000001,0.079,0.9604,10,0,1,0,1,0,112.0,3,0,3,14,35,15,0,5,38,1,55,11,0,5,8,99,110,56,0,14,23,1,3,6,0,6,11,0,1,1,33,33,0,0,9,0,1,11,14,7,0,12,29,5,77,8,83,72,23,134,1,2,2,0,13,39,0,13,87,389,110,33,0.0484312934151692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820500305835501,0.0,0.08586283887103496,0.0,0.04849694446945259,0.0,0.0,0.07746097569273287,0.08059743174288951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039854827867046895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856980082862137,0.0,0.0,0.10913096563426564,0.0,0.0,0.10574885762868848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834385417547539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733689380360037,0.0,0.0,0.3435759539503097,0.0,0.0,0.049156743345679314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785740510022206,0.0,0.04956202814963818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809162621610786,0.0,0.08579150159272605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043526923653727116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346495144476421,0.06919865138565373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478253375122084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291941950220738,0.08257386044230618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042827632820231366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148020015094347,0.0,0.0,0.0649249501766751,0.05117032055564976,0.0,0.0,0.19078027309121373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030292821693475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053233144546465334,0.1973898408599351,0.0,0.0,0.05262074200363335,0.0,0.0,0.0709832508105845,0.0,0.0,0.042860170628500296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117455374213475,0.0,0.0,0.06465652885956429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137794877965979,0.0,0.0,0.15462958536998714,0.10294960058007874,0.07120514647238298,0.10773357118997212,0.0,0.0467752449748618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03281829782984391,0.0,0.05153431085381743,0.0,0.0,0.052446371173538515,0.0,0.0,0.04228833732805435,0.0,0.0,0.04578322665479707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025082973191486,0.062052653431803335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486321432297658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704516367851408,0.07718694086238673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006286638820473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728477580991246,0.09579957514513668,0.0,0.1713995937687797,0.0,0.07735458696521247,0.0,0.05547788297481657,0.050630903438713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564592088298257,0.0,0.4733859688918585,0.03892723910232429,0.0,0.04458902802720642,0.0,0.0,0.03217559932359796,0.0,0.0,0.0384490371436733,0.14120338332264887,0.0,0.04590720323508072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047310336324447914,0.0,0.0,0.041829087531012096,0.0,0.0,0.02856603166781088,0.0,0.15539464898825575,0.0,0.0,0.04489629420822752,0.0,0.054071809516837516,0.0,0.04668603857748725,0.0,0.14103423368065535,0.0,0.0,0.13761680512177646,0.0,0.0,0.12475266030816486
adhd,ReeseSlitherspoon,2018/03/28,"Cross-Country Move Chaos I'm about to make a big cross-country move, and I'm starting to get overwhelmed. Moving is *the worst* for me. So many logistics, so easy to lose things, an upheaval of routine. How do you all handle it?

I also have a lot of options about where I will move to because I can live anywhere within the region of my new work assignment (which is all remote work/travel) and am totally overwhelmed. I was waiting for my boyfriend to find a job out there to start looking, but I can only wait so long as I need a place to live!

I have to buy a new car, too. 

I have two pets who will need to be moved somehow, but can't be moved until I already have a lease set up (they can stay with my old roommates for awhile). 

And I've been procrastinating it all, along with other responsibilities, to the point where I have only a month left till the big move. 

Any tips on how to manage all this without losing my cat, my stuff, or my sanity in the process?",3.544897959183672,4.525250224489799,4.439387755102043,88.16989795918369,72.26530612244899,6.824489795918367,25.73469387755102,6.868970318607317,0.8940653061224495,748,23,161,6,14,242,119,196,0.024,0.931,0.045,0.3953,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,3,13,5,0,2,13,0,19,0,0,3,5,27,30,15,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,1,0,1,8,2,5,0,1,2,1,19,0,31,24,7,31,0,4,1,0,3,12,0,4,9,115,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382623898808207,0.08248731401674675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014408838848775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628779838967492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427528409195436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389050457111324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235834455585707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207046207798116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821629171470827,0.09128261868191599,0.08661823197133177,0.2307921636574197,0.0,0.08769263009284613,0.0,0.0,0.06885200388422275,0.10457575003035967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233164539063575,0.7674090299666869,0.0,0.15296567658608318,0.0,0.19924171034234256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823633775857963,0.0,0.0,0.15689720563501994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776756977993232,0.0,0.09750807706720993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601718594024446,0.10994190468476543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807963272877108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852686120584578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076048058348314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943086541060524,0.0,0.15018575504231452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,undercookdpork,2018/03/28,"strattera tolerance Hi, for those of you that are on strattera, do you notice any reduction in tolerance once you don't take it for couple days? I'm currently on 40 mg x 2 per day and it works great for me. I'm productive and my memory is very sharp. However, I mixed it with concerta few days ago and since then, it hasn't been working for me (probably due to NET downregulation). My state caps dosage at 100 mg per day so 40 mg x 2 per day is my cap for the next month. I'm still in school so I need to be productive everyday. Would love to hear your thoughts.",2.7023076923076914,3.9350012820512816,4.406495726495726,86.6246153846154,74.64102564102564,9.302564102564103,25.820512820512814,9.725611199111238,2.1511641025641035,438,15,100,12,9,148,76,117,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.9136,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,7,17,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,11,2,15,13,1,19,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,13,50,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480978216338435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264342155029664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572058849595504,0.0,0.5995257179056044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049810880044027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095490648339927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780303176710104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840219946092986,0.0,0.0,0.1378597666771877,0.0,0.0,0.19773153242520947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167490251289314,0.0,0.19800224023253427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004567569548388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188164299501247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379767007699466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847858275713174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979117865028534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760232760434208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340618901441005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070874473881085,0.0,0.0,0.13207457365931552,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tictoktic,2018/03/28,"Considering quitting Concerta (Input would be helpful). Hey. I have been taking Concerta (Extended Release) for 10+ years and am now considering quitting it. 

If someone could fill me in on what to expect that would be great. The one real thing I am worried about is weight gain because I heard a lot of people complain about it when quitting Concerta.

I know this post is vague (I am really tired - sorry) so if you have any questions feel free to ask them.",3.8307352941176447,6.317409176470591,4.796102941176471,79.60121323529413,74.88235294117645,7.544117647058822,29.448529411764717,8.472884824447931,2.5512647058823528,360,16,62,7,8,117,66,85,0.101,0.782,0.117,0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,0,0,12,18,5,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,8,3,8,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,3,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251272632495977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201647279889326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216554701057004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691014741634184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303663763285902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286219563179936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233322613871252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112235865868946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643141229386948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468411220082708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756340442647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762224807301544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061236812894242,0.5871244216196586,0.0,0.20943387886540085,0.11787600994671706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590379107245753,0.0,0.0,0.2059745054724164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383461552821151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222423556819621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148254425874266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406413775051415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686235568919385,0.0,0.2614186338896502,0.0,0.0,0.11849087036645428
adhd,WizzoPQ,2018/03/28,"What's the best way for me to help my seven-year-old son get through his day? I'm hoping for ideas on how I can change my behavior to help him along, as well as maybe some tips or techniques on how to help him stay on track without my intervention. I'm really looking forward to hearing from people that live with this everyday. What do you wish your families had done for you, or what did your families do for you that worked? Thanks!",5.781818181818181,5.502972636363641,5.889909090909092,84.18236363636366,66.95454545454545,9.76727272727273,30.1,9.3871,2.2585154545454547,344,11,74,6,5,109,61,88,0.0,0.759,0.241,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,14,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,13,4,18,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,4,3,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506095733222576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067080091620717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601727285130693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996273626967614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684127398663675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208878990472492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023076650632714,0.0,0.3929188687649113,0.0,0.0,0.19407696373738972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205835823231272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725423794512839,0.0,0.16408735742993893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963062456780592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504014266393467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354662275691304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251786784789586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827112491176394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989869230140793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155099963826361,0.0,0.0,0.17568867708683214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470113751666845,0.18835928165329052,0.0,0.1422540215128719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583163080425805
adhd,blaster151,2018/03/28,Can Software Programming (or maybe IT in general) Exacerbate Attention Problems? I'm a software developer and have been for 22 years.  My ADHD was diagnosed a few years ago and I imagine that the onset of the technological/smartphone age created a lot of my attention fragmentation problems.  But today I came across an article about my field and I wonder if there is reason to think that certain fields might inherently create a mental load / attention switching problem for those who work in them: http://blog.jexia.com/software-developers-attention-span/,10.831724137931031,13.382730275862071,10.138563218390807,48.20025862068968,56.58620689655172,12.236781609195404,40.93678160919541,11.855464076750405,5.949629885057473,462,23,57,14,6,148,67,87,0.094,0.8340000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,21,10,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,9,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,5,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538553499498061,0.0,0.1872411293187072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415888854752741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143922623266485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795787337861214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122072026721913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286842923373595,0.22407982959965772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063508234501962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171778563651476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534655560728687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002197153185348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290680640162563,0.1537767067463725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720481795005467
adhd,nisboy2,2018/03/28,"Recently tested and now my symptoms are worse than ever Hi, I’m 25 and I finally went in for ADHD testing last week. I thought that going through with it would make me feel really empowered for tackling this issue, but honestly I feel worse than ever. Now not only do I have the usual daydreaming and distractedness, but I find myself thinking about and researching ADHD all day. I check this sub like every 10 mins. I’m not even really socializing anymore and it’s even harder to focus at work. It’s at least 2 weeks before my follow up appointment and could be much longer before I have access to any form of medication.

What can I do to get by in the meantime?",4.334651162790699,6.017555527131788,5.814643410852714,76.35080232558141,71.24806201550388,8.880930232558141,26.853488372093025,9.3871,2.5088567441860468,529,18,94,12,10,179,90,129,0.049,0.893,0.058,0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,3,22,20,8,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,12,2,17,15,4,20,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,13,67,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37658561003615465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654431692708584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537941895936386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663763131829776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509217335720754,0.0,0.0,0.10104236078876086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696461155143056,0.2834428664787816,0.1320053758420005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843909230257447,0.0,0.0,0.17162971458068105,0.143198036747638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185617819402162,0.0,0.08904196653716608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352790908583806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127710969382911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654345103304716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458172443951162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783349695907584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517409205842732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915833526532285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073992886444306,0.0,0.15469758023127414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971034847608626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628452296716391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039096126936166,0.0,0.12438238422164767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255528743313495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251350337645916,0.0,0.0,0.14523921874737442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406120637379498,0.0,0.3193302533348703,0.11129736660277456,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,corei0,2018/03/28,"Unable to hold a job for more than 6 months. Always quitting to do something else, or getting let go for not meeting deadlines and not finishing tasks. Everyone tells me I am very smart, and one of the smartest people they have ever met!

Now I am unemployed, ignoring recruiters and not applying for a job. I don't believe life is going to work for me, or it will be brief good periods ending in epic failures followed by extreme depression and more blows to my self-confidence and will to try.

I have been fantasizing about suicide a lot recently, but the thought of my mother getting the news devastates me and holds me back, especially that she hasn't seen me for a few years as I live in another country.

I wish I die while sleeping, with no pain and no feeling of guilt hurting people who love me. But I honestly hate myself and hate being alive, I wish I was never born. ",8.474156804733727,6.9442750177514805,8.428631656804736,72.25939718934913,62.136094674556205,11.763609467455625,40.05991124260355,10.686352973137794,4.239230177514792,694,32,128,14,8,226,115,169,0.227,0.633,0.14,-0.962,5,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,2,1,7,0,15,4,1,0,2,27,29,14,2,2,7,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,0,4,8,7,0,1,5,2,21,4,20,19,4,18,0,2,1,1,8,2,0,3,12,93,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490980327749315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741130993474292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154311075783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913103996097986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292960010145315,0.0,0.15579828647461982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254039262781109,0.0,0.13295956651588414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578989228872415,0.0,0.14344372462316216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590392923047994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686041787846355,0.0,0.170630493481311,0.1259114544800096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964199464583342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070391121711702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793695249581925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535053361697588,0.10603244470503922,0.0,0.0,0.13255652147376554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762454824554278,0.13548692383543814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198223731933581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577988677808294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172351741690916,0.0,0.1597356265972933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081451752415117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966846209542931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822294184287407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566053139953641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022593424866673,0.0,0.0,0.11556780187533637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420420310057732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120933020033396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917654351930293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191994290167476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386267654405493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452554816402953,0.0,0.0,0.10928734330295103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667076183734324
adhd,jengamonsoon,2018/03/28,"Advice for noise/volume control? Hey! I’m a 19 year old girl with adhd (mostly inattentive), and lately i’ve noticed i’ve had a little issue with volume control
i believe this is a symptom of my adhd, but i don’t know how to fix it? Sometimes my meds help, but only occasionally. And i would rather not fix this with meds, as usually i only take meds when i need to. 
Sometimes i’ll be talking to my friends, and one of my friends will tell me i’m yelling. This is the first time it’s been brought to my attention, but thinking back on it, i definitely recognize i’m loud. I appreciate this knowledge as now i’m more self aware, but i’m having trouble fixing it. She’ll tell me, i’ll get quieter, but then eventually i’ll get back up to the volume i was at before. Anyone else have this problem? Any one have any advice for the problem? It’s hard, because i also end up forgetting that i’m working on volume control in the first place :/ Any advice would be greatlyyyyy appreciated",1.7179381194101992,4.087074639593908,3.7619724437998565,84.799627749577,81.79187817258884,5.7828378051728295,25.62460720328741,7.07126945348624,1.3092820401256948,772,32,149,10,21,262,107,197,0.083,0.794,0.123,0.8758,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,0,7,0,15,1,0,4,0,28,28,14,0,6,7,0,1,0,2,4,1,2,0,2,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,4,3,17,2,20,18,2,22,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,13,92,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565605400380736,0.3129141381368053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535962851715252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775978763110299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463481797452726,0.10936734558379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415234474821286,0.0,0.06506747626967635,0.0,0.09082754739211564,0.12025898980682465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591526506613078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916724863451705,0.0,0.09453961353304806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815853175270417,0.0,0.0,0.16493351767677308,0.0,0.1115340826798705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561772584391223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154531141666927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140842227702666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661298836601976,0.0,0.12040693069011993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698113193001492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556909359796415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914606921624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152375482294606,0.11200526642501274,0.0,0.1446590459915192,0.16236056838589244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115201753416742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042707848487632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135269353164308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111364096142436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094332590979443,0.0802549037180881,0.08579325626244366,0.18659024986498804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839443290394441,0.0,0.0,0.06224072567119587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755860168427525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770770822030483,0.0,0.0,0.1516495145827897,0.0,0.0,0.06873681002078125
adhd,Vitate,2018/03/28,"Need Concerta dosing advice, please! Hello all! I’ve been taking Concerta 27mg for 3 months now. I really like it as compared to all the drugs in the amphetamine class of medications. I’ve tried nearly every other ADHD medication, and this one seems to have the best symptom coverage for me.


While on Concerta, I feel calm alertness. I feel like, for the first time in my life, my mind is quiet enough for me to sit still and intentionally choose what I’m going to pay attention to. Without actively trying, I noticed I broke my lifelong nail-biting habit because I simply don’t fidget much at all while on this medication. It has been nothing short of life-changing for me.


This past month (which is month 3), however, I’ve noticed increased tiredness while on Concerta to the point of pretty much being able to nap whenever I want during the day, even while on Concerta!


While I’m not napping or lethargic, I can definitely focus better than baseline, but I notice that there is a definitely lack of energy that I never ever felt on amphetamines no matter how often/long I took them. 

Also, I notice this same tired feeling when I take 5mg IR Ritalin, but not when I take 10mg IR. 


It seems like there are two possibilities:
1) The “calm alertness” in my initial experience was actually euphoria and I’m expecting too much from Concerta as my ADHD medication. If I adjust my dosage upward, the effects will be short-lived as my body adjusts to the new dose.

2) I should expect some level of wakefulness/alertness from Concerta and I need an upward dose adjustment.

What do y’all think? I’m especially interested in hearing from others with experience taking Concerta. Thanks for your time!


P.S. I will absolutely discuss this with my psychiatrist when I see them soon, too.",5.695777608915908,7.347446139817631,6.936189209726447,69.74961309523812,67.84498480243161,9.98181357649443,31.33751266464032,10.222266870305534,3.5439634245187435,1416,58,235,37,24,479,188,329,0.043,0.804,0.153,0.9852,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,2,4,14,10,0,0,11,0,17,13,1,3,5,44,40,21,0,8,7,0,4,3,0,3,12,2,0,0,15,6,0,0,13,2,1,3,6,1,0,3,5,7,34,9,40,30,12,40,0,1,1,0,7,14,0,5,25,162,49,2,0.09201466855084232,0.0,0.08979304323010992,0.0,0.22116750087611045,0.08991566917012908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358409719612449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056091287899317416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656371779018906,0.08137949684049417,0.10045618646730486,0.10220755353782217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733931861714404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934184903169044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670780279512664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507574968435263,0.0,0.06077482076682416,0.08323253564342872,0.0775263268141977,0.0,0.0,0.18001600414663815,0.0,0.0,0.13957614345225072,0.06573529759812186,0.08834851163574522,0.0,0.0,0.07826763006363124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229405661631256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370721887921253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998536318899356,0.13486115764051648,0.0,0.0,0.08143008613473808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707803925234915,0.0,0.0,0.09290858480288977,0.0,0.22033569169841416,0.0,0.2029241061849806,0.13645542163363572,0.07096738491079242,0.08886834026609537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882905561238674,0.4190372400570032,0.0,0.0,0.06235152076839005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878384128085467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100447458245117,0.08698360354980257,0.10373271333307373,0.0,0.09361199778667599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894695284391595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332377765572387,0.1675333968388448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348303316489556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563847241166457,0.27673431753376176,0.0,0.0,0.08471474424101509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895928421790589,0.0,0.0,0.1073089863887186,0.10575732559463573,0.0,0.0,0.10223168241871672,0.12494383988909442,0.0,0.08988496091990528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054272635529143465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886988569319075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,happilyimpulsive,2018/03/28,"NSFW: How do you think ADHD has affected your sex life? Personally (22F) I’ve always had a high sex drive comparatively and was wondering if that has anything to do with adhd or if anyone had similar experiences? I get unbearably grumpy if I don’t have frequent sex (at least once every two weeks). Since sex releases dopamine and serotonin, two of the chemicals ADHD brains have shortages of, in theory a high sex drive makes sense. I do know that we are more susceptible to addiction because our brains are more easily affected by dopamine. And that concludes my random tangent of the day ",5.3793042575285615,7.757736691588789,6.1401246105919025,72.21637590861891,69.93457943925233,9.989200415368641,31.515057113187954,10.25414643259724,3.806373624091382,474,21,78,14,9,155,73,107,0.05,0.924,0.026,-0.1197,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,13,9,2,5,0,18,18,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,8,0,9,15,3,9,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,6,3,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661881982950714,0.5841268598415708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480835621658654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328372854177847,0.0,0.13332345003724255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876203250269022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617216848026205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448541729612998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650350875133233,0.0,0.0,0.15848046210355465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464545830188151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34235268553909115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903847873765593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114435049942057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081453860965876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253927628441046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146409182152295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340193861349704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381182109271966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165276378680815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299575975434747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756969194599214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,crimsonknight4,2018/03/28,"My doctor might just be my fairy godmother Hi there! Long time lurker, short time redditor :)

I just had to share this with people that might actually understand. 

**Some background:** 

Recently my heart started acting up so I had to completely stop stimulants for a while to see if they were causing the problems. Heart kept doing what it was doing even after stopping stimulants, so doc decided to give me a half-dose of my vyvanse so that I could maybe get some stuff done during the day. 

Half-vyvanse doesn't really work for more than about 4 hours for me, but my doc went on vacation so I had to wait. Finally last week he was back in the office so I decided I needed to go in to see if I could get something different. 

He prescribed me straterra with a low dose of ritalin IR to take throughout the day. Started the ritalin Friday, and straterra on Sunday. 

**main point:**

Last night I went to a game night with some friends and HOLY CARP. Is this what adults just getting diagnosed feel like??? I felt like a new person! I was able to focus and pay attention to the rules being explained, and actually have fun at a time when my vyvanse would be wearing off and turning me into Cinderella where midnight is my meds wearing off and the pumpkin carriage is my brain turning into mush. 

if straterra is supposed to take a few weeks to fully work, I'm really looking forward to it. 

PS If you're struggling to find the right medication, don't give up hope! If you trust your doctor, consider trying something new. I read a lot of bad reviews of straterra on this page, but everyone's different so what doesn't work for one person may work for you :)

**tldr;** heart acting funny, switched from vyvanse to nothing to half-vyvanse, then straterra+ritalin IR and feel like a new person :)
(sorry this got long)",3.00753687315634,5.686648330383482,3.920258112094394,83.72841076696166,78.97050147492625,6.834513274336282,27.11578171091445,7.984000788550335,2.038670206489676,1420,60,253,26,36,455,181,339,0.059,0.8290000000000001,0.112,0.9718,2,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,3,1,4,15,12,0,1,17,0,27,13,6,3,0,51,55,23,0,11,10,0,3,3,1,4,7,0,0,4,12,12,0,4,9,2,1,6,3,4,0,1,13,6,27,8,45,33,8,52,0,1,3,0,17,18,0,13,33,166,39,9,0.08498989734424497,0.0,0.16587575973579996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535198494444594,0.07096301425206085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948768332828069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730803611723502,0.0,0.0,0.08911029036497686,0.0,0.0,0.1357150346769819,0.0,0.0,0.10962290549651467,0.0,0.0,0.08626295678112413,0.0,0.17759270709437516,0.0,0.17398152252428514,0.0,0.08697417284525794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613502563706176,0.0,0.0,0.08121148907446188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594689151587312,0.12143359928902615,0.08160362964617868,0.093102278267258,0.07767922645082759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566298386160782,0.0,0.13321114060114894,0.1630601077919168,0.048301717253687315,0.0,0.06797418488107182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021403126899941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441414487654395,0.08369792897297862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385562195721023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456531251058466,0.0,0.0,0.15042676934711546,0.07137010851655035,0.0,0.0,0.07225537145458673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538377530092016,0.0,0.09440461634860076,0.08561838018363957,0.0,0.18032170048027227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630189319776787,0.0,0.2462513173819308,0.0,0.15951452256806695,0.0,0.0815500986920101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759135399629192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058921293592436766,0.22262970044350108,0.0,0.0,0.08034292415285291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813238536220901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501289681748632,0.0,0.10889340905884523,0.0,0.0839172703698288,0.0,0.0,0.07258090795507563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545188900851984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085875041260564,0.0,0.09513923185150136,0.12031257356171507,0.0,0.0,0.14211071955094834,0.0,0.08884989398930271,0.09729309880437208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780365135928534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486748778362364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057702561413360165,0.18488920569429412,0.0,0.08847748046507295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634753827594734,0.0,0.0,0.15757297263092088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749462996560934,0.0,0.0,0.06037438459407025,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,freeepizza,2018/03/28,"Outgrowing the ""H"" of ADHD I've read that 90% of adults eventually outgrow the hyperactivity portion of an ADHD diagnosis. I'm a diagnosed ADHD 19 year old and still as hyperactive as I was when I was younger. It's really frustrating to need to move around when all my peers have the ability to sit still at this point, and I'm looking forward to losing my hyperactivity so that I can present myself as maturely as I feel. I've always thought that I'd just wake up one morning and be able to sit still, but it recently occurred to me that perhaps becoming less hyperactive as you get older is a result of adapting to social norms rather than a spontaneous cognitive phenomenon. For those who have outgrown their hyperactivity, did this happen on its own with age or did you have to put conscious effort in to learn how to be still? If anyone has any ideas regarding how to manage hyperactivity in professional settings, I'd love to hear them. Thanks!",11.485043894652831,8.171123681564248,11.72028731045491,56.579441340782154,57.99441340782123,14.921308858739028,44.56584197924981,13.023866798666859,5.686297047086993,765,34,134,21,7,263,118,179,0.022,0.912,0.066,0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,2,12,4,1,0,7,0,12,3,1,3,1,20,23,16,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,3,12,2,30,16,4,25,0,1,1,1,9,8,0,2,13,93,23,4,0.14747806966911742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317199412297349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271356818654425,0.0,0.0,0.10029014461349776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031200953485634,0.0,0.0,0.13128674917199362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287794118606552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968713632517575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456934324489045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705120446926132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041436995459593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621850289672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648478956409668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238444352210882,0.164990236530492,0.0,0.0,0.13310471580464764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567458485632891,0.0,0.1093531199718151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475342563614952,0.0,0.09993495677023634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941444496211516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825619373363091,0.0,0.0,0.1475179793292421,0.0,0.09447822782183607,0.0,0.14561680191136034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503353196764158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471104707771784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577799224777534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708111385703995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497104160846516
adhd,oliviadawolf,2018/03/28,Just took my first dosage today I took my first 5mg focalin today. I didn’t feel any different until now 6 hours after taking it. Does it work the first dosage or is it placebo? ,2.5582882882882885,4.048312216216221,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,75.48648648648648,6.014414414414415,20.44144144144144,6.42735559955562,0.1987549549549552,140,3,29,1,3,46,28,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,4,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532765269798438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549010610047386,0.0,0.0,0.1972449380223796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139666314750372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751633580164168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219689591618476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946920800431514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42729676208191,0.0,0.5008449232274178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409045625653632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,connor2337,2018/03/28,"Do I need medication? I think I'm alright? Maybe? I've known (diagnosed) that I've had ADHD since the 3rd grade. I've made it through high school, learned a technical skill, and I have a good job working as an IT Professional, and I just turned 22. I like to think I have a handle on things but I still have day to day difficulties, that I feel like I could lessen with proper medication. My girlfriend notices that I'm quite forgetful, disorganized, and just a bit all over the place (which I have noticed too).

I was wondering, even though I (more or less) have a handle on things, should I maybe seek medication to help tighten up those daily struggles?
",4.083809523809524,5.8370580158730165,4.682730158730159,83.93171428571429,72.01587301587301,8.214603174603175,27.679365079365077,8.841846274778883,2.024180317460317,514,19,104,10,10,164,80,126,0.112,0.7879999999999999,0.101,-0.5134,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,8,1,10,4,0,1,1,20,19,7,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,14,4,10,14,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,5,65,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809665378723557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439312467550327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120224973679738,0.0,0.0,0.1942218260398852,0.0,0.0,0.1528343817356885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945592241552603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613720023684067,0.10757357365090192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629841062307973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092984140236673,0.15909484178689234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942629215708156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713045810670108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142481366096804,0.0,0.0,0.3025534249071917,0.0,0.0,0.4550771045483456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165232291874637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34287007933946445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732286836865803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015916163120664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239385381296594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456039595509436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025247879126374,0.0,0.0,0.1574177273982329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200075818490102,0.1929697174870802,0.14794297364325507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378656897646018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329635948323146,0.10962320955932572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,christophalese,2018/03/28,"So how's this for some bogus? (Could use some insight here) EDIT: Turns out the receptionist was able to add my prior history into this attempt of authorization, my insurance has once again approved me and my prescription will be available for pick up tomorrow! Thanks everyone for the advice though, I look forward to being part of this community :)


I've been on Vyvanse for at least 5 years total, for me it works wonders for learning and staying focused on tasks, etc. I stopped taking it though for a couple years and now my insurance has changed.

They now want people to do a ""step"" program where you try other drugs and see ""how they work"" vs. the one that is more expensive for them to fill. I dropped off the prescription over a week ago and found out today that my insurance declined it. 

It was lovely because I had to call the pharmacy to then call my doctor to find this out, had I not, I would still be waiting for it to fill. I've been with the same doctor, how can she not show them my prior history and usage of the medication?

It's especially ridiculous because just a couple years prior, I was on 60mg and now I am looking to give 30mg a go, only to deal with this. My copay is 35$ per visit and they're saying I should come in again (pay more money) to tell my doctor my history (which she should already have on file). 

Any ideas what to do? Its partly a pride thing, I don't care what my insurance company wants, I don't understand how they can tell a patient ""yeah, we see you were on X, but you're gonna give Y a try now.""

I will not take adderall, I don't like the come down. So yeah, any ideas? ",4.58289523809524,5.101224403076927,5.549714285714288,82.83866666666667,69.58461538461539,8.652014652014653,28.70695970695971,8.704169506293173,2.0134805860805853,1261,43,259,20,21,416,176,325,0.026,0.917,0.057,0.8136,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,2,5,5,18,6,1,0,16,2,30,6,0,6,1,50,53,18,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,19,18,0,2,8,1,3,8,6,1,0,1,9,5,36,5,41,34,10,45,0,0,4,1,20,17,0,3,21,184,55,9,0.1048708641081411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024785946767056,0.09296169348600564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157276063225683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426315675373985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785661076830754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416975503987168,0.0,0.10692283523495916,0.0,0.11093946884606927,0.18067392705650054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373085157047298,0.2320752329198875,0.0,0.0,0.10811725603130327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32201931952105045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216169080696385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695873484155442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020860479747808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585006989894758,0.0,0.0,0.11498548955417315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012033775784161,0.059600528822668336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677288130527965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123460697128069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613022689759145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465004928949773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564636261448107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168404766042273,0.0710632115989719,0.07975901781636552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271298524760273,0.0,0.07270425269935611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339752034706778,0.0,0.0,0.16713700203528215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177838762681096,0.08375000754397917,0.08767673820085407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769967693850176,0.0,0.18332351520191892,0.09655100182582896,0.0,0.0,0.06967154222658396,0.0,0.2060701830555773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940531694623432,0.0,0.0,0.1424008656502259,0.11406938572294564,0.0,0.1091742680062394,0.0,0.0905747553885968,0.0,0.0,0.12371110552275902,0.0,0.08412108147454234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372797863372215,0.1526944761533802,0.0,0.0,0.07449725297033934,0.0,0.0,0.2026001944779096
adhd,BespokeUnderwood,2018/03/28,"ADD, intentions and managing yourself Hey guys!

I just stumbled onto this sub and Im stoked! Been reading through the posts and this is honestly the best community I've ever seen. I think part of it is the recognition I experience when reading your posts. I've literally had 20 moments in the past 5 minutes where I went, ""Well fuck me, he does that too?!"" It feels really liberating to find a group of people who understand each other.

There was one post I read that spoke about intentions and the lack of actions to follow through with it. This is my biggest problem and I was hoping to get some much needed advice from you guys.

I get these short intense passions for a week, perhaps a month or two and then all my interest in the topic vanishes. Two weeks ago I stumbled onto an amazing idea for a company and Ive been reading about startups ever since. I told my parents about my intentions and basically got laughed at first and then they told me to just keep my job and don't do it.

However, I do want to do it. Its driving me crazy, knowing that I will probably quit halfway through... So my question to you guys is: What do you do to keep yourself motivated/disciplined enough to follow through?

Any insight would be greatly appreciated! Thanks for reading this far, I know it isn't easy to read a looong block of text, but Im happy you made it :)",3.2638295165394378,5.502042755725192,4.430858778625956,82.73931615776084,75.64122137404581,7.5727735368956735,30.00063613231552,8.472884824447931,2.4427857506361335,1070,50,203,21,24,350,154,262,0.042,0.8290000000000001,0.129,0.967,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,1,3,13,13,1,0,12,0,20,2,0,4,3,43,43,16,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,19,13,0,3,9,6,0,5,2,2,1,4,12,3,28,11,30,28,8,30,0,0,1,2,18,9,1,4,13,144,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366650264063338,0.08496795585316484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651833689734244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059187470729396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388166033370348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904183598989537,0.0,0.0,0.17340916419986505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937626872122468,0.0,0.0,0.04846618811419525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760796197115925,0.08153256541037547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861461108915042,0.10015853721464613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666244987456416,0.10567833903830784,0.0,0.28472880357114083,0.0,0.10203736667887492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952037183178386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082064395104969,0.2070755104490042,0.0,0.09511937347792768,0.17039721104058658,0.0,0.0,0.1053566719950379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906984847161983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650899944645566,0.0,0.07046302942616235,0.0710738307835547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495251538026818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643348169668304,0.10379952512926277,0.0915025934991768,0.06645244403412456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754022109458089,0.0,0.10334581268071973,0.09171843491492808,0.0,0.0,0.10737736623271243,0.1019515300232159,0.5752740060684585,0.0,0.061405925854424885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929064324875355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824862105110916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061418771631863364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318341650738384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872690267905938,0.09978641778564612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056536619323670115,0.0,0.15377508883538982,0.0,0.08618341405856453,0.08885674861007294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809126495225414,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whatareeggs,2018/03/28,"I just got my dissertation results back And I got a first. And the highest mark I’ve gotten at university so far. This is my second attempt at university, and I’ve gone from barely passing to this!! I’m v grateful for everyone on here for making me feel less alone, I believe in every single one of you!",1.3810772833723668,3.8413833606557413,4.0577517564402825,81.49163934426231,84.24590163934425,6.108665105386418,25.107728337236534,7.447530270364453,1.5648154566744727,239,10,45,4,7,84,47,61,0.03,0.901,0.069,0.4886,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,7,0,9,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34525534131149577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563294894376783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755770349154265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808660430138566,0.31853507661054703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685543510250457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355167148224397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332290402600324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225171128640152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258900380522981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lianaloooo,2018/03/28,"Overeating when not on meds How do you combat overeating when you don’t take your stimulant medication?

I take 30mg of dextroamphetamine. It kills my appetite but I force myself to eat enough throughout the day.  When I don’t take them I’m just so hungry and will eat way too much, how can I deal with this?",1.844355971896956,4.41972936065574,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,83.2622950819672,5.4529274004683845,20.18969555035129,6.868970318607317,0.2880941451990626,245,7,51,3,7,75,46,61,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,8,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,8,9,8,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893361972605216,0.2540691500807778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043399451247835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546387295318792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726497023242749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737396409477469,0.24826269685216054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116199192708804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558773551769275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561285617876828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jazmynejayde,2018/03/28,"Any book recommendations for adults living with ADD? My uncle also had adult ADD.  He mentioned a book called Living with ADD or something and I can’t seem to find it, so I would be open to any suggestions but this book specifically talks about using ADD to your advantage. 

Any help would be appreciated! ",3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,77.57142857142857,7.3047619047619055,21.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.4651761904761904,244,7,44,5,6,78,42,56,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.8955,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,0,25,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593557743617372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253594513848958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629527879735375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536510188093096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260765159588298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547829684759309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443303738506865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982485184914332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698173217782576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241127786711773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365864178371474,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DearDoctorJohn,2018/03/28,"How do I explain to my SO that I don't mean to cancel plans or at least I don't do it because I don't like them? Hey so long story short I'm ADHD as all hell and even with meds (Adderall IX 20mg) I still get distracted or miss deadlines and I end up having to cancel plans or reschedule things to make sure I don't fall behind or get in trouble professionally or with my college work. 

I keep cancelling or rescheduling plans with my SO especially lately because my college finals are coming up and I'm slammed with hw that even at the best of times I have trouble completing but lately I've had even more trouble doing.

I recently had to cancel 3 or 4 dates this week to work on assignments so I didn't fall too far behind. I just don't know how to explain I don't mean to not work on these assignments I don't mean to stay up half the night and still not work on hw I just have so much trouble focusing and I get stressed then my depression kicks in so I end up almost falling behind soo I cancel plans.

I'd appreciate hugely any help or advice in just explaining or trying to help my SO understand a bit more about ADHD and depression or just some advice on how to make and keep plans in the future. I just sound like I'm making stupid excuses even to myself and I hate it. I never mean to cancel these plans but if I don't I end up falling behind but now my SO is sad about this and says she feels like she's not important to me and I don't know what to say or do to change that. 

Thank you all for the help I love this community any comments or help at all would be hugely appreciated. And also just thank you in general for this community how nice and helpful it has been even to a mostly lurker like me.",4.110920289855073,4.4236704833333365,5.461014492753622,83.78804347826087,70.55555555555556,8.371980676328503,26.76328502415459,8.321376580360154,1.5611545893719811,1354,40,291,19,23,456,154,360,0.155,0.6990000000000001,0.146,-0.1259,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,11,30,23,3,2,6,0,25,1,0,7,5,72,53,43,0,2,25,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,14,17,0,2,11,0,0,5,14,13,0,1,4,4,40,10,48,47,11,45,1,4,0,1,19,21,1,16,22,205,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165077317789098,0.17604247917339727,0.0,0.0,0.09019811780408207,0.0,0.0,0.07203375683959995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250955839551073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981900566342016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452922074027403,0.0,0.0983396791528546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528848046489304,0.07759251124920474,0.09444298820564824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516467986389135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393418405604084,0.0,0.0,0.2974717926768457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554513978408042,0.06435032328168917,0.0,0.09867387180874336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118300062907135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893141654920557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188027145445034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601274021669536,0.0,0.0,0.0990068445633356,0.0,0.2032193372395429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760263645135463,0.0,0.0,0.07971443895579026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812971205517271,0.0,0.1803793188625964,0.0,0.0,0.3924767491171388,0.1000541467416636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621623547663286,0.0,0.06947217595917662,0.0,0.0,0.08453023838112518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893919819279214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432641254022671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600904724497428,0.14386964424468415,0.0,0.10318177111623024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489557835282617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658597854675474,0.0,0.0,0.05984250203711011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252404885546392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115570159941404,0.0,0.0,0.09377230856058973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225354611977314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623056475640223,0.0,0.0,0.06398741681557897,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,arod0291,2018/03/28,"Against drugs This is my first time in this board and I'm in need of help. I'm 26, was diagnosed with ADD when I was around 11-12. Took Concerta for a bit then stopped because I hated how it made me feel. A few years ago I got back on Concerta for college and, again, stopped taking it because I couldn't sleep and it made me anxious. Skip to today, I don't take anything. It's affecting my relationships with everyone, specifically the girlfriend. 

I'm still against taking medication, I don't even like taking it for migraines. I don't want to feel the same way it's always made me feel. But I also don't want to ruin the best relationship I've  had because I'm a stereotypical stubborn man. Are all medications going to have this affect on me? If you've felt this way, what did you do? ",3.5467916666666675,4.838070762500003,4.8762500000000015,83.85041666666669,72.625,8.083333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.59863814320734,1.9732708333333333,622,24,130,11,12,207,94,160,0.116,0.818,0.066,-0.5635,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,8,5,2,0,6,0,13,6,1,6,1,28,35,9,0,5,2,0,4,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,10,4,15,2,17,24,5,21,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,13,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545746025128985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415969981498976,0.10837720827967944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471437615014332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718343965293356,0.11594880313271964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015307733833917,0.0,0.2381948790208211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668779316864696,0.0,0.14219765717998373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219951298002586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104693990378806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602792354046321,0.0,0.0,0.12445804902407195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757270602330745,0.0,0.12505901141320275,0.0,0.0,0.11078933034851264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402323935218537,0.0,0.10417164530184828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859345476751216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730284198498788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363285108147906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697329159737331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242337579814057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965776322403255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796763472401267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034259071650292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040166417419004,0.2177872010757152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917227300621256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594896340107868,0.0,0.12346037383467495,0.0,0.1447109057264581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364791144523718,0.20677043598909006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387578088587715
adhd,Geezus_deeznuts,2018/03/28,"Talked To Doctor About My Inability To Focus, Left With Medication, Apt Lasted 10 Minutues This is my first time posting. I’ll give a little background info:

F/24
Diagnosed with Clinical Depression at 15 years old

So I’ve been depressed since 6 grade. I used to regularly self-harm. I don’t do it as much as I used to, but when I get severely overwhelmed I will do it. But that’s not what this post is about.

So while in high school I briefly saw this psychiatrist for my depression. I remember causally mentioning I can’t concentrate in school. He said I had ADD and prescribed my medication for it. It had negative side effects so I quit cold turkey. Never thought too much about it again.

All throughout college and university, I’ve struggled with procrastination and not focusing in my classes. I would daydream while in class(been doing this since elementary school. Didn’t think much of it). While in college, I would procrastinate on essays, and basically anything that I had to do outside of school. Most times I would just not turn in work then get anxiety knowing that I should work on it, but I still wouldn’t. As a result my grades suffered.

I just thought I wasn’t into my major anymore and decided to go to beauty school, as I am pursuing that as a career now. I pass my tests(we do reviews right before the quiz so I just try to cram and remember), and I do well on the practicals, but I just cannot bring myself to actually study correctly. I just write the info for the grade, not actually retaining any information. This isn’t good as I want to be the best in my field. But how Can I be the best if I’m not retaining the information?

So I’ve been seeing my current psychiatrist for over 5 years. He prescribed me Latuda for my depression, Ativan for anxiety, and Ambien because I have trouble falling asleep at night(I’m an over thinker by nature and its hard to get my mind to settle).

He never really stated what Latuda is, he just prescribed it to my because I was having major mood swings. I would get really sad then angry then be ok for a short while, then repeat. Everyday. The Latuda has been helping tremendously with this so I’m sticking to it. I currently take 80mg.

So today, I told him about how I strongly identify with some of the posts on this subreddit. I told him about my procrastination and my inability to pay attention and sit down and complete work. So he prescribed me strattera, mentioned some of the side effects, and that’s it. My appointment was for 10am and I was back in my car at 10:10am.

I was hoping for more information on this, like do I have ADD? Are these just symptoms of depression? If they are, why has none of the numerous medication I’ve taken over the years helped? Idk I don’t like that I still have no questions answered. I just feel like he threw medication at me and that was it. 

I will began searching for a new psychiatrist.

I just needed to vent. I’ve tried researching on my own but I know very little about ADD, it’s connection with depression, and if I have it. 

☹️",3.5744358974358974,5.762038388034187,4.8535683760683765,80.30240384615388,74.52136752136751,8.32905982905983,28.34401709401709,9.057496981413335,2.5432478632478634,2407,100,453,56,52,796,256,585,0.124,0.794,0.08199999999999999,-0.9744,2,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,1,10,33,22,0,2,18,1,50,9,1,7,4,94,80,50,0,12,23,0,2,3,0,8,8,1,0,0,32,26,0,2,20,0,1,6,18,11,1,1,22,6,68,10,74,47,14,73,0,9,2,0,23,31,0,8,34,324,100,23,0.0,0.0,0.143313660048268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993473853119432,0.0,0.11234709419401606,0.0,0.07282256700913035,0.0,0.0,0.0604264161553045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056462934480151675,0.0,0.08952417109944594,0.0,0.062483297028259235,0.0,0.15411995547266968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698968119579029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794695444056295,0.07452963641329627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515844633790741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712828086674569,0.05245821811054255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062459295977851215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345602555521004,0.07044049381520683,0.04173181118970035,0.06158937875375521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657786204363639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984368084922022,0.0775825477156962,0.0,0.072932296324496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071012516603646,0.05985503542216431,0.0,0.0,0.07978162307762747,0.0,0.0,0.107622179873551,0.14719177242438164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958909355065523,0.0,0.0,0.07414310095206875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193791480519215,0.05444721886090486,0.11326707849243968,0.07091889665277695,0.0,0.06890883302205565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705215577989824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097616786420795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225810956756238,0.07810156294069565,0.0,0.0,0.0940819383869758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636315336034538,0.0627085933787791,0.06984849422985745,0.0,0.0,0.3715740655771957,0.05851399265685817,0.0,0.07660322913704863,0.08295470080017275,0.0,0.12148367293537612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728216413516195,0.0,0.0,0.07676470343098242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632161150622903,0.055210023070896466,0.059020040373050586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047050809902057004,0.0,0.11659001649510894,0.08563493920139299,0.0,0.0696028038676528,0.14033051912791505,0.0,0.09970794145546072,0.07987046694969152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268394312968779,0.0,0.060587222430480564,0.043310760824837764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602215127135658,0.0,0.06625891552594479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037316717866446,0.0,0.0,0.20864951076924745,0.0,0.0,0.14185902759528848
adhd,Xanthina,2018/03/28,"Got a lot of cleaning and housework done the last two days, but now there is an emotional cost to pay I am tired, and emotional, and having touble regulating and processing. Family is asking if I am ok, and I have to keep repeating that I am not, but I just need time to recover. But they keep trying to talk about things, suggestions. They are trying to help, but I am not hearing what they are saying. I just need a day to recover :(

(Context, I am a mom in my mid30's with ADHD. Suggestions are being given by my Aunt)",4.159244505494506,4.879093028846154,5.861978021978023,79.4973076923077,70.63461538461539,9.78901098901099,27.357142857142854,9.957137785484203,2.544114285714285,401,13,81,10,7,138,65,104,0.08800000000000001,0.816,0.096,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,5,1,14,1,0,0,0,20,22,10,0,3,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,13,1,11,18,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,2,6,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286122381591176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783372764210936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453574394048884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466515913819796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279527112658498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932622340670998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213948100093475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143962320622775,0.0,0.12750311306897452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381595982666733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550579192088343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172161140091398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278800714352065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820973174181318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512737309056746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528948164063371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637634892148408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109211229305033,0.21863446311178844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582991693453243,0.0,0.1858211718389404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Killa2480,2018/03/28,Fucking Easter Break I’m unable to focus on anything else. That week off is too enticing and I know I’m gonna end up being busy all of it anyways...,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.64875,90.32125,90.25,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,0.2360374999999997,116,4,24,1,4,41,29,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41354931973988535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198094304187966,0.0,0.4451031283021825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645920632610448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761839894058101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40310895078188375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,quatrocchi3,2018/03/28,What is the best chair? The best chair that is designed to make you not want to get up every 2 minutes? ,1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,79.9090909090909,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.6807999999999996,80,2,19,0,2,25,17,22,0.044,0.643,0.313,0.8604,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8441836562074312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388770623172456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101367540675656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26847654744419297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372323318813881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SpidersBiteMe,2018/03/28,Do you guys notice any difference in the various types of generic Adderall? I know in thoery its all the same stuff but i feel like i can tell a difference when getting different generic types of the same drug and dosage at different pharmacies... but then i wonder if it's in my head...,3.5094545454545454,5.777191945454548,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,75.0,8.763636363636364,29.181818181818183,9.3871,2.9362,227,10,42,6,5,74,41,55,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.5023,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,10,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983653284386648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.797910012643762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141406634702845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653814959259442,0.13639789371051436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975118969353147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904720247241472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594561952476186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492818351703534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327701918476168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737102826958005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185651059868497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687813233438673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705159016459804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jaqsyn,2018/03/28,"How do I know whats wrong? Hello everyone I was just wondering why do I keep changing my mind. I’m 21 And I’ve started college about 2 years ago I changed my program like 4 times thinking I liked something but ended up but not finishing.. i am away from my home town so it feels like a waste of money. I know I want to complete something And even out of school I find my selve starting things And not finishing them as much even if I like it somewhat. The only thing I was ever able to keep up was running. 

I dropped out of school to get my shit together. I fell in a deep depression. It was really bad so I went to see a doctor and explained to him everything. How I’ve had trouble finishing or completing anything since a young age and how now it’s effecting my life horribly and I feel like I’m against the world. After that he gave me 10 mg Adderall and  told me to take it when I have class or work. 

I tried it and use it now. I didn’t feel different I felt normal just free to do almost I don’t know how to explain it because I didn’t feel anything at all but I was able to focus normally and read a book and finish it and read more books and wrote and started actually finishing work and tasks like a normal person. 

My issues is I take it about 5-6 days a week sometimes I just ran out and haven’t picked up my refill because I’m was over thinking that maybe im sick to rely on this medication and if going to be okay like my doctor just talked to me and gave it to me.. it’s just like I’m worried And have now experience with this I hope someone can help. I do feel like I am able to do work without it to and extent of my focus so that’s the issue and I really want to finish school. ",1.6743726608447709,3.219518091160225,3.6327018356799137,89.81667349848513,78.03314917127072,6.77041525574764,24.10835858135805,7.601502580125103,1.031552913919087,1327,45,296,19,31,450,175,362,0.099,0.78,0.121,0.4447,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,21,17,1,0,10,1,23,6,1,7,2,75,61,36,0,8,15,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,21,24,0,2,16,4,2,5,7,5,0,0,16,7,44,13,39,44,5,43,0,1,1,0,13,14,1,8,32,189,65,15,0.24722972072694466,0.0,0.08042018137117744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305141014555902,0.0,0.08252161768295556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563266321390868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742682030923585,0.0,0.06880883000488837,0.10047262870122718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743575086920009,0.0,0.17281043895995066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053147572354795815,0.0,0.0709795320642863,0.0,0.0,0.08610081266530974,0.0,0.1687000634561902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299071696507567,0.0,0.0,0.10886193257407917,0.0745444788553842,0.0,0.07874619765050653,0.07406471050831975,0.08061270217831745,0.0,0.0,0.20834462536914253,0.17662096188616325,0.07912643423179716,0.0,0.07532116193346447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305577501646946,0.0,0.0468354492334242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552376234748073,0.0,0.08266385592280592,0.08185163223459672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901684107272631,0.1720290640939731,0.0,0.14649942353440318,0.0,0.0,0.13587098889576213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820855440030305,0.3623518604748823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279182813441413,0.0,0.0,0.08301931124887171,0.0,0.0,0.08321051355437692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060580763783520536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223263447243895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267644773690988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195715201463186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486441640034058,0.0,0.1055877931843242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502096763405212,0.06567002615984267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459258517988573,0.0681703265955897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982564669372407,0.12688634504461746,0.0815055051488461,0.0,0.1749904688149206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392398791219188,0.06623796154164728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949896061078113,0.10560988156215732,0.0,0.0,0.04805387944154321,0.0,0.0,0.07874619765050653,0.0,0.055950917262836304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117569997498084,0.0,0.0,0.0972149965239614,0.0,0.0661042564334294,0.0,0.0,0.07639480933415314,0.0743621229443076,0.0,0.0,0.07944020945587221,0.08937002867152034,0.17998618118097834,0.08369126073814707,0.0,0.0,0.09010229628105143,0.0,0.05306927813445298
adhd,ADHDThrowAway85,2018/03/28,"Can my doctor add more Adderall before 30 days since my normal dosage isn't lasting all day? So, I just got medication for my ADHD last week. It's the 20mg XR version and works great but it's effect goes away at 3:00PM every day. I hate to ask for more because it's a controlled substance, but I'll be waiting till 4/18 otherwise. I didn't know if they could add an IR version to get me through legally. Thanks in advance!",2.9204926108374387,4.459415827586209,3.905418719211824,89.1993103448276,74.63218390804597,5.890968801313631,27.37110016420361,6.18269132825596,0.9924824302134644,335,13,69,2,7,108,70,87,0.059,0.8440000000000001,0.097,0.3054,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,2,3,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,1,14,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,9,8,5,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253725301936972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973687699482064,0.0,0.19835425904352968,0.0,0.0,0.128696837482104,0.0,0.17964763313048265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678911474326506,0.1685621999840216,0.0,0.0,0.4084649463439375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160903415237981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787776776494196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030152493448046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885200925520474,0.2327606267549177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843736461727425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160260713289972,0.3441820760408932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126812634601995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068528473511885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464070675533944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943709991379356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934778868753694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369792820128186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,billsussman420,2018/03/28,"Undiagnosed and looking for advice, what was your experience? As a quick preface, I have read the sub rules - I am not asking if I should be checked for ADHD for the possibility that I might have the condition. I am asking for any advice you guys might have on if it's worth it to go through the process for formal treatment if your life isn't completely ending because of your issues.

I don't want to self-diagnose here and assume that I have ADHD, though I know that I fit essentially all of the symptoms. I have been struggling with these issues since childhood, and had special accommodations in some of my classes, but my parents were always very vocal that they don't believe these conditions really exist in kids, and inattentiveness and hyperactivity are just how kids are, so I never saw a professional and I was never diagnosed. I struggled a lot through school, but I managed to graduate college with average grades (with a lot of low points along the way). Now that I'm working full-time at 24 years old, I don't know if I can afford to ignore the issues anymore. A failing semester was bad, but I always was able to make it up later - I can't risk failing at my job and getting fired. I don't want to fail at my responsibilities. But I feel like it's going to happen inevitably if I don't do something.

So here's where I'm hung up: I'm worried about what's going to happen if I start down that path. Expensive medical bills aside (my insurance doesn't cover any mental health services until I hit a $2,000 deductible), I don't know how it would affect my life if I were to be diagnosed. On one hand, the idea of speaking to a professional who can tell me for certain would really put me at ease, and if I do have ADHD, obviously treatment should make things better. But on the other hand, I don't know if I can close that door. If I'm diagnosed, I'll have a official, medically recognized mental illness - in my family, there is a strong stigma against that, and I don't know if they would accept me. I'll have to disclose the condition to my insurer, and in the future, new legislation could make me uninsurable if ADHD is seen as a pre-existing condition.

I'm looking for any advice you have - your stories, good or bad. I don't think my life is going to end if I don't seek help, and it's possible I'm wrong and my issues are something different, but I would like to know what I'm getting into before I decide to do anything that might change my life.",8.028347291518173,6.336166415983609,8.643799002138277,70.88131503920174,63.1188524590164,11.601710620099787,36.38132573057732,10.472087959537523,3.646666678545972,1953,74,373,38,23,660,220,488,0.098,0.7979999999999999,0.104,0.3002,4,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,6,2,6,13,19,0,3,21,0,56,14,2,6,5,79,92,40,0,22,22,1,4,2,0,9,12,1,1,3,23,18,0,1,12,1,4,5,16,11,0,1,10,9,56,8,53,69,4,40,0,4,4,0,18,20,0,21,16,261,79,15,0.0706374968792211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395701772112371,0.20707843326812472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755211211081185,0.0,0.0,0.1441077604225529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005341604256295,0.0,0.0,0.058128641226803474,0.0,0.13207304844182413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179587187278677,0.043059962464031036,0.0,0.06010730714673765,0.07958426980604205,0.0,0.062473125694374625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472510550037817,0.0,0.07406207154324525,0.0,0.0,0.05639829343262433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867822896991251,0.0,0.07380114981395967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512771183025628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909702622083512,0.06659074548149885,0.0,0.03571644084143809,0.0504634418845548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381035332845018,0.0,0.16057966927286293,0.05924738100895085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994222752186799,0.12492901041275865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508435602434227,0.0,0.0,0.04734682518361203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974113595096963,0.0,0.2949087781762555,0.07009681610805324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329231257281053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957341217902813,0.06901982587480197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863541374071025,0.0,0.0,0.12010694765184207,0.0,0.0,0.1414532330280979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231969332847616,0.14237196547535794,0.2248056643133524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895998451361467,0.06822213465605541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412217046878918,0.0,0.04786579599814822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843458090021453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677526660760155,0.1592663285047731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101019457116972,0.0,0.0,0.07065661238906493,0.0,0.090504378554621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148891799774723,0.0,0.0,0.07369031471066692,0.0,0.0,0.058432067366243325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087603922669654,0.0,0.0,0.04999758386031386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769129756605076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341940587200635,0.0,0.0,0.06174028574614426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046928414183046635,0.045261655783091034,0.06940098203767382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058283332682485776,0.08332765162760307,0.056068757117884616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142493901660043,0.07173580690654371,0.0,0.20071540437681504,0.0772310139773956,0.0,0.0454882320489114
adhd,Coffeetoolate,2018/03/28,"Qb Testing - Scam? I went to an MD who specializes in ADHD. For my assessment, I was given a short questionnaire (normally they give a longer electronic one but their internet was down the first half hour of my appt), a short interview, and a Qb test. After starting medication, I am *required* to do Qb testing again. The follow up appointment is very expensive but when I asked if it was due to the Qb testing they were evasive and then when I asked if so could I skip the testing I was told no because that's the only way they can tell if the medication is working. Does anyone know if there is research to support Qb testing in non-research settings as the primary or necessary tool for ADHD medication monitoring?

I am also a little concerned because they enrolled me in a Qb study at the appointment, but I am still paying the full fees for everything. They enrolled me *after* they got my Qb results and diagnosis and then asked me to take a longer version of the shorter scaling assessment that I had taken to get my diagnosis--with no change in cost, meaning they charged me for the short assessment while the Internet was down what they would have charged for the longer one, which confuses me. When I had to reschedule my follow up appointment with two days notice due to a work conflict, they were audibly a little upset because they are concerned about keeping me enrolled in the Qb test study. With all of this, I'm worried there is a conflict of interest and that they are more focused on money and on this study than on me. Am I off base here?",7.554783898305082,7.269904671186443,7.680625000000003,72.83551377118647,63.30508474576271,10.90042372881356,38.77648305084746,10.411451182825502,4.112495762711864,1238,60,220,26,16,402,144,295,0.093,0.868,0.039,-0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,12,4,11,5,0,2,25,0,24,3,0,1,1,28,43,23,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,8,0,4,2,0,5,3,2,2,0,5,14,1,36,3,38,27,4,41,0,0,0,0,20,20,0,6,16,169,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853636656231377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597945387442516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266391368336507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716763584803547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423563358875821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019289793089842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580968928356677,0.0,0.0,0.08546706410645978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597270997653147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910409225812453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272490940645866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923835878938034,0.12712916723686984,0.0,0.0,0.10599160805858447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050951767263486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779348583590014,0.0,0.0,0.07283176511268769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656478743820339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435756704479533,0.0,0.4005121861003231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984545472072054,0.0,0.15087953629410886,0.0,0.0,0.17960348420560315,0.1007905298276955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380122147683076,0.0,0.10583389646128677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038674837637228,0.0,0.0,0.09964161061313014,0.0,0.11583188166646215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266324316340761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294567635235908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934623986294636,0.0,0.10519144123122252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285114404051735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295820804483046,0.13458462973449836,0.0,0.09414129966941108,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShopperOfBuckets,2018/03/28,"Looking for book suggestions. I am not taking medication as I have found a job I absolutely love and I'm confident I can be a good performer without taking meds, plus the side effects bug me.

However, I still face some issues that are relevant to all of us, such as organising my personal life and dealing with my emotional impulsiveness. I recently finished a book on mindfulness (Gary Dayton's *Trade Mindfully*) and I'm looking for other suggestions that would help me change my life for the better.

I'm not looking for books that are about ADHD in particular, anything that you have found helpful would be of interest to me.",5.003043478260871,7.446604304347828,6.235869565217392,70.83728260869567,71.17391304347827,10.165217391304347,34.108695652173914,10.355215969177356,4.340669565217391,505,26,82,16,10,169,75,115,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.9705,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,10,5,1,1,1,17,21,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,14,4,16,15,2,6,0,0,3,1,9,3,0,1,3,59,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943326307761355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971101615924685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394055055380365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166745156303286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250329070023134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730564030779666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345652879498166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322074253457943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130391754791947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451837030849678,0.15641737111018034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226688044462096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970930614584337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226169844737105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508458793586595,0.1587894680789202,0.0,0.0,0.3183103542322598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376310851173519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563455762745546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587862771993955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370270702897805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960211019461728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194378770213407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394295231286024,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,brohatmas_ghandi,2018/03/28,"Been on adderall for about 2 months, been waking up in the middle of the night for no reason wide awake. Suggestions? tl;dr:  Been taking adderall for 2 months, have started waking up at 3 am wide awake.  No trouble getting to sleep and good sleep habits.

I'm 30, male, recently tested, waiting on test results.  Psychiatrist has me on 20 mg adderall (10 mg in the morning, 10 mg at lunch) which has done WONDERS!!!!!  

However, I've noticed the past few nights I've been waking up between 2 and 3 am, and not really able to get back to sleep, at least fully.  I kind of doze off, but never get back into that REM sleep.  I'm married, and the tossing and turning I do between then and when we wake up (5:30ish) wakes her up.  I slept in the guest bed last night, but it still happened (she slept better though!)

I've got pretty good sleep habits.  No bluelight after 7, read for a little bit before going to sleep around 9.  This also didn't happen when I was only taking 10mg in the morning for my first month.

I find it especially interesting because one of the reasons I got tested was because of my sleep.  I was getting a full 8 hours ever night, and was still dead tired when I woke up, and would feel tired throughout the day.  I got a sleep study done which found nothing, so the doctor suggested I get tested for ADD/ADHD.  I had other symptoms too(mainly a wife that had been telling me I had ADHD for years), so I started the process. 

I'm not really feeling tired in the day, so I'm almost thinking about just getting out of bed at 3 am tomorrow and seeing how that goes.",5.685416220078603,5.552402366559488,6.173413719185422,81.57586906037871,67.13504823151126,8.325902107895677,30.78260092890318,7.594959193182576,1.9263524830296537,1220,42,240,11,18,396,161,311,0.092,0.85,0.058,-0.8576,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,0,2,18,6,0,0,16,0,23,21,15,4,2,33,54,21,1,1,5,1,2,0,1,1,5,0,2,1,9,13,1,1,8,1,0,1,7,1,0,2,22,3,20,5,43,31,4,57,0,0,1,0,9,27,0,2,29,149,29,6,0.07532801549410778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181059272343988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754301264080549,0.0,0.0,0.06023978677537559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670579042564584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584518838812947,0.0,0.09183851815169236,0.0,0.06409859301498616,0.0,0.0,0.06662150823828973,0.08223868313460171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716067652492266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710141577953827,0.0,0.15417342635767836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813850262469574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617621597488007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884844147955042,0.06407397149795352,0.0,0.08259328091168006,0.0,0.0,0.2361346742789213,0.0,0.04281064714009973,0.12636313096593887,0.18074008600743816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133224630653696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741829215884821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844253634978028,0.0,0.061402386523997064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549846090482264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803783098886266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058097609373908315,0.0,0.0,0.2827609587260244,0.0,0.07227926247440898,0.08576144491076675,0.0,0.0,0.05104421280317131,0.05729035019364921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190911433174392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663567266791578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534840032490317,0.0,0.09651411121920067,0.1548994915824141,0.07437732766092979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060026675597760676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030593318881451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663511415579494,0.0,0.12031410095751775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829465068037482,0.11327458592874387,0.0,0.0658400057585319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826715071666977,0.0740093927617362,0.0,0.0,0.2597354178352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193524987341423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169001952535197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535108609406657,0.0,0.0,0.04850877225220485
adhd,mfbenjamin,2018/03/28,"How do you maintain focus to audiobooks and podcasts, or even reading at all? Hey, everyone. I want to start by saying I have never been diagnosed (or tested at all) for ADHD, so I’m sorry if this fits another sub, but I identify with a lot of your struggles and, being born in a family in which my father, my mother, and my brother have ADHD helps me understanding how you feel.
When I was younger I did well in school, so the basic assumption was that I don’t have any attention-related disorders, although I struggle too much with focusing and maintaining interests. I just relate too much with this sub. 


Anyway, this is not really my point, I’m sorry. I was wondering if you guys have any techniques to maintain your focus in audiobooks and podcasts (either off or on meds) or even in books. I love reading and absorbing knowledge, but I just can’t concentrate on reading and listening to information, not even in things that I am deeply in interest with, and that is really sad for me. I just fade away midway through and end up having to go back over two minutes worth of audio or an entire page of a book. The worst part is that sometimes I get overly excited at some point of an interesting read and can’t maintain a linear experience, which means I start reading something and my eyes instantly jump to the end of the paragraph. This also happens when I’m exhausted. 

Sorry if this is too long, tl;dr: Title",5.276865584034431,6.61241031598513,6.381393073762474,74.52793386812759,68.51672862453532,9.826726667971043,31.630013695949913,10.064110947511567,3.402014126394052,1121,47,195,28,19,375,147,269,0.087,0.809,0.104,0.6829999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,0,0,19,11,0,2,10,0,20,4,1,2,3,45,35,29,0,4,16,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,12,15,0,0,6,7,1,2,6,5,1,1,5,5,27,6,36,29,10,33,0,1,1,1,15,20,0,11,11,159,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524358795566525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398732283678081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283927817990444,0.11012638585908716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986731151036325,0.08075665400776863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065967278634646,0.0,0.0,0.12036612702069208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603944699850886,0.0,0.0,0.2081012618182772,0.0,0.0,0.10035453598260403,0.0,0.10273321840012506,0.09900688890884776,0.0,0.05310308009076368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054870488379973166,0.0,0.05968732352281215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398986075653516,0.09287200921083512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039509510286082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929425676664457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928729613524566,0.09478788569479407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440147258816227,0.1166575268628931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440883802286906,0.0,0.08100066311201178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373030788670688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985624685554636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252600284692149,0.0,0.13456159543687954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351896998710029,0.0,0.10628947477969236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085228658274947,0.10387101083334124,0.35269591439622555,0.1486724677784002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958690783823967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977300308163954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259278184565553,0.10933325565353384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194563139424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442881557889553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389359773137887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cjc122449,2018/03/28,"Do any of you guys cope with ADHD without medication? I am not formally diagnosed with ADHD, but my therapist and I have been talking, wondering if I have it. My mom wants to talk to my doctor to see if he can prescribe me medication. Problem is, I want to join the Marines so I can't take medication or even have ADHD for that matter. Is there any way I can still fix this problem without medication? ",3.993333333333332,5.471464810126584,5.975379746835443,75.67336497890295,71.78481012658227,9.317299578059073,32.154008438818565,9.725611199111238,3.265074261603376,316,15,60,8,6,110,55,79,0.101,0.8320000000000001,0.067,-0.6905,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,0,16,16,6,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,11,0,10,15,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498546541132654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880663139739206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403483267796524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415324519817696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133070805681512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691605034933754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571984475722198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619484463614362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26462498409586704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018893097835926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042825572224296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396715632016623,0.2222837601646319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055034905991705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311881033771589,0.10975791084401597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266588343830819,0.14995559613225734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,live4lifelegit,2018/03/28,"DM for DND and other rpgs: How does it go I want to get into Dnd/rpg and it's been recomened that maybe I should dm and make my own group. I am not sure as I am not great at focus and organisation but do like creative.

 

So some questions

* Is dming engaging enough for you to keep you focused and interested

* How much focused time does it take to get an evening done

* How much do you have to remeber

* How much do you really get to let your imagination run (more for dnd specficly)


* how easy is it to ruin a night by accident 



I realise it will be different from person to person but some opinions can't hurt.",0.3705505882352931,2.8009925680000047,2.476047058823532,90.40696470588236,91.32,5.821176470588236,20.95294117647059,7.285733465282438,0.8432117647058823,481,17,102,9,17,161,81,125,0.08900000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.201,0.9454,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,15,0,0,6,1,25,23,14,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,5,15,17,8,6,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,4,3,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067899116459492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350891949070576,0.0,0.0,0.3241635537370468,0.18953794315371195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137528629858436,0.0,0.12233191705150755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29029957708966386,0.0,0.10526122686265027,0.0,0.0,0.20419878313926226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827512083229068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462646679277804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939358007497253,0.0,0.09048606940500048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363159811075948,0.0,0.18607207886907184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084601914469712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381053203282182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234429572716457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074817575763621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186526534304064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745617417309171,0.0,0.13925766933863856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799961115600716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924385237088408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MxBangle,2018/03/28,"Accidentally took my vyvanse at night So I accidentally took my morning meds at night instead of my night meds. Grabbed the wrong pill box. Which is problematic in two very important ways.

Slightly less important, it means I didn't take my tab of abilify (I'm bipolar as well as ADHD). I can get by without it for a day since I'm also on trileptal for the bipolar and I take that morning and night. Also I can't take the abilify in the morning since it makes me sleepy, so that train has already left at this point. Lol 

More important, it means I doubled up on my Vyvanse. I got to sleep before I realized what I did, and before the Vyvanse kicked in. But I woke up at around 3:30 am and haven't been able to get back to sleep.

So I called the off-hours nurse line my doctor provides to find out if I needed to worry about double dosing and if I could take my med in the morning so it doesn't wear off during the day at work. Nurse asked me a bunch of questions, and because I am a bit dizzy and feeling warm, she sent me to the poison control line to ask them if I'm okay. The guy there said I'm fine at the dose I'm at (I take a fairly low dose), but not to take my morning dose of Vyvanse till noon (when it will be wearing off), if I want to take it at all.

I thought I'd post this for any late night googlers who accidentally took their Vyvanse at night. It really depends on your dose, is what I was told. So if you double dose, try to call a nurse line if you can. If you are having bad side effects, call poison control to see what they think. Their number is 1.800.222.1222 in the US. 

If you are at all worried, make the call. Worst that can happen is they say you are fine, and then you have peace of mind. Best is you save your life. Not a hard gamble to make.",2.6845702671312424,3.8322355203252014,3.7799951606658944,91.43435975609756,74.55555555555556,6.463840495547812,24.560685249709643,6.7097532225279775,0.6255303135888499,1373,42,311,11,28,445,174,369,0.096,0.8109999999999999,0.093,-0.7353,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,9,5,5,14,13,2,0,19,2,26,17,4,7,2,45,62,30,0,11,13,0,4,0,0,1,13,2,0,1,18,10,0,2,9,0,1,4,7,6,1,1,13,7,45,7,50,46,11,48,0,1,1,0,29,28,0,10,14,202,63,2,0.07656348756351858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201443351081637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448971239806817,0.12245558668583928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052065797017052634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815773633352352,0.14315305112158005,0.0,0.0,0.058872595954302026,0.06392731405652599,0.046672391382121835,0.0,0.13029977749847424,0.0,0.08034865660610566,0.0,0.08358749864993774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127195244537724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174492325595175,0.0611297147917852,0.0,0.0,0.09875423107835424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783659737940143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038712799787516274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997764056852818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000252442104967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123481521224197,0.0,0.0,0.07580988998225067,0.0677048391976188,0.0,0.06858584625534755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539961270995509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636694884243197,0.0,0.0831864532595041,0.0,0.054079055517441466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332016742161902,0.0,0.0,0.16680016662434113,0.2551343240409599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730729664227047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677085589592072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43109787915284936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237724325372659,0.0,0.07332665698310306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576862844842342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904853065333528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282940953514089,0.060886358343883715,0.0,0.0,0.06101118687997304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666821619558447,0.0,0.15323756159716387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402963499429209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049058791332572516,0.0,0.06078285690088276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731596934231198,0.25519455545736514,0.05198158229631187,0.0,0.07479140223969784,0.0,0.09209644852533187,0.0,0.0,0.06317289561698182,0.045159128656524564,0.06077253269091828,0.0,0.0,0.06883977022481423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380446983680677,0.0,0.055739130812977405,0.15550787620176193,0.0,0.0,0.08371015451307225,0.0,0.0
adhd,Islifepointless,2018/03/28,"Nothing I do is ever good enough [rant] I felt I had been improving a lot after my diagnosis, between meds and therapy, and maybe it’s just my RSD talking, but I am starting to wonder...

I was sick so I am super late with a project. I have been working super hard to catch up, pushing through anxiety and procrastination urges. Client is annoyed that there is a bug and it’s taking too long.

I thought things were going well with my boyfriend. We talk more, I am more calm atound him. I also bring the bulk of our income atm so he can study and get a better job. Turns out, he is pissed at me for not spending enough time with him and forgetting to do a few things he asked me to.

I seek refuge in a video game most evenings. I’ve been working hard to keep our little online community happy and promote a friendly, helpful atmosphere. Some people are still pissed that they’re not getting to do all they want in the game and want me to do more for them.

My therapist would likely tell me that I can’t make everyone happy, and that I won’t be perfect, I need to make peace with the idea, and I need to rely on my own evaluation of what I did, taking their criticism only as feedback that I can believe or ignore.

But what’s the point in building up my self-esteem if the end-result is still the same: everyone is upset with me...",4.677241000877963,5.073903936567167,5.484354697102723,83.82113696224759,69.33582089552239,8.246180860403863,28.824407374890257,8.124751697461798,1.7700006145741882,1037,35,215,13,17,339,159,268,0.116,0.6890000000000001,0.195,0.9773,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,3,7,12,16,3,1,13,0,28,3,2,2,3,45,47,18,0,6,7,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,11,17,0,2,4,3,2,4,4,5,1,0,9,3,36,11,30,35,12,22,0,0,0,0,19,10,2,6,9,157,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962443959970964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953013105428418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164629796071623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403559817967652,0.0,0.11017851786686828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033853101071607,0.2574433510159248,0.0,0.08228214643348969,0.1126873201670016,0.0,0.2380779401192551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196137656988623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624813014770517,0.0,0.13017301827897462,0.0,0.07080016312369751,0.10448954737745156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652297520951679,0.22319362252342187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350155313105799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406326332234308,0.0,0.0,0.12362376974307775,0.11073004800348184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405286457111731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086218701075615,0.12485920453752547,0.0,0.11024700997699584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591118445499098,0.0,0.0,0.1663126599295044,0.0,0.1251546645365036,0.0,0.13837732107963044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474501187885792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953530057375306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947466672449528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863662295047147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776583648115747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996131641761993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817646988887354,0.0,0.1989752209537243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733328499517926,0.20026106544882016,0.10888607061963658,0.0,0.14246502502121708,0.14464387293568354,0.16552727474611295,0.0,0.0,0.0989004784494661,0.0726420384318584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355043533360876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469578647076199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200997384324267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509879187403193,0.18138754862247294,0.0,0.0,0.08849615543279075,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wreckinghotelrooms,2018/03/28,"Can ADHD (Vyvanse) medication have long term benefits on depression? Hey, I have ADHD and have been offered Vyvanse, I am actually more curious about my how it might effect my depression and I would love your input.


So, has stimulants medication made any long term positive changes in depression for you?
and is this only evident while the medication is active that day? or have you had long term lasting results? (between/off the medication?)
 
Also bonus question; 
Is there any increased benefits later down the road say 6 months, 1 year that wasn't present at the start of the medication? 


Many thanks",5.441142857142856,8.372675828571431,6.148809523809527,69.68035714285716,71.66666666666667,9.914285714285716,34.3095238095238,10.125756701596842,4.428409523809524,482,25,74,15,10,157,75,105,0.08900000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.222,0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,5,8,0,0,5,0,15,6,0,5,0,12,19,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,8,5,7,13,5,20,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,3,14,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.12624729541274185,0.0,0.3109572614356082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345782838200912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595323947717156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685721377369273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343350080967048,0.0,0.3342807912140476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054545161478266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434674147325269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676225029774248,0.12241383387219724,0.0,0.13116174442732256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6516376445250747,0.0,0.13724203600405654,0.0,0.0,0.10326258456547044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839236716393253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492496884347406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288089882754957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156935914268433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910730450022206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190134567401828,0.0,0.0,0.08331059094555178
adhd,Hrozno,2018/03/28,"When should you turn to medication? Hi,
I've been diagnosed with mild ADHD. I struggle to focus on work and it's been really frustrating lately since deadlines are coming up. I open stuff on my computer and then stare at it for minutes, thinking about what I'm supposed to be doing. But since my ADHD is only ""mild"" the idea of ""I shouldn't need medication"" bounces around my head often. Is there or isn't there a right time to decide? I think I want to try medication for ADHD but I'm not sure if that's the right move. Any help will be greatly appreciated.
Thank you,
Chris",2.5091866028708125,4.760531736842103,4.0816427432216935,84.258014354067,78.12280701754386,6.952472089314195,22.64433811802233,8.00094639256281,1.226922807017544,454,14,90,8,11,151,78,114,0.054000000000000006,0.8270000000000001,0.119,0.8565,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,1,1,3,0,12,5,1,0,1,21,21,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,10,3,15,14,0,14,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,3,4,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237310896679134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878333056289458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931422516105756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513059043425925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743815482177314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015217474897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490810057993636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973662432092942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639834309201973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386217720658885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390093893419771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439081310193736,0.0,0.1077101388166294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047850848669903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305873519166123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810638409572625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403249155710119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185967319821142,0.1662905550641636,0.0,0.0,0.1369079782767816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373798934150674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861564051207878,0.0,0.0,0.08470360269915145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862355176234204,0.15800364577808512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567945541194136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575266873535824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,taro-k,2018/03/28,"Resources for parents with children with ADHD? I have a four year old so who is absolutely amazing but I suspect may have ADHD. 

I feel terrible for him as it seems like as much as he wants to focus he is just unable to. He never stops moving. From the second he opens his eyes until he goes to sleep he is jumping or running or fidgeting and can not stop. 

I want to be able to help him get the help he needs without medication. Are there any good resources or methods people have found useful?",2.16581632653061,4.519494357142862,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,79.91836734693878,5.5526530612244915,24.08571428571429,6.742157984588678,0.937029387755102,389,14,74,4,10,128,70,98,0.075,0.7090000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9458,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,10,3,2,1,1,23,18,10,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,2,7,3,15,15,1,10,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,5,7,50,9,0,0.19439799253904091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672572195533804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219730111775846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982934660338652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314736490966768,0.0,0.0,0.10156492762039566,0.0,0.0,0.16305181299146207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060175333020885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497303973268713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958355257770055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066143011492962,0.14290489223589595,0.14414364825967946,0.149931716102206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398799190756492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585596526323056,0.0,0.0,0.13477109103660748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697263132955016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945383844443651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250508526570621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789744961099287,0.0,0.0,0.2293219453556775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873927276990944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251859336065979
adhd,Binz_movement,2018/03/28,"Taking ADHD pills since I'm 6. I'm 22 now. I have 2 things to cover in this post. 
First, I was wondering who here takes Vivanse as a medication for its ADHD. I have been taking this medication on an off for 1 1/2 years now and even of it works really well, it makes me feel weird sometimes. Explanation: when you always take the same medication over and over again everyday, you get used to it and you dont feel the right effect anymore. What I do to solve this is that I only take it when I have something to do that requires focus. But then, after lets say 4 days of taking the medication, the day you stop, you feel tired and I'm not sure, but also bit depressed. 
Am I the only one who experiences this?

Second, as I wrote in the title, I am taking medications fpr ADHD since awhile now. I have tried more than 5-6 different types in different doses and I believe I have a solution to fix the problem of getting used to it: 1/2month with a medication and the other 1/2 with another one. I am convinced it would work. Many medications are working very well, even older ones. Last time I got to take a pill that I used to take when I was 8 y.o. and it worked super well. I was focused as much as when I take vivanse. 

I believe the best way to take pills to always feel the effect and be focused is to altern between two medications that fits you. That way, your body never gets used to it.

Also, to all the parents here who have ADHD children, be careful with pills. Its still a drug even if its a  ""prescription"". And a drug will make your child high (no matter what the dose is). If your child is always high at school with his friends and so on, he wont be himself on the long term. Thats why I stopped taking pills everyday when I was 18; because it makes you a zombi and you are not yourself when you are on this thing.

Feel free to share or ask any questions.",3.142241379310345,4.468701235449738,4.5087921912059885,85.95261904761904,73.6825396825397,7.224375114030288,24.674694398832326,7.753152298057669,1.1568787447546076,1449,44,304,19,29,481,182,378,0.044,0.83,0.126,0.9866,3,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,12,0,10,22,14,0,0,22,0,31,19,1,9,3,49,66,30,0,4,7,1,5,0,1,3,18,1,0,3,31,15,0,3,9,0,1,0,6,3,3,6,7,6,36,12,41,52,7,45,0,1,0,0,28,15,0,5,27,215,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799472591172327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314056650760023,0.14536785234996674,0.0,0.0,0.03960160545618285,0.06106417980653845,0.0,0.0,0.05775319250346023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444160058194097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035499343813098265,0.0,0.0,0.1312211713291207,0.06111374414967979,0.0,0.06357722981787624,0.06468564404952716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937417653523362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511315144206507,0.0,0.05015747761384401,0.0,0.0,0.12168577217112918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682506562390461,0.0,0.13506757005701006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539044680807745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696472894803505,0.0,0.0,0.1472261168677875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953442171006102,0.0,0.0,0.04499199896769418,0.0,0.09127571042223884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046575624136191235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305635456579594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746906796905795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059548945072747765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051535893232047734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661638016831355,0.05904086414310573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693228173677621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280921858641527,0.0,0.04491420487592975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838405691449015,0.08858025497919804,0.0,0.0,0.06466276315356377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055772762650970836,0.0,0.0,0.05572276072506215,0.0,0.0,0.06523621223391539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730665178337129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973213131269828,0.0,0.04631058543113307,0.0,0.05893664401004312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634472166003864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483193130460291,0.0575956255418208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046506321328051985,0.09737366429783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054885532899386864,0.0,0.5254231299153499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737711852763629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03395713260217867,0.06693224211176363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953755115690292,0.0,0.05688685802775886,0.0,0.0,0.2011843963643733,0.0,0.048049741501680315,0.0,0.09244801770384804,0.0,0.0,0.15708001661308485,0.0,0.052547775512508624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315306796303619,0.1695822742291366,0.0,0.0,0.041368273105843394,0.0,0.0,0.037501249340455935
adhd,throwawayshmoaway48,2018/03/28,"I can hardly make myself be productive anymore and it's killing me My executive function is poor, mostly when at home. I work part-time at a job I really like, but want to work full-time if I can. When I'm there, I can get things done, and I feel motivated for the most part. But before and after... It's extremely difficult for me to get out of my own head. It's to the point that it's making me extremely depressed. 

I haven't cleaned my room in weeks, been re-wearing clothes that should have been washed by now, left food out and rotting in my room, etc. I hate it, I'm miserable, but it often feels impossible for me to get off of my phone or computer. Even if I do, it's easy for me to get lost in thought or distracted by something meaningless. 

Currently, I'm supposed to be taking Abilify at night, Focalin XR in the morning. However, the awful executive function thing has caused me to put off starting the Abilify. I was supposed to  begin taking it about a week ago. My psychiatrist said it should help, but I'm worried it won't, or that I'll put it off so much that it won't ever be able to kick in properly. I feel like I'm going crazy from always procrastinating, there's so much I want to do. Advice? ",3.8684724857685,4.6472403064516135,5.467960151802656,81.84326375711575,71.33870967741936,9.061100569259963,29.10436432637571,9.325443323948027,2.370281973434535,948,36,200,20,17,323,129,248,0.163,0.757,0.079,-0.9744,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,11,9,2,2,7,1,20,3,1,4,1,31,45,17,1,6,9,0,4,2,0,4,1,1,4,0,18,6,1,0,5,0,1,3,3,7,0,0,7,5,25,2,34,31,7,32,0,3,0,0,3,17,0,8,14,134,43,6,0.13141703244011624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284192031369051,0.11649327000815815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934949858914852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303303833705718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118262152847389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500149280364382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318929747340813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448525120534818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465647296943967,0.0867997105031453,0.11887422960918195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934520072520373,0.09388435423358373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890999727189475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746399016478947,0.0,0.0746873280424191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772384813053588,0.12974711218235302,0.13487178909833614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808606669245644,0.0,0.13182199862730962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304111267160529,0.0,0.14539347534175195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278499026723362,0.0,0.0,0.12840744783905542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434572150051223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544377924751706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932132797620782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332598251112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846236792726469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423157339469625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642208304604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418911610657527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500769204816864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117125202770323,0.0,0.0,0.09301765196086814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761850668696931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461527380002073,0.0,0.0,0.10433044433248068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550263412621674,0.0,0.21082963294052606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913463295714138,0.13346037557749768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xXx_IronicDabs_xXx,2018/03/28,"How do I deal with this ADD? It wasn't surprising when I learned I have ADD. My mom, dad and brother all have severe ADD.
What I want to know is, is there medication for ADD? It's causing trouble in school.
I can't  sit still and listen to the teacher. And after a while I start to make jokes and she's starting to hate me for it. I zone out really often in/out of school and during conversations.
Also during conversations, I change the subject really quick and semi-randomly. And I can remember what people were talking about a few minutes ago, something which I learned is common for ADD. And I really can not sit still unless I'm doing something. Drawing, gaming, singing. Just so long as I'm doing something. Idk why I can't stop doing things and it's stressing me out and I'm not turning in schoolwork on time. ",2.0293355119825733,4.432285092592596,3.6412854030501087,85.92931372549023,80.79012345679013,6.033986928104575,24.344226579520697,7.285733465282438,1.232021350762527,643,24,123,9,17,213,95,162,0.102,0.863,0.035,-0.8716,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,4,0,15,1,0,3,1,33,26,17,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,18,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,16,2,18,24,2,20,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,13,87,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762079014973906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317577881050469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710744924378254,0.1761690373284183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168743560556246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441611793251615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152176847899933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737579929391836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111615688938988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776372009556062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504055651030472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115452492615584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200544677162143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864857381845526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33707905205298444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881340390752589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38461398234564176,0.0,0.0,0.2357447649872848,0.0,0.26598573724455576,0.13922841641122105,0.1907621277903005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385231306558742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063662599893928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710629320893616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113926522704246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822503475755112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026945166941544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SeaDuk,2018/03/28,Confession. I don’t finish most of these posts.,0.706666666666667,2.4502824444444467,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,113.44444444444444,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,0.9251777777777779,38,1,7,1,2,12,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Courier_Keyes,2018/03/28,"ADHD and advice on appetite loss I started taking Adderall for my ADHD and pretty immediately noticed a lack of appetite. While I tried to keep eating normal amounts of food, over the course of 2 months, I've lost 7 pounds.

I downloaded a calorie counting app to see if I'm not eating enough, and while it's helped a little, I still find it very difficult to meet the minimum. 

I'm a poor college student, so I rarely eat out and since cooked meals are cheaper than pre-prepared meals, I don't have a lot of opportunities to gain the extra calories through fast food or say hot pockets.

Can anyone provide advice on how they eat despite a lack of appetite? I tried looking elsewhere online, but the top results talk about medication abusers, not prescribed users.",8.908831168831169,7.87386733566434,8.303016983016986,71.91958041958044,60.95804195804196,9.849750249750251,40.70829170829171,8.418075326091056,3.604643156843157,611,29,104,6,7,193,101,143,0.115,0.8240000000000001,0.062,-0.7308,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,4,4,0,0,10,0,4,10,0,2,0,18,12,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,9,1,17,11,6,12,0,2,2,0,5,6,0,3,6,61,11,2,0.0,0.16332552455592958,0.0,0.0,0.33132933543220616,0.26940394762401504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638545598607663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642054034437137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142432250822788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598917506761992,0.0,0.33336899417083266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239558227254056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252427501905605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815837517685622,0.0,0.0,0.11575631616489784,0.0,0.1504757041527708,0.11719213822926587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886581500384754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002773616262436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506027172282964,0.0,0.15693911822425166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402394153402977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962104464075599,0.0,0.0,0.1098457884897772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402802335226175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756844001850463,0.0,0.11008436794565904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364338923726832,0.11079576998778544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717740749799835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373777310514152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,clowderhumanist,2018/03/28,"Constantly Lying to people Does anybody else find themselves constantly lying to people?  I get asked “what were you doing?” or “what were you thinking?” so often I feel like it’s a habit to lie to people now because I honestly don’t usually remember what I did or thought 5 minutes ago... it’s like I have a camera without any film in it and people keep asking to see what I’ve got.   I’ll make up a whole story of what I did in a day just so I don’t have to admit to people that I got nothing done and I have no idea why, what I was doing or what I was thinking.  ",4.215178571428574,3.7877312083333337,6.042380952380952,82.275,70.25,8.523809523809524,28.809523809523807,7.957251820313856,1.776452380952381,435,14,93,5,7,152,67,120,0.081,0.821,0.098,0.2185,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,0,18,27,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,2,13,3,12,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,8,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687584354047674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500462819731682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887064785238915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412738083226188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337264044726414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958218169500238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351259177706081,0.15801584247052067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289903966030665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807473199409455,0.11031109505360066,0.0,0.0,0.14112865933113747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067326165128805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469928195658632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431098036659626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137247399704604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087461909704844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030703974433517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816131187931927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352449780135747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491731786503112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230454033405142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978803913056141,0.0,0.12258491476770272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006166375628815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933171563946206,0.17239412618288855,0.0,0.14884648576445986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,snicklefritz1991,2018/03/28,"Just diagnosed adhd and prescribed dexamphetamine I'm a 26yo male and saw a psychiatrist today who diagnosed me. 

I've suspected it for a while,  I was a crazy kid and scraped through high school and more or less scraped through a degree. The stress piled on when I entered the workforce after uni and so I basically travelled for 4 years and worked in Canada and Vietnam. Realised I had a problem when I Established that I couldnt stay in a job for more than six months because I'd get bored AF and didn't know what I actually wanted to do (still don't)

What can I expect starting on dexamphetamine? I'm very worried about heightened anxiety, insomnia (had biiig issues with this in the past) and long term effects/dependency. I am interested in no-bullshit supplements and lifestyle choices which will help me with the medication

In a weird way I'm excited by this diagnosis because I know ""what's wrong with me"" and can use this information to better myself. I feel like I have a chance to build a better future knowing my limitations as well as using this medication and making lifestyle changes.

Thanks for your insight in advance, love you guys 

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adhd,taurist,2018/03/28,"Not realizing I’ve been an asshole until a few hours or even days later Is that part of the slow processing or just the endorphins fading? Righteous anger feels so right in the moment, which is why DBT/mindfulness doesn’t help me much there. ",6.202971014492757,7.1950461086956565,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,66.17391304347827,9.611594202898553,28.3768115942029,9.725611199111238,2.503950724637681,195,6,36,4,3,61,42,46,0.08,0.862,0.058,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725888639808444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532296305061738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385668158802286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569824483511917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775681116633538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871209540996353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818403837951977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151808152223525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32741833275536464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34595551395392765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Heymoomoo44,2018/03/28,"To break the cycle Growing up, I was a nerdy AP kid but always felt something was ""wrong"".  Focusing was a problem, and it only became worse as I grew older.  By high school it was impossible and my grades were so awful that I had to take remedial classes.  Thankfully I had teachers who had endless patience and saw that I was capable of more.  Still, I never figured out what was wrong.  And then I had a kick-ass son.


Because my parents always insisted that I was fine, it took me too long to recognize that my son was having problems.  This kid, brilliant, so full of life, was beginning to struggle and I saw that the problems he was having were beyond his control and weren't a sign of any failure to try.  It wasn't because he was lazy, as my parents had asserted all those years ago, nor was it because he was trying to get attention or needed more work.  He needed help.  


And so I had him taken for neuropsych testing.  And sure enough, his intelligence is above average.  He most certainly has ADHD.  His stressor had a name, and knowing that, he felt more empowered.  We tried a 504 and regular visits with a psychologist.  While it helped, it became clear that we needed a bigger arsenal.  After much debate with my son and our doctors, we decided today to start Adderall.  


I swear, I saw the weight of a thousand planets come off of his shoulders when his doctor handed me that prescription.  I can't say it will change his world, but if there's a chance that he will stop coming home from school suffering, I would be crazy to not do that for him.  ",5.191912751677852,6.1472284261745,5.901536912751678,79.29002348993289,68.42953020134229,8.644563758389262,31.00738255033557,8.841846274778883,2.546078657718121,1213,48,224,20,20,396,169,298,0.155,0.736,0.109,-0.9443,3,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,4,0,0,2,8,11,0,1,13,1,34,6,2,1,5,47,52,24,0,8,5,5,4,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,22,19,1,2,6,0,0,6,6,7,0,1,31,8,33,4,26,17,8,29,0,1,3,0,32,8,0,3,14,164,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942877557722594,0.0,0.1028412495689627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930693348012295,0.0,0.0,0.0788949086632879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216696561758533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272962308248288,0.1998751499274189,0.0,0.0,0.13012189200929605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374947354695604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987561746697845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278724953070767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060613610264757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552625774231946,0.12257735187841845,0.11637358156879975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375940017388013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194558405104281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267057465440622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528516335174623,0.2580733464530506,0.08947874841315161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823545214204805,0.0,0.0,0.2576442411437512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330351434414123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226063856868713,0.0,0.23482892132935534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931484177804269,0.0,0.0,0.0821167742905374,0.0,0.09265058654002964,0.09699463269851058,0.0,0.12128519030831275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934377672703552,0.0,0.08722964925019734,0.0,0.0,0.10681201366451244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099696727242655,0.0,0.1288981269705268,0.2363018962005432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412763231885199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446108359813688,0.0,0.11823029091040352,0.08241449028763825,0.2536907287652009,0.0,0.07471054790311618
adhd,JShenny,2018/03/28,"How do I deal with sucking at life? First things first, I'm so glad I found this community. For the first time in my life I don't feel so crazy about the way I've lived, trying to explain myself to people about the situations I get myself in, and trying to laugh about it when in actuality it's been really difficult. So thank you for understanding and helping me see that I'm not entirely alone!! 

Anyway, as I'm getting older (and with that comes more responsibility) I feel like its getting harder and harder to feel like I'm going to be able to reach my potential, to be good at my job, and make it through a difficult career change (switching to tech industry from consulting). I guess I'm just drowning in the belief that I ''just suck at life''. I constantly forget to do things resulting in me taking more time to finish things leading to my boss getting upset, and in general my life just feels harder than other peoples. Whenever I feel like I did something wrong, I've given up explaining to someone, ""Oh sorry, I was going to throw that box out, but there was a cup in there, so I decided to take out the other cups and put those away first and then throwout the box, once I figured out where to put that one cup because it was too small...BUT I forgot because a customer asked me a question and thus forgot to throw the box away''. It's just shit like that, these long chains of thought ultimately leading up to me sounding like it's another excuse for my fuck-ups. I just end up saying ''sorry'' which feels worse since I already feel misunderstood. 

Does this happen to anyone else? How do you get past these things? How do I not get fixated on these minor mishaps, that eventually start creating baggage throughout the day? Today I rode the wrong bus even though I've ridden the same one for years, just another case of being absent-minded/distracted.",7.316560621609732,6.725943913649026,7.52323706201437,74.77829057322975,63.9025069637883,10.45483066998974,33.10086497581,9.811843763644266,3.0141442896935935,1471,51,276,26,19,479,183,359,0.09,0.826,0.084,-0.7243,1,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,6,24,17,3,1,14,0,13,5,1,9,0,55,53,21,1,0,9,0,7,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,27,15,0,2,16,0,0,11,3,8,0,6,10,10,32,9,52,40,3,50,1,0,1,0,11,20,3,2,23,181,59,6,0.08715482412040021,0.0,0.08505053610698557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026611326903823,0.09617751565885464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827788645186884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094067947558001,0.08930041679195971,0.0,0.0,0.08147799551613448,0.0,0.1637696524449739,0.0,0.0,0.1062575436839302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219824760211157,0.0750761637641971,0.0,0.09418340255564224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620765141895387,0.0898527967126478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626977391375762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280667208982862,0.0,0.07719330524834954,0.0,0.0,0.057564939354801586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084766844931238,0.1867902712979136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965353954949995,0.0,0.09556076612621434,0.0,0.08057323050518425,0.2732087905211996,0.0,0.09906419006266694,0.07310133143956883,0.0,0.0,0.09601086469037437,0.0,0.0770707231364431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841804146305904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648771472951974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24624011900240386,0.21289722352507795,0.0,0.0769593064487116,0.07712927674418245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581765218686677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281704326247564,0.11811672881712013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319914139683024,0.12084436245864046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522934112990154,0.09763334933337206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583361205834599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930901427903785,0.0,0.0,0.06945111085084105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946317451111446,0.07209537114549676,0.09796567395531383,0.0,0.0,0.07384599964912075,0.06709604160733977,0.0,0.19512538026448284,0.061688633095837185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105916237369966,0.0,0.0,0.08024045243015518,0.0,0.0,0.23160716985008906,0.0,0.08562917218908128,0.06919119506327301,0.10164135765026973,0.0,0.08261258252003985,0.0,0.0,0.1183448091696874,0.0,0.0,0.09073124558929402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917944266363356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881821162361984,0.0,0.19058023676431,0.0,0.056124849250385
adhd,ApolloNicks,2018/03/28,Concerta makes me feel shitty? I take 27mg concerta and it doesn't seem to be helping at all. I feel tired and weak all the time. It feels like i'm super dehydrated except i'm not. And my focus is still complete shit. What should I do? ,0.06946666666666701,2.2865740800000047,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666668,88.2,5.7333333333333325,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.2949333333333333,184,5,41,3,6,63,39,50,0.231,0.621,0.14800000000000002,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,2,13,13,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,3,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33508404126150865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847829295311496,0.22831516443296296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421444462518355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613553401480304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133288109325279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909427388700721,0.0,0.0,0.3280545489431191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552249919464173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240291911349656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635550280961133,0.36732169877359067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EgotisticalFlame,2018/03/28,"How do I pay attention when my meds wear off? I have been having troubles paying attention in my algebra class which is the last class of the day, and my grades have been slipping because of it. Normally it wasn't an issue, but this class has a lot of kids that constantly do stuff other then their work, and its difficult to pay attention in there. Are there any tricks I could use to get through the class and learn what is being taught?

TL;DR I can't focus in my rowdy class, can you help me learn to focus?",7.332941176470588,5.922369549019611,7.173843137254902,79.9642941176471,64.29411764705881,10.905098039215686,31.184313725490192,9.888512548439397,2.6016643137254905,402,11,83,7,5,128,70,102,0.1,0.865,0.035,-0.5845,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,16,1,1,2,0,14,19,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,11,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,62,20,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047190582895756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351256600837426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253197331532047,0.0,0.2403577465948687,0.0,0.0,0.1941473514930576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572821544909983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178227951435065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31420990361247003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453896194501931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25593536196686745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343900829810021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495749504204954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446213611264258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600038539589116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191623488674322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CaptainSnowball,2018/03/28,"Hello peoples! I like to come here to help out! Hellllllo! I have extreme ADHD and aspergers (or I am an aspie? I think? I’m pretty sure that’s what it’s called round here) and a tad bit of anxiety and possibly OCD. I came here a day or two ago and my main goal here is to try to make people happier. I’ve seen people talking about suicide here, and that scares me. I have plenty of cheerfulness to go around and hope to pass it to some of you guys. I love to make people’s day just a little brighter.
Too much talking. Blah blah blah. Oh well.
Adios!
Please correct me if I am using this forum incorrectly. Thanks!",0.3008333333333333,2.6548515238095263,2.5590277777777786,90.74187500000002,89.31746031746029,5.372222222222222,18.98611111111111,6.9077264865688965,0.3106682539682541,476,14,102,7,16,161,82,126,0.091,0.6559999999999999,0.253,0.974,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,3,2,22,17,9,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,2,12,7,14,15,4,10,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,5,4,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955363665506692,0.0,0.1442256391408069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244666994593265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483940841095422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762860837638586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613708640056948,0.1860879153194972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015349564240695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098588535492821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246738135072216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110070855343314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905582157003216,0.0,0.0,0.16159994653396365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948805211550265,0.16307029774702347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468450427437802,0.0,0.217209897133798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960480104226515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511887389572092,0.0,0.0,0.17859810222547245,0.0,0.18342222774360906,0.0,0.1655265790882126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289323582804904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796974453637804,0.0,0.15334485092921116,0.0,0.0,0.26154765033810995,0.0,0.14979428005054227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425296813255994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046407984004593,0.0,0.15893635906002712,0.0,0.0,0.14052241838633395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462887726452265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,simwil96,2018/03/28,"Work/Study Music. I find that if I'm not listening to SOMETHING while I'm trying to do work my mind tends to be distracted by external sounds very easily. 

At the same time the music/playlist/sounds in my earbuds have to be simple enough to not also distract me. White noise sometimes works but does anyone else have some good strategies to deal with this catch-22? All input is greatly appreciated, love you guys. 

The chit-chat in this library is wrecking me rn.",4.8694581280788185,6.892457620689663,4.7192118226601,83.3648275862069,70.4942528735632,7.270279146141214,28.52052545155993,7.957251820313856,1.8839766830870284,371,14,67,5,7,114,66,87,0.018000000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.194,0.9555,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,2,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,10,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,3,11,10,4,5,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,2,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267719181054512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597251440256461,0.2340558401447039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355036245007043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990260574728289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908258372838759,0.0,0.0,0.2360315832282115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087829426905953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159813761726188,0.0,0.25184736759811616,0.0,0.2261838465394473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061690287477631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306514588559454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585831010593747,0.2259253412140882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332006849066809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509050647269645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848053375396465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989042068124514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,i_came_here_to_shop,2018/03/28,"Wellbutrin (bupropion) sedative effect? Just started 300mg bupropion and it makes me drowsy. So far I've taken 4 doses and each day has been the same. No motivation and extremely drowsy. My mood is improved, though. I was taking Vyvanse before the switch and I miss having energy. My school work is already being affected. Will this side effect go away? ",3.1528571428571435,6.291774761904764,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285717,87.09523809523809,6.609523809523811,24.46031746031746,7.793537801064563,2.170955555555556,282,11,43,6,9,90,52,63,0.083,0.7959999999999999,0.122,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,5,0,12,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,28,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004250350643539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409189163055613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30876713562405866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340146824976496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622170113110627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221186885106155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672336939856683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568341768994165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728255628640892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565081094209749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641664029472233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hallpass920,2018/03/28,"Any medications left? I’m a 22 year old engineering student at a state school, It’s towards the end of my junior year. I was diagnosed with adhd at the age of 15 while in high school and have been medicated since. My tolerance from stimulants is sky high.... I’ve been on adderall xr 30mg - it quit working after sometime. Concetta 54mg which made me extremely angry. Vyvanse 70mg which worked the best until it started making my whole body break out in pimples. Most recently I’ve been prescribed adzenys xr-odt 18mg, and am still taking today. It worked for the first week but doesn’t have an affect anymore. I have an appointment next week with my psychiatrist. My psychiatrist is a somewhat chill and let’s me pick which medication I want to try. Are there any medications left that might work? If so let me know your experience with them. Thank you very much!",3.3940681818181813,5.882958781818186,4.30823863636364,82.5423579545455,76.33333333333333,7.518939393939394,26.676136363636363,8.472884824447931,2.037068181818181,689,27,130,14,16,222,115,165,0.015,0.923,0.062,0.7396,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,7,3,2,0,0,9,0,15,6,1,5,0,19,23,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,14,2,17,15,5,30,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,4,16,78,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161403284353913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026284589213288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686004750743853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365991792161332,0.0,0.0,0.13088743858141008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959942102669817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436629057529864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152646397983435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022986822666828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489969959632886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475869671040152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256054809545595,0.2409872856743709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149774480549092,0.07865536741135212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748229868905999,0.0,0.12500366194675436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662183164099678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253182059263583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364736584828873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533137364562516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634724016982192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385093782834597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747382146544104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654122041192025,0.0,0.08340378464375682,0.0,0.09410269258217613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859679332840352,0.0,0.0,0.10848607074508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116932195703158,0.0,0.0,0.0800018129949549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722570876527874,0.06950177363205656,0.0,0.18903927299402692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155788345462266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431393445764757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176296199561298
adhd,Diogenes0fSinope,2018/03/29,"Advice for an ADHD College Student Hello there,

I am an ADHD college student currently studying computer science. I've had my ups and downs throughout school, but I've always, and I mean always, have been able to pull through until recently.

Ever since high school, I've felt like my ability to concentrate has gotten progressively worse and worse. I work for about five minutes, then slack off for thirty minutes, and then repeat. It usually starts with ""Hey, I need to go to the bathroom. Hey, now I'm thirsty, hey, now I would like to take a break to listen to music. After all, those last five minutes were pretty rough!""

I make promises to myself that I'll cut distractions out of my life, but I never follow through with them.

Fast forward to today, I am over halfway done with college, but I'm finding some of these classes to be extremely challenging and I dropped one this semester. There's a couple I had greatly struggled in (though still grinded out B's) because I could not concentrate or grasp the material. In C, for example, I can remember what each ""command"" does, but I always freeze up and get cold feet when I am trying to ""implement it"" when an assignment requires me to do so. I never seem to be able to recall anything from the lectures. It has been ages since I listened to a lecture in class, and this is a bad habit that has followed me from high school. I know everyone with ADHD has trouble paying attention through lectures, but it's been since my first semester (I am going for a two year degree) that I actually paid attention *at all during a class lecture*, because I was able to get by for the longest while and make good grades based on what I either already know or what I could figure out for myself on the internet. I've never had trouble in my Gen Ed classes, and I sometimes worry if I'm not meant for this career choice.

How do I break these bad habits? What can I do to help myself while staying motivated? I'm still in excellent academic standing, but I'm not sure for how long I can keep that up at this pace.

Edit: Something I forgot to add: My current medicine hasn't seemed to work for me very much for years now.

**TL;DR ADHD Computer Science student, seeking help for breaking bad habits and academic advice**",5.767687707641194,6.639778888372098,6.205797342192692,77.9228488372093,67.09302325581396,8.747508305647841,33.729235880398676,8.841846274778883,2.9325049833887045,1782,79,316,28,28,576,217,430,0.102,0.807,0.091,-0.7576,3,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,1,8,15,16,1,2,14,0,31,2,1,5,7,65,60,30,0,5,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,19,19,0,3,14,0,2,6,7,8,0,5,14,6,40,8,64,41,6,63,0,0,0,0,9,21,0,6,34,222,59,32,0.2602935015720339,0.0,0.08466963658176567,0.0,0.4170962749283064,0.16957053147494225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957467838642284,0.0,0.21658504498559256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713997911167017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173342013458242,0.10578166840091814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385487871535188,0.09600326954264353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592819910421339,0.08879020802722291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078483458085368,0.0,0.08290719846167714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330752699369545,0.0,0.07930118160748671,0.07380183982205837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066174090219817,0.0,0.09862053027298967,0.07277394652569542,0.0,0.0956581681333171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163128315681357,0.18334291701050948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712027465373074,0.0,0.0,0.09536700080055928,0.07072464823069198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128433265123135,0.08477750462365276,0.0,0.0,0.07678385264414554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158319556743314,0.0,0.0,0.09451197695557093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378189113653047,0.06433477774956019,0.20075439499772435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879387103799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827068943391249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566947692012525,0.0,0.09828726536516384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634309199977246,0.0,0.15797428526063284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153174742992133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679555143335401,0.08581230958078094,0.0,0.06141236004532859,0.09247941317446144,0.1385804843934996,0.0,0.0,0.0907050945404538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177451492819446,0.0,0.06523610641873627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524568123741033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224260139000336,0.0,0.0,0.058907400484409414,0.0,0.08475630963694285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555883933089478,0.0715897996458906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633117948338818,0.08811356193121403,0.1768408770652436,0.06163501177712364,0.0,0.0,0.11174698730314464
adhd,Broke6198,2018/03/29,"ADHD & Weed a a bad mix? I live a pretty active life, I like to go to the gym and I'm also currently in school and work a full time job. I don't have much time to smoke weed because of my limited time. But I was prescribed medical a few months ago to help with my ADHD, but I've noticed I  social situations Im in my own head too much because of it, however when I'm being creative with my camera and going for drives I feel really energized. I feel really depressed lately because of my fear of people and stress from meeting people. So I must ask does anyone else have bad experiences with weed and ADHD?",3.43809523809524,4.391920269841272,5.603333333333335,79.825,72.49206349206351,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.926514285714286,478,15,95,9,9,168,78,126,0.162,0.716,0.122,-0.8131,3,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,6,0,6,3,1,0,1,14,13,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,13,2,15,10,5,14,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,9,57,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849692411103577,0.0,0.11923612982523915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756861845624488,0.0,0.14574291085545907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405341140443173,0.1378226976036104,0.0,0.0,0.12574988494767686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462259308171484,0.2459904752522604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585436452613734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771172368545972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123669106084747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157783817375812,0.0,0.15136258134944253,0.13602588505495736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289171541227142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380473752137378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016007262222847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452952598400392,0.0,0.1334816855487191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173457771422233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950092918888844,0.06571541480461919,0.0,0.11877592066758813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550595880830074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736561682808733,0.0,0.19776252918351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314197874341684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650636382850402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368463249063568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723427349451645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361325920664341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119630951479246,0.0,0.1371173060143963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540822116713439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530381944501985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792581061876923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,G_O_A_TLord,2018/03/29,"Memory problems, forgetfulness on adderall I'd just like to mention this because I see so many posts about people on adderall who are scatter brained and forgetful, doing tasks in loops, and basically running around like a chicken with their head cut off. Memory loss short term and long term are symptoms of too much adderall for too long. If you are taking meds and still like this odds are you have done some major damage to your brain with too much adderall or you don't actually have it to begin with and are just medicating yourself to get through each day or cover up underlying conditions. 


[national institute of health ](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3489818/) 


[time magazine ](http://healthland.time.com/2010/12/21/adderall-may-not-make-you-smarter-but-it-makes-you-think-you-are/) 


[business insider ](http://www.businessinsider.com/how-adderall-affects-your-body-and-brain-2014-5) ",14.812113821138215,18.747489073170726,9.40666666666667,51.96333333333334,48.512195121951216,10.995121951219511,38.86991869918699,10.980518767755715,5.093562601626017,768,31,85,17,9,205,90,123,0.097,0.8440000000000001,0.059,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,4,1,1,9,7,1,0,1,0,10,6,3,0,0,19,14,9,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,3,19,13,7,19,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,4,11,59,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.16397265641976044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958197325264716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242928792697946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627298314421153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836519481415463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195262507389006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778853371490085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244685179982536,0.17860761324289398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462723332529209,0.0,0.0,0.2974018265932997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121610664519282,0.1703556467018551,0.0,0.0,0.18664301216312687,0.16927214994438264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470421875741273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649057156306472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092591440948065,0.0,0.0,0.1607816395830847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389784072837022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418866001624574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464709751601334,0.12633735180417732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766658647533013,0.0,0.0,0.19595882846712334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway-person,2018/03/29,"When I take medication, I immediately record the time and date. Today I took my dose and managed to forget to write it down, despite having the file open. 15 minutes later, I suddenly realized this happened. And now it's written down. With the right time, as I remembered that too. 

Sometimes we get lucky.",3.506488095238094,6.3334890535714266,4.696428571428573,78.01523809523812,78.10714285714286,7.3047619047619055,28.97619047619048,8.344100000000001,2.566783333333334,241,11,41,5,6,79,44,56,0.036000000000000004,0.911,0.053,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,6,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301498776819413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283955751129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336041475215151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751344248566215,0.2828048355126129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275210809925961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489875892910107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38619866257720975,0.0,0.3138965241990163,0.0,0.3679257474309455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ilike-butts,2018/03/29,"Well this sucks So I usually take the bus to school but today I drove because a doctors appointment went too long and I would have been late for a midterm. After finishing I proceeded  to take the bus back to my house (50 minutes).Turns out I took the wrong bus and I didn’t realize until I was  in the boonies. At this point I hadn’t realized I took the car to school and called me mom to come pick me up. She is confused because she said I took the car. This is where I realize I fucked up. Now I’m walking to a bus stop 30 minutes away to take the bus back to school and get my car. Just to make it worse, it’s raining 😭. Why brain??!?!!",0.9625299145299168,2.822395281481484,2.532592592592593,95.40128205128208,81.37037037037038,6.524216524216524,22.97720797720798,7.61054688173877,0.8072336182336186,493,17,117,8,13,161,80,135,0.174,0.8140000000000001,0.012,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,1,10,0,8,3,1,2,0,16,23,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,10,2,4,1,0,10,1,18,1,18,12,0,30,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,1,12,72,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082803860402964,0.21414616609528067,0.0,0.16976852328268127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554467711734052,0.1421877321260308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994978440202787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252618360278965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873249168707185,0.07275130986244517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067344565614688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707775979770214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232300593515544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294909203571212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630855233347452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163432751769527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324566937989239,0.0,0.0,0.4227790972771582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641752648656005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140914003013941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319907806330825,0.0,0.4641288087755101,0.0,0.15146179027879605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336195094151306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520063562312472,0.1290842504547984,0.1256496218284582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190556364452278,0.09891775285917244,0.1522457805846767,0.0,0.0
adhd,Waterlilies1919,2018/03/29,"Parent of an ADHD 5 year old, and could use some help coping. She is the brightest girl, but so very much to handle. The emotional aspect from her ADHD is getting out of hand, she has her super happy times, her super sad times, and super angry times, which can frequently fluctuate all within minutes of each other. It is exhausting for everyone! 
She barely eats anything because she takes a bite, takes five minutes to chew it, and then she gets distracted and forgets to continue to eat. She barely can eat half a sandwich before getting full, and that’s even something she likes to eat. It’s even worse if she doesn’t. 
My husband is mildly ADHD as well, and he and our daughter are constantly clashing, and I feel like I have to be the referee. 
Any hints or coping techniques that you may have that could help? Her doctors feel she is too young to be medicated for it.",6.390963855421687,6.786332674698797,6.59363855421687,77.35587951807231,65.6265060240964,9.049638554216868,31.660240963855426,8.841846274778883,2.6162428915662654,688,25,122,10,10,221,105,166,0.093,0.687,0.22,0.9798,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,3,5,10,0,1,6,0,17,10,1,1,1,22,25,14,0,3,3,3,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,10,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,3,18,7,16,20,5,13,0,1,0,0,22,3,0,4,12,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577329786462725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633512317900363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447480522552308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773918174673178,0.0,0.10803106823509406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371954300151873,0.0,0.20272969046138287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994588363514106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51963488140831,0.0,0.1428095529974242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677078210019937,0.0,0.0,0.1213128676653982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838656199441867,0.0906981162922374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898939984325145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135148102342999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701932209220082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240495685566532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789583522376075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332801327826018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322002990582565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097073988918465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977377120687218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909117493251236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220889677762149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965009777842137,0.0,0.1047528327066645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414960266577873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293800436832109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175615467804995
adhd,ch3ckraise93,2018/03/29,how to get switched from ritalin to adderall or dexedrine what should I say to my doctor... I want real stuff... ritalin isnt strong enough and only supress depression,4.450999999999997,7.307807433333338,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,74.66666666666666,8.0,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.3603333333333336,133,7,22,3,3,41,26,30,0.202,0.757,0.041,-0.7271,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31889386792112445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789642886442194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38256492725484104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343918214208813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815901185186317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214230279391463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944358930391971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238451238204797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838173174618009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,still-ill-at-ease,2018/03/29,"I was fired today for being consistently a few minutes late I have no idea how after multiple warnings I could not get myself to fall asleep at night, or force myself to get up in the morning. I had to be at work at 6am. I'm also in school full-time so I would often be up until 10 doing homework, but that still gave me enough time to get enough sleep to not be late and yet somehow I could never sleep, or be extremely sluggish and mind foggy in the morning (especially when the sun doesn't rise here until around 7). I have ADHD, type A, but I can't afford any medications. I'm not sure if not being able to wake up on time is a common affect of ADHD, although I've heard that trouble sleeping is common. Just been really hating myself for the past couple of months and as the day goes on and the reality is hitting me I'm getting very depressed. Has this happened to anyone else? I want to rant about how I was usually only 5 minutes late and that this is a stupid reason to fire someone, especially at the job I work, but Im too depressed to be angry. Anyways, this is my first time on reddit, I dont know why Im posting this but I dont really have anyone to talk about this with since I dont know anyone else with adhd.",6.0970522836538485,4.7691263554687495,7.300937500000002,77.79262019230772,66.6953125,9.439423076923076,30.23918269230769,8.139509932561175,2.024975721153845,961,27,197,10,13,330,140,256,0.17600000000000002,0.818,0.006,-0.9927,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,16,6,2,0,11,0,29,6,5,4,2,36,44,21,0,5,12,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,11,5,0,1,6,3,20,1,37,27,3,39,0,2,0,0,3,14,0,5,22,141,28,6,0.09534096159038767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34374392482466193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624413253809234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483512326234489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999385139531575,0.19537616404586344,0.0,0.08487366927311378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522439997305448,0.1054929605856924,0.0,0.0614870328648398,0.0,0.1642340610266427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352166907645117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929027904757193,0.0,0.0,0.19702539913675973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109697322383096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924686951161705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430969746601885,0.0,0.0,0.0941294610702632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762834069381746,0.20596919821753812,0.0,0.09461119302674904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479379821705256,0.0,0.3226462723018177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604598842443876,0.0,0.0,0.09626719255327366,0.0,0.07610024593561647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353282716235117,0.0,0.0,0.08947103387871615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251109751775976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101373589269543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131028652760444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215572267929965,0.09802638752964828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964901431404848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886702865388086,0.0,0.28622944707787656,0.0,0.08078208736242097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613941508302438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985772798500663,0.0,0.0,0.07663145347491587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678224424517474,0.0,0.09037208366165747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500459952221552,0.0786662782253155,0.05623456934514828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603038849738381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388187110863488,0.0,0.0,0.06772748364798817,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,marymary77,2018/03/29,"Question for the ladies about ADHD meds and PMS. I went to a psychiatrist a week ago today, was diagnosed, and left his office with an adderall prescription. Filled it right away and had a few great days of focus and productivity. Then PMS hit hard, and for the past couple of days I've been tired and sluggish, almost to the point where it feels like the meds aren't working at all anymore. 
I'm wondering if this is a normal hormonal thing - does anyone else go through this and will I feel the meds working again soon? Maybe I had an unrealistic expectation that adderall would be a miracle drug that would make me feel focused regardless of other circumstances. ",9.23,8.235268382113823,8.522073170731709,70.47628048780489,60.30081300813007,11.777235772357724,36.76016260162602,10.864195022040775,3.866421138211383,533,20,95,11,6,168,88,123,0.056,0.84,0.104,0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,12,0,10,5,0,1,1,22,19,9,0,6,1,0,4,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,5,2,12,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,10,61,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582111944857678,0.0,0.12968387300145606,0.0,0.14649577559348048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508777102811746,0.10229458703333556,0.1498990384788669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745128139049234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618753591085166,0.0,0.18869952023818776,0.0,0.0,0.1484888444180417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802589489931918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965860957886938,0.0,0.12221275704162325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191717764027613,0.1045149361023099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314421909517057,0.0,0.0,0.16129346835802755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105379022439628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589526205508121,0.0,0.0,0.07147355017519455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765469192013036,0.0,0.1469754643195543,0.0,0.4875104997235506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334045089222516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965748140578702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382983891323558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388663921512053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249372332136397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719353311144292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814741137173067,0.13867288788650972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735099950961995,0.0,0.0,0.13561921298877275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586533569342536,0.21301258949719748,0.0,0.0,0.20785103908670088,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AmokOfProgress,2018/03/29,How did you guys go about getting diagnosed? I was diagnosed as a kid and am looking to update my diagnosis info but my anthem blue Cross PPO doesn't cover testing. Anyone have any suggestions of other resources?,5.842307692307693,7.854901948717949,7.028717948717951,67.8246153846154,67.97435897435898,9.302564102564103,33.51282051282051,9.725611199111238,3.84757435897436,172,8,25,4,3,58,37,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25077248657178103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578486931665867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7485763537132528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266421653466087,0.0,0.20957734773453573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651348045503969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096692809463783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ManInBlack94,2018/03/29,"Is Vyvanse generally more expensive than Adderall? Adderall does work well for me but the fact that Vyvanse lasts throughout the day and can be less ""intense"" (according to some people) intrigues me. However I've noticed there isn't a generic form. Even with insurance is there a big price difference?

And I'm aware of Adderall XR. I've been prescribed to it before before but somehow I didn't noticed the effects as much as I do with IR.",3.913536585365853,6.552968097560978,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,75.34146341463416,7.0268292682926825,34.640243902439025,8.07648339933343,3.065263414634147,352,20,59,6,8,112,59,82,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.504,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,9,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,42,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578822898424759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351454594125965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28109926291763315,0.0,0.0,0.2354468627597835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770453064894218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931109577418725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778219878981448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126288414280837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865249138883364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190763965914625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587110078353168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,twintowersrubble,2018/03/29,"Getting a prescription after diagnosis? Hey guys, I was diagnosed with ADHD around May of last year and was prescribed adderall. However, I wanted to see if I can go without it for a year and try and develop ways to cope and maintain a rigid schedule to be more productive. Today I am going in to see a psychiatrist who is not the one that prescribed me initially. Is it possible if I can tell the psychiatrist that I was previously diagnosed, and that I would like another prescription for adderall? Or would I have to be rediagnosed with ADHD?",7.318943894389442,7.82386289108911,8.499752475247526,64.10560231023102,63.65346534653465,12.673927392739275,39.6056105610561,12.161744961471696,5.435770957095709,436,23,72,15,6,150,62,101,0.016,0.95,0.033,0.3695,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,14,2,0,0,0,18,20,8,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,2,9,1,14,12,1,11,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,7,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607317632065597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009964828356985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063863156545278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389108699340514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014652791714787,0.0,0.21787588876860906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897964425109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624734067496224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364669869617433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988945477266445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216093936617385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054932865856373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753951095653838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816932014347221,0.0,0.0,0.13014026795497996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305968083989044,0.15214915243663196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477570432708326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723324024527657,0.0,0.0,0.2468753119506932
adhd,Glassantler,2018/03/29,"Ship work worry Hello all. 

Tldr: Worried if I did international shipping off meds I could mess up. But if I did inland work like tugboat or ferries etc.. well I couldn't travel but remain on meds. 

I'm among other constant ideas. Playing with going to sea school. Become a third mate on a ship. This however has me slightly worried. Not the 4 years of school, or, all the stuff I'll need to remember. It's the safety. Part of the third mates job would be safety. I maybe on watch alone with just one other person or two. In charge of making sure we don't crash and everything. What worries me is the fact that if I did international shipping. I would have to be off meds. I'm sure I'd be fine. Most of the time. Sometimes I forget numbers, or after hearing numbers I couldn't remember them. That would be a problem on a ship. If I am making navigational decisions that could cause someone's life. That's scary. Now of course I could do inland work. Where I would either be home every day or more than likely every few weeks. Like say 6 weeks on 6 weeks off. But, I don't get to travel. However, I would be able to stay on meds. Anybody else. Work as a mariner? Experience?",0.6033012820512802,3.0945421666666704,2.44050747863248,90.58973557692309,91.008547008547,4.6344017094017085,19.27831196581197,6.322622252153567,0.15525683760683773,913,28,184,10,32,301,128,234,0.103,0.779,0.118,0.5325,3,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,4,4,10,0,0,11,0,26,1,0,3,5,45,34,14,0,16,15,0,0,3,2,5,1,2,1,1,10,4,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,2,1,4,3,3,18,8,27,15,8,26,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,10,12,122,28,7,0.09290821478715733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622489086795906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260982380469688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544232933203127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040077393692674,0.0,0.22253894849190592,0.0,0.0,0.05991811243287784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761289173293863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361721866511976,0.0,0.0,0.1565583561132525,0.0,0.08349991269442436,0.0908820617505151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854070758113786,0.0,0.05280187953419147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047143104285019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319451470431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104882065667929,0.0,0.0,0.09219706720353267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656238197265077,0.1361707823094157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403390962907752,0.0,0.09333878946652753,0.0,0.412800327883154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889026402896219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295701082327547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061054277505442,0.0,0.0,0.08112386951524304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889006140228279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049379195957804,0.0,0.0,0.07388434146143548,0.0,0.18805614699492484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872082889060564,0.0,0.09188860008139928,0.0,0.0,0.09902779513178137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635767783565643,0.0,0.0,0.17512978582667565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417552719046306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907578257554388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223576097295398,0.0,0.08353564292169335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705531475861924,0.3774112079537039,0.0,0.3299966505894449,0.0,0.0,0.059829844207453936
adhd,Ariaff,2018/03/29,"First visit with a psychiatrist I'm pretty sure I've had ADHD my entire life, and depression now, but I've finally decided to go to a psychiatrist at 26 and have an appointment next week. 

I have a long list of symptoms/issues that I've been putting together and I feel like it's too long and I feel like it would be kind of awkward for me go run through these during my first visit. 

Should I just scrap the list and let the psychiatrist ask me questions? Should I try and shorten the list? How do I know what'll be relevant for the psychiatrist to know?",3.3378472222222237,4.973560026785716,4.750833333333336,83.16638888888892,73.73214285714286,8.549206349206349,26.73015873015873,9.150863307647796,2.129371825396826,441,16,91,10,9,147,69,112,0.044,0.853,0.102,0.727,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,8,0,11,1,0,1,1,20,19,8,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,0,6,0,2,0,2,2,2,10,4,10,11,0,15,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,10,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293712515047288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784241517316815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438358352049498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930045754282844,0.27269444956224376,0.0,0.20907289805890736,0.0,0.3246832231478792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693518559151695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199203581673602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987466590451225,0.20977840983726545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516270457790255,0.13480690116699073,0.186484737494408,0.0,0.0,0.3378022664790209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029770154304841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941686821357674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918625166926997,0.2138018666902558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798790730844684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957837299622718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309278946278612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557828863619142,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BloodOrangeSaft,2018/03/29,"Im going to get fired in a week if i dont work faster I'm a server at a sit-down restaurant, but I work alone and I also have to bus and clean tables and grills (it's a Korean BBQ place) and im also the host. The owner says that if I can't handle more than 4 tables at a time and guests are waiting at the door and I don't sit them down immediately and take their drink orders I'm getting fired",1.0115384615384642,1.8242855384615384,3.6140659340659376,92.30593406593408,78.23076923076924,6.079120879120879,17.395604395604394,6.18269132825596,-0.4729384615384618,308,4,77,2,7,109,57,91,0.121,0.835,0.044,-0.7311,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,12,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,8,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801440208630546,0.0,0.3830015083956864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806521934394408,0.23458536797386045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502220466864832,0.0,0.13609396138131868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173284223605975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501908461552749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904328558422922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004851774865532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963446321067327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920850609835005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34866798250379083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bri0che,2018/03/29,"Standardized international (language) exams are my kryptonite. Wat do? Guys. I'm approaching the end of my academic career and need to pass a language exam in order to be employable. I just met with one of my professors to go over the exam format and I am so discouraged. It is the least ADHD-friendly thing I've ever seen in my life. 

I am determined to slay this exam, but honestly intimidated AF. It's a DELF/DALF French language exam, so it has all the standardization of an international certification exam PLUS it follows the French academic format. In general, the French format is much more nitpicky and formulaic than the North American format. For example, there are a million types of 'essay' and you will fail if you include a full summary of your paper in the introduction (don't give away the ending). Everything is timed with super-strict word-counts. The exam is 8 hours long and spread out over 2 days. Each day is 4 hours. There is an oral component when they grill you...and I also have severe anxiety.

I have spent my whole life learning strategies to succeed in spite of my challenges, but this exam basically leaves no room for those strategies. Guys, I don't think I would pass this exam in English (my native language) if I took it today. 

That's the bad news. The good news is that I have a month to prepare and goddammit, I'm gonna do it anyway. Anyone have any strategies or words of wisdom? Experience with this kind of thing?

I didn't think this would be a huge deal, because I know my French is up to snuff...but after seeing the exam, I feel like I'm going into battle. ",4.218190789473682,6.194491437500003,5.493847368421054,77.33273157894739,72.125,8.153473684210526,26.962631578947374,8.841846274778883,2.249105947368421,1263,45,225,25,25,421,169,304,0.105,0.81,0.085,-0.8066,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,1,3,9,12,2,0,21,0,27,2,0,0,2,36,45,16,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,16,13,0,1,5,0,1,7,4,5,0,2,5,3,24,7,35,34,7,37,0,2,2,0,9,16,0,3,14,153,40,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941950053113667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193884446282979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152341256827947,0.0,0.11420767115443275,0.0,0.0,0.10438816320884547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402643796819852,0.0,0.12465225639813045,0.0910067782940778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256147257953785,0.15391309202204825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644561044031007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504280614401126,0.0,0.0,0.13417367049665702,0.14603583900734654,0.0,0.0,0.07548632249332468,0.10665395427086104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153423256671448,0.0,0.0,0.1432141135703978,0.16969172200578492,0.12521871732912754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956443261553513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29404432188502344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546423566238787,0.08204676320223654,0.0,0.0,0.1580782563998036,0.0,0.0,0.2108981549942246,0.07293633844352332,0.0,0.0,0.1321183747578374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191631368295127,0.0,0.10974650926925357,0.1106978353387774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011638569799449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896608237586792,0.0,0.0,0.16865702237637595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836542072309893,0.19132006798730605,0.0,0.0,0.08705313693964198,0.0,0.1415109877575591,0.0,0.16586846914998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667874833026314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210494925054066,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mylynn83,2018/03/29,"Panicking and getting upset over small things. Is this part of ADHD or just me So first I will start with I do not take meds (have not since 4th grade) so this has been an issue that I keep doing since I was young and have not figured out how to stop. 
So I have a habit of panicking or getting upset over trivial things. An example is going with my husband to the store and I forgot my wallet. I start obsessing over how sorry I am that I forgot my wallet, this is after my husband has said it's fine, don't worry about. I continue to worry and fell bad and end up ruining what should have been a fun day. I do the same thing when we play games like Street fighter... I start getting upset when I mess up a move I KNOW how to do. He just wanted to have a fun game with his wife and I ruin it by getting frustrated and upset. This happens ALOT. I even panicked because I took out the wrong sausage when  my husband asked why I used that sausage (granted I didn't read his text correctly and took out the wrong one and then panicked because I realized I didn't read them correctly which made it seem like I did not read them at all and that upset him which upset me more). OK rant done.... Do other people have this same issue? Is this part of my ADHD? I have looked up stuff like maybe I have Historic Personality disorder (Drama queen disorder) or maybe I am not trying hard enough to not panic and get upset at things. The worse part is that I KNOW I shouldn't panic or get upset... It still happens but when I calm down I know I should have not gotten upset to begin with and then I feel horrible and the cycle continues.....ok Now I am done",2.314160576428204,4.069101844776122,3.673978383942359,89.29686567164183,76.82089552238807,6.4117344312918165,21.999485331960887,7.237678284180719,0.6619408131755011,1278,35,268,15,29,419,152,335,0.16399999999999998,0.759,0.078,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,1,0,2,2,16,28,1,12,13,1,37,0,0,5,3,61,68,30,0,4,14,4,2,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,24,21,0,4,7,7,1,5,11,19,0,2,15,4,46,9,29,49,9,39,0,2,1,0,16,14,0,6,23,201,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072542157924227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584935089409443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667483680099295,0.11195834034797657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922323394226335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049198059454485,0.0,0.0,0.18794947139996485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133478378991549,0.0948857081077052,0.0,0.06065334139067054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643238417920528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811118529335982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878666464022305,0.0,0.0521895289633448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241125011210902,0.0,0.08226231065858343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169488005385166,0.0,0.08162338605482683,0.0,0.0,0.15140332859651834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345915912462299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711469813751229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689247185876453,0.0,0.0,0.184512653687356,0.0,0.1020032565989698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760154967550784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222688981514981,0.0,0.0,0.21548718783809614,0.0,0.2983312459233434,0.0,0.06366387642802643,0.08018306497863972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275566788903888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735206809223901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359926187023893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192668342176122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279700140237276,0.1949948231522041,0.0,0.07333615205666494,0.07677461522798971,0.0,0.0,0.1051242333955884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904529221191885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403306767789934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040546744999988,0.0623470483321553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931227982499317,0.0,0.0,0.05416415300590264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286296454285147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651715944918384,0.09358337508379372,0.0,0.20080500895752845,0.0,0.0
adhd,cboston_9,2018/03/29,"New to Adderall, help with chewing/clenching So I was recently started taking Adderall (one 20mg XR) and while it's active, my jaw is almost always clenched. After the Adderall wears off, my jaw is painfully sensitive. If I don't clench it, I end up chewing my tongue or cheek. I have stocked up on chewing gum as a result. This has saved my tongue and cheeks, but the constant chewing leaves my jaw insanely sore. 

Is there a solution? Is this something I need to bring up with my doctor? My understanding is that it's a fairly common side effect.",3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,73.57142857142857,6.571428571428571,29.76190476190476,7.3871296695380915,1.914904761904761,432,19,78,5,9,138,71,105,0.054000000000000006,0.857,0.08900000000000001,0.3527,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,9,12,6,2,0,13,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,12,1,11,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,8,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771184074434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027256843669586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990611578864905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832584614385953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511239371521015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854951790585616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930311622636781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052016266383585,0.0,0.2672803727537465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752840058493075,0.0,0.2944743490283873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732505906167864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305048817743194,0.0,0.0,0.19588030949695964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807649642916906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28809950188821537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nest_o,2018/03/29,How do you improve in mathematics when your working memory is terrible? Struggled with basic math my whole life. I learned recently at 26 that working memory is bad with adhd and this opened my eyes to a lot of memories. I would often beat myself up for not dominating the basic times table as a kid and this led me to barely scraping by through high school. Now that I know working memory is the cause what tips do you recommend for someone thats willing to give math another go?,7.48032608695652,7.197089858695655,8.131652173913043,69.53508695652178,63.45652173913044,11.707826086956524,36.87826086956522,11.20814326018867,4.319958260869567,385,17,67,10,5,129,69,92,0.097,0.828,0.075,-0.4717,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,4,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,3,1,3,0,14,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,14,8,2,11,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,4,50,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768028274395665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24151317185998405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230962585215994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366046022221319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209462820272302,0.13089755657897048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433483148620787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265791955133796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268355845204927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581191127090367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274156338685635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330986165497328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515146514773196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240783033953362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430287327209972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571467910418025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030324619531245,0.0,0.0,0.16361446078233455,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Skyboy289,2018/03/29,"Advice on what to do/ who to seek out for help regarding focus and time management issues Hello friendly ADHD community. To preface this post I guess it would be helpful to give a little insight on what I'm dealing with. I'm a 21 year old guy who has been struggling with dropping in and out of college for the last 2.5 years and it's starting to wear down on me. I am by no means a stupid person, but often times it certainly feels like it with the copious amount of failure thats been forced down my throat due to my lack of discipline; time management skills, and overall dearth of interest within a lot of the courses in the curriculum. I've had ADHD for the better portion of my life starting from 7 and depression starting around last year, but honestly I would've thought that by now I would be able to have some sort of control over these beasts. Anyway, I’ve tried to educated myself on how to cope with the obstacles that come with having these diseases like mindful meditation; exercise regularly, and eating well, but it feels like none of it is working. I also used to go to a therapist and talk about my issues involving distractions and time management, but for the most part he just kind of told me be aware of when I’m partaking in bad habits and try to make a conscious attempt to focusing on the things I need to get done. That all being said I guess I’ve come here to ask you smart people about any tips for dealing with it and if any of you know about professionals who can teach me some coping skills to function like an exemplary student in academia. 

TL;DR: Basically I’m struggling with the traditional issues that come with ADHD like time management; depression, and focus. I was curious if you guys could share any tips or possibly know about any professionals that I could go to that will help work with me on fundamental skills that everyone should know, but somehow I missed out on. I’ve heard about adhd therapists, but to be honest I haven’t done too much research on what it is that they do to help. 

Thanks for reading and I hope someone can help. 
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adhd,ibthrowaway9963467,2018/03/29,"I left my Ritalin LA above recommended storage temperature!! I left it in my car to bake for hours with temps around 40 degrees Celsius. Although it hasn't discolored or melted.

Should I still take it? Will it cause some weird effect on me? My hyper analysis is kicking in lol. 

THANKS ",2.4398652291105134,5.364014226415094,3.615687331536392,82.62547169811323,85.98113207547169,6.8021563342318085,26.439353099730464,7.957251820313856,2.1956598382749326,226,10,40,5,7,73,44,53,0.03,0.805,0.16399999999999998,0.8165,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746053921680176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317200333644801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31800371450542303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7016906369218355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787829727247863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278997317084056,0.0,0.0,0.2972943965136001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vhosta,2018/03/29,"Concerta and increasing nervousness? Hey all,

I recently started taking concerta (around 3 months ago). 

Obviously I’ve had attention problems in the past and current leading to me taking medication. But I recently have been gettig extremely nervous and shakey during presentations in univetsity. 

Just as a background info, I have been doing presentations since grade 5 due to being in the IB program. I’ve always been comfortable with public speaking, I would get nervous but definitely just a healthy amount. 

I was wondering if anyone else had similar problems? Also if anyone knows if this is a side effect or just me?",7.785357142857144,10.224210428571432,8.408750000000001,58.15312500000002,63.76190476190475,11.726190476190474,39.79166666666667,11.45678717892309,5.886738095238098,505,28,65,17,8,168,73,105,0.104,0.8079999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.3393,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,3,5,0,12,1,0,2,2,25,18,11,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,6,1,7,1,8,10,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,10,47,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712361900913574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881317103169474,0.1756485495806143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952060713132441,0.2162925112966077,0.0,0.1879199457077086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634338686396278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028880105491964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160126870919399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126567295221355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849458974780654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151475073588013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039801899152302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168631134809211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462056100195586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941463713252218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174354205342258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892430361909666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995634286877024,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EarlVanDorn,2018/03/29,"For the most part, I hate movies; is this the norm? 50-something guy. I've never been formally diagnosed as ADD, but I am. Prescribed meds by my g.p.

As a kid and teen I liked television well enough and watched plenty. This was before the days of computers, though! I can remember subscribing to TV Guide and finding the 5 Star classic movies being shown during the week and trying to watch them. This was the era when you might only get one chance a year.

But for most of my adult life I haven't much enjoyed movies. This has been a bane for wife, who constantly wants to go to a movie house or watch a movie at home. I do like an occasional movie, which I'll get to later.

Here are some of my problems with movies. First, I'm slightly hard of hearing, and my wife refuses to use the close captioning. I can understand most of what's said, but I have to work at it. But the second thing is that the people who make movies have gotten better at their craft. One of the goals of movie makers is to create comedic, dramatic, or suspenseful tension. The tension is just overpowering. Even the comedic tension puts me on edge because of the extreme awkwardness. And, of course, I don't like sitting still, but at home I can solve this by just standing up.

I should note that not all movies or TV shows affect me this way, but my wife seems to gravitate towards those that do. I liked a movie called Cider House Rules that my wife has steadfastly refused to watch when we've been on vacation with the kids. I liked the Sixth Sense, the Harry Potter movies, Ordinary People, and some other stuff. I realize some of these are old. I don't watch many movies.

Anyway, just curious if many people find movies almost painful to watch.",4.447228915662652,5.986533216867473,4.3747421686747,87.35098072289159,70.74698795180723,7.962602409638554,25.930602409638553,8.488131031819089,1.5893919036144577,1356,42,272,22,25,416,181,332,0.08,0.8,0.12,0.9426,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,4,11,17,1,4,23,0,27,3,0,4,2,50,40,22,0,4,14,4,1,5,0,2,3,2,2,4,20,11,0,2,6,5,0,2,5,7,1,4,7,9,26,10,38,30,10,26,0,0,6,0,18,9,0,13,17,178,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314732830633565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496784563777496,0.0,0.10464745127548626,0.0,0.0,0.10876636614528876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557696500499618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328983625940834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931232718445122,0.0,0.0,0.12482274249408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707185720224864,0.0,0.08122754089884532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480412084676946,0.10460725415285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850459819650467,0.0,0.06989272150822715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177015065448515,0.0,0.0,0.11016648135532724,0.12141790335714606,0.0,0.0,0.13860809882659791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671918196038964,0.0,0.0,0.2838062519276973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686485020823677,0.30041059931545705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082090520070106,0.2493660960441788,0.0,0.0,0.13660374692040747,0.0,0.0,0.13046300535614502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040490741904922,0.0,0.09485023711451612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290474751036472,0.0,0.1666697043090026,0.09353230466453076,0.13086005246687754,0.0,0.0,0.1331760291300799,0.0,0.2557778355372838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767584625059405,0.0,0.12362949247265698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393130709591015,0.0,0.11698273369408226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119569393372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467649101859467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821248349992737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078338920522115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170286059675451,0.0,0.1208278365977763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349576960159695,0.0,0.0,0.12802716452949456,0.0,0.10621577155609492,0.0,0.0,0.07253715710730828,0.09761629337755756,0.0986476368014187,0.0,0.11057434845583328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953135742625976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791954884174982
adhd,mmmwhy,2018/03/29,"Anyone who try not to take meds? How do you handle things? 
It feels like things that I shoud have noticed before piling up until they demand me to be aware of it.
By getting older, I noticed some of my behaviors actually are in my way to be a functioning adult.
/  If there's people who don't take meds but have some effective strateges to deal with their own distracting behaviors, what are your tips???
(You can skip the bellow ramblings. I need some space to pour out my struggles.) TIA
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 -I have been known for someone who is..notorious for being late(classes, appointments, meetings, assignment deadlines). I forget small things whenever I leave my house one too many f*kin times, then go back in and out and it often results in me being late. 

-My note-takings are the definition of 'disorder', 'mess'. My friends frequently questioned me how I study with that notes. But I was used to it, so not a problem(...not much, I think). But since there are various persnalities, I thougth ""I am just a bit messy type, no biggie"".

-My room..it's the same way. I do regular room cleaning but within 3days it goes back to the prior state. It results in me buying another stuffs to ""organize"" things, but no..never organized for long enough. Or maybe I am just lazy type, really.. 

-I thought I am stupid because I read things more slowly than my peers and therefore need to read it a few more times. My eyes would look at the page but somehow I lost focus and then read the same line again.(& I have never been on friendly terms with numbers..)  But since I know that I'm a bit slow to process the info in a book, I was always making summary notes after reading a page. That's how I dealt with the school stuffs..until college. .
  (My classes were vastly focused on art performance side rather readig books&taking tests.. But Junior year in college, there were more liberal arts/other major' classes on my timetable than before and it required frequent report assignments. I just barely finished that semester with the most discouraging academic records. The only reason I somehow managed to go college is the acceptable standard for my major placed an importance on rather my portfolio.)

-When I was at work, I was nervous all the time. I would keep worrying what if I had made a stupid mistake. No confidence or faith in myself, it seems.

Maybe I AM stupid..because I had never taken these things seriously until it might damage someone else's routine, too. Because I have become the one wheel that disturbs another wheel's movement in a clock work. 
Everyone around me seems getting ready or prepare to take more responsibilities, being more independent. But I am the opposite of it, as if I stopped growing at 20ish. It makes me more and more insecure about myself.
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adhd,inkpinkewestink,2018/03/29,"Clicking with other adhd-ers I feel like I kind of drift along on my own wavelength, never feel like I quite fit in. Every once in a blue moon, I meet someone and within a short time of talking I feel this incredible connection. I get almost a little too excited, it feels like you have been traveling in a foreign country and you bump into someone who speaks English. I find out they also have ADHD and it all makes sense! Anyone else relate?",4.90527131782946,6.064593325581393,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,69.23255813953489,7.593798449612403,28.286821705426355,7.793537801064563,1.8738589147286815,350,12,62,4,6,115,63,86,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8871,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,16,9,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,5,11,8,2,14,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,1,5,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278616246642068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824912259815834,0.0,0.0,0.1423527925715395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244672094561372,0.18239005171938008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870269551950624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997926916736176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36002441748315056,0.3815064751833377,0.0,0.0,0.16269592628801444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300174105838634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536775615464648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608968939088817,0.1784106040203973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882160479944487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729060773314353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895725230546414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933323228164967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301650903302058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307594614602218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379779369814672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IKnowMyNoodles,2018/03/29,"If anything, how do ADHD meds effect the brain in the long term? Hi, I am undiagnosed with ADHD but I basically have all the symptoms of it, to the point where it's pretty obvious I have it. I've just never been diagnosed. My question is do ADHD meds have a permanent effect on the brain (i.e. changing your thinking patterns, effecting your thoughts)? 

The reason I ask this is because I'm 16 and I have never tried weed despite having easy access to it because I heard it can permanently change your brain (like making you think slower or something; not a good change) especially if you are under 26, when your brain stops developing. So I'm wondering: will taking ADHD meds effect my thinking patters and stuff or change my brain permanently? 

TLDR: adhd meds obviously temporarily change brain function, but do they also have a permanent effect(good or bad anything)?",5.991666666666667,8.003838904458604,6.799124203821656,69.6191109341826,67.59872611464968,9.05498938428875,32.19161358811041,9.516144504307137,3.390176645435245,696,30,108,15,12,230,95,157,0.08800000000000001,0.885,0.027000000000000003,-0.86,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,1,4,6,3,0,0,9,0,16,8,6,7,5,31,27,13,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,11,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,16,2,7,23,2,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,7,7,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792106703990194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377480309426473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125235135994742,0.0,0.07455403134071725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658662093971454,0.09722782441831974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341538377715646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218164056285527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094299354197569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377842497646011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896106224630249,0.0,0.0,0.07057486477479609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323270666166171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543301800250629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230138350882438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538805802064544,0.0,0.0,0.08113283920836688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933651030550965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199468411057123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139424954116739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667327137907103,0.0,0.0,0.09129289050667372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288917006121012,0.05996090623732931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532987514226284,0.0,0.06331135777913734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054143959703211585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864837873583838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mradley,2018/03/29,Ritalin(methylphenidate) and dosage help Okay so I've been taking Ritalin for about a year now 20mg x2 and 10mg x1 and more recently I've kind of felt like the time it last is getting a little shorter. For example i usually last like 3-4 hours in the library doing work whereas now it's getting to more like 2-3 hours does this mean my tolerance is going up or am I on a too high dosage or am I like just over thinking it? If it is any of these what should I do?,1.2699555555555548,2.9389984400000024,3.139333333333333,92.34522222222223,79.6,6.844444444444445,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9533777777777774,364,12,84,6,9,122,69,100,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9344,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,1,9,1,0,0,0,11,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,6,10,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,14,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115231832305436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164281790523132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929636333243755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688982865333628,0.0,0.11796480907908136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912743047925338,0.21930537324508909,0.0,0.0,0.4088223265336684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614853879452886,0.0,0.3383887554700673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056259733930536,0.2080361340312396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261007375723671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494684952135533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560641545415931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300021371902884,0.0,0.0,0.1210336786902299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860514349870545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111086329835527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366600226026518
adhd,Atcollins1993,2018/03/29,"Do stimulant medications create a stronger, more resilient immune system? As the title suggests, I'm curious if there is any scientific evidence, or even anecdotal evidence supporting the claim that stimulant medications such as adderall and vyvanse increase the strength of the immune system. 

It could very well be genetics or a slew of other factors, but I literally never get sick (knock on wood). My girlfriend is prone to catching a cold every couple of months, and she almost always has some sort of allergy going on -- unfortunately. When she gets sick, I never take any precautions or try to keep myself safe from her 'germs', considering that she is contagious, and I still never the less, ever get her cold.

I take 30mg Adderall XR as prescribed, and I don't abuse it. I was just curious if you guys have any similar experiences, or perhaps the opposite. I've been curious about this for quite some time now. 

My completely stupid synopsis is that the adderall speeds up your system (essentially), and somehow helps your body to 'burn off' invaders or foreign germs/viruses, etc. Surely this has zero medical backing, but it's just a thought I like to toy around with, and I'm curious what the community thinks as well.

Thanks ",9.751805728518057,9.212679365296806,9.524317144043174,62.23823163138234,59.0,13.077791614777913,41.82689912826899,12.24349002098031,5.4710602739726015,987,48,154,28,11,322,140,219,0.045,0.716,0.238,0.9909,0,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,3,0,2,15,9,1,0,12,0,13,8,1,2,5,36,26,20,0,3,11,0,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,2,1,0,3,4,1,2,1,3,2,18,8,21,21,6,22,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,12,12,111,28,0,0.0,0.1672650129066084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413627551508003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746590567607808,0.0,0.0,0.28800415899000303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567246737795815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855208509739904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680958973429845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801551675860755,0.0,0.0,0.1127138678785015,0.15620345816731848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744341707873527,0.09324237182817012,0.12769760467812813,0.11894298494135075,0.0,0.0,0.13809270831140755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126867428357205,0.0,0.08023095436397115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978187126257324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462420710632892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547961807045796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896921042427732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266459710212266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268165682837912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266402372577871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015315064006368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273965459661513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601996206769362,0.13305236459749073,0.0,0.21228663291413186,0.0,0.0,0.12997164914982326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045692660881903,0.0,0.1120743148457259,0.08231817291366571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584610723309483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648118160419957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386006763927577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ameraaaaaa,2018/03/29,"I try to write but my adhd gets in the way I have severe adhd more on the ad then hd and i am down to 3 dream jobs 1 of the them being a writer but i tend to have hard time thinking of how to characters talk and keeping things orderly plus i easily get tired 
Help ",2.3102542372881345,2.623269474576272,4.5625,88.62307203389831,74.59322033898304,7.933898305084746,21.529661016949152,8.07648339933343,0.7386576271186436,205,4,49,3,4,72,45,59,0.14,0.7140000000000001,0.145,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,10,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120600539797557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660797200360331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810908658346865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068106873015856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25269275060168217,0.2263373820617769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876728168180225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467147851847253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917273450778975,0.16316421959858188,0.0,0.0,0.14848371424692985,0.29267335461038874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728851053704188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212285301369293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lexicona,2018/03/29,"Need suggestion for ritalin users I’m 5’2, weigh a 143 lbs. I’m being prescribed modafinil for ADHD and I received a full box of modalert from alldayup. I already had ritalin with me.

I tried Modafinil and ritalin together earlier, I notice it works better. Indeed a kick at it’s fullest.

I am wondering if it is toxic to the body??

I am only planning to do this for 2 months for studying.

200mg moda in the morning

10mg ritalin. every 3 works later total of 30mg

One of my friend got complete anxiety from 100mg moda + 10mg ritalin. He was trying to get better than 3 focused hours on ritalin, but somehow a 1g dose of oxiracetam calmed him down.

did any of you guys try ever? any suggestions would be appreciated. 

thanks
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adhd,ikillu130,2018/03/29,"Can't take meds for awhile while in college. I'm falling behind at it's taking its toll on me I am on my mothers health insurance and she recently changed jobs so she lost her health insurance and I have to wait for it to kick back in to get my meds again.

I simply cannot get myself to sit down and do what I need to get done. I immediately lose interest and focus on what I need to be doing, I know that I need to do it, but I always find myself doing something else when I am supposed to be studying or doing homework.

I have done my best to get rid of all my distractions, I have left my video game console at home, but I still find something else to do besides what needs to be done.

This has been a problem for me for awhile even on the medication. Any help would be greatly appreciated.",3.8252727272727256,4.3919671636363615,5.135151515151517,84.96272727272729,71.30303030303031,7.9393939393939394,27.72727272727273,8.00094639256281,1.5464545454545455,622,21,135,8,11,208,95,165,0.067,0.835,0.098,0.85,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,2,0,23,3,0,0,1,18,37,10,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,25,3,26,27,2,18,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,1,6,101,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847398903060283,0.0,0.0,0.08865256065363937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024251394762218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680985524678044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790871348560205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40022547480088266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178061892110496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610474639992588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383022014574435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724409902477227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437276947926564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771434546093629,0.0,0.0,0.08738080334549135,0.0,0.1307665624221704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936698669297328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164510596340694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164177858900268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584490836708966,0.14230862114232615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896118940867394,0.1313288598200523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866555039212217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247415443909875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871955079321365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200722443619042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410952851077096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960362690564153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260744099654986,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nexiviper,2018/03/29,"Feeling overwhelmed (UK) Good day to you all, great community you have here.

I've never thought of myself as having ADD until relatively recently, I was diagnosed with anxiety a few years ago but have begun to realise a lot of that may be linked to ADD.

I needn't go into complete detail, but I consistently overestimate how much I can get done, get things done that I enjoy and end up staring at the screen when I could easily be accomplishing the other tasks. My mind wanders, I have no focus at all - everything is disorganised, I'll attempt to start cleaning my flat and end up starting cleaning my computer / keyboard etc then giving up after that is done, leading to a feeling of worthlessness that I'd achieved nothing

Stuff like that.

My problem though, is how I can do somethibg about this, I'm worried about going to my GP in case they feel like I am making stuff up or being a hypochondriac, even if they do refer me to a specialist I may be waiting years for an appointment.

I have phoned a few private psychiatry practices around me and a report costs a minimum of £395 ($500) which wouldn't necessarily be a deal breaker, but it doesn't mention their ability to prescribe medication - it says any prescriptions get referred to my GP and the more expensive medication will likely be refused (it specifically states ADHD here)

I fee helpless and don't know where to start, and it's getting me down :-(",9.642496855345913,7.865402479245287,9.631556603773591,65.34192610062895,60.0566037735849,12.606918238993714,42.08333333333333,11.374738998889045,4.842918238993709,1127,53,194,25,12,373,166,265,0.108,0.82,0.073,-0.8813,0,0,1,1,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,4,11,10,0,1,13,0,30,3,0,4,3,41,48,18,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,4,3,1,2,0,15,11,0,2,8,0,3,3,6,4,0,0,5,6,27,6,31,32,8,31,0,3,2,0,11,11,0,5,19,147,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210185548629546,0.0,0.11218878466952124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860658923986704,0.0,0.0968189000745951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266621731530828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269691226009794,0.0,0.0,0.10104874518502133,0.0,0.0,0.08162144356610296,0.1304789435422812,0.0,0.12845685902714118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885478591419058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419115009969892,0.0,0.14114908868709533,0.0835924172300442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374496183265602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197929457638346,0.09041527978578467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264491818158048,0.12140894574668752,0.14385518687398946,0.1061534514977037,0.0,0.1395340667379345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955467428435508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854940913913273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075977268950578,0.0,0.0,0.08448052136500375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549939998297991,0.0,0.0,0.12779063906899527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303697559954208,0.0,0.09761172759272788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143879507757907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211018864885767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496382424255588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064647169532996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687418078032704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897643749712442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408157548924551,0.0,0.12434564456977792,0.10047538156386593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852894709307036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300240625964213
adhd,TheTaoOfBill,2018/03/29,"ADHD PROTIP: If you're taking medication, make sure when your medication kicks in you're doing something productive I've been struggling to be productive lately and I'm finally starting to beat the slump and I think there is a pattern to the days I'm not doing well and the days I'm doing well.

On the days I'm doing well when my medicine kicks in I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing. 

And on my worst days, when my medicine kicks in I'm playing video games or on facebook. Hyperfocus is a thing for ADHD folks and it's a blessing or a curse. You can either be hyper focused on what you're supposed to be doing or hyperfocused on facebook.",4.400144189991519,5.326811236641227,5.759949109414762,79.69164546225619,70.22137404580154,7.959626802374894,29.82273112807464,8.167268648758528,2.101589652247668,516,20,99,7,9,174,62,131,0.122,0.802,0.076,-0.7133,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,7,8,0,1,8,0,15,2,0,1,1,14,26,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,6,6,14,21,2,18,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,10,66,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304719047689018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620027568967236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618851114198332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020256146711463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954650662082072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608363371387828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787516208600728,0.0,0.0,0.12676351813312292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872277321382646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879379327347666,0.0,0.13465625409676546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898196718608378,0.1147560798062735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830805214224224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,0ojoyo0,2018/03/29,"Unexpected weight loss on Vyvanse TLDR: Has anyone lost a lot of weight unexpectedly on Vyvanse?

Hey, first time posting here. I was diagnosed 3 years ago, but only been on meds since mid-February. I'm in the process of losing weight (from being morbidly obese) and am almost at my goal. Because I'm closer to my goal, my weight loss should only be at around 5lbs/month, if that. Since starting Vyvanse, it's closer to 12lbs/month.

Not gonna lie, I was looking forward to the Vyvanse reducing my appetite since I know it's also used to treat binge eating disorder. However, I'm being completely honest in saying that my appetite hasn't decreased, in fact, maybe even increased -especially in the first couple of weeks. No changes whatsoever have been made to my eating or exercise habits to warrant such a loss. 

I know that being a stimulant, it can have a small effect on overall metabolism, but this seems a bit extreme to me. I am now 5lbs away from my goal weight and am not overly concerned yet. But at my last follow-up with my prescribing doc, he did tell me I need to slow down. I think I may have to start upping my food intake. Anyone have similar experiences?

Lol, this is a completely new experience worrying about losing too much, it used to be the other way around.",5.848326446280987,6.855776921487608,6.497179752066118,75.42031508264462,66.97520661157024,9.355785123966943,31.240702479338843,9.516144504307137,2.9110487603305786,1013,39,180,20,16,332,144,242,0.107,0.8320000000000001,0.061,-0.8561,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,12,10,8,0,0,10,1,23,11,0,5,1,27,39,8,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,10,5,9,0,5,1,0,2,4,6,0,2,7,7,20,2,34,24,4,37,0,6,1,0,4,21,0,6,14,118,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599944156612946,0.0,0.09714820047589792,0.0,0.0,0.0775842115207512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567265006044216,0.0,0.0,0.17273084472795805,0.0,0.0,0.09115037335443044,0.0,0.0,0.05914047342665767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059170978027286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026307935089546,0.0,0.2034403061862993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734712161544398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846989763027887,0.0,0.0,0.11118953126837064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854458714883086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407860841102181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898018766963792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504469301023073,0.11731296600825993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663567065797126,0.07908155056591347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146958488008164,0.2170737192254048,0.10590517699613627,0.08248012004067791,0.0,0.0917995373451914,0.0,0.0,0.09746630450543638,0.0,0.10776367115793788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487559188899602,0.0,0.07131842964634529,0.07193664595055238,0.0,0.09369932324271238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475711281680338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929151706256046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715156543407242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832035040459435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407596242257254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733782430293245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479686278347667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062164377252358516,0.0,0.0,0.0565712118195169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675825405349507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700733234883453,0.07782093633910159,0.5907009566517115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852515746246043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062475567203790834
adhd,Karouke,2018/03/29,Guanfacine ER Insomnia It is 4AM and I cannot sleep. Everything I read implied that guanfacine should do exactly the opposite and help me sleep. Has anyone else had the opposite reaction where you can't sleep?,3.5650000000000013,6.765462342105267,4.142421052631581,78.89994736842105,83.47368421052632,9.355789473684213,31.28421052631579,9.3871,4.113351578947368,171,9,28,6,5,54,31,38,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,1,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902541162836688,0.278791966658752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729922241112924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445401118688768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237855155570926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721671532437007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8168700706781832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,emmalinekate,2018/03/29,"Focalin XR not working? So I’ve been taking ADHD meds for about 5 months now, and specifically 20mg of focalin XR after being diagnosed. At first, it felt like a revelation and I was incredibly relieved to feel relatively normal in terms of being able to actually focus, get shit done, not be as impulsive, etc. But now I’ve now started to notice some problems with it. I’m a college student and my days are hella fucking long, especially since I’m an art major, and I know I need to have extreme focus. I’ve started to get tired/drowsy on focalin, and unable to concentrate, and so sometimes I’ll take 40mg to help me get through my day. I’ve also started feeling extremely anxious, and even started struggling with social anxiety, which is weird for someone who usually is so outgoing. I have a past of serious depression and anxiety, and I’m not sure if it’s the focalin that’s causing this or not. Anyways, I was wondering if anyone had any words of wisdom to give to me, or any similar experiences (social anxiety, inefficiency, drowsiness, etc). Thanks a ton",6.088587204874332,6.949686876237628,7.58584158415842,68.35158035034274,66.37623762376238,10.373800456968775,37.815689261233814,10.389873798559362,4.341496115765423,847,45,141,21,13,293,127,202,0.123,0.7859999999999999,0.092,-0.5261,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,2,1,6,0,13,3,1,1,1,32,34,19,0,5,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,6,3,9,5,24,25,6,19,0,1,0,1,5,3,2,6,17,91,16,3,0.12537598066515526,0.0,0.12234887142655099,0.0,0.15067756451397932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026312644083046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705199323557537,0.0,0.2877368461190815,0.14163917129755846,0.0,0.08766580081782692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879566854646113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171427086586349,0.0,0.10798614843167408,0.1272539812314727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830315783118565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796547201707933,0.08280965278029978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264176685501307,0.0,0.0,0.12678772590203596,0.0,0.1203806030178548,0.0,0.0,0.10664474510543163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590807384329893,0.19651132558432088,0.1202720650371619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403687702760629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890336010841118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061252371167593474,0.0,0.0,0.11095379753663626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926445052736658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007391161029944,0.0,0.0,0.09296470102993004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228418412106235,0.0,0.14274138497368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968556013280847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996788110051178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869664245152734,0.10371230680585172,0.0,0.0,0.25561004663715353,0.10623066155715064,0.0,0.12400005073336305,0.0,0.35496705768571163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310701970351094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816537801312475,0.0,0.1885342684537673,0.0,0.0,0.11542935820223472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808392971753886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596490285009324,0.0912752071449559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SeeTaiShan,2018/03/29,"I have the same diagnosis as a person with ADHD but because I am smarter than average, I can't be diagnosed as having it? Rather than a lack of attention compared to the populace, it is normal. I read so much of the stuff on this sub and it resonates with me too well. I tried to talk with my psychiatrist and therapist about it, but since I don't fit the criterias of ADHD according to the hospital I can't get meds.


I see people get motivation for 1 week up and depressed for months, but for me it is like on overdrive. I get motivated for just days or hours before falling into days or weeks of depression. Then I pull myself out and the cycles seems to have no end.


Seems in the sense like I probably know myself and have all the answers of what to do but I struggle with dopamine issues, and currently have fluvoxamine prescribed. I have not taken it for months because it just feels wrong to be okay with being not okay. Depression and suicidal intents more than a year ago. 


But now I am conscious that I will never hit zero, but it still feels miserable. I wish I could change myself to associate anxiety in my body to neutral as compared to paralysis of action.


I'm not trying to say ""oh im smart so im just lazy"" but I am really in suffering. Lying on bed, when I know I should be folding the blanket, tidying the room, creating a positive environment around me. Stagnant.

AAAAAAAAAAAA!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!",3.494313186813187,5.612892501831503,4.882147435897437,80.32014423076923,74.53113553113553,8.506043956043957,28.957417582417587,9.188382445141503,2.7296472527472533,1115,48,208,27,24,371,151,273,0.172,0.688,0.14,-0.9208,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,13,13,0,2,14,2,22,2,1,3,2,52,36,23,1,6,16,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,2,1,12,15,0,1,11,1,0,3,8,7,1,1,1,4,28,6,43,27,5,31,0,5,1,0,3,12,0,4,18,158,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809510036947223,0.0,0.10993596008236502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487471287948478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040380556659836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120248707395936,0.0,0.10553161001355757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377579020863561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119637305721266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901961991795756,0.0,0.0,0.15996486258730044,0.0,0.32045389629588283,0.12587736080672926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984462217316388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541614937928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943854863620437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213439925134842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679250644807544,0.12944432068838954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631594135174066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117949868626884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377579020863561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798264474251076,0.0,0.09116873193541183,0.0,0.09565161989957953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151295086089027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597962798276497,0.10828919764531264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371418699516693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405323774227014,0.0,0.0794501803152567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862542434453032,0.0,0.0,0.09882762509486233,0.22580571082136086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259035778339642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904227366123336,0.0,0.0,0.12965229318198376,0.14197285786617694,0.1356573966166893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968231799317903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399640294957533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168402438625692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896220708291712,0.0,0.11150858311900153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261650713738325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559604705160191,0.0,0.07986460536441575
adhd,Drwatson349,2018/03/29,Chicago Any peeps in Chicago?,3.677999999999997,6.505024800000001,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,101.0,2.0,45.0,3.1291,3.187000000000001,24,2,3,0,1,7,4,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dogsquad420,2018/03/29,"2 months of Vyvanse: more energy, no increase in focus So i was diagnosed like 6/8 weeks back. I was weaned off 250mg zoloft and worked up to 60mg Vyvanse. 

It's been great for my general laziness and definitely helped me get out of bed and be productive. However, I don't feel any more focused, I just feel... faster. 

I mean, the energy helps me start tasks, but I have the same problems with continuing them. I still forget a lot of things, I can't stop talking, I feel more argumentative that usual, and my libido is so high it's almost inhuman. Sometimes I get anxious and stay awake all night- this isn't new to me, but it has been happening frequently since starting Vyvanse and I can't tell if it the drug or exam season. 

To be fair, I have noticed an increase in mood, I feel slightly sharper, and I can handle things that would have previously caused me to crumple. My therapist says that I seem to be making improvements, but I feel that I am just as distractible as I was before- I just start out a little more steam. 

Anyone else experienced a situation like this? Should I consider switching meds, should I wait for everything to stabilize first, or are these problems manageable with therapy? 

**TLDR: Energy level has improved but not getting focus increase I hoped from Vyvanse** ",3.6811272141706937,6.152200662551444,4.749364823760963,79.82982286634461,75.2962962962963,8.012095186974415,28.67221327607801,8.841846274778883,2.6223273930935767,1023,44,182,23,23,334,145,243,0.083,0.74,0.177,0.9623,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,7,0,24,3,0,2,1,45,41,18,0,7,11,0,5,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,13,11,0,2,7,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,5,7,30,4,22,30,10,29,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,7,18,127,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031148603512865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884963178649825,0.0,0.0,0.14701560048863688,0.0,0.09099347469687027,0.13333876953300608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006584482711764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073536935836026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368457594202138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320843682854644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091537925452692,0.0,0.10871116192959218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695701999179567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290010363538082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069283374791193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039706266912829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347438664593107,0.0,0.0,0.11507802269247153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445360384731712,0.1374948583967124,0.0,0.12925349902700936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715485477726532,0.1304295392619401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106361925203452,0.0,0.0,0.08686617734102894,0.0,0.0,0.14175525403639874,0.14455073856644196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387258040169398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568527252620593,0.0,0.12212295828915368,0.0,0.0,0.1481596526881655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490433955207017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348863995833596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118470090562525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076490841018276,0.1462772839247187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870692303677053,0.0,0.2763308412210882,0.13870668173458556,0.103926044097683,0.10879875510241699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459764898928492,0.11374379706779232,0.0,0.14882080695038818,0.1510968596503739,0.1729119311658876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332540680153388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438651266123454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947398891507898,0.0,0.0,0.092444228059157,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,grace4105,2018/03/29,"Is it cheaper to go to a university or private psychologist? I’m thinking of making an appointment, but I need to consider costs and am wondering what is usually the best option for someone with a college budget. I’m not sure if that would be going to a nearby university’s psychology department for an assessment, or to a small clinic. I know there must be a lot of range but I wanted to know if one option tends to be cheaper. 

I’m also wondering how insurance tends to work out in either of these situations, and I’m not sure if university psychology departments usually even take insurance or not.",8.066842105263156,7.605548666666667,9.727017543859649,59.16578947368424,62.33333333333334,13.915789473684216,40.05263157894737,13.023866798666859,5.792852631578947,484,24,80,18,6,173,68,114,0.045,0.902,0.053,0.443,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,2,3,32,25,12,0,7,12,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,16,20,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,2,60,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221525151216246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128735469368508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397735668375105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305632295520826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295685935178072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245175474359672,0.0,0.0,0.1354007614422753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040716257958114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745317275079533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280065294845194,0.0,0.0,0.17187009915321236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823584441233392,0.0,0.15251436326363624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997502833925362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468107106581624,0.0,0.11964336803810932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439953982996342,0.14767373818710447,0.0,0.0,0.14409542647436294,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdpunk,2018/03/29,"Doese methylphenidate cure adhd? So I have been on the medication on and off since I was a kid. At some point I would take it to satisfy my mom, then spit it out. I hated it. I took it for long periods and abused it a lot. Now at the age of 21 I have been prescribed it again. And lord I hate it. I started a drawing course and this time I was determined to make friends and be social. But the medication gave me ridiculous social anxiety and the inability to enjoy life, just like when I was taking it as a kid. I don't believe methylphenidate treats adhd like they say. Its not possible. If anything it would make it harder to focus without it. I need someone to explain to me how this med has helped. I will refuse to take it and act like I am taking it if I dont see solid proof of this stuff actually curing adhd for the long term. Its not worth it. I hate this thing. When I'm on it, I can't enjoy music, art, books, food, and I can't even laugh. Literally, it takes away the ability to laugh. Just try to laugh while on it.  
TL;DR
Has anyone had their adhd cured by methylphenidate treatment?  Or do you have solid proof that it treats and cures adhd for the long term and not just increase focus when you are actually on it? ",1.9658046076563311,3.882981322709167,3.3808279923783147,90.26104971418673,78.40239043824701,6.27756798891391,21.670015589814653,7.255503002510835,0.5731668456608348,956,27,207,12,23,313,130,251,0.151,0.7559999999999999,0.093,-0.9206,0,0,3,0,1,0,30.0,0,2,2,0,11,15,4,0,11,0,23,5,1,3,2,34,40,22,0,5,11,1,0,3,1,3,3,1,0,2,28,11,1,1,1,2,1,3,8,4,0,0,8,2,25,11,27,28,5,30,1,0,1,0,15,11,0,5,19,146,53,1,0.0,0.11396319437370413,0.1877248722691128,0.0,0.5779768587646618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358106652315775,0.0,0.0,0.06725460998949881,0.0,0.07915184952093393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036873397281446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836726981701107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272780459022505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352911681806422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630697523903202,0.0,0.07431209525648838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848875669812459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447060696989401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793812979190131,0.1409730235295181,0.0,0.0,0.2553614172425212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177283045258678,0.0,0.0,0.12840812811713584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683956820383336,0.1937920225289338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265041064829412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131976953647916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909256735182036,0.10843384776856456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648996965912037,0.0,0.0,0.07664678854594124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795650148663263,0.0,0.0,0.1960964690404512,0.08149702216031966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808005744846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010852082792323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615947888522322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390087053952681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608609820564353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686479059813578,0.06530312800481976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271866165226007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665376609939986,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,needhelplllll,2018/03/29,"Doctor manipulated me into changing ADHD medication because I admitted I once drank underage **TL:DR** Doc used my history of minimal underage alcohol use to justify lying to me to convince me to switch from Vyvanse to a medication with less abuse potential. I fell for the trap and am now maybe stuck on this new medication which is closely related to Ritalin and Ritalin makes me feel terrible.

I'll try to keep this as short as possible since it's r/ADHD after all.

Been on Vyvanse for a year. I'm trying to get sleeping medication,  when asked if I had taken any before I mentioned how when I was 17 I was given sleep meds (trazodone, not addictive) when I told my old doc I sometimes drink alcohol the night before math tests because anxiety stopped me from sleeping.

I've been trying to switch to Dexedrine recently since the Vyvanse crashes are really rough, but have been turned down for my ""alcohol abuse history"". Today the doctor said I could try switching to Foquest, a new ADHD medication. I was told it was the same active ingredient as Vyvanse. My old doc put me on ritalin before and it gave me headaches and made my focus 10x worse, so I asked if it had the same active ingredient as Ritalin to which the doc replied ""yes but all ADHD meds contain methylphenidate so it's ok"". I said I thought only some did and he said I was wrong.


Turns out, Foquest is literally the same thing as Ritalin but extended release, in the USA its called Ritalin-LA but in Canada its labelled as Foquest. Also I discovered Vyvanse doesnt contain methylphenidate, its active ingredient is Lisdexamfetamine, and Vyvanse is not recommended for people with a history of alcohol abuse (acc. to FDA). I also found out with FDA information that Foquest is the only ADHD drug available for my region that is OK for people with a history of alcohol abuse.

I put these pieces together and realized my doctor lied to me about Foquest to get me to switch off of Vyvanse (given by different doc) since he believes my ""alcohol abuse"" history poses a risk. 

I'm now reading stories about people who were told to switch from Vyvanse to meds with less abuse potential, and then they weren't allow to switch back. 

Now I only have Foquest pills, no Vyvanse left including refills, and I have very important work deadlines coming up. What are my options.",6.420467808054013,7.733301578088579,7.260429225946471,69.35706293706296,65.85314685314685,10.6724861345551,36.93762559279801,10.704944029454452,4.461320649465479,1863,95,303,51,29,621,199,429,0.139,0.809,0.052000000000000005,-0.9898,1,0,10,0,6,0,49.0,0,0,1,1,14,6,0,1,16,3,27,27,3,7,2,52,57,30,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,22,3,0,0,18,19,8,4,6,2,0,4,5,3,0,0,28,5,39,3,58,28,9,36,0,0,0,0,17,14,0,4,18,198,57,7,0.0,0.4195297701970464,0.0,0.06433368410209749,0.3546152189299853,0.0,0.0,0.3784064258793771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438652834110876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040131364838095575,0.0,0.04514534728947655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033975568193244,0.0,0.0,0.04537792106464962,0.0,0.0719484526784009,0.0,0.15064903090030402,0.06648827289234326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602596236246021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242870882056,0.050835109005828834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047117667015725874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165679474798329,0.0,0.1812091813858257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781099551127404,0.0684371993169614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029839118599646688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470551662661361,0.0,0.0,0.06166448377729152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052454120977175535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411859793965995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584022485692903,0.03939212770730382,0.0,0.059287230817863926,0.0,0.19665287438998025,0.29725065741760204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139916698956916,0.0,0.055380394489258605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384997963824974,0.06284770392193123,0.0,0.13464781878432874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227380841731513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652912150852577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865021080906818,0.0,0.0,0.059029706971263925,0.0,0.037805711065497086,0.0,0.058268945832938776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840673373580867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645031927209887,0.0,0.17716906809306482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058366094886091985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933812660552973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039206104626098255,0.0,0.0,0.04685031529224761,0.0,0.0,0.0559381223959395,0.16917046409055306,0.0,0.1602658146814918,0.12837999930428245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193784213071796,0.0,0.04869251345664969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296270339780458,0.0,0.06014003970382242,0.0,0.06452225729526777,0.0,0.03800291179688175
adhd,inquisitivefemale,2018/03/29,"How Do You Deal with Overestimating How Much You Can Get Done? ADHD diagnosis as an adult here.  I want to become more goal oriented, and I understand that breaking things into smaller chunks is key.  I still have trouble with it though.  I've got a time set aside to do some work, and I really don't know how much I can get through, so it's hard to make the goal.  Can anyone relate?",3.2149783549783564,4.64948064935065,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,73.67532467532467,7.730735930735931,23.222943722943725,8.344100000000001,1.156837229437229,298,8,64,5,6,98,57,77,0.067,0.915,0.018000000000000002,-0.5328,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,4,0,13,16,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,8,14,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,44,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056263202579489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778166258715509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808609304783247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621782571848054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602432693407524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26572871469428644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033916911828081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780817109888796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975989372583938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975118939680192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738882528356614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291489677949195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308905185993084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894956630285446,0.0,0.24985429446906504,0.0,0.14828783845129986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26474145169773305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999623201208406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513775279336173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,soulpatchfanatic,2018/03/29,"Any tips on remembering to eat while on meds?? (19f) Meds have changed my life for the better. I’ve been on 20mg of Dexedrine for about a month now and it has improved my focus tenfold but I find that I am getting too preoccupied in my busy university schedule and I find myself forgetting to eat during the day. Does anyone else have this issue? And if so, any tips to help myself have a better eating schedule? ",2.530648148148149,4.868990259259263,3.800725308641976,85.84701388888892,78.50617283950619,6.0253086419753075,23.70524691358025,7.1686216300943375,0.9914802469135804,325,11,63,4,8,106,57,81,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,0,0,9,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,11,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425333337548917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468852546974668,0.18271436074297706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154267764688777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864350780677736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500444753582505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605283250949306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474109586690854,0.14896710481998918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259704340995306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316710810308608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195270468518193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861242818783912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259557557206432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39615628499638816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233678766715346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200671609232035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,foolishtimbit,2018/03/29,"Doing an action or task, and then complete forgetting I did it. I have this problem that gives me a lot of stress and anxiety. I’ll do something like brush my teeth, wash my hands, lock the door, turn off the stove, log out of a school’s computer etc, then a few seconds later completely forget I did it. It’s like the memory is gone. Then I’ll want to impulsively double check things to make sure i did it. I have ADHD & an anxiety disorder so I feel like it’s a combination of the two.            ",2.6965594059405937,4.0942934455445545,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,74.94059405940594,8.614356435643566,24.506188118811878,9.188382445141503,1.8462960396039607,382,12,82,9,8,131,67,101,0.142,0.748,0.111,-0.4798,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,0,8,3,2,1,1,12,14,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,4,3,9,4,7,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,55,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424252332650213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856082509458316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086266680969096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229939181918893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118572899736964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496833217920445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199442805597984,0.1441070210663271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935058050343965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956469415251638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149300353979366,0.0,0.0,0.13464799645463196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301640329741107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414887742850155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529198519051682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106671273147364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011635488721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401214262706626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941071347567245,0.19704868510705373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897820679748207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nightowl133,2018/03/29,"I'm having a really hard time handling feeling stupid due to clumsiness and and forgetfulness I've kind of learned to accept that I'll find certain things harder than others. But I'm really struggling that every single day I seem to be doing something so stupid because I'm not thinking about what it is I'm doing. 
I forget everything, forget where things are, forget to bring things along with me. Every day I have to go through a list of ""phone, keys, wallet, etc"" 
And then the worst is my clumsiness, which I'm not actually sure is in relation to ADHD (please let me know if you relate) but I'm so sick of it. It's like I get so caught up in my head that I just drop things and bump into things. I don't think about what I'm doing. Today my vaporiser broke. My boyfriend said that it's probably due to me knocking it over on its side so many times. He rolled his eyes and shook his head when I told him it wasn't working. I feel so guilty because he got me that one for Christmas. 
I've been trying so hard to keep aware of things. I feel like a really broken malfunctioning human. 
I have a lot of anxiety, especially social anxiety, which I feel like distracts me so much more. 
I feel like I'll never be able to function normally. And it's making me so depressed. I don't know what to do. ",3.3761026615969563,4.7084839011406885,4.7035190114068435,84.7622747148289,73.10646387832699,7.6934600760456275,24.55684410646388,8.238735603445708,1.3817408365019008,1018,30,209,16,20,338,140,263,0.199,0.737,0.064,-0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,13,16,2,3,5,0,18,4,3,1,3,39,44,19,0,2,6,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,25,9,0,1,13,0,0,4,6,8,0,1,6,9,27,8,28,35,6,23,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,3,14,134,52,2,0.11124946324736994,0.0,0.10856342820142854,0.0,0.1337002357761809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021106976213315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563328043082187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349340071217564,0.0,0.09581899967952434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240725589883292,0.0,0.0,0.18746494187183,0.0,0.0999838441599356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812553564511474,0.2384299163178447,0.0,0.0,0.10167999395413604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812325289448556,0.0,0.06322563370836694,0.0,0.08897635859079893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931533489625688,0.0,0.2283480895254509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988836345383325,0.0,0.1158491964434928,0.1222795911518862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137601135521762,0.0,0.21740347326088094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945803153344604,0.0,0.0,0.07425988058385907,0.11278949443912288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178115601411808,0.0,0.0858024443682342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900085348483833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538551545515658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211850305879787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199457374892499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380776458473627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058237154189918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012773331027746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340481780543175,0.0,0.08564527196484317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630209383427345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485130252732863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44345520038804936,0.14256832798494312,0.0,0.0,0.12974091332805207,0.0,0.10545148310020233,0.10630362962387213,0.0,0.07553108293840527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099093421879777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ElPenguino02,2018/03/29,"A brief description of ADHD Basically everyone on this sub has already done this but ADHD is when you try to get started on an essay and get distracted, so you decide you need to find one of those chrome extensions that whitelists certain websites. You spend 30 minutes researching the best option, but then think to yourself “hey, speaking of computer downloading things i heard the phrase VPN before, what’s that?” So you spend 30 minutes finding out what a VPN is. Then you spend another 30 minutes finding a good one for you.  Then you set up your preferences for twenty minutes. Then you go back to your essay, get distracted, and remember that chrome extension. You then set the extension up. At this point you probably have a couple hours before your essay is due. You then say “oh t won’t take long” and take your sweet time with it. The end of the essay is complete trash, because since you took your time, you realized it took longer than expected and the last page was written in ten minutes. Then you get two hours of sleep so you can get up and face the next day. ",6.228488194973345,7.124335915841591,5.950198019801983,80.07831302361006,66.07920792079209,9.581721249047982,32.37014470677837,9.661875296680813,2.9930307692307707,853,34,157,17,13,265,113,202,0.029,0.893,0.077,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,21,0,1,5,6,0,2,12,0,10,2,2,0,1,21,25,18,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,0,8,0,3,4,1,2,0,4,6,4,22,4,21,18,2,35,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,1,20,101,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109864360319188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277735316899162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566935219962425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948753742869787,0.0,0.07887067334553946,0.0,0.22019079982293854,0.0,0.13577947178769514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565560947389724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315982394045687,0.0,0.0834413286979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324037255123651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145949313644044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363099706617965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547611425511473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379863760767239,0.0,0.07353133814116834,0.10852031833606553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548323772715456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546441008927546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144998798308966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593585197412903,0.0,0.0,0.1376002838433758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534653281445353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230875130392342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949675257658484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656571252519413,0.0,0.0,0.10289055130737113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702695112651762,0.0,0.12947643464468475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915779503525344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455982184687648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595631333276267,0.08290339944741869,0.0,0.0,0.15088853063415855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874985378864747,0.08784256122018966,0.0,0.12638838680465914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wordsalad12,2018/03/29,"Job Hunting So I'm convinced that looking for a job is societies biggest fuck you to ADHD people. It also doesn't help that I have dyslexia too, but the combination of unengaging actions and all the selfdestruvtive tendencies that come along with ADHD. The discouragement is getting the best of me.

Any tips for how to be more efficient or helpful/relatable  stories?  Kind of feel like I'm drowning tbh",5.751552511415525,8.105875410958909,6.450890410958905,70.48309360730596,68.86301369863014,9.250228310502283,36.82420091324201,9.725611199111238,4.193376255707761,327,18,51,8,6,107,58,73,0.095,0.722,0.183,0.8519,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,12,6,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,9,11,3,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743516947921906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109114479718053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249667370899545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250767109763099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583740808236575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082214343849118,0.1707085328250795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090879576773625,0.1248434178630304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016559234128905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742492460538093,0.0,0.0,0.24883345168149465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674068167886968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006608810701378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566037143279513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spsplinters,2018/03/29,"Ideas on self-medicating/ upping my caffeine? I've been struggling a while now that my classes have gotten harder and I have realized I can not ""outstudy"" my disorder, so I am trying to treat it. I can't go and try to actually get medicated due to some issues my mom would have with knowing I have ADD/ADHD, so I have to take care of this myself. 

So far, I am trying to eat a deficit. I have noticed when I am around a BMI around 21 I don't feel the effects as much, so of course I am going to try to get back there. I already eat pretty healthy, so It isn't that I am eating healthier at a deficit, I'm just eating less. 

I'm working out; kickboxing and yoga with some ballet stuff, mainly just workout videos. Once it gets warmer, I'm going to start rollerblading. 

I'm trying to get caffeine in me; I have two issues with this. One, I can't get enough in a day. I hate black coffee, I'm not willing to get soda in my deficit and I can't explain why I'm buying diet soda, and same thing with caffeine pills.  Second, I'll fall asleep from it. I know stimulants have an adverse effect on me, but STILL. It's annoying. Is there something else I would be able to try? Something I can get as a minor? Something I can cover up by saying it's for something else? 

Thank you in advance. ",2.241897084048027,3.7756936716981135,4.024708404802748,87.66169382504292,76.43396226415095,6.176672384219554,24.875643224699825,6.7829847944221076,0.9059433962264152,993,34,207,9,22,335,139,265,0.068,0.872,0.061,-0.3981,0,0,4,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,4,15,7,2,1,8,0,27,10,1,3,0,31,53,15,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,12,12,7,0,8,4,1,5,7,4,0,3,2,3,30,3,34,47,7,26,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,2,8,143,42,2,0.09915818264635436,0.0,0.096764082523033,0.0,0.11916886618568573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942352027466316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654361062156915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624652178570931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109837575440636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394882465511945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364386797479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058543028586248,0.16566787580187722,0.0,0.0,0.10245690932670114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013735651602382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626424048076051,0.0,0.169061640897417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789817658131414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193751863226,0.0,0.20699076115632026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898948794386132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014238730795972,0.09989143704630232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613286508565225,0.0,0.0,0.07289267353179464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289224815888392,0.0,0.10560022834537358,0.06719215079510693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087951976148664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885456675841045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344361009622767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30534725372663346,0.0,0.0,0.07018467204145483,0.0,0.07918785274922482,0.0,0.0,0.10366166205161416,0.11351239574272763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745546129619672,0.0,0.0,0.09129153225877568,0.0,0.0,0.06587629050365094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40393138261691663,0.0,0.0968631361980253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947483676963952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218833793480152,0.0,0.0,0.14087825592944878,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,halfginger16,2018/03/29,"A poem I wrote for my Creative Writing class. Received the response I was expecting, annoyed with it nonetheless. Advice? Tl;dr: Suck at poetry because I am a straightforward person; attempted to write poem for creative writing class about forgetfulness of ADHD as well as kind-of-crappy past; received feedback from oblivious person talking about ""everyday things people forget"" and how I need to put in more imagery/similes/metaphors and crap, which would detract from poem. Advice on how to proceed would be appreciated.

**What I do**

I forget

I forget what you just said

I forget that paper I have to write for Acting 1

I forget to check with Admissions

I forget that I need a job this summer

I forget that time when I was younger

I forget that Mother’s Day comes after Easter

I forget what it’s like to fully trust her

I forget what it’s like to not care

I forget what it’s like to show emotion

.

I do not forget the feeling of being judged.

I do not forget the unpredictability.

I do not forget the unexpected eggshells.

~~~

Okay, so, if it wasn't immediately obvious, that poem was about 2 things: First, one aspect of my ADHD, and second, my less-than-great past (which led to my AvPD, but that's not relevant ATM).

Okay, so something to understand about me before I go any further: I am a very straightforward person. If I want to talk/write about something, I will talk/write about that thing, and be blunt about it. I don't need to use parallels or extended metaphors or anything like that to get my point across. I can use pretty/super-descriptive language when it's necessary, but a lot of the time, I don't find it necessary. I am also *not* a deep thinker, which means I suck at philosophy/meaning of life crap.

This means that I am not a great poet, most of the time. I have no misconceptions about that. However, every once in a while, I'm able to write a poem that, I think, is not half-bad.

This was one of those poems. You see, in my creative writing class, we're taught that a lot of good poetry comes from personal experiences, and pain/grief is a good place to start (this isn't the only thing they teach, mind you, just the one that's relevant). I also knew, from personal experience, that repetition is often used in poetry.

After receiving a particular prompt, with this knowledge in my head, I was able to create this poem. It's one of my better ones, I think. And, after much time spent convincing myself, I turned it in online.

The way my class works, you send in one copy of the file to the teacher, and put another copy in a group discussion page, where other members of the class can read your poem and comment on it. One of our assignments this week is to read the poems in our group (4 people including myself), and fill out these response sheets, which go into detail on what you liked about the poem, what could be improved, etc.

I knew I'd get a lot of responses telling me to be more descriptive, and indeed, one of the main responses from my teacher was telling me to be more descriptive in places. He didn't give specifics, he just said he wanted more detail. This is a good thing, as it doesn't restrict me, so I can give more detail without changing the format/compromising the strengths of the poem.

Yesterday, however, I received the first response sheet from one of my group members. 

This is the first paragraph of her response:

>I admire the simplicity of the piece, and the daily things most people forget to do. The emotional response to the piece is that these are some things I forget to do, and it’s very relatable. The thing I see happening in the poem is an individual who forgets certain tasks, holidays, and it seems like themselves, but remembers things that might hurt personally. What I would like to see happen in this poem is more imagery, and more descriptiveness. This poem would fall under more language driven. I wouldn’t say it’s confusing, but very direct. I believe the poet has found the subject and how forgetfulness and remembering plays a vital role.

The rest of it is all minor things, with ""More imagery"" repeated in every single answer (the sheet is set up with questions which the reader answers). 

The two things that get to me are, of course, the first two-three sentences, which pretty much completely squash one of the two things I'm trying to talk about, and the way she keeps saying ""more imagery"" all the time.

I get that I could probably be more descriptive. But this poem isn't about anything *concrete.* There are no images to describe. Honestly, trying to put them in would probably take away from the poem.

Not to mention, it would totally ruin the structure of the poem, which, in my opinion, is one of the strongest things about it.

I know they're just suggestions, but the way she keeps insisting... It just gets to me. I know I have to add *something,* but I honestly have no idea what.

Does anyone have any suggestions on how to handle this situation? How might I better portray the whole ""ADHD"" aspect of the poem, so it's more clear that's what I'm talking about?

Sorry if this would fit better on another subreddit. If it does, just point me in the *write* direction (haha, get it? :D). ",4.325563524590159,6.311543052254102,5.102836065573771,80.20732786885247,71.85860655737704,7.953770491803278,26.851639344262296,8.660442795831766,2.099594098360656,4073,143,732,75,80,1318,355,976,0.069,0.8079999999999999,0.123,0.9961,3,0,3,0,0,0,180.0,2,6,2,11,36,36,5,1,62,3,67,4,3,9,6,150,121,47,0,20,29,1,1,7,0,11,1,4,0,6,90,27,0,3,21,5,3,17,21,8,1,18,17,8,87,28,120,84,31,84,0,2,3,0,59,37,4,19,33,540,177,14,0.09148601635794347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492261985232215,0.08939907636561889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316133422846006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221362831257811,0.09593106496401634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0319845748966529,0.0,0.07528519634880652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429770619518944,0.0,0.03819350114271331,0.027884513214649274,0.0,0.03892393082855662,0.05153670593509026,0.0,0.1213679204045099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663804545014613,0.0,0.048390037346918165,0.07880710236687055,0.047960673778501724,0.0,0.0,0.07304413977691415,0.0,0.0,0.029500456050787712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006002942822114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029094547215275,0.0,0.0,0.051015545737684895,0.0,0.0,0.0770809145410983,0.0,0.0,0.08949087878826141,0.0,0.0,0.02312903935889974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180828077111464,0.15563591755682718,0.0,0.05015484742946154,0.0,0.0,0.14339300280284728,0.0877617231866763,0.05199361139229358,0.11510119499459437,0.0,0.10086365600864246,0.0,0.0,0.08090078212812057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694552324980413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896883633498728,0.05163828837596717,0.0,0.0,0.04539287735567779,0.08131697486747794,0.0,0.047634303894650704,0.050278322024302304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0323096394582748,0.15643406259358092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666720930492835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948263778777973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705220594049492,0.04618739839493094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725274853904531,0.10175358287146648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871481082031814,0.3409631079847053,0.034789618979000424,0.04867378582430137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733375447218229,0.095137326868307,0.2396461821108125,0.09558341528805034,0.0,0.08648385635202357,0.0,0.0,0.046537084226301935,0.09863739906418408,0.0,0.0,0.13795307257050732,0.051242637939664916,0.0,0.0915107737732473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036358224005044,0.0,0.08702415164334842,0.07275335218765946,0.0,0.0,0.10935376545422047,0.04164271665889755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141705775007674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564560749206216,0.0,0.051205552621119914,0.0323771366270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034393049362978836,0.1838324862995183,0.07996281070624116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950650868494408,0.05862054523873629,0.0,0.0,0.13336557962342915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062112999807210224,0.049755257463258776,0.13405281681541667,0.04762008472813738,0.0,0.11852181666806676,0.0,0.1132283170290366,0.0539608227688657,0.10892601219208674,0.03669228198545207,0.0,0.04112845786733253,0.0,0.0,0.05107043505482351,0.0,0.04409462754147527,0.0,0.033301454750889435,0.0,0.0,0.2274616440552464,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YungGravity,2018/03/29,"ADHD is causing me to have fits of self hatred. I was diagnosed with ADD in the 3rd grade and medicated with some medicine that wasn’t adderall, and then I went to adderall. I never thought of it as a big thing back then, I was an extremely smart child and all I had trouble with was memory issues. Or so I remember.

I’m 16 now and I’m no longer on medication, I haven’t been for a long time, and I feel like my ADD is getting worse. I’m having trouble finding motivation to do anything, including things I enjoy. When it comes to school work (math especially) I stress and stress about doing homework when I get home, but I never do it. I can be on the brink of an anxiety attack thinking “I’m gonna fail math if I don’t do my homework. If I fail, my mom’s gonna be so disappointed.” And literally *know* that I have to do my homework, but it’s almost like I really can’t force myself to do it.

Lately I’ve also noticed that when I forget simple things (forgetting what I walked into a room to do, forgetting where I put something I just had, etc.) I go into these fits of strong rage and self hatred. My head just fills with these thoughts like “You’re an idiot. You just put that thing down.” Or “why are you so retarded? You literally just thought about this.” And this is especially prevalent with my schooling. I’d consider myself gifted in everything except math, but yet I struggle constantly because I can’t motivate myself to do work. And I see my struggling grades and just go into these tirades of self hate and deprecation where I just tell myself that I’m stupid and lazy. 

I just can’t do it anymore. I just want some tips, because I know a lot of you have probably felt this same way. I’d appreciate any responses.


TL;DR: I’m unmedicated with ADD and find myself having constant fits of self hate when I make mistakes. It’s taking a toll on me and I would appreciate help on how to avoid these thoughts.",3.0542968750000017,4.808942085937506,4.608229166666664,83.3971875,74.75520833333334,7.716666666666668,26.322916666666664,8.472884824447931,1.811269791666667,1507,55,304,28,32,505,180,384,0.217,0.701,0.08199999999999999,-0.9959,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,0,7,24,23,6,5,10,0,34,4,1,5,3,76,63,34,0,5,16,1,2,3,0,3,3,0,5,5,24,28,0,1,14,0,0,8,9,17,0,0,13,3,49,6,37,45,6,43,0,3,1,0,12,18,0,8,19,209,73,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250464266078468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373990414888372,0.0,0.0,0.07486228788382214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366005489306073,0.0,0.07161369413198235,0.0,0.09283894838777987,0.0,0.0,0.07703552842345505,0.0,0.0,0.10649830988546637,0.0,0.07198262400401473,0.0,0.11413124037660162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616634508803823,0.0,0.0806393164763185,0.0,0.2023248078938964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501523157603724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440324829612528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413333449834587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047333549100001183,0.06687715091214715,0.08988316720872555,0.0,0.17112118492761547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978178648558746,0.0,0.1064048583918611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848469273217961,0.09607395254463162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274682532077955,0.0,0.09390147876828958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770765789484734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289452092126124,0.0,0.10559954940197376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720375994721862,0.0,0.0,0.08284456537362073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958643092642534,0.0,0.0,0.062487409095564224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886105119479004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963842239865013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440024412866126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065790289428252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093065473349316,0.0,0.0,0.1882138562605873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059970889388145425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060452881763489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894827217064935,0.0745974464694699,0.0,0.3906351301952908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206786631341898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144667664874432,0.19572928097793274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070385330988462,0.0,0.08182189428636122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487692888302912,0.05998343496395344,0.0,0.2972730835638551,0.05458649720293439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521537696341377,0.07430564763710576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678019536612748,0.08447117825401848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630276805648334,0.0,0.09539965172532293,0.06649999429096275,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,immortanjose,2018/03/29,What careers do you guys have? I am having trouble finding a career. I think a dynamic environment that is always dealing with new problems is something that would keep me engaged and attentive. I’ve never had a passion and tend to move on from infatuation to infatuation often. I think it’s a blessing because I’ve accumulated a well rounded but shallow collection of knowledge but I still am at a lost when it comes to picking a career. I am just curious what people in this sub do?,5.1077329192546586,6.873445239130441,6.979192546583858,68.43413043478263,69.43478260869566,8.735403726708075,37.055900621118006,9.23628265651192,3.8673770186335403,390,22,63,8,7,136,65,92,0.096,0.753,0.151,0.4253,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,1,1,18,17,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,1,7,5,9,14,0,9,1,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,51,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552172824464727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789350547184342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311900431969053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703370993798864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367355656484744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564661660623091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302249660475805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827461241796322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752925913308916,0.0,0.0,0.1997687982819695,0.2501588802037316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795688037158194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784294807732496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940286299446452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068501924921977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319334753727121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328861306394453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399725049532187,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DallasDem,2018/03/29,"Working in a cubical I work in an office with an open cube layout (standing desks in each corner with a table in the middle to “collaborate”) and it is very, very noisy.  I have struggled for 2 1/2 years with this layout.  My team is all female, 30s, and we all get along really well.  We all work together on projects so the talking is non-stop in our very laid back office.  Up until two weeks ago, I barely worked at all because I couldn’t get myself to sit down and tune them out enough to focus, I was bringing all of my work home.  Enter Adderall.  The past two weeks have been better.  

I found out today that my boss wants to expand our cube into a mega-cube with 8 of us inside.  Everyone is so happy about this change except me.  Even with my meds I am so nervous that this environment is just not conducive to me being able to focus.  I can’t help but feel my work environment is working against my ADHD.

Does anyone else work in an environment like this? How do you cope?  Am I just freaking out over nothing? 

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adhd,glutamic08,2018/03/29,"My story (Medical school, pharmacy, residency) Hey guys, I wanted to share my story, finding out I had adhd and the trouble I had with university/college.

I did pretty well at uni, did a bachelor of pharmacy, didn't really like it so finished it and got accepted into med school. I finished med school 2 years ago and now doing a surgical residency (With an interest in neurosurgery).

Throughout school, teachers always said I was naturally gifted but lazy, story of my life. During college, pretty much the same thing, wouldn't attend any lectures and just cram everything a week before the exam and surprisingly would do pretty well. It wasn't that I didn't try, I did but it just wasn't interesting if there was no looming deadline ahead, there was no drive.
I finally decided to see a doctor in my last year of pharmacy school and got diagnosed with ADHD, they put me on dexamphetamine (dexedrine) and then vyvanse [We don't have adderall in Australia] and that worked super well. 
Then I went straight through med school where you could not just cram even if you were a genius, there was too much stuff to understand and memorise. Med school was very very difficult with ADHD even with meds it was incredibly challenging but I graduated 2 years ago doing slightly above average. 
Currently working in a surgical residency, it's interesting to say that work is actually good for me, there's always stuff to do and my brain copes pretty well. It doesn't cope quite that well when I come back home and have to study or if I need to present a poster or publication.

Feel free to ask me anything, this is my first post so go easy :)",6.379238410596027,7.5309206655629195,6.826814569536424,73.01247350993377,65.85430463576161,10.543311258278148,32.98079470198675,10.577609850970193,3.689421986754967,1299,54,227,34,20,423,163,302,0.073,0.738,0.189,0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,1,8,21,18,0,0,11,0,29,5,1,0,0,43,41,24,0,8,12,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,1,1,15,20,0,0,5,0,1,6,10,2,5,1,20,4,26,17,27,18,3,36,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,5,20,157,41,16,0.0,0.0,0.07109247690533346,0.0,0.2626597487282749,0.0,0.1291567763247177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212364347700912,0.0,0.0,0.049541463732168486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059950511256864236,0.0,0.0681062434131781,0.0,0.0,0.05601824507427408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061991192597474876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813262780499372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275504756176174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816593083791932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394265771581902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456651527452217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623535156769043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547415874394015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036835866855467296,0.0,0.0,0.0798051695810314,0.06658487799875631,0.0619673805739558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414031408062886,0.06110431462277197,0.11653187123937572,0.0,0.0,0.07213435941190477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307591412874041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938363059020287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051457112367064566,0.0355915239090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404607521810872,0.073390141218612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710835207668316,0.0540184047790676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977152229782962,0.2964643384969833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732357987240902,0.0,0.07748645255116357,0.0,0.0,0.046670485072618964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692983831581164,0.057934373168039566,0.0,0.5161066842264579,0.058053149576885926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679489253438726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048399246281543185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946133203780631,0.0,0.0,0.07584089738758544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022010211578002,0.04296965498829868,0.0,0.05843701473573305,0.0,0.3275108780920478,0.06753399613970701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911010408979046,0.0,0.0,0.0517515585069698,0.0,0.0,0.1407417777165756
adhd,BabyBoxerBrown,2018/03/29,I can’t imagine not being on my meds and it’s making me feel terrible... Was diagnosed with ADHD when I was very young started taking Adderall consistently when I was a junior in high school I currently take 1 30m pill a day and everything feels fine for now...but I can’t not help feeling so bad that this is the only way that I can feel normal..I can’t even get out of bed unless i take my pill. Do any of you guys feel that way?,1.3992741935483863,2.897386279569893,3.662029569892475,89.51304435483874,78.6774193548387,6.800537634408602,21.302419354838708,7.6454224807358475,0.6919258064516121,336,9,76,5,8,116,67,93,0.091,0.8859999999999999,0.022,-0.6829,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,1,0,14,21,6,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,5,11,1,8,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,45,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290239106100986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129591760628242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911507468341327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289963285053193,0.0,0.0,0.19342099480000605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586738163165054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712688900988355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817807630669458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956313538264022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869080430316884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773271372153575,0.20134397912629254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720462424034287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167643087159807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671471729284306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449344170194577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928634805281354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488395560275962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298468944388528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572373273054385,0.0,0.3025256487161452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YourFavoriteSandwich,2018/03/29,"Any Tips for Managers with ADHD? Anyone out there thriving in a management career? Looking for advice

I'm in my mid 30's, diagnosed ADHD in adulthood, and sort of fell into a role as a technology manager about a year ago. Has been going OK but I haven't written any code in a year so I'm kind of stuck as a manager now.

Last job was a pretty spastic little company where everyone is over-extended and there were several project managers, developers, clients pulling me in different directions. Kind of ADHD overload but I was medicated on a low dose and the role kind of worked since I needed to bounce around priorities willy-nilly and the PMs kept me in check.

I've been applying for jobs at bigger companies in more traditional tech manager positions. Kind of worried this might be a really bad move with the ADHD, especially if I have to set & track department goals without a project manager snapping me back on task every 15 mins.

Any advice for going into corporate management roles with ADHD? Thanks in advance!",5.2802807017543865,7.301450326315795,6.553157894736844,70.64043859649126,69.42105263157895,10.329824561403509,33.719298245614034,10.504223727775694,4.2132350877192986,822,40,134,25,15,277,123,190,0.094,0.853,0.054000000000000006,-0.8198,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,13,1,11,4,0,0,0,19,21,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,2,0,0,8,1,8,6,33,11,1,35,0,1,1,0,3,20,0,3,7,80,9,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350235493164892,0.2065351089989194,0.09367738481107717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450233049079905,0.0,0.21559448420148605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389268358375144,0.0,0.0,0.09407604000475367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126004456894638,0.08823691745202783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072611905918701,0.0,0.11041126987861463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903847631139852,0.10098008847491206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011875997730807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097386964958626,0.0,0.0,0.4401905051785476,0.0,0.08614187149254007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591736063232797,0.0,0.0,0.08874310709728955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645971037540508,0.0,0.11210791401539848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123192463292762,0.0,0.07835907701268348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751276359794217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770018753759592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193863327559652,0.0,0.08741813340040071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729432643451966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187005364909732,0.0,0.0769350184186315,0.10732138396603158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610664543070308
adhd,darthmittenzz,2018/03/30,"Diagnosed with ADD & depression for years now, am considering taking anti depressants with my vyvanse. Anyone take anti depressants with their ADD medication? Suggestions on which ones work best with ADD? I hope this post is allowed! I’ve consulted with my primary care doctor about starting to take anti depressants with my vyvanse, last time I took an anti depressant was 5 years ago. I’ve been struggling with my balance of controlling my ADD and depression but have been considering giving anti depressants another shot. 

I told her I still wanted to think about it before I make a sure decision. She suggested I do research on which anti depressants work best with people who have ADD. I wanted to do some research but a lot of the articles I’m finding are very old and not updated. So while I’m still searching I also wanted to ask your guys’s opinion on which anti depressants worked best for you with your ADD?",7.200789330430047,8.516014958083836,7.430310288513883,68.83144256940668,64.08982035928142,11.342188350571588,34.94229722373435,11.20814326018867,4.484477844311376,746,33,117,22,11,242,97,167,0.21,0.6629999999999999,0.127,-0.8394,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,7,7,16,0,1,4,0,10,3,0,3,1,34,27,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,17,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,0,1,5,0,19,6,22,22,5,17,0,9,0,0,14,3,0,4,12,78,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340781880978987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524618461675987,0.0,0.10194978920617703,0.0,0.0,0.09866477560706856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579205403900096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796430775168962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006626221412504,0.0,0.2962345783799581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593414376911097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553336562310578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7293799180662924,0.09550247339047348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630823209241893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599935052001416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902626352407436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316692086928437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345563757229997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669840083469524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999455324919275,0.0,0.0,0.06280784696728353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478885700580003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873483638430236,0.0,0.06375989135762772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652322791081894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011513999497166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659955086092834,0.0,0.1502856755852523,0.0,0.0,0.09836649418347466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868159377148539,0.0,0.2122388091353304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060291032358636074,0.0,0.0,0.05486641889022294,0.0,0.0,0.0899099493426088,0.10454084974988144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763662720535414,0.16649557071194732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550260095316847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211856889876585
adhd,loophole30,2018/03/30,"How do you keep from feeling dumb? Recently I’ve just been feeling dumb, because I feel like I miss so much. It’s not like I’m doing badly in university or anything, because I manage to do alright for not being able to really pay attention, but in day to day life I just feel really dumb. At my work I feel like people think I’m dumb because everything seems to happen so fast sometimes and i just get extremely overwhelmed and can’t take it all in.



Anyone else felt this and dealt with it?",5.326969696969698,5.509684474747477,6.339949494949495,78.99659090909091,67.8888888888889,9.42828282828283,30.641414141414145,9.2995712137729,2.5758202020202017,389,14,76,7,6,130,64,99,0.174,0.706,0.119,-0.8302,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,11,4,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,23,21,8,0,0,7,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,9,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,6,8,4,11,18,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,2,7,44,12,3,0.17895974916923252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513281764055167,0.18336541150860214,0.14726862520743053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494239154025925,0.3272766061476781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308284664869897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949790681744374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608374831620657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524371315938943,0.25569776112869674,0.17182942383878486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349908264966764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825351516670455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590676477653963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264045633067758,0.26229208151397754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155600701203782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406815694010492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929239568817006,0.0,0.1767011624396102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291823438554734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699576791730834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455545955967962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467018118968532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028482879552694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ChillBallin,2018/03/30,"Been working my new job for nearly 4 months and still haven’t been late! At least I haven’t been late without a legitimate excuse. I have been late on 2 separate occasions but I did actually have a legitimate reason, though I could have still made it on time those days if I was better at keeping on top of things it was still a mistake anyone could make. I’m really stoked about this because at my last job I was 10-15 minutes late like 2-3 times a week, and around an hour late 2-3 times in the 6 months I worked there. I was kinda nervous when I heard that tardiness is the one thing that annoys my boss the most, but the schedule here works a lot better for me and it’s a drastic improvement over my old job which has helped me stay on top of it because getting to works seems way more urgent. I even get there like 3-5 minutes early almost every day. :)",5.355254237288136,4.917539355932206,5.979666666666668,83.71695762711866,67.87005649717514,8.887909604519775,28.434463276836162,8.238735603445708,1.672462598870056,674,19,145,8,10,220,107,177,0.057,0.779,0.16399999999999998,0.9639,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,8,11,7,1,1,11,0,18,0,0,4,0,21,26,8,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,11,1,16,4,18,13,4,38,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,6,25,94,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.10198567431227136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465063223237116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730750983338546,0.0,0.0,0.09303513610268584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741539018330988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485937355307508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668838092785907,0.0,0.0,0.13479927332287045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902718578351502,0.0,0.08805331050911745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920324160487016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005015633432278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292027886950557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111270655127464,0.09289237005420342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518875516065068,0.5894533234650031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211560276635152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884978482952215,0.0,0.09888890967359584,0.0697605457119671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668361176959446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093540970455664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966457854443816,0.0,0.07081797944707065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695111913107023,0.10745262203909982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951410367206797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139265140807003,0.2503829835222647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886222517754376,0.0,0.10267952756370424,0.0,0.182820053919556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295435198342385,0.08383078789835728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074291291972727,0.0,0.30433508507706514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,heyshebetterdont,2018/03/30,"I’m not sure if my husband believes in ADD Recently we moved across country and in the state we moved to, it has been insanely hard for me to get the meds I need (even tho I’ve been on them for years.) So needless to say, I am functioning very below capacity. When I say “I really need to figure out how I can get my meds filled more regularly” my husband acts weird. Finally he told me he’s worried that I think meds are the magical fix to all my problems. I don’t really know what to say! I was on Dexedrine and anti-depressants for my ADD, depression and anxiety issues, long before I knew him, and now that I’m having a hard time getting them filled, he’s questioning whether I need them or not? How do I address this? ",2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,4.448378378378378,85.13693693693695,75.21621621621622,8.446846846846848,27.1981981981982,9.075114841892004,2.1634171171171173,564,22,120,13,12,191,91,148,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,2,27,22,12,0,5,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,5,24,1,16,17,2,20,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,3,7,77,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738248112591528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944432585385692,0.1581486495867764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418005348058663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271290170161947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376820933506785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001221597306791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514874645640034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650955877815985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714354834442876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422281918905427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677574731485444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838167769543394,0.0,0.3122471921664231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431490163752208,0.0,0.0,0.1572462547689589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984892347428516,0.0,0.13859820229118178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348829982230801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322968362798379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994327343333765,0.0,0.0,0.08185073506780807,0.0,0.0,0.13412931976344655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581975156166058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255230357628196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039352234000264
adhd,nini551,2018/03/30,"Recently diagnosed, started Adderall. Either NOTHING happens, or I am building my website for 17 hours straight. On the same dose, same foods, same time of day. (30mg xr)",3.200999999999997,6.321564766666674,3.4616666666666696,83.6025,84.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,37.5,7.1686216300943375,3.271000000000001,133,9,21,2,4,41,28,30,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371292351443008,0.0,0.0,0.3731969859792522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446114638501131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32514650884701674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620999788434809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35280788154978115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630489093144437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602524391933672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440263727608147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BiancatheGreat,2018/03/30,"New to adhd as an adult and Ritalin Hey everyone.

I’m 20 and got a surprise diagnosis with adhd a few days ago. Since then I’ve been deep diving into this subreddit and just wanted to know how you guys coped with an adult diagnosis.

Also I just started Ritalin and feel pretty jittery. Did anyone experience an adjustment period to their meds?",3.986051282051285,6.4348144000000005,6.244230769230772,69.58993589743592,74.23076923076924,9.871794871794874,27.756410256410252,10.125756701596842,3.5466410256410246,276,11,45,9,6,97,49,65,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.104,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,8,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848575376664513,0.0,0.21569249154070927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458651803296104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013815085627762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692417542254555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325069911279113,0.0,0.2380180553397228,0.0,0.0,0.12303218036570082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460883406015905,0.0,0.0,0.24092951450150346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372478397807988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27027867049294624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350043223287469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754849742694016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128054425299144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222633639952886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351909684969547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,umaddybro,2018/03/30,"Thoughts about drinking meal replacement drinks while taking adderall? I have recently been prescribed Adderall XR 20mg for ADHD. I already had a poor appetite before I started the medication, so the adderall only makes it a little worse. I have to make myself eat once I realize I have gone too long without eating. I work night shift and 12 hour shifts so it’s hard to have a decent diet anyway. 

I have no problem drinking fluids, so I was wondering if I should start trying out meal replacement drinks that have protein and vitamins and such. The medication has really been helping me, so I don’t want to have to stop taking it because of this. Anyone have any advice? Will this symptom eventually go away? ",5.018438584316447,7.298852412213744,5.628591256072173,75.91979181124219,70.6793893129771,7.81707147814018,30.99306037473977,8.575989854853784,2.796963358778627,570,25,91,10,11,184,90,131,0.122,0.846,0.032,-0.8798,0,0,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,0,16,13,0,2,0,15,27,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,4,9,1,3,4,1,2,3,1,0,0,6,1,13,0,10,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,8,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661581818056566,0.1351032502150171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525701616333442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940195775437654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667258770349682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989710834699592,0.0,0.0,0.08428025252868353,0.0,0.1176466196267082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417573409010864,0.0,0.2829430840430857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857470317463915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385121634261036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267082817918218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615540604577114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856994817959478,0.0,0.12235319387187205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457539236617287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785589909315003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974493429499465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723931259687575,0.0,0.10515076416634214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322933846391502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857104654824821,0.0,0.1365122191392041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957181916770677,0.0,0.0,0.11558913680028356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370207759859102,0.20790428459195845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976070386193136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386750395763707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154762707541742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327492274103594,0.14993394086123726,0.10065282454000306,0.0,0.14089580928110268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cjammm,2018/03/30,Emotional detachment due to prescription I have suffered from pretty severe ADHD all of my life and was diagnosed at 12 or 13. I'm 17 now and I take 50mg vyvance in the morning and 10mg adderall at 4:00 pm. I use it consistently and it is rare for me to miss my dosing. Over spring break i decided to lay off of my meds and the results were not what i was expecting. The weirdest thing I experienced was the feeling of being completely sober. Taking a break made me think about my mindset. It almost felt as if I was under the influence of something (obviously not super intense) but I could definitely feel a shift in my outlook on everyday life. The most significant psychological effect was a huge increase in the intensity of emotion. While sober I found myself easily becoming overwhelmingly happy or sad. Not to mention the intensity of music and how much it could effect my emotional mindset. I realize that the use of my prescriptions had numbed my emotional awareness and when off of the stimulants my emotions could sometimes become slightly overwhelming. Obviously I still feel emotion when on my prescriptions but not to the degree my sober mind had felt them. Does anyone else have experiences suffering from this severe emotional detachment?,6.932316666666665,8.724403506666665,7.673041666666666,65.09756250000002,65.04444444444444,11.31388888888889,36.72916666666667,11.20814326018867,4.91545,1019,51,155,32,16,339,132,225,0.102,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.7241,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,6,9,0,2,14,0,15,5,0,9,3,44,29,17,0,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,12,6,26,2,29,13,4,23,0,6,0,0,2,12,0,5,8,117,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147928629180839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095646470336001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678770186089122,0.09786844623458253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098202709918784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014774908580198,0.0,0.0,0.2287876380662632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969477365154094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358756359437754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979219055093845,0.7521063203077398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934339466929264,0.0,0.0,0.14488878373612527,0.0,0.18342258324653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472945186299486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167961437985892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349329527964407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038048756985284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609784562364022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644493333734018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702159796286879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717512009536483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581402681994052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353364717097799,0.09446874769700557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627999339403861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436337818691424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634572453979244,0.06120343182577851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499202675488048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HelloImAnIdiot,2018/03/30,"Need help handling ADHD without medication and minimal therapy so that I can live a sucessful life. I am a 22 year old male with ADHD. Ive dealt with ADHD starting as a young child displaying classic symptoms.  I was diagnosed and started on Concerta for a brief period before my mom took me off. In school i switched between excelling and failing miserably. Some report cards would be all As and some would be failing. Organization, time management, procrastination, and hyperfocusing have always been huge problems for me. Throughout the years they have caused huge problems for me i.e dropping out of college twice. Im currently in a situation where I will be unable to take medication and most likely will be unable to go to therapy. Obviously these things would be ideal, but im sick of sitting around doing nothing. 

My purpose in writing this post is to seek out any possible advice on ways I can work to tackle these issues. I want to build better habits and systems to compensate for these flaws. 

I would greatly appreciate if anyone has specific examples of things that they have done or materials/resources i can look into.

I am NOT looking for a diagnosis or someone to play doctor. I am just looking for ways i can improve myself and build systems that will let me acheive my goal of going back to college and ultimately becoming a physician. 

I apologize for the block of text I dont really understand Reddits formatting. If you need any additonal information please let me know.

Thank you 

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adhd,JollyJackFruit,2018/03/30,"Who doubts their adhd and think that they are not trying hard enough? I am in a position where it is really hard for me to get diagnosed and get medication. I am living in a country where most psychiatrist simply tell me that adhd is a children's disease.

As this is the case, I am torn between whether I should put effort into seeking diagnosis properly. The problem is however, I often find myself thinking ""maybe I am just not trying hard enough. I will try harder this week, and decide later."" This generally ends with failure as usual, but then I start to think ""I didn't try **for real**"". I find myself experiencing this over and over again, even though I tried every solution I could think of (e.g. sleep better, exercise, find motivating stuff to do, try to follow a schedule etc.). So objectively, it seems like I am trying hard enough. But it certainly does not feel like it.

Question: do you feel such doubts about your situation, even if you are diagnosed? How can I understand whether if I am genuinely not trying hard enough, or simply have attention problems? ",3.9809110339299982,6.596128111675128,5.165359337429869,76.49683943360941,74.98984771573603,8.208282126636389,26.612075874966607,8.99025400887824,2.5396152284263964,846,32,144,20,19,279,118,197,0.067,0.7959999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9205,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,2,3,12,8,0,2,6,0,20,5,1,2,1,45,32,17,0,6,12,0,7,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,15,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,8,24,4,17,28,6,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,9,10,112,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860884944003373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043803046033751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261630652575114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846250071363144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795911027931332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055485125615212,0.37590333418448507,0.1014334762016608,0.12014345317580775,0.0,0.07662943714165936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197427291835132,0.06497481645629903,0.0,0.0,0.24938041089090526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950354153619171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073674195904843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886731365490848,0.0,0.08031066248306735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137166584873707,0.0,0.0,0.09162272336961587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405405072570376,0.0,0.09143003700268787,0.10188500036222874,0.0,0.0,0.10352119994452648,0.058265004976580236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279761488609479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223179676384864,0.09101584869240777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437499530876424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411617994180498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949445349947458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331087747635089,0.08935807589384655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493993538373884,0.0,0.0,0.09468232988879896,0.0,0.0,0.10016875803334697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295473679127358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sprezzph,2018/03/30,"Recently switched from Amph. Salts to MPH IR and have noticed an increase in my sleep duration. Is this normal (excessive sleeping)? I go to bed at my regular time 11:00 pm to midnight but end up waking at 9:00 AM to 11:00 AM.

I used to go to bed at 11:00 pm and wake up at 6:00 am regularly.",2.311,3.8810281000000018,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,76.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.235066666666667,226,10,49,5,5,77,41,60,0.0,0.972,0.028,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,1,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,14,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465454361987995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35247136812186924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038299317921121,0.0,0.3530483167059158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061840942523463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6206433503377652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082047794511752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678248715217781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Xeltrax,2018/03/30,I was just diagnosed with ADHD yesterday and got prescribed rilatin 10mg Is it normal for it not to work or do I just keep taking them and I’m gonna feel the effects as I continue taking it,1.156463414634146,3.1111040975609785,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,81.1951219512195,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.6802634146341466,152,6,31,3,4,54,33,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272819302876074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608588107509666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797683166533128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435245478760723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160143285769748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483471424685081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346335827110734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588324733154263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thankf1forthat,2018/03/30,"How does everyone manage the anxiety from stimulants? I just started on Vyvanse 30mg. I feel very anxious and it seems to last all day.

Is this normal? Does the feeling go away once my tolerance builds up? And is there anything I can do to help. 

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adhd,BouncyMouse,2018/03/30,"Short & sweet - I miss reading for hours I’ve been off meds for an embarrassing amount of time (I have an appointment for May), and more than ANYTHING, I miss being able to read for hours on end.

That’s all. Keeping this short and sweet for our short and sweet attention spans.",3.071666666666665,5.305695425925926,2.8257037037037063,94.03966666666668,76.22222222222223,6.542222222222222,21.91111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.6007600000000002,219,6,47,3,5,65,38,54,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,3,10,4,3,10,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,27,6,2,0.2684044864251984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908161489034925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087402278356094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772670830044346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286487063245349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385702399759273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29813687695823365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369542409821699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565088144862364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Flopalazoopa,2018/03/30,How long should it take? First time taking a 40mg vyvanse. How long should it take to kick in and how do I know? 6’3 300 and I just ate earlier as well.,-1.9605882352941184,-0.0912064705882365,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,99.0,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-1.3874517647058822,116,2,31,1,5,38,26,34,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,9,8,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638293291611529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046060034537594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489790602065436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6996247614573661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086185737885502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788789019632081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bluescreecher,2018/03/30,"My ADHD comparison So everyone is comparing their ADHD to stuff like computers and teachers and yeah but I think of it like I’m a puppy dog  that is new to the world and is seeing everything for the first time but like everyday I have so much energy and my attention is everywhere and everything is confusing and new even though it isn’t and than when I’m medicated it’s like I’m sedated and calm and everything is there but it doesn’t matter because I have to do things and my energy is controlled and my mind is moving slower and less erratically 

Also who else thinks the dog (Doug )from up is funny  ",3.0607954545454525,5.251426458333338,5.184545454545455,77.32227272727275,76.08333333333334,9.696969696969695,25.07575757575757,10.018931242160765,2.8594166666666667,485,17,92,16,11,168,69,120,0.018000000000000002,0.77,0.211,0.9714,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,1,4,1,14,1,0,1,0,22,20,20,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,8,5,8,20,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,10,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081811554918041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358049519045754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035206647318042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904675129479142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186277661506694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216447474037147,0.0,0.0,0.16227023879555175,0.4578696604698024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444876191314274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318617966841583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107573270758422,0.0,0.0,0.17146973831926207,0.0,0.0,0.1804917305822743,0.12483720228878326,0.0,0.0,0.3280263300237149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532451273346344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944032126004862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282082828326807,0.21762753265015555,0.16684723772300816,0.0,0.09902337794949666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DiamondDoge231,2018/03/30,"Fired I was fired today. I know why. It was me. I didn't feel comfortable in the job (lots of sitting, lots of staring at a screen, not a lot of variety). Also the job had a lot of iffy things that needed decisions made by higher-ups, but let's not get into details. Asked my boss for a reference, he said he'd give it.

I'm trying to deal with this fact by just doing things right now. I know now I have anxiety in addition to my ADHD, keeps me from following through on tiny things that pile up into huge landfills.

My insurance runs out at midnight, so I'm going to get my script filled and try to see the doctor today so I can get some antianxiety meds (was gonna be next week, but I really need this). Going to have a friend come over tonight for emotional support too. Need CBT, behavior modification, antianxiety.

Called my mom and asked her to call me in an hour. I have to do these things.

What have you done when this happens to you? Trying to not dwell on it. I'm going to write a letter to my self and not look at it for a while.",2.1554315245478044,3.710029320930232,3.886937984496125,88.46952842377262,76.72093023255813,7.3824289405684755,22.17700258397933,8.167268648758528,1.0020180878552971,804,22,178,14,18,270,128,215,0.049,0.889,0.062,0.6852,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,11,0,16,1,0,2,1,34,44,10,0,3,7,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,15,9,0,1,5,0,0,7,5,1,0,0,8,8,21,3,36,32,5,33,0,0,4,0,17,15,0,5,10,121,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920086842383667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262635958094267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860690704354111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165641657871359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654348408251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997742192422501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941197031450275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855326594739185,0.0,0.11853065882256575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028915147377002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856532658984333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948721767345019,0.0,0.1815435978454438,0.11111127230058088,0.19748049959131067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242493544990296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406570868920173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987973222199898,0.10295185884102527,0.0,0.0,0.1273103609731006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844037900551213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726503519332937,0.0,0.0,0.3938859779543547,0.0,0.10959777497030554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865705997112348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565452277847426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25765150554171595,0.0,0.0,0.12318272945125112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742013812545491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891514407571833,0.11017746528749907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229867394948316,0.0,0.12083223428386762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143846776021295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30779975140019034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195798375210464,0.0,0.0,0.2359156424141164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290898097666818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451534347073377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,twenty1slabbage,2018/03/30,"I did it again and I don’t know what to do I’m sorry if this seems incredibly silly...


I can’t for the life of me wake up when I desire to some days. No matter how many alarms I set, no matter how hard I try to be on time. Nothing is getting me out of bed. I’ve slept through 7 of my last 10 booked appointments with my psychologist and I’m just lost at what to do about it at this point. I feel like a child. I feel terrible for wasting the time of someone whose done so much for me. I truly want the treatment my psychologist has to offer his hours just never seem to line up with mine. I work night shift full time and go to school part time so sometimes sleep can get a little weird for me. Do any of my fellow Redditors have any helpful tips for waking up?

TLDR;

Can’t wake up no matter how many alarms I set causing me to miss my doctors appointments, what even can I do?",1.5662098930481283,3.080383438502679,3.229087566844921,92.72833723262035,78.25133689839572,6.172326203208556,20.778409090909093,6.9077264865688965,0.21968475935828868,681,17,158,7,16,226,108,187,0.134,0.7829999999999999,0.083,-0.816,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,2,5,0,15,7,5,4,1,25,29,10,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,3,24,2,30,24,4,25,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,4,12,104,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174921844084872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427435143523345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313043623329723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636773832366013,0.0,0.1636461713167569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562080352999884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171329111888358,0.11424163600968272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670955290363518,0.0,0.0908820496706964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325033300358975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718608495263572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748175780802035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878838156691147,0.13035016087729712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295104069360518,0.07812524800705409,0.1602744955374958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745635582559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324252675211782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755420463296172,0.0,0.1233345014287946,0.0,0.0,0.15006719830568546,0.0,0.1534405098073749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316982703157924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116915171356898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184014890043294,0.0,0.2911569589011167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002814666546675,0.0,0.135493477589594,0.0,0.15815770935503995,0.17900913024163725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729854313137923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857019896316576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432062985874017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641832077951668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blurryrose,2018/03/30,"My ADHD analogy for distracting thoughts This didn't cover all the aspects of ADHD, but it's certainly one that causes problems for me:

Picture that my brain is a teacher in a classroom and my thoughts are a bunch of small rambunctious children. Every child is clambering for teacher's attention, and she doesn't want to play favorites and is trying to attend to ask of them. Generally, however, the loudest child-thought gets the most attention. But, children-thoughts have limited lung power, so the loudest one isn't loudest for long. Also, one of the children will occasionally run out of the room and teacher has to drop everything to chase after them before they get lost.

Medication makes it so that all the children at in their desks, raise their hands, and wait for the teacher to call on them. 

I'm new to the whole ADHD thing. Recently diagnosed at age 31, on day 4 of concerta (generic) 27 mg. I'm sure we'll fiddle with the medication and dose, but so far, this is mind blowing. The first time the children-thoughts sat down and raised their hands, I teared up from sheer relief.

Thank you to this community for existing.",7.617857142857144,7.847852166666666,7.361666666666667,73.45250000000003,63.04761904761904,10.619047619047619,37.976190476190474,10.317481424215053,3.9971904761904753,905,43,158,19,12,287,125,210,0.079,0.8420000000000001,0.079,0.4876,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,7,4,4,8,0,1,15,0,12,8,4,2,4,29,25,14,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,9,9,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,4,5,2,15,5,32,18,5,23,0,1,0,0,16,12,0,1,8,105,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728275210992818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048755238503196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226016030257884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159358092653536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639967728882286,0.13391232214440404,0.0,0.0,0.13472064644257428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457680043090743,0.0,0.0,0.13310803699668572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049417532649004,0.0,0.11786345005219867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115507156603216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370342813273349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605799712124602,0.0,0.0,0.14315877803256266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753939998623424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642268464318152,0.0,0.0,0.1324176944839665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665934752551494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665989793699633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548675492434422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948852608182632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360133141679888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073944668292035,0.0,0.0,0.08712600904088283,0.0,0.0,0.5205670178979472,0.07647091280720643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903792503775783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735191840005569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464171938940616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mudd089,2018/03/30,"Okay if a personal have all the symptoms of ADHD but he doesn't talk too much , maybe because of extreme shyness all the time, is that still ADHD? I always knew something isn't right with me, i was active as child, but never socialized or connect with anybody, i couldn't focus on classes and understand like normal person, I passed because i studied at home  in my own way, i always find relief in isolation,i used to play pc games as a child to avoid interactions even thought i suck at that, because of my attention issues, my anxiety kept increasing until now , i really can't believe how i passed school and got to college and pass it after 8 years for 5 year degeee .anyway I'm now so confused because i am an adult with no work experience, at all ! And so many dark thoughts like thinking about the future where I'm not a part of it , like i know i will kill myself somewhere in future.....
What's wrong with me ? Are those symptoms of ADHD?  Even thought in my age now 28 i am not talkative at all, i am depressed and all time in bed, sleeping and trying to avoid real l life..

  Please give me your feedback, I don't want a diagnosis in here but just a general discussion ,",5.5739039408867015,5.781095577586207,6.334926108374388,79.15982758620692,67.36206896551724,9.042364532019707,32.950738916256164,8.841846274778883,2.6930273399014784,922,38,177,14,14,304,144,232,0.158,0.74,0.102,-0.9393,0,3,1,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,0,1,15,13,2,3,9,1,13,4,1,2,6,44,28,17,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,5,6,10,0,3,9,2,0,4,9,7,0,0,7,0,24,6,30,19,9,32,0,1,0,0,13,13,1,3,17,119,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277956320087439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745856563889608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076966312120303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932048168040536,0.0,0.0,0.13368195161399074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021961536776148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673913968475522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606596804162744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844722156180428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382332475205338,0.0,0.0,0.0948981062903222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901921409991795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384350924743374,0.0,0.0,0.13127260510861433,0.0,0.06520890392714285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380853180966917,0.17390443574128614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029610563116976,0.11920346817181195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722403297785389,0.0,0.0915129548408847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625531482257916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849026328690294,0.0,0.0,0.2072074568998428,0.0,0.13024599867685796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505374940984186,0.07601252096852566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132950810399256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008375650116032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873926913729173,0.1209523813334318,0.0,0.0913453219586322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947569014138446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665300032857396,0.0,0.09536925223557667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602842236425111,0.0,0.2825930638387678,0.1383757121353151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805579914758744,0.0,0.0,0.1235225602214239,0.0,0.1024785957473906,0.0,0.0,0.06998495506798635,0.09418168809435506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638121862679557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972906202177426,0.0,0.1528180292559998
adhd,FiestaVan,2018/03/30,"Vyvanse causing dry mouth/throat Hey guys im new to this subreddit so i apologize if this post is conter to this subs usual culture but im perplexed by this problem i have. So i take 30mg of Vyvanse to treat my ADD and since sunday march 25th my mouth has had an unusually dry feeling to it. I thought it was caused by my constant use of e-ciggarettes so i stopped that and it still persisted. At this point i beleive its one of two things, either my vyvanse or my increased water intake as of friday march 23rd. I have been consuming roughly a gallon and a half of water everyday since friday which may be causing hydration. Im used to a gallon a day because of my excessive workout routine so im weary to decrease my water intake. Do you guys have any insight into this problem? ",2.224615384615384,4.608624474358977,3.794551282051284,85.22336538461539,79.8974358974359,5.951282051282053,28.98076923076923,7.1686216300943375,1.8311615384615385,622,30,115,8,16,206,95,156,0.105,0.831,0.063,-0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,11,4,1,5,0,21,16,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,5,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,2,15,1,17,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,10,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386435032144763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414110502517365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253809482087388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491601497891766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901718856457609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979153320152502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733405221394688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5963793698267574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330912217890778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353192008836447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048187688058185,0.0,0.13219348234904316,0.0,0.0,0.2641499339900543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835777997753706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023001686454477,0.1153982980292067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037805163141982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170023382484224,0.0,0.0,0.10957948788941542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483412879591616,0.0,0.0,0.2384252158722295,0.15201927626535192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Obamaself_,2018/03/30,"Wellbutrin XL 150/300 mg insomnia and other side effects HELP!! My doctor prescribed me 300 Wellbutrin xl per day for ADD and depression. I’ve been taking it for almost 2 weeks now I think (I’m in college btw). I started with 150 mg each day and nothing too major occurred except I felt sort of stoned like all the time. My concentration improved a little bit maybe but I still had trouble paying attention and had cravings for foods.. also my sleep schedule was not affected and I got tired at the end of the day. 

This Wednesday (so 2 days ago) I decided to take 300 mg like my doctor told me to so I took 150 mg in the morning like usual and another 150 mg after lunch. The effects were so much stronger than when I just took 150 mg a day(still felt stoned tho). That afternoon, I wrote an entire essay and paid attention during a very long lecture without losing focus and did more productive stuff that night. When I got back home at around 11 PM I was pretty tired from the day and got sleepy. I went to bed and Wellbutrin has caused me to not sleep so much but I still got like 6-7 hours. When I woke up I felt like I was still feeling the effects from yesterday so I just took 150 mg. And I think yesterday was the most productive I’ve been all semester. I stayed up until 4 am working (I wasn’t tired at all, usually I get tired at around 1-2 am) and I had trouble falling asleep. I stopped feeling stoned tho. I took3 mg melatonin and fell asleep at like 5-6 am but then now I’m awake at 8 am so I only slept 3 hours max and I feel soooo awake and focused. I’m feeling less stoned but I don’t want this insomnia to continue. I am thinking of only taking 150 mg today bc I’m afraid 300 mg will worsen my insomnia?? 

Other side effects I’ve experienced:
- I’m always hot. I’ve also sweat a lot and before i rarely sweated when I wasn’t active.
- after taking the 300 mg appetite suppression kicked in (I used to have a huge appetite)
- last night and this morning I have been feeling sort of nauseous 
- shaky hands 
- dry mouth, always thirsty 
- increased heart rate
- lost 7? Lbs in 2 weeks 
- less impulsive and can resist urges like checking my phone all the time (in fact I’ve had to force myself to check my phone to not miss anything important)
- the good thing is my depression has gotten better and I feel a lot less depressed, especially yesterday and today 

TLDR: My concern is, I’m really liking the concentration and boost in mood this drug is giving me and I think it’s being reflected in my grades and performance in school even in just these past few days. However since taking the 300 mg two days ago I’ve felt alert and turned on (idk how to describe it) all the time and I’m not tired at all even though I got 2/3 hours of sleep last night. How long will it take the insomnia to subside?? And should I just take 150 mg everyday now since the effects of 300 mg were so severe?? ",3.0804354094578983,4.8240964826989625,4.050194636678204,87.4722239042676,74.65743944636678,7.031199538638984,25.70948673587082,7.793537801064563,1.3799410611303342,2269,79,460,32,48,732,254,578,0.094,0.773,0.133,0.9422,1,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,0,10,34,21,0,2,23,0,34,25,11,10,7,92,85,50,0,2,14,0,12,8,0,3,12,0,2,0,15,31,2,2,23,0,4,7,8,10,0,1,36,13,51,10,50,45,20,88,0,6,0,0,6,25,0,7,63,258,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527850375505987,0.0,0.05946327675124832,0.0,0.0,0.09497677607173766,0.09882246070545858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226802293516945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886696853292135,0.10572652888288653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566169265154674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053037237663622,0.0,0.0,0.05251924357819924,0.06483061619752019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100247321614272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063758459735545,0.0,0.15343890524644382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156158401776633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886517248535096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525955176962411,0.0,0.0,0.0784435328109816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015430815558528,0.0,0.2280671266111945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718058937796755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031025051827996482,0.05696537398253398,0.0,0.04980745880719797,0.2374691710525237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036888069745481,0.03980302597051655,0.0,0.05956577052267835,0.0,0.17544023084764498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680978348920442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209141572822076,0.05951714638247465,0.0,0.10510378398348633,0.0,0.0664341417467914,0.06482331961129395,0.1009702327048623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965798450549875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730635253665239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718015013208046,0.0,0.056979379361519075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032656077789923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668758319870765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060413636167308965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804212971075732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060098544065703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708563922178086,0.0,0.0982440991922967,0.0,0.1782769978179684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203143761250461,0.06329414278191522,0.14226949541908496,0.0496466634038867,0.0,0.0,0.06797907635855775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125392241070987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945128065586727,0.15220035164904927,0.058343280245557225,0.0,0.10387973039434722,0.34125885258114536,0.11257586475629854,0.05674279147060055,0.197929362019084,0.0,0.0645914128865259,0.058008347800700875,0.0,0.0,0.051287656064094266,0.1308034861612642,0.04899701290240256,0.035025502437950516,0.0,0.0952665690543869,0.0,0.0,0.05504843236651512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724288123143927,0.0,0.04323137138070349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,marsmermaids,2018/03/30,"Taking cognitive/aptitude tests for graduate programs. Advice? Experiences? So I'm in my final year of university applying for graduate programs, any and all of them. And that means, cookie cutter aptitude testing. I don't have an issue with the logic puzzles. But the memory and processing speed tests are basically measures of ADHD! The stroop test for example has good predictability of ADHD, there's even research into using it as a diagnosis tool! And now getting a job depends on me being able to pass one. I'm just frustrated I guess, and it seems kind of inherently unfair when I'm otherwise capable. Does anyone have any advice/experiences to offer?",5.044971264367813,8.15534447413793,6.9989655172413805,62.1009195402299,74.08620689655173,10.4183908045977,32.08045977011494,10.317481424215053,4.75988735632184,533,26,73,19,12,185,86,116,0.067,0.885,0.048,-0.4809,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,1,17,15,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,15,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,49,8,10,0.19668633979971856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472757516981514,0.1921996148901326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750691145158084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752766197314914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721215414045879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990947244466433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847939629474338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546027129825493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276049461604957,0.0,0.0,0.16497117010381804,0.0,0.0,0.21667217790341012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528943803555685,0.19518084305111588,0.0,0.0,0.2048185559919801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424908461822115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327975413077234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905585673135854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788364961238135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987384691774446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665955421606226
adhd,vitwalker123,2018/03/30,How ADHD was affecting me for almost 3 years this is a video about how ADHD was affecting i hope u like this video if u do have a look at my youtube vit walker i have more like this and i make vlogs as well,0.8049999999999997,2.2058675434782637,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,80.08695652173913,6.339130434782609,18.02173913043478,7.1686216300943375,-0.10850434782608698,161,3,40,2,4,54,33,46,0.0,0.773,0.227,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,5,0,9,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,4,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7216023906635285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30062287801915993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981821484337269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933406682734412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521057616888401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039645797411296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269930166777121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933292096680955
adhd,Charlton_AB,2018/03/30,"ADHD is, for me, like having the world's most broken computer mouse. We all use computer mice in our daily lives. It's essential, pretty much (unless you use command lines and stuff I guess). For most people their ""mouse"" has the perfect sensitivity and they can pretty much just use it like normal.



For me, the sensitivity is all messed up. Sometimes, when I have brain fog or when words aren't coming together as sentences, it's like having sensitivity so low I have to drag my mouse all the way across the table and it still won't move half an inch. And other times, the sensitivity is so high that I can just twitch my arm a fraction and my mouse has zoomed across three monitors, like when my thoughts come so quickly I can barely express them, or when I lose my temper and do regrettable things.




Idk what my point was really. I just saw a lot of these posts comparing ADHD to lots of other things and was inspired.",6.765593220338986,6.6781727062146885,6.9129999999999985,77.02543220338984,64.87570621468927,9.79186440677966,28.99943502824859,9.3871,2.2754004519774016,727,20,140,12,10,234,106,177,0.108,0.764,0.128,0.5948,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,3,2,12,10,1,0,9,0,17,3,2,3,4,32,25,18,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,4,1,21,6,13,20,9,21,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,7,11,104,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35766724274370765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611459753672128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636312687810026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392450181393334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721971052129147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29079268406936315,0.0,0.13139675400523346,0.0,0.0,0.16647373477195773,0.0,0.25301586348835353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581552179635064,0.21877628270550628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457964322063614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316203263525557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066798025175026,0.0,0.1425132026687811,0.3027745487330507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953277222390684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717106819763845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883515325000235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703451031382335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771767526856365,0.0,0.0,0.11813384055268092,0.08676887230546261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38555691824385396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811377505007112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TrinaCherir,2018/03/30,"My Curiosity and Trying to Understand I am a parent of a child with ADHD. I want to understand what goes on through his mind when he shuts down. I can see all of the frustration. But when I talk to him, it's like he can't form his words. He won't read, study, or even try when things are being taught to him. Is there anything that any of you have tried that works for you or do any of you have any advice?",2.8193103448275885,3.3802251264367835,3.8994827586206933,92.9312931034483,73.59770114942529,7.639080459770115,21.396551724137925,7.793537801064563,0.4394,314,6,77,4,6,102,62,87,0.038,0.916,0.046,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,5,2,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,11,15,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,12,1,13,12,2,6,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,2,4,54,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547807531741055,0.2071622803763723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324983311576464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445653342565973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002287449697606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035716585287086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405784411047146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353990183798822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205566482969776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893519366718013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039619923282542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084224720812533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317987792777941,0.0,0.0,0.4413954033999804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504208712476786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433728370594169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Worthinho,2018/03/30,"Extreme Emotion/Empathy, is it an aspect of my ADHD? I’m not sure whether it’s emotion or empathy (or another word), but I feel like I am extremely receptive to other peoples emotions. 

It’s almost as if I am actually feeling what they are feeling!

(Strange example) - I was watching Masterchef.  A contestant got through to the semi-finals and she was so unbelievably happy, I felt myself welling up and almost producing tears!

Is this an ADHD trait (or comorbid), or simply something maybe related to my personality?

Thank you! ",4.7366903073286055,7.5129427872340475,6.685460992907803,65.73388888888888,73.25531914893618,9.709692671394802,39.1678486997636,9.994966539143718,5.185566430260048,418,27,60,13,9,145,70,94,0.034,0.758,0.208,0.9591,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,19,14,11,0,1,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,11,5,7,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,7,1,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.18430289304664035,0.0,0.4539528764483843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378237716417496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803916036578265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248905610376866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864841875625024,0.13492365429210876,0.18133794896676966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105087019372287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201048010523257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226884629607028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189738112817307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309337167580473,0.16490775158145315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539584517909698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800099642801165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387953326533204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698103792810223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,InsecureDerp,2018/03/30,"Clearance I've been lurking here for a while and suspect that I should get assessed for ADHD.  However, I have a security clearance - and fear that even having the diagnosis will impact me negatively when asked about mental illness upon renewal.

Does anyone here have any advice or experience with this kind of situation?  I would rather not seek help than lose my position, but there isn't much information out there that directly addresses this.

Thanks -",8.65192307692308,10.118793679487183,8.496564102564104,61.93176923076926,60.92307692307693,11.881025641025643,37.3948717948718,11.602472056035307,5.025114871794872,369,17,54,11,5,119,65,78,0.129,0.792,0.079,-0.0043,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31155705945433004,0.2533271061484396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629263146930207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812671926680708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423551499347765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268633681433648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122610123068893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535872435347627,0.0,0.2917179694655193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544261648155162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737636414346016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995939666481744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900241402263202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612537489394581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905718141678376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913975172008248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386740954580023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415722396000167,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,marleybourne,2018/03/30,"XL to IR Advice please. Really long post I’m new to this. I am a 24 year old female who has been told she has ADHD. I have been on anti depressants for nearly 8 years and every time I have visited the doctors regarding how I feel they either up or change my dose. I finally hit Crisis point just before Christmas, I couldn’t concentrate, I had constant brain fog, couldn’t remember the smallest of tasks and my impulsive behaviour was at an all time high. I begged my doctor to refer me elsewhere for an assessment, I was told “I think you just have a stressful job, but I will refer you anyway”.

3 months and 3 appointments with the young adults mental health team I was told there was a high chance that I had ADHD, but the waiting list for an official diagnosis is 9-12 months. (Thank you NHS 🙃)

Due to this long wait time I’ve had to go private, and the cost of the assessment is £550. 
After a 4 hour appt, I was finally diagnosed with ADHD. Scored 9/9 on the attention deficit part and the Dr’s words were “I don’t know how you’ve coped for this long” First time I’ve got full marks on a test in my life!!!

To cut to the chase, I’ve been prescribed Concerta XL. Started on 18mg and had it doubled to 36mg, she said it’s going to be increased further. But I find it’s effects are completely backwards. I’m having to set an alarm to take it in the mornings because it’s not effective at the right time and I’m struggling to get back to to sleep. I take it at 6am and it doesn’t kick in until 11am/12ish, and even when they have starting working I can’t say it has made a huge difference. I start work at 8 and I’m always busy first thing so it’s not effective when I need it most. Also I’ve found I’m very irritable, I have a temper at the best of times and this just adds to it. Plus my brain fog is still there and I’m still forgetful. I’ve done my research and Adderall or Ritalin IR sound like they would work for me. 

Has anyone else had this happen to them? Is it easy to switch over to an IR in the UK? Any advice is appreciated as I haven’t really spoken to any friends or family about it.

TLDR: Just been diagnosed with ADHD, been put on Concerta XL but it’s taking too long to kick in, wanting to change to IR, how easy is it to switch over? Has anyone had the same issue with XL not being effective when they need it most?",2.775592770684796,3.928763314928428,4.308291604487923,87.71379207428288,74.33742331288343,7.822273807549879,24.25916100149229,8.358175599149588,1.3054875476703691,1827,54,402,31,37,611,236,489,0.092,0.835,0.073,-0.8028,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,5,11,21,10,2,3,26,0,47,12,3,8,1,65,80,31,0,6,15,0,1,1,1,2,9,3,0,1,24,19,0,2,13,1,1,5,9,6,0,2,25,4,40,4,59,48,10,69,0,1,0,0,20,27,0,5,36,250,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37758100355283053,0.15350559402214972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281202517273372,0.065355333653085,0.0,0.0,0.1068259355537182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984031085459532,0.08047814386287183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039588848735514,0.0,0.047880011058809874,0.0,0.06683560240687825,0.0,0.08242762911725389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536332363440416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661793774538234,0.0,0.08235243603593667,0.08487872389247568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765028095946828,0.1594420712016976,0.0,0.08206230723486972,0.0,0.16078729119198726,0.0,0.0803783151943662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561386879383208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187791543734797,0.0,0.06617714665200021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740447842408565,0.0,0.039714469883662167,0.0,0.0,0.17208336735075416,0.0717882693616165,0.13361985910254368,0.0,0.08612001332388132,0.06068330218927352,0.0,0.04103627048645156,0.0,0.08927732283820654,0.0,0.06281922872864443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694566606406778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348915305702236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597319794100468,0.0,0.0,0.077350531727104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198007355565028,0.07794331760610546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043166014698031316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055478318113713385,0.038372885588591914,0.0,0.0,0.2780377182031896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432072502314763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915440343357058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253869748198926,0.0,0.0,0.11647953437226295,0.0,0.07585878795217509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241926231852037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850560622793677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621829772705028,0.07424996030355653,0.0,0.07522393953444173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789589378810053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006352629704616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889756311044037,0.06707659188763909,0.07471382611187316,0.06246175575122799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860124504684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667826489731802,0.0,0.1254515120738708,0.0,0.089972483583655,0.08211178733213527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716711471733682,0.0,0.0,0.07231324227007829,0.0,0.0,0.05218148975242598,0.05032815765328863,0.0,0.0,0.27479965146587665,0.0,0.0,0.22515796768236213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648074557824515,0.046327593582634934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154404053674258,0.0,0.0,0.055795774260503965,0.0,0.0,0.1011601928527876
adhd,-screamin-,2018/03/30,"Tips for ripping yourself out of hyperfocusing on the wrong thing? I'm currently stuck in a hyperfocusing/perseverating rut - stuck thinking again and again about the same topic. I have other more pressing things to do... please help me snap out of it. I've tried getting up and doing something else, I'm having trouble concentrating on that too, brain keeps darting back to its favourite topic.",7.245217391304351,9.238849173913048,6.722434782608698,71.44539130434784,64.5072463768116,8.418550724637681,34.08985507246377,8.841846274778883,3.0491715942028987,319,14,51,5,5,99,55,69,0.136,0.794,0.07,-0.5859,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,12,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471767761936084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35884678646315105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268531931034434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679454231056417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546252604390667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857213423844605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528578089472901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746948460102436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42711690272376346,0.2059734871374244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182448340382079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35145734261949185,0.0,0.0
adhd,abcdefg52,2018/03/30,"How is it possible to hold down a job whilst having trouble showing up on time? Dear follow ADHD'ers.

I need reassurance that it's worth the battle, and it *is* possible for me to succeed. Please tell me some success stories.


All my life I've had people tell me that ""If you can't show up on time, how are you ever gonna have a job?"". 

And though I've tried really hard, and worked on it for years, I'm still late the majority of the time.


I'm absolutely terrified that I won't be able to get a job, ever. That even if I was to manage to get an education, it would be pointless, because no one would hire me. 
I'm terrified of being doomed to a life on benefits. Unwanted, unable to support myself or my loved ones, unable to contribute. I'm scared to even dream about a bright future, because I can't see how it's gonna happen.

I'm getting to a point where I do think that I have a lot of qualities, and a lot to offer. Kindness, creativity, leadership skills. 

But I'm really scared that none of it matters, because of all the places I'm lacking. That it is nullified before I even walk through the door, because I'm late again.

I've experienced all my work being disregarded in group work because I've been 10-20 minutes late every day - even if I stayed 1-2 hours longer than the rest of the group in the end of the day. It's like it doesn't matter, like none of what I do matters, all that matters is being on time.

Though. My group seemed to have an easier time with the places where I fell through and appreciating what I had to offer, when I explained that it was something I really struggled with and I put in effort to be there every single day.


Maybe that's a way forwards - maybe people can accept my flaws if I'm open about my struggles.

Please share your experiences and what has worked for you.

**TL;DR** How is it possible to hold down a job when you have trouble with being on time? How is it possible to get anywhere in life with this obstacle?

*Optional backstory*

I just dropped out of college because my ADHD and additional depression and anxiety got too much, and I need more time to work on myself and on acquiring tools, than I've got time for next to studies. But I'm terrified that I won't be able to get or hold down a job.",2.9271980991980966,4.524313690109892,4.532978912978912,84.46621027621028,74.73626373626374,7.820017820017822,25.923670923670922,8.524219190627866,1.7430421740421735,1759,62,363,33,37,591,191,455,0.124,0.762,0.115,-0.51,5,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,5,0,10,24,22,1,4,23,0,36,4,0,5,6,60,65,28,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,28,18,0,4,4,3,1,5,8,9,0,2,7,4,35,13,60,44,15,58,1,2,2,1,16,25,0,11,29,240,63,15,0.13861723772796133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659098233725184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302090372491308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534993445608417,0.0,0.058976529832258665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134094976224864,0.0,0.059695411868632475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061386864425516885,0.0,0.0,0.1831107563780273,0.12538722751157008,0.11679100129824782,0.0,0.0,0.06779712853023094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105446374339693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086486793670614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128938276618925,0.0,0.062086908901998326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825502842292244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34389054863584323,0.0,0.0,0.07217426104921268,0.0,0.0,0.2345494228485459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686418160900264,0.0677213805267516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784741851698233,0.06255373451388895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925964672082206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094980961692192,0.10278292536264172,0.0,0.0,0.0737105024509812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939306277267759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609973910263664,0.0,0.1448255102506025,0.15216010105005476,0.06551904735186567,0.31254021583117503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967430512728244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320262797864352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138780036938328,0.0,0.055229995817458265,0.06309596356408995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335716091424483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387376590382763,0.05534995255436777,0.0,0.0,0.14491283390229104,0.0,0.0,0.07865059934255247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211575755763093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441016440866746,0.1361907322695646,0.0,0.3233153041978851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047056002671414285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055013955603566936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228749997322314,0.0,0.0,0.09846970855909967,0.0,0.0,0.044632478176073714
adhd,lawrence1998,2018/03/30,"Do I have the ""memory"" problem? I see people on here a LOT talk about how ADHD affects memory, but I really can't tell if it affects mine. I have no idea what normal memory is like, because I've never had memory other than my own (like every human ever)

I don't seem to forget 'classic' things that everyone else talks about on this SR, like forgetting my keys or wallet. I seem to not forget ""important"" things, like appointments or big tasks, because I'm very thorough when they are set - i'll straight away put it on my phone calendar. I never forget my keys or wallet because I don't leave the house without checking several times even when I am sure I have them. 

Smaller things however, I forget a  LOT. Sometimes I remember quickly, sometimes I only remember when something comes up to remind me, sometimes I forget straight away.

A simple example of this is when I was playing Civ 5 earlier (which caused me to write this thread). The game keeps randomly closing, so I have to save frequently. I'll think ""Ok I'll save after this turn"" and COMPLETELY forget I had to save, after 30 seconds. Then I'll remember in a few minutes, but forget again. This repeats a LOT of times until eventually I get annoyed and remember to do it. After that, I'll forget if I saved it or not and save it again.

Another example is just random thoughts. I'll think ""I need to reply to X person's message"" and I won't remember for 2 days until they message again. I'll see an advertisement online and think ""Oh,  I should check that out after I'm done with this"" and whenever I'm done with the task I was doing, I would have forgotten. 

Is that the way ADHD affects memory or is that ""Normal"" memory? I really can't tell if it's normal to forget things like that. When I was playing Civ it became very, very frustrating having to save every 30 seconds because I couldn't remember if I saved or not.


tl;dr - i have terrible memory when it comes to little things but my memory with more important things seems to be okay because i'm thorough, is my memory normal if I suck at remembering certain things?",6.458570048309177,6.3432158790123445,7.593440687063875,71.98439613526573,65.51851851851852,10.895330112721417,32.91733762748255,10.568078804390687,3.5604084809447127,1641,62,292,39,23,560,178,405,0.045,0.742,0.213,0.9964,1,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,3,0,18,23,3,0,11,2,34,0,0,5,5,90,54,31,0,14,19,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,30,13,0,1,15,3,2,3,13,5,0,2,8,2,42,18,38,41,6,44,0,0,2,0,14,14,1,19,30,206,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683523393476054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344453061044978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316124299571605,0.0,0.0,0.21348298229765192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195182696102001,0.0,0.1206689541969648,0.07343709099329257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517091826838393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335337073065818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851061468214407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046261694005656,0.06335646977922574,0.11802582593279158,0.06692757355446859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659374846451236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081838892501722,0.0,0.07906823202103583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225602782627146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416374526212409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710934871079541,0.07019989833120889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864011888631953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193482170229608,0.10804051426892418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27450286184652084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326965226514475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048557898097602165,0.06115746192093598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702017481830462,0.0,0.07041096760478084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974064787434746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554028857536013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162787886326532,0.1912892208277205,0.0,0.07912686241018944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392130315117944,0.20781825105336088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601320469497637,0.0,0.0,0.11259327244858132,0.12243856775310527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32572682690401245,0.1346391316765604,0.0,0.055605059777341696,0.08168342464420594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618494657933432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337450802048562,0.0,0.0555956150368096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751742458902177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975541160217528,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,internetkatz,2018/03/30,"Any ADHDers who are small business owners? If so- how do you do it? I have a creative business and operating at like 300% all the time to make sure I don’t forget anything or stay “on top of things”. Def not sustainable.

Would love to hear your stories.

I also don’t read goodz so a Tl;dr for long responses are much appreciated! ",1.3275769230769257,3.896170123076928,3.1910576923076945,86.65581730769233,86.23076923076924,5.711538461538463,23.509615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.1039615384615382,258,10,51,4,8,86,55,65,0.076,0.731,0.193,0.8011,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,2,10,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,6,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,3,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060775121059803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310734215672825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578828551363866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531990456899097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531003424642493,0.0,0.0,0.2773290907235158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282835290775296,0.0,0.20918181256653973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303684077366877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134621514042062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33401855576562056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295354440919967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819398460266514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827328511749534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226142761043936,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beastlich,2018/03/30,"Keeping focused & organised while using technology: PC vs Tablet/phone I used to think Windows PCs were the bees knees, I could do anything the OS would let me do, completely unrestricted. I hated using anything Apple, and almost avoided Android. The upside, I had lots of fun, the downside, everything turned real messy.

However, now I've been diagnosed, I'm starting to wonder whether an Android or Apple device (tablet / phone) may help to give and ADHDer structure, in the sense that it's setup in such a way that you can't fiddle around with things - and it's laid out a bit more graphically. I've found I've used my smartphone for dolists (because on the computer it just gets lost), for example. I'm now considering upgrading my smartphone and grabbing a tablet so I can organise myself better - something that, despite my efforts, just doesn't seem to happen on the PC.

Has anyone else had a similar experience?
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adhd,Averost,2018/03/30,"So it seems my ADHD has re-surfaced as an adult. I remember being diagnosed forever ago and was on meds for a bit untill I kinda of learned how to manage it.

But in the last few years or so it's begun suddenly creeping up on every fibre of my life.

I'm often late, and I forget assignments and test dates. I can't find a job or manage my money. I can't stick to projects and I swear often and talk over people. I also get irritated easilly too.

For a while I thought it was because I was a genuine shitty person, and I deserved being a piece of shit. I get panic attacks now, and getcanxiety attacks when something difficult comes up.

I guess my real point is, how do I get treated for this? I was disgnosed ages ago but I think my diagnosis was rescinded in high school. I only just noticed how bad it's ruining my life now in college.",2.718370927318297,4.299081877192987,5.182928153717628,79.65855263157897,75.25730994152048,7.926649958228906,28.003759398496236,8.634040054169528,2.2767022556390977,655,27,126,13,14,232,106,171,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.9595,1,0,1,1,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,3,1,7,0,12,4,1,3,0,28,21,21,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,6,0,22,1,18,13,3,25,0,1,0,0,3,10,1,7,14,92,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888753184287997,0.0,0.27862503532055977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568048862657275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575835043962647,0.0,0.0,0.13122171531170584,0.0958030435855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157759735941874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353790938500918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951370267998335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241375523657178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436410423993229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463282394716477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312903603294102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660477636151378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595666936343014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281060633555923,0.17728289293245109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201296995399766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456890495948935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892726516276522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952697031903473,0.0,0.18439294816630475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895468991946937,0.1372257152989573,0.0,0.0,0.14856663617821822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888205032630505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803120918816334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590539223655714,0.0,0.14307221246362245,0.0,0.0,0.1613220880106171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098915099417318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263189467344273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070153649951502,0.0,0.12476718069254722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120564041943736
adhd,Periwinklerene,2018/03/30,"Million dollar medication idea So I don’t know about any of your guys’ experience, but ever since I started taking medication at 5 years old, I’ve noticed that there’s one big problem with medication. 
You’re always on a time limit. Say you have school or work at 8 am. So you take it at 7. And it works pretty well. It’s after work that becomes problematic. The meds have worn off, and now you have a mound of work that never gets done past 6pm because your ability to focus has disappeared faster than Cinderella’s ballgown at midnight. 
So here’s my insane solution.
Intravenous medication.
Have like a little button you can press when you need to focus that delivers a specific amount preset by your doctor, and created in such a way that it acts fast and leaves fast once you turn it off. How much you could keep inside I don’t know; I’m not a pharmacologist. But my idea the button would be very small, and on the lower shoulder or above the wrist, maybe with a small ‘locking mechanism’ to keep from accidentally administering medication. Hell! Control it by app! I just want a way to work at home at any time of day that would be healthy, yanno?
What do you guys think?",4.213529123837496,5.994130325991192,5.390888399412629,78.87436979931475,71.73127753303963,8.568673519334311,26.267498776309356,9.150863307647796,2.1455161037689674,932,31,178,20,18,309,140,227,0.124,0.778,0.098,-0.8458,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,11,0,7,13,4,1,0,12,0,16,8,2,2,2,31,30,14,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,1,2,13,7,0,4,5,0,1,2,4,2,1,2,2,2,17,2,26,23,2,34,1,0,0,0,14,15,1,2,16,110,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694192877236777,0.0,0.0,0.14211009814827116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369457974450615,0.11539817943898385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171915600004015,0.08342472665876212,0.0,0.0,0.06738576126331816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694733265779788,0.0,0.10692693868821894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451488060666073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220877573703316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459038010049663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691800612326716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480943180496716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359072257431348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574649305900467,0.0,0.0,0.1148471399498721,0.0,0.0,0.11063712282610266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104729023866125,0.10472387480701288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497168766196477,0.0,0.11606200201698195,0.5263005665353562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681029828067808,0.07747612027036008,0.08058716294004968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895965444151152,0.10964200216625547,0.11127572422182992,0.07080340032309689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974509409210608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630130063636008,0.0,0.09998037837749936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309261411388963,0.0,0.10574687778837652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643309844044685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395675495266728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571231176562998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695133898578408,0.0,0.0,0.12185494480189205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365234134828095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621308911778931,0.0616294052270747,0.16587454874832347,0.0,0.0,0.09394676605016443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803405404481381,0.0,0.0,0.14844977327498846,0.0,0.0,0.06728649208870566
adhd,kalepunk,2018/03/30,"about 4 days of poor sleeping/eating while trying to maintain my adderall rx has me crashing hard -- looking for advice **TL;DR I haven't been taking care of myself and my adderall is working against me, so I stopped. I'm worried if I get my shit back together and start taking it again it may still give me these negative side effects. Seeing my doctor on the 11th, looking for advice til then.**

 

Hey y'all. I was recently prescribed 20mg amphetamine salts 2x a day for ADHD and it was going great! Better than great, honestly. I felt --

 * clear headed
 * in control of my impulses
 * able to concentrate on school work
 * capable / ""myself"" for the first time in a really long time

 

But starting at the beginning of this 2nd week, my appetite tanked and I kept forgetting to eat for most of the day. I also (due to school / work / side effects of adderall probably etc.) was not able to get a very consistent or sufficient night of sleep almost all week (sometimes no sleep, sometimes 2 or 3 hours, up to 5 hours but only in the middle of the day after I got home from class). Despite this, I was still taking my normal dose of medication. I was still getting the benefits I mentioned before, but I've been experiencing some pretty intense crashes.

 

Before this week, my crashes have been annoying and not severe. I've felt sleepy and distracted -- it always just kind of felt like the medication was wearing off. 

 

This week, my crashes have been *so* uncomfortable. 

 * My heart rate goes way up
 * I feel really anxious and irritable
 * Last night was the worst of them and I was nauseous / dizzy for hours

 

After last night, I only got about 2 hours before I had to go to work. I forced myself to eat a healthy breakfast and drink lots of water before taking only a 10mg dose. It didn't do anything but speed up my heart rate again and make me super anxious and uncomfortable!

 

I know that ADHD and stimulants work best with a consistent schedule for sleeping, eating, and exercise, and I have been working really hard without medication to get on top of making a schedule for myself...but some weeks are just a lot more than others, and this has been one of those weeks.

 

I stopped taking the adderall after that 10mg dose I took this morning -- I took a day off from school to catch up with sleep, and I got 3 meals today! I'm already feeling a lot better. 

 

Here's my dilemma:
**I am afraid to start taking it again because the potential side effects are starting to really really freak me out.**
I'm worried that even if I get my routine back on track these next few days and take even a 10mg dose on Sunday to get some work done (fully hydrated, fed, and rested) that I'm just going to end up anxious and uncomfortable for 4 hours and I am not...very interested in experiencing that/putting my body through that again.

 

I've got an appointment w/ my doc on the 11th, but I don't want to lose the progress I've already made by stopping completely until then! Any advice or words of solidarity welcome. (p.s. Lurking around here the past couple weeks has been so cathartic ! gratifying ! affirming ! helpful ! and I can't thank y'all enough.)",3.343092068774265,5.919241627287858,4.475235440931783,80.81816652800889,76.98668885191347,7.334453688297282,27.4875485302274,8.344100000000001,2.2543623738214094,2522,105,445,50,60,823,263,601,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.118,0.5507,0,0,1,0,0,0,127.0,0,2,1,19,23,21,2,2,26,0,34,28,10,8,2,74,83,40,0,4,16,0,7,1,0,1,10,0,1,0,21,25,8,5,9,2,1,6,9,7,0,2,30,13,53,14,77,52,15,94,0,1,3,0,8,25,1,14,63,286,74,12,0.09145144917289293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099068701958728,0.1340479465686796,0.0,0.0,0.045787708106094366,0.0,0.10091894824663054,0.03656684543153197,0.038047465867347495,0.4458942313686792,0.0,0.031095060720692232,0.0,0.0,0.15497116041792158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762837525041249,0.040705589298512174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032051945288481,0.0,0.027873977297066376,0.0,0.15563689505725742,0.0,0.04798632690045273,0.08088137507023523,0.0,0.05079097188882018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662042367567557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794255226057308,0.0,0.051285288260980125,0.0,0.050594644537721487,0.0,0.17693585738066905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680221667907916,0.0,0.04679329188442127,0.0,0.044793802129557435,0.0,0.14036649507477642,0.0,0.0,0.040499419869488636,0.04724689675445054,0.05099626996330787,0.06040281967953706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046240600510410235,0.0,0.1317115990624812,0.0,0.0,0.03889427797423413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433388230204044,0.04386428159648989,0.0779609490966424,0.0,0.14628415630486938,0.10082554556509137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819225355636675,0.0,0.04692778529755664,0.0,0.0,0.10837040759143828,0.03064898933338793,0.0,0.045866630007902136,0.0,0.2251531398592477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047616305692706515,0.025129662401704257,0.07454513693823353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02233927933737455,0.0,0.0,0.04046582735436655,0.07679618466920199,0.0511553896248599,0.0,0.11662312762803476,0.0,0.04326678620546298,0.0610445524550469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138191570791909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048629826844721134,0.12873148493654166,0.04480150160412708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030984934370829744,0.10432942208416936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365037809134652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651950059914006,0.049300064896100164,0.0,0.0,0.04596698273925425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464653502208629,0.0,0.04514863663659887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883062338423374,0.03643748236587845,0.0,0.0,0.051657053472640525,0.04693679919166857,0.0,0.0,0.18303498863155832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904478216394915,0.0,0.1294596128451986,0.0,0.10954986816318757,0.1146862596500432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406603797665863,0.0,0.0,0.04209810375435458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332607544578676,0.0,0.043342640339311116,0.0,0.10160592496628648,0.03104476547880526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545702313818922,0.026970217073759004,0.036294951819434026,0.2567489269104097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044077966775047335,0.0,0.2330221046277912,0.0928733857940548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GuardianFeral,2018/03/30,Getting bored fast with conversation! I get really bored with conversations and i need some advice on how to power through and interact better :),5.727499999999999,9.41005341666667,6.213333333333335,64.76500000000001,77.33333333333334,9.866666666666667,28.83333333333333,9.725611199111238,4.209683333333333,118,5,16,4,3,38,20,24,0.14300000000000002,0.6459999999999999,0.211,0.4574,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020042200931449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543462915867013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367981823023328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809191331549994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291041412736108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Daddy_douglass,2018/03/30,"Long showers?? Is it just me, or does it take 25 minutes to take a shower?? You don’t start actually cleaning yourself for 20 minutes because you’re thinking about the tiles on the wall, or the breakfast you’ll make when you’re out, stuff like that",5.67278911564626,6.027130836734695,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972793,67.16326530612244,7.34965986394558,34.70068027210884,6.42735559955562,2.0304231292517008,197,9,39,1,3,61,39,49,0.0,0.926,0.07400000000000001,0.5362,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.34414860176367273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498033263227975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30861811401439543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722935213561948,0.0,0.0,0.31209600740392723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540555501485286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496169665284553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40371521394217336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303179679254519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597246395336865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jay26895,2018/03/30,"Advice and help My 5 years old nephew has adhd, he doesn't talk much except for basic interactions like he wants water, wants to go to the bathroom and snacks or occasionally what he's excited about when he sees a cartoon or something on tv.

He's not silent, he just doesn't speak meaningful sentences if that makes sense.

I want to know how to interact positively with him through your experiences? 

Because he doesn't talk, idk what to do except play along with him while also being worried he'd jump onto a table or someone else and getting hurt.

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adhd,Carous,2018/03/30,Vyvanse Is me taking this medication required for me to take it daily? I don’t want to become independent on it but I do need it to focus. I just rather not be strictly bound to a drug and i want to know if I can not taken it daily.,1.568529411764704,2.6310403137254923,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,77.23529411764707,6.6686274509803924,22.553921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.7224862745098037,180,5,40,2,4,66,35,51,0.0,0.942,0.058,0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,14,12,3,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884347210378775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078705308301965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932899504364116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543095995761892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607876078342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288824717351523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148939080926608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BigDillay,2018/03/30,"Need to get back my energy! I recently had to stop taking Adderall after 5-6 years of taking it regularly. I am now a few months into not taking it everyday, and I can not find the energy I used to have when on Adderall. Can anyone give me any advice to try and get back to the energetic dude I once was without Adderall? ",4.732272727272728,4.767279045454547,7.114696969696968,73.44204545454545,69.15151515151516,10.236363636363636,28.62121212121212,10.125756701596842,2.7872848484848483,251,8,49,6,4,91,46,66,0.034,0.851,0.114,0.636,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,14,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,10,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256575731182395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703715240279234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146836951378146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551346700866119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106158046804946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129792185840795,0.22152463170857054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184322406090374,0.0,0.0,0.1712282162211936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245927954326266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801091774558965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306392738644054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208813580787975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678314995409856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944535296613405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260379062235305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487083500816216
adhd,Dweebl,2018/03/30,Who here is highly successfully self employed? I'm feeling hopeless that I might never be able to consistently work on something I care about for enough hours a day with enough regularity to be able to make anything happen that I want.,10.350697674418603,9.077261860465118,9.534534883720934,64.99854651162794,58.30232558139535,11.390697674418604,40.1046511627907,10.125756701596842,4.04933488372093,192,8,32,3,2,61,34,43,0.066,0.725,0.209,0.6697,1,0,1,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,22,6,3,0.4681436640758578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262117355457745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386518328325057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509569673849445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837175476798965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183537513499998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698894803704404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473097419834248,0.0,0.0,0.2305136043773816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624476548288116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831322372735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805306269383719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244187969985263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019993201784235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806163112801986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040708150567696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jenfow,2018/03/30,"Reading backwards Does anyone else read posts and comments backwards? Even off Reddit, I'm so impatient I start from the end to be sure I want to commit to skimming at all. ",6.5163636363636375,6.994495333333332,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,65.36363636363636,7.8121212121212125,34.68181818181819,7.1686216300943375,2.450163636363636,138,6,24,1,2,43,28,33,0.083,0.75,0.16699999999999998,0.2344,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,14,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211986132728316,0.3106373307560523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653093886575277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532627628368677,0.0,0.2685219527076547,0.0,0.0,0.2002434002964206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903566442306339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.606511579342471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458793823463626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573766820924396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881973067597276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beach_space_song,2018/03/30,"Getting better slowly at my passion but not quite there I'm a terrible programmer and I'm doing my best to get this right. I'm retaking a computer graphics course that I failed and I'm actually doing a lot better but I'm not getting straight As as I hoped I would. I feel a bit proud though that my coding style and logic is getting better though. I'm able to figure out some problems on my own now but I still ask for help.

I just want you guys to know that even if you don't get things the first time, the more you work at it, the better you'll be. It just takes time and patience. Good luck out there to all of you. <3",1.0380161943319877,2.969815172932332,2.684210526315791,94.0402429149798,81.4812030075188,5.596067090803933,20.0052053209948,6.67199483983844,0.10167484094852464,490,13,111,5,13,161,79,133,0.094,0.638,0.269,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,10,9,13,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,1,26,24,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,15,10,13,21,7,12,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,5,5,74,22,3,0.15609184484713678,0.0,0.15232312405148868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459248040818807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380876106553033,0.5522022083922704,0.17041186713969916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030971913842842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892472678988237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277164348741866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407757732396584,0.0,0.0,0.13092243373036028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455546712355334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046250733261596,0.0,0.0,0.15503442193374353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857839957735831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270370459184114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935881485460006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660228907198928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330158262810438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465514892697928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736164145527103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370048584970558,0.0,0.3067188900814561,0.0,0.1820368199754608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206701429108953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363672209361528,0.0,0.0,0.11088316808559028,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Toasty_Rolls,2018/03/30,"Any tips for taking Adderall? M[20] I've been taking Adderall for about a month now, almost entirely positive things on my end, with the worst thing being slight weight loss. I've noticed that when taking a proper dosage for me currently (about 15-20 mg twice a day) I feel really great for a period of about 1.5 hours, then pretty good for 2 hours until it tapers to feeling meh but still good for 2 more hours until it wears off fully. I was hoping some of you may have your own methods for spacing the dosage throughout the day to prolong the hyperfocused ""mind at peace"" state. I was thinking I'd take my 15-20 in the morning (I work at 4am) then taking 5mg or 10mg once it's nearing the end of working well to hold onto that hyperfocused state of mind. Any methods or tips? Thanks in advance.",4.42991423670669,5.41281989308176,5.112681532304175,84.15231560891941,70.19496855345912,7.542824471126357,26.404230989136646,7.686295010490155,1.3933723270440257,629,19,124,7,11,203,100,159,0.033,0.784,0.183,0.9765,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,7,8,0,0,10,0,6,2,1,0,0,14,16,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,3,9,6,28,11,4,29,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,6,17,74,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726499274487258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643707932868053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680945523188518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428229236403724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862269932517532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995101667238824,0.0,0.15113027440052193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361505508532767,0.4049861247169701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27682177979644257,0.0,0.10941528969584546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606554932419014,0.0,0.14598484762466593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945880185660886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781642963590941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947160624986027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153323995366889,0.0,0.0,0.1262040871979186,0.0,0.0,0.18213862568176986,0.08783480034353816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692550583950905,0.12325064089740465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959054405115945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,reflectivewanderer,2018/03/30,I have a doctors appointment tommorow to rediagnose my adhd I was diagnosed with adhd when i was a kid in the mid 90's. At some point i convinced my parents to take me off of ritalin because i was rarely eating during the day. Now im in my mid 30's and i feel like its effecting my marriage. Basically ive become aware that when people are talking to me if i dont focus absolutely i dont hear a word like im a deaf person. So I just made a appointment with a new doctor since ive just moved to a new city. Im really apprehensive about this appointment. Basically i dont want the doc to think im some speed freak lookong to get perscribed amphetamines. Also reading stories here im wondering if i messed up by talking with a GP instead of a psychiatrists. Any words of advice going into this appointment tomm would be great. Thanks!,3.5051674208144803,4.902645552941177,5.752352941176473,77.11251131221721,72.88235294117645,8.995475113122172,29.547511312217196,9.466822959209583,2.7875203619909508,664,28,129,16,13,234,103,170,0.043,0.858,0.099,0.858,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,12,0,12,6,0,2,0,20,22,7,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,1,5,2,0,2,4,5,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,3,19,5,20,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,5,9,79,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685636232780204,0.1091845673805596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935314492567842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598253101299532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811163237319205,0.12340074157034785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205878768280424,0.0,0.0,0.11340703039073477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287277013052183,0.0,0.0,0.3928520733896879,0.0,0.0,0.11433114368232933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564957549673432,0.07982235016572217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837608027924158,0.0,0.06350065568019371,0.0,0.0,0.12318644770652792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593164163793505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6034561285539791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917457279190933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572482730357063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187549020446368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582559247649888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406669755189295,0.0,0.0,0.0774618582812251,0.09756127908660238,0.0,0.0,0.10562416106604912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117636182753094,0.0,0.07157926537239571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092427007909718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400959759891315,0.17961411954653897,0.0,0.10286908595663076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159423935575952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590324340066088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117008615664653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937218852646437,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,greeneyes85,2018/03/30,"Prednisone and ADHD So kind of a weird thing to ask but I thought of throw it out there.

I just recently got a ten day taper for prednisone for a super bad chest cold I've had and for some reason I always have the opposite reaction to it compared to most people. I have energy, I feel great, I can focus and I don't get the crazy hunger cravings or gain weight. I had prednisone last year too and same thing. It's to bad it ruins your body.

Has anyone else with inattentive adhd ran into this? It's almost like taking adderall to me...I haven't even needed mine lately. ",1.2218832891246691,3.591770206896552,2.8434482758620696,90.56945623342176,84.0,5.293368700265252,18.405835543766575,6.67199483983844,0.14383501326259962,448,11,90,5,13,147,80,116,0.135,0.68,0.185,0.8192,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,5,0,8,4,2,1,0,18,16,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,5,3,10,4,13,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,6,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461663849656891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587497001008627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445349569946484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979216103663255,0.1901930562087834,0.0,0.0,0.17353277328011776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099754845506241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618569408939288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971170336857055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506448877405465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260247084702013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385674222004667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698053812631767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845994859098055,0.2046503967258793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329815268576184,0.0,0.15130780362151042,0.20939122198157525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068619174517624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137637360683819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868785749990008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190851717500133,0.18328066260444947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956565675436702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466398089511568,0.0,0.0,0.14736420416132734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260392309166987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195353503562714
adhd,Samurrai,2018/03/31,"2AM Rant (kind of) It's my senior year in University. I do not know how I made it this far but it suffices to say my ass has been scraping by this whole time. I've made an observation: before I isolated myself as being different and not keeping up with others due to something beyond my control, I just thought I was lazy. Looking back, I was happier thinking that than knowing I'm impeded somehow. My whole life I've always had little awkward moments where almost everyone in my grade is up to speed on something that I keep stumbling with. 

Long story short, I noticed during 10th grade that I may have an impediment, but wouldn’t confront it because I’ve been taught not to talk about problems. I had been sent to the school therapist/ psychologist person by a few teachers, and the therapist told me I may have ADHD. She referred me to a psychiatrist, but I never went (didn’t want to admit it to myself). In 12th grade, I decided I’d be a pilot like my father. After graduating, I got 9/10 on the aptitude test for being a pilot (ikr), but before classes started I kept thinking I may be responsible for 300+ lives in the future. 

I had a panic attack. I walked into the living room white as a ghost and dripping with sweat to tell my dad that I couldn’t do it. He was disappointed, but what sucked even more was I couldn’t tell him my reason. That moment is when I admit to myself that there’s something up. I did not feel like I could rely on myself to be in that line of work.

 Luckily I was enrolled in a University as a backup, majoring in communications. The courses aren’t bad, I get to write a lot which is a plus for me, but classes get really boring really fast. I’m usually somewhat motivated at the beginning of the semester, but I’ve noticed that my thresh-hold is 6 weeks. I can deter negative thoughts, and provide myself with just enough motivation for only six weeks. After that, I begin to freefall.

It got really bad, so I decided I’d see a psychiatrist. I received the diagnosis, and trialed some medicines, but to no avail. I felt like I’d only experience the side effects. I got fed up after gaining a bunch of weight and becoming more and more irritable. The medicine wasn’t worth it.

Last semester I buckled again. I was becoming severely detached, depressed, and reclusive. Work would pile up and I had just become indifferent to failing. I got put on Wellbutrin. It did the trick, and it still does to an extent. It helped me finish that semester without failing my finals. Now, I'm nearing the end of this semester with only 4 weeks to go. I keep missing my classes, i'm becoming really indifferent to failing again, missing assignments and whatnot. If, for whatever reason, I don't have enough credits to graduate, I'll have to take summer classes which I just can't afford (and I don't think I can afford to do that emotionally and spiritually lol). The Wellbutrin, aside from making my beautiful long hair fall out, helps my mind to focus, but it doesn't provide the motivation I need. That comes from within. To be a self-starter, and generate your own motivation, I feel like you have to have a healthy mind and healthy thinking habits. I know there was a time where I used to be a self-starter, but i've been worn down and I feel like I haven't had enough time in between to recuperate. 

Right now it’s 2AM, I have a class at 8:30AM and assignments to do. Before writing this, I was literally staring at my ceiling for an hour.

Last remark I want to make (and i'm sorry for doing this):

*I'm just a kid*

*And life is a nightmare*

*I'm just a kid*

*I know that it's not fair*

*Nobody cares 'cause I'm alone*

*And the world is*

*Having more fun than me*

 TL;RD
Always felt I had ADHD. Got checked, have it. Medicine didn’t work, I stop taking medicine. I start taking good medicine, medicine still good but not motivated. Graduation is in a month, but I will need summer courses if I keep screwing up",2.5047088989441946,4.940126197385624,4.2151307189542475,82.31078054298644,79.1830065359477,7.008044243338361,26.67043740573153,8.0975810788378,1.96080693815988,3091,129,581,59,78,1036,328,765,0.149,0.747,0.104,-0.9857,6,1,3,0,0,0,118.0,0,2,0,14,24,29,5,2,41,1,69,9,3,16,1,121,136,41,1,12,27,2,7,5,0,6,3,1,1,3,37,29,2,7,28,0,3,8,22,18,0,1,41,12,83,11,89,79,17,88,0,7,4,2,23,37,3,10,48,400,120,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183903106987154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325683937090718,0.06542631965647495,0.0,0.0,0.10512701056205664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186636836110168,0.0,0.04857475933500397,0.1054906394017115,0.0385085818321218,0.2790705428329497,0.1612621347198412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440725631041852,0.06489423153729246,0.0,0.0544164018049401,0.0,0.0,0.07085188090433586,0.050437068997828315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544092685587293,0.0,0.0,0.06600046665831431,0.0,0.0,0.05528154949283935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105910596210528,0.05595093974485663,0.19581823260371825,0.0,0.041723986852158966,0.0,0.0,0.060362796024982075,0.0,0.0617935626582105,0.0,0.0,0.09582378196754464,0.13538857004103266,0.12130853176978525,0.06920097016512998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600869737359179,0.0,0.03590165307235507,0.10597002363055463,0.2526189276728114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846846577535825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221091463643778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459788750264195,0.0,0.06578309169046709,0.13886897455591599,0.10298593112059444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923938427526003,0.15431130571460527,0.06331414570845917,0.1115626673599362,0.11180906172612404,0.05304790432687816,0.0,0.0,0.0537059016960456,0.0,0.11954824813474642,0.08433454323964852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756982322141494,0.0,0.050422655235013734,0.0,0.0,0.09368130002376872,0.04872152969912804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384167714606833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441336499993865,0.0,0.0741178011468004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055158661868036384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044631423584387,0.0,0.06350451166423964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187637277423148,0.12990104516936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394786614715523,0.0,0.05023627980724103,0.0,0.06393263466278411,0.050339273670521434,0.0,0.13180269335538455,0.07136548364293993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458968456790206,0.0,0.07071499502933734,0.17885162357970422,0.0,0.10089721601622684,0.05281395819101455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424906591327562,0.050774623803354416,0.11042883968976908,0.0,0.0,0.14669328193795042,0.0,0.16191023640918645,0.0,0.10030176511822783,0.11050691752049163,0.0,0.0,0.060362796024982075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054559640817113834,0.06957416043410411,0.0,0.07452002992943844,0.0,0.15201639697641478,0.07692551246058096,0.0,0.058560342350386735,0.0,0.14105679467106802,0.0,0.06089478987733475,0.0,0.13796817454173266,0.0,0.0,0.04487501342382979,0.0,0.0,0.04068018655885438
adhd,Rockase13,2018/03/31,"How to Think About Willpower I'm in university right now studying as a full-time student. I'm taking a Philosophy class that is about understanding human patterns of thinking. The class focuses on the reasons we think the things we do and gives tips and resources to improve our own thought patterns.


Pretty cool class. Anyways, we were talking about willpower which is the reason I decided to write up this post for you guys.


The two main ways willpower is viewed in philosophy is 1) It is a finite and usable resource (kind of like an energy bar in a video game). So, writing up a paper may deplete some of your willpower energy.


The alternative is that willpower is smart usage of attention. Every time we do something, we are using our attention on that task. Whether the task is pleasurable or not impacts how likely we are to perform that task. So, if you had to direct your attention to write a paper or you had to direct your attention to play your favorite video game, it is more likely that you would want to play the game. This is because there is less negative feelings associated with that particular activity.


The professor starts talking about these two methods of viewing willpower and goes into some studies. It turns out that those who were willpower as a finite resource will perform worse on tasks than those who do not view it as such. Additionally, when tasked with many items to complete, those who view willpower as finite will consistently perform worse. I don't have the studies off my memory, but can dig it up if this post gets big enough.


This really made me think about the way I view willpower, which I am assuming is the same for my fellow ADHDers out there. Constantly, I tell myself I'm too tired, exhausted from the day, to even try to finish up my work. I have started trying to view willpower as smart usage of attention and found improvement. 


Don't get me wrong, this is by no means a solution. The actual process of taking our attention and using it in a way that furthers our goals is almost impossible for many of us. But I have found that simply by changing the way I perceive willpower, I'm able to feel better about the tasks that I do complete. I've found that instead of not doing something because ""I'm just so exhausted"" that I will think about it as just another direction of my attention. 


It's been helping out with preventing me beating myself up for not doing things and seems to be just a better way to think about willpower so as to finish up all this work I have to do. 


I just wanted to share this with you guys because I've gotten so much from the community and want to give back a little. Try this change in perspective for a few days and let me know what you all think! Comment if you'd like any clarification or if you have questions for me :)
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adhd,nicecanadianeh,2018/03/31,"Why is ADD no longer considered a medical term? Im diagnosed with ADHD but Im not hyper, when things dont interest me I get super tired and lose complete ability to focus on the task and if its something that I absolutely have to do my disinterest actually manifests itself in the form of physical joint and back pain. When i am interested i have no joint pain. Just wondering why they changed the term because Im definately not hyper.",5.251071428571429,6.655196250000002,7.289047619047621,67.73928571428571,68.64285714285714,11.790476190476193,34.23809523809524,11.538034831475384,4.67175238095238,351,17,62,13,6,124,61,84,0.237,0.645,0.118,-0.9015,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,11,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,6,8,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.17160210957716582,0.0,0.2113349116756724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521612198652966,0.0,0.10719520116671337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602368088471968,0.0,0.18437309750405376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848183948736376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609233972953875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187323003170958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698374757004662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672873458842874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771481822478901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37422896521933297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537624583122546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682548035169843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021112050826798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173506190189513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906994636361406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mch315,2018/03/31,"How long is too long when taking ADHD medication? I was diagnosed with ADHD in my early 20s; however, I showed signs of ADHD (inattentive type) since elementary school. I’m currently prescribed Vyvanse 60mg because Adderall XR made me crash in a matter of hours and made me feel irritable. I’m concerned about the long term side effects of Vyvanse and I feel like I may have started to build up a tolerance to it (since I have been on Vyvanse for 3 years now). Dependency is so real. If I go a day without taking Vyvanse I am a completely different person, and not for the better. 

My best friend is a RN and she is constantly telling me how bad Vyvanse is on my liver. Is it really that bad?? How long is too long when it comes to taking ADHD medication? ",4.284063079777361,5.744579768707485,6.077600494743352,75.2913172541744,71.04081632653063,9.154978354978354,31.050711193568336,9.573946990214177,3.0938217687074823,594,26,108,14,11,205,88,147,0.108,0.805,0.08800000000000001,-0.608,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,7,0,13,4,1,7,0,22,25,11,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,14,4,16,20,2,24,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,17,70,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425477093631521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884683548208224,0.06879898638916825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844060200328445,0.09981633699579667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721971334718728,0.1183325567530077,0.1219625902474375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727859747340376,0.0,0.0,0.11455148655869013,0.0,0.11791566947595188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413177284454125,0.08062788383213687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719608849383143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414147765403444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114529971497948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513815838680523,0.0,0.0,0.4993919374528052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135835158024605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273910631574621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854582658087656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284604672781883,0.07230161328566796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422130477730436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867194849869732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798835599164853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545721616286786,0.0,0.09864544313666114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879392646050023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267875024774025
adhd,hxctstep,2018/03/31,"Quitting strattera cold turkey? 22 year old male, roughly 170lbs, history with stimulant abuse so they decided to try strattera to help with focusing a little bit better since I’m in a constant fog. I started 14 days on 40mg back on the last week of February, then after that went up to 60 and have been taking that every day since then. Morning/early afternoon if it helps. 

My original issue when starting to see someone for mental help was horrible anxiety that I dealt with for years. But after almost 4 straight years I finally went almost a month without a bit of anxiety. But within this last week my anxiety has returned and I notice that it creeps up on me about 1 1/2 hours after I take strattera. I don’t want to deal with this shit, so my question is can I just stop taking it? What can I expect for side effects if I do? I’m hoping it’s not as bad as kicking addy.",5.264952978056428,5.780555275862072,6.312424242424246,77.97954545454547,68.08045977011494,9.0858934169279,31.91013584117033,9.095868883498916,2.7858919540229894,694,28,128,12,11,232,115,174,0.108,0.769,0.124,0.1947,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,3,0,24,21,13,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,3,14,2,28,17,2,39,0,0,1,0,7,10,1,6,27,81,25,0,0.0,0.14704269025345226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485440255293521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848171648594958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542814930612792,0.10362147569067932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975971162241896,0.27097837871744623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411210165772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600733474581633,0.12794555176362749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456279044032576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359496290553549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249552450944116,0.0,0.0,0.12326305968633867,0.12221722828215174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953210715715952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202322295487414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124384594644874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250674245926147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905845624459662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412929804599899,0.1302260446400979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390246403897512,0.13199965035410305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889464795208663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739075069589928,0.2053198648966631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515273331846604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568259392597985,0.0,0.0,0.10375632029262263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27993180163119225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425832284330828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319962712897084,0.0,0.19909713914857746,0.0,0.0,0.2300909019307739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963161897113105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975630367819564
adhd,batmansnewsidekick,2018/03/31,"I hate hearing nonsense about stimulants being a downer for people with ADHD. From what i know it depends on the ADHD type (ADHD really is just a bunch of symptoms involving impaired executive functioning and recent studies have shown all kinds of distinct nonoverlapping issues in the brain among different people), it depends on what stimulant and in what dose and tolerance. Also the effects are complicated and mixed, i get some normal people effects from stimulants while lacking alot of others.",12.268012048192766,11.8891916746988,11.126596385542172,52.24844879518074,53.93975903614458,13.60120481927711,46.0512048192771,12.602617957971056,6.549339759036144,411,21,48,11,4,131,60,83,0.077,0.897,0.026,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,6,0,4,3,1,7,2,20,8,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,13,7,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,2,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6727480156707579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921889571634947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830025325495904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949506775469904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748749462330417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842226249772376,0.0,0.0,0.21030463467838648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475531975093027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430860031012845,0.10254700478137138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282218542257306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880816829382464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953668719708273,0.0,0.18423874475654367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394227537004788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,holisticneuropsygirl,2018/03/31,"How to deal with new medication changes? Greetings everyone in reddit land.  I have now tried 2 medicines, 2 differing dosages of 1, and today was my first day on the 2nd.  Even though the other wasn't working well, it was working some.   This one - I have a complete headache that comes and goes, and my ability to think is the same.  How long do you take your new meds before it's a failed experiment (170$ in on this one, in the last stretch of my MS degree.  This is costing alot). Did any of you have problems in the beginning and then it got better? Trying to come up with a reason to take it more days, but through this headache and difficulty thinking, it's hard.  Need help please.  

Edited:  The new medication is Concerta.  As it is wearing off, I am feeling rather well.  But during was a different story.  I couldn't think, sat on the chair for 4 hours - moved once in that time period.  I felt like I couldn't / didn't want to move.  The headache was bad, but went away finally.  

As it is at 10 hours since I originally took this dose, now, I can think, I feel clear,  and feel like I can do whatever I want to and really make decisions now as far as what I wish to do and follow though.  But during, it was a struggle, the thought process didn't work, and the sitting there not doing anything (not being able to do anything) is frustrating (at this end) when I have things I need to be working on.  Although, I'm not used to relaxing, so just sitting may be exactly what I need to do.  ",3.5397657935285025,4.794549844067799,4.3995454545454535,87.40307781201851,72.59322033898304,7.9399075500770415,27.98536209553159,8.438071523408619,1.7880508474576264,1144,43,245,19,22,369,160,295,0.092,0.8079999999999999,0.101,0.1859,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,0,7,15,11,1,1,16,0,34,4,1,6,2,53,62,25,0,10,9,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,20,13,0,0,11,1,1,7,8,5,2,3,15,5,21,6,36,41,4,48,0,1,0,0,5,17,0,3,24,166,41,6,0.09876971523282273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716679331617306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625581198229346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092797398761443,0.0,0.08246858660564553,0.0,0.0,0.08404575292986444,0.0,0.0,0.08735378668765989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448526231945336,0.17016272800960958,0.10355816724914413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739659062099762,0.10182723944139813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638666071203685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748065129162735,0.0,0.0,0.06523646539190966,0.0,0.0,0.09437869558812033,0.0,0.096615733920129,0.0,0.0,0.1498228071588073,0.0705611042974508,0.0948344157832257,0.10819739521201774,0.0,0.08401346932050659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899516405688807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847826449941723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620325814431895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453654772058396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051050053303588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650778762346722,0.0,0.0,0.08740808987936828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659295518773173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971088758523563,0.19900019399202765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209953152509497,0.0,0.21970947701586188,0.0,0.2861772193347367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051865232281672,0.13385783044416438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841948733681828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450927833640337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327440872124851,0.10155171733218424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170332909866561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325555156567268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852506762471498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561821001546488,0.2531505814995544,0.19408148747002632,0.07841212121060938,0.0575934152372685,0.0,0.0936221412010456,0.0,0.10973678783279807,0.13411630645740433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530532167437152,0.0,0.0,0.1165138741588002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761167152050195,0.09156051555225986,0.0,0.0,0.11358029808366313,0.0,0.0,0.2876221161245036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,radiAti0n13,2018/03/31,My brother we discovered has ADHD. how can I help him? He is still a young kid. Is there anything i can do for him to help?,-1.8316666666666668,0.06871537037037001,1.027685185185188,99.71708333333336,99.0,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.37417777777777816,93,3,23,1,4,32,22,27,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630202860621688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855180037387222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280227145490467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374127647048746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jojo_bacon,2018/03/31,"I've scheduled my first appointment with a psychiatrist! Hello!

I've scheduled my first appointment with a psychiatrist in my area. They're covered by my insurance so it's only a $20 copay!

I've suspected that I might have ADHD for a long time now; In middle school I was very challenged with keeping track of my school stuff, including being very bad about bringing just a *pencil* to class. 

I've also always struggled with my time management skills, I've tried planners, google calendar, and other similar ways to manage my time. I've also had issues with staying on task when doing longer/more repetitive tasks such as homework. I've developed ways to cope over time but I think talking to a psychiatrist is a good idea since I've been having similar (but less severe) problems while studying at university.

My family has never been very supportive of seeking out a diagnosis for mental health conditions, my sister has ADHD and she had it diagnosed in her 20s. I suppose this is why it has taken me this long to look into finding a real, medical way to figure out my problems.

Does anyone have advice for my first appointment? What should I expect?

TL;DR: I've scheduled my first appointment with a psychiatrist, and hopefully I'll get some insight into my problems (which seem similar to ADHD symptoms)",6.3904159488063,8.049652255230129,7.074531134629588,69.38203051932071,66.19665271966528,9.97499384691115,33.305685454097954,10.194018383442646,3.8604888506030033,1055,46,162,26,17,348,140,239,0.095,0.872,0.032,-0.8829,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,7,8,9,0,1,10,0,17,4,0,0,1,34,26,11,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,10,13,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,5,0,4,6,1,21,4,31,17,2,35,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,4,18,109,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804680050503334,0.10311953650938352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877943671794596,0.08780672466893673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378676990584539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881104435441768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710744834512534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234718593514203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948124536429193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644955430500476,0.3590440602995942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513338089849657,0.0,0.0,0.08851084643557085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217001988290876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481189144609487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912687647219315,0.0,0.1101425292272282,0.0,0.09379704018848632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867757381473829,0.08861590764525137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630711692598876,0.1063461621283819,0.11194722474387828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138874911154073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025786239179207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292459623736906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011256489753012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359744633396646,0.0,0.0960676064100491,0.0,0.11921521100235387,0.0,0.08729283309223658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124774940582109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031949038189563,0.12080290246678305,0.0,0.11975052594101353,0.0,0.10968271757946987,0.0,0.08481841895120205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761729204252262,0.0,0.0,0.24613402851418764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716457486107788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612119061279736,0.0,0.25128671005785025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522149461114322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phord,2018/03/31,"Face blindness? Has anyone here ever felt like they're face blind? This is a condition that causes you not to recognize people by their faces. If a woman changes her hair, I'm usually pretty lost. I rarely recognize Madonna, for example. I can recognize Lady Gaga now mostly because of her distinctive nose. But I've had trouble finding my wife in the grocery store sometimes.

Is it just me or is it ADHD?",3.3374999999999986,6.074112223684215,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,78.07894736842105,7.484210526315789,29.23684210526316,8.472884824447931,2.7751105263157894,323,15,53,7,8,106,65,76,0.106,0.821,0.073,-0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,6,7,5,1,2,11,9,3,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,8,1,5,6,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,3,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441910926707133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002540183780416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745837122985639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942065199371382,0.3029678981038429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590606420507801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749840789020101,0.0,0.2617598093126212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991811341555188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263393544779866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985502080787636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913666400140141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325194325251024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154235921123896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,its_just_H,2018/03/31,"[Support] My mom doesn’t believe my ADHD is as bad as it is I was diagnosed with ADHD later this year at 16 after suspecting it my whole life. Unfortunately it really makes school hard for me. I’ve always been told I’m a bright kid who has a lot going for them but for some reason it’s hard for me to believe people when I get C’s and D’s because I can’t do schoolwork for more than 30 min. My therapist has recommended I get medication to help me focus while I learn how to cope with it. However my mom is REALLY against the idea. She also has ADHD and was never treated but she’s really successful. I feel like because she’s really successful despite no treatment, that I’ll be really successful with no treatment. I’m not on track to graduate on time and no matter how hard I try, I’m not making any dents in my classes. 

TDLR: Medication is my last option but Mom is SUPER against it.",2.382356557377051,4.199954322404373,4.926362704918034,80.11446209016395,76.81420765027323,8.290846994535519,25.09870218579235,9.017664075816787,2.1229784153005467,703,25,139,17,16,249,105,183,0.053,0.725,0.222,0.9902,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,4,9,0,0,3,0,15,4,0,5,1,25,26,13,0,0,5,3,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,5,21,8,22,21,4,14,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,3,10,91,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419260803708038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929941563396304,0.09675956313540368,0.0,0.0,0.079078709249468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709424941136953,0.1417741657493643,0.0,0.0,0.2620298024632249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180282028454762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879787526592953,0.08307499547869471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150964222911236,0.0,0.06608821555083208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125092002075167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794429276261837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127314073716245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947889001222879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213649176154836,0.056811639360695325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886250085718494,0.0,0.0,0.15524409031445324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429253808807415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085795217423679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968720605240423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061831696415632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724800845148271,0.11956174073836988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768799982026873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196037796620394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350174213014072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780750893961733,0.0,0.0,0.11111659585451608,0.0,0.07895080202826857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298295628942677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488460023084033
adhd,WiredWierdly,2018/03/31,On the benefits of time tracking Tracking the time spent on daily activities was recommended in a productivity podcast that I enjoy (CORTEX). They used a free app/web time tracking service called Toggl. It's been really eye opening for me. I have finally realized why some projects never seem to progress and on which days I am least productive. For me one of the main manifestation of ADHD is a lack of an internal prioritizing system (that alarm system that goes off in peoples heads when they have to finish important things). Knowing how I spend my time really helps me with planning and understand myself. 10/10 would recommend. ,8.26640926640927,9.507778009009012,8.453745173745176,62.69675675675677,61.7027027027027,11.748262548262547,37.478764478764475,11.491704259439757,4.9271250965250974,513,24,77,15,7,168,82,111,0.06,0.785,0.154,0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,2,4,0,1,7,0,7,2,2,2,1,14,12,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,11,4,15,8,4,18,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,9,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612994646922023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346132618888251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481778428710832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516936528463796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358026721903683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540050002130243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262714937001772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720705003086965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556930563834909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928842871216625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29438355759930424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916720457419494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264403491109932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359055837734753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919092708958975,0.0,0.198441080558224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732497235515768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321672981205412,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dmtove,2018/03/31,"Innatentive ADHD facial twitch/habit Hi.

Ever since I was a kid (50 now) I have had an annoying nervous habit/twitch where I push my throat out, like a frog. I do it involuntary but also when I know I am doing it gets worse.

Any ideas what helps to stop tics/habits? Its always made me so self conscious.

Thanks.",1.3827649769585264,3.8090828064516167,2.709447004608297,91.41274193548388,83.83870967741936,5.478341013824887,16.921658986175114,6.868970318607317,-0.10166635944700486,242,5,51,3,7,78,53,62,0.162,0.69,0.147,0.0118,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,3,0,6,2,2,1,1,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34916076998249385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233684816882336,0.24174435054787996,0.0,0.0,0.1975704580530764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628011449940296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179000707597326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947362288773979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32797316485892986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966776704571606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193835126759194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749066434017097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30308629851935426,0.0,0.0,0.2403295342461696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242896206303004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674811191598346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29607503356913617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DiscombobulaterGator,2018/03/31,"When you try to get faster/more accurate at your job, but don't improve: how do you demonstrate to your employer that you're trying your hardest? (x-posted to /r/jobs).   I am really slow at my job, to the point that I'm routinely staying 1-2 hours late to get work completed. This is an hourly, not salaried position, and my company doesn't like to give overtime. I was getting in trouble for working too late since they are required to pay overtime, so now I clock out at my normal time and just stay late off the clock. I haven't been telling them that I'm still staying late, because I don't want to get reprimanded again. (Although I suspect they are catching on to the fact that I'm staying late because there are some emails I'm sending out/documents I'm saving after I clocked out). If I don't stay late, I won't get all the paperwork completed, which will result in me getting in trouble.

Since I have ADHD and a learning disability, organization is one of the areas I struggle with. This job is very paperwork intensive and requires a lot of multitasking. When I try to do one thing at a time, I have to stay super late, but when I multitask I end up making a lot of mistakes. Either way, my performance is bad. I just want to pass my probationary period and have longevity at a job for once. I have a track record of getting fired or being forced to resign. Having career stability will do wonders for my finances and my emotional health.

When I make errors and/or end up staying late, I get talked to about how I need to get faster, more organized, and stop making so many mistakes. I am always respectful when responding (""Thank you for letting me know. I am working on improving with this""), but I'm worried it comes off as insincere since I keep doing the same things wrong over and over again. I don't want them to think that I'm not taking their feedback into account and that I'm just saying this on autopilot. Does anyone have advice for how to convey that I am trying my hardest and will continue to work on improving, without making promises that I can't keep? Saying ""I won't make this error again"" or ""I will make sure next time I'll finish XYZ document earlier"" would be a lie. I don't want to overpromise and underdeliver No matter how hard I try, it will probably still happen. But saying ""I'll TRY not to do this again"" probably doesn't sound like a satisfactory answer. They don't want me to just try - they want me to fix the issue period).

Something I've been finding is that I get caught off guard when my boss says ""It shouldn't take you X hours to complete Documents A, B, and C. What have you been doing all this time?"" I always fumble around trying to explain myself. I genuinely have been working the entire time, but I am worried it sounds like I'm just making excuses for myself. Saying ""well, I was completing Document A for the past two hours"" probably sounds ridiculous, if it only takes other employees 45 minutes to complete Document A, and within those two hours they would have already gotten to Document B & C. I bet my boss is still wondering in her head ""okay, she couldn't have possibly been doing just Document A all this time. She probably was dicking around."" The more I try to explain myself, the more ridiculous it all sounds. (""Well, I was getting a little hung up on the first page of Document A. I wanted to go back into the database and double check XYZ. Then when I closed out the database, I realized that I had to reload it because I forgot to obtain Information Piece #123. After that, I needed to sort through my filing cabinet for {blahblahblah}...""). It just goes on and on and on. I feel like I am blabbering and it sounds like I'm covering for laziness - when I'm not fooling around, just being forgetful and needing to re-do certain things over and over. When my boss asks me to account for my time, is there a more effective way to go about doing this?

TL;DR:  I am slow at my job and keep making mistakes.  I am trying really hard but haven't been improving much.  I want to make it through my probationary period.  How can I demonstrate that I genuinely do care about my job to my boss?

Any advice that you guys have is very much appreciated. I want my boss to understand that I am trying my hardest and genuinely do want to be better at my job. ",5.538419726988554,6.115868769964244,6.321795039017701,77.93374704837295,67.49821215733016,9.52635437515461,31.44401466255875,9.552195841467668,2.843857606764567,3394,131,641,67,53,1119,310,839,0.136,0.8059999999999999,0.059,-0.9946,10,0,1,0,0,0,122.0,0,9,8,13,44,30,2,1,30,1,80,3,2,21,7,137,149,50,0,23,24,0,4,5,0,10,1,10,0,1,40,33,0,8,15,0,6,7,21,13,2,5,14,14,101,17,102,119,18,116,0,1,0,1,37,42,1,11,63,451,141,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048604869735036534,0.07904125822899921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044630079307895434,0.0,0.0673039681299238,0.04382019268304068,0.0,0.02750276435019531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02827882732716202,0.0,0.0,0.10800907323533504,0.037808934622846485,0.0,0.0,0.031098326079309263,0.033768384520489,0.07396140203647537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03576872576094009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412345400375802,0.0,0.0,0.03483823760652713,0.21201964019514408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035392118784187715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549315896499557,0.0716413459356234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02044929821286778,0.028892631730195475,0.0,0.0,0.03696435411732117,0.034400967128021084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324289430773005,0.038796804771507584,0.04596960764459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004512864584014,0.03576379013674005,0.0,0.07245833062736931,0.0,0.041506393317842935,0.04298923272560571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991420375048428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221219561946071,0.321069101533336,0.10784332909573344,0.0,0.0,0.02222652624614812,0.0,0.3649735492773976,0.0,0.0,0.041355914356820817,0.0,0.0987925286410764,0.040534713411450415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876672848992996,0.0,0.0,0.2429653636156696,0.041003059215777765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946081413799659,0.08996436592450666,0.0,0.0,0.043011804354225205,0.0,0.03962575124779413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043070690416063734,0.05481072097345156,0.0307588777110139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038607612740384635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823189847400302,0.04559363377388997,0.038733408170691784,0.0,0.17441844921492655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051817901869059865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081028829011626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036510435667853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031135152927042106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174950681618634,0.0968939805504917,0.03381232796308701,0.0,0.04228001609653053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038117239444671436,0.0,0.0912247644997168,0.03250671396436769,0.03534914132613609,0.037234666867063504,0.0,0.0,0.08060599939504963,0.025914370942660064,0.0,0.0,0.16507929505523924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020410748298475,0.0,0.07901426383794254,0.042102799792807136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673975473396837,0.2385444850280052,0.06420386285512708,0.0,0.0,0.07272659161616474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898580369850065,0.08771785518145353,0.14721566437674474,0.08214406998082889,0.0,0.0574593809366333,0.044218292721754086,0.0,0.0
adhd,psymon123,2018/03/31,"Adult (45/m) recently diagnosed with ADHD. Vyvanse/Adderall/Anger. Hi all,

Two weeks ago I was diagnosed with ADHD (Combined Type), after the assessment I was referred back to my Doctor for meds..  Initially tried Adderall XR 10mg for two days, throughout that time I felt like I was relaxing in hotub, very odd..

I let my Doctor know of this feeling since I have never had stimulants before, so I really dont know what to expect besides the experiences I read on the net.. 

He immediately took me off it and gave me 60mgs of Vyvanse.. I thought that was a large dose, but I am guessing since I am a bigger guy (6ft 2inches, 220Ilbs) it was warranted.

Took it the next day at 6am.. 7am I was like a zombie and very dizzy, throughout the morning at work I seemed to have no patience with anyone, after 12pm I turned into a complete ass..I am usually pretty easy going..

But at 1pm I felt like I had this amazing clarity which I have never had in my life, I could shut everything out and concentrate on the task at hand, it was personally a phenomenal  experience.

Today I broke up the 60mg capsule into 30mg`s... I took the first a t 6am and I got that euphoria for around 15 minutes and I was focused pretty well until 11am, now I want to sleep... I have made sure I drink and get food in, since I still have an appetite..

I wonder if I should keep breaking the capsule up to 30mg and work up to 60mg? Or was the ""hot tub"" feeling the norm?  Or should I try something else?:) So many questions. Thoughts/Experiences  appreciated! Cheers!


__TL;DR Learned I have ADHD, 10 mg of Adderall makes me very relaxed, 60 mg of Vyvanse makes me into a complete ass, wrong meds?__
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adhd,LazilyGlowingNoFood,2018/03/31,"Vyvanse only allows me to focus on active activities, still can't do passive things. By an active activity I mean something in which I am the one doing the action. So stuff like writing, working out, cleaning.

By passive activity I basically mean paying attention. So reading is still really difficult, listening in class and taking notes, etc.

I love vyvanse, and this is a recent thing so maybe I just hace to increase my dosage a bit? 

Who else has had this issue?

TL;DR: Vyvanse is helping me do things but not watch or hear others do things.",3.917200000000001,6.641424319999999,5.419999999999997,74.015,75.8,7.2,29.0,8.238735603445708,2.6184000000000003,432,19,67,8,10,145,73,100,0.045,0.836,0.119,0.7439,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,1,0,12,17,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,3,8,2,8,16,3,9,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,4,55,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348274187941945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569967616088368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078671085515522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100679907563429,0.0,0.12492907417233905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453617259435335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910576676750394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821857808844531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724749160479434,0.4060530079122094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629842772732486,0.14175321267675994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643415130134172,0.0,0.11940217931745528,0.0,0.18403143130756405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348728832229435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976925482807534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133647597259588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013735660328638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953002287716916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568956304458962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HeadsickGhostGirl,2018/03/31,"I'm finally going to call my doctor. I just found this sub last night. Reading through some of the posts here made something in my brain click, and suddenly a lot of things about myself made sense. There's just too many coincidences - behaviors that I never considered were strange, or could be linked to anything but depression. The way I think, my social awkwardness, relationship insecurity and poor self-esteem, my inability to show up on time to my minimum wage job, my incredible forgetfulness. My massive excitement about finally being accepted to college and planning to do it absolutely right, only to stop going to classes two weeks in. And even more ridiculously, forgetting to actually *drop the fuck out* officially until after the entire first semester had passed and the tuition bill came in. 


If I don't actually seek treatment, I don't think my life will ever change. I keep convincing myself that I'm fine and things are getting better without professional help. And I keep rolling through the same vicious, simple cycle: depression, anxiety, laziness, serious mental fog. These ridiculous highs and lows, almost every other week. Occasional suicidal tendencies. I'm scared to tell go into her office and talk to her about it, and I don't really know how I'm going to do it yet without stumbling all my words or crying. But I have to do something, and I will. 
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adhd,Pompomxe,2018/03/31,"Failing Because of ADHD I feel like it was my fault that I was failing and that I shouldn't blame it on something else. I couldn't focus and forgot most of what the teachers said and had no organization skills or memory whatsoever. I was just hoping maybe someone could relate, as now I am being home schooled and my entire social life and happiness has been taken away. I wish there was something I could've  done to prevent it.",5.007630522088356,6.429859421686749,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,69.24096385542168,7.461044176706826,28.29116465863454,7.793537801064563,1.8029935742971888,344,12,62,4,6,111,59,83,0.13,0.703,0.16699999999999998,0.304,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,0,0,16,19,7,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,10,2,10,3,6,5,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686541186367761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002512652217745,0.0,0.0,0.13626916661895952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569602946688585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287611423547693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867407091489401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302958362129772,0.1596984943049304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796468256080866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423091545872764,0.2220277075496448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789436985491714,0.1092113603211034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245780481425572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263969230653476,0.0,0.0,0.2262365018590446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278729816728577,0.1894064643591328,0.3441872023866848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570623400422246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dr-MrsTheMonarch,2018/03/31,"Products/items you find helpful? Just curious to see if anyone has any everyday products they find helpful with focus and organisation. For me it's my travel card holder- it holds my 16-25 railcard, my uni ID,my library card, my train ticket and my debit card- while it is certain a risk to have all that together (if it got lost) but the benefits are great- without it I forget one of them several days a week, but with I know where they all are and putting them back is now second nature, I don't think about it. Anyone have anything like that they find super helpful?",4.686959459459459,6.009956468468468,5.341970720720724,81.47619932432436,69.9009009009009,7.712162162162162,30.091216216216218,8.07648339933343,2.1194945945945944,452,18,84,6,8,146,77,111,0.013,0.736,0.251,0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,2,5,7,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,3,21,13,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,2,1,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,15,5,8,11,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,2,7,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706366395822595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28186255290918105,0.0,0.16586180766595232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549826214239264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998568655871476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526502441708259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612011841871141,0.22221404903934264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052922886098694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076883347324687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846912677450732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002005224436288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136578238920916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261748745047828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061248065539613,0.0,0.0,0.2276987037216016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914769531333858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167449944075005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429090942397245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,n0400,2018/03/31,"I need some insight from long time Vyvanse users to squash my anxiety over it I used to take vyvanse (probably about 4 to 6 months worth in 2 years) and take breaks, just been prescribed it again for the first time in a while and my doctor wants me to take it everyday.

 I'm currently 3 days into taking 40mg of vyvanse, and I would like to reach a point where I can take my medication can just be more calm and focus 50% better than my normal adhd self, last throughout the whole day and have little and easily manageable side effects. 

I want to be able to work out and have a healthy heart, but right now my heart rate is pretty high on it which worries me, and hopefully goes away soon.

Now i'm checking my heart rate every couple hours, trying to find posts about heart rate and vyvanse, which I never did so before on my earlier experiences with vyvanse, whilst experiencing the same side effects as before. I know medication is different for everybody and vyvanse is working really well for my adhd so I hope to continue that.

As for other medications, I've tried, adderall before but it just makes me too wired and the come down is bad, I was prescribed a methylphenidate booster a long time ago and it only worked for 30 minutes leaving me feeling so tired and honestly bipolar-esque afterwords. Concerta just doesn't work and has negative emotional effects.

**TL:DR** I want to have a therapeutic long lasting dose with side effects I dont have to stress over. looking for answers from long term vyvanse users talk about how the medication affects them today. I'm just anxious about these side effects, and the responses might help mitigate those feelings.",7.381622007859953,7.6699049774919645,7.1978510182207955,74.23117452661666,63.533762057877816,10.25516255805645,35.60575205430512,9.994966539143718,3.5587962129331903,1332,57,233,26,18,423,180,311,0.069,0.7929999999999999,0.138,0.9348,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,11,20,9,0,1,12,0,20,11,4,9,1,54,41,24,0,8,7,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,12,20,0,0,11,0,2,1,4,2,1,1,3,4,24,7,39,34,5,50,0,0,1,0,4,19,0,4,29,148,36,6,0.08292800344134338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932668956616606,0.0,0.07351067146134181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343969564870068,0.09368503937100116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791358905608473,0.0,0.06924141896850389,0.0,0.0,0.21169686897756507,0.0,0.0,0.07334307997115007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143513201747033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175825849201223,0.0,0.10696340351422493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664211327040205,0.0,0.08488032548259726,0.0,0.0,0.09719100241771236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932828420673999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987041955479224,0.0,0.0,0.08111950000189748,0.0,0.0,0.08386178049529931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579469277793313,0.07053851736341649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930803334430437,0.05558489265944324,0.08761798869910982,0.0,0.16473243798532755,0.08166737881551853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557506193671191,0.13519478211574612,0.0,0.08780878178594725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040514433626187785,0.0831156454164254,0.0,0.2935546938140281,0.06963863693936219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055355086243596786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33416495599482643,0.0,0.08797350664754915,0.0,0.0,0.0661923411675779,0.0,0.0,0.06149006377483995,0.06395918860321169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125183609021806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307048349609494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783937679516039,0.0,0.07942210387937458,0.0843675926552412,0.0894104136859118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312580249741299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082006182799455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651199351484222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499374775758218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31175769035261514,0.06665438790921185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506795708795606,0.09531354075370344,0.07860605074546352,0.0,0.0,0.11260534159912085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162316903214397,0.0,0.0,0.14673925506055802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456223434660804,0.0,0.0,0.09258615431252364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414902966922085,0.08421741291576466,0.0,0.0589096743240751,0.0,0.0,0.05340291531483195
adhd,itsmerchan,2018/03/31,"What were your best subjects in school and what were your worst? My best: Biology because I was really into it and had a good teacher or anything that I could cram fast before tests.

My worst: Math Because we must learn not memorize so cramming was ineffective.
 
Other subjects would vary according to the method of the teacher. There were some times I could be worse in History for example, those kind of teachers that only speak the whole class would kill me.

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adhd,coffeeandcoffeeplz,2018/03/31,"Can’t stop fucking up without meaning to. TL;DR - My distraction is slowly ruining my relationship and I can’t seem to find a way to do better.

Just had a lovely weekend away in the mountains with my SO, their sister and brother in law. Sister and BIL left early in morning; we pack up and are out the door when I can’t find my car keys. Turns out I left it in a bag in her car, a bag that I had searched in front of her for any missed belongings. They’re currently driving 3 hours back to meet us. My SO won’t even look at me in the face.

Bonus: Scheduled a meeting at my local tax place. I get there with my SO, feeling good about remembering to schedule this and for being mindful of deadlines.. and then they can’t find my appointment in the system. Turns out I booked an appointment at a branch with a similar name to this one ACROSS THE GODDAMN COUNTRY. My SO just sat there, head in hands from embarrassment and frustration. 

I triple check what I do and still manage to miss or mix up important things. I’m not a dumb person, but my SO low key thinks I’m borderline mentally challenged at this point and chalks it up to me being careless. SO knows about my diagnosis, but since they manage to not forget/mix up shit like this I should be able to do the same without using an excuse like my dx. 

I’m so frustrated and disappointed with myself, as is my SO. Thank you for letting me vent.. it’s been a Bad Day.",2.7754662004662016,4.495630223776228,4.03442307692308,87.36266025641028,75.43356643356644,7.144289044289045,25.20337995337995,7.9370924344782425,1.3497743589743585,1108,38,231,17,24,363,160,286,0.147,0.757,0.097,-0.9348,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,3,3,18,22,5,2,17,0,19,7,4,1,0,43,38,24,0,1,9,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,18,0,1,9,2,3,4,9,14,0,1,4,3,34,8,48,28,2,47,0,5,1,2,18,29,3,2,14,163,44,6,0.13978166823580296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505632771799308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132947863868044,0.10748347466587807,0.11671185429271268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362552631778626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901476121632014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232447355743736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067781142921825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832737372272627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292258998722058,0.07303015237760915,0.0,0.0,0.11724223141986145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345631862219618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765678633940506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682034925596222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037463830676826,0.14293622626888045,0.0,0.13658052491045233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738139640533675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615841302350728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226321510901145,0.0,0.0,0.14086704458244895,0.0,0.1411396376437485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947196759745878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220519610732177,0.14604209229489692,0.0,0.13213885791084354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007319985624698,0.15834538130344653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725198092956752,0.0,0.0,0.14348387372750426,0.11562884042855932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162982081645403,0.11686373365390948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869217985212286,0.0,0.0,0.09286472924405964,0.08956644886911666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040846314481514,0.0,0.0,0.16814013602480715,0.12072648123898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095218194447977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694890801177016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SecretDragoon,2018/03/31,"Recently realized I have issues with working memory, some thoughts. So while researching working memory I took this test:
http://opencoglab.org/memtest1/

Looking at comments on people who have taken this test, it looks like a lot of people are getting in the 50s. I took the test twice and I was pretty consistent (34 and 38) which the test reportedly says is ""average"", yet the results on test itself are reportedly a good 10 points higher.

I have had ADHD all of my life (was diagnosed when I was around 20 years old), and just recently figured out that I may have some pretty significant issues with my working memory, despite not having issues elsewhere (I'm a programmer, and this seems like a recurring thread, at least in threads I've read so far). I've never actually done anything to navigate the couple of shortcomings that come with the ""Disability"" (I don't even classify it as one).

I think I have a huge issue *recalling* information to working memory, especially while under any type of pressure.

I was going to make a ""DAE"" style thread about this but LOL AUTOMOD BAD POST WE DONT LIKE YOUR TYPE, ect. so I decided to make a more ""share my experiences"" style thread instead.

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adhd,aehardy98,2018/03/31,"ADHD and GMAT? I made a post on the GMAT sub but I wanted to post on here since you guys will probably understand my brain more. 

I’m current a an undergrad at Texas Tech and plan on applying to the 150hour MSA in December. We can technically use our ACT or SAT score but I don’t think my scores from 2015 (1590 and 23) are good enough. I also have a not so great GPA (2.857) due to some things that happened my first semester at college. They say I can write an essay explaining my GPA. So all of my hope lies in the essay, my Accounting GPA and a GMAT score. 

I’m taking 15 hours this semester and 16 hours next fall so most/all of my prep will need to be over the summer. 

The goal is to score a 700 I just need to know if it’s possible and what I need to do to get there. 

I should also note I finally got put on ADHD meds this semester, so my test taking skills have improved a lot. 
And that my SAT is out of 2400 NOT the new 1600 scoring 

I took a cold practice exam way after my adderall wore off and got a measly 490 (Q27 V31 IR4) 

And most of my issues lie in the fact that I haven’t taken any “basics” over two years. So my knowledge on that stuff is pretty rusty but it’s there somewhere. 

It not that I’m not capable. I’m just really bad at timed tests. I have a tendency to either get distracted or hyper focus on one question. 

I’m really good in competition settings. I’ve done a bunch of Mathlete and Debate competitions. Despite there being similar questions in competitions. I do worst when it comes to tests. Any Advice? 

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adhd,Melsura,2018/03/31,This Really Happened To Me Yesterday You know you’re tired and your ADHD med is really starting to wear off when you drive up to Wendy’s drive thru and start ordering for Arby’s🙄🙄🙄🙄,-1.0281071428571416,0.9238669750000028,1.9785714285714284,91.055,104.25,6.2857142857142865,15.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.6964285714285716,149,4,32,4,7,52,29,40,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067789883341184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993107161920862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601600847563854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759674008480094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336691737844229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791461193412645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890251302193441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Radal200,2018/03/31,"Really confused and doubting whether I have ADHD Little background info: throughout high school I got As and Bs but I had to sacrifice my social life since my senior years were very stressful. I am very shy and I suspect I may have anxiety.

So last week I went to see a psychiatrist at my Uni's clinic and get checked for ADHD. The psychiatrist barely asked any questions related to ADHD and prescribed me Dexedrine within 20 mins.

I shrugged it off and decided to not buy the prescription since I was skeptical. Yesterday, I went into shoppers drug Mart(canada) and bought dexedrine (60 capsules for $100). 

I tried 10mg yesterday and I had severe headaches and neck pains throughout the day. I assumed it was just my body getting used to the meds so decided to try it again today. But today, the headaches and neck pains were unbearable to the point I couldn't even do any of my assignments or even sit in one place. I had a big breakfast, had a protein heavy lunch and drank water throughout the day.

I feel like my thoughts are jumping even more on the meds which made me decide not to take them again. It's 4am and I still can't go to sleep either. I'm starting to think I was way better off without the meds.

So my question is if I really do have ADHD and what do I do with the remainder of the 58 dexedrine capsules?

Any help would be appreciated

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adhd,APeculiarSeahorse,2018/03/31,"How do I convince my parents to let me see a psychiatrist? Little background: I stumbled upon this subreddit trying to understand why all the normal tasks people do with relative ease are so difficult for me (I do pretty well academically, and am taking all advanced courses, but cannot for the life of me do something that I'm not interested in for more than 15 minutes uninterrupted, and take hours to do something that should take 30 minutes). So, I read over what signs were flags for ADHD, and nearly all seem to apply. 

The Problem: I'm a junior in high school and have to rely and confide in my parents for anything medical related. Even if I were to book a psychiatrist appointment by myself, I believe money would be needed for testing and consistent medication. However, my parents are very hesitant to book one because think I'm ""faking"" it and give me the usual spiel about being lazy and unmotivated, and how it's not possible since I'm doing fine at school. 

I, of course, failed to mention to them that I got a 54 for one of my courses, as I failed to hand in the last THREE assignments (all essays), one of them actually being the final exam. It's not that I didn't have the time. It's not that I couldn't do them. I just couldn't bring myself to do them, although once I decided enough was enough, I completed them in less than two days. Luckily my mark got move up to an 84. 

Everytime I bring up how I'm struggling to keep up, they tell me try meditation or get enough sleep or actually care about stuff (that one I'm a little confused over lol)

Sorry if I'm ranting, I'm tired of feeling slower than all my peers and would just like advice on how I can go about convincing my parents to allow me to visit a psychiatrist.

Edit: wording and clarity
Edit2: more clarity lol",6.4212931034482725,6.406792451149428,7.505770114942533,72.24124137931034,65.58045977011494,10.408275862068963,33.779310344827586,10.125756701596842,3.3930731034482764,1415,57,259,30,20,481,182,348,0.103,0.773,0.124,0.6941,6,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,6,3,13,14,0,2,14,2,28,6,2,5,5,50,54,24,0,10,11,4,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,13,12,0,1,5,3,1,6,8,7,1,6,6,3,37,7,50,39,11,29,0,2,1,0,14,17,0,6,7,190,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.18936855057080826,0.0,0.11660749977853747,0.09481358094032163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984488596317008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059146708403251064,0.0,0.0,0.10931611014839164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989254090076128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017308770988409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257433502128326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007642284606551,0.0,0.064085363998193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049059724875866594,0.0,0.0,0.10628824560256464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069255981244167,0.09307706055923108,0.055142633263476536,0.0,0.15520257917929642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025142656015051,0.0,0.0,0.09555196926082662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624198248858883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908988786164647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921659703015301,0.06853298133419793,0.047402450924917884,0.1944929226604472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954888234835556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031242581914,0.0,0.07194422998357952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950657784917539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333050063772244,0.2629918017933118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309476385736637,0.0,0.0,0.06726624784193029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938327104206153,0.0,0.09871125701504327,0.0,0.09284165638051363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705317447102887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963928412807468,0.07731789121712591,0.08832966171520086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026166889479397,0.0,0.09709698928866654,0.0,0.0,0.14939212296366686,0.0,0.1086136905527042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143360108748248,0.11107260717582704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188565006795994,0.0,0.08480580262490868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062170931028726076,0.0,0.0,0.056577175927700625,0.1115181685555435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317498160849447,0.0,0.09478119994160357,0.10100844306916394,0.0,0.0,0.10686144188681553,0.08005736850839659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723885139499328,0.0,0.08755170157063773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785027686255835,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,equal_odds,2018/03/31,"Burned my hand on an iron tonight, AMA! Take my meds every single day... except for today. Not sure if there’s a correlation there.... but maybe...",0.9594444444444434,3.553071518518521,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,93.07407407407408,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.7334370370370373,109,2,22,1,4,34,25,27,0.055,0.856,0.08900000000000001,0.229,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26963010793239023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522544748369871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42002237480914095,0.0,0.4643979609936248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940399750369353,0.0,0.3143477374010425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962955038882928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DancingOwl94,2018/03/31,"Diagnosed, Out of Hope, and Unmedicated. Need Help. DESPERATELY. Hello all. This is my first ever post. It has taken me 6 days to build up the courage, motivation, and will power to type this entire thing out onto here. I just recently discovered this reddit area (7 days ago), and I've had a difficult time trying to make the decision to make an honest and straight forward post on here about my situation. 

[Going to try my best to cut my story in half for the sake of us who have a hard time actually reading something that appears long] I'm a 23 year old college student. I was diagnosed with ADHD Inattentive type mid last year (2017). I've spent the last SIX years of my life trying to get the proper medication to treat my ADD. I have tried LITERALLY every medication (besides stimulants). 

Every psychiatrist I've seen (4), have only been open to allowing me to try medications that are not stims because I revealed to my first psych that I tried Esctacy when I was 17. I am all about honesty and trust. SO... I thought that being honest with my psych would be the best route.

Due to the fact that I tried a drug SIX YEARS ago... I have not been able to try stims even after I have failed every other option. I have been drug tested, had a heart test, and a blood test. To prove that I do not take drugs. I have nothing to hide. I keep trying to have an honest relationship with my psych but it always ends the same way...

My life is falling apart at this point. I am failing all of my college courses, my spouse of 5 years is running out of patience with me, my job is in jeopardy because my behavior annoys everyone, and my mental health is perishing. 

I stopped seeing my last psych in november because after finally being prescribed Vyvanse (miracle).. my insurance would not cover it until I failed a list of other stimulant meds. BUT.. my pysch would not allow me to try another stim med for 30 days just so I can say I failed it and be allowed to try vyvanse... 

So I am currently unmedicated and falling into the deepest depression of my life.

I am finally seeing a General Practitioner this upcoming wednesday to try to get onto a new med. I'm freaking out. I'm out of hope. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't stop crying myself to sleep every night... :'(",4.451766799544419,5.789589765375857,5.8878751423690225,77.28404505979499,70.48063781321184,8.85879840546697,29.66408029612756,9.271962702966755,2.6522146355353082,1773,70,331,37,32,600,217,439,0.113,0.8029999999999999,0.083,-0.962,4,0,4,0,0,0,70.0,1,0,0,10,12,19,2,0,20,0,39,15,3,8,6,61,60,16,0,6,9,1,1,0,0,4,12,1,0,0,20,21,0,3,6,1,1,6,7,9,0,5,11,5,49,10,56,41,6,64,0,5,3,0,7,21,0,4,36,221,69,19,0.06830468568847507,0.0,0.06665552016258575,0.0,0.08208895858545139,0.0,0.12109596518785712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683497026709707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162341853962342,0.0,0.0,0.06773989418640909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491370724356872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336310713166384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502948988784272,0.13215261469021886,0.0,0.058830725695647186,0.13865563634292769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763525028843416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060497677615172475,0.0,0.0,0.045114600700404656,0.06178549872228122,0.2301985745979105,0.06526805430833674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964888893012926,0.0,0.11619986150630407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137275820058292,0.0,0.03881912695885978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118758196931719,0.0,0.0,0.07260468681574847,0.0,0.08094138141508214,0.04578319101600442,0.0,0.0,0.13568392982284652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677818609599096,0.060712343050648536,0.0,0.0,0.0375384689325334,0.16703230602319294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473685853393006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060447497411192076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118781618326778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276133228322657,0.2064293544412382,0.06883505774045473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064705895247454,0.0,0.06596909107136628,0.0,0.0640993204323288,0.0,0.06554018810565204,0.0,0.0716742775451819,0.0,0.0,0.05194879139310354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457000600113341,0.0,0.13083401546101947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832316990648027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744263677868853,0.0733336701143984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431862760881415,0.0,0.0,0.1088599821124934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677732856798992,0.06835401451559478,0.0,0.0,0.052584284108003365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421155143385815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135662301471503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045378598085268416,0.0,0.0,0.054226290729219695,0.07965802303336318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564927753418046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216212674910865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421708017809347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455650668677619,0.0,0.0,0.21992989063145102
adhd,PMMEURPETS,2018/03/31,"This subreddit has changed my life I only just discovered it a few days ago. I was diagnosed in November or December IIRC, and I'm still in the process of getting the right concoction of meds. Lately, I'd felt like ADHD was taking over my life, so I was looking for any way to get help or feel understood. After posting on a throwaway and reading other posts, I got inspired. I started using my set of checklists I bought recently, and I'm getting better about taking my meds. 

These may seem like small changes, and being that productive can trigger my anxiety oddly enough, but I'm starting to feel much better overall. I never realized how so much of my behavior and my actions were caused or influenced by ADHD. I feel much more informed and prepared to deal with what this disorder throws at me. Thank you all for sharing your experiences, tips, and encouragement! ",6.922732919254656,7.706921428571429,7.1796832298136675,72.26368633540373,64.52795031055899,10.415155279503104,37.83913043478261,10.355215969177356,4.223752298136645,694,35,115,16,10,225,110,161,0.033,0.8059999999999999,0.161,0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,5,2,30,29,14,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,9,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,18,8,18,19,7,22,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,5,11,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126168960383304,0.0,0.11529152462199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844616671643925,0.0,0.09949656407016122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300573601696323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360881646199152,0.27517529047473666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387880034804016,0.1340875237785108,0.0,0.1320095156482707,0.0,0.0,0.14906155608089558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343881250052596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722494089461386,0.0,0.0,0.197288754243714,0.0,0.1248792764206538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385503587977302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402192966216298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871773702138907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671484916683486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373233232544744,0.1270827957112637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921876328607287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28893764239406594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868301353300386,0.0,0.1003113183577405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891750485145626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491256102797221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009652986052606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841987603269953,0.0,0.0,0.11107166809470906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184029531803935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841161624285327,0.0,0.1038671488735562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557987279322492,0.0,0.0,0.11974300151875415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233123289204584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323663260932614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrcrazy1,2018/03/31,What hobbies do you have? Through the years I had some hobbies but they all slipped away and I have no motivation or drive to learn any new ones. Everyone I know watches sports and listens to them all day but I just can't.,0.7413333333333334,3.2509759111111163,1.495000000000001,97.7025,89.88888888888891,4.777777777777779,25.277777777777786,6.42735559955562,0.710777777777778,176,8,39,2,6,54,36,45,0.064,0.866,0.071,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,4,6,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109483168262932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296050700961635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948909235292387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369256754486252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25129477303201003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416186445350634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098470614392865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29445650566364423
adhd,StraightFaceJay,2018/03/31,"I'm FINALLY getting help with a good psychiatrist but I'm still iffy. Any advice?    So I've since been diagnosed with ADHD, Aspergers, and OCD for quite awhile but I was always on some prescription cocktail that never seemed to help me. I was referenced a great psychiatrist by my therapist after my struggle with Anxiety that could help me address my issues with perhaps Adderall but I'm iffy of course. What if the adderall(or something similar) dumbs down my intelligence and makes me a zombie, or kills my sex drive, or turns me into a drug addict? I'm also a 22yo male. I've heard most of my mental conditions are co-morbid so I'm not sure how the meds would affect them to. 
Any help?

TL:DR I'm finally getting the right meds soon but I'm not sure what they'll do to me. Anecdotal experience would suffice, thank you.",2.6789234184239703,5.2947840251572345,4.162049574546804,81.88138734739182,79.81761006289308,7.766333703292638,25.07621161672216,8.671277953709913,2.1867991860895306,656,25,121,16,17,217,100,159,0.108,0.73,0.162,0.885,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,6,8,2,1,8,0,9,4,0,3,3,28,23,13,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,16,5,15,15,2,11,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,6,6,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374736174232434,0.16949489246608967,0.13781633030744894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278446057459245,0.11735119241045312,0.0,0.0,0.19181526918881087,0.0,0.10789026211654053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260379529368512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314606115570164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355411611929382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795785160180982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089906702918928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736839380929884,0.0,0.0,0.11829223114328608,0.0,0.15548996139125545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37812720111118175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720236050999178,0.0,0.0,0.1560327017516621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414097440468544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133129094915137,0.0,0.14212862375967847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877375045072576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000651610679494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044186144969993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839162611682767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166643909208995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857449934651682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262955682935427,0.0,0.0,0.14743886406468934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584486023718884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984472319435705,0.0,0.16375079498583708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340397856114174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037234223883527,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chaispicetea,2018/03/31,"Meds, Day 2: Another Analogy Post I was diagnosed on Tuesday, after figuring out about 8 months ago that I have ADHD. I'm on my second day of taking meds (Foquest) and so far, I have many, many thoughts but the best way to describe this feeling is...

Y'know when you're stuck somewhere next to something deafeningly loud, like an alarm that won't stop going off or some sort of incredibly noisy machinery, and it really pisses you off but you eventually sort of get used to it?

Y'know that feeling of shock, confusion and absolute weak-in-the-knees *relief* that you get when it finally, suddenly *stops?*

That's how I feel. It's a little disconcerting, because I'm not used to this kind of quiet in my head. It's ""Oh, thank God, the noise has stopped"" mixed with ""WTF, have I gone deaf?""

My brain's ears are ringing, you guys. It's the best feeling I've had in a long, long time.",2.648081395348836,4.795368982558144,4.0385465116279065,85.25514534883722,77.19767441860466,7.555813953488372,25.284883720930228,8.472884824447931,1.7779813953488377,683,25,137,14,16,225,112,172,0.111,0.73,0.159,0.8694,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,0,2,5,10,1,2,6,0,9,6,4,3,0,25,25,10,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,13,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,5,9,12,6,19,19,3,30,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,5,18,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590105949988462,0.0,0.12236693747864882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475029559984115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414983263225878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897355719475987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410182670536898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805284389507786,0.0,0.0,0.14011090755267086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919508954868,0.0,0.0,0.15121954069282753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424371327088967,0.0,0.07845311235897147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668443730783444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416721136171542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375071457884245,0.15172982762177525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744091800502366,0.13835551742331512,0.0,0.2443277156255851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27990820688201673,0.0,0.0,0.30666967531209155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018473797342387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681047294781627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220719422949456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884339868412531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627237325077747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462308034449974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379128103578356,0.0,0.0,0.12709160043110326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095908541142184,0.08049408012129003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384499467288387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957223967182872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,italianshark,2018/03/31,"Help! State insurance decides they don’t want to cover Concerta AB-rated generic and will only cover BX-rated generic. What’s the difference? I’ve been taking Methylphenidate ER for 17 years. I just received a letter stating my insurance won’t cover Concerta AB-rated generic (Apparently that’s what I’ve been taking) and will now only cover Concerta BX-rated generic. I can’t find the difference between AB and BX. Does anyone have any idea what the difference is and if it will affect me at all?

Thanks in advance!",4.411458333333332,7.02723972916667,5.655416666666667,73.51458333333336,73.58333333333334,8.016666666666666,30.458333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.143570833333333,418,19,63,9,9,139,59,96,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.7809999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,12,14,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,5,1,5,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098609894154674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524656963217148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6959134544609783,0.0,0.0,0.1942974851712458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292882406304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882014148536138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506416658013692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377233571339603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338736218971077,0.0,0.0,0.2044128009847148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309573858096302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297822722400966
adhd,staringtrying,2018/03/31,"My friend just didn’t get that things actually affect me differently I was talking to my friend and it came up how coffee makes me feel drowsy and he was really dismissive and said “yeah, that’s a placebo” and “coffee is a mood stabilizer, it’s like that for everyone” and it just really got on my nerves that he thought he had the right to decide what was happening with my body/head. and I didn’t want to get in a big thing about how my brain is actually different and my mom has the same hyperactivity and coffee also doesn’t work for her in the typical way but it really bugged me that he acted like i was making something out of nothing to try and seem special when usually i have a hard time calming down and sleeping and i’ve been trying this and it’s been working well for me. 


Sorry for the rant, just frustrated. ",6.405393939393939,5.890935599999999,7.293333333333332,75.42666666666669,65.72727272727273,10.969696969696967,31.06060606060606,10.504223727775694,2.9841515151515146,654,21,132,15,9,220,97,165,0.071,0.8,0.129,0.8294,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,1,0,8,1,14,2,2,5,0,30,26,17,0,1,4,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,14,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,13,3,15,7,17,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,90,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.29533122763984065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121009829815043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892216013130007,0.0,0.17306873883947302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161925063047339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459188494462066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651148372625298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338175230091604,0.0,0.15811596885002815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102370774800915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381098062888352,0.0,0.13555219174071492,0.0,0.15529705243748987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785373793689852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201334888327047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722310138637293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519475780681862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29081667113801274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922568483621832,0.14393911608112214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377552257369573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142838111353646,0.0,0.0,0.1164928361694474,0.0,0.1693893440739503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162456093058688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105937285325887,0.0,0.0,0.12013046310607405,0.0882353842428301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547147247209285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665661074485572,0.0,0.0892519258813629,0.12011005846918342,0.0,0.0,0.1360540438352209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032421439525232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sungillee33,2018/03/31,"Good news and a question Good news: As someone with ADHD inattentive subtype, I’m excited to put out there that I successfully defended my doctoral dissertation! So close to being done with school forever.

Question: Within the last 6 months, I started taking Adderall (20 mg, Q6H, PRN) and I’ve got significant side effect issues. It’s mostly the insomnia and circulation issues (I’m freezing whenever I take it!). I want to keep the med for the time being, because I can focus so much better, but the side effects are a pain. Last two days I took it I was up until 5am or later and right now I’m in long sleeves inside with a robe and a heating pad just to feel not cold. 

What do you all recommend to counteract the insomnia and chills? ",2.9457947686116697,5.381247845070423,4.81923541247485,78.57661971830989,77.59154929577466,8.000804828973843,27.748490945674053,8.841846274778883,2.6171533199195163,582,25,104,14,14,198,100,142,0.042,0.8390000000000001,0.119,0.7596,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,10,0,7,4,0,2,1,26,18,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,9,5,15,12,3,20,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,10,64,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028788774317428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290605516303873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930024438091286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886959131502064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278594439540926,0.0,0.17275299554847595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535627578697062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28318251616989026,0.13501415045433604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523911454918288,0.0,0.1500476095277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520815892712563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939305638254605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751176049516866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474390107903142,0.0,0.12409603491641975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962756783568576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970240059505215,0.3782155123833029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416428301279507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084646892498562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303361907304127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948580138791093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538508029691872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984354690930677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875560277609304,0.0,0.0,0.16490451713917434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995695238025279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throw_away_red2,2018/03/31,Ann Arbor: Looking for an ADHD-friendly doctor (Primary Care Physician) Do any of you know any good PCPs in the Ann Arbor area? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and am supposed to look into getting medication.,4.267105263157895,7.234609131578949,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,76.10526315789474,8.010526315789475,33.1842105263158,8.841846274778883,3.8428736842105273,169,9,23,4,4,58,34,38,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,6,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757198526910686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32576751108701885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420951486582365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431106567366187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451617923799887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505476424122,0.0,0.12514080622249898,0.0,0.0,0.20090040737344256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163549749257394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022777470252206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129407815203424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364999238655544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,topdetoptopofthepops,2018/04/01,"Blame ADHD After commenting on a few threads here I wanted to make a point of this: blame ADHD!
I've always struggled with trying to balance out lack of effort on my own part, and inability to produce effort because of ADHD.
The biggest lesson I've learned is letting myself blame ADHD for my inability to focus on certain tasks. Guilt is a really harmful and miserable emotion, and you don't deserve it. Let yourself take the easy option of blaming ADHD. Giving out to yourself for being 'lazy' will only stifle your ability and make you frustrated. It's unnecessary, you get to decide how you interpret your experience, and you're allowed to say its not your fault when you're struggling to do something. 

Fuck guilt, be easy and kind to yourself, you deserve it. Enjoy the fun of this silly disorder, don't condemn yourself for something you don't control. Then you can be your own master. 

Sorry for the random rant, hope you're all doing ok xoxo ",5.6014211212516285,7.272936790960458,6.453333333333338,73.04589308996091,68.09604519774011,7.932029552368538,32.82442416340721,8.384062270229773,2.915447109952195,760,34,118,11,13,251,104,177,0.21,0.617,0.172,-0.7972,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,11,0,6,3,16,2,5,7,1,14,1,0,6,2,27,22,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,15,7,25,16,6,10,0,1,0,1,14,7,1,3,3,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7447171633644302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031222190330374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755484321129738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390014448704716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203800321482504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940799134567675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123029598582813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457410032083196,0.06474989930990999,0.11888786681065265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309347453424395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290571919377523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534598643802395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654525358138379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425666309607468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420740732530245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715678341206452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939468020753797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855652932562403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081942114150266,0.0,0.1387328939983664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591234485437882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318222394472757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414240035581698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309891918020231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CommanderBiggles,2018/04/01,"I [23 M] have experienced extreme feelings of fatigue and overall zombiness while on Adderall and Vyvanse. My mind is still broken and I'm not sure what to do next at this point. Last year while I was in engineering school as I was diagnosed with ADHD. I have since dropped out of since school and last fall I started taking 15mg of Adderall. At first I was demoralized when I noticed no benefit from taking it so my Doctor kept on bumping me up to 25mg. That is when I started to feel like trash. About 1-1.5 hours after taking I would start to feel extremely tired. While at work I would yawn constantly and I noticed that I just felt empty, like a hallow shell of a human. My Doctor then put me on 30mg of Vyvanse and so far I have had a very similar experience. I haven't taken it for about three days now and I do feel better. My main concern is that there is little to no hope for me since nothing has been able to help me. I can still tell that my brain is a useless pile of mashed potatoes but so far it appears that medication will not be able to help me at all. Is there anyone here that has had a similar and if so what did you do?",3.393210368893321,4.39141098305085,4.724117647058822,85.91898803589235,72.64406779661017,7.586839481555335,27.01794616151545,7.928766900206844,1.4872311066799604,896,31,191,12,17,298,130,236,0.069,0.865,0.066,0.3051,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,15,8,0,0,5,0,27,8,1,0,2,28,43,21,0,4,5,0,5,2,0,3,7,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,10,6,27,6,31,29,2,39,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,3,23,137,39,5,0.23813667701901325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430970044035292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325535076261231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530626942576306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291964404040116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867057412657248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767892280607544,0.0,0.0,0.12085185721831365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437429796439645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647168248515335,0.0,0.0,0.2408181182147241,0.0850624448221705,0.11432427737805186,0.0,0.0,0.1012794679100974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961799490013054,0.0,0.0,0.1182617262901244,0.1172583289415408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941131754493845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634155164331104,0.11933775556141313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994882442379536,0.0,0.0,0.12022507932675065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663052880570952,0.0,0.0,0.11424928209071948,0.2711201851454146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255806617965378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196965670978232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100703065366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295483680099971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283154851521145,0.0,0.19017625788107004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222049992930462,0.0,0.2685737169647633,0.0,0.10407097600676804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685153945649814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824384911552274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668316853198822,0.0,0.0,0.1691654628792577,0.0,0.0,0.07667610619129987
adhd,trpzip,2018/04/01,"Getting medical evaluation My boss at work asked me if I have adhd as I always find it so hard to focus on tasks and I easily get distracted by phone calls and emails. He might be exaggerating to some extent but he got me thinking about it. With that, where can I get medical evaluation if i have it or not? Is it with a psychiatrist? 

Thanks for your help!",1.5821478873239452,4.053562760563383,4.158573943661973,81.05504401408452,83.36619718309859,8.057042253521129,21.551056338028168,8.841846274778883,1.808054929577465,280,9,57,8,8,98,54,71,0.061,0.8059999999999999,0.133,0.8057,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,14,13,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,1,10,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,5,0,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985013591393653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066698879327804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219933381275215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536210883369021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701243731089424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893008090647492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986500907529191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224973576839788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648213084331392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004281852987406,0.0,0.2634891630388753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867253276286545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915020428600454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082170014082408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,OCDadhdMixedGuy,2018/04/01,"Dx'ed OCD and ADHD--Extreme Difficulty in Treatment Hello all reading this.  I am 22 years old in college at a university.  I'm struggling with what has been diagnosed as OCD/ADHD.  I've been on 30 meds now (including all SSRI's that exist in the United States) as well as a good handful of ADHD meds.  Currently, my medicines are 150 mg Sertraline, 10-40 mg Dexedrine tablets (Generic Dextroamphetamine Tablets), Eszopiclone (Lunesta Generic) 1-2 mg, Lorazepam (Ativan Generic) 1-2 mg, Hydroxyzine Paomate (or Vistaril) Capsules 50-150 mg, Androgel 1.62% testosterone gel packets 67.5 g I think it is? Might be 67.5mg? 

Also, Advair 500/50 inhaler, Albuterol HFA ProAir 2 puffs every 4 hours as needed, Singulair as needed 10 mg, Tylenol and Ibuprofen daily, usually 1000 mg Tylenol and 800 mg Ibuprofen, Losartan-HCTZ 50-12.5 mg blended respectively with an additional 12.5 mg HCTZ capsule in the morning to combat amphetamine hypertensive response.  

I know I'm likely overwhelming everyone reading this, but keep in mind a lot of these are ""as needed"" like the advair, albuterol, lorazepam, lunesta, sometimes dexedrine even, singulair, and the extra HCTZ 12.5 mg capsule.  

I'm struggling the most with how to best treat my OCD+ADHD ""Symptoms"" together and I don't fully know if I trust the diagnostic process in this matter because of so many elements coinciding with so many different symptoms/side effects/outcomes/etc.  

I generally am worried all day long about something even if it is as small as pen ink cartridges being full or not full, always want to check what colors I'm wearing and change my shirt/pants, constantly worry about my hormone levels throughout the day and how high/low prolactin and testosterone are specifically, I masterbate quite a lot compulsively even though I do not feel my libido is high, nor do I ""feel"" my testosterone is high.  

Testosterone labs they never tell me my results and everywhere I go they won't test my testosterone because they tell me I'm having it looked at elsewhere, so I may have to just go somewhere and lie and say I never have had it checked so they will do it (what else can my pitiful self do at this point)?  I'm so distressed with ADHD equally (if not more severely) trying to get homework done for college as my GPA is on the line and I'm already coming up on the end of my 2nd semester as a Junior at an expensive university.  

I have been trying combo after combo of SSRI/SNRI/Methylphenidate/Amphetamine Salt and even tried tablets versus capsules over the course of 5 long years.  I have not made any significant progress to my eyes, and feel the side effects are getting so bad I'm considering going off everything this summer (tapering of course with my doctor's oversight).  Has anyone else has such a hellish time treating comorbidity with OCD and ADHD, or other comborbid conditions where the treatment options genuinely oppose one another for lack of a better term, or conflict?  ",8.821209852216748,9.02978036761905,8.237582922824307,68.2474285714286,60.561904761904756,10.669950738916256,41.72249589490968,10.245366335075165,4.594201313628898,2363,124,366,45,29,746,281,525,0.08900000000000001,0.847,0.063,-0.9404,2,0,2,0,0,0,90.0,0,0,4,5,21,17,1,4,21,0,36,10,3,5,5,71,63,44,0,8,14,0,4,2,0,4,7,1,1,1,16,24,0,3,7,2,3,4,9,7,1,1,6,10,33,10,52,51,14,49,1,2,3,0,9,25,0,13,21,221,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558576338859194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548288281503047,0.061947521595248974,0.064455825643346,0.0,0.0,0.05267782666971936,0.08122721901102102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054164270376428,0.07937049539767019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646787749782731,0.0944420438885618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812931492137722,0.06851015817317822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194609666856023,0.0667279339177446,0.0,0.08371050872578434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999150798737056,0.0,0.0,0.07862380747791857,0.0,0.08093285538251974,0.0,0.07928716010959748,0.0,0.07927204070557785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942160495147248,0.0,0.06860965602454745,0.0,0.08639226319766274,0.2046556071410773,0.0,0.06526632774636776,0.07401968029204818,0.0696191861489031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750359779022004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094294827008515,0.0,0.1320728523545497,0.06497269664602798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553327731612698,0.0,0.0,0.0762859296669963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885310539763015,0.0,0.0,0.08514381188422203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568949264521406,0.0,0.0,0.13710549457146426,0.06504981838173306,0.0,0.0,0.13171337098739522,0.0,0.07329782323822535,0.0,0.1570716324216799,0.0,0.0,0.17208893962798447,0.0,0.0,0.08217651696442971,0.07821603828502448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231457951930254,0.11948923141918225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128489757017686,0.0,0.05249126273849138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322803247788934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239195230098144,0.15496889700819502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616020730526616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081130983195975,0.08751168983212082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059635175880575875,0.07661336817728454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196330893626432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051422196928508,0.0,0.0,0.1354130018343692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963547385237893,0.07610748147988163,0.0,0.04516958150591765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777786603320562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531508563302316,0.0,0.04568997092553529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964897671110985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733585996291574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976789021042276
adhd,MarxAndKnuckles,2018/04/01,Is there a study showing that adderall is less effective when taken with citrus? FUCK. Like I wish someone had told me this! Russell Barkley said to sip on drinks to help keep glucose in your brain while you study. But if what I hear is true then this is interfering with the medication!,3.943888888888885,6.394556722222222,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,74.37037037037038,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.502982222222223,229,9,44,3,5,69,46,54,0.067,0.711,0.223,0.8342,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,5,4,1,1,1,8,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,5,2,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415620012815637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997326162331685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828629193046964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448487017037637,0.0,0.20508421524988332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719588336726337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948073890196895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082310430285952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29104608011851746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25924609090087164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29236598414542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518486393759875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhdkd,2018/04/01,"(Strange title) Ear Plugs Has anyone had any experience with ear plugs to cope with sensory issues?

I bought some Quieton Earplugs, they were around £160 so pretty expensive for earplugs! Someone had recommended them so thought I’d give them a try.

They are actually pretty amazing. They allow you to hear sounds like voices and alarms, but block out background noises that can become unbearable for some of us!

Unfortunately they quieten voices too much to wear them at work, but for general day to day activities they make such a difference. I really wish I could use them all day every day, because the moment of peace when I put them on is so refreshing, but they do just block out a bit too much to be able to.

I’m sure there are way cheaper that may do the same thing, but these have worked really well for me.

Does anyone know of anything like this that could be used and still be able to hear people properly?",5.680125240847782,6.991818664739888,5.652153179190751,80.21711223506745,67.55491329479769,9.003660886319848,28.289499036608863,9.2995712137729,2.3111314065510595,731,24,137,14,12,229,112,173,0.065,0.773,0.162,0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,11,2,12,6,0,1,5,0,17,3,3,4,2,30,28,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,7,18,5,21,17,7,14,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,3,9,90,24,2,0.2680577802137362,0.0,0.13079286284446975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114424131914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743223257927635,0.0,0.11029435655640568,0.11931412796994195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170276739796503,0.14802437900793514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632483481850467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140223254405743,0.0,0.0,0.3457501847419952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003166356656974,0.0,0.0,0.11728958493727215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292512053366655,0.0,0.0,0.13110597265215285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857272423530444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30212060014693504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398913394727158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365877284444504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130959491290952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946532489772258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970533115805932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929187565890144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727111309889064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347360535852495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717246780166688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356224364736148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703564477152024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263206427589622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890428390771497,0.0,0.0,0.1064039675725492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099681849515433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612202522565872,0.23151585599440686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638589443551216,0.0,0.0,0.12050806842869034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541266090954746,0.0,0.0,0.19514925654835388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,violetmoonlight,2018/04/01,"Do you ever feel jealous about other people’s abilities to discuss their interests? So I’m at an Easter gathering and it just so happens that three people all play the same mobile phone game, so we’re all having a discussion about it. 

Which is cool, don’t get me wrong. But there’s no way in the world I’d ever be able to talk about any of my hyperfixations in public. I have no real outlet for any of them except my partner, who gets irritated with me discussing it constantly... but I feel like he (and others) are lucky to have such an outlet. 

Thoughts? ",2.86718181818182,4.975394081818184,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,76.36363636363637,6.945454545454545,22.81818181818182,7.908726449838941,1.2312909090909092,439,13,84,7,10,146,81,110,0.08199999999999999,0.797,0.121,0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,11,7,1,0,5,1,8,0,0,0,4,17,15,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,9,5,14,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,1,4,62,17,0,0.24073125903510725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32741102234098385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601449696703947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355104118438651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344191546633195,0.17197845955506055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25154429405907697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128778573375534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760913335897473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337854882453267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274004875561678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349066727439676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111372973130286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108126830429134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26320184112873696,0.0,0.0
adhd,l53el842,2018/04/01,"Pregnancy and ADD I'm 37 weeks pregnant. I have the non hyperactive form of ADD with hyperfocus with auditory, thermal, and tactile stim. I of course went off all my meds for it for the sake of my child. I felt like I was finally getting my life together on my medication. Then I had to drop out of school, I can't concentrate enough to even read for pleasure, and I get distracted trying to get anything done. I'm having such a hard time. I know I want to breastfeed my child but at the same time I want to get back on my medication and get life back on track and improve myself for the sake of my child. I feel like it's a lose lose no matter what decision I make. ",2.7434041141340413,4.227094846715333,4.4263968148639705,85.51042468480428,74.98540145985402,8.193497013934971,26.323158593231586,8.841846274778883,1.8387868613138685,522,19,114,11,11,176,80,137,0.106,0.7829999999999999,0.11,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,6,0,6,4,0,1,1,21,20,7,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,3,20,3,22,15,4,15,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,9,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556969406526884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533548484433665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858958758811352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022386153821475,0.0,0.10881139206966783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329915951555614,0.1176926422738228,0.15817939760369348,0.18046822617694605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43035785838106577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757763269749152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053860606764276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327261214235721,0.16097050405455654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686112129518992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099674281125285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299266110804344,0.3319230740096451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478787604718564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672900892688966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921262793244708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184988270902056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943397265085644,0.0,0.1321471334225502,0.0,0.0,0.15271868418998394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DROPTABLEREDDIT,2018/04/01,"Tools to organise your ADHD day This is my initial list of apps that I have used which helped me in my everyday struggle in structuring my day and organising my life. Feel free to to recommend and share experience with other apps that helped you in your everyday life. 
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**Calendars**

- Timepage [Free, iOS, In-App purchase for write access]

- Apple calendar [Free, iOS, Web-app]

- Google calendar [Free, iOS, Android, Web-app]

**Tasks/to-do**

- Apple reminders [Free, iOS, Mac-native app]

- Wunderlist (Calendar integration) [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

- Todoist [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

- Any.do [Free, iOS, Android, Web-app]

**Taking notes/helping remembering things**

- Apple notes [Free, iOS, Mac-native app, Web-app]

- Microsoft OneNote [Free/Office subscription, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

- Google Keep [Free, iOS, Android, Web-app]

- Evernote [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

**Medicin reminders**

- Round health [Free, iOS]

- Medisafe [Free, iOS, Android]

- Medication Reminder & Pill Tracker [Free, Android]

**Concentrating**

- White Noise+ (By Dynamic App Design) [Free, iOS, In-App purchase for premium]

- White Noise Generator (Relaxio) [Free, Android, In-App purchase]

- White Noise: Sleep Sounds & Relax (AwesomeDroid Studio) [Free, Android, In-App purchase]

- White Noise Lite (TMSOFT) [Free, Android]

- Headspace [Free, iOS, Android]

**Focus/pomodoro timers**

- Focus Keeper Free [Free, iOS, In-App purchase for Pro version]

- Focus Timer Reborn [Free, Android]

- Goodtime Pomodoro-timer [Free, Android]

- Tide: Stay focused,be peaceful [Free, Android]

**Project management/school work**

- Microsoft OneNote [Free/Office subscription, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

- Wunderlist (Calendar integration) [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

- Asana [Free, iOS, Android, Web-app]

- Todoist [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

- Trello [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app]

**Brain training**

- Peak [Free, iOS, Android]

- Memorado [Free, iOS, Android]

**Changing habits**

- Fabulous - Motivate Me [Free, iOS, Android, In-App purchase]

**Remembering PINs, important phrases etc.**

- Cheatsheet Widget [Free, iOS, In-App purchase to unlock everything]

**Password managers**

- Lastpass [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app, Premium subscription]

- 1Password [3USD per month (trial 30 days), iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app, Premium subscription]

- Dashlane [Free, iOS, Android, Windows/Mac-native app, Premium subscription]",5.668191959272293,8.91792084764543,4.486528786404133,71.5853850041177,98.14127423822714,6.2726809912405495,37.56535898779666,7.2763611118338964,4.3231025379950605,1890,118,215,39,74,556,143,361,0.006999999999999999,0.91,0.083,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,306.0,0,3,0,2,0,38,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,2,0,10,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,41,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,10,71,13,6,2,10,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,0,6,34,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981278201642056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572481236055224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403655227095247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439838075203362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189601857394456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386075022114412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816414481278584,0.16126319805106826,0.0,0.0,0.08335738581113251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752368233242337,0.0,0.0,0.3315034320987245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653376523427247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288879749393296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607754448393944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315884420259162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735049734509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684555287056682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497750889785867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571717268844378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723458466482571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395303758554085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952462883766266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423847692898206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200189151251423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Amalledyret,2018/04/01,"not being able to stop crying once it's begun so, for context, adhd has caused my emotional regulation to be pretty horrible. It's been like that pretty much forever and I very easily start crying.

Earlier today I was at a family gathering, and it was prettt much a sensory nightmare. The place was noisy as hell, the room closed off and warm like a motherfucker, so naturally I start feeling like shit. Then to make matters worse, someones dog started barking which caused my cousins baby to start crying loudly. At this point, I can barely breath and it doesn't take long till I'm on the verge of tears. Ten minutes later, I am having a panic attack in my uncles bathroom. When I have mostly pulled my shit together and I return to the party, my eyes still keep watering up and though I am calm, I still physically keep being hit with an urge to cry. It persists for about an hour and a half, and my mom ends up having to drive me home early

This isn't the first time something like this has happened either. I just can't seem to get something out of my system once it begins. And right now I just feel like crap because I have actually been improving a lot in terms of my mental health, I haven't had a panic attack since the beginning off fall, but it's like it's never going to stop

Does anyone else have experiences like this? Most my close friends rarely ever cry

TL;DR: once the gates open, they don't close again, and I will be tearing up for hours. Anyone relate?",6.125900735294117,6.278370850694448,6.6274754901960815,77.72095588235297,66.1875,9.276470588235297,28.39950980392157,9.007467420416297,2.166523039215686,1167,33,219,18,17,381,171,288,0.149,0.73,0.121,-0.8476,0,0,2,1,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,12,18,6,2,16,0,26,7,5,3,2,37,44,18,0,0,5,2,3,7,1,1,1,1,3,0,14,16,1,4,3,0,0,4,7,8,0,3,6,5,25,10,30,32,7,54,1,0,1,0,5,20,4,4,36,145,39,0,0.08591416253964443,0.0,0.08383982937175254,0.0,0.1032521277205816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014636010299397,0.08802921238787292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547952572010874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237247605774085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651502214695167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718633666576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518406260376738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177025853732406,0.09664186912696217,0.07609444733566673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771427869573981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404053659904208,0.08099222627771957,0.0,0.0868815640235847,0.12275418976956673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307854276695128,0.0,0.0,0.0663770688588345,0.0,0.04488660395067341,0.0,0.04882699846393261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597361019792856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913227372522802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617891003990051,0.0,0.16921628802280286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272891036511027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938132408742677,0.0,0.0,0.07603133028655673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304114867167917,0.0,0.0,0.057348370629618166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658126861327582,0.0,0.0,0.10062162880442983,0.0,0.0,0.1263135897537567,0.0,0.06626229859069048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744873375093534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016035169996973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976201395656103,0.0,0.081216653511418,0.0,0.0,0.17481118000357554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337022538184752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821302686581001,0.0,0.0,0.17637930645450928,0.07106908306525256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279479111784537,0.13228183941846647,0.0,0.0,0.2432419457733125,0.0,0.13722232236801613,0.14365617372936795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459675808036028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441022848517163,0.0,0.05009723908026003,0.0,0.08143658040823433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088818175418997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755387148014558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sneakyrabbit,2018/04/01,"My doctor is beating around the bush with me about going on medication. So I am on Lexipro for severe anxiety and OCD. I know I can try some kinds of ADHD meds but he's hesitating and not really saying why. Instead, he wants me to do guided meditation for focus. I've tried it a few times and well, no magic there. We have a major doctor shortage here so it's not like I can just pick another. Frustrating.",1.4486043360433598,3.8258661097560975,4.224308943089433,81.00429539295395,83.02439024390246,7.059078590785908,21.30623306233063,8.167268648758528,1.4493533875338755,319,10,61,7,9,113,65,82,0.235,0.735,0.03,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,9,4,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,14,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,9,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773062346007892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419523995274487,0.1765164831950069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540870057457924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723470500111853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311356132779498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028158410320036,0.12680939862970125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272855692646548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25630159681741466,0.23244761121591664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478188022162733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349476410037333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067202102180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345471230465812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133164288510632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609721266306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746416343021606,0.0,0.20820815763613704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xsly_tendenciesx,2018/04/01,"I use drugs to help with my depression and anxiety I’m going to a psychiatrist this week for adhd should I tell her? I feel really bad when I do it. But I’m coping because I’ve been off my meds for a while. Also I’m a piece of shit sooooo

I’m scared of loosing my job every day because of my adhd.

I was diagnosed at job corps and that was in Utah I’m now back at Texas and I’m having a hard time coping.

Also I’ve been in a car accident and I’ve lost some hearing in my left ear and now it’s even harder coping.",-0.009254079254077395,1.5195406153846172,3.182113442113444,91.19293706293706,83.01709401709401,6.305827505827506,18.32867132867133,7.348242739294969,0.21032307692307706,400,9,96,6,11,145,68,117,0.199,0.777,0.024,-0.9571,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,5,0,7,4,2,1,0,11,18,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,4,11,0,14,12,2,17,0,2,0,0,4,7,1,1,8,57,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250367695475416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828258838972246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527643166246564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597333072942694,0.14764780923876974,0.215590986144404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404237833991834,0.0,0.1523056330029207,0.17948133575543224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506964000539454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167962444131049,0.0,0.14898906653763624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941186036803916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049802436020827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584072488237973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930315763649148,0.0,0.1185271438713888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509580790494589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212910417679702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930336385851708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642112067544615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328347208428215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704025076981994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151609144882766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455945996199155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311249333063446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272656389587352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184442088406846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dnmthrowaway78,2018/04/01,"What should I expect for my NHS ADHD assessment? They didn't give me much info, just told me to turn up on a certain date. I asked the nurse if I needed to take anything with me and she said no, unless you want to bring a family member.",2.0585999999999984,3.3524682599999984,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,76.4,6.6000000000000005,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.15119999999999978,183,3,40,2,4,62,43,50,0.047,0.88,0.073,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,11,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,1,8,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837291462033077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627516238452703,0.0,0.298496637904232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010018149239488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062957446762887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234717710037186,0.23675233581274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037215583805717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24006923027056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050989461392429,0.0,0.0,0.3473000092273252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832777882196566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,watersteen,2018/04/01,"Cant sleep on adhd meds I've been experimenting with ADHD meds. A year ago i tried long version of ritalin and now since a few weeks dextroamf.  But a side effect which always comes back is the problem with sleeping. Even if i take it in in the morning. With the long version i almost couldnt get any normal sleep, when I woke up it felt like I didn't get any. Now with the dex i feel real tired at around 2a.m. it may also because im a hsp. I also shouldnt take cafeïne after 3 pm. On the other side i really get great benefits by taking meds but on the long run the sleep withdrawing breaks me up. Does anyone have tips or similair experiences? Also some ppl say it takes some weeks to get used to it, but after a few night without good sleep my functioning will decrease enormously.",4.0939772727272725,4.9494931250000045,5.201477272727273,83.67761363636366,70.875,8.068181818181818,25.79545454545455,8.296473431620573,1.5090000000000003,620,18,127,9,11,205,103,160,0.047,0.909,0.044,-0.1376,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,12,0,9,7,5,2,0,26,22,10,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,3,10,4,20,14,6,29,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,6,15,76,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437892973151023,0.0,0.08990825553631136,0.0,0.10156374360365446,0.0,0.0,0.24333161894872785,0.08439476942515373,0.0,0.0,0.13794666319872448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091959592285861,0.0,0.0,0.09029087075444787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799052958973049,0.0,0.06182850377340748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873697379716415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875879943640867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699108499442169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984286795416868,0.0,0.0,0.05128416215369851,0.0,0.09738511076534008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119641285380443,0.0,0.0,0.08507153073661786,0.0,0.11182280443851854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955776046286818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955174505905305,0.0,0.0,0.2692771324962829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33798511388758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518166971448544,0.09937619527575008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705122832391576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544528346559516,0.06497625625717324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065822909721042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390084642223274,0.0,0.5074975202078061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30503968506802176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657455996251045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886176949540945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759971927407667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271604798900474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777129062101833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531518296680057
adhd,sandfire,2018/04/01,"A realization I had about 'eating right instead of meds to treat adhd' and how wrong it is. I've spent a lot of my life eating mostly junk food and not getting enough protein and not taking vitamins or eating foods with them in it. So of course I should eat healthier. That's true ADHD or not.

I was never good at eating how I should. It always annoys me when people claim that simply fixing my diet would 'fix' my adhd, as though the adhd isn't the cause of my poor diet.

Jokes on them, when I'm medicated I am much more capable of eating better, and if I don't take my meds, then that all starts to slip away really reliably. 

Eating well sure is good even though it's hard and takes effort, (I'm not very hungry ever, even unmedicated, so forcing myself to eat enough is really hard, and making the food is even harder.) but it pays off because when my meds wear off, there's no real crash. There is when I'm medicated but not eating enough good stuff. 

tl;dr: **I don't know how people can claim that diet is better than meds, when in my experience, diet relies on meds.** ",3.2296689466484274,4.750133334883722,4.874445964432288,82.64102599179208,73.7906976744186,7.105335157318741,19.158686730506155,7.724431198458867,0.5798207934336528,837,14,164,11,17,283,115,215,0.068,0.83,0.102,0.6345,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,3,21,12,1,0,5,0,16,21,1,5,5,34,27,25,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,7,16,0,1,1,3,0,10,2,1,0,3,2,18,10,20,21,8,18,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,5,9,116,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311227494840517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731389442008605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471527191509742,0.0,0.0,0.041988767331886265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183798541245705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075900122938368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343353200091161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351516511263002,0.0,0.1364842868323401,0.06230613887575555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737811162133292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987085236186066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035987093058678886,0.0,0.0,0.17332048291634064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340636746457564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785478966523596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048652164853927336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855953409282335,0.0,0.0,0.045978108588469284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38255220603636253,0.13877923128489802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063491675645062,0.0,0.05312470304694037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550579926333007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784008159855456,0.08825291700663472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058823365907885276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875380273777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885141854141542,0.0,0.0,0.06491883013197046,0.0,0.1553681503872394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353490119652791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056833428440074836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193162616170252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048930560618483325,0.07530975159143095,0.0,0.0
adhd,ifyoulikepinakoalazz,2018/04/01,"How do I help myself? Hi first time posting on this subreddit. I think I am finally hitting my wall. I am notoriously spacey but I will try to keep this post as cohesive as possible.

I've always been known as a ""little offbeat"" even as a kid. I learn differently from my peers. I could always fake paying attention in school and was considered bright. I knew what I had to do to learn what I needed to but I didn't understand why people did not see things the way I did. I always have talked a lot and sometimes it has gotten me in trouble because of my ""inability to think before I speak"", at least thats what my past teachers/family members/professors/preceptors have always addressed it as.

This past year I graduated from college (still not sure how I pulled that one off) and was accepted into a post graduate internship. During this internship I've noticed I've had increasing problems with being constantly overwhelmed. I came from college where I was able to learn and do things in ways that made sense to me through creating my own schedule to tailor my learning environment so it would work for me. 

This internship has a lot of structure and I can't do things the way I used to. I find I am increasingly impulsive and sometimes have outbursts that I can not control. Preceptors have told me ""can't you just sit still"" and they don't understand my mind goes a million miles a minute which comes out as me having issues articulating my thoughts in the way that they would like me to. Then they think I have no clue what I am talking about. I come home from these rotations (I'm in the medical field but not a doctor) at various sites and I feel completely defeated. I do not want to hang out with my friends anymore or make any sort of commitments because I am scared of letting people down or annoying them with my thoughts that often times bypass my brain and come straight out of my mouth. I can't help but ramble sometimes and I feel people getting annoyed with me. This constant structure is driving me nuts to the point where on weekends I just sit in my house and I get overly hyperactive for no real reason. The only thing that has been able to make me feel ""normal"" is the ungodly amount of caffeine I ingest (coffee, matcha, basically anything I can get my hands on) to do any small task because it makes my brain slow down just enough for me to focus and breathe. I do not know what to do at this point I am lost and defeated. I see my peers progressing and I'm really happy for them but I have this constant feeling of ""when is this going to happen to me? When will it click? Why can't I just be normal like everyone else?"" 

I'm 23 and I'm starting to realize that my ""quirks"" may not actually be quirks but instead I am compensating for something. I want help via a psychiatrist but I am scared that admitting that to my parents (who pay for my school, life in general and insurance) may seem like a cop-out for being lazy. 

I do not know what to do here and how to address it with them but I'm constantly at my wit's end and beating myself up.",4.419795038572076,5.777495595673879,5.346030479503856,81.06253687036757,70.58069883527455,8.79142338526698,29.7988579639994,9.218907990703514,2.5492658901830283,2427,97,471,50,44,795,268,601,0.108,0.818,0.07400000000000001,-0.9709,2,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,6,8,19,19,2,3,17,0,60,9,5,10,2,109,106,41,0,9,22,1,5,3,1,6,4,1,3,1,38,31,1,2,26,1,2,10,16,11,0,3,18,10,84,8,76,75,9,73,0,4,4,0,20,33,0,9,24,341,122,14,0.1409274671866283,0.0,0.06876243947130414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345258843265789,0.0,0.0,0.09583551029567457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988108955453103,0.0,0.0,0.05798564884809354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886211393326402,0.0,0.05995944738870158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732166089196206,0.0,0.08059173947793385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820948016158116,0.07387988404395666,0.3045850532576195,0.07903106887778387,0.05625955758807488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361960416381706,0.0,0.07212261713680344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588634077084052,0.0,0.0624099532194903,0.07280787294518294,0.0,0.04654063147908512,0.0,0.0,0.06733111710537577,0.0,0.0,0.0664269369200822,0.0,0.14251432361232388,0.0,0.0,0.07718957591138799,0.06440257594612186,0.05993641579805802,0.0,0.0,0.05444010578134585,0.0,0.11044317755746154,0.0,0.04004616363845832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062310846906513874,0.07500995467788499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416910659475244,0.0,0.07068087005575634,0.0,0.0,0.08130568792471661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354583081869599,0.0,0.06263140403072844,0.0,0.0,0.07745005039410455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205394166317668,0.04977061889713009,0.10327506291908836,0.07062317254752043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691948899215903,0.11981149298815373,0.0,0.06667448846779563,0.14110526800018713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098479843451166,0.0,0.0,0.07114828397675876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224796561671605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807899610843466,0.0,0.08022342772646984,0.0,0.0,0.047748049498588484,0.05359084461515836,0.0,0.0,0.07824163733471334,0.0,0.13453121370493334,0.1465520419863897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322200827432393,0.07943727225593993,0.2024543364221424,0.0,0.0,0.06742427671371533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020315530369722,0.045140872066895286,0.07244845385218464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109297964924122,0.1426261205512606,0.11230094540705778,0.06414753663059995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054246424666685465,0.20907130283037093,0.0,0.0498745933121942,0.0,0.11254485733867202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641123500766498,0.0,0.0,0.11327215988703275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725189430791545,0.13545094585720752,0.0,0.11188066719534136,0.08217593942519315,0.0,0.0,0.06733111710537577,0.0,0.0478402497489095,0.0,0.0,0.14671046341534896,0.0,0.06085804182370831,0.0,0.0,0.08312267145144422,0.22372332763818756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716511927062726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129843727494942,0.0,0.0,0.10011082928281538,0.0,0.0,0.04537633418984043
adhd,__chardeemacdennis,2018/04/01,"When you become the ADHD cliche, and get distracted by a squirrel.... Well 2 squirrels.....and in my defense, they were humping.  


It was surprisingly cute. ",3.015000000000001,6.106636269230772,3.737307692307695,79.84519230769233,90.15384615384615,5.676923076923077,29.57692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.4294923076923083,117,6,18,2,4,37,25,26,0.08199999999999999,0.616,0.301,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6209854951428248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706660467990919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699598603432227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645847088060314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JustRuss79,2018/04/01,"PSA: Happy Easter, Take Down the Xmas Tree Happy Holidays means til Easter right?",2.7711904761904727,5.158372785714286,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,106.85714285714286,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,0.11169523809523828,65,1,9,1,3,20,12,14,0.0,0.524,0.476,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8038979296999252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113035321186816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224577019196182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389884389266123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shortless,2018/04/01,"I'm on Netflix/YouTube/Twitter/reddit since yesterday 02:00 PM and I did nothing productive this weekend. The problem is that now i'm anxious and stressed by all this time I lost and I can not start doing something so I watch videos to avoid this feeling, it's a vicious circle and I dont know how to stop. Help.

(English is not my native language).",1.3798550724637657,4.029820028985512,2.44927536231884,91.1576811594203,87.84057971014494,4.22608695652174,29.40579710144928,5.82211442006289,1.3229536231884067,278,15,52,2,9,88,54,69,0.241,0.695,0.064,-0.8743,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,10,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34354228112588786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563986192423774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537602351670215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038293515012768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712338325640946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33195705292148603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917886181017143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909791066803535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251551616226693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410820196317145,0.0,0.0,0.2152409386554991,0.0,0.0,0.2542381379072087,0.3483413041873415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732100817402988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fngv,2018/04/01,"Do side effects subside once my body adjusts to meds? I’ve been on Ritalin for one week now, started at 10mg twice a day. I got off adderall because the side effects were unbearable. 

Ritalin is working better but I still feel some fatigue when the meds wear off and when I wake up in the morning. Will this eventually go away when I find my optimal dosage and my body is adjusted to the stimulant? It’s tolerable but obviously not ideal ",3.9801344537815098,5.904572929411768,5.5268907563025245,77.06529411764707,72.6470588235294,9.092436974789916,34.49579831932773,9.606745405546679,3.641168067226891,349,19,64,9,7,118,64,85,0.077,0.862,0.061,-0.3235,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,5,0,6,7,4,3,1,15,10,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,7,2,10,6,1,18,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,8,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973429107767625,0.0,0.0,0.14256869746297238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068444013189171,0.0,0.519567238495932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083073393997445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825478141163355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375851487242886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291717512753598,0.0,0.18705207909143676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519567238495932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490704095260723,0.15848049552260352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553870461951592,0.0,0.18677375250774095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876012971552168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026458345925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kelsb812,2018/04/01,"Feeling guilty about taking Adderall. Wondering about long term affects. Hi all. This is my first post on this site. I am a 25 year old female. I was first officially diagnosed with ADHD when I was 20 in my junior year of college and took Adderall until I was almost 23. It was amazing! I felt like for the first time I could actually think and focus like a normal person. Then I stopped for about 6 months because I felt bad about taking it and wanted to see how I did without it. I really struggled at work during that time and eventually decided to go back on it.  Well I just stopped again about 3 months ago for the same reason (feeling guilty), and now I think I’m going to go back on it because I’m feeling that same sense of being constantly unfocused, unproductive, falling behind on things at work, can’t sit still, etc. 

I feel SO much better when I’m on it. I feel like a normal person. I just get so frustrated with myself for not being able to do that without the medication and I feel guilty for having to take it. I feel like I’m “cheating” or something. And then when I think about being on it for years and years I wonder about it’s long-term affects and it freaks me out... I don’t know I guess I just needed to vent a little since I don’t have any friends or family that I can relate to on this. Does anyone else ever feel this way? How do you deal with it? Thanks in advance! ",2.905753931544865,4.513132702127663,4.255568917668828,86.39021739130438,74.81560283687944,6.748319457292629,23.608387295713854,7.423996415210882,0.9645563983965464,1090,32,222,13,23,360,142,282,0.095,0.7909999999999999,0.114,0.6603,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,7,24,14,2,1,7,0,19,2,0,5,2,56,52,21,0,5,8,0,10,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,20,13,0,2,18,0,0,6,6,5,1,3,8,11,29,9,41,40,6,53,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,6,34,155,49,4,0.09293669878926472,0.0,0.0906928117383493,0.0,0.11169185160700858,0.0,0.08238277599715295,0.0,0.09306267915912247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632001421118968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649835006793322,0.0952246306605483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292516945777448,0.07759826152053421,0.1133066979493689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219495765838622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043155502407768,0.0,0.07420239165522037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581365561498234,0.0,0.09432879296896288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132953139984676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763668646171203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364898585687543,0.0,0.08406656478130914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761244846414055,0.0,0.3759326987456439,0.13278799236936234,0.1784676105165613,0.0,0.0,0.2371557255402419,0.0,0.0,0.07180266294513676,0.0,0.04855558929660514,0.0,0.15845420294700954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238025149244258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107557914993333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816167064578096,0.09314698753365434,0.0,0.16449210776228476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362394659358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836237261153046,0.0,0.06831916704372629,0.06891138455560535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821164649678916,0.0,0.0,0.09752143174386432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229748129440807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900766736375144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953762902458293,0.0955544049406898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405851638008915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687819761982569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154721120427032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742193677043347,0.15539848323544872,0.0,0.09715761629521573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096304941239653,0.0,0.0,0.08556362580588511,0.0,0.0,0.06174301307767058,0.17865025189421305,0.0,0.0,0.10838427288230833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325609193949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054816472852744734,0.07376882565166487,0.0,0.0,0.08356125346037903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917532235804182,0.2015717708456196,0.13531804717865026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939274788370565
adhd,groggydog,2018/04/01,"After being diagnosed earlier this week at 28 years old, I had my first real moment of anger today. I went to a large, busy, crowded Easter Bonnet parade today with my girlfriend and her mom. I normally get anxious in crowds and just breathe my way through it.

Today, though, was my first time feeling anxious and overstimulated in a crowd (which I had read could be related to ADHD-PI) since the diagnosis and so on top of that I started to feel angry. Angry that I had to deal with this because of my brain, and angry that it reflected poorly on me for my girlfriend and her mom. Angry that I had no say in it.

It was tough. I felt like I was going to vomit, and just did my best until we left and I could breathe. I guess I had thought knowing I had ADHD would help me out, and so it surprised me when it just made things worse this time.

I don’t know if I’m looking for advice; maybe it’s just good to write it down somewhere. I feel like I’ve got a long journey ahead of me, and I hope this feeling is temporary.",5.148253205128206,4.852632447115383,6.033461538461541,82.67820512820515,68.27884615384616,8.471794871794872,29.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,1.794623717948718,791,26,165,8,12,262,117,208,0.128,0.757,0.115,-0.578,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,5,8,8,1,0,4,0,17,5,3,1,0,37,35,16,0,6,5,2,5,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,18,14,0,0,9,1,1,3,2,2,0,2,15,7,30,6,26,15,1,31,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,3,19,118,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29546909419915546,0.120122989222051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777453815463411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493525026246539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900446094000195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722735493169727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962946547517276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673249493650726,0.0,0.1247684706378806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486226443112557,0.08781918121464358,0.11802934248228356,0.0,0.0,0.2091235436346484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642243627505316,0.0,0.06986233275329379,0.1031054619940732,0.09831607223929148,0.0,0.13541811572248824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239547810174813,0.0,0.0,0.12209439775145185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351150947002575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356070920839164,0.0,0.0,0.1201119933469606,0.0,0.0,0.10878666031619086,0.10322784682031763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163166425015415,0.0,0.0,0.1234968456809883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879415870261261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044250804469304,0.0,0.0,0.12899136636998984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296041680239155,0.13991800998160991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977566043855379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168660957612867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700847015881223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166733689479454,0.0,0.1207753016923346,0.09759042677380377,0.14335962056859766,0.0,0.34956169687389393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757385065172086,0.09860474565632056,0.0,0.0,0.11395470050318633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252732687982721,0.0873239210964964,0.0,0.0,0.07916105489942345
adhd,nborders,2018/04/01,"Ask Reddit: What was key to building a healthy relationship with your ADHD son or daughter when you yourself have ADHD? [This post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/88qhc1/my_adhd_daughter_is_confused_because_of_her_idiot/) had some comments that made me reflect on the relationship I have with my ADHD daughter.  Some of the comments made it sound like the older child with ADHD had a fun and mentoring relationship with their ADHD parent. 

I want this with my 14 year old daughter. Her 45 year old dad (me) has learned so much after being diagnosed at 13. I have a long life building, what I consider a healthy relationship with this “thought process” I want to discuss. I don’t want to just lecture to her but also learn and grow for the remainder of our life’s together. 

My father and older brother definitely have it but have never been diagnosed, so I was pretty much on my own. 

*So Reddit with ADHD*, especially those with a healthy relationship with your ADHD parent, what was key to your upbringing that helped and for everyone else, what didn’t help wit your relationship?",7.522050691244239,9.822458424731183,6.6570199692780365,70.99838709677421,64.21505376344086,9.185253456221199,33.17818740399385,9.606745405546679,3.4256187403993863,881,37,135,18,14,269,98,186,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.9712,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,5,1,0,6,2,0,0,9,0,15,4,0,2,1,29,22,12,0,3,4,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,12,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,1,22,2,22,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,31,3,0,3,11,99,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7394857765177733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150812510753587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190423904873458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613225072602505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425180591553949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349465545320999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310771126633547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865331349880572,0.037576311877058184,0.0,0.0,0.06806649964248912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455558371262616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130813294915581,0.0,0.05932084452994516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141668045306032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080786492849248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366238345670559,0.07824922355278276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954613286967848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106115152172607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609766987335148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906023218930886
adhd,awholebastard,2018/04/01,"Anyone struggling with alcohol? I’m pretty sure I have a drinking problem. Not in the sense that it affects my personal life e.g. getting into fights, hurting close ones and all. But for quite a long time now, more than a year, I’ve been drinking, often alone, for a long period of time drinking warm beers even, just to fall asleep. I’m pretty sure it’s the ritalin keeping me up, and a standard response would be “don’t take it so close to bedtime” but I just can’t do that. I’ve tried melatonin, it worked for a couple of days but now no matter how much I take I feel nothing. I just want to drink. It hurts the wallet. I don’t feel FANTASTIC the next day, not saying hangovers or anything, but I just feel this need to consume alcohol. And my tolerance for alcohol, ritalin, and basically every other substance, is through the fucking roof. 

Help me",3.508812392426848,5.435811963855425,4.459586919104994,84.20843373493979,73.93975903614458,7.152495697074013,29.327022375215147,7.957251820313856,2.0569721170395883,670,29,126,10,14,217,103,166,0.103,0.7609999999999999,0.136,0.7673,0,1,8,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,2,1,11,0,9,13,1,2,3,35,21,11,0,4,11,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,9,8,8,1,3,5,0,1,6,6,0,1,1,5,11,3,16,18,3,17,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,2,11,82,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931606661591386,0.0,0.1270070954350808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857453413438206,0.0,0.10091356348995133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568712015416898,0.0,0.1581716613115204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805205821484795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099557499012963,0.0,0.10332057483609056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860153572018608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336892224199488,0.06406881031129077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219591492895457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26255465957076496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899866247383573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661678552855998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704635455146387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014673320535567,0.0909281606780989,0.0,0.0,0.1304177787678013,0.0,0.0,0.11766623528003273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309686828235896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707527901199528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495164112716075,0.0,0.11733979293287265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043148232097246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751983631789453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281988948932511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311535531127344,0.0,0.18440412398866066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301240126251122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325732618874428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233000880049195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927567785681674,0.0,0.0,0.08711242115552548,0.0,0.0,0.07896932555163197
adhd,flybrand,2018/04/01,"Skills and routines for a 6th grader? I’ve got a diagnosis (40) and so does my son. He has an Rx that is helpful. He is very bright and does well in school - but can be a well meaning handful. What skills and routines can be helpful for my wife and I to foster?

What are things we should avoid? 

Thank you. (We’ve read the FAQ and books - looking for personal experience!)",0.757327327327328,3.16665767567568,2.127477477477477,94.45430930930931,87.1081081081081,4.910510510510512,21.735735735735737,6.42735559955562,0.2971879879879875,284,10,62,3,9,91,51,74,0.035,0.765,0.2,0.9038,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,0,9,2,1,0,0,11,13,8,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,5,4,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,38,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43298686842758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419957601570819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786109362356435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316417964128756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077460398800511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694812033848265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601218207523665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474578366161328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037278736686913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776429269497345,0.0,0.0,0.16435551404046372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412339240054453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448682395551214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Frestus,2018/04/01,"I expected to use this long weekend to get some study done for my tests this week. Without distractions i managed to distract myself and get (almost) NO work done.... Out of the roughly 40 hours of free time i've had, i managed to get around 10 simple maths questions done that would of otherwise taken approximately 20 minutes all up (If there was an imminent deadline present).

I'm really starting to hate myself for doing this and i really want to change. I really want to do well in school and study but i whenever i try to i can't. I honestly don't mind putting in the hours to study, it's just annoying that i have to concentrate on getting myself to concentrate before i can concentrate. People say i'm lazy to do work but i wouldn't persistently stare at a page of maths questions for 8 hours if i was lazy.

I'm not diagnosed with adhd but recently it's been coming to my attention that i may be affected by it. My councillor says its a smart idea to get myself checked out for it. A lot of the issues that I'm experiencing right now may not of been as prominent as a kid as I was super smart (substantially top of grade, smarter than majority of kids grades above me). I'd always muck around in class, get out of my seat, never look at the board (teachers thought this was due to bad eyesight they asked me to be tested for glasses).

I want help :'(

TL/DR: I hate myself and i might not even have adhd please help me
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adhd,PhysicsGuy13,2018/04/01,"Vyvanse doesn’t feel like it’s working anymore. Need advice from Ritalin users. Hey I’ve been on 50ms of vyvanse for about a month and a half now. When I first took it felt great and I could focus on the task at hand. Now it feels like it’s not even working anymore because when I take it I occasionally doze off during classes or just get distracted when I try get something done. I’m also considering switching to Ritalin but before I do I would like to ask:

How much Ritalin do you take daily?

How long does each dose generally last for?

If you had tried vyvanse before how are it’s effects different to Ritalin.",3.0712742175856964,5.195480926229514,4.50102831594635,82.54657973174369,75.80327868852459,7.387183308494784,28.30402384500745,8.296473431620573,2.119891803278689,491,21,94,9,11,163,81,122,0.015,0.882,0.103,0.8426,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,12,5,0,1,3,0,9,6,1,4,0,19,20,12,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,4,9,4,12,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,12,60,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662580241482043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606022978496968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374646703354626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905715334973813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371525657473132,0.0,0.289551798283499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584227990509096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777592164614362,0.0,0.0,0.14888993093783393,0.17411143813623692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237531469109273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205494913750946,0.2430949087367449,0.16336028098952698,0.0,0.0,0.14472028790133112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778138426679754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757903144075685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868612867028987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493642077136486,0.0,0.0,0.15056780816882626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358034592828453,0.0,0.1250718636611979,0.12615603595293712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098144243111304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558469578873454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890308739417032,0.23102665131864925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477266787634504,0.0,0.0,0.12086198217678105,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BrokenMonitors,2018/04/01,"Yesterday I remembered just how bad ADHD was for me Yesterday I forgot to take my medication: adderall. 

During my second period class, programming, we were tasked with creating a program to create a jeopardy-like game. 

And WOW, I could not think of a single idea of what to do of even where to begin.

It was like my mind was foggy and I couldn’t see through to the ideas. I couldn’t stay focused and would constantly find myself looking at the clock. 

I have been on my script since August 2016 and have taken 25mg everyday for the past 9 months. It works wonderfully and everything in my life has improved: my grades, my social life, productivity, everything in general. 

When I got home at 11, I took my pill and within ~10 I could think clearly again.

Holy hell ADHD is so terrible. It’s tough not remembering how you used to even think or process information.",5.7437534857780275,6.876238969325158,6.405041829336307,75.53442275515899,67.28220858895705,10.099051868377025,30.15560513106525,10.230975488527342,3.102293251533742,684,25,125,17,11,224,110,163,0.081,0.78,0.139,0.8307,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,1,9,6,1,0,6,0,15,4,0,3,1,34,28,11,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,10,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,9,2,21,2,19,14,1,21,1,0,2,0,5,7,1,2,13,85,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353060456561046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264492550978592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873320282440234,0.0,0.2345554299510759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403561447637985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640260240597437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425251227181162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747935074622855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734013717838182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33163621254091824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750196792912529,0.07176181205089376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334850393398353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797370109720298,0.0,0.0,0.14831450027245885,0.0,0.11724419968211028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022073770754873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332789802929083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170503184842325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150685641217715,0.0,0.0,0.1497333064454513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565625290874882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044111827861794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28235873338569883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319741520240102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686363684600133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929322600671106,0.10693584811796053,0.0,0.0,0.10434466431960893,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thattaekwondogirl,2018/04/01,"I was able to calm down after a bad RSD episode today Long story short, my boyfriend and I were supposed to go out today, but he got sidetracked by helping his dad prepare for his (my boyfriend's) niece's baptism party. While I am still reasonably annoyed by this, I am no longer thinking along the lines of ""he isn't replying and he decided to help his dad instead of spending time with me, which means he doesn't love me or care about me anymore."" 

It was probably a combination of eating some honey roasted peanut butter (being hangry definitely didn't help) and him bringing up that he was concerned that this had me in tears. I realized that my emotions tend to be extreme, and that I was being irrational in thinking that he didn't care. He's just busy, that's why he isn't spending time with me. I'm still frustrated with him, of course, but I'm no longer devastated by the fact that we weren't able to go out today. ",8.8475,6.42516699453552,8.419774590163936,75.43982581967218,62.114754098360656,11.335792349726775,39.268442622950815,9.516144504307137,3.5423229508196723,732,30,145,10,8,234,103,183,0.155,0.728,0.117,-0.8249,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,4,0,17,2,0,1,1,23,30,8,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,6,0,2,3,8,3,0,0,10,2,20,4,25,17,1,20,0,0,0,1,21,7,0,2,10,92,31,0,0.32623318354409697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176782830216016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619554074507045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326164729251411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690899548458393,0.0,0.18348421085052533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540583625477533,0.0,0.1304592394243472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280008393438537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435305073846544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721909257121055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768178770722878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586727455328924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677110233716623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053024179089856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090370512964544,0.0,0.0,0.1902291928223295,0.0,0.4638463688323302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471873529114196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aerosmith101,2018/04/01,Focalin XR Two years ago I was diagnosed with Inattentive ADHD (same as normal ADHD just not hyperactive) and I'm going to be going on Focalin XR in a few days I'm a 16 year old male if your around my age and are on Focalin XR or were on it around my age could you please tell me what the side effects are and how bad they are.,4.427535211267607,3.7328965070422564,5.791654929577469,85.15396126760565,69.8450704225352,8.790140845070423,27.609154929577464,8.07648339933343,1.4718140845070415,256,7,59,3,4,87,52,71,0.05,0.917,0.033,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,15,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,7,0,9,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315341095864069,0.0,0.19602708189930015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937225966750735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464248845966008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656212879527775,0.0,0.0,0.14261687074874213,0.0,0.0,0.22445223289669244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513576787738189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667004274477025,0.0,0.0,0.2320490109249555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274508347182355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328592445426995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602144292679612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848135500867284
adhd,aerialrender83,2018/04/01,"How does medication usually feel? I've been on medication for about 2 months, and I've heard these stories about how when you first take it, it's like euphoria, but I barely feel any different. Ever since I've been on medication, I've been performing better, but i don't know if that's evidence of it working. I started on Vyvanse 20mg and have gotten it increased to 40mg but I don't feel ""it"". Is this normal?",3.849285714285713,4.905240595238098,5.743809523809524,78.81785714285716,71.61904761904762,9.40952380952381,29.47619047619048,9.725611199111238,2.746633333333334,326,13,66,8,6,113,53,84,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.8823,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,14,15,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,5,2,8,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594989733240973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981516861534148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423366111813148,0.0,0.0,0.18781661498299398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413732452052235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255570534676112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825568352526216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179502970092674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048531647857562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6486253797813631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713087370302727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028338288816734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753702246188685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191011663531512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613685669723399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363751273778928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624691996719814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thetalkgratitude,2018/04/01,"I need HELP - I need accountability ... Last 5 years have been worse than I ever expected, and things weren’t a smooth sail earlier either. I wake up everyday, pledging myself to get past this feeling of procrastinating over the things that once mattered and the idea of me being a couch potato and let life take me wherever my mood and impulsive brain take me. **I honestly don’t want to be that guy anymore, but eventually I end up being one every single day.**

I know some off you might recommend me to drop by a doctor, try different set of meds and/or seek help from therapist or some ADHD counselor. All of this is would be a good advice, not for me from the point in life where I’m standing at ...

I can slouch for a whole day, right from the minute I wake up ... and all it takes is a cup of coffee - some candles (I’m a guy), an empty room that’s completely dark to start doing things that I should be doing and that matters to me. You might wonder how few changes in environment can turn someone from a hopeless-lazy-grandiose-daydreaming slouch into someone who’s on fire, fighting for his interests, passions and ambitions that’s otherwise suppressed by the symptoms of ADHD-PI?

    The dark room - helps me focus on one bright thing in the entire universe i.e. the bright computer screen.
    The coffee - keeps me a good company. I like coffee, makes me feel a bit alive.
    The candles - precisely a 3 wick candle lightens up my mood with its mint and basil aroma and makes me feel hopeful.

You have no idea the kind of opportunities I’ve walked over, the social widthdrawal that had gradually deteriorated my ties with friends and family around me and finally the loss of desire and drive to chase things like a go getter I one used to be - whether it were the next big ideas that were sparking over the horizon of my own head like aurora borealis or just a woman. I’m willing to come clean to anyone about the mistakes that I’ve made and the steps I would be taking forward to fix these lost years.

All it takes is one silent evening in a dark room to realize how I’ve fallen deep in retrospect to the idea of life I had few years ago about myself for today. I’m not asking much, I don’t know if I’m violating any rules for this sub-reddit: If you or someone you know suffering from ADHD needs an accountability partner, count me in as your go to choice. I think all I need is accountability or an outer critic to get going and move forward.

It’s not a one way proposition - you can be my critic and I can be yours ... let’s cut off that inner critic of ours that likes to put off important things, work over the edge of deadlines and jeopardize our well being on all fronts.

Thanks for reading. ",5.649443189060782,6.245205248565968,6.113662436989398,79.45853931282231,67.26003824091778,9.245703690827973,29.232806072194208,9.259372276320047,2.3345033779477378,2127,70,413,38,33,688,262,523,0.085,0.764,0.15,0.9887,2,0,0,0,2,1,65.0,2,8,0,4,10,26,3,0,37,0,38,10,4,6,7,81,78,27,0,14,13,0,5,4,2,6,5,0,5,4,27,21,0,2,13,1,3,13,7,7,1,5,8,10,48,17,69,52,16,65,0,3,3,1,23,35,0,13,21,274,75,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26498788368614595,0.07182056673255043,0.06515079106661689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998058397856102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728894259386277,0.05139091787442125,0.0,0.0,0.06542804796574173,0.06870991613770938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023985486024092,0.0,0.0,0.08204712908188375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775024189850607,0.06331128893760553,0.07706036598319208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479916610194844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678888122003671,0.0,0.07522744985524024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509666194422269,0.0,0.0,0.04854417601323425,0.0664823821662014,0.06192452083021745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928657423390569,0.0,0.111487105835994,0.0,0.0,0.0805125379769124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056783717651454076,0.0,0.07679845732532503,0.0,0.12531037640907727,0.12329184882249705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455474722272039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754292823243021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477907760652202,0.0,0.0,0.07299925599727748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33187735596669965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532764607179836,0.0,0.07653597421147504,0.12117633858024253,0.05990998876640511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031163589245394,0.15573963699540547,0.14362798477498204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023082398788295,0.0,0.0,0.06954478271803315,0.09811983992630788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163876760506279,0.0,0.0,0.1559377281434912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781158415674863,0.05402886372832269,0.21798882899739574,0.0,0.0,0.07816505541853007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782720686525967,0.2490178630461575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016134837256291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947856542741156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388493824395455,0.0,0.0,0.07351704180532709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276616659537641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492109118984809,0.18682169624527567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202166277919237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639168293397998,0.2763035589772251,0.0,0.0,0.06766630330560917,0.0,0.08533585876617142,0.29296945358959936,0.04709400759353141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966670670914453,0.0,0.0,0.04989974202158807,0.07994379660748896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347794175157466,0.0,0.0,0.043350524749997135,0.058338618589732875,0.0,0.0,0.06608276668960407,0.0,0.0,0.08205694595578482,0.0,0.0,0.07970452663397011,0.053506802317413546,0.0,0.07489987736568425,0.10442053670285456,0.0,0.0,0.14198926940238335
adhd,rabbitoli,2018/04/01,"[Long post] Undiagnosed. College and academics are taking over my life and making me miserable. TL;DR: 
 
- Not officially diagnosed with ADHD, but I think I show symptoms of it. I have had neuropsych testing done years ago and am looking to get an assessment by another neuropsychologist done soon.  

-  First-year college student taking studio art and gen eds this semester. Workload feels overwhelming. I can't focus on an assignment for too long. I get bad anxiety and perfectionist tendencies in academics. I have several late assignments due. 

-  I struggle with time management and following a self-created schedule.  

- I feel like I always have work to do. I never have a true break. I can't enjoy myself on school breaks or weekends.  

- Surprisingly very sad about not attending an anime convention I go to annually this weekend.  

- Looking for people who relate and/or can help me out. 

A bit of background: I'm not officially diagnosed with ADHD but am looking to get assessed in the near future. I'm not sure if this counts, but I have been neuropsychologically assessed twice before, once when I was 10 and again when I was 16 by the same neuropsychologist. I faintly remember being told I had ADD from the results of the first test but was said I had ""outgrew"" it from the results of the second test. I am currently 18 years old and looking for a different neuropsychologist to assess me.  

I'm almost done with my first year of college and have been feeling sad and exhausted. I'm technically undeclared and am planning to study animation and computer science. Right now I am taking two studio classes along with low-level precalculus and astronomy gen eds as well as a seminar class for residential life training. I know my current workload isn't as rigorous as others but even so, I always feel overwhelmed and stressed out by it. I know I have the time to complete it between classes, clubs, and work but I've been very unsuccessful trying to manage my own time and following a schedule. I get very anxious and develop into a perfectionist when it comes to academics, which usually leads me to avoid my academics like the plague and becoming locked in hours upon hours of searching up unrelated subjects until I get too tired to complete my work. I have several overdue assignments to finish and it's taking a hit to my grades. 

I always feel like I have work to do. I never feel like I have any true free time or can enjoy myself on breaks and/or weekends. School is always with me, and it's suffocating. This weekend an anime convention I have been going to annually for years and tried to make plans for beginning last summer is happening, and I'm not there enjoying it. The main reason I didn't go was to (surprise) catch up on academics, but not attending has been making a lot sadder than I anticipated, to the point of being on the brink of tears OR crying several times this weekend. It seems silly to be sad about missing an anime convention but it's been really special to me. Even though I'm not as big into anime or gaming anymore I still love cosplaying and see such a big array of cosplays, watching the death matches and masquerades, talking to artists I love, and getting to meet up with friends I rarely see. I feel like attending would have made me very happy and would have given me a ""real"" break from college, but I pulled myself out of it. I think the convention happening has led me into hyper-focusing on the convention itself, anime and cosplay because these interests are all I have been thinking about and researching for the past few days. Studying for a test? Let's create a plan for a new cosplay! At work making sushi at the dining hall? Time to think about All the pictures you've seen from the convention and how so many of your friends are attending! 

I'm not quite sure what I'm trying to accomplish with this post. I guess does anyone else on here always feel consumed by school and/or work? How do I stop becoming a slave to my brain and my academics? Does it sound like I have ADHD and/or display symptoms of it? Also, I just realized how long this post became. I am sorry. ",5.732661654135338,7.457172852631582,6.37812030075188,73.50684210526317,67.84210526315789,9.323308270676687,32.650375939849624,9.696096459569628,3.3949191729323323,3288,145,548,74,56,1074,323,760,0.114,0.78,0.105,-0.8034,3,1,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,1,0,14,27,37,0,6,38,0,60,13,1,13,8,117,122,60,1,3,23,0,8,6,2,2,9,2,2,0,26,47,1,2,18,10,1,14,14,12,1,5,23,18,68,26,99,92,8,103,7,7,8,2,12,30,0,9,58,380,94,37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189031597578366,0.0,0.04963741591328928,0.0,0.05607229005715953,0.0,0.0,0.04478028816732305,0.2329673869142435,0.0,0.0,0.03807946141430854,0.058717091187434185,0.042837080599692885,0.06325997534326402,0.05553336639147018,0.03915397377278233,0.05737491289988024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675464178793951,0.03413487603324166,0.12368721374447092,0.047648798576165684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113354854658967,0.0,0.0,0.06251048381844729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823592667952455,0.1174222867939344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615093985922205,0.03611303530623237,0.0,0.0,0.11367030237875887,0.0,0.05850430320543239,0.0,0.0,0.09800562623106138,0.17191122751938104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467777936514644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397016722246696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650763460177264,0.16001531207825545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289148723594464,0.0,0.0,0.08652533496595571,0.0,0.17553479729163818,0.0,0.09547210663502374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061686330220447436,0.0,0.09903483513152743,0.05960919216756073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03753319593718157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029031753426044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154829658483424,0.04564452681346328,0.06316636034285225,0.0,0.0,0.057260096656168435,0.0791038042584539,0.16414202883063098,0.0,0.0,0.1486651135863454,0.18809143851782065,0.0,0.0,0.04760612334777765,0.10107784586569282,0.052985132610970716,0.14951208493500856,0.0567715445398393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863757270355963,0.05408165673978076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875878555120472,0.05963432158682187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345488478635798,0.03882084216168133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529346826449546,0.0,0.1608871715330005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955904726605319,0.0,0.06373614432208596,0.03587271755065012,0.05757360908245916,0.0,0.0,0.06343298739003579,0.04782060609811849,0.053265384361867285,0.0,0.0,0.17001399076755502,0.08924373656956333,0.050977005045657366,0.058416441017577724,0.1897799260297921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268336755533875,0.0,0.0,0.04471878470918154,0.046815484494713136,0.06414366884248739,0.058539578823564524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555185872746774,0.11640336751192693,0.1684092481548038,0.0450077724679088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352088769289034,0.055016163110223365,0.0,0.1959116514247287,0.06435960617021233,0.0,0.05350694471988777,0.0,0.11405360739943002,0.0,0.05470033071376625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167210602271496,0.1848115253312358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034747423893507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459620741401894,0.0,0.0,0.07955644935928215,0.0,0.0,0.1802991773689951
adhd,cursewordbyrd,2018/04/01,"ADHD AND ANGER? I’ve been experiencing this side of myself for a VERY long time and I was hoping someone out there could relate so I don’t feel so alone in feeling like this. And also so I can maybe feel better about this potentially being an ADHD side effect and not something else.

For as long as I can remember I’ve always felt this overwhelming feeling of anger and irritability around certain things. Usually this feeling occurs when things aren’t going according to planned, according to schedule or things are out of place in some way. At work for example, im a prep cook and my days are pretty much based off of a set course of action, if things are thrown off in any way or I’m pulled to a completely different task I get VERY overwhelmed VERY quickly and that turns into anger and an inability to retain information/focus. It’s almost like I black out for a second and my memory is shit and I can’t pay attention to anything in front of me AT ALL.
I’m not talking like feeling heated for a moment, I’m talking full blown anger to where I have to leave the room and either wait it out for 10 minutes or so or sometimes it gets so bad I leave the room and cry or feel the overwhelming the need to punch a wall.

Is this part of the ADHD experience or am I just completely nuts?

I need as much help with this as possible, so any advice or words are greatly appreciated and encouraged.",8.127775919732441,6.452819079710146,8.423333333333336,72.48576923076924,62.91304347826087,11.535785953177259,34.636566332218514,10.389873798559362,3.338516499442586,1110,37,215,21,13,368,147,276,0.139,0.736,0.124,-0.8103,2,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,14,17,5,3,14,0,17,2,1,1,2,54,36,33,0,5,12,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,15,20,1,2,11,1,1,4,5,9,0,1,3,10,15,8,41,31,7,38,0,3,1,0,4,22,1,11,12,145,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667424184235741,0.099399444116638,0.0,0.0,0.10185771993431043,0.10535107049573607,0.0,0.08134531416632436,0.08463905014740619,0.0,0.0,0.13834594991694207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370675594766262,0.09055221774634008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493181220189668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996292662996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133026204228608,0.0,0.0,0.08121501009819758,0.0,0.11173446079601128,0.06560087758945403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627557613174443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497386855501637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950151575037512,0.0,0.0,0.3600282293917393,0.07266866943660318,0.09766699204016828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628882943209786,0.0,0.057809725559961625,0.0,0.0,0.11214647562831616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818066028892106,0.0,0.0,0.10103074644451307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987487548121024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154132331607397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908551786485452,0.0,0.0,0.1800377035697325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219124490947187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955156343579445,0.15084793542959934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015266724546033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627557613174443,0.0,0.0,0.1146738286795012,0.0,0.10348563969465238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115228742353567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044139474201289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618688490192387,0.07830889747397901,0.10060351638344572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351709831113168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703125502420852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059313652971744825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064196935327901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203002582233076,0.25178854700733977,0.0,0.16148093846003794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405325032612531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spmurcs,2018/04/02,"So I went to get diagnosed.. So I went to a psychiatrist to talk about my very likely ADHD diagnosis. She gave me a questionaire to fill out. Asked me a few questions and told me that because I didn't have the symptoms when I was younger, I don't have ADHD. Despite the fact that I told her I have literally always been like this.

I can play games for literally days on end.

I will forget what you're telling me *as you're telling me*

My leg is always going, bouncing it etc

I procrastinate over everything that doesn't interest me. 

It takes me hours to get to sleep at night because my mind is just going mental thinking about everything I have done, will do, could have done from birth til next week.

I consistently forget to grab my car keys every. single. time I go to the garage to get in the car.

If I finally get around to doing something that bores me, I will half-ass it and switch between things I'm doing  and never finish anything fully.

My mind just won't shut up. It's been this way my whole life and I just don't know what I am doing anymore. I need to find a new Psych for a second opinion I think.


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adhd,UbiquitousBagel,2018/04/02,"How do I know that I really have adult ADD? I’ve suffered from depression for quite a while and none of the meds have worked very well or for very long if/when they do. Recently it’s become really bad, mostly with ruminating about how I’ve gotten nowhere in life and can’t concentrate on anything... nothing keeps my attention for long enough to be of benefit. 

I started down the road of researching adult ADD, took all the online tests, went to the doctor, took his test, and ended up with a script for Vyvanse 30mg. 

Here’s what I just don’t know: have I convinced myself and others that I have ADD out of desperation for some type of diagnosis that fit my symptoms so that I could get treated? Looking through all the questions asked on the tests, it seems like anyone could answer yes to them at times or more frequently for some people. I always was the kid with my “head in the clouds” and had problems listening in school but never got diagnosed or treated for anything. 

I came up with compensation methods when required so that I could survive. I became very organized so I could get ahead in life. I wrote everything down so I didn’t forget anything. I look really we put together from the outside. Yet on the inside all I see is someone who stopped giving a shit around 11th grade, whose grades went down hill and has tried many times to go to college but always gave up after a couple months because I just couldn’t keep interest in it long enough. 

So there are other factors that are in my life but I guess at the end of the day my biggest question and concern is how do I really know I have ADD?",6.9602941176470585,6.509979334394907,6.870854252529039,78.70009179467966,64.57324840764332,10.063394529786436,32.80179842637692,9.478462496947786,2.7938874484825766,1277,45,247,21,17,406,173,314,0.07,0.871,0.059,-0.6437,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,5,17,12,1,0,16,1,24,8,2,3,4,58,50,23,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,3,14,19,0,4,8,0,0,7,6,5,1,0,12,4,30,7,47,32,10,48,0,2,3,0,16,22,1,10,20,171,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018974628182645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730625697939502,0.0,0.2376378983574008,0.08569056931038498,0.08998880471249861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037191712444151,0.0586783541202207,0.10631007010503933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009420419798148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074186640622392,0.10650831910821594,0.0,0.06207883901472301,0.0,0.08290739819580098,0.0977004610978802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985247643218588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051311159785348,0.19892174764244613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651103026163255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058229971666256,0.0923400281673762,0.05470598532204855,0.0,0.07698680237084649,0.0,0.1060397092266382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878910262503246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111814757276095,0.0,0.0,0.15870364106423995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397090503627252,0.04702709375769467,0.0,0.0,0.2555575175327209,0.16166597508047645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759112033148976,0.0,0.0,0.10692161376324408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683270270664529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424057280082813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236273067943863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673359883861876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210648804091663,0.0,0.09676648804962293,0.21566334200865725,0.1023828785297786,0.0,0.0,0.24666291702853502,0.0,0.09504376287507206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741885050288386,0.07670564809347602,0.08763022168717959,0.0,0.0,0.09880807804662607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155960635909419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681323383261557,0.0,0.0,0.08047650663255099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000495506853374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225833706834527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138937110532775,0.06535327638859276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827029835241806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654804896827281,0.17846538835512435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007741320600189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Errorizer,2018/04/02,"MASSIVE grade improvement with just One Simple Trick! :D **TL;DR: After trying everything under the sun, I hired an assistant online ($5/hour + tax) and an assistant in person ($15/hour, but in-person is optional if you don't have the budget) to watch me do homework at set times, 5 days a week. Gone from being threatened of being kicked out of university to be the #1 student in two of my classes, and do well in the others**

I'm a junior year college student studying at NYU, and due to massive fuckups I'm on academic probation. Last year my GPA was 2.3, and I was desperate. Had failed a bunch of classes and uni has been threatening of suspending me if I don't pull myself together. I had exhausted pretty much every single option there was to improve my situation that you find recommended. Have supportive, resourceful parents, spent 1.5 years with my psychiatrist to find the single best medication schedule/combo for me (still no a silver bullet, but best of the worst) and have done everything from quack sience like acupuncture, to behavioural therapy with highly recommended psychologists, to Pomodoro technique, simple scheduling and alarm setting and more and nothing stuck (except meds, meds are pretty necessary).

Just got my midterm report back and I'm sitting on the lineup A, A, A-, B+. Not only that, but I got the *single best* midterm grade out of any student in **two** of my classes, that have respectively 80 and 180 students in them. Whoop whoop! :D 

What I've done is hitting up Upwork.com, and looked for a person that I can Skype with. I'm working with a fluently English speaking Sri Lankan lady that I pay $5/hour + a small tax (think I pay $17.4 for 3 hours after tax? Something close to that). We 'meet' at scheduled intervals 3 times a week. I screen share on Skype, while she makes sure I start on time, keep working efficiently and don't start daydreaming or slip off. I'm also doing this in person with a lady from care.com twice a week for a higher price of $15/hour. Meeting in person is a little more effective, but the skype-screen share thing works almost as well, so weighing whether the increase in price is worth it is of course up to you.

Also, sorry for writing such a clickbaity title, but after endless amounts of stress, effort and worry I've finally found a method that, in combination with medication, really kicks ASS and I just want people to see and consider whether it'd be a solution that could aid them. It's made SUCH a huge difference in my life and I'm someone who has been described by my ADHD-specialised psychiatrist as 'one of the more clear-cut and severe cases I've encountered in a while'. ",5.182080918593943,6.809129857715438,5.868126523316906,77.0119476791421,69.06012024048096,8.68116774088718,30.72095542436224,9.142720283898788,2.8066940475545685,2105,86,366,41,37,685,262,499,0.091,0.748,0.16,0.9886,1,0,2,0,0,0,95.0,1,3,2,9,13,17,1,2,33,0,34,6,1,3,1,59,57,35,0,4,15,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,4,16,29,1,1,5,0,10,3,5,6,2,5,16,5,30,11,68,34,14,60,0,1,4,1,19,29,1,6,26,242,46,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999219835717168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325591674132729,0.0,0.0,0.13297919309201667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056540235218366215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393199785421247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617610141933125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477004577284858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663830893057715,0.0,0.0,0.05362049343209227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686696034200797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016874503327534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005174199298972,0.0,0.1494475155647561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107932466725313,0.1519827788855327,0.0,0.0,0.09116224042601616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299444372355995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784536828895792,0.0,0.0,0.4093965791590896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390150696810646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777281470410995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058726509426942686,0.040619573625834265,0.08333134086487545,0.0,0.0,0.06981935787281376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867211745213729,0.055498739584571084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847067303298316,0.16751607783098532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111982735317311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977815423694333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267998434147156,0.06323415925357109,0.0,0.0,0.0923206975186203,0.0,0.0,0.057641034449394064,0.3629872283944941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917307412530785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326367056950145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625437532466011,0.0,0.0,0.09392816371274147,0.0,0.0,0.09345645377953003,0.0,0.0,0.07044697366303272,0.06400770655776873,0.0,0.09307201872677834,0.11769838668742764,0.0,0.0663982764521596,0.0,0.09524026836053084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943499316127732,0.07836149328971745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508150885102007,0.0,0.055236655580953455,0.05327481303251575,0.0,0.0,0.14544442649877576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056448783240439664,0.0,0.16243767375956858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490400205659024,0.0,0.2000774084802878,0.0,0.14951146525672113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181587745559768,0.0844359675880548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062450758755334
adhd,likelamike,2018/04/02,"[Story] I finally went to get checked for ADHD At 24 years old, I have always kind of known that I have struggled with ADHD. For as long as I can remember, I have had trouble focusing on text without having to reread it multiple times. I struggled to have conversations with friends and coworkers. And I constantly miss little details and make small mistakes in my work. 


After along while, I finally hit my breaking point and made an appointment to see a specialist. I was shaking during my meeting with the physician during questioning. All I could think was that no adult could struggle with ADHD. The doc probably thought I was crazy. I graduated college and had a pretty good job. I answered every question honestly and described the way I had felt for a very long time. After hearing the way I described my struggles, it dawned on me that I wasn't crazy. I was struggling with an illness and needed help.

It's been one week since I've been taking Ritalin (2x20mg/day) and I can't describe how much better I feel not only at work but at home as well. I feel like I can actually think clearly now. I'm not constantly anxious that I'm going to make a mistake. My sleep has really balanced out. It has been only a short while, but I finally feel good. 

I don't know if this is against the rules, but I just wanted to share my story for any adult out there that is scared of seeking treatment. ",4.353340440653874,6.102265492537312,5.10579957356077,81.18689054726369,71.31343283582089,7.940582800284293,31.045486851457003,8.563005593585519,2.5494994314143566,1104,49,201,19,21,357,152,268,0.107,0.772,0.121,0.8283,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,5,20,0,7,12,0,26,4,1,4,2,49,49,18,0,7,8,0,4,1,1,0,3,1,1,2,10,16,0,0,13,0,1,3,7,11,1,1,15,6,31,9,33,31,2,35,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,3,18,137,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0909444305271934,0.0,0.33600519084905595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754532546386779,0.0,0.0,0.0633754850404946,0.0,0.0,0.10528330685692512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242299993978294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142038610460392,0.0,0.1488165186080846,0.0,0.0,0.06010277046505179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852042195422608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136588342280704,0.06657820016497794,0.08948137616905819,0.30627019974297043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200187276937466,0.0,0.048690302272597887,0.0,0.05296460647557822,0.1563343222243408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503702317293023,0.0,0.06246633773935158,0.0,0.09348172528215573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924812038078205,0.0,0.0,0.09704777540773876,0.05121728360389044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045530146288445435,0.09340541520546712,0.0,0.16494847584853364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818292996899972,0.124416162285995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850871223189374,0.06910257279629499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779199590514018,0.0,0.06315103425389007,0.14175729896932493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809896630596989,0.0,0.0,0.0948123543090624,0.1004794797920772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879843354348407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970281065054282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055712500676421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330399549698937,0.0,0.07426398486031346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709148904395119,0.0,0.09326184701890004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871358554214775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007069815793975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943060029154615,0.0,0.07398605723789768,0.10868497498812764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768952581255501,0.054968556069082825,0.14794698082369956,0.07475504101407596,0.0,0.0837930864026706,0.08639227506912989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983621383020869,0.0,0.1356934745414943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001423021108512
adhd,fupart,2018/04/02,"Over sharing / not sharing Hey! This is my first post here so I'm a bit nervous... And this is also kinda what this is about

If was just wondering if I'm the only one who sees something, wants to comment on it and might even write the comment, but end up not posting it, because I'm scared to be ”that person”( where everyone thinks”erhm, okay? Who asked”/”why are you sharing this?”)

I was in a Facebook group and this girl often commented something and even though nobody told her, I know that a lot of people thought she was annoying for always posting comments that no one cared about.

So yeah, often I won't post my comment, response, or posts (like this) out of fear for oversharing and being annoying.
Am I the only one? Any advice?
",3.4593427230046965,5.383896084507043,4.0658450704225375,86.98895539906107,74.07042253521126,6.423474178403758,28.030516431924877,7.1686216300943375,1.511843192488262,572,23,109,6,12,181,92,142,0.124,0.767,0.108,-0.6718,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,13,11,2,3,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,23,22,13,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,5,1,9,6,13,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,19,6,0,9,3,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467458286093426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021335532003892,0.11467598107462296,0.0,0.0,0.09372126404299078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401284080620157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046203996643276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051508296931922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206622965847655,0.0,0.0,0.18205555740754406,0.0,0.0,0.1316914238798031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508405889966995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172282932176094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574140942886418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733112747758607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716830781287653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620358377434287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016802169395744,0.20963426533518809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955459521609484,0.1203377444229062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599598368053795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798029936420847,0.0,0.10982345191568714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121987340136947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540591589218304,0.10941244554518556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316914238798031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128888566487015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435970428342134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945821740074375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,onlyNexusHere,2018/04/02,"What is your ADHD activity/obsession? For example, I play about 15 instruments, because they were something new that I could easily borrow from my high school. Now my room is just full of connected technology and I like to drive to new towns every weekend.
A friend of mine reads about 4 books (at least) a week, so many new worlds to explore without ever needing to leave the house.
Another friend of mine is constantly going hiking at a new place or some other crazy sport every weekend depending on the weather.
Another friend of mine dated a whole bunch of guys.

Of the people that have similar ADHD tendencies (some diagnosed, some not but probably should be), they all have something that keeps them entertained. What is your entertainment activity?",7.419490392648286,8.98794927819549,7.296641604010023,69.070142021721,63.73684210526316,11.324644945697575,34.326649958228906,11.20814326018867,4.414415873015873,606,26,95,18,9,193,91,133,0.021,0.8390000000000001,0.14,0.9356,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,1,2,17,13,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,1,8,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,13,7,18,9,8,23,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,5,12,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247977705600901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28338922873952543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237342821786311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460265216144764,0.0,0.10788956863496886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715316388407406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223198213101008,0.22770414287105803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31320115804304505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679696580753874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379902648504755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277128392775235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559208065942283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120108928217204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430821764097273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601723906583237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699966990990606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019649485542764,0.0,0.5220340000671599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368148435776133,0.0,0.14118111973911046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569199485149562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351656400910657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675783530882474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080579232467547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839239089497027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086678342419318,0.0,0.13025960355201446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Gushker69,2018/04/02,"It Finally happened. My productivity was discussed in a room at work. I have ADHD. I work better with people. things that excite me. For the past few weeks/months i've felt disconnected from my Software Engineering job. For whatever reason, I don't care about it anymore and find it harder and harder to focus. 

So today it finally happened. 

Senior dev says ""I notice when I give you big tasks they aren't done. When I give you small tasks they aren't done. Are you not interested? What's going on. it seems like you've checked out. Rob the manager has also noticed. Also, you're always on slack. Whoever has been messaging you must stop. ""


And i was just like... ""My ride is here, let me reflect on this tonight and continue tomorrow to get me back on track""


I had nothing to say, I know I needed to reflect on it and couldn't talk about the deeper issues right there and then.

Perhaps this could be a good opportunity to bring up my desired role as a PM. (Product Manager) and do more impactful work..

I don't know guys. But ever since I've had ADHD and diagnosed as a kid I knew this day would come in the workforce. 
It happened 1.5 years into my first career job..

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adhd,Moike2,2018/04/02,"How long will a diagnosis process take with the NHS? So I live in Liverpool and have decided to get checked for ADHD however the waiting times for some areas in the UK seem ridiculous. I just wanted to ask anyone who has been diagnosed with ADHD recently in Liverpool how long did the process take? What was the experience like and if you didn't go through the NHS would you recommend going private? I am open to going through the process privately and just want to know which is the best option before jumping in head first, thanks.

TL;DR
I want to know how long the diagnosis process takes for ADHD with the NHS in Liverpool.",6.062288135593221,7.307218576271191,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,66.62711864406779,9.967796610169492,34.24152542372882,10.125756701596842,3.5652677966101693,504,23,91,12,8,160,70,118,0.02,0.855,0.124,0.8943,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,6,4,1,0,11,0,10,2,1,3,0,24,26,8,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,4,0,6,3,18,20,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,7,61,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427916965141923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052673167936886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074293295578708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810605645454665,0.0,0.15799182065908413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528040014530674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726574791111774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805684842512485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865560560998845,0.0,0.2566812899357901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450664215330104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547551654160594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355060582247576,0.0,0.13293746905801104,0.39969321374328143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864891237225303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705409750938152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33958219246233,0.0,0.0,0.13860523378343334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778629551873499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663929898964845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069456449846506,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,everydayguy20,2018/04/02,"Afternoon Vyvanse Crash? Any others with experience or tips? I currently am taking 30mg vyvanse at approximately 9am and experience a strong crash by 2pm daily. I'm not talking about the 'high', i mean I'm completely zapped from energy and focus. This has happened since the very first day of taking the meds so tolerance doesn't seem to be an issue.

I am being sure to get  proper nutrition throughout the day and drinking plenty of water, which I have seen is the main recommendation at this but that doesn't help. Exercise (cardio and lifting) also doesn't make a difference.

Age: 24

Other meds I am taking:

Cymbalta 60mg in the morning

Lexapro 10mg in the morning

Gabapentin 600mg 4x daily

Diclofenac ER 100mg at dinner

Doxepin 25mg nightime

Prednisone 5mg delayed release at nightime

Sulfasalazine 25mg twice a day
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adhd,mama-arcier,2018/04/02,"Perfectionism making it hard to diagnose ADHD? Hello!

Very short backstory: 
I was tested for ADHD/ADD in middle school because my therapist believed I had some severe attention span issues. Test came back inconclusive because of my perfectionism and organizational skills (which I may or may not have obsessively enforced during a time which I hated myself. I used to be a very, very messy child). 

I am getting tested again in a month (I am now 20 years old).
This time, I am meeting with a nurse practitioner instead of a computerized psych evaluation, so I will have a chance to actually explain myself.

Problem is: how the hell do I explain that I think I have ADHD without the nurse writing me off as just an anxious perfectionist?

Can anyone relate?
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adhd,Gabrieldengelul,2018/04/02,I am afraid to get a drivers license! I'm afraid I'll zone out and kill someone. Are there others like me? And how do you guys that drive do it? ,-1.0921875000000014,0.8965191562500046,0.8049999999999997,103.54,91.8125,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-1.1827125,111,3,28,0,4,36,27,32,0.158,0.768,0.07400000000000001,-0.593,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819376201215971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534324638327342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970274555605657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636389689364638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572319658570694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,frogonamushroom,2018/04/02,"None of the ADHD medications seem to help and I feel progressively worse at handling everything I’ve tried Strattera, Adderall (& XR), Vyvanse, and most recently Ritalin. I gave Ritalin two days before I decided it wasn’t working for me, which may not be enough to test it, but it’s supposed to be fast-acting yet it made me feel lower functioning than usual, and I was so frustrated by the prospect of another bust. None of them have made me feel anything outside of a quickened heartbeat. There’s clearly something weird about my brain since it’s unaffected by stimulants, but it doesn’t work any better with them.

 I’m at the point that I worry I’ve been chasing solutions for the wrong problem, or that I’m just hopeless. The only drug that’s made me feel focused and motivated is weed, but I worry that regular use is worsening my function overall (had major academic/motivation problems well before taking it, though). Has anyone else struck out on this many different ADHD meds? Should I look into other diagnoses or treatment angles?",7.9659543074726376,8.354247099476442,8.047786768205619,68.29049024274157,62.29842931937172,11.133936220847216,38.82960495002379,10.832165505486646,4.544378010471204,840,41,134,20,11,273,130,191,0.196,0.693,0.111,-0.9666,2,0,2,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,2,5,7,8,1,0,6,0,13,6,1,6,1,32,27,11,0,3,7,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,8,5,15,2,19,15,5,10,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,5,4,88,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075069013639936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861791773738266,0.0,0.08700043730573237,0.1341513881997246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894553839253951,0.1310849031807013,0.10527990703396853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772715050331534,0.0,0.0,0.11314843640612092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428181814135192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250772850739438,0.0,0.0,0.12985170546439082,0.0,0.13366522986659746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483644100462585,0.0,0.1068735836254635,0.0,0.0,0.13219143438561126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498005940524927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875186427973657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575238038397108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743348774338103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631666155439279,0.0,0.12970638286475272,0.0,0.0,0.14210735284301915,0.1288814237396619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730061232454804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094027509067486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24483373818402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263207416259475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646755407738607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058294584268398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849089661469904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619147495539483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569584946058113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685971694895714,0.0,0.12497426476409272,0.0,0.0,0.11049508133045637,0.14090273323891028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502926021901523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862769431602939,0.2598491525945117,0.13037706977884467,0.0,0.13987724123732204,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bloody999,2018/04/02,"Medication experience question (buspirone) Hi all. I'm not asking for advice and not looking to get this post taken down but just wanted to hear from anyone who was treated with buspirone.

From your experience, did it help you or did you notice negative changes? Lately I'm starting to think maybe the buspirone I was prescribed about a month or so ago could be tied to my higher aggression and depression. I know it's supposed to do the opposite, but ya know. Stuff that acts on serotonin hasnt always worked the way it's supposed to for me. 

From an internet search I saw some people ( few) have expressed the med making them feel more agitated and angry. Have any of you experienced this? I wonder if it is possibly at all related to the different brain chemistry of an ADHD individual. Especially since I've taken SSRIs in the past with no improvements and felt better not taking them. 

I'm definitely bringing this up with my psych, so I'm not looking for medical advice. Just curious about experience. Thanks.",5.850760368663592,7.736059682795702,6.7204608294930885,70.54354838709679,67.76344086021507,9.61536098310292,32.640552995391715,9.957137785484203,3.6166940092165887,815,36,132,20,14,270,122,186,0.122,0.778,0.1,-0.768,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,2,2,6,5,1,0,9,0,11,3,1,1,2,31,35,11,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,8,7,14,3,25,25,5,14,0,1,3,0,14,5,0,6,5,93,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167000459697017,0.27157621306735874,0.12317784390439472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562415122602952,0.0,0.0,0.09449617526925558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716263388983803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990693107687393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289701993682425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551230352447783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469990924639808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094662089264104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968428403504475,0.0,0.0,0.14518148850784096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40778263523647656,0.0,0.0,0.0702613178606792,0.0,0.13342142944393506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072599796822455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566157157640369,0.0,0.09314058891501327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527353172967725,0.0,0.1567506271461142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337937146017185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275551477194482,0.0,0.13960194419491714,0.0,0.15435096347980176,0.2799710434524871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091491488136004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820455411052586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265109258797192,0.0963359503722371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566542167689104,0.1330833104871989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155664712936429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149474572985178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098355156592194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907361441878226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447908951136138,0.0,0.0,0.12793381645424998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903864743955163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196100282755983,0.11029835764996933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506939759204777,0.10116304707549142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ellemeu,2018/04/02,"My parents don't let me search help I've been going to a psychologist recentrly and she said I should go to a psychiatrist check and get medicines 'cause I present sympthoms of ADHD (which I already suspected but never said a word cause didn't wanna hear that ""you're not  a doctor to diagnoste yourself"") but my mom refuses to let me get an appointment (I'm under age, so can't get one by myself) cuz she says I'm just trying to find a disorder to be ""labeled on""",2.8841489361702126,4.70012076595745,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,75.38297872340425,8.104255319148937,27.707446808510642,8.841846274778883,2.2318340425531917,368,15,74,8,8,126,68,94,0.06,0.917,0.022,-0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,3,1,16,18,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,4,4,10,0,11,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267076364330348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081680261436516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38756880220574297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161968434232464,0.19308019424502249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724127932014774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29566855755364096,0.0,0.21441598658060526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261006594562687,0.0,0.1264408661342191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857926848676827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209319279310825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454901649946438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782679051317936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946148565269065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588781165855776,0.1500134475047772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807362074408532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,walk_just_because,2018/04/02,"""Rick and Morty"" is kind of a metaphor for ADHD My brain feels like Rick and Morty. My rational part is Morty, who tries to do The Right Thing, and my distractible part is Rick, who seeks immediate gratification. And it feels like this:

Rick: ""Morty! Morty! I have an amazing idea for an adventure!""

Morty: ""No, R-Rick, I am trying to read!""

Rick: ""Morty! Let's go on an adventure. It is going to be short! We will be back in no time""

Morty: ""No! I am trying to _read_, Rick! I need to study this semester. I love adventures, but let's go tomorrow.""

Rick: ""Look, your book is not interesting anyway. And school is boring. Let's go right now.""

Morty: ""No, Rick, sorry! I'll ignore you from now.""

Rick: ""Fine, Morty, but I'll stand right here.""

Morty: ""...""

Rick: ""...""

Morty: ""...""

Rick: ""...""

Morty: ""...""

Rick: ""...""

Morty: ""I-I-I can't read when you are standing here like that!! Fine, let's go on an adventure. But promise it is going to be short.""

Rick: ""Sure, we'll back in a couple of hours.""

Morty: "":3""

<3 weeks later>

Rick: ""This was an awesome adventure! And it took us only 3 weeks!""

Morty: ""W-what? Three weeks?! How am I going to explain this in school? And I have an exam tomorrow!!!""

Rick: ""o shit, you are right, Morty! I'll help you. Take these megaseeds. And don't worry, I am going to tutor you this night.""

<Morty is finally able to focus, studies with the help of Rick and then ends up passing the exam, but barely>

No matter how hard I try to ignore the ""voice"" telling me to open reddit or do something unrelated, it always seems to be easier to give in _for a few minutes_. The more I ignore the voice, the stronger it grows.",-0.3540504201680648,1.86430543809524,1.2785060690943055,96.89731092436978,99.38095238095238,4.375350140056023,16.017740429505135,6.2272716619740125,-0.3850242763772172,1203,31,264,15,51,386,142,315,0.086,0.759,0.155,0.9722,0,0,1,0,0,0,153.0,3,6,0,0,10,22,1,1,16,0,31,3,2,2,1,31,49,18,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,3,5,4,0,11,8,6,0,1,2,6,23,16,28,37,4,43,0,0,1,1,17,14,1,2,19,149,39,9,0.09284161440506844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157757865490088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725166057167987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277894141329814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036419462414233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272748046347988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223011351178325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388701964317957,0.1326521357632252,0.0,0.1017034505184922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906213635691104,0.4221122320179517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316785055541757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445955423695534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143028866993062,0.0,0.0,0.10480688194317704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668025455033427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797473637640273,0.0,0.13607316956169555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796357334216902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379318177920975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884088068953367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712556585571568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061023135842691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010768421028241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27860021599336776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714492569586283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879213407103276,0.0,0.08451951886719565,0.0,0.0,0.09530058301695413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147401059991333,0.0,0.10392858627154948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875021228414022,0.0,0.06980533975113712,0.0,0.08114766314983095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167984323783988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054136691972080965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315044969004596,0.252133447589661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167703084282216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234158288676823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428516606755524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,amandakthegreat,2018/04/02,"I only trust you guys for the circle of trust. I tried posting earlier but the automod tossed it.

https://www.reddit.com/r/CircleofTrust/comments/892ds5/uamandakthegreats_circle/?utm_source=reddit-android

The key is IcySoggyWave

Can I join any of yours?",18.267000000000003,24.555370366666665,11.51666666666667,30.30500000000001,45.33333333333333,9.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.0316666666666667,221,5,23,4,3,59,24,30,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688289577460168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370297644696757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124954372999192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194387874485007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682323889915326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fjone,2018/04/02,"Adult AHDH - Afraid my doctor will just think I want pills Hi all, 

In an effort to keep this short, here is a summary of my situation:

TL;DR - Will a new doctor even prescribe ADHD medicine to an adult without much of a medical history? Should I tell them I have taken ADHD medicine before even though it wasn't prescribed to me? This irrational fear of rejection has stopped me from talking to a doctor about it for the past five years. 

- 23y/o college graduate working full time
- No regular doctor or doctor's visits since I was 12 
- History of ADHD symptoms but my mom always told me I was ""smart but not a hard worker""
- Have taken friends Vyvanse and Adderall and it made me want to cry because I felt like I could actually finish things I enjoy
- Symptoms are affecting work even though I really enjoy my job (missing deadlines, putting off all my work until the last minute, constantly late) 
- Afraid to talk to a new doctor about ADHD because I'm afraid they will think I'm just trying to get pills or trying to abuse them. 

Symptoms/characteristics I was planning on talking to them about: 

- Procrastinating at work even when the task is not especially difficult or time-consuming, waiting until the last minute and then pushing it even farther 

- Sometimes I zone out when people are talking to me to the point where I have no idea what they just said and feel like I didn’t even hear them speak 

- Sometimes zone out while driving to the point where I get lost or wonder how I haven't gotten into an accident

- Trouble concentrating while reading - will realize after a few minutes that my eyes were moving but I wasn’t absorbing anything 

- Crying easily / will feel stressed out to the point of crying by missed/pending deadlines but still won’t do anything about it


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adhd,puisseance,2018/04/02,"It's months since my diagnosis and I still haven't gotten around to getting my meds and holy crap do I need them for work [grumpy rant] I got diagnosed but then my psych said I needed an ECG and a blood test to come up clear, then another appt, in order to get my first months supply of medication (18mg Concerta). Totally reasonable request. 

My Doctor is a dick about it but I managed to go get the ECG 6 weeks later. I get a blood test but it needed re-doing and my Doctor is so much of a dick to me (""stop looking for a magic bullet"") I end up really upset and wanting to switch GPs. 2 months later I switch GPs. 1 month after this I manage to get a blood test. Bear in mind I'm diagnosed at the beginning of a 4-month stint of unemployment.

Now all I have to do is go to my (new) Doctors and ask for a letter confirming my blood tests and ECG are fine. Then I can make a quick appointment over VoIP and all will be well. But it's been two weeks since that's ""all I've had to do"".

In the last couple months I've somehow managed to get full-time employment at a call centre but it's insanely draining and the retention rate is incredibly bad, and I'm sat at home after calling in sick as I can hardly face it: all I've been able to do the last few weeks is come home and sit in a miserable stupor. But of course I don't wanna disappoint my family and girlfriend etc, so I'm gonna have to face the music tomorrow. And I can't vent to my mates any more because, well, I now avoid most of them as I quit drugs and it's been really hard to separate them...

Can't help feeling that this would all be easier if I'd just gotten my medication sooner and could actually retain any of the training, or use some emotion other than anxiety to ensure I'm remotely useful. Sad bleh.",2.5545265610438044,3.858122521621624,4.598294501397953,84.81959459459462,75.13513513513513,8.130475302889097,23.56943150046598,8.74248658614541,1.4998900279589935,1383,40,297,28,29,477,190,370,0.129,0.804,0.067,-0.9752,3,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,3,3,12,10,1,3,19,0,27,18,9,4,7,53,58,30,0,8,9,0,3,0,2,3,9,1,2,0,12,18,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,7,2,2,9,5,31,3,45,43,12,45,0,3,1,2,12,12,3,5,27,184,43,14,0.09153424123893096,0.0,0.08932421547615738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449284577070248,0.09598163295653656,0.07002344400754643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148488108873551,0.08557215934410564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642726804669656,0.05579842386914137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693338889328864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157697287663437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730826434202884,0.10128089692178384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858106561537473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28106752363784543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615065963888627,0.0,0.0,0.10296370122174693,0.08107216893549986,0.0,0.10208487496534244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629033630121152,0.0,0.04628246266662231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785897883754588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693717866513896,0.0,0.1040420374070032,0.0,0.07320829453084449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399340198563708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061353472443459324,0.0,0.18363261441698572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492252470443288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768657091529593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061099816802018224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167390709887338,0.18442223631527774,0.0,0.0,0.092423490172291,0.0,0.4383705484158861,0.0,0.06728819937539704,0.20361444015752395,0.0,0.08840434057451932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735793273006536,0.0,0.0,0.1172783576117223,0.09411244499997157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707002454855417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143614048318638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309936329300991,0.07652672430775326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941565324498664,0.0,0.0,0.15811239051768966,0.0,0.0,0.05398926705313571,0.0,0.220269741184657,0.0,0.16460055138849644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663801778949335,0.0,0.0,0.06502329873045593,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TinaKayak,2018/04/02,"Thinking of asking for an anti nausea med to go with Strattera I've been on Strattera for 3 weeks now. The last 5 days have been at 30mg. Alongside increased anxiety and depression I've been getting debilitating nausea about 6 hours after my dose, since bumping up. That lasts for the entire evening, accompanied by dizziness.

Obviously I'll ask my doc, but has anyone added an anti sickness medication to there regiment when letting their body adjust?

Also on about 20mg of Sertraline (tapering off)",6.245904761904763,8.422624288888889,6.862063492063495,68.765,67.22222222222221,9.142857142857146,35.079365079365076,9.606745405546679,3.8756031746031763,406,20,61,9,7,133,72,90,0.096,0.887,0.018000000000000002,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,0,1,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,17,7,1,15,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,38,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230270250861106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395786860771732,0.0,0.0,0.1681412799829114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496114770763105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671064742390007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508239382534816,0.0,0.2071153066343074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882728365596202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256349511692641,0.0,0.13666388249151282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368131938222742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920281096967522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458954996390708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671064742390007,0.24224687886510604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891816254041705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408260921999528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928894561976327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,trustmeiwouldntlie2u,2018/04/02,"Diagnosed ADHD for 10 years. Having a breakdown right now. I don't want to lose my job, how should I speak to my boss? I've been in my current job as a software developer for almost two years. My performance has really dipped in the last couple of months. I have not received any formal or informal warnings, but I am certain it has been noticed. Today I called in sick because it's the end of the quarter and I have nothing to show for my quarterly goals, and I know I didn't get enough work done last week. I just couldn't go in. My marriage is a wreck, all my relationships are in the shitter because I'm always feeling too terrible to call anyone back.

I feel like my medication isn't working the way it used to. I called my company's employee assistance line today and they're going to find a counselor for me to talk to, and I made an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow morning to talk about my medication.

But I'm wondering if and how I should discuss this with my boss. Thankfully he's a great boss, so I'm not worried about any crappy reactions. But I guess I'm worried about oversharing, and on the other hand I don't want to let the bad performance just pass without addressing it.

I could really use some advice. ",4.663683702989392,5.753582147540985,5.918302796528447,78.19545323047255,69.73770491803279,9.511668273866924,31.566055930568947,9.773937934552695,3.0752216007714557,980,42,187,23,17,329,139,244,0.106,0.779,0.115,0.3049,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,11,7,0,0,13,0,20,5,1,8,2,43,38,15,0,7,10,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,6,1,0,4,8,3,0,3,5,4,29,4,29,28,3,25,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,6,14,124,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863335270327554,0.11272280627338765,0.0,0.0,0.11551058593578578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598394978682408,0.0,0.0,0.15688964711810616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065835098937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870027286024394,0.0963159532567208,0.14063772060765709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35336866030130115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210095620904957,0.12763724758232975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708210256691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180474146229286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216959775196477,0.11919174279500047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665311674049818,0.08240907602496282,0.0,0.0,0.10543166496959874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060267817569686175,0.0,0.13111692027908428,0.0,0.0,0.1271784320208072,0.127075675716627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289425228255954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339566116005244,0.1880581667561703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795750287265508,0.0,0.056356243899874765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905186290716514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091509497389802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324144764874921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920746358584786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068548280377632,0.13133154117695364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477977310775257,0.0,0.0,0.12384725947536696,0.0,0.09851187145321127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543470095952894,0.0,0.10620266513850177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186846203351017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126843088660623,0.0,0.0,0.1992580135810365,0.0,0.0,0.13607781240269515,0.09156280854808546,0.09253019521273867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119734923718838,0.12509672818832165,0.16795848839217514,0.2342956145796621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856866805620034
adhd,xXVoicesXx,2018/04/02,"I need the discipline/motivation/willpower to make it to graduation I guess my anxiety has messed up procrastination. I don't work well under presser anymore, but that's how I've built up my entire system. I don't feel any need and can't convince myself to start my assignments early, and then the anxiety prevents me from starting/finishing them at the last minute.

I've been having panic attacks just logging into the website to look at all the work I'm behind on. It's been two months. How do I approach this?",5.337792207792205,6.69563391919192,6.374199134199134,74.5527272727273,68.39393939393939,8.889466089466088,32.324675324675326,9.23628265651192,3.0333220779220773,414,18,72,8,7,138,68,99,0.181,0.8029999999999999,0.016,-0.9255,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,14,16,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,3,11,2,13,14,1,14,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,5,51,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511685677658633,0.0,0.3714928646259064,0.0,0.24079896522214445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622763143774604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227703441443992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674789131407094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979198370085593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038964441798751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207533272323524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380596159230207,0.0,0.0,0.3600761274808043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28488130296613023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185980552120553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371868281914053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183123496029642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535322844009656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KidsAreMyPeople,2018/04/02,Have you tried to get your kid to meditate? Wondering if any parents out there are trying mindfulness or meditation for their children. There are a ton of studies showing how beneficial it is but I rarely hear about parents making this part of their daily routine. ,5.990744680851063,8.57832036170213,6.064840425531916,72.50875,68.78723404255321,8.955319148936171,35.15425531914894,9.516144504307137,3.8876851063829783,215,11,33,5,4,68,41,47,0.0,0.958,0.042,0.2382,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161509671825336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721460472047576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175783087327575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808546360246356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845101001389399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6257504701140936,0.3051323728766081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826103311551493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055704708532798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,enginemadeofwettowel,2018/04/02,"Stressing out because my doctor's receptionist keeps hanging up on me. I'm driving an hour and a half back home from school tomorrow so I can see if I can work this out in person, but here is the situation. I was diagnosed and prescribed Ritalin for my ADHD at the beginning of last semester. I ran out before winter break, and while I was back home I failed to schedule an appointment(I had a whole month) with my doctor which was a horrible mistake because I didn't have a car to come back home for an appointment. So two months go by and my GPA is going to shit because I thought I might be able to get by with the brain that got me a 28% in social studies in 7th grade. So before I got my car, my s/o told me that my doctor might be able to call in a prescription for pick-up at a drugstore near me, so I called in a couple of weeks ago and asked the receptionist if that was possible for the doctor to do that, being that I go to school in another state, she told me that she would contact the doctor when he was in, I called during his hours though. I asked her if she could get back to me and left her my number, she said yes, and never got back to me. A couple of weeks later, today, I call the office again, I ask if I could schedule an appointment and she asks for what day, I say tomorrow or Thursday, she says for who, I give her my name, she asks me to hold on for a bit and then she hung up on me. I called three more times, the last two times she hung up on me before it even got to voice mail. WHY

It's getting to the point where I really need to get my shit together or I'm retaking a couple of classes next semester. I just had to post this here, because I can't make any sense of it, and my parents/ siblings don't know I've been diagnosed, and they don't believe in ADHD. 

tldr:
Psychiatrist's receptionist will not help with scheduling, keeps avoiding me, doesn't make sense, grades are going to shit, need to vent",6.2649253731343295,4.7546935273631865,7.0136766169154265,80.578276119403,66.46268656716418,10.428059701492538,31.29402985074627,9.3871,2.4003468656716413,1506,45,331,24,20,503,185,402,0.091,0.8959999999999999,0.013,-0.9858,1,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,2,17,7,3,2,24,1,29,12,4,2,1,45,64,26,0,10,9,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,3,1,14,18,0,4,2,0,0,10,7,7,0,4,18,5,59,0,55,37,3,70,0,1,1,0,39,24,3,8,33,226,73,13,0.13064826137256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701382136486705,0.0,0.05790590042088242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442264892656187,0.0684980467404458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053462204111334,0.0,0.0,0.25115112139901824,0.0,0.15928393499878915,0.0,0.16675807159337458,0.07359792562116528,0.0,0.0,0.07131703190790503,0.0,0.0,0.0729233338329986,0.3335162055317584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627095439240491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431200576020888,0.2168397243586433,0.0,0.042128660162154885,0.0,0.0,0.13260523516885533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343100788891671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043145972231739764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365166485180664,0.06266485855356584,0.14850083545678566,0.0,0.2089826991309008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043785387825437325,0.0,0.1965762878471896,0.0,0.12866222036382358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612617763293845,0.0,0.0,0.035900433851575334,0.10649577040979992,0.0,0.0,0.07097485912647204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720872896656208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859715914274506,0.0,0.0,0.10428219577046097,0.0,0.0,0.09687403036964716,0.05038199669017703,0.0,0.06947295407096571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253471653745072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703851124608138,0.0,0.0,0.061752418123545164,0.07364314221778819,0.06256245993990947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041848310837596464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213820735806159,0.10389674128070413,0.0,0.13222301548682008,0.05205487461325574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011628442494589,0.0,0.07342705986516558,0.0,0.06658972477290713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482857099393676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641806267305447,0.05186006298870279,0.07618205185182866,0.0,0.06191963774047885,0.12484001254972522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762436742613215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479815469142842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058944867425810586,0.07293205905203667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047556745146254735,0.0,0.0,0.04640438819866332,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NelyafinweMaitimo,2018/04/02,"Who else is a current or former nail-biter? I’m on a wiki walk right now (send help) and just read that there was a study that associated 75% of childhood nail-biting cases with ADHD.

I picked and chewed my nails for most of my childhood and teenage years, often when I was nervous or bored. It was bad—they hurt constantly and I hated the way they looked. I ended up quitting cold-turkey when I got a manicure before prom and didn’t want to mess it up, and it just stuck.

Even now, I’m kind of obsessive about clipping any rough bits of nail and skin, I just use clippers instead of my teeth. If I don’t keep them neat, I know I’ll resort to tearing them off again.

Anyone else? ",4.251215027977619,4.703048589928058,4.864988009592327,87.6912629896083,70.29496402877697,7.3288569144684255,25.51638689048761,6.937597516519254,0.8886060751398874,530,14,114,4,9,170,94,139,0.14300000000000002,0.825,0.033,-0.9267,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,13,8,1,2,5,0,6,3,2,2,0,21,16,12,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,3,14,2,14,10,2,20,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,5,12,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290137994717004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046892655896993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386827480581893,0.1815123930787999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791389632747795,0.0,0.0,0.1507426681759303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802098582765943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914375699500408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959742800286263,0.0,0.15690342854650324,0.0,0.0,0.11700673160426718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416840397975582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490018622814651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874075044508765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896440798623255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574601729397488,0.0,0.18447576883768246,0.09735769553612963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876243552029364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842216314331411,0.17719919226789427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128620180208166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530018037857505,0.0,0.0,0.10448839862776188,0.1406144186200969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407959855727685
adhd,SimonUlvegutt,2018/04/02,"Do you often get small injuries? Can it be linked to ADHD? Any experience with often getting minior injuries such as small rashes and bruises from ""nothing"". Are people with ADHD more prone to this?

When i feel extremely hyperactive and need to run i tend to hit parts of the wall or cut myself on edges. Just camly going outside a door and hitting the edge sometimes happend too. ",3.957571428571427,6.691823042857145,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,75.71428571428572,5.7142857142857135,27.142857142857146,6.868970318607317,1.6074285714285717,303,12,48,3,7,97,58,70,0.038,0.962,0.0,-0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,10,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674346924336503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883189241340295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716242799796543,0.0,0.0,0.1404033293124013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901526328182094,0.0,0.15781191836755307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205896169211512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644140724969656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007003330828537,0.0,0.192508318610772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746325771521906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LadyWhoStruggles,2018/04/02,"How to know if a medication isn’t “for you”??? Newly diagnosed Older woman here but got diagnosed two weeks ago and started on Elvanse (I’m in the UK). I am also on fluoxetine for depression also. 

I am doing a diary of how I feel etc but I’m worried that the way I’m feeling is normal lol I know that sounds stupid but how do you know if the meds are working for you? As in, is this feeling just the better version of me or am I acting weird? 

Like what are the “it’s not working for me” side effects that you have experienced? So far I have felt kinda wired, kinda fuzzy when asked questions and not been getting much sleep. 

It’s only week two for me and unfortunately I haven’t been at uni so haven’t been doing much that’s needed productivity (although my house is spotless! Lol) 

Any experiences on this med is really appreciated particularly from women xx ",1.9671929824561405,4.363453818713452,4.400380116959067,80.4346052631579,80.98830409356725,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.4056807017543855,677,24,130,12,18,236,101,171,0.098,0.789,0.114,0.4294,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,4,10,5,1,0,7,2,20,4,1,4,0,28,35,19,0,4,9,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,5,6,15,2,16,30,4,16,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,6,7,94,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289888935254113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397888952446722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195369835418164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401590278907106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259590309940736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291296219923852,0.30434011643342035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672052796979314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466547814184372,0.0,0.0,0.2274187665286041,0.0,0.14395088618932042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832928438342457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990819763842706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299256936350704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718350382967896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324546388477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306430713110463,0.15103300864150002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042329386705134,0.1111670049999566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468940299358217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402422316284735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794958252955314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604537691621527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500326224382071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611722578407212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929086079652248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900296972617573,0.2405205387267233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829342313032607,0.15225545377497193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ver16,2018/04/02,"VYVANSE USERS Hey everyone! This question is for anyone who has taken or is taking vyvanse! I've been taking vyvanse since October (somewhat inconsistently). However, I have taken it every day for the last 2 weeks. I love how productive it *usually* makes me, but it's also unpredictable. Some days I feel calm, focused, motivated and productive. I have so much patience and my anxiety vanishes. Other times it makes me overall irritable, impatient and nothing gets done. If anything, sometimes it makes things worse. It's been 2 weeks where I taken it at the exact same time. Anyone else experience inconsistency with vyvanse? If so, do you know why and have you been able to ""fix"" it? 

Thank you!",3.3252080344332846,6.497521138211383,4.787862266857964,73.62288378766142,85.58536585365854,7.772166427546629,29.18651362984218,8.4952907291091,3.2818143472022965,552,27,85,15,17,183,83,123,0.098,0.773,0.13,0.647,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,5,1,21,24,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,11,3,5,17,4,10,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,6,8,58,23,1,0.1736991140113043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890711871907865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328793467832655,0.0,0.0,0.2429089184445369,0.17797526911620346,0.1429395707076204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240431175362387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775450067784235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510332117295446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634899513588145,0.16597694714980082,0.0,0.16991106374984652,0.0,0.0,0.08782749111852968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907506179043592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546049043634056,0.1415879612311333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567702320613925,0.0,0.34783652219481226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768883487452146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666898458485746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458276060238605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436857020672677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717928652320247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120023323008185,0.0,0.0,0.15991880696965094,0.0,0.0,0.11539797311176482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257070046252865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913050340574659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786619037816518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567364332263088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770142367079847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CorruptInHadleyburg,2018/04/02,"The Vyvanse medication guide says you can take it with orange juice. Hey friends, there's a belief on this sub that orange juice and other acidic foods will interfere with Vyvanse. That doesn't seem to be true. The medication guide says people who can't swallow pills can mix the contents with orange juice. 

""If you have trouble swallowing capsules, open your
VYVANSE capsule and pour all the powder into yogurt,
water, or orange juice.
• Use all of the VYVANSE powder from the capsule so
you get all of the medicine.
• Using a spoon, break apart any powder that is stuck
together. Stir the VYVANSE powder and yogurt, water
or orange juice until they are completely mixed together.""

""• Eat all the yogurt or drink all the water or orange juice
right away after it has been mixed with VYVANSE. Do
not store the yogurt, water, or orange juice after it has
been mixed with VYVANSE. It is normal to see a filmy
coating on the inside of your glass or container after
you eat or drink all the VYVANSE.""

See page 2, upper left corner.
http://medguide.shirecontent.com/MEDGUIDE/PDFs/MG_Vyvanse_USA_ENG.pdf",6.541914893617022,9.266388031914893,5.186117021276598,78.80875,67.61702127659575,6.614893617021277,25.57978723404256,7.413659706084162,1.5136957446808514,882,26,132,9,16,258,99,188,0.025,0.944,0.031,0.29600000000000004,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,6,1,0,2,3,0,0,16,0,15,14,0,2,7,33,23,13,0,2,9,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,10,10,11,2,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,5,7,2,19,18,7,15,1,0,2,0,12,10,0,9,4,87,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486510829190467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251318208702654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251777745599116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35974735691648624,0.0,0.3757698104210227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220290748284512,0.0,0.14186118867292768,0.0,0.09593172915597872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199499212338293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699474032645443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990459641446022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729614549327253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680697513180694,0.0,0.29203746657786683,0.0,0.0,0.2926361985504748,0.16715701900739605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380563053362034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171703665710466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,itchytesticles,2018/04/02,"I feel pathetic not being able to function without medication. And medication makes me feel terrible. How do I better deal with the side-effects of medication? Hey everyone, first of all I want to say that I've been following this subreddit for a while now and it has always made me feel a little better reading stories that make me feel less alone in my problems. So thank you for that.

I was hoping for some advice on the side-effects of medication, and if you feel similar to me, please tell me your story. 

Alright here goes. I'm a post-grad engineering student in my mid-twenties, and I got diagnosed with ADD about five years ago. I never really actively used medication because it always made me feel terrible. With terrible I mean: anxious, annoyed, headaches, dry mouth. The medication I have been on so far is dexamphetamine and ritalin. Especially the anxiety symptoms are bad, because I'm already dealing with a depression and at some real low points have even contemplated suicide. I would never go through with suicide, because I'm too worried about my family losing me. Suicidal thoughts are an indicator of something being wrong I believe, and not being able to function because of my ADD plays a big part in these thoughts.

So I only use the medication in my exam periods, because without my medication I can't study at all. With that I mean that my mind is busy thinking about many different things, and only one of which is the course material that I should be studying. The first time I really noticed that I can't function properly, is when I started paying attention to the times I forgot things like leaving my wallet/phone in the car (and sometimes even leaving the keys in the ignition!) I'm always in a rush to finish things and every day I have a mental ""list"" of things that I should be doing, e.g. 
-send person X email about XYZ
-do laundry
-do dishes
-get groceries
-fix layout of paper
-hand in paper
And I won't rest until everything on my mind has been taken care of. I'm also very unfriendly and rude when I still have things to do, for example running into someone I know while on my way for chore number X. I will literally try to shake off the person as fast as possible, or just ignore them.

My behaviour worries me very much, and the steady decline of my mental health even more so. Ritalin gave me the worst side-effects so far, so I switched to dexamphetamine. For the first two weeks I was fine, and I felt really happy. I was productive, felt happy and social. But at some point, the side-effects worsened and I had to stop taking it. It took me over a week to get used to being off the medication again. I felt completely destroyed, pathetic and useless. 
Even writing this post took me a long time, and I had lots of trouble wording my problems. I'm sure there's someone out there who at some point in their life felt like I do right now. So please, any advice or story will be greatly appreciated <3",5.7423362362741415,6.965480359712236,6.479265429761457,74.66991859144265,67.34532374100718,9.449753881105641,33.15675880348353,9.682069395223575,3.3146553956834524,2344,103,408,50,38,771,271,556,0.161,0.755,0.084,-0.9928,1,1,1,0,0,2,75.0,0,3,2,6,28,32,3,1,27,1,41,18,2,9,5,88,86,38,3,8,9,0,11,2,0,6,15,1,1,2,22,28,1,3,17,2,1,9,9,18,0,6,22,12,61,14,67,51,13,70,0,4,0,0,18,31,0,9,30,289,83,6,0.11270555763276095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101345665136288,0.049953338288612016,0.0,0.0,0.05836448374489705,0.062186692724491226,0.04506529685976125,0.14067007890665192,0.0,0.0,0.03832182201426472,0.0,0.04310972155019256,0.06366259988174149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047052216454534015,0.1717606545944146,0.0,0.0,0.06349028422271702,0.0,0.09967890680618492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745541371913036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908481643249115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634288038749101,0.1161944810349481,0.04853656582001281,0.05719688428195103,0.0,0.05887665978554828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888191573001794,0.0,0.0474796466282214,0.053847495104333634,0.050646243952008535,0.0,0.05312438459920369,0.0,0.17096194908667256,0.0,0.21643001983817906,0.0,0.0,0.14380093462014848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588840021127729,0.0,0.032026582851646467,0.0,0.045070465143774836,0.062129137587845065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199771618514024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059900368707073874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597102460230107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030970013484998025,0.0,0.0,0.11933891213525505,0.0,0.0,0.039803634227671116,0.05506224248175394,0.056480288780200415,0.0,0.04987043593396392,0.0,0.06304434501295947,0.0,0.04790911735524594,0.0,0.10664472373849636,0.07523183489286578,0.057132872801429264,0.0,0.12276939302848194,0.0,0.510925464400377,0.11358069346376125,0.0,0.1138004844661748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142577646387388,0.0,0.08692547412361924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415801218615233,0.0,0.0,0.03818610134735821,0.08571765528665035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102456791993325,0.0,0.0,0.09841014566891296,0.0,0.1237168574370198,0.1598147724278972,0.06352929095486258,0.10794076951850673,0.0,0.0,0.1078439974365181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636802867864602,0.0641417994863943,0.10830309931543183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812496520283663,0.0,0.04481399154970885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744456133052402,0.0954950532388798,0.04338312228052623,0.05573433918622353,0.0,0.03988678689239489,0.0,0.0450034019566134,0.04711344640089478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849223807970253,0.0,0.05311182712669522,0.05857211428385571,0.0423702764800627,0.0,0.04925481253478641,0.051882067499513525,0.0,0.0,0.1871914111836716,0.03610858524005788,0.0,0.08947562342745867,0.0985792755146226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252200215052703,0.038259837722770015,0.0,0.05504847652458405,0.0,0.0,0.14601212262820848,0.0,0.09299388852788736,0.03323832899605502,0.044730212818497456,0.0904056000385641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864413565077836,0.0,0.0,0.11445796463402688,0.0,0.04003139723094525,0.06161291722828886,0.0,0.03628934195932056
adhd,RapidResurgence,2018/04/02,"I don't know what to do anymore. I have nobody to talk to. My parents won't believe me. I can't deal with confrontation. I don't want people to think i'm a liar. I'm 100% sure that I have ADHD\-PI. 

I need some advice. I'm in Uni but have pretty much given up just 5 weeks in because I know i can't do this. I know shit i just don't have the effort to get it down. I have never been so sure about anything ever. I know I have this and currently I can't get help because I am a 17 year old.

I am from Adelaide, Australia. Need advice or someone to chat too. Please someone tell me everything is going to be alright. ",-0.42969444444444704,1.6422467481481495,2.035439814814815,95.49760416666668,88.92592592592592,4.263888888888888,20.28935185185185,5.602791699666715,-0.13728703703703715,481,16,109,3,16,164,77,135,0.09,0.7809999999999999,0.129,0.5835,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,3,1,20,1,1,0,4,19,35,4,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,19,3,14,31,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,6,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916242743945192,0.3116194701874436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727607269084553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581285509612093,0.0,0.0,0.13121127170948674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943947876787132,0.0,0.0,0.17964213559677447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438282623255618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422891415337022,0.0,0.0,0.1433006567048675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660892326323287,0.0,0.09061738831022983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068739439394275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505115423575505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721187019134804,0.2364558179132369,0.12297533394677933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673127746291208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770469924759276,0.0,0.0,0.11054045373095514,0.0,0.0,0.1750248935832913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221489214675794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636700248396755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019780290449474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005537671564679,0.0,0.0,0.12815743587688191,0.13936368092366927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216718109416234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940459548672657,0.0,0.12789874277350088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267862191490126
adhd,JDMBrah,2018/04/02,"How to tell SO about RSD?? So recently been diagnosed within the last 6 months and has been managed well with medication. But the one thing I significantly struggle with is RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria). I have a constant fear of being broken up with by my with my new partner (couple months), them going behind my back, lying, seeing other people etc. You name it I probably think it. It’s really getting in the way of my relationship & has been the same with many other relationships. That constant fear of behind rejected. I’m in this constant state of expecting the worse to happen, when really it is fine. I feel like these ‘insecurities’ are really starting to have an impact on my relationship. So I was wondering if anyone else has had success with explaining RSD to their signification others & how they went about it? Because I’m worried it will be taken the wrong way. ",5.5331151457238406,7.739938670807457,6.756770186335405,68.67827998088869,69.12422360248448,9.922790253225036,29.775919732441483,10.214889679676881,3.5599934065934065,710,28,113,20,13,239,105,161,0.156,0.785,0.059,-0.9522,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,1,10,11,0,4,8,0,16,2,0,2,0,18,29,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,7,2,14,4,24,19,2,21,0,2,1,0,11,5,0,2,12,89,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684556589034892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866222939506766,0.12693338866316353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525884195447157,0.0,0.07551829305705865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016224852589125,0.0,0.0,0.1370748477189687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573924684191062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348885187377756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816296177837814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880698464844433,0.06263927073024947,0.08850246899515994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647240681869969,0.0,0.07040590509852004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954985884578776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098166898257058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060523269632600976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559852667067953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479969435120165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776541610143167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196475533911045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394673387411843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588529023022375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356747438219155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808902022420664,0.0,0.12232011012680885,0.3990138745834507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871919038469697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876854501037246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295100373216414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827972728259047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230275950515954,0.0793796090400772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966660716395371,0.0,0.0,0.11138623472825698,0.11484133885837568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434648028973434,0.0,0.12580980982457168,0.12624797264555562,0.0,0.1354472696419708,0.0,0.0
adhd,Falc0n28,2018/04/02,"I feel hopeless when it comes to my academics, I really want to give up on them for the rest of the school year (ends in May) I just want to give up on doing homework, I have 3 B's, 3 F's, and 1 C.  The 3 F's are in Chemistry, English, and German 2.  I am m/16 high school softmore. Chemistry teacher gives assignments like ""read 11.1 and summarize it using one sheet of paper, it will be stamped next period (the next day and stamping is to tell her that we did it on time)"" and if shes feeling like we dont understand something throw in a worksheet packet.  She'll stamp it but it isnt graded then, we have to keep track of these sheets of notebook paper and worksheets for 3-4 weeks where its all stapled into a packet and turned in.  For all that effort i get at most a 50% on a packet because i end up losing worksheets and notes over time.  Then she makes us do these grade checks that have to be stamped by her every week and she verifies we did it every 8 weeks and its for a test grade.  I have tried talking to her about making an exception/accommodation for me but it boils down to ""your adhd isnt my problem you just need to get more organized"" (same response when i asked a counselor to request the same thing on my behalf, her response was ""it isnt worth my time or effort to make an accomidation for one student when i teach and grade the work of 190 others"").
    Next is my English teacher, she makes us do these journals for books we are reading, one of the prompts for a page in a journal for Night is ""make a poem similar to the one in the book with the same measure and starting words for each line"".  I try and do them but i rarely remember to turn it in because my medication doesnt last through the whole day (well get into why that hasnt been fixed yet later).
    German 2 I have issues with the repitition of learning a new language (I am slowly getting better with it).
    The reason behind the medication not working all day is I transferred from Vyvanse 70mg to Adderall 20mg (the adderall dosage was not my choice) because Vyvanse wasnt working anymore.  My GP insisted on Adderall 20mg because they dont have much experience with ADHD so he wants a psychiatrist to handle it, my parents and I have scheduled with them, that was 3 months ago and then they said they would call us with an appointment time, they only called 2 weeks ago and the earliest available slot was sometime in the middle of August, no joke.
    My parents arent much help in the matter, my mother always gets angry with me over grades.  When i tell her about an assignment i did well on she just asks ""why isnt it higher (the grade)"" right out of the gate.  She doesnt seem to understand the condition at all because she tried claiming she had ADHD to motivate me i guess. I told her a few months back its obvious she doesnt because she displays almost zero symptoms.  She isnt much help when it comes to grades because shes a contractor (healthcare) and is away from home a lot recently.  
    I have managed to get an ADHD coach in the last 2 weeks but im in serious danger of losing them because my mother is not happy about the lack of progress when it comes to adhd management other than medication.  
    I feel like giving up on those classes (aside from German) to get them off my chest and not worry about them, along with not so much anxiety attacks but waves of anxiety from those subjects.  The most frustrating part is I do so well on tests (easily scoring mid to high nineties on a regular basis) but my grades are well, the way they are right now.  And yes, I want better grades but i feel like im losing on all sides, ineffective meds, angry parents, teacher who refuses to do anything, crushing anxiety from failing classes, and the possibility of losing the adhd coach because of parents expecting faster results.
    ",5.184819999999998,5.777975272000003,5.79655,81.33402500000003,68.28,8.383333333333333,31.09166666666667,8.344100000000001,2.246726666666666,2994,116,580,40,48,972,316,750,0.087,0.8320000000000001,0.081,-0.9139,5,0,1,0,0,1,81.0,8,2,11,15,24,24,3,0,47,1,57,6,1,9,6,104,98,41,0,10,17,6,4,4,0,4,4,1,3,0,32,41,1,2,11,7,2,4,19,12,4,5,12,5,82,12,105,80,23,94,0,6,0,0,65,44,0,9,49,405,114,37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650178495122178,0.0,0.08974448687368279,0.0,0.050689372184510084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212052181250635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617421294558515,0.0,0.05020218497954092,0.0,0.0,0.041656566721947286,0.0,0.0946471418989741,0.05758841462256795,0.047559863971603535,0.03892423458383281,0.0,0.27772147179320605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953988512005083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033788975284162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308158898609653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793859420494104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865429151063348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966992461227871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085300335664752,0.0,0.0,0.0495168099977733,0.0,0.0,0.1023814952203496,0.10849042861750707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851307797941037,0.19424015635800648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557644666920752,0.0,0.0,0.05388673307830531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786004767040955,0.10696721007154597,0.05077674283090658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935820005760218,0.052834914663902825,0.0,0.04499405133380787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252534025184045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989229722564075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265266982072873,0.0,0.043035954161623896,0.0,0.0,0.16894872921248422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622824518143375,0.15298524984920134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081000451990153,0.0,0.1488483124236679,0.03753464709001525,0.0,0.04888983888553768,0.1615072359478234,0.047504147741232544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720772979476206,0.03849936387269126,0.0,0.0,0.22483342349803148,0.05481734276717129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057067293333354675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843722433738471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012689038041602,0.0,0.032428950723094915,0.0520465651716972,0.04998188685908828,0.0,0.057343445457839065,0.08645969330396111,0.0481519283360343,0.0,0.0,0.10246180951774284,0.0,0.04608323253744191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897032892526072,0.05006521929137723,0.0,0.03582962966374932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261434492266636,0.0,0.040687043948016435,0.08848953900647644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033630179121920616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806947310607888,0.0,0.0,0.04837029899434417,0.0,0.10310450578284384,0.11012168674877937,0.0,0.10539597865119388,0.18267160001847765,0.04372007781507673,0.0,0.0,0.11942972712074547,0.04018039769387975,0.2030245741308636,0.0,0.18205654576589236,0.0,0.09135471243028842,0.05651626318469068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105575336756355,0.051407832071898786,0.0,0.035959530698139154,0.0,0.0,0.03259810539894671
adhd,Boudjc,2018/04/02,"Sleep issues? Hello everyone,

So I have been lurking on this site for some time now. I relate to a lot of the posts that I've read. I have a question about sleep though... How does everyone else get to sleep? I've tried sleep aides, herbal teas, consistent bedtimes, counting sheep, meditation as I lay in bed... but I have serious anxiety before sleep about everything and anything and when I do sleep, I have nightmares of epicness... I toss and turn and flail all night long and disturb my girlfriend's sleep, so much that we plan that a night or two a week, I will actually sleep on the couch so she can get some sleep. I'm wondering if anyone has sleep aides that actually work for them, of there are practices that people find helpful before sleep... I go Thursday to officially see a doctor about having ADD, but I'm curious to what you guys do that help. Thank you in advance for any feedback!",4.518291592128796,6.0976853372093025,4.868837209302324,83.72088550983902,70.62790697674419,8.083005366726299,28.34704830053667,8.617729084823388,2.0431729874776385,706,26,137,12,13,223,107,172,0.051,0.858,0.092,0.8325,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,1,3,11,3,0,1,7,0,12,13,11,1,1,19,21,16,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,8,7,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,16,1,18,19,5,16,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,7,8,84,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.15422865358473856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373784667964132,0.0,0.060451812708799416,0.0,0.0,0.05525420164450822,0.0,0.06502858695706261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448424621851227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088263170665128,0.06915291236456479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601295842671093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101831196451465,0.07102011202337051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222491415320101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825717387926389,0.0,0.04491017150264872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824446139434665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059339104996543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247870895179663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699322135327664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718189970285908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809045361601295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831407604142968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054784085346204665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568148143776758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852301644350033,0.0,0.07904364467950323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297051028000439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8698726197133609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727530801555797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763896936337501,0.0,0.04607851536410958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365092747335598,0.08595352721217557,0.07719326576708152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338689052995627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569627025100215,0.05752914652786795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,send-ludes,2018/04/02,"Where can I find a Ritalin(/adhd medication) daily self-evaluation form? Greetings, fellow friends!

Does anyone know where I can find a self-evaluation sheet/form for when I take my ADHD medication? 

I am currently on Ritalin, and my psychiatrist asked me to journal/write daily about the effect I experience the drug is having on me. 

However, I could swear I have seen a ""cheat-sheet"" somewhere online a long time ago, but I am unable to find it now...

Does anyone here know where I can find one? If we do find it, I feel like this is something that should be linked on this subreddit for others! 

Much appreciated!

**TLDR; Does anyone know where I can find a self-evaluation sheet/form for when I take my ADHD medication?**",3.76485829959514,6.373939436090229,5.257142857142857,75.5936263736264,75.69172932330827,8.302834008097166,24.51648351648352,9.057496981413335,2.24205078079815,567,19,101,14,13,190,74,133,0.009000000000000001,0.877,0.114,0.9244,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,7,0,14,5,0,1,0,18,22,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,18,2,9,18,2,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,8,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861232316278884,0.0,0.09493352541186656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246505803582036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011965262304784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550688597900102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811594672222277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419655236250315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475975748470567,0.0,0.0,0.05415060365705951,0.07650890671870084,0.0,0.0,0.5872990070593372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274156636306358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657033521146093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232135603905791,0.0,0.0,0.09477597412377813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236617559503557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872737113018972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257054977376706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33517127669381497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244719737586302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104468116577633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244813311628927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,truetruetruenice3,2018/04/02,"How do you organize your mind? Actually. I've tried everything. Evernote, Paper, Notes, HALP. Have you found a system that you use consistently that works? 

Some information is time-bound (lunch date)
Some information is for future recall (passwords)
Some information is for brainstorming.

My brain lumps it all together and breaks the system every time. What works for you?",4.706721311475409,8.169731229508201,4.779163934426233,71.66317213114758,89.1639344262295,8.997377049180328,24.1327868852459,8.841846274778883,3.297215081967213,299,11,44,10,10,93,46,61,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,2,1,12,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,26,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.2993820478705405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424782582930739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584831703056968,0.0,0.2757223911816061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33637857171124896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30976968128546256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577825513457341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082897589234554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26496740561649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466924478542369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,seishinbunseki,2018/04/02,"Waking up after a couple hours of sleep on Strattera I'm currently on a second week of Strattera, and so far it seems like there's a subtle positive effect, but may be too early too tell.

 

The negative effect is that for the last week I've been going to bed at my normal time (around midnight) and been spontaneously waking up after 3-5 hours of sleep, and would be wide awake even though I didn't get enough rest. I tried going back to sleep without success, and have been forced to start the day early, but I would get pretty tired couple of hours later (obviously, as I didn't get enough sleep).

  

I've read about taking Strattera at different times to help with this, but I'm not sure what's better - taking it in the morning, taking it in the evening, or splitting it up? I've tried all three in the last three days with no difference, but I'm guessing I would need to do it the same way for multiple days in a row before I get the benefit of the new schedule.",11.169693877551019,6.361919030612249,10.501428571428573,69.64357142857146,60.224489795918366,13.444897959183676,39.224489795918366,10.290406445055957,3.7957836734693866,774,22,153,11,7,252,109,196,0.124,0.7979999999999999,0.078,-0.8847,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,10,5,0,0,13,0,14,7,6,2,3,28,30,12,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,0,7,5,31,19,5,39,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,4,23,101,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306215772739499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474027575066216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183379136264733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090559322496041,0.0,0.0,0.09412372980345107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235513139969978,0.0,0.20590479350998026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238168515069648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199297002705876,0.0,0.14058461973343864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224094176869356,0.0,0.12096687363225248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723847062169325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133402933022785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31441977758821743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350017408192284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199358419732525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891234115906537,0.0,0.10278534486004468,0.0,0.0,0.10427331207249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827187102550344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645319598494747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688477312670746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260050178319608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532773527477454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030373377912044,0.0,0.24005370340956556,0.0,0.09301961297705988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456142875521862,0.0,0.12411384233710412,0.12231918757762428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451035804973109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447473192227832,0.1707344621524417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258932001137117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268025124280145,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,johnnyslick,2018/04/02,"Forgot my stupid meds for class today I'm older but was only diagnosed about a year and a half ago. This has unlocked a bunch of things for me, including the understanding that I'm not actually introverted but actually kind of extroverted and just dealing with the social anxiety that comes with undiagnosed ADHD like a hand in a glove. I'm taking Ritalin now and it works great but as you all who were diagnosed late know, even when the medication works, the coping mechanisms can be a bitch. Anyway...

One big sea change I've done is instead of hanging out by myself on weekends I've been doing improv comedy since my diagnosis. To that end Im taking about 6 hours worth of classes every Sunday. I left my meds in my other pants today and didn't notice until classes were about to start. Fortunately there was a Whole Foods next door to my classes where I could buy a coffee and I'd biked in so my body had produced a little bit of dopamine, so the first class went by OK.

So, second class (hours 4-6) roll around and I notice I'm getting steadily worse at this. By the midpoint even the instructor noticed and said ""hey, you're moving way too quickly and you have a bunch of nervous energy!"". Um. I knew what that meant... more coffee. I'm happy to report that that worked - I was back in ""the moment"" and not trying to corrall my brain on stage - although I do wonder what my instructor was thinking when she told me to calm down and then next thing she saw was me chugging down a latte...",4.548983799705447,5.8461092199312725,5.547619047619051,79.97000000000003,70.20274914089347,8.154540991654395,26.57191948944527,8.563005593585519,1.8597837015218464,1177,37,222,19,21,388,177,291,0.055,0.8390000000000001,0.106,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,5,20,9,2,1,19,1,19,8,3,1,1,31,40,22,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,15,15,1,1,6,2,2,4,3,3,1,4,18,3,22,6,35,20,6,44,0,0,1,0,10,15,1,1,24,152,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.2096727174194716,0.0,0.1291101995360857,0.0,0.09523037262157484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218379366595965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563563673860699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260717716611034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728593240914915,0.11933071160174925,0.0,0.11992761019599953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364688572762704,0.092541587568991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577425707265407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075579835723602,0.0,0.21807874266553398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993837312228004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515125253092224,0.0,0.0,0.14191324141009135,0.0,0.09051456009251342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138005624427152,0.12990500011233433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056127835043282066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844215273389234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436142428736075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115941743157403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160430295330388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187200068931542,0.059040817397061025,0.0,0.12118592239182245,0.0,0.11672320492818468,0.0,0.0,0.052484959449770455,0.10767326330097983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386614232034985,0.10822460414198007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418127974092016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850643044016064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669299159855962,0.0,0.0,0.07279747029645782,0.08170549289451931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219070246269583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088867355065385,0.0,0.0,0.10951153952879718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760396343582517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615482510483338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274367599286866,0.06883692151626478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366249835542652,0.10265414082832462,0.0,0.07293804033135043,0.0,0.0,0.1118386061295986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527307643659411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995888531754488,0.0,0.11994195943941274,0.0,0.0,0.1165034475670159,0.2346313516254668,0.0,0.10948053145741726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918151369606634
adhd,giokay,2018/04/02,"Not Alone This post probably won't be seen by many but it doesn't matter. I'm 22 and I've known about my ADHD-PI for 3 years now and throughout that time there have been a lot many ups and downs. 

However through it all I always felt different and a bit alone even during the best of times as no one understood what was behind the surface. How negative thoughts can suddenly start racing one after the other, how despite the best of intentions many times I would lose focus on my goals, how sometimes it seemed inevitable that I'd fail in most things I pursue and the lack of self-worth that leads to. 

But reading posts on this subreddit is comforting. Its beautiful learning about people feeling the same way and it gives me a sense of belonging. If I could I'd thank everyone on here for helping me feel less alone. And to those few who read this, keep pushing because I really do believe in you and am pulling for you. no bs. goodnight fam :')",4.297196911196913,5.82917535675676,4.552760617760619,85.95763513513515,71.1081081081081,8.096525096525099,28.349420849420852,8.634040054169528,2.0411853281853283,751,28,148,13,14,235,130,185,0.131,0.708,0.16,0.8446,2,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,6,10,6,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,5,1,34,24,15,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,8,2,0,3,6,2,0,2,6,4,11,4,23,14,10,22,0,2,1,0,5,8,0,4,8,104,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565641312062312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047739829289401,0.0,0.0,0.10839847277069836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941387159874358,0.0,0.0,0.14677427991109154,0.2734292248540331,0.0,0.1422255575185513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040132544655128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610868890239095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860448029197768,0.0,0.0,0.12448246870702663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174098093166609,0.0,0.12508354900987315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497077074255193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731997151368474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579359035630515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574337562081174,0.0,0.1107543663897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962324173222726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655417979260116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031564584504743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495331201157118,0.0,0.14045749487930714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606186732538138,0.0,0.08345691317850627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859663205578914,0.1359042798839466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884439880096696,0.0,0.09220866618838856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199388723923068,0.0,0.0,0.08654831181931884,0.0,0.0,0.10342306983611134,0.22789159561895325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034055030164092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925429705401217,0.0,0.0,0.08389223799727226
adhd,blackoutz711,2018/04/02,"How can I help my husband remember? Hey all, I thought I would reach out to this community to help get some insight and ideas. My husband was diagnosed with ADHD just over a year ago. He is taking medications (concerta) because he really likes how he and his brain function on it. There are certain things though he still can't (and I say can't knowing it really is can't and not won't) remember to do that really need to happen. The most recent examples of this is locking the car after he uses it or not leaving the gas tank on lights on empty. Im out of ideas as to how to help him remember and make new habits so he can do the 'little' things regularly. I know he feels stupid and like a child when I'm constantly needing to remind him of things. 

So does anyone have any strategies they employ in their own lives that helps them remember the little things that might help us? I'm still must starting to understand how his brain works so I'm trying to find things that will actually help someone with ADHD instead of just expecting him to 'fix' it, so every insight and suggestion helps. 

Thanks!",4.817643410852714,5.955200748837212,5.641860465116283,80.14248062015506,69.4186046511628,9.08217054263566,28.75193798449613,9.3871,2.471672868217054,871,31,167,18,15,285,123,215,0.023,0.8370000000000001,0.14,0.9714,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,1,16,5,1,0,7,0,18,4,2,6,3,46,35,19,0,5,5,2,1,2,0,5,2,1,0,1,15,11,0,0,14,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,3,16,4,25,28,4,20,0,0,0,0,29,9,0,4,12,111,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.09281096811705074,0.0,0.2286008930528966,0.0,0.08430684913072099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467619938240424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650120879573053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057976504031909175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234231602935935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027771625184278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653186872207607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832290057066792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013196999844853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808908921318256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692631426035838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968961887644584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841030375020406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462387496073927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472904412455995,0.10273216321845276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453692761716207,0.0,0.0,0.10070485782834024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292920811193676,0.19064492377028747,0.08398145460408274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348483576307927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581056045939296,0.0,0.10089377508047627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410416590312347,0.0,0.09185518608512916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278444178488767,0.0,0.09390694718950154,0.0,0.43095195020987503,0.0,0.0,0.0756331118993106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805840742777324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731740940751031,0.0,0.15190556423694904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150882461935329,0.0,0.0,0.0875619885902305,0.0,0.0,0.3159251934284903,0.0,0.09344240182017527,0.07550454227496195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457158774901697,0.0,0.0,0.09901001365841627,0.1144023256819603,0.08214213781236587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923921930324675,0.0,0.0,0.06756147001311928,0.0,0.0,0.061245958377021015
adhd,nebulax33,2018/04/02,"Wanting to be good at everything, yet not being good at anything I want so badly to be good, even just a little, at everything. I’m interested in so many different things, yet I never follow up with anything. Always stuck with the notion that if I could pay attention to something for longer than a day I could be knowledgeable in the topic. If I could stay interested in conversations I would keep consistent friendships. I’m tired of having a brain who grows tired of things so quickly....",7.907472527472527,7.837496450549453,7.976131868131869,70.29386813186817,62.51648351648353,11.236043956043956,34.683516483516485,10.793553405168565,3.812105934065934,391,15,67,9,5,127,57,91,0.133,0.6859999999999999,0.181,0.5871,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,0,1,16,16,5,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,16,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,5,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738912807533918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717515896890536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786434989469964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432324329038927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954933120559072,0.0,0.0,0.10648568665758296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251030954406513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090570756801113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29678990802904864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154725527973817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467620346406406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548887345341834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740096343807018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734707185283425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711379824978833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599090382907304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193904912738409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795514167076352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477852326277414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172931472835843,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Iskahylock,2018/04/02,"I can not tell you how many times I've had my hearing tested. What is up with that? Like I had an IEP during school that my teachers should have known about detailing that I have ADHD amongst other conditions that would make a classroom environment difficult for me and that I would have special needs other students didn't, none of them seemed to know about it though. Either way, I don't know how my difficulty with tests and completing projects would make a teacher come to the conclusion that I may be hearing impaired. Even as an adult, I've had people ask if I'm deaf because of my issues. I don't know, it might just be because it's obvious to me why I behave the way I do, but I have trouble understanding why people tend to first assume my hearing is the problem before anything else. :P",10.802500000000002,7.0706152756410265,9.905128205128207,70.35653846153849,59.70512820512821,12.707692307692303,42.02564102564102,10.125756701596842,4.1307256410256405,637,25,121,9,6,203,96,156,0.071,0.8759999999999999,0.053,-0.4119,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,7,5,0,0,7,0,22,1,0,4,1,31,37,8,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,0,1,12,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,4,19,2,13,25,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,3,86,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524150031733748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999346213088095,0.0,0.1363175020286425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777515063959098,0.0,0.1240779714041479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256068591452036,0.15288443337913704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180986544199635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630954575610473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403031064058655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930328884164219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521931553848177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404086150699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712379275310602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466551889537004,0.14783369760569376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546868542958094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812010226994492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021797605630058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952542664037534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475727385587825,0.0,0.13274465596889268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744888721420272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326266594622591,0.0,0.0850259992892248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517987362886297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314825924693447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631510248948548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31074874320821405,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,openmindedskeptic,2018/04/02,"I'm so sick of people claiming to have ADHD or trying comparing themselves to me. Any time I mention my ADHD, my friends always brings up how ADHD they are. Like almost falling asleep in class or procrastinating on homework proves they have the disorder. I have been diagnosed since high school and it almost ""hurts"" for me to study or pay attention without my medicine. I have to pay hundreds of dollars every other month to a doctor just so I can can receive advice and continue being prescribed meds. It has costed me jobs, grades, and relationships. It is so hard for me to function and the only reason I am going to grad school is because of my diagnosis and treatment. Yet I hear all the time from people of their struggles and how they think they could easily be diagnosed when I feel like I have to work twice as hard to accomplish anything. It's frustrating. ",6.8474074074074025,7.56181201234568,6.97120987654321,73.93644444444446,64.67901234567901,9.442962962962962,33.48395061728395,9.3871,3.1470350617283938,694,28,117,12,10,223,102,162,0.115,0.807,0.078,-0.4994,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,2,8,6,1,1,4,0,16,5,1,3,2,22,22,16,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,4,4,1,3,0,1,1,4,21,3,21,18,1,14,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,5,8,86,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883248899726624,0.13235235460420625,0.0,0.0,0.2712511963769673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269859382038153,0.0,0.0,0.09210520433080563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114572253840036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256418591747912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813941578071272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27494155741935034,0.0,0.0,0.1552282658525538,0.13863062590814135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141157263508752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684835446479179,0.09675979168055787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464215302473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697480971730282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265885650347466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526529773375412,0.0,0.0,0.14310190901259467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499346200529858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344052857036991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234023927167438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044552850372578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810851200456273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300974405647624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779685777026575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392569335712627,0.0,0.14541401997292822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741490692907988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203902180823093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415933857446239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678576452846809,0.0,0.0,0.15795463849426453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195622718062486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305612544953351,0.0,0.09860338892093287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,purpleuneecorns,2018/04/02,"How do you manage working in an office setting with ADHD? I just started my dream job about a week ago and honestly I'm scared every day that I'm going to end up getting fired - I was fired from my last two office jobs due to ""not getting it.""

I'm praying that this current job will be different...it's a creative atmosphere and very flexible so I can work on projects without having a supervisor breathe down my neck at all times (I generally thrive in this kind of environment). And perhaps most importantly, I love the work that I'm doing and I actually look forward to going to work every morning.

Given that I've only been there a week, I have no sane reason to believe that I'm going to get fired yet, but I still constantly have the thought in the back of my mind that I'm going to learn things too slow and not perform up to par.

Does anyone here work in an office setting? If so, how do you deal with being a ""slow"" person and how have you learned to thrive in that setting?

TL;DR: Just started a new dream job, terrified every day of failing at it.",5.1861574746008685,5.432788174528303,6.243584905660378,79.34495645863572,68.19811320754718,8.598548621190131,31.873730043541364,8.384062270229773,2.3757970972423794,831,33,162,11,13,278,118,212,0.099,0.826,0.075,-0.8445,6,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,7,14,5,0,1,11,0,13,3,2,4,1,26,32,13,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,4,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,4,4,15,3,28,25,2,38,1,1,1,1,6,12,0,2,20,106,27,14,0.0,0.0,0.11515887658835795,0.0,0.14182279619078,0.0,0.10460705487258444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251400294656802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074093985774123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329547107980935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275248261566926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221091575330145,0.121661162896547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326967804774342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452014436875487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982807257929475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496307507637932,0.0,0.2682668766109118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684192962366444,0.0,0.0,0.12288727002378387,0.0,0.09619234670374488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990970776181627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650691191646383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915453432061918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139729522596664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975047291448053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304011564282027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133197455367772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814668848166235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705347222389882,0.0,0.09424141607372118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839933382722855,0.0,0.0,0.0936852447734073,0.06881146843799371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527676030757107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973690361177462,0.0,0.0,0.18931794927064854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375559120736856,0.0,0.4295564884508512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,loarfy,2018/04/02,"I can't stop dwelling on a customer yelling at me **TL;DR: i work at a big box store and a customer freaked out and called me an ass because we were out of an item. i can't stop thinking about it and getting really angry and stressed about it. Do you guys have any tips for calming down and/or for feeling less shitty about it?** its already been two days

she sent her kid out to ask my coworker for it, and my coworker didnt know what it was so even though i was going to lunch i came over to help. my coworker asked what the item was and i quickly described it and then off in the distance, the customer started yelling at her kid '*How long does it take to figure out if they have it?*' and her kid said pissily, '*they dont even know what IS.*'

she walked up to me and started angrily saying something that ended with 'Do you have it or not?' I was annoyed so I just said curtly, 'We're out."" (We were.) She immediately replied with ""You're an ass.""

Then she started saying that she had been coming in every day for a few days keeping an eye out for the item, and that she *KNEW* what was going on, and she would go to a manager and go *as high as she had to* and she gave me this manic, enraged grin while she was yelling all of that. I impulsively did the same face back at her mockingly (not the best move, I admit) and then turned to my coworker, told her I was going to lunch, and left.

For an hour afterwards I was filled with adrenaline, and I havent been able to stop thinking about it since. I'm still furious about it even though I know in reality it was a minor interaction. I'm also worried that maybe I am an ass and that everyone is mad at me and that I'm gonna lose my job.

sorry if this is in the wrong sub, i think its related to my add b/c of the emotional intensity and maybe related to rejection sensitive dysphoria? i dont know. sorry for rambling. im trying to be realistic about this, but i feel awful.

**does anyone have tips for situations like these, especially in a retail environment?** lots of sites say 'go for a walk' or 'meditate' but i cant really do that at my store, especially in our wildly understaffed department...",1.4895225187656358,3.640370066513764,3.4034445371142645,88.31075896580484,81.13302752293578,6.9911592994161795,23.67055879899917,8.07648339933343,1.353726605504587,1663,60,357,33,44,559,198,436,0.091,0.865,0.044,-0.9427,1,0,1,0,3,0,65.0,3,2,2,3,19,15,5,2,22,1,37,7,5,1,1,63,74,37,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,8,0,4,30,33,2,4,12,0,3,14,9,11,0,1,25,11,53,4,61,46,9,62,0,2,1,3,40,28,3,5,21,257,83,3,0.09446272120127963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424196180997776,0.07554180401622214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423788968160521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605053103160141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661978558633062,0.0,0.0,0.07263600176798475,0.0,0.0575835980730208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991327980139768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645699991189076,0.10804018789819796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137127001394487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827619214066392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532992779256914,0.0,0.22141921145252472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062578470167622,0.08366593296323703,0.0,0.0,0.18717520936291074,0.0,0.07958891675583618,0.09026317821880654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955263802531267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493528730226306,0.0,0.3221120481177093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353294539713786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331637083251335,0.0998050513124328,0.0,0.0,0.09302675231710178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203594878172494,0.0,0.09373967495527442,0.08396280690356099,0.0,0.0,0.20765696463457156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263402297938226,0.0,0.0,0.04614971408259346,0.0,0.0,0.08359653569465078,0.0,0.1056796223959304,0.0,0.08030882754645076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980100019875315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039892321286974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103047611551356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971135921582262,0.2253616420657931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814053912852491,0.10618005646310716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272201781174897,0.0,0.21148656521587927,0.20058360078967044,0.0,0.07543805117381333,0.2369251940547875,0.10820672797984587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102421031265788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815836925248175,0.1856182879336504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026317821880654,0.0,0.06413398699979779,0.10274831501375373,0.09227635264341992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876998608011119,0.09593147870950418,0.0,0.06710360687351356,0.10328015662719353,0.0,0.0
adhd,emmaabeann,2018/04/02,"Switching between adderall and vyvanse? I started on adderall about 5 years ago and was switched to vyvanse about 2 years later. I was on vyvanse for a little over a year and it was amazing until it stopped working. My doctor tried me on focalin, which wasn’t effective, and then put me back on adderall. I’m on adderall now but miss how much better vyvanse worked and wonder if I switched back to vyvanse after being off of it for like 18 months if it would work again. Has anyone had any experience switching between the two? ",5.589057142857139,6.941057619999999,5.439428571428577,81.50900000000003,67.8,6.514285714285713,36.285714285714285,6.18269132825596,2.3995714285714294,422,22,72,2,7,131,65,100,0.033,0.848,0.119,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,12,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,6,3,18,5,1,24,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,3,16,56,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843620246682869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143376474076844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542469114768256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198480907975707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394171145614094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287669326628644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344468310691088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160868977425833,0.20845094142068807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600792500727227,0.0,0.15288948214451484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090776886073217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720955677692574,0.0,0.0,0.1738808789391745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412050002603734,0.0,0.20316657374009048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255458094198882,0.4542364987714826,0.0,0.0,0.14774326795052292,0.0,0.0,0.4017975646900086
adhd,b3nzoa,2018/04/02,"How's the treatment of ADHD in Europe like? I'm in Europe, and finding it extremely difficult to cope with my ADHD via medication. Yeah, we're not The US - we don't have Adderall, for example. I'm adult ADHD-er, and this is killing me. I need to have a way to study, since I'm heading to university. Mostly I could get my hands on is the very old Piracetam, or Methylphenidate - Ritalin, which is very difficult to get my hands on due to legal issues. Also gives me very bad side-effects.
Anyone else with more experience? 
What are the alternatives?",2.4947855917667208,4.981043641509436,4.198370497427103,82.12578902229845,79.56603773584905,7.250771869639795,25.674099485420236,8.296473431620573,1.9604452830188683,430,17,81,9,11,144,73,106,0.132,0.8109999999999999,0.057,-0.8784,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,1,8,5,3,1,0,12,15,5,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,14,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994591226206056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296305038574135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625721942877948,0.1703594091730549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882536370888027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275006176367538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388941069555713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264028466499894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196432928224207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373449384343415,0.15949772574637122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063712790575453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353875505256697,0.0,0.0,0.18394895785406884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122928541041617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749574259824748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328430865790567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744684476941553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375371501464792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999781238298686,0.0,0.0,0.41156117725277785,0.0,0.131974400596067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Crashes556,2018/04/02,"Taking forever to be diagnosed So I scheduled with a visit to the doctor around July of last year, thought it was nov 5th and I just gave up. Finally I got a courtesy call for dec 5th. I went in and had all the pre-test questions... so I took the test on January 8th... and here I am still waiting for the results and it’s been 9 months of waiting and it’s been painful. I’ve considered asking my doctor if he can just prescribe me something to focus. I am tired of screwing up and randomly talking about another subject that’s irrelevant and just everything else. Is there anything I can do in the mean time? Any advice? ",1.875359801488834,4.237362516129036,3.641290322580645,85.94539702233253,81.09677419354837,6.718610421836227,28.08684863523573,7.882392219407189,2.024750124069479,488,23,95,9,13,163,84,124,0.07,0.908,0.022,-0.6767,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,7,0,11,6,0,1,1,21,21,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,9,0,10,0,16,11,1,16,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,3,7,65,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951874442120809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188781364436974,0.2033660270561998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959847087432666,0.17265028757811388,0.18131041884139645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803737159063767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684794768914066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970175255137044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620143957572081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430336119309262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124549526930114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511384363547706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808933799671485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126066008742575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480336196224112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636890560081864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172604191890887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930670949087785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488303996629207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582091442267126,0.15588394602569874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396898852984894,0.1130896569708155,0.22290881828524214,0.0,0.0,0.21547768337689693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978699914249385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489286046540575
adhd,wulf242,2018/04/02,"Forgot to take a test now I’m panicking I had three days to take a test, I planned to take it Friday before I went home for Easter but my last class let out early and I completely forgot to take my test. Going to talk to my professor Tomorrow hopefully we can reach some form of agreement on me actually taking it! It’s just a little frustrating that I can have something dead set in my brain and then twenty seconds into being exited I completely forget something really important.",4.032822580645163,6.185044903225805,5.819018817204302,74.04852822580645,73.08602150537635,9.381182795698924,26.678763440860216,9.827888789773867,3.024398924731184,388,14,65,11,8,133,65,93,0.14400000000000002,0.74,0.116,-0.5793,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,12,17,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,12,2,12,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,47,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.17474714243195938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237595078847613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999020896792996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37550438056444013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548576784887685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176998831031303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962248230012964,0.17785757993221515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459664960990343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831118922395675,0.0,0.0,0.17947585465330398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471725641537946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571470036660856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6731942902018087,0.14393022127738347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600030490060785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DwayneWrites,2018/04/02,"I procrastinate for hours due to dread of something being ""boring"", but once I just shut everything else out and start, it turns out to be enjoyable and easy. Any tips for making the brain remember this pattern permanently? I've come to terms with the fact that  popping adderall does NOT really make me more productive. If anything, it makes me focus on things for far longer than I need to instead of just getting it done and moving on. At this point, it's just a matter of making the dumb brain stop warping easily accomplished tasks into the *idea* of something dreadful and under-stimulating. ",7.1303968253968275,8.30528690740741,6.816031746031747,73.67500000000003,64.18518518518519,9.875132275132275,32.09523809523809,9.957137785484203,3.266046031746032,478,18,79,10,7,150,79,108,0.108,0.7609999999999999,0.131,0.4019,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,5,0,3,2,2,4,1,25,12,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,19,9,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,5,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328188009304232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918436363207987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047541474821469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561633360404477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864612329996405,0.1855203001875833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144264476886707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629297315699222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471536198309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853190665891608,0.0,0.0,0.2046517924912236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840438977556684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926801779191056,0.0,0.13442256241747386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306552693347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137551205349788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613756863769778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536366993949665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912831895408224,0.0,0.0,0.12831639573751374,0.0,0.0,0.15156466850148875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043951928696192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971890034693181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,juxstage,2018/04/02,"Making up a BS excuse to miss an exam because I'm an idiot. I'm just venting a little and I do feel kinda bad that I have to make up some messed up excuse as to why I'm missing my exam.

I set aside 4 fucking days to take my meds and lock myself in my room and study all day for my exam on Monday, and you wanna know what happened?

Thursday: woke up too late to take meds, said fuck it and just watched YouTube videos all day

Friday: woke up a little late again, and by the time I took my meds it was 11 am. Problem is, I spent the entirely of that day hyperfocusing on researching nutrition (because why the hell not?) Went to sleep at like 4 am because I took my meds late.

Saturday: wake up at 9 am but feel like I've been hit by a bus....must study....take meds at 10am.

Think to myself ""okay, today is the day I'm going to study!""

I SPENT THE REST OF THAT DAY HYPER FOCUSING ON NUTRITION TILL AGAIN 3AM AGAIN.

Today: wake up at 9 am and feel like I've been hit by a bus again. No matter, time to take my meds and actually study!

Error 1: took a multivitamin containing a high level of vitamin C in the morning (for those of you who don't know, vitamin C effectively lowers the potency of vyvanse  by making you piss out half of it)

Error 2: ....I spent the rest of the day researching how to start my kombucha business.

The worst part of it is I don't even care. My minds urgency mode hasn't even kicked in even though I need to pass this class. I keep telling myself that this is super urgent but my minds just like ""naha bro let's chill we ain't got a damn thing to worry about:))))""

TLDR: ADHD is a war with your own mind sometimes. 
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adhd,Brayden133,2018/04/02,"What did your process of getting diagnosed look like in Canada. For those of you who have been diagnosed and live in Canada, what was the process like?",5.923928571428572,7.495174964285718,4.620000000000001,86.875,67.21428571428571,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.4779428571428577,121,5,23,2,2,35,21,28,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7765534921121829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998648092648133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737858907834489,0.0,0.3377956560295347,0.0,0.32124279684486834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADHDSuperSnowflake,2018/04/02,"today I decided not to take my meds, went on a run, then tripped over a rock and almost ate shit. I caught myself--barely--then grinned and awkwardly flashed a thumbs up sign to this old lady who happened to be watching.

And like on the one hand, if I had taken my meds, I probably wouldn't have tripped over the rock in the first place. But on the other hand, I also probably wouldn't have had the reflexes I needed to stabilize myself.

So it's a constant toss up really.",6.3646315789473675,5.480549884210527,6.973684210526319,78.90578947368424,65.94736842105263,10.547368421052632,32.68421052631579,9.888512548439397,2.920852631578947,369,13,75,7,5,122,62,95,0.062,0.8170000000000001,0.121,0.6573,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,9,0,7,4,3,0,0,12,14,8,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,5,3,2,0,2,6,3,9,2,12,5,0,19,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,2,6,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178499537824792,0.0,0.0,0.1739786924641902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350997179319133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505221181756484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238320955204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062864068213362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833092258257821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131431070081856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828742510062905,0.0,0.14742093019807592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272987198558737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691222733491282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937133390654566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331712936820988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357432026437102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621674648687616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167570813513053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hanner__,2018/04/02,"[NSFW] Anyone Experience Improvements in Intimacy After Starting Medication? Tagged NSFW just in case, but there won't be anything graphic here from me. 

Recently disagnosed and started taking Adderall and life has improved tenfold. 

I always thought my lack of libido came from being on hormonal BC for 10 years, but for some reason ever since I started medication it's been picking back up. Nothing crazy, but I'm definitely feeling more comfortable being intimate with my SO. 

I know Adderall can have the opposite affect, so I'm wondering if it comes from the fact that the Adderall is helping me in other places of my life? I'm just curious as to whether anyone else had a similar experience to mine and if anyone has some insight in to why this is?

Have discussed with my psych, she seems to agree that it probably has something to do with my general ability to function being improved. ",8.65388888888889,8.994241000000002,8.969583333333336,62.419305555555574,60.875,11.861111111111116,42.77777777777778,11.429527900616536,5.471381944444443,720,40,106,19,9,239,105,160,0.017,0.785,0.199,0.9852,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,16,4,0,3,2,31,30,12,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,12,1,24,21,4,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,6,8,84,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626311627648974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435186283939734,0.16779353821545262,0.134762185999953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592288212097455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873001199665313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106647657630642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368021511490248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813211931016165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203813508485089,0.0,0.0,0.08280299594738831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976622758143996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899993214205381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133991028431306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299460056008444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713407134117294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109645208175364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656315137510945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837462729811495,0.1616952347151617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908278918286053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546563216654922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260720008482695,0.0,0.0,0.3477347940807379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312865583521307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000874856014605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776974817293878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759292107474467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054573693588729
adhd,NefariousPeony,2018/04/02,"Things you say to yourself in your head everyday due to ADHD.... Me:

""....now, what the hell was I freaking doing?'  (looks around, thinks) ""oh yah, that.""  
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adhd,HelpMeImGarbage,2018/04/02,"Hello! I've been on r/depression for a while recently, but I just I just went to my first psychiatrist appointment yesterday and I'm starting fluoxetine and Adderall cause I found out I also have ADD (which may have caused a lot of the depression and anxiety.) I'm happy that I'm getting help for this thing that's been tying me down for the past 3 years noticably, but I'm having trouble completely agreeing with my diagnosis. The man I talked to knew what he was talking about, and it makes sense that this is what's been messing me up, but I kinda feel like I don't fully trust the diagnosis yet. I don't even know what ADD is, or the symptoms, and I think having that basic information would help me understand a lot more. If any of you could give me some examples of your experiences before starting any medication, that would be greatly appreciated. I don't want this to hold me back from exploring the options for help that I've been given. I know I probably should have asked these questions when I was there, but it was a lot to process, and I wasn't having a great day, so I was a little off. ",6.535,6.097379178082192,7.368595890410964,74.73864726027398,65.43835616438356,10.952968036529679,33.31849315068493,10.504223727775694,3.299824657534246,876,33,174,20,12,294,124,219,0.086,0.789,0.125,0.8627,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,0,12,0,26,2,0,3,0,44,46,16,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,17,10,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,13,1,24,5,19,27,5,20,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,10,13,126,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575326150503687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798571382958149,0.0,0.10116417674322606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236276960506778,0.0,0.0,0.1016853408478365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125275442042183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716963354329077,0.0,0.0,0.13865241058117908,0.0,0.0,0.10558385924341912,0.0,0.0,0.08528465141203498,0.0,0.22779835018920774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734408327855661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935729516984465,0.0,0.0,0.06686513780746556,0.09447315903702813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248432018453323,0.0,0.14499567980513345,0.0,0.0,0.06909058308517939,0.1268578349502387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915928393795387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077324522444865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265915520925186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535263997419348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460638378070949,0.13254045053425126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372802867744162,0.0,0.0,0.08827204593467249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321912378352244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055751350045482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262392146386062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425784093116436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814043913740613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305722580244488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720204231444887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744926918021227,0.0,0.21258097820956887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785519518492121,0.08473483863541083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376677811101949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799930197395084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258894235578785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788074703913493,0.0,0.0,0.08515901452979059
adhd,getThis95,2018/04/03,"Excercise Has anyone had any positive results in helping ADHD through exercise? I've been jogging daily for the past 10 days and haven't seen any results. 
Unfortunatly the UK isn't a big fan of prescribing meds(damb public healthcare😤)",7.437857142857144,9.385127071428577,7.850952380952383,63.710714285714296,64.0,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.8336571428571435,195,12,27,6,3,64,38,42,0.047,0.8140000000000001,0.139,0.5911,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509701365450884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768227183566963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965496457572889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735177759844185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284273980053779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048638138081044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,h_ellaaa,2018/04/03,"Forgot to do my w2 (i think thats what its called?) Help Hi! So I'm 17 and I had my first job this year, and a while ago I got ny w2 in the mail (the thing where you get money back from taxes) and my dad was like ""make sure you do this!!"" But I totally forgot and I just remembered and now I'm kinda panicked. Can I still do it or is it too late? I'm not even sure if I have the letter any more. I'm so mad at myself I just got really distracted with school. Sorry for how stupid this sounds I'm really new to doing tax stuff.  Also I'm out of town right now but I'm gonna try to find the letter as soon as I get back.",-1.8425092554504303,-0.11614206293706175,1.3059728506787351,100.68167420814484,92.00699300699301,4.76330728095434,11.20896750308515,6.2272716619740125,-1.3104410530645825,467,4,126,5,17,165,92,143,0.08199999999999999,0.866,0.052000000000000005,-0.626,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,15,6,2,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,3,25,25,16,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,6,1,15,3,12,18,2,18,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,13,80,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626389811375458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499946186232279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275497440051105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844980671007925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152350283053687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388405117641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714298186518507,0.15954158261462725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598857780522144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000236413153769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571999066358364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612802510994236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211580016949451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163414686129437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520022244829432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115018480642955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031621091330715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247310236479044,0.16017837016183006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898244722507247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209962199781992,0.0,0.0,0.14978860861021784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471555583355584,0.0,0.0,0.35355312443818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460898423642347,0.1201832418626054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734343647334584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078486965735315
adhd,m_dubbss_,2018/04/03,"Any ADHDers in the medical field??! So I've always been interested in being a physician but I did horrible in undergrad and well, it turned out I have ADHD. I was diagnosed my last semester of undergrad and now I'm completing a master's degree because I still want to do medicine but I'd like some insight on what it's like being an ADHDer in the medical field....How was medical school for you? What were/are some of the most common challenges that you've faced in medical school or after? 

I'm not sure how to explain my experience in my application. Do I even say ""hey I did so badly because I had undiagnosed ADHD but look at my grades now""...I don't want these schools to think I'm making an excuse for poor grades because I am not. ",2.409295366795366,4.562244736486488,4.5585328185328216,81.20905405405408,77.98648648648648,8.012355212355214,26.787644787644787,8.841846274778883,2.329502316602317,583,24,113,14,14,201,88,148,0.113,0.764,0.124,-0.7823,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,7,0,13,7,1,2,1,20,23,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,6,2,13,6,17,15,3,14,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,4,7,74,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445205121338581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926581479986754,0.0,0.0,0.09747239845183574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967834902503288,0.26212620511743384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028353212479292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454815351122558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467110806283632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020867825339148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683677603264706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400520266712609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036490905894867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567691463378912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775778548627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398537467567307,0.0,0.435186602829812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144671442179942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509110225164184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184298196314576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559068137343125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908484396022225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887496009113725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,windlep7,2018/04/03,"How to establish a routine with shift work? My job has alternating shifts each week, so one week I work 10am-6pm Mon-Fri, and the next week I work 2pm-10pm Mon-Fri.  I have trouble managing a routing due to the change, and I’m wondering what the best/healthiest way to do with it would be.  E.g. should I sleep at the same time every week, or should I delay sleeping when I’m working on late shifts?",2.8739963833634725,4.873656797468357,3.4494032549728786,90.43316455696205,75.96202531645571,7.0459312839059685,26.475587703435806,7.957251820313856,1.474882820976492,313,12,66,5,7,98,55,79,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.6553,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,0,7,2,2,1,0,13,10,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,7,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,10,37,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491297767729806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639820071637814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845766368217814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485315425110814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876336902119884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739267342639526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939893815026985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35265821488279536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274471954251248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986083222223647,0.5653540040263534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108339717986306,0.5131082005415318,0.0,0.0,0.1251687434275661,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lamevirgin,2018/04/03,Congrats to you! Just wanted to say good job everyone for making it through the day even if it wasn’t easy or you forgot to do a million things or barely even got out of bed! Keep on living and keep on smiling! ,3.5658333333333303,4.231322704545455,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,71.95454545454545,6.775757575757575,26.03030303030303,6.42735559955562,0.889766666666667,165,5,35,1,3,54,36,44,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.9198,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,9,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262817106554733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39455941337109,0.0,0.0,0.2854078814836857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505241799324164,0.23888698906504616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964003990098802,0.5309728133808663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26374577256735005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993756494642887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375276020592616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984341295518258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617311714205172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,duetishrandom,2018/04/03,"Songs that describe RSD and all the shit that goes with it? Doesn’t have to be terribly specific, but I have been looking for songs that really encompass the feeling of rejection (“they don’t want to be around me”) and self-doubt (“Do they even like me?”)  that one gets due to this Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, among other emotions.",4.977049180327867,7.124842114754102,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,70.47540983606558,10.125901639344264,30.2327868852459,10.355215969177356,3.46828262295082,263,11,48,8,5,82,46,61,0.181,0.69,0.129,-0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,8,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,5,1,8,9,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288975294316344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41559251851999024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440246966775933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680996307139788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302748334846995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804993837446839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31025315985781954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503555049758172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366853921790128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854271211102315,0.0,0.3792451493665706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179169474428526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TKDbeast,2018/04/03,"This is probably the most accurate representation of what it's like to have ADHD I've ever seen. https://youtu.be/lNxjZ9XLzV0

Created by Jack Stauber. He makes a lot of strange and wonderful videos like this one. Check him out.",6.028846153846152,9.3577348974359,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,71.8205128205128,10.053846153846157,30.262820512820515,10.125756701596842,3.793405128205129,187,8,31,6,4,56,36,39,0.041,0.713,0.246,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,5,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484067899781411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375001659987781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645662739825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172055407983155,0.0,0.0,0.2490544200124783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282959898950663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022766512480391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046228503450742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eloupike,2018/04/03,"I can't hold down a job and i'm terrified of losing the best relationship I ever had. What can I do now? I haven't been formally diagnosed yet but it's clear from the history of my shit-performing life. Being told I'm lazy by my parents or ""clever but not living up to her potential"" by teachers. Endless jobs that haven't lasted more than a month because I either fell out with the boss or in some cases just forgot what day to be there... 

I feel so dumb and now losing this last job while my boyfriend is away has got me feeling suicidal again. I can't stand the thought of losing him and he's getting so frustrated with the way I am but I can't seem to stop.

I'm so all or nothing. A month of working day and night, non-stop at absolutely everything then I always fuck it up and everything seems to crash down all at once.

I need help so badly but the queue for diagnosis is so long. Would it even make a difference? I just want this to be over. I'm so shit",1.1775742574257428,3.1882168069306935,3.1282079207920823,90.62409405940596,81.42574257425744,6.812277227722772,21.98118811881188,7.908726449838941,0.9761952475247528,753,24,168,14,20,253,123,202,0.235,0.6809999999999999,0.084,-0.9912,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,15,10,4,0,10,0,17,4,1,2,4,37,34,20,1,3,11,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,6,2,18,2,26,24,6,29,0,3,0,1,7,10,3,6,16,115,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397370747118148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740062020039925,0.0,0.10433334709567207,0.07617224157971443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113399807386414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117303879142605,0.0,0.0,0.1268280822933421,0.0,0.13055280801012034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253250197649163,0.1130301879269311,0.0,0.0,0.2246054510287711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636338744671136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155201478617862,0.06528454442471031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993902174943607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375561889844202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719997397822813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037122337776186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826037747993504,0.0,0.0,0.11033876145407442,0.1105824527339424,0.0,0.41938263654458985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340934533983363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994779601282706,0.0,0.0,0.0926535628865956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172630857447774,0.0,0.11989900432213828,0.0,0.0,0.13307445282444147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874925807298286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415637464803454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275111671456905,0.0,0.0,0.2565318303091685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893823613889426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668198436586745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992013977139554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940116364936038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370250282208292,0.09918454796205188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096972347030392,0.0,0.0,0.08876541801291643,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,j4n3113t,2018/04/03,"Im not sure if ive been misdiagnosed my whole life I've been treating depression and anxiety with a touch of PTSD for the last 15 years. I've just realized that not only does my paternal cousin have adhd, his mom does and my grandpa and father likely do. Ive yet to find an antidepressant or anti anxiety medication that seems to really help - I don't notice the effects. I'm tired all the time and what I thought was anxiety might be more of figits or tics. I've started not holding them back and I notice I feel a lot less anxious and angry all the time, less like a volcano ready to blow. 

Anyway I have a doc appointment next week to discuss my newest antidepressant dosage. How do I bring it up with my doctor? I'm afraid he will just laugh at me or tell me I'm wrong . Do they have tests for this?

I'm a 30yo female btw.

Thanks
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adhd,Nae_Rolls,2018/04/03,"Adderall not working unless consuming protein? This could be a coincidence, but it seems like eating a can of tuna makes a significant difference in how adderall affects me.

Anybody else find that protein consumption makes a big difference in the effectiveness of adderall? Seems like carbs don't do the trick, so it's not a lack of food. It's protein, specifically. ",6.900937499999998,9.26574596875,7.102000000000004,66.94300000000003,65.875,10.12,39.3625,10.355215969177356,4.880941250000001,298,17,44,8,5,96,43,64,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.9026,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,7,0,5,2,0,5,0,14,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196473874238535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285702468593452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588370820924497,0.21131223331614848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311971509006709,0.0,0.3058753325813601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24716299470128625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33770011483195816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605631836434082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415494053447504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,HowlingFailHole,2018/04/03,"Can't deal with working out medications... I was diagnosed with ADHD (combined) last year (was 27, now 28). Before that I'd had pretty severe mental health issues for about 14 years, including a 2 month hospitalisation. I've been on a lot of medications over that time and found a combination (sertraline & lamotrigine) that brings me up from 'almost constant self harm & thoughts of suicide' to 'can go to work and am sometimes happy', which is pretty great.

I started on concerta, in addition to that combination, after getting diagnosed last year (in September I think) and at first it was life changing. I could focus at work, didn't lose everything, didn't have to move around constantly, and could listen to people without simultaneously having to focus on not shouting at the person to talk faster.

But at first I just had much more irritability, which I could deal with, which merged with what i think was really significant PMS, to the point I was a wreck twice a month (in the middle of my cycle and at the end). Now I'm having thoughts of suicide and finding it almost impossible to engage with people (like I physically can't look them in the eye).

I tried explaining this to my doctor before it was this bad but she just said it might be because I want a baby, or my body wants a baby (I 100% do not want a baby,  ever, and never have, and told her this). She said I was at the age where that could be an emotional thing, but I really don't think it's that. I feel much better once my period starts; it's the period right before and in the middle of the month that sucks.

I feel like I can't face trying to sort out medication again. Tapering off, tapering up, trying to work out how it interacts with the other shit I'm on, seeing if I can fix it with the pill or whatever... there are just too many factors and it makes me want to cry.. ..


Sorry I know I should do a tl;dr... I guess, has anyone else been depressed on concerta? Is PMS affected by concerta? Should I mess with my meds combination again?",5.485618556701034,6.20621372680413,6.581356701030932,75.52034432989691,67.65979381443299,9.816247422680412,27.89113402061856,9.888512548439397,2.550047092783505,1578,48,299,35,25,530,197,388,0.093,0.8420000000000001,0.065,-0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,2,68.0,0,0,1,8,14,13,2,0,21,0,39,15,4,3,2,67,69,17,2,11,12,0,2,2,0,3,11,4,0,2,25,23,0,0,11,0,0,3,10,7,0,3,19,9,33,6,56,41,4,59,0,2,3,0,15,29,2,9,29,212,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601154377587943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999540459630168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731202807862878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558605317255936,0.0818561395810318,0.0,0.07111851082451863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670431885331382,0.04869984172410099,0.0,0.2039400067025059,0.0,0.0,0.07065568939748433,0.0,0.08873912271784525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451240090432005,0.0,0.0,0.17266413803581024,0.0,0.2551407671079597,0.0,0.08775476357578284,0.0,0.16472494381725644,0.06880863020834396,0.16217213530189434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177019448344451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673734935526092,0.08986483138997416,0.07075830322103281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226454346005308,0.0,0.0,0.07179944877967498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078897037493697,0.05707300917143261,0.0,0.0,0.07301747176423379,0.13590777958463365,0.0,0.08759461256178619,0.0,0.0,0.04173891846396875,0.0,0.045402991724791335,0.0,0.0,0.08807835456052514,0.08800718992947015,0.0,0.0,0.08504376055254254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491870510560602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338378622733683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390512945104142,0.13024106073931133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642825161294612,0.07805985894055523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708698221546201,0.08937581284202273,0.0,0.06791911796829307,0.0,0.0,0.05332680031622624,0.08099532076315451,0.0,0.0,0.08873912271784525,0.2414405218690897,0.08050973326313053,0.08475003726788932,0.0,0.0,0.19130089027628935,0.0849097978132027,0.11745581442108975,0.0,0.061615636619586335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507961241090127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077051324452382,0.06975634975074249,0.0,0.0,0.07552131327544152,0.0,0.0,0.16255249777366906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235840113957108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682251180833653,0.15198624335241195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636615150084721,0.0,0.08334207597153383,0.09025229163531613,0.08200532946228464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901266746379497,0.08942965182313402,0.11309226860653472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747720919618168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642120801436921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053074972951648036,0.15356972091988152,0.0,0.1268465327339349,0.04658415636742668,0.0,0.0,0.07633775310802833,0.0,0.16271899224142328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884833712474817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701053863206336,0.0,0.2326417625535049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433847878582993
adhd,littleadhdraven,2018/04/03,Information just won't stick... I am having trouble getting the information I read to stick. I read it over and over and it just isn't staying. I recently just lost a whole bunch of information I have been studying all year. While trying to re-read the info it just slides right out again. Now it's getting painful to open the books as I know I will just stare at the page blankly. No I am not on meds yet I am working on that. If this happens to others what do you do?,1.7306414662084748,3.639814000000001,3.0896219931271496,92.1079266895762,79.10309278350515,5.9605956471935855,24.179839633447884,6.937597516519254,0.6989001145475373,366,13,82,4,9,119,63,97,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,1,17,16,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,12,12,4,16,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,1,6,63,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231364205299945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660326836478006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218525183378692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426964756151677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695547404956025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657188781166755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671622971178948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195213548519796,0.0,0.0,0.1898662716323709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697128552450264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509456206578973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482204543508236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185689861336813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317147095624766
adhd,varkarrus,2018/04/03,"What do you guys think of Modafnil? I wanted to go straight to trying Adhderall but my mom insists I try Modaffodil first so I wanted to know, has anyone had experience with it? How does it compare to Adderall?",1.5675833333333349,4.3094819250000045,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,92.25,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.348666666666667,167,8,30,2,6,53,33,40,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.2477,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261665198352489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830567280039609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316400025292461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751297613687908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838263316029246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32027026005725884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776182975910634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788253524675033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072562282026323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392079947385605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38156303569812783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,I_SAID_NO_CHEESE,2018/04/03,"I'm worried that it's becoming increasingly too late to go back to college. I'm 25 and I dropped out of college a few years ago. Suprise, surprise I wasn't medicated and was only doing well in the classes that I had a natural interest in or that didn't require a lot of work. 

Thanks to medication, I was recently able to get my certification in personal training. This was a huge task and for the first time in my life made me realize that not only am I not stupid, I have a thirst for learning and actually enjoy education! 

However, I'm having trouble finding jobs that don't ask for a bachelors degree of some kind, especially in my field. Most are ""part-time"" jobs with almost full-time hours that don't pay very much. I guess the biggest thing I'm worried about is that if I go back to school now, I probably won't have my degree till I'm 30. By then I feel like the scale will have slid to the point that I'll need a masters for anyone to look at my resume seriously. 

Am I overthinking this too much?",5.3772764227642265,5.269606658536588,6.786646341463418,76.83297764227643,67.78048780487805,10.345528455284553,33.18089430894309,10.125756701596842,3.1522113821138213,795,33,164,18,12,273,122,205,0.045,0.81,0.145,0.9556,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,1,0,12,0,19,4,1,1,0,22,34,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,12,6,1,1,4,0,1,4,7,3,1,1,7,2,17,7,25,25,7,27,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,7,13,107,29,11,0.14527650075397147,0.0,0.14176890834870096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287788524359242,0.0,0.1454734303580467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015807071740664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358139173189056,0.0,0.0,0.22341732339316026,0.0,0.0,0.1604464812877719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345616385164826,0.10378556116625462,0.0,0.0,0.13278008978340916,0.12357211732679335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590097557750357,0.0,0.1651279665535113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600384441980167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430680895200792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883290209330216,0.0,0.0,0.15128311978501124,0.0,0.0,0.16387822064945087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026130888190773,0.07097476006889199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199567181166553,0.0,0.0,0.12350888580419675,0.0,0.1374641376522438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927015812931697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213589887565171,0.10772068451721284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097865046647872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157320293224901,0.0,0.0,0.12684983688251195,0.0,0.0,0.13733325072734148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663263906313393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344301820690664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702757470523278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375108338082115,0.0,0.0,0.0965152518088667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471189587231244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986832770799735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130621021184172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576302278366446,0.2950706768096385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355330340838336
adhd,Emisweirdsoul,2018/04/03,"I am starting to feel helpless and like I’m lacking control of my ADHD. Everything feels like it’s a mess, I’m scattered. I write down things and I try to focus hard on being organized but organization doesn’t come easily. How can I help manage this? Also, I am having trouble finding help with adult ADHD in my area.",1.91,4.431124444444446,4.2152380952380994,80.8714285714286,82.33333333333334,6.139682539682537,24.87301587301588,7.447530270364453,1.5813873015873017,252,10,45,4,7,87,49,63,0.128,0.665,0.207,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,12,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,2,7,11,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908239932492838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657160284779304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174078618729847,0.0,0.0,0.2756932187341164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091529504060625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485745995233641,0.17560442140234686,0.0,0.0,0.22466295482871626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019460436173027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295182227414017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401775648946553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398331262047614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330311037436074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688667666531384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lilloftis,2018/04/03,"How have you managed anxiety and adhd at the same time? Have you taken anxiety’s medications and things like vyvanse at the semester time? Same time not semester time, auto correct. This semester I started taking vyvanse for my adhd symptoms and it’s helped a lot with my focus and ability to work and learn. The only problem is it doesn’t help with the anxiety I’ve had all along, especially at exam time. My  anxiety spike and my heart rate nearly doubled during exams and it causes me to make careless mistakes and lose a lot of points even if I know the content. I tried propanolol but it didn’t really help with the performance anxiety much and not at all with the General day to day anxiety. I think it may be time for me to take an actually anxiety medication even though I have been avoiding it. My doctor mentioned BuSpar. ",6.353354430379746,7.148485981012663,7.375797468354431,70.3233164556962,65.77215189873418,10.876962025316457,35.42025316455697,10.793553405168565,4.177266329113925,667,31,113,18,10,225,91,158,0.13,0.815,0.055,-0.7941,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,4,6,0,1,10,0,10,5,1,3,3,36,17,13,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,14,1,17,11,8,15,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,4,10,84,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.11064801525799543,0.0,0.2725349774458539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.607177856728307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647827178404148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624869769185808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605499314389345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978027369618233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436251317180947,0.2279999858560279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231377495933438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539448971222389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684951298129676,0.0,0.19279280965255455,0.0,0.0,0.07568578605176764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844817957761185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335148169489705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623487820180505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718606638723004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849473136699622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726377356536551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025492993303364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785108037310345,0.1705037600207925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532837191995356,0.07265293106310229,0.11140080221233062,0.0,0.3966964233353033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698139747314661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254608640926209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chemo_sobriety,2018/04/03,"Scientist or Lab Bench Work people with ADHD/ ADD in this group? I need advice, I suffer from ADD (inattentive kind and it's pretty bad also due to overstimluation I get really bad panic attacks), since I am not the hyperactive kind I fly under the radar sometimes in my profession and even school. 

It's not till I work one on one with someone, they pick up on certaine things, espically in the early morning or the later in the evening between the time my medication isn't really in my system yet. I keep hearing over and over (be more attentive, be more organized by my mentor) today they had me doing a few projects, so my brain instictively jumped to grabbing the protocol. My mentor then commented I didn't put my reagents in the 4C (they were sitting in my ice bucket) I said ""Yes sure of course, and I put them away."" Then I was told my check list and one thing at a time isn't good enough I had to ""get it"" my brain had to just remember I was shocked and also instantly discouraged. I can't wear my head phones, and my supervisor/mentor finds it unnesscary to have a planner or some type of white board for myself at the bench (it takes up too much space).

 And my supervisor has said over and over, they can't always remind me when I slip up every once in awhile (and I mean almost very little does has this been a problem) when I get busy. I'm at a lost right now, and wondering how other people manage it, did you guys get a coach or find a way around it when your other ways of staying orderly are not allowed or in the way?",5.1547884416924665,5.497177320261444,6.077327141382871,80.1763931888545,68.28104575163398,9.317922256621944,28.19676642586859,9.276330184999452,2.1804797385620915,1204,37,243,22,19,399,173,306,0.081,0.8690000000000001,0.05,-0.846,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,5,4,14,14,1,1,17,1,21,5,4,3,2,42,36,26,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,13,16,0,2,6,1,1,3,8,9,0,3,13,5,40,5,39,21,6,51,0,3,1,0,15,27,0,8,14,173,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927410121047606,0.1051127970489492,0.0,0.0,0.10771237141689168,0.0,0.0,0.1720418775946987,0.08950399451047808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575704342103153,0.0,0.12237249028370355,0.10106232355767177,0.0,0.17962716830693248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015970967615136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094132221127263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111145010353413,0.0,0.14209339617686306,0.0,0.09062946571584272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662777336476947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479635084390576,0.0,0.0,0.09022172667704212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650780552997158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039432303600684,0.0,0.12123533029527883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561010049950462,0.0,0.22402803793494105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780995140312444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174216064085468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171715175510188,0.0,0.10836199215542006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790737980251363,0.07975924092421761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455487531196275,0.2186696537559133,0.0,0.0,0.12620618110425508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914621697715516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094338619232169,0.0,0.10292667029373884,0.0,0.21626820483139209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781978487449031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185194310547227,0.09186125410912713,0.2046408612239791,0.0,0.0,0.10886310095387693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898016960944265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114079682725977,0.0,0.10638607784984297,0.0,0.0,0.11465164027806965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138020936372133,0.0,0.0808766659467547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292488497239098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544585178434073,0.0,0.1019605210114294,0.10278445729925656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875367689775057,0.0,0.2561439844428065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665134533339758,0.15661947290592793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bigblue93,2018/04/03,"When is it time to change medications? Hey all,

I have been on Adderall XR 30mg for about 6 months now. With an IR (10mg) when i work late. It seems like no matter what I do my Adderall is not working like it use to. I can't concentrate and focus any more and my processing skills feel like they have gotten worse. At first i felt like i actually found something that worked and i hope to get back to that point again! When should I try another med? I have already maxed out concerta and Adderall and wondering what else I should try. Thanks!

Note: i have already tried taking a small break from medication to see if i built a tolerance. However it didn't work. ",1.803149350649349,4.179656219696973,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,81.5,6.8017316017316025,22.307359307359306,7.957251820313856,1.0879722943722945,519,17,111,10,14,166,89,132,0.041,0.8029999999999999,0.156,0.9143,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,6,7,6,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,1,1,20,24,9,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,15,6,12,17,2,16,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,14,67,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.14391264690376165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32548086078335525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028688670781424,0.1546385913303374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339784847104667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560071747886192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319500114051456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456692087439623,0.10535493989338332,0.14159747461643432,0.0,0.0,0.125440695672564,0.0,0.16169683840764507,0.0,0.0,0.07704870147599184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647424125924485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635628205256806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881919795770861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380956735692434,0.2971276269773336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771176421923177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940991611120607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751710983195285,0.1342541343769251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135321349689188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088155243644522,0.0,0.0,0.1357735815263197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599285485950511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003740278633837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736956326112706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599284801488039,0.42944921367110095,0.0,0.15028787016621442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,foreverelavator,2018/04/03,Hopefully switching from Dexedrine to Vyvanse. What to expect? Dexedrine is good but comes with its problems especially when I'm accustomed to bad sleep patterns anyways. There are also times I'm a bit too focused and it puts my attention elsewhere. How does vyvanse differ in comparison? Looking to get changed tomorrow or atleast try it out and see what I think.,4.998772321428568,8.249270796875003,4.569464285714286,78.58625000000002,75.40625,7.4071428571428575,38.83035714285714,8.418075326091056,3.967904464285714,297,19,46,6,7,90,53,64,0.122,0.7759999999999999,0.102,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,13,10,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,8,10,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613993613897944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256695011092023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29507182333076504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28591658947239695,0.23281918314506855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823813082986145,0.0,0.0,0.2365206953971753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120826160169328,0.0,0.0,0.2266950176894051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684454453017597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696410169149214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25861800923488665,0.0,0.2717024287032612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153752947153312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704715862631525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318220119889285,0.0,0.0,0.15760033994422518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183499931395571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AlexMPalmisano,2018/04/03,"Day 1 of Medication: Some Brief Observations So long story short, I've had pretty severe ADHD my whole life, but due to a good memory and extremely helpful parents, I hadn't considered medication.  Recently because of university, I've had a hard time keeping my life together, and so medication became an option.  I was prescribed 20mg Adderall IR yesterday, and just wanted to share some observations for those with no experience.

I'm currently 3 hours into my first dose, so take everything I say with a grain of salt:

1) Skin feels more sensitive, and I notice bodily sensations much more when I focus on them.

2)  I am able to think about nothing.  It's strange and I can't really say I'm comfortable with the feeling yet, but I feel significantly less anxious as a result.  Not thinking about everything all at once is refreshing.

3) While I can't say I'm completely locked into whatever I'm studying, I've found that it is MUCH easier to get started on a task I've been avoiding.  Also, I'm able to read and process whatever I look at on the first pass, instead of needing three or four to understand it.

4) Appetite has been blunted, no surprise.  I ate half a breakfast sandwich today instead of the whole thing and still feeling hungry.

5) The most surprising effects (I believe) are the pro-social ones.  While I've had very little time to socialize today, I've found I'm more engaged and more talkative.  I actually enjoyed listening to and participating in conversation, whereas normally I find that I have urges to get to specific topics and then be done.

Sorry for the rant, my doctor told me the first few days it would be a bit stronger than normal, and I needed to let off some steam.  May update this later once I crash.

EDIT: It has now been over eight hours since my dose.  I started to really feel the effects diminish at about hour five, and by hour six was largely unfocused again.  I was informed yesterday that it would be 8-10 hours, but that may have been a mistake.  Focusing hasn't been excruciating in the past hour or so, but hasn't been particularly easy either.",5.674595788682088,6.899847134517767,6.812786238014662,72.20930532054898,67.502538071066,10.304042113179172,33.374318480917466,10.421817524276454,3.746632750517016,1657,74,291,44,27,558,220,394,0.081,0.795,0.124,0.9644,2,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,5,16,9,0,1,18,0,34,12,1,3,1,59,63,28,0,8,9,1,7,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,13,17,3,2,14,1,0,2,8,2,0,10,18,13,26,7,40,37,17,50,0,0,1,0,12,14,0,9,34,194,39,3,0.16632870893594714,0.0,0.0811564133583849,0.0,0.09994739278712718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650650422158479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395204875644826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069621858004607,0.0,0.0,0.09369774859861242,0.0,0.0,0.09079393570006307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719624339161298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726825723291272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512224077340379,0.0,0.08510600866788341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948551865456472,0.08135069665814806,0.0,0.0,0.2102519821413382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601071333441325,0.2122186722777845,0.0,0.18237084424317965,0.0,0.0,0.08689988545473626,0.0,0.0,0.0697543148216637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449892645934653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574331377052765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914008218047631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392029942240512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504118700090693,0.1174828860457683,0.0,0.08335253123675145,0.0,0.07359783667454169,0.06983711227520442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133801337794226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222707390944568,0.12333063013258652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296681982848232,0.07979844106706407,0.09468316877141797,0.0,0.17713464663496398,0.05635431889790945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234417379887652,0.0,0.07938978658253612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460804661905197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831868599233864,0.0,0.10655443003437247,0.0,0.08211476701464437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840689793711253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395204875644826,0.0,0.06879441341263387,0.0,0.0,0.08477558624598447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309568606091218,0.11772831627403008,0.0,0.06641516090589983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252924462830074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525070174006716,0.10657672062724703,0.0,0.0,0.09698760776059603,0.0,0.15766016776581762,0.07946710462426328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657702594964704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861930211186333,0.04905249097933643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185700063586349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815514262430192,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,james_notdeen,2018/04/03,"I Need A Self Control App(s) (Specifics in Post) **TL;DR: I need a self control app (for Mac) which is always on, and I cannot turn off, but that I can customize **

**Basically I need a self control app that can do these things:**





**1) ALWAYS-ON:** I can't use a self control app that I need to turn on, because I'll probably forget to do that too. **IT HAS TO BE ON AT ALL TIMES BY DEFAULT**



**2) NOT-OVERRIDABLE:** It has to be something I can't override. Once the app is in effect, I cannot change it


**3) CUSTOMIZABLE:** I need some website permanently blocked, while time limits on others.


**4) PORN CONTROLS:** I'm too picky when it comes to porn and it costs me massive chunks of time.  Heres what I want to be able to do: **Block ALL porn sites, EXCEPT for pornhub, and I can only access it for 30 minutes a day**


**5) Block certain search queries on social media(like hashtags) and Google**


**6) Shut me out of certain websites until a certain time of day:** and then be able to configure it for each day


**7) CHECKLIST FEATURE:** This one's a long shot.  Basically If I want to access certain website, I need to be required to do other things first. 
      **-Example:** If I want to go on Netflix, I need to check the New York Times for five minutes first",-1.6374904143475568,-1.3798223551020392,0.8365027829313547,95.67699288806429,131.73469387755102,3.1175015460729747,19.222325293753862,5.352783471589016,-0.05551700680272065,933,38,195,10,66,311,125,245,0.039,0.8959999999999999,0.066,0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,92.0,0,0,0,10,4,4,0,0,9,0,20,3,0,7,6,42,36,12,0,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,19,8,0,10,1,1,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,18,4,35,31,4,32,0,0,0,3,5,13,0,3,16,123,37,1,0.18556583411492586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720281967632561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655960505832853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815202367103194,0.0799242674840707,0.0,0.0,0.5203196548575887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951191728854254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784220370180566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052730669946918836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210996188772669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48158150145024897,0.0,0.08961031946104903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988107785593645,0.06287210583890382,0.07056558938056913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888603869738823,0.0,0.10003567736875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38717127077301056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458049951181964,0.0,0.07142882251403368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328169465655887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27051232538330305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184234094636785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013465024999053,0.0,0.0,0.16417730520894228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Doctor_24601,2018/04/03,"Accidentally double dosed (panicking slightly) So every morning, EVERY MORNING, I am scatter brained trying to get ready for class and I forget if I’ve taken my meds or not and it’s hard to picture me doing big because I can’t tell if I really did or it’s just me picturing the routine. 

Today, I was in a hurry because I woke up late and could not remember, I know I had told myself to, and my girlfriend was still asleep (usually reminds me) and her daughter (who is five, but helps remember as well as she watches, haha. She knows I’m scatterbrained). 

Well, I’m like 90% sure I took my meds twice, normally I start the day with 20mg adderal ir; now I feel like it’s hitting a lot harder than normal, I skipped breakfast, but still had my normal one cup of diluted coffee and am kind of starting to panic while sitting in class waiting for it to start. 

Any advice fellow ADHDers? I know 40mg isn’t that high of a dose, but I’m quite nervous. Am I going to face any adverse affects? Should I get ahold of the pharmacy?

Thanks. 

Tl;dr: may have accidentally doubled my dose and am starting to get nervous I will face adverse reactions. 

Adding: also, I’m not 100% I did double dose. Between missing breakfast, the coffee, and the sun/cold wind walk they could just be impacting me harder than normal. 

I wish my brain had a better short term memory...

Edit: added name of meds

Update: thank you for the responses, everyone! It wasn’t nearly as intense as I expected it to be. I was in class and couldn’t respond to everyone. But I grabbed a pill organizer from my university’s pharmacy and so that should make it a thousand times easier. I don’t know why I didn’t think of it beforehand. Thank you, again!",2.768893181379177,4.937266520958083,4.474809735367973,82.17045103341707,76.90419161676647,7.183928916360828,27.540660614255362,8.155646560271837,2.053660730152598,1334,56,249,24,31,449,179,334,0.078,0.777,0.146,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,1,2,11,17,0,3,12,1,29,12,5,2,1,51,59,26,0,13,13,1,3,2,2,4,5,0,0,0,11,11,2,1,8,0,0,3,9,6,2,4,14,4,41,11,32,35,5,28,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,6,18,166,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972125120883973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795555991988152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353021382383202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128642434165718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798361168158197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221092895964588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885632401859304,0.0,0.0,0.06415756307641983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763549784263734,0.1901183410246474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050301012262689564,0.07106985324549793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592548139260498,0.0,0.056537827698817315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911619703232315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668058681247913,0.10510803605542716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359503769911382,0.21869049150272996,0.0,0.11221985949502868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972036134034156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457591104178826,0.0,0.0,0.06640490711015787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315057250484828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898843625214174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741147591259562,0.0,0.0,0.11672051596642873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581119253312454,0.0,0.0,0.0637306202445197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253870855823419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816550607634661,0.0,0.1588926672239602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937604659469342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695152140735297,0.274768563964523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374395233506774,0.0,0.0,0.0580086665249026,0.0,0.09429716133181287,0.0950591705123237,0.11052799533908453,0.06754164573144518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956520266589544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889226019533386,0.0,0.0897668958696172,0.0,0.1143992174832994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Toxiccompact,2018/04/03,"How does ADHD medicine effect you? Ever since I was 7 I've been on medication for ADHD but i never knew what was different. I knew something was,but I didn't know what. I could never put my finger on it. The only thing that i noticed is that my grades went from D's and F's to A's and B's",-0.6588961038961011,1.1060977424242429,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,86.72727272727272,4.983549783549783,17.004329004329005,6.18269132825596,-0.4050580086580085,225,5,54,2,7,81,46,66,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,3,12,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,1,9,0,5,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,35,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626497035478641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689793868871848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445691515393879,0.0,0.0,0.20484948576561646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117434131135976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864707252038338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358161541685592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610817857366092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665074863617259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803229923165198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532022306829745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936376489320139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021017914270607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555157672850477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169992723935683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Omholt,2018/04/03,"Writing is so, so, so hard and so, so, so time-consuming. TL;DW (Too Long; Didn't Write) I'm frustrated. One sentence can take 15 minutes. I know everything I want to write but I can.not.do.it. This post took me 30 minutes. I just wanna whine. ",-0.44042553191489375,1.1732276170212756,1.055765957446809,95.86450000000002,113.25531914893615,4.433191489361703,21.72127659574468,6.2581,0.7097761702127654,186,8,38,3,10,59,36,47,0.114,0.792,0.095,-0.428,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,5,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509124926621782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497677128835021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458184816429876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455371537585211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645799365013052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739444580283697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935708193581613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276753193415308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338058111403475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302983196736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PreOrgasmGroanLness,2018/04/03,"Any guides or books on how to manage and work on your symptoms yourself? As in, besides the meds, what do you do? How do you structure, organise (duh) your life around so you don't get overwhelmed by complete chaos?

I get easily addicted to computer games; right now I'm at Chapter 4 of Feeling Good by David Burns on CBT. It's been helping me, but I have a lot of shit to manage since I'm *supposed to* be writing my Bachelor's work, and also its artistic counterpart. It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't need to pass this semester's subjects... Funny though, coz most of you would laugh at the amount of ""work"" I have to do on my university, but I just feel like it's not for me. Always hated school, the older I've got the more I didn't give a shit",3.2026398601398576,4.0115892756410245,4.539627039627039,87.77506993006996,72.91025641025641,7.724009324009327,27.002331002331005,8.00094639256281,1.4682512820512823,581,20,128,8,11,193,100,156,0.154,0.735,0.111,-0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,0,3,9,8,3,1,6,1,14,5,2,3,0,20,24,13,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,2,16,3,22,16,4,12,0,1,0,0,10,9,2,4,3,82,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208458306449031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482431986674908,0.15424568279833353,0.0,0.0,0.12606040279373776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650218029486669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154779210560208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436068973185536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746092114519156,0.13243093484359889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937001069959664,0.17782724581180226,0.0,0.1554825782989588,0.1482601998415024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301804917160389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425201466214868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309348538158514,0.09056417598558616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759800327465284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590827694796496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374521734266564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583080391022634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876079769401676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805666671693063,0.15334295516065788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267414572186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821286180070482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048625595430017,0.0,0.0,0.13168408478726926,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sb418,2018/04/03,"Recording / documenting work Does anyone have any recommendations for documentation and paperwork after you finish a task? I am a data analyst and I have to maintain many of the datasets and programs that I write after creating them. I am miserable at documentation, and I would rather do absolutely anything than log and record work, so my logging, recording, and organization are always lousy.

Any ideas from the community? Thanks",7.8376525821596275,10.84967307042254,8.303873239436621,56.60444835680754,64.77464788732395,10.930516431924882,37.18544600938967,10.864195022040775,5.178885446009391,352,18,48,11,6,116,53,71,0.098,0.831,0.071,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,8,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,8,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,36,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599164265258479,0.0,0.0,0.4248439090952804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841599981233584,0.0,0.2570534622505388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733566325185059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35262711543541153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166936192356347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875878443388444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548173960806301,0.0,0.0,0.2218983126612577,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,stromanthe,2018/04/03,"What preparations do you wish you had made before starting medication? Hi, I am a 30 year old woman on the cusp of treatment for my already diagnosed ADHD.  I have an appointment with The Maudsley for another assessment so I can begin medication at the end of the month.  

I was wondering if there is more I can be doing to prepare for treatment?  i understand meds won't fix everything overnight/I will likely try several/the inital effect will wear off.   

Redditors that take meds, do you have any advice to offer?
Thanks in advance!
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adhd,chronic_pathos,2018/04/03,"Any good apps you guys know off to help me study and schedule? I've got my finals coming up, and I've been trying to study as much as I can but it's... Difficult to say the least. I've tried using youtube for white noise but suggestions. Any app that helped you guys?",0.730952380952381,2.8685768571428567,1.74642857142857,99.16523809523814,84.0,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.5582166666666666,208,4,49,2,6,65,42,56,0.059,0.866,0.075,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,8,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521281962998132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302350437299956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836174822356148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715700822422174,0.20706976812798006,0.0,0.0,0.5127127855623549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470767730386297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228727151587245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903247703242464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589143709712027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35155864047976826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361056388811454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Punkereaux,2018/04/03,"Worried if I’m making the right choice to get tested I don’t have insurance so testing is highly expensive. I recently relocated to a different state and I’ve been putting off finding a new primary care doctor bc.... I don’t have insurance still and I’d rather wallow in sickness than go to a doctor. 

I know I have some anxiety issues, but nothing feels like a knife in my heart than when I relate to almost every post on this sub.  I’ve read so many articles and studies. I’ve done the online tests on additudemag.org (87%). 

I’ve made my appoint to get tested. Now I’m sitting here second guessing if I’m doing the right thing? What if I’ve just made this all up in my head? Have I convinced myself from reading? What if they tell me I’m normal and just a shitty person? What if they tell me I’m actually a basket case?   

I’m gonna go scream in the hallway at work now. 


Update:  I’ve made an apt for the 16th with a Clinical Psychologist.  ",1.4740625000000025,3.7178649479166666,3.7029583333333314,85.61287500000002,81.8125,6.548333333333334,23.141666666666666,7.7348632917899725,1.2930366666666662,738,26,147,13,20,253,113,192,0.086,0.882,0.032,-0.8546,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,10,4,0,0,13,0,10,6,2,4,1,26,29,13,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,2,1,3,2,1,0,1,5,2,15,3,19,23,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,8,8,86,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.13849595958581362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421149571253105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857038060319978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469952277324385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827888308486487,0.0,0.2905275363992957,0.0,0.14523606760351362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957588961296373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176031767913378,0.10138951517858888,0.0,0.0,0.12971466143487625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829737448848862,0.0,0.16131573875162905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563437156848793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565350552368822,0.0,0.0,0.168178933446767,0.0,0.14994899145522692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813029454869664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799693504022287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069336200839866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028717130124886,0.09473442015028558,0.1438872143440618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370697062845991,0.0,0.0,0.13905398944335032,0.13617853736624244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392131735356207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135922594809409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426713860853742,0.0,0.0,0.2839219604036317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401314200966189,0.0,0.0,0.242402205382112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333955087553745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480931702244841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428705186229863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332132411636856,0.144129262919449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wldhrses,2018/04/03,"Fat & Unmotivated. I was wondering if anyone had experience with lack of motivation to get healthy and lose weight as a “symptom” of unmanaged/unmedicated ADHD?

Lack of motivation has been a huge thing for me. Don’t wanna work out, clean, eat right, do chores, the list goes on and on. 

I always assumed this was a trait of my depression and if I could JUST find the right antidepressant I would become motivated. Well, I think I’ve found the “right one” for me- but, the motivation and what I call laziness is still so prevalent. The cycle turns vicious because I beat myself up for not wanting to do anything- and get so frustrated because when it comes to making changes it’s like I’m literally stuck in the mud. Can’t move. It makes me feel pathetic. 

Secondly, 2 years ago I suffered the unexpected and immediate loss of my best friend, my younger sister. Of course the depression worsened as I navigated my grief - but, so did the anxiety and signs (in my opinion of ADHD- the inattentive type).  Can ADHD be exacerbated by a trauma such as this? 

I have an appt w a psychiatrist tomorrow to be tested and speak about treatment options. My question is with my current antidepressants and medicating adhd could I finally see changes in motivation? Or is it unrealistic to expect such changes? AND- am I just making excuses? Or is lack of or literally NO motivation a common sign of adhd?

Thanks for any advice. I feel like an elephant. ",4.6460771123872,6.992261105660383,6.224987694831832,70.95401968826911,71.90566037735849,9.438884331419198,31.89909762100082,9.867487886160001,3.600076292042658,1143,54,197,32,23,389,159,265,0.197,0.667,0.13699999999999998,-0.9698,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,11,11,15,2,0,18,0,22,5,1,9,0,54,39,24,1,11,10,1,3,2,1,1,3,1,2,0,8,14,3,0,14,0,0,2,4,9,1,2,7,5,24,6,33,27,4,21,0,6,1,0,6,11,0,10,10,140,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6048084555557002,0.09835397476685442,0.08922011552023149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374882854194053,0.10905418820484412,0.0,0.06844542335297546,0.0,0.07699694291762743,0.0,0.0,0.07037679135404985,0.0,0.08282634008124785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271056125382365,0.11115997172309276,0.0,0.0,0.10562592205102612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277486117695116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194229318022094,0.08670102726722329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072160412717856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337932389612015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299003504408807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984549728255278,0.0,0.0,0.10178328662740696,0.0719043506090615,0.0,0.11025711002928824,0.09199223882785372,0.0,0.0,0.11035748464197334,0.07776190842181305,0.0,0.10517089849814576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834497159412137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126015585275885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155388698428567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139424448173608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697497750234357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820301685934094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275098857381735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578635443739534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802049858931296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037918703599066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461384527450386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266495922636488,0.0,0.0,0.06686736023009597,0.06449242947041495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947825270690807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059365953394220836,0.0,0.0,0.1225645344449157,0.09049640044914252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091505867748698,0.07327436867184797,0.0,0.0,0.0714988428750404,0.0,0.0,0.06481527346695623
adhd,szechuan_steve,2018/04/03,"Sick of feeling like an idiot I've been up since 4:35 this morning. Started a new job in January. It's my second programming job. I'm having a difficult time completing my assigned tasks. Things just aren't sinking in. I feel like I stare at my screen all day and can't get anything done.

I thought my co-workers were really cool - they encouraged me to ask for help and have provided it when I've asked.

This most recent task has been pretty disastrous though. It's a simple assignment, but I can't seem to figure it out. I'm already anxious, and the longer it takes the worse my anxiety gets.
   
One of my co-workers is frustrated that I haven't finished and don't seem to be understanding the code. Yesterday he freaked out in front of everyone. Naturally, my anxiety is through the roof.
   
Really tired of being a dumbass.  Just had to get this off my chest, and I knew I could come here to do it. Thanks for reading.",3.06625,5.103149834254144,4.403090469613262,83.64342023480664,75.51933701657457,8.502900552486187,28.43957182320442,9.188382445141503,2.5786599447513816,724,31,143,18,16,239,115,181,0.19,0.725,0.086,-0.9706,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,2,0,9,1,19,3,1,0,1,22,37,8,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,4,0,2,7,5,17,5,20,27,2,18,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,3,10,91,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519474855996127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290361265399572,0.16911539622681787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318816428845016,0.0,0.2798936298209177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895101220813454,0.15695482371959024,0.0,0.0,0.11952115326175493,0.0,0.0,0.09654240681611106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319236320713311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304223338831554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138295646742184,0.21388763398683155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463206106616435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033897844778616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29710304306354385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626912774119358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457863378103036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143879878785833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522960224640765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973786056839702,0.0,0.1917999116943032,0.0,0.14780807383725428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725576910194231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383119513049043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595655505826454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125537773901171,0.0,0.0,0.13782120771921458,0.0,0.0,0.09945226783508432,0.0,0.1470768866535034,0.11884297481319178,0.0872897288171093,0.17205508284530766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558402210639303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179629078678489,0.0,0.15255438899828247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vmlithuania,2018/04/03,Elvanse - Denmark US citizen - I am looking for an English speaking doctor in Copenhagen area of Denmark that can prescribe elvanse.   Any suggestions?,9.098695652173912,12.559518217391307,7.8776086956521745,59.06684782608698,62.47826086956522,8.078260869565218,59.32608695652174,8.841846274778883,7.369539130434783,121,11,11,2,2,37,21,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553540305948945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348552455669923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43881299994295775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285670451992348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,elijahsalvatore,2018/04/03,"Syphaud's Way Of How He Got Rid Of ADHD As He Says ""People Bark On You, But You Gotta Ignore And They'll Repent!"" Syphaud's Motivating words on how he got rid of his depression are the most beautiful words I have ever listened to!
WATCH IT HERE >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AVidlJtPIc
or read it below! 
""Hate, Betrayals, Warnings, Threats, And your nasty and filthy attempts to
degrade me, Are they gonna affect me? Nah.....
No.....
No, No, No! I know you hate me so damn much that my
existence hurts everybody whether it's because of my ugly
face or because of my stubborn self which speaks the truth you dont really like to hear but do really want me to die
cuz (because) you are against the deserving and the righteous
who believes that everybody's deserving! humanity 's buried deep inside the hearts
 of people which needs to be dug out and love,... the game you made it, is soon and love,...
 the game you made it, is soon bout to turn sweet,
sour, and bitter!
And you know what? I love it! I'll survive, Every single day you haters are gonna see me show up and speak the truth, and you'll suffer
deep inside!
No trashy and d---y filthy attempts of yours to discourage me, hurt me, or put me down00 put me, the one who fights for the right aren't gonna work!
cuz (because) I don't care anymore!
your failure,
is gonna make you realize,
what a fool you were someday and the time
you wasted
in trying to put me down! And your mommas gonna hate you even if she was supportive someday and finally she'll wish,
She kept her legs closed! and should have never let a d-----bag like you
outta her belly who tried to destroy the world,but ended up getting destroyed himself!Cuz (because) you don't know me yet!
 Cuz (because) I'm neither a devil,
nor an angel!
 I'm Syphaud! Outta your league,
 forever I'll speak! Cuz (because) you are a Syphaudian
or you are against us! I'm Here!""
WATCH THE ENTIRE MOTIVATING SPEECH HERE >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AVidlJtPIc",2.7650534759358294,5.403147470588237,3.0115802139037453,90.12442914438505,79.64171122994652,5.9859893048128345,23.253743315508018,7.268377926160553,0.9376515508021388,1550,52,302,21,40,474,185,374,0.223,0.691,0.086,-0.9952,0,0,0,0,1,0,108.0,1,23,2,6,11,30,11,0,18,0,24,6,3,12,4,56,58,32,1,5,8,1,0,2,0,10,0,7,0,2,15,17,0,4,6,4,0,3,12,20,0,1,7,13,50,10,28,39,4,25,2,5,3,3,53,12,1,6,11,182,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444546259082895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269252544002327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418564544615636,0.0,0.0,0.11666397034395992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557484132084302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678037075510969,0.0,0.0891863778016855,0.0,0.10746724360654444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135835177781035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171344851030036,0.0,0.0,0.06839296600307238,0.09366576336689043,0.08724427924665973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343258295649818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540999426945409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656347730458092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066988281774142,0.0,0.0,0.11670695537371326,0.1227057551528717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170213506305564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707230379734105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588560202006687,0.0,0.10117736757059316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803703412687337,0.1959606424807293,0.06911958784177721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612023817539737,0.07678007845165577,0.07986317166039764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016730590639966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357531625901662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31228525136034435,0.0,0.0,0.10357676149384897,0.0,0.13267194838160362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884300579523783,0.0,0.08234611397879119,0.0,0.0,0.08251493906769798,0.0,0.10802391868386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750588274238465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603801028559685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060559432357655,0.1126312940617621,0.0,0.0,0.1245563842803004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061075729550618185,0.08219216980397516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907594040829445,0.0,0.0,0.07538471578609797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,comrade_earthykins,2018/04/03,"Dealing with inattentive ADHD without meds? 
Long story short im not going to deal with all the BS that has to be done to get medicated and im looking for non pharma solutions for dealing with my ADD.

Im at a point in my life where i cant stop noticing how the disorder is affecting every small detail in my life and desperately want to gain control of it but i dont want to go the adderall route because of reasons.

Does anything other than medication work? Or am i better off just dealing with getting diagnosed and medicated?.",4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,71.30769230769229,8.661538461538461,33.19230769230769,9.188382445141503,3.2338884615384624,424,21,75,9,8,146,75,104,0.036000000000000004,0.848,0.117,0.7457,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,6,0,4,1,21,14,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,19,12,1,12,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,2,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348311073157614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509479662037056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778510885878312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129494910000014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323809900204768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266553540931239,0.0,0.12962339121543198,0.0,0.0,0.1463672092437383,0.0,0.111760251925187,0.13069210299578324,0.14967566479589686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760153961048027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334468500866028,0.0,0.14516155312964926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41384751666662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041129743556653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130197056763848,0.10724459075524036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185748986725122,0.3859644465214057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453991632169094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072762953490453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130758514062882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677163224881447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506538328753845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231082905609184,0.0,0.0929747090780532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,1398_Days,2018/04/03,"I did absolutely nothing this weekend... and it was wonderful! tl;dr: Relaxing doesn't = lazy. Let yourself be lazy and relax every now and then without worrying about the fact that you're not being productive.

 

I didn't feel like doing anything this weekend. I was utterly exhausted and just wanted to sit around playing video games or watching movies. So I did. And it was really great!

 

It's not uncommon for me to spend an entire day doing nothing when I'm supposed to be working... I'm sure you guys can relate. But I've been really hard on myself lately; pushing myself to do more and to get out of my comfort zone. Which isn't a bad thing, but I'm also really hard on myself when I don't get something done. Telling myself that I'm lazy and need to work, etc. Over the past few months, it has gotten to the point where I never really let myself relax. I'm always in that 'you should be doing something productive' mindset. So even when I'm 'relaxing', I'm not truly letting myself relax. It was just really nice this weekend, to tell myself that it was okay to do nothing. I didn't think about work or chores, just allowed myself to relax for the first time in a very long time.

 

ADHD can be frustrating, and it can be easy to start believing that everyone is right when they say you're lazy. But you're not! It's okay to take take a break sometimes, don't be too hard on yourself. You're doing your best and that's more than enough :)",3.708906273506848,5.384248480968857,4.9484970663457215,81.96434933052504,72.84083044982701,7.9326613509854065,26.060027079885664,8.587818076936951,1.9269078080337003,1157,39,217,21,23,383,142,289,0.052000000000000005,0.7490000000000001,0.2,0.9919,1,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,1,5,18,18,1,0,8,2,37,1,0,1,3,34,55,22,0,3,13,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,19,11,0,0,3,12,1,1,12,3,0,1,12,6,21,15,27,32,6,33,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,3,20,153,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521862655288926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332236472839111,0.0866961530473296,0.3386762091719778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574119997914957,0.092753036746507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699603051332612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738878887621446,0.10934315456502364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719526877522185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662466743367828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765826576509356,0.11620170554844107,0.06881788287405427,0.0,0.0877863169490003,0.0995599927091507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268264373806025,0.07443483919360384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862572576255162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887211762913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487213051018713,0.0,0.10316653529782567,0.0,0.0,0.280006901353776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175331988795182,0.0,0.0,0.3196303677283865,0.0,0.05090298489661518,0.0,0.0,0.09220670763546854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316512020908291,0.0,0.0,0.07725710339436638,0.08035935147232598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29992531809493284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946312515990452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849518872330673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337405561555711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897946274824846,0.0,0.08285771999815604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604242993877639,0.10304862635259653,0.0,0.07374768695375558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819979761840188,0.0,0.15667894706211682,0.0,0.1821369319910765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922058490019564,0.06676207456395844,0.0,0.0,0.12151047363785125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596937374610504,0.0614551853544858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004374421904442,0.11299186079362294,0.2275592145497176,0.10581210975913014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pmddismylife,2018/04/03,"Im crying Just realised I have all the symptoms for ADHD. Made a list to show my therapist tmrw. Can't believe I wasted so much of my life fighting this stupid battle that was supposedly all in my head. Apparently, I should have just taken things more seriously and tried harder and I was lazy. Completely fucking exhausted. What to do? Thanks!",2.8082812500000003,5.765770765625002,4.308125,78.42437500000003,83.53125,6.95,25.1875,8.07648339933343,2.15556875,275,11,46,6,8,91,52,64,0.273,0.652,0.075,-0.9264,1,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,0,7,5,1,1,2,8,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,7,1,5,6,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188440211843479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989069159886025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816634431240306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142414126678856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526940338553896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722785890069055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865739987984985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873921608288306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510371930869765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502906998830694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757525857358661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442564083819823,0.0,0.3080385561226497,0.17625628267843094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012409678023936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SenioritaKiwi,2018/04/03,"I Just Need People To Understand. My Goals Seem So Unachievable. Any Advice? I just got rejected by yet another band. I practice, I put myself out there, but i'm never good enough and I think it's the ADHD. I was undiagnosed and unmedicated until a year ago, and even that doesn't help as much as I need it to. You guys have to understand, I'm 25 and have been playing guitar (and have been immersed in music theory in general) since I found my love for it around 12-13.

**12-13** I decided then that i wanted to be one of the musicians who played on talk shows (think the drummer Questlove.) I wanted to put EVERYTHING I had into learning this. The first 2 years of playing showed me rapid improvement. I felt better than my peers and felt on top of the world.

**14-15** When I got to high school, I was playing in a rock band and practicing with them multiple times a week. I was also on the ""guitar college completer"" track and took at least 3 classes every year dedicated to music. At this point I figured that I would be a private tutor like my external guitar teacher since he was the best guitarist that I had ever heard in person.

**16-17** Despite my continued efforts, I stopped getting better. My peers (many of whom were not practicing ANYWHERE near as much as I was) began to surpass me. I was still one of the top 8 or so players in my school and was the first sophomore to ever get into the after school guitar clubs. I was still confident. Then, in my last year of highschool, I didn't get into the capstone guitar/band club. Looking back, this left me heartbroken.

**18-19** Right in tow with my dream, I went to a community college for guitar and music theory. I should mention that I auditioned for a “real college,” and didn’t get in. Did I mention that my grades in all classes were pretty shit? I always thought this was due to a lack of trying. In reality, I just didn't understand how my brain learned. My Theory and ear training classes were different, however. Those were straight A's across the board.

**20** Although improving at theory and ear training, I never got any better at playing guitar. Due to not liking my teacher, some problems at home related to being transgender, and general confusion in life, I dropped out and joined the work force.I tried to beat my peers by saving to buy a rental property, doing a lot of the construction work myself (dad is a master carpenter, taught me a lot of useful hands-on skills.) I'm so shit with money that it's 5 years later and I'm more in the hole than when I started.

I missed music. I wrote some songs that had a great reception online. I joined a band of people who I thought weren't on my skill-level. After a year of pulling teeth trying to play live, We finally had our debut show. It was garbage. They kicked me out and I got officially ""rejected"" for the third time.

No Really, [Here's a link](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I69znfM_2-Q) to my most recent live performance. For someone who has been playing guitar as much as I have for over 10 years, this is inexcusable! I went to college for this shit and this is THE BEST that I can do.

I decided to take another break for a couple of months. As fate would have it, an AMAZING singer/guitarist reached out to me and asked if I wanted to get together and form something with him. Long story short, I was really hyped about getting in this band. They effectively were ""the music scene"" in my area and I was honored to be invited to play with them. - Yeah I got ghosted 2 weeks ago, so that's the 4th rejection i've faced.

**TL;DR -  I'm so goddamn frustrated! I feel like this is one of the paramount things I want in life. I want to be good at this, I work to be good at this, and I haven't improved at all since the time I was 15. Seriously, what the hell? Is this my life with ADHD? Am I just doomed to get really good at something for a year and then never make any progress ever again? How come no one can ever be honest with me like Simon Cowell would? If I suck, just tell me so and I won't go spending all my energy on something that's just not going to work out.**

I preserver with guitar for one primary reason - The way I feel when I'm on stage or when i imagine myself on stage is like no other. It’s the best feeling in the world for me. I hyperfocus and jump around, I feel like i’m possessed by an inner demon and it feels so good.I want to take it all the way too. I want to live the rock band dream and live in a van with 3-4 other people playing shows all around until we make it, that’s how dedicated to this I am.

I think ADHD has me screwed up in regards to this in a couple of ways.
* I have a feeling that my muscle memory doesn’t develop as quickly as it does for others. I can practice something for hours and still not have any finite control over my fingers.
* My sense of Rhythm probably sucks. I can keep a beat, but I think I get distracted mid beat and fall off the train, so to speak.
* I forget the next lick of the song. 
* Despite having a really “advanced” understanding of music theory, i’m not as good as most pianists, and my memory of scale patterns is awful.
* What was I working on last week? I guess I have to start that from the beginning. again.

And I'm no closer to playing live again.

And i feel like I should kill myself and get it over with. :/",1.5385206309888524,3.9355470444234406,3.2468421224170534,88.02929584120984,82.80907372400756,6.294778697607717,22.44772179127828,7.566871749814121,1.0934292158268697,4135,141,830,70,116,1370,402,1058,0.123,0.733,0.14400000000000002,0.9605,5,2,4,0,0,1,177.0,3,1,4,28,43,52,9,2,56,2,73,14,9,9,12,154,152,72,2,18,17,1,10,7,0,6,3,6,1,2,51,57,0,3,29,35,4,12,20,18,0,8,48,18,120,34,151,91,22,150,3,5,1,2,32,68,7,13,70,575,171,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186884028180585,0.0465821959140045,0.08451247467090968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812137376478249,0.03966493827988905,0.0,0.0,0.12966789100707546,0.09997149509950568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730819125782888,0.04456465495016761,0.0,0.0,0.03665499134204057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007895937835808,0.1264797014867693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321505544931536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041063152228274793,0.04998068420709146,0.0,0.053465526472391896,0.0,0.1054910442592142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980460154720291,0.0,0.0,0.04171600118612194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925545502072149,0.0,0.031485331018803214,0.1724795830379958,0.04016370647611022,0.0,0.04284237606344929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872232702246018,0.10216554709904872,0.09154061168004278,0.052219732984569806,0.0,0.08109550006129737,0.0,0.05226727219062603,0.0,0.0,0.2241486563667157,0.0,0.05418348132025847,0.2398980675480992,0.19062872844765105,0.052555918649337084,0.05251345506587099,0.0472004132975113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031951937994722554,0.050365565321653004,0.04781651042707876,0.0,0.046944968304470654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237094395605856,0.05273936597914552,0.0,0.0,0.07771419694625374,0.0,0.0,0.05179317600278793,0.0,0.1010113761579099,0.16302276147811032,0.0,0.21046571625659907,0.04218610905787229,0.04003047056609686,0.0,0.0,0.08105400371037669,0.04302368853888837,0.0,0.06363967613230398,0.0483295074055926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804943177042657,0.0,0.10512795553017236,0.0706928307683414,0.11029723710883503,0.0,0.05069717618205277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615108235736826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914432629683198,0.041623268975301685,0.0,0.0,0.04506319420474356,0.0,0.0,0.04849713582790029,0.051395907367816115,0.04561338347952393,0.0,0.09584225869980947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542584578944572,0.12215350366634815,0.04901230341839277,0.047067993749058575,0.0,0.0,0.04070959061078746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447325855312754,0.0,0.04339662700457511,0.0,0.0,0.14679652380666208,0.11829839399892107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039030995996445,0.14679359372119444,0.0,0.0,0.06748159747545789,0.0,0.1142070479651041,0.039853932510078016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168323560543832,0.03831503071526583,0.041665344493257914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166957392290719,0.12217905749848396,0.0,0.07568869887020978,0.08338960728582022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296269607955046,0.0970936180814521,0.0,0.0,0.19850300082972072,0.0,0.041171241796251035,0.0,0.0,0.1968174173672788,0.11351376426556442,0.11471306891279386,0.0,0.0,0.08838042107574683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352023672851613,0.0,0.0,0.10158938002225516,0.0,0.0,0.24558135237662196
adhd,HoodedGalah,2018/04/03,"Controlling ADHD - How? Easy. I have had ADHD since I was in early high school. When I was first prescribed my medicine for it (Adderall) I was a completely different person. All of a sudden I could get my work done, all of a sudden I could sit down and concentrate for a few hours to study or complete an assignment. It was great.

Then as time went it the medicine became less effective, I found myself taking the medicine and still feeling unmotivated and bored. I could sit at my desk/on my laptop for hours, I just wasn't getting anything done I was supposed to. It got to the point where I would take Adderall, go to the library in college in hopes of getting my school work done, and I would be there for hours and leave with nothing done. I would get completely off task for hours and it was like I had no control over my actions whatsoever.

Then after much frustration, I decided enough was enough and I can't even explain how much my life improved. How was I able to do so? I spent hours reading and learning about developing discipline.

Discipline is what allows you to study for that huge test you do not want to. Discipline is what gets you out of bed in the morning to make sure you are on time for your early class. Discipline is what allows you to get a 4.0 GPA. This is where it all started for me, once I consciously worked towards developing more discipline everything changed.

The way I have been working to develop discipline is to force myself into being accountable for specific things.

I will go to the library, write out every single task I need to do with an estimate of the time it will take next to each.

Then I spend 5-10 minutes creating my schedule either for the next few hours, day, or even few days/week. There is ONE RULE that you must honor til your death for this to work, and that is that once your schedule is set, you cannot do anything else. Once you pound this idea into your head and follow it like its law, the progress you make is insane.

For instance, one of my last library sessions looked like this:

7:00-7:45 Write Essay3 for ____ class
7:45-8:00 Send emails I need to to each professor
8:00-9:00 Study for exam in 2 days
9:00-9:20 Complete HW6
9:20-9:30 - BREAK
9:30 - 10:00 Create Study Guide for Exam in 2 days

Once it hits each time, and I set timers/alarms for each.. It is time to finish whatever I am working on and start the next task, if I do not finish in time then too bad .. Still forced to stop working on it and start next task. This puts tons of pressure on you to complete what you need to in a specific time. 

This was my experience with taking complete control of my ADHD. I focused all of my energy on becoming more disciplined, and then committed to following the schedule I make every single time, no exceptions. I found that the more pressure I have on me (whether actually or I put on myself), the more I can stop procrastinating and get myself to get my shit done. 

Hopefully this will help some other people struggling with taking control of their ADHD.

Best!
-HG",5.162474226804123,6.281177335051545,5.310960481099659,82.90077061855672,68.60481099656357,8.500412371134022,29.3266323024055,8.769984970463412,2.1807840549828184,2387,86,461,39,40,751,243,582,0.07200000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.096,0.9317,1,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,0,15,1,16,16,16,2,3,22,0,53,3,2,13,7,90,91,32,1,14,10,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,1,30,27,0,13,9,1,3,9,7,7,0,3,23,2,68,9,82,55,26,91,0,0,1,0,23,29,1,7,50,328,98,23,0.05283125823953107,0.0,0.05155568704116023,0.0,0.25397162293795045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086951248032394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044111893866877534,0.0,0.058347973984406686,0.0,0.0,0.05544314609277565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588846604257268,0.0,0.3323554146443837,0.0,0.2370189937948184,0.12654438235697058,0.0,0.0,0.10221537283065522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519742030018854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703235990005921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413373710013899,0.0,0.0,0.10917762489391848,0.0,0.06978909560749401,0.0,0.08902522732057741,0.0,0.0474813283264939,0.05167910808190634,0.0,0.0,0.026713071567602758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044938241269684334,0.0,0.1158534955175188,0.0,0.0,0.22081721520307532,0.0,0.060050443108698816,0.0,0.04225398344144144,0.05824664871980885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422011277212999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541167876282937,0.05581912496742005,0.0,0.1049467201725916,0.3121688839162802,0.0,0.0,0.05964005990957595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306452675932418,0.0,0.05594067424417497,0.0,0.0,0.03731628010050627,0.0774320524977103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436495102881247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579582534899146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767410729707759,0.11752112568650952,0.0,0.0,0.2247465699811935,0.0,0.0,0.05069301714774421,0.0,0.0,0.22505426319743047,0.07159965573363238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662654238751168,0.04613021689813228,0.0,0.0,0.0499426156081344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622001324433628,0.0,0.0,0.05284555512831615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693610772933973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423052737729761,0.043702562758898784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218270950880184,0.0,0.08438222215001577,0.0883385950307907,0.0,0.05523070200792123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979283565849882,0.0,0.19861265632457575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035098740442564044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645065229756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031161244920377206,0.04193499369788499,0.04237804862738015,0.0,0.0,0.04897510568177224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692324965093919,0.0,0.0,0.11258943015153823,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GT_YEAHHWAY,2018/04/03,"I need to stay home to get stuff done, but if I stay home I won't get stuff done. The other day I was sitting in front of my computer kicking myself that I wasn't getting any homework done. I knew I needed to leave my house, go to the library, and start studying/doing homework. But, I was torn because if I left I wouldn't be able to clean my room, do laundry, and get other errands around the house done.

So I sat for an entire day (it felt like) doing nothing but wasting time on Reddit and Facebook. 💩",2.6716428571428565,3.840372199999997,3.913511904761908,90.38169642857143,74.61904761904762,5.6309523809523805,26.458333333333336,5.148860815047168,0.6482619047619047,391,14,83,1,8,128,65,105,0.04,0.893,0.068,0.5628,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,14,23,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,1,15,1,10,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,56,21,3,0.13828190587390435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403643788285923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310021369430875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429536633448513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783607790240427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660416006450462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277231513759366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889863537757034,0.0,0.07858879381591123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27741605281793186,0.0,0.0,0.3191175065888217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642057198947395,0.150243695339393,0.0,0.0,0.06755755432112555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050685620836659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268521816963647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787664471061304,0.2947802253371068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165993971389983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063329134870327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sparklesshmarkles,2018/04/03,"I think my SO’s ADHD is seriously impacting our relationship. Seeking advice on how to discuss. Hi! As the title says, my great in so many ways boyfriend, has ADHD - diagnosed in childhood. He is unmedicated. We have been together about 1.5 years now, but pretty soon into it, I noticed that he had up and down moods that were very quick to change. One day (or week) he’d be so lovey dovey sweet, very “up” and to a pretty level and calm person like me almost euphoric. The next minute it’d be irritable and annoyed. It is extremely stressful for me as I deal with anxiety disorder. I knew he had ADD but really didn’t know all that it could entail back then so I went researching forms of rapid cycling bipolar that didn’t seem to quite fit his behavior. I have of course brought this up many times trying to express to him how these up and down moods make me feel to be met with anger and zero self awareness. It’s like he has no idea he does this and thinks I am criticizing him. It’s so hard for me to understand not acknowledging something like this and treating it. Does this sound at all familiar to anyone and do you have some advice on how to better discuss this ? I’m not trying to diagnose him and do understand it could be something else on top of ADHD but reading things like this subreddit seem very familiar (he has other more “typical” symptoms as well) ",4.37872180451128,5.891877135338349,5.256398496240603,81.06557518796996,70.8796992481203,8.62827067669173,28.33759398496241,9.120678840339163,2.3425193984962407,1082,40,208,22,20,353,154,266,0.107,0.74,0.153,0.9442,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,0,3,14,16,2,1,3,0,26,4,0,4,2,42,40,26,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,2,21,15,0,0,11,1,0,2,5,4,1,2,10,5,21,10,35,22,5,30,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,5,15,142,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883164726504369,0.2104934667154172,0.0,0.0,0.10784962014245436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239297638778502,0.0,0.0,0.07530887706133592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281743752756497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525510162806347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393615157704876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198515722922164,0.0,0.0,0.069459926391412,0.11103770551100503,0.0,0.2186338193166369,0.0,0.0,0.12343768234890187,0.0,0.18850433164168096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997255634235304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445818764996176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874362399461848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648129058104422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158428003276285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059191094213584136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047419846474894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189300432758126,0.21838913685460634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145440243622596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262128803096528,0.0,0.0,0.07298276197379887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940426488138731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914660839580893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455605999224128,0.10773276859462637,0.0,0.06899769845981492,0.0,0.0,0.11563338357168075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565024349086911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196098665653558,0.1123583675180289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583102099261054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337413564086007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194530272141864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155350100647323,0.13802426478753832,0.0,0.0,0.06280284838880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462473796042692,0.0,0.0,0.2242465387161976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660030450784644,0.0,0.0854901223215764,0.0863933493588951,0.0,0.09683849128091454,0.09984233706127893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935760166535337
adhd,visualexstasy,2018/04/03,Prescribed Wellbutrin So I was diagnosed with ADHD a couple weeks ago and my doctor first prescribed me Straterra but that made me drowsy and na so now he prescribed me wellbutrin but after reading more into it looks like an antidepressant. I dont exactly feel comfortable taking antidepressants since I don't have depression. I told my doctor this but he still prescribed it. Is there something I can tell him so that we can skip this and try adderall or something else instead? ,3.947928118393236,7.2159577674418625,3.7869978858350963,81.83675475687104,81.7906976744186,5.917970401691332,28.74841437632136,7.348242739294969,2.177432558139535,392,18,61,6,11,119,61,86,0.041,0.8740000000000001,0.084,0.5710000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,1,13,12,10,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,12,2,3,9,1,7,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,7,46,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542302107527408,0.0,0.18751762284186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340652066765515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219926345845755,0.21470884913726584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330407148820638,0.0,0.0,0.24792353780323126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671469205070453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696108070536556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993598523628132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334785594173618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764048943130387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001644511576983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115974448200424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498823864025478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257079602768646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689362762092859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905190317390686,0.0,0.18489545797082765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021357255367907,0.0,0.1436219092833826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968478776010293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,minasmorath,2018/04/03,"Adderall and physical activity, or ""why does my heart feel like it's going to explode?!"" I play roller derby at night. I take 15mg Adderall XR early morning. According to everything I've read, it should be worn off by the time I'm on skates (~13 hours) but since starting the med, every practice has been utter murder on my pulse. I've completely lost my endurance and my heart rate skyrockets the first few minutes im on the floor and then takes forever to come back down. I know I'm on a stimulant, there's bound to be some side effects like this, but I'm in pretty decent shape, and this just doesn't feel normal... Or is it? What can I do to mitigate this side effect, if anything? How do you folks deal?",4.045633802816901,5.055285112676058,4.9888450704225376,84.58678873239437,71.11267605633802,8.215211267605634,27.580281690140843,8.548686976883017,1.8588878873239445,554,19,113,9,10,181,99,142,0.08900000000000001,0.835,0.076,-0.5847,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,4,5,1,0,5,0,10,2,2,4,0,22,23,11,1,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,2,9,3,14,17,2,22,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,4,10,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294775439805774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291562506815608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010278145235646,0.1948717067789367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161451456352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264820060183002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659589610934815,0.0,0.1670398690693568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795379718148736,0.13277912492956412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809325902339452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562908103011998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404923245823913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303563153057625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007617578696356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214433675500874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816045782888228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028892207728335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644965514435196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441794399698055,0.18210430342556724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908744013016024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591128177443791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374612755238498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155336191201894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794886602990207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083770350967397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167710630272986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vag-liquor,2018/04/03,"Laundry and Tidying routines for ADHD Hi guys, I recently did the konmari for my room hoping it would solve my problems but it clearly hasn't. **Konmari is a method of cleaning that involves throwing out everything that doesn't spark joy and then organizing from there**
I cleaned my room and purged so many things and it was clean for a little. However I struggle so much with keeping up with laundry, I forget until it's too late at night to start a load, and when I do clean my clothes I leave them in the basket and never get around to folding them. Does anyone have a routine for them that helps them keep their room clean? I use a bullet journal for my to-do's mostly.

**tl;dr** I need help forming a laundry/folding and putting away routine. ",1.9333333333333336,4.6735067777777815,2.6077777777777804,90.615,85.3888888888889,4.311111111111112,26.75,5.82211442006289,0.9567666666666664,592,27,109,4,18,184,92,144,0.095,0.74,0.165,0.9064,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,1,2,24,15,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,8,11,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,18,2,18,12,3,20,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,8,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772364363234616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383101303739738,0.0,0.0,0.17608873743740774,0.0,0.0,0.1858446785947092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310083288179354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777747331564766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033451540128324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585843853322704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651695714743588,0.0,0.0,0.19646538788932347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516370447904558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313309971981607,0.20944735092431085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825296967758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005436222745637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145409724038834,0.146670192933576,0.15255971382073022,0.0,0.0,0.18562696214093655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927304742452106,0.0,0.1988490547330868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530896270919665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000767565278727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678914549289104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141311408559755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084035005924053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051527626324556,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Abusername99,2018/04/03,"Having a lot of inner conflict regarding my behaviors. (Not a self diagnosis question) Well this is my first post on reddit altogether, so this being my biggest concern in life right now so I figured why not ask about it.

I'm 19/m and going through assessment regarding mental problems that have had some sort of presence throughout my childhood, but it's only been the most recent months they've become apparent or at least more easily perceivable/comprehensible, this includes problems with attention, making appropriate decisive decisions in life, socializing and restlessness, I'm assuming issues that are quite apparent on this subreddit, so to summarize I'm undergoing the process of finding out if I have ADHD.

My mother has quite severe ADHD and was only diagnosed in her mid 30's, she was the one who I first went to concerns with and we've discussed the topic a lot, especially with shared experiences. 

I will spare a lot of the details for now but, as much I am sure I have ADHD, I find myself in many positions criticizing myself about it, like thinking I'm just delusional about it, maybe it's just my past GAD coming back with a vengeance and making me  over analyze the situation at hand, at least this is what my GP assumes but I'm constantly in disagreement with him about it because despite what has happened in the past, I'm feeling great, I don't have these problems anymore especially after me coming to terms with my own ""weirdness"" and having some understanding about why I am the way I am. Has anyone else ever had similar experiences? I'm just all over the place right now and not sure where I'm at. ",10.691161538461543,8.612029403333334,10.52,60.74192307692307,58.3,13.897435897435901,43.410256410256395,12.502718667466526,5.545594871794872,1311,61,214,35,13,435,168,300,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.104,0.8429,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,18,11,0,1,14,0,23,4,1,2,4,56,42,16,0,4,11,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,16,0,1,12,0,0,4,4,5,1,3,6,2,25,6,37,34,13,43,0,0,0,0,11,22,0,12,16,159,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36923012989388776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015630293462262,0.07160733169450467,0.10493096927548676,0.0,0.0,0.09573936327810653,0.0,0.0,0.0787468350417077,0.0,0.062428079577513534,0.11310360721452825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643399473969015,0.0,0.11066864047063113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394381798238632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555026892994408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263555095958906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035292204850744,0.0,0.0,0.05178148524716847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720145185155973,0.17421949186569566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820186432042838,0.0,0.0,0.11290719503180112,0.0,0.0,0.09056067118152344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688925174675516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446701778650591,0.0500322682089828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611955163251038,0.0,0.0,0.13671870855826695,0.10382749000816772,0.1028844353323842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320501786000176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174254630419159,0.0,0.07528300575454093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939554868654407,0.1557745753260216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955235342293208,0.0,0.0,0.10699647166080148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808030490264726,0.0,0.0,0.2939771190536256,0.0,0.0,0.11472244304334908,0.21785091228485468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111734865560353,0.0,0.0,0.17491486420112026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683578358184366,0.11569395391841973,0.0,0.0,0.1151129355622776,0.0,0.10439392113710327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930400986303817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562008156410075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661224085254267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128815333017136,0.0,0.0,0.09207873276745464,0.09493493497823123,0.1848178788085547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iAm_Your_Conscience,2018/04/03,"Anxiety and ADHD: Mixing Adderall IR in the morning and Adderall XR in the afternoon (with a side of SSRI) Hi guys--I'm new to this Reddit thing and even newer to ADHD in general. I am 24, female.

About three months ago I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression, as well as potential ADHD. I started 20mg/day of Fluoxetine and it's been life changing. I was finally able to breathe, even if it didn't solve my concentration and memory issues.

Once we got my anxiety under control, my doctor prescribed me Adderall IR to see if that could help with work. After experimenting with the dosage, we landed on 30mg IR in the morning and 20mg IR at lunch.

It was honestly an eye-opener. I was skeptical about starting it in the first place, feeling weird and anxious about starting it in my mid-twenties and worried about what people would think about my starting Adderall conveniently before I began law school in the fall.

But for all my worries, it has made a total difference. I am able to concentrate at my desk job, I'm not constantly taking coffee and bathroom breaks and trying to find any excuse to get up and walk around. I can talk to people without trailing off and losing my train of thought. I no longer have that strange feeling of being rushed to do everything, and my productivity has skyrocketed.

That said, my anxiety has returned. Overall my anxiety has gone up, though not nearly to the levels it was at prior to starting Fluoxetine. Still, sometimes something can trigger my anxiety--or I could simply get excited about something--and it will snowball. For the most part I can use certain techniques to help bring down my anxiety and refocus on other tasks.

But at night, when the effects of the Adderall IR are wearing off around 5 or 6pm, I sometimes get this general sense of anxiety that is hard to shake. Mentally, I realize that I have nothing to stress about, but my body feels wired and it can be very unsettling.

I mentioned to my doctor the possibility of switching to XR--perhaps a more gradual come down would help with the nighttime anxiety. For the next three weeks he has me taking the 30mg IR in the morning as usual, but taking 20mg XR at lunch instead of IR.

I find it just a little weird, most of what I've read is people doing the opposite--XR in the morning, IR in the afternoon for a boost. Is this a strange arrangement? Also, does it seem like a lot of Adderall?

We also discussed the possibility of switching to Vyvanse, and I've heard mixed things about it, especially when it comes to anxiety.

Any help or advise would be welcome! Please be gentle with me, I generally leave the Reddit posting to my boyfriend so if there is a better place for this post, let me know.

(TL;DR)
I'm taking 20mg of Fluoxetine and previously 30mg of Adderall IR in the AM and 20mg IR in the PM. General anxiety when the Adderall wears off has prompted my doctor to switch me to 30mg IR in the AM and 20mg XR in the afternoon. Looking for people who have done something similar or who have had better results with Vyvanse in terms of anxiety.

Thanks!",6.5369575816674805,6.894625928327649,7.250294490492448,72.90243344709899,65.31399317406144,10.178371526084838,35.855485129205256,10.025080133382057,3.6878698781082404,2438,112,430,51,35,810,261,586,0.07200000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.091,0.9745,1,0,3,0,0,0,74.0,3,0,0,7,24,16,1,2,34,0,45,11,4,6,3,81,79,40,0,8,14,0,4,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,29,34,2,1,11,1,0,8,5,7,1,3,16,8,42,9,94,52,8,78,0,2,2,0,19,39,0,11,29,301,71,9,0.12853215640072455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317060116153518,0.0,0.05696800073134865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278711903627036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740627390794165,0.0,0.5407971131121433,0.07260237575452291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442086959625425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054685699128188464,0.0,0.0,0.11367624728154195,0.0,0.07138512513034821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798498935811355,0.11071907172430977,0.0,0.0694487995920393,0.07207987135725362,0.102622468129224,0.0,0.0,0.04144630383923499,0.0,0.05535227898396517,0.06522871658304914,0.0,0.06714437338189104,0.0,0.19733716267491627,0.056239678114595584,0.06576651070474156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489427708704103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775820718584155,0.06286455617352049,0.0,0.0,0.09748458035308782,0.0,0.0,0.07040034736741152,0.11747606239391642,0.054664693286886896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007291201253886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139945355480127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756978292332152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230479018765849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707708878987642,0.06377416619531602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035318955875776915,0.0,0.0,0.06804849752503361,0.0,0.0657164191198836,0.04539303160664314,0.031397159603699154,0.06441149366129065,0.0,0.0,0.05396731986291252,0.07189730288004471,0.0,0.054636721509243376,0.0,0.060810117081946315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647650912830557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129657048537898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062068578793190776,0.06834770324884648,0.06030936088750913,0.0,0.061665035298961536,0.0,0.0,0.0684412758654911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959390000739002,0.0,0.17821602708098605,0.0,0.13428874676378208,0.07054485512291606,0.0,0.14490069403044226,0.12309827626223868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428346951382521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061131757152370736,0.0,0.0,0.06504070214093308,0.051211743768494966,0.05850542392851432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895033351028827,0.12712158923904573,0.0,0.2274393046295281,0.0,0.05132297306668681,0.0,0.07361657544610206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328037117823016,0.05165463930167544,0.0,0.05916757038698185,0.0,0.0,0.08539105344753042,0.0411791079602888,0.0631410955351546,0.05102008750049217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043632448561879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555052574638829,0.0707800056945596,0.05302624500348325,0.0,0.0,0.05155037146225163,0.0,0.0577829223478436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619502060448006,0.0,0.04678647033516098,0.13053064392428007,0.0,0.13695833420902465,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NakkinDirty50,2018/04/03,"Spotify/Apple Music playlists for ADHD As the title says, anyone have great music playlists (Spotify/Apple Music) that may help with people with ADHD? Any type of music is welcomed.",5.919247311827957,9.028112322580649,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,70.93548387096773,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,2.3998301075268818,146,5,17,2,3,47,23,31,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7795665765181702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055645829467854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267800400202801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575764883563513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739248552697274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485053982354605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579213288598925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blue_flavored,2018/04/04,"Just got back on medication, not sure if it's working TLDR: I took an adderall \(IR about 16mg\) like 5 months ago and the effects were very noticeable, I'm now prescribed methylphenidate \(XR 54mg\) and I don't feel much different. What should I do?

Hello everyone,

As the title suggests, I just got back on medication \(methylphenidate 54mg\) for my ADHD for the first time in 8 years to help with college. I'm not really sure it's working though and I'm not really sure why. This post is to get some advice on what I should do next/what I should ask my doctor, ect....

So first some background: I got diagnosed with ADHD when I was about 6 and took medication for it for 10 years. I was on various different kinds, when I was younger taking smaller doses like 3 times a day, then as I got older I ended up taking the same thing I'm taking now. I eventually went off of my medication when I was 16 because I didn't care about taking it any longer. My ADHD is perhaps not a severe as most peoples who post on here. I went to college off and on until in 2016 I went back full time. I pretty much wait until the last minute to do any kind of homework because feeling the pressure of possibly failing is just about the only thing that motivates me. When I try to do things early I struggle to even open a word document and don't even get me started on opening up a book and reading, as I'm sure many of you can understand. 

Last semester I bought a pill of adderall from a friend \(it was IR and about 16mg or so\) and took it one morning when I was up the night before working on school work and was too tired to stay awake for class. When the pill kicked in I felt insanely aware and attentive, more than I ever had before. I realized I should probably see about getting back on medication. I finally got in to see my doctor and she prescribed me the same medication and dosage I had in high school. I've been taking it for about 6 days now and other than the loss of apatite I don't really feel that much different. I feel very slightly more attentive and calm but that's about it. It feels nothing like the adderall I took which actually made a noticeable difference.

So my question is: Should I wait it out and see how things go? Should I ask my doctor about switching prescriptions? Should I even tell her my experience with taking the adderall? I just want to be able to feel like if I sit down and write a paper, I'm not going to end up scrolling through twitter 5 minutes in.

Thank you in advance for reading all of this and for your input.",4.070888486912111,5.30898172834646,4.932704830815067,84.15168652904876,71.28346456692913,8.090317088742287,28.099808469887208,8.524219190627866,1.934410023409236,2010,73,405,33,37,653,225,508,0.036000000000000004,0.907,0.057,0.8909,3,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,0,11,37,18,0,2,22,0,32,14,0,4,6,76,82,40,0,10,13,0,7,4,1,7,14,0,1,0,24,24,0,2,14,3,1,10,9,4,0,3,27,10,52,14,72,47,13,79,0,2,3,0,15,28,0,7,41,274,76,19,0.05784651486417426,0.0,0.05644985404734632,0.0,0.2085608087557212,0.056526944834867136,0.05127744516810539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867522749831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815736538498688,0.0,0.0,0.17792159711312658,0.0,0.07052539709852254,0.0,0.09844624710454736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589783771721451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461243312923595,0.0,0.0,0.058712994927564925,0.0,0.2417491841199254,0.0,0.1776250773905816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246968482879863,0.0,0.0,0.11462123251293628,0.05232548447012191,0.0,0.055274823910652617,0.0,0.05658499141310245,0.0,0.0,0.17549361605173833,0.041325561777246285,0.05554172581451989,0.06336802951839443,0.0,0.09840843198512164,0.0,0.0,0.04469207388957667,0.0,0.09066724946903074,0.0,0.0657510149415368,0.0,0.23132571158290194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877329956125526,0.061118018948051564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047648713899894,0.0,0.09430526057158647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130435408892274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473577103469734,0.0,0.05864728670274881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34964566778181666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617253627664042,0.0,0.12757153299142435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152042481245231,0.05428503556964332,0.0,0.05550529114130852,0.1317172811539628,0.0,0.0,0.03919829555153605,0.04399488121799657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010348985133897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521325391078471,0.11080194197251758,0.05885070181435144,0.06236832685779516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480133544472456,0.0,0.11572433790525652,0.0,0.11117387599997444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170875226411624,0.13828854879966027,0.0,0.0,0.06535009644068647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04094406095524058,0.06165668812149895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047373716095605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180786226964035,0.0,0.2609602805415528,0.0,0.050560403679639584,0.05325729896255483,0.0,0.0,0.15372261637375662,0.0,0.05683390715125319,0.0,0.10119230401994957,0.06648605927026849,0.0,0.0,0.2570784258536442,0.039273986447812666,0.0,0.0,0.0602202620405224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545886588013544,0.0341193732184103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608728964555675,0.05219748221509797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845180707914312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745025180000794
adhd,currant_scone,2018/04/04,"Missed appointments / incorrect times. Your experience in dealing with numbers? So I find myself sitting in a lounge having missed by exactly one hour when my certification class started. Somehow this is not the first time this happened (thankfully though not for this course). 

Rather than beat myself up about it I want to try and be as methodical as possible - here’s what happened. 

-Scheduled certification class several weeks ago. Did not put class on calendar

-Subsequently forgot about said class

-Planned to meet friend at 4:00 for coffee today -had a nagging feeling I was forgetting something. 

-Remembered this week about the certification class- double checked my email. Sure enough, I confirmed that it was today, 4/4 - it did not even register with me that the email said 3:00. (Cortical blindness???)

-Show up punctually late today at 4 and am completely baffled that the event started at 3. 

My first mistake was not putting it in my Google calendar ***immediately on scheduling it***. I think part of me is resistant to putting up a bunch of safeguards like google calendars, notifications, etc because I want to be the kind of person who can remember a simple thing like an appointment time - that treating myself like an 8 year old with mittens tied to her coat is embarrassing. 

Just some personal reflection; I know you guys can relate. Do you have any success stories for living in a number filled universe and more importantly, for **sticking to** good habits?
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adhd,glittertechnic,2018/04/04,"Making more problems than I solve in school **TL;DR Fucked up my partner's experiment trying to fix my own and she does not know yet. Please ask for help when you need it.**

In my genetics lab, we are doing an experiment where we breed worms having two copies of a certain mutation with worms having one copy of a certain mutation. We'll count all the new worms next week. My partner finished up and left lab before I did.

As a result of my own inattention and forgetfulness, I did not end up with enough one copy worms from last week. I'm very nervous about asking for help from anyone, so rather than *asking my GTA like I should have*, I tried to fix my own problem by taking some of my lab partner's extra one copy worms from last week. 

As a horrible result of my cursed inattention and forgetfulness, I ended up taking her one copy worms for next week instead of her extra one copy worms from last week. Now her two copy worms have no one copy worms to breed with. Her experiment isn't going to work because I made mine work. I have no way of contacting her, so I'll just be biting my nails until the next lab.

I emailed my GTA after the fact and in essence, he said ""It's fine. We have back-ups but you should have asked me."" I know! I know I should have asked! But I'm just messed up enough to not want to! He's been my GTA for two classes; you'd think I'd be comfortable with talking to him by now. Nope! Just as bad as a year ago!

The only reason I don't think this is a TIFU is because I haven't faced any consequences yet. Otherwise, it's a pretty massive fuck-up even if things will end up probably being okay. I've messed up our experiments before by not paying attention, but those mistakes were fixed pretty quickly and my partner was there when I made them. We are not very friendly and I'm afraid of how upset she will be.

This is on top of my parents getting ready to move across the country, me fighting with them on where I will live after they leave, doing poorly in school, and impatiently waiting for my next appointment with my psychologist to finally see if she thinks I have ADHD. To say I'm feeling stressed is a vast understatement. ",3.4576633986928087,5.008870027777782,4.279183006535948,87.0135294117647,73.25925925925925,7.211982570806099,24.51143790849673,7.827709963407826,1.1615068627450975,1700,51,350,23,34,546,197,432,0.104,0.81,0.086,-0.7674,1,0,0,0,2,0,49.0,6,3,3,3,20,19,2,4,14,1,37,2,1,7,4,63,66,23,0,11,14,1,1,1,5,7,0,2,0,4,7,18,0,1,9,0,2,2,11,12,0,9,8,4,57,7,61,46,10,52,0,0,1,1,42,19,1,3,31,233,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895497724897637,0.0,0.06605100319741937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067118385103359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210100484230355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482965299581529,0.0,0.0,0.05729565865305033,0.062214983141428974,0.09084448755163864,0.0,0.12680962089587372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520655651032617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798837845987427,0.15398305302182216,0.0,0.049214928515414015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915508318715928,0.0,0.0,0.03767585454956194,0.0,0.0,0.08162500894130026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756831889151628,0.1377715610930408,0.03892980474454373,0.0,0.04234727845643835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988856991213456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228506760390866,0.1822133604880263,0.0,0.07889817915151492,0.08095825491055468,0.0,0.0,0.03640313619488897,0.0,0.06579606975913987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410114164531255,0.0497377986867119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791951965075513,0.0,0.055250214945150485,0.0,0.07196481961271146,0.316980361456961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30295035990813884,0.05667025785846784,0.0,0.0,0.08273752344953271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179255707531137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161238556120227,0.08033728168782191,0.14259716094141073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661145463808022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087863072774388,0.059255481226041386,0.0,0.15082163916309405,0.05937696615596508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535403380406534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204853822144528,0.05989047714288177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950291981363268,0.14323416777667505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011784497427888,0.0,0.21836421089202412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296154449193705,0.04394951468730576,0.05914470446050976,0.2988479239721364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084922504574798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047983728893925895
adhd,theoneandonlychanti,2018/04/04,"Help please I live in a state that requires an IQ test to be prescribed ADD meds.  My insurance won't cover this and I can't afford it.  I'm having major problems at work. Forgetting to complete tasks, not following through with projects, not following through with training my employees.  I'm an assistant store manager.  I'm worried I may be in real danger of losing my job.  I can't switch jobs because I'm making the most money I have ever made and due to a change in my husband's work I can't afford to make less money.  I didn't finish college so I'm not qualified for a better job.  What I'm asking is does anyone know of any way to treat ADD that doesn't require a prescription.  I don't know maybe some natural remedy.  I'm really open to trying just about anything.  I already set alarms for everything.  I use sticky notes.  I move my rings to the wrong fingers to remind myself to turn the headlights off in our car when I get out.  I have tons of ways I cope but it's not enough. I'm afraid I'm out of options and I won't be able to afford to live if I lose my job.  Normally at this point in a job I get bored and I move to a new job but I'm being overpaid so I can't get this money elsewhere.",1.1177952755905525,3.0934386850393736,3.2849984251968505,89.60685196850395,81.44094488188976,6.26872440944882,22.7584251968504,7.404127859558343,0.9366260157480316,942,32,201,14,25,321,136,254,0.086,0.882,0.032,-0.8706,10,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,7,6,10,1,2,11,0,18,1,1,4,1,36,41,10,0,3,8,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,2,2,0,5,5,13,8,0,0,2,2,27,2,33,32,6,26,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,5,5,118,35,16,0.1087526825685579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001128952116913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395555343500962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760424042777536,0.0,0.08949419142483424,0.0,0.1016690776685818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629462588788752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618291003888216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504591806643072,0.0,0.11402511856676067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517020538714008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112370592517832,0.0,0.0,0.0983730275918396,0.0,0.0,0.09773989867916688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045636412188547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728946307175422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6475215398105212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953526042264752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920612222990892,0.0,0.0,0.2433328678707171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290441777622686,0.14518652018586467,0.0,0.10925668699416097,0.0,0.12079971379634892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311737813084795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503401850557216,0.0,0.0,0.10655453853633544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937778764262832,0.1028064370007924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406162984751398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237843617552411,0.06966975322500857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383593275048005,0.1182916895156476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392740019137663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264563480443965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834649629621647,0.11044362812920694,0.0,0.0,0.11890398610659512,0.0,0.0
adhd,Metalnettle404,2018/04/04,"Got distracted during drinking, missed my mouth and spilled water all over myself Title says it all really, what makes it worse is that I was on a date.

I zoned out in the middle of taking a sip of water, totally missing my mouth and spilling it all over my top and the table. Just ADHD things aye? 😅",2.0174999999999983,4.269884416666667,3.4533333333333367,88.11500000000002,79.83333333333334,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.5545,235,6,46,3,6,77,45,60,0.16399999999999998,0.807,0.029,-0.8122,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,2,5,2,1,4,10,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,7,5,4,8,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686104927562255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38197513314586257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118562581496736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602759750601741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497940294956705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100816393365668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931728314249388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590468630100652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973638486952736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PathlessRabbit,2018/04/04,"My adderal makes me so pissed off at everybody at very random times. I get horrible irritability and it makes any sentence that comes out of anyone’s mouth sound so stupid and pointless and annoying. The problem is this doesn’t happen everyday, but at random times. Like some days I’ll take mine in the morning and the whole day I’ll be normal, but other days It will just happen out of nowhere. Smoking weed helps but I don’t always have it. Any advice",3.5522727272727286,5.830645136363637,4.120454545454546,85.11318181818183,74.9090909090909,6.672727272727273,24.63636363636364,7.6454224807358475,1.3054500000000004,364,12,68,5,8,115,63,88,0.17600000000000002,0.777,0.047,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,0,6,2,2,2,0,18,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,7,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812134792504026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573125704389248,0.0,0.0,0.3035852498374532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607585386531728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227840032740184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318621287686508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661968007536995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947733771612441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961509751692292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905069071488424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979930779802056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870153558714772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135848792174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782854121724367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603148146658396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841742602399371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920955755109755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ilovemysubaru,2018/04/04,Concierge Psychiatrists NYC Anyone have any experience with these types of doctors? Can they do  ADHD screenings over the phone? I really need to get evaluated ,6.634487179487178,10.410682192307695,6.3976923076923065,64.63064102564104,73.23076923076924,9.620512820512822,31.743589743589745,9.725611199111238,4.280220512820514,131,6,18,4,3,41,26,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063495046082982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865147294910181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29459949766495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312429093429299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41213566260928586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012437104908056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124063656351201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699109069139876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AlienValleyModern,2018/04/04,"Hyperfocus is ruining my life I don't know how to explain it to others and I don't feel like anyone else really understands the impact of this so I thought maybe someone here can commiserate. When I hyperfocus it's not just that I can concentrate on something for a length of time, it's that I can concentrate ONLY on that one thing for days, sometimes even weeks or months. This feeling has caused me to miss work, forgo sleeping and eating, and stop doing other things that I typically enjoy.  

Recently the obsession/hyperfocus has been on making art. I'm a single mom with a full time job and I easily spend 4 hours a day drawing or making things right now, with most of my other time preoccupied by it. Before that it was something else. And before that something else. My therapist and close family that I've mentioned this to seem to think it's a good thing because I'm being creative. But they don't know the extent of it. And they don't know the fear that at any moment I'll drop this interest like a hot potato, never to look at it again. 

I hate it so much and I desperately want it to stop. I'm happy otherwise and I think I'd be happy if I just had this one obsession forever, because then maybe I'd just make a career of it or something but I live in fear that it'll just become a different thing at any moment. 

Can anyone relate to this? Is this hyperfocus or am I dealing with some mental health issue? (I know you're not doctors, it's more a rhetorical question.) I do take Adderall, which my psych thinks should help me with task switching, but it doesn't seem to make it better at all.  I can explain the distraction, forgetfulness, etc of ADHD to others pretty clearly but this is easily the most debilitating part and it's something I can't really convey to those around me. ",4.636355932203394,5.8118100593220365,5.89906666666667,77.98971864406779,69.87570621468926,8.94083615819209,27.43683615819209,9.281916038205594,2.3148966327683618,1427,47,269,29,25,479,173,354,0.059,0.82,0.121,0.9718,2,0,5,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,2,2,13,15,1,4,15,0,26,5,1,6,3,64,53,24,0,3,15,1,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,44,16,1,2,16,1,1,0,9,7,0,2,4,4,27,8,33,45,11,31,0,2,1,0,9,12,0,11,20,191,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107231339296859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135237772323328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477665487293048,0.09142175129934543,0.0,0.0794293359381143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878169533052212,0.09854221228699774,0.15184812988716254,0.0,0.0,0.07891242974616698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165884833896444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508573226741227,0.09198725302426512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322133293556084,0.0,0.09132576275924033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129964446231956,0.2236085913541425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950967246295096,0.058932396491685884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411356829272326,0.20080628965708447,0.09022987396120953,0.06374249356348896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748378561108911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899637477797026,0.0,0.08809140277610257,0.0,0.09484220461120006,0.0,0.0,0.05980576407020185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786883910340583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312791692707484,0.08854223340156678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614332393309186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302239039881465,0.08718184179038795,0.0,0.07878747745058337,0.0,0.0749266876610292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238234028677776,0.0,0.17927739206976245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991800553057283,0.0,0.0,0.10449946414789134,0.0712186953994223,0.0,0.06559078103137922,0.0,0.06881596708589442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092259581909633,0.06785977763546508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662218583787936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907740952640492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995263294315668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431988291015065,0.0,0.08809911091711778,0.0,0.0,0.07619782474119062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624545238230521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928962736437013,0.0,0.07560021393966569,0.3434495520489574,0.08824599439144347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491925081577932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708623866752034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359732262002944,0.2963862577834929,0.17151569698872826,0.0,0.07083483430895449,0.15608377745557322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288656948453466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262732880650792,0.0,0.0715710654368914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495700098632667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hank1972,2018/04/04,"Mydayis for ADHD and B.E.D. I have had ADHD all my life, and as a kid my parents were anti medication so up until recently I was never treated for it (thanx Obamacare). Until recently I also never realized how much it affected my life in a bad way. It turned out I also suffer from Binge Eating. Well they gave me Vyvanse which changed my life. The problem is that I am developing a tolerance, and my Dr. thinks I should move on to Mydayis since my attention has become an issue again. What I wonder is if Mydayis will also help with my B.E.D.?",3.521058700209643,5.483823915094341,5.367484276729564,77.55791404612161,74.0,7.7299790356394125,27.815513626834374,8.515128840125781,2.321036897274633,429,17,75,8,9,147,75,106,0.125,0.81,0.064,-0.765,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,10,6,0,2,3,17,14,12,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,16,2,12,8,2,13,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,7,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917266352446771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390991226395894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360766495000427,0.0,0.17999219958396534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240509391234013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676329307633375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092381708606684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010272269469562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34534049137900563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417936066846506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732157826475229,0.1198047889962575,0.0,0.2513915000449453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096356231986974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594429918123934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32183472214284875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481394230642316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442728670182116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726913029820396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293613340754422,0.0,0.0,0.14653337814666478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673856780415065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,existentialprison,2018/04/04,"Tips for being on time with untreated ADHD? It has been a couple years since I had a doctor willing to treat my ADHD, which means I have no access to medication, and I am very low functioning as a direct result. I get so easily distracted that lately I can't make it to any of my doctors appointments or therapy sessions on time, and of course it keeps me from being able to keep a job or work regularly as well. Can anyone offer any advice on how to get places on time? I try to use my phone, but I am horrible with technology, and the best I can figure out to do is put things in my calendar, but there is only one reminder, where I need something more akin to a reminder notification literally every minute for maybe an hour or so. I need it to really annoy the hell out of me, otherwise I will just get distracted and forget what I am doing. Any advice would be really appreciated, things are not good, I need a lot more help than I am able to get. I have missed important appointments two days in a row now.",9.656662561576354,6.002267935960598,10.407727832512318,65.63996613300493,61.75862068965517,14.090886699507385,36.705049261083744,12.161744961471696,4.214596551724137,793,23,157,20,8,277,124,203,0.152,0.746,0.102,-0.895,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,2,2,10,0,23,3,0,4,0,29,36,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,6,1,2,2,0,21,4,29,28,4,20,1,2,0,0,3,11,1,4,8,117,30,5,0.2491915494075803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994798171308298,0.2435070980464751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541881981092385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712026266894828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075557860319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378628548602338,0.0,0.08035396713268002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550581099687149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497731395964212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603845991270955,0.0,0.0,0.10450502441504768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835139214177391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227017401756778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364208095008465,0.22149289877353665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405494608758244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592687206609468,0.0,0.0,0.08316864711682646,0.0,0.12517320250031888,0.13572132515541047,0.0,0.12551713487375524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771585645865949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442932150328225,0.09476070116286957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017606570662185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525316716119916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963848746479584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306691237218456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591991456577843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248612700322127,0.0,0.16555179271866358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795839460737493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459235234242188,0.0,0.12171196741145007,0.0,0.0,0.10761074500741563,0.0,0.10280456285575447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202656480970603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070720791287397,0.0,0.0,0.08850926352215588,0.0,0.0,0.0802355938763042
adhd,Acrophobe,2018/04/04,"I need help, my meds are all off and my brain is really bad I'm going through a really bad time. My insurance wouldn't let me continue Vyvanse so we tried Adderall which did nothing really but cause mood swings. So after getting a formal diagnosis my psychiatrist was willing to try something different and started me on Strattera at 18mg, which is apparently a child's dose. My mood has gotten really bad, really really bad, suicidal more so than usual. I used to struggle with self harm and now I have to keep dosing myself with Clonazepam to keep myself from doing it again. I really want to hurt myself, beat myself, kill myself, I feel horrible. I tried contacting my prescriber to let her know how bad it was but I don't think she understood how bad it is and she's on vacation. I'm losing my mind. I don't want to be committed, I don't want to kill myself, I don't want to relapse and start self harming again. I'm just sitting here crying terrified, I don't know what to do. She said she contacted the insurance to up the dose, but I'm having a crisis now, and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to get help, I don't want to be committed. I just need help. I just need to get my meds fixed so I can go back to being not this way. 

Anyone who knows how to get help without being committed please tell me? I'm terrified of people, I can't be in a Psychiatric hospital alone without my only support in the world my husband and my dog. If I'm away from them I will just want to die. I don't know what to do. Anyone with any words of wisdom or insight, please help me. I'm scared.",2.7491115267711024,4.14723526139818,4.731626139817632,83.67706043956045,74.80547112462007,8.344213233574937,24.811900865092355,8.950670267944501,1.8313613747954176,1247,40,259,27,26,429,151,329,0.28300000000000003,0.616,0.101,-0.998,2,1,1,0,0,5,35.0,1,0,1,2,18,18,2,2,8,0,35,4,1,6,4,57,74,20,4,11,12,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,10,11,0,2,10,0,0,2,14,14,0,0,6,2,48,2,39,58,2,24,0,2,0,0,21,9,0,2,11,173,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369430053508313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495325038310237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300780233307828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592321201093072,0.062137539258649385,0.40483548474445596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021015900065296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301364566725883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876547241506501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386753229132941,0.08442875773786579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408597256094539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887857317733146,0.0,0.0918518344825348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708246174457392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650827148564365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365444361603025,0.17880754047522296,0.0,0.2664648207137404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652664355869648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090405191993383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952233767789946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815945874684691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975772410569882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753892193678757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145928775863471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602315211822196,0.0,0.0,0.17740919105611516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36238057193732176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686836669622654,0.0,0.08090443525621491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860392403146973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062211122952219776,0.0,0.0,0.11439480023989032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447966470460418,0.0,0.08839250814323364,0.09170169518256792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063108963841422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177948284760248,0.0,0.0,0.04712068585816368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459309590344806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979348677427563,0.08900027883918618,0.0,0.2859813212883619,0.06414284226332886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579500334954294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nru2018,2018/04/04,"Can't do my homework, any tips for getting through it? Just yesterday I realized that I might have ADHD. I always thought I was just lazy or didn't like doing homework, but after immense frustration trying to read my textbook yesterday (took an hour to get through four pages), I decided this isn't typical laziness. I never really considered that I could have ADHD because of the H, because I've never been ""hyperactive"" at all. But after reading this subreddit I realize that hyperactivity isn't always present, and doesn't just mean being hyper.

So anyways, I'm attempting that assignment again today, and I keep wanting to give up. I feel like I could cry (though I rarely cry for some reason). This has been my entire life trying to do schoolwork. I can't zero in on the assignment, the words and answers are all there but I can't focus enough to read them. It's due tonight, and I really need to do it. Does anyone have any tips on getting work done/clearing out the fog in your brain to focus?

TL;DR I have no medication but I think I have ADHD, and I need help focusing on homework due tonight.

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adhd,Stellefeder,2018/04/04,"I spent 3 hours procrastinating on a couple of tasks that literally took me 10 minutes to accomplish. Seriously. I had to make one phone call to my apartment management company, and email a company I sometimes work for to see if I have a t4 there.

That's it. It took my like 2 minutes to talk to my building manager, and the company I work for emailed me back right away and that INCLUDING waiting for responses took like another 8.

I've spent the last 3 hours dicking around on the internet accomplishing nothing, with those two tasks looming in the back of my head.... and now it's done. I could have done it 3 hours ago and had more time to do nothing, but guilt free.

Story of my ADHD life.",5.0348202614379085,5.8470866323529425,6.094509803921567,78.2825163398693,68.70588235294117,10.162091503267973,33.49346405228758,10.25414643259724,3.4068718954248367,546,25,109,14,9,182,81,136,0.049,0.8909999999999999,0.06,0.12,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,7,0,8,3,2,1,0,12,16,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,9,1,13,4,19,6,1,19,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,1,11,69,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263507289533744,0.0,0.12733387740432378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062578809219476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787576178400176,0.0,0.0,0.13496053293725774,0.22091044863986373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667904762334413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468997163266235,0.15894202304764074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940003055708238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742266104425306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243883423441344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709099828236323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146170915965116,0.14035676241035494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588509566471133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275665213596671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733852659496997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267325126141465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446759266541676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206997482623654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545754500358775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376137820501198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787893486155811,0.0,0.0,0.14032167220892547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091525979973559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,penhooligan,2018/04/04,"Ritalin headache 1st day of Ritalin. 2 doses, one at 7am, one at 1pm. Headaches at 11 and 5. Med lasts around 4 hours, seems like a meaningful correlation. Anyone have a similar experience? Did it get better? Worse?",0.6832055749128934,3.097346170731712,3.3869686411149864,81.21195121951223,99.48780487804878,8.19651567944251,25.369337979094077,8.418075326091056,2.91455818815331,167,8,32,6,7,58,36,41,0.073,0.732,0.195,0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557872257212726,0.0,0.0,0.2744627958447671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726766608235469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988355528023453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015880216224065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108014811255256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036249386088888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131520085186954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062553250683827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424648159752372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41784000001176186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806754096549717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31419598153042405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AmberHarten,2018/04/04,Good grades B) I've got some good grades on my report cards all A+'s and A's. Except maths and science :I. Disregarding my mental state I'm doing pretty well!,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.718181818181818,87.99727272727274,78.0909090909091,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.2397393939393937,126,2,26,1,3,42,27,33,0.051,0.644,0.305,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.66766052355812,0.3183233894497101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010984932604675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049172645973871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578570280803464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,antonio1729,2018/04/04,"Thank you. Just a post thanking the significant others, friends, fam, and anyone else for handling our disability because it’s just as hard for us to try to handle it ourselves.",7.470625000000003,8.4418298125,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,63.375,8.9,37.875,8.841846274778883,3.496450000000001,142,7,23,2,2,45,28,32,0.04,0.747,0.213,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868701733193271,0.3204565811012602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906538087302405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26126840229224657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416353386907658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280168905563678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29953482179273144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758893849664761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234152258186134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762082499292927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MiniJose,2018/04/04,"Parents won't accept the possibility I have ADHD. I'm pretty convinced I have ADHD or at least many major symptoms.  I was recommended I get tested by my teachers when I went to school.  HOWEVER, my parents are not ones to accept this.  I remember my dad actually yelled at a teacher during a parent teacher meeting for recommending I get tested.  I feel like if I ask them for testing they'll threaten to disown me or something.  Now that I am adult I still feel like ADHD hinders my life ALOT.  What should I do?  I'm still on my parents insurance and testing is expensive.  Are there any activities ADHD people are ""good at""?  ",4.032857142857143,6.072252663865548,6.007302521008402,73.18843277310927,72.78151260504202,7.785210084033612,31.227731092436976,8.548686976883017,2.8316547899159668,493,23,82,9,10,171,78,119,0.061,0.8009999999999999,0.139,0.8398,5,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,0,0,12,20,5,0,2,4,5,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,20,6,10,15,3,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,6,60,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.12284601321019348,0.0,0.6051592586001473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560640412343988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117685876793586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273029041416387,0.17986514203378764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153987509767007,0.0,0.0,0.10558671983456697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891659681544438,0.1230025174711492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276280599589357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853032202546046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591234567888475,0.0,0.0,0.08727310153752367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191689928347234,0.0,0.12807073135125022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260364384324034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274027683141657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691274847790128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010645221092769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308431546882509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669704788824435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PoppingCandyPancake,2018/04/04,"What job do you do, and how does it get on with your ADHD? I'm currently going through an existential crisis, (minor exaggeration but) I've realised, whilst I love my job, it's really stressing me out because it's not suited to my ADHD traits. I'm not totally sure if it's my role or the company culture in my organisation to be honest, but I know something somewhere needs to change. 

Anyway... It got me curious. What does everyone here with ADHD do for a living and how does that work for you? 

(Further info:
I work on a youth programme, but my role within that keeps changing. Mainly, at the moment, I plan and deliver training and workshops, and also manage parts of the larger project. 
I can't really explain what my job is and I think that's half the problem. I'm not a trainer, I'm not a youth worker, I'm not a project manager, I don't know what I am. There's a lot of illogical staffing structures and I struggle to get my head around it.  But I guess this is turning in to one massive side note...)",3.209529702970297,4.734673257425747,5.106027227722773,80.94141707920792,73.85148514851484,7.624257425742575,28.961633663366328,8.278499904357787,2.1232762376237617,786,33,153,13,16,270,112,202,0.069,0.889,0.041,-0.6365,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,4,7,6,0,2,11,0,9,2,1,2,2,36,27,16,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,1,0,22,3,20,25,4,16,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,4,5,106,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778752981491977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599514620470113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799199078091095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079740716056871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28042731246102903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34796964601128993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266511820415202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849722176432055,0.0,0.07532763719189722,0.0,0.10600730218852504,0.0,0.14601182480373182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602807146684048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39458750084648975,0.11781092746459812,0.0,0.0,0.14568509855906547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703851232299704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268391095725225,0.11962586094307864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827947150001264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981503900654014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353190702106708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268264171337327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698217719070301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203861306518344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518283565228745,0.1385634499041294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492086536146907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492864883759971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441694809119302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298677928028607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jamesedjac,2018/04/04,"How can I block my tv from turning on? I just started working form home, which is going well except for one thing. I can't stop taking long breaks to watch TV

Does anyone know of a smart switch that will prevent me from turning it on during certain hours of the day? I have a wemo, and I can schedule it to turn off at 9am, but what I really want to do is block it from turning on unitl 5 pm",2.443098039215684,3.0706215647058848,3.956176470588237,91.93112745098044,74.52941176470588,6.137254901960784,23.57843137254902,5.46131890053228,0.24907843137254826,303,8,70,1,6,101,64,85,0.071,0.81,0.119,-0.2087,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,17,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,3,15,16,1,13,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,6,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041198129407985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028338457187847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321597354244122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599781141710622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708452581390572,0.0,0.18367457299052606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025009025837826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505529446908904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638386018643555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948294692466795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201258887465178,0.0,0.0,0.15593053526643266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023215017438084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239088165819024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8114763727886412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000830607073177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676946995662654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357813479801201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,k3nnon,2018/04/04,NHS Psychiatrist turned me away saying I didn't fill the criteria I went to my first consultation today and listed out my issues and the doctor concluded that my attention and sleeping issues were caused by me being lonely. He at least gave me the name of an ADHD charity thing near where I live but I still feel like shit right now,9.033385416666668,7.526040984375001,8.955000000000002,68.85666666666668,61.03125,12.283333333333333,32.27083333333333,11.20814326018867,3.4720895833333336,269,7,48,6,3,88,52,64,0.1,0.823,0.077,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,4,0,3,3,2,2,0,10,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,2,10,1,7,2,1,12,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,5,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776752565086589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707756120112545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735033424650834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364878100591233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682500452391872,0.16506101077170635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652963629966247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823089665839893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287856908615708,0.0,0.20401995493309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731405640507294,0.0,0.18373894753184186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371678445945121,0.0,0.0,0.23121524308603225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845155368873697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349827894592674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190068510281845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131429317220283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418416554431036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,plansdisrupted,2018/04/04,"Assignment is almost 2 weeks over due and incomplete. It's a seminar happening in 4 hours and I'm scared of facing the class. I have to go because it's about feedback for the draft that I didn't complete and we're supposed to discuss mine today along with 4 others. It's a 20 page rough draft of my thesis and I couldn't get myself to focus on it at all during spring break. I'm getting assessed the 30th of this month but by then the final draft will be due and I have another 50 page thesis due early next month that I haven't worked on either and so fuck my life. I'm seeing a psychiatrist next week so hopefully she can prescribe before a diagnosis but I'm really scared about my grades. I could really use some advice/ support. 

edit: due not do",3.3067316017316024,4.7640232012986985,4.816298701298702,83.38968614718615,73.48051948051949,7.730735930735931,24.52164502164502,8.344100000000001,1.5163826839826848,599,18,119,10,12,201,98,154,0.083,0.86,0.057,-0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,8,0,11,3,1,1,1,20,24,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,12,2,17,19,5,23,1,0,1,1,2,5,1,4,16,71,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727687391949429,0.0,0.0,0.17704153183867552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539217425108934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107776777725467,0.0,0.15044536760666433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853733948159306,0.0,0.0,0.1411619051099049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936778044018388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345047803120574,0.1847433576181954,0.0,0.10048057599276287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634530798727006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560414787290327,0.17411422596914475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488038803040873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822431285204511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760615848118001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652760784013395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35401902643368194,0.0,0.14088819819180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063266462487994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758749797706238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527000476611267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836395879924249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871386561396894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bigdogautobiography,2018/04/04,"Adderall alternative with less effect on appetite? Hey so I've been on Adderall for about a year. It works pretty well and I've gotten good at mitigating the side effects, but I still can't eat on it. I probably eat like 1200 calories a day on it (best case). I'm vegan so that doesn't help, but mostly I just hate eating on it. It's so much work. I use shakes and bars as much as I can afford, but I'm on campus 9-5 so it's hard. I've lost a decent amount of weight (that I didn't need or want to). **Is there a different med that might have less of this effect?** Fyi I've tried strattera and it was horrible. 

Thanks ",-0.6613931888544897,1.4610404812030104,1.8341088014153044,95.84750110570543,91.5563909774436,4.933923042901371,16.094206103494027,6.522977012572876,-0.3749509951348964,476,11,112,6,17,162,85,133,0.14800000000000002,0.741,0.111,-0.7809999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,9,8,1,1,5,0,9,5,0,4,0,17,18,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,2,6,5,15,12,7,12,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,4,67,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690360806258388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148589340483633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860752453078492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467183273893611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938074789998498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954146178190126,0.17583560398569428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937581098393693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701003346921805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441578022236816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978275170491576,0.0,0.0,0.1889345863361632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618460879289053,0.1320579365970668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119041545492368,0.1920205317217918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422298596636769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396936361902806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091733321207193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538201025382249,0.0,0.0,0.10504723338741526,0.0,0.0,0.2168762484004564,0.16013212885801129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259315963682862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146897298816952
adhd,Tuesday2017,2018/04/04,"Experience with an ADHD coach Curious what benefits were realized, time frame used, and general comments",8.180625,12.472475812500004,8.917500000000004,45.37750000000002,72.125,15.7,45.5,12.161744961471696,9.53385,87,6,9,5,2,29,16,16,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6435744259549893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238278502603346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122579901719684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625054476674901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,avawyrd,2018/04/04,"Feel like schedule/bullet journal micro-managing my life? I've been trying (for years) to figure out a way to stay on top of goals, projects, and responsibilities. I've kept a schedule book for several years because I completely forget work/class schedule/appointments if I do not. I've been trying the bullet journal, but when I copy other people's bullet journal layouts I feel like I'm micro-managing my life? Does anyone ever feel restricted by schedules and the like? I can't tell if this is my ADHD making me restless and frustrated, or if it's just me. 

Do I really need to keep track of everything I eat, my water intake, my mood every day, my sleep pattern, etc? The bullet journal people I follow on Youtube seem to track everything and that overwhelms me! Is this a good habit or will forcing myself to do this be negative? Is it possible to get by with ADHD without mapping out every day by the minute? My biggest challenge is that I have two part-time jobs with varying schedules. I can't just block out my week or month with a set-in-stone schedule because I have no idea what my work schedule will be. I'm trying to become a full-time freelance artist so I can make my own schedule and be my own boss...but that will take time. Should I try routine based scheduling? Why do BuJo folks track everything? Am I missing something? haha Any bullet journal layouts that have worked for you? 

I know I'm asking a lot of questions, just trying to figure out what other like-minded folks do to keep on top of things. Thanks. 

Background Note: I've tried hour to hour schedule for every day, didn't follow it. I've tried google calendar, I ignored the notifications or forgot them. I have a history of disordered eating, so tracking food again makes me nervous. 

Funny ADHD Moment: I spent hours researching the history of schedules, almanacs, dairies, and then dived into the invention of calendars and all the different types. A whole day of useless trivia information! Yay! ",4.949139325216095,6.832226603773584,5.588528673668558,77.7815363881402,70.02425876010781,7.812659169067758,30.58286086067478,8.433251757073789,2.5483465191932333,1574,66,264,25,29,509,188,371,0.092,0.7959999999999999,0.112,0.8182,2,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,1,6,8,16,1,3,16,2,27,7,1,3,2,54,51,19,0,5,13,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,15,15,4,7,10,2,1,2,7,7,0,1,6,3,36,8,37,38,6,42,0,3,0,0,6,12,0,10,29,165,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157224777873368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595498692070741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612302257045653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186512028320292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067624030215628,0.0967129934025671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181434769383158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258988388263828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149088444369127,0.10036157018402928,0.0,0.07663215296191278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920973575922244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766249481361423,0.0,0.0792111025407429,0.22134177850334635,0.0,0.23610389939567775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283243296349764,0.12511850944678446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588868697644928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045751146995300036,0.0,0.0,0.07344865633050006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587132435716649,0.0,0.0,0.09885465298426638,0.0,0.0,0.08689864207507916,0.1556705612263486,0.0,0.0,0.048125588905622886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370503737226918,0.17112700626896638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744479652159879,0.0,0.0,0.17535880443304813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841964720701187,0.0,0.06989667735734993,0.0,0.0,0.06493124540604807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482860801079686,0.0,0.12141852785596015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098720801056171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809723270923774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609889318027047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797194569011573,0.0,0.09892795532865888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876321623169751,0.0,0.0,0.06741483368505248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333681846564428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584093057256253,0.0,0.07653909678860457,0.08062169728356272,0.0,0.0,0.05817690008854948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051062142097860384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161748447134696,0.0,0.08554211164248493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950813356302836,0.07024250642205328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901733080884546,0.0977675731298972,0.0,0.08441331502598183,0.0,0.19125365248178214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278302824348573
adhd,-Clit_Master-,2018/04/04,"Advice for waking up/getting started in the morning? I have such a hard time getting up in the morning before taking my meds, I’ll just sleep in because I stay up so late as my mind is always racing and will never calm down. So does anyone have advice for waking up or getting started in the morning?",4.753,5.550119633333331,5.796666666666668,80.22000000000001,69.33333333333334,6.0,30.0,3.1291,1.3440000000000003,238,9,41,0,4,79,39,60,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.4063,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,3,0,1,5,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,11,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,5,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449938287054278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945707049875046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920677283698192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879826057963518,0.0,0.19374818747373454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992538428240098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568772962812557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039663252453584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25684525510496586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291326301178196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299029037576004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560926041106825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785533776289765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223215848733167,0.2426882064176109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711952219091674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327683960658277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lizardfemme,2018/04/04,"Finally made an appointment I've suspected I have ADHD for a little while now, maybe over a year, but I've neglected actually making an appointment. Everyone I tell I may have ADHD to just brushes it off and tells me I just hate my job or I need to just try harder, etc etc. Well, after reading this subreddit and literally crying at times bc all of the posts are so similar to my situation I finally made an appointment. I'm probably not going to tell my boyfriend bc he's one of those ""you just need to try harder!"" types (unless I get a confirmation/diagnosis) but I can vividly remember in college crying in my professor's office bc I kept failing his tests no matter how hard I studied. I tried every different way I could think of and STILL failed. That professor told me I was studying TOO hard. I had relatively good grades in my other classes (mostly Bs, some As) but I was always distracted by my own thoughts and it took me SO LONG to do assignments. I lose things constantly, have awful attention to detail, get distracted really easily, have zero sense of time passing, and have been called scatterbrained. After arguing with my boyfriend over little things that I forget to do that we do every night (like turning on the fan at bedtime, walking the dog at the same time), I kind of put the pieces together and figured well, maybe I do have ADHD. I suspect I've had it my whole life since I can remember being in middle school and not being able to focus on school and being in my own head instead (I was the girl in the back daydreaming instead of actually paying attention). Math was the worst for me and trying to do homework made me cry a lot. I felt so stupid. I still do. I feel like I should have my shit together but no matter how hard I try I end up forgetting something. I'm not really looking for meds at this point (although, maybe that would help since I'm exhausted always) but more for just like, a confirmation I guess. Anyway, I'm hoping my appointment goes well since it took me the longest time to just tell the receptionist what my appointment was for and I'm kind of feeling like ""well, maybe you are just lazy and need to try harder"". 

TL;DR - After suspecting for like, a year, I made an appointment with my primary care for ADHD. Very nervous, hoping it goes well. ",4.049725992961285,5.9340093144796375,5.403310708898946,78.19160759175467,72.3710407239819,9.07400703871292,27.88863750628457,9.586721724236666,2.760174761186526,1815,69,332,46,36,607,207,442,0.189,0.705,0.106,-0.9928,2,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,2,0,3,25,29,4,3,20,1,32,4,2,7,1,72,64,26,0,8,17,0,6,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,16,14,0,2,13,1,1,6,5,13,5,2,18,9,53,16,50,39,13,48,0,4,2,0,14,20,1,8,25,235,69,17,0.06501070065387256,0.0,0.12688213186373484,0.0,0.31252091476865507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818822168533676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049989215931762164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663831939996833,0.0,0.06628274205269613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025347193231096,0.0,0.05190575450325945,0.0,0.2142336060028592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792234536099885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758018458107144,0.0,0.14500823206337413,0.0,0.0,0.10954863837883083,0.06212051044714655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574272720718423,0.09288731507375753,0.062420467666989526,0.1424320897367481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679308157478605,0.0,0.036947079353780256,0.05452789129666722,0.0,0.0,0.0716166161414397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471045514873418,0.06418460768877114,0.06671973445846596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357530228153488,0.0,0.0,0.12914058905833545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451308908329552,0.0,0.0,0.13539728122971667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045918980466659584,0.15880472261075665,0.13031560195809086,0.0,0.057532424311232885,0.05459261518590406,0.07273034493847559,0.0,0.05526977289126688,0.0,0.24605878740670176,0.04339514750282373,0.0,0.2612479473555458,0.0,0.07221223281308213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446138323617488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100813861802015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405293325322116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145612543337881,0.0,0.06226228060892465,0.0,0.07009253084918549,0.0,0.0,0.06535371023314869,0.0,0.0,0.06502829347274648,0.0,0.08329503906600078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728890152428414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158859963476194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673254999232872,0.16133257014878166,0.07307475137653392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050048413498817966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383525903985627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272888713364271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863804415898672,0.0416562319619613,0.0,0.05161123455344414,0.15163304941391562,0.0,0.0,0.06212051044714655,0.14445856096069412,0.2648279899770702,0.07071297401877576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053640636510801136,0.0,0.05160246818000887,0.0,0.0,0.29226213679555496,0.0,0.0,0.0725821256140834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618173649638668,0.0,0.0,0.0837295195230955
adhd,allyselp,2018/04/04,"UK: GP reluctant to help me (F, 25) I’ve just had an appointment with my GP. My current diagnosis is anxiety and depression but from a kid it was suspected I had ADHD. 

Today I was told that I’m likely to be on the ADHD spectrum but there isn’t much they can do about it. There’s no medication that can help. I feel like I was basically fobbed off and was told that it’s not severe enough to intervene- how he came to this conclusion within 5 minutes I don’t know. 

If I can’t access support through my GP, what are my options? So frustrated right now. 

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adhd,throwaway5667892,2018/04/04,"If your school/university could provide any accommodations to help you succeed, what would they be? Feel free to post even if your school already provides the accommodation!

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Example: Extra time when taking a test.",7.818761904761902,10.89440268571429,7.165714285714286,64.46761904761905,65.0,9.23809523809524,34.52380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.9159523809523815,174,8,25,4,3,54,31,35,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.234,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,17,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510234728042037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631410930998088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539713317598365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100973890379908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083734975169012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321099477677188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046451106622535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438540815653458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239166306199918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854825532689201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259641003818305,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ZeussDick,2018/04/04,"How do you know if you need to increase the dosage of meds? Title kinda says it all.

 I suspect I do need to increase for a number of reasons, but I've only been on ADHD meds (dex) for a year and I'm unsure as to what are good indicators of needing to increase the dosage, and curious to hear about your thoughts/feelings and experiences on the matter :)",5.754295774647889,5.389192563380284,6.7888380281690175,78.00466549295778,67.02816901408451,8.790140845070423,33.24295774647887,8.07648339933343,2.4328000000000003,276,11,54,3,4,93,48,71,0.052000000000000005,0.701,0.247,0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,1,15,10,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,14,9,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872958976891591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384023106855176,0.0,0.0,0.12087265163359152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005067659650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694307113542807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137757276604253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310691801994885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317655084606866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181098791273545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457868515080314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901049684273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394264087750176
adhd,MountSwolympus,2018/04/04,"Anxiety despite having everything planned out? How do you deal with it? Every week I put together a big list of things that needs to get done, then each day I try and do one or two from each category.

Even when I have my day planned, know I am capable of doing the tasks, I feel anxious that I forgot something. I feel anxious that I am still behind. Anxious that another thing slipped past me and will throw all my plans awry.

Does anyone else have this and what have you done to handle it?",4.192901325478644,5.401584402061857,4.6555228276877765,86.36587628865982,70.95876288659794,8.017083946980852,28.290132547864513,8.418075326091056,1.847584388807069,385,14,79,6,7,122,69,97,0.08800000000000001,0.884,0.028,-0.5632,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,1,15,18,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,13,0,8,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819861101763146,0.13000487777141814,0.5759569919699148,0.0,0.11882713535413927,0.17412527731285612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919657806817527,0.17520235298984813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487170610217982,0.3478185691510737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196442103290413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224484037968176,0.0,0.14318314836121876,0.0,0.15273257441239232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718551832807884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878748484202141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339547259679196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600956141832476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515684304409796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222851010499378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083827105015453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082936531741782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357156010357342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258033283973629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537920793368693,0.0,0.16600827388200487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631692064145035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,boudiquinn,2018/04/04,"Exhausted all the time when not on meds? I was diagnosed about 2 years ago and was amazed at the energy levels I got when I was out on Adderall (no surprise since it's a stimulant 😆). Before then, I was constantly tired. It was difficult to find the energy to do anything and by 2 o'clock I could barely focus on anything and just wanted to lay down. A lot of times crazy amounts of energy are associated with ADHD though, and while I have little random spurts, it's never been to the extreme that others seem to struggle with even while taken medication. Just wondering if there are others out there that find this is the case with their ADHD or if my stimulants might be masking another issue(s)?
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adhd,Moeasfuck,2018/04/04,Are there any books you would recommend for dealing with a spouse with ADHD? My wife is interested in understanding me more,5.6931818181818175,8.503304681818186,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,70.36363636363637,9.854545454545457,29.181818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.4342000000000006,101,4,17,3,2,32,21,22,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629183206234286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185238434936876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828934370373802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876144608989069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327335141235428,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,faramirskywalker,2018/04/04,"How do I know if Vyvanse is working or need to be upped? I’m recently diagnosed adult ADHD. I was on Adderrall and my doc switched me to Vyvanse (30 mg) which I’ve been on for a few months. I would say I notice two things on these drugs, but they’re very subtle. 1) an increased ability to focus on work-related tasks, especially more detail-oriented ones. I’m much less distracted. 2) less fatigue, usually in the late afternoon.  

But I still forget things constantly, like losing my keys, forgetting to call people back, etc and I still find myself quite distractible and having issues with impulse control. 

I know the drugs aren’t a fix all and that I still need to develop coping mechanisms, such as phone reminders, but I’m wondering what I *should* be feeling. How do I know when an increase of dose is appropriate? My doc said he’s ok upping it, but I just didn’t know if what I have is working fine. ",4.420083041958044,5.83385010795455,5.378636363636364,80.61391608391611,70.64772727272728,8.824475524475526,30.015734265734267,9.265573868473778,2.6666421328671333,713,29,135,15,13,234,121,176,0.08199999999999999,0.809,0.109,0.5789,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,9,7,0,2,6,1,15,5,0,3,1,30,27,15,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,4,3,17,3,16,19,9,20,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,4,12,91,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169811097053314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985573814456914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588295978044705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438823899294418,0.16023724630310168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500677829111347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313602241407509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933422912760015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223773858386741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305776521938687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911580438935976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140633924711198,0.0,0.1611599550280455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979749411177953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598313872262352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140349038448016,0.0,0.10502352459659682,0.21186781994075146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626547803341046,0.0,0.0,0.09681023016188464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990458393196842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519564104503057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410637134800356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358990276108486,0.11361340077468292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34228079440654635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982868595223013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395600884711624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734757834959348,0.11788005890075302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493293280226342,0.31202616054586685,0.0,0.0,0.10148846420263724,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-_-jess-_-,2018/04/04,"I am so frustrated and feel so alone. ADVICE PLEASE!!!!
I was diagnosed in 2009 when I was 28 with ADHD and put on Adderall XR 20 mg.  It was like a haze lifted and I could see clearly.  All those years of wondering what the hell was wrong with me, (asked by myself and people close to me) was answered.   It didn’t make my life perfect, but I could actually stay on task.  My house wasn’t spotlessly clean, but I didn’t have to fight with myself to do the dishes.  I was able to keep appointments, help my kids with school work and plan my wedding.  I didn’t feel like I was such a failure at everything.  In 2014 my dose was increased to 40 mg, doctor just suggested I had built up a tolerance.  I ended up needing a new Doctor since we moved.  Somewhere in between 2014 and 2016 I started taking more and more of my meds, gaining weight and spinning out of control.  I ended up abusing them and physically addicted.  I’m trying to make this short.  I went through treatment and have been off of them for a year now.   Last year I started going to a new Dr. (the old one just wanted to increase my doses, obviously that wasn’t going to work) I was completely honest with my new dr. about the abuse to which he prescribed non stimulant meds.  I was on Strattera over the summer and ended up really depressed and miserable.  Went off of the Strattera and he suggested I go to Mental Health professionals.  Which I have done and have seen a Nurse there.  She put me on Wellbutrin three months ago.  I went back yesterday, told her how I am just miserable.  My house is in shambles, I might feel motivated to do something, but when I go to start doing it, I just feel overwhelmed and don’t know where to start.  I try the stuff I used before I was diagnosed, like just doing a little at a time.  But it isn’t working.  I’m back to being tongue tied, rambling on and losing the point of what I am saying.  One of the hobbies I enjoyed while on Adderall, was gardening.  I want to, but I can’t even get myself to start planning.  I am behind on training at work because it requires reading boring things and I can’t stay focused on it and my fidgeting and leg shaking when I am sitting is starting do drive my husband nuts (he just gives me a gentle reminder when I start). I keep procrastinating things and end up forgetting about them, leaving me feeling like I am being inconsiderate and a failure.  I tell her all this during the less than 10 minute visit and all she does is increase the Wellbutrin from 350mg to 450mg and tell me to come back in 8 weeks.  I don’t necessarily want to go back on Adderall, and just want relief, I would be happy to try something else, or go back to the Adderall even if it was closely monitored.  And I swear if I hear one more time “go to the gym” I am going to scream.  (I do work out 3 days a week)

TL;DR
Looking for advice
I have ADHD, ended up abusing my Adderall,  been off it for a year, really feel I need to be on something for the ADHD I am miserable feeling back to my old pre Adderall failure self.  I feel like honesty has not been the best policy in my case, I am at the point that I just want to go to a new Dr. not disclose anything about my abuse and try to get back on it.  I really feel like I can’t handle stuff anymore.  I don’t want to get high, I just want to feel ‘normal’.  
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adhd,yolandajpeg,2018/04/04,"How do you stop procrastination? I’ve always been this way. When I was in school I was doing the kid doing homework in the period before it was due. Or I just wouldn’t do it at all lmao. I was always BAFFLED by most of the kids around me who would actually progressive work on projects over weeks, rather than just smash it out in a couple of hours the day of. 

I don’t know how to fix or change it, even stuff I know I enjoy doing like preparing stuff for my thesis, working out, cleaning, leaving the house (lmao), I just always have an excuse. I’m like a damn mule, because nothing can motivate me (except time pressure/a deadline)

I’ve found things that have helped me is breaking tasks down into increments and writing lists. But these don’t work for everything. 

So what do you guys do? What helps you get stuff done in a timely way? ",3.5960009267840576,5.153578331325303,4.317710843373494,86.85013438368863,72.91566265060241,7.035403151065802,24.215013901760894,7.61054688173877,1.0571238183503242,657,19,133,8,13,210,106,166,0.044,0.855,0.102,0.8575,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,5,10,4,1,0,9,0,21,0,0,3,1,25,26,8,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,15,3,21,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,11,12,1,3,11,95,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.13992580704776827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579304038327814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764554032468556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740787086976537,0.0,0.12201245520824665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168527789039787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865587136430212,0.0,0.0924732676248325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467355006791658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470628835007276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886770727117833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721731965914468,0.0,0.0,0.07491420641592643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197646355781046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221963721865692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120809789717814,0.16545026744124888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576043678876168,0.0,0.0,0.1518269746684445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010407074919726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758445950727913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511610682861162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987861972706228,0.0,0.0,0.4924341709263684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526048171688556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672211563811261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762912002452804,0.11501704265063148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313164074362812,0.0,0.0,0.10185857780296707,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wallingder,2018/04/04,"Not sure I don't know if I have ADHD or not, but it feels like my brain is stunned. I can't think, I don't have common sense, and can't comprehend the situation properly. 

Like when I do simple tasks it always takes so much time, and I'm getting stuck at some parts and go back and forth. After I finish a certain task, it always ends up being messy and distasteful. I'm very embarrassed when I can't do basic things even a child can do. 

I can't help but feel stupid
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adhd,girlatcomputer,2018/04/04,"What system do you use to organize stuff and help keep your shit together? I'm in serious need of some sort of...personal organizer/calendar/notes system, to keep all appointments in and to jot down stuff I need to remember. Nothing complicated or fancy, ideally free or low-cost, and preferably something less detailed than the typical day planner but more structured than freeform notes or blank pages. 

I have at my disposable a PC, tablet, phone (a basic budget Android smart phone). I'm also open to using journal/notebook/other paper systems as well.

What do you guys use? Is it digital or analog? How does it work for you? What would you recommend for me based on the above criteria?",4.938138181818182,7.419820952000003,5.550618181818184,75.50730909090909,71.47999999999998,9.345454545454547,32.163636363636364,9.800150414767053,3.69036,549,26,90,15,11,177,92,125,0.027000000000000003,0.823,0.149,0.9393,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,3,3,6,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,4,1,24,14,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,16,13,5,10,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,6,1,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538411609247315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240651077382006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834750214430247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904801863285554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894402140995884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34198112837678724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852852896005615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458773254476094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797327557377725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792187635201468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974688161508926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809865597790048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404436729961183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984472758297692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729670398190474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005032886254626,0.0,0.0,0.13665674149694987,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jasper7k,2018/04/04,"Extreme optimism/euphoric feelings when taking Vyvanse Whenever I take Vyvanse I get super passionate about things that I love. I love film and always have but when I started college my filmmaking came to a halt. I take normal classes at my university. Whenever I take my ADHD meds I all of a sudden go into film mode and start thinking of video ideas and potential films I could write, I’ll watch videos on how to screen write, I’ll watch acting classes online, I’ll look up scripts of my favorite films and analyze them. I’ll do just about anything that has to do with film, and I’m doing all of this around my school work. It makes me feel like an Oscar nominated director. 

When it is happening I enjoy it but as the drug starts to wear down I start to doubt my skills and think that maybe this drug is giving me unrealistic goals and that I am really just a piece of shit that is gonna end up doing some average pay job that I hate for the rest of my life. 

The feeling I get as the drug wears down really scares me. I hate the feeling of self doubt. I would do anything to work on feature films but as a college student from Washington state who hasn’t taken any film classes and only experience is making home videos with his friends I start to wonder if maybe chasing this dream is too risky. That maybe this drug is poisoning my mind with false hope.  I have no fucking clue if I have actual skill or not. ",4.828885338345863,5.773890117857146,5.413082706766918,82.50139097744363,69.25,8.609022556390977,28.66541353383459,8.841846274778883,2.115928571428571,1123,39,222,19,19,362,152,280,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.129,-0.2417,1,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,10,16,5,3,10,0,19,13,3,3,2,47,53,21,0,6,9,0,4,1,1,2,6,0,1,1,16,14,0,1,8,11,1,3,3,8,0,0,2,8,32,8,33,48,5,23,0,0,4,4,10,9,2,8,11,138,48,13,0.0,0.0,0.09652915654482792,0.0,0.1188795453785195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230723770141274,0.0,0.0,0.06726725409258655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280125655945935,0.08805749707088957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313520427866695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897753022314412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588513243356212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761149532505537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967602412155374,0.0,0.0,0.20006252773500335,0.07066664191466213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642337202823582,0.09144758324596404,0.10336056387490887,0.09489062595000353,0.05621706310302931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747236924294663,0.0,0.0,0.1953209944489778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922226178703288,0.09824734148454443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166575425050944,0.0,0.0,0.09816030017528042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986831618821453,0.048326066732279065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830657401489938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855371080495416,0.0,0.13205632424539146,0.0,0.2981276043783065,0.0,0.10987498118571383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987842046753613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691809317255293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523117371926563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673809538516484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903361795084024,0.10010973449989076,0.0,0.0,0.10319246741335113,0.0,0.10153733500888926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500713807173421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749443049932256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657163545895848,0.1267646082883357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727174871979077,0.14402615498494944,0.0,0.0,0.07026811429302356,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tendies_in_my_tummy,2018/04/04,"I recently switched medications and now I feel no affect. the past feels like my adhd is getting worse I took dextroamphetamine 20mg before twice a day and it helped with studying and class, but now i take amphetamine salts 20mg twice a day. mentally they do nothing, but physically they got me doing chores. This doesnt help because i need it for my studies:( i tried taking 2.5 pills at once, but still nothing. what gives?",5.1952916666666695,6.8960186125000025,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,69.125,8.333333333333334,29.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.338083333333333,339,13,63,6,6,106,61,80,0.08900000000000001,0.887,0.024,-0.5841,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,11,1,3,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426942909407862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310158853136242,0.0,0.17183723739394166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604709628098334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042152548525868,0.14426695945074078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550603420036923,0.193720569072976,0.0,0.0,0.1615109661798676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27071409534497426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865835591988067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343469113177265,0.20350941001154954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973697160394325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875363935545415,0.0,0.0,0.21506097491547668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277589365062972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939274653049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127064382865616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036695658575089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243642992574419,0.1371049386061868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057955146018657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,niquitatornada,2018/04/04,"Going off of my meds has made me realize I truly do have ADHD I thought I might have ADHD so I talked to my psychiatrist. She referred to me a neuropsychologist, who specializes in adult attention and memory disorders. I did the barricade tests and did okay in most of them except one I performed at the 1st percentile. I started taking adderall and did that for about 1.5-2 months. I asked to be switched to Modafinil a couple weeks ago. It helps me be awake but not at all with my attention. Today I had a date and I wanted to just be me so I didn't take anything. I've been staring off into space without any idea of how to begin anything. I'm talking super fast and not thinking about what I'm saying beforehand. It's almost 3 am and I have to be up in a few hours but I just made a pizza with homemade sauce. I'm not even tired even though I didn't sleep well last night. Now I know for certain that I have ADHD. It's not withdrawal I feel exactly how I felt before medication. I just didn't realize that this isn't normal. 

TL;DR: I wasnt entirely convinced by the diagnosis but I went a day without medication and realized that I definitely do have ADHD. ",2.117844588344127,4.322410808510639,4.211803885291396,83.06434782608694,79.21276595744679,7.32099907493062,25.53654024051804,8.321376580360154,1.866113783533765,920,36,181,19,23,315,134,235,0.031,0.875,0.094,0.9234,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,14,6,0,0,9,1,24,5,1,4,3,47,42,15,0,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,10,10,1,0,12,0,0,2,11,0,1,1,14,4,31,6,29,23,3,25,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,3,13,133,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743881031474957,0.0,0.10591570861302753,0.0,0.11964636405194605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125348721505722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966509559055592,0.0,0.111701781932716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167242135590003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220721258667478,0.0,0.07705755133000071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693947053812114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578366345918945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041490119826246,0.0,0.11472375871983627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790573630109682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008787264717142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766806268887138,0.0,0.0,0.13488334045663747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566549977234216,0.09739573087768212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261180507965857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272022917332024,0.240735919045754,0.0,0.12675406319269086,0.0,0.0,0.0953713056913943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212801243495757,0.11706934006351305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096571964833761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501878820074196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957068714441947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457167113830154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967479296729208,0.1920740645467891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656077699188542,0.11739281334000999,0.09485726463522616,0.0,0.13732973741988053,0.11325723735710523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047499305031782,0.0,0.0958431760390815,0.0,0.10743082234998616,0.11076323302810133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035738968271074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Corner_Table,2018/04/04,"How to focus on reading a book? I have a big shelf and even larger list of books I want to read, but I can never stay focused enough to read past a couple pages. I have graduated college last year, but I still love learning.. just can't focus on it. I'm prescribed vyvanse 40mg but whenever I take it I end up just playing video games or something unrelated to what I actually wanted to do.",3.2524166666666687,4.470580075000001,5.0975,82.26416666666668,73.25,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.733083333333333,306,12,62,4,6,105,58,80,0.038,0.8390000000000001,0.124,0.7487,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,10,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,10,2,11,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,40,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.2119769823929204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403516089011581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239389492968448,0.22444801726104785,0.0,0.14347284208429656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706462573823695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605100762439195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753471717352586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736263095152235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6518412585619816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722782808262074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315293619957759,0.1734734793145999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332363690203006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562458981704466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398836118609369
adhd,Nolongerdepresso,2018/04/04,"Advise for newly diagnosed college student? Questions are in the next paragraphs. This is just some background information. I was just diagnosed (and put on medication) about a month ago. I'm currently having a series of breakdowns about my (3!) tests that are coming up. I'm 70% sure that I'm not on academic probation, but I'm not allowed to register for classes until my advisor sees how well this semester goes. Because of this, I'm also assuming that I am on academic probation, and will be dismissed from my school if I do poorly in these classes. I'm doing terribly in a class and do not see me passing the course. I went to drop the course before the deadline and my advisor told me to continue trying out the class and if I thought I was going to fail, then I could go back to him. He's also hella busy and I don't think he'd remember my name, so why would he remember a favor? I told him that I had made an appointment with a psychiatrist when I was talking to him about dropping a course, but I have yet to tell him that I was officially diagnosed (mainly because he's hard to get in touch with and I'm also busy). 

My main question: should I tell him about the diagnosis? I'm worried that if I get dismissed and ask for another chance (aka taking classes while on medication) that my school will think that I am using ADHD as an excuse since none of the staff was aware of the situation. I am currently going through the process of finding the right medication and realizing how much better I could've done if I had pushed for a diagnosis sooner. It's definitely going to help my grades, but some classes are beyond repair. However, 

Another question: do I need to register with the Adaptive Educational Services even if I'm not really wanting accommodations during the semester? A longer test time isn't going to help me focus on the material beforehand, which is my main issue. If anything, it would just make me feel worse for a longer amount of time because it doesn't change whether or not I know the material; plus I doubt that the staff would be able to answer any questions about the test questions.

Final question: how do you know when you're using your ADHD as an excuse? I don't want to abuse the fact that I was diagnosed with ADHD. At the same time, I don't want to continue having constant breakdowns and beat myself up over things that can be caused by ADHD. How do I know when to give myself some slack?

Tl;dr: Do I need to tell my academic advisor that I was diagnosed with ADHD mid-semester? Should I register with Adaptive services? How do you know when to blame yourself verses your ADHD?",6.142745448738424,6.635877095049505,7.096295113382308,73.20052060044716,66.16831683168317,10.318109230277868,33.518045352922385,10.237710317436264,3.487692430533375,2083,87,376,48,31,699,217,505,0.061,0.87,0.069,0.5702,4,0,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,4,0,3,27,7,0,1,30,0,47,8,0,11,2,89,89,40,0,17,19,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,0,0,21,19,0,0,21,0,1,10,11,3,1,0,15,5,55,4,61,62,10,49,0,1,2,0,34,16,0,18,21,270,76,23,0.06486609761414916,0.07685571868999032,0.0,0.0,0.4677386636342736,0.0,0.05749988173857092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562018447967854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411117073088832,0.13603551825535076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053379271386736406,0.0,0.060641044989702374,0.0,0.0,0.049878025120027834,0.0,0.11862531312070335,0.0,0.05519627145580307,0.0,0.0,0.057368792052205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663535043866853,0.06861973033816501,0.05587639945778247,0.0,0.07009720741754097,0.0,0.1035806014849935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291886182886669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638053888733643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284344570740888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032798247961872765,0.0,0.0,0.0710576393064978,0.0592864380708912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777971750789029,0.06222547149435038,0.18432449056963546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058107282462250824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695675582421909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770335316793216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259484341492348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137786995913394,0.04329862385094736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603730726002694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051775500256944544,0.0,0.047684045335249364,0.09619477893110633,0.0,0.0,0.06898583070248064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520834423859911,0.4359892477900688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155488312298113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469612874136268,0.055395292940147466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312959076423861,0.10337976311301544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365790625418144,0.07291221150125496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113552934260269,0.0,0.04877123272038787,0.05213691217814589,0.17008748521125466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309415296070853,0.08312715234584278,0.0,0.051496435892220034,0.11347182947444805,0.0,0.0,0.12396467209172743,0.0,0.044039822357532316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204696317474724,0.0,0.0,0.11477911498638985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058322411860272726,0.06013152235393944,0.0585315638206978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587467080247608,0.06610409513457265,0.13823704393749325,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tiny_crocrodile,2018/04/04,"Recently diagnosed I am 24 y/o. Got the diagnosis last week, I've been reading (watching YouTube videos) on the subject since then. And everything makes sense. I have everything, inexistant short term memory, impulsivity, not listening when people talk, interrupting when people talk, hyperfocusing when something excite me, getting bored not long after, loosing every object that I own, all of my intense burst of emotions, even my clumsiness can be explained by ADHD. I guess I am just overwhelmed by the impact it had on my life without me knowing. ",8.755806451612905,10.2986617311828,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290324,60.720430107526894,11.361290322580645,41.30645161290322,11.20814326018867,5.415632258064517,443,24,61,12,6,144,73,93,0.047,0.8909999999999999,0.062,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,10,14,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,8,10,3,13,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,10,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546743204315445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508391973860916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383699289156374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399643809947459,0.0,0.1785430908135046,0.0,0.3809016104981531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107140899658086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948357291245764,0.0,0.23344246334270935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646004810113306,0.17273471674142862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967811231338182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753344652262696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145139320981812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938230558010221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119670801713112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092352977269719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529392210024505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313846650453742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34065003500545715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699812067276477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427342193319808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Choruzon,2018/04/04,"Starting ADD Meds tomorrow and I'm worried that it will kill my writing I write poems and short stories and when I do it, I enjoy it, but I can't sustain it for long amounts of time. For an hour though, it's euphoric, and I just wish that I could write like that forever. I can't though, and I barely write anything because I never get started/stick with it. I'm worried that my meds will diminish the quality of my work. Does anyone have experience?",2.6316758241758222,4.535996714285716,4.017678571428572,86.51794642857145,76.36263736263736,6.747802197802199,28.957417582417587,7.6454224807358475,1.8192076923076923,355,16,71,5,8,117,56,91,0.08,0.759,0.162,0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,12,9,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,12,2,5,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,47,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394332469298113,0.0,0.16940668271544132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254914142998979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436385918526208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180151007917914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137229686655855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755426966407156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202732359676374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775552948386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057365436624158,0.0,0.0,0.1821811739098104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573320002427656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877327540787214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457100088150233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045162555348028,0.0,0.12003964406362527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673085713765374,0.0,0.0,0.14986980847625794,0.4181252072463518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrimadeit,2018/04/04,How to focus more on things? I just can't focus like I used to and keep myself busy playing video games or even shows. I just do mindless things and addictive like gambling. I don't what I did that changed that can anyone offer some advice?,2.1118750000000013,4.514094770833335,2.65816666666667,93.1035,80.45833333333334,4.673333333333334,20.016666666666666,5.6839178017228535,-0.10446333333333337,191,5,38,1,5,59,35,48,0.162,0.799,0.039,-0.6888,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751610012993673,0.0,0.3362874776362016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406291530635573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640521639298493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729977286603115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058854909792696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362566943937723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572597286743984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972245679523437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_leukhoor_,2018/04/04,"Methylphenidate side effects? My son is on this drug for his ADD. It’s a single pill that works through the day. I noticed that on the days he’s on it, he’s very emotional near the end of the day, around 5pm-6pm. To the extent he cannot control his negative emotions any more. I have to plough through these episodes with much patience as it spirals down when I start talking to him. 

Is this a known side effect of these drugs?  It’s a very marked difference when he’s not on it (weekend and breaks). ",3.377400000000001,4.99882654,3.2089999999999996,94.31950000000002,73.6,6.2,28.5,6.6274283507984215,1.0911999999999993,394,16,85,3,8,118,64,100,0.0,0.942,0.058,0.6429,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,0,4,3,0,3,0,9,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,17,5,4,18,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652736265110574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787237787378478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251754776093409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884312396682331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975712165343274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656482712545688,0.0,0.0,0.4516681256525579,0.1778185620329601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758567597025218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285727487970784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421027898156385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136763088607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331304976539409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615960884778892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThatLazyDude1,2018/04/04,"Lazy vs ADHD??? Hey y'all , I'm a freshman in college, and I recently began struggling in school. This isn't to say that I was a good student before; it's just that I was able to get away without doing assignments or paying attention in highschool. I didn't take the most difficult of classes so I always managed to pass by the skin of my teeth. Even then, I suspected I wasn't quite ""normal"". I had trouble concentrating in classes, I'd sit down to do homework for 3 hours a day, under my mom's strict supervision , and would somehow end up not accomplishing anything. Naturally, I would get grounded when the report cards came in ( the best I managed were a couple of B's and the rest C's), and when I suggested I get tested , I would be told to stop making excuses. So I did my best, which wasn't very good, and got accepted to a meh university. I told myself I would start doing good, but so far that hasn't been the case. Lectures are so hard to concentrate on, and my mind always wanders when I'm there. I walk out with almost no new knowledge. I go to every single lecture and it feels like I haven't learned anything since I got here, especially in my math classes. I tell myself I'm going to do laundry and it takes me til I'm down to my last set of clothes to do it.  When I tell myself that I have homework to do, I'm unable to concentrate until the absolute last minute and I end up getting extremely frustrated and not completing it. Something  is better than nothing, right? I am trying my best, yet my grades for 3 of my classes are abysmal. They have never been this low. Even though I know an assignment is important or that I need to study, I find myself unable to just get to it, and when I do it takes me an extremely long time. I've actually tried tutoring, and it really doesn't help. I don't have any friends here, I find it really hard to talk to new people,  so can't ask for help there either. That being said, how do you know if you're just lazy/stupid or you actually have ADHD? I'm aware that everyone has trouble concentrating on boring stuff, but I feel like there's constantly a faucet on in my brain that keeps feeding it random shit. I could be trying to do math and next thing I know I'm thinking of a banana milkshake (this happened like an hour ago lol). I'm tempted to get tested but I'm not sure if I'm just looking for something to put the blame on. What can I do to figure this out? I'm at a college really far from home, and as I said before , I don't know many people that I can talk to or ask for guidance. Any of your thoughts would be much appreciated :)
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adhd,Ca1300se_1869,2018/04/04,"Script Refills It seems the medical system is more focused on ""controlling"" meds than making sure people don't run out and drop into depressed states. 

I ran out of meds today and have asked my doc for refills, we will see if I get them tomorrow. When I'm off my meds I get really depressed, which is what you would think doctors should be more concerned about. 

it gives me so much anxiety.",5.475200000000001,6.451696786666666,5.5213333333333345,82.19400000000003,67.8,8.666666666666668,29.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.296466666666667,309,11,58,5,5,97,61,75,0.134,0.8009999999999999,0.065,-0.6689,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,1,14,18,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,9,13,3,13,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,2,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748029377945313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022831322108054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162252049829902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320915435673594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732401314768028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144481611625945,0.1849373105083795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868574317568982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.642423315555459,0.19421099587953494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171944200151732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336531137654509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350325580018992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536249938487835,0.17550457628954555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816979462205214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235290919929492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827380055695617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694920801443733,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhd_tax_throwaway,2018/04/04,"How do you do taxes? I like think I'm reasonably intelligent but taxes are extremely difficult for me, personally.

* You do them once a year. Plenty of time to forget how to do them once you've ""relearned"" how to do them. Also plenty of time to procrastinate once the beginning of the year starts.
* They are different every year.
* The jargon, and paperwork in general, makes me want to cry
* My parents helped previous years because I'm pathetic.
* How scary is talking to a tax professional? What do I need to do. If they ask for a w-2 or w-4 I won't really know what to do. I think I'm also a 1099. How are you supposed to do this during the business week work hours?
* I traded cryptos but didn't sell anything out to USD beyond my initial investment of $500 so I'm hoping I'm safe in terms of capital gains ( The values have tanked ).

I don't know how to do this. I want to spend time to ""learn"" taxes but I can't make myself do it when I'm behind on *everything else*.

I also realize A) I sound like an absolute manchild with this post and B) I don't mean to diminish this community by associating my stupid problems with this community (as I haven't been formally diagnosed ( Went to the doctor once and got a big ""Hmmmmm not sure)), but I've long suspected.",1.0267934712761857,3.5256029760956205,3.7398534892687323,82.6709574604807,86.96812749003985,7.541498522040866,22.439403675620106,8.460557738077197,1.893083434005912,981,36,194,27,31,344,135,251,0.118,0.787,0.095,-0.8768,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,5,2,12,8,1,0,13,0,23,2,0,9,1,39,45,21,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,9,0,8,1,7,3,0,0,4,1,26,5,32,40,1,22,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,16,123,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984242088042706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284893319556757,0.0,0.11684061290137865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618741999468392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372860525288654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268533546133226,0.0,0.13057882253528486,0.0,0.12792362212286387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440581087443104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053021073832445,0.0,0.11232510344806207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999589360372698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377230841043883,0.0,0.0,0.12413459790828507,0.12308137189581254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737287099855391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211906748121265,0.0,0.0,0.11060448787851908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685193170368454,0.0,0.0,0.13614123867948885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926720254419403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324038792944491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387769058587387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091288211133091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969750524756198,0.0,0.0,0.11959019290540135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006619961708712,0.12850155751271689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846238366944845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779336453804365,0.0,0.0,0.10045520776751736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016589803958478,0.0,0.0,0.21863274462184207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743437821214922,0.0,0.10025243319364767,0.0,0.0,0.11585888613430564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098785049642072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321935351692048
adhd,Deliverer7,2018/04/04,"Stopping Strattera - Did You Notice Anything Different I’m 27, was diagnosed with ADHD inattentive in January. My PCP started me on generic Strattera 40mg for 6 weeks, then we upped to 80mg for 4 weeks. It helped me slightly, but the side effects were not worth the benefits. I told my PCP I wanted to try something else. This is the first ADHD med I’ve ever tried.

As I started (generic) Strattera, and when I doubled the dose, I had side effects... mostly male reproductive system-related. My doc wants to wean me off (even though everything I’ve read says you can just stop cold turkey and should be fine) over 2 weeks by going back down to 40mg/day.

I’m curious if there is anyone on here who has been on Strattera and decided to stop. Did you have any “side effects” from stopping, or just notice anything different? Did your doc taper you off or just stop?",5.3952727272727286,6.351917496969698,5.850303030303032,79.83545454545455,67.96969696969697,8.666666666666668,32.57575757575758,8.841846274778883,2.7451212121212123,677,29,124,11,11,218,108,165,0.104,0.877,0.018000000000000002,-0.8953,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,5,0,4,10,2,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,3,1,27,22,11,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,5,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,17,2,20,12,2,28,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,4,15,80,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125951639764078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844001824015324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093558642975436,0.0,0.21404391027796185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000218489574532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387296937950885,0.0,0.0,0.13200033879633213,0.0,0.2717539298321953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086420020167388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589831231074088,0.11763974374428612,0.0,0.0,0.11688261422548198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062241313424524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391171459736602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717130994001637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445877821660574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296130792835642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008748599284434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034228025117132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012060815835808,0.0,0.0,0.18410336329997135,0.0,0.0,0.5436476973225098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777571657416129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427053827036574,0.0,0.1765939388167688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341642271544914,0.0,0.3129603120167308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,M_Man15,2018/04/04,"How do I bring up Aderrall with a new doctor? I recently moved away from the only doctor I've ever had, so I need someone else to write prescriptions. Obviously I've never had to bring this up with anyone else before. The only trouble is that the doctor's office is part of my college campus, so I don't want it to sound like another student looking for a study booster. I have had days without my medication and absolutely nothing gets done.

Side note, the prescription that I thought would carry me through this year expired 8 days ago without me thinking. Will I have to wait several days until they can write me a new one? Even it I have the only expired one on me?",4.975411365564035,6.0449609770992385,6.030178117048348,77.7542408821035,69.0,8.264970313825277,32.1128074639525,8.515128840125781,2.6212079728583544,532,23,96,8,9,177,83,131,0.04,0.939,0.021,-0.305,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,8,0,14,4,0,1,3,17,23,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,5,2,15,1,17,16,1,19,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,12,70,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578608372012615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879487201362354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992200124108447,0.14539366050131358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332003423609168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207467322097315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745419276269051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357230119831087,0.0,0.14521330773918056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370790404868994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937238318700019,0.12835697544363642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413706744421805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932533520193923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916054148432875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294965715692792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081759755194596,0.0,0.10521729915098686,0.10944228494152396,0.2740964523325203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361571969024949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231067654667786,0.323764793312248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366423290895806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010946017879114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030698633791213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202316919458217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909240039130012,0.0,0.1126530142423192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836964931084097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27357371520823864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080192547758587,0.0,0.0,0.09137916227881024
adhd,_theindifferent,2018/04/04,"How do you deal with a pharmacist who embarrasses and harasses you about your medication? (Long story) I apologize in advanced for typos or inconsistencies, or if this isn't allowed but I'm not too sure where to ask. I just got home and typed this all up.  

I'm a early 20s man who when growing up was always told to shut up and listen, you'll grow out of it. Recently I've finally been able to take matters into my own hands, and my life and work ethic has made leaps and bounds within the last few months of getting a psychiatrist and my prescription.  

Well today, after calling around to 4 different big chain pharmacies, I called to ask if a particular one 15 minutes out of my way had my 90 tablets available. After he stated ""Oh wow whoa he said (amount)?"", the pharmacist said he has it and I can come on down with a valid ID and we can get it going. I know my medication is highly suspect to be abused, but this is not the case with me. So upon arrival, he's friendly and we are going back and forth about insurance issues and what not and how I was originally prescribed the higher count, but I could not afford it because it was around the holidays so my doctor knocked it down a lower count which I could afford. Here I am in a better financial state, he wrote me up for the original higher amount today. So today after our formalities and me patiently waiting at the drop-off, he has the audacity to ask me why I still take ""this stuff"" at X years old? Taken aback, I proceed to tell him that I'm an adult now and taking matters into my own hands and leave it at that. But he continues on belittling me about my age and diagnosis, then questions my diet, other remedies, then starts talking about gluten. I eventually stop him and say ""this is my whole problem with trying to fill my prescription"". He agrees, and says insurance isn't fair. I then explain to him no, its not my insurance but its the pharmacists who seem hesitant to accept my valid request for my medication when I come to fill my prescription. He gets all bent out of shape ""and here I thought you were listening to me trying to help you"" and I stopped him again saying that it isn't his place and that he needs to stop. So silently he finishes up his computer work, says it ""might be ready thursday"" (after he said on the phone tomorrow, and i had to wait as a sign of ""due diligence"". ive filled this at a different location, same company many times) and turns around and walks away.  Are there any legality issues with this? He has no right to stick his nose into my personal business and embarrass me in front of a line of people, all the while dismissing me as a person, as well as my psychiatrist. I would have shook off the diet tips and genuine concern, but since he started with ""come on man, you're X still taking this stuff?"" I know this is not in my best interest, but his personal view on my medication. I get people abuse and ruin it for everyone else, but I shouldn't feel like a fucking criminal once a month when I walk into a pharmacy.  I have called that chains corporate and someone will be calling me back tomorrow to investigate the situation further. Normally I turn the other cheek or fire back an even ruder comment and go about my business. I'm not the ""let me speak to your manager type"", but after been given the runaround by 4 other locations of the same name, watching the assistant take my information then walk back to the lead tech and them whisper and look over their shoulder at me, I wasn't going to stand for this guy and his disparaging comments. I'm not comfortable returning to this place at all, but my prescription was taken from me so now I may have to take time off work and drive incredibly far and pay to see my doctor again to get another and explain why I'm not abusing it and hopefully get another prescription to fill elsewhere. Is there any further action I can take? Is this even legal?  

tl;dr - pharmacy tech embarrassed me in front of other patrons in the store for being in my 20s with an adderall prescription. proceeded to continue to interrogate me to the point where I told him he was out of line. Then he gets extremely rude and said my prescription might be ready in a few days. I've contacted corporate, they will follow up tomorrow. Is it even legal for him to give anything more than a suggestion?",7.558863850807568,6.705588343675423,7.9221596270189245,72.97554337570074,63.5346062052506,11.709429982794028,35.35949381140034,11.018021493181525,3.80288302159072,3424,133,649,82,43,1130,364,838,0.107,0.8220000000000001,0.071,-0.988,6,0,0,0,2,0,92.0,3,7,3,7,41,21,3,4,40,0,52,15,5,7,5,133,116,73,0,10,25,0,4,1,1,8,7,12,1,7,42,61,2,6,11,1,2,24,16,9,2,1,24,21,93,12,115,76,15,144,0,1,4,1,89,58,1,11,59,457,135,14,0.059180801109477724,0.2103587159955567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049243167398216665,0.0,0.0,0.08048994830117494,0.12411246006478666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487007567820483,0.15805038013766418,0.16597818064934655,0.0,0.055602310755198316,0.18202553216138126,0.0,0.036076067060001084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210659959912013,0.052340609304543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417208589720445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152937059788692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945021082006072,0.0,0.0,0.03816672081009172,0.06101280732361514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366268233594507,0.0,0.12114811528162235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943796541243396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726508295614525,0.0,0.0,0.05654979159762094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0299235912250644,0.04227877613749408,0.0,0.06482967488072795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572294013285798,0.054711696998987834,0.21643668187549855,0.05677161703723878,0.1345352523704518,0.0,0.04733229291631776,0.0,0.0,0.058598297490679026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966764350593522,0.06252776562361294,0.059363168820385184,0.058779888844090536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353876140691825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504844115622382,0.048240251660528435,0.0,0.06266392334183384,0.0,0.06051637875639013,0.04180115000784099,0.028912750084360575,0.0,0.0,0.0523731466706833,0.049696967866332126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055998304941695214,0.0,0.06000004353097926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384737239269876,0.0,0.1255629554254124,0.0,0.0,0.09447510165561664,0.0,0.0,0.04388181414546972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057984619813453736,0.0,0.0,0.06210029548210945,0.06302562172918921,0.04010244244295312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205703186305273,0.15502317845665226,0.12366268233594507,0.0,0.055944985973863014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566280341199999,0.0,0.0,0.06629604140521693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843390147056572,0.0,0.0,0.050540080789090384,0.22517797648881271,0.18825179354273272,0.0,0.0,0.04715943632010442,0.053875978654623534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895497023528421,0.06652170002541848,0.0,0.0,0.050143700731101984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377695125439996,0.0,0.09452372842597236,0.14843339900513955,0.0,0.0,0.13549571677547625,0.0,0.0,0.05577720466967028,0.0,0.3114761810492845,0.04756728620289501,0.05172662866908168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046982945521293,0.0690176020926641,0.0,0.16828943886702472,0.11309958319524188,0.0,0.08035975844704857,0.12874343482454226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046974965281155516,0.0,0.0,0.10642129505182253,0.0,0.10680293603306984,0.06607325097048199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925298414291753,0.0,0.0,0.04204034312803803,0.0,0.0,0.03811049559572219
adhd,purplelaine,2018/04/04,"Monthly visit to the doctor?? Seems like too much. Hello!
I was wondering if anyone knows anything about the schedule II classification rules for Adderall in Colorado, I am having trouble finding the information. I am prescribed this medication, but I am required to have a doctor's appointment every month to fill the medication.(Have to be given a paper script). Anyway, I can't really afford to see my doctor every month, so I am wondering if there really nothing my doctor can do about, or do they not trust me?",7.380471014492754,8.665008858695654,8.218260869565217,63.45210144927538,63.67391304347826,10.046376811594204,33.811594202898554,10.125756701596842,3.8812333333333333,413,17,59,9,6,139,65,92,0.07200000000000001,0.908,0.02,-0.6689,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,6,0,12,5,0,0,0,12,18,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,10,2,9,15,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,5,48,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318593512072417,0.0,0.13320835710683027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627388348594383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277134120071833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479497342127753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896161529439438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908336939022106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307083850682275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876184040229662,0.0,0.11899587937977163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532229114235654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074010216615323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289924725892745,0.1473638415153024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35109049433463424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jasparthebold,2018/04/04,"ADHD meds creating compulsive urge to take more than prescribed Hello this is my first Reddit post so bear with me. 

So the story is that in the weeks following being prescribed for the first time 20mg er and 15mg ir Adderall, when taking my prescribed dose, I would frequently get an anxious urge, almost an itch to take more. It's like I convince myself that I am better than if I wasn't on medication, but that the anxious tension is caused from the old Adderall wearing off and that to do even better, be more productive, to finally reach that 100% and to get rid of that nervous energy I need to take more. 

The thing is if I forget to take the medication at all in a day the compulsive need never appears or is much weaker, and despite realizing this when I take the medication I seem to forget this realization and still convince myself I need to take more. When I do take more, often the compulsion just gets worse and encourages me to take even more, which obviously perpetuates the problem.  

Recently my doctor switched me to 50mg Vyvanse and at first it gave me such bad headaches and made me so anxious I didn't want to continue it, but my body seems to have adapted to it more or less and like with the Adderall, as I get used to it I am developing more and more of an urge to take more. several months ago I got tests on my metabolism done and it was revealed that my metabolism, to use the doctor's words is ""very bizarre"". This coupled with the fact that Vyvanse are so gradual make it harder for me to tell when they kick in, when they are wearing off, when it's out of my system, etc...  
To me when I take the Vyvanse it feels like for the first 2 hours nothing really happens, then it hits me like a sack of bricks, my heart rate seems to speed up, I get super focused, and I feel motivated to get stuff done. Maybe less than an hour later the anxious compulsion hits me, and I might feel very negative and angry. that might last anywhere from a single hour to two. After that I feel completely wiped out. Once I get home from school I feel like a zombie and it's a struggle not to spend the rest of the day sleeping.

My doctor hasn't diagnosed me with anything specific, instead saying I fall into the ocd/depression/anxiety/add ""sphere"". 

I take 20mg of prozac as well as this

Does anyone else have any experiences like this? Advice? Am I addicted? What should I do?  ",7.240512820512817,6.301813863247865,7.496196581196583,76.05019230769234,64.21367521367522,10.791452991452992,34.243589743589745,10.02789654360092,3.1664897435897434,1880,69,369,35,24,614,215,468,0.102,0.785,0.113,0.6758,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,8,19,18,0,3,29,0,28,16,6,6,4,65,70,36,0,9,8,0,5,6,0,4,11,1,1,0,31,22,0,0,11,0,1,3,6,5,2,5,8,6,48,13,59,54,18,50,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,12,38,262,79,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857231623965293,0.07559581664022222,0.06146697333687845,0.055758707004929686,0.0,0.06298713047138171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277542440192785,0.0,0.0,0.2842448073014843,0.0,0.04398244573184513,0.06445039289326268,0.0517628743468027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525204288863112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126317378562103,0.0,0.06986979050614647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461754127031835,0.0,0.0,0.06595140746880539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959971591647493,0.0,0.08113299685932251,0.0,0.0,0.06384406771467424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193148169033776,0.05504584492672355,0.12874089151962567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254643583995997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015220552839035,0.08309217563759104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153009274810985,0.0,0.0,0.1590253617125567,0.0898742081785638,0.0,0.0689059172080909,0.0,0.21401717296500355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300453937112133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030836670030015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055623910449193535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453901150044899,0.0,0.0,0.0630956981270219,0.0,0.18583699577400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127341442222759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843840402318676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059519264460370376,0.041987482548196925,0.0,0.06319337680341727,0.0,0.06986979050614647,0.19010103059420455,0.0,0.13345787445123655,0.0,0.0,0.050207667591150466,0.0,0.04624010749702863,0.1399228050122816,0.048513795163399834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035603481853213,0.0,0.06600492485826527,0.06698843208530376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060242597868991124,0.0,0.0,0.060188588604037835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029654466444106,0.0,0.062108001995757216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002208681439137,0.0,0.06366004436725009,0.0,0.17179048320897625,0.0,0.07106120182537108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294729080482922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050233509709118766,0.0,0.0,0.06575868553506298,0.07200758494747109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675324804088061,0.0,0.05497900150020591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178920331500302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667858264326895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144598096463511,0.0,0.0,0.10865402852232288,0.0,0.10380125055341198,0.03710114901864322,0.0,0.050456080983323805,0.0,0.05655632979426379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410237310039799,0.044683679322930984,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,addictedtoinfo819,2018/04/04,"I take overly detailed notes and it’s wasting a buttload of time. So I’m 27 and keep attempting to get my degree. One issue I notice I keep having is that I waste a lot of time with my note taking. I have to write as I’m reading, I take detailed notes and they have to be PERFECT. If I fuck up the whole page has to go. This is something a little white out usually helps with but my biggest issue is spending the actual time taking notes. I feel like it’s the only way I can retain information from a textbook. I was put in modular classes (online) this semester due to a registration fuck up so they’re a lot faster and it’s A LOT of reading. Does anyone have any good tips? I went to catholic school and still take notes like a nun is leaning over my shoulder and I can’t seem to get out of the habit. It’s ruining my schedule and is seriously daunting which makes me not want to do it at all. ",1.3795626477541385,3.3219851595744707,3.484397163120569,88.68388888888893,80.38297872340425,6.305437352245864,23.742316784869978,7.3871296695380915,1.0162579196217492,702,25,150,10,18,239,108,188,0.093,0.825,0.083,0.0602,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,2,0,12,0,15,3,1,1,2,28,34,12,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,3,3,2,1,3,2,4,0,1,2,2,19,4,24,31,6,22,1,1,1,2,4,10,2,5,10,98,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.12839183221239314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947106045449581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919957222173848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513644079673277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652496357670727,0.09399252988921622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432658314773966,0.1374781739467783,0.0,0.07477338445452719,0.11035337706614153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818756143132249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274646567021104,0.0,0.2338881743977597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855540177633795,0.1318661552694352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355643841999866,0.0,0.0,0.0878229647496497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979155700923558,0.0,0.0,0.0891541895085059,0.10006373803566494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226263580947994,0.0,0.0,0.26320811676076344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315429964176853,0.0,0.11977497923632245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012878238101754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507073738872144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946155178908614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015587087289555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490406432694555,0.0,0.07760248304231156,0.10443291484774764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196527506767982,0.0,0.1468914804090829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,axonrod,2018/04/05,"Scared that meds won’t really fix the problem I keep reading all these posts about problems that people have even when they (I assume) are medicated. I’m worried that after a while meds won’t do much and I’ll just stay in the same place I am now. 

P.S. I am currently undiagnosed, yet to be medicated. ",4.831500000000002,5.648117150000001,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.16666666666666,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.3588333333333336,239,8,48,5,4,80,47,60,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.8678,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246541565556564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172084101048809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791800753726916,0.4345827932628664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856164756725835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953670168216734,0.0,0.22535679414469745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657749492586835,0.0,0.0,0.4127845842234436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575473679289905,0.0,0.13818061546833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594969119450536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299036271534654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905013012119584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jeremylovesyou,2018/04/05,"What sorts of focus time to break time ratios work best for you? By focus time and break time, I mean, do something you *don't* wanna do for X minutes, then do something you *wanna* do for Y minutes.


Recently, I've been prescribed Adderall and I've been looking into CBT techniques to cope with ADHD. I've found **timers** in general to be *extremely* helpful 'productivity hacks'.

A 25 minute *focus session* seems to be an easy enough commitment with Adderall but once it begins to wear off, 
the 25 minutes just turns into a slew of scatter-brained thoughts and an overall *waste* of time.



Anyways, what sorts of *focus:break ratios* turn out to be the **most** productive for you with/without medication?





  TL;DR Timers make me hyper-productive. As medication wears off, timers seem to last too long. How long do you set your timers?",1.44828271294816,3.8274875894039733,2.3042658141128136,87.81622516556294,103.56953642384106,4.466864580954557,23.08769125371089,6.311591054244273,1.0426129709979457,650,27,112,9,29,203,89,151,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.7776,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,11,4,2,2,1,24,21,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,8,1,27,14,3,20,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,5,11,67,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044664803387595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630143490324256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690168128163858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373886547495572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737509854769067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621715046142656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291718291296222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804767769593364,0.1330724451162587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577801346788204,0.0,0.0,0.17261711784251532,0.0,0.3192778443173663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876227964317078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646713431864406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28852497528160576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439914166338351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580516896118382,0.4620171743291546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447333791237989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527566203913529,0.0,0.11536592926375445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,astronautication,2018/04/05,"How do you manage longterm planning for the future when you can't even imagine a potential future? I'm 24 and just finishing the first year of a masters degree that is itself a stopgap because I got hit with the ""oh shit I graduate in four months"" during my last semester of undergrad.

Every time someone asks me if I know what I want to do after I'm done this in a year, or where I want to be, I just draw a blank.

I can't see anything beyond what's already set in stone, beyond the twelve or so months I'll be collecting data and writing my thesis. Past that? Black hole. Even when I get asked what I COULD do with my degree, it's still an ""I've got no clue""

I'm in a health-adjacent field, but I'm terrible with people. I'm in a strength and conditioning adjacent field, but I'm terrible with people. Et cetera, ad nauseum

TL;DR: Even coming up with a potential plan for the future feels impossible.",5.108092885375495,5.11894670652174,6.389071146245063,79.04920948616603,68.34782608695652,9.73438735177866,30.31422924901186,9.573946990214177,2.614952173913044,710,25,143,14,11,241,108,184,0.076,0.885,0.04,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,5,13,4,1,0,14,0,10,1,1,1,0,24,28,12,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,3,15,1,20,21,1,27,0,0,2,0,5,9,1,3,16,90,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996552577772078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888587506874745,0.0,0.33828093991625857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029021247667696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558508839262645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445390590393495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514911056339076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584978066987777,0.0,0.15243713198780398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148112594392878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538947289864044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452585517664308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894045314899047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231483507484556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994316590062954,0.14747803846575652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888252485511736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172713403009357,0.2508612555889086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417381593658887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571693234352565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329718172444198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448695411904874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549883371114956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213428527971144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301956113192435
adhd,Portalboat,2018/04/05,"I'm tired of feeling just...broken. It seems like everything I do is destined to fail, either from me loosing interest or focus in it, or just not being good at it in the first place. I've never completed a single project for myself in my entire life. 

I can't focus long enough to develop any kind of actual ability in any hobby, and that's if I can even get started on something in the first place. And when I happen to be able to start, I duck out as soon as it gets difficult, or very visibly rage about it (see: any kind of video game ever). 

I don't have my driver's license because I can't focus on every little single thing that I need to be focusing on while driving, I'm currently on academic probation because I can't study worth a damn, and I'm probably not going to last very long once my classes start up again. I have a million things I need to be doing right now, but I just can't work up the motivation to start any of them. 

There are very few things that I'd consider myself even decent at, and none of those can get me any kind of job, as I've had it driven into my head over and over and over again 'you can't make money being creative, you need to go into STEM in order to get a career'. The only reason why I'm at where I am is because I've been coasting off of my parent's college fund.

I got an official diagnosis of 'other-specified ADHD' on my friends' suggestion, but I have no idea where to go from that because it feels like all of the actual therapists around here are either full, or out of range of me and my bike. So it doesn't even feel like it's worth trying to make the effort. 

I hate feeling like this or even saying it about myself, but I'm so tired of just feeling...broken. That I can't do anything worthwhile, or am even worth keeping around. I have absolutely no idea where I'm going to fit in or what I'm even going to be doing a year from now, and I'm just...so, so tired of it. I don't know what to do. 

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adhd,LoneKestrel,2018/04/05,"Dating article I found. She explains her dating mistakes with ADHD! I can relate and it pointed out what I know but she wrote details from a similar perspective. It just opened up my eyes to a few extra things I do. I hope it helps others. 

[ADHD female dating experience ](https://turningleafcoaching.wordpress.com/2014/02/12/6-dating-mistakes-adhd-adults-make/)

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adhd,TrippingOverYou,2018/04/05,"finally got prescribed meds, but I'm allergic to them (lactose) [rant] So I have about a million allergies, including

* dairy
* eggs
* soy
* nuts (including peanuts, almonds, hazelnuts...)
* many seeds (including sunflower, chia, fennel...)
* a bunch of fruits (including kiwi, banana...)

I let my doctor know when I first came to him that I have all these allergies, so when he prescribed me Concerta XL I said 'whatever you think is best for me'. 

Then I go home and do some research out of curiosity, and I found out (most, if not all) Concerta has **lactose**. Bear in mind I'm *not lactose intolerant*, I'm *allergic*. like a little bit of milk and I swell like a balloon, stop breathing, come out in hives, epi-pen, got to go to hospital shit. 

I am fuckin **pissed**.

Because I'm a disorganised unmedicated mess it took me ages to get to this point, and now I'm **TWO WEEKS DEAR GOD**  away to finishing uni, and I have an actually **horrific** amount of work to do. I need these meds now man and this shitty doctor was about to prescribe me something that would have fucked me up for weeks?????????????? *bitch????????????*

now I may have to wait longer, and pay another £200 to get another appointment bc he didn't ask me the right questions, which is his **damn jOB**

*deep breath*

I am so tired man

I just want to be able to do my work and not be a mess and it's hard enough dealing with my bullshit without someone else's carelessness. 


**tl;dr, my doctor is a negligent dick and I'm MAD lmao**",-0.7128045367506282,-0.06502416487454887,1.3378239308685629,92.27833406981884,127.56630824372759,5.256365689595915,20.309373005351794,6.538438946891981,1.068576628860412,1114,46,225,26,73,365,167,279,0.185,0.747,0.068,-0.9902,2,0,1,0,0,0,114.0,0,1,1,4,11,14,7,0,9,0,21,16,5,0,2,38,45,18,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,2,6,1,1,2,9,16,3,2,4,0,1,5,5,10,0,3,8,3,28,4,30,32,9,29,0,0,0,3,12,11,7,5,15,132,37,8,0.12415272217908012,0.0,0.1211551476012997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603699085600569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606603585188358,0.0,0.11664556934494555,0.0,0.0,0.07568234709646203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302906223126823,0.0,0.13554261734642742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419976395102927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069465769239703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279960050388947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812267158547214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371366845126936,0.0,0.0,0.12828295012557694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600323861006516,0.0,0.10560424206207802,0.0,0.1361270516901992,0.0,0.11477719108424712,0.12972934624786298,0.0,0.1411177062299532,0.0,0.19859254698724715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121645299259594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453530313983535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320241968343602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823108923543744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695457003238925,0.0,0.12130949772093995,0.12443364371384212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587137374930546,0.0,0.0,0.2758113722264456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535885743816105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205767036235732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736445216543714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390794625258382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602574638198538,0.11809766947961192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744098519426802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519419861152304,0.09557883108666873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379723493261037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955205130515124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269529054162022,0.0,0.0,0.13793824251203807,0.0,0.0,0.12127916947285815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322849222733564,0.0,0.1991756499106002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196787937804106,0.0,0.18076932079630995,0.0,0.0,0.08819453172039983,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aleagrh1,2018/04/05,"How do you manage procrastination and the resulting anxiety when it comes to easy, simple, short tasks? Literally been freaking out about how I need to sweep, do my dishes, clean my room, take the clothes out of the dryer... yet I keep putting it up. I know these are easy ass things to do, but keep beating myself over why I keep avoiding it all. ",6.08818181818182,6.459963424242424,6.041969696969698,81.13295454545455,66.27272727272728,9.024242424242424,30.13636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.149709090909091,270,9,54,4,4,85,49,66,0.174,0.746,0.079,-0.7814,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,3,1,15,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,9,11,1,10,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973065440704734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474237643379057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7659113743055348,0.0,0.0,0.15785444872638713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297788103517468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28874612813852346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159616959606672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908232751207976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25918097790183137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shimmerangels,2018/04/05,"Help a desperate procrastinator? So I have an exam in an hour and I’m not prepared because I have no self control and am a chronic procrastinator and just a general mess you know how it is! I’m trying to cram and I was wondering if anyone had any tips that they’ve learned to perform better on a test you’re not prepared for or to quickly absorb information (I don’t care much if I retain it after the exam, I’ll deal with that later). My resources are a 200 card quizlet set a classmate made, a study guide the professor made, and anything I can find on the internet. Also it’s a microbiology exam so it’s heavily vocabulary-based. Any input is seriously appreciated.",4.957424242424242,5.96855140909091,7.383030303030306,68.25287878787881,69.0,9.806060606060607,33.6060606060606,9.994966539143718,3.5612060606060587,534,25,96,13,9,193,89,132,0.097,0.804,0.1,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,0,13,0,10,1,0,4,0,23,17,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,9,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,64,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907667638381486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244416648487837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667983207282684,0.0,0.19630469323500366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454166576719277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097633655353945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432156027794229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755188637675964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459325319865165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802856682292932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989370811293965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492174592621015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109975214281094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514398050303695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536024094300467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488576082008623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195844554310626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586951497825816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cage2486,2018/04/05,"Any advice much appreciated. I have been to a psychiatrist two times in the last month and all she will give me is Strattera and Prozac. When I asked about different medication, she told me any other medication would be a temporary thing and if I were to get it, because I live in New York state I would need blood test and other run around because of the opioid epidemic. Now my question is should I keep trying with this psychiatrist to get better medication to help me or should I say fuck it and try a different psychiatrist? I live in Buffalo New York and there are not many psychiatrist around here let alone any that specialize and ADHD. Thanks and this subreddit has helped me a lot.",6.766846153846156,7.435651492307695,7.085961538461536,73.20278846153846,64.84615384615384,11.115384615384617,30.865384615384606,10.9516,3.3543076923076924,554,19,104,15,8,180,83,130,0.043,0.866,0.091,0.743,2,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,6,0,14,6,1,0,1,23,23,11,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,15,3,12,13,3,14,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,4,7,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326674424598622,0.13275222176814738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070087411706866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277150426553916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418727428244756,0.12700253478576373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656272629497353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014934784624284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387118210890355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255922466576839,0.14195329140562896,0.130320851320484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211639341468994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207507898288963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073686099500656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891705767677026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399181995685024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154958333825697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773179557479134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41056737955005385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843513289636654,0.0,0.09986626430076076,0.10073194450624394,0.0,0.2624118737936528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218443662506145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108034328056063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507353410490082,0.0,0.0,0.09025350175586197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921592804829386,0.0,0.0,0.1298116447548761,0.0,0.1844680965465271,0.0,0.13270688385895482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930095914885586,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Nalirot,2018/04/05,"Obsessive Thoughts Ex-Girlfriends Broke up with my old girl like ~7 months ago. I just saw her when I was shopping and now shes all over my head. And its not only today, I can still think about her alot of days for no reason at all.

It wasnt a particulary bad breakup, I was the one that initiated it. And when I think about it, I've been like this with EVERY girl that I have been abit more serious with.

**Why? Is it ADHD-related? Or simply human?** Cause I get ""stuck"" with thoughts about them, and I cant seem to get rid of it. Its fucking annoying. Its nothing specific, but often its me glorifying them afterwards or thinking I made mistake of leaving them etc etc, and forgetting the bad shit.

I dont want to hear ""u need to fuck someone else"" because thats just a quickfix and not a *solution* to the problem. 

Anyone can relate? **Any ideas of how to stop having obsessive thoughts?**",0.6752462121212126,3.1828472443181823,2.355227272727273,91.2382575757576,90.76136363636364,5.660606060606061,22.674242424242426,7.1686216300943375,1.0218719696969698,689,27,142,12,24,225,111,176,0.174,0.7509999999999999,0.075,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,0,11,14,4,2,7,0,13,4,2,4,2,39,30,12,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,13,10,0,1,9,1,1,0,6,12,0,1,11,2,19,2,20,19,6,14,0,1,1,2,10,3,3,5,13,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730456001646822,0.0,0.1276366781510618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979167805430144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067976055606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404479385623187,0.08777375102668891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791534382788682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286035099996948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875286877623338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028350152914108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32116937280567376,0.0,0.0,0.12131610384873892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26622917973013976,0.15045557881419555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777323304253245,0.0,0.16228494567487195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254493067411127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246250642049555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069053165805198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624493123638218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149298513769446,0.0,0.0,0.106765280788448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381603735884008,0.0,0.15109118921596568,0.0,0.09756999821226588,0.10950936568517618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777707419472704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480436496793036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108127138374354,0.0,0.0,0.14780161734123265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200056885935985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114989006301279,0.12038041902455192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767850976934282,0.0,0.342931175604124,0.0,0.0,0.13648379208454078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849278555886972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992677805890754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,krannekt,2018/04/05,"4 years and nowhere near graduating. I've wasted so much money and time. I barely have enough courses for a minor. 

I've retaken 6 classes, some more than once, and still ended up with shitty, barely passing grades. I'm not even in a major I want to be in. I can hardly motivate myself to go to class because I'm so disinterested in my major. Every major I want requires high grades in order for you to declare it. 

I want to move on but I feel like my grades are going to hold me back forever. 

 I'm trying to transfer to other universities so I can actually major in a degree that I want, but my grades are too shitty for them to accept me. No one thinks that ADHD is a good reason even though it's basically ruined my life for all these years I spent in college undiagnosed. 

I'm basically forced to spend 2 years majoring in something I don't care about or dropping out and wasting all of this money and time. 


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adhd,Cass_Q,2018/04/05,Tax time is an ADHD nightmare This is the third time I've had to reschedule my appt with my accountant because I haven't had all the papers I've needed.  Taxes seem like a ready made nightmare for ADHD folks.,4.2978571428571435,5.465226404761907,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,70.66666666666667,6.552380952380951,25.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.979133333333333,167,5,32,1,3,53,32,42,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,18,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7592693677361109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925617304988914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543263898602553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988998353574168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342261437542113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875715821461646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683923990867232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Meatythigh,2018/04/05,For people that are medicated for ADHD how long did it take for you to find the right prescription? I got medicated for ADHD at the start of the year and I have changed prescriptions 6 times and it is starting to become very stressful because I'm a college student and when the medication does not work my grades slip.,6.03877049180328,7.03153349180328,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,66.54098360655738,9.378688524590164,33.2827868852459,9.516144504307137,3.0802098360655736,257,11,47,5,4,83,47,61,0.061,0.939,0.0,-0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,30,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566743552027334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581924393250012,0.2098346507257219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098961370575955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626598438732887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365207101712302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195643056217864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681396766359236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742001967063363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171867340635154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225476949980336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895900645479703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763873468176306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428526631643215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078766539478564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676584787528738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831868899451008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235060929585953
adhd,b4ttleborn,2018/04/05,"Anyone with ADHD/ADD experience borderline-like symptoms? The right name for it is rejection sensitive dysphoria. Does anyone with ADHD/ADD experience this when they previously thought they were borderline....?

I relate to most borderline symptoms except I feel I am not AS intense (definitely more intense than normal people at times) or unstable. I do not impulsively do drugs, spend money, drink alcohol, have sex or get overwhelming urges to hurt myself. I probably have suicidal ideation but I am not tempted to hurt to want to kill myself when problems arise. Could the RSD part of ADHD be a better explanation? anyone else in the same boat? Thanks..... just lost and want to receive the correct help.",6.74625,9.417887791666667,6.9866666666666655,66.345,66.91666666666666,10.466666666666667,34.5,10.577609850970193,4.58365,565,27,81,17,10,182,85,120,0.219,0.705,0.076,-0.9611,0,0,3,0,0,3,26.0,0,0,2,2,3,9,1,1,5,0,10,6,0,0,1,22,17,7,2,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,2,1,3,7,0,0,3,1,10,2,15,12,4,7,0,5,0,1,5,3,0,3,3,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061913656017303,0.0,0.0,0.15004217971361428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450749071822224,0.1438537820484382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417013794067487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209594201204184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286275728179127,0.0,0.0,0.13753605411590752,0.16281647229138538,0.0,0.1172840566117639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746712984749565,0.0,0.0,0.07098917073122629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335187452505575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410545332505274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005967545086366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532898018151806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326040493941953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755969478271254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520367600162731,0.0,0.0973339162537532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137220041862912,0.13434140147427207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989865778214212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357202620297258,0.0,0.0,0.29185342187769914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925911177152416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145989517037973,0.08186688391719647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562011075753885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrrobbe,2018/04/05,"Energy Management Method Hi ADHD-ers

I thought I'd share a method I recently concocted to help outline my entire day more effectively.
Thought a novel concept can help keep our attention at least for a week.

The adage ""Manage energy, not time"" is even more appropriate for ADHD-ers, where mental energy needs to be more carefully managed. I work as a programmer, and if I misprioritize, my entire week can get thrown off.

I took my circadian rhythm, split equally in 7 blocks of time, giving me 7 energy buckets, which I associate with a specific tasks.

    6:45 - 9:10 :: Violet
    9:10 - 11:35 :: Indigo
    11:35 - 2:00 :: Blue
    2:00 - 4:25 :: Green
    4:25 - 6:50 :: Yellow
    6:50 - 9:15 :: Orange
    9:15 - 11:40 :: Red

Each block is 2:25 ~ 1/7th of a 17-hour day. (Assuming 7-hours of sleep)

**Violet**: My focus is conserving energy and building momentum; by minimize decisions between wake and work for maximum effectiveness.

**Indigo**: Peak hours, and key momentum point.

**Blue**: Plan for the afternoon trough, to eat lunch and perform lower effort tasks

**Green**: Anticipate energy recovery, and plan my exit task, something for me to finish tomorrow and help feed momentum.

**Yellow**: I ride out post-work momentum with prioritized housework/errands + key personal projects. Planned Power-nap/meditation to boost Yellow/Orange energy.

**Orange**: accepted as downtime, for leisure activities and reflection. Or non-mental tasks that can be done automatically

**Red**: Wind down routine, prepare wardrobe for next day. Think sleepy thoughts.



Having a color associated also helps visualize in what state I'll be when it comes around, so I don't over-task myself. My work day is usually in conjunction with ""Three Most Important"" Task completion, so I assign one key task, from most taxing to least taxing, one per color.

If you're a night owl I'd anticipate you could flip the color spectrum effectively.

My hypothesis is the time blocks aren't perfectly sized/allocated, but don't have enough data to make adjustments.

Let me know what you think, if you have any suggestions/improvements/tools. I have several other productivity structures I cycle through to help keep my edge, which I can share if anyone's interested.",4.096549865229111,7.4698581159029676,5.142156334231807,70.66369272237199,85.09164420485175,9.376819407008087,27.48517520215633,9.257850172689805,3.842219407008087,1735,76,260,61,53,566,222,371,0.024,0.8540000000000001,0.122,0.9753,2,0,3,0,0,0,135.0,1,3,0,12,7,6,0,0,12,0,22,5,2,4,1,49,37,20,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,15,3,6,15,1,2,3,4,0,0,3,5,11,28,6,35,27,10,34,0,0,11,0,14,11,0,8,19,138,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626511930984121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738603477035188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430977502318209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640662116155245,0.0,0.0,0.09727664499930104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111411687725682,0.0,0.0,0.0941295051574264,0.1145712595489354,0.0,0.0,0.08724605429397478,0.0,0.0,0.2818896517272696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182480149368328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181414269714098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290880889100165,0.0,0.07217416266637719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709093043430921,0.10482516584441348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662188542594464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228373660818107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425474037965276,0.0,0.0,0.0600538965417267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173962924608766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294095676595272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012205754631638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102496785207512,0.0,0.0,0.11621368180325847,0.10254584342681856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809319865210818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954134667961952,0.0,0.0,0.10329884436842536,0.0,0.1046538744395252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789446790938348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344803106809787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935248646685228,0.0,0.0,0.08412413311843824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400361832793496,0.0,0.26025302676677753,0.19115489296707025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140695741177165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203493997431318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530533379130034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182098427759389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SteeleNoose,2018/04/05,"Forgot my meds today. Too late to take them and this is my first time with real withdrawals. AMA I already kinda had a thing going with depression but I guess I'm just having a little affiar with withdrawal depression for a bit
How you guys doing 🙂",2.5983673469387725,5.059480673469391,4.366693877551022,81.21044897959185,79.0,7.185306122448982,20.004081632653055,8.238735603445708,1.33090693877551,199,5,35,4,5,67,41,49,0.181,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.8246,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,5,7,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787795920151196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758026759684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351736175154143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488394664758434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357344489400925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782965384793365,0.25013992354939263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849736622187201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531980906718854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806110580267457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875442302608625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994366597064172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678338015810453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473085264445398,0.0,0.23946035507865376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EShane2044,2018/04/05,"My Doctor recommended that I get tested for ADHD and refered me to a Neurologist to test me. What should I expect? Hi everyone, I hope this post is allowed here. I'm 19 and have always kind of felt off during school. I was always under the impression that ADHD was just ""trouble staying still"" which I never had a problem with so I never investigated further. After talking to my friend who has ADHD, He explained his symptoms and I realized I have a lot of the same issues. I never realized that my problems in school and life could be deeper than me just being a lousy student. I went to my doctor today for a check up and explained to her all of my issues I've been having my whole school career. She said that she definitely thinks I have ADHD but she wants me to get tested by an expert before she gives me a treatment plan. I get really nervous with doctors, especially ones I've never seen before, so it'd be a big help if anyone is able to share their experience with being tested. Any information you can offer would probably calm my nerves. Thank you everyone! ",4.379329710144926,6.0565721835748825,5.987025966183577,75.18169836956524,71.1256038647343,7.880314009661838,26.46407004830918,8.472884824447931,2.0448649758454107,850,28,146,14,16,290,126,207,0.052000000000000005,0.833,0.114,0.8905,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,6,11,0,1,10,0,20,5,0,1,5,36,35,9,0,9,4,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,8,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,8,3,33,7,22,19,4,16,0,0,1,0,22,6,0,3,7,115,42,12,0.10354806527061723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977786080662711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232057073542614,0.0,0.0,0.07041623519847807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240321484965379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622355373983514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267470433583124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31795749753507524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788922764185046,0.0,0.1012898771505772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994223811648593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000097836599708,0.0,0.16229877094533496,0.09933273960951908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940608545135672,0.0,0.0,0.1028465930254662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615455502115755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078293755737554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731390607807367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803286217922315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319450605889749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016684887236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917042320026702,0.0,0.11164232789916673,0.19816302798460847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633554211210524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849792234070888,0.0,0.0,0.3143885106636932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036846006999627,0.08269361868360373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076260876622428,0.0,0.08322801253352234,0.0,0.09533314637986573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634941913778926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815145831907003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107533173447185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599009390953588,0.0,0.11560771696004712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355757462911515,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SisSpider,2018/04/05,"Off meds due to pregnancy & just moved so don't have a therapist yet. What do I do now? :/ Been trying to power through it, but my life has simply fallen apart. What can I do?

I'm trying to establish a sleeping pattern and morning routine, but I can't even get that far! 5 minute stretching? GET DISTRACTED SO OFTEN IT TAKES ME 1.5 HOURS URGHHH",0.8337681159420285,3.348098173913044,2.620289855072464,89.93159420289857,89.0,5.385507246376811,22.159420289855074,6.937597516519254,0.8965768115942039,270,10,53,4,9,89,53,69,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.8745,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,0,9,2,1,0,0,5,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224226635907787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654564889437198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109415766986686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930516834083021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018620238118052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305390238676513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31627540172122576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779015948117205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237395574546284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345507805726955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040681284865571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,basankit,2018/04/05,"Why didn't I save that contact!? So I meet this girl while on a hike, conversations strike we get along well on the descent I ask her to come along for the next hike I am planning, she gives me her number, I punch the number dial it and think I'll save it later, big mistake. I never got around to save it and now I can't place in my call logs. 

Plus I have noticed that I never save contacts! Always procrastinate this for later I mean how hard is it! So stupid. Fuck me.",0.8375757575757561,2.8294279595959617,2.4548383838383856,95.09559090909092,82.53535353535355,4.768080808080809,17.980808080808078,5.6839178017228535,-0.5222452525252521,364,8,83,2,10,119,66,99,0.237,0.7170000000000001,0.046,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,2,18,13,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,1,17,5,11,11,0,14,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,0,7,55,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033004466320244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750369692582647,0.2284136733414445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494861784168706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046691486621485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258772744235179,0.12765128187229996,0.23438165555757634,0.0,0.0,0.1954114001682534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218869873323348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661447903074932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768815909620552,0.0,0.2598455716246381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816901718928755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552707297167308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565554998677226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968019075858125,0.0,0.2204679932704833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,z3ldafitzgerald,2018/04/05,"Boss just sent me an email saying ""he needs me to focus"" I really feel like I'm reaching a breaking point... I finally got a new job that I thought would be a much better environment than my last one and the amount of work that they're giving me is completely unreasonable.  It's an open office format so I literally can't focus.. my psych tried to start me on Strattera but I stopped taking it after a few days because it literally made me suicidal.. 

this is the email: 

""Seems right
The journal ads just can be quick logo, congrats to all of tonights honorees, opening day is June 16, our website.
Wedding Guide-pix of ballpark (use the stuff they did for the rent the park for pictures flyer).
Postcard is important so push that.
Girl scout patch-shouldn’t be time consuming, I see you sketching stuff but frankly it’s a patch that goes to 1000 people. Doesn’t need to be super fancy.
 
#1,2 and wedding guide today, tickets on sale by EOD tomorrow.
Banner ad, fun map and patch done by Monday.
 
Make sure you pull stuff we’ve already had done or used in past for some of this-need you to start focusing.""

The last sentence hit me like a ton of bricks and now I really can't focus cause I'm holding back tears.. 

tl;dr boss sent me an email telling me to focus more when that's literally my biggest problem in life. ",2.9273177083333337,5.1744741796875005,3.827031250000001,86.62317708333336,76.734375,6.4541666666666675,25.901041666666664,7.492282038375204,1.3878807291666675,1034,39,200,14,24,331,163,256,0.023,0.8370000000000001,0.14,0.982,2,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,1,3,1,3,9,7,0,0,16,0,17,1,0,7,2,30,37,10,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,13,6,0,2,3,1,2,4,3,1,0,1,9,3,23,6,23,22,7,36,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,3,23,114,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461754265788227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185532159083946,0.0,0.08074778012726931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715212760917898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607525622588404,0.0,0.0,0.13888418676025496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085443238734616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271109817177906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697691189122967,0.09463108364674136,0.0,0.14510595970134052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706989490756193,0.0,0.0,0.10594219084274588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314483796738739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594888533109247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935620300374296,0.1294287641057825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253390178982456,0.08841960454862079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973750215788672,0.19643821341782253,0.0,0.1279329013261852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975987320248523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645024048875791,0.09183267061448236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521967594547764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674851836138926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697174647141935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131220685554346,0.0,0.10533932654210053,0.0,0.0,0.1055552920601993,0.12058869031675608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875149757420105,0.0,0.0,0.11074440243607016,0.0,0.0,0.4549128787310464,0.14489224147859586,0.0,0.12484413700887773,0.0,0.09959515400143827,0.0,0.1157778765503766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516025897099901,0.07723982424997793,0.0,0.12555875880053718,0.0,0.0,0.08993319719927582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288097702340316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643412188850184,0.0,0.0,0.09409740750652854,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kerrex,2018/04/05,"Today I learned how to fight a small/medium sized tiger, you know, in case... smh Was supposed to revise. I guess I'll have better luck tomorrow",4.41,5.605222857142858,4.620000000000001,86.875,70.42857142857143,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.9772285714285708,112,3,22,1,2,35,25,28,0.16399999999999998,0.638,0.198,0.25,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946942079730965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161803456926884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074007687838445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301925966391939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chow-Ning,2018/04/05,"Switched from Ritalin IR -> Elvanse recently and it's been wonderful, but I have some concerns/questions. Hi everyone!

Ritalin worked wonders for me in the beginning, but I ended up semi-abusing it every now and then. Long story short, I ended up being really fed up with the way it changed my personality; I would become void of feeling, dull and most of the time I just wanted to feel normal again. Not to mention hyperfocusing on porn and being literally the opposite of productive.

Elvanse, on the other hand, has been absolutely amazing so far. The first day I got immensely tired and had to take a nap after ~4 hours, but other than that I feel like it allows me to retain my personality while making me able to actually be engaged in conversation, project work etc.; not to say that I don't normally want to be engaged in a conversation, but you know how it goes :)

There's hardly any comedown (20mg), but it only lasts for about 7 hours for me (including the come-up), so I'm going to ask my psychiatrist for a booster (10-20mg at lunch/afternoon).


##Anyway...

I don't want to be surprised by the effects suddenly changing, and I certainly don't want to abuse this new medication; although to my pleasant surprise, the latter appears to not be a problem at all due to the way it works.

I think I would really just like to know more from people who have been on Elvanse/Vyvanse. Tips, hacks, experiences, whatever you feel might be relevant. 

Thanks in advance!



[Also, here's a subjective comparison chart I put together for no good reason!](https://imgur.com/a/kITWA)
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adhd,classified_documents,2018/04/05,"How do you handle voluntary tics? I have this tic sometimes when my mind wanders off to some fantasy, and my hand muscles tighten and I pull my hands towards my face. It's not a total involuntary motion, I can stop it if I want, but not doing it feels like an itch left unscratched?

My initial question was whether someone has it, But apparently, that isn't allowed. I haven't seen this symptom much online, and that's why I asked. If so, what is it, and how do you handle it?",3.7990827067669137,5.0433392842105285,4.8565413533834585,84.41578947368423,71.94736842105263,7.112781954887217,30.413533834586467,7.447530270364453,1.8461428571428584,372,16,74,4,7,122,65,95,0.018000000000000002,0.903,0.079,0.6641,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,5,4,3,1,21,14,13,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,13,1,3,12,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,3,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28834783393642943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595548787660066,0.22034812298283155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351187197520529,0.0,0.0,0.15068719564260707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31143438941231644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267373721557818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455210774627092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133846210634554,0.0,0.30505300526940565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786792528697505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205851140994562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192468590147184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783172626308814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Luminaryone,2018/04/05,"When people say everyone has ADHD ... ""I mean I’m hyper"" Why do so many people disregard Adhd and just say everyone has it it’s not a big deal. If one would say you had depression the reaction is so much different I don’t get it .. this is the exact reason I hide my Adhd 😔",-0.3149014778325139,1.8160563275862105,3.5103940886699547,84.65258620689656,89.17241379310344,7.452216748768473,18.630541871921178,8.418075326091056,1.3731300492610845,209,6,44,6,7,78,42,58,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.7759,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273878406616569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939930752122835,0.1498767621320993,0.0,0.0,0.1818060875286052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33255291464539233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091438000340757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642142253197096,0.0,0.18955069034205466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279192530480498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791541349698095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412767964502634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789138924606718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151453139428468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701926862616855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361352928937765,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xDOYLEYx,2018/04/05,"No medication...help?! So I get 5 prescriptions of my medication (so 5 months worth) at a time, but my doctor has booked my appointment 7 months later (in May) so now I am without my meds for 2 months.... what the fuck do I do? I struggle to get out of bed at the moment and University is starting back soon...I think I’m fucked. I’ve called my doctor and they are taking no responsibility for this mistake. Everyday it seems to be getting worse and worse. Any help would be awesome. Cheers",1.4301988636363632,3.899651697916666,3.424053030303032,86.0580681818182,84.10416666666666,6.407575757575757,22.26893939393939,7.686295010490155,1.0946166666666666,377,13,78,7,11,127,66,96,0.265,0.62,0.115,-0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,1,3,0,10,5,0,0,0,11,20,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,11,16,0,14,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,2,10,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161211512312407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751102118818656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826078010323409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36608492994554703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306552102195978,0.2802975302629103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973507900173024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986424009922645,0.18015475584313165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428226772956344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628022344852571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265784418508034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869543773661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344596543236893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458853453033845,0.0,0.0,0.1042785682978568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238798206537034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644908395952566,0.12703735450723275,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sweetmyassfish,2018/04/05,"Why can’t I chill tf out Ok this is just gonna be a stream of conscious kinda thing so please excuse the grammar and any other mistakes.

 I’m so sick and tired of this adhd bullshit it’s ruining my life it makes everything impossible. I’m sick and tired of throwing temper tantrums like a god damn two year old I mean come on how many other 19 year olds can’t control their god damn emotions like an adult. My knuckles are beyond scarred from the amount of times that I’ve lost my shit over nothing and punched the first thing I saw. Just today bam another window fucking gone. I’m like 99% sure I have shards of glass like embedded in my hands. I’m tired of not thinking and just fighting. Matter of fact of tired of not thinking in general. I feel so shitty every time I freak out because it’s just like five minutes of bullshit and then I spend the next hour thinking about how much of a dumbass I am. I’m just done it sucks it’s dumb and it’s horrible. I’ve been trying to get medication for the last few months BUT FUCKING EVERYBODY THINKS THEY KNOW MY FUCKING LIFE BETTER THAN I DO AND ALL THEY KEEP SAYING IS EXERCISE THIS EXERCISE THAT. How am I supposed to find the time and motivation to exercise when I can barely pull of doing normal shit. I’m tired of not being able to fall asleep until like 6 fucking am. I just recently saw a post about get distracted during sex and I was just like OH FUCKING SHIT IT’S NOT JUST ME THANK GOD ABOVE. And you know what guess fucking what Im tired of watching blue fucking planet when I’m supposed to be paying attention to whoever I’m with. I’m tired of blurting dumb shit out. I’m tired of not being able to watch movies without losing my mind halfway through. Im tired of making commitments and then flaking because I can’t follow through on anything. Im tired of neglecting to do my schoolwork because I’ve forgotten or I wasn’t paying attention. Im tired of meaning to do something then not doing something because some dumbass random thought popped into my god damn head and I follow that shit like hansel and gretel and the candy trail to my doom.Im tired of constantly losing shit. I’m tired of feeling like a god damn god one minute and like a corpse the next. I’m tired of nobody I know understanding what this shit is like BUT JUST ASSUMING IT’S JUST BLEH BLEH BLEH THE POOR BOY HAS A SHITTY ATTENTION SPAN.

Ok that’s all I just had to get that off my chest thank you ",2.209165385094977,4.502442276985748,3.3383257824514736,88.97589467558917,79.38696537678209,6.207755933330564,24.68435928342824,7.369714342285796,1.1823470717818705,1942,72,388,27,49,625,223,491,0.281,0.593,0.126,-0.9986,0,0,2,0,2,0,24.0,0,2,3,7,22,49,24,1,17,2,27,41,11,7,5,85,77,31,0,2,21,0,3,11,0,1,22,1,1,2,24,22,0,3,20,3,4,7,11,32,0,4,10,9,34,17,54,62,6,42,0,5,5,8,10,12,21,6,33,212,58,4,0.08906252021528945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351792091404355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03028278391517477,0.04669490897496113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036645432759328106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085833713496292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938428077074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835973751549394,0.0,0.04812247215638184,0.049945594780627794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045570940013397884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050091673877352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03751950725819038,0.0,0.0400218251925235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045032686250162116,0.031813141118667884,0.0,0.0,0.040700764986589005,0.037878267098757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881790268164641,0.06979723633879037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049056203507227183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045701920139295575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043854321066776385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405070125942845,0.0,0.0,0.03958143007148278,0.0,0.0,0.07341964788629884,0.03629892049584305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290749191969733,0.2393129676053967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963817881052328,0.04861113081839245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059449923825509225,0.04514770829150108,0.0,0.09701519408693013,0.0,0.04486055963228014,0.0,0.0,0.04496387827343621,0.0,0.03554442696491888,0.0,0.03273560001157725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471900064122284,0.0,0.043631180023723515,0.04272894508801176,0.0,0.09345613303746017,0.0,0.030175534327010006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888195111176053,0.0,0.0,0.042648637605877414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396924706505058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035413045391504194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31997488998366064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685646792627841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197018564563909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199680268727562,0.0,0.0,0.05916918098039992,0.11413533353401775,0.0,0.03535284633544672,0.07789960763902559,0.7165498575303708,0.04221042767847267,0.0,0.0,0.0302338025044065,0.0,0.04350057048000031,0.046358612251294985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401825358527218,0.0,0.0,0.0429265456420468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057353342989220325
adhd,SonataInGMajor,2018/04/05,Thank you to my psychiatrist He's specialized in adhd and his advice and prescriptions have made me feel so much better about myself and everything in my life. I am really grateful to have him to help me with my medication,5.867857142857144,7.425176738095237,7.00809523809524,69.75357142857145,67.33333333333333,11.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,3.669371428571429,181,6,31,6,3,61,33,42,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.8927,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,7,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028100109962193,0.3275248989447194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964312196623194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012297856596821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947236116245598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246578345539787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367409559184547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171465914029472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376491876020079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463890071852752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147189133050078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085801207147529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cracklebrain,2018/04/05,"Dilated pupils on dexamphetamine :( This side effect makes me feel kind of shit.

I've been taking 2.5 mg to start off with but today I took 5 mg. Well in the morning i took 2.5 mg, then 5 mg, then another 2.5 mg... and my brother commented on dilated pupils. He noticed that my eyes looked really ""weird"" and then I looked in the mirror and there was an obvious dilation. He probably thought that I was on drugs or high on weed or something, since he doesn't know about my ADHD meds. My dad doesn't either, but he didn't comment on my eyes (thank god). 

This makes me feel pretty shit because I don't want to feel like I'm on drugs or like I'm some druggie. I just want to be able to take my meds and feel normal without the dilated pupils. 

I know that this side effect isn't exactly particularly troubling but it does kind of make me feel really wary.

And when my brother commented on my dilated pupils and how I looked weird, I felt this tinge of shame, as if I had really taken drugs for the purpose of taking this drug to get high or whatever. It's the king of feeling I got when I'd take drugs recreationally. The only difference is that my mum knew I had taken adhd meds so I could kind of ask her, 'My eyes aren't big are they?' but fuck, they are big. And it looks so suss. And I don't want my ADHD meds to have that association :| I then felt like I had to act as if I wasn’t on anything the way I have had to when taking drugs recreationally. I just don’t want my Dexedrine to have that kind of association in my life /:",2.890358649789029,4.094537677215193,4.3696835443038005,87.18539029535866,74.12658227848101,8.051476793248945,23.926160337552748,8.59863814320734,1.3268780590717304,1190,34,265,22,24,397,134,316,0.096,0.8320000000000001,0.071,-0.6146,0,0,8,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,3,11,16,3,1,8,0,24,13,5,6,2,50,64,30,0,8,14,4,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,14,0,0,3,10,7,1,0,18,15,38,9,34,44,2,31,0,0,7,1,15,18,3,7,12,152,52,0,0.07295103551137838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630189044499077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649552145164164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003248639480205,0.0,0.06819937053722047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447027414070489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824546577605004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076218305272967,0.0,0.0,0.06383994278436028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507600244633638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131741292748866,0.05211623434563484,0.1400888686819636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744205681294399,0.038113905111741606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834560730237018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541535486151038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038691099092091,0.08018396256531124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152747380011555,0.1069205731551685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245041986567094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608614803375852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412861927764963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147652582971885,0.0,0.08305523744591208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548254980596325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421742948575086,0.07865355480916086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020290409983854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976637923576094,0.060345850430212386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616127120178839,0.0,0.0,0.051635118411872766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742504991808411,0.0,0.0,0.06716351221815119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791497348629334,0.0,0.0,0.06914905172409669,0.0,0.16210256933969014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211364336306778,0.05790513639773176,0.0,0.0,0.06559174199188951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032219496919573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwawayname4561,2018/04/05,"ADHD is making me mad and putting a strain on my relationship (sleep problems) Hey I'll make this quick, sorry if this turns a little bit into a rant.

So I've been with my boyfriend for about a year and a half and I've know from the beginning that he has ADHD. He discovered it pretty late, that's why he is still finding out what helps him and what doesn't. Everything is going great and I'm madly in love with him, but my problem comes when we are sleeping together (not sex, I mean really just sleeping). I love sleeping and waking up next to him, and I try to do it as often as I can but he has such a problem with falling asleep, that I am beginning to dislike it...
Take yesterday for example, I wanted to.go to bed because I'm really tired (this problem has been going on for a while), so at about 1am I'm already in bed ready to go to sleep. He isn't tired, which is usual, so he says he'll drink something warm to help him get tired, and I fall asleep. At about 3am I wake up because he's turning in bed and it seems like he can't find a comfortable position (he always says he feels like he has too much energy in his legs). I was very tired and my eyes just closed and I went back to sleep. At around 4am I wake up to him masturbating right beside me (we talked about this, this is actually a kink for me when I'm not too tired). I got super mad and sad, went to the bathroom and when I came back he just laid there and tried to sleep, so did I

This wouldn't be such a problem if we were on vacation or something like that but I have to get up at 8am and he actually loves to get up with me and start his day so soon, but it's absolutely impossible to wake him up. So he wakes up late, is sad that he wasted half of his day, and then goes to bed late and the cycle continues. I just want to help him but I have no idea how. We have tried showering with warm water before, going out for a bit of fresh air, no phones right before bedtime (although he doesn't really tried this one anymore), but nothing seems to help. I have to be honest, sometimes to me it seems like he just lays in bed with his phone and doesn't even try to sleep. I'm trying to be understanding but I usually don't have any problems with falling asleep, so it's hard for me to put myself in his shoes. Oh, and he used to smoke weed right before going to bed, but since we came back from vacation and during it, he didn't smoke right before sleeping, at least to my knowledge.

I'm pressuring him to go to a doctor as this is affecting me as well as him, but he said he knows he should go, but doesn't want to. He doesn't want to try any sleeping pills at all and he's afraid that the doctor will say there's nothing wrong with him and everything is in his head.

So, rant over. My question is, has anyone overcome such a sleep problem??? And how can I be more understanding when to me it just seems like he doesn't get how much this actually affects him, and me as well?

TL;Dr: I want to help my boyfriend to fall asleep but nothing helps. What should I do next?",2.4518459677162596,3.5855792137285505,3.8522423509185266,90.74372632048141,75.1154446177847,7.1047279442198095,22.91002578878665,7.5991,0.7276467955044725,2360,63,542,30,49,779,230,641,0.12,0.743,0.13699999999999998,0.8916,1,0,5,0,0,0,74.0,5,0,0,1,43,32,3,3,17,0,48,38,24,8,1,108,100,63,0,17,22,0,4,5,0,5,8,4,7,0,28,46,2,0,15,1,0,18,15,16,2,3,12,9,61,16,88,79,7,80,0,2,1,4,67,35,0,9,32,334,89,2,0.0,0.0,0.13638179830129302,0.0,0.11197311955815388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051408112329848925,0.0,0.03876275829578907,0.0,0.0,0.0633592958391217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046200167484739985,0.03257357267420236,0.0,0.0,0.04147085445235953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746381802233834,0.0,0.05679601624326638,0.0,0.15856286897122976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017183133426158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656250168685748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012916983397511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008741727519445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095364196877839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563592569216453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030769196400428456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373585035965066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023554961942622164,0.03328059641668801,0.0,0.0,0.0851563653093212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735572877160936,0.0,0.2118043068889864,0.0,0.037258574678264066,0.05136053300378677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173133969163887,0.0,0.047810027747655824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735114233611772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258921041223552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120420020235897,0.0,0.15765097365083147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379628915048336,0.04669077744492005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613534109582678,0.0,0.0621921901537293,0.0,0.0,0.05074512303972351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849121175300334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908813535808901,0.0,0.0,0.13409975187428036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03156745119411794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473940672961564,0.0,0.3120313417546578,0.0,0.09366232419897247,0.052186274050501344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895313394450027,0.0,0.0,0.05001525145924468,0.0,0.15913459993624302,0.044313353188603084,0.1111396639989998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963827867935996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853589805185018,0.0,0.5128091285768887,0.0,0.0,0.07172738493418923,0.04607412042652122,0.05214850580369253,0.032973363451332484,0.0,0.037203135295532035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03502639933568907,0.037443554411494176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267715139341204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139884988923586,0.1013430067549662,0.0,0.09699402262845024,0.0,0.040234800902103705,0.10261440328687564,0.03843780765614108,0.13738628602230835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377168154638329,0.08637020625281608,0.042036048993879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050933787134721305,0.0,0.02999944981937153
adhd,Blerpityderpity,2018/04/05,"I wish I'd been diagnosed when I was younger. Things could have much different. I'll try to attempt brevity.

I was born in the early 70's. My parents should not have been allowed to have children. My mother is literally inbred from generations of cousins marrying cousins. But hey, I'm related to the two Adams Presidents, so it can't be all that bad, right? Yeah, it can. Autism, plus... I hate to say it, but stupidity. Nicest woman in the world, though.

 My father was afflicted with a severe case of ADHD. He self medicated with alcohol. He always held a job, I'll give him that respect. However, he had the emotional maturity of a 12 year old, and solved conflict with his children with his fists. His younger brother, who became a Brigadier General in the US National Guard, once to!d me ""Your father was very, very smart. But he was lazy.""

I have PTSD from his unpredictable emotional states. And I have inherited his ADHD. 

I am not a stupid man. I'm very bright. Or I was. I was always placed in college prep classes in High School, and was considered for the ""gifted"" program in the early 80's, but rejected for ""behavioral problems."" 

 
The problems, academically, started in the 6th grade. Up until then, I had coasted. But for some reason, at that time, I got ""lost."" My math teacher at the time didnt like me personally, so I couldn't go to her for help, and it started the 6 year junior high to high school trend of making terrible grades.

 My parents, who were born in the 1930's, didn't know what to do. My,drunken father was all,about punishment and shame,and my mom didn't know to do... anything.

So, fast forward to failing tons of classes all the way through high school, getting my GED, even though being constantly placed in college prep and AP classes. 

""You're lazy, you're not trying, you have an attitude problem."" 

College was out of the question, considering my grades and retarded emotional maturity.

 So, my dad gets me a jobworkinf hard coinstructuon. 6 months later, I,have my first suicide attempt. At age 17.

I said I, would try to be brief. Since that time, I have checked myself into a psych ward 3 times, have bought multiple handguns and checked into motels with the intention of blowing my brains out literally more times than I can remember (at least 5,) and became a raging alcoholic and cocaine addict long before that. The only reason I'm still here is because I can't do that to my mother, who already has two suicides to live with.

So, I had suspected I had ADHD about 10 years ago, due to learning about it from conversations. I thought it was just a hyper kids who grew out of it, eventually. 

4 years ago, I started dating a woman is who is literally eaten up with ADHD. She literally cannot finish any task that doesn't have severe consequences for not doing so. She literally eats caffeine pills like candy to focus on her job. Her apartment is a junk pile. Just like the ""hoarders"" TV show.

Being exposed to this, I started reflecting on some of my own behaviors. I looked up Dr. Brand on Youtube. And his videos laid out everything. And it really, really, really hurt. All this time. Decades lost over something that could have been mitigated by medication and therapy if it had been caught early enough. My father could have been helped. Oh, he blew his brains out in 2012 after my mom kicked him out. He was in his mid 70's, and  had wet brain from 55 years of raging alcoholism.

I feel like it's too late to seek treatment. I'm already a drunk and a drug addict. I've wasted the last 20 years of my life. I've ruined my reputation. I've driven away friends and romantic partners. I've alienated my siblings, who are just as screwed up a I am.

I guess this is a cry for help. I'm so far down in a hole I don't know what to do. 

I'm not looking for sympathy, or attention. I'm drunk, again, and just felt like unloading.",3.3732315053367685,5.519721896086367,4.5378941234204415,82.52514814133234,74.97840755735494,7.837737700895596,27.826463010673532,8.666027191798058,2.2366939271255064,3019,123,575,62,66,989,348,741,0.154,0.785,0.061,-0.9974,8,1,6,1,0,2,139.0,1,2,0,7,21,27,7,0,35,1,70,20,3,5,3,87,106,39,2,11,17,14,4,5,2,2,12,2,0,9,30,33,7,3,14,6,4,6,14,18,0,3,38,9,67,9,89,58,11,96,0,6,3,1,63,47,1,7,48,355,97,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161375353973398,0.290188511210526,0.0,0.10702005012917146,0.1935358232963228,0.0,0.0,0.13322879312471575,0.0,0.10045720941468028,0.0,0.0,0.04105034271496083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049675339556699734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056715005051415225,0.0,0.050402342828014944,0.036798008891237806,0.0,0.051366259890765216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216226979468715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523323548601276,0.0,0.1445898777722761,0.0,0.06630823542722182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126931285073179,0.0,0.0630686886758477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000435937694531,0.06176857454709352,0.0,0.20370786109935152,0.0,0.06237329206107395,0.0,0.03987058380537193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425226573730156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03052241182849305,0.043124844446891145,0.05795996915840725,0.0,0.0,0.05134652911067607,0.0,0.0,0.04663793186613485,0.0,0.06307655377810678,0.0579077110881221,0.034306881378442726,0.0,0.04827949046331774,0.0,0.0664989708973696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540752788871263,0.059598045659196575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213843761847536,0.2551161989515244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462209546128149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980610826338993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952525224188667,0.04920561896526262,0.06809446992746758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263766022760165,0.14745671041481945,0.0,0.05330349535251815,0.05342122004720125,0.10138297294831533,0.0,0.13179129009052915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029417761344853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216229889859787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139776730487313,0.04818285242875743,0.0,0.04437529928619729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633430252111049,0.06428686876840578,0.0,0.04591038397039255,0.0,0.0,0.1340566150171424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270848297393521,0.1261373773516954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328376451695832,0.07056357964037416,0.0,0.06762273495682347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601429969420568,0.12413076742120435,0.0,0.0,0.06838189866877456,0.05155147148240083,0.05742104015360774,0.0480047559026847,0.0,0.18327813283419694,0.0,0.0,0.06297397166071249,0.13639077715553946,0.0,0.04993464024202356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647200848116628,0.0,0.0,0.17090693350873898,0.0,0.04820765236502717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205925863961093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903276063701419,0.0,0.0401038947444958,0.0,0.11861682212176652,0.04792315204852128,0.21119627573874106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295183539189798,0.0,0.11793587614020493,0.0,0.0726117910680864,0.0,0.0,0.14942260546924124,0.0,0.04791501211056615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941689385190727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042881639998154114,0.0,0.0,0.2332388982615705
adhd,Hardtoxzin,2018/04/05,"Looking for tips on overcoming anxiety leading up to first ADHD evaluation In the next few days I will be going for half day evaluations regarding a diagnosis for ADHD. I have looked into symptoms for close to a year now and the deeper I look into it the more and more I'm convincing myself that I've been suffering from this my entire life. What really pushed me into looking at symptoms was researching for motivation issues. The simplest tasks to the more difficult ones I'm putting off and procrastinating. This has really been putting a negative impact on my life as of lately. I do believe I'm not a lazy person just simply unmotivated to do most things that are even mildly boring. Once I get in a rhythm of doing something and I'm in that zone I'm a good and hard worker but getting started on it and staying focused on the task at hand is extremely difficult. I'm not even necessarily looking for medication because I'm aware of some of the negative side affects associated. I would just  like to know for sure if my suspicions are correct and see if there's counselling or other help that isn't meds. 


This leads me to my point in the title,I am terribly nervous about this as I have never been to a counsellor or therapist of any sort before. I'm sure I'm overthinking it but I feel I need some first hand advice from people that have struggled through things similarly to me. 

If you have any advice or stories even, they would be much appreciated as I'm sure they are all better than nothing. I will most likely make a post after my appointment updating on the outcome.

Thank you for taking the time to read this and potentially help me.",7.121896249561861,7.1700191514195595,7.991898002103052,69.13196196985633,64.11041009463722,11.08229933403435,34.96126883981773,10.746095033038511,3.8593885033298285,1329,55,234,32,18,449,171,317,0.104,0.75,0.146,0.9484,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,7,9,16,0,2,18,0,24,7,2,5,6,45,50,19,0,6,12,0,4,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,17,12,0,0,3,1,0,6,6,7,0,4,4,10,24,9,47,40,10,41,0,1,6,0,7,19,0,11,16,172,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895354504314,0.20242417630218576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086882077438545,0.0,0.07923443249158696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313823194300422,0.0,0.08813451946852541,0.11669332248549563,0.0,0.09160348673296603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359434480502294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205230520117026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052370526981044635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620133056873294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822710800409074,0.0,0.05886394125604515,0.08687362157557467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927826695963161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884799981908388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081051734199381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692199704615473,0.0,0.11683687693602687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631587752012004,0.10120282335102293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348836971044831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913697802590382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504824480374548,0.1043407064617928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613938969234019,0.07679939598150831,0.07988326488293374,0.0,0.1101529664729003,0.0,0.0,0.09938280648737624,0.0,0.0,0.11030377331518014,0.07018495969178064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180571958837792,0.09043751343200096,0.0,0.0,0.09791165690514644,0.0,0.0991960201545986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824254730354247,0.0,0.0,0.1036028209512308,0.0,0.13270532805996735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253569946324413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973693519705102,0.0,0.0,0.07331077097429459,0.1103969473582511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827886124468786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29285404750818944,0.2153077342292856,0.07787535364849528,0.0,0.0,0.09535775289172102,0.0,0.12025831670270705,0.13762097920459684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603952942241325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715312126274055,0.0,0.0,0.06669877030618528
adhd,Kbizzle25,2018/04/05,"Confusion So I just recently started taking adderall for my adhd (innatentive). However, I am still officially undiagnosed. My GP felt as though I showed enough of the symptoms to warrant a prescription and my therapist also said that I exhibit a lot of signs. Today was the first day that I took my meds and they made a world of difference. I used to sit down for 8 hours and get 2 hours of work done if I was lucky. Today I was able to get a solid 7 hours of work done and my distractions were so much less noticable (yet still there). It was the first actually productive day that I have had in the past two years.  I was focused, and if just felt like I was able to think clearly for the first time in years. I think that I'm probably just paranoid, but there's a part of me that is telling myself that I don't actually have adhd and I don't need the meds because I am undiagnosed. Logically, if they are helping me so drastically and my GP is ok with giving me the prescription then it should be ok.  Also I don't have super good access to a psychiatrist where I am so getting an official diagnosis might be difficult.  What are your thoughts? ",4.893671071953012,5.659883682819384,6.322572687224671,76.68700146842879,69.0,10.282408223201175,30.99236417033773,10.355215969177356,3.1506677826725404,904,36,181,24,15,308,121,227,0.07,0.8370000000000001,0.093,0.4445,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,6,16,9,0,2,14,2,27,1,0,2,1,31,44,20,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,4,16,3,30,6,19,24,5,27,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,21,136,39,2,0.21807463402871136,0.0,0.2128093851678742,0.0,0.2620833317785232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439420604456524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646813640416445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064009808417086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392078887007992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231660645071227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266469598792453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938584733694748,0.0,0.0,0.2782412584520152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090249337211294,0.10459853006815154,0.0,0.09145532827117536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308541518672385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221393800926742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053270125405591784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926996277142496,0.0,0.10317374577101372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223175699877536,0.0,0.0,0.11567136232790452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015497400004477,0.08084978895931755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413970811531512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807678871757232,0.10408845691979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756066970008705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766119619173786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371945777500513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717717419475169,0.0,0.17415468443381754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333152202094107,0.08198249253326233,0.0,0.09530342108483657,0.0,0.0,0.12660072910414166,0.0,0.13973342001781197,0.10712861035390764,0.08656345012289811,0.06358053640594666,0.0,0.2067092542615492,0.0,0.12114447120614563,0.0,0.0,0.10651361498119494,0.0,0.0,0.09417323296411624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876093082925785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043291445676204
adhd,WilliamGrand,2018/04/05,"Did anyones mother smoke while she was pregnant with you? I found out that my mom in fact smoked while I was in the womb. She said that she didn't know the health risks and that it was good for pregnancy nausea. I'm 30 so this sort of misinformation must have been fairly prevalent back in the late 80's. I really hope thats the case because to think that my mother disregarded my wellbeing for her ciggarette addiction really makes me feel like shit. I've been diagnosed and struggled with adhd for for my entire life. I cant help but think that her smoking might have been why I have adhd, anxiety, and depression. Does anyone feel this?",4.217741935483872,6.091219483870969,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,71.90322580645163,8.185806451612903,24.49677419354839,8.841846274778883,1.7169896774193547,512,15,99,10,10,162,82,124,0.145,0.809,0.046,-0.887,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,4,0,14,6,2,1,2,20,24,7,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,10,3,16,3,12,12,0,8,0,1,0,1,11,4,1,3,5,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449577135892032,0.4288338931869204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648494201573028,0.0,0.0,0.24950009502290565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718806692504454,0.0,0.10875849873262676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366627603646713,0.181084756616055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612982988221713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042126670371653,0.1274578022409997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561990803291102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964379538779135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896439609378392,0.0,0.0,0.11958602219003685,0.0,0.0,0.17720369728001534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805074917510016,0.0,0.20125687624008445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601790302110555,0.08716325114311367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909161383859505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189267284953583,0.0,0.2089543613850952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285910106993731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971097923342526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313769007546335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865153019185149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863883066474325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098937508728947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Long_Lost_Testicle,2018/04/05,"I saw a psychiatrist for 90 minutes, he said he wasn't sure if I had ADHD, but gave me a prescription anyway. Is this normal? We mostly talked about childhood and family history and he made notes.  I mentioned ADHD after about an hour and he had me fill out the same questionnaire as what's on the ADDitude website.  After that he said he didn't know if I have ADHD, but he started me on a prescription anyway.  

In and out in 90 minutes.

I mentioned that I took a friends Adderal once and didn't really feel much different.  Just had a nap while I watched a movie.  Could that be what convinced him?

It seems like there should have been a more thorough test or at least a more focused discussion about the details of why I think I have ADHD. Isn't there a more scientific way of diagnosing?  ",4.516228739002933,5.694726593548388,5.435777126099712,81.18821114369503,70.16129032258064,8.733137829912026,29.574780058651037,9.095868883498916,2.434612903225806,622,24,121,12,11,204,92,155,0.01,0.883,0.107,0.9418,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,13,0,15,1,0,1,1,25,26,12,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,13,5,14,4,16,10,7,16,0,0,2,0,17,7,0,5,7,88,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7362399984873821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228011250144664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544694933777056,0.0,0.16001216265112767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437890498868566,0.0,0.0774386978474765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832553516106345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082473648278513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416881754364583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482276110786502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491695811960328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258498878215392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005730494586314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310281881032915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811365661935784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913669210368284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394246299146705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840239672399624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434477689207095,0.0,0.0,0.12309848360062595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981341814494792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170158484883998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215656274490253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819665277609833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,minishaq5,2018/04/05,"tips on dealing with adhd at work ? Hi everyone. I have extreme ADHD with a little OCD (and a lot of anxiety). It’s been the source of a lot of stress and late hours at work. Does anyone have any tips, blogs or books I could read to help me figure out ways to help manage ADHD and/or OCD? A simple google search result overwhelms me - I’ll end up making a list of all the different blogs/books that come up and never end up reading them. Thank you. ",2.2176098901098875,4.019086736263739,3.3693269230769265,91.16629807692308,77.24175824175825,5.868681318681317,19.06730769230769,6.6274283507984215,0.03931758241758265,347,7,73,3,8,112,62,91,0.052000000000000005,0.855,0.093,0.5661,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,2,2,16,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,15,5,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,5,42,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646313390234554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649771478009884,0.0,0.1198034589324308,0.0,0.0,0.10950282846685476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490253724385676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250374584365262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145431049279574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362034453143265,0.0,0.0,0.13704730636340684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774135548254527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964411590632248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993992284783525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422574720761031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766588280831696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696074374992916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628230325614705,0.0,0.0,0.10453598072426663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207845016723911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31329753782063513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939208947869975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418212225682558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430686215870057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280226327263133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nonNSFW-account,2018/04/05,"Went to doctor for ADD, super nervous but the doctor was nice. I went in to get a rash looked at and asked about treatment for ADD. I told him my symptoms and how it effects my life. He was super nice and have me a low dose of Adderall (5mg). I'm pretty excited and anxious. ",1.5046551724137949,3.0390608448275853,3.3788275862069,91.49893103448278,78.48275862068967,5.329655172413793,23.66896551724138,5.6839178017228535,0.3700372413793098,211,7,46,1,5,71,43,58,0.13699999999999998,0.561,0.302,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,1,3,0,3,6,1,2,0,9,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,6,5,8,5,0,5,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989165379757637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473601951513843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416474862125646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823973641041742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689096210790174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219278983095148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269187790101525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750150583886583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528314402043549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905636143554618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kamikaze_VikingMWO,2018/04/05,"What would a list of 'ADHD Tropes' contain? I was inspired by reading this ['Autism Tropes'](https://www.reddit.com/r/aspergers/comments/89oava/autism_tropes_long_read/) post from /r/aspergers And i was wondering what the equivalent list would be for ADHD.

I found it very useful and probably something that I could refer to when meeting new people who don't understand us. And hence i thought it might be a good idea to generate a similar list for ADHD.",9.4316,11.39077162666667,7.251999999999999,69.78600000000003,59.4,11.333333333333336,37.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.842066666666668,372,17,53,10,5,108,55,75,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.8516,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,14,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.649540496317852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384056852326113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975326642352019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110700074679906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337513126315895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111792570291214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399658815067914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489806142162885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254044230837934,0.0,0.19423953245777295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020558207337012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869352868967869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302439857393082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754961264082176,0.21670648325415046,0.15559765683244772,0.0,0.14864825153786607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537239615803276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595648484849826,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aussieprep,2018/04/05,Got my appointment booked to see psychologist Hi so just got refereed to phychologist and omg over the moon RN!! So im in townsville and was wondering if anyone had any expierance with DR Sharma in townsville?,5.97438596491228,8.167954684210532,6.118421052631582,73.75728070175441,67.94736842105263,11.382456140350875,33.719298245614034,11.20814326018867,4.447077192982457,170,8,30,6,3,54,32,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,6,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,16,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669811243025865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745147003272348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279953731034215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240748327824789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312850973219818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257574129560109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,joshamo,2018/04/05,"How hard (expensive) is it to get diagnosed as an adult after being diagnosed as a kid? I have alright insurance, but I don't really want to spend money on a specialist right now. I was diagnosed as a kid, but I fought it super bad and would always spit the pills out on the bus and stuff, so my mom gave up. Now I'm 27 and I have a job I really like and I'm wondering what I will need to do to get back on the medication. Does anybody have any experience in a situation like this?",3.0795378151260486,3.670504460784315,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,73.01960784313725,10.534453781512603,26.336134453781508,10.608840637214634,2.702813445378151,373,12,83,12,7,136,65,102,0.101,0.759,0.14,0.7211,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,9,1,10,6,1,1,0,12,19,11,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,4,14,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959958617569986,0.0,0.0,0.1304359885736779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748847983030064,0.16015163280976832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840431184514248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785243630608995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876249876381843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042348257593512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182225512745966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033980150919744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741535902227488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322633810667336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464316179509392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422231702039047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457541783815872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638029478078898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560018083128665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195742218516288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313330299179837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080075480862409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625486987180044,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,elieacid,2018/04/05,"I'm taking control of my life. I need some advice! Hello, fellow ADHDers. I've created this post because I need advice from other people who have struggled with executive dysfunction and have managed to overcome it.

Some background info: I was diagnosed with ADHD and depression when I was 19 and I'm now 21 years old. I'm currently a full-time student with a part-time job, so I've been forced to be a bit more organized. This is the first time in my life I haven't felt consistently suicidal. I've dealt with ideation since I was ten years old and it got to a point that I've wasted a lot of my life battling those feelings. 

I'm now at a point where I feel ready to change and work toward becoming a better person for myself, my friends and family. I'm no longer plagued with self-hatred and I'm starting to challenge my self-defeating thoughts. I've started Vyvanse which works way better than the Concerta I was one before.

I've been planning out my future and putting together routines I want to implement. I have a habit of doing this every other week- writing out a plan to change my life and I always end up giving up (literally) the day after. I'm currently reading The Power Habit, so I understand the mechanics of implementing habits, but I always fall short.

I can easily guess what ends up killing my motivation.

* Internet addiction. I've tried the Chrome extensions. I've deleted my apps and social media account. Nothing seems to work. I can't delete social media because of the nature of my career path, but it's the Number One thing that always kills my motivation and fuels my depression. I'm sure plenty of you can relate, but nothing makes me more insecure than seeing other people succeeding at life while I flounder. I have an unhealthy dependency that I can't seem to beat.

* In the same vein, I have no impulse control. I know I shouldn't go online while I have work to do, order food, spend money on stuff I don't need, but I just do it anyways! It's embarrassing!

* I always know exactly what I want to change about my habits and what steps I should take, but I always end up getting overwhelmed.

Thank you for taking the time to read my post. I would appreciate any advice, insights and/or resources you guys would have to offer!",3.782530924084405,5.954439334101384,4.878496240601507,80.42834586466168,73.86175115207374,7.609895707009459,27.319670143099685,8.452757503120043,2.149369585253456,1797,69,321,33,38,589,218,434,0.107,0.792,0.101,-0.8832,4,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,0,17,9,16,3,4,20,0,28,9,1,6,2,59,63,22,3,9,6,0,3,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,22,19,1,2,13,2,3,4,7,9,0,4,9,4,48,7,44,49,7,47,0,3,1,0,14,16,0,7,23,201,70,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358887213746061,0.09215043909530968,0.22478262030597432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190055980933156,0.0,0.0,0.05214275493425356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348275472423802,0.08468334156053997,0.06524618612738678,0.0,0.0,0.1356285410379104,0.08371104846898743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334120292382325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199877765444072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049450099344035416,0.0,0.13208298164743484,0.07782519106232677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037382731813338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064603389097177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228392653559641,0.0,0.07754004155465645,0.0,0.07362161355896023,0.0,0.0,0.06522112379750575,0.09271771590502484,0.0,0.059240193652512485,0.0,0.04006038766334605,0.07355523458202606,0.04357711020090209,0.0,0.061325325760603976,0.0,0.08446798037615144,0.07592194379820119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608974894779454,0.0,0.16966271691661525,0.0,0.08427896893094865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079494605626514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518775032254724,0.0,0.0,0.05118226279289025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705643049362691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714663741380246,0.0,0.16091850259623536,0.0,0.1039161720290179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303334556570259,0.0,0.1063158765379636,0.06695109782029995,0.0,0.0,0.1449684466199519,0.0,0.14687008071597385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770812167748885,0.0,0.0,0.15339481011229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110136688560518,0.1396070943576493,0.15998094799556625,0.0,0.0,0.06342772158930161,0.0,0.0,0.1563243878460816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085442624972668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015908836894907,0.0877764255485496,0.083871815734377,0.0,0.07226684015563882,0.0,0.17295390669374472,0.0,0.0,0.07059356233381958,0.0,0.0,0.05094056266695261,0.0,0.0,0.060872699414329386,0.08942154860385411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205841573660325,0.0,0.0,0.07982310227759683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045175579701073,0.06086235994425671,0.06150538778845481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232860729877988,0.0,0.0,0.10893779187805587,0.0,0.0,0.09875450409460304
adhd,sbnbmx5,2018/04/05,"How do you carry your meds? Pretty much I am putting my days doses in the coin compartment of my wallet but dont love it (also means i cant carry coins).

I have had a quick google but all i can find are things that are way too big (i only need to carry 2 - 3 pills), too medical (I need to bring it to work and want to be discreet), or look like I am tryingn to take drugs onto a music festival!

TL;DR whats a good way to carry my pills around",1.8621796759941065,2.491967412371136,4.047275405007365,90.72670103092787,75.90721649484536,6.7799705449189975,20.04270986745213,6.868970318607317,0.1457287187039764,337,6,80,3,7,117,69,97,0.047,0.7979999999999999,0.156,0.8654,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,11,6,0,1,1,12,19,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,12,4,10,17,2,10,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,3,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742299369971275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939497972880949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050762341389458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534110393394016,0.0,0.2526591269924013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991285205915754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827383655012782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643989618409196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295527353580454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663547777072948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373234517803343,0.24200358898285396,0.2194803187465774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015894549232249,0.32309453292303186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656993598268034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165132274540988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901874258210485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381053972960133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474262924940726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850491110474274,0.3458688926642169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861138740422576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MayTheBananaBeWithYo,2018/04/06,"Why ADHD sucks for me in University... I’m a nontraditional student, started school after the military I’m 2016. When I first started I came in as Pre-Med, I had been a medic in the army so planned on Pre-Med to PA. After a year I was like nah, not into that so I switched majors to Mass Communication, I love writing and do it freelance on the side so I was like I’ll do that....

Now, I’m sitting here debating on dropping out of Uni and going to get Fire Science at local Community College because I’ve always wanted to work Fire and being a medic I’d love to get back into emergency medicine.

But I can’t make up my mind, and it’s like every year it’s something new. Idk. I’m doing good in school (except this semester when I lost a lot of motivation) and have a great GPA without meds, so I got that going for me.",1.404100877192981,3.2653299473684214,3.966429093567253,85.66087171052631,79.93567251461988,6.3802631578947375,24.722587719298247,7.413659706084162,1.1691429824561408,635,24,135,9,16,223,104,171,0.08900000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.149,0.9201,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,1,0,9,0,10,4,0,2,0,19,28,13,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,7,2,13,7,26,20,2,32,0,1,0,2,4,15,1,1,15,83,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819461496720786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722168295062762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680870861321206,0.0,0.10053006128099563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886177153508732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389471819493849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027578865257068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232154694698731,0.0,0.18744888602687013,0.13832206306597752,0.13189681401615952,0.18181829895181886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417059930298395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002314348395582,0.14020400990594226,0.2976826993346531,0.0,0.1100813948037242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831823087924309,0.33226706836438874,0.0,0.0,0.16651615738491093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927499666128467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33380360297475337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269588763422206,0.0,0.0,0.2334539967877408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727056696254477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880926025746288,0.0,0.0,0.15897123879424127,0.0,0.12005937708442535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239845525927192
adhd,kilerppk,2018/04/06,"Hi! I´m back on Ritalin, so my question is: does it help adhd in long term?  Does the other symptoms of adhd besides the difficulty of study, like: forgetting where you put stuff, brain fog etc..  Get better with the medication?",3.913536585365853,6.552968097560978,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,75.34146341463416,8.002439024390245,27.32317073170732,8.841846274778883,2.5483121951219516,176,7,30,4,4,58,36,41,0.05,0.768,0.182,0.747,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358681962912905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714293649447359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717491952597635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887806072708205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901977509496048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864031842704304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647848827765242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943395806798562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891866271536976,0.0,0.0,0.19729749266059488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245915645095595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411923918439489,0.2497471237467968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552163359034504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317230854636328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Clayton1623,2018/04/06,"Started my taking medication for ADHD today. Let me preface this by saying that I am not an emotional person but the difference in how I feel right now is about to make me tear up. I use to be on meds for it when I was younger and just thought I grew out of it. With that being said, the static is gone from my head. I feel calm and can sit without chasing a novels worth of thoughts running through my head and the anger I would feel over the most trivial of things is gone. I apologize if this comes off as corny or redundant but I feel happy. ",4.526875,4.766922937500002,5.189285714285713,86.35571428571428,69.625,8.185714285714287,29.392857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.7150214285714291,427,15,92,5,7,138,81,112,0.086,0.83,0.084,0.1875,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,10,3,2,3,0,24,24,10,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,6,6,14,2,20,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,4,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770640502717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321183219109506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979560708071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131285144414581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832073787474168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169459029442552,0.0,0.0,0.3889022503124648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193746154163956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264728543471298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104587201150931,0.19087133033027054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543810259564098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180654700836564,0.18022958347669807,0.15067433710877906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341080088289922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245803823718126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587560633277198,0.0,0.0,0.3008364080305777,0.0,0.0,0.17959563034524387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636414508509601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826425470467119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459422008013647,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ryzws,2018/04/06,"How did ADHD Medication help you in your studies? For people who require ADHD medication like adderal etc... Would you say taking the medication was worth it? Did the medication improve your grades and your overall ability academically? Do you regret taking the medication, and why? Do you still continue to use medication? 

Still deciding what is best for me, so just wanted to hear from you guys. ",6.332107843137255,9.171972308823527,7.571176470588237,60.966960784313756,68.55882352941177,10.415686274509804,33.392156862745104,10.504223727775694,4.514492156862746,319,15,46,10,6,108,47,68,0.034,0.7509999999999999,0.215,0.9282,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,2,0,10,12,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,2,6,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,0,4,37,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213867170350421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032032790690788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912192254525414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239385784687374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507008148864281,0.0,0.08962295118353271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532392046441117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8081921572250365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926976335237509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633150731759758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356185418826015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106646195936498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548245349876055,0.0,0.0,0.07886558417695114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065241940723785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498370175025317,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DorisCrockford,2018/04/06,"Learning curve overwhelm! I am embarrassed that I don't like gadgets with a lot of bells and whistles, because, firstly, I lack patience unless I'm hyperfocused, and secondly, on principle I hate things that have tons of features I don't want and have to disable. I did very well in college math and science, so it's not like I'm stupid. I generally rule when it comes to understanding how things work. But I got a camera for my birthday in 2014, and haven't opened it until today because I was dreading the learning curve overwhelm.

Sure enough, I finally took it out of its packaging and the little booklet full of tiny print sent me into a tizzy. This model has eleventy-seven configurations of the 110b Fandango trimester format! 200-400 ILB FOM trap fenestrations! Use the app to connect to your trans-hubulus pro-stineal capability! I don't even know what I'm looking at. The print is so small, I can barely read it, and I'm nearsighted. It's not something I can figure out by just starting to poke buttons. Plus I have a hangup about gifts anyway–I feel so obligated to like it that I automatically hate it, even if I would have liked it otherwise. I just want to go outside and throw things, but it's raining.",5.0310956829083535,6.518817072961376,5.708083817217872,78.55013885382479,69.25751072961373,8.2291340570563,32.590002524614995,8.671277953709913,2.682503357737946,970,44,179,16,17,315,143,233,0.109,0.857,0.034,-0.8615,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,11,13,3,4,9,0,16,0,0,2,1,39,35,19,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,15,0,1,6,1,0,5,6,7,1,2,5,2,20,6,26,29,5,22,0,2,1,0,2,11,0,2,10,120,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074279182567712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489001138431306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860642600473736,0.0,0.22833947803258625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874011729955496,0.0,0.0,0.18935526778449185,0.0,0.1470312011626111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823803214318637,0.0,0.13824871120382082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413189709991065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499712143213372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377947857787382,0.1732470944636084,0.0,0.0,0.14515548127797334,0.0,0.0,0.14695596568943287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729027489080434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307297193734235,0.0,0.0,0.12234834640255947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291470759227156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445134803292552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638472495843636,0.0,0.19204934467388587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994916255720605,0.0,0.14929206010403734,0.0,0.1426242795342875,0.2039098612190773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554182776605342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584120604931226,0.0,0.0,0.1227919227638764,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PurpleSweetz,2018/04/06,"Is this part of ADHD? Acting childish In a lot of situations where I have to be normal/serious (usually involving conversation or when I have to concentrate with others or sit still) I curve the topic towards being goofy and usually somewhat childish and annoying others. Like very very quickly I'll lose interest in what others are saying and start cracking jokes and whatnot the entire time instead of seriously focusing and considering what others have to say. 

For example, I was in a study group at school and at the time I didn't notice it, but it was clear they didn't want me around to study with them and this drove my self esteem pretty low but now I can see it's because of how I was acting. Does anyone else relate?",7.127173913043477,7.366839072463769,7.7259057971014515,70.39581521739133,64.07246376811594,10.668115942028983,33.19202898550725,10.411451182825502,3.55383768115942,584,22,99,13,8,194,91,138,0.08900000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.097,0.6221,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,1,19,17,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,10,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,6,3,11,3,18,9,3,22,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,4,10,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221290325841167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928581756042146,0.18945107755257787,0.0,0.1645994861057665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271283422958885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618065331801883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445955322435995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033240796342967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685490589617786,0.0,0.15719468510698584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811619550997516,0.0,0.2105089611213231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002278118971314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881089556611633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940785252964903,0.0,0.18712785851273198,0.1473407209125146,0.0,0.19289018733464275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078344442359844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087260320384336,0.0,0.14766073745122618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563241721044574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072806859446951,0.30512240322905354,0.1090583368771905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,darth_Marshmallow,2018/04/06,"God I hate how everyone thinks I'm some sort of super idiot... I've had depression, and anxiety for most of my life and probably adhd too as a therapist suggested. My talking is mostly either too quiet or I end up swallowing my words and when it isn't it's too monotonous. My movement and posture is really stiff. I was isolated for a really long period of time...

Setting aside all of that, every time I join a new class or something people always assume I'm some big idiot because of how distracted I am and how I talk. I almost never do the homeworks or assignements because of how scattered my mind is either, so even the teachers initially assume I am that. Every retard tries to explain conversations to me..

However, I always had this fear right the day before an exam or test which forced me to study and do well, this would lead to some kind of sudden focus which allowed me to read and study. All this is fine, it's just regular, routine life for me. 

What really gets my nerves is how people react...The business teacher looked horrified when I answered her question, the main teacher had this deer in the headlights look when she realized all my grades were good. The French teacher thanks me for studying a tiny tiny letter, the computer teacher still looks at me with suspicion  like I cheated or something. Some people seem terrified by the thought I can even engage in convwrsation. Every raging idiot classmate who ran to compare their marks to mine had this extremely dissapointed look when they realized I got much more than them. Eventually they start considering me mad instead of stupid.

Guess it's better to be smarter than people think than stupider.",6.337142857142857,7.66776431391586,6.8365973185390665,72.25533980582526,66.05501618122977,9.898659269533058,32.837263060564034,10.07000556051586,3.559468053629219,1339,56,219,31,21,437,180,309,0.174,0.743,0.083,-0.9861,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,3,19,21,9,2,13,0,19,4,0,7,4,51,37,23,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,15,8,1,1,11,1,0,3,2,12,1,0,9,5,34,9,30,26,14,25,0,1,4,0,14,6,0,18,16,157,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029411323629193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689434690330955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942675821897091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930280098852796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232249249901066,0.0,0.0993338275395986,0.0,0.0,0.10324359862661878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528513054335627,0.0,0.10054463638890823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033935401317166,0.0,0.0,0.15420619309438793,0.0,0.295065610357213,0.11154635117358024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136057296514558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098979688331494,0.0,0.0,0.09791270656907876,0.09336452740732057,0.0,0.12859798086774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525273597488628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156268977255102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490832685686854,0.057031364452273726,0.0,0.0,0.10330777966720643,0.3921157106519369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787018857044185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581446918049161,0.0,0.09003408091440493,0.11274445787038878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237204677105412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258612655380618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077115418256746,0.0,0.11676769568886898,0.0,0.22435241464842132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969199604049764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627216590983472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973831404909651,0.0,0.0,0.08262641612695491,0.0,0.0932256044395681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765611901514234,0.0,0.1074749217154648,0.0,0.1355396156192261,0.0,0.14959956528208118,0.0,0.09267542801179517,0.13613952346573496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925615269938213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495977805422367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292597984066183,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sas6709,2018/04/06,"Son (6) not bringing homework home This has been an issue all year. He has a 504 in place, but does not have any accomidations regarding homework. We just switched schools and the 504 is in place at this new school, as well. I really struggle with knowing what should have an accomidation, and what ks a habit that must be taught without accomidations. I also want to be sure that I am supporting him as my son, but also his teacher's authority in the classroom. He forgets/doesn't listen when told to put his homework folder in his backpack, and then if he does and we have him do it, he forgets to turn it in. At his old school when his teacher helped clean out his desk he came home with a stack of things he had just stuffed into his desk. 

Any tips on how to help him with this?",4.348831168831167,5.528861155844158,4.811558441558443,85.50162337662337,70.55844155844156,7.418181818181819,28.935064935064936,7.686295010490155,1.585735064935065,614,23,127,7,11,195,93,154,0.029,0.8590000000000001,0.112,0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,1,3,28,23,15,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,10,12,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,5,1,16,3,21,14,1,21,0,0,0,0,24,12,0,1,6,87,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487591031901861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115353218807783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778881283023336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722156632594178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850076101135934,0.0,0.3120242288464697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233587056847235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547677833223193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150214580792319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320554641861673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249974172513257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563534571772958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963831645690843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722225961911424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259668846780054,0.0,0.0,0.1764968174969163,0.1465878559054376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332910424591893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861828862323995,0.0,0.0,0.16917506160982965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917372955328493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398426970006387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992810230155296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015804610424127
adhd,Karmasbytch,2018/04/06,"Why do I go totally stupid on tests? 38, college student.  Found out I had adhd 10 years ago, went back to college year and a half ago.

In class, I get high marks on all my assignments.  My professors give me glowing recommendations.  I participate fully in class.  I turn in my homework/assignments on time, in fact early.  And I do well on them.  I'm often the one leading in class discussions and spouting off ideas no one else thinks off.  I do just as well in study groups.  Yet, on test day-I fail.  

I fail badly-like I hadn't show up to class all semester.

What the hell gives?",0.6289855072463729,3.0924524782608707,2.380869565217392,91.648115942029,89.43478260869566,5.849275362318841,20.71014492753623,7.3011,0.7433884057971021,445,15,95,8,15,146,76,115,0.155,0.8079999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,4,14,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,4,2,3,4,1,14,2,18,10,3,27,1,2,1,0,5,16,1,1,8,57,15,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280793187502495,0.0,0.3581853317710953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553531627850285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029646381089138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877509868602786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152197416145095,0.0,0.0,0.10555543711070504,0.3876225563932901,0.11482167756170394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346205746339053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807397828197046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738095560525593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945646904787045,0.0,0.0,0.11780877820401488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197570807821453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633091375186096,0.18728933549961527,0.18230600631074215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020903576763
adhd,GordanFreechman,2018/04/06,"My anger outbursts make me hate myself to an unbearable level and make me want to die. I let my emotions control me. When I lose things I tear the house apart looking for what I lost and get so frustrated. I upset my husband and my pets when I get angry. I want to hurt myself when I make everyone else suffer for my issues. I don't know how to deal with frustration and anger and I feel like I'd be better off killing myself so I don't have to hurt my family with my emotions. 

That's all, I'm having a miserable miserable week and no one understands. I hate my life.",2.92775894538606,4.16638266101695,4.523333333333333,85.9848493408663,74.08474576271186,7.956308851224105,24.975517890772128,8.515128840125781,1.562940489642184,446,14,94,8,9,150,69,118,0.414,0.532,0.055,-0.995,0,0,0,0,0,5,9.0,0,0,0,4,6,17,7,3,3,0,6,1,0,5,1,19,21,12,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,15,0,1,1,2,26,2,10,18,1,7,0,7,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,63,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416387894229612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962073810404375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651066023769645,0.0,0.0,0.16620939333315826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378395218535585,0.3602921728827587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302924689706585,0.0,0.0,0.15097423847357308,0.0,0.08097615393899879,0.11441048833719393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734250089337346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162279931795841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479046132703847,0.3428856657420811,0.0,0.0,0.16715396367165694,0.0,0.0,0.17718115708081633,0.0,0.08801371040228392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376321829659188,0.11311798548520732,0.07824071930477132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448483806565315,0.1791657832877641,0.17482156806867302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207021333313548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852111727386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063958894412188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667207726052853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892007676597947,0.0,0.1284618798179286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,floosh222,2018/04/06,"Alternative to fidget toys when needing to focus (studying, watching TV/lecture)? When I’m sitting passively either studying or watching a school lecture or TV, I need to constantly be doing something with my hands or doing a small secondary activity (like eating) in order to focus. 

Most often it ends up being nail biting, playing with or at with my hair, or eating. 
I tried a few different fidget toys but they don’t work well for me as an alternative. 

Anyone else have this issue or any ideas or advice? Thank you!",6.913192982456143,7.830511073684215,7.6018421052631595,68.7620614035088,64.57894736842104,8.85964912280702,33.7280701754386,8.841846274778883,3.1812807017543863,412,17,62,6,6,137,68,95,0.015,0.899,0.086,0.7651,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,2,0,0,17,10,11,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,4,12,8,3,10,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,9,5,46,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187713032125365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224493469999004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565409267590769,0.2293897955336534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419329296663233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339051943059423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581668252434074,0.1870216089033444,0.0,0.19828974089491708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527313726927878,0.0,0.23367080064380374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937563861067487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33200587502410484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657681211115355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235246842443555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061170780351652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199868350641366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129349636588828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629860833221588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aro93,2018/04/06,"problem with youtube and ADHD.... Hyperfocusing on a select genre of videos for hours on end, whether it be music, or informational type stuff, your autoplay ends up doing it all by itself. So when you're no longer interested in what you were previously, Youtube still wants to play it. Ugh, so annoying! Yes, I realize I can turn autoplay off. So inconvenient. Haha",4.081780219780221,7.065136430769233,5.640659340659339,71.16076923076925,77.0,9.252747252747254,29.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,3.485725274725275,288,13,49,9,7,97,56,65,0.18600000000000005,0.6679999999999999,0.146,-0.4737,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,9,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,10,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810575455182811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616613230047621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31225091820955525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033939821143629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532131904021358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629702647352973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448820356338628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701660236354856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,penquin777,2018/04/06,"Looking for student with ADHD willing to share their story in the Bay Area (California) Hello,

I am a production coordinator working with video productions and television stations from South Korea.

There is a team from KBS that is producing a documentary on Adult ADHD and are hoping to visit Canada and US and speak with world's leading ADHD experts and system to show how we should embrace ADHD in our society from being aware of correct knowledge and right policies to having good strategies to be successful.

For this program, we we are hoping to speak with someone with adult ADHD and are successful in their place at college campus in the Bay Area in California (around San Francisco, San Jose, Berkeley, etc) as a student with proper strategies and help. We are hoping to get an on-film interview about what you have endured with what kind of help.

We would like to show our viewers that adults with ADHD can be successful members of society with certain strategies and policies/support and would like your assistance.

Please reply or message me if you would be interested in participating or want more information and I will send you detailed information.",13.229766009852224,10.462844556650252,11.744673645320196,56.05474445812808,54.17241379310346,14.090886699507385,48.52770935960589,12.161744961471696,6.086271428571428,947,47,136,20,8,300,119,203,0.0,0.794,0.206,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,8,4,2,7,4,13,0,0,7,0,20,0,0,3,2,45,26,16,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,0,3,5,26,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,17,13,36,16,2,19,0,0,2,0,30,15,0,6,2,103,22,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8045546168751351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993261226356921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443651723581653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829375342606345,0.0,0.0,0.0935844922542748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149573821465318,0.0,0.0,0.3324598522622759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161890320272366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902060563649174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369557581475944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657296939551905,0.12247672921872772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952851285413397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945378182049304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266149022259075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342119564501963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581030110961539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122851550769025,0.0,0.0,0.23778075359201814,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BlastizardTheGreat,2018/04/06,"Spent a whole hour just doing a warm up for exercise I feel like I'm just meant to stick to short 12 minute YouTube workouts for the rest of my life. I need exercise, it's as important as water for getting me through my day but the world becomes so interesting to me the moment I begin to workout that I really can't help getting so distracted.",5.823571428571429,5.60790892857143,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,66.85714285714286,10.428571428571429,34.64285714285714,10.125756701596842,3.363714285714286,275,12,55,6,4,92,51,70,0.096,0.773,0.131,0.1262,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,3,12,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940110818139936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300793376749765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038751833506053,0.2548679217118172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727825659746507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391273064926095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351334677285714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519886619474366,0.17429389396253495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26453146930811283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854825202772935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983074652119809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,taajic,2018/04/06,"ADHD Super Powers I hate when people refer to ADHD as a super power, but apparently I can will things into existence. First it was a burned CD of a certain album, and then it was a quarter. 

Of course, I probably just have absolutely no memory of burning the CD, or placing some change in the change tray. But still, I would have sworn in court on a stack of bibles that I was out of change and had meant to create that disk but never got around to it.",4.372234432234431,4.99242536263737,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,70.09890109890111,8.264468864468865,23.957875457875467,8.344100000000001,1.3488886446886443,352,8,70,5,6,119,61,91,0.062,0.826,0.112,0.5589,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,4,4,1,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,2,16,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,5,3,15,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,5,57,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917348436226746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212106806972245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492608691909652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401707157515856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636226575209833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198205325351976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778600284029387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183117692453848,0.0,0.21374431147624406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057365166587986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337919305106538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591497698224184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453289549666449,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cantgetmyworkdone,2018/04/06,"Work is Crippling but I Thrive Socially - Normal? I'm currently going through assessment for adult ADHD and I've hit a bit of a weird realization when my psychologist asked me to get friends/family to fill out some behavior sheets about me.

See, when it comes to work - I struggle in EVERY way:

- Can't start. 
- Can't finish. 
- Bounce around from task to task. 
- Get distracted easily on nonsense. 
- Can't sit still when focusing on work. 
- Go ""deep"" on nonsense (social media, hobbies, research on cool topics, reddit, etc...) 

I can spend an ENTIRE day trying to start 1 task and get infuriated when I couldn't bring myself (regardless of how hard I try) to get ANYTHING done. If there isn't a hard deadline, there's a good chance I will struggle to ever complete it. I often change the subject when discussions about what I accomplished that day (or week) come up.

I'm self employed and LOVE what I do - I'm HIGHLY motivated to succeed and LOVE the tasks on my to-do list but I can't bring myself to work on them most days. I spend entire days trying to hype myself up to do even simple tasks and even then I often fail or get distracted. 
  
**It honestly feels like work and I are on two opposite sides of an unbreakable glass wall**
  
I can see it. I can explain how it's done. Go into extreme detail about what I know about it. List every step to get the work done. But I can't reach it. It feels impossible. I've had very negative work-place experiences as a result (obviously).

Now - socially I'm amazing. I can talk to strangers, friends, and family at length about any subject under the sun. I love playing board/video games, playing sports, sitting around shooting the shit. Enjoying a cottage weekend. Enjoying camping. I can sit 1 on 1 and talk to someone for hours without issue. I love going to meet new people and talking to strangers at the bar. I travel and go to events and LOVE it.

Does anyone else feel this way?

I only ask because I'm nervous about asking friends/family to fill out these sheets. It will almost certainly all come back as ""0's"" across the board for all these ""difficulty with"" questions because (again) I thrive in any situations where they would interact with me. They don't see me struggle in areas that these sheets are asking about. 

I'm open the idea that maybe this isn't ADHD but it's clear beyond a shadow of a doubt that after 10+ years of trying HARD to better myself in this area, something's broken.",2.8995206243032365,5.312999914529918,3.98509104422148,84.61232441471574,77.63247863247864,6.80460795243404,24.49015235971757,7.893859768569023,1.4975739873652918,1912,67,359,32,46,619,226,468,0.113,0.6829999999999999,0.203,0.9959,2,0,1,1,0,0,83.0,0,0,3,11,29,28,1,7,18,1,26,7,1,4,6,57,68,28,0,5,8,0,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,24,22,1,0,8,7,2,14,11,10,0,1,4,10,37,18,66,59,6,77,0,1,3,5,27,32,1,10,27,216,61,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650935169574064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877871921184167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341714353678247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048026577216675685,0.07037652680356099,0.05652240661946267,0.12228951447964165,0.2568471029065988,0.0,0.0,0.05281499623298537,0.0,0.08374022361590996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060746842499012674,0.0749868993333992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266027054193509,0.1774997197527728,0.0720155578127771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771861511404447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060107242283625927,0.21086768589022206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737801562275839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660261405813372,0.09073239841391904,0.062130068749809676,0.11574118168215627,0.0,0.0,0.06718770867206945,0.1942520475498169,0.0,0.10418852821776656,0.0490690152292982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530663337654617,0.0,0.21531238553877452,0.0,0.19517808196406014,0.0576102329221829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845864524688552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257012061231598,0.0,0.0,0.06764149256023826,0.0,0.0,0.07753769596871772,0.0,0.0716899342730597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037747816296250535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03355632077893141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099572343240973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900392963900967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633699247212473,0.0,0.0,0.06729731682484008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522385033295702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761795531952921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694360533936659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420062100218688,0.0,0.07165407351844155,0.0,0.07050479409946024,0.0,0.07720550616249547,0.0,0.2100489962047032,0.05819709650123407,0.052877540108154805,0.0,0.0,0.09723205997253782,0.0,0.0548524187949566,0.0,0.0,0.21541534600679246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562068046971992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653208873584345,0.0,0.06709586291413888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566728235769917,0.0,0.10903888415694314,0.05509545522253486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621047931085147,0.0,0.3500276071300901,0.0,0.0,0.04879228836913277,0.0,0.0,0.0442312824453824
adhd,painfulawakening,2018/04/06,"Can adhd medication still work if you're just a hopelessly emotional mess? Possibly with BPD or bipolar brain I just want to play the piano. Have such a flood of ideas.

But I can't focus for long. I get impatient and give up.

I wish I could have some creative outlet because my emotions eat me up constantly, but I get too restless and my brain doesn't connect to anything half the time.

There are rare times I can focus on music for prolonged periods, where it feels easy....... but I can't control WHEN this happens. I wish I could have more control over this. Medication seemed to make me LESS creative though, so even if I could focus better, I can't tap into the flood of ideas in the same way.

I only tried adderall a few times though, and maybe the dose wasn't right. But it felt....... weird..... like I remember listening to crickets, and it didn't sound as beautiful as it usually does, I was detached from myself in a way. Sometimes it seemed to mute unpleasant feelings in me, and other times, it seemed to increase anxiety. Confusing.

And I'm hyper sensitive and every time I take even a small, I have insomnia for days.

I just wonder if my brain is too much of a mess to be helped my medication. I wish I knew what ""calm"" could feel like.

Btw I definitely have adhd, my executive functioning is terrible, my doctor confirmed this right away.... but....... I have so much additional inner chaos going on that I'm giving up on the idea that anything could help me be more stable.",3.595394736842106,5.5365054210526345,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,73.73684210526315,7.978070175438598,26.96271929824561,8.72156446121922,2.093271929824561,1155,43,221,23,24,378,153,285,0.117,0.732,0.152,0.8615,0,0,0,0,0,1,61.0,0,0,0,4,16,12,0,2,12,0,25,11,3,3,0,50,49,23,0,12,12,0,4,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,13,10,1,2,13,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,5,6,33,5,29,37,9,33,0,1,0,0,5,17,0,10,14,153,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028489259537392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645607176499026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388971497655669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929037446829951,0.0,0.0,0.051445431452029004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746391014202261,0.0,0.0,0.10629052909145274,0.28263282460876993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119928076839072,0.1893087415268492,0.33690630144221856,0.0,0.0,0.054426759322701065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638021780336251,0.07385323036288803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635551388511968,0.0,0.18986242499154254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148208546686084,0.0,0.07110507676355103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801551166377678,0.06029065962316864,0.08103089569638545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818413336474028,0.16191567267310775,0.04796271231696517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462880218402458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313423003976715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858096181736775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246070172121325,0.0,0.0,0.07468550057001748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056333247770428974,0.0,0.08478451045095718,0.0,0.0,0.25505240628762355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407771433170835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418498127075463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514087468785967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956012672023054,0.14414299970619246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304857368884708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346722748872885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739667579673833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345333159697522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658321679729772,0.0,0.24605234209262625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057297576781490826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929474036994926,0.0,0.04977741206169524,0.13397510057367415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29114472455503626,0.0,0.09152103897985124,0.061439398079206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,caw7893,2018/04/06,"Ever been scrutinized for being on medication? My mom recently watched that new documentary on Netflix: ""Take Your Pills,"" about adderall.  She has probably heard through my siblings that I'm prescribed it (I'm an adult, living on my own, so I haven't shared that private part of my life with her), so she texted me yesterday saying I need to get myself off of it before I overdose.  My dad called me asking if I use needles.  It's adderall, not heroin?

I know she knows nothing about medicine let alone ADHD, but this whole day I've second guessed myself.  Her comment made me hate that I take it even though it helps me at work and with listening skills.  I've been on the same low dose for years, on purpose because I don't ever want to be dependent on it/build up a tolerance to it.  But am I supposed to wean myself off at some point even though it has only made my life more manageable?  Has anyone else been looked at as a lesser person by friends/family members because of your ADHD meds?",4.546898593634342,5.8770279274611426,5.071402664692818,83.25700777202073,70.24352331606218,7.794078460399705,29.32975573649149,8.192908349453996,2.0243755736491496,782,30,149,11,14,250,123,193,0.07,0.887,0.043,-0.6293,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,10,3,1,0,4,0,12,5,0,4,2,20,30,9,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,12,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,5,28,1,28,21,6,21,0,1,2,0,19,14,0,4,7,104,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32901358349254106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176952877814167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957117914994591,0.14025283187450868,0.0,0.0,0.1279671474906853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668852391184173,0.0,0.11647736960205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397728696505591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827822498173724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434820023008682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081988978851432,0.2476370597554924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290411306330858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151572922829798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079208079079975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514364500294582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917498041117115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045465791187587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399721638523389,0.1933690527540328,0.0,0.0,0.1208702160223486,0.0,0.11494726340372995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590440497540359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520461791007963,0.13789524359329364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160315740705083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149702619241724,0.0,0.13220247538249766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134295112885933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410570622941642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823097340692326,0.0,0.0,0.11952097477166405,0.0,0.0,0.12939870006057627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475830490757606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515547029168187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088548729812988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058379941141263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26897374776127325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822298135611857,0.0,0.0,0.08073715274754847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282500541426472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965247010612446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814817812367844
adhd,enamelpinsandpink,2018/04/06,"Attention Deficit Disorders & Anxiety Hi! This is my first to this sub as, as of just today, I was diagnosed with ADD!

It was kind of wild because I didn’t really see that coming but I guess it makes sense. I have research to do.

Anyways, I would like to know people’s experience with ADD or ADHD & Anxiety. I struggle most with anxiety and that is my main mental health goal.

Do you feel your anxiety is related to your ADD?
What is your relationship with caffeine?
How do medications for ADD affect your anxiety?",2.5760606060606044,5.262618525252528,4.487676767676772,78.91818181818184,80.91919191919192,8.852525252525252,27.181818181818183,9.339509955726095,3.051618181818182,410,18,75,13,11,139,65,99,0.162,0.8059999999999999,0.032,-0.8879,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,0,22,18,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,13,2,13,14,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,3,54,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551675380068756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35254005909341485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222710758069473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917177237280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013943792251787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512269360633886,0.0,0.0,0.18645205637153053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913795934528974,0.0,0.0,0.08225884414211371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838048444817602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921678383066858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292743045526432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694122578584496,0.08940787792668685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948007927996226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859405523927614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638888589688094,0.16394905318584255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278587092069167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422070892721784,0.0,0.0,0.17466369865238832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963954402759212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007455308280858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420714510731398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556734641374315,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cluck135,2018/04/06,How did you guys do with ADHD on SATs? Just curious how you guys did on SAT with or without accomodations as I have to take it without since the accomodations wont be in time for this one. on the PSAT i got a 1050 btw :/ not happy with that as I have a gpa of 3.8 and my friends arent taking as hard classes as me and got like 1200s.,7.318447488584473,3.683577739726029,8.286301369863015,78.99420091324204,66.12328767123286,11.37716894977169,33.922374429223744,8.841846274778883,2.3655881278538806,257,7,64,3,3,89,52,73,0.071,0.807,0.122,0.4211,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,14,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,1,7,3,16,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820367518570176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131125539027126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753860720339111,0.0,0.0,0.4647352445357058,0.0,0.2498185639836657,0.2102249458390585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465157313480302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902354840743788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412765419636915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35289655006008713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684233825609146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524414736054497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sss23,2018/04/06,"Adderall and Clonidine Weight Did you gain weight from this combination? It really helps me sleep but feel like I am gaining a significant amount of weight, Thanks.",5.777380952380952,9.168417214285713,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,73.28571428571429,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.5055333333333336,134,5,22,3,3,39,26,28,0.0,0.5379999999999999,0.462,0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242009454046827,0.1729662637374896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622838860372693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828465280556365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551044045537787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422888150797733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290600834313476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8844887441479926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mcphadenmike,2018/04/06,"Just me or is too much caffeine as bad as not enough? I have a pretty serious caffeine habit. Yesterday I had one Monster too many and ended up with a case of hyper-hyperfocus, but not on the stuff I needed to focus on. So today is a catch-up day, better put in some coffee! Anyone else have an “it’s complicated” relationship with caffeine?",4.039701492537311,5.422835059701495,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,71.5373134328358,8.345074626865673,26.832835820895525,8.841846274778883,2.160256119402985,267,9,49,5,5,93,53,67,0.092,0.848,0.06,0.3156,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,10,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708608248400704,0.2741496367544033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340370407381693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366374920940061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725558264215372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351432864219944,0.0,0.2369811626188535,0.2764638248914255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126661334967994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668939326388687,0.1983943745763374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181307430934339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722074877111533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689744457262219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872622402691889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062953128866753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536181834624008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,givewafflespls,2018/04/06,"The struggle. So I was diagnosed with adhd when I was 6. I was on all of the different adhd meds across the sun. Ritalin, Adderall, and finally Vyvanse. So I did really well in school for my formative years allowing me the opportunity to go to a decent college out of highschool. Thanks to the adhd meds and hard work I felt like I made it. Well going to college I don't think I was ready and I dropped out during my first semester and came home. I struggled with life and feel like I became horribly depressed feeling like I had failed. Going off the meds for three years trying to figure my life out I met the love of my life and she helped me find myself and get my life back on track. Now four years later I am back on my perscription and finishing up my first year of college and feeling good about myself and my life. I still struggle to push myself to go to class and do work but when I break through those barriers It feels good. I was wondering if any of you would like to share some ways that you motivate yourself to do things and focus. This subreddit has helped me a lot with feeling understood. And I just want to say to you all thank you! ",3.237370709382155,4.99322312608696,4.265835240274601,86.03946224256296,74.26086956521739,7.798627002288329,26.01830663615561,8.532816995589336,1.7677391304347825,909,32,184,17,19,295,122,230,0.06,0.773,0.16699999999999998,0.9695,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,7,13,18,0,3,9,0,13,8,0,3,2,44,34,19,0,3,3,0,7,4,0,1,7,1,1,0,6,20,0,1,12,0,0,6,1,5,2,4,12,8,37,13,34,21,4,34,0,2,0,1,11,10,0,4,19,133,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347151033259168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547775366063352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807591763150216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012548581079093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293095508645015,0.097728221214933,0.0,0.10059833335596756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342536878578924,0.1375734161808872,0.09244961994797146,0.10547656126839138,0.08800362182869782,0.16380157446101382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503054393324146,0.0,0.21888611682099984,0.1615201876998148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625330645073745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907689690945132,0.0,0.09658266719197392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400481005035815,0.1881618231972539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185887881629121,0.08690183692638105,0.09110810216116967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208559817965484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168325064693157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657045894501814,0.0,0.09744653060452023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689409094663434,0.0,0.0,0.30197696967685944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729434857627493,0.0,0.0,0.06396811249897448,0.061696154439170973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537184553946414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567919530883647,0.07642731222505743,0.0,0.0,0.1731452805902005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441801485983268,0.14019464929864106,0.0,0.0,0.06839878243793082,0.0,0.0,0.24802000201706484
adhd,dsorenson112,2018/04/06,"Newly diagnosed and a little skeptical Hey hi I'm new here. I'm 24 and have finally went in to talk to someone  to find I have inattentive ADHD. As of yesterday I was prescribed Wellbutrin. When I went to the pharmacy to pick it up the guy over the counter asked if I was using it for depression or to help with smoking, I neither smoke nor am I depressed. So I did a little research and saw that it's predominantly an antidepressant. Now I know everyone is different and these medications affect everyone differently but I'm not very hopeful that this is going to help me. Anyone have any experiences like this where this type of medication helped them more than a stimulant? ",4.405681818181818,6.645905875000004,6.002869318181819,72.75065340909094,72.28125,9.967045454545458,31.94886363636364,10.230975488527342,3.8481000000000014,544,26,95,17,11,185,89,128,0.062,0.853,0.085,0.4155,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,7,0,9,3,0,4,0,16,20,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,1,10,2,16,14,2,14,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,3,6,67,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910151891105528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700192267207703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002126391329536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709898420806222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710469173781969,0.15970473916253036,0.0,0.3287899930863608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007051963810184,0.0,0.15391637413987294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236686082806904,0.14381306949811332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942440003158329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579909365456693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164008087412555,0.0,0.0,0.15628190236213255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647425445589227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687220364927676,0.3154077324562481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31702277744642665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196751838179626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332030896689806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264702285795463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358980082665324,0.0,0.12982844168438576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172603666875857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,allisonelle,2018/04/06,Strategies to combine with meds So I posted the same question in r/adderall but this may be the better place for it.  I am have been newly prescribed adderall as an adult and are wondering if anyone has advice about specific behavioural changes to assist in making your medication work to it's fullest potential.  So aside from generally eating/sleeping/exercising well - do you do anything specific that you find helps?,6.719360730593608,9.314063972602746,6.450890410958905,70.48309360730596,66.8082191780822,8.702283105022829,36.82420091324201,9.2995712137729,4.0178968036529685,342,18,49,7,6,107,62,73,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,10,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,0,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324740784228273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836562467482795,0.0,0.2216872208686762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382559323918845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28498173392463483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462200279190119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805682340131864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982170493506924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992345358607577,0.27138478229492874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814580119864472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580037192295291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30178145361253844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242216370957713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921448685837141,0.1961210785824214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CmdrQuaalude,2018/04/06,N-Back Hi I had to take an N-back test as part of a battery of tests when I was diagnosed. At the time I didn't know what this was and I was exhausted and had a screaming headache afterwards. Then NPR had a story and it came up again. It's been touted as the only memory game that is proven to work in scientific studies. I've searched and only found crappy YouTube vids on the research but not how to actually put it to practice. Do any of you have experience and can give me advice on how to make N-back part of my routine? I'm a horrible gamer (frustratation and sensory overload) and need like the dummies guide please.,2.1082808398950164,4.18218286614173,3.775295275590552,86.84567257217847,78.60629921259844,7.382939632545932,26.33136482939633,8.344100000000001,1.8086278215223093,492,20,103,10,12,164,88,127,0.095,0.8540000000000001,0.05,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,9,0,12,2,0,3,0,16,20,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,1,7,1,16,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,66,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.19401053217929684,0.0,0.0,0.19427548281496174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519807104791234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586193931496644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738643924775595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178864204295865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194474981072746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179856346618068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907173075819565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926114321863367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971288495668932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270766399265158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741559043749314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30240894196500456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305851567410444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182344106103377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998596321795994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948087926870765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159280987032804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473653337782694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xzolt,2018/04/06,"First timer here. Getting to read all the posts and relate to so many of them inspired me to share a cycle I've felt myself caught in lately. Before college, everything was fine. I was doing sports, I was a 4.0 student, and even came up with a new course to add to the school. I had a ton of creative energy, I did parkour cause I got bored of normal sports and I loved climbing roofs and doing urbex as it came to me as something to do when I'm up at 2am suddenly feeling like I've wasted so much of my life and need to do something impulsively to really ""fully live life."" Fast forward to college, I am now a second year. I've realized harshly and abruptly that I am a wreck without a constant ""teacher"" like in high school. I realized I literally have zero discipline and will power to do things I want to accomplish. 

Recently I've been caught in a cycle of heavy use of weed. Not only because it makes me calm down, but also because it numbs out so many emotions, ""ticks"", and being anxious/nervous. But I get caught in an ironic cycle. I enjoy and love being sober, I am more clear cut, I feel sharper, and I notice everything around me. I always hear the music and recognize the song that's playing behind other noises, i.e. Like in a restaurant. But when I'm sober, I also have the hardest time doing any work. I would study for finals during the ""in-between"" time of getting respawned in a video game. In hs, this strategy worked fine, but in college, it is just so much more impossible without discipline and putting in hours of work doing practice problems, etc. Now I'm caught in a loop of self doubt, anxiety, and a ""fuck it"" attitude only to be followed by a joint or a blunt, because hey if I'm faded at least I get to have slower thoughts and be okay with not doing anything. Anybody else feel like this? I want to schedule a doctor's appointment next, but I honestly can't get myself to do it because it requires a phone call to the doctor's office. I rather text or email tbh. I also notice that I tend to understand the gist of almost everything, but only understand things deeply if it really interests me and I put time into it. For example I could be more well versed in the effects of different drugs and their biological pathways than say, what the legrangian function does in calculus. I also always feel like I could be doing something else or I get a feeling that I'm missing out on so many other things when I choose to focus on doing one thing. This leads to so many of my tasks being unfinished. It also leads to me being interested in so many things, but never a master of anything. 

Also, I've noticed that I always need to jack off if I want to sleep. Or I need white noise, or a constant fidgeting, or any source of consistency like a steady rain outside, for me to fall asleep easily. As a kid, I could never fall asleep unless I had a specific blanket that I would fidget around with with my finger until I fell asleep. 
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adhd,50kr,2018/04/06,"A couple questions regarding my medication (Vyvanse/Elvanse). Would appreciate any help I could get Hey, I finally kicked myself in the arse and picked up contact with the local psychiatry reception after not being in touch with the system for a couple of years (I should mention that this is in Sweden). I started medicating again, after speaking with a nurse who then spoke with a doctor (they work in teams at that place). She put me on Elvanse (Vyvanse), which I started taking this Wednesday. I have a couple questions I want to ask, I haven't been able to find any super clear/relevant answers online and I'd much rather have a discussion here.

My starting dose of Vyvanse is 1 pill (30mg)/day, which is to be increased to 2 pills/day after a week if all goes well, and then further increased a week after to a maximum of 3 pills/day. This would put me at a 90mg/day after 2 weeks, which seems awfully high and fast for me. I looked online and in a lot of places it told me that 70/mg is the highest daily recommended dose. Are any of you guys on similar dosages? How tall/heavy are you (if that's a factor)? I won't be able to speak to my doctor until some time next week, so I'd love any input on this. 

I'm an avid coffee drinker, and I'm finding that staying off caffeine is so hard right now. I don't know if Vyvanse is having an impact or if it's just me being addicted to caffeine, but I've already had 2 cups and I feel an extreme urge to go get another. Is this something someone else has experienced? Should I be worried about drinking too much coffee? Is there a maximum amount of coffee I should be drinking with the medicine? 

Sorry for the long post, I hope some of you can share your experiences with me or help me in any way :+) ",4.421990874159462,5.401100472622481,5.453360951008649,81.71656400096063,70.21037463976946,7.858261287223822,29.73210854947166,8.07648339933343,2.020502497598464,1372,53,266,18,24,453,187,347,0.018000000000000002,0.8909999999999999,0.091,0.9594,0,0,4,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,1,3,12,5,0,0,22,1,32,11,0,2,1,45,51,20,0,13,10,0,3,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,16,13,2,0,8,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,4,8,32,5,45,34,9,52,0,0,1,1,24,19,0,13,24,181,48,4,0.18854800422499346,0.0,0.0,0.10277257766797264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403370560270844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205477711488977,0.09885451111662147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813346592035767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527011954145936,0.31293717065189897,0.0,0.24319572907582174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929868717873031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470526316559946,0.0,0.0,0.07875383178925795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922180638287374,0.0,0.0,0.04766776808490055,0.0,0.0,0.10327256123742187,0.1723294600265407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850855017566937,0.0,0.05357808794576312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334608382886993,0.0,0.0,0.08445098859165479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637975281065966,0.09960565923373672,0.0,0.09363535574331157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181052608287835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834295252397213,0.07916641826034625,0.0,0.0,0.08014838532582602,0.08508596760931365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899422780005875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860447771678866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026147076187583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196992534018078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028843428262573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895428215543267,0.2112169159698875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050948269967599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582351083931837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987805605921833,0.07257673263722343,0.0,0.10553202703870657,0.2001828717625534,0.10048354269680712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088231704427353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549719287632392,0.0,0.0,0.0900828490420956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055605249001121335,0.07483031478330046,0.30248367189799386,0.0,0.08476364975163729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863259633584373,0.09573982531420258,0.0,0.13393909249491473,0.0,0.0,0.0607093664658761
adhd,AW5678,2018/04/06,"Looking for stim-friendly doctor recommendations in Europe I am looking for stim-friendly doctor recommendations in Europe. To simply my quest, stim means amphetamine-type of medicines such as Vyvanse and Attentin. I am not interested on the other stimulant type, which is methylphenidate (Concerta, Ritalin, Medikinet).

Don't stop short of giving me a hand only because you live in some ""faraway country"" or ""small city"" or whatever reason. I live in Estonia; there are no adult adhd specialists here; there are no stimulants here; but there is at least one international airport.

So, I appreciate doctor recommendations: if you doctor prescribed Elvanse/Vyvanse, Attentin, etc. to you without being afraid or dealing with the whole issue as if it was a taboo, then I would be happy to know the doctor and go see them

Please save your time and mine and don't write things such as (1) have you tried non-med therapy; (2) do more exercise; (3) seing adhd as a disease doesn't help; (4) doctors push meds to help pharma companies, not patients; (5) mindfulness; and so on.


TL; DR: tell me the name of your doctor if he prescribed Elvanse/Vyvanse/Attentin to you without any taboos, and no matter where in Europe that doctor works, and no matter whether it is public or private sector.
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adhd,sprocketous,2018/04/06,"Alkalinity and absorption of amphetamines. I take Dexedrine and for years have avoided orange juice and anything thing Vit C related before dosage since acidity increases how fast it breaks down (or something like that...) Now I find out that lemon, limes and, of course, orange juice actually produce an alkaline stomach after it breaks down. If I take my dex with an agro stomach, which I can often have, it does nothing. Anyone know anything about this topic? Any good tips for drinks or snack that keeps the tummy alkaline? I already know of baking soda, which does terrible things to me, so anything other than alkalizing pharmaceuticals would be appreciated. ",9.068660714285713,10.436779258928574,8.349999999999998,63.69500000000001,59.98214285714285,11.042857142857144,37.42857142857143,10.914260884657429,4.54814642857143,535,24,78,13,7,168,83,112,0.048,0.8740000000000001,0.078,0.5514,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,5,6,2,2,0,18,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,6,4,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,13,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.19563135759308065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212253892744847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632755854009904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017439988215788,0.0,0.4949131222926802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058656125889352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35086808612932946,0.0,0.0,0.1963858420121108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322740527681786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814606192952616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818836406473645,0.0,0.0,0.22034789080707726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979402947292832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235790141221512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658321743631209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543328273939898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145937972603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663688386929677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240926872976498,0.0,0.0,0.12909713396454406
adhd,jovillacorta,2018/04/06,"Broke, recently diagnosed college student who is incapable of eating/functioning as an adult! Any advice on maintaining a semi-routine lifestyle? I am a second year student in college, and living alone makes me realize just how INCOMPETENT I am at managing my meals on top of regular adult responsibilities and school.

All it really is is buying groceries, making meals from those groceries before they expire, and eating those meals at expected times. It feels like it should be easy. These are “normal” steps expected of us to fulfill a basic human NEED and I really, really can’t wrap my head around how to do it — for the rest of my life — on top of all the other things we must do as adults. 

I’m so busy in college and god awful at all this and my medications only make it worse because they stifle my appetite. I’m already naturally underweight and my immune system is trash, so I’m genuinely worried about my health at this point. 

I know ADHD is enemy to any and all routine, and as someone who very very recently got diagnosed, I haven’t quite figured out how to manage these kinds of things and need advice. 

How do you all do it with ADHD? Normal human functions like eating or meal planning (especially on medication)? Routine? Adulthood?

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adhd,aprellevie,2018/04/06,"Has any of you been diagnosed with ADHD in Europe? I live in Moldova and besides the fact that most psychiatrists here know nothing about ADHD (especially in adults), we don't have any ADHD medication available  - it's actually sort of illegal in my country.

I'm a bit desperate because I feel like if I don't get on medication, I'll keep failing at everything and will always be unable to follow through on anything. This is affecting badly my self-esteem, and from an always-enthusiastic person I'm turning into a doomsayer who doesn't want to try new things anymore because I would fail anyway.

I want to travel to another European country to get officially diagnosed. This is probably going to be an expensive journey and that's why I want to make sure I'll end up meeting with a good psychiatrist. Could you guys recommend anyone?

By the way, I probably won't be able to travel to UK because I need a visa to get there and that's a way too complicated process for me to follow through :(


TL;DR Can't be diagnosed with ADHD in my country. Looking for a psychiatrist who specializes in adult ADHD in other European countries, except for UK.",6.971742397137746,7.54314218139535,8.367906976744191,64.52567084078713,64.3953488372093,11.452593917710198,38.39892665474061,11.20814326018867,4.81455635062612,919,47,148,26,13,319,126,215,0.118,0.833,0.049,-0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,10,0,17,5,0,2,2,27,35,6,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,10,10,0,1,2,2,2,6,5,3,0,0,1,2,15,4,37,26,2,22,0,2,1,0,10,12,0,3,3,100,25,2,0.10426593561337542,0.0,0.10174851261662207,0.0,0.6265369633260662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675761100028202,0.0,0.0,0.14180882329675326,0.10933192460502396,0.0,0.0,0.10340379103579883,0.07290516648462715,0.0,0.08580198097633555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870577010461284,0.19067863976546373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383139704924106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324786539088222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174831896006209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092348671184159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370749982296266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271998988695449,0.07448760523551443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342394382059114,0.0,0.05925673401851037,0.08745331992869039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103239668924287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267635430352576,0.0,0.0,0.057301831423325324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093906946485671,0.0,0.09206873138710367,0.0,0.0875571258683271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959832166018695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007392159542015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773118701084449,0.0,0.10070069033756704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000459772888678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104099325298212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248326270904255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877211040036068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826941037894356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926965461437101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078972608571632,0.11341139723023075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844962507860296,0.1655228930201527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940837893622237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406752912390421,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Saoum,2018/04/06,"Thinking I may have ADHD. Set up appointment with psych. Do I have to take an IQ test? I hate to admit it, but I'm rather touchy/insecure about my intelligence, and it'd kill me if I found out I was sub-100. Is it absolutely mandatory? ",1.3268750000000011,3.5341196041666656,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,82.125,8.006666666666666,24.18333333333333,8.841846274778883,1.980328333333334,183,7,39,5,5,64,39,48,0.179,0.677,0.14400000000000002,-0.5887,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,13,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981136652163157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544461197104086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092043594585272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585508143183385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116306524508168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655763169902855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheDefectiveSnoo,2018/04/06,"Sudden Mood Changes With Focalin? (Dexmethylphenidate) I've been on Focalin for a while and it really helps me out, but recently I've noticed sudden mood changes,  for example, I can be perfectly fine for one minute, and the next a sudden empty and depressed feeling swoops over me, after a few minutes it's gone, as if it never happened. I looked it up and it seems to be a side effect, but I wanted to see if anyone else here experiences it, if so, what do you do about it?",6.659354838709677,6.064661817204307,6.889806451612905,78.79470967741938,65.23655913978493,9.590537634408603,33.65376344086022,8.841846274778883,2.6961027956989247,371,14,72,5,5,120,62,93,0.069,0.805,0.126,0.6604,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,2,17,13,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,6,2,13,9,1,14,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,4,8,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819736415743852,0.2464707458437036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089376213084124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718439074622624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200947715778116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353029542670827,0.0,0.0,0.1216287372344502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127165728510129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123483817182965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200046847652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552611925010884,0.0,0.2558264540583461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738664848182581,0.0,0.0,0.1630021409418284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410176683976645,0.0,0.2375129908068678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168630680592452,0.2189866584443676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188195695606526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nad5seven,2018/04/06,What's me and what's the ADHD/ anxiety I've recently been diagnosed and started taking concerta and Prozac to deal with the adhd and anxiety. I feel like a new fucking person it's insane! I can finally focus on friends conversations and do work and not over react to everything. For the first time I'm not failing at uni. And now I'm starting to realise the difference between me and my adhd and my anxiety and it's just been super eye opening but weird. Maybe I'm not quite the person I thought I was. Anyone else had a similar experience?,3.6625752855659433,5.614613429906544,5.699003115264798,75.37899273104883,73.57943925233644,9.241536863966768,31.515057113187954,9.725611199111238,3.4752521287642786,435,21,77,12,9,151,68,107,0.08,0.836,0.084,0.3207,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,2,6,1,0,7,0,6,4,1,1,0,20,15,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,2,8,3,9,10,0,12,0,1,1,1,5,4,1,0,9,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630775100801116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35842130267510225,0.0,0.0,0.10920148376192908,0.16002017204531466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100999866783544,0.0,0.15851476214728955,0.0,0.1631700719208253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046452203020575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403603957539274,0.15276952684870235,0.0,0.0,0.07896698405843809,0.1115717500666594,0.0,0.171082536996164,0.0,0.13284273105684882,0.0,0.0,0.12066074079878575,0.14438165767718172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629942067531342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689919912442166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083519222237346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727327026537073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661117814156848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542043844668438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108352986153013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742447832025403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398583719760145,0.09106714236287826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113697564591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nervousboy2000,2018/04/06,"New to this and I have questions about Ritalin side effects. So me and my mom have spoken to my doctor about my inability to focus in school so he recommended Ritalin. So I've picked up my medication but one of the side-effects really concern me which was increased nervousness and anxiety. To what degree does this go to?, cause I'm already a nervous person around girls and other people and I'm just worried that this would make me feel worst and just anti-social.",3.9780056179775296,6.3143183033707855,5.321783707865169,76.72290028089887,73.8314606741573,8.045505617977529,27.97893258426966,8.841846274778883,2.5589202247191007,375,15,64,8,8,125,61,89,0.185,0.7709999999999999,0.044,-0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,4,0,17,9,10,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,8,0,11,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,46,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819033526896336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928500675302288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441576593921564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896843291150706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802734918451564,0.22060783989488367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746553925227525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326997353743987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827369695046648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253956665739293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952476816029061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434725011229675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708243978096699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476919359706022,0.2201174416751104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824012868124239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149690654188273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551310620114306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601216402366245,0.0,0.17907927450491093,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AdventurousMushroom,2018/04/06,"Stupid long rant on everything that went wrong today I hate my life today. All day long I have been trying and have nothing to show for it. My car horn needs to be rewired for it to pass inspection, I keep trying to do it (it's a simple job, I've worked on stuff much harder  than a wire and relay, ffs I used to mod stomp boxes for fun) and everytime I crawl under the car, I'm missing some $0.10 part and have to drive 10 miles to a shop. Shop is sold out because who knows. I get pissed and give up. This should be a 5 minute job! I wanted to ""eat the frog first"" and check off a big win for the day, but instead I have failed, again. Everything I touch or care about goes to crap.

I've been trying to do this since last October and everytime I try, it goes like this. I've had to basically rewire the thing one little screw up at a time.

Then to top it all off I have a meltdown at the grocery store and just left all the food I had planned to eat for the week there. Good lord, I hate this crap so much. I would give just about anything to be normal. Screw my ""creative and imaginative"" self, I just want to be able to hold down a job, and be able to get stuff done.  Not be overwhelmed by people, or have them judge me. 

Sat down to do my taxes, only to find I lost a W-2. I had 3 jobs last year, and withdrew from a 401k (stupid I know, but I have to eat) I am unemployed currently and it looks like I'm going to have to pay the IRS. I have NO money, I'm overdrawn on two checking accounts, lost my info and card for a third that has ~$50 and am late on my credit card payments, even apple wants money from me, I can't even download an app at the moment. IRS is going to have to take a number.  

I need a job, but have no degree. Nobody wants to give me time of day for an interview. I don't even know how I'm going to afford to put gas in my car. I need meds but with no insurance, money, or doctor I'm SOL on that front as well. I feel like just becoming a vagabond and picking up my pack and just leaving with no trace.  

My parents are getting divorced, I feel like a little kid saying that. But it freaks me out. My mom moved 5 hours away and I haven't gotten to see her in a month. I have no money to visit her (see point above). I'm sitting here crying like a child. My life sucks right now. I thought I was doing better, was putting things in place, and getting a routine and habits. But today the ADHD won. It was a shut out. Every single thing I tried to do, failed today. Even my go to little wins didn't work out.  

Thanks for reading this long rant. I don't even know if it follows guidelines, just delete it if it doesn't, it was more to get this off my chest than anything else. I wish I could afford a therapist or meds or something. 

TL;DR: today has sucked so much, I just want a hug and someone to say it'll be ok",1.5341293532338334,2.8860168424543966,3.0268328358208976,94.84186119402985,77.92205638474293,5.752689883913765,20.02019900497513,6.152001189255117,-0.14797098507462758,2168,48,511,14,50,711,278,603,0.131,0.7609999999999999,0.108,-0.8581,11,0,1,0,1,1,83.0,0,0,1,13,23,36,11,1,33,1,51,14,4,3,3,79,106,38,0,15,21,2,3,5,0,3,3,2,0,3,30,26,4,2,10,4,14,16,12,19,1,4,19,8,56,17,77,76,10,79,1,6,3,3,17,36,7,8,31,321,86,16,0.12678427020412594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618502743384432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043326516580695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059558997669869974,0.0,0.0,0.03864325717369214,0.07001163275311756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606519199055781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463250660088699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050613461614017134,0.0,0.06963328374427337,0.12264804852102172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488453643172287,0.0,0.06487216348861857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459794021986426,0.052955994576663966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934953684723745,0.0,0.05341060790385601,0.0,0.11394552696253285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410593645628768,0.09057470796652263,0.0,0.0,0.057939263037926826,0.05392131773392755,0.07665402139345022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655988708846966,0.18243453703151374,0.1441088450033164,0.05317031530413182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251732185980408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242848370233042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31453456260943125,0.05634584237138051,0.0,0.0,0.13935463841815254,0.10334610188749184,0.07150908956217877,0.06712311797135632,0.06887574027127542,0.0,0.08955147950149275,0.1548509757522057,0.1906067192511146,0.0,0.16830013419350698,0.05323342776853484,0.0,0.1384000077632915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082874272901236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424410247165808,0.05059899744221998,0.06737580733938958,0.13980153987769714,0.1410133948180573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211083297531686,0.06082646332576766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042956151346509264,0.04821257530412957,0.0,0.0,0.07038946407743822,0.0686475047970651,0.0,0.043948124665584065,0.0,0.06623128885347486,0.0,0.05992605782029841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745320960554987,0.0,0.0,0.06340928991411184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541365370084202,0.0,0.100823940414313,0.0,0.0,0.1010306485378896,0.0,0.06613182222240216,0.0,0.0,0.05243862923267542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371195035672413,0.048802362661076654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451376565128362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766299634819702,0.0,0.0,0.05836296100002614,0.0,0.07360315480188126,0.1263447532875006,0.0,0.0,0.050326274300833904,0.07392892752811872,0.0,0.30044165914476784,0.0,0.0,0.21519549282633088,0.0,0.0619249047572223,0.0,0.0,0.05475045122646708,0.0,0.0,0.18695161858391496,0.0,0.050849347024230974,0.0,0.05699714254612578,0.05876514433823704,0.0,0.0,0.07289782687010779,0.0,0.0,0.09230045870197404,0.0,0.0,0.04503195396729552,0.06930934827001986,0.0,0.040822456612938506
adhd,finnty_,2018/04/06,"Does it get better? I'm in high school, a senior, and I'm going to college next year. Applying to colleges was the most difficult thing I've ever done. So many essays, so much information, so much bullshit. And I struggled so so much, I couldn't do it on my own. My parents helped a lot along the way. I'm medicated, but I have a lot of anxiety, maybe from the meds, and it makes me feel physically awful sometimes. I also have so much trouble writing or getting stuff done. I consistently procrastinate, can't keep a schedule, etc. 

I can get good grades, but that's one specific task. I'm so worried that in the future this won't get better. In my current state, I doubt I can succeed on my own. If I don't learn to get stuff done better, I won't be able to do more than scrape by. I want to be a success in science or math or engineering, but I'm not gonna be able to be that ambitious if I can't do my laundry. I also can't tell what is my fault and what is because of my illness. I get constant doubt from my peers and teased for how much time I waste, but I don't know if it's me or my adhd. Can things improve? Do you guys learn how to deal with your symptoms or is it a constant? ",2.317934262533804,3.3120216837944696,4.2948574994799245,87.98745787393386,75.24505928853755,7.065446224256292,26.35926773455377,7.475848149327749,1.196064031620554,918,33,208,11,19,315,128,253,0.153,0.725,0.122,-0.7425,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,6,12,13,1,3,10,1,28,4,0,3,1,38,46,28,0,5,13,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,15,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,4,1,29,6,22,34,12,20,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,13,10,147,44,12,0.21393192863893928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855230247484134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710812860410828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182866992567503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520545902696255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838081088310461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311844141486821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027721235364144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360663620688116,0.32838995786519365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929532539191527,0.0,0.09675683864398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054085205527541085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353118089973366,0.0,0.060791222554369674,0.08971797590536792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591312184122877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169703113758262,0.113015414142483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950762638763276,0.0,0.0,0.05878569658834384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187727545066165,0.0,0.0,0.07140061178757134,0.10844669884797363,0.10746168836169663,0.0,0.11881507260840847,0.1077569556616734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931614571820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375951655616348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248290572378778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187730448083428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825526653159118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579207382458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182405070750406,0.2449008755260911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117859346417272,0.0,0.0,0.09349296753094047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212686742442254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062372713992181486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309129714819581,0.08490460362098247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862912901789012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888257400484014
adhd,patman023,2018/04/06,"Anyone know of resources for combined ADHD and Fibromyalgia? Pretty much what the title says. ADHD(-PI?) since 13, officially dx'd with fibromyalgia about 6 weeks ago, after 2 years of fighting for some kind of diagnosis to point me in the right direction.

Now I'm realizing since a life-changing breakup about 6 months ago (13.5 years together), that I've spent 34 years riding everyone's coattails, and have no real ADHD skills. I've got medication, and I've got lots of therapy-based skills for emotional regulation/distress tolerance, but I'm basically just sitting here like a bump on a log that doesn't want to move because he's stiff.

Ideas/thoughts?",8.233486682808717,8.95317711864407,7.884285714285718,68.56059322033902,61.71186440677967,11.48861985472155,38.043583535108965,11.20814326018867,4.576226150121063,532,25,87,14,7,169,88,118,0.044,0.873,0.083,0.6258,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,15,6,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,10,37,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582960743254254,0.0,0.2745290115586509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082741871294463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439465778650702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638099607648498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741845498011289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479650821381847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769416159780205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125165178324907,0.08510109115102782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937459572602527,0.07565151559733066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164728407331958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599431559240254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359918384805126,0.16458023319061885,0.11383200658152567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463825809252051,0.0,0.0,0.15753734361824245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625233283565486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224040255424846,0.0,0.12314232867740085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561857784897993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293299757172653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133409215244033,0.0,0.12421071778305845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991534956276582
adhd,sillychilly87,2018/04/06,"Have you ever doubted your ADHD diagnosis? I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult without ever expecting the diagnosis. I was seeing a psych for months about other problems and he ended up 'testing' for ADHD and said I have it. It was a bit of a shock to be honest. I was a quiet kid. As an adult though I do recall quite a few people saying to me I always seemed ""off with the faries"".

I was diagnosed about a decade ago and I've been on medication since. I know that my life has greatly improved because of it. But sometimes I wonder if I truly have ADHD. I don't know if it's the medication talking and I've forgotten what it was like to be unmedicated, but because I don't feel I had the typical presentation, I sometimes think maybe I don't really have it. 

For example, I made it through school and university without extra accomodations. I also did quite well (although I felt I had to study a lot harder than others). I went part time after the first year of unversity though, and perhaps in hindsight this could be related to the ADHD. However it wasn't until I finished university that I was diagnosed. This sounds just really unusual for an ADHD diagnosis. When I went back for postgraduate studies, things became difficult. I also know that it has always taken me a lot longer to do things like assignments, and my coping strategies became less effective as time went on (I felt time pressured and no longer could get away with my older strategies like doing assignments very slowly, reading things over and over etc. as a postgraduate student you just do not have the time).

I guess my point is that I sometimes feel guilty that I am on medication. I have a bit of 'imposter syndrome' though where I wonder how the hell I got so far in life. I don't know if that's part of it.

Really interested to see if anyone has ever felt the same!",4.7456763180639605,6.1688393455056225,6.28988764044944,74.35472342264481,69.87078651685394,9.072428694900607,29.141745894554877,9.466822959209583,2.750898789974072,1461,55,262,32,26,499,166,356,0.07400000000000001,0.85,0.076,0.1225,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,4,18,13,1,2,22,0,36,8,0,3,3,51,60,29,0,8,11,0,5,3,0,0,8,4,0,3,24,12,0,0,14,1,0,3,9,6,1,1,22,11,41,7,42,33,11,35,1,0,2,0,10,13,1,11,22,209,65,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186419191998359,0.0,0.0637575025056595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503738792606535,0.11969534256875095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029189241610688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757625458611981,0.055306171341815334,0.0,0.08769007830792871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704775532424614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485311376366188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190082155382454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370453096686192,0.0,0.08021580233843029,0.0,0.19518185020392131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273525834776146,0.0,0.20717890943154094,0.0,0.0,0.06117968463814982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037578038233975784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575252904567253,0.07929797649448664,0.0792339061418013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811321365244713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016060345894296,0.1054173109326905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229675831364345,0.0,0.06805752602246629,0.0,0.0,0.07225870355151437,0.0,0.0,0.217371735922192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741014568295282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577633749250033,0.0,0.049863996661690696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799272482813533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882286722313657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300297307714722,0.07194483597780224,0.0,0.13823170507802707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841749946953726,0.05719794264822006,0.0,0.07279231632642591,0.11463041847077687,0.0654781572958426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949741093388276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340809595864496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578108894892851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433520634632144,0.04608687412676174,0.2119989382694316,0.0,0.1677610511718291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934596449362285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646695472735743,0.2000266211632228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866698379513204,0.15599999549910715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046317581370284085
adhd,SGP1991,2018/04/06,can't concentrate on gaming. Okay so I get excited to play my console and I go to play and after two minutes I get bored and just can't concentrate on the game. can anyone relate? it's not just one game it's ALL GAMES. Has anyone found a solution to this?,-0.5233333333333334,1.7020073148148178,2.12027777777778,91.88375000000002,96.22222222222223,5.662962962962964,17.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5241555555555557,201,6,43,4,8,69,37,54,0.039,0.7390000000000001,0.222,0.8376,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,4,4,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715750331861634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481419352386233,0.0,0.0,0.427080139934776,0.0,0.23228579911600314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769602085768504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992614328810348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dooorfraaame,2018/04/06,"How to force myself to enjoy something without force? Sounds like a dumb question, but it sometimes seems like if I do something  I like and manipulate that feeling towards something I need to do, I will actually enjoy that thing. It's not working as of right now though, not sure why. Someone please help. I love hyperfocus and flow, but when it doesn't work in your favor it's just downright frustrating! Thanks!",4.511860902255642,7.082350223684213,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,73.07894736842105,6.448120300751881,30.59398496240601,7.447530270364453,2.0661037593984966,331,15,57,4,7,102,55,76,0.158,0.5479999999999999,0.294,0.9442,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,16,9,9,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,7,9,8,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,3,5,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.2024972690467147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492196595053399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390878223794711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041328719943157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872835115852744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386409254789327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277807893427785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245575528203974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721016825174754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890692482181975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758203292235732,0.4792479557885505,0.20523010422890609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955732493854276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910449155045912,0.0,0.0,0.13785868241702226,0.0,0.20387494673999676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724313424808012,0.0,0.0,0.20002970887452504,0.0,0.3021356872853957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Alrighteo,2018/04/06,"I hate taking my medication, but I don't know if there's any other way to get work done... I really enjoy who I am when I don't take my medication, and my friends do to. I'm always quite erratic, energetic and overly spontaneous when I'm not taking anything, which has lead to some damn good times and learning about some pretty random but awesome things, and unfortunately when I do take them, all of that feels like it disappears. I don't feel as excitable and happy and bubbly as I usually feel... but here's the issue, I can't study for the life of me. I can when I take my medication but I feel incredibly shitty. 
I'm wondering if any of you are in a similar situation/what you do to try and focus on studies and actually get work done, when you're med free? 

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adhd,dibsonthethrowaway,2018/04/06,"I realized that I’m not stupid or lazy or incompetent... I just couldn’t focus. My therapist asked me how I was feeling since switching medications (I was taking antidepressants) and I was explaining to her that for the first time I was able to finish an entire page and then a chapter of a book without becoming distracted or fidgety and I actually understood the words rather than just reading them just to say I read it. 

All my life I thought I was just stupid and that I didn’t understand things because I just didn’t get it. But since starting medication, I can actually think clearly and listen and understand. I cried so hard because I’ve never felt this way before. I’ve always felt like I had to work twice, or three times as hard to listen and understand. I blamed myself for not working hard enough to get good grades. And it sucked. 

I feel so much better. And so much happier.  

Edit: I switched to Ritalin from an antidepressant. ",4.348838951310864,6.480538977528093,5.2132808988764054,78.82179400749065,72.14606741573033,8.791610486891386,29.282397003745324,9.3871,2.807870711610488,750,31,137,18,15,244,105,178,0.093,0.76,0.146,0.8575,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,10,7,3,1,6,0,10,4,0,1,3,41,30,20,0,2,14,0,7,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,9,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,4,0,3,12,10,24,3,14,17,5,8,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,4,8,97,32,7,0.1281122279764142,0.0,0.2500381081878396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065996365329826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976763927839752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561920501594255,0.141489890533384,0.10901407009647868,0.0,0.0,0.11330485471536085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072526674531227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237417805683954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955478361324632,0.0,0.2460156590750848,0.0,0.0,0.10897219567057592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386670296092687,0.0,0.0,0.10745445858312924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442901773824281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048945534843694,0.06258916339068428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581191831925534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883544566890858,0.0,0.0988080480837438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562937939294893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187998573515876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195151771464926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906784943517246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632445167477087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487481709297255,0.08511207166173798,0.0820891427422461,0.0,0.10170679873854206,0.14940654076858706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001080423314938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168952343431106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349561607374675,0.0,0.1865344555522012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sandidee390,2018/04/06,"How did you manage you acne breakouts while on Adderall? So, I started regularly taking 30mg of Adderall a couple of weeks ago and I'm now getting consistent acne breakouts. I typically only break out for a few days right before my period but, other than that, I've never had issues with acne. My acne is weird too, I get a bunch of red bumps of different sizes cluttered together on my cheeks with some whiteheads here and there.

I know it could be from dehydration and lack of food/sleep, but I drink A LOT of water to the point where I'm constantly taking bathroom breaks every 15 mins. Since it's difficult for me to stomach food while on Adderall, I make sure to eat nutrient dense foods and take supplements. However, none of this seems to manage my breakouts.

Has anyone experienced this? And if so, how did you manage it? (If at all)",5.401038961038964,6.5370875341614925,6.315697346132129,75.85114059853193,68.06832298136646,9.084359119141727,29.54319593450028,9.339509955726095,2.6713925465838515,667,24,118,13,11,221,107,161,0.058,0.923,0.019,-0.7041,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,7,7,2,3,3,24,18,15,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,14,1,22,13,7,21,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,5,11,83,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287225897891098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269758060513332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714838625161602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417333860600495,0.0,0.12868543441393146,0.17833750406726775,0.0,0.10394479321404876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839397871857054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789052265230305,0.0,0.16492266203947514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579721799775854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846817661564022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841497861392654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822523308010345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885777795598843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702555338108768,0.0,0.0,0.10758582475680674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430839735975766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258114737420095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236284058436705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376429029044137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672802225593906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333259486248827,0.0,0.1612917895153714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140807710147777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190589818535213,0.0,0.3635515055646013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928517637026646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UH_Birddog,2018/04/06,"Not feeling effect, temp fix? The past couple months have been crazy busy for me, Ive been working 40-100hrs a week and go to school full time. It is starting to take a serious toll on me but i have 3 more weeks left and then im in the clear. Im prescribed 20mg IR twice a day and recently added 50mg on vyvanse on top of that. Over the past month I have stopped feeling anything from my meds and started taking more just cause i have shit that need to get done. I know the long term fix is to take a couple weeks off to bring down my tolerance but I cant do that until the end of the semester in 3 weeks. ive tried TUMS and magnesium to help absorption and noticed a small difference but not much. any other tricks to help me through the next 3 weeks?   ",3.210852272727273,3.8470210624999983,4.0214772727272745,92.13761363636364,72.75,7.5681818181818175,25.79545454545455,7.686295010490155,1.0423125,590,18,138,7,11,189,99,160,0.093,0.807,0.101,0.6451,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,12,0,13,1,1,2,1,20,25,11,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,2,12,0,21,22,5,35,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,0,21,79,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780306670714907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062511751261843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326373347766017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857280125144687,0.0,0.08326891006917693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489836899509444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213013364662354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435813862345102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056950001362774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745759587797233,0.0,0.07337939697852609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308699147549073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789341076369297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095858226501818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028452694737692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142632834992685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341837544338246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061177532825353,0.0,0.09491485589852773,0.0957376153411979,0.0,0.0,0.1373159540917952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699901851435754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465109873090774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748612359847086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306719267034511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325353549704981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277743730155385,0.0,0.0,0.10794646130347432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912366910003255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528837138563793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766104812361518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517843914619399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399772790124493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,labelle15,2018/04/06,Not sure if hating jobs is related to ADHD but I'm really curious and not sure where else to post. This post is actually about my mom and not myself. She's ADHD and dyslexic. She has hated every job and every boss she's ever had. She's had decent salaried office jobs (I could understand hating every food service job). From what I can tell she should at some point in her 40 years of working liked a job at least ok. I'm ADHD too but I really enjoy my job. I'm curious if this is ADHD related or something else. As a side note others in the family have noticed this patter too. What is your experience with work satisfaction and ADHD?,2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,77.90625,7.7041666666666675,21.604166666666664,8.59863814320734,1.5885447916666668,502,14,94,11,12,176,77,128,0.068,0.743,0.189,0.9555,6,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,3,0,3,1,11,1,0,1,3,22,18,11,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,13,5,11,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,4,3,63,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0918548112139277,0.0,0.5656145038867296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515310801892497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726280929054046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514366562664827,0.2379193039056999,0.0,0.0,0.09207470579875808,0.08873498085913546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381928376682167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787941029438443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604418083016576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598591653853012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024092948575154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716472343632084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889808630530415,0.0,0.1802961519348804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206009069374888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246390813211853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742801160097227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227153839933783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798999296518952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705180641319162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061499043132821
adhd,BigLeagueBanker,2018/04/06,"ADHD/ADD is Not a ""Disorder"". There is Nothing Wrong With You, Don't Write Yourself Off. I was always quite a problem growing up. In Elementary School I made weekly trips to the principles office for antics that were somewhere in-between disruptive and inappropriate. Paper airplanes, exploring the woods during recess, etc. 

Made it to High School and didn't get much better. I always had my own ideas and it took about three seconds for my mind to launch into intricate day-dreams during lectures. Eventually, after enough shitty parent-teacher meetings, my parents got me a full-scale IQ test and psychiatric examination. The examiner determined I had ""Attention Deficit Disorder"". My parents confirmed that they always thought I had it and they began launching into talks about my brain like it was malfunctioning. 

I walked out of the room pissed off and never talked about it with my parents again. Sure, I daydream a lot, I fidget constantly, I take frequent study breaks to walk around my apartment and I tell myself that I'm going to bed early then end up watching outer-space videos on Youtube until 3am. Despite these things, I don't have a disorder. I'm not a victim of a mal-functioning brain and in fact, these things are quite normal among men and women of my age, to varying extents. And I'm sure as fuck not taking an amphetamine every day to make me ""normal"". 

A year later I got accepted into a Top 10 university in the United States despite my wandering mind, tapping foot and knack for inappropriate and untimely adventures. I did college my way, and ended up finding great success. I took classes that interested me and it helped me focus. I wrote down my complete schedule in multiple places and showed incredibly disciplined determination to continuously check it and not stray from it. I scheduled my classes in ways where I wouldn't have to listen to hour-long lectures back-to-back-to-back. 

Fast forward another two years and I got my first internship on Wall Street, for a Hedge Fund. There were a lot of people like me, and my company was quite accommodating, with chess boards and other games set up in the common area. They encouraged us to go for walks and socialize often. After that Summer I returned to Wall Street as an Investment Banker for Goldman Sachs. I was making well-over 100K as a 21 year old kid. My co-workers expected my focus 24/7, and it was not easy for a single day. I had to sent 30-minute reminders throughout the day on my phone to make sure I wasn't zoning out of my tasks at hand. I had to plan out small 5 minute focus-breaks during every half-hour so i could get my wandering thoughts out. Tons of other measures were taken. But through this experience, I noticed something else. While I don't have the best focus - I work around people who are depressed, who have public-speaking anxiety, who have family issues, who have deep-seated insecurities, etc. Even at the very top echelon, everyone has an issue, everyone has a story. None of us are disordered, none of us are dysfunctional, none of us are victims. Playing the blame game gets no one anywhere, we can all attribute our shortcomings to factors like an official diagnosis, but for what? 

Fast forward to right now, I'm starting work at a Private Equity Investment fund, and should make well-over 300K this year as a 22 year old, with only upward potential. I still have a struggle to deal with every day - just like everyone does. But I make it work, instead of feeling sorry for myself and finding comfort in excuses. 

The moral of the story is that everyone has issues to deal with, but you should never write-yourself off, no matter what any doctor or boss says. You can achieve great success by learning to cope with your imperfections. And while everyone has imperfections and while we all catastrophize the issues we have to deal with, life always works out for those that are willing to take their struggles with a growth-mindset instead of give up. 

Feel free to share any success stories, vent or tell me that I'm wrong. Just wanted to share an experience with yall that hopefully is uplifting. ",6.655344827586205,7.885490348806372,6.739210610079577,73.60492732095493,65.27320954907162,9.480275862068966,33.24976127320955,9.642632912329526,3.2858189708222802,3289,137,550,65,50,1051,373,754,0.058,0.833,0.109,0.9851,5,0,1,0,0,0,109.0,8,5,4,17,18,35,4,3,36,0,48,8,5,11,8,112,87,41,0,10,13,3,3,4,0,4,2,2,2,3,34,48,0,1,13,6,6,13,18,11,0,5,29,6,73,25,102,53,16,107,1,1,1,1,50,49,2,6,48,370,107,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646799092074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912668305351334,0.0,0.0,0.07319745164717198,0.056433852835952,0.041171343021199146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582053661869022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415033215463275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056479658852762675,0.04759848030237684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015947565431727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642813632777481,0.05815915634896494,0.0,0.0429700455868524,0.0,0.0,0.17354382503603993,0.16645489684815765,0.046354175545303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467246789488183,0.055085967239608236,0.04709731848060847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495881981773333,0.0,0.09533521591301193,0.05560935339099461,0.1200446925752862,0.03554690335355723,0.0,0.13603433848997526,0.25713152533259165,0.0,0.10529050387569723,0.05073570838487948,0.0,0.054424947910531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983790752347534,0.04577836423834599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049754744289724886,0.08435452708584566,0.051628032825489965,0.06117308954764525,0.0,0.1291317721733973,0.11867114624074955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036073702105242425,0.05686266667378762,0.0,0.053454352528496465,0.10600163296731678,0.0,0.0,0.0607550342113449,0.0,0.22469196975499647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801391007292346,0.10517286547969408,0.0,0.0,0.047628069739754406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915098791431143,0.0,0.10184956767411646,0.17962280717135373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868357793683313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395631145686686,0.0,0.08301697120119562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546227186514354,0.051640725977758185,0.061273221730251536,0.11294785179432015,0.0,0.03646910767873743,0.04093173026727452,0.0,0.0,0.2390382624534001,0.0,0.0,0.07462255534854871,0.0,0.05622933920254982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514974587120289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172920731372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596108207153125,0.0,0.04279898250082624,0.0,0.10893528432691832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486163339022431,0.0,0.0414324506054295,0.0,0.06024589890850916,0.03809332387471486,0.0,0.042979876288910035,0.0,0.0,0.11252648622739148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521711466335856,0.0,0.1213954387178766,0.08651525327847112,0.0940802542625327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150982677067051,0.0,0.0,0.08545245600527633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958964876432585,0.0,0.0,0.05257328575294301,0.0,0.2589502408116925,0.0,0.0,0.0444062632021304,0.03174380616109404,0.08543794156579848,0.04317030864942378,0.0,0.09677938380128752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959041523556258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768512801870792,0.0,0.17328816936119926
adhd,quadpvp,2018/04/06,"Wife says i dont pay attention to her I thought it was funny when she said this,  she doesn't see it the way i do.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯",-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,0.20428571428571551,106.06571428571432,97.57142857142857,4.228571428571429,17.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.6603142857142861,96,3,26,1,4,31,23,28,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.4932,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,16,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345984985624379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338983152416888,0.3627447822965764,0.0,0.0,0.3634884776230792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621281481369718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620666392309079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Asli_Daku,2018/04/07,"University troubles rant + a little background story and a final question Recently, I was diagnosed with ADHD and I have had all my life but had never realized until it was too late. In high school I didn't care about school (typical high school kid in my town) and got by by doing the bare minimum.Then I decided it was time to get a little more serious. I started off university in community college for a year, got meh grades but still managed to get into a fairly reputable state university. Long behold, now that I was actually attempting to do my work, pay attention in class and all, I couldn't do it. Fast forward, 3 semesters later I get kicked out of university. Now I am back at community. I feel and felt like shit but hey would could I do lol. I got even worse mentally back at community. I felt like crap, breaking down and just not happy with myself or my life. So I thought it was time to see a doc.

Anyways, I finally got medication about 2 weeks ago.Now with about 3 weeks left of the semester, I can pay attention and am motivated to do my work but its so late in the semester that nothing I will do will help me from not failing... 

Basically my question is has anyone else been through this and is there any light at the end of tunnel? I really want to be successful but at the same time.. I'm so behind in school its overwhelming mentally... I would be graduating in less than a year if I was ""normal"".. but I have the credits of a second semester freshmen. ",4.266037766830873,5.51524678275862,5.990197044334978,76.71212643678163,70.82758620689657,9.799671592775043,30.361247947454853,10.07000556051586,3.1120903119868637,1157,48,225,31,21,398,157,290,0.102,0.8009999999999999,0.097,0.3353,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,6,16,12,2,1,14,1,32,6,2,1,3,45,48,20,0,7,11,0,3,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,11,0,3,1,5,6,0,1,17,5,29,6,39,23,5,48,0,2,1,0,5,22,2,4,27,161,38,17,0.0,0.0,0.09743963273375976,0.0,0.12000083348765075,0.0,0.08851139669050345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790172802086215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981775422528548,0.10230858279640573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355766078302208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180418546462362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797224570753271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013461019339866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341223599197861,0.0,0.08843785891534668,0.0,0.0,0.0659502785734036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048738620551755,0.0,0.1917441756439905,0.21876256821339515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650321224626512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194380961142373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629265761054384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692764990952825,0.2109949589849496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252713069337937,0.0,0.10848780289288584,0.0,0.1410546473788825,0.0975637695885936,0.2001527592224273,0.0,0.08836450354081164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058882061659932,0.20125153112830688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701082036012548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783223786488024,0.095809196938814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371070511874805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396675320565802,0.0,0.09859027042745143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042159327565869,0.07956787862859528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249504902113443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070674660358929,0.0,0.07974069600693881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792701015651976,0.17467079597613885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588943807138907,0.0,0.16018801149633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538462935052945,0.0,0.10175613601998264,0.14186178548916226,0.0,0.0,0.1286008283667002
adhd,zachillesvii,2018/04/07,"Link between Vyvanse/Adderall and tooth decay? I started using Vyvanse 50mg approximately three months ago. Since then, I have noticed an alarming change in my teeth. I have otherwise had amazing results utilizing this medication, but this con may outweigh all the positives.

I have noticed that I am beginning to get dark spots on my front teeth. I have also noticed that I am beginning to get dark spots where my teeth touch each other. I never had the whitest teeth, but I have also noticed that they are beginning to turn yellow at a rapid rate.

I've really been noticing it more for the past month, and have been worried about it. For some reason, it dawned on me today that the only major change I've made in my life recently was starting this new medication. After some research, I read that many people blamed their tooth decay on these medications.

I have read that it can dry your mouth out. Admittedly, I'm not the best at staying hydrated. I also tend to not eat much while on the medication. I had read that the ""dry mouth"" that is caused by this medication can promote rapid tooth decay. 

Then, I also read that stimulants can cause demineralization. When the minerals stored in the liver are depleted, the amphetamine salts look for the minerals elsewhere. This means drawing from muscle, bone, and hair.

I only take the medication approximately 3-4 days a week. I have noticed that I have lost ten pounds since starting, yet my waist size has not gone down. I have been worried for a little while that my body was breaking down muscle due to lack of nutrients.

I've explained all of this to ask a few questions.


1. Have any of you experienced anything similar with Vyvanse or Adderall?

2. If you have, did using gum with xylitol seem to reverse or stop the effects of tooth decay?

3. In the case that I am experiencing this due to lack of nutrition, will supplements and proper diet allow me to continue the medication and restore minerals in my teeth?


I'm honestly a little depressed that I finally found something that made such a huge difference in my life, and that I may have to quit taking it. Since starting this medication, I finally feel ""normal.""

Any insight into this dilemma is appreciated, whether you've experienced these symptoms or not. ",6.062028985507247,7.761785154589371,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,67.01932367149759,9.481352657004832,33.36521739130435,9.80755857964246,3.493012173913044,1810,81,303,41,30,588,204,414,0.11,0.8270000000000001,0.063,-0.9586,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,2,5,9,10,0,1,22,0,36,29,16,11,3,53,65,22,0,4,11,0,3,0,0,3,11,0,0,0,32,11,3,1,11,4,1,2,5,7,0,2,14,9,37,3,42,48,12,58,0,2,2,0,9,20,0,10,34,212,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947475767936605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462009966160908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125240299104416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521262191914498,0.0,0.06272380650422743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041098391337397,0.0,0.0,0.07452627728784568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784798160935996,0.141953051397258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043270061190464455,0.0,0.057787939497768274,0.0,0.0,0.07009892018596572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865388306124291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03392472803177325,0.0,0.0,0.14699633290504185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356507687660856,0.0,0.0,0.07010766200678188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478091280992693,0.0,0.13449157169257014,0.0,0.0,0.05634203816609125,0.0,0.07324099580335287,0.0,0.0,0.12697187654375364,0.0,0.06802275647242761,0.0,0.07308500443579362,0.0,0.5407209426234113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071075361688653,0.0,0.04932178911915002,0.0,0.05174700717494237,0.0647997759415186,0.0,0.0,0.06573784685140027,0.0,0.4583215887492888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205597767185004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640487878136281,0.046514512046884574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516060346297296,0.07136269764627423,0.2684485130628637,0.0,0.04298211630017703,0.06898377737647424,0.06624720276100853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107983194787111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650248012121718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051652217317312274,0.0,0.0,0.18995783395517407,0.07151324667827415,0.0,0.05609356459709941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973632640272631,0.10089263351730604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359724006434833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297897467334355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589529894731512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053818737039012465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136274370128214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,xNiNjA013,2018/04/07,"What are peoples thoughts on their environment making ADHD symptoms worse/or the cause and if eliminating things has helped? I’m talking about such things as deleting facebook and social media’s. As I really believe they are more of a negative than beneficial to me. I try to limit my use of it but time after time keep getting sucked back in. 
I’ve deleted everything except facebook and reddit and feel facebook is the next step. 
Do you guys think that exposing yourself to r/ADHD etc everyday is truly beneficial? Or do you think it just cements in your mind harder that “YOU HAVE ALL THESE ISSUES” but hey feel better now and laugh at this funny dog gif.

Now clearly the people I’d want to hear from the most probably aren’t here on reddit anymore, but i’m wondering if anyone understands where i’m coming from? And has similar beliefs happening in them.

I was diagnosed recently at 28, and started on Vyvanse, but it really just made my anxious tendencies heightened. So I stopped it and feel better. I’ve been self medicating for years trying to find what I need to “help” me, but i’m sure that its not the right path for me.   

Also apologies if I was a bit insensitive to anyone. I’m just a bit conflicted at the moment and feel like an ADHD fraud. The diagnosis hasn’t sunk in, even though its what I wanted to hear because I was so sure of it beforehand.",4.9878666130976335,6.4257603740458045,6.046673362796304,76.27150863800726,69.30534351145036,9.027239855363598,30.58336681398152,9.414487439383343,2.8986152671755727,1086,44,193,23,19,361,155,262,0.077,0.767,0.156,0.9731,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,3,3,15,7,1,0,11,0,15,3,0,4,4,52,43,24,0,6,14,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,17,10,0,4,11,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,6,20,6,31,37,6,27,1,0,0,0,17,12,1,6,14,132,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960348163258584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784251544532734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409288971964845,0.10893611440699574,0.15361149678314714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446355220509222,0.0,0.06696011789764267,0.0,0.0,0.12375700730026855,0.0,0.19429686523409784,0.2398432391665646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284044199699368,0.0,0.09462121187191792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148973913557178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250552594955633,0.07255118069421562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872105093297497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216248717119647,0.07847285099082972,0.0,0.0,0.10039577840149844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573891577944145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876321141246068,0.09713502738259283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760521154206586,0.0,0.14725275243897407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464900005560293,0.0,0.09763473692890956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053664418329579536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393741354144012,0.07332198031582977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065666223457024,0.0,0.0,0.1109115162994918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144822005835935,0.0,0.0,0.11682075019868746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230453249635542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843082609354545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073825222984146,0.0,0.1084580790134555,0.0,0.0,0.09380650508730308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459165030769344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197251804707947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774842146414834,0.0,0.0,0.09183482483277547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070540668676735,0.11417037525917526,0.0,0.08828875628042662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595145776409216,0.14076769388779334,0.10792155110066913,0.08720417239639673,0.1281022891284436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915425483856226,0.0,0.0,0.1143518792365592,0.0,0.09487028105822316,0.0,0.0,0.1295781291444178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912155049025043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073618290993036
adhd,TheyCallMeSwagmaster,2018/04/07,"Question about medication for ADHD, and the possibility of becoming addicted. Honestly this may be a dumb question but I can't seem to wrap my head around it. To put it simply: what is the difference between a person who is prescribed, let's say adderall, and gets addicted to it, and a person who is not prescribed? I know that many people who take adderall or a similar drug recreationally become addicted to it, and it is classified as an addiction because they don't need it to function normally. Obviously, if you do need it and are dependent on it to function normally, it is not classified as an addiction.  

Here's where my questions stems from. I'm an adult who is considering the possibility that I might have ADHD, based off of all the research I can find, lists of symptoms, and reading the ways those symptoms can manifest in people from those on this sub reddit who have been formally diagnosed. I tried adderall for the first time the other day when I had a ridiculous amount of schoolwork to finish, and a friend with ADHD offered it to me. The thing is, I really liked it. I didn't exactly ""feel"" anything, but I just kept thinking ""wow, i feel so *normal*, like this is how I *should* feel all the time"" My mind felt so clear.  

So now I'm considering talking to a doctor to see their thoughts on it. If I was diagnosed, I'd feel very relieved. I think medication would really help. What I'm worried about is getting ""addicted"" to it, because I have problems with getting addicted to things. Nothing major, not even drugs always, but for example- I go into periods where I'm extremely dependent on marijuana, get addicted to coffee on and off, and I have a problem with pulling my eyelashes out all the time. Never had a problem with alcohol or any ""harder"" drugs. But still, I worry about becoming too dependent on it, if I were prescribed adderall.  

I guess what I'm asking is, if I did have ADHD and adderall helped, does it not matter if I became ""addicted"" to it? ",6.064747542448611,6.918318096514746,7.143099865951744,71.53152200625561,66.42627345844504,10.720688114387848,35.9170017873101,10.686352973137794,4.16051036639857,1562,76,272,42,24,527,179,373,0.065,0.862,0.073,0.7214,0,0,4,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,2,1,17,11,2,0,22,0,34,21,1,4,7,74,61,28,0,15,16,0,5,2,1,4,20,1,0,3,34,17,1,1,14,1,0,3,8,5,0,1,10,7,29,6,45,45,5,29,0,0,1,0,21,14,1,17,13,207,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214193003143877,0.30447466628812125,0.0,0.0,0.06768790279019063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270138915075908,0.0,0.0,0.0430712757959018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212088642373045,0.056383284755711416,0.05921146798024604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721919403693157,0.20985194765437173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084707203651288,0.0,0.0,0.12857127600337878,0.0,0.06617359818175875,0.0,0.06482801884682404,0.05542656329905398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035214837860187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418334366450716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810019413962148,0.0,0.06081337332742664,0.0,0.057888795123724066,0.05387434964537395,0.0,0.0,0.0489339453242781,0.0,0.13236370097547245,0.0,0.03599582979875262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977275526180675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500195002664498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490680139212907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03480831343871429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476628932181047,0.0,0.061886437210361536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421369319356858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761056194124915,0.0,0.06719046038693402,0.06395223132038623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392704353154326,0.048849335350942935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617019426282733,0.06077348051978387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781968742586592,0.1106067066342213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280571580424511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818146285473499,0.0,0.06367109583260536,0.21285552870697586,0.0,0.06335405734063315,0.0,0.08115050233310102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036805893086807,0.0,0.0,0.05047132296624509,0.0576595508975755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050580944108179385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316626170504087,0.04762147956175166,0.050907815103605404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415646724432681,0.08116747856589106,0.0,0.05028243766984507,0.11079679775846812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300160941853102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225959009238977,0.0,0.0502738969978448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286434282784019,0.0,0.04499272894664387,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,libertyUindangaGURL,2018/04/07,"Please help, really need advice from other ADHDers. First of all, very grateful to find this group and would really appreciate any advice or insight that there's hope. 

I am the only one in my family, friends and co-workers who has ADHD. Although they are aware I have ADHD and that I have been on medication for years, I dont feel like anyone understands and I constantly feel like the irresponsible/forgetful/lazy/immature one. I feel like everyone around me has their shit together and that I can barely get the minimum done (at work and at home). 

My boss is a insensitive perfectionist/hardass CEO and and I feel like she looks at me like a loser who can hardly get anything right (I'm her executive assistant). I've been at my job for five years but came across an email that I was not supposed to see that may be implying my time at the company is coming to an end and it's giving me pretty bad anxiety. I know my ADHD has contributed to this situation (forgetting important details, being late, inconsistent work quality, lack of follow-through, motivation and organization) and since this is who I am, it makes me feel like I'll never be a valuable employee (in any job or field). The last time I was let go from a job, I ended up in a dark place (without health insurance and medication/therapy for my severe ADHD, I could barely function).

How do I increase my self-worth/confidence when I feel inadequate due to my ADHD?

How can I feel empowered/at advantage/positive about having ADHD rather than feeling doomed because of it?
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adhd,YouDontKnowSquat,2018/04/07,"IM LOSIing this battle First post of Reddit. I hope I make sense. Premtive sorry. I'm also on mobile. Ran out of my Vyvanse  this week. Kept forgetting to call Dr to refill (uuugh!). Can't refill over weekend. Had frustrating time at work this week because of it. Several people said comments of my irritating looks,  I messed up during my whole shift and couldn't finish my work so got in trouble for that. Tried to open up to a girl from work about it and she just said she couldnt stand to be around me because my brain is too annoying to her. People talk to me and tell stories and I'm like OMG this is taking forever why can't I just tell you all the houses on the street have no windows on the side and that's so weird. Anyway, I went to toys r us and bought a pottery wheel, thought a simple task may help keep my anxiety down. On the way home was trying to explain to my husband how I have been feeling. After my exhausting rant his only response was that ""people rely too much on medications, and it changes them."" 

I'm embarrassed to admit but this made me cry and I sort of blew up after long silence. I'm embarrassed about it, but I only blew up after I calmybtried to explain to him that his comment hurt.my feelings and made.me even more embarrassed about my mental stuff. He then said he wasn't referring to me.... Wait what? How it it not referring to me when I was just talking about how hard it was without mine. I'm not sure what his response was but I know it was essentially restating the same thing. So now I'm sitting alone in my room and told.husband to not talk to me for the rest of the day. And I feel very alone and sad and angry, like I'm a teenager again. This is so freaking embarrassing. I'm giving myself a headache.

 Side.note. although.i have been very very private about my ADHD, depression, anxiety diagnosis I have tried my best to always be upfront and honest with my husband. He.tries to be understanding but definitely has no real understanding, he's probably the most mentally stable dude I know. So he struggles to emphasize with me. And given that he's the only one I truly rely on to help me, I get so frustrated when he makes me feel this way. 

I don't give a shit that my mom and dad.amd work don't understand, but I need.my husband. Ok rant over. Any advice? Again sorry",2.6827281054399243,4.883211719912474,3.8923016640374577,86.08618645361561,77.31509846827133,6.701928655030277,25.94519362882296,7.738981096181357,1.5268875782402929,1824,70,356,28,43,594,227,457,0.17,0.7390000000000001,0.092,-0.9861,0,2,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,1,1,6,28,24,5,5,15,1,28,5,2,6,2,68,69,34,0,3,12,4,5,2,0,1,3,3,3,1,25,21,0,3,15,2,1,2,13,17,0,2,21,9,53,7,59,42,8,46,0,2,1,0,39,22,1,4,19,239,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105566944820088,0.0821683846485226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417657333112366,0.0,0.06724396824523739,0.0699667295989793,0.0,0.0,0.05718172434647328,0.0,0.12865193170714784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748548397295575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251673734022032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824362627455769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386837738014886,0.08586174931317744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895240003636293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236510560771992,0.054228856015791777,0.0,0.07242360570463813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553836050827511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006670581878874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152396008340234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393174176290968,0.1613269246480332,0.0,0.0,0.06725168007563259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532501525633788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272285816078467,0.0,0.08434564631894223,0.08351689799631941,0.0,0.0970245667888172,0.09001637026557055,0.0,0.09082788250963078,0.0,0.0,0.07473997205562645,0.0,0.0,0.09242351647301736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216086308000499,0.0,0.0,0.0744139336473325,0.07061150807936753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912941700816205,0.11225682440991268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470833335888052,0.1694788912256966,0.0,0.0,0.0984811285179272,0.0,0.0,0.06181327520685492,0.062349097079809984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056979209399238284,0.1918547871133093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488503877996758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053165277548564,0.0,0.09065950204998624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570888085520828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399566390383426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499384544561852,0.08631361543853623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882559737733692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790549906228219,0.09625896015974954,0.0,0.0,0.07925056008990755,0.0,0.06322260641117097,0.20275670477905175,0.14699066824395682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586335467216392,0.0,0.0,0.06675531284307537,0.04903153227469133,0.0,0.0,0.08034828356172442,0.0,0.22835693912360155,0.0,0.0,0.2626111318824524,0.10114574316686042,0.0,0.0,0.2081405823186959,0.0,0.13348794837543596,0.13489828586068794,0.0,0.0,0.07794905641370893,0.07587501516071751,0.09387960865703024,0.0,0.08105641498897369,0.0,0.24486398334905315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,infinitypluss1,2018/04/07,"Need an Accountabili-buddy? I am cleaning my house after a typical cycle of ignoring the mess, so it's a lot to do. Does anyone want to partner up for an accountability session? We could check in with each other until our ""project"" is done. Although I have wanted to, I have never done this before so if you have some thoughts on the best way to do this I'd love to hear them.  ",3.1235964912280707,4.609097500000004,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,74.0,7.171929824561403,25.824561403508767,7.793537801064563,1.4293140350877191,294,10,59,4,6,99,60,76,0.066,0.805,0.129,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,1,13,16,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,13,12,4,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,3,3,50,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756746074489066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378887450496176,0.0,0.2636635179826939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059670361751925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198640170706548,0.5142166426628979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283168572996602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28990012865849457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213597400861996,0.2267561780227301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629314062818536,0.1937737153851856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945849203292826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29637868841997683,0.1994246132148545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wittynamehere114,2018/04/07,"Adderal and Sociability I've been on Adderall since i was 15 and am now 24. I never struggled making/keeping friends when I was in high school but since then I have noticed how bad I really am at social interactions and talking to people.

I kind of just attributed it to some traumatic things I've been through in recent years/being away at college in a new environment. About a year ago my friend who does not have ADHD had been taking adderall to study for exams and made a comment about how hard eye contact was for her and then I began to realize how much I truly struggle making/holding eye contact with people.

It feels like when I take my medicine I'm so focused on getting things done/ being productive that I just have no interest in other people but if I don't take my medicine it is a lot easier for me to continue a conversation (still hard for me to start them though). My boyfriend can always tell when I don't take my medication because I'm much more talkative and not as irritable in our interactions. I just enjoy being social more without it.

I feel like I'm in a limbo because I have tried to stop taking my medicine for a while because I want friends and I want my coworkers to enjoy talking to me but then I have such a hard time getting my work done, being present in my interactions with my patients, and meeting all of my deadlines at work. 

I have an important interview next week and I can't decide if I want to take my medication or not. I'm worried if I do, I will come off as anxious and quiet and that won't look great for the position I'm applying for. If I don't take my medication, I'm worried I will have a hard time answering exactly what they are asking and remembering what was discussed. 

I'm kind of just ranting at this point but I'm curious to know if anyone else's social life suffers due to their medication and how they combat it.",5.214260249554369,5.8356725427807525,6.420655080213907,76.78529634581106,68.22459893048128,9.334937611408199,32.96301247771836,9.408791572840183,2.9932338680926915,1497,65,285,29,24,505,177,374,0.114,0.741,0.145,0.9004,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,4,2,18,15,0,2,11,0,33,7,2,6,3,56,62,38,0,8,18,0,6,2,3,3,5,1,0,0,14,16,0,1,7,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,12,10,47,11,45,44,7,42,0,1,3,0,27,17,0,8,26,205,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866618152431364,0.0,0.07277517396355808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831234784718318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274769094706004,0.0,0.057405028046916384,0.08411939241008899,0.0,0.0,0.07675081174118646,0.0,0.07713403897641723,0.0,0.06854863669102039,0.15013905312173426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072040094770543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184476031983983,0.16803009394991855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858258045832985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302271688061831,0.1173020589314195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028678835948568,0.0,0.08578592831311332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051364635608404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29417574171483923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674134303436537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297272572858958,0.0,0.17098545532671214,0.04511906904004223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798844490761434,0.08021814782990758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894188037055697,0.0,0.0,0.06979702397113648,0.0,0.07768338001280267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33082153001196823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207033680638387,0.0,0.0633192567097494,0.07929103288435405,0.08731245488850932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346943883964093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074983597031745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760941353034731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259426205535422,0.0,0.08106214961854538,0.0,0.09300135003808932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308784497002153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582509542967966,0.0,0.0,0.2510665805717862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810958695433489,0.0,0.06556379450402236,0.06863784033888147,0.0,0.17165390076229775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320938386006726,0.1319749793899878,0.07175751758674145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908490187116304,0.0,0.0806611457805978,0.0,0.0957443375566311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573934478622922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527108244319253,0.0,0.06585429017850294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913981470491915,0.0,0.11953705498071053,0.16674958217266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052868602271465566
adhd,ShantiBlossom,2018/04/07,"How to stick to a daily schedule/routine? Obviously I have ADHD, I've been trying unsuccessfully for literal years to establish a regular sleep schedule, shower schedule, eating regularly throughout the day, taking meds at the same time every day, doing laundry once a week, exercise routine, ect. I tried reminders on my phone but I end up just dismissing them without even realizing it. Does anyone have any tips for this? Thank you :)",6.8000000000000025,9.271518266666668,7.535666666666668,63.299500000000016,66.33333333333334,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.557,350,18,48,9,6,116,61,75,0.025,0.866,0.109,0.8086,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935921953177135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612732442031553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708150446910318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150969950360949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378207384238235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499722863221227,0.0,0.0,0.21637070671535685,0.0,0.0,0.1613529381874911,0.0,0.20582702606970024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713539729151337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260163613688003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444689946885135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836776096909414,0.0,0.0,0.2249117762688864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244896183382053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317172378324452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959567637654244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354893194131433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573164053220575
adhd,gothicwriter,2018/04/07,"Gnawing, slight burning in upper stomach? Does anyone get a slight gnawing, burning sensation in your upper stomach? It's maddening, like never feeling satisfied or content and happens between meals and often when I first wake. It's hard to focus or feel good when it's happening... for hours. It's NOT hunger. I took 30 mg of Vyvanse this morning, and I'm wondering if that's the wearing off sensation? I try to take two doses to avoid a high pulse rate. Is this an ADHD--I thing? Eating a little helps, but I'm already fat and don't want to eat when not hungry. I was diagnosed with gastritis four years ago, so maybe that's it, but I haven't found a good cure. I have no major other symptoms. An upper endoscopy found it. One Tums helps some, but just wondering if others experience this when meds wear off or as part of ADHD? Is it a food allergy? Caffeine response? Ive cut way down...like to one and a half cups per day of tea. I've had a sensation like this for years that I remember. I think it's a big part of my feeling driven to eat...for relief. Any ideas welcomed! I'm tired of it.",1.8319545454545467,4.038253922727275,3.5963636363636367,87.08954545454546,80.22727272727272,6.363636363636362,25.0,7.520522993642371,1.3739545454545454,853,33,169,13,22,285,129,220,0.094,0.7879999999999999,0.119,0.8536,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,7,8,1,1,11,0,8,16,6,0,1,32,26,19,0,3,11,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,19,6,7,1,10,0,0,2,6,2,0,6,6,4,11,6,20,20,4,24,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,9,13,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28891779305270193,0.0,0.10655141572189224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264539219728985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174117143224338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404771400500853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775200514993681,0.0,0.0,0.12200203637866752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518918069659658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689885618912862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758017436148235,0.0,0.0,0.1823325360610767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224337145318893,0.14534818346584868,0.26358957630900703,0.0,0.0,0.06280034531663307,0.0,0.0,0.2016387034437392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125876558014637,0.0,0.10767697294152008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113712166886485,0.1269995301771183,0.0,0.0,0.11837430754071818,0.0,0.0,0.13569291157237245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174488050299234,0.12047352461494272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075860658059727,0.0,0.1335168172741835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270684049838396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629033533636027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033311600189857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361649168378187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493542799304877,0.09037660140739548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985656436957722,0.07702029551686429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815399183388166,0.0,0.0,0.13354833756079554,0.08160895776569882,0.0,0.11741944198281845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089798464113997,0.09541039026893157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607068928329371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548117060381916
adhd,decodedscrumbag,2018/04/07,"MyFocus - an ambient audio mobile app idea for adhders like myself. Tell me what you think? Hello r/ADHD. I am going into my senior year in software engineering, and I've been thinking hard about possible senior projects. I have this one idea, and I wanted to get some feedback from my target user base about it: 

MyFocus. I am ADHD, and cannot focus or go to sleep without white noise in the background. I want to make a simple mobile application where users can make the perfect focus track for them. This app would provide an array of white noise sounds like rain, snow, wind, beach waves crashing, streams/creeks running, tv white noise, clock ticking and more. Users would be able to play any number of these provided audio tracks to create a unique track for them. Ex. Playing rain sound at 80% volume with crickets sound overtop at 50% volume for a blend of audio that may sound like a rainforest.  These are two separate audio tracks that the user adds to their created ambient audio.

I have been thinking about a responsive UI that reflects what the user is listening to. Ex. User has Rain in their created audio, so the background of the application is rain droplets, and if they added thunder the background might flash lightening to represent what they’re listening to.

How does this idea sound? What would you like out of an app like this? Would you even use an app like this? 

I feel like adding that i'm a female programmer, and it's been a struggle being motivated in this degree. Thus, I felt that reaching out and getting feedback from the most supportive subreddit would help with motivation. Real people feedback might make this more fun (and real). I am also open to other ideas! ",6.141938416422287,7.724223551612905,6.0067448680351925,77.09466275659825,66.70967741935485,8.604105571847509,30.21994134897361,8.97023862654752,2.6351935483870963,1351,50,225,23,22,423,167,310,0.012,0.82,0.168,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,5,3,8,13,0,1,19,0,24,1,1,8,1,51,43,13,0,8,3,2,3,7,0,8,0,14,0,0,21,15,0,0,12,4,0,3,2,1,0,2,4,20,21,12,36,29,4,18,0,0,3,0,15,11,0,7,11,142,42,8,0.1070347502831918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572699396721935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855956511308783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278730057055244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366683126727483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069544309327641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411998577758595,0.07646564698886656,0.10277014556215658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184247865312992,0.0,0.12166063040545225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588211248621888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717431369191197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833168190205663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660424071800849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433958085746288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709391097827206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252951687300062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420441891445756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066559867754725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365795742250626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071120494997726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189596073182034,0.0,0.0,0.12146176620218935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355308949509768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575063832303025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045573982691746,0.0,0.0,0.09244365827845837,0.0,0.0,0.12626373778356398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317767972902583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38017207812083975,0.0,0.0,0.06892686991024079
adhd,iwishtoaccomplish,2018/04/07,"Absolutely can not concentrate despite struggling for years - despite various measures taken - Help Okay so to make this quick, for years I've spent my life in a big hazy blur of nonstop mind-wandering that never ceases no matter what I do.

I can't pay attention for any longer than a second, and every day I put up with being unable to listen to what people try to tell me, follow conversations, listen to materials for studying, or even simply watching TV. Yes, it's so bad that I hardly ever watch tv due to this deficit that just leaves me sitting around staring off into space for hours on end.

There's so much noise in my head that I find it hard to even do simple physical things like wash dishes without almost instantly going off on a tangent later to find myself just staring at the sink with the faucet running.

I can't read. I just can't. I've tried every technique you could probably image, yet to no avail, I can't comprehend so much as two sentences - leaving me to endlessly gloss my eyes over them  over and over.

What ever I do, my consciousness is 90% inside my head running in circles endlessly, and the fatigue of it makes me feel like my brain is on fire, but nonetheless hyper.

It's like a million radios with all kinds of different stations playing at full volume and no matter what I do I can't shut them off, turn them down, nor even at least shy away long enough to realize where I'm standing or even walking.

I have ADD, and was just recently diagnosed some months back. Looking back on my life, it made complete sense for why I was never able to maintain grades in school, and only doing schoolwork in rare bursts. I spent my school-years walking to different classrooms to just sit down for 40 minutes and float out into space. I couldn't go 5 seconds without losing track of what my teachers would try to convey to my peers and I.

Of course, this inability to follow through with anything for longer than a few seconds has translated to every single aspect of my life.

As for medications, I was given Adderal XR for a month but dropped it because it did very little to contribute to my focus and rather left me feeling excited over pointless stuff. It was the same in-attention, just bumped up with a constant adrenaline rush. It merely made my mind that much more ""talkative"".

And so after a month taking it, it was dropped in favor of Vyvanse.
I was switched to several increased doses, that did just the same as Adderall, but somewhat quieter in effect (Still didn't do crap for focus).

After that, was my last medication - ritalin. After two days of it I had to stop. It was nothing like everything I've ever heard about it. No focus - it was even worse than before, and it made me feel like I was constantly on fire, burning. Imagine pushing a dead car constantly for a mile, and continuing to push it thereafter. That's the kind of perpetual sensation, an immense fatigue, I had dealt with for those two days of taking ritalin. With it, there weren't any side effects of any form of euphoria whatsoever. None. It was the exact opposite, and the fiery sensation cleared up within a couple of days of stopping it. It made me constantly aggravated, irritated, and angry beyond imagination. I wanted to run outside with a base-ball bat, climb a tree, and beat the hell out of every bird I could find - all because the chiping insensibly curdled my blood.

That medication was pure evil. Satan pills... :(

So now I'm here, asking for advice in how I can ""fix my brain"" so that I may be present in the world, and be able to do things like comprehending what I read, or just being able to watch a 30-minute TV show.

I've been trying daily meditation as I heard it could train the brain to shut out the Default Mode Network associated with daydreaming, and eventually help wean me into paying attention. It's excruciatingly difficult, and I feel like no progress has been made, but I'm trying to be persistent here. It's impossible to focus on your breath if you can't even focus whatsoever to begin with.

I'm waking up at 5 AM every day now, hoping to gain a few more hours that could be made use of for doing things I've been wanting to do for months (online courses for example...). Still no luck with the inattentiveness. But I'm also hoping this routine is training my discipline and ability to fight back the urge to pondering anything and everything.

I've been taking fish oil pills daily as I've heard they help with brain inflammation, neuro-plasticity, and neuro-genesis (birth of brain cells). There's documentaries that claim it can improve everything from dementia, alzheimers, adhd, and add.

I'm so desperate here. I'm lost in this unending mess of drowning in my mind. It's so difficult to do anything in the real world. I (secretly) fear I may never be able to drive due to in-attention.

Thank you for the suggestions and please excuse my informal concoction of a post. It's my very first, and I'm in a bit of a rush.",7.136254144312495,7.131899662406816,7.455085900295375,73.16919705829164,64.09052183173588,10.452074667952658,34.54339220768782,10.103719932838432,3.4564379247292374,3929,158,701,79,53,1284,410,939,0.105,0.789,0.106,-0.8042,2,0,0,0,1,0,128.0,0,4,4,10,50,31,4,2,36,2,63,28,12,12,11,132,110,50,2,12,21,0,8,7,0,3,15,5,0,0,55,45,1,3,18,8,4,18,23,14,0,8,36,21,67,17,149,59,22,132,2,4,7,0,25,59,2,13,56,487,122,7,0.20360324133150332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117288249357063,0.04973968275344568,0.0,0.0,0.0509698089415561,0.0,0.0,0.04070535963324455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384288946854822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566108962152409,0.045312512794726784,0.047585386556920566,0.0,0.04782298685995176,0.11741874367940215,0.04250005049968334,0.06205732306936086,0.0,0.04331284057145007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055570501689205784,0.0,0.0,0.28411069120082005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053368531205577684,0.22002277250273344,0.0,0.16256062085667392,0.056320778484441565,0.0,0.1641340587286491,0.0,0.0,0.05166325103422882,0.0,0.10636102622525258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508300979399631,0.052594143718131266,0.0,0.20171703100733426,0.13812809121742073,0.21443064019698085,0.0,0.1372390986719753,0.0,0.0,0.057277562892113186,0.10294791641011314,0.10909064721680793,0.0,0.0,0.13956725549495533,0.043296203266453184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785620704361555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119425624040346,0.0,0.10447783257133432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235322066928143,0.0,0.0,0.10111197947137694,0.10025408998088596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601072226792443,0.0,0.04149095406195029,0.0,0.10779321729140087,0.0553038793604306,0.0,0.10785824296172572,0.17407295380581336,0.05101598407621685,0.0,0.04504561538950524,0.042743860982951146,0.0569449868394467,0.05556424731463721,0.0,0.0,0.2889814648024382,0.06795337229692892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383163412059098,0.0,0.0,0.15418592473877402,0.0,0.16251416474257815,0.0,0.11225385695089267,0.0,0.11777352859240525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884070031684057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871235993651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035288212875096515,0.0,0.0,0.05587380451903026,0.0,0.0,0.04874890601534202,0.0,0.054879682615651286,0.0,0.0,0.05116937328269007,0.0,0.0,0.10182916963008262,0.0579362657643652,0.0,0.0,0.05025840948420154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302867504287956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750342733651236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129890576618361,0.08511071325139268,0.0,0.053212578710707926,0.05826924991896621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481322405895004,0.0,0.04448955177496515,0.04686262741496907,0.0,0.0,0.10144870989574498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279154499540347,0.05536546510653359,0.14916808655461405,0.0,0.0,0.04396195725275511,0.0,0.08399699857744518,0.060045233457702685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045930064210831824,0.0,0.0,0.09813312952247948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187227430708447,0.03615847524488113,0.0,0.0,0.09833535901725517
adhd,likethecereal,2018/04/07,"Alcohol, social anxiety, and problems disengaging A bit about me: 
- 24 y/o grad student, diagnosed ADHD-C at age 19
- take 20mg Methylphenidate up to 3x day (usually 1-2)
- Anxiety + Depression (unmedicated)

I'm not sure if anyone has posted about this before, but I've noticed lately that I have some strange habits that I think may be related to my ADHD and they typically arise when I'm drinking. 

I tend to experience problems disengaging from social functions. For example, I'll stay at someone's party until only a few people are left, sometimes until 4am or later, even though I intended to leave before midnight, etc. I do have some social anxiety and I'm not sure if that's implicated at all, but I am a bit concerned that people may think differently of me because I struggle with *leaving*. (Or maybe they don't even notice this things...who knows) ...Wondering if this is a common thing you all experience / if there are any tips for knowing when its 'time to go home'. (I've considered setting an alarm as dumb as that sounds lol)

Given that I wasn't diagnosed until 19, I had my fair share of experiences drinking and partying (and drinking too much and blacking out) pre-medication. I want to be clear that on days when I drink I will NOT take my medication any closer than 5 hours before I plan on drinking. I know this isn't perfect, but there's little chance that I'll experience the negative effects of mixing them and I don't think that this is part of the problem (I once mixed Ritalin and alcohol because I was being stupid and immature so believe me I never want to repeat that even accidentally). Regardless, I rarely drink enough to blackout or throw up anymore, but I have noticed that I have memory problems frequently while drinking (usually if I stay out late, see: above) - this could be even when I've had two beers at a dinner. Very frequently, the next day I'll think about whatever event I had went to the night before and realize I can't remember chunks of conversations. Sometimes people will bring things up later that I have no recollection of talking about. Which is, obviously, scary. 

MY theory is that before being diagnosed with ADHD, I had only ever experienced sober-non-medicated vs. drunk-non-medicated 'me'. After that, I'm typically either sober + medicated (for the majority of the day) or drinking + non-medicated. Is it possible that when I go off my medication AND start drinking that my ADHD is being doubly as detrimental to my ability to focus, follow conversations, etc? I clearly know the difference between a blackout from drinking too much and this fuzziness that I've been experiencing, but I just wanted to see if anyone else has had these issues. 

I have no idea if *un-medicated* ADHD responds differently to alcohol... maybe I'm just more aware of the social deficits now that I'm being treated and taking it for granted that I'm better able to remember conversations while taking my medication. Regardless, I'd love to figure out how to be more present in conversations without having to cut out drinking completely. (read: grad school)

TL;DR: I have trouble remembering conversations I had while drunk (or drinking) - worse than my non-ADHD pals - and I struggle with leaving social functions until it's much too late. Anyone else??

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adhd,tisnf,2018/04/07,"Diagnosed as a child. Never received medication. Don’t want to seem like a med seeker. But it’s really taking a toll on my life. Long story short.  I was diagnosed as a young child and instead of my parents putting me on medication they had me up early, playing sports and being as active as possible to “burn of the energy.”  I’ve always struggled to “focus.”  But lately(the past 3 years)  it’s at an all time high.  Sometimes, I literally can’t move because there are 10 different things I want to do but can’t decide if the first out weighs the second, etc...  Should I speak to my PCP about it?  I’m honestly torn about it and I’ve literally been torn about asking for help for about a year.  For reference I’m 27.",1.7784741784037548,4.1377016830985935,3.8907323943662,84.02915023474179,81.46478873239437,7.166948356807513,22.846948356807516,8.238735603445708,1.5453618779342726,557,19,110,12,15,190,92,142,0.05,0.8290000000000001,0.121,0.7717,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,9,0,10,6,0,0,2,16,17,11,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,5,4,1,0,3,2,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,1,10,3,23,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,10,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859853664370706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695456488291724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088648650405568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625237166683124,0.0,0.18658521175084414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917150638246395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190585388618127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197029778653047,0.1886867754897112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261411491051692,0.087248497200381,0.0,0.0,0.15804371176521073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983696923128751,0.3598148563125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898095220087888,0.0,0.0,0.1377371615082612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829952409612792,0.0,0.17048132274915226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013298011193153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952907541318794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440728687534853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257872942215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662692681162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866977147346967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427505972264442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864514468335326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413540817440343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106702614096129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000810774393246
adhd,Lobsterkangaroo,2018/04/07,"What are people's experiences of Vylanse increasing their anxiety levels? Having trouble on a low dose. Hi, 

Has anyone had any experience of Vylanse/Elvanse increasing their anxiety levels?

Just been away on a physical theatre course for three weeks and it was an anxiety car crash for me, especially in the social aspect. Going back for another 10 weeks and think I want to stop the meds.  

I'm on 20mg daily dose of Vylanse/Elvanse. Diagnosed a year ago at 28, 29 in two weeks. Been on and off meds, finding it really hard to judge the benefits vs the side effects. 

I switched to 20mg after finding 30mg too much (I'm very sensitive to meds) - twitchy gurning etc and a massive spike in irritability. My tolerance for any kind of slowness went to zero resulting in flash anger issues. 

20mg is better but I feel I still feel very edgy on it, with a weird sense of tunnel vision. 

Being outside in open spaces feels like too much to take in, a bit like light aversion but for the bigness of everything - it's like my brain is pushing me to focus on one small area and not look around. Hard to explain, it's unpleasant - I feel very starey. My brother says I do a lot more face twitches on the meds.  

It does make me focus and I can get more done when I'm taking the meds, but it feels very wrong when I'm not in front of my computer and writing, especially in social situations where it makes me go into myself in a very awkward and unpleasant way or talk way too much.  

Also it messes with my gut have had several incidences with blood that I've never had before. 

Just wondering what peoples experiences are with Vylanse as I don't feel like this is worth it at the moment? 

How long does withdrawal typically last if I stop? 

Thanks for reading.",4.5095575221238935,5.935575141592923,5.675391150442477,78.52469734513278,70.44542772861355,8.845828908554571,29.78418879056047,9.281916038205594,2.672792471976401,1379,55,257,29,25,459,187,339,0.118,0.794,0.08800000000000001,-0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,14,15,1,1,17,0,19,8,4,5,1,47,43,18,0,2,10,1,8,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,14,15,0,2,12,1,1,8,4,7,0,4,8,11,21,8,49,34,10,59,0,1,1,0,10,32,0,4,21,159,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299812432193223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585510108988232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200136861635894,0.08635093998064093,0.18899210269129804,0.0,0.0,0.05758089120022121,0.0,0.0,0.07330877647611303,0.0,0.0,0.07737034293415493,0.06332190899449912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007360996248846,0.0,0.0,0.07283170134968732,0.08990464743048933,0.0,0.0,0.09192960562601467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358330819689938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441297206196518,0.0842724312423094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184178930416068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401068555393144,0.2416617027849716,0.0,0.0,0.24983118328638,0.11766141961243802,0.0,0.0,0.15053244097371296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043024368881679306,0.0,0.09360257218861882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753848185199553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595179054514744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575463887885484,0.0,0.06712607378203395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092780021645814,0.0,0.0,0.07287697693522069,0.06915308724370442,0.0,0.0,0.07001085061915804,0.0,0.0,0.10993825487191657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573602875389589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816097232363645,0.0,0.06351323839617577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558023521354895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418195771314615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823720797495549,0.0,0.05275538718821253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548786204451609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930318281027524,0.0,0.0,0.09256461959269256,0.0,0.16789049033707604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576465244341198,0.13769623154059552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383359415045805,0.06618964564563548,0.0,0.07581662693946055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052766423321176426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044378355371391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33973602508394285,0.04857204253875555,0.13073086797146224,0.19816811419743915,0.0,0.0,0.07633908473789866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930483957283186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003657304506686,0.0,0.05303056785919561
adhd,Fuckeverything138838,2018/04/07,"Cant play games because of my short EXTREME bursts of rage I've played CSGO, h1z1, pubg and more recently fortnite. Due to adhd I have an extremely competitive personality and therefore have succeeded fairly well in most competitive games. However, I never seem to be able control my anger in these games when things go wrong for me. It can't be fucking normal to scream at a monitor because someone outplayed me or the game bugs out on me (COUGH PUG FUCKING G COUGH). Its a serious problem and I CANNOT control it whatsoever. My non-adhd friends do not understand why I get so angry at all, they just say ""its a game get over it."" Yes, I know it's a fucking game and it doesn't affect my life at all, but will this stop my anger tendencies to come shining through when I play? ",3.560804890473765,5.599684245033113,4.803576158940399,81.31160978094753,74.09933774834437,7.824961793173712,30.158430973000502,8.617729084823388,2.4978207845134985,615,28,116,12,13,203,101,151,0.175,0.748,0.078,-0.9441,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,5,16,6,0,6,1,10,6,0,4,3,24,20,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,10,6,0,3,3,9,0,2,6,10,1,0,0,3,15,6,16,17,4,17,0,0,1,3,10,9,3,3,6,74,25,1,0.1667332081808714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40076183012107386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327803229074334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362589528061556,0.0,0.0,0.3740109411746133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288176630409356,0.4624264927802783,0.174222439230237,0.0,0.09475832457747957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163221076611026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776859582492212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859492892532806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336314320518638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558500618389414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954116241747435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646289282344989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132592939326383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517876506665086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127250622194093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393964278580586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107701348047308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357514987869227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499131780079249,0.0,0.15045078669168488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229658892826384,0.0,0.0
adhd,NomadicPolarBear,2018/04/07,"I don't know if I'll be able to get through college Right now, I have two days left in spring break of my senior year in highschool. I was supposed to get all my late work done over spring break, including 4 late projects, a year long essay assignment, and various work sheets that I have missed, and I have done none of it. I have been lucky to have good enough teachers that help me through this, but I don't know if I'll be as lucky in college. I have already committed to a college, and don't want to waste my time or money if I'm just going to flunk out. Did college end up being better than highschool for anyone here? I have a brother in college, and watching him struggling on college scares me because he was a great student in highschool, and I'm not.",7.843299539170508,5.5857752838709676,7.281843317972349,82.29419354838711,63.90322580645161,9.889400921658988,37.62672811059908,7.447530270364453,2.655608294930875,599,24,127,4,7,187,89,155,0.08,0.765,0.155,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,2,4,0,19,0,0,0,2,20,28,11,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,6,1,15,5,22,19,4,26,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,6,12,83,19,15,0.18075233331763474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946469450750925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126386234156772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018494470792753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598607501368841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657030172242774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699447857073135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009291718453106,0.18676547846145344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887126776205107,0.0,0.10272571646356772,0.1516064814504632,0.0,0.19928008559448465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115447892714727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867351061895894,0.0,0.407793009999529,0.0,0.19638793902379964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599601270418873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436150503928986,0.0,0.0,0.18096461815044745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896158432268575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539813912927276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656876531006716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661240932221393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631797028102759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279715291704745
adhd,freshpickedapple,2018/04/07,Questions I just got prescribed adderall 20 mg xr. I was wondering if anyone has any tips on how to effectively accomplish tasks while on medication? I've taken it for 2 days and I can think clearer but I get tied up on 1 thing for too long? ,1.0127210884353737,3.495682959183675,3.2480612244897955,86.32134353741499,86.75510204081633,6.531972789115647,24.493197278911573,7.793537801064563,1.5849564625850343,191,8,39,4,6,65,42,49,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.4956,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506499583804125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577227075193878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770637662160524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257008021884675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947905297474607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261855004338818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713098979357208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41289876238524464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487102625179405,0.2361739320282613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997139427603436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Put1demerde,2018/04/07,"I ran out of Adderall and have a physics exam next Tuesday and I don't know if I should as my professor to push it back. Any suggestions? So I was running low on medication and about two weeks ago called my doctor to get a refill on my prescription. Apparently, this time I needed to go in for a check-up and talk with my doctor, however because I am at university it's a bit tough to make that commute mid-week (I am not within reasonable distance to make a trip for just one day) and I had a ton of exams this past week. 

So I call the office and ask if I can get a two week supply and come up in two weeks after midterms are over. She puts it in and says my mother can pick them up that week and I can get them over the weekend. I then find out my mother cannot pick them up (they apparently were not in the system) so I call the office again and they said because they are a controlled substance, my mother cannot send them to me (I never told them my mom mailed my medication.  I even told her that was not the case, but she didn't care). We've done this many times, it has always worked, odd how this time it didn't. They said instead, they could mail them to my address  at school(where's the logic?). 

So here I am, studying for a physics exam I have next Tuesday. The first time in a long time studying without medication and I will most likely not have any while taking the exam. I already have accommodations for extra time on exams, but that really helps when I take my medication (I usually finish the exams at the end). I don't know if I should ask my professor to push the exam back for me, I really don't want to do it and I doubt he will say yes, but I can feel how little productivity I have. Has anyone been in a similar situation? Any suggestions? ",3.120156106519744,4.254454165289257,4.704022038567494,85.28310376492195,73.46280991735537,7.691827364554638,24.463728191000925,8.167268648758528,1.2550874196510566,1374,40,296,21,27,463,164,363,0.036000000000000004,0.941,0.023,-0.3512,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,11,3,17,5,0,1,22,1,35,6,0,8,1,49,57,28,0,8,12,4,1,1,0,4,6,4,1,0,14,16,0,1,6,1,0,9,13,3,0,5,13,5,55,2,41,39,4,64,0,1,0,0,37,22,0,5,33,214,69,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565748110282307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418566788203712,0.0,0.07101790191426773,0.0,0.0,0.17412244852098002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059678590762852826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958115309605078,0.0,0.0,0.1312575131935716,0.0,0.10405693732903484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317991698020348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26145517987736433,0.0,0.08701984745433855,0.0,0.0,0.07352132749231699,0.0,0.0,0.09572710004029364,0.0681449001504043,0.0,0.0,0.05504358427964354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471835023512794,0.0,0.08734251644721182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559462272478028,0.0,0.0,0.056372762621070986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043155442243571575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800820510198185,0.07259852805521395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377530200383014,0.0,0.048506279457980264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720819688330341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938120770410885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169761934601339,0.08554295923890565,0.0,0.07553192025854216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139433583768171,0.08653133889371205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439239275171056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999606979714338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632858229366447,0.0658270562205943,0.0,0.1815410406047628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057835258664521876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147607729303058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580016032743946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093545826372722,0.08775384779873867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237448048594574,0.13574723271646147,0.0,0.08637859201602867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593679320771306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283449115488855,0.06860096627349438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986090591698383,0.0,0.0,0.1631108543638306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501231678452639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940007877149716,0.0,0.05034154541142523,0.0,0.4107749478316453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227419749647825,0.0,0.06213569810783905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ketchupcat,2018/04/07,"Brain waves and test results seem to contradict each other Hi everyone, this is my first post here. For about a year I've felt like I probably have ADHD, and I finally told my mom recently and she took me to a specialist. I had all the tests done, the ones with electrodes and the computerized one. The other day we went back to go over the results and I'm kind of confused.

So my brain waves say attention deficit. But the test results are all mostly above average, which seems to contradict it. I was confused about the test itself because I felt like it was a weird way to test ADHD, since it was constantly changing formats and therefore keeping my attention.

But the weirdest part is that the doctor said the ""executive function"" section was among the highest they've ever seen. I was honestly expecting the opposite, because what I've read about executive DYSfunction fits me exactly.

I guess I'm really just confused. I am going to have a more conclusive test done, but I guess I really just am having trouble making sense of this.

TL;DR: brain waves say attention deficit, test results say otherwise, and executive function score is extremely high when I was expecting the opposite",6.5316743471582175,8.030755930875577,6.854764976958528,71.68405222734258,65.72811059907835,10.947956989247313,36.58648233486943,10.93419730881044,4.543688417818741,955,48,157,28,15,309,118,217,0.106,0.868,0.026,-0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,10,9,0,3,17,0,18,4,3,6,4,42,35,12,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,11,10,0,1,8,1,0,4,0,5,0,3,16,7,19,4,15,19,7,20,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,8,11,107,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28807987374917043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215950890904302,0.0,0.14612247344165868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013865395039575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267885132624657,0.0,0.0,0.12951844416353864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729522786744235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226745575418701,0.0,0.2453023290418176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841384138718292,0.0,0.11452461554514105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301552260357593,0.13129303189057567,0.0,0.1019468452555686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623036990681606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640630404098384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663120617481144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653079550790467,0.0,0.1248083883010246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710818003804782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000276476340283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403703088853536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243090110321706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978904898542334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478598128660936,0.0,0.12922173514524998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988536887280167,0.0,0.1535617182986207,0.0,0.11834031411356655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400758719904372,0.2859355932896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182192212640643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914358633030956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452461554514105,0.13316102070912514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513368108145268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110487146907927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718136058557097
adhd,zoey_anastasia,2018/04/07,"Getting help Hello ADHD community! And especially hello to you fellow sufferers lurking here and wishing that you could change... someday. 

I Just want to say that, after three decades of miserable struggle with ADHD, I finally got help. Taking Ritalin and Zoloft and getting therapy. It's the most amazing thing thing I've ever experienced! I've still got plenty of issues to work through and there are days where the ADHD monkey still kicks my butt, but life is now mine to live on purpose. I'm a stimulant (legal) junkie; I was so scared of Ritalin's abuse potential that I waited years extra to get treatment.

Please, if you are afraid of treatment, get it anyway. It doesn't have to be Ritalin or any specific treatment, just don't waste any more of your life hoping it's going to just get better one day. ",6.2700662251655634,7.394632728476825,6.709596026490065,73.85287086092715,66.08609271523179,9.483708609271524,32.318543046357625,9.642632912329526,3.210051125827814,646,26,108,13,10,210,100,151,0.11,0.75,0.14,0.4247,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,4,0,2,12,8,0,4,3,0,9,7,1,1,1,20,23,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,3,2,10,3,16,18,3,12,0,2,0,1,10,2,1,4,9,72,19,2,0.0,0.1642697395956474,0.0,0.0,0.4998672173240977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885645115999911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226188069276351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666631743100195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069546107384498,0.0,0.0,0.17882702674870785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541087883798124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518770509744784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621772307471048,0.0,0.07879423049600058,0.0,0.22177155992887854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585947641638745,0.0,0.0,0.1377041638828572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470767282144795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958558454045234,0.0,0.0,0.12242464865045855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394834551175656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218880244403332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025478415759396,0.13880621450057354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144157204028786,0.0,0.0,0.14494016827122008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424257082355884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855079316029155,0.0,0.1842170083271256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177546035269316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943305000962654,0.0,0.0,0.10093403521043497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892817940688883
adhd,Flutt3rby89,2018/04/07,"Recently Diagnosed and my Relationship is Falling Apart! I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years next Tuesday. And with that anniversary coming up, we are falling apart. 

I was diagnosed with ADHD nearly a month ago, and was put on Adderall. I have very few side effects with the medicine, and all other areas of my life are improving. I've been able to work efficiently and consistently, I've been able to get around to doing my homework and working on various organization projects at home. I'm even getting along better with my parents (that's a whole other can of worms). 

My parents are in their 70's, and have been open minded about ADHD, and have watched the videos I sent them. My dad has even purchased Driven to Distraction and is reading it despite the fact he hasn't read a book since the 90's. But, my boyfriend who is in his early 30's has been so closed minded that it amazes me. 

Before the diagnosis, we were a pair of couch potatoes and our house was a mess. To be honest, I'm starting to see ADHD traits in him, but he insists he's just lazy. So OK. Before, we were fine spending all our free time together doing nothing. Now, I want to get the things that need to be done in life, done! I want to go on day trips and enjoy the outdoors, and life. I don't just want to sit on the couch! It's fine for a couple hours, but not ALL weekend anymore.

We've been arguing more. I feel like I'm the only one doing anything productive, and I get annoyed with his laziness. I know he's not required to change, and this is something I'll either have to get used to or discuss with him that I can't take it and end up trying to fix it, or leaving. He's also been hurtful. I was very productive at work one day this past week, and was telling him because I was proud. He just said ""well, you're on speed"". It hurt me, and maybe I was a little more snappy than I should have been but my point was valid. I told him that I don't want him attributing my successes to my medicine. The medicine does not make me more intelligent, or make me have more industry knowledge. That's what my 5+ years of experience in the industry does. The medicine just helps my brain quiet down so I'm not constantly distracted and impulsively following those distractions. 

I just.. don't know what to do. 

Has anyone been through this after adult diagnosis (I'm 28)? Any tips? Suggestions?",3.7573947990543743,5.227154472340427,4.540390070921987,85.76361111111113,72.36170212765958,7.6903073286052015,27.949172576832147,8.256446698504663,1.7896973995271868,1862,70,380,29,36,599,223,470,0.071,0.8190000000000001,0.109,0.9724,2,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,5,0,2,9,15,20,2,3,19,1,51,6,1,5,4,72,82,29,0,6,17,3,1,1,0,1,5,2,4,1,23,33,0,1,5,5,3,9,9,8,1,2,25,5,49,13,51,54,11,56,0,2,2,0,34,25,0,3,22,248,72,10,0.179907858388916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243214265820895,0.0,0.07973873072137581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193612467734857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117175650390054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921012641907905,0.06289787882579588,0.0,0.07402441915554453,0.08007806832354479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054835080314756736,0.0,0.15308833664907742,0.0,0.0,0.07955694034397978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004183345315444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515932962237693,0.0774873449357964,0.0,0.09720824074040338,0.0,0.0,0.09953231170258996,0.0,0.11602568525507195,0.0,0.0,0.1826026892340816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743857925380364,0.18410820180614465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967248152556232,0.0,0.0,0.11882744371445615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799220355789521,0.0,0.0,0.045483409413872716,0.06426310499016571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349860764629683,0.0,0.051122890950322256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060294222591597314,0.0,0.0902311253771183,0.0,0.08858650041736887,0.10379475684468434,0.1925950833481659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887265397358297,0.0,0.0,0.09524822269490246,0.0,0.0,0.19061136133133846,0.04394694605594168,0.09015746879796932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008989248201678,0.0,0.0903708125056886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816556510073945,0.0,0.07180036807247236,0.0,0.0,0.06669969869559247,0.0,0.0,0.09566702420338298,0.0,0.0,0.08631322113296888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191022089630064,0.06841401663167848,0.0,0.0,0.1997663860812811,0.0,0.08587120391535936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503553876819481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042854428238796,0.0,0.0,0.17995654401043365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881865295664958,0.09657685563661668,0.0,0.0,0.08556678590644355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716816351935095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441081978791109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925092944525048,0.0,0.0,0.06366985407417004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763415984961668,0.0,0.07862369899587962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976139349682636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052452859503624695,0.0,0.0,0.0859548342362519,0.0,0.061072813192046285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769131304791736,0.0,0.14844282464600198,0.2122286322593293,0.0,0.07215561606242919,0.0,0.08087938537842017,0.0,0.0,0.1004303495056024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964625953990743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585476229162694
adhd,kou_izumi,2018/04/07,"My mother forbid me to take medicine. Hello, reddit guys.  
I'm 20 years old and I was diagnosed as ADHD 2 years ago.
    
My serious problem is that my mom forbid me to take any meds.

I've tried supplies such as Olive oil(omega-3), Phosphatidylserine, Iron, Ginko biloba, Vitamin C, D, Gotu Kola, Zinc, Tylosin etc.. Those supplies have alleviated ADHD symptoms.   
But still it is very difficult for me to concentrate on studying and working.  

Thus, I want to take medicines.
I had taken Strattera for one year. At that time, my mom allowed me to take medicine.
Unfortunately, 4 months after I started to take Strattera, side effects appeared. Side effects caused numbness to my legs so I had to stop taking Strattera.  

Now I want to try other medicine. Actually, there are other meds instead of Strattera in the world but only Concerta and Strattera are allowed to take in our country (Japan).  
Therefore I want to try Concerta. But my mom is strongly opposed to my taking meds.  

Every time I ask my mom to allow me to take Concerta, then my mom always gets extremely hysterical.  
She says ""You are not ADHD. Any medicines for ADHD are very risky to take. They are almost insecticide.""  
I know that all meds have pros and cons. but I was diagnosed as ADHD so what she said was illogical.   

I want to take Concerta in order to improve my symptons.  
Are there any good ideas to persuade my mom to allow me to take meds ?  
How did you get your parents to understand your ADHD ?  
  
Thank you very much for reading my post through to the end.  ",3.270988095238096,6.039496503571428,4.1485714285714295,81.94309523809527,78.60714285714286,6.447619047619049,28.97619047619048,7.675431598112923,2.1521404761904765,1191,55,205,19,30,382,146,280,0.061,0.851,0.08900000000000001,0.8765,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,5,1,4,9,9,0,0,2,0,17,6,1,10,1,34,44,15,0,5,5,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,4,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,8,2,38,3,37,36,3,26,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,2,15,125,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.05943308163474643,0.0,0.4391654073079119,0.0,0.053987324433844235,0.0,0.060986110162395225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050676634423577636,0.0,0.0,0.124249512176354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693660005687123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256472490241875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363164721820775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053942470235696,0.0,0.06792355997918118,0.0,0.0,0.05131386958990143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363918478597777,0.0,0.0,0.05108301014812422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603040920533217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875269737899366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03347099959716378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33825058459897256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279770264634895,0.04861263441905857,0.0,0.04477111861789065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390803309408932,0.0,0.04126982325770736,0.04631989596903272,0.0,0.0,0.06762618741719936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058328767838954625,0.0,0.0,0.05827647437904336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092003370001109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057933225042596376,0.04843294930543689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043107847810728586,0.0,0.048637655566100016,0.050918096831608375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330211042851573,0.5495027017729388,0.0,0.0,0.05607180833865085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102670227846777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240485426614404,0.0,0.0,0.06340274585862173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075542703412276,0.1436899724924257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044338511456815305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765967270470835
adhd,averagejospehine,2018/04/07,"What are ways you have people hold you accountable? Here's an example from my life: I have a big event job coming up. I purposefully scheduled some extra meetings with the clients in between the consultation and the event. My first organizing meeting is today and guess what? I've had to scramble for the last 24 hours to get their file organized, import all the info from their contract, update their invoice and their payment plan, and brainstorm a list of organizational questions walking through the job from start to finish. Having this meeting scheduled creates pre-scheduled small deadlines where I have to meet someone face to face. It is holding me accountable for staying on top of all the details I need to keep track of for this job. I will most likely scheduled two more meetings. And a walk through with the venue as and ensure that I have my equipment organized and ready to go. Having pressure to please a client definitely keeps me accountable. And helps me stay organized way before major deadlines. What are some ideas you do to stay accountable?",7.951507936507938,9.168847074074076,6.847738095238099,74.02017857142856,62.38624338624339,9.051322751322752,37.4431216931217,9.075114841892004,3.5326328042328043,863,41,137,13,12,261,114,189,0.012,0.897,0.091,0.9176,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,4,4,2,2,0,1,13,0,13,3,2,0,2,26,21,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,4,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,19,1,27,19,8,28,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,5,13,98,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355220415011544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719194297962936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546998484754988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832089328388421,0.0,0.09051347347133536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544739120392136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675138701218014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684308352666454,0.0,0.0,0.17978981339680658,0.0,0.0,0.4741352128038218,0.28312254718769697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298215199954471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124929627184322,0.07780840758489245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809233195157395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041369225995083,0.0,0.0,0.17482418504425282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841227125994805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494397775778855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127279686367161,0.5092631050253339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096376988689686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557790984526507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528329013475201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NecessaryZombie,2018/04/07,"Nervous about being diagnosed I'm finally booking my initial appointment with a doctor to get checked to see if I have adhd. I've been meaning to make the appointment for months but kept forgetting. I'm (hopefully) starting uni next semester and want to get it sorted.

I'm mostly nervous of being told I don't have adhd and just have to focus more on what I'm doing. I'm 21 and haven't really seen a doctor about it, and don't have a family history of it that I know of",6.478762886597937,5.405461206185566,8.155381443298968,71.14606185567011,65.80412371134021,11.883711340206185,34.8639175257732,11.20814326018867,3.975690309278351,375,15,71,10,5,133,58,97,0.05,0.933,0.017,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,11,3,0,1,0,17,28,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,4,1,13,22,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,4,46,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516281380010709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801142477301685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397015941145885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248870060072174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352963669696541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444203662670315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133389427193639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804518462615905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337668667782344,0.0,0.0,0.23397367381691286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144654997540024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284358936646096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760255933230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116303690975296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152032323949029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052449058288702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669108732887532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,randoperson996,2018/04/07,"Looking for a specific type of browser extension that unblocks sites with password So, only time i could study properly was when i was in dormitory, because assistants were controlling us constatly. Since I'm adult now no one can check on me if I'm wasting time or doing what i suppose to do. 

What I think that can work for me is having a to-do list every day and unblocking social media/distracting sites when i do all of them. But I know I will cheat %100 if i do it myself. 

**What I thought is;** if there is an extension like i said in title I can make my housemate block the sites and when i do my to do list she can unblock them with the password that she knows and I dont

**TL:DR** I need an app that blocks sites and unblocks them with a password. Every app i found is time based.",0.5281055900621112,2.911016267080747,2.4277608695652155,91.99468478260872,88.19254658385094,5.704472049689442,22.33571428571429,7.1686216300943375,0.8853078260869571,613,23,130,10,20,203,91,161,0.087,0.8959999999999999,0.017,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,2,6,2,1,0,7,0,21,0,0,2,1,24,32,13,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,6,2,26,1,12,24,1,15,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,4,9,92,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305749580987306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24481228334112484,0.17427362363271548,0.0,0.0,0.1407683461120948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558149089842396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36780966497866735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393256195766923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399148075700125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663740359511348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329476111240176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569925195709035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184702983502802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790776828428345,0.16600682772878925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762807662282207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805580895533903,0.0,0.0,0.22250233898400476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986084125682186,0.0,0.1732847726011171,0.3818310884323376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625561375982452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589057030284214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eqksmvlIl,2018/04/07,"Any alternatives to Ritalin and Adderrall ADHD patient here, been using 10 mg of Ritalin for about a few months now after switching from Adderall. As much as I liked the fact that I was able to focus a bit, the drugs made me feel pretty emotional and my heartbeat would get faster which made me feel anxious. Hence, as much it helped me focus for a few days, that effect was later overshadowed by how emotional I would get from Ritalin and Adderall. I understand these drugs will inevitably make my heart beat faster but I am wondering if there are other drugs or treatments I can try out because lack of focus is huge for me. ",10.367542372881354,7.909949822033898,9.314000000000004,70.31998305084747,59.254237288135606,12.49084745762712,39.70169491525424,10.793553405168565,4.168801355932206,501,19,89,9,5,157,80,118,0.038,0.879,0.08199999999999999,0.4767,1,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,10,7,1,6,1,21,20,10,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,12,1,16,12,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,8,64,18,0,0.15640272359642324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879656801074319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063592153234892,0.0,0.0,0.17669055939863298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953416486267834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707512662170298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008668178451988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441325143803408,0.0,0.0,0.3518640256297965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581638328527657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342793558954355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533798051151515,0.10483344879876352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641047054249005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598407745317085,0.10440003248766494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483916180564356,0.0,0.2299479955427913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591177976916643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618718277756004,0.0,0.0,0.1628207511021753,0.0,0.1350817364987902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961208204681075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220801485907266,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,echopraxia13,2018/04/07,"Do any countries have OTC ADHD meds? I have a legitimate diagnosis, but Canada(especially British Colombia, but I think the whole country is following) is drifting away from these in favor of things like Strattera, Intuniv, Vyvanse, etc. None of the alternatives work for me, and I'm tired of being worried that I won't have the medication that makes my brain function. Anyone know if these are OTC anywhere? Been googling but can't seem to find much info. Thanks",5.119756097560972,8.058783597560979,4.956280487804875,77.78490853658538,72.78048780487805,7.514634146341463,32.201219512195124,8.472884824447931,2.9051414634146338,373,18,61,7,8,115,66,82,0.076,0.799,0.126,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,11,3,1,1,0,11,18,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,15,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911700000445037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475674023456624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940578586044205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276273165254875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704613763403457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702030164451624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214368858235428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331491614597421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183643561874767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172184968397155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691152474958477,0.2440686956264005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810154979930515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055997816942996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223056208409604,0.0,0.0,0.16095814387452634,0.15524138691577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784618931453761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704937368294494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638061880136915,0.2460441617306979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thefrostisnigh,2018/04/07,"I find myself constantly trying to visually impress/intrigue random members of the public while I’m out, could this be a symptom of RSD? hey hey, just wanted to ask the community because I do this most of the time in public, if I think someone is paying attention to me from a far, I’ll put on this fake persona and try to find some way to look interesting to spark said persons interest in me. 

For example, if I think I notice an old guy looking at me from the car behind in traffic, I will change my behaviour in such a way that I think will appeal to that person. (Start playing some johnny cash loud in the car or something) 

Is this just a level of personal insecurity, or a symptom of RSD?

edit: for anyone unaware, RSD stands for Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria and it is hugely common alongside ADHD, here is a great article on the topic https://www.additudemag.com/rejection-sensitive-dysphoria-how-to-treat-it-alongside-adhd/ ",11.967517421602786,10.005150542682928,11.103240418118473,57.186707317073186,55.76829268292683,13.029965156794429,41.721254355400696,11.491704259439757,4.8916473867595816,755,30,115,15,7,244,103,164,0.071,0.845,0.084,0.2812,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,13,0,9,2,0,0,0,21,19,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,7,3,0,0,6,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,4,12,4,27,14,3,24,0,1,2,0,10,12,0,8,6,82,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35891365447015044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440988028001807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395965360167078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102571148171756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796358158463594,0.0,0.0,0.16136475454199495,0.0,0.119221998633826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729564237842828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462876687426828,0.0,0.14785291622379648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507868638226665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000484541373914,0.15668901962296486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39114837800098096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501105229410091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420400503041076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652061068030246,0.11495588384918942,0.0,0.0,0.1056913518457782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104068500592343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870398057549144,0.0,0.0,0.08707124760576161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276057739264391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807437746652888,0.2370507643992629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,processus,2018/04/07,"""I'll just use the GPS on my phone, thanks."" I always thought people were a bit crazy when they'd give me these complex directions to a place I wouldn't remember anyways, and it happens often enough that it's making me re-consider that it may be an ADHD thing. Or maybe it isn't, maybe I'm surrounded by crazy people who expect me to remember street names and buildings and monuments without writing anything down.",11.508708333333335,7.564552787500002,10.445000000000004,67.67333333333336,58.625,13.66666666666667,44.16666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.852166666666665,333,14,60,6,3,106,62,80,0.067,0.933,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,18,13,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,6,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,1,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059447766336457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350116181910302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159005664328866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276443462634159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545170729174407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002656276466135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438910252069265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918536402140932,0.0,0.4189626345913624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891160564172481,0.0,0.21785376725919292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724136350414994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197257281805066,0.0,0.0,0.1385280831944795,0.0,0.0,0.16553759768757625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008998866403256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010009936734767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,2020friend,2018/04/07,"What did 'Take Your Pills' get wrong? I'm watching the documentary 'Take Your Pills', haven't finished watching it yet but it doesn't seem that bad? I'm not ADHD-diagnosed and I take dexies to pass uni so that's my perspective but so far the documentary seems pretty accurate. What do people with ADHD think?",1.486082862523542,4.201871016949152,2.7666666666666693,86.90314500941618,93.06779661016952,6.012052730696799,20.114877589453855,7.3871296695380915,1.0700719397363463,246,8,46,5,9,79,42,59,0.034,0.821,0.14400000000000002,0.8208,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,12,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470931653577107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004733967030316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102239414627002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891839315886935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779818846759722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315642396902607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144206360184694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134099262196519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584521370555134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248859073830826,0.0,0.0
adhd,samantique,2018/04/07,"Cannot think or sleep, feeling lonotomized I don’t know what this is, but what everyone here is talking about matches with me perfectly. The stiffness, insomnia, the didtractability is all there. I didn’t have anything like this when I was younger, however. My focus was extremely good, and I performed extremely well, academically and otherwise. My problems overall suddenly started in middle school. I became quiet, scatter-brained, and began talking sort of like a stiff, more eloquent Forrest Gump, acquired brain fog, and just did not feel mentally ‘there.’ I am concerned because I tried Adderall one time at a stupidly high dose, and it made everything worse, seemingly permanently. I felt functional before, but now I go off and on between thinking I’m retarded, and it’s as if all of my executive ability has deleted itself from my brain. That dose of 60mg Adderall XR (taken over an entire day) seems to have sent my mind into a non-stop spiral of racing thoughts that has literally not silenced for a second for 6 months now. I constantly think about ten things at once. I physically cannot sleep because I can’t force my mind to quiet down, no matter how tired and sleepy I become. I can’t complete a thought, and thoughts seem to have no significance or relation of importance to one another, planning in my brain feels completely arbitrary - I can’t tell the significance of right from wrong, from better or best.

Is it possible for Adderall to trigger some sort of ADHD in people? This is a hell I wouldn’t wish on anybody. 6AM and I have slept 2 hours over the past two days.

I dropped out of high school at 15, then community college at 19 - I cannot keep my mind silenced enough to focus on work. It is not as if it is too hard for me, it is as if my mind will give itself permission to even try to work, and it seems completely arbitrary as to when my slightly less miserable, more functional days will be.

If I have ADHD now, and would have to get on Adderall, I’m concerned about what that would do to me as well. My sister has had ADHD for years now, and is completely dependent on it. She does not function as a person without Adderall, and her dosage keeps becoming higher.

Is it possible for Adderall to totally desensitize your brain and create reliance that quickly
What am I supposed to do?",7.2665357967667425,7.50405406466513,7.379580600461893,73.00346789838338,63.780600461893776,10.71552886836028,37.87427251732103,10.444984826868176,4.079726170900692,1842,89,323,41,25,595,223,433,0.092,0.792,0.116,0.8436,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,0,8,18,13,2,1,12,0,41,13,7,4,4,73,70,34,0,9,15,1,5,2,0,5,6,2,0,1,23,18,0,4,15,0,0,2,16,5,2,5,14,7,38,8,60,50,9,45,1,1,0,0,10,22,1,15,22,234,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682430489999125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801489384172579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061224866034883675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070710677860426,0.16433792367287406,0.06330892568807749,0.0,0.07807821667649993,0.06580075967189213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41527506390973407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120279650652011,0.08039997590946497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439455476459882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510794703624878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687509506070167,0.0,0.04914050259143665,0.0,0.0,0.0710923945260161,0.0668659284767227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285663622659625,0.0,0.07143567369195515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887093263447933,0.07137126560977589,0.04228323822673327,0.06240319554412885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664779214814162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572153833624798,0.0,0.0,0.07326901963466921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226028845184154,0.0,0.0,0.04088829782862682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269617014524743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039908504049441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749777074552755,0.0,0.30049118991497736,0.0,0.05938537534830755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923357873890864,0.10083073974515644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710232247135203,0.05157959665307979,0.06496321590912799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677496569810793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119075825314096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635371990121693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505935571524298,0.0,0.2709238864923318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489074745333413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266070751545605,0.0,0.0,0.06220173682216772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959981395971768,0.06502888496936207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942805837102076,0.143017560019568,0.0,0.17719588373167072,0.04338324208269666,0.08551186275622114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101025441299297,0.0,0.07267799557916492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378908179941065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855563356902622,0.07171895126837143,0.0,0.10832818162250928,0.0,0.07581996276511675,0.1057032599141641,0.08134472756820528,0.0,0.047911164867795265
adhd,Inignot12,2018/04/07,"1 month into my new job and I haven't been late once! I know it's not as exciting as finishing a dissertation but after losing my last job to something seemingly as silly as tardiness, this is an accomplishment for me. 

I know it's a behavioral symptom a lot of us suffer from, and despite how unfair it can feel, most employers value attendance above many other qualities. Don't make my mistake and give yourself extra time every morning. 

I'm very lucky that my new position starts at 11am and my commute is nearly half of what it used to be, it really is a godsend for someone like me.  

Thanks for letting me share; this community has been a place of comfort during my time being unemployed (almost a year).  If this gives hope to one other sufferer out there, then it was worth the post.  ",4.795525846702315,6.12943551633987,6.18487225193108,75.49374331550806,69.65359477124184,9.485204991087343,30.248960190136657,9.800150414767053,3.073214379084966,626,25,112,15,11,212,109,153,0.08,0.6920000000000001,0.228,0.9776,5,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,2,12,0,0,8,0,13,1,0,3,0,22,25,12,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,3,1,13,8,19,19,3,19,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,7,13,81,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677830886476186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032769705629927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421396782022816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195447427628102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542425106537914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33055539000824824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306583889228525,0.13576254836607454,0.18787851796999927,0.0,0.0,0.17031125491777965,0.0,0.08136915742784147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632968811593692,0.0,0.14159701227568902,0.0,0.0,0.11117511276464052,0.1688581326060172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329406472438163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321714959116906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737301783838252,0.1128603105156252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740119538539774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951129252943486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669782099824872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162317579393414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111942540570133,0.12822028117453418,0.0,0.0,0.11788674400660408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311185935167395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333920043117502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942362491836378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003421967679697,0.14384791776258146,0.0,0.13742328707299276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725437416825924
adhd,MallSwordCat,2018/04/07,"How do you calm down when you're nervous? I have a huge sports competition in a few hours. I keep shaking and trembling, and my mind keeps darting back to any bad possibilities. What are some things I could do to calm down?",2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.45,89.92000000000002,76.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,0.7882909090909096,176,6,38,2,4,55,35,44,0.211,0.645,0.14400000000000002,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359187982686776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282306531097065,0.27453009732089056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625160590377393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237968514822708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844962194168516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319892284548582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706669683758328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184367930022826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,skrillbug,2018/04/07,"How do ASD people get medicated for ADHD? Hello! This is my first time posting here (generally a big noob on reddit so sorry if my formatting is bad. I was referred here by a friend on twitter).

I'm about to see my neurologist in a week because I'm suspected to be ADHD, but i'm worried because on top of this, I am also on the autistic spectrum (high function) and I'm very afraid that meth/amph based stimulants are only going to make me feel worse and cause me to be lower functioning as they intensify.

Of course this will probably be answered by my neurologist in due time, but the anxiety of waiting is driving me up the wallsa nd I couldn't find a lot of information on it online except one scholar article.

My S/O suggested that they could give me benzos like Valium and the such, but I'm wondering how do they affect ADHD symptoms at all?
I don't know if this made sense at all, but I had to get this off my chest because I've been thinking about it obsessiely for the past week and couldn't get anything done at all. My mind is very foggy and I feel like I've been trying to run in thigh-deep water since starting my studies.

tl;dr are you autistic+ADHD and if so, how did they medicate you?",5.702526564344747,5.569594884297524,6.94977567886659,76.02388429752071,67.09917355371901,9.889492325855961,32.574970484061396,9.606745405546679,2.951163164108618,950,37,184,18,14,324,138,242,0.079,0.875,0.046,-0.7186,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,4,2,11,5,0,1,9,0,23,5,1,8,3,42,43,20,0,6,8,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,10,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,7,3,24,3,31,29,4,28,0,0,1,0,11,16,0,5,10,124,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5823855478488761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968820341794594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267790978254882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996945045192338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011535429790496,0.2215521401430381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445239646150835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672684241074647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397649428645273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251216604168,0.08654817537169697,0.0,0.0,0.11072710276177314,0.10304845068302848,0.0,0.0,0.09359866587100188,0.0,0.18988453320520016,0.11621622753446598,0.06885121613955213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799954301405606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657978786490554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837361406306797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029957210658716,0.0,0.11463319328000927,0.08086724938432686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440877854748364,0.0,0.0,0.12232497280557575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209303907234174,0.09213853439274088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564950086029308,0.08398878861900462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602632236498844,0.0,0.13061806442277624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653929318552627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021490062675012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561529875128048,0.08574919772620551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591918778812136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762676456532598,0.0,0.0,0.1412847786847962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822515586104499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199919621407934,0.0,0.0,0.19435528096501495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137986847939853,0.0,0.12303170304516993,0.1234601904433458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,niftyben,2018/04/07,Tax day is coming up and there are a number of services that make it really easy and pretty fast. Don't freak out. Set a day coming up and do your taxes.  It is easier than your brain is making it out to be.,0.8369999999999997,2.344689088888892,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,80.33333333333333,6.277777777777778,13.472222222222221,7.1686216300943375,-0.4617777777777783,159,1,36,2,4,56,32,45,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.9035,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,0,9,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,26,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699447108182636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709322614854438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274427451860898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44241542895237257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33714629699962945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122991426379612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,minipotatochip,2018/04/07,"I have an essay due in 48 hours and I’m finally able to focus. Why can’t it be like this all the time?! It’s just the most frustrating thing in the world. Where is this version of me the rest of the time? Suddenly I’m on fire and I can think straight. AND -probably the most irritating thing- suddenly it’s kinda obvious to me which bits I should work on and in what order. I’ve been struggling with that for weeks and reading so much irrelevant stuff and getting off track.  

Just needed to scream into the ether about it. ",0.706940700808623,3.200672820754715,2.279838274932615,92.20283018867926,89.66037735849056,6.047439353099732,19.8355795148248,7.447530270364453,0.7272636118598386,413,13,88,8,14,134,73,106,0.13699999999999998,0.8220000000000001,0.04,-0.8919,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,8,0,7,0,0,0,2,18,12,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,15,9,7,19,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,9,62,17,2,0.2495814728897282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724783273608349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27340430410468114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039601848947185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457874764371671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193290080677327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347109978627948,0.18506149971237346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690910405818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496490131808291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091674541183524,0.28571107461450906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316216811082772,0.15992173016955735,0.0,0.0,0.2910659278460773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019920302976948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520845936818576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169828476471786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,monty88888,2018/04/07,"Diagnosis & medication I was diagnosed with ADHD a couple of years ago. 

I moved to Melbourne and saw a GP in Thornbury for a referral to a psychiatrist for medication and treatment — I have not taken the medication route before. How long am I going to be waiting before getting medication? Weeks? Months? Up to a year? I have heard horror stories.",3.853809523809524,6.857729619047621,6.2755555555555596,66.10000000000002,78.20634920634922,8.679365079365079,31.222222222222214,9.23628265651192,3.78916507936508,278,14,42,8,7,98,45,63,0.08199999999999999,0.918,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,10,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854464347069524,0.0,0.1611963106473757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703104727856127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094766476431935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121014332074247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845707823070008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500750322121268,0.0,0.10334778765936532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609287899136052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7327665083611172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514846589229072,0.19327448305145456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586661960288874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420689147404006
adhd,marth720,2018/04/07,Never Paid Attention in School I never paid attention in high school or college. I had mandatory attendance at my college. And I could never focus during any of the lectures. I graduated because I just read the text books and I always felt like sitting through class was an extreme waste of time. Anyone else have this experience? I only did well in tech classes because math was much easier for me to focus on a d understand.  ,4.602983725135624,7.0320831139240525,5.839276672694397,73.29898734177216,72.29113924050633,8.564918625678121,31.53887884267631,9.23628265651192,3.3631106690777584,342,16,54,8,7,114,59,79,0.037000000000000005,0.85,0.114,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,12,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,7,1,9,2,10,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,39,10,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752186814710872,0.0,0.0,0.14320100998944474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724180387845098,0.21576317442956308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25673413132823103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681302774580264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759118182656464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598676809098895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218896051788804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248838218110648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287831216292136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547998690410788,0.0,0.4872347542744748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160154895641526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063608705482306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262345857146992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227903674349216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922027098598004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933590165547698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,conductor666,2018/04/07,"Were you diagnosed with tests? I mentioned once to my old psychiatrist that I have issues with concentration, attention span, etc., and suggested that I think I may have ADHD after some research, said I'd like her opinion.  She said I would need to see a specialist to be diagnosed and then it was never mentioned again, I never got around to seeing a specialist at all.  A year after that, I asked for a paper that included what I'm diagnosed with, signed by her... and it stated not only ADHD, but she diagnosed me with oppositional defiant disorder, without ever once mentioning it to me.  Never even heard of it before I saw it on the paper in fact

Has this happened to anyone else, or did I just have an especially strange psychiatrist?",8.467758081334724,7.794830124087597,9.1830031282586,64.0838686131387,61.62773722627737,12.792075078206466,37.089676746611055,12.031772070788634,4.731430448383733,585,24,98,17,7,199,89,137,0.069,0.917,0.014,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,10,4,0,0,6,27,22,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,6,17,1,20,11,3,16,0,0,3,0,13,5,0,4,11,81,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271296253100413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516373810043824,0.13944973290387078,0.0,0.12115715925233175,0.1272343973347584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581041083637993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525513679987912,0.0,0.0,0.1559814955839631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113693433259098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517866049281155,0.0898922502943722,0.12310953503919855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885097800420404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035208952185796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205222451768362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649120356450752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100915846075278,0.31490432287479864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281323555418285,0.2898824519942132,0.0,0.10350958860103812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589230465672712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169069127771171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720688382492417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119479000586765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668098000681563,0.0,0.0,0.08764343458182916
adhd,Madcat05,2018/04/07,"Add cleaners here please!! Is there a correlation between people with ADD and cleaning up like a madman. Even before I got put on Adderall, I have random episodes where I'll go cleaning everything and anything. From wiping down the fridge to moping the floors. It's not a bad thing, but please tell me there are others like this! What's up with it? I also drink caffeine drinks throughout the day. ",4.032335907335906,6.5884096081081065,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,74.54054054054055,5.3096525096525085,25.43629343629344,6.18269132825596,0.8688942084942086,317,11,56,2,7,95,57,74,0.021,0.809,0.17,0.8721,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,9,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902422440490724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576494671826944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986299851446416,0.0,0.0,0.20242867427518607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342073839297776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660874262491782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712550299482014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380209991892887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351995751826729,0.0,0.19026406185605785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244414886915565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492444401245115,0.0,0.0,0.5222682246776286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239147288897388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792820018458413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804495526175918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,marstars85,2018/04/07,"Those who take Medication how's your Sex life? Those who take Adderall,Vyvanse, Ritalin etc how is your sex life and does being on medication effect it all preferably looking for male responses. My doctors wants me to start on a medication but I heard as it guy it can effect your ability to get an erection etc is this a common side effect ?",3.0673186813186817,5.798706984615388,4.55142857142857,78.97,79.15384615384616,7.406593406593408,27.747252747252745,8.418075326091056,2.4434175824175832,274,12,48,6,7,91,46,65,0.0,0.947,0.053,0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,9,0,5,1,10,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,6,9,3,5,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0,2,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213485468072114,0.18252548851578687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465232774665359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897188885747676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652215577511826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946455437505369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515056543876997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303524548083825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763053977871796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31364505765781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302300669813587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PokePokePokemons,2018/04/07,"Worried about dopamine sensitization from 5mg Adderall IR I'm prescribed 5 mg Adderall IR for my ADD symptoms. 5 mg has worked well enough for me in the past (actually 2.5 would work as well), but I haven't been taking it for the past 6-9 months because I've been getting by without it. However, lately I've been having trouble at work and want to start taking again.

I want to go back to taking my 5mg when needed, maybe a few times a week. However, I've been reading a lot about dopamine sensitization that can have long lasting/permanent effects that apparently come from taking low doses of amphetamine (apparently 5mg or lower, according to some). I'm a 140lb 30 year old male in good shape. Is 5mg going to sensitize me and ruin my life if I do it a couple times a week?

I've never taken more than 15-20mg in a day, but are these higher doses actually safer? I'm not sure what to think after reading all the posts about sensitization. I messaged my doctor about it but I have a feeling he had no idea what I was talking about.

TL;DR: is 5mg Adderall going to mess me up forever and ever?

Thanks for the help!",4.9361736941472625,5.168565867841412,6.536214600377598,77.08058370044056,68.73568281938326,8.952674638137195,30.75173064820642,8.841846274778883,2.3940021397105093,880,33,175,14,14,304,130,227,0.113,0.7929999999999999,0.095,-0.7162,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,11,9,0,0,12,0,17,5,0,1,4,26,37,10,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,2,0,4,5,4,2,0,7,1,13,5,29,29,6,31,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,4,19,103,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.24925378447215374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820138636359632,0.0,0.07785105216332514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100111698198944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413090880111177,0.0,0.08236261917763017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307169684903816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195894452325194,0.0,0.0,0.11552133525073223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457419700162953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672339382514063,0.0,0.2177422278184828,0.10711739364197384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560156456746136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416945531867015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406285258601476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902056065128988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301965279739455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857478399606088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830222547388367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193719363718574,0.0,0.0,0.09469561624825852,0.098498105347517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401054319182934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438279851864507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122311225731204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554898472742418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039405253548227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036550611353793,0.1327399669964047,0.3840891981010341,0.10264875251757237,0.0,0.11757854418939576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183164414765308,0.0,0.0,0.148937879835049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065376238836178,0.0,0.204883100296703,0.0,0.2296539081876239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310823296174082,0.0,0.2789239967327916,0.12969607324030036,0.0,0.09072177796935492,0.0,0.0,0.08224128688025152
adhd,autumwinters,2018/04/07,"Am I being profiled by my psychiatrist? I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression by a psychologist a few months ago. The first med i was on was wellbutrin and that did nothing. For the next few months I was put on a series of 5 or so antidepressants.

A few monhs ago I started seeing a Psychiatrist. I described my symptoms to her and she agreed to treat me for ADHD and Anxiety. The meds she chose were Strattera and Zoloft. Last friday I fainted while on these meds so I stopped taking them. I should add that they didnt help at all even after 6 weeks.

Now her solition is to put me on another antidepressant. Im pretty sure shes profiling me as a drug seeker because Im black. What other explanation is there? Shes convinced I have ADHD so why antidepressants?",2.234903276746941,4.8953392885906055,4.063134622976708,81.54285037504934,82.28859060402684,7.264271614686144,25.54322937228583,8.313332769828598,2.0828749309119625,610,25,114,14,17,205,93,149,0.084,0.82,0.096,0.4001,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,9,0,15,5,0,0,2,12,18,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,2,23,3,16,9,4,20,0,1,2,0,9,5,0,1,13,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419857567734828,0.0,0.25224522280834666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491929573359097,0.2176875798531592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673255096096884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254553228139516,0.1444111776502939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649995978069521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397458030851293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102327237115837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953672667854268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073735724655285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597716787026673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741229259199976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713303407658755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131636544300306,0.0,0.0,0.13652147142941234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474988313986958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860613417643805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337871745057952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070649721797348,0.0,0.0,0.11895242832421528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340971907615814,0.14788337000147309,0.1069768327535496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412841216484144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838554542077413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FourMandalas,2018/04/07,"2 weeks now on Lexapro. Adderall for almost a year now - life changing. But, I still struggled with anxiety and a little bit of OCD. It's sort of like... the Adderall gives me back some focus, and so much of my daily struggles began to fall away, and I felt and saw things more clearly. I knew I had more to work on. So I talked to my dr about it, and tried the Lexapro. Wow. Another huge difference. Better living through chemistry...",1.4417857142857144,3.9863100833333327,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,85.07142857142857,4.788571428571427,23.87619047619048,6.2581,0.6195990476190478,333,13,67,3,10,104,62,84,0.076,0.785,0.138,0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,8,3,13,1,5,13,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,8,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648002161409893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669088700345974,0.16538243978716102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311477410017265,0.16623443496890145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119980610093126,0.2360201785449016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869714815358516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258693698709151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757339317505888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738624012568047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269924982706354,0.10561803317590734,0.21667613759642199,0.1908970546235747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589222972293221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726471929455962,0.0,0.0,0.4520111190781444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737628969090283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362501624007354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677676127147946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734121465780287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738668842707798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921732026302594
adhd,alcazaralvarez,2018/04/07,"Today I took 800mg of methylphenidate I will make this short.
A few weeks ago I noticed my tolerance to methylphenidate grew exponentially so silly me I decided to take more and more and more.
Today I took 22 chewed pills of 36mg concerta and I feel just fine, besides a mildly euphoria.

I think I’m in the border of and addiction if not already there.

I just wanted to share to see if someone is going through the same.",2.191352074966531,4.7228654578313245,3.360883534136548,87.3925167336011,81.16867469879517,6.5804551539491305,24.88487282463186,7.793537801064563,1.4969555555555552,335,13,66,6,9,108,57,83,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.8747,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,15,12,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,10,3,9,9,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616132972566218,0.0,0.0,0.21272752606671147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648235683693554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134094779488078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638599484660427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018831440007167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732184810325182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123275202879592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333402254066105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043486988378316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376930293440685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549453943636067,0.0,0.5332525573152581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154624575979846,0.0,0.1924972414022292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hermionebutwithmath,2018/04/07,"Scheduled bedtime app/site blocker? (have for Android/Windows, need for iOS) I want blocking apps for all my devices (Android phone, Windows laptop, iPad) that lock me out of specified apps automatically at certain times. Main goal is for bedtime, and for when I should get up instead of laying in bed dicking around on my phone. Also for driving that's at predictable times.

It seems like with most blocking extensions and apps you have to turn them on when you want to be locked out of stuff, which is useless. If my self control was that good I wouldn't need the damn thing in the first place.

I installed Block Apps (costs $3) on my phone because my sister has been texting me for weeks complaining about not being able to get around the demon blocker app, so I trust it to do its job. The interface is super intuitive and user-friendly and it's exactly what I want.

Cold Turkey accomplishes a similar thing for laptop, with a slightly more annoying interface, so that's ok.

There doesn't seem to be anything like that for iOS, though. Parental control things seem promising, but they all require monthly subscriptions to get the scheduled blocking feature or scramble the order of all your apps when they're blocked, and they all have extra features I don't need. 

I know the iOS ecosystem makes it harder to do a good blocker (ran into a similar issue with the lastpass app filler), but has anyone found a good option for this?",6.632363998230872,7.573955146616544,6.038668730650157,79.63744582043347,65.203007518797,8.213710747456878,35.19593100398054,8.124751697461798,2.776000265369305,1143,52,199,13,17,350,150,266,0.063,0.8220000000000001,0.115,0.8718,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,3,7,12,14,2,0,13,1,19,1,1,3,6,51,36,16,0,9,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,17,13,0,11,5,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,4,1,21,10,38,27,8,27,1,1,0,1,13,14,2,7,12,136,38,6,0.1342445032663952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735528076093308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386687802403516,0.0,0.11047178781526464,0.2390121387891309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183420317876375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011332509101398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418830589955947,0.0,0.1471921687622,0.10371697021572836,0.0,0.21041163665744916,0.0,0.0,0.3377937604576044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401163835932046,0.13321695522522908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377726819814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117016668835915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960924835597052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715268173996824,0.0,0.0,0.2986217944983228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906263411146645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025693342735387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36663346170837297,0.140046294545126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367783852401207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755824863901456,0.0,0.1318945428626614,0.0,0.15655809884066602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460194702743077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375426585449983,0.0,0.10768284301669294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thesalmonwhisperer,2018/04/07,How do you stop adderall tolerance? used to take adderall 20 mg few times a week. then I started taking it all week. dose felt week so I upped to 30 mg. months later it felt weak so I upped to 40mg. still didn't feel ideal so now I do 30 mg XR + 20 mg IR. I can still work on things myself but I can't get the ability to listen and follow someone explaining something back. current dose also will probably get weak again. how do you guys manage?,-0.4778068739770838,1.7501939361702128,1.791702127659576,95.09576923076924,93.68085106382978,4.594435351882161,17.869067103109657,6.297961479604792,-0.10665368248772512,346,10,76,4,13,116,63,94,0.133,0.8490000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.8588,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,11,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,3,1,12,19,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,9,1,7,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,15,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250529442335834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625434164250515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274802640997596,0.0,0.3902229270263695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233549464767715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120778194258865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219861725463022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909249940720926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217740505349755,0.15643937908897698,0.0,0.0,0.14383160656238764,0.0,0.32456420326134505,0.16989091412183102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055741217291147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500230779612646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849216808961073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550639206124186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890033909297897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793778068946908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jbraz89,2018/04/07,"Looking for advice Hey everyone,

Im new here, and im looking for some advice. Currently im helping my dad as hes getting older and has adhd. Im noticing alot of similarities to what he is going through reading everyone's stories. Im going to introduce him to this page as i think it will be helpful for him. Here is one of the biggest issues im having.

He does go through mood swings and tends to say some pretty mean things. He also repeats alot of the negative things thats happened in his life, i feel like hes always looking for pity. I understand that this part of his illness, but im having issues on how to react. Ive tried not saying anything and just listening, ive tried getting him to look at the bright side, and ive tried agreeing with the negativity (which is hard as i dont feel as its genuine). Either way it ends up with him telling me that i dont care. 

Any ideas on how i can help him get through these episodes? 

I do try to give him advice as i myself l feel like ive had symptoms of adhd and other mental illness, i feel as ive matured ive been able to find those lines that i shouldnt cross, as well as building momentum and keeping it going.

Any ideas or comments are definitely welcome. Thanks everyone.







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adhd,hiltlmptv,2018/04/07,"Job interview woes Currently spiraling. I did not get the job I was interviewed for this week. Or the one before that. I have a great job currently but in a horrible location that I am desperate to leave. The feedback I was given was very upsetting. Namely the fact that they pointed out how slow I was at answering the questions. Seriously eff job interviews. I can do my damn job. What I can’t do is answer your long ass, unpredictable questions with a perfect example from my hundreds of experiences. I can’t come up with an example for every variation of every question before the interview despite my best efforts. How the hell do you perform well in an interview? Any tips? ",4.117857142857143,6.720717690476192,5.643095238095237,73.30607142857143,74.47619047619048,10.231746031746033,33.51587301587301,10.317481424215053,4.447901587301587,543,29,90,19,12,183,82,126,0.254,0.6759999999999999,0.07,-0.9817,7,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,4,3,9,2,1,12,0,14,1,1,2,2,17,17,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,6,0,15,4,13,11,1,12,1,1,0,1,12,6,3,4,5,67,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449504767528434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648315001813194,0.0,0.14582606186076985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969854672184205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341533484534931,0.0,0.0,0.13592592309698426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259893051127386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531998091375292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.689463422434067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713465590884256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297195105736293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416038376277312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135861628367151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669885663109925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465349855601585,0.0,0.0,0.11146236056543506,0.0,0.12493839991000065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PoetChan,2018/04/07,"Object permanence? Theory of mind? DAE struggle with these? Like, if food goes into a cupboard or even the fridge in a drawer, I totally forget I have it.

Or with theory of mind - if I need to get somewhere that a friend isn't super familiar with, I will literally just forget that they don't know.

Is this something that's been documented in ADHDers or is it just me or...?",3.4288127853881254,5.2062228630137,5.319383561643836,78.59542237442923,73.7945205479452,8.702283105022829,25.865296803652967,9.2995712137729,2.3277598173515983,291,10,55,7,6,100,50,73,0.147,0.7759999999999999,0.078,-0.6239,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,19,10,6,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,9,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,1,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129233869926952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898129918867149,0.0,0.2490634815819785,0.0,0.16842584417401785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716698859230698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749446945441592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6510067921986598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903444042413655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481773904908308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370127678298228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ishtar62,2018/04/07,"So deep in the hole of things to do that I just feel like giving up. I feel with certainty that I have ADHD. I have been lost in a dream world most of my life and I have no sense of direction, constantly lose things and for years was always out of the loop. I have never been able to maintain order in my home but I don't mind a little clutter so it was ok. 

Now I am 63 and all of my short comings are getting worse, or at least I am no longer able to make a supreme effort and get the laundry done, or the dishes or any of the many things that have to be done to make a house habitable. 

I got laid off when the economy went south about 10 years ago and over the next few years could not find a job. The economy is much better now and I probably could find a minimum wage job to supplement my Social Security, small pension and freelancing wages but that is no longer within my ability.

To top it off my bathtub drain won't work and the facet leaks so I have to keep bailing out the tub to keep it from overflowing. The house is old and stuff is falling apart. In the past two years I have replaced a washing machine, furnace, had to have a sewage line cleaned out and had the bathroom sink repaired.

I cannot have a plumber in until I get the place cleaned up. Yet I have as always remained optimistic. I took wellbutrin and effexor which helped a little. I tried to get evaluated for ADHD but the woman said I did too well in school and wasn't hyper enough!

Now I just got back from my doctor's office where I went because I developed pneumonia and where they said they don't take my insurance, so I had to pay $110 instead of the usual $15 copay. DAMMIT, I checked to make sure he was in my plan before I signed up! So now I have to call MedMutual and ask them about it.

I talked to the doctor about getting some real ADHD meds, he gave me a referral. A little sliver of hope until I saw it was for the same place I went before. Where the therapist thinks I am to smart and calm to have it and where I have to meet with another therapist for at least 10 weeks before I even have a shot at seeing a Psychiatrist. 

I just feel like giving up! A whole country with drug addicts on every corner and I cannot get a script for Adderal. The thing is that I only have to take a small dose of any medication for it to have an effect and I probably only need 10 mg a day or so.

I just want to spend the last couple of decades of my life living up to my potential is that too much to ask. Sorry this is so long, and rambling. Usually I have a handle on my emotions and have a good attitude.  ",3.4983929468501955,4.208359767657996,4.7540450115543065,86.87672309856329,72.14126394052045,8.046699487591681,25.878830503365823,8.27314431278463,1.4192452928765196,2017,61,442,30,37,669,246,538,0.039,0.847,0.115,0.9902,7,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,8,30,14,0,0,42,1,51,10,0,4,3,65,88,38,0,5,12,0,3,2,0,1,9,2,3,1,20,27,1,3,7,1,5,6,11,2,1,1,24,7,54,12,75,60,11,75,0,2,2,0,18,43,0,7,27,313,74,10,0.1442675972347457,0.0,0.0,0.07863648784151013,0.2600724246497154,0.0,0.06394226016994277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004219793556248,0.0,0.0,0.09810691326633418,0.07563857731207939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487072872039346,0.0,0.0,0.055466438583096564,0.0,0.043972094115437725,0.0,0.1841416491542229,0.0,0.0,0.06379648298609886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736566734305133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621368803458338,0.0,0.07795101030394298,0.0,0.11518593723071582,0.07981467616334584,0.0,0.04652033262793637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476639989112837,0.0,0.14763584061105442,0.0,0.0,0.08365230543076861,0.0,0.0,0.0811408145006827,0.0,0.07453349655155676,0.0,0.04764369367671751,0.0,0.060775836440360435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941904787725318,0.10306480029053126,0.0,0.0,0.13185797024466514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261215953889957,0.13839462507346706,0.0,0.060502407915357416,0.11538397660444577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048349764698008176,0.0,0.07235608144366604,0.07164513803704077,0.0,0.1664654374705161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316332940004606,0.12823166911792894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879867344301067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190047042662634,0.07048186077108347,0.21689104933035425,0.0636954657315939,0.06383614185810978,0.0,0.08069926954173733,0.07874256224819297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144449612115667,0.07313234995063518,0.0,0.0,0.08012438886304207,0.07266721324649918,0.0,0.0,0.0728345735690357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605328361002778,0.05348629767073849,0.055634032401346116,0.0,0.07671511316967927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569228743793469,0.0,0.0,0.1097220086439344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885987288972711,0.0,0.0,0.15072893331747492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155544870429141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210405492484021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137231521917589,0.0,0.0,0.07300325524049403,0.057481298303656087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353132366695048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074788187107335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257594155677565,0.0,0.0,0.06798525152843257,0.0,0.10847127879652482,0.057978414948915986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750579981362518,0.19168996228168025,0.046220425518882564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801433044105599,0.04897411427429802,0.0,0.07046423979829163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889037638145725,0.0,0.04254638334680467,0.0,0.057861382207197776,0.0,0.06485694787797314,0.2006062619877252,0.0,0.08053481010983808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251426450284258,0.0,0.0735105033539247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858072052404064
adhd,steightst8,2018/04/07,"Drug test anxiety I recently landed an internship for the summer (super pumped!) I was required to take a pre employment drug screen this past Friday (the 30th). I am medicated (27mg Concerta er and 10 MG methylphenidate), so I KNOW that those should show up on the test. I told the nurse, but she said they could only take information later after results come. So far I haven't heard anything back from my future employers or from the lab. Should I be worried? I know that my meds should cause a positive test and I know that they'd require my rx numbers and stuff to verify that it's a prescription, but I feel like a week is too long and I should've heard something back. Im nervous they'll send a positive result to my future employers and I'll have my offer rescinded!

If anyone has any experience to share to ease my woes that'd be great. I really don't want to lose this opportunity!

TL;dr: took a drug test, should be positive from meds, heard from no one after a week, am nervous",3.2615524560339613,5.307751268041238,4.553371740448757,82.74278047301395,74.97938144329895,8.276046088538509,24.81382656155245,9.007467420416297,1.9877377804730147,782,26,153,18,17,258,114,194,0.087,0.728,0.185,0.9775,3,0,5,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,5,5,9,0,2,13,0,19,5,0,3,0,26,33,11,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,10,6,0,2,5,1,0,3,3,4,1,1,7,6,22,5,15,15,0,20,0,2,1,0,13,4,0,2,14,92,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747825814969953,0.0,0.10965711819409593,0.0,0.0,0.10022886409773936,0.0,0.11795919967355566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204440702020496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725290180085446,0.0,0.1234774321463982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444784216285993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986976402852225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402171071061282,0.0,0.0,0.07247860414293078,0.10240437574051328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803633006154605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548352009257032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633294118426085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003022305332766,0.0,0.0,0.1268541779198141,0.0,0.1603643202498157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31844385279864645,0.1444031442031361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713302889102704,0.10901892565166668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683725727825305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182929306399236,0.0,0.1415340686001848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635216188530613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103525607792596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409361338632694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555242060569546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697052364945142,0.1592595150780941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454750437325363,0.0,0.2299624588689255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455719279178814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pugsleyhugs,2018/04/07,"My experience on setraline (zoloft) and ADHD Hi all,

First time I've posted in this thread. Was diagnosed with adhd at 14 in England, am 24 now and have heen taking setraline (zoloft) since September. Currently taking 150mg.

I haven't taken adhd medication in years and am in the process of being rediagnosed as an adult, as UK is anal with perscribing Class C and above medication.

Since I started setraline, my depression and anxiety have been under control for the first time in my life. Fantastic as that is - another benefit that I didnt expect were the increased incidences of hyper-focus. Every day for at least three hours,  I can sit in a cafe and write. Something I could only pull off when I was taking ritalin. 

I was wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience? 

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adhd,armandoo10,2018/04/07,"I Lean On Others Too Much, Any Tips? Hey guys. I know if you're reading this then you probably have ADD/ADHD like me, so congrats on even reading this far!
I tend to seek others out for information instead of just trying to find the answers myself. This isn't a horrible trait, but it makes me not as Independent and I rely on others too much, because I'm too lazy or unfocused to do the research myself. Any tips on straying away from always asking others for help instead of trying to help myself? Thanks so much in advance, this subreddit has been a big help.
EDIT: This is a post asking people how to stop asking people for help. How redundant.",2.5178205128205136,4.992602515873017,4.110634920634922,82.8544505494506,79.39682539682539,6.099145299145299,23.184371184371184,7.321109707123232,1.2088078144078138,511,17,91,7,13,170,80,126,0.069,0.752,0.179,0.934,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,11,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,4,0,16,14,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,2,19,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,3,70,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051922170851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190756086693894,0.0,0.0,0.2156082420299086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446053762045444,0.0,0.1489417837600225,0.0,0.0,0.09663687904302436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470590395155717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448912427042999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696712663594148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42503050690412575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712255592462996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744851810083818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581832239015967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34960780967467203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980598521426475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182550265079894,0.0,0.17091943347026747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171407550917182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325360697970737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595080268212812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215259502762823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,syunie,2018/04/07,"Ah, the eternal question: to write a sub-par 6 page essay in 3.5 hours or submit it tomorrow and take the 5% late deduction? :( 


I'm gonna try. So far I have 163 words out of 1,400.",1.3738461538461555,2.27658176923077,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,77.46153846153847,7.2512820512820495,23.256410256410252,7.793537801064563,0.8542410256410262,135,4,33,2,3,47,37,39,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630314599721073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530382225830287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267079209418178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535159830403992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192205778948737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,micharc1,2018/04/07,"Not sure if ADD or just unmotivated? This is my first reddit post, so bare with me please. Ever since I entered college in 2012, I’ve had problems focusing on my school work, completing homework assignments, projects, and studying for exams. I was dismissed from the university, where I took a 2 year gap and then returned to the same university, only to see myself failing again. I feel like when I’m trying to do the work, I have to force it and even easy GEs are a challenge to me. I will procrastinate a lot, get distracted super easily online, and put off studying until I absolutely have to do it. I’ve tried going to tutoring, but once the quarter starts picking up, I fall behind and decide not to seek help as I’m not on the same level as everyone else. I feel like I am constantly fighting an uphill battle and I get fustrated at the inability to keep up with the work. In class, I’ll zone out and quite often I will nap. I tend to forget things pretty easily too. I’ll also pop my joints a lot frequently all over my body like in my elbow, toes, ankle, and arm. I’ll feel uneasy if I don’t, don’t know if that is fidgeting or not. In middle school and high school, things seemed more subtle because there was less material and more tests so I was able study last minute for each exam. In middle school, I recall turning in a lot of missing science worksheets that had built up over the course of the semester and handing those in for an improved grade. In grade school, I remember doing projects last minute and having trouble reading textbooks and although I was shy, I remember an instance where I get really mad at a friend for disrepecting a girl and I had hit him on the top of the head with rock. I don’t remember being hyperactive though. I also had a hard time with reading, I was in remedial English courses and in an IEP program. And my mom had told me that I was a pretty active child. This is the most I can remember. I saw a psychiatrist today and addressed some of the issues, he didn’t diagnose me with anything but referred me to other psychiatrists in the area for an evaluation for ADD. He prescribed me Wellburtin XL to address the lack of concentration and focus, however, I don’t believe mild depression is my issue because I am still content with my life even despite my shortcomings and current life situations. I just wanted to post to see what your opinions and thoughts are regarding my issues and if you could help me explain some of these symptoms and experiences to a psychiatrist if they do relate to ADHD. Thank you.",7.124220867208674,6.84781555487805,7.6817073170731724,72.44432249322493,64.1829268292683,10.540921409214091,35.09214092140921,10.082433333333334,3.493747425474256,2031,83,367,40,27,674,256,492,0.107,0.8,0.093,-0.7269,2,0,0,0,2,0,48.0,0,3,1,9,18,17,3,1,31,0,36,10,6,1,3,80,62,42,0,9,15,1,5,3,1,2,4,0,3,2,13,32,0,1,13,4,0,5,9,9,0,2,16,8,53,8,62,41,14,55,0,3,3,0,16,31,0,16,20,266,66,27,0.08242925764497337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906394925684324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183729511562936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783225561388605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049622075933434,0.0,0.0,0.09286954620640077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915603228976086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864255083584996,0.0890767439839523,0.0,0.06581305489977128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099619882484115,0.08366396138740569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885906767105547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888749453132207,0.07456198270393935,0.0,0.07876468810800429,0.0,0.08063163091123257,0.0,0.0,0.1250361281621116,0.11777495626342685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011428444380857,0.0,0.0,0.06368463998189201,0.0,0.12919765493205904,0.0,0.046846446702626235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384042409366916,0.0,0.084596199185149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050118773049322,0.08709103638220056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581041875636489,0.0,0.07326691159046374,0.0,0.0,0.04530096429035636,0.1343816933342336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644444479480665,0.12081231486811395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023522145482465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654015031049093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778446919195175,0.0,0.06269116484360923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090482571852679,0.0,0.0,0.157888886545048,0.16772037775596504,0.0,0.07887366725183233,0.0,0.08286417104692828,0.0,0.0876736619233079,0.16490312834549214,0.0,0.05280629316914237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735051211532242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171140471237532,0.13137089238215985,0.07504050033357586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818633372436714,0.0926539392434602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583438528221729,0.0,0.06582811163348859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768859982019326,0.0856755602921814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588978571946109,0.0,0.0,0.1095246721490856,0.0,0.08098632711998591,0.06543962313268163,0.04806516301131454,0.0,0.07813329804732005,0.07876468810800429,0.09158193820928953,0.11192811028471818,0.0896593621605394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861891182742895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002844387978298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053081739373992916
adhd,1000asses,2018/04/07,"Any tips on gaining Independency? I have a hard time talking about anything else but what ever I want to talk about. 

I get stuck. And it worries me. My mother might move to vegas... I just want to feel independent.

Im willing to put in the work. But its the social aspects that get to me in the end... ",-0.2820947176684889,2.003789606557376,2.1418579234972697,91.77850637522772,95.55737704918032,4.0225865209471765,19.892531876138435,5.82211442006289,-0.03306703096539153,230,8,49,2,9,78,45,61,0.121,0.8009999999999999,0.078,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,9,3,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,10,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652306443173514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994689005715266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297358990144004,0.0,0.2152028355764401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978388339331514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285494928897253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538877615332619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765696901000586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624536024502134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577570052561323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582428976645084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442559686103893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476813831460568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390586577013243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416800868145545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28662470766687265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688795765290954,0.2467518798648612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fresh__spawn,2018/04/08,"My new bank card arrived! But I've forgotten the PIN

So sick of doing this, In the past year alone I've lost my bank card 5 times, my student ID 4x, subway card once and 4 sets of keys. ",5.132682926829268,3.120276048780489,5.9318292682926845,89.04701219512198,69.0,9.175609756097561,27.81707317073171,7.1686216300943375,1.1023560975609752,142,3,36,1,2,47,32,41,0.234,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.8436,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229196180930385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457540100229035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943796729917656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348713716308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38980906378834107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238107760504708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629591432585129
adhd,BillyMac814,2018/04/08,"What’s the process for getting diagnosed with either add/adhd? Hello all, first post here. I’m 37 years old and have struggled for years, probably all of my life really but it became much more unmanageable in Jr high, that’s when my grades started to tank and soon after started drinking and using drugs, smoking etc. that continued for a number of years, between rash decisions and drugs and failed relationships. The past 10 years or so I’ve been able to skate by life, I’m self employed and I’m really good at doing the actual work I do but I’m not so good at all the other responsibilities in life, like listening when my wife is talking, handling the business aspect of things etc. now everything is catching up to me I feel like and that’s just furthering the anxiety and depression because I don’t feel I can handle everything that I need to and I put everything off till it’s an insurmountable mountain of things to do. 

 I started thinking I had low testosterone because I heard it somewhere and a lot of the symptoms fit what I was dealing with currently, it didn’t explain the rest of my life but it fit the present. I made an appointment after waiting for a very long time wondering if I should and they tested me and I was normal there so the doctor said I was depressed and prescribed me welbutrin and I’ve been taking that for the past few weeks, I can’t really say I notice anything yet. I don’t even recall how I stumbled across an adhd video or site last night but I did and it all made perfect sense, my whole life essentially, all wrapped up in a list of symptoms. 
My son was diagnosed a few years ago and I remember thinking that I’m sure I had that as a kid and that was all I thought about it. I didn’t think it was something adults were treated for so it was out of my mind as quick as it came in. 

So the question is should I just call my doc in the morning and tell her all this, is this something she can handle or will I need to go to a specialist? I have an appointment scheduled for the end of the month to see how the welbutrin is going but at this point I feel like I’ve waited all my life and don’t want to put it off any longer, I also don’t want to sound like a hypochondriac or the boy who cried wolf with a second possible medical issue. 

The other question is is the diagnosis more of a questionnaire or is there actual test they can do? Iirc the pediatrician diagnosed my son without much of anything, a 10 minute conversation. ",4.166747967479676,5.4580697398373985,5.137560975609755,82.57065040650406,71.11382113821139,8.393495934959349,29.113821138211375,8.841846274778883,2.243989430894309,1960,76,389,36,36,642,223,492,0.057,0.858,0.085,0.913,2,0,5,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,4,21,14,0,1,35,0,40,17,1,5,10,79,75,44,0,8,16,3,3,4,0,3,15,5,0,4,29,24,1,2,13,2,0,6,9,5,0,2,21,9,45,9,55,51,20,61,0,4,1,0,26,21,0,10,37,277,74,7,0.07645882326412945,0.0,0.1492255643758761,0.0,0.18377729472461304,0.0,0.06777613356223798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114409334051232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051994621704376284,0.0,0.058490790520056825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583819366485918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321717799334628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780730071615966,0.08744852495123501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398642712589616,0.0,0.0788256894896542,0.13170774488236694,0.2328122885025165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825884544858344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490053862082231,0.17733592183311692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771982323094443,0.0,0.17054359783333534,0.05050033166562134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061487807692458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159796351188044,0.10924439723417867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503583600946054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03994657943395368,0.0,0.08690662251055667,0.1282600667793047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078294465924511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980314686183182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062324145783467275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32403076816495124,0.14941567585005466,0.0,0.0,0.06766365256990088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500255734576861,0.0,0.14469437453905012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702422056243627,0.0,0.0,0.07720161553632532,0.0,0.061028703269704734,0.0,0.11241206512818797,0.1133864972882404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175142617065229,0.07491341305355513,0.0,0.08704887705187986,0.0802306732572503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597719660359176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227830166031259,0.08619583508100878,0.07322641751617287,0.0,0.08243554329412044,0.0,0.0,0.15372447089827793,0.1713027609591148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694444006919216,0.0,0.0,0.08208816226985169,0.08661294200143484,0.0,0.07272984981853843,0.0608031250920921,0.0,0.0,0.060927782984292425,0.0,0.0797632277142362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772347517772055,0.0,0.0,0.1623538459132634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993136306599788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206153607343645,0.15893998586397873,0.057487519676664864,0.061454705930957115,0.06682838159190088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159168953063258,0.1469751800270494,0.0,0.060699765138283485,0.044583754710883015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603587443798774,0.0,0.06308653660865364,0.09019478988197273,0.0,0.061330656097360874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536354567240728,0.0,0.0737035771871499,0.08291633231491054,0.05566293395647633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461848769055487
adhd,marcovicx,2018/04/08,"Journal throughout the day? (sorry for the 3rd post, I keep making them too long and thinking of things. Does anyone else keep a journal with them? I'm trying it out, I keep track of how my meds make me feel at what time, dose and what I've eaten. I feel like it's overkill but I can obsess over time sometimes though. I'm hoping it can help me remember things as well as help my Dr find the best medicine plan for me.",1.0522988505747115,3.1709880229885066,1.8788505747126472,98.80954022988509,82.5632183908046,4.326436781609195,18.86206896551724,5.033348758259628,-0.6250551724137936,326,8,74,1,9,101,59,87,0.026,0.748,0.225,0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,17,14,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,11,4,10,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553864439759532,0.18396009635395003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841630617717606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578854099806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711679141157264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998275365340982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815617844987368,0.12826351596990704,0.0,0.0,0.1640964405360607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406839502527601,0.0,0.0,0.17832387548175216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787505926385531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771424627144184,0.0,0.0,0.15888737915552234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396888828286269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942862745658488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719498301111265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033839858311008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756979493802696,0.2009804939554732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385569900594472,0.1150420758584004,0.1763972815861555,0.0,0.209382605575626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189597361322548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614281528990669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Celeste_Minerva,2018/04/08,"New brain scan longitudinal study! (xpost) This is really neat. I look forward to the data.

nytimes.com/2018/03/26/well/family/scans-show-differences-in-brains-of-preschoolers-with-adhd.html",27.517941176470586,35.69011947058824,13.83220588235294,3.462426470588241,60.17647058823529,8.758823529411767,21.897058823529417,8.07648339933343,3.2308941176470602,169,3,12,3,4,40,17,17,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.5551,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510261866945229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739709681866522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565397185247943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100613791526527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719964017291825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817478229745901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sarath1421,2018/04/08,"How to not deviate in thoughts while reading books? Hello, my thoughts always wanders. I never completed a book till date. I simple read the page but nothing is really read actually. My mind is simply thinking of something else and i will be still reading. I don't know how to concentrate and not let my thoughts wander.

Please help me to get my thoughts organized.

(If this is not the right subreddit please suggest the one) ",3.3737179487179496,6.340016115384617,3.82589743589744,83.06910256410261,80.15384615384616,7.056410256410258,30.461538461538463,8.167268648758528,2.7058615384615385,339,17,58,7,9,106,56,78,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.8573,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,17,14,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,9,0,6,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,40,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.1502219022752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808927645385276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140173045474754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859597693666214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042658343503165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318182244890732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460064819524048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741268440002978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543413882325918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872696566792053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770827245356033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431280333799496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33795678961909564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6159211736877502,0.0,0.09861703168752133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314627535601679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850948232372502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293559311379455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863766182090136,0.0,0.4888403257107417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TurbulentAssist,2018/04/08,"No benefit from Strattera after 2 months Hi everyone. I've been on Strattera for about 2 months. Only 3 weeks on my current dosage, 100mg. Side effects have been minimal, but I haven't noticed any real positive change. Lost my insurance and I can't afford to buy it at full price, so I'm thinking of just cutting it off cold turkey.

I wanted to wait at least 2 months at full dosage to see if there are any effects, but I guess if I haven't felt anything by now, then maybe it's not for me. 

Does anyone have experience of Strattera kicking in later than 2 months? 

And yes I know its effects are hard to notice, but I really haven't seen any change.",4.136742424242423,4.944031916666667,5.148181818181822,84.27560606060608,70.74242424242425,7.987878787878787,28.303030303030305,8.167268648758528,1.7956757575757578,511,18,104,7,9,168,85,132,0.064,0.851,0.085,0.6757,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,0,0,1,10,0,0,3,0,19,20,9,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,5,5,10,1,20,15,3,20,0,1,2,0,1,10,0,3,10,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327888758344694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140597969994786,0.0,0.13423680383992484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451262275281489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275054043802202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587156716785625,0.0,0.15956615807581376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662421394431855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969900943944608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612668316590086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964845120024496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806865251016665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387955717275107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208147276009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37143454440929596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406283001276493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185670341536575,0.10450113966442566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299883702184438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452300072039898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621451138288764,0.0,0.1308478930306574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,theupside_down,2018/04/08,"Experiences from people who don’t/can’t take ADHD medication. My sibling has tried every medication possible and it hasn’t worked for him. He first started meds when he was a kid. The side effects were bad (twitching, couldn’t sleep), so we had to stop the medication. He’s now 19, and last year he tried it out again. He says the meds make him feel weird and he’s not himself. He can’t really describe what it is, but he refuses to take it. When I ask him if it helps him focus, he says he doesn’t know. Are there people who have had similar experiences where medication just didn’t work for them? A lot of the posts on this sub are from people who have medication change their life. Just wanted to know if there were others like my sibling. ",3.089905163329817,5.164662068493153,4.1461643835616435,85.33987881981034,75.57534246575342,7.506006322444677,22.874604847207586,8.384062270229773,1.2831955742887255,586,17,120,11,13,190,90,146,0.037000000000000005,0.916,0.047,0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,4,10,3,0,0,6,0,16,8,1,2,0,21,25,9,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,11,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,3,11,1,10,18,1,14,0,0,0,0,27,4,0,3,10,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162025675606716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794292231292686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053386452663085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346095084249485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062955590704792,0.0,0.0,0.24681811442273,0.0,0.0,0.06379047742373439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731195242454783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456264151204529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866888789570012,0.10283754584538783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891108054446288,0.06163558770879141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725704118493,0.0,0.0,0.08421303145379702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28027147656734164,0.6354665365823596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26239116149940583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422268693841629,0.12082676743899365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082156817595723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006555913634219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262514887477109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929696434876352,0.0,0.0,0.1054757244537598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971380565170615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130922951184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441265919414318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369251437558887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124314660701333
adhd,mrmonochrome,2018/04/08,"High ambition as an ADHD trait & how to explain it to non-ambitious people? All my life I've been an extremely ambitious person. I imagine it's at least partly down to being held to high expectations as a kid (i.e. parents assuming I'd have a PhD by 25, me imagining I'd be famous at a youngish age and so on). But regardless of what the 'cause' is, it's an inherent part of me.


I recently hit 25 and every year my birthday comes around I've dreaded it, since the age of 18. It's a reminder that I'm not yet famous/highly accomplished/etc and that time is 'running out' before I'm 'too old' (not sure when 'too old' is, but apparently if I'm not young and insanely accomplished I've 'failed'). That's the negative part of my ambition. The positive part is that it keeps me always aiming higher, starting new projects and working to new goals. Of course I SUCK at actually completing anything, but I do try.

Anyway, I'm still not sure if I could have ADHD or not so I was wondering if anyone has a similar insatiable drive for success? And how do you explain it to people?

My partner and I have butted heads a lot on this because he is not ambitious in the same way. He has his own goals but he doesn't have the raring-to-go, extreme energy and frustration that I do. Whenever I vent my frustrations about not being 'accomplished' enough, or not being famous yet, he just asks why it matters that I am, or why I care about what people think of me? He seems to think I can choose whether to care or not about these things, whereas I see it more as being an integral part of me. He thinks that as I'm clearly made unhappy by the fact I haven't achieved these things, the best solution is to choose not to care about those achievements and to focus on something more manageable (i.e. lower my standards).


**TL;DR**: Been very ambitious all my life, wanting to be accomplished/famous/etc before I'm 'too old'. Could this be an ADHD thing and is anyone else similar? Also, how do I explain my ambitious drive to my partner, he seems to think I should (and can) choose not to care about it?",5.444223300970876,5.6663686456310725,6.360500970873788,78.81362524271844,67.64077669902912,10.087145631067962,31.771262135922328,9.98439552973466,3.0067666796116512,1630,63,321,36,25,542,185,412,0.063,0.78,0.157,0.9919,4,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,0,14,21,13,3,1,19,0,35,3,1,5,6,78,65,35,0,9,25,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,27,14,0,2,16,0,0,4,14,5,0,0,5,1,32,8,44,49,15,33,0,1,1,0,18,12,1,12,16,223,59,16,0.0,0.0,0.07965616340634928,0.0,0.29429932358145866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527707113503524,0.06792019127220121,0.08844280512172542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415097292965926,0.08363649328779706,0.06717205432763168,0.07266532337900901,0.0763102129854997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049759052971738126,0.0,0.13891710578249591,0.0,0.08566248571961314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328966091232288,0.08385339970974605,0.0,0.07031442060753261,0.0855843417001438,0.0,0.0,0.1303450123893522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818887257529632,0.0,0.0,0.08434249670578499,0.18207133280060167,0.0,0.0,0.06877425616570462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639049718289378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377283692174177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587301767148081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255381560339756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531110827908905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939634440547894,0.0,0.07723742771868751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767170326873164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696137170237165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063710794197688,0.4419703562023065,0.0,0.16976962268585166,0.07127353559025068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059680102554724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504613948262564,0.1486202845404936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752268624836337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284044168128987,0.0,0.0,0.05777600075342423,0.0,0.06518741638343667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386493639440085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268802713177868,0.20921310645179486,0.0,0.0,0.04759735190645133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541936529157028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735081203890468,0.04814571116744404,0.06479170198577923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473113170226633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885209842369262,0.05942541790956956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256510267521041
adhd,DisregardDis,2018/04/08,"This picture perfectly describes how i feel tension and stress. https://nailone.deviantart.com/art/Tension-sketch-174347108

It's much more accurate than i myself manage to describe to people using words. 

I'd like to hear if ya'll can relate but for me this is excactly how i felt during school before i got medication, especially during maths.",9.552830188679248,13.46977220754717,7.023245283018872,63.58920754716985,62.77358490566037,8.768301886792452,29.467924528301893,9.3871,3.375621886792453,289,10,35,6,5,83,44,53,0.07,0.845,0.085,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,10,7,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,6,2,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,23,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810236000853895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669873974389575,0.0,0.3170976284505011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26413595712716115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722226051229837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134643910475288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33269825650796697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427762189965433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289579831731459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342367851031988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783072245145238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852352173390514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KindaSeriousGuy,2018/04/08,"Coming to terms that it is highly probable that I have ADHD I recently crashed one of my girlfriend's classes and the guest speaker mentions that he didn't believe he had ADHD untik one of his professors asked him to get diagnosed. Lord and behold he has ADHD and finally understands why he struggles so much with school.

I do my own research and I'm astounded with how much I match with ADHD and explains so much about my life. I used to have crystal clear memory and was able to pinpoint where everything was. One day I start having trouble remembering simple tasks like taking out the trash or bringing my textbooks. The next thing I know Im in college doing fine until I start forgetting due dates, papers, printouts, etc.

I've been concerned if I may be starting to develop Alzheimer's, but ADHD seems much more probable. Other examples that come to mind are forgetting where I placed important day to day objects like my phone, wallet, and keys. I want to properly get diagnosed, but I don't even know where to start. My girlfriend is skeptical and believes that I'm just a naturally forgetful person and a bit of an airhead, but I would beg to differ. ",7.069340155257585,7.5455567385321105,7.2967889908256875,72.61606563161612,64.18348623853211,10.560903316866623,36.494001411432606,10.389873798559362,3.9961089625970363,931,43,157,21,13,302,134,218,0.044,0.889,0.066,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,6,0,18,3,0,2,1,37,38,18,0,3,6,0,0,2,3,2,3,1,0,1,8,15,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,5,1,21,3,20,30,9,24,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,4,16,105,29,7,0.09756391321080428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862643206882963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091209088691922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984224060425211,0.0,0.0,0.1065145243942172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680853446636872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188761958279428,0.0,0.0,0.1980506364094544,0.0,0.10193352388488716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880955308578463,0.0644400445285562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768415423643093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687649803603376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019462357012546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308163093775197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538576831923226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723715036780006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891227720848944,0.09532959970237632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851173999762032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28688280823069195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037603285381536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833549769668268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518904580011198,0.10193352388488716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103807997057235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633259409747916,0.0,0.11052089471961384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873988885806936,0.0,0.08881852234279804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762249597172509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199498548457152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335592075571283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481712873127399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156747442864787,0.0,0.08426389587779591,0.0,0.0,0.0575457238055605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803625657680343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930660469953433,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dr_WalkinPursefirst,2018/04/08,"Cant afford medication, any other ways to cope? So, to put simply I can't afford Health Insurance, and my family isn't willing/able to help. I have struggled without medication for the past 3 years and it is reaching a tipping point. I have finals, summer courses, senior presentations (3 of them this month),and I can't  keep up. ",2.9021198156682004,5.705808935483872,4.802995391705071,76.40306451612905,80.61290322580646,6.768663594470048,26.599078341013822,7.957251820313856,2.1996239631336407,262,11,43,5,7,89,47,62,0.086,0.8809999999999999,0.033,-0.4325,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727333155883991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945497912385225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782520035611111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699973213144464,0.0,0.0,0.1702553853984473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577289033692616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117702009260678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274578247290914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424782058517765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011850229181414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553469635408173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655430294385204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016187529976456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448534644726601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357203357453468
adhd,beats_me,2018/04/08,"Afraid to take my meds for the first time after 30 years undiagnosed. Turns out I was recently diagnosed with ADHD after at 31 years old. Through teraphy I found out I have been coping with ADHD for years but that was never even considered an option due to my quiet nature. Since my grades were OK for most of the school years, ADHD was undiagnosed. I had some collapses (more kind of mental exaustion episodes) episodes during college, and those got worse now that I'm writing my master's thesis.

After living my whole life without even knowing about ADHD (just heard about it in the last 6 months) and reading this whole sub for the past 5 months, I feel that taking the meds are the correct thing to do, however I just bought them (Ritalin 10mg) and I scared shitless about the side effects.

TLDR: I`m 31 years old and was recently diagnosed. I know I have to start having my meds but I'm afraid to take the first pill.

I know many of you have been through this and I could use some help from you guys :D

PS.: This is the first time I feel like asking such a personal question after more than 6 years lurking on reddit. Tell me if dont follow any reddiquette for this sub.
PS.: English isn't my first language. Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistake.
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adhd,Batmanroggers,2018/04/08,"my ADD is making me hate myself i hate myself and my ADD

at first my ADD makes me not be able to foces in class. i dont finish homework and progrestonate all the time. and let me tell you, even this is progestition as i have 4h left to turn in a eassy that would take about 2 full days.

I am so stressed all the time, i hate myself for it. today i broke down crying twice becuase i hate myself for having ADD. I try to rant to friends and they come with advice like trurning my phone off.

wich honslty does not work, because when i am not playing on my phone the wall can also be really- hey a bird! (you get what i mean lmao)

so i went to my mum and dad who just kind of told me the same, but they dont understand how much i struggel i think. and then i cried aigan. (ugh why am i like that i hate crying)

but has anyone tips of not hating myself all the time and not wanting to stop living. its not like i want to die, i kind of want to stop living. its the same but like, i dont know how to explain its so wierd.
becuase sometimes my life is fun, but sometimes i can get random thoughs of doing something to myself its wierd.

thank you i hope someone has a tip on how to feel better  

ps i also have this shitty thing called dislexia so yeah rip my grammer. ",1.8087252221462755,3.215794349624062,3.0547778537252235,94.69656185919344,77.30827067669173,5.437867395762132,20.737525632262475,5.565023196281405,-0.1823473684210528,971,23,223,4,22,314,142,266,0.14,0.718,0.142,0.5444,0,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,3,2,3,14,21,6,1,9,1,21,1,0,5,3,48,47,24,1,5,11,2,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,12,13,0,2,6,1,0,2,9,9,0,2,2,1,45,12,27,41,7,23,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,2,15,154,57,3,0.0922183646188212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011471861026836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749398573618772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448122472525672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621545913171882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155964945943614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941652609070916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943795554707005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389262987892,0.05947321614418157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570810307222492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070091232652311,0.0,0.3242377095801502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060909360098620864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662837600310241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844089383499593,0.0,0.0,0.07124767974695707,0.0,0.09636057868139587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462792582045346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159364388546648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206247161243775,0.050680801475919086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019552298564248,0.0942995258081041,0.06513655815131869,0.1802129392929367,0.0,0.16286101095435945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311294894080015,0.0,0.0,0.10045283380986518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779110877586134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907744576099915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813632108162287,0.07099420246523062,0.1824126412509835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419736417271732,0.10563582509752914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933673347627213,0.0,0.08060291536580455,0.08490228021298024,0.0,0.0,0.06126578377366443,0.059089804433380036,0.0906040750197806,0.0,0.16131981002903456,0.0,0.08741222684829288,0.08811859932447917,0.0,0.06261021620374382,0.10030709953525548,0.0,0.0960025698234971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317834224286168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548734789790731,0.08321273041943443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713606775792358,0.0,0.0,0.06550928035107127,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Ineffable_breadroll,2018/04/08,"Stumbled upon this very relatable and relevant song and I felt obligated to share it here. Give it a listen! https://youtu.be/5JuwBu3eywI

To me, this is a real airing of grievances that most of us can relate to, dressed up as a fun little song. Some of you may know it, and for others, hopefully, it'll be a pleasant case of a new music discovery. The least I could hope for is that it might help you feel better about our predicament, and at the most a new go to song or artist added to your library.
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adhd,januskanus,2018/04/08,"How effective is sugar at improving EF? (ADHD-I) 
I watched a video yesterday and the lecturer recommended sipping on an energy drink to maintain blood glucose levels in the prefrontal cortex. Theoretically, should this improve my executive function if I were to take a sip of Red Bull every few minutes? I’m also on medication (Adderall ER) but by the evening it has worn off.

[Dr Russell Barkley 2012 Barnett Lecture (Excerpt)](https://youtu.be/_tpB-B8BXk0)",6.681899999999999,10.285678440000002,6.946249999999999,61.959375,71.26666666666667,9.083333333333334,40.04166666666667,9.516144504307137,5.157166666666667,373,23,48,10,8,120,67,75,0.038,0.835,0.127,0.5643,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,4,5,1,2,0,6,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,9,4,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,31,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003269973453469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329251382473965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078279816215652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27497063056746085,0.0,0.3507614288402113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41939127523470093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31301536076866804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phideaux1,2018/04/08,"Brian question. My brain feels like a tornado constantly spinning with thoughts, feelings, random stuff and it never quits. At night I have to do very boring tasks like play slot games to get my mind to slow down to the point that I can sleep. I pretty much have to bore my self to sleep and its not like I'm not tired. Just wondering if anyone else has this feeling. And any tips to help it. ",2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,80.28205128205127,5.438461538461539,20.006410256410245,6.6274283507984215,0.10468717948717997,308,8,65,3,8,94,59,78,0.053,0.721,0.227,0.9222,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,0,1,17,12,4,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,6,4,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,7,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770134450325604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130477448272804,0.1924095889475688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963197830747735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293062924479147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687162896540532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28485167992715266,0.13415480244832906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981107609749691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586941639046467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752291785735123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896109593385582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804477640856594,0.0,0.14483262190713658,0.0,0.0,0.17622502658283984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751905866173406,0.0,0.0,0.191046508173468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103639970300777,0.1997341908399488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590240465524947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758444845845576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497075811152092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908160431020598,0.0,0.21583310095210298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494363226227448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364658441204966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jonsnow29292,2018/04/08,"Tired of life like this. Hello guys, I’m happy to have found this sub. As it seems like everyone I talk to thinks everyone with ADHD is the same.

Anyway, a day for me goes like this. I have work at 9 so I wake up at 8 knowing I’ll lay in bed for a half hour. This makes me a half hour late for work, but no matter what I do I’ll always take that extra half hour. My work doesn’t care so why should I? 

Get to work. I can do my major stuff for a few hours and knock it out. Then I burnout and feel super tired everyday around 3pm with 2 hours still to go. Once I clock out I almost fall asleep driving.

Get home, should clean my room, should do my classwork, should work on some business stuff so I can make some extra money. Instead? I play Xbox since it makes me feel relieved. Time flies, it’s now 10pm and I force myself to do my classwork and go to sleep at 12.

Days are usually like this, weekends I spend with my girlfriend and I am always tired. Like insanely tired, I’ll have a few days where I have that drive to do everything and I do it all and am totally burnt out the next day. 

I watch in awe as my girlfriends mother works tirelessly all day long and can’t take a break till everything’s done. I wish I was like her, or my father. I do minimum effort with everything, cause anything more takes so much out of me to try.

Like knowing I have to do something that takes 2 seconds like send an email I won’t do it because I actually have to make an attempt to do it. But instead I’d rather lay back in bed on my phone.

I feel like I’m coasting through life currently and haven’t felt true happiness in a long time. I love life but I don’t feel happy.

Monday I’m starting a gym membership in the hopes to get my brain on do shit mode, and Wednesday I’m going to the doctors and talking about my ADHD since I’ve been off medicine since I was 10.

Thanks for reading, I know I’m not the only one here with these problems. Any constructive criticism is appreciated. I can’t do this alone anymore.",1.5116837116487931,3.2430140521327004,2.9457919680718416,93.72239960089802,79.09478672985782,6.1482664005986525,22.005737091544027,7.0608816371341465,0.4546199052132698,1558,46,357,18,38,508,202,422,0.071,0.741,0.188,0.9945,1,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,10,15,22,1,0,15,0,39,14,5,5,4,59,75,23,0,8,6,2,5,9,2,5,8,0,5,1,20,21,0,0,11,5,2,7,8,2,0,5,6,6,46,20,48,64,13,57,0,0,1,1,13,20,1,6,38,216,66,9,0.0,0.0,0.06723575962150165,0.0,0.16560709371311294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899267765264212,0.07135887639896739,0.0,0.0,0.11465944274840965,0.0,0.0,0.0468538738807612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832957317254361,0.0,0.0,0.056698237837740265,0.061334967774010325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297929435272916,0.0,0.04200036232644717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691438419227117,0.0,0.0,0.07024740909137962,0.07077854098457356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221716824300852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052133383236618,0.0,0.07050788599873534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167243162259973,0.1857666939044576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935018708895394,0.04922166026413431,0.06615411481305616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554450559166978,0.0,0.0,0.10799109215994594,0.0,0.11747114789095064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822112072882329,0.0,0.22003369807931375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911159675902195,0.06843253242805172,0.339259566449489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359572924571025,0.0,0.077721390247884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599679974024074,0.3029463770648095,0.0,0.0,0.12194739147625885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218429130080421,0.0,0.1839632208811205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050648899343263484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327516721360164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337548586083235,0.04668793607624128,0.05240100808177007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659273070681097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891792633537404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272331793880567,0.0,0.0,0.07072412205420181,0.1709825922107302,0.0,0.06894903944827126,0.0,0.0,0.05304203279084141,0.0,0.0,0.048767265864066114,0.0,0.05502305497623463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774638595683713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721473939844254,0.11075726475863484,0.0,0.06343320122906708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414787736920834,0.0,0.0,0.08035144989539122,0.31675835303505645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677808927492488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588282423720016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217088469561625,0.0,0.07923077310986963,0.0,0.0,0.3009569838501628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MInclined,2018/04/08,Any else extraordinary clumsy? I knock stuff over all the time and knock my feet into things too etc. Is this a part of ADHD?,1.1998666666666686,3.697738320000002,2.764,90.08866666666668,85.8,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.9356666666666662,98,1,21,1,3,32,24,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506178428740737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549793140506124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132231732030148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181691121680698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40603503827838905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292288124093959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491005652184908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863675167435434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IAmNotAKoalaFYI,2018/04/08,"For anyone considering lifeguarding. Hi, I understand this post will appeal to a very niche demographic but there is no /r/adhdlifesavers so bear with me. 

SO,  being the person who needs to constantly force himself to self-affirm, I decided to Google my profession and my condition. ""ADHD lifeguard"" doesn't have a lot of solid or informative results and I realized had I known about my adhd before I was certified to guard, I may have stopped myself.

So, to answer the question ""I have ADHD, can I become a lifeguard?"" I can say: ""Yeah, probably.""

I work for the best pool in my entire province (Canada (no, not all the water here is frozen)) and I can say that a lot of it comes down to learning techniques that work for you and using triggers or cues to refocus,  if needed.

I hardly take Adderall at work anymore. Yeah, I zone out occasionally but I am damn good at my job. The trick is to refocus so often that you don't unreasonably miss danger. 

I'm lucky that I change guarding positions every five minutes but it's also nice when it's crazy busy and the stress of the crowd brings in your attention. That last point isn't ADHD-exclusive, everyone experiences it to a degree.

I actually know of two other lifeguards here with ADHD who are much more talented than me and we all do fine. Between the three of us, we're on Adderall, Vyvanse, and Ritalin and we all guarded for years before any medication.

If you're concerned, you can always try it. Try as hard as you can to be good at it because it's not an easy job for someone with or without ADHD. If anything, you'll learn skills that translate into the rest of your life.",5.059466783216784,6.329607458333335,6.1280885780885805,76.3866083916084,68.96794871794873,9.006060606060606,30.52797202797203,9.339509955726095,2.807738461538462,1285,51,231,26,22,428,181,312,0.066,0.815,0.119,0.9633,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,7,0,5,11,12,3,1,15,2,24,4,0,3,3,56,34,25,0,5,12,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,17,16,1,4,11,1,0,2,8,5,0,3,2,4,35,7,40,27,9,18,0,1,0,0,20,10,1,12,5,173,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.09265075580245856,0.0,0.6846188316371021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592595122086676,0.07900025291847533,0.0,0.0,0.06456455391837879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415802890804273,0.06638641296070696,0.0,0.07813006974125512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787642372791753,0.10485717870235198,0.16157914584689154,0.0,0.09963691077301937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043719551929124,0.08178506137518278,0.0,0.10259974634199566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999364444655803,0.09072218694975566,0.0,0.09287255582808764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926751124819288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010071187965076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884327249210432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217823684794436,0.07739128661676342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706110913210991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143443229360568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564517018316816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979409217852164,0.1407981898475191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290064018603986,0.0,0.0,0.08975190417210632,0.0,0.09092923127421712,0.0,0.10236470437395473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063579845738258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510051047485125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990463445573309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044496829358816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937667079866229,0.10875698373053293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138538452882884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892024573574304,0.0,0.09274559882286196,0.098839100416395,0.11420484189567852,0.08200034226501343,0.0,0.0783379888318404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152174642856586,0.0,0.20735909116455328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061140234269729914
adhd,shutdownline,2018/04/08,"Moving to USA from UK, how can I get prescribed meds? As title says. I currently am not prescribed any meds in the UK but I have a diagnosis that’s only a few months old. How can I get prescribed meds in the USA?",0.2353333333333332,2.340510755555556,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,85.8888888888889,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.24224444444444426,164,5,37,2,5,56,30,45,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622158337637832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25541040462741466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8145238092074257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510263477969791,0.2597916598512645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564894042310251,0.0,0.0,0.18590092584525286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438148400239025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Devin2019,2018/04/08,"Is it possible that I could have ADHD? Why or why not? Hello,

I am a 20 year old male. I am in my third year of college. I've been thinking a lot lately that I could possibly have ADHD. However, I'm not sure. I'll list some things I experience.

I pace back and forth a lot. Like I daydream a lot and think of fantasies. I get overly excited thinking about these fantasies that I have to get up, daydream about them, and pace back and forth all over my house to experience them. I get overly excited which is why I pace. It drives my mother nuts. She always gets on me about it, but I can't help it. When I'm the only person in my house, I do it all day because I know no one is there to judge me for doing it. I've been doing this since I was about 5-6 years old. 

When I listen to music, I do the same thing. I'll pace back and forth, or I'll sit down and rock back and forth to the songs I like. I have a hard time focusing or getting things done. I procrastinate a lot on my school work and studying for exams. It takes a bit of effort for me to get assignments done. I have a hard time focusing on a single task for an extended period of time. I get bored quickly or would rather be doing something else. I also get distracted easily, like I'll rather surf the internet for hours than to do my schoolwork.

I still don't have a driver's license at 20 years old. A big part of that is because I have anxiety about it, but the few times where my father tried to teach me, I have a hard time focusing and paying attention to all my surroundings. I forget directions quite easily. It's hard for me to pay attention to so many things at once. I tend to get distracted. I'm horrible with directions. I don't know my way around to many places. My father and I drive the same route to my school everyday, and I still don't really know how to get there. Even the area I live in. I don't know my area that well, even though I've been living here for a while.

When I'm sitting down for an extended period of time, such as in a classroom, I fidget in my seat a lot. I'll also rock back and forth every now and then. All throughout school students would always ask me, ""Do you have ADHD?"" I would ask them ""Why would you ask me that?"" They would say, ""Because you're always moving."" Some people would make fun of me for it. I also daydream a lot in the classroom, or if it's something that doesn't really interest me.

I didn't think much about it at the time, but now I think I could possibly have this condition. I'm thinking about talking to my parents about this, and going to the doctor so I can get a proper diagnosis. But I wanted to see what you guys think first. What do you say?",2.5281753130590374,3.7176185974955267,4.193059033989268,88.15484794275494,75.01073345259391,7.704472271914133,22.838998211091234,8.283103749626381,1.0953799642218245,2072,55,460,35,43,697,212,559,0.076,0.875,0.048,-0.8853,2,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,4,4,4,39,12,0,2,29,0,48,1,0,2,5,71,85,37,0,13,14,4,4,3,0,6,1,4,0,3,30,16,0,0,13,5,2,4,10,3,1,3,7,9,73,9,64,68,19,68,0,0,1,0,25,25,0,14,39,324,103,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058692124225405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698848227322094,0.14253525405327133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368132271682345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083108147316272,0.1601422992340601,0.0,0.0,0.21953177162794216,0.0,0.1044228398644058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062338381269318385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676904545980825,0.0,0.0,0.03682475853657695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058444241445384085,0.0,0.11686619322626733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769970016316287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542798670283662,0.0,0.048109189581133215,0.0,0.0,0.11170945957344984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856920748769005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281561684139577,0.0,0.03245123027368764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653795007660688,0.0,0.0,0.20460143933487088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382729079893822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056231971055346636,0.13177140388407693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552260649677338,0.0,0.06441125614435708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368848708140414,0.0,0.10084064377614516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912661285231592,0.0,0.0,0.038114675070539526,0.115780819956018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068823433553515,0.04197504983665063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797504478488572,0.06080960723199875,0.038692419163719474,0.0434271021531207,0.0,0.0,0.06340276219869348,0.06183370592783171,0.0,0.03958593141418292,0.04985749358840607,0.05965731821270991,0.0,0.0,0.1931149188894214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073284938921965,0.0,0.0,0.07315940909711006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081638000526997,0.0,0.1733646619500456,0.04550128536978571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723368735421943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791669705371204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120022368657464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053816048384820736,0.0,0.04293207318381268,0.04589479503302521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173873822796766,0.25611149773206915,0.05610043312513442,0.0,0.2330681722877697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876713322575725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367904322356136,0.04532330043101968,0.0,0.0,0.051339732760024855,0.0,0.20609537560142405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041569460079092665,0.0,0.0,0.24337309335867816,0.0,0.0,0.1470820409230097
adhd,Thomasinarina,2018/04/08,"I [30/f] have just been diagnosed with ADHD.....thoughts. Hi all,

Longtime lurker on this sub, finally had my appointment with a psychatrist yesterday and got my diagnosis of being combined type ADHD. It was a massive relief. I feel like I have known my entire life that something wasnt right. Despite being intelligent (apparently), I cannot focus on most conversations. I had to ask the psych to repeat himself numerous times because I missed what he was saying. I forget EVERYTHING. I have trouble maintaining friendships. 

During the consultation, the psych also flagged up that I had numerous traits that show I also have ASD. I was happy to get my ADHD diagnosis, but the possibility I also have ASD is freaking me out. I feel like I dont want it. I'm not 100% sure why. I will now be getting an ASD assessment too, because I feel I have to know either way. 

I'm also going to be put on medication...from googling my doctor, he usually puts people on 18mg Concerta before increasing the dose to 27mg. 

I just wondered what experience others have had of being co-diagnosed with ASD, and how they found the medication. I am naturally a very anxious person, and being put onto medication that can make you feel anxious/sleep less/eat less is freaking me out!

TL:DR: Just been diagnosed with ADHD and possible ASD. Struggling to process it. It's freaking me out. ",4.643888575192925,6.773372470355735,6.3188481084133254,71.21773386034258,71.33201581027669,9.245925089403348,31.810464897421426,9.725611199111238,3.5434725766986634,1077,50,178,28,21,369,142,253,0.119,0.835,0.047,-0.9455,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,1,10,0,30,7,0,2,2,32,47,10,0,1,6,0,4,2,0,1,7,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,8,1,0,5,4,6,0,0,12,5,30,5,22,28,5,22,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,8,124,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802196351176079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31954539582897995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570683093488486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338875347134593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217906686180602,0.0,0.08500366358130564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304175312851094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224721792308217,0.0,0.0,0.11707671416038685,0.0,0.0,0.10221797619417287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977958206543027,0.09771691080762898,0.0,0.0,0.20204054819461265,0.142730647594559,0.0,0.1094305739714284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953019613162628,0.0,0.0,0.1043824909312946,0.0,0.05677288183758127,0.0,0.07989551067078046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634055566511774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489992248741269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055910501540456,0.09760773419410107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668098330349218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126829676722566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692549215439226,0.08722484689610167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252342028066422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012675318544052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531016173515665,0.0,0.07944086506847514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996758539497463,0.0,0.0,0.0769043917793757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044324057101972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941502719665547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079305822599333,0.058249835627180335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100207163529144,0.08242420163067034,0.05892091995305305,0.07929235218998293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014009875442824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833234570468374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cutiecakes253,2018/04/08,Switching meds Has anyone ever switched from Adderall IR to Vyvanse? My doctor wants to switch my meds and I'm nervous to see what the difference will be..... She wants to keep me on the same dosage as the Adderol. Is that normal? Is there anything noticeably different about the Vyvance?,3.0264010989010965,6.110252134615386,2.7379120879120897,88.6642307692308,85.34615384615384,5.279120879120879,28.582417582417587,6.868970318607317,1.7745571428571432,229,11,39,3,7,68,42,52,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.3899,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,10,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,8,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675952427893706,0.0,0.19724258961222035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008453525988371,0.0,0.24533056120387844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681128575261369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130454787948156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324780970532369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348430974259831,0.0,0.2728860838272393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100009854176989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827480816075698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwawayfab1812,2018/04/08,"Can ADHD make you completely lose yourself? Sorry for the long post. I feel that it was just necessary. 

My gf has ADHD. A few weeks ago, something happened in her life where she was forced to do something by her family and she didn't have a choice. Ever since she was raped many years ago, she hates being forced and not having control of her life. So it hit her very hard and she fell right into this weak mental state. She started smoking weed right away everyday and after two days, she broke up with me saying that she kissed someone (which was a lie) and has feelings for him, so she doesn't wanna stay with me. I really did not believe it coz I know how much she loves me but of course I couldn't get the truth out of her or make her go back on the breakup. And a couple of days after that, she got high and drunk and hooked up with her ex.

A few days after that, I really tried very hard to get her to talk and she told me how she was very troubled with what happened and how she slipped into this mental state. She apparently stopped taking her adhd meds that entire time. She didn't tell me about the hookup but for some reason, she told me that she was very ashamed and that she thinks I will never want to see her face again. She said that she is worthless and doesn't deserve my love and all that stuff. But I told her that it's not true and I tried my best to be there for her. She kept saying that she was ashamed to face me, that she was not sure about what she wants in life, what she was doing and what she wants to do, etc etc. The shame part was so strong and i was very confused why she was THAT ashamed of one week of marijuana. 

Fast forward to two days ago, she met me for the first time in 4 weeks, she was very happy to see and had a great time. At the end, when I pushed her about why she was so ashamed, she finally gave in and told me about the hookup. She said that she really wasn't herself and that she shouldn't have done it but it happened. She said that she's really not attracted to ex or have any feelings for him (I know this for sure). I didn't react like a crazy guy but I was devastated and she saw it in my face. The shame again came hard. She was so ashamed that she got up and left. Before she left, she said that she's really sorry and that she loves me. I was very hurt and texted her how she could do it to me and all that. The next day, she herself said that I should just breakup with her because she's a fucked up person and coz she keeps hurting me. All she said in the past couple of days was a lot of sorry's but there's no attempt to even try to make it right. I think she's already given up coz she knows I will break up with her and she's very very embarrassed of herself and her actions.

So people, can you really lose yourself like that when you are faced with a problem, not taking meds and are high and drunk? I am very hurt by her actions but I have seen how much she loves me and I might be able to move past this especially coz of the circumstances. I feel like if what she said about not being herself is true, I need to sit her down, talk about changing her way of coping with problems and give her another chance.",3.205770674882064,4.051426867269985,3.6514591957896094,94.00842399152788,72.9366515837104,6.788857867205802,22.10034979621964,6.761325535456951,0.2290925130772443,2475,53,577,19,47,772,233,663,0.196,0.748,0.056,-0.9985,1,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,3,0,7,30,41,3,9,22,0,56,17,4,15,10,114,112,54,0,12,19,2,7,3,1,5,4,9,0,2,42,43,2,4,10,2,0,8,17,23,0,4,45,20,123,18,72,55,13,79,0,7,4,7,112,28,1,7,41,405,165,0,0.05108873092636858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841961795853292,0.0,0.13586123234577427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056377684979020085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034742088937162866,0.0535709888848065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047999544443505855,0.039284080563217326,0.0,0.031143216184257718,0.0,0.04347274715550668,0.05755950487662913,0.05361447118300357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584318979865527,0.0,0.0,0.05404510319612306,0.0,0.053565562372515904,0.0,0.05730035589688798,0.040790194516834584,0.11305741809366893,0.0,0.19768802989349896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052281509366192185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524945166204365,0.0,0.11395487935804667,0.033743624947569675,0.04621268200794478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048161908736765284,0.0,0.1033279896039211,0.036497799581808835,0.0,0.0559652075323976,0.0,0.043456048427278834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047230708508585184,0.05338350659883922,0.04900896596017591,0.029034903125721483,0.0,0.08172065033241184,0.05632550620538539,0.0,0.05058587577593912,0.1355327881051885,0.05438490406221076,0.1372964041818149,0.050439544857156175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795609837935133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407462929682973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454100114327488,0.0,0.0,0.08423109129417884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110161112702174,0.0,0.1082564445796941,0.07487812001743993,0.0,0.0,0.045211919201230105,0.0,0.11431044383067775,0.0,0.04343381208329177,0.18443829719310156,0.0,0.10230637381154456,0.05179595446594409,0.0,0.0,0.1134961258584767,0.0,0.10297084915205172,0.05419707002767471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429923580530899,0.07511219115120403,0.03788164663894328,0.0394027788107738,0.0,0.05433344492920871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03461904626245597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055324117032772464,0.09753994895923693,0.03541849335321502,0.044608709260690514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048928881997858116,0.0,0.0,0.0977700316254278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637249539891485,0.05252772420842719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088849120110646,0.3401795761884812,0.08125561876831984,0.0,0.0,0.0814222081360497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226112615867037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043287315924713896,0.07866120207336773,0.0,0.1715689547281896,0.036160866701938674,0.05445378959556184,0.0,0.04271246665638343,0.0,0.0,0.058484374038907314,0.0,0.0,0.09630104857561372,0.0,0.07682473517123363,0.08212637342376505,0.04465380265661325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547119181015211,0.0,0.0,0.08937074954356951,0.0,0.0,0.1952698870384434,0.0,0.10405768423989163,0.0,0.09981253326423377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215355345899076,0.09040037149124416,0.04055185662466676,0.12294089497316532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219926663456099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032899467706742375
adhd,elsiefuck,2018/04/08,"Took my meds today in the hopes I’d be really productive at working towards some goals I have, instead spent 5 hours hyper focused on creating an in depth list of every goal I’ve set and the multiple things I need to do daily, weekly and monthly to achieve every one of them Sort of ironic. This happens to me all the time, I take my medication (Ritalin or Ritalin LA) and end up focusing so intensely on planning how I’m going to be productive that I actually end up achieving nothing. I’m rarely productive in any sort of good way when on my medication at home but when I don’t take it, I’m worse. At work or university it works wonders but if given any sort of opportunity to distract myself, I will! Any advice? I’ve tried the “I want” technique a few times already with little success. ",7.250576923076924,6.314377647435901,8.50474358974359,68.8194230769231,64.19230769230771,11.646153846153846,38.0897435897436,10.9516,4.246489743589743,627,29,115,15,8,218,102,156,0.053,0.8390000000000001,0.108,0.7591,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,10,5,5,0,1,6,0,6,4,0,1,1,19,20,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,13,4,23,14,3,28,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,9,10,70,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.14956147888245974,0.0,0.0,0.14976572763357535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691282869644107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126699858123382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271489056300494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582594747555725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710225383781339,0.1285487868603897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552896734627745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373415392933254,0.1522236204547653,0.1509320717690866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360865918647668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023938949146752,0.30879042435570897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233216410969612,0.0,0.0,0.11364173619083147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705889977913664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385421098595507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818347976421396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304677082934577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018203777075171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873646024609574,0.0,0.14527433431406178,0.0,0.17027957914292108,0.10405475078496987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039782304499903,0.1216521403230468,0.12293742918804745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620596258280632,0.33472940469494183,0.0,0.15618694120180635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,strangerthings95,2018/04/08,"I want to be an avid reader.. I want to be a frequent reader, badly. I pick up interesting books. I enjoy being at the bookstore and reading the beginning. Then, at home, I can’t seem to get into the book, and I’ve tried different genres. Reading is laborious when I don’t want it to be. Part of this desire is learning something new, but also fueled by my lifelong insecurity of inadequacy. I’ve tried the telling myself “I want to”, it works initially. Should I exercise first? Any suggestions? Or anyone who has overcome this?",2.6148545454545484,5.287178340000004,4.947454545454548,75.7837272727273,80.6,7.236363636363637,27.09090909090909,8.296473431620573,2.3994,414,18,71,9,11,144,68,100,0.095,0.773,0.133,-0.5151,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,14,17,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,10,2,12,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,52,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200667024809713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626795920209595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039529514577965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795904086757191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472232317823135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295467293120665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237517380412128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575189792985586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773438666923044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232920527826568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302945990408157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580903241088146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655860923686121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799734802962376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920627511411039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074604801129887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658742166268272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,spagspanglette,2018/04/08,"Medication changed my life When I was 14 I was diagnosed as ADHD. I immediately felt a huge amount of relief because it meant there was a real reason for my shitty grades and the “quirky”, forgetful, clumsy personality I was always so ashamed of. Although I was officially diagnosed, a part of me still doubted it and feared that I was just stupid. They tried me on Adderall first in different dosages and I reacted badly to it. It made me feel depressed and even more foggy than usual. 
The first time I took Concerta (methylphenidate) changed my life forever. I remember I took it in the car on my way to a hockey game and I thought nothing of it until about 40 minutes after when in the middle of a conversation with my mom I began to really hear her and process everything she was saying, without distraction from the sounds of the car and the radio. It was the most AMAZING thing. Tears started to come to my eyes as I realized that it was true, I really did have adhd and medication actually could help me. It felt like I had been living in a fog my entire life and within minutes it had cleared up and I could finally see more than two feet in front of me. 
That day I went home and cleaned my room right away (something I always wanted to do but never had the motivation or focus) everything was becoming so clear and I finally felt I had the ability to have a successful life. 

I’m so grateful my parents realized I was showing symptoms of ADHD and I that was diagnosed at such a young age. Before I was diagnosed I had no confidence whatsoever and I know my life would have been a mess. 
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adhd,mareddd,2018/04/08,"A question regarding being new on Concerta Hello,

I was recently diagnosed ADHD-PI and was prescribed Concerta as it is often tried first when it comes to medication according to my doctor. I was instructed to start with a low dose of 18mg for around 3-4 days and then go up if there are no noticeable effects. Then after a week or so of 36mg, go to 54mg.

I've been on 36mg for almost a week now and I can't tell if it is working for me or not, or more precisely I am not sure what to expect. I noticed tiny side effects on my first day of 36mg (slightly elevated heart rate, dry mouth and a worse appetite) so I'd assume it is doing something. The problem is that while it feels like I can focus slightly better, the change isn't big enough to write off placebo.

I am 190cm and 85kg so I assume my dosage is still quite low, but am I just expecting too much? I've heard of people getting a lot done while having a clear state of mind. I have zero ambition to complete mundane tasks and instead of being able to think clearly, it feels like I am just noticing the ""fog"" better. My next appointment is 18.4 and I am patiently going to up the dose soon and see what happens.

Do you guys have any advice on what I should expect and is it normal to notice hardly any difference on 36mg?",4.6776825842696645,4.602242730337078,6.1211212546816505,80.89943469101125,69.26217228464421,9.072003745318352,29.79611423220974,8.841846274778883,2.2274720973782767,1007,35,208,16,16,344,155,267,0.041,0.889,0.071,0.8871,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,8,14,8,0,0,11,0,29,7,2,2,4,45,41,24,0,8,10,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,11,12,0,0,8,0,0,4,5,3,0,3,6,5,19,5,31,32,4,37,0,2,1,0,7,13,0,11,21,143,30,3,0.11547500450319093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877851521856374,0.1128408379430394,0.0,0.0,0.11563153668010445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570539257376032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279723613049097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425651501273495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215724332519315,0.09947149152382627,0.12107334521769644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489436497915723,0.0,0.0,0.11720469884098984,0.0,0.12064680210397673,0.0,0.11819356020391908,0.0,0.11817102167199575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931654806623085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167752638249628,0.16499073258015295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964459596799616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033092379786829,0.0,0.19688131854505936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433840941250477,0.10211416512011293,0.0,0.10344292243245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683843632675052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128305086649624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817271940337416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632891845034295,0.0,0.0,0.1165968363247512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488741503415481,0.0,0.0,0.11152647891948013,0.12280897732450725,0.0,0.11314098674818487,0.0,0.5258762319602377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005582846348963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049398406955,0.0,0.0,0.12935843273985578,0.12282188138840527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401763593855715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201862798981064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889830006484174,0.0,0.0,0.08173380253394492,0.0,0.09221848776139252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883382515371323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093024370264064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399172020932386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839994807929497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525416653512594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406717857898892,0.0,0.11767889489438133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,picklebritz,2018/04/08,"How the so i stop talking so much! I get nervous I have verbal diarrhea, I get happy I talk too much, my Adderall wears off and I'm a chatter box. Pretty much anytime I'm not medicated with either my stimuants or marijuana I'm  incredibly talkative. I find myself saying things I don't necessarily want people to know halfway through saying it. I can't always be on something. I work and go to school (8 hr's work, 3 hours class)I can't spend my day being stoned and I don't wanna  take my Adderall past 5 pm ((I work until midnight) dont tell me to be more mindful or to think about what I'm saying take that shit somewhere else, if I could do that I wouldn't be asking for help. 
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adhd,EdgyAsFuk,2018/04/08,"21 M. I was diagnosed with ADHD this week and I don't have much information. So after a few years of casual, half-assed attempts at actually going to the doctor's for a diagnosis, I finally got in to the doctors office and was very quickly given 2x20mg a day of Adderall.

I don't have a lot of people in my life that can help and I would appreciate any advice for this new adventure/trial. I'm kinda anxious about all of it and how little reliable guidance I have.

For example: How do I keep my mouth from drying out, do these weird symptoms go away, is my heart rate going to return to normal, and will Adderall get less effective in the future? ",5.208923076923078,5.490777700000002,7.085961538461536,73.20278846153846,68.15384615384616,9.884615384615383,30.09615384615385,9.827888789773867,2.885538461538462,511,18,95,11,8,180,91,130,0.029,0.888,0.084,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,7,0,13,7,2,3,1,17,21,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,0,10,1,21,15,5,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,9,70,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.18377226544014985,0.0,0.2263229489481765,0.18402323417880032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280634382088691,0.0,0.0,0.21274696759294434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693198313471234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214502331100886,0.0,0.0,0.1911399111778901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855051345650453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629435695805967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838895138197014,0.0,0.3210782341614412,0.0,0.15061597869319215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315902710266772,0.12622631571350204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673866589801195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330153417681017,0.0,0.1887452003072787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010215505361886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384361986353619,0.0,0.0,0.18187974957875186,0.0,0.0,0.1845127232225245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055674467918446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573563948919914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785629979356106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538297073741136,0.0,0.0,0.1510582139070107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377647763698622,0.0,0.0,0.1212713189868182
adhd,constantspacecadet,2018/04/08,"Turned in my project late and I feel like shit Basically exactly the title, I had this huge project for my online class due today worth 150/500 points and I turned it in late because I didn’t start working on it until noon today. 

Like, yes, my laptop crashed like twice and froze about a hundred more times throughout the day, but in the end I should’ve started earlier. It’s all on my for not starting sooner and I feel like I just turned in crap. Tbh the thought crossed my mind to just not turn it in because I feel like it doesn’t deserve to get graded. 

Idk man I’m just venting I guess. I wrote a note to my professor in the submission box saying that my computer crashed and apologized and said I get it if I get points off for being late. Even if she doesn’t take points off I just feel like a shit person because of this. ",3.352603550295857,4.746815029585797,3.793609467455621,91.01869822485209,73.2603550295858,6.8568047337278095,27.201183431952664,7.321109707123232,1.213747928994083,656,24,141,7,13,205,92,169,0.073,0.79,0.13699999999999998,0.7822,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,8,1,5,3,3,0,2,25,25,10,0,2,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,5,7,21,6,19,19,2,29,0,0,0,0,7,14,3,3,20,81,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763005555664576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969432247671023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571535143714302,0.0,0.0,0.07137728308272516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856783839280874,0.3088125566467885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938175737080854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904806545150046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657130991690752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167766816689926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911693814342413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436000055721976,0.0,0.0,0.30647494550172244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279653435614784,0.08593927463187502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218585967128765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294712932986351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125299043290066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579318543920865,0.0630147798228391,0.0,0.204869900144732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701837764929749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867411684607127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,itsnotadhditsjustme,2018/04/08,"diagnosed ADD at 28. I have a history of emotional abuse from childhood and one long term toxic/abusive relationship. How much of an influence did ADD have on this and how to I learn to deal with it? I'm 28 and was diagnosed around 2 months ago. I'm currently on 36mg concerta and have a prescription for 1mg Lorazepam for anxiety and 10mg ritalin as supplemental treatment (previously on 30mg vyvanse that wasn't getting me through my work day without crashing).

My history of emotional/verbal abuse was from my Dad, started at a young age. I was always a sensitive but argumentative child and had a lot of demanding needs (according to my mum). When I was loving I was very loving but had a temper that could be set off by minute things.

My Dad was not a mentally stable man himself and set his sights on me early on. We didn't see eye to eye a lot and he said/did some awful things to me and then to my brother and sister as my parents went through divorce and he seemingly completely lost his mind. 
I cut him out of my life at 16.

I had a relationship not long after that that was quite toxic. My ability to communicate is poor and like i said, I had a terrible temper. I also hated myself because I had taken on board a lot of the awful things my dad said to me. I know my bf at the time cared about me a lot but I had the relationship very difficult to navigate and eventually he gave up.

This pattern has repeated in my life multiple times, the worst was my longest relationship. He was also diagnosed ADHD at a young age (at this point my diagnosis was non-existent). We had a very toxic relationship, lots of fights, manipulation, demanding and at times downright unloving. I was very forgiving because I felt responsible, for him but also a lot of guilt for my own part in it. I sought professional help for my issues, however he refused to take responsibility and do the same. This went on for four years in a pattern of the relationship being good and fun and loving to awful and yelling fights. Ultimately I walked away.

I've just done the whole cycle again but with a really close friend who I fell in love with. I let me anxiety get in the way and found it difficult to not let it infect the relationship. I have my temper/anger issues under control for the most part but the anxiety is still there and I have trouble communicating when the stakes are high (or percieved high). I make up stories and ideas of how he feels about me in my head and allow them to become a reality. I get very confused when we have conversations and he says things that are completely opposite to what I expected.

Does anyone have similar experience or have professional knowledge to help me see this clearly?

Is this the ADD, the childhood trauma (inability to communicate - freeze response-), the anxiety or a really awful combination.

How to i get through this and become someone who can be a loving, communicative considerate partner?

I don't want to be in any more toxic relationships where I hurt someone with my inability to see whats real and whats imagined.",6.7697616892911014,6.943793972649572,7.9226872800402255,68.90641402714934,64.82905982905983,11.668677727501258,35.15460030165913,11.326091736570909,4.174490196078431,2434,105,442,70,34,833,260,585,0.181,0.701,0.118,-0.9892,3,0,0,0,6,0,59.0,3,0,1,4,18,28,6,2,36,4,46,15,3,9,1,90,79,47,0,4,14,7,3,1,3,0,7,4,0,3,25,38,0,2,11,0,1,4,7,17,0,2,31,13,64,11,80,41,17,67,0,2,6,5,56,33,0,13,28,322,89,4,0.0,0.21009931382741645,0.0,0.0,0.07103611658829878,0.0,0.052395518530684304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180551356132504,0.049182443580195925,0.0,0.0,0.04019534638260076,0.0,0.1808692905595612,0.0,0.0,0.04132956401166129,0.0,0.0,0.052618493858504985,0.0,0.0,0.055533745210408575,0.0,0.0,0.07206316029289879,0.13055989278487182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026436465198399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394685521853994,0.0,0.06629444928563348,0.04719278684086288,0.0,0.0,0.03811965582358957,0.06093756986825625,0.0,0.17997958772910913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051725654033554384,0.06048782449956195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664883449297245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781879257876775,0.0,0.0,0.029886691187879882,0.0,0.05675277921121881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480867680839357,0.04566655725493406,0.0,0.12352559126419785,0.0,0.0,0.04957683739446972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058356737862858235,0.060661678777439484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923745533723073,0.12490132001908665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327614678084133,0.0667255372873659,0.0,0.12338642057137622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03248411359564102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088350693589675,0.08349920650808501,0.028877096557843814,0.0,0.0,0.1046171262875138,0.0,0.0,0.0645231708804711,0.3015081432603009,0.2667355889027893,0.0,0.03945493068403354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595667830518663,0.0,0.0596820512595014,0.0,0.04717930021982008,0.0,0.043451050775033175,0.04382770163733147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005299043680168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563224225566783,0.12801602410643245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587599786186815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286844525004608,0.0,0.0672776426705193,0.0757319696276889,0.0,0.0,0.5076774494266757,0.0,0.0,0.1686752250510919,0.04700491308729994,0.0,0.0,0.1413038461151897,0.053809541922456065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016373285520888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183682118851242,0.0,0.04720358362314146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044441726669695765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707444410288732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339874038298948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438507203188311,0.034863325305304074,0.04691703847843391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095870877821529,0.0,0.06599177326951437,0.0,0.056977831890348975,0.0,0.04303119895310402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806349994289343
adhd,JessthePest,2018/04/08,"Any French people with ADHD here? I have questions for you! My Abnormal Psychology professor is trying to assert that ADHD is a psycho-social disease that France has largely avoided due to the homogeny of their culture and the strong social safety nets in place for French children, using [this](https://blackboard.westerntc.edu/webapps/blackboard/content/listContent.jsp?course_id=_11345_1&content_id=_723877_1) article as proof.

As someone with ADHD, I'm skeptical. What do French people with ADHD think? Do you blame your parent's for their lack of discipline as you grew? Do you think that if your childhood had been more structured you wouldn't have developed it? Have you tried the dietary restrictions and found them helpful? Do you find medication a waste of time and resources?

Basically, is this truly a cultural disease, or are the psychologists of France behind current research?",10.730359712230216,13.542622935251801,7.997906474820143,62.47901798561154,57.05755395683454,9.876546762589928,37.64100719424461,10.125756701596842,4.499151942446043,744,33,90,15,10,214,94,139,0.085,0.821,0.094,0.515,2,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,9,3,1,1,3,1,1,7,0,15,1,0,1,1,20,20,8,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,14,1,17,16,2,7,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,3,4,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7593435749572606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114839494812142,0.0,0.10741746411795372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437156685351465,0.0,0.0,0.17319377346157466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058765165806518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912696692978287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753946578883266,0.0,0.0,0.2190176155361398,0.0,0.16503342371208093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695011114085438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101919953587446,0.1338380577378488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242736151377175,0.0,0.0,0.09210710098303956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448743977854606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642576752016658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,katlew8,2018/04/08,"Adhd and OT? Hi - I am a neuropsychologist starting a practice. I often refer out OT as a recommendation for children following an evaluation. I am considering of eventually hiring an in house OT (versus referring out). I am here to find out more about OT:

1. does Insurance cover for OT services? If so, what kind of treatment? (i.e., diagnosis, children vs adult)

2. What are differences in OT services in schools vs clinic/private practice?

3. What is the typical reimbursement rate for OT services (range? And kids Vs adults)

4. For 1099 / contract workers, what is your fee split? Are you part time or full time?

5. What days and times are sessions scheduled, and how long is a typical session?

6. What type of services do you offer for children with adhd, and does insurance cover for those services?

7. What are key equipment pieces I would need to purchase for pediatric OT?

8. How much should I expect to spend on equipment?

9. What type of evaluation/testing do OTs do? (Diagnostically), what types of tests would I have to purchase, how much money would I need to invest?

10. Anything else that’s important for me to know! Thank you so much :)",2.236713709677421,5.146410745192314,3.705620347394543,80.4458312655087,90.58653846153842,6.145409429280398,27.382754342431763,7.4822170145007005,2.197338833746897,897,43,153,18,31,294,120,208,0.0,0.956,0.044,0.833,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,4,0,1,8,2,0,0,7,0,18,1,0,3,0,30,24,13,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,6,11,9,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,2,29,20,7,16,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,3,7,99,24,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41059137286155584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057252494846156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016650803371623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847336105741088,0.0,0.0,0.2989761873511165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270044421367736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612885073767802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710645774079036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778855524692946,0.09387968710850103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117271174947886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767230131694049,0.2533257313168328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849843347672397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288168958855715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209091844611359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727058904110033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298824265774971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640426293367008,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Neodynamics,2018/04/08,"New to the club. 26 years undiagnosed, wanted to share my story, maybe inspire those struggling. I've suspected that I've had ADHD since I entered the workforce, but was never able to know for sure. I couldn't hold a decent enough job long enough to see a doctor and get treated. Lot's of of job shifting, trying to find that right opportunity.

After whom I think might be the love of my life had to leave me because I wasn't stable (Really can't blame her) and losing a job at a headshop because of my inability to focus (A headshop! I got fired from a place where they literally hire stoners for not being able to focus, for ****'s sake!!!) I knew I had to do something crazy.

I make digital artwork, and started looking into print production and photolabs. I was trying to learn about this sort of thing myself anyway to improve my artwork, so I figured why not get paid to learn it. I obviously wanted to learn it. I was living in Indiana and decided I was willing to go anywhere I had to. Found an entry level position in one of the nations best Photolabs in California. I did the ADHD thing, and made an impulsive decision to go for it.

I went there by myself, I didn't know anyone. I went there with nothing more than a bag of clothes and a tent. I slept on the side of a mountain. I was rained on, woke up dirty every day after camping in sand. Washed myself in a Burger King bathroom, went in almost every day without a day off for months as to make the best impression I could. One night a tweaker stole my tent and all of my clothes from my hiding spot, and I couldn't sleep that night because it was cold and I didn't have any blankets. Started to go crazy from lack of interaction and hiding my homelessness from my employer. I kept persisting.

I was hired in 2 months ago and my benefits kicked in a week ago. I saw a psychiatrist today, and she diagnosed me with ADHD and I'm now getting medicated for it.

I did it. I'm happy to join the club. :) I love this job, and don't want to leave it, but cost of living is so expensive here. I'm just glad I can go back home and not feel like a failure.

Don't give up.",2.755941972417382,4.4943044894613635,4.483608508977363,84.04327901379132,75.53395784543325,7.273718449128285,25.912633359354672,8.07648339933343,1.6117140775435854,1655,60,332,27,36,559,212,427,0.096,0.755,0.149,0.9859,5,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,1,6,11,16,0,1,25,0,30,9,2,3,4,61,68,21,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,16,19,0,2,15,2,3,8,13,2,0,2,28,7,47,14,65,33,8,50,0,1,3,2,9,21,0,4,22,225,63,11,0.17273655119091286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113936500983799,0.0,0.1531205303036384,0.0,0.08648535213728804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873338909927835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603907064587752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641187273741576,0.0,0.15794789748491653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812763534765476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689580402124242,0.0,0.0,0.1671011780697033,0.0,0.0,0.08766198169146952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840158980914499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848303277092292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553799444470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367039521738154,0.061701513342591524,0.0,0.0,0.07893903920100738,0.0,0.0,0.09469835626654624,0.0,0.0,0.13537157783853,0.08285231991370759,0.19634032551436015,0.0,0.06907659988581523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194063538292226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663442246099533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34282874673976577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493149108344592,0.0,0.0,0.18290306652213628,0.0,0.0,0.0610044672664298,0.042195176825828684,0.0,0.1525295393818985,0.07643320605084583,0.07252759909413459,0.09662400824201373,0.0,0.07342721935249401,0.1559014815350276,0.08172375066596026,0.11530298924123668,0.0,0.08676854152089117,0.0,0.0,0.08700695125898839,0.0,0.09162309174136267,0.0,0.0,0.13787666715776015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661253857451457,0.08341501876488215,0.0,0.16210155179778388,0.0,0.08287268979911452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705075754404468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023646544684756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532972893254096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737580354502794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882433351124166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144473007769507,0.0,0.08643064973117688,0.0,0.0,0.0664905181255539,0.0,0.0,0.12226382000307788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029087421547298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140107762216091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475848914491693,0.0553413036034495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186702648709819,0.0,0.0,0.11727677953361608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528267400131796,0.0,0.06927942102860109,0.0,0.0,0.2401927702911427,0.07793393499898743,0.0,0.0,0.08325593561491802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561833778832756
adhd,Yamster80,2018/04/08,"What books/videos have you found useful on understanding/dealing with ADHD? The top-rated book on Amazon about ADHD is -

Driven to Distraction: Recognizing and Coping with Attention Deficit Disorder, by Edward Hallowell, MD and John Ratey, MD.

I haven't read it, but curious as to what you all think if you have read that one or any others.  Definitely interested in helpful videos (like TED talks) or websites too. ",7.4229166666666675,9.175505458333337,7.3982222222222225,67.66900000000001,63.861111111111114,10.76,32.455555555555556,10.793553405168565,3.976985555555556,331,13,51,9,5,106,58,72,0.068,0.72,0.212,0.9109,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,2,10,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6064747957930786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158500253120088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28917847349388104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766538411776335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912354536257826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326990887970468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097731662926174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047728857935857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280378098856244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167529006076906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792187944005184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,officialkodos,2018/04/08,"Sudden physical contact I have most of the typical reactions to sensory stimulation as other people with ADHD (gets overwhelming at times, but I’m generally pretty good at managing it), but the only thing that seems to regularly push me into what I guess is a “meltdown” is very sudden physical contact like being bumped into or unexpectedly hugged. I get disproportionately angry and lash out, which I’ve heard isn’t super uncommon for people with ADHD who are in sensory overload. Of course, I feel very embarrassed afterwards for overreacting, and the irritability can follow for hours/days once I’ve calmed down.Has anyone else had any experience with this? Any tips on managing your reaction to it? Thanks.",10.991463414634149,10.434237048780492,11.304186991869926,50.52993902439028,56.5609756097561,15.029268292682927,40.82520325203252,13.816669648895859,6.312437398373983,579,25,82,21,6,197,91,123,0.101,0.7040000000000001,0.195,0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,1,8,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,6,19,14,1,13,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,4,5,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484705026137821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426733547265064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100325557377705,0.20662141610690768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005207533671154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845853837701366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972592303333008,0.0,0.0,0.10196383282993614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107149074934978,0.0,0.0,0.1691403149498409,0.0,0.0,0.22214790856116126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851941881180803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475811207496567,0.0,0.15336922726222205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796071305905577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051576549640597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358094921734844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565866214042545,0.0,0.0,0.13397194306053672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758781205721253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327762705579401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bobwolts,2018/04/08,"Working out on concerta?  ive been on concerta 54mg for about a month now, and recently want to lose weight and work out. is it bad to work out on meds? is there anything i should be worried about?",1.271341463414636,3.254515097560976,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,80.95121951219512,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.3612390243902448,153,6,35,3,4,50,30,41,0.207,0.763,0.03,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,11,4,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,24,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732893448992755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23065591484906814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090513512594201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30684974954018995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049887531845894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727620151539341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293849175091546,0.0,0.0,0.3363961874240157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033364798898538,0.28054370796680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thrashing_throwaway,2018/04/09,"I have Asperger’s with ADHD traits such as crippling executive dysfunction and sensory overload. Existing is so difficult. I’ve been hospitalized many times. I’ve been in therapy for ~15 years. I have a psychiatrist. I want to know if any of you feel suicidal due to this struggle. My psychiatrist tried prescribing me low-doses of Adderall, but it just made me a jittery mess until I crashed. 


My psychometric tests showed that I had an above-average ability to focus on one task at a time, but with each added task, my ability to focus dropped drastically below the average.  ",6.083846153846152,8.156432769230769,7.4069230769230785,65.11307692307693,67.46153846153847,12.123076923076924,37.03846153846154,11.698219412168324,5.407253846153847,464,25,75,18,8,158,79,104,0.132,0.799,0.069,-0.6739,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,10,7,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,11,0,15,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619036292990385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047809260337773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226201160910546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549495058913755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493954796377463,0.0,0.30530183546313755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405567336075214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148098401573602,0.0,0.32939088308387865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443720981350969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511864218444331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444969959555867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776161840398364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939199302376557
adhd,gaysandstorm,2018/04/09,"Hi! Getting a diagnosis soon, hopefully. Hello! So, I'll be turning 18 next month and have decided it's time for me to go and get my ass officially diagnosed with ADHD. I am... 99% sure I have combined type and have thought this for many years. I haven't been able to get diagnosed as my parents don't believe in mental illness. 

I'm in my first year of university studying planning, and I'm being hit with assignments that are left to the last minute because.. can't get anything done without overwhelming time pressure as I'm sure you all experience. I'm also having difficulty learning to drive as I keep getting distracted. I have a lot more symptoms but those are my main concerns!

I'm assuming I'll get medication of some sort but as I'm in Australia, so hopefully some of the meds might be on the Pharmaceutical Benefits Scheme.. I'll have to hope the mess don't have any obvious side effects that my parents will notice, too. 

Anyway, just wanted to say all this. I hope you all have a wonderful day or night!",4.4309306260575285,6.032853649746194,5.7644873096446725,77.12598646362099,70.87817258883248,9.1112013536379,32.93028764805415,9.558583805096642,3.264954247038917,807,39,150,19,15,271,119,197,0.054000000000000006,0.807,0.139,0.9566,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,7,11,0,3,7,0,22,6,1,1,6,34,45,14,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,1,14,7,22,36,8,19,0,1,0,1,7,6,1,12,11,94,20,3,0.12015477100677925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440268513941976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608772696339826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170936456727297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887713868859296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324523316946857,0.0,0.0,0.13537328100168886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748988714317723,0.0,0.0,0.2439091266676419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296004758539275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753442193753752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022035868372732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766554518745224,0.0,0.0682867253309371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773631955944954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067990812490709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794217521418323,0.0,0.0,0.13054851026698078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215128953469108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181807876384156,0.0,0.0,0.1334648636343725,0.12104329086630185,0.12108774847108755,0.12746522413717964,0.0,0.0,0.09590639187422947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277859620918669,0.11275711308245065,0.0,0.0,0.13679700317167828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668353076891163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555189656396894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648889940116715,0.1248868135161754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538946676122084,0.14012642646625112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069388754431474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087039704256946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582491151753282,0.13030272369747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475146619890964
adhd,connorthompson2,2018/04/09,"Do you feel good taking vyvanse? Because I Don't. People that I've talked to that have taken ADHD medicine and is not ADHD describe the feeling as really good and enjoyable. When I take my medicine I do not feel good. I feel weird, kinda down (sometimes), and sometimes sick. Do you feel good when you take your medicine?",3.188251366120216,5.6758947377049225,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,77.03278688524591,5.3781420765027335,26.560109289617486,6.42735559955562,1.066014207650273,253,10,47,2,6,77,36,61,0.073,0.685,0.242,0.8915,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,15,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,9,5,3,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102049153098677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403391959133104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43145896117426097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725724704967734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831548378799164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933039304295523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375779962568972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849495636935569,0.13717158302703472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,magicaxis,2018/04/09,"This sub has enormously changed my life for the better. And gave me some identity crisis. I'm 26 and I've known I have ADHD since I was diagnosed by a child neurologist at age 10. It never really meant anything to me though, like the fact that I have blue eyes - I know it's a fact, but it's not a fact that crosses my mind or that is see as relevant to anything.

And then a month or so ago I found this subreddit and holy shit, reading through the top posts was like looking at my brains browser history. Each damn topic was a perfect copy of a specific esoteric thought that comes up in my brain every now and then, a perfect description of my attitude, personality or lifestyle, and I thought ""THIS EXPLAINS EVERYTHING!"", and it does. Now that I know ADHD is the cause of this stuff like the shit memory and social chameleon-ism-to-the-point-of-not-knowing-what-i-am-really-like thing and all the others. I felt like I wasn't so fuckin alone at the deepest level. 

And then I overanalyzed the shit out of it and ruined it because that's what ADHDers do. 

I had thought all those things were unique to my personality. To put it harshly, I really felt like a snowflake until now, because nobody I've met in real life really, really gets it. I figured someone should have by now, but since in 26 years there ain't nobody, I'd settled on the conclusion I was unique. Every interesting part of my personality I can think of can be attributed to ADHD, and without it I cannot think of a single trait I posess that describes me as different.

Now i have a deeper understanding of myself and I really feel like I can get a solid handle on my life and self esteem...but I don't feel special anymore. That bloody yinyang symbol got it right - no good without bad",4.3027745664739925,5.546803173410408,5.529565317919077,80.06890289017343,70.73410404624278,8.77299421965318,29.15791907514451,9.174902378510234,2.4399439537572256,1382,53,270,28,25,461,173,346,0.099,0.763,0.138,0.8897,1,1,0,0,1,0,47.0,0,0,0,5,9,19,5,0,20,0,23,11,6,2,8,57,47,28,0,1,8,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,5,28,17,0,0,18,1,0,3,9,7,0,0,17,8,33,12,32,28,6,32,0,1,4,1,9,14,5,4,20,176,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312468853980152,0.0,0.0814414467628807,0.0,0.0,0.09515456140869502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111509169685872,0.0,0.0,0.15121022713227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671160152135542,0.112012023110756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125577449033806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512527279483164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438070446736883,0.09719133233399567,0.07914198558585674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325096511744246,0.0,0.09598958783889916,0.0,0.0,0.08040023684052061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481692498113614,0.0,0.08257112581197983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290929596854533,0.06563535933574856,0.17642838839620253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100735951281263,0.0,0.0,0.09600155840527703,0.0,0.0,0.0770602043182216,0.0734806524116088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098394985782824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468161702384545,0.26931225279561943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715167376642977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927673346243095,0.0,0.07333357078835383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085949223528464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949143079817044,0.0,0.0,0.2406645355646601,0.0,0.0,0.08685136120038962,0.0,0.08799064022003422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235952727605484,0.0,0.0,0.09189964002479957,0.10457361063569663,0.29428667496961264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846055790881573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321230252444269,0.0,0.09584542997808032,0.0,0.28292441619133896,0.15199953055472734,0.0,0.0,0.09365476550109658,0.0778452007505341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105174639281083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207503939218392,0.11773929524071547,0.09026650232691988,0.2188149322426018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564488341690017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712801371913886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591643444160716
adhd,eatingdoughnuts,2018/04/09,"Finger Picking? Hi all, I’m reaching out as no one I know has dealt with this. ADHD is a secondary dx for me but I’m prescribed adderall 30mg BID. I’ve somehow developed a habit where I am tearing the skin around my finger nails. I’ve never had a habit like this (nail biting or skin picking). And it started around when I started the adderall. I’m working with my neuropsychologist to kick the habit but haven’t seen my psychiatrist yet. My neuropscyh seems to think it’s connected to self harm which I had a short hx of when I was about 11 (I’m 26). I’m convinced it has to be the adderall that is exacerbating this habit, has anything like this happened to anyone on a stimulant? TIA ❤️",1.6056666666666684,3.960549185714285,3.3057142857142883,87.98595238095241,82.14285714285714,5.7333333333333325,25.76190476190476,7.03164865440522,1.1911761904761904,546,23,111,7,15,181,87,140,0.107,0.816,0.077,-0.4661,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,9,0,11,5,4,3,2,18,23,7,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,10,3,15,18,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,8,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242834178444192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867152259177566,0.0,0.22204723166785856,0.4804121016117674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860992044285895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482915999405298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636507742525841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810965483797306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284390050504784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456432446664876,0.28149170592846945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819743538455594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728962720481529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643957103300247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,krokantekrab,2018/04/09,"Bored to death HOW DO YOU STOP BEING BORED?? I tried so much. Videogames dont entertain me anymore, my other old hobby's dont entertain me anymore. I can't work on school because I already failed my year because my focus was somewhere else at the start of the year and I barely have any subjects left. I got a Job, I got a psychiatrist, I started playing drums, im making new friends but im still bored ALL THE TIME. I started being bored when I lost the only guy I cared about and ive been trying to get over it but everything is boring and its driving me insane to the point that I sneak out at night because Im scared of What ill do to myself being alone In my room at night. all I want is to run away and start somewhere fresh. But im just a 15 year old girl so i can't leave this place.  Im pretty sure it has to do with my ADD so im just wondering if anyone else has this problem and How do you deal with it? Im sorry for the whining",0.1531283422459886,2.1643453823529413,2.255775401069521,95.40553475935828,85.37254901960785,4.689483065953655,20.057040998217467,5.852544927426893,-0.14455098039215694,734,22,168,5,22,246,113,204,0.215,0.691,0.095,-0.9715,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,10,16,0,1,9,0,19,1,0,3,3,25,31,15,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,9,9,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,10,0,0,5,0,25,6,20,23,3,30,0,3,0,0,6,12,0,2,16,102,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242962576622124,0.0984827135846339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060688820326761116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770116682273105,0.06240131533168775,0.09144078332305444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384745470449531,0.0,0.0,0.1632065119764996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909899659442623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200640277315528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918605526020775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491034278719763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020654128304844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894951126447095,0.0,0.046626183679529615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275278248178996,0.0,0.0,0.08836535798381184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747900616325126,0.0,0.08856066597216834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449626108424204,0.09696361152088136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974201114528236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059570905957526815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560443560790982,0.0,0.0,0.08619218410533609,0.0,0.16749845535247246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872926373688577,0.0,0.0,0.06787390456782512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324073959309467,0.0,0.08436420381950678,0.0,0.0,0.09079299245983326,0.0,0.08539423022877518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934857721195474,0.09031945442073884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990108813915212,0.2526687840910384,0.0,0.0712701858074825,0.07461178339939256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411119211707055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203875690307085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211813162967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052638284673742465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678105598352843,0.06497052362361228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241017557509172
adhd,capsaicinfirestar,2018/04/09,"Classmate and former friend stole my meds, I'm worried about her defending herself...! I'm a university student and I had a much older but close friend who acted pretty clingy towards me and wanted to study with me all the time. She also told me about being a drug addict 8 yrs ago but she'd been to rehab. Anyways, turns out she's been taking advantage of me for my medication (she has her own but sells it for xtra money) and has, on two different occasions, stolen all of it. She did this quite recently and, due to the timing of the incident, I know it was her. If I had any doubt, her reaction to being told about what happened left no doubt. I knew better than to confront her about it (she has a very overpowering personality) but I did tell her they were stolen from my house (true), I filed a police report (true), and hoped they'd find finger prints (not true, I was hoping to scare her into confessing). After that, wow, she went from concerned friend to crazy person. Suddenly I was accused of being this unbelievable emotional burden on her and she was demanding to turn in her fingerprints, despite never being accused and the fact that as an ex-criminal they would already be on record. Finally she accused me of being a drug addict and having made up the whole thing to scam more medication for myself. 

TL;DR- I feel heartbroken but also incredibly threatened by this woman. I am worried she will go to our professors or my classmates and try to ruin my reputation in order to cover her own tracks. I don't know what to do and really need your advice. ",4.893968883465526,6.422201124161078,5.927626601586332,76.69039048200122,69.63758389261747,8.773886516168394,27.30384380719952,9.218907990703514,2.3834912751677857,1237,41,220,25,22,410,171,298,0.192,0.6890000000000001,0.119,-0.9789,2,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,3,3,7,17,1,3,12,0,28,8,1,1,7,44,47,21,0,6,8,0,2,0,3,2,7,0,0,3,13,15,0,0,6,0,2,3,4,6,0,1,16,2,48,11,41,21,7,26,1,1,0,0,37,11,0,6,11,172,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572044978189449,0.0,0.11527670987741973,0.10457128343247876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018033415604033,0.18867751755302475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080222108247293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433287917261658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325117977942572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736102514278396,0.0,0.0,0.13269782908114347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964803370037255,0.0,0.0,0.12922789256761524,0.10782037687313242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342474906291525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670437850099956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043184825769216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433716657242026,0.0,0.13611893290271607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966396917603892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817229429728394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162392759623677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310355648264977,0.23768017372085465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671986218390186,0.08747158418572568,0.09098399329755938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600976006685529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001560139070047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547321205251136,0.0,0.0,0.0755731547555838,0.0,0.11647891116896017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181062870269435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869705894949577,0.0,0.1031090040915836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783725243823231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757587532120388,0.0,0.0,0.2254464612615479,0.0,0.08009235161567804,0.2566300508972243,0.11523734025380948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733573979133804,0.06958042928355855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935727652257447,0.0,0.13170676844694132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396039318072574,0.0,0.08380089758665125,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,s0updrag0n,2018/04/09,"The ADHD clinic keeps losing my paperwork and I’m struggling as a result I’m waiting on an appointment with the adult ADHD clinic in my area and I’ve sent back my paperwork (the ADHD screening forms, the autism screening forms, and the general information gathering paperwork) three times now but when I (or my extremely accommodating boss) call, the paperwork has gone missing and i have to wait for another set, and then fill it all out again. 

I was diagnosed 3 years ago in another area, but according to the CCG in the place I live now I need to essentially start from scratch and be treated like a first time patient, meaning they need all these papers before I can have an appointment. 

It’s been 5 months since my initial referral and I feel like I’m losing the plot going through this over and over again. I’m getting behind with my work because my medication isn’t effective (and never was) but my GP won’t/can’t prescribe anything. 

Anyone else been in this situation? Any advice on what to do? ",6.546099290780141,7.456391978723412,6.964680851063832,73.03333333333335,65.38297872340425,10.521985815602838,34.28368794326241,10.504223727775694,3.7824985815602847,804,35,140,20,12,262,116,188,0.054000000000000006,0.8859999999999999,0.06,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,6,7,0,1,13,0,11,4,0,3,3,31,28,16,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,12,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,2,6,4,16,3,20,21,4,32,0,3,2,0,6,12,0,1,17,93,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517917260760114,0.14037287543462962,0.12733683810819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768675754256956,0.3012585807359421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044324685045884,0.14718614700182253,0.11821150641335812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045779256977413,0.0,0.08756755571001808,0.0,0.12223535892646901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466824581314775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458014748088319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000093533596864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263363096887859,0.10262341176530912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218840594622035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505106666621221,0.0,0.0816394646575322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276825001760673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036002591586266,0.0,0.1268453630906037,0.0,0.0,0.3214146573416385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564766926525252,0.0,0.1447120127494805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465986180919335,0.0,0.0,0.2130289423428056,0.1107915447212567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500834168909378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882855956084915,0.1614683403047419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167603405858787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017391083774406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675266515656888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457873055467776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250573075674677
adhd,ryanpt670,2018/04/09,"What I refer to as ""Going Blind"" is something I struggle to explain to my Wife ""Going Blind"" is my name for what happens when I'm hyper focused.

For example, let's say I'm looking for my car keys.  I'll start opening doors, drawers, and cabinets.  If I don't find the keys in a location, I'll move onto the next without closing the prior.  When I'm done, it looks like a warzone of open things.

The problem, as most of you are aware, is I went blind to leaving those things open  My mind was so locked on to finding those keys that my mind did not see everything I left open.  

And for the grand finale, my wife thinks I was just too lazy to close the cabinets.

TL:DR   I leave stuff open or out of place when I'm hyperfocused, and my wife thinks I'm just lazy.",3.2563636363636377,4.0352008089172,4.3317776491024915,89.42716270990157,72.7579617834395,7.237753329473076,27.011580775911987,7.348242739294969,1.1954764331210197,585,20,130,6,11,191,91,157,0.125,0.823,0.052000000000000005,-0.8481,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,0,10,3,0,0,0,28,26,11,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,9,11,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,5,7,15,2,20,20,1,25,0,0,6,0,7,13,0,3,8,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692759109173421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866340071210446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120290709990045,0.3023707242427719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880171301321117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627501796717832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502989981275099,0.1797227508309001,0.16914698057627245,0.0,0.08081290515767278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778121305712956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340418894530011,0.0,0.0,0.17580886080926633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759196223515403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282238095648728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582788194569011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154381970706872,0.0,0.0,0.1318135093862065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734374730421294,0.0,0.0,0.11708085181047775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729265855360017,0.18935940851524874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978736900633564,0.21198117205992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334039753105191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945315400463533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AVLFreak,2018/04/09,"Struggling at work with ADD. I have a job that I love working with computers at a university. However, because I have everything running smoothly as can be, I find myself very bored with this job. I don't know if it's because of my ADD of being bored and wanting to go work somewhere else, or just not being stimulated enough. Anyone else have a job that's not mentally stimulating that's causing their ADD to go crazy???",6.1496296296296284,6.6907229753086455,6.898370370370369,74.45866666666669,66.16049382716051,9.93679012345679,35.953086419753085,9.888512548439397,3.6052449382716034,335,16,61,7,5,111,53,81,0.181,0.767,0.052000000000000005,-0.8125,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,1,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,3,0,18,13,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,10,10,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,41,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038068596061178,0.19105546078740088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733470570429076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155095210661016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311535215270615,0.0,0.0,0.19266822338705955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675827475018249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042566122528682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194474964261964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551133169487769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247630515112874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829197153611836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791289529640245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493373743247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538531796666805,0.10998190706514516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072462924334446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jarrodguerra27,2018/04/09,"Anyone having trouble with headaches whos not on meds? The farther I go into the semester, the more headaches I seem to be getting. The minute I start thinking my head explodes. Not sure what to do at this point cuz we only have a month until finals and I'm failing almost all of my classes and these migranes on top of all of the other ADHD issues are making it reeeeeaaallllyyy difficult to get anything done.",3.8875406871609393,6.138941189873421,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,73.81012658227849,6.033273056057867,29.00723327305606,6.868970318607317,1.7272878842676316,330,14,56,3,7,106,62,79,0.13,0.847,0.022,-0.8254,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,2,3,15,15,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,12,13,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,4,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020120016120126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516391805117095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571377705308985,0.0,0.2067972803980681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25716564794982033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752852592090998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625862227535738,0.0,0.14281874731632782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579047941894003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622903787412358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774372194933565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791360186424101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058409128165947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112385807190246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375583402754741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287727460667998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787039487893114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368458930836579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102195277086184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,beccaboo_222,2018/04/09,"College student with Dexedrine Prescription, having a few worries! First time poster here! 
So, I am diagnosed as having ADHD as well as Major Depressive Disorder. I was diagnosed in high school when I was about 15. Since then, I have been prescribed many many many antidepressants and am now (as a junior in college) finally on the right one and am feeling better. Since the age of 15, I have also been prescribed different ADHD medications. I never really took a liking to them since I was so depressed that they did not seem useful since I was not interested in doing anything in the first place. However, now that I'm feeling like a normal person again, I have been using dexedrine- 10mg. It's been about 2 years that I've used it and I really like it. In that span of time, my dosage was increased from 5mg to 10mg. 

Even though I'm not really depressed anymore, I have a hard time focusing without the medication. I feel a little foggy and out of sorts, and definitely lacking in motivation to do work. When I take the dexedrine I feel like a normal, functioning person. I get things done, I feel good, and am productive. 

My issue is that I have an addictive personality and seem to have trouble moderating sometimes. My psychiatrist told me to take breaks from the medication on weekends as not to build up a tolerance, but some weekends, I have so much school work that skipping my medication seems impossible. I have a fear that I may become dependent on the medication, which is a problem that I really don't need right now.

This weekend, I didn't have much to do and didn't feel like doing anything, so I took my medication in order to DO SOMETHING to avoid feeling depressed. I'm also afraid that too much dexedrine will knock me out of the emotional stability that I've been having lately. I really really really don't want to go into that dark place again!
 I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, but I'm afraid that if I share my feelings about the dexedrine, that she'll take it away and I won't be able to use it anymore. It's been a lifesaver! 

What do you guys think?
TL;DR: Have a dexedrine prescription, but am afraid of overdoing it. I'm also having a hard time not using it on the days I'm suppose to ""take off"". 
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adhd,Kramili,2018/04/09,"How did you concede to the fact that you NEED medication to be an effective human being? I'm naturally stubborn, and I realize that I get in my own way when on certain days I try to convince myself I don't need to take my meds, but then on those days I realize I get absolutely nothing done, and the cycle of self loathing just begins once again.

I think for myself the difficult part is getting my mind around the fact that in order to be the best version of myself I need to stay medicated... but then on the other hand I dislike the fact that I can't be effective on my own. 

So basically how do you guys contend with yourselves everyday and make yourself feel comfortable relying on medication, because ultimately you know you're better off for it? ",10.060570776255707,7.106778664383563,10.468493150684932,63.348995433789966,60.301369863013704,13.842922374429223,43.511415525114145,12.161744961471696,5.227642922374429,599,28,109,15,6,205,87,146,0.084,0.735,0.181,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,4,7,7,1,0,8,0,10,4,1,5,4,27,23,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,21,5,20,17,5,20,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,8,83,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255167402296807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446285071964563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983757574896514,0.1515589059988738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210332102893527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536645785090613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664757269523457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685942862033923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967883979740014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417802648424366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438783748723015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034849809129864,0.5178982990657688,0.0,0.0,0.17303035798106392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38119615916790855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442987012309784,0.0,0.0,0.18249872147257706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855721947469267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877164550559785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826528788801056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884556935750158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980412710165656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634596194423096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360219997807527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whocansurvive,2018/04/09,"I get embarrassed every time I mention ADD. I just cringe every time and feel like people are judging it as an excuse I'm using. No one seems to believe me about it. 

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adhd,JustForWsb,2018/04/09,"Pretty convinced I have ADHD, every time I go into to my doctor with the intent to express this I back out, need some advice Hey all, I'm 21 and I first suspected I might have some kind of learning disability freshman year of college, specifically ADHD. I dropped out of college 3rd year, focusing on a manual labor job, and have been out of school/planning on going back for some time now.

I grew up in a household that strongly did not believe in mental health of any kind. Doing poorly in school was the result of laziness and being depressed was the result of being over dramatic. Any struggle that had to do with mental health was prescribed a stern ""try harder to get over it"" or something of the sort. 

Recently I began taking online courses with the hopes of being able to commit and attend college again to finish up my bachelor's, as I'm not sure I can handle much more manual labor, but am facing the same troubles I had before. 

I have done some reading on ADHD and find I have a lot of the signs, but am scared to talk to my doctor about it mainly because I'm scared to find out I don't have it. 

If I don't have it, I really have just been lazy my entire life. How do I know if I've been trying and failing because of something I had no control over, or if I've been failing because I haven't been trying hard enough at all. 

I met with a specialist my pediatric doctor suggested before (I stayed with my pediatric doctor until my 21st birthday) on the matter, but basically talked myself out of following through for the same reasons. During my meetings, he would ask me if I struggled with a certain things, I'd respond yes to a strong degree, and he'd follow up with something along the lines of ""well we still don't know if you have it, because many people struggle with that, but don't have ADHD"". What if I'm one of those people.
I keep telling myself to just try harder, but I've been getting nowhere with this mind set for a long time. 

I don't know what to do. I have a meeting with my current doctor soon and am constantly teetering between the thoughts of ""bring the subject up again"" and ""just try harder than you've ever tried before"". 

I'm not even really sure what im looking for with this post. Any words of advice/guidance would be immensely appreciated",6.4518666666666675,6.127127564444447,7.006000000000004,76.89300000000001,65.57777777777778,9.066666666666668,32.22222222222222,8.364918446050245,2.4696888888888884,1804,64,332,21,25,594,206,450,0.095,0.8390000000000001,0.066,-0.9385,2,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,0,6,15,19,0,5,21,1,47,11,1,6,7,86,71,25,0,10,19,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,16,28,0,2,9,1,1,7,10,9,1,2,17,2,39,10,71,46,13,53,0,3,1,0,15,21,0,16,21,248,55,16,0.07450216949678211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581485190776325,0.07280265777654882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199209013819026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964947142587646,0.0,0.0,0.11457513919710495,0.0,0.18166332408440747,0.0,0.1901875766930816,0.08393843242358058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051037784541512,0.08356051813869805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416860941848006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812806370359213,0.0,0.076241585995969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698065677542919,0.0,0.049207980305929586,0.06739147763953904,0.0627712910532612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618726639891296,0.06337150731451194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784861719684151,0.0,0.08468259965638215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673931015168237,0.0,0.0,0.1583846445931413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399746471095198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047512769299803,0.0,0.07393190735221497,0.06622095141665209,0.0,0.1551650896563432,0.12283333186612587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262308560648797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593207555810175,0.06256305852643577,0.0,0.0,0.06333908028337076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553350629184769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016132751095992,0.07903502835586683,0.07522595301059405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054767666909625735,0.05524241466830202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048459818232104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330084726218663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135248407611182,0.07579549039164023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452233084192203,0.0,0.09545599503343637,0.07660063856149962,0.07356190436937418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917933734966307,0.1508003460234858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720662297759067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940939985449404,0.05949752879850585,0.0,0.0,0.2336575311398604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404348261075155,0.0,0.05601635955218552,0.11976404349898145,0.06511817995623348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049495930945268315,0.0,0.0,0.0591464006073564,0.13032844249245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349249582481624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669863977284703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584840727768953,0.0,0.0,0.09595390901270344
adhd,overanalysissam,2018/04/09,"Anyone struggle with depression caused by ADD? How do you deal with it? So I got off my medication (Ritalin) after it stopped working and the side effects became unbearable (cramps, fever, dizziness, insomnia, and more), which sent me into a depression from a combination of having just finished my contract job and not being able to focus enough to find a new one along with personal things.  Eventually my savings ran out, I no longer had health insurance, and the depression was a constant. 

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I'm currently feeling better in terms of motivation, but my brain still won't cooperate. I'm on my last leg and currently trying to apply for Medicaid to at least get myself looked at, but I was curious of other people's experience with this.  Any tips would be more than welcome. 

* I'm a 24 y/o Designer, I have ADDi, which I realized is quite severe (is it possible it can become more severe, or is it me just being more aware of it?). 
* I've never been on anti-depressants or anything but Ritalin. Do you have a combination of medication that works for you that I should ask a doctor about? Any thoughts in general about the topic?

I'm very scared about antidepressants, as I don't want to become a soulless drone, especially as a person in the creative field. 

Sorry for the long and uncouth run on sentence.",6.218119834710745,7.317418115702484,7.277345041322317,69.82692665289257,66.1900826446281,10.67809917355372,33.72004132231405,10.686352973137794,3.9533628099173566,1032,45,174,28,16,348,152,242,0.113,0.815,0.07200000000000001,-0.8357,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,6,8,8,0,2,14,0,20,11,2,4,1,37,33,15,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,13,14,0,1,6,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,8,2,18,3,38,19,7,27,0,3,1,0,9,12,0,2,12,129,31,5,0.12573848917432065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101296879011155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791927519617804,0.0,0.10347206297685828,0.0,0.11754851392962427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777365650433156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120547564474677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403657381336024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291680646429386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358786373808005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963086118019254,0.4331935059177173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869867166590349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992147133389811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299636973690604,0.0,0.0,0.06357715814541398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492270116053235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656931709288256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056455622228933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365413419547126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247760487383508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249365076966577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127460615977013,0.10558866285871588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533365989663103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697727438321392,0.12143901637067828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520365440219665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717123644121276,0.2195799975747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175125398888586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373836069345155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258861629202832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840974054579411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075394426892116,0.0,0.0,0.10041491987764037,0.10512300714657713,0.0,0.13144916963792486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353506507757938,0.0,0.0,0.09982231527887696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536818045816423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374742196868278,0.07416381868693463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307823531416764,0.0,0.0,0.0893210150959409,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mmm_adhd_ta,2018/04/09,"Been talking about how people think with an ASD SO. I want to know how other people's thoughts work. The SO was recently diagnosed as being on the Autistic spectrum. It's been really fascinating discovering how much difficulty comes down to how differently we think. She is an entirely concrete thinker and has an image or sound byte in her head for every thought that she has. On the other hand, I tend to describe my thinking like Wikipedia where all the sections are collapsed by default. If you want more information you can expand the sections to get details but that takes effort. And then there are also tons of links everywhere which lead you to other outlines of concepts. 

Where the discrepancy happens the most is during conversations. When she makes a statement or asks a question, the response from me has to be literal and very directly related to the statement/question otherwise it's seen as off topic. It's very linear. On the other hand, to me a topic of conversation is a very broad branching structure. Each statement links to one or more previous ones in support of those ideas. A branch can end but that means the conversation continues from where it branched and includes the new information we learned from it. I also don't remember conversations very well and can't usually repeat anything verbatim, just the concepts that were discussed. I even don't remember the things that I said because I was already thinking about the next thing to say.

That's the other difficult thing is notion of focusing on listening to the other person instead of thinking about how to respond. I find that pretty close to impossible. If I devote my attention to listening then when it's my turn to speak I have no ideas on what to say. It's possible to come up with something after some time but it's also likely that my mind goes off on a tangent and I don't recall the exact question and so I can't answer. If I don't devote my attention then my mind is kind of like watching the computer in a chess program. It keeps track of the best moves it's come up with and when you make a move it grabs the one based on your move. I.e. it keeps track of a multitude of good responses then based on the bit of the other person's speech it picks the matching one.

Any insight into how NT's think comparatively?

TL;DR: How do you process thoughts and conversations?",5.5255523633627455,7.266591178329572,5.920398112045968,76.52632396196732,68.36794582392777,8.891141664956566,32.83733497503248,9.339509955726095,3.1624001504890904,1904,86,329,39,33,611,215,443,0.021,0.875,0.104,0.9888,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,6,0,4,27,11,0,0,36,0,27,4,3,11,2,81,58,40,0,5,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,8,0,2,34,20,0,2,30,1,0,7,7,1,1,4,10,13,32,10,59,46,12,47,0,0,2,0,33,24,0,10,19,250,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637389395373376,0.20951997687661372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938928489538552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186743637423174,0.0,0.08164435986563985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053237251849499866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165036418396956,0.0,0.0953447763296109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256883699531623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864093295158956,0.0,0.09124416684548667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735092098168295,0.0,0.0,0.05768247726954056,0.0,0.07358163344336943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982057838603827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562777281250117,0.0,0.0,0.07325059205129453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722808857774148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896286273752622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717615596776653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525077441140567,0.0,0.09094365082130514,0.04799581171766396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799915428774902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659061706387235,0.0,0.0,0.09513099946406567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636242323443782,0.0,0.0,0.27846277096427463,0.06419964164307669,0.0,0.0,0.08434654274092256,0.09287940187145312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367158065833249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109110630186425,0.15251122912558626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845458700569472,0.0,0.08884883355236244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566540039103145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594761489422557,0.0,0.08623058394817372,0.0,0.19786202955363624,0.0,0.08307347240317031,0.13890106323516488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723304042825677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910420334775967,0.0,0.0,0.06566338155931174,0.07019478013412604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406005452378753,0.3357559129406007,0.0,0.20799741550444384,0.0509244460953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499298596385887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618471844523456,0.2882347575883335,0.10302227224261276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785226571039593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357930367586387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,snootsnort,2018/04/09,Does ADHD get worse with age? I’m also depressed lately and maybe that’s confounding it.  I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and realized I’ve never been quite this unmotivated and tired.  It’s unreal how hard switching tasks and starting new things has become.,2.935170068027208,5.8956221428571425,4.211326530612244,79.4152210884354,82.6734693877551,6.531972789115647,22.452380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.5872013605442177,211,7,35,4,6,69,40,49,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,8,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076235785032705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469737380705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826963476921075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046470897301348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239991649099409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373262168051925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292968902239125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887428510245045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761468773967446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571540803969499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741816330877646,0.2472153163553287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722532851118977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117534101423016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005364632468334,0.1640138440345574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29419735561040994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608530773276166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lushroom,2018/04/09,"ADHD & Being a Musician Wait, here me out, this isn’t a complaint. I wanna share something with you guys that maybe will help some of you feel better and improve bits of your daily life.

Sometimes, ADHD is such a pain in the ass when I produce music, I’ll get distracted when writing something nice, get caught up in trying to fix a little thing that I end up deleting anyway, or even end up just jamming and not writing anything. Inspiration comes at the worst times too, right when I finally get myself to the state of writing an essay, my brain goes “Nah^bro” and comes up with an amazing idea and I have no choice but to drop everything and produce it or else I won’t be able to remember or finish it.

*However*, ADHD can bring some of the most amazing ideas to the table, in my experience, when I’m writing my brain would flip to things that I’d never otherwise thought to put in, or have a random song that starts looping in my head that gives me a better idea, and I’ll end up putting sounds together that are really weird but they work, kinda like chili and chocolate, nobody would’ve thought of it but somehow it works.

The takeaway is that, the differences we feel and the fact that our brains work slightly differently, can bring you a special perspective wether that’d be good or bad. But use it to your advantage, it’s useful in more places than you might think.",8.084961106309423,6.78452484269663,7.578801498127342,77.30756266205705,62.745318352059925,10.462575626620573,35.51973494670124,9.265573868473778,3.0295176606165377,1091,40,209,15,13,343,155,267,0.084,0.785,0.132,0.9396,2,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,6,1,8,11,16,0,1,17,0,16,7,5,4,2,55,35,21,0,2,11,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,18,14,0,1,10,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,3,4,22,11,30,24,6,37,0,0,0,1,17,16,1,12,13,138,40,5,0.09905683797776536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35714120876488675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107328042563399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151533746611174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270832210454758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752154468455586,0.10814441157561408,0.0,0.0,0.3317405737391982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065738965197516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069866250270448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274927743459634,0.0,0.2632048704633024,0.0,0.0,0.06542610725702519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902589875263085,0.09689659505921808,0.0,0.0,0.10017222721303727,0.0,0.0,0.10851192414465352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525932826950115,0.09502434514515032,0.0,0.08308417597590402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808184329186943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166089366363573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663957104679663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354693385114154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996677412242472,0.04839416748178255,0.09928097481878644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951590789262073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508365127210607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639874010880979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540345963470599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034933125135224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915896369977698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345834690385685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221208745229053,0.08459399839564423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251758670905202,0.09796974563679853,0.0,0.07011293976340938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316179232180849,0.06347162203633955,0.0,0.15728012919634404,0.057760838818824524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725309072528626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711066070772934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634367342717864,0.0,0.0,0.1407342712397587,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Dphishy,2018/04/09,"(ADHD Question) - Super concentration?  I know caffine gives you energy, but having ADHD and consuming coffee makes me feel like my focus is through the roof. Anyone else feel the same? Maybe just a chemical imbalance? Or maybe a mis-diagnosis from my childhood? My diagnosis came from poor test-taking skills which they later translated as adhd/add.",5.136828087167071,8.593218372881356,5.6971428571428575,69.2291525423729,77.13559322033899,8.795157384987894,27.072639225181604,9.23628265651192,3.4145961259079893,280,11,39,8,7,90,49,59,0.068,0.799,0.134,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7171446681007627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908078448634448,0.20380429180085172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274972487616216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661617355965168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011472685721356,0.14209959417415174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081024756645532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093143881447802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717618220747827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277233483134326,0.0,0.3996587399320928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282197924550567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rhorn7,2018/04/09,"Recently diagnosed with ADHD @ 47. I’m just curious to know how many people have been diagnosed with ADHD, later in life. It really does explain a lot of my past. The four hour test was a new experience. The medication make me wish I had been diagnosed earlier in life. Still have some focus, motivation issues. I haven’t started a new hobby in a couple weeks. I guess you really like that part of ADHD. I have a LOT of different hobbies and all the equipment for them. I’m really bad about starting something new, going in at 150% buying all the required equipment, research everything about it, then then in a couple weeks I’m on to the next thing. Anyway, I’m now off topic.
How many were diagnosed later in life, not as a child? I was 47. ",2.716398809523806,5.046220381944444,4.892261904761908,78.30750000000002,77.81944444444444,8.280952380952384,24.869047619047624,9.04235418022936,2.367479761904762,581,21,105,15,14,201,86,144,0.028,0.897,0.075,0.6597,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,8,2,0,0,12,0,10,8,0,4,2,19,22,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,6,0,9,1,20,16,6,27,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,18,72,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027984757247846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932818315441108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723290016128344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535752426959538,0.0,0.11672399461356743,0.0,0.0,0.09776723729299533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004070531138168,0.10928394661526962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349325348759237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307256871514488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002204730644746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660702686243178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613985864750489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367341763670243,0.05458092322374551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899613047507539,0.0,0.0,0.07457420582951542,0.22653381361721084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254650611375293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32370065093267275,0.11881586712401565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098225957665434,0.10664972219158664,0.07745282864856834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471276439887466,0.0,0.11031037450685288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600778899204539,0.0,0.0,0.15815248743180912,0.0,0.08922002142630611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422204095916513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923066305687196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847289699815054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Regal2326,2018/04/09,"Two different sides of yourself Hey everyone, I was diagnosed with adhd as a kid but my dad didnt want to accept that and denied me medication and and any sort of treatment for that matter. But im 20 now and got a re-check up by a neurologist and he confirmed the adhd again and prescribed me vyvanse, im currently at 40mg and it works wonders but ive noticed from the begining that im a completely different person in everyway. I thought overtime it would smooth out but it hasnt. Off meds im very anxious and just kind of 'there' if that makes sense, like i can get things done for the most part but i get very moody and all over the place all whie waiting for the day to be over. On medication im stress free and im 'sharp'. i love it for the reasons that i feel like im actually in control and feel that im at my full potential. But at the same time its like any sort of emotion is suppressed and its like i could stare death in the face and not bat an eye its like my mind goes straight to logical reasoning almost no fear at all. Does anyone ever feel like this?",0.9412202380952408,3.131070205357143,2.852678571428573,91.23398809523813,83.55357142857143,6.411904761904763,23.17261904761905,7.6454224807358475,1.0609797619047616,842,31,186,15,24,281,131,224,0.122,0.741,0.136,0.5218,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,0,2,13,0,10,6,2,4,4,51,23,21,1,4,9,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,15,15,0,3,9,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,7,13,11,28,15,7,24,0,0,2,1,6,17,0,6,13,113,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.08196747421295712,0.0,0.2018924938132377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410934238284885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423961655875366,0.0,0.0,0.09489098661483678,0.0,0.058731594203606866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806766509144076,0.0,0.09420807565975853,0.06706355782734191,0.0,0.0,0.054170137298823855,0.0,0.0,0.08525364642491748,0.0,0.17551480291457838,0.0,0.0,0.07350501258028545,0.08595654098274294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944836120840815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597872255591473,0.0,0.08026128286748249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451826970102874,0.1274119188704588,0.12001277865028027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776834541301341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717886031401289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.725836276490931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746836922333709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621569920289355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580920216181597,0.0,0.056067636658646426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330004538894628,0.16923322325179985,0.0,0.0,0.08481149268409628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562941329602792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909589220110905,0.0,0.0,0.07334161527159977,0.08775740145728919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272269042682148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621654116258054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580286612874124,0.0,0.0,0.06668303054525597,0.04897844119223695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820513811682956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861013920187382,0.04954271169765365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108951752712056,0.06114971148244615,0.0,0.0,0.05966798066480297,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,artartartartartart,2018/04/09,"I relate so much to Principal Skinner in the steamed hams scene. His actions reflect a lot of my experience with ADHD Here is a link to the scene itself.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4lnZr022M8

There's so much in this scene I can relate to my ADHD


* Trying to meet other people's expectations

* The string of mistakes

* The impulsive decision making

* The excuses and desperate lying

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adhd,techniclr,2018/04/09,"Tip: Swap Coffee for Matcha For the caffeine-addicted among us - matcha (shredded green tea leaves) has half of coffee's caffeine content, but the same strong waking / refreshing effect, only without the jitters. Also has a wonderfully unusual, slightly algae-y taste to it and is great with milk.",9.22873333333333,10.29445294,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,59.6,9.866666666666667,38.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.220266666666667,237,11,32,4,3,73,43,50,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,7,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,7,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785041477156567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776593083717577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827941803214436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676394267237101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640646632840816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176442560622822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346927421483133,0.37652846293865705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hunterhas711,2018/04/09,"The worst part of hyperactivity Being extremely hyperactivity is one of my favorite parts of ADHD. Sadly the boring tasks like taking out the garbage are an issue because it's too simple. With my qualities as a person, I love a challenge and I can always do my best under lots of pressure. The thing is I feel like my family members like to take advantage of my energy and make me do the majority of the work. ",7.940822784810128,7.039223303797468,9.588449367088607,61.49507911392409,62.79746835443038,11.950632911392406,34.939873417721515,11.20814326018867,4.0388455696202525,327,12,56,8,4,117,56,79,0.119,0.627,0.254,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,1,11,0,1,9,0,7,1,0,1,0,7,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,9,7,11,11,6,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712546027501602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780537051241009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758820763993793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368643928741486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127754134449149,0.0,0.11412367306999514,0.1612443235647931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355782952693529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308054718463967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188706523286864,0.20370836605973566,0.0,0.15066042547426553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294414351023572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888349396392149,0.0,0.0,0.1970776658388917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394054599911857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994895548790912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643165665366629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Colrgrl4650,2018/04/09,"Discouraged that my SO with ADHD has no interest in understanding how it affects his life and relationships. My SO was diagnosed with ADHD when he was 28.  He talks about it very little — usually just casually “it’s just my ADD” like when he starts something new or discards a project or needs a break from monotony.

I asked him a few weeks ago to please recommend some books I could read to better understand ADHD and him. He bought me a couple. Loving Someone with ADHD and The Couple’s Guide to Thriving with ADHD. I finished reading the Couples one. The other I am just starting. The books seem to encourage couples working through stuff together. When I mentioned that, he said he didn’t plan to read them.  I asked if I could ask him some questions about his ADHD to learn more. He said he doesn’t remember much about the diagnosis or his specific subtype (is that the right term?).  It was 14 years ago when he was diagnosed. 

He says he is not interested in looking at how ADHD affects his life or his relationships. I love him and am committed to learning what I can and doing things myself to help me deal with his ADHD.  I will not nag him about getting interested.  I do feel discouraged, however, because I think there would be many benefits if he were interested.  Any words of wisdom?",4.531666666666666,6.590066477366258,5.318870370370373,78.56941666666668,71.46913580246914,8.646008230452676,30.66851851851852,9.255337874911486,2.9137639506172834,1026,45,184,23,20,333,135,243,0.064,0.784,0.153,0.9717,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,16,15,1,0,10,0,20,6,0,4,1,45,38,19,0,6,11,0,1,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,11,11,0,2,9,6,1,0,5,3,0,1,9,5,30,12,23,24,6,20,0,2,1,2,40,5,0,10,15,126,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7132813428862077,0.0,0.13152726955565938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050450728485980506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208068716734782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045224624999779535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561370517803496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846697141218042,0.3283526856364936,0.0,0.0,0.07648509264618865,0.0,0.15059954498398467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037511938026655575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387604326544494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049726992113557925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480307238147614,0.036244756893893865,0.07435637358262842,0.0,0.0,0.062299660648787385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391604734729026,0.0,0.0,0.07521550129469419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453708855288422,0.055009837567333485,0.0,0.07165172192339478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050272052051611386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143670180100647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310810617283244,0.0,0.22262574903910634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930138352139694,0.08404111573560268,0.06335657923419734,0.14114051745134193,0.05899767811681294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753843003726258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285968084862492,0.05711393686433296,0.0,0.0,0.10502201356382927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492809055454545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059629911353841734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928754722058668,0.04753699939634763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446570343256602,0.0,0.0,0.08170815869106465,0.06121328755231944,0.0,0.0,0.059509544972313325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054010116348916316,0.0,0.0,0.052701386480556174,0.0,0.0,0.047774965852173855
adhd,lumberjack_ok,2018/04/09,It wasn't like this when I was a child! Oh wait... yes it was... I've been on meds since 6th grade. I didn't remember it ever being this hard to get my meds. My mom never had to keep up with my paper scripts.  They totally just refilled my script every month. Then I remember. My mom had to take self adressed stamped envelopes to the doctor's office when I had appointments. They must have been mailing her the scripts every month. I feel so dumb lol,0.8217482517482537,3.2375231428571425,1.9000999000999,96.17444555444557,86.80219780219782,5.067332667332668,20.36063936063936,6.574015621080383,0.1955626373626376,350,11,76,4,11,110,61,91,0.091,0.845,0.064,-0.3324,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,3,2,12,1,0,0,4,11,17,4,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,2,13,1,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,8,48,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930821509287229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706366674959321,0.3178765118354206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538260407628063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855718462420117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898536542221462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767286998197398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216050885440066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190754539383775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418683337311041,0.3011430395672588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549163939876653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273871673941102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679379990598905,0.0,0.0,0.1560458605518919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183462440703118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iamalwayschanging,2018/04/09,"I don’t know how to consistently manage my fb/social media. I either completely ignore it, or hyperfocus on it. I’ve been taking a break from Facebook for about the past year or so. It wasn’t for any particular reason, it just got too overwhelming to think about what to post, what the consequences might be, who I need to respond to, what posts should I comment on, all that jazz. I do feel that it’s still necessary for me to have Facebook though. I know lots of people say, oh just talk to these people in real life! Have a real phone conversation! But I have a lot of overseas relatives, plus all my college friends who have moved across the country, plus all my in laws... it would be even MORE stress to keep up with all of them offline.

So I guess I’m trying to cultivate my online brand in a way? I don’t want to post a bunch of stuff that adds to the data being collected on me but I don’t know how I can even really prevent that without quitting FB altogether. I didn’t post when SO and I bought a house because of those concerns... and because of a somewhat recent stalker issue that I think may be resolved now. But if I don’t post about my life then it doesn’t make sense for me to use it as my primary contact with my overseas relatives.

Another thing I can’t grasp is how often I should check it. Once a day? Always at a set time? And then there’s the other platforms I want to be involved in regularly... just talking about it all makes me feel hopeless. How do y’all handle this social media stuff without feeling like you’re drowning?",3.487307692307692,4.914976448717948,4.646025641025641,84.9073076923077,72.97435897435899,7.37948717948718,26.782051282051288,7.9370924344782425,1.5621897435897445,1220,43,246,17,24,401,167,312,0.054000000000000006,0.916,0.029,-0.8416,0,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,1,1,2,23,7,0,2,14,0,27,2,0,8,5,62,47,23,1,7,12,0,3,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,27,8,0,3,11,1,2,1,10,4,0,0,5,4,31,3,45,32,11,30,0,2,0,0,15,11,0,10,11,185,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773689589978598,0.0,0.0,0.0717047520315995,0.11056601924600083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855396219828216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105548193806474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800191351363971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928801252503886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599452155685036,0.07532839126185066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146488235064235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433227746531068,0.0,0.11615718415950352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166688888937968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110054937789601,0.0,0.09372244758876187,0.0,0.0,0.17384589411201182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895480288955176,0.05151404912308584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792874764008855,0.0,0.0,0.1407678388534648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185819811245364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120690596920389,0.0,0.07818453529685546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229319121485716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065712896462507,0.14620158781002385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504925503642775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215144744263464,0.0,0.2400340894710314,0.067549388072554,0.10841280862419836,0.10411209110255247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385238443051947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497140841768853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842067941518067,0.0,0.12078442545984495,0.0,0.24141366662022165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927989873191059,0.1695019332964299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005154251994608,0.135127038056095,0.1035970622227938,0.0,0.061484572276683164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715887719445925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106876531745607,0.0,0.0,0.1243858466708438,0.08369562431757913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328628434281384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490357350062607,0.0,0.0,0.06790173665579889
adhd,Cedaratlantica,2018/04/09,"Why does my dumb animal brain have more power than my smart human brain? I'm ranting more than anything else but if anyone has anything to say then please do.

Thanks to my ADHD I was always been a bit weird, I don't have any trouble making friends with people but relationships are more or less off the cards. I know I'm not bad looking, but my mannerisms and general personality are just a bit too quirky to make me attractive as a complete package to the people I'm interested in without acting like someone I'm not. This is the only thing that has worked in the past and it's disingenuous and not fair to anyone involved so I've stopped trying.

A few weeks back a friend took me to a house party for one of their other friend's 23rd birthday. It's now a couple weeks later and last night in the pub my friend told me that this other friend said the next day ""I though OP was hot until they started talking"". They essentially told my friend what I'd been telling myself for ages, but hearing someone else confirm it has really thrown me and I don't know why, it's so stupid because I'd genuinely rather focus on my hobbies and my friends and my masters degree. Why does my dumb animal brain have more power than my smart human brain?",4.7218794835007145,5.7695579024390256,5.307187948350073,82.78637733142037,69.5691056910569,7.739454806312769,27.47871831659493,7.928766900206844,1.6233441415590617,988,32,192,12,17,318,137,246,0.081,0.7190000000000001,0.2,0.9883,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,4,8,19,3,0,13,0,16,4,4,2,0,26,32,19,0,2,12,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,3,12,8,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,8,5,24,13,21,24,8,22,0,0,1,0,22,5,2,2,16,118,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252560569369167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779080349427348,0.0,0.0,0.0636719166953297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309371752519042,0.0,0.15409976496560024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199603655375526,0.07817751476713533,0.05707625324704019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444040255704515,0.0,0.0,0.4180901904014184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816974538548978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360031199720088,0.0,0.060383894368052235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387327544272914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643245308339385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063705736319051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552832195475748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080369681849064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291369329652512,0.07632131340419983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045743108392018214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862599653202625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499810479659047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957704574298906,0.08786583458350937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344641606558697,0.07121017634155029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893808589896842,0.12982312965342135,0.08175449740716761,0.0,0.10277811735576801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599820637868011,0.0,0.0,0.10052406303551938,0.0,0.0,0.08906399906588898,0.07445869185646077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866555281162548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627211439246243,0.0,0.0,0.0782792486576192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525660901659262,0.08183714019108011,0.08620233867222821,0.0,0.0,0.062203910526651585,0.0,0.09199144169446023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893581475635842,0.10402687501266428,0.0635689294562835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502093985067843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25346075340248353,0.0,0.0,0.0902564125476275,0.0,0.06816408270157864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sp00nzhx,2018/04/09,"Attention issues are ruining my relationship Hi all. So, I am in a half long distance relationship (she's from where I am, but is off finishing school in another state so we have time together punctuated by longer bouts of time apart). I love her to pieces and I would do anything for her. 

But when we video chat I just can't seem to pay attention. My attention just wanders and it's putting a serious strain on my relationship. When she says she doesn't know how much longer she can feel ignored my heart breaks. She tells me she makes funny faces on our calls to see if I'm paying attention, but says that I don't respond a lot of the time.

What the hell can I do? I'm going to try out those focusing programs to lock down the rest of my computer during a chat, and I'll try turning off my phone and throwing it aside... But I want to hear if maybe you fine folks have any advice.",3.2239744612928973,4.681847810055867,4.36067438148444,86.57146648044693,73.69273743016758,8.466241021548285,26.19353551476457,9.04235418022936,1.8830507581803675,694,24,150,15,14,227,111,179,0.077,0.84,0.083,0.2833,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,1,0,0,8,7,1,1,7,0,14,3,2,2,1,29,26,15,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,1,7,3,2,3,3,5,0,1,0,5,27,2,20,25,5,22,1,1,1,1,26,10,1,4,7,97,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599951594595652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134208301795297,0.17168528647066014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473592216445254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718673893373226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278685845118809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305158938742564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845357230261251,0.1940209576549543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089168671143734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998178143070043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448959868305326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391974765682861,0.1477728083284418,0.0,0.1092911135999272,0.0,0.1644888929708377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036046303870672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645939737571582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273545616048826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604094954376747,0.0,0.16570360303767032,0.13047169204744746,0.14905373440149147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310732470498172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864170151960183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232398169358303,0.17809133327572715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657225549138072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163091658886532,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,viamediagirl,2018/04/09,"Help my ADHD kids in the morning? I'm a non-ADHD parent of two ADHD kids...one diagnosed and one who will be when I get around to getting her tested. The morning routine is killing me, I feel like I have to hover every moment to ensure they stay focused. I've tried using a timer, making games, rewarding with iPad time, making a visual schedule, and this morning I just broke down and resorted to yelling. I need some new ideas...help! ",3.481428571428573,5.282000470588237,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,73.70588235294117,6.26890756302521,26.26050420168067,6.868970318607317,1.2841092436974797,340,12,62,3,7,111,63,85,0.083,0.753,0.163,0.7088,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,12,12,4,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,9,2,9,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.666716562366709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461870865669356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769070938063426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580374121191096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935015077132418,0.13210744938311855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932269609868358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789701525728855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458745593070696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034295732390173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468721266256897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711642272258215,0.0,0.1785976513750564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253071131468628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533265348538604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710095773281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782879979010268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554907794585393,0.0,0.18064074186787046,0.0,0.0,0.15971218956127958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pjl123abc,2018/04/09,"What do you guys do for careers/jobs? I struggle with ADHD in school, it makes it hard to do remember things and what not. Idk what job would be good for me.",1.34,3.0688969393939445,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,79.60606060606061,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,-0.143981818181818,121,3,29,1,3,38,27,33,0.106,0.774,0.12,0.127,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377447749477065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357155569955857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782649770685795,0.0,0.0,0.25174866946702834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577600147432914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187590444473302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835345762019795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844184812541326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293794728782383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670457832398055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996364334363046,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,RubsonFighting,2018/04/09,"ive been recently officially diagnosed with ADD and i struggle with what feels like dissociation for like 90% of my days. can anyone relate? so this might be a little controversial but recently i've had a few ""lucid"" moments where i feel completely open and focused, but not in a hyperfocus kind of way. The feeling is so unreal to me as i've felt judged and afraid most of my life. does this sound at all familiar to any of you? i know it probably isn't directly related to ADD ",3.4854255319148923,5.450740042553196,5.688244680851064,75.20875000000002,74.1063829787234,10.231914893617024,28.77127659574468,10.411451182825502,3.4338553191489365,380,16,73,13,8,133,70,94,0.032,0.8640000000000001,0.104,0.7581,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,8,2,0,0,1,19,13,8,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,5,8,3,13,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153016399661921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733416063802866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359216083676801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451146218509051,0.0,0.0,0.22838322513595105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969101914195396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413196522687468,0.16074916789522267,0.21604754597829967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343161741263576,0.12366113383626562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589331739161855,0.2198597472409696,0.225521908582396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387029905674124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426018235262789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443459293957517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523220278376214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860466339649098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Decent_Substance,2018/04/09,"Mood Swings! Can We Talk About Those- And To What Extent They Are (Or Are Not) Related To ADHD? I rapid cycle a lot from top of the world euphoric to empty and depressed, I'm going to get evaluated soon as they've been pretty bad recently bordering on very bad. I don't know how much of this is ADHD and how much may be a co-morbidity or my Vyvanse medication, so I thought I'd ask... Do you guys go from high to low a lot?/ Is This At All ADHD?",0.9029356725146194,2.6874404631578983,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,81.21052631578948,6.7485380116959055,21.08187134502924,7.793537801064563,0.7924152046783624,344,10,78,6,9,121,70,95,0.15,0.758,0.092,-0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,1,15,17,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,13,13,6,10,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,5,2,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6433967866105955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682928531043992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980012799533981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370114129355114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932342263586077,0.0,0.20283768547962905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669633537130253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885451884742136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807299585579968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30342839018213985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977242899825302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623666925707215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155065979572912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620061833603765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343360670071362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416715954910216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472422549739613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ElcidBarrett,2018/04/09,"Hyperfocus is terrible 
It's after 7 in the morning. I was supposed to do the dishes and get a decent night's sleep. Instead, I spent the entire night drinking rum and watching every episode of a YouTube series I stumbled across earlier in the evening.

My girlfriend will be home in ten minutes, so I have to rush to bed and pretend to be asleep, lest I get an earful about what the hell I've been doing all night. I have an appointment with my therapist in five hours to go over my TOVA results and finally get a psych referral so I can get back on the meds I need to function. After that, I get to go to work on no goddamned sleep, and try to stick it out until tomorrow night, at which point I'll probably do something similarly stupid and perpetuate the cycle.

Im drained, I'm frustrated, and I'm sick of this shit.",6.262635501355014,5.7722330548780505,7.0581300813008125,76.915054200542,66.01219512195122,10.215718157181572,35.905149051490504,9.725611199111238,3.3488287262872625,647,29,127,12,9,216,104,164,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.9823,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,4,0,12,0,12,8,5,1,1,12,23,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,6,9,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,5,0,2,3,2,12,0,26,17,1,25,1,0,1,0,1,11,2,0,11,84,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997503060863135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284693069343255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305427485864238,0.0,0.1314593657617587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709198074755171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075879940657616,0.0,0.1773473295688501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650767036212732,0.0,0.15365503586384294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685357918979498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733106767246257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569194569028647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856825846649821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749582269948594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682233533237782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015933794301931,0.0,0.0,0.3122790976854884,0.0,0.0,0.12011710585000285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811592196392377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593200157040783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358941825117205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Butagami,2018/04/09,"A question about finding the right medication. I've seen a lot of people who said that, when they found the right meds, it made a huge difference. Like how they suddenly were able to focus and be productive. For them, it's a difference between night and day.

My question is this: **Is it always supposed to be like this, and can the absence of such significant change be an indication that you haven't found the right medication/dosage yet?**

I was diagnosed almost a year ago, and tried different meds (first Strattera, then Wellbutrin and now Ritalin), and never felt any clear indication of it working like in the stories. The Ritalin does seem to be doing something for me, as I'm more able to put myself into action when I think I should be doing something, but it's vague and not constant.

Should there be this ""aha-moment"" like putting on glasses and seeing clearly for the first time (in years) or are those the lucky few? ",5.234539795464649,6.956744236994222,5.356069364161852,80.36468652734551,69.05780346820809,8.328857269897734,30.07069808803913,8.841846274778883,2.4643236104935533,735,29,133,13,13,231,110,173,0.019,0.8690000000000001,0.112,0.9321,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,3,8,5,0,0,14,0,17,4,0,2,3,30,27,15,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,4,10,5,17,11,3,27,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,7,20,95,22,1,0.24283037924316095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762723982618937,0.0,0.12157977401820902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101027164133204,0.0,0.0,0.08256649244693379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844117154001092,0.0,0.0,0.13120668644459246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830275287789365,0.0,0.0,0.12323386169624083,0.0,0.3805590937462189,0.0,0.0,0.1062512506403694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657762248104325,0.0,0.11097128369250307,0.206551396534276,0.0,0.2662509770788931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372693149239451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322285236799893,0.0,0.11488598811640882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697298091487593,0.12231303001795052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364287924517743,0.0,0.0,0.11393993056934305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417400488552243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411160134016816,0.27202559909536184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110637256065134,0.11549364912878192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967521864508072,0.11053182859587464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694268956033103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779795097902542,0.0,0.0,0.07079817346343417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243294385068957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839170409243984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563748027258786
adhd,ruthwright7,2018/04/09,"The Lost Secret of Medication for ADHD ADHD causes There is not any genuine specific reason for ADHD cases. If possible, you can also choose other approach to treat ADHD. It is essential that parents realize that ADHD isn't a learning disability although it's often accompanied by one. ADHD isn't a true thing. ADHD is merely describing a young child at the same end of the standard spectrum of personality types. When ADHD is severe it's normally the hyperactive behavior that's the most prominent.

Antidepressants are primarily used as a treatment for depression but may also be effective for other mental illnesses like anxiety and panic attacks. They tend to lower metabolic rate, hence there is always a higher risk of gaining weight. They are also prescribed in some cases. They are usually used in conjunction with stimulants to treat comorbid ADHD and anxiety, although some patients can be treated with antidepressants alone.

The sort of treatment given to an individual will change from person to person in line with the reason for the issue. The combined treatment should be evaluated as such. The ideal treatment is likely to involve a mix of medication. If you select homeopathic treatment to care for your ADHD child, then they'll be given substances that are natural and organic.


The Importance of Medication for ADHD

Adderall is a mix of four distinct amphetamines, which makes it the most potent stimulant in its area. Adderall is a famous brand supported by a massive advertising and marketing budget, together with being a fixture in popular culture. As with other medicine, Adderall also has a lot of adderall side effects which you must know.

The signs of Asperger's syndrome can be present during childhood, but in many instances, they have a tendency to surface just in adulthood. They may be mild or severe, depending on the affected individual's age. There is an assortment of signs of meth mouth.


Lies You've Been Told About Medication for ADHD

Medications of all sorts work best when they're taken as prescribed. Anxiety medication belong to several distinctive classes of drugs and medicines and each medication might be directed towards tackling another facet or variation of anxiety or associated symptoms. Utilizing medication alone is not normally the ideal treatment for. For patients who don't respond to or can't take stimulant medications, there's a non-stimulant medication, Strattera, that might be appropriate. Stimulant medications can result in greater blood pressure and heart rate. Substitute medications like homeopathy are also gaining popularity. While medication and hormone therapy is available, here are 3 strategies to lessen the signs of menopause the pure way.

Hello, There are lots of drugs given for ADHD, there's no type of best medication for absolutely any Psychiatric illness. As an example, ADHD medications are usually made from various amphetamines, so some individuals take them to lose their appetites and get rid of weight. It must be used each day. Prescription medications appear to be effective in many instances but their side effects have a tendency to give parents of young kids and adults alike pause. Certain medications for depression such as Prozac that are especially formulated for brain function won't work if the complete dosage isn't taken. Again the dose can be raised by 5 mg each week according to the need. Just take the missed dose when you remember.  (evolution-pharmacy.com)",9.385588798686493,11.242279977469678,9.330455623460733,55.2126277022713,59.45060658578856,12.659472772051446,42.393915898932775,12.161744961471696,6.2988953206239175,2845,157,367,95,38,929,282,577,0.106,0.773,0.12,0.9519,3,2,3,0,0,0,57.0,0,5,9,14,23,25,1,3,38,0,56,31,4,19,8,91,80,39,0,11,14,2,2,3,0,10,25,0,0,7,19,18,2,0,12,0,1,2,9,9,0,2,9,2,14,16,78,49,16,35,0,5,0,0,31,16,0,23,19,271,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269508557056623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718528686083823,0.0,0.1489937733705058,0.03100532977270899,0.0,0.0,0.050679465240016326,0.03907291058363403,0.11402263879815087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239139758069318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820925027263995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159719930575504,0.0,0.0,0.03799153444929559,0.038278783699885716,0.03941871390886903,0.0,0.03906895266473193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024031187017077703,0.0,0.06418815888841292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864251858340885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033003456078648935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019468083597098382,0.035745521682938666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415616320795556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889229957689756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02047845900061269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054613628551886215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168713181845276,0.04067634801161888,0.06335837703074923,0.0,0.035258615624567995,0.02487296376446046,0.07555651816671233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381456876835147,0.03755176883415783,0.07905910699687972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027629622351512013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301854669593805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02524998935547497,0.0,0.0,0.04371943717029933,0.08275104556532081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760835917788843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200779508176025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662397554657639,0.0,0.0,0.04221107337268897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628783085763035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228496805063014,0.0,0.038729936024153366,0.08405013806292606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426128402559095,0.0,0.024755505134336216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560585213545184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654833596642172,0.08207861239030967,0.0,0.0,0.029577185354988524,0.029889676585260982,0.09075121109306226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425499088431933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,timothyflds,2018/04/09,"[Vent] Idk why I can't work hard in school I feel as though I always get to the end of every semester with low grades and suddenly realize that I need to get my shit together before I fail or have to drop out. I have no motivation to even check my calendar because I'm too anxious that I missed something. Even writing on this subreddit (first time poster btw) was hard because I know my problems are my fault and don't want to use ADHD as an excuse for how things have been. 

All I had to do this semester was finish homework assignments and tests but somehow I'm still failing a class and am going nowhere in life. I'm sick of having to make myself do things that should come naturally to other people, like study or be organized. 

Does anyone else relate to what I'm going through because I don't feel I can talk to my girlfriend, my family or any of my friends about this. I feel like they see something in me that I can't amount up to every single day. 

If any of y'all have been here before then what helps? How do you get important things done when it feels like you're going against yourself?",5.587785862785864,5.535752671171174,6.006036036036036,82.41813929313929,67.33333333333333,9.173111573111573,30.139986139986142,8.841846274778883,2.1857570339570342,871,29,178,13,13,281,135,222,0.122,0.77,0.108,0.1889,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,5,11,11,1,0,3,0,23,3,1,5,1,30,45,16,0,5,5,0,6,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,14,7,0,0,7,0,1,4,5,7,0,1,6,7,25,4,28,37,3,21,0,4,1,0,9,7,1,5,12,117,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566375390764047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844929731751407,0.0,0.0,0.17726476170380506,0.0,0.0,0.14724163680527602,0.0,0.09113337705954687,0.1335437777377834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383533186034447,0.0,0.22181124972273952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112272203056885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405539837224378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405718026354038,0.13337812409719382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088783052160084,0.0,0.1154382697109496,0.0,0.0,0.172170293103912,0.0,0.2196259938319121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286839301552215,0.0,0.2636055000550017,0.1862229342997853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086302385246928,0.0,0.0,0.10069662433775103,0.0,0.2042842312951932,0.0,0.22221743170005198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350941288243496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736091303127913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162879753392562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920595807486284,0.19102553283032853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699973398876854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966418725791852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035799193769173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471314972742001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190614415395088,0.1038602510973044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378717280191335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006767535782072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104085830270937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047584677542872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976667459173164,0.0,0.12805363680809428,0.0,0.07599948221202639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256773453134897,0.0,0.0,0.07687505655035354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760721310397768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488555162137977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,darthjkf,2018/04/09,Essay due tomorrow and I'm sitting here watching videos on how to make kimchi. I hate this disorder and should have taken my meds today. just want to vent.,1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0003333333333335,124,4,22,2,4,40,27,30,0.206,0.755,0.039,-0.7597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019157989464181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323738921409113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923275455200351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864512736912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151147696947676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583076471932652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,6ixty9ein,2018/04/09,"1 billion AAAAAAAAAA's no meds for a week, heaps of stuff to do for uni, what should i do??

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adhd,godzilla9218,2018/04/09,"Anyone here not completely awful at being on time? My girlfriend, who I think has very mild ADHD symptoms that don't really negatively affect her life, is late to almost everything. Kind of important stuff as well.

I'm really good at giving myself a little bit of extra time to get somewhere and I'm always checking the time in the hour leading up to when I have to leave. I'll sometimes have to go back into my place to get something I've forgotten but, the little bit of extra time let's me do that without being rediculously late.",5.38203296703297,6.405592807692312,6.542747252747251,74.61653846153845,68.03846153846155,9.019780219780221,28.31868131868132,9.23628265651192,2.548248901098901,428,14,73,8,7,144,74,104,0.026,0.8859999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.6342,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,1,9,2,0,2,0,9,16,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,17,13,4,20,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,9,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386277647508284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319615827133806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729891588659126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069733081515386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176389239975191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340482355646563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604058191125115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749644556103915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986064037812833,0.14676077278958613,0.08694704605814864,0.12831972537336608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066312543638774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931426587882352,0.0,0.0,0.34515600224793697,0.1619930221406675,0.0,0.15644138702072588,0.10806049569840713,0.0,0.3066698868685056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598407071349743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601705262653907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777823280566728,0.15130980968817065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513554432141784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901391484542154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802902915071683,0.0,0.0,0.35683593837249594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623176107195733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755528130218006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747571900088532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,0hMyStars,2018/04/09,"MY husband has ADHD and I don't know how to approach him on his symptoms. He was diagnosed as a child and was medicated during high school.  When I asked how the medication made him feel, he told me he didn't like it.  So after high school he stopped taking his ADHD medications all together and as of recently (he's in his early 30's) things have been getting pretty bad.


He recently got picked up for a DUI.  He says he doesn't remember taking a shot of Jack Daniels before he left the bar and dosen't remember going 90 mph on the high way.  He *almost* blamed me for him getting a DUI because we had gotten into an argument earlier that day.  


Recently, his forgetfulness has become pretty extreme and has been pretty hostile towards me whenever I try to correct some of the things he does or whenever I remind him things that he forgets.  


I know that talking about his ADHD is going to be tricky.  I've done as much research as I can with medication(s) but I want to know from peers of the ADHD community on how to reach out to my husband.  I don't want him to think that I'm forcing the idea onto him but I want him to perhaps see that his ADHD is an issue that he needs to be aware of and to figure out how to work with it.  


He does go to the gym (a little too much than one should normally work out and I do have to remind him to eat) and does have a full time job.  But soon his license will be suspended and will have to rely on me for his transportation (this is gonna be hard because I'm a commuter and I have to back track 20 minutes  since he works the opposite way from where I work). 


Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.  ",4.031547930853853,4.9250422228915705,5.464866422210584,81.5921293871137,71.04819277108433,8.544997380827658,28.59140911471975,8.841846274778883,2.1444293871136724,1286,47,261,23,23,434,166,332,0.056,0.892,0.052000000000000005,-0.0556,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,4,11,4,1,0,17,0,32,7,0,6,2,50,57,24,0,7,4,2,2,1,0,5,5,1,0,1,12,17,2,1,9,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,11,4,35,2,47,36,5,37,0,0,1,0,40,19,0,3,12,173,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941090099027071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233923530966318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591770428248536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687186635335944,0.0,0.0,0.06322808061185924,0.06865675448731941,0.10025057250567544,0.09081411323597463,0.06996977712496155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530301100382179,0.0,0.0,0.08345945711994451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158742307033674,0.08414755904483216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413953835801305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157683190284021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592123349160266,0.0,0.14019581232935108,0.0,0.06576506046204028,0.09065640829054993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365993202052461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26063446539955376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282514514515948,0.0,0.08582442992668356,0.08159837519049633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557069820694412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934071425335613,0.0,0.0,0.04017233563528275,0.08241382898300117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780590551092309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485074867447335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089374649863903,0.060970850610660425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056575739193803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571966599207539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096561488371066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357001276309306,0.0,0.186296071367114,0.0,0.0,0.06539082422181376,0.0,0.16643778923569744,0.06552488776385024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801966224482059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874609883093018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546613896660316,0.12365010148512115,0.06609156794240363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388543275776454,0.05268823572013066,0.0,0.0,0.04794767477875865,0.0,0.0,0.07857215939461062,0.0,0.05582725922795039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455002101116322,0.13053715514603342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945118771480786,0.0,0.0,0.05841224959349443,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tristina7,2018/04/09,"Fine tuning medication question I recently got back on adderal after having a kiddo. Finding the right dose and timing it throughout the day has been killing me. 

How long do you wait between doses? 
I’m currently taking 15mg, 15mg, 15mg and 7.5mg. I find that if I wait for it to ware off I’m miserable but don’t want to take it too early. ",1.4200201207243452,3.4765073802816886,3.822052313883301,85.72591549295778,80.83098591549296,6.310663983903421,24.227364185110666,7.447530270364453,1.2507448692152918,268,10,54,4,7,93,54,71,0.075,0.88,0.045,-0.4497,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,11,13,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,7,11,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610712670742096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728643903655904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899695757441818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437702233568331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965478585140396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720801469434816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002329535965025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30026747223551226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465833427642704,0.0,0.0,0.22890570814571384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030672272123227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629697098694245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809763610953684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,marmaladestripes725,2018/04/09,"Get Vyvanse out of my system early? Hey, fellow ADHDers!  Basically I took my Vyvanse pretty late today since it was Sunday (needed it to get through a DND session and homework).  What can I do to get it out of my system before it’s been 12 hours so I can go to sleep?  I’ve read mixed reviews on whether vitamin C works for Vyvanse.  Thanks!",1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,3.169117647058826,87.48102941176472,85.47058823529412,4.576470588235295,24.676470588235286,5.985473137389443,0.8089941176470585,264,11,50,2,8,89,50,68,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.8498,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,10,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,30,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313560650781765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426149674275342,0.0,0.1545198170491528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677542209187263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067007146228966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016009863309892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766071272254428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27196087447705986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249079824393816,0.0,0.27208365166786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503172947077146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577173674741482,0.0,0.30207679201233656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979371910426969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Redxp0p,2018/04/09,"Medication anxiety Here’s some backstory but I’ll put a short version under my paragraph:

So I’ve been taking Vyvanse (30mg) for my ADD since the second semester of seventh grade. I’m now in 9th grade. My grades have gone from C average to straight A’s, and I finally feel accomplished and energized a lot of the time. However, I also have some severe anxiety (mostly emetophobia, and generalized anxiety). Vyvanse is known for its anxiety-causing side effects (it did make me more on edge when I first started it), but for the past 8 months or so, I’ve been waaaaay more anxious when I’m not on my meds. I can remember every time I’ve had a severe panic attack, and almost every time I had one, I wasn’t medicated. This really worries me because now I’m always extremely anxious about counting my pills and making sure I’m not running out. I love feeling like I have a sense of purpose, but... not taking a break from stimulants really wears me down after school. 

I think this might have something to do with having a clearer head, and being in a better state of mind whilst on Vyvanse (I’m always preoccupied), but I haven’t seen anybody else online mention anything like this. 

I’d really like to know if anyone else has experienced this; I don’t want to feel completely alone!

TL;DR: I’m super anxious when I’m not on Vyvanse and it’s making me kinda worried",5.22503787878788,6.302633852272727,6.623181818181816,73.70060606060609,68.43181818181819,9.503030303030306,32.84848484848485,9.725611199111238,3.353516666666668,1083,48,189,24,18,369,149,264,0.151,0.72,0.129,-0.7312,1,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,10,10,1,1,11,0,19,6,2,5,1,43,41,19,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,8,5,20,8,25,31,7,32,0,0,1,1,2,12,0,9,18,118,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907308197057372,0.11281389329429135,0.0,0.08710762547706379,0.1812693639832756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499829630036907,0.36916418799937867,0.0,0.07616319195165612,0.11160697327331844,0.08963634625690017,0.0,0.0,0.12391839941947885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639992994460814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096335689400386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189641952202678,0.0,0.0,0.11420623894254248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198643630026987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354874213498548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522790783131233,0.07781634758035881,0.0,0.11932248222214968,0.0,0.0926519134751203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178891419063182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059862566623401475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964638636311326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260450373830223,0.09830945156938556,0.0,0.2181257071775152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099159511015192,0.21946181849653826,0.0,0.11555266584379567,0.10998363120558044,0.0,0.0869432374794251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381068907514353,0.0,0.0,0.12780052055022087,0.0,0.0,0.10398164626567696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950014061942737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093412552574908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339127626459978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023834846190146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461094586662524,0.0,0.09010423970708603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385611614625811,0.0,0.0,0.07709797862684263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266092688020594,0.0,0.16379673194965388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697950160937708,0.0,0.0,0.19054587919502552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424703963854304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221238119150396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ElectronicSurprise0,2018/04/09,"Meds transformed my life, but only for a short time, then they started producing a paradoxical reaction, and made my ADHD worse (brain fog)... What are my options? Hello! 

I finally got diagnosed as an adult, after my life was completely in ruins. I have ADHD, mostly inattentive with a strong brain fog, SCT (Sluggish Cognitive Tempo) and mild autism. My biggest problem is ADHD, absolutely no energy, motivation and totally inattentive. By nature I'm a nervous, anxious person, probably because of ADHD. My psychiatrist first tried Ritalin LA (10mg morning, 10mg early afternoon) and I had peace and clear mind for the first time in my life. Almost cried. No anxiety, nothing. But it only helped for a few days and than stopped working, making me agitated and made me emotionally unstable (probably because of ""crashing"" in the evening). Then I got Amphetamine, with 50% levo and 50% dexamphetamine. And Again, peace, productivity, no brain fog, confusion, reduced anxiety, better in socializing etc.; and it lasted for about a month. Then I got strong brain fog/spaced out feeling from it, no matter if I take 1 mg or 15 mg. I was taking 5-10mg mornings when it worked. I just get very, uncomfortably tranquilized and stare in a wall. Also my thinking is slowed down and I have brain fog.

Now I've been using Strattera, I've been titrating from 10 mg, every 3 weeks, up to 80 mg, but it doesn't help at all (I've been a week and a half at 80 mg), makes me a bit anxious and agitated, and makes it harder to urinate. Anyone had it just kick in and start working after a few weeks? I tried combining it with 20 mg Ritalin LA, and it helped, but only for a few days and then again brain fog, tranquilisation and slow thoughts like with amphetamine. 

I must say that afternoons are and were the worst for me, and I can only lay on a couch, when the night comes I become a bit more clear headed and energetic (which is acually bad, because I need to get up early and sleep early).

Has anyone had such experience? What can I do? Is this tolerance? Why does it happen? Should I try pure dexamphetamine or vyvanse (my psychiatrist thinks it will be the same with this fast ""tolerance"")?

Any advice welcome!

**TL;DR:** Stimulants help superbly but only for a few days, after about a week make my thinking slow/give me brain fog and make me tranquilized/spaced out. Any ideas what to do? Is there any hope?",4.120796434566183,6.401312476297967,5.274762979683974,77.47674712044915,73.22121896162528,8.516501707472363,28.28899693233779,9.197007762596977,2.6986674654164498,1869,75,331,44,39,617,220,443,0.158,0.726,0.115,-0.959,1,0,0,0,0,0,99.0,0,0,1,10,13,13,0,2,22,0,28,16,10,11,6,77,55,40,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,1,2,18,32,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,15,3,33,7,42,36,13,56,0,1,1,0,11,17,0,8,39,208,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178183428914248,0.06460453923479392,0.0,0.0,0.06620229240056018,0.0,0.0,0.05287028098928055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134876654927206,0.0,0.1011520283033324,0.1493770053143124,0.0,0.09245503680007566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055201320716049586,0.12090501610898613,0.07301625350217462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058471286985495585,0.14435583252403336,0.0,0.0,0.51662525759899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056950214071774474,0.06931788015747285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262166725906442,0.12791161483031066,0.0,0.0,0.06710297178577458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785564597089519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743678589921654,0.0,0.0,0.07373310687720261,0.04366679722183759,0.0,0.05570277871057856,0.0,0.0,0.06467088056019199,0.0,0.0,0.033428554107518424,0.0,0.0,0.07242320208905935,0.0,0.11247081234957887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908228624708067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862903314834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584632186997819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785067636014844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772557253950462,0.0,0.0,0.065664802058008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463316094584976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389065271829885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009200910582875,0.03229931271693895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511482011589642,0.22065361416028445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343627605254081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675495347524482,0.0,0.052770505113416376,0.0,0.0,0.04902170957572773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204226534029785,0.0,0.06343689314454977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140833615555497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577270362814051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256128758643002,0.06326089968095873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257545141347823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616041912844077,0.06739354471139848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358978094931568,0.0,0.0,0.05527315524715511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941700506558196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708699470291446,0.0,0.05248607777978205,0.07710166298466514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346584963570909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710012277827008,0.0,0.054549879390068716,0.0,0.0,0.21212639481406573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965640452661977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439244078299765,0.0,0.06737446230370017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,samexmistake,2018/04/09,"Feeling worthless and hopeless Long time lurker, first time poster. I wasn't sure where to post this exactly. This is gonna be a really long and aimless post about my struggles with ADHD.

When I was younger, around 6 or 7, my pediatrician urged my mother to put me on Ritalin. She refused and did nothing about it in the following years and assumed I would grow out of it.

Throughout my entire academic career I have struggled with attention problems, staring out the window during lectures or tapping my pencil or foot just to keep focus, the ticks on the clock during midterms were enough to drive me mad...but I never realized anything was wrong. I never really tried hard at school because I could never focus on studying, and when my grades plummeted because of it I would be screamed at and chastised for it, being told to ""try harder or I'll put you in BOCES"". I'd take my book and 5 minutes later I was back to playing video games. I had close to no close friendships in high school and I would basically ostracize myself from everyone because so many people thought I was that one weird, spaced out kid who I had barely any social skills. I don't remember a lot from my early years at all and I'm not sure why. 
 I barely scraped by when I graduated high school after which I became severly depressed after the few friendships I had dissolved. 

I went into community college severely depressed and insecure. But somehow I started getting better grades (maybe because I was paying for it, gave me inventive to actually try a little harder). But even then I just didn't care (still don't)  much at all, I didn't (and still don't) know what I was going to do with my life. I haven't felt fulfillment in my life ever and it makes me feel so worthless. So many people I know are traveling at this age (22) and I just left NY for the first time in 5-6 years last week. I feel like my life is slowly amounting to nothing. In my second/third semesters of my bachelors degree (in Sociology) my grades/gpa took a nosedive from a 3.8 to a 2.7 and I lost my honor society status. I saw that as the moment to get help so I started going to my colleges psych center. It was eye opening to slowly realize ADHD accompanied with severe depression and social anxiety is whats been plaguing me since elementary school. 

When it comes to interpersonal relationships I can't maintain a clear amount of focus at any point in a conversation and often end up repeating myself. I'm so absent minded and oblivious to anything going on around me that I need to ask the person to repeat what theyve said, often more than once. Sometimes I'll be able to maintain a thought or point I'm trying to make but nearly every time I'm in the process of trying to explain it, I lose the thought and I'll become visibly frustrated with myself for it. 

When it comes to intimate relationships I havent been in one in so long. None of the relationships have ever been with someone I've truly felt a connection with (interests, hobbies, whatever) and so often I end up breaking it off because I convince myself that the other person can find someone better or that I'm not worthy of being with someone else. I'm so insecure about myself 24/7 that I feel they'll end up leaving me at any moment. I'm talking to someone now but she lives 3 states away and I fear I'm being too clingy because of my insecurities. I'm starting to fear that I've driven her away because of how overbearing I might have been. We talked for a little over a week straight and for the past 2 days she's barely answered so I'm assuming she's put off by me.

I just don't feel like I'm cut out for anything anymore. I love music so much but I cant get a job in that field. I'm in a band but I can barely focus while I'm playing, I always miss my cues. I can't even focus on trying to write songs or chords. I have a whole book of random thoughts and fragments of verses that I can't push myself to finish. And without a creative outlet I'm suffering. 

I just don't know how to get my life together at all and I'm left stagnant as I'm watching my own life pass me by. I really wanna start making changes but every psychiatrist I try to get into contact with either doesn't take my insurance or has appointments MONTHS away from now and its so frustrating playing phone tag with them. 

TLDR; my adhd has caused me to become severely anxious and depressed and has affected my acedemic career, interpersonal relationships, my way of thinking, my worklife, my homelife, my physical health, and how I see myself. I'm struggling to keep my head above water. ",5.056527653677129,6.057652305895437,6.1316759970094274,77.35097923010997,68.76640711902114,8.609208774777075,30.866737176097303,8.841846274778883,2.57882168164992,3649,145,664,61,61,1217,381,899,0.12,0.833,0.047,-0.9952,1,0,0,0,0,1,84.0,1,1,2,9,45,40,3,8,29,0,57,13,3,8,12,139,127,66,0,7,24,1,8,2,0,6,8,3,1,3,31,52,1,3,24,10,1,17,23,26,0,4,33,16,106,14,120,81,15,134,0,11,5,1,36,59,0,17,55,449,137,21,0.04998446642865145,0.0,0.0487776288883974,0.0,0.1802148455799032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159108024075793,0.0,0.0,0.10197345363561623,0.0,0.038237980004417374,0.05646821955166124,0.04957115947042957,0.0,0.0,0.12339887075467618,0.08899354488755523,0.04672872870380517,0.0,0.14088615479320854,0.03843496932665241,0.0,0.21329046757103304,0.1104078321807272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841439722312605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096249481406871,0.05134781587718825,0.052876937777785474,0.08611438380230915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990852917022741,0.0,0.0,0.03223584573474487,0.0,0.1722061907681654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175560783449565,0.0,0.13281420324040188,0.05164731551090166,0.0,0.06602853732278803,0.09042762309884804,0.0842281375569972,0.0477622997098267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249284248218168,0.12636824045749387,0.07141782560799445,0.09598585276516336,0.0,0.045684896770826884,0.08503352321926881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057410338099384,0.0,0.08522197249165048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477626397030235,0.0,0.05129848307471017,0.05313115043463064,0.0,0.0,0.0335035342197927,0.10562266623901903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049601870200740535,0.08885698081857793,0.0,0.0,0.08241046662737732,0.04074401147721572,0.0,0.05292633276074155,0.1086165380546094,0.0,0.1765275342742306,0.04883977096823265,0.10019513350400548,0.04413719961437585,0.13270403960978305,0.0,0.05591983240231267,0.054563949696846664,0.042495005896204786,0.0451129324757212,0.0,0.10009505843060293,0.10135280717285056,0.050216114896500186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302561990106838,0.050470062123274886,0.0,0.03989712422372342,0.0,0.07348866822295667,0.03706284850597066,0.11565330586316228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095922887253611,0.0,0.0,0.05323182543000465,0.06774153612042602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771582906641507,0.0693058707807299,0.08728901618950231,0.0,0.0,0.09450295436484367,0.0,0.09574260371189172,0.0,0.0,0.04782838382257654,0.0,0.15074458368917976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606398735881913,0.0,0.0,0.21465844312004068,0.05662265657426799,0.0,0.047546673901285634,0.0,0.0,0.20234779427639388,0.03983114823295077,0.0,0.0,0.2258728782066449,0.0,0.0413476671550043,0.0,0.0,0.10190573766344793,0.16940670479708764,0.0,0.04943591539743341,0.0,0.14151705042734522,0.0,0.07983531891497705,0.0,0.0,0.1567638513072613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421953613428398,0.0,0.0751641962214918,0.08035124147482646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03202802780318506,0.0,0.1587283321010762,0.11658537735591112,0.0,0.0,0.0477622997098267,0.05553458136926719,0.2375532014695417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967534286566042,0.08018904790505489,0.0,0.0,0.04633610115230012,0.04510320636544606,0.05580587171938444,0.0,0.0481832419373759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065225924795334,0.054650167346734085,0.0,0.09656507272483872
adhd,redbord,2018/04/09,"How can I wean myself off of mental stimulation? I have virtually never, even as a child, experienced boredom. From age 5 I've spent every second of my life daydreaming, reading, gaming, playing, surfing the web, learning, thinking, eating, and dreaming at night. Whenever I had to do chores or some mundane task, I just daydreamed through it.

It's not a foolproof method. As I'm getting older, I'm now loaded with work that is tedious but requires focus. I'm completely lost. My brain does not know how to concentrate on anything that's not inherently interesting. I have almost built a tolerance to being mentally stimulated. I'm failing many of my classes because I just can't get myself to do the busywork. The ""do what needs 
 to be done"" ""muscles"" have atrophied long ago. Is it too late to change my brain? What do I do?

Edit

I actually don't think I have ADHD. I can follow conversations normally. And my verbal working memory is good. I'd feel like an imposter if I tried to get treatment. Still... I just don't know",3.166718750000001,5.830936401041669,4.932124999999999,76.80037500000002,78.21875,7.381666666666668,29.9125,8.395991825355821,2.7616825000000005,807,39,136,17,20,273,126,192,0.079,0.848,0.07200000000000001,-0.3129,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,7,0,21,4,2,4,1,28,37,9,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,3,1,1,6,4,1,1,7,2,0,1,4,2,19,4,18,31,1,13,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,4,10,92,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.1552706729187383,0.0,0.1912220894484281,0.0,0.14104347214303758,0.0,0.1593280056014348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309358828089638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699339396134016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552439433388999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831973791559088,0.0,0.16682624116979924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924026421247335,0.16282714684464233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281162666122506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509218729559863,0.0,0.13405899277197006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045197021070971,0.11366987380544988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493888615715441,0.0,0.0,0.1334558656937767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488794078199282,0.0,0.17948562836061982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238573772480057,0.07773424289222043,0.0,0.0,0.14080939697711284,0.0,0.0,0.17368989390439232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161314919672889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206955915936248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797976980336965,0.1227172308008695,0.0,0.0,0.14931613455096965,0.1558962916858676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915537890101356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270673049624106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390550105003244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802682144826464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167132919084665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kellymcswelly,2018/04/09,"Help finding book about Adult Women with ADHD / Recent move to New Zealand I remember reading the comments to a post in here recently that recommended a book about adult women with ADHD. Can somebody tell me which book that was? 

I'm an adult woman who has recently immigrated to New Zealand from the US, and am trying to find work in my field (video production/communications). I haven't had to job search in about 8 years, and am struggling to appeal to employers and with phone interviews while dealing with my ADHD. 

Any suggestions for resources for job hunting with ADHD is also appreciated. I also have to figure out how to get a prescription for ADHD meds in a new country, and have been off of them for about 4 months now.

TL;DR: I'm an adult women with ADHD looking for resources.",6.105714285714285,7.385817292517011,6.759326530612249,72.78388775510206,66.55102040816327,9.14530612244898,31.706802721088433,9.3871,3.0324998639455774,630,25,105,12,10,207,87,147,0.02,0.925,0.055,0.6124,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,9,1,0,1,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,15,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,11,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,0,32,12,0,18,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,0,10,73,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482611632739634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659680919011667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056649041585095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698130074915703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968600445646044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054215028831238916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955418519606897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594947645705602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713983995900235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526398559560025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282743990059563,0.11029004358297732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006622917124874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938203453468322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379709905315697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737815852392064,0.0,0.11755006847407208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848190795179677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069869525975954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704523514297123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248213515307988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554508075644342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682384518712885
adhd,mermaidswag,2018/04/09,"Oops... well that could have been bad So I left my faucet running yesterday while I was out for over FOUR HOURS. 

I was in a huge rush to get out of the house to make an appointment on time, failed at multitasking (trying to rinse out a couple of dishes), was also listening to music really loudly in my headphones (so I didn't hear the water when I left), wasn't on my meds (I skip the weekends), and left my sink running for a scary long time. Not only did I waste a TON of water, but could have done serious damage to my apartment or my neighbors below me should it had caused a leak. Needless to say, I came home and was in full panic mode. Why did I walk away from the sink in the first place? I can't believe I did that! Ugh. ",2.3604083885209732,3.692898324503311,3.696307947019868,90.97417494481236,75.6887417218543,6.622737306843268,21.19260485651214,7.1686216300943375,0.4074763796909489,561,13,125,6,12,184,94,151,0.158,0.81,0.032,-0.9634,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,11,0,18,3,0,2,0,14,23,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,6,1,2,13,4,18,1,25,7,2,34,0,2,0,0,4,20,0,1,9,90,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317052963753252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473492224839935,0.0,0.13751215558492574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555312586818887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836543755987475,0.0,0.16918554507454386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629886450063351,0.18223017531883573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853858470111424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140088168597763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604553270959099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562149321941784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165200963540569,0.0,0.16218987809884436,0.1900341347792746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368197618813295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145748524978965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993416000629573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293730090371704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525679381695806,0.0,0.19323228412901344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206960714750535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550684442098666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097084564166772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206815595484786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118160451096154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480791948370437,0.0,0.14861022661214476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pm_me_sad_feelings,2018/04/09,"CBT once I'm medicated? I finally went and got meds and a (sort of?) diagnosis, but what I'm running into now is that while I was great at my 4 alarm fire always on emergencies job before meds, now I have a shit ton of trouble focusing on it at all. And also have trouble moving from one task to the next when not working, like when cleaning up the house. I did great once I decide what to do next, but getting there leaves me hyper focused and ""productive"" on absolute ridiculous shit in the meantime.

What resources should I be looking at now that I've got my footholds (meds) in place? I know any mental issues that are treated with meds also need to be treated with behavioral changes once the meds are in place, but I'm not sure where to start, and would love any feedback on what's worked for you!

Thanks loves :-)",6.295935127674262,5.991611043478263,6.264927536231884,82.00821256038648,65.8944099378882,9.143133195307106,32.795721187025535,8.515128840125781,2.3908669427191165,642,24,129,8,9,203,99,161,0.161,0.67,0.17,0.6931,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,9,15,3,1,6,0,12,5,2,0,2,21,26,13,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,5,2,11,9,22,17,2,28,0,0,1,2,3,15,2,1,11,82,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961598589240645,0.08824193552437185,0.0,0.0,0.14423501175128556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024057546130987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218663490113133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617238072095175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055406647507111495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963543819050325,0.2338405748751821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223672396284736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068844669021867,0.10523807044215028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058282200899573665,0.0,0.0,0.11229143402815583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181057928594614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905512918684581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142818391799413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889871459849096,0.10683402430660956,0.10687326303513632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271416247638184,0.0,0.07863458869742078,0.0,0.0,0.22557034731061906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388187525003909,0.07186209432476627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159895510406444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177172073657664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506259976370781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999506887603047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763641473894184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830923425559787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441104618417967,0.0,0.0,0.07533474071087369,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iforgotmyusername17,2018/04/09,"How to turn my meds /off/ I'm 22, diagnosed when I was 15. I've been on and off meds since. I'm just so sensitive to them it drives me  (and my doctor) crazy haha. 
I took 10mg instant release adderall over 9 hours ago and I'm still jittery. I've cleaned my whole house and I still have so much nervous energy. 
How does everyone wind down for the day? Is there anything in particular that help you just stop and calm down?",-0.15435606060605878,2.1471916704545464,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,92.52272727272728,5.206060606060606,19.83333333333333,6.816661863887847,0.322042424242424,329,11,74,5,12,108,65,88,0.079,0.8,0.121,0.5783,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,10,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,10,6,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191352228268904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763936575839676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921574377426624,0.0,0.0,0.21909949629702885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209480486901316,0.18890583461237448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626926103279325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446904627182705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125845758523412,0.2490804383914669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795570349524284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868638424789522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856662684393132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447818119511869,0.1804736832231695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398351237356245,0.0,0.2348002743585629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410067352447852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Iamtwofaced,2018/04/09,"I've had a lot of positive life changes the last few months and I'm suddenly completely unmotivated to do anything except sleep. The last few years have been spent improving my life. I left an old toxic job for a great wonderful job I love. I left a toxic house hold and moved into a great place with my 2 kids (single mom of twins), I'm in a new-ish healthy relationship (with a very organized and focused person)  

I'm on 20mg of Adderall XR and have been for a few years now. It's always worked up until pretty recently I cant find motivation to do anything except sleep. Is it possible I may need a new medicine? 

My therapist has said It is comparable to an adrenaline junkie. I have been so stressed for the last....at least 5 years, now that my life is calm I am having trouble handling it with out flopping. 

My new significant other has suggested journing but I haven't even felt the motivation to do that. I've turned back into someone who says they will do something but never does. I hate it... I'm disappointed in myself. Suggestions? Has anyone gone through this? ",2.8618571428571435,5.1527574238095255,4.350714285714286,82.57178571428574,77.14285714285714,7.8190476190476215,26.690476190476193,8.697196308434329,2.1619333333333333,849,34,165,19,20,282,126,210,0.069,0.794,0.13699999999999998,0.8943,2,0,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,5,8,1,1,14,0,23,6,2,2,1,24,36,8,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,10,10,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,8,3,16,4,24,26,6,28,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,3,16,105,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648096896980173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107601193996311,0.0,0.19083647345011467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915957607963433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266135343022982,0.0,0.12157298236661568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146997299181733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658489781564297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133166088218584,0.0,0.10597760582845632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25567396175463303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447813904863427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379250782927676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301280212958744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28354793991521904,0.0,0.0,0.2519633723623402,0.0,0.2457000028569195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857785182567697,0.1046507908217654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580104085339156,0.09255141203188033,0.12323813556126548,0.0,0.08597659680723535,0.08942897491198068,0.3359601561526919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167163482749288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124441122511248,0.12114467902412845,0.0,0.0,0.1307179379637021,0.0,0.11796440029526745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448815607198885,0.12448855902446004,0.0,0.0,0.1102964660386908,0.0922093176116636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320705552390647,0.0,0.09824536255244376,0.08926515945167293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282209594168076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346286735165856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612197789720353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567216294156816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574449767244295,0.08441410122614437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240069681095167
adhd,RuggedCalculator,2018/04/09,"Rhetoric for tackling ADHD myths Hello friends,

Usually I am pretty good with this, but lately I have felt like I’ve lost the words to get people to understand mental illness in general and specifically ADHD. I’ve come to realize this right now while in the library with my friend. I think my friend has ADHD and as someone who has been managing my own I can really see he is struggling. I sent him this presentation I found on this sub once about adult ADHD and it runs through how it all works, it can be pretty enlightening for someone with ADHD to read (especially if they do not know). Most of all, it helps them recognize what the disorder is and what it means to experience it in relation to neurotypical behaviour. 

My friend hasn’t read it yet, but when I asked him if he did I was met with the saddest thing I never thought he’d say. He said he feels like there is so much stimuli that it’s kinda just a result of that. He said everyone has ADHD and that is all in your head to an extent. I never thought I’d sit here witnessing textbook erasure of ADHD but here I am. I’m kinda shocked because I’m working on an essay for my sociology class, and the author of the book I’m writing about  implicitly invalidates mental illness as well and I was complaining to him about it just a bit before.

I wanted to say: “you wouldn’t say that if you were talking about depression” but I didn’t. Recently I’ve felt really foggy in my head and haven’t been able to come up with the right things to say in harder conversations like these. What do you say when met with topics like this? Do you have explanations you default to? Certain choices of words or phrasing? I’d like to develop some sort of rhetoric or ideology to arm myself with so I can aptly respond to things like this. Let me know what you think!",4.629159663865547,5.7454826498599445,5.745586554621848,79.30382521008404,69.84033613445378,8.961299719887958,29.406050420168064,9.281916038205594,2.4907672605042013,1434,54,279,29,25,477,173,357,0.084,0.7709999999999999,0.146,0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,7,2,3,17,18,0,1,11,0,30,5,3,2,7,63,57,25,0,5,12,0,3,6,4,1,2,7,0,1,28,17,0,0,14,3,0,4,7,5,1,0,18,11,36,13,47,35,9,27,0,2,1,0,42,11,0,10,17,192,64,10,0.07498977507502462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308619584283177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010531681961854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571307085580715,0.0,0.06381077533093041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186941220046337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919410235732573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458858338852487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594477904540959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165594370039671,0.0,0.0733543894330396,0.0,0.0,0.037917083468564136,0.05357271029726313,0.1440038880782793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822224177505338,0.2317476568111361,0.0,0.039179062387874386,0.0,0.0,0.06289786546715047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392228755521636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026406551617218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824248384583797,0.0,0.08459173260931963,0.0,0.0,0.0766821257269179,0.0,0.21981729733084374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186019792393094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168584906257588,0.0,0.0,0.1511441109845849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055126113114250884,0.0,0.11567347502170193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986166305340157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198846794377871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258312112416506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500201367463179,0.0,0.09608074027198947,0.0,0.07404335605271338,0.0,0.0,0.12808171635380244,0.1426648971640988,0.2981743950441955,0.0,0.0,0.05975714177588608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707718614010058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839559493418732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027394064311103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494596232747935,0.0961008398273416,0.0,0.11906700994081865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806700050956095,0.0,0.0,0.0825906427695173,0.0,0.044230912257326185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742481370238612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918689875705703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tomytom99,2018/04/09,"I've noticed it's been harder to focus lately So here's a quick tidbit of background. I was diagnosed with ADD (inattentive, non-hyperactive) at a young age. I was able to cope with it alright for quite a while, started having difficulty in 7th grade, and started meds my freshman or sophomore year of high school (currently on 57mg Concerta). I never was a super amazing student since 7th grade, but I was an alright one (mainly getting B's and C's, mixed in with a couple A's). Now, I'm in the final few weeks of my freshman year in college, and I've noticed myself being unable to focus like I have before, so I figured I'd talk about it here.



So in the past few weeks, I've noticed that it's been harder to pay attention to lectures and to keep working on homework. I can't even go five minutes without noticing that my mind has drifted so far off topic that I can't even recall what the professor just said a second ago. I think that part of the issue is other students being a distraction to me (IE one kid in math bouncing his leg without noticing/caring about the squeak noise his shoes make, touching his face nonstop, and sounding like he's about to cough his lungs inside-out every time he coughs) and then I don't go right back to focusing on the class. It's really annoying that I can't stay focused like I used to.

I feel that either there's some added underlying issue such as stress that I'm not thinking of, or that my body has built up enough tolerance to my meds that they're no longer potent enough. I've been trying to get enough sleep (I typically get 7.5-8 hours, but I only get 6 or 7 more often than I'd like).

tl;dr: I feel like my focus has been dropping recently, what should I do?",5.597167630057802,5.430563774566476,6.435612716763008,79.73561560693645,67.32369942196532,8.76971098265896,31.1728323699422,8.238735603445708,2.216635144508671,1350,48,264,16,20,448,193,346,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.062,-0.5064,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,18,12,1,2,15,2,22,9,6,2,1,34,40,18,0,1,10,0,3,5,0,1,3,2,1,1,17,10,0,1,6,0,1,3,9,3,0,4,9,5,29,9,41,28,10,43,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,5,27,169,46,13,0.1013364512843764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982864977200504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779214759118495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622985626069361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256195270928897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212685589605442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028543649381003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412292935306474,0.0,0.13386354069299328,0.0,0.08538033081239277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247750917811436,0.07239478104553887,0.0,0.1110091290954278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117764531532074,0.0,0.11518368112869475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706752453919388,0.0,0.0,0.09979599184146767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153785420859192,0.0,0.09007249403023712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143119309539081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475393569783844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764286812276149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251239054185779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023209280222116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815691842457083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614888857629573,0.0,0.0,0.1373364039965322,0.0770709375971509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097375015758918,0.0967371092094072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077837896912804,0.0,0.0,0.06491872556090666,0.0,0.10005752032274733,0.0,0.0,0.08654077570389458,0.09639417098528698,0.0,0.0,0.10255789879471976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382655968442931,0.0,0.10140963525756866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345292358986794,0.10801117382526786,0.0,0.0,0.11608056256612352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814504009858308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986461239292982,0.0,0.0,0.05909009967007401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880079852272772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875221575133214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625719773996267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953694456768836,0.0,0.07377414344633583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051470436215004
adhd,ShaDiiBoi,2018/04/09,"Wondering if you guys get anyone of these symptoms aswell?(sorry) Can you guys check if you have any of these symptoms from your ADD/ADHD
•Looking at something and just daydream while staring at it for a bit
•linking different things together in your brain 
•hard to focus on most things for a long period of time
",13.891052631578953,9.465642403508776,11.465350877192984,63.62328947368422,54.78947368421053,14.908771929824562,47.79824561403509,12.161744961471696,5.681077192982455,255,11,42,5,2,77,44,57,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,11,4,2,8,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,4,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570487940761173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544946727593616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495537073128684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335075586297,0.0,0.0,0.23876694241105464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346481327549786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174634044265766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235605231800938,0.0,0.0,0.19159938716087047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189281927584594,0.17960994270589709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646594992826937,0.0,0.2394272943828944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446178376717521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841920305893697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471834892325295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319496895707417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Void3333,2018/04/09,"What can I expect from an evaluation? I'm going soon to be evaluated for adult ADHD. The paperwork said there's a conversation, a self-evaluation and a battery of puzzles, games and tests. Does that pretty much sum it up?

I'm nervous, I guess that's really why I am posting here, for a little comfort/support. I'm not sure what the outcome is going to be, I'm not completely sure that I have ADHD. I know that I have suffered from, and taken medication for, depression.

For anyone that has been evaluated, how was it?",3.1610121012101224,5.2567587425742595,5.61042904290429,74.82662266226626,75.43564356435644,8.44928492849285,28.05390539053905,9.150863307647796,2.704424862486248,407,17,74,10,9,144,63,101,0.14400000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.034,-0.8506,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,2,12,20,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,1,6,2,10,14,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880850472211416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198652158290792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290791778804175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489804977440068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777019881156516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308110096813501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236970251868651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159823255933056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352268833735565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456482606691334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927482798822989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447842838677698,0.20658829248954294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300874954430199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931596187454033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183921998499006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304337302985981,0.3827693545052567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323296733295236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nowiamapotato,2018/04/10,"Showerthought: Being a 28-year-old with untreated ADHD feels like being a teenager with 15 years experience At least mentally, thank goodness not in terms of hormonal imbalances or social pressures. On a side note I feel like my intelligence and creativity peaked in or shortly after high school when everything was extremely structured and all my motivations and goals were externalized.",13.44091397849462,13.399680403225815,11.502258064516132,49.40672043010756,51.41935483870968,15.363440860215054,49.698924731182785,14.06817628641468,7.669337634408603,323,18,40,11,3,100,52,62,0.034,0.73,0.236,0.9169,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,7,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,4,8,3,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,27,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30298012507620925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265749004353985,0.24660617512072786,0.0,0.0,0.2549428056913082,0.3602064247107851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145294979615453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636181268811104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463306483275431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406162732739673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454083410962953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551427983977098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569883716619119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321035749309247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246935369616134
adhd,history_n_stuff,2018/04/10,"Do these traits sound like they're related to my husband's ADHD? My husband might have adhd. His councilor thinks he does and I agree, he just hasn't had official testing done yet. There are things in our marriage that have driven me up the wall for years and I want to ask all of you if they sound like they're ADHD related. It would help me to be less angry and to empathize more if they were. 

He will frequently do things that take time away from his studies, and then complain to me that his studies are overwhelming and he won't pass (implying that I need to help him out more, or at least that's definitely how it feels). He genuinely seems not to realize that (as an example) last week he took several long baths, slept in late on several days, went out golfing once, and stayed up late half the nights smoking and playing guitar. To me, THOSE are the things that have made your studies more difficult and the answer is not for me to take on more responsibilities when I already have more than my fair share by a mile. We have an insanely busy life. Everyone deserves down time, but he seems genuinely to not remember those hours or consider them when trying to improve his school performance. 

Similarly, he regularly insists that we don't have sex. When I show him my records of us having sex at least once or twice a week, he doesn't believe it. He seems genuinely surprised and defensive. 

Is it possible that this is him not realizing where his time goes or getting so flustered that his memory suffers? Might this have anything at all to do with adhd?

Edit to add: I'm being downvoted immediately. Is therea better forum for this kind of question? Im asking because I genuinely want to understand this behavior and get my marriage to a more functional space. ",6.349196428571433,7.041865288690477,6.5238095238095255,76.78785714285716,65.7559523809524,10.32857142857143,33.5595238095238,10.290406445055957,3.428295238095238,1411,59,262,33,21,452,182,336,0.039,0.872,0.08900000000000001,0.8784,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,2,3,3,9,12,1,1,9,0,31,4,1,2,2,50,52,24,0,6,12,2,1,2,0,5,1,2,1,0,24,16,0,1,11,5,0,4,8,5,0,2,8,3,34,7,39,37,11,41,0,2,0,2,39,17,0,12,21,181,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834458877685348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097770876563283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275771680971017,0.0,0.18803233157467464,0.0,0.0944856012820807,0.0,0.0,0.06130444655554512,0.0,0.0,0.11330408425371985,0.0,0.08894295712607338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648571168307006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800648154652545,0.1029145152453159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096095665610049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508494785741449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508376231515827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348153016374812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903781209412928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086291509763146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472460519002602,0.0,0.08197517553203107,0.2268869386240419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103314123332644,0.098263490827454,0.0,0.0,0.08899824822031292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515851843798988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337047293517414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456883605319566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943749116987186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420022601138647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337369525199448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265757213530933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139223175008472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177873602113603,0.0,0.2746560800461013,0.0,0.22722319388297135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071905809039544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122708725983985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043587787315595,0.06443899620878184,0.0,0.0,0.17592352397412964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173315760499676,0.0682780984515314,0.0,0.0,0.10469334417690128,0.1209691991214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863353504013385,0.0,0.1613368698720122,0.0,0.0,0.09322621626380216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143960466042856,0.0,0.0,0.0647615727226453
adhd,14842717,2018/04/10,"Sleep improved on dexamphetamine I’ve been taking dex (5-10mg in the morning 0-5mg at 12-2pm) since October last year and my sleep cycle has been consistently good. I go to bed before 11pm most nights and wake up naturally at 5:30-6am. I’ve never been a morning person and have always struggled with getting to sleep at night and waking up early. It’s honestly the best. I love actually being able to get out of bed super early and take some time for myself in the morning before work/uni. 

Anyone else found their sleep has improved taking stimulants? I feel like most people have the opposite issue. ",3.7833333333333314,5.843089427350433,5.109752136752139,79.26719230769233,73.5299145299145,7.4150427350427375,24.52051282051282,8.238735603445708,1.6914964102564105,481,15,85,8,10,160,82,117,0.02,0.76,0.22,0.9764,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,1,5,0,8,7,6,1,1,14,17,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,6,6,15,12,4,18,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,3,9,45,7,0,0.14856707996390514,0.0,0.1449800389858386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361971199060348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388155666742956,0.1522245302682646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528392851335943,0.0,0.1559119845616796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410873159852487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511997957103334,0.10613635161132008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289613484702345,0.0,0.0,0.15524033480209112,0.0,0.08443409527318863,0.12461101795635735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550654325431571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110199915460194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258237085728952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340875901134942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145840909381227,0.0,0.0,0.2788402806722403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299770690706736,0.12972304372506913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289622379598525,0.0,0.5946974933291151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531456934966015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351118641948753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663065907176183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815860363910544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567232853370344
adhd,mew_uwu,2018/04/10,"why does adderall ruin my sense of humor? i like to think i'm funny and i'm usually pretty quick to come up with jokes and stuff in conversations, but for some reason it seems like adderall is impeding that. i've googled and it's definitely a recognized side effect by a lot of people, but i just want to know- anyone here know exactly why this happens? or how?",3.41,5.252993333333336,4.9872222222222256,80.68000000000002,74.0,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.0473722222222226,288,10,55,6,6,97,56,72,0.032,0.733,0.235,0.905,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,20,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,10,10,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700586186276673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806322454538804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215301368783194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385654197733976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782453026710907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473491064591571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152160325288935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549985258057085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575409155404706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027667984174885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304549920182466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897920845964926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220600346221362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880501587889944,0.0,0.14931231651333604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568505368377962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TraumaJunkie85,2018/04/10,"Concerta causing hallucinations? Was just wondering if anybody had experience with this. We're trialing Concerta for my 8 year old son as a replacement for Vyvanse. The Vyvanse worked well for him, but killed his appetite, and he's already naturally skinny so we've all been concerned about his weight loss. This was his second day on Concerta and his teacher sent home a note saying he was very lethargic and complaining about loud voices in his head telling him what to do, that he'd never heard before. This is very distressing to me because I've never heard him talk about voices either, and videochatting with him today (his Dad and I are divorced) he seemed extremely ""zombified"", not at all the same kid. We have no family history of schizophrenia/psychosis. Any thoughts?",7.738840579710146,9.112388826086963,7.149420289855076,71.11514492753625,62.91304347826088,10.481159420289854,37.072463768115945,10.504223727775694,4.265689855072464,630,30,99,15,9,196,99,138,0.153,0.836,0.011,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,4,0,10,3,2,1,4,22,16,9,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,5,8,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,9,7,15,1,15,6,4,10,0,1,0,0,26,3,0,3,6,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234400387445322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769231037199253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342900268837605,0.0,0.17229427409749765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800117526517675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305818696267599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980628070053326,0.1908786917759762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078013365628041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310242554254812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401243955842126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312327773919693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124671052768025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101901499290588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432880455456774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274453328992414,0.17697511700590904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074529685873484,0.0,0.0,0.19192592481321946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341319041958403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656424185379025,0.18205247111894396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957927550516246,0.14740674568473242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303895032547818
adhd,skatebettydraper,2018/04/10,"I've been 'stuck' before, but this is next-level I am currently unemployed by choice, which tbh has been my dream for ages. Because duh obviously, I'm gonna be the world's greatest housewife!! I'm gonna bake, and clean, and love every minute of it!!

Likely goes without saying, that's not what's happened. I stared out (~2 years) strong; we just moved, everything was in its place, and I did pretty good maintaining. Until I didn't. And as I expect many of you know, once the spiral starts...

These days it's pretty much ""ok, today I'm gonna __________"" and then I just...don't. Over and over, day in and out. I do just enough to not live in filth. But anything beyond that is currently out of reach. (I'm sure there's some depression happening but having been **seriously** depressed previously, this is not, I don't think, primarily depression. It's more like just...not even existing.)

My family has zero expectations of me, which I'm sure they feel is being 'supportive' but it kinda just makes it all worse.

I am just venting/hoping for ideas/comiseration/etc/whatever. Thanks for listening. :)

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adhd,stevenfacemask,2018/04/10,"Lot of assignments due, Need study/getting things done tips Hi guys, 21 year old here in my last semester of college. T-40 days till graduation and Senioritis/ADHD is kicking my fucking asssss. I have 10 overdue assignments for 4 different classes, 2 of them due tomorrow as well as an exam tomorrow. Need some tips prioritizing/study tips/how to manage my time trying to finish all these things. I have about 19 hours before the test and 2 assignments are due. PLs help. Thank you all. ",4.665983146067415,7.1731729438202265,5.189199438202248,77.67346207865171,72.37078651685394,8.944382022471911,29.10252808988764,9.516144504307137,3.0292573033707866,388,16,67,10,8,124,68,89,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.765,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,8,9,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,2,11,8,4,14,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,13,36,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667281016699897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029757830070833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383539222563988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492183876037202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441042030869405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220521836524772,0.1246247334313062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361872303121677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988503512696034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349090032546398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443792596661214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027939937877136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35374147672943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503024391420198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196110522382232,0.0,0.0,0.3169442141478999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909172261913025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194966056123294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144716826331186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360876998191753
adhd,DangerousDirection,2018/04/10,"My experiences with different meds, what are yours? I have been on a lot of meds for my ADHD combined presentation.  The first was strattera and clonidine which I can attest is total garbage for me. So after that they started adderall but the L isomer made me pretty jittery and heart pains ensued.  After that we tried Vyvanse which worked great but was a little damped and lasted a hell of a long time.  Finally I’m on dextroamphetamine / Dexedrine and it’s the best. Very clean at 10-15mg but we may go up to 20mg. My only concern is it causes some heightened anxiety and blood pressure 

I have a question.  Has anyone been on as many meds and their doctor just said “let’s give Desoxyn” a go?  I heard that’s the gold standard for ADHD but it is a scary thing for doctors to prescribe.  Is there a way I can bring this up with my doctor without sounding drug seeking?",3.3220315581854045,5.440430236686397,3.9554792899408286,86.77093096646946,75.03550295857987,5.926785009861934,26.651282051282053,6.742157984588678,1.1951180276134128,686,26,129,6,15,217,111,169,0.108,0.779,0.114,0.4641,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,2,3,3,5,1,1,12,0,16,7,2,2,1,24,25,12,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,11,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,7,3,16,2,20,16,4,20,1,0,0,0,9,7,1,4,9,93,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233610591182688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291610832324052,0.0,0.0,0.09406744226435156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118234339738805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382007464925718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055661874654346,0.0,0.4130955870399644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601364572701834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159746691649485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737250920885428,0.0,0.11443229069278865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905472177694308,0.15291452375287087,0.0,0.0,0.14832127937953746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942028789189325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966099930561378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756741186764493,0.0,0.0,0.13483574723309824,0.0,0.11905600412499374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143737359950846,0.0,0.12729680853533756,0.0,0.13639366515517548,0.0,0.0,0.4483019787847218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231714772761843,0.14315083294397707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368667396003762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070589186936253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797011351199028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522197622418617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937664572075138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784463073329234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133795027930576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100244632747648,0.0,0.1067847172798434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968341282722107,0.0,0.09794041916205128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ChristiansBalls,2018/04/10,National test in fysics tomorrow... Wish me luck brothers. I will definitely not survive ,4.789761904761908,7.678308928571429,5.61571428571429,63.112619047619035,102.57142857142858,10.438095238095238,40.38095238095238,8.841846274778883,6.581695238095239,71,5,9,3,3,23,14,14,0.0,0.5429999999999999,0.457,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,olivesoneverything,2018/04/10,Do you ever read something after taking meds and realize you didn’t really understand it until you now? So a couple weeks ago I read the background and procedures stuff from my lab manual without taking adderall (I try not to use it when I can cause I’m scared of the side effects and being dependent on it) and I thought everything made sense and that I understood it. Then today I reread the same things while on adderall and I felt like I didn’t really process or understand the anything before (like the first time I read it) until I read it while on meds. Everything was just so clear and easy to read. Does anyone else feel that way sometimes? Sometimes I wonder if that’s just adderall or if normal people actually feel that way when they read things all the time.,6.459654654654656,6.952320310810813,6.530090090090091,77.53442942942947,65.48648648648647,9.82102102102102,30.63363363363363,9.725611199111238,2.8091732732732733,618,21,112,12,9,197,86,148,0.021,0.913,0.066,0.7572,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,2,8,3,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,5,3,34,19,20,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,3,16,2,11,11,2,22,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,6,18,79,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.1054932348643802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582706027596208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558834672864864,0.11076461446722724,0.08895981177701215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198795322487673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105187610695158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961425453657346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460193363644608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030644261671343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778563143793532,0.0,0.0,0.1943125660150972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932056169013073,0.0,0.10379612888298684,0.0,0.0,0.09195261886181834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562763190606543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022899641937641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401568108711485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591828968185288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494522253716031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487953758706673,0.0,0.13850749495073453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823027043757033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322320822116439,0.2138338723142644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237524245760884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625604685198693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363806910361765,0.0,0.0,0.0858219515768283,0.12607181689068375,0.0,0.10246929613208806,0.0,0.0,0.07339505028524257,0.0,0.0,0.22507871293013526,0.0,0.09336654936702712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161474875411642,0.08671395327101689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420773157827544,0.11723342653216215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,king_turd_the_III,2018/04/10,"ADHD got the best of me today...well the past while. So I'm working and also trying to do school. Apparently I had an exam today. I misread the instructions as saying 'schedule the exam on this day (today)' when in fact it said 'schedule your exam for April 10'.



I've had FOUR weeks to do this and I just kept blowing it off because a) I hate exams b) my life has been a complete shitshow lately and c) apparently reading isn't a forte of mine (when I'm stressed and over burdened I get a weird dyslexia and make odd logical jumps...anyone else have this?).



On top of everything else lately, plus my worsening depression and anxiety, I just don't know anymore. Yes, I am medicated.


Everyday is getting harder to not swerve into a telephone pole on the drive home, I tell you hwhat.",1.8496013931888555,4.3708130855263185,3.811532507739937,83.66102167182666,82.6184210526316,6.208049535603715,25.388544891640862,7.5105763829236425,1.6167410216718263,607,25,112,10,17,205,103,152,0.168,0.7929999999999999,0.039,-0.9482,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,6,6,1,1,11,1,11,2,0,1,1,16,21,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,8,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,6,2,14,1,16,15,1,23,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,14,73,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036911007608495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667448014276908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117753453314548,0.0,0.15709278805737392,0.11075876186098498,0.16230215486046207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656073806608652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623372736534034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608208371971678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215655506059508,0.0,0.13643190373955502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646500473996036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423620184677628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551761280022645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668900772244285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638974633539648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889069575418174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705391135966561,0.0,0.3573700030264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188442160436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057349472799068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957392717906066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121317924757569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844543866559616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067712044265025,0.12596808360871165,0.0,0.16031186026171432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144961181829208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845083039816172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504413521213521,0.0,0.0,0.10754494903163664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127060989107849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531895947643545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,420Beefman369,2018/04/10,"ADHD medication ruined my life. Now I call out for you I was on Dexamphetamine for adhd from the age of 11-18, It instantly stopped me eating, and sleeping was hard, but the teachers said I was better... well this is me
A.D.H.D. drugs may cause long-term brain damage, reducing motivation. Early amphetamine treatment has been linked to slowing in height and weight growth in some children, and a risk for substance abuse in patients first medicated later on In life. At the age of 16 I developed eczema on my hands and my feet :(. now I am 26, addicted to drugs, have a job I do not like that does not pay enough, all my friends have drifted away and cannot motivate myself to improve the situation. I need help",5.733175787728031,6.8283817537313425,5.9793532338308495,78.71233001658376,67.28358208955224,9.239137645107792,32.0530679933665,9.444778638647367,2.866735655058044,561,23,105,11,9,179,96,134,0.15,0.706,0.145,0.0652,1,0,2,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,3,7,0,1,6,0,12,13,4,3,1,18,14,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,7,1,0,1,3,6,2,1,3,0,1,2,3,3,1,1,5,4,15,4,19,8,3,22,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,2,10,70,18,4,0.0,0.1897690159756534,0.0,0.17460319805780775,0.3849737640199988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048003713156366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141652688973901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787968095199679,0.16354609790289185,0.0,0.0,0.16453329820446888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016123548182374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714804781861231,0.16388850504348942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549298191650366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136236038419583,0.0,0.0,0.12374287391128752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434761394706316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735504310199367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893878175378195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625817236323734,0.07824839736293585,0.0,0.0,0.14174074689808533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226982327176068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876011864117185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523533365925758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003186835079238,0.16028040011345612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390488686820964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950374938015088,0.14400732823401727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,omaeissa,2018/04/10,"How do I get my boyfriend to understand I’ve had an ADHD diagnosis for about a year, and received an official evaluation/diagnosis a couple months ago. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 3 years. 

I’ve always had problems with my temper and constantly being irritable. Until my diagnosis and endless research about ADHD, I thought I was just doomed to be an angry asshole. I had no clue how intertwined ADHD and emotions/emotion regulation are. 

My current financial situation doesn’t permit me to see a therapist regularly, so in the meantime I’ve been trying to be more mindful of my moods and reactions. I’ve spent the last 24 years undiagnosed and totally confused and uninformed/misinformed about my feelings and ADHD in general, so needless to say, managing my emotions has been extremely difficult. Receiving an overflow of information and my recent diagnosis has only made me more bitter and resentful. It’s by far the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. 

All that being said, I’ve spent hours upon hours researching ADHD and doing my absolute best to understand it. Everything I’ve learned about ADHD has really helped me to understand myself a hell of a lot better. 
I’ve gone to my boyfriend with lots of tidbits and “fun facts” about ADHD and related them back to me to help him try to understand too. I’ve also asked him to do his own research since I feel like I’m bugging him when I’m always talking about it. I also would just like him to show interest in learning more about it, because it is a huge part of me. His refrain from doing so, however, tells me he doesn’t care enough to understand me better, and that fuckin stings. 

I think because of his lack of understanding, he still sees me as just some shitty asshole who is always pissed off. I wish he could realize how fucking difficult this is, especially when nobody seems to be on your side. He’s really the only support system I have and he does do an awesome job and I’m grateful for him... but a lot of the times it seems like he thinks I’m making excuses. 

This might not be the most accurate comparison and I’m really sorry if this offends anyone, but sometimes I imagine how different things would be if I had been diagnosed with, say, Aspergers. Not to say that Aspergers and ADHD are similar, but I think he’d be much quicker to try to understand the disorder better. I can imagine him doing research and being more understanding and patient. I can see him wanting to know the disorder because the disorder is also partly me. Maybe it’s because I’ve done seemingly fine my entire life that he thinks there’s nothing more to ADHD. Maybe it’s because I don’t have social anxiety and am fine around people. Maybe it’s because he hasn’t seen me pull my hair or dig my nails in my face or hit my head out of frustration. I guess it’s probably because my most intense meltdowns are private. 

Because I’m not physically symptomatic, I think he thinks I’m basically just overreacting. I know he can’t see how hard I’m trying, and it’s killing me inside. It truly hurts and his lack of understanding/wanting to understand is making it that much more difficult. I feel totally alone in this. I feel invalidated. I don’t know how I can help him understand. I really need advice. How can I help him understand? How can I help him WANT to understand?

Sorry for losing structure towards the end of this post. I’m getting emotional and starting to just rant. I think there are still a lot of points I missed, but I’m losing focus and need to just post this. 

Thanks in advance for any advice you guys might have. This is the only place I have to talk about this stuff. Every bit counts. 

TL;DR
My boyfriend has no interest in taking time to research/understand ADHD and seems to still think I’m in complete control of my emotions, and am just an impatient, inconsiderate asshole. How do I get him to have a better understanding of just how difficult managing ADHD is?",4.928515808237171,6.658790363636371,6.218269068392909,73.8538535509898,69.82887700534761,9.634149544985462,32.240454076367385,9.981053928010533,3.541767023172905,3144,143,544,82,57,1058,291,748,0.133,0.774,0.094,-0.9841,4,1,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,1,9,43,38,10,1,26,0,67,8,4,15,5,136,141,55,1,13,19,0,6,3,0,4,2,4,0,1,30,33,0,2,39,1,2,5,11,21,0,0,18,16,79,16,78,107,26,51,2,5,5,2,49,20,4,19,26,378,109,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501262756819832,0.0741048810697408,0.03361148375207014,0.0,0.0,0.039270986970990615,0.0,0.09096758365372723,0.09465093292175908,0.0,0.0,0.025785129525083668,0.0,0.029006704157966013,0.0,0.0,0.02651272490880249,0.0,0.0,0.033754521397623125,0.03544764679077048,0.0,0.0,0.029156137025279867,0.0,0.18491274133600674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979196778791932,0.13413942176128746,0.041395975916022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865931228722845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975566830070013,0.04097523467773875,0.04252758379920561,0.03027395534195614,0.041954877477135014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038485358788325534,0.0,0.03961560851698392,0.13036986248637575,0.0,0.033181768763216934,0.03880266074997357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060786784646276,0.03358355837943719,0.039178806030150816,0.0,0.0,0.034298455496777305,0.03194704149657016,0.0,0.03407771059986179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766886988379571,0.027088195280935173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350540216121729,0.059430823286584875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041770286542541495,0.03754418340766876,0.0,0.0,0.03396653908327558,0.0,0.03891418746828797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270761563826788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746819943707219,0.0,0.040591356647655584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762716478298535,0.0,0.04194998074793566,0.0,0.06251522765334654,0.030907738510032094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026782178147675573,0.055573573216525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483973446659794,0.0,0.1289440565720088,0.0,0.03587835690250198,0.05062031253107352,0.0,0.11427936218887134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044873024596799,0.03828576092865989,0.0,0.030265303736689845,0.0,0.05574729778769605,0.05623053737357507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363827641028892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651366485119197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821216896963836,0.0,0.026287148143215373,0.0,0.03961560851698392,0.0,0.035844195208508775,0.0,0.07262876806942713,0.0,0.0408813660265679,0.036281827118871214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971634192402405,0.0,0.03743885416441546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03606812659535232,0.0904603055837312,0.0,0.0,0.12086102173094095,0.13807429297402912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03136566180140018,0.042620741784204594,0.0,0.03865201017498111,0.0,0.0,0.037501274192463366,0.08489084096528239,0.026838128050826332,0.0,0.09084264428414172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340634676614282,0.0,0.04302821164295188,0.0,0.0,0.028509162916245164,0.060953133243867134,0.033141475383671175,0.03490924387692525,0.0,0.04402501924274892,0.05038126612620331,0.1943674905719968,0.0,0.030102177012301688,0.044219877066166584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297369169170344,0.0,0.0,0.5526268505536186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472932513707712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436031341231184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053870860434859946,0.0,0.0,0.07325267956618749
adhd,maka89,2018/04/10,"Help dealing with hyperfocus Not diagnosed ADHD, but having big trouble with hyper-focus...

I got through a good education (which I found extremely difficult) and worked for some years, but got extremely exhausted and basically wrecked my health(depression, ocd, poor focus/memory, low energy), so I ended up quitting.

Now I am getting help(for depression, ocd). I do feel better than when I was working full time, not being quite as exhausted. But still... I am daydreaming, coming up with projects and ideas( mostly programming and photography stuff currently) and sometimes following them up(but not for too long). Sometimes they are decent sometimes not. I also keep going through all these phases (i.e. learning to brew beer, growing gourmet mushrooms and playing the fiddle). 

Looking up random information online and the programming projects is what exhausts me the most. Some times video games, but thats not too big a problem. I can sit for hours and often forget basic things like  making proper food for myself and going to bed at a decent hour. Things like having to speak with my housemates or doing grocery shopping annoy me( which I find embarrasing, I know I shouldnt), because it interrupts me and because I am so exhausted my mood is in the tank.

Dunno how I can get and keep a job with my attention being dragged in all kinds of directions... Will just give me more things/ideas to obsess about...

How do you deal with hyper-focus? 
Should I get a second opinion for ADHD diagnosis ? Found some symptoms last time(but could be caused by depression), but little symptoms from when I was a kid(most could be masked by anxiety and high iq, I daydreamed a lot even then though).

TL;DR:

How do you deal with hyper-focus? 



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adhd,dataflux,2018/04/10,"Adderall tolerance may be a good thing Thought this was interesting. If you want calm focus where you just sit still and do boring stuff then *tolerance* not sensitivity is what makes it happen. You want to avoid over-stimulation so tolerance is not necessarily a negative. Which links with what Dr Barkley says in his lecture about not taking drug holidays, consistent chronic low dose daily use.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/29580130

BACKGROUND:

The phenomenon of locomotor sensitization to injected amphetamine is well-characterised. The increased locomotor activity found acutely is enhanced with repeated intermittent treatment. This effect arises due to hypersensitization of the dopaminergic system and is linked to drug addiction. A clinical population exposed to chronic repeated intermittent amphetamine treatment, such as is found for attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD), may be expected to be more at risk of addiction following this treatment. However, evidence suggests the opposite may be true. This suggests the route of administration may determine the direction of effects.

AIMS AND METHODS:

We aimed to establish how an oral amphetamine treatment regimen, similar to that used in ADHD, impacts on locomotor activity, specifically whether tolerance or sensitization would arise. Healthy hooded Lister rats were given amphetamine (2 mg/kg, 5 mg/kg and 10 mg/kg) or a vehicle solution once daily for 4 weeks with a 5 day on, 2 day off schedule. Locomotor activity was measured on the first day of treatment to establish the acute effects and on the final day of treatment to examine the chronic effects.

RESULTS:

As expected, acute doses of amphetamine increased locomotor activity, although this only reached statistical significance for the 5 mg/kg and 10 mg/kg doses. **By contrast, after chronic treatment, animals administered these doses showed reduced activity** indicating drug tolerance rather than sensitization had occurred.

CONCLUSION:

We suggest that the route of administration used in ADHD, which results in more stable and longer duration drug levels in the blood, results in tolerance rather than sensitization and that this effect could explain the reduced likelihood of substance addiction in those treated with psychostimulants for ADHD.",10.842426373626372,13.886875765714288,10.630285714285717,42.82525274725276,57.05714285714286,14.184615384615386,48.89010989010989,12.960234197811792,8.293883516483518,1898,124,207,77,26,622,189,350,0.049,0.835,0.116,0.9619,2,1,5,0,0,0,61.0,2,3,0,7,9,9,0,2,20,0,21,18,1,13,1,58,35,18,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,5,17,1,0,0,18,14,0,1,14,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,8,1,6,5,48,17,4,35,0,1,0,0,11,16,0,7,14,142,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34747974768170603,0.5107603521345848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483080713980788,0.0,0.0,0.2740860532192004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177002241150844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928582609583015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639007322607316,0.0,0.0903749468924748,0.0,0.232992062191954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911622756658928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395522580086907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092172002594413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315121881568738,0.0,0.08080679619442192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449309701031557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485021476153391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162914920004507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798856731387742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705868034410454,0.0,0.0,0.08434946619214784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752938538898677,0.0,0.0,0.12533627374875994,0.0,0.08522616341663293,0.0,0.09553019004555648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547590858852453,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SpeedGeek,2018/04/10,"Don't suffer with a crappy pdoc! About 3 years ago I was diagnosed by my previous pdoc and started on medication, and then things with him went downhill.  I mention continuing issues with anxiety and he hands me samples of a medication my insurance won't cover until we try other medications first.  I ask for something else that would be covered and he says no.  After a couple of nasty anxiety attacks that result in ER visits, he adds buspar and a benzo.  The kicker was when I told him that it was a bit difficult dealing with my dad telling me that I was just lazy and wanting the easy way out with medication.  His response was ""You don't have a diagnosis of ADHD, but you don't need one to take Adderall.  I don't have ADHD and I take Adderall.""  It threw me for a loop.  I stopped going to the appointments, and I spent a year being confused and wondering if my dad was right.

Work and home life became strained and towards the end of last year, my wife and our friends told me point blank I needed to get back in to see someone, even if it was just for anxiety.  Our friend recommended the psych office she went to, and I got a referral set up.  It was like night and day.  I told the new pdoc about the previous pdoc and offered to sign off on getting records.  He decided against that and started with a fresh eval.  When all was said and done, he reconfirmed the ADHD diagnosis along with GAD.  Neither of us have any idea why the other pdoc said what he did, but I'm so very happy to have someone in my corner that will listen to my concerns, explain his treatment plan, and answer any questions I have.  We're still figuring everything out with medication and therapy, but my boss and my wife (redundant?) have already seen improvements in me and I just overall feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

TL;DR - Previous pdoc acted like a pill pusher and I questioned my diagnosis for a year before finally finding a new pdoc that has been absolutely fantastic.  If your pdoc isn't a good fit for you, there are others out there that are.  You deserve a provider that you can work with.",5.951925925925927,6.4439144148148175,6.5196049382716055,77.17422222222223,66.58024691358024,9.640493827160494,33.23703703703704,9.592334608150935,3.0611955555555546,1658,69,311,32,25,542,210,405,0.07400000000000001,0.82,0.106,0.9655,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,4,6,0,4,13,12,1,2,25,0,34,11,2,2,1,66,62,33,0,7,9,4,3,3,2,3,8,4,1,0,18,37,1,1,10,0,1,6,8,5,1,2,24,10,46,7,47,33,3,48,0,1,2,0,43,16,0,7,27,215,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31089129846258673,0.0,0.07643675532936897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951557829641231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727727649175965,0.0,0.1978947164298227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061242177626672,0.0980978712265012,0.0,0.06630473467311937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337447954315582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413967279913794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541068547430334,0.0,0.05561053477734169,0.08889825406839802,0.0,0.08752056217348747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824214687313721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203321733006299,0.0,0.07637324950822845,0.0,0.0,0.05695340369383005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774970140122496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359994453713723,0.06160197420250702,0.0,0.09445959236312534,0.07881169185317917,0.07334629497758494,0.0,0.0,0.133240535126523,0.0,0.09010212763566493,0.0,0.04900589552841042,0.07232474639421227,0.06896516298613307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917923133841728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649466063918063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973419809724414,0.0,0.09000061364654394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028809747590901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060906052626592724,0.12638131806569464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343329423003964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787533745808455,0.0,0.16656090120593098,0.0,0.08092002182011658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058430963488498563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151422291680828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319230145598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363904628736732,0.1640469422947061,0.06857271655452922,0.0,0.0,0.06871330357690991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612300738366,0.06638325318763832,0.0,0.0,0.12206657953283236,0.0,0.0688625453712892,0.07209125753442402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966686782102774,0.0,0.07536789699145477,0.0,0.09861031139779003,0.0,0.057286678274582926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247186351266998,0.0,0.058543792169810385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372280149746832,0.0,0.0,0.07114790870896813,0.050860064773843576,0.06844452143086377,0.0,0.10500362252164602,0.0,0.15987018834744415,0.07780820912205264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351161054567232,0.12555139516298827,0.0,0.0,0.06125456717138175,0.0,0.0,0.2221144489989569
adhd,Symdj,2018/04/10,"U.K. Vs USA regarding getting a adult diagnosis Is it fairly easy to get diagnosed over in the states as a adult? In the uk is near impossible. I have had chronic ADD my whole life yet was never diagnosed at school hence I wasted my chance of education and it took 3 years of waiting to see a Adhd doctor. What's it like in the states compared to this?

People in the UK that are certain they have Adhd yet are not diagnosed, are you on a waiting list or are you just left to struggle? What do you do to survive without meds? I never knew how bad my ADD was till I started meds, it was almost like the other half my brain woke up and I think it's criminal that in the uk most are denied treatment as its ruins your potential and makes life so much harder.",3.1538095238095245,4.573118948051949,4.663051948051951,84.48838744588747,73.80519480519482,7.470995670995673,25.82034632034632,8.07648339933343,1.5167073593073597,594,20,121,9,12,199,95,154,0.099,0.81,0.092,-0.4746,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,1,1,5,6,0,1,10,0,15,8,1,2,3,21,26,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,7,1,14,3,21,19,3,21,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,3,9,88,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775273564953734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727963475321227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114415294842185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533840785153798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782582525752127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607644463852628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412176006107254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065345401270565,0.0,0.22188174281229767,0.15346973413437134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048432571854932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489314419898231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546211366758903,0.0,0.24227907912898136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889028912101192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589599089770178,0.1251618426620745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117263489365938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420024162721902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100642013964402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450690838719676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535938695292952,0.0,0.15140671594612842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114581991922553
adhd,mostcleverusername1,2018/04/10,"Giving up medication... Tips? So, my psychiatrists office is closing and I am on my last pill of 50mg Vyvance... I tried getting one last appointment but they didn't answer and haven't called me back yet. 
I haven't taken meds since Saturday. I purposely didn't take my last one on Sunday so I would have one for work on Monday. Ended up staying home sick yesterday and today. 
ANYWAY. Considering I only have one left and haven't taken anything in a couple day I'm thinking of just...stopping. Does anyone have any tips or advance?

I work in an office, very fast paced... Lots of communication and multitasking skills needed. 
I was diagnosed and put on meds only two years ago so I've been on a constant journey to figure out what's best for me and my ADHD. 

Am I just setting myself up for failure? Should I just quit looking for other options and call a different psychiatrist? 

I'm rambling... which makes me feel as if my ADHD unmedicated is only okay during a sick day in bed. ",2.7574937343358386,5.210872195767203,4.647145641882488,79.46223057644113,78.36507936507937,6.730270119743804,24.762183235867447,7.85451343220497,1.6530148148148154,771,28,138,13,19,262,116,189,0.079,0.867,0.054000000000000006,-0.755,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,0,5,1,16,5,0,1,0,25,28,15,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,6,2,20,2,21,20,2,36,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,4,17,91,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004624922320939,0.0,0.11080904218598196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500741967810416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740612805300173,0.0,0.10286814087449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961208270793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311846233804902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25528736118331524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350855719871759,0.0,0.0,0.13831522055271436,0.0,0.16123526090490173,0.0,0.0,0.1268770452674694,0.0,0.1306032089437721,0.0,0.0,0.10939237439829907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071697889544203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320608551087746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530974803420891,0.11991581003956785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253898135567064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056863177205476,0.0,0.0,0.13581787178726196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497238706962578,0.0,0.0,0.1062744470737576,0.0,0.0,0.08344154617062756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27770387728097096,0.12592899088597045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268933251994796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33882542869670296,0.28521491073922617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566415702323053,0.0,0.1329577871779193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340510307071857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323827918308015,0.0,0.10450944919038377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398790781078427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009790500936055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848975148741644,0.0,0.0,0.08486992296204045,0.0,0.1221113376296069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314189271384824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200968608853316,0.0,0.0,0.08879968659749939,0.0,0.0,0.08049886878107998
adhd,ledzepplinfan,2018/04/10,"Vyvanse made me smoke again. Any advice? Vyvanse is definitely the best medication I've had. It lasts all day, the side effects aren't bad, and there isn't a mind numbing comedown. However, for some reason, it makes me want to smoke.

 I have heard from other people that stimulants can have this effect. I used to smoke a lot, but luckily I managed to quit and went a few months without smoking at all, before having just one at a show with some friends. It wasn't a big deal. 

But today, after taking 60 mgs of vyvanse, I smoked another one by myself because I just really felt like I had to. Now I kind of feel gross with myself. Has anyone else experienced increased cravings on vyvanse? Are there things I can do to combat this?",3.619042553191491,5.617544326241133,4.6421453900709215,82.70875000000002,73.822695035461,6.969503546099293,26.643617021276608,7.793537801064563,1.6608765957446805,574,21,106,8,12,187,97,141,0.05,0.773,0.177,0.9375,1,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,7,0,14,2,0,7,2,25,23,4,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,7,4,12,4,17,16,8,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,8,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693035598939264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300865306516131,0.2005885167182956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375726494418413,0.19600338577213644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597225621412436,0.11661109250139685,0.0,0.16277716822333554,0.0,0.20075132964895864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336885291454662,0.19721579147612814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598016532179609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672403198819944,0.0,0.18367231077327412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779332770395326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920334183135666,0.0,0.15593020268314073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345662233495804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626313816969621,0.0,0.18100707892068246,0.1276902803854805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270865525440745,0.0,0.0,0.1931524837880482,0.0,0.15268910549366374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592516316964075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261922533099182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034647954565087,0.0,0.0,0.12254788271390375,0.19668216892939244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438293374461505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708728326956426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132441552910786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521666131211285,0.0,0.0,0.11283020160534694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733152387965134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440066181081036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PapaNewGuinea12,2018/04/10,"Just switched from Vyvanse to Concerta. I feel like garbage. A bit of background: I was diagnosed by a very good psychiatrist with ADD ~8 years ago. I've been on Vyvanse off and on since then. I didn't really like the side effects of Vyvanse (nausea, depleted personality, loss of appetite, etc). My psychiatrist and I tried other doses and adding Intuniv. I basically just started taking the medication when I needed to really focus on something boring.

I moved from the US to Estonia earlier this year to study. Estonia is a small Baltic country and there isn't very good mental healthcare available here. Vyvanse has also not been approved here. After spending months looking for an English-speaking psychiatrist, I finally got one. Estonia basically only has Adderall and Concerta for treating ADD and she prescribed Concerta. 

I started with 36 mg last week and have basically felt terrible ever since. I don't feel the effects of the medication intensely like I did with Vyvanse. I don't feel like I'm focusing as well as with Vyvanse. My biggest complaint is that my mood seems to change very quickly. I'll be in a great mood and then all of a sudden I'll be really depressed, and vice-versa. 

I would just like to know if this is common and if it will get better. I know I've only been on it for a week and that medications can take some time to stabilize. Has anyone been in a similar situation? Thanks in advance!",5.229965598406661,7.301163334600762,6.4334492123845735,71.24424588086187,69.64638783269962,9.572261452109363,34.57704146297302,9.957137785484203,3.973885895346732,1139,58,186,30,21,382,144,263,0.061,0.82,0.119,0.9366,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,6,11,18,0,0,13,0,22,5,0,2,2,37,39,19,0,4,6,0,4,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,7,17,0,0,9,0,1,2,5,4,1,1,9,5,19,12,33,26,4,32,0,2,1,0,3,11,0,4,24,125,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379058830829886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363445634681558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186997444798066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355396389694912,0.12782871252018058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386255355682718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084688818629048,0.11884087174968135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058299006597476,0.0,0.10591192285158403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760816275700614,0.16729399660883376,0.11242191140858364,0.12826311923478412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117314108139485,0.0,0.0,0.19641409280541686,0.09364519475303013,0.12908886497380986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869594023735895,0.09544155762054743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860140451343117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983236168741221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538585964994131,0.11799618803210007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934577510273382,0.12444498400943635,0.0,0.08681854984363327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934120240661009,0.17809992635942815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102235879166562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502685063038905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659163549380844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371120388851965,0.1316107285399514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901393167786184,0.0,0.0,0.16574960629741078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606975122435514,0.0,0.0,0.10779800695828536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827438933479701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949440821919257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408412816846868,0.0,0.0,0.2898271886341425,0.0,0.0,0.18784030729146395,0.0,0.10527530240946648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317526739449588,0.0,0.0,0.15080041816294676
adhd,lunabar264,2018/04/10,"Terrible day today after what I thought was a period of progress, need some advice now The day started with my dad screaming at me. I woke up to him screaming my name from downstairs and I thought “oh no, what is it this time?” He started telling me that I am a lazy fuck because I never leave my room. Then my mom joined, together they had a lot of things to say about how lazy I am, how my personality got worse  and how disrespectful to them i am(because I was screaming back), how I am terrible influence on my younger siblings (cause I wanted to buy some soda the day before), how I am unmotivated and do nothing all day. 

Initially I was screaming back at them that screaming at me is not helpful and not supportive. Finally I realized that they are right in a lot of these points and I agree with them but also realized that screaming back at them is not helpful either. So I started apologizing and saying that I know that I am lazy and unmotivated and my personality did get worse (I really don’t know how to deal with anger anymore and I scream back at them and sometimes criticize them  which I never did before) but I said that I am trying and I just want them to acknowledge that. 

To that my dad replied that I am not trying and what I am saying I prolly have seen in movies and now I am just repeating what the characters in movies say and don’t actually mean it. He said that if I was really trying they would’ve seen it. 

That was the part that hurt the most. They said some other nasty things some which are true but were said in a horrible way. 

I’ve felt terrible but now I just need some advice. How do I stop victimizing myself? A lot of the legit things that they were angry about  were for my victim mentality: I blamed them for my behavior (I guess it’s partly true but it’s still not something I should tell to my parents) and I just can’t help but feel pity for myself even though I realize that it’s not productive. 

Also, how do you guys deal with anger? I know that anger management is a common issue with ADHD but I never actually learned how to deal with it because up until recently I used to not let it out and just feel sorry for myself. Now I am letting it out but in a very not healthy way, because I guess none of my family knows how to. 

I would rumble more but these are my two main issues rn, would really appreciate some help. ",3.8634715496368015,5.163365934322037,5.119428571428575,82.37835593220342,71.86016949152544,8.529878934624698,26.62130750605327,9.002800196639251,1.9815699031477,1859,62,378,37,35,618,188,472,0.224,0.728,0.049,-0.9979,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,13,1,31,21,6,0,14,0,40,2,0,13,6,103,71,42,0,8,24,4,3,0,0,3,0,15,1,3,38,24,1,1,15,0,1,0,16,18,0,1,22,20,75,3,46,44,17,50,0,2,2,1,43,18,1,13,30,299,113,2,0.0,0.0,0.14453048997325316,0.0,0.08899756071822637,0.14472786815041305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844064127263165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344087986724243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277693719634407,0.0,0.1805685837497197,0.0,0.12602764497950955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607303959737673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910327617361129,0.2290368055648175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048911442955306236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981077034424019,0.0,0.07488705017690553,0.0,0.07110268911589869,0.0811216654984749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846099399651914,0.03868974275615572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922711227994744,0.0,0.16315590649540634,0.07332431477659769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985452071768955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927548669054005,0.0,0.0,0.15458461109647004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279081745761073,0.0,0.0,0.07841165079896878,0.0,0.15144883708538406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887215810491248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066564880397302,0.0,0.0,0.07462821232433657,0.0,0.0,0.08673021773772159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981902516476318,0.17134318892041728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105604664657683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222731964748621,0.16038480741210526,0.0,0.0,0.12932080306749916,0.0,0.0,0.07000421407076514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142321136534961,0.0,0.0731186052928243,0.0,0.0,0.06324103175870271,0.2817662207924958,0.2355603210004876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057009774497929974,0.07324051247975792,0.08289649926594267,0.15724571722698327,0.0,0.05913898452481575,0.06191179458609361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403469854500628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294515289788832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759297503564964,0.0,0.07275689712833851,0.11757994460787904,0.04318101888347053,0.0,0.07019377875853554,0.0,0.0,0.1508317939957218,0.0,0.07233922014252639,0.0,0.0,0.06395819193750364,0.0,0.06110164893595331,0.08735699696762897,0.1175599731866982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093308322433385,0.15781581469974118,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GoodThingsGrowInOnt,2018/04/10,"Darkest Hour (film) - Winston Churchill and ADHD? Has anyone seen this film and connected it to ADHD?  I don't know how historically accurate the film is to the real Churchill, but the portrayal really screams ADHD  There's a couple scenes that stand out:

-Meeting with His Royal Majesty King George VI, he is visibly nervous.  The meeting is just a formality.  You'd expect a career politician to not show nervousness.  The King mentions that ""people are scared of you because they never know what's going to come out of your mouth.""

-He failed as a politician despite being universally acclaimed as a man of great merit.

-He was charged with running a war effort, but couldn't balance his household budget.

-Someone mentions the failure of a military strategy he had done as an attempt to undermine him, instead defending against the attack on his ego, he insists the strategy was sound, even though the matter was long since passed.

-He openly admits to being unable to being able to do rudimentary tasks, cook, drive - ""I *believe* I could boil an egg, but that's only because I've seen it done.""  Most people wouldn't say something like this for fear of losing face; a politician certainly wouldn't.

A couple things that weren't mentioned in the film:

-He liked to sit on the roof and watch the bombs drop, a highly impractical thing for the leader to do but fits with ADHD need for stimulation.

-Poor performance/attentativeness in school

-Famously impulsive quips and generally terrible impulse control

-The invention of the tank at a time when British land doctrine was cemented in the past",6.424622823984528,8.663056014184399,6.230367504835591,73.22454545454549,66.87234042553192,8.815215989684074,34.094777562862674,9.339509955726095,3.5158595744680854,1284,60,198,26,22,402,176,282,0.181,0.748,0.071,-0.9886,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,1,7,7,15,2,4,29,0,24,5,2,3,2,35,32,14,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,11,11,3,1,3,6,2,5,7,10,0,0,10,6,11,5,34,14,1,27,0,2,3,0,23,12,0,1,9,126,22,3,0.12511330814513774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014475327597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874821340843904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233444995870034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525358227710683,0.0,0.0,0.14095985435007835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777403667763473,0.0,0.0,0.14032521368529882,0.09989279599135238,0.2768709915388831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25606870529051345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263616005815176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078725523343907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110477625619943,0.0,0.0,0.1379378639187928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218907925261567,0.0,0.0,0.12321140636623222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751800432177885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222480852848288,0.0,0.0,0.11072134062224293,0.0,0.1399697890696032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276993268464846,0.09649509623232017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515430866596446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194348094904366,0.1734756292664201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240633545815853,0.08015078890712636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949512431749942,0.1252602476463588,0.12662134732361507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349502138291032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600809998334436,0.09631833709332413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623944516282266,0.0,0.12292319001763582,0.0,0.07295457611400177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BitterVet2015,2018/04/10,"Dating with ADHD? In my last relationship, my ADD was mocked and ridiculed as being bogus and an excuse. Is there anywhere to meet people with ADD? Maybe I could find someone that understands? Sorry if this does not belong here, just having a real bad time of it lately.",3.7288,6.406230280000003,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,76.2,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.5789999999999997,214,5,35,2,5,68,46,50,0.18600000000000005,0.79,0.024,-0.8334,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252881972095996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259949874000452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610495181953526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686183251793824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473840209301737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062909408816286,0.30532328478820586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719205973235466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876458764240049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080774139673302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905942255491579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933460928818444,0.0,0.0,0.3029886727635109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782764912792918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817730798732413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,acromionradio,2018/04/10,"Advice? Last week I landed my dream job 3 weeks out of school. Amazing, supportive staff, fulfilling role, my own desk and phone and extension... It is the most legitimate job I’ve ever had and I am so passionate about it! I’m on a 90-day “introduction” period (probation) before I become a full-fledged, permanent employee. 

The downside? I just finished reading the employee orientation packets and it clearly states that under no circumstance should employees that interact with patients (it’s a medical job) directly, use Scheduled substances at any time. 

I have been on medication therapy for my ADHD for almost a year now, and am near fully functional. I have never known normal until now. Honestly, I don’t know if I could have finished school without it, and I definitely wouldn’t have this job without it.

I have considered just not saying anything. But if they find out, it may result in immediate termination. I have major anxiety just thinking of that circumstance and I kind of wish I hadn’t read the employee handbooks now!!!

Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Anyone else with ADHD work in the medical field? I just don’t know what to do. Being off my medication will compromise my position, but divulging this information will also compromise my position. ",5.50750587230408,8.412803820627804,6.754119154388218,65.55263079222723,71.33183856502242,10.705018150758065,34.385863762545384,10.608840637214634,4.921939739483237,1024,53,149,36,21,344,136,223,0.029,0.885,0.085,0.8925,8,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,11,6,0,0,9,0,24,5,0,2,3,42,31,14,0,8,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,13,11,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,1,21,6,22,19,3,27,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,5,15,115,34,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673228932614147,0.217360296941271,0.0,0.0,0.11136794801741078,0.0,0.0,0.08894034468253963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126300263451528,0.0,0.0850808440422364,0.0,0.0,0.07776564344629477,0.113955151659112,0.09152226901502837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283064573134725,0.09463763505134272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879787441425795,0.0,0.0,0.07172588518563427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290768909981907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006023134210336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165049452913996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261734187811014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414635901022943,0.0,0.0,0.11581558624596583,0.12224411536665587,0.09065685179362548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44815846316184094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577755134185124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896923013026444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224945689520358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844437145138202,0.0,0.22511546275629052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620794642072275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271865466094989,0.0,0.0,0.07126348301318225,0.0,0.0,0.06485163643109322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605594118828953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784234386313617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278942769188393,0.21441879996012547,0.0,0.08096743710892945,0.0,0.0,0.07900549904117055,0.0,0.0,0.0716202223677445
adhd,Jrudny,2018/04/10,"12 year old son Hi. I have a soon to be 13 year old. He started on Adderall rx and was doing phenomenal. Social, honor roll at school, happy! He lost 6 lbs in the first two months and is very small to begin with. We are also seeing an endocrinologist since he has not grown within the chart parameters since age 2. Our Dr. Switched him to vivance because he thought it would help with appetite. It has been a bit of a disaster. I wish I knew then what I have read on here. First of all, same thing with the intense mood swings. He is almost unbearable at times. He is angry and depressive. Since we started vivance his grades went from honor roll to C average. He has no interest in being social. Recently, he was signed up for track but refused to go. He is taking pediasure protein shakes once a day. I give him a multi-vitamin and a DHA supplement. I did not know about the magnesium. I will research proper dosage for his age. I hate to switch his medication again! I feel like we lost three months and in junior high, kids can be cruel and unforgiving. Does anyone have any other suggestions for better protein intake in kids? He only weighs 60 lbs. He is a very fussy eater and thus far pediasure is all he will drink. I have tried the protein cookies but he wont eat them. I hate this! ",2.2381514138035925,4.631528924901186,3.596304347826088,86.61044314381273,79.9090909090909,6.5800547278808175,22.7742474916388,7.748469712250963,1.1718660383095163,1010,33,199,17,26,330,158,253,0.12,0.802,0.078,-0.9346,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,4,0,1,7,5,14,3,1,13,0,27,6,0,1,2,30,44,11,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,6,13,3,1,4,2,0,4,4,7,0,4,9,2,21,6,26,28,4,36,0,3,1,0,33,13,0,1,20,117,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274064784170552,0.0,0.0,0.101748988887089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652348733874693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889649755581365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756066931036218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252813902969842,0.1389065815845802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205540827078042,0.0,0.10958646320707076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113433363469642,0.0,0.0,0.12464088770317147,0.0,0.1301921524716068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433333655039518,0.09089599953878427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645036155944405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205445255205902,0.0723100179014526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354429656361915,0.0,0.2512344798099928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528227245969326,0.13442971331057088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992448241768345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062160108650883776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777818957245679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817487567276364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031139399255212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670213731420825,0.1355000642638642,0.0,0.09676719519156543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272684376507856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256282316177926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876760709697568,0.10138902999607054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315747854487777,0.0,0.0,0.2593980929774866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011376908868215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566413828646482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452862021771143,0.0,0.0,0.1010095888430156,0.0741911722749625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638353843291602,0.0,0.12428913635210785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996276047700568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179471985631854,0.0,0.0,0.14631282808027998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038338756896128,0.0,0.0,0.16386905708084326
adhd,_Will-o-the-Wisp_,2018/04/10,"How do you manage to keep a healthy social life AND do well in school/university? I have to give up my social life in order not to fail my work or vice versa I’m in the 2nd year of my degree and I literally can’t remember the last time I went out and had fun or lived the student life. I spend my whole life frantically trying to make my deadlines. I spend way more time than anyone else I know on my work just to scrape a pass because not being able to concentrate or focus makes everything take so damn long. 

I’m not naturally a reclusive person at all so it makes me very depressed to constantly miss out on what my friends are doing just so I can scrape a half decent grade. It’s been like this all through my GCSEs, A-levels, foundation degree and now at university. I feel like I’ve missed the fun part of being a teenager/young adult because I had to spend 4x as long as other people did to get good grades

I keep telling myself it’s only one more year but I will be 26 when I finish university and I feel like I’ve wasted my young years alone in my room trying to keep up with the work because of my frazzled ADHD brain

Does anyone else have a similar experience? Did you find you had more time to relax and socialise when you went on medication and could focus more? (I’m not on meds yet)

I can’t carry on like this it’s not natural 


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adhd,pinkkirbys,2018/04/10,How do you deal with the unsate-able urge to move and do Seriously I am attempting to just sit for an hour till my class. And I'm dying I have no coping mechanisms my body is on fire it's maddening,2.8241085271317843,3.46651962790698,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,73.65116279069767,9.454263565891472,23.635658914728683,9.725611199111238,1.7903705426356584,156,4,36,4,3,55,37,43,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,5,6,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747911158333236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406733889473581,0.0,0.0,0.4436167638395193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209437485904024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543026391763648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,subiegyal,2018/04/10,"I’m so FRUSTRATED. (rant) It’s beyond me how even with the proper planning and extra time dedicated to do something I STILL manage to mess up on completing assignments. From this past Thurs I knew I had an assignment due today and put time aside knowing people that completed it took approx 2 hours to do it. I got to it and did at least the easy part to get myself going, that took an hour. I work full time so I figured I’d give myself 4 hours on Sunday and 2 on Monday. Yet, here I am with 2/11 tasks done on this assignment due at 1. I’m tired because I can’t sleep properly and have been getting 4 hours each night and while doing my work getting so tired I fall asleep at my desk. I’ve missed two classes because my sleep has been poop and I’ve been getting tired at 6 when I’m supposed to get ready. I hate getting side tracked and I hate feeling the pressure and just not being able to do what I need to even with it right in front of me. What’s even more annoying is that I’m diagnosed but my previous doctor brushed it off and said I just need to plan better and sleep more and that I’d be growing out of it. Welp... I’m 20, nothing has changed. ",2.591189647672902,3.9135205330578566,3.8591866028708175,90.0798325358852,75.07438016528927,6.912918660287082,25.133536320139193,7.475848149327749,1.0530297520661156,907,30,199,11,19,297,135,242,0.08800000000000001,0.856,0.056,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,14,8,4,1,5,0,18,10,5,1,0,28,43,19,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,15,17,0,0,4,0,0,7,2,7,0,1,11,3,21,1,28,30,7,41,0,1,0,0,2,16,0,0,18,123,36,9,0.10492502030934717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792263700349862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279765382228444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099675892608928,0.0,0.22002377502460044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649668695966108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739520434041264,0.0,0.10737472496541736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079059590286679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053053242912517125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32891395494674786,0.10065364035217143,0.05963130703984389,0.0,0.08391812382440456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207183469722861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41332003787552507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766404713567753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560114611855216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846502374451672,0.0,0.10067838683026524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362357212643652,0.1001628043987908,0.07274179779037074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547862589596384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960539404361156,0.09980772190207213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150023877125161,0.0,0.0,0.08077640680682725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379325675621876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354786938112636,0.36178762725471386,0.09945665069265927,0.0,0.2331511165117247,0.0,0.0,0.1024964986404834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527733288723307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,gotc91,2018/04/10,"Need Y’alls Help Hi everybody. I am currently a college student studying education. I do have ADHD, and take medication. In one of my classes we discuss special population(special education). I noticed that a lot of classmates did not understand ADHD. So I emailed the professor about it, and now I’m giving a presentation about my experience growing up, and in schools. What they did wrong and how to improve the system for us. If you have anything you want me to bring up or have any suggestions let me know. Thanks  everybody. ",4.037727272727274,7.1961842234042575,5.317195357833653,72.16136363636362,79.1063829787234,8.524564796905223,35.14119922630561,9.095868883498916,4.142736170212766,423,25,67,12,11,140,70,94,0.032,0.7979999999999999,0.17,0.8885,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,3,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,17,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,14,2,11,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,3,53,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227096589116512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788601071237198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895801379376672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272588367048706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861556362076128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576452529210174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195149788102422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223762351928565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848839086977876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219076595498142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125010821259333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758928408764125,0.0,0.0,0.14736225722297486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008969250158794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350921830084966,0.0,0.0,0.20021574097278155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639233721739366,0.26158778225805096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826853264289526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377676232056901,0.0,0.0
adhd,HippyRunner,2018/04/10,Struggling with exams Anyone else struggling to revise for uni exams? I've already been for a run and walked the dog twice to try and get rid of some energy but still can't seem to sit down and focus on my dissertation (which is due Monday).,9.41,6.4857966666666655,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,61.5,11.266666666666667,32.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.504258333333333,192,4,37,2,2,62,41,48,0.08,0.887,0.033,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,23,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34850556325328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082256627429644,0.32358594251097555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638197721311858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499834147665826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875026974397416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522072691128411,0.0,0.0,0.6603089688649693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441510573051856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,asklearnknow,2018/04/10,"For the life of me I can't seem to care enough and just finish my assignments I got diagnosed a year ago at 30, after seeing psychologists for what they described as ""atypical depression/possible bipolar"". Nope, just severe inattentive ADHD, with depressive symptoms because I spent 30 years feeling like I can't actualise things I want to the way I want to and had a lot of self blame.

Anyway, I am working on my second post grad. I started this one to make up for my first post grad, before I had my diagnosis. I am able to get high grades even when I work last minute; I always put this habit of constant procrastination down to laziness. Nope, just ADHD. But yeah, so this was my chance to ""fix up"" and prove how much better I could be if only I started working earlier and putting in more effort. Except, the course felt easy, I didn't feel like I was learning anything new, and I could hyperfocus the very last minute and submit a week's writing in 10 hours and still get high grades. My interest just dropped, but I am studying abroad and I'll be damned if I go back without a degree. 

It has got to the point where I just NEVER do my assignments; I took a break from uni to work on this, but it's been 6 months and I still don't feel like I can force myself to do it. How do you guys make yourselves do things that have a high reward on paper (qualification) but can't seem to sum up any damn enthusiasm. It's just always ""I'll do it later"" even if I schedule a time, it feels uncomfortable to even think about it, so when the time comes I just think ""do it later"" and it never comes. I can't even seem to make myself sit on a desk and open the document at this point I have gone into complete and utter avoidance mode.

I also have to add that I have stopped feeling guilty about my struggles, because I spent 30 years feeling like I was out of control of my own wants. I felt pressure and judgment from people, but now to be honest I feel quite happy not studying, and just looking after my emotional needs, which I had neglected so much before. I think a part of me doesn't want to go back to studying because it will stress me out due to my ADHD. But anyway, how do you make yourself work on something important when you feel completely uninterested in it regardless? It just feels like work, and not work that I learn something from as I already know most of the content. ",6.3069995121157945,5.8436183932346735,6.598023255813953,80.1605053667263,65.91331923890064,9.391087981785658,31.722963083428198,8.730908602173464,2.33808577004391,1872,64,377,25,26,605,217,473,0.092,0.799,0.109,0.7478,0,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,1,13,33,19,2,4,17,1,36,4,0,8,3,90,80,36,0,11,22,0,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,24,23,0,4,21,0,2,8,14,8,0,3,16,13,57,11,57,58,8,72,0,2,2,0,7,24,2,8,39,263,81,18,0.0677466905492654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442550705890319,0.0,0.06005335357051935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476015764929331,0.054177003956042386,0.112741347222432,0.0,0.0,0.046070072706508106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574975392991231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418604655748363,0.0,0.12389326127035298,0.0,0.1152948877557844,0.0,0.0,0.05991644241441343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907226609521705,0.0,0.0,0.1167155504125106,0.14206223221235742,0.07321010503101326,0.07598367406902375,0.10818043961041324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058350125299884176,0.06876146485087142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620590841266446,0.0,0.07000044116929327,0.0,0.17898420069413662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082928607180082,0.24199124632412014,0.13009489405415492,0.0,0.0,0.05762530037279224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078969934090892,0.0,0.07700401092448778,0.0,0.10836643442041652,0.0,0.0,0.0670798747632881,0.0,0.07211761183428497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473429435014035,0.0,0.0,0.06671684365942743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037231809396857336,0.11044518965597856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047851491042609474,0.16548805492426266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689015762137089,0.0,0.0,0.05759581366040532,0.0,0.0,0.18088576801323267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407476205529466,0.0,0.09960322517566184,0.0502333126270813,0.10450084840517636,0.06543017588882978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045906910814314375,0.051524410945510614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336306399805477,0.0,0.04696702512301039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280850404692245,0.0,0.12976520526249966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620827152699658,0.0,0.07205694450411511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539853411741708,0.18502212806489424,0.07067457324708899,0.07653447699186698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430942437732753,0.0,0.0,0.09590291252214538,0.0,0.1082051891692222,0.05663926679518139,0.07760360513200898,0.07082355034560961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041475122520761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001578181805116,0.13022803143749714,0.0,0.0,0.07900728012746075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526906592425234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589811471054194,0.15983501336873712,0.05377416960912467,0.05434230874124128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530539214320187,0.0,0.3452427830533881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087994265368527
adhd,IdkHowToCode,2018/04/10,"College student, high work load, Adderall prescription to treat ADHD diagnosis. Advice please Hello,

I was diagnosed with ADHD 4 years ago and have been prescribed Adderall since. During the school year, I take it pretty much every day consistently. I'm the summer time I give my body a break and do not take it from mid-way through May until late August. Right now I am taking 45mg of instant release a day. I have 3 weeks of classes left until I graduate college. My workload is rather large and I know my body is taking a toll from it. I have a Fitbit to help monitor my heart rate and sleep cycles. My heart rate is fine and averages resting at 70bpm. However, my sleep is what worries me. I have gotten an average of 4 hours of sleep a night during the week monday through Thursday (I try to catch up on the weekends when possible. Frankly, getting 7-8 hours of sleep simply isn't going to be possible in the last weeks of this semester. I drink plenty of water, eat vegetables, etc... but I am worried I could hurt my body with very little sleep and taking my medication too. Does anybody have any input on how to best balance your health with minimal sleep and still taking your Adderall during the day time? Thank you ",4.232125506072877,6.145423773504272,4.996918578497528,81.17293522267208,71.94871794871796,7.490418353576249,28.127755285650025,8.20500826718156,2.057832478632478,969,37,173,15,19,313,145,234,0.041,0.88,0.079,0.765,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,2,6,5,0,0,12,0,18,18,11,1,0,17,31,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,25,4,26,25,4,38,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,26,105,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692803164433796,0.08412661155754841,0.07631400784037841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058544472218404024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034663760014254,0.0,0.0,0.2868813155954413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873623557850264,0.0,0.0,0.16656369447075767,0.0,0.0,0.08738001553207725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533835103003447,0.0,0.0,0.08433588626458173,0.0,0.08809204399710906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601363177664976,0.0,0.0,0.0725349345845523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044978717667918534,0.082585824107977,0.04892719843306767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151014454213784,0.0,0.2040352444885928,0.05770462777571145,0.09095930894956357,0.0,0.0,0.1695635439953271,0.0,0.0921616294094722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047313071215694204,0.07017522393184092,0.09711380074404764,0.0,0.09353754827192104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628526838178634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672709201540807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328640163331263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079007478815949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450148430408373,0.0,0.19410814068169352,0.0,0.08758495874645636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352079155527562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712815246113302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712149269662422,0.0,0.516915865023801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875196107851801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883759190807445,0.0,0.0,0.07926053876634577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040009152884134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058449778452798674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103365441987221,0.0,0.06833460843017979,0.20716974800450697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267488797472112,0.17485810377694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087888103915193
adhd,Boontaker,2018/04/10,"Do I need medication? It has taken me a few weeks of thinking about this to actually post.  Throughout my life I have had difficulty focusing on any mental task, physical tasks I can force myself if there is a reward (money) but without that motivation I don’t even clean my own house.

When I was in grade school I took ridalin(SP) everyday that I remembered to take it, telling a 12yo  to remember to take ADD meds seems like a bad call.  I performed well in school and was an A student till Jr year (11) in highschool, I stopped taking medication in my freshman year (9) and attribute my poor grades to leaving school in my car whenever I felt like it.  I always did my homework but never at home, usually I would get signed up for an assistance class or study hour and cram all my work in during that time, sometimes I would start completing the work during the class it was assigned.

At 16 I started working, I had basic physical jobs for a teenager until I was 18 and got a sales position at Best Buy.  I noticed then that I was very unhappy and wanted a drastic change in my life, I was overweight, lonely and with no motivation.

So at 18 I joined the United States Marine Corps, hoping they would beat me into shape and help me get motivation.  After I completing boot camp I was given more free reign over my diet and workout routine.  I quickly went back to being overweight...in the USMC.  I was fit enough to pass all the fitness tests but could never motivate myself to do more.  The bare minimum became my lifestyle.

After getting out I decided to use my GI bill and try going to a university.  While attending I spoke to a therapist about depression and anxiety and possibly ADHD.  While the therapy was full of good crying and stuff I never could bring myself to focus on schoolwork and ultimately I dropped out.

Now it’s 4 years later and here I am trying to figure out what’s wrong, I have a decent full time job for someone without a degree, But I am unhappy and I can’t seem to get anything done in my life.

My typical day is to come home and sit at my computer loading up games to play, only to turn them off after 20 mins because I’m bored, then I’ll load the same game 45 mins later and do it again.  Or I’ll just listen to music and walk around my house for hours (inside not outside).

I have recently started smoking marijuana, it has definitely mellowed me out, but I still never leave the house unless it’s for work so I’m not sure my problem was ever social anxiety.

I just want to be able to enjoy my day to day life, I want to like doing something again.  Recently I find myself spending large amounts of money on things I’ll never touch again hoping it would spark some motivation inside me.

Do I need medication?  

I have talked to the VA doctors and they put me on zanex for depression, but I could never take them regularly and ended up stopping them all together.  Also when I asked my therapist for help about my focus issue she gave me homework....that stuff never made it to my car.

I know I must sound like a child, asking for a miracle cure to my problem.  I don’t know what else to do.  Hard work and lifestyle change do not work for me. ",5.871942894507412,6.057227420967744,6.779973844812558,76.29914995640804,66.7258064516129,9.734960767218832,31.918047079337413,9.567723090172098,2.8864071490845684,2491,94,469,47,37,832,306,620,0.113,0.752,0.135,0.9426,3,2,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,5,15,23,22,0,0,26,0,45,10,0,8,13,100,87,42,0,18,17,0,3,4,0,5,9,3,4,1,20,30,2,2,16,4,8,11,16,8,1,0,23,6,83,15,78,54,14,99,0,3,0,0,20,33,0,8,55,329,103,28,0.061892187143148224,0.0,0.06039784659638259,0.0,0.07438238147129272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949515969734432,0.05149925778283704,0.0,0.0,0.04208880963087228,0.0,0.0946947075162851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093199646269675,0.0550971684630758,0.11572168029544135,0.0,0.0,0.04759127153636624,0.05167739102614472,0.03772890281995132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495203196223244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319884303452085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094745477260458,0.0533146389150443,0.12978556134290675,0.0,0.0,0.14824762566209984,0.0,0.0679856613435356,0.1197460214833175,0.0,0.1066153001897667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334927613753655,0.0,0.06333719595584067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051702980526108916,0.0,0.054818107234418885,0.06395117414336655,0.0,0.04087920588893041,0.05598502666556299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059426205648469926,0.0,0.05656833777732718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293444531059013,0.0,0.03517475625946357,0.051912230120743016,0.04950083601727205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544324281578066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297005682147983,0.0,0.12416582017012195,0.12294581392576925,0.12190267420861403,0.21424582247724264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459936328240423,0.12283689123686052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802865486669314,0.0,0.0,0.1310697793165072,0.0,0.0,0.17486512859453507,0.12094958537205325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856388396532587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874826732121424,0.1870496014751756,0.062372767442519385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178454506717744,0.3341454917997282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046466528112859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047071797291131236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697741415318979,0.05927560670240563,0.0,0.0,0.11844492874708056,0.0,0.062218742815659464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222213614953395,0.0,0.14022356574473718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879145929651126,0.0,0.11268864533427896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630912905255239,0.05244104931865076,0.04764762944147703,0.061212955663700996,0.0,0.1314228258517779,0.0,0.04942718060191557,0.10348927960071637,0.0,0.0,0.14170349340573155,0.0,0.0,0.05833265391846908,0.0,0.18614088861567932,0.04974659559128184,0.05409649957168674,0.0,0.07077910995578482,0.1437231992262048,0.04111841898806992,0.03965801442434575,0.0,0.0,0.07217966409390843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876449722493938,0.08404146472066591,0.06732092682280519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053454977782725496,0.0681655000758407,0.051067536267298055,0.10951684664491053,0.0,0.04964617924705572,0.0,0.05564850919455324,0.057374677552987516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932371955629235,0.0,0.2703494962356187,0.0,0.0,0.17586573589156732,0.06766939064272194,0.0,0.11956961791536892
adhd,ConfidentlyWorried,2018/04/10,"Starting to struggle badly New to this subreddit. I don't know what to do, I can't for the life of me focus on the work I need to do for uni and I'm going to fail. Can someone please point me in the direction of some assistance with dealing with this horrible thing?",1.8325000000000031,3.606915821428572,3.7387142857142885,88.20628571428574,78.28571428571428,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.6049614285714284,210,8,45,4,5,71,39,56,0.21600000000000005,0.746,0.038,-0.8939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,13,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674242016377737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301992835503521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202507757660089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760199998004261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262264332627671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374869183591151,0.0,0.30933279186441553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515762308583147,0.30277240299438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137604024925044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266990366097167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33483092870452685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127828079581055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331709501272601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,joe12124,2018/04/10,"Got off adderall for the first time in a year, Feel like shit. This post is mostly to share about my experience and a odd way to help me articulate my brain right way. 

So to start off i was on 40mg of adderall a day, and there is a noticable diffrence in being able to multitask, listen, and basicly made me a super human at times. However i could tell it was a demodivator, the die off period was always tearable, and got depressed once a month like a period.

For those reasons I stoped about a week ago. And iv felt the weirdest mood swings since getting off, such as being the most depressed iv ever been, to happy, to anxious, to feeling rejected, all in the span of hour(also doesn’t help that I had the biggest family fight the day after getting off adderall). It has died down a lot  and can tell I’m still alittle depressed.

I now feel much more sluggish, not able to focus, and frustrated with this. However I can tell that I’m more creative, and (once the weir off stops) more motivated and less mood swings. 

It’s odd after being on adderall for so long I forgot what it was like to be off it, and be my normal self. I imagine things will get better in the next month but just haft to get through it.

(Sorry for this being so long) 
my hopes for getting off adderall was to be happier,but at the cost of being worse at everything again. 
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adhd,brieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,2018/04/10,"Adderall - Feeling low and depressed once Adderall wears off, don't know what to do Hello,

I recently started Adderall for ADHD, my psychiatrist hasn't reached a final diagnosis but we are trying Adderall for now to see if it works. He says it's either ADHD or depression.

I'm taking 5mg twice a day, the Adderall helps me focus more and makes it to where I can actually function during the day. 

But at the end of the day I get really really depressed and a little paranoid, I feel more depressed than I had in the past and I know the crash is coming each day. I know I should tell my psychiatrist but my next appointment isn't for over a month and I don't want to call my psychiatrist since it's only been a week, but it's been rough.

 I wanted to know if this is normal what I'm experiencing if it's worth telling my psychiatrist. I want to stop feeling like this, but I don't want him to take me off of the Adderall because it's made me feel so much better during the day and I'm worried if I bring it up to him he will.

TLDR; Once Adderall wears off I feel depressed and low, don't know if this is normal or bad, don't know what to expect from the psychiatrist if I bring it up or if it's worth it",4.1448809523809516,4.4167452738095285,5.723928571428572,82.07732142857144,70.46825396825396,8.363492063492064,28.051587301587304,8.278499904357787,1.7309396825396823,947,31,202,13,16,324,110,252,0.179,0.7490000000000001,0.073,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,14,0,18,2,2,2,0,48,46,23,0,15,16,0,6,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,1,11,0,2,3,7,8,0,1,4,9,26,2,24,40,5,30,0,7,1,0,11,12,0,10,16,130,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.1007230507977423,0.0,0.2480889902402177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618029904617353,0.06291896829819497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128537021686786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539415949484927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891067126265594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328260107597421,0.0,0.4444950814468932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141794469108032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609432847165125,0.07373688964091288,0.0,0.11306709935477892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539256308575585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691829073291994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403459251931543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042568534274874,0.10344864799292304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766462534619401,0.068896882202398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238530985309564,0.0,0.07587497620492158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097704321482584,0.0,0.20225777104570414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198414305504823,0.0,0.07849973627999522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853049409000944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224447489666838,0.0,0.10191246146791763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820807920268429,0.0,0.0,0.08224907315562867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853805991420849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305618058820157,0.0,0.0,0.08629244711241926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520982316525894,0.0,0.18042909743955646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007627918213966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435157659740041,0.0,0.08279292915245272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514182369352655,0.10481994647274773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tiredteachermaria,2018/04/10,"It’s 2am. I took off work for the morning tomorrow to get things done. Now I am up so late, I’m terrified I will sleep and then go to work the second half without having done ANYTHING. I just know I’m going to sleep in at this point. 

Tomorrow I am supposed to: 

1. Go to my university and meet with my advisor so that I know for sure whether I can start applying for teaching jobs for the fall because I took a year off school and I need to know if my previous courses and field hours will count when I restart this summer. I also have to remember to pick up a package that amazon sent to their post office by mistake. 

2. Drive around the area my soon-to-be husband and I will be moving this summer after we get married and find a place to work part-time that pays reasonably well.

3. Take the small dog we rescued to animal control because since Hurricane Harvey, literally every rescue is overflowing and since she is so skittish and difficult to rehabilitate, she will be put down at the humane society anyway. We have had her for two months and she has not improved at all. We can’t afford to feed her anymore, no one has claimed her on any of the dozen groups we have posted her picture to. That’s emotionally distressing for me, and I am trying not to break down thinking about it because I feel like a failure and evil for letting her die, but it’s better for her to be put down humanely having lived being fed each day, her space cleaned, able to sleep in a shelter away from the elements, than to have starved to death or be hit by a car... isn’t it?

Those are just the things I have to do in person tomorrow. Being that I will be job hunting, I have to wake up early enough to dress well and can’t roll out of bed in my pajamas. Part of me wants to get up this instant and pick something out now to put on tomorrow in a bathroom at my school rather than try to get dressed in the morning. The other part of me would rather not lose a second more of sleep. I also have to make sure I am up early enough to beat Houston traffic, because I will be going INTO town, and that’s miserable from any direction starting at about 6:00am. Plus I have this odd problem, I’m not sure if it’s related to ADHD, where I will fall asleep at the wheel if I am there for too long, whether traffic is moving or not, whether I slept well the night before or not. So, I have to try to make my commutes quick in order to avoid accidents. 

I’m just so done with my issues. It doesn’t help that I keep having nightmares about forgetting to go to work at my current part time job(happened three times now in two years; they only keep me because I’ve grown to be very good at what I do). I just know I will sleep in, or at least be mean and grouchy at my full time job tomorrow afternoon because I’ve had no sleep. I work with babies. I HAVE to be able to pay enough attention to them. Granted, the job itself is constantly involved enough that I usually can’t help BUT pay attention to the babies, but when I’m tired I find myself walking back and forth several times a day in complete confusion with no particular reason and since I work with babies, that’s a bit scary. 

I’m sorry guys, this has kind of devolved into a rant about my problems. I tried to keep it organized but I guess it’s just that late. ",4.5188021520305455,4.96845285522388,5.3336098576883035,84.57540610898995,69.70149253731344,8.501214855952794,29.312738632419297,8.499448955792047,1.9682242276987152,2583,92,541,38,43,843,286,670,0.115,0.823,0.062,-0.9878,7,1,1,0,0,0,62.0,5,0,3,10,33,20,1,4,26,0,60,12,9,7,4,98,99,42,2,11,28,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,2,4,30,34,2,5,14,0,3,19,15,10,3,8,10,1,70,10,110,67,13,108,0,2,0,0,29,47,0,9,39,385,100,16,0.1142734438365317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866723639793225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138443175021628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777098604122024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056664275047746265,0.0,0.0,0.04701865377451546,0.05086379619575482,0.0,0.0,0.05368183106808243,0.0439346123157819,0.0,0.20898009214497265,0.0,0.048619142034026334,0.0,0.0,0.05053278737024963,0.06237850205351109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599067658596763,0.06174449820131321,0.06408369206541313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369691766842477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929889662613212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754121119055755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427112176552599,0.0,0.2361500294003192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048140152502748564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028890043368279997,0.04081848555486597,0.0,0.0,0.10444385742860238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119406315884253,0.0,0.16236057891211894,0.04792357151163108,0.0,0.0,0.06294254084395691,0.05657433772170663,0.0505258144954006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659508062281202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626816177332012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963589309628031,0.2834969008152811,0.15235723114424202,0.0,0.05949910344221716,0.12560339244764376,0.0,0.12890542204847144,0.0,0.0,0.05842616929277367,0.0,0.027914116241962557,0.0,0.050452772247100326,0.05056420090988172,0.0,0.06392137681908977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627841110871865,0.0,0.0,0.062238640372989575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560598631903602,0.12145458618080456,0.0,0.0423661553256195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361894297260108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871732148180268,0.04345505169813811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474940076183101,0.0,0.0,0.04988958171292774,0.05969571347323465,0.0,0.054012670433384466,0.0,0.1094423710979418,0.0,0.0,0.10934425278586968,0.0,0.1723145603890323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749213247914972,0.0,0.0,0.06472476779511964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565082593057005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454823244633957,0.0,0.14179226041614665,0.0,0.3430679122530785,0.0,0.0,0.04398663998035228,0.0,0.06395988233517669,0.08088333170968473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155205266791,0.0,0.0429597041297577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591819839897772,0.03661090432551095,0.0,0.0,0.13326752812754794,0.06567025669370719,0.0,0.0,0.12696200076767467,0.15516833451829393,0.0,0.11162855004747628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629280269776992,0.047143779424162466,0.033700718948812415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411832454690896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055077761000531834,0.0,0.2495772843094276,0.0,0.0,0.04058828791809821,0.0,0.0,0.07358835122870105
adhd,omelasmaze,2018/04/10,"How to deal with ADHD as someone with an addictive personality? Going to try to keep this short. Mid-20s male, historically self employed(currently not working), diagnoses include ADHD, autism, depression, anxiety. Have tried following medications(all prescribed)

Vyvanse(ineffective)
Concerta(ineffective)
Ritalin(very effective, but also hard to moderate)
Dexedrine(very effective, but also hard to moderate)
Adderall(only tried twice, preferred dexedrine, but possibly effective?)
Strattera(awful, overstimulating, intense suicidal urge)
Wellbutrin(awful, overstimulating)
Vortioxetine(a week of bliss followed by apathy and intense suicidal desires)
Citalopram(a week of bliss followed by apathy and intense suicidal desires)
Escitalopram(a week of bliss followed by apathy and intense suicidal desires)
Fluoxetine(a week of bliss followed by apathy and intense suicidal desires)
Paroxetine(a week of bliss followed by apathy and intense suicidal desires)
Duloxetine(a week of bliss followed by apathy and intense suicidal desires)
Ativan(did nothing)
Klonopin(anxiety gone, focus improved, quit due to long term sides/unsustainability)

So basically, so far meds either don't work or are hard to control. If I'm taking dexedrine or ritalin and something goes wrong during the day that coincides with a dip in the medication, my mood drops incredibly low and I get a gigantic urge to escape, which basic things like intense exercise/meditation does not improve, and my options are basically self-medicating with something that temporarily removes pain(caffeine, more ADHD meds, a few drinks), or having so strong of a desire for non-existence that I'm physically incapacitated for the rest of the day, while also being absurdly agitated. This doesn't happen often, but if happens often enough that my life gets disrupted and it's hard to maintain healthy habits. But without my ADHD being medicated I go 7+ days without showering/shaving/cleaning, barely feed myself, ignore friendships and family, and can't really work for more than 2ish hours/day. It's like all of my options are bad. I feel like a full-day medication(or something that builds up) would be best, but things like Vyvanse and Concerta have been worse than being unmedicated. My most problematic ADHD issues unmedicated are: tasks that are simple seem incredibly daunting and impossible(grooming, cleaning, errands, etc), my thoughts are too much of a mess to really figure out what I need to do to improve my life, near no motivation, intense depression and anxiety.  I have no clue where to go next. I'm considering asking a doctor to trial me on Selegiline? Really appreciate any input",10.284652696020721,13.283838722627742,9.764100149124866,48.67295502707793,58.36739659367397,13.08911388431049,43.914998822698394,12.306276458036287,7.111237438191665,2189,126,248,80,31,703,224,411,0.23,0.588,0.182,-0.985,9,0,4,0,0,0,97.0,0,0,0,11,11,14,0,0,12,0,20,10,0,6,1,64,45,35,7,12,16,0,5,4,0,1,8,0,1,3,14,20,2,3,9,1,0,12,9,7,0,1,3,5,15,6,47,37,12,37,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,11,19,162,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698278268545908,0.38489961290182817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367080831130242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043558612171280695,0.0,0.14700237695778845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059881424967893525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053482040795954144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722025152985721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184150568214864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654621163324385,0.06603640001720891,0.11033846177213616,0.06501300744301075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556152513713022,0.056053695418052885,0.0,0.0,0.06274809598104697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618444229807044,0.07143664279888268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038398865099132,0.0,0.032387400724060135,0.04575987068493666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693067490810851,0.0,0.10920932995463868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328468982284473,0.0,0.2295176064622461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685526714601929,0.0,0.05693374052061406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048583679999674,0.12517332107283186,0.0,0.0,0.056685378290511186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344717087192944,0.1290544306813163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047086731163574924,0.04749489753882307,0.0,0.0,0.0681216797263288,0.0,0.0,0.06146111113133147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815749594209336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592909135838835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221075618975642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812883756223932,0.0,0.0,0.12310303769670868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831194848787565,0.13364364957929994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427236714840709,0.1479346622005556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904493306494683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048160299896440065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851086681474504,0.0,0.0,0.05085136581201004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046447262987093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570177804118366,0.0,0.0,0.3082793768568122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123490677654489,0.0,0.1398952472225617,0.0,0.0652760422176695,0.045501805890339815,0.07003250433367338,0.0,0.0
adhd,awkwardminutia22,2018/04/10,"Is it worth it to go back on medication? I've been off of any ADHD medication for almost two years, but I hate being cognitively slowed down and constantly fatigued. On the other had I'm also an anxious person and sometimes don't react well to stimulants but on the other had would like to be more in control of my thoughts and behavioral patterns. So is it worth it? ",6.802500000000002,6.5648498055555615,7.818888888888887,71.065,64.83333333333333,10.533333333333337,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.5016833333333333,294,12,53,6,4,100,53,72,0.163,0.75,0.087,-0.8009,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,9,3,0,3,0,11,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,4,0,2,2,12,6,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794828485829112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286768277120226,0.0,0.0,0.18597210723373572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581436380016943,0.0,0.0,0.2627180708212995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788184765474314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130657860791805,0.2608273427863057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216491436750458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295973951735478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136133785517124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685442476433421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305582608475015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300003156752017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846206659487748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271699487776983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090925775896076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519858554836256,0.0,0.0,0.14975615084267802
adhd,iftheshroudfits,2018/04/10,"Adderall worked amazing, now depressed? So I started in adderall about a year ago, 10mg xr for about two weeks, didn’t notice anything, then to 20mg, and wow. Way more focused, getting so much done, feeling that little boost of hyper ness as well. Eventually the hyper ness faded and just focus, now I’m at a point where i take my meds and halfway through the day I get this feeling like nothing will ever feel good again. Anyone else have this happen? I talked to my therapist and it’s tough because some of the feels lined up with the one year anniversary of my dad’s passing, so reaching out to see if anyone else has gotten this.",2.766586021505379,5.09240560483871,3.3803225806451636,89.23215053763441,77.62903225806451,5.101075268817205,25.655913978494624,5.985473137389443,0.8029752688172049,501,19,95,3,12,157,92,124,0.037000000000000005,0.7609999999999999,0.203,0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,17,10,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,3,5,7,5,16,13,3,21,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,13,60,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674471762530605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315043488658852,0.3392386665324104,0.1362285603004423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091405147728086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676214849425683,0.0,0.14258275602340653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940892990226045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27658144543665464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974397452920302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348159676329384,0.11826462636405198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297975588263484,0.0,0.0,0.13885040568778115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638996258217676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087640888099712,0.16591852141212604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838820020962335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169384625463694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884387860080015,0.1884728769729528,0.0,0.0,0.11217686047434523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649253520547146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191708997910992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717285530924383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446844336708505,0.13305795114888436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922092777837561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617123783926359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140107696999792,0.13278936607555866,0.0,0.1488438862983169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205179625382198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132097441761036
adhd,mrwrb123,2018/04/10,"I wrote this after an interesting night. I have never been the best at expressing how i feel
These thoughts in my head move at the speed of light
If i could just catch one, find the words to make it real
I could make you see that i never want to fight

Trapped in a body that won’t cooperate
I watch in horror as i push you away
If only words could set this straight
But these words will never reach you anyway

I will sit here for hours tweaking and changing
Hoping to find the perfect combination of lines
Even now i want to erase everything
I'm just so tired of lying.

To myself, to others
It doesn't matter
The way i am makes me feel smothered
Sometimes i think im as mad as a hatter

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I try not to blame it all on that shit
Because i'm not blind, i can see
Im a fucking hypocrite

Do i ruin things on purpose, because it is safer to fail?
Or is this how i am but i am too scared to admit it?
These excuses are beginning to feel like a whale,
Because at the end of the day i know i just don't do shit.

Let me try to explain what this ADHD does to me
And hope that these aren't more excuses for my douchebaggery 


I've been told this disorder fucks up my brain
Making rewards that are instant seem like an emergency,
Than those that are longer no matter how plain
I can want, i can need, but to no avail nothing gets done, and i scream internally.

So i take my drugs at an attempt for normalcy
But i just become detached and ravage anything in front of me
It is still hard to focus on what is needed
No matter how many times i've begged and pleaded.

At the end of the day my brain is left empty
The need for completion satisfied, even if nothing got done.
I cease wanting to do anything, and thoughts just don't come.
I could say im a zombie but that isn't quite true, as with anything there is a dichotomy.

That last stanza is terrible but i've stopped caring
My only goal is to help you understand,
To help ME understand
Just what the fuck is wrong with me.

I am never sure what is me and what is the medicine
I believe that blaming my disorder cripples me
But i also know that pretending im normal just makes me depressed
I think i need therapy.

TL;DR I probably need therapy",2.6684109054349747,4.1780396083151,3.8931101780117134,89.150019516234,75.23632385120352,6.95366964338518,24.823999053758353,7.63319966405982,1.1127498846767991,1739,57,373,23,37,568,207,457,0.213,0.691,0.095,-0.9946,0,1,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,4,0,7,23,28,9,1,22,0,43,13,6,9,8,89,89,29,0,19,20,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,34,11,0,1,16,1,0,5,15,17,0,1,9,11,54,11,50,72,3,42,0,3,4,4,15,16,6,7,20,256,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496077533439307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653418269229414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452608359155605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641959438244603,0.0,0.0,0.1292837136709381,0.07807626775873835,0.0,0.07964823439646994,0.07418927555022316,0.0,0.0,0.07852539780217617,0.0,0.15783637207384482,0.0,0.0,0.07207752044697988,0.0,0.07478516461481953,0.06089685446067026,0.07412159775469444,0.0,0.0,0.22577449065400695,0.0,0.0,0.09118391234764832,0.0,0.060888871715727134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204351764315653,0.0,0.061865032640216915,0.1446895667891846,0.0,0.0,0.08198291000070476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252282812374759,0.0,0.0,0.0933857980526811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353545206129409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723544208722033,0.05050400107294208,0.0,0.0,0.12922656526651882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614228562296449,0.03693483861269492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654066627795739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633281807265034,0.0,0.07255271697757916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476975888184162,0.0,0.0,0.1404307238977386,0.06961961630723633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054477739699651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770344466129707,0.057625266012885326,0.0,0.0,0.07680953190256745,0.07228968141612929,0.0,0.06907529946153268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359448730219857,0.0716728945277543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513682180276114,0.0,0.2620945295907051,0.2180951187345629,0.0,0.0,0.06634178403748857,0.06926537541553301,0.1356661186344991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047904267369990775,0.10753235686010873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622038058483177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519205875890456,0.0,0.08046555693754116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056218921475791835,0.07077729762914949,0.0,0.11266836176923765,0.06435740890252238,0.0,0.0,0.1451333058227192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991844131402318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645653585523521,0.059103575737676925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662851344896342,0.0,0.05315329351321107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169011909473702,0.0,0.04696613214917191,0.09059606823735114,0.0,0.11224670852820964,0.04122239772036123,0.0812526645571248,0.0,0.06755140513606593,0.0,0.09599353854597316,0.0,0.0,0.14719045781402834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678924980320278,0.056113821489193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545861743517974,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mr_Blank_,2018/04/10,"Waking up in the morning problem. Does anyone have or had a problem waking up in the morning and fixed it? If so could you share what you did.
Im 15 and im a freshmen in high school. My sister or parent's wake me up and its not their fault. If anyone has tips please share them. 


Btw I tried using alarms and etc they wake me up or sometimes they did but its not consistent. Also im off any ADHD medication.",0.2312790697674423,2.432218872093024,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,87.02325581395347,4.370232558139535,17.902325581395353,5.6839178017228535,-0.4041730232558137,317,8,69,2,10,106,56,86,0.063,0.857,0.08,0.1262,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,4,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,6,5,4,1,0,16,7,12,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,8,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,5,0,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282148210165215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826877847244802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608215489127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592797903372556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803127216727047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224967591109013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677623581909496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589117888019503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008095391617132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867766201386796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587095966717767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351965488787974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35481620847317025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764034925472686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337086330144806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587822113681404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601308957801345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fractalhypothesis,2018/04/10,How easy will it be for me to get a vyvanse/adderal prescription again? I️ was diagnosed ADHD in middle school and was on the stuff for years. Should it be relatively easy to get a new prescription? Working nights and learning programming now is making it a huge desire of mine. XD,3.865283018867924,6.369574773584912,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,74.84905660377359,8.013584905660379,27.581132075471697,8.841846274778883,2.45732,225,9,40,5,5,72,41,53,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9402,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,7,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,29,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982896846160791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363735551096025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346295456097161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212183415060376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200772543590357,0.0,0.3110052625715966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354039961542917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793844629682074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412699832539369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341678171264794
adhd,NickTheAcee,2018/04/10,"I’m so confused I have always had sleeping issues due to my ADHD, but last night I had no sleep at all and then went to school at 6. The weird thing is that I was in a really hyper and happy mood in the morning, which suprised me since I hate mornings. Anyways, I go through my entire day with almost no fatigue, then I got really tired around 9pm, but went to take a shower before I went to sleep, and now I’m here. It’s 2 am and I feel perfectly fine, and really hyper. I can’t fall asleep no matter how hard I try, and I have a strong feeling that Today is going to be similar to yesterday. I’m so confused on how I’m not tired, whenever I do all nighters I get extremely tired and just fall asleep in the morning. This can’t be healthy for me, and I’m a bit scared. Has anyone else experienced something similar?",4.586046511627906,4.22077993023256,6.005209302325586,82.64327906976746,69.46511627906978,9.205581395348837,29.409302325581393,8.841846274778883,2.085781860465117,636,21,138,10,10,217,102,172,0.21600000000000005,0.6559999999999999,0.128,-0.9407,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,3,7,0,14,9,5,2,3,25,30,16,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,7,6,6,0,0,7,4,17,4,16,21,3,23,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,3,9,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165215794540122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469006640864642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192121021824314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940509353593824,0.13781906929068705,0.0,0.11974040091973832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445617501931367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468476087768599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674636114658148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236395244323047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602230404482452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027473962670272,0.0,0.15288769039319586,0.0,0.10757812272227046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431859844395525,0.12049251001893263,0.1327985405066335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039112851649965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964175605151028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622639693904114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585072967893925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466570720741028,0.1361290082471382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126618786771024,0.0,0.4038146228585054,0.0,0.0,0.1035506254013963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011330765814891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893609619542764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637905614482774,0.12749760464317442,0.0,0.0,0.09132192234414516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740700521174432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ih8drivingsomuch,2018/04/10,"When is it “safe” to report to my employer that I have ADHD and need accommodations? I’m new to this subreddit, but I’m so happy I found it. I posted in the Jobs subreddit about getting fired multiple times and those commenters were really mean. I think I’ll be able to get better advice here. 

I work in government and have been fired from 6 our of my last 7 jobs over the past 4 years. This last job I was fired from a month ago was the longest I’d held a job since 2014 - almost one year.

I didn’t realize until recently that my issues at work were due to ADHD. I just got diagnosed a year ago, and even then I didn’t make the connection between my firings and my ADHD because each firing was a little different, but thinking about it now I see that all were due to ADHD symptoms (e.g. taking longer to do my job, procrastination, boredom, and losing my temper/lack of inhibition).

I know that in the public sector, they are legally required to try to make accommodations for me after I’m hired. Personally, those accommodations would include: working from home 1-2 days a week to cut down on distractions, more frequent check-ins with my supervisor to increase accountability (more hand-holding), and a lot of variety in my responsibilities so I don’t get bored. 

My question for you all is: when is a safe and appropriate time after I’m hired to tell my employer I have ADHD and request accommodations? This question is made complicated by the fact that many of the jobs I’ve held have a 1-year probationary period when they can fire you for any/no reason without explanation. In my last job, they fired me 10 days before I made probation. In hindsight, I think I should have talked to my union about requesting accommodations, but I had no idea whether they could help me and honestly I didn’t even know I needed accommodations back then. I’m worried that, in my next job, they will find a fake reason to fire me during my probation if I request accommodations bc it’s creating more work for my supervisor if I need more check-ins and it looks “unfair” to the rest of the office if I get to telework while they don’t. But based on my last job, I don’t think I’ll be able to get though a 1-year probation period without accommodation. 

Any ideas for how I can best handle my ADHD with my employer in my next job? 

Separately, if you have any suggestions for more appropriate jobs for those with ADHD, I’m all ears. Secretly, I think I’d enjoy working retail because the tasks are pretty simple, you’re never doing one thing for too long, and you’re constantly moving. But the pay is shit. Are there any jobs that have pretty good variety (even though you sit at a desk to do it), and still pay really well? ",6.055916030534352,6.484018780534357,7.0550286259542005,73.64719942748094,66.34732824427479,10.290458015267175,30.306297709923662,10.198262852665088,2.9331290076335876,2147,73,408,49,32,722,233,524,0.121,0.775,0.104,-0.8227,16,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,4,6,9,22,15,2,1,22,0,40,4,2,7,5,71,73,35,0,10,13,0,8,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,20,17,0,5,18,0,4,2,10,6,1,2,17,11,60,9,61,50,13,59,0,1,2,0,24,15,1,8,40,264,80,31,0.1041325198371592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380146849008557,0.050878546600188784,0.09230719583892426,0.0,0.05213683835279456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622052651829147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04003574001896392,0.0,0.06347821756962696,0.0,0.04430455232946595,0.0,0.05464032755158285,0.04604837577825096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626513009427854,0.0,0.04157067187485704,0.0,0.0,0.06715686062654022,0.0,0.0,0.05284615783119708,0.0,0.05439815987638698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316782088288866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475876183057522,0.0,0.0,0.05708796658544878,0.0,0.0,0.13601235925914293,0.0,0.0,0.043670708552734416,0.041642144400249964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542550185149714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034898916513768134,0.0,0.05222670392168289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175529398422748,0.0,0.054343648115992536,0.6200127481618689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722850960184087,0.1697638040991318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218407073568393,0.0,0.046077001598293386,0.04372254510896367,0.05824882681539055,0.0,0.04426487227570202,0.0,0.09853270808891602,0.06950926559357214,0.05278701543480384,0.0,0.05671542079846065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155879192591565,0.0553381944228384,0.0,0.11581941600132857,0.040156709432317764,0.050285918274765536,0.1107461162044995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056289041245463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049703136512394885,0.0,0.04546224987163824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986508455842498,0.10594020899103598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665225406433845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667099586732465,0.10706557363928773,0.051409150349198365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149006811371176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534452675941622,0.043069748242533214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158018242770743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054116779870268285,0.03914734773277538,0.041848887487681626,0.0455082060821401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03459050955045968,0.1668097850619707,0.10230967203032756,0.0,0.06072050972858933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035349572765653536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041764413118300266,0.0,0.04681382057324553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038003314538542,0.0,0.1895242866344436,0.05287581430371782,0.0,0.03698637719218291,0.0,0.0,0.16764482164089664
adhd,pawsitively,2018/04/10,"Making appointments, texting back, managing money, doing taxes... Things I cannot get done",6.2928571428571445,10.211675428571432,6.52571428571429,60.744285714285716,80.42857142857143,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,4.203971428571428,72,3,7,2,2,23,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459659566242322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117413357577542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123178541525081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990259560261598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971416191766116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cassadilla69,2018/04/10,"Any tips for dealing w frustration/anger? I wouldn’t say I have a temper, I never ever lose my head with other people, but I highkey freak the fuck out when I can’t accomplish basic tasks... like when I flip a fried egg and the yolk I throw the spatula as hard as I can lol. Anybody else? How do y’all deal with intense rage and frustration?",2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.0476666666666667,266,8,56,4,6,88,54,70,0.273,0.5539999999999999,0.173,-0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,4,0,5,1,5,3,1,1,2,10,6,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,2,10,1,6,5,0,6,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,5,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951854326048699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5918160686269721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397708252966951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25962866959054504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534807072644423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711616529247794,0.0,0.2945683289306707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022490390716352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211052373779277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136977548831696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898555783055136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825215158415366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,el_nica,2018/04/10,"What's the craziest multitasking thing you have done? I'm always multitasking. But sometimes it goes too far.

I have had breakfast and then brushed my teeth while driving. Or brushing my teeth and putting some clothes on at the same time.

Will be fun to hear your stories. :)",3.366466666666668,6.4024697800000006,2.764,90.08866666666668,81.2,5.7333333333333325,30.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.8513333333333328,219,11,41,3,6,64,43,50,0.023,0.857,0.12,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,6,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,3,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34609895788802425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256554066915415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687994284935998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181388815428566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41137952422128377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763348944131166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425404520289492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pjd1999,2018/04/10,"My worst procrastination yet So I'm in my second semester at college, and in our required freshman introduction course second semester, our main assignment is writing a 15 page research paper.

I fell behind on this, and missed class one day because I didn't want to go to class without a rough draft of my paper because we were peer reviewing them.

I've skipped the 4 classes after that(2 weeks) because I didn't know if we were doing anything in class related to the paper and I don't want others to know how far behind I am. 

Tomorrow I think I'm gonna try and make out outline for it and try and get it started.

I doubt I'm gonna show up at class again because of how I've missed sequential classes, but I think I might be still be able to squeeze out a passing grade if I send the Prof an essay that was due a month ago, and my answers to reading questions.

Wish me luck",8.085168539325842,5.8272758033707905,8.268398876404497,75.41192415730339,63.43820224719102,10.92247191011236,39.103932584269664,9.188382445141503,3.4559865168539323,695,30,139,9,8,229,108,178,0.06,0.894,0.047,0.4268,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,3,0,32,30,13,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,6,2,0,4,4,4,0,3,5,2,20,1,22,20,3,25,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,6,11,88,25,19,0.20218431751692967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922419837510406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638046609611568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929987334053294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039215850715768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563296105263048,0.0,0.11490600698429675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222304266612072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495960192950596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448560996270466,0.0,0.0,0.16138159329110832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700532612073635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264927076737605,0.0,0.202239031464656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431071005754541,0.0,0.1614646571411501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910309363984263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745397597336653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385070977730429,0.0,0.16218006394205026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250198704413724,0.1948984671221244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,naomizobar,2018/04/10,"I want to help my boyfriend of seven months who has ADHD! Hello! Not entirely sure if I’m allowed to post this. I’m dating a lovely boy who has ADHD. I’m a non-ADHD girl who is educated on the condition, but not enough to fully understand and help my boyfriend.

Recently he was put on meds but only ever used one or two pills because it gave him panic attacks every time he used them, despite them helping him stay on track and getting work done. I want to encourage him to keep using them and that, like any type of medication, it takes time getting used to. However, I’ve heard that the anxiety never really goes away with meds, so I haven’t said anything to him. Besides meds, he has (probably) 4 tutors who help him with school work, as well as a therapist. Despite having all of these resources, he keeps talking to me about how “nothing is working.” He called me a few hours ago in panic about how he just couldn’t do homework and instead was just laying in bed, staring at the ceiling.

I really really really want to help him. I just don’t want to say the wrong thing or hurt his feelings. I’m a very blunt person who tells you how it is, but my boyfriend, as he describes himself, is pretty sensitive and also overanalyzes everything. 

Thanks!",5.170122950819675,5.947134741803278,6.0747131147541005,78.67182377049186,68.38524590163935,9.050819672131148,30.82377049180328,9.188382445141503,2.656275409836066,983,38,184,18,16,325,141,244,0.102,0.75,0.14800000000000002,0.8521,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,3,3,13,11,1,2,9,0,15,3,0,8,4,39,39,19,0,6,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,3,13,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,5,1,3,6,5,22,6,27,32,3,19,0,1,1,1,42,7,0,3,10,117,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33783093857917723,0.0,0.08306022369415142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493260242966465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371984772032592,0.0,0.07168095742998372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710788418959512,0.0,0.0,0.10659833862495947,0.08803511119084069,0.0,0.0,0.05711921918026574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567912919320523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588858693637918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681811183755518,0.0,0.0,0.08475785856227665,0.07894707751210253,0.0,0.08421235689230007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737800722574328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790974047091457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140288019771869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227654458984524,0.0,0.10030878696319677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657138945827046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577754294630112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456875054488575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122418402774801,0.09439383236443748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479119092402657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722679361658794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990857253695014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634941773379374,0.07126378202706066,0.0,0.2198757122409552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181604065986292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897395926787331,0.0953275351615659,0.10102545404232788,0.0,0.0,0.09419531824097774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010886863886016,0.0,0.09251836737369663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913104477437482,0.07451474296353887,0.0,0.09483034685606882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998727274891151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831202063935135,0.0,0.0704514405440517,0.07531326078074736,0.08189874565571355,0.0862672301764278,0.0,0.10879400544811793,0.06225073646413015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092755353478692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153219646176404,0.09754597600578972,0.0,0.3237100858001227,0.0,0.07731308304850756,0.22106895244368574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424839197968549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464618603473952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244726103916016,0.0,0.0
adhd,not_jimmy_HA,2018/04/10,"How the heck do I write papers? It takes me like 30 minutes to write an email -- how do I write large papers? I once had an 18 page final essay, and spent 8 hours a day, me+google doc + no distractions and came up with 6 or so pages of drivel after 2 weeks.

- Tried going to the writing center -- they have trash tips like ""put on movie music to help focus"" or ""just write anything down, edit it later"". Neither work for me. Usually end up with unreadable garbage, especially with technical writing

- How do I make LaTeX workable? Writing is already hard, just editing my work can take tons of time.  Terrified of making example diagrams with this pile of shit (that's the best we have??).

- I have new mathematical results (on a long-standing open problem) but converting 20-30 pages of notes/organizational pages/notation/diagrams into a file for publication has been taking months. I'm talking 1/2 of a readable second draft (the first draft was  too ""informal and dense"". My advisor won't read it.)

- Oddly enough, I can write on plain paper fairly well but converting to digital is a nightmare.


TL;DR Title+papers are technical writing about new maths.",5.8865709728867674,7.480039315789478,6.4995023923445,73.28118341307815,67.32535885167465,9.401084529505582,32.11515151515152,9.725611199111238,3.301973907496013,903,38,151,20,15,295,145,209,0.046,0.8959999999999999,0.058,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,1,5,9,7,1,1,11,0,16,1,1,6,0,34,25,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,3,1,2,5,1,12,4,25,19,7,25,0,0,0,0,16,9,2,2,15,91,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556952508156127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838193612056307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647429046849727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923310537318783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084497463706834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894047632944246,0.17375496563587453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421183818992895,0.0,0.14303741403309433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556960676612236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506389660430757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271457924684684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560442596843228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430965757470975,0.0,0.0,0.1488169366535777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244971594475119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422427438653636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32482132321474405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908566799319894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090708888358482,0.0,0.16904795986397994,0.0,0.0,0.16820621669048166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261455229518516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37930777821618,0.1351612088948879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805586232185637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417008374069508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852052645144194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488837827568498,0.0,0.1511966735921173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484599934937726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sospian,2018/04/10,"Listening to music and ignoring lyrics? When you can listen to a song 1,000+ times, yet only recall the main verses. The amount of times that I've incorrectly sang lyrics to what I thought I heard.......",2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.0,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,1.0247157894736847,158,4,30,3,4,50,31,38,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745306327378193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495334643226707,0.7276429548981532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,onebyone7,2018/04/10,"Help with an ADHD student So school year is almost up and this home schooled kid is behind, not very behind but he's behind. Parents won't allow meds no matter what so that's part of the problem. I take the challenge though, and while I can't say it's been hard it definitely has been for him. I've been browsing through this sub for the past hour and it's the same things, avoidance, looking for excuses not do start something, mind wandering off in seconds, emotionally overwhelmed, etc.

Simple tasks such as a 30 minutes math lesson take him 1-2 hours since he sees no point in continuing (excuses popping up in his head) because he's behind already. Not wanting to do simple thing like re-doing a problem since it's too tedious (kid is stubborn as hell too!) or not working cause there's no rewards at the end of the rainbow. Receiving orders or instructions is like being told to go fuck himself. I've been told a lot of it stems from emotionally damaging (though not abusing) father who punishes him a tad too strong (including hitting him) for his school work and overall behavior. He lashes out a lot, never with his parents though. The same parents who won't give him medication for any reason 

He's in 6th grade btw, but he acts closer to a 3rd grader really. On average, he cries during school time 3/5 days of the week. He also does have some academic issues such as terrible hand writing, for a 6th grader, likely stemming from zero practice since he's been coddled and carried due to his adhd. Telling him to redo something because it can't be read basically means losing 20 minutes of class, or more. He can't read well, though is getting better since I focus on that a lot, main problem is his comprehension though. Give him a nice funny book and he can read it if he wants to, get him to read a science book chapter and he shuts down before the 2nd paragraph. No confidence at all in himself, and he's told me this. Fidgets at times cause more of a distraction than help- Though this is debatable, perhaps that's just what I'm seeing and it *is* helping him.  Any advice would be helpful",4.33123611111111,6.1212652864197565,5.020999228395064,81.6066840277778,71.44444444444444,7.334104938271606,29.94020061728395,7.972316293177498,2.1433719135802467,1671,70,302,23,32,538,219,405,0.134,0.73,0.136,-0.5766,3,1,2,0,0,1,50.0,0,0,0,8,17,22,4,3,21,0,27,4,2,4,2,50,47,28,0,7,12,4,2,3,0,3,1,1,1,2,21,12,0,2,3,6,0,3,15,13,1,2,8,6,20,9,47,32,12,36,1,3,3,1,53,18,2,9,17,193,41,19,0.0,0.08484349031245178,0.0,0.0,0.1721172323640511,0.06997427769640231,0.0,0.0,0.07170483138559912,0.0,0.07902094761840116,0.057264702568117276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097391469375836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730285593246959,0.0,0.06093293254381869,0.0,0.0,0.06333124763755855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471217966802078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865776571972964,0.04618108346949789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266443636040697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109819150299126,0.0634232241156823,0.0,0.07986158491577304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662002234470209,0.07482420181323961,0.13738538336266318,0.04069634217610735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414649086237692,0.0,0.07349022415063883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191988697682564,0.0,0.07182842529094692,0.0,0.14103844544598845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074739900771653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495180853673496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013248643067073,0.08011077075567763,0.0,0.18263507932855885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800184694358138,0.0795400823897934,0.07213728816756412,0.0,0.0,0.07230342801626974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522832165925736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385358413459481,0.07754422970201559,0.06835771281028709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769248214469928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555687637575207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28650856615268017,0.0,0.04587376689431565,0.07362470709346415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569453676288907,0.0,0.2898835183118825,0.11412423277911565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369387276346429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025430950123592,0.0,0.0,0.05068434354041383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076802528522183,0.0,0.06258834150433379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514603237251047,0.0,0.4221255841642746,0.0,0.08351012545628893,0.0,0.0,0.20527286000912534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059083904226503024,0.0844722283642537,0.0,0.05743942853423345,0.0,0.06438397909758059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426260928704986,0.0,0.0,0.050868100635171935,0.0,0.0,0.04611305191575741
adhd,ADHDCuriosity,2018/04/10,"Mini-lifehack to help with med forgetfulness I needed a tidy way to put my meds out in the open so my dumb brain would remember to take them, so I came up with [this solution](https://imgur.com/gallery/4fLoW). It's worked so far! Thought it might inspire someone here.    

Tl;dr: magnets and pusheen

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adhd,Xicta,2018/04/10,"Tips for coping with post-stimulant crashes? I’m currently taking 20 mg Adderall XR to help treat my ADHD. It works great for me during the day, but in the evenings I get extremely fatigued and my mood can drop to extreme lows. I can’t bring myself to do much after it’s worn off and I feel like the mood-swings are starting to become an issue. Do any of you have tips for coping with these side-effects? ",3.7838211382113833,4.9800330731707385,4.5619512195121965,86.69747967479677,71.92682926829268,6.930081300813008,25.861788617886177,7.1686216300943375,1.1475056910569106,320,10,64,3,6,103,64,82,0.134,0.755,0.11,-0.4677,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,13,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,13,12,1,9,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613005574777278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443968158073852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320237951688418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938824018174254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856422427961126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200828403849398,0.21477115375526826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570675141392518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314472130426612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150691057887707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31378110656011604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687333128238236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209986922426795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879218078635347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278847358887631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603742141611935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188632616391148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cheeseniz,2018/04/10,"Staying motovated at University (College) How do you all stay motivated at University/College? 

I'm really struggling, as it is such a long-term goal and the end point is so far away, with no intermittent rewards to keep me interested or motivated. ",7.205378787878788,8.774843931818182,9.43909090909091,53.51196969696972,64.22727272727272,13.13939393939394,41.93939393939394,12.45797560212912,6.328857575757578,199,12,31,8,3,72,39,44,0.104,0.665,0.231,0.7584,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,8,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,21,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944444001217702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775744604441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785593849036509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734422444838963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962590513084907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007685082518579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6680735660186701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32762792218082465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iMoosker,2018/04/10,"ADHD or just “normal” procrastination? Hey guys. I’m (25F) curious if I should test for ADHD, but might try to first ask a “screening” question here instead. **What is the difference between being a normal procrastinator versus having diagnosable ADHD?**

I’ve never been able to not procrastinate on pretty much everything, most notably schoolwork. I’m about to graduate and I have no idea how when I’ve procrastinated on everything. (I have flunked out once and almost failed my previous semester due to procrastination). Unless I have that adrenaline rush and “the stars align” (meaning I’ve done everything else possible so it doesn’t distract me) I can’t do an assignment. It’s debilitating. I try. I get all my materials out but simply can’t start unless there’s an imminent consequence. This creates anxiety and suicidal thoughts.

For example, even when I completed my edTPA (essentially a capstone project required for graduation and teaching license), I tried to follow the “artificial deadlines” set by my school but failed terribly because there was no adrenaline rush. I eventually did the entire edTPA (27,000+ words) in the last three days (no sleep) that it was due. I’m the same with essentially everything. Unless a deadline/consequence is staring me straight in the face, I’m going to tell myself “just 5 more minutes of......”

But I’m not sure if this is just a normal college student or an ADHD symptom worth looking into. (I didn’t make any friends in my college so I don’t have a point of reference.)",4.446704268683501,7.523464189591081,5.749519292398411,70.36275092936806,76.24907063197027,8.914805794128958,32.695936418407896,9.40505699530331,3.957968747596463,1213,63,187,35,29,404,159,269,0.14800000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.048,-0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,4,14,7,0,1,16,0,22,4,2,2,3,46,36,21,1,6,17,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,5,0,1,4,11,5,0,2,7,3,20,2,26,26,5,24,0,3,3,0,6,10,0,8,9,131,28,18,0.11108104856814896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339913362387579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123162451677973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553892215780379,0.0,0.08497669811243379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384578557189332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771397619012637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116466366018315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163808682058907,0.0,0.0,0.11274492605896805,0.0,0.11605605335770625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367447920153158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279396246985863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336798494894263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399329935622772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448548316628752,0.0,0.0,0.08582094257529707,0.0,0.05803526317565215,0.0,0.06312991976504785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998770222004522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253969830017382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905458803730982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932801043202792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414746247771765,0.0,0.0,0.1209998264159682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783943853825983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816573518468493,0.0,0.08567255258518335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265075285710719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829769143183598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500749546480637,0.12522719202634736,0.0,0.11300936075162354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244361964885525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241995148511752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111612699729598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862373790755514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150463794982187,0.0,0.10469257368526873,0.11545574163616805,0.0,0.0,0.09708973254396652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818594468958013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262502212787324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CJKenji,2018/04/10,"Stimulants make my eyes hurt? I've been taking concerta, since adderall didnt do it for me, so far the concerta is giving me some eye pain and loss of eye focus, it's making me lose my mind, it happened with the adderall too, it's just a really bad numbing pain behind the eyes and so far it's making me lose concentration, I think i might have a nerve issue with my eyes or head, did anybody experience this before?",4.017499999999998,5.115235273809528,5.462857142857146,80.83214285714288,71.26190476190476,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.8616333333333333,329,10,65,6,6,111,55,84,0.262,0.713,0.026,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,5,0,7,9,6,4,0,14,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,5,9,0,5,10,1,2,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655947690718648,0.0,0.0,0.16974483522081552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951320710720047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913617011939594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640163312460286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472649957919128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355004177890566,0.0,0.0,0.2082078050614247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44633957413935454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39946816571218335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161930918215105,0.20142036436037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245266897996735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779353753955575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501390791773146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998594367496734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782027123534273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alphadogre,2018/04/11,"As someone who has ADHD, what greatly influences your behaviour ? I've been thinking all day and only managed to find two types of things that give me significant dopamine shots, of course achieving something or laying a turd will always trigger some level of dopamine release, but only these two will greatly influence my behaviour :    

* Discovering new things   
* Surprising other people   

interacting with a girl I like would also greatly influence my behaviour but I suspect it's rather about oxcytocin and sexual arousal   

even having a good laugh, I think that I enjoy it but the fact that I can stop a crazy laugh at will makes me wonder if it's not social mimetism or some kind of evolutionnary reflex to promote social interactions, in fact I haven't seen or talked to any friend of mine for 3 years and don't feel the need of doing it. I seem to enjoy their presence but do not need it in any way, actually I even prefer avoiding them as long as my presence or what I'll tell them wouldn't surprise them   

apart from that, I have very often 'surprised' myself doing things for hours, days or weeks solely to see a surprised face for a few seconds   
as a teenager I remember disappointing my physical education high-school teacher for being the very last by far at running, I went running at the gym for 2 solid hours ( 2 hours is a very very long time ) 5/7 days for 2 weeks and got third at the test, his surprised face he did for a few seconds made me so happy, I never went running on a treadmill again after that   

The weirdest part is that I have never been surprised, I just don't know that feel but I thrive to give it to people

discovering things is a thing I've already seen here, basically I'll stop watching any movie, playing any game, reading any book whenever I don't discover something new for a significant amount of time, I pretty much stopped watching series and movies like 5 years ago, I'd get bored 10 minutes in and walk away ( I can't stand superhero movies, they make me sick ). Same for games, I'll play them for a few hours then cheat my way to the end whenever it gets repetitive, it's even worse with books as I can't read more than 3 pages in a sitting ( I used to read all day when I was 10 )   

as someone who has ADHD, what greatly influences your behaviour ?",10.23745127815743,7.29568466742597,9.484764616552773,70.50077891672996,59.956719817767656,12.397924576056695,40.7898000506201,10.380263240014207,4.083141128828147,1815,72,339,29,18,579,221,439,0.095,0.757,0.14800000000000002,0.9791,0,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,6,2,12,26,1,1,21,0,28,4,3,9,6,61,51,27,0,7,15,0,2,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,27,8,0,4,11,10,0,6,11,4,0,5,10,7,41,22,49,35,13,54,0,1,5,1,24,13,0,11,33,215,68,10,0.0,0.0,0.07354800614119376,0.0,0.18115466552328735,0.0,0.06680892122352318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317013432371778,0.06027152480627799,0.0627119664214299,0.0,0.0,0.2562631123170153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708104378590437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944237335103056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675341447963366,0.0,0.0,0.14933897093342322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621635029849005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688847150801096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822890032871202,0.0,0.0787530281910079,0.1445991364665357,0.0,0.06321485342413094,0.06027843700657039,0.33237263422196844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023032122939774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963011612321795,0.0,0.0,0.2968880228872289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848386471058633,0.04142011849651247,0.06143473708407201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364170536711978,0.0,0.0,0.13339609082560594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131474283044921,0.10061705389576332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540393357512944,0.11176839348891214,0.1162564375475624,0.14558119427801638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464106855930525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161587774789017,0.0,0.10450095107050986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667604906161765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616429551268696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537691536797028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627613905827449,0.060058301348565435,0.06861192613765099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536557637240328,0.1277176202361418,0.1160434797019722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189032323184112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060577704740059614,0.06587469432981073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503547645051199,0.09658516165058197,0.0,0.0,0.0878950273430118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472465888208445,0.0,0.0,0.06509349680153564,0.0,0.24874499225790775,0.0,0.11964674902152395,0.12091085036690535,0.0,0.0,0.13973323139202362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173305886036457,0.0,0.0,0.07680612813218123,0.05353905375888536,0.0,0.0,0.09706865932387344
adhd,sonjeezy,2018/04/11,Trying to learn the interface at my new job and I’m crying because I feel so stupid. I watched the tutorial video twice. I feel like an idiot because It’s so confusing. I’m so frustrated. ,0.8381578947368418,3.361338078947369,3.5213684210526317,83.35257894736844,89.26315789473685,7.2505263157894735,26.02105263157895,8.238735603445708,2.3262463157894757,149,7,29,4,5,52,28,38,0.373,0.5720000000000001,0.055,-0.9377,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,15,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660573068073681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199063828928869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38657507519218176,0.2730942442947039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37934465640070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186758140989984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369199396876045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259536693226788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,agatocli,2018/04/11,"Do you have difficulty focusing on visual or auditory stimuli? Which type distracts you the most? This is very interesting to me. I received the results from my ADHD assessment today. 

My psychologist spent a lot of time discussing the differences in my attention and focus for auditory stimuli and visual stimuli. 

I have more difficulty sustaining attention with auditory stimuli. But apparently, I respond very quickly to auditory stimuli if I have not heard any in a while. 

Basically, I concentrate better on visual material and sounds distract the shit out of me. ",7.644255319148936,10.642523372340431,9.077606382978724,50.90875,65.27659574468085,12.359574468085107,43.66489361702129,11.698219412168324,6.951408510638299,463,30,57,18,8,160,62,94,0.093,0.804,0.103,0.4503,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,1,2,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,14,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,12,2,12,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,4,4,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895340369770551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041542100127515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866613205454301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386405726990187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27555861690827915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327086075570663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899929920232014,0.0,0.3072316341012579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348724568156008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AresPasc,2018/04/11,"15, ADHD, meds don't work, in need of help. I'm taking 27 mg of Concerta, and tried Synaptol.  I used to abuse my Vyvanse for a while, then stopped.  Does that cause long-term problems?  Did I gain a permanent tolerance?  I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder as well, I can't seem to fit in at school.  I have always had a problem getting out what I'm trying to say, does anyone know what the cause is? I have so many questions, and I don't know what to do with my life.",1.797097505668937,3.681434265306127,3.5872789115646277,88.73787981859414,78.79591836734693,7.212698412698412,25.174603174603178,8.167268648758528,1.5112344671201816,370,14,80,7,9,124,69,98,0.18600000000000005,0.71,0.104,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,3,0,17,19,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,1,9,1,14,16,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,47,13,2,0.0,0.20668657375205016,0.0,0.0,0.2096467325306999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451506513823422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344851042717262,0.0,0.0,0.1219746865130638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584022765694159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770560962592818,0.0,0.0,0.19992693020961866,0.0,0.3053127022412247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113933107629793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692554719576287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191738754919607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321433556666077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437667306648384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768579452061389,0.0,0.0,0.19376698252935312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934736418446713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338370163133397,0.0,0.0,0.19541621919280644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387241718005909,0.0,0.1765457519676069,0.0,0.15880646613042554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458422605669037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115951760599065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687085741643826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066284794840398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568453159481765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269966700133879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,1nfinitesalt,2018/04/11,"90% sure I have ADHD, how do I tell my parents? I've been dealing with attention issues for years now, and it recently got to a point where my attention to detail, attention span, etc. are much worse than my peers, with no apparent reason why except for ADHD. I looked up the symptoms, and I was able to identify with almost every symptom I found. 

Now, I have no problem with people self diagnosing themselves, as it really doesn't affect me, but I would like to get an official diagnosis before I can confidently tell myself that I actually have ADHD. However, since I'm 17 and still in high school with no real money of my own, I would need to ask my parents to get a psycatrist for me. The issue with that is that my parents believe that the only issue with me is that I don't care about my schoolwork, etc. enough, and if I told them I think I have somethinghing, they would just tell me I'm being lazy and that I'm not trying hard enough. 

How do I get an official diagnosis? It's at the point where it's starting to affect my schoolwork, so I want to get something done about it soon, or at least know whether I actually have ADHD or whether it's something else.",6.873649425287354,5.934781594827587,7.717241379310344,74.1685632183908,64.94827586206897,10.836781609195402,33.55747126436781,10.125756701596842,3.1948178160919536,918,33,178,18,12,310,123,232,0.077,0.867,0.057,-0.5181,5,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,0,8,0,20,3,0,5,1,41,38,15,0,7,9,3,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,7,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,6,2,32,3,28,28,7,17,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,4,8,132,44,1,0.09341006752008137,0.0,0.18230950267073198,0.0,0.4490429953278578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353668956506386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732580369904668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948508748302836,0.10524115865585768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523778929137984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630167799090313,0.0,0.0948092522664083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559093035578188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803212529496051,0.0,0.0,0.19303513966646652,0.20835383424221784,0.0,0.0,0.07870201062884566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241931764774234,0.0,0.0,0.195211619683532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747085641678724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367707289089836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869286490354932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292487525380576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133573022472837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563544066555124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844093079020446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866714752738078,0.06926238147147247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104256556787264,0.0,0.0,0.3111624769345498,0.0,0.0,0.06475877939406341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660541321707926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893808193115442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632110690417312,0.05984088115484317,0.09604110683542012,0.09223117260156832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453597525582026,0.0,0.0,0.09744707240219727,0.0,0.0,0.07726977312561471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438232671599135,0.0,0.0,0.0661161265696926,0.0,0.07459740058424019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803788317493559,0.1941776524588535,0.0,0.0,0.2449335486838125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985339953365339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925732251593914,0.0,0.06341930424826656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055095677994741306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428805693029277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519283904828914,0.19906749570149967,0.0,0.0,0.060153020913568875
adhd,DOWNVOTEMExD,2018/04/11,"Dating a girl with ADHD-C, an outsider's perspective I have anxiety and depression but I'm coping well with treatment and a lotttt of therapy. I always thought I had it tough. I was even a little dismissive of how much ADHD can affect people because they were painted as geniuses and bright and adorkable etc...

I have a degree in Psychology and I'm still in university still working on becoming a psychiatrist, I've had a nearly three year long paid internship at two different clinics. 

But dating someone with ADHD has not met my expectations!! It's made me confront a lot of the biases from my lecturers, from books, from studies I've read, from clients I've met. There's a lot of variables and ""flavours"" and I'm sorry I'm talking about it in such an attached way but I visit this subreddit a lot and it's great to see there are also huge, huge things you all can relate on. 

This is completely anecdotal and specific to her, how her ADHD manifested and made her who she is. But I just wanted to share because it's opened my mind up in ways reading and discussing about in class never would have and I think they're more universal symptoms than I'm giving them credit for. 

It's insane to me that her disorder has played such a huge role in her daily life + overall life and was completely overlooked until she went through a gruelling process (in this country) to seek the help she needed... 

* She has a tic disorder. 

She's ADHD Inattentive and Hyperactive. But this one is insane to me. She scrunches her nose, cracks her knuckles, stretches her arms out and blinks abruptly. This started without medication but medication makes it much worse.

Watching Rupaul Drag race means tongue popping is her new thing she can't stop doing. I'm not easily annoyed by this but I noticed her mouth tastes different because she's been doing it so much, I'm guessing she's bruised the inside of her mouth lol. She hasn't noticed she does it when she's walking down the street.  

Tourettes, ADHD, and OCD have similar origins neurologically. I'm still trying to figure this one out. 

* The anger. 

If you corner her, which I've seen people in her life do, she will lash out with a barrage of emotions you'd never think she had because she's so chill and easygoing. This baffles the people in her life. I know to let her cool off, she can get in such a funk about a particular situation and not be able to let go and gets completely overwhelmed with emotion. But it doesn't last long if you just let her work it out and give her space. 

* She lets people take advantage of her kindness. 

Her rejection dysphoria makes her unsure of herself and constantly look for approval. She's loyal to a fault. This, I never realised, could be ADHD related because her natural personality is to rebel and question authority...until it's someone she loves...then she lets them completely cross her boundaries. 

It seems she's has cardinal rules she'll never break, that's part of her inherent character, not part of her ADHD. But when it comes to herself, because of ADHD, she constantly lets other people walk all over her. Her self-esteem is up in the air thanks to being terrified of rejection. 

Her natural personality, if she was a neurotypical, let's say, would be to tell someone to fuck off and be extremely, helpfully honest. So I hate that she has so many self doubts. 

This is why self-esteem isn't thinking just thinking ""I'm the shit,"" and being over confident. It's so important, guys. And I recommend everyone learn what their boundaries are and how to speak up if someone is mistreating you! So, so, so important to your mental health. I've seen her go from a fiery woman to distressed and overly sympathetic to people who don't deserve it way too many times and it fucks me off. It fucks me the fuck off so fucking badly. She shouldn't feel guilty for being herself. 

* She gets phrases/words stuck in her head (intrusive thoughts). 

With me, she allows these random words to leave her lips. Lately she's been saying ""[oovoo javer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW-QwnzdI0)."" I always thought this was just a funny quirk of hers. 

I knew there was overlap with OCD and ADHD, which is why her tic was fascinating to me, but this explains so much about how she'll randomly come out and say the weirdest shit. 

""[Yer faether wid be proud](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LW7Iv-V1-Jo)"" is another one. It's honestly hilarious to me, I just never realised it was routed in ADHD...And I didn't know it could get darker, she told me she has persistent, intrusive thoughts about things she hates like spiders crawling on her and falling down stairs. A razor blade sliding down her heart has been one she's had her whole life. 

I know everyone experiences the call of the void and that's normal. But intrusive thoughts?? That can mess with your psyche and and be an annoyance for you at the least. 

* Avoidance. 

When she's overwhelmed, she just avoids things. She won't make that call, she won't do the paperwork, she won't do the grocery shopping. It can be the simplest things, if she's overwhelmed, she avoids it. She's a pretty and charming girl so she often gets away with it and it never bites her in the ass. I'm not sure how much this applies to other people, but I KNOW she's stressing about things that could be easily be solved. 

I used to get frustrated with her, but now I see if you keep adding things to her ""list"", she gets overwhelmed easily. I can't relate to this because I have an ordinary reward response to getting things ticked off a list. This is an executive functioning problem. She WANTS to get through the day and get everything done, but there's a lack of dopamine, a lack of ""normal"" stimulation to do something. 

It can all be a bit much. It's not that she doesn't want to do something, but she'll often find herself distracting herself, not because she's so flighty and oh so random and spacey, no, because doing things doesn't give her the same ""thrill"" it does neurotypicals and this constant battle of expectations and responsibilities makes her shirk away and feel preemptively inadequate if she gets it wrong. 

I'd like to thank her teachers and parents for constantly shouting at her for this one 🙃

* She's easily hurt. 

Again, rejection dysphoria. She'll make fun of herself all the time, but sometimes you can say something and not realise you've hurt her feelings. I've always been guilty of thinking I'M the sensitive one so I've gotten defensive how I could possibly hurt her feelings. Don't do this. Because I realised over the years, she never steps on my toes. She's ultra sensitive to other people's feelings and extremely empathetic. 

Your feelings are valid, guys. You need to tell people if they've hurt your feelings and if they're good to you, they'll understand. I know it's not that simple, but you once you respect your own feelings you should expect other people to as well. 

* Sensory problems. 

She gets extremely overwhelmed by her senses. If she's driving in the car, you need to be quiet. She won't even play music. As an example, one time an advert played on youtube when we were playing a video in the car and it was so loud and intrusive that she had to pull into a parking spot and gather her thoughts and nearly hit another car while she did. 

Even crossing the road she can misread one little thing and nearly be hit by a car. There's a LOT happening on the road all the time, people say those with ADHD are amazing in a crisis and that may be true. But all that information can definitely impair someone with ADHD. 

She seems to always be a step behind everyone else and honestly, it's one of the most debilitating symptoms I've noticed. People get really frustrated with her, I'm like ""dude, she has ADHD. Slow the fuck down."" 

It's no joke. 

* She cannot take direction. 

This is what baffles me about her being overlooked with having a mental disorder her whole life. 

If you verbally list off something for her to do, she just won't get it right and panics herself. She needs to figure it out. I noticed this when she was playing games, she can't do tutorials. She can't press the right buttons at the right times, she doesn't understand what the fuck the game is asking her to do haha.

It's funny watching her play games and get things wrong so many times before she gets it right. We got ff15 recently and she's gotten so frustrated with what missions are asking of her and if it wasn't for our friend, she would've gave up the game days ago. 

She was a very talented athlete when we were kids, super fast, amazing reflexes, galant and skilled, but never went for the obvious kill and completely tuned out her coaches. Me and our friends would be in balls of laughter as her coach would be red in the face. Especially basketball, ""lay up! Lay up! oH MY GOD LAY UP!!"" 

* She has an innate interest in people.

She likes to get to the meat of things. She's actually really good at small talk, just because she likes learning about people and what makes them tick. 

I never considered this an ADHD thing until I figured out this is what stimulates her. Getting to the core of things, finding out what makes people different. She'll quiz you on silly things and push your buttons, but she'll also find out what things you have in common. 

Conversation with her...she can't stay on topic. It's so much fun if you roll with it. She always wants to hit a nerve, hit a bone, uncover truths. It's not the mechanics of monotonous conversation, it's the fact she is genuinely stimulated by the inner workings of things beyond the details, the everyday. Or tying the everyday into something more interesting and revealing about humanity. She'll come away from the most banal conversation with a new understanding of someone I never would've considered. And she can have the most boring conversations with people and glean something from it. 

She turned her mental disorder here into a great strength. I really admire her emotional intelligence. I often hear people with ADHD saying they have trouble listening, but she loves listening! She'll remember every word of conversation. I'm guessing this also ties into the rejection dysphoria and needing to please people so eventually listening and understanding became a huge part of her. 

* She can't sit down and watch a movie.  

She wants to make them, because it's such a meaty thing with so much to figure out and play with. Tying into my last point.

But it seems watching films is too much of an emotional investment for her. She can watch TV because there's more time to get emotionally invested in characters and formulas etc. but films? I can't think of the last time we watched a film together and she didn't fall asleep. 

* SHE CAN'T JUST DO ONE THING.

This I find really amusing. If she's playing video games, she plays youtube videos or watches a TV show at the same time. 

When she's cleaning or doing dishes or walking, she has to be listening to music or have something on in the background. She listens to countless audio books and podcasts when she's walking. When she's eating she has to watch something. There's always something playing on her laptop/TV. 

It flies in the face in what I've observed with her needing to concentrate on one thing. It seems she needs so much stimulation at once. But if you call her name/if her phone goes off/whatever then her ""fuck I'm overstimulated"" thing kicks in. 

So, pretty much, again, with ADHD she needs the utmost stimulation because of a lack of dopamine. But because of sensory overload, this has to be something within her control.

**edit:** lmao already downvoted within 3 minutes, there's no way someone read all this without a snap judgement then. If you want to judge it, read it first, *then* downvote if you think it's irrelevant. 
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adhd,SPECIALKRLTX,2018/04/11,"Adderall on empty stomach? About to start 10mg 2x/day after being off for a decade. I fast until 1PM (which has been super great for me mentally and physically) but I’m worried I’ll get sick without eating when I take that morning pill. When I asked my Dr he said he hasn’t had anyone mention issues with taking it on an empty stomach. 

Any advice??",1.4485714285714302,3.9172072142857175,3.4996428571428595,85.55660714285716,84.0,4.642857142857143,21.607142857142854,5.985473137389443,0.4727142857142854,275,9,50,2,8,93,59,70,0.16,0.77,0.07,-0.7499,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,6,2,0,0,4,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,11,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663092920157701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532705239476832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055654358927535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547750589219909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575675016814765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788621749378805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238360770927574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046092100470434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844463810857053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746421493314855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923467170546644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928953336695272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098113313233634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627053772735712,0.0,0.0,0.2767634221675699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JacksonG,2018/04/11,"Feeling conflicted and working against my brain more Howdy Y'all

I've been ghosting here for awhile now and wanted to share my story...

TL;DR: Have conflicting thoughts about depression, Dating is hard, want to confirm my ADD diagnostic, intrusive thoughts. Need advice on where to take my life...

All my life, I've been pretty aware that something wasn't right with me mentally. Focusing was hard, studying was hard, reading was hard, the list goes on... It was only recently that my Mother told me that I was diagnosed with ADD at a young age, and out of concern about my well-being and feeling left out, never told me 'till I confronted her about it. Now, at 22, I've never felt so conflicted before. I want to seek reaffirmation on my ADD, so I can put my mind at ease, and confirm with my intrusive thoughts if I'm depressed, actually having ADD, or if I'm just a lazy asshole. Furthermore, dating has been especially difficult since I've been so in my head recently. I'm scared of commitment, I fear of leading people on, and dawn too much on the future. However, I am seeing somebody right now and it seems ok, but I still struggle to keep these thoughts away.

The good news though, I do have a Doctors app. tomorrow so I can sort this out. I also plan on getting back into therapy too.

Thanks for taking the time to read this, putting my thoughts on here has put me at ease a little bit... :)",4.987986097318768,6.351643826415099,5.478907646474678,80.62332671300895,69.22641509433963,8.899702085402186,31.305858987090375,9.276330184999452,2.785188679245284,1094,46,205,22,19,351,148,265,0.086,0.809,0.105,0.7897,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,0,3,20,11,1,3,8,1,20,6,2,1,4,48,44,18,1,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,18,0,4,9,2,0,4,3,7,0,0,18,8,28,4,36,26,4,43,0,2,1,0,6,22,0,5,17,134,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0986439745701475,0.0,0.0,0.09877868779150352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083730711721507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949722962993588,0.07772780726052357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601553768201409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035818752573404,0.0,0.0,0.11284382895429687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412801206289827,0.10259872724762477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346435736539454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137482627386946,0.10222280813759224,0.0,0.09705705499671104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281252421229676,0.0,0.0,0.08478495503541547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622077370376939,0.0,0.1037419484142356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984862483068379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982869874907908,0.0,0.14279806541412365,0.0,0.10131331131362807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186948760915113,0.0,0.10206661615374936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430880184813263,0.0749529398791635,0.15592532919304433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687938290229693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700793243814528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283936479873182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30485378684653563,0.0,0.0,0.20222388238415506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996176680074854,0.0,0.0,0.17265136871119252,0.0,0.0,0.10120330520235774,0.0,0.0805513277896453,0.0920236108663248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361821433971661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778198530547342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072628116945924,0.0,0.0,0.1056755573834395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520060574822668,0.0,0.0,0.09306510589258052,0.11559903400586274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931509277328048,0.401249351192451,0.05894323515325243,0.0,0.0,0.19318130812662807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886692397556989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908871828252053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735907827143068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sddshdshsdh,2018/04/11,"I can't even keep my attention when masturbating I was on Vyvanse for two years and stopped recently because I thought it was affecting me socially.  I am strongly considering getting back on because my ADHD is driving me crazy.

I can't even masturbate to a video on pornhub without pausing to check Facebook.  If that's not a sign of ADHD I don't know what is.",3.9161904761904758,6.0225261428571475,5.48,76.55333333333336,73.28571428571428,8.666666666666666,38.80952380952381,9.2995712137729,4.148666666666667,290,19,51,7,6,98,51,70,0.07,0.8959999999999999,0.034,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,10,1,8,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898279686851561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869161259828868,0.0,0.2991778653873851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241587388572092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282074036335978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181160450367009,0.0,0.0,0.1348612484526701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422953959912629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501466543307493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515903887514994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481415930531076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397127231836393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365495219758725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802466358403489
adhd,All-DayErrDay,2018/04/11,"Have you found through yourself or others that medication provides a benefit long term? Ignoring how it feels the first week, have you or people you know had long term success 'therapeutically' from the use of medication? Iv'e realized it would benefit me a lot to go back on after a 1.5 years hiatus but the only thing that lingers in the back of my head is if they are likely to still be normalizing me 5 to 10 years down the line. Does it still work after a long time of using it for you?",9.6553125,6.792038906250002,9.626250000000002,68.79375000000003,60.97916666666666,12.933333333333335,37.54166666666666,11.20814326018867,3.883841666666665,389,13,77,8,4,129,66,96,0.019,0.909,0.07200000000000001,0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,3,5,5,0,0,9,0,7,3,1,3,0,15,13,5,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,8,4,14,9,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,17,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774125872477057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785768042724366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912089723119518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534368967395491,0.0,0.19778478559005488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251795996130122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512887041345608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913585277465099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812786547150643,0.0,0.0,0.4789098522948959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533583834890423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634413917632615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674073754404362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719226920585562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505747540303822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881142194458784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984095640625335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518497781500087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115925086524124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469538832730094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132371894870093,0.0,0.0,0.1281415878030837,0.0,0.0,0.2323263348600636
adhd,stupidshithead,2018/04/11,If ADHD had a cure shot like in X-Men would you do it? Its kinda hard to separate the ADHD from who I am. But if their was a cure shot like in X-Men I think I'd do it.  What do y'all think? Would anyone keep it?,-2.680588235294117,-1.1809426862745092,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,93.50980392156865,4.184313725490196,10.46078431372549,5.46131890053228,-1.7694862745098043,157,1,46,1,6,57,34,51,0.024,0.858,0.119,0.6633,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6805440368297119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979738595221929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536324297128311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166248748343445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664991848151715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36284163931227975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402260506709732,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CessPoole,2018/04/11,"Question about adderall Hello,
I’ve been on adderall for four months now and while it definitely helps me stay on task at work, I find that it’s made me a little socially awkward and too serious about things. 

I also feel a little dumbed down, if that makes any sense. Like, remembering certain words has been a bit more difficult and I find myself tripping over words a lot more frequently, this is mainly in conversation with others, though. 
So, my question is:

Is adderall normalizing me and this is how I actually am or is this something that will fade with time?",7.595428571428576,7.8198528761904775,7.5302380952380945,72.2439285714286,63.0952380952381,10.428571428571429,34.64285714285714,10.125756701596842,3.472714285714286,452,18,79,9,6,145,73,105,0.07200000000000001,0.833,0.095,0.5233,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,22,13,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,9,2,11,9,5,16,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,5,7,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1893614043668436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517892570381248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195828243830224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184853372257254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811574701651812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547099934140437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006528680654345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480132419576688,0.3889711661559451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497140550832995,0.0,0.1836115016973996,0.1295275536931563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548860747308642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012438198595816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347530066018589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198168712221951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780598234019292,0.0,0.14938648535077814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682776330126534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891588034517024,0.0,0.19064971301412995,0.0,0.11315008174784955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126817196854502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bobbarker6969,2018/04/11,"Transferred Old 401k to an IRA ...after only a year and a half after leaving my old company. It was just sitting there doing nothing, now I can try and invest it make my money work for me. I know this isn’t a big deal but I have been thinking and trying to do this for a while. I called one time about 9 months ago when I was inspired but was put on hold for 5-10 minutes so I hung up. The thought of sitting on hold again prevented me from calling. I felt inspired today and just said “do it you mother fucker!” . The check is on the way and all of my accounts will be with one company! Huge weight lifted.",0.8730586080586099,2.9393212142857164,2.612222222222222,93.59730769230772,82.8888888888889,4.829304029304031,21.597069597069602,5.873414542411696,0.12912527472527424,467,15,101,3,13,154,86,126,0.047,0.848,0.105,0.7457,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,8,3,1,0,8,0,13,2,0,1,1,21,19,10,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,3,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,7,3,13,2,16,10,1,23,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,13,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290506807926256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39834726205006815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109381416819536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728401642702447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719748616400328,0.0,0.0,0.20653577352562505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020116352108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569156189689526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871611604689828,0.0,0.4093561934704105,0.0,0.26434951814428764,0.14834861423377405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960848067683554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554259402716056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249837869314407,0.0,0.1548524011626077,0.11373852030723346,0.0,0.18488995251164114,0.0,0.0,0.2648599702360713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548260988664568,0.0,0.2375252379884644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200283904360034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560944587477949
adhd,weebkeeb,2018/04/11,"Adhd First time taking meds I’ve known half my life that I’ve had adhd but just recently got diagnosed. I didn’t get why I couldn’t get some things easier than others and got some stuff faster than others. I’m getting a prescription pretty soon and am pretty nervous about it. Can anyone please tell me how it was like for them first taking medications to help treat adhd?

   Thanks!",4.276801801801804,6.193663256756762,4.6875675675675685,83.42207207207208,71.83783783783784,7.636036036036036,20.44144144144144,8.344100000000001,1.0274036036036036,307,6,57,5,6,97,56,74,0.03,0.638,0.333,0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,9,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,5,3,5,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776107259979257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202001001035268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260608034630575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725428913627778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511036282534807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562633181306581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738294429584364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315848802872727,0.07826873384308795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795314702685644,0.1613910504202407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585847125369228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32597492120669097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818445039881726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833979500779944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091048553098754,0.0,0.14002741766479504,0.1474964894026669,0.0,0.0,0.10643398509969393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341761528940258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445613189620866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,scriberius,2018/04/11,"ADHD Breakfast Breakthrough Breakfast is the most important meal of the day. 
But when you're like me and you hate eating breakfast, may it be just because of the physical sensation of eating something or simply because of ADHD-inflicted time management troubles, you're in danger of half-assing your morning due to a lack of brain fuel. 

I've read in some articles that people with adhd should try to have a protein-rich diet since protein takes longer to be broken down in to usable energy chunks - thus providing the body with energy over a longer period of time. 

Often times I have half an hour to get ready in the morning before I leave for uni, so I'm not keen on spending the majority of that time in the kitchen. That's why I've come up with a breakfast which provides me with energy for around 5hours and takes roughly 1minute to make. The ingredients are:

-300ml milk
-100g instant oats
-30g whey protein powder
-1 tb peanut butter
-1 tb cacao powder
-a handful of frozen berries (gives a nice consistency) 

put it all in a blender and you have a shake which you can either drink right on the spot or take with you for on the road. 

How do you guys handle your breakfast situation?",6.4715921963499055,7.0853454889867855,6.4322498426683445,77.82595814977975,65.47577092511014,9.128886091881688,31.63278791692889,9.04235418022936,2.6511387035871623,954,35,171,15,14,302,140,227,0.091,0.8390000000000001,0.071,-0.6789,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,7,0,0,6,7,2,1,19,0,11,15,3,3,1,26,20,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,10,12,0,0,2,1,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,11,3,36,16,6,27,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,6,10,102,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189067752016597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281230556860271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546971838354514,0.0,0.12246889748965135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598673457823297,0.0,0.16066701078627654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397795823519382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281920533399167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099092786857007,0.0,0.29454078378986265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519445658569594,0.13806521144800293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425075901614141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209535519894695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173635008460442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239495152439875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031409641409538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607052407680597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997789216355824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468357762935968,0.0,0.0,0.14396315240870147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291048423313147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905558921338665,0.16177683601764686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079988410527382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246392705307894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356934441485924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771508740560113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986920856068776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,osamabinsmoking,2018/04/11,"Would browsing Reddit worsen effects of ADHD? I recently got diagnosed for ADHD, I noticed when I browse Reddit I'd open a link, without finish reading the comments go back to the front page and open another link. An hour later I noticed I have like 30 tabs open, all partially read. And I don't feel I retained anything, but it's so addictive to me it's hard to stop, anyone else do the same?",2.9210439560439525,4.987948576923079,4.6403296703296695,81.64038461538463,76.05128205128206,7.021245421245422,29.091575091575088,7.957251820313856,2.2087267399267403,311,14,56,5,7,105,57,78,0.112,0.863,0.025,-0.6366,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,16,7,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,6,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205561911095816,0.4532330652242708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977251392022632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184789569756353,0.193205460461814,0.15517159049074591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499359559140093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138785578851475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752050338777535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534330779228764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716491111639187,0.0,0.15081135610003935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689157458414263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569694058508066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212254002807273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293613030888767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37722880465486697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618358376536626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764742430768636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817683640222381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133950011026502,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jack5603,2018/04/11,"Worried about starting Lexapro I just went to see a psychiatrist, knowing I had high symptoms of adhd/focus issues, and long lasting anxiety and depression problems.  He started me on daily 5mg of Lexapro(2.5mg first 5 days) and Klonopin for anxiety as needed. I felt some side effects yesterday, but also could tell things felt ""slowed down"" in my head. Anyways, my over-analyzer mind kicked in last night and I started researching about Lexapro. I ended up on an older lady's youtube channel, who had to quit 1 year of Xanax and Lexapro use cold turkey(for whatever reason)... On her 4 month update she was still having full body shakes. 8 months later she was still a crippled anxious/depressed mess. It really freaked me out... like what am I getting myself into?? Is the process of weening off lexapro and getting off SSRI's always this horrible? Do withdrawal effects really last years?",5.339892183288414,7.92392550943396,5.240543575920938,77.718820754717,70.63522012578615,7.561725067385446,35.25651392632525,8.418075326091056,3.3012098831985632,712,38,111,12,14,221,120,159,0.139,0.833,0.028,-0.9454,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,1,4,0,9,4,2,4,0,22,21,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,5,0,1,7,4,14,1,21,13,2,38,0,1,1,0,6,14,0,1,23,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165836182975083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103499000380566,0.11481805459605568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112269507670145,0.15588850007966384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327487522163974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017313459016682,0.0,0.0,0.0889916076739659,0.0,0.2376997627729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222174590522265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264982511140438,0.0,0.0,0.11737352883079448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441873059708416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161671195534148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579314829779536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402485665922385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758352464177,0.3374388047032862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741454486188167,0.0,0.0,0.12211608496206362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932973884765096,0.0,0.22028329924722395,0.0,0.0,0.10231723096900093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294935008918252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203701258040765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676848187338828,0.0,0.0,0.1767988084853952,0.14187586250763756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995951357745226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930083625175321,0.0,0.2203966800768603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342359657264991,0.0,0.0,0.1206086283314831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167388190687864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917834978067145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791735538187599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013471380460354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772101979576715
adhd,Crohny2012,2018/04/11,"[Help] I need to write the last of my wedding thank-yous. My anniversary is in June. Quick background: diagnosed with ADHD in college over 10yrs ago.  Married last June.  My wife and I pumped out Thank yous to almost all family members and most of our friends within a few months after the wedding.  
We have, like, 30 more cards to write.  I took over the stack in November and hit a mental block (i.e. How to write my parents' card.  They are sensitive about thank you cards). Shockingly, haven't touched the stack since.  
I feel guilty for not starting up again and I NEED to have these out before the end of the month (like I've said every month). The biggest mental obstacle for me now is ""how do I address it in the letter?"". I can't *not* say anything about the Thank-You being ten months late, but I don't want that to overshadow the main point: gratitude for our friends' generosity and sharing our day with them.  Apologizing in the first line of a thank you just rubs me the wrong way (and ""Sorry for the delay!"" is for when you're ten mins late to a dinner).  What if I'm caring about this more than they do? What if I'm caring less?  I need a way to acknowledge it with humility, but not let the overall focus shift from being grateful.  Maybe just a ""Dear _____, Oh my goodness, this is overdue. Thank you for......"" and proceed normally?
Has anyone been in this situation? Halp.",2.7810943396226406,5.016099637735851,3.4164528301886783,89.44807547169815,77.15094339622641,6.504150943396226,23.43018867924529,7.554174236665415,1.003659622641509,1064,34,215,15,25,334,146,265,0.053,0.764,0.183,0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,4,3,3,1,11,15,0,0,20,0,17,2,0,2,1,39,34,14,0,7,9,2,3,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,9,13,1,2,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,3,5,26,13,39,27,7,40,0,0,0,0,25,14,0,4,25,143,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548150231077962,0.0,0.09255388238193124,0.0,0.1045523430933972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730064653180528,0.0,0.08592119942130469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884590823105425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129075567619425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733633410785007,0.0,0.0,0.10597477329461012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247698599517226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797060977536048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842921839175836,0.0,0.05279324221914534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881178078862692,0.0,0.0,0.16133506404696302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757483284355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998436438061717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021748970381645,0.2355598807109466,0.0,0.0,0.10676712624103724,0.0,0.10201969455769944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489469139704846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210443075555166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333588463944548,0.0,0.0,0.2322578756446352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230042429641996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593584719723855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870196305151144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993185891841874,0.08303166605187977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636970014807598,0.11736212394619375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687935242549448,0.07390250800262277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767646693005207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600425055980487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061584200333096265,0.1657528805063169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415682894720025,0.0,0.0
adhd,jasmine85,2018/04/11,Ordered the “Mastering Your Adult ADHD” workbook — and I have no idea where I put it My doctor suggested I try this workbook to do some at-home CBT with this workbook. I put it somewhere in my house and I’m pretty sure it’s lost forever 😂,2.669897959183672,4.223339204081636,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,75.3265306122449,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,1.9395265306122451,187,8,38,3,4,63,37,49,0.096,0.787,0.117,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,3,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,23,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370231628826177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870326680577823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32357933557843666,0.0,0.31657208616798704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30612319723758663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529880251709244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638205467354275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643025826018622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903940132945202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CrownVicDude,2018/04/11,"How do you manage to maintain friendships with ADHD? It's such a struggle to simply go to work, keep the house clean, spend a little time with hobbies, get laundry done, cook a decent meal, and other adulting essentials.

How do all of you navigate coordinating with other people's schedules, taking the initiative to reach out, following through when you don't feel like it, actively listening/helping your friends, and maintaining somewhat frequent contact??

I can't seem to wrap my head around it. Have burnt so many bridges, canceled so many plans, turned my phone off to avoid getting calls, and truly been a bad friend at times because my own needs always took 100% of my focus.

Not to mention how difficult it is to make new friends as an adult. Thrown in ADHD and it's ridiculous how much effort it takes.

For those of you who do have friends/are good at making new friends, how do you manage it all?",8.145119047619048,7.883522797619051,7.14238095238095,77.10261904761907,62.0952380952381,9.609523809523813,37.11904761904762,8.841846274778883,3.2039833333333334,722,31,127,9,9,220,114,168,0.083,0.765,0.153,0.9161,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,0,3,10,11,1,2,7,0,11,3,1,7,2,25,25,13,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,11,9,2,2,2,1,1,3,3,5,0,0,3,1,11,6,23,22,5,17,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,2,8,82,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34908647096061063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084645450239913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928919267071634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212644560777523,0.08853339512741831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830031418279507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862496857067092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343475443578175,0.10375531199282333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448830202963869,0.0,0.15175770720145426,0.0,0.08253991931042688,0.1218155217276774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490521468796811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097347395170421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675807196257867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290907933570559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095407387899771,0.14556278139763154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388985738493375,0.2944892830338545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676381749931677,0.10768928841903226,0.0,0.280536110963208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006870789550332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221572346489582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183027638747526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839602545327827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937441175763746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613604941709162,0.0,0.1579730596246137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573219726243732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AdhdShadow,2018/04/11,"Frustration!!! When I can beat ADHD, but depression wins. The feeling of just damnit it!! When I'm are having  a successful, productive day, with ADHD SX are in check. But then something minor happens, and the depression sweeps in settling on my body like a hundren pound weight. Now i feel like i physically cant move, and the more I fight it the more I feel like im about to cry. And the sadness starts to fill my brain. Damn it its just not fair!!!",1.5959090909090892,4.089143136363639,2.7260909090909102,91.1916363636364,83.54545454545455,6.247272727272727,22.43636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.00886,348,12,72,6,10,111,60,88,0.297,0.523,0.18,-0.9432,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,3,0,7,0,5,3,2,0,0,12,11,8,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,0,4,7,5,8,11,2,11,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,9,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807926735928666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221874494768663,0.0,0.2232988429687228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972278405708864,0.12900234500489632,0.0,0.3445698713204505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034224599652188,0.2858019316258196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768852418635591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160659600150797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931726238663519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125994807464782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399232114107106,0.0,0.0,0.14158176206640313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435817888379745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bhybrid,2018/04/11,"Treatment help, no insurance, DC Metro Area. I'm in my 30's, I'm running my own company and I'm doing pretty well but my schedule is really fucked up and I have so many projects going on that I'm having a hard time starting/finishing. I don't have insurance but I need to get some focus. I'm doing what I can, exercising, setting micro-goals, self medicating (i know), meditating, etc.

I have a lot of options for success but I need to focus on one project at a time. ADHD is a bitch. I'm willing to see a doctor and get re-evalutated for the umpteenth time but I don't have a ton of money for this task. 

I need drugs, plain and simple. I'm an adult, I should be able to get the medication I know works for me without so many freaking hoops. 

If anyone has some good advice for me, I would appreciate it. Thanks. ",0.8991666666666696,3.0785715357142855,3.5726190476190496,86.07238095238097,83.64285714285714,6.352380952380952,23.023809523809533,7.594959193182576,1.1394023809523812,630,23,133,11,18,221,101,168,0.09,0.759,0.151,0.8469,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,0,9,0,17,6,0,0,0,21,36,11,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,3,1,1,0,2,17,4,17,32,6,13,0,0,1,1,3,6,2,5,4,84,21,5,0.15923047484121455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136408758832305,0.1555981771505729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113376503019246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297913817291654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846567984858014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758407012308278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720600818501434,0.24957405332714,0.0,0.18098869663998984,0.13355496765810124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263922940507753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067288308517091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501780947212547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537205557433532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322869418555449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208159030139061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542021384782197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789869066948582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199463730254013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200711951261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688607280937356,0.0,0.16611211213558247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659802794481072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785457111324129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316731969352214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349249559418535,0.0,0.1159216821102067,0.0,0.0,0.11311276078168933,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wakkajabba,2018/04/11,"Do you feel like your ADHD made you lash out against people close to you? Did you try to apologize for that and if so how? My emotions used to be really intense, and it's not like I'm crazy. I knew that the emotional response I was having was inappropiate for what was going on so I was constantly busy trying to regulate my response I guess? But when you have to push something away over and over and every time it pops up into your head you feel that same strong emotion you get really wound up. 

And at some point I'd just irrationally explode on someone.

I'm doing a lot better now with medication. I'm not spending 50% of my time and energy trying to stay ""balanced"".

Idk if I even should apologize for it. I don't want it to come across as ""Oh I had ADHD so that's why you have to forgive me""

Like I don't want to delegitimize *their* feelings about what I said and did. 

I don't know if I should even bring it up or not I guess. Did you? How did you do it?",1.4106677140612724,3.3128779850746284,3.271112856768788,90.45259230164964,80.09452736318408,6.61963864886096,21.52422100026185,7.669130373188453,0.7680288557213935,749,22,166,12,19,251,109,201,0.033,0.83,0.13699999999999998,0.9548,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,12,1,2,12,6,0,0,2,0,21,3,1,4,0,40,40,19,0,7,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,12,0,0,6,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,12,4,29,6,29,25,3,24,0,0,0,0,17,14,0,8,8,121,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319814702320846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297662039247953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215395526392525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897624048740685,0.0,0.14925625645414434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660917480398373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824509864364168,0.0,0.11637018936108287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209509503562002,0.09867137195257482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216084114797125,0.0,0.07849551914776162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30430461957762833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174869259814007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590592158329879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243211689487245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174228001823096,0.0,0.13069038606147354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913913589877938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957534802562932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056594878613734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696357731859114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138164052691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702674954040007,0.10632981737187308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721517979097426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107518025623976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28131872561641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928941884162166,0.0,0.0,0.16293089414097808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462981653814158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,imagoofygooberlemon,2018/04/11,"Adderall day 2 side effects are out of control...what can I do? Recently started on Adderall xr again after taking it for a couple weeks back last September. I took a dose yesterday and did really well - I was focused and had the normal, not super disruptive side effects (dry mouth, chills) but today I'm dealing with anxiety which is really strange because I don't actually have anything to be anxious about. This in addition to the teeth grinding is actually really disruptive and I'm getting less done than if I hadn't taken the meds! Does anyone have any tips on working through the anxiety in particular?",6.17625,7.810166982142861,7.253928571428574,67.99107142857143,66.67857142857143,10.6,38.10714285714286,10.686352973137794,4.792317857142857,490,27,76,14,8,165,83,112,0.109,0.8220000000000001,0.069,-0.6611,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,6,0,14,3,2,2,0,12,21,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,0,5,2,14,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,10,52,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.3638530821371396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677722775461842,0.0,0.28523335792189397,0.21061023459830247,0.0,0.13035458134460898,0.0,0.15341411107080782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335139253432835,0.0,0.11364459455342653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209094515965904,0.0,0.20627870231024545,0.0,0.1202304426555906,0.19219877098372284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314413513816878,0.19078026172407325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974007778671856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519634563268231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070791457481364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826595620324899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582910719467524,0.0,0.18407486131325304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195448442860525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017042794415072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671165961502042,0.0,0.2071280324289203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954105446911758,0.0,0.16762088988109594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572158474030266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adexine,2018/04/11,"Getting Adderall while 3 months out of state I've been taking 20 mg adderall xr and have been going to my doctor once a month to get a paper script for it. If I'll be working out of state for 3 months, what are my best options to get my medicine for the 3 months? Can I get a 90 day script? Or the script mailed to me? And how much of a problem would it be to try to get it early since the date I leave is less than 30 days since my last fill? ",4.693333333333335,2.957709040404044,5.243111111111109,92.738,69.70707070707071,7.920000000000001,26.87070707070707,3.1291,0.4459640404040406,341,7,88,0,5,110,61,99,0.041,0.904,0.055,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,10,16,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,15,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,10,51,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056397466779235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421671978673456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586161954280409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743576209329504,0.0,0.1031998716325271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801734686397328,0.0,0.19227403170317636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797628913785547,0.0,0.13348707332133514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933838442314789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375388975060585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004206885579159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653055382249002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232854082485481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321972359080094,0.0,0.0,0.12899393839926532,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,techsupportburner,2018/04/11,"A waystation amongst Chaos It’s rough not being able to get through 90 seconds of a 4 minute YouTube video that doesn’t immediately intensely fascinate you. 

It’s rough having people mock you for mumbling to yourself out loud.

It’s rough not wanting to brush your teeth because the notion of doing the activity that takes TWO minutes is agony.

It’s rough being habitual or obsessive to the point where you somebody would have to restrain you to get you to not to do it. 

It’s rough getting invasive thoughts if you DON’T DO THE THING YOU HAVE DO EVERY 2 MINUTES.

Its rough that when your brain doesn’t want to do something, it simply won’t do it. 

It’s rough interrupting others not because you don’t care what you have to say, but that you’re so excited about sharing your thoughts with them that your impulsive brain speaks before you can stop it. 


It’s rough having people tell you “dude you’re so loud” when you’re not even conscious of the fact your voice is at an elevated level.

But I’ve made impactful changes to my character for the better recently. I’ve noticed change, and that it is possible. The short temper I inherited from my father (that was only accentuated by this shit carnival) has been slowly going away. 

I finally sat down with a Dr. to open up about my insecurities regarding this thing, and why I feel that I’m slightly off center, and was prescribed Addy. I was averse to putting amphetamines in my system, still am but I’m willing to make any effort to change for the better. Moderation is my game plan for the future. 

Also, this is the first time admitting  to an entity other than myself that I’m not exactly normal. And I love that, I’ve hated the prospect of being normal, of having a 9-5 job. In fact to a degree it terrifies me! But...I’m trying to change.

IDK why I decided to vent to this subreddit at 10am on a Wednesday morning, but here I am. 
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adhd,homefry91834,2018/04/11,"How to explain brain farts to managers. TL;DR: Does anyone have anything concrete I can share with my manager to explain my word jumbling isn't purely a lack of preparedness, but also ADHD?

 

I started taking Vyvanse about 2 months ago and since then certain aspects of my ADHD seem to have gotten worse. One that has become more noticeable is the fact that I trip over myself when speaking. Before, I could catch up quickly enough to semi recover. Today my manager (well meaning health nut) came over and explained to me that I needed to have a game plan for each call ready. I had a call recently where I just jumbled everything and had to start over. He said that I need to stop being distracted, and that if I have a script I read that won't happen. I was trying to explain that tripping over my words has been something I've done my whole life even with a script. I have been doing logic proofs in the background to keep my mind focused, and he told me that I had to stop. 

 

I haven't been able to find anything that explains what I mean, but how do I convey to him the fact that, even with enormous amounts of preparation, I need to fidget/have a mindless activity and, even then, will still stumble from time to time?",7.920364145658263,6.967962058823531,7.465168067226893,76.86635154061626,62.865546218487395,9.950140056022411,35.79971988795518,8.841846274778883,3.014494677871148,982,38,180,12,12,309,139,238,0.075,0.871,0.055,-0.7629,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,1,9,0,25,3,1,2,5,43,45,15,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,11,0,3,10,2,0,4,3,1,1,1,12,2,28,3,31,29,6,27,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,15,133,39,4,0.12137970112932345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917496262134385,0.0,0.1075957814190566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970673031398418,0.0,0.26302971092343697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487150924824598,0.0,0.19977030361727266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405434357854293,0.10328518562363746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549988913763006,0.2478844918343911,0.1388260421706079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969118145955926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622019442164254,0.12421357638741025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541767810592688,0.0,0.2405104435100785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908824876672604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109388478535084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733566884604186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902094632975727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078878554241276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573407253186359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644361564170816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255889667734865,0.0,0.09688411941152923,0.0,0.0,0.2700045311723547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819159423497704,0.0,0.0,0.08225002681658533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141254820027425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984781150895435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545989144586252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049952120537837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040654307739842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344402400501517,0.0,0.0,0.17182635439445654,0.0,0.09693398611442956,0.20295773033470133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912624293590628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415549596764164,0.0,0.1150537641146692,0.1159835060418859,0.0,0.08240884949397287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913492843135128,0.0,0.0,0.13551610159186406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369628520875588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Skaterdreww,2018/04/11,"I've been offered adhd medication? My psychiatrist isn't even 100% sure I have adhd, but he thinks there is a possibility. He said he will offer me adhd medication if I want it. The thing is I've looked up online about adhd medication and apparently a lot of adhd medications are similar to cocaine and are actually dangerous? Also what if I don't even have adhd and I'm on adhd medication? ",4.301096491228069,6.079060250000005,7.981578947368423,60.39938596491231,71.5,10.856140350877194,29.771929824561404,10.864195022040775,3.981682456140352,313,13,53,11,6,120,49,76,0.087,0.892,0.021,-0.6928,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,10,5,0,0,1,10,15,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,5,12,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,0,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0951557518646353,0.0,0.8203169952693026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797875917885913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288089490337352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188389126138533,0.0,0.0,0.08289956540932493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911556307433196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992794068546934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927543959566198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190207688967404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478135057433043,0.06248050870464625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057513959363382224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FallFromEden,2018/04/11,"Just got diagnosed, and also prescribed Adderall. Not sure how to feel or what to expect. Well, it finally happened. It started months ago with a random question out of the blue from a counselor, ""do you have ADHD?"" I was like, what? I've always been high-functioning, generally successful in my endeavors, and am a graduate student well on my way to career goals.

But focusing has definitely been something always difficult for me. Especially in grad school, it's become a lot more difficult and the consequences are greater too. I've always felt inferior in terms of intelligence/work ethic compared to my peers my entire life. It always felt like I had to work harder or try harder to even be able to keep up (but my actual track sheet of accomplishments and others' perceptions doesn't always reflect that either).

What I'm trying to say I guess, is that I always took everything on myself. If I couldn't focus, it's because I wasn't trying hard enough. I mean other people were able to focus when they wanted to and get things done. Also, I've always been able to get stuff in and do well on deadlines and at the last second (at the cost of much stress to myself).

Getting this diagnosis is nice because it's some validation that maybe part of all this wasn't completely under my control. On the other hand, it's uncomfortable because I'll have to reevaluate a lot of self-views and notions I had. But the last thing I want to do is start using ADHD as a crutch for anything. 

So I have been having significant difficulty focusing consistently since the start of grad school and to the point now where it's interfering and causing me to fall behind and submit work not up to my own caliber. In terms of medication, I've been on Welbutrin on a low dosage. My body is really sensitive, so I felt the effects strongly at 100mg and it was great. But then my body habituated and I had to take more to get the effect. I had found a happy medium at 200, but that's when the insomnia started. I stayed on it for several weeks but the sleep issues with not go away. I tried Intuniv which didn't help either. 

Now with the diagnosis, I just got prescribed a low dosage of adderall. I don't know much about ADHD obviously, and I know even less about stimulant medication aside from what some of the common side-effects are, that it's a controlled and addictive drug etc. 

I guess my worries are that the side-effects will be too intense, or that it'll work great but I'll habituate relatively quick and then I'll have to up the dosage but then the side-effects will become too intense! Etc. Also, on the dosage of Welbutrin I'm on right now, I only get the effects for like 2-3 hours which is not ideal for a 9-6 workday. 

Sorry I know I just dumped a lot of text on you guys. Just looking for some guidance and also needed to rant I guess.

Tl;Dr: Just got diagnosed with ADHD, feel bittersweet/confused about it as I've generally been a high achiever/academically successful. Also got prescribed Adderall and was curious about what kind of things to expect/what people generally experience etc. ",5.935452845311249,6.751407705583758,6.787878261643957,74.09780991183544,66.69881556683588,9.672829281325141,31.119467450351767,9.747274676799606,2.9686318104906935,2458,92,442,51,38,817,254,591,0.061,0.852,0.086,0.8784,0,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,1,14,32,23,1,1,32,0,44,12,4,9,3,91,82,45,0,7,23,0,7,3,0,3,8,1,0,1,36,23,0,3,16,0,1,3,10,7,3,1,27,10,40,16,79,49,23,59,0,3,2,0,7,31,0,15,26,317,76,14,0.18090509407412095,0.0,0.058845758647597536,0.06573775171186168,0.2898836905192166,0.0,0.05345381690264255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411162306197737,0.35123090397407003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496231594366752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665543030472635,0.0,0.0,0.11027806624720744,0.13319697560897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339631849214634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194645473857865,0.0,0.0,0.06322518309108953,0.0,0.1352669637843354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240990830861224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061709573381648,0.0,0.0,0.06993082518659803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062307773719475976,0.20175699999461572,0.0796574056529202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054195277908671964,0.058986631656815364,0.0,0.0,0.06098070076917653,0.0,0.1736972600182969,0.06605756266235324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611769939426464,0.0,0.0,0.15752574178553647,0.0,0.03427084464061729,0.0,0.19291510630123407,0.13296566991186906,0.1992873565432894,0.05970816166391797,0.0533245924138324,0.06419227885281907,0.054018476969557735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040418957080720484,0.12742410951212746,0.0,0.0,0.05938502570227771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293930586479733,0.0,0.053598919900020116,0.0,0.06279493901743043,0.0994207086262054,0.09830786450111736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425928726479274,0.08838109109535436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050638238970022856,0.0,0.0,0.1537990417544337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605811607649173,0.06568622719744341,0.0,0.12149523339900813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813224005156398,0.0,0.08865737290092293,0.04471294500527898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045862158646372116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530086260318324,0.0,0.08361120943692534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700459586465587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755170247958381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038630811867853256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149732063021949,0.0,0.047954330602181405,0.0,0.122057075510027,0.0,0.0,0.06290782235143748,0.06812375457198612,0.0,0.04988218774659098,0.0,0.060345247189847025,0.0,0.0,0.046423193213833085,0.0,0.06750281396592722,0.1707274089320961,0.06427358669811267,0.0,0.0,0.06907539134913138,0.0,0.06903101718343824,0.0,0.0,0.056833636747003764,0.0,0.04533937227566506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018530607121053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699740529266701,0.16376357860543622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208130584747292,0.0,0.0,0.07113500771618947,0.04786468107900768,0.04837038481306685,0.0,0.16265540540103074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560141740697569,0.06123930145816895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,candlepin,2018/04/11,"I had to switch from my judgment-free supermarket pharmacy to CVS because of my prescription plan... So I stopped at the CVS across from my psychiatrist's office to take care of business before driving 30 minutes back home. When I asked nicely for an idea how long it would take to fill the prescription - because, y'know, I'm an adult with shit to do, and if it was more than a half hour, I was going to go grocery shopping - the pharmacy tech got cagey. After going back and forth with her on the question, she snotted that ""it would be at least 30 minutes, because it's a narcotic."" 

OH IS THAT WHAT MY STIMULANT MEDICATION DOES

It's a shame I was too mad at her attitude to realize what she'd said until I was halfway out of the store. ""Oh my goodness; it is? I think I need that pharmacist consult after all!""",5.359999999999999,5.857764779874216,6.1959056603773615,78.96065094339626,67.86792452830188,9.378867924528302,33.51006289308176,9.3871,2.9982598742138364,636,28,123,12,10,210,98,159,0.079,0.863,0.058,-0.5081,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,10,0,12,2,1,2,1,17,24,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,11,5,0,1,4,1,2,5,0,3,0,1,7,1,17,3,25,13,3,20,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,2,9,87,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709748087838553,0.0,0.0,0.2913298278895348,0.0,0.3464360504614281,0.0,0.16119644096440294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314305570043072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657770879330942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229832495427885,0.15889028153914214,0.15150961060454415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900201751926468,0.0,0.18655671486593967,0.0,0.0,0.21385066015975326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410930236821904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764527068736848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908372636598876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404647052606451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221214521944964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019741614280396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445376309195475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583773297139702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28486522471968945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138320897621775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691403954704498,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yujjek,2018/04/11,"Help me! Took overdoes of Concerta! I take 90mg concerta everyday at 7:20AM , I Accedently took today at 4:32PM (16:32) another 90mg does when I got home from school, I am 65kg and 17.5 and on concerta from age of 6. can I die or get a stroke, I already notified my family . to be aware.",1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,3.8450000000000015,85.01009887005651,82.22033898305084,9.357062146892655,25.08757062146893,9.725611199111238,2.7109977401129948,220,9,48,8,6,78,45,59,0.083,0.867,0.05,-0.4184,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,0,8,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864349934160409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217516743052794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693861370202583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714593987143397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446935523701084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561131826230466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759679959038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398007431593285,0.0,0.26036355099981084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626923181814244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515959657753107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460360341822907,0.0,0.5767696345313571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Comrade_Soomie,2018/04/11,"Retail and food&bev aren't compatible with my mental wellbeing, but I'm struggling to find work in my field. What are other low skilled jobs I can try for that will ease my symptoms until something better comes along? I am not officially diagnosed, but have an appointment for it with my psychiatrist this morning.

I graduated from college last May and took a job that I loved with a great company. Unfortunately, they began corporate wide restructuring and after being employed with them for 4 months, they eliminated my department. I had 9 months of experience with them (5 months of an internship, and 4 months full time), but I keep getting rejected from every job I have interviewed and applied for. I've been stuck in retail since I got laid off and it is really wearing me down since I did it all through college with the hopes that college would land me a better job, now only to end up back in it. The rejection and failure stings.

I'm currently working as a retail pharmacy technician and I hate my job. I dread going into work every day I'm scheduled to the point that I get nauseous and depressed and end up crying for non reason those days. I live for my days off and am so miserable that I'm close to impulsively quitting, but financially I can't because I'm already breaking even and into the negatives.

I make a lot of mistakes at work and it really tires me out because I have to count pills, stop that to help drive thru or the counter if someone walks up, deal with insurance companies, deal with a delete list, deal with the call list, deal with restocking. It's like I get pulled in ten different directions at a time and it leads to me forgetting things and making mistakes. Dealing with rude and just customers in general really tires me out and makes me exhausted. I come home from work and go straight to bed because I'm so drained.

I think I should try to apply for another low skilled job that's a better fit for my symptoms until I can get another job using my degree. What are some other low skilled jobs that pay decently (I currently make $12.50 an hour) that don't have a lot of customer interaction or constant movement back and forth from task to task?

**TL;DR I hate my retail job and make a lot of mistakes because I'm required to bounce back and forth between tasks and drop them in the middle of them and then come back and pick them up. It is affecting my mental health and I feel trapped with it. I am trying to get another job in my field but struggling through rejections. What are other low skilled jobs that don't require a lot of customer interaction and multitasking that I can switch to until something better comes along?**",6.6141586233172465,7.1746985807086645,6.78207010414021,75.62571882143767,65.16141732283464,10.176885953771908,34.69418338836678,10.088038600937136,3.4939580137160284,2141,93,388,46,31,688,231,508,0.184,0.735,0.081,-0.9957,15,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,7,17,9,27,3,4,21,0,27,10,1,10,1,92,62,41,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,2,0,29,49,0,4,5,0,5,13,6,19,0,1,7,1,51,8,75,50,7,76,0,9,0,1,18,32,0,10,30,257,80,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108436069373585,0.0,0.0,0.05997588391124204,0.0,0.0,0.17413004501572096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025480542795096,0.0,0.13497279650770475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958239626565089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652247973607893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907297952315942,0.0,0.0598178575695255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080361571706184,0.10709598068227044,0.28533699410601226,0.047676198290848563,0.0561830024554526,0.0,0.0578330019690274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805417968285232,0.0,0.0,0.03656070230940717,0.0,0.09327602846154168,0.0,0.0,0.05414669640726417,0.0,0.0,0.027988574686390967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059242499069405,0.0,0.06693410692926123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446005353622362,0.0,0.0629177482508994,0.0,0.04427153831244875,0.06102782578935932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093009531139478,0.0,0.058838564449812586,0.0,0.0,0.037102525380344295,0.0,0.05552443460591388,0.05497887257571461,0.05451240166664592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042318101602349,0.0492010539009704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512078367652847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02704309984181524,0.0,0.04887847228792554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882394883427405,0.04995901958227979,0.0,0.18474565606049415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115673425200922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673169097950844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042099104679424015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052327289411272536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887564348413973,0.0,0.0,0.10638329991502952,0.05691298699410372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157856959044527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690114573510604,0.08522821115908745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627830533177455,0.0,0.1157357456418652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506770978674945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036774644794736085,0.035468518236145635,0.0,0.0,0.06455456152696411,0.1272422377990856,0.0,0.0,0.06150017491357008,0.11274491173998705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780796219428067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014913457921232,0.0,0.0,0.03932179378573448,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Arzamol,2018/04/11,"ADHD therapists in Puerto Rico? I've been looking to get a diagnosis, but not sure who to turn to. Looking online I found [this](https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists/adhd/puerto-rico) list of therapists, but none of them put ADHD in their ""Specialty"" list, and instead list it under ""Issues"". Also, none of them mention ADHD in their blurbs except Martínez, who lists it under Niños (kids) and not Jovenes y Adultos (adolescents and adults). I'm 26. I don't really know what my standards should be for this kind of thing. Any advice is appreciated!",6.3046875000000036,8.86665176041667,6.667083333333334,68.63625,67.85416666666666,8.55,28.66666666666667,9.188382445141503,2.859004166666667,443,16,66,9,8,143,66,96,0.027000000000000003,0.919,0.053,0.5104,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,14,8,2,6,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,0,0,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7355704791249865,0.14952312521124958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236492571495015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040544993774149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777152151944566,0.0,0.0,0.07994329391361517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597064508453056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593401246442791,0.08409227639786293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25698578374319464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382093702233793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802443436444501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421351314222247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35532118098758564,0.10165544097156104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664348647444843,0.0,0.0,0.1840565283693366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MeneerArd,2018/04/11,"I have a really hard time doing my internship Hi, I am a 23 year old guy from the Netherlands and I have ADD. I am in my last year of studying to be a social worker/youth worker. It's a four year program. The first three years plus the internships went really smooth. I surprised myself with that, since middle school and High school didn't go that well.
But this year is different, sadly. All schoolwork went great. I finished everything with good grades, but my internship isn't going so well.

I'm doing my internship at a group for young adults with behavioral problems and stuff like that. Now working with the clients isn't the problem. It's the planning, communicating with collegues, thinking ahead in conversations with clients and stuff like that. I'm great from a social point of view, but that is not enough.
So I got told that if I don't fix it and be more transparant about what I do, why I do it and what I need from my collegues they might end my internship. I have 5 weeks to do so. I take medication to sharpen myself. 
But it feels like they are asking the impossible. My head is everywhere. So I don't even think about what Im going to do later that day, how can I inform others. It's not that I don't want to do it. I just don't think I can...
Having to work late shifts doesn't help either, because my brain shuts down after 9 pm.",2.9655652173913047,4.80621200740741,3.8038164251207753,88.69978260869568,75.22222222222223,6.917874396135267,23.22061191626409,7.7425588080867325,0.9753752012882448,1062,31,221,15,23,339,140,270,0.053,0.846,0.101,0.9233,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,6,12,12,0,0,13,0,30,3,2,1,1,35,47,17,0,5,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,22,14,0,0,5,0,0,5,10,3,2,3,5,4,30,9,27,39,4,32,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,2,22,152,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058549784432186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902409616756254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640238219595532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730241299090268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830148868082792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028837370461248,0.11699709411549668,0.0,0.07478749785003057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176402801107363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725260558370894,0.08089169767612557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631357429368337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305404429411807,0.09497214327239817,0.09056055729837252,0.24967345273558336,0.0,0.1121157279845667,0.0,0.0,0.101432043815869,0.0,0.11620688109156868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758958351956833,0.1196339529020418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230807689938432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229774864942372,0.12772862941157398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595571010879034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406754252338852,0.0,0.12011937853359195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395877950183404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881607715891206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703916492699696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669207269062934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507636726710785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919007209601544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936652148855474,0.0,0.0,0.23084791653504055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592430424704675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851350399575493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176600746518201,0.0,0.0,0.06602545665767025,0.0,0.0,0.10819633545413672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678612230752963,0.0,0.09082645914867987,0.0,0.20361514717545065,0.20993111195940212,0.10217266914743924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486590944234542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645827729249873
adhd,jonderfuchs,2018/04/11,"In kind of a pickle here, would like some advice. I had never expected to have adhd until very recently (19M), when I actually decided to look into it. A lot of the posts on this subreddit mirror personal cognitions/experiences that I've had, namely the overanalyzing/hyperfocusing, lack of contientousness, and sudden bursts of energy. I didnt really think much about it because i thought that some of those were depression/anxiety symptoms (which i was being treated for) or personality quirks, not adhd.

my younger brother shows signs of adhd but tests on him came up inconclusive.

i was given zoloft and celexa but neither were effective and now im on effexor but its also ineffective and ive just been taking it to avoid withdrawal really as i havent been able to get a good plan to taper (more on that later)
 
Fast forward to today and im currently being admitted into a psychiatry/counseling center as i was discharged for missing too many appointments. I had a delightfully awful psychiatric evaluation at the new place. I had mentioned ADHD at the beginning of the appointmenr and the psychiatrist said in a very doubtful tone ""well we'll see about *that*"" which made me feel stupid that i even brought it up. She wants to wean me off effexor in 8 days which I know is way too short, especially considering it has nasty withdrawal, but she seemed offended when i brought that concern up. She also perscribed me bipolar medication (my mom had it so its a safe bet but im pretty sure i dont have bipolar) im not taking because of the side effects and the fact that it has withdrawal.

I do not trust my doctor at all really.

There are other psychiatrists  at the office i will try to get a hold of as well as my much more understanding counselor, but im afraid considering i never got diagnosed as a child that theyll think i just want the adderall to abuse, especially considering i disclosed to the psychiatrist that i smoke weed (she seems quite conservative)

I'm truly suffering, I feel like shit constantly and my life is in pieces. If you have any advice on an easier way to get tested for adhd i would love it.",7.340264365304782,7.604319768844224,8.354675551671402,65.98465479571772,63.62311557788945,12.147869783701115,34.892287524579416,11.718892830421765,4.420271881144855,1700,70,293,52,23,580,215,398,0.12,0.753,0.127,-0.2428,1,1,1,0,1,0,42.0,1,1,1,5,17,20,3,3,21,1,32,10,1,3,5,60,62,27,0,7,13,2,2,2,0,5,8,1,0,3,25,11,0,4,13,1,1,4,9,9,2,0,21,5,39,11,50,34,11,46,0,2,2,1,18,24,1,9,19,211,64,3,0.08329996211845107,0.0986968337997575,0.08128874686361218,0.0,0.5005518341522041,0.16279951780923668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322989922135586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056646830717962275,0.0,0.06372424301859238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155776749022488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527296530039316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001766619635054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053721584332473316,0.0,0.0,0.08454770809980036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526104094985565,0.0,0.0,0.09762693521707888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501883935858359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148334696138304,0.0,0.0,0.08423792746180611,0.05950950958154087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056237638322973,0.0,0.0,0.0698680560850228,0.06662258930248359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498912671659708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867440920028357,0.04577948069809051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058837226716811075,0.08139230769492818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069950988547946,0.0,0.0,0.0708186489582723,0.07518146805956019,0.0788204382653016,0.0,0.08445308714206583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391594823385508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755990886645892,0.0,0.0,0.1224701135470912,0.0,0.12849213213104446,0.0804516224889189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454686277850216,0.08703073092061074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797783374731687,0.08474600835141795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859976330798354,0.0,0.0,0.16009226625154335,0.0,0.08224866320966204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792373394740326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637928492595344,0.15166631396971386,0.0,0.0,0.08550621406196915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785092284820818,0.08658055562691322,0.12526240940975894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675050444090507,0.0,0.06613086522598945,0.0,0.0,0.07895862407937508,0.0,0.0,0.05655520632530772,0.0,0.0,0.08671819829625478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746238525097862,0.09826495177012223,0.1322392652710862,0.0,0.0,0.14979333973553835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834780619255318,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LinusWIggly,2018/04/11,"I have adhd and Asperger's. But people tell me, that I seem completely normal. And they're usually surprised when I tell them I'm not. My problem is, that I don't know what thoughts and feelings, are autistic/adhd, and what are normal I'm 15 and going through puberty. That's why it's all so confusing",2.1844808743169395,4.422811737704919,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,79.1639344262295,7.3453551912568305,28.19945355191257,8.344100000000001,2.283883060109289,240,11,46,5,6,81,42,61,0.047,0.8740000000000001,0.079,0.1697,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,12,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438153526173005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372180730512328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439843763628872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858268382984142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434069131239532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433525283581013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685276829910627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164900122120451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596885373345447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39550369869903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961666174228458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918162558686416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415479086811006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wesnof,2018/04/11,"ALL I WANT ... to do ... is STUDY I am BEGGING MYSELf .... I can’t do this. Exam and quiz tomorrow. Grades are shit and semester is ending so I need to do well from here on out. I was in the library from 4-12 and got maybe  2 math problems out of me and couldn’t tell U if I learned. 

Please pray for me to whatever u believe in, please",-1.2720833333333346,0.6719415138888927,1.4605555555555585,98.84000000000002,92.19444444444444,4.866666666666667,19.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.10587222222222216,247,8,62,3,9,85,52,72,0.086,0.764,0.15,0.4084,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,10,1,1,0,1,13,13,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,9,1,12,10,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,42,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129375697163856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460106886685277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214803415596346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790447265399386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595365546410588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097886184204061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577640090488674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851140665779758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277228429790465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382856093338188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497373360919921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ari-air,2018/04/11,"Is there any light at the end of this tunnel? I'm 32 years old and last week for the very first time in my life was prescribed medication for ADHD.
I always knew there was something different about me compared to friends and family but I assumed that's just how everyone feels about themselves.
Laziness, procrastination, lack of motivation and most importantly being bored all the time and of everything. When I look at the past 10 years I see zero achievements whatsoever. Started studying six different courses and lost interest a couple of months in. Never finished any of them. Shifted from job to job simply because I was too bored.
I had really high hopes for the Dexamphetamine to help me become ""normal"" but I don't feel substantial effects. I take 10mg in the morning and 10 in the afternoon. The only obvious change is the reduced appetite.
Did I have unrealistic expectations? Could the increase in dosage help (I'm 6'1"", 97Kg)?
I'm feeling extremely useless at the moment and it does not feel good.
Any advice would be appreciated.
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adhd,screamingdoily,2018/04/11,"Exhaustion/Zoning out on Meds Hey folks,

I've just started trying to get back into a routine with my Dexedrine after some hospital issues (catatonia/unresponsive ness yaaay) and I feel similar symptoms coming on again.

I take 5mg Dexedrine every 3 to 4 hours and 10mg Lexapro once a day.

As soon as I take them I relax. It's like I can breathe for the first time. But after half a day or two I also get side effects such as exhaustion, inattention, just general slowing down. First time I started on Dex this went on long enough I ended up in hospital because I became so unresponsive. They asked me if I had 'a thousand thoughts all rushing around' but it was more like there was just... Nothing. I remember looking at my hands at one point and feeling like they weren't mine. Somehow removed from myself...

I feel like I have to be a lot more careful driving. I feel like I've started breaking too late, because I 'notice' the car in front slowing down... And yet driving is nowhere near as stressful either. That's one of the major positive things I noticed while I'm on meds. My driving is nowhere near as aggressive. I can wait behind people without getting super stressed. I don't have to be 'in front'. Etc etc.

I'm usually quite hypervigillant. I guess maybe I'm used to this taking the wheel (no pun intended) and not directing my own attention??

Either way I'm concerned I'll descend back into this 'catatonia'...

The first time it took a while before any of these symptoms started, at least that I noticed. But now whenever I try starting my regime again I notice the symptoms start again very quickly. Almost after the second or third dose...

Has anyone experienced anything like this before?

As a side note, god I'm glad we all have each other... So hard to talk to anyone else about this...

Also sorry for this rather 'all over the place' post. BLAH.
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adhd,Karnier,2018/04/11,"Is it unwise to bring in anecdotes to diagnosis test? I'm currently a 3rd year college student who has always suspected that I may have adhd since childhood, but due to cultural stigma with these types of issues in my family my parents have never been willing to do so, especially since I had always done well in school and exams and am currently attending a prestigious school as even though I procrastinate until the last minute each time, the urgency motivates me and I've always been very quick to learn and process things. Recently a variety of factors have caused me to look more into ADHD as it has been severely affecting my academics and personal life, and from reading a lot of articles, stories, videos, and anecdotes from people (especially this subreddit) the more I suspect I may have it. I know that this may be confirmation bias, but throughout the past week or so while reading up on these I written a list of experiences and things throughout my life that seem to be consistent with these symptoms. I don't want to self-diagnose however but I do want to give my psychiatrist an accurate and full understanding of my experiences so he can make an accurate decision on the issues I've been having. However, as a 3rd year college student I know that many students attempt to get diagnosed in order to get stimulants to help their studies. I want to give him the full story however I also don't want it to seem like i'm fabricating or intentionally trying to diagnose myself. Would it be unwise to bring this in with me to my examination? It's about 5 pages long of many subtle things that I never really took notice or stock in until I was reading and researching into adult ADHD that I realized many of these are things I've experienced. If I do print it out and bring it with me, I plan to be transparent with my psychiatrist and say that I want to provide a full picture but a the same time do not want to self-diagnose and try to intentionally mislead or force a diagnosis if it is not true. Thanks!

Also, I am on my school's insurance plan and have had a preliminary 30 minute screening with a counselor discussing my concerns and she agreed that it may be a possible concern and has recommended and set an appointment with the psychiatrist next week for the exam. ",12.204602803738318,8.384731539719631,11.880817757009346,57.52767523364486,57.20093457943925,15.746728971962614,46.37616822429906,13.624085052395262,6.185450467289723,1841,84,314,54,16,618,196,428,0.061,0.903,0.035,-0.6953,7,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,10,4,0,0,24,0,40,5,0,7,3,74,65,39,0,9,12,1,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,2,30,28,0,0,12,4,0,5,6,0,1,0,10,4,37,4,57,44,9,44,0,0,2,0,14,16,0,13,22,237,67,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29763790943589863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203517256031086,0.20607207138023426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480464815541286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351581377386957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448035776278494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452546306222957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150530533634674,0.07782360015894214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626104698917178,0.15838467665117298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533352067530898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723277211435303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073791497284132,0.0672916948605875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166192187778677,0.04033121489391304,0.0,0.0,0.07305678729566166,0.069323709600254,0.0,0.0,0.07018358934699798,0.0,0.0,0.05510475351477012,0.2510872859445856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733989095328585,0.0,0.08779602811299701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398711203974112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166531202610442,0.0,0.07880615808663556,0.05723184020837219,0.07208207573509974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306607831700764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477259525205203,0.0,0.05288555127547904,0.0,0.08151110601457154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564944114087734,0.0,0.2506440615654835,0.0,0.15030626048366427,0.1722415193331298,0.09326136680272494,0.0,0.13657735213174066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858041525917079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600369033850249,0.0,0.0,0.21937812019175174,0.0,0.08110788124812991,0.0,0.09627461010592338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171939551904347,0.11209610560373427,0.0,0.0,0.08594056096328502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811485208365148,0.29215131001583017,0.0,0.13243803806126195,0.0,0.07422504098538264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864326665445393,0.0,0.0,0.10632282180697933
adhd,AMC8353,2018/04/11,"25 year old female and its my first time actually going to Dr about ADHD, anyone here diagnosed as adults? Ive never been diagnosed. Growing up my parents fully believed ADHD, or ADD simply didn't exist. Instead to them it just meant parents weren't disciplining their children enough. 

All my life Ive never quite fit in perfectly. Struggled all through out school, and even now. 
Ive been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder before, and put on a plethora of different antidepressants, and then benzos with no real improvements...
Not long ago I finally broke down and looked up my symptoms only to be brought to a page about ADHD.... 
This will be the first time ever going in to talk to a Dr about it, and I'm conflicted...
I want things to change, and if I do have ADHD then maybe things can change, but I'm afraid Ill look stupid. 
I always thought ADHD wasn't real my whole life and now I'm thinking I may have it!

What was your experience like if you were diagnosed as an adult???",5.4424713584288025,6.67349676595745,6.118085106382981,76.95653846153849,68.04255319148936,9.188870703764321,29.88707037643208,9.466822959209583,2.7379692307692305,784,29,141,16,13,256,119,188,0.112,0.85,0.038,-0.8943,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,4,10,6,1,2,5,0,18,10,0,0,6,34,30,16,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,3,8,12,0,2,3,0,0,5,7,4,0,2,10,2,17,2,23,16,5,29,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,4,17,99,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.09442034648095084,0.0,0.5814123041117131,0.0,0.08576876275658098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050912470211334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740184261315655,0.0,0.0,0.06765436567772827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233261997067674,0.1090113956625704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471100787835847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928230758113428,0.0,0.10108990586116304,0.11089128434676106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997528655006628,0.0,0.06390672849137824,0.08752175637706149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464638279428683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599197117362948,0.0,0.16460198881805735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997785055470707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668389652753704,0.047270318401718456,0.0,0.0,0.08562642127087901,0.1625021132743931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720486779509313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924909171308906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152962729989416,0.0,0.0,0.07358764691415161,0.0,0.0,0.2148731942374883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972669653857426,0.0,0.10291240389898053,0.0,0.2202600655493288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792270186475743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115085879489256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056700805736987,0.0,0.07776917649673118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856138377075846,0.06199763193076395,0.0,0.07681382046889536,0.11283893841727904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706946626103136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080251308539753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230798716831638
adhd,taylorj317,2018/04/11,"How to tell if Strattera is working? So I started Strattera over two months ago. I've been on 80mg for about one and a half months. At first I thought it was working really well. I know you're not supposed to notice it, and it's supposed to build up in your system, but it totally had an effect on me when I took. Anyways, that went away and I can't tell if it's working better or not. I try to remember how my focus was when I wasn't on any medication at all, but it's hard to remember and compare. 

I just wanted to see if anyone had any recommendations or information to help. Also, if I stopped taking Strattera to see how my focus is off of it, how long would it take to till I'm ""unmedicated"" so to speak?",3.4342000000000006,3.9037613533333366,5.442666666666668,82.75800000000002,72.13333333333333,8.133333333333333,28.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.7565333333333335,553,20,121,8,10,193,88,150,0.028,0.904,0.068,0.7584,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,6,13,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,5,2,30,21,22,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,9,4,13,2,24,11,2,23,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,6,10,90,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198287338775292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808954431138914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178449965286808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199603360738218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504869297235714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165917723779636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362422785790585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434827112559067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735996039551764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802637929925733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174723919538842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613565067984329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556956318968607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235696017763545,0.0,0.0,0.108536738054399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261032772064513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628874570319896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552728001018662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337061360077808,0.0,0.0,0.13391102025155152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408589218248213,0.0,0.2799948932925819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271587300031086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795706020960397,0.10874631969224027,0.0,0.1564648357917758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447363517931737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401392434987798,0.14848111103618433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498215177947193,0.0,0.0,0.11378164101340725,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vomitabanana,2018/04/11,"This may sound so silly, but I seriously improved my “to do” list by adding another column “first step” So every day, I write a to do list. A lot of times I lose it, or I have 2 or 3, but that’s beside the point. I started trying to keep 1 to do, but I also started a “first step” column. Example: To do: fill out that stupid ass permit that I’ve been avoiding and that stresses me out to the point of insanity. First step: find the link to the permit and print it out.

I’m not sure I’m coherently explaining my process, but I suppose it’s a super simple version of breaking down a task into simple steps. By doing the “first step” column, I’ve at least broken it in half... as you all know, the adhd tendency to allow a thing to become “a thing” is so stressful... so without thinking, just write that next step down. Pretty soon you’re chugging along.",4.1846190225959,4.477824739884396,5.685832895428272,82.30996847083554,70.38728323699422,7.90940620073568,27.287966368891226,7.686295010490155,1.504137572254335,652,20,134,7,11,222,99,173,0.182,0.725,0.093,-0.9565,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,6,7,9,1,3,13,0,9,1,1,3,2,32,17,14,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,2,5,0,0,7,2,6,0,5,1,4,11,3,25,15,4,28,0,1,3,1,4,10,1,4,10,94,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295119291310048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839263704823434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835180133694494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773160489997643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354216161937536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527120559498187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674077435204216,0.5462586511105305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427051727544779,0.0,0.0,0.08823467230521513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961558607683506,0.0,0.13649478300420864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074789017509145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035453220266052,0.0,0.0,0.16333816290699602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272777551397077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36782142901194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513174885869924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133260010641304,0.102874646393188,0.0,0.0,0.09361862322438268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900364139507372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476550747505075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,boitus,2018/04/11,How to handle working on the internet with ADHD? I can't work on the internet even for 5 minutes and then I start opening 60-70 tabs and i've forgotten what I even started out doing. How doing I handle this? Because its affecting my life and growth and everything.,2.0150641025641,4.64390525,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,83.03846153846153,7.3128205128205135,27.89743589743589,8.344100000000001,2.602143589743589,211,10,37,5,6,72,38,52,0.041,0.8959999999999999,0.063,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,10,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40079089098615656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329277280500066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440534788667777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29971984531249923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355542714065327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720927225612003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855702534690081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,King_Jibral_XVI,2018/04/11,"Potential ADHD Ruining my GCSEs Well, not all of them, just one. I have had such a long time to do the assignment, but every time I sit down to do it, I just... Can't. I get distracted, it's like my brain was actively trying to avoid doing it. It's bit me in the arse several times now, and the only reason I am not failing my other subjects is because I have a freakish memory, basically, the smart kid who got high marks despite never revising.

I just want to get it over and done with. I can't do any assignment. They're all left to the last minute unless they are something massive. The last time I managed something along these lines was a project from 2 years ago. Sat dowb and blasted it in one night because I thought it had to be in for the next day. Nope. Trollish friend decided to make me drop anchor in shit bay, it really had to be in two weeks later. Fun, but this isn't two years ago.

The GCSEs have killed any motivation or focus I had to do anything. I love video games, I love writing. I can't do either because I lose focus and tab away from them. Initially I thought I was depressed, but I still found joy in the things I loved, I had aspirations for the future, and from what I hear from some depressed people, they just feel like they're floating, empty. I don't feel that. I have great friends, I laugh, but I can't make myself do anything. Being the smart one killed me, it made it even harder than it should be for me to revise or finish homeworks and assignments. I'm always the last one. I'm like a sprinter. I can go quickly at the beginning, but then I quickly lose speed.

The aforementioned assbiting comes from the fact I made excuses to buy myself more time to do things, but I just *couldn't* make myself do it. Now nobody believes me, and I fear nobody will believe me if I claim I have ADHD, despite a family member saying I probably had it yet not getting me an appointment to test it.

It's horrible. I want to do a lot of things, but I can't make myself do them, it just makes it worse, then the stress builds, and now I am at my wit's end. It's horrible, I just want to be a functional human being, and this will kill my A Levels when it comes down to it.",3.474308035714288,4.4371274575892885,4.804375,85.55312500000002,72.41517857142857,7.921428571428572,26.05357142857143,8.278499904357787,1.539058928571429,1703,54,358,26,32,567,206,448,0.165,0.691,0.14400000000000002,-0.8585,0,1,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,5,4,18,29,4,4,25,0,48,5,2,9,4,63,78,23,3,6,22,0,2,3,2,3,0,2,1,2,30,13,0,1,8,2,1,3,13,14,1,6,17,4,58,15,42,51,7,54,0,6,0,3,18,15,1,5,37,259,88,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898671468295,0.0,0.1467705808997995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888504987415661,0.0,0.0,0.11259539944409665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625257013674796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778069835590835,0.0,0.0,0.15139775587109716,0.0,0.0,0.18654420737654512,0.0,0.0,0.0903814820691225,0.0,0.0,0.09241718020120293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426265821605462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053390482486132526,0.0,0.14260788576583774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471939383486317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332431987220353,0.0,0.0,0.05467974214986365,0.0,0.06975124741693102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804380102207313,0.09315789611635142,0.08371874446187982,0.05914273505800224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077119006795198,0.12792138190359634,0.0,0.12975768224733847,0.0,0.047049509906761385,0.0,0.06621197478691869,0.09127247474319856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330646994668444,0.0,0.0,0.08746854601513991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747731886158125,0.0,0.0,0.2024462875045104,0.0,0.0,0.08994783974999793,0.0,0.0,0.12133599462363168,0.0,0.0,0.07326350052387556,0.0,0.18523396948045176,0.0,0.07038217289903459,0.2241543080081502,0.15666928967353966,0.276303358485977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385009875817739,0.0,0.08804444583115026,0.0776895785135429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243932625551103,0.062962909441122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057393776954895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892579138123759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303519025406953,0.08511837183760587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583519537961424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352524862552412,0.0849792142405507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274662770598347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611345381440822,0.0,0.09483172485753588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649991357943583,0.0,0.0,0.1314465626996308,0.24136754465351665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562066400373404,0.0,0.16174087966817785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648897417137546,0.0,0.06640638488258915,0.0,0.07443505977219711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436657736852912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662366084661004
adhd,ThatLittleP4nda,2018/04/11,"Vyvanse eliminates appetite and I'm losing a good amount of weight. Not sure if I should be worried or not Ive been prescribed Vyvanse for about 5 years. Up until about 3 years ago I had no issues with weight or appetite since I wasn't working/was out of high-school, as I was always at home and could always get food if I wanted it. At that time I was taking my medicine as needed. I started my current job in 2015 working day shift 5 days a week and began taking my meds daily, I weighed about 250lbs at the time (I'm about 6'5""). Since then I've steadily lost weight, which I attribute to me not being at home around food and getting exercise from manual labor. I now weigh about 175lbs. I feel exponentially healthier and happier after losing all that weight, but Im now getting comments that I need to eat more and that I'm too skinny (which I'm not, that's just how moms are I guess). After a fews months at my job I started to not eat breakfast, and a few months after that I stopped eating lunch, but I'll still have lunch occasionally cause sometimes I'll feel like eating. Sometimes I won't eat at all if I have a bad day, but I mostly just eat a huge dinner after work.

Should I be worried about my weight loss?
Is it harmful to my health to only eat in the afternoon?
Are there any tips to help me eat more or make up for the lack of calories?

Thanks so much for any help, idk you but I love you",3.130707769738912,4.408314837370241,4.027991506763134,89.58117568417742,73.63667820069205,6.361811890531614,24.209027996225227,6.574015621080383,0.6341681660899652,1104,32,235,8,22,355,149,289,0.099,0.804,0.096,0.7437,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,6,16,11,0,0,9,0,18,25,1,4,3,46,40,23,0,10,17,1,7,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,10,10,22,1,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,7,31,5,39,26,10,39,0,4,0,1,7,13,0,8,27,148,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537271042841776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272765810866958,0.0,0.0,0.10030165988722356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565091173164116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061576083334528874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575899874592479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058881379075407726,0.0,0.0,0.1426831125066789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036968411163338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457790526663577,0.052685229821784994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835154314251322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559007718595858,0.0,0.0,0.06185590534899309,0.0,0.0,0.08124118729181125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839014552778555,0.0,0.0,0.09886279147732707,0.07791828437534361,0.14794951405784898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796599567770779,0.07697323138512129,0.14636603166612427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03602930411279065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500918064252873,0.08050410959139839,0.0,0.06655999941706385,0.0,0.0492270299237543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191684900528094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637218246571038,0.1177291042431221,0.0,0.05421289911394303,0.10936567585269552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608829809613136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746364087300757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200939068703448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587632944526654,0.0,0.104397722305217,0.0,0.058894849977905686,0.06165621346576983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950614741736219,0.0,0.11089788630741383,0.0,0.0,0.06789679111088617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600552239675215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349818712874577,0.0,0.05915579733913132,0.4490229457977125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737811887104394,0.14978833516622267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498194614494143
adhd,twitchmain76-,2018/04/11,"What breakfast foods mess with vyvance? I've been taking vyvance but I feel like some foods are ""deactivating"" so to say, my meds. I know I cant drink OJ and very acidic stuff, but what else will? What are your tips on a breakfast?",1.6004347826086942,3.991299913043482,2.1066956521739115,96.34482608695652,82.47826086956522,4.549565217391304,20.069565217391304,5.6839178017228535,-0.3498034782608697,180,5,40,1,5,55,36,46,0.04,0.873,0.087,0.466,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926687991939274,0.0,0.0,0.2296176969096749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898197555350342,0.1963663982500683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647451338393047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106075989628062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428706117477407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30531738495919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858678301072587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146591305645189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666720617329387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267956304497162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FullOfVariousThings,2018/04/11,"I GOT MY FIRST A+ AT UNIVERSITY I'm so proud of myself. I've recently returned to study after 2 years of working on myself and trying really hard to sort out my unhealthy lifestyle that came from 19 years of undiagnosed ADHD. 

I'm studying so hard and feeling really positive about it, and then today I received my first grade of the year... A+ 
Just gotta keep it up! 

This sub reddit has been an amazing support for me since being diagnosed and couldn't have come this far without it.",4.493187969924811,5.9098436421052645,5.726015037593987,78.18210526315791,70.47368421052632,8.375939849624057,29.360902255639097,8.841846274778883,2.458353383458647,386,15,70,7,7,129,70,95,0.066,0.773,0.161,0.8923,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,14,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,3,8,3,15,8,0,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,10,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248159564936739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616832469731244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778719279514188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958191566694992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440700644669858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512787538545332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514805908428787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36994704239622106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353684706641168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645641898406554,0.0,0.20388290568656414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080977528766705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343211888306051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572735991197213,0.0,0.0,0.14019242802662776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904795830684188,0.0,0.15032639907384174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989162994597297
adhd,windows10brain,2018/04/11,"The Venn diagram of why I am absolutely miserable and the things affected by my ADD is just a circle. Not really any point to this post, just decided I needed to indulge in a dramatic miserable whinge on the internet. You've been warned!

I am 26 years old. 
I got diagnosed in December as having ADD, and am on my second trial of medication. Since finding out I have ADD, I have lay awake most nights thinking of the way it has absolutely ruled every single aspect of my life, and led me to where I am today. I honestly feel like I never stood a chance, and that I was born to be miserable because I was born with a brain that is the cerebral equivalent of Windows 10. 

I am 26. 
I have cycled through SIX minimum-wage unskilled jobs in the past eighteen MONTHS alone. 
I have £700 to my name. Thats it. (fair enough I dont have any debt but I digress) 
I have four people I would call my friends. 
I have a degree. Oh good! Not a useful academic one though, obviously.. I studied fucking DESIGN, (you know, that healthy job market) and didn't even do that well at it. I somehow got a 2:2 in a degree that consisted of drawing pictures because I just cannot get what I want, no matter how hard I apply myself.
But I also have another qualification.. in animation! Yep, sitting at a desk all day doing one single repetitive task over and over again sounds perfect for someone with ADHD! 

So thats how I ended up here. I am 26, and I honestly believe I have nothing. It was my birthday at the start of the month, which kind of triggered this whole pity party. I deactivated my facebook account beforehand because I didn't want it to remind people how old I am. I am honestly wholeheartedly ashamed and embarrassed of myself for being this age and still having nothing. I can't believe this is my life. I'm so ashamed. I have always known I was different, but in the past few years the disparity between me and my peers has become PAINFULLY glaringly obvious and there is really no ignoring it anymore. I was trying to play catch up on my peers, but we aren't even playing the same game. I genuinely cannot process how some of my peers have careers, jobs with actual responsibility, mortgages, spouses, or are just enjoying their youth and travelling. I am currently struggling to hold down a minimum wage job that consists of pouring pints, which I KNOW isn't that difficult yet I STILL struggle with it just by forgetting simple things or getting overwhelmed at the easiest of tasks. Every time I start a new job its like a countdown begins; how long can I last before they realise what I am really like? 
How will I embarrass myself today by fucking up a simple thing?

I feel like a passenger in my own life these days, and I really cannot stand the feeling that this is going to be my life forever. How can I get out of my life?? There are things I want to do but more and more I feel like I can never do them. Everything is a pipe dream. I don't have the money, I don't have the skills, I don't have the career. I don't have the capacity to learn the skills to get the career to get the money. I am always on the outside looking in, and I feel more and more like everyone else is living, while I just exist. I really feel like I am stuck in this Sisyphean nightmare of going in circles endlessly and getting nowhere; when I was being assessed for my diagnosis I said I feel like I'm swimming in a fishbowl, round and round forever but never getting anywhere. I get these flights of fancy where I decide I want to pack everything in and go somewhere new to lead a new life and that will fix everything but I keep thinking of a phrase I heard ""No matter where I go, there I am"" and its true. The common factors in all my issues aren't external; it's me, and the way I am programmed to work. And that's just a sad fact.  




TL;DR; Wah wah, I wish I had a different brain. 
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adhd,voodoodolly_,2018/04/11,"Looking for guidance on talking to my GP. Hello all,

I have made an appointment with my GP this coming Monday to discuss the possibility of my having ADHD with her and to request a referral, but the idea of talking to her is really stressing me out. Before finding this subreddit I had no idea people could be diagnosed with ADHD outside of childhood, or the different sub categories, so I had this idea in my head that anyone using ADHD meds were abusing them, which I now know is not correct and a gross exaggeration from the media. But because of this I can't get passed the idea of my GP thinking that about me. I was hoping for some tips on how to bring it up with my GP. Do I just ask for a referral first, or say ""hey doc, i think i have ADHD, refer me please"" because that's how its playing in my head. I'm really worried that I'm going to totally awkward it up and ramble and say the wrong thing and shes not going to believe me, or whatever I don't know, I know I'm overthinking this and that I'm totally rambling right now(apologies) but I don't like going into situations blind, and would really appreciate some guidance. 

Thanks for any help and sorry again for the rambling.

tldr; How do I bring up asking my GP for a referral to an ADHD specialist.",5.122395418326693,5.668578338645421,6.700236553784863,74.9663707669323,68.402390438247,9.462250996015936,31.623754980079678,9.516144504307137,2.9595834661354585,997,40,184,20,16,344,129,251,0.107,0.802,0.09,-0.5127,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,2,13,0,18,4,2,5,4,49,41,18,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,15,15,0,0,11,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,5,4,29,4,34,33,5,22,0,0,2,0,15,10,0,6,6,138,44,0,0.0,0.11388454405204185,0.0,0.0,0.5775779750188612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536378361839794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720819503300329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971539079215085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718572521822837,0.0,0.08178964838612006,0.10829248145507013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279745975946604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674269250110513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975581162727689,0.0,0.10042323272009612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785044344465176,0.08175823139042468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021787809634791,0.0,0.1638788440778587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729034340421397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644261133594454,0.0,0.0,0.09546722333930316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340237339475347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847241756971436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695857756686805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071521780460607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094952014405999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067658341667026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663637122731596,0.0,0.0,0.10550909996465503,0.0,0.10835901345865476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472765585677686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208455774859114,0.0,0.15287436206146607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804106843552187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759663926917086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010326131175537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451260030863007,0.0,0.0884928757419465,0.0,0.0,0.0638567701257919,0.12317753323519295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301540556170693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761286442690456,0.0,0.06827972807690742,0.10509034221569767,0.0,0.0
adhd,Blood_Tempest,2018/04/11,"I just started learning about my ADHD at the age of 18 and I’m struggling with life Heyo, I’m an 18 year old who was diagnosed with ADHD ever since I was a young boy. My mom was an occupational therapist and got me checked out and prescribed to a medicine. I’ve been taking Concerta since elementary school. 
I didn’t understand ADHD completely. I’ve always known the basics of ADHD. My brain is different and I can’t focus and I do things without question. I thought that was all of it. 
Now, after getting into a serious relationship with a girl that I really love. I started noticing things. My head would go crazy everyday. I felt like I had so many problems and I couldn’t find an explanation or a solution. I thought that I was insecure, low self esteem, over thinking, anxiety, and many more. I couldn’t pin point it and then I remember that I have this thing called ADHD. I started to research it more and more. I found out that the blame I would put on myself countlessly over the years had a reason to it. I felt a huge relief for about a week. I felt so much joy realizing that It’s okay that I’m different. It’s apart of my life. I still have a lot to learn and it’s fun finding out reasons for things I’ve done in the past. ( Like why I was the biggest trouble maker in our whole school because all I did was impulsively wrestle with my friends and I would hurt them and get punished. I am a pretty big guy and always have been. I’m 6’ 3” and 280 pounds and a Division 1 Offensive Lineman. Sorry I had to brag). 

But after awhile I hit a bump. I felt like complete crap over the things I do. Like every mistake I make. I feel terrible for my girlfriend to have to deal with me and my ADHD and the problems it will come with. I learned about emotional dysfunction and more. I learned about all this worrying that goes into my head. All the negative thoughts I have to deal with And when those negative thoughts come into my mind. I act different and I feel like I put it on my girlfriend and then that just leads to guilt. I feel like every thing I’m doing can lead to more and more problems. I feel like I don’t have a control over my thoughts. I feel discouraged when I read about all these problems that come with ADHD and how hard it is. 

And the point of making this post, ( My first post so sorry if I didn’t do something correct lol ), I feel like I need to talk to some of you. Hear what you guys have to say. I don’t have any friends who have ADHD. The only person i feel like I connect with is the girl on YouTube called How to ADHD. I’m looking for a therapist right now and my parents are helping. I just need someone to talk to and give me something reliable. I read too much on the internet and I haven’t had an actual real conversation with anyone. I’ve talked to my girlfriend but I feel like telling her every bad thought in my head is something she doesn’t deserve to hear. And she can only do so much. She can put my worries to rest but new ones come up. I don’t want to have to rely on her. I want to better myself. I want to be happy and content. 

Sorry for the wall of text And sorry if my literature isn’t amazing. I’ve always been a math guy. ",1.5622000000000007,3.701498820000001,3.2143076923076923,89.82869230769232,80.8,6.276923076923077,24.153846153846153,7.439217596111235,1.0930615384615383,2483,92,525,37,65,821,257,650,0.098,0.8,0.102,0.7408,4,0,3,0,0,0,61.0,1,2,1,5,21,38,3,3,33,2,56,9,5,10,7,128,108,46,0,17,10,2,13,10,5,4,3,3,0,8,34,50,0,2,33,2,1,11,14,18,0,2,30,17,88,20,73,70,18,65,0,3,1,1,43,29,1,6,33,360,122,12,0.0,0.0,0.04493636778786055,0.0,0.4980685264759142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494728962754155,0.0,0.0,0.03131433214771933,0.0,0.03522672118554082,0.0,0.0,0.032197948555104605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844829543321841,0.02807053477716744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040725861034067605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140498264163901,0.0940406525863321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586656715610058,0.09656125253988933,0.0,0.05164693406844426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494727498879994,0.0,0.04673791949539816,0.0,0.14433159881489804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712326171400147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179798918172202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416532027320258,0.1163926984645222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626669181956831,0.1973809152638107,0.17685384388632286,0.0,0.08417437954359606,0.03916854673708378,0.0,0.05048943756610366,0.07115339812286603,0.0,0.04811653265494549,0.04417359707612748,0.02617023409272133,0.0,0.03682892517581804,0.0,0.0,0.13678477297920233,0.0,0.04901912929605757,0.041250112229511096,0.0,0.14177611058208936,0.0,0.10379926021373012,0.0,0.030865115221947407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049295514422555434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505036333750834,0.2249680807491464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0386688621709089,0.0,0.0,0.039148504296267365,0.041560267932583606,0.0,0.06147501715969182,0.09337122617976767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649552111351439,0.05393105583887146,0.0,0.0,0.10155210181687473,0.0682882636850032,0.0,0.04447360596366224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052426142545799456,0.048319804403947,0.0,0.031203429225586905,0.07004341097275409,0.0,0.0,0.05113103925093188,0.0,0.04395818519873038,0.0,0.04020748265876667,0.0,0.0,0.08706080248579176,0.0,0.08820282886666372,0.04684753974891325,0.0,0.17624750486069574,0.0,0.13887337718246895,0.051584484881862236,0.0,0.09212125518970618,0.05241289448402815,0.029499634467001195,0.09469036854988898,0.0,0.049438497568637205,0.05216359587237459,0.0393248824233384,0.0,0.03661935008545015,0.0,0.09320640539406427,0.0,0.0,0.04803828019019004,0.0,0.0,0.07618303803567113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901646188003933,0.10635038439914224,0.0,0.20618860864748328,0.097779387362283,0.0,0.036774125095673724,0.0,0.0,0.04813954155296664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03462249029791704,0.11103531541227278,0.0402481270074743,0.0,0.0,0.10693094048925092,0.18355413339659601,0.0295058056261134,0.0,0.2193426025063796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793776510147528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148120466429297,0.0,0.03693706142896428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041551307758043984,0.05141113320702901,0.0,0.04438878908737639,0.0,0.0,0.09352829623204437,0.0,0.09813388847433928,0.0,0.0,0.05930701870664357
adhd,1177474,2018/04/11,"After all this waiting, nothing came. Time to wait almost as long AGAIN I went to go get diagnosed, but the appointment was scheduled very far out in advance. The day finally came today, I just went and they told me I have to go to ANOTHER psychiatrist to actually discuss meds, and that's like a month out. I'm wasting my goddamn life waiting for something that will never come at this point. Adderall and Vyvanse niggas tell me it's worth.",4.307142857142857,6.372964952380958,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,72.09523809523809,7.6571428571428575,32.23809523809524,8.418075326091056,2.7248523809523806,352,17,62,6,7,114,65,84,0.122,0.8140000000000001,0.063,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,16,16,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,6,0,7,1,12,9,1,24,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,11,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.18897126931238667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390922245356396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305547508910046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429605296826012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680950657123106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488611735905898,0.0,0.0,0.19654734921524988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213052139819846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117242111824966,0.0,0.22010779233651548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677840838352898,0.09460600815498564,0.0,0.0,0.17137125754457622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509785647714172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456696806072842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493522919365336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580925491373734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305874687917612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907870930321274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925577260615268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291696236720225,0.0,0.18355445238285786,0.1850377438824524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977882810255092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590249074948417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,miaxxe23,2018/04/12,"Is adhd worth the effort of getting over? I have cptsd, im 25, single and living with my parents, grandma and 2 elder siblings. Currently I'm struggling to meet ends needs. I can earn just barely enough from my work from home but I don't have anything else left to give to my parents. I am not capable of working professionally (as an artist) due to the fact that I keep losing focus. Relationships with my family is poor and I'm frequently berated for being the scorn of the family due to my behavior. I've seen younger people exceed my skill level and get jobs because of what they could do.

I recently suspect that I might have ADHD. Im curious to know if theres any hope of being normal via recovery. I feel hopeless and suicidal.",3.6389583333333313,5.538819423611116,5.396944444444448,77.74250000000002,73.5138888888889,8.411111111111111,27.972222222222214,9.075114841892004,2.5654972222222217,583,23,105,13,12,199,97,144,0.187,0.759,0.054000000000000006,-0.9704,4,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,6,2,4,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,0,1,21,24,8,1,5,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,15,1,18,19,2,9,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,3,6,66,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36726746790329146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039080104349708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257398930103719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314435980246688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199692324677633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276432830280232,0.0,0.13533384546854188,0.15788137817381773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880890740127494,0.0,0.07725935709714961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966149792432424,0.1465779491730513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326904527658833,0.15176308178319525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300965359635608,0.0,0.1516286287065343,0.13581405396608048,0.0,0.0,0.08397389046826889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601568301174302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349236031905601,0.0,0.0,0.17094209291599058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620947355285986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329792348907144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497097863226287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393286201969139,0.0,0.0,0.10593102745183837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086978118163274,0.16404807539941016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973784663278146,0.0,0.1671364222223436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247780761923772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Schadenfreudete,2018/04/12,"Therapist told my SO he has ADHD but Kaiser won’t put that on paper so they don’t have to give him medications. We have Kaiser. 

Hubby has been jumping through hoops for 14 months now to get help for his ADHD.

He saw a therapist. He took two exams. He saw his therapist. Then he was sent to THE lady who deals with all ADHD pre-diagnoses folk (in our area I guess). 

They had ONE half-hour phone appointment. She wrote down depression and anxiety and said he does not have ADHD. 

His tests said he did. His (2) therapists said he did. And 1 psychologist said he did. 

He sees another psychologist who told him if she felt like it, she may “someday” look into another screening for ADHD. I looked her up later and she has 1 star reviews from people who said she specifically dislikes folks with ADHD. No freaking joke. I took a screenshot of those reviews and sent them to the customer concerns unit. 

He sees another therapist who says he has ADHD patients and he strongly believes my hubby is a cookie-cutter example of the disorder. They reach out to THE lady again. Another phone appointment. 

They said he has Dependent Personality Disorder. How are they treating him? By sending him to...ALL ADHD CLASSES. 

His therapist, new one that he likes, says basically Kaiser (as far as he is involved) is staying away from diagnosing people with ADHD so they don’t have to get into the medication side of it. 

Longass story short. My hubby on record does NOT have ADHD but they are treating him for it by sending him to classes, workshops, and therapy sessions. 

If you are struggling to get an official diagnosis, it could be because they don’t want to dish out the drugs. 

So yay. I guess I’m just ranting here. But maybe it’ll help someone out there. ",3.1238342898134874,5.763061103658536,4.397352941176472,80.71823529411769,78.20731707317074,7.517360114777619,27.634863701578197,8.4952907291091,2.3982931133429,1374,59,245,30,34,451,168,328,0.081,0.841,0.078,-0.4235,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,9,1,10,10,0,1,10,1,30,5,0,2,1,34,58,20,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,3,4,8,0,1,12,16,1,0,1,1,0,8,7,3,0,3,22,16,36,7,37,31,1,30,0,1,7,0,72,15,0,6,8,154,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6830774914778653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383967145407838,0.043480607898671794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340079552848945,0.0,0.0,0.03464767299015682,0.0,0.0,0.06403651089346589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538019812926578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058597069155132006,0.04895414099835739,0.11537793374952142,0.0,0.0,0.13028162596949452,0.0,0.09947793235113958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591357045286672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054573008660755234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908589925786486,0.05452380435365025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522604712901433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619408946091034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597358625510028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553596008694327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545853700577724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710100799668655,0.0,0.0,0.11451580336660673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453672295046944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489410758841085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702925651840628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788080696769235,0.04962839938665837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057137485954022224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243934357226482,0.09039908052658616,0.0,0.0,0.09058441571812807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048158313448025215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058131837827072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059418999561773315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499874825370155,0.39595700131958905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862152371971058,0.12629732831363158,0.0,0.0,0.05552207569696045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03352428868281721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,purplerhythm,2018/04/12,"Problems filling first perscription at the pharmacy I’m a 22 year old college student, and I was just diagnosed with ADHD-inattentive a couple of weeks ago.

My psychiatrist perscribed me a 14-day trial of 10mg Adderall XR, which has been working so well... I can actually focus in class and concentrate on my school work. I returned to the doctor on Monday to give him an update, and he wrote me a perscription for 30 more pills.

I hadn’t been taking them every day, and I still had a few leftover, so I did not drop off the perscription to the pharmacy until today.

When I did, the receptionist made me feel super uncomfortable, like I was drug seeking, and said that I couldn’t get this perscription filled until the 24th (I think I had filled the original 14 day trial on the 26th of March). I felt caught off guard and didn’t want to argue (we adhd-pi-ers hate conflict ha) or know what to say, so I just agreed to pick it up then and left.

Is she right, am I really not allowed to fill another perscription for ~30 days even though it was only 14 pills? Can I go back to the pharmacy and try and explain the situation or will that make me look like I’m drug seeking?

I am paying out of pocket if that makes any difference (maybe makes me look sketchy?) my insurance will only cover Adderall XR if I had tried 2 other medications first, but my doctor thought it would be the best fit for me. 

Thanks for any advice you can give! I’m new to this and never had to deal with filling schedule-II prescriptions before.",5.336799574694312,5.964393390572393,6.120457203615099,79.02349282296653,67.95622895622895,9.350274676590466,29.436292752082228,9.414487439383343,2.4952329966329967,1195,41,230,23,19,393,174,297,0.033,0.877,0.091,0.9465,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,1,6,11,10,2,0,17,1,25,8,0,7,1,44,51,23,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,3,8,2,0,0,11,14,0,2,6,0,1,7,6,3,1,2,19,6,32,7,31,27,3,43,0,0,2,0,14,12,0,4,25,151,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.1093861743677384,0.0,0.26942696165574137,0.10953555768268597,0.09936329602528347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245357669718262,0.11753882844329495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619226379788075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538251722135062,0.0,0.11763423191622872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240282916760052,0.0,0.289161726208555,0.11556251304842008,0.0,0.11377159443870465,0.0,0.11711287324685195,0.0,0.2294629810879917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259983577859892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403608233358834,0.0,0.09444282093497902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056677369114658815,0.0,0.1076264413285546,0.0,0.0,0.19069175788039566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585637390166046,0.2150588055995415,0.06370478814009282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066820182228516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160314251747246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178890037936772,0.0,0.0,0.10952553096491914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825904754908854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606469574805692,0.22446797362557547,0.0,0.11261204829588485,0.0,0.0,0.11292146699153445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645269679056007,0.1082596982397287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176222914788638,0.0,0.0,0.17050289427368118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725744673882537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180936774475273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572643846199272,0.10662569871675667,0.08914050714090922,0.0,0.11344366060867425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599674010107512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951726759328958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427965915385784,0.0,0.0,0.10319977418872804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182438986425034,0.11013037646532384,0.08898897613511624,0.0,0.0,0.10625064544142283,0.0,0.0,0.1522069880320119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611509934209335,0.0,0.08991389471385039,0.0,0.1007846781481887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320944538018686,0.0,0.0,0.07962734242870254,0.0,0.0,0.0721839370741062
adhd,mosdefin,2018/04/12,"What do you do when you don't have a hyperfocus passion that can be translated into the workforce? Recently diagnosed with ADHD-I, let go from my job due to issues with making simple mistakes, being easily distracted, just causing problems not thinking things through even on Adderall (no, I did not tell anyone about the diagnosis, though I'm pretty sure the day I was diagnosed was coincidentally the day they realized I needed to go lol). I'm not entirely upset beyond the fact that I won't have healthcare starting May 1st since I would wake up sick to my stomach about going to work and seeing my boss every day. It wasn't a good fit, I guessed it was coming, and I'm glad it's over.

However, rent and bills need paying so I can't be jobless forever. The problem is that I genuinely don't know where to go from this point. I've never had any real passions that can be translated into  a career, which I feel means that the primary jobs available to me are boring, white collar desk jobs that from five years of experience, I've learned to loathe whole-heartedly. I've jumped into careers that are *supposed* to be great for people like me - programming, marketing, right now it's technical writing - but none of it sticks and none of it is stuff I can imagine myself doing for more than a year. There's nothing I can imagine doing that long. 

At the moment I'm cramming as many CBT therapy sessions and psychiatrist meetings as I can before my insurance stops, but that's not going to solve the issue of job hopping from hate to hate. What's the best way to find work that you can actually succeed in?

tl;dr how do I find a job/career that I'm a good fit for when I don't have a special interest? One that won't be lost because of scatterbrainedness and difficulty focusing?",7.051381578947371,6.81940021220931,7.661750305997554,72.37908812729499,64.31976744186046,10.614198286413707,34.965728274173806,10.186864033877496,3.54626976744186,1419,58,255,29,19,472,193,344,0.138,0.78,0.081,-0.95,8,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,5,13,21,2,2,17,1,39,7,2,4,3,47,63,15,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,24,12,0,1,10,0,3,7,15,9,0,2,7,3,25,12,40,45,4,37,0,1,2,2,7,14,0,2,16,175,49,16,0.0,0.0,0.09627680226603112,0.0,0.11856876091700028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709139863087127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898455925601274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014151697799625,0.0,0.0839514116224974,0.0,0.10353637241065676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134981196629153,0.0,0.0849858602246259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088038203639807,0.0,0.0,0.20027330445696293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516323749854767,0.0,0.08312433311759446,0.0,0.0,0.09650728281662284,0.0,0.0,0.04988487704914407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034479630046865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803504796933474,0.16550071885585474,0.0,0.10877172632728066,0.1086838420813508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481037060792974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691120787342404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594840630043396,0.4895184081485739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422032176737378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088535466937286,0.0,0.048199728844807235,0.0,0.0,0.0873099743507876,0.0,0.0,0.10769778514319192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585554599479022,0.10002458501635783,0.0,0.10746840643795563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630856883959706,0.07609178438115975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466582385577417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685378755479866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839762170787493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326449909811048,0.0,0.0,0.10037151516893647,0.0,0.18880638345605866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229536624436157,0.0,0.0,0.09741370841609924,0.0,0.0,0.08425411566596337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861832708651717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161161716064727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983123919593785,0.0,0.0,0.08248321314628566,0.0,0.0,0.11294077507596575,0.0,0.0,0.09298479504561734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623218021914805,0.0,0.1128249889324184,0.0,0.06554455361399139,0.06321660503082946,0.09693181555824414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831079999099311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014907856844776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436496302356399,0.0,0.0,0.07008441374140223,0.0,0.0,0.12706612470244746
adhd,with-eyes-wide-open,2018/04/12,"Real talk. I've fallen down the rabbit hole! I'll preface this by saying, A few years ago my daughter was diagnosed with ADHD. We talked about treatment with her pediatrician and basically what I got was a stigma about ""medicating your child"". She was only seven and all the feed back I was getting wasn't good. Soon we looked for other ways to channel the symptoms, and she's been doing really well. Not perfect but, who is right? So we focused on getting her grades up and focusing her anxiety and frustrations in other ways. Making her slow down, when she's trying to think, talk, and even walk. She was constantly getting hurt, falling down the stairs, bumping into walls, tripping on air, etc. I realize now what a challenge this has all really been for her. I'm so freakin proud of my girl! She has come such a long way, but a discovery about myself has made me feel like I should have been doing so much more for her. The picture begins to clear a little more and the guilt is consuming.

I'd been having a lot more trying and emotional days. I struggle with really bad anxiety, as well as a whole host of other symptoms. I was getting treatment for my anxiety but, kept forgetting my appointments, and medication. So I just stopped treatment, meds, and chalked it up to just being a mom. My last appointment was in 2011 (for my anxiety) I've been roughing it out since. I just keep thinking how I don't want to be this way anymore. Why is it that something that is so simple and easy for someone else, is always so much more difficult and then stressfully debilitating for me? 

Then a few days ago, I was watching this video and when instant play went to the next video, I felt rocked to my soul. I could actually relate to everything this woman was saying...and so I started my fall down this hole. Doing research, watching videos, reading blogs and medical journal articles, Wikipedia, Reddit, and I was finding out so much that I didn't know. About the diagnoses, my family, and myself. My brother (different dad) was diagnosed ADHD. Then a talk with my dad confirmed a suspicion that I had that he too had ADD/ADHD. He also said he had a suspicion about me but, he believes in the power of suggestion and didn't want to send me down that path unnecessarily. Now that the cats out of the bag, so to speak, he supports my decision to seek treatment and has been very ""it's not all bad, it comes with some really neat talents too"". 

So much has started to make sense. Growing up, how much I struggled in school, struggled starting and staying on task, emotional outburst, being called ""wiggle worm"", or ""space case"" my entire childhood. Talking too fast and forgetting what I was talking about. Constantly losing stuff. The stigma towards mental health was worse when I was growing up. All my issues were always excused away for me. As I got older, I was hyper impulsive. I went to Hawaii with someone I barely knew, and two months into our relationship was married. Like many impulsive decisions I've made, it didn't work out well in the end. Then there's issues that Ive literally faced everyday.... talking to someone and having the conversation take me through 5 different stories, only to forget why I was even telling them that, then forgetting what I was originally saying, to forgetting what I was saying all together. Talking to one kid, getting interrupted by another, then having to ask the first one ""what were we talking about?"" Or ""what was I just doing?"" Going into a room to get something, and then instantly forgetting what it was when I get there; and even if I'm in a hurry, I'll find something to do that's totally unrelated to why I went there in the first place. Like...""well I guess I should start a load of laundry since I'm here."". Even when I was suppose to have been somewhere 10 minutes ago. The anxiety and lethargic feeling I get at just the thought of tackling tasks, laundry, chores, and my 10 different to do list. I'm great at running loads of laundry, putting everything away, yeah not so much. Getting overwhelmed and shutting down. My need for validation from my spouse. Him not understanding that his silence, cold shoulder, and irritation towards my quirks, symptoms and obvious hyper focus, only push me away from him. He wants me to give him all of my attention and that's literally impossible for me. More so when he makes me feel guilty or like I'm always wrong because my thoughts on things don't match his way of thinking. If that even makes sense? I'm less likely to share my thoughts, ideas, and feelings with him. It's causing a strain in my marriage that's never existed before. 

I had the biggest epiphany of my adult life just a few days ago... I am ADHD. I have an appointment but, it's not until the first week of May. Now, I can't stop my brains forward momentum. My brain is on overload. I need to know more, understand more, and most importantly I need to get treatment...like yesterday. I don't want to be this way anymore. It's exhausting. I drink coffee all day just to feel some semblance of normal. I don't sleep well, I forget to eat. I've started a bullet journal...well tried to start...and then I got distracted. I've got the book and a pen. Had a pen...it's around here, somewhere. 😬👍🏼

May feels like its an eternity away. I could use some tips, advise, or even favorite apps(?) that have helped you stay on task, or has helped motivate you. Also, I'd love to hear about some of your personal experiences being tested, diagnosed, and what kind of treatment you started with. What worked? What didn't? I suppose, if I'm down this hole, I might as well gleam as much useful information as possible. 🐇⏱

If you made it this far...thank you for taking the time to read the ramblings of an unmedicated train wreak.",4.135669084115154,6.149690297989032,4.921788978845656,81.18826817606525,72.43692870201096,7.953215340418265,29.389436888522813,8.682685536182216,2.4158973943789306,4542,190,834,86,91,1467,435,1094,0.1,0.8059999999999999,0.094,-0.4773,4,0,4,0,0,0,195.0,5,7,1,11,64,38,1,8,47,1,85,22,5,14,12,168,165,85,0,16,26,6,8,5,0,5,13,6,2,6,53,56,3,4,27,11,0,18,16,16,5,7,58,18,115,22,128,95,34,136,1,3,3,1,81,52,0,19,65,584,168,14,0.0,0.0,0.04057732038518756,0.0,0.19989041954715356,0.0,0.14743714443441772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650505161140799,0.10379684047106577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360158609633059,0.15904778490480426,0.0,0.08247489127850191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701614516132072,0.03887287346716106,0.0,0.15626788403241376,0.031973429211386004,0.06943724554789282,0.025347555646105826,0.0,0.035382597323724604,0.0468478510437258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283689593658193,0.04245912472545873,0.0,0.0,0.042715417362648764,0.0,0.0716371627926851,0.0,0.08986915957025918,0.0,0.06639851961427007,0.0,0.0,0.10726591431978072,0.0,0.0,0.16881645107188298,0.0,0.13033072798555426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407338134769561,0.0,0.042548018974089184,0.03473581466731777,0.09354666190457056,0.03682866236979064,0.0,0.046374106460035945,0.16478421611937308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474112682390376,0.040674459913337575,0.03919911978599409,0.0,0.12614843393773553,0.059411333780481676,0.039924539064914784,0.0,0.07600905313685774,0.10610701853848108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724496854989567,0.03988854216224468,0.023631593420031297,0.034876395637011594,0.13302535739926735,0.04584349588010008,0.045806455730033065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044198944531566337,0.046865112210691534,0.0,0.05574209624592883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445136084812141,0.04694019142467395,0.0,0.08680008339059668,0.0,0.036959342441443985,0.0,0.04330049297754472,0.0457039560093271,0.033894284022526616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02937008000713408,0.12188704612834678,0.0416753553409784,0.0,0.036798114589067614,0.034917793459566464,0.046518803947322926,0.0,0.035350907953438836,0.03752871872413016,0.11803560639549213,0.11102327979644136,0.04215688033955615,0.0,0.0,0.046187416045831486,0.12566626187355553,0.04190413914487953,0.044111155387887936,0.0,0.04869947971354535,0.03318977221663885,0.0,0.21396911987977804,0.09249595229333746,0.03207003806569418,0.0,0.044222151323083374,0.0,0.04074081509204748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563530880279653,0.0948732864212696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036307160236644605,0.043443575995184745,0.0,0.0,0.04687663311014162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180066018025567,0.0,0.0,0.08318504298712256,0.04732858743353937,0.10655210271238699,0.0,0.0,0.04464272156297524,0.0,0.035510176539740416,0.03955330884485499,0.09920128220394836,0.0,0.04208246415777663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879291083080072,0.0,0.04161129850682503,0.0,0.10569502289171484,0.09603387708647082,0.0,0.0,0.20602005356835512,0.08864020040502697,0.0,0.0695276055594014,0.04763120316438217,0.130409311897154,0.04760060478686886,0.0,0.04718593131406959,0.0,0.12965657905990374,0.06252787888793959,0.30079304064966955,0.03634386188478722,0.038282445886233314,0.0,0.0,0.027624747487457982,0.07993079461379908,0.0,0.09903264876724874,0.02424637234839064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469285657814687,0.0,0.04061885782966791,0.08657513496664558,0.0,0.07182573160820759,0.0,0.034308901677372834,0.09810283918637028,0.19803165535604972,0.0333539858576495,0.0,0.18693277275556747,0.11563875887607425,0.11256188319100148,0.04642400189876345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054331814198481,0.0,0.0423748655100482,0.0,0.045462590127254614,0.0,0.026776973948035736
adhd,Erant,2018/04/12,"Jitters and anxiety with Adderall I was diagnosed with ADHD a little over 2 years ago. Since then I've tried roughly every possible medication, none with any measurable amount of success. After a bunch of research, and a genetic test, I recently discovered my 'magic' combination of methylfolate, vitamins B1,2,6 and 12 and magnesium. Taking that in combination with my 20mg of Adderall XR is like night and day. I finally found something that worked for more than 3 days! It mostly only addresses my focus, not really any other symptoms, but a start is a start.


Of course, every upside has a downside. I've historically dealt with mild anxiety (I have a diagnosis of an anxiety disorder along with my ADHD) and a feeling I've always described as ""an electrical box with all the wires yanked out and sparking"" (jitters?). The latter feeling is especially present in the evening. Up to about three years ago I used to self-medicate with alcohol. Wanting to get off the alcohol, I switched to a mild, legal, opiate that shall remain nameless. This worked wonders! No more anxiety, no more jitters, even while on Adderall. About a month ago I dropped the mild opiate entirely due to side effects. The anxiety and jitters have come back however, and now that I have found a way of making Adderall work for me they're quite a bit worse than before.


I'd hate to have to quit Adderall, or go back to my previous habits. I've found myself drinking again in an effort to make the jitters go away. I'm obviously going to bring this up with my psychiatrist but in the mean time I'd love to hear if any of you have had similar experiences and what you did about it?",6.878710010319914,7.649279647058827,7.465562435500518,70.2234520123839,64.62091503267973,11.017268661850704,36.69349845201239,10.882677951670544,4.328976470588237,1316,63,222,35,19,435,174,306,0.105,0.845,0.05,-0.9519,1,0,5,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,8,9,4,1,0,23,0,13,8,0,4,2,42,37,17,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,10,22,3,0,8,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,6,4,18,3,49,30,9,44,0,0,0,1,4,13,0,4,25,146,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398958796986025,0.0,0.2588825173999199,0.2080733307306832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100231446616407,0.0,0.0,0.19860233758723989,0.0,0.3723592730627601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146275714589916,0.14971101754860952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283698025986456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628008901576867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385769684792725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255643324565389,0.0,0.0,0.09880736635185697,0.0,0.0,0.11157059177389578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536513309149064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859642771961485,0.0,0.16404176197869486,0.0,0.0,0.0952261757975182,0.0,0.0,0.09844533869108488,0.0,0.0,0.10664126596409962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32021504647747995,0.0,0.0,0.05086092749685183,0.0,0.16597734358509308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611215888203974,0.0,0.0,0.1097195985799024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475598910093627,0.09756945077032747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786143379147299,0.0,0.1299626643112009,0.0,0.0,0.10604179358759426,0.10813299081006927,0.09806905504899856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770318500885283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135560881489152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403843649052476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097465710633408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708566721941488,0.0,0.0,0.062364376110362475,0.0,0.0961205688522592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155642358305243,0.0,0.0,0.0805282459110013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494415317325298,0.0,0.0,0.13780849829678427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011830701392596,0.07319446650201729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676508847614281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609370160446411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840784334872721,0.0,0.0,0.057419067336734526,0.07727124616031704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055710307598706,0.2126140827329049,0.0,0.09920712902036244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537935765755984
adhd,Ari_AK,2018/04/12,"Started a new medication today. I’ve always been afraid to admit that I just can’t do it all on my own. I finally decided, I’m sick of the downward spiral of never feeling efficient, or taking way to long to get started to do something. When I probably will not even finish it.

 I told my Doctor all my fears that came with starting meds again. ( I used to take methylphenidate which ended up leading to a cocaine addiction later after I got off meds) 
I know it’s way early to make concrete decisions but I’m now three hours into the new medication and I think it might be okay.. 
I feel organized and in control of my own thoughts. 
I also feel sad though, because what brought me to the doctor was feeling defeated. I couldn’t self-talk my way out of it. I couldn’t do enough yoga or breathing exercises to stay on task and not get distracted. I couldn’t take enough natural supplements to just live a normal life.  

I’m so used to the emotional ups and downs that I feel strange right not having to combat the ups and downs.

My doctor said something that made me feel comfortable about needing medication and it was just as simple as “ if you need medication then you need medication and I’ll be here to help figure out the right one” 

I guess the reason I’m posting this is because I want people to know it’s okay to admit that you need help and sometimes we just can’t do it alone. I hope that you all have someone in your life that makes you feel secure in asking for help. (Like my doctor did for me today.)
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adhd,Adrmm,2018/04/12,"Could it be the case I am bipolar II, and I don't have ADHD? Someone went through a similar experience? I don't have to say I've been depressed all my life (because it is obvious), but lack of motivation is definitely something persistent through my days, so I thought it was ADHD fault... 

So I went to the psychiatrist and I told him I thought I had ADHD and he made me took a test and he said that indeed I had much symptoms, in that time I was not depressed, I was like ""normal"" and functional, but at the same time I was tired of not getting things done at work and I thought it was time to do something about my mental health. He told me I am a high functional AHDH person, because I graduate college, and I don't get in trouble so often. So I started to take Strattera and the first weeks I saw the difference, I felt like I could do everything, I had thousand of ideas, I could finishing things and I was more social. People started to noticed and I was excited... these last three months I started to feel depressed again. I was taking 40mg and the psychiatrist told me to take 60mg. He said maybe it was something hormonal. I was feeling meh and sleepy, but later I felt horrible, nothing made sense, I wanted to do nothing, I was irritated, I hated everything, and until today I feel the same. I don't know if I don't like my job or if I'm unmotivated but I just want to quit, I made up I couldn't make it to go to work and I stay at home three days doing nothing. I don't want to talk with my coworkers, I feel bored, I feel anxious, I feel lethargic, but like three days ago, I felt this weird rush and I thought about starting my own business, some coffee shop or something like that and I started to search about coffee trends like crazy because it was a very good idea, and this happen very often in my life. 

I saw a post which said that it's normal for bipolar people enter to a mania state when they take antidepressants (Strattera is technically an antidepressant) and I thought this was my case. Because I feel like this depressed state I'm going through is the same old me. 

I started to think about my life and basically I've been depressed all the time with some normal seasons where I can be functional and ""normal"" but it doesn't last long until I get depressed again. 

I'm asking to you guys, because I think someone could know or live something similar and I have an appointment with the psychiatrist in one month and want to identify symptoms and learn more about this to be clear and talk about it with him. ",4.05304673199096,5.3621714641434295,4.933223861311512,83.8591380424249,71.41035856573707,7.81746527403898,29.703025734898247,8.27314431278463,2.0435769785721987,1993,81,399,30,37,648,192,502,0.147,0.7909999999999999,0.063,-0.9916,1,0,5,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,1,6,17,20,1,0,18,0,48,9,0,5,4,94,107,42,0,16,14,0,10,7,0,0,9,4,1,2,23,28,0,0,23,1,1,7,10,11,0,6,41,16,70,9,45,58,12,52,0,6,2,0,21,10,0,9,38,270,93,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114834042225655,0.0,0.051996004084776976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626585763644924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054836495791862026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878420149411994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873317723470933,0.0,0.0,0.11348698336211135,0.0,0.30312778618206204,0.0,0.0,0.0612842133796951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002660643422435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543448736868864,0.05737792581138172,0.0,0.0,0.20761164169465893,0.041904663384281365,0.1689601223028743,0.0,0.0,0.049893722422207985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919377839182896,0.0,0.06667239427140707,0.04919881531783181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807977797780281,0.05187030385535719,0.0,0.0,0.05791176927687916,0.0,0.062349783271295374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197447537524778,0.058837881180681485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243351365330988,0.0,0.0,0.05820814779217188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447284617367256,0.0956267750435068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429379089341708,0.2005983662112591,0.0,0.051795317956535934,0.051909711730379865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650837604954122,0.03915408787891248,0.0,0.0589289683154029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911258790325809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363911860172004,0.0,0.04311973765968892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988612223270755,0.16884928658879486,0.06678152808183499,0.06155078779431404,0.0,0.0397475874418505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133093274393642,0.05121714095082626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561773135197827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238907501431841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673890809119683,0.0466465018656227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597935543032782,0.0993999870358365,0.22578561119136156,0.0,0.0,0.2491068991869636,0.0625206930046771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193442912509728,0.17641143870720752,0.09429275388453724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793837780615563,0.0751702372638261,0.0,0.2328360346180668,0.13681377028880026,0.06741773889210588,0.055600097977593736,0.16814819617600388,0.06517022658291699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679654600496727,0.13838997348003335,0.0,0.04705120928788386,0.0,0.0,0.10875148913017572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540617439364143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EvelynnSpoiler,2018/04/12,The sound of my thoughts are louder than the sound of someone speaking I’ve only recently put 2+2 together. I can’t stop myself from going into daydream mode when people speak ,6.6982857142857135,6.6998812571428585,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,65.0,9.285714285714286,34.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,3.1378571428571425,144,6,24,2,2,48,30,35,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442353559028571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32684226948391404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979327429545366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320148427843766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243237209875143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641235848169962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35928807649677685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411714392644286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TastyMushroom,2018/04/12,"Dealing with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria and comorbid Autism Spectrum Disorder....how? I'm not sure if it needs to be said, but having Autism Spectrum Disorder means social rejection is a frequent part of life. It means if I were to avoid rejection by others I'd need to intentionally analyze and control everything I say, and ADHD makes it so hard to do that. It also means that since I can't tell when I'm being subtly rejected by intuition, I have to look for signs (how enthusiastic someone is to talk to me - usually not very) and see it everywhere. 

It hurts. A lot. For years I have made a habit of ""ghosting"" - I'll unghost if they contact me, but otherwise I cut contact and find someone new to talk to for a few months, and then the process repeats again. 

I am starting to figure out why - it's a combination of me being depressed and me being ""intense,"" I'm basically all hyperfocus due to the autism (even though I don't have the EF to use it - my EF even gets worse), so I fixate on everything all the time and tend to talk about the same things since that's all I know how to talk about or can think about. It sucks for other people, but restricting that would basically be telling myself I can't let myself enjoy anything. 

**TL;DR see title. I know many of you have comorbid ASD. How do you deal with this?**",5.160193014705882,6.0294377031250015,6.1852849264705885,77.53857536764707,68.453125,9.773529411764708,31.465073529411764,9.916854025145753,3.042874356617647,1036,42,199,24,17,345,139,256,0.181,0.8029999999999999,0.016,-0.9922,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,1,14,11,2,1,10,0,22,1,0,8,4,48,44,24,1,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,17,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,6,22,2,31,34,7,14,0,6,3,0,16,2,1,5,12,138,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962671030699686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290972119959384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560687591319672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030661457768633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395545484030284,0.100066328473466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331532298642327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534726080378767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883157255263926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061871205942976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060699658058826426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040751512655884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243739190743835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769982753661024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880271061025717,0.08206191496600572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756258740131024,0.0,0.0,0.09877273748459456,0.0,0.10993305537057876,0.07755156730667398,0.11778906726901725,0.0,0.3796647600130793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927343835876968,0.0,0.0,0.1722931402740896,0.0,0.11220811333169993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581245407992,0.0,0.08054511861331028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051451907050416,0.092391612856369,0.0,0.0,0.18516206623115605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922118699537056,0.0,0.0,0.1184316658172843,0.19687918177871508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223334822917787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949900243857888,0.0,0.0,0.37352681395736004,0.20309423078188546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718534231852656,0.07444394736831475,0.11414701836984173,0.0,0.06774594231287215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034288429197627,0.12795670619519314,0.0958613041347432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483507574817326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839813202200478,0.08253148686740994,0.0,0.0,0.07481660787566499
adhd,nejsjakaoakkajsx,2018/04/12,"Should I find another psychiatrist? Or is this normal? So today was my first meeting with a psychiatrist. I had a diagnosis of ADHD from a previous doctor I had but unfortunately I had changed my insurance and had to find another psychiatrist. I walk in to this doctor and she doesn’t listen to me. She asks if I have trouble sleeping at night and I say yes I do and she automatically says I am bipolar (within the first minute of talking to her) 

My concern is that she wouldn’t let me talk or get a word in edgewise. Should I look for another doctor or stick it out and see where it goes",2.204487179487181,4.5834969059829085,4.6518162393162426,79.07721153846154,79.94017094017093,7.660683760683763,25.98931623931624,8.59863814320734,2.1373367521367523,466,19,91,11,12,163,72,117,0.065,0.903,0.033,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,1,15,5,1,0,0,19,20,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,5,20,0,14,11,0,11,0,0,2,0,12,6,0,4,4,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882082302721692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942440397485337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688063546278626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620606717885947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824393447157076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871991965064705,0.2672826390217789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208572247343067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606599879490889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319364182488875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744110106986652,0.1539386280524641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498871504169125,0.0,0.0,0.12519973313958016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722773805948104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256500091955736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892595897701585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,combustibleink,2018/04/12,"Feeling cheated by a psychiatrist Two months ago I was diagnosed with ADHD (which I suspected for far longer). I made it clear I wanted to get medicated since the very beginning, but my psychiatrist insisted on getting additional tests. I was sent on a journey to get EEG, ECG &bloodtests to ensure my physical health was top-notch. I was also asked to book visits with a psychologist and go through personality tests, etc. All in all, it took two months to get everything completed, and I don't even wanna know how much cash I spent on the appointments. A lot of the psychologist appointments I had felt like they were trying to steer me in a different direction, suggesting I had raging personality disorders that needed to be taken care of asap. Most of the diagnosis I heard was far from how I felt, and how my close ones saw me. We were all quite shocked to learn some things. But I shrugged it off until today.

Today I went back to see my psychiatrist to show her all of the results. This time she avoided talking about my ADHD at all costs, addressing only the personality disorder stuff. When I interrupted her to tell that those things did not interfere with my day-to-day life, only ADHD was my problem, she blatantly told me that she won't prescribe me medication because it is not registered for adults in my country. I went blank faced for about a minute. I spent so much time, and so much money only to learn something that could've been said during the first appointment. I don't really know how to proceed rn.

TL;DR: Psychiatrist made me go through additional tests in order to get medicated for ADHD, only to tell me 2 months later, that I could not get medicated because I'm an adult. ",7.561540880503143,7.689466977987423,8.14654088050315,68.12220125786165,63.18238993710693,11.846540880503145,34.9622641509434,11.429527900616536,4.166445283018868,1361,55,240,38,18,454,170,318,0.079,0.875,0.045,-0.8907,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,1,2,12,7,2,1,14,0,18,8,1,7,7,48,51,15,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,7,2,1,5,15,11,0,2,8,2,5,8,6,5,0,4,27,7,40,2,43,21,12,36,0,0,2,0,22,12,0,3,16,165,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064306105108657,0.0,0.07494477319149784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761126618703445,0.0,0.0916053667151064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903893408879928,0.0,0.0,0.06501052118430363,0.0,0.10307670111998253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620010388345845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886446895903215,0.0,0.0,0.135005924370875,0.0,0.0,0.10905012642116772,0.0,0.0,0.08581223330870752,0.0,0.08833239309067006,0.19379368168964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429094422407842,0.05584172043835951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598433650328948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042748909741360315,0.0,0.16235450226458126,0.0,0.0,0.0719146360654027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650302262554992,0.0,0.0960986820959889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986825907213021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292834937119468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971721693863673,0.04130481981372467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187783753808308,0.0,0.15999860883118633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34068409848152936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245101413991987,0.0,0.1864527293508925,0.06268965840639322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729043948996165,0.2572036405995121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214664614891308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089893693638163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992489247735032,0.0,0.0,0.05416222079917663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042244094518514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737207681853814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993718060906444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508750708247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678474290084624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679547320786072,0.1477935561656286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123369795508134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859870161416656,0.0,0.160279113970444,0.08078715949289374,0.09393352308634788,0.05740106584889033,0.0,0.1651779732452022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975916047543497,0.049867318445894884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674965471981078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vickicakes,2018/04/12,"What to do if parent's childhood report of ADHD is completely biased? I'm soon to take my ADHD assessment, something I've been waiting for a long time now. My psychiatrist sent me a couple forms to fill out, one of which evaluated childhood symptoms from 5-12 that has to be filled out by a parent. 

It took me a lot of courage and several months to tell my mom that I was going to get assessed (I am a college student), and the cost is coming out of pocket for me. She reacted quite negatively and told me that I shouldn't get tested, that I should wait until I start working, etc. I did pretty well in high school, got by with the classic not studying until last minute, yet my grades are slipping more and more in college and knowing now is very important to me.

I sent my mom the form to fill out, and she evaluated me as ""never or rarely"" for every single criterion except talking excessively. There are several things on the form such as prone to daydreaming that I distinctly remember being reprimanded for as a kid, that were noted as nonexistent. I don't know anyone else who would be able to fill out this form for me.

I'm not sure how to proceed here. I have to send the form to my psych before my assessment, and I was going to explain to her the situation and how my mother didn't want me to get tested, but I'm afraid that instead I'll be viewed as another college kid trying to get a prescription. Another person I know, who received a diagnosis, told me to ""doctor"" the form... I live in a college city where lots of people abuse study drugs.

Any advice? I found the most affordable psych to assess me and I would hate to skew my entire assessment. Getting retested again isn't an option for me for the next couple years.

TL;DR Mom filled out childhood symptoms form with all ""never or rarely""s. Is my assessment screwed?",6.625252100840338,6.423393058823532,7.203992997198885,75.20632563025212,65.19047619047619,10.053165266106443,32.976050420168065,9.642632912329526,3.007503193277312,1450,54,270,26,20,479,186,357,0.059,0.92,0.021,-0.9401,3,0,2,0,1,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,2,1,19,0,26,5,0,3,5,50,54,22,0,6,7,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,14,18,0,2,6,0,1,13,9,3,1,1,13,1,39,3,55,33,15,45,0,0,1,1,23,12,1,7,20,200,53,14,0.09945224270419888,0.11783464505340137,0.0,0.0,0.23904453846137025,0.0971835805535407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763093540157314,0.20856869575227152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953932047859596,0.10190057537275556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462653353748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566930098628286,0.1042737843172535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008402988061596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017935845601001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533302753950507,0.0,0.08307958734630523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109155396282783,0.0,0.0,0.08379280381834353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904425086848324,0.0,0.0,0.25979846036500165,0.0,0.11304200281325745,0.0,0.07954104362581871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981885000089938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507675472400677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396905506816134,0.08106685151793558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781815235735843,0.08801210521364923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691014806025106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34943179401413443,0.07938183129675082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340740121952698,0.0,0.1057685883770098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739141350063649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085989228717615,0.0,0.0,0.06894766288592506,0.08683786227748018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011786845568136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057797019344431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266000392779488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065097911848493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470545260063973,0.0,0.0,0.11178848768514442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656319523066166,0.0,0.0,0.07039280926391597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373256177976023,0.20673791950656606,0.07477570952924054,0.0799359455016366,0.0869256436585078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607165093966431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057991402494568474,0.0,0.0,0.1900617596721849,0.11049510096693957,0.06752154457948671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205851571239957,0.0586595094656948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941950992527227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724024171591507,0.0,0.0,0.1412960395856438,0.0,0.0,0.06404398363164561
adhd,-pushkin,2018/04/12,"That time I was asked to fill out an excel sheet for 20 minutes, instead I spent the whole day learning how to code a macro that would do it for me at first it just made a template of the needed file and filled it with parametrable stuff, then I got greedy and made an interface with user input, it was so enjoyable I was like ""this is my life now"" before proceeding to draft out a 800 lines macro prototype that would give me the ability to fill entire lines by hitting single keys on the numpad   

it kind of worked but I eventually got bored and never touched it again   ",6.784985250737464,6.095559902654866,6.4788938053097365,82.15633480825959,65.01769911504425,10.011209439528024,30.33775811209439,9.2995712137729,2.273490855457227,451,13,93,7,6,141,78,113,0.039,0.89,0.071,0.3823,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,9,0,7,1,0,3,1,17,16,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,8,1,8,4,15,5,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,65,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907629200737866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940610332858646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112993118331305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932950756355355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480030754265576,0.0,0.0,0.3748462545045314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440290772851071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655212915854683,0.11448670039827928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434763999941465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376016097904415,0.1807374757079122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682632659719737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664555446879822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616322717875829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706023308975845,0.0,0.0,0.33293686379173043,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lifeunderstanding,2018/04/12,"Are you upset that your parents chose medication for you? I do not have ADHD, but my husband does. He has been on Ritalin since he was a kid (maybe 7 or 8). 

I am currently pregnant and he worries about the child having ADHD. Now a few weeks ago, I would have said (and have said many times), ""I will never put my child on medication. We will learn to cope in other ways, find things they would excel at (maybe a trade instead of a university degree), etc.""

However, since I came across this sub I've read a lot of different perspectives. Some people are upset their parents didn't get them diagnosed, others are SO relieved once they finally get on medication as adults. 

I know there are other drug options, and that peoples' symptoms will vary. For my husband, he takes his pill and then has to use the bathroom 20 minutes later so he keeps himself on a schedule. Take pill, eat, bathroom. But it gets messed up if someone schedules a work meeting right after lunch, or if he has to go to a different office. I've always thought, I don't want to put that on my kid - forever. 

The other thing is the cost. Yes, we have coverage, but what if the kid grows up and he doesn't? If we had to pay out of pocket it would cost upwards of $120/month. That's a lot. 

But I don't want to be ignorant and deny my child something they truly need. I don't want to make either choice for them! I'm just looking for some perspectives. My husband doesn't really talk about it. He just says it helps him. I just wonder if other things would/could have also helped. ",3.4069408251900093,4.907620045602607,4.4658509771986985,85.8280055646037,73.29967426710098,7.331650380021715,25.820982627578722,7.9370924344782425,1.4368611292073823,1202,40,243,17,24,392,170,307,0.079,0.856,0.065,0.4664,6,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,3,3,6,2,11,6,0,2,14,1,32,11,0,2,1,49,53,22,0,12,16,5,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,7,18,11,2,2,5,1,4,5,8,4,0,0,8,4,31,2,31,38,7,30,0,0,1,0,42,12,0,13,12,162,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469595541991445,0.0,0.09107743018501553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216530804804294,0.08549224622866343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751314965045792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203369046186386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428422630920332,0.0,0.2146937544059052,0.0,0.0,0.0899130264596274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915182521602195,0.10513400113624843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145880696403514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125523564113406,0.09390726139003082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104039615295332,0.0,0.05839247112740849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773589820069412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132466431868576,0.0,0.0,0.05646608089958088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628010012614068,0.0,0.0,0.17470060823313868,0.0,0.0,0.06858322611551716,0.10416751736946084,0.20644274851853245,0.0,0.0,0.31051497195787603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201024710600245,0.0,0.0,0.07618427201376174,0.07924344069911891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094202963837289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281727952907251,0.0,0.0,0.14246118484010106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657463077485194,0.0,0.0,0.10277301522842797,0.0,0.06582121305374805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774384873126446,0.1954684479937711,0.08170711561054897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998380041749206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705568378761579,0.07909828303934173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679161457949568,0.15450322361788807,0.0825827086142001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047780580926909,0.0,0.0,0.08156822071521995,0.05991155873973735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887388735196786,0.0,0.0,0.18180536230317826,0.08155436602855284,0.08241601070056875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142279842024454,0.07479973723580323,0.1043427490555828,0.0,0.2919489997201022,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sol0shino,2018/04/12,"Just started adderall 20 mg IR - will I develop tolerance? My doctor prescribed me adderall of this dosage a few days ago. Today is my third day taking it. So far, I feel much more motivated, focused, ambitious, determined, and excited about life. I feel much more serious about other things which I used to ignore - career, family, spouse, and even basic tasks like bathing, laundry, self-care, etc. 

I believe I do indeed have severe ADHD. On prescreening assessments, I passed every single question for ADHD. Before this, I would get mentally exhausted doing almost any kind of task (reading more than two minutes, taking a shower, etc.) and it has been this way almost my entire life. I also feel reduced social anxiety which has been a major plague for me. 

My only question and fear is will significant tolerance develop over time?

Any feedback will be greatly appreciated!",6.508951434878586,8.871839933774838,7.056572847682119,66.88278421633558,66.88079470198676,9.53664459161148,33.113134657836646,9.928628108626363,3.9911849889624715,694,31,96,17,12,227,107,151,0.086,0.747,0.16699999999999998,0.9215,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,3,0,14,4,0,2,0,16,22,6,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,4,4,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,4,0,2,2,3,15,4,10,15,10,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,7,70,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265036250213701,0.0,0.12041287979107206,0.0,0.2720458266424473,0.0,0.0,0.1086302209107912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847500529761584,0.0,0.10391629261809156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115588794250765,0.1530437849386711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752095470407393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903674426831975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029922874869325,0.08972023109990078,0.0,0.11445002832313125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805670963890114,0.15285638958267178,0.20605250148931412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709701544575147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976273122458486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145518283877212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189389088724845,0.06636396497342603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689353762125211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971426184877966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331151105828096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043410368681931,0.0,0.1358755369286071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417094697749691,0.15345915306915225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847052659782208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961473855376144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042677099588908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024524752500533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920868327058536,0.0,0.1287592774097025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269474700848002,0.0,0.0,0.11732108918986825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782249842891248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964959697946225,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ADHD_throwaway_PDX,2018/04/12,"How much of your potential do you think you're living up to? I would say that I'm currently living at about 10% of what I'm actually capable of. I'm working with a therapist and he asked me this question today and was curious what your answers are.

What about before and after medication?

You guys have been really helpful for me to figure out what's been going on my whole life but I had no idea most people don't experience life this way!",4.61498127340824,5.459688943820229,6.3702808988764055,75.81062734082398,69.67415730337079,9.978277153558057,28.316479400749067,10.125756701596842,2.812211985018727,352,12,68,9,6,122,65,89,0.033,0.895,0.07200000000000001,0.3288,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,0,14,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,9,0,14,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,3,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.2102110249998264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138112863666152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329973443222689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071425684427986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122423595940981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329173338374427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438611367463655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317391240725625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30430371271535744,0.0,0.0,0.3804254607286519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170049136280558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835259549377664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493395483476259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413107239173365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799843431279185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130425744756114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25010991888081874,0.0,0.13802730281610606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418537547576926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098400806017622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404997898110429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682249151379474,0.0,0.0,0.15302249454010047,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dindymolan,2018/04/12,"I did it! I did it, guys. I filed my taxes!!! I’m so relieved (for now) and I only cried once!!! (Okay it was twice) 

Now to finish cleaning my room and get started on all my final papers that are due....",-1.2474418604651163,0.5862191395348866,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,90.16279069767441,3.44,15.576744186046513,3.1291,-1.1938241860465115,145,3,35,0,5,51,32,43,0.06,0.835,0.105,0.4468,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,2,3,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,25,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532427077574721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452004056891364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557645024182132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085577822415966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394258765311605,0.0,0.31381541992268625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920539236903977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kailsalad,2018/04/12,"Should I change my dreams to something more manageable I love doing art, I’ve been doing it as long as I can remember but my motivation for it is near to nothing. I rarely ever hyper focus on it or get my adhd to benefit it. Should I concentrate on what I can do instead of what I love? It’s my fourth year of art school and I’ve never succeeded beyond bare passing in any class, I feel like it’s a sign I wasn’t meant to do art. 

Anyone else with adhd change their interests to match their neurological condition? ",4.326857142857143,5.018133114285714,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,70.23809523809524,9.428571428571429,27.380952380952376,9.606745405546679,2.343666666666667,407,13,82,9,7,140,67,105,0.028,0.752,0.22,0.9683,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,2,13,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,15,6,16,11,1,10,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,5,58,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914497557463443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904189946331305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429653330878984,0.20949657833510998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325896360849842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080265950291454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494855324618933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033826720108838,0.14606845861411888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682351557702642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998903285512205,0.0,0.0,0.18094338355678127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36907180828836605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769452492887928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961878308065214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316168014925984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692754338498884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740566104315698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166751399292645
adhd,sixheadedbacon,2018/04/12,"At a loss on finding a Bay Area Doctor I am at a complete loss on trying to find a doctor in the Bay Area. I've been here for a couple years. Previously worked with my PCP on treatment (fully diagnosed/tested twice). I would like to get back on medication, but I can't seem to find anyone. Went through my health provider (UHC) to find a doctor, was referred to one and he recoiled when I asked to discuss ADHD. Asked for a referral, told me to go back to UHC (still took my money though). Went back to UHC, they couldn't help with a PCP with ADHD experience, but referred me to a bunch of psychiatrists - none but one responded. The only one that responded is charging $1300 and must do testing - and is cash only.

I know there are drug problems in the Bay Area, but out of the three major cities I've lived in, I've never had such a difficult experience getting help. 

If anyone knows anyone that treats ADHD in the Bay Area (preferably peninsula or city), any references would be greatly appreciated! (PMs work too)",5.1542834830144475,5.975068614213202,5.953502538071067,79.3695821944553,68.44162436548223,8.701132370167903,29.367044123389306,8.841846274778883,2.2394337368215544,795,28,153,13,13,261,114,197,0.068,0.883,0.049,-0.3842,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,4,10,7,0,0,15,0,14,7,0,0,2,30,26,11,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,11,0,2,4,4,4,0,5,7,0,11,3,29,14,3,26,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,3,8,98,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870850812673085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300989819611255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521019465232944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073811000005126,0.0,0.0,0.24766444480375555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256710161292537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879410302966326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329668924507175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450593133616256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004143712642626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925079961602487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218451455760492,0.0,0.06101634605728535,0.0,0.0,0.11836707577766956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141208739914602,0.0,0.0,0.1439250825810626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800678635949363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052451690795731226,0.0,0.0948026864527487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081560037857737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280425724606592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182539784386516,0.16330740442764635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027310140808434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773840833073508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085739498349218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548270166207828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025890714230566,0.11928322482698922,0.0728918070779475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990514535296249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632175052894826,0.0,0.0,0.15253388710962268,0.0,0.0,0.06913766159311735
adhd,gwennoirs,2018/04/12,"Adderall XR capsules have begun to smell horribly About a week ago, my Adderall XR capsules began to smell terrible: I can't describe it very well, but the words ""rancid"" and ""chemical"" should definitely be used. This morning I almost threw up when I took it.

I called my pharmacy yesterday, the only useful bits I got out of them was to store it out of the sunlight (which I believe I am doing adequately) and to let them know if anything changes. Only thing I've managed to find online is people asking about adderall making them smell bad, which isn't my (current) problem.

So... does anyone know why this might be / what I can do about it? I can muscle through the rest of the prescription, I'd just like to know what happened / make sure I'm not ingesting poison.",8.481763546798032,7.182363875862073,8.276157635467985,72.62103448275863,61.96551724137932,10.768472906403945,37.95566502463055,9.606745405546679,3.6126354679802968,602,25,107,9,7,194,96,145,0.06,0.795,0.145,0.9179,1,0,0,1,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,0,7,8,1,0,6,0,15,2,0,4,1,22,29,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,4,1,0,4,0,1,2,3,5,1,0,5,4,15,3,16,19,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847879684065191,0.0,0.17902360348254145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500801141381976,0.0,0.1471217409465731,0.0,0.167136341128877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927488147674836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142525403514516,0.0,0.0,0.19518282815502647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255565182601532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912686382496632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645268234596954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340282954251814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298770279908035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809567468594626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947605091105689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281594756868716,0.0,0.0873434913342511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867575394163354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965866057540426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719424035155418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394441259535788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106951753134392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684992184589638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187743227565435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863255418346928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30881920756493186,0.0,0.14751326009770452,0.0,0.0,0.14340754004257486,0.0,0.16074582035637255,0.0,0.1613222763427645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AquaSting,2018/04/12,"17 recently diagnosed with ADHD started on concerta Hello all first let me say thank you for taking the time to read this


So I’m 17 and they started me on concerta I started with 18mg on the first day and didn’t feel anything then 36mg on the second and took that dose for 3 more days and still really didn’t notice a difference and now it’s been moved up to 54mg and I still don’t really feel any difference only thing I’ve noticed is in the morning my heart rate got a little high and I started to sweat more than usual and had a full headache. It’s my first time with any sort of medication like this so I’m not sure exactly what I’m looking for or maybe I’m overestimating it.

 I know this is probably vague so if any additional info is needed from me feel free to ask.",1.7110909090909097,3.532157927272728,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,78.81818181818181,7.551515151515153,23.12121212121212,8.447377352677275,1.4052303030303026,618,20,134,13,15,213,99,165,0.024,0.923,0.053,0.6577,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,3,6,4,0,0,7,0,9,5,2,0,3,25,28,14,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,5,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,6,5,11,5,19,21,4,28,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,18,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327081543425095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601820234246111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494943123788966,0.0,0.11922686496095412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449747009725965,0.0,0.0,0.12944409828706213,0.0,0.266491303915286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345472763720348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254404946777104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200041126637736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112813885865362,0.0,0.1347464366548237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008922810798564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304119268512264,0.0,0.06230656107576951,0.12782234808641452,0.0,0.0,0.1070962518131093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812481990637267,0.0,0.0,0.12847686229664698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355482209469113,0.0,0.09456467908423602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29039609900385804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699518369886984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750298109881967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756828865989595,0.0,0.16340280545670785,0.0,0.12592421821681649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141997767222106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610762528534115,0.0,0.20369727684493094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019907477657588,0.0,0.09588952793475748,0.0,0.0,0.11741596642987524,0.0,0.0,0.08472777401058296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873194101365733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169471794420044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046043665783722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Klx3908,2018/04/12,"Advice dealing with sons teacher My son (7)  was diagnosed with ADHD In Jan 2016. Surprise surprise I had (have it) it as a kid too. He’s being treated for it with medications and they’ve helped tremendously. Sure - he still struggled with attention and focus. Medications aren’t magic bullets and he’s still a little kid after all. 

His teacher has been mostly understanding and we have an education plan in place for him to ensure he is appropriately accommodated. 

But I say mostly.... she still seems to not understand or accept that es never going to have perfect focus or attention and wants to have yet another conference (4th one this year) to discuss his continued difficulties.  I know he has trouble focusing - he has ADHD.  We’re doing everything we can to support him. His dr has given him the largest dose of focalin she feels comfortable doing at his age / weight. We supplement school work with an extra 90 minutes of homework a night to make sure he doesn’t fall behind. I’ve hired tutors to work with him as well. And his report card is pretty good considering, just some issues with math (hence the tutor). 

I’m not sure what else we can do to make her happy and feel like we’re at a point where she just needs to recalibrate her expectations for my son and looks at the results we’ve gotten instead of the journey to them.  Has anyone else dealt with similar discussions with teachers? How did you handle and what finally got through to them?",5.928263157894738,7.400487448148147,6.559512670565301,73.34464912280704,67.1111111111111,9.387914230019494,31.24756335282651,9.682069395223575,3.116481481481481,1161,46,197,25,19,380,163,270,0.034,0.831,0.136,0.9798,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,4,1,2,4,11,16,0,1,10,0,23,6,0,4,6,54,40,15,0,3,7,3,3,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,7,22,1,0,9,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,7,5,26,14,37,32,5,23,0,0,1,0,38,9,0,6,12,135,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300827870250081,0.12230160015106692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312376282425133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751241845081707,0.1282377470907904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290309791843455,0.0,0.12703133435354969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910459183474225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248269953839493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265658947965737,0.08941191403964666,0.0,0.13710295914912587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112939114610085,0.10497543449306168,0.10009918195763604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323154882708207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388984392011897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306309941370798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687828049960439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114520242462865,0.12543981264879386,0.0,0.0,0.1051000389520486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708603086134205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25216425417722665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280204756918124,0.09652850068550664,0.0,0.0,0.1174510091394464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480936451018392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307620292386852,0.0,0.1183134597032061,0.0,0.0,0.1273292767358067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952956731359268,0.0,0.12666518081396053,0.0,0.11393788591711485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998507142181037,0.0,0.0,0.13084087320668206,0.0,0.0,0.1420262487330429,0.3538758983758937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605849097483689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382061692796678,0.0,0.0,0.15240704526600754,0.11253083171349124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223101933337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805967595923654
adhd,amandal0514,2018/04/12,"6 year old son looking like he got my anxiety and ADHD I didn’t realize until about 5 years ago when I took my daughter for ADHD testing that most of those symptoms sounded just like me. She ended up being borderline and we’ve been able to work it out without meds but I made an appointment for myself and I’m Inattentive Type. I tried Adderall XR and it helped quiet things down a lot but it’s such a PITA to get the meds (doctor appointments, hand written prescriptions, etc) that I don’t take anything. 

Fast forward to now and my son’s kindergarten teacher requested a conference. I’ve already noticed some things myself (lots of tics, pulling at fingernails and finger skin, moving toes inside shoes and wearing down insoles and making sores on his toe tips, biting the insides of his cheeks until they’re sore) so the teacher telling me how he just can’t focus on his school work wasn’t a huge surprise. 

So here we go with him... 🙁
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adhd,MicrowaveSama,2018/04/12,Switched from taking 30MG of Vyvanse to 10MG of Generic Brand Adderall XR. So far I don't feel any effects. I'm so frustrated. I took it at 9:30 this morning and so far feel the same as before I took it. When I was on Vyvanse I could tell when the drug kicked in. I wanted to switch because the side effects were making me stay up all night and not eat anything. I feel discouraged because now after switching I feel zero effects. I want to get work done today but I can't get myself started on anything.,2.614901960784316,4.531501666666667,3.637843137254901,89.16696078431373,76.45098039215684,5.31764705882353,28.0,5.82211442006289,1.0604235294117657,398,17,78,2,9,128,69,102,0.049,0.938,0.013,-0.5241,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,1,18,20,9,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,4,12,0,13,14,2,18,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,7,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162812772783125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185684458468424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359859964189993,0.0,0.16470616736991284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454272031874666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808012135089909,0.0,0.0,0.2244693259093136,0.19806124096225228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914810602794925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225528286052896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129203480575521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164390044691392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700348270942395,0.20631028793671585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455337943562605,0.0,0.1691808587056725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347320977726292,0.0,0.43010681952027596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283346033455217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091472426103294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,deltapapawhiskey1,2018/04/12,Define: Irony Not being able to finish videos about ADHD on YouTube so flicking between loads of them,3.2883333333333336,6.380628944444448,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,92.88888888888887,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,0.10986666666666656,83,3,12,0,3,24,18,18,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.6396162232808602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7686944041138382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MadFollowing,2018/04/12,"I was recently diagnosed with ADHD combined type and it made me happy. I haven't started treatment yet but getting diagnosed has made me very happy.

I now know for certain what is wrong with me and can work on overcoming my problems.  It will take time and effort but now which direction I am going.

Knowing has made me happy.  Is this a normal reaction?",3.9072139303482594,6.209859447761192,5.144104477611943,78.07098258706469,73.92537313432838,8.048756218905472,30.56965174129353,8.841846274778883,2.947589054726369,281,13,47,6,6,93,48,67,0.099,0.7070000000000001,0.194,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,1,15,18,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,4,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,36,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149827987820674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35723962256654473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194425078418393,0.0,0.1000156259702831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620139526104214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193432143501438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995602645406153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242671924597155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683926905457611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376273149201954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456221063188047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323178855614182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261754528483424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452050319512816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281182727432137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241061442575208,0.0,0.0
adhd,Genevieveindigo,2018/04/12,"Self-psychotherapy through books ! One of the most exciting things after 2+ years of medication and adult diagnosis  (combined ADHD subtype at 28yoa)  has been being able to read one of my 200 books for more than 5 pages at a time, If I choose to do so (usually with fiction). And following through on some ideas some days. So after reading 5 pages of 3 different nonfiction psychotherapy books (they're dense and the intros are telling of different perspectives, okay guys), I started daydreaming inner dialogues of what I would have to say of relevance in therapy, and then imagine being the therapist listening to myself (which is a real Virtual Reality game demo I saw a video of once), and sometimes bring up emotional memories I work through with myself, and we've come to the conclusion I need to be more honest with myself about my thought processes and share some with others in a supportive community, until I work my way up to doing so in person.

Conclusion: So my pretend inner psychotherapist convinced me that I need to get better at sharing things and two days later I impulsively decided Reddit is the thing and just signed up and wrote this conclusion in the middle of my third sentence before working my way back through the middle bits a few days later, leaving this open in one of my 67 Google chrome tabs in between.  (I'm writing this after work, when it's easier to create/impulse but harder to brain/edit. I have this book on Circadian rhythms about it...)",12.751003717472123,8.979384788104092,11.877208178438664,57.82071933085506,56.13754646840149,15.51836431226766,46.97434944237918,13.348371206891418,6.194204163568772,1184,54,192,32,10,387,162,269,0.005,0.917,0.078,0.9041,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,8,9,8,0,0,12,1,13,1,0,0,0,38,26,19,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,13,16,0,0,8,9,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,3,21,8,51,18,10,41,0,0,1,0,11,19,0,5,17,142,34,10,0.12677178649906598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523550518801581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747967866240133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078734531274352,0.0,0.0,0.1121193431584676,0.1384019572521403,0.0,0.0,0.14151923967996088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920266892783448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452719441710058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26489906978436645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426011967954711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623302613323072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552399966595645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310991624255845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423301750155886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277092378294441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799934673916668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500781523797425,0.2577115302341672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069223415523063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361218548979164,0.14429404691204814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081401287099008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225062121783185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538053839376356,0.0,0.08972972297484312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438591210055024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108041290928574,0.0,0.1449745861324276,0.14719181506000642,0.2526646257181981,0.0,0.0,0.10064263793429357,0.07392164817930696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383761474855427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962121264562866,0.0,0.0,0.2012510867640142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691654816640407,0.0,0.0,0.09005503986869143,0.0,0.0,0.08163687412911272
adhd,lizzistardust,2018/04/12,"Listening to audiobooks or podcasts helps me focus at work. One of the reasons I have a hard time focusing on most of my tasks at work is that there are sooooo many other more interesting things I could be doing! Even when medicated, if the task isn’t interesting to me then my brain goes a million other directions. I end up “just looking something up” online or whatever.... and then discover I’ve just wasted the past hour and have done/read/watched/posted a least a dozen other things since that original thing I was just going to look up really quick. 

I’ve figured out that I’m MUCH less likely to do this if I’m listening to a book or podcast that really interests me. I obviously can’t do this when the current task involves intense reading or writing, and sometimes I have to briefly pause the audio for similar reasons, but it otherwise really helps me stay on task. 

Listening to something I find really interesting just seems to keep my brain occupied and less likely to stray to random shit that leads me down an online rabbit hole. 

YMMV",6.825606060606062,7.380546156565652,7.412676767676767,71.30568181818181,64.70707070707071,11.044444444444444,34.17676767676768,10.864195022040775,3.9317797979797984,841,35,145,22,12,278,116,198,0.043,0.8640000000000001,0.093,0.7731,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,1,0,11,0,13,4,3,4,1,29,23,15,0,3,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,14,5,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,7,15,6,22,20,6,23,0,0,2,0,7,9,1,9,13,106,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146926491242354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253675505057756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424033724059396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483947473608485,0.0,0.0,0.09309585551684432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882534496522938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010488353096808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626312107400586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895103889893464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880692516479565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528244579324332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772167144357295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367242638717729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290073164370778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419918537616181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361414498043893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551107013512113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455230446549135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499071709547894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819754073101856,0.0,0.36118359122244104,0.2898392470361181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283151863680128,0.0,0.0,0.14468269856120736,0.11659493314544055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701971600211745,0.13940271960542255,0.0,0.0,0.15023347777276014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809218753119899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821888223318013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522591778475247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,absolutelynotarepost,2018/04/12,"""As needed"" when I feel I need it daily Hey there guys and gals.  This post ended up being quite a bit longer than I meant it to be, but as I wrote what I felt was important it all kinda piled up, so I apologize for the wall of text in advance.

I was diagnosed with ADHD as a teen but ultimately not put on medication as my family and I misunderstood the ""hyperactive"" aspect of the acronym, and I was not a hyper person.

I slowly came to realize as an adult (in conjunction with my own child starting to display heavy signs of ADHD/ADD) that the diagnosis was probably a good one, and many of the difficulties I've had over the years are directly attributable to a potential ADHD; as well as reading studies about the high comorbidity between ADHD and depression.

I made a decision to go back to school and get a degree to get myself out of a manual labor career and into something with less physical damage and more earning potential, and within weeks of starting my classes I had smashed up against a hard wall of being completely unable to focus on the things I needed to do, despite the work being relatively easy to understand.

I ended up going to a doctor about 2 months ago, getting a diagnosis, and being put on a 10mg Adderall 2x a day; however, my Doctor wants me to only take it ""as needed"" and try to take weekends off and such.

Now here's my issue:

I'm really having trouble finding days where I don't feel that the benefit of my medication is necessary.  I'm a full time student, a father, I have my own house projects as well as often being recruited to help friends and family.  I'm constantly on the go and the overall improvement to my ability to function day to day has been invaluable at this point.  

I was previously drinking multiple energy drinks a day and now I'm at a point where the only caffeine I need to stay alert can come from something as simple as a can of coke.

I'm not really experiencing any side effects from the medication in the form of dry mouth, or any difficulty sleeping at night; except for the normal amount of trouble I've always had falling asleep as a person with anxiety whose brain likes to think about EVERYTHING the second my head hits the pillow, but that predated the adderall by about 20 years so...

Overall it's had nothing but a positive impact on my life and I would prefer to keep taking it on a daily basis; however, I worry about the nature of the medicine and going against my doctors recommendation and ultimately being seen as someone who's just there to get uppers and abuse them.  

Side note at this point I live in a small town in Brevard County FL with a huge drug problem; those of you aware of the big Oxycontin prescription ring will probably note Brevard County as one of the biggest offenders in the nation during that whole thing, so contending with being lumped in with the rest of these goddamn junkie assholes is a near constant problem for a low income patient.

I guess I don't really know what you all can do for me other than tell me whether I'm out of line or not for thinking a daily dose is better for me than as needed, or if I really should be trying to use it as little as possible.

If nothing else it feels better to have vented all this out somewhere I suppose, it's a struggle between doing what I ""should"" be doing and what I feel is best for me.",11.324305555555556,7.139983930555558,11.401728395061724,61.407777777777795,59.23148148148147,14.441975308641975,43.2037037037037,12.086156645461163,5.1260203703703695,2649,105,471,59,24,904,311,648,0.105,0.8029999999999999,0.092,-0.8592,3,0,5,0,1,0,51.0,0,2,1,8,22,18,1,1,53,0,42,19,5,4,3,89,87,52,0,16,16,1,6,1,1,4,11,1,1,5,28,33,3,1,15,4,0,10,6,9,2,3,16,9,47,9,117,56,14,84,0,3,1,0,17,49,0,8,24,353,75,13,0.0,0.08096899258281576,0.0,0.0,0.32851451205831256,0.0,0.0605772423621808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686243572486122,0.0,0.0,0.09294395047258297,0.0,0.0522781487680371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254746835794035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171619362410378,0.12087827366228407,0.0746070624070387,0.0,0.0,0.07628746699993819,0.0,0.07816011642684886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058866872242792224,0.07165077185185713,0.14769753934279908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203607955741652,0.0,0.058859155600760785,0.06936132078882988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983957619993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388984713696955,0.07925002911637584,0.0,0.0570873743335658,0.0,0.12105382614716108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614175128174442,0.0,0.12884539177800303,0.0,0.13821436537032072,0.0,0.06561490290418617,0.0,0.06245941416261525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279753277102298,0.0,0.14281449806744126,0.0,0.1553515450941493,0.0573184153647882,0.0,0.0,0.07528167426614815,0.06766506097596603,0.0,0.0,0.061217150823499225,0.0,0.07013418934380222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045805315709538136,0.07220252558166351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885252354059018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071326797718177,0.0,0.060741682245971124,0.0,0.0,0.037556609370157486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826893417161098,0.03338634535845207,0.06849232222191946,0.06034343569870404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466277828350331,0.0,0.06928369556692529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652911127561396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454649527364462,0.0,0.0,0.304029204639762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413029638199097,0.06695643053400406,0.13114372070712454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261477993005583,0.10394779121700944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933967677275925,0.0,0.0,0.19380362822775613,0.07704048192005511,0.06544862045159387,0.0,0.14735918450704522,0.1307798876678414,0.0,0.13739651468981645,0.0,0.07268554929206836,0.06835618702830791,0.0,0.17511550633916054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916139457970479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838704654305718,0.0,0.057902306258476435,0.10521939084958737,0.0,0.0,0.09673954291779917,0.07283888905425819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144139534519263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414432319554294,0.0,0.05973015655499731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080105451912926,0.08757606976353402,0.0,0.0,0.03984825885733221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927936166779994,0.0,0.0,0.07114194938502526,0.0,0.05902182612342624,0.0,0.0,0.04030734241773279,0.0,0.05481637596263486,0.0,0.12288758764652292,0.0,0.0,0.0762965947348407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049750655041057336,0.06940024532352447,0.0,0.04854513702657856,0.0,0.0,0.08801446863602196
adhd,skidallas418,2018/04/12,"With food or without food, that is the question.... or maybe it isn't any more All,

I was taking Vyvanse 30MG months ago to treat my ADHD and eventually everyday I would get this AWFUL dry throat that would lead to a terrible sore throat.  I decided I couldn't deal with that at all so I discontinued.  I would take Vyvanse first thing in the morning WITHOUT any food for around 2 hours.

For shits and giggles, I started taking it again on Monday but this time, I would use 1 scoop of protein powder, 1 scoop of Whole Psyillum Husk (Fiber) and pound it down at the same time as the Vyvanse 30MG.  

For me, this was night and day difference in the medication.  I experienced a much duller rush/high initially, no euphoric rush anymore, but a much SMOOTHER focus.  I had a 3 hour meeting yesterday and I was like glued to the presentation, completely attentive, understood everything, felt like my left and right brain were communicating.  

Best part about it... NO dry throat, NO sore throat.  I know with Vyvanse/ Amps the true result takes time to show up as your body gets used to it, but for now it is great, this is what I expected, what I need to be focused.

Side Effects still exist tho... slight headache, wears off around 3PM so I get 7ish hours of real results, vasoconstriction definitely (drippy dong), my dong feels like it is almost shrunk or tighter against my body, harder to spring an erection on a blink but if I really see something I like, its no problemo.

Also, Black Coffee/ Caffeine + Vyvanse is like god mode, they work together like peas and carrots.  I took 200MG of Caffeine at 7PM yesterday to do my workout (weight training) and I had the best workout I have had in forever (medication should have been gone though).  Also, still pounding water like its nobody's business.  

so YMMV, just wanted to post this for someone who may be experiencing what I experienced before like awful awful dry throat that almost felt like you were ill.

Good luck.... this wall of text written on 30mg of Vyvanse.  :)",5.476388888888892,7.041098879032263,5.5166666666666675,80.05055555555556,68.2741935483871,8.521863799283155,30.71326164874552,8.94667605116694,2.5412250896057347,1581,63,289,28,27,496,212,372,0.096,0.713,0.191,0.9918,0,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,1,6,15,19,1,0,14,3,27,20,10,6,3,56,48,25,0,10,11,0,4,9,0,6,5,0,0,0,24,13,5,0,9,3,0,4,8,2,0,1,15,9,30,17,43,24,10,45,0,0,2,0,7,18,1,9,31,181,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017913976451572,0.0,0.0750803016512254,0.0,0.16962705951981008,0.0,0.0,0.13546706579184692,0.0,0.09177102382133252,0.0,0.11519606317528094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399836743442009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079962951473086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207236929227835,0.0,0.1777721547105947,0.0,0.0,0.1881623598999744,0.0,0.09455177903804902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880499267393356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462366512128143,0.08732065748947458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849213142424321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612174488617157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042826215918236384,0.0605087799123016,0.16264810053280912,0.0,0.0,0.07204468489259586,0.30725407218117545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275475050882402,0.0,0.0,0.07104126480417759,0.0,0.09338063383222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948884414778199,0.0,0.0,0.2502335231596361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046548199464904634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202540318235057,0.0,0.0,0.3724156307746619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509124489455333,0.0,0.0,0.17065009201115838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676057073492532,0.0,0.1245266042110718,0.0628030249893163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948400768319543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172045602022942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111795741349302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488194656816458,0.0,0.0,0.09640568216016034,0.054260166553733516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233224101075579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749391098269703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694201522061798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176494753914615,0.06520520988156786,0.0,0.0,0.05995018740242757,0.0,0.13528100863698111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25473157535853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627006362212491,0.0,0.0832160588138656,0.0,0.14816550796735098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410339037873593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630499298263158,0.0,0.0,0.04995749739463154,0.0,0.0,0.10314021859543096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456309208339657,0.0,0.1632930802375758,0.0,0.06166167428843936,0.0,0.0,0.24067015199299185,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kei214,2018/04/12,Is Concerta Placebo I was diagnosed with ADD two days ago and I started concerta yesterday and I did notice a difference usually I daze off pretty easily in Lit class but I was actually really focused when I took it same for physics. I was also able to listen to more than one thing at a time. I usually try to but I never can and lose focus on one of the two but I was able to. But i'm not sure if it's actually working or it's just placebo. If anyone else uses it or has had it prescribed to them then can they give me some advice.,0.3806671204901306,2.5976289999999977,3.672566371681416,84.21407760381213,86.43362831858408,7.370728386657588,22.85159972770593,8.384062270229773,1.7808317222600405,419,16,87,11,13,152,75,113,0.036000000000000004,0.865,0.099,0.7739,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,2,20,16,14,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,7,2,13,1,13,9,3,15,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,5,10,69,19,2,0.3327812455508676,0.0,0.32474649138586004,0.0,0.0,0.1625949908434539,0.1474952476547267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306252091823814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634419221926245,0.17048685616751785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730818653737743,0.0,0.0,0.1688829796219715,0.0,0.1738427863615323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389980145504968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961704704402493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614854581273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833070594093424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894368268594536,0.0,0.0,0.2255011844315956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927908187128893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659409362534206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777213920828747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682119281371076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054253628397727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970237102182986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486610420850044,0.1129683106971872,0.0,0.3250789218969949,0.0,0.0,0.14370807454490364,0.3665115269940381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113435508326865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jimmy_Mc_Nulty,2018/04/12,"2017 study on use of Cannabinoids (Sativex) to treat ADHD [http://www.europeanneuropsychopharmacology.com/article/S0924\-977X\(17\)30237\-7/fulltext](http://www.europeanneuropsychopharmacology.com/article/S0924-977X(17)30237-7/fulltext)

""Adults with ADHD may represent a subgroup of individuals who experience a reduction of symptoms and no cognitive impairments following cannabinoid use. While not definitive, this study provides preliminary evidence supporting the self\-medication theory of cannabis use in ADHD and the need for further studies of the endocannabinoid system in ADHD.""",28.25462365591398,31.892760161290326,18.924838709677427,-3.809408602150512,19.967741935483872,17.944086021505374,57.76344086021506,15.903189008614273,10.227402150537634,518,23,35,15,3,139,47,62,0.034,0.88,0.086,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,9,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,24,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.800984547448278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298737048126705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850784375913952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354740605097606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382210612425794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890796063420628,0.0,0.1731830812389857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317212995325935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Chaistar,2018/04/12,"Nervous about meeting with lawyer today I am meeting with a lawyer today, I think I need to bring action against my ex, and I am incredibly nervous, last night I couldn't focus at all on what I wanted to do to prepare and basically shut down.

My children live with me and I pay all their bills and am then supposed to submit receipts to the ex for him to re-imburse me for half. Well to say that I suck at paperwork would be about right. Unless it's something urgent for my kids or work, etc. it is really hard for me to get it done. I'm now in a position where he owes me thousands, but because I don't get receipts to him within the time period originally set in the divorce agreement, he doesn't feel any obligation to re-imburse the costs. 

I am not a freaking accountant. I work long hours and I take care of everything for my kids, their appointments (and there are many, one of my children is mild special needs but requires a lot of running around for doctors, meds, etc.) activities, everything, and the ex basically just needs to pick them up and bring them back.

He is an angry guy with really very little self-awareness and his own issues with attention and something else I suspect. Beyond the money, his communications with me are insulting and accusatory, and he has this huge sense of entitlement, it's unbelievable. I work my butt off for my kids, and I have been doing a fairly good job of raising them if I do say so myself, they are great (most of the time :) ). He has almost no relationship with two of my three (teens) because he is just very mean to them and really offers them nothing positive, and then blames them for not wanting to visit him.

Having ADHD, I know I've put off taking action for too long, so this is a step. I'm concerned though that I won't be able to coherently explain the situation to the lawyer, so this is what I'm trying to work on this morning before the appointment.

So thanks for letting me vent...",5.475403508771933,6.035609189473687,6.266578947368419,78.33521929824562,67.6315789473684,9.175438596491231,30.833333333333336,9.188382445141503,2.562754385964912,1532,57,294,27,24,505,197,380,0.07400000000000001,0.82,0.106,0.9472,3,0,2,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,9,5,17,12,2,2,17,0,30,2,1,2,2,54,53,27,0,8,9,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,6,12,23,0,1,7,0,6,8,7,5,1,5,2,4,47,7,57,45,7,42,0,0,0,1,39,18,2,5,15,212,59,11,0.1087571123733675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070491436280793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890453810959393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395856585418464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681688785910776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362750623921078,0.0,0.13259465251156702,0.0,0.09254429228991026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108851243462271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131751294758166,0.0,0.111296285620857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085261198009806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425858578812333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954877598041886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054990863801569166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364220486161615,0.0,0.0,0.09122030591253362,0.0,0.11990510033797258,0.0,0.10768664001848352,0.0,0.0,0.09742501061262447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710384823577804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351416933292525,0.1079246525328303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059770064716197724,0.08865156220271922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121151592157068,0.0,0.0,0.10900319811670016,0.09603452274834927,0.1924932441273818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246140774869424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026264184282247,0.0,0.11846837861461056,0.1208046343108644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419260623054548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206118255356414,0.0,0.10435538251778724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369663400038493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093309368512345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901777321420376,0.0,0.0,0.11676443747590202,0.0,0.09287797972808963,0.0,0.1729760419003193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134573872502883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222475510520464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674530769935787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354362703027409,0.0,0.0,0.10012893709452833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968716618912829,0.10685331071681342,0.0,0.12683429365288082,0.0,0.206178051789173,0.0,0.0,0.07383894029716574,0.0,0.10623989576227624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947201534849638,0.12829552535486127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977857052277786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31670589239507346,0.0,0.0,0.07725793223604625,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BaphometBoy,2018/04/12,"Frustrated Basically my pdoc closed his old practice, opened a new one that doesn’t take my insurance, and then when referred somewhere else I was hung up on when I listed ADHD as a reason to be seen among other things. ",8.807142857142857,7.429653523809527,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000003,61.38095238095239,11.257142857142858,35.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.379771428571429,176,6,32,3,2,56,38,42,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,5,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,5,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464330956125082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227551189856709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731499541437589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054209773837613,0.0,0.26180827779445875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39724355510003606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904954610059376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566811444515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ontimisa,2018/04/12,"Advice on Adult Diagnosis? Hi all. I’m a 22 year old female adult, whose been struggling with symptoms scarily similar to symptoms I see from everything on this subreddit, online, and everywhere I’ve researched to ADHD in adults. My parents are not people who really ever believed in going to the doctor, so I was never diagnosed as a kid, but these symptoms have been hallmarks of my personality as long as I can remember. After finding out about the similarities between ADHD and what I thought to be just my personality traits, I saw hope. These things have been affecting my schoolwork, my job, my relationships, and self esteem and I am just looking for answers. After reaching out to doctors, no one will even see me for diagnosis as an adult, and have been turned away from referrals to Neuropsychiatrists. I’m lost on where to go next, and how to proceed. ",6.523793706293706,8.15763805769231,7.338344988344989,67.70968531468532,65.85897435897436,10.031701631701633,35.335664335664326,10.230975488527342,4.042738461538462,691,33,110,17,11,230,103,156,0.05,0.911,0.039,-0.1531,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,5,0,13,6,0,2,3,23,25,13,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,8,4,13,1,30,15,1,20,0,1,4,0,13,9,0,1,9,87,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33672140153588764,0.13689411881523594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161896664594602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783321780128287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218818524674134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867756668364781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252798329606596,0.12671923290818496,0.0,0.0,0.1259036677872378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280395276554061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923250899059932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914076814693302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901749769046556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397505339555412,0.11764013882088326,0.0,0.15292455143860306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080458802303173,0.0,0.14898707808182982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700066613686558,0.0,0.0949284654294075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555531302925398,0.0,0.0,0.09712061956740477,0.2446419975177868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974510495098344,0.0,0.0,0.15040400442518834,0.15869442014353333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232668459908254,0.0,0.14614420060546646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645226244399634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43682078529131896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306942986187056,0.0,0.0,0.11121564293831493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237746079169684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090213229999706
adhd,thr0waway307713,2018/04/12,"Accidentally took double dose of vyvansse 30mg (so 60 total). Suggestions? It’s a story I’m sure is common to many of us... decided to take a pill early to get a jump start on the effects, forgot I took said pill, and then took another pill during my usual routine. Do y’all have any suggestions for reducing its effects? Currently buying a jug of OJ and some chamomile tea... ",1.1890410958904098,3.826639753424661,3.7446712328767164,81.21728082191783,89.82191780821918,6.755616438356164,23.738356164383568,7.908726449838941,1.9589846575342469,294,12,53,7,10,102,58,73,0.041,0.925,0.034,-0.1179,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,3,5,0,2,2,9,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,1,8,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402992324785092,0.2375083237269515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833855815337498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296386640817247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545638410586426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032011007597838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134765578952068,0.0,0.17030219575115632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7549600705717292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724554258357063,0.0,0.2494612424755221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GreenLamp457,2018/04/12,"I am screwed So I've been trying to get myself diagnosed with ADHD for a long time, as life with adult ADHD is hard. I had taken up smoking weed as I was overwhelmed with life and I was given anti depressants when I wasn't depressed.I just had ADHD. 

This persists for a couple of months until I became a shell of a man and overweight, I then decided when I failed a job interview to change my life so I took up smoking weed/exercising/stopping myself from large amounts of junk food and eating completely healthy food. 

As I go on and lose all the excess fat and live a really healthy life and Peak I then slowly fall into depression because I kept trying to plead with doctors I had ADHD but I was told outright no multiple times even being told I may have been sexually abused as a child and that I'm not being truthful and I'm hiding my history of abuse. ( I've never been abused ever!!!!) 

So I fall into a spiral of depression till I get told I need to quit weed to get diagnosed (I was very transparent), I am clean for 6 months and I get diagnosed with ADHD in the first 20 mins of my appointment. They said I need to under go some tests to make sure my body is ok, it takes 4 months to get this done as my family opened the letter and didn't tell me about it for 2 months. I then have to deal with so much red tape and was waiting for months upon months for any sort of reply,  and I got so low in life that I caved and I started smoking marijuana again but the difference I was smoking a lot less because I used a herb vaporiser and I wasn't using any sort of tobacco like I usually did.

Now I have complained and now things are rolling again but I've smoked every day for two months and I've essentially fucked my life over as I probably won't get treated again, I have no problem quitting weed and I don't think it will be hard as I've overall smoked 2 grams over one month but it's still in my system and they are probably going to keep me waiting for 10 months again I honestly want to end my life I can't deal with waiting anymore. It's been 3 years.

Tldr- have been smoking weed for 2 months have to undergo a final test for my medication and I am freaking out because of the ""interference"".",3.122421948912013,4.485081406181017,4.591930621255127,85.19336423841061,73.79028697571744,7.737849258908862,25.967139703563557,8.329178653251315,1.61114284452854,1739,59,361,29,35,581,210,453,0.157,0.7909999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9934,2,0,3,0,3,1,30.0,0,0,2,6,18,18,2,1,16,1,40,20,2,3,5,61,74,42,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,3,14,1,1,3,10,30,5,6,2,0,0,6,10,12,0,3,28,4,52,6,62,40,6,59,0,7,1,2,15,15,2,5,38,235,62,6,0.0,0.2257940873480163,0.0,0.0,0.3817131722519021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639601326401278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299802152072875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161696000809993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056004039378704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719920412719564,0.0,0.0666029473011894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702872977131734,0.0,0.04096725848318656,0.1309794184755058,0.16413751606648055,0.19342436684942388,0.0,0.06636830417248357,0.0,0.06501876567007564,0.0,0.06500636713056855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650001709233592,0.0,0.0,0.05626276867021453,0.0,0.0,0.04195652532320317,0.05746044077754363,0.05352110056687191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988409208161944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695866449055136,0.0,0.054032866922816634,0.1536251972731361,0.0,0.0,0.05872624593985733,0.19912974227893954,0.0,0.10830522655558586,0.0,0.05080536753872699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380875780812133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303705057047697,0.05646240727145981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140785838140475,0.03103426443312847,0.0,0.056092217347262614,0.056216101139828785,0.0,0.07106629828212713,0.0,0.054005218449037135,0.0,0.0,0.04240228063047618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399301853947703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070367361410311,0.0,0.04669691764019778,0.09420340991585913,0.04899306726967025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043045016456671165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697767304393094,0.06078319703523854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351296485421505,0.0,0.0,0.0406946378206598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060425183063532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044962102377745186,0.0,0.050729771028658006,0.05310830391428036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059869936758302586,0.0,0.04776159869706579,0.0,0.05552214395609705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220204257906568,0.040703150912077435,0.0,0.0,0.07408186726045048,0.0,0.0,0.1820976400679549,0.0705766980159651,0.08625627054332108,0.0,0.06205301128703278,0.0,0.0,0.10972743135401776,0.0699619150594916,0.052413356179521135,0.037467674576483576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090690766337654
adhd,rusticgelato,2018/04/12,"Notoriously slow eater; just used a timer on my bites to keep me going to get out the door I have a ""present-facing focus"" and like a lot of ADHD folks, tend to meander through my morning routine. That includes eating breakfast, where I'll surf my iphone, put away dishes, or follow every rabbit hole while trying to feed myself.

But just now while eating oatmeal, I set a timer on my Apple Watch for 30 seconds every time I took a spoonful, and it felt like I set a speed record.

Just thought I'd share. I don't need to eat quickly everyday but I should get to work ASAP today.

Does anyone else have eating strategies they use to keep themselves on track?",3.993984375000004,5.6367754296875,4.52075,85.44925000000002,72.046875,6.057500000000001,25.3,6.2581,0.8618787500000002,517,16,97,3,10,164,91,128,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,7,0,4,7,0,2,0,18,17,7,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,7,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,2,13,3,15,13,1,21,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,11,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188301599083072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955586209626696,0.1605394661068634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720811790427096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711368013803332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413001706665914,0.13088790272444656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640230820951889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504395171236226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372000244282672,0.0,0.08904612517106024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853274003023554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309405186752442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332056336016793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617789230055843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750892258872784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438819340150947,0.0913626715179017,0.0,0.14851643886919133,0.0,0.17407972871367267,0.10637695300393517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706462900578695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114066533511293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,besterk,2018/04/12,"Adderall and Ritalin Hey guys. Im 20 years old and i have ADHD. My mom dont want me to use pills so we never go doctor about my issues. But in college its really get hard to control my brain so i go to doctor for pills. In my country there is no Adderall so my doctor gave me Ritalin. Is there any similarities and dissimilaty between Ritalin and Adderall? Should i find Adderall or Ritalin is good? 

Sorry for my language English is my second language. ",0.9389196197061374,3.528993955056184,3.6530337078651662,81.06592912705274,92.59550561797752,5.884528954191875,25.947277441659466,7.321109707123232,1.9542836646499568,358,17,63,7,13,125,55,89,0.076,0.8909999999999999,0.033,-0.2169,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,2,1,13,13,9,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,13,1,9,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,44,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247416780983939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716868589716698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875757657121288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974015045631525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742175368892932,0.0,0.0,0.21916652533549494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709176677036061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770152846934003,0.0,0.212556618706939,0.15684953184335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851627102509179,0.0,0.0,0.1675182641798617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199570043718704,0.19518290515850806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901605525939727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422850655657882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622855119091576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979913005708274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933493236399248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151084668132906,0.0,0.0,0.1102994168250306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042402178377384
adhd,lumidaub,2018/04/12,"Livestrong and the interaction between methylphenidate and vitamin C http://i.imgur.com/G90Oogd.png

So I vaguely remembered something about vitamin C interacting with methylphenidate and wanted to see what the interwebs have to say about it. These are the very first two results I got on Google. Note how it's the same site.

Edit: Oh and looking further to other sources, it seems the interaction between the two substances is negligible, fyi.",8.331142857142858,12.15168468571429,5.8414285714285725,70.99357142857143,66.42857142857143,9.142857142857146,40.0,9.606745405546679,4.886857142857143,368,21,49,9,7,104,50,70,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.6369,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,11,8,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,9,7,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578033597981945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424042104960952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451448720192776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34333544119780224,0.0,0.0,0.24102480873300405,0.0,0.0,0.24151895512069604,0.2759165733544287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333291096890095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921386632415401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250076297833349,0.178766979058148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chickenWingmas,2018/04/12,"Is there anyone with ADD who loves to read but find it extremely difficult? If I found a book I like I wouldn't stop reading it since I love reading so much. But at the same time I get so frustrated because it takes a very long time to finish just one page, not to mention the whole book.

It would be worse when it comes to university research assignments where I have to read something I don't have an interest in. I would have a mental breakdown nearly everytime just because my brain doesn't want to do what I want to.

I am just wondering if anyone relate to this and if you have any tips on how to finish reading without getting too frustrated?

Thanks in advance!

TL;DR: I find it difficult to stay focus while reading and often resulting in mental breakdowns while doing research assignments. Any tips on how to stay focus?",5.40746140651801,6.63316632704403,5.780606060606066,79.3636363636364,68.1194968553459,8.800686106346484,31.43567753001715,9.095868883498916,2.757271698113208,662,27,119,12,11,212,91,159,0.172,0.7290000000000001,0.099,-0.9295,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,12,9,2,0,6,0,14,3,1,3,0,30,25,14,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,8,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,0,13,5,20,20,4,21,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,5,10,88,22,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595769443664334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603584517963124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980230728853313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800851919062212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877718374355614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096107638880349,0.0,0.0,0.12572863184607094,0.0,0.0,0.11981963181829025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602147768945602,0.0,0.0,0.10147845013627248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698648581611115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311187484578583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429490363413106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770267712533567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6882001426801598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485537573637594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827779281756654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444437780935408,0.0,0.0958684124532603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621681179477841,0.0,0.0,0.10557180223344456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372882359970928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461392810412933,0.135269485757274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280238353083854,0.0,0.11053681701153334,0.12435363115535066,0.0,0.0,0.11685750002991215,0.16291512483127005,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nerdyhistorian,2018/04/12,"My experience on Concerta, 18 MG Hi all,

My psychologist wo did a tentative diagnosis refered me back to my doctor, so that my doctor could prescribe me medication. My doctor was willing to prescribe, but thought it would be better to refer me to a psychiatrist first. I booked an appointment with one, back in January. 

She heard my story, and agreed with the diagnosis. But she didn´t agree with the proposal of short-release Ritalin. She wanted me to try Concerta, long-release. She prescribed 18 mg. 

Two days later, the end of January, I took it for the first time. And I noticed/felt two things
- focussing/concentrating was indeed easier. Subtle, but noticeable. 
- because i don´t drink coffee, my body really needed to adjust to stimulants. I felt 'on', a bit more energy. A bit jittery. But not in the sense of being worked up and feeling the need to lash out. I had coffee only once in my life, and the feeling I got then was comparable.

After two weeks, on a Saturday the jittery feeling was intense enough, that I decided to quit taking medication. 

My mom noticed after a week: ""You don´t take Concerta anymore, are you?"" She noticed that I wasn´t as active anymore as when I took it. She also said that I talked a bit more on meds.

10 days after quitting, I decided to give it a try again. Glad I did, because the jittery feeling was gone, but the subtle effect on focus/concentration stayed.

Really guys, i haven´t worked so much on my website in the last three months for years!

In March I got had an appointment again with my pshychiatrist. She asked if everything was OK and how I felt on meds.

I explained to her that they defintely work and that I feel good on them, now that I take them again after a short break. I also feel more even. More balanced. If that makes sense.

I asked her about a re-diagnosis/official diagnosis because in the previous appointment she had mentioned she wanted to do that. She said that if I wanted, it was possible. But that the fact I didn´t get riled up/worked up on Concerta means we can be indeed quite sure it is ADD.",4.0017966256269935,6.2435133178294615,5.3142339261285905,77.2354001367989,73.44444444444444,8.583948928408573,28.436616507067946,9.247498795725024,2.7734782489740084,1622,66,286,39,34,540,182,387,0.0,0.883,0.117,0.9912,0,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,1,2,3,10,14,5,0,0,25,1,22,9,1,4,3,53,54,24,0,10,10,1,8,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,18,13,1,0,17,2,0,3,1,0,0,7,23,11,56,5,46,25,10,50,0,0,0,0,30,19,0,3,26,211,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702837171739315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753165951802692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484987290698588,0.0,0.0,0.12214207951225775,0.0,0.14524575093428774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024279272786385,0.2601265684187666,0.08822055034883025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341244481944967,0.0,0.0,0.10244195069898902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387704110161354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780386413428711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034480689827241,0.08206472683916996,0.0,0.05245784631188415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137986822594294,0.07769049550499653,0.0,0.0,0.2409505709647615,0.0,0.22877431410549995,0.0,0.0,0.13511356371830302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414950051913888,0.07618934860252571,0.0,0.06661586814528876,0.12704293988289006,0.0,0.0,0.07864081292775868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647399799802555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056098497033206365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028645892694085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301516995156845,0.0,0.0,0.08651444226402999,0.1764411006976605,0.16001973021922078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930187325865443,0.06339432299045998,0.0,0.0583847139375361,0.11778163137567192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712693043827019,0.0,0.08458242543393417,0.05381877646878954,0.06040442944590025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953699352596989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342697997978075,0.0,0.0,0.10176024063333858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109806839801726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846538725505066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485481500138409,0.0,0.17914762374340126,0.06383683854224681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276481421200785,0.0,0.0,0.0630526344237696,0.04631192856545898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764827544322063,0.1078453982721844,0.0,0.23275287723727986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053643618885908,0.0,0.12741596047586246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312822540724172,0.0,0.0,0.056419501946736735,0.0,0.0,0.0511455192909672
adhd,Damagecase80,2018/04/12,"ADHD adult on 108mg of Concerta I have been on this dosage for 4 months, this is maximum allowed  uk dosage for an adult, thinking of a shift to Elvanse Adult (vyvance) for less first hour ""dumping"". Anyone same experiences",5.621869918699187,7.274609073170737,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,68.02439024390246,8.393495934959349,33.178861788617894,8.841846274778883,2.8842130081300805,176,8,31,3,3,55,33,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064495198306999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946576875792488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122170685148518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35844871879451146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150011709618218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33636317819507844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700206952959745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JorjCardas,2018/04/12,"High production job and adhd? So I process specimens at a medical lab. It's a fast laced job and requires high productivity - as in, I need to process at least 470 requisitions a night.

I have been at this job for three years and simply cannot do it, but folks at the job less than a year can break 500 without effort.

It's a matter of focus and being fast, but I can't seem to do it! One of the biggest issues I have is finding fast paced music to listen to, and the other is I keep getting overstimulated by my gloves and binder.

I just started ritalin, but I'm still at a frustrating level of 350 a night.

Any pointers from other folks working production based jobs? ",5.433507462686566,5.51340037313433,6.529067164179107,78.08598880597016,67.65671641791045,9.386567164179104,30.929104477611947,9.188382445141503,2.50194328358209,526,19,105,9,8,177,84,134,0.047,0.953,0.0,-0.6821,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,10,0,11,2,0,0,0,17,18,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,8,0,19,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,9,71,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993503618355802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018151252225868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368418932477371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822282101419115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163760157000264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626938180434946,0.7428728427413491,0.133078526416379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082772803550432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101590935299586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810052348106333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145453650393882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629998848265718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597299368135847,0.0,0.11956704469712873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432529162974275,0.0,0.10899836185476487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928302831978167
adhd,GOCAVS21,2018/04/12,"Addiction to Music I am 24 and was diagnosed this past November with ADHD (Inattentiveness). I have been taking adderall since my diagnosis. 

Since starting medication, I constantly crave music. Now, I have always loved music in general, as I assume most people do, but I was never deeply interested in playing/making music until recently. 

When I was younger I tried several times to learn the guitar along with other instruments but I would eventually give up on it because of some kind of discouragement or because my focus/interests would change and I would just kind of forget about it. 

But now, on medication, that has all changed. All I can think about is music. I have now started to learn guitar, piano, and how to use production software. I even have started giving myself singing lessons lol based on what I found online. And in all truth, theres no real goal for doing all of this, I just enjoy it so much. 

The reason I'm making this post is that I am curious if anyone else has had this effect. I tried googling for more information and I came across a lot of posts about how this means I'm just really high off of the medication and I'm taking too high of a dose. But its hard for me to relate to that completely since everything in my life is going so well and improving by the day. I have no real personal justification to believe that I'm just getting high and not that I have a passion for being a musician. 

Any thoughts? ",5.179705882352942,6.753622264705888,6.286058823529412,74.21776470588237,69.0,9.410588235294117,29.40882352941176,9.766711354998122,2.965684705882353,1144,43,200,27,20,382,152,272,0.076,0.825,0.099,0.8072,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,19,9,0,0,8,1,25,9,0,7,6,56,46,21,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,16,12,0,1,12,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,8,1,25,8,37,34,9,31,0,1,0,2,5,13,0,6,14,154,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421691718054885,0.12591555312520267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717867593101986,0.0,0.0,0.07124853547607901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325900067303259,0.10735126930256472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277360464511254,0.0,0.0,0.11804213709214435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983122730931288,0.0,0.0,0.22166971360541204,0.0,0.10985142194233252,0.1132212835594844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756925601364132,0.0,0.0,0.10634134873250137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752354068791343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920090106029053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416229498695633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148770622546331,0.0,0.0,0.054739032397046986,0.20101364982255968,0.05954432760618044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938551098810713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33209203046852304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820777748981973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740035440979674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890733860786229,0.09456079759969248,0.0,0.06993610657786087,0.0,0.0,0.114127395238547,0.0,0.316640225356126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701945650996905,0.0,0.08080660575802352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001670490117404,0.07263569512904151,0.09148284693102134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006851799346042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850688907770576,0.06711960973456606,0.10772303958207076,0.10344968508000724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836250908125592,0.0,0.2600053800870529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247442852835295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575509716525124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713365078282664,0.0,0.0831772446472218,0.06109338091227597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226658660880526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048934655856647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420258772609208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328101399022726,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YoungThugProgrammer,2018/04/12,"Horrible tick I can't get rid of is crucified by my father, who doesn't understand it's not something you can control. What can I do? I like to play with my phone and do tricks with it in the air because its smooth and it feels nice. I've broken only one phone this way in like 9 years since getting a smart phone in like 2009 and I understand its a huge problem but I get physically ill and anxious enough to nearly vomit without a small square object to play with. I've thought about having a fake phone made out of metal machined to be the same weight as my phone so I can't tell the difference but I'm not sure. My dad still doesn't get that its not something you can just stop doing. What do I do to explain to him its not that simple?",2.732499999999998,3.972692634615385,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384616,74.57692307692308,6.7384615384615385,23.89743589743589,7.1686216300943375,0.7312282051282057,585,17,130,6,12,189,92,156,0.14800000000000002,0.754,0.098,-0.8721,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,4,11,1,0,7,0,15,3,0,2,1,27,26,8,0,1,8,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,8,1,2,5,2,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,4,14,8,20,23,2,12,1,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,6,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923958315658436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290499551321262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773372882129704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935096551831737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137601387929248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364997928920593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38706757435464617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714592402592073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525436898856406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550608902461535,0.14086391770564838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722519274639714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321128784829507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28517422910376183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791248053836806,0.1548475542045933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456240538900022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188557272839565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703956627136122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856295005892059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701459101628647,0.0,0.22554127485340644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785400980968735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927201840169754
adhd,throwawayaccz1234,2018/04/12,"Undiagnosed: PCP says ""we're all like this"" and does nothing else To start off, I didn't know where to ask... I'm currently just trying to find out what is wrong with me.

I have never taken a pill in my life, even when I'd break a little bone here and there or had my braces, never took the tylenol/advil, etc so by no ways am I looking for a ""high"" 

I went to see my PCP because I am currently in grad school (I plan on going to medical school afterwards) and I tell him how I have some anxiety about my poor performance in school and what not. I tell him I sit front row front seat, get enough sleep, work out 4-5x a week (I'm 13-15% BF, some abs), don't smoke/drink. I do have a stutter and I'm not sure if that has anything to do with ADHD

The only thing different is that I have less/no social life now in grad school compared to undergrad. So my PCP goes on telling me ""Everybody is always just coming here to get medication, you're fine, probably just lazy so focus on your priorities etc, didn't do any tests or anything

I've tried everything from ear plugs/ear muffs, blocking out blue light, deactivated my instagram, removed 80% of facebook friends, deleted my youtube, I don't even keep up with the news

I like think I'm a fairly normal person except that when I try to study I tend to procrastinate a lot and not able to focus, like I'll sit in front of my computer for 5 hours and only get 30 minutes of lecture done

I'm on public healthcare and a few weeks ago I contacted every psychiatrist but none of them take my plan, one wanted like $200 to diagnose me which I absolutely cannot afford and the place seemed a little shady, its like a spa with some lady who has a masters degree???? 

To add: in undergrad my exam scores were very inconsistent, like I'd get 90% on one exam and 40% on the next one then 85% and then 50%, it would all depend on my: mood for that week/how quiet the studying environment is/if I have to sacrifice normal life, sleep during day and wake up and study at night, etc.

So idk.... I'm just looking for direction and to feel normal for once in my life",5.736996047430829,4.885094449883454,6.592506334245467,81.01912739434479,67.2051282051282,9.978352082699908,29.840985101854663,9.318704503766252,2.2219651565825482,1625,48,353,27,23,542,231,429,0.035,0.915,0.05,0.8267,4,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,1,5,19,12,0,0,17,0,24,13,5,2,5,59,52,27,0,6,12,0,1,6,2,1,8,3,0,1,12,23,0,2,5,1,1,8,12,2,0,3,8,9,38,9,53,43,12,56,1,0,4,0,16,26,0,9,24,203,50,15,0.08373158693275116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062909597981616,0.0,0.0742229997410214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967138792562695,0.0,0.0,0.0569403503927319,0.0,0.06405443482012288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780792330416072,0.0,0.07827773084873497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051041998225713085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212734804117307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539999466302669,0.0,0.0,0.08498579820068397,0.0,0.08748168698489554,0.0,0.0,0.07327407598205761,0.08568648441825619,0.0,0.0820250782460257,0.0,0.0,0.06994699667974959,0.0,0.0,0.0865171121655797,0.2801485586263029,0.11060784695535644,0.0,0.07054747330457509,0.0,0.07525255129126397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233720620588776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652915353093742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469081635906164,0.0,0.1749851931142312,0.0,0.04758659044906057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846701877757734,0.0,0.0,0.08245874668498755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442448169985688,0.0,0.0,0.046016690408065775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365683843512539,0.2454421435771177,0.16784209436754782,0.0,0.0,0.14062688936894158,0.0,0.0,0.07118560094034082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870152965005786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915792346227242,0.0,0.08904949261712387,0.07857642220313149,0.2461175318846021,0.08034271591536232,0.0,0.0,0.08917140738000512,0.17021607088840293,0.12736328990433898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311119203181245,0.08748168698489554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027681260324204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658671866873937,0.0,0.3389633447680964,0.06672323402029752,0.0762260920051014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758411376690532,0.0853538083105565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059265648195114075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891602976148977,0.0,0.06295573284886223,0.0,0.21955529279493255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562754578496115,0.05365181997320991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302887396691957,0.17054475372486172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908732830069425,0.049387059383548634,0.06646223632265312,0.20149328527796195,0.0,0.0,0.0776200199575331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060957592525430176,0.0,0.0,0.059480516980434474,0.0915473459062374,0.0,0.0
adhd,trash-juice,2018/04/12,"Concerta Vs. Ritalin XR Does anyone notice the difference between the two Methylphenidate types? For me Concerta gives me the presence of mind to get out of the house and run through a list of errands without missing a beat. It's great for getting stuff done, however it doesn't seem to lend itself to say concentrating on art which, to me, the XR handles better. Any thoughts or similar reactions - thanks gang!",5.804369369369372,8.100641959459463,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,68.5945945945946,9.257657657657658,36.65765765765766,9.725611199111238,4.003484684684683,331,18,55,8,6,102,57,74,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.9018,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,3,3,14,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188575755639886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645379083981812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054055486592368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871710609756406,0.0,0.0,0.2083237847639702,0.2436132083262448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487481228431808,0.2283643218998316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624567929204973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468383781185884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403679766483225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710275206174123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931111804783715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671659139253766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725163479267018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916932335901398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898930583198076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325454233671544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947680041595575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GAF78,2018/04/12,"After not being able to get my refill for six days and then being told I couldn’t see the doctor because I was ten minutes late, I completely lost my shit and got kicked out of my therapist’s AND psychiatrist’s Clinic today. That about sums it up, but here’s the story:

I take (or was taking, until my rx ran out on Friday) 20 mg of Adderall twice a day for the last two years. I don’t take it every single day because the doc told me to try to skip it occasionally to avoid building a tolerance. The mistake I made was not FILLING the prescriptions every 30 days even when I wasn’t out. I just filled it when I was out. I was glad to save the money, too. I finally went to get the refill but found out my rx had expired in March. Because, you know, Adderall is like fucking enriched plutonium and the paper rx that you have to keep up with until time to fill it is only good for a little while before you have to go through the whole fucked up process again. I called the clinic first thing Monday and they said I could come see the doctor today. Long story short I was going to be 10 minutes late because I had to wait on a train that stopped for fucking ever at a crossing, and I called to see if it was going to be a problem. The person who answered wasn’t someone I had spoken to before and she was a bitch about it. It wasn’t that they wanted me to reschedule or that they wanted to charge me a “no show” fee (fucking really?) but it was the way she said it like I was the biggest moron ever. I was already on edge, already off meds (the Adderall wasn’t the only one I ran out of— it was just the only one that required a visit to refill), and already pissed about the whole ridiculous system that made this pain in my ass necessary to begin with. I just lost my shit on the phone. Then when I got there they told me to leave, and that Incant see my doctor or any other professional in that clinic again, which includes my therapist of EIGHT FUCKING YEARS. Had the fucking security sitting outside and everything. I didn’t threaten anyone. I just told the moron she was a moron. The irony of kicking a psych patient out of a psych clinic for not having their psych meds was completely lost on all of them. Anyway I ended up going on a rant about how fucked the whole situation was and telling them all to go fuck themselves. 

So that’s the story of how I quit taking *all* medications and swore off the scamming ass quacks in the psychiatric field for good. I hope they fall from a 10 story building and catch an eyelid on a nail on the way down. ",5.18600501096148,5.275421285436893,5.919711869715003,82.21057312871909,68.18446601941747,8.043219542749766,28.263388662699647,7.4822170145007005,1.5502502348888196,2002,60,400,18,31,656,218,515,0.17600000000000002,0.765,0.059,-0.9969,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,8,6,23,31,16,1,44,0,36,25,5,4,5,62,84,31,0,8,14,0,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,1,26,23,0,6,3,1,2,16,11,23,0,8,41,6,54,8,71,37,7,83,0,3,4,10,27,30,14,5,35,292,80,9,0.06381479986594435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112636555227789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339625221157314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462079183427009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560363876288685,0.0,0.10860338900763736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032409117096955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054970799535968375,0.13381720706413466,0.0,0.0,0.05095092503543155,0.0,0.0,0.1646210665874422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595145518218496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056520971445126675,0.0,0.0,0.042149073459744814,0.11544827988997547,0.10753344239361567,0.0,0.057352627317461685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699059940103674,0.0,0.054280836166166635,0.0,0.06996963423339968,0.0,0.4719660334246407,0.06668119814244505,0.0,0.1813371068822809,0.10704965290976322,0.10207705009141366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338249520801723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056721526233791085,0.0,0.0,0.035070945105128835,0.05201757913862379,0.14397174765163645,0.06757065892833257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623533756089034,0.06395919421513158,0.0,0.05647408974671955,0.0,0.0,0.20898417720052875,0.0,0.0,0.12076621322093282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141767713268456,0.06428669720749189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648511985833067,0.14560209270919516,0.06790344633529202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572062179136631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061062145094736335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787489477641245,0.0,0.0,0.04088139486546377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140497622928105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034085334526672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100995003815305,0.0,0.0717305087846238,0.0,0.0,0.054070072839561806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053352030125514684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192315059742768,0.0,0.055776947833996594,0.0,0.0,0.1481878023392627,0.04239571745071564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03721092298685859,0.0,0.12097793720843887,0.2439111039803151,0.0,0.04332606019549786,0.0,0.06233778681594215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527924469077331,0.10130643559830238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915695880885213,0.0,0.2137408352773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218927772653897
adhd,im-a-lllama,2018/04/12,"I'm a teacher's aide and was reading a book with a first grader today and it basically describes a day in my life but probably more fun [If You Give a Dog a Donut
By Laura Numeroff and Felicia Bond
](https://youtu.be/c0Qr5kk3P1o)

It's the same author as the ""if you give a mouse a cookie"" and ""if you give a moose a muffin"" books, and I've seen those before but not recently.

The basic storyline of it:
If you give a dog a donut, he'll ask for Apple juice. If you give him apple juice, he'll drink it up and ask for more. You'll tell him you don't have any more so he'll suggest you make some, so you'll take him outside to pick the apples. While picking the apples, he'll throw the apple to you like a baseball, then want to play baseball. After you play baseball, he'll  play in water to cool off, then you'll have to dry him off with a bandana. When he sees the bandana, he'll think of a pirate and want to play pretend. While looking for materials to build a sail for the pirate ship, he'll find stuff that makes him think of a kite and will want to build one. After building and flying a kite, it'll get stuck in the apple tree. While climbing to get it down, he'll remember that he wanted to make apple juice and when he thinks of apple juice, he'll want another donut. 


I just thought it was amusing and relatable how even though some of the things aren't related to each other, the dog's mind bounces all over the place from idea to idea and he never actually accomplished anything other than eating 2 donuts, playing baseball, and making/flying a kite. ",6.748417721518988,5.550653430379748,6.825158227848103,81.30647151898738,65.32911392405063,9.545569620253163,30.825949367088608,8.278499904357787,2.0313772151898744,1228,35,254,13,16,394,148,316,0.024,0.86,0.116,0.9768,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,12,0,3,8,9,0,0,31,1,11,4,0,6,2,50,47,32,0,10,9,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,0,0,14,16,3,0,8,11,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,4,19,9,37,28,8,25,0,0,3,0,39,9,0,7,15,153,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.11447723270842496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977454041917018,0.12300932813267115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653579291209402,0.0,0.21933725242092694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982181645328952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565497745231872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149187329335159,0.0,0.12003699167767935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748187442436044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721883531608764,0.09978347295090624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257883262542554,0.5626702157954728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648564846614168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285922904039507,0.057311537624643236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851050610514657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349151764457569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844923950104355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047638374747624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949201069436168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256354810216533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647957355826964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734133049570945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582906271155866,0.0,0.1328888915050063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348055100710097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342914085878706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820220845376292,0.0,0.10253374779342048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793527558285038,0.2255017356669374,0.11525607150775052,0.09313070676789956,0.0,0.0,0.11119576979378727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459611626731186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,overthinkerator3000,2018/04/12,"Had a surprisingly good day after Adderall wore off before class. It honestly felt like I was reconnected with my old self. So basically, I didn’t get any sleep last night. Zero hours. I desperately needed sleep since I didn’t want to look like  a troll for the pictures I needed to have taken of myself at the crack of dawn. I would never schedule myself for anything earlier than 11 AM; this was clearly someone else’s decision >:(
I
I took my medicine I think around 5/6 AM and when I got home I decided that I wasn’t going to take anymore. I don’t know why, I guess I was feeling super confident about getting ready to go to class on time. Which I didn’t but I was only 4 minutes late and the professor for this particular class is super lenient. 

Anyway the size of the class is small which is great because it’s easier to socialize in small groups and despite my medication causing me to become progressively more antisocial I’ve gotten along well with others in the class. Plus the professor is freaking hilarious. He’s like a funny uncle/grandpa that’s always busting our balls. 

Well today my medicine wore off early and even though I was really tired, I joked around with everyone and I didn’t feel awkward. I stumbled on my words a few times but I didn’t feel bad about it. And for the first time in a long time I HELD e?ye contact!!! I willed/forced myself to hold eye contact with a classmate that was talking. 

I eventually hit my wall during my second class where I was too tired to function and went home early since I could tell my motor skills were diminished. But I’m still proud of myself though I don’t think I’ll skip my meds on a school day again. 

TL;DR:
My medicine wore off earlier than class but I had a really great time in class today. 

*Goodnight y’all I’m nodding off trying to check for errors so apologies in advance for any errors. ",3.6067954043305375,5.592328065753428,4.6490587715422045,82.70227574016795,73.82191780821918,7.339814405656207,26.020768890852853,8.155646560271837,1.7052615996464875,1484,52,280,24,31,484,194,365,0.073,0.747,0.181,0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,0,7,17,17,0,1,16,0,27,6,3,1,2,40,56,17,0,5,4,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,11,15,0,2,9,2,1,5,9,3,2,3,26,6,46,14,46,27,2,48,0,0,2,0,11,19,0,1,27,176,57,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618318642739232,0.0,0.0,0.14086990310502548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027191516385623,0.0,0.0,0.08523388365660575,0.18440846511994585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648128956863832,0.06313871704994707,0.1143910993510475,0.08813519662824279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640066001571316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269667894199556,0.0,0.0,0.13359537124403134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652411318864657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841069898493904,0.0,0.0,0.09897091290403973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711278807099244,0.0,0.09944880723662533,0.0,0.0,0.08810134218397364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082279395402279,0.0,0.1177287870450716,0.08687428904749588,0.08283885947983688,0.22838490269958156,0.11410018732294648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778951946755966,0.0,0.102001090400374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692243439219876,0.08442792821475184,0.11683777462318785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180540137671714,0.0,0.0,0.09166113598679933,0.08697740768509821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504912874839515,0.1043415081377278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535999721012324,0.07988387864618335,0.0,0.0,0.09719867287212554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086851562461559,0.0,0.0,0.07877390191759187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270634766843614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482402462466243,0.0,0.0,0.10805192721022147,0.0,0.0,0.171357593317108,0.0,0.20730077796727853,0.1055822683160708,0.0877592595399222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271559831712612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787595198445699,0.08325013420679538,0.09052962913204904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273410909672018,0.20352497852386364,0.0,0.30197879128196903,0.23808980348836264,0.19635509316924085,0.0,0.11507628923339362,0.07032102532617568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109156531367847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625378495916772,0.09601560769305993,0.09346085795716157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357712593862223,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MusicMedic88,2018/04/12,"Ran out of my adderall, cant get it till friday, what to do? As the title implies, I ran out of my adderall yesterday. Ive been extremely busy with school and work and i havnt been able to schedule an appointment with my doctors office. I decided to go to my doctors office today but they couldnt fit me into to see my doctor. The soonest they could see me is Friday. Is there anything i could do to help ease the suffering of not having my medication till Friday? ",3.7489861751152063,5.112255204301075,5.324761904761908,80.55000000000003,72.2258064516129,7.894930875576037,28.3394777265745,8.418075326091056,2.121102611367128,366,14,69,6,7,124,56,93,0.075,0.8540000000000001,0.071,-0.0964,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,0,0,13,18,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,2,15,0,17,11,0,12,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,5,54,17,5,0.2197475957632245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083354760452494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509011483846539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747629272997199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480904903874255,0.0,0.12488762275757208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729218135957198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213725841118516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223962986766085,0.3502207660123136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829502637158648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599788668968615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fuckyourbitchasss,2018/04/13,"Let go from my second job. I feel so lost and hopeless. It wasn't because I let things slip through the cracks or anything. In fact I'm great at multitasking and doing a million things at once (it was an office manager position in finance). But after almost a year there I was told I wasn't proactive enough, even though they supposedly liked me etc. 

So right now I [27F] have no job skills (I have a resume of failed admin jobs), who is starting to feel like I can't do anything and am struggling big time to choose a career that I can support myself in, and also I won't fail out of. I was looking forward to doing business school but my experience in finance just taints everything. 

I feel like I don't fit in in any field, any job. I have hopes and dreams (to one day be able to support myself with my art, and maybe own a cafe and live a financially upper middle class life). 
But I don't even feel motivated because nothing screams out to me. 

I guess I'm looking for advice on what to do in my messed up life that I can't even succeed in, despite my deep desire to succeed.
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adhd,glazedpenguin,2018/04/13,"My Paper is Four Days late Guys, what do I do? I haven't written a word and the panic of how late it is keeps giving me extreme anxiety. The worst part is, it's only a draft assignment. Do you ever find yourself in situations like this?",2.381530612244898,3.863348326530616,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,75.93877551020408,7.348979591836735,24.494897959183675,8.07648339933343,1.4101387755102042,184,6,38,3,4,64,40,49,0.181,0.726,0.094,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,6,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,2,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709351335873349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661561644003432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330496791301788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354778367202748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471512860811084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510361238231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900182663885404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812571590672675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586964649613838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594645047345788,0.0,0.30228444332759785,0.0,0.2789984731990128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895975942133129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rykervv,2018/04/13,"Urinating on ADHD meds... So I've been doing some googling and struggling to find conclusive evidence that this is a common side effect.  I could swear that when I started my medication last year that I had read this, but I've definitely been having a decrease in ""flow"" since starting the meds about 6 months ago.        
        
Anyone experiencing similar?  It takes much longer to vacate my bladder than it did previously, and now I'm starting to get anxious that it might be a health problem.  Sorry if this counts as a ""Yes or No"" answer, I'm really looking for some detailed anecdotes from others.  I'm currently on Concerta, 36mg twice a day.",7.036029055690073,7.458299745762713,7.5842857142857145,70.71144067796614,64.2542372881356,10.471670702179175,35.501210653753034,10.290406445055957,3.782243099273608,502,22,86,11,7,166,88,118,0.115,0.823,0.062,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,1,10,4,2,1,0,14,19,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,5,0,11,12,3,17,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,12,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281192868468836,0.0,0.168258470412517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443555216865048,0.0,0.1327222140066397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515508644827575,0.0,0.0,0.12241419040013088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348636352625815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916986998966268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017631806220191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472357138318082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939577615192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216806561733158,0.19121742205389874,0.0,0.20136243311457605,0.0,0.0,0.15150755470567484,0.0,0.1395349744834028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162616026781786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898651543734776,0.0,0.12159957309535672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701592697034275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124809954569608,0.4030535284794601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843458427917246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271634600877206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223385622546165
adhd,The_Power_of_Tacos,2018/04/13,"4 months w/o meds and a doctor making it as difficult as possible So I started a new job and moved around 6 months ago. My rx of Adderall ran out waiting for the new ins to kick in. Once it did, no doctors in my area were taking new patients.

3 months later I feel like im going insane. I finally find someone taking patients and set an appointment immediately. As soon as i tell the doctor why im there his facial expression changes as well as his demeanor. He starts talking about illegal drugs and how ill need to provide records from every doctor ive had since i was diagnosed at 6 (23 years ago).

Another month goes by before all the records come in. Then I have to get a drug test which apparently has to be sent away for another 2 weeks. A pee test.. Which I've seen done same day so many times. 

I am just sick of not feeling complete and I dont like that the doctor seemed to think i just wanted the pills to sell them.",3.012222222222224,4.499314137566138,4.308126984126987,86.61742857142859,74.29100529100529,7.368042328042327,26.356613756613754,8.021203637495839,1.5123020105820104,728,26,152,11,15,240,130,189,0.102,0.8590000000000001,0.039,-0.8852,2,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,10,0,11,14,2,2,1,23,29,15,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,12,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,1,5,3,1,1,0,8,3,15,3,27,20,2,34,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,1,21,85,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011542826795135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130621393415772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904409653908564,0.0,0.0,0.09545171593290266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644974364692626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747389163062564,0.0875149766756698,0.1065202785285877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552028042314202,0.0,0.0,0.10311664506298517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199332243843323,0.0,0.10396681548589866,0.11906842011002232,0.0,0.23563556837402685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559805189639015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027388283153362,0.07257938878897363,0.0,0.1112922039873882,0.09285586214046827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530791215463717,0.0,0.05773870059449444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947976665921984,0.0,0.1008172229079112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926823437399604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781535841920623,0.10300124281337343,0.0,0.0,0.11284898732402447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243681941805247,0.10797925879405472,0.0,0.07533130191072518,0.0,0.29436284864653994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081952109558093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145329405392608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248814555189093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404031862947682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608099578958872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381873062914033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527733832310819,0.08165810069167549,0.08879838623300959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650978845206179,0.0,0.0,0.05924078028270774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992328107729615,0.0,0.08149326915194006,0.0,0.09134598082822028,0.0,0.09167355971869802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542375937721111
adhd,HusbandAndWifi,2018/04/13,"Mailing a letter is like pulling teeth! Unless there is a financial/legal deadline, I will let a ""to be mailed"" document sit on my desk for months or years... When it can be emailed or done online, I can take of it right away. What is it about paper and mailboxes?",3.457115384615385,4.877285096153846,4.23,87.89000000000001,73.03846153846153,7.507692307692308,26.461538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.519753846153847,203,7,42,3,4,65,42,52,0.0,0.942,0.058,0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,0,0,4,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,7,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984251901483965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339680834885203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336375482533867,0.0,0.2071778635386561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384864750239632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362151159277604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318845835659178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27308543922260736
adhd,danth0ny,2018/04/13,"How Long Does Adderall XR Take to Notice Therapeutic Effects? Hello, I was recently diagnosed with ADD. My psychiatrist prescribed me 10mg of Adderall XR & plans to titrate my dosage. This is only my 3rd day taking it, but I feel zero difference. My focus isn’t any better, and am experiencing the same amount of symptoms. I’m wondering if this is normal for this low of a dosage. I have to wait 30 days for my next appointment, so I’m not sure how I feel about taking 2 pills at once because I’ll run out much quicker; however, I’m curious to see if 20mg would work better. Any advice is welcome because this is the first time I’ve been medically treated for ADD (I’m 21), so I don’t have an experience with adderall or any ADD medication. ",4.682702702702706,5.560544567567568,6.3671351351351335,75.77381081081083,69.54054054054055,9.433513513513516,31.69189189189189,9.642632912329526,2.993411351351351,588,25,113,13,10,203,97,148,0.041,0.8590000000000001,0.101,0.8673,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,5,6,0,0,4,0,12,5,0,3,1,23,24,9,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,4,11,5,15,21,3,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,4,7,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477781055050288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161653630897872,0.0,0.3231338477338067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310731515744345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801678608617349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042981285000504,0.0,0.0,0.16076348778973668,0.0,0.16548483882226606,0.0,0.0,0.1386089943125456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493674930644408,0.0,0.0,0.1601744544861384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347272675611693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401710131415077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191244522757061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643557848188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845058023965254,0.0,0.15518950879509774,0.0,0.18032915495638333,0.0,0.16868120044807336,0.0,0.12046346057165175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563919621336239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621708620520447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492816029922709,0.1646288516883966,0.35727086419459664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235904108222596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176823693566048,0.11531050350921886,0.0,0.0,0.1125163917709058,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway12p03802394,2018/04/13,"My entire family believes ADHD is a made up disease, and licensed medical staff told me ""you're too smart to have it"", told me it has to do with my religion and satanic clothes and that ""I won't give you meth""... ... meanwhile literal weeks go by where I'm not doing anything productive whatsoever because I literally cannot bring myself to, and give up within minutes even if I try, and I'm terrified that I won't be able to pass college admission exams because of it (which will turn into an even bigger shitstorm with my family)

What the flying f*ck am I supposed to do guys? ",16.37104166666667,7.293574258928572,15.405714285714286,51.10595238095239,56.41071428571429,18.861904761904768,56.08333333333334,14.06817628641468,7.334544047619048,455,21,81,11,3,156,79,112,0.037000000000000005,0.937,0.025,-0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,1,0,11,22,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,12,1,13,15,0,10,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,1,58,19,3,0.20407574252667596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452593845899819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679369477192815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488053569634028,0.0,0.0,0.22992347792109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695802065094056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847688955563573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915360956294712,0.115980947405242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206706984394365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310140192376532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558484073861086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900062349161099,0.0,0.13855403329205193,0.2219758060443484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636972509958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_BoutTreeFitty_,2018/04/13,"I've been in a cycle for over a year I'm stuck in this cycle where I say something in response to something else and it pisses me off because I keep saying the same thing or doing the same action but don't really want to. I just feel like I really need to. I used to have mild tics, but I don't anymore I don't think. I just said a stupid fucking phrase because my back hurts because i'm not breathing properly. When I said that phrase I reminded me of the 100 times before I've been in the same cycle and I can see exactly whats going to happen next. I picked up my headphones and threw them accross the room and screamed as loud as I could. I just want my fucking head to stop. I just want to feel things not judge and analyze every moment. Why the fuck is this happening to me. I feel like something else has taken over and i'm no longer in control and i'm fucking tired of this. If I try to control my actions my emotions take over. Then vice versa. I can't find a moment in the day I'm not thinking about this up until the point of me sleeping. I remember when I didn't let my thoughts control me, but I don't remember how.
EDIT: Actually when I was younger the cycles where outside of my head. Like when my mom and I would argue and she says the same things and I say the same things I would feel the rage build and I wanted to shut her up because it felt like she was consciously dragging me back into that cycle. Now I feel I'm blaming my own thoughts for everything. I feel like I don't even identify when someone else is actually causing in issue in my life. I just think of how I could change myself and my thinking, so it just builds up. I don't trust my judgement for other people as I have been a bad person in the past because of that. ",2.526131934032985,3.8531195217391314,3.94863943028486,89.35445652173914,75.25,6.597601199400301,25.1896551724138,7.0983637204850245,0.9649983883058466,1376,46,297,14,29,455,162,368,0.153,0.802,0.045,-0.9901,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,21,17,8,0,18,0,25,11,5,8,1,69,65,30,0,10,14,1,7,5,0,2,2,8,1,1,16,13,0,5,17,0,0,4,12,11,0,0,14,16,56,6,42,46,6,45,0,1,1,4,13,23,5,2,23,205,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.15693742750277598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974526871138657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366089434305652,0.06713912220989622,0.2450864262857685,0.0,0.06842312096560932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260338105086683,0.08506328390886497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705604848628896,0.12840193437292688,0.0,0.0,0.0518578989823608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151710405051854,0.0904506035108618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311015021311465,0.0,0.06774902518216372,0.0,0.07226746407264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394674805730876,0.1723350962959565,0.07720636054332755,0.0,0.07349342658032397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973515770709698,0.0,0.0,0.04569894517338639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221287223395432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650480384554874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608073595783353,0.0,0.0,0.08392731250508689,0.0,0.07147224200481885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222483330287507,0.056796071772557376,0.19642170474081808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417540382678112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059623112408357624,0.0,0.0,0.08551711401101562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676059328323162,0.05574627815577751,0.07021104737056612,0.0,0.0,0.07601358905413409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302561095679093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217806530674768,0.0,0.1529769457521966,0.2557815365213666,0.0,0.0,0.06407648424714575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046822807322543,0.0,0.06813126493245017,0.18571100161372636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722649162968951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045843076087231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136837408158681,0.2060943266807651,0.0,0.12767336522621833,0.046887809082877666,0.09241964645224386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459321821920948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944855796350058,0.0,0.0,0.18971197539016985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725576595298962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142421366491162,0.0,0.0,0.051781504641292185
adhd,SamHarrison,2018/04/13,"Check Out the Facebook Page: ""ADHD Memes for Distractible Teens"" Very funny meme page. Also a little biting haha. https://www.facebook.com/adhdmemesfordistractibleteens/",16.050833333333333,22.390023750000005,9.430000000000003,39.32833333333335,61.5,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.354166666666667,145,3,11,1,3,38,19,20,0.102,0.655,0.242,0.5291,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190283471770952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119108086440909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162473798031778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249965105265199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chaguste,2018/04/13,"Is Vyvanse supposed to make me hungry? I started taking Vyvanse 30mg a week ago, and I’ve seen an increased appetite. I take it in the morning with my breakfast around 6:30-7:00 and get hungry about an hour and a half later. Even when I eat, I get hungry again 1-2 hours afterwards. Is this normal?",2.939000000000004,4.665008233333335,4.036666666666669,87.495,75.0,5.466666666666668,27.0,5.6839178017228535,0.9469,234,9,45,1,5,76,47,60,0.0,0.952,0.048,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,5,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,9,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473432427982831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248395841230244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855173308752007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842966711149634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29156329747905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495766507231261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625467928245126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733901380895136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749885698866532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195916405942257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382102024361367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,the_gabih,2018/04/13,"Talking to boss about ADHD So I started a new job a few months ago, and so far it's generally been going really well. Over the last few weeks, however, my coping habits (music while I work, post-its everywhere, etc) have begun to annoy my boss, and my mistakes have started adding up- a form I filed in the wrong place here, a missing file there, and now today, a mistake born from oversight that, if it hadn't been for my boss's quick thinking, could have had MAJOR consequences, for me, him and the business as a whole. He said when he left that it was all sorted, but we're going to 'talk about it in more detail' on Monday.

Assuming I'm not going to be fired- not a definite assumption, I know, and I'm assuming there will be something disciplinary at the very least- how do I talk to him about what's going on?

Do I do a giant mea culpa without mentioning ADHD and promise to turn it around (which I can't really promise, as I'm in a year-long waiting list for treatment), or do I tell him I have ADHD and try to come up with ways of managing it at work so that today's mess is never ever repeated? I love this job, and I think I could be really good at it with time and some adjustments, but I don't know how to show him that.",7.8799427344309265,5.094617960629922,8.420966356478168,75.81583750894775,64.2755905511811,11.756048675733714,34.11453113815318,10.018931242160765,3.033910236220472,958,28,202,16,11,323,143,254,0.102,0.8490000000000001,0.049,-0.8966,3,0,1,1,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,17,11,1,0,13,0,22,1,0,5,3,43,41,22,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,1,7,1,0,5,7,6,1,0,6,2,22,5,33,29,10,42,0,1,0,1,13,16,0,6,20,143,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364895942605279,0.0,0.10731676468687848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777346387523933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428672600448896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933210069236336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501941019346447,0.0,0.109510169346342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752159814230873,0.1015435278012594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402765446854952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306824982612522,0.0986840844382657,0.0,0.0,0.13153741156252066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071386622258506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926583505851883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663288009673787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093372745159921,0.11692527347431345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264870949614896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594674709837127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326719018645344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516048155093925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320170552490756,0.0,0.0,0.1713807753273879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919222387879779,0.10581609373035668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514705035306078,0.0,0.0,0.0705939401038821,0.0,0.22951081477338905,0.0,0.0,0.08219514736192722,0.13168389006864387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989125446236907,0.0,0.09609571427843937,0.09711099235910756,0.0,0.10885192039241323,0.0,0.0,0.13516468205361634,0.0,0.11670228196642755,0.0,0.17627343642147947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236550681874593,0.0,0.0779618521026431
adhd,MrMeatlog,2018/04/13,"Its 3AM ive been trying to sleep since 10 I start a 10 hour shift soon. I can't help moving around in bed

Then I cant help thinking about if its ""ok"" for me to be moving around.

This is the part i struggle with horribly it's just shit does anyone have any advice that helps them that doesn't involve medication",0.8397402597402639,2.976959424242424,2.211385281385283,96.00136363636366,83.54545454545455,4.983549783549783,17.004329004329005,6.18269132825596,-0.5041489177489176,246,5,56,2,7,79,52,66,0.208,0.753,0.039,-0.8811,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,2,1,8,3,2,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048017799021942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252341669035018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465450904986921,0.0,0.0,0.3731460579755355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834072251358011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214365796359799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063967332917682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113251183719206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455064647750345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269576305313389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151336203969487,0.1733689676579219,0.0,0.20973404898587028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834370731610605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910133378129829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429212573327431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229288973362916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,-Greenlung-,2018/04/13,"I'm new to Vyvanse. What am I in for going forward? This is my first time treating my ADHD as an adult. I was previously on handfuls of Ritalin as a youth through grade 6 to 9. I want to hear from people that are taking Vyvanse, and whatever they go through.

Thanks in advance",1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428569,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,82.57142857142857,5.8761904761904775,28.97619047619048,7.1686216300943375,1.75892619047619,216,11,43,3,6,73,46,56,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,2,13,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185577218217844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962417245034054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39586433115965003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392530160160118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363652426013177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144937080110496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618587383725078,0.0,0.0,0.320643948263417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203081396208508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542105503165287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eevee2277,2018/04/13,"Do others procrastinate going to sleep? Almost every night or early morning. I'm tired, practically passing out in my chair, there's nothing I really want or need to do, and yet here I am not going to my bed. I don't even know if this is an adhd thing or an anxiety thing? Either way if anyone has any advice related to this i'm all ears.",2.2340476190476197,3.9225793571428578,4.974285714285717,80.17904761904764,76.85714285714286,7.523809523809526,21.666666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.3256666666666663,265,7,52,5,6,95,52,70,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.6596,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,14,13,6,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30519917939860164,0.2481575126281469,0.0,0.0,0.25429476638936194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269506443758842,0.0,0.1942714555228029,0.0,0.0,0.17756811080152385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773192582685956,0.0,0.2139642689975044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886518698000362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395645664351206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830109551404825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383153633943399,0.0,0.24367237655540305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268720824483915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541339237120853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374268875263189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29187876934011125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497865984982348,0.2015741052740672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GratefulDad-,2018/04/13,"Accidentally took a double dose, should I be worried? (Strattera, 80mg) I took my meds over 2 hours ago and all I have noticed is that I was hyper active then my chest started to hurt. It doesn’t hurt that much. I have been taking these meds for over 8 months now. ",0.9505555555555568,3.2333770185185173,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,84.37037037037038,4.340740740740742,18.259259259259263,5.46131890053228,-0.5359407407407404,205,5,45,1,6,66,43,54,0.215,0.7340000000000001,0.051,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,1,3,12,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,4,6,3,10,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444003677049435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601500604153864,0.0,0.4696362075148375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872955405497745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508262398769314,0.0,0.16124707126366758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497307822856998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525665702670755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649234745666147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874105799539222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275999577379302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhd_as_fuck,2018/04/13,"Clutter, unfinished projects, executive functioning, and trapped at home. I have been dealing with wild anxiety over the last year, for a variety of reasons. But I had an insight this morning. I moved feb 2017 after living in my old home for 18 years. I am still setting up the new place, largely because when I have anxiety, I can’t seem to finish anything. The house is full of unfinished projects. And, I do tend to struggle with clutter. When the house is clean, I feel much better. But I don’t even realize the messes I’m making most of the time. 😞 until I look around and everything is a mess.

The problem is, every where I look, there is something to do. Either an actual mess, say a cluttered countertop or dishes that haven’t been done. Or projects, either started and not finished, but sitting near the place where the project need to be done. Or I just know in my head that I want to hang coat hooks on that wall over there.

Everywhere I look, something. And I can’t finish a damn thing because my brain lies and tells me to just do this one “quick thing” first. That’s one quick thing can turn into 20. And if it’s anxiety fueled, that’s 20 things I’m struggling to stay focused on, and might just start and not finish. I have so many things like this right now. 

It’s gotten so bad that I sometimes feel like I’ve gotten “trapped” in the house. I plan to go to a coffee shop, where I can work on my computer with minimal distractions. But I just one more thing myself until 5,6,7 o’clock and then I’m freaking out because I wasted the day. 

I knew all the projects and clutter were driving my anxiety. But what I was struggling with is why is it so bad. And I realized this morning that every project, every clutter pile, every home improvement idea I see requires me to take that thought, and push it aside to continue on the tasks I am trying to do. Even the days I am able to stay focused, I am just burning through my executive functioning reserves pushing all these visual cues from my mind. Of course I’m gonna get overwhelmed and fall down anxiety hole. And the anxiety is worse in the evening, when my medication has worn off, and now I can’t put aside my unfinished tasks.

I’m trying to hide it all in organized bins for the time being, and make a list of projects, then I plan to work at least 1 day a week so I feel like I’m accomplishing something. I worry if I don’t regularly hit that project list, I will continue to have the things I know are waiting for me to do gnawing at my brain.

But binning is its own project. And I’ll still have clutter/make clutter. And I’ll still have bare walls that remind me of this other thing I want to do. 🤦🏻‍♀️ and it sure as shit won’t help me stop coming up with new project ideas.

I fucking hate my brain some days.",3.3808616742969235,4.9435744406474855,4.1094048397645535,88.10693263570965,73.47841726618705,7.2128188358404195,28.28384565075213,7.84624498591911,1.658879136690648,2183,87,451,30,44,696,246,556,0.155,0.7809999999999999,0.064,-0.9946,0,2,3,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,8,30,21,4,5,27,0,47,8,5,3,4,80,86,43,0,6,20,0,3,3,0,4,1,1,4,0,33,29,1,3,14,1,1,9,9,16,0,4,12,8,54,5,61,67,12,83,0,1,4,1,4,31,3,9,42,300,87,15,0.06752182149975218,0.0,0.06589155764390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099240517917464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556470586224769,0.060108736592247414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275580112784968,0.1234820270140804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971756401390847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261300508024639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816407043136606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418395570567385,0.06961203309301182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819653293989448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337925788613636,0.0,0.227560187223292,0.0,0.06068425933179336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242318526202424,0.09647520554184166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743402687415071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242283594438462,0.035277364873211564,0.0,0.038374207199296254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666638196451228,0.06929686890472002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045258453652372334,0.0,0.20318967707119007,0.0,0.0,0.233733349072274,0.0,0.15244783537771964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421645449615713,0.05503929653976377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989632539775044,0.0,0.05962300544139713,0.0,0.17010397276349132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014268033324263,0.06845652903180001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802113150509759,0.0,0.07162998222626507,0.06817779140712761,0.0,0.0,0.07176501042672573,0.049636307962674264,0.05006657507617263,0.0,0.13042599191912432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085279327104849,0.0,0.13726360118012246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109186436023105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460926415408326,0.0,0.06787808025948927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942367824523565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766326662782365,0.0,0.053696062584073966,0.0,0.0,0.053806149655602764,0.06146933035111213,0.0,0.0,0.06931017945484796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594479102472214,0.06678080799176007,0.0,0.09558458558086518,0.1439385553090285,0.16176904161358396,0.05645126620081885,0.0,0.2117654051722598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363851767558233,0.0,0.050768006573445816,0.0,0.05901704813553715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588679832358243,0.0,0.0,0.05360478401015218,0.07874503422522046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168576909912504,0.07344435241258968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965223950125043,0.0,0.05416193235361375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092794155602834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831338046566476,0.06857168732021107,0.06881050465884109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696367851192661
adhd,Siggaliggasatan,2018/04/13,"Concerta and wine infused food?? So I just started on concerta. Went from 18 mg to 54.  
So I love cooking and a lot of recipes have wine in the food. Do you guys know if it's okay to eat that kind of food while on concerta?

Also coffe and energy drinks, amino energy? Does that have any effects?",0.6752142857142864,2.9927829499999987,2.5028571428571422,92.38500000000002,86.16666666666666,6.761904761904763,21.904761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.1749761904761913,227,8,50,5,7,75,45,60,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.8898,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,3,9,0,1,0,8,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935122190833796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440098664847441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532007313246246,0.0,0.0,0.20745254437560745,0.0,0.2166920806300116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7682140637806061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968414506343566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205243426567836,0.1163824492829471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003803658298687,0.1911293719376819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989085990590628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631155469767408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nymphoddelic,2018/04/13,"Why do I talk so much I know that I’m a talkative person around people that I like but I usually ignore it. The guy that I’m seeing and I were watching a movie that I’ve seen and he hadn’t and I wouldn’t shut up. He finally looked at me and giggled “god you talk so much”. I know he said it in a sweet way but I feel bad, I’m so annoying ",-2.0383544303797443,-0.26904945569620153,1.3821392405063302,99.22409493670892,94.18987341772151,5.185316455696203,15.49493670886076,6.742157984588678,-0.44538582278481,259,6,69,4,10,93,48,79,0.152,0.6990000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.3269,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,14,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,7,10,3,4,9,2,8,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,0,3,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074238696390253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070413229097785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253791028113833,0.0,0.0,0.27163472495543856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455254087117031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725513502074265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114370357895014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082290590277724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645672067301194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190846106962382,0.2165144203857413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358725299104648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759686497630702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39861149167789656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730996095636592,0.0,0.0,0.19682393591227396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237508224987296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Thesanos,2018/04/13,Evesdropping I have this terrible habit of just inturrupting people when they are talking. Esp my classmates and friends. How to stop??,5.786666666666669,9.563821909090912,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,79.9090909090909,8.387878787878789,34.60606060606061,8.841846274778883,4.148860606060605,110,6,16,3,3,32,22,22,0.227,0.66,0.114,-0.474,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963840336080399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454197427345051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371480858859146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164068916953354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,akaatti,2018/04/13,"The ""What to do"" dice game I very often have this problem that I have multiple tasks to do but no idea when to do what or where to start and end up pondering for hours instead of actually doing anything. So I got this idea of simply rolling dice with some rules.
I haven't developed the game to perfection yet but these are my rules so far:

* The number you get determines the activity for the next 10 minutes. After that you can choose whether to continue that, roll again or do something else, but you have to stick with whatever you get for 10min whether you like it or not. 

* 1: exercise 2: studying 3: cleaning/housework 4: socializing 5: creative activities 6: eating/planning stuff (depending on if I'm hungry)

* It might be a good idea to split the activities and  add a second roll for specification if needed. For example you first roll a 3 and begin to wonder which chore to do, but having defined something like 1. dishes 2. laundry 3. organizing stuff 4. take the trash 5. sweep/vacuum 6. water plants, roll again and do the specific thing.

* Play the game once in the morning to get the day started and whenever needed.

* Define your own rules. Remember to include activities you enjoy, not just mandatory stuff! Makes it more exciting increasing more dopamine :) 

As I just got the idea a moment ago I've only tried it once, ended up studying for 14 minutes, not long but still actually done, just had to come and share this with you! Got a feeling this might actually help me a lot (as long as I stick with it) and hopefully someone else too.",3.6077841197361735,5.969477188356166,4.751750380517503,80.25727803145614,75.06164383561644,8.16154236428209,28.280568239472352,8.94667605116694,2.5455315575849826,1217,51,224,28,27,399,161,292,0.02,0.821,0.159,0.9931,0,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,9,0,2,14,10,0,0,18,0,19,3,0,2,1,52,37,25,0,6,18,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,20,13,2,0,9,5,0,2,5,1,0,2,5,1,17,9,33,29,6,28,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,13,22,151,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.30333084168063285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184570898995437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526377581387766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892524883327435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682111206744269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603095994113908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310891567803344,0.0,0.18353880194741212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052389296231644684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813223998028948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239884382601494,0.0,0.0,0.08690475650714558,0.24860373505292185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694488810120833,0.0,0.0,0.10291000789159388,0.10203686294182523,0.0,0.0,0.46786095084103496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123909377376654,0.0,0.0,0.18338656445858453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808714294833475,0.0,0.0,0.06916175626169985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983173135959624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536538407544726,0.0,0.0,0.11019244456776113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068661091643224,0.0,0.07880152851119554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914260732326166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737209911100313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561929680326662,0.08779003736530915,0.15953102477482214,0.0,0.0,0.14667409013977306,0.0,0.08274460729298949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35583255319586954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790326366033695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883515082680214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703456874330561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549067906362258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236269949386236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,optimuspoopprime,2018/04/13,"Any coupons/rebates that work with insurance for adderall? Im back to being prescribed adderall xr again but the cost is meh to me.

With my employers insurance, generic adderall is not covered but brand name adderall is. My 30 ct of adderall xr is gonna cost me $75 at my walgreens pharmacy. Wish i could do the mail order pharmacy cause i think it would be cheaper but figured controlled substances are harder to do mail-order.


I figured ill have to bite the bullet and pay $75 every month if i want to stay on the meds... but is there any coupons/ manu rebates that will work with insurance to lower that $75 cost? Would adderall IR be a cheaper alternative to xr?",4.308538461538461,5.940181238461541,5.001538461538463,82.35846153846154,71.23076923076924,7.353846153846155,33.769230769230774,7.908726449838941,2.594369230769231,531,27,97,7,10,171,77,130,0.079,0.8809999999999999,0.039,-0.6237,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,0,16,1,0,2,0,21,20,6,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,14,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,58,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348785952448176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932940011592692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529376593140591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761587353668339,0.19658810764468546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745252352120175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596184402895184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734969625887978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965319272517312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624397254652782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776901600564913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452280233223347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314296985044674,0.0,0.0,0.35850487068705666,0.0,0.0,0.34981786788206914,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jaybeans,2018/04/13,"Lowering medication dosage. Just wondering what other peoples experience is. I went from highest to moderate and feel as though I have  ADHD lite ( or diet ADHD, 0 cal ADHD, reduced sodium ADHD, etc....any clever way of saying a more mild, less threatening version) about two months ago. I was hoping that my body would adjust and moderate dosage would work as well as highest...but that hasn't been the case yet. I was just wondering if anyone noticed big differences when they tried lowering dosage and if it evened out eventually. For reference, I gave 2 examples below of changes I've noticed. 

Examples: 
 Me with full dose:  can be an active participant in group conversation. Without meds:  I am only engaged when spoken to directly or I sense the convo is about to end so I chime in so people don't notice I spaced out 5 min ago. With lower dosage:  I catch myself spacing out and can easily re-enter conversation. 

Me with full dose: I ask a question and hear/remember the response 95% of the time. Without meds: I forgot or can't remember if I asked question in the first place and definitely can't remember response. With lower dosage: I recognize I asked question already and realize I didn't pay attention to response, so I apologize and ask again. 

So benefits of lowering dosage are less impact on BP, easier on me on days I don't take meds, and less anxious. Downside being....I know it could be better. Thinking I may just go back to higher dosage at next doc visit.",4.569806410663278,6.737147919708033,5.8517073944779465,74.32720247540465,71.62773722627736,9.144779435099966,30.161218660742627,9.653516015845867,3.275072548397333,1166,50,195,30,23,390,162,274,0.065,0.8220000000000001,0.114,0.9179,5,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,3,17,6,0,0,8,0,22,5,1,0,0,47,37,25,0,7,11,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,16,1,1,14,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,7,2,25,6,33,24,7,36,0,0,0,0,15,17,0,13,14,132,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275485758765423,0.0,0.1576777448290093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814616803505713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048142806829655,0.0,0.0,0.10047551898641556,0.0,0.06218807095408875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325830568321585,0.0,0.0,0.06838844080765348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786591335568623,0.0,0.09879094755291297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408544855526793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101038800585202,0.0,0.0,0.057358162801668076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292210747170887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877337084645795,0.0,0.09919026244205946,0.05874323299100605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869992041133951,0.0,0.0,0.04497012529942012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565129062448102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054596481070685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024048190688213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833628779792455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887843386386599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963728426587389,0.08959647561146694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099009485816472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458741376007326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037722108513465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764195867921932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331791919043128,0.0,0.09292210747170887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29889540327140995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022509396006863,0.0,0.0,0.07072769675090226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687090264677016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056988386408965426,0.08738191109221771,0.0,0.05186092455662372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603836013400683,0.0,0.0868802759939655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059547294109672,0.0,0.0,0.07996665468746254,0.08244715076991371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714676424560102,0.19290065103672605,0.06474849947558341,0.0,0.0,0.12635913142102598,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SimulatedSushi,2018/04/13,"ADHD Evaluation? Hi, I’m 20, and my therapist says that she thinks I have ADD/ADHD and that I should get an official diagnoses to get some medication for it. I just went to my doctor and she’s going to send me to get an evaluation. What are they like? What should I expect because I’m pretty nervous. ",1.1494379391100686,3.5522103606557422,4.0577517564402825,81.49163934426231,84.7377049180328,7.420140515222482,21.82903981264637,8.418075326091056,1.6667826697892272,236,8,47,6,7,84,40,61,0.036000000000000004,0.86,0.104,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,1,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,31,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909157855442673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498648188360255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952748116676216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251632755849048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385331567777069,0.0,0.13971936845293778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010743982256722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476629545983365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501127289920783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955057967371851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544497195369245,0.0,0.15752753732234642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279007608116007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lord-Douche,2018/04/13,"LPT: Leave your glasses by your meds before you go to sleep. The discomfort of not seeing shyte will be enough to remind you to take your meds.

I like to down them with a tasty, cold beverage to reward my brain and nurture the good habit of taking my meds.

It's probably been said before, but I feel not enough people know about that trick. I've had to explain why I leave my glasses by my fridge too many times to friends and family sleeping over. 

In the last 2 years I've forgotten to take them maybe twice, each time I forgot to leave my glasses by my meds.",6.368171091445426,5.575219106194692,6.061194690265488,85.15102507374633,65.90265486725664,9.303244837758113,28.567846607669612,8.344100000000001,1.6725174041297932,441,11,94,5,6,137,73,113,0.081,0.815,0.104,0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,2,1,2,7,1,1,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,11,14,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,4,17,5,19,8,3,8,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,5,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133666135043115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518584099931622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687658445756424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260550323548497,0.0,0.0657603721280097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048117337617384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391399141963759,0.10908505245680324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147554022856116,0.10601324142163893,0.0,0.4131325234628015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353893790659491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185667323877456,0.13065903230359158,0.0,0.577852912857418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901646615616519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022268645809213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371332218752325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363803122533026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030044662044377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335845163706176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167374673915746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735558016872978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375199198211118
adhd,Bethistopheles,2018/04/13,"How is it possible to live in a major metro area and have practically NO access to medication?!?!??!! The practice I go to sucks. So I called my local gigantic research megahospital in an attempt to switch from my current doctor to a doctor from their system.  

There are over a million people living in my region of the state. And there are TWO fucking doctors in my county licensed to prescribe ADHD medication to ADULTS in the entire hospital's system. Medication is the ONLY way to address our dysfunctions of executive order. But what do facts fucking matter, right?

Our lives don't fucking matter. Thanks for making that clear, medical community.",6.428859649122808,8.73530872807018,7.464035087719298,64.10991228070179,66.98245614035089,9.27719298245614,33.719298245614034,9.725611199111238,3.9449719298245607,521,24,72,12,9,175,79,114,0.087,0.867,0.046,-0.7774,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,1,4,5,4,0,8,0,7,10,0,2,2,9,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,9,1,19,14,1,16,0,0,0,3,5,9,4,0,1,56,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147223711882567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569104650989426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381135109268038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957128611579181,0.0,0.0,0.08108767192735608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37796408505166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523923258600324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749356766608641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851368599739288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989155416414146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084895246514302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218469484540224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313595049400413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393764931214557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325182080987058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tayman513,2018/04/13,"Need advice For overcoming ADHD Hey all, I’ve had adhd since I was a child. Use to go to therapy and what not. I was medicated when I was younger but quit for about 10 years. Now 10 years later I’ve realized I can’t get anything done or stick to a routine. I’m always doing something else instead of what I should be doing and procrastinating on homework. My hobbies change month to month. I’ve always had the same hobbies but they always cycle I can’t just stick to one. How do I stop jumping from thing to thing? It’s so frustrating not being able to focus on anything at all. Now I am on adderall again and even addy isn’t helping me when I’m on it, sure it helps me calm down because I am a hyper individual, but when it comes to staying focused it doesn’t seem to help much. I’ve also noticed I’m starting to lose interest in hobbies like I go long periods of time now not even being interested in anything and it sucks.. I use to love my hobbies but now it seems as though I’m becoming numb to them and my life. Any advice would be appreciated. ",2.010207373271893,3.962010423963136,4.139195852534563,84.71165092165899,78.40092165898619,6.5519815668202765,25.59654377880184,7.554174236665415,1.3751107834101377,830,32,169,12,20,285,121,217,0.076,0.764,0.16,0.9643,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,17,10,2,0,4,0,21,4,0,3,3,29,37,18,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,6,0,18,6,27,25,4,31,0,1,0,1,8,8,1,3,19,115,29,2,0.12399196718144335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29802849852227714,0.2423270306012118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915633135793636,0.3095137484530691,0.0,0.0,0.08431878954910813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30610447257011514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558435234197658,0.13693938619778892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116706052983435,0.10680810072772648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268868315181303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357937827837456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637910498545002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478068527258411,0.0,0.1409349846904385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932760588967906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757919329836104,0.06057621208867321,0.0,0.0,0.10972898915591564,0.0,0.13871529535913926,0.0,0.0,0.11190759135085973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490886231876396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793841050371888,0.0,0.09114836257695608,0.09193847256852884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116567644929834,0.0,0.0,0.08402016589947855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188071957038505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257552602187536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256743655012453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545507403570937,0.0,0.0,0.08776215255417831,0.13215893935923312,0.0,0.1036628365564537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686096168385307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179562047907032,0.0,0.1647495069427681,0.0,0.12182147821416513,0.0,0.0723007131804864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141784983487769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808033598236488,0.0,0.0,0.15969352325704025
adhd,odd_lexicon,2018/04/13,"Forgot My Dentist Appointment I had to wait like a month out for this because no available times would meet their schedule. And it took about 2 weeks of putting off calling them to make the appointment. I'm so pissed off with myself. I had it all in mind yesterday to set my alarm earlier then I'd usually have to on Fridays, but once I got off work I guess I forgot. I feel like I've gotten so much worse over the past few months.",3.1069642857142834,4.630084988636366,3.7946753246753246,90.2477272727273,74.11363636363636,7.301298701298702,26.20779220779221,7.957251820313856,1.3823974025974022,341,12,73,5,7,108,67,88,0.127,0.816,0.057,-0.7228,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,3,4,1,1,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,13,14,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,1,11,2,15,6,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,11,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432758268971679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399981398326541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884131575022665,0.16790983898618833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797984257112604,0.0,0.25891876572158845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296535356427957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688842387564275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373194628259136,0.0,0.3752071501693807,0.0,0.17277857934734994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030577900687123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243685552570894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362762009793142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705144180267329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611337585958432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588590618665024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885317847129513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110908229180352,0.0,0.239521868710886,0.1669629040962909,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,poptrunkonursister,2018/04/13,Advice for medication for my dad. My dad has been taking adderall for 15 years and he's not in a good place mentally because he feels anxiety and gets nauseous every day. Has anybody dealt with this and been able to overcome to find a way to get rid of the morning sickness stimulants can cause?,7.653684210526315,7.089772263157894,7.553333333333335,74.75000000000001,63.21052631578947,10.40701754385965,38.29824561403509,9.725611199111238,3.6958350877192987,237,11,43,4,3,76,45,57,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.4777,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,9,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,9,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,24,3,0,0.28048241619942405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408417092858184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145682806784261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097947757150347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881327038742078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808879547172767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363185327554312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418203371840773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563558470388677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930809719587729,0.0,0.0,0.2352553433099744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825565260741457,0.28266030536067965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930444272892153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088787051458005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226338865972616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062148005518952
adhd,bobbywalnuts,2018/04/13,"Diagnosed at 36 - Optimistic about the future, how do I tell my wife? I was diagnosed 2 weeks ago with ADHD and am taking a really low dose of Adderall XR (10mg).  I am 36 years old, and my life has always been a mess, lots of impulsiveness, waiting till the last minute to do major projects, emotional roller coaster with my wife, terrible organizational skills, etc. But the main reason I even considered getting tested for ADHD was because I noticed behavioral patterns in my life, the most concerning to me was my lack of holding onto a hobby long term.  After the fact, I accepted that the ADHD in me has caused me to not work at the top of my game, but luckily life has thrown things at me in patterns I can handle enough to be successful.

Every time I picked up a hobby it was blinders on, you tube on, Instagram on, I am going to be the best ______ <--- insert hobby here.  There was no trying it out casually, my attitude was give me the hardest thing, and let me master it.  Low and behold I would never stick with it long enough to be great, I would get to a point where the newness wore off and it just took hard work and I moved on to the next thing.  Over years of doing this, I started to employ stratagies to stick with things longer such as limiting my time, or (my favorite) picking up MANY hobbies so i was forced to split my time.  As you can guess, the result was me not doing any of them and when I came out of my focus cloud, I saw a ton of money wasted, priorities all shifted, then I would proceed to sell all the shit related to the hobby, purge my social media following list, and spend the following weeks trying to figure out how to not make it happen again. I started playing guitar 6 months ago and I really want to stick to it.  I really enjoy it, and I don't want this cycle to happen again.  I take lessons weekly for accountability and limit my time practicing to an hour in the morning.

Seeing this pattern drove me to see a psychiatrist, which was a great relief, at first.  After starting meds, I can see things improving (but I know the dose is way too low).  All those times where I thought something, but just disregarded it are starting to link together more, if i see something and it should be picked up, i actually pick it up instead of ignoring myself.  Or if someone is calling my name at home, I don't disregard it anymore and play off like I didn't hear it.  The at first is something others with ADHD can relate to, the regret of the past prior to diagnosis.  Who was that guy?  I thought to myself. How did you justify spending all that money on that hobby?  Why did you treat your wife like shit for so long, and why is she still with me now?  I am coming to terms with myself, and living in the present so that is working well.

How do I tell my wife?  She does not know yet, and ADHD has always helped me to not tell her things.  I want her to know, and I don't know how she will react.  How do I justify not telling her for 2 weeks that I was diagnosed?  This my my typical ADHD thought process.  

Sorry for going on and on, but as a result of my cycles of interest and regret, I don't have the most really any good close friends, and I feel somewhat alone now.  Most of my friends are coworkers, and this is not something I am ready to tell people at work. I have found this subreddit very informational and helpful, and I am looking to the future.     ",5.258760800612492,5.5186120717488825,6.189503080681032,79.74940391556383,68.04334828101645,9.097830763060994,29.321557475664438,8.979522561349006,2.237026293339166,2632,87,521,43,41,874,291,669,0.061,0.7909999999999999,0.149,0.9969,1,1,4,0,0,0,85.0,0,5,1,15,28,28,2,0,33,0,59,10,2,16,6,115,101,47,0,12,18,4,2,2,2,5,8,1,1,1,35,36,0,7,15,6,6,9,14,10,1,2,24,9,85,18,91,67,20,96,0,5,6,0,35,38,2,10,50,391,120,9,0.0,0.0,0.0586002026638762,0.0,0.4330110632554142,0.0,0.10646152163357213,0.0,0.0,0.06219375883289215,0.0,0.0,0.09993293182390392,0.0,0.0,0.08167220896905755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955353012129449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03660596322762369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301884008966226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131783198653368,0.0686812786566728,0.0,0.06168795993825711,0.0,0.05172781516949145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828486606292748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255021794162591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675482423937739,0.0,0.12409554236056396,0.0669716977641109,0.03966250263586581,0.0,0.05059477103872653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03036311796963152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021571119267313,0.0,0.06584179851220824,0.09278906497088593,0.0,0.06274736263451497,0.05760549569279561,0.068255673392848,0.0503671467981032,0.0,0.13241082081778385,0.06615191845131503,0.05945900698037691,0.10620415113117927,0.0,0.05379306462793388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768078935084983,0.0,0.0805005876660385,0.0,0.060235112971158015,0.0,0.059137219424650014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200778460793236,0.04894881904503711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140526160296194,0.12724541376817392,0.05867485857797634,0.0,0.05302530896563557,0.1594272577955939,0.05042693193838673,0.0,0.0,0.05105241920261843,0.0,0.0,0.04008388574405875,0.060881342289831684,0.0,0.0,0.06670208666106285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793139023967944,0.06382371741624872,0.0,0.0,0.046314313322028317,0.05799672850657123,0.0638639270697448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068367398819872,0.06301244337587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732458336514,0.04163115516376861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676672282272587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538784413050436,0.061741469777177226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140851344998602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328106082036648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121348060350594,0.050880226550383614,0.18491790016176235,0.0,0.06722113317417082,0.1700149848286093,0.0,0.047956060747201205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903003535027201,0.0,0.2624320250597312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393675756708241,0.0,0.0,0.14301913564060054,0.17507838368722878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671783350803018,0.08154010684703764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954759388702689,0.10625725535196123,0.04766494775721893,0.19267416501162707,0.0,0.05399222158590519,0.0,0.10837168981104234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748686546763181,0.0,0.0,0.12797353315111587,0.0,0.0,0.0773405481281129
adhd,StephyJo23,2018/04/13,"PhD Success Stories? I need some heroes! I am struggling in graduate school, not with the material or content, just with focus and motivation.   

I was diagnosed last summer at age of 31, and medicine has helped, but I don’t think I can keep being a full time student.   I am finishing up MS this May, and looking for a job (which I hope I can do while taking 1 class or so each semester).   I would love to hear some ADHD PhD success stories and strategies for gettin through",5.200366300366298,6.026245318681326,6.015109890109893,78.95072344322345,68.34065934065934,8.704029304029303,33.84798534798535,8.841846274778883,2.8802073260073264,368,17,69,6,6,121,69,91,0.02,0.755,0.225,0.9652,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,2,6,0,1,3,0,11,2,0,1,0,21,19,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,5,10,15,4,10,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,6,6,50,11,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32556158225770904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749514011056864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053168854928262,0.0,0.1815743355114141,0.0,0.0,0.26905856549566903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688201955870733,0.24078276551123184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208145194925244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748247991870746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449213875505746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200864244514723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741588846038157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831969103775964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367834768763327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357774340919688,0.0,0.0,0.1579602937176191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924351106715781,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,stevenwhatever,2018/04/13,"Urge to walk quickly and charge up/down the stairs I find myself having this urge all the time when waking, and it feels awesome when I do that. It's a common thing, right?",5.487142857142856,5.187919571428573,5.057857142857143,89.96964285714287,67.57142857142857,7.0,23.214285714285715,3.1291,0.0827142857142853,135,2,29,0,2,41,29,35,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134750977754211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666406935100166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294503807306201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118800439770718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615090749218123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,underboob420,2018/04/13,"Nervous about finally going to psychiatrist. My appointment in next Friday and I’m a bit nervous. My mother was diagnosed with ADHD at around my age and she wants to see if I can get tested because my learning “issues” that ive carried throughout my life. Anything I should be expecting to lessen the nervousness? Ive never been to a psychiatrist and don’t know what to think of it really because I’m only 16. Any help will be appreciated as I have horrible social anxiety, thanks!",4.287939560439561,6.603636626373628,6.2220741758241775,70.71355082417584,72.84615384615384,9.385164835164835,31.155219780219774,9.827888789773867,3.6675593406593414,387,18,63,11,8,134,68,91,0.127,0.778,0.095,-0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,11,2,0,0,1,13,20,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,11,1,12,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848498863301963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611805430531193,0.0,0.18131831852207708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504583096157474,0.2109965002919401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889682601456879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587625504020664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405685425416267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259641916134275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383225716857743,0.0,0.13470293803469455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886834211895873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473854819383225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025903596171132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741300499531722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280309218047552,0.0,0.2520716061569028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026306556091695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183996519006282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887286466408304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416102654841301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821456743829692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518717292644898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979950942228658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aliasigu,2018/04/13,"For long-term stimulants users: have you developed tolerance/dependence?  Hey everyone! I wish I could get some advice from you here:

 I've been diagnosed with ADHD for some time, but I've alwalys wanted to handle this without using stimulants, primarily because I don't feel confortable using any kind of meds, and also because I've always had this foolish idea I need to wait until the last single moment to try them, otherwise I would be ""wasting the best therapeutic option"", which could make things harder in the future.

 I'm in college now. Since the last semester, things have gone out of my control. I've spoken with my psychiatrist (who always wished I was on stimulants) and decided to start Vyvanse 30 mg. 

 I've been on Vyvanse for 3 months now. Things have been really great since I started, and I know it's helping me a lot, but EVERY SINGLE DAMN day I catch myself thinking I'll develop tolerance or dependence to stimulant drugs, and as life will be getting harder and harder for me (and it surely will, especially because I'm on medical school), medications won't be able to help me in the future, when I'll need them the most.

 So for you long-term stimulant users: Should I be worried about this? Do you need much higher doses of stimulants now to get the same effects than before?

 Sorry for the long text and for probable english erros, I'm not a native speaker.

 TL;DR: I've been on Vyvanse for 3 months. Really worried about the idea of getting stimulant tolerant or dependent because I know my life will get harder in the future.",7.728758650519032,7.687844806228372,8.154028979238756,68.77353481833913,62.87543252595154,11.377249134948096,35.709558823529406,10.9516,4.13428875432526,1235,51,204,30,16,409,151,289,0.063,0.8340000000000001,0.104,0.9314,0,0,1,0,1,0,40.0,0,4,2,3,9,5,1,0,12,0,23,7,0,14,1,55,48,16,0,10,6,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,10,10,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,2,24,4,37,29,9,29,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,9,18,134,34,2,0.10152349921363628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201151704888775,0.09920758844274093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118830564171492,0.16895136844739914,0.0,0.0,0.0690394608544027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755113125432526,0.0,0.0863890202717628,0.0,0.10654264892255937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138672370864524,0.16211650615954268,0.0,0.0,0.06547425816325887,0.0,0.0,0.10304421464897108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773502751003201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553792676010526,0.09701005419260758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051333331642252414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652091905561077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193001629247114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609812299876653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292153462587984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057211015740284,0.11158932019787314,0.1655104040401016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434180998023191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695353061375802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631164851674525,0.0,0.0,0.06776772406799343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276972079175945,0.20454848928783032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207017696328802,0.0,0.07463145336555921,0.2258351648019713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094595032660238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130077106508053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274720128514307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679625753288261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136472455183628,0.14371771056398902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568469652759108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234310518771606,0.06505215895687028,0.0,0.0,0.059199168821825035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892779178854662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536741373633186,0.0,0.0,0.05988119021936668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349402751643036,0.0978650303674274,0.0,0.0,0.20620408303874652,0.0,0.07211938098987378,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,malineium,2018/04/13,"Do you ever wake up in the morning and just have a hard time getting it together? Every decision seems so difficult and ADHD meds are not appearing to help. I am looking for support in terms of understanding others experience of this issue as well as insight into what solutions work for you.

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adhd,litkidfromohio,2018/04/13,I accidentally took two of my meds I take 50mg of Vyvanse and I'm pretty sure I accidentally took two. Will I be okay?,-1.3326923076923087,0.6790815000000023,3.2834615384615375,83.09903846153847,99.3846153846154,5.676923076923077,18.03846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.4298769230769235,93,3,22,2,4,36,18,26,0.17600000000000002,0.551,0.272,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144635192127671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880174433843821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668211483864087,0.0,0.21285816059183693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290755138079914,0.0,0.0,0.5531008258546316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,walawalabingbang6969,2018/04/13,"drinking calms me, life's downward (and upward) Spiral haunts me. but its bad for me and my brain and my body.  I smoke too much.  I linger on how I wasn't accepted by my peers when i was young.  How I was harassed and verbally abused. These fucking demons haunt me.  People make me feel really stupid and slow and ask my why I'm acting ""like that"".  I cant learn the rules for board games.  I'm funny when I'm not trying to be.  I'm very funny when I am trying to be.  I make some uncomfortable.  I'm inappropriate.  I often feel a sense of bleakness and blankness and total lack of enthusiasm.  Too much or too little, there is no in-between.  Porn is fucking my brain up.  I sit around too much. I feel emotional pain.  I make paintings but I jump from one subject to the next.  Making a cohesive body of work is taking a long fucking time.  granted I'm just 23.  Drugs make the pain go away and then it comes back stronger.  Social interactions are often tiresome with new people I never know what to say.  Part of me feels I'm giving up.  Part of me feels as strong as ever.  I love my family and my close friends, I don't know how people can ever stick with me but some do.  I get belligerent and yell in peoples face when I get drunk.  I've been thrown out of various venues numerous times over the past months.  What am I doing here on this planet Earth. I feel like a fuck up usually (although I'm not actually fucking up too badly) I strongly judge myself to the point where it cripples me.  awesome! great! awful! beautiful! terrible fucking terrible!  I should read more.  I'm not asking for help in this post, I'm not asking for suggestions.  I'm just ranting and it feels nice to type this out and share it to r/adhd.  I'm sure you all can relate.",0.6874397824397818,3.121812470085473,2.5148685573685583,91.2406322843823,88.11680911680912,5.356151256151256,19.37328412328412,6.883109765328512,0.36643532763532827,1351,40,281,19,44,446,190,351,0.16399999999999998,0.653,0.183,0.8388,1,0,3,0,1,0,50.0,0,1,0,3,23,26,8,0,9,1,19,19,5,8,6,61,61,28,0,2,10,0,7,2,1,1,4,2,0,0,12,20,2,0,11,4,0,4,9,14,0,1,4,9,40,12,36,54,12,43,1,0,0,8,14,18,6,5,21,176,52,4,0.0,0.10044265468859273,0.08272664093617847,0.0,0.10188119131257296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546632750840493,0.2377551460975164,0.0,0.079647429952798,0.06518553647111226,0.14156454949486275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832834434223467,0.0,0.18927037278140565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302480533190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304568979620262,0.09831026735889567,0.0,0.0,0.09535870082962017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336484526393027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991684706548406,0.0,0.3000479606988564,0.060562156773066575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549574328846243,0.4702300312853301,0.08858123867133982,0.08132240063166457,0.048178695021032766,0.0,0.0,0.09346300807770028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056821844535232015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317852244197723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987798208340921,0.08283203362628484,0.08496524966294497,0.0,0.07502181967268108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651133217311397,0.0,0.2829346207466008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766534465202695,0.0,0.18695468007070126,0.0,0.06538249688953668,0.08187470890085795,0.090157506686063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744467148989137,0.0,0.1804098172796408,0.0,0.0,0.18360273153235368,0.08092583317612509,0.2350848951663751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013829445293216,0.0,0.08118951433340904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479637291387461,0.0,0.05430803129930302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741523569810276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641583817357051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989795642576071,0.0,0.06373907069466933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886413988058257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511119133365667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933659586689116,0.06994695960787889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649483673348778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171606815669783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bella26450,2018/04/13,"I need some advice! Hey everyone! So November of 2015, I was prescribed 30 mg vyvanse, a few months later she bumped me to 60mg vyvanse. I took them up until October 2016, and then I just stopped. I didn’t take them or fill them and I didn’t go to the doctors. So last month (March 2018) I went back to the clinic and decided to start taking them again and went through the tests and he gave me Adderall XR 20mg and said it was equal to the 60mg vyvanse I had before. I pay $50 copay for my vyvanse and only $10 for the adderall, that’s why. I told her it was pricey and she said they wanted to move away from adderall but that she’d give me adderall anyways. Well I fucking hate it. I hate the adderall, it makes me into a zombie and the vyvanse personally worked better for me. I know it’s vice versa for the majority but I know I’m not alone. Adderall doesn’t give me the motivation or the drive, it makes me a zombie and I want my old prescription back. Do you think if I talk to my doctor she’ll switch me back? What do I even say? I just want my old prescription back and I hate the adderall? ",0.7278576537911299,2.7530918626609484,2.6297263948497864,93.50035497138771,83.16309012875536,5.428397711015737,21.29631616595136,6.6274283507984215,0.2899929899856937,856,27,193,9,24,285,121,233,0.091,0.843,0.066,-0.8636,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,5,3,12,6,4,0,14,0,11,4,0,3,0,33,38,20,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,12,0,1,5,0,1,7,4,4,1,0,13,3,42,2,18,23,4,26,0,0,0,1,22,3,1,4,16,125,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999837822424995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718338332800475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537429568016865,0.3777013452082805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449344139613463,0.0,0.0,0.10860629445005504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513812516737948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110799815201884,0.0,0.0,0.11734030992274658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135262801309903,0.0,0.2356011914372937,0.0697898602395021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637176371020753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349749314652463,0.1000980891472611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639394145499503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960349878410414,0.13051657384753604,0.0,0.09105437042880997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771511131338715,0.0,0.0,0.09339465297037776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722390122287737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336211399060737,0.09765519542050123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691821089741816,0.0,0.0,0.10266599015419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466007988114916,0.09870169186382123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868504513962643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734030992274658,0.13643490847152606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729121205105548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041161594914052,0.2276729765046885,0.11080756675420646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939959393477148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FuzzyBrain_numero,2018/04/13,"Adhd testing - what if my school reports are OK? I just got through my first evaluation with my psychiatrist, and now I am waiting for a referral to  neuropsychiatry to get diagnosed.
They need all my school reports and all that for it. I understand why, but I am scared because mine are OK. 
I was not very physically overactive,so my adhd was mostly not paying attention, doing everything else except paying attention to the teacher during classes (red books, doodled, did exercises, day dreamed... So nothing that would have caught the teachers attention) and then not being able to do homework at home (my mom and dad agree with the adhd symptoms there).
I think I have adhd, my parents do, people who knew Me as a child do. But if they go based on my school reports, there is going to be not a lot there. 
Any other adhd here with ok school reports? Was that important factor in your diagnosis? ",6.300521064301549,7.52672481707317,6.9172283813747235,72.02422394678496,66.07317073170732,9.622172949002216,34.42128603104213,9.800150414767053,3.5655439024390225,706,32,118,15,11,232,103,164,0.023,0.888,0.08900000000000001,0.8691,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,1,6,3,18,3,0,0,2,30,28,11,0,4,10,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,7,7,0,1,6,3,2,3,4,1,0,1,7,1,20,3,16,18,4,10,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,4,4,92,27,14,0.11779254528226403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7078187443429075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010297007043092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180524229319059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596644697292325,0.0,0.0,0.11955695394789885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840055677405347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586434439253327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019427884274412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061541743201965815,0.0,0.1338884360283638,0.0,0.0942094590160229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815552713520228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014300969769954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795720538917816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087341679782877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302512408084656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079468172805098,0.0,0.0,0.08166251943410131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793088690321495,0.4768493778780431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224315565083284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754767067623587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262619381606366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719118609117204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628945065885023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836764445352916,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mrszack19,2018/04/13,"What do the extra letters mean? Someone posted about ADHD-C and I think I remember seeing another letter after ADHD somewhere else. I only know what ADHD/ADD stand for. Also if someone wants to explain the difference between ADHD and ADD, that would be cool. ",4.014042553191492,6.94797806382979,5.650468085106382,71.29400000000003,76.87234042553192,6.313191489361702,28.54893617021277,7.554174236665415,2.5368927659574467,207,9,27,3,5,70,37,47,0.0,0.947,0.053,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8048436800583879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388878417149944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755584939471056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492227820659775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986113476576706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201176382316847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237364348456547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733337454844096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603457582709628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965857312672255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341512385509408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371535224396977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727843624305623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875091849550682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189330921444192,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IGETSHIVERSWHENIP,2018/04/13,"Tonight I remembered the feeling that my purpose here is to be everyone's common foe. The person they'd all like to see 'just go away.'  Hi, my name is ____, and I have ADHD and I want to disappear sometimes. Not because I want to disappear, but because I think it would be best, for everyone.

I didn't come here for help, I came here to give a voice to people like me. 

I've posted on this sub quite a few times, under different names, and all of my most honest posts -depressing as they may be- are always the most upvoted. Well, I've made a few joke posts about to do lists that were recieved very well, but overall I think my most honest, inner voice posts are the most well received. I especially like the two word comments like, 'me too' or the three word comments like ""yeah that's me,' because I feel you reading my posts, and having nothing more to say, because nothing more is needed.  

I love you strangers with ADHD like me. Especially the losers. Especially the ones who are still lost, still suffering in every moment. 

I promise you I won't give up. You shouldn't give up either, because the good bits, as tiny as they may be, are worth it, I think.  

Keep fighting, because even that little moment when you really like a song makes it worth it. So at least keep going until the next song, and the next, and the next, and so on, an so fourth. 

Cheers. ",3.4954385964912262,5.073296263157901,4.166541353383462,87.75126566416044,73.21052631578948,7.021553884711777,25.07268170426065,7.62386473244151,1.1668516290726818,1050,33,214,13,21,334,139,266,0.077,0.664,0.259,0.9954,1,0,0,0,2,0,43.0,0,5,3,4,16,24,2,0,17,1,22,1,0,2,2,43,44,18,0,5,6,0,2,7,0,5,0,5,0,1,10,10,0,2,6,4,2,7,4,6,3,3,5,8,31,18,25,29,14,34,0,4,1,1,23,10,0,7,19,146,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483828992386014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437253456776469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397682353061514,0.0,0.0,0.32691664889770194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938003274285553,0.0,0.09758140426335747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022285782639241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699421305055144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698412016200536,0.0,0.0,0.09338460138437046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903561107419441,0.0,0.07530773468462883,0.1708156299688498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038790314931522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572285216602161,0.10159508654866432,0.07496892761882491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059910508274367724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889269620462398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056708642229389,0.089583703848427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757042162626334,0.0,0.0806702569536979,0.0845748982053352,0.059662818326265736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627521972821683,0.0,0.0,0.28517458881307434,0.0,0.0,0.17152784219145764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056719021994381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196584989559454,0.0780444428992983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280136547879612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506818444180376,0.08940564746966484,0.0,0.057260051748304786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125176982687747,0.0,0.0,0.07107972416497943,0.0,0.0,0.07122545102653738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840054899996763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276029815436325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181609069596274,0.0,0.0,0.05211904786618966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731269837299732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374906493498927,0.1054390013049296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109399932531325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349402440436698,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,monkeysandbears,2018/04/13,"I think I'm about to get fired I have ADHD, PTSD, and PhD. I am considered ""super smart"", ""batshit crazy"", and ""extremely productive."" But, I don't get there in a straight line - in my office I'm often listening to TV, doing 3 projects at once, rearranging things, and doing routine tasks all at once. When someone asks/tells me to do something dumb, I tend to tell them it's dumb. When I'm in the middle of a project or three,  my workspace appears to be a disaster.... but the outcomes are spot on. 

I don't appear to be very ""manageable"" - although the reality is that I am, if you treat me and my time with a reasonable amount of respect and don't corner me.

But right now they want me to do two full-time jobs at a Management level in 40 hrs a week, on an entry level salary. Part of that's my fault - I get bored, and suggest starting the next project. All good stuff, all on the official timeline. Just, full speed ahead, and people who don't know me end up being alarmed. 

Anyway.... the manager who hired me left the company. And the higher-ups who stepped in short-term don't seem to be jiving with my business agenda and goals - all signed off on by the old manager.... but that doesn't matter now  because she's gone and ultimately no one has to honor anything she said.

Our new guy (who appears to be a complete simpleton) let it slip that management is coming from out-of-country for a surprise visit. Never a good thing. Time to warm up my resume!

TL/DR: I am a decent employee, am conscientious about workplace ethics, and am very productive.... but I don't tolerate stupid very well, am unconventional in ADHD sorts of ways, and look like a tornado while I'm working.... and I have this feeling I ""scared"" corporate and am about to be shown the door. They can't fire me - there's definitely no cause - but I'm sure they can find an excuse to ""go another direction"". C'est la vie, I guess. :)",3.2808064516129,4.921571704301076,4.503526881720428,84.86029032258064,73.89247311827957,7.863225806451613,27.184946236559142,8.548686976883017,1.909597204301076,1462,55,297,27,30,481,208,372,0.06,0.7879999999999999,0.151,0.9874,3,0,1,0,0,0,89.0,1,1,4,5,13,19,3,2,23,0,33,0,0,2,6,49,58,26,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,14,17,0,0,7,1,0,8,11,7,1,3,2,7,34,12,42,49,7,49,0,0,1,0,19,24,2,9,17,192,48,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113665911891599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583519674440994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660133359113208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896708621038963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307445074717786,0.0,0.11158823535291794,0.13582143721933912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147350141754354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549990064227497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183982695536652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303972185446495,0.0,0.07362122411101922,0.21730595087172952,0.0,0.0,0.14270418769873108,0.12826611066091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854960859063133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119243142679244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074684479518876,0.13246460847432262,0.0,0.06328726534114286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878194508754456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991012530209073,0.12511165548139233,0.13776848879214573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593165183084846,0.2759142062949776,0.08778043971292508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028044802414985,0.0,0.08980752667026143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514266789065848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318988319835615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062743924148916,0.12322330377989266,0.0,0.12969329558041226,0.0,0.0,0.11792940300318425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097598009216249,0.0997271105333105,0.0,0.0,0.09168989681090828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829363092645348,0.0,0.0,0.12209100627290688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322467991565105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212277561110528,0.08300474198587435,0.0,0.0,0.15107297936388775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654288613804565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206550605155229,0.07640672997895417,0.10282373981946348,0.10391010137049524,0.0,0.11647305632015767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430750424086083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,0x330,2018/04/13,"Ever Wonder why there are med shortages at certain times of the year? I saw another post about shortages of adderall at certain times of year and wanted to share some insight on why pharmacies run out and have difficulty getting any in stock... This is known in the industry as “a shortage”. 

If you are curious about the little-known reason for the shortages, even among pharmacists, here it is:

Blame the DEA for the rations that they put on the raw materials. The time of year pharma companies “cut back” on production is actually the period right before the DEA releases the next batch of raw materials. Pharma wants to make sure they use all back stock and runs out of materials prior to the date the next year’s requests for materials get filed. If pharma manufacturers have excess or stock at the time of filing the next year’s request, then they will get less materials allocated to them for the next year. The DEA only releases  a given quality of raw materials for the year based on forecasted demand numbers, which in reality is usually lower than the actual demand. This causes the major CII distributors such as McKesson to have shortages in their stock due to the lack of production at the end of the quarter by manufactures when they run out. This continues even after raw materials are released for the year, until the first production batch made by the pharma company is produced and subsequently packaged, labeled and FINALLY handed off to distributors. At this point demand often outweighs the initial supply, and a subsequent manufacturing run is required to meet demand and get wholesale stock to a “normal” level in the supply chain. This cycle repeats every year. 

In other words, the DEA’s process is the root cause of shortages. Unfortunately, they don’t seem to really care about patients needs.
Patients suffer as a result. Despite the fact that pharma wants to make more to meet shortages, their hands are tied by the DEA.

It’s time to write the DEA, congress, and your senator. Patients shouldn’t be victims of regulation and the supply chain being held hostage. this is not how it is designed to work. Things are broken.

Source: Former Pharma insider - confirmation came from a DEA special agent.

Now you know! :D
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adhd,cczap7,2018/04/13,"Is there any way to make vyvanse last a shorter amount of time? So I’m prescribed 40mg vyvanse, and I wake up and take one in the morning 5 days a week for studying and classes. I obviously have extra saved up, and sometimes I want to redose to get some more studying done (it’s getting close to finals). However, I’m scared if I attempt this I’ll be up for another 12 hours and I don’t want that. Is there any way I can make it not last as long?",1.5946874999999991,2.986800760416666,3.4712500000000013,91.54875,77.85416666666666,6.0500000000000025,26.583333333333336,6.6274283507984215,0.9366083333333336,347,14,79,3,8,117,66,96,0.034,0.899,0.067,0.2168,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,2,1,15,16,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,12,14,4,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,8,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823200995149585,0.2299312473567943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141564382499525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439669142777136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402074377267213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291265574160793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159438569689948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574803442400863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405340826705905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927384470927136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858789533539185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195347151646454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168707426363843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486915356146253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278622898172946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586707297015447,0.3481040455084065,0.17589093102316392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,leokar9,2018/04/13,"Could ADHD be often caused by prior PTSD? There is a strong link between ADHD and PTSD indeed, but it's supposed that ADHD is the risk factor for PTSD and not the inverse. It is thought that PTSD can mimick ADHD symptoms, but normally (afaik) PTSD is not recognized as a cause of ADHD.

Now, wouldn't be likely that the causal role of PTSD is failed to be recognized due to trauma being latent? Indeed It's quite easy to explain much of the ADHD symptomatology in a contest of trauma effects: PTSD, especially when occurring in childhood, causes the rewiring of the brain and thus promotes stress, detachment, hypervigilance, lack of focus and so on. It also seems that PTSD generally responds to stimulants, as ADHD does; in this regard it makes sense that treating the original cause would also relieve its following effects.

I have realized this idea because i suffered for about 20 years from PTSD caused by surgery trauma, and only now at 23 i have realized it. Maybe i never had the best family in the world, but still i never had any reason to doubt of my psychological health. What if PTSD commonly fails to be recognized as the main causal factor in ADHD because the trauma is often hidden, and buried in the unconscious mind?

To recap: i'm pretty sure that in my case PTSD generated ADHD symptoms, and i know for sure that i haven't consciously aknowledged trauma for many years, so any real causal relationship was impossible to establish. Could be this be actually the most frequent situation?

I think that to find the solution of modern disorders the most likely causes have to be found. I cannot think of a more explaining cause than something which puts you, over the years, in a constant state of stress and hypervigilance as a trauma can do.
Let me also say that ""genetics"" is often used in a manipulatory fashion, and that its role would only be useful to explain the different effects the enviromental triggers have on the individual, without negating their role.
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adhd,xinsabo,2018/04/13,"Prescribed Ritalin Hello! My first time posting here. Anyone on Ritalin? I was prescribed 20MG. I start tomorrow, I’m nervous but excited and hoping it’ll help me. How has it been for you? ",1.1211428571428568,3.3131056857142838,3.2171428571428566,80.90285714285716,106.42857142857143,6.571428571428572,27.857142857142854,7.447530270364453,2.8947142857142865,149,8,24,4,7,50,30,35,0.039,0.6829999999999999,0.278,0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330978823324155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40521090807483773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193093032241253,0.0,0.0,0.4731555416844916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562429724510547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371861493017781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778260172060765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ajhawt6,2018/04/13,ADHD and addiction I really don’t like to post on any kind of social media but I have related so much to many of the posts I see on this sub and thought I’d give it a shot. I was diagnosed with ADHD a little over 6 months ago now and have been struggling with marijuana addiction for about two and a half years. I smoke before work most days and after every day. I don’t love my job but it isn’t the worst. The hard part for me is I feel so mentally exhausted after work even if it was an easy day. I feel like talking to people and having to force myself to be social just drains my energy and the only way I am able to solve that is with smoking. I am trying to at least cut back but have never had luck with breaks and I always end up going back to smoking just as much as I was. I finished what I had this morning and since getting home from work I haven’t been able to get out of bed. I don’t see my smoking as the worst thing in the world but I don’t want to have be smoking just to make my mood better or to eat. Is there anyone who has had similar issues? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.,3.6406329113924087,3.761989518987341,5.209974683544306,85.85116455696203,71.53164556962025,8.176540084388186,24.238818565400845,8.021203637495839,1.0826671729957809,864,20,194,11,15,294,132,237,0.105,0.774,0.121,0.4782,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,11,13,1,1,10,0,29,6,0,1,1,32,41,20,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,9,14,1,0,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,9,5,23,7,35,28,7,28,0,0,2,1,6,9,0,4,16,141,32,4,0.2321547402313805,0.0,0.0,0.2530829341788902,0.2790048832548179,0.11342946264805613,0.1028955848998172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658567070049807,0.0,0.0,0.1578731842825963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116399611817685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851266518102554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877329246616803,0.0,0.0,0.10266100093990084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458090265015326,0.0,0.0,0.1178160872579801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877612837556906,0.0,0.0,0.1028100963337126,0.0,0.0,0.07666800820966288,0.0,0.09780019069839066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173844121304452,0.08292569640400434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129126993735075,0.11135199049954103,0.06596944444079081,0.0,0.0,0.1279757103416634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398252370459199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643506659629375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115461655324113,0.11518887880778615,0.0,0.0,0.12087671850852305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341907948817205,0.1163400194752186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476435849251722,0.0,0.0774825459077741,0.11768423423365296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697868738779428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926518493836358,0.0,0.17066044613683498,0.0,0.08952602377610036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828207061960767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570048017815116,0.0,0.08047343293429284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234006764419012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436213562704548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499727078886768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960204000701442,0.0,0.0,0.23665252173007176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134927034400635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932985931663597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771166468622462,0.0,0.0,0.09215246590379532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880891478986474,0.0,0.11339072390147395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846544035519081,0.09213681344099177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351712375708474,0.0,0.0,0.08245803330773721,0.0,0.0,0.07475002060843287
adhd,ddmaria5,2018/04/13,"Feeling tired and unmotivated on Mydayis I recently got diagnosed with ADHD (I) back in January and have been on Mydayis since. I've upped my dose in increments and finally landed at 37.5 mg which worked for a few days/weeks. Now I'm feeling really exhausted all day, extremely unmotivated, and anti-social. I guess I'm focused which is good and pretty much the entire point of getting medicated for ADHD, but  I don't really like how I feel on it otherwise. Not sure if it's worth mentioning to my doctor since is does help me focus. Anyone else have this experience with mydayis specifically or any other stim?",6.022368421052632,7.499094701754387,7.667500000000004,65.47125000000001,66.89473684210526,11.314035087719299,32.671052631578945,11.20814326018867,4.317863157894736,492,21,80,16,8,171,85,114,0.109,0.768,0.123,0.1457,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,2,18,14,9,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,8,3,13,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,6,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214726508022358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924384386026105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260862317018124,0.179666542047221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483313502958125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308608324377115,0.0,0.0,0.1779763064520159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947790062620533,0.1534497489942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648221679434742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715257037176776,0.0,0.0,0.26598630873224977,0.0,0.0,0.1920870814840905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161300774254816,0.0,0.0,0.14707505194956333,0.1402432145922784,0.0,0.1931675201255759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753324205967194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566703121065156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664642667132646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289022431816916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657621929950832,0.0,0.0,0.1783937364113206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246670814963596,0.0,0.1731367250238451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901022525236108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526506538941085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153874409014005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406549935318699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765670732731624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DetectiveSpaceCadet,2018/04/13,"Episodes of fixation on my Ex don’t seem to get easier I was seeing a guy I really liked and I’m certain I’ve posted about when my ADD flared up.  I was fired from three jobs in a row and the weekend my grandmother died he broke up with me for those reasons among others (mostly untreated ADD/ADHD related).  I cannot stop the flooding of thought when I think about him, I go from regretful and sad to resentful to understanding and back and all over the place all at the same time.  I know all it is is a manifestation of my mental illness, but we don’t talk and when we do it’s in paragraphs and never long enough to convey any personal information.  I know he cares about me but doesn’t want to revisit what we put each other through and I feel the same way, but I still want so badly to tell him why I am this way despite knowing it’s no longer business for him to be in.  It might just be that I needed to vent but I definitely got to a place where I just want to shut down (even though I have done literally nothing all day), sleep and do nothing until for very literally the rest of my life.  I have been seeing a therapist and concerta with signs of progress, and I’m not really suicidal, but support from kindred spirits is heavily welcome. ",8.3701185770751,5.758221505928855,8.771304347826092,73.14217391304352,63.1897233201581,12.5201581027668,37.62450592885376,11.022393298168332,3.836845059288537,983,37,204,21,11,330,146,253,0.077,0.775,0.147,0.9527,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,1,14,10,1,0,11,0,19,3,1,1,6,53,40,22,2,5,8,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,10,18,0,1,10,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,6,4,29,5,38,31,10,31,1,3,2,0,15,14,0,3,13,148,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320772263888966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235007850733508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442342516200637,0.11338907325186355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845928217238793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758111385513359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094112972983128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897268823364267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031986184860326,0.0,0.08969600010714293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866561743873703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095098735019005,0.0,0.07717945768784895,0.0,0.10861333766542668,0.0,0.0,0.13446542053702348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476262038306958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389983250129686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592103278477704,0.06634604187252738,0.0,0.0,0.12018057679987787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685656640218555,0.14406455757383785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006955294893452,0.10473894425760102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061153719992936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857714744172985,0.28376856149590696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006086369622108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365186099119135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739965933882235,0.1396271670144437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643336781518285,0.12362912297562907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359001653152046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845172503132472,0.1135366286147404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854544562113742,0.1541066031640941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915257638832668,0.11869701296453015,0.0,0.0,0.15767669421244093,0.0,0.08701649625288901,0.1334248645778473,0.10781169075080446,0.07918729116083309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137476570484225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205094714776367,0.2402987747630357,0.2155867570127748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225402641651828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,whatthefrickingheck,2018/04/13,Memory loss medication Does anyone else experience their memory downgrading over time? I’m young so this isn’t an aging problem but I feel like my memory is really shitty compared to before. I couldn’t find any articles on this because no long term studies have been done on concerta. If anyone experiences the same feeling or has articles on this pls comment thxxxx ,4.764740259740261,7.87683525757576,6.323506493506496,66.5195454545455,75.2121212121212,10.438095238095238,29.12554112554113,10.290406445055957,4.301154112554112,301,13,44,11,7,102,54,66,0.161,0.748,0.091,-0.725,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,5,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506352275741468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394424501213355,0.24870376022691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796487864235788,0.0,0.20654384951949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124131134594623,0.2483952570228836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027682934619664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748695778754555,0.0,0.0,0.2454613767513075,0.1734050990072514,0.0,0.0,0.22184920866015592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858475455026797,0.0,0.0,0.21480684904918884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445231596446009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322581389591429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549792223602973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153678532699907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,moexpro,2018/04/14,"How do you manage not building up a tolerance(meds)? From getting first hints of having ADHD a year ago to diagnosed in december, i‘m still not medicated yet, but the prescription is almost done(hope so). I‘m very tired of this whole process, cause life goes on and problems too. 
I have a lot of respect(and a bit fear) for mediacation but definitley want to give it a try. So if it turns out well i wanna Stick to it as long as possible. Bit afraid of getting off meds and symptomes go even more crazy. 

ADHD. Germany here. 

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adhd,hyperdisfunctional,2018/04/14,"What's careers do you follow adhd people have I keep jumping from job to job every 6 months to 1 year out of shear bordem and not being understood. I get so frustrated when I can see so many things that should be done better or more efficiently but I don't get listened to. And then consequently stop giving a shit a move on. I don't know of what to with myself. Sick of the constant loop of job jumping and dead end jobs.  
Problem is I dont know what to do or have any desire to be anything in particular. Jack of all master of none. ",1.9416216216216209,3.781760144144144,3.8344954954954957,87.34147297297298,78.18918918918921,6.241801801801803,21.91081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.6622713513513512,420,12,88,5,10,142,77,111,0.2,0.7140000000000001,0.087,-0.9496,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,2,0,3,0,14,2,1,0,1,18,24,10,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,2,8,1,17,18,3,14,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,7,61,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012819927648057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389416832358493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782422047697135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812508374299946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809895998755751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713932354135076,0.1962888029498164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834020698835906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411116325055229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500588687307395,0.16066493377899188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6648040507477254,0.148866566286551,0.0,0.0,0.1840885293779129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980145227003512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368331521459714,0.17800790026867402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611160892009012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602585909426614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334622494274593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719188701937096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002326905777898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126824860334897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078535467318983
adhd,Amonisis,2018/04/14,"I found a button at a store, and it spoke to me on a spiritual level  https://imgur.com/gallery/LSvXO

All my life, I would find myself forgetting what I was doing, only to discover I was already doing the thing i was forgetting!I've found out about my ADHD last year, and then suddenly all these instances made perfect sense!",9.802105263157896,9.771809561403511,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,58.64912280701755,11.810526315789476,34.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,4.034431578947369,263,9,41,6,3,81,43,57,0.0,0.918,0.08199999999999999,0.6467,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,3,12,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,1,6,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426178056304787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145993379046729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605633131672667,0.0,0.0,0.6251638659415201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323830274912169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013645753714997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697551357795913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682064456613864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939837910573265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025168169024439,0.0,0.0,0.18358594826674654
adhd,Grade8Bolt,2018/04/14,"I scheduled an appointment to see a psychiatrist this coming week. This is the first time I've ever legitimately been excited for a doctor's appointment. Its only been in the past year or so (I'm 27 now) that I've began putting the pieces of the puzzle together about why I can't seem to make any meaningful changes in my life happen no matter how much I want them. For as long as I can remember, I've always just chalked up my lack of motivation to a lack of interest in whatever I'm trying to motivate myself to do. But after a lot of introspection and self reflection, its become obvious to me that something just isn't quite right. The tiniest detail can completely derail my train of thought even if what I'm doing does interest me. And god help me if what I need do actually isn't interesting to me haha. It probably just won't ever get done. 

Now that I'm well out of school and into the adult world, I don't have anyone explicitly telling me to do X or accomplish Y like I did in school. This lack of hard direction has absolutely wreaked havoc on my mind and I've consequently spent the last 4 years spinning my mental wheels accomplishing nothing. I really, really need to be able to set my mind to a goal and currently that is just not possible. I'll sit down to apply for better jobs and within 15 minutes, I'm researching how to change fields entirely. I don't even notice my train of thought getting derailed until its already happened! 

But I've had enough of it. I'm going to see a psychiatrist on Tuesday and explain all these issues and horrible lack of focus. I'm legitimately excited that I finally be putting some of these issues behind me. ",6.379039392960934,6.481169500000004,7.67949305779787,70.5645221181789,65.65644171779141,11.40303519535034,34.029060381013885,11.10113133989139,3.9206404907975454,1331,55,245,37,19,458,182,326,0.085,0.7959999999999999,0.119,0.8505,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,8,15,9,0,0,14,1,23,2,0,5,5,52,48,20,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,17,11,0,0,9,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,9,3,25,9,45,36,10,39,0,0,2,0,6,14,0,8,20,165,42,11,0.11265147714125065,0.0,0.10993159151892053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243137062818042,0.0,0.0937350533032002,0.0,0.0,0.07660686743980337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876853209446945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441470592544833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963107700624857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383406515252559,0.09703927271371336,0.11811293049855814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530356030587467,0.0985820667912165,0.11528157287296928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163990895249068,0.0,0.14881047642082335,0.20379942098608386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340418684753905,0.0,0.09582128890831404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771149457609748,0.0,0.0640224305136822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992346583975829,0.0,0.10091359651345204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550791053655571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351577487257284,0.1117892086546128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918259892624856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956906980483835,0.055035821485313136,0.0,0.0,0.09969301233475504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577225741054647,0.0,0.0,0.07519573574484076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352619304818623,0.0,0.2274917571727291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281179754390658,0.16705928579710694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809213054416973,0.12825445337427707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567652463589648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753858171165642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699761428129044,0.0,0.0,0.12145734559559887,0.0,0.0,0.22649169814744696,0.0,0.119818712484129,0.0,0.0,0.1443348417252325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761216350799662,0.09620374596141423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801861808455304,0.17953728449132822,0.10255367389580428,0.11752005903258725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672461075655406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846235633629866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178865379116098,0.06568798224024494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648295834174125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644475991704005,0.0,0.09036221993035948,0.0,0.10128720684851232,0.0,0.10165043630358182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450877157104141
adhd,dandel2084,2018/04/14,"Adderall IR or Adderall XR? Good day all, So i was prescribed Adderall 20MG IR(Generic), but was originally prescribed Adderall 10MG XR(Brand) but I didn't end up getting it because I have deductibles and would cost me about $30 more. I was actually surprised that the XR Brand was more cost effective than XR Generic and I work for a prescription insurance company (few months in the job though). So my question is which one has better long term effect throughout the day? The IR twice a day or XR once a day?",5.5343458646616535,7.209600178947369,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052634,68.26315789473685,8.375939849624057,35.67669172932331,8.841846274778883,3.174248120300752,407,21,73,7,7,126,66,95,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.9281,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,3,1,12,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,7,3,5,4,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,9,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.2314631117045441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445887517524063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097751773417407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118714117296118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100798355117502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392192472391685,0.0,0.0,0.19894362127786852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537436084268665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990558338483048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932270246294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525994853897617,0.16072600390185485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657069535036471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330378567236457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267706044948106,0.0,0.0,0.16849288826346054,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,heterodoxharry,2018/04/14,"ADHD:ers who went off meds successfully, how exactly did you do it? I'm curious to hear what methods you used to do so. It also helps if you say what form of ADHD you've got, what meds you've taken previously, and how long you've been off meds. 

",2.3701923076923066,3.5203964038461564,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,75.34615384615384,8.276923076923078,22.615384615384606,8.841846274778883,1.3301384615384615,191,5,43,4,4,67,35,52,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8107,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502265952411406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710767411188426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671268387458896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355165422404617,0.0,0.14006352642511322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849257219319823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6963325174534136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617580305408322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804769812158621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371083914925746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CaptainDefect,2018/04/14,"Recently diagnosed PI, parents strongly against medication **TL;DR: Parents don't believe in ADHD or medication for it. Help?**

I was diagnosed this week as having ADHD-PI, after months of waiting to see the appropriate medical professionals. I have yet to tell my parents I have the official diagnosis, as when I had them fill out the questionnaire they expressed extreme disappointment in me, the condition in general, and especially the possibility of medication. My mother said she would rather have me smoking weed (Legal in my state, I am 21) than taking ADHD meds (needless to say weed would only make things worse), but ultimately said I am an adult and it would ultimately be my decision.

I have just started medication as I personally think it is the best route for me to take, at least at for the time being. I had the psychologist who tested me give me a copy of the test results to assist me in convincing them that it's not even a borderline thing - I scored in the 80th percentile for verbal cognitive skills, but 18th percentile when it came to working memory. The psychologist said there wasn't a shadow of doubt in his diagnosis. But even with that, I don't know if they'd believe that it was a legitimate diagnosis, as they have had poor experiences with our provider in the past (Brother has a rare illness that took a long time to diagnose properly).

I know they said it's ultimately my decision (and I have been exercising that), but I really don't want them to be disappointed in me for seeking treatment. I also really don't want to have to hide the fact that I am taking medication either.",5.808049754299753,7.605303361486487,7.197813267813268,67.4218796068796,67.75,10.922358722358725,33.724815724815734,10.927859429317179,4.286627027027027,1289,60,217,41,22,440,152,296,0.068,0.885,0.047,-0.6106,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,7,4,9,6,0,1,20,0,31,11,0,2,1,33,50,16,0,7,10,5,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,2,17,7,0,1,5,1,1,3,6,3,0,0,13,6,38,3,40,30,3,28,0,2,1,0,27,12,0,3,12,167,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192260009354246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080593362439985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951000719944212,0.09291795989769254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126692726910158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696007176825968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696054145452475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086609754869751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493626875795088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934693788279258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731926213598477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783556976790509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910157792195096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834871293484433,0.5351723985742528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070672309896446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673391615454445,0.0,0.0,0.2949417737617854,0.0,0.08452207832920396,0.0,0.07731028893345991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998162904053045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344282771595285,0.0,0.08742321989215239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336889772170484,0.07041108640618664,0.0,0.0,0.07055544243403282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266953469722371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971467136435614,0.0,0.0773884392212749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764496017034792,0.05673327966161471,0.0,0.0,0.10325754146700887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837193083115822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444715027638253,0.0,0.071021976572402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644586548223497,0.0,0.09023049653968447,0.18869023302210927,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,musicninja91,2018/04/14,"Thoughts on the Panda Planner? For me it seems like a lot and I found myself a bit overwhelmed. Anyone have any success with it? 
    
[For anyone who doesn't know what it is](https://pandaplanner.com/)",3.9961764705882343,7.3450756764705885,3.3737647058823548,82.98594117647062,86.35294117647058,3.896470588235295,21.50588235294117,5.6839178017228535,0.23784235294117684,159,5,26,1,5,47,29,34,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,4,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477408630371469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094630487687555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977282638709939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994431935473247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021328490564724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798171845942834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30972029661111894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316508888519811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892186097056414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ahorton24,2018/04/14,"How bad is your spelling? Been diagnosed with ADHD since  elementary school. Recently started back on meds about five months ago. Doc put me on 15mg adderall, half in the a.m. half in the p.m.. Iv noticed that I have never really been a great speller but I feel like it’s really showing now. When I was taking vyvanse I felt like my vocabulary and spelling increased but vyvan stopped working after a month. I don’t have any bad side effects from adderall but sometimes I feel like it makes my me think and act to fast to where I second guess my self a lot when writing (and other task) 

Is anyone else think they are a bad speller because of ADHD or the meds you take?",3.0481043256997467,5.232736603053438,3.9804770992366407,85.96832379134865,76.09923664122137,6.198727735368958,26.947201017811715,7.1686216300943375,1.4195033078880412,529,21,100,6,12,170,92,131,0.122,0.7879999999999999,0.09,-0.6497,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,2,7,7,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,3,1,21,19,10,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,3,0,4,4,3,15,4,11,15,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,16,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410439699980162,0.0,0.12577528522126905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648880853958193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921149455927533,0.14538117872884462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910323023389648,0.355412039371814,0.086493700167099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401348700193545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852934384844628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348582527241135,0.20272984749619785,0.13623487642765633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643218788531152,0.15630579543632073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795815125665268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062823239641265,0.0,0.0,0.09471144287394663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152114997388279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265075375945612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943288952707184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154060085675165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263678197993349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817943661481816,0.0,0.1400974320449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359838431658084,0.0,0.0,0.14802028662072628,0.0,0.0,0.11737134511302247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033100985693892,0.0,0.10042916389222836,0.0,0.0,0.11862484794495524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336446338757745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183239651633604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329626413698448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jeddddddddd,2018/04/14,"Giving up after 10 minutes Hi all,

I've been wanting to improve my task management, so I've been trying the pomodoro technique, where I do a task for 25 minutes, take a 5 minute break, and then go back to the task for another 25.  The only problem is that I find myself wanting to take the break 10-13 minutes into a task, and the more I push myself to finish my allotted task time, the longer I let my breaks go, until I'm back to square one and my management is just completely loosey goosey.  Should I keep up with this 25 minutes to 5 minutes ratio and work to try to expand my comfort zone, or should I adjust my task time to a more comfortable 10-15 minutes?

Anyway I should get back to work lmao",10.952447552447552,5.7383694195804225,10.499664335664338,70.72488111888114,61.0979020979021,13.118321678321678,41.88671328671329,9.3871,3.903843076923076,549,19,111,6,5,181,76,143,0.02,0.853,0.127,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,0,1,19,19,8,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,15,2,18,13,4,19,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,9,72,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581909426271206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747861592210516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579723271055595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811477370938495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753189629841388,0.1974402725143097,0.2339432825506794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294132219490847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104638010469815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394682339104848,0.15653457116543162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969409199894477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095004424368719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002934699783854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794750869358198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279467553113576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996772653222821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FlightyFitz,2018/04/14,"Mydayis takes 2 hours to kick in, and I woke up late. I'm upset because I had set intentions to do stuff today, it's my first day off in so long... I have some adderall IRS 15 mg left from before my doctor switched me to Mydayis 37.5 mg, should I just take those today? Or take one instant and my Mydayis so it kicks in sooner?
 
I hate messing with my meds, but I really didn't want to have an off day. I have heaps of laundry and cleaning and packing to do, and I know it is possible to do those things without meds, but it's going to take me forever and I know I won't finish it (or probably even start it), especially the laundry ugh!


EDIT: it takes two hours to kick in FOR ME.",1.6764583333333327,3.0888815069444497,3.676111111111112,90.08,77.68055555555556,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9020249999999996,523,18,117,6,12,178,84,144,0.079,0.921,0.0,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,19,24,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,3,0,17,0,20,19,1,21,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,11,79,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083473180387816,0.0,0.1267960028689752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219743897538225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251740914342274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841928669372588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267472980566312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468546160334066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711590807777275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29348843698840643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378331088194198,0.0,0.1680890651304124,0.0,0.16189912168154644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186860761857536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310316472177696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097260873608097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679856809815378,0.0,0.0,0.1606573086081388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545922107982327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546960240820344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058008392939072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601825269021502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899520743565694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824869281433785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556050723986005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788958993825077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363971986491728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UnwittingBitch,2018/04/14,"[support/advice] I [27/f] am afraid of losing my partner [32/m] to his ADHD. TL/DR: Husband mostly goes to work and plays video games. Relationship feels very one-sided. I don't want to lawyer up and hit the gym. I want to conquer this together.

If this isn't the right place to post, I apologize. I've been looking for a support group more along the lines of spouses of ADHD folk, but I just can't seem to find it. Nevertheless, I would like some input from real folks like yourselves. Apologies for the rambling. This has been stewing for a few weeks lately.

BACKSTORY: When I met my husband, it was a whirlwind. He saw me in a bad place, and was in a shitty situation himself. Long story short, he invited me to run away with him and we hitchhiked halfway across the country together. He'd done this for about a decade before he met me, so he knew his shit and was good at showing me what to do when you're a traveling bum. That time he spent moving around was a huge part of his life, and as hard and shitty as he admits it was, it is also a huge source of pride and awesome stories. For me, it was life changing. Now that whirlwind has died down, and we're housed up with a little one together.

Our plan before our daughter was born was for him to be the stay-at-home parent. He was so excited for this. Unfortunately, life took a shit on us and plans changed. Now he's back to working 40+ hours a week for just over minimum wage while I'm going to school to get a nursing degree. It's hard, but he likes his coworkers and job for the first time in a long time.

It's been three years since we met and threw up a middle finger to our situations. He told me really early on that he was diagnosed ADHD at a very young age. I come from a family that has a good basket of mental illnessess, including my brother who is low-functioning autistic, and myself with anxiety/depression, possible bipolar (Having a hard time navigating therapy and diagnosis myself, what with the whole ""Am I just pathologizing normal human behavior?"")

THE POINT:
He plays video games all freaking day. I would never suggest he doesn't deserve some downtime. The problem is, the moment he comes home the first thing he does is fire up Steam and go to town. On his days off, he wakes up, and before he even has coffee, boots up Steam. I've seen him go up to 18 hours a day sometimes, pretty regularly. 

I love a good game. I used to game pretty frequently too. I don't now, because I don't have the time or patience for simulated frustration, but I will be a backseat gamer with him often and he enjoys it when I get involved. There isn't (in my mind) an equal exchange, however. It's really starting to get to me.

I don't want to be a bitchy wife who nags and puts him down. I work very hard to be understanding and supportive. It gets a lot harder when I ask him for help, and I get either, ""I'll do it in a minute"" (then completely forget, which means I have to ask many more times) or, *big dramatic sigh* ""Fine, I'll do it,"" like taking out the garbage or changing the baby's diaper is a huge inconvenience to him.

I miss going on long walks and having in-depth conversations with him. He wants sex, but I'm frankly not interested after spending all day managing the baby, trying to do school work, and picking up his trail of destruction. Three little things I have asked him to start doing to get me off his back: Make the bed, take out the garbage, clean up his share of the clutter. Fin.

He is absolutely adament that he will never again go on medication because of his experience as a child. He has told me that he was at one point on a near-lethal dosage of Ritalin as a young kid, and tells me he doesn't remember much of his childhood because of the drugs. Fair enough, I won't push the subject.

He is also, for similar reasons, completely against therapy. We went through a rough patch and I suggested couple's counseling. He said he'd do it, but is convinced that the counseler would take my side and find everything wrong with him.

His immaturity is starting to really wear on me. I don't want to hate him, but on nights where I'm trying to settle a cranky baby down to sleep, I think of all the things I wish he'd do; Cuddle our daughter more, go for walks with us, take out the trash, declutter for a few minutes before settling in for some gaming... And inevitably I start going through the internal fantasy of leaving him and being a single mom, because I honestly kind of feel like I'm more a mother than a partner.

He's extremely defensive, and has a habit of bullshitting. I don't want to make an ultimatum, but the things I want to see change are in my mind, minimal and easy to do if he just does them as soon as he gets home before he sits on the couch. Wouldn't even take 30 minutes to accomplish, and I wouldn't feel the need to consistently bug him for help.

I know he's very intelligent and creative. He has so much potential, but sees no need in bettering himself. I don't want to be a naggy bitch, that is NOT who I am and I resent myself daily for snapping and becoming more passive-aggressive and frustrated. How would you guys suggest I approach this with him? At this point, I'm considering writing a letter explaining as much, and having him read it while I take the baby out for a few hours so he has some time to read and digest it. We've talked a lot about this, but the more it happens, the more he withdraws and the more frustrated I get. He's afraid of something, and it kills me to see it.

I want him to understand it's not me vs. him. It's us vs. our collective mental issues. I want this to work. I'm working on getting back into therapy for myself at this point.",4.111230158730159,5.149103930335102,5.244951940035275,82.7061051587302,70.98412698412699,8.527142857142858,27.93161375661376,8.877440053876422,2.0604303703703706,4443,156,902,81,80,1471,449,1134,0.106,0.782,0.112,0.9022,4,0,2,0,1,0,165.0,11,1,1,15,33,44,12,2,74,0,81,19,6,6,5,144,169,73,2,23,24,10,10,5,2,9,10,1,5,6,48,59,1,1,16,15,4,20,21,20,1,6,28,17,111,23,147,122,30,140,0,2,6,3,133,64,3,14,59,584,159,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603683647567148,0.04346518294565251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711410208262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959648613186185,0.12474793270125142,0.0,0.041790272028450835,0.10260674963634228,0.03713880684211317,0.10845798569715953,0.04912448651547579,0.18924533040005584,0.0,0.0,0.03933880213363653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821508333521314,0.07663088392063347,0.09327252784822013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921609477491569,0.0,0.11474326325105474,0.0,0.03831041932978415,0.045146099320755466,0.046163049428216314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784921203213296,0.045518317388255417,0.0,0.0,0.051582490716307834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045959562908956315,0.0,0.05875702705656595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039975610356840836,0.043509816618138034,0.04193163270305066,0.0,0.06747102775292628,0.03177640518565444,0.0,0.0,0.08130753230280864,0.07566905503425952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091499158602881,0.0,0.17695241898810313,0.1119227334573958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044042032773082544,0.03933337388480515,0.0,0.15938079262507004,0.043914631378485766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059627795691410614,0.0,0.08923380844357498,0.0,0.1314110420748688,0.05132376112464377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642539469252481,0.044139375906413335,0.0,0.049210350558680206,0.04631890658024848,0.024444955740361245,0.0,0.05017519471826312,0.047097726106291316,0.0,0.0,0.09425227510529877,0.10865301052286576,0.08916096598431363,0.0,0.11808977090844305,0.03735186142293615,0.04976156126856002,0.0,0.07563033538077485,0.0401447904429372,0.0,0.059381274571065526,0.04509557438930888,0.0,0.0484515833405432,0.0,0.044808757312369316,0.08965042995625805,0.0,0.08982391329454369,0.052094248731260485,0.0,0.0472750285768154,0.0980933966328456,0.06596247261431143,0.06861118638812003,0.0,0.0,0.041741314856811436,0.04358079731864354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042206821627223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938959631318849,0.04816733007236315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294392740869847,0.0,0.16819129642068148,0.05014433417539235,0.04259938948264557,0.09050397216100817,0.0,0.04256119787413592,0.0,0.04471452264726067,0.0,0.0,0.08898374983842884,0.05062779356914235,0.08548476966573232,0.04573268161511915,0.0,0.04775469994385144,0.050386985676883767,0.03798553865530685,0.04231051175963859,0.0,0.0,0.09003194153016028,0.10633401628949288,0.040492774008771465,0.0,0.0,0.09131582911808232,0.03679418167141503,0.0999944031857468,0.044511960850422416,0.0,0.0,0.034242752414036015,0.04399169717137768,0.0,0.12593223321418606,0.0474095891234326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142557930496395,0.0,0.0,0.20065981574668373,0.03575120895291772,0.03887733897810156,0.0,0.1525997137766508,0.0,0.11820171182236497,0.028500884201030325,0.0,0.0,0.1815558588231794,0.0,0.0,0.08500478278399037,0.04941873669164165,0.060397780596353964,0.0,0.0,0.09261016013771588,0.16051130552439127,0.03841629879530315,0.0,0.14680209876495248,0.2623536091082793,0.0,0.07135808619179368,0.0,0.0,0.041233255490605115,0.0,0.04966015070879758,0.051149618602897635,0.0,0.0,0.19429111108719785,0.0,0.0,0.12638880302836125,0.04863172033843752,0.0,0.028643557371136937
adhd,deleuex,2018/04/14,"Pre-employment Questioner When applying for a job and it lists “do you have any disabilities we should know about ?” and ADD/ADHD
is listed do you check the box for yes I do have a disability?",0.4347490347490357,2.597751162162165,2.736293436293437,84.85918918918921,104.94594594594594,7.519691119691122,18.7992277992278,7.957251820313856,1.7249876447876449,151,5,30,5,7,51,30,37,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.4696,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698080028850259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322422327508178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704974638604037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605675645347917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311302696944722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,chechka,2018/04/14,"Transferring from Ritalin to Concerta- any experiences when Ritalin is ineffective? I'm a 17 year old who was diagnosed with ADHD-PI earlier this year. I initially prescribed dexamfetamine but I ended up having a really bad anxiety response basically immediately, and my doctor agreed to switch me out to ritalin. 

The first time i took ritalin- wow. I felt so clear headed- i basically cleaned the entire house immediately and I felt almost euphoric the whole time. (I'm aware this isn't supposed to be the case long-term.) however, it seemed like pretty soon they stopped having any effect, even though i was initially only taking 10mg per day and gradually moved up to my prescribed dose of 40mg. I know you're not supposed to feel different, but i found it really hard to see a difference in my actions retrospectively either. My mother (who was pretty resistant to me getting an ADHD diagnosis and going on medication in general) often mentions she doesn't see a difference in my productivity but that I act really different coming off of ritalin (in a bad way- hostile, anxious etc) and that i'm just not noticing how severe the effects are. She only mentions this when angry, so i don't really know how much faith i can put in the idea. 

Anyway I went back to the doctor a couple days ago, where he said he'd put me on concerta (afaik it was always his intention to switch to concerta after trialling ritalin to make sure i didn't have a bad reaction to methylphenidate). I meant to bring up my concerns that ritalin wasn't working (because i genuinely have no idea if it 'worked' or not), but I never found a good time to mention it somehow (my doctor has a tendency to give out 'speeches' rather than having a conversation- it's hard to get a word in.) So, sure enough, i got a concerta prescription and was sent on my way. I'm not scheduled to see this doctor again until October. I took a concerta for the first time this morning and ended up slacking off at lunchtime when I said i'd work on a minor assignment and clean my room. My mother angrily mentioned that she didn't think the concerta was working- so i'm back in the same pattern of being unsure and feeling really stressed as a result. Is it possible that concerta can be effective for me even if ritalin wasn't? In addition, how can I tell if the concerta's working- or if ritalin was actually ineffective?",5.576986607142856,7.062060939732145,7.1485714285714295,68.74642857142858,67.95089285714286,11.046428571428573,34.3125,11.01651812556555,4.399326785714285,1903,91,320,61,32,656,221,448,0.116,0.775,0.109,0.2029,3,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,12,23,13,1,1,27,0,30,17,1,9,4,64,64,32,0,5,17,2,6,1,0,0,16,3,3,0,19,14,0,1,16,0,0,12,13,7,0,2,23,12,41,6,50,37,6,63,1,0,3,0,21,23,0,10,27,222,60,11,0.0,0.0,0.07360890359388345,0.0,0.18130466085629532,0.0,0.06686423874105925,0.0,0.07553235639198669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276389167690039,0.0,0.0,0.10259011885651388,0.0,0.057703825460845966,0.08521455068278619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160021926556741,0.18894296610177816,0.045981493163750116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497635821796416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346197878902821,0.0,0.09729235778906654,0.0,0.0,0.076559970902785,0.0,0.3152336297071453,0.0,0.3088236434064863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361737207561894,0.07793946436025187,0.08412450845116336,0.09964174866635107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378511863457303,0.0,0.0,0.07627945712938868,0.0,0.14484946364927204,0.0,0.0,0.12832162111070292,0.0,0.1654104381492408,0.0,0.0,0.07881823538097882,0.07235943198440092,0.04286866814546788,0.06326719506801305,0.06032834730949239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351411199353422,0.0,0.07741305145845241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870362161392255,0.0,0.17030281903575673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290882837541266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685134020119546,0.0,0.0,0.0667532711256146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035018220545336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598789724116399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801702664620982,0.05544980780885424,0.0,0.058176348704671726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858776768667861,0.07915120867882633,0.0,0.0,0.1147359909020739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503611215958587,0.0,0.15347907304247915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516561831171248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416122904934587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435026103223337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032408814014927,0.06866873653598993,0.0,0.08521455068278619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306294706197216,0.08640493281728755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218396650310794,0.0,0.056714053137334734,0.0,0.0659292383112437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833256688759735,0.07410969723414161,0.0,0.17593560814287745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761124881613207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974581604754267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992446497224873,0.0,0.08421502079905137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27457008164060515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714903178261118
adhd,PhysalisAndLavender,2018/04/14,"Rant / vent: I feel so stupid. I needed the key to my medication locker. But the key on my desk wasn’t the right one. So I assumed that it was in the trouser pocket of the pants in the wash... So I waited 2 hrs until the wash was done.

There was **no key** in the pocket of the trousers I wore this morning.

I then checked again and realised that the first key was actually the correct one. I apparently simply didn’t insert it far enough...??? *I can’t even use keys properly!!!*

So I went back to the washing machine. When I realised that the laundry didn’t smell clean. 

Because I forgot to add washing liquid.


I mean... What the fuck?!?!

I was supposed to study.

Which I needed my medication for. 

I was supposed to be productive this afternoon. I **wanted** to be productive this afternoon.

It’s now already 19.09 and it’s too late to take my 2nd dose. (Because sleep. Sometime this night.)

I mean, it’s amusing. Maybe.

But I’m just so stressed and I feel so incompetent.

And I need to study, write an essay, read / memorise about 400 pages.

I’m screwed!! 😢 😞 😔 😧 😱 

I feel like pulling an all-nighter / very late nighter isn’t the best solution.

But idk. Sorry. I really need to vent. 😢 😢 ",-0.8917021276595741,0.8003182978723444,1.2731914893617038,94.84000000000003,110.70212765957449,4.212765957446808,20.319148936170205,6.13356869307363,0.3605744680851064,900,36,191,13,47,297,126,235,0.114,0.8220000000000001,0.064,-0.9022,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,2,15,7,3,1,17,0,14,10,1,1,1,25,33,16,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,14,5,0,2,6,2,1,2,6,4,0,3,13,4,25,3,18,18,3,20,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,13,116,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.13601676594429998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538115482307961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717618601225516,0.0,0.1699319970293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627285287258554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426362203848807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401890755228405,0.0,0.0920605235570852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142724371977592,0.09957455796179612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855829289690682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885645096009735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144580266727991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809502478849969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002799443443287,0.3036558078546765,0.0,0.2808254852069217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134000692817431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160120701680634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889775647522367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941975978995744,0.0,0.08929170456505964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190315014692245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948270107326505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785240256839054,0.15602678355749258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966165707729066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479794854564922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038133164281055,0.0,0.11500478111809287,0.08221113906374912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920854844387422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,coffee_talks,2018/04/14,"Chronic boredom that results in a feeling of melancholy depression. Could this be undiagnosed adhd? Hey everyone. I am a 21 year-old female who has struggled with feelings of chronic boredom, depression, and anxiety my entire life. I only really feel “happy” and stimulated when playing a video game, watching tv, or out somewhere environmentally interesting like a store or a concert. When I am not doing those things (or immediately after) I feel really depressed and bored. For example, I enjoy doing yoga and did some this morning. It was a 30 minute video. I felt unbelievably bored and unable to focus even though I know I enjoy doing it and feel “happy.” It’s like I just can’t get through normal activities that I enjoy because they’re so boring. I’m wondering if it’s possible this is undiagnosed adhd rather than just depression as I have always assumed it was. I also have a really tough time listening to my fiancé or best friend talk for longer than a couple of minutes at a time as my mind starts wandering or I just kind of zone out, even if I try really hard to focus. Same thing happened in school or when studying. Feel free to ask any further questions for clarification. Thanks!

Edit: Necessary point I hadn’t thought to make originally: I know nobody here can diagnose me and that I need to meet with a psychiatrist. I don’t have insurance at the moment, so I was hoping if you guys suspect it is adhd, until I can afford to see a psychiatrist I might be able to try some coping techniques specifically for adhd instead of depression.",5.8023925667828085,7.499969216027878,7.172752613240423,67.97936120789781,67.6411149825784,9.787224157955864,32.48199767711963,10.07000556051586,3.684526596980256,1243,54,198,31,21,424,166,287,0.142,0.703,0.155,0.721,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,15,25,0,1,12,0,24,4,0,4,0,53,46,26,0,8,14,0,8,2,1,1,4,2,0,1,16,11,0,0,15,7,2,0,4,10,0,0,7,12,26,16,32,35,4,19,0,5,2,0,11,9,0,16,12,146,42,2,0.0978579814405976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704251080150122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825699240293099,0.08142567979802487,0.0,0.0,0.06654678307277606,0.0,0.07486108795298331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148400279048567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965331720124286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269591416423056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813163540389577,0.108277995175467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214246801104092,0.09932379126787977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926854764182233,0.0,0.0,0.09350749487815592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968796143183088,0.0,0.09395900836373806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560483371378712,0.0,0.051126756363475724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689478683611707,0.08653548980697377,0.20834328181057413,0.08766153010435092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719505589227677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019040288784807,0.10756037478489168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911998629582321,0.09561693346861026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532096249127813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381185393989867,0.09880866508028244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256045328422263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588004459500868,0.0,0.0,0.1026854900375904,0.0,0.0,0.07442540453510277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250742295626037,0.1103201706423778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962333506461826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507613148306843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903750160617372,0.07798014149258868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692643829359213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230240944740948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865453868749724,0.0,0.09009448167605598,0.0,0.0,0.13002498919273406,0.0,0.0961449699132773,0.0776883064212355,0.1141235518621062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328782916631185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612280653031736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630173316477951
adhd,BlinkinPark-182,2018/04/14,"I don’t like the idea of my adhd or anxiety being treated. I don’t like the idea of living without them. I’ve suffered from anxiety and adhd my entire life. If it wasn’t for those two disorders, I probably wouldn’t be depressed right now. I probably wouldn’t be socially awkward. I would probably have more friends, better grades, and maybe even a girlfriend. But, as much as they weigh me down, I hate taking meds for them. I hate the feeling i get when the meds kick in and my adhd/anxiety is suppressed. I can’t imagine a life without my disorders. In all the time i’ve had them, i’ve come to see them as a part of me.",2.3082599431818167,4.0275347265625046,4.066931818181818,86.63034090909092,76.734375,7.467045454545455,27.26136363636364,8.296473431620573,1.8774750000000004,487,20,101,9,11,164,72,128,0.125,0.75,0.125,-0.0002,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,1,3,10,2,1,8,0,13,3,0,0,1,18,20,10,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,2,20,5,15,12,4,8,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,2,5,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441531920785081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28105268526514793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830899781137483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054914459602581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547761747413613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807075198884588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088597478456322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192121604176028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461498229730203,0.0,0.0639821147753758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418146692775297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764927294158998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729991578190983,0.11965894272981005,0.0,0.10813749811288093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303102773398032,0.0,0.27205864185008233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900247499921783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326160168696801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39610903867266456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458314437499636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975875396379178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483609756115548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207729758652836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140944109483137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962902713236305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361008527771841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699454386078195,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,basedlarrydavid,2018/04/14,"While medicated, how to ""break"" from doing menial tasks or non-priority tasks? Life-long ADHD sufferer, medicated as a child and now again in my early thirties. I've been on Vyvanse with IR Adderall booster for about six months. I'm a non-traditional pre-law student in the US finishing my 3rd year of undergrad. 

When I first started Vyvanse months ago, I could immediately leap from task to task. I would get out of class, go home, maybe grab a quick snack and immediately hit the books. I was staying on top of everything in my life and sometimes, even getting ahead. Now, not so much.

Having ADHD, I've always been easily distracted and EXTREMELY prone to procrastination. Like I said, initially, the medication helped TREMENDOUSLY. **Recently, I've been thinking the medication may make it worse.**

I almost consistently find something else to do before doing my school work, laundry, house cleaning, whatever -- whether that is sending an email, texting my family/friends, checking Reddit. Instead of taking 15 minutes to do one of these ""unnecessary"" things, it's like the medication locks me into it for an extended period of time. 

Especially when I'm writing. Whether it is one of these ""unnecessary"" things (or an actual paper/work-related email) find myself trying to perfect my writing. Writing then rewriting sentences and paragraphs. Questioning my comma placement or my grammatical accuracy. It seems like EVERYTHING has been taking me SO much time to complete that my productivity has gone to hell. Multi-tasking is almost impossible. Instead of doing a bunch of things *kinda* well, I'm overdoing ONE thing to perfection. 

**Moreover, if there is something I'm doing which I would derive much more pleasure from than the work I'm supposed to be doing, it is almost impossible for me to do the work.**

This is getting SO frustrating. I'm beginning to learn that the medication isn't a cure-all and A LOT of what will make me successful (and ultimately, happy) comes from changing behavior. 

Does anyone have any advice?",4.808742194469225,7.964172502824859,5.843157894736844,69.76252453166816,75.38418079096046,8.811061552185551,31.91465953018139,9.345792617884785,3.8195209039548015,1622,80,244,45,38,534,203,354,0.044,0.87,0.087,0.9221,0,0,2,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,0,9,16,13,2,1,17,0,30,8,0,3,2,41,52,22,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,4,7,1,2,1,18,11,1,0,6,1,1,4,2,4,1,5,7,2,22,9,41,38,6,36,1,1,0,0,11,8,1,12,25,170,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.08487035969090696,0.0,0.2090425346559612,0.08498626296428406,0.077093825819244,0.0,0.26126424694453804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236616499015873,0.0,0.0,0.059142711431506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060811578899335625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400522590346374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200292902351047,0.07491711768713359,0.09118658937849024,0.0,0.0,0.06943861976484719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761081992177249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265243384696493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744299015918824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632639753028105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897835584641598,0.07397679905594058,0.0,0.0,0.06719295293765726,0.0,0.13631500390006,0.0,0.04942716311941248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925813842972722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058294285002172,0.0,0.08723819153335402,0.0,0.0,0.10035192224334936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285923420739768,0.1274677251772295,0.0,0.0,0.07696588122318278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393894532532304,0.0,0.0,0.11610655411622285,0.0,0.08737324529031462,0.0,0.0,0.5256798992628241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883755158527775,0.0,0.1917992893696696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679975434156495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974265166927111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587257031298877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272856651849753,0.0,0.0,0.08801847524298258,0.0,0.079174394465697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390780224801602,0.08601574158163776,0.0,0.06155794800750317,0.09269865062596523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307815183840009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111651862422014,0.055726985952227436,0.0,0.0,0.10142603419218177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904705003357503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461443003006993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819664537323663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326133607713397,0.0,0.08863005352626553,0.12356225514269673,0.0,0.0,0.05600595083241187
adhd,powerandchaos,2018/04/14,"how do I eat while on meds?(disordered eating tw) (not really but i thought I'd put it in their) I recently (finally) got put on ritalin. Although it's not everything I hoped for, it's making enough of a difference that I think it's the one for me. 
But.
It almost completely kills my appetite. I've always been a very picky eater, and before ritalin the only thing that could get me to eat something I didn't absolutely adore would be hunger pangs. So now I just eat KFC a few times a week, a couple of pieces of fruit and maybe some pasta with cheese. I end up so hungry I may as well have my adhd symptoms back.

Any advice on feeding myself like a good human adult?
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adhd,seventhseventysecond,2018/04/14,"Tip for fidgeting Like many others I’m sure, one problem with my meds is they cause me to fidget like a maniac, especially while under pressure and even more so when the drugs are wearing off late in the day. I do everything from picking at my face and hair to cracking my knuckles. Since it’s in my best interest not to go bald by age 35, I’ve been looking for a solution for years and I finally got something that helps noticeably. Little toys like the fidget cube are fine, but for me I was frustrated that they gave no tactile resistance. I got myself a grip strength trainer that’s slim enough to fit in a back pocket, and it totally satisfied the urges. Try picking one up! The kind I got has a spring for each finger and one for the palm so you can use a few different grips",4.349947552447549,5.443860673076923,5.220396270396275,82.8943006993007,70.47435897435899,9.006060606060606,29.566433566433567,9.339509955726095,2.5048538461538463,619,24,124,13,11,202,107,156,0.077,0.728,0.195,0.9509,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,5,13,2,1,12,0,8,7,6,4,2,16,16,10,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,3,6,5,15,9,20,10,6,19,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,12,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139207439539868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932242489450356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553535652487984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020002656906236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785276621854735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816036903180145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655921263413862,0.0,0.11286110851816245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357113606921413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718484959365125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711201323444058,0.0,0.4099922518552093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453368996611088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793967475459194,0.0,0.0,0.19275407145995205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25044219884659824,0.17126131054677513,0.0,0.0,0.14349168760192682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324009636978102,0.0,0.0,0.1898032383421676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454194527646013,0.0,0.0,0.3473672976533957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350398284485906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134929347112055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154766977711546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104735502769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601268497772875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475808523473741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003768566091354
adhd,maali92,2018/04/14,"Highly Effective Meditation Music (can be played in the background) i came across a few meditation tracks on youtube that i responded to very positively and much more than the ones i'm used to (and i have heard so many). i wrote an email sharing them with my boyfriend, then i realized this is very useful to post in reddit adhd. it might be the reason i respond to them so well. here's the email: 

here's the meditation tracks i told you about earlier today in the order i played them. all those chakra ones are new to me. i played the first one yesterday, first thing in the morning, before looking at my phone. the next day i played the second one, also first thing when i woke up, before and without looking at my phone. i was using my computer while playing them on second screen, in full screen mode (the colors are very soothing and the graphics are relaxing). they had a profound positive effect on my day. i've been shuffling them whenever i am on my computer. i dont have to tell you that whatever you believe in, works. 👀

especially in the first one, i really feel a very intense, religious, clean vibrating frequency when i listen to it. its one of the most felt meditation feelings i experienced, even though i'm writing/working/doing something at the same time as playing it. not necessarily eyes closed and in a meditation position. enjoy and major namaste. 🙏

**OPEN YOURSELF TO LOVE | Heart Chakra Healing Meditation Music:**

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvlfGi6l2OU&index=18&list=PLDG0j8OTFzQksy0lRPisEcQJDEajwrECV&t=0s

> A Music filled with Love, Radiance and Positive Energy, Its root frequency of this music resonates with that of Heart Chakra... Vibration of our Heart Chakra.. It can transform the most anxious hearts into compassionate loving ones... full of positive energy... As you hear this music, smile at your heart. See you heart as a flower, fresh, full of love, full of fragrance ... radiating out to the world... As you meditate along with this music, let go all the negative feelings inside your heart, and watch it become tender, full of love and positivity. And this frequency will help you, this music will help you in your meditation journey. 639 Hz is known for its positive effects on heart chakra, its the frequency which balances the heart chakra. and heals it. 


**CONNECT WITH THE DIVINE | Crown Chakra Healing Meditation Music:**

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAp83FxjcTw&index=19&list=PLDG0j8OTFzQksy0lRPisEcQJDEajwrECV&t=0s

> Sahasrara  or crown chakra is the seventh primary chakra or energy center in our body. The Sahasrara is located either at or slightly above the top of the head. The Sahasrara Chakra symbolises detachment from illusion; an essential element in obtaining higher consciousness of the truth that one is all and all is one.


**Unleash Power & Warrior Energy Within | SOLAR PLEXUS CHAKRA Healing Meditation Music:**

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKXViL2RmHU&index=20&list=PLDG0j8OTFzQksy0lRPisEcQJDEajwrECV&t=0s

> Balancing Solar Plexus Chakra helps in increasing the energy levels, Self-Confidence and Inner Power to achieve anything in life. Solar Plexus Chakra is also known as Manipura in sanskrit, which means is the ""home of jewel"". This is where that inner diamond, inner jewel resides in all of us, and it is our responsibility that we discover that gem inside all of us. Meditating on Solar Plexus Chakra helps in uncovering the real jewel we all are. It is also helpful in reducing stomach ulcers, IBS pain and keeps our digestive system healthy. So, flow of energy in this chakra is very very important. This Indian Flute Music for Solar Plexus Chakra has been composed in Raag Malkauns with the root note at E, which is known to resonate and energise the solar plexus chakra, thus unblocking energy flow in the chakra region. Meditating along with this music will help a lot in easily balance the chakra. To take your chakra meditation practice further, you may chant the seed mantra ""RAM"" along with this track. The vibrations from the Chants are very very effective tool in balancing and healing any chakra. Hope this music will help you. 


**BOOST SELF ESTEEM & CREATIVITY | SACRAL CHAKRA Healing Meditation Music:**
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMv6rmw8Zhw&index=21&list=PLDG0j8OTFzQksy0lRPisEcQJDEajwrECV

> Powerful Music for Sacral Chakra Healing and Meditation. Balancing Sacral Chakra helps in reducing the surge of negative emotions, improving self esteem,  it brings out the creativity and improves sexual health. The Frequencies in the music resonate with Sacral Chakra also, our second primary energy center, which normally gets blocked these negative emotions and thinking patterns. Also Orange is the color of Sacral Chakra. That's why this video features a beautiful Mandala with orange color, which is used in color therapy for healing and balancing sacral chakra.

TL;DR: amazing meditation music that had a profound effect on my weekend. namaste!! ",8.892075179228831,12.005718143576827,7.394151133501261,63.807165471807785,62.148614609571794,10.175826390234453,32.6184072854098,10.389873798559362,4.132160418523542,4082,162,544,105,65,1226,333,794,0.021,0.773,0.205,0.9993,4,0,1,0,0,0,213.0,9,14,6,18,17,22,0,0,53,0,41,32,13,13,8,92,74,42,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,6,14,3,2,2,44,42,1,2,17,9,0,8,6,1,1,16,11,19,54,21,99,54,22,89,1,0,11,5,58,62,0,9,16,373,98,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050892630791524805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932362466887851,0.0,0.5964756966668839,0.0,0.028797279767460087,0.0,0.0,0.04783983649931778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03484781261610531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676871948245018,0.07206802471558083,0.04771034833877587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703775433280436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843346399538225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462037236561168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963014048011784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952689125746888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027969665547196747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423545148253358,0.0,0.0406595739957053,0.0,0.0,0.14408068396946958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022124457992081296,0.0,0.02406666535926446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346003933614298,0.04501267385432574,0.04772792729427376,0.4516305140164668,0.2270733679156036,0.04474172484643205,0.04247729850706443,0.04205993268649602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037639786307541966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043302477547644436,0.029910800957982268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112130234628809,0.0,0.0,0.03600173956701589,0.19109822576119934,0.0,0.0,0.04293301402446476,0.0,0.04612808541053255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492326845937282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031129774413397725,0.0,0.0,0.04089880848046889,0.04503630789692183,0.0,0.04149087815859516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582576212026703,0.0,0.04505998655733296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055653378096572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819993537651904,0.027128447855015576,0.043539568743663215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033744921199457184,0.0,0.1325308604052689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03260063963120558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183952749341662,0.0,0.037012974381282406,0.0,0.04842726247105586,0.0,0.05626667162031365,0.027134122975104525,0.041605521243585776,0.0,0.02469276273982492,0.0,0.040139819983723686,0.04046418723825873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187598560739758,0.14629617360747454,0.0,0.27952439459739004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038074863650744986,0.0,0.038211405198350215,0.0,0.0,0.04082080920193139,0.0,0.030828978638138393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,draakons_pryde,2018/04/14,"My brother keeps leaving his keys in the door, it's causing him all kinds of anxiety. What tips/strategies can he use? I got a call from my brother, he had lost his keys (again) and was locked out of his apartment.  His roommate was home but wasn't answering her phone and was afraid of telling her because he has a bad habit of leaving his keys in the door in their bad neighbourhood and it sounds like she's losing patience with that.  He's also got a fair amount of social anxiety.  He ended up spending the night in a coffee shop.  He's back in the apartment now but still doesn't know where his keys are so he can't really leave it right now.

He's had ADHD all his life and has really struggled, especially as an adult. I told him to make a ritual for himself after putting his keys away (he started snapping his fingers), but either it didn't work or he stopped doing it, I'm not sure which.

He really has trouble focusing and it impacts his feeling of self-worth.  In the short term, what can he do to help him remember to do small, habitual tasks (i.e. keeping his keys in the same spot), and in the long term what are some things he can look into for managing his ADHD and anxiety?  He's been on SSRIs in the past, but they kept increasing his dose and it wasn't as effective so he went off cold turkey. 

He doesn't reddit but I might try to send him to this subreddit if it looks like he can get some good peer support.

Thanks.",4.473130671506354,5.070485844827587,5.0922867513611605,85.73875680580764,69.86206896551724,8.450090744101635,28.366606170598914,8.532816995589336,1.8384482758620693,1125,38,237,17,19,362,159,290,0.116,0.795,0.08900000000000001,-0.8148,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,4,9,14,0,2,14,0,25,3,1,4,3,39,44,20,0,1,9,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,15,11,0,4,5,1,2,4,7,7,0,0,15,6,28,7,33,28,10,39,1,2,2,0,50,21,0,5,16,146,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839976743755835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095952779836096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27536693923752914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273081900324933,0.0922618459617543,0.20036663600871504,0.07314236640263821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251914548146695,0.0,0.0,0.12325869805361135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062720032960702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066853878019054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268774516428474,0.0,0.0,0.10063858401579558,0.1919275682354388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042410251690722,0.0,0.12035576487483532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132981818519439,0.0,0.12494697977968555,0.06594118074256668,0.0,0.0,0.3811436235833773,0.0,0.0,0.08474967697670803,0.11723822094359675,0.0,0.0,0.10618385527100513,0.20151608138070096,0.13423366933017528,0.13097891868238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009160255400699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728620995532888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259875520497507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454023636257235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061909422205536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059835767906495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592077502135044,0.10246740868250497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251715907415296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231064100790408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849267251687094,0.0,0.0958209935520024,0.1003136884661524,0.0,0.1254354437730957,0.0,0.0,0.1361587178428238,0.11308540739983435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487307334789804,0.11046701003022454,0.0,0.0,0.07971338265188617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465178757281914,0.0,0.08146263403083598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362940024223154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122824609664196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735125431025277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wakoosh,2018/04/14,"I feel like my life cant go anywhere because i cant focus So does anyone get it when you know something is deathly important, and then you actually get to it and you cant focus for more than a few seconds. 

Like ill be sitting down pen in hand, write a few sentences and then think about something and have the urge to do something else. i really want to succeed but it almost seems impossible. I dunno any tips and tricks?",5.632941176470588,5.632298176470593,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,67.23529411764707,8.682352941176473,32.294117647058826,8.238735603445708,2.3225764705882357,335,13,66,4,5,110,60,85,0.044,0.8140000000000001,0.141,0.6096,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,7,3,1,0,0,14,15,10,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,8,3,8,14,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.24388935110531265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502623526296837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699565969340913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475237022045426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235108774928482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870979914078914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877907212470986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636886567821398,0.17854544738878575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26114949882136346,0.0,0.1420373235611667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373514572703224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765284076635545,0.2442000630417627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601074377432093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275210304365395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.577210119949089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014093132681506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741139609287002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lauwhnhan,2018/04/14,"How to convince parents that ADHD is more than a bad habit Clearly my parents don't believe ADHD. I couldn't say I'm 100% have ADHD. But I have 8 out of 10 of the common symptoms. I procrastinate everything, can't talk properly, my table is messy, I forget my wallet/assignment/project/meeting at the time, and am failing at school. I want to go meet a doctor to help me do a simple diagnosis but my parents would never allow me. Maybe they're right. It is just a bad habit. :(",2.154583333333332,4.209811125000002,4.303333333333335,83.20833333333336,78.375,6.3500000000000005,26.291666666666664,7.3871296695380915,1.5244041666666663,372,15,71,5,9,128,66,96,0.201,0.73,0.068,-0.9247,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,2,2,13,14,4,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,11,1,9,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,46,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5872750452149317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200744361917417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351770870096698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667216002504721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639220406981926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925723545643362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091796267420431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364174134191878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562838577752025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425997350283609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910448588255506,0.0,0.12953416648912144,0.0,0.16485019540208007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930181269055256,0.0,0.13092228561515032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498063622030456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960748885137672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571014976324075,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hulkdaddy13,2018/04/14,"How do you all manage your daily to dos? Tl:dr - how do you organize your day with so many things you get done, and stay motivated to complete all task?

Since my diagnosis over a month ago, I feel more at ease and less panicked about what the hell I have been dealing with. Knowing that I can accept my faults with ADHD like constant worrying, mistakes that I swear that I didn't make then question myself with (ask if you need an example) and slowly getting the habit of writing everything down when I make important phone calls and need to collect certain info I may need to have for later use. 

The biggest challenge I face (and a very old habit) is not planning my day or few days properly. Making budgets, appointments, even a some shopping list has been a chore. Even today I have a full day and it worried me last night to the point that I woke up 4 hours ago (2 am) and can not sleep. 

So far, this is my daily routine. And I wake up knowing what I need to get done for the day, whenever going into my little kitchen and doing some baking for some orders with my small business. Meal preparation and menu ready. With that, of course I’d have to figure out my food cost, my own personal labour and create a custom made spreadsheet to be able to use for the future when prices go up and down. And hopefully adopt that spreadsheet for further review. Other things like planning doctors appointment for myself for my children, shopping list for work or home. Scheduling my word press website blog post that I spread them out during the week involving any menu specials, making announcements, new menu items, and link to the online order form I have on my Facebook page.

Now writing these out at this moment seems pretty simple to me. Because it’s fresh in my mind. I’ve even force myself to sit down long enough, 10 minutes if usually my maximum time, to make a list with sub categories of what I need to get done because I find is the best thing for me to do. Except I may have to put an extra hour a day in the morning to get this done but here’s my biggest problem. How do I get very excited that I’m organizing my day planning it out even excepting some distraction that will not keep me on task, once I sit down and decide what’s going to happen, my brain literally shuts down.

Even though I try to use the app on my iPhone for my reminders, diligently keeping track of appointments on my calendar, and on paper everything looks great, my motivation drops down to zero and all I wanna do is just sit back on my chair throw on some distracting video on YouTube and just zone out for a little while.

Now with all of this, I am in a better place already since I was say four months ago and although I’m not a big fan of the medication I was given, I think it has help me so far but I’m not one to stay stagnant with my treatment. So I’m asking everybody else, has anybody been able to customize their routine so that it become such a habit that it’s no longer a chore like I see it?",8.736923076923077,6.412540101867576,8.350602716468593,75.54185549170695,62.24278438030561,11.370536763745593,36.57574768185974,9.661875296680813,3.2593444691132296,2356,82,464,34,26,754,290,589,0.048,0.867,0.085,0.957,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,6,2,9,24,18,1,2,27,0,37,10,4,14,5,102,79,39,0,11,15,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,5,2,31,34,4,2,14,4,5,5,7,6,0,3,13,5,64,12,81,62,20,91,1,0,2,0,21,42,1,14,38,319,95,9,0.14284791635354346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583771794987265,0.0,0.18993908834601372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881811391729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048570740792092434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335435187393012,0.0,0.0,0.054920615100109815,0.0,0.0870787639426961,0.07888215031084254,0.0,0.0,0.0749550375984799,0.06316868680095873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973275864645586,0.07293184697574047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488666125067472,0.07718392496308968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32243780987168186,0.07363496466477247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310544768617172,0.0,0.2923660283338211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966555213455664,0.0,0.0,0.07380004162410536,0.0,0.2358742538018256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283824963317462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036114099303997664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528020381946703,0.0,0.08636613373681717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238964213932137,0.0,0.1217756441928644,0.0,0.0,0.0787451660386135,0.0,0.0,0.06315997033447501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787397361346756,0.0,0.07164405360489128,0.07094010631368866,0.14067642308673134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696979152032015,0.0,0.0,0.0785054790321565,0.05822005874277921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468241460506893,0.1431711396803885,0.0,0.06320795540555378,0.059978136284958426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675830761859223,0.2383802334955987,0.07241268315772831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195212368159545,0.0,0.0,0.07211783707679185,0.0,0.1140198439847813,0.0,0.0,0.2647997998919416,0.0,0.06898170387798035,0.0,0.06702654635728185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494742930353845,0.07606418443243633,0.04839872252714688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236464532946269,0.07462283448014563,0.0,0.06751872674054336,0.0,0.06840440852774228,0.0726638428422442,0.0,0.06834308195892162,0.0,0.07180080539727605,0.08001117929871039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567991982899379,0.0,0.0,0.056915647375848664,0.06502168902786651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816527255728802,0.0,0.07147553970517778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225687231282298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235271236931904,0.045765588426646124,0.07017367626943519,0.0,0.04164788438913223,0.0,0.0677015609673556,0.0,0.0,0.048492179210280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185062102684942,0.07866339923090858,0.11786449123571036,0.0,0.0,0.05729199102266287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051997492207926134,0.14506899305989246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhd314,2018/04/14,"Quick tip for Canadian Teens with ADHD **TL:DR** If you're under 18 you can get and pick up a prescription for ADHD meds without your parents knowing about it.

After seeing the prevalence of family disputes over ADHD on this sub, I felt it this would be helpful to some of you.

In Canada someone under 18 can book a doctor's appointment, go to it, get a prescription for stimulants (Vyvanse, Adderall, Ritalin etc.), and pick up the prescription at the pharmacy **all without your parents knowing about it**. Doctor patient privacy laws are no joke. You don't need consent from your parents unless you're really young like under 13. 



In Ontario, people under 24 y/o get free prescription medications. Not sure about other provinces, but I'm sure there are methods to reduce the cost of medication to under 20$ a month. FYI Ritalin is very cheap.

Some of you may be intimidated by this process, but it is nothing to worry about. I'm sure for a lot of you most of the stress of getting medication is related to your parent's reaction. This method eliminates that stress.",3.432619047619049,6.2138470959596015,4.8932034632034656,76.77409090909094,78.04040404040404,7.811832611832611,29.12554112554113,8.704169506293173,2.9150935064935064,847,39,139,20,21,282,119,198,0.112,0.8190000000000001,0.068,-0.8378,4,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,9,0,0,6,8,0,2,10,0,12,7,0,3,4,28,24,6,0,3,7,4,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,3,2,3,1,5,2,0,0,1,2,10,7,40,19,6,17,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,6,5,98,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001667067935544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720677225154656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237836444230962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463187920330846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656819774255537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319516298420657,0.0,0.0630784069031541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439453121377416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199485168005955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542243072317916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436007621867797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328532280327158,0.3354334792227463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859148512302778,0.0,0.0,0.08229798151921293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649829034586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929668550650772,0.0,0.0,0.07694677423089355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110329773172902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844498556651248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404181291121964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427827578845674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31382143936989776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157871083594343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398158610820867,0.0,0.0,0.11271614739442615,0.0,0.07884440170005669,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,UpBeforeDawn2018,2018/04/14,"Concerta Twice a day? (Methylphenidate ER 18mg) Will I be able to sleep  notice the first dose wears off after a few hours and upping my dosage doesnt really make that big of a difference.
",1.237297297297296,3.8792338108108098,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,89.27027027027027,6.203243243243244,15.508108108108113,7.554174236665415,0.2430908108108105,149,3,31,3,5,46,35,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,19,3,0,0.3687437909655584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780923976007814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852587784438021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31365328022245104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631383563207946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461393438119732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198172500316789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362267147169395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690100933214313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,number1plantfan,2018/04/14,"Concerta concerns Hi all, so I’ve been in Concerta for about 5 years straight now and i think it’s messed up my ability to eat and was wondering if anyone else has experienced something like this. So i pretty much can only eat now when the sun is down because for years that’s the time my medicine wears off so i can eat. I’m currently taking a break from the meds so i can address my mental illnesses but i still can’t eat when the sun is up unless I’m high. :-/ am i alone? ",1.138300000000001,3.172312230000003,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.7,6.8000000000000025,23.0,7.908726449838941,1.1235,373,13,83,7,10,125,68,100,0.096,0.83,0.075,-0.4595,1,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,0,10,6,1,0,1,8,15,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,11,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,10,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432149835756015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244395814228504,0.1823495665310152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084878308941982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7284240503171796,0.14866968792626462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803329231771246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694632750907827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768267407630505,0.0,0.1793501994743648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082718630427687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353529205123281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810577536350801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700870099574894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212572351513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381002187502558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403490801203335,0.0,0.0,0.10377475366284812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299904228358505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22921151546848634
adhd,sometimesieatsnails,2018/04/14,"Communicating with ADHD Hi all, sorry if this isn’t appropriate to ask but I was wondering if anyone here had ideas/thoughts on what I can do for my partner with ADHD

he has ADHD and has always had problems with communication, he describes it as his “brain locking up” and he can’t get his thoughts out and had trouble describing how he is feeling. This has put a lot of stress on him with his anxiety and I wanted to ask around if anyone has experienced this and what other people did to help

I want to support him while he tries different ways of communicating until we find something that works for him. Was this easy for others? Is there anything you wish your SO had done for you that would have helped? 

I’m sorry for all the questions, please let me know if I should clarify anything further :)",6.638412698412701,6.829451961038963,6.944372294372298,75.75163780663783,65.1038961038961,9.441847041847042,32.69552669552669,9.150863307647796,2.736951803751804,638,24,119,10,9,207,97,154,0.09,0.7609999999999999,0.149,0.9057,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,22,1,1,1,2,33,34,15,0,10,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,9,2,17,1,22,22,3,10,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,7,2,92,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931334572944508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380834428894054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463304074010876,0.0,0.0,0.1912735076971634,0.0,0.22510950403178295,0.12175937649884418,0.2557336435467511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268692236945755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290150157453935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399690347778311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915790661806577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501051740906222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145966119072389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335574528530124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516835103944301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986242625157772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628181411975992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482305289258333,0.0,0.0,0.15013865224545964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087587870653944,0.0,0.1374973622619757,0.15322009334257464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529662075702144,0.0,0.3062184098134825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667610913858926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521145033551115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171692651837621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286172620010033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134771030372513,0.10856618906021843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728531184566644,0.0,0.14832741872673874,0.09957434297942727,0.0,0.0,0.0971615372758134,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,CWizCoffeeMeister,2018/04/14,"But what about therapy? Hey,

I recently went to a psychiatrist and got an anxiety diagnosis and they further highly suspect that I have ADD, but the only thing holding the diagnosis back is lack of proof from childhood. 
They are going to treat me nonetheless, yet not with the use of medication, mostly due to possible worsening of my anxiety. 
Most of the posts on this sub that I've read since my diagnosis mostly concern how great medication is.

So my question is: Do anyone have a positive experience regarding cognitive therapy? I'm highly skeptic already and I got some drastic career-changing events coming up that I really don't want to mess up and don't want to ""waste"" time (even though I trust my psychiatrist) with my treatment.",7.858805970149253,8.541084843283585,8.730559701492544,62.30240671641794,62.50746268656717,12.670149253731346,39.13805970149254,12.161744961471696,5.423510447761196,595,30,94,20,8,202,88,134,0.123,0.732,0.145,0.8477,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,0,7,0,9,2,0,2,1,24,18,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,13,3,16,15,5,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,7,69,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001013304033178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957708382924165,0.0,0.0,0.11405929696581242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543141087086854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725623572541674,0.14051590056960095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774111101467672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956545854404955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270648087836954,0.0,0.260928506446374,0.17984352974707207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446965166982979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286582414303551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406228612619526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838965157289818,0.15622660918458706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273493635469512,0.0,0.16316700401833956,0.0,0.10450068153553747,0.0,0.16106414560885216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493691599943247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37309041491587297,0.0,0.10837158033300398,0.0,0.1602673823741141,0.0,0.09511825184756956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088577726347792,0.0,0.0,0.1924281791645041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121652608573818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fuckmyadhdlife,2018/04/14,"20% reality I've been thinking of how best to describe my main symptoms for the doc next week and was wondering if anyone else experiences something similar.

Basically feel like I've been in my head/withdrawn/daydreaming for about 80% of my life. I'm more aware of it now because I can recognise it as a symptom. My default state is zoned-out and if I need to do anything that requires mental effort (even things like watching tv) I'm constantly fighting with myself to pull myself back to reality. I've always known I was like this but just figured it was who I was and didn't realise being a 'spacecadet' was a symptom of anything. (which is a nickname my friends have calling me for 12 yrs). Not sure how I never put 2+2 together (I'm 28). When I told my pal I was getting diagnosed he said 'about fucking time'. 

Apparently some teachers did comment on it in school but due to me moving 21+ times before I was 21 they always put it down to adjusting to new teaching methods and I scraped by doing everything the night before it was due.",4.3352357723577235,5.668405873170734,5.511707317073171,79.88821138211385,70.75609756097559,8.003252032520326,33.666666666666664,8.447377352677275,2.7746520325203257,824,41,154,13,15,274,130,205,0.022,0.914,0.064,0.7787,1,0,2,0,3,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,9,8,2,0,6,0,19,7,0,2,2,24,30,12,0,3,6,0,1,3,2,0,6,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,6,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,14,3,20,6,23,15,4,22,0,0,1,1,10,4,1,4,16,100,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932297260700876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635367608617773,0.14119342790362374,0.2267969934418701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596047718676074,0.0,0.08400222178304524,0.0,0.234517034237526,0.0,0.14461366714501062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071024684583008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489139461626271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986513296939498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151150686179502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101627300915856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384666986106088,0.1347958379202014,0.0,0.0,0.06967633535142262,0.09844507506626728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646472497196653,0.1273948209984176,0.0719953445774668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142360045501529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733293454369404,0.20196785094989325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887101538394478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646067451033082,0.0,0.10217770906011862,0.10628064053975246,0.13308908224613106,0.14655294636805502,0.1293169208548053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27705616874177746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310803245972652,0.0,0.0,0.13946198744815438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608595629933756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987582901726122,0.4296840635003889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154887349063083,0.08829732841813387,0.0,0.0,0.16070576397031908,0.0,0.0,0.13167477839720482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105356649169946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943932623772327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,InTacoWeTrust,2018/04/14,"First day on Adderall (30/male) Recently diagnosed with ADHD, and i’ve been super anxious about taking Adderall. I tried Welbutrin for a month but it didnt make any difference for me.

Ive been putting off the stimulant variety because im a very anxious person, and I was worried it would make it worse and make me jittery.

If anything i actually felt less anxious and less atressed! I could focus on conversations, from start to finish and fully understand what people were saying when they were explaining something to me. 

I think being less “in my head” meant i was much calmer and not worrying about too many things at once, which has always impeded my ability to function at work.

Slight increase in heartrate but im talking 70 up to 85/90 according to my fitbit. 

Overall im beaming, its the first day ive felt in as long as i can remember where ive felt connected to this earth, and be able to just get on with what i want to do.

I also stopped blabbing and talking over people, it actually helped me be a better listener. Super happy!

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adhd,kretana0809,2018/04/14,"No care no worries no interest no motivation I took my vyvanse pretty late in the day so why not vent my current struggle. Im 23 years old 6th year in college pretty much failing and struggling with add and possibly depression. The battle I’m fighting is exhausting because i plan to see myself becoming someone important and helping others but i’m only seeing myself as what i want to be and mot what i have to do to get there. I come from a strict household where my mother does not believe in add and so I have to hide the fact that im struggling with this and keeping up with school and taking care of myself. I work in 2 great hospitals and have alot of experience helping others in need but i have given up from what it seems like on helping myself. Everyday i have a list of things i want to do, and yes the vyvanse helps me stay focused but it doesn’t necessarily mean it helps me focus on what i NEED to be doing but helps me focus on w.e i decide to do like scrolling through social media obsessively for 5 hours. I have no motivation to study or do school work or go to school. Am i worried about it? Just a tad but not enough for me to say ok let me get my shit together and start on these tasks. I catch myself sleeping until 1pm-2pm and have no desire to do anything except stay in bed and let my life just pass. But the issue is no-one in my family notices how bad im doing, my mom thinks im acing all my classes my entire family looks up to me as im the first one to go to college so their expectations are unrealistic. If something good happens i am not happy or sad my mood is just as flat as a line and same when something bad happens. I feel like a zombie just walking with no real purpose. How is it that i can talk a good game about everything i want to strive for but yet i am doing the complete opposite. I hate that i never seeked helped to learn how to study or putting my education first. Ive taken loans out for school just to fail those classes and has that woken me up? NO. I pay for a gym membership for a year have a gone since i signed up? No. Im getting older and i see others my age far into their career now moved out of their parents home and here i am year 6 trying to barely pursue my bachelors in biology yet I’m failing. I miss classes i go into work late theres times i even do no shows at work and make some excuse and its like my life is falling apart and yet I can’t seem to find any strength in me to put up a fight and put an end to this carelessness. Although i feel old, i’m young and yet i feel my life just wasting away with no purpose and i’m tired of it but it’s something i dont know what to do so i just let it be. Ive tried every medicine under the sun and dosage and nothing has helped. Ive tried therapy but after first session i just do no shows because I don’t want to get up and go and talk. Lately ive even been terrified to speak to people on the phone and its like who am I becoming? Im loosing myself im in a deep hole yet with no desire to get out. My attitude is almost as if maybe someone will notice me in the hole and will help me get out of it. Like what an idiot!!!! Im just tired of being this person because i know if i had a loved one going through what i am i would have endless conversations with them on how to help and tell them that they do matter and should take baby-steps.. and unfortunately I don’t have someone who can understand so i feel alone and just unsatisfied with the route my life has taken :( ",2.2469591836734715,3.695352583673472,4.069948979591839,87.70165816326531,76.22448979591837,6.6959183673469385,24.222789115646247,7.365786028017652,0.9654993197278908,2739,88,591,33,60,927,300,735,0.166,0.6940000000000001,0.14,-0.9701,2,1,3,0,3,0,42.0,0,0,6,15,34,37,6,4,26,2,62,10,2,7,3,123,118,65,0,14,31,3,4,6,0,4,7,2,2,1,34,49,0,1,16,4,2,16,23,20,0,5,8,10,86,16,97,99,6,87,0,6,4,1,35,37,1,12,38,410,120,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500649536317185,0.05178200005677008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339997968352061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411434190543829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697399635967072,0.0,0.0834911137317432,0.09143345050219663,0.11043591432846647,0.0,0.056329700706254066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019509141713562,0.0,0.0,0.043068143465009465,0.052421091930398664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032244044897472214,0.0,0.04306249782029595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043752869090096326,0.0,0.058596322529514175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428266147716559,0.051660451966131934,0.0,0.06604533163079575,0.0,0.04212478045970799,0.0,0.04493424149283929,0.04890683568747569,0.09426578322376944,0.0,0.10112030569830488,0.03571799533867945,0.0,0.0,0.04569651668940721,0.12758272714637295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567287777652817,0.0,0.1420727477253756,0.0838705248662149,0.0,0.055122067388836515,0.0,0.0,0.08842468220453441,0.053222927739368715,0.0,0.04936186424211084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33512055818117426,0.0,0.05015124800018477,0.0,0.04923715107543774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860498050442039,0.05218406618167635,0.0,0.044439790761871406,0.0,0.0,0.05495428511105616,0.0,0.16919699008684574,0.0,0.0,0.15337651170211608,0.14125794713413387,0.14655657997996224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198503903763578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512440691562018,0.0,0.033373505844073365,0.0,0.05022888732694795,0.054461586129649533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058556092877214125,0.0,0.05313908985227002,0.036753680004778834,0.07414455082632795,0.038560907397708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797364258333887,0.11384424148037,0.10492725983113436,0.0,0.06775876612836879,0.038025108303194805,0.0,0.0,0.05551595155546839,0.0,0.0,0.034661749337999016,0.043655609042031036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056364308167445774,0.0,0.10173021261820518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078292545883906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690773654682076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975976422774423,0.0,0.2023992612832298,0.11952383776519215,0.09103110970830933,0.0,0.0,0.051321386729103365,0.04135818390254645,0.0,0.05003328730490338,0.050965828654972095,0.12708734494724153,0.11547081527588185,0.0,0.0,0.035388261295242814,0.10658068295805552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568037240730392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518331417735873,0.08037167875168952,0.04369973898202273,0.0,0.05717613255824276,0.0,0.03321590475093425,0.032036174107580334,0.0,0.0,0.02915375768938617,0.11492880691631124,0.0,0.0,0.055548706547597804,0.1018344098334825,0.0,0.0,0.05204882756226046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795852844230102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511467833151634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559416983794693,0.10154912629883696,0.0,0.03551656213984128,0.0,0.0,0.12878617863638575
adhd,CleverDuck,2018/04/14,Friendly reminder: Finals are soon! Get your refill / make an appt ASAP! Title says it all. Don't forget! <3 ,0.5875000000000021,1.7917427500000045,1.9000000000000021,88.56500000000004,121.5,1.6,14.0,3.1291,-1.0347,85,2,13,0,5,27,20,20,0.0,0.748,0.252,0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174268720591053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354575579703917,0.0,0.2944723423011298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762260349438537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482195702062605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shakasanti16,2018/04/14,"Do you guys ever question whether or not you did something, even if it was a split second ago? It always happens- I could be almost POSITIVE I did something, then the second someone asks me “Hey, did ya do x” I’ll draw a complete blank. It can get frustrating, considering it happens almost every time I’m questioned on something. And then I kinda have this dumb expression on my face like “I dunno, I think I did”. It’s all rather embarrassing, so I was curious as to weather you guys had any ideas as to how i can work with this? As of now, I don’t take any form of medication. I’ve been drinking coffee for a couple of years now, seeing as how my parents are weary of any type of med. any tips? Anything to keep my brain from forgetting? Thanks!",1.965727069351232,4.227007630872489,3.647758389261746,86.6023310961969,80.0738255033557,6.3894407158836675,24.69843400447427,7.554174236665415,1.3239070246085016,583,22,116,9,15,194,99,149,0.093,0.825,0.081,0.4069,1,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,1,8,5,2,1,4,0,17,4,2,2,2,22,27,13,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,1,17,2,17,17,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,2,1,8,9,81,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600245623215486,0.0,0.28467421777580393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827554852758748,0.0,0.0,0.3866523332787643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697275026045525,0.0,0.13288584926013114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868018825041175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903572517028527,0.0,0.0,0.11349075694149018,0.1572801025992353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924742152292455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938850520967464,0.12857777030735867,0.11976280867608205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426459525208776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149065727010125,0.2513956911237614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046375391236212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263444960552328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694445860481477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578904119749799,0.1431955538054117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783456227072026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184685744927794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327070320042372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043851000106585,0.32828916867077995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068749174855545,0.0,0.0,0.13086748880667845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108040798051424,0.0,0.0,0.08288555729524663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348283431015837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153634929270388
adhd,Iamjacksplasmid,2018/04/14,"Whoever mentioned Focusmate in a post the other day, you pretty much are my hero. I've been using the site for a few days now, and I've basically gotten more work done since Wednesday than I had for the entire 3 months prior to my first session.

Seriously, you're my hero.  I'm what I've been trying to be for the last two years...a tired busy guy who is successfully executing a career change, rather than a tired depressed guy who is talking about it a lot.

Also everyone sign up for it so I have more people to work with. :P

**TL;DR: Focusmate somehow made me instantly productive. Thanks reddit fam. <3**",1.903692493946736,4.557049466101695,3.6971428571428575,83.56813559322033,84.0,6.761259079903147,21.987893462469735,7.957251820313856,1.43866392251816,479,16,90,10,14,160,84,118,0.087,0.755,0.158,0.87,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,6,6,6,0,0,9,0,9,2,0,2,0,8,14,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,7,4,13,7,5,12,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,8,57,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500460300742129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848552724243546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200905368823036,0.0,0.16160370667016258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200856947060815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928657820648114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959626633814974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715624036454012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294184837278027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951460135466,0.0,0.1775381340005149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497628658127324,0.0,0.13792815612618534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300776187221691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969574237808925,0.19088511200687147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552078062840021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080826537023334,0.0,0.1727426379675155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43130153012400607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738708411152513,0.0,0.18328527580437426,0.0,0.0,0.16205033488221204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731908122650525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ispicoo,2018/04/14,"ADHD and Coffee I've never really thought of this until now but why does coffee put me to sleep? I used to drink it a lot when I was younger cause my step grandma used to give it to me because I thought it tasted very good. Now, if I have any sort of coffee product, I fall asleep within an hour. Does anyone know why this may be or does this only happen to me? ",3.397272727272725,3.6592204155844215,4.6679480519480565,89.02477922077922,72.11688311688313,6.679480519480518,23.19220779220779,5.6839178017228535,0.32884103896103856,280,6,62,1,5,93,53,77,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.6858,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,2,3,1,14,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,9,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273573467552396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603363524154826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959000640911772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297802949945335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038931210000928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865617142125772,0.0,0.0,0.1815569929060119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777894861348736,0.0,0.15544956326856907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638904520125871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825168888229655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185484869537624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756453905683246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294118759302255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095503726489167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863120959226332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872985675167325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546808125606715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942693612498065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013854660177354,0.0,0.15292015371886844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344706405413815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Itake10foreverything,2018/04/14,"People who don't take a prescription for their adhd, how do you stay productive? I dont have insurance and even when I did I couldnt find a doctor to prescribe ANY MEDICATION. Like seriously, no adderall, no Ritalin, no vyvanse, etc. nothing It was/is crazy. Anyway is there anyone here that has found a non-prescription thing that has helped them? Like concentration techniques, or herbal supplement, etc.?",4.9732738095238105,7.863648986111118,5.301984126984127,75.37000000000002,73.0277777777778,9.114285714285714,29.73015873015873,9.606745405546679,3.37838253968254,325,14,53,9,7,103,57,72,0.127,0.773,0.101,-0.2033,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,1,0,6,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28148428106546464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927613616968786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377053210828102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973184370917344,0.0,0.0,0.27450151809700585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224295209957168,0.1546986484240715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140708266575828,0.0,0.0,0.2568077292842847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699125473260478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288539732810113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359497932770629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473829669322196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237713225750966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24964501191235836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610263738696286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560389945127492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,AetherialAerys,2018/04/14,"Dear Police Officer - thanks for making me feel like an absolute piece of shit for having ADHD. So I’m driving my normal way home from work tonight, exited for date night with my husband, when I notice a police officer with his lights on behind me. I pull over, very nervous that I am about to get the first ticket I have ever received in my 34 years of life. I roll down my window, he tells me I was speeding in the construction  zone of freeway... and immediately I think to myself “this is it.... your first ticket!” He then tells me to pull up into the parking lot because I shouldn’t have pulled over to the side of the road. This makes me even more nervous that I didn’t even stop my car correctly.  

So he asks for usual documents, and begin to look for them in the glove compartment. I found everything I needed, but the printed insurance card was expired. I proceeded to tell him that I have the phone app and I can pull up the current document...... all of this making me much more nervous. He then asks me if I am always this “jumpy” and I say “ no, I’ve never received a ticket before and I’m nervous. “..... i feel tears starting to form in my eyes, so I apparently starting  tapping my feet to to divert the nervous energy. 

He then tells me that my behavior is exhibiting all of the signs that I am under the influence of Meth. Now I really can’t control my nervous fidgeting and  tears. He asks if I have any medical conditions/medications for these conditions ... “Yes, I have ADHD and do have prescriptions from my doctor for the management of my symptoms- ever since I was in 4th grade.” 
Police: “ So do you just buy them or do you have a prescription? “
Me; “ I have a doctors prescription”
Police: “ What exactly do you take?”
Me: “ I am prescribed 1 adderall xr and 3 adderall IS at very specific times on a daily basis. Today, I have so far taken 1 xr and 1 is.”
Police:” well I’m a drug enforcement specialist (or whatever police title he said) and all I’m saying is it looks like you are under the influence of meth.
Me:” Well, you know, that make me feel really great about myself that you think that.... please, go ahead and check my car, check my purse, search me if you have you,... “ I’m really trying g to hold back my tears at this point...

The thing is, I have been a fidgety, hyperactive person my whole life..... that’s me. I’ve never even had a parking ticket before, so the possibility of getting a speeding ticket freaks me out! 

The police officer ended up giving me a warning and did NOT search my car, or my purse or even make me get out of the car. I am thankful that I did not get a ticket, but I just say I have not stopped crying e er since. This really made me feel horrible about myself...... 

I am self consciousness about my “ADHD symptoms” as it is, and this just felt like a punch right in the stomach....

I needed to get this out to people who would understand.... so thanks for reading my story.....

Anyone else have a similar situation happen to them? 



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adhd,quietleaderr,2018/04/14,Sleep cycles Anybody ever tried polyphasic sleep cycles? I've been want to try this for a very long time and have a couple weeks off this summer that would be a perfect window to try it out. Don't know if I could give up drinking though. ,3.1156249999999983,4.885502645833334,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,74.625,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.3765166666666668,189,4,38,0,4,58,40,48,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,2,9,9,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206135790879086,0.26616643408957463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356495769675631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175932369086873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307595897374884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220119821870974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288112739612036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814518481433895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363413152967633,0.0,0.14026792237678884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899574609213875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848075778783636,0.1418839201408387,0.0,0.1929564650749839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088138120649055,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Human7Bn,2018/04/14,"Need advice Good morning everybody. I am(22M). Three days ago, I just had a doubt that I have ADHD, so I took every test and quiz I found on the internet to see if I have it or not. Almost all of the tests said that I have it. I have watched lots of videos on YouTube about it, I found that I have most of the symptoms. Today, I have found ASRS test. I have taken it, and it turned out that my score is consistent with ADHD in adults. I need your advice on what to do now? 

1- Do I need to see a doctor to make sure if I have it? 

2- what kind of doctor should I visit? I mean which specialization is responsible for ADHD diagnosis? 

3- does anyone have similar experience to share? I really want to know what to do now? 

Should I worry and freak out? Should I be happy? Sad? I really don't know. But, my gut tells me to be happy and grateful, also I feel very unique now. I think it is a good thing. 
Really really really need your advice. 

Thanks in advance ;) ",-0.10484848484848186,2.1416668585858645,2.397789898989899,91.9780181818182,90.01010101010101,5.794262626262626,14.99070707070707,7.24861992348623,-0.05522044444444418,730,14,163,13,25,250,104,198,0.058,0.789,0.153,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,7,12,0,1,6,0,22,4,1,1,2,36,43,10,0,10,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,16,7,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,7,5,28,9,22,31,3,16,0,1,3,0,7,7,0,7,6,113,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866998823870416,0.3144257502128949,0.09507530266071804,0.0,0.10740063417839478,0.0,0.0,0.08577198011636546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499536062312348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917075956844905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956057466954573,0.0938597870671659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036716920340818,0.0,0.0,0.1049162095930846,0.0,0.0,0.05423147417752988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527995180918121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992122045628894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283504039207824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168983205665868,0.11788935460050995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118457321992984,0.0,0.0,0.07159370842079436,0.0,0.0,0.11683240399487516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181136184883952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435522796299918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102024298532998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709370866474335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108679843896354,0.11147926612715037,0.0,0.0,0.09374581098435462,0.09874621875480484,0.0,0.0,0.07125561847718108,0.0687248297704155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166543056974944,0.0,0.11916452284940968,0.0,0.11666290667955476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849680922527621,0.06326192197563055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892290687998617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,totaldisappointment,2018/04/14,"Recommendations please Hi, so this is stupid, sorry. 

It’s 1pm and stormy weather outside so I can’t go anywhere (I ride a bike)

I’ve already wasted so much of the day on reddit and I’m so bored. I work full time so weekends are the only free time I get and I’m going to really regret wasting this one

what should I do with my time right now? Any suggestions please even things like ‘clean out the fridge’ might help inspire me to do anything ",1.6374236874236845,3.7585655384615393,3.0060805860805893,91.51947496947498,80.42857142857143,5.363125763125763,21.1001221001221,6.42735559955562,0.2196437118437116,348,10,74,3,9,113,69,91,0.16699999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.165,-0.0455,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,12,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,4,6,10,2,13,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504783581416271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543543584421617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678541177870506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463834883441418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991831923853158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185878161696058,0.0,0.2579962219604541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521400819232887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108910884964474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407901835925066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685660579159028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538076966352179,0.17262871379148262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983123232257403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540936498190274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383989952696226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540858148892549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507955971842009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970620400587606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524433062924213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,prosperlity,2018/04/14,"My meds are not working Hello, 

Since the first of January I have been on anti-depressants. I was also diagnosed with adhd and prescribed adderall 10mg twice a day . I assumed my tolerance had gone up some how ( from use the addy before) . My doc gave me 20 mg next and I continued to feel no effect . I am now on vyvannse 50 mg and I’m honestly concerned . Could it be the anti-depressants that is somehow cutting off the effects or are these dosages not adequate enough. I’m taking this semester off to get my ish together . I’m doing a other things to get my mind right and ready but I want my meds to work too. What should I do ? ",1.0128608923884528,3.436972700787404,3.2285354330708667,86.99566404199476,85.77165354330708,6.536272965879268,24.214698162729654,7.793537801064563,1.609209343832021,491,20,97,10,15,167,91,127,0.036000000000000004,0.905,0.059,0.3853,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,6,0,13,1,0,4,0,21,24,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,1,14,1,12,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,5,70,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467742661940045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420732265988489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472602259540204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394428498674932,0.0,0.0,0.1324248923678333,0.0,0.35371161757623043,0.2084119685631688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121672331446529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038241762229264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465890692969047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455942838958744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561645616804974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073310748372532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183774283329233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535603312787748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985626552868152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438730344551532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641627858815886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734458961682986,0.0,0.0,0.12111263864776706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989744669361512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,honestlylikenobody,2018/04/14,"Have your symptoms gotten better or worse at certain points in life? I've been diagnosed with ADHD and take adderall 30 mg IR. It just doesn't seem to be working at all, even when I up the dose to 45 mg for a day. Initiating important things is still near impossible. Since getting professional help, it has forced me to think a lot about my past and the reasoning behind me being the way I am. I thought nothing was wrong with me but this is opening new doors.

I used to have a clean room and I was a neat freak. Hand washing, extremely organized and tidy room, and I even used gloves when playing with my toy cars and put them back where they came from.

Ever since high school, I sort of just became a mess. I can't even take things to the trash can and I kind of just leave them there. I exhibit all the trademark symptoms of ADHD like impulsivity, forgetfulness, bad short term memory, low self esteem, inability to focus for more than 5 seconds, wreckless driving, poor filter in social situations, hyperactivity, hyperfocus on all the wrong things, etc. It's just confusing me now because these are also signs of things like emotional abuse or neglect at a young age.  

This gap in between my childhood and high school to college is just confusing me. In terms of academics, I actually did very well in elementary school and middle school but that doesn't really say much since things were so easy back then. I was hyper and annoying but that died down in middle and high school which was when I was bullied daily.

My family dynamic changed as well. I've always been verbally abused to the extreme by my father who did not guide us but just gave us severe dehumanizing punishments for the most minor wrong doings. He had this deep, echoing voice that he would yell with and basically say I'm a product of his sperm and he can take me out at any time and I'm stupid because of my ""stupid"" mother when I was just 7 years old. This was over me leaving the exam room of an IQ test when I finished before my brother and it caused him to become nervous and cry. 

My mom opened up to me about my dad being severely emotionally abusive to her (which was obvious because it was so open and normal for the entire family) and even sexual abuse, like forcing her to have sex. It got so bad that her vagina became completely dry and she became void of all reality. My dad just told her to go see a doctor about her dry vagina problem. My mom went from kind, attentive and outgoing mother to a complete nervous wreck that was completely withdrawn from the family. The entire house just became a mess and my parents failed to recognize that we were all in a bad place. Me being dehumanized became so normal that I didn't think anything of it. As a coping mechanism, I feel like I started living in an alternate reality where my world didn't feel real anymore.

Being late to everything, not doing my best, and just being all foggy brained and a mess with emotional outburts became my new normal. 


TL;DR: Symptoms of ADHD became stronger as family life became worse. ",7.07491327063741,7.130054600000005,7.377648902821318,73.47284743991642,64.20689655172414,10.34064785788924,32.57575757575758,10.018931242160765,3.1467701149425285,2428,87,437,48,33,792,290,580,0.207,0.695,0.098,-0.998,1,0,0,0,3,0,55.0,3,1,3,4,37,36,4,4,27,0,42,14,4,4,9,87,65,43,1,5,18,9,3,4,0,1,9,4,5,1,27,34,0,2,8,2,1,6,7,22,2,1,26,8,57,14,68,32,14,71,0,3,1,3,35,38,0,8,30,300,84,13,0.0,0.28471703577337776,0.058624704961905735,0.0,0.2165960583293196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804209583314857,0.049987358215793976,0.0,0.0,0.04085317914224258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595784310308035,0.0,0.0,0.04943675038118423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238820288498553,0.15048078563235828,0.10986380745345316,0.06634831104529519,0.05111954927527635,0.0,0.06304518993712284,0.05313161042995504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706376347916776,0.0,0.0687099961197906,0.0,0.06171375330944921,0.06355156958539829,0.0,0.1889630343832225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598975894851733,0.038743518052523684,0.0,0.0,0.060975038166997175,0.062348547120136086,0.0,0.0,0.06148948733108985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027294583131915,0.0,0.0,0.06699970040614224,0.1587163463181537,0.05434143525821715,0.0,0.0,0.05399169372173766,0.0,0.22653411417075106,0.0,0.06075162718815905,0.04291771710417668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0313867994850278,0.0,0.03414210644956181,0.0,0.048047605509400036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040267123547771774,0.1904181625880106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931868623277179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511810052594224,0.0,0.0,0.06776741421768999,0.1272218725478955,0.0,0.0,0.08486574563234771,0.11739878418324487,0.0,0.05304748025283805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107376557231627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071863804230422,0.0,0.0,0.044162166046154465,0.0,0.0,0.116041956952119,0.0,0.0,0.17658274932940474,0.05764375075717065,0.0,0.06303879054870214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670637254511884,0.0,0.057348552292928325,0.0,0.0,0.06276577164364829,0.0,0.056790458494234385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748382925333824,0.0,0.060392143863075926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837870140798802,0.038485695490039266,0.061767285522251324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554838098134873,0.0,0.30399642237344665,0.04787213660576505,0.05469018315691585,0.0626715095515141,0.13573569631744445,0.0,0.14908441695913166,0.06752701387796205,0.0,0.061239075582311314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042521518150073975,0.0,0.04797611244735471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732332794778586,0.1355071657111208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955638466587292,0.07698749296606609,0.0,0.047692978577390605,0.035030317720038395,0.0,0.0,0.057404404285357674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445260775989823,0.1037713255639548,0.0,0.04956831104937239,0.0,0.047684877735314886,0.0,0.0,0.10802959432980766,0.05569028919699636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373544297400565,0.0,0.1224434716114894,0.04267568075915919,0.197048319680612,0.0,0.038686443130662516
adhd,unnhhhh,2018/04/15,"Academic Accommodations I'm going in to see a psychiatrist who specializes in ADHD soon, and I'm a little nervous about what happens if I get diagnosed. I do think that I have DHD, but again, no diagnosis has been made yet. I'm just a little nervous about any academic accommodations that may follow. Can I be forced to get them if I don't want them? I'm fearful that my classmates will look at me differently if any sudden changes are made, especially this late into schooling (I'm a high school junior, if that helps).
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adhd,Rarheem,2018/04/15,"saying a wrong word because you're thinking about something else Am I the only one that says a wrong word in a sentence because I'm having a thought related to the other word. 
Happens multiple times a day for me and it often causes weird situations. It was funny at first, but rly just annoying now.",5.309655172413795,6.489111862068968,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,68.3103448275862,8.558620689655173,33.46551724137931,8.841846274778883,3.032158620689656,240,11,41,4,4,80,47,58,0.16,0.784,0.055,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,2,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979221154798312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510275089629662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759353958621733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413343860619004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785454208151288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608887315020814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558629393611626,0.18584862506253108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886535946521334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746735885029539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812212256139813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657756613562174,0.0,0.19399645889749126,0.14248968704510925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343438718512098,0.0,0.0
adhd,queerio92,2018/04/15,"In tears today.. I don’t know what to do. I just need some sympathy and advice. I couldn’t think of anything else to do but post here. I am undiagnosed but over the years it has become clearer and clearer that I am suffering from adhd. 

Today I went grocery shopping and was in such a rush that I forgot to pay at self checkout. There was a woman waiting behind me and they had to yell for me to come back and pay. It was so, SO embarrassing. When I got home, I broke down and cried. I’ve also walked out without my bags before in the past. 

This has affected work as well as school for me.. apparently as well as everyday life in general. I just moved out of my mom’s house, so I’m completely independent and now it’s hitting me just how much I can’t handle life like everyone else. 

My whole life has been filled with embarrassment, shame, and frustration. This is in addition to anxiety and depression. My health insurance sucks so I can’t get properly diagnosed and treated. I just don’t know what to do. 

I think what sucks the most is that a lot of people don’t understand ADHD and make assumptions about those suffering with it. It just hurts and I feel really alone. ",3.3394330246216413,5.053549227467812,4.740271063925913,82.91922520894512,73.89270386266094,8.85376101197199,25.997063474135985,9.414487439383343,2.242352789699571,922,32,187,23,19,307,131,233,0.237,0.722,0.041,-0.9942,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,20,15,3,3,6,0,21,5,0,4,0,44,39,25,0,2,8,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,14,18,0,2,6,1,3,6,7,11,2,0,8,2,24,4,32,29,5,25,0,5,0,0,4,10,2,3,9,135,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223193003275692,0.1310389431566419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888501148942908,0.0,0.10723806449653904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025845478043497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103511687809996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311302918703344,0.0,0.0,0.14810062583078393,0.11410745986717738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551349104724636,0.14059912608744374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730027704889118,0.0,0.0,0.11549834880805045,0.13610657408329874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240432233869392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813631675267284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780394154014288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006063264194523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725036302363207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253982666008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345111553643865,0.0,0.0,0.15473100446871474,0.1435546053004879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739342842444986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28415199667629065,0.06551347402589465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400526291665353,0.0,0.0,0.08951140816335965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705387244818667,0.0,0.1425248753732799,0.0985774065147399,0.09943191439210153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801164568113588,0.0929666187048392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284287468409789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859065663889566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571426218548574,0.0,0.0,0.1398933844751932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718490751276777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542183119875765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960067216543812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114028339873975,0.1243101226366087,0.0,0.14971554759166805,0.0,0.12926561720368782,0.0,0.09762488861268616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635466899687468
adhd,albino_kenyan,2018/04/15,"Treatment for child with ADHD I am at a loss at how to deal with my 12 yr old ADHD son. He is a personable, intelligent child, but he is incapable of completing basic tasks like homework. He is currently not on any medications. Getting him to do homework is agony. He makes lots of stupid mistakes and stubbornly refuses to correct them. Without my wife hovering and nagging him all night he would be failing his classes. I feel very unsuited to cope with him. I do not know how to help him without using incentives to get him to finish his work, and to deny him TV and computer access when he doesn’t do his work. 

Is it realistic to expect him to be able to complete tasks such as a sheet of math problems? I would love to enroll him in a progressive school that caters to his abilities, but given that his current school does not, is there a way to avoid spending 3 hrs a night on a sheet of math problems that should take less than an hour?

If medication is the answer, how can i persuade him that he should take it? He tried Ritalin last year, but after a month he started having terrible anxiety attacks. So we switched him to Adderall, and his school performance and attentiveness really improved. I thought we had found a solution to our problems, but this year he decided he did not want to take medication. 

How can I cope with this better? If he doesn’t take medicine, then I am going to have to self-medicate because the situation is unbearable. 
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adhd,blue-eyed-badger,2018/04/15,"When do you know to increase or change meds? Hello!

I have been on Concerta 18mg extended release for over a year now and for the past few months I feel like it is not impacting me the same way anymore. 

I feel more in a fog, less motivated, just in a funk. I want to discuss the idea of changing my meds but I am not sure how.

Anything higher than 18mg (Concerta) gives me awful anxiety. 

I always feel like people think I am a drug seeker and that one day they will ""catch on."" The impostor syndrome is real. ",1.568365384615383,3.573317567307697,3.556384615384616,88.08861538461541,80.05769230769229,6.8523076923076935,23.861538461538462,7.908726449838941,1.302533846153847,393,14,83,7,10,133,76,104,0.084,0.818,0.098,-0.2804,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,8,1,8,1,0,2,1,19,15,6,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,12,3,11,13,5,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561928497921783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436004795406449,0.0,0.18616156686407392,0.0,0.0,0.15447239466361692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39715244480245293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105981815391005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768831630242405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28474108610821963,0.2682054335473105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007210179330654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119059376509819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316254960375848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834148804639592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41701524462566303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498312978394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719967255840026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791939829150253,0.13013705585317342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136593054567055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691795656330792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027937016409244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071841365075816,0.14899841102459274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088147916950767
adhd,thecuddlykrab,2018/04/15,"Is obsession a part of ADHD? A lot of the times I will think of something, a new idea or something I see, sometimes really trivial things like what hair color I want or something like career options, or something random like how the body metabolizes protein or the types of ocean creatures and then I will research the shit out of it because I get obsessed with it, basically. During this time I don’t put as much effort into other stuff like school work and even friends because I’m so invested in learning all I can about this thing, and even though I know it’s not true, other stuff doesn’t seem as important. Family before have called me very fickle because I’m always interested in different things. Or my mom will be like um, you’re almost obsessed with this thing you know. Cause then I love to talk about what I learned. Lol but then a couple weeks later I move on and forget a lot about the subject. ",7.7497664141414155,6.907187221590912,7.457121212121212,76.42929292929294,63.14772727272727,9.86767676767677,34.32828282828283,8.841846274778883,2.810541161616161,725,26,134,9,9,230,111,176,0.057,0.807,0.136,0.8819,1,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,8,13,1,3,10,1,9,4,3,2,2,33,19,18,0,1,7,1,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,4,1,0,0,3,14,9,18,15,5,15,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,11,13,91,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685364338724666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223598078218085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167533611527964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346529099441004,0.0,0.10397823650106584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135730173368772,0.0,0.0,0.12477390712557407,0.0,0.0,0.1255270699360769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520552214807893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276668973153788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141619036179228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519378609915602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944069106804755,0.0,0.06384140913081457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794234156143825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430943758856514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29848948982827844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777022297599615,0.11028500693088222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311233211075186,0.0,0.12987306190233233,0.08982677294001952,0.0,0.0,0.11801588839369423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323243756477808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283888857444066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828071264913697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366702112654047,0.09737293095056658,0.11124098078319104,0.0,0.0,0.12543055694239835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37628415997661296,0.1208531561359843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797661741357888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821504318883853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247215009404816,0.07829708853792007,0.1200551491369071,0.0,0.14250480343586475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082298538071714,0.07207328592230564,0.0,0.09801679051510656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895880925204919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,adhd_throwmeaway,2018/04/15,"Strattera's effect on Creativity? Could anyone tell me more about Strattera and whether it inhibits creativity/Default Mode Network, and how that works?

I'm a very creative guy, but I am worried about losing that edge! I started taking Strattera because my impulsivity and loss of social inhibitions had started to affect my relationships and I wanted to have more control in social situations!",8.363181818181815,10.911547136363637,8.330727272727273,58.84609090909092,62.48484848484848,8.916363636363636,41.98787878787879,9.3871,4.843100606060606,325,19,40,6,5,105,50,66,0.197,0.747,0.056,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,12,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,7,2,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722359899832465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457874200653503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682340515382061,0.1909467919880108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368022710784852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675546512923012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567642928663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688216265076046,0.0,0.4875793244348301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33855202575175664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981572409787505,0.0,0.2090330891613432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197328938957804,0.1410605427378175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410858619560232,0.2428747638585867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oreopoopon,2018/04/15,"How did your doctor diagnose you with ADHD? Starting in my 20’s, I began noticing it was getting more and more challenging to concentrate at work. I would take frequent breaks in order to reset myself but all those breaks caused my productivity to go way down. I never had problem concentrating in school so I never thought I had ADHD until I randomly came across an article online about adult ADHD. After reading this article and researching symptoms and knowing that adderall helps with concentration, I decided to see a psychiatrist and get a diagnosis. The psychiatrist diagnosed me by having me fill out a questionnaire that looked like it had been poorly photocopied a thousand times that asked me generic questions about my concentration and if I get bored easily. And just based on that questionnaire, he diagnosed me with having ADHD and prescribed me adderall. I thought that was way too quick and easy of a diagnosis. It made me think this doctor didn’t care if I truly had ADHD or not and just thought I was trying to get an adderall prescription and so he could get a new patient and make more money. A few years later I visited a different doctor for a diagnosis and she had me fill out the exact same questionnaire and immediately prescribed me just like the previous doctor did. 

Did anyone else get diagnosed like this? How did you get diagnosed?

TL;DR My psychiatrist diagnosed me with ADHD just by having me fill out a questionnaire. I think this was way too fast and easy of a way to diagnose someone. ",7.3589213300892125,8.693376262773725,7.788272506082728,66.33699918897,63.74452554744526,11.19837793998378,35.29521492295215,11.095144083064902,4.465885482562856,1232,55,191,35,18,405,133,274,0.01,0.856,0.135,0.9877,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,13,7,0,0,16,0,20,12,0,5,4,53,44,23,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,1,12,0,0,1,13,22,0,0,8,1,2,6,4,2,0,1,21,2,32,5,29,21,6,36,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,5,16,149,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403650437423256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052398349688434764,0.07678277476809413,0.0,0.0,0.07005685754911742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570903908683862,0.07640422366650254,0.07698190646632247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983184693072442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324230180897871,0.0,0.07829419704437371,0.0,0.3068086258600191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260103262128476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740638630553963,0.0,0.042588957960217916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022932121919395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04118393174975129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983267592643843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292899557304074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090809027327094,0.050021656515215764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559351743117705,0.07237552893164627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531734079980745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170548750644494,0.0,0.0,0.0839476425869708,0.0,0.07495821876519049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584119551408366,0.059715835529383525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349467295088494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053041459277665216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788921235935008,0.05634400435822433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603441153339977,0.0,0.17847705992869092,0.04369691515418903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087794186122619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379289931870648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054555712458548115,0.0,0.0,0.053233762142371806,0.0,0.0,0.04825757609760172
adhd,GloriousFair,2018/04/15,"Medication Type I recently was offered to switch from my Adderall IR to Dynavel XR (its a liquid from what I gather) does anyone know what it’s like and if their ADHD (P-I) was helped. The Adderall while being good for years has begun to get a bit ineffective as the deluge of different manufacturers has been subpar. Any help is appreciated, or recommendations! ",4.765454545454546,7.345152212121214,6.578787878787877,67.48818181818183,72.33333333333334,8.642424242424243,27.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.849503030303031,290,11,47,7,6,100,55,66,0.022,0.807,0.171,0.8805,1,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596911826997292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035290268354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092721347082669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267496750362961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126967518666372,0.0,0.0,0.2619127081942834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636787365858568,0.0,0.0,0.2510321809999726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012186390980196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448322063952925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621909970140545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015055046070066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955150388716719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273442819938225
adhd,Throwaway123172,2018/04/15,"My long distance girlfriend might have ADHD. Is there anything I should do differently? Hi all, throwaway for obvious reasons. My long-distance (across the world) girlfriend is recently starting college and she said she sometimes can’t pay attention to people talking to her or understand things when she reads; according to her, things are just not going into her head. She went to a psychologist yesterday for initial assessment, and the person said she has minor symptoms of ADHD and she’s going to a psychiatrist soon to get a formal diagnosis. 

Her psychologist says that it might be because of her stress of not having school (she’s been having a 5 month break) and since she says that when she doesn’t do things she gets stressed. Since I started dating her, I’ve known that she had a short attention span but I never thought it was a big deal. 

I’ll be visiting her in June, but I was wondering if anyone is in the same situation as me? Are there things I should do differently—should I give her *more* attention or *less*? I always text her long paragraphs over text—should I stop because I don’t think she really reads it? 

Is there also anything I should do in general? Should I do anything differently or just stay the same? Do you think this could actually be ADHD? Is it curable? I was raised in China where ADHD is considered a disability, so I don’t have much experience with this. Any help would really be appreciated. Thanks!  ",3.991132238547969,6.6432385842696675,4.899644194756559,78.2252139152982,75.14232209737827,8.152636127917027,27.87222702391242,8.950670267944501,2.620180178622875,1150,47,201,27,26,373,139,267,0.03,0.914,0.056,0.8838,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,11,0,40,2,1,1,3,41,56,15,0,7,10,0,0,0,2,7,1,4,0,1,13,6,0,1,10,2,1,4,7,2,0,0,9,4,38,1,20,35,6,32,0,0,0,0,35,12,0,7,14,152,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.09533859574898937,0.0,0.4696532871662632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812859709139704,0.08129208565897716,0.0,0.0,0.06643760056164379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683123125512416,0.0,0.24118997423346036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911088943424948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800344576409092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007217573787833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414603479865906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556683029275986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208574661150427,0.09372027428432632,0.11104739842797914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026574583168207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548452595864165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593774456639165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072830621453203,0.0,0.0,0.07798115416015154,0.0,0.07181885007028949,0.0,0.07535027857374339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773109464293188,0.08530562490910136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195447730664015,0.0,0.12517494687018998,0.1004492264608387,0.09646442287758866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858652511648411,0.15538583050900706,0.0,0.09887501196171106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163264241786054,0.10981600133306904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662525344027634,0.0,0.13830148338238848,0.1041324581478424,0.0,0.08167942359055702,0.22382414513427093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154503435126974,0.0,0.07852549112652857,0.0,0.0899466647374401,0.0,0.0,0.2596233174959557,0.12520113277140385,0.0,0.0775608441459906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170646701343368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056649363688583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594869211080117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940144907943159,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mimariposa,2018/04/15,"29 years old and just diagnosed with ADHD. What's critical for my ADHD starter-pack? I've seen and read many ""just diagnosed"" posts, but unlike most, I don't have any specific questions. What are your best tips, favorite gadgets, most helpful apps, insightful readings, etc? 

(Also what do the different endings after ADHD mean? ...eg ADHD-IP)",3.8937142857142852,7.010681133333335,4.4695238095238095,78.28500000000005,79.33333333333334,7.428571428571428,30.23809523809524,8.418075326091056,3.0688095238095245,268,13,41,6,7,85,49,60,0.025,0.7559999999999999,0.219,0.9416,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,4,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7338879107024628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208502410677614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381648164853294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021102742938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099006767058261,0.0,0.15950096704373953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521463480722856,0.0,0.17026026648876486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232719168026493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477692679929725,0.0,0.16629541301035491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019476524356968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620952669832998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101816838450162,0.0,0.30540982173041464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983103517926358
adhd,Insufficient-Energy,2018/04/15,"Been taking Adderall for one week now to help with my ADD. It helps me feel more balanced. After a week I can say that the pills have helped me, it didn't cure me obviously, but its just enough to make me feel better. 

I take 5mg of Adderall once a day. Friends have told me that 5mg is enough to keep them up at night and gives them a lot of energy and focus, the typical symptoms when most people take Adderall.

It makes me realize how low energy and focus I actually have. Like if I have 60% of average the  persons energy level, the pills bring it  up to 70%. 

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adhd,whalep,2018/04/15,"Somedays I feel like the best option for me is just to give up It just seems like I'm never ever gonna change. There are some things that I just cannot do, no matter how hard I try. It just feels so unfair, I can't function as a normal human being, I can't even do things like cook simple meals without stressing out about it. People in my life don't understand it. When I tell them my concerns they just say ""you just need to try harder!"" ""you're smart, you can do it!"" ""youre just lazy, all you need is a routine and you'll be fine!"" and i know they're only trying to help but it's not helpful at all. I do try, I try really really hard to improve but I have done nothing but fail.

My personality due to my ADD and other mental problems have hurt the people I love. My anger and how sensitive I am has made me lose friends and has made people dislike me in some ways. I have also started depending on my boyfriend for happiness due to not really having hobbies, responsibilities or friends. I just feel like such a loser when all my old friends from high school and college are graduating soon and living their lives while I'm always at home, not being able to do anything without feeling overwhelmed. Almost everything I dislike about myself is caused by my mental issues.

Lately, I've been thinking about why I'm dragging this out. Why I'm letting myself suffer when I know I'm not gonna improve. I don't know.

Have any of you felt this way before but managed to improve and have a better life?",3.5150753336203167,4.871131943894394,4.658057110058834,85.13080499354287,72.79537953795379,6.721710431912759,25.38513416559047,7.079830092131019,1.077810274070885,1181,37,235,11,23,388,160,303,0.138,0.6779999999999999,0.184,0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,3,5,23,22,1,2,6,0,32,5,0,6,5,61,57,22,0,4,19,0,7,4,3,3,2,1,1,2,12,11,2,0,11,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,5,8,39,13,27,45,6,23,0,6,0,1,20,9,0,7,16,161,51,5,0.09745952089492947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759163217764616,0.0,0.0,0.07793834364852002,0.08109412870402018,0.0,0.0,0.0662758162379274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020088160717366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293087404869004,0.0,0.10227775440461394,0.08619502626760685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011777441968052,0.10309925043553184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973492709843354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437109438846828,0.08815771631233515,0.0,0.0,0.08759033315417801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711384838171409,0.13925020240134134,0.0935764237529388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258909522538841,0.0,0.0,0.09349205305018446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037474722450796,0.17460917544211926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306501249946809,0.10297133472449436,0.0977598458212323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433243282377752,0.0,0.0,0.10172241903585066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068361169157044,0.0,0.10993858460741043,0.0,0.0,0.09965896319962672,0.137677083657079,0.19045519615484507,0.0,0.17211708498283518,0.0,0.0,0.10903227470145033,0.0,0.0,0.08796102268141613,0.1844371102868276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643254867627505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452999967696992,0.07516679070305211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548963786143834,0.0935150387964988,0.0,0.1022673727231901,0.0,0.0,0.0741223573348023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269848147135844,0.08509789445648941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325559930064986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730519403685206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750372275438695,0.0,0.0986342382611643,0.0,0.0887234874991268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898235051083222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163955190379253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518391696443721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949555023045914,0.062448125746495275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308430863834387,0.0,0.0,0.10145879834622944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471766263820233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588411749782487,0.0,0.0,0.18789500058319705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bonbon124,2018/04/15,"Is there anything good/you like about having ADHD I have ADHD and hate it. It has I think been one of the reasons why Iv'e had more problems with school,making and maintaining friends and bullies then someone who is nerotypical.(I think I don't know and can't speak for everyone) I wish I didn't have it. I can't see any benefits to having it. If I didn't have it I think my life would be so much better other people would treat me better(they wouldn't think I was a totally weirdo), I wouldn't run and down and I would be seen as a ordinary person I would love that more then anything. I would have a normal life with a close group of girlfriends and a boyfriend nights out at the movies and eating out going to parties (I'm not saying people with ADHD can't do that It just hard for me because I bored easily and wonder off to do my own thing)  
I was just wondering if you could would you give up having ADHD would you or is there anything positive or good about it. 

TL;DR I hate my life and I think ADHD is the reason for it being not what I want it to be. So I wondering if there anything good/liked about it and why because I think there no upside to it. I want your take I'm trying to offend or insult anyone by saying that.     ",2.594840336134453,4.1752049882352935,3.768459383753502,89.67235294117648,75.58823529411767,6.4257703081232505,21.55462184873949,7.07126945348624,0.5188151260504203,972,24,204,10,21,316,119,255,0.104,0.7759999999999999,0.119,0.7755,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,4,0,1,11,13,4,0,8,0,38,5,0,2,1,55,61,22,0,18,10,0,1,1,2,9,3,3,0,1,18,17,1,0,12,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,7,6,30,7,25,40,5,12,0,0,2,1,15,7,0,9,4,155,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957302380886026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610117666703302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057684219215817525,0.0,0.2715538839532852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100579506102394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592479341480485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586759687969565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441560980864518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882996363797444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373741805701211,0.0,0.0,0.07913918655188855,0.046885270275843965,0.20758514332374475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739016186839318,0.16289854200500686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533850705886395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481142062859073,0.040304145664081865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445727798428914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064520635536901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741838105098736,0.08083010285839197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559024885903373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438685546414445,0.07203369617896899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893903309729207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696424841387105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121075799315066,0.0,0.08349194533105082,0.06573988241642965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989992347686279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202790580662425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054807719870194574,0.31716667109330954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560104348519275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973184086304946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488824507758222,0.0,0.094868134298017,0.0,0.2683952871642697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102273480660255,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,drakeside122,2018/04/15,"fuck adhd i fucking hate my adhd i fucking hate no one understands my fucking hate i i fucking cant even work at a fucking good half of the time i understand what my boss is telling me and my employees i fucking hate them so  fucking much 
I have multiple disabilities and I had a mind like a child I fucking hates my ADHD I hate my job so much seriously I fucking hate my job no one understands my pain I can't even work properly at my job because of my ADHD I work in Target and half of the time I don't understand what my boss is telling me it's Lori are trying to get me fired employees have been bullying me so many times and making fun of me behind my back seriously this needs to start I feel like my life is nothing but a  cursed I fucking  hate my adhd  If the devil came up to me and say i can make your life so much better I can make all your pain go away I can make all your disability go away I can make your ADHD go away. but you have to do one thing don’t believe in God  i will say yes all my life i been fuck up in the head and I didn’t even get a good education high school  i fucking hate when my. employees  don’t even talk to me sometimes I worked  in Target it in Arizona and sometimes I eat lunch alone in Applebee’s i wish my problems can go away but I can’t i wish fuck society",-0.20084990579861994,1.9624718007117463,2.3727370734770794,92.77159043332638,89.0,5.725811178563952,21.431965668829807,7.1686216300943375,0.6738694996859951,1020,37,233,17,34,351,110,281,0.229,0.674,0.097,-0.99,6,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,5,10,35,23,0,9,1,24,22,1,7,3,32,68,16,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,8,2,0,5,0,0,5,9,29,0,5,5,4,59,6,24,62,6,26,1,0,0,14,12,15,14,1,8,156,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34848041250601314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500525473193317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162049924629264,0.03716073978952325,0.0,0.029459896635984507,0.0,0.0,0.05444836056916567,0.0,0.042741603108003526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552736000271663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945093162208506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276790036324277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024435754124796327,0.03452505986406342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254898323490399,0.05049807884848948,0.0,0.10986215936836327,0.0810693563392896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294191685790422,0.049597791140024834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106048586413309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387227755573456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240508393956636,0.04722059239609859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612943666371651,0.04899633537207332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048796834720602686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657846195098368,0.035834108711876374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046371384126738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824356468140027,0.0,0.1028473897484175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046242735636885995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686367765759769,0.0,0.048909846045296516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559394585321053,0.0,0.034206338516996615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038843683610547575,0.0844804469059579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032106535909734286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454017813243297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03281109015577187,0.0,0.0,0.2012418525062492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114810715507202,0.0,0.0,0.14073151031716266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,keepseokjinsafe,2018/04/15,"My brain is never ever satisfied with the ways I try to occupy it. I take 30mg Adderall daily, and since I’ve been taking it (~8 months) it’s been a godsend. However lately even when I’m doing something, my brain can never seem to settle down. It’s always telling me “WE NEED TO BE DOING SOMETHING” but no matter what I try to do- study, paint, play video games, etc.- it’s as if my brain is never satisfied. It ends up making me irritable and depressed every day. I hate it so much!

Does anyone who deals with this feeling have any tips on how to manage it?",1.724186602870816,3.7805565701754382,3.667607655502394,87.22643540669857,79.78947368421052,5.899840510366826,20.012759170653904,6.980632752743323,0.4624491228070173,435,11,87,5,11,147,81,114,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.9415,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,10,3,3,2,4,17,18,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,10,1,11,15,2,13,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,9,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281329530119335,0.0,0.0,0.1085443507934146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116072157089938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345527193805887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293911276333714,0.16455708323343088,0.13747702352758842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396810337941825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137239598050533,0.0,0.17801402820125234,0.10542486003000608,0.14438180663366024,0.1344833608705416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070664353712152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575877507175142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005379595052462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065449168153305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740396523774467,0.0,0.11733612276343584,0.1183532385990552,0.3693170885499341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453084080646778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203600137539884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457603838135978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400227291778539,0.0,0.13951141592509975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673756772491745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266957481673966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sammystarburst,2018/04/15,"I found out that there is more to my ADHD than innatention, distractability,and impulsivity. How much do our doctors not tell us? I was never informed by my doctor of anything other than the basic ADHD symptoms. 
I was helping a doctorate student in her study of ADHD adults. Her study is asking “does intervention in ADHD adults help their organizational skills”. I’ve been using my planner more and going biweekly to meet with ‘my ADHD coach’ and she’s been great.
I took it upon myself after a missed session with her to look up (per her advice) the problems I have in my life and ADHD.
I typed in “extreme emotions and ADHD” 
HOLY COW 
There is so much data and accounts to prove people with ADHD feel emotions more intensely and I’ve been experiencing this since I was 8 years old. I was always told I was a crybaby and a drama queen. No one believed my emotions they always thought it was for attention.

 I also found out about rejection dysphoria and I can’t believe no one told me anything other than the most basic ADHD information. I’ve always taken things too personally (it doesn’t help no one comes to parties that I host (like my own birthday and graduation parties)). I stop inviting people to things after a few rejections and assume they don’t like me.  
Even with close friends, I push people away because no one invites me to anything and when I invite them to come over for dinner or a movie less than half the time I get a yes.
Apparently, that’s normal but it completely destroys me I spend the night crying and wondering why my friends don’t seem to take time to hang out with me. 
So, I basically feel like a ball of emotions all the time and no one thought (or knew) that it stemmed from my ADHD and my life is one sea of emotions but maybe now that I know what it is I can control them better.

** Does anyone else experience these things? Do you have any coping mechanisms? I’m looking mainly for understanding and some of your own accounts. No one close to me understands this they just agree that I show these symptoms.**

TL;DR : my emotional sensitivity stems from my ADHD. I’m like a sponge I feel what others feel around me and I feel my own emotions very strongly. I get super butt hurt when I get rejected. 
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adhd,glaneuse,2018/04/15,"People who manage their ADHD without meds, what’s your routine? What are your challenges? I might have to give up or reduce meds because of a health issue. I don’t wanna, but there it is. :( 

Those who aren’t medicated, what routines and habits work for you in terms of nutrition, exercise, meditation, organization, etc? Did you get help from a therapist? Did you do it by yourself? Fill me in! I don’t wanna lose my ability to adult...",2.0843902439024404,4.82745012195122,3.8689756097560974,81.92907317073171,84.3658536585366,6.694634146341463,24.05365853658537,7.908726449838941,1.7316497560975606,338,13,62,7,10,113,61,82,0.087,0.809,0.104,-0.4592,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,0,7,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,11,1,13,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,1,49,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27913854713021946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158717305983315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25903794150900605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134937738336775,0.22281067259824136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688785363863175,0.0,0.0,0.1556829766562267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242531706445736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598461972816676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159902406504697,0.23398351851738866,0.0,0.2463974782804588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102397126392776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967868080691504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389609646991532,0.0,0.16909238474643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cooldonkeys27,2018/04/15,How do I get my work done? I am in high school and I have 2 essays plus all my other homework to get done by tomorrow but I can never seem to focus on one thing long enough to get any of it done. I keep procrastinating and I get very stressed once I actually start doing it. Half the time I just give up and don’t get it done. Any advice on how i can focus on my work and get it all done?,1.953103448275861,2.2988732183908063,4.170747126436783,90.98646551724138,75.4367816091954,7.179310344827586,20.24712643678161,7.1686216300943375,0.1054919540229884,298,5,76,3,6,104,51,87,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.5993,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,2,3,14,22,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,12,0,11,17,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,56,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.13294671151389836,0.0,0.0,0.13312827029490626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852903421988591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6970837863733311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407682356066391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427066211679055,0.13069001248021672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439408439669749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210928417811373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205645981077154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050736238491485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508692406908716,0.09231705871472606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787813411701305,0.0,0.1240241636615376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642856216170728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605791033127453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050916373965458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944032378827946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240899128778947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836290259459474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FinneganRynn,2018/04/15,"Help please I get annoyed and irritable when people are talking or mumbling or making other sound while I need to pay attention (studying). I also have ""misophobia"". 

What should I do? 
I cannot study because there are always people taking in school.",5.2650000000000015,7.968772772727277,5.5954545454545475,74.53818181818184,71.27272727272728,7.127272727272729,29.181818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.4864727272727274,198,8,29,3,4,63,37,44,0.157,0.732,0.111,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,22,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982183210381805,0.28074713107143434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567832782833484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627964796410808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615476824626515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521976928826265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501807677788953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678268579576305,0.0,0.0,0.37036823744514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414708297601501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536857942414628,0.2711925296421981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ewajaaa,2018/04/15,"I can’t stop postponing tasks until the absolute last moment. I have ADD. I didn’t know until I was 21. Now I’m learning how to deal with it and I’m very okay with it. It’s just the concentration, if I don’t find it interesting, the task becomes mentally unbearable. 

This is probably a very normal trait, does anyone have advice?",1.3209090909090904,3.864997075757578,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,85.81818181818181,7.542424242424243,21.88636363636364,8.472884824447931,1.7984909090909094,261,9,51,7,8,90,48,66,0.063,0.853,0.084,0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725553813123514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950259076820462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804294947384275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875521472266573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408296747323815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549259426569941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328600460070366,0.22735534646297526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108367969020803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27328035972910303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30072071218776464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318788560621195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602730196300389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,disheveledbutcontent,2018/04/15,Medication For those who are on medication what has your experience been with Focalin?,9.792857142857144,12.325052571428573,10.098571428571432,47.5964285714286,59.0,14.171428571428573,42.57142857142857,13.023866798666859,6.98222857142857,72,4,10,3,1,24,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367521541304402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8995818783537273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nezektvhead,2018/04/15,"Does ADHD have ""bad periods"" like I've heard depression has? I'm going through an awful few weeks. University isn't going well. Family relationship aren't doing well. Mood is in the trash all the time. Having trouble sleeping as a result and that makes everything worse. 

Am I just having a normal ""rough time"" or could it be that no matter how hard I'll work it won't matter because I'm just not up to it right now? 

Can anyone share similar experience and how they dealt with it? 

I just started seeing a therapist so mabey that will help. ",3.018857142857143,5.3487524571428615,4.575476190476191,80.96035714285716,76.80952380952381,7.628571428571428,22.880952380952376,8.548686976883017,1.6846952380952387,428,13,79,9,10,143,79,105,0.212,0.703,0.085,-0.9345,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,6,1,14,1,1,4,1,17,22,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,0,1,4,3,4,6,17,2,11,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,7,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444960305374957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225037670993726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986437815657632,0.12401548315004099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243074096330562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522306475910446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803221369005756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828392663114428,0.1990039145567273,0.19178566356410132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312399283392642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224279083907244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363619256675147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939078627791692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357981601568468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932856398888985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184190365754534,0.0,0.17373713512275976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621157946788994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035874922565676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399628248517196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362101818460777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372556646805048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318775383580308,0.0,0.3658350091586853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810715785998088,0.0,0.20732332115242794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rise_Above_13,2018/04/15,"Doing Taxes w ADHD is a Nightmare Feeling pretty overwhelmed and depressed about being ADHD today. Of course I waited until the very last day to deal with my taxes... who doesn't?

Every year I'm reminded how just bad my ADHD and organizational coping skills are. Apparently I never filed my 2016 taxes, but I could've sworn I did. I vaguely remember running into a snag at the end and filing an extension. Guess I never got back to it. Now I can only find some of the paperwork associated with them. Of course theres a few more forms I need and have no clue where they are.

There are roughly 5 piles (may be more I've forgotten about) around my house of ""papers to sort"" that, naturally, I never sorted. I know going through those piles is going to be an ADHD nightmare on its own. I just started sorting one, got distracted and here I am on Reddit posting this... ugh.

I know the answer is simple, file important tax papers away whenever they come in. As simple as this sounds, I seem to be literally incapable of doing basic stuff like this.

Anyone have any tips to staying organized? Can be tax specific, or just in general. I have a real problem with papers, filing stuff, opening mail, etc.. This style of disorganization / forgetfulness applies to pretty much every area of my life.",4.709740117929677,6.581481240663901,6.199995632234112,73.20367984276044,70.6182572614108,8.227211181480673,27.20703210307927,8.841846274778883,2.3618580912863067,1013,35,169,19,19,344,151,241,0.101,0.84,0.059,-0.8974,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,3,2,13,7,0,2,10,0,22,1,0,1,3,41,36,11,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,12,0,1,7,0,5,4,5,6,0,1,3,3,23,1,31,27,8,29,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,8,13,127,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692156325846076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052178461110555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279391897113847,0.0,0.0,0.10540859602765727,0.0,0.0,0.1112486064410724,0.09104876449651447,0.09886608307446364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199836747549974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453948676115136,0.0,0.0,0.07636363390079465,0.12207387962154542,0.1019849968842043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487471283294844,0.0,0.13205668587817618,0.0,0.0,0.1995283980905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059870853895932524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822314886694036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458846530053134,0.0,0.1894040573164021,0.0,0.13044022186705587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662741650841473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014833972736373,0.09651866439918924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836353673587526,0.057848371975501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704381144847974,0.08779834157042188,0.2739716147366981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802366084442768,0.09005493754696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340253329670592,0.2409278593218816,0.0,0.11330086458247625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477470254127372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413365520816373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779457660247473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381008767753689,0.1262076188050412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271098619198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223733509406476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769934555048557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762511389943689
adhd,Voxjustus,2018/04/15,"How do you control your hyperactivity to ensure your daily routines are more productive? I often find myself wandering through my house and having something in my mind, a scenario that i imagine taking place, doing so at a quick energetic pace. I find it hard to sit down, too and to stay in a given place. I can remember a time when i was meant to be brushing my teeth in the bathroom but in the time it would have taken me to be done with all that is entailed by that activity, I found myself darting around the space of the bathroom, thinking energetically- it happens a fair amount, maybe not always in the bathroom, but i keep moving around and shaking my hands or fidgeting about. It really confuses me to think how i can do this at various intervals through the day, taking up minutes at a time, when i should be at a desk trying to study or do something of value. 
It's almost like my ideas and creative process, if i can call it that, prevent myself from ever committing to doing something productive. 
I find it hard to commit to anything, really. I just tend to move on from unfinished project to start another and repeat until i'm barely satisfied enough to leave it as is.
Even stuff like watching TV involves me getting up and moving around the room up on my feet. 

TL;DR: I find it hard to stay still and i think about stuff whilst moving from room to room in my house and simultaneously getting nothing done. Sitting at a screen for longer than a few minutes is near impossible- i get up and move around my house. I can't even watch tv without walking around in front of it.",6.5671418128654935,6.8564358750000025,6.949956140350878,75.31580409356727,65.25,9.387134502923976,33.66520467836257,9.150863307647796,2.9344801169590644,1262,51,229,20,18,411,160,304,0.037000000000000005,0.857,0.106,0.9667,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,1,20,4,0,2,16,0,23,3,3,3,4,50,40,21,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,17,15,0,3,12,2,0,8,3,2,0,0,7,8,33,2,57,28,6,56,0,0,3,0,5,31,0,6,15,179,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444210607626115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016748122135986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842504626589145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939459050910163,0.3753480826641533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861081076262478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458079320001836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438445183808345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259322557950124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713315500022703,0.0,0.11139542723707237,0.07627931889423076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082963094692961,0.0,0.0,0.09246107517043428,0.0,0.0,0.13217337795429412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457079107074642,0.0,0.2266234233238267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919088618484273,0.0,0.0951958167137848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495441927551001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892909594703304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239660264728267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471860501369886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851470343106246,0.0,0.0,0.4481355056382715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091479412297795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176209196098638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804509027784844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552695358907694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475897059576844,0.0,0.0,0.059687647693218625,0.17976441968224707,0.06734428642320163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307030121629087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268080149964872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210153906280642,0.0,0.0,0.14751664712033766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725303772793563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128898562514113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599040464461058,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,canadiain,2018/04/15,"ADHD meds advice: took twice my dose I was diagnosed with ADHD quite recently and my doctor has prescribed me with 27 mg of concerta (methylphenidate) extended release. I have been taking it for a week now, but just on Thursday, I accidentally took twice my recommended dose. I am short, 5’0, and only 110lbs. Has taking twice my recommended dose messed up my tolerance? And if so, should I not take my meds for a couple days?",6.659230769230772,7.631164410256416,6.9837435897435896,72.77792307692309,65.15384615384615,10.342564102564104,30.98461538461539,10.355215969177356,3.2398584615384625,336,12,59,8,5,109,54,78,0.078,0.8270000000000001,0.095,0.0926,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,12,0,7,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44836085556702376,0.18228114979959587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639890910926967,0.0,0.1203005057134586,0.0,0.0,0.18933045567629836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092784532274998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41439963799473617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186929007290844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840435580006352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418212905156767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207563324720692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414497468332728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496281979855307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,IdeaMagick,2018/04/15,"Anyone here had a relationship with a BPD person? I have ADHD-C, and was wondering if that led me to being in a relationship with a woman who has uBPD. 

By BPD, I mean Borderline.",1.125,3.451149277777777,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,84.0,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7684111111111105,138,4,27,4,4,51,29,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003203789675859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472957310551754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294578455828771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722045191235681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819515204797107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365787550323069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709960920986525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GideonRT,2018/04/15,"Adhd meds and going to the gym I've recently been diagnosed with adhd and will hopefully get medication soon. I'm really curious what this will do for me in general. 

One of the (many) things I wonder about, is if it will affect my gym (muscle) performance. I train with free weights mainly, no cardiovascular stuff.
I have always felt I have to push harder then others, but thought it had to do with testesteron levels mainly. And, in hindsight probably motivation. 

Do the meds enhance muscle growth, for example?  
Or maybe the increased dopamine will make my muscles function more efficiently? 
Will I become superman? 
Will I be able to ride a bike in the hours after just waking up?

I've never been able to perform at the gym in the first half of my day; my physical strength feels like it's at 60-70% (is that an adhd thing?) so I always go in the late afternoons or evenings. 

TL;DR:
Will adhd meds (in general) affect my gym performance in any way?






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adhd,LiskBoi,2018/04/15,"Allergic reaction from methylphenidate Hello new subscriber here, got my add diagnosis couple weeks back and doc prescribed me methylphenidate / concerta 18mg first week one tablet daily and then 2 tablets daily.

First week went by without any bad side effects but then I upped the dose to 2x 18mg daily and after 4days I noticed rash and itching/tingling feeling. Rash appeared to my armpits and on my face. Stopped using the drug yesterday and took antihistamine and cortisone which was prescribed for me when I got rash from modafinil and just in case something similar happened in the future.

I talked about using this drug with my dermatologist before starting and she had never heard of side-effects like this. I will see my doc tomorrow and get this checked out.

Has anyone had anything similar and have you found meds that suit you? Im starting to give up with meds when stuff like this happens and I really didn't get much out of it.",5.341052631578949,7.9084171403508785,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,70.57894736842105,7.3670175438596495,31.867836257309946,8.238735603445708,2.5576881871345027,765,35,130,12,15,228,112,171,0.084,0.857,0.059,-0.6625,0,0,5,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,9,5,3,1,28,25,17,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,17,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,10,3,16,2,21,14,1,30,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,21,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497214483079906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765203418693136,0.0,0.11492653242036426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738828616617226,0.11660849304259915,0.0,0.0,0.11883856628520414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452878358593258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239175957043359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061521841337695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375858361582315,0.0,0.1531276526778112,0.0,0.0,0.14593095220758767,0.13397256053301745,0.0,0.0,0.22339432303781045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469979972424596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085447161600815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645956775591606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102568334984547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266460818566653,0.0,0.1077127636948115,0.1348824470151263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900141760303876,0.0,0.0,0.09463579122973123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946841158353483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128924569743877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751545609978368,0.0,0.0,0.19770112705860746,0.0,0.0,0.11676023789783052,0.0,0.0,0.1598748552974983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122517106748712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516503904338802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123912918574686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33607537255855635,0.0,0.0,0.12946425033094472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346252088718788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Afatcat12,2018/04/15,"Concerta vs. Adderall? So from my friends I’ve heard that Adderall has worked a lot better than Concerta for them. And I’ve been reading that Adderall works better over all. So to sum it up, what’s the difference between Concerta and Adderall and which is better or rather least worst?",5.723490566037736,7.593468849056606,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,68.0566037735849,8.318867924528304,34.00471698113208,8.841846274778883,3.0247396226415098,231,11,40,4,4,70,40,53,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,5,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,4,7,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,30,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7483146207660947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946679275891576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217900562364175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977719481907936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821126445270905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410651602166615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,eleddo,2018/04/15,"Can’t stick to a daily routine (at all) I’m a long time lurker, first time poster on this sub, so first of all; hi!

I’m 23 y/o, got my diagnosis at 19 and tried meds then, but I got some severe stress related anxiety and the meds amped this up, so I’m trying to manage without.

I’m currently at university, and in a frat of a sort. The main problem is that I have such a hard time getting my life together. I’ve tried with planners etc, but staying motivated is a huge feat, and a lot of the time I don’t do things until last minute. I want to be able to perform in school, and in the organization I’m in, but a lot of the time I run late, can’t focus, try to do things but fail, procrastinate, etc. I have a decent gpa, but I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep it up, and sometimes fall far behind. 

I’ve tried schedules and stuff but they rarely work for me. What should I do? Maybe an accountability partner would help? I really want to be able to perform at my best, and I know I’m currently not, which is frustrating.

TL;DR my adhd is severely affecting my life, and I’m sick of it.",1.9663840996168602,3.0660259353448254,4.288390804597704,87.27346743295023,76.2844827586207,7.74176245210728,23.66475095785441,8.344100000000001,1.1802377394636008,835,25,195,15,18,292,122,232,0.121,0.784,0.096,-0.7809999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,9,3,5,1,1,15,0,18,3,0,2,2,35,33,20,0,6,9,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,4,0,2,2,1,17,1,29,26,9,31,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,5,15,121,27,8,0.3393692392689537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595195872106808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256880965364693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653884638209787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871569306485465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523242733279261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244486770354385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910214018974125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094972174226004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013360598243584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582401582847882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054899097896393,0.0,0.0,0.1243389724199122,0.09221040833772796,0.12760776125965784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980435335761325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011036580862072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234639417841512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364733839057355,0.0,0.25130847967286074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824350972116764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246954157390345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448659606638655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555937618403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188161842865793,0.0,0.0,0.12057415151553755,0.0,0.0,0.1295821056578718,0.0,0.12949886186127474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030789523992666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298148875880921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840157278028161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344584671641824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904661207857552,0.0,0.0823549493519768,0.0,0.0,0.0803593901991704,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hervidor,2018/04/15,"Advice for making through a work day? I just got hired for my first ever office job. Very excited about the offer, but very nervous because I don't know if I can last through an eight-hour work day without losing my mind, let alone be productive for most of it. I am afraid that I won't be able to reach deadlines in time and that sitting still at a desk for eight hours will  make me feel terrible. I've always struggled to stay on focus, obviously, and I'm afraid that it will be noticeable or that avoiding notice will cause a crazy amount of pressure. I've always struggled in my other jobs with getting totally exhausted in the middle of the day, insane boredom, and worse performance after an hour or two of working, even at jobs I loved. I've never had to pull off eight hours except when I worked at a hotel front desk, and was completely alone most of the time (sidenote btw - hotel front desk is not a bad job for zoning out). Does anyone else work eight hour days where they have to sit still and if so how do you manage?",7.5638235294117635,6.210597539215687,7.231686274509804,79.54958823529417,63.80392156862745,9.924705882352944,32.16470588235294,8.548686976883017,2.334703529411765,814,24,161,9,10,257,126,204,0.188,0.745,0.066,-0.9803,4,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,8,10,13,0,7,11,0,16,2,0,4,4,30,24,13,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,2,0,3,5,11,0,5,3,1,13,2,30,13,4,35,0,1,0,1,4,11,0,6,18,106,20,14,0.09712071389450344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949052375848067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011755390398199,0.0,0.0,0.16162442827680562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679090613241119,0.09951164857989513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109173936698087,0.05920388574821382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976972630155946,0.0,0.0,0.10182922071947974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053930346303965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499099121402141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113189420104708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641473155600518,0.08785124598338298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491071510960018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261082962452494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074156450023731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767630704749509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782216985403598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855092902731933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337500443032454,0.07916634435302887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931251008681452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865323633144798,0.0,0.0,0.08765523613562319,0.0,0.12965766135856793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806423503007956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490548185753453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114515296129936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351775868937142,0.15512145514418202,0.0,0.0,0.2030633146605712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132637385919541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487282528325568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026952053390142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362090243354383,0.0,0.3535251820865917,0.0,0.09897430471321376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Evycakez,2018/04/15,"Adderall not working So I made the mistake (I know now) of drinking soda moments before, during and after taking my med. it’s been 2 hours and haven’t noticed the effect. Usually in an hour my mind will feel clear and set to work, but now I’m just here wondering if I should take another one. I know NOW that we shouldn’t have anything acidic because it interrupts the absorption. However, I’m not sure if the medicine is still in me, if it is having a delayed effect, or if it isn’t going to be effecting me. I took it at 10pm and now it’s 12:35. Thinking maybe I’ll just take another one. By the way, I work night shifts and it really helps me to concentrate with my paperwork, which is why I take it late at night. Any suggestions or advice for future would be appreciated.",3.4416666666666664,4.820480082802554,4.995302547770702,82.55159501061573,73.0127388535032,8.545435244161357,27.733014861995755,9.075114841892004,2.252979193205945,611,23,123,13,12,206,98,157,0.063,0.871,0.066,0.3642,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,7,0,14,2,0,4,2,35,28,13,0,8,11,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,8,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,2,14,1,12,19,0,23,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,7,15,82,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033953031543642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766355237160068,0.3011870177416563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818342565516922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754675432247387,0.0,0.1222063223152262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406886411799797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261637708649858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162007146870247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626252869498583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828649303989454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157854787427143,0.0,0.1620046847393041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135892580448192,0.0,0.0,0.1442812023789222,0.0,0.15952458776732242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501084487108562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26954707767264063,0.0,0.0,0.1635073452631687,0.0,0.0,0.1946353337488369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200384929559732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469162667301845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535603051985848,0.0,0.4319243186787397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202309598807999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956224789756482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581723252564995,0.0,0.0,0.11399540138164772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959076700704214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574502319759598,0.31366166465392625,0.0,0.0,0.10202042216357768,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,speedythesequel,2018/04/15,"For the longest time I thought I had generalised anxiety, for the past year I've been noticing things that I think might be ADHD. I think in my childhood I showed signs and people thought it was because I'm partially deaf. Im not sure where to start, but I went to my old school reports. I wasn't someone who got in trouble, but I was bullied. In hindsight it was because I was too sensitive and I reacted to literally fucking everything.

I had good reading and writing skills, generally excelling in English while i was very interested in science I didnt always excel in it. I was terrible at maths, regardless of how hard I tried.

All teachers say I was quiet, nice and well behaved. To be fair Ive always been someone that holds doors, and Im generally a people pleaser. I'm not a teachers pet, Im just going to offer to help you if you drop something in front of me. 

There are comments regarding me falling behind and choosing my own path to catch up. Some cite a lack of focus and some cite a lack of understanding of the material. I basically barely passed year 12, and I completely bombed my final year not even getting into university. It was like I had no time management or retention. It got to the point in year 13 where I attended class because I had to, but i didnt learn anything, i didnt even attend 3 exams after failing the practice exams so badly to an extent i know I couldnt catch up.

Of course i went to uni when i reached the age you don't need grades to go and failed everything. I basically procastinated everything and didnt go to class. 'Oh im 3 mins late may as well not go."" - That was my motto. Id spent 7 or 8 hours a day in the library trying to study and catch up and if i went to a lecture, id almost always fall asleep with this uncontrollable drowsyness. I think the only thing i enjoyed were labs and i imagine its because i didnt have to listen to someone talk, i could do it myself.

We had an earthquake, like 2000 of them. Most people effected by earthquakes lives were destroyed and they have PTSD. Instead I just feel fucking amazing anytime theres an earthquake and its like the world becomes clear. I don't seek out danger but I do like it. Like i don't speed, but I ride my bike as fast as I can without a helmet. I'll run into a building thats just been through a 7.0 to make sure someone i care about is ok. I'll get into a fight that I havnt started to protect people i care about.

I took a year off and worked in a supermarket, I got bored after 4 months and realised it was too boring for me. I liked the whole learning new aspects of the job and excelling at it, but i didnt like the same thing everyday, The only time i liked it was when i was so busy I couldnt do anything but work, if it was quiet then i hated it. I get more or less, more productive and focussed when Im in a situation where shit needs to get done, and i know it. If anything i prefer hardass management types that yell at you to work hard.

When i returned to school I chose to study 3D. Its safe to say I work harder that 95% of people, easily putting 12 - 14 hour days where I sit there and grind on projects untill its 3am and i get kicked out of the building by security. I was still havig trouble with time managaement and almost always late, my projects often well made, were marked down for being too elaborate regardless of skill level. I  liked that i could have 3 monitors, and have all this simulation at my fingertips, constantly indulging every stray thought that ever popped into my mind. I never had to sit in a lecture and i almost never had to sit and listen to someone else. It was just me grinding and tinkering in my own little world.

When i graduated I had some social issues at my 1st job. I would fall asleep in group situations on a daily basis as soon as i wasnt ineracting with the group and i was expected to listen for an hour without something to. I didnt have trouble doing the job, and i was actually great at it, but people seemed to dislike my personality. I'm like a talking tangent and when i talk to people i often get overexceited or distracted and change topic frequently, or go back to something without establishing thats what Im talking about. It just pisses people of in general and I never realised I did it untill I asked someone. My anxiety got really bad there when I got given no work and I emotionally imploded. The only time I was ok, was when I had something to do, if i didnt have work i was an anxious stressed out mess.

On my 2nd job I actually did really well. There was flexibility on when I could show up and for whatever reason I got on really well with the people there. They knew and accepted some of my strange behavior because it wasn't offensive and i worked my ass off. I didnt feel any axiety there except during times like reviews and i imagine it was because i was busy 98% of the time, almost never a dull moment. I still have the drowsyness issue in general meetings, and luckliy the longest meetings I had to have were only 30mins in the morning where i was accepted that everyone was tired at 8am.

Now Ive written too much and I've rambled. I don't want to be diagnosed with ADHD but theres alot of things that can be explained by it. In general i do very well in face to face interactions. Ive got a good memory with unique events but i cant tell you where my keys and wallet are. Its when im in groups that I suffer majorly, but i work well in teams, i just always focus on one thing at a time. Like I cant drive with people talking to me, its just too much of a distraction when im trying to hard to concentrate.

When i get overwhelmed by the world i go for daily walks to clear my head. Spotify if a good friend of mine and helps just make the world a little quieter. 3am when my sleep pattern is fucked, its not uncommon to see me walking along the road just trying to tune everything out but the music.
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adhd,anonymuzing,2018/04/15,"ADHD Enthusiasm and Frustration I feel like I only have two modes, apathy and obsession. 

If I'd stuck with a tenth of the things I've gotten super-excited about, I'd be legendary.

How do I build interest and enthusiasm without going into overdrive, wasting a bunch of time and money, and burning out?

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adhd,bornntowanderr7,2018/04/15,"ADHD and Daydreaming/Talking to yourself/Acting out Scenarios This is hard to describe. I’m just wondering if anyone with ADHD has experienced this before. Honestly it’s embarrassing af but I don’t want to bring it up with my doctor just yet. I’ve never told anyone this, but sometimes I get in this weird sort of state where I’ll pretend that I’m having a conversation with someone , out loud (or I mumble or mouth it) usually about a thought I’m having at that current moment. I noticed I was doing this when I was in high school, I would be up late not able to sleep and I would listen to my iPod through headphones and pretend that I was on stage performing the songs (obviously didn’t sing this out loud) but I would hold my phone like a microphone. One time I didn’t even realize I was doing it right away and I was sitting in my room mad at my mom for something and I tried to call my dad (I saw him every other weekend and we had just moved two hours away from him) but when he didn’t answer I like , proceeded to pretend like he was on the phone (not with the phone in my hand) and I was telling him about how I didn’t want to live with mom anymore and that she was a b****. So then I heard my mom walking up the stairs and she heard me so she thought I was on the phone (because the phone was still in my hand lol) but I couldn’t tell her that I was literally just talking to MYSELF.... she and boyfriends that I’ve lived with have also walked into a room while I’m doing the whole listening to music pretending to be performing and I’m just like “I’m listening to music”... very embarrassing. 

I know talking to oneself is actually very common, but I don’t think what I described is. Anyone have any relation to this at all or know what it might be ?",2.1015666413438012,4.06530822562674,3.608159027601925,88.57018907740358,78.16434540389972,6.6913480205959335,23.97070988435891,7.686295010490155,1.1232369545032497,1379,47,291,21,33,455,166,359,0.053,0.8759999999999999,0.071,0.7898,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,2,17,9,1,2,12,1,37,5,4,1,3,60,60,29,0,7,17,4,3,4,0,4,1,8,2,0,21,22,0,1,8,8,0,4,10,4,0,2,22,13,46,5,46,30,2,49,0,0,1,0,32,26,0,7,20,207,67,2,0.10907510299084712,0.0,0.1064415662463001,0.0,0.2621741545801524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722732045403116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741748103784337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081731928124273,0.22880354440099934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495929958545525,0.0,0.0,0.06649117038471689,0.0,0.09281487888426976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137787548126547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164298981898824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204307681365807,0.0,0.09190047864040564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698723940386244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977098677461636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524383494854183,0.0,0.0,0.10741700493966344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988964808678287,0.0,0.12304146715074955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131543429002484,0.0,0.1926306285788839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157114472776936,0.0,0.3832423270104798,0.0,0.11592957253771738,0.0,0.0,0.08412544369334593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241827276999944,0.0,0.0,0.07391211267245099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314954197794599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103898274685648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109153875725752,0.0,0.09241898080205684,0.08397134320974113,0.10787806590110947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710751814654498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630113082777259,0.19067289538754886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989092173691086,0.0,0.17318689593499556,0.06360256971270559,0.0,0.0,0.10422593521860286,0.0,0.07405483505298208,0.0,0.10655052638970997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013081592993972,0.17999676647268084,0.12867064356494587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177845719278765,0.0,0.0,0.11828729636119314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324514709413217,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,cozytoadstool,2018/04/15,"I knew that my ADHD was making my depression worse, but can depression make ADHD worse? I had a whole long post, but I think the title explains my question.  Does depression exacerbate ADHD symptoms? When your depression goes away, does the ADHD get better/more manageable? ",6.391595744680853,9.078733212765957,6.566968085106383,68.90875,67.93617021276596,9.806382978723407,30.89893617021277,10.125756701596842,3.8866212765957453,219,9,31,6,4,70,33,47,0.402,0.598,0.0,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,1,6,1,4,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669162465174159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307824091114234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311054857675945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795689227011473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362864855382896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272593605579883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318707984087733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858333475126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331453739816074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593517412789082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468146475175234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919334851610508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541114788894725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837121411858189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jbrownn96,2018/04/15,"None of my adhd medicines have worked yet, not sure what to do Last December I went to my doctor because of my severe concentration issues. She prescribed me 10mg of Ritalin and told me to increase to 20mg if I didn't feel a difference. I did this and felt no difference with either dose so she switched me to 15mg of Dexedrine. Again, I couldn't feel a difference so two weeks ago she switched me to 18mg of Concerta. Big surprise but I still don't notice a difference. The last few days I've tried self-increasing my doses to see if I can notice any sort of difference. I tried taking 30mg Ritalin, the next day I tried 22.5mg Dexedrine and the day after I tried 36mg of Concerta but I still cannot feel any differences! I realized that it's probably dangerous to be doing that so I've been taking 20mg of Concerta every day to study for exams even though it doesn't do anything and I notice that I get a little dizzy a few hours after taking it. I'm not sure why nothing is working and am starting to feel a little depressed because I feel like there's nothing that can help me at this point. I'm seeing my doctor next week but I'm worried about what she might think if I ask to go on Adderall. 

Note: I should mention I am a 2nd-year university student and am currently studying for my final exams so this is really affecting my motivation to study because I cannot concentrate.",4.035636042402828,5.066650964664311,5.439454063604241,81.26709628975269,71.15547703180214,8.910883392226149,29.697703180212017,9.255337874911486,2.537982473498233,1105,44,220,23,20,372,138,283,0.092,0.8690000000000001,0.039,-0.9087,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,12,6,1,0,10,0,22,6,0,2,2,32,43,17,0,5,9,0,6,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,6,8,34,4,28,33,5,30,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,5,22,137,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210403725650344,0.0,0.07531090145504993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554987354877914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699139011350736,0.0,0.07942506358734346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537039375360928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191657396461903,0.0,0.07317493986724896,0.0,0.0,0.5325835439658015,0.0,0.17391798226884986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611452441477046,0.0,0.07158150207458196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147887565565175,0.060694625100327824,0.08157382696715311,0.09306827613613004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044387496735177764,0.0,0.04828407685482348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694613163296016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366736142931543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867497470323152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138505617085953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150660656029457,0.17030219033221788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012792235577574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070941854978506,0.0,0.0,0.1630406311263339,0.2901786686639555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031358189943986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160001834150082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442681990338176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540242026320753,0.0,0.08863061768797066,0.09597932691435594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601343169430688,0.0,0.1356965074211734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014543635607467,0.0,0.19163546377083687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443820569075382,0.08347164658343359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118182961013941,0.0,0.2307259508286045,0.0,0.08299245921946112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629774242817952,0.0,0.0,0.07875771249285729,0.0766621548015047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370212089616052,0.08627984425681412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547107190389725
adhd,scandiwhovian,2018/04/15,"Help! I want to take a temporary job abroad but my medication is basically illegal in that country. I (24F) am a recent college grad. I discovered my ADHD 2 years ago with the help of my counselor (who used to work extensively with ADHD clients) and my academic support advisor. The three of us did a lot of reading into women, inattention, and ADHD after a family member of mine was diagnosed and it really changed everything for me. My doctor was willing to prescribe me 10-20mg of Adderall a day as a ""test run"" and after some other intake testing, many months of experimenting with XR, etc, she put me on 20-30/day, which I take every work day (I let my brain run wild most weekends, unless I've got taxes to do).

I never got an official diagnosis because (a) my doctor has not required it, and (b) once I was receiving treatment, I didn't really feel the need for academic accomodations.

I've been accepted to a 7 month teaching assistant program in France (October thru April) that I've wanted to do for several years, and while I've thought a few times ""hey I look into what getting my meds will be like over there,"" the thought immediately escaped my mind every time until today.

Bad news. Adderall appears to be illegal in France since  the 80s and it seems pretty much impossible to get a prescription for it there.

I have some friends who have gotten up to 3 months of their prescription to study abroad, but I don't know if I'll be going home to the USA at all during the 7 months.

I don't know what to do. Should I try a different ADHD medication that is legal there? Will I need an official diagnosis (that I may not be able to afford) to get a doctor in France to prescribe ADHD meds? Any chance I could get a 7 month supply (haha, right)? Even if I brought the medication, would it be confiscated?

I'm worried I have to give up on the whole thing and stay in the US. I could give up medication for that long but it would make an already challenging experience so much more difficult that I'm not sure it's worth it.

Does anyone have experience on long term traveling with ADHD medication? I've been searching around but it seems to vary so much from country to country.

TL;DR: I want to go to France for a 7 month job opportunity. How can I proceed with my ADHD treatment in a country where my medication is banned?",6.350280183392763,6.305989496688743,7.563498896247243,71.86845771777892,65.73289183222957,10.854440482255054,33.979368313805395,10.560738912317856,3.5817808456444205,1834,75,344,44,26,628,223,453,0.067,0.8490000000000001,0.084,0.481,4,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,2,0,1,5,9,10,0,0,28,1,37,11,1,3,3,60,70,21,0,12,10,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,1,1,22,16,0,2,8,3,6,9,7,2,0,1,13,2,40,8,62,42,13,55,0,0,1,0,14,19,0,10,27,229,62,20,0.0625867371873476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265196695702393,0.0,0.05547936624894973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906602080404843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256112747806371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376210185551574,0.0,0.0,0.055715465255573714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052257311301676455,0.03815229408031482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986749737780355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620846923901587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994083382988336,0.0,0.0,0.12108980344276865,0.0,0.0,0.06352422080468982,0.0,0.06538981945280523,0.0,0.19218053261513973,0.05477007547722704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980075602070666,0.04133794964266662,0.0,0.10546405084836212,0.0,0.056248923767877566,0.18366551526754887,0.05900120574326442,0.0,0.031645734842964075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048354357897830505,0.0,0.1307959480322943,0.12007780255077947,0.07113897011098823,0.0,0.1001126622719446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390114132976033,0.0,0.06277960040954206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421535873293635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879206794717138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399917915524139,0.0,0.03057671841153127,0.0,0.0,0.11077458584208044,0.05255709636482203,0.0,0.0,0.05320900583378122,0.0,0.0,0.04177713306653353,0.06345312813113345,0.0,0.0,0.13903951169044074,0.3782973195453127,0.0,0.0,0.06319476308599528,0.0,0.2997368190638309,0.0,0.13802535946493436,0.09281454518150177,0.048270750068842634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665283249439205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367321205770538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291695744608926,0.0,0.0,0.06260367404728252,0.0,0.0801893329344252,0.0,0.06179685245227218,0.0,0.0,0.0534487315898727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395322988380645,0.0,0.07070519841523124,0.0,0.05177239575487045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670913441135266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102268767381101,0.058987259115464825,0.0,0.09411487469867648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157984717543578,0.0,0.0,0.09937375664073993,0.07298965952630072,0.0,0.05932490877850971,0.0,0.0,0.04249228624888204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056827746936402,0.054054846019661415,0.0,0.0,0.11074583747863027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987585696843418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112778015366273,0.06355986964627097,0.0,0.08891964479335354,0.0,0.0,0.08060761352373935
adhd,covermeinrain,2018/04/15,"I am totally dependent on another to be ""the adult"" and stop functioning entirely when there is no such support system in place. Like now. It's bad. I'm falling apart. I give up. This makes me incredibly needy.

Like I totally need someone to help me follow a routine and stay focused on the right things.  When I look for a prospective partner, I'm thinking of whether they could ""parent"" me basically... and if I were to just follow my heart.......... it wouldn't work, because if the person cannot provide daily order and structure to my life, then I'm useless and far far away on some other planet where nothing productive or healthy ever happens.... which feeds my depression and I end up totally shutting down and not functioning :(

is anyone as pathetic as me?  struggling a lot and have no solution anymore :(

I might end up making a bad decision because anything would feel better than how useless I am by myself :(

**maybe this is depression more than adhd. I don't even know.**",3.2400639720849087,5.944652878453036,4.423605699331201,80.31496074440244,78.22651933701657,7.346437917999419,30.52079092759523,8.371475516178862,2.80266187845304,765,38,130,16,19,250,120,181,0.193,0.6829999999999999,0.124,-0.9353,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,2,10,11,0,1,7,0,14,3,1,4,4,34,29,18,0,6,6,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,3,7,8,1,1,4,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,1,2,18,4,20,23,6,30,0,4,1,0,7,16,0,7,10,98,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186221376282324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624799705627823,0.0,0.0,0.1536700738075606,0.10834556646735036,0.0,0.1275117345059779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558186680066476,0.0,0.2587557614912498,0.188913774197052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370418514724629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371602134499934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669186915150597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744817569016749,0.0,0.0,0.1023438861648053,0.1401623410093078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834804368301525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864342645689327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370229414591997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836180614914088,0.10386060425802383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515719371528915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094467005040285,0.1514027771311202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301200841843947,0.0,0.0,0.13173407203472712,0.0,0.0,0.2068624200190215,0.0,0.15566942885565024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437886486697142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489444116852718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867997159608276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720551047600288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352975167792049,0.16189115077705069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132327581526714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128975147935196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165157491297088,0.0,0.12954624264853287,0.0,0.16198876428752582,0.0,0.0,0.1758369228575543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294277250946623,0.09928654986095288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280640717690225,0.0,0.0,0.1100729726947199,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,GiraffeNinja6,2018/04/15,"Is it possible for one to have Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria if they don't have ADHD? I am trying to find research that explains RSD without it being linked to ADHD. I think I do have some ADD tendencies, but I've never seen a doctor for it, mostly due to insurance. 

If it were proven that someone does not have ADHD, could they still meet the requirements for RSD?",7.034714285714286,7.119870614285716,7.754999999999999,70.63250000000005,64.28571428571429,11.0,33.214285714285715,10.686352973137794,3.6417142857142863,293,11,51,7,4,98,49,70,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.3839,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,1,15,14,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,8,10,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,4,3,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7727862094177025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113329860065135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938639234783547,0.1875706519915364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590316263658228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531246275711206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524254300522016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163649726030814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816098513260943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711724505365571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373406176472527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455230026043654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066164126180797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sir_Skillalot,2018/04/16,"Being unintentionally reserved cause i cant regulate my emotions. Im asking mainly about something i've noticed recently, after discovering that i very likely have adhd (getting diagnosed soon).

Whenever i meet new people, which is a thing i love doing (and im not too bad at it). I have quite a difficult time really opening up to them. The thing is usually once i get to know people they like quite me quite a bit, but getting to that part is emotional rollercoaster.

Something that very closely relates to this (could also be autism related although it seems very hard to differentiate between certain symptoms) is the feeling that i cant seem to regulate the amount of emotions i'm showing to someone as there isn't something between liking them or disliking them or sorta neutral (people i dont care/know enough about). This has formed a habit of me being either too affectionate? or to disregarding of whatever they are doing and making them uncertain what i actually want (quite probably because i dont act as in the way id really want cause i feel like that is too much for people from the beginning).

This has obviously showed up in my relationship attempts aswell. Something i've yet to find is a guide on how to date as someone with adhd... :? Theres a ton on how to date someone with adhd and pretty much every friend of mine with adhd has either the tendency to never have a gf or to always have one so they cant help me out much. 


Is this something like this you guys might have noticed or experienced aswell?

TL;DR: I feel like my emotions are 0 or 1 and not on a scale of 0-100%. Trouble in opening up to people due to being too affectionate or disregarding.",6.293113207547172,7.022640921383651,7.30911320754717,70.97951886792455,65.88679245283019,10.007798742138366,34.13899371069182,10.008157457239328,3.558888805031448,1335,58,229,29,20,450,159,318,0.07400000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.13,0.9514,2,0,5,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,7,5,14,15,0,1,14,0,31,3,0,5,3,46,47,20,0,3,12,0,4,6,2,1,2,0,0,1,16,11,0,2,7,2,0,1,9,4,0,1,0,5,27,11,44,41,12,28,0,0,0,1,16,14,0,12,18,171,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.07317312082664344,0.0,0.3604625855716103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996431172572143,0.062392314040740825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009949006218122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260812579679398,0.04570927144389839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186260767795255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645071881597891,0.15405750631964274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986825709933805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610671709311133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757603063695886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373855705351632,0.0,0.07747804361088838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317686844273125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113741796045105,0.10713651527315199,0.0,0.0,0.06853359926561776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793209881415101,0.0,0.1175274181373847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424549582128638,0.0,0.0,0.06717052567604342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050259887851326436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619901859548704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241798777197963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197990273603168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767557452296265,0.0,0.05005209677473442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795456888813938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536459403052167,0.0,0.05783193044833801,0.07241957245273217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707385199039141,0.0,0.07985502540364456,0.05081078888503986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119986927115347,0.0,0.2599207347817797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628521963905305,0.08084494094693896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190169087794942,0.0,0.0,0.0960727545842648,0.0,0.07403720198772748,0.08050426267551794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652440153933945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059993630465424,0.2886299713236093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793661118624022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963146735747344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372350654540082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258377830240066,0.18560782604937126,0.0884544720681149,0.05951844572006336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LexicanLuthor,2018/04/16,"I had 14 chapters of homework due..... and 14 weeks to do it in. So I think to myself ""yeah, I'll do a chapter a week. It's all due the 26th of april. I have tons of time"" 

Did that for four weeks. Then forgot.

SO now I have ten chapters of homework to do, plus two research papers, plus two take home exams and a final for this class due in the next two weeks.

So you know. What ever hole you're trying to dig yourself out of this time, at least know there is someone else out there ALSO frantically digging. ",1.065943396226416,2.8749463490566067,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,80.79245283018868,4.617358490566038,20.033962264150947,4.935628992294339,-0.41126490566037743,387,10,88,1,10,126,67,106,0.025,0.975,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,1,8,0,0,0,2,12,13,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,6,0,18,10,3,20,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,15,62,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482481122562033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486098656685715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768658932578892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030744454607573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595099560767192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375971559613248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971534581120665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707165334475248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938249477174272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878385301086301,0.0,0.0,0.21619283603974151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258606757940567,0.0,0.5432672119798887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948017866081564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Malfatto,2018/04/16,"I always thought I'd never be able to be good at a job, until I became a Starbucks Barista. Now I'm looking for a high-level job, trade or college major that offers the same type of stimulation. I am a 21 year old college ""dropout"" (I hope to go back soon, either to college or do some sort of trade). It was a terrible idea for me to jump into college at 18 years old, mentally unstable afer constantly taking ADHD stims had stunted my emotional growth. I had a hard time and did some expensive experimenting with majors and classes, and couldn't really make too many friends. 

Basically I just couldn't pay attention in class. Throughout all of high school I had my prescribed stims and the support of my teachers on my side, and even then I wad a shoddy student. I would spend half the class on my phone. I went an entire semester without bringing my phone to class, only to find that something else would just distract be in lieu of it. I didn't fail every class, not even most of them, but I had to just drop out until I could get some stability. 

What I'm aiming to do now is figure out what kind of job would best fit my temperament. I NEED to be stimulated. I used to work in a warehouse doing monotonous tasks. I was the worst employee there. I am now employed at a Starbucks as a barista and it's the first job I've ever had where I feel like I'm ok at something. I crave the stimulation (and the constant supply of caffeine is nice, since I'm willfully unmedicated). I've even gotten a few commendations. 

This is definitely not the first time someone has asked this, but what type of trade jobs/college degree requiring jobs would fit me or people like me? I need something that isn't monotonous. I need fulfillment or I will never go anywhere. I love the outdoors, exercise and moving around a lot with my body in general. I used to think I enjoyed writing but I think that was the adderall™ side of me that could just whip up essays super quickly in high school.",4.998354203935602,5.913145043927653,5.948333333333334,78.92711538461539,68.84496124031008,8.744543828264757,31.16368515205725,8.950670267944501,2.5486689326177703,1560,63,299,27,26,516,198,387,0.051,0.8059999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9867,8,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,8,18,17,0,1,23,1,34,3,1,6,4,69,60,19,0,12,15,0,2,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,13,14,0,1,8,1,6,7,9,4,0,3,13,3,39,13,45,33,13,53,0,1,1,1,8,23,0,11,24,205,52,29,0.0909577988419666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931359842889732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568417511386079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097172514255208,0.08503326351694765,0.0,0.0,0.0699409328196189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545459823440344,0.0,0.0,0.10103360954548217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965861343962685,0.0,0.1452448021437142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598356948263953,0.10231528111218748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023030487506211,0.08227653648481792,0.07663586850205313,0.0,0.0,0.0889741807006414,0.0,0.0,0.045990996070561035,0.0649802696669285,0.0,0.0,0.08313378030209356,0.15473731445832745,0.0,0.0,0.07027376975472782,0.0,0.04752169575022517,0.0,0.103386826410373,0.07629108620510516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148032182996415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883057252186837,0.0,0.09034161763953734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268028347125348,0.0,0.0,0.4513079016602417,0.0,0.0,0.09471855053071283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887477211659972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763816427202367,0.0,0.0,0.0773290678937725,0.08209296468444023,0.0,0.06071503702589595,0.09221693163470958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166406773009804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667374542479887,0.0,0.202332165957702,0.14030452367471322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088981827195306,0.0,0.0,0.06917750473470757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305868506208077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058269895045714615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410829686638347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524123113403289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706824778958453,0.2100712720336085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321783222718113,0.0,0.0,0.06838894489142404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656416956597357,0.0,0.07221033219579813,0.10607644793598564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711666821589138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431879079369499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768007224703485,0.0,0.06621836085910747,0.0,0.0,0.2584552423623711,0.0,0.0,0.11714768057129955
adhd,iamnotaburden,2018/04/16,"This sub has opened my eyes! Ever since I was younger, I’ve always felt... different. I never knew why... I haven’t been officially diagnosed yet, but the posts on here and research has prompted me to seek out testing.

I’m easily irritable. The smallest thing will piss me off in a way I’m starting to think is not normal. I have some mood swings for sure.


I am bad at remembering anything. I will literally hear something, and I’ll immediately forget or jumble it up. 

I cannot focus. I’m in nursing school, and while it’s hard I feel like I’m always missing something. I feel stupid for not knowing something because I literally blank out. I’m lucky to have made it this far!

Something that has absolutely stunned me is the concept of rejection sensitive dysphoria. I always feel super upset over things that I should brush off. Like if someone gives me constructive criticism I get super offended. 

I’ve always have had good grades in high school so I wonder if I’m just overreacting. I’ve started to struggle more with my emotions and schoolwork.

Anyways, I’m happy to have found this sub (even though I don’t know if I am affected haha).",3.356668851026652,5.812461949541287,4.697103538663171,79.8763149847095,76.29357798165137,7.455133245958932,28.72957623416339,8.418075326091056,2.3932181738750544,907,40,163,18,21,300,134,218,0.187,0.6659999999999999,0.147,-0.7859999999999999,1,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,8,18,3,2,4,1,20,3,2,2,3,37,44,12,0,5,8,0,5,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,11,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,7,8,22,9,20,34,2,22,0,2,1,0,2,14,1,7,8,99,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291062024680773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106094905670218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764761460347227,0.07859193952185424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085692066498938,0.0,0.1346999665331116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502411391302847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515424082847455,0.1166207204812377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955661963865592,0.09210458035044604,0.12378893663104534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136042847731126,0.0,0.0,0.06735838227590038,0.123677325616669,0.0,0.1081368008384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724385643637038,0.11549214688451245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530868837893013,0.0,0.0,0.13621713160014062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170843913883902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597321666251968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199266034139393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943548511391946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631985981169566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234752285087174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460477402581854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609594806059093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066487112807112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923836815987467,0.39701335915276603,0.0,0.0,0.18250861645645627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347811849105897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151099200492177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713050768407595,0.0826104137209847,0.1266688931189455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233525800574524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163354347288881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981447443372638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JUXQMDL,2018/04/16,"My friend died unexpectedly, I am losing my mind My former best friend passed away last week. Totally unexpected. I never had a friend like him before: right from the start, we got on really, really well. I never met anyone who understood me as well as he did. And even when he didn't, he always took time to listen to me. He was just so patient and seemed to know exactly what to do when things got difficult. And I did the same for him (or at least I tried, but I couldn't do it like he did. He was a natural). He was a fantastic friend. 

A few years ago, he met a fantastic girl and man, he was just so happy with her. I'm not sure if that was the reason, but around the same time, we began to grew apart and things started to get bit akward between us. Long story short: I tried to fix things (i.e. by writing him a letter) and recently, I finally began to notice some improvements. 

Last time I saw him, he seemed really, really happy to see me. I'm so glad he was there that day.

But now he's gone. I'm absolutely devastated. In two days, I will speak at his memorial. Tonight, I discovered that I am not invited to the private ceremony afterwards. Two of my friends are. 

I'm trying to be reasonable, but I feel like I'm going crazy. I really feel like I am losing my mind. My brain can't seem to function anymore, there's just chaos, I feel ashamed and there's so much grief. I don't know what to do with myself. Even speaking in full sentences seems to be really hard right now. I just really, really want to get some control back. 

I am so sorry for the rant and for awful sentence constructions, but I really needed to vent. 

TL;DR - Former best friend passed away, I feel  devastated, not invited to the private ceremony, I don't know how to deal with myself right now.",2.0102379378717785,4.1000596404494365,4.039035029742236,84.75398215465964,79.0,7.896100462656974,21.4256444150694,8.757208317658263,1.4815812293456712,1376,39,284,33,34,469,167,356,0.151,0.6829999999999999,0.166,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,3,0,0,5,24,23,0,1,13,1,26,1,1,4,5,59,61,25,2,4,14,0,5,4,6,1,0,3,0,2,10,14,0,1,14,0,0,6,10,5,2,2,21,10,42,18,38,36,12,49,0,3,2,0,38,14,0,8,33,185,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807371601020053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389919960435671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761595369796688,0.05369651989812057,0.0,0.0,0.06836341176222284,0.0,0.0,0.1443019749188009,0.05905025218326317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653464875804049,0.0,0.16118223965730358,0.0,0.08383973552785579,0.0,0.0,0.08572809129610537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613159369880014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905223567629924,0.07917178686062812,0.0,0.0,0.0797005963042157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144412363297783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531848413461832,0.10972405302813584,0.0,0.08412465229925906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559875733931792,0.0,0.08024394314168923,0.0,0.04364410028462818,0.0,0.12283919953131202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634984071814105,0.06879281356515148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661279356121374,0.12519558073480627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007171036023526,0.0,0.0,0.06796074115125746,0.0,0.1718268682531548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550811642780575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645281454886636,0.056942169832564435,0.11845734924370972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743107970293111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44276887261630704,0.15791513084436526,0.0758253323457868,0.0,0.0,0.1967463232561695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119529660385805,0.27964341823036554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596518740982108,0.10871112508175568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237793429773147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530566172475918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433852142377395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532154681526312,0.15641533180555958,0.0,0.1500341913518528,0.0,0.09237436234041872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529540259468277,0.0,0.06159993859869805,0.0,0.13809500757087406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945315855495114
adhd,shawtyface,2018/04/16,When off the meds I often feel like I am a data base. When I’m not on my meds and someone talks to me I honestly feel like a database. They ask me a question and it feels like I can almost feel my brain searching for it or i can feel the gears literally grinding. This is something I only get off the meds and honestly it feels great because my mind is racing so fast it’s almost like papers are being fluttered and files are being traced. Hopefully someone can relate. ,2.9508684210526286,4.7318942315789485,4.319144736842105,85.24713815789475,75.10526315789474,6.434210526315789,25.559210526315788,7.1686216300943375,1.2217631578947366,372,13,72,4,8,123,57,95,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.9674,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,0,0,18,20,8,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,12,8,5,18,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,6,7,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996767586720612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988903136645411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121643682545078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704275101514887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539613529432693,0.3206989808109356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817839410650633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164973712029207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862185527143332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924174674732456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986340588453533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108923994447918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380457163987145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676260514362249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535714163257095,0.11519674986500406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027137962871888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,art3m18,2018/04/16,"Had a Psych triage phone appointment today with a psychiatrist I'm at work today and planned to take the call in one of our empty offices and even scheduled the office to myself in advance. The appt was at 1:30 pm but the doc called me at 1:22 pm then left me a message with the number to their reception. I was given his personal work number and called him multiple times from 1:30-2:00 (my appt time period), left a message and insisted on reception to contact triage to re-schedule or something.

2 hours later still no reschedule and no call back! SOOOOOO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW. I WAITED 2 FREAKING WEEKS FOR THIS APPT. 

Idk . IDK. 

Like why even make a set time appointment if you wont be available. LIKE WTF IS THAT. GAHHHHHHH",3.2600931677018683,5.867397514492755,4.073126293995859,83.41695652173915,77.47826086956522,7.131262939958592,26.523809523809533,8.192908349453996,1.9654331262939968,579,23,106,11,14,185,94,138,0.211,0.748,0.041,-0.9813,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,4,5,4,1,0,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,11,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,11,2,16,5,0,25,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,16,62,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144417252873428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6450872985174095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863243080275032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555366028305468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34319906632085523,0.0,0.0,0.1543205491155914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054244937035367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070225232919034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790491481712205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348777441952435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158798753788785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612907482501498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874932872102716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762838424874328,0.0,0.29941252608322355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668791909173382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251400928388394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299607316214589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,alright4,2018/04/16,"Any experience with SSRIs and Amphetamines? (spec. Celexa and Adderall) I took Celexa (or Citalopram) for two years and it was really helpful in treating depression and anxiety. I have not taken any type of SSRI in a couple of years, but was diagnosed with ADHD about 6 months ago and prescribed XR Adderall which I take daily. Talked to my psychiatrist about going back on antidepressants, and she prescribed Celexa again. Wondering what people's experiences are in combining antidepressants and ADHD medications. Thanks for any input!",7.4594318181818196,10.708248806818187,7.204545454545452,63.00181818181821,66.61363636363637,10.30909090909091,32.59090909090909,10.411451182825502,4.467836363636365,437,19,58,13,8,138,64,88,0.042,0.887,0.07,0.5406,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,5,2,13,6,0,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453952770857456,0.0,0.16425951765689234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37803623634287264,0.0,0.1417559328516765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248621214812526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205033731583592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960080273823948,0.1880781734615761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362522873971766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531170151263416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420438387713273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866728102137272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479067163532115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846544670358054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870954951009367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932444589375712,0.14893915930886653,0.0,0.17060167897638245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587793567072227,0.0,0.0,0.18101365216939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009526958249826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865751561524498
adhd,hanarada,2018/04/16,"How to notice progress in habits? I have some trouble with silly mistakes on reports and being picked up by my manager. In my previous job I have subordinates to help me check through so it wasnt an issue but  I dont have it here :(.

The thing is that, when I make a silly mistake and being criticised, I will impose to myself that I am unworthy, not deserving to live routine in my head and insist to myself that my manager's version of events represents that they are accurate, and my ""learned helplessness"" kicks in.


I caught myself yesteday on this habit when I realise that I make fewer mistakes compared to last time and I have already berate myself badly . The thing is that I didnt realise this always.


Any books/guides/tips on that? I am seeing a student therapist now but we are still in the beginning stage. I have also talked to my psychatrist about my symptoms and he asked me to be patient since I am in therapy but I need some help in the short run, though he asks me to monitor it and to inform my primary doctor if I noticed these symptoms in the long run",5.144716336295287,6.074276038277517,5.9842959671907066,78.74757177033494,68.52153110047847,9.033629528366367,32.15345181134655,9.23628265651192,2.895698291182501,848,36,156,16,14,279,119,209,0.138,0.8170000000000001,0.045,-0.9706,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,8,0,19,4,1,4,0,26,27,17,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,6,0,0,3,1,33,2,27,20,3,26,0,1,1,0,10,13,0,3,9,125,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155075055540426,0.13156574357699444,0.13689294438675825,0.0,0.0,0.11187852649060934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30760601661147624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373664499326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683921149272813,0.0,0.0,0.19281498222313725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884390475123146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054716637128408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717150387395542,0.16325967057270727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410490097773636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527324554260945,0.14559409220311495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963535110271104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198871560856164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37461182629998185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311003015153878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609177418828794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313850446906293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34199636108523795,0.0,0.13223409883738993,0.0,0.0,0.18814175543614475,0.19101917936103474,0.21859815795951812,0.0,0.16163903147080722,0.0,0.09593232182421142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sleepykid36,2018/04/16,"To medicate or not to medicate. I’m a 5’6, 25yo Asian male and I have ADHD. I was diagnosed at the young age of 6, and have been on medication for the majority of the remainder of my years. To be straight, I have yet to find something that I’ve been comfortable sticking with. 

I started meditating with Concerta when I was 6 and all the way until the end of middle school. I hated taking it and taking it everyday. It killed my mood and energy and my social anxiety went through the roof. At the end of middle school, I decided that it was enough and I wouldn’t take medication anymore and try to go natural. 

I’m not going into all the details but the mixture of being extremely unmotivated and ADHD, I failed everything. Dropped out of college, and then all my community college classes.

I decided to go back on medication and tried Straterra. At this point I’m back at a 4 year college. Straterra just didn’t feel like anything. So I saw a school psychiatrist and we started going in Vyvanse. Felt similar affects to Concerta, and am now on Wellbutrin. This past weekend, I wasted a total of 10 hours forgetting things, taking the wrong trains, and humiliating myself. 

Because I’m a small and somewhat young adult, stimulants are too strong with my metabolism, but non stimulants feels like I never took anything. I feel completely lost. Does anyone have any tips?",5.3765263157894685,7.0820178352941205,6.626955624355007,71.45498452012384,68.68627450980392,10.074303405572754,34.205366357069146,10.307518312809881,3.968843137254903,1088,53,185,30,19,367,142,255,0.114,0.8170000000000001,0.069,-0.9257,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,3,8,10,2,0,15,0,15,6,0,3,5,45,38,22,1,1,6,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,9,21,0,0,7,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,11,5,21,4,31,24,7,44,0,2,1,0,4,15,0,2,23,127,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456157721620148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949008133637452,0.0,0.0781721196814764,0.0,0.10134119559726508,0.07145092711554372,0.0,0.16818097769249676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714967274996494,0.0,0.06229172430116674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714022673844274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371678412003707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894237823392603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810131844466195,0.10558560177286473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183831630700888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500515271737064,0.14600360192076045,0.09811472218485527,0.0,0.09339628342272284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229895973720985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088766052706227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063276700114404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305382706717025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998459756740163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154824615482314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147089426081974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881225303959649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754823607444124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659893459340993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102534964509701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416590416041732,0.0,0.07866788522678995,0.0,0.0,0.1446557558963361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073250491845881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788793280122253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353256476303215,0.13875536681330686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111060392153878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472757829864847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172450589565876,0.0,0.13160905154551428
adhd,recoveringcultist,2018/04/16,"Habitica is literally changing my life for the better Tl;DR I found habitica.com about a month or ago (maybe?) thanks to this sub and it's changing my life for the better in many ways.

Habitica.com is a gamified tasklist. Like any task list/to do list app, you put in your tasks and check them off when they're done. The difference is you have a little pixel RPG character and when you cross of a task, he/she gets experience and levels up, and when you miss your tasks, he/she loses health and can ultimately die. Because of ADHD, the thought of my little avatar losing health is wayyyyy more motivating to my brain than significant real-world consequences that separated in time from the actions that cause them like IRS auditing cuz I didn't file taxes or getting my electricity turned off cuz I didn't pay the bill.

There are many things I could say - it actually got me to go through my mail backlog, and submit my tax documents to my tax guy - but I wanted to share a little story that just happened today.

I'm a freelance software developer and work from home. I invoice my main client every two weeks. Normally I have to go back on invoice day and try to remember hours I worked, try to recreate what i worked on by going through calendar and emails and chats. It's stressful and takes awhile. I've struggled with sending invoices on time for the entire EIGHT YEARS I've had this client - so much so that the boss of the company teases me that I must like working for free. I made two tasks in habitica - one that makes me log whether I invoiced on time or not, and one that requires me to end EACH workday by logging my time worked AND what I worked on.

Today marks two weeks since I set this system up and for the first time today I went into my timecard software and EVERY DAY IS LOGGED AND HAS WHAT I WORKED ON ALREADY. I just had to click ""send invoice"" and done. My invoice is ON TIME and sent stress-free.

EIGHT YEARS I've struggled with this, and I finally found something that works.

PS if you're on habitica and want to join my party, send me a PM.",5.170787728026532,6.126309992537316,5.450995024875624,82.50038971807632,68.4776119402985,8.542620232172473,29.565505804311773,8.735056554316923,2.1502182421227194,1635,59,322,26,27,519,206,402,0.052000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8941,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,6,2,15,10,15,1,3,17,0,20,5,1,7,1,51,41,34,1,6,9,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,1,19,25,0,1,5,1,8,11,3,7,0,8,13,2,44,9,47,26,4,60,0,3,1,0,19,21,0,4,28,198,63,15,0.0,0.0,0.07533236281709645,0.0,0.09277483989852547,0.0,0.06842978018149676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518793456335103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249606825953417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935911851730195,0.0,0.04705809157265177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654754447180031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861764978702313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930176975957758,0.16332670333143953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163489016300613,0.0,0.0,0.09957033508791112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011747565851192,0.08065360644504352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799704441279508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837292678207961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008226849996216,0.0,0.0,0.07551270370971858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456467197736844,0.0,0.06566305464976874,0.0,0.16928331400155416,0.0,0.0,0.0806636645083325,0.0,0.1316171511005269,0.0,0.06174085913232005,0.0,0.0,0.07643638217912165,0.06826435133327342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641119173951233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743409029998596,0.0,0.07602271437941982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090519286173583,0.11314250293615526,0.2321126402095335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272562029780325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304491804710303,0.051529067933614836,0.15652967592880565,0.07755396629269083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161727631855472,0.0,0.056748094809850935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563589302704946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462029608875156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760351025649967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786618451684583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744825457752488,0.0,0.0,0.0613895226197752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385750055395249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594294119862693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685598970719146,0.16140447431073654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804194084103712,0.0,0.0,0.07107189621324374,0.0,0.0,0.05128573007535325,0.0,0.0,0.06128516584185133,0.27008237627452725,0.0,0.2195189351362292,0.0,0.0,0.10482231517831303,0.0839673062930443,0.2262284329911741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106464651708117,0.06127475631271565,0.12384428247962745,0.0,0.0,0.07156165773291727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495980676030849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099423653284593
adhd,BroHamAxell,2018/04/16,How are you guys able to overcome the desire to only do things that are quick and easy? I have had this issue for so long and it feels like my life is a living hell.  My days now consist of coming home from school and watching Youtube videos/browsing reddit until it's time to go to bed.,3.986694915254237,4.71609779661017,4.162500000000001,91.4908686440678,71.03389830508475,5.9,23.224576271186447,3.1291,0.03001355932203387,226,5,48,0,4,70,51,59,0.07200000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.127,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,9,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,8,8,0,8,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,7,32,9,1,0.3014088445092294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963703098169266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438376977688107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524013681063327,0.21532653874172827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129759230414254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984421434951662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023376464177864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314592525191395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128939805953821,0.14725313667840198,0.0,0.2661495317676666,0.2667373426074658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292350082519779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30504184209356483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002426433335783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575392109905189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oof-throwaway,2018/04/16,"Overwhelming stress and exhaust I tried to explain it in words and I really can’t, but basically I’ve been feeling this dreadful anxiety from all of my responsibilities and school work, that it results in a state of delusional mental exhaustion. I feel like I’ve been going crazy or something. I’ve felt depression and hopelessness but not like this before. Now its more like everything is moving too fast for me to stop and reflect. I feel like I have no true morality or sensibility. I’ve noticed more and more times too that I have trouble discerning what’s real and what’s not in certain situations. Also another thing I noticed is whenever people raise their voice at me in a specific demanding tone it ignites this feeling in me of blind rage and severe stress. I think I made a somewhat traumatic stress connection because my father has also been raising his voice more often and stressing me out about grades more. It feels as if nobody has my back when everyone’s after me even though I have many good friends who reassure me if they’re legitimately concerned. I can’t think of anything else to say now because I’m crashing from Adderall, please help I’m so confused. 

btw I’m male, in high school freshman year, just got switched from 15mg Adderall IR to 20mg about a week ago which I can’t go back down from otherwise I won’t get enough of a kick to really be in the get shit done mood %100 of the time (or at least on some days)",5.1277956989247375,6.524936358422941,5.753008960573478,78.66284677419358,68.92831541218638,9.164229390681003,31.871146953405017,9.516144504307137,2.984070824372759,1160,50,216,25,20,376,166,279,0.236,0.647,0.116,-0.9911,0,0,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,1,16,24,2,7,7,0,16,4,1,3,3,44,34,22,0,2,10,1,6,4,1,1,3,3,0,1,15,10,0,1,11,0,0,3,7,14,0,0,7,10,24,9,32,25,10,31,1,3,1,0,10,13,1,9,18,137,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535731721920436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205279788932687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280007606218034,0.08229334682984417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852373188692284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543458942272765,0.0,0.13115147685472436,0.0,0.09153702942309984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937593547295784,0.0,0.09265280083763457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008492387238064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986376155900877,0.0,0.0,0.1111520652418883,0.0,0.07105120775134809,0.0,0.0,0.10279098150471512,0.09668002411750487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719616841434702,0.15370089873767026,0.1032873215511048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831109321671758,0.0,0.11240530985461797,0.0,0.12227287004471545,0.0902274534678151,0.08603626482580466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210417394581099,0.11365718985281563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021969313832026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178854006244208,0.0,0.1090625303937364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840867285010068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143334863974155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449460288255941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457784198909162,0.0,0.0,0.11808327555432307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244206553917275,0.13782853293442468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554667524669789,0.0,0.21774002199799206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215273080819597,0.11042253617442747,0.0,0.120916994453834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281524909030498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899361685856398,0.4928998067185118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146697853833413,0.1378573658953175,0.10569030682518893,0.0,0.12545381441344314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730352686622585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862888825513708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831470713455775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927373447792183
adhd,TheBlackHat1,2018/04/16,"Not studying because I get really frustrated The ones of you that are still in school, do you also just not study until the last moment because when you do, you just get frustrated because you just don‘t know what to do with the things you read?",6.0450354609929065,6.830875914893618,5.5838297872340465,82.93333333333334,66.44680851063829,8.819858156028369,28.43262411347518,8.841846274778883,2.0610624113475167,196,6,37,3,3,60,31,47,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.8119,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,0,6,2,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526882246631913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778534424594515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301718837278069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365374846352907,0.2575649893763281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411549082434614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606442400447066,0.0,0.2024241844502575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31978753191906084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523411701826495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099223511669997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,isaacmusselman22,2018/04/16,"Anyone wanna contribute to my essay on the importance of finding the right medication for ADD? (: Can anyone outline it for me 


hellllppppppppppp please",5.904999999999998,9.647212833333338,5.9250000000000025,63.27000000000001,87.33333333333334,9.066666666666668,31.0,8.841846274778883,4.688200000000001,124,6,14,4,4,39,21,24,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836946442570425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814849759695891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204743944970491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581665713497293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35644698321784063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aiziks251,2018/04/16,"Need keeping my hands busy! I work in a position that requires me to pay 100% of my auditory attention to a lecture once a week for 8 straight hours.  I'm not learning anything, rather I'm evaluating the lecturer.  This is more of a challenge than I thought it would be as I find myself quickly getting distracted/unable to focus.  My coping techniques are breaking down and I find myself doing crossword puzzles or browsing reddit and not paying as much attention as I should.  I tried fidget toys, but they get boring after awhile.

I am hoping someone can recommend something to keep my hands busy, I thought about taking up woodworking, or knitting, or some other task that can be worked on without being too distracting that I can't listen to the lecturer.  I'm not in the same room with the lecturer/students so I don't have to worry about being rude/distracting.  I don't have any experience with either of those?

Any ideas/thoughts?",6.780815047021946,7.672921114942527,6.990585161964475,73.11747648902823,64.86206896551724,9.54566353187043,36.50783699059562,9.573946990214177,3.6985931034482773,750,36,123,14,11,242,114,174,0.026,0.875,0.099,0.8918,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,6,4,0,1,8,0,17,2,2,0,0,31,30,10,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,3,7,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,2,3,19,2,25,22,5,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,4,94,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547829261794229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415740203552242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324560536386145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424341708500514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957453687596468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860618921528117,0.18448324101084734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33301669371702425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770979551535506,0.1389035183897759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950133733911024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872489759754185,0.14421650981675366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084955329894275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461595240061312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271854115721414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026558048478172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058034129376568,0.0,0.2727583109229417,0.1902436628870567,0.0,0.13307452502851425,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Optimesh,2018/04/16,"Signs of ADHD as adult, not so much as a child. Can this be right? Following [my post - In need of constant distraction, and it's crippling me](https://www.reddit.com/r/DecidingToBeBetter/comments/8cdtsh/in_need_of_constant_distraction_and_its_crippling/?st=jg2i5q72&sh=76547eca) over on [/r/DecidingToBeBetter](https://www.reddit.com/r/DecidingToBeBetter/) quiet a few people suggested I could have undiagnosed ADHD, since they had similar experiences and were diagnosed as adults. I'm 34.

Thing is, I distinctively remember periods of time in my life when I was able to sit down for hours and study. When I was 13-14 and had French exams at school I spent hours meticulously studying conjugations of verbs, when I had to do my University entrance exams I managed to be well prepared (but at University, however, I didn't find the ability to focus that much in test prep, I'm afraid).

Is this possible? From what I see online, ADHD is there from childhood, and if anything becomes less prominent in adulthood. [Wikipedia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attention_deficit_hyperactivity_disorder):

> Adults with ADHD are diagnosed under the same criteria, including that their signs must have been present by the age of six to twelve.

So, if there weren't really any signs (at least in terms of academic performance) at a young age, is it at all possible to have undiagnosed ADHD?

Thanks!",9.804657088641909,12.906318741935484,8.311737598265115,58.206934128490104,59.73732718894009,11.373163458931966,33.502033071293035,11.20814326018867,4.5846966115478445,1145,45,159,34,17,348,140,217,0.023,0.925,0.052000000000000005,0.6805,1,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,2,6,0,23,3,0,0,3,21,30,16,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,10,2,14,2,34,16,8,32,0,0,1,0,7,15,0,2,14,110,22,6,0.12026822922435873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7226951993433856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031057611705724,0.0,0.08178652004587507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897050513439422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132826810183422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996722972034175,0.0,0.09602439472077028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441394420727748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764540584525532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992298266838196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368799591921831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494900705525768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768219734394363,0.0891773680566629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337884696187095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27116871563392914,0.11518371838774268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704690728513905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624045882107724,0.1027084106231622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171786878936827,0.09583820751168468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948712203197783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072682692359773,0.0,0.0,0.07990086743521843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012937163220298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813558170637833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,FernandoWestbrook,2018/04/16,"Methylphenidate not working? Hi, I was diagnosed last week after 18 years of wondering what was wrong with me.

Anyway my psychiatrist put me on methylphenidate 10 mg (generic) she told me to take 5 mg on the mornings for the first two days and after the third day start with the 10 mg.

The first day I felt the effects greatly, even with such a low dose I could actually tell the difference. I felt motivated, focused and I could actually understand what people were saying however I did feel that ""crash"" feeling after the effects wore off and it was horrible, I had to lie down for like an hour until it passed. On the second day of taking 5mg I felt absolutely nothing, it felt just as if I hadn't taken anything but I still got that crashing feeling once again, but not as bad as the first time.

Now I'm taking the 10mg but I still don't feel any improvements, not like the first day which were so noticeable, and I still get that crashing feeling, i've seen people here say that this is normal and that I will adapt to the meds but i just wanted to ask, is there something that I'm doing wrong?",3.8140580103008936,5.427798576036867,4.505285985361887,85.49725670913527,72.4562211981567,7.502195716996478,26.58959067497967,8.124751697461798,1.5895353212252648,869,30,174,13,17,278,119,217,0.059,0.857,0.084,0.501,1,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,8,13,7,0,0,15,0,15,2,0,3,0,36,40,15,0,5,10,0,9,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,13,8,0,0,14,0,0,2,5,4,0,7,17,12,19,3,23,20,0,32,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,26,118,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.2009418153967722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001410059893727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847246086386897,0.0,0.09625063570032802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596456126288715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440512759709114,0.0,0.0,0.3319928372087559,0.0,0.0,0.1044989042684778,0.0,0.10756785988986528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800194300132614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602900573962169,0.0,0.3954183904914471,0.0,0.0,0.3502997360605169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379063717347652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823438948033978,0.11351014801909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139163081795734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392346880483678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059890635903436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436170674448155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087572648499316,0.0987897502507823,0.11721690888697947,0.0,0.1096455473805692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427544533191385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349994112068467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375063333018522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926111358990508,0.0,0.0,0.07287329681279224,0.0,0.2466641103895225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223192248862715,0.0,0.08998871187566887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003489178465121,0.0,0.0,0.0983795587232841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005737559079474,0.10718157719187893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060726541373844985,0.0,0.08258567107601501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165217173803267,0.07495371886382468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513402329407384,0.0,0.06630075254937888
adhd,BGTCV,2018/04/16,"Are there any foods you should avoid eating before and after taking Concerta? I've tried googling but I'm not getting a clear answer. 

Many thanks in advance.",2.9839655172413795,6.070637655172416,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,86.24137931034483,4.279310344827587,21.043103448275854,5.985473137389443,0.4254758620689661,128,4,21,1,4,38,28,29,0.14,0.737,0.123,0.1215,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594403688253435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246375189550301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903807057979385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46132427105881696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993236023637331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867919846331097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684857815809045,0.0,0.0,0.35124380887956635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590207325293246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fudeckup,2018/04/16,"Can't find a place to get tested So im pretty sure, along with many counselors and even psychologists, that i have ADHD, and its the reason i basically failed school from 13-17 years old (dropped out). Ive been calling up my insurance which is through the state and ive been asking them places to get tested for adhd. They give me places, and ive called like 10+ places now which all tell me ""we aren't taking any more appointments at this time""? I ask ""cant i have an appointment several months from now?"" - response - ""No, we arent taking any more appointments right now"". Can someone help me out? If i dont get adhd meds i will literally wind up homeless or insane.",3.7058646616541333,5.051898421052633,4.502263157894738,86.4723421052632,72.30827067669173,7.726015037593986,24.578195488721803,8.238735603445708,1.2955269172932329,522,15,109,8,10,168,90,133,0.047,0.86,0.093,0.6987,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,15,0,0,1,2,16,23,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,17,2,13,20,3,19,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,8,66,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565448048775815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222203251516213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367591666447619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586015925722038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840644214522622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363624425996237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573520602575435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847286728787264,0.1214725997678762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487571844519763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677938811425264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061863781630219015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283803712885801,0.0,0.0,0.14065456393034412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107283190396428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287422011631372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291949851547467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882565203422847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301941204936362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813916048757842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815375164856446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305298874818398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729103745263983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934488416219527,0.0,0.19041618456736048,0.0,0.1106779829353706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383749128055912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154393374805535
adhd,advicethrow101,2018/04/16,"How do I build/start good habits? So, I'm coming out of my first relationship after things didn't work out. I really want to learn how to improve myself with fitness, mindfulness, a better social life, learn new skills, etc. But in the past, every time I wanted to create a good habit, I end up dropping it after a while. Anyone have any advice?I really just want to become a better person guys.",4.115175438596488,5.846960868421058,5.18684210526316,80.43622807017546,71.89473684210526,7.171929824561403,20.561403508771924,7.793537801064563,0.9187877192982464,310,6,55,4,6,102,58,76,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,14,8,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,4,12,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,8,36,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285627772813027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660516773386078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576753202816315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455725179598565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829139471496407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303719784758015,0.0,0.21788587795988426,0.0,0.0,0.16460514629300302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166179093297005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32772918611360163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344407221351406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799350880477307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972650043127651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868669201077226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649993343742616,0.0,0.17058695225122786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503142402104001,0.0,0.0,0.20975107284600766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991520807976684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828178720433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979317164659446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392008449853505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456976027920925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222952240965642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kookala,2018/04/16,"My advise for incoming college freshmen from someone about to graduate I am graduating from my university next semester with a degree in business finance. It took me until this year (senior) to really figure things out with college. This is the first semester I am planning on finishing with good grades. College really isn't hard (depending on major). All you have to do is put the work in. 

*The order isn't that important here except for the first few*

The Basics:

1. **Go to class**. Everyone says this for a reason. When you skip once or twice in a row it will become a habit. I still don't even pay attention in most my classes, but class is where you get reminded of assignments, exams and other important little things.

2. **Do your homework!**This is the thing that really changed for me this year. If you can average around a B on all your tests its doing homework that will change that into an A and neglecting HW that will make it a C. All of my classes have HW that accounts for at least 25% of you grade. So even if you average a 50% on all tests and ace HW you can still pass. I failed ACCT twice with a 93% test average because HW was weighted nearly the same as tests and I didn't do it.

3. **Make a schedule on you phone with reminders for the whole year.** Take a few hours at the start of the year and make a schedule with every assignment and test for every class. Half of the time I missed an assignment wasn't because of laziness, it was entirely because I forgot about it. Set your phone up to remind you of the assignment a few hours before its due. 

The other things.

4. **Utilize the library.** The library is the best place to study and distraction free.

5. **Actually learn, dont just memorize.** When you get to college you will realize that everything compounds on work from prior classes, especially if your major has to do with math. This is a hard one because ppl with ADHD don't really think into the future so you will tell yourself you can cram for this test and actually learn for the next, but you wont. So try your best to learn the subject.

6. **Make friends in you major.** Being able to have a friend in nearly all of the same classes as you is huge. If your social and can balance fun and school think about joining a fraternity/sorority. Most greek houses have test files for classes and odds are someone in your house will be the same major. 

7. **Find a subject you like and are interested in.** I love marketing, but even tho its easy as hell I could never study for it. I would always get way to distracted. I could however study for finance for hours without skipping a beat. So I switched my major to finance. In HS I never thought I would ever like finance in a million years, but I love it. Even though its way harder I am doing better because I am interested in it. Ppl with ADD tend to hyper-focus on certain subjects and if you can find that subject college wont be as hard.

8. **Get medicated.** If you know you have ADD and can get a prescription, do it. I have always had a prescription, but never took it because I am a very social person and it makes me very awkward. I now take it during the day and spend most of my time in the library. Then I lift and sauna and its out of my system in the afternoon when im with my friends. Find a prescription that works for you and start to take it regularly. I took IR's sporadically for 3 years. Now i take one XR in the morning and its made a huge difference. It isn't a complete 180, but it still helps. 

9. **Try lifting/working out.** regularly working out has made a huge difference for me. It keeps me on my toes and is a great time filler. You have an insane amount of free time in college and need to find some sort of hobby to fill the time that also wont consume your time. Going to the gym or running makes you feel good and makes you feel like you can accomplish whatever your next task is. Sounds cheesy, but I swear to God this has the same affect as adderal does. It takes about 6 months to really get into the habit of having to go to the gym and after that you will want to go. Trust me.

College is so much fun and once you get a rhythm of things its not too daunting. I have had to retake 3 classes and take summer school the last two years, but have finally figured out what works for me. Hope this list helps. If you can stay on top of the first 3 basics I mentioned then you should be fine.

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adhd,kire555,2018/04/16,"I can't be productive anymore, I'm useless, need help Hi. I have Asperger's Syndrome and I also suffer from very bad mood swings, but the biggest problem and main struggle since two years is that I'm not able to do anything anymore. It seems like my intellectual functions have worn out. I feel useless.

My psychiatrist has prescribed me Abilify for mood swings, but I think my mood swings are the consequence, not the cause. I'm not diagnosed with ADHD or ADD and I think he doesn't take seriously my concentration problems.

Someone here takes this med? How do you feel? Is it helpful?",3.651727272727271,6.310014536363639,4.400909090909089,81.32136363636364,76.36363636363637,7.2727272727272725,30.90909090909091,8.296473431620573,2.595000000000001,469,23,84,9,11,150,77,110,0.191,0.687,0.122,-0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,2,0,22,23,8,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,2,12,1,5,21,1,3,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,49,16,0,0.1881130425745378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260753212702359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043393218348752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731151815030669,0.0,0.0,0.15480100576885406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706653306270146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932439128464583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093077846471748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902312129803909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521764143699147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091902530645116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895118325048498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394834374973122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599975530450176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125104892807907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556090527242023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593875705235095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966565958193222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828751941180994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410704840200324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375910870117487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521296091554385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113863188963668
adhd,mikerudz,2018/04/16,"Side effects and withdrawal from our meds, how concerned should we be? My mother sent me this article on [antidepressant withdraw ] (https://www.nytimes.com/2018/04/07/health/antidepressants-withdrawal-prozac-cymbalta.html?smprod=nytcore-ipad&smid=nytcore-ipad-share)
My psychiatrist prescribed Wellbutrin last year as an alternative ADHD treatment. I take adderall as well, but find the WB is great with emotion. I sometimes get overwhelmed by emotions(sadness, anger, or overly excited) and don’t seem to realize that it’s freight train. It’s often how I feel when making impulsive decisions. WB helps with that, but should I be worried about withdrawal from it and Adderall?",13.169806763285026,18.117768347826093,8.148840579710146,54.846400966183566,55.73913043478261,9.306280193236717,37.39613526570048,9.725611199111238,4.643285990338164,576,25,63,12,9,154,72,92,0.079,0.774,0.147,0.5845,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,4,0,21,12,11,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,9,3,11,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31017255018582457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796390770765785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903151311608217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049743802982455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358884623092957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134840731362345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284543782714102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743362962954561,0.0,0.0,0.17299146386778025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037679616275407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227625967503218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866784441972668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349543252645724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525639522512017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940506373073825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320528016110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621016763082719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620070765847572
adhd,smartphonetantrum,2018/04/16,"[Rant] Cannot work with meds, cannot work without them - and job scrambles my brain as it is Germany - has anyone here have any experience with having ADHD-PI recognised as an actual impairment at your job, particularly in Germany? 

I just came back from vacation, and as soon as I got in, I received a laundry list of things I had supposedly done wrong or not at all.

Now, 60 % I could prove I did, another 20 % I knew I had done, but did not have in writing, and the last 20% were actual mistakes on my part - but it frustrates me immensely that I cannot come out and say ""these are my limitations, please be considerate and take into account that I may need more help"" without risking my employment!

I am medicated, I have no side effects, the dosage used to be good for me (next higher dosage makes me aggressive, so that's a no from me), and my current job is way less stresful than the last, in terms of quantity of work - but why the everloving f*ck can I not function properly and do my job without issues?

I am the main breadwinner, husband is also ADHD-PI and has a stressful part-time job which does not pay that well, so we cannot do without my income - but I have no idea how I will be able to keep this positìon long term if I keep making these mistakes, especially since I am still in my probationary period.

Yes I have checklists, yes I check them multiple times, yes I cross things off my list when I am done with them, but apparently, that is just not enough!

I am really frustrated and at the end of my rope - does anyone have any advice for this particular situation?

Help will be greatly appreciated!",10.587097976570824,6.753332584664541,10.378666134185305,67.10993743343987,60.21405750798722,14.011608093716722,41.73828541001065,11.855464076750405,4.646197231096911,1261,49,249,28,12,419,169,313,0.104,0.777,0.119,0.7916,9,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,3,5,13,11,3,2,10,3,42,2,1,5,2,54,53,25,0,5,18,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,14,17,0,3,5,0,3,4,16,8,1,0,11,1,42,3,34,34,8,33,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,15,185,56,10,0.09209719479729893,0.0,0.17974715388419482,0.0,0.22136586189803176,0.0899963128630436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365009340559993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525850121908308,0.09657193884731034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879299993741933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081705797855442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281092776480688,0.0,0.10533465587546856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933357847493783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353211602869725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118975159831986,0.282742217222106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157077869474519,0.09516102135759856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900887285778988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724675747416296,0.0736585399182576,0.10153748239568128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346161669416328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396652281707132,0.0,0.09612554376598227,0.456961275030178,0.16372043669266012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014301161728966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150311926590267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295118534726973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229922159342494,0.09277823464197647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828890298287918,0.0,0.0,0.09794641148682244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994645743187177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109506361889382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058999821270601376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323938581354125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618375124247671,0.1035211056733618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354893873191931,0.0,0.10549702547636547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924562885025771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237056785673656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370261491232665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954240638409822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310246645853681,0.0,0.0,0.08280643855122545,0.0,0.08310339350227068,0.0,0.0,0.35511363715414285,0.0,0.20114356405418926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069382485099672,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mattcarey9,2018/04/16,ADHD and the professional world Are there any professional classical/contemporary musicians on this subreddit? I’m a college student studying music and it just seems impossible that I am going to be able to focus at such a high levels lol the time to achieve the success I want. Any advice helps. ,5.3760377358490565,8.255564716981137,6.577962264150944,66.78166037735852,71.64150943396227,9.52301886792453,33.241509433962264,9.888512548439397,4.168452075471698,242,12,36,7,5,81,43,53,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,23,5,6,0.33992644368211744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085255275865992,0.33217218660534964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623232765565608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318803155251604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278455298582152,0.35915095100697725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30945626758382805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821384292709024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049742367417991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bryngo,2018/04/16,"The state of my backpack - the state of my brain 

When I got to work today, I realized my jeans were soaking wet, from knee to top of thigh, and also the butt. How odd! It snowed a crazy lot this weekend so I thought maybe I got wet getting off the bus into a snow bank... but I figured I would remember falling and completely soaking my jeans so maybe I leaned up against something wet on the bus? I dunno, it was mysterious.


Several hours later I was looking for something in my backpack and I realized I had thrown a can of Fresca in there on Friday and forgotten about it.  Something else in that sea of detritus had punctured the can and it had leaked all over me when I had my bag on my lap during the bus ride to work, and then onto my butt when I put it on and walked to the office. This was probably a very cool look, me chilling on the bus while a lot of liquid dripped onto my lap and slowly spread down my jeans. Anyone wanna sit next to me? Seat's open! 


I have also quarantined of the pockets of my backpack because I transported a pear to work in that pocket several months ago and I squished it and now that pocket has this sort of coating of hard pear junk. 




 I'm really going to clean my backpack today, guys, I swear. I mean it this time.

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adhd,beholdingmyballs,2018/04/16,Taking a break from procrastinating. I was doing the pomodro thing while writing an essay but I got distracted. I started reading about job prospects in North Korea when the Alarm rang. I close the laptop and check social media for 5 minutes. Break ends. Back to reading about North Korea.,3.7310924369747913,7.001045470588237,3.9102521008403386,80.00470588235294,84.49019607843138,5.2672268907563025,24.932773109243694,6.868970318607317,1.5261126050420168,233,9,35,3,7,72,41,51,0.122,0.8240000000000001,0.055,-0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,6,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,23,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488341203343332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866201101949225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588184048993042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32113041728851194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6473899580750366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32987699785831953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290509877614165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433124960820821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149903813899263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,yayayaeli,2018/04/16,"Patience? How do you stay patient with other people who move too slow for you? Cognitively, I can move pretty fast on certain things \(like hyperfocus topics or things I have 15\+ yrs experience with\). And something that seems so simple to me can take hours before someone else gets it. Who likes a 4\-hour meeting that could've been done in 45 min if everyone was on the same page? I can't tell if I explain things poorly \(a very big possibility...case in point, this is the 4th time I'm trying to write this post\), or if it's evening and my meds are wearing off so I'm more impulsive and just ""faster"" in general \(more hyperactive, ready to move to the next thing, etc.\), or if I'm just a jerk or what. It's ironic because I know I would ask for patience if it was me on the other end. At the same time, it's always been really hard for me to figure out what to expect from other people because I'm so off myself. Stuff that they \(neurotypicals\) find easy I find incredibly difficult, but things I find easy they find really complicated and hard. Do I really have to repeat the same thing 5x before someone gets it? Maybe, but I'm really clueless about what other people can do and what I should expect from them. So this makes me really impatient when my brain is over here and theirs is over there and it's hour 3 and oh my god why are we still talking about whatever topic??? I'm either way too fast or way too slow. 

Anyone ever feel that way? How do you cope? How do you figure out what ""normal"" people are supposed to be capable of?",3.9390366581415184,5.340997882352943,5.06209434498437,82.46638107416882,71.81045751633988,7.936118215402104,23.76186416595624,8.456263369488248,1.3951405512929806,1216,32,241,20,23,401,162,306,0.05,0.883,0.067,0.7139,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,4,4,0,20,5,1,0,9,0,25,2,2,4,2,54,40,28,0,10,15,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,32,13,0,0,10,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,5,3,27,3,31,32,8,39,0,0,0,0,17,15,0,11,18,169,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806743547806083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560253694096546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771092243671043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438606354191685,0.0,0.1596712551796452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473640166628484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490924755947767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601249943240434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837625763978702,0.0,0.08309846071177032,0.0,0.1046363515736523,0.06196855849040999,0.08486738732005432,0.0,0.0896509595157548,0.0,0.09177593731597083,0.0,0.0,0.047439231687586014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430065014260762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980362648124921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680922004533392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771873682193809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156212781609013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167339840068288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626269260177105,0.0,0.09425682831386777,0.0,0.10421511210819838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991538735284753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978078126794852,0.0,0.09192565801871268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260177497872407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869213362164304,0.0,0.0898555591068178,0.09545072263568764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005239381251842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854120421098161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899018394979453,0.07222877371923442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000178851027948,0.074926385323333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740376468255138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054248176308826,0.07541058471079264,0.08200457971083694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739870816989685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941674719353364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369899205371497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741299125867128,0.0,0.2234146541497794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465977878924062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664847019451685,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kowalskyyyyy,2018/04/16,I overreact a lot of times about minor things. How can I control it better? Just this weekend I blocked a good friend of mine on social media because he forgot to tell me that he already made plans with a different person. After my initial reaction I was regretting it immediately and I hate this feeling. This pressure on your chest to do something right now in order to be less angry. How can I work on it and make less stupid short sighted decisions? ,4.538671096345514,6.5409995116279065,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,71.32558139534882,7.70498338870432,30.890365448504987,8.418075326091056,2.5847528239202666,362,16,62,6,7,118,65,86,0.2,0.6890000000000001,0.111,-0.82,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,5,7,2,1,3,0,5,1,1,5,0,15,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,10,3,12,6,3,11,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,1,4,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896555188500361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000664883396576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214408263569636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29439598883461104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742379227963609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271883393044884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027930154727467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015752789729456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591467269646868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315289071026195,0.0,0.2483669048292008,0.17520883661136666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291892409371561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415827494195825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675674406906127,0.0,0.20207154043667944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942092038617165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438144064324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305542041260073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109009129793367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,keshas_spaceship,2018/04/16,"How to get diagnosed Inattentive ADHD at age 25? I have always had concentration issues but no one ever said or did anything about it when I was growing up. For a brief period in 1st grade I was on Ritalin but I wasn't diagnosed with anything. My parents say a teacher suggested it but it made me zombie like so they quickly took me off of it. My brother however was diagnosed ADHD. 

I never really struggled with hyperactivity, I can sit still for hours, I'm a receptionist. However I have always been a ""daydreamer."" I can't focus on mundane work (reading long un-interesting paragraphs for example) without spacing out a few times. I forget tasks almost immediately if I don't write them down. After finding out my friend (with many similar issues to me) has Inattentive ADHD I did some research (read a book and several articles) and I'm certain I have it too. The reason I probably wasn't diagnosed is because I wasn't hyper like my brother. I read up on how ADHD affects women differently than men. 

I recently got an opportunity to be promoted to a position that requires a lot of paperwork, focusing, and attention to detail. 
I'm coping the best I can but without a diagnosis, I don't think I can get medication. American doctors are very wary about giving it out to adults because so many sell it or abuse it. I just want to be able to proof-read policies. 

I am in therapy but my therapist cannot prescribe anything to me. She told me I can either see a psychiatrist or ask my doctor and she can provide a letter. I've only seen my current doctor once so I doubt he will give me meds on my 2nd visit. 

What do you all recommend?

TL;DR I am 25 and not diagnosed. I would like to be for medication to help me work. What is the best way? ",2.838133547868061,5.202660858407082,5.472410834003758,74.12499597747386,77.5840707964602,8.82885492089032,29.74175382139984,9.41862664789215,3.3069362831858404,1377,66,243,40,33,490,186,339,0.045,0.799,0.156,0.9896,5,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,1,2,7,13,10,0,2,15,0,34,11,0,5,4,46,51,20,0,3,14,3,0,3,1,2,11,2,0,3,11,11,0,1,4,4,1,4,12,2,0,1,16,4,45,8,40,30,7,34,0,0,2,0,24,15,0,8,16,181,56,13,0.0821548537899412,0.09734006767997287,0.0,0.0,0.3949366765913807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226621882658336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136718839282701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281933386575485,0.0,0.0768036982035364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016167267312813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243290100170675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41692723625351896,0.0,0.08583433644120175,0.0,0.2522669221596938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431376870714558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508804800333846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347263624418234,0.0,0.0858450405774003,0.1576208435734049,0.0,0.0,0.06570674156453764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055066666745403565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090598214802479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149664571117818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204101352794301,0.0,0.0,0.07270446034161676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984511880683457,0.0,0.0777369090773045,0.0,0.16658425405763186,0.0,0.0,0.09125552207458884,0.1655247441287752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633628879288862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874922380419155,0.05567025511239181,0.06248246834674597,0.0,0.0,0.09122324276227232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857682759551612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32870834424053474,0.0,0.05263050303309648,0.08446887256763637,0.08111800688215663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814807922645102,0.0653328371881425,0.0,0.0,0.06546678184580615,0.0,0.0,0.09281160033321556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560897236039798,0.0,0.0,0.08588609091239496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395123517530124,0.0953881173349244,0.0,0.052641513040991184,0.0,0.0,0.04790515591674793,0.0,0.0,0.07850248346520218,0.09127706542972157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778635832902291,0.04845706132417225,0.06521069894477732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583886947014182,0.0,0.11961942403732685,0.0,0.0,0.05836045099446618,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TravelMike2005,2018/04/16,"Any advice on acknowledging, and admitting to others, when you are running late? So the other day I was feeling rather unresponsive and I ended up running late to a party my girlfriend was hosting. This wouldn't have been a big deal but I didn't update her to let her know I wasn't on my way, and she was expecting me to help out with a few things beforehand.  So things worked out okay but it would have been much better had I texted or called to let her know I was running late. I think I avoided doing so because I didn't want to admit that I was not following through and I was hoping it would go unnoticed. Anybody have any systems or approaches to handle this type of scenario?",2.1978781512605075,4.586382191176472,3.4691596638655464,87.49264705882356,80.02941176470588,6.238655462184874,24.420168067226893,7.447530270364453,1.2461403361344536,542,20,106,8,14,176,81,136,0.051,0.8220000000000001,0.128,0.8805,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,1,22,0,0,0,0,27,32,12,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,12,1,19,3,15,15,2,21,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,3,7,85,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176792136122962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390697096665179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715244648527612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554610797286732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948867154988735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336206638933174,0.18121907692395609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568685709975216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887848007539698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989851032009586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782007836101985,0.0,0.0,0.1745869050332312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320563958234024,0.0,0.5948546618170656,0.0,0.0,0.3594891885189105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292168251843808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335577692891949,0.11263124423723962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367823403502573,0.13952414616219447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796824963764772,0.0,0.0,0.2497348510721837,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Zupecki,2018/04/16,"Working at 9:00am, but binge reading papers on A.I at 2:00am So I’ve been lurking here for quite awhile, but procrastinated from the two minutes it took to enter my email address and select a username and password so that I might participate.

I’m getting assessed next month for adult adhd, and I’m presently about 31.89 years of age. I’ve always had issues focusing and pulling energy together to do things that I didn’t find intrinsically interesting; this has provided interesting challenges at work, and throughout school, whereby the usual consensus is that I just don’t try because I’m lazy.

I’m aware of confirmation bias and so am trying not to self diagnose, but some of the stories here just ring so true and they’ve helped me garner understanding over my own strengths and especially my weaknesses; I feel less weird when I trawl through the posts here.

As denoted by my title, I have work at 9am and it’s presently 2:15am here in Australia, and I can’t sleep because I suspect hyperfocus is the blame for my recent (last three days) obsession with reading academic papers on artificial intelligence, specifically by Eliezer Yudkowsky and Irving John Good.

Seriously, if you’re into this stuff and want to trigger some hyperfocus, and some anxiety about the next few decades of exponentially increasing computational technologies, read this: Cognitive Biases Potentially Affecting Judgement of Global Risks - https://intelligence.org/files/CognitiveBiases.pdf

My brain feels like a tuning fork right now.",9.53125,11.014264625000004,8.76484375,60.720781250000016,59.0,11.7125,39.4375,11.45678717892309,5.0852,1248,60,182,34,16,393,171,256,0.103,0.778,0.119,0.8101,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,6,14,12,0,2,8,0,12,4,2,2,1,35,22,23,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,10,15,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,5,0,2,4,3,15,7,29,17,7,29,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,5,14,112,25,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726417940086809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952997575340996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989339051377547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751378576479012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603631459776678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264365909132492,0.0,0.0,0.14580376106696508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526953981909907,0.10262502096446237,0.0,0.0,0.13129532995304716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505224351378384,0.0,0.0,0.12048848614097482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628691079345678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499353710958691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709555692654693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018111342434033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523920760027062,0.0,0.0,0.11466165974739635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055510736987372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757891155993454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527915896276956,0.4310726373536371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418390244776743,0.0,0.0,0.12267802723660967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538349811789225,0.0,0.0,0.14986037039171213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375574860513754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644471771067483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543600891080244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960266302578993,0.19506056344932549,0.0,0.1403271352811022,0.14954680320393784,0.0,0.0,0.15821238833464693,0.0,0.08472967435282602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137411112433503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250718130434643
adhd,thevixenluna,2018/04/16,"Had my first visit to get diagnosed today! I’m a 22 female from north Italy. Burocracy is painfully complicated in this country and it took me more than 2 months to get my first appointment with the doctor, but it was worth it.

The doctor was very nice and understanding. In two weeks I will take an actual test, show the doctors a bunch of paper and I’ll get evaluated.

I’m so happy I did this!",1.5604078762306628,4.050183240506332,3.8156118143459965,83.34074542897329,83.68354430379749,7.055414908579465,20.17018284106892,8.167268648758528,1.2184672292545708,312,9,62,7,9,107,58,79,0.027000000000000003,0.8079999999999999,0.165,0.9258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,6,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,5,2,8,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,40,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.19240143806062465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001150374531516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054102513163929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33541138680975285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090266481151863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988236106588545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737263680223085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097940149149544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824110738115392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868862961517791,0.0,0.21905397127828355,0.0,0.0,0.19259839202346687,0.2052523467512637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267910148686865,0.0,0.0,0.15815127226607373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KittyKat98xo,2018/04/16,"Uk people with ADHD, please help me out! I just been to my GP to ask about an ADHD specialist referral, and he said there would be a 12 months waiting list. I cannot wait 12 months so I want to go private, however I'm on benefits and really don't have the money so i am going to borrow it. What is the price overall of going private and how do I go about it? Thanks",1.0853887884267621,2.6408019873417743,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,79.75949367088606,7.0459312839059685,21.4122965641953,7.957251820313856,0.9423511754068712,283,8,63,5,7,100,58,79,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.8893,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,20,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,10,16,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440619413120054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160845077850815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514563954451666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517188926065894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613438191744479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692389192445,0.0,0.0,0.2484663899752155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450068091905283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531247014436075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839439803289447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350820228621646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079387985910035,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,rebeldiamondz,2018/04/16,"ADHD meds in college I am a freshman in college and I have ADHD and take meds for it. I have been realizing a few concerns I have had and I would like some advice.
 

I did not like taking my meds in high school but my parents forced me to (I'm glad they did) and it eventually became part of my daily morning routine. Now, in college, it feels very different. My classes start at different times every day and the lengths of the classes are inconsistent which makes it harder to get into any kind of routine that my brain will be happy with. I also have some night classes this semester.  


If I take my meds in the morning, they wear off by the time I have night classes. If I take them later in the day, I tend to get nauseous and it is very hard to fall asleep. Because I get stressed about this situation, I sometimes just skip the meds altogether and then I cannot focus in class or be productive and I end up just making my school situation worse.
 

I'm not asking for medical advice, just asking for any advice people have with taking ADHD meds in college and how I can keep a good routine.  ",3.242432155657962,5.020490788018435,4.60936251920123,83.48801203277011,74.29953917050693,6.849871991807476,26.8020993343574,7.594959193182576,1.5327165386584745,859,32,166,11,18,285,111,217,0.062,0.862,0.076,0.4785,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,7,7,0,1,9,0,19,4,3,3,0,30,37,16,0,3,9,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,27,6,26,29,4,25,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,5,13,116,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31459578720209896,0.2557978962761406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977892891517205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867471782354615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314595109212535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531907047884942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974070240575944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254634691625423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232877820480456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728329055538001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351729862776947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044119468577790366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676363689962132,0.0,0.0,0.07318654667595187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288608343494947,0.07816461494267211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219120024469908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755751680465231,0.0,0.09086413582915592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525816030904608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648867809488685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815332837936856,0.08790166502986928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376848172207145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688793020564136,0.09449020163376044,0.0,0.060492616204372476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766163143334551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961597478015496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629883221033739,0.0,0.061760544391403015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995193625806964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32802984964450377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017598423912162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399137228200354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892174824531435,0.06198445847246424,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Otsena,2018/04/16,"The One Who Invented Lists I had an amusing thought this morning. Maybe I should research it! 

What if the first person who ever invented the “to do list” was a fellow ADHD brain like ourselves? Five bucks he never used it/forgot about it 😂",2.5219565217391278,5.14170554347826,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,80.52173913043478,5.419130434782609,24.417391304347824,6.742157984588678,1.061283478260869,189,7,34,2,5,60,39,46,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,2,6,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080868892331747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790628901040112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30715278166246196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888308051933158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589257789350556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411351276563259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618907319613959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300956338389265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29649197017904205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695738705870601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932720782245989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EitherBicycle,2018/04/16,"Just been Diagnosed at 30 Hey, iv'e just been diagnosed with ADHD at 30 years old, i went to a boarding school from 12 after getting thrown out of primary and used to visit a psychiatrist at limetrees in england, they where talking about me having it then at 10 years old but nothing ever happened, i wonder why? anyway i think they are going to put me on some medication or another, i have had such problems with anxiety and depression and not really fitting in with the rest of society and not being able to really feel myself without self medication - I'm really hoping this diagnosis can change my life for the better - i feel like i haven't even lived yet i don't drive, don't work, every girl iv'e been with left me and I'm back at my folks house, i start college to retrain in September i am doing Sports level 3 i really hope by then i can make friends, crack on work hard, pass my driving and live a life. What can i expect from the meds? hope this post is ok just venting really.",4.422593406593408,5.65469118974359,5.75701465201465,78.59596153846157,70.43589743589743,9.058608058608057,27.77472527472528,9.424239791934726,2.4547802197802198,782,27,148,17,14,263,124,195,0.061,0.805,0.134,0.9507,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,11,9,0,0,6,1,17,6,0,2,1,32,33,10,0,5,8,0,3,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,4,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,5,3,21,7,29,27,2,34,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,6,12,101,25,4,0.11897731358662925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298761013505393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475808711865576,0.09101731923854342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914862101168372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522576527853993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586222194585894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247498585299836,0.24151893767530536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858339352219984,0.10762179171885812,0.10024351814619308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203170092353626,0.08499741659907926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192157734104266,0.0,0.062160735741488185,0.0,0.06761754914454897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521124547604406,0.0,0.10658030344760612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451395400951624,0.0,0.13728384567906976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292691993347939,0.0,0.16807439032683674,0.0581263056421841,0.0,0.2101182953248512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079418280693056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215697387936035,0.239714252780608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416194122226288,0.0,0.24969335294158465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139473780488392,0.0,0.0,0.11384522086522712,0.0,0.11960506190907905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810995683591274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204113932452894,0.0,0.0,0.12411928605878275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842127549294885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562945788039416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623585845294854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027581985382416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102931616775032,0.10735851977461848,0.0,0.0,0.11468988458217425,0.1290258213522951,0.1732338026080638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532349782506723
adhd,Slaybird4,2018/04/16,"I have an appointment today with a psychiatrist and I can't shake my anxiety. Hello, 

To start at the beginning, I was diagnosed with ADD (my doctor didn't see me as very ""hyper"") in the 7th grade. I went on medication and it changed things over night. My D/F grades went to A/B almost immediately. As an aside, I found a decent amount of documentation, some from my family medicine doctor at the time (diagnosing me), some from my teachers who had to fill out different like questionnaires about my behavior in class/school, and similar questionnaires from my parents at the time. 

Long story short I went of my medication. I didn't like how they made me feel... Over time I developed a lot of tricks and games to get myself to function. But, now I'm older and I am struggling to keep up and perform at work. I am lucky to have a decent amount of autonomy. However, I know I could be doing better. 

When I started looking into ADHD again (even though of always maintained that I have it) I didn't realize the extent of some of the symptoms. Mostly in regards to my relationship. This is why I can ask my girlfriend a question, get distracted by something I think of and then not hear any of her response. 

Its becoming more clear to me that I need to do something. However I work in the Medical Field. I've sat in on meetings where well meaning MH providers asked the question of their colleges what they do when ""An adult comes in saying they had an ADHD diagnosis when they where a kid, and its from a Family Medicine Provider."" To be fair to him he was asking a good question to his trained colleagues so he could best serve his patient, and I don't recall where the conversation eventually ended. But, I do recall a lot of the stereotypes and concerns that where brought up. 

I can't help feel like I'm going to look like I'm ""shopping."" Honestly I just want help. I don't think I can maintain this level with my work, and I don't know if I can improve. I've scheduled and canceled or not shown up to six other appointments like this in the last two years. 

TL;DR: I fit basically all of the symptoms that I know of in regards to ADHD. I was diagnosed as a child and I need help managing this again. But, am afraid I will be dismissed because I look like I'm ""shopping"" for medication. ",4.294302214974858,5.687608905829599,5.396604158173666,80.44357861122438,70.92825112107623,8.545074058975406,30.107079766272587,9.0124134603493,2.5037243647234675,1796,74,348,35,33,594,216,446,0.032,0.8540000000000001,0.114,0.9843,4,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,5,6,17,17,1,4,26,0,33,11,0,2,2,59,71,28,0,6,8,1,2,6,1,1,11,2,0,3,16,20,0,1,13,3,2,8,10,5,1,2,15,8,58,12,63,50,12,57,0,0,4,0,33,28,0,13,27,244,74,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900925903131097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056927242325247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694933573389987,0.0,0.0,0.054715698204810835,0.0,0.0615518362659204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256582898279897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049047793900563914,0.08886197450909103,0.0,0.0,0.08443802069488665,0.07116051241199478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511622779146602,0.06930934180267931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284818524836181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449962418902045,0.0,0.08406378869288196,0.0,0.16470885753405606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126385939405004,0.0,0.0,0.05314320627947602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170144018540352,0.0,0.08136619397733416,0.05748078622070914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822046133271179,0.0,0.0,0.08407427202951441,0.0,0.045727388462630233,0.06748620218381783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068449821866516,0.0,0.1617923372825742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715167267438984,0.0,0.0,0.1326564726447483,0.06558580560407863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358527505025965,0.0,0.0,0.07120474910846901,0.20269892225253555,0.0,0.0,0.1368087772806174,0.0,0.07613339100942214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764475049273192,0.0,0.32422076504119113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932044436053248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755064514641471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934153535048597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704015298999919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638414831599216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398518410930676,0.0,0.08143002258900649,0.06411636582358599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238843928141042,0.0,0.0,0.11390029384049148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841144755987367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725792041830348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053454184704714115,0.10311130049412927,0.07905174247014199,0.0,0.1407509769837983,0.0,0.07626686596650623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859792853879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638809524361461,0.0474575133067366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234338678952353,0.22376224719491108,0.07260281983915576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572796160764442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181373375092276
adhd,JablesM,2018/04/16,"I'm crying tears of joy finding this sub. Reading through the posts on this sub literally have me crying on my break at class. I had no idea that all of these other symptoms were a part of ADHD, for 18 years I've just thought there was something wrong with me and I was alone in these feelings. The constant muscle tension, the dysphoria, the way that you start daydreaming no matter how hard you try to pay attention. My family doesn't understand that there's more to the disorder than being hyper and that no, no matter how hard I try I cannot always keep it under control, and doing so makes me an anxious irritable wreck. This sub made me realize I'm not alone in the world with these feelings, and it's so nice :) thank you guys",5.530521072796936,5.963249531034485,5.9112643678160905,81.37739463601531,67.48275862068965,8.9272030651341,29.90421455938697,8.841846274778883,2.2378812260536405,582,20,114,9,9,187,93,145,0.248,0.6579999999999999,0.094,-0.9628,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,5,1,25,20,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,2,8,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,6,4,13,3,16,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,78,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363420294363126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33374220499041496,0.0,0.0,0.13406424392067726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201905591097264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411282763850655,0.1807091021234844,0.0,0.0,0.3539641803733277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465678577860764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518890266586762,0.0,0.16293361475057974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726020840817386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953353253250122,0.0,0.0,0.2886626622834672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188418580799665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321032155883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245506756577504,0.10754844749575604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447660417253805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430784321217572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116299652713956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403758210692252,0.0,0.0,0.11404113729194552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674647432630955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833709214692664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279108026813609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187789865491468,0.0,0.0,0.16773097271977225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788907652285272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615876584755122,0.0,0.10375560808600273
adhd,KosmicAura,2018/04/16,"Do you guys ever think about your differences you experienced as a child? Many things began to make sense when I realized how different I actually was from the other students growing up. For example:

- Earth to “insert name” (Teacher always called me out)

- Emotional outbursts. I would cry and pitch a fit over dumb stuff at a later age than most. I vividly remember all the other kids watching me in confusion. It felt like what I imagine being a zoo animal is like..

- I always had an oddly technical way of answering questions in class. Teachers often were dumbfounded as to how I could articulate myself and reach my conclusions. (As long as I can remember)

- Social interaction (May or may not be related) There is something about my personality that just doesn’t click with many people. My friends (and most people?) have this way of communicating that is very foreign to my patterns of thought. I will elaborate on this in comments if requested.

- Severe lack of self esteem. Weird thing of mine: I naturally sat next to the smart kids in class, because I sincerely hoped to compete on their level.  Almost like I could draw from their energy. This has hurt me considerably over the years. When you can’t focus, there is simply no amount of willpower to ensure that you do. I ruined my self esteem comparing myself to others. 

I have more, but I know very well that the longer this gets, the less likely you guys are gonna read it. (That’s how I am anyways)

Thoughts? Experiences?


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adhd,zerocool__31,2018/04/16,"Getting tested for 2 hours this Friday I had my initial appointment with a psychologist last week. We went over my history with depression and anxiety, and my recent issues and mistakes at work. I gave a two hour appointment scheduled this Friday. Apparently this is for more comprehensive testing. Just curious if anyone has been through an extended testing block like this and what to expect? Also, if she recommends medication do I need to be referred to a psychiatrist or will my GP take care of that aspect?
Thanks for any insight!

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adhd,stickers-motivate-me,2018/04/16,"How do you deal with the loss of sleep from Adderall? I’ve been taking weekends off, but feel like it’s the wrong thing to do. I feel like never getting a true “good night’s sleep” can’t be a good thing, so lately I skip meds on the weekends and find I get 2 nights of 8 full hours. For reference, I’ve been on adderall for about 7 years, I think. Problem is- I’m tired and out of it during the day, and of course, my ADHD symptoms are out of control. I have a new dr that is clueless about ADHD (I’m still mad at my former dr for moving, lol) so I feel like asking her opinion on this is pointless. She questions ADHD validity as it is, and thinks I should try different things (which I did, ten years ago when I started, and nothing else worked) so, I’m basically on my own as far as trying different things out within the confines of taking the meds. Does anyone else schedule “off meds” days? Does it work? Should I stop worrying about lack of true sleep, and just keep on with the 4 hours of broken sleep? How do you deal with the lack of sleep if you don’t take breaks? Thanks in advance for anyone who answers, I’m feeling really lost!",2.5614844804318517,4.059835598290601,3.5849527665317136,91.296012145749,75.4957264957265,6.122896986054879,22.99955015744489,6.5966054737557815,0.4656529914529912,886,25,192,7,19,285,130,234,0.21,0.73,0.06,-0.99,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,6,11,13,1,0,11,1,17,9,5,3,3,40,37,17,0,6,3,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,4,10,2,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,4,18,8,37,30,4,38,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,3,23,117,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158334734116789,0.0,0.0776518546880413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250350369465875,0.08975625175620251,0.0,0.0,0.08189390084454068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825052002371128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298912799338084,0.18062290261259856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304609809138228,0.0,0.0,0.15331818763489213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463566291039823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717217550722486,0.18774374430169974,0.0,0.0,0.08006454508869433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153446260374856,0.0,0.0,0.14694895598727592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253613132539086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786264444114133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881628493884632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839037585298646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956254280848046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919105792206137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310462511545196,0.0,0.0,0.06756229429890946,0.08460434277606411,0.0,0.16441278148588562,0.0,0.08405428133153549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382108888833867,0.0,0.0,0.09813171984384754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056118615348033384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43831485171906215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620035234051057,0.0,0.06995723907403259,0.07323727740952858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910496367802947,0.19759223297426884,0.0,0.0,0.08065004070620473,0.0,0.0,0.2327894112077408,0.11226071009916624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068297662471364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189489015557494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754725983680373,0.08896175453079394,0.0,0.0,0.09577652784434837,0.0,0.11282267832707435
adhd,420believeit,2018/04/16,"URGENT: I wasnt sure if I already took my medication today and accidentally double dosed, I need advice BACKGROUND: I'm a 5'4 115 pound woman I've been taking 54 mg of concerta daily for about 4 years, this past year I take 54 of concerta and 20mg of ritalin in the morning. I wasnt sure I already took my concerta this morning and possibly double dosed on accident. Should I go to the doctor? Is this a high enough amount to OD? I have an exam today with a really strict rule about missing but I'm sure accidentally OD-ing is something the professor will understand if it comes down to it ",3.885725047080975,5.362284559322036,6.023333333333337,75.23061205273072,72.05084745762713,9.312241054613937,28.365348399246702,9.725611199111238,2.824804896421845,470,18,88,12,9,165,74,118,0.133,0.851,0.017,-0.8573,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,8,5,0,0,3,14,19,6,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,0,10,3,13,12,4,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,52,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196209261189135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658029338146045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277287563707514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696449325689993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125677334821768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941955380960053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511652671194505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696858519436225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289629738619373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822040008690244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868502729145617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617917793205696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759702046354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686323069778147,0.0,0.24923614303802286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31420987378196513,0.0,0.3682930320952399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725442563048857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134660515511358
adhd,siempo16,2018/04/16,"Inviting feedback on Android app that makes your phone less distracting Hey there!

We've been working on the smartphone addiction problem for a couple of years now and just released a launcher for Android that turns your phone into a more intentional and less distracting experience. We believe we have a complete solution to combat overuse and unconscious usage.

We're aware that folks with ADHD often experience smartphone and social media addition to a greater degree, so we would love to hear this audience's feedback on the beta version of our app so far. Does it change behavior? How does it make you feel? What else can we help you with?

[Siempo](http://getsiempo.com) removes all apps from the home screen, unbrands and greyscales the iconsm, lets you batch notifications to your desired interval + a number of other features designed to help you build healthier digital habits.

With gratitude, 
Andrew and team",9.330649350649352,11.066305441558447,7.8861298701298725,65.95205194805196,59.51948051948053,10.575584415584416,40.724675324675324,10.577609850970193,4.912217662337662,754,39,104,17,10,228,106,154,0.054000000000000006,0.797,0.149,0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,7,0,2,7,4,0,2,10,0,5,2,0,4,1,26,11,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,15,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,12,1,18,8,6,8,0,0,1,1,21,5,0,1,2,71,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207912447016092,0.2292078215196652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487560844459835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017559820503818,0.0,0.19996580636232705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102754057841325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337999048124716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593217008927953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731206075547132,0.0,0.0,0.09643352858527901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495477971225727,0.0,0.2556705714343636,0.0,0.191307246322706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502364862522809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213182868232435,0.0,0.25461354433855315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824928400460534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944145504913786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744809018645416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884609467861786,0.0,0.0,0.1354816873509763,0.0,0.0,0.12281712909347882
adhd,AttendingAlloy,2018/04/16,"Opinions on vivance? I am currently on 40mg/day vivance and i am currently having a great experience. I can command my attention when i want to, my moods have more or less improved when i remember to take them (probably due to the endorphin deficit being corrected).

The side effects have been minimal and are basically just i am not as hungry which is fine as i am a bit overweight, and i sometimes get 1 or 2 hour bouts of anxiety. The anxiety is like a constantly uncomfortable feeling and dread but not as bad as it sounds. 

When i forget to take it i get a bit moody but i am pretty emotionally aware so i can communicate to my SO to beware of my mood and i can stifle most dickish things i may say.

I recently wrote an exam and i was focused the whole way through and didn't get tired at all.",4.42991423670669,5.41281989308176,6.151675242995997,76.70325900514584,70.19496855345912,10.058547741566613,33.322469982847345,10.230975488527342,3.5282150943396235,629,30,123,17,11,217,97,159,0.1,0.743,0.157,0.8756,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,1,9,0,19,2,0,1,2,26,27,20,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,7,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,21,3,16,21,7,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,10,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380880031670097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488192249925808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050285133631354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045593827643896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196299687393958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865872090468715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145128016783507,0.0,0.0,0.09379266038172143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907429704344295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451066916528024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267679699308734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062427463895363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887167412473434,0.19999672117388456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315552549110686,0.0,0.21013150055561386,0.0,0.0,0.14751435084447714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834608920225738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789407331915327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323570630298082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320106739666875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941070758157166,0.14723857614283034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710034240140995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PixelDee92,2018/04/16,"Losing Weight / Getting active with ADHD? Somewhat commenter, mostly lurker here,

So, as everyone knows, ADD is GREAT at starting projects, but not finishing them. I've tried doing the Sufferfest plan for cycling, stopped for a week, which turned into two weeks, then three, so and so forth, and I didn't go back. Tried Archery, got a bow, some arrows, etc, did a couple weeks for that, then stopped. Tried kettlebells! That worked for three or four weeks, then stopped again. 

I'm frustrated at myself. I can't seem to get myself to eat healthier, or get the proper drive to get fit.

I feel like that one line from Finding Nemo ""You think you can do these things but you just can't Nemo!""",3.216201923076924,5.816113937499999,2.8156250000000007,92.41302884615385,77.59375,5.813461538461539,23.12740384615385,7.010146845296331,0.7440112980769231,536,17,104,6,13,158,89,128,0.105,0.81,0.085,-0.4152,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,3,7,4,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,0,22,21,13,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,3,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,5,3,2,9,2,13,18,4,20,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,6,15,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132672545237832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160163100066214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694427205691836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438644778545355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826949263958452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441709429418463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628874026310978,0.10778768320741583,0.0,0.0,0.13790028297770415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31531130992590656,0.0,0.08574777043910138,0.0,0.12067137841817065,0.16634416016656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291891829699094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371164994495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879453074016734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223922631599762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373541869052375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679263104170368,0.0,0.0,0.3784237305577368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023702015729552,0.09667689782539607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30730994286398217,0.16411256232646532,0.14738644300322626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841027639086684,0.1837294558578228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984139861808606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,krisperioyu,2018/04/16,"Is it an excuse for ADHD to be shitty? How do I handle a shitty person w/ ADHD? I had a friend whom I met 3 years ago. He was down and out, he had problems w/ his parents and he admitted to me he had ADHD. And I tried my best to be his friend and you know be supportive and to be fair he supported me as well. 

I sorted of influence him to at least bring closure or go back to his family.He did it on his own accord. Life seems to be doing really well. And he had a girlfriend, from that point onward things started to change. It felt like he was avoiding me and when he's not avoiding me he certainly is mocking me. No wonder he had issues w/ his family! 

I can handle his ADHD! But I am human and I had the tendency to hold grudges. 

TLDR: Friend who I helped out w/ his issues now has a huge shitty attitude. How do I tell him that? ",-0.2835339753879076,1.8165662752808984,2.697736757624398,90.81818352059929,88.49438202247191,5.637667201712147,17.464954521134295,7.07126945348624,0.2232302835741038,639,16,140,10,21,226,98,178,0.117,0.7020000000000001,0.181,0.8633,1,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,7,14,1,2,6,0,22,1,0,3,1,27,33,14,0,1,3,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,8,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,4,2,0,11,1,26,10,18,17,3,15,0,0,0,0,34,7,0,4,7,102,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353656888035889,0.0,0.11715982066703055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016297825595031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870318384066427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398172493152543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459714577489958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690294172483566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063402639293747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511467365399482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859007714548282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759001401698782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263661149118979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335485490612648,0.0645710844930409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675800427752195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540484993987532,0.0,0.0,0.12494240104244955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646785813070066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467082900558474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032166984124855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354987993589998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999675704230577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155215086972344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780719333701499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973405742076936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376715606298245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333161415090406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511248580653524
adhd,Stargazer1919,2018/04/16,"You guys might like to see how I organize my room now! It took me years to figure out a system to help me keep my stuff clean and organized. I would constantly lose stuff in my messy room when I was growing up. My mom would scream at me over it. She hates seeing any clutter at all. I had a dresser and a desk with drawers, and boxes in my closet. Every drawer and box would just get filled with random stuff, because I couldn't just put stuff away properly. It was too much effort.

I hate digging for stuff when I need it ASAP. I hate having to put stuff away. I'm still the type of person to shove things in a drawer and call it a day. So I came up with my own system.

I use bookshelves, not drawers. Having to look at my stuff makes me more likely to keep it clean. I also know where things are, because it's on display in my room 24/7. If I have to open up a drawer or door or box, I begin to get lost.

I have a ton of art and sewing supplies. each shelf is its own subject/medium. If I need something, I only have to grab the one container it's in. Easy to reach for, easy to put away. It's okay now to just throw something in a bin, because it's the spot it belongs in.

For smaller things, they get their own teeny container. Throw it back in the bin when it's done, and it's still organized. No more pencil boxes. Writing and drawing utensils get their own cups. I can't hide stuff in a box anymore and have it be messy.

For other items that I use every day, I keep on or in my desk. Items not used so regularly, I put in their own bin in my closet.

I know this system works well, because in my clothes dresser and closet it's still too easy to hide a mess. So those areas get disorganized more quickly. At work, I often have to dig through boxes or go into different rooms to find what I need. I constantly become lost and forgetful.

It's very easy and quick to clean my room now. Make my bed, start some laundry, take out the garbage. Bam. Done.

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adhd,DragonJuggler27,2018/04/16,"Forgetting little bits all the time Anyone with good methods for remembering? I have been always forgetting to do one or two things at work—always different. I manage a cookie store. I’ve done lists and that was pretty good, but I always fall out of using my bullet journal when I set it up. What do you do?",2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,78.5,6.666666666666668,20.0,7.793537801064563,0.9860000000000008,243,6,44,4,6,81,50,60,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.6553,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,2,7,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630048403565523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770359566383155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623248913213686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564246711830186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080687264864966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783463825818715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260514546884571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283250041521024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294564032166145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554941231038236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983949876009803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151484121558088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032090248674274,0.0,0.0,0.1947951130980908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641966220286152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kierkegaard1855,2018/04/16,"Did you find that Adderall/Vyvanse reduced your stuttering or improved your speaking ability? I've been on Adderall XR for about two or three weeks now. I've come to notice that I have been stuttering, mispronouncing, and slurring my words much, much less than I used to compared to when before I was medicated.

Did anyone else notice this when they began using Adderall or Vyvanse?

Thanks a bunch!

TL;DR Did anyone else here find Adderall/Vyvanse reduced their stuttering and/or improved their speaking abilities?",7.576354679802956,10.271682333333338,6.346798029556652,71.69586206896555,64.74712643678161,8.189819376026273,37.71592775041051,8.841846274778883,3.8973100164203616,421,22,57,7,7,126,56,87,0.075,0.7709999999999999,0.154,0.8091,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,10,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,7,2,10,1,7,5,4,7,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664590586466231,0.3904601195769685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621349353698747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413276070727034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183423203547151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482989901820052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194832853966304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801366615785061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338605786427569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754230146751641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612923830200254,0.0,0.0,0.32912960701113464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283915682842392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Lady_Caticorn,2018/04/16,"Sharing About Success in My (F/20) First Year of College Hi there! I don't actually have a question to ask; however, I wanted to share with other people who understand about my progress I've made as a college student with ADHD. 

I was considered a ""gifted"" student at a young age and seemed to always excel at school; however, once I hit middle school and high school especially, I began struggling. My freshman algebra teacher noticed how even though I got all the answers right, I needed more time to complete my testing. Despite this knowledge, no one ever thought I had any kind of disorders, so I was forced to work long, painful hours at my education because I received no support or accommodations. Unfortunately, I had an eating disorder freshman year and ended up being homeschooled for the remainder of high school. I struggled with concentration and motivation my entire life, but it became glaringly apparent when I was homeschooling myself. At age 17, I was finally diagnosed with ADHD after struggling my entire life with feeling different and not being able to complete the same amount of work as my peers. My ADHD diagnosis changed everything because I finally had a tangible explanation for why I have always been an anomaly compared to everyone else. 

I still have many struggles with ADHD as a 20 year-old; however, I am so proud of how far I have come. Last May I *finally* obtained my GED after putting it off for a few years and I scored ""honors"" on all four test sections in the GED. Also, I am finishing up my first year of community college which has been a huge source of stress for me, but I am so proud of how hard I have worked despite my crippling anxiety and ADHD. Last semester I made the Dean's list and it appears I will do the same this semester. Also, a couple weeks ago I won an award from my college's English department for my writing composition. My English professor (that I had this semester and last semester) nominated me without my knowledge because of how impressed she was by my writing; I guess the English department agreed because I beat out the other nominees at my school. I almost cried when she told me about the nomination and award -- I have never won any kind of academic awards or recognition for my work. 

Lastly, on top of the huge changes in my academic experiences, I have also found myself in the first healthy romantic relationship I have been in. My partner and I are going to be celebrating five months together in a few days (though we have been friends and quasi-dating earlier); I know he is the person I am going to spend the rest of my life with. He is patient with me even when I am late, forgetful, stressed out, and messy. All my other romantic relationships have ended, in one way or another, because of my health issues and ADHD. I finally found someone who accepts me as I am. 

Anyway, I feel so thankful and blessed to have been diagnosed with ADHD because I was able to be on meds as well as receive academic accommodations at my community college. The support I have received as well as just the understanding of why I am the way I am has been huge in learning how to function as an adult with ADHD. I have a long way to go and school will always be harder for me because of ADHD; nonetheless, I have worked *really damn hard* and I, for the first time i my life, feel proud of myself for my accomplishments. I hope that this is okay to share here. I see so many posts that talk about the very real and painful aspects of having ADHD, but I wanted to share my story in hopes of encouraging others. ADHD does make my life harder, but I am slowly learning how to live with it and be the best version of myself. Thank you for taking the time to read. 

Tl;dr: I have struggled with undiagnosed ADHD for most of my life; however, I am nearly finished with my first year of college with great success. I won an award for my writing composition, made the Dean's list, and found my life partner who accepts me for who I am (including my ADHD). ",8.931820535582181,7.662610644474039,9.106685530403904,66.92808274152982,61.06391478029295,12.072806628199437,40.83447995265572,11.095144083064902,4.634082970853676,3178,150,545,70,36,1054,299,751,0.056,0.735,0.21,0.9992,6,0,0,0,0,0,90.0,1,1,0,31,33,47,1,7,37,1,60,13,0,11,5,100,100,55,0,5,10,0,5,0,3,3,12,0,0,4,20,38,1,0,20,1,1,11,6,10,2,9,29,6,106,37,107,61,14,94,1,0,1,0,33,34,1,12,45,411,126,39,0.08072317687683185,0.0,0.03938708808676582,0.0,0.6305882161492992,0.0,0.03577811287176241,0.0,0.04041630060170299,0.0,0.0,0.09683144307588287,0.10075222464059587,0.0,0.0,0.05489452839193019,0.0423226446694045,0.030876504680862518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773263677597812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222834782537047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042356996953995724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539441762440693,0.03476793458041487,0.08463671513264817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044659329917425855,0.04433530966541521,0.026029885511876627,0.0,0.0,0.08193232532046008,0.0,0.042169269391950204,0.09251575422891817,0.0,0.03532069803440251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129998125409947,0.03371692805438792,0.0,0.07149677480458874,0.0,0.0,0.0533168970087345,0.03650936748709402,0.0,0.03856722741077998,0.03627439315820196,0.039481378274378816,0.0,0.0,0.0612240955335102,0.0,0.0,0.17685658910171145,0.0,0.1716577325349479,0.0,0.13276319534250022,0.0311832631062711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881526252816703,0.0,0.03228084937547454,0.044498793742277866,0.04446284007063104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231211083382864,0.0,0.0,0.04290248111707176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528846838032499,0.0,0.08017632872499503,0.03974803438898239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421270120598212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406076670008558,0.022181673459026212,0.1316003262670293,0.04552962978558135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956008483621854,0.0,0.0,0.03564002204970043,0.07143747132576009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457333264843135,0.026941673695513244,0.08184063134950005,0.0,0.0,0.044832625886290584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032216234819528615,0.0,0.0,0.029927606407255305,0.0311293452167071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045951935951943496,0.04235269751614624,0.0429837744271669,0.05470011378397919,0.0,0.08589515160409447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02798164342527049,0.0352421822053845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865524475046381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040574544326137975,0.04521421623447777,0.0,0.040372510857459534,0.045940323919159066,0.02585666707118805,0.0,0.0,0.08666648216010522,0.0,0.03446857599443469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508849381225875,0.032162960352946406,0.03674367423908613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03419824290556474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0322328166641082,0.0,0.0924681263772656,0.2109734783810721,0.0,0.0,0.09160370450690372,0.0,0.0,0.03034689144403095,0.03244111591700169,0.0,0.07431905576733651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931011142753205,0.032042592786924166,0.07060550039320969,0.0,0.0,0.03856722741077998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403567398451678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033302537469185954,0.04761262118735059,0.09611145067533924,0.032375631671813024,0.0,0.0725798304760866,0.0,0.07284011144436618,0.0,0.0,0.03890713094799074,0.0,0.14691858543682526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559492378860949
adhd,aserese,2018/04/16,How Do I Be On Time? Are there tricks do doing this? Is there some kind of CBT that will help me get my butt in gear in the mornings... or for any appointment in general?,1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,2.8566666666666687,95.955,78.16666666666666,7.022222222222222,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.3805666666666663,129,3,32,2,3,42,32,36,0.04,0.8740000000000001,0.086,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210032269618143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32344958567830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41496376316409705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446881880275478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609970413877617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Aware_Jelly,2018/04/16,"Doctor asked if 'I intend to be on Adderall forever' - is it normal / expected / bad to have the answer be yes? I'm a 33 yo woman who works in a high-stress job. I was on Ritalin in elementary school, but it stopped in 6th grade due to family issues, and I only began to be treated again for ADHD about 4 years ago. 

It's changed my life (you all know how; I can get things done and basically be a normal person.) I'm currently at 30mg XR once a day.

My doctor looked at me the last time I was in, and said very seriously, 'Do you expect to be on Adderall forever? You need to get your life in order so you can function without it.' 

Obviously, I realise I will need to go off of it when I have kids someday (it's not really safe to take when you're pregnant) but besides that -- it's a biological disease. Is it reasonable / typical for doctors to assume you're only taking it temporarily? If you've dealt with this, how did you handle it? 

**tl;dr:** My doc is judging me because I'm not actively trying to get myself off my medication. What should I do / how should I react?",1.7797247706422006,3.6555809633027567,4.62888990825688,81.28984862385322,78.81651376146789,7.479266055045872,24.661467889908266,8.395991825355821,1.7512873394495414,822,30,166,17,20,295,130,218,0.069,0.922,0.009000000000000001,-0.9017,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,0,1,8,4,0,0,7,1,21,7,0,6,2,32,37,13,0,10,7,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,15,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,2,23,2,28,23,1,26,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,3,12,111,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092040353801724,0.0,0.12606915469142332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329561913920965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874748231057218,0.08669578961412408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044955115243136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917199203590965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367035698681369,0.0,0.14554009803943718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340720458206191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291171998301487,0.0,0.08082671481201803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502628877069685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484403836248349,0.14113107569473765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816021020012129,0.11592801127511401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009079149720438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942870223169184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432713533024892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109081636151956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786901572081736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145930493602405,0.0,0.21632893244659035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418072848164413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110956110194823,0.14622550541791696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528347230131593,0.0,0.0,0.14393389682239538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189020106733195,0.16291214925259614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386298185004926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448442799587656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292943214604334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655781906852554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734612059802901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709468488912202,0.0,0.10353761217573036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158480337564363
adhd,Seeing11,2018/04/16,"What symptoms made you seek out a diagnosis for ADHD ? ^ for those diagnosed as a teenager / in adulthood.
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adhd,Ambruu,2018/04/16,"Issues having to eat for taking concerta. Need ideas for easy breakfast Hi i am 19 years old and 50kg i lost 3-4 kg in one month of taking concerta. I am totally new with meds and started first with 27mg but made the mistake of taking it on empty stomach. So i got a lower dose wich is 18. My boyfriend who has add also takes concerta so he gives me some tips and such but i am here with an issue. 


I eat less. As in maybe 2 times a day ( before taking meds and such) 

now when i wake up i have to eat.. But the problem is if i eat something wheter it is 2 toasts with cheese and something to drink or 2 eggs and toast it's getting i dont know... Disguisting? 

I literally have to force this food against my will in me. I only do it to take the med. Besides that i mostly DONT eat for the rest of the day. I drink during the day. 

So im here to ask you guys to give tips for me to eat for taking concerta.. NOTE 

Im easly getting full. I always have mayor issue to eat the second toast.

And im slowly worried that i lose more weight and become underweight. I wish i could eat more but my body feels disguisted when thinking of food while my mind wishes i was able to eat. I know that concerta even lowers the appetite more. But i want to try my best to eat.. So thsts why i try to drink if possible. 

If i am less than 48kg im underweight. Im only 158cm.

I guess thats 5'2 in inches. 

Any help will be appriciated. And i am going to tell my doc next appointment about my eating issue. ",-0.2774196838347791,1.7983817798742157,2.2335900050994404,94.3567695053544,88.1194968553459,5.198844127146013,17.714091449940504,6.643151254067905,-0.1077322114567396,1138,29,263,14,37,390,167,318,0.07200000000000001,0.866,0.062,-0.29600000000000004,2,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,4,14,5,0,0,11,0,21,23,3,1,1,41,47,27,0,10,9,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,14,19,0,5,3,0,1,2,4,0,3,4,2,36,1,37,39,11,24,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,7,15,161,46,0,0.05903122368354548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047207248252337616,0.04911870699744327,0.0,0.0,0.040143256371725056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055186225514670485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519534871077444,0.05023122349963099,0.0,0.06194962731879808,0.0,0.0,0.06557038187563954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713162869692263,0.0,0.0,0.11421076723379138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383683090310041,0.17348437736491265,0.0,0.6644404688835709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389895665062518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029847960384214275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021192870910919,0.1427615799920512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168275590149015,0.11325625748128368,0.03354880479444252,0.0,0.04721266218464185,0.0,0.06502954812643001,0.0584501923224767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03956738491028966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663906623348065,0.31881925693535923,0.24645304292888465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488403347321436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604083969965374,0.06443955392041541,0.0,0.0,0.05585677116464726,0.0,0.0,0.05930479852586273,0.0,0.19671114562691866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059604708010121236,0.0,0.04711815955348109,0.0,0.0,0.04377090437942965,0.0,0.0570127236804059,0.06278037608208213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619433391352249,0.0,0.04000108490804721,0.08979181132030474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654883509885469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056484908724255364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089023999249304,0.0,0.0,0.04178260395525436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31068893578515955,0.0,0.05159589140592498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03782482456007363,0.0,0.0,0.03442158124640116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015665193967282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03481814517482254,0.0,0.0,0.07188412734230665,0.0,0.0,0.05326649765491138,0.0,0.1357659879127076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059949073094427326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801417263751037
adhd,noxious-burrito,2018/04/16,"What to expect from medication? Hey guys! I've switched over to my alt for this as my main account is too identifying, but I've been subscribed and lurking for a long time.

I've been in the progress of getting diagnosed with ADHD and my psychiatrist is trying to get me approved for a trial of stimulants. He didn't say what dosage, but I know it will be quick release 2-3 a day Ritalin. My question to you guys is, what do I expect from it? I know it isn't going to be a magic pill that suddenly helps me study and work effectively but I want to have reasonable expectations as to what it will/won't help. 

Thank you guys so much in advance. ",3.4027692307692305,4.809440661538467,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.15384615384616,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.141292307692308,506,20,105,10,10,170,81,130,0.056,0.816,0.128,0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,5,0,12,4,0,3,0,17,19,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,10,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,12,1,20,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24560659119403655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179829041870708,0.0,0.0,0.2074258144996248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354418606143905,0.0,0.11614513827178492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070593910186974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739626296445469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462693039443127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085628129779246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587588124055656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023152977949802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893517528561325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101208936318214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251896960602386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815150937176214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191666689139104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875018022220031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205395634948742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877989672657838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sengwoong_Kaing,2018/04/16,how to do time management effectively? I would like to know,1.8727272727272712,4.477222181818182,3.7186363636363637,78.19795454545455,99.9090909090909,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.245509090909092,48,2,9,2,2,16,10,11,0.0,0.597,0.403,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466923372489921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150764733908217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495414355170766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035384843991402,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,von_sassies91,2018/04/16,"How to stop being a selfdestructive fool?[f,26] Hello reddit!

This is my first post. But I found a lot of inspiration about life over here during the last couple of years. Thanks for that!

I have severe ADHD and I've noticed that during my life I have had the tendency to reduce stress by showing selfdestructive behaviour. Until a couple of years ago I have been pulling my hair impulsively. That has stopped, but now I started scratching my head in a fucked up way. I must confess that I really enjoy the pain it causes and I just can not stop this behaviour. I look like a fool that never washes her hair when I am destroying my head until it bleeds.

Because of this I have had short hair for a couple of years. I used to have great hair, so it sucks that I am doing this to myself while other people have diseases that cause them to lose their hair or while some guys get bald without asking for it. And there am I destroying myself like a stupid fool.

My boyfriend pulls away my hands whenever he sees me doing it but I tend to react agressive.
 I am on relatin and I try to do sports, but I'm still at university (which is a fucking miracle if you take into account my chaotic past of fucking things up because of my impulsive personality) and I am not dealing with this stress in a good way. Sometimes I just want to do physical work because at those moments I tend to think less and feel better. But I realise I do have the brains to get this higher degree. I am  just not able to manage the stress of studying. Because studying means I need to sit down a lot and I tend to start overthinking stuff. 

I am sorry if the text doesn't seem coherent. Thanks for reading so far!! My actual questions are:
-  How do I stop ruining myself and how do I find peace inside my chaotic head?
- How do I do not ruin the relationship with my partner? We have been together for 6 months now, which isn't long. Whenever I have an outburst, he never seems to be able to link it to my adhd. He just seems to think I am an impulsive fool that he loves despite of it. How do I avoid making his life into a living hell?

( Sorry if my English isn't great)
Thanks in advance!!

tl;dr: Lady with ADHD who can 't find peace in her head. This results into destructive behaviour, for example: scratching head until it bleeds.",3.2420307692307686,5.232767080000002,4.381111111111114,84.20346153846154,74.86666666666667,7.015384615384615,25.31623931623932,7.882392219407189,1.4952085470085463,1806,62,345,27,39,590,210,450,0.184,0.696,0.12,-0.986,1,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,1,2,5,18,32,9,4,20,0,43,24,13,11,3,71,75,30,0,6,18,0,9,2,1,1,7,0,0,3,30,15,0,5,14,3,1,3,10,20,0,1,5,11,57,12,56,67,4,51,2,3,2,4,22,17,5,11,29,253,87,3,0.14838999897285848,0.0,0.07240361674140855,0.0,0.2675039133274307,0.0,0.06576939037461735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936230893109993,0.0,0.06970864436753188,0.0,0.0,0.18091433213535885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561944765306732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282615718641714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243740485157886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462860671608689,0.0,0.0,0.07649178657901377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03751522105063584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562577074969578,0.06311022866062366,0.0,0.08135098734021402,0.0,0.2057762443887302,0.07752764989197203,0.0,0.0,0.06223124541130905,0.0,0.1636004977302922,0.0,0.07346471441276721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807273736547323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060478827256106926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572183670322379,0.07249585802977047,0.0,0.0655155438619212,0.06566023976501598,0.062305113080483324,0.08300522607944813,0.0,0.12615587065014455,0.06696388380268553,0.0,0.04952573829080453,0.0,0.0,0.08082010545014777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922174072848309,0.0,0.0,0.055014651997762426,0.11444751516113068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844714986764452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894871058997736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082752234898122,0.05143747062222586,0.0647842117170097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105830011582717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311537974812269,0.0,0.07421507770700195,0.0,0.047531216542548486,0.0,0.0,0.07965766274499976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912380853171791,0.2026330228894366,0.0,0.08381923065269607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338075165330298,0.16611045498196267,0.10503120503212242,0.0,0.05925222243145036,0.24812136721124484,0.25497036369890536,0.0,0.08493552341385788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578540593217962,0.0,0.0,0.2049263613436413,0.0,0.0,0.04929186083934289,0.0950823196162612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503735343636088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408065754670088,0.0,0.0,0.043762133023247184,0.11778507419874035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152133185018679,0.0,0.054014843284299514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433374412719466
adhd,joshuaahh,2018/04/16,"How far into a Reddit post/comment can you read? Even if I see the comment has 20 gilds, or is a self-post in the Reddit hall of fame (the Jenny story for example), anything longer than 5 of these lines and I'll read the next chain. I always pray to see a TL;DR. 

But then there's also the exception where I can read the whole ""Penpals"" series from r/nosleep during a car ride (which I regret looking up at 2:00 AM).

How does browsing Reddit go for you guys?",4.090886524822693,4.391363265957445,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,70.59574468085106,7.117730496453903,25.241134751773053,6.42735559955562,0.8237219858156029,353,9,74,2,6,116,70,94,0.033,0.902,0.065,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,10,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,9,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,12,9,1,12,1,1,3,0,4,7,0,2,2,47,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358128131406832,0.1702048165184928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683300203938641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900606015487222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510559253275106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625241203417765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025400273715593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177333920889948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754486315303376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918112297986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138262698076843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32600515482964665,0.0,0.213393809252798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283765678041759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,zairoxss,2018/04/16,"It's just a fruit... For those who are struggling accepting medication just like I was, I'll share what my doctor told me after we found the right dose:

Me: ""It is unfortunate I must take this every day for the rest of my life and if I don't, I can't function like a normal person.""

Him: ""No, it does not suck. It is something your body needs; it is not much different than an apple or an orange; where those fruits provide vitamins A, C, and B, this medicine gives your brain what it needs to focus, to be functional; it gives you the life trapped inside you, wanting to come out. It is just another fruit.""

If you have the opportunity to try out medication, don't turn it down right away; give it a try, find the right dose, communicate with your doctor and your loved ones. In the end, **it is just another fruit**",3.10497849976111,4.708711136645967,4.1915527950310585,87.06958432871477,74.27950310559007,7.686765408504539,23.56473960821787,8.384062270229773,1.2258940277114192,627,18,135,11,13,204,96,161,0.055,0.8320000000000001,0.113,0.8274,1,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,7,0,1,5,8,1,1,12,0,13,16,2,0,1,25,26,6,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,0,1,18,8,4,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,4,17,6,15,21,2,13,0,0,0,1,17,9,1,3,5,92,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890831022186177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950906359640188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311371339212132,0.0,0.1538795963660636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874048118625882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889803688955793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401773931356135,0.0,0.2821785417456774,0.1206282953259473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208895273785847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161395941228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598700440023547,0.0,0.0,0.15113893389642594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966978455473064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947267198517316,0.13468732283117404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440967637154934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777268449696904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013312694260632,0.2044192977486932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505794476952904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340672533523983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036014573837908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353154308598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611911779578884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410457591357073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364160356540794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171593872463047,0.0,0.1871741826186121,0.14993479103520932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130401789109687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kakita987,2018/04/16,"Wanted to share a tip I've found helps When my brain is trying to juggle 3-4 things I need to""remember"" to do, I write them down. I use paper and pencil, but a digital one works too. I've described this as a box of Chinese marbles, shaking around, and writing them down lets them settle into the holes. I think of it as a priorities list, rather than a to do list.

Anyone else have other life-hacks for like-minded folks?",5.245058823529412,5.1480751529411775,5.894117647058824,83.08352941176473,68.05882352941177,8.211764705882354,26.411764705882355,7.554174236665415,1.293517647058823,328,8,67,3,5,107,64,85,0.028,0.926,0.046,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,4,2,0,1,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,13,10,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,1,14,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,44,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871531691164756,0.2742479432434705,0.0,0.2382729679165365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987956016295617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359447796927925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934739221423679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940596802453218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736991298841571,0.18905523794407672,0.13076450877047854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702589611019381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198465516215065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137244541762612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30320510212997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782053055755434,0.1715048715234497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172267092514835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311711574568181,0.0,0.0,0.15787202146592413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948587033892417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BananaRuntsFool,2018/04/16,"What is this total lack of motivation to do anything? I don't know if this is ADHD, depression or laziness, or what. I'm currently being treated for depression with 100mg of Zoloft daily and 27mg of Concerta slow release daily.
I just experience a general lack of motivation to do things that I know will help me or that I know I actually like.
I love to read- can't bring myself to do it even if I love the book. I go through reading spurts where I do it constantly and then not at all.
I know journaling will help me and I have a bullet journal and cute pens- can't bring myself to sit and write or do so regularly.
I just have a constant need to tune out- come home and do nothing or do things that require no mental use.
Part of it may be that I work as a nutrition counselor for low income families so maybe it's the mental drain but idk.
Who else deals with this, what did you do about it? What could this be?",2.0716806722689083,3.937338645502649,3.9797447868036113,86.33154061624653,77.8888888888889,7.410021786492376,24.34516028633676,8.313332769828598,1.4856695300342362,720,25,153,14,17,244,106,189,0.071,0.836,0.093,0.5913,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,7,8,0,0,6,0,23,3,0,3,2,38,36,18,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,20,10,0,1,6,3,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,18,5,20,28,5,14,0,3,0,2,8,4,0,8,6,115,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.14995692525145007,0.0,0.1846779951089108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264549320359573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237060215107385,0.0,0.3321190930342333,0.0,0.1226906773055268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842403513274955,0.2647065003502179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836914597043364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149567190351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031591260752672,0.14486366817402607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733255558575281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599963922608466,0.0,0.15414063301348851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378056830725614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507398423504871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27738111906233354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437925867987218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097205927757084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394220936265492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744772923161267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640649721049264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074173739134387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417918949518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271903816786396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187148075463553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wltchywltch,2018/04/16,"Accommodations in College? So I recently underwent psych testing and got a big ol report stating all my wondeful issues, which includes various mental disorders including newly diagnosed ADHD. the psychiatrist who did the testing and my own therapist have encouraged to take it to my community college's disability services to get accommodations, but i'm not exactly sure what they would entail? does anyone have any experience with this? I don't usually need extra time on tests, I finish them too quickly tbh (I get anxious and want to get it over with fast lol) and I feel like having extra time on homework and projects would give me and excuse to procrastinate more (im constantly leaving my online class assignments until the night that they're due) 
guess i'm just looking for advice and examples of other accommodations you can get? ",9.76954081632653,10.068307544217689,10.038835034013607,55.8170280612245,58.59183673469387,13.33639455782313,42.18452380952381,12.602617957971056,6.023558503401363,687,35,97,22,8,230,109,147,0.034,0.904,0.062,0.4436,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,8,1,0,0,3,21,22,10,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,13,3,14,18,6,17,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,12,66,21,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841569089472434,0.1694628391433627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117930727205074,0.0,0.0,0.1959138763554816,0.0,0.12125845346797848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740410895526094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601642622117825,0.0,0.0,0.1987529630684671,0.0,0.151759955923048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963685771059728,0.0,0.0,0.08768575327082681,0.12389042161087893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624166506132999,0.16635911000359796,0.0,0.0,0.13869885225962916,0.0,0.1910403538106815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732205713062605,0.1810041660881441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362546392932894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472366338685881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562811093961628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476535655914274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285878389159707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274179114941034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123013840357665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634451617125575,0.0,0.13038935140698346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135258694217895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224378761638487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099630198010945,0.0,0.10228689826196603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463834723058451,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Rampaging-Elk,2018/04/16,"App to help with emotional side of ADHD I’ve noticed that a lot of people on this sub, like me, have anxiety, depression and/or insecurities and it seems like our ADHD just makes it a lot worse. There’s an app I’ve been using to help me work on healthier thought patterns. It’s called [MoodNotes](http://moodnotes.thriveport.com/) (iPhone only so far). 

The app uses [CBT](https://beckinstitute.org/get-informed/what-is-cognitive-therapy/) (cognitive behavioral therapy) which has a pretty good rep for helping to improve mental health.

It hasn’t been a miracle cure but it’s helped me in quite a few situations. (Ex: feeling anxious and insecure after getting together with this certain friend/acquaintance group I have. Going through the app’s quick steps and reminding myself that they logically would not hang out with me if I was a loser etc etc)

Figured I’d recommend it just in case it can help anyone else here. 

(Note: not paid or asked to talk about the app. Just genuinely think it could be useful for some people like me)",7.127307692307693,8.997444587912092,6.5974725274725285,72.69752747252748,64.65934065934066,10.215384615384616,32.13186813186813,10.389873798559362,3.6066791208791207,833,33,136,21,13,258,124,182,0.096,0.71,0.194,0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,1,3,8,9,0,2,10,0,11,1,0,4,1,31,23,7,0,3,8,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,6,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,5,1,10,5,19,15,6,12,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,6,5,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29811904513770004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488233377968662,0.14011818759323566,0.0,0.08672440689940163,0.12708302153499024,0.0,0.0,0.11595096899633993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664812800145545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902757376170067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068265456851139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361084762502164,0.13951664910199027,0.0,0.0,0.276651664813154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271311177449487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582499084563967,0.0,0.12960073370557262,0.0,0.07048890168345646,0.10403017602049554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183770557584346,0.0,0.0,0.4156722604429271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178384881455406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089112620215086,0.0,0.0,0.08279074663996852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499270327702605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141208565214231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433012888114736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197306875387708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261827315633912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131920787392274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291192443832195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941451003478308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969032506876598,0.0,0.0,0.2836774012654926,0.0,0.0,0.0794731840953896,0.0,0.09846567852804608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32136535465579524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029505383422726,0.0,0.12639679752849786,0.08810709643093959,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ughstim,2018/04/16,"promiscuity? Hi,  is it normal for ADHD patients who have impulsive tendencies to end up being promiscuous and sleep with a lot of people?  I am a guy in his 20s and I have slept with a lot of guys recently without trying to go further than that. I feel guilty about it but t I keep seeking and doing it.  Is it wrong to be promiscuous?  Thank you.",1.244673913043478,3.6916841014492796,3.678097826086958,84.05453804347827,84.79710144927536,6.928260869565218,23.11775362318841,8.07648339933343,1.6176797101449276,269,10,53,6,8,93,51,69,0.16,0.7929999999999999,0.047,-0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,0,0,12,13,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,13,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892732099817962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131877136919408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170455693346227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679468783114054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47665935412088595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394417303388336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40926706312905453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358337410197147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687025683272302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376610492664383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408726524832872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160313700983106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341870070872574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202507569845646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631663770578129,0.0,0.0
adhd,DrHotFuego,2018/04/16,"Where does ADHD fit in terms of natural selection? Why does it still exist in the gene pool?

Traits that don't benefit get replaced by traits that do via natural selection. There must be SOME benefit then, despite all the negatives that it brings as well.

Schizophrenics were seen as shamans and connected with spirits in some cultures. They were respected and revered. These people need medication in today's society in order to function and yet they brought value in older times and were seen as sacred.

I've heard the hunter/gatherer theory of ADHD... I don't buy into it 100%, but it is fascinating.

What y'all think?




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adhd,JSparks225,2018/04/16,"ADHD-related research ideas (brainstorm) Hey guys!

I'm Jake, it was my 20th birthday yesterday and I'm currently writing a research proposal as part of my bachelor's degree in Science. :)

I've been a lurker here for a long time; having been diagnosed with ADHD at 17 after a bit of a bumpy childhood I can't help but be interested in the condition and it really is amazing to have such a diverse support network available 24/7. 

As I mentioned earlier I am currently in the blueprint stage of a research proposal as part of an ongoing assessment within my degree, and am looking for an ADHD-related issue on which to base it. It doesn't necessarily have to be scientific or even science-related (bonus points if you can suggest something easy to measure though). 

I want to ask this subreddit a few questions to help me in the development of my research. Knowing how creative us ADHD individuals can be, this should be lots of fun. Think along the lines of...

-What are some conclusions you would want a researcher to find relating to ADHD?
-How could research tackle a field like ADHD in a meaningful way?
-What do you think has been left out of ADHD/psychiatric study?
-Is there anything you think you know that could help further ADHD research?

I really want this to be symbiotic, as I feel personally that ADHD is such a dynamic condition that its current understanding does little justice. Please help me know a little more about what you WANT to know as well as what you already do. 

Thank you so much for your time if you made it this far, I'm truly looking forward to reading your answers!


TL;DR: Looking for research ideas relating to ADHD, suggest away!",4.9107918552036205,7.222244035947714,6.005882352941178,72.96570135746606,71.05882352941177,8.890698843640024,34.31825037707391,9.466822959209583,3.764776168929112,1329,69,213,32,26,441,166,306,0.032,0.779,0.189,0.9944,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,11,0,2,11,9,0,0,19,0,29,1,0,3,0,40,52,17,0,10,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,18,6,0,0,16,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,5,4,24,9,44,38,8,28,0,0,3,0,25,17,0,6,11,158,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8115465860038984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451802400222715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055569191292452184,0.0,0.06312888395933194,0.0,0.06344409505761349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372229179022048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783006415364964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853875980602579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909357092679881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460112639780927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034143817772369536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061718703395941925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686261606250565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810484284642283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246014164506694,0.0,0.0704809280005291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844489115694567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336857878561802,0.0,0.0,0.032990414243848666,0.13536013351352025,0.0,0.059759510903609626,0.17011770431278145,0.0,0.0,0.05740927199361594,0.0,0.06389593766036039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964031482623128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625091053257427,0.0,0.0,0.058962209403126964,0.0,0.07412466677409545,0.06383509893589777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564599916313425,0.0,0.06754554600037926,0.0,0.08651939936258518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198579319396115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662914821450817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217003963118459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980624810806474,0.06634520204400121,0.0,0.07875139087463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702982717972973,0.08122699399657886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593173387686193,0.05360000550601386,0.0,0.0,0.06071512737256993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796943669145212,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_Sawtell_,2018/04/16,"Switching from Dexedrine XR to Adderall? Currently on 10mg Dex XR. However my new doctor is uncomfortable with this prescription and thinks I should try Adderall. I tried searching around but most people seem to do the opposite,  switching from Adderall to Dex. Any suggestions?",6.412826086956521,9.998973760869564,5.184956521739132,74.27526086956524,72.26086956521739,8.897391304347826,37.46086956521739,9.3871,4.577805217391305,227,13,32,6,5,67,37,46,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.2869,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607982407359484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414029698326858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925361613564581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703939186629481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658758019053843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491308106815673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457361109439361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207528162532095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vrbanwarrior,2018/04/16,"My next step? I can't believe it. Im suppposed to be studying for a bio final rn but I happened upon a post that i could REALLY relate too. The person felt sleepy to a stimulant and one of the comments guessed ADD/ADHd. eventually i got here and ADHD described everything: Bad auditory processing, being spacey and bad with time, getting obsessed in relationships, being overreactive, oversensitive, uanablne to hold interesting conversations, and other shit people stated;;; it feels so carthartci to read all this. For so many years i felt so out of place and as a result i developed social anxiety and thought it was just me. I was starting to ever lose hope of ever actually fitting in. Im like shook rn. sorry for the terrible writing but i dont know what my next step should be. Do you guys have any advice?",4.144115421002837,6.649803132450334,5.808481551561023,72.62922185430466,73.96688741721856,8.552696310312205,29.991012298959323,9.23628265651192,3.174133017975402,647,29,106,16,14,220,105,151,0.182,0.752,0.066,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,1,2,7,0,12,1,1,2,3,27,23,12,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,6,3,12,3,17,11,1,19,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,2,9,73,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1347859671126573,0.0,0.3319886978669621,0.13497003767451834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939268737282666,0.0,0.10566202648189407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306501810855969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561483237772716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027821201723707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187653749364234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987632467670684,0.0,0.0,0.1241340601895326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698380216117461,0.0,0.2652352377293004,0.1513045744192092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216241217605274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104678135308334,0.0,0.1521556223271319,0.13676129765927722,0.12213975866007645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718510978692844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983883102159053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590757414627422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674788413616368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452183435091654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003280239012214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937860547371144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359422206211934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575556492443164,0.12060174647207028,0.1443068282912229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322815369389638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815816768940967,0.0,0.08848371501398426,0.0,0.0,0.14829003845712874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177900633431265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407967516904434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546149165602566,0.09776260623708596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109652479210155,0.08053934352807605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894526044785163
adhd,dstalor,2018/04/16,"Feeling unfulfilled Hey. I can already predict some of the response to this post but this has been eating at me lately and I need to share it - I figured it might help someone out, so I decided to share it here.

A little background: I was diagnosed with severe ADHD-C when I was probably 8 years old, although my parents knew I had it from around 3.

I'm a huge gamer and I always have been. I remember playing Street Fighter (probably 2?) when I was 5 or 6 and never wanting to stop; then Star Fox 64 when I was a bit older and that cemented things for me forever. I have been trying to get into the world of streaming for the past few years in my spare time; but I have a family and I was finishing my degree and getting my driving license, so it's been basically impossible to keep a reliable schedule. As a result, no-one ever watches the streams. I used to get the occasional hit on YouTube when I uploaded the VODs, but only one or two.

The problem is that I'm feeling like this is more ""work"" than an enjoyable hobby since no one actually watches. I love playing the games, but I feel like I shouldn't make progress off-stream so I end up not playing the games I love unless I can get up the energy and time to stream for a bit. It's a vicious cycle and I don't know what to do about it. To make matters worse, I've invested a bit of money on a good camera, good mic, & capture card (and even a few games that I justified as being ""good to stream""). I hate the idea that it's all for nothing.

I know that this is likely tied to the overall issue of dopamine release and never feeling fulfilled, but it's been a big deal for me so I just wanted to get it off my chest.

I'm not trying to advertise here, I just hope that someone else who is going through something similar can find a kindred spirit here. I don't have a solution, just know that you're not alone.",4.135378590078329,4.620556459530028,5.6046433420365585,82.16666214099219,70.56657963446473,8.530088772845954,30.985796344647518,8.608573733854374,2.3275483864229765,1456,60,299,23,25,494,196,383,0.08199999999999999,0.7240000000000001,0.194,0.9906,1,1,1,0,1,0,46.0,0,0,0,2,18,18,2,0,27,0,29,5,1,4,4,60,58,30,0,6,14,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,24,14,1,2,13,6,2,2,9,3,0,3,12,6,37,15,41,42,8,38,1,0,2,2,12,15,0,5,23,207,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.09881728467572608,0.0,0.12169746735883487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487708390523903,0.11174533846923668,0.0,0.08425824932010086,0.10971753443170072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014481289748977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316562358891776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439686565285024,0.0,0.10277898555867722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361649471771378,0.08459156134116261,0.0,0.08968823912163268,0.0,0.0,0.06688271773394644,0.09159744311017204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546097529753284,0.0,0.20480481197361547,0.14468344945945602,0.0,0.0,0.0925518019728466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645265593905601,0.0,0.057549632951630264,0.2548017476321998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997544266662667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787390765170423,0.0,0.0,0.10057619748912733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431268045088387,0.0,0.10569141171550167,0.0,0.09000648216280521,0.0,0.0,0.16695314484452234,0.0,0.11422815461227065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841476496246128,0.10149131124476217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278614982330751,0.0,0.13518658872904066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742317526051597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508462660387719,0.15619927836614467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971637969359388,0.0,0.10625762833795707,0.0,0.13723575359718665,0.07701445424371108,0.0,0.0,0.112439672144352,0.0,0.09666621301298642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698118115007123,0.0,0.2183555232821793,0.09689423466214576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471031498060888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439744517583995,0.0,0.0837651253053246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159824037585056,0.07795657673205758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465972033349199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727409574240091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809358804181648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750075229278838,0.0,0.09891844013490754,0.0,0.0,0.08745801472343502,0.0,0.0,0.1194541198796772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372007623048359,0.0,0.10319481691872898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041905341504315
adhd,dustman34,2018/04/16,"Is it weird that I don’t think there’s anything necessarily wrong with having ADHD? I heard ADD described as an interest-based nervous system. This essentially means if I’m not interested in it, I have a hard time focusing or remembering it. Well, I’m okay with this. 

I have done well in school and work my whole life. There were times I was bored and I learned coping mechanisms. A tactic for studying textbooks was to have two subjects out at the same time. When I got bored with one I would switch to other one.

As I have aged I have learned tricks to remember things and pay attention when I’m bored. I can function quite well. Therefore, I don’t see my ADHD as a disorder but rather a different way of thinking.

I’m tired of people thinking I’m weird; I think everyone else is weird, but you don’t see me blabbing about it. Is having a different thought process really a “disorder”? Obviously there is a spectrum and obviously some people require medication, but that doesn’t mean ADHD is inherently bad.

Am I just weird, or does anyone else agree?",4.422004950495051,6.248298267326732,5.339690594059409,79.26616955445543,71.27722772277227,8.812376237623761,29.951732673267326,9.354420925462401,2.7455039603960385,838,35,158,19,16,274,115,202,0.184,0.767,0.048,-0.9648,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,11,16,1,1,9,1,23,3,0,1,2,37,39,15,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,12,0,1,0,5,11,3,3,7,4,18,5,17,31,3,12,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,6,104,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105854419805954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962765102969457,0.1166836747851796,0.09371366294432353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508517122459788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379610440775227,0.26103304358096585,0.0,0.09965728957374073,0.11653893516606015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902645105926463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881736670064733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108036174043277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201424901110676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043692010888619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480977440995404,0.0,0.11472227364549505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433627822918514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790031889320286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112556081495678,0.0,0.0,0.07295454226910733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25800802814941737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525279490631014,0.1814954761267952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565691363922293,0.29187921581093085,0.0,0.09040812118009932,0.1992132995596951,0.13088848376592427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124436233628156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039276500118394,0.0,0.0,0.30717580280788737,0.0,0.0,0.1271431242597421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290610790523542,0.0,0.0,0.08089719351993531,0.12451007042271425,0.0,0.0
adhd,hxjxs009,2018/04/16,"Do you have any advice for a parent of an ADHD child? My daughter was recently diagnosed with ADHD, I had always known she had something ever since she was little. She struggles in school and is about a year and a half behind. She is only 8, and has started on Adderall 5mg for one week then we will start on 10mg daily. 

I'm starting to have doubts about having her on medication, as my mom is opposed to medication due to her experience with my brother, although he was Bipolar, ADHD and epileptic. But I'm trying to have faith that this will help her concentrate in school. So far the only side effects we have observed are a headache, eye twitches, and now swollen tonsils and lymph nodes. 

So I am very hesitant about giving her her dosage tomorrow. I guess, my question is, do you think it's worth taking the medication? How did it impact you? Please just anything you can advice me on. 

Thanks for looking, I'm new to reddit and this is my first post. Sorry for any mistakes or format. 
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adhd,throwaway16492649494,2018/04/16,"30mg Vyvanse versus 20mg Adderall XR? I've been on ADHD medication for a few weeks now.  I took 20mg of Adderall for about 4 days before switching to my current medicine that's 30mg of Vyvanse for health insurance reasons.  

Am I the only one that feels like Adderall is much more effective without effecting appetite?  I'm a college student so doing things like getting a meal in before taking it is very difficult to do when living in a dorm and having 8 am classes.  

Also, before taking Adderall I was kind of having mood swings and emotional issues (spending a lot of time in bed, lacking energy to do things), but I feel like the Adderall helped, and I'm not noticing that with the Vyvanse.  Just the other night I felt so sad and angry (my knuckles are still sore from puncing my bed frame) for no reason.

Is it possible that my body just isn't responding well to Vyvanse?  Will eating beforehand and drinking more water help the Vyvanse work better?  Should I see if I can get my Vyvanse dosage increased and see if that helps, or should I just switch back to Adderall?",6.656391585760517,6.822815140776701,6.857427184466022,76.47394012944986,65.06796116504854,8.808414239482202,35.61326860841424,8.344100000000001,2.9777909385113275,853,38,148,10,12,275,126,206,0.096,0.779,0.125,0.4809,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,0,0,10,0,18,8,1,4,0,28,30,14,0,5,10,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,10,7,4,0,7,1,1,2,4,2,1,1,4,5,13,6,21,23,7,15,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,4,12,102,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413683696074574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921912954245036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501789029077943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486462805768586,0.0,0.0,0.12078965627357707,0.0,0.15170424664328502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807969851700624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379169079945594,0.0,0.13975051469048244,0.0,0.15362870544809118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811303867388613,0.195138685054328,0.13113359958074405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270979895564226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517303968544415,0.0,0.0,0.2746304115253484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425490142843055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222204290283372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017121644267666,0.0,0.1205983943281182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611134197052715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758513478424747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003984786804842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816656330392764,0.0,0.0,0.15549175823586492,0.0,0.0,0.0925468828654766,0.103871585778758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396800513999578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084408233853514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766548685044185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906912259883786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053750907278467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814689742391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963809119122939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174006056869224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268883448599265,0.0,0.0,0.10955237877054116,0.0,0.1227974972043632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316536087912145,0.0,0.0994283644153273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,arikr,2018/04/16,"Is there any scientific literature that shows the magnitude of improvement (not just the % of people who improve) of ADHD treatment with stimulants? I'd love to see a paper that shows something that I could show to people that would provide a way to contextualize how much adhd medications helps people improve.

e.g. it could be something like people treated with medication were able to work for 4 more hours per day, or they produced 2x as much results at work, or something like this.

Does this exist? Can you link it?

(Also, I *think* this passes the yes/no test, because it's not just a ""yes,"" it's more like ""yes, here's the title/journal/link)",7.276678571428567,7.609634358333333,7.320714285714287,73.11000000000001,63.75,9.523809523809524,33.8095238095238,9.23628265651192,3.0177023809523806,513,20,89,8,7,165,77,120,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.9625,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,6,5,0,0,7,2,7,3,0,4,0,17,10,5,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,12,5,4,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,5,56,16,5,0.1582928288240006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804744385757359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265867180209294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076445516927118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649383923019207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527678868225093,0.0,0.0,0.10208577935248207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852312122043234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610034649110037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558865507294344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200164145134464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428654581783178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189267435799481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327268851839197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389612663226889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261388903310931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655846593498886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142765312612913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564547959578884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047812928472955,0.0,0.0,0.112446683953439,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ihatethisplebsite,2018/04/16,Developing Anxiety as a coping mechanism for ADHD? It makes sense to me since anxiety is being over-critical of yourself which is something you need to do when you dont trust yourself to react/do things in a normal way. Just want to hear what other people think. ,6.779533333333332,7.23693042,7.666,69.78633333333336,64.8,10.666666666666668,32.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.632866666666666,211,8,35,5,3,71,40,50,0.126,0.847,0.027000000000000003,-0.5862,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347338516327283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421896497821402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387221114603786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257396443441511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291900717226693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143001277642072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831722360700296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036583211794176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907526569745166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249700250726825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920079777299388,0.18518842255614654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046787278591774,0.22940576312773284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hjjfuckitallkk,2018/04/16,"I cant do my homework but I literally have to Im a senior in high school and I have a college Im going to in the fall but I just need to finish out this year. Problem is I have a D in 1 class which is going to fall to an F once grades go in and I need to pass the class so that I can graduate since its english.

The reason my grade is so low is bc a few weeks back, maybe two months, I skipped all of my work for like 3 weeks due to really bad mental breakdown caused by my depression. I did the calculations though and it is theoretically possible for me to get a C in the class if I do all the work and get decent grades on it but I only did half of the work last week and I havent started this week. The work is due in 4 hours and I have to write an essay and 2 other writing assignments that are shorter but I have been trying for literally 3 hours. Nothing I do is helping. I cant do it. If I dont I will prb get an F in the class and am quite literally ruining my life or at least throwing it waaaay off track and everyone is oging to be dissapointed in me and I keep shaking uncontrollably and Ill have to explain why this happened and open up about my depression to my parents. prb go to community college. god i cant. why is this so difficult",2.199175824175825,3.0095596410256427,4.645587912087915,86.0681620879121,75.30036630036629,7.950842490842493,25.737912087912093,8.395991825355821,1.4370602197802205,974,33,229,17,20,345,133,273,0.154,0.823,0.022,-0.9892,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,7,10,0,2,17,0,32,2,0,2,2,33,45,23,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,13,14,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,9,0,2,3,0,29,1,33,40,4,40,0,4,0,0,5,16,0,3,16,155,42,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926650442068338,0.10062113428241404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379735723854247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759082886995966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123726883418558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515283325495032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888510032467346,0.0,0.2739553063848789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656693178832836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077556802964314,0.12732583384026885,0.0,0.0,0.2373569003265798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260343781992479,0.0,0.0,0.10711516361129954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823204469378402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512004590518392,0.05887528486570925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106887525347546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144611954625092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619023625324367,0.0,0.0,0.17871384082803873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156329606023544,0.0,0.0,0.12833962256504988,0.0,0.09165357503727757,0.0,0.0,0.1338125164847324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135857347383681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531215918486815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281776239431283,0.0,0.0,0.07720203581305525,0.12390474248278135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219629391558726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996874323537189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852978678246082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840083731418832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181863808363156,0.0,0.11772113124096492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866646337543999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174837490413072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509319701033237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760473417522447
adhd,ADDPrincess,2018/04/16,"Put my clothes in the washer without detergent... again.  I swear I do this all the time. Like, just remembering to do laundry at all is such an ordeal that by the time I've sorted everything and put a load in the washer my brain is just ""Phew! We're done!"" NO BRAIN. NO WE WERE NOT. I didn't even realize until I went to get the clothes out of the washer. Which really sucks because i'm at university and I pay money for each wash. *Sigh* Anyone else have laundry struggles?",0.41931983805667983,2.8652031263157944,2.4136842105263163,90.77348178137652,91.42105263157896,5.449392712550608,19.939271255060728,7.010146845296331,0.5912672064777325,367,12,76,6,13,122,66,95,0.139,0.823,0.038,-0.8589,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,8,0,8,3,2,0,2,14,12,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,5,2,1,0,4,0,8,1,12,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,5,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549118986168623,0.22700267262466306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350539407838228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946429084296845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672108841474445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850753864654596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463307289310787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991135527449262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574997418983304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823743151647704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454349731806388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192967530107106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509713207797259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316106495962805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583734842980919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053777270362218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135648978710717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fursnandu,2018/04/16,"Paralyzed by choices when alone? Hi everyone,
      Ive noticed that i tend to get paralyzed by the many choices of life when i am alone versus when i live eith roommates or have people around. Things like getting up, getting food, doing work, etc. Has anyone felt this kind of paralysis when alone? I am not sure if its an ADHD thing, and it could be related to something else. I also tend to be much more proactive with things when i know theres people around, and being alone in general (i live by myself) does make me generally anxious and/or depressed. You wanted to see you guys thoughts. Have a good day!",4.495149758454108,6.272269104347828,4.887246376811596,82.78207729468602,71.0,7.545893719806764,28.42995169082125,8.167268648758528,1.9955314009661835,477,18,87,7,9,151,82,115,0.132,0.797,0.071,-0.662,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,18,22,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,12,4,14,16,3,10,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,7,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325209332726215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627529926848958,0.0,0.10863040777038148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345941704094784,0.0,0.09498179468777697,0.0,0.0,0.2418510381110445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845639671393872,0.0,0.0,0.08760492421316904,0.0,0.11699794085922915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188736336565231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347606294917485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149640433860376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129799995965862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304267526625681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642570709224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291082960913665,0.0,0.0,0.1139353173273784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345019771605402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145542616201393,0.07465356777741579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594711048615813,0.06636407912898237,0.0,0.23989667024813446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067359444183767,0.13771943606243628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985730269300468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546536140038589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834733256988592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824610438280384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457550692168803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802665998533666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707362082793984,0.0,0.0,0.10784100112200423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012136797153856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889241761610157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,secretlyaraccoon,2018/04/17,"Getting ready for the day and about to eat breakfast. I peel a banana. Instead of throwing away the peel and holding the banana, I throw away the banana and hold the peel. Fairly innocuous, but profoundly frustrating. I stared at the banana peel in my hand and questioned my life for ~5mins :p",4.380000000000003,6.9389873703703735,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,73.44444444444444,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.745204444444445,234,9,40,3,5,71,35,54,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,9,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7091761871649599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339752406926596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38618353418298174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971805779939144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665750737607584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227843522086581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shyinryu,2018/04/17,"Proud of myself, got some paperwork done! Like applying for an updated health card, and getting documents sent to me so I can apply for a new passport with my name change. So proud of myself.  ",4.325833333333335,6.396297694444449,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,72.05555555555556,9.244444444444444,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.9905666666666666,151,6,27,4,3,49,31,36,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.8513,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,6,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560669811116253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441184653826489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524200395487104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448054318291632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582595815881311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062307916990275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163776389371644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dobermanKeeper,2018/04/17,"Adhd spiralling out of control Also posted in r/mentalhealth

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow but my adhd is getting wildly worse over the past month with hours of being 9/10 energy and absolutely can't focused. However, these past two days have been really bad with me either being 12:10 energy or falling asleep while driving, with no in between. Classes have been skipped, grades are plummeting and I'm getting no work done at my internship because I keep getting up every two minutes. I can't Even concentrate on my favourite things such as video games and TV shows, my attention span is gone for those too. I'm struggling right now",8.050714285714285,8.873086189655176,7.5556157635467995,70.40810344827587,62.103448275862064,10.766502463054188,38.12315270935961,10.608840637214634,4.40936354679803,522,25,81,12,7,164,88,116,0.187,0.7709999999999999,0.042,-0.9609,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,13,2,1,1,0,13,20,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,4,0,3,4,2,0,2,4,0,8,0,15,14,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,8,57,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397469850116644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630714168501155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527577932267905,0.11152621719482657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051969166989072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179893026476836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725975582607896,0.0,0.1872240469433161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208384780357302,0.0,0.15414547047158345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867555738144857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017147470865166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261669212020105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460310333887503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492979488193933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752180342745556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720413119492253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562405352488556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912617985198677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154558929676512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574362454324692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319168410299606,0.0,0.1864443467629293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,irmonsturr,2018/04/17,"Losing my patience trying to read through the threads about caffeine. Someone help me understand? Hi! I tried reading previous posts about caffeine but I'm not having a great time focusing. I learn things better when I talk it out with people so, I'm sorry for the millionth post about it. 

I take Adderall 20mg XR in the morning and Adderall 10mg IR as a booster in the evening. I drink a lot of coffee in the morning. Should I stop? I've read a lot of mixed stuff. I know everyone is different but I'm just curious how it effects you guys and what I should look out for if it's making my meds last shorter or whatever. I've just seen conflicting stuff and just wanna know about it.  Again, sorry, I just do better when I can talk things out with people vs reading walls of text from months ago lol",1.6189444444444447,4.096038450000002,2.7741666666666696,91.0052777777778,83.25,5.555555555555557,24.51388888888889,6.937597516519254,1.0301597222222227,632,25,126,8,18,202,98,160,0.106,0.7929999999999999,0.101,0.3666,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,14,4,0,0,9,1,6,1,0,3,0,32,16,12,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,14,3,22,13,2,17,0,1,2,0,6,7,0,4,8,81,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401113636402767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750242177684346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343773032481974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599561340565382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495026047289415,0.0,0.0,0.12289897567468608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180060473199774,0.0,0.1273509686671941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620920814345051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136898760333055,0.10483995339104732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800581703942054,0.1438894308669645,0.0,0.2186910064072484,0.0,0.0,0.08585279063163148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286439985808913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266079584213356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783335513352895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463589064200356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146068891029545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897669615195724,0.0,0.0,0.2879522164728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752950145508627,0.0,0.0,0.29447119661381704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096703914794244,0.20675481146092736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708947288634099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499755844430323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746448876218841,0.0,0.0,0.13389474621582745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,emiya-kun,2018/04/17,"(Possible ADHD) Having incredible difficulties in studying and following lectures I'm gonna try take a diagnosis in less than a month, but at this point I'm fairly certain I suffer from ADHD.

Apparently, I have an IQ ranging from 125 to 131 points (I know it sounds pretentious, I'm sorry), but I still have so many difficulties studying subjects such as chemistry. For example, I can't understand lectures (it's my penultimate year of High School): it's like my mind goes blank while trying to listening to teachers' explanation.
However, when I go home I study what the lecture was about by myself (from a book or directly from the internet) and I can understand it well enough. Now, the same happens with chemistry, but this time I can't seem to focus/understand anything chemistry-related. Of course, I don't like it, but is it an ADHD-effect that stops me from understanding chemistry concepts.

Do you have any tips, while I try and get a diagnosis?",6.343438095238096,7.739306005714287,7.089500000000001,70.20891666666668,66.08571428571429,10.633333333333336,35.726190476190474,10.686352973137794,4.25447619047619,761,37,127,21,12,252,112,175,0.067,0.861,0.07200000000000001,0.1901,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,1,18,26,13,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,10,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,3,16,4,20,24,3,17,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,11,85,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837269519443776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123796608370488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040777362423583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863008026783813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009657037755361,0.0,0.07625003526470632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864318182610087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175449928009876,0.1345801531189824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373451708283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310941585755755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602398938602356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547013419885348,0.0,0.10709059084442098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536618219078741,0.15125281076938335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357838770760283,0.0,0.12214033719649428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150188651588371,0.0,0.0,0.10714571086522,0.1121693802348756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008766714433928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823368969435908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732711749889213,0.0,0.0,0.5586891223896735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063198838432347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639896478961777
adhd,bewildereds,2018/04/17,"""Stop playing games with me""-my psychiatrist I just want to vent about some issues I am having with my ADHD medication and my psych. I am taking concerta 36 mg once a day. However I do not take it consistently. The reason being that I don't want to be dependent on it and I feel as if I can function without it, then why do I need it and do I really have ADHD? She thought I did but I don't know for sure so I'm in the process of getting a neuropsych evaluation. Until then I will be confused. Anyway, as I told her my brain isn't consistent. When I do tasks there are times when I can go through my work and do tasks and I'll be fine. Other times I will make it through my tasks, but barely, and I feel tired and too lazy to concentrate, like typing an essay. I can concentrate, but I don't feel comfortable, I'd rather be doing something else because of the lack of stimulation. Then there are times when I have no motivation to go through non stimulating and boring tasks like sitting through a 2 hour lecture. I can't do it *at all*. Therefore I wasn't sure if I needed the medication or not and she said ""that's subjective."" and she obviously gets visibly frustrated and says ""why did you ask me to increase it 2 months ago to 36 mg? You said it wasn't working for you, yet you don't take it everyday, and you said you didn't want to be dependent on it. And you say you're not sure if you need it."" 

I also told her it made me more anxious and irritable to which she said "" well you have to balance the pros and cons"" but what really got to me was she said I was ""playing games"" with her and that ""I always do this"". Apparently when I try my best to be honest, I'm playing games. I tried to be polite as possible and respond back to her ""I'm not trying to play games"" and I said ""I'm not comfortable with that"" (as in what she just said, but I hesitated to even say that), and I said ""I just don't know my own symptoms"". Then she said ""how can you not know your own symptoms? You're in pharmacy school. Write stuff down."" That's helpful but it's frustrating not being able to properly convey how you feel. As I told her, when im in class, I lack the motivation to pay attention. I can't do it. (However i notice it is in specific classes and not all of them. When I'm typing on my computer in my social psychology class, I tend to be able to pay more attention with more ease than sitting in a 2 hour lecture and just staring at the board. It's the same reason why my other psychology class is so boring.) I just didn't want to take medications I didn't need which is why I was concerned, but at the same time when I *did* take it I wanted it to work properly. She asked me what I wanted to do since ""I've been on every agent possible"" (I've been on adderall xR and er, Ritalin, and this one) and I sat there as if my life was depending on it wondering what to do. She said I can think about it until the next visit but she won't refill my prescription, which is understandable. I did notice that the subject was very touchy for her because when I asked about refills for my other meds she got obviously irritated again and said she would not refill the concerta even though I just wanted to make sure she refilled the other medss",2.0398488594367272,3.838015996992482,3.977191283292978,86.6233171912833,77.75187969924812,7.515993373263668,24.053141327896014,8.388109219054641,1.4472416210016568,2518,85,544,50,59,855,237,665,0.104,0.816,0.08,-0.9515,3,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,12,1,6,35,21,2,1,18,0,66,9,1,15,8,116,126,64,0,19,30,0,4,2,0,4,8,14,0,0,41,30,0,1,17,8,2,4,25,5,2,1,35,19,97,16,71,77,14,52,0,0,1,0,61,17,0,11,31,391,138,19,0.11461050331075405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773955278329705,0.0,0.05079764799145988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582698904498783,0.04768256000527071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473862307919273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071802397229112,0.0,0.0,0.04406420128090055,0.0,0.06986549904200387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013832615924732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397161283198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369571465725318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787118450878225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569915651935284,0.0,0.04828214607489269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590102826846173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059879257605790916,0.0,0.06513579023158678,0.0,0.09166448936634024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841050224173725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286825923328855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189950541836287,0.05981179435642407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448040294398156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047639396182268,0.05599290271749848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054223614699336516,0.0765034009250718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365321604488575,0.17318703667365154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574050514733069,0.0,0.0,0.16996447196101958,0.0,0.0,0.060944785249399225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048481765259473,0.0,0.061028222771884334,0.038831521593253086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920612193831474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342242319053212,0.11783868575582647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996145880433507,0.13671430854221814,0.0,0.0579959740566148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740349634545883,0.0,0.0,0.05841548744214802,0.0,0.04411638240559847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790975634320641,0.0,0.0,0.0656008029840683,0.0,0.0,0.21603808602158567,0.11912419651781925,0.2154320875914037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036718891376119264,0.05630211879675333,0.045493968755644064,0.13366061230750706,0.06586395683479064,0.0,0.16427287115796488,0.0,0.11671951277546848,0.0,0.0,0.05965678795149217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047282834107141083,0.23660085507950854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152430332224037,0.0,0.20683630542906026,0.0,0.0,0.055240217653109325,0.0621451009418817,0.12515671712210305,0.0,0.0,0.04070800660798761,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Doomb0t1,2018/04/17,"Concerta and Appetite/Sleep Loss, Unhealthy Habits [Need Advice] Hi there! 18, M, in college. I’ve been taking Concerta since 8th grade (about 6 years), because I had a very late diagnosis. But I actually have very severe ADHD. And, coupled with an extremely high metabolism (I’m 5’10” and weigh 130 lbs), I have to take a very high dosage. I take 81mg daily (morning). I also take fish oil supplements, because I’ve found they slightly help with no negative side effects in my case. I’ve had the same side effects since I started, but some of them seem to be changing for the worse:

1. I have trouble eating, which is fairly normal. I currently only eat one meal a day (dinner) and eat like crap otherwise-eat tons of candy, chips, ramen, and for dinner usually only a piece of pizza or two. But I don’t really ever feel hungry until my meds wear off, usually around 10:00 PM (depends on when I take my meds, usually around 8:30 AM). And it’s not necessarily that I’m not hungry-part of it is actually convincing myself to even leave my dorm room and walk downstairs to the dining hall. I’m just too lazy to do that for some reason.

2. I have trouble sleeping. Though my meds wear off around 9-10, maybe 11 at the latest, I can’t fall asleep until around 1:00 AM at the earliest. I know they have worn off because I can no longer focus or do homework or the like around 10. I’ve tried Melatonin, Unisom, Advil PM, and a few other things, to no avail.

3. I have trouble finding things to do when the meds are in effect. I stopped playing video games a few months ago because they were consuming my life, but now it feels that I have absolutely nothing to do. But instead of using that time to do homework and to study (I’m in college remember), I usually end up just watching TV.

It’s really become a problem for me to function in daily life, and I really am fearing for my own health and my well-being, as well as my grades and my future. I need a bit of motivation, and hopefully some tips and tricks on fixing some of these things. I’ve looked all over the place and have had trouble finding much at all. Currently, in an attempt to combat the sleep aspect of it, I have started taking a hot shower an hour or two before bed. I also listed to music before bed, as that seems to help-either EDM (sans-vocals) or Trailer Music seems to help slightly. But obviously, this is all still pretty bad. Any help is greatly appreciated!

I almost forgot! I have told my doctor about this a few times, and he just said that it was normal, and maybe melatonin would help with the sleep. So not a huge amount of help there...

Thanks!",4.424824561403508,5.504759274853804,5.470813840155948,81.22037280701754,70.28654970760235,7.96120857699805,27.310428849902536,8.256446698504663,1.7966838206627678,2040,67,392,29,36,674,258,513,0.129,0.78,0.091,-0.9531,3,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,0,4,6,25,18,2,1,24,0,34,21,7,7,5,79,63,39,0,7,17,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,7,0,20,25,9,2,15,4,0,2,9,10,1,3,11,7,41,8,60,50,17,58,0,1,2,0,14,29,1,15,29,250,61,9,0.0,0.0,0.1248581664579056,0.0,0.07688393122143483,0.06251433955550212,0.05670880724479396,0.0,0.06406039940073352,0.0,0.0,0.10231945734174187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043504296055658524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28475069141513104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341535050058477,0.15599104584135182,0.07065390324844603,0.10887377935314177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984268936914279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767567068449162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078565996609001,0.0,0.04125773109911801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547977213348281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261844182173263,0.0,0.0,0.056661691961649586,0.0,0.0,0.042254012197288915,0.0578678559955299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198817558403392,0.0646940294622952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694156882195154,0.0,0.0,0.0701438379460836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053120789241821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680010301468868,0.0,0.0,0.2572812546165845,0.13518341034137685,0.0,0.06354029889107747,0.06300118814548336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03515826139471051,0.0,0.0721650973792732,0.06773888990142228,0.0,0.0,0.09037300402299107,0.06250861708827449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053721778899289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854032013245187,0.0,0.28424134596212136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106318091962777,0.0,0.0470280156029392,0.09487134601705448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253612467286165,0.06138447120521653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335022112488477,0.0973097325956794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927726109862932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683887934987377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508423137053518,0.0,0.06121417179169555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294953237375025,0.0657755976972642,0.0,0.0,0.07246970835764066,0.0,0.06085361937200065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747177063830864,0.0,0.07227204885762667,0.0,0.10583937813167492,0.0,0.25607952354544045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056179975105504,0.0,0.051089463374250174,0.053484860914597934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886014737915045,0.0,0.0,0.058898369279997365,0.0,0.0,0.12750381077673625,0.0,0.06285381565019219,0.0,0.07460713437797217,0.0,0.0,0.06112959263791155,0.0,0.043433929282205484,0.0,0.12498597896765075,0.0,0.0,0.05525271917888981,0.2818318809288623,0.1583549572503961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504004224819442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519464520156369,0.04544506667789569,0.0,0.0,0.041196952370261775
adhd,headasspotter,2018/04/17,"i feel like ritalin is making me disinterested in my favorite things hi. i'm 16 and i was diagnosed with adhd when i was six. i didn't start taking ritalin until last year and it's been working fine up until january of this year, where i've been noticing a lot of problems with it. i take 36mg of ritalin every morning on weekdays at 6:30 am and it doesn't really wear off until 7 or 8pm. in between the time i get home from school (3:30 pm) and the time it wears off i find it impossible to do anything i usually enjoy. i love playing the sims 4 and building stuff in that game but if i try to play it before 7/8pm while on ritalin i'm just so completely uninterested that i can barely keep it on for more than five minutes. the same goes for tv shows and anything else i really usually enjoy doing, it's all just so dull to me. anyways, i really don't know what to do and it's honestly kind of upsetting to ignore all of my interests because i just can't force myself to enjoy them. does anybody know why this is happening and if it's a common thing with ritalin or is it just me? also, does anybody else experience this with their interests? i'd really like to know if i'm alone in this. thanks.

edit: i probably should have mentioned that i really hate taking ritalin and i wouldn't if i didn't have anything else to take. if i could talk to a psychiatrist about new meds i would but my previous one got a new job and my parents & i haven't managed to find anyone new yet.",2.9006541802388703,4.27558394462541,5.157707654723128,80.86774497828448,74.37459283387622,8.764875135722043,26.79818132464712,9.2995712137729,2.29953213897937,1169,43,239,28,24,410,159,307,0.07200000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.13,0.9251,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,12,19,1,1,8,0,24,10,2,1,2,45,44,27,0,10,13,1,1,2,0,3,7,0,1,0,22,14,0,2,6,5,0,0,7,5,0,3,7,1,31,14,39,33,5,30,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,8,20,163,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460422580643428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073820854982653,0.0,0.08291353319513757,0.0,0.11233815075988407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249605656848104,0.0,0.25596150039077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320287994840029,0.0,0.08822476147744521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087073919394996,0.0,0.0,0.08278071705460363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523387382375082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814636099137261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598361224624414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735558247964227,0.0,0.0,0.10141975986799506,0.0,0.0,0.052424149802062524,0.07406961540843886,0.0,0.0,0.1895248254889793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416896152967906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292304207931195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168462761417448,0.0,0.0,0.10236336797707572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400033978402612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288723908998126,0.09215629766877634,0.0,0.10796764380658357,0.1709408405185759,0.08451372565945403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130644615560194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814574559544952,0.09357600934995412,0.0,0.06920776822054406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516604410413757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004068145734249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804132766914972,0.0,0.0,0.07025682292762438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512530705479103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178548543212376,0.09920856495381407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33210301665790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049305490135272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338583476641683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868976053625588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31182036468985536,0.08333473475233866,0.0,0.09545539085740028,0.0,0.0,0.1377618910029231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091426740431885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039248703806887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283796026868713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355583485594322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754808889983351,0.0,0.0,0.07365189656876261,0.0,0.0,0.13353412798043487
adhd,69hahaha69,2018/04/17,Adderall and penis shrinkage I’ve read it permanently can shrink your penis. Mine is definitely smaller since being on it for over a year. Any studies on this.,3.1463793103448303,6.273391137931036,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,85.89655172413794,5.658620689655173,27.9396551724138,7.1686216300943375,2.0999586206896543,129,6,20,2,4,42,26,29,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248589341391387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6249301135791377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168087920034731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023256289773641
adhd,Kevin_Is_Sad_Now,2018/04/17,"One major issue I've been having using a whiteboard as my working memory I can rarely remember what it is I'm supposed to remember in the future while I'm thinking of things to write on my whiteboard. It's the little things like this that make managing ADHD so hard, but I'm going to keep trying anyway. ",12.737213114754098,6.844916245901643,12.554180327868853,59.379139344262285,58.67213114754098,14.822950819672133,43.614754098360656,11.20814326018867,4.942960655737704,245,8,42,4,2,84,47,61,0.026,0.945,0.029,0.0458,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385934646042523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436923400070266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649110171542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638947546513637,0.0,0.2247319639491777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352273898354378,0.253407767437867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876977554635386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132799598897225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728270620374075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359455740476098,0.16200689069831128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165882592408085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836884343887664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406738176693252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dreamboatandrea,2018/04/17,"Tips on getting to the point faster in work discussions? I have a new management job that requires me to explain and discuss often complex situations with senior leaders. When I have time to prepare I’m much better at keeping it pared down to key points, but in live conversations I talk way too much! I end up giving all the facts because I can’t pick out on the fly which ones are the most crucial and I’m afraid I’ll miss the important ones. I can see I’m wasting their time but I can’t do anything about it and it’s really embarrassing. 

Anyone else struggle with this? I’d love some new ideas to try, something has to work eventually!

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adhd,T_-N-_T,2018/04/17,"Always frustrating trying to get meds refilled. When I was still seeing my pediatrician, I had zero problems trying to get my meds refilled. Now, I’m in college and I don’t have a regular doctor off campus. I also have no insurance now. I get that it’s a controlled substance and that there have to be restrictions in place but I’ve been on meds for 4years now, so you’d think any doctor would see that and not make me schedule an appt every three months to continue getting it filled. I have too much going on to sit down and talk to a doctor that thinks he’s my therapist. I feel like I have to constantly prove my illness and jump through hoops to get help. 

I just needed to vent to people who might also understand. ",3.91,5.442655384615384,4.910769230769231,83.0092307692308,72.07692307692308,7.717482517482518,26.28671328671329,8.296473431620573,1.7243342657342655,572,19,110,9,11,187,92,143,0.066,0.883,0.05,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,11,3,1,0,4,0,13,4,0,2,1,20,28,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,3,3,15,1,18,21,1,20,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,1,10,78,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176449475601406,0.11537195710001275,0.0,0.0,0.09429006452092786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983665363269533,0.1555132238698053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257573963304272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682270593343415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010806707818464,0.0990550649865926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622072272814361,0.0,0.07880075645522586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293743490982463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773976449161233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255320067291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620429005906963,0.0,0.0,0.1470909028814434,0.0,0.0,0.11067299232690997,0.0,0.1019272813843308,0.10281082729956996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612582679035132,0.0,0.14486482526560476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267398236830905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209799552488133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072995622626702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144553027600694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098898789302926,0.0,0.17768888080410894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827510686195287,0.0,0.0,0.14434460690666176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849643960988327,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SayonaraKumquat,2018/04/17,"Feeling Like No One Believes Me So I've been going to a therapist/psychatrist for about a year, treating depression and anxiety. I refused to get help for a long time because my parents are very against doctors and therapy/medication. Honestly, I am 95% sure my mom has ADHD and I believe doctors have tried to tell her that before but she refused to hear any of it. I've always worried about the possibility of having ADHD because of lots of little things. Basically everyone just labeled me as forgetful and clumsy so I accepted it at that.

So a few months ago, I brought this up to my psychatrist and he put me on a very small dose of adderall. I thought it was weird because he didn't really ask me any questions or do any tests, just that he wanted to see how I was on medication. The first day my focus was much better, but after that it just seemed to make me feel even more tired (I have sleep problems). So he took me off it and decided to put a pin in it until we got my other meds sorted out.

Lately it seems to be getting worse, at least in the sense of putting me in danger. I thought I turned off the stove last Saturday, but I just put it low enough for the flame to go out and the gas still going. I did not notice until 30+ mins lately. I also am getting really distracted by houses and trees when I'm driving (I commute an hour to work) and find myself drifting into the other lane often.

So I brought it up with my mother (I moved back into my parents house a few years ago, I am 27F) and she was worried about me doing that stuff until I brought up ADHD and talking to my doctor about it. She started saying how ever since I started going to that doctor they seem to find more and more wrong with me. That many things are just my personality and things I have to learn to overcome on my own, even if it means setting alarms for simple stuff. So I dropped it.

Today, I had an appointment with my psychatrist, but this is the last time I am seeing him since the office is closing. He decided to not change any of my meds because I will be seeing someone new soon. Which I can understand, but when I brought up the things I mentioned before about ADHD he told me ""I just think you're a blonde."" 

I feel like no one is taking me seriously. It makes me wonder if it really is just my fault and I can somehow be better. I did do really well in school, 3rd in my class in High School and 4.0 at the community college I went to, but I can never focus on lectures. I always had to do something else while listening, like drawing or origami, which I did get in trouble for occasionally. ",3.980444571250712,5.0305354856046085,5.3480707578980144,81.79951652228046,71.30326295585412,7.935695388286557,28.47647455516937,8.27314431278463,1.9438097318047416,2032,75,401,30,37,682,243,521,0.111,0.8340000000000001,0.055,-0.9825,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,1,4,32,21,1,2,21,0,37,8,1,4,3,78,79,41,0,4,19,4,3,3,0,1,7,3,1,1,33,24,0,2,19,0,0,17,6,11,1,3,21,10,69,10,70,54,10,81,0,2,4,0,30,29,0,13,36,301,102,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072190156881153,0.0,0.11330081374491095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110704290038351,0.10635281481823693,0.0,0.0,0.17383797628570768,0.0,0.04888929047877908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974516412845229,0.0,0.0,0.049141151800816865,0.0,0.1558304017438789,0.0,0.10876165798150587,0.14400440718832674,0.0,0.11304250768079845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760597631851474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121524269255307,0.0,0.055043692695954965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164935666976225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053386764685341946,0.0,0.0,0.06603383887354737,0.0,0.08442099558318121,0.05780826200121469,0.0,0.061066639612721935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694110851522354,0.09131148719437247,0.0,0.0,0.11682113900702758,0.0543599402560044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355674684618954,0.0,0.14528109723500035,0.0,0.05111290407807919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202873292326707,0.0,0.042836049821353986,0.0675220972748298,0.0,0.0,0.06293630769702707,0.14748203672880075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418676991568028,0.1441815593432889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366636585564124,0.06405240268800139,0.0,0.05655639009034642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433212441967333,0.0,0.0,0.08531790271589992,0.06479247635650144,0.0,0.06961432713830694,0.21296146949299666,0.06438038295425723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484804052146876,0.05101059457681119,0.06792387529811404,0.046979584790249086,0.0,0.049289633539934485,0.061722549457390384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275945150000251,0.0,0.0,0.08661115562295968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419240932049456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055801824097434456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204643982186139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061151131664443435,0.0,0.2569799534121677,0.07159135964725277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376388717857712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050822045970219935,0.0,0.12935620672138046,0.1527787222943585,0.17453777702814768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573038167431192,0.0,0.06395395135861162,0.0,0.05414886978156803,0.04919934508460229,0.0,0.0,0.09046853658644156,0.0,0.05103684996500052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631827760340588,0.0,0.0,0.060232343213641175,0.0,0.04805071060568505,0.05136666717671149,0.055858232224657585,0.0,0.0,0.07420187906806701,0.1698300048787992,0.04094953641775632,0.0,0.10147130594248382,0.07453030178990569,0.07345261248213752,0.060577119877203024,0.061066639612721935,0.07100391495225024,0.043389199763715434,0.06951333254130886,0.0,0.06653027145516673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054612524856538,0.037694475002010334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057460785340208036,0.05924316892856765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930528071062049,0.04652563801759716,0.12980294187443595,0.06512750586749498,0.0,0.06987314460177327,0.0,0.08230905311078468
adhd,timeflies13,2018/04/17,"Those that take IR twice a day, how do you manage to keep it consistent? And what works best for you? I feel like I struggle with consistently taking the second pill at the right time or taking it with the most effectiveness. My doctor told me to play it by ear with the second pill, like trying just half of it in the afternoon or an entire one depending how I'm feeling (it's 10mg adderall twice a day for reference). Most of the time though, I'll take just a half of one because if I take the full thing it usually keeps me up.

If I only take half but I just take it a little too early, it doesn't last long enough, and I usually don't even notice its effects. I guess a simple solution is to just change to extended release, but when I was on it I felt that it was way more inconsistent than IR and usually made me feel awful, even though it was roughly the same dosage just XR.

I can never really tell when I'm dropping off until I've fully dropped off, and I feel like this is why it's so difficult to gauge just based off of how I feel. But do you guys have any tips? Sorry if this was a little long lol.",5.077804555959061,4.452741184549357,6.137339055793992,82.98384945526578,68.48497854077253,9.572664245625619,27.36513700891384,9.057496981413335,1.8144423241994057,868,22,192,14,13,291,126,233,0.051,0.8640000000000001,0.085,0.6819,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,4,17,7,0,1,15,2,12,4,1,7,1,42,32,21,0,3,14,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,20,7,0,2,9,1,0,0,3,2,0,9,7,8,19,5,24,25,7,30,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,9,19,136,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715507148319443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413890034590956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041805072282608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130492970192106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571166161196024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769337578039344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087165986501006,0.0,0.1389887919742804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660026981854826,0.15033313941454188,0.1010241803270032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590765359338598,0.10418071229725984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704222330537107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857653548755805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542101576623693,0.2109088150680156,0.0,0.1862262884435697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955823882413907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114932281058412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197894931093576,0.0,0.0,0.14259462125947536,0.08002176289001925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740427748668193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898541739545594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778107121474983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999495673573584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537671194373246,0.0,0.09196371311535087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990105676920333,0.0,0.20674902698955647,0.0,0.12270498043405315,0.0,0.0,0.10053871564850272,0.0,0.07143498389506071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34764277964225304,0.0,0.0,0.08351582815026805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494137566994833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659874394074051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,keepthecharge,2018/04/17,"Diagnosed and medicated but still have trouble starting my research paper. What to do to reduce fear? I have been seeing a doctor for some time now and have been prescribed focalin 10mg XR which, as I understand it, is a great study aid. The problem is that I am having an incredibly difficult time getting over my fear of starting. The deadline keeps coming closer and I cannot seem to get anything done. What else can I do to get going? Should I take a higher dosage than my 20mg/day? How much is too much? What can help me get into and stay in the 'zone'?  

TL;DR Am taking ADHD medicine but still having trouble getting started on writing. What can I do? 

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adhd,Alyscupcakes,2018/04/17,"TAXES Due Today (usa). File for your tax extension NOW. **You can obtain an additional 4-month extension of (to October 15, 2018) by filing Form 4868.**

After April 17, you will need to prepare and file the form on paper (since the IRS will stop accepting extensions after that date).

Here is a free way to file for an extension online right now. [e-file](https://www.efile.com/tax-extension/irs-tax-extension/)

If you already purchased Tax software, you can efile form 4868 from the program for an extension. 

If anyone has any other advice, please feel free to add a comment below. 

[See r/ADHD pinned post about Taxes](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/7xkwcp/us_psareminder_tax_season_deadline_is_april_17/)",7.184656593406594,11.109189196428574,5.469999999999999,71.19038461538463,72.21428571428572,8.446153846153846,27.365384615384606,9.057496981413335,3.167992307692308,578,21,77,14,13,168,78,112,0.02,0.873,0.107,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,15,7,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,9,45,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5874323765630871,0.23882069029869185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969677829562816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619748507055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088718510891687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357383029434407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950743493857989,0.0,0.0,0.18121634577330226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682731337671145,0.0,0.0,0.23406356336447526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871262809064967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475176414374265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216668308356284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043257834118728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316585867258802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939899641081173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kingskwid,2018/04/17,New doctor/med questions. So I've been wanting to get back on the pill for awhile now. I'm 22 now and I used to use it in elementary/middle school. I also got a new doctor recently and he started me on this med called Venlaflaxine. Has anyone else been on this? Does it work ok? ,1.0252298850574704,3.1371957758620717,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,82.6206896551724,5.935632183908046,20.011494252873558,7.1686216300943375,0.434025287356322,217,6,47,3,6,73,44,58,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,7,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689142883908742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592274625950505,0.21383027187320605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604717583606325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130985187138272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272115202845845,0.18262833565134196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433592189631447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903329094830884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691056867314552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318104766932311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031133043879486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337835183959224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605880516893912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112080932858429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771372475337632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604868708484802,0.0,0.0,0.1230923261337345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193072746434896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WeeklyWafer,2018/04/17,"Man, oh man, I wish I didn't have this. I just wish I could be consistent and know what my future is. It really sucks. Like I am 2--------8? I think. Hold on. Yes... Hold on... Yes, 28. And I feel like I barely made it over 20. I'm so indecisive that I am just sucking at life right now. TL;DR: I really wish I didn't have ADHD so I could actually know what my future is.

I was in the Army, and that was great, until I got kicked for drawdowns. Stayed as an E-4 for too long and the Army said I couldn't stay anymore unless I moved up, which I put off doing until it was too late.

So, I went to school. First as pre-med, then as mass communication, now I don't even know if I want to do school. I like school. I have a 3.8 GPA, well... probably 3.7 after this semester of fuck ups. But I just stopped caring, and my hyperfocus is tossing me in 30 different directions. Like crap, can I just make a career choice and stick with it? Nope, cause you are gonna be super interested in this today, and then tomorrow this, and the week after you'll like this other thing. I just want consistency. I want to be able to plan my life and not change paths 50 times.

It's gotten so bad that my wife literally tells me ""don't talk to me about your future plans, just make a decision, act on it if you really want to do, then tell me and I will catch up,"" because she was tired of me making plans for us ""oh, I am looking at a job here,"" or ""I may switch schools and go for a degree in..."" all of which never happened.

I just want to be normal. Happy. Able to live. And every day ADHD beats me up a little more into submission.

The feeling like I have wasted my life standing still, but feeling like I am just a bystander in my own life sucks. I want to do so many things, but I accomplish zero. I have 2 books halfway written that I will never finish. I have plans to do things in the future I know I will change my mind about in 2 weeks.

I signed up for this training program in another state while I was hyperfocused on what it is about, and now I am fighting whether I still want to attend after I made all the arrangements except buying the plane ticket because I just don't know. 

Heck, I had to take a break just writing this. I have taken meds before, and I don't know. I don't like that I would need to depend on meds so I haven't taken them in years. It's just a struggle and I hate it.

Like last week I was totally into Firefighting, getting a job in it, now here I am looking at investments and thinking about getting into that and where is firefighting? Somewhere on the backburner.
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adhd,DixielandDisaster,2018/04/17,"Moving out and I’m so overwhelmed Ughhhhhhhh.

I’m getting ready to move for the summer and I’m two things going wrong away from a meltdown. My boyfriend woke up this morning and gave me a lecture about how much we have to do and how he’s not going to help me if I put it off until the last second like he knows I’m going to do. Which is definitely true but also hurtful, so thanks. I’m doing the most ineffective packing/cleaning ever, which involves walking from room to room holding things and trying to group them together, which seems like it will help out future me but is also really time consuming. To try and help sort out my half formed thoughts of “shit, I gotta do this and oh wait what about that and lord Jesus please just strike me dead I am clearly just three five year olds stacked up to look like a woman and AW LOOK a card someone wrote me from three years ago let’s read it” but now I’m sitting looking at three things on a list and it’s all just way too much. I can’t even think of what to do now that I’m trying to think. A solid quarter of my time this morning has been spent looking around each room and hand wringing. Debating on just burning my house down because right now that seems easier than figuring out what the hell needs to be done and how not to start stress crying again. ",3.2379293739967885,4.7308531460674175,3.9528410914927785,89.36820224719105,73.71910112359551,6.434028892455858,24.32477260567148,6.868970318607317,0.7268210807918667,1038,31,219,9,21,330,154,267,0.132,0.735,0.133,-0.5892,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,21,12,2,2,10,1,16,2,2,3,4,49,46,24,1,2,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,19,19,0,2,7,1,1,7,3,7,0,8,7,5,15,5,36,35,6,42,3,2,4,0,12,17,2,5,19,146,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544715820267128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902578546389127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058959010594526,0.0,0.0,0.11176290990152953,0.0,0.0,0.07251436455905719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306673839676768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217331057732624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856919807238864,0.10760235071899213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214950691100767,0.0,0.20281600375555356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392007386174333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725904647081624,0.12734466700901798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537500842533157,0.09696487118493892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216403867870714,0.0,0.17434741679589602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39957172042565225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252862424816272,0.174892431781699,0.08820423421336464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482412393582913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057777002936347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958345622908235,0.0,0.0,0.11898801243889905,0.0,0.07620614516539369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158762143026667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165858240943872,0.0,0.0,0.12210644112772992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079088136486247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419754258140218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626349139425445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951853803832902,0.0,0.0,0.2370868857879612,0.1524441741324439,0.0,0.09443763462139608,0.1387281920397684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422895826012007,0.0,0.11620255245738326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442159401359823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005951659852494,0.0,0.1532072976002756
adhd,sugarsodasofa,2018/04/17,ACHIEVEMENT- GRADUATING EARLY I went to this wack HS and somehow graduated 2 years early. Went to OSU and now I’m a junior at 18- just found out from my advisor I am set to graduate next spring! I’ll have my bachelors! GPA isn’t great I’ve literally struggled sooo much at every turn and considered dropping out but I’ll be doooone! At least until I decide to go back for my masters:/ ,1.7489466089466106,4.3367081948051975,4.144069264069266,80.59007215007216,83.93506493506493,8.097546897546897,25.43867243867244,8.841846274778883,2.5013330447330446,309,13,59,9,9,107,58,77,0.024,0.927,0.049,0.4071,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,12,6,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,35,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234549363255325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448446485628597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186300023994339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515576630934234,0.0,0.0,0.3203896393190011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362584602118675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090584354511063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038002200053645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609143716764765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387817768014057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713810673826667
adhd,FallsZero,2018/04/17,"Just as a tip: Try to Schedule your life Idk if this helps others, but I have little rituals that help me get focused on what I am doing. Obviously I still wander a little, but like I'm not wandering too much and getting a lot done. Scheduling different time blocks, sort of like bullet journaling, has helped me greatly ",5.807131147540983,6.742360491803278,6.606680327868855,74.85788934426232,67.0327868852459,10.034426229508195,31.643442622950825,10.125756701596842,3.2920131147540985,254,10,45,6,4,84,52,61,0.055,0.728,0.217,0.8878,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,7,2,7,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559453876140548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506931590322764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255977305776436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700843808050254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492602143237433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303217655275266,0.2393635618294841,0.4910560299125681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826788843659047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008386435097853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956363217562116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284614069595425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632106902247934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Master_Destroyer,2018/04/17,"Just because you can’t feel your medication doesn’t mean it’s not working! This is something I see a lot of people struggle with. As medicated people know, when you first start stimulants, there is a definite “high” for lack of a better term. People assume that that feeling is the medication but it isn’t. I am still at my starting dosage because I was prepared for this. I use the fact that I’m sitting down and working as a metric to determine whether my medication is working. Don’t chase the high and don’t take more medication than you’re supposed to. Chasing the high is exactly how people build a dangerous tolerance and become dependent at a dangerous dose. ",5.643571428571431,7.145183833333332,6.539841269841273,73.1107142857143,67.80952380952381,9.726984126984126,35.42857142857143,9.994966539143718,3.853895238095239,537,27,92,13,9,178,78,126,0.098,0.82,0.08199999999999999,-0.6114,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,5,5,4,2,1,10,0,12,6,0,4,2,21,22,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,3,9,1,13,21,4,13,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,6,66,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553414005002775,0.14071931144800634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268777634328585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884920524092128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837871372953496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038612634507969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700236803305202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832325663100477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879174989643964,0.0,0.641783550638337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533327019628321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015328648849736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980899116425306,0.0,0.0,0.180369286317398,0.0,0.10175338909433494,0.0,0.0,0.13320130634564534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579985159492606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004522384479072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782778336425508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DJ_KK,2018/04/17,"I forgot to take my meds!!!! Wish me luck!!! I’m about to go into an interview! While driving here I realized I forgot to take my meds. 

If I can get the job, I know I can kick ass. Just a little bit more anxious about it! 

I’m pretty much over qualified for this position anyway, 

But wish me luck a meds free interview!!!!! Eek ",-0.5549419568822564,1.6379739701492575,2.2834825870646798,91.95053067993368,92.88059701492537,5.96285240464345,17.892205638474298,7.3871296695380915,0.53329320066335,244,7,54,5,9,85,45,67,0.075,0.6659999999999999,0.259,0.9265,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,13,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,4,8,11,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,1,34,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334054829660746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583315797429334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032881577424948,0.0,0.11235536386261988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961830738622012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864871691293508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981436304447644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6587880694458138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532952858099954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011282113835444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972860297290515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546819794494498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kingginger2194,2018/04/17,"Need some advice I've recently come to realize that I may need to help but don't know where to start. In grade school I was on low dose meds for A.D.D. but got off them around the time highschool started and did fine without. As far as I can remember though in my adult life, I have issues focusing on any one thing for any extended period. Now that I'm out of school and have been working for a few years it looks more like this. I'm unable to focus at work, at home video games seem to hold my attention less and less, I wanted to learn to use Photoshop to draw and do different things but didn't stick to it after starting to go through tutorials and try to learn how to use it and stopped after a week or so, same thing with video editing. I wanted to write short stories but gave it up after writing for around a week. My mind is always scattered, never on the subject at hand and its even worse when I try to sleep, often only getting an hour or two a night its gotten so bad. Its starting to cause depression and I really just need some advice on what to do now that I've begun to recognize that there may be an issue so anything is appreciated.",8.558723404255321,5.708947531914895,8.437978723404257,76.42250000000003,63.04255319148936,11.782978723404256,34.98936170212766,9.888512548439397,3.0393914893617024,910,27,191,14,10,296,142,235,0.084,0.847,0.069,-0.6759,1,0,0,1,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,15,5,0,0,8,0,15,4,2,4,1,49,37,22,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,16,13,0,2,7,3,0,2,4,3,0,2,7,2,12,2,44,27,7,41,0,2,1,0,7,18,0,8,22,132,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147177988159065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854960336658453,0.0,0.0,0.16108331163857972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746408523463852,0.21086921763239772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889048129823162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121668080250495,0.0,0.10202353868605296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201016479515597,0.0,0.0,0.12374212443426898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822694345000142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187877796708002,0.0,0.0673108395562484,0.0,0.09472539927443906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938625276445074,0.0,0.11880260858371232,0.0,0.11663721682401182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472362477944873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509022890140721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365600693851827,0.05786264782703857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945778735439943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155751691053505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958825246528346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634600254734324,0.0913464085317638,0.0,0.0,0.11114570087724016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025640927653728,0.09007716135161938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587418421788424,0.0,0.11694287994347985,0.0,0.13416675678185633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397304272046777,0.0,0.10782117820455238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185231730986826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353230814994975,0.0,0.0,0.09901916936697183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605411360039774,0.0,0.11636437883169524,0.0,0.06906193966506632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608227646598943,0.0,0.1156963634967286,0.0,0.0,0.2045841856855972,0.0,0.0,0.13971517601705302,0.0,0.19000705967821704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416965739666594,0.0,0.1724480233399617,0.0,0.12069807240110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626995629039092
adhd,acciorain,2018/04/17,"Ritalin 20mg ER not working well? Help I was diagnosed with ADHD about 2 1/2 weeks ago and was prescribed Ritalin 20mg ER. My psychiatrist said that he's conservative with medication so it'll be a small dose to test how it works. 

-First week was great, I was getting everything done, I focused a lot better and things were going well. Except for one thing, ER was supposed to last 8-12 hours, but I would feel a crash at 4-5 hours in.
 
-Second week: I didn't feel as though I was even taking it, I would be on it and feel nothing, maybe a slight change but aside from that nothing major. 

-Third week: I didn't take it Friday, Saturday, or Sunday. On Monday I took it and I felt focused for about 4 hours and then crashed. (10am-2pm ish)

I really want to know if you have had similar experiences and if so what did you do? Do I need a higher dose, a different brand? ",2.9333142857142853,4.444440588571426,4.25414285714286,86.82635714285715,74.54285714285714,7.742857142857144,25.07142857142857,8.418075326091056,1.4816285714285709,673,22,144,12,14,222,111,175,0.051,0.873,0.077,0.6293,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,4,9,4,0,0,6,0,20,6,0,1,0,27,33,17,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,0,5,4,15,5,15,4,16,13,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,14,92,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726542673310667,0.0,0.11599738240741295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573292863778276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384300082027875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281772722041574,0.0,0.13671835865216522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339127754859254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643022220408934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760638885148465,0.12800385951265095,0.0,0.0,0.19849662970216725,0.0,0.12564383400446608,0.0,0.0,0.11130742258774096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836770418916499,0.0,0.0743693996341391,0.0,0.0,0.1442709852499086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771110264287536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866051819016472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191592434976522,0.10666642358731644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125046687670537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146406522722376,0.0,0.0,0.13182528270086852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702926527745426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112282646085843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867250823249863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383074056443432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244755603251934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677728584101845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387197292802964,0.0,0.12856694478280895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538762790676854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718321319914186,0.0,0.4198643501603837,0.0,0.2353134269819051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053180807780373,0.0,0.0,0.18591499395185,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WhatIwasIookingfor,2018/04/17,"Newly diagnosed: What strategies do people use to help cope with hyperfocusing/perseveration? I am 40 and newly diagnosed. I've been on adderall for about a week, and so far it's been magical. I feel much more cheerful and relaxed - I don't know if that's the euphoria people talk about (it doesn't feel very euphoric, but I guess I don't know what euphoria feels like), or if it's just relief from finally knowing why I've kept screwing up my life over and over. Plus the sudden absence of the social anxiety that I've had since forever has been SO relieving.

I feel so much better, but I'm still having a lot trouble with hyperfocusing, which I supposed would be great if I would hyperfocus on something useful, but it's like my brain picks something and goes, ""Oooo! We need to know everything there is to know about Scottish Fold cats right now!"" Like right now, I have so much work to do, and yet I've spent three days obsessively researching adhd and adderall. I can walk away from the computer, but I'll still be constantly thinking about it. 

I've done this ever since I was little; if there was a book I was interested in, I had to read the entire thing right then. If I had to put it away, I'd attempt to read under my desk/under my bed/when my boss isn't looking/etc. If prevented from reading it, it would completely fill my thoughts until I could get back to it. I do that with whatever catches my attention. And then I talk WAY too much about it, even when I try not to.

Is the adderall supposed to help this? Since I'm still doing it, does that mean my dose is too low? How do I know when I get the right dose or too high of a dose? (Right now I'm on 20 mg XR) Are there strategies that can make this stop or at least redirect me so that I'm actually hyperfocusing on something useful? 

tl;dr Having trouble hyperfocusing on all the wrong crap. Should the adderall stop that? Are there strategies to help? ",4.910842105263158,5.648282084210527,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,68.94736842105263,8.922105263157894,29.410526315789475,9.065960079200117,2.2512031578947367,1512,54,306,27,25,495,178,380,0.083,0.765,0.151,0.9863,0,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,0,3,31,17,2,1,13,0,38,9,2,7,2,63,65,33,0,12,15,0,4,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,25,13,0,4,14,5,1,4,5,7,0,1,13,4,30,10,40,45,8,48,0,1,0,1,7,22,2,11,24,205,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.08437531574274554,0.0,0.1039116007608384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614388008936095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246947716758048,0.0664846313033972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646940669229899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965211888422891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065470322424622,0.09343567591816414,0.0,0.06903358827200963,0.0,0.0,0.055761416126369215,0.0,0.0,0.17551604229341278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566426444985756,0.08848156363499017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642898638229393,0.057107928486936965,0.07821064107368067,0.0,0.0,0.07770727730258818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748729560077893,0.06176911140065928,0.0,0.09471587816906844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903465908587278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532564996693828,0.09524862974166473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386277332754746,0.0913527985738942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28510648429021695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107130166476572,0.1267242132354314,0.08665853812440985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735076636911925,0.0,0.0,0.05771465561732547,0.0,0.0,0.09418344307402823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542407134636578,0.06411114308511777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988497315704875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691909341188944,0.0,0.0,0.2594588873964115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691942110986421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456900740777646,0.0,0.0,0.08813803568664318,0.0,0.1996900885581614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714814540143456,0.14457370807691514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899120404708176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744210730136684,0.05540193363425213,0.0,0.06864188278293584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870263197192944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402854816560855,0.0,0.07134094573854312,0.0,0.06863022368617169,0.06935532118196666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801931674050579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294601930156324,0.0,0.0,0.18426228537595774,0.09453360547362333,0.0,0.0
adhd,SpecialPusey,2018/04/17,"Should I get another prescription? I was diagnosed with ADD in 3rd or 4th grade. i went from adderall to ritalin to vyvsnse. all of them made me be really quiet, hurt my stomach, or lose my appetite. but lately i feel like i’ve had no motivation to do anything. i just dropped out of college because i literally couldn’t make myself go to do the work. do you think this is due to my ADD? or could it be something else?",2.155357142857145,4.270779773809527,3.9573809523809516,85.39178571428572,78.64285714285714,7.533333333333335,28.357142857142854,8.472884824447931,2.200957142857144,327,15,67,7,8,110,64,84,0.08900000000000001,0.836,0.075,0.2265,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,11,3,1,3,1,18,18,4,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,2,13,1,11,9,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,45,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809653825719534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204972289433184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333776605368386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393356453155232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27196016823251984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223835009932649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548185656924794,0.19142111123966496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399910442835709,0.0,0.15228023291113096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868423870854325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30225544625080875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090517880991473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997637177457918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535375604207891,0.1788564423636034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165345909831112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627839054490255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716893680452318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483891912859901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950683228169287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wallyx22,2018/04/17,"Needing peer support: this semester has thrown my ADHD a curve ball. I feel like I’ve had my ADHD under control for years. By under control I mean, I’m able to be productive and overall able to deal with symptoms. This semester has thrown my life out of wack. I’m not able to be productive, I procrastinate, and unmotivated which causes me significant distress and disappointment. 

Ironically, I’m going to be a school counselor. I graduated in December, and started grad school in January. I went from taking SEVEN classes (19 credit hours), to 2 (6 hrs). I went from working 30 hours, to 15. 

My two classes are online. I usually work short shifts in the afternoon. This significant change in workload/routine has really messed me up. 

I used to wake up early. Work on school work all day until it was time to go to work. I barely had any free time. Now, I have nothing to do. I only have about 4 school assignments a week. I sit around all day until it’s time to go to work. 

I’ve been looking for jobs, and submitting resumes but I gave up. I have a good job, but our hours were cut and being the only student I got the short end of the stick. 

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ALL DAY. I find myself looking for things to do! My symptoms have gotten significantly worse since I don’t have constant stimulation. My procrastination has come back. When I DO have something to do, like register for classes next semester, take a major exams, I put it off. 

**TLDR** : I used to have too much on my plate, school and work. Now I don’t have enough on my plate and my symptoms have gotten worse. I struggle to be productive. 

The thing is, studying counseling and psychology, I know the interventions that I need. I know what I would tell a client or student if they were struggling with this issue. Idk maybe I lack motivation. 

I guess I’m just looking for non-counselor peers to talk to. Other people with ADHD to rant with. *So what are your productivity struggles? Has a change your daily routine caused you distress? What is your perfect daily routine? *",2.4557516183169525,5.106384546391754,3.9868017262047455,82.55062215296094,81.11340206185567,6.5989930472308815,25.260369216015334,7.82057824672937,1.6996935267321986,1596,63,295,29,43,528,195,388,0.109,0.8240000000000001,0.067,-0.9543,2,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,1,4,1,11,9,15,1,5,13,0,38,5,1,8,4,45,69,17,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,16,16,0,2,7,1,2,7,4,8,0,2,12,4,47,8,52,51,7,49,0,1,3,0,10,17,0,3,26,195,63,27,0.2193452468360879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361036145549993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972076317251736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508792452565519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622098514762847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502186599531233,0.15469212467384447,0.06298216933127025,0.0,0.07901142933442598,0.16400956375438855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414595382297538,0.07537843935684622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569033189791288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647582611927558,0.07554742488736065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03696918246252439,0.052233429388984606,0.0,0.0,0.06682586061132946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246589585901457,0.061325462093787274,0.058476810488151426,0.0,0.0805445061972461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601088439825605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631315000422044,0.1451108746386667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054641128733927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164334488331123,0.07144067203182382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419476383025848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734539274839493,0.07964375902234848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374799820403155,0.10842781414361888,0.0,0.0,0.07775871947591682,0.0,0.0,0.07015589337108245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121462952947744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050688792004640895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350085221132106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683939392641405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36998183346993707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048155161135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056287562417869384,0.0,0.0,0.05175123155812423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930727695205896,0.0,0.0,0.08297012891693911,0.0,0.22798369725770115,0.10994688517863788,0.05876713358552305,0.06390580458928223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714882366426264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279019773578721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714228113493116,0.0,0.0,0.12629591162291035,0.0805259335089646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058648508770193175,0.0,0.0,0.13555682756203044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726005548672247,0.0,0.149021030476443,0.051938856676592864,0.0,0.0,0.047083715815345074
adhd,acidintercourse,2018/04/17,"Parents I’m so sick of my dad always telling me “just pay attention!” And “think, just think!” when I forget to do things around the house. He’ll get 3 inches from my face and scream these hurtful kind of things at the top of his lungs on days when my ADD is really acting up. And oh he hates it when I respond with “I’m trying” or “I can’t”. “If you were really trying then you wouldn’t have forgotten” is always his reply

It’s like he completely disregards everything my doctor and ADHD mother tells him.

Some days he won’t even speak to us because he feels we’re so inattentive.

He just doesn’t get it.",1.2676178660049615,3.4786720645161324,2.879999999999999,91.40346153846157,82.38709677419354,6.396029776674937,18.40942928039702,7.61054688173877,0.4553146401985111,472,11,101,8,13,155,84,124,0.171,0.795,0.034,-0.947,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,1,10,5,1,0,2,0,9,4,2,0,0,20,18,12,0,2,5,3,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,3,14,2,11,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,19,6,0,3,7,59,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224648609311891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080507774583676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478611839782267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284063447425605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940831033096813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875978414440904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946674773336802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226264705665787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636389500195928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359659449486694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342346401970448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275666233698776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135907552287,0.19816284827963304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276237791334588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043483200340713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055414674570533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371709336099045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235865810164754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459561842725271,0.2372205484473268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513535112982643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266315002673973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Sedai06,2018/04/17,"How does it work moving to a new place? Do you have to go through the process of of proving you have ADHD all over again with a new psychiatrist? Is there a way you can your prescription renewed by calling a psychiatrist, or one that lasts a while? Or something written by your old psychiatrist to make it easier?",5.6164999999999985,6.628092316666668,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.5,9.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.007333333333333,249,11,48,5,4,80,43,60,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.5803,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,10,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,6,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217579777784549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733810282825301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429126816662066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521564410688174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823469699135084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787110461550045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28455333352130885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171482670695601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809363280892771,0.0,0.18141995685963408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797196021968993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611070245100574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251065161213345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490974762567184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,curiousmind10,2018/04/17,"Newbie...some questions (meds, ADHD,..) Hi,
I recently found out about this sub reddit page, and the stuff I have been reading is mindblowing. I was diagnosed with extreme ADHD last week. I am still umm trying to digest that .... and I also have anxiety. (Also figured out no one really cares or understands ADHD)

To treat my adhd my doc gave me a med called vyvanse. It starts with a low dose and after increases. 

I am scared that the medicine will effect my creativity. I am a design student in college, and I am scared how it will effect me ? Will my creativity go away ?
I also have IBS ( where I have not been eating proper food ... avoiding certain foods). The doctor said I should have a high protein breakfast, then take my meds.

With ADHD I found out online 50% have a learning disability. My whole life I have been feeling that I have been fighting with something from the inside, preventing me from ""acheiveing my goals"". I feel like a mess and I feel there are alot of stuff going on.

I am amazed I have been able to write this post. Writting is a very painful struggle, with many other things. 

Any tips, adivce , answers ADHDer's

Thanks for reading :) ",3.3396057585825005,5.8405609627907005,4.044717607973421,84.2991472868217,76.5813953488372,6.141749723145073,25.1218161683278,7.2636822038024595,1.338949058693245,897,32,159,11,21,285,131,215,0.117,0.763,0.12,0.3983,0,1,1,0,2,0,48.0,0,0,0,3,8,14,1,4,12,0,27,10,0,3,1,34,41,11,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,11,13,5,2,12,2,0,3,2,8,1,1,10,4,28,6,20,27,4,20,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,3,8,116,39,7,0.09644221359013057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795239958644067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137441009324605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558401238571022,0.0,0.07377802942250304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061063435146482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847828296142457,0.0,0.09832926429173726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788681670133488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871269221599673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868446132772103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629224286637335,0.06889833665885473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323661497967066,0.21148781861688545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962066498991108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189649370292753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786132760467357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681199875938088,0.04711679407576334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777726737641487,0.0,0.0,0.3213766738736717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535173987277802,0.0,0.10262131494153658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236498152918872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803735105840133,0.0,0.19293662444558596,0.0,0.061783351569854185,0.0,0.0952250510449144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173863016890448,0.0,0.19311096056782287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742459277619346,0.0,0.0,0.06826229516444357,0.0,0.07701887635256424,0.0,0.0,0.10082234149394492,0.22080652192651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251254223820641,0.0,0.0,0.08879103285375547,0.0,0.0,0.06407192134548642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547793239453459,0.0,0.0,0.10039974556466473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957492645754281,0.0,0.0,0.07736012643735612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767428732337687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jh1n1vrz89,2018/04/17,"I finally know why it has been so hard throughout my life. Well throughout my early childhood I was always an active kid, and always getting into trouble school and home, doing the regular kid stuff, Grade School really sucked for me, always struggled in class, and homework, and not to mention I was always that ""annoying kid"" that would always talk too much or play around, and disrupt class. I grew up not having a lot of friends and which til this day I am reluctant to have friends due to the reason they might find me annoying. Failed the 4th grade, and struggled through middle school and eventually high school. People just labeled me a problem child or troubled kid. which I wasn't a bad kid, just I acted out, played around, talked too much. Ended up dropping out of high school, and eventually got the GED 2 yrs after. I started to work in the ER as a Scribe and I liked it, Fast paced and good pay. now 8yrs since then, I'm in college, going for RN. So difficult to complete my homework let alone read my chapters. We just recently went over the Mental health and ADHD, and during lecture, it was describing me, and which I was like ""WTF"" I spoke to my professors and even a mental health FNP, and they all agree I have ADHD, and which tell me to go talk to my Doctor about it. but I think about it, and just think to myself, i act the way I do not cause I'm immature or childish, its how my mind works, blaming myself for a lot of being ""lazy"" in school, not trying hard enough, and just being labeled as ""that annoying kid"". I tried to control my behavior throughout my life so far, and which I asked my mom why we never been seen by a specialist when I was younger, she said I wasn't bad. I now just accept that it wasn't my fault, and I am going to be going to a low-cost clinic for me (behavior specaillist for low income won't see adults with adhd,  would have to see free standing speciallist and with me being low income it wouldnt be able financially) and will be discussing what I can do, but so far My schooling i have found that if I drink monster/Redbull/NOS drinks and Listen to Techno EDM music i can concentrate and get work done (not really read tho) but its a refresher that it wasn't just me, it was my mind. 
I'm sorry if this post doesn't make sense I'm not on medication or anything, but I'm just posting to share my story. 
have a great day guys",6.187558670143418,5.715072860169497,6.415000000000003,81.40418513689703,66.16101694915254,9.210691003911343,30.44198174706649,8.502166056373571,2.105937483702738,1858,58,374,23,26,597,226,472,0.094,0.8140000000000001,0.092,0.5875,2,1,2,0,0,0,63.0,2,0,2,5,25,28,4,2,18,0,41,9,0,5,2,80,68,46,0,6,24,1,2,2,2,6,7,3,3,9,26,34,2,1,7,7,2,8,14,16,2,0,19,8,54,13,46,36,6,50,0,3,3,0,28,20,1,9,19,255,80,24,0.07057691601342315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544592136242997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309640010570423,0.0,0.0,0.29362823961015033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807878833607605,0.12565683685412993,0.06597988928920674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785755374291405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250193405205074,0.0,0.0,0.0739985536580553,0.0,0.07915801258603264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910325442921462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722384641397348,0.0,0.07222468886359201,0.0,0.13827701756121508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251019924938478,0.07292482064072353,0.0,0.04661538740011829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731356172030443,0.06450602262762907,0.0,0.0,0.07738394556050229,0.10905510047672187,0.0,0.07374705132445737,0.0,0.16044195126438465,0.05919656865295925,0.056446807059911785,0.07781129906320018,0.0,0.06988224294021789,0.0,0.0,0.12644610805790107,0.0,0.0,0.15003992279377612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913677341951356,0.07079440125145613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878722729516818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216967835608172,0.0997011259753098,0.06896063237285968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000394028042377,0.0,0.0,0.047110639477694366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109881781537697,0.1422498629474527,0.07487095471268734,0.14252513191277547,0.0826588310394939,0.0,0.0,0.10376430790780504,0.0,0.05443326855841205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892914710123776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351863525586692,0.0,0.0,0.06753257700413992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119203025844868,0.0,0.09042675924683724,0.07256482423056215,0.06968619010066585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671348090799094,0.0,0.0,0.4999932484911114,0.11248132887715688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058381954248029874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900507925980785,0.04995470441169407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756463301715442,0.0807936834561528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018115505657835,0.06168733539922711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044567602087174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583418636534866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560206708464214,0.0,0.0,0.0634571234429382,0.06542550822430768,0.12736937833012546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541425062743547,0.0,0.0,0.1002716323705817,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,nursing96,2018/04/17,"Going to a med prescriber tomorrow... super nervous. What do I expect?? I have been being treated for my ADHD from a small town family practitioner for the last ten years.  I moved to a larger city and made the decision to see a specialist and several weeks ago did my consultation with a psychologist and she agreed I did have ADHD, but also maybe with some underlying anxiety, which I never thought about before.
Tomorrow I meet with a doctor who can prescribe medicine. I have been on adderall for 10 years taking 20mg in the morning and 10mg after lunch. I noticed it isn’t working really anymore and that’s what prompted me to see a specialist. 
Can anyone give me insight on what will happen when I see the doctor who can prescribe meds after I have had this consultation? Will it be like another consulatation and then they prescribe as needed? I guess I am just confused. ",6.185643015521062,7.383313817073172,6.989179600886918,71.50837028824836,66.3170731707317,9.866075388026607,33.20177383592018,10.018931242160765,3.5652390243902445,702,30,116,16,11,233,104,164,0.044,0.901,0.055,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,2,11,0,19,3,0,1,1,21,30,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,9,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,3,18,3,19,19,1,20,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,3,13,91,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702470959069666,0.0,0.13654524984070576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123184003905991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152210461788347,0.11783852493750638,0.0,0.1527641447263298,0.10770683833341248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107485525752596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153285099749545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521316525077352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776713090093666,0.08754325350101917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969004563858076,0.0,0.13621515198927905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255613976459342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525510720646493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575432739783206,0.0,0.0,0.15475171300399046,0.0,0.3422026267623481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371784484463173,0.0,0.11421710554326628,0.1188034772886966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537310024460082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868058379540257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682446421434285,0.0,0.0,0.17401891253267854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158172844097762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228883768455265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355986273572878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214138110983143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983906355071315
adhd,brokenstep,2018/04/17,"UK, really need advice. Already diagnosed with ADHD, need to get back on medication, mental health clinic appointment has gotten pushed till after my exams. I was diagnosed at 16, stopped medication at 18 hoping I could learn to cope with it during university. Did okay first year, mostly thanks to copying answers for coursework and crammable levels of work. 


Met with my GP back in February to get back on medication, they transferred me to a clinic, clinic called me first time - wrong number. Booked a second phone appointment, called me second time (today) - apparently they couldnt reach me. Ive been sitting next to my phone waiting.

They told me the next appointment is in may 2nd. My exams start may 2nd. 

Its 2 weeks to exams and I haven't been able to do much. I've locked myself in for the last 2 months, cancelled all plans, and ive done about a weeks worth of work (spread out over a month). I really hope i dont fail my university course because of this, so im getting a bit desperate.

I've got some friends who can get some of it illegally, and I mean since im diagnosed I dont feel bad about taking it, but who knows whats in that stuff. 

Im not sure what to do. Ive booked an appointment with my GP again for tomorrow to see if they can help, but I doubt it since its controlled. ",3.8466996047430833,5.519127691699609,4.734804347826088,83.6474239130435,72.47826086956522,8.063952569169961,24.90296442687747,8.697196308434329,1.671621501976285,1018,31,202,19,20,330,142,253,0.056,0.863,0.081,0.6368,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,7,8,10,0,1,8,1,21,10,0,1,2,35,41,9,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,2,10,0,0,0,13,9,0,3,5,2,1,1,5,4,0,4,9,2,27,6,35,28,6,35,0,1,1,0,14,11,0,9,22,123,40,10,0.09986359484335124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001663456411076,0.09758554910310964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102019601752347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036682066811076,0.08338193038905503,0.060875920516130916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090251811246376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039437915086389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200551319064428,0.07973295450774666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040783399615329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219512942431597,0.2340787788223247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049403411809043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169887845516827,0.0,0.0,0.07715436565361544,0.0,0.20869842635109606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987003950923191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061503314862583,0.0,0.0,0.06693646258926365,0.0,0.0,0.19837416508116215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236094573291973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488242006727745,0.08140215841378341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108780730800419,0.0,0.3018061968649489,0.10063901543391944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942033729938784,0.0,0.073411232662355,0.14809518041865866,0.0,0.0,0.2124121320873732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279503520202827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957835570694073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521639523266962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068396642522587,0.0,0.0,0.08349043688481407,0.0,0.0,0.11431992393989955,0.0,0.0,0.09412025630275876,0.0,0.07508499514447775,0.0,0.0,0.0919409810346528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646253046982902,0.0,0.094659011167841,0.0954239444331612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602091042083079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540377283126793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918516411145053,0.0,0.06430888092255009
adhd,40deuce,2018/04/17,"For years I was terrified to take meds because of what they might do to me. I finally decided to try them, now I'm worried that they won't do anything to help me. I'll try to keep the story short:
I was the first kid I ever heard of diagnosed with ADD (there was no H at the time) when I was about 11. I took meds for a little bit (I believe Ritalin and Dexedrine), but stopped on my own because I didn't like the side effects I was having. I then managed to get by for most of my life doing things on my own. Finished high school, went to university, worked, went back to school, got a masters, worked again and became quite successful in my industry. Then about a year 1/2 - 2 years ago I noticed I was starting to have more trouble than usual concentrating, starting anything, and getting anything done. Had a bit of a breakdown because of it. Went to see a doctor and after a lot of talking and trying different things was re-assessed and re-diagnosed with ADHD. I didn't want to take meds because of my memories of the first time I tried, but eventually said I need to try something because I can't live like this anymore.
So, I finally started meds. Doc started me on Vyvanse at a super small dose. I felt ""buzzy"" that first day, but nothing else. Over the course of a bunch of weeks, we raised my dosage until I hit 70mg, but it was having no affect on me. So, 3 weeks ago we decided to try something new and I'm now experimenting with Concerta. We started at 18mg and I've now been worked up to 54mg... but I still don't feel a thing. I'm beginning to think that meds aren't going to help me and I'm just going to be screwed for the rest of my life.

TL;DR: I tried meds as a kid and hated them. Was scared to take them as an adult because of what they did to me as a kid. Gave in and decided to try them anyways, but they're doing nothing for me. Now I'm scared that I really am just a lazy fuck up with motivation issues. 

Has this happened to anyone else?",3.0281691297208546,4.098591012315275,4.5106600985221705,86.82773070607556,73.60591133004927,7.482298850574714,27.572742200328413,7.908726449838941,1.559719146141215,1525,57,329,21,30,510,188,406,0.12,0.831,0.049,-0.9781,1,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,3,0,7,12,17,10,3,2,21,0,30,8,0,3,1,44,67,26,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,2,6,2,0,4,13,19,0,2,8,0,0,6,8,6,0,3,24,5,46,4,63,39,9,61,0,0,1,2,20,17,2,3,40,219,59,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816002052090285,0.0,0.12037496612931572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733657439075505,0.04747586251226416,0.06956952804574246,0.16762281393204245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052209373331571406,0.0,0.24833995509603696,0.0,0.0,0.07649779849240328,0.0,0.0,0.14825406803037106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378859497247385,0.0,0.0,0.1378300879185056,0.0,0.07093896194229246,0.0,0.06949648331253616,0.0,0.06948323090940188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344013830686965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061417631086549775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641727568962948,0.0,0.0,0.034331270501230915,0.0,0.06519273085630607,0.14875788725337635,0.0,0.17326202039044236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277060982173581,0.07094780852213332,0.0,0.07717599980467263,0.0,0.0543042357226327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004197995220537,0.0,0.0,0.06703522114725383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102120057087013,0.07173796819092201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708678748374195,0.0,0.06035086492779404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591673521991384,0.0663430693605549,0.06805163660544121,0.05995518073378786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057724454225693576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525162499677142,0.0,0.0,0.07202905151359477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050345509005983946,0.0,0.06557631454506746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029993049046615,0.07730232661540606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722178840843528,0.0,0.0,0.043497199447986634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064586549485427,0.0,0.13595549211851693,0.13743280818583126,0.054105917729384896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045424000480231,0.0,0.0,0.2402927805064156,0.0,0.05422343302595965,0.05676577090780674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315254508245818,0.05457384300428477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532524883969702,0.04350629881967643,0.0,0.0,0.07918374332038322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754371797952761,0.36878629759496895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747800579161529,0.0,0.0400480014366458,0.0,0.10892736517094337,0.0,0.0,0.18882638749335487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829166487159368,0.06895371805007264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117226372248958
adhd,ChoclateCoconuts,2018/04/17,"What do I do when I forget to write the todo list? My friends always tell me ""write a todo list"" or ""make reminders on your phone"" but, I know that I'm going to forget to write the todo list or reminders and then forget about them so
uh
help",2.122647058823528,3.3227874901960766,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588238,76.05882352941177,5.1000000000000005,18.63235294117647,3.1291,-0.6090823529411766,186,3,41,0,4,61,34,51,0.116,0.7709999999999999,0.113,0.2186,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401936324678551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087256804874401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006587744296557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545962822641241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29073992506792595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531302634089856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623937445986377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,meliah1,2018/04/17,"Everything at once Me trying to explain how I feel: acutely aware of myself and with a heightened creativity. I feel like I'm really craving or looking for something and I don't know what it is. I feel like every emotion is rushing through my veins and everything is coming at once. But nothing is pulling me in any particular direction, and no emotion is stronger than the other. I might implode and everything cave in on itself. I can't separate all my emotions and feelings. It's just everything at once. Sometimes this isn't even in an intense way, it just is what it is. 

Let me know if anyone understands this, I dunno if it makes sense ",3.7667627494456752,6.028656422764229,4.887982261640797,79.93423503325944,74.20325203252034,7.724759793052478,33.133037694013304,8.575989854853784,3.0221609756097565,512,27,90,10,11,168,77,123,0.019,0.884,0.098,0.8074,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,2,1,27,24,11,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,13,2,13,22,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,5,2,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249660315993906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510663858378184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716708173953873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590043332768479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983831374095994,0.0,0.1146006583588324,0.0,0.4889752399169981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27509825523141634,0.19434194013120545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950338457881834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908716774327146,0.0,0.1329026159047269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422049117944992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079277564737392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429313354899936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305125145798816,0.0,0.0,0.43456277796427534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713633009274313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047129607753839,0.13452484206441434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234699293497636,0.0,0.0,0.14159907399744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079644058362386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,phlpdvn,2018/04/17,"In process of getting diagnosis finalised, research freaking me out a bit. 30/M Hi all,

As the title says, I'm a 30 y/o M and just about diagnosed. Have been reading and watching as much as I can, and it's scaring me a bit the more real it becomes. Most recently, I'm guessing, because of Dr Barkley's tone in his lectures as I've been watching quite a bit of him, but things like his assertion that once you hit 30, you're lucky if you have the decision making of an 18-21 year old - and that's as good as it gets, and that you can't really learn to be 'normal' as the limbic system is primative and you're basically screwed, need someone kicking your ass or you won't get anywhere are frightening me. I know there are other experts, but from what I can tell he is the most cited expert and respected my the majority. 

Is this his libertarian ideology, and the tragedy of his brother's death shining through the science though? I find it very difficult to correlate that kind of politics with the socialistic nature of what medicine should be. The fact he is so heavily involved with pharma concerns me, though I am certainly not a sceptic of medication being the most effective treatment for many.

I know its going to be difficult, but has anyone made a success of life after an adult diagnosis, or is it just a case of bettering the shit you have at the time as the damage is done to the societal aspects like education, debt, etc? The prospect of having to work through another forty years of head conflict ain't appealing. 😄

Thanks for your time. ",7.850177187153933,6.7520449368770805,8.30908970099668,71.23145293466224,63.08637873754152,11.747596899224806,40.33244739756368,10.93419730881044,4.409947331118493,1230,61,230,28,15,410,179,301,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.129,-0.8073,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,7,0,5,7,18,3,1,25,0,27,8,3,3,3,41,41,25,1,4,9,1,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,15,11,0,1,6,1,1,1,4,8,0,0,4,4,23,10,38,30,11,13,0,1,3,2,21,4,3,8,9,156,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422034674966879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482470476935978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826692473406339,0.14977539183030802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993986953622822,0.4441672300804948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376457077723546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878056150540197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124584518801829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394905650130485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255869744566908,0.0,0.07707275876102078,0.11374688027201815,0.0,0.0,0.14939449276347358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917944499151805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412214737353567,0.14906019722501251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578842403673712,0.1325086398163418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283215743606921,0.09052362983440647,0.13749166257124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661718747482554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969214919611644,0.10055632010313308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287326662683294,0.0,0.0,0.1423044446224844,0.14442485381962306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442425513722386,0.1356510463919269,0.1543588168994585,0.08687802343525207,0.0,0.13390280724653594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784597207352607,0.1357736196849619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920617859447326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490559631735175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853291691772652,0.12485547056130693,0.0,0.0,0.09009614633646416,0.0,0.2664808151910428,0.0,0.15815563289552578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189603914284996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872885993784901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746623866419214
adhd,BerryFiend,2018/04/17,"Waiting for my diagnosis on the NHS for 9 months So far 9 months. In that time I've had a breakup, moved home again, been put on antidepressants, had a diagnosis for Crohn's disease and everything sucks. 
I'm so fed up. 

Is this a normal time period to be left hanging for? 
I was teased with nearly getting an appointment in early December and then the DAY BEFORE my appointment the psychiatrist quit. No warning. 

Its not good enough. I hate that its seen as an unimportant MH appointment compared to other services. I'm not a priority. 
Its important to me though. 

Does anyone have a similar experience or have advice? ",3.5122753623188423,6.267364104347828,5.077934782608698,75.72530797101453,77.52173913043478,9.05072463768116,28.71376811594203,9.516144504307137,3.287072463768117,492,22,86,15,12,165,81,115,0.141,0.8320000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,10,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,16,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,1,5,1,15,9,1,20,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,1,9,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217163969800868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864827676794355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306852040204414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632667563812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855486195796368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444025779656036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391604716080267,0.2219440738556185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854179120590848,0.0,0.0,0.19030638256958013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240090385935073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275913404259534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651900036428426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622063216964989,0.2411504632636212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230614722341915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808929313448897,0.0,0.2413277454169471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292039940754144,0.0,0.26460529121653764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,EdmundOnHigh,2018/04/17,"Today I had my first appointment with Doctor But I forgot my wallet (I do not know if I lost it or I left it in work). I didn't come today to work because I waited 4 months to finally go there and get help, but like always I will fuck it up by something like not taking a wallet or some fucking piece of paper called document.
For last 3 weeks I was all time happy, I started plenty of activities, thanks to this I got depresive again and I do not want do anything. Always some thing like that makes me so sad, that all my effort I put into something doesn't matter anyway and it was next loose of time, so any other action seems worthless for me..

Somebody has similiar problem/expieriences? How can I overcome or fight that sadness? 

I was going to psychitrist for first time so I needed my ID and Insurance and without meds for sure I will not over come my problem with short memory, so at least I dont want to fall into depression which is fucking worst because then you even a fucking getting up from bed is a such hard thing, not saying about going to work, study after it and manage diet gym and other things. I started doing all those things and I want to continue them, but when I do some mistake like that I loose my will do them.

EDIT: I got diagnosed with ADHD, but clinic said that my problems are to complex for their treatment and I had to gone to this one. Still can't understand that",4.5157611771363895,5.408649340501793,5.447236370496133,82.16278438030562,69.93189964157706,7.737483493680438,27.229013393699304,7.85451343220497,1.6358630824372755,1102,35,211,13,19,362,154,279,0.192,0.725,0.083,-0.9859,0,0,2,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,3,7,13,21,5,0,3,0,23,8,0,2,4,53,53,24,0,8,14,0,1,4,0,3,3,2,1,0,21,16,1,2,4,1,0,9,10,14,0,3,12,3,37,7,33,38,9,38,0,5,0,4,9,9,4,8,24,164,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201908463084216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896184740346787,0.0,0.0,0.06904374292375763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355037125556472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378324262159307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367327348582787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749178584809976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744746457075013,0.10305060581234764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392004845007444,0.0,0.0,0.11899216482423552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705947274527793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122092884312187,0.0,0.17272238531897668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754506417011076,0.1060902559038802,0.0,0.1731051685626329,0.0,0.16240530566018682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080803558414683,0.09095075478267683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805328214069871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579812067932381,0.08276033478774837,0.0,0.0,0.11031242048800798,0.0,0.0,0.19840931954126287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083176595849216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777192725977525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277671516511625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104011456187069,0.0,0.0,0.07528305729682512,0.0,0.0,0.1079780899369483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879921741993775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145090878399604,0.0,0.10206548775503477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096578086139475,0.08074056893207747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242891313775092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632519460330604,0.0,0.0,0.1437266244401484,0.0,0.08108182628243348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569063122785763,0.0,0.07633777109577533,0.0,0.0,0.09347499525090584,0.0,0.0,0.2698075402884533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760852168532965,0.0,0.1924767501890033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569609833581578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796547127820275,0.0,0.08144107821396389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787110029964108,0.0,0.22174470223039894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,NicolasGuacamole,2018/04/17,"'It is likely to be 3 years or more' - what to do Hi all,

After a failed attempt a couple of years ago and quite a bit of stress I've finally got a refer to see an ADHD specialist (UK).

However, on opening my letter my excitement was quite short lived as it turns out that apparently ""It is likely to be 3 years or more from the date of referral before we are able to offer you an appointment"".

I have no idea what to do apart from go private, yet sadly I am not sure of the best avenues and how not to get ripped off / how to expedite this process the most.

Does anyone who has been in a similar situation have any advice?

If it helps, I am in the North West of England.",9.92071942446043,4.919964812949644,10.362791366906476,70.28130935251801,62.7410071942446,13.99769784172662,39.310791366906464,11.20814326018867,4.023375827338128,515,16,112,10,5,178,95,139,0.093,0.8370000000000001,0.07,-0.3238,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,5,3,8,0,1,11,0,14,0,0,2,2,17,19,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,7,5,22,14,6,19,0,2,1,0,7,10,0,4,10,79,16,1,0.18387525636321184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209823257708916,0.17968077242588607,0.16299432036786904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250414796781958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856985456181705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646430011253495,0.0,0.19296573735137712,0.0,0.2007441566747589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034544738026228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609104759569331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142635559437308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960672322784442,0.0,0.10450054559815904,0.0,0.14706183983800036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324770841620508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757278306093832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966432472222388,0.0,0.16236522011957735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911479375899216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652477291178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066834922234875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062848491441688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733002530480526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000347781412514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552289095324642
adhd,athewmayy,2018/04/17,"I have been diagnosed with ADHD by three different psychiatrists... but I’m not convinced ADHD is a real thing? I was first diagnosed while living in the US as a 17 year old. When I first took my meds, I couldn’t believe the difference it made in my life. I took my meds for two years, and those two years were the most productive years of my life. When I moved back to Australia, I got diagnosed again by another psych, and was on medication for a year... now at this time, Vyvanse or Adderall were not permitted in Australia. Only Ritilan and drugs similar to that. After a year, I decided to stop taking meds all together. 

My partner does not believe ADHD Is a real thing. He believes that everyone struggles to focus on things they don’t find particularly interesting. And that you just need to develop habits and discipline to get through mundane tasks. This, to some extent, helped shape my current view of adhd and medication. And just the vast amount of people prescribed to the meds... 

To cut a long story short... this week I have started back on meds (they now have vyvanse in Australia) - and I have had the most productive week of my life. I like myself SO much more when I am on the medication. When I’m not on it, I feel like I’m in a rut that I can’t get out of. I feel like I’m always setting goals that I can NEVER meet no matter how hard I try. It makes me feel like I’m inherently lazy and unmotivated. 

But when I’m on meds... I become the person I want to be (and try so hard to be). It makes it so much easier. But because of my current beliefs (and my partners) - I feel like I’m cheating. Because everyone would get shit done if they were prescribed speed, right? 

How do I talk to my partner about what I’m going through. Even he has noticed a difference in how well I’m doing while on the meds. But how do I convince him that this isn’t me just cheating ? Better yet, can anyone convince me ? 

EDIT: my partner and I watched the documentary ‘take your pills’ on Netflix a couple of weeks ago. I know this only solidified his POV. ",3.4893316831683165,5.083971336633667,4.8723638613861375,82.61666460396042,73.25742574257426,7.921287128712871,27.97153465346535,8.567472430010655,2.0495138613861386,1596,62,317,29,32,532,187,404,0.09,0.8109999999999999,0.099,0.5648,4,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,2,3,4,24,16,4,1,19,0,28,12,1,8,2,57,57,33,0,5,13,0,6,5,4,1,11,0,0,5,21,14,0,2,8,1,0,4,10,5,1,5,12,8,47,11,45,41,9,60,1,0,2,0,18,20,1,5,40,221,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103251906841061,0.0,0.057223177659269535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053714053904407366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769044034289705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451376195968827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927599871296006,0.0,0.07870297192905952,0.07129476097873373,0.0,0.21819057173255849,0.0,0.05709271880987015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142771277983577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656268727703324,0.0,0.20233540009442347,0.0,0.0,0.056491592664944974,0.06606109882344442,0.0,0.0,0.07486208217460692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042637272132088025,0.0,0.0,0.12336812250901705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305616577486662,0.1844694060475055,0.0,0.0,0.05900113662738474,0.10981910600642396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118031636004292,0.0,0.03668749483269024,0.0,0.051629687273495005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565531083185755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432691488812676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547716017541972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367890822271946,0.1576889849506558,0.0,0.057002316495566176,0.05712821030911986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061082504012578774,0.08618051968488187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019341650725467,0.1950939257960313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861062785022815,0.09490915512270592,0.04786593257440031,0.049787982338170084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349509472984983,0.06773850658368602,0.0,0.0,0.09819236881956757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475357765966236,0.05636601518552156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695304510737509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512871667829835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626369731618066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569161483090053,0.0,0.0,0.0539699889117017,0.0,0.06748579992502808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970730662476558,0.05188601607461193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286603187546477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037641924707838295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344361723523025,0.08765578302597657,0.0,0.1261196492550139,0.0,0.07765044803159331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807558954817861,0.0,0.15534384356387407,0.0,0.05804174955648215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585727068850157,0.0,0.0,0.24942374622633665
adhd,TheOfficalJedMosley,2018/04/17,"ADHA and relationships: My SO and I have noticed that I treat him differently when on meds vs off meds. Can anyone relate? I’ll start by saying my ADHD is definitely  not managed at all. I go several weeks without meds because I honest don’t like being on it. Anyway, I starting dating this guy couple of months ago, he is awesome but has couple flaws. For example, he smokes cigarettes and has bad teeth because he had poor oral hygiene as a little kid. When I’m not on my meds I’m very affectionate, loving, caring, and want to be around him all the time. But whenever I’m on meds I’m more standoffish, rude, and get annoyed by everything he does and says. Basically, I over think his short comings. Since we have been dating he has taken steps to quit smoking and improve his overall health. I feel guilty because when I’m on meds his progress doesn’t seem fast enough. Knowing that his just started his journey the beginning of 2018. I’m not exactly sure why I’m like this. Wondering if anyone else has or had the same experience. Like I said he is an awesome guy and very understand when it comes to my ADHD. But I don’t want to push him away my irrational thought and actions. ",3.154675324675328,5.334294077922081,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000002,75.75324675324677,7.343722943722942,27.450216450216452,8.269060116576782,2.0162346320346325,936,38,177,17,21,308,136,231,0.106,0.72,0.174,0.948,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,2,9,12,2,0,5,0,18,3,1,0,4,38,46,20,0,3,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,13,0,0,7,0,1,7,7,3,0,0,6,4,23,9,21,38,5,34,0,0,0,1,23,12,0,4,18,102,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902122283227302,0.0,0.0844618646200386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332469699031172,0.0976278083130187,0.0,0.08482130207728925,0.0,0.0,0.08952070332233407,0.0,0.0795566036707019,0.1742493172918924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714648793231502,0.0,0.0,0.16415424671361126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108557425053176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954955241140943,0.0,0.0,0.0833820393590819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959599833955727,0.0,0.0,0.09845191706806282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563344006106566,0.0932042122728887,0.0,0.0,0.04817751089863377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049780983465012,0.0,0.054151033699281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868858986643888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128045503578788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523645701341846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965011637359964,0.09549773184511072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599584785504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350218400407518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605329195665768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847934342744306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134428020732386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229735578199063,0.0,0.0,0.09063513078048613,0.15154435787599624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674127812017321,0.0,0.10764169276344754,0.0,0.07881836756535966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232355894832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980228561662501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610529454617483,0.0,0.07564337291194029,0.05555977977388872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919206394107842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723548200028864,0.11239974504371036,0.0,0.07642958221564257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859773076038642,0.0,0.0,0.09184857900867348,0.10332941209077813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SuspiciousNebula,2018/04/17,"Elvanse and heat? Hi, so does anyone else get very hot when taking Elvanse/Vyvanse? It’s disturbing my sleep as I’m waking up through the night from being too hot! This in turn seems to affect the effectiveness of the meds (gives me brain fog unless I have slept well).",4.362884615384616,6.008025673076923,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,71.11538461538461,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.9611000000000004,213,6,41,2,4,66,47,52,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.6062,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,4,4,2,0,5,9,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,1,8,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679540166835888,0.2883773456902092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141897127204569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629756218139046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351141864736806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470452745539512,0.2699911382507801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262594106233543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26412044060857104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562202304682498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816518538645549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116143167716576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061352514214371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322245666018776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530560875720404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Therationalsometimes,2018/04/17,"I have exams tomorrow and I just can't concentrate Someone please help, I seriously am going to fail.Yet I can't concentrate.
What do I do please help!",0.5670000000000002,2.9833817000000025,3.27,82.305,98.66666666666666,7.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.3628666666666667,121,5,23,4,5,42,20,30,0.209,0.6,0.191,0.2658,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537326871975656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484433542327867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7933451884415033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061851981068857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,WalterJanetShipper,2018/04/17,"Mistress America I tried to post a gif of this bit of dialogue from the movie but I can only post text so here it is:

Mistress America (2015)

Brooke: I think I'm sick, and I don't know if my ailment has a name. It's just me sitting and staring at the internet or the television for long periods of time, interspersed by trying to not do that and then lying about what I've been doing. And then I'll get so excited about something that the excitement overwhelms me and I can't sleep or do anything and I just am in love with everything but can't figure out how to make myself work in the world. 

Tracy: I think I have that too.

This is from the movie Mistress America. I have never felt more seen.",1.6937162837162845,3.7939972377622375,3.4117532467532463,88.79477272727274,80.11888111888112,7.162637362637362,24.200299700299702,8.192908349453996,1.505555844155844,547,20,115,11,14,182,90,143,0.078,0.823,0.099,0.6155,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,8,0,14,3,1,2,1,25,23,16,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,13,3,17,20,2,14,0,1,2,1,2,5,0,3,6,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953064751940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647124472281973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791476029273324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280747106280664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667961337508846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325416730293213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457670390210395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188369935639429,0.0,0.16184938889640174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700640342579106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844079723103017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644349724676024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264328154828144,0.0,0.0,0.1866638462167003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107276308408211,0.0,0.0,0.14138514209764586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32923994814291285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765197184051261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheLethalBranches,2018/04/17,"Confession: I use Adderall to keep my lethargic mind awake more than I use it to actually focus I still have a hard time focusing even on Adderall, so I take it to keep me awake during the day and hope that it will still let me fall asleep at night. The slight increase in focusing capacity is a good supplement.",7.885519125683062,6.64905186885246,8.008852459016392,73.8589617486339,63.098360655737714,12.06775956284153,36.72677595628414,11.20814326018867,3.927520218579235,248,10,49,6,3,81,45,61,0.058,0.81,0.131,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,2,0,8,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,7,8,2,10,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.23777965773667115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714229125809406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093692296306072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437272197709255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827392934464426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420120517771637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331572273612742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491616312477996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602987826813824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286609486562455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891787124448913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320403491209467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420816866078912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42089269859032025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,masonnnnn,2018/04/17,"What tools do you use to THINK despite your executive dysfunction? Hey all, I have a huge affinity for flow charts, mind maps, LISTS ON LISTS, explanatory doodles, etc. I was wondering if anybody here has some favorite techniques for brainstorming or developing ideas in ways that accommodate for your executive dysfunction?

I've had ADHD my entire life (25 years dood), but I've only been diagnosed recently. I'm currently working on getting medicated. I have always had many interests and hobbies and my engagement with these have caused me to develop the skills I now use in my work. I love brainstorming and problem solving and I have developed a bunch of techniques for doing these things in spite of having REALLY BAD executive function. Thinking on paper really helps me.

Does anyone have any favorites they like to use in addition to meds? :) Although the downsides of ADHD can be overwhelming, the upsides are kind of a nice consolation prize. It's pretty cool to be a divergent thinker and arrive at solutions to problems long before other people.

Things that work great for me:
* Freeform mind-maps in sharpie on really big pieces of paper that I will reorganize later. I love the smell (?) and amount of space.
* This excellent mind-mapping software: https://mindnode.com
* TRELLO: https://trello.com

TL;DR: pls share your favorite tools for thinking and processing ideas in addition to meds",6.545627889060093,9.669327453389831,6.343636363636364,68.68834360554703,68.95762711864407,10.053620955315873,34.45608628659476,10.230975488527342,4.539277966101695,1133,56,162,34,22,355,150,236,0.065,0.655,0.28,0.996,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,1,6,2,17,1,1,8,1,18,5,0,4,1,29,29,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,2,19,12,31,22,6,23,0,1,0,2,10,15,0,4,7,105,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840988131721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834908298140237,0.0,0.0,0.08037777648039474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826458472715004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868926732350858,0.0,0.0,0.10057664523782607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142052034682445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996711373687728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034346866584274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182051082849205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061752872271179815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303122260756974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922472434182197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685926627266066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308362444340355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348579078177015,0.057744913812556774,0.0,0.0,0.10460031756809224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335418622963145,0.0,0.0,0.11983285340678017,0.0,0.0,0.26257966963768764,0.11907069194856824,0.0,0.0,0.3580347732570487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989387997378212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194267613459012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024848752422793,0.0,0.22619646627130846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271594055645216,0.0,0.11670493447714092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704920712350434,0.2272069260460767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30625187267112536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381900073820536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281792271376611,0.2581457110641921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611476864385837
adhd,calvainoo,2018/04/17,"Finally prescribed after months of different SSRIs Psych finally “admitted” that my anxiety may be due to ADHD. First week has been weird, no intrusive thoughts when I say I’m doing something I do it no 10 minutes later, no forgetting about it, haven’t been late anywhere once this week. I actually think that yesterday I remembered in the shower if I had put soap on(I had). 


Haven’t lost my wallet the last two days and the world feels so much slower like traffics lights aren’t just switching to red so suddenly. Hopefully I can complete a semester of uni without getting absent fails. Also slept with no dreams last night and didn’t wake up every two hours.

Parents are so dismissive saying there’s nothing wrong with me and that I just need to bielive in myself. I don’t want to disappoint them but I also want to keep trying the medication to see if it fixes what’s wrong with me. ",6.0672619688004295,7.0105213313609465,6.460989779451317,76.10481441635287,66.45562130177515,9.932436793975256,32.523399677245834,10.018931242160765,3.3133857988165687,711,29,126,16,11,230,116,169,0.077,0.823,0.1,0.5712,5,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,10,8,0,0,5,0,16,3,2,0,0,24,30,12,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,8,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,10,6,0,3,8,6,15,2,17,20,1,23,0,3,2,0,5,4,0,4,19,84,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.13668418730472587,0.0,0.1683320835780041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402141996745686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715008786171988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685651041990408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033096681298894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633913284921013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801162533453224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708215657123477,0.0,0.0,0.3068708595263689,0.0,0.11914004718716414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317869117627289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911711762889492,0.13793677170168447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244970746459133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283449287393447,0.15800052118141308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842916061188181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528985580154645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110173460410808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179932531760456,0.0,0.1029646081725672,0.10385714604593636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144242965484934,0.0,0.13439708106948775,0.0,0.0,0.14916569262303633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552669007546427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080499183541276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586674459842259,0.0,0.0,0.22277217107027344,0.0,0.0,0.1116144480514091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782963092586616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974862146882323,0.0,0.11119673900667462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509560317611564,0.0,0.273648211315652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522908264009134,0.0,0.2247049537549235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501860209289052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062803125156598,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheHero_RedditNeeds,2018/04/17,"Searched all over, couldn't find a good answer: Is the process at all different from the standard one for getting something like concerta as an adult if I was prescribed it as a teenager? When I was a teenager I was diagnosed with ADHD and given concerta to treat it. The effects were generally positive, but I eventually ceased taking it. These days I'm EXTREMELY busy with a highly focus demanding job and feel a lot of those similar symptoms of mentally running through mud and basically shutting down after a certain point. If this diagnosis and prescription history is documented in my medical history (and I'm assuming it would be) is the process for getting on it again now just a matter of going to my GP and getting the prescription renewed or would I typically have to go see a specialist again to get re-diagnosed? I couldn't find anything relating to this specific type of situation anywhere, so any assistance would be greatly appreciated.",14.138947368421054,9.775108245614044,13.604532163742693,48.28644736842111,54.26315789473684,17.94970760233918,57.154970760233915,15.4700424275458,8.537802339181287,774,49,117,28,6,262,110,171,0.027000000000000003,0.8809999999999999,0.091,0.8583,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,14,0,15,3,0,1,3,31,27,14,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,2,8,5,23,15,3,17,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,5,7,89,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457372842375754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575677654833298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007817720195967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977908833696952,0.0,0.0,0.34554343217930106,0.0,0.17784572842520416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606934247249043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111595929288332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557358140384131,0.0,0.19348213628176286,0.14277411204817558,0.0,0.1876703225180617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798488568106943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891903923516186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831618561460616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471663143403574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148072620182184,0.17154370881159134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534681204021956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091478195871944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564487112913148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133662595097475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104518855931635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769258033346095,0.1279857368203429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627624100797073,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Confusedpolymer,2018/04/17,"I might have ADHD. What next? So I tutor weekend classes and was told by one of the parents that their child had ADHD, which was what prompted me to research it. What was striking for me was that he (the child) behaved in almost exactly the same way I did when I was his age. I'd interrupt my teachers, get out of my seat, and in the times I sat still-ish I was actually daydreaming. Looking up the symptoms online I realised I checked off most of them. I thought nothing of it at the time though - I was attending a university where lectures were all recorded, so I could just go back and look through them later even if I didn't pay attention the first time. I also had a friend who would help me with notes and stuff. Sure I needed to beg my professors for project extensions - lots and *lots* of extensions, but I made it through eventually.  

The problems started to become apparent when I was learning how to drive. I'd usually do ok the first couple rounds around the training track, but the moment I got 'used' to it I'll start losing focus and making mistakes. I'll forget to put the key in the ignition, forget to change gears, etc. More lessons didn't seem to help, so now I'm taking a break from driving lessons. I'm also struggling with my masters program at a decidedly more 'traditionalistic' university, being unable to keep up with lectures. 
 
I love learning, and I want to be able to drive. If ADHD is the problem, I want to fix/surmount it. But as a grown-up (heh) it costs a significant amount to be diagnosed/treated in my country. 

So what do I do? Short term and long term. Would appreciate your advice. Thank you!  
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adhd,Llohr,2018/04/17,"Diagnosed years ago, stopped taking meds. That was a mistake. Now I don't think they'll believe me. Am I worried over nothing? I finally got up the courage to talk to my GP about ADHD, and she set me up with an appointment with a Psychiatrist. They sent out the CAARS self and observer report, and I got up the courage to ask my wife to fill out the observer report. 

I think I should have asked a friend, because she seems to have rated me based on how much a particular behavior annoys her. I also mask a lot of my symptoms with excuses. I constantly need to get up and get out of the room, the house, or head off into town, but I get up because I ""need a cigarette,"" or I come up with an errand to run to town for. These errands always take a lot longer than they should because they aren't really my purpose for leaving. I know I'm making up an excuse, but she doesn't.

I can keep myself in place by flooding myself with information. I spend a lot of my time at home (which is mostly in the winter) in front of the computer. At any given time, I might be playing a game, or two games, while browsing reddit and listening to an audiobook. To her, I'm just not doing anything.

Somehow, she's never noticed how hard it is for me to hold a conversation. I'm always asking her to repeat herself because my mind drifts off, but she ask how she was supposed to know that I had trouble listening. 

So yeah, the self and observer reports don't come anywhere near matching, and I know I was probably harder on myself than I should have been but I'm kind of that way. I'm guessing that they won't believe me.",3.8047112666576894,4.828999278637774,5.15754475703325,83.09851662404094,71.69349845201239,8.094171490106339,28.904159375420647,8.456263369488248,2.04743489029479,1249,48,252,20,23,418,166,323,0.035,0.916,0.05,0.532,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,5,0,9,8,1,0,23,1,24,3,1,4,1,56,57,20,0,6,9,1,1,0,1,6,2,2,2,2,7,18,0,3,7,3,1,7,7,3,0,1,9,3,48,5,52,41,5,47,0,0,0,0,33,26,0,11,12,184,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271551030901575,0.0,0.0937883133286154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461092545428349,0.17607377722829534,0.0,0.0,0.07194992714264016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706716742191434,0.0,0.3956475148194086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579870357821749,0.0,0.0,0.2384083576396545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228048829206606,0.0,0.11433586737844086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738820443716204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590243211229236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174342960184029,0.0,0.16583369888978786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924125800555165,0.0,0.11655435240453035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477904735564392,0.0,0.10858479304649817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061294176907954,0.0,0.0,0.12208289608762335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404290628701456,0.0,0.11017793971092288,0.17444031338249602,0.0,0.0,0.11203050353682778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26985075254733665,0.0,0.0,0.07062457830598383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752370447929915,0.0,0.0,0.11224066713111704,0.10683125352300046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777765883087569,0.1569037325674284,0.08160208989679292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152119747563093,0.12045785037809477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054201390516763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407393956434353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778035503432689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963194242449778,0.2207520022101853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845636396727838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997022411265092,0.1591019500387669,0.08504074978071392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558906861364295,0.0,0.0,0.1233896044645471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335452927532612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398179899086489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744846908959174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813390837877065
adhd,bold_as_becca,2018/04/17,"My take on the to-do list. Keeping a tally of all the things I check off has benefited me the most I know to-do list habits are posted here often, so hopefully this adds a new insight. I bought a whiteboard  that I usr to write monthly goals, errands, etc. This has worked way better than handwritten notes because I always lose them and way better than using to-do list apps because I'll forget to pull them up or not keep up with them. What really helps me is keeping a tally of the number of things I finish, because it helps me not to hate on myself as much on days I don't get a lot done. It motivates me to get more tallys as well! And since its hanging on my bathroom door I have to look at several times during my day so the tasks stay on my mind. 

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adhd,Night-Changes,2018/04/17,"Getting mad while driving If something takes my attention away from driving for a split second I get furious in seconds and I have to turn off any distractions in the car, normally just music and the sound of the A/C or heat. 

Is this an ADHD thing? Do you guys get this too?  ",3.942454545454545,5.1391722909090936,5.005227272727275,83.66784090909091,71.54545454545455,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.3970909090909083,216,9,43,4,4,71,46,55,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.8504,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,0,1,4,0,8,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806339898209662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537938446884733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975673787412625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964169028311271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136010274783744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103168032199989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382531106267274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381328336803476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041364319048628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34449868998748384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,fractaloverlay,2018/04/17,"Do you ever feel like your attention span is so bad that you shouldn't be responsible for planning your own life? Sometimes I feel like my life is a summation of a bunch of impulsive decisions I've tried to make the best of. The fact that I haven't been able to sit down and plan anything for more than 15 straight minutes has lead to a life of wandering and wondering if I am making choices that are in my best interests. Job, romance and finance among other things. Anyone else ever feel this way? 

Anyone ever feel this way? ",6.359158576051782,6.451756582524272,6.456456310679612,79.34869741100327,65.6990291262136,9.973462783171524,32.70064724919093,9.725611199111238,2.941383171521036,420,16,81,8,6,134,70,103,0.057,0.7509999999999999,0.192,0.9355,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,5,4,7,0,0,5,0,10,3,0,3,4,19,17,5,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,9,6,13,14,5,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,57,16,3,0.1627197415395214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275548534137449,0.16672560453665106,0.1339044826665059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358641873773556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415286594709146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593146431508396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415679663105328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291039620142608,0.2324940317375516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147423540996167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448012969314809,0.15899329284917305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172333820342624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093398511560422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810376590469524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047602330097553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258318713707087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646261854015635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dragonthehuman,2018/04/17,"My Life as I made it. I wasn't to sure whether to post this here or in the depression forum.
This is just a small collection of a fraction of events and unfinished thoughts about my journey to and at San Diego. Think about it and summarize it lightly. If you even can haha.

I'm currently in a pretty deep trench with multiple paths with no compass. Any advise would help.

Sorry for the bad grammar in advance.

I am a 20m, who worked as a janitor in Eastern Washington. I spent my days in my room playing video games and getting drunk/weed, or driving my car trying to think and sort my thoughts. I wasn't happy and I hated were I was at in my life and I saw other versions of me in people all around me. (At work, store ect) But, I noticed they were either content with their lives or hopeless in changing so they stuck to their daily routine. I couldn't stand it; long story short I put my 2 weeks in, sold all my shit and moved to San Diego. Where the first week of my new life started and it was amazing. Until the second week when things fell apart. But first...

    The 2 weeks leading up to the move were nothing short of inspiring and majestic. Events happened that made me firmly believe I was destined for something great. Unfortunately, most of them are impossible to put into words. 
    I met new people and even influenced a guy at work, who I never talked to, until a couple days before my 2 weeks were up to quit his job at the warehouse to pursue a career as a Ford salesman. I also had amazing time with my family with no anxiety (which hasn't happened in years) I had many random encounters with people out in public giving me advice and inspiration. I also had meaningful conversations with people instead of the shitbrain smalltalk and nonstimulating  blabber that I normally have. At the end of the 2 weeks, before I departed, I had ZERO doubts about my ambitions. I had moulded a new version of me I was proud of (even though I still have alot of self work to do). 

I packed my few bags in my car, watched my family shed tears, and left. 

I'm going to skip the really really painful 22 hour drive. 

    The first week was a mixture bliss and shock. Everything was different, the people, food, scenery and the crazy mf cally drivers. It was pure enjoyment, exploring the city, getting drunk on the beach every night and then walking into a nice authentic mexican restaurant and stuffing my face. Although it was lonely it was nice. I wasn't happy for very long time but I enjoyed myself greatly throughout.
    I landed a job within 4 days of my arrival and got payed $32/hr (nearly 2 and a half times my last job). Still wasn't content though.

- Why wasn't I content? I was living a short part of my fantasy doing way better than I was doing at home. I lost non but gained so much. 

- What if I just lived my fake life at home ignored a higher calling?

- I am doing everything better. I'm writing, reading, thinking... but I still see very little  progression. I even have a journal to help cope with different thought processes for fuck sakes.              Why? Maybe I'm still to young to understand.

Eventually the videogames and drugs that helped subdue my adhd wore off and the adhd got significantly worse. I didn't know how to handle it.... and the alcohol didn't help. I think the heat also affected it to? Anyways, I just got done checking out this really nice studio for $1100, it was nice to know I wasn't going to be cramped in my car for much longer. 

And then it happened, my dumbass left my wallet on the trunk of my car, distracted, looking for the keys to my car that fell under my seat.

Just like that... my ID, credit card and debit card gone. Because I lost my id I can't get any cash out of the bank and I can't get my credit card back without an address. I'm 1200 miles from anyone I know and have $150 in cash. Oh and no more airbnb/hotels. Lol

I'm living off dollar store mangos and 2for1 tacos at Jbox. 
The next day my car breaks down. (which i was living in) The crankshaft sensor went bad. The car actually drove for 2 days (until the starter went out) enabling me to drive to work. During those 2 days I was a complete wreck mentally. Super unmotivated and depressed and my employer noticed. I'm a really good worker, but once shit like this happens it gets hard to focus on work. I eventually get fired. The thing that really fuckes me up the most is that I didn't care. I really didn't and I still dont. Even after having to pay $500  (which was a pain in the ass to do) to get my car fixed.

I went from being so sure about the direction of my life to the realization that life is just.... chaotic and not at all copasetic. 
    I still have no idea what I'm going to do, since its impossible to get an ID i'm stuck living in my car for 2 weeks with like $75 cash. 

Oh and now instead of thinking about something important like philosophy or politics all i could think about was this girl from highschool that a had a chance with but fucked up WHICH doesn't make any sense to me. And don't tell me its a sign because I don't believe in them. Maybe it's just the depression and the anxiety that I thought I conquered back in WA. Who knows. 
Am I not destined for happiness? Or have I just not waited long enough

I'll be surprised if anyone reads all of this. It ended up turning into a rant/self therapeutic writing project. 




I also didn't proof read. Sorry",2.8216797312430018,4.795220323308277,4.084618461046237,85.93854503279478,76.03007518796994,6.93367461206207,25.040953447448413,7.8428983058341695,1.3980504239321705,4200,146,834,64,94,1376,443,1064,0.133,0.772,0.095,-0.9899,7,2,4,0,0,1,142.0,0,1,6,23,44,54,6,2,61,2,72,20,4,7,10,135,142,72,0,7,28,0,2,4,0,1,11,0,5,3,46,54,3,2,20,9,15,32,28,22,0,6,61,7,112,32,138,75,17,156,0,7,4,4,29,64,6,14,60,549,158,24,0.0,0.0,0.042862342100823236,0.0,0.10557340238310536,0.04292087709198137,0.0,0.0469401430657951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050027190270806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960708329903867,0.0,0.06720168312993308,0.0,0.0,0.0614237222033075,0.0,0.0,0.03910062720005132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754788379250183,0.07334744987988666,0.053549893941229484,0.0,0.07475017948493086,0.09897196754557468,0.0,0.07769234025471743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485011607490165,0.0,0.04478224827266325,0.0,0.04646452580671658,0.0,0.046052247253134934,0.0,0.0,0.035068802420649435,0.048599771394560516,0.0,0.16995953423074164,0.0,0.11349199667135425,0.0,0.0,0.091780009064791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494830053972019,0.051477224794106,0.0,0.050936533429554204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780517346265793,0.04538402043039845,0.0,0.14505306119028644,0.0,0.037006875167541864,0.0,0.07895000745531294,0.0,0.08281306238899698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120821997293587,0.053111655383212684,0.0,0.0,0.1218178342487146,0.18358290933508475,0.04213477686134647,0.07488706242367092,0.03684038243153548,0.10538728881318146,0.09685014115559117,0.0,0.04349050314358716,0.15536323942163752,0.14026999462602582,0.03934622465317054,0.0433646971713525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776217729656635,0.0,0.08811635118262343,0.0,0.043255135897905986,0.0,0.0,0.04958352409729247,0.0,0.0,0.13075988180457596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655534565795848,0.03580296538177353,0.0,0.0,0.0954445576384128,0.0,0.18614394516605956,0.0858338963608045,0.044022210457506296,0.2327079596557065,0.11661095616045225,0.036884111480564134,0.0,0.09589390593910814,0.0,0.0,0.0831216796866747,0.02931882733148405,0.04453085146739103,0.08825276442168423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044263877713422925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336602556591124,0.06457666167236605,0.0,0.03387599106371731,0.12726281676375306,0.04671242360144357,0.041218596660849836,0.04303504364914091,0.04214513602301154,0.10001285673256537,0.0,0.04677637606068402,0.0,0.0,0.09347396702052277,0.0,0.0,0.04756414016408923,0.0,0.15225278527764324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206592578856165,0.044685304446041366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830914312126019,0.0,0.04671733187535088,0.13180413601759033,0.0,0.16882852174564356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035000805507285265,0.0,0.0916421731799769,0.0,0.09017229912572146,0.036333415441813934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762787445260224,0.0,0.0983360150831848,0.03108880221707112,0.0,0.21046095284119287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279348714568567,0.0,0.0,0.03530350366353184,0.0383904857832721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836074763027053,0.16886383973141506,0.08630790680876722,0.13947927003946134,0.07683525894036364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02982071559259198,0.047775421784596976,0.0,0.045725210747527716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248186261879824,0.0,0.0348638947326918,0.2818579322016481,0.0,0.0,0.12215069886355175,0.0792670371699691,0.0,0.0,0.042340036744545284,0.0,0.1918580420900361,0.0,0.04476111198883116,0.031201515287338333,0.0,0.0,0.028284859790901992
adhd,TurtleElbows,2018/04/17,"Seeking advice about therapy Full disclosure - I have not been diagnosed with ADHD and I’m not trying to self diagnose, but I figured you guys would have the best insight on my question. 

TLDR: I started going to therapy to address anxiety and see if I might have ADHD. I feel like my therapist is blowing me off about the ADHD bit and not listening to me so I wanted to see if anyone else here had similar experiences or if the way my therapist is treating me is normal.


I started considering that I might have ADHD a couple years ago after talking to some friends who are diagnosed with it and realizing how much I relate to them. Not in like a funny “haha I totally lose my keys sometimes too” type of way, but like “wow, all of your symptoms sound like character flaws I’ve always been unable to change in myself” kind of way.


Anxiety and procrastination kept me from seeking therapy or seeing if ADHD was the right diagnosis for me up until a couple of months ago. I had to have my significant other set up the appointment for me because I was so terrified of the people on the phone thinking I just wanted Adderall. 


I’ve been to like 6 sessions now and the counselor will not bring up ADHD at all. They never asked me questions about why I thought I might have it or even said the word ADHD aside from at the end of our first session where they said something like “I don’t see ADHD, but we can see about that later and get a med referral if needed”. It was really flippant and annoyed me because I never said anything about medication...


They’ve continued to ignore me/ try to redirect me when I try to talk about my issues with focusing on the right things when I need to, zoning out when people talk, procrastination, getting overwhelmed by small things, forgetting things. These are all daily occurrences that I cannot remember ever not being a part of my life and I’ve said as much.


I was talking about how hard I try at work and still hardly get anything done/ get distracted, still haven’t filed my taxes, my car is 1k over needing an oil change, house is a wreck, even keeping on top of having gas in my car is a struggle and that I’m so frustrated because I don’t know why I do this to myself. they listened and then said something along these lines:

“Well I think it would be a good idea to do these things before they add up and become overwhelming.” Like they were telling me something I’d never thought of. I was really upset and pretty much just shut down and nodded along.

It’s like they didn’t even listen to me. I’ve even told them that like when I’m distracted/ can’t focus on what I need to do at work or on homework in the past and I try to force myself it’s like I can’t even read the words. Or like I’m reading them but I can’t absorb the meaning. I’ll have to read the same sentence over and over and then I Get so frustrated I can’t even do it anymore.


Is this experience with therapy normal? I know I haven’t been going for very long but I just feel like they aren’t listening to me and can’t or won’t help me. I feel like they either think I’m making up the ADHD concerns or they just have no clue about ADHD and want to avoid the topic altogether.

This is just really frustrating because I just wanted to clear the air on this and get a yes or no. And the way they brush me off by telling me to just not procrastinate makes me feel horrible. All my life I’ve had teachers, bosses, and my parents think I’m lazy and unmotivated and this just makes me feel like that’s what I am. I’m just a loser",4.349743029606209,5.2957128647887375,5.51735843633228,81.3137726358149,70.35211267605635,8.500143719459615,27.8700776085082,8.783252456381064,2.044369933889049,2794,95,553,48,49,930,280,710,0.108,0.767,0.126,0.8657,2,1,3,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,13,7,41,36,4,7,30,2,60,7,0,6,10,130,121,57,0,17,35,1,7,14,1,7,7,10,2,2,29,34,0,4,21,3,1,5,25,14,1,1,24,24,88,22,84,88,15,72,0,4,5,0,43,35,0,19,41,396,117,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298699776901321,0.043083738278398974,0.07816534340079549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03668598669831749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745667665721693,0.0,0.043724925787578285,0.030828395769046238,0.04517489163058129,0.07256378539000813,0.0,0.0412177204759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750617283312602,0.048693376552443386,0.03751690770776185,0.0,0.04626919849297844,0.0,0.04813430279893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328166639262307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756836173995376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424970946456705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045118854686078055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368311105344965,0.0,0.0390502007098644,0.0,0.0,0.17472414959489538,0.03988146687897078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625596050341677,0.0,0.0,0.11146485163831668,0.1259901587124488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037502496733375516,0.0,0.0,0.034063429753764,0.0,0.13820962933544365,0.0,0.05011414516662389,0.036980171475874436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365552574843011,0.0,0.0,0.078991043988567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02955225504168201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050873350620013705,0.0,0.049771666374626315,0.0,0.04601797160051237,0.0,0.039188763522045963,0.0,0.045912418013752815,0.04846086011701062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228341977927133,0.301558561211288,0.0,0.0,0.0390178102592828,0.0,0.04932486042218752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829022859939771,0.0,0.0,0.048026378686318025,0.04897348290170835,0.04441552161508875,0.0,0.14031594094935082,0.0,0.0,0.03519180939999468,0.0,0.0972325420245682,0.13076718944744753,0.1020135956063616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863966760700449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895615978181516,0.04774461998703078,0.04208840598264283,0.061132200434783276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485486066647735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878063583826142,0.0,0.13230426041906915,0.0,0.0847345666915228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994479618904797,0.0753043652357589,0.20969600166605548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566807183103295,0.0,0.04599495248068301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182672771328384,0.04360563188527418,0.0,0.06241353433848802,0.0,0.07041984557305668,0.0,0.0,0.04609190665037017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582586052864408,0.0,0.14174984438370344,0.07707231323919515,0.0,0.20168069196694585,0.10238258961490067,0.11716438931319124,0.11300305692080075,0.0,0.07000425868236701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212939605542268,0.0,0.1496693442578592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637844576552915,0.1040204914848524,0.13998473636127698,0.0,0.0,0.03964174545391115,0.0,0.07956781209797542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419534604180961,0.0,0.0,0.06263981584757931,0.0,0.0,0.028392185319532963
adhd,shamp00zle,2018/04/17,"You will understand. You will understand, that despite the obvious repercussions, I'm not going to end up filing my taxes this year, just like the past five years I've been in the workforce. You will understand what I felt, wading through the piles of overdue assignments, 15 minutes late for every class, the sad and pitying face that every teacher makes, wondering how their student can be so bright, yet so ""unmotivated"". You will understand how I was too embarrassed to see my best friends in their caps and gowns, waiting for my GED to come in the mail. You will understand all the hours wasted in a haze of smoke, and drunken nights with people who don't care about you and the endless hours reading inessential lines on the screen until your eyes burned. How beautiful ideas gestate in your mind, so close to be being born, only to be miscarried. To be haunted by those ghosts. You will understand writing on this post, ignoring ten other things you could be doing, second guessing actually posting it, because no one on this sub is going to like you. You will understand the narcissism that comes from quickly picking things up, and the creativity that seems to flow from nowhere, only to feel self hatred at your inability to implement anything. And it hasn't been all bad. I've managed to find employment that I like, I have a boyfriend who genuinely cares about me. But I feel like I'm on this barely functioning plateau, and anything I've managed to stabilize will implode. I'm going to find help eventually, but for now I'll just vent to you. Thanks for listening. ",9.511026785714286,8.546522017361116,8.493968253968259,70.80500000000002,59.72916666666667,11.97857142857143,40.36309523809524,11.062562989136584,4.481730357142856,1263,57,217,27,14,392,166,288,0.065,0.84,0.094,0.8192,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,14,2,1,14,15,0,1,13,0,24,2,2,5,3,45,52,16,1,1,5,0,3,4,1,8,0,1,0,1,18,11,0,2,15,1,1,6,4,5,0,4,4,8,25,10,40,33,3,34,0,2,4,0,24,13,0,3,17,150,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.09274501652349408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641911490898314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935416169122017,0.0579353058534253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997382790454082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379857247360247,0.0,0.0,0.16373653518355918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588144978899353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417694583083618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015005623459067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610983408882308,0.06789636527064781,0.0912529955186515,0.0,0.1737290886188326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342741981018211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162039718350946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104696920674817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370309311097418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718987796517175,0.0,0.0,0.10728822869453357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720889692252046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572634499377472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343972335696821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596298246219843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918830005587429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440134576027155,0.14456391621809925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907261270391424,0.06588854642197356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204348111258686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506539753133318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573431889169742,0.08652055381527317,0.0991471120014067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749976692829038,0.0,0.0,0.1262802786315531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6925775991057612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306647715191468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240487384013175
adhd,snogo,2018/04/17,"Does the increase in blood pressure from Straterra ever subside? This week was my first week on Straterra (started at 40mg) and I haven't had many major side effects aside for a huge increase in blood pressure (went from 125/85 to 140/85/stage 1 hypertension). I told my doc and he said not to go to 80mg and keep monitoring my blood pressure but I haven't found anything that suggests that this particular side-effect is temporary. Should I ask my doc to prescribe me BP medications as well? Already tried stimulants and while they raised my BP less, they gave me Renaud's which scared my doc a bit.  ",5.609210526315788,6.983318298245614,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,67.7719298245614,7.805263157894737,31.793859649122812,8.07648339933343,2.2198807017543856,482,20,90,6,8,148,79,114,0.083,0.847,0.07,-0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,2,5,0,4,3,0,6,4,3,2,1,12,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,4,1,1,7,1,14,1,12,7,5,16,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555304286352706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055281537593194,0.0,0.2164758257265682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528017761255518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263829738778846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945781023591148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696343838080455,0.0,0.25389180996897875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159996271326366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058197261923919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476385117943346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327070506746544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026504419955545,0.0,0.2318303324704966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638982120604605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212639537835879,0.0,0.15721293904676462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714843275430374,0.0,0.2081987912306176,0.2146569366668251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,kanyewestfanclub,2018/04/17,"Just started my Adderall medication. Life is so much better. After struggling for years, from elementary school and now through my final year of high school, I’ve finally found the medication that helps me slow down and actually focus. I had my first Adderall IR dose today, and oh. my. God. I can’t believe how nice it felt to actually sit down and not have the constant nagging in my head about other tasks. I nearly cried on my way home from class today, because it felt like everything was sliding into place, finally- I’m so grateful that this medication is available to me and I sorted it all out before college. I don’t have much to say, but this is just a post for anyone who’s young like me and feels like the endless cycle of trying meds is for nothing. I had to go through a lot of different things to get here, but it’s worth it. I promise.  ",3.5435072711719435,5.449481353293418,4.7483704020530375,82.26522455089824,73.79041916167664,7.166638152266897,28.096236099230108,7.957251820313856,1.8687385799828924,674,27,128,10,14,222,107,167,0.033,0.828,0.139,0.941,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,5,0,11,6,1,1,1,21,19,11,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,12,8,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,6,4,16,6,24,13,4,28,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,17,89,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.2419755361206757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669053872342708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557778961981555,0.0,0.10549887074203697,0.13968435772492802,0.0,0.10965129741034453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397963358163414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618752802609038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953396740647732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114263094617721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268862064470307,0.08857219505076255,0.2380827923800065,0.4074460379320976,0.0,0.10545834657261732,0.0,0.1359389880059439,0.0,0.0,0.06477506059464917,0.0,0.07046137390192621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724048121097828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831019858849693,0.13099294631642733,0.1243632538106423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757158910655552,0.1817128574108524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540438381816626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771516519112692,0.3746940507712173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228089697359467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896330653208925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953396740647732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187397193690013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859482759208774,0.0,0.2509511897087793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877545324766673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961207090517768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236760116269362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350393643663149,0.0,0.0,0.08417509740888664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984105068191767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967965763285244
adhd,Julyaugustusc,2018/04/17,"Nurse Practitioner accidentally didn't get her DEA number renewed, so I have no meds and finals are around the corner and I can't focus. I don't know exactly why I'm here, I just need to rant a little bit. And I guess ask for advice. I don't blame her because the government failed to notify the correct place (she no longer works at the place she worked a year ago), and they only notified her a single time.

Anyway, I have been doing so well this semester! Between changing my major to something I find more passion in, having no big personal issues going on, and a stable relationship, I have been doing semi ok. But without the meds, I'm getting nothing done. I don't know why I'm like this. I guess everyone here kind feels for this narrative, BUT IT SUCKS to feel like I need medication to do anything.

I literally have a speech tomorrow, and a test, and a prototype presentation. I have not done shit for my speech, and I'm just blocked with what I should do it on (it has to be informative yet funny). AND it's a FINAL. 
Physics E and M is just hard to study for without meds because it's not something I would consider myself to really like but it's necessary for my major and I have a test tomorrow. Luckily this is not my final, but nonetheless it's like >10% of my grade.

I'm likely not going to be able to fill my script for at least 2 more weeks (it's been a full week that I've gone without it). And I don't want to just make excuses, but does anyone know what kind of resources are normal for college campuses to have in regards to ADHD students? I've never looked into it and I don't even know where I should start. Or just any helpful tips? Idk I'll take help with anything. ",3.443150930701954,4.772993087463559,5.070451895043731,82.20690681767213,72.93586005830903,8.192374971966808,26.603386409508857,8.730908602173464,1.925535187261718,1331,46,268,25,26,451,172,343,0.058,0.8190000000000001,0.123,0.9717,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,3,15,13,2,0,15,1,34,3,1,1,3,57,61,21,0,7,18,0,3,5,0,3,1,2,0,1,17,17,0,1,8,0,0,4,18,3,1,0,7,6,33,10,36,49,8,33,0,1,1,1,13,15,2,3,19,181,50,10,0.096098305917025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549148898119785,0.09390615234212002,0.08518534995545418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535014337490183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719416989408943,0.0,0.1581614353267821,0.08554786629014248,0.08983894371468014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716127066958143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491446081837133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165926547957388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409627510304425,0.1966838631445827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347202473348658,0.0,0.0,0.0918260495061444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718038180533244,0.0686526489484721,0.0,0.3158129906520513,0.08783211064055915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004147970606758,0.0,0.10922976367794844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117262363728197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608520647072695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288253375816627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030166425367236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014319521369,0.21125246297672373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347438907906575,0.09631574845966454,0.0,0.0,0.08069837399349615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414636541518902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202306621845165,0.09680893315686168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425113523605223,0.07411693779585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415593619639737,0.0922089163130285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308709200540983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390933404229252,0.20080455240299824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615630355082035,0.0,0.0,0.10317361676785694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864353005406296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796234166673838,0.0,0.0,0.06801887554333637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225396646786902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056035694982322214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668127065111386,0.0,0.1541685288923638,0.0,0.08640391796198747,0.0,0.17342754790959894,0.0,0.0,0.2779060128839051,0.0,0.13992142246578754,0.0,0.0,0.06826547932836105,0.0,0.0,0.061884158303842626
adhd,Hinav,2018/04/18,"I’m 16 and was finally diagnosed with ADD, and for some reason it feels liberating! After years of struggling in school and being called lazy, I’m finally free! I’m super excited to finally get help and start my life again and have time to do things I like instead of having to force myself to sit and work on homework for hours to just finish simple projects.",9.682238095238098,7.206554557142859,9.355714285714287,69.54595238095239,60.57142857142857,12.761904761904766,37.61904761904762,11.20814326018867,4.061904761904762,289,10,53,6,3,94,52,70,0.067,0.74,0.193,0.8774,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,33,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230393984425906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169981092255667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104437542455072,0.0,0.0,0.7178315556936805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411960894943945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640767673628285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510757015900575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428214828635212,0.1067128821825434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458035178228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106078614250035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460445482941648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834835986317464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451138501222254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736711691462413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901817742853602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406604634480789
adhd,touebe,2018/04/18,"Side effect of ritalin? I take one XR 20mg at 8am and one booster, the thing is that sometimes its hard to be social around people, i am taking It too early?. My appointment is in one month and i really dont know what to do. 
Edit: cant be prescribed aderall, i live in Uruguay",3.0287288135593218,3.52019589830509,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,73.0677966101695,7.933898305084746,26.614406779661017,8.07648339933343,1.5644203389830509,214,7,46,3,4,75,46,59,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,5,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343399985841381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085160942213818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581192655403396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467018296798095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324463264882716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011618417744254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351360539218566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249792927284386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686387081227532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683407032492238,0.0,0.0,0.2603517448120021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958484327908909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748853982197616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,glengoindrive,2018/04/18,"Does ADHD or ADD effect your romantic relationship? My boyfriend has it, and I really don’t understand what it is. I don’t understand why he can’t just do the things I ask him to (remember to text me or call me-hours will go by without hearing from him until I message him or call him or remembering to schedule an appointment or something of that nature). I’m not judging, but I truly want to understand why he is like this. I love him and perhaps, if I understand some of the symptoms, it can also change my perception of me just thinking he is lazy or doesn’t want to talk to me. 

I feel like I am always nagging him (do your homework or you said you would do this and you didn’t) and it leads to vicious arguments. ",4.064794520547945,4.886614931506851,5.540986301369866,81.3406575342466,70.91780821917807,9.127671232876713,31.03835616438357,9.3871,2.7129008219178083,564,24,115,12,10,191,82,146,0.109,0.773,0.119,0.1383,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,2,3,5,2,0,3,0,16,2,0,2,0,33,30,15,0,4,13,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,9,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,3,25,3,14,26,1,4,0,0,0,1,23,0,0,9,4,85,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168921625350064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424459675385022,0.11887045065617766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355423825150348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917508048034891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112628444799153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501720853760087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223399635140987,0.10205877156548576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119027940004807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101290703805665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406877151557744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958775658942876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893617051464604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915193786990715,0.0,0.0,0.15337751341829364,0.3236636637168796,0.0,0.1358919874437276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998013230191672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848559853500934,0.0,0.11482496041946895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490942599585056,0.0915385240430056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948866225060092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852433058381636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781674511281943,0.0,0.0,0.13771134700076104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148320665398954,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BarryLloydsBarmyArmy,2018/04/18,"Should I get a $1200+ “assessment”? There’s an ADHD specialist near me in Los Angeles (Manhattan Beach, recently moved from Connecticut). I’m considering paying a visit but the initial 3hr consultation is expensive. Dr. Brown seems reputable. Many books. 

My main goal is learning to finish what I start. 

Have you done one of these things? What kinds of things can I expect?",2.8689552238805973,5.9353571641791065,3.754343283582088,80.079276119403,89.29850746268656,8.05313432835821,24.610447761194035,8.548686976883017,2.7271802985074625,298,12,50,9,10,95,59,67,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,6,8,1,7,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,31,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702551942672522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152752752615685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096034660640676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208204270237506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234721414232863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274428516419561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876461816052036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30419421823210524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804666605495806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806231957264052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093525350829429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,uoy___kcuf,2018/04/18,"I have this thing where when i read something i have to repeatedly imagine it in my head to understand it - no matter how abstract, even though i already understand it. Like for example; ""unlike cognitive load, ego depletion is in part loss of motivation""

When i read this i simply can't for some irritating reason move on to the next line. I have to re-read it while picturing like a cognitive process happening -in my mind- then, i move it to the side {""unlike cognitive load""}, after that comes a picture of bar in a chart-like thing going down {""ego depletion""}, in the end it will be an arrow connecting the bar to a picture of a cylinder emptying itself.

And this is the entire process for one fucking line. It doesn't happen everytime and sometimes i can get through 1 or 2 paragraphs without it happening but when i does it is just crippling and i end up wasting my entire reading time on it. Currently i am up to 6-8 pages a day.

Even when i am done picturing i have to go back and do it again to re-assure myself that i got it. I know alot of you prefer subtitles on movies as i have read here and i kind-of do too as it makes listening and refocusing attention easier but i have stopped doing that now because of this. As i have to process audio and text separately.




I can barely get my self to sit down, let alone focus on a book and then this shit comes along.

The reason i post this is to know if any of you experience it too or could this be OCD (will be posting to that sub too).

**EDIT:** just wanted to add another thing that when i am seeing an actual picture or a movie, i have to stop it and for some reason stare at it and try to adsorb all the details and work out the technicals (how and what is happening-imagine/picture it), and do this for a long time. If anyone has insight on this too, please share. 
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adhd,fatbegal95,2018/04/18,"Single case with Cigna Has anyone had success obtaining a single case agreement with their psychiatrist? Any tips on how to speed up the process or what to expect?

My former psychiatrist was my doc for almost 3 years until 2018 when my insurance changed. He’s willing to do a single case but it seems like he and Cigna are constantly playing phone tag and I can’t afford to keep seeing him out of pocket while waiting and hoping they’ll approve it so I can be reimbursed. I tried seeing 3 different docs this year and for one reason or another, it was not a good fit and I saw significant improvement in my overall well being while with my old doc, hence the desire to get the single case. ",4.199138755980865,6.1999292556390975,5.095379357484621,80.06648667122353,72.23308270676691,7.843882433356117,26.376623376623375,8.575989854853784,2.020284210526316,553,19,99,10,11,180,94,133,0.041,0.774,0.185,0.9617,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,4,7,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,22,20,14,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,12,7,16,12,4,15,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,5,11,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338360462987309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588012669578857,0.2448655555076361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328226321019684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703266622616854,0.0,0.0,0.25235161895897024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397817422963824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200429999881585,0.0,0.0,0.1958650763963756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193755287699724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756286017041856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408583162342904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503943185845214,0.0,0.15823885596789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400969374581835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721696134593239,0.2125873813941892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854441111170015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996207405045256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007578020722999
adhd,Frozenhippo,2018/04/18,"S.P.I.N. So I’ve been in a 7 year rut and I just wanted to share something I read because I got so sick of myself I wanted to figure out a problem I was having. 

I read about this thing called SPIN that stands for shame, pessimism & negativity, isolation, and no outlet. 

Growing up I was criticized for just about everything I enjoyed doing or didn’t do well enough. I either didn’t live up to my own standards or my parents. Eventually I grew pessimistic which is when I started performing poorly in school. I believed that it wasn’t worth trying anything because I wouldn’t be good at it regardless so why try it anyway. From the shame and pessimism I began to isolate myself. For 7 years I isolated myself from friends and family. I didn’t want to burden them with my existence. I just wanted to not affect anyone so that I couldn’t be affected. The only thing I have been hanging on to is outlets and I switch them frequently because eventually I get sick of them. My anxiety beat out my outlets tho and I have been drinking through the anxiety from my lack of acting on my potential. If it makes the anxiety go away rather than doing it why not right? Wrong. You’ll lose yourself and forget who you were. I called my family today because I couldn’t handle the random bullshit in my head going off and not being able to just stop. 

I feel ADHD has a very fine line of dropping you off the edge without you realizing it if you isolate yourself. Find people in your life who support you and your interests. Ask people for help that care about you. If you don’t speak no one will know if you’re hurting. It’s hard as all hell. Fighting procrastination, distractions, and anxiety is difficult when you’re alone and self-loathing. 

I had to end it here because I forgot what else I had to say. If I remember the rest I’ll edit it in later.

Also I’m in deep need of any advice. I’ve only recognized the issue.

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adhd,zinggit,2018/04/18,"What do your meds feel like? Hi all.

Today I started ADHD meds for the first time and I'm wondering what it feels like for other people.  I'm taking Vyvanse which is somewhat like Adderall.

For me it feels similar to what it was like before when I was very interested in something or I when thought what I was doing was important.  It's like there's a little fire behind my forehead.  

I imagine that this is how Sherlock Holmes would feel when having inspiring thoughts about a case ... except maybe this is more of an ordinary experience that isn't actually as special as it still seems to me.  I'm exaggerating somewhat to try to capture the feeling.  (There's inspiration but not THAT much.)

How does it feel for other people?  Can you relate to what I'm saying?  Please don't say 'yes' just to be nice.  I'm interested in the actual experiences that other people have.  I've seen posts about how people are accomplishing more and they're glad they started treatment and that's wonderful.  What I'm wondering about what it actually feels like for you (if you've tried meds yet)

When I've felt this way before -- the way I feel on meds now -- I've tended to be caught up in addictive behaviour or overcommiting or deluding myself somewhat about the importance of what I was doing.  Or all of the above.  I think I used to need to be driven by or toward something in particular instead of being more driven in general.  Right now it's also like concentrating without necessarily hyperfocusing on something.  Compared to the times when I was driven or concentrating before I seem to be more present where I am -- without being caught up in some idea or goal in my head.  Even when I was very active in chasing after those ideas and goals I wasn't engaged in what I was doing in the moment as much as the goal or idea.  And they generally weren't practical and grounded ... like working on a career or building lasting relationships ... etc.

Now maybe I can bring similar motivation more into real day-to-day life.... ?  ... with more control over it?

I don't know anyone who has taken this sort of medication so I can't ask them.  (I mean, if anyone I've met has taken it, I don't know that they have.)  

I also haven't posted here before.  I've been meaning to and I've started odds and ends to post that I haven't finished.  Suppose I'll just dive in now.   

Typing this out should help me to figure out what's going on.   Maybe I'll change my mind about some of this but I'll just throw it out there now while it's fresh.  

I've seen comments here about these meds tapering off in the upcoming weeks so I'll be expecting that.  Otherwise... well... it seems like I should be optimistic.

Here goes!",3.7696843853820567,5.682502407335909,5.008525635269823,80.61010729999104,73.18918918918921,7.830187662745804,26.332225913621265,8.569652575389874,1.9301033851126868,2109,74,399,39,43,698,225,518,0.014,0.847,0.139,0.9959,0,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,4,11,39,18,0,0,14,1,45,5,2,6,2,85,93,39,0,7,20,0,10,9,0,3,3,2,0,0,44,13,0,1,30,0,0,8,12,0,1,1,24,14,37,18,67,58,16,70,0,0,2,0,16,29,0,23,37,280,81,8,0.0,0.0,0.19806460890748892,0.07375395373998388,0.08130818191897601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108207383769599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946119205465029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632483072423723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302777424935765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157003623624889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588085331261639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726377677305969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920536045647279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992226313956176,0.0,0.07545322668139365,0.04468550002534173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235917533544814,0.0,0.0,0.2736672713283625,0.1449982709331263,0.06495942512253497,0.0,0.0,0.057547322082782876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038449904726482784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943356493053274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534773114566302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912283433985894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436285496907724,0.055147867868013206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047786738626192336,0.2974754110563785,0.06780809968339463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390567119581074,0.14739229243217794,0.3757473554490197,0.06815531099249715,0.0,0.0,0.06831227992416082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946844255191203,0.050165337140709435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761387824714384,0.0,0.0,0.07426489119285974,0.0,0.0,0.1943844113801446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700621982248834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263616804494867,0.0,0.05777701403817548,0.0,0.10760396845841624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477175697672535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562524100198687,0.0,0.0,0.1436597057165525,0.0,0.05402938320378557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050868152292101086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335060248917355,0.0,0.10742105119564986,0.07890036784131604,0.0,0.06412904451335734,0.0,0.0,0.09186662979972414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058432211661710434,0.0,0.11164494728036872,0.0,0.10740280530291473,0.054268772980327416,0.0,0.06082998446153282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043404237704193,0.22010693677967494,0.04925365744510532,0.0,0.0,0.04806018227819464,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jpzett,2018/04/18,"Migraines everyday I highly suspect I have ADHD but I haven't gone to the doctor yet.  Since I was little I have had migraines everyday.  Stronger when I wake up and manageable during the day. The pain is around my eyes. Also my hangovers are way too painful 

Does this happen to any of you or is it related to ADHD ?",1.8385714285714272,4.378100645161293,3.4707373271889423,85.95467741935484,82.87096774193549,6.123502304147466,24.98617511520737,7.447530270364453,1.5201078341013832,248,10,46,4,7,82,46,62,0.156,0.7909999999999999,0.053,-0.7681,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,8,7,2,0,0,5,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,9,0,6,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,5,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566169631664193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519066570089168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747912971210298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615109372924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934689620244962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702710914193645,0.2026530858437753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047812530488456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244671994977668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209926500058856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928248449290056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156146252915227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381367628794065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,BrainlessPhD,2018/04/18,"Finally got diagnosed... trying to figure out next steps I'm looking for some advice about what to do after you've been diagnosed. After 5 years of struggling to keep my head above water in a PhD program, I finally saw a clinical psychologist about ADHD/depression screening. The whole process seemed really extensive (and insanely expensive... I'm still salty about that) but after a few sessions she finally told me that I screened positive for ADHD-I. But then... that was it. I walked out with a piece of paper and no idea of where to go from here. I expected the screening procedure to also include a discussion of meds or treatment, but I guess not...

I get my medical treatment through student health at my university; I know if you have a prescription, you can get it filled at student health, but otherwise it seems like you can't see a doctor about it. Should I try to see a regular doctor? Do I need to find another psychiatrist? Who do you all see about this step in the treatment process?",6.400806451612903,7.358736231182796,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,65.72043010752688,11.146236559139789,35.93010752688172,11.038039088145766,4.332997849462366,793,38,138,23,12,260,116,186,0.027000000000000003,0.922,0.051,0.7176,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,0,9,2,0,1,11,0,9,10,1,0,1,25,27,10,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,10,5,1,1,6,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,5,8,18,1,30,21,5,22,0,0,8,0,8,7,0,6,11,98,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081813501412011,0.12529115812192598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253426173823768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344456197741402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043222369423797,0.26027301326017843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26246894848437397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213629710286476,0.11718707015443194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397510069920313,0.0,0.0728680882522754,0.0,0.10254602081279644,0.0,0.1412443418153381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158657148878122,0.27257515255434145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474021918524158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396424180547883,0.0,0.0,0.07046414181158821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263984458027133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076691194775576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241903407661766,0.12916409680573104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507051421785792,0.0,0.0,0.13635913448749784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213843101805371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065145743277925,0.233446000099528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239343612203516,0.0,0.0,0.1340391664009333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251585014867837,0.0,0.1741004492808209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314854725434828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256687841965095
adhd,melanogast3r,2018/04/18,"Ableist much? Today I had an appointements in an autism center thing (we have those in France) and at the end of the appointment the two doctors tell me ""We don’t think you have autism because .."" (and they speak for half an hour about the tests (that were for kids btw not a 18 yo adult) and how I don’t look autistic and other ableist and shit that makes me think they weren’t listening to me the whole time) and they end up by telling me they think I have ADHD, which I already know and even was written on my paper and the biggest WTF: I’m too old for medication ?!


WTF?! TO OLD FOR ADHD MEDICATION COZ APPARENTLY YOU GROW OUT OF IT OR SOME SHIT?! THEY WHERE (roommates) DOCTORS HOLY SHMELL!",4.711695052716951,5.388642489051096,4.644476885644772,88.87641524736419,69.36496350364963,7.840713706407138,27.63098134630981,7.793537801064563,1.3343891321978911,539,17,117,6,9,166,86,137,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.9054,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,5,0,5,2,2,0,10,0,9,6,2,3,0,21,18,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,11,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,2,5,3,18,0,16,13,3,17,0,0,1,0,15,9,2,2,7,79,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735432247745367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149787498141572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094735982821476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181357255236688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27529277965218274,0.0,0.0,0.10264628593443656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530467199752795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540881124445428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305045554504007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373682254047513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131167620869789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142436158244439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261515461880577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31905054341742395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716689153979438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324694183367908,0.29873974797262715,0.0,0.0,0.09062033224624316,0.0,0.14730971424930242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181216963500693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350877961524855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PathosNihilist,2018/04/18,"Medication. I have spent the past 3 or so hours trying to get through a 1 hour video. 

I’ve tried one medication to help with my focus, it was Ritalin but I didn’t respond well to it. I had memory gaps, anxiety, irritability, and just wasn’t myself. I explained this to a Dr who then put me on Concerta which had the same effects. I looked them up and found that they have the same thing, methylphenidate. I was really disappointed that he would do this. 

Do all ADHD medications have these kinds of symptoms? He basically told me that if I don’t respond well to this I can’t try anything else and I really feel like I need something. 
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adhd,beltesshazzar,2018/04/18,I've been diagnosed Okay so I'm  a grown adult that as a child was on Ritalin for about 6 years of my life I got off in junior high because I didn't think I needed any medication to make me react correct and now I'm a recovering drug user that's enjoyed uppers for my entire life.  methamphetamines being my choice of drug wonder if adderal might help me. I can go on and on but I'd like some feedback thank you,1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,3.235172413793105,89.0854022988506,82.44827586206897,5.705747126436782,21.160919540229887,6.937597516519254,0.5282781609195397,327,10,69,4,9,111,66,87,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.8735,0,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,6,7,0,2,1,12,15,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,10,4,12,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,3,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032682241052085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437188448713267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929432961966174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468201116722637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339894606096869,0.0,0.18856108820649986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802686844879216,0.2490963949275471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330525460787175,0.11518181949453145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573735328659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750626750657014,0.0,0.25010712617809416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481516567080482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170587562143804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510673143652455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556747534690783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182354538207835
adhd,uselesslesbian453,2018/04/18,"I am dying of boredom at work please send help and advice I had a gap in employment between my new job and my old job. So, I decided to fill that gap with some factory work. The pay is good and it is only for two weeks. I am two days in and I don't think I can make it the rest of the time. 

This is my job. I stand in one place and put parts on a machine as it goes by. That is about it. My working memory is awful so I cannot zone out becuase I would miss putting a piece on the machine. 

Their is no one besides me so i cannot talk to anyone. I have to spray oil on the machine so I was writing curse words one letter at time but that was entertaining for like 5 minutes. 

I am so miserable. All I want to do is quit.  ",-1.1908597580908804,0.6844144906832312,1.6402026806145784,98.39570120954563,90.42857142857143,4.880156914024192,18.41157240928408,6.339386263674448,-0.2713055900621124,547,16,139,6,19,190,93,161,0.101,0.8079999999999999,0.092,-0.1054,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,6,5,0,1,8,1,20,0,0,1,1,17,24,12,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,1,1,4,4,2,0,5,3,1,20,3,22,20,5,21,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,1,7,100,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164531501125328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850919568491843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008170403240978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105787892748566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016209773609122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401746004792836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619925036619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581571681528625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035874173054602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987896524109168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628409059214311,0.0,0.3154728012020745,0.1180254415071545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805059698489366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213564737434175,0.17034689845460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120082517954702,0.0,0.16505870775987455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473209535266933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943649767144937,0.0,0.0,0.1809796356368724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031870493602791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153233232058346,0.0,0.1244803164947574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389303201776989,0.0,0.0,0.1102392107327374,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,frenchburner,2018/04/18,"Frustration at being frustrated OMFG. I’m so frustrated with my brain and how it works - or doesn’t work - right now. 

I started a new job back in January as a contractor and the company hired me as a permanent employee effective last week. Before I was permanent, I was kicking ass and taking names at developing new processes, which is why they hired me. 

Since starting as an employee I’ve been working on the SAME FUCKING PROJECT.  I have provided everything they’ve asked for, plus what I’ve done automates a heavily manual process. Not entirely, but quite a bit. 

This should be a good thing, right?

Because change is hard for the big boss (whom I really like - actually, I really like everyone for the most part) and what I’m doing is so different, she’s had me revise it - no joke - 10 times, ultimately in the original fucking format because I cannot explain my new one adequately...I’m so frustrated. 

Unfortunately, once I get frustrated I start to freeze up and literally cannot express myself. Nothing comes out. This is bad when it comes to explaining a new process. So, I feel stupid and wonder when they’re going to realize they made a huge mistake hiring me. 

Right now I’m a mess. I’m fucking everything up and am panicking that I’m going to be let go from this job for being an idiot. 

And panicking makes one relax and improve their work, doesn’t it? 

Help. I’m too old to be fired again. 

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adhd,Chasey1029,2018/04/18,"Adderall XR - 15 mg. I just went to my psychiatrist and I got prescribed 15mg Adderall XR for my ADHD. He originally said 20mg but we agreed on 15mg. 

I have never used a stimulant once and I was wondering what you guys who have taken Adderall XR - 15 mg and what your experience was! How long does it last you and are there any comedowns or anything negative you experience? 

I'm 5'8 and 123 pounds if that helps with anything. ",1.9105751633986927,4.309130305882352,3.780392156862746,84.78065359477127,81.23529411764707,7.071895424836601,25.91503267973856,8.167268648758528,1.817875816993464,336,14,68,7,9,113,58,85,0.09,0.84,0.071,-0.3903,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,17,12,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,11,0,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,4,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282165910538162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596618319829662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38641605372556537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054619110606615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593295083614546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877789900099452,0.0,0.0,0.23247403497979616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737141758140197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138108839676984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777731184185194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108064433103996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500383324758802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333427345421916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277883257450136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764802112204815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546142867232896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,blanket11223344,2018/04/18,"Will I still be able to use my University Student Health doctor after I graduate? I will be graduating this May, and was recently prescribed Vyvanse 20mg at the end of March. I really like the doctor I am working with, and would like to continue seeing him.  I am staying in the town my college is in after I graduate.  Has anyone else had any experience with staying with their providers at their University after graduating?  

I could just call them and ask, but want to see if anyone else has ran into this situation. 

Thanks in advance!

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adhd,bcxx143,2018/04/18,"Diagnosed today. Nervous about Medication. Today, I was diagnosed with ADHD and GAD. After being previously diagnosed with Bipolar and major depressive disorder as a teenager. Guess they were wrong. Starting Strattera and I'm nervous. Experiences? Advice? Hugs? Has anyone used Strattera - what was your experience?",6.461044487427468,9.426039127659578,7.165725338491299,51.29818181818183,104.53191489361704,9.368665377176015,38.31528046421664,8.296473431620573,6.359825531914892,257,16,23,9,11,84,37,47,0.248,0.6940000000000001,0.058,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,5,5,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431317520367154,0.19052008871427767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632588376813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792531388900336,0.5936640500362307,0.0,0.0,0.22344976838252747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38143146124080657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147787995291804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640935203248766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799907545513754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696129882150386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683894132852701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316647130628946,0.0,0.0
adhd,gingersnap36,2018/04/18,"""The Psychology of Attention"" Enrolled in a class called ""The Psychology of Attention"" for next fall semester at my university...Class description said it would focus on (haha) how attention influences what people perceive, are aware of, remember, and how well they can perform tasks...also will teach us how to ""apply attention concepts to [our] daily lives"". 

Not sure how well the applying attention concepts will go lol but it seems interesting! Hopefully the professor will bring ADHD up at some point but if not, it'll still be cool to compare it on my own.",7.15486008836524,9.099222659793817,7.5751104565537535,65.43391752577323,64.67010309278349,12.14079528718704,36.53755522827688,11.765960540728905,5.282945213549337,446,22,68,16,7,146,69,97,0.014,0.836,0.149,0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,5,3,8,0,0,5,1,23,13,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,2,5,7,13,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,2,50,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28770475049968297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144308490797945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444477711987869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605297751083484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377719966800569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113890555788616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545979550553823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659654746835969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263044602640572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711864368871784,0.0,0.22771826440559306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179350670733676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911801475254614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256257639193039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28796118971675044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304874390093927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005844215156707,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,worstpremed,2018/04/18,"Medication and dental health Hello all,

I was diagnosed with ADHD roughly 6 months ago and have been prescribed adderall IR 10mg 2x a day. I have noticed dry mouth and I use the biotene toothpaste as well as the gel that I can carry with me when my mouth gets dry. I am still extremely concerned about my dental health, as I see so many posts online about people having all of their teeth fall out and if this is a possibility, I am going to have a really hard time continuing medication.

So if there is anyone here who has been taking adderall for an extended period of time, have you experienced increased dental issues and to what degree?

Thank you!",6.109596774193548,6.995197056451616,6.8227419354838705,73.75411290322583,66.33870967741936,9.425806451612903,29.20967741935484,9.516144504307137,2.6291,521,17,92,10,8,172,86,124,0.015,0.926,0.06,0.6484,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,14,8,3,1,2,13,20,13,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,13,2,13,17,3,14,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,9,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318365733644748,0.0,0.1710003032149086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488497062196653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440897403208954,0.0,0.0,0.19579641501940204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078587898986302,0.0,0.10963342123257938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280666706787184,0.0,0.0,0.4101019696587354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013446562032908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557729087368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886667586009073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397642526109895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962575301997267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373733621230555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747351405313856,0.18475145955483727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358108224287398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372180171592145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540556776370176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504196062992586,0.0,0.0,0.17760273042363825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249710974444782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666096007319168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344644564097303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wulfflarzsen,2018/04/18,"Caffeine and vyvanse Hi guys - I am newly prescribed vyvanse - 20 mg to start. I typically drink two or three large coffees in the morning and get horrible headaches if I do not.

I have been trying to cut down on the caffeine but am wondering if I am still okay to have my morning coffees when I start vyvanse. I am pretty anxious by nature so am worried that the combination will be uncomfortable (racing heart, panicky, etc). Now that I am medicated I want to go off coffee completely so am just unsure of how quickly to taper off. 

Does the medication sort of replace the caffeine and prevent withdrawal symptoms? 

Thanks!",4.721315789473682,7.1347525350877214,5.727929824561403,74.30084210526317,71.89473684210526,7.717894736842107,35.96140350877193,8.548686976883017,3.47827298245614,495,28,79,9,10,163,77,114,0.154,0.732,0.113,-0.7274,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,1,13,5,1,1,0,14,20,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,10,2,13,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,6,62,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410754628328858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237404613433651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867432889095785,0.0,0.0,0.20904573246995486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379916886019557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149001210411323,0.0,0.12127722239208732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112944713406764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528739485821763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299457627912336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709929978162848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020839748569107,0.0,0.1704174189539586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179897752072356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646532592771804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448811092236464,0.0,0.2084557806476804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586582328400658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141763386029926,0.0,0.21671284906926816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LowerNeighborhood,2018/04/18,"Procrastination is causing me so much stress I have so much homework I have to do by Friday that I put off until now . I have a biology test and packet due. I have a religion presentation due tomorrow and I have barely started on it. I also have a paper that I have only outlined and have not began to write yet. Oh yeah, the paper is about how ADHD differs in girls and boys. ",3.1235964912280707,4.609097500000004,5.652631578947371,77.09675438596494,74.0,7.698245614035088,25.824561403508767,8.344100000000001,1.8129982456140343,294,10,56,5,6,105,50,76,0.045,0.923,0.032,-0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,1,11,0,0,2,0,8,13,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,8,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,48,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840111446339866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25552681365216345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282437718047763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33383925818353805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697804031257661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243015811005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212143813323617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616390596856575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660187994779528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,iwrestledaDanaonce,2018/04/18,"Do you feel like you have a 6th sense for other people who have ADHD? Just trying to see if anyone just feels this like ""oh yeah this person totally has adhd too"" ever",2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,4.1005882352941185,85.84931372549022,76.94117647058823,5.7098039215686285,14.274509803921573,6.42735559955562,-0.4338901960784312,131,1,25,1,3,44,28,34,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.194,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655582194283837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907123275093444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467169368771424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275820012830785,0.3897036451609396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665026079009489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890897002560112,0.23815376274738825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734550898437144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851785556021278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,devenchat,2018/04/18,"Ritalin Side Effects? I've been using my 18mg 12 hour prescription pill for about 11 days. I felt a lot calmer for a week but since this school week has started I have dealt with sleep insomnia(I got 4 hours of sleep combined Sunday and Monday nights). I took some melatonin last night but I don't want to have to rely on it daily. I also feel more impulsive than usual, having a hard time calming myself down and rambling more than I would like. Are these side effects temporary and a part of the process? Or is it caused by an incorrect dosage?
EDIT: I have ADD btw",3.0520535714285733,5.129377241071432,3.7387142857142885,88.20628571428574,75.69642857142857,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,1.0570149999999998,449,14,89,6,10,142,87,112,0.028,0.8809999999999999,0.091,0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,0,10,4,2,4,0,18,17,7,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,9,2,13,12,5,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,14,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508442520501554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937710001558349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164825245596722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537504146212376,0.0,0.1811106701753533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086155152426822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897196705540318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715174943641768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537554756600336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215320171096802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036319468446694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540256997178429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426372277568536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908997189385956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603348812145182,0.0,0.3775247171762856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335105492412621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099894162384253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095705764953319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629124179273139,0.20774503885713708,0.0,0.11125658158670064,0.0,0.3026090155669053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339945943907977,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Petti-The-Yeti,2018/04/18,"[Rant/Vent] What I'm now calling ""The looming cloud"" effect of my ADHD. You know what I'm talking about:

> That enormous list of 26 different and complicated things you have to do at work, the multi-week long project you've just been assigned at school, the weekend plans that your S/O or friends prompt you with throughout the week, the apartment lease you have to renew in two months, the vacation trip in three months, the concert that's five months from now but you have to buy tickets when they go on sale next Thursday, SHIT the car inspection and license renewal was due last week! 




That looming cloud, where you have to keep track of so many moving parts, of so many tasks, of so many impending events, and you end up missing something, and suddenly the cloud bursts, and you're overwhelmed and paralyzed just thinking about the amount of stuff you need to do.

I had a rough night last night, as you might guess. No matter how many sticky-notes I put everywhere, no matter how many calendar events I put in my phone, no matter how accurate my ""To Do"" list is, something slips through the cracks, and I go into overdrive thinking about all of this stuff, and end up spiraling in anxiety. Luckily, meditation, ""Café Jazz"" and technical IT books snap me out of that easy enough, but it still sucks that this happens. 

Does this happen with anyone else? Any tips for keeping track of tasks in a manageable way?",9.498295454545453,7.7323255719696995,7.87409090909091,77.79363636363638,60.32575757575758,11.375757575757575,37.90909090909091,9.928628108626363,3.4621499999999994,1117,42,214,17,12,333,157,264,0.095,0.85,0.055,-0.9194,1,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,10,1,3,16,5,2,1,13,0,12,1,1,4,1,34,27,20,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,2,4,6,2,7,3,4,0,3,3,2,19,1,36,23,4,46,0,2,0,0,15,15,2,3,23,130,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665666850771504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166789102281036,0.0,0.08062202326739185,0.0,0.0,0.07369018944168522,0.1079831187845207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761358743782247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010870087876,0.0,0.0,0.09222631150070236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803868786970173,0.0,0.18668611299813773,0.10889464015455873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142300398610927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197895887513085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609747164582886,0.0,0.1863896575228696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734853604186186,0.0,0.0,0.057918841922276275,0.17181161980541276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932656324755374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342377119006461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180069556336256,0.0,0.0,0.2523606276086338,0.11201144874607984,0.0,0.07814434324875408,0.0,0.0,0.11208201720752342,0.19780020405828694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412563008543525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118893890702099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665893292723776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817992734098612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622666520747717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416350626235179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412895639487113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470739901792551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001553137073546,0.13505757377658334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294939043000303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365259920339667,0.2536092368861199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672418711850865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DoAsPeggySays,2018/04/18,"Excellent use of my time (self-mockery) My sink is full of dirty dishes, my laundry basket is overflowing, and there are a million other chores I should be doing.

Instead, I spent the last two hours picking lint and sawdust out of my fleece bathrobe. 

Just realized I forgot my Adderall this morning.

Oh. That explains that.",4.192298850574712,7.0908886896551735,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,75.89655172413794,5.935632183908046,32.08045977011494,7.1686216300943375,2.3376459770114946,256,13,41,3,6,78,47,58,0.05,0.885,0.064,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,8,1,4,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512501117124103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735069094752975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780188528668404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718922859724153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476101057125917,0.0,0.0,0.3957511982839633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thiikn,2018/04/18,"Vyvanse takes too long to kick in? Hello, I've been taking vyvanse 50mg for about 2 months. It certainly has helped me a lot with my job (desk job - home office), but I think it takes too long to kick in, does anyone relate?

I take it on an empty stomach, because I do intermittent fasting and my first meal is at noon. Today I took it by 8am, but I couldn't get out of bed. I didn't feel any motivation at all and just browsed Facebook helplessly. Around 11am I stated to notice my recent accomplishments, got happy and started working. I feel that was when the medication did its magic. 

I intend to talk about this to my psychiatrist, but I wanted your opinion as well. What do you guys take and how long does it take to kick in? Thanks a lot.

I don't really enjoy browsing Facebook, but it's one known escape we use to get away from ours duties. Notice that usually when I don't feel like working I'd rather do something I trully enjoy, like playing the guitar and working out. ",3.4984940778341773,4.868822233502534,4.8660101522842645,83.56761082910323,72.85786802030456,7.0807445008460235,25.3160744500846,7.554174236665415,1.261959323181049,768,24,152,9,15,256,123,197,0.108,0.8029999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.5801,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,2,0,6,11,10,0,0,5,0,12,3,1,4,2,33,30,13,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,11,10,1,1,6,2,0,1,4,1,1,2,6,3,22,9,25,23,3,25,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,15,97,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802661681177675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253108958478877,0.0,0.0,0.10507397632425143,0.0,0.0,0.11089544761822023,0.0,0.0,0.07195153493777635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065821253604592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904238141422515,0.08432246323646897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003984099835377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333425094640535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440139696462244,0.0,0.0,0.11687076205348085,0.0,0.12564782331947322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911471704688837,0.0,0.11839625168378687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425814722613786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532946451075834,0.0,0.0,0.3133652251679379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069407277026646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890535663391802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942124395962894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876163614133863,0.0,0.0,0.07998189724299233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561466131135287,0.0,0.11654288412917327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086720837924116,0.0,0.0,0.08354403246251707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324746407745022,0.09487007686925797,0.0,0.10866849573757707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563047947705556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188103755102202,0.0,0.13113848415285656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194220913039513,0.12999615662463035,0.0,0.06961864449341497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612541988445326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577872634759069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,McCainOffensive,2018/04/18,I am a King among undergrads. GAZE UPON MY SHOWER AND WEEP AT ITS CLEANLINESS!! That is all.,0.14833333333333346,2.4607282777777755,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,99.55555555555556,6.844444444444445,17.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.1759777777777778,71,2,14,2,3,24,18,18,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.7199,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,miljanmandic,2018/04/18,After first meeting... She just told me that she doesn’t believe that i have adhd cause “people with adhd go around swearing and i’m polite”. Also doesn’t believe in medical marijuana and told me that marijuana usage triggers schizophrenia??? Really?? Also prescribed xanax for my anxiety,4.3704081632653065,7.81173624489796,5.442040816326532,68.51367346938778,84.51020408163265,6.881632653061224,29.44897959183673,7.957251820313856,3.2462163265306128,232,11,29,5,7,76,36,49,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072842950502301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33755462918535545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145334754415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788003093072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755641444982508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680739310746225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951977295399288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994508027100635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126115605758556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631610823478222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520459968273318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033363254893663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Squeekyjr,2018/04/18,Why is the process for getting your adhd diagnosed so complicated It’s like it’s made to combat people who have organization issues. ugh,2.9842000000000013,6.042157720000002,5.255500000000001,68.51525000000001,91.8,7.3000000000000025,26.25,8.07648339933343,2.8624000000000005,113,5,17,3,4,39,23,25,0.18600000000000005,0.715,0.099,-0.3477,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801176571440676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405480958815481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872064916929708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169709861214449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517401302816664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780136398770861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769608591220652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604838275145666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,YuriPup,2018/04/18,"The Eternal Question: Did I Take My Meds Or Just Think About Taking My Meds? Happened to me this morning brushing my teeth. My usual routine was out the window because of overtime. 

So standing there brushing my teeth I look at my meds and think I need to remember to take those. By the time I am done, I had forgotten the thought. 

Come back the bathroom and look at my meds and think ""Did I or didn't I?""  I took one. 99% sure, now, that it's the only one I took. 

Free pro tip: Don't take Ritalin and Dayquil at the same time. ",0.3427350427350433,2.632762333333332,1.7444444444444436,97.35269230769232,87.70370370370371,4.4341880341880335,23.122507122507123,5.873414542411696,0.2480276353276354,404,16,90,3,13,129,64,108,0.019,0.923,0.059,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,8,3,2,0,1,18,23,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,9,4,17,3,10,14,1,14,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,6,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525653672115302,0.0,0.08344415933670672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791477864692597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400814409181434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104743773716972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298987690810268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6081959393147612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149889913022622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551437946023103,0.104107627305537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334314112480926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506464127254624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901300870937926,0.0,0.4116835849387408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631321952611282,0.0,0.10867183458956757,0.15963812730692695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041697602778989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076009171904364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TellMeHowImWrong,2018/04/18,"Anyone here diagnosed with Celiac disease AFTER being diagnosed with ADHD? TL;DR Has anyone here been diagnosed with celiac disease? Did your medication affect you differently after cutting out gluten? Did you need to change your dose or stop entirely?

I've been getting sick a lot over the last couple of years and a blood test showed I'm low in folic acid. I'm on folic acid tablets for a couple of months then going back to get another blood test. I should get enough folic acid in my diet and I read that a reason this might happen is due to celiac disease. I've been burying my head in the sand about gluten intolerant symptoms for a little while before this so have decided to cut out gluten from my diet to see what happens and have stuck to it for a month. I've heard of the link between ADHD and celiac disease so figured it was a distinct possibility.

Things have been quite crappy lately. My Grandad died a couple of weeks ago and the family squabbling is getting to me, my boss hates me and seems to be trying to bully me into quitting and I'm trying to get myself set up as an online seller without much money (which had been stressing me out before the other stuff happened). I've been stressed constantly and quite intensely. Moreso than I have been in a long time. As usual the first thing to suffer is my sleeping pattern - stress keeps me up late then exhaustion makes me sleep longer and so my sleeping pattern drifts.

Yesterday I woke up at 7pm and rather than take my once-a-day Concerta at such a late time I chose to skip a day... and I felt fine. No stress. Felt much more capable of getting stuff done rather than being paralysed with fear.  Things were still in disarray so ended up not getting very much done - just some housework and a small first step towards selling something - but the constant, visceral panic I've been subject to recently was gone. Then today I took it again and the knot in my stomach, tension in my shoulders and general uneasiness is back. That's not enough evidence for me to draw any conclusions just yet but it certainly begs some questions.

I'm really REALLY sick of feeling like this and am now nervous of taking my medication again (although I'm nervous of everything right now).

I know people are going to tell me to speak to my doctor - and I will. I'm not looking for medical advice, just wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience?",5.526578947368424,6.880163017543862,5.933728070175443,77.90151315789474,67.94736842105263,8.594736842105263,30.258771929824558,8.930421266530582,2.581964035087719,1920,73,335,33,32,617,238,456,0.12,0.852,0.028,-0.9861,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,0,6,21,18,3,9,22,0,35,22,8,4,2,63,72,31,1,5,13,0,4,1,0,3,12,2,0,0,17,24,2,2,12,2,3,6,5,15,0,2,24,11,34,3,65,42,9,69,0,2,2,0,8,24,0,9,39,233,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661788055642804,0.06773851567971535,0.06144782870686725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047139847616639086,0.07268786448822756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454100679487006,0.07102633678799906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660530947688401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797210467647926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333116709529744,0.0,0.0,0.1498201757633686,0.0,0.0,0.2301031525697356,0.0,0.08941108503548477,0.0,0.0,0.2110744427700284,0.07194301819519837,0.07242444707963867,0.0,0.07095176247411428,0.0,0.14187646512262078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790780601072373,0.0,0.06139677611047543,0.14325178737353478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230017511599833,0.06780807523333059,0.06534854720117461,0.07800405787257488,0.03505017856922995,0.04952208584063346,0.133115776058876,0.0,0.0,0.1179267892951574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535171761841736,0.0,0.07879209056115898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389783613450625,0.0,0.0,0.06843896067157854,0.07114212343187633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161463183982125,0.0,0.0,0.0380963544954786,0.056504896829022724,0.2345872938166795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033866157499689464,0.06947666020293483,0.0,0.061345850143224925,0.058211181437513936,0.0,0.0,0.058933223235923024,0.0,0.0,0.04627151119601965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949724612371048,0.0,0.07353736348421018,0.0,0.0,0.11066082137233144,0.0,0.1528741083224905,0.05139976048236384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133186079737226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805762780992541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814766984958584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765405135395526,0.22119045081286112,0.06933856854125099,0.0,0.08881609015073763,0.0712723094835388,0.06844494919194677,0.0,0.0,0.059198738655310376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055238913398180566,0.06310615120470094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810961466132286,0.0,0.0,0.05336577610210649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055358889503621035,0.057954464774826436,0.3176224308331039,0.0,0.15870919478302115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204982427238342,0.10423973974940688,0.0,0.06058856899892905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381590039490906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808418768848066,0.0,0.0657070741636563,0.0,0.07701685909027843,0.0941272009153098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634597686341209,0.0571961026911972,0.0,0.0,0.05560416996773243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682182278693284,0.07517437654376675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446396846536604
adhd,PepsiFaggot,2018/04/18,"I really need help. Hey guys, this is my first time posting here but I really need some tips or help. Right now im in High School and have really bad grades. I can't bring myself to study at home and I can't focus in school. My teachers told me if I don't change I'll have to go to summer school or possibly even repeat my this school year. I recently did a professional test for ADD/ADHD with a psychologist who said it's likely I have some type of ADD. I know I probably will get meds to help me out in the future but I'm having a few school tests soon I have to pass. I guess I'm stupid sitting here posting this instead of trying to study but I really need some desperate help on how I will get through this, because I don't know if I will be able to get through school at all if I have to repeat my school year.

TL;DR: My grades are incredibly bad and I need help on how to pass or I might have to repeat my grade.",1.4970142602495535,3.010454126262629,3.3149792038027366,92.0405080213904,78.44444444444444,6.881045751633987,19.222816399286987,7.724431198458867,0.33890338680926924,719,15,169,11,17,241,98,198,0.094,0.8140000000000001,0.092,-0.3539,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,4,0,19,0,0,2,1,29,35,14,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,3,1,27,1,24,27,5,29,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,11,13,106,33,14,0.0958618421904938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152073055337736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008126815447798,0.05843648924187424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140911821087506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331584267225522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154003399618923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025156797871725,0.0,0.05448049405387781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560262673247947,0.09491829514594846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212708606968945,0.10128329945461027,0.0961572438139242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035472395404434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536632292828016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683325392559255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064808961682606,0.0,0.0,0.10169426564280852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28432136529303703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080698235633194,0.18361829231561866,0.0,0.10335527941424652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564620315995134,0.0,0.09465200430430044,0.0,0.0,0.0818654894504747,0.09118656406413668,0.0,0.0,0.6791211148139614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589781108179094,0.0,0.0,0.09160009828201343,0.0,0.06508389831076042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346376683344865
adhd,vendredureve,2018/04/18,I just finished reading an entire book in one sitting I know this may seem trivial and normal to most people but I'm so damn proud of myself I had to share it somwhere. ,0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,85.0,3.5,23.035714285714285,3.1291,-0.08171428571428496,134,5,27,0,4,43,31,35,0.14400000000000002,0.672,0.183,0.3779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737241255315337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879990687124238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375025071857767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452963497846748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49820092475816297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534207086984557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,lsherida,2018/04/18,"Flying with ADHD is awful; I'm constantly losing things. Flying with ADHD is really awful for me, especially having to disassemble my life at the TSA checkpoints.  I've lost something on three of my last four flights.  No matter how careful I try to be, quite often I end up leaving something somewhere along the trip.  It's expensive and embarrassing -- a few weeks ago I had to show up at a work meeting without my laptop because I had left it in a bin at a TSA checkpoint.  And I can't discount the stress of dealing with lost and found departments with mediocre service at best.

Am I alone in this?  I'm in the process of developing a checklist of possessions to check after every phase of the trip (post TSA, post boarding, post flight, post rental car return).  Any other clever workarounds?",5.9875000000000025,7.189422209459464,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,66.77027027027027,8.352432432432431,33.04324324324324,8.548686976883017,2.778276216216216,629,27,107,9,10,202,97,148,0.133,0.7859999999999999,0.08,-0.7979999999999999,1,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,2,8,0,2,10,2,8,1,0,1,0,13,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,3,4,3,5,0,2,5,0,10,3,27,8,2,26,0,3,0,0,2,11,0,1,7,70,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471982016329981,0.0,0.12804493461343427,0.0,0.0,0.14960514674083136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822997545697228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805450262256566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158985396561672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727493586812046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609757914236794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489201246231191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279385512553172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170414343190228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838039238898186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177448572564856,0.0,0.15295017034607974,0.1569437851754647,0.0,0.10202829113467073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160099227585548,0.31536533765203545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533671721904455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363882612548474,0.0,0.0,0.0925374475819446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222407120166501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546533963713375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596520603578547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807109169017288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586792336824896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392432590306822,0.0,0.10516027345088902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KingNarcissus,2018/04/18,"I no longer think of myself as lazy or a master-of-none. I'm a generalist and most people are specialists. This past year I worked at a start-up. My co-workers were young, driven and talented. They regularly put in fifty-hour workweeks; our twenty-five year-old CEO regularly put in seventy, he lived for the company. They worked hard, cared about their careers, and it motivated me to do the same. But try as I might, if I worked more than work forty hours a week I’d get burnt out. This made me feel lazy. My co-workers could worker harder than me, and over the long run, they would be better at their jobs. I knew I had the talent to compete with - if not outperform - them, but they would go farther in their career. This was really upsetting, and I blamed my lack of “work ethic.”


But then I realized something. I was getting burnt out working long hours because it took time/energy away from my other pursuits. I play ultimate frisbee, I do yoga, and I read. More time and mental energy into work meant less time and mental energy for these other passions. I view all three of those as a “practice,” as something that I’m going to regularly pursue and improve at for the rest of my life. All three can be thought of as “pleasure,” but they all demand discipline and work if you’re going to continue down the path. So in a sense, all three aren’t simply amusement, they can count as “work.” If I count the time doing these practices as “work”, then I’m working upwards of sixty hours a week! That’s a completely different story to tell myself!


So, back to my co-workers. They devote fifty-plus hours a week to their career. That is impressive and laudable. But as I slowly realized, that’s all they do. They spend fifty hours a week at the office, maybe they play a rec league sport once a week, and the rest of the time they’re watching tv or hanging out. They outperform me at career, but I’m miles ahead with everything else.


This happens in other parts of my life, too. I’m in the top 20% of local ultimate players - and the ones ahead of me typically devote more time to ultimate - but I’m better at yoga than 95% of them. I go to a yoga class and I’m in the top third of the class, but I read more than 95% of them. I go to book events and I don’t read as much as some people, but I’m more physically active than nearly everyone else.


This isn’t about telling myself that I’m better than other people, or worse, telling myself I’m better in response to feeling like I’m less than them. It’s recognizing that I’m a generalist competing against specialists. 


Most people are specialists. They have one or two major pursuits. Most people in the ADHD world are going to be generalists. You’re going to have a broader range of interests than most people. Enjoy that, foster that.


Caveat #1: It is important to pick a few hobbies and stick with them. If you bounce around from pursuit to pursuit every few years - like I did - you’ll never be great at any of them, and you’ll miss out on the path of mastery. I highly, highly recommend reading “Mastery” by George Leonard. It explains the process of mastery, that plateauing - which is usually when people quit/move on (especially those with ADHD) - is a regular part of mastery; stick with it, keep working and you’ll be rewarded. I almost moved on from ultimate two years ago because I had gotten to a new plateau and didn’t see how I’d get much better; but I stuck with it and discovered tons of room for improvement. I’ve continued working and getting better and that’s kept my passion for the sport alive and well.


Caveat #2: I still play video games and otherwise idle away the time. Everyone needs downtime. But I try to limit gaming sessions to about ninety minutes at a time. Otherwise I’ll feel that I wasted quality time/effort that could have gone into productive outlets like yoga/ultimate/reading.


So, recognize that you’re a generalist where most people are specialists. Enjoy that and use it to your advantage. You should still commit yourself to a few hobbies/interests and make them lifelong practices, a journey of mastery. After all, why get one black belt when you can get three?",4.39192113869634,6.014766368883317,5.1698146738795066,81.26880021391699,71.00752823086573,8.137145442952054,27.87109447312668,8.699597902813167,2.151646744965752,3264,118,606,58,61,1058,319,797,0.046,0.7909999999999999,0.163,0.9984,3,0,2,0,0,0,121.0,1,7,23,31,16,31,0,1,41,0,42,4,0,6,8,104,90,64,0,12,21,0,4,3,0,7,2,1,1,0,36,39,0,4,11,18,1,16,7,2,1,10,17,9,75,29,112,59,32,99,0,1,4,2,38,42,0,17,44,407,111,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504761580327508,0.0,0.04242897680251632,0.0,0.04792936639278681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032549490243859634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260953833290935,0.0,0.0,0.08994051603514129,0.03680483344982936,0.0,0.058355489975594386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399347688104146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880103110994097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018500047606645,0.0,0.0,0.07643179089617905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050008198007062236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996926855249575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040327891876642236,0.09147313068268872,0.04301751160971429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260516334265753,0.03419439670306264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004330312705408,0.0,0.1904174237801259,0.0,0.0,0.052770762231039436,0.0,0.0,0.04232640484122816,0.0,0.04287717583242073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114290989581476,0.0,0.0,0.28282124913862405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047498114439039514,0.04254415233284228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676162006848983,0.07015250698927153,0.0,0.042265216005324235,0.08471712369445028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529053177055596,0.0319499145286135,0.0,0.048086307278033084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647228340065248,0.05077665322031254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050872371240848896,0.07037180572224651,0.035490908158279405,0.036916040563995424,0.046227816598314785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022572394685503,0.05097411298890068,0.09730263864757316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366514292594127,0.04569206564950032,0.26546565025213475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623405271020244,0.0,0.050909770146894184,0.2393871824333184,0.0,0.030663213884030212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03814179645546503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369683596424648,0.0,0.0,0.033878727904159814,0.0,0.07644927698803143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550700534025172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03066962845747117,0.0,0.0379990535253156,0.2511914881355773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317920252858172,0.06499368501974659,0.0,0.0935132911430628,0.0,0.0,0.041339545905054814,0.05271596652757146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919700083251626,0.0,0.04303591911957585,0.0,0.04319025167485697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575346268888222,0.0,0.0487779980447282,0.06800311181089977,0.0,0.0,0.12329263275856844
adhd,iknowguacisextra23,2018/04/18,"Question about your Dr. I have been diagnosed since I was 17. I had a great doc when I was diagnosed. I had a wonderful doc provided by my undergraduate university. But now that I’m in post grad work, the doctor that I have now isn’t a pediatric guy, nor one at a university. He spent a total of 4 minutes with me yesterday... he saw 2 people with in 10 minutes. I don’t feel like I’m being respected as a patient who’s being prescribed highly controlled substances. 


Does anyone else have this problem? Would it be worth getting retested to change doctors? ",3.202500000000001,5.4690246203703685,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,75.94444444444444,8.023703703703704,30.24444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.822148888888888,441,21,80,10,10,150,79,108,0.031,0.8140000000000001,0.155,0.9106,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,14,6,0,1,1,10,21,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,7,2,10,3,10,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,5,53,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927993334140287,0.2040961178177816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107191106289193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341117546758493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043521158308628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40776365298182893,0.1743145812958779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639966148628496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007176450075424,0.14230306564282774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406978956020743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196102860651749,0.0,0.19723175872584028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104576704656648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731532813980127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349779019344982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809490551109066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907712241984508,0.0,0.0,0.19060019217198335,0.0,0.0,0.22314103656325435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477398305662586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601562329971224,0.14501441438138368,0.0,0.0,0.14150054127254566,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Wanderingthrough42,2018/04/18,"Do I need to get re-diagnosed? Hi all,

I was diagnosed with ADD as a kid. I wasn't really treated because of an abnormal EEG made the doctor concerned that Ritalin might give me seizures. (I have never had a seizure.) A second EEG done under more normal conditions was fine, but the concern remained. I was given some life strategies, and did okay in school despite being a chronic under achiever, so my parents just sort of let it go.

Now I am an adult and it's hurting my work and my marriage. I want to seek real treatment. Do I need to go through the diagnosis part all over again? Can I allow my primary care doctor to prescribe treatment? My health insurance makes it really hard to see any type of specialist, and will probably require my primary care doctor to attempt to deal with it before letting me see a psychiatrist. Our area has a huge shortage of mental health resources, and I don't think I could go through the diagnosis part again. There are just too many hoops and we are hoping to move away within a year.

Please advise, strangers on the internet.
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adhd,lauparm,2018/04/18,"Help with organisation at work? Hi everyone,
So I am under this “improvement plan at work” with my boss. In the reports he writes about me every week: 
That my notes are inconsistent in quality, that I am ask several times the same question and that I don’t provide key elements. I am doing my best here and it’s so deheartening, but taking notes is part of my duty as a Product Manager. 
Do you have any tips to become more efficient to stay organized and writing notes?",4.4142380952380975,6.136015566666668,6.075396825396826,74.40500000000002,71.1111111111111,10.031746031746033,30.63492063492064,10.290406445055957,3.4748253968253966,371,16,68,11,7,127,68,90,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,12,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,12,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,50,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021893639751627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477527675869511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926876757062659,0.0,0.0,0.2781163501593765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328613218554344,0.2532326957669491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763362190980894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28698485997233125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968768727421208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993909327880436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824701779295973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992579100039461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453207641910427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257863309923689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858674003414098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Vermacian55,2018/04/18,"How to combat loss of motivation? Hi, i am trying my best to get a rutine going.

I try to work out 5 times a week, sleep 9 hours a day at specific times, study and eat healthy. I also want to meditate, but for some reason this takes a lot of energy for me to do.

Usually, i can do this just fine for a week, when my motivation is up. Then suddenly my motivation is lost and i begin to lose my self control. I begin to mindlessly think about pointless shit and watch a lot of youtube and other activities to numb my mind. Then my focus goes away from the rutine and i end up sleeping too late and then i don't study as much as i want to and everything just falls apart.

Then i wait until motivation strikes again, which can take a long time. And the cycle repeats.

Any thoughts on how to prevent this?

Thanks

Edit: I am currently undiagnosed \(working on it\). So i am not using any meds",2.2669902234636865,4.154173698324023,4.396588687150842,83.46739699720673,77.37988826815642,8.273882681564245,24.03666201117318,9.017664075816787,1.8691812849162013,688,23,144,17,16,237,109,179,0.112,0.7340000000000001,0.154,0.5957,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,11,10,8,1,0,9,0,10,5,3,9,0,32,24,21,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,3,7,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,1,19,3,28,22,5,33,0,3,1,0,2,8,1,3,23,100,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942635910685255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031113072103576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403089237819774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672208638731874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749640775610275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631131239721924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528110984102482,0.0,0.0,0.13227004418549088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342162803553287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780234734040753,0.0,0.08487280570920352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706885112752474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846091757138598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216033191124554,0.0,0.16707216221395366,0.16302117984188658,0.2539253861597775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588198343600366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078983687475025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978136173495988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354538335411402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579316588231232,0.0,0.15329435638866362,0.0,0.0,0.29889373862397417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456871282180674,0.0,0.0,0.1374913038670193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569041298316644,0.0,0.11855849932610205,0.2612423478478124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278278132588087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898096322479652,0.16447583037483018,0.0,0.17616804465517533,0.0,0.23958150523394195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744116811435765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vanellopevon,2018/04/18,"I need help! My assignment is late and I still can't write it. I've been working on an assignment that is 50% of one of my subject grades for about a month, sitting down at least every other day to do it but I've got a huge mental block on organising information into text. It was due 90 minutes ago. I lose 10% of my grade for the 1st 24 hours of it being late and then 20% if it's submitted the 2 days after that. After that it's a fail.
I wrote a structure plan on day 1 but I still can't change my research into a project! It took me 2 weeks to research 1 aspect  despite sitting down to do it because.... idk. Thought structure?

I've taken my meds. I've sorted my desk and am sitting at it. I've tried doing this at the library. I'm just finding it almost impossible to get more than a couple of disconnected sentenced written and every time I do it adds another 6 points to my research notes.
It's like I have so much to do that are all urgent that it's all jamming together in my head and blocking the way to the page. When I break it down into smaller tasks I lose sight of the bigger project.

I have 250 words for a months work and I fail if it's not in extremely soon. Please help! How do I do this?
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adhd,DoctorAcula_42,2018/04/18,"I used to do taxes for my job. Every year, I wait till the absolute last minute to do my own. Womp womp.

Nothing really to add to this. I just thought you guys would appreciate the irony there.",0.4646153846153816,2.8700011025641032,2.2776410256410284,92.62569230769232,89.25641025641025,6.196923076923077,18.056410256410253,7.554174236665415,0.4809548717948715,149,4,33,3,5,49,30,39,0.032,0.897,0.071,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31922535666764545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751538414095487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37598301863195455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088402990528744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635485573381349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427222186234657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30079086334978056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32723335319352664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26914768677652645,0.0,0.0,0.2439882971519962
adhd,pro_slayer,2018/04/18,"I feel like I rush many everything I do, is this a symptom synonymous with ADHD? I've realized recently, as in like a minute ago that I rush a lot of things and look for really fast progress otherwise I tend to get bored and move on. This is accurate to a lot of things from sports to relationships, using the restroom and hell, even writing this post!

Now I don't particularly understand why, but I feel like things need to be done quickly otherwise they won't be done.(and that's when I even get around to doing those things) I was wondering if any of you guys also share the same experience as I do. I feel like it might be linked to ADHD

TL;DR: I try to rush a most of the things I do to get them over with.(even when I enjoy said thing)",4.407599999999999,5.118930560000003,5.364000000000001,83.32200000000002,70.06666666666666,9.466666666666667,27.666666666666664,9.642632912329526,2.2278666666666664,584,19,125,13,10,192,89,150,0.031,0.8320000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,8,8,1,0,8,0,14,1,0,1,0,22,27,10,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,13,5,0,0,7,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,5,17,6,21,19,4,16,1,0,1,0,8,4,1,6,11,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29692973138853,0.0,0.10950617791683692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879076323764162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400792426215309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997219441221898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528380539863293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244780781091175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102514448553932,0.1208407734978196,0.0,0.0,0.18738877375450946,0.2647599332800129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362555835292533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223189091653627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414115223639241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373814869284843,0.0,0.0,0.2100497988194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524493353669644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310509383114633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129797972930116,0.0,0.09159951514504044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831222413086015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913957884762132,0.0,0.1219757466041196,0.13263018159827494,0.0,0.0,0.11750991765825827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839999462449192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924263325701948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387204419717624,0.0,0.0,0.12860412034158372,0.0,0.10669443408806646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114709743342044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396825934825946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DonaldThomas64,2018/04/18,Just brought this Key Finder 2 weeks ago lost my keys and finally found it after 2 days. now i have [this key finder](https://twitter.com/GamingNewz1/status/986528691864797184) and hopefully can find it easily the next time. ,12.350285714285713,13.755702457142856,7.754999999999999,70.63250000000005,53.0,11.571428571428573,34.64285714285714,11.20814326018867,3.9632857142857145,186,6,27,4,2,49,30,35,0.067,0.785,0.14800000000000002,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,3,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29998180761000554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182477353045927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707137899966187,0.3093024250054155,0.0,0.0,0.37105127619662936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361194608651428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694166595969024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35990498706932283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733075088932767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714536830446251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,busshaus2000,2018/04/18,"Silent alarms (with activity trackers?) Hi! Does anyone use any of the wristband activity trackers for silent alarms? I'd like to be able to program a bunch of different alarms, that can be repeated over the days.  For instance: Take meds every day at 06:45 *bzzztbzzzt* on my wrist.  Doesn't need a screen, because I mainly want to use it for buzzing me when 50 minutes of work start/stop, and the 10min short break start/stop.  I use an iPhone, if that makes a difference.  

Edit: clarification",2.9139090909090903,5.866332188888893,3.0720202020202017,87.61045454545456,82.66666666666666,5.9393939393939394,24.84848484848485,7.348242739294969,1.3286666666666664,387,15,72,6,11,118,66,90,0.08,0.8759999999999999,0.044,-0.4857,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,7,0,4,1,1,4,0,10,11,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,13,9,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,5,36,7,3,0.19899547288515146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532374540743228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914226151650227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130579326158608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667123505239003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158158302751781,0.0,0.0,0.17414227932862347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766226851010968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972191364020944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283102337600958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103911005727545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755262168185845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817000398643763,0.0,0.0,0.3327382515188439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961983031746864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156045895099536,0.0,0.0,0.11737268570258312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448710742850337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,MixableHorse,2018/04/18,"Money problems Is anyone else really bad with money ?

I cant keep track of my finances at all, its gotten so bad I took at 2 credit cards and a loan for literally no reason.

My girlfriend has found out and gone mental.

The money is gone  and I have nothing to show for it. 

Does anyone have anything that could help me keep track of my money or any money advice, if this an adhd thing or am I just an asshole ",3.3446428571428584,4.275256559523811,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.69047619047619,6.552380952380951,22.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.554847619047619,317,7,63,2,6,108,61,84,0.141,0.8,0.06,-0.8012,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,16,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,1,8,3,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483413550030465,0.20720568555627486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419631644436814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965303910560643,0.21726281804422987,0.17449308601237942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540936175091764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929885266873454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556000752721266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713447841469154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324938907218653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212776120023238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769466130918117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368918224419056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034607024408184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289623983944807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583999194141205,0.2180152251570225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087175684215156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558725677791845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tinylittlelady_3891,2018/04/18,"Advice on how to memorize information for exams? I’ll be in grad school soon and basically my exams will require me to memorize pages and pages of things. Idk if my meds will help (going to doc to check soon) but anyone have tips for how to memorize volumes of info? Anyone in a memorization heavy field of study like law/medicine/history? My memory has always sucked and I’ve typically done better in classes like math or English, where I’m not required to memorize as much as follow a process. Classes like history and bio were tougher for me...",5.910346740638005,7.134962281553397,6.760221914008322,72.80291262135924,66.96116504854369,10.15755894590846,33.16088765603329,10.290406445055957,3.6314421636615815,437,19,76,11,7,145,69,103,0.047,0.7909999999999999,0.162,0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,19,11,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,18,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,5,47,6,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28700435466206337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443854307501127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107296249823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597575059941683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005613786016725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669188708747575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686374084439914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430467124082236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262391662704325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590638828033604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972443404890903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951240264187261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Cay77,2018/04/18,"I need help improving my long-term work consistency My biggest ADHD related weakness is my long-term consistency. Daily deadlines/quotas have always my worst enemy regardless of my ability to do the given assignments. I just got an email from my Japanese teacher about my missing homework causing me to have a C-, even though my ability is definitely above that grade. I have made a daily schedule for the rest of my semester, but I never stick to it. It’s my fault, I know, but it just seems unavoidable that i’m going to fall off after a few days. Are there any strategies that i’m missing that have helped keep you accountable for your regular work? I feel like I need someone else to be helping me keep on track, but not only is that no one else’s job, but it shows a lack of determination on my part. Thanks if you have anything.",6.045093167701863,6.611297018633543,6.886515527950313,74.36554968944101,66.3913043478261,10.415155279503104,33.49130434782609,10.355215969177356,3.517665341614906,664,28,122,16,10,221,100,161,0.121,0.747,0.132,0.2382,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,6,7,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,1,20,27,6,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,3,5,0,1,3,1,23,2,16,23,5,10,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,2,5,85,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093822837375845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496755807049033,0.0,0.0,0.11847766777552893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337074887538798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897509362294653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235947254679514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910820526168453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507270024295453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809242333088095,0.1244650021250135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901499051037817,0.0,0.1393421114947258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503341712544527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288952239533706,0.309714954558028,0.0,0.0,0.09574844764200986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851165958301843,0.0,0.0,0.3083638840661393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648540894584741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836841033918645,0.13437157868713748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805806695179885,0.1325045020271843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866661615076066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860614734748932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761864907716252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040120311677386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117329009301882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536729523373584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,voldemort101,2018/04/18,"How do I convince my parents to let me get tested? Hey so I am a highschool student who performs well in school and on SAT and tests but I am pretty sure I have ADHD because I am extremely hyperactive and have always been, can never focus and never have paid attention, always procrasinate, and tend to fall asleep in class. I've even had teachers tell me to get tested but my parents think it's my own fault for bad time management and that I don't need to get tested because I perform well. But I feel as if I am severely underperforming due to my lack of efficiency. To this day I have never been able to study for a test more than the night before or have been able to focus enough to read a textbook. How would I be able to convince my conservative parents that ADHD is a real issue and that I should get tested?",7.430243902439022,5.98849604878049,8.018414634146342,74.087256097561,64.12195121951221,10.395121951219512,33.91463414634146,9.188382445141503,2.8619902439024387,648,22,125,9,8,217,94,164,0.091,0.7959999999999999,0.113,0.2047,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,21,1,1,2,4,27,31,16,0,5,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,1,1,1,4,2,2,0,6,1,19,5,18,21,4,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,94,25,13,0.3912781545529309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134935366023444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704984615164954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890030511742098,0.15901302086862512,0.0,0.11098296350890847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841140133508489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476497629894962,0.0,0.08614517695001582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659473305116873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725689151248439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613091203241742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333694743121369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670926457783474,0.3017778343243098,0.0,0.0,0.12239601404627305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434468085983328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269018340535854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046134665948506,0.14845340052361522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199812725042293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734431391535174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292501002646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399811778734482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357174743936621,0.0,0.0,0.07605247949846043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453736770691466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265092489190356,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,jeunejolie,2018/04/18,"ADHD Medication during Summer Question I am a college student with inattentive type ADHD and have been on Concerta this school year. I am still on a pretty low dose, 27mg, but it makes a big difference for me: being able to study, pay attention in class, not get overwhelmed and forget appointments and homework. I used to have really bad anxiety before I started the concerta because I felt out of control and blamed myself very harshly about my forgetful, careless, and disorganized way of life. My psychiatrist is now recommending that I take a break from the medication entirely over the summer. I am going to be working a lot of hours as a waitress as well as doing some research with a professor. I will not be studying or taking tests, but I am a little nervous to go off of the medication. Mostly I am scared that my terrible anxiety will come back. I am not really sure why, but as soon as I started taking the medication I have not had any anxiety and my self esteem has been a lot higher. I am so scared that if I stop I will go back to being a mess. Do you think I should take a break for the summer because I don't have any classes or is there a chance that the concerta actually helps my anxiety. I am not even sure if that is possible. Has anyone else experienced something similar? Thank you very much, all replies are welcome :) ",7.284991662034463,6.976235867704282,8.236211784324627,68.70911478599224,63.863813229571974,11.700833796553642,36.64508060033352,11.20814326018867,4.2823687604224565,1066,47,188,28,14,363,143,257,0.21600000000000005,0.706,0.078,-0.9876,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,10,14,0,4,19,0,32,6,0,3,3,40,48,19,0,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,7,10,0,2,4,0,1,4,6,9,1,0,4,2,28,5,26,36,6,29,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,9,13,145,35,12,0.103751153731948,0.0,0.10124615975852808,0.0,0.2493774497620361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110868463276616,0.0,0.31747739450217793,0.0,0.0,0.07254521902385817,0.1063053177424862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955646608669047,0.08662787967759003,0.12649148066320487,0.0,0.08828459019233807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937243218509232,0.0,0.0,0.11636574105004745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839787334246613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667077588577493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852665853951652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996173779362605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054205695653989854,0.0,0.1768925148364262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954221136606567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021739873475584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328250816701395,0.0,0.1039859124454756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764110414530689,0.0,0.0,0.06925470075698734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180734888398906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626903575373234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696383693546765,0.0,0.10555222255844657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162250367467686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293129156162198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774600884157512,0.10500170658647327,0.0,0.0,0.10823508062827522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987270696561326,0.0,0.0,0.14687120123146089,0.0,0.08285580539116252,0.08674061018904493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955684690957831,0.0,0.31203182246411737,0.0,0.0,0.0955201229492638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647955002345736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960768513231301,0.0,0.1712111350573534,0.0,0.08235283661372353,0.0,0.0,0.0932847472176782,0.0,0.09361927878343508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755320755871353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681234138818158
adhd,But_A_F1y,2018/04/18,"Weed as treatment for ADHD/Stimulant side effects I have read [online](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4882033/) that weed can help manage symptoms of ADHD as it releases Dopamine when used.  When I tried it I did notice that it had a significant impact on my focus levels (almost to the same degree as Methylphenidate) however it destroyed my short term memory. I have also heard that it can help lessen the side effects of stimulant medications, specifically the sleeping problems.

Is this the case? And if so why?

Also have any of you tried it as an alternative treatment and if so what were your experiences?

Also if this is not true then what are some possible explanations for the papers findings? (Yes I do realise that it is mostly based on a study of people's experiences as discussed on message boards)

(Edit: Added additional question at the end.) 
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adhd,johnGeez,2018/04/18,"IRS EXTENDS TAX DEADLINE ONE DAY (to tomorrow, the 18th) I just did a celebration dance that would put a young Tom Cruise to shame. Scared the crap out of everyone else in the house. The universe looks down upon us, shakes its head and smiles saying ""you're good people, I'll give you this one."" Sometimes I get it done in good time (which for me is a day before the deadline), and sometimes I overestimate my payment to avoid fines, get that in at the last minute and file later. And sometimes I feel like part of my problem is that half the time I'm almost rewarded or get off the hook for putting things off till the last minute. When I was younger I'd do stuff like sleep in and be super late to work/class and when I arrived, disheveled and out of breath, expecting to be fired/failed, I'd find out that the class had been cancelled for some reason or other, or a substation blew up downtown and took out the power for 6 or 7 blocks and everybody just left work anyway and didn't notice I wasn't there.

Well...off to finish my taxes!",6.523293807641636,5.777063077294692,6.114308300395262,84.74324110671941,65.57004830917874,9.07316644707949,29.92929292929293,8.00094639256281,1.7432357487922705,815,23,172,8,11,252,126,207,0.083,0.8059999999999999,0.111,0.7803,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,4,6,13,1,4,15,0,13,4,4,1,0,30,21,17,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,2,3,2,2,6,2,6,0,3,8,3,13,7,28,10,2,35,0,0,1,0,4,15,1,6,16,105,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568613802771698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530261121616148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747757506663706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866605960466827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319491605487295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947840509640662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851411397139731,0.09680298280605948,0.0,0.0,0.12384679144048075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238332436307736,0.12998630447711335,0.0,0.2273060651801842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906461398909434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635164319764366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090517648228705,0.1528526742790739,0.0,0.1472238166906203,0.0,0.0,0.13239931260972132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378793724379987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427044611681984,0.0,0.0,0.18363994424348887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673595699597172,0.0,0.09394034277060063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965755194597298,0.0,0.27243479189760883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931909434683262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775699297836358,0.13566159868321073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560031588509255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40204618615696425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511789530822218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002181186272804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580251454527467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054821620973874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299277255220046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183298260098087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972948059632951,0.0,0.0,0.09625705814542816,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Shanshan6033,2018/04/18,Sleep Help!! Hi everyone! Anybody take melatonin or something else to help with delayed sleep cycle?! On my own I can NEVER fall asleep before like 3 am! It really messes with me when I have to work day shift or have early class. I try to do all the great sleep hygiene stuff but nothing has helped so I’m thinking of trying melatonin or something. Also my adderall I take in the morning and it wears off by afternoon so that’s not the issue. If anybody here does melatonin or something else that helps please let me know! :) thanks! ,2.600481283422461,5.219562078431373,3.065579322638147,89.59965240641712,80.17647058823529,4.885561497326204,24.9590017825312,6.11248444174946,0.8104980392156862,420,16,77,3,11,130,74,102,0.013,0.778,0.209,0.9679,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,7,5,5,0,2,15,13,11,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,10,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,7,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338008957179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128350166817174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994997958508866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501412605638813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776736179649545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474240542531939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009759381950304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136506723084988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103140745077568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478992271391743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577648591257447,0.0,0.07537489912208857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189925899835748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803873578652124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935644515581194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883766464488272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631833774344719,0.0,0.0,0.3563238602110492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661716636479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320032872993152,0.0,0.0,0.14204309260804573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885834093344772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094961104961818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231988900600616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Fart_Bringer,2018/04/18,"I hate myself That phrase was a lot easier to type, than it is to say out loud, but it doesn’t make it any less true in my mind.

I filed my taxes tonight, but let’s face it, it’s not like I had a choice. Very few of us will file an extension, because it probably takes just us much effort as it does to file. I filed because it’s the deadline, even though I tell my self every year when the 1099s and the W-2 shows up, that this year will be different, but it never is. 

I also told myself last month that I would get my 13 year old nephew a birthday present mailed before his birthday, but his birthday was March 27th (I had to look on my calendar) and I still haven’t sent him anything. 

I’m not suicidal or anything, please don’t get the wrong impression, but I’m fed up in dealing with my shortcomings. It’s one thing after another and even though I try not to dwell on things I cannot change, nights like tonight make it really hard not to hate myself.

I got home from work tonight and sat in the recliner, while my brain was screaming at my body to get up and start my tax return, but it took a phone call from a friend to get me up and moving. 

To be honest, I’m simply exhausted. I’m exhausted from feeling helpless and unmotivated and exhausted from feeling trapped in a body that my mind cannot motivate. 

I hate myself because I am medicated and I still feel this way. When my mind isn’t screaming at me to file my taxes, buy a birthday present, or clean my house, it’s busy trying to convince me that I am a lazy excuse for a man, and I often believe it.",5.849133986928103,4.805104367283949,6.33800290486565,83.56807189542486,67.05555555555556,9.722294843863473,31.095860566448803,8.841846274778883,2.1631167755991285,1221,39,270,17,17,398,161,324,0.171,0.728,0.101,-0.9792,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,0,3,11,18,3,1,15,0,21,9,4,3,2,39,46,25,1,1,13,1,4,2,1,3,4,4,2,2,23,12,1,0,4,1,4,3,11,11,0,1,11,9,42,7,34,29,4,39,0,1,1,0,18,13,0,4,24,175,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080344129808438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871218678979055,0.10595159667642068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662983051891668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847832315055632,0.0,0.08597950250536793,0.11384000132416272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447029636042604,0.0,0.11279655438717355,0.1031754222932784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688929018062587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417011072495737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556763306394068,0.0,0.0,0.08842274346754132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334748906178689,0.0,0.08513244351005042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326997467940592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806498250518785,0.0,0.21116159615778146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081270818775345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905139986139038,0.2992748738354903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135360328863907,0.0,0.0,0.1165891765697145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236290997434641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332253427202392,0.0,0.09872826738412087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485003186087982,0.0,0.0,0.08590249752275035,0.0,0.0,0.1348929570669439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178942469695264,0.0,0.0,0.3060715697115514,0.0,0.08065095044731717,0.10739190841245826,0.0742776710678908,0.0,0.0779300030743571,0.0,0.0,0.09482129566213887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602683174553867,0.0,0.06846883552605773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091403501240203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894062238107824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473024505728626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803528432706952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540909082517466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151821618436148,0.0,0.16138492372663232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052380865579414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597118818487884,0.0,0.08831536971093303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425594645170186,0.0,0.19854697181545705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655018856864486,0.11226164434834232,0.1372020941580217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430827428484897,0.0,0.0,0.08337042842663701,0.0,0.08020262546983316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355995273955919,0.0,0.0,0.07177750689842274,0.11047382547933683,0.0,0.19520366559757327
adhd,CloudyConscience,2018/04/18,"Have ADHD, but not on meds yet So I went to a psychiatrist a few months ago. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I got prescribed some antidepressants, but I also got some tests done at a clinic to see if I have ADHD. Peed in a cup, got blood drawn and tested, and got an EKG done on me. Turns out I do have ADHD but I didn't get put on anything because I didn't want it to interfere with my antidepressants. Now that a few months have passed, I'm considering talking to my psychiatrist on getting on some meds for my ADHD. I feel like I have been taking care of my depression pretty well that it's time for me to help my ADHD. I don't really know what I'm accomplishing by posting this, I just feel I needed a non-judgemental place to speak this. ",3.0782688172043,4.44167428387097,4.977822580645165,82.38006720430108,73.90322580645163,8.521505376344086,24.52956989247312,9.075114841892004,1.7766666666666673,594,18,125,13,12,204,87,155,0.08900000000000001,0.792,0.119,0.6775,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,0,13,3,1,0,0,21,31,9,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,11,4,20,3,20,20,5,19,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,4,7,86,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712983566740981,0.0,0.09902857074968367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933841243298346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546163793633071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193189261017372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681004021682875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390084621700546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243986115536815,0.11338833190789815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22864637953497466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297287996261217,0.07980918910472437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673291053260013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573946326008774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488018223631626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139561992430358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054578286077065656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481802704568374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833962906590592,0.0,0.0,0.08283522663959829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167183549454073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069920499535022,0.1136542756602858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123043897770342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715674634262517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902235862039555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399574614708162,0.08979225243936796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514189104072929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151379574575187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589237731359944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044516466062478,0.10356088631255107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,throwaway143414,2018/04/18,"Everything I need to know about meds? Hello fellow ADHD folks. I just want to know any/all info I should know about ADHD/ADD meds, such as how it impacts your health in the long run, side effects, whether age impacts the side effects, types of meds, subsitutes, potential risks, etc. I'm completely lost in the world of meds and could use a bit of assistance/advice. Thanks!",5.352,6.781193057142861,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.42857142857143,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,294,10,55,5,5,90,51,70,0.07400000000000001,0.863,0.063,-0.1986,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,15,11,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,10,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811521963377649,0.15495746279907627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731226150137555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626266455945085,0.0,0.0,0.12660907732291365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685282336679886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251680851052584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685576009313794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261445694902405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033371112519227,0.0,0.0,0.1731031303294774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7045634346625387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758120757305608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599437395524986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369577162229984,0.0,0.0,0.09353152769293904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shyanguine,2018/04/18,"What strategies work for you all when dealing with executive dysfunction? This shit is preventing me from getting a job (becuase im so overwhelmed with applications that I can hardly get myself to get through them) and even when I do, I take exponentially long. 

Also, it's fucking up my relationships with people becuase i will want to respond to people and text them back, call them, etc. but sometimes i struggle to do so because I care soo much about what theyll think of me and my self that i cant even fucking reach out and respond back to them. and then by the time i do, i either sound fake or disingenuous bc of how long it took for me to get back to them.
I feel like Ive been getting a little bit better with this recently but it's harrrd

I'm also interested in hearing other stories related to executive dysfunction that deal with other scenarios",5.6080449069003295,6.5726752590361475,6.502683461117197,75.32013691128152,67.49397590361447,9.168893756845565,33.163198247535604,9.339509955726095,3.0451879518072302,687,30,125,13,11,228,102,166,0.104,0.7929999999999999,0.103,0.2316,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,6,2,13,10,3,2,3,0,10,3,1,1,1,21,25,16,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,12,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,4,24,4,24,21,5,15,0,1,0,2,15,4,3,1,11,96,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231128467928908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32179583235717496,0.0,0.08503662748039706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337455987441262,0.15229558148236888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244295674234958,0.0,0.14222741013367865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28763242729770816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555770375193632,0.1842740998571087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053433168447502,0.09965733046098504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579271287407984,0.36440948627340736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496272176612487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572242761601292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068167423573497,0.0,0.13843014479916482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815162956284614,0.1398135471807679,0.0,0.2469025105205557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025470102440794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934205643614101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773735100653664,0.14976854321829014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455267371911588,0.0,0.14319259377470311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137966993967171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583349745963772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488506304847556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938462417815027,0.0,0.0,0.08134234961065591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549873040914873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227947802081571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155613549383967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,crew-dawg,2018/04/18,"VA refuses to help Hey everyone, never posted on here before but so just wanted to say how glad I am I found this community. My whole life I have always tried to figure out what is wrong with me, why I get home from class or work and know I have things to do but I’ll sit down and not do them. I would rather sit on my ass and stare at the wall worrying about all the things I have to do rather than start on just a single one. Almost every single post describing how individuals feel in this sub resonates with me and makes me feel like I’m not alone. That my whole life I haven’t just been lazy or depressed, that there is some reason behind the drive in me that refuses to just start. That being said, I am not 100% sure that I have ADHD as it’s speculation and self diagnosis at this point. I recently got out of the military, and have insurance through the VA. This means I have to go through my GP just to talk with a Med provider. Can’t even get a one on one session with a therapist. I’ve tried multiple times telling them I want to be tested for ADHD, I want to at least try a low dosage of meds if there is any hope it might change or alter my motivation to even get up out of bed when my alarm goes off. I cannot keep living this way and I need help but the VA is absolutely horrible. Is there anyone here that has any experience with them? And if not, what kind of expense would I possibly be looking at if I try and go through a private doctor out of pocket? I’m not sure of all my options so even a little light on the matter would be greatly appreciated.",3.703928273561303,4.307504009174316,4.929753961634699,86.19244578815682,71.5993883792049,8.391937725882679,24.955379482902426,8.575989854853784,1.342585321100918,1229,33,276,20,22,408,167,327,0.106,0.804,0.09,-0.8495,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,21,11,0,1,14,0,29,4,1,5,5,71,53,24,0,13,21,0,2,1,0,4,3,2,2,1,17,18,0,3,8,0,1,3,9,4,0,3,4,7,32,7,49,41,8,36,0,2,2,1,13,22,1,11,7,196,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425934089300668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106553099689122,0.1045317123494334,0.0,0.0,0.0839807778118023,0.0,0.0,0.13726997716660333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705717056669302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588290445343097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676919996256806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692975609795432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330481861076418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998739717907024,0.0,0.08503679712969146,0.09644171434097304,0.0,0.09872765197171676,0.0,0.0,0.10206518381245876,0.07210349562295629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066312877374372,0.0,0.0,0.15819326692940994,0.0,0.11472023159894087,0.0,0.08072191503409222,0.11127426685100797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530078309748905,0.0,0.10123973242001127,0.10024498921644864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971008110339697,0.0,0.10510172747220667,0.055467783373564686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257787533031208,0.0493086730414256,0.1011570894037256,0.08912190624992808,0.0,0.08475470277027435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737070235139955,0.0,0.0,0.10994096112852073,0.22421810377132875,0.0,0.0,0.10706941915109908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483736482521545,0.07784244864260224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517573217482765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541026065121744,0.11378196364904505,0.19332362330835406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377153077562272,0.09965493195009316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600632235276904,0.08026256677570083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529066361248496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428757308024169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902482427438914,0.0,0.0,0.0811226796483527,0.08821614730999351,0.0,0.0,0.11718601956861426,0.13410510976958245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885234655577123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27409589495236625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859111685684545,0.08011251774467935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107246867477292,0.22536661641535474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347730806346592,0.10249801135499467,0.0,0.2150905944057257,0.11034970803249933,0.0,0.0
adhd,JayHills22,2018/04/18,"Need Advice. Vyvanse stopped working, and I run a business... Sseriously don't know what to do. Even took 40 minutes to write this. Vyvanse isn't work anymore and my ADHD is back to ruining my life. Except now I have a lot more to loose. My employees are slowly noticing something is up and I'm getting weird looks from them. Has anyone had this issue and what ended up being the solution? I've done a lot of Googling, and any threads I've found went unanswered. This is terrifying me.

Background:

Impulsively started my own company 4 years ago. First two years I never expanded or grew, mainly because of my deliberating ADHD symptoms. I was doing contract work, and worked for myself. I choose this because I kept getting fired because of my ADHD symptoms.
Finally went to the doctor. First we tried Concerta. Didn't work, anxiety through the roof. When I get anxiety, forget trying to do anything, my brain just shuts off.

After that we switched to Vyvanse. Holly shit, I felt normal. Not high, just normal. I was able to think ahead, plan ahead, remember stuff, be on top of appointments, I had my confidence back, able to look people in the eyes when talking to them instead of staring at the floor. Two years and now it doesn't work. I take it and i get no effect. I'm in on other medication.

My ADHD symptoms when I'm off meds (or they don't work, as is the case right now).

*Extremely ""fidgety."" Can't sit still. Always tapping, drumming, shaking, moving my hands. I don't even realize I'm doing it.

* I can't remember things to save my life. A client will call me, ""Hey Ryan, we had an appointment scheduled for today at 10:30am, but you didn't show up, just wondering if you were still going to make it?"" Sure enough, I look down at the clock, noon. Wtf happened and how did I not notice my calendar ringtone?

*As an effective boss, I have to be on top of things. Reviewing and QAing my employees work and catching things they might have done wrong. I used to be extremely effective at catching problems immediately and turning them into teaching moments. Now a repaired item goes back to the client, then client calls and reports xyz issue is still happening. My executive functioning is gone.

*Can't speak or talk well. I'm very intelligent and extremely knowledge in my line of work, but when I talk to people off meds, they think I'm high or drunk. Actually had one client ask me if I was high. I loose my train of thought, stutter, can't remember works or details when I need them. So running a business or having any discussion is brutal. People don't respect what I have to say when I'm not in my meds.

*Can't get myself up out of bed anymore. Used to be at the office by 8am every day. Employees get in at 9am. Now, I can't do it. I don't get why. I literally made an employee wait 20 minutes while I ""tried"" to get ready, then ended up just giving him the door codes. I then strolled in at 2pm and made some bullshit excuse.

*Anger and mood problems. I had neither while on Vyvanse. I was always happy and just myself.

Any idea how I can get Vyvanse working again? I've tried protein in the morning, that usually just makes me more tired. Up til the day my Vyvanse stopped working, I was eating very healthy, working out, had great habits. Then after it stopped working, I have slowly slipped over the past 10 days. I drink plenty of water. Yes, I have a carbon monoxide detector. Haven't visited any other countries, so I doubt I have a parasite.",2.094739603882271,4.717581202398804,3.4363613587942865,86.05717440621798,82.55322338830584,6.149206975459639,26.46747021226229,7.475848149327749,1.6729097451274364,2710,118,508,44,76,882,304,667,0.105,0.8109999999999999,0.083,-0.9319,4,0,2,0,0,0,119.0,3,2,7,24,32,18,3,2,24,1,61,16,4,12,2,90,109,46,0,8,20,0,3,0,0,2,8,2,2,0,21,23,4,5,17,4,0,13,22,11,1,5,27,10,75,6,74,75,10,107,0,1,5,0,27,40,1,14,53,340,96,19,0.10360871932030824,0.0,0.05055358215958928,0.0,0.2490350927948563,0.050622620698775087,0.045921439142525305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621075439595059,0.0,0.0,0.14091496406436788,0.0,0.0792603866905002,0.0,0.1027520090723622,0.036222812785737316,0.0,0.0426305739827993,0.0,0.04843008320773229,0.0,0.0,0.11950306465911867,0.0,0.09473837045444287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783079811111017,0.10579608657531146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022857893916044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053023957250841317,0.0,0.1060276920436885,0.0,0.05074855034124913,0.0,0.053008792904904865,0.0,0.0,0.09176657262063212,0.05352775170716955,0.0,0.06843258195395939,0.0,0.04364740731739107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974030928219391,0.0567491438306035,0.0,0.0881295237253154,0.0,0.056800806470143884,0.0,0.0,0.2435907579870223,0.04969546225041978,0.029441611426802444,0.0,0.0,0.05711448941077533,0.0,0.0,0.0916208483218984,0.05514670415638771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164202450712992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848081640798406,0.0,0.10814058458003936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02847032126817326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731819025297868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305078445594556,0.0,0.0,0.0880844280832611,0.0,0.098037075374905,0.06915962468119646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262889537657294,0.05218744226255285,0.0,0.054956239024350116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505983589578452,0.0,0.07682455255469299,0.03995471580738125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151454671986157,0.0,0.11795921366013888,0.0,0.0,0.03510397481308625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945312308109583,0.10774386063348336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913955172635018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605272251573229,0.04424064009555937,0.0,0.04119690607650035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317643074249629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988152699840861,0.0,0.0,0.03666739240303296,0.0,0.12411308562905547,0.12993229296468498,0.0,0.0,0.05930359772641727,0.0,0.0,0.04882499590028155,0.16153369566583892,0.038950431332328735,0.1249151459416941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324954396852487,0.06638828380372808,0.0,0.04112687496703557,0.0,0.05954149070018445,0.049104475633042606,0.0,0.057556549712022814,0.14068703872706845,0.056348267313891524,0.10121066384020673,0.0,0.0,0.08948466753249723,0.05705518330085454,0.08548804422213556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657834078796445,0.09604632082126636,0.046745376940592866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056179618225404716,0.5279986714735313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663993490375657,0.0,0.10008092744547177
adhd,its-taylor,2018/04/18,"No one believes that I need my meds! Has this happened to you?? Have you ever had this experience? I’m truly not an addict, but I can’t even read a paragraph without meds. 

How did you overcome this with family, therapists, doctors, etc.?",2.328666666666667,4.95377786666667,3.9155555555555566,83.02000000000002,81.44444444444446,6.2666666666666675,26.777777777777786,7.554174236665415,1.8275777777777784,184,8,33,3,5,61,38,45,0.037000000000000005,0.888,0.075,0.3822,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,7,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580032106258285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666439535464365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223987399936514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639475410973709,0.1563170771238064,0.2140798858675712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150685801010504,0.2231096633551486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928485824074802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257699102167899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548643005715267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037245947847428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367321898854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747899565241613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281396454136016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ja151,2018/04/18,"Hello internet strangers. I need advice. This isn't really ADHD related, so feel free to delete this right away. I just don't know where to post this. I will be deleting this post one hour after it's submission. 

So as I said, this isn't really ADHD related. I do have ADHD, and, is it does with most things, does have an effect on the issues I'm having. 6 months my girlfriend dumped me. It fucked my up pretty good. I'm still pretty fucked up. Not because of her being gone, but because of the fact that my world revolved around her and now I have absolutely nobody in my life. I love my coworkers, and we all get along really well, but none of them would really consider me anything that just a co-worker. Which I'm totally cool with. I'm a weird guy, and awkward to hang out around. I generally prefer this as it's very difficult for me to feel comfortable with people on a more personal level. And that's part of the reason my world revolved around my ex. She was the first person that I could actually feel comfortable around. 

Anyways, the reason this is all relevant is because there is a girl at work. A girl that I really like. I've had a crush on her for a few months, but I've been blocking all those thoughts out, because I was still so fucked up and didn't want to make it worse. I was pretty positive that she had no interest in me anyways.. Until this week. I had to leave early, and since she had a task that she needed to complete by EOD, and I need to approve and publish all changes, I gave her my number and told her to text me when she was done and I'd just run the pipelines from my phone. This was on Monday. We haven't stopped texting since. We actually have a lot in common. Which is really unusual for me. And I've kind of been opening up to her, which doesn't ever happen. And I get those weird fluttering feelings in my heart whenever I get a text from her, or I see her at work. I think I really like her and I'm fucking scared.

I have a pretty good history of fucking up any relationship I have. My last girlfriend dumped me because I couldn't get my shit together. I knew it was coming, but by the time I did something about I guess it was too late. If I start a relationship with this girl from work, there's a pretty good chance I will fuck it up. And honestly, I don't know if I can handle that again. It's pretty rare for me to connect with someone, so when I do fall for someone I fall fucking hard. And I know she was also recently hurt pretty bad, probably worse than I was. 

I do not want to hurt her. I think that's what I'm most afraid of. I couldn't live with myself if I put her through even more pain. I don't know what to do and I have literally no friends so I have nobody to ask for help.",2.612397246804328,4.019611718584073,4.155870206489677,87.62987217305803,75.17699115044249,7.570894788593904,23.88298918387413,8.238735603445708,1.2525012782694196,2131,64,462,36,45,711,228,565,0.131,0.71,0.159,0.9681,0,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,3,0,1,6,29,35,10,3,21,1,52,12,2,4,7,88,98,36,0,13,13,1,5,2,3,3,2,1,0,6,36,35,0,2,16,0,1,7,15,20,1,2,24,8,83,16,69,66,13,61,0,2,1,8,41,29,8,8,25,329,119,4,0.0,0.0,0.11843478453867785,0.0,0.21878581322352775,0.05929826254760648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852779448939422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126619888812675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993654879365742,0.21608125598327024,0.056729970705053326,0.0,0.05701323115969624,0.0,0.05066737488674821,0.18495752448851693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419406678321271,0.052272623350770785,0.06362447446428968,0.0,0.0,0.04845005959951157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620737568222847,0.062099293096016465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008023641903896,0.054890819327035496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122731634744756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051616526010729816,0.0,0.0,0.046883169416693175,0.3927001252363686,0.1268164619944251,0.0,0.0,0.15269287240550464,0.0,0.0,0.06684864430879636,0.06008524169273645,0.05366135774513372,0.0,0.054359624448977135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190908603500064,0.04067421835616554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976006500308964,0.0,0.12992379929149148,0.0,0.0,0.06333679181324943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631915132336595,0.13339811823813327,0.04946435825720599,0.06845253299637707,0.0642540336604166,0.0,0.0,0.04286186303714664,0.05929283447515945,0.0,0.05358378262327385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515901139721453,0.05476834933791618,0.0,0.040506057622365886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968724273572371,0.0,0.0,0.13498597340301688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112005040824214,0.0,0.06457048659409621,0.0,0.0,0.0657132626916482,0.0,0.042069623207605635,0.10597128294868748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162341723060584,0.4321516162327652,0.06542602702963092,0.0,0.0,0.06100269972275287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721234622248457,0.1247834877313304,0.05991667408881584,0.1303006472418822,0.0,0.05182254603669943,0.0577229788261501,0.0,0.060753795142955425,0.0,0.04835611699874751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062289741384121126,0.10039442593415476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283221550167927,0.04671637355211666,0.0,0.0,0.04295140456258068,0.0,0.0969222880421832,0.05073330930770272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04031477418364457,0.0777658254104125,0.0,0.04817514770855927,0.03538446917720153,0.0,0.0,0.05798475452904424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050069439521216334,0.0715842526772152,0.0,0.04867586241597712,0.0,0.05456087896973369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671040796523638,0.0,0.1236813574404985,0.0431071257333976,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ImaginarySpider,2018/04/18,"I cleaned our whole fridge... Just to avoid doing my taxes. 

Even got the wine(?) That had pooled under the vegetable crisper a year ago.

Don't worry, did my taxes too.",0.4628124999999983,2.911842156250003,0.9185000000000016,99.8765,96.1875,2.5600000000000005,15.775,3.1291,-1.2458575,127,3,26,0,5,38,29,32,0.07,0.8540000000000001,0.076,0.0531,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415376999112784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094994523729135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747744435391708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231642994575801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758761626655669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175676900209514
adhd,kellywhoubre,2018/04/18,"Left my house to fill up gas tank and arrived back home two hours later with $100 of unnecessary groceries and a near empty gas tank. Also forgot to schedule appointment in order to get meds refilled that have (obviously) been empty for a week. 

I seriously don't understand how I managed to fuck up such simple tasks today. :(",8.81207650273224,7.805743868852461,9.169508196721313,65.53765027322407,61.13114754098361,11.4120218579235,36.72677595628414,10.504223727775694,3.93194644808743,260,10,43,5,3,87,51,61,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,11,5,0,13,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,6,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234194553924298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251859914444816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707380132014477,0.15300368098087047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375558181042244,0.0,0.2884013566481854,0.3379132096418871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181857984745893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252938246247145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775905386526253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860749690389469,0.3048704515398269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490912796133065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ThisIsMyADHDAccount,2018/04/18,"[USA PSA]IRS Gives Taxpayers an Extra Day to File After Computer Crash, Taxes/Extensions are now due April 18. ## The 2018 deadline for most people to file 2017 taxes or file for an extension is now __Midnight Wednesday April 18__




[Link](https://www.irs.gov/newsroom/irs-provides-additional-day-to-file-and-pay-for-taxpayers-through-wednesday-april-18-irs-processing-systems-back-online) to the IRS news release.


If you are doing your taxes right now like I am, this should take some of the pressure off. =)



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adhd,lilajord,2018/04/18,"People telling me I seem nervous?? (On meds) Long time lurker and lover of this sub. Finally signed up to post this question (btw thanks dex, I’ve been meaning to sign up for 2 years!)

Ok so recently diagnosed (3 months) at 36 with ADHD-PI after a lifetime of procrastination problems causing serious issues at study, work and home. I started on Ritalin, now have been on Dexamphetamine (I’m in Aus) for maybe 2 months

I’m a self employed designer, as part of my job I email out work then have a meeting to discuss, often on the phone. 3 times now, clients and “bosses” (not my boss but they refer clients and approve my designs) have commented that I seem nervous??

I’m really hate it, it makes me feel so unprofessional :( I know what they’re commenting on, it’s the overstimulated effect of the meds. I’m already on a low dose. I’ve been saying ohhh no just too much coffee and trying to laugh it off. But it’s been making me seriously consider a change in medication.

For what it’s worth the procrastination has been creeping back in and the “piles of stuff” have been reappearing around the house. My psych said to up my dose but the over-stimmed feeling is intolerable for me. I’ve been trying to help myself in other ways by getting back on top of daily cardio, water and protein breakfast. I’m having one weak coffee mid morning and would like to keep it in if possible. (I used to have maybe 3 double shot coffees a day pre meds, so the one weak is a big deal to coffee loving me!)

I know I need to talk to my doctor and I will. Just wondering if anyone here has struggled with something similar, and what they chose to do?

Thanks reddit :)",3.483113425925921,5.405918593750003,4.740972222222221,82.18162037037038,74.0,7.4907407407407405,26.85185185185185,8.285830014693849,1.8481921296296293,1290,48,248,22,27,426,181,320,0.124,0.768,0.108,-0.7589,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,2,5,13,17,1,3,15,1,20,13,0,7,0,46,45,20,0,5,8,0,2,1,1,2,9,2,1,1,15,14,2,1,11,0,1,0,2,10,0,2,8,4,23,7,47,35,3,42,0,1,0,2,18,24,0,7,17,155,38,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501161311838047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397068511463807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855118459013424,0.0,0.0,0.10000698344574983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276602908874306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540477860262133,0.11884149682286485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245041637183262,0.11581826263265226,0.0,0.11402338056906455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149854010053638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136056018217418,0.0,0.0,0.12306367533459554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869334550844596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091311988314377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529956012711808,0.0,0.11268681738702307,0.0,0.0,0.12962601055237946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725443674512795,0.11148074657125766,0.09985351882533547,0.0,0.0,0.12347895093101514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488396009941701,0.0,0.0,0.09941792751529148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139180986641608,0.0,0.1499764934504516,0.0,0.2257225365057431,0.1223718861547939,0.3743553629180191,0.11317137171818112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933844738138488,0.0,0.0825832933805423,0.08329915797088926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224984441163594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165396103915065,0.0,0.07788285184750482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664718735588504,0.10759127526121384,0.0,0.0,0.10749481651113003,0.0,0.0,0.12584722244050392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196828792968328,0.0,0.1109228249615232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106861670377427,0.08933778259847891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045413911972943,0.11719578370510718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864853098934915,0.0,0.0,0.07951528022207126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174428242886307,0.12860315071117542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902951476556152,0.0981906672892692,0.20685632797916928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131013456290351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254383492880885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702623977478213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917076765924865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182862737718254,0.16357064164269156,0.0,0.0,0.07980356445072727,0.0,0.0,0.07234368621254184
adhd,rosaliext,2018/04/18,"Ritalin headache New Ritalin user. What's the deal with the headache that happens when it begins to wear off? My doctor said she'd never heard of it happening before. 

Any insights?",3.5331818181818164,6.626745272727272,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,81.12121212121212,6.936363636363637,29.46212121212121,8.07648339933343,2.7356121212121214,146,7,23,3,4,46,29,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849529603070265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859159749585444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464069679585111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439159180629255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942571961437256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25914819414238977,0.3245162538444857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31961822242004595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,niallmc66,2018/04/19,"Friends, what are they good for? Everything apparently. For years i've been happy to live in my own small bubble, doing what seems like the minimum to keep in touch with all of my friends, sure I go out with them but it's always at their invitation or as part of a group.

This year I want to do things differently, I don't want to be a hermit or that person you talk to or out invite out to places out of obligation. 

I wonder if ADHD has any part to play in my interactions with my friends, or lack of in this case. 

I'd been thinking of messaging a certain friend and seeing how she was getting on, she's been struggling to find work and i'd been meaning to ask her about her job search and whether she'd had any luck with interviews, i'd been meaning to message her for quite a while but I just couldn't make the jump to actually sending the message.

I seem to make easy decisions hard, or easy tasks hard because of anxiety or because i've been distracted.

Anyway, back to the story. Like I said, i'd been meaning to message this friend for some time, it just so happens that she'd been seeing all of the posts i'd been making on Facebook about going to the gym and she wanted to congratulate me on the progress i'd been making. She messaged me just when I was going to message her myself! 

At first we were just talking about the gym and how i'd been trying to get back into a routine and what I was doing when I was there. We chatted back and forth for a while about the gym and then work but then things got more serious. We discussed some of our issues with anxiety and over-thinking things, it's not often I have those types of conversations with friends, I was glad to open up about it.

The conversation continued today, more about work and careers. I did manage to bring up the topic of ADHD and maybe going back on medication or getting therapy.

I guess I need to thank that friend, not just for the encouragement in getting back to the gym and getting fit but for the hours we spent talking about life in general and work and the future. 

And with that I bring up the main point of this post, everything up to this point is pretty much stream of consciousness rambling so if you're still with me( a funny joke considering the subreddit this is in!) thanks for reading. With all of that talk about future careers and potential decisions to be made I think I found the push I needed to speak up to my parents about the issues i've been having lately with work and just life in general. I'm going to be contacting my doctor and will try to get a referral for a specialist and hope that I can find something that will work for me, whether it's just therapy or if it's the next step with medication.

I even brought up the fact that i'd like to get back into speech therapy and try and improve things overall.

Thanks for reading!

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adhd,RubyLight,2018/04/19,"How do you guys perform in school without medication? I just wrote an exam for ""college physics 2"" which is algebra based and equivalent to grade 12 physics (I don't know for certain because I didn't take it in high school though). Going into the exam I had an 87 in the class and my mark definitely dropped after that exam.... I know I passed it though.

I have an 83 in ""college math 2"" but my mark is low because I choke on tests and don't do as well as I could. I get 100s on all the online homework. 

My reason for asking how you guys do is because my grades are going to drop a little and I'm worried. I paid for the insurance plan but didn't get the benefits card until March 1st so I went all school year without being able to afford medication/having medication for ADHD... I inquired about the card in early October and didn't hear back and forgot about it. I inquired again and got it lol. 

Without medication I pull 80s but tbh I don't think 80s are good enough for what I want to do next year. Electronic Engineering Technology doesnt require as much math as pure EE but I still have to do calculus 1 2 and 3 and diff EQs. An 83 in math 12 doesnt cut it for this shit. I've taken adderal before and it made me feel more alert but it didn't do anything for my symptoms of inattention. The coverage runs until next semester so I am going to talk to my doctor in two weeks about Vyvanse and other options. 

Do you guys think that difference in academic performance is noticeable with the right medication? 70s are average and 80s are okay but I didn't get 90s and I'm mad tbh. I tell myself that I have ADHD (I have a formal diagnosis and my symptoms are consistent with what I've read online) but it still isn't good enough.

I envision finding the right medication and getting really good grades but I don't know if that will happen. If I find the right medication for me can I expect it to correct my symptoms? When I study I picture a tiny circle which is my focus and a larger circle surrounding it where tons of stuff is running through the larger circle. The contents of the larger circle interferes with the content of the smaller circle (my focus). Sometimes it takes me like 10 minutes to read a single paragraph and I don't know what to do.",3.8069703279541898,5.180803663716818,5.23231650182197,81.227753774076,72.09734513274336,8.061009890681937,28.11712649661635,8.583994105835817,2.0870463820926606,1784,67,347,31,34,599,203,452,0.066,0.865,0.069,-0.2413,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,4,17,12,3,0,24,2,42,11,1,4,5,63,71,40,0,5,14,0,1,1,0,1,10,1,1,3,23,21,0,3,12,2,1,8,16,4,1,1,13,2,47,8,51,55,8,44,0,1,0,0,11,19,1,3,16,237,70,23,0.0789470110457822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897579310953732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496666336939097,0.0,0.07380479826468753,0.0,0.0,0.06070537838603856,0.0,0.14437609552153385,0.0,0.06717809167784379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303276434330175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248282352808006,0.0,0.08080561107664888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314673255317402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991798087701619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443122757002968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164986219414815,0.0,0.13460221713570455,0.19865102174889887,0.0631411366800221,0.0,0.0,0.2345098589001592,0.06981258114127732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897901914259078,0.0,0.0,0.08341185166155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354885051222774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856952182940969,0.07912564519184516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470157071038855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771848478909223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803513687816424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792208376300474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988169533288907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793675045634112,0.0,0.05057547682968026,0.08117067596118631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226094822187451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396957698742877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103797233946229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808061259412398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609437000234638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037543974051232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461685182416375,0.11871665445935517,0.06345461701897155,0.06900316738438121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117211387509407,0.1551300750332245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711975834236165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656499256132763,0.0,0.06332653025062936,0.0,0.07098284408503189,0.07318467017569827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830630425242526,0.0,0.0,0.08017452189610279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167857346810644
adhd,chett_steadmen,2018/04/19,"Question about Vyvanse/Adderall prescriptions in California Is it true you have to have a follow-up appointment with your doctor once a month in CA? If not, then how often? I currently live in TX and have to go in for a prescription follow-up appointment once every six months. Will be moving to CA soon and will want to upgrade my insurance if I have to go to the doctor more often.

Thanks!",5.6008,6.608492813333335,6.3080000000000025,76.55400000000003,67.53333333333333,9.733333333333334,29.666666666666664,9.888512548439397,2.8996666666666666,311,11,56,7,5,102,50,75,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.8797,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,12,12,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,13,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,5,43,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874392694786287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006212044564788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706511982548516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025890883506787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801204371019933,0.2530773595385372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071669987221444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667420282747556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922325903027992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404457292937325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Shenataio,2018/04/19,"Advice for ADHD and Relationships I had been taking Adderall IR for about 7 months and my girlfriend said it had changed me. One night we sat down and talked and she cried to me, telling me how it’s made me different than I was before. I still am not sure what this means, but I tried to go off my meds for her. It’s been 25 days and I am struggling, I am losing everything and forgetting assignments for class, I’m super inattentive and tend to zone out in class and when people talk to me. My girlfriend is saying I shouldn’t go back on it because I’m addicted to it, although I feel as if I’m more so dependent rather than addicted. Have you guys experienced anything similar? I’d really like to go back on my meds, but this is holding me back. Thanks in advance :)",3.999648093841646,5.049839709677421,4.979002932551321,84.46304985337244,71.25806451612901,8.733137829912026,28.284457478005862,9.095868883498916,2.161774193548387,605,22,126,12,11,198,96,155,0.065,0.8290000000000001,0.106,0.8594,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,9,6,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,1,24,26,16,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,8,4,22,4,21,17,1,19,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,2,9,86,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32524573508955096,0.17927946947944914,0.1457721717960744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122758388811274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441193093361117,0.0,0.0909357504802812,0.0,0.1269370146177705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780746567234574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386183201975835,0.09620559232425796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585621910948186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406895233540478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542740788763537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543389247505885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770679271438064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728794140169797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688876858407334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411530773858291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249540556036998,0.3313997925096128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907013389882112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999071688963774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108490189845304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341922474864727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556538272055744,0.0,0.0,0.16015821980984854,0.0,0.0,0.14189967166864922,0.11863001929087527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913141984565635,0.0,0.0,0.15595019381164213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059575723409135,0.0,0.11216110286927147,0.23980257393226245,0.13038560411850034,0.13734038088284886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128009423314698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mowens76,2018/04/19,"Weighted Blankets? I’m a 42 year old male and I was diagnosed with ADHD only a year ago. I probably should have been diagnosed much earlier as I have struggled my whole life with anxiety, depression, and attention issues. Anyway, I happened to come across some info on weighted blankets having a positive effect for people with anxiety and ADHD. I remembered I always loved piling blankets on me. I even loved those led vests they put on you at the dentist for X-rays. They made me feel safe. 

So about a week ago I bought a 25 pound weighted blanket and when I tried it out, I realized I’ve been missing out my whole life. The first thing I do when I get home from work now is lay back in my recliner with that blanket and I feel the world melt away. It’s amazing!

Does anyone else have experience with one?",2.9733333333333363,5.303753891719747,4.2002802547770735,83.59095116772825,76.96178343949045,7.498768577494693,27.027176220806798,8.447377352677275,2.1466190233545657,639,26,119,13,15,209,102,157,0.075,0.804,0.121,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,8,7,0,1,8,0,10,10,0,3,0,25,21,9,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,13,3,1,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,2,5,5,21,4,20,15,4,24,0,2,0,2,6,10,0,1,11,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29986882052783304,0.0,0.22118019814907225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380833057461514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087846941345735,0.0,0.0,0.08723342581446747,0.12782892068907806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172138869319998,0.09593090581899293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746763932593263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107453551787882,0.25325270807527833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917623042352298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421897955849588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240122870198124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203688748516466,0.0,0.0,0.12616239831817289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611876437414224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651807051405942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032274774495007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514206088795174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021453798047433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762399872990372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251972384713716,0.11804867270207565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171120250083074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091213142438027,0.0,0.08453898930389102,0.09488378870515513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649122243424161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450981076972138,0.0,0.0,0.12541586229029975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132605880032806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042374794829678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288341647598693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470223190872107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007303423239833,0.4557634989011205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785748456599768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082503025011472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067962863438456
adhd,arturoartur0,2018/04/19,"How much of your personality is attributed to ADHD? Hey guys! Stumbling across this forum has been wonderful, if a little bittersweet. I’ve learned so much and gained so much insight from all of you and your experiences. 

Wonderful because if not for this subreddit, I never would have found out about spoonerisms (in speech) and emotional dysphoria being common ADHD traits (alongside others). It was so cathartic realizing that some of the characteristics and habits I’ve beat myself up so harshly over aren’t actually my fault, and having a name to it somewhat makes me feel like I’ve regained some control.

But now a little more than ever, I’m having difficulty distinguishing when it’s my inherent personality or my ADHD that’s completing an action or making a mistake. 

If it’s fixed in my biology, how much of it can I fix, if I can fix it at all? Am I blameless? How do I determine if something that’s affecting me is simply a byproduct of my ADHD, or something I should address with proper validation? Am I defined by my ADHD?

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Anyone else wrought with the same existential anxieties? How have you tackled it? 

(Or I s this just my ADHD getting carried away again?!)",4.350779816513762,6.8652243990825745,5.982100917431192,71.58801376146789,73.35779816513761,8.580183486238532,31.542201834862386,9.255337874911486,3.371287339449541,941,45,153,23,20,320,134,218,0.048,0.868,0.084,0.8591,2,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,3,14,3,0,0,8,0,18,0,0,9,4,49,26,24,0,8,12,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,14,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,22,1,22,20,11,17,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,14,7,125,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.10198795422459896,0.0,0.7536136479142502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995085950681148,0.0,0.0,0.07307673194385578,0.10708417885290616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819180796183498,0.0,0.0,0.0637091192912828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957811110145632,0.0,0.11721831129031172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730578171785265,0.11756114723226173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453645549628532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223210691029427,0.0,0.0,0.05284405419832797,0.07466289459860458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459124759764412,0.0,0.0,0.05460284143375623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034826196239928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105894279162924,0.2094955602026974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395242104488212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073113269977931,0.0,0.08060555855282966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251047437779075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609158115474621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266760964174797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424182993495512,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,PeachyPants17,2018/04/19,"Have you/do you currently struggle with an ""internet addiction""? Before my diagnosis, I found myself CONSTANTLY on my phone. I was definitely ""addicted"", but my doctor told me that most likely it was a way for my brain to get a hit of dopamine so that I could function somewhat normally. I'm curious about the connection between internet addictions and ADHD. Do any of you use your phone as a coping mechanism?",6.7831081081081095,8.182640283783787,8.041459459459464,63.769756756756784,65.08108108108108,12.947027027027028,39.12432432432432,12.340626583579946,5.9001005405405405,327,18,51,13,5,112,58,74,0.024,0.908,0.069,0.4792,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,5,5,1,1,0,9,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,12,1,9,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6749061798221094,0.24801108579967504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033553605159985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560174020445346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303720149836565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230076648537569,0.0,0.16476596509560576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122371250720895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262689893036401,0.0,0.0,0.10781739446370207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081970152676696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021942584388631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573790356585545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971909657032926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823343134567224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380323438821295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,KentuckyFriedTukey,2018/04/19,"Doctor is one of those ole goons that thinks ADHD is a hoax. Help? There are literally like 5-psychiatrists in this city and all of them are not taking patients except this idiot. I spent over an hour with him and then he tells me that people over diagnosis ADHD and the blah blah we've all heard before. He said that he can easily grab 70-people off the street and they can all say they have the symptoms for ADHD. I told him that A. I was diagnosed via neuropsych testing that took over 5-months to complete and is within a 30-page report and B. 2 other psychiatrists agreed with this diagnosis and C. my psychiatrist didn't just hand it out to me, I saw him for almost 2-years before he gave me ADHD meds.

So, WTF do I do? I cannot find a local psychiatrist and I do not have a PCP yet. My mom told me that I need to figure it out because she can tell over the phone that I've been hyper.",6.017500000000003,5.584874638888892,6.638888888888893,79.52500000000002,66.5,9.2,28.0,8.548686976883017,1.7831000000000006,705,18,144,9,10,232,109,180,0.093,0.853,0.054000000000000006,-0.7838,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,10,0,17,4,1,0,3,24,28,10,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,14,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,11,6,21,1,19,17,3,15,0,0,1,0,22,11,0,1,4,100,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6719938868372722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399778734702804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521370098196512,0.0,0.23789923655004255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656546028953962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188226651241262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307933363366604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776404984284087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369720670360276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766339931069524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829354308930913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527338079495506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371846501597004,0.1115777538795028,0.0,0.0,0.10365131495401186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947242262660372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938233279424875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329707637221659,0.11116533308348787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529365424962332,0.10510346735173257,0.0,0.2443624168278248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957075160180923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671475814576763,0.15531003731183288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001913569367538
adhd,shibui_,2018/04/19,"What methods/rituals do you use to stay organized? Myself dealing with the inability to remember things and all the other great things that come from ADHD, I have looked for and created some of my own methods to stay on top of things.

I'm curious what other people use if any. Things like whiteboards, pinboards, sticky notes, apps (even though I find apps are a lot harder for me to stay with for the lack of physical presence), notebooks, journaling styles, or weird reminder methods. Hell, even what kind of music or environments really help you. 

Do you have any rituals with these as well? Doing them at certain times of the day/week. 

Maybe there has already been a thread on this, but I think it would be a good area to have a discussion helping each other. ",7.558670212765957,7.7079319148936225,7.017083333333336,76.14562500000002,63.18439716312057,10.454255319148935,33.93705673758865,10.125756701596842,3.329701418439715,604,23,108,12,8,188,96,141,0.053,0.804,0.14400000000000002,0.8835,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,1,5,8,1,0,8,0,11,0,0,2,2,22,17,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,6,21,14,6,10,2,0,1,0,8,5,1,5,2,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347333495448565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846932281767182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076344993127417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150714470485986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984561194667448,0.1573906303542586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016672251244811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953279499183066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804793012513765,0.0,0.1683134007952801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046558973414314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897682079534256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458427436252939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819992133274433,0.0,0.0,0.12979009180290324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533722381006653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583849962372216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780093350818587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293937581391994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881608598207328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056946449184949,0.09782139291837537,0.14999231944503047,0.0,0.08902003018224798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637066157259225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245843564071597,0.0,0.13726392413384228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844864210452744,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,dezyoxyn,2018/04/19,"Today, I was prescribed methamphetamine. I was prescribed Desoxyn for my treatment-resistant ADHD (tried clonidine, Strattera, Vyvanse, Adderall, Dexedrine).  To take 20mg at most a day and see how it goes. 

What should I expect?

I was surprised how willing my Dr. was to prescribe this.",5.644375000000004,8.923983020833333,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,72.95833333333334,4.673333333333334,38.766666666666666,5.6839178017228535,2.736161666666668,227,14,32,1,5,65,38,48,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,1,4,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716400924108457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067555579362257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37903227977883935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576303711476697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508615500512042,0.0,0.0,0.3229358196726029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Mosquitoes_Love_Me,2018/04/19,"I've used a bunch of different planners, but nothing seems to really work for me. What works for you? I really need to be using a planner, but I need one geared toward productivity or something. ",4.3404504504504535,6.2731207027027045,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,71.70270270270271,9.257657657657658,28.54954954954956,9.725611199111238,2.9960522522522526,154,6,27,4,3,53,29,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,19,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916004492809756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41389872767991337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678043012752885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912561191033656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575976460387212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540824650473228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486507546948386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821061601653043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063767396385745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Enby-envy,2018/04/19,"PROCRASTINATION RESOURCE!! http://www.procrastination.ca/

This is a research group from Carleton University who focus solely on the psychology of procrastination. There’s a link on this page to the Iprocrastinate Podcast, where the head researcher (Dr. Pychyl) explains the psychology behind why we procrastinate and gives research proven methods to stop the habit.

This podcast has been super helpful to me and I hope someone will get some use out of it, too! There’s 12 years of content (though the quality of the recordings from 12 years ago isn’t that great) so hopefully there’s something helpful for you in there.",7.786666666666669,10.987808647058827,6.645686274509803,67.60225490196079,65.47058823529412,8.454901960784316,35.84313725490196,9.150863307647796,3.787678431372549,510,25,72,10,9,154,72,102,0.02,0.8240000000000001,0.155,0.9389,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,9,0,5,2,1,1,0,11,11,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,15,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,4,50,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203422424219042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986752750478722,0.23845092390212974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740492220309861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551044575132995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332223648590518,0.0,0.0,0.4937720478366556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061249249532946,0.19136127382169454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781558918483625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442186912052843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468460782874232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429569652596448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201417665875946
adhd,Mdotsnyder,2018/04/19,"a couple questions about adhd and adderall I had so I was diagnosed with mild adhd when I was in 5th grade (currently in 12th) and was never given pills to help. I haven't been to a doctor yet but I find my self unable to sit still and struggle to complete simple tasks in one sitting (homework, cleaning, etc.)


I took adderall once when I was a sophomore to do a paper but didn't feel too good cause I hadn't eaten all day and just never tried it again.


I very recently tried adderall again to get some school work done and it was incredible. I not only killed my math test that day but also worked through my virtual class at a pace I didn't know I was capable of as well as little things like cleaning my room and helping my sisters out. My productivity wasn't what really caught my attention though.


I was always a generally shy, quiet kid but have suffered with pretty bad anxiety and depression since my mom died when I was in 8th grade. With out getting into much detail, I struggle a lot socially, i'm constantly worried about everything (school, being judged, money/work and so in), i always feel tires and my mindset is pretty bad. I always think about and replay in my head all the bad things that have happened in my past. Quite often I have friends ask me why I look so angry and what not also. The day I took the adderall I didn't notice anything at first but I was a lot more social and able to carry conversations better. I felt like I had some pep in my step, even noticed people smiling at me more. I didn't really notice it until a couple of friends asked me why I was so happy or why i seemed excited. I felt completely awake all day and alert, I felt generally good and just really happy which is uncommon for me. As someone who's been spending the last year of their life trying to figure out how to just be generally happy, this day seemed like I turned a corner but I had several questions.


1. Is adderall known to help with things like anxiety and depression?


2. Is adderall responsible for how I felt that day or is it just a coincidence?


3. Ive heard about it can cause addictive traits and since all three of my siblings who took adderall also had addiction problems (sex, drugs, alcohol) I was wondering if this was true and how concerned I should be about it?


4. Does ADHD make things like anxiety and depression worse?


5. If I adderall isnt the answer, what suggestions do you guys have?


Just clarifying, I'm going to see a doctor just wanted to get some questions answered sooner than that.
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adhd,baemey,2018/04/19,"Psych is trying ADHD med for depression symptoms. Have any others had success with this? I've had recurrent Major Depressive Disorder for like 20 years now and have done just about every treatment imaginable at some point. This particular episode, I've been having a lot of problems with executive dysfunction: cannot get myself to get things done, trouble focusing, planning, remembering, motivating myself... all legitimate symptoms of depression, as far as I know. 

I'm fairly sure I don't have ADHD. No one has ever brought it up, and the descriptions don't sound like me, for the most part. But we're trying Ritalin, in conjunction with more typical depression meds I was already on. Is this common? I don't want to get my hopes up too much, but after reading more about it, I'm obviously hoping it will help me function better and get things done. 

**tldr:**  Don't have ADHD, do have depression. Can't get things done. Trying Ritalin. Thoughts?",4.23786928104575,7.214468447058826,5.238039215686278,74.33006535947716,76.29411764705883,8.718954248366014,29.44444444444445,9.2995712137729,3.3801699346405236,756,34,120,21,18,247,108,170,0.124,0.74,0.136,0.4807,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,6,14,0,0,3,0,25,4,0,1,4,25,38,7,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,10,1,9,7,20,27,9,13,0,5,0,0,1,7,0,5,7,86,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744133303386165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459823345574728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061982094942215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918446224773269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472182437506833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901816428770705,0.0,0.0,0.42508794875102135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393595574797786,0.08749594793219187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712800088446685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960675068128383,0.0,0.0,0.2062878813172758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057071837719449674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014692282555798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828738070473076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307021924063164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763398179627418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036971360346908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124566587261267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816939818892807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993679761181754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387554357608884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763890678579922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978749841431788,0.21587450731415053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697487613412247,0.0,0.0,0.08244326826935568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115167871086785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125191128662021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687434722142456
adhd,AltruisticAge,2018/04/19,"Relationship Problems This seems like a constantly battle for many with ADHD...

I've constantly struggled maintaining any type of relationship since I can remember.

See it's not the beginning of the relationship that I have issues with... it's maintaining them. I constantly forget to write or text back. I dislike hanging out in public because I get so overstimulated I get exhausted. It's really hard to pay attention to what they're saying, and I cannot focus on it at all. So keeping a conversations can be the most difficult thing I have to do because I struggle finding appropriate responses for people. I constantly am in my own head wondering if I'm doing a good enough job responding to even focus on their response sometimes. I'm also incredibly impulsive and when I finally get comfortable with someone I tend to interrupt them.

I've struggled with keeping and maintaining friends because of this, and I'm really honestly alone. It's harder to keep friends around than just dealing with the loneliness sometimes I think. But, it really makes me miserable and anxious. I used to have really bad social anxiety surrounded over meeting new people, which has turned me into a recluse, even though I no longer have it \(many therapy appointments and CBT later\).

When I have had romantic relationships, it's difficult, and I think romantic relationships are worse because there's the expectation that you're going to remember everything and that you can keep every promise. I've struggled more than once to keep promises. I'll even forget I've agreed to something, and they get so upset over it even after explaining I have difficulties remembering and paying attention. I also have a tendency to forget what I've told them so I end up repeating myself multiple times, which I know gets grating. And with all the problems with zoning out while they're talking or interrupting, just makes everything better. Even when my partners are really understanding, I know they get tired of it.

**I'm so sick of myself.**

**I'm so tired of failing at basic relationships.**

**It's ruining my life.**

***Do you guys have any advice?***",4.11894014531196,7.368133100795755,5.415853419444126,70.83100190289474,80.0610079575597,9.432107023411367,30.74207127205628,9.54385415503706,4.150008003690463,1717,85,259,58,46,569,185,377,0.215,0.7020000000000001,0.083,-0.9922,1,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,6,2,22,24,1,6,11,0,21,6,1,3,2,61,54,28,0,4,7,0,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,2,21,22,0,5,14,0,2,2,3,15,0,0,2,3,37,9,43,51,6,33,0,3,1,0,29,14,0,6,18,178,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157871797436922,0.06633167158510822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030333691869252,0.0,0.1085674213215224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232162409532414,0.0,0.05192810908533383,0.07668521884248326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042770180691628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219562538751521,0.056677068208687335,0.1655163742676926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060034453482978666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934171968735621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998142726660209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012164200054978,0.07013831362182124,0.0,0.22417090863891573,0.0,0.05719193213931512,0.0,0.12201255708136585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743593579184008,0.06204120360943895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488803088017652,0.0,0.2127873789349104,0.0,0.038577838783172363,0.056934627483997524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721199488559586,0.0,0.0,0.06080725811392116,0.0,0.06966459066896229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084921367532397,0.0673605490228058,0.3016748656968468,0.0,0.0,0.0746102818943424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047945739054721416,0.03316279984256648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906210197729544,0.13763958311523214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555904677404767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229011672220646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411906219261673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990422256756515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174287281111874,0.0,0.0,0.4372670986727471,0.2306848442530418,0.0,0.0,0.0539809991357301,0.0,0.0,0.05409167038101454,0.06179551551590765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056151140049790736,0.0,0.0,0.06919523810093542,0.05751460880957793,0.05225743579954717,0.13427035670789594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838521759562999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054559472440290635,0.0,0.0,0.07762683763746253,0.0,0.04509653818322963,0.08698968519570155,0.06669187721127474,0.0,0.03958144619821168,0.15603643400105424,0.0,0.06486236744754215,0.0,0.0,0.07383408267413903,0.0,0.07066560303427515,0.0,0.0586266326864803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361309893611406,0.0,0.0,0.0691756455457452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,irrevocablyillogical,2018/04/19,"Thought of a good analogy for anxiety (since many of us ADHD peeps have that too) Ok so I guess anxiety isn't specifically related to ADHD so possibly wrong sub for this but since a lot of us have it I wanted to share it here anyways
Also I don't know if somebody has already said this, I thought of it while complaining to my friend about my seasonal allergies

Anxiety is like allergies. Pollen, pet dander, food, etc. May be completely harmless, but the body still treats it as if it were a threat. You can't just tell your body ""hey pollen is ok, stop freaking out"" and expect it to change anything. Similarly with anxiety our bodies don't necessarily like to listen to us. 

With allergies too, you can take meds that will lower your reaction to the allergen, or you can slowly build up a tolerance to it. 
(When I was a kid/teen I had immunotherapy for my allergies to cats and dogs because I had severe asthmatic reactions. The process I went through was you went in to the doctor's office twice a week and got a shot with a tiny tiny amount of the allergen in it. Then you had to wait there an hour and they would monitor your reaction. If the area around the shot turned red and swelled up in an area larger than a quarter, they would knock the dose down a few notches the next time you went in. Then if that didn't swell larger than a quarter they would slowly bring it up again. Eventually you get to a point where you only come in once a week. Then every other week. Then once a month. It can be an excrcuciatingly long process and can get frustrating when they have to knock it back down again, but it worked. I can be around cats and dogs without any problems now)

Similarly with anxiety, you can build up you tolerance, but you have to go in tiny incriments. (And it's a lot easier to succeed when assisted by a professional) And it may take a while but eventually you will get to a point where what would have created a massive problem before, doesn't even cause a little reaction now.

I have never seen anybody mad at somebody for having allergies, (well, nobody who is a decent human) and people done blame them for their reactions to allergens. I think it should be the same with anxiety


TL:DR anxiety is like allergies, your body reacts like something is a threat even if its not. You can eventually build up a tolerance or meds can help but it takes a while. ",4.768783926218706,6.0817610826087005,5.596798418972334,79.763906455863,69.69565217391303,9.662714097496707,29.15678524374177,9.946784424281523,2.797536231884058,1878,70,367,47,33,614,213,460,0.102,0.778,0.12,0.8867,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,4,17,6,2,26,22,4,0,37,2,47,7,4,2,1,59,71,37,0,14,16,0,0,4,1,9,2,2,1,1,25,19,1,2,4,0,0,6,9,9,1,3,16,4,41,13,56,42,6,57,0,0,2,0,37,24,0,12,31,269,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857260655615972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526891524186532,0.061792464109787074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052545971655464346,0.0,0.41377718002701536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358628970399817,0.13757263642037215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059415546011620024,0.0,0.047102825562326166,0.0,0.06575073087717924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433163862513298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937715497880411,0.08174098183320228,0.06656091084116447,0.0810156961841305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790887007142994,0.0,0.0790736191548409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617601940372509,0.10207167238875943,0.0,0.06510296313701655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343469630724018,0.0,0.059698294431394926,0.0,0.12111051654171072,0.0,0.04391408931750618,0.06481006700877734,0.06179955073800598,0.0,0.08512116608023465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179217816124527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609498248903535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246534651056775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510000767529039,0.07744442976203295,0.0,0.06838115661766501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138368638370024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833923746375276,0.0,0.0,0.1716581931256649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061675850444926676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959507219851502,0.0,0.08217708677096837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457918549323514,0.0,0.05876700595536145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053569005340565766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460894787134579,0.0871098540294707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787312645003886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350107572278843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729264406201645,0.0,0.12783640852902844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948590630240716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061707595289478535,0.0646008380877909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742913486310873,0.0,0.06753702844255945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951123398664958,0.0,0.12268684851999342,0.04505651997339282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404712662759617,0.0,0.0,0.2788374125260802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045575606834444934,0.0,0.18594301552337536,0.0,0.06947464213055342,0.21488905532476615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448512847736212,0.0,0.05625318261890172,0.0,0.0,0.21956040226301254,0.084482167916834,0.0,0.0
adhd,fkjpg,2018/04/19,"What is a specific moment you remember in school, work, etc. where you realized your brain works differently than others? one moment i can remember very vividly is in 5th grade when my teacher called me a procrastinator and i learned what it meant....i was like oh shit not everyone does that lol i'm fucked",2.3772368421052654,5.319639070175442,3.543135964912281,82.35049342105266,88.12280701754385,7.762280701754388,24.668859649122812,8.472884824447931,2.386475438596492,245,10,45,7,8,79,47,57,0.133,0.779,0.08800000000000001,-0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,2,3,2,0,2,1,4,3,2,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,7,1,3,5,1,6,0,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,4,27,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409639352385633,0.2415699404649031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471709469895552,0.0,0.0,0.20702873223508889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638441138177025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605793885781045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871015092343096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557879359287515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603096178730983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359876352519591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23942694125098185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284125480305935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519948631088094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34445942665269913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bradlez92,2018/04/19,"So I left my tea sitting out.. for the last three hours Milk went VERY weird, as you could imagine. Why did I sip on it?? Yeaugch. ",-0.008888888888886727,2.035629592592592,0.5940740740740758,106.83333333333336,86.40740740740742,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.9568666666666664,97,3,25,0,3,29,26,27,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.4742,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313367507791914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086827947818789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382732628152582,0.0,0.0,0.4508892152651288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424112486429696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847010531030197,0.3744650619196218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Davidfifth,2018/04/19,"Gaming with ADHD? I'm very new to this sub, but I scrolled for a good 20 minutes to get an idea of what topics are discussed here. I came to ask if any of you would consider yourselves more than ""casual"" gamers. I find it fascinating to study myself and see how I'm affected by certain things (medication, etc).

 I have found that I *suck* at pretty much any video game when I don't take my Vyvanse. Does anyone else have this problem? It has become very frustrating to have to limit when I play games to when my medication is in full effect. I'm definitely more than a recreational gamer, so I hate when I notice myself getting worse at the end of the day. 

Another issue is when the Vyvanse just doesn't work for video games. I'll get home from class having done all the work needed for that day and staying in the library to study, etc. All that was easy to focus on and I usually do it very efficiently because of the meds. But, when I get home and hop on my Xbox, there are times when it feels like I haven't even taken medication. I *HATE* losing so what happens is that day is wasted. I just lay around all day watching TV, which I normally hate. But I can't do anything productive so my day turns to waste. I know this sounds pretty absurd to most of you, but I'm a pretty hard core gamer and I take it pretty seriously. 

I'm just trying to pick your brains really, if anyone has anything to say. I just wanna hear that I'm not the only one with this problem. Any thoughts?",2.3595252299279146,4.327555718120808,3.8010216256524982,87.46932015908527,77.38926174496645,6.696694009445688,22.110862540392734,7.662118739084242,0.8879429281630622,1156,33,239,17,27,381,155,298,0.142,0.72,0.138,-0.3267,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,0,5,19,14,5,0,11,0,21,4,1,4,4,42,49,22,0,8,11,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,18,9,0,1,7,10,0,1,5,9,0,1,6,7,28,5,35,42,10,26,0,1,2,0,11,8,1,3,17,154,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968152330602499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861878309005076,0.09569820089303904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762774081936734,0.09351069390318152,0.15020489655071456,0.08124425767694914,0.08531946627196525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563365211094153,0.10079385396522976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188074234268353,0.0,0.10438163693604333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29428846335058506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986569087498806,0.09339469908004916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623931301196635,0.0,0.08083276425539805,0.0,0.20356684027240854,0.0602789731217326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614579137344595,0.0651989785748461,0.0,0.0,0.08341358982572482,0.0,0.0,0.10006620205591812,0.0,0.0,0.19072657216971756,0.0,0.0,0.0765478647662483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070440272298557,0.0,0.08175456618591326,0.2703127456022704,0.0,0.0,0.10286109577080306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183090350556428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302588210877496,0.0,0.0952558445866368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501562758992762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458695226086165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210100695922752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137366585057184,0.2758164610728429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708949851346611,0.06767105677306008,0.0,0.0881432841213277,0.0,0.0,0.08941928622988861,0.0,0.1039046031386636,0.0,0.0,0.061842809194241566,0.06941034058766023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37139295696845903,0.0,0.17465453452666402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058466018348607075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257674993922182,0.0,0.0,0.0727255459864064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727521937869822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723825326017766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060631707957447725,0.0,0.0,0.07245337586083463,0.053216738647931625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619622260614883,0.09926896206124364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051433870964004,0.2259069308547745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328824738045582,0.0,0.09300575404382777,0.06483128608004671,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,parent_of_adhd,2018/04/19,"Parenting 16 yr old, need advice please Created a dummy account to spill my guts here.

Daughter is 16, recently discovered sexually active with long term boyfriend (inadequate protection) -- in boy's home and ours. They had sex with doors open in our homes with parents home!!! I'll spare you some details, but it was pretty idiotic.

Now dating another guy who's posting pics of himself smoking pot and self-indentifying as a stoner. (Ever since some poor decisions/drama freshman year on social media, we insist she accept periodic monitoring in exchange for having her phone.) Through certain sources, we also know last summer she got very drunk away from home and also sought (unsuccessfully) to obtain pot. (Nothing against responsible adult use, but the ADHD teen brain on pot has enough research against it that we feel strongly about it.)

Co-parent and I have done the ""talks"" from a perspective of self-interest. e.g., Adolescents and especially ADHD adolescents at manyfold increased risk of substance abuse and addiction. Showed her research on this several times. Talked at length about why not to be having sex with a boy you'll have to see in classes for years until graduation (in case of breakup ... which they did), to promise to come to us if she's determined to have sex against our advice not to (she didn't), full information about contraception (inadequately implemented...thankfully no pregnancy). Talked at length many times about why not to get drunk when around people you don't know well (completely ignored) because of the possibility of passing out and getting raped. Watched documentaries and read articles about how alcohol is often a factor in assaults. Yet still drinking and getting drunk in such situations. 

She seems absolutely determined to not listen to reason and self-interest, and she regrets the sexual activity with the boyfriend (which ended up in exactly how we feared it would emotionally and socially). Also knows drinking to excess away from home among strangers was stupid.

Otherwise, pretty good kid. Good grades, nice girlfriends, etc.

My spouse and I are not authoritarian types. We always thought love and reason would win the day. It certainly worked with us as kids. But we have seen our daughter make so many stupid decisions since hitting the teen years that we have been far more intrusive and controlling than we'd ever thought we would be.

With the past substance seeking and abuse, sexual activity and now asking to go places with stoner boy, we're thinking about just forbidding her to go on dates. She's not driving, nor are her friends, so this is still possible. 

We facilitated dates at ages 15-16, her boyfriend visiting our home when we were home, trips away from home, unmonitored social media, etc. But it's like she keeps doing things that make us not trust her. Our default was to trust her to have a good head on her shoulders if we treated her with respect and gave her good information and support (e.g., access to contraception even if we didn't agree ... but she never did as she promised and told us she needed it). She's done other stupid things too. Just dumb things spouse and I would have never ever done. 

The worry about locking her down on boys is that this will backfire in college when she has unsupervised complete access to boys, alcohol and drugs. Then again, she'll hopefully not be so stupid by then. 

Any advice? In a way, it's like we feel responsible to protect someone who clearly lacks the capability to make good choices, akin to covering the wall outlets when she was a toddler. Then again, we can see how restricting her more would put a huge rift in our relationship and she'd end up one of those freshman with a lifelong STD and alcohol poisoning and/or raped -- because she finally had no constraints and went wild.

I didn't think loving, uncontrolling, reasonable, attentive parents would even have a kid like this. Advice as former ADHD teenagers would be greatly appreciated. ",7.421034482758621,9.12490713793104,6.9172988505747135,71.29508620689656,63.82758620689656,10.052873563218393,35.1896551724138,10.222266870305534,3.8799603448275857,3192,144,513,74,48,994,343,696,0.14800000000000002,0.713,0.139,-0.9494,5,0,6,0,2,0,115.0,26,3,2,5,40,43,10,3,22,0,53,23,4,11,9,125,90,55,0,15,18,7,2,3,2,10,7,1,9,10,25,53,8,7,18,7,3,10,17,16,1,1,23,7,67,27,93,50,11,90,0,1,4,8,99,36,1,8,45,347,92,9,0.0,0.12235671160010987,0.0,0.05628914983665444,0.18616365101395305,0.20182626820264493,0.0,0.1655445067600495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123876104186479,0.04296398180915022,0.0,0.0,0.03511318277585409,0.05414320156734564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045965589515198385,0.048271221578601024,0.0,0.14553673904734885,0.0,0.0,0.06295173811129387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764110001039691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044478489110784,0.1082754341847102,0.0,0.057912403406944375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332999355085977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585198458411304,0.0,0.10116416723083843,0.05987954553698301,0.0,0.0,0.05808178354178897,0.09146555750232692,0.05335216857212804,0.11517207598934473,0.06820810760382799,0.14011889321125265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810308857195455,0.0522158381349236,0.0,0.0,0.056562993800630075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398926322558227,0.0,0.08093057506464353,0.0,0.05869007256164896,0.2165425490193497,0.04129677027874718,0.05692714096464777,0.0,0.05112620329796011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299182134488085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143483435510946,0.051284639239774735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589505352357038,0.0,0.0,0.08513079652094405,0.04208895171285898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567792250028746,0.0,0.0,0.04569484539145797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320417738729003,0.0,0.10339914819966416,0.10469841462336847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657255064249784,0.07964731060136626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954462782871695,0.0,0.054181648062159964,0.0,0.034988825834219764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720017707803582,0.0,0.049290905649740334,0.03579681213199877,0.0,0.05394698914660675,0.05667909821750303,0.0,0.11642012240901037,0.04945151052132701,0.10506155571467206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190686331427216,0.0,0.0,0.051648402650874295,0.0,0.0,0.15926638011889038,0.05098277004638782,0.05543605378847614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229191058331968,0.04700604549152617,0.16159791349840594,0.05833220833815165,0.0,0.08542506754886006,0.058039262314172974,0.0,0.15790439562554953,0.04374968467468157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247064442027759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058594138860824665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450539600378155,0.0,0.04753804550894007,0.0,0.0,0.10291086210643627,0.06617051521400563,0.0,0.08198393902623863,0.060216902313391316,0.0,0.0,0.0493389102667553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843944511348814,0.044595568789555236,0.0,0.04260381204867617,0.0,0.04098500686408159,0.0,0.0,0.04642555329288482,0.047865633580333466,0.09318408305828893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03759047974166802,0.05243726969519903,0.0,0.256757321469173,0.0,0.0,0.09975263936240657
adhd,HyperactiveCatDad,2018/04/19,"What the heckers am I doing with my life, I need guidance but am unsure how to obtain that. I'm struggling like crazy in my studies...

It wouldn't be so hard if it wasn't a financial issue. 

I think I want to wait until I'm 24 so I can be an independent student. 

but at the same time...that seems like a terrible idea...
what am I going to do for work? 

after summers over? 
where am I going to get my meds? 
what if I forget about going back to school...

I do need to find a therapist...though I personally feel like that's not going to help me...idk any advice?",0.03252933507170752,2.067180610169494,2.75,91.51344850065192,86.11864406779665,5.325684485006518,18.39895697522816,6.67199483983844,0.03901747066492822,424,11,95,5,13,148,75,118,0.184,0.722,0.094,-0.8944,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,6,0,12,1,0,2,0,20,26,8,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,2,13,3,15,22,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,64,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019735627634768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236006579104184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496641004313959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841448744466272,0.13904895478835233,0.0,0.0,0.1778950028656757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168997693775246,0.0,0.4424675436077397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743568262235348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304613064124564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197218658407024,0.0,0.20315081488659412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374781095516812,0.2852699188509769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161982072066376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28864224315770165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994981802267592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698337955777506,0.0,0.17719052452612005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347720836081512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598895373992586,0.0,0.12471574854182214,0.1912301986000156,0.0,0.11349459835088024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480214617834494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169830184535248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,anonG2237269,2018/04/19,"Insanity? Help I have severe ADHD and have known for as long as I can remember, diagnosed at the age of 6 maybe even younger. All my childhood experiences were majority day dreaming, never really did homework or classwork but always payed attention and hyperfocused on math and science and would get within top 1% of test scores in Math and Science Subjects. I would rarely ever do classwork or homework. I wouldn't even remember having to do classwork or homework because I would be daydreaming while the teacher tells us what to do. In 7th grade I remember in my history class close to the end of the year my teacher asked my if I did the homework, apparently if everyone in the class finished the homework the class would get cupcakes and I was the only one in the entire class that didn't do it, I told him I didn't know we had homework and he told me we have homework every Friday for the past 8 months. I'm now 17 , in 11th grade Its not as bad anymore, I can pay attention in class and remember we have homework, But I feel as though I still lack productivity, all the years I was living in my own head, never built up the habits of being productive and doing work I'm supposed to do. I've tried numerous times during highschool to do all my work, get the best grades possible put 100% effort. The best grades I've gotten are maybe 2.8 GPA for a single quarter (9 weeks) and it feels like my brain is sprinting full speed and then afterwards I don't have the power to keep going, My brain has to have a break after sprinting and burning itself out and I stop doing my work again, procrastinating constantly and grades again dip. I keep trying to push 100% and then I eventually go back to procrastination on a micro and macro level. I'm trying the same thing over and over expecting a different result, It's the literal definition of insanity and I don't know what to do.",7.546515876468028,6.8988616391184605,7.9194548354356975,72.31257938234019,63.462809917355365,10.947890387124836,35.08322459040163,10.307518312809881,3.5046341597796147,1497,58,276,30,19,494,186,363,0.047,0.889,0.064,0.8452,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,4,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,22,0,38,4,3,1,6,60,56,33,0,9,8,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,8,0,9,23,0,3,11,1,2,4,8,1,0,2,11,2,34,3,39,38,11,53,0,0,0,0,11,20,0,5,29,194,43,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205577100947154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834691289397941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948434802800828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937798744055774,0.0,0.0,0.07713513070476859,0.08375784429792238,0.0611503697298915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054631713795324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239667836361812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084035954346598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469411105797471,0.0,0.0,0.1018164092788938,0.0,0.10480658457109736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884826418818931,0.0,0.0,0.13251265568478454,0.0907395875325226,0.08451871451049854,0.09585414780916887,0.0,0.09812615847423392,0.0,0.0,0.10144335656187076,0.07166420852459186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722948201704454,0.0,0.11402130407500613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029509133543197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723823477395975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783270534502359,0.0,0.0,0.11025969711278333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049008262309360166,0.0,0.08857893529881135,0.08877456840025134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015574178351808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006952901630777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547363944949208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797523628004375,0.07629317560438124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576088588607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308875247771755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084308959269957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426359771460702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545439834841977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332605624749505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011074117201583,0.08386683997761814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767869465189579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664404040128699,0.0,0.09855781260297973,0.0,0.05849379144929465,0.0,0.0,0.19170829561833774,0.0,0.20431948411680526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066516652264868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046569048460446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908895323555191,0.0,0.0,0.2850402203294887,0.0,0.0,0.12919761416297487
adhd,F516,2018/04/19,"Ritalin, what are some experiences you've had with this? I have mild ADHD, but I tried to extreme my symptoms more for my doctor to get a mood altering medication (I have depression I just don't want to tell anyone) and they gave me Ritalin. (54mg)

It worked really well in the beginning, now while I still think it helps, it's not like it use to

It boosted my mood and gave me extreme amounts of motivation.

So the question is, what are some experiences any of you have had with this medication? ",3.6181701030927833,5.460263020618553,5.1964819587628845,79.40235180412374,73.43298969072166,9.386082474226805,28.619845360824733,9.827888789773867,2.856526804123712,391,16,78,11,8,132,65,97,0.08800000000000001,0.785,0.128,0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,9,6,0,2,0,14,16,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,12,2,10,12,4,5,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,56,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553792155104194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025298745311955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449277147105528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903031649293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261508005604344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322612987682885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543680291801607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480975467816297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794458605950423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451660139602466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751359611207874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415456726502393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645026343000386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296507496256038,0.0,0.0,0.1931192814120432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415752832160429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500099581689489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082911055301768,0.0,0.0,0.13032152353684842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865980594663665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085360068428622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,JakiHatter,2018/04/19,"Fixating? I have mild ADHD, and I've never had to take any pills or do anything about it, other than the occasional asking people to repeat what they said, pissing off my sister when I jump on her, and pulling a hole in a couple of my shirts when I was messing with it.

However, lately I've noticed myself... ""fixating"" on things. If I find something I really like, I could spend hours researching the thing and picking out stuff to buy for it (though I never actually buy anything- I'm too broke.) 


First it was hamsters, because I'm hopefully getting one for my bday this month, and I spent all day looking up the type of hamster, what cage to get, etc. Within hours, I knew everything about careing for them, I'd picked out the cage and bedding and toys, I knew the perfect spot to put him- and my mom said she was only CONSIDERING a hamster.

Then, it was guitars. I got a guitar at the beginning of the year and I absolutely love it. The other day, I got distracted while playing (imagine that) and hopped on my computer to look for a new pick... now my bookmarks have 18362818 picks for a pick collection, 2 cool looking cases, a stand, and any and all other accessories you can imagine. Despite the fact that I can't afford any of it. My guitar definitley doesn't need an assortment of 70 picks and a starry night strap anytime soon (though it would be nice to have someday).

Now, it's plants. I've gotten into gardening indoors, and I've got a succulent, a spider plant, some daffodils, and I'm working on growing a lemon tree. It all started with the damn succulent. I've had and killed two of them in the past, but I was determined to keep this one alive. So far, so good, and now I'm trying to grow every plant in the garden section of Wal-Mart. I looked up how to care for indoor plants, what natural pesticides are best- and admittedly, I didn't fixate as much as I usually do, but I would have if I didn't open my Pinterest. 


And this isn't like a bad habit or spending (not spending) problem, because I know I'm doing it and I can stop myself if I've got better things to do. But my family has made a couple remarks about it, and I can't figure out why I do it. The first idea that popped into my head was ADHD, so here we are.

Does anyone have any idea if ADHD is the cause of my ""over enthusiasm""?",4.385722482681409,5.1550447396963115,5.4908054020012615,82.18305017143658,70.14967462039046,8.377888181372892,28.970750822195786,8.558390810932622,2.0689529214190747,1799,65,359,28,31,597,234,461,0.032,0.851,0.117,0.9897,2,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,1,1,3,6,17,21,3,1,28,1,34,5,3,9,7,74,68,41,1,10,10,2,0,2,0,2,1,2,3,0,29,29,0,2,10,7,6,5,9,8,0,5,21,7,45,13,51,43,8,54,0,1,4,1,15,21,2,8,29,248,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.08663161357894758,0.0,0.3200709673524442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414802313271876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207355811286098,0.0,0.14610855469224418,0.0,0.08299265996233073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412343357309824,0.10823285643602563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316390651676952,0.07851429097316548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102409888979645,0.09119639975475802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708796297886814,0.19645574222589635,0.0,0.11450508746427655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768761825485605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900761392764013,0.0,0.0,0.0747967831934518,0.0,0.07978526373844999,0.0,0.08368918809076313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113875999384228,0.15102397333914755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276256780255697,0.0,0.0,0.07446027488190228,0.28400597301692565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091108782123921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817362574483202,0.1748510246872526,0.0,0.0,0.2004323837169213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890731675046693,0.0982164065273364,0.0,0.04878842933002787,0.0,0.10014208933872223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674198115461627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981946329923661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012292156701098,0.08400107042343298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397223049700788,0.07085937400870729,0.0,0.06525985429190302,0.06582555247305333,0.13693753647584614,0.08573946751760378,0.0,0.0833093424943911,0.0,0.0,0.10107094867799858,0.0,0.0,0.12031250214839788,0.06751740307304385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474580170222372,0.06154542105732451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494570482101947,0.0,0.08924341493487882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687155103256567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889074660864442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683433475585891,0.0,0.0,0.06283541608543844,0.0,0.0,0.07421989181042997,0.0,0.0,0.10162615867373928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674776685979261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693453585637015,0.0,0.17444201284841435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027241124127715,0.0,0.08672029503462576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777314250040893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010564748776228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462927187250085,0.0,0.0,0.12612645427037472,0.0,0.0,0.05716820228293287
adhd,a1chera_,2018/04/19,"Adderall, Dehydration, and Kidney Stones Something that I've noticed with Adderall is when I drink a glass of water, 5 minutes later I pee mostly all of it out. And this continues throughout the day until the drug wears off. I passed my first kidney stone last year, at that time I had been on Adderall for about a year.

I have a theory that the Adderall is acting as a POTENT diuretic. My only question now is how dangerous is this and what are the long term implications? Is it possible that the diuretic properties of Adderall can be so severe that it cripples the body's ability to retain and utilize water? This can lead to severe dehydration despite adequate water intake. 

What do you think? Can any of you relate with these symptoms and observations when taking Adderall?",6.433802816901405,8.03661801408451,6.900112676056343,70.88397183098594,66.04225352112675,9.341971830985916,33.21408450704225,9.642632912329526,3.50311323943662,626,27,97,13,10,204,90,142,0.08900000000000001,0.894,0.016,-0.8795,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,6,1,1,0,10,0,14,11,5,2,1,15,16,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,8,4,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,9,0,16,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,14,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931937491039804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438997061833489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160851172168998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510112470674966,0.25463873117333874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677144022552705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898394459188016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943180654979466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499890081312924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699762737564067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753922217867946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597564467602856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961173096610037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904051947681986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822379084142144,0.16509400822405268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069559048985938,0.0,0.0,0.12803667314743133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827998029560492
adhd,rainydayparade87,2018/04/19,"What songs helped you through a difficult time, keep focused, feel calm, etc? My 12 year old son has ADHD, psychosis, ODD, and general anxiety. He also goes through bouts of depression. I'm planning on making him a playlist of songs and a booklet of the lyrics. What are you suggestions, and why?  Any genre or time period is welcome, but please keep in mind that this is for a preteen. Thank you!


* Here's my list so far:
* Get it right (Lea Michele)
* I'll stand by you (The Pretenders)
* I won't give up (Jason Mraz)
* Unwritten (Natasha Beddingfield)
* The Jackson Song (Patti Smith)
* Season of Love (Broadway musical Rent)",1.425719608756406,4.044599601769914,1.975491383325572,91.49222636236613,97.23008849557522,5.564788076385655,25.4163949697252,7.0608816371341465,1.6101964601769914,477,22,89,9,19,146,91,113,0.062,0.7859999999999999,0.151,0.9124,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,14,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,4,11,13,1,12,0,1,0,1,12,5,0,1,6,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624343943335244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838165554752279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563106384080351,0.0,0.17583997166405396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797549257015373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563513088459312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162226028608995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009079264082873,0.2204997739430214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406829825146184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086149160464837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745491177349826,0.0,0.15343132871310805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232090039604981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411962496438689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523139552265816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629661740560644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116214382958881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680629239350272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074101855888257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802036831540585
adhd,17USC102,2018/04/19,"Whoops. Missed my therapy appointment. Posting this for the benefit of the group. 

It was on my calendar. My wife called to remind me two hours before. An hour before I got my stuff ready to go. 25 Minutes after my appointment started, I realized that whatever I was doing wasn't what I was supposed to be doing. Cue the guilt/shame. 

Here's to actually having my notifications set up properly next time.",2.832666666666668,5.736086666666669,4.809333333333335,75.42466666666667,82.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,27.0,9.150863307647796,3.1650000000000014,320,14,54,10,9,109,56,75,0.03,0.894,0.076,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,11,1,9,6,0,11,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.242490402690696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228933893034871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537360810136055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412225979993012,0.0,0.19874015938961195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894252067538114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427194256272024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379847386787884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588250663148394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28446160844327395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28416998026375456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489652196688854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427386308029313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,she89,2018/04/19,"I Refuse to Do House Chores. Is It My Fault? I graduated. Doc. says that I need to go out, buy food & other things, do house chores, exercise and pray to be able to be able to study. Doc. insists in atomoxetine.  
Problem: I don't want to go out *at least not alone*, due to social anxiety. I hate my parents, so at least I don't want to help with house chores.  
I can't start studying. If I do, I stop very shortly even after the increase to 40 mg twice.  
Why doesn't it work? Is it my fault for not complying?",-0.3674191229331427,1.7609529626168232,1.846168224299067,96.48637670740473,89.46728971962618,5.161466570812365,18.51114306254493,6.67199483983844,-0.10339482386772092,385,11,93,5,13,129,65,107,0.211,0.747,0.042,-0.9387,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,11,2,0,0,0,13,18,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,4,1,2,0,1,1,3,6,4,0,1,0,1,12,0,17,16,3,13,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,56,18,2,0.34891355093534343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068460597386515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890238433319514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345895572357594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522705485536175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095382538229188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829561171249235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722399478765429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693469920498105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.603899087623966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293574884755032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937136035894105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693157322039606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873503003413826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783671272950746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348140360011355,0.0,0.0,0.14585367594827345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590132971704965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394511035238924,0.2057982523800525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742010484397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700661031063276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bubblemas,2018/04/19,"What do you guys fidget with in class to concentrate better? Right now I've been pulling out my hair in class and desperately need an alternative solution. I'm on Vyvanse and I think overall I pull my hair out less but not considerably so. I can't carry around anything more than like 5 pounds and can't bring my own chair etc but would prefer something larger.

I'm considering play dough but I dont think that's big enough for me. I've tried small objects and it's just not enough. I have anxiety and my fidgeting is a compulsion not something that strictly helps me concentrate. A chair band would be cool but I'd need something super portable. 

My ADHD is likely post traumatic (moderate TBI) or the severity significantly/exponentially increased, from a car accident so I also have chronic pain and was diagnosed with ptsd too. I'm doing pretty great considering all of these things though, I luckily get a lot of support. ",4.6446551724137946,6.958961511494255,5.548942528735633,75.9403103448276,71.816091954023,9.237701149425288,29.99080459770115,9.725611199111238,3.193255632183908,749,32,132,20,15,245,118,174,0.08,0.6890000000000001,0.23,0.9818,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,8,9,0,0,6,1,14,5,2,0,1,30,24,15,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,4,2,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,3,15,8,14,19,9,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,3,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434430648381668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293196358521883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237079056620614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307376470863852,0.1439564152474881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301958301122286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641325091064949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952321941881506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334179851246496,0.1803496851765092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448693608343426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178286131647446,0.0,0.1601185806516219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839097803097753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800692868181934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748027955214015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981221633643945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172071117202165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487372746236286,0.16451746948668672,0.0,0.0,0.18903063930432606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809967778082086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826865638926137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734773739252585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350688577873767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743311068941183,0.2072348090333528,0.15887950860911115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097906510517248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297486568731577,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LetsEatTrashAndDie,2018/04/19,"I obsess over my hobbies/interests, prescribed Vyvance 40mg I'll try to make this as short as possible, but I just took my Vyv an hour ago... So it's about that time, y'know. 

Wanted to know if anyone experiences similar behaviorisms, medicated or not.

Basically, I have a lot of hobbies. They range from collecting guitars, playing/listening to music, collecting guns, modifying cars/motorcycles that I've owned, collecting watches, collecting cigars, the whole nine yards. It's a lot of fun, and I've made a ton of friends in real life and online because of them.

The problem is, I'll never halfass anything. Instead of finding the easiest way to get the desired end result as I do when I'm not medicated, I will agonize over making the best decision about everything I build, buy, or learn. I obsess over making the ""right"" choice, even when that choice is subjective. I have spent hundreds of hours learning how to disassemble and highly modify an entire engine without having ever worked on any car before. I can sit and read about ""pros & cons"" about minor differences in the way a guitar plays on forums for hours in a night, and usually, this ends with a large purchase. With something kind of unpopular with college kids my age like cigars and watches, I'm sometimes embarrassed by the fact that I enjoy learning about them.

A few examples of my obsessive behavior:

* When I was 16-19, I would buy and sell guitars/amps etc. on craigslist to supplement my part-time job. I would drive hours across the state to make a good sale. I accumulated $6k worth of guitar gear with probably $2k invested in gas and inventory. I generally spent so much time in school/work/doing craigslist deals that I barely had time to actually play guitar.

* I was 20, just got out of my sophomore year of college. Worked 80 hours a week all summer to buy my first car. Worked full time the next summer to build the engine. Blew all the money I made on expensive parts and tuning time. I sold that car, bought another car and a race bike. Obsessed over the bike. Dumped about $2k into the bike just because wrenching on that stuff is super entertaining for me. Sold the bike. Broke even on it.

* Turned 21 in January. I've never been around guns too much, but since I've turned 21, I've bought three handguns. They're interesting to disassemble and reassemble, I like to clean them and replace inferior parts with aftermarket ones. I like learning about the hobby, and I enjoy target shooting, which gets expensive fast... I've spent about $1.5k on this stuff.

It's not that I can't afford to do these things, I'm not putting myself into debt since I work full-time while I'm a full-time student (shouts out to Vyvance). The financial decisions I'm making for hobbies alone are obviously still very reckless for a college student, and I realize that much. However, I become so invested in these different hobbies that I'm more motivated to talk to people online about them than some of the real people I have in my life, which is absurd. I take great pride in the standards I hold myself to, and these standards manifest themselves in my collections/vehicles. However, I'm starting to think that these behaviors regarding simple hobbies are unhealthy.

**TL;DR:** Thoughts on my hobbies and interests sometimes overwhelm my productive thoughts and interactions with others, does anyone experience anything similar?",6.061340501792118,7.77133843870968,6.417526881720432,73.59184587813621,67.03225806451613,9.704659498207887,33.132616487455195,9.994966539143718,3.5783863799283164,2712,120,453,65,45,874,303,620,0.067,0.797,0.136,0.994,6,1,1,4,0,0,110.0,0,0,5,9,26,28,1,6,33,0,21,6,0,10,7,85,55,33,0,6,13,0,0,3,1,3,4,2,2,1,28,28,2,1,13,13,20,7,8,10,0,4,17,4,48,18,84,35,18,75,0,3,2,0,10,32,0,7,35,281,76,16,0.0,0.0,0.0711756416818349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465393268481934,0.0,0.0,0.07554036491865566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805364299477467,0.0,0.04959941789185161,0.07648042895126618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199799236409933,0.0,0.12004128407407512,0.064929075144319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892300038797943,0.08055279111806975,0.062063710589558514,0.0,0.07654250629736575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519447561018837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240653493420875,0.0,0.0,0.06382734721873554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920043273288112,0.0,0.08134363613423035,0.09634792876084862,0.06597536869360411,0.0,0.0,0.06555075114886945,0.1426920632960614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666276973552218,0.062039870710467376,0.0,0.0,0.05635066894087275,0.0,0.07621277054230205,0.0,0.0,0.061175795135058025,0.058334095764395036,0.0804129056633269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706156712648951,0.0,0.0,0.3591395036611053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237836320897037,0.0,0.0,0.07595228919900712,0.08016814233868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303461494799426,0.10689947781834527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401625014844415,0.0,0.13802882902326008,0.2434288756046787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695198765717246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085047294160093,0.0,0.11250646994028236,0.0,0.07756894657146088,0.06844609796776313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049423756461349916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369498280747541,0.0,0.10113016843076104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222510530084765,0.0,0.0,0.07863803653066609,0.06979051640590771,0.0,0.07332147078248401,0.0,0.0,0.07295638002627687,0.16603573368076271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228749403506435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381577594453384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206678884919882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615019063144107,0.14427240850890122,0.0,0.051624930847565344,0.0,0.058247296784849086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699001106961114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054839277958799934,0.0586237103179816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845586426244716,0.046734855355742635,0.0,0.11580709382399705,0.21264971343245406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103529332131776,0.04951919245853502,0.1586682451528328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032940712081138,0.06018036846951118,0.04301992137243669,0.11578742352857205,0.058505375010708134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143115644938953,0.0,0.07030832046080836,0.0,0.2654937214555628,0.0,0.0,0.10362419612059573,0.0,0.0,0.046968806342001394
adhd,propussyslayer,2018/04/19,"Caffeine makes me fall asleep. Apparently, this only affects people with ADHD. I used to wonder why I feel tired and sleepy after drinking coffee. Well, yesterday I tested it out. Took 3 pills or caffeine, 200mg each. 15 minutes later, I was yawning and fell asleep like a newborn.

Today, I tried it with Modafinil and still managed to fall asleep with caffeine. Nobody believes me. I told a colleague that I drink 2 cups of coffee before bedtime to sleep. They laughed it off like it was a joke. I think this might be a good indicator to spot another ADHD person but thought to make this post to make sure I'm not the only one here experiencing this.

**TL;DR** How do you cope with caffeine? It seems not even modafinil can overcome sleepiness caused by caffeine.",2.8932290362953696,5.819382127659576,3.294351272423864,86.21647058823532,82.33333333333333,4.736086775135585,26.02461410095953,6.2272716619740125,1.0856771798080938,604,25,104,5,17,187,97,141,0.015,0.883,0.102,0.8225,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,6,9,4,7,1,27,18,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,10,9,2,0,5,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,2,12,7,15,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,7,62,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38511974277073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801036947999934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634006883114955,0.18051923032824585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459568782051634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31391991279733383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582740795071628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101480891229128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438951748588074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655613696870133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208552244797453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997389724619258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857292117767907,0.2437173710485845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108016257632032,0.1399026951141477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345170424947854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586324491730907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034117706700984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279562626442573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510106037737245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266600780855917,0.0,0.1272011211794634,0.0,0.1841556009259308,0.15187500534526713,0.15310229730961364,0.1780163861333746,0.10878257268419686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838335696097298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406193457823205,0.0,0.14457855992136515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737576811132263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Objectiive,2018/04/19,"How do you cope with an addiction? Good day all. I (26M) found this sub some 6 months ago and before that I just felt I was really terrible at having a grip on my life. This sub brought insight to my daily struggles. 

I'm from Nigeria so the chances of being diagnosed is close to known. We just don't believe in such ""bullshit"".

One thing I have however not discovered in this sub is how ADHD affects an addiction. Growing up, I was always anxious and was drawn towards porn to help calm my mind. An addiction ensued.

I know porn addiction is hard to break for a normal person, but it seems ADHD makes it much tougher for me.

I'll just like someone to shed more light on how (if any) ADHD influences an addiction.

Thanks.",2.738862405200436,4.8442757464788775,4.043239436619718,85.52976706392201,76.74647887323944,7.467822318526544,27.120260021668468,8.384062270229773,2.0179581798483213,564,23,110,11,13,185,100,142,0.047,0.8290000000000001,0.124,0.8703,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,7,0,11,9,0,6,1,27,19,8,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,4,12,4,17,12,4,14,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,3,4,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6832235394588092,0.4519215121685951,0.0,0.1111109066883915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429720045896564,0.0,0.0,0.08523899574749373,0.0,0.0,0.1416043339112167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066594848865386,0.14122105323835762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083724791707186,0.0,0.0,0.1272226820077688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035099436131608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374344799591679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051335592836348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122846281481695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401620742663969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688864127275818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853498164581858,0.0612373056140523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366885650846809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656286290177213,0.0,0.10004929756116633,0.0,0.09214310276078146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228116271911402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849371130931412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094465443874284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029930847713992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410951087333425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062045332018087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103795917993016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540096734743074,0.0,0.0,0.08327374359138222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LizLemonToTheRescue,2018/04/19,"Can anyone share some tips and tricks you use to help keep your life together (besides medication)? Here's a couple of mine: I just started putting a post it note behind my clear phone case to help remind me of stuff. I also use a digital timer or the timer on my stove to help keep me on track. (I prefer those over the alarm on my phone because they're more prominent, I feel.)

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adhd,Rubixmaster5567,2018/04/19,"Just Diagnosed with ADHD after years of struggling Ever since High School I've struggled with getting my work done, keeping my attention on things, etc. I used to be a figurative missile aiming for things that kept my attention, like my love for music, singing, and acting. I was just put on a short-acting Adderall type medication while we're trying to figure out the correct dose. And I feel as though I've just put glasses on after years of being near blind. It's amazing!

 

While the Medication has been helping my mental state a ton, I'm still having issues with some things. Basics tasks like doing the dishes before they pile up, and even showering are still a struggle. Since I'm new to all of this, is there any books, ideas, or something to help?

 

TL;DR: Just got diagnosed with ADHD after struggling in school for years. I'm just looking for some help to do the simple tasks in my day to day life.",6.401849529780566,7.199829655172419,6.380240334378264,77.49333855799374,65.66666666666666,8.626123301985372,30.185997910135843,8.575989854853784,2.3398574712643683,736,25,128,10,11,233,108,174,0.07200000000000001,0.813,0.115,0.8356,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,4,8,0,11,9,0,1,3,28,22,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,1,0,6,8,1,2,6,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,3,10,4,29,15,5,27,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,3,16,86,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664666845543515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402356291547816,0.0,0.07538926112164232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433452009490094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299230858205547,0.0,0.0,0.22504310170175507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344926232185627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236392862206315,0.07322262506909685,0.100280094191506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056054637384597115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057920281158796966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866564497724377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292331383983632,0.11713070139672573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514854098176398,0.0,0.11571004999905657,0.0,0.09853832380753294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830438159394529,0.10832214018568714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309529367343598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000563536426294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336152803218629,0.1117217828882112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707021555494853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228917895244759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439444026190208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834106798260272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534619081162925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770674275459266,0.0,0.0,0.463583824977353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095330705624816,0.0,0.10892034006208404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526732146190501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574828353799568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070810644033062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417248970198385
adhd,Sawyeee,2018/04/19,"Just wrote a paper in one sitting for the first time in.... ever! Recently sought treatment for my add, been about a month now and I’m proud to say I just wrote a 5 page paper in a single sitting! I’ve literally never done this before usually I have to reward myself every 30 min or so with a break but with my adderall I’ve been so productive recently :). I planned on taking a break after every page but I just got into it and couldn’t let my self stop. Adderall for me has been life changing and has helped keep afloat in college. before a few months ago I had always thought it was completely normal to have your train of thought travel at the speed of light but now i am the conductor of the train!!! Love this sub and it’s supportive community stay focused on what’s important everyone!
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adhd,zyada_tx,2018/04/19,"I know other people here swear by routines, but I hate them. Do you hate or love them? If you hate them, what do you do? If I do the same thing too many times, I start resenting it.",-0.13038461538461732,1.6686989743589784,1.5253205128205138,101.49259615384615,84.8974358974359,4.925641025641027,14.878205128205128,5.985473137389443,-1.0181333333333331,136,2,35,1,4,44,26,39,0.358,0.535,0.107,-0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,3,0,2,5,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,10,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,27,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8317714820264349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433441676868276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253456086610208,0.0,0.0,0.2847131018008495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946891259690356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876981954807496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865680638668956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375167761764525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,quackerlackin,2018/04/19,"When your SO hates your ADHD Has anyone else had relationship issues due to their ADHD?

I recently came out of a relationship where it was a real problem. My SO **HATED** it. She didn't act like it was a real thing. She treated my behaviors like I was ""doing it on purpose"" and to ""just pay attention"".

She would berate me for missing things, for getting distracted, and would say that there is something wrong with me.

She would often suggest that I go on medication.

Problem is, I like myself just the way I am. I don't have any issues with how I function, and I make my way through life just fine. I have a good job, I pay my bills, I have two great dogs, I have some friends who seem to like me.

The only person that wanted me to change was her.

We are no longer together, but I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar.",2.374917664670658,4.5670123413173656,3.954876497005986,85.29842252994014,78.28143712574852,6.809730538922158,24.20995508982036,7.8658589789855275,1.3854793413173656,659,23,130,11,16,219,99,167,0.135,0.815,0.049,-0.7772,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,1,0,11,16,2,1,6,0,22,2,0,2,0,29,32,9,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,3,2,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,3,0,3,3,3,7,0,1,8,2,31,9,13,21,1,12,0,1,0,0,16,4,0,5,7,101,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29180592326795296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255828672496754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977577271828748,0.24878369252504626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388528305417381,0.0,0.0,0.12842840664578514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283346230248087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379575167007312,0.0,0.06342812103415034,0.0,0.06899619253236304,0.1018271796334473,0.0,0.1338473716892421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972089957662865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534266377639314,0.12047386676027272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575061608606696,0.2372457343409302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103752730779183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230087415801955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233254566957977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600452425977668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323327857067068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763666649817417,0.0,0.0,0.11987093777261244,0.2606830404856919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654463616771544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052084358940288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692411059822792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613096808518161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185932105993696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160670738707732,0.19272829636146854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165650817420813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587238860430416,0.13273525681011025,0.0,0.0
adhd,flabkingpro,2018/04/19,"Can someone please tell me its going to be ok? I just feel so shit. I hate my life because I can never get anything right. I feel like disappearing forever. Why am I the way I am? it's not fair that everyone else can set a task and just finish it like its nothing, and it takes me days if not weeks. such an embarrassment to everyone around me. Business is failing, relationship is failing,  lifestyle is dropping... I'm just so tired of everything. It does get better right?",2.112391304347824,4.630414152173916,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,81.3913043478261,6.723478260869566,26.591304347826085,7.908726449838941,1.8320443478260868,370,16,72,7,10,122,63,92,0.226,0.659,0.115,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,2,1,3,1,9,3,1,0,1,12,17,5,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,2,10,4,4,16,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,6,45,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652807043710468,0.16932879260662528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595132271010382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682268433036433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267084862873208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645559197955034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889751707507524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363510973844202,0.1709500639247375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923535609916659,0.13588731852486655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875558659120854,0.0,0.10810172598323037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779473219722212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134352190502123,0.1858557148090729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670303460412396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825133126511374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087953916924912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042162442358069,0.0,0.3248796055082155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524963703781487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116580600875238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301557050586114,0.0,0.16625346115304118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186204355120602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098124054243908,0.15257639954891336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163652681097835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,wasteland_artworks,2018/04/19,Help: concerta and studying My main problem with concerta is that it only works good enough on the morning. I take 108mg of concerta around 6am then I start school at 8am and when I'm going to start studying (5pm) I can't focus on studying and I don't make use of my time. When I don't have school and I can study in the morning I'm really productive and it is driving me crazy because I'm studying a lot and I'm only getting shit grades. All of my friends think I'm just lazy.,-0.4355384615384637,1.7034725523809549,2.0571428571428605,94.69978021978024,90.14285714285714,5.135531135531137,22.362637362637358,6.67199483983844,0.5714615384615396,378,15,86,5,13,129,64,105,0.113,0.799,0.08800000000000001,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,1,15,20,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,10,20,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352345541849515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936681113133986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362292709914932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663400922465705,0.0,0.11944638340612003,0.0,0.12993204800037966,0.19175861024027466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324156514407006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943675903449567,0.0,0.0,0.15260801359508674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34775706645869897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876188784146414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646211829744776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462758533098971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467881739084856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236418904314753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718964780881655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649275735627862,0.0,0.0,0.13331224686422338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745736652420054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664406876655761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Throwaway99999990123,2018/04/19,"Adderal makes me so hungry! I'm likely not the first and surely won't be the last, but Adderall makes me super hungry all the time. Like fat guy gets thrown out of all you can eat buffet for taking them at their word hungry. At the same time, even though I eat constantly I am losing weight and can fit into pants I haven't worn in two or three years and even they fall off my ass without a belt! I drink about eight liters or more of water a day without issue, my job requires me to be physically active so I was already drinking a lot of water but this stuff dehydrates the hell out of me. Basically if I'm awake I'm drinking or eating whether I've taken the medication yet or not. I've only been on it for 25 days now and only the first day gave me that ""Gotta go fast get it all done, never even heard of food!"" feeling. After that the only thing I notice is I'm better at managing my time at work once it's kicked in and for a couple hours after it's worn off. I've always had a high metabolism so perhaps I need more than the 20MG I'm being given, but this kinda weight loss this fast is surely not healthy. I mean really, I'm fitting in jeans that are three and four sizes smaller than what I was wearing and having trouble keeping them on. 

Anyone else experience this kind of wacky shit? What did you do to alleviate it?",4.537864450127877,4.6605742101449295,5.6627791986359775,83.38008951406654,69.57971014492753,7.943393009377664,25.655583972719523,7.5105763829236425,1.1677658141517475,1046,26,219,10,17,349,160,276,0.097,0.7909999999999999,0.112,0.3139,1,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,4,8,10,12,2,0,14,0,19,16,4,2,6,41,42,20,0,2,14,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,16,10,12,2,2,3,0,2,8,5,0,7,12,4,23,7,32,25,7,38,1,2,0,1,9,17,3,7,21,147,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806495198914818,0.0,0.08902336595817854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480915208905185,0.10962280891670108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462302006107597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561703195109276,0.0,0.0,0.11838122338841447,0.0,0.20699703940389536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094868279096012,0.0,0.31442528027024946,0.0,0.3284291758845554,0.0893755280107808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119955507674988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465570956446477,0.0,0.0,0.05409682100401042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182009469637288,0.12937144682026838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179460713844082,0.0,0.06080427823213285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059358680129876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303968562062272,0.0,0.0,0.1053625512732217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166865321448102,0.10617001091410284,0.09509668269687337,0.0,0.11141251357021938,0.0,0.08721026295407185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453878040796387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196932533479292,0.0,0.09095816793874777,0.0,0.0,0.142831891929567,0.0,0.0,0.11654231684149413,0.0,0.1077800978198789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933094083875686,0.08251646356646644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180761343968433,0.0,0.11393972574035792,0.0,0.24410972217666346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853985239576575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982260594999137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247673553088473,0.0,0.0,0.20167161317133744,0.0,0.08044236538752937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107869547620134,0.0,0.1051160869993175,0.0,0.18715832794521955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451264495999037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605674035886805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626703395113846,0.0,0.07788922007860326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889736740184578
adhd,Spellstraps,2018/04/19,"You ever get that feeling.... You ever get that feeling, where you're thinking of something really important and you start thinking of something else and then you jump around from topic to topic and then you try to remember the original thing you were thinking about but all you can remember about it was that it was really important so you follow your random ass train of thought down the rabbit hole and after what feels like a century you find the thing you were thinking about...

You ever get that feeling?",5.147016129032256,7.575977397849464,5.05772849462366,79.5065927419355,70.72043010752688,8.090860215053763,28.829301075268816,8.841846274778883,2.6088075268817206,410,16,67,8,8,127,50,93,0.047,0.833,0.12,0.5165,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,12,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,4,24,19,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,12,1,12,14,1,13,0,0,0,1,12,3,1,1,9,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482490760336841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911638846413624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519140659897832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368149887544597,0.1189707261588197,0.0,0.0,0.15220752793984765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610187991223532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135928205675666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133697432257689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772973210726291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640943942983896,0.0,0.0,0.11787243667714603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127335371262968,0.4268287579736408,0.0,0.1322080641022027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306451711493865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tom921992,2018/04/19,Why do I deliberately annoy people and say provocative things to spark debate? I've been diagnosed twice with combined type.,6.921428571428571,10.220629000000006,6.48595238095238,67.2632142857143,68.52380952380952,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.0139333333333336,103,4,14,2,2,32,20,21,0.133,0.78,0.087,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505458170377555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376046369521938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313548876340288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36036035775845787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894505131083537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,softrice666,2018/04/19,"Why can’t I get my motherfucking shit together?? I was just recently diagnosed with ADHD and holy shit does my life make sense

I’m a sophomore in high school and I literally have had all f’s for all three quarters I AM GOING TO FAIL

I DIDN’T TURN MY 8 PAGE PAPER IN FOR MY AP CLASS AND NOW WE ARE MOVING ON TO THE PRESENTATIONS FOR THOSE PAPER

I WAKE UP ON TIME EVERY OTHER DAY, DAYS I WAKE UP LATE I MISS HALF OF THE SCHOOL DAY

I AM GOING TO FLUNK AR LIFE EVERYBODY AROUND KAKES IT SEEM SO EASY TO JUST WAKE UP AKD GO OR TO JUST WRITE 8 PAGES?!??
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adhd,prettiwylde,2018/04/19,"Pride? Does anyone else struggle with feeling proud of (any)accomplishments?

I struggle feeling proud of anything for ex my job or passing an exam. I cant seem to feel as validated as my peers do by these things.

I want to feel proud.

I want to feel a sense of accomplishment but its just like i actually cant.",2.166714285714285,4.854735766666664,3.486190476190476,85.33500000000002,83.0,6.095238095238094,25.23809523809524,7.447530270364453,1.3938095238095245,246,10,48,4,7,80,41,60,0.054000000000000006,0.6559999999999999,0.29,0.8559,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,1,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,11,4,0,2,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,5,11,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,29,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.22224410596654254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924305062589142,0.23334939673282826,0.18741290719495776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929924597313825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902498736357076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757679752596832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259995729241823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126362106776637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732847813482816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761724144944591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130218677876886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26865719052894016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,TheMostAwkwardLion,2018/04/19,"Ways to help stay focused? I’m a 20 year old male and a sophomore in college and I struggle with focusing on tasks at hand, especially when it comes to school. I used to be on vyvanse in high school but I got off of it 3 years ago because I don’t want to depend on medication. Any tips to help stay focused without taking medication??",2.4532843137254936,4.329742073529413,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,76.79411764705881,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,1.8502274509803929,263,12,54,4,6,89,49,68,0.024,0.7609999999999999,0.215,0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,15,6,0,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,5,29,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490179106789594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341763240837904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027723132332045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996352076035162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578053709316656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645030194715598,0.20846691845686552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975344542074799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704173746338544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993728110771783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206085208969188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062693433213258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835119129754604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041091173093714,0.0,0.0,0.11637747291134108,0.15661404432277712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019803846299216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541199896867541
adhd,tinymook,2018/04/19,"Confused about my results and why my parents were so oposed and would like to no if i should go somewhere els to get tested or if i should just leave it :) Hi all, I'm 15 years old and ive got Dysgraphia and border line dyslexia :) 


No that the intros outta the way, I have a lot of trouble at school and of corse a lot of that is to do with my language disorders that were only recently discovered but I also have a lot of issues with fidgitting, staying in my seat, listning, not daydreaming/zoning out, sticking with a task, remembering my books/pens/computer, remembering what classes i have that day, remembering what homework i have, organising my bag/locker, stuff like that. It became much more of a problem once i left primary school, or more, it became more obvious. I had the same problems all through primary school but it was never very obvious because theres wasn't many consciences for not doing my work but my mum always commented on how empty my books looked especially compared to other kids. 


So once i got into high school it was a lot more noticeable that i did significantly worse work that the other students so i decided to look into what it might be. Originally i just thought that maybe i was dumb (once i got tested for dysgraphia i got and IQ test and i'm above average for my age) or lazy or something like that, it din't help that my dad (who while is a good parent doesn't notice much like when i cut my hair from my waist to a really short bob) just thought it was lazyness. 


Anyway i shearched around on the internet and found a lotta posts and over about 3 months did a lot of online quzzes (i know un-reliable) and scored quite high, so i brought it up with my parents and there reaction was immediately no. Like very strongly no but my mum thought that if i thought so then there was no downside to getting tested other than the fact that her and my dad didn't like toying with the idea. 


So i got tested but from what I've read my testing was quite different from ADHD testing people normally get, all of it was questionaries and a some of my teachers and my parents had to fill them out to. And it came back negative, well it came back sorta borderline. Anyway I got all the questionairs and when i looked through them i was shocked and confused by particularly my parents and one of my teachers answers. Now I understand that the reson that they get multiple people to answer is so that they get different peoples opinions, but what i was reading was not at all what i thought it would be like. I wont go in to heeps of detail because this is already long enough but my teacher say that i was well behaved and that i most completed my work but in reality it was rare for me to not get sent out and I failed my class, also my parents results were very unlike what there opinions normally are and i found this strange on top of the fact that they were so oposied to my having ADHD seemed like they'd already made up there mind. (Also they made me do the test infront of my mum so obviously i couldn't be completely thruthful)


Anyway i'm sorry its so long and im also sorry that its a bit al over the place i kept leaving and coming back to it also Dysgraphia make it hard for me to write coherently.


(Id also just like to add some other things. its not restircted to school. I have a really messy room. I lose things all the time. I have trouble going to sleep and waking up. I cant watch a movie unless ive got something for my hands to do. In school i car barly do work but once it gets to the last to periods of school i cnat do ANYTHING, like not that i don't wnat to but i feel so drained and shitty and i can't work. Idk if ive forgotten anything but yeah :) ) 


TL;DR ive had throuble in school my whole life, got tested for ADHD the answers that my parents and teachers gave suprised my and im wonder if i should get tested again :)


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adhd,EnvironmentalBarber8,2018/04/19,"Adderall 'Visual Noise'/Shadows  So. I'm really, really wanting Adderall to be a good thing for me. It's my first time taking it today and it works pretty well! But I've heard how it can make some people psychotic. Well, I feel fine so far. I think... I wanted to ask if anyone here who takes stimulants has dealt with your eyes not immediately adjusting to what's in the corner of your eye, giving it a brief appearance of 'jumping' or 'shifting.' It just seems like my visual perception is a little harsher than it normally would be, and I'm concerned that some might consider that to be 'hallucinating.' What do you guys think? If I'm not clear enough here, I'll try to clarify to anyone that doesn't understand. ",3.734681372549023,5.9294074191176485,4.968235294117652,79.62872549019609,74.07352941176471,8.35686274509804,25.303921568627448,9.075114841892004,2.2050068627450985,563,19,103,13,12,186,93,136,0.038,0.835,0.128,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,0,10,2,2,3,1,29,27,9,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,3,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,4,9,5,12,21,3,10,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,8,4,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414587135683376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765821804681535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516892158675506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550604119084934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066566927301326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811959117623584,0.0,0.15842795860347467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702606153671614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227977617154244,0.18931260957880813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608234921032496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003773661842356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850674087440697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094922675168785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921641713713893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420094136636775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195400772203673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840363525842371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254869452945981,0.24206004068415934,0.0,0.0,0.11014048913411197,0.0,0.17904110015329433,0.0,0.0,0.12824066373928367,0.0,0.0,0.1966361725182163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228187899240346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33966098896209673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751068774630468,0.0,0.0,0.13417863892956586,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Opening_Function,2018/04/19,"Can't drink as much coffee since starting Strattera? So I've been prescribed 10mg Strattera to take at late afternoon from my pdoc for my ADHD-PI. He has also prescribed me 100mg Provigil in the morning for my mild narcolepsy. 

It's been 10 days since I've been taking 10mg Strattera. And the initial side effect was worsened working memory for an hour after taking it followed by somnolence. But after the 7th day, I'm starting to have more energy and concentrate easier; but haven't noticed much improvement in motivation yet. My pdoc told me that I won't get the full therapeutic effects until the 8th week.

I'm pretty happy with how I'm going with Strattera so far. There is however one side effect that's annoying me. Since starting Strattera, due to the indirect sympathomimetic effect of NRI, I can no longer drink more than one cup of coffee without feeling jittery and getting heart palpitations. The same goes with modafinil, I can now only handle 50mg. Otherwise, I'd feel too jittery and have palpitations.

My first questions is, will these side effects go away after my adrenergic receptors down-regulate or is it permanent?

My second question is, is it safe to take atomoxetine long-term? I've read that NMDA antagonism can negatively impact learning; I'm not sure if this applies to the type of NMDA antagonism from atomoxetine. So even if my ADHD-PI gets alleviated, if it impacts learning, that could be a deal breaker. Although, the partial agonism of kappa opioid receptors seems beneficial though by acting as an antidepressant. ",7.933008403361344,8.778157057142861,8.449243697478995,63.82163865546221,62.35714285714286,11.016806722689076,38.61344537815126,10.843485225782073,4.674203781512603,1256,62,190,31,17,418,166,280,0.081,0.835,0.084,0.4711,2,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,8,11,4,1,0,12,0,21,3,1,7,1,34,42,20,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,2,1,13,3,0,4,7,1,0,4,5,2,14,3,31,33,6,30,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,8,17,124,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29966857299376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970199651597507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713561339967404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954228755327033,0.0,0.0,0.16080922511394832,0.12853373383262898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426670942784184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234620249811321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260781491151004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060478999846828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195411535569061,0.0,0.14171056109227895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271811578352122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773965148767432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277907651530826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063804626039686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033283648859936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832999184949604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419425223661898,0.0,0.0,0.1689650710763408,0.09482042685020096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268385892172392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793275088929378,0.0,0.1247080434512536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349880466302507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093956198719685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26473534392690545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750405682717364,0.0,0.37495824524507454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122491871473495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191316410495004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000620708345764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018158082751852,0.0,0.09076437876821827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bo0omers,2018/04/19,"Starting meds has made me realize I’m not completely brain dead!!!! I love math now, I love reading, I’m getting better at video games. ADHD was taking over soooo many aspects of my life and man am I happy.",1.0504878048780526,3.536751121951223,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,86.56097560975607,5.231219512195122,22.83414634146341,6.742157984588678,0.8655521951219507,160,6,31,2,5,53,35,41,0.0,0.657,0.343,0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,4,11,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,9,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31072677406009136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866640376829003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886272313948654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710846842892743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508166806838115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27523121003152873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262146300314805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46670281567973504,0.2446461968685198,0.0,0.2621290497468288,0.0,0.0,0.2871906882301981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586198990026253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300297242004215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943973717168201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,vodkasodaz,2018/04/19,What are your deepest secrets? I really want to know so i can stop overthinking about mine. Go ,0.4450000000000003,2.123624055555556,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,114.0,6.2444444444444445,21.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,1.6457333333333342,75,3,14,2,4,24,17,18,0.13699999999999998,0.775,0.08800000000000001,-0.2228,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938444681757374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38085138670257496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44394971045620496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793740258721545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087458242779247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Hambungler,2018/04/19,"Tinder: An ADHD Blunder So I was super excited for a tinder date this evening. I pulled all the stops: cologne, nice clothes, hair was on point, etc etc etc. I even made extra sure to arrive a little early (otherwise I have a nasty habit of showing up to social events late).

We agreed to meet at my favorite bar. When I arrived, she wasn't there yet. So I grabbed a tasty beer, found us a table, and texted her where to find me.

Then I waited. The seconds turned into minutes, and the minutes turned into frustration. I glanced at my watch time after time, each time getting more upset. Have I been cat-fished, I wonder?

After a half hour past our agreed meet up time, it hit me like a ton of bricks: I was a day early to the date...

I immediately went to the gym to release my anger.

Tl;dr: triple-check your damn calendar.",1.767668845315903,4.105626703703706,2.8400508351488765,91.67375816993469,81.34567901234567,5.046332607116921,21.25780682643428,6.2272716619740125,0.23282381989832945,634,19,129,5,17,202,108,162,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.132,0.4676,0,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,3,1,0,1,8,9,3,1,14,0,7,3,1,1,2,14,16,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,3,4,0,2,1,4,0,2,8,4,23,5,19,7,8,31,0,0,2,0,9,10,1,1,20,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103424446801368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251348186507822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318339364463065,0.20997790221218293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528292122878278,0.0,0.0,0.1742870697847596,0.0,0.0,0.08304795902760455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565396590257106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793093125675996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776578814876581,0.15931568983718564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150408028153095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174150595977307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026481666083374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203564311404856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289434909187428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981416632149122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707541308409568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457970056375371,0.0,0.0,0.19120451858409748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735382171329106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238102151382112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,_Smart_Idoit,2018/04/19,"Drug test in a few hours for getting prescription refilled Im due to go back to my doctor for the first time since being prescribed. I had to sign a controlled substance contract and it says in there that they will do a urine test every time I go back. The nurse told me that they are testing to make sure that Im taking my meds and that Im not doing other illegal stimulants. The only thing is, I got really drunk 2 weeks ago and did coke and Molly (not on the same day). I have been drinking alot of water to replace the water Ive been sweating out when my meds and to try and help flush everything out. I also smoked on Saturday but the nurse said they don't care about that. Is there anything to worry about or should I be fine? I know I messed up and risked my prescription and possibly keeping my doctor so please save the guilt trip.",7.546622807017544,5.6466978947368425,7.3754897660818735,80.25516447368423,64.2046783625731,10.421345029239768,32.486111111111114,8.841846274778883,2.4063269005847947,664,19,138,8,8,212,108,171,0.098,0.809,0.093,-0.2197,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,9,7,0,2,11,0,16,10,2,3,1,25,27,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,8,10,5,2,1,2,0,3,3,3,0,1,7,2,18,4,19,16,3,22,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,12,93,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272791340530021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482459744756453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815793760018364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081547487053352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639412610578267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610424008430152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260022459332252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29392995903304586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065829953264328,0.16651261573281675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097626535122352,0.0,0.1290446303309082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213303495832907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501705646965208,0.0,0.16320493771538694,0.0,0.1148377660312133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624176821515693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140196313516235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652882028681452,0.0,0.0,0.12762463948039468,0.0,0.0,0.07891037181951413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958438727664105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31898036772268606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920260098438496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761283451532984,0.0,0.16187012553632482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198400726481566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658188831630366,0.11418428143781985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187747111234166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353268389311954,0.0,0.10795779190593324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953912652642426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674507350650726,0.0,0.0,0.1372012918977489,0.0,0.09748455621178584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517495007009085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458171878315609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aviator_8,2018/04/19,"Easy way to describe ADHD with simple GIF [xpost r/funny] https://gfycat.com/DearDazzlingBlacknorwegianelkhound

I'm sure lot of us get this question, ""what is it like to have ADHD"" from non ADHD friends/family. This GIF perfectly gives metaphor for ADHD brain vs. non ADHD brain",6.288666666666664,10.176133755555558,5.166111111111113,71.38250000000002,78.1111111111111,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0003333333333335,229,6,33,3,6,68,36,45,0.0,0.762,0.238,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8641235454563824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210661035086182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355658062851867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513176184478901,0.13795009707584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025547076192692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225719265598613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610936208069369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553376141730994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297875254385173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141450844427946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Armadeagle,2018/04/19,"Issue with basic hygine Let me preface this by saying: I'm not an unhygienic slob or anything, I keep myself clean. However, I feel like I have a horrible issue brushing my teeth regularly (a couple of mornings in a row, then some nights, with a skip or two in between those) showering on a completely steady basis (similar to above). And it's hard to remember to do things like put on deodorant all the time.

Like, it's not a *horrible* problem, and it doesnt ever become super apparent, bit it's extremely hard for me to get these routines down. And I hate it, and it really truly makes me feel like shit.

Is there anyone else out there with this issue?",8.178766404199479,6.552265944881892,9.017755905511816,68.10988845144361,62.77952755905511,12.561154855643046,36.12729658792651,11.538034831475384,4.190602099737531,513,19,93,13,6,176,87,127,0.124,0.741,0.135,0.104,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,0,8,0,5,2,2,1,2,21,12,7,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,6,9,5,17,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,8,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081230314160763,0.1623806124476817,0.13041483319436614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502776479000484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301818081045028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616236854144484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753541598329539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238899020780773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335345992806486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026363514875294,0.2264350659809741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279881237709431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839323712303552,0.15646534583790409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962331602163316,0.0,0.14086354592313846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205566324897186,0.0,0.30969962099908804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578606002610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872194209056902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516431388722673,0.0,0.15931531315114214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152579850015643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795259778390284,0.0,0.0,0.12602897714345931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267656513263395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105286502119993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241046401672937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548110969317156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Reggie5507,2018/04/19,"Confused after diagnosis I went in today and received my testing  results FINALLY . My psychologist told me I was positive ADHD but when I read the papers after leaving.I was diagnosed with (314.01 other specified attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, with insufficient inattentive or hyperactivity/impulsively symptoms).
I was tested and diagnosed at my university by a psychologist so I was given no medication but she recommended I see a psychiatrist for medication management. Soooo after feeling like I was gonna get my diagnosis and fix my life I feel like I'm still getting nowhere . I'm confused with the wording of my diagnosis do I or do I not have adhd???? Are prescriptions prescribed for this diagnosis if I decide to go that route or would I have to be retested by a psychiatrist and be found to have one of the other types of adhd? 
I just  don't know what to do ",4.83625,7.849243337579619,7.327320859872612,60.00652269108284,74.22292993630573,10.549203821656054,35.29020700636943,10.411451182825502,5.066796496815289,712,40,106,26,16,254,92,157,0.057,0.835,0.109,0.7755,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,0,16,6,0,1,0,25,30,12,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,9,3,21,2,19,17,0,12,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,6,9,84,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839713989673809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287934103245013,0.0,0.0,0.1856322899581693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379435984321253,0.2314235955273589,0.0,0.1774308273372956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759235479405233,0.0,0.0,0.16924586112746678,0.0,0.09205159974208513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901478183088325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440459393305452,0.15826126469098087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32633659055376185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975544076058076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201438780442193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290695629498532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934989546439787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683494253845434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535291486254334,0.15476980761321482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501483283773392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505923601305927,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,DarrenRobert,2018/04/19,"Vyvanse changed everything So long story short, I used to be on instant release Adderall... Getting the Vyvanse has really made feel 'myself' again ",7.727499999999999,10.642856750000004,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,64.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,45.33333333333334,8.841846274778883,5.1597333333333335,118,8,14,2,2,36,23,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599299258096793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907440185943615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198332123640198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271498320612508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847585334137481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113907040663475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785253485782453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755024335289413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,glaszwiebel,2018/04/19,"Medication dose increase 27 year old female. I started on 18mg concerta last month, and the first two weeks were life changing. I suddenly could just do simple things like send emails and make phone calls without stressing about it and having to write out everything I wanted to say before hand. I went from consuming >1000mg of caffeine a day, to 0-200mg. For the first time in over 12 years, I went a full day of school without caffeine. I basically stopped smoking weed, and I suddenly didn’t have a need for my sleeping pills on a regular basis anymore. 
The past week has been awful though. I felt like I hadn’t taken the concerta at all and I’d feel so tired and spaced out and would be super forgetful again. I was reminded that it was still working a bit though when I took two days off from the medication and then physically could not get out of bed. I saw my doctor today and he has upped my dosage to 27mg for two weeks and then 36mg after that. 
Is it normal to be building up a tolerance that quickly? Will this keep happening until the medication no longer works? 
I’d like to start therapy within the next year as well, but right now it’s not an option. ",4.25383113590264,5.575910737068965,5.041835699797161,83.22202839756595,70.9396551724138,8.389858012170384,27.87119675456389,8.841846274778883,2.0620037525354964,929,33,185,17,17,301,150,232,0.035,0.882,0.083,0.7451,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,11,6,0,1,14,1,18,10,2,1,1,34,33,19,0,6,6,0,3,3,0,2,8,1,1,0,9,13,0,2,2,0,0,5,7,1,1,5,12,5,15,5,32,15,4,52,0,0,1,0,7,15,0,1,35,121,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833681095630626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929552666995183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926188024137754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154634089105538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556152555595392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443863837150206,0.0,0.0,0.21135245348446816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111811856229384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817794484917633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552350694378702,0.0,0.10488761304546948,0.0,0.0,0.18583912154505786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057073435864312815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660064668239901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709760711601716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904524962023126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715950287851707,0.16010756328055073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291860521792155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33014367997669114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087194393895591,0.0,0.0,0.08100013909274749,0.0,0.0,0.11617807004539467,0.0,0.10703208975271412,0.0,0.0,0.114629093388813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428202221647244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932904359902734,0.0,0.08687210042679351,0.0,0.11055679839919866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931897720865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464138929801494,0.0,0.0872392732520983,0.09132960277932384,0.12513414865661449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492555793752315,0.0,0.0725742586591208,0.0,0.21465565838015052,0.0,0.06369877223878219,0.12555540821590785,0.10354682778064313,0.0,0.12136975426061727,0.0,0.0,0.3201350704733232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443263263798366,0.0,0.2628774215631889,0.0,0.09821995591444654,0.20253330705260272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106070880244523,0.0,0.15905616632017114,0.0,0.0,0.07760102236405525,0.0,0.0,0.21104110011817248
adhd,avery9999,2018/04/19,"Newly Diagnosed Son My 20 year old son was just diagnosed with ADHD and started on medication. He was also just referred for cognitive behavioral therapy, so that hasn't started yet. He has a very hard time keeping a job and has difficulty with  anxiety.  His focus to read isn't very good. I am wondering if anybody would have any recommendations on books on ADHD that might be helpful to him but shorter in length.",5.417056277056278,7.398501896103902,6.731883116883117,69.65591991341992,69.0,10.32813852813853,34.91125541125541,10.504223727775694,4.311512554112555,334,17,55,10,6,113,59,77,0.083,0.892,0.025,-0.3199,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,0,0,13,15,6,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,9,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,6,37,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454017011547509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105488724186467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845135629043836,0.0,0.14449997185322036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38343778951162855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843157422488954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920791534107188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660866895124095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744371033841456,0.16789369137390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902863272034551,0.0,0.20038193916934893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820778492405866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894064411904066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26739396015610384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601163707376173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014300274543833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117072853081607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484263555248666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418170113629127,0.0,0.0,0.1216386630006031
adhd,LarrysSexDeficiency,2018/04/19,"Orange 20mg IR Teva Adderall not working I feel super different after taking a generic 20mg Teva generic adderall. What’s going on? I see a lot of other posts on google and a couple on here. 

I rarely take adderall but I have done it more than enough to realize this isn’t even correctly close to what it should feel like. Tons of bad side effects, no relief of adhd or any sort of euphoria. Also heart rate doesn’t increase and jaw is barely clenching. ",3.087333333333333,5.153951233333334,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,75.55555555555556,6.277777777777778,25.69444444444445,7.1686216300943375,1.4141111111111109,361,13,64,4,8,120,67,90,0.1,0.736,0.16399999999999998,0.804,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,1,1,14,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,3,4,3,11,10,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,2,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943015420987673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958326896400193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665287039007718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446691232257835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27095816454155675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558504092118692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060012967196754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302939751510073,0.0,0.16174278229486946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476402069048784,0.1749443238885766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917254066547546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901873014415973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963736837647375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081906026083336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345300340792493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513988946029254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682427846732213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782775976290269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,professionalwithadhd,2018/04/19,"My professional school wants a physical, I dont want to disclose my diagnosis. I am going into professional school next year. I am in a health care field, and some of the paperwork they are asking of me is rather intrusive.

They want a physical with my blood work attached in addition to disclosure of current ailments. My doctor filled out the form and disclosed the ADHD diagnosis as 'controlled'. I do not want my diagnosis to be known by the school for fear of potentially limiting my opportunities for potential specialty programs within the school. 

Do I have any options here? ",7.4193758668515954,9.018798038834953,8.134979195561723,62.94660194174759,63.757281553398066,12.099306518723994,38.01525658807212,11.765960540728905,5.295616920943134,470,24,73,16,7,157,67,103,0.068,0.8740000000000001,0.058,0.2344,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,4,2,3,0,1,8,0,9,3,1,1,0,17,16,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,14,2,17,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,55,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053584523873708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620080774045136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597449873415899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421837303924595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916507568406868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489772510827095,0.0,0.0,0.2002641380932911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228179534094889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711215701441672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181632053536544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817274200038637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917381818831506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031458291149902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439897964295685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100378485780985
adhd,Wisex,2018/04/19,"I GOT A 90% ON MY ENGLISH FINAL ESSAY TL;DR I PASSED ENGLISH COMP 1

Hello everyone, as you may know finals week is upon us and I just now got a notification on my phone that the English final essay I submitted today has been graded [AND I GOT A 90%](https://i.imgur.com/wXF977L.png)!! Given it isn't over because I still have my college algebra and Humanities final this coming Wednesday so I can't pull back just yet! But this was just a small victory that I wanted to share with you guys because I feel like I've come a long way since my last post on this sub :-)",3.7039639639639645,5.478546243243248,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,73.05405405405405,7.455855855855856,25.84684684684685,8.167268648758528,1.7444306306306308,447,15,82,7,9,150,75,111,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.7829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,17,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,1,16,2,8,10,0,25,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,14,56,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202981615121127,0.0,0.19073739778694954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953064442756314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949190659814954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791043534930857,0.11176583812019276,0.0,0.6855205954439563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753751081208287,0.0,0.0,0.1549072236661559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597923365371464,0.12752526564236422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643214966841201,0.0,0.0,0.1384507586881073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983307397797924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941465620248516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493885460896012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829355609050351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818659615404248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227655184571308,0.1241804244342653,0.1254924253275712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,aia124,2018/04/19,"Summer prescriptions when away from university I'm a student and I'm on my university's health plan. I get all of my prescriptions and medical care at my university's health center. But I'll be out of town (in the same state) all summer, and it won't be possible to get back to my university for appointments. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to get my prescriptions filled over the summer? I'm also nervous about skipping part of work to go to medical appointments... my job won't really be okay with that. Thanks.",3.3049,5.8770436900000025,4.948,77.39900000000002,77.1,9.6,26.0,9.888512548439397,3.063300000000001,419,16,77,14,10,141,61,100,0.041,0.895,0.063,0.4816,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,1,6,4,0,1,2,10,15,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,19,10,4,17,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,5,49,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268834709694975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684763138209442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509913243040057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202884156496665,0.1660456915001764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016676064076413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889718701318396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384615781058206,0.0,0.12272453619966335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590714533496693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428862781666505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350767051621329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338436113977625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344160610716414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833766045788787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880992925319507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720799073721345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,StepByStepDayByDay,2018/04/19,"I need help with this but am not sure where to start. 28F Hi guys, just found this sub, super excited about it. First, is there a sidebar I can read? New reddit is confusing me, would love to read more about these subtypes of ADHD I am seeing.

I was diagnosed in high school. Adderall helped me tremendously but I got hooked on it and no longer felt happy/could stay awake with out it. I weaned myself off it in 2014 when I was 24. 

I feel as if I am struggling with 'rebound ADHD.' It is worse than it has ever been. 

1. I have to set alarms for everything, including stopping at walgreens on the way home from work, empty dishwasher, wash clothes, stop to pick something up on the way to work, pack a pair of extra socks, etc. otherwise I will completely forget
2. My work is struggling because I need to write literally every single thing I have to do down on multiple tiers of lists in order not to forget something super important and I cannot finish tasks \(luckily my boss might have it worse than I do so he doesn't notice\)
3. I am physically incapable of doing more than one thing at a time \(but I tend to do a hundred things at a time somehow\)\-\-if I get interrupted, I get really short with people and flustered very easily because I just can't regain my train of thought
4. I bounce from project to project at work, focusing about 1\-3 minutes of time per window at my work computer and rotating because I just can't do much longer than that without a break
5. I am planning a wedding and the anxiety of forgetting something important is absolutely crushing me\-\-actually wedding planning is what made me realize how bad it still is
6. I use wall planners, personal planners, google calendar, etc, but the anxiety I feel is just getting worse
7. I am driving my fiance absolutely crazy because he doesn't understand how I can literally just 'forget' to buy cat food when I am in petsmart for cat food, things of that nature
8. I often feel like I forget things I say very quickly and don't have many memories of a lot of things/times/conversations
9. I feel like everything in my mind is going a million miles an hour just above my head and I can't quite grab it all and bring it back down so I can keep it straight \(don't know if that makes sense\)

Are there such things as therapists for just ADHD coping mechanisms? I want to try to learn how to deal with this and learn some new thought processes/therapies to help myself remember things/not stress over not remembering things so much before I go back to meds.

Thanks in advance and sorry for the wall of text!",4.172157947686117,6.023509774647891,4.854542756539235,82.3882125251509,71.9778672032193,8.350281690140845,28.72278672032193,8.982922981607832,2.3986571830985906,2046,81,388,42,40,657,256,497,0.145,0.765,0.09,-0.9773,0,0,3,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,14,28,14,0,5,15,0,44,6,1,8,3,78,73,26,0,6,17,0,6,2,0,3,2,1,2,2,26,16,2,3,15,2,1,5,13,6,0,3,9,8,48,8,69,61,11,57,0,0,1,1,14,28,0,7,20,261,74,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779127238678896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136398867244644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114225321526777,0.06201627331091336,0.18110867460930696,0.0,0.06320230040129192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787561140596229,0.0,0.0,0.059302305374404014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657395587353574,0.0,0.07538725857026768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567185164574874,0.0,0.06718571982965965,0.06257963947025978,0.0,0.1335066249273914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022208316967076,0.10612372321004493,0.07131536128558685,0.0,0.0,0.06317802316769543,0.17962652780072086,0.08143837650364409,0.0,0.0,0.11641639790321401,0.0,0.08442404906733901,0.0,0.05940426392680581,0.0,0.0,0.07354363195444757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622727200905316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493543003513767,0.07847530011752331,0.07450358161123354,0.0,0.07314561949565036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601876742530974,0.0,0.0,0.04081943350286602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257373480290502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314569514187574,0.06703581799767043,0.07028051846318638,0.04957894001556529,0.07530288946355597,0.0,0.0,0.08250244935328009,0.0,0.0,0.07879372077651321,0.07499627519553945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920090354437892,0.11014750008807808,0.0,0.14346993912148426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845622399672933,0.0,0.0,0.0503304599927684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149272597527814,0.06485380445645303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900028771778428,0.14858960261352194,0.0,0.047582275704659165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827751566360774,0.0,0.0,0.05906622381509295,0.0,0.07516996327296249,0.05918732073157331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154088188574373,0.0,0.08314444738967262,0.05257201602400933,0.07916694925435598,0.05931587257656786,0.12419395253952628,0.08508141964048879,0.15529608958588606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000302717543326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838216603662334,0.08493959428989788,0.08623865318415358,0.3454136792917199,0.0,0.0,0.1179316328807489,0.12993052726887122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042764681105386,0.0,0.0,0.0773225837179487,0.0,0.06414949451153862,0.0,0.12256881485620948,0.04380914334629125,0.11791160172391628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159816176414534,0.0,0.2703643365615077,0.0,0.22707679893538865,0.052762616912870514,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Marus_Nipples,2018/04/19,"Meds don't cure hyperfocus, I guess. Well, they sort of cure it. At least now when I am hyperfocused on something I actually have the ability to pull myself away if I need to be responsible and do something and not procrastinate. But I still get obsessed about learning random stuff. Lately it's been Buddhism. Before its been about space, the ocean, whatever the hell. 

Not sure if I like this or dislike it. ",3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,4.417631578947368,80.31092105263156,77.94736842105263,7.484210526315789,26.605263157894736,8.472884824447931,2.175636842105264,324,13,59,7,8,105,58,76,0.163,0.753,0.084,-0.7409,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,10,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,8,3,8,7,1,9,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,5,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.267022195182173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708322429073266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328379182987333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295973180045451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30143292475797423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086651560632255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368118903412035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039398635808474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028922560055535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213055705019771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185202786150275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132394613920494,0.0,0.0,0.25789186498984384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602511382640785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,oneironautik,2018/04/19,"Worried About Psychoeducational Assessment Results I've been having troubles in school/executive functioning on co-op work terms so after a short visit to my college therapist, I was referred to a psychologist in the area to do a psychoeducational assessment about 3-4 months after the initial appointment. After a bunch of internet research on ADHD, learning disabilities and giftednees due to having to wait so long, I am now pretty much convinced I have ADHD-PI (and yeah, I know it's bad to self-diagnose).

Now, fast forward to today, where I had the first half of the assessment done. I'm feeling really anxious/worried for two main reasons:

1. My boyfriend, who has ADHD himself, filled out the questionnare I was told to bring home to get a family member/friend/significant other to answer (the CAARS - Observer Scale, Long Version). He scored a lot of things I have trouble with as ""never"" or ""once in a while"" and mostly only the emotional questions as ""often"" or ""very frequently"", then told me ""yeah, I really hope you don't have anything wrong with you"". I feel as though he under-exaggerated everything on purpose almost. Will this make or break a diagnosis?

2. I feel as though I did HORRIBLY on quite a few of the tests and now I'm afraid all of my problems might be from having a very low IQ as opposed to ADHD or a learning disability. This really freaked me out because I've gone my whole life with having people tell me that I'm very bright and intelligent. The testing is really hurting my self esteem and I'm kind of dreading going back tomorrow for the second half... 

Has anyone experienced anything similar? I'm kind of freaking out right now and really should be studying for my exams instead :(

TL;DR: Worried my psychoeducational assessment results might come back negative because of my boyfriend's low ratings on my ADHD questionnaire and because I feel as though I did horribly on the testing portion. Scared I might just have a really low IQ.",7.087133835316976,8.182820960893853,7.883786737915963,66.26311999028421,64.25139664804469,10.58362885596308,36.235608452756864,10.568078804390687,4.242029487490891,1576,74,249,39,23,528,193,358,0.146,0.789,0.064,-0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,0,3,17,19,0,3,23,2,28,1,0,4,2,48,48,25,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,7,15,0,2,11,0,0,7,3,14,0,5,10,6,29,5,49,31,11,49,0,4,1,0,12,20,0,13,23,180,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925154557418013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207368250976714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259438354677682,0.0,0.05731014034110728,0.0,0.13489643624462966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260483266409613,0.06843532914474347,0.1498908806046608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060350358125274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319029148544897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387617420837194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219686851512213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366268022994887,0.0,0.0772670241617941,0.0,0.16577096877435765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697173270718706,0.0,0.0,0.06332408453273403,0.0,0.0428220641831111,0.0,0.04658122196967456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221514866695129,0.08140733380601259,0.0,0.0,0.08774263505976805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070282472561887,0.04504448942402056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057892592842247785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506860483524753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696816529016979,0.0,0.0,0.05471065733992802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260848028815565,0.0,0.0,0.06542174788077174,0.0,0.06025192564777877,0.0,0.06321459307300638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872874707206155,0.0,0.06233623402976068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682253161216828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833854080191134,0.0,0.07842711796568096,0.0,0.0,0.09181684550317612,0.08717729079577903,0.0,0.0,0.3150439578636773,0.08427118114773444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999559387213714,0.0,0.0,0.082058839177948,0.08295050482303326,0.0,0.0,0.17100968869078814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163890591717137,0.0,0.0,0.09516487045374206,0.05445229492983489,0.0,0.24158345054630925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769094041791906,0.15663751163118422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006552918749008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028831322751313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150829141017057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596697330354773,0.2497109298943209,0.0,0.0,0.08961321246492474,0.0,0.0
adhd,ZuluAndria,2018/04/20,"How do you cope with no schedule? My semester is over and now it's summer, and I have a chunk of time with no classes before we leave on tour. Normally the rhythm of having classes and deadlines gives me something to focus in on and helps propell me forward... But now it's been two days and I'm feeling purposeless and depressed and like I just want to lay around watching cartoons and playing video games (but I was too irritabile to do that with my partner... Feeling edgy).

So, I guess I already know things I should be doing to keep myself on track: 

Make a schedule of activities like eating, exercise, tasks and stick to it
Focus on hobbies (I've been studying so long the only hobby I feel like I have is studying) 
Make plans with friends 

But I have a hard time being  motivated when there's no external pressure like I get from school. How do you make yourself do things when theres nothing driving you? 

I guess the first step is probably getting off my bed to eat something.... That half a chocolate chip pancake I ate for breakfast 5 hours ago probably isn't cutting it. 

Tl;Dr: how do you motivate yourself to do things and stick to plans when there's no outside force pushing you to do anything (like work or school)? ",4.159382247992864,6.0092680381355965,4.504210526315791,84.89288581623552,72.0084745762712,6.832827832292596,31.488849241748447,7.475848149327749,2.0827322033898312,971,45,180,11,19,305,133,236,0.07200000000000001,0.804,0.124,0.8862,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,5,0,6,17,10,1,1,7,0,22,5,0,8,0,39,38,22,0,3,5,0,4,5,2,1,1,0,1,1,9,16,4,1,6,4,0,4,5,3,0,3,4,5,24,7,26,31,0,28,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,3,22,124,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795373245305052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468400865100324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950082165936584,0.11845569851615932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132281674126719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581565390148509,0.0,0.11460833840265737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723165951554048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018443680952012,0.09506137135664602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318467426997728,0.0,0.0,0.10280537396239137,0.0,0.13904151492030073,0.1276476819514228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931713005988761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919973818882698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919039136557798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131041819635853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182739236222234,0.0,0.0,0.0731288200114068,0.0,0.0,0.1408961902797298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250431923304729,0.0,0.0,0.11775797692409284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664649459552184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037504820704515,0.12767906512399446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120161859622236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869322726829056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693369428591689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487924826524545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265206607470733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518206774338394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998477167659253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848494414798561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687260801657972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Pushpin06,2018/04/20,"Adhd and abstract things? So first of I always kind of assumed that I should be very good with abstract things like complex processes and lots of things happening at the same time because well society expects I guess?  I dunno.. But I feel like I Am sooooo stupidly bad at these kind of things, been playing piano for a few months now but I just can't seem to wrap my head around the Two hand playing at the same time thingy. And in my job I'm expected to control en steer complex processes (I Am a injection moulding technical operator) and I got it pretty much figured out in theory (they have training programs) but when I go to a machine which needs to be corrected on processes specificly my mind just goes blunt and I kinda feel like an idiot ): 
All this makes me insecure about my abilities to these things.. Any pointers?  Does medication help?  (starting in a month)
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adhd,sammaboo,2018/04/20,"Drug abuse anxiety Is anyone here ever worried that they'll develop an addiction? I have anxiety so of course I'm always worried about everything, but I'm especially nervous that I'll develop an addiction, or someone will accuse me of drug abuse or faking my symptoms to get drugs. Anyone have any experience in going off meds (I take vyvanse, for ref) or with sign of addiction, anything like that?",8.470616438356164,8.513756301369863,9.14667808219178,61.99070205479453,61.328767123287676,12.779452054794525,41.53767123287671,12.161744961471696,5.652564383561645,322,17,49,10,4,109,51,73,0.279,0.6829999999999999,0.038,-0.9545,0,0,3,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,0,1,7,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.3505970031770217,0.0,0.4838673821656302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310761763579968,0.0,0.0,0.1006121894927618,0.0,0.2263652011104092,0.0,0.0,0.20690245514562688,0.0,0.1217515944093313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147307967579294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383072985512248,0.0,0.0,0.13296939513208306,0.14472509478599188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729862604728457,0.0,0.08408432723987001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228169856339905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643409200612666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535894546604712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537784048766101,0.1112412213721454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30050414676076553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Bryphocy,2018/04/20,"Some annoying side effects on Strattera, not sure if they might be permanent even off the drug So I started up on Strattera about a year ago and i'm at 118 mg a day now. It's helping my ADHD symptoms moderately and mostly keeping my anxiety in check, after the upping the dosage a bit over a week ago. I got rid of the nausea by just taking it at night, before i go to sleep, and the  surreal + pretty frightening nightmares I had (as much as a handful of different nightmares a night) for about a month are gone as well. The remaining side effects as of right now, is emotional lability, paresthesia, and hypoesthesia. 

The emotional lability isn't as bad as it has been, go back a few weeks and i would be on the verge of tears, sometimes even starting crying, if even the slightest bit of negativity was said about me, as well as if i had to open up about myself about anything. At it's worst, i could be having suicidal thoughts because it makes me so goddamn sad. 

The paresthesia is new, it started the day after my dosage went from 100 mg to 118 mg. It moves around a bit, starting in my face, then moving around to my feet, a few places on my back, never staying for more than a day in one spot, before moving on to another. It doesnt hurt at all, i just get a prick-lish sorta feeling, like if you've fallen asleep on your arm or sat too long on the toilet, and your arm/leg is waking up again. 

The hypoesthesia i've had at least since i started on Strattera to begin with, although i didn't realise that, till my dosage went up a week ago. Basicly the entire left side of my body has a lowered sense of touch, i can still feel everything like i normally can, like when i touch something, if its hot and warm, that sorta stuff,it just kinda feel like theres less of me on the left side, if that makes any sense? Like my left side is a bit hollow-ish compared to my right side. There's no reduced strength though, which i had when my back was screwed up. I kinda thought that that wwas what had returned, and i went to a chiropractor to get it sorted, and she told me there was nothing physically wrong with my left side, it was just my sense of touch that was screwed up.

I've been googling all of that, and while i'm sure the emotional lability is gonna disappear if i go off strattera, but what about the paresthesia and hypoesthesia? All i can find of those two relate to actual nerve damage, nothing about medication causing these things temporarily. Does anyone know something about this? I'm getting a bit afraid that its gonna be permanent, even if i  stop taking the meds. I'm thinking about writing my psychiatrist about it, but he's never actually answered any emails i've sent him, and he's told me not to call him on his cell because it interrupts him while he's with other patients. He's a fine doc when you're with him face-to-face, but getting in touch with him any other way is really hard.",9.274074712643682,6.2205815568965495,8.971551724137935,73.78445402298853,61.8793103448276,12.149425287356324,38.47701149425289,10.125756701596842,3.58983908045977,2293,83,467,36,24,744,254,580,0.085,0.858,0.057,-0.9548,2,0,3,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,1,3,39,22,3,1,36,0,35,13,8,5,7,73,76,43,1,11,18,0,11,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,31,20,0,2,11,0,1,13,9,10,2,2,25,12,49,12,84,42,17,103,0,3,0,2,23,47,2,17,46,310,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.1290003893726757,0.0,0.07943458842486575,0.0,0.17577043832142328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484270888575356,0.06930745463599064,0.05056328507357765,0.0,0.0,0.04621588376054668,0.0,0.0543914042095098,0.11767896681095212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247131077268447,0.0551874275310335,0.08058305765273863,0.0,0.11248571340958373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36079875185784416,0.07341779345544247,0.0,0.0,0.06749144066209217,0.0,0.0,0.0678988338767872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277230484111041,0.0,0.07260338968442819,0.12787942176486414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905628767401363,0.0,0.0,0.05784108473969143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665041530220769,0.0,0.0,0.2230474257969143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746232282802494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940285343457356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026042221519847,0.09443803974830547,0.0,0.0,0.06041057761716049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812979894266966,0.0,0.11269169786505755,0.0,0.05286303635271922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920906385218605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044302778324902106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075717139463493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587491919210709,0.0,0.0,0.036324651708809386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28725413720734494,0.0,0.0,0.1614559177883942,0.0,0.0,0.05849291014178089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823923183700795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341779345544247,0.06658480056844347,0.0,0.07011744697160148,0.0,0.0,0.05275722372120649,0.21074887176925436,0.04858819007444511,0.0,0.10195467217646237,0.06383596147783498,0.0,0.12405330082377307,0.06476007977294647,0.1268418544265328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478838319628108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905628767401363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724342849973633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234281184629698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128913037340722,0.0628724641441156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467532231682648,0.0,0.06614376773438407,0.0,0.0,0.1017679122189704,0.06537066766667396,0.0,0.23391556518882164,0.07044957785392975,0.05278437810746848,0.05525924398267247,0.0,0.0,0.07566414555706437,0.07229833334180519,0.0,0.12458945960293125,0.06869908701332211,0.09939198358371876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391126802331667,0.04235166972653456,0.06493901778676799,0.10494573594568872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631518588160942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456622105846699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246395524754629,0.1590547547961606,0.0,0.11885654470562275,0.18381505703161266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695272614380574,0.07226563721599354,0.0,0.04256367883251783
adhd,Pixilatedlemon,2018/04/20,"I need some reassurance/support. How do you deal with the stigma around ADHD medication? Disclaimer: I am planning to see a DR, I do think I have ADHD but I cannot be so sure. I just have some other serious concerns.

So I am 22 years old, in school for engineering. I've always had trouble focusing on tasks, especially ""menial"" ones. This always comes back to bite me, especially since ""menial"" tasks stack up and next thing you know you're way behind in your classes. So yeah. I seem to have all of the symptoms, pretty severely so I will be getting checked out. 

But this is where i start to get a little concerned. There's some pretty heavy stigma around ADHD and I don't know how to handle it. My family doesn't think i should seek help, I worry that my girlfriend will think differently of me, especially if I become medicated

How does one deal with this? Is medication going to change who I am? I kind of like myself, even though I self loathe at times, but I don't want to go on any sort of medication that is going to change who I am as a person.

I hope this doesn't get removed for whatever reason, I just need some support.",2.5751190476190438,4.734797821428575,4.268214285714286,83.46011904761906,77.48214285714286,6.945238095238095,22.720238095238088,7.957251820313856,1.2128863095238105,888,27,175,15,21,298,127,224,0.08199999999999999,0.785,0.134,0.928,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,16,7,0,0,5,1,23,6,0,4,2,36,43,15,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,7,0,1,5,5,2,0,2,1,1,29,5,27,37,5,23,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,8,7,122,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37248996516023053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193100801440198,0.0,0.0,0.07025704619352573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839426842332656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944207004340058,0.0,0.0,0.11410216908068599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858497447585887,0.08899584193271902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302434467928916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079411152406588,0.0,0.0,0.09041075626602484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823790650488183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739522148502136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193186436791066,0.0,0.1761471396107947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924918007790844,0.0,0.0,0.10261408916097647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758560720196107,0.1135573181890824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047398988648956,0.10354774510400716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41631184493221735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321200763792628,0.0,0.0,0.10987558511950933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841063810832323,0.0,0.14001644730322854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020977848598613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021491045480567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622397383263447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455925897465117,0.08232786244574704,0.09405316318246504,0.10777900848910557,0.11671538527125733,0.0,0.08546238823147145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312616368207074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344789503642303,0.09737219933002643,0.10738277886060672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863721467975625,0.1985982717822726,0.10150545647090252,0.0,0.060243209999923636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060937259580251424,0.08200582495961757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492035719904498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653081300308718
adhd,lizarrrds,2018/04/20,"Constantly feeling like I need to take deep breaths or yawn. Is this a common symptom, and how do you manage it? I've been taking Adderall instant release for about 2 months. My psychiatrist started me out at 40mg a day, but lowered it to 20mg a day as 40mg was making me feel sick. I don't take it on the weekends.


Well, for the past 2 weeks I've started to notice that I can't seem to get a satisfying enough deep breath. I don't feel oxygen deprived or anything, I'll just be sitting there and suddenly feel like taking a deep breath, but when I do it never seems to be deep enough. Sometimes I start yawning too, but those don't satisfy me either. This kind of sends me on a spiral where I'll become aware of the situation and keep trying to take deep breaths until I get a nice one. I didn't have this issue before and I don't think it has to do with lowering the dose to 20mg because for the first few weeks after lowering it, I didn't have this problem. I also noticed that I've started belching, but that's probably a side effect of breathing so dang much. 

I'm just wondering if anyone else has experienced this issue with their medications, and if so what was your solution?",5.429559082892418,5.191287843621404,6.4270223398001205,79.89898148148148,67.68312757201646,9.082774838330394,31.76043503821282,8.634040054169528,2.373616343327454,938,35,190,13,14,314,132,243,0.08,0.82,0.1,0.5623,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,12,7,0,0,13,0,20,11,5,3,1,34,43,20,0,4,11,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,9,1,0,1,8,2,1,2,5,5,19,5,24,36,5,32,0,1,0,0,4,11,1,7,21,124,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250417302132262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088170292286669,0.11852132014297198,0.09518955473457104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051358103909107,0.12775245413776695,0.09842975309310684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250021176548051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491998646284081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663048842656577,0.0,0.0,0.23904359594144825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339522843573681,0.1652745518210981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983919443093519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086941170227827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24146646721349704,0.0,0.10281605156656057,0.0,0.1204563021079223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302460119866993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721305701477746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652902899484585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232960075290278,0.0,0.08503343948852278,0.08577054291263479,0.08921464695233762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633904256057929,0.0,0.0,0.07838345627763604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042358398042716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471575492204615,0.1106840572827372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060988608346515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002202478998034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440419379362805,0.0,0.3274976084094761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022920898089864,0.4348609306480181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411900174530851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853481270718063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557284320323747,0.0,0.10400449972056194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254431349245304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,bananasareterrible,2018/04/20,"I accidentally ran out of Vyvanse and then lost my wallet A few days ago, I realized I'd run out of Vyvanse, but I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, so no biggie.  Then I realized I lost my wallet sometime yesterday afternoon.  I'm 95% sure it's somewhere in the house, since no one has used my cards since I last saw it 24 hours ago.  I'll drive to my appointment tomorrow very carefully since my license is in the lost wallet...but I won't be able to pick up the meds, since I don't have my driver's license.  Go me.",6.018012232415906,5.496562926605506,7.300504587155968,75.07840214067282,66.52293577981652,11.30336391437309,34.68042813455658,10.864195022040775,3.6770538226299694,425,18,86,11,6,146,67,109,0.159,0.7929999999999999,0.048,-0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,1,10,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,5,1,16,2,10,9,1,20,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,11,49,18,0,0.1650235372757134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925668176888873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880293369212985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825249449481255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064265294862194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378667920269683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625149427564008,0.19041500553193905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451620827782446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404280547574103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330394801986025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182421970073644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460367013626024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321249800660256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555327309090166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425273516073603,0.0,0.13616170091539986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SamplePop,2018/04/20,"Meds and the Flu- The undiscussed side effects So there is a flu going around where I live, and I have caught it. It involves a whole gamut of symptoms, which is fine, unless you take meds.

I had started my day like any other, meds in the morning before I officially started my day. Rushed off to work as I was late, however I was feeling a bit warm, but I didn't really think anything of it. Come lunch time, its a full blown flu. Went home sick and decided to try to sleep it off. My meds typically keep me pretty awake and cause  me to have mild to moderate insomnia, queue some of the most agonizing 24 hours of my life. Hot flashes, cold flashes, hallucinations, and all other goodies involved \(I am sure being amped up didn't help alot of those things either\). All I wanted to do was sleep it off, but I couldn't! I cursed those meds that day and decided to take a week break from them as well just to reset off of them. 

I am still pro meds \(at the right dosage, proper medical supervision and with a proper diagnosis!\), but just thought I would share an anecdotal day to day thing to consider with some of these meds. 

All the best everyone!",4.930933333333332,5.772247337777778,5.416444444444448,82.94600000000003,68.95555555555555,8.844444444444445,28.333333333333336,9.029198982220553,2.0642,901,30,184,16,15,289,136,225,0.087,0.8059999999999999,0.108,0.4352,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,3,8,7,0,0,14,0,16,11,2,2,4,37,29,14,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,1,0,15,11,1,1,6,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,9,4,22,7,31,17,12,30,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,4,13,125,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383423299605628,0.0,0.06516923515671888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886179921904979,0.08531104489602374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154621005691183,0.0,0.10057006320626898,0.0,0.10462402705360678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844614755253196,0.0,0.0825510217851716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30901945598558617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157184827350694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048455679111208606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446369194941148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423435577516577,0.0,0.09612758835496013,0.0,0.09437548972526516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518013176704989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810298355823343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768917193210584,0.04681881027491313,0.0,0.08462165705713627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7451363978397769,0.09654093785192217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749587888410446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061392611106900676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184024165252753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918029735201599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566115899545855,0.0,0.07653178087073148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903207877311836,0.09960643019452332,0.1441078929157686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733341426413194,0.06140545409896817,0.0,0.07608012403177954,0.05588057186842575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506382605412098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056524360395859924,0.0,0.07687087276544907,0.0,0.08616472676767202,0.08883748165566906,0.0,0.10699331583497586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976703962089216,0.0,0.0,0.06807650061169858,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Kurisuchein,2018/04/20,"Off meds on the weekends, feeling ""poobrain"". Normal? I keep my concerta to only 5 days /week, my work week. Most recently on the weekends, I notice everything feeling fuzzy and dull, and I'm super sluggish. Like I'm not dizzy, but I'm slower and it takes me longer to process things. I skipped the meds today too, just to see, and my job (with children) is definitely harder for the above reasons.

Is this concerta withdrawal? Should I try it 7 days a week? I dont remember always feeling like this on concerta with off weekends, and it's been a few years with it. ",3.681610601427117,5.545331513761468,4.722324159021408,82.77708460754333,73.3119266055046,7.780224260958207,30.45973496432212,8.515128840125781,2.459977777777778,441,20,83,8,9,144,68,109,0.035,0.7929999999999999,0.172,0.8903,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,20,14,6,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,9,3,12,12,2,16,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,13,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968758362147702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320356108134941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083635029031714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167860149657268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728819225336185,0.12851748116275807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851866435002925,0.15989951053974447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577584565107907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399647002947894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625953174166129,0.0,0.20481237848331693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681874063003754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496267949928086,0.17762524173092126,0.0,0.20378669156385584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335353391510305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525913299337552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119514669640751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170520032077462,0.0,0.0,0.1221373309018695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329042938172477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096616846867765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584689405148195
adhd,UPCOM1NG,2018/04/20,"My mind was somewhere else. Hi guys, 

This is my very first post here, I am just curious if anyone have had similar experience.

 I know this could be something that ADHD might experience but it was quite weird for me today.

Basically, today my friend came over to help me move. We were really busy moving my stuff from flat A to B. 

So I have two sets of key with me whole day \(Old flat key and the new flat key\).  

After all busy afternoon we finally finished with moving and my friend left to pick up his kids. 

I walked up to my new flat, reach my hand into Jean pockets to get out the new flat key. Turn out I pull out some large set of key. I thought oh maybe the old and new set of key got tangle up but it was not. 

I somehow have new set of key \(8 keys\) in my pocket without me knowing it. It was my friend keys, it was not my wife key and landlord did not even give me extra set of key yet. 

I am so confused right now. ",1.918685567010311,3.3386672989690718,3.310914948453611,92.92090850515464,77.04123711340206,6.499484536082474,20.887886597938145,7.1686216300943375,0.2887432989690724,712,17,166,8,16,233,115,194,0.031,0.8540000000000001,0.114,0.9522,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,4,0,17,1,1,1,1,32,25,9,0,2,8,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,13,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,11,1,26,3,25,11,4,40,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,5,17,105,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646539204070726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939700854441002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987129077870355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066067328901146,0.0,0.0,0.07323054843456725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485670353121976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499890091713038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214796009503648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438880117505666,0.0,0.09658582547996934,0.0,0.0,0.2631860357061177,0.0,0.05932534409442097,0.10892779266629972,0.0,0.0,0.09081654633559813,0.0,0.0,0.11243264738215897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611037121843729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248085483787335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337273103137407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407653654826798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204589219836355,0.11465343143860755,0.0,0.0,0.3620579898306012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483379269729601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383038730904598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874979729193623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077471911591645,0.0,0.0,0.07274322852665534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969713340721118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741656697360516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299879245504806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014625292844,0.0,0.0,0.21526481085094445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351011744580286,0.1109221416519923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369088780734286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267748526130603,0.0,0.10945843522964743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,shineyspoons147,2018/04/20,"Feeling Like You Are Running Out of Time? Hey guys, do any of yall ever feel like you are running out of time constantly? I dont mean as in running late, but rather you have a very short amount of time to fit what you ""need"" to do and what you ""want"" to do in a day, then you end up getting anxious about it and never end up doing either?",7.382968036529683,3.764123643835621,7.639726027397263,83.6298173515982,65.986301369863,10.281278538812783,33.922374429223744,6.42735559955562,1.9250401826484007,258,7,62,1,3,85,47,73,0.034,0.851,0.115,0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,14,14,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,15,14,2,22,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,13,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462631551511416,0.0,0.0,0.2429814720281865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242726398540725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387101153691575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520745360615245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809976758116056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945540088479888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750387264030807,0.3073092888895997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237148293385893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129650237915938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426218969496231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101564302469944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342873829648843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948059915895632,0.16588452009923846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762481821432005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774651990816013,0.1268609532476052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,pizzaparty6,2018/04/20,"Just started my first round of Adderall after a year of waiting Hi. I was diagnosed with severe ADHD combination type last year by an ADHD specialist in my area. Because I have pretty bad health insurance, I wasn't able to get a prescrip unless I went through another round of testing through the psychiatrist/therapy office I was at, despite the fact the ADHD specialist wrote up an entire report including test results, symptoms, etc. I was put on a wait list for 8 months, was called when I was out of the country and was taken off the waitlist without my knowing. 

I also am treating my bipolar disorder, and the meds for that make me even more foggy/less focused than I originally am, so school has been frustratingly difficult as a college student. FINALLY I found a new psychiatrist, (who has ADHD too!) and he wrote me a prescrip for Adderall about a year after my diagnosis. I got prior authorization from my health insurance, after going in and having the pharmacist tell me that I couldn't get it unless I got the OK from my insurance, so that was stressful, plus I was running out of my bipolar medication and my old pdoc dropped me because i missed too much therapy. Basically, it was a shit show, I was stressed out about running out of meds, etc.

Now I am on my 4th day of Adderall (15mg 2x daily, although I usually don't take the full 15mg pill, I take about 22.5mg). School has been a lot easier, I'm focused, motivated, and finish my homework in less than several hours! I don't feel like crying in class anymore. I also started a new antidepressant on top of my mood stabilizer, which makes you very zombie-like for 4-6 weeks until you stabilize, so I think the Adderall has helped me stay sharper and focused despite the antidepressant adjustment phase. I've never understood how people feel ""high"" from Adderall. My friend who has a prescrip for Adderall (and totally doesn't need it) always gets very hyper and coked out on Adderall, whereas I just get kinda relaxed but focused. Has anyone experienced Adderall helping with their depression too? 

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adhd,Creptice,2018/04/20,"Self destructive behavior on Concerta Hi guys, to start off, I'm using my second Reddit account (I have people who know about my main Reddit that don't need to see this). To shed some light on my situation, I'm 17, still in high school, and was diagnosed when I was around 5 years old. When I was younger, I believe that I took Ritalin when we could afford it, so I would've been taking it when I was ages 7-11 or something similar. So I've been taking my Concerta for AT LEAST 6 years now (54 mg extended release capsule). However, as I'm about to finish my junior year, I've realized I've been doing a number of self destructive behaviors. These include, but are not limited to: skipping many days because I feel as if I can't get out of bed (nearly 30 days alone last trimester), not doing essays when they're due because a certain teacher allows you to turn in assignments whenever (I'm doing this right now), saying yes yes it's fine ill get it done tomorrow (I've done this since spring break for 2 assignments, which was about 2 weeks ago), staying up late into the night, and getting 3 or less hours of sleep, irritability towards my mother when I'm not in a mood to talk to her (I always feel like shit when this happens), getting angry at simple things (example, yesterday someone threw out something I planned having with my meal, and I was pissy for the next half hour about it) general anger issues also may factor into this (my father has quite the temper), and probably the worst of all, not paying attention in class at all, just on my phone the entire time.
Now, for the most part, the symptoms above have been happening while I'm on the medication, however, obviously when it's 3 am, I'm likely affected on the medicine anymore, as its been nearly 24 hours since I've taken my last dose (I take it at 6 or 7 am). My question through all this is, what is happening to me? I can't tell for the life of me if this is being caused by my Concerta (when I didn't take it for about a week, I was more hyperactive, but I was more sociable and less of a dick). But it's been so long since I've been on anything OTHER than Concerta, so I honestly don't know if this is normal behavior. Anything will help, thanks. Sorry about the poor formatting too, I don't post that often.

Edit: I forgot to include the fact that I'm very forgetful (ha), and more importantly, I frequently have someone cover my shifts at my work, because I just don't feel like working that day (even though my co-workers are great)

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adhd,devvilbunnie,2018/04/20,"Teacher discriminating against child with ADHD I’d appreciate any advice or insight anyone can offer. My seven-year-old was officially diagnosed with ADHD last year. She struggles with being able to sit down and focus on academic tasks like reading and writing. With those becoming more of a focus this year, we have worked extremely hard with her to boost her confidence and provide her with the tools to help offset some of her ADHD symptoms, like getting her wiggles out before we start working, taking breaks, etc. She has an average of 2 hours of homework sheets to complete each night, and it can be really difficult for everyone involved. 

Her second grade teacher was on medical leave for the first part of the year and only recently came back. Therefore, it was a never-ending parade of substitute teachers, sometimes two in a day, which was a disaster for her learning stability. We thought things were settling down and were so incredibly proud of her marked improvements with reading and writing, and then we saw her report card. 

Her teacher marked her down as needs improvement in almost every single subject, even subjects like music, which she excels at. I know it’s only second grade and this report is not a predictor of her overall academic success. However, I had to hide the report card from her because I didn’t want her to be heartbroken over its content. I was completely shocked because she has gone from refusing to read even beginner picture books to reading chapter books with ease in just a matter of months! She calls her grandmother and reads to her for a half hour every single day. We have been thrilled with her progress. She’s a very smart, creative, and amazing kid. 

My husband and I have worked so hard to make sure she doesn’t internalize this diagnosis and equate it to mean that’s she’s a bad kid or less than any of her peers. We emphasize that she has a hunter brain and has different strengths and abilities, which is something that should be celebrated. She hasn’t started to get upset that her teacher singles her out for extra assignments. We questioned the teacher on her grading scale and were basically told that she marked our daughter down because of her distractibility issues and that she doesn’t have time to give her additional support in a classroom with 25 kids. I’m absolutely furious! We had held a meeting with the school officials earlier in the year and were told we didn’t need an IEP or 504 plan this early. 

The worst part is my daughter will have this teacher again next year! What can I do to help support my daughter? I intend on doing everything I can to have her placed in another class, but beyond that, what do you wish that your parents had done to help you recognize the strengths of your ADD/ADHD diagnosis? How do deal with people who refuse to accept ADD/ADHD as a real diagnosis and try to punish you for it? Thanks for listening. 
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adhd,SL4M_DunkN,2018/04/20,"Had a confusing/upsetting experience with getting evaluated for ADHD. Is this a normal-ish way for a diagnosis to go? TLDR: Was told high WAIS scores indicated that my symptoms of adhd were probably the result of boredom. Not sure how to feel about it as symptoms continue to cause problems.

Brief backstory: I'm in college, have family history + symptoms of ADHD, and am usually labeled as a ""smart"" kid (is relevent, not trying to be a douche-nugget). 

I've been struggling with classes much more recently than in the past, and had to quit my part time job. I just didn't ever sit down to do work, so I  ended up unhealthily stressed out and never got my tasks done. During that same time, I barely passed several of my classes.

So I went to get evaluated because of the family history, work, school, and other, lesser symptoms. The conclusion was that while I posses a range of symptoms of ADHD, ""it is common for individuals to present seemingly pathological tendencies under conditions in which there is an over reliance on one or more particular strengths."" In context, the ""strengths"" are my high IQ scores (again, not trying to be a douche- sorry). The analysis basically goes onto say that none of my WAIS results were below average, even if some were lower than others (27 point spread). They recommended the book ""Misdiagnosis and Dual Diagnosis of Gifted Children"" by Webb and said I was probably ""just bored.""

That was upsetting, but I tried to take it in stride and accept it.

Fast forward to now: Despite a much lighter schedule, I'm failing half my classes (the ""easy"" ones, primarily) and getting more and more unhappy.

I know they're medical professionals and I'm just some kid, but I'm increasingly questioning that diagnosis. Have any of you had or heard of similar experiences? Do you think it would be fair to seek a second opinion if I'm still uncomfortable with it?

Thanks all!",6.382159863945577,7.928295227405246,7.253720845481053,68.51204871234211,66.1137026239067,10.731243926141886,35.57446550048591,10.775791032727817,4.345966083576288,1505,73,247,43,24,502,201,343,0.085,0.8809999999999999,0.034,-0.9216,2,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,2,1,7,13,12,0,3,18,0,27,7,0,4,4,47,47,22,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,16,14,0,0,7,1,0,6,6,6,0,4,18,5,18,6,48,25,13,41,0,1,0,0,11,17,0,9,18,176,34,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506388796872426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374780440024637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714427987618794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629890151456803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959306574470428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302762677821643,0.0,0.0,0.0619157358903649,0.0847950455363097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339541323446198,0.1767433123118676,0.0,0.0473987940265701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692904662485012,0.0,0.05327576383176872,0.0,0.07497407600150106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808723234080347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302451393110868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051518175758442634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944352470609926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137822376721251,0.0,0.07229964326550661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184729969659428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704407001281154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151349844277736,0.08948738803112427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861653158706986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021395566418486,0.08969847586793729,0.0,0.0,0.10501254303697223,0.09970620261857842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925589592218564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917015045618165,0.07454743583542907,0.0,0.09487195307059454,0.0,0.08533923605704824,0.0,0.1059018269893781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493654336626183,0.0,0.0,0.07486251734606883,0.0,0.10738119456039874,0.09799953785888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835076697950234,0.4871693839721716,0.07048235066772099,0.0,0.0,0.08630507937770414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060066116590072514,0.0,0.0,0.10932347929742577,0.0,0.0,0.08957454016869364,0.0,0.19093408324597166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324361757411893,0.0,0.0,0.07440807111085578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689981385199969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649064883580542,0.0,0.0,0.06659165839236324,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,somethingsmatter,2018/04/20,"Impulsively bought a knife and had it at school. I got really into knives for some reason and I ordered the coolest looking one.  When I got the delivery I was really excited and didn't what to wait until after school so I picked it up during my lunch break.  I brought it back to school and showed a friend of mine the knife what I didn't know was that there was a teacher right behind me.  So he took the knife and took me to the office.
They called my dad and it looks like I'm going to be expelled.  I'm planing on committing suicide probably. I feel like I can't keep going.  My life is shit, my grades are shit, and I feel like Im in a deep hole and I can't climb out of it.",0.5217471264367823,2.5086599793103455,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,83.6896551724138,5.797701149425287,18.632183908045974,7.03164865440522,0.06437011494252863,527,13,123,7,15,175,84,145,0.097,0.799,0.104,-0.2516,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,9,0,11,4,2,2,1,19,28,12,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,10,1,2,4,1,1,6,4,2,0,1,12,4,19,5,16,15,1,20,0,0,2,0,5,8,2,1,7,78,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937835290708465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585285188551727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699903155766048,0.2218225365767544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199464540675656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764653194001861,0.0,0.2483366415940408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676976045815734,0.0,0.0,0.13799412618579213,0.0,0.0,0.0853218300992934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965829635666337,0.2275432314643665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607432967414333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052020223656646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738671987348014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989153937241984,0.15962377400862535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325834135190108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713665735583162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187256193115115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981927764377094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449789069377675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,SirHotWings,2018/04/20,"Strattera (antomoxetine) emotional numbness? I'm 1st year of uni, I've always felt like the tablets really numb my emotions. The days I forget my tablets I feel so much better but I am slightly jittery. I'd rather be like that though. I've been on these tablets for like 5 years and I'm tired of them. But, doing a switch now seems like a bad idea.",1.3812857142857131,3.8332093428571454,2.488214285714289,92.80803571428574,84.14285714285714,5.214285714285714,23.035714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.5607142857142864,274,10,58,3,8,87,51,70,0.17600000000000002,0.629,0.195,0.1136,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,5,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773534765159253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838471441531732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954407897085052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550734606611287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075881408701288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408112228428778,0.0,0.2166322362173651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546994624099365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409095089076351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658579267168115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453905307908435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053975427901053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216721972281139,0.0,0.0,0.2593189802041272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29058598452773354
adhd,Jimmithesith,2018/04/20,"Anxious for an event tommorow... need some relaxation tips... Ok so ima try to keep this short for several reasons...

Im ADHD, Tourette and suffer from chronic Anxiety. Im at home all week except for a few exceptions like the occasional groceries run etc....

Anyway, i play Airsoft. Its a passion and its changed my life for the better. Since im in Canada and we’re getting screwed by the weather, its been too cold for me to go to games since the season started...

Anyway, theres a game tommorow and im going. Im always really anxious and/or excited the day before a game, and i cant fall asleep.. ive come to terms with it, even if it sucks..

But today its worse than ever. My heart is racing, im twitchy as all hell, im almost shakey.. its unbearable, and WAY worse thsn usually...

Do you guys have any tips or tricks for calming oneself in these situations? I have to wake upat 6h30 too, and i just know i wont sleep..

Yes, i am medicated. I dont havesny medication for situations like this.

Tl:dr - im anxious/excited to the point of my heart racing and being super twitchy for an event i love tomorrow.. i have to sleep to have energy for said event and i need some tips and tricks tocalm myself and help me relax, also help me sleep tonight.",1.251127366609296,3.635872803212852,3.2798207114170985,87.38706325301206,84.02008032128515,6.127423981640849,23.350688468158346,7.447530270364453,1.1827290877796903,964,36,194,16,28,325,145,249,0.11,0.728,0.163,0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,2,10,18,5,0,12,2,13,14,7,1,3,30,25,17,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,1,10,13,0,1,2,6,0,5,3,6,0,0,2,2,20,12,28,21,7,24,1,1,0,3,9,5,3,5,15,112,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843161955182038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201413171745704,0.0,0.0,0.06549788582482875,0.06814994692308607,0.0,0.0,0.05569692197303363,0.0,0.06265565339159802,0.2775815975211676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969351240373067,0.0,0.0,0.07243664318302499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664262823065677,0.07055227528919172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282072894300037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598983251728248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134361545632916,0.05409623034444909,0.0740860501686145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279099346991196,0.0,0.09309484739462877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109695364392028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411115450209096,0.10979585361080113,0.0,0.08215549523002373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7077552897093462,0.0,0.0,0.07279924555310623,0.0,0.0,0.045011806169749785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057850587297142236,0.08002744290250442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739207526221526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501752920105064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214602334865564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742491042259059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246922819208981,0.08421003590052734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790861126916594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252719917372253,0.0,0.13550219449436554,0.18412504984924674,0.2458867721400623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797144134936466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763456964332083,0.0,0.0,0.05560683402665026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020470220645282,0.0,0.0,0.06501087480291724,0.06569773286613136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693252832802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,LadyCeer,2018/04/20,"This is what my mind is like Bear in mind that I haven't been diagnosed with anything....

Back in the olden days when I was knee\-high to a grasshopper and we probably traveled by horse and buggy\*, my daddy had an old\-fashioned computer with two eight\-inch floppy disk drives. You put the disk for your software into Drive A and the disk for saving your work into Drive B. It was handy to also have a filing box to store your extra disks so they wouldn't get damaged or lost.

I'm smart \(I have a high IQ\) and talented \(I am good at a lot of things\) but I always @#\*$ everything up. My closest friends are in awe of how good my memory is, but I forget things right and left. My practical performance is all over the map because I cannot control where my mind focuses, nor for how long.

Basically, my mental capacity is stored on 10 disks, but my computer only has 2 disk drives and my filing box only holds 5 disks. What is in my computer is what I will do, while what isn't in my filing box will, for all intents and purposes, cease to exist. And I can't control which disks go where, nor for how long.

\*actually we had a Ford Fairmont",5.351151667715545,5.686614414096919,5.860443675267465,81.92551762114537,67.85462555066078,9.30509754562618,29.430144745122718,9.23628265651192,2.292240025173065,900,30,182,16,14,291,132,227,0.018000000000000002,0.902,0.08,0.9082,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,4,1,5,9,9,0,0,11,0,25,1,0,6,2,34,29,21,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,10,14,0,3,0,1,2,7,7,2,0,1,6,0,27,7,25,20,4,32,0,2,0,0,8,18,0,2,8,127,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.14402866653354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802940423873545,0.12280850798368988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145577943259014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348926765262232,0.0,0.08997081633133781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33107433513723805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518473901999973,0.0,0.0,0.14980294476077122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264632471383425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402934366377125,0.0,0.07711081666887576,0.0,0.08388003091482042,0.2475866178156484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31187845987615537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035932348504411,0.0,0.0,0.07210607861293293,0.0,0.0,0.2612288502494054,0.0,0.0,0.16111428732260144,0.12547758415172894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873819231977867,0.0,0.4470780507256123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548731537074183,0.0,0.0,0.22450099058946332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912932110900754,0.0,0.0,0.1483708950919783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260429059099906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610735781345495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417610314796653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744885685809942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,tiramisu13,2018/04/20,"My teacher caused me to cry on the first day of school and ironically on the last day of school too... So yesterday was my last day of college with a degree in Design. I graduated! Yay! (Even though I just feel defeated)

To understand why I cried, you’ve got to know the context. The design degree is a 4 year track program. Once you get into the program after the first year portfolio review, you have a cohort of 16 ppl your with for 3 more years. 

In my second year I was struggling with my ADHD and was almost kicked out of the program. I did my best to explain to them my struggles but they weren’t very empathetic or kind. The worst part was that I worked my ass off, it wasn’t like I was blowing things off, but they just didn’t understand. The teacher that almost got me kicked out, was the same teacher I had for my final thesis project class this last/fourth year of the program. 

In our 4th year of design we have a senior thesis  gallery show, so our projects were due well before finals time in prep for the show. My teacher was also out of town for the gallery show. So just with her schedule and how hectic this past month was, I never received a final design critique on my project.

I wanted my teacher’s feedback when it came to design because if people don’t have that background they just tell you it looks pretty. They just don’t know the intricacies, which is fine, but I wanted to get some actual feedback. We work on these projects all year long!

So I asked my teacher for feedback. I had emailed her several weeks ago asking for constructive feedback and had asked in class 2x prior to the last day of class. So she was well aware that I wanted this ahead of time. When I asked her yesterday she was annoyed I was still asking and didn’t really say much about my design. Instead she said, “It was more than I was expecting”

Given the context and how I know they feel about me, she wasn’t saying you exceeded expectations, your project is wonderful. She obviously had the bar set low for me and was surprised I surpassed that low bar. 

Now I’m insecure about my project and not sure if it’s as good as I was feeling about it. I worked really hard to make it as best as possible. 

It’s incredibly hurtful and demoralizing. I can’t believe I spent 4 years with these people and didn’t quit. Fuck them. (None of my teachers were very understanding) Graduation is supposed to be exciting but my teachers comment has just once again left me feeling like shit and demoralized.

I’m really capable and smart but school isn’t the right structure, environment or pace for me. And I’ve always felt like I’ve underperformed. I feel like I’m capable of more if I was given the right support system for my brain. I’ve done everything I can on my own to be as successful as possible, but school just holds me back. And then instead of my teachers seeing what I am capable of, they just see me underperform and think little of me when I’m actually a really hard worker.
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adhd,abouta5outoften,2018/04/20,"I never considered ADHD before... I can't finish any of my thoughts and am often restless but too paralysed to make any decisions. It takes so much effort for me to get up and shower or brush my teeth. I can't read more than a few lines of text, I can't watch an entire film without getting up and wandering around for a while in the middle of it. I am often fidgeting, swaying etc. I am very depressed and have been for a long time. I lose things all the time, but it's a little bit better now that I'm older. I'm very disorganised and can never keep anything tidy. I never remember anything about anyone. I can't do the dishes in one go, it takes me a few days. 

It makes sense, I think medication might help but maybe I'm just a normal lazy person with the same struggles as everyone else and I'm looking for a quick fix. 

How do I know if I'm genuine?",2.5764125200642063,3.9050313764044975,4.350593900481542,86.51651685393259,75.12359550561797,6.8834670947030485,23.950240770465488,7.447530270364453,1.005884751203852,667,20,140,8,14,226,111,178,0.099,0.8590000000000001,0.042,-0.8593,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,2,12,0,13,3,1,3,4,34,30,15,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,8,1,2,5,2,0,1,8,4,0,1,2,3,15,1,19,27,8,20,0,2,2,0,2,7,0,5,12,97,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775141476818404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089056093077734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032796087673607,0.0,0.24309923298972305,0.1314898327526713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256870963785054,0.0,0.0,0.1306341299078064,0.16125691387271834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525827900570008,0.0,0.12721913286908015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338957612220572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473145639315231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411396030726336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434078538698878,0.0,0.08394483685259503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900435175944958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312880564708911,0.0,0.0,0.08117546418746871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804041533259096,0.0,0.1307153381813001,0.1240360065069211,0.16524545503672194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971900697447751,0.0,0.1483907300821114,0.0,0.0,0.1487984561366794,0.0,0.15669293545296686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085810516488864,0.0,0.3417603796872084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472071414552706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008954319258104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897135578097302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774617051872205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732233000426494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544145897780271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211335895520665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812943544311044,0.09464416828343744,0.0,0.11726222316153395,0.17225734506143411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437461666429578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423835050470727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thesethwnm23,2018/04/20,"Relationships With People Who Have Borderline Personality Disorder. Has anyone else had experience with people who have BPD? Right now I'm in a relationship with a girl who has bpd, we've been together for two years. Somehow I feel trapped, but I love her. I was thinking about it and i think it could be tied to my ADHD; the idealization and devaluation that happens with that disorder, its sort of like gambling. The highs are so pleasurable, so fulfilling, like nothing will ever be wrong again. But then the lows are some of the darkest days of my life. She's constantly unfaithful, she tells me she hates me, that I should kill myself. But I stay, because there's so much stimulation, my emotions fluctuate from highs to lows on a daily basis and I think that speaks to my ADHD somehow.



So has anyone else had intimate relationships like this? Any advice? I feel so lost.",4.739751552795031,7.1179169813664664,5.532267080745342,75.88175465838512,71.73291925465837,9.072049689440991,28.89130434782609,9.606745405546679,2.968607453416149,698,28,123,18,14,227,100,161,0.187,0.687,0.127,-0.8859,0,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,2,0,7,0,16,2,0,1,1,24,26,12,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,11,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,5,3,19,6,15,16,2,15,0,3,0,1,15,7,0,4,10,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287483499997162,0.11687644511611762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133537851344043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726094113914852,0.2450985431287603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290998768248966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012761657582515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925031921785998,0.0,0.0954947158377326,0.0,0.0,0.07713521375588454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741549698702457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998289582549524,0.13453932328674273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818940651599153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699646359111422,0.0,0.0,0.1209515806701816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576614666104796,0.0,0.0,0.11808499714633094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273811659397016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232501157094007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448042097040878,0.17529861963707927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305627889481805,0.0,0.10794801905628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879233040550147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476404982937945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658378440323438,0.10443431479542377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852324450585902,0.0,0.10214186212915034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748282339202227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453988381956812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299138162317843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683652914646495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076909396987346,0.0,0.07702158219842266
adhd,naruto015,2018/04/20,Step program for Cigna.... This is more of a rant or frustration. I was diagnosed on monday and placed on vyvanse 30mg but my insurance company wants me to do a step program with the generic for adderall before trying vyvanse. I am annoyed because it's been forever just to get the medication approved only to get it denied. So now I have to wait for the doctor to send a script to the pharmacy for the generics first....,5.9751851851851825,6.472950716049386,7.04404938271605,73.41422222222224,66.53086419753086,9.93679012345679,37.18765432098765,9.888512548439397,3.886479506172839,332,17,58,7,5,112,59,81,0.134,0.821,0.045,-0.7535,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,8,0,6,3,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,14,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,44,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930260485483929,0.0,0.2921650469883934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34849240933733777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514326556096766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920528207078714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587717762133518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34588839412800737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611326874584541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587270404670472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311170173426934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251636954703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Jhpottin2,2018/04/20,How do I make my meds more effective during stressful periods? I take 40 mg of vyvanse twice a day. It had been work well for me for many years. Over the past few months it hadn’t been working all that well. I was worried I needed to change something. But I recently finished a large project I had been working on for those few months and I’ve noticed that this week they seem to be working a lot better. Can stress make the pills less effective? Or are they just not working as well as they should be and they just happen to be doing well this week? Has anyone else experienced this? And most importantly. If it is due to stress what things have you found that help make your meds more effective when you’re stressed?,3.033502454991816,5.24090117730497,3.1180141843971647,92.02615384615385,76.23404255319149,6.3242771412984204,24.321331151118393,7.321109707123232,0.9102499727223132,570,19,118,7,13,173,91,141,0.08900000000000001,0.733,0.17800000000000002,0.9181,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,4,9,8,9,0,4,5,0,18,1,0,7,1,23,26,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,8,1,14,5,12,14,8,14,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,12,85,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937978844312459,0.11632046530871315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040423002464403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009510646193493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321466575228049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948361304381983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447503808357567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039037553201244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609386394284491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651546537457227,0.0,0.0,0.22733779987514816,0.11509721136643725,0.0,0.0,0.2522028548734217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123021424989091,0.0,0.0,0.0841778462249961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292497283500034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837309822540564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209290381682332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033495067313272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739760754219954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201730881499406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535717580016673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754214110460405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212689028457,0.0,0.4082928467925293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132402011774935,0.11529082909800074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731068097408249
adhd,RantBitch_,2018/04/20,"Vyvanse and Alcohol I had 30MG of Vyvanse at 7AM then drank 3 beers later that night around 10PM.

I am tired as shit this morning, feel almost sick.

I did not take a dose today, is it common to feel this way?",1.5801162790697667,3.4621469534883715,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,79.46511627906978,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.0827162790697673,161,4,35,1,4,52,38,43,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.8593,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,5,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35026725947393805,0.3281963285681297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176880679458383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314425627755387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075730909366997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364327634340545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642874798310666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767027605190065,0.3106706148482126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601543170733617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,meylina,2018/04/20,"I’ll get up in 10 minutes...  Been laying in bed since 8am telling myself I’m going to get up and clean up the house, starting with the kitchen, then the bathrooms, do some laundry.  But nope, I’m still here dreading the thought of getting up but most of all suffering that I’m gonna let myself down again. I’m 17 weeks pregnant and stopped all my meds cold turkey. Right now I feel like I can’t do anything and boy that feels crappy, specially when you need to get your shit together because a human is gonna depend on you. The struggle is real, brain fog, fatigue. Another annoying occurrence is people telling me to get up, exercise, to be active, most of them don’t understand that It’s easier said than done for me. Sorry for typos or whatever I suck at writing just needed to get this weight off my chest.",5.248333333333335,5.565566302469139,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,68.07407407407408,8.949135802469135,32.24938271604938,8.841846274778883,2.566356049382716,639,26,126,10,10,208,113,162,0.18600000000000005,0.745,0.069,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,0,6,9,3,2,6,0,11,7,3,1,2,23,33,8,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,3,2,5,4,2,1,4,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,5,13,2,23,25,5,21,0,2,0,0,10,12,2,5,9,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921215661991135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327950486165611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837060850136688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801440358226941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651391384657922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631886243286997,0.11528387860076887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505859895490082,0.0,0.09171117945420176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862011203677455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501335893029326,0.0,0.07883799568606333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792474305991813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930994209841766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118747249077808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367617021338625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781043517471814,0.15350131245924073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564559296232348,0.1334882265076671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064225583619115,0.1142196246001272,0.0,0.1288715406202121,0.1349138544562598,0.0,0.16870059773118504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209172188525483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811099758821726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799349070696845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944253602090575,0.19650709296478605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,staticeStrand,2018/04/20,"Diagnosis in the UK as an adult with no previous diagnosis - help? Hi folks. I'm 27 years old. For years now I've been in out of the doctors begging them to take me seriously, because I am almost certain my brain isn't wired like that average person's. **I have no diagnosis from childhood to rely on, just a pervasive life long sense that something is different about me.**

I've struggled all my life with numerous things - most notably social skills, but also with concentration, productivity and organisation.

For a long time, because of my poor social skills, tendency to get hyperfocused, fidgety manner and alienation, **I've been asking for a referral for autism diagnosis.**

However, ADHD runs in my family. Last year I happened across a lecture on youtube about ADHD that was just so relatable I literally burst into tears. 

After a year of thinking over it, **I've started to notice all the ways my terrible lack of self propulsion,** my disorganization, and my overall ""dippyness"" is having a negative impact on my work and home life. 

Last week, as I was loudly stamping my feet around the house and jumping about because I was so cheerful about something, I turned to my partner and said ""Haha, it's like I've got ADHD or something!""

And she just looked at me like ""Dude, you think??"" and she said **""Well honestly... I've kind of thought that for years?""** and now I'm just...

Well. **I have an appointment booked in soon.** But I'm terrified the docs won't take me seriously. I'm terrified they'll just **write me off** as attention seeking, or that I'm just a failure and want some label to make myself feel better about it.

But if I don't sort this out, I swear to god I'm going to lose my career.

**Tl;DR: Late twenties socially awkward failure begins to believe ADHD might be the cause - What are your experiences of diagnosis in the UK as an adult with ADHD and no prior diagnosis?**",1.707544489708404,4.483097963068187,3.6609841337907376,80.64443610634649,92.0965909090909,6.5202401372212675,25.10741852487136,7.7046832291405725,2.0841819682675817,1481,65,260,34,53,497,188,352,0.185,0.762,0.053,-0.9936,2,0,3,0,0,0,85.0,0,2,2,5,20,17,0,2,17,1,18,6,2,2,3,49,43,24,0,3,12,0,1,3,1,3,4,3,1,5,11,19,0,0,5,1,1,3,7,6,2,0,9,5,33,11,51,30,5,41,0,1,1,0,20,16,0,8,24,169,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465671885949037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108096280842634,0.0,0.0,0.07273881193296812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097160610009642,0.08503313850332736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634084525268752,0.0,0.0,0.10247814095219017,0.0,0.08044466320084231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153883577790067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343857751843247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503140069640342,0.0,0.09309902445481304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897404989319052,0.08574679164859754,0.0,0.0459909284558338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752162588510436,0.0,0.05169333720691873,0.0,0.07274715393590778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043356287176959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096700562347227,0.0,0.09123795434831013,0.0,0.0,0.10495293333657964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947184112780437,0.0,0.14828527405844524,0.1026042080904164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273826643226247,0.13331196218294494,0.0,0.0,0.16098934271771065,0.07638153042599696,0.10175836119764796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060714947764279124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649170876983804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355590460047696,0.09544476881543447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942072478056432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730431372463738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488868184800077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781596550575775,0.0,0.21007096319246624,0.0,0.0,0.06438030352723301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508870060799722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677768869566795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042823104406876,0.11656399819646204,0.0,0.07221022603410708,0.053038145992620384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893582049761276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364918751858802,0.07219796084005123,0.07296075247608041,0.0,0.1635637290355017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621826350665176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928687708598145
adhd,IDipCopeMint,2018/04/20,"This subreddit has truly been amazing for me, and has made me finally feel like I'm not alone. To be honest, prior to this year I would've never participated on a board like this. I was so desperate to be ""normal"" and ""cool"" that I would have never considered admitting I was different or discussing it. I was overcome with insecurity, doubt, and denial of my ADD and the reality of the role it has played/continues to play in my life. Throughout my life I've been misunderstood and at times ridiculed by my siblings (all older than me by 8 years or more), my grandparents, and my ""friends"". My mother was the only one who supported me and understood me, yet I still wouldn't talk to her about how I felt. I never felt like I fit in throughout my life, and I truly believed I was alone in my struggle and unique in the way I operated. Then, I found this community. I've been a silent observer over the past several months and only recently started engaging with the community but even that limited interaction has been so unbelievably helpful with finally accepting who I am and understanding that I'm not alone, and there are people who share the same context through which they see the world. I'm attending the University of my dreams, I'm in a great relationship with my girlfriend, I joined a top fraternity and finally found a good and real group of friends, I'm finally okay with being open with my mom and our relationship has flourished, and on top of all that I finally know that I'm not alone. With that being said, THANK YOU. And to those struggling with recent diagnosis, self-doubt, or anything negative related to your ADHD I want you to know that it does get better. Do not be afraid of being prescribed and taking the medication we NEED, embrace who you are and good people will love you for it, and do not let pride prevent you from asking for help or encouragement.

TL;DR thank you to the community and the support it provides for those struggling",8.782534534534534,7.645886881081086,8.946666666666667,67.53111111111114,61.270270270270274,12.654654654654655,38.393393393393396,11.750952952430431,4.518537537537537,1566,66,283,41,18,518,181,370,0.07400000000000001,0.693,0.233,0.9963,2,4,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,7,1,5,8,31,1,6,17,2,30,5,0,2,5,70,60,30,0,5,10,2,3,3,3,3,4,1,0,0,23,32,0,2,11,2,0,1,10,7,0,1,16,6,45,24,42,34,4,37,0,0,1,1,35,14,0,5,24,205,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198499487432587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515566624890344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983238900722759,0.0,0.07933246246178473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560794077858234,0.0,0.07505160148101572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866043475677714,0.0,0.0,0.0742613872328734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604910088362924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290766716980925,0.060623861661863926,0.16295744122682795,0.4647988424229037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860887922807592,0.13112494970874353,0.0,0.044335745663503866,0.0,0.0,0.14235275660868918,0.0,0.09355823461564723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375947707357112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327345912640092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677490006033572,0.17981696966399294,0.1243746428949169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658928717826956,0.08029639933388616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548732585306644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938677802007716,0.06773428675695943,0.0,0.0,0.0629224701674219,0.19634733921668826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314459147669517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750320007036393,0.12907941129349526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100828597838701,0.11766220790949605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658903628805418,0.0,0.0,0.16757763978758972,0.1822153453913573,0.0,0.0,0.08072110727354981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762227776470701,0.0,0.08852728387133675,0.09586742528908544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006420676396256,0.0,0.0677691499066107,0.0,0.0,0.2661416797368467,0.0,0.0,0.19259580220433664,0.0,0.0,0.06380401244177386,0.06820709684255108,0.0,0.1562550143755405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948243473146142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834204976726863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005251164235331,0.06735776332584319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205639414784882,0.0,0.0,0.10929386438938092
adhd,mrsbluetoes,2018/04/20,"Any parents diagnosed AFTER their child's diagnosis? My child was diagnosed last year and a couple docs have commented to us that it's often hereditary and asked if either of us have family history (which we didn't think at the time). 

Now many months and lots of research and discussion later, that question keeps coming back to me. 
I think it's me who it came from.  I think I have inattentive type. 

I'm just now realizing that most people don't use my coping tools in daily life. That people don't get completely overwhelmed and paralyzed when those tools aren't available or not used by the people around them.
I'm realizing why my grades slipped when school became about focus and why I need to doodle or use my hands to listen at all. 
Why everything seems SO much easier for my husband.
Etc. Etc.

* Does anyone have any similar stories to share? 
* How did you go about being diagnosed?
* Were you taken seriously by your doc?
* Did you try any meds yourself?

TL:DR - Child diagnosed, now recognize the signs of ADHD in myself. Anyone else with experience or tips to getting diagnosed as an adult?",3.3097738359201787,6.092218507317077,4.39140798226164,80.17509423503327,78.5609756097561,8.019955654101997,23.952328159645234,8.841846274778883,2.2170975609756094,874,30,153,22,22,284,133,205,0.016,0.949,0.035,0.7068,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,4,2,0,13,3,0,1,5,0,13,7,1,4,1,36,32,15,0,2,7,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,10,11,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,7,2,21,1,23,24,7,20,0,1,0,0,22,5,0,9,12,100,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558620896967884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131865343795597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613476951945853,0.10707048180447296,0.0,0.09302531561068582,0.09769146158297294,0.0,0.0,0.08035246054343552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951779728908075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900157167798107,0.10956409505621928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562497576970425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303160138905958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144684575312656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872946145077802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308563713523475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391600451087964,0.10221903048635586,0.09851135157000432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091917144592617,0.0,0.05938858373018609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288256463213176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517976290757734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380998076022402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884040612984291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594450290969208,0.0,0.0,0.11607364667985942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834092535039497,0.0,0.07681800476525917,0.077483893557792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603258858926148,0.0,0.0,0.21733712859276316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170616009291658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575748752042308,0.0,0.09513099393653243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087416892159896,0.0,0.0,0.06093358533940784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094723738175045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139629487602083,0.27075798908973403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828793939493634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729324303650049
adhd,redhotchillibean,2018/04/20,"Losing track of time? Always happens when I'm on the internet, but even when I'm just thinking/ stuck in my head. I was supposed to get all the house chores done by 11, and you can guess how that went. How do I stop letting time slip through my fingers?",3.0042307692307686,4.311914807692311,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,74.0,5.9692307692307685,26.461538461538463,5.985473137389443,0.6497538461538461,198,7,44,1,4,61,43,52,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,2,1,9,13,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,6,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357706949449635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28996640629936543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715063471154386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803918012104708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214302433741625,0.0,0.2505663154400575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907998285722443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32694896087964603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28974555108458433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169972424466868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368940876167942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815598519961872,0.0,0.0,0.3304484432780756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626691758540109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Tabz1987,2018/04/20,"Enter zombie mode. Doc pulled me off my meds without tettering down to ""restart"" whatever. F***. I feel like a mouth breathing moronic slug that might try to eat somebodys face if they look at me the wrong way today. I'll give up 2 minutes later though because look the sunshine is out and theres a squirrel! Anyone gone through this? I need suggestions to get moving.",1.815652173913044,4.623601652173915,2.4923043478260887,89.4836739130435,90.44927536231884,5.0788405797101435,25.74057971014493,6.742157984588678,1.3796944927536234,290,13,52,4,10,90,61,69,0.1,0.8190000000000001,0.081,-0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,2,10,7,0,12,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,2,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456476779020302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218753383423847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554596651292419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623320453508086,0.17835377296515315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043457311271225,0.23949208139316916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196895311194085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192950947805593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27731072140957796,0.0,0.0,0.2648447860925358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534403953021635,0.0,0.1851162174597432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452850327217657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366440021388108,0.0,0.0,0.16949953881102292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981647308227345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065876887357435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729588434396681,0.0,0.0
adhd,lostgainz,2018/04/20,"Best game of hide and seek you have had with yourself Alright let’s have a bit of a laugh at our own expense, many of us misplace items with no memory of putting it were you find it, so let’s hear about yours 
I lost my phone and found it on the top shelf of my dishwasher, best game of hide and seek I’ve had with myself, took ages because it was shut and very sound proof, is a daily occurrence for me, I just make it a game of hide and seek",5.047499999999999,3.7276579166666686,5.295916666666667,91.29075000000002,68.79166666666666,8.93,27.53333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.0913858333333333,344,8,86,3,5,109,62,96,0.094,0.752,0.154,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,3,0,4,3,5,0,0,5,1,9,0,0,1,1,13,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,2,11,4,14,5,5,7,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464597056022146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635983943211099,0.0,0.2411429873021947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187967774612556,0.0,0.0,0.2421827506349251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489470230235669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517280965739436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411158470295441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474386472573686,0.2239369408380293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204470279536434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540502842402998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656906005804718,0.0,0.0,0.1822485540500149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Deray22,2018/04/20,"Diagnosed for the first time this week with ADHD-C and prescribed meds as a late 20s adult. I’m new to all of this. What should I expect? All advice is appreciated. Title. 

I made it through college with a good GPA but I think that’s mostly because I’m pretty decent at writing. Studying was always a major challenge and I got in trouble for not paying attention in class numerous times. However, I have been having problems basically ever since I joined the work force. Sitting at a desk all day was impossible for me. Fidgeting, mindless wandering, inability to start my work, y’all know the drill. 

So after causing a giant blowup fight with my friends and (separately) getting put on a performance improvement plan at work, I figured it was time to start looking into things more seriously. 

Today, I received my diagnosis and I’m honestly fairly optimistic. I’ve been operating at a suboptimal level for so long that I’m truly interested to see what will happen. My doctor’s recommended dosage is 2x 10mg IR Adderall - 1 after breakfast and 1 after lunch. 

I asked my parents “what gives with this??” Apparently, I was never screened growing up because I got along with teachers and made good grades. 

Anyway, what can I expect? I’ve been filling my wife in on everything so she’s prepared to help me monitor my behavior and mood over time, making sure I’m only taking the pills when needed. My brother in law lost a lot of weight from taking his ADHD meds - should I expect the same? I already noticed the intense desert oasis effect going on in my mouth. 

Thanks! ",4.349555908009517,6.752133859106529,5.6842783505154655,74.24387985725619,72.95189003436427,7.913349193761567,30.09265133491937,8.730908602173464,2.8289655300026433,1247,55,203,25,26,417,180,291,0.081,0.743,0.17600000000000002,0.9819,3,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,0,9,6,14,1,0,14,0,15,7,1,5,6,43,41,13,0,7,2,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,12,14,3,0,5,0,1,5,2,5,0,1,12,4,28,8,38,26,8,42,0,1,3,0,14,17,0,2,19,131,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891276176468313,0.11754486130782225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274172501669446,0.0,0.10008995019256224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245382667272556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466539195571652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356977274680593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757634991273639,0.0,0.0,0.12209063953285758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312072379913055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880814154865234,0.0,0.0,0.10810785223119362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231762501054482,0.0,0.0,0.0929348586281433,0.0,0.06284595364289093,0.11539201521416005,0.06836291926557697,0.20178514218904384,0.19241194629838448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063710230747018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806270732070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066107600093836,0.0,0.13569104981395524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645183725298484,0.10101232924839616,0.0,0.1313094773170847,0.10226526935493384,0.0,0.2276404158634672,0.08029373409592147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672275659203188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919264995001923,0.09277416821460058,0.11617571028103753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369496404795603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148508248819592,0.0,0.0,0.1335665204939336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237699388927538,0.0,0.11510017356801397,0.0,0.12092350720321644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585463084081597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950417065790558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028211874610807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113370807205018,0.0,0.1808844736064492,0.0,0.0,0.11074580164327832,0.0,0.0,0.07991455965962277,0.07707623098582864,0.0,0.0,0.2805655574509206,0.0,0.11401975437472744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096488450941226,0.14647939990972852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262715122292746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,halfunicornhalfbruja,2018/04/20,"Dismissing my alarm in the morning and going back to sleep because I don't remember there is something important to do but that is the reason I set an alarm in the first place First of all, excuse my English. 

I just wanted to share something that has been happening to me lately. It never happened to me during my school or university years but now that I work as a private teacher it is so frequent. 

This is an example of something that happens to me way too often now: I had a class scheduled for 11 am, I woke up, fed my cat, and as I am having my breakfast I hear the doorbell ring and there he is, my freaking student. I look like I just got out of bed because that's exactly what I did and I'm speechless. Anxiety kicks in. I don't know what to do. He says it is just fine and goes back to work. I awkwardly die inside. 

Episodes like this have happened three times already. I set an alarm because I have something to do but as I wake up I no longer remember. I literally have NO IDEA. Does this happen to somebody else or am I just kind of losing my mind?",2.2957336890613647,4.098357336405531,3.872505457191366,87.64078826097506,77.0184331797235,6.5960708222168325,27.550084889643465,7.475848149327749,1.5305907834101382,830,35,171,11,19,276,116,217,0.146,0.79,0.064,-0.9645,0,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,13,11,0,4,9,0,22,4,2,1,3,26,36,14,1,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,13,6,2,0,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,6,4,29,5,24,30,1,23,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,3,14,127,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535949883796272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383535364922282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863752420221044,0.0,0.22431907960421854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273027854106979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073414955951868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246755261484837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867082210926707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971109114127316,0.0,0.0981032324919341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423437269804269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824789765958936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846937463897518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773258911356478,0.06741129525743847,0.0,0.13836698669769476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985196865581615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300437380784816,0.13722631919547265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385267546791545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460374959763276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815467124345692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611596993734894,0.0,0.0,0.27790207555896673,0.0,0.0,0.09754497580329256,0.0,0.12413951282123245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274961620900135,0.0,0.0,0.3777218200642703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152463410237812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234865463982819,0.09736261770426492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785973841871138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898968293000294
adhd,soweeby,2018/04/20,"Any teens? Hey, I recently came across this subreddit and I love seeing the things you guys post here, but I couldnt help but notice that there are lots of adults here.


So, I ask, are there any other teens with adhd here struggling with school and social life?",2.8810000000000002,5.347857099999999,2.4699999999999998,95.165,78.0,5.6000000000000005,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.3976000000000002,205,3,42,2,5,60,38,50,0.135,0.815,0.05,-0.6539,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,5,1,4,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,1,1,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970986523931852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33622286285607805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23110819113609324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827426419103141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447769908745318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569980406019427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746118940681132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210169294509178,0.22311688142416009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814504817170965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675906206189265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440902753070448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501899474518962,0.19699454434850167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519996943108672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584378041525052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423549002136592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,mehtaphobia21,2018/04/20,"Feeling lost - can't identify the cause nor determine a solution for my biggest struggle I was diagnosed with ADHD last summer and I've been on Vyvanse for probably about 8 months now. I think I feel it's effectiveness the most when I'm working independently, which is not very often given that I go to school and am usually interacting with people in some way. At home on weekends, if I remember to take it, my focus improves somewhat and I feel more motivated to do my work.

But.. my biggest problem still exists: It still takes me a ridiculous amount of time to complete my work! I get around an extra 30 minutes for my school tests and it makes a difference. So things like tests and quizzes I can almost get those done in a reasonable time frame (still takes a bit longer than others, but that's okay I think).

However.... assignments and homework take me so so so much longer than normal. It almost takes me 3-4x longer than my average peer to complete the same task, and I'm not exaggerating, it really does take that long. I've been trying to work quicker but all it does it just confuse me because I didn't process enough information in that shorter (normal person) block of time to come up with an effective answer. And honestly I'll be thinking I'm working at a normal pace if I feel more focused, but then I see that other people are ahead and I'm actually behind. I just don't understand how people can do the exact same work so much quicker if my understanding of the material is just as strong as the normal student. I get 80s and 90s which are A's (Canada) belong with the minority who get similar/higher grades.

So it's not comprehension, and I will be slower if the amount of work is heavy, but usually it doesn't matter how much work I have, it still takes me a long time to finish it.

I'm seeing my psychiatrist this upcoming Monday and I'm going to talk to her about this and how it's still a problem even though I'm on meds.

TLDR: I'm a student with ADHD and although I'm on medication and my focus + motivation somewhat improve, I still take 3-4x longer than the average student to complete basically any type of homework even though I have the same level of understanding. It's rarely a comprehension issue, it's something else but I can't put my finger on it. Seeing my psychiatrist this Monday, any advice or tips or information and anything else is appreciated!!",5.887090517241379,6.464983355603447,6.976724137931032,73.5406896551724,66.73706896551724,9.848275862068967,32.163793103448285,9.83838024301492,3.1052,1903,75,349,40,29,642,208,464,0.043,0.867,0.08900000000000001,0.9731,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,15,28,10,1,2,23,1,25,3,1,11,2,87,65,45,0,10,18,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,31,23,0,1,19,1,0,4,9,6,0,0,7,8,37,4,47,55,18,45,0,1,3,0,7,15,0,14,26,237,68,22,0.0,0.0,0.06427021820380457,0.0,0.1583027262420623,0.06435798887777851,0.0,0.0,0.1318992890736088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957461669093901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054197470782161576,0.05862969028014565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401478687316915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719024636199298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765673949150619,0.0,0.05673287492226872,0.20716002682067813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684688665852909,0.0,0.06881006636858493,0.0,0.0,0.1152697028417539,0.0673980221795327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003577205016116,0.0,0.0,0.0680513652092663,0.0,0.08700030317429125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320392275428322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763729492080826,0.0,0.07485992920140844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958509424454734,0.06606331852455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687411126050912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368498977534058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032176048822852917,0.0,0.0,0.11656870545800326,0.0,0.0,0.07189437110814365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396230671767135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315602113093485,0.06634739139007778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256911699069775,0.0,0.14524484430156168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581167066638122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697785868415985,0.057506732544652224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100861541279989,0.12603895411338864,0.0,0.06620786008897761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042191837868988315,0.06771542681453767,0.0,0.0,0.07460695766154651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333084160461912,0.1574465577712057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070252854480351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155770473453501,0.0,0.0,0.06885155592562386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961503994646164,0.05293606864685135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043754701690258496,0.12660199249893392,0.12941495334681116,0.0,0.15361483968770026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471486634167555,0.0,0.0,0.20568889576163255,0.0,0.0,0.1450717802282749,0.05434170063981264,0.0,0.05227689417050167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835770554418524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,ShadowMercure,2018/04/20,"My friends see me as intellectually challenged, and the constant remarks make me wonder if I actually am. Is there something here beyond ADHD? It eats at me now that I know about it. Past couple days, people I consider my best friends verified my own thoughts - they consider me ""stupid"", ""slow"", ""underdeveloped"", inferior to them. The sheer consistency makes me almost believe it myself. On one hand I've never been considered unintelligent by anyone else, on the other, I've noticed myself slipping intellectually. Ever since I started medication actually. I don't feel as sharp as I used to and have developed an almost apathetic view towards everything. My reaction time is slow, so are my thought processes. Being said, around most other people, I'm always on top of my game. I only feel like this when im tired, coming down from medication or when i'm around my best friends.



I should mention that I am a moderate to heavy pot smoker (3-4x a week is regular), so are my mates. I know for a fact this slows me down, but my mates seem pretty high functioning. I dont smoke unless I'm with them. I guess I'm rambling quite a bit but my question is: Am I genuinely ""stupid"", and if so, is there any correlation between my slowness and medication? Is marijuana the reason? Or are my mates triggering some form of social anxiety? Please help, my executive functioning is appalling around them and I'm so physically stiff that i come across socially awkward. I don't understand what's wrong with me?



Tl;dr my best friends consider me slow and inferior, not sure if its medication, marijuana or social anxiety around them in particular.",5.1261616161616175,7.445405764309765,6.643873400673402,68.58892121212124,70.48148148148148,10.004525252525251,32.41872053872054,10.264317810270406,3.9379353265993267,1300,61,216,39,25,443,168,297,0.071,0.777,0.153,0.9778,0,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,5,6,17,16,2,1,9,0,20,8,1,5,4,50,43,24,0,4,10,0,4,1,7,1,6,1,0,0,12,14,1,1,11,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,7,44,10,30,37,8,34,0,2,2,0,20,16,0,14,17,150,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.17874237032479603,0.0,0.11006421523129556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341303508890755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620387087296679,0.0,0.0,0.062279154154659816,0.0,0.14012052939390576,0.0,0.0,0.06403652461970874,0.09383696387468206,0.0,0.326110914353844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318197284455567,0.2883301509387756,0.0,0.09998423172350357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778021021789845,0.0,0.09896801001273904,0.0,0.0,0.10133415383453953,0.0,0.05906305418449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073338591227396,0.0,0.0,0.09371163117549396,0.07650532107420349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284149959660136,0.0,0.0,0.08230833161501408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261359909406762,0.06542646559257162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830252568962802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008883089819892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138573416929795,0.09676180532874272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892467848790057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066255426404952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044742521458738735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222638902943248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690384234988469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706339719559345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042671386999966,0.0,0.0,0.062058586136440386,0.06965252155007322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874257378198693,0.12698337232745602,0.0,0.0,0.10052994391788267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317219783023907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259321740573027,0.09740912681589067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416193249884768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711580890515007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297929409612436,0.08337315281429945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575788535760662,0.0,0.0,0.2800700881956089,0.0,0.07050458506940567,0.0,0.0,0.06482247500342889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631530274911853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454123486730021,0.053402418200475525,0.10526046548814168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534048015142137,0.0,0.07909776567361858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346185548211183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931717690994712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013094806793263,0.0,0.0
adhd,em17653,2018/04/20,"Does ADHD make you forget people? I haven’t been diagnosed with ADHD but I’m 90% sure I have it. One thing that is stressing me out incredibly at the minute is my lack of able to think about anyone other than myself. In the fact I’m constantly monitoring myself. I feel like this causes me to forget people, important dates, and general things like where I left my phone etc. When I say I don’t think of people, o feel like I’m so wrapped up in my own thoughts that I don’t think of anyone, what they’ve done for me, their personality etc. I’m not unkind, unthoughtful or selfish (I don’t think??) but it makes me feel that way as I’m unable to think of anyone but myself and how I’m acting and what makes up my inner workings. I’m sick of it. ",2.2168287841191088,3.795574335483874,4.057419354838712,87.20920595533501,76.61290322580646,6.833746898263028,20.31017369727047,7.61054688173877,0.5679578163771719,582,13,125,8,13,197,86,155,0.12,0.77,0.111,-0.3536,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,5,2,30,28,11,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,4,21,4,19,25,4,14,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,6,80,33,1,0.13471696201978098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238072177489152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825916965088471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383914294893976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145581176865829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673488068030504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789172130509702,0.13786222487642388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30049004694542536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043508313670086,0.1924836491693067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637037341100306,0.0,0.0,0.19744770847881127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697738547276737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912876999669842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28018733705128424,0.11762965496021295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071323353410575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431782483255632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126969142393886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899992696388306,0.43160594814881786,0.0,0.10695021981302354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693205389287112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807555282167446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,hudsondir,2018/04/20,"Employer Paying for Testing / Diagnosis in Toronto What is everyone's thoughts on an employer (myself) offering to fully pay for an employee to get diagnosed and then also contributing toward follow up sessions or coaching?  And recommendations for psychiatrists in Toronto?


Background is that I am the founder/CEO of a startup software business.  I have ADD myself; initially my grade six teacher expressed some observational concerns but my parents never acted on it.  So it wasn't until I spectacularly crashed my first semester into a 5 year architecture degree that I did something about it myself.


Several years later (present day) I've hired a young guy who has obvious intelligence and talent, but is just so all over the place.  His general behaviors, distract-ability, way of ""jumping"" around conversations and approach to problem solving reminds me of myself (and even more so of myself at his age - the same age I was eventually diagnosed)


Over the last few months we have had a few casual conversations around ADD - it (even) emerged that his primary school teachers had wanted him to be assessed but which his parents refused. 


I believe my employee has since made several attempts to organize a diagnosis.  He now has a family doctor's referral, but keeps hitting up roadblocks such as overall opaqueness of the process, non-medically-qualified coaches implying they can formally diagnose, long wait times and of course huge fees.  


The irony in expecting someone suspected of having ADD to work all this out is just cruel, cruel irony.  Where I was originally diagnosed (Australia) it was an initial discussion with a family GP, followed by a referral letter to a Psychiatrist, an appointment within 4 weeks, formal diagnosis and action plan at the end of two sessions, and all with government medical benefits paying most of it. 


So what I am thinking of doing is just taking the effort and financial pain off his hands by actually getting him an appointment, paying for it (and followup sessions up front) and giving him free-time off work to attend.


I realize this is probably unusual for an employer to do something like this, and I guess I am concerned it might be over-stepping or meddling somehow.  But by the same token a) I wish someone had done that for me when I was younger and b) it isn't entirely altruistic as the guy has potential to be a stand out performer in the team... if he can get some of the symptoms more manageable.


Also... any recent recommendations for ADD-sensitive Psychiatrists in Toronto?  There have been a few horror stories floating around here lately.


**TL;DR**
Employer with ADD is asking advice on how he might best help a new employee, with a history of suspected ADD, get diagnosed given the challenges (and cost) of diagnosis in Toronto.",10.089024896265563,9.977835811203326,10.118826556016595,56.85542655601662,58.107883817427386,13.604116182572616,45.836016597510394,12.756391145488431,6.4994251286307065,2239,128,316,71,25,743,261,482,0.071,0.847,0.08199999999999999,0.7809999999999999,10,0,2,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,1,10,23,10,2,0,33,0,39,10,1,3,5,71,58,34,0,5,11,2,1,1,0,2,9,0,0,2,20,30,0,3,5,4,6,8,3,4,0,3,14,1,34,6,67,38,14,65,0,0,0,0,29,29,0,10,27,253,54,22,0.0,0.0,0.0941391607976393,0.0,0.0,0.0942677220165284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429135507398042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560176299164983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576317614153532,0.09018485329374336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868675754249836,0.10123754613119312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062214083263749775,0.0,0.0,0.4895665510278538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873940924713016,0.0,0.09872058046048923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544229475678483,0.0,0.0,0.12743282594741753,0.0,0.0,0.09217961009822558,0.0,0.0,0.1818834859290852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205590039897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016028543300489,0.09254119909716188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627072612497243,0.1910375993441457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466067882107544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857454718064678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863455308109157,0.10882046243174752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712954644656764,0.0,0.0,0.08537142407300881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128065320587607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718167949528927,0.0,0.20467527725393644,0.0,0.0,0.07700008955445331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440231246405513,0.09316970082737926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264908985887188,0.0,0.21423329756056608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078885809640817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400916087083684,0.09230715018285247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525082413038433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976310860969514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796347717076947,0.0,0.07979958795902238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347458237032822,0.14853204550793336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026751749274974,0.07253216808170282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061813001740896274,0.0,0.07658506737275338,0.0562514508991038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423552744107312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689951224725244,0.07657205909449838,0.07738106430117195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093380266542023,0.0,0.0,0.14046016611465306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424486546866804
adhd,EetYoureBeens,2018/04/20,"I'm struggling with my condition at the moment So, a little background here. I'm 16 and currently doing my exams are in less than a month and I'm terrified. I recently had an episode where I couldnt stop moving even after taking some low dosage medication. I can't get any work done and I'm scared that I'm going to fail if i dont do something about it. If anyone could suggest anything, I would be so greatful",2.057558823529412,4.103818211764708,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,78.64705882352942,6.602941176470589,24.742647058823533,7.6454224807358475,1.3702058823529408,328,12,65,5,8,111,63,85,0.188,0.7879999999999999,0.023,-0.9248,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,11,19,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,7,13,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,43,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649509882891728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711931968238055,0.0,0.20147701631339807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547953721535005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505495591987271,0.2869429060958516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171014300990744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791533956239012,0.0,0.13914445599826986,0.0,0.0,0.269929673463678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538737377478745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466438795857951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542367362651528,0.2602191436470912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174343270534898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512093187891215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848470276059776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469167441381056,0.0,0.25595301508046675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408423710466268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824162166009158,0.0,0.0,0.17392261348494645,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,thr0000waw4444y,2018/04/20,How to not get into a relationship too quickly that will be inevitably be terrible? All this comorbid mental health things that come with ADHD really effect my ability to judge a new relationship. Pls help? :(,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,6.2755555555555596,66.10000000000002,75.66666666666667,10.266666666666667,28.44444444444445,10.125756701596842,4.196744444444445,168,7,24,6,4,56,31,36,0.14,0.6990000000000001,0.161,-0.2014,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517690603656416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545781423200369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544053906262591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141410059445142,0.0,0.0,0.19809158763560472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978308320193013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285430562946925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932796408558408,0.0,0.0,0.6345902423021913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963410225435468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Taterman36,2018/04/20,"Ever give up on masturbating? I was masturbating and got a text from my girlfriend (ironic), I dropped my dick and responded and we had a quick back&forth about 45 seconds and by the time I put my phone back down I was soft so I just pulled my pants back up and continued my life as normal. ",3.2100000000000013,5.167972413793105,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,74.86206896551724,8.088275862068969,25.393103448275863,8.841846274778883,1.815382068965517,232,8,48,5,5,76,41,58,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,9,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,11,0,8,1,0,13,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169947030005904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748946571707846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646423329207908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28065558029085674,0.0,0.0,0.2339914349491298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664773392979896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866521683011951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294109232965018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059735283649236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,narknon1,2018/04/20,"Extreme fatigue and brain fog as part of adjustment period to vyvance even when I'm on it non-stop. Normal? What are ways to control it and how long should it take for my body to adjust? Just started up on a super super low dose of vyvance (10 mg) this past week. The first two days it had me zooming around, and I had issues sleeping (I usually need about 8/9 hours a night and was clocking around 6). I decided to make myself sleep a bit more the past two days as it didn't seem healthy. Now I'm on the 7th day, and even though I have taken it every day including this morning, I am still having a major crash all day since the moment I woke up. My brain is just completely dead feeling. Edit: Now its 9:40 pm and of course now I'm awake. It's like when Im overtaxed it takes 12 hours for the medication to start to function. 

Is this just a normal adjustment period? I only read about crashes happening when someone is reducing or going off of medication, or say in late afternoon when the meds wear off. Maybe it's just because I overdid it the first few days when the effects were so pronounced?",3.1226445449974882,4.776663076923079,4.308740573152337,86.03911890397184,74.3393665158371,7.2640522875817,26.30492709904475,7.984000788550335,1.5608308697838114,864,31,174,13,18,283,134,221,0.067,0.878,0.055,-0.368,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,6,22,5,0,0,13,0,13,10,6,4,1,29,28,18,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,15,8,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,2,0,4,7,2,12,3,26,20,6,46,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,3,34,113,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971242863750203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749242521491465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087495057503575,0.12298230120750699,0.0,0.2471949304960769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608530381487454,0.0,0.12417921008150624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284221801155891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625586964298026,0.0,0.0932843585992602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598214848531982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835267887947785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292336720269777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790721368486616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806907987189653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959401414358617,0.11556041573950004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489428253340112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409102992243316,0.0,0.0,0.0979815975799648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390486200517582,0.0,0.11123071708185063,0.0,0.12298230120750699,0.22307268072064526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209570224442894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390097338565396,0.21695949338745174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842057287900586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989637837414567,0.21138496652524832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074756815200784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804708448487998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079315059980956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915867481343792,0.0,0.221595130653069,0.0,0.09381066860653688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673298333399238,0.0,0.08841922348706062,0.09256487655272023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649172206629922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877948613940433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163100271015905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193980137882722,0.0,0.0,0.0878824824762233,0.08881098546725455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,meowmeowmyau,2018/04/20,"Is this common for an ADHD evaluation? At the suggestion of my primary care physician, I scheduled an ADHD evaluation with a counseling center. However, before the evaluation, the center has a questionnaire they want me to distribute to my friends/ family for them to evaluate me and my behavior patterns.

I understand the reasoning behind this is to gain a broader perspective about me, but this makes me really uncomfortable. Personally, I feel like my mental health is my own business and want to keep it between me and a professional. I have anxiety about this appointment already, and I really would rather not involve other people in my life at this point.

I'm considering cancelling the appointment and finding another place. Is this a standard practice though? Am I going to encounter the same thing if I go somewhere else?",7.952517482517487,9.884696874125876,8.635951048951052,58.61700349650352,62.77622377622378,12.713006993006994,40.17412587412589,12.161744961471696,6.150925034965034,675,37,92,25,10,226,90,143,0.057,0.867,0.076,0.1532,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,13,0,8,3,0,2,0,21,18,8,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,20,3,17,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,79,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391848943232692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016347000961924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159655600729425,0.13977935463643126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548021062447226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629395786466932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263808168955198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225098951494136,0.0,0.0923880973610494,0.1305343217903956,0.0,0.0,0.16700164042453222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411680641155672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768656911880906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942215022337965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624088332114789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905966692572113,0.08926715880051743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196619406594565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413753859484114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667418479123624,0.1595429772755793,0.1909022190827837,0.0,0.17272829227417286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341086385014204,0.18786532156194635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139022804066145,0.0,0.1795202583010475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021667765512698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155445226363889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979816776643402,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Musclecity,2018/04/20,"When you're struggling with a task or make a mistake do you find you take it harder than someone without ADHD ? Not sure if any of you deal with this, but I really get pissed off when I'm struggling with a task and someone makes a snark comment insinuating I'm stupid . I think I take it harder than your average person because I've had ADHD since I was a child. I often wonder if I have a low flash point for getting mad because I'm so use to hearing people frustrated with me when i went to school as a child . 

After a while it becomes harder to take and it's tough because my brain doesn't work the same as theirs . I was working with two other people closely today and I found with other people around I couldn't focus properly on the task and my responses were slower than when I would work by myself even with medication .

 I have ADHD...  I also have Aniexty and Depression because of it .

Do any of you deal with a similar problem and have you learned to cope or do you think it's one of those things you will always struggle with ?",5.757759170653906,5.56967666985646,6.446519138755982,79.8652173046252,66.99043062200957,8.689154704944178,30.81379585326954,8.07648339933343,2.1045786283891554,820,28,160,9,12,270,113,209,0.207,0.787,0.006,-0.9923,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,1,3,9,13,4,3,11,0,15,3,2,3,1,40,32,20,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,11,17,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,12,0,2,6,1,26,1,29,23,1,14,0,2,0,0,16,6,1,6,7,116,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054052161433217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992091728466751,0.0935618862052228,0.0,0.0,0.15293068625580578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009843302421872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741777232731009,0.12418486092284155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552398108426838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318483410991957,0.09684730434518024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426778121090973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277119729101708,0.0,0.0,0.1232883444428856,0.0,0.0,0.11749403315482546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673184296608764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011363674418693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327485923357035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619453326503439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338622112411269,0.0981812079947462,0.0,0.0,0.10629532355444944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759311320320918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203409802981359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379868707649606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301431236731547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054579425295112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35265065326986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597653952572728,0.0,0.25363024714217297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470237444048337,0.14409833432326855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658316108092583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984082762436967,0.0,0.0,0.09711496366607553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423612462358572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839139000591944,0.12194003136353647,0.2455803237893075,0.0,0.0,0.07987653937785615,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,sanch_le_redditor,2018/04/20,"What do you guys think of additudemag.com I mean, is this a reliable source? Sometimes i feel like it's just too good, like it's trying so hard to say things I want to here. I have basically found an article to relate every problem in my life to ADHD 

(i'm not even diagnosed yet, i know I have it for 3 years but all I do is read articles about it and browse this sub)",1.4718131868131863,3.1787636538461537,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,79.12820512820512,7.534065934065935,21.399267399267398,8.418075326091056,1.039880586080586,287,8,66,6,7,98,59,78,0.047,0.8590000000000001,0.094,0.3219,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,12,13,3,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,3,8,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29479706371361186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896938130045765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201511197449206,0.0,0.20667171636695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402858193058587,0.1752388812777868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689534358558385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574190699079256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288073201681315,0.0,0.0,0.21973624481438486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480778180534445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325919604855378,0.2396776085935155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671982941785798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347143000515743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536149829541465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950685232212157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260314383527815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296317679620492,0.15717520700142226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665392834955492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468141594594222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796201364527526
adhd,Traboccant,2018/04/20,"bad anxiety i was diagnosed with adhd at a young age and i was told that if i talk about it i would be called retarded and that i need to ""act normal."" 
people always told me to shut up or that no one cares about what i talk about. now that i'm older i know that's not quite true but i still cant talk to people because i have a horrible, irrational fear that they will make fun of me. what should i do?",2.5489015151515133,2.9618094204545464,4.209545454545456,91.00515151515154,74.11363636363636,8.139393939393939,21.484848484848484,8.344100000000001,0.7369257575757584,311,6,76,5,6,105,60,88,0.236,0.693,0.071,-0.9189,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,16,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,13,3,10,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256093225713304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679390701301549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439971187149634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851996260372235,0.1230339451362973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609141547776225,0.0,0.20577955516049312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048536185231081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711532440845425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092071548577873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347233664858893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496546922666341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977509499861017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676550980880858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798475881391137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146714857427837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118202682539035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486670917140381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857152136522574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337453307544634,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,retupmoc627,2018/04/20,"Suspended my studies. Now I don't want to live anymore. This is going to be really long and rant-y but I just desperately want to get this out somewhere. 

I deferred my studies for a year from university (living in the UK) a few months ago because I just couldn't handle my depression and anxiety anymore. I was in my second year and was finding doing anything other than lying in my bed and scrolling on reddit to be impossible. My first year was incredibly difficult too and I hated it but somehow I managed to scrape by.

Everything got really bad around November last year during the start of my second year. I read something online about ADHD and I started to think that I might have it myself. I did a ton of research online and discovered this subreddit too and everything I read made me more and more convinced that I had lived my entire life with inattentive type ADHD. I have pretty much most if not all of the symptoms of inattentive type ADHD. This was so relieving for me because I finally had an explanation for why doing work and simple tasks were so difficult for me other than ""I'm just lazy"" or ""I don't like my subject"" like everyone I knew thought.

The trouble began when I realised I wouldn't be able to get a diagnosis for it anytime soon (without going private). I saw a GP and he referred me so I could see an ADHD specialist at the start of my next term. I trudged through that first term, falling behind in everything, just holding on to the hope that I could diagnosed and get medication to help me focus. 
Fast forward to next term and I open a letter from the psychiatry ward saying that my appointment had been cancelled because I failed to return an ADHD questionnaire that they sent to me. Only problem was that they sent the questionnaire to me after the end of the previous term so I was no longer at the university to have received it (I live in student accommodation).

This news absolutely destroyed me and I became utterly depressed after that point.  I used the college nurse as a counceler bascially and told her what had happened. She rang up the psychiatry ward for me (since I was too depressed to do fucking anything) and asked if I could still get an appointment. I don't know what happended to that but not too long after I had to return home and officially suspend since I was starting to feel suicidal. 

I knew that I could even have gotten an assessment for my ADHD at some mental health department in the university within a week or so but again I just kept procrastinating in making one fucking phone call which could have saved me completely.

So now I'm back home, having to wait fucking months to see a psychiatrist. I still have no idea when I can even get a diagnosis and I'm just wasting a year of my life doing fuck all at this point. I don't enjoy anything. I don't want to put any effort in doing anything or trying something new either. So I'm completely fucked and wish I wasn't alive.",6.264349149961937,6.892295820603909,7.0106044151230655,73.45045115452932,65.9271758436945,9.986683582846991,33.84770362852068,9.957137785484203,3.420534980969297,2349,100,416,50,35,779,252,563,0.183,0.764,0.053,-0.9976,0,0,2,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,2,5,31,23,7,0,30,0,47,12,0,3,2,78,95,38,1,15,19,0,1,2,0,2,7,2,3,0,25,23,0,3,9,2,0,9,13,16,0,5,29,6,70,7,67,55,14,74,0,4,3,5,15,22,5,10,47,315,95,11,0.0628705653530746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533492117115408,0.0,0.055730962792655166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427541403636406,0.0,0.0480958104107973,0.0,0.12470141401076905,0.0,0.0,0.20694847346496015,0.055968132498136286,0.058775491702651714,0.0,0.0,0.048343583988116855,0.05249429596454809,0.1149759392872326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419787657609731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183718322027355,0.0,0.0,0.2509851530498333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624509774403839,0.0638123004183668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568465993037577,0.0,0.0,0.08305083093856425,0.0,0.0,0.060075519453750635,0.16951203066566167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031789246891637826,0.0,0.0,0.06887163125533695,0.05746255773638414,0.10695534154376413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906141229306212,0.16423637755045206,0.0,0.07146158228579884,0.0,0.05028333444830057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559623330849325,0.0,0.0,0.06207166715281301,0.0,0.0668284710101407,0.0,0.0,0.042140814701526016,0.0,0.1261286064034007,0.06244465728306984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097321565210485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455201851072145,0.051247901985333306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888146792247718,0.06143076503318212,0.0,0.22206344419567167,0.11127694383231423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948964908375366,0.04196659057111813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633354802742846,0.06335874256111433,0.0666957344865541,0.0,0.0,0.10036537088928624,0.0,0.04621709951447478,0.0,0.0,0.06072078378928938,0.13372711900801587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042602722186263535,0.04781589800719089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886601164252596,0.0,0.0,0.06396196734031721,0.0,0.0601586401875764,0.0,0.0632022831465103,0.0,0.0,0.12577515804188416,0.0,0.08055298811602575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999719700848409,0.0,0.0,0.1001994014137282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401436269311834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680166557342593,0.0,0.0,0.1780004389997208,0.0,0.10041702940837086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877019419058984,0.0,0.0,0.06534659011137348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040284919676085926,0.0,0.04991220618004344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060075519453750635,0.0,0.042684986942440564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054299982425294616,0.0,0.0,0.11124806509627028,0.0,0.050430975232194766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673090634026584,0.0,0.07229804739902318,0.06060498145900736,0.0,0.04577052036185776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429194967695555
adhd,CaptainPizzaPie,2018/04/20,"Feel absolutely nothing on Adderall XR and Vyvanse I was diagnosed ADHD 2 weeks ago and prescribed Adderall XR 10mg, one capsule a day 

I got the meds from one of the biggest pharmacies and got the brand name instead of generic since I have insurance - so I don't think there's anything wrong with the medicine

The first day, I took it around noon, felt nothing. No feeling happy or outgoing or motivated, literally nothing. In fact, in about an hour after I took it I was so sleepy so I took a nap. When I woke up I still felt nothing, my appetite wasn't affected, I still drifted away when I studied

I am a female who weighs 115 pounds and I never took Adderall or any similar meds before, so I thought 10mg would definitely work. Then I did some research and thought maybe it's not working because it's a low dosage. So I waited for 3 days and took 2 capsules at once (i supposed it's the same as one 20mg) in the late morning, hoping it would do something. And nope, still nothing.

It does give me dry mouth tho but that's about it

I was very confused so I went back to my doctor, and he told me people react differently to different meds so he prescribed me Vyvanse 30mg to try

I have had it for 4 days and again, still not working. Where's the feeling of getting stuff done or wanting to clean the house or becoming more socialized? 

I am not feeling anything different, I still procrastinate a loooot, still can't focus on my study, sleep well and eat well, nothing has been affected

My next appointment with my doctor is in 2 weeks and I don't know if I should renew the prescription, does anyone have the same experience? Please help me guys I don't know what to do",3.9568468468468483,5.356075051051054,4.877472672672674,83.81790270270271,71.76276276276276,7.730402402402402,31.03771771771772,8.238735603445708,2.2394613573573574,1324,59,262,20,25,431,176,333,0.044,0.866,0.09,0.9203,3,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,26,7,0,1,17,0,24,7,2,4,2,52,50,30,0,6,10,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,13,14,2,1,12,1,0,7,11,3,2,4,22,6,35,4,27,25,4,45,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,9,25,172,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690495782143506,0.0,0.06410021474472592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917463186005997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056222369288927,0.0,0.1190132103006251,0.06437300079202328,0.0,0.0,0.06793949355575912,0.05560345559966502,0.0,0.044080717010685236,0.07986291002786429,0.06153217617927392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865410014298198,0.0,0.0,0.07339514616660008,0.0,0.22665191146391395,0.0,0.1480287686910322,0.12656141686699826,0.07400027041611522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399321693767479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073500033040657,0.0,0.0,0.14625245646003054,0.0,0.1388616979778034,0.0,0.0,0.06150854047289425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778002942115797,0.06936824850378923,0.0,0.0,0.11566900604996283,0.0,0.0,0.07160023748427115,0.0,0.07697745638844389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846920161661947,0.0,0.0,0.07182212079122939,0.0712127425263225,0.08343832592932551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948155550949426,0.0,0.08157107271040569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726471118346647,0.0,0.2409669529397644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577146341970661,0.0,0.07690462012561032,0.0,0.0,0.4163118193539908,0.0,0.0,0.07700990773872902,0.14700142455869933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013202789367335,0.0,0.0,0.07937684848445349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981722413418801,0.0,0.07236421134786235,0.07371296580678394,0.0,0.05566930158724539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464906845258559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827799263346245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633460239720572,0.0,0.11481528307440153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909720386876007,0.4017063996029707,0.04909509350423169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966496363210636,0.04265148435312263,0.0,0.11600863075689305,0.0,0.13003432395465467,0.06703393779728843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793196656704414,0.0,0.0,0.102736723788488,0.07906180769269416,0.0,0.0
adhd,thr0waway7171,2018/04/20,"Dating someone with ADD and OCD...help! Can someone please offer advice and or insight on what role her ADD might be playing in this situation. 

-I always have to initiate our dates. 
-I always have to initiate any kind of physical contact/ kissing, etc. she seems disinterested until it’s happening so It’s been difficult for me to make a move when I really have no indication that she wants it. (She doesn’t seem to ever be giving subtle hints or anything) 
-little contact between our dates. This is fine with me as I am a very independent person and like my space but I still want a committed relationship and don’t want something just casual. 

I know I need to have a conversation with her about it but wanted some input and info from you guys as this is new to me and her as well (recently diagnosed) though the relationship is new. 

Is this all normal?
What’s going inside her head when I’m with her?
I’m pretty much just confused but it seems like things are going well between us I’m just worried about the lack of physical interaction. ",3.789838079285314,6.106055256281407,5.265385259631493,77.00356085985484,74.32663316582915,8.442322724734785,26.63344500279174,9.150863307647796,2.506704969290899,832,31,148,20,18,279,121,199,0.06,0.787,0.153,0.9347,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,0,0,13,11,0,1,6,0,17,3,1,2,3,41,34,19,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,12,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,23,9,24,30,5,18,0,0,0,1,23,4,0,8,13,111,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256847081721712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404212895323213,0.0,0.0,0.08746512868678201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584223369474688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054527632693544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344385286626649,0.0,0.11634298058751975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338277995505464,0.14619394607461178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735273755353524,0.11373709445373695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199989596113235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621040557675128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339365869843849,0.07068547559895293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567320318581696,0.12890972993371708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858539831143451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364441186305999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367013266212976,0.09454954589617036,0.09536913868751816,0.0,0.24844149001340016,0.0,0.0,0.12601902078160054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230489056355984,0.0,0.14118471262177046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085146039419082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239643472828173,0.0,0.1269954527159055,0.27617670602225797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512689103877221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457281128858185,0.0,0.0,0.2179564196446775,0.09901696145053274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027150625044124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544855128310791,0.0,0.1263672228431399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471246352428816,0.0,0.0,0.10612390016513663,0.30345057412890136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312873212911675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061853638138385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,Timthebananalord,2018/04/20,"Too tired to function, too medicated to sleep? I'm on concerta 54mg right now. I've been on it since I was 8, I'm 18 now. It works well (except for when I was on 72mg, anxiety like a motherfucker), but around 9-9:30 every night, I get extremely tired, like I feel heavy and can't think. I take my meds around 7 every morning. But then I get in bed and I am physically unable to fall asleep. I was just wondering if this happens to anyone else. ",0.8784988179669,2.696469095744681,3.4216312056737586,89.13388888888889,81.44680851063829,7.1565011820330975,21.08274231678487,8.167268648758528,0.9438643026004728,341,10,79,7,9,119,65,94,0.084,0.838,0.077,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,12,15,7,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,9,3,12,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,7,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493570847559835,0.0,0.0,0.13651545104025908,0.20004513867165868,0.0,0.3476077037796059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309689627051208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289940807146659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871856200716687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400834378132632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264895340043832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076755129644546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686620210228247,0.1966824680692688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321831085969048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673279826941312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150348493876382,0.0,0.19537971690741432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467952180576985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251010869981806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487963707636527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755430545658668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117280611717292,0.14213611186966862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
adhd,General_Duggah,2018/04/20,"Got prescribed meds for the first time after suffering from ADHD for all my life. Changed my perspective on the first day. Got 20mg prescribed. Decided to pop 40mg after researching and finding out that 30mg is the normal adult dose.

I felt massive improvement in focus. It was like opening my fucking eyes for the first time after having them closed for ages. 

For the first time I sat in my chair for more than 4 hours without needing to do anything else other than work.

I felt more empathetic towards my family and my emotion were so much clearer and controllable.

I will be hitting the gym soon in 2 hours or so. I am starting to come off, but its so smooth like a gentle water boat ride compared to a caffeine crash.

I will skip taking my pill tomorrow and start at 20 mg per day after that to make it even. Will I feel less of its effects since I started it off at 40?",4.618333333333332,5.666303121387287,5.174696531791909,83.6402336223507,69.8092485549133,7.8475915221579955,30.02360308285164,8.07648339933343,2.0335013487475915,692,27,134,9,12,222,109,173,0.033,0.889,0.078,0.7678,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,7,5,4,1,0,8,0,10,6,1,3,1,22,25,9,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,6,1,0,2,1,2,0,4,7,5,16,2,30,13,5,35,0,1,1,1,2,12,1,1,23,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116159017860222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719981712188934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066185127031578,0.1226825250280384,0.0,0.0,0.15973653832327933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836986935995134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897393157864306,0.16020373006130276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406730124509692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426123555840624,0.0,0.07201201071479979,0.0,0.2734917504892835,0.0,0.1301696242606111,0.4845707246547351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166532321882138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278131363986096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051072245681125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059570857037464,0.13915878299562764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950666928402742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819690797697927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469534798318253,0.10560288859251443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954170914494024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781158934470118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024175807981814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708238248937324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491393628537989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372881398880924,0.0,0.10368371462071607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0